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An Apology

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Good evening to all my readers.

I emailed a response to Sephrena earlier today in response to some comments, and especially one from this site and I felt very compelled to respond to.

I would like to clarify a few points.

1. In my works of Bebe, I will admit I made a somewhat bad mistake; probably more like a huge one to all of you though, in my reference to the main character as still "John." From her time in Kiss me Bianca, to Lala Land to Hollywood, and on through Disney, I made that mistake. I humbly and profusely apologize for any possible and unintentional slur my mistake may have caused to any of you dear readers reading the stories. I should have started way way back when writing this using the female pronoun to refer to John as Bebe when the Bebe personality took over. Bad call on my part! Very bad! I admit to this mistake. At some point, I will fix it.

2. Most of the stories that have been written, some date back way, way back, do have some bad grammar. I will admit, some mistakes came through. But as of this moment, I am willing to let it slide for now. Sephrena is reposting my older works here on BigCloset TopShelf for me at this time because of my situation and it is easier to pass along messages through her to you all rather than to try to learn html and all that code to make the stories look good here. I may or may not get around to reworking my older stories though, that is because of my next point that I have to make to you.

3. My wife has surgery in the morning. God willing, she makes it through in one piece, my sanity may stay straight enough for me to make the time to continue work on four more stories sitting in limbo. Life has not been too kind to me, okay? I have a lot on my plate, and digesting it - my wife, my life, my home, my finances, a car wreck, is just a bit much. So again, I do love comments, I do check in early mornings to read them, Just be a little kind to me please? Once everything settles into a routine again, I will try and take care of some of this.

I love you all. I really do. It takes a big heart to be this open to your community. You all have a lot to deal with as well. I apologize for any offenses that may have occurred because of me within my stories.

I am but a humble writer, and dearly yours. Please forgive me.

Clara Schumann

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias - 1

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45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2023, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Skyler finds himself in an awkward situation and, because the situation could lead
to a huge scholarship, all the women in his life seem to want to keep him in that situation.
As I have done in a previous story, there are links posted at the end of each chapter that
will bring you to a YouTube version of the music mentioned. There's only one link for this
chapter, but there will be more as the story progresses. Please feel free to leave comments!
A QUICK NOTE: This was a long and somewhat challenging story for me, AND it
was written during the most busy, exhausting and frustrating six months of my life. I hope
it appeals to you. If it doesn't, that's cool, too, but regardless,
it was my link to sanity during a tough time.


 
Author's Note:Please, if you like my story, leave me a review? Good or bad I read them all! ~Clara.
 
This version of 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

"I'm going to be introducing a bill that will make it a felony to perform any sort of gender-affirming medical care to anyone under the age of twenty-five anywhere in the United States," the congresswoman said on the television and thousands of people screamed in support.

"What the hell?" Jenny mumbled, looking at the screen.

"What does this mean?" Jenny's wife asked.

"It means they're attacking trans-kids for their own political gain."

"I don't know about you," the congresswoman said with a superior sneer on her face, "but when it comes to the children of this great nation, I think we have a duty... We have a sacred responsibility, and that is to be the people who protects our children."

"Unbelievable," Jenny said, shocked and angered. "With everything that's going wrong in this world, why the hell are they picking on trans-kids? Lord, I'm only twenty-four myself! When did I become the enemy of the entire nation?"
 

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"Oh, come on, mom, no!" Skyler whined from the passenger side back seat. He glanced at his girlfriend sitting beside him in the backseat, who seemed confused by the interaction. They'd only been dating a few months or so and up till now, Skyler and his mother seemed to get along well.

"Come on, Skyler," his mother said, with an exasperated sigh, pulling into a parking space, "it'll take fifteen minutes or so. I'm up against the clock here."

"This is Regina's thing. Let her deal with it."

"There's not enough time, Sky. She has dance class and and a voice lesson after that. She needs this for Thursday and I don't have time to get back here again with her before then. Please. You've done this before. You know it's no big deal."

He glanced at Hanna, his girlfriend, again, not knowing what to say.

"Is everything ok?" Hanna asked.

When Skyler didn't answer, his mother gave out that same sigh again, then asked, "Hanna, what size dress do you wear?"

Hanna looked a bit confused, but answered. "Usually a six, but if it's tight, I go with an eight. Why?"

"And how tall are you?"

"Five ten."

His mother turned in her seat and looked at him. "Well, that won't do, Skyler, will it?"

"I won't do?" Hanna asked, confused and a little insulted.

"Mom..." he looked from her to Hanna and back again, "why would you have just driven us here without telling me why we're here? This is so embarrassing."

"Well, I didn't tell you why because I want there to be enough time for you to say no," she said, matter of factly, "and I didn't think it would be a big deal because I didn't know that Hanna would be with us until I picked you up at the repair shop. So... best laid plans and all that, but I still need your help. So, come on. Please."

He folded his arms across his stomach and slammed his back into the back of the seat with a frustrated, childish grunt.

"Ummm..." Hanna looked around. "Can I ask what is happening here?" No one said anything, so she continued, "I mean... I don't want to get into the middle of a family thing, but... I kinda feel like I already am, so... what's going on?"

"Well, if you're not going to tell her, I will," Skyler's mother said.

Skyler shook his head a few times, angrier than a bee, then said, "My youngest sister, Regina, has a talent show - a pageant, really - this weekend and my MOTHER has to deal with her final fitting for her dress."

"And?" Hanna was just as confused as she had been before.

"And..." Skyler's mother took over, "as it turns out, my nineteen-year old son and my fourteen-year-old daughter are both a perfect size two. How do I know this, because I made Regina's last two dresses myself and I used Skyler as a model more than once. Unfortunately, I was too busy to sew this dress, so I had to hire a seamstress. As it turns out, though, Regina has been too busy to get here this week for fitting."

"So, all you want is for Sky to try on the dress?"

"Yes, that's all," his mother confirmed with a nod, shutting off the car's engine.

Hanna unbuckled her seatbelt. "Well, come on, Sky. Let's go. It's no big deal."

"No big deal!? Hanna!? I don't want to do this in front of you!"

"Oh. Ok. I'll wait in the car, then," she replied, sounding frustratingly logical.

"No... ARGH!... I don't want to do it AT ALL! I mean... doing it at home was bad enough, but... having other people see me like that..."

"Alright, you're being overly dramatic, Skyler," his mother said, nonchalantly. "The shop closed at five, it's almost five fifteen now and the only person in there will be Janis, the woman sewing the dress. You've met her before when we dropped off the sketches and the measurements. She knows you're coming in to be Reggie's proxy. The quicker we go in there, the quicker we'll be done, and Hanna, you are certainly NOT waiting in the car in a deserted parking lot in this part of town. It's too dangerous. You will be coming in as well."

Hanna looked at Skyler and shrugged. "Sorry. I guess I'm coming in."

His mother and his girlfriend got out of the Toyota RAV 4. Skyler saw no alternative. He punched the side of his seat with his left hand and opened his door.

Skyler was a small guy. Five foot five inches tall and only a hundred and twelve pounds. In high school, he'd pretty much hung out in the music wing playing piano and hanging with other music kids. The other music kids weren't exactly his friends, in that they never hung out after school or anything, but at least they appreciated his abilities. He never had a girlfriend until he'd met Hanna when she'd transferred to his college mid-year. They were both Music majors and became instant friends. Skyler had really wanted to ask her out, but she just seemed like forbidden fruit to him because she was not only several inches taller than him and as personable as he introverted, she was also beautiful in that cute 'girl next door' kind of a way. That is, of course, if the girl next door was a tall, confident savant who knew more about music history and the lives and works of composers than most of the professors at his college.

She'd shocked him when she'd asked him out to dinner and a movie one night. He'd happily accepted, and fully expected to pay, but Hanna had taken the lead that night, and frankly had continued to take the dominant role in the relationship. She paid for everything and even told him how nice he looked. It was an odd thing for a woman to tell a man, but he'd liked it.

Now, that great relationship was about to come to an end because his stupid car needed new brakes and his mother drove to the garage to pick them up. She said that she'd pick him up as long as they could 'make one stop' one the way home. Skyler had been willing to help out as Regina's stand-in for fittings at home a couple of times as long as no one knew about it, but this... THIS was too much. When Hanna saw him in whatever over the top confection his mother had designed for Regina to wear to her talent show next weekend, she'd drop him like a hot potato. No beautiful woman like Hanna would be interested in a pansy wearing a pageant dress.

"Hey, what's the matter?" Hanna asked with a bit of a chuckle as Skyler lingered behind them. "You seem upset."

"Of course I'm upset!" Skyler steamed, but he did so quietly so that his mother didn't hear him. "This is bull. For like the last eight months or so, Regina and I have been the same size and, with Reggie being the golden child, my mother has used me as a human dress form a half dozen times to pin hems or see how a dress hangs... whatever... and that was all bad enough, but to drag me out and have me do it in public... and in front of YOU! It's just too much."

"Hey, it's ok," Hanna laughed. "I think it's great that you're willing to help out your sister. I'd help out mine, if I could. It's no big deal. And don't worry - I won't think any less of you as a guy for doing it. It's the twenty first century, Sky. Clothes are clothes. Who cares? Just do it and we'll go back to your mom's house for a few hours, then I'll get an Uber back to my dorm later. Ok?"

He took a deep breath and shrugged. "Yeah. I guess." He shook his head. "The only good thing about all this is that I noticed the other day that Regina is just a little taller than me, now. So, pretty soon we won't be the same size."

"Oh, cool," Hanna smiled as they walked towards the custom clothing shop. "Then you'll be her little brother."

"Very funny," Skyler scoffed. "I'll always be older."

"Yes, so you'll always be Reggie's OLDER brother, just like Amanda and Kathy will always be YOUR older sisters, and since they are taller than you, they are your BIG sisters as well, but if you say that Reggie is taller than you, too, then that means that she is your BIG SISTER, too. So, you might not be the youngest in the family, but you're still kind of the baby of the family, and I think that's very cute." She was teasing him in a playful voice. Usually, when she made playful taunts about his petite stature, he was turned on. Now, he just seemed ticked off.

"Great. Cute. Just what I wanted to hear." He pushed his long hair, that had not been cut since his high school graduation a year and a half earlier, behind his shoulders, which made Hanna smile. He was cute, whether he wanted to admit it or not.

The door chime sounded as they entered the strip-mall store and a smiling, thirty-something woman came hustling into view from behind the counter. "Mrs Moynihan and party?" she asked.

"Yes," Skyler's mother smiled.

"Wonderful," the woman bubbled. She hurried to the door and turned the lock so that no one else could enter. She turned and smiled at Skyler. "So... this must be Regina, then?" She extended her hand.

Skyler looked at her as if she was just a bit crazy. "I'm Skyler. Regina is my sister."

"Oh," the store owner, Janis, squinted, concerned as she looked at Hanna. "I'm hoping you're not Regina, because you've got more curves than I accounted for when I made the dress."

Hanna laughed. "No. I'm Hanna. I'm Sky's girlfriend."

Janis looked at Skyler's mother. "Sooooo... I thought we were doing a final fitting tonight...?"

"We are," Mrs Moynihan smiled. "I'm sorry. I thought I'd explained this. Regina has a very busy schedule and is unable to be here tonight. As I've mentioned, I have sewn many dresses for all of my daughters, and I discovered that my son, Skyler, is exactly the same size as Regina - Well, he is when he has a padded bra on, and I brought one for him to wear."

Skyler blushed a little, and then blushed a little more when he heard Hanna let out a little giggle.

"Ok," Janis flashed a nervous smile, "Just to be clear, there are actually two separate people - Regina and Skyler. Correct?"

"Correct." All of the other three said together.

"Alright. I'm sorry. I was confused," Janis chuckled at herself. "When Skyler came in with you and you dropped off your sketches and the measurements, I guess I just assumed that the dress was for the person with you."

"You thought my son was my daughter!?" Mrs Moynihan guffawed. "See, I told you to cut your hair, Skyler! Janis thought you were a girl!"

Skyler shook his head, seeing no humor in this conversation.

"No, no, no," Janis said. "I knew Skyler was a boy, I just assumed that the dress was for him. You know... for the Gala, and everything. I guess I just leapt to the conclusion that Skyler was part of the competition at the Gala. See, I've been commissioned to design and sew several dresses for contestants in that event, but... never mind. I was wrong, anyway. Skyler, please come with me. The dress is in the changing room back here."

"Oh, take this bag," Mrs Moynihan said, holding out a bag. "There's a bra, panties and a pair of heels."

"Geez," Skyler grunted, shaking his head and taking the bag.

"Right this way," Janis said and led him toward the back of the store.

"So..." Hanna smiled impishly, "how frequently have you dressed Sky up in Reggie's clothes."

Mrs Moynihan huffed a bit. "It's not like that, Hanna. Regina goes through a lot of outfits in these competitions, and I had to sew a lot of dresses. I don't have one of those dress dummy things and I needed to set hems, etc... Regina is never home and one day Skyler was just hanging around...I measured him, and he was the same size as Regina, so... To answer your question... maybe a dozen times... maybe a few more than that."

That was interesting.

"Ok, he'll be out in a few minutes," Janis said, appearing again. "Sorry about the confusion."

"No problem," Mrs Moynihan smiled.

There were a few moments before Hanna asked, "So... this Gala you mentioned? What's that all about?"

"Oh!" Janis grabbed a flier and handed it to Hanna. "It's a yearly thing that happens in different locations all over the country. This year it's at The Ansonia Mansion over off of Salisbury Street. It's next month. It's a drag competition with a talent show and a big prize. Oops... sorry... they really hate the term 'drag.' It's kind of a womanless pageant, though.

"How big a prize?" Hanna asked, looking at the flier.

"A hundred thousand dollars in cash and scholarships to the big winner," Janis smiled. "It's only open to amateurs, so a lot of local boys are throwing their hats into the ring."

"Huh," Hanna said, decidedly interested.

"I need a little help with the zipper!" The cry for help came from the rear of the store.

"I'll be right back," Janis laughed and went to help.

"This is just unfair," Hanna muttered.

"What's that?" Mrs Moynihan asked.

"Oh," Hanna laughed, looking up. "This competition. 'The 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias.' It's a womanless pageant to benefit young people in crisis, but the prizes are incredible! The winner gets twenty-five thousand dollars in cash and seventy-five thousand in scholarship money. Even the other final five contestants get big scholarships. I wish I could enter! God, Sky should enter this. He could win in a heartbeat. Too bad."

"Here we go," Janice said with a smile, hustling back onto the store. She made a show of introducing Skyler by making broad arm gestures. She was a tad deflated when it took Skyler a moment to appear, though.

"Oh, yes!" Mrs Moynihan said as her son appeared in a slightly retro looking, scoop necked dress with short, puff-ball sleeves, a wide 'belt' area that ran from just below the breast line to the high waist, a wide skirt with an un-hemmed bottom that ended just below his knees. The dress was a white material with little blue flowers on tiny branches printed all over it. It was a kind of classic 1960s cocktail dress with a few twenty first century updates. Very pretty. Very elegant. Very feminine. "That is perfect, Janice! The theme for Regina's performance is 'Beehive: The Girl Singers of the Late Fifties and Sixties.' This will just be perfect. Just perfect!"

What Skyler's mother saw was the perfect dress for her youngest daughter.

What Skyler's girlfriend saw was something very different, though. Until just a moment ago, this was just a cute little romp. 'It's just clothes,' she'd just said to Skyler and she'd meant it.

But it wasn't just clothes.

It was a very, very, very, very pretty dress and a guy she was dating and had strong, romantic feelings for was wearing it and, to be honest, looking pretty damned cute in it. Even with the little bit of hair on his legs and no shoes on his feet.

"So, there are a couple of choices," Janis started her pitch. "The neckline is elastic, so you can wear it open shouldered if you'd like." She pulled the puff-ball sleeves to the side and slid them down Skyler's arms a few inches to demonstrate the more daring way to wear the dress.

"No. I don't think that's appropriate," Mrs Moynihan said, her head shaking. "Regina is only fourteen, after all."

"Of course," Janice said, returning the puff-ball sleeves to Skyler's shoulders.

Skyler was relieved to have his shoulders covered again.

Hanna was disappointed that the little, white bra straps on his shoulders were suddenly covered again. Why on earth would she find bra straps exciting!? Well, she certainly did that day!

"Ok, now, before I hem the skirt," Janice said, a little excited, "we have some options. A dress like this can be worn just as is, with the wide skirt hanging loosely. This way it's kind of flirty and flouncy and a bit less formal."

"Um Hmm," Mrs Moynihan nodded and looked at the skirt.

"It can also be petticoated, though," Janice continued, "and in the era you're discussing - the late fifties and early sixties - a woman singing from a night club stage would most certainly be wearing at least one, probably two petticoats."

Skyler's mother thought for a moment. "I think you're correct, Janice. The fuller the look, the better."

"Ok, now with that in mind," Janice smiled, "we could use an outer petticoat with a lace ruffle around the bottom. That way we could hem the dress so that a little lace peeks out from the bottom of the hem. That was a very stylish touch at the time."

"Hmm," Mrs Moynihan considered. Then she turned to Hanna. "Hanna, you're on stage a lot. What would you prefer? Just the clean hem of the dress or the lace fringe peeking out?"

"Oh, the lace peeking out," Hanna answered entirely too quickly and entirely too excitedly. "I mean... if that was the style of the day..." she calmed her words, "... then I'd go with that."

"I think you're right," Mrs Moynihan nodded.

"Excellent!" Janice smiled. "Come with me and let's pick out the petticoats."

She and Skyler's mother walked to the other side of the store, giving Hanna a minute to walk close enough to Skyler to speak.

"That is a very pretty dress, Sky."

"Very funny."

"I'm not being funny. I like it." She began preening the puff-ball sleeves and neckline, making everything 'just so.' "I'm sure it'll be even prettier with the petticoats. I kind of like you like this. I could get used to having a 'little woman' around to take care of me. A nice 1950s housewife kind of gal to greet me at the door when I come home from a hard day's work."

She was being flirtatious, and it was working. Inside the high waisted cotton panties that Skyler wore, there were stirrings that he'd rather not be having right now. Not dressed like this. Not is this shop. Not in front of Hanna.

"Come on," he whispered. "Stop teasing."

She raised her eyebrows and smiled. "I am only teasing a little, Sky. I really do like the way you look in this."

"Here we go," Janice said as they returned with two very flouncy petticoats over Janice's arms. "Skyler, if you'd hop up on this platform, I will help you put the petticoats on."

"Great," Skyler mumbled as he climbed the two stairs onto the platform.

"Here, we'll start with the outer petticoat first. It's a little longer and fuller," Janice said, her smile broad and sincere. "Now, you turn your back to me and step into this. I'll guide it up under the skirt of the dress."

When Skyler had turned his back to her, Janice held the larger and more ornate of the petticoats open and Skyler placed his bare feet into the waistband. Then she helped him raise it up to his waist.

"This one is smaller and shorter," Janice explained, holding it open from behind. Again, he stepped in and again she raised it, so it tucked up under the first one. "Now, let me grab my pins."

"I'll help you with your shoes," Hanna said, grabbing the pumps off the sales counter where Skyler had left them, and bringing them to the platform.

"I feel like an idiot," he muttered.

"You look like a princess," she whispered. "I'm not kidding. You look amazing."

"I don't want you to see me as a princess, Hanna."

"Oh, don't be that way, and slip on your glass slipper, Cinderella." She smiled up at him and slipped the pump onto his foot, then stepped out of the way as Janice returned.

"So, in the style of the day," Janice jumped into gear, "the petticoat would just cover her knee, and the hem..." she folded the edge of the skirt back under the front of the skirt until the lace fringe of the top petticoat just peeked out. Then she put a pin in to hold it in place. Before she spoke again, she did this four more times so the lace trim was peeking out for about eight or ten inches across the front of the retro style dress. She stepped back and pointed at her work. "What do you think?"

"I think that's perfect!" Skyler's mother enthused. "She'll look just perfect in that. Don't you think so, Hanna?"

"Hmm?" Hanna asked, quickly hiding her phone, with which she'd been taking photos. "Oh, yes... he'll look perfect... I mean... Reggie will look perfect in that. I love the petticoats and the little bit of lace peeking out. So pretty and feminine."

"Alright, then, perfect!" Janice said clasping her hands together. "Then, if you can wait for twenty minutes or so, I'll hem the dress, Skyler can try it on once more and we'll be done. Sound good?"

"Sounds wonderful," Skyler's mother said, happily. "Step down, Skyler, and let's get you out of that."

'Thank God,' he thought, not really thinking ahead.

Hanna hurried to the steps and held out a hand to help him step down. Without thinking, he took her hand in his right hand and pulled his skirts to the side with his left so he could see where he was placing his heeled feet. It was a simple gesture, but it spoke of womanhood of a bygone era.

"Here, just turn your back to me and I'll get the zipper for you," Janis said.

"Thanks," Skyler replied, relieved to be taking off the very feminine dress.

Once the zipper was lowered, he took a step towards the changing room, but Janice stepped in front of him and just lowered the sleeves down his arms and then the entire dress down past the petticoats to the floor so he could step out of it, leaving him in a lace covered bra, a lace trimmed petticoat and a pair of shiny, black, pattern leather, pointed toed, three inched pumps.

"Here," Janice said, handing him a short, white, silk robe with the word 'bride' embroidered across the left breast in a flamboyant script of bright pink thread.

Skyler put it on quickly in an attempt to cover the bra, but the silky material only made the shape of the bra more apparent than it was without the garment, and the word 'bride' combined with the vastness of the petticoats only made him look more girlish.

Janice headed into the sewing area behind the counter and Skyler's mother followed to watch her work in the hopes of picking up some pointers.

"I can't believe she did this," Skyler sulked, crossing his arms in front of him and sitting in a chair in the waiting area, unconsciously crossing his legs at the knees as his petticoats splayed about him. "I helped her and Regina out a couple of times and this is how she repays me? By embarrassing me in front of you? I seriously cannot believe it."

"Oh, stop," Hanna smiled and gave his top knee a playful slap. "If it's any conciliation, I'm enjoying myself tremendously! I think you look adorable, and I'm not just saying that. If I could have my way, I'd like to see you like this more frequently."

"What are you talking about?" Skyler asked, looking at his girlfriend, completely confused.

"I'm serious, Sky. Remember before, when I said it was just clothes? Well, I was wrong. This dress isn't just clothes. This dress is like a whole leap into sexuality that I never expected to take. I'm not a lesbian, Sky, but... damn! I mean, seeing you dressed that way... I wish I could just have you alone for a couple of hours looking like that. Actually, I'd take you for a couple of hours looking like this!"

He shook his head. "You're nuts."

"No, I'm horny because you're hotter than hell, babe. You're not seeing yourself, I am. You know, if you did your hair a little nicer, wore a little makeup and got used to walking better in heels, no one would ever suspect..."

She stopped dead and looked away from Skyler.

"What?" He asked.

"Shit," she muttered as she hurried to the counter and grabbed the pamphlet she'd had before. She handed it to Skyler. "Sky, you've got to do this, babe. You could win this in a heartbeat. You have to do this."

"'The 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias?' What is it?" He asked, unable to even read the pamphlet due to Hanna's excitement.

"It's like one of Reggie's pageants, Sky, but it's for guys - guys pretending to be girls. It's like it was made for you to win! Look at the freaking prize, Sky! You can win this!"

"What are you talking about? A drag show? No way!"

"No, it's not a drag show... well, I guess it kind of is, but it's not that kind of outrageous drag you're thinking of. It's more of a... like... a tribute to women by men, you know? Like men doing their best to impersonate women. Anyway, Sky, I'm looking at you right now and you already look more like a woman, well, a girl really, than I would have thought possible, and there's a talent section in the competition and you're probably the best singer/piano player at the college! Sky, this could pay for the rest of your college and then some! Maybe even pay for some of your grad-school if you wanted to do that! You have to do this!"

"Wait, wait wait!" Skyler said, trying to read the pamphlet. "This is in like three weeks. The deadline to sign up is the day after tomorrow. I don't know about this, Hanna. I mean, it's a lot to think about. I'm not sure I want to be known around campus as 'the drag queen,' you know?"

"You won't be a drag queen, Sky, you'll just be... I don't know, but it won't involve any of that over the top makeup and stuff you're thinking about. None of the RuPaul's Drag Race stuff, just... I don't know how to say it, but... just being ... like Reggie is at her pageants. Just being... beautiful and... female, I guess."

"But. I'm not a female, Hanna. Why would I want to do this?"

"For a hundred thousand dollars, Sky! Twenty-five thousand in cash and seventy-five thousand in scholarship money. If that's not worth it, I don't know what is!"

He sighed. "Alright. I'll think about it. Ok?"

Hanna shook her head in frustration. How could he not see this as a golden opportunity? "Ok."

It took a few minutes, but eventually Skyler's mother and Janice reappeared with the fully hemmed dress.

"All set, Regina," Janice said, then corrected herself, "sorry, Skyler. Ready for your final fitting. Please stand and I'll help you get this on."

Skyler stood and Janice lowered the dress over his head. Once it was past his shoulders, she raised it up his arms and zipped it up his back, finally clasping the tiny hook and eye clasp at the top of the track. She took a moment to adjust the dress, then said, "Ok. Up on the platform with you. Let your mommy see how pretty you look."

She wasn't teasing at all, it was just force of habit. It was the way she spoke to her clients all the time. Skyler looked like a teenaged girl who was trying on a new, fancy dress. That's an exciting moment for a teenaged girl. Janice was just on autopilot and was speaking to Skyler the same way she'd spoked to dozens of teenaged girls in the past.

Skyler carefully mounted the stairs and stood, ready for inspection. He knew from experience that he needed to stand straight and tall. Slouching in protest would just result in prolonging the experience.

"There! What did I tell you?" Janice said with pride. "Perfect, right?"

"Absolutely perfect!" Skyler's mother said, clapping her hands together. "Oh, Janice, I never could have sewn something this precious. What do you think, Hanna?"

"Precious is the right word," Hanna smiled. "Reggie will look just precious in it, too."

"Well, I certainly hope so," Skyler's mother smiled. "Skyler, if you could see yourself in that dress, I swear, you'd wish you were a girl so you could wear that yourself."

"Doubtful," Skyler replied, without much interest in engaging in a conversation.

"So, are you happy with everything?" Janice asked.

"Thrilled," Mrs Moynihan confirmed. "I will send you pictures of Regina on stage so you can see her in her full makeup and everything. You'll love it!"

"That will be wonderful! If you don't mind, I may put those on my website."

"That's fine."

"Now, do you need help getting out of that dress, Skyler?" Janice asked.

Before he could answer, Hanna responded, "You two take care of the paperwork. I'll help Sky."

"Thank you, Hanna. Oh, and bring the petticoats out, too. I'll be taking those as well." Skyler's mother smiled and walked into the office area with Janice, while Hanna offered Skyler a hand so he could navigate the stairs without falling.

"There you go, my princess," she giggled as he reached the floor.

"Hilarious," he smirked. "Just unzip me, please."

"When we're in the dressing room, milady. When we're in the dressing room," she laughed.

She took his hand and led him to the rear of the store and into the changing room where she turned and threw her arms around him, clamping him into a tight hug and planting a firm kiss onto his lips, catching him completely off guard.

When the kiss ended, he looked up at her, blinked and said, "What was that?"

"That was a kiss, silly," she giggled as she ran her finger gently along the side of his bra. "You don't mind, do you?"

"No, but... what if my mother comes in?"

Hanna gave a small giggle. "It's her fault I'm so hot and bothered, actually. If she hadn't dressed you up like this, I wouldn't be so revved up."

"Revved..."

She kissed him again. This time, while she kissed him, she undid the hook and eye at the top of his zipper and ran the zipper down to the top of his rump.

When this kiss ended, Hanna sighed, "Ahh, what a shame. I'd love to keep you dressed like this all night."

"What?"

"You get changed and meet me out front, but," she grabbed his boxers off of a hook on the wall and stepped out the door, "leave the panties on."

"What!? Why!?"

"Because I like them and knowing that you have them on is sexy for me." She smiled a very devilish smile. "See you out front."

It took a few minutes for Skyler to get completely changed out of the dress, bra, petticoats and pumps, and get into his jeans, tee shirt and sneakers again, and get out to the sales floor where his mother, Hanna and Janice were waiting. Over one arm, he was carrying the dress and petticoats, and in the other hand he was carrying the bag his mother had given him containing the bra and shoes.

"Here. Let me take those from you," Janice said, taking the dress and petticoats from him. "I'll just put these on hangers and into some garment bags so you can get going."

"So," Skyler's mother looked at her son as they waited, "I know that Hanna showed you this flier, have you given any thought to participating in that gala?"

Skyler shot Hanna a suspicious look.

"Don't look at me," she said, holding her hands up defensively. "It was Janice's suggestion, not mine. I just told them that I'd mentioned it to you."

He shook his head. "Mom... I don't know. I mean... it's a lot to think about..."

"What's to think about, Skyler?" His mother asked, confused by his hesitation. "Look, I'm a single parent and I'm still paying off your older sisters' college educations. You've done well with scholarships to this point, but there is still a good deal of debt adding up, and you still have a long way to go. Skyler, I still have Regina's education to pay for, too. Do you think that all of these pageants and contests that she's involved in are just to massage her ego? No! They're scholarships, Skyler. Every time she wins one, that's a few thousand dollars more that I don't have to pay for her college education. This is seventy-five thousand dollars in scholarship money, Skyler. SEVENTY-FIVE THOUSAND DOLLARS! Just think of how much debt you could save for each of us if you were to win that money."

"I know, but mom... wearing dresses and makeup..."

"Which is no more than I ask of Regina, Skyler." She shook her head, showing her frustration. "You know what, Skyler - Do whatever you want. Don't let me make up your mind for you, but just remember that this could really help out our family."

"Seriously? You're going to guilt me into wearing dresses?" Skyler asked.

His mother made a sour expression, shook her head, turned to see Janice approaching. "Do what you will, Skyler. I'm done talking about it anymore." She walked away, smiling at Janice as she took two, full garment bags from her.

They loaded up the back of the SUV and headed out of the parking lot.

"Would you like me to drive you home, Hanna?" Mrs Moynihan asked.

"No, that's ok. My computer and guitar are at your house and it's still kind of early. My roommate practices until around eight-thirty in our dorm, so it's kind of painful to be there until she's done. I'll take an Uber home in a couple of hours."

"Nonsense," Mrs Moynihan scoffed. "Skyler will drive you home in this car. Won't you, Skyler?"

"Huh? Oh... sure," he replied, jostled from his thoughts. "Yeah. Whenever you want."

"Great," Hanna smiled.
 

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"In this state," the governor of a southern state said into a microphone at his rally, "we recognize the threat to our American families posed by the gay and trans agenda!"

"Oh, my God," Jenny sighed. "Will this never end?"

"We shall not be silenced on this matter and I am here to lead the charge to protect our citizens..."

She shut off the radio in the rental car. "I just don't get it," she shook her head. "These assholes say these terrible things and thousands of people are there to applaud them. Why? I have a good job - two, in fact, I have a wife and a baby on the way... how am I a threat to any of these people?"
 

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When they reached their home, Skyler opened the back of the vehicle, pulled out the garment bags and carried them into the house. When they entered, they could smell pasta sauce coming from the kitchen stove.

"Oh, hey!" Skyler's older by three years sister, Kathy called out from the kitchen. "How did you make out? Is the dress pretty? Did Sky look pretty in it?" She hip checked her brother playfully due to the sauce on her hands.

"Very funny," he mumbled.

"He looked gorgeous," Hanna said, without any trace of humor.

"I bet he did," Kathy smiled. "You know, when he was little, Amanda and I used to dress him up in our old dresses all the time. He was a prettier little girl than either of us ever were."

"Oh, God, just stop," Skyler said, shaking his head and walking away.

Kathy smiled at Hanna. "We tease him, but he's a good sport."

Hanna nodded and looked to be sure that Skyler wasn't nearby. She handed the older girl a copy of the pamphlet for the gala they'd been discussing earlier. "I think he'd be a shoo-in to win this and so does your mom, but he doesn't want to do it."

"Geez, this is real money," Kathy laughed. "Why doesn't he want to do it?"

Hanna shrugged. "He's afraid that he'll be 'the campus drag queen' if he does it."

"Yeah, but he'd be the campus drag queen with a ton of money," Kathy said, shaking her head. "Want me to talk to him?"

"Maybe tomorrow. Let me work on him a little tonight."

"Hey! We're home!" Came a shout from the back door.

"Oh, hi," Kathy said, as she and Hanna turned to greet Amanda, Skyler's oldest sister, and Regina, his youngest, coming in the door.

"Did mom get my dress?" Regina asked excitedly.

"We did," Hanna said. "It's beautiful."

Regina smiled. "You went with mom and Sky? So... you saw Sky?" Regina giggled a bit.

"I did?" Hanna laughed. "Do you want to see the pictures of the dress?" She pulled out her phone and called up the pictures.

"Oh, man that's great!" Regina said, with the kind of enthusiasm only a fourteen-year-old girl can muster. "This is going to work great."

"Can I see?" Kathy asked.

"Me, too?" Amanda asked as well.

Hanna showed them all the pictures of Skyler in the dress and they all oohed and ahhed at how attractive this garment was and how pretty it looked on their brother.

Eventually, Hanna brought two small bowls of ziti and sauce into the family room and gave one to Skyler while keeping one for herself. They nibbled on that while watching a series on a streaming service that they'd heard great things about. It was pretty good, and they were enjoying it.

Regina came in with her own bowl of pasta and joined them. They all watched the show in silence for a while.

"Hey, Sky, thanks for standing in for me tonight," Regina finally said. "Mom said that you were kinda ticked off about it. Sorry. I thought she'd talked to you about it ahead of time."

Skyler shrugged. "You're welcome, I guess."

Regina picked up a flier from the arm of the couch. "What's this?" She asked no one in particular. She looked at it for a few moments, then said, "The 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias" she read aloud. "Who's Tiresias?" She wondered, also aloud. "Oh. Here it is. It's a Greek Mythology thing. 'Tiresias was a blind prophet of Apollo in Thebes, famous for clairvoyance and for being transformed into a woman for seven years." Suddenly she sat up straight. "Whoa! Sky! Are you doing this!?"

"I don't know. Maybe, but... probably not."

"Probably not!? Are you crazy! Sky, you could win this with one hand tied behind your back. Hanna, tell him he has to do this."

"Don't look at me," Hanna said, finishing her food and wiping her lips with a napkin. "He knows what I think."

"Give me your phone for a sec," Regina demanded.

"Say please," Skyler instructed his kid sister out of habit.

"Please," Regina said.

Hanna smiled and chuckled as she handed Regina her phone. She scrolled through a few pictures, then showed her brother one in which he was standing bolt upright with the completed dress hanging prettily from his shoulders. "Sky, look at this picture. I mean... you and I look practically like twin sisters in this picture for crying out loud, and you're not even wearing makeup. So, you already pass as a girl, you have the talent part of the show down, all you have to do is work on the other stuff - you know - the deportment, the Q&A, the bathing suit competition, and a few other things and you can win it! You got three weeks to prep for this, Sky! Do it! Do it! Do it!"

"Ok, back off, Reggie," Hanna said, holding up her left hand, while wrapping her right arm around Skyler's shoulders. "This is a big deal for Sky and we're going to let him make his own decision. Ok?"

"For real?" Regina asked, making a face. "I'm in a pageant almost every month because mom says if I want to go to college for musical theater, I have to win all these scholarships and you get to waltz through music school without any effort because you're the only boy in the family? That's not exactly fair, is it? And now that you can maybe win this huge scholarship, you might not do it? Well, I'm calling bull shit on that!"

"Hey!" Skyler said, setting his empty bowl aside. "First off, I have earned some scholarships through my playing for both semesters since I started college. Second, we do not look like sisters. You have blonde hair, mine is brown and mine isn't all layered like yours. Third, you are too young to be swearing like that, so knock it off."

"Yeah, I know about your scholarships, Sky. A few hundred here and a few hundred there. We should compare sometime. See how much I've got saved from pageant awards and see how much you've earned in scholarships. And 'bull shit' isn't a swear when it's what your brother is doing. It's just a noun... or maybe a verb... I'm not sure. And you should try to win the money, Sky. Even if you kept the cash for yourself, it'd still be a huge help for the rest of us if you had all of that scholarship money."

He shook his head. "I'm considering it. Ok?"

"Well... consider it a lot harder."

They went back to watching the show for a while. At one point, Hanna got up to use the rest room. Before coming back to the couch, she called in to Regina. "Umm, hey, Reggie... can I bother you for a second? I need a little help. Girl trouble."

Regina got up and hurried toward the downstairs lavatory. "Yep. Coming."

Skyler just shook his head and mumbled, "Gross."

Minutes later, they were back, and they all watched the show for another hour or so, until Hanna announced that she should be getting back to her dorm.

"Ok. I'll drive you back," Skyler said, standing. He found his mother in the kitchen. "Mom, can I take your car to drive Hanna home?"

"Of course. The keys are in the bowl by the door. Good night, Hanna."

"Good night, Mrs Moynihan," Hanna said as she headed out the door.
 

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"So, after hearing from our citizens," the town councilor said through the TV as part of the evening news, "we are removing the Pride flags from all public buildings, and we are cancelling the Pride events that were scheduled to take place on the town common next month."

"What is going on with these people?" Jenny asked herself since she was the only one in her hotel room.

"This is ridiculous," a woman with a very short, military-style haircut said to a reporter. "We applied for a permit more than a year ago and we have performers and vendors who contracted to be on the town common for that day. Not only that, this is the fifth year that we've hosted this event and it has never caused any issues within this community. We even make sure that we don't interfere with traffic..."

The newscast continued, but Jenny was on her phone. "Hi, it's Jen," she said into the phone. "Did you see the story on the national news about that little town in Massachusetts canceling their Pride Day activities?" She listened for a moment. "I understand, but this town is only a few miles from The Ansonia Mansion... Yes, but you specifically picked this location because of the tolerant nature of the community and I'm not seeing a lot of tolerance at the moment... Ok... Alright. I'll get things prepared."
 

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It took about twenty minutes to drive to the college campus and a couple of minutes to walk to the dorm. The whole time, Skyler was pretty quiet, seemingly preoccupied.

"Ok," Skyler said as they reached the dorm building's lobby, "I'll talk to you in the morning."

Hanna looked at her watch. "It's still early. Come on up for a few minutes."

He thought for a moment. "I don't know, Han..."

She took his hand in hers and motioned towards the upper levels of the building with a gesture of her head and a smile. "Come on." He looked at her and found her sweet smile irresistible. She let her smile grow a bit wider. "Come on," she said again.

Skyler smiled and let himself be led through the lobby, into the elevator and up to the fourth floor, where Hanna's dorm room was located. She picked up a note that had been written on a Post-It Note and stuck to the door as she entered.

"Huh. Yuki is out for the evening," she said, referring to her roommate. "We have a couple of hours to ourselves."

Without waiting for a reply, she towed him to her bed, which sounds more seductive than it should. The room consisted of just two beds and two desks with two chairs, so the bed was as much a couch as a bed it her mind.

Once seated, she pulled out her laptop and opened a music streaming service, then began playing some quiet music from her playlist.

"Ralph Vaughan Williams?" Skyler asked.

"Very good!" Hanna complimented. Recognizing legitimate music wasn't Skyler's strongest skill.

Skyler smiled. "Not bad for a pop music guy, right? This is 'In The Fen Country.' I wrote an in-depth analysis of it last semester. I love this piece. It's not as well-known as 'The Lark Ascending,' but I think it's more interesting in a lot of ways..." He stopped speaking because Hanna was suddenly kissing him... kind of a lot.

In less than a minute, Skyler was on his back and Hanna laying on top of him, as they kissed and groped at each other in the throes of awkward, young passion.

It wasn't long before Hanna had pulled off her top, allowing Skyler a perfect view of her modest, but beautiful breasts and the somewhat plain bra that contained them.

They'd been going at it for a few minutes when Hanna suddenly jumped off of the bed, leaving Skyler alone, and began to look into her rather large pocketbook.

"What are you looking for?" He asked.

"You'll see," she replied, looking at him over her shoulder with a mischievous smile.

In the short time that they'd been together, Hanna and Skyler had been somewhat adventurous. Lots of kissing and feeling each other up, some heavy petting, some hand and finger work and even some oral satisfaction for both parties, but no actual intercourse. If Hanna was digging out condoms, then this was a big step - one that Skyler wasn't sure he was ready to take just yet.

When she did pull something out and set it aside, Skyler couldn't see what it was, but it was too big to be a condom. In fact, it looked like it was just a neatly folded shirt or something. Anyway, she set it aside, and turned to face him, resplendent in just her jeans and bra.

She grinned and then theatrically, almost comically, she strutted sexily back to the bed where she took off first one, then the other of Skyler's Keds' high-top sneakers, then his socks. Then she gently gripped the cuffs of his jeans and gave a soft tug. Skyler lifted his bottom, and the pants rode past his rear and hips, and then were completely removed.

Then, in an almost motherly way, Hanna gathered the bottom of his oversized tee shirt and gently guided it past his arms, head and long hair, leaving him in just his underwear.

She took a moment to admire her nearly naked boyfriend. She smiled at him and shook her head. "My goodness, you are a sexy little thing, you know that?"

Skyler chuckled at that. "Yeah, I'm sure I am."

"Oh, you are, baby, trust me. That nearly smooth little body of yours, your thick, long hair and oh," she made a show of shivering, "those soft, cotton panties."

"W - What!?" He sputtered, having completely forgotten he'd kept those on. He looked down at the plain, yet obviously girlish panties and immediately clapped both hands to his face. "I don't believe this!"

"What?" Hanna laughed. "I'm the one who asked you to keep them on, remember? Didn't you think I'd want to see them again?"

"Oh, this is so embarrassing," he grunted, his face still covered.

"There is nothing embarrassing about looking nice, Sky. I love the way you look, and..." she reached down and began caressing him through the soft material of the panties, "...doesn't that feel nice?" Her voice sank to the level of a whisper.

He kept his face covered a moment or two longer, but the biology of the human male made it impossible for him to deny his enjoyment of the stimulation of certain erogenous parts of his body.

"It does, doesn't it?" She whispered once more.

He nodded and his hands moved away from his face as he relaxed.

She rubbed gently, careful not to let him get too aroused. "Sky... since we met, how many times have you seen me wear a dress?"

"I don't know. Twice maybe?"

"That sounds about right. And why did I wear a dress?"

"For performances."

"That's right," she smiled. "See, Sky... I don't mind putting on a dress and makeup and all that, but it's not something I look forward to like some girls do. It's just part of what I have to do. I never got that whole 'dresses are pretty' thing... until today."

She felt him tense up a bit, so she kissed him and was a bit more playful with his nether regions.

When he relaxed a bit, she continued. "Seeing you in that dress today, Sky... it really did something to me. Like, it made my heart beat a whole lot faster... the hair stood up on the back of my neck and... baby, I have wanted to touch you like this ever since."

"Really?"

"Really," she smiled down at him. "Sky, I have always thought that, for a boy, you were really cute - almost pretty - and I really liked that. I know most girls go for macho, but I prefer cute. But today... honey... in that dress, with those petticoats and all that pretty hair of yours... Sky, I've never felt like I wanted a boy the way I wanted you today."

Even though it seemed like there was a lot to unpack in that statement, Skyler was still enthralled by the compliment. So, he just smiled and blushed.

"I'd really like you to wear something for me, baby. Will you?" She teased in playful voice.

He shrugged and sighed. "Is it something girly?"

She nodded.

"And you really think it's a turn on?"

"Oh, yeah," she smiled. "I really do."

He thought for a moment before saying, "Ok, but no pictures or anything. Alright?"

She smiled. "Alright."

Hanna got up and retrieved what she'd taken out her bag earlier and shook it open. It was shiny, black, had spaghetti straps, a kind of Vneckline and wasn't very long. It also had black lace around the neckline and hem.

"Is that a slip?" He asked.

Hanna shrugged. "It's a long chemise. It can be a slip, or even a dress, or a nightgown. Right now, it's your nightie."

He looked at it for another moment or two. "And this is how you see me? As a girl?

She shook her head. "No. Not as a girl. I have no interest in girls. I'm only interested in you, Sky. I just want to see you looking pretty. Please." She wasn't begging, just asking.

He took a big breath and let it out. "Ok," he said at last, and he got up and stepped closer to Hanna so she could lower it on to him.

It was soft, and fluid, and electric on his skin. Of course, he'd worn a slip before in his role as dress-form, but a slip was different. A slip held snugly about his chest. This was different. This flowed around him.

He'd also gotten used to wearing bras and slips in front of his mother and sisters from time to time. Heck, he'd even worn a bra and petticoats in front of Hanna earlier that day. This was different, though. This time, he felt small, and... exposed and... aroused.

"Wow," Hanna whispered, "you really are adorable."

"Adorable..." Skyler said, shaking his head. "I'd prefer that you saw me as manly."

Hanna gave him an understanding smile. "Sky... I really, really like you, and I find you very attractive, but 'manly'... no, babe, I don't think that's a word I'd ever use to describe you. Cute? Sure. Adorable? Definitely. But never 'manly.'"

Skyler looked a little sad.

"Oh, come on, Sky, don't look like that. I didn't mean that as an insult. What I meant was... I guess I just saw something there that I didn't even know I saw until I saw you in that dress today. Then, whatever it was that I saw, came screaming out at me." She played with his long hair a bit. "It's not that I'm into woman or anything like that. It's just that I find you... beautiful. And there's nothing wrong with that, is there?"

He shrugged. "I guess not."

She bent lower and softly kissed his lips. "Of course not." She kissed him, again. This time, she slid her hand behind his head and gently held it there while she pressed a little harder. She took a little breath, then kissed him again, and this time, she pressed a bit harder and also, her other hand rubbed against the front of the black, nylon chemise, creating a smooth, exciting sensation on his panty clad manhood.

She moved her kisses to his cheek and then to his ear and then to his neck and then, somehow, he was on the bed, again, looking up at the ceiling and feeling the weight of the girl he loved on top of him as she kissed his neck and chest and lips and cheek and neck and lips and cheek and neck...
 

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"Hi," Skyler said casually as he entered the kitchen through the back door.

"Hi," Kathy answered from the table where she had a computer and textbook open working on a project for her history class. She stayed focused on her work as she spoke. "Did you hit a lot of traffic?"

"No, not really. Why?" Skyler opened the refrigerator, pulled out a pitcher of vegetable juice and poured a glass.

"Oh, no reason," his sister smirked a bit. "It's just that it took you quite a while to get back from the..." she finally looked up for the first time. "Oh, Geez, Sky!" She stood and grabbed his hand, "Come with me. Quick!"

"Why? What's wrong?"

She didn't slow down, though. She pulled him past the entrance to the TV room where their mother was watching the nightly news and into the large bedroom at the end of the hall that she shared with their youngest sister, Regina, and she closed the door as quickly and quietly as she could.

"What's going on?" Regina asked, looking over from the desk in their room.

"Sit there," Kathy insisted, pointing Skyler to a chair in front of an old table they used as a vanity. Then she looked at her sister and said, "Look at his neck."

Regina stood and crossed to look at her brother's neck which was covered in small black-and-blue marks. "Oh, my God, Sky! You've got like a billion hickies!" She laughed at the silliness of it.

"Hickies!?" Skyler couldn't believe what he was hearing. He'd never heard of a boy getting a hickey before. "Seriously?" He turned to look in the mirror, shocked to see that she was right. He certainly didn't have a billion hickies, but he had plenty and they were very obvious against his pale skin.

"Is it really noticeable?" He asked.

"Is it noticeable!?" Kathy laughed. "When I first saw you, for a moment I thought that you had leprosy or something. If mom sees that, she'll bust a gasket!"

"How do I cover it?"

"I usually wear a scarf," Regina offered.

"Since when do you come home with hickies?" Skyler asked.

She shrugged. "I don't know... since fifth or sixth grade, I guess. Basically, if you've ever seen me wearing a silk scarf, it's because I was covering a hickey."

"Mom will be suspicious if her son is suddenly wearing a silk scarf around the house," Kathy pointed out. "I'll just put some makeup on it."

"Make up?" That concerned Skyler.

Kathy grabbed a small, round case. "Just some foundation to cover the hickies."

She opened the case and took out a sponge applicator, then began spreading the skin-colored makeup on her brother's neck. She was working quickly when she heard mother's voice from the doorway.

"So, what's going on in here?"

"Oh, umm..." Kathy began, but she was at a loss for an explanation.

"Oh," Regina chimed in, "you know that scholarship pageant thing that you heard about at the dress shop? Well, Sky asked us how he'd look with makeup on. I think he might do it if he looks good with his makeup done right."

"Hmm," their mother snorted, "he looked pretty good without any makeup." She came into the room and looked at her son. Luckily, Kathy had already managed to cover the hickies. "What are you planning?"

"Oh, nothing too fancy," Kathy said with a shrug. "Just a kind of daily makeup so he can see what he'd look like as a girl."

Their mother shook her head. "Go a little fancier, I think. Maybe... a dinner date kind of look. Something a little closer to a pageant look so he gets the flavor of the evening."

She moved around in front of her son and began to monitor her daughter's work. She nodded as Kathy spread the base, then blended the blush into his cheeks.

Just then, a cell phone rang in another room. "That's mine," their mother said. "I'll be right back."

"Thanks a lot," Skyler hissed at his younger sister when his mother had gone.

Regina grinned. "Would you have preferred that I told her that your girlfriend put you into one of my nighties and gave you a ton of hickies?"

Kathy stopped for a moment and looked at Skyler. "What's this about a nightie?"

"Nothing," he said. "Just keep going. Let's get this over with."

She shook her head. "Oh, what a tangled web we weave..." She went to work on his eyelids and when their mother returned, she was already doing his lips.

"There," Kathy said. "It's a quick job, but it'll give us all an idea of what he'll look like."

"Hmm," his mother said, looking closely at him. She grabbed something from the table. "Look up."

He did and she used some sort of machine on his eyelashes.

"What are you doing?"

"Curling your eyelashes," she explained. "Keep looking up while I curl the other one."

She used the odd little machine on that one, too. Then she grabbed a tube of something and opened it, producing a cylindrical brush. "Keep looking up." She brushed the brush through his eyelashes, several strokes on each side.

She stood back and appraised his look. "I like it," she smiled.

"You look nice, Sky," Kathy said, supportively.

"You look a lot like me, actually," Regina said with a smile. "I mean, you need to have your hair done better, maybe have it colored, your eyebrows need some work, and your lips need some plumping, but we could definitely pass as sisters."

Skyler wanted to lash out at that remark, but he knew that she was continuing her teasing from earlier and that he needed to keep the hickies a secret from his mother.

"Take a look in the mirror," Regina said, a bit excitedly.

With a quiet sigh, Skyler turned and looked into the mirror on the makeshift vanity, and he saw a slightly quirky version of his sister Regina staring back at him.

"What do you think?" Kathy asked.

"I'm not sure what to think," he half gasped.

"Do you want a dress to try on, too?" Regina offered, helpful as always.

"No, that's fine," he assured her.

"So, are you going to try to win that money, then?" His mother asked.

He shrugged. "Can I just sleep on it one night, please?"

"Ok," she agreed, "but there is a deadline approaching, and you'll need to have some pictures taken to submit with the application."

He nodded. "Ok."

"It's getting late," their mother said with a tired voice. "Show your brother how to get that war-paint off and let's all get ready for bed."
 
 
MUSIC LINKS:

In The Fen Country: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7R9RA_BR_p0
 
 
To Be Continued...

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias - 2

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  • Clara

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
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Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

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45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2023, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

The slope becomes more slippery as Skyler slides inextricably towards femininity.
Thank you so much for all the reviews and the 'welcome back' messages.
It's nice to have completed a story after six months of writing and rewriting.


 
Author's Note: As always, I love reading your comments - both positive and negative. Thank you, thank you, thank you! ~Clara.
 
This version of 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 2
 

"Good morning, beautiful," Hanna said to Skyler in the cafeteria as she kissed his cheek, then sat beside him at the table where he sat doing some homework. She smiled broadly as she prepared to eat her yogurt and fruit. "I don't know about you, but I slept like a baby last night."

Skyler smiled back at her. "I slept pretty well, too, actually."

She squinted at him. "Are you wearing mascara?"

He sighed and looked away, shaking his head. "Yes. Long story, but... this stuff doesn't come off very easily - not at all, actually."

"That's how it's made," Hanna laughed. "And your eyelashes have been curled, too. I like it!" She kissed his cheek.

"Yeah, yeah - Oh, and by the way, thanks for all the hickeys you gave me last night."

"Hickeys!?" Hanna laughed.

"It's not funny, Hanna. My mom would have killed me if she'd seen them. Kathy was covering the hickeys with makeup when my mother walked in. That's how I ended up with 'dinner-date-makeup' last night."

She gave him a big smile and a giggle, then asked, "I guess that explains your pretty eyes. So... have you decided to do the Gala?"

He took a deep breath and said, "I've been thinking a lot about it, Hanna and... if I do it... I don't want you and my sisters making fun of me, ok?"

Hanna put a spoonful of yogurt in her mouth and thought for a moment. "I won't 'make fun' of you, but I need to be able to enjoy it, ok? Like... say... playful things. Things like I said last night. Is that ok?"

He nodded. "I guess so, but... what about everyone else?"

"Like who?"

"Like..." he gestured to everyone in the cafeteria, "... everyone else. Like everyone on campus. What are they going to say about me?"

"Well..." she looked around, "... most of them have no idea who you are now, so they won't be paying much attention anyway, and after you win, you'll be the guy that won all that scholarship money and cash, so... I guess that's what they'll think. I bet they'll be jealous."

He huffed a couple of times. "Ok. I only have one class and a lesson today. So, after that, can you help me fill out the application? If we can send it out before I go to work tonight, that would be great."

She smiled and kissed his cheek. "It would be my pleasure."
 

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"We are referring to the bill as the 'Don't Say Gay' bill and this legislation will prohibit the discussion of gender identity or sexual orientation in public school classrooms. Teachers who violate these guidelines - even if they are acting as a confidant for a student - can face termination from their jobs and loss of their retirement benefits for even one infraction..."

"Honest to God," Jenny said into her phone, "the world is becoming unbelievably intolerant. I truly do not understand why these people are so afraid of people who are different."

"You've just hit the nail on the head, babe," his wife said from the other end of the phone. "You're different and that scares them."

"How can gay people be the enemy to all these people? I mean, love is love is love, right?"

His wife chuckled. "You're not really that naïve, Jenny. You knew this was going to happen at some point. Besides, you are definitely NOT gay. Queer, yeah, but gay, no. I can attest to that, and so can the bun that is gestating in my womb right now."

Jenny snickered. "No. Not gay, but... I honestly never expected things to go this insane all at once."
 

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"What is wrong with you today, Sky?" Professor Kramer asked, shaking her head. "Five days ago. You played this piece as if it was ready for performance. Today it sounds like you're a first year player who is sight reading."

"I know, I know," Skyler said, a little disgusted with himself. "I'm sorry. My head is not in the music today. I have a lot on my mind."

"And I have told you before what the best solution for that situation is, right?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"And what is that?"

"Knock it off and play the goddamned music," he laughed, having done his best imitation of Professor Kramer.

"That's right - and for the love of God, Sky, stop calling me ma'am. I'm only twenty-nine years old. Now, take it from page six, please. Sit up straight, follow the dynamics, use some peddling technique instead of just holding the damper down all the time, and start behaving like that piano is an extension of your soul instead of your enemy, will you?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"Sky!"

"I'm sorry! Yes, Professor." He returned to playing the 'Nocturne in B Minor' by Gabriel Fauré, a piece he wanted very desperately to play well.

"Better," his teacher said when he'd finished. "I'll make a legitimate player out of you if it kills both of us," she smiled patting him on the shoulder.

"I'm not in the Classical track, though, Professor," he reminded her. "I'm really much better at pop music."

"You are, and by the time I'm done with you, pop music will seem like child's play. Now... let's look at page six one more time. There's some tricky stuff there."
 

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They took the bus from the college to the garage where Skyler's car had been repaired and then drove from there to Skyler's family's house. When they arrived, they saw the car belonging to Skyler's oldest sister, Amanda, in the driveway.

"Hey. You guys are here early," Amanda said with a smile as they entered. She was wearing her nursing scrubs. "I just got home from a shift. We were shorthanded, so, of course, the newer girls had to stay a few extra hours."

"We're just going to do some computer work," Skyler said, giving his sister a kiss on the cheek. "We'll be quiet if you're going to go to bed."

"No, not for a while," Amanda said. "I've got tomorrow off, so I'm staying up so I can have a somewhat normal schedule on my day off. I'm going to have something light to eat and then do some laundry. Want some tomato soup?"

"That sounds great!" Hanna said. "Thanks!"

She sat at the table and opened her MacBook while Skyler retrieved the pamphlet, they'd gotten the day before and Amanda pulled a couple of cans of Campbell's Tomato Soup down from the cabinet. Hanna opened the website and began speaking as she typed.

The 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias application.

Name: Skyler Moynihan

Age: Nineteen

Address: Eight-twenty-seven Maple Ave...

Are you currently a student at an accredited college? Yes

Where? State College

What year? Freshman

Course of study? Music/Performance

Have you ever been paid as a drag performer? No

Do you have..."

"Wait a minute," Amanda said from the stove. "Did I just hear that correctly? Did you just ask Sky if he'd ever been paid as a drag performer?"

"Yeah. I did," Hanna said, smiling.

"Why?"

Hanna offered a brief summary of the opportunity they'd encountered. "Wow, what an opportunity for you, Sky!" She said.

"Maybe," he shrugged, "but I'm not doing a big drag thing. I'll do my best with a womanless pageant kind of thing, but I'm not doing the whole big tits and big lips thing you see on some of those TV shows."

"We'll, good for you," she said, sounding more like his mother than his sister, and looking that way too, as she carefully placed a bowl of tomato soup on the table in front of him.

"Have you ever seen him in a dress?" Hanna asked. "He already looks like a girl, even without makeup."

"Thanks for the support," Skyler said, rolling his eyes.

"Of course I have," Amanda laughed. She used one hand to grip her brother's chin and give his face a squeeze. "And he was adorable."

"Alright. Enough teasing," Skyler said, pulling his face free.

"Hey, you know, I have a friend who did some work with pre-op trans people," Amanda said, putting two more bowls of soup down on the table. "She might be to help you out."

"How?" Skyler asked, genuinely confused.

"Well... I'm not a hundred percent sure, but... maybe things like breast forms or the right kind of tape to use... you know... down there." She pointed to her crotch.

"Tape? What would I want to tape..." Suddenly it dawned on Skyler what his sister was suggesting. "Oh, my God! I'm not going to put tape on my... no way!"

"Ok," his sister smirked, "but there are ways to do that without hurting yourself. Anyway, if you're interested, I can get you in touch with her."

"Thanks, Mandy," Hanna responded, as she continued to type. "I'm sure we'll be taking you up on that at some point." She returned to her computer screen and her questions. "So, you need two talents. Piano and singing?"

"Yeah, I guess," Skyler shrugged. "I mean, those are the only two talents that I have." He thought for a moment. "Can I do them together?"

Hanna scanned the page. "I don't know. There's a meeting this weekend for all contestants. I guess you can ask then."

He nodded.

"Do you have to sound like a girl when you sing?" Amanda asked.

"Ohh, another good question," Hanna said. "We should write these down."

Seemed like a good idea, so Skyler nodded, grabbed a pad of paper and started writing.

Twenty minutes later, the application was complete.

"There's a two-hundred-dollar registration fee," Hanna said, when she reached the end of the form. "Can you afford that after having your breaks done?"

"Yeah, I guess," Skyler said. "It'll leave me broke, but I get paid again in a few days, so... Who knows. Maybe it'll be worth it." He reached for his wallet, but Amanda stopped him.

"Tell you what," she said. "If you're really serious about this - I mean, if you're really going to try and win this scholarship, then I'll pay the entrance fee. But I mean it - you have to be in it to win it."

Skyler smiled. "Ok. Thanks, Mandy. I'll give it all I have."

"Alright," she smiled and grabbed her purse from the back of a chair.

Once that was completed, Hanna said, "All that's left is at least three pictures of the contestant in their female persona. Hmmm, I wish Reggie was home. I'd love to be able to use some of her dresses for this."

"I'll text her and ask," Amanda said, grabbing her phone and typing.

Seconds later her phone chimed that she'd gotten a response. "She says you can use anything you want." She smiled at the two younger people. "Come on upstairs. You do his makeup; I'll pull out some clothing options."

Their mother came home to one of her favorite sounds; the sound of her dear, departed mother's beautiful, old, baby grand piano making music in the living room. By the sound of things, Skyler was going to town on a piece of classical music, something she really enjoyed. Before he went to college, Skyler rarely played anything classical. Now he was always working on one piece or another. All four of her children played piano to some degree, but Skyler took it very seriously.

She peeked around the corner and was surprised to see not Skyler, but Regina at the keyboard. She was all dressed up in a shimmering red dress that she'd worn in a pageant about a year ago. Her hair had been curled, but not 'done' by any means and she was playing more beautifully than her mother had ever heard her play before. She stepped into the double-wide doorway of the living room and found her second daughter, Kathy, standing just inside watching as well. Oddly, her oldest daughter, Amanda, and her son's girlfriend, Hanna, were both over by the piano taking pictures of Regina playing piano.

"Amazing, isn't it," Kathy whispered to her mother.

"I should say so," she responded. "Is this for a pageant?"

"Yeah, I guess so," Kathy smiled. "I never would have expected something like this."

"Me neither."

Just then, the front door opened and closed, quietly and someone entered and stood beside Mrs Moynihan, but she didn't notice until the new arrival said, "Holy shit, he looks better than I do in that dress."

Startled, their mother turned to see her youngest daughter, Regina, standing next to her in the archway. She let out a shocked, "Yeep!" followed by, "Regina! What are you..." she looked at her daughter next to her and then at the same daughter playing piano. "If you're here than... that's..."

"Yeah, mom," Kathy laughed. "That's Sky playing piano in the red sequined dress. That's what I meant when I said 'amazing.' Amanda and Hanna dressed him and did his hair and makeup. He looks a lot like Reggie, doesn't he?"

Mrs Moynihan looked from her youngest daughter to her only son and back again several times. "My, God, you two could be twins. I mean, I always knew you looked alike, but... this is uncanny."
 

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"It just gets worse every goddamned day," Jenny growled as she listened to the news on the radio and drove along the highway.

The newscaster spoke. "Montana State Representative, Zoey Zephyr, was removed from the House of Representatives chambers for speaking out in defense of trans-gender rights for minors in that state. This is not the first time a state legislator has been removed from hearings such as these in the past few weeks. The country seems to be split on the subject of trans rights and..."

"I just can't stand it anymore," Jenny muttered as she shut off the radio.
 

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"I just cannot get over it," Mrs Moynihan said, shaking her head in astonishment as they sat down to dinner. Uncertain as to whether or not they needed to take more pictures, they had kept Skyler in his makeup, but allowed him to wear a less provocative dress for the time being. Currently, he was attired in a rather simple, flowered, peasant dress with rather puffy, long sleeves that ended in little, belled cuffs. The dress had a tea-stained background with the brightly colored flowers setting off the beauty of the simple design. The dress had actually been Amanda's quite some time ago. She had passed it to Kathy who, in turn, had passed it to Regina - who now was now trying to pass it along to Skyler. It was very light and even Skyler had to marvel at its comfort. "You two are absolute twins. It is remarkable."

"And we have certainly remarked upon it," Skyler said, feeling a bit on the spot at the moment. "Maybe we could discuss something else."

"I can't think of anything else as interesting as suddenly having a twin sister," Regina smirked at her brother, who was older by five years, yet somehow suddenly looked more like a high school freshman girl than a college boy. "Of course, my hair isn't that mousy brown color, anymore, and no one seems to be commenting on his posture, but it is cool to have a sister I can share my clothes with."

"Hanna, what do you make of all of this?" Amanda asked.

"Oh," Hanna shrugged with as much nonchalance as she could muster, "it's no big deal. I mean, I have to admit, when we first discussed having Sky enter the contest, I didn't expect him to look THIS much like Reggie, but I guess it makes sense - them being sisters and all."

That brought some laughter from the family - not from Skyler - from his mother and sisters.

"What's so funny?" Hanna asked.

"You called me and Regina sisters," Skyler said, shaking his head.

"Oops. Freudian slip, I guess," Hanna giggled. "You know what I mean."

"Well, I know that Sky is going to be wearing a lot of Freudian slips for the next few weeks," Regina teased, and it brought on more friendly laughter.

"Hey, what happened to not making fun of me?" Skyler said, sounding a bit pissy.

"Hey, what happened to having a sense of humor," Kathy said, giving him a bit of a maternal scowl.

"Oh, don't mind him," Amanda said, shaking her head at his bratty behavior. "He can't help it. You know how boys are when they're on their periods."

That brought on the biggest round of laughter. Even Hanna couldn't help but guffaw a bit as she reviewed the photos on her phone, which included the photos that Amanda had taken as well her own. Before Skyler could speak, she did. "I think we have all the pictures we need, Sky. You can wash your face and change after dinner."

"Good," he huffed a bit. "I have to be at work in an hour."

Things got quiet for a few minutes until Regina spoke up. "Can I ask a pertaining question?"

"You mean pertinent," her mother corrected.

Regina shrugged. "Ok - a pertinent question."

"Of course," Mrs Moynihan nodded.

"If Sky is going to compete in a womanless pageant, and I've looked at a bunch of these online, then maybe he should be talking to some of the consultants that I use to for my pageants."

"That makes sense," Hanna said.

"But I didn't hear a question," Kathy pointed out.

"Sky," Regina said, "would you like to come with me Saturday morning, when I see my beauty consultant, James? He is the best around and an appointment with James can usually take months to schedule, but if I ask. I'm sure he'll see you at the same time that he sees me."

Skyler was about to laugh at the offer and decline as quickly as possible, but Hanna jumped in too quickly. "What a great idea, Reggie! Thank you!"

"That is a great idea, Reg," Amanda agreed. "After all, Sky is in this to win the big prize, so he needs all the help he can get."

"That's a very generous offer, Regina," their mother said, with a smile. "Why don't you give James a call and see if he'll see Skyler and, if he will, see how much it'll cost. We don't want to invest too much in this pageant, but if it's a reasonable amount, then we should do it."

"Ok," Regina smiled and bounced out of her chair. "I'll call him now." She left the room.

Skyler looked around at everyone. "Seriously!? You all want me to go see Reggie's beauty consultant!?"

"Sky, there's a lot of money on the line I'm this competition," Kathy pointed out. "I guarantee a lot of other boys will be seeing consultants, too."

"Besides that," Amanda said, "I'd bet that all of the other boys are more experienced at presenting themselves as girls. You've got a lot to learn, Sky, and even though mom and Kathy and I have all done a few pageants along the way, Reggie has the most experience, and she has won more pageants than all the rest of us put together. She's your best resource if you want expert advice. If she says you should see James, then I suggest that you see James. That is... if you want to win."

He shook his head and picked up his napkin to dab his lips. "I have to get ready for work. Uncle Bill will be ticked off if I'm late."

Kathy laughed at that. "Uncle Bill is an old softy, and you know it. Besides, of all of us, you're his favorite. He never once raised his voice to either Mandy or me the whole time we worked for him, and let's be honest, neither of us were very good about getting there on time."

"Yeah, well, I am," Skyler said, standing and carrying his dish to the sink to rinse it before putting it into the dishwasher. "Can someone help me get this goop off my face?"

"I think you should go just like that," Amanda teased. "You look very pretty that way. Maybe he'd move you from stocking shelves to the front end. That's a much nicer job."

"Very funny," he said, closing the washer and scowling at them.

"James says that you can come on Saturday and as long as he doesn't have to change his schedule, he'll just charge the usual rates for any services. Nothing for creative services," Regina said, thrilled with the news she was relating.

"That's wonderful, Regina," her mother complimented. "Thank your sister, Skyler."

"Thank you, Reggie," Skyler said, as nicely as he could.

"Oh..." Regina snapped her fingers as she remembered something, "he did ask that you remove your body hair before you come, though."

"My body..."

"Well, that makes sense," all the women agreed.

"He suggested that you used Nair or something along the same line as that. He says that shaving might lead to razor burn, so use a product."

"I'll get you some tonight," his mother said. "I can help you to use it tomorrow afternoon."

Skyler shook his head. This was more than he expected, but it seemed inevitable at this point. "Ok, but... please... can SOMEONE get this makeup off of me so I can go to work?"

"Sure," Regina bubbled. "Come with me."
 

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"Hey!" Uncle Bill shouted, as he always did whenever Skyler entered, "Look, everyone! Elton John is here!" Sometimes it was Elton John, sometimes Billy Joel, sometimes Jerry Lee Lewis - Skyler had had to look that one up when he first called him that - or one of another half-dozen piano players of whom Uncle Bill was aware, but he always made a big deal out of Skyler whenever he entered the neighborhood grocery store that Uncle Bill owned and where Skyler had worked part since he was sixteen.

"Hey, Uncle Bill," Skyler smiled, just a bit embarrassed.

"You should hear this kid play piano," Uncle Bill said to the customer at the checkout counter at that moment. "He's like a regular Liberace. Unbelievable!"

"No kidding?" The customer asked, actually interested.

"It's true," Uncle Bill said with a big smile. "This kid is brilliant. You should hear him play. He can sing, too. Someday we're all going to be going down to the arena downtown to hear him in concert. I guarantee it."

The customer looked at Skyler and nodded. "What's your name, kid?"

"Skyler," he replied. "Skyler Moynihan."

"And where can I hear you play?"

"Right now, I'm mostly just playing at my school. I'm a performance major at State."

The customer winked at Skyler. "I'm going to keep my eye out for you, Skyler Moynihan. I look forward to hearing you play."

"Oh... thanks," Skyler said with a nervous smile. He grabbed a clean, store apron, put his head through the opening and tied the string around his waist. "What's on the schedule first, "Uncle Bill?"

"Start in the dairy case, will you, Sky? Check the dates and load up everything for tomorrow."

Uncle Bill was Skyler's long departed - not dead, just departed - father's brother. A born shopkeeper with an endless amount of energy and an endless gift of gab. He was a big guy with a bushy beard and greying, black hair that made him look distinguished. He never married, nor dated to Skyler's knowledge, but always showed up at every event for Skyler, his sisters and all of his cousins. He never missed a concert, a sporting event or a family function for any of them - even if he wasn't specifically invited, he still was there to applaud for his family.

As far as Skyler was concerned, Bill was one of the greatest guys in the world.

As far as Bill was concerned, Skyler was a very special kid. The one with all the talent.

Skyler was only working a three hour shift that night, so he only had one, fifteen-minute break later that evening. When the time for that break came, he bought himself a bottle of apple juice and headed out to the picnic table that they jokingly referred to as 'the break room.' There he met his Uncle Bill who was just finishing up a late dinner.

"So, how's school, big guy?" His uncle asked.

"It's actually really good," Skyler said, sipping his apple juice. "I've got a four-point-oh GPA and I'm doing really well in my classes - especially my music classes."

"Hey, that's great, Sky," his uncle smiled, very proud of his nephew. "You know, your dad played some piano as a kid. Nothing like you can, but he did ok. He was in a couple of bands that were pretty popular around the area. He had this big old organ-thing that he used to haul around from one gig to another. That thing weighed three hundred pounds if it weighed an ounce and he would haul it in and out of one dump after another every night of every weekend. He used to do handstands on the damned thing while he played, too! And he played pretty damned well, too."

He looked at his nephew and smiled.

"He would be proud of you, too, Sky, I can tell you that. I have no idea what got into his head and made him leave, and I have no idea where he is, but trust me - if he knew about your playing, he would be pretty danged proud of you."

Skyler smiled and shrugged, just a little uncomfortable with the conversation. Any conversation about his father made him feel uncomfortable. "Thanks, Uncle Bill. I'd like to think that he would be." He took another sip as his uncle gathered his plastic ware and cleaned up from his meal. "Hey... umm.. Uncle Bill... can I ask you something?"

"Sure, Sky. What's up?"

Skyler thought for a moment. "Well... I have this opportunity to make a lot of scholarship money and even some real money for myself, too, and... well, I kind of promised my mom that I'd do it, but... well... I'm a little concerned that I would, maybe... embarrass... the men in our family if I do it. Men like you."

Uncle Bill smiled and patted Skyler on the shoulder. "Sky... let me be very clear about this. There is nothing that you could do that would ever make me any less proud of you. Whatever you need to do, you do... and Sky... I'm always here if you need me. Ok?"

Skyler nodded and smiled. "Thanks, Uncle Bill."
 

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"Look, if you'd rather have your mother help you do this, that's fine with me." Hanna was just about fed up with Skyler's complaining as she spread the hair removal cream all over his body.

"Ok. I'm sorry," Skyler said, apologetically. "This is just all so weird to me."

Hanna shook her head. "Well, it's not weird to me, or your mom, or any of your sisters or any other girl. This is just part and parcel of what the modern world expects from a woman. If you're going to pretend to be a woman for this thing... then you need to man-up and start acting like a girl."

"Ok," he nodded. "Sorry."

She went back to spreading the slightly foul-smelling cream over her boyfriend's body once again as he stood wrapped in just a towel around his waist.

"You know," Hanna teased, "even after the contest, you may find that you prefer to be hairless. A lot of guys trim their hair."

"Trim, yeah," he smirked. "Remove... not so much."

She stood straight and handed him the bottle. "Here. You do your privates. If I do it, I suspect you'll get too wound up." She smiled and winked. "Sometimes a girl needs to do things for herself."

He took the bottle and poured some of the fluid into his hand, then reached beneath his towel and spread the cream everywhere.

"Now, wait ten minutes and shower it off. Hopefully, that takes away all your hair. Although you don't have all that much and it's pretty wispy to begin with."

He stood there with the cream spread thickly across his skin, feeling very uncomfortable. "God, why do women put themselves through this?"

"For the same reason you are," Hanna smiled. "To look pretty. Now, remember, tomorrow, when you go with Reggie to see this guy, James, you need to be upbeat and cooperative the whole time. No sulking or whining. James is doing Reggie a favor and Reggie is offering you the most help she knows how to give. Don't disrespect that, ok?"

"Why would I disrespect that?" Skyler asked, a little surprised that Hanna would suggest such a thing.

"Well, because you've been kind of weird about this whole thing. Like... one minute you're one hundred percent going to do what needs to be done in order to win, and then someone tries to help you and you're surly and mean to the people who are trying to help you." She waved her hands over his coated body. "Case in point: Your mother offered to help you with this, and you went from being ok about having her help to being a whiny little bitch about it. You've even been a bit of pain in the ass to me about it, too. Just... be nice to Reggie, ok. This is a big deal to her."

"Me looking like a girl is a big deal to her?"

"Her being able to help you is a big deal to her. She's never been in the position of being able to help someone like this before. She's really excited to be able to share her expertise with you. Just... be nice and go with the flow, ok? Whatever she suggests, whatever this guy James suggests... the answer is just 'yes.' Ok?"

Skyler nodded. He loved his younger sister, and he helped her anyway that he could - that's how he ended up in this situation in the first place - but he could be a bit superior towards her at some times, and he knew it. He understood what Hanna was saying. "Ok. Whatever Reggie or James says, I'll just go with the flow."

Hanna smiled and looked at her phone. "I'll start the shower. You'll be ready to rinse off in a minute or so."
 

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"Turn in here," Regina instructed her brother as he drove. "James' place is in the back of those stores. Pull around back and you'll see it."

Skyler had never expected that he'd be spending a Saturday morning seeing a beauty consultant, but this was where things had led him. He had even worn a pair of shorts that morning, a pair that Regina had insisted that he wear in order that James could see how nice his legs looked in heels now that all of his body hair had been removed. He was wearing a pair of Croc slides to drive, but Regina had brought along several different pairs of heels in varying heights for James to see.

"Around this way?" He asked as he took a left into what seemed to be a loading area.

"Yes," Regina nodded. "See, over there? That door that says 'Dancer's World'?" They sell all kinds of things for dancers and pageant contestants and even brides and stuff. His salon is in there."

To say that this whole thing seemed a bit sketchy would be an understatement. It looked very shady, but all of his sisters had gone to James at some point, so he must be legit.

He pulled into a parking spot and shut off the car's engine.

Regina looked at him, excited. "Ok... so... James is kind of... oh... a touchy-feely kind of guy, you know? Don't freak if he starts to touch you. He just does that so he can explain how he can help." A big smile spread across her face. "Are you ready?"

Skyler let out a big sigh. "As ready as I'll ever be, I guess."

"Ok!" She bubbled. "Let's go!"

They got out of the car and as they approached the door to the shop, Regina took her brother's hand and gripped it firmly. "This is so exciting!"

Nerve-wracking would have been a better description to Skyler, but he chose to follow Hanna's advice and just go with the flow. So, he smiled and let Regina lead him into the salon.

He was a bit surprised by the look of the facility. It was bright, neat and had a feminine flare to it - lots of pink and pastels - but it also had a certain manly quality to it as well.

"There she is!" A very good-looking man in his thirties said, entering the salon. "Come here, my little champion and give me a hug." The man was very well put together, but nothing like the swishy stereotype of the male hairdresser that Skyler expected. This guy obviously worked out and took his fitness very seriously. He had a very trim, muscular body, a tight button-down shirt that showed off his physique, and biceps that were in danger of ripping the short sleeves of the shirt that he wore. He engulfed Regina in a fraternal hug that spoke of a very close relationship. It actually made Skyler a bit sad that this stranger seemed to have a closer relationship with his sister than he did. "Are you ready for your pageant this afternoon?"

"I will be after you're done with me," Regina's smiled.

"Well, who do we have here?" James said, looking at Skyler.

When their hug ended, Regina indicated Skyler and smiled. "Well. Here he is. This is Skyler. Sky, this is James."

James extended his hand and gave Skyler a firm handshake. "Nice to meet you, Sky. So... you're here to become a champion, huh? Well, let's see what I have to work with here?" He looked more closely at Skyler and then started touching his shoulders. "Stand up straight for me, sweetheart," he said, not paying much attention to the fact that he was speaking to a boy - a young man, in fact.

"Hmmm..." he mulled. "Good figure... needs some shape, but we can provide that. Nice hair, good length, needs some color and a little shape, but lots to work with. No more elastics to hold your ponytails, please, sweetheart." He sighed. "It'll take some work to get those dents out."

He scrutinized further. "Small shoulders - good. Soft features - good. You need to start moisturizing, my dear. A princess doesn't have dry, flaky skin on her forehead, now does she?"

Skyler looked at Regina intending to roll his eyes at her, but she gave him a look that said, 'answer him.'

"I... guess not," he managed to reply.

"Alright," James said, stepping back and eyeing Skyler to get the 'big picture.' "I'd say we have a lot to work with, but we have a lot to do as well. When is your pageant?"

"Umm... the COMPETITION is in three weeks," Skyler said, hoping that he could distinguish his serious attempt at scholarship money from Regina's frivolous beauty contests."

"Three weeks!" James said with a ton of dramatic flair. "Well, in that case, young lady, we don't have a second to spare. Let's start with the basics. In the chair. Go on, go on. Hair style and color, eyebrows, good Lord you don't even have pierced ears. Come on. Chop, chop! Lots to do and little time."

Before he knew what was happening, the back of the chair in which Skyler was seated was laying down flat and his head was in a sink, and he was being shampooed by another person for the first time since he was a very young boy. This time, though, the water was very hot, and the scrubbing was very aggressive. It didn't exactly hurt, but it was certainly different than he expected a shampoo to feel.

"I think a honey blonde, just like yours, is our best choice, what do you think, Reg?" James asked Regina. "You share the same skin tone and facial features, and heaven knows you look amazing. So, why not just repeat our success on Sky?"

"Makes sense to me," Regina said with a smile and a shrug. It did make perfect sense to her. She'd had mousy-brown hair, darker than Skyler's in fact, before James took over her look. She loved the way she looked now, and besides, she had won several pageants with this hair color, and she had received hundreds of compliments on the color. If it worked well on her and she won pageants, then having Skyler mimic her look made a lot of sense.
 

~^~

 

"He says that they're just around the corner and will be here in a minute or two," Kathy said, looking at her phone in the living room of her mother's house.

"Boy, I hope so," Hanna said, shaking her head and looking at her phone. "If he's not here in the next few minutes, we'll never make it to the orientation on time. I thought this was just a consultation."

"It was supposed to be," Skyler's mother said, "but James had to get Regina made-up for her pageant, and he can get carried away - and when he does... there's no stopping him."

"They're here," Amanda said from her spy post in the front window.

Hanna grabbed her purse and they all hurried out the front door. Hanna needed to hurry and join Skyler so they could get going. His mother and sisters wanted to wish Skyler good luck and see if James had made any suggestions, but all four of them came to a dead stop when instead of seeing Skyler and Regina stepping out of the car, two Reginas stepped out. Yes, the one on the passenger side was dressed better and had more makeup on, while the one on the driver's side was wearing a pair of what were obviously boy's shorts and a tee shirt that displayed a flat chest - not that the real Regina had been granted an abundance of bosom - but for the most part, these two people were twins - no - clones of one and other.

"...because you asked him to make you look beautiful, Sky," the real Regina was ranting as they got out of car. "That's why you go to a beauty consultant in the first place! To make yourself beautiful! And James did that, Sky! He made you beautiful enough to win a pageant."

"He made me look just like YOU, Reggie!"

"And I win pageants, Sky! What are you not getting here? I look this way because James brought out the best in me. You already looked a lot like me, so when he brought out the best in you... tada! Twins!"

"Alright, enough!" Their mother shouted. "Do want the neighbors to think we're all crazy in this house?"

"Come on, Sky, let's go," Hanna said, taking his hand in the hopes of (A) getting their trip to the meeting underway and (B) putting an end to the ranting that she (correctly) imagined had been going on since Skyler and Regina had left James' salon.

"Go?" He said. "I'm not GOING anywhere, except maybe a barbershop so see if I can undo some of this!" He indicated his face and hair and that was the moment that Hanna realized that her boyfriend's eyebrows had been sculpted and his skin looked smoother and its tone more even than ever before.

"Oh no, you are not going to a barbershop," Amanda said, sternly. "I've already invested in you, Sky. You said you'd do whatever it took to win. Well, this is a start. Now, you start acting like a man and go to that meeting to make sure you know what you need to do to win."

"And I'm sure that whatever services James provided will cost me a pretty penny," his mother said. "You told us you were committed to doing this, Skyler. Now, stop acting like a twelve-year-old and go do what you need to do to win that money."

"Oh, for crying out loud!" He said, as he turned, stamped his foot and stormed back towards his car.

"Umm..." Hanna said, "maybe I should drive. You seem too upset and I don't want to end up in an accident."

Amanda, Kathy, Regina and their mother stood on the walkway until Hanna backed the car out of the driveway and had pulled around the corner before they relaxed a bit.

"Oh, my God, Reggie," Amanda laughed. "You had James make him look just like you!"

"That wasn't very nice," her mother said, also laughing, but her laugh was a bit more nervous. What had she been thinking entrusting Skyler's transformation to a fourteen-year-old?

"I didn't do anything," Regina defended herself. "James said that he'd done so well on me, and I've won a lot of my pageants, so it only made sense to make someone who already looked a little like me, look just like me so she could win her pageants, too."

"He, Regina," her mother corrected. "HE can win HIS pageant."

"Oh, I don't know about that," Kathy chuckled. "Except for being flat chested, I think that Sky looked a lot more like a SHE than a HE."
 

~^~

 

"Your name?" The woman sitting at the greeting table asked, with a shockingly low voice for such a lovely face.

"Skyler Moynihan," Skyler replied.

"Ahh," the woman said, finding his pink name tag. "We didn't have a stage name for you, so we just wrote 'Sky' on your tag. I hope that's ok."

"That's perfect," Hanna said, taking the tag to hurry things along. She could hear the sounds of the meeting coming to order in the ballroom behind the greeting table.

"And you are?" The woman asked Hanna.

"Oh... I'm his girlfriend. "I'm just here for moral support and to take notes."

"Oh, his girlfriend?" The woman said, sounding a bit surprised. "You'll need a name tag, too. Your name?"

"Hanna," she said, sticking Skyler's name tag to his shirt. "Just one 'H.' H. A. N. N. A."

The woman scrawled it in a flamboyant script onto a standard 'Hello, My Name Is ____" adhesive tag and handed it to Hanna. "You may both go in, now," the woman said. "Be sure to grab a gift bag by the door."

They entered and Hanna grabbed a bag for Skyler, then guided him to a seat in the fifth row, towards the side of the room. The meeting had not yet begun, but the man at the podium was asking everyone to take their seats.

"Wow," Hanna muttered looking into the gift bag. "There's some real high-end makeup and hair products in here. A gift certificate for services at a day spa and a little bottle of shampoo that probably costs sixty dollars at Neiman's or Bergdorf's. Geez, this stuff is nicer than anything I own!"

"Alright ladies and... well... ladies," the MC said into the microphone eliciting a soft rumble of laughter. "Let's get this started so we can all go home. So..." he smiled and looked around, "as you all probably know already, the Gala of Tiresias takes place in different parts of the country every year. Now, let me emphasize - THIS IS NOT A DRAG SHOW. This is a salute to our mothers, our sisters, our aunts and our female friends. If you present yourself as a cartoon of a woman, I doubt that you will get through the early rounds, which are just based on presentation and a question-and-answer section. Understood?"

A hand went up in the front.

"Yes?"

The questioner, who was a tall, thin, bald man, stood up, but immediately began to flounce in a very drag-queen-esque manner. "So, this is drag show, but no drag is allowed? Bitch, what are you playing at?"

The audience laughed a bit at that.

The MC was unflustered. "I'm telling you that the intent of the show..." the MC squinted to read the man's name tag, "...Miss Goodlay."

"It's Emma Goodlay, actually," the questioner persisted. "And Baby, my name is my promise to you." He became very flirty to the delight of the crowd.

The MC had obviously seen it all before, though. "Yes, I'm sure. Now, if I may continue..."

He went on to explain that the completion was laid out in five rounds over three to four hours:
 
 
Round 1: Presentation in formal wear and Q&A

Round 2: First round of Talent

Round 3: Swim suit

Round 4: Second round of talent. Should be a different talent.

Round 5: Final five contestants in cocktail dresses for final Q&A and judges' decision
 
 
"The questions in round six will all be regarding how you plan to use the scholarship money and the cash prize. So, think about that." The MC said.

"Now, once again," he continued, "you are expected to present yourself as beautiful women. The kind of woman that you might see everyday."

Hanna leaned over to Skyler and whispered, "Well, since you definitely see Reggie every day, I think you're on the right path."

Skyler just rolled his eyes and gave his head a little shake.

"Now, before I talk about some homework you all need to do," the MC said, "I'd like to introduce last year's winner and one of this year's coordinator's, Miss Jenny Jacobs. Jenny, come on up."

A rather tall, but startlingly beautiful woman walked from the back of the hall to the front and up the couple of steps to the dais. She was dark skinned with long, straight hair and flawless makeup. She was wearing a tailored pantsuit with what appeared to be no shirt or blouse beneath the jacket.

"Hi, everybody," she said in what sounded like a natural woman's voice. "I just want to wish everyone good luck in the competition and to just tell you a quick story. See, about this same time last year, I was about to start my post graduate work to become a lawyer."

The word 'lawyer' drew some boos from the audience.

"I know, I know," Jenny said with a laugh. "It's like the old joke: What do you call a million lawyers' bodies at the bottom of the ocean? A good start. Right?"

That got some laughs.

"Anyway, I had no idea where I was going to find the money for school until my wife came home with the brochure for this event, which took place in Illinois last year. Now, I had actually attended the 35th Annual Gala of Tiresias when I was a teenager back Indiana and then again, a few years later, but I was just in the audience. Anyway, up until that moment, I'd never once even thought about dressing as a woman, but it turns out that with the help of a determined wife - or sister, or mother or girlfriend, or boyfriend - you can accomplish a whole lot more than you might expect. So, my advice to you is to take the next three weeks of prep time very seriously. Spend as much time as possible 'en femme' and when you arrive for the show, leave any manly parts of you outside. This is a 'Girls Only' club. No boys allowed. Ok?"

There was some applause and some hoots as well.

The man at the podium thanked Jenny, kissed her cheek and retook control of the meeting.

"Ok, so there's forty of you signed up for the event. Check the paperwork in your gift bags. It has the descriptions of what we expect for the formal wear, swimsuit and cocktail dress portions of the event. Also, we want to make sure that no one is planning on doing the same talent presentation as anyone else. So, we need all of you to submit your planned presentation no later than a week from today. Please be as specific as possible regarding what you are planning."

A hand went up.

"Yes?"

"Will our plans be confidential? I mean, if we submit specifics of our act, no one else in the competition will know about it, right?"

"I'm sorry, but no. We will be posting your performance plans to our webpage. We are only doing this to avoid having... oh, say... a half dozen contestants dressing up like Dorothy from 'The Wizard of Oz,' and lip syncing 'Over the Rainbow.'"

That got a comical groan of disappointment from the crowd.

Suddenly Hanna's hand was in the air.

"Yes?"

"If a contestant plans to play piano, will one be available?"

"Yes, there is a nice baby grand at the The Ansonia Mansion. It's a Mason-Hamlin, I believe. There is a Yamaha grand in the lobby here and we can use that for rehearsal purposes."

"Ok. Thank you. And if a contestant plans to sing, rather than lip sync, that's ok as well, right?"

"It is," the MC nodded, "but keep in mind that she needs to sound like a woman."

"Understood. Thank you," Hanna finished with a big smile. "You've got this," she whispered to Skyler. He wasn't as sure, though.

As the meeting adjourned, Skyler stood and headed for the door, but Hanna grabbed his arm and led him to where Jenny Jacobs was standing, talking to one of the women from the greeting desk.

"Excuse me, Ms Jacobs," Hanna said.

"Oh, hi!" The reigning queen of the competition said with a wide, engaging smile.

"Hi," Hanna returned the smile. It was hard not to, Jenny seemed so personable and engaging. "Umm, my name is Hanna, and this is my boyfriend, Sky. I was wondering if, maybe, we could buy you lunch, or a coffee or something and ask you a few questions? See, this will be Sky's first womanless kind of thing, too and I was wondering if you might have some advice."

"Well," she said, still smiling, "I am VERY hungry and frankly I'm dying for some company. Maybe just a coffee and a nibble in the hotel restaurant. I can give you forty-five minutes or so, if that'll help."

"That will be wonderful!"
 

~^~

 

Amanda's phone rang and she picked it up. "Hey, Elsie, thanks for calling back."

"No prob, Manny," the voice of her nursing colleague said. "What's up?"

She gave a quick explanation of her brother's attempt to win The Gala of Tiresias, then asked, "I was wondering if, since you worked with trans women who need prosthetic breasts, I thought you might be able to help him out with some artificial breasts?"

There was a chuckle from the phone. "Normally, there wouldn't be much I could do to help, but you're in luck right now. We just changed suppliers, so I have a lot of samples from the old supplier that are going to be disposed of. I can help by using some of those. They may or may not match his skin perfectly, but a little makeup will fix that."

"Oh, Elise, that would be great!" Amanda said.

"Do you know how big he wants to go?"

"Actually, I think the plan is for him to be the same size of our little sister, Regina. She's kind of small. I'd say an A cup or maybe a small B. We can measure her before you come over, though."

"Cool," her friend replied. "I actually have a lot of choices in in smaller sizes. Are you still living at your mom's?"

"I am."

"Great. I'll come by after my shift - say around six - and let's see what we can do for him."
 

~^~

 

"You're kidding me?" Jenny asked as she nibbled on her BLT. "You've never dressed before? Little girl, you look like you were born and raised in panties and dresses."

Skyler glanced at his smiling girlfriend, then replied. "Thanks, I guess. I'm only doing this to try to win the scholarship money, though. I have three sisters. One already finished college, but my mom is still paying for that, another sister is a senior and my younger sister has already been winning pageants that offer scholarship money in order to have that money ready when she goes to college."

"And how old is that sister?"

"Fourteen."

"That is one intelligent and determined young lady," Jenny said, impressed. "She must be very pretty."

"Now that Sky has had his hair colored and styled, he looks almost exactly like Reggie. Oh - that's her name. Reggie." Hanna was beaming with pride at how pretty her boyfriend looked.

Jenny reached across the table and lifted Skyler's chin so she could see his face more clearly. "Then she must be a very pretty girl indeed."

She smiled in such a way that Skyler couldn't help but blush a bit. "Thank you." He felt the need to tell Jenny that his new look was not his choice. "I didn't... plan on looking like this... like Reggie. She just... she brought me to see this guy... a beauty consultant, I guess you'd call him, and... Well, that guy and Reggie... they did this to me."

"And you don't much care for what they did?"

"I feel like... like... like I'm not me anymore, I guess. Like I'm a clone of my little sister."

"Hmmm..." Jenny thought. Then she said, "Ok. Some advice. First, from the moment you get home, you should start wearing girls' clothing. Not necessarily a dress all the time, but panties and - and this is very important - a padded bra or a bra with falsies of some kind. Sky, I am telling you, no matter what you may think, if you are not used to wearing a bra and presenting as having breasts, you will be thinking about the fact that you have breasts during the pageant and it will throw you off. Most of the other boys will have been wearing their sister and mother's bras for years. You need to have one on twenty-four seven from here on out. Ok?"

"Well, yeah..." he said, "...but... what about school? I still have classes and things to attend. I can't just show up on campus wearing a bra."

"Then you won't win," Jenny said flatly. "Those clothes feel very different than your normal clothes. If you are thinking about your clothing when you are talking in the Q&As or performing in the talent segments, then you will not be living 'in the moment.' And besides, trust me, with that hair and those eyebrows... you'll look much more natural with breasts than without them."

He nodded, knowing that what she was saying was true.

"Second," she said, "remember that the winners don't just dazzle the judges with their talents. They are charming and entertaining. They smile and invite the audience to smile with them. To be honest, I'm not sure I've seen you smile one time since I met you."

"I guess I'm not really a smiler," he shrugged.

"Then become one," Jenny said, firmly. "Think of it as an acting exercise if you want, but if you want to stand any chance of getting into the final rounds, let alone win the whole competition, then you need to make the judges believe that you could win a regular beauty pageant - a pageant with real women." She leaned forward a bit. "Do you know anyone who has won a real beauty pageant?"

He nodded.

"Who?"

"My sister. Reggie."

Jenny smiled. "So, maybe it might be a good idea to listen to what your sister Reggie has to say, then, hmm? Maybe she and her beauty consultant have actually helped you to look the most beautiful that you can look already. What do you think?"

He sighed and looked at Hanna who gave him a sort of 'I told you so' look.

He then sat up a bit straighter and blinked a few times. "Yeah. Ok. I see what you're saying."

"Do you?" Jenny asked. "Let me be very clear, just in case you don't. I won last year's competition. I'm giving you advice and your response is to be resistant. Then you tell me that you have a sister who is a pageant winner and you're not listening to her advice, either. In my opinion, you are not serious about winning this competition."

He didn't know quite how to respond to that, so he just looked at the tabletop.

"I wonder if you might be willing to get serious enough to win, though?" Jenny asked. "Serious enough to listen to my advice. Serious enough to listen to your sister's advice. Serious enough to smile and be a pretty girl - because that's what it takes to win, and it sounds like your family could use the kind of financial help that winning would offer."

Skyler nodded. "Yes. Yes, I can do it."

Jenny looked at Hanna. "You heard him say that, right?"

"I did," Hanna smiled. "I heard him and I'm going to hold him to it."

Jenny looked Skyler and smiled. "Her," she said. "From now on, until after the Gala, Skyler is not a boy. Understood?"
 

~^~

 

There was someone sitting at the kitchen table who Skyler did not know when he and Hanna got home from their lunch with Jenny. The lunch was meant to last forty-five minutes, but had extended to nearly three hours.

"Here he is now," Amanda said as he entered. "Skyler, this is my friend, Elise, from nursing school. Elsie, this is my brother, Sky, and his girlfriend Hanna."

Elise stood and shook Skyler's hand. "Nice to meet you, Sky." She smiled, but Skyler noticed that she was eyeing him oddly. Without speaking any further to him, she looked at Amanda and spoke. "I think we picked the correct pair. They should work perfectly."

"What should work perfectly?" He asked.

Elsie smiled and picked up a box from the kitchen table, held it in front of her and opened it, revealing two very realistic looking breasts. "These."

"Oh, shit!" Skyler said, taking a half step back as if he was afraid of the items.

"Wow," Hanna said, reaching out and poking the side of the silicone prosthetics. "It even feels real."

"They hang realistically, too," Elise said. "If they are attached correctly, that is."

"How do you attach them?" Hanna asked, still touching the breasts.

"I use an adhesive," Elise said. "Usually, I use a medical grade adhesive that can hold the appliance in place for weeks, but I can also use a theatrical grade adhesive that will allow the appliances to be removed after a rehearsal, or performance."

Hanna glanced at Skyler, who was both frightened by the breasts and fascinated by the idea of having these faux pectoral pieces attached to him. "Well, if we take Jenny's advice seriously, you should probably have them attached with the stronger adhesive so that you get used to wearing them. Right?"

Both of Skyler's hands were suddenly on his cheeks as he considered the ramifications of suddenly having not only the haircut and color he was currently sporting, but a pair of realistic breasts that couldn't be hidden.

"I mean," Hanna continued, "if you're going to be wearing a bra all the time, anyway, then you may as well have breasts in the cups."

"Why would you be wearing a bra all the time?" Amanda asked, finding the idea odd.

"So, he won't be distracted by it when he's performing in the pageant." Hanna went on to explain what Jenny had told them. "So, wearing breasts all the time will help, too. Don't you think, Sky?"

He just looked worried and tried to find a reason to say 'no.' "Gee, Hanna, I don't know..."

Hanna looked surprised. "You don't know? You just told Jenny that you would follow her advice and take the advice of the people with expertise." She looked at Elise. "What would you recommend he do? Wear them full time or just when needed?"

Elsie shrugged a bit. "Well, I have to say, this is the first time that I've ever dealt with a client who wasn't a pre-op trans-girl, so this is a bit of a different situation than I'm used to, but... Yeah, I suppose that, if you want to be completely acclimated to wearing the appliances in three weeks, then... yeah... wearing them full time would make the most sense."

"Alright," Hanna said, rubbing Skyler's back. "Are you ready to get more girly?"

He sighed. He had actually made a lot of promises to do whatever needed to be done in order to win, so... what choice did he really have? "Ok. I guess I am."

About a half hour later, Kathy entered with Regina in tow, both carrying grocery bags. They were about to put the bags down when they spotted their brother standing in the living room with a lacy bra on, and that bra was encasing two very realistic looking, although modest, breasts.

"Wow," Kathy smiled. "Sky... is there something you haven't been telling us?"

"Holy cow, Sky," Regina giggled, "you look even more like me now than when you left for the meeting? Did they give you some shots, or something?"

"They're fake," Hanna laughed, "but they look pretty freaking real, don't they?"

"They do," Regina giggled, bouncing over to her brother. "Are we exactly the same size? That girl, Elise, measured me so we'd be as close as possible."

"Judging by the way your bra fits him, I'd say you're a little bigger, but he's close enough to share your clothes," Amanda explained.

"That's great," Kathy nodded. "That way you don't need to buy anything for the pageant."

"Or school, or bed, or anything else," Hanna said, her smile turning a bit mischievous.

"Why would he need to wear Reggie's clothes to school?" Kathy asked.

"Because" Amanda explained, "his breasts are on until Elise takes them off. Kind of... semi-permanent, I guess you'd say. He's 'avec décolletage' until after the pageant."

"What does that mean?" Regina asked as she looked at her new mirror image of a brother.

"It means that he'll be borrowing bras from you every day for the next three weeks," Kathy said with a smirk. "Isn't that adorable?"

"I think it's pretty cool, actually," Regina said, smiling broadly. "Can I dress him everyday?" She didn't ask the question of Skyler, she asked the other women in the room.

"As a matter of fact, you can," Hanna said. "Tell Reggie what Jenny said."

"Who's Jenny?" Regina asked.

"She won the pageant last year," Skyler explained.

"Oh. And what did she say?"

Skyler sighed. "She said that, since you've won so many pageants, I should..." he mustered his courage before saying the next part. "... I should do whatever you tell me I need to do to win."

Regina's mouth fell open, followed by her body bouncing and her hands clapping in joy! "Oh My God! This is awesome! You are going to be the cutest brother in the world for the next three weeks. This is even better than winning the pageant I was in today! I can't wait to start picking out your clothes!"

"Ok, now, let's not go crazy," Skyler said.

"Go crazy!?" Regina said with a look of shock on her face. "Sky - when I'm getting ready for a pageant, I start about six weeks ahead of time, getting my hair looking just right, making sure my skin is flawless and wearing the cutest clothes I own so that, come pageant day, I feel confident and beautiful. You've only got three weeks, little sister. Get ready for a whole lot of pretty!"
 
 
MUSIC LINKS:

Faure Nocturne in B Minor: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKblUPU5_QE
 
 
To Be Continued...

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias - 3

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2023, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Skyler has to make some decisions - should he resist his transformation or should he go all
in to try to win The Gala? Thank you for all the reviews and comments. I did understand that using
a real life political issue would not agree with everyone. I'm sorry if my point of view veers from
yours, but that is the nature of political discussion. At times, we must just agree to disagree.


 
Author's Note: Please continue to leave comments and reviews! I truly appreciate it and
it's awfully nice to be back here with you all again. Please, if you like my story, leave me a review?
Good or bad I read them all! ~Clara.

 
This version of 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 3
 

That night, Skyler drove Hanna back to her dorm a little earlier than usual. He was still getting used to the feeling of having the breasts attached to him, but he was still dressed in shorts and a shirt - the only difference was that the current shirt and shorts were borrowed from Regina and the shirt was clingy and plunged a lot lower than any tee shirt he'd ever worn before while the shorts barely covered the bottoms of his butt cheeks.

"Come on up," Hanna said from the elevator door in the lobby. "Let's talk about the next few weeks."

They sat in her dorm and, at Hanna's suggestion, sent emails to Skyler's professors explaining the situation and asking them to be understanding. All responded with a simple 'ok' or 'good luck' or things like that, but Professor Kramer, his piano teacher, responded, "Come see me ASAP. I'm in my office all day Monday. This is important."

"I wonder what that's all about?" Skyler mused aloud.

"Go see her Monday morning and find out, I guess," Hanna smiled. Then she opened a drawer and pulled out the chemise she'd borrowed from Regina a few days earlier. She held it by its spaghetti straps in front of Skyler and smiled. "Let's see how much better this looks on you, now that you have the right equipment."

"Seriously?" Skyler whined. "Isn't this top bad enough?"

"There's nothing bad about that top, Sky, and for crying out loud, are you going to act like a baby every time you have to put on a piece of women's clothing. I mean, one minute you're making promises and the next you're upset because I'm asking you to do exactly what you promised. Are you going to try to win this or not?"

He nodded. "Yeah. I'm going to try to win it. I just wonder if you think you're dating me or my kid sister."

"Well, if I had a lesbian bent to me, I could do a lot worse than Reggie, but I really prefer to have a partner with a wee-wee rather than a hoo-hoo."

He shook his head as he took the chemise and pulled his shirt off. "Do I keep my bra on?"

"Nope," Hanna laughed. "You can keep your panties on if you want, but I promise you - they won't be on long."

He turned his back and asked, "Can you undo that for me?"

Hanna's hands touched his back and gave him shivers. Before she undid the hook and eyes on his bra strap, though, she ran her hand around his torso, and touched the underside of his new breasts. He could feel the touch of her hands, but he could also feel the movement of the appliance on his body and that sent tingles through him as well.

As she prepared to undo the clasps, she moved his light blonde hair gently to side so that it all hung over the front of his right shoulder. Then, slowly, she undid his bra and let it hang limply on his back.

"I've never done that for a date before," she said. Then she kissed his back and worked her way up to his left shoulder. "I better stop if I want to see you in that chemise, huh?" She chuckled.

Skyler took off the bra and lowered the chemise over his head. Then he pulled off the very short shorts that he was wearing. He turned and faced his girlfriend, who smiled down at him.

"You look amazing," she smiled. "Those breasts look so real and the chamise is hanging beautifully on you now, too. I love it. Come on. Lay on the bed."

"Are you sure you're not a lesbian?" He asked, only half-teasing.

"Are you sure that your chromosomes aren't messed up?" She asked in return. "Because nothing about you looks like a boy right now." She caressed the front of his chemise, rubbing the silken nylon of the chemise on the silken nylon of the panties he'd been loaned. He couldn't help but get turned on by the touch and she couldn't help but gloat a bit about getting him wound up. "Oh wait! Maybe there is something a little like a boy in there. Yes... I think I feel it. It needs to grow up a bit though. It must be hard to be a penis attached to the body of a pretty fourteen-year-old girl."

He wanted to argue that point with her, but her touch had him too excited. So, when he opened his mouth to speak, all that came out was a short, girlish gasp.

"That's right, my pretty, little girl," Hanna smiled and continued to arouse him, "just let me take care of you. I know how to make pretty, little girls like you feel... wonderful."
 

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When the Uber driver pulled up in front of Skyler's house that Monday morning, Hanna got out of the car and hurried into the house, anxious to see how things were going.

The answer was: not all that well.

She entered the kitchen to find Kathy leaning against the counter sipping a cup of coffee and looking far too exhausted for someone who had just gotten up and dressed. She was shaking her head as off in the distance Hanna could hear the sound of Skyler's mother's voice - it was raised, sounded impatient and a bit irritated as she came down the stairs. "Damnit all, Skyler, you asked for your sister's help, and she gave it to you. Now, just get dressed and go to school so that the rest of us can get on with our lives, too."

"Should I go up and help him?" Hanna asked Kathy.

Kathy rolled her eyes. "If I were you, I'd just leave now, while you have the opportunity."

"I swear," Kathy's mother said, entering the kitchen, "it would probably be easier to take out a second mortgage on the house to pay for his education than go through all of this nonsense."

Kathy looked at Hanna and explained, "'The Twins' have not been getting along very well since Sky saw the clothes that Reggie picked out for him."

"What did she pick out?" Hanna asked. "A ball gown? A French maid's uniform? What has him so upset?"

"A sweater and skirt," their mother said.

"Well, that doesn't sound so bad," Hanna said.

"Just remember," Kathy pointed out, "that it's Reggie's skirt and Reggie's sweater. Think about how she dresses - especially just before a pageant."

"Uh-oh," Hanna said. "I better go help."

"Good luck," Skyler's mother said, shaking her head and pouring herself a cup of coffee.

Hanna hurried up the stairs and arrived at the landing just as Regina stepped out of her room wearing just her bra and panties. She was obviously upset as she turned back towards her room and screamed, "Then get out of my room so I can get dressed, because I am done trying to help you! You say you want my help and then act like a spoilt little bitch when I give it to you! Well, I am done! GET OUT!"

"Hey, hey, hey," Hanna said, arriving at the bedroom door and putting her arm around the younger girl. "Calm down. Let me help."

"Help!?" Regina sneered back into the room. "He doesn't want my help. He thinks he knows everything."

"Ok, Reg... relax, please. He needs your help he's just... you know... a guy. And guys act like that."

"A guy?" Regina sniggered. "Yeah, right. Well, see if you can get that 'guy' to get dressed, because I am done." She stormed off down the stairs.

Hanna shook her head at the lingerie clad teenager. Then she stepped into Regina's bedroom to find her boyfriend sitting on the bed, his head down, wearing a white, lacy bra and a pair of black, super sheer tights that allowed his lacy, white panties to show through. His makeup was done, but his hair was filled with hot rollers, a beauty item which Hanna had never used.

"So?" Hanna asked, already perturbed.

He looked up, surprised to see his girlfriend there. "What?"

She sighed. "This is the end of all this BS, Sky. Either you're doing this or you're not, but you promised me that you would at least be nice to Reggie when she helped you."

"Hanna... she picked the most ridiculously girlish clothes for me to wear and then expects me..."

"To put the damned clothes on, Sky," Hanna hissed, losing her patience and trying hard not to yell. "Sky, Reggie is only a kid and being able to help you is a huge thing for her. Finally, SHE'S the big sister instead of being the baby." She picked up the white sweater and gray plaid skirt and looked at them. "There's nothing wrong with these. The sweater has a crew neck so it's modest for your first day with breasts and the skirt is very stylish."

"And very short."

"Which is the style that Reggie prefers, Sky, and it's also the style that will teach you some modesty in a skirt. So, let's do this: Let's act like we're the more mature people, here, get you dressed, then we'll go downstairs, apologize to Reggie, have her help you with your hair and then she can come back up here and get herself ready for school. How does that sound?"

Skyler shook his head. "Hanna... Hanna, how can I suddenly show up on campus looking like this? Everyone is going to..."

"Everyone is going to go about their usual day without noticing anything, Sky. Maybe a half dozen people will even notice and that's because you're friends with them and friends will understand, once you explain things to them."

He sighed and nodded. She was probably right.

"So, come on," she insisted, "pull on your big girl clothes and let's go apologize to Reggie before she decides not to help you anymore."

A few minutes later, Skyler was wearing a simple, slightly oversized, light weight, white crew neck sweater that was decorated with just a hint of white lace trim around the breast area. The skirt was a traditional, grey plaid, with white and black squares to set off the grey. It had a slightly wide waist band, zippered in the back and was pleated enough to let it sort of take on a little bell shape as it hung. It was quite short, although not as short as many of Regina's spring skirts, reaching about a third of the way down Skyler's hairless, sheer tights covered thighs. The hem of the skirt didn't quite reach his fingertips if his arms hung at his side.

Hanna had suggested that they tuck the sweater into the skirt, and then she bloused that out to enhance the loose, oversized fit of the cute sweater. Even the sleeves were designed to be a little too long, so they bloused a little as well. On his feet were a pair of black, pointy toed, low-heeled pumps that only covered his toes, then exposed his foot until the strap around his ankle. The whole look was very young, Skyler might have said 'infantilizing' if he'd been asked. Very cute, very feminine and very, very flirty.

"Mind your posture," Hanna coached, as they walked down the stairs. "I think you need to walk around with a book on top of your head for a few hours every day to straighten out that spine of yours."

"It's these shoes?" he complained. "I'm not used to heels."

"There's hardly any heel to worry about, Sky. Heck, your cowboy boots have a bigger heel than those. Just relax and walk, putting one foot in front of the other."

He did and it did get easier pretty quickly.

When they entered the kitchen, Skyler's mother was sitting at the table, dressed for work and drinking coffee, Kathy was dressed to go to her own classes, still leaning on the counter and drinking her coffee, Amanda had come home from her shift at the hospital wearing lilac scrubs and pouring herself a glass of orange juice, and Regina was still in her bra and panties, still irked, obviously so, and standing between Skyler's other two sisters - a small phalanx of sisterhood, united in being ticked off at the only male in the house.

"Hey, umm, Reggie..." Skyler said, trying to be gracious, contrite and friendly without surrendering all of his 'big brother' persona. "...I'm sorry if I was a little... grumpy. Thank you for your help. I hope you'll forgive me and continue to help me."

Regina let out a very irritated breath. "You weren't grumpy, Skyler, you were a pissy little bitch, and I don't want to be treated that way ever again."

"I understand and I apologize for my behavior," Skyler said, truly sorry that he'd upset someone who was trying to help him. "I promise... if you continue to help me... I'll show you more respect. Honest."

She considered that for a moment, then said, "Alright. Sit down - and make sure to smooth that skirt or it'll wrinkle - and I'll brush out your hair."

He did as he was told, smoothing his skirt as he sat, which caused his mother, girlfriend and older sister to exchange smirking smiles.

"Well, if my opinion counts for anything, Sky," Kathy said, rinsing out her cup, "I think that Reggie's choice was perfect and that you look adorable in that outfit. And when I say 'adorable,' I mean that you look natural, and young, and very pretty and very... normal. If anyone does notice you, it'll only be because they find you attractive."

"And that was meant as a compliment, too," Amanda said. Then she mused over his outfit for a moment or two before saying, "I miss getting dressed up every day. I loved looking pretty."

"What are you talking about?" Her mother scoffed. "You're beautiful every day of the week."

"Thanks, but you know what I mean," she smiled as she sipped her juice. "I used to get up and find the perfect outfit to wear to school. The outfit that would attract this guy or that guy - Or the perfect skirt that would impress the girls - Or just the outfit that would make me feel..."

"Like a princess," Kathy helped. "I know what you mean. That's really a high school thing, I guess. I wear jeans and a flannel shirt to classes most days, now."

"For me, it's scrubs, every day," Amanda lamented. "I try to get the prettiest ones I can, but... no makeup, no perfume, no jewelry... I just miss all the prettiest parts of being a girl."

"See, Sky," Regina said in a slightly condescending tone, "you're getting to enjoy all the best parts of being a girl. Being pretty... having your hair done..."

"Boobs," their mother said, causing all the girls to giggle.

Regina brushed his hair gently and used a strategic approach to the dispensing of hair spray to make his hair hold its form as she worked. "Now," she continued to speak as if she was a well-worn teacher with a student who needed guidance, "as you go through the day today, I want you to try to stand and walk with a nice straight back, always smooth your skirt before sitting and try to smile a lot more than you usually do. A pretty smile is a girl's best beauty secret."

"That's funny," Hanna chuckled. "Jenny told him to smile more, too."

"Then maybe he should listen," their mother said.

When Regina was done, Skyler's long, honey blonde hair looked full of body and life and had wide, rich waves flowing down past his shoulders to the middle of his back. She gave it all a once-over with the hairspray before running to her purse and coming back with a little bag, from which she produced a tiny, pink bottle. She held the bottle over his head and pushed down the bottle's spray pump several times, producing a light mist that wafted down onto his hair and shoulders.

"What's that?" Skyler asked, a bit surprised.

"What does it smell like?" Regina asked.

He sniffed. "It smells like vanilla."

Regina smiled. "That's what it is. Vanilla scented body spray. Take it with you and give yourself a light spray of it every time you go to the ladies' room. It'll make you smell and feel pretty all day long."

"Oh geez," his mother said, "he needs a purse. Anyone have one he can borrow? Something small."

"I have something right here in the hall closet," Kathy said as she walked out to the hallway, returning with a small, quilted, black bag with a silver clasp and a long silver chain. As an added bonus, it had a fairly large, pink Pom-Pom hanging off of one side of the chain. It was plain and simple, yet kind of adorable at the same time.

Hanna took the purse and held it open so that Regina could lay the perfume, a tube of lipstick, a compact and some other pieces of makeup paraphernalia in the purse. Then Hanna added Skyler's wallet and car keys to the contents and closed the pocketbook.

"Perfect," she said with a smile, watching Skyler arise from the chair, looking pretty much - no - exactly like his youngest sister. "A perfect, pretty little purse for my pretty, perfect, little girlfriend." That produced a little giggle from the others.

"She really is pretty, isn't she?" His mother said with genuine admiration.

"Well, she looks just like your prettiest daughter," Kathy said, patting Regina on the shoulders, "so... yeah... she is pretty."

"Could we maybe use the correct pronouns," Skyler said, walking out into the hallway to see himself in the mirror on the inside of the closet door.

"We are using the correct pronouns, little girl," Hanna teased. "Now - if it's not too much to ask, could we possibly stop admiring ourselves and get going? I have class in forty-five minutes and Dr Kramer wants to see you as soon as possible for some reason."

"God, I really do look just like Reggie, don't I?" Skyler stared at the beautiful young woman in the mirror, amazed that that woman was in fact him.

"Come on, babe," Hanna said. "Let's go."
 

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The walk across the campus was thoroughly uneventful. The people they encountered barely acknowledged that Skyler was passing them, let alone take note of whether he was male or female.

There was one interesting interaction in the cafeteria, though. While Skyler was getting himself a bottle of water and Hanna was grabbing a coffee, another student, a young woman who looked to be either a senior or a grad-student, went out of her way to catch up with Skyler to say, "I love your skirt! Where did you get it?"

Skyler sputtered for a second before he remembered what he'd been told by everyone who'd offered him any advice thus far: Smile. So, he smiled and said, "Oh, thank you! Actually, I don't know where it came from. I borrowed it from my sister."

"More like stole it from her sister," Hanna chimed in. "This one is a clothes horse and just keeps 'borrowing' anything that's cute from her sisters. She's shameless."

The stranger smiled back. "Well, I doubt your sister looks as cute in it as you do."

"Oh, thank you!" Skyler replied, staying in this new female character remarkably well for someone who'd never acted at all before.

"Gotta run," the stranger said with a glance at her watch.

They left the cafeteria and walked through the performing Arts Center lobby where Hanna said her goodbyes and hurried into her lecture on the music of Saint Hildegard of Bingen. "I'll see you in in the cafeteria in two hours," she said. "If I don't show up, come look for me in the lecture hall."

"Why will you still be in there?" Skyler asked.

"I may be asleep," she chuckled. "Have you heard the music of Hildegard of Bingen? It's beautiful but very dull. I'll never survive two hours of listening to it." She kissed his cheek. "Now remember to move like a girl - little steps, straight back, one foot in front of the other - and go see what Professor Kramer wants to talk to you about."

Skyler walked down the hall and felt the strange juxtaposition between the familiar surroundings and the unusual feel of the soft, feminine clothes that he wore. It was odd to be certain, but it was also kind of... cool. He was fascinated by the binding feel of the tights and the loose feel of the skirt, the feel of his prosthetic breasts bouncing on his chest and the way that his hair bounced along with them. It was all so alien, yet kind of exciting and interesting.

And then there was the odd head-rush of catching glimpses of himself in the reflective surface of a darkened window, or the polished metal of a decorative piece along the wall. No, he hadn't WANTED to dress this way, he hadn't WANTED to get his hair done, he hadn't WANTED to go out in public like this, BUT... it was kind of... amazing. He felt kind of... different... pretty, actually. And Regina had been right - the constant scent of vanilla was a reminder that he was looking, moving and even smelling different. It was all pretty cool.

He reached Professor Kramer's office and he knocked at the door.

"Come in," came his piano tutor's voice from inside.

He grabbed the doorknob, but it was locked. "The door's locked." He called in.

"Just a second," Dr Kramer called back. There was the sound of movement inside and then the door swung open. "Sorry about that. Good morning. How can I help you?"

Skyler was surprised by her odd greeting. "Oh, yeah... umm... you said you wanted to see me ASAP, professor, so..."

"I did?" The professor said, tilting her head in confusion just a bit. "Why would I need to..." Her facial expression changed entirely as she realized who she was speaking to. "Oh, my God! Skyler! Is that really you?"

"Oh, umm... yeah, it's me," he said, letting out a nervous giggle, which, if anything, made him sound as girlish as he looked.

"Oh, my..." she smiled. "You look... amazing! I guess I didn't expect you to have changed this much since last week, but... WOW, SKYLER! You look GREAT!" She stood there smiling at her student for a good long moment before she suddenly realized that she hadn't invited him in. "Oh... I'm sorry... come in, come in."

Skyler entered and took a seat that the professor offered in front of the desk, smoothing his skirt beneath him, while the professor took her place in her desk chair, staring at Skyler and smiling broadly.

Finally she shook her head a little bit. "Sky... I just can't get over it. You look like an entirely different person."

"Actually, I look exactly like my kid sister," Skyler laughed. He'd always been comfortable with Professor Kramer. "These are her clothes, my hair is cut and colored just like hers and she's been coaching me on how to behave more like a girl."

"Like a woman," the professor corrected.

Skyler chuckled and blushed a bit. "Actually, she's only fourteen, so..."

"Oh, well... like a girl is correct, then, I guess," the professor laughed.

She took in his new appearance for a few more moments, then said, "So... you're probably wondering why I asked you to come see me."

Skyler nodded.

"Ok, well... see... a few years ago, when I was getting my PHD in New York City, I was hired to accompany a person who was competing in the same competition as you. His name was Ron and for the pageant he went by the name Ronetta Rage-er. As Ronetta, she was a huge personality. Stole the show every time she was on stage, but she was being kind of a drag queen, so that kind of exaggerated personality worked against her and, even though she was the audience favorite, she lost.'

'Anyway, I watched the whole pageant and talked to all of the judges, then I attended each of the following Galas, so I think I have a few ideas to offer. I'd like to help you, if I can. I mean, obviously, you're not going for a drag queen look. You look like a biological female already. So, what are you doing for your two talents?"

"Oh, well, for the first one, I was planning on playing piano."

"Ok. Good. What piece do plan to do?"

Skyler sighed. "I'm not sure. I was thinking, maybe, 'Tipitina and Me.' You know, the Allen Toussaint solo. I think I play that pretty well."

The professor nodded. "Yes, you do, but pick something else."

"What!? Why? If I play it well, I should just play it, right?"

Professor Kramer smiled. "No, Sky. You see, you're missing the point. Whatever you play needs to be explosive and exciting, BUT it also has to have a feminine quality to it. If it sounds like a piece being played by a man - and 'Tipitina and Me' always sounds like it's being played by a man, even when I play it - you will be disqualified."

"So..." Skyler thought about his repertoire for a moment. "... any suggestions?"

"What light classical pieces do you know?"

He shrugged. "I don't know. Oh... maybe the Chopin piece I did last semester. The Waltz in C-sharp minor, Opus 64 Number 2. I play that pretty well."

Professor Kramer straighter. "An excellent choice - EXCEPT - instead of playing Number 2, play Number 1."

"But..." Skyler was confused, "... I don't know how to play number 1. Number 2 is beautiful."

"And tedious for a crowd that doesn't appreciate classical music. This is entertainment, Sky, not a concert of legitimate music! The Waltz in C-minor, Opus 64, Number 2 is a beautiful piece, but Opus 64, Number 1 - in Db Major - is fire and life and will amaze the audience."

"Yeah, but..." he was feeling a little overwhelmed, "... I've only got three weeks and..." Then it struck him. "Wait a minute! Opus 64, Number 1... that's the Minute Waltz! You want me to master that in three weeks."

"Well, first, it's not 'Minute Waltz,' it's 'The My-Noot Waltz,' as in 'little.' Chopin wrote it as a musical representation of a hyperactive little dog running around the living room. He titled it 'Valse du Petite Chien,' or 'Waltz of the Little Dog.' Somehow, the French nicknamed it 'The My-Noot Waltz' and English speakers bastardized that to 'The Minute Waltz. AND - Yes, I do expect you to master it in just three weeks. What's the big deal? You're a piano major in performing arts college. I've seen dozens of little kids play that piece brilliantly. I've seen video of Yuja Wang playing it professionally when she was only ten or eleven. If she can do it, why can't you?"

"Well, for one thing, she's Yuja Wang, so there's a lot more talent in her fingers than mine, and for another thing, I doubt she only had three weeks to learn it."

"Nonsense," the professor scoffed. "You're mistaking talent for hard work. Park your butt in front of a piano and start working. I guarantee that you can have that piece mastered and memorized in two weeks."

"But... I'm not even in the classical music program."

"Well, frankly, I think that having separate programs for classical and pop music is ridiculous. It's all music and you should be able to play whatever you're required to play. End of story. That's how a musician makes a living. So, stop whining and learn the piece. It's the perfect piece for that event. Now - what about your second talent segment?

"Oh," Skyler was still reeling from his professor's sudden proclamation that he'd be playing such an iconic piece in such a short time. "... I'm singing."

"Good," she nodded. "I think you have an excellent voice. What are you singing?"

"Honestly, I have no idea," Skyler shrugged. "I was thinking about an Adele song, but my girlfriend says I should sound more like a girl than I do when I sing that piece - you know, Adele's voice is pretty low - so I don't know."

"Ok," the professor stood. "Come on."

"Where are we going?"

"To see Professor Marino in the Musical Theater Department. She'll have some suggestions, I'm sure."
 

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"But don't you think that forcing young people into closets is harmful?" The interviewer asked the blonde congresswoman.

"Not at all," she laughed. "I think indulging young people before they are old enough to make their own decisions is the harmful thing to do. We are their parents, aunts, uncles... we need to set a good example for them. Show them how to be REAL men and REAL women. Not these caricature role models in the media. We are not 'keeping them in closets,' we are giving them the chance to grow up, learn their roles in life and conform to the societal norms that we all..."

"Oh, give me a break," Jenny snapped as she shut off the car's radio.
 

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"Honest to God, that's my older brother," Regina said to her friends at the high school cafeteria table.

"No, it's not," one of the girls scoffed. "That's just you."

"No, it isn't. Look. Here's one of the two of us together. See? I got his hair, eyebrows, makeup, everything done just like mine. He's even wearing my clothes to his college today. I'm serious. That is my brother, Skyler. Isn't that amazing?"

"And he's doing this just to win a scholarship?" Another girl asked.

"It's a big scholarship," Regina nodded, "but... yeah."

"So... when can we see him dressed like this?" A third girl asked.

"Want to come over after school today?" Regina shrugged. "I don't know what time he'll be there, but he'll be there eventually."

"Cool," girl number one said. "I'm going! I want to see what he really looks like!"

"Me too!"

"Me too!"
 

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Hanna couldn't concentrate on her lecture. She knew that Hildegard of Bingen was an important figure in the history of Western Music, but how could she possibly concentrate on 'O Virtus Sapientiae' when all she could think about was how adorable her boyfriend looked in that sweater and skirt this morning!? Oh, and the tights and heels!

Eventually, she gave up on trying to listen and opened a new Google tab on her laptop, opened Amazon's site, and started shopping. There were lots of different fashions that she would love to see him wear, but the ones that leap out the most and tickled her fancy were really designed for young, very fashionable teens - like Reggie. Soon, her Amazon basket was filled with all kinds of cute clothes, dresses, skirts, panties, bras, shoes, even a few pieces of jewelry. Each item was fairly reasonably priced, but the total of the cart was a little higher than she expected. Should she splurge and just get all of it? She'd been pretty good about money lately and she did have a good amount in the bank. She wasn't going to be broke before she got her next paycheck. Heck, how many opportunities would she have to dress up her boyfriend this way? She loved seeing him in clothes like this, too. And besides, Reggie could wear it all after Sky was done with them, so they wouldn't be wasted. Yep. She was buying it all.
 

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"Hmmm... an interesting choice to have to make," Professor Marino said as she mulled over the enormous number of choices available to the young man who looked like a very young girl sitting on the other side of her desk. "I agree with your friends and family - the Adele song is just too... aggressive might be the word I'm searching for... for this kind of performance. Should we, maybe, be looking to gay and trans icons for a piece? You know... Judy Garland? Barbara Streisand? Marilyn Monroe?"

Professor Kramer shook her head and held up her phone. "I've been talking to a friend at the Gala to see what other contestants have already listed as their acts. You can't repeat a song or act. Everyone needs to be different. So far, there are contestants lip syncing to 'Over The Rainbow,' 'Don't Rain On My Parade,' and 'Diamonds Are A Girls Best Friend.'"

"Yeah, but they're just lip syncing," Professor Marino shrugged. "Skyler would be singing - God knows he's got the range for pretty much any song written for an alto." She had spent a good ten minutes having Skyler singing scales and arpeggios to determine how high he could sing, and she had concluded that he could sing anything in an alto's range without much difficulty.

Professor Kramer shook her head. "I don't think they'd allow two Marilyns or two anyone else's in the show."

Skyler sat quietly and listened, wondering why every woman in his life seemed so obsessed with this competition.

Professor Marino nodded and mulled some more. "So... a song that's sung from a woman's point of view... about being a woman would be best... and something like 'I Enjoy Being A Girl' from The Flower Drum Song is no good because..."

"Well, besides the fact that it's kind of old and hackneyed, I think it's probably been done to death," Professor Kramer pointed out. "I'm sure the judges would be ambivalent about it."

"Yeah, probably..." Professor Marino nodded. "I can see that. So... a song about being a girl... being a flirt, maybe? Maybe being a tramp?"

Professor Kramer laughed. "A tramp!? Come on... Look at Sky. If he tried to look like a tramp, he'd look like a little girl dressed up like a hooker for Halloween."

"Hey," Skyler said, a tad defensively, but he realized that stamping his foot and insisting that that he 'could too look like a tramp' seemed counterproductive.

"I'm sorry, Sky, but come on," Professor Kramer chuckled, "you look more like an honor student than a tramp. You need a song about being a good girl."

Suddenly, something clicked in Dr Marion's mind. "A good girl!" She said aloud.

Professor Kramer looked at her colleague. "Did you think of something?"

"I may have," the professor said. "Let me think." Then she started muttering words with a bit of a tune to them. "I come from a long line of good girls, who chose the wrong guy to be sweet on. The girl with a face that says 'welcome,' that men can wipe their feet on. I'm there when he wants me the trusted girl Friday, alright, but what good does it do me alone on a Saturday night?" She snapped her fingers and looked at Skyler and Professor Kramer. "I've got the perfect song! It's flirty, and girly, and kind of naughty... I think it's perfect! Here, let me call it up and play it for you. Ummm... you can look up the lyrics on your tablet if you want. It's called, 'You Can Always Count On Me,' from the musical 'City of Angels,' and if you decide to do this song, Skyler, there are plenty of great karaoke tracks available for it."

Professor Kramer was looking at the lyrics before the music even started. "Oh, yes, I love these lyrics. Like you said, it's funny and flirty and definitely girly. Sky, I think we have a winner for you."

He looked at the lyrics as the song played. It started off as a slow, kind of a 1930s/1940s sound, and then became a faster song with more and more dirty lyrics - well, that wasn't true. Perhaps Professor Marino had used a better word: naughty.

"What do you think?" Professor Marino asked when the song ended. "It'll fit his range, it's not a real well-known song so no one else will chose it and it's a pretty great lyric."

"I think it's perfect," Professor Kramer said. "What do you think, Sky?"

Skyler was in shock, looking at the sexually playful lyrics. He'd probably like the song a lot if he'd just been listening to it, but the idea of singing it in front of people... "I don't know... I mean... it's pretty... sexual... you know? Like, it says that the singer defrocked a priest. I'm not sure I can sing that in front of an audience."

"What?" Professor Kramer laughed. "Why not? The judges will love this and the audience will go nuts over these lyrics. They're hilarious."

"I'd be saying that I had sex with a priest, though!"

"It's a joke, for crying out loud, Skyler, it's just a joke," Professor Kramer laughed.

"Skyler, in the detective films of the nineteen thirties and forties," Professor Marino explained, "every detective time had a secretary that not only seemed smarter than everyone else, but also was the most attractive woman in the movie and she almost always had an unrequited crush on the main character. It's an archetypical character from the era that most people over a certain age understand. This song is just a parody of that character. A pretty darned well written parody, in fact. So, the judges, who will all be old enough and experienced enough to understand the parody, and your audience will either get the cultural references, or they will just enjoy that silliness of the naughty subject matter. See, you have a very 'girl next door' look to you and we should play to that. This song will do that perfectly. I think it's a great choice for you."

"I agree with Professor Marino, Skyler," Professor Kramer said. "Sky... this is a winning song - IF you do it well, and she's here to help you prepare it for performance. I think it's a great choice and, just like I'm willing to see you as often as necessary for the next three weeks to help you prepare the Chopin piece, Professor Marino is willing to do the same to help you prepare this song. I think you should take advantage of that offer."

Skyler thought back to his conversation with Jenny a few days earlier and her advice to let people in the know help him, so he put aside his misgivings about the song and and nodded.

"Thank you, Professor Marino, and Professor Kramer. I will do the Chopin piece for my first talent and this song for my second. And thank you both for your assistance. I really do appreciate it."
 

~^~

 

Skyler's mother would sometimes spend her lunch hour at the outlet mall near her workplace. Usually, she would wander from store to store, looking for anything cute that caught her eye that might be appropriate for herself or one of her daughters. Skyler was easy to buy for, as a rule - just jeans and tee shirts ninety percent of the time, with the very occasional new suit coat or sports jacket for a recital.

This day, however, she kept picking up piece after piece and wondering which daughter might like it, and invariably, the name Skyler kept coming up. She was buying cute, feminine and even intimate items for her son and it was actually kind of wonderful. She was actually enjoying herself. '

Was this pastime indulgent on her part? Of course.

Was it a bit odd? Without question.

Did she need to step back and think about this a bit before spending any more money? No. For some reason, she was actually enjoying buying the cutest little things she could for her son. It wasn't a punishment or a fetish, it was just... fun. She'd never done this for him before. It was just a lark.
 

~^~

 

"Hey," the handsome boy in the cafeteria line said with a smile. "I'm Alan. Are you new here?"

Skyler glanced up, assuming that whoever was speaking, he wasn't speaking to him. When he realized that there was no one else around except the boy and him, Skyler responded in a slightly confused way. "Oh... I'm sorry... were you talking to me?"

"Yeah," the boy chuckled, uncertain as to whether or not this girl was pretending to be obtuse or if she was acting like a bit of a snot - like she was too good to speak to him. He chose to give it another shot, after all, she was pretty cute. "I said, I'm Alan. I asked if you were new here."

"Oh..." Skyler was still surprised that this guy, who he had noticed around the campus before, was talking to him. "Umm... no... I'm not new here."

"Really!?" Alan asked, surprised that he hadn't noticed this fashion plate before. "How have we not met before?"

Skyler smiled and shrugged, not knowing what to say, so, he grabbed a yogurt from the cooler and turned to head to the cashier.

"Oh, hey," Alan said, anxious to keep the conversation going, "can I buy you a Coke or something? Maybe we could have lunch together?"

'Oh, I'm, umm..." Skyler was very confused. No boy had only ever flirted with him before, and the only girl who'd ever flirted this aggressively with him was Hanna and he hadn't known what to say then either. "...I'm, ummm... meeting someone for lunch."

"Oh," Alan was a bit deflated, but not defeated, "a boyfriend?"

"A girlfriend," Hanna said, arriving in a nick of time. She leaned down and kissed Skyler full on the lips. "Hi, Alan. How are you doing?"

"I'm ok," he said, kind of shocked by what had just transpired. "I... thought you were straight, Hanna. Since when are you a lesbian?"

"I'm not a big fan of labels, Alan," she smiled and put her arm around Skyler's shoulder, "but I've been dating Sky for a while, now."

"Oh," he nodded. "Ok. Well... I'm sorry if I overstepped or anything. I was just... you know... trying to be friendly. I hope no one's upset about that."

"Not at all," Hanna smiled. "Hey, I'd invite you to sit with us, but we have a lot to talk about today. Another time, though?"

"Yeah. Absolutely," Alan smiled and nodded. If this girl wasn't interested in him right now, at least there was still a window of opportunity. Maybe, if he could get to know her, she would be interested in him when her relationship with Hanna ended. "I'll look for you later in the week."

"Cool," Hanna said, casually. "See you then." She turned and led Skyler towards a booth that was set aside from the rest of the dining room.

When they'd taken their seats, Hanna asked, "So... how'd it go?"

Skyler explained about the 2 pieces that had been chosen for him by the two professors. Being a Classical Music performance major, she was very familiar with Chopin's Minute Waltz, but she needed to listen to the Broadway show tune before she could pass judgement. She called it up on her phone, put in her Air Buds and listened.

"I think those are both great choices," She enthused. "Are you happy with them?"

"I've got a lot of work to do, that's for sure," Skyler sighed and shrugged. "I guess I just thought that this would be a lot easier."

"You thought earning a hundred grand would be easy?" Hanna laughed.

"Easier than this, I guess," he shrugged.
 

~^~

 

They stopped at a nail salon on the way home. Hanna had proclaimed that Skyler's nails were heinous and felt his look suffered by the lack of nicely polished nails. When he left, he had nicely manicured 'French nails' that were barely longer than his natural nails. They did shine nicely, though and caught the light in a way that seemed to fascinate Skyler.

They pulled into the driveway at Skyler's house, with Hanna driving, got out of the car and headed into the house.

"So, I have to write an analysis of this Bach adaptation for guitar I'm working on," Hanna was saying. "I've written a ton of notes, but I have to assemble it into an actual paper before my lesson tomorrow." She was carrying her guitar case in one hand and her backpack in the other.

Skyler walked in front of her, just a purse over his shoulder, his short skirt, tights, cute, low heels and blousy, white sweater still looking adorable as he searched the purse for his house key. "Ok," he muttered as he looked. "I need to practice this Chopin piece. You want to work in my room?'

"No, I can set up on the sofa near the piano. I just need a folding table or something to..." she stopped as they entered the house and, instead of finding it empty as it was every day, they found Regina and three friends sitting around the kitchen table drinking tea.

"There he is!" Regina said with a grin. "See... I told you. He looks just like me. Right?"

"Oh, my God!" The girl sitting in Skyler's typical seat said, wide eyed. "That can't possibly be your brother! She's really your sister, right? Like, your twin or something, right?"

Another girl stood right in front of Skyler and looked him up and down. "Nope. That is not your brother. No way. I've met your brother."

"Look at that girl's legs," the last girl said. "There's no way a boy has legs like those."

The girl standing in front of Skyler smiled. "This is so cool! You have your own Regina Doll. If you want to know how you'll look in an outfit, you can just have your Regina Doll try it on for you."

"Hey, that is a good idea!" Regina said, grinning. "Sky, we have to go shopping together. You can try on clothes for me, and I can do the same for you!"

"What!?" Skyler finally managed to say. "Reggie... who are all these girls? Why are they here?"

"They're my friends, Sky, and we're doing our homework," Regina said defensively. It was true that these girls were her friends and that they were doing their homework, but that was not why they were there. They were there to see Skyler in Regina's clothes and no other reason.

"We've met before, Skyler," the girl in front of him said. "You drove Reggie and me to dance class a bunch of times. Remember? I'm Paula."

Skyler looked more closely at the girl in front of him. Last time he'd seen her, she was cute, but little and skinny. Now, she was a good couple of inches taller than him, much more mature looking than the last time he’d seen her and kind of attractive. "Oh... sorry. I didn’t recognize you. You look a lot different than you did the last time I saw you."

The girl smirked. "Yeah. ‘I’ look different. It seems to me that the last time I saw you, you were a boy. What happened there?"

"I’m still a boy... I mean... a man," Skyler insisted. Before he could protest further, the second girl spoke again.

"Geez, Sky, Reggie tells us that you’re going to be in one of her pageants. Will you be up against Reggie? Do you think you can beat her?"

"He’s not going to be in the same pageant as Reggie," Hanna said, stepping in front of her boyfriend who seemed almost helpless in the face of several fourteen-year-old girls. "He’s going to be in womanless pageant of a sort."

"Oh," the first girl said, happily. "They had one of those at my cousin’s school. I went. It was pretty cool seeing all the boys in makeup and dresses. They didn’t look as good as you do, though, Skyler. You really look exactly like Reggie. It’s like you’re actually twins."

"That is true," Hanna said, "but right now, THIS Regina has to practice a piece of music for her pageant. Ok? So, you guys please stay out here and let us use the living room to do our work. Alright?"

"Sure," the real Regina said, satisfied that her friends had seen her brother looking just like her. "We won’t bother you."

When Skyler’s mother came home, she found Regina and her three friends hard at work at the kitchen table – unusual, but a good thing to find – Kathy making dinner in the same space, and she could hear Skyler playing piano in the next room.

"Hi," Kathy said, greeting her mother with a kiss on the cheek. "What’cha got there?" She asked, pointing to the collection of bags that her mother was carrying.

"Oh," her mother smiled, "just a few things for Skyler to wear over the next few weeks. I assume that’s him playing piano."

Kathy nodded. "Hanna’s in there too."

Her mother nodded. "I’ll just take these up to his room."

As she passed the doorway to the living room, Hanna looked up and Skyler’s mother motioned for her to join her upstairs.

"I’ll be right back," Hanna said to Skyler as she passed the piano.
 

~^~

 

"This is interesting," one of the gala organizers said as he reviewed the entrant information.

"What’s that?" Another asked.

"This contestant is planning on singing – not lip syncing but singing."

"We’ve had a couple of singers before, haven’t we?"

"Yeah, a couple, but they’re always disqualified in the first talent round."

"Can I see that?" Jenny asked, entering the room and sitting. She was in fairly endogenous clothing that morning, but still had the air of femininity about her. "Oh, this is Skyler you’re talking about. I had lunch with her and her girlfriend the other day. I liked her."

"Really?" The first man said. "Do you think you can talk him out of singing?"

"Well..." Jenny read the form, "...it looks like singing would be her second talent. Playing piano is her first. So, singing would come late in the process. If she doesn’t make it that far, then it won’t be an issue anyway."

"I don’t know," the second man said. "He’s got a great, natural, girl next door kind of look. Just looking at the submitted photos, I’m already rooting for him."

"Well," the first man shrugged, "let’s hear him sing at the talent rehearsal next weekend and see how he does. If it doesn’t work, Jenny, would you have a word with him?"

"Her?" Jenny said, with a little defiance. "I will."
 

~^~

 

"He’s not a toy for you to be showing off to your friends," Amanda scolded her youngest sibling after her friends had left. She spoke quietly so Skyler, still practicing in the living room, couldn’t hear. "No wonder he was upset."

"But he has to get used to showing off while all dressed up," Regina defended herself. "That’s exactly what a pageant is! Showing off! I was just helping him!" It was a feeble defense, but it was the one she was going with.

"It wasn’t very nice," Kathy said, pouring a pot of boiling pasta into a colander that rested in the sink. "We’re supposed to be supporting Sky as if he’s our little sister. Not making fun of him."

"I didn’t make fun of him!" Regina insisted. "Believe me, by the time my friends left here, they were determined to get their brothers into pretty skirts, too! They couldn’t get over how pretty Sky looked. They want him to hang out with us sometime."

"That might actually be a good idea," Kathy said, busying herself with the food prep.

"Why would that be a good idea?" Amanda asked.

"Well, you remember what it was like to be Reggie’s age, don’t you? We were just discovering how to be women. What clothes we liked. What makeup looked good on us. How to flirt. All that stuff. Maybe spending time with Reggie and her friends would open up Sky to those ideas and feelings, too. You know what I mean?"

"I do know what you mean," Amanda chuckled. "It means you’ve taken a couple of Psych classes and think you know how the human mind works."

Just then, Hanna and their mother appeared in the kitchen carrying several storage bins. "Open the garage door for us, Regina, please," their mother said.

"What’s all that?" Amanda asked.

"It’s all of Sky’s clothes," Hanna answered. "Your mom thought it’d be a good idea to take temptation away for the next few weeks."

"Nothing but girl’s clothes until after the pageant," their mother said, before disappearing into the garage.

Amanda shook her head. "You’ve all gone crazy."

"Sky! Come to dinner," Kathy called.
 

~^~

 

"So, no real problems at all?" Sky’s mother asked.

"No. Not really," Skyler said. "I was a little nervous at first, but once I got used to everything, it was ok."

"He even had a boy flirt with him," Hanna said with a smirk. "A cute boy, too."

"Ooh," both Kathy and Regina said teasingly.

"He just assumed I was a girl," Sky said, shaking his head.

"Well, you certainly look the part," his mother smiled. "If I could offer some advice, though, most girls change out of their nice clothes when they get home. You don’t want to wrinkle them or get food on a sweater as pretty as that one."

Skyler nodded. "Ok. I’ll change when I get home tomorrow."

"I bought you a few things when I was out today," his mother continued. "I put them in your dresser drawers."

"Oh," Sky replied, surprised that his mother had picked up anything for him. "Thanks."

"Hey, Sky," Amanda said, sounding very serious and practical, "I saw this person who was pulled over by a cop on the way home, and it got me thinking... You don’t look anything like your license at the moment and, to be honest, you don’t really look old enough to be driving. Maybe it’d be a good idea if you didn’t drive for a while. You know... until you look like yourself again – or at least until you look old enough to be behind the wheel of a car."

"That’s actually a really good point," Kathy agreed. "The last thing you want right now is to be in some kind of trouble with the police that will require you to have to prove who you are. You’d better not drive until all of this is over."

"But..." Skyler was shocked. "... how will I get to school? And work? And... well... wherever?"

"I can drive you to school," Hanna said. "I don’t mind taking an Uber over in the morning and driving you."

"Oh, that sounds time consuming and expensive," Skyler’s mother said. "Maybe you should just take Skyler’s car for the next few weeks. There’s no point in paying all that money for car services when his car is just sitting in the driveway."

"Yeah, and Uncle Bill’s store is only a few blocks away," Kathy pointed out. "You used to walk there before you had a car. If one of us isn’t available to drive you, you can always walk."

"Walk!?"

"Yeah. Walk," Kathy laughed. "You do know how to do that, don’t you? You used to have to do it all the time before you got a license."

"Yeah, but not dressed like this!" He protested.

"Sky, you look amazing," Hanna said, calmly.

"Yeah, but I look like a girl!"

"So? Isn’t that the point?" Regina said, matter of factly. "I mean, if you want to win, then you need to learn how to be a girl. Girl’s walk all the time, Sky. Heck, I walked home from school today. So what?"

"Yeah, but... people I know will see me..."

"And probably just think you’re Reggie," Amanda said. "Face it, Sky – you’re not a nineteen-year-old boy anymore. For the time being, you’re a fourteen-year-old girl and with that comes a lot of new experiences and a few limitations. One of those limitations is that fourteen-year-olds don’t drive. You’ll be fine."

Hanna petted his tights-covered leg. "Don’t worry, Sky. We’ll work it out."

He sighed and went back to his meal.
 

~^~

 

His shower took longer than usual. Regina had laid out a series of bottles – shampoo, conditioner, color enhancer, volume enhancer, body wash, skin exfoliators, acne scrub, skin cream, and on and on. All of it was expected to be used in the shower and by the time he’d read each label and used each ointment, he’d been in there almost forty-five minutes.

As he dried off, he was nearly overwhelmed by the fragrances on his hair and skin.

And it didn’t end in the shower. There was a series of bottles for after-shower use as well. Each of those was applied as well.

When he looked into the mirror, the reflection he saw wasn’t a familiar one. Staring back at him was a girl, not a woman, decidedly younger than Skyler had been a few days earlier. Small breasted, but those breasts were very real looking. Narrow eyebrows, skin shiny from the face cream, ears adorned with tiny, faux-diamond studs and lips already plumper than they’d ever been due to the products that had been applied to them over the last few days.

This was for real. He needed to start taking this seriously if he was going to win this competition and get back to his normal life, but for now – he needed to take Jenny’s advice to heart and start being the best girl he could be for the next three weeks. Then he could go back to jeans and tee shirts – and a flat chest.

Regina heard the bathroom door open, and she peeked out into the hallway where her older brother was walking towards his room, one towel wrapped around his hair, turban style, another around his waist, skirt style, his small, very real looking breasts exposed. She giggled, just a little before saying, "I put out the new nightie that mom bought for you. After you get it on, come see me. Since your hair is still damp, I’ll put your hair up in curlers tonight, so it’ll look nice tomorrow. It’s healthier for your hair to use regular curlers than to always use hot ones."

"Ok," he said as he entered his room.

A few minutes later, he was standing in her doorway, still wearing the turban-towel to keep his wet hair off of his back, but now also wearing the nightie his mother had bought him. It was pink with small white polka dots scattered here and there about the fabric. It had a modest, tee shirt style neckline, elbow length sleeves that ended in big, white lace covered bells and it was knee length. The bottom hem had a white lace covered ruffle.

It was cute and modest and feminine, but the kind of thing that Regina would have viewed as ‘too young’ to wear herself. She thought it was perfect for her older brother, mostly because it made him look, and hopefully feel, like her younger sister. A younger, less experienced girl, ready to accept her ‘older’ sister’s tutelage.

"Come and sit, Sky," she said with a warm smile and welcoming tone. Let’s get that hair up so you have nice, wavy hair in the morning.

Downstairs, Hanna looked at the time. "I wonder what’s keeping Sky so long," she said to Amanda and Kathy as they all watched ‘Jeopardy!’ on the TV. "I need to head home, soon."

"My guess is Reggie is playing with her new doll," Kathy chuckled. "I think she’s enjoying having a life-sized replica of herself to dress and play with."

Amanda looked around to be sure her mother was not within ear shot. "I think Hanna’s enjoying it a lot more than Reggie is."

Hanna blushed a bit. "Well, to be very honest... I am sort of enjoying having a soft, sweet-smelling boyfriend who looks pretty when he’s dressed up and wearing a little makeup. I’ve always been a kind of jeans and sweatshirt kind of girl, you know? And having a pretty boy on my arm is pretty awesome."

Amanda thought about that for a moment. "Hmmm... I suppose it would be kind of cool. Especially if he was fulfilling all the wifely duties at home."

"You mean," Kathy checked for her mother, too, "being a saint in the kitchen and sinner in the bedroom?"

"Well," Amanda laughed, "I was thinking more about being a saint in the kitchen. I was thinking about having someone who would take care of the house for me. You know... cooking and cleaning... taking care of the kids... things like that."

"Oh," Kathy nodded. "You want a maid."

Amanda laughed and shrugged. "Ok. Maybe that’s what I need."

Hanna was laughing too. "You know, Sky would look pretty cute in a nice maid’s uniform."

"Hey, that’s my little sister, you’re talking about," Amanda said, still laughing.

"Ok, come on," Kathy chuckled, "let’s not be mean to Sky. She’s... I mean... he’s working hard to do a good job in this pageant thing, and we shouldn’t be teasing..."

She stopped talking because she saw Regina coming down the stairs with Skyler following close behind. Regina was wearing a cute, spaghetti strap, silk sleep top with wide legged, boxer-style, silk panties. The typical pj set for a teenaged girl. Behind her though, Skyler followed wearing that pink nightie with the white polka dots and his hair all rolled up in huge, jumbo sized, lilac-colored curlers and those were somewhat covered with a pink head scarf that was decorated with large, childish, oddly feminine strawberries.

The whole look was sweet and young and girlish.

"Oh, my," Kathy smiled, being the first to catch sight of him. "Aren’t you the cutest thing?"

"She is, isn’t she?" Regina beamed with joy at having gotten Skyler ready for bed.

"She really is," Hanna said, standing and feeling all kinds of stirrings and emotions flooding her body. This... girl... this... little girl... was her boyfriend. Small and vulnerable and girlish. That was Skyler! Granted, Skyler had never been ‘manly’ in any usual sense of the word, but... holy cow. He was so... cute... and she wanted to be alone with him so badly.

But that wasn’t possible. She needed to get home and he was all done up like a tween ready to be tucked into bed.

"Someone’s not going to sleep well tonight," Amanda laughed.

"Why?" Skyler asked.

"The first time you sleep in curlers is always a tough night," his oldest sister laughed, "but sleeping in curlers THAT BIG is a sacrifice to beauty that I was never willing to make."

"I wear them all the time," Regina shrugged, indifferently. "She’ll get used to them and fall asleep soon enough." She touched the curlers in his hair and smiled with pride.

"I... ummm," Hanna said, picking up her backpack and slinging it onto her shoulder, "I should probably get going, I guess. I mean, it’s past eight and I need to shower and stuff before bed, so... I kinda have to go."

"Oh," Skyler said. "Let me get you my car keys." He turned and ran barefoot back up the stairs.

"Wow," Kathy whispered. "If I hadn’t seen him looking like that myself, I never would have believed that he’d allow himself to be dressed that way."

"And the curlers!" Amanda spoke quietly as well. "I am in shock."

"Pretty is as pretty does," Regina giggled, looking proud of herself. "She needs to really FEEL pretty in order to convey her confidence to the judges. By the time I’m done, Sky will be as happy to be a girl as I am."

"And I’ll be dating a ten-year-old girl, if you’re not careful," Hanna said, shaking her head as she pretended to not love what she’d just seen.

"Hey, I only did her hair and added some moisturizer to her face. Mom bought her the nightie," Regina said, holding up her hands in innocence. "It’s cute, though, right?"

They all agreed that it was, but they did so quietly as Skyler’s bare feet ran back down the stairs.

He held the keys out to Hanna who took them and asked him to walk her to the back door.

"That’s quite a look you’re sporting, there, Sky," she smiled. "I hope you get some sleep."

He shrugged. "I’m so tired right now I could sleep on a bed of nails."

She smiled, partially in sympathy, partially because she found Skyler’s vulnerable state very appealing. "So... this is kinda... for real, I guess, huh? Like Jenny said... you’re becoming a girl for real for the next few weeks, huh?"

He shrugged. "I guess. I mean... I looked at myself in the mirror after my shower and I... well, I guess I realized that I was already a long way to being a girl, so... it just makes sense to go all the way and try to win this thing."

Hanna’s smile widened a little. "I agree. You know that Chopin piece is already sounding pretty good." She chuckled before she said her next sentence. "Especially for a pop music major."

That made Skyler giggle a little, which only endeared him to Hanna more.

"So, what’s the deal then?" Hanna asked. "What Reggie says goes?"

He nodded. "That’s what you and Jenny told me to do."

"What your other sisters say goes, too, right?"

He nodded again.

"What Professor Kramer and Professor Marino say goes?"

He nodded again.

"Sounds like you’ve decided to be a good girl from now on, then."

"I decided I want to win," he shrugged. "If I want to win, then I guess – yeah - I’m a good girl from now on."

Hanna bent down and planted a soft, warm kiss on his lips. "I can live with that," she whispered. "I kind of like my boyfriend in a pink nightie and with great big curlers in his pretty, blonde hair. I think it’s sweet and... maybe it’s the way our relationship is meant to be."

Skyler cocked his head at that remark. Did she really mean that she actually preferred him this way?

It didn’t matter, though, because before he could speak, Hanna planted another kiss on his lips, and this time, it wasn’t a soft, little kiss. This time it was a firm, passionate kiss, and it turned into several more, more passionate, firmer kisses, that made Skyler want to melt into her embrace.

But it ended too quickly.

"I’ll pick you up in the morning, ok?" Hanna said, then kissed him once more. "Goodnight... my pretty, little girl."
 
 
MUSIC LINKS:

Tipitina and Me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMBUbTA1eG4
 
Waltz in C-sharp minor, Opus 64 Number 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3v21x-DApYg
 
Waltz in C-sharp minor, Opus 64 Number 1 (Minute): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2JCxapd5hU
 
Hildegard of Bingen - O Virtus Sapientiae: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zg58CGFxHao
 
You Can Always Count On Me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1jASlyLiYss
 
 
To Be Continued...

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias - 4

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 4

by Clara
Copyright©2023, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Skyler's prep for The 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias continues and he has to make a decision about
how seriously he is going to take his prep work.


 
Author's Note: Thank you again for all the comments, reviews and even the emails regarding this story.
Please continue to offer your opinions. It's always great to hear from all of you! ~Clara.

 
This version of 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 4
 

Tuesday found a much more cooperative Skyler in Regina's room. That day, Regina chose a sky-blue dress with a square neckline, a shirred bodice that snugged up to his breasts, wide, flounce sleeves that reached his upper forearms and ended in gentle elastic with wide bell cuffs, and a overly wide skirt that ended above his knees with a four-inch ruffled hem. It was extravagant and eye-catching.

"Are you sure this is ok to wear to school?" Skyler asked, finding the dress pretty ostentatious, even for his fashionista sister.

"You want to be noticed, right?" Regina smiled. "Well, I guarantee that you'll be noticed in this dress."

"Why would I want to be noticed?" Skyler asked, surprised by the suggestion.

"All girls want to be noticed, Sky. Why do you think we spend so much time on our hair, makeup and picking out our clothes?"

"Ok," he shrugged. "I guess I never really thought about it." He touched the dress' material.

"It's soft, isn't it?" Regina smiled. "Nice, right?"

"Yeah. It's soft."

"It's one of my favorite dresses. Believe me, you wear this to that college of yours and both boys and girls will be staring at you and wondering who 'that girl' is." She smiled at him. "You already look cute as heck and you're still wearing your curlers and I haven't put any makeup on you, yet. Come on, let's get you ready.
 

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"Oh shit," Hanna gasped as she caught sight of her boyfriend in that dress, with his wavy blonde hair hanging down his shoulders, back and even some over his breasts, his makeup perfectly done by the expert hand of Regina and his feet in adorable, platform sandals.

"Funny," Kathy snickered, "that's exactly what I said when I saw her. She doesn't look much like my brother anymore, does she?"

Hanna's face was flush with warm, sexual excitement. This was a huge thing. She and Skyler had been taking things nice and slow, but... shit... she wanted this creature in front of her and she wanted her badly.

"How do I look?" Skyler asked as he entered the kitchen. "What do you think? Reggie says it's good for school, but I think it might be a little... much."

Hanna let out a long, steadying breath, which actually made Kathy let out a quiet chuckle. "I think it's perfect," Hanna smiled.

They arrived on campus and headed to their first class, which was a lecture on 'Legal Protection and Exploitation of Musical Materials' that they shared. It was a class that focused on copyright laws and publishing practices in a digital marketplace. It might have been an interesting subject if the lawyer/professor who taught the course had had a personality of some kind. But he didn't. He just droned on and on and expected everyone to take copious notes for the irrationally difficult tests he'd be giving at the mid-term and end of term.

As they approached the lecture hall, a female student passing in the other direction said, "Hey, I love that dress," to Skyler.

"I do, too," the female student's female companion joined in with a broad smile. "It's really cute.'

"Oh," Skyler smiled at the compliment, "thank you."

"Well, well, well," Hanna smirked, "look who's the popular fashion plate."

"That would be Reggie," Skyler smiled.

"It's Reggie's dress, but you're making it work," Hanna laughed. "You know, I've noticed a big change in the way you're moving today. You're standing straighter... you seem more confident... you're walking with one foot in front of the other, just like Reggie does. I think you're actually getting into this 'being a pretty girl' thing."

Skyler smiled up at his girlfriend. "I think you're getting into it more than I am."

"Me?"

"Yeah, you. I saw the way you got all red in the face when I walked into the kitchen this morning. You like me this way, don't you?"

"Sky - I like you any way. I don't care if you're wearing an army uniform or ball gown, I think you're just about the sexiest thing I've ever seen."

He blushed a little. "But these clothes turn you on a little, don't they?"

"Sky... those two girls that walked by were turned on by seeing you in that dress. God, if every man could look as sexy in a dress as you do, no one would ever wear pants again!"

He smiled at the compliment, but worried, just a little, that Hanna would never see him as a guy again.
 

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"Just stand there and sing along with the karaoke track," Professor Marino instructed. You've got the vocal range; you should be familiar with the lyrics and I'm guessing that you're feeling pretty attractive looking the way you look. So... just get into it and I'll stop you if I need to."

"Ok," Skyler nodded, bit nervous to sing in front of the Musical Theater professor. He'd sung a million songs while playing the piano as well, but this... just standing there, in a small room, with Professor Marino just a few feet away watching his every move... and add to that the vulnerability he felt wearing the short, feminine dress... this was odd and nerve-racking.

The professor began playing the backing track.

"I'm one of a long line of good girls," Skyler sang,

"Who choose the wrong guy to be sweet on

The girl with a face that says welcome

That men can wipe their feet on..."

"Ok, stop," Professor Marino said, stopping the backing track. She looked at him and sighed. "Who is singing this song?"

"I am."

"No... you are an actress, playing a part. Tell me about the character."

Skyler shrugged. "I... I don't know. I've never seen the show. I'm just singing the song."

"And the song tells your character's story. Now... tell me about yourself."

He took a big breath and thought. "Ok, well... I guess that she's a..."

"No. Not 'she,'" the professor stopped him. "I asked you to tell me about yourself as the character. So, what's the correct pronoun?"

"'I'" Skyler said, understanding what she meant.

"Good. Now, start again."

He nodded and thought. "Ok... well, I guess I'm essentially a good girl..." that felt odd to say "... who makes a lot of bad decisions."

"What kind of decisions?"

Skyler shrugged. "I fall in love too easily."

"And?"

"And... with the wrong kind of... man..." that felt even weirder to say.

"Ok, so how do you feel about that?"

He sighed. "I don't know, exactly... I guess I feel... insecure and... like... I don't know... like... a little ashamed, but I really need someone."

"Why do you need someone?"

"Because... I don't know... Maybe I'm lonely."

"Or maybe just needy," Professor Marino said. "Ok... thinking of the lyrics, who does your character have a crush on?"

Skyler thought for a moment. "My boss," he finally answered.

She nodded. "That's what I was thinking, too. Again - just thinking of the lyrics, what kind of a guy are you attracted to?"

"Umm... it says, 'riff raff,' so I guess I'm attracted to rough guys who don't think about women very much."

"And how do you feel about being in this situation?"

Skyler blinked. "Do you mean me 'Skyler,' or me the character?"

She shrugged, looking theatrically indifferent. "Is there a difference?"

He sighed and said, "Well... I guess I'm a little ashamed, but... I think there's a little bit of pride there, too. Like... yeah, I've made a lot of bad choices, but... hey, I'm a pretty independent person."

"An independent, what?"

"An independent woman," he smiled, brightening up his face dramatically.

"Ok," the professor said, "no movement, yet. Just stand still and sell this song to me. We'll put in a little movement later, but for now, just stand still and sing."

When he started singing, he started with more confidence, but he was still pretty self-conscious. As the song went on, though, he began to understand the character's point of view better and better. When he finally reached the part that went, "I go for the riff-raff, who're treating me so-so, if I can play the second fiddle, I'm a virtuoso..." he felt like he understood the song a lot better and he stopped thinking about the motivation and just sang.

When he was done, Professor Marino applauded. "That's what I'm talking about!" She stood and hugged him. "There's our starting point, Sky. Now, don't back off and don't think about 'pretending to be a girl,' just be one and keep moving forward."

Shocked by the teacher's sudden hug, he sputtered a bit when he responded. "I... I will, Professor. Thank you for helping me."

"Oh, it's a pleasure, Sky. A real pleasure."
 

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"PLEASE!!!" Regina begged her brother over the phone. "It'll be fun, and you'll learn a lot about how girls act by being with me and my friends."

"You just want me to come so I can try on clothes for you, and you can see what you'd look like wearing them. I'd be nothing more than a mannequin for you and your friends would laugh at me." He spoke quietly into his phone so that no one else in the cafeteria could hear him.

"No, they won't," Regina assured him. "They think you're really cool."

"Yeah, I bet," he scoffed.

"Okay, okay... how about if it's just you and me and Paula? You know her and she's not a giggly as the others," Regina suggested.

"Reggie..." he hesitated.

"Oh, please, Sky, come on! We never had anything that we could do together before, and I've had a great time helping you. I really just want to spend time with you. You know... sister time. Like Amanda and Kathy have together. Even when I get to do stuff with them, I'm still the baby sister. It'll be a lot more fun with you. It's just a little shopping. Come on."

Skyler sighed. She was right. He'd never felt as connected to his younger sister before, but now he was very dependent on her and... that wasn't so bad, really. She was happy to help him out, and she was genuinely proud of him when he achieved something that Regina acknowledged as another step down the road to feminine demeanor which only brought him closer and closer to doing well in the upcoming pageant. She was a good sister and spending time with her, learning from her, well... that would be a good thing, right?

"Ok," he finally relented. "But it'll have to be a little later. My piano professor booked me ninety minutes on the Steinway in the performing arts center at one o'clock. Then I have to work at Uncle Bill's store for three hours. So, I can't get to the mall until at least six-fifteen."

"THAT'S PERFECT!" Regina bubbled through the phone. "I have dance class until five thirty. I'll have mom drop me off at the mall and we'll all meet in the food court, near the Panera. Then you can drive us home. Ok?"

"Meeting at Panera is fine," Skyler said, "but I can't drive us home. I don't have a license anymore - at least not for the time being. Remember? I had to surrender it to mom last night."

Regina giggled on the other end of the call. "Oh, yeah. Sucks to be a kid again, doesn't it? No worries. I'll talk to Kathy. She'll pick us up, I'm sure."

He let out another sigh. He'd given up a lot already for this pageant. Hopefully it paid off. "Ok. See you at six-fifteen."

"Great!" Regina said, sounding very self-satisfied. "Love you, sissy,"

"What!?" Skyler asked, shocked and insulted.

"I said I love you," Regina replied.

"And you called me a sissy," Skyler whispered angrily.

"Oh... well... I didn't mean it like I was calling you a sissy, Sky. I meant like... well, like I do when I call Amanda or Kathy sissy. It's just something that a sister calls a sister. I guess I just think of you like a sister now."

"Oh," he replied. He'd heard his sisters call each other 'sissy' a dozen times a day for nineteen years, now. It just never occurred to him that the term of affection would ever be applied to him and, since he'd always been a lot smaller than the other boys his age and he always spent more time playing piano than playing sports, he'd been called 'sissy' a lot, but never out of affection before. "Ok. See you then."

He'd barely disconnected the call when a voice sounded right beside him. "Oh, hi. Sky, right?"

Skyler looked up to see the boy who'd spoken to him the day before. "Oh. Yeah. I'm Sky. Alan, right?"

"Yeah," the boy smiled as he pulled out a chair and sat at the cafeteria table with him. Skyler glanced around the room. There couldn't have been more than fifteen or twenty people in a room that contained a couple of hundred chairs. Alan had definitely sought his chair out and chose to sit with him. "So... how's your day going so far?"

Oh, good. Small talk.

"Ummm... ok, I guess," Skyler said. "Look, Alan..."

"Yeah, I know. You and Hanna are a couple, right? I get it. But we can still be friends, right? I mean, Hanna and I are friends... well... friend-ly, anyway," he laughed. "I just want to get to know you."

Was this normal? Did boys usually impose themselves on girls in this way? He'd never done so, but then again, he'd always been rather passive and quiet. Alan was obviously outgoing and confident. And he had reason to be. He was very good looking. Skyler guessed that Alan was about six foot one and very trim. There was probably a set of six pack abs under the vintage-looking Led Zeppelin tee shirt that hung comfortably over the boy's torso. He was the kind of boy who naturally attracted girls. He probably viewed Skyler's reticence to his come-ons as a challenge.

"I see," Skyler muttered, uncertain of what else to say.

"So... what track are you in?" He asked.

"Oh, I'm a Pop-Music Performance major with a Traditional Comp minor."

"Oh, cool," Alan nodded, digging into his pocket for something. "Vocals?"

"Umm, no. Piano."

"Really?" Alan looked surprised. "I thought I heard you singing in Professor Marino's office earlier. I wasn't being nosy; I just heard a song that sounded interesting, and I looked in to see who was singing. If it wasn't you, then you have an identical twin... and she has the same amazing blue dress as you."

The last compliment made Skyler blush a bit. "Oh... well... funny thing is, I do have a younger sister and we do kind of look like twins and... this is her amazing blue dress."

"No kidding!?" Alan laughed. "So that was her I heard singing in Marino's office?"

"No," Skyler giggled. "That was me. But it is my sister Regina's dress."

"I bet she doesn't look as good as you do when she wears it," Alan said with a broad grin.

Skyler felt a wash of warmth pass over him. The handsome boy opposite him had just paid him a very nice compliment and that compliment made him feel... what?... Pretty. Yes, it had made him feel very... pretty. What was happening. Change the subject, Sky. Change the subject.

"Ummm... what track are you in?" That should get the boy talking about himself instead of Skyler.

"Oh, me? I'm in the Screen Writing track. I take classical guitar lessons as well, though. That's how I know Hanna. My lesson is right after hers. She's a really good player, though. I'm kind of a hack."

That made Skyler laugh. "Hanna is a great player. I'm a hack on guitar too. I like to say that I 'play' my piano, but I 'beat up' my guitar. I'm just a pop music strummer."

"Oh, I bet you do better than that," Alan laughed. "So, if you're a piano major, why are you taking lessons from Professor Marino?"

"Oh," Skyler blushed a bit deeper, having to explain this to the boy. "I'm in this... thing... in a few weeks and I have to have two talents prepared. So, I'm playing a Chopin piece for my first talent and singing for my second."

The boy thought for a moment. "Umm... correct me if I'm wrong, but Chopin isn't exactly a pop-music artist, is he? I mean, I don't know my music history very well, but he's been dead a few years, hasn't he?"

"Yeah. He's been dead awhile. Since eighteen-forty-nine, actually."

"Ohh, someone knows their music history," Alan said, sounding impressed.

"It helps that his dates are written below his name on the music I use, and I've done a couple of his pieces."

"Really? Why? If he's not pop-music, why are you playing his stuff? I mean, shouldn't you be playing, like, Adele or Lady Gaga or something?"

"You'd think, wouldn't you? I auditioned for the program playing a whole bunch of stuff by John Legend and Alicia Keys, but my private piano teacher thinks that I need bigger challenges than just playing pop music, so she keeps throwing Romanic Period composers at me." He used his right hand to push his hair back from his face, smiling as he did so, kind of enjoying the conversation and beginning to forget that he was dressed and made-up the way he was. He was smiling now, and Alan was finding that smile very attractive.

Alan nodded and smiled. "I get it. My professors know that my classmates and I are here to learn how to write for TV and film, but they're always demanding that we read Shakespeare and Shaw and O'Neill... I mean, I'd like to write something like a 'Jack Ryan' kind of thing, but they're always having us look at things like 'The Iceman Cometh,' or 'Pygmalion' - and not the cool, Greek mythology 'Pygmalion,' but the tedious George Bernard Shaw 'Pygmalion.'"

Alan laughed at his own joke, which made Skyler laugh, well, giggle actually, as well.

"So, is this thing you're doing like a talent show, or a beauty pageant or something?" Alan asked.

"Umm... kinda a mixture of both, I guess."

"Well, you'd win a beauty pageant in a heartbeat, even without having all the talent you have."

"I'd..." Skyler didn't know what to say. "What do you mean?"

"Well, I just mean... you know... you're so... pretty... Oh, heck, you know you're beautiful, right? I mean... Someone as pretty as you must be told that they are beautiful all the time, right?"

"No," Skyler replied, thoughtfully. "Not even once until a few days ago, actually."

"What? How is that possible?"

At that moment, Hanna appeared at the table. "I'm not interrupting, am l?" She asked, smiling.

"Oh, no. Not at all," Alan smiled. "I was just getting to know your girlfriend." He said that in that way to indicated that he knew that Hanna and Skyler were a couple. "That's all."

"That's nice," Hanna said. "Sky, I need to go to the dorms and grab a couple of things. You want to walk with me?"

"Oh, sure," Skyler said. He swung his legs to the side and stood, absentmindedly straightening his dress as he did so. "It was nice talking to you, Alan," he said with a smile.

"You, too," he smiled. "I'll see you around."
 

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"You really think he has a chance of winning the grand prize?" Professor Marino asked her colleague.

Professor Kramer finished chewing a mouthful of her tuna salad sandwich and nodded. "Sue, I spent a lot of time at the Gala a few years ago and no one looked as convincing as Sky does right now. He's one of the most talented students I've ever had and he is wasting his talent in the pop music track."

"I don't know, Alma," Sue Marino said, shaking her head, "there's a lot of money to be made in pop music and there's not much to made in the classical world anymore."

The piano professor rolled her eyes. "Education isn't about making money, Sue. It's about improving yourself. Sky can play any piece of pop music put in front of him. He needs the challenges of legitimate music to broaden his mind and improve his skill."

Sue nodded. "So... you have him playing a Chopin piece and I have him singing an old style, pop-ish song from a little-known Broadway musical. Do you think I'm under-utilizing his abilities?"

"Not at all," Alma smiled. "You picked out the perfect song for him, and it is obviously a challenge for him. No, I think we both chose well for him. It'll take some work, but we'll make a girl out of that boy, yet."

They both chuckled a little at that.

"You know," Sue Marino shrugged, "I think his girlfriend and his family may have already done that. All I really need to do is make her a believable actress."

"Well, if anyone can do that, it's you," Professor Alma Kramer said with a smile.
 

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"What do you need?" Skyler asked as they entered Hanna's small dormitory.

Hanna closed the door, put her arms around Skyler and planted a firm, passionate kiss on his lips. "I need you," she whispered as their lips parted.

She kissed him again. "I have needed you since I walked into you house this morning and saw you in that dress. My God, Sky, you are gorgeous. And you smell absolutely beautiful too."

He wanted to thank her, but the sensation of having his ear and neck kissed was too exciting for him to be able to gather his thoughts.

Within seconds, Hanna's hands were pulling up the skirt of Skyler's dress and she was caressing his pantied bottom with her soft hands. The sensations were coming so fast and so furiously that Skyler couldn't even think.

"Lay on the bed," Hanna grunted in a heated rush.

He didn't really have to move on his own because Hanna practically picked him up and dropped him where she wanted him.

The whispered grunt that escaped Skyler's lips was a reaction to his skirts being lifted, his panties being pulled down a few inches, his penis being pulled free and Hanna's lips and tongue suddenly devouring his member while he struggled to grasp what was happening.

He looked down his torso to where Hanna's head was bobbing up and down. Between her head and his face, the soft fabric of the blue dress either clung to his body or flowed about him in feminine disarray. It was impossible not to notice that there was a pair of breasts heaving in his bodice as well.

"I'm going to..." he started to say, but Hanna shook her head with his appendage still trapped in her mouth and he could not manage to utter anything more than little gasps and high pitched moans. He bent his legs and tried to raise and lower his pelvis to meet her rhythm, but it just wasn't possible. She was moving too fast and pushing with too much force for him to lift his butt off of the bed.

Skyler began to feel light headed and his lips began to tingle as the pressure in his body began to focus on one point in his groin.

"H...Hanna..." he gasped, "I'm... I'm close... I..." but that was all that he got out before he exploded into Hanna's throat, but she never faltered for a moment. She swallowed every drop down and even kept him in her mouth as he relaxed and softened.

When she was sure that he was done and he had become limp against her tongue, she carefully released him, grabbed for a tissue and wiped him down, drying him completely. "There," she smiled as she tucked his flaccid boyhood back into his lace covered panties, "I feel much better now. I bet you do, too."

He was still trying to catch his breath as he sat up, slowly, and fluffed his hair a bit before bushing any hair from his face with his fingers.

"That was great," he said, standing and going to a mirror. He pulled a brush from his purse and used it to carefully repair the damage done by having laid down on it. Then he grabbed a couple of tissues and dabbed the sweat from his forehead before taking his lipstick from his purse to touch up his lips.

Hanna smiled as she watched him behaving so much more girly than she'd ever acted in her life. "Wow. Reggie really has you trained, doesn't she?"

He shrugged as he returned the lipstick to his purse and straightened his dress, also checking that in the mirror. "Maybe, but she put a lot of work into getting me ready and I still have a long day ahead of me. I should try to look my best, right?"

Hanna walked over to him and hugged him from behind, sharing the mirror's reflection with him. "I guess," she smiled. "Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure."

"Did you ever really like being a boy?"

He stopped and looked at her, a bit surprised. "What do you mean 'did I?' I'm still a boy. Remember what we just did? That's not something a girl can do."

"Of course she could," Hanna laughed. "If I weren't afraid of messing up your makeup, I'd ask you to do it to me right now."

"Ok, but... this is just until the gala, though. You know that. You pushed for me to do this as much as my mother did. I'm just doing this to try to win the money and scholarship."

Hanna nodded. "Yeah, but... you seem to have adapted to being a girl very quickly. You obviously enjoy it."

"A little, I guess, sure. I mean... I like being attractive for a change, instead of scrawny. And... well... look if this is getting too weird, then I'll just stop."

"Are you kidding?" Hanna's smile spread. "This is just getting fun. I love this... you like this, I mean. I just wonder if you'll ever go back to being a boy."

"Of course I will!"

"Oh, come on. Look at you, Sky. That hair, your makeup, the way you carry yourself... Now, I never knew that you wore your sister's clothes before, but it's really obvious that you enjoy it a lot."

"I only wore Reggie's clothes as a dress model for my mom when she was sewing. The very first time I ever wore a dress outside of the house was that night at the dress shop."

"And?"

"And what?"

"And... now that you're wearing dresses all the time... come on... admit that you love them, and it'll be hard to go back to being a boy."

Skyler closed his purse and shrugged. "Yeah. So what? I do love looking like this. I like the way I feel in these clothes, I like the way people look at me in these clothes and... yeah... it'll be hard to go back to jeans and tee shirts. So, I'm going to enjoy it while I can."
 

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"Hi, Uncle Bill," Skyler said as he hustled past the front end of the store to get to the employee cubby area as quickly as possible.

"Hi, Skyler," his uncle called back, but then he did a double take and looked again. "Regina?" The person in the blue dress didn't answer, though. Instead, the person hurried into the door on the side of the store.

"Excuse me for a moment, please," Uncle Bill said to the customer he'd been chatting with.

He walked to the side of the store and opened the door to the back room, stepping in and looking around. There she was. His niece, Regina, putting an apron on over her head.

"Regina?" The person turned and looked at him. "It is you. Regina, honey, you're too young to be working here and this area is for employees only. Look, sweetheart, if you need a little extra money or something, then I can find some odd jobs for you to do back at my place, but there are strict rules about..."

"It's me, Uncle Bill," Skyler said, a little embarrassed. "It's Sky. I just... look... like Regina."

The older man blinked a few times as he gathered his thoughts. "You're a bit over dressed today, aren't you?" Skyler just shrugged, so his uncle persisted. "Is there a reason for this, Sky?"

Skyler nodded and proceeded to explain the circumstances that had led to his current appearance. "So, if I win, I'd be all set for college. Maybe even some grad school."

Uncle Bill nodded and looked at his nephew, who was, without question, a carbon copy of his niece. "Ok," he mumbled as he nodded and thought, "but take that apron off. People won't react well to seeing a very well dressed fourteen-year-old girl stocking the shelves."

"But Uncle Bill, I'm still Skyler. I can still do the same job."

His uncle sighed. "Sky... I'm not sure how to say this, but... seeing you like this... you're NOT the same person. Not by a long shot."

"Uncle Bill..."

"Sky... I don't know what you think you're doing, but... I've known guys who have... well, I guess 'crossdressed' is an out of fashion phrase, but that's what we used to call it... and they never looked or moved like you do. YOU are not just wearing women's clothing, Sky. YOU... look... sound... move... even smile or frown like a woman... well, like a girl, really. I think there might be a lot more to this than you're letting on."

Skyler shrugged. "I'm really just..."

"You know, Sky... not everyone is born with the body their brain desires." He looked around the stockroom, suddenly feeling
uncomfortable. "I guess what I'm saying is...If you're going to invest this much time and effort into this... disguise... think about what it really means to you and... make sure that you make the right decision before giving up this new life of yours."

Skyler blinked, confused. This was truly the oddest conversation he'd ever had with his Uncle Bill.

Coincidentally, his Uncle Bill was thinking the same thing.

"Alright..." his uncle said, shaking off the moment and handing Skyler a sleeveless, longish vest with the words 'Bill's Neighborhood Grocery' embroidered on the left breast. "For the time being, you're working the front end checkout. Ok?"

"Ok, Uncle Bill," Skyler mumbled, taking the uniform and putting his arms into the armholes, the dark blue vest seemed to emphasize the soft, light blue color of the dress he wore, and the large, blousy sleeves stood out even more against the dark color. If anything, he looked even more over-dressed now than he had before.

He worked his short shift at a register, ringing up groceries and chatting with customers - all of whom seemed much more friendly than they had been when he had worked the front end in the past.

The only other person working a register that day was a high school girl named Lynn who had been working for Uncle Bill for a few months. She was a pretty girl. A little chunkier than curvy. She dressed well and she was always well presented, at least from the waist up. Oddly, though. she also typically wore a long, denim skirt. It wasn't as stylish as the rest of her outfit, but it was a staple of her attire. He had even seen her wearing the heavy skirts in the hot weather.

The first hour and a half was pretty busy, but as the afternoon wore on, things calmed down a bit.

Skyler checked his supply of bags and realized that he was running low. The bags were stored in a metal cabinet at the side of the front end, so he headed there to get some more.

"Do you need any bags?" He asked Lynn.

She glanced under her counter and nodded. "Yeah, I could use a few."

Skyler closed the cabinet, then dropped off a pile of bags at Lynn's station before returning to his own. He was loading his bag into their storage location when he heard Lynn speak.

"It's a sin, you know?" She said.

Skyler looked up, then looked around to see to whom Lynn's remarks had been directed, but no one else was around. "I'm sorry?" He asked.

"It's a sin, I said," Lynn said, looking a bit superior. "What you're doing.. it's a sin."

"Restocking the bags is a sin?"

"A man dressing as a woman is a sin," she clarified. "It's in The Bible. Deuteronomy 22:5. It says quite clearly that there should be no articles of men's clothing upon a woman and no articles of women's clothing upon a man. What you're doing is a sin."

Skyler nodded. Suddenly the unfashionable denim skirt worn everyday by his coworker made some sense... but only SOME sense. "I think that the people who wrote The Bible would understand if they knew WHY I was dressed this way."

"God wrote The Bible, not 'people,' and HE wouldn't understand."

"Hmmm..." he knew that this was a no-win argument, but what the heck? She brought it up. "I'm not really a church going person, Lynn, but I have read The Bible for a class last year and if God wrote The Bible and every rule in there must be followed to the letter, then why are you wearing makeup? It specifically tells women not to braid their hair and adorn their skin. You're also wearing a gold chain with your name on it. Wearing gold jewelry is forbidden for women, too."

"Those aren't sins, though, Skyler. Those are just guidelines."

"Because they apply to you they're only guidelines, I guess," he said, shaking his head and finishing up stowing the extra bags.

"So, if you disobey the rules because you want to eat bacon or ham, or that lobster salad wrap I picked up for you at the deli last week, then that's ok, but if I NEED to dress this way in order to try to win a scholarship, then that's a sin?"

She snorted. "Yeah. Win a scholarship... I'm so sure that's why you're dressed that way."

"Why do you think I'm dressed like this, then?"

"Because you're queer and you want to attract a man," she said, as if that was the most obvious reason for anything.

"Lynn... you've met my girlfriend. You know I'm straight."

"I know you WERE straight, but obviously you're not anymore. Somehow you got yourself turned gay and now... this."

He took a different approach. "Wait, back when it was really, really hot out, I remember you wearing shorts. Shorts are just pants, so they are men's clothes. Isn't that a sin?"

"My shorts?" She laughed. "The shorts that went last my knees and have flowers all over them? You think those are men's shorts?"

"They're pants."

"Made for women."

"And if I wore a dress made for a man?"

"There's no such thing!" She laughed.

"Of course, there are. If the dress was made for a man, then it would be a man's dress, so that would be ok, then, right?"

"Of course not," she said, as if he was an idiot. "The only reason for a man to wear a dress is because he wants to have sex with another man."

Skyler's face screwed up into a look of confusion. "Is this what they talk about at your church?"

Lynn shrugged. "It's what my father tells me, and my father is a very wise man."

"Who could sell you into slavery if he wanted."

"What!?"

"According to The Book of Exodus, if you are not taken as a wife, then your father can sell you as a slave and you would then be betrothed to your master. That's laid out very clearly in The Bible. I remember it very clearly because I couldn't believe what I was reading. But it's in there."

"That's not what it means, though. That's just there because women couldn't own property or anything and fathers needed to make sure they had a husband before the father died, so she wouldn't be destitute."

"It says slavery."

"That's not what it means though. You should come to my church on Sundays. Then you'd understand these things."

Skyler sighed. This was pointless. "Look, Lynn, until just now, I thought you were a nice person..."

"And I didn't think you were a gay until today," Lynn sneered. "I'm just trying to help set you back on the path to righteousness, Skyler."

He shook his head and continued. "... as I was saying, I thought you were a good person, but you've said some pretty hurtful things to me in the last few minutes and I don't see the point in fighting, so I think we should probably just work side by side and not chat any longer."

"Alright," Lynn said, behaving as if she'd won the argument. "But if I see you trying to seduce a man, I'm going to tell him what you really are."

Skyler shook his head some more. "And if I see you trying to seduce a man, I'll do the same."

"What does that mean?"

"I'll tell him what you really are a mean, self-righteous jerk who'd rather belittle people than be nice to them."

Lynn harrumphed and turned away from him.

Skyler felt badly about this interaction, though. He didn't like confrontation at all, and he'd been a little more aggressive than usual with Lynn, but... come on... she'd mean mean first and he couldn't just roll over and take it.
 

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"I'm going to have some chicken from the Japanese food place before we start shopping," Paula said with a happy smile, thrilled to be in her happy place - the local, high-end mall. "Dance class killed me tonight. Im starved." She was wearing a pair of tight fitting, black yoga pants paired with a white, long sleeved, turtleneck, light weight sweater that was designed to expose her very trim mid-drift, so her pierced belly button and its elaborate, pendant decoration were on display.

"I know," Regina chuckled. "Sometimes I think that Miss Tabitha has a sadomasochistic streak in her. She really seems to enjoy torturing us."

"Speaking of torturing someone," Paula's eyes brightened a bit, "where is that brother of yours. I can't wait to get him into some pretty, little dresses."

"Oh, come on. Be nice. He's really trying hard to learn how to be a girl so he can win that money."

Paula's grin broadened. "You 'come on.' I know you're enjoying seeing your older brother brought down a peg or two and being made to look like your twin sister - or maybe your younger sister. Admit it. It's fun."

"It is fun," Regina giggled, "but I don't think of it as taking him down a peg or two... I think of it as elevating him. Sky was..." she sighed, "... substandard... as a boy - and I'm not saying that to be mean. I'm saying it because it's true. I mean... as far as boys go... he was too short, too thin, too weak... and to be honest, too pretty to be a boy. Now... I think he's turning into a pretty awesome girl."

"Oh... My... God," Paula said, separating each word. "You put Sky in that awesome blue dress you bought last month?"

"Yeah," Regina smiled. "He... well... she looked so cute in it! You should have seen her."

"I can see her... him... no... her. She's headed this way. Reggie... she looks as hot as you do! Oh, this is too good! Can we do my brother next?"

"Your three-hundred-pound brother who only plays video games and eats Doritos all day and night? I don't think it'll work as well for him."

"Shh. Here she comes."

"Hey," Skyler said as he approached the girls. "He was walking more naturally in his heels than he had been a day earlier, and his posture and manner both screamed 'look at me. I am a beautiful girl.'

"Hi," Regina smiled. "So... what's up with you?"

"What do you mean?" Skyler asked.

"I mean... well... you were kind of slouched and acting a little... boyish... when you left the house. Now... well... you look... hot. Your hair and makeup haven't changed. Still the same shoes and dress, so... what's up?"

Skyler smiled. "Well, I started embracing the New Me today and, see, this girl who works for Uncle Bill... well, she kind of got into my face about how dressing like this is evil and... I don't know... I guess that now I feel like I have something to prove. I may not win this pageant, Reggie, but I'm going to be the best girl there. Screw everyone else, I'm going in there looking and acting like you do. Like I'm the prettiest girl in the world."

Regina looked at Paula and after a moment, both burst into laughter. "Sky, I don't think I'm the prettiest girl in the world. I just try to exude as much confidence as I can to impress the judges. It's just bluster. You make me sound kind of stuck up."

"That's not what I meant," he said, apologetically. "I didn't mean to insult you. I'm just trying to be like you."

"Great!" Regina smiled. "Then you're going to love this shopping trip. Paula and I LOVE shopping time. You will too." She took Skyler's right arm under hers, Paula did the same with his left arm, and they started walking towards the Japanese take-out counter.

"You're making a good choice, Sky," Paula said. Then a thought occurred to her. "Ohh, you could come to school as Reggie and see what it's like to be a popular girl."

"I'm not going back to high school, Paula. End of story."

"I was just saying that it'd be cool for you to spend some time at school as Reggie," she smiled. "Ohh - and Reggie could go on a date with your girlfriend!"

"Yeah," Regina laughed. "That WOULD be cool."

Thinking back to the scene in Hanna's dorm room a few hours earlier, Skyler blushed a bit as he said, "Ummm... yeah... well... let's just put a pin in that idea for now. I'm pretty hungry."
 

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"Hello?" Jenny Jacobs, the winner of last year's 'Gala of Tiresias' answered her phone. "This is Jenny."

"Hi, Jen," the gala's coordinator, Ben Phillips replied. "How is everything going?" Ben was a fairly well-known celebrity having hosted several game shows on network television over the last few years.

"Very well, Ben. I'm working with the team to coordinate all the rehearsal times for next weekend."

"Any issues?"

"Well, we do have one girl who is playing piano, and the hotel is giving us a little grief about using theirs. They're acting as if it's some kind of precious treasure. It's just a Yamaha baby grand. I don't know why they're making such a big deal about it."

"Hmm," Ben mumbled as he thought. "Is it just the one contestant using a piano? No one's singing with an accompanist or anything like that?"

"Nope. Just the one."

"Alright," the coordinator concluded, "if the hotel doesn't let us use their piano, just tell this girl that she's S-O-L and she'll have to find another talent."

"Wait... but Ben... I'm sure we can find her a piano to use. I mean, with all the individual items we rent to make this whole event work, a piano seems like a small item. Besides, at the hotel, it's just for rehearsals. There's a piano at The Ansonia Mansion for the performance."

"No, they're bulky and in the way and expensive to rent. She needs to rehearse for us. If the hotel says 'no,' then the answer is 'no' from us as well. Ok?"

"Ok, Ben, but..."

"No buts, Jen. It's too expensive to rent something like that for one contestant. So, it's the hotel's piano, or no piano. Ok?"

"Ok," Jenny said, sadly.

"Thanks, Jen. I'll see you over the weekend."

Jenny didn't bother to say goodbye because the call was disconnected before she could. Instead, he called the hotel once again and when someone answered, Jenny's voice shifted from her natural male sounding voice to a higher, sweeter voice as she spoke. "Good afternoon. Would you please connect me to the hotel's manager? Yes, my name is Jenny Jacobs, and I am the personal assistant to Mr Benjamin Phillips. Yes, that is the same Benjamin Phillips who hosted 'Brainiacs' on NBC." Jenny had spoken to this same person several times but had always used her legal name and natural voice, and had gotten nowhere. Now, the man was impressed by the celebrity of Ben Phillips, and he was willing to spend some time flirting with this interesting sounding lady on the phone.

"Yes," Jenny continued, "I know that someone else from our organization spoke to you earlier, but Ben asked me to call and speak to you directly - and, of course I was only too happy to have this conversation..."
 

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"Oh, that's the cutest dress I've ever see you wear!" Paula praised as Regina looked at her reflection in the three-way mirror at the high-end store that anchored the local fashion mall.

"It's a little revealing," Regina said, looking at her own cleavage. "My mom would never let me wear this out in public."

"Oh, come on," Paula laughed. "I've seen you wear bathing suit top that barely cover your nips before."

"Yeah, at pageants, but not on the street. When it comes to winning a pageant, my mom knows how serious I am, but when it comes to day-to-day clothes, she's much more prudish."

"That's crazy," Paula laughed. "Besides, you don't have that much to show off, anyway."

"They're not big, but they're perky," Regina laughed. Then she looked at her brother. "We have ample breasts, don't we, Sky?"

Skyler blushed a bit, knowing his current breast size was based on his younger sister's size. "I guess?" He shrugged.

"Trust me," Regina giggled at his shyness, "we have plenty." She returned her gaze to the mirror and sighed. "There are times that I wish I had 'big ol' jugs like you, Paula, though. You do get to show yours off more easily than I do."

"Hey,"Paula laughed. "I am, what my mother refers to as, 'well endowed.'"

Regina rolled her eyes. "I thought that was just a way people referred to guys with big junk in their pants."

"Or their panties," Paula giggled, looking at Skyler. "Right?"

"Alright, change of topic," Skyler insisted, not as amused as the girls. "This conversation is inappropriate for either of you."

"Oh, lighten up," Paula laughed. "This is how girls talk, Sky. Besides, if anyone were to look at us, they'd definitely think that I'm older than you." She put her arm around the older boy's shoulders and turned him towards the mirror.

"Me too," Regina said with a huge smile. She put her arm around his back from the other side, "and I LOVE having a little sister to teach all about clothes and fashion."

"Umm, excuse me, ladies," a voice came from a few feet beyond Paula. All three turned and saw a very good-looking woman in her mid-twenties, dressed casually in a slightly oversized, cable-knit sweater and a very tight pair of jeans and very fashionable boots. "I hate to interrupt, but I couldn't help but notice the three of you."

"Oh, I'm sorry," Regina said, grimacing a bit, "are we getting too noisy?"

"Oh," the woman chuckled, "no. I'm not with the store, I just, well... I know this sounds a little crazy, but, well, I'm a fashion photographer and I was just wondering... have any of you done any modeling?"

"Not professionally," Paula said, "but we've all done pageants."

"Well, we have," Regina corrected, pointing to Paula and herself. "Sky is just about to do her first."

"I see," the woman nodded. "Well, all three of you are just gorgeous... and I was just wondering if you might be interested in doing some modeling for me. I pay a good rate - higher than most local photographers - and I work around school hours. I assume you're all in high school."

"Yes, we are," Regina said before her brother could say anything and ruin this for them.

The woman dug out some business cards and handed them to Paula. "Here. Have your moms call me and I'll talk to them. My name is Fawn Wernick - it's a terrible name, I know, but I didn't pick it. Anyway, I'd love to work with you girls." She was about to leave, but stopped and said, "Oh, by the way, I do pay extra for twins. I look forward to hearing from your moms." She left.

Paula kept one card for herself and handed the other two to Regina saying, "Isn't that just great? Finally, a dream comes true! An actual fashion photographer offers me the opportunity to become a professional model and you're STILL going to make more than I will. It's not bad enough that you've beat me in every pageant for the last two years, now you're going to beat me at this too." She was smiling as she said this, but Regina could see that there was some truth to what she was saying.

"Oh, come on," Regina said, looking at the card. "We don't even know if this lady is legit. She might just be some kind of weirdo who wants to get three girls alone in her house. Besides, she'll only pay more fore TWINS. Sky and I are NOT twins, so..." she looked at her brother and so did Paula.

Sky saw that both girls were waiting for him to say something. So, he did. "No. No way. I just want to get to the gala and then go back to my boy-clothes and my old life. I don't need a whole bunch of pictures of me in fancy dresses published in magazines or catalogs. You're right: We are NOT twins, so let's just get that out our heads right now."

Regina looked at her friend and shrugged. "See. She may look like a girl, but she's still just a cowardly, little boy under all my clothes and makeup. Even though I'm helping him, Sky will never help me. I mean, he won't even try on a couple of dresses for me so I can see how I'd look in them. Here she is, with us, not helping. I made her look so pretty that a professional photographer thinks she'd make a great model, but he's not going to help with that, either. This is just a one-way thing for Sky. I help her, she does nothing."

Skyler shook his head. "Oh, fine. I'll try on a few dresses, but that's all. I am NOT doing any modeling. Where are the dresses?"

Regina smiled. "In the second dressing room. The ones on the left as you enter are the ones I haven't tried on, yet."

He shook his head and sighed as he headed into the dressing rooms.

Regina pulled out her phone.

"Who are you calling?" Paula asked.

"My mom," Regina said with a smile. "I'm going to ask her to check this photographer out."

"Are you going to tell her about the 'twins' thing?"

"Of course," Regina giggled. "Sky is doing all of this to make money, right? If I can help her make a little more, then... well... I mean what kind of a big sister would I be if I didn't help my protégé make as much money as possible?" She pushed the contact button for her mother's cell phone, and as she waited for her mother to pick up, she said, "And I'm telling her girlfriend, too. She'll be so into this!"

"Really? His girlfriend is enjoying this?"

"Oh, so much! Turns out she's a super freak with all this girly stuff. I think she's more..." suddenly her tone changed. "Oh, hi, mommy. It's Regina. I just wanted to talk to you about something that just happened to me at the mall, today. Well, me and Paula. Well, to be honest, me and Paula AND Sky, but he'll never do this... Oh, nothing like that. You see this lady came up to us out of the blue and started talking to us..."
 

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"Mom, come on! This is getting ridiculous!" Skyler said as his mother went over the numbers with him. "If I do this, then everyone will know that I'm dressing as a girl. All of our relatives... all the people I went to high school with... everyone."

"Now YOU'RE being ridiculous," his mother said. "Skyler, you've already invested a lot of time, money and effort into this gala thing and there is no guarantee that you'll win a penny there. This is a guarantee of one-hundred-dollars-per-hour for at least seven hours, possibly twelve. Just the seven hundred dollars is enough to payback everything that any of us has spent on your clothes and makeup in the last few days. Besides, even if we're not talking about just you, it's money that Regina could use, and it might even be an opportunity for her. You never know what something like this could lead to."

"She can do it without me."

"Yes, but she'll lose out on thirty-five-dollars-per-hour. That's the increase in pay for twins."

Skyler shook his head, then looked at Hanna. "What do you think?"

Hanna shrugged. "It's just one afternoon, Sky. It'll mean a lot to Reggie... and it'll be another exercise to help prepare you for the gala. And I don't think that EVERYONE will see it, it's just a layout for a store in Boston. The chance of anyone you know actually seeing the photos is pretty small, and the chances that they'll recognize you are pretty close to zero."

Skyler shook his head. How had things gotten so far out of hand? When he'd agreed to try to win the gala, he assumed there'd be A LITTLE dressing up at home to prepare. Now... Now he was dressing en femme full time, his hair had been dyed and styled, Regina put it up in curlers every night, his ears had been pierced, his eyebrows had been sculpted...heck, even if he gave all this up and returned to wearing his regular clothes right then, it'd take weeks for him to start looking like a guy again!

This would mean a lot to his younger sister, too. That much was true. Regina had wanted to try her hand at modeling since she learned what a model was. Who knows. Maybe this could be a break for her. He had no way of telling how things would work out, but he knew for certain that, if he didn't do this and things went badly for Regina, she'd blame him for it forever. He didn't want that.

"Alright," he finally nodded, "but this is as far as I go. Nothing girlier than this."

"What could be girlier than this?" Cathy laughed. She and Amanda had been mere observers of the conversation.

"Maybe," Amanda said with a smirk, "breast feeding a baby while wearing a Swan Lake tutu."
 

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"It's coming along really well, Sky," Professor Kramer said when he finished playing the Chopin piece. "Now that you have the notes laying comfortably under your fingers, you should start increasing the tempo a little at a time. Use a metronome."

He nodded. "I always do. I have an app on my phone and on my watch."

"Good. Don't just rush ahead on the tempo. Add a few beats per minute each time you practice and by the time you come back to campus on Monday, I'll be telling you to slow it down."

He chuckled at that.

Professor Kramer looked at her student sitting by the Yamaha C-2 baby grand piano in one of the school's recital halls and she couldn't help but be impressed with how far he'd come in just a week. Not just with the Chopin waltz, she expected him to do that, but with the whole look he'd cultivated - or someone had cultivated. He'd been wearing the hair and makeup all week, now, but he'd seemed to have become very accustomed to it and now moved a lot more naturally than before. He tossed his hair more femininely. Smiled more easily. Sat more gracefully - well, that was necessary in the clothes he wore. Everything was high-end and a lot of the skirts were pretty short. So, gracefulness was required.

On this Friday morning, for instance, he was wearing a very tiny, but very flouncy, black skirt that was covered in a print of bold red, yellow, orange and blue flowers with bright green leafs and stems. The skirt was so short that it barely reached the palms of Skyler's hands when he stood and had his hands by his side. Above that, he wore a loose, very soft, pale yellow, cable knit sweater and a deep red 'infinity' scarf hung loosely around his neck. Those scarfs were a look that the professor loved, but never seemed to be able to pull off herself. Here was a boy doing it with ease.

Below the very short, very flouncy skirt, he wore hose of some kind that were sheer enough to allow the pale skin of his very shapely legs to show through, but opaque enough for the sheer black material to offer a complimentary shading to enhance the shape of his legs. On his feet he wore the cutest, dark gray, low boots she'd ever seen. They had a nice, two-and-a-half-inch heel and looked as comfortable as they were stylish.

She'd been around boys and men pretending to be girls and women before, of course, but Skyler's transformation had been nearly unbelievable. She had to let him know how remarkable she found all of this.

"You know, Sky... you've really done a remarkable job in just a week."

"Oh, thanks," Skyler replied with a shy smile. "I guess I just thought that 'The Minute Waltz' was going to be a lot harder for me, but it's really well written. Like, it's written by a player, so everything lays out nicely on the keyboard and..."

"No, no, no..." the professor interrupted. "I mean... yes... you're doing a great job on the Chopin, but I expected that. You're a much better player than you give yourself credit for. And you're doing great on the song you're going to be singing, too. I heard you singing in Professor Marino's office yesterday, and I swear, if I didn't know it was you, I would have sworn it was a woman singing it... and... THAT'S what I'm getting at. Sky... last weekend, when you sent out that email to tell us all about participating in The Gala of Tiresias, well, I thought, 'Skyler can do this. He's small, slight and talented.' But Sky... when I saw you Monday morning, I was shocked. I mean, you didn't look at all like a boy in a dress... you looked... lovely. But now... Skyler... looking at you sitting there and playing, I can't see any indication of a boy at all. You don't just look like a girl, Skyler... you've actually become a girl."

Not sure whether or not this was a positive critique, Skyler, just waited for her to go on.

"So... I guess I need to ask... Is all of this JUST for the gala, or are you thinking about making a more... permanent... change?"

The boy looked surprised. "Permanent? No. Of course not! I'm just... you know... trying to win this thing. That's all."

The professor nodded. "Ok... but... if you need to talk to someone... you know I'm always here for you, right?"

He nodded, a bit confused.

"Now, before you play through the Liebestraum Number 3, tell me... What are your plans for the weekend."

He sighed and tried to change the subject. "Professor Kramer... couldn't I just play something from my pop-music project? I've been working on that Elton John song..."

"No. You're too talented to concentrate on something that simple. Even if you choose to do that for the rest of your life, I'm going to make sure that you know how to REALLY play this instrument before you graduate."

"But... my girlfriend, Hanna... she's a classical guitar major and she can't play any pop music at all. I don't think that the techniques of classical music always translate well to..."

"I'm sorry. Am I Hanna's private tutor?" The professor interupted. "No. Is that an eighty-eight stringed guitar in front of you? No. I am SKYLER'S tutor and that, young lady, is a piano. The instrument on which all modern western music is based. It's my job to make you proficient on that instrument and that means technique, interpretation and reading skills - all of which you'll need in order to make a living in ANY GENRE for the rest of your life. So, play Elton John at home. Play Elton John at bars. Play Elton John at parties, but in my lessons, we're playing REAL piano repertoire. So, the Liszt piece is up next. But you are avoiding my question. What are you doing this weekend?"

He sighed. "Tomorrow morning, I have to go to a meeting with the coordinators of the gala. Then, tomorrow afternoon, I have a..." the end of his sentence was quiet and garbled.

"What are you going tomorrow afternoon?"

He sighed a bigger sigh. "I have... a... modeling job."

"Modeling? Modeling what?"

"Clothes."

Professor Kramer laughed a little. "Clothes? Girls' clothes?"

He nodded.

"How on earth did that happen so quickly?"

He explained about the chance encounter at the store and how important all it was to his younger sister.

"So... you'll be a twin model with your fourteen-year-old sister?"

He nodded.

She shrugged. "Well, either you're the most generous brother in the history of mankind, or..."

"Or what?" Skyler asked when she let her thought hang.

"Nothing," she said, brightly. "Let's hear the Liszt, please."
 

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"Good evening, ladies," the well-dressed waiter said as Skyler and Hanna entered the restaurant. "Just the two of you this evening?"

"Yes, thank you, Richard," Hanna answered, reading the man's name tag and displaying far more control of the situation than Skyler had ever felt he could display.

"Table or booth?"

"A booth, please," Hanna said, then she smiled and said, "something private, if possible."

"Of course. This way, please," the waiter said, grabbing two menus and leading them into the restaurant.

He led them to a booth near the rear of the restaurant that appeared to have been set aside for people who asked for a bit of privacy.

"Your server will be over on a few moments," the waiter said as he placed the menus in front of each of them. "Enjoy your meals."

Hanna was wearing a pair of fairly expensive, black leggings and a belted, tunic length, emerald green silk blouse. She was also wearing evening appropriate makeup, a rare thing. She looked stunning, but while her makeup was designed to make her look more mature, Skyler's makeup and clothing definitely had the air of youth about it. He looked like Regina, and she was still very young.

"Can I get you something to drink?" A waitress said, approaching almost as soon as the server who had seated them left.

"Oh, two cold, bottled waters, please," Hanna replied for both of them.

"Of course. Our specials tonight are..." she launched into a description of the non-menu food being offered, then left, promising to return in a few moments with their drinks.

"This is a fancy place," Skyler said, looking around the high-end restaurant. "Why did you chose this place?"

"I don't know," Hanna smiled. "I guess I just wanted to show off my new girlfriend a bit. You've looked so nice all week, while I've looked like an unmade bed. I just thought it'd be nice to take you someplace worthy of your new look."

Skyler smiled and blushed a bit. "Aww. Thanks. I mean, this is mostly Reggie's doing, but I'll take the compliment anyway."

They discussed what looked good on the menu, then when the server returned with their drinks and asked if they'd made a decision, Hanna said, "Yes. I'll have the pork roast and The Lady will have the Cobb Salad with no dressing. Oh, and can you ask them to be sure that the chicken in The Lady's salad is baked and not fried? Thank you."

"Very good," the woman said and left.

"Umm, I was going to get a burger," Skyler said. "I mean, a Cobb Salad is fine, but I'd intended to have a hamburger and steak fries."

Hanna shook her head. "Not for the next couple of weeks, I'm afraid, sweetie. According to your beauty consultant, James, anything that might bloat you or impact your skin is off the menu until after the gala. That includes bread, potatoes, anything pan fried or deep fried... all of it is verboten."

"When did you talk to James?"

"I didn't. He emailed Reggie and gave her the information. He also said to go easy on the avocado in the salad. They are high in fat."

"Then why can't I just have some fries," Skyler pouted. "I mean, if I'm eating something high in fat, why can't I eat something high in fat that I enjoy."

"Because the fats in an avocado are mostly unsaturated fats, so your body won't reject them and cause acne and bloating."

Skyler shook his head. "This isn't fair."

"Oh, pouting," Hanna laughed. "That makes you look very manly."

"I didn't think I was supposed to look manly."

"You're not, and you don't. You look adorable, Sky, and I'm loving it. You know... I think you might be acting even girlier than Reggie at this point. Everything about you just screams 'girl.' It's amazing."

"I can't help it," he shrugged, still pouting a bit. "It's these clothes. They just sort of make me act this way. Like... wearing them REQUIRES a certain attitude and behavior. You know what I mean?"

"I do," Hanna smiled, "which is why I tend NOT to wear things like that. I prefer the feeling of slacks and a top that covers me well."

"So do I."

"Oh, come on," Hanna laughed a bit loudly. "Look at yourself, Sky. You are in your element dressed this way. That body of yours may have a penis, but it was meant to be soft and feminine. Maybe not female, but feminine."

"I don't agree," Skyler argued, although not very convincingly. "All of this is just a means to an end," he insisted, "and you know that. I didn't chose to start wearing these things. You and my mom... and Reggie... did. As soon as the gala is over, I'm right back to my jeans and tee shirts."

"Well, that would be a shame," Hanna replied, shaking her head, "because I think that would be a wasted opportunity for you. Not everyone finds themselves by becoming someone else, but you did. It would be a shame to give that up."

Skyler squinted at his girlfriend. "Hanna... I haven't found myself... I've... become a version of Regina because Regina wins pageants and I want to win this pageant. That's all."

Hanna smirked a bit. "Is that really all, babe? I mean... You let Reggie pick out your clothes the first couple of days, but you've been giving her your opinion for a couple of days, now, haven't you? Don't get me wrong, you're as cute as hell in that outfit, but I can't imagine someone picking out something that cute without loving how it looks and feels on her."

Skyler stared at his girlfriend, surprised by what she'd said and her use of a feminine pronoun.

"Come on," she smiled seductively, "admit it. You like looking like a cute girl, don't you?"

Skyler blushed and looked around, feeling a bit trapped by this conversation.

Hanna continued. "I'll admit that I find you incredibly sexy this way. I mean, don't misunderstand me, I always found you sexy. I guess I'm just kinda attracted to men who are... you know... a little... dependent on me. Not in a motherly way, but more like... I guess... I just always preferred to be 'the man' in the relationship. The one who protects and provides, you know? Now... I kinda am 'the man' for real, right? And I find that... exciting."

"So..." Skyler considered what Hanna had just said. "... are you saying that you're... a lesbian?"

"Oh, my God, no!" Hanna laughed. "I like having you looking nice and pretty, Sky, but I wouldn't be attracted to you if I didn't know that you had a cute little wiener down there in your silken panties. But what difference does that make? I mean... most couples love to have silky lingerie as part of their sexual playtime, right? Sure, usually the woman wears it, but the woman is usually the smaller and less powerful one. In our case, the woman is the taller, stronger and more dominant one, right? So, in our case, the woman will 'wear the pants,' as they say." She ran her hands along the material of her trousers. "Usually, that's a metaphorical term, but in our case, it's both metaphorical and literal. And..." she leaned forward and smiled almost lasciviously, "...I really like things this way. I hope that you do, too."

Skyler stared at Hanna as the weight of her words settled on him. She preferred him like this. Small, pretty and vulnerable. Why? Didn't women want men who could take care of them? Wasn't that what evolution had bred into women?

But...

Since they'd started dating, even though it had never really been discussed, Hanna had always been the more dominant member in their relationship. She had asked him out originally. She always paid for dinner. They always took his car because she didn't have one at the college, but more often than not, she drove - and now she actually had his car and he had to rely on her to get anywhere he needed to go. When they were intimate, Hanna always took the more aggressive role, guiding the events and usually on top.

"So..." he thought about her words as he formed his own, "...I've always been 'the girl' in our relationship?"

Hanna shrugged and grinned. "In a way, yeah, I suppose so. I've always been the one in charge, right? So that kinda makes me 'the man.' So, if I'm 'the man,' I guess that makes you 'the girl.'"

'The girl.' Not even 'the woman.' She was 'the man,' and he was 'the girl.' Little, young, defenseless... her pretty little companion.

How did that make him feel?

Could he live with this?

Could he be 'the girl' for his 'man?'

Maybe...

Probably...

He sighed.

Yeah... he could. In fact, if he was honest with himself, he liked it when she took care of everything for him. He liked being pampered by Hanna - he even liked the attention he now got from his mother and sisters. It was almost like he was part of their team, now. They treated him differently. Very differently and he really liked it. Like... he liked it a lot.

He was still processing all of that when their meals showed up. "Who has the pork roast?" A new server asked.

"That would be me," Hanna said.

"And the Cobb Salad for the pretty, young lady," the server said as she placed the dish in front of Skyler. "Watching your figure, huh? I suppose that a girl as pretty as you has to make sacrifices for her beauty, huh?"

"You have no idea," Skyler smiled.
 
 
MUSIC LINKS:

Liszt Liebestraum Number 3: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InKk1aowFZ4
 
 
To Be Continued...

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias - 5

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

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45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 5

by Clara
Copyright©2023, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Skyler becomes more determined to win the Gala, especially after discovering that not all
of the contestants are nice. He joins Regina and Paula for their first modeling gig and then, of
course, life gets more complicated. P.S. There are no music links at the end of this chapter.
Only 2 new pieces are mentioned and they are fairly modern songs that are easily googled
if you don't know them.


 
Author's Note: Please continue to comment and review. I truly love to read your comments, and, even though this story is pretty much completed, your comments do influence my writing. Thank you for your assistance!!! ~Clara.
 
This version of 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 5 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 5
 

"Alright, ladies," the director of the gala said, clapping his hands and calling everyone to attention, "let's get this rehearsal underway. My watch says it's eight o'clock. I know it's early for a Saturday morning, but we have a lot of work to do. So, gulp down your coffee and let's get this road on the show."

A few of the people in the hall giggled at that, but most just moved to their seats.

"Alright," the director said again once the room had settled down, "this morning, we're going to start by rehearsing the opening presentation, then discuss how you'll be doing your swimsuit and evening gown presentation and some of you will be doing your talent portion for our technical team so they know what to expect and can make you look and sound your best. Ok?"

"Ok," the contestants all responded in mumbles.

That morning, both Hanna and Regina were sitting with Skyler, one on either side. Hanna was there both as Skyler's chauffeur and to offer support. Regina was there both because she and Skyler had to get to their first modeling session very quickly after the rehearsal and because she was curious as to how this pageant would be
different/similar to the pageants in which she'd participated.

Skyler was feeling a bit confused by the way everyone was dressed that morning - which is to say, several were wearing flowered shirts, but all wore jeans or slacks of some kind while he was wearing a lace covered, white silk blouse and knee length, black, pleated skirt along with a pair of two inched heeled pumps. He was the only contestant dressed entirely as a woman.

"Good. Now, I'm hoping that you were all truthful about your height when you filled out your applications, because I'm going to call you up to the stage and put you in order from the tallest to the shortest and then put you into the positions you'll be in AT THE END of the opening presentation. Then, we'll teach you how we plan on getting you there. So, please come up when your name is called and stand where my Assistant Director tells you."

He began calling out names and it became obvious that he was calling up the back row because the contestants were all tall.

"I know that most of these people aren't in makeup or costumes yet," Regina whispered to Skyler, "but I honestly don't see a ton of competition here. You're way cuter than any of these guys. Most of them would still look like guys, even in dresses."

"She's right," Hanna said from the other side of Skyler. "You're three times more girly than any of these guys."

Skyler looked around at his fellow contestants, many of whom were just ordinary looking guys, but some of whom were very feminine, one might even say effeminate, or even... well... as if they were putting on a show of their own at all times. Being told he was three times girly than some of these contestants was a lot to take in.

"Skyler... Skyler Moynahan," the director said into the microphone.

"Good luck," both girls said to him as he stood and headed to the stage.

As he climbed the stairs to the platform, one of the contestants said to the Assistant Director, "I thought that people who are transitioning or already on HRT were not allowed to compete."

"That is correct," the Assistant Director said without realty looking up until Skyler was right in front of him. "Skyler Moynahan? You go..."

He took a look at Skyler, and Skyler's somewhat low-cut top and stopped. "Wait here," he said.

The director called the last contestant to the stage just as the Assistant Director whispered something in his ear. The Director turned and took an evaluating look at Skyler before saying, "Skyler? May I see you for a moment?"

Skyler looked a bit nervous as he approached the Director. "Yes?"

The Director looked him over very closely before saying, "You know that this competition is limited to non-transitioning contestants, correct? If you are already taking hormones, or already had enhancement surgeries, you're not qualified to participate."

Skyler nodded. "Yes, sir."

"So..." the Director lowered his voice a bit, "you're telling me that you're not in transition? That you're not receiving any hormone treatments? That you are one hundred percent male?"

"Yes, sir," Skyler affirmed.

The Director considered his words for a moment, but ultimately decided to be blunt. "Skyler... I'm looking at some very real tits on you. Care to explain?"

His remarks could easily be heard by everyone, and everyone was a bit taken aback by them, but only Hanna heard Regina saying, "Tits? Did that asshole just say 'tits' to a pageant contestant? Who the fuck does he think he is."

She started to stand and make a scene, but Hanna grabbed her arm. "Relax, Reggie. They're not real breasts and Skyler can handle this."

"I doubt that," Regina huffed, but she did sit back, her arms crossed and her face red with anger. "Sky is afraid to stand up for himself."

Skyler, who had only just started feeling comfortable with this new addition to his chest, was caught off guard. "They're... umm... they're artificial breasts."

The Director looked closer. "The don't look artificial." He stepped closer. "May I touch them?"

Feeling completely humiliated, Skyler sigh, but nodded.

The Director reached out and squeezed the prosthetics. He looked at the Assistant Director and scowled. "They feel pretty real to me." He looked back at Skyler. "Open your blouse for me, please."

"What?" Skyler asked, looking around at the rest of the contestants standing nearby, waiting. The breasts weren't his, but they had become part of his body over the past week, and he had come to treat them the same way that any woman would. "Here? Now?"

"Yes," The Director said, matter of factly. "Now. Open your blouse. Unless, of course, your tits are real."

"That's it," Regina announced as she stood and stormed towards the stage before Hanna could stop her. "This guy's an asshole."

"Reggie," Hanna snapped, but the irate fourteen-year-old was already on her way down the aisle.

"You're holding everything up...," The director said, checking the name of the contestant in front of him, "...Skyler. Show me your tits now, or go home."

"Hey, dickhead!" Regina shouted as she mounted the stage, Hanna following behind her, uncertain of what Skyler's little sister was doing. Regina pulled the loose sweater she'd been wearing over her head and past her mane of thick, blonde hair. "If you're that interested in seeing a pair of real breasts, take a look at mine." She indicated her own modest, but perfect breasts that were now displayed in a rather beautiful push-up bra. She reached behind her back as if to undo the bra's clasps, but Skyler stopped her.

"Reggie! What are you doing! Stop!" Skyler shouted, hurrying towards his sister.

"What's going on here?" The Director shouted.

"If you're that anxious to see a pair of real tits, then I'll show you mine," Regina said with vehemence, but Skyler was already shaking out his sister's top and helping her get it back over her head.

"That's enough," Skyler scolded, sliding the head hole onto her.

"Are you two twins or something?" The Director asked, partially confused and partially bemused.

"She's my brother," Regina snapped. "Well... HE's my brother, but he's not required to show you his tits. That's a violation of the rules of any pageant. His are fake anyway. If you're so desperate to see a pair, though, mine are right here. Just leave him alone."

The Director shook his head and smirked in an incredibly irritating and condescending way. "I don't want to see your... breasts... young lady. Thank you all the same."

"I wouldn't mind seeing them," one of the contestants said from where he was standing on the stage.

Skyler's head snapped and he stared at the smart-Alec. "Hey!" Skyler said angrily as he stormed across the stage. "That's my fourteen-year sister, you asshole!"

The fact that he was in a lace blouse and pleated skirt didn't diminish the look of anger on his face.

"Step off, Mary," the contestant laughed and waved a limp-wrist at him. Then he looked at the contestant next to him and said, "Geez, some of these bitches are just toooooooooo touchy." He looked back at Skyler and then at Regina and his look of superiority and disdain was enough to fire up Skyler's anger. Not so much because the contestant was behaving this way towards him, but because he was being disrespectful to Regina. Things got worse when the contestant rolled his eyes and smiled as he said, "Maybe these two have linked their cycles. I bet they're both on their periods."

Both Skyler and Regina dropped their jaws in shock and their identical looks made some of the others laugh.

"Listen to me, you fucking asshole," Regina hissed, clenching her fists and stepping forward towards the insulting contestant, but Skyler put his arm around her shoulder and stopped her.

"Alright, Reggie..." he said, then let out a tired sigh. "... let's just go. We're done here. I don't want to be with these people and and I don't want them near you, either."

Regina's head snapped around in shock. "But, Sky... the scholarships... you've worked so hard..."

"Not to be treated like this, though," he said, still looking the other contestant in the eye. "Let's go."

"What in the world is going on here!?" Someone shouted from the wings as they walked into to the light on the stage. It was last year's champion, Jenny Jacobs.

"Nothing to concern you, Ms Jacobs," the director said, sounding a bit sheepish. "Just a little squabble among the contestants.

Jenny stopped as she reached the front of the stage and saw the twin visions of Skyler and Regina. She looked at the two and finally settled on the slightly smaller, more girlishly dressed of the two. "Skyler, right?"

"Yes, Ms Jacobs. I'm sorry. We're leaving," Skyler replied, turning to Regina and bobbing his head towards the stairs as he took her hand in his.

"Leaving?" She sounded astounded. "After all that I went through to get you a good piano for your talent segment? I don't think so. Someone tell me just what the devil is going on."

The director paused to think of a plausible explanation as to how things had gotten out of hand, but one of the other contestants spoke up. He pointed to the offending contestant "This bitch decided to butt her nose into that little girl's business and he," the contestant indicated the director, "took the bitch's side."

"Who are you calling a bitch, bitch!?!?" The offending contestant spat.

"Alright, ladies," Jenny shouted, "ENOUGH! YOU," she pointed at the contestant who'd challenged Skyler, "and YOU," she indicted Skyler, "come with me." She looked at the director. "I'll have these two back in a few moments."

"Are you going to be ok?" Regina asked her brother.

"Me? I'm fine," he replied. "I'm more worried about you."

"Why?" She asked, genuinely confused.

"Because a few seconds ago, you were about to expose yourself in front of a room full of men."

Regina shrugged. "I doubt any of them would have cared."

Skyler gave her a sad smile, then kissed her cheek. "I'd care."

Regina smiled back at him. "Are you SURE you'll be ok? I'll come with you if you want."

Skyler nodded. "I'll be fine." He took one of Regina's hands and put it into Hanna's hand.

"Skyler?" Jenny called across the stage. "If you don't mind?"

"Coming," he called back. He gave his little sister a hug. "Thanks, Reggie."

She chuckled. "No prob. Besides, I need you to be ok so we can get the 'Twin Pay Rate' for the modeling job later today."

Skyler smiled. He knew she was just teasing.

"Skyler?"

"Yeah," he replied and crossed the stage.

"What we're you two thinking!?" Jenny scolded when she had Skyler and the belligerent contestant alone in a smaller room to the side of the main ballroom. "A hundred thousand dollars at stake, and you two are behaving like a couple of pubescent seventh graders on a playground. Now, what the hell happened."

Neither Skyler nor the contestant said anything.

Jenny looked at the contestant and asked, "What is your name?"

"Pussy Boots," the contestant responded resentfully.

"Not your stage name," Jenny snapped. "Your real name."

He sighed and crossed his arms. "Rodney."

"Alright, Rodney, would you please explain what happened out there?"

Rodney rolled his eyes. "Look... I may or may not win this thing, but I just don't want to lose because someone else cheated." He glanced at Skyler. "Look at that girl. There's no way that she's not taking hormones. Hell, she looks just like the other girl who ran up onto the stage. And those little t... breasts... They have to be natural. You know as well as I do that no one goes 'little' on their boobs around a show like this. We all go huge!"

Jenny shook her head. "Listen, Rodney, just a week ago, I had the opportunity to meet Sky, and when we met, not only did Sky not have breasts, she looked almost nothing like she does now. All of this," she indicated Skyler's entire body, "is new. So, unless you're aware of some AMAZING hormones that encourage realistic breast growth that will take someone from zero to a generous A cup in a week, she is wearing prosthetic breasts. Good ones, yes, but prosthetic nonetheless."

Rodney shrugged and rolled his eyes. "If you say so, I guess," he muttered.

"I do," Jenny said, emphatically. "So... where do we go from here, then? Do I send you both home, or do I send just one of you home, or do you both agree to put on your big girl panties, and we all move on?"

They both stood in silence for a few moments until Skyler finally said, "I'd like to stay, Miss. I've worked pretty hard to get this far and I don't want to give up."

Jenny nodded. "Rodney?"

"Well, yeah, I want to stay, of course." He gave Skyler an appraising and slightly disdainful look. "I mean... if this is my only competition..."

"That's enough, Rodney!" Jenny interrupted. "If you stay, then you start acting like an adult. Is that clear?"

He smirked. "As crystal. I'll be a good girl from here on out."

Jenny nodded but kept her air of leadership about her. "Alright, then. You can both stay, but I'll be watching you."

They both nodded and turned to leave.

"Sky? A word?" Jenny said.

After Rodney had left, Jenny asked, "Who is that girl? The one who looks like your twin?"

"She's my kid sister."

"She doesn't look like a kid to me," Jenny chuckled. "Why was she shirtless when I arrived?"

Skyler explained about the director's demands and how Regina was trying to protect her brother. "I know it was kind of a rash thing to do, Miss, but she's only fourteen and she was trying to keep me from being hurt."

Jenny nodded. "I understand. I'll be speaking to the Director, too. Go ahead out there and join the others." Skyler nodded and turned to leave, but she stopped him, "Oh, and Sky... don't let people like Rodney get into your head. If they have to tear down others just to feel good about themselves, then they're not worth thinking about."

Skyler nodded. "Miss... my whole life, I've been picked on because I didn't fit in. I was too small to play sports, not smart enough to be an honor student, the only brother in a house full of sisters... Heck, I even PAID piano teachers to tell me I wasn't good enough. Bullies have always seen me as a good target. Rodney's no different. I understand that they lash out to make themselves feel better, but... they still get into my head. I don't know how to keep them out."

Jenny stepped forward and looked him in the eye, gently touching his cheek as he spoke. "Get this in your head, then, Skyler. No one ever expected me to win this pageant last year. But I did. Half of the contestants in this pageant are just like Rodney, but the other half are sweet, supportive girls who just want to compete and, let's be honest, Sky, they're just looking for acceptance, too. Just like you. So, find the nice girls out there. Support them and they'll support you. And... you know what... for someone who says that she doesn't fit in... I noticed that your girlfriend and your sister were right there on the stage, ready to jump in and help you when they thought you were in trouble. So... I'd say you fit in just fine."

Skyler nodded and smiled. "Thank you, Miss."

Jenny smiled back. "Jenny, Skyler. Call me Jenny."

"Yes, Miss," he smiled a bit more broadly and turned to return to the stage.

"Pink, blue, pink, blue, pink, blue," the stage manager looked at Skyler as he returned to the rehearsal. "You go here," the stage manager said, obviously perturbed. "See me for the blocking you missed. Pink," he said to Skyler, then to the last contestant, who was the only one shorter than Skyler, "blue."

"Alright," the stage manager said, noticing that the Director was leaving the stage with Jenny, "to review: The opening presentation requires you to be in a formal gown. You've been assigned a color, either pink or blue. Please make sure your gown is appropriate. We're looking for baby blue and ballet slipper pink - not navy blue and certainly not fuchsia. And keep the gowns tasteful. Remember, this is a salute to womanhood, not a drag show. If you have a question about the style or color, then you should send a photo to either Ms Jenny, or me. Our numbers were in your packet. Alright, let's run this again. You," he pointed at the contestant next to Skyler, the one who was shorter than Skyler, "lead everyone to the back of the house. Everyone follow and then you," he pointed to the tallest, "lead them all back in. You," he pointed at Skyler, "follow the person in front of you and do what they do."

"Ok," Skyler nodded.

The rehearsal continued for the next hour and a half until the stage manager, who seemed to have taken over the rehearsal since the Director disappeared with Jenny, said, "That'll do for today. Now, if you're scheduled to show us your talent today, please stay on the stage. If you're not on the list, you're done for today. You can stay if you want, but please sit in the back of the house. Ok, those of you who are done, please exit the stage. Oh, and thank you all. I'll see you all back here next Saturday."

About half of the contestants left the stage and most of them sat towards the back of the ballroom. Skyler, whose name was on the list to rehearse that day, remained with the half on stage.

"Ok," the stage manager said grabbing a small paper bag, "there are twenty plastic tags from the coat room in here. They start at number one and go to twenty. Each of you come forward and grab a number from the bag. If you get numbers one, two or three, stay up here. Anything from four and up, please sit in the first two rows."

They all stepped up and grabbed a number. Several people grunted at their numbers, probably because they were higher numbers that would keep them there longer. Skyler pulled number three and stepped to the side so the others could pass. When the stage was cleared, only the stage manager, one of the taller contestants, Rodney and Skyler remained.

The stage manager spoke to a woman in her forties, who nodded and tapped on her iPad continuously.

"This is our technical director, Karen. This part of the rehearsal is so she knows what you are doing and she's sure that you're hearing your tracks. Do what Karen tells you, ladies. She's run the technical side of the gala for seven years and knows more about stage production than all the rest of the staff put together."

"Hi, everyone," Karen said, giving a self-conscious wave to everyone.

"Who got number one?" The stage manager asked.

"That would be me," Rodney said, thrusting out a hip and holding up his number to display it.

The stage manager motioned him over and checked the iPad. "So, for your first talent, you're dancing to 'S&M' by Rihanna and, if needed, you're doing a gymnastics routine to 'Firework' by Kati Perry. Correct?"

"Correct," Rodney said, dismissively, taking a superior attitude.

"Ok, give me a sign when you're ready and I'll start the playback for you," Karen said.

Rodney sashayed to the center of the stage and nodded to Karen, who in turn hit the play button on her iPad. The rhythmically aggressive song began, and Rodney began dancing and lip syncing to the song. The dancing was impressive, that was for sure. He was obviously an experienced dancer and threw himself into the dance with abandon.

When the song ended, the crowd gave him a supportive round of applause.

"Ok, now before we play 'Firework,'" the Stage Manager said, "will you be lip syncing while doing your gymnastics routine to that?"

"Yes, of course," Rodney shrugged. "It wouldn't be much of an act if I just did the gymnastics."

"I suppose not," the stage manager agreed, "but that means that your first and second talent sections are essentially the same talents, and you are required to have two different talents."

"It's a different song," Rodney said, shocked at the stupidity of this underling. "Pussy Boots is the popular performer at my college. This is what she does."

The stage manager nodded, not wanting to start the tech rehearsal with a fight that might cause a delay. "Alright, run the routine and we'll have to let the Director make a decision as to whether or not you need something different."

Rodney looked about. "He's not even here."

"It's all being videoed," the Karen, the Technical Director said, sounding rushed. "Are you ready?"

'Firework' was an impressive routine as well, but not all that different from the 'S&M' presentation.

When he'd finished, the stage manager called up number two. His first talent was a juggling bit, which didn't go all that well - Skyler could see that the contestant was nervous and assumed that was the reason for his poor performance. His second talent section was another lip sync act. It went better, but not as well as Rodney's had.

"Number three?" The stage manager called.

"That's me," Skyler said, crossing the stage.

"Skyler Moynihan," the assistant Director said, looking at Karen's iPad. He let out a sigh. "You're the piano player, right?"

"Yes," he nodded.

The stage manager shook his head. "Do you NEED to run that today?"

The question surprised Skyler. His first reaction was to just accommodate the assistant director and say that he was fine, but the truth was, he did need to try the piece in front of an audience. It was a new piece to him, and he had no idea what the audience reaction would be like, so... "Yes. I kinda do need to run it today."

The stage manager was obviously irritated. "Alright. Can someone bring in that piano, please?"

It took a few minutes to maneuver the piano into position. Skyler looked at it. It was a Yamaha C, similar to the one in most of the recital halls at the college. A decent model, certainly, but one that could have a lot of variations in playability from one instrument to the next.

He smoothed his pleated skirt under him as he sat and touched the keys a bit. Hmmm. A bit high-end sounding and the action wasn't as responsive as he'd like, but not terrible. He played a two-handed scale exercise and got his bearings.

"Skyler?" The assistant director asked, impatiently. "I need you to play your piece. We don't have an awful lot of time."

He nodded, looked at the highly polished top of the instrument, placed his fingers and took a deep, calming breath. Then he closed his eyes and began to play.

With his eyes closed and his hearing focused on the music, he didn't see the reaction of everyone in the audience who stopped their conversations and looked up as Chopin's notes filled the hall. There were even some impressed gasps as his fingers sped across the keys.

Jenny stood in the back of the hall room and watched. She'd heard Skyler's audition recording, but this... hearing this boy in this cute outfit playing live... this was unbelievable. "Holy cow," she whispered.

When he finished the song, the first thing he heard was the sound of applause from all of his fellow contestants - well, all except one. The only contestant to not participate was, of course, Rodney, who scowled and shook his head.

That was impressive," the assistant director said, trying to sound unimpressed. He glanced at the iPad that Karen held. "So... for your second talent, you're lip sync-ing to a song..."

"Not lip sync-ing," Skyler interrupted, "singing."

The stage manager raised his eyebrows. "Singing?" Of course, he already knew Skyler was singing. He'd been in the room when the discussion about Skyler's choice of talent had been discussed. He was just offering Skyler an opportunity to change his mind.

There was a twitter of laughter through the audience when they heard the word 'singing.'

The stage manager looked at Karen. "Can we get the lady a microphone?"

Karen reached down and into a large pocket on the cargo pants she was wearing and produced a wireless microphone. She switched it on and tapped on its windscreen until a quiet thump was heard in the ball room. She handed the mic to Skyler who nodded in thanks.

"You have his song cued up?" The stage manager asked Karen, who nodded. "Alright..." he smirked at Skyler, expecting him to fail miserably, "... you're on."

Karen pushed 'play' on his track and Skyler heard the rambling introduction to the song he'd been preparing. He took a deep breath and released it as he placed his voice correctly in a mix of head and chest voice and then began.

"I'm one of a long line of good girls

Who choose the wrong guy to be sweet on

The girl with a face that says 'welcome'

That men can wipe their feet on

I'm there when he wants me

The trusted Girl-Friday, alright

But what good does it do me

Alone on a Saturday night?"

From there the song picked up its tempo and Skyler sang it as well as he could, still a bit nervous about the choice of songs and its wide range.

He nailed it, though.

When he got to the part that went,

"I go for the riff-raff,

who're treating me so-so

If I can play the second fiddle

I'm a virtuoso..." he was much more comfortable and got more playful, physically.

The contestants in the audience went wild with supportive applause and despite his nervousness, Skyler smiled at the support and began to actually enjoy his own performance.

By the time he reached the end of the song and was supporting the long note the finished the song, he was loving the feeling of success he felt. The audience was loving it too. They all leapt to their feet and applauded - well, not all. Rodney turned his back and walked to the snack table at the rear of the room to grab a water and shake his head at stupidity of the rest of the contestants. He knew who the best, most talented performer was. He just needed to make sure that the judges knew as well.

"Well," the assistant director said, taking the microphone back from Skyler and giving him a pat on the shoulder, "I must say... I am impressed. Good job, Skyler Moynihan. Good job."

"Excellent work, Skyler," Karen said with a wink and a smile.

"Thanks," Skyler smiled, shyly. He turned and headed down the stairs to the ballroom floor, where contestant after contestant congratulated him on his performances.

"That was great, babe," Hanna said, hugging her boyfriend's head to her chest.

"You showed that jackass," Regina said, gloating a bit as she glanced towards Rodney, who was sulking against a wall, arms folded across his stomach.

Skyler smiled at his sister and girlfriend, then picked up his purse and said, "Come on. Let's get going. You've got a modeling gig to get to, tough girl."

Regina smiled. "We both have a modeling gig to get to."

"I guess that makes me the chauffeur for you two fashionistas" Hanna smiled as she joined the two siblings and headed to the rear of the hall, but before they got to the exit, they were intercepted by Jenny Jacobs.

She smiled at her favorite contestant and said, "That was very impressive, Sky. Well worth the effort I had to put in to get that piano here for you, but..." she shook her head, "... your singing was also a huge surprise. I have to admit, I never expected that. The staff had discussed trying to talk you out of singing. Thank heavens we let you prove us wrong."

Skyler smiled shyly. "Thank you, Miss. That means a lot coming from you."

She half smiled at Skyler's continued unwillingness to use her first name. "I think the judges will be impressed. You've set a high bar for the others. The trouble is, they all know it now, so be careful. Don't slack off and... don't let your guard down. Ok?"

That seemed like an odd thing to say. "What do you mean?"

Jenny raised her eyebrows. "I mean... don't leave your makeup or costumes unattended. Check the tuning on the piano before the show. Things like that. There's a lot at stake in this gala. Some of your competition is liable to resort to underhanded tactics to win. Just... be cautious."

"Oh, she will," Regina answered for her befuddled brother. "I've been in a lot of pageants with a lot of conniving contestants. I will be backstage helping and guarding the whole time. You can count on it."

Jenny chuckled at that. "I bet I can," she said, impressed by the young woman. "I bet I can."
 

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When they arrived at Fawn Wernick's studio, Regina's friend Paula was already there and was exiting the dressing room wearing an elegant wedding gown. Her hair and makeup had been done appropriately for the event.

"Hey, look at me!" Paula laughed, "I'm a bride!"

"Holy shit!" Regina laughed. "You look amazing! Like... like you're twenty-five or even older!"

"I know," Paula laughed. "My mom had a conniption when she saw me come out of the makeup chair."

"Not a conniption," Paula's mother said, appearing from the inner room, "I was just surprised to see you looking so grown up. You look beautiful dear. I just didn't expect you to be a bride."

She glanced at Regina and Skyler. "Oh, my God. Paula was telling me the truth. I can hardly tell you two apart." She scrutinized them for a moment or two. "You're Reggie," she said, pointing at the correct sibling.

Regina looked a bit confused for a second and shook her head. "No. I'm Sky."

"Oh, my God!" Paula's mother repeated. "You're Sky!?"

"No, I'm really Reggie," the real Regina laughed. "I was just teasing."

"Oh, good, you're here," Fawn Wernick, the photographer, said, entering the outer room. "Excellent. There are robes in the changing rooms. Run in there, strip to your undies, put on the robe and see my makeup person, Carl, as quickly as possible."

"Ok," Regina bubbled, grabbing Skyler's hand and pulling him to the changing room.

Fawn took Paula, while Paula's mother ushered Hanna to a seating area.

"So...?" Paula's mother asked as they sat.

"What?" Hanna asked when Paula's mother didn't continue.

"So... what do you think of this?"

"Of the photographer's studio?" Hanna asked. "It's very professional looking. Honestly, I didn't know what to expect. You know what I mean... a stranger approaches a group of girls at the mall and offers to pay them to model, well, I suppose that could lead to anything, but this is obviously a very professional studio and..."

"No, no, no," Paula's mother interrupted. "I meant, what do you think about having a boyfriend that is dressing like his fourteen-year-old sister? It's got to be a bit odd. Right?"

"Oh," Hanna laughed a bit and shrugged. "No. Not really. I mean... it's just clothes, right?"

Paula's mother gave her a skeptical look. "No. It's not just the clothes, and you know it. I didn't see a nineteen-year-old man in a dress. I saw a teenaged girl with dyed hair, a layered hairdo, sculpted eyebrows, impeccable makeup and bright, excited eyes, wearing a cute skirt and top, a fabulous pair of heels and a pearl necklace who was very comfortable in her own skin in a way that Skyler never looked. So... what do you think of all that?"

Hanna sighed as she considered her answer. "Well... I think it's a great opportunity for Sky - and his mother, too, of course. It's a huge prize if he wins and I think he's got a really good chance of winning, so..."

"So?" Paula's mother stopped her, "none of this bothers you?"

"Bothers me? Why should it bother me. Sky looks amazing and I get to enjoy seeing him looking so nice." Hanna tried to sound convincing, but she was blushing as she spoke.

"Hmmm," Paula's mother smirked. "Admit it - there's something... shall we say... exciting... about feminizing a boy this way, isn't there?"

Hanna's eyes opened a bit wider in surprise. "Exciting!?" She tried to play innocent, but her voice cracked, and it made both of them giggle a bit. "Ok, I admit there is something very exciting about seeing a boy dressed so beautifully, but..." she thought for a moment. "... Oh, to heck with it. There are no buts. It's exciting as hell and I'm enjoying seeing him in pretty clothes and looking so girlish. Who wouldn't, right? It's adorable and... yeah... exciting."

Paula's mother smiled at the younger woman's nervousness and honesty.

"Over here, girls," Carl, a very good looking, masculine looking, man in his late forties with just the perfect amount of gray in his otherwise dark hair, waved Regina and Skyler to a couple of chairs near a mirrored wall. "Let me get you two ready. Now, it might feel like I'm putting on your makeup with a trowel, but I assure you, it is necessary for the camera. You'll look very natural in the photos."

They both nodded and watched Paula being photographed in the wedding gown while they were prepped.

"You both have lovely eyes," Carl said as he worked. "I'm going to use a very dark liner, so they pop out in the lens. I know it sounds odd, but if I put a nice, thin line around your eyes, they'll actually look bigger."

"My Beauty consultant says that the eyes of a beautiful woman are the most important thing to emphasize," Regina said. "He always tells me to keep it simple. To stay away from Egyptian linings and things like that. He says that thin lines are always the best."

"He's correct," Carl smiled. "Who is your beauty beauty consultant?"

"Oh, I go to James over by the shopping center near the college."

"I know James. He's an old friend," Carl smiled. "So, you're a pageant girl?"

"Yeah," Regina smiled a big, wide smile. "Both of us are, now. Sky is doing her first pageant in a couple of weeks."

Skyler blushed, but smiled a bit, too.

"No kidding!?" Carl grinned. "You two aren't competing against each other, are you?"

"No," Regina explained. "I've been doing the 'junior' competitions for a few years. Sky is doing 'The Gala of Tiresias' next..." She stopped as she realized that, in her excitement, she had revealed a secret.

Skyler stared at his sister in shock. How could she have done that?

Carl looked at Skyler, looking just a bit askance. "Oh... you're a boy?"

Skyler looked about for support, but there was only Carl and Regina nearby and one of them looked petrified, while the other waited for an answer.

"Umm..." Skyler muttered and thought for several moments before finally saying, "...yeah."

Carl nodded and acted very nonchalantly. "Well, you look beautiful. And don't worry, sweetheart... I'll keep your secret." He gave Skyler a friendly wink.

Skyler relaxed a bit glanced at his younger sister. "It'd be nice if you could keep it, too."

"Sorry," Regina whispered back. "I guess I'm just excited and... sorry."

"Hey," Carl smiled, easing the tension, "it's better that I know. Now, I can help you. There are a few things that can be dead giveaways to the camera lens. I can help avoid those things. To tell you the truth, though, I don't see any of the tell-tale signs on you. I guess you're still young enough to pass. What are you, sweetheart? Thirteen?"

That made Regina burst out laughing while Skyler just blushed.

"What's so funny?" Carl asked.

"Sky is nineteen," Regina laughed. "I'm fourteen, but he's going to be twenty in a few months!"

Carl looked shocked as he gave Skyler another appraising look. "Really?" He muttered, shocked. "Nineteen?"

"Ok, girls," a woman said, arriving with two dresses on hangers, "these should fit nicely. You," she pointed at Regina, "wear the purple one. You," she pointed at Skyler, "wear the pink one."

The dresses were identical in style with a V-line neckline that seemed to be composed of material that was wrapped around the wearer's bust, but it had thin straps, and the back was open and to expose the shoulders and back. They were tastefully colored in a dusty hue of purple and pink, made of layer upon layer of chiffon that flowed down in a long fall from just below the bust to the floor. 'Grecian' was the word that Skyler would have used to describe them.

"Oh, so no bras?" Regina asked, sounding a bit nervous, when she saw the way her back would be exposed. She wasn't the most well-endowed girl on the planet, but she did have breasts, and although she could probably get away with not wearing a bra under a heavy shirt or sweater, she was concerned that a nipple or two may actually be visible through this sheer material. And if a picture of her wearing a dress with her nipples pressing through the top ever got publish and her mother saw it... well, she couldn't allow that to happen.

"There are bras built into the gowns," the woman smiled. She understood fully why the young model was concerned. "Don't worry, sweetie," she smiled. "We're here to make you guys look beautiful. Not trashy."

Regina smiled and looked relieved. "Thank you."

In a few minutes, Carl was done with their makeup. He consulted with Fawn, who stepped away from photographing Paula in the wedding gown, and they both discussed how to do 'the sisters' hair. They finally chose to put Skyler's in a messy bun behind his head, and let Regina's hair hang loose, but add a jeweled hair clip in the back.

Just a few minutes more and they were done.

Regina, bubbling with excitement, grabbed both dresses, handed the dusty pink one to Skyler and hustled them to the dressing area, which was really just a section of the outer room that was secluded due to the hanging of several large curtains.

"You guys need any help?" Hanna asked as the 'sisters' blew past Paula's mother and her.

"Nope!" Regina smiled. "We'll help each other."

It just took a few moments for both of them to be stripped to their panties. Skyler kept his eyes averted to preserve his sister's privacy, which Regina found silly.

"We're both girls, now, Sky. I don't mind if you see my breasts," she giggled.

"No, we aren't," Skyler corrected her as he sorted out her dress and prepared it for her to step into. Once she'd pulled it up and over her shoulders, he drew the zipper up from the top of her rump to her lower back where the dress laid.

Still barefoot, Regina grabbed Skyler's dress and prepped it for him, then turned and was about to bend to hold the gown open for him when she spotted his breasts. "Wow! Those really do look real, don't they?"

"Yeah," Skyler replied, feeling very exposed.

"Huh," she muttered looking at his body more closely.

"What?"

"Oh... nothing. It's just... well, I always kidded that you looked just like me, except for your boobs and butt. The thing is, though, even though your boobs are fake, your butt is, well... cuter... than I would have expected. You know? Rounder. Girlier."

Skyler blushed a bit. "Is it?"

"Yeah... Oh, I didn't mean that as a bad thing, Sky. I really meant it as a compliment. Honest." She looked a bit longer. "Ummm... can I ask you a question?"

"Yeah, sure."

"Ummm... I mean... I haven't seen a lot of boys in their underwear before, but... should you have at least a bit of a bulge down there? I mean... you had one the first time I dressed you, but... now, nothing."

Skyler rolled his eyes. "I... ummm... I tuck it, now."

"Where?"

"Where!? Where do you think!? I tuck it between my legs, Reggie."

"Oh," she said, satisfied with that explanation, but still curious, she asked, "Is that comfortable?"

Skyler shrugged. "It wasn't at first, but I'm used to it now."

"Cool," Regina smiled. "Can I ask one more question?"

Skyler sighed and shook his head. "Alright... but then we have to get out there."

"Oh, yeah," Regina nodded, suddenly realizing that her fascination with her brother's disguise was actually taking her attention away from the most exciting event of her life up till that point - her first modeling job. "Do you like the way it feels when you wear panties?"

Skyler blinked at his sister. "Do I like the way it feels? Reggie... you know I'm only doing this to try to win the money for school."

Regina shrugged. "Yeah, that's why you STARTED wearing panties, but... now that you're wearing them... they must feel nice, right? I mean... they're a lot softer and hundreds of times prettier than boys' shorts. Honestly, I think it's tragic that boys don't enjoy the softness of clothes that girls enjoy. You get to do it, so I'm just wondering... do you like it?"

Skyler wanted desperately to tell her that he hated wearing these foolish, lacy panties. That the high maintenance of the girls' clothes that he wore everyday now, was a massive pain in the neck. That it was none of her business how he felt. That he was a man, not a boy, and certainly not a girl, and that he was fed up with being treated the way he was being treated when he was all dolled up to look like her clone...

...but none of that was true.

So, he told her the truth.

"Yes," he whispered, partially defeated by the loss of his masculinity and partially relieved to tell her the truth.

Regina could see that she'd asked him something that he'd found hard to answer and she was grateful that he'd trusted her enough to be honest. "Thank you for telling me the truth, Sky." She kissed his cheek, making him feel very small in her presence. Then she whispered into his ear, "I love having you as my sister, Sky. Thank you for giving me that."

She patted his cheek.

"Thank you, Reggie. I love having you as my sister, too."

She smiled and held his gown low and open wide for him to step into it.

Seconds later they both stepped, barefoot from the dressing room, holding the long, elegant, A-line skirts of the gowns up so they could walk without stepping on them.

"We left our shoes in there," Regina giggled as they passed Paula's mother and Hanna. Skyler was smiling, too as he skipped along behind her.

When they were around the corner, Paula's mother looked at Hanna with a smirk. "Is that really the kind of man you want to be with?"

Hanna smiled broadly. "Absolutely. Who wouldn't? I'm going on to watch." She stood near the back wall of the studio and watched the photographer work her craft.

And she was not disappointed. She saw Skyler in his pretty, dusty pink gown holding a bouquet and smiling the sweetest smile she'd ever seen. She saw him holding one side of the skirt to the side to demonstrate the vastness of the material, while Regina mimicked his movement in the other direction. She saw him straightening out the train Paula's wedding gown, she saw him giggling with joy along with Paula and Regina when Fawn complimented how they looked, or moved, or how the clothes looked on them. His beautifully made-up face glowing with joy. She adored every moment of the photo shoot.

As the afternoon progressed and Skyler found himself in one beautiful gown after another, Hanna found herself becoming more and more fascinated by the feminine shape of her boyfriend. His shoulders were so narrow and girlish. His neck seemed so long and elegant. His lips seemed so full and luscious.

And then there were his movements. It was as if he'd been wearing these cumbersome, elegant gowns his whole life. He moved freely in the complicated garments and his smile was genuine and so very innocent. She didn't see her boyfriend anymore. She didn't even see a woman. She saw a girl. A very pretty, very innocent looking girl, who was happy to spend time with her 'twin' sister, but who would be very happy to cuddle with Hanna later.

"What more could a girl ask for?" She muttered.
 

~^~

 

"The United States of America was founded by men," the congresswoman said with great authority at the press conference. "Men. Men who knew the importance of being MEN. You don't seriously believe that George Washington, James Madison and Thomas Jefferson were swanning about in their wives' corsets and gowns, do you? They were men, through and through and in our day and age, the media and the teachers in our children's public schools have been encouraging our young men to grow soft and feminine over the last few decades. A man who was once considered to be the greatest athlete in the world, an Olympic champion, a man's man who was once the envy of every man in the world and the fantasy of every woman in the world, was pictured on the cover of Vanity Fair Magazine in women's lingerie with his hair and makeup done to make him appear as if he had become a woman. But he is still a man. He says he was born in the wrong body. Please! God doesn't make mistakes like that."

"So," a reporter with a British accent asked, "it is your intention to make any and all gender affirming therapy, including hormone treatments, talk therapy and surgery, illegal in the entire country?"

"It is," the congresswoman said with disdain.

"But Madam Congresswoman, these services would still be available to American citizens if they leave the country. That means that the welloff will still be able to have the treatments in question. Therefore this will only impact the most needy and least able to help themselves. These are the same people, particularly young people, most likely to be at risk of self-harm? Aren't you just attacking the most vulnerable members of American society with this legislation?"

"Attacking!?" She laughed. "This bill will protect them!"

"I don't understand, congresswoman..."

"Of course you don't," the congresswoman interrupted. "You're not an American."

Jenny used the remote to shut off the C-SPAN transmission to her hotel's television. "God, I hate that woman."
 

~^~

 

It was well past dinner time when Regina, Hanna and Skyler entered the kitchen of the Moynihan home. As the back door closed, Kathy, who was loading the dishwasher looked at them with great concern on her face.

She looked at Regina, who'd been having the best day ever, and said, "Reggie, do you have any idea what kind of trouble you're in?"

"Trouble?" The poor girl responded, her face quickly changing from a smile to a frown. "What did I do?"

Kathy looked over her shoulder, made sure their mother wasn't near, then said, "Mom got an email from your school today. If you don't pass history this year, you're going to be repeating your freshman year. Did you know that?"

Regina's demeanor had gone from elation to depression in a matter of seconds. "Repeat the year? No. I mean, I knew my history grade was bad, but... I mean... it's just history. It's not like it's something important."

"Not important!?" Came the voice of their mother from the kitchen doorway. "You listen to me, young lady, I am very upset about this situation. You told me that you'd gotten that grade up since your last report card. Now, I find out that your grade has actually gone down. Regina, I am at my wits' end with you."

"Mom..."

"No, you listen to me... according to the email conversation I've had with your History teacher, you have an exam coming up on Monday. If you fail this test, you will fail for the quarter and most likely for the year, which would mean you'd be repeating your freshman year. If you get an eighty-five or higher, however, you will pass the quarter and possibly avoid having to repeat. So, you WILL pass that test with at least an eighty-five, although a ninety-five would be better."

"Mom how am I supposed to pass when I just don't get the subject. I can't memorize all those names and dates. I just can't do it!"

"Well, you'd better figure out a way to do it, Regina, because if you don't do it, then YOU ARE GROUNDED! Do you hear me? GROUNDED UNTIL YOU PASS FRESHMAN HISTORY! AND I DON'T CARE IF THAT MEANS AN ENTIRE YEAR!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME!?"

Hanna leaned down and whispered into Skyler's ear. "I'm going to get going, babe. I think this is a family thing and I should bail now." She gave his soft cheek a peck of a kiss. "Love you. Bye."

Skyler whispered he loved her too and she left.

"Do you understand what 'grounded' means?" Their mother continued. "It means you go to school and come right back here, EVERYDAY! No phone! No shopping with your friends. No texting Paula! No dance classes. No visits to your beauty consultant. NO PAGEANTS! Do you understand?"

"Mom!?" The poor girl was overwhelmed with the amount of potential punishment being piled onto her. "How can I possibly pass a test in a class that I'm already failing!?"

"You study!" Her mother snapped. "There's no trick to it, Regina. You'll pass the same way that everyone else passes. They sit down and do the work. Now, you have tomorrow to review everything for the test. I suggest that you get up early and get started."

"But mom!"

"No buts!" Her mother turned to walk away. "You need to get a good grade, Regina, or you're grounded. End of story!"

"I'll help her study!" Skyler shouted above the excited voices. "I'll help you study, Reggie."

Everyone turned to face him.

"Alright, then," their mother said, nodding with a bit of satisfaction. Skyler was a bit of a history buff and had not had any issues in that subject while in high school.

Skyler looked at his younger sister. "We have all day tomorrow to work. I'm sure I can help you pass, Reggie."

Their mother turned to walk up the stairs to her room. "Let's hope so!" She called back into the kitchen.
 

~^~

 

"OH, MY GOD!" Regina screamed in frustration. "Mr Casey is crazy about all of these names and dates! I will never remember all of this. And besides... who cares about a war that ended, like, a hundred and sixty years ago!? Nobody cares!?"

"A lot of people care, Reggie, and it's important," Skyler tried to calm her down. They were only about fifteen minutes into this study session and Regina was already very frustrated. "You know the saying - People who do not know history are doomed to repeat it - right? And if for no other reason, you need to know it just to pass this test. I remember Mr Casey being a pretty big Civil War buff, so he takes all of this very seriously. Just try to remember the order of commanders of the Union Army. First it was Winfield Scott, then he was replaced by George McClellan, who was replaced by..."

"Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah," Regina spat. "I don't know, and I don't care. I'm going to fail anyway, so why even bother with all of this pretending?"

Skyler knew this attitude. Whenever Regina was faced with any situation that challenged her in a way that would make her feel inadequate, she'd lash out at the existence of that situation. She wasn't the smartest kid in school, but she was far from the dumbest. She just hated feeling unintelligent and this History class situation was frustrating her beyond her limits.

"Look, Reggie... I felt like I couldn't possibly pass as a girl a few weeks ago. Now... well, nobody questions whether I'm a boy or a girl and yesterday I had my first modeling job as a girl. If that's possible, then anything is. Right?"

"Wrong," Regina insisted. "I knew how to make you pretty - well, prettier. You were already slender, small and had those big eyes. All I had to do was add a few touches and... viola! I had a new, twin sister. That was easy. Learning all of these names and dates, though... that's impossible."

"It's not impossible, Reggie. If I can do it, so can you."

"'If I can do it, so can you,'" Regina mocked. "God, I am so tired of people saying that to me! 'If I can do it, so can you.' It's like everyone is supposed to have the same talents. I mean... you know about music, and I know about fashion. You know about History, and I know about... wait... YOU know about History!"

"Yeah. I know. That's why I'm helping you."

"Yeah, but... YOU... know... about History, and I made YOU my twin! Sky! You can take the test for me!"

Skyler shook his head. "No, Reggie. That would be..." he tried to continue, but Regina interrupted.

"Sky... Mr Carney is a jerk. He calls me stupid all the time and I hate it."

"He doesn't really call you, stupid, Reg."

"Yes, he does, Sky. Well, not in so many words, but he treats me like I'm an airhead, Sky, and it really makes me feel bad. Sky - I get so stressed in his class that I can't even think straight."

Skyler shook his head. He hoped that Regina was exaggerating, but she sure seemed sincere, and as far as he knew, she wasn't a very convincing actress. "Look, Reggie... I'd like to help you, but..."

"Please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please," she begged with machine-gun-like repetition. Eventually, she took a breath, but before Skyler could get a word in edgewise, she continued. "Please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please..."

"Alright, alright! Stop!" Skyler said, half desperate and half laughing. "I suppose I do owe you quite a bit at this point, but, so help me, if mom ever finds out about this..."

"Oh, thank you, thank you, thank you!" Regina bubbled as she hugged him and planted quick, peckish kisses on his cheeks. "She'll never know, Sky! Thank you, thank you!" She jumped back to her side of her bed when she heard the door knob turning. Luckily, it was just Hanna.

"Hi, guys," she smiled. "How are things going?"

"Pretty good, actually," Regina said, unexpectedly upbeat. "Come in and close the door. We're going to need your help to do this."

"Do what?"
 
 
To Be Continued...

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias - 6

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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  • lingerie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

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45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 6

by Clara
Copyright©2023, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Well, I obviously did something wrong yesterday when I attempted to post this chapter. Oh, well, better
late than never. Things are moving even faster for Skyler as he plunges deeper and deeper into girlhood. And
now some decisions regarding what will happen after the gala need to be considered.


 
Author's Note: Thank you for all the reviews and comments. Please keep them coming.
It is always wonderful to hear from you. And again, I read each and every review you leave!!! ~Clara.

 
This version of 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 6 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 6
 

Monday morning started like any other school day. Perhaps the only unusual thing of note, and a thing that both Regina and Skyler hoped would go unnoticed, was the fact that both Regina and Skyler were wearing very simple, somewhat similar dresses. Both were a soft peach color, slightly differently designed, and both reached the knees of the wearer. Very plain, but very pretty in their simplicity.

Skyler was just washing out the bowl he'd used for the fruit that he'd eaten for breakfast when Regina entered the kitchen.

"Whoa! You two are actually dressed like twins today!" Skyler's oldest sister, Amanda said looking at the dresses worn by Skyler and Regina.

Kathy looked up from the article she was reading on her tablet and was struck by the similar dresses as well. "Wow! Did you two plan this?"

Skyler shook his head. "No. I just grabbed this out of Reggie's closet last night."

"And I just pulled out the first thing I saw this morning," Regina shrugged, grabbing a small container of non-fat yogurt out of the refrigerator. "Just a coincidence I guess."

"Well, you both look cute," Amanda said with a smile.

"So, how do you feel about this test today?" Her mother asked Regina as her mother entered the kitchen.

Regina shrugged. "Ok, I guess. A little nervous, I guess, but ok."

"Well, do your best," her mother said, giving her a hug. "I'm sorry if I added extra stress to you, Regina, but sometimes you just don't take care of business the way you should. Let's hope you don't have to repeat freshman year."

"Thanks, mom. No pressure, right?"

Her mother just shook her head.

A car horn beeped outside. "That Paula's mom. I gotta run," Regina announced, grabbing a spoon and heading for the door.

"Good luck!" Her mother called after her. "And make sure that spoon ends up back in my silverware drawer!" She shook her head and looked at her other children. "Somewhere, either in Paula's mother's car or in Regina's backpack, there has to be a pile of 'Gamman' style spoons from IKEA that that girl has taken and never brought home. Those aren't disposable." She gave that 'tired mother' sigh that all her offspring knew quite well.

"Hi, all!" Hanna greeted everyone as she entered through the same door through which Regina had just exited. She went to the sink and leaned down to kiss Skyler. "Ready to go?"

Skyler nodded and grabbed his purse and backpack before giving each of his sisters and his mother a peck on the cheek. He said, "Bye," and headed out the door, followed by Hanna.

"Correct me if I'm wrong," Amanda said, looking a little confused, "but he never kissed us goodbye before he started wearing dresses, did he?"

"No, he did not," her mother said, as surprised as her daughter.

"Maybe all those chemicals in his hair have leaked into his brain and infected his mind with lethal femininity," Kathy joked.

"Well, he certainly acts a lot more femininely than he ever did before," Amanda conceded. "Maybe this is going too far."

"Maybe," her mother said, "but I'm not sure there's a cure for someone who's been 'Regina-fied.' He's worked really hard to win this pageant, though, so... let's wait this out and see what happens after the contest."
 

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"Hey, Sky!" A voice called as Skyler was about to enter the performing arts building at his college. Skyler turned and saw Alan, the boy from the cafeteria, hustling to catch up. "Hey," he smiled. "How was your weekend?"

Skyler entered through the door that Alan now held open in a very chivalrous manner.

"My weekend?" Skyler asked, a bit befuddled by the young man's behavior. "Good, actually. How about yours."

"Great!" He smiled. "Some of my buddies and I went to Fenway and saw the Sox/Yankees game yesterday. We sat out in the bleachers, but it was awesome! Tied two to two in the ninth... extra innings and the Sox pulled it out in the twelfth with loaded bases and the batter sends a bunt just far enough down the first base line to give the guy on third enough time to cross home plate! What a great game!"

"Oh... that's great," Skyler smiled, not sure of exactly what information had been given to him. He knew that Fenway Park was where the Red Sox played and that they had a rivalry with the New York Yankees, but he'd never played or even seen a baseball game, so nothing else registered. But since Alan was smiling, the results must have been positive. "I'm glad you had fun."

"Yeah, I did," he chuckled. "Hey... I saw you Saturday."

"You did?" Skyler asked, surprised.

"Yeah. You were downtown... at that fancy hotel. The old one that looks like it came out of a movie."

"Oh... yeah... I WAS there on Saturday," Skyler said as he thought of a reason to have been there - a reason other than being at a rehearsal for a pageant that featured pretty men. "I... well, I mean... Hanna... you know Hanna... she took me there for lunch. Me and my sister, I mean."

"Nice," Alan smiled and nodded. "That probably cost her a pretty penny at that place."

"Oh, umm... I think she had a gift card from Christmas or something," Skyler sputtered.

Then he wondered - Why am I lying about this? So what if I'm in a womanless pageant? Why don't I just tell Alan the truth? He is bound to find out eventually, anyway. In a few weeks, when pretty, little Sky disappears and a quirky, homely, little Skyler reappears on campus, Alan is bound to take note. Why not just come clean, now.

The truth was that Skyler knew exactly why he was avoiding the the truth. The truth was, he enjoyed Alan's attention. The truth was, he felt good when Alan looked at him and saw someone worthy of note, rather than a skinny weakling. The truth was, he liked the way Alan had just opened the door for him, he liked the way that Alan sometimes got him napkins, or a straw when they were together in the cafeteria. The truth was, he really liked the way Alan - and frankly every other boy on campus - smiled at him and treated him like the lady he'd become.

He wasn't attracted to Alan, at all, though. No... really... he wasn't. No, he wasn't. He was attracted to Hanna and only Hanna. This was just all part of the game. A way to see life from the other side of the fence. Professor Marino, Hanna and Jenny all said that he had to act like a girl at all times. That's all that this was.

It was.

Really.

It was.

"That's cool," Alan said, with a bit too much enthusiasm. "So, where are you headed first?"

"Oh..." Skyler had kind of lost track of what he was doing. "I'm going to see my private teachers, Professor Kramer and Professor Marino. They're helping me get ready... I mean... They're... They're helping me... a lot. I mean... I'm learning a lot from them."

What the heck was all that about? He'd never been tongue-tied in his life before!

"Yeah, I bet," Alan nodded, seemingly understanding the odd flow of words that had come from his small, pretty companion.

"Well, here I am!" Skyler said, relieved to have arrived at his voice teacher's office.

"Ok," Alan said, trying and failing to make his departure less awkward. "Well... I'll see you later. Have a good lesson."

"Thanks."
 

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"Are you serious!?" Paula asked, shocked at the audacity of her friend's plan.

Regina nodded, then whispered, confidentially, "At eleven thirty-five, when second block ends, I have to walk from the science wing to the cafeteria. I'll just go by way of the parking lot where Hanna will be waiting with Sky. We're dressed pretty much the same today. He'll get out of the car, and I'll get in. He'll go to lunch here, then take my History test for me. After third block, we'll do the same thing and I'll go to Spanish class with Señorita Polanski."

"What if they won't let you go to the parking lot?"

"I'll say that I just need to grab my lunch out of my car."

"But you're a freshman and freshmen aren't allowed to drive to school."

"Most of the teachers don't know me, so they don't know I'm a freshman."

"But what if they do?"

"They won't"

"What if you get caught?"

"I'm not going to get caught." Regina sighed. "Just hang by the door after second block so you can let Sky in if the door locks."

Paula let out a long, uncertain breath. "Ok, I guess."
 

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Sky sat in the passenger seat of his own car with Hanna in the driver's seat to his left. They were parked in the back of Regina's high school's parking lot, waiting. He glanced down at his crossed legs and followed the smooth skin of his lower leg to where his small foot was gently encased in a ballet-slipper-style shoe that Regina wore on the rare occasions when she would forego her heels. They were very comfortable and the little bit of embroidery and rhinestone decoration on the slipper made them a very pretty addition to his simple dress, but... oddly... he really missed the pump-style shoes he'd been wearing for the past few days. These were pretty, sure, and very comfortable, but they just didn't feel as... elegant, maybe... as the pumps did.

"So, this is where you went to high school, too?" Hanna asked, interrupting his thoughts.

"Yeah," he nodded. "This is it. The place I dreaded going every day."

"Really?" Hanna asked, surprised. She had always known Skyler to be a good student. She thought he enjoyed school.

Skyler nodded. "I never felt comfortable in there. You know... the small, kinda smart, artsy kid... not many friends... kind of antisocial... I pretty much just kept my head down, went from one class to the next and hid in the music room as much as possible."

That made Hanna feel bad. "No friends? Really? Not even in the band, or chorus?"

He shook his head. "Not really. I mean, my freshman year, my sister, Kathy, was still there, but then she graduated, so... nope. No one. No real friends."

"I'm sorry, babe. Well, you've got me, now. And Alan likes you..."

"Alan thinks I'm a girl and wants to get into my panties."

Hanna considered that for a moment. "Speaking of Alan... How do you feel about him?"

Skyler shrugged. "I don't know. He seems like a nice enough guy. Why?"

Hanna smiled. "Oh, come on. You like it when he gives you attention, don't you? I mean... he's a good-looking guy, he seems sweet and talented and, like you said - he's into you. You like that, don't you?"

"That he's into me? No! I don't like it, and I am certainly not 'into' him. I just... kinda like having friends. I'm not really used to it."

"And you like it when girls look at you in the halls... and when guys glance up to watch you pass. I know! I see the way you eat it all up."

He shrugged, embarrassed. "So? I'm just enjoying it while it lasts."

Hanna squeezed his hand again. "It can last as long as you'd like. Forever, if you want."

"You mean... just go on presenting as Reggie for the rest of my life?"

"No. Not as Reggie, but... as Sky. Just a more feminine version of Sky. I mean... you look great and you seem to love it and you're turning a lot of heads, so... why not?"

"My mother, for one reason."

"Your mother? The woman who had you dress in a pageant gown in front of your girlfriend a few weeks ago? You think your mother might not want you in dresses? Sky, I think she prefers you in dresses."

"My mom?" Skyler considered that for a few moments, but it seemed odd, didn't? Why would his mother prefer him to present as a girl? "Why would you say that?"

Hanna shrugged. "What are you wearing under your dress?"

"A bra and panties."

"Did you buy them?"

"No."

"Did I?"

"No."

"Who bought them for you?"

"My mom."

"Did you ask her to?"

"No."

"I rest my case."

Skyler was about to argue, but someone knocked on his window. He turned and saw Regina. He opened the door and stepped out.

"You have to hurry," his sister said. "I got held up after second block and now we're way behind schedule. Paula's waiting for you by the door to the C corridor." She checked her phone. "You have two minutes to get to Mr Carney's class. Go!"

"Love you!" Hanna called behind him as he hurried towards the building.

"Love you, too," he called back.

Regina got into the car and quickly donned a pair of large sunglasses to wear as they left the campus.

"Come on," Paula hissed, closing the door after Skyler entered. "The bell's going to ring and Mr Carney will lock the door. We'll have to go sit in the office and take the test after school."

Seconds later, they were stepping into Mr Carney's Freshman History class, seconds ahead of the bell. Paula showed Skyler where to sit, then took his phone and put it and her own into a big shopping bag on the teacher's desk.

"Alright, friends," the young-ish teacher said, closing the door behind him, "it's test day, and we all know what that means. Griffin?"

"Yeah?" A young man said, looking up from his book, a little taken aback by the sound of his name.

"It's test day," the frustrated teacher said. "What does that mean?"

"Ummm," the confused student looked around, then, finally replied, "A test?"

"Two extra points!" Mr Carney said, clapping his hands. "Everyone ready? All phones are in the phone bag on my desk, right?"

There was an audible groan as students nodded and removed everything from their desks. "Yeah, my heart bleeds for you," the teacher said with a crooked smile, picking up a stack of paper tests. "Take out a pencil. If you do not have one, one will be provided for you."

"Everyone else gives tests on our computers," a student said, digging through her purse for a pencil.

"Everyone else teaches a subject that is not as easy to Google as History, Olivia."

"If it's easy to Google, then why do we need to memorize any of this," another student asked.

"Because, Jake," the teacher sighed, "I need my paycheck and in order to justify my check, I must find a way to torture you. The state won't allow me to actually cause physical pain, so I must do it
psychologically by forcing you to memorize a few dates and places."

That brought a little chuckle from the students.

Skyler thought Mr Carney seemed to be a pretty decent guy. Regina must have imagined his targeting of her.

"Ok," Mr Carney said with enthusiasm, "we have ninety minutes. Take your time and check your answers." Then he began passing out test sheets. As he reached Skyler's desk he paused and scowled a bit. "I certainly hope you're prepared for this, Regina." He spoke more quietly than he had before, but everyone in the class could still hear him.

Skyler, who was actually a bit of a history buff, was a bit irritated by the teacher's words, but horribly embarrassed for Regina by the odd sense of pity and condescension written on the teacher's face.

"I am," Skyler said, quietly.

Mr Carney looked skeptical. "I hope so. You need at least an eighty-five to pass, or else you and I will be spending another year together."

Skyler looked around at the other class members, all of whom were looking and listening. This teacher seemed like a nice guy, but he obviously had a problem with Regina and he seemed to have some kind of need to make her feel small and stupid.

"Well," Skyler sighed, "neither of us wants that to happen, Mr Carney, do we?"

That sent a ripple of giggles through the classroom.

Mr Carney placed the test papers on Skyler's desk, shook his head in dismay and moved on.

Skyler took out a pencil and looked at the first question: '1. Explain how the events of the Pottawatomie Massacre in 1856 and the events at Harpers Ferry in 1859 were connected and how those events contributed to the outbreak of hostilities that led to the Civil War.'

Skyler shook his head. The question seemed too broadly worded, but it was not his job to argue. It was his job to answer the question. So, he did.
 

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"Hey," Alan said as he placed his tray of food on the cafeteria table. "Holy cow," he grinned, playfully, "we've run into each other twice in one day! People will be talking about us."

"Excuse me?" Regina asked, a bit peeved before looking up from her phone to see a very handsome, blonde college boy pulling out the seat opposite her and sitting. "Oh..." she said, regrouping. "Hi."

Alan smiled as he opened his packet of ketchup to spread on his burger. "So... how did your lesson go?"

"My lesson?"

Alan laughed. "Not well, I guess, huh? I mean, if you can't remember how your voice lesson went, it must not have gone well. Honestly, a voice lesson at eight thirty on Monday morning seems pretty tough to me. I think I'd rather go to a lecture or even a regular class to kick off the week, but you music majors... you seem to be gluttons for punishment. Always going into tiny rooms with judgmental tyrants who get paid to destroy your confidence." He looked across the table at 'Sky' and had to ask, "Hey... are you ok?"

Regina, suddenly feeling very flirty, moved her shoulders in an oddly seductive manner as she leaned forward. "I'm fine," she said in a husky voice that, she hoped, made her sound older.

"Really?" Alan asked. "Because you're acting kind of weird."

"Am I?"

"Yeah," Alan said, feeling a bit uncomfortable about flirting with Hanna's girlfriend, but also kind of excited that maybe, just maybe, Sky was finally finding him attractive.

"How am I acting weird?" Regina asked, a bit awkwardly, but still kind of sexily.

"Well..." Alan started to say, but he was interrupted by the sudden appearance of Hanna, who plopped herself into the chair beside the sexy girl opposite him.

"You're acting weird because you're pretending to be a college girl, Reggie," Hanna said, flatly. Then she looked at Alan. "I see you've met Sky's little sister, Reggie."

Alan took a double take. "Little sister!?" He paled a bit. "Oh, geez... I'm sorry. I mean... you guys look so much alike and, well, I was talking to Sky earlier and she was kinda dressed like you, too...:

"That's Reggie," Hanna smirked. "She always wants to look just like Sky."

"Oh, please!" Regina said, shocked. "Sky was a mess before I became h... her fashion guide."

"Yeah," Hanna said with a condescending grin. "Of course, she was." She looked at Alan and shook her head. "You know how kids are..."

"Yeah, sure," Alan nodded. "I have a little cousin who's always trying to be like me."

"Oh, for crying out loud!" Regina grumbled folding her arms and slouching against the back of the chair. Just a few minutes ago she was pretty sure that she was about to score a date with a college boy. Now, Hanna was treating her like a kid.

"So," Alan smiled at the petulant girl, "what year are you in?"

"Huh?" Regina asked, sulking.

"She's a freshman," Hanna replied.

"Oh, cool," Alan smiled. Maybe there was a chance to get to know this girl. God, she was pretty enough! "Do you go here?"

"She's a freshman in high school," Hanna clarified, smiling at Alan's rather transparent bid for attention.

"High school!?!?" Alan said, shocked! How! She looked so grownup!!! "So, that means your only, like... fifteen?"

"Fourteen," Hanna replied, again.

"No shit..."
 

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"Pencils down," Mr Carney said. "I've laid out all your phones on the table by the window, so go up to my desk, drop off your test, grab your phones and you can return to your seats until the bell rings." he walked up the aisle and stood in such a way as to prevent Skyler from getting out of his seat, which was attached to the desk.

"Umm, excuse me," Skyler said, politely.

"Just wait," Mr Carney said, quietly. Just then the bell rang. When everyone else was moving, he reached down and picked up Skyler's paper. As he looked at it, the expression on his face changed from one of expected disappointment to surprise. Then he shook his head a few times and said, "Don't move from this seat. You're staying here so I can correct this."

"But... I have to get to my next class..." he muttered, a bit scared that he'd been discovered and not even sure what Reggie's next class was.

"Ms Ralston can wait a few minutes," the teacher said. "I want to go through this test with you before you leave."

Skyler sighed and looked at Paula who shrugged. This was just great! Hanna and Regina would be waiting outside for him by now, and this teacher was going to hold him up. No phone or computer, so no way to contact them and let them know. Just great.
 

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They heard the bell ring from the parking lot.

"He should be out in a second," Regina said. Then her cell phone buzzed, and she looked at it. "Shit."

"What?" Hanna asked, anxiously. "Is it from Sky?"

"No, Paula, but... Shit... Mr Carney is holding Sky after class to go through the test with her. Shit, shit, shit."

Hanna shook her head. "What do you want to do? It might be better to go in and confess than to get caught."

"Are you nuts!? No! Sky can pull this off. We just need to wait."
 

~^~

 

"Oh, my God," Jenny spat at the computer screen broadcasting the news, "it's just a can of beer for crying out loud!"

"The spokesperson Anheuser-Busch said that the company was standing behind their decision to release their Pride decorated cans and bottles and that they would support the LGBTQ+ community despite the backlash they have received from many of the nation's largest communities, which are also some of their largest markets..."

Jenny closed the tab while the newscaster was still speaking. This whole goddamned world was going crazy.
 

~^~

 

Skyler sat in his chair while the teacher reviewed his work.

Without looking up, the young teacher asked, "Who was the Commander of The Army of The Potomac at the time of The Battle of The Crater?"

"General Meade."

"His Lieutenant Commander?"

"Grant."

"Who set off the explosives?"

"General Burnside." Skyler wondered why the teacher was asking those questions since none had been on the test.

Finally, he put down the papers, leaned back in his seat and folded his arms.

"Ok. I give up. How did you do it? How did you cheat?"

"I didn't cheat," Skyler said, insulted.

"Well, you didn't know the answers to a single question on this test when you failed last week's quiz and now, somehow, you know everything there is to know about the most trivial facts of the Civil War. I find that suspicious. I also find it odd that you only answered two questions incorrectly and those were actually pretty simple. So... how did you do it?"

"I studied."

Mr Carney snickered. "When? While you were looking into mirror to check your makeup or trying on new dresses?"

"I beg your pardon?" Skyler couldn't believe anyone would talk to him that way and the very idea that someone would talk to his baby sister that way, really upset him.

"Oh, come on, Regina," the teacher laughed. "We both know that you didn't really pass that test. You hate history and, to be blunt, you're just not smart enough to retain this information with just a weekend to study, and we both know it."

"Wow," Skyler said, folding his arms in imitation of the teacher, "are you this insulting to all your students or just to me?"

"You should watch your tone, young lady."

"And you should consider getting a job that doesn't involve dealing with young people," Skyler said flatly.

"Alright," he said standing. "Leave everything where it is. We're going to the office and calling your mother. Come on."
 

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"This isn't good. This isn't good. This isn't good!" Regina said in a panicked chant as her mother's car pulled into the school driveway.

"No, it is not," Hanna agreed. "This is really not good. Maybe we should leave."

"No," Regina said, actually shaking with fear. "Sky will deal with it and I need to be here when she comes out."
 

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"Thank you for coming in so quickly, Mrs Moynihan," The very well dressed principal said. She smoothed the pencil skirt of her suit under her as she sat at her desk. Opposite her sat Mr Carney, holding the test Skyler had taken, Skyler's mother and Skyler, who was looking out the window, avoiding his mother's glare.

"Well, obviously, I am very upset about this situation," Mrs Moynihan said with a sigh, "but I am very confused as to what is going on. From what I understand, Regina passed her test, but Mr Carney has concerns of some sort?"

"I do, Mrs Moynihan," Mr Carney said, looking to the principal for approval before continuing. The principal nodded, so he went on.

"Mrs Moynihan, Regina, as you know, has not done well this entire school year..."

"Well, yes, Mr Carney, I WAS made aware of Regina's poor grade two days ago. Until then, I was not aware of any serious issues. She had a low C on her last report card. I did expect her to improve those grades, but I was not aware that her grades had gotten so out of hand until your email on Saturday."

He nodded, but continued. "Yes... well, today Regina passed an exam on the Civil War with flying colors. Mrs Moynihan, the very idea that your daughter was capable of passing this test, considering her previous quiz grades, is absurd. The idea that she could pass it with a grade of ninety-one, is ludicrous."

"He did it again," Skyler muttered, still looking out the window. "He just blatantly insulted Regina. This guy was just an asshole.

"Do you have something to say, Regina?" the principal asked.

"He just called me stupid, again. He called me stupid after class, too. I'm not stupid, mom. None of your children are stupid."

Despite the odd remark, Mrs Moynihan turned to Mr Carney and asked, "Are you calling my daughter stupid, Mr Carney? Because that's what it sounded like to me as well. For your information, Regina spent most of this weekend with her brother, Skyler, preparing for this test. Isn't it possible that she was able to learn some things from her brother that you were unable to teach her?"

"Well, yes, Mrs Moynihan, it is possible that Regina was able to learn a few things over the weekend, but the very idea that she could fail each and every quiz on this unit and then ace the exam... That just doesn't seem like something that Regina is capable of."

"And there it is again," Skyler's mother said, with disgust. She looked at the principal. "I believe that your teacher has called my daughter stupid twice since I arrived and, according to my daughter, he called her stupid in class, too."

"Well, Mrs Moynihan, I think what Mr Carney is trying to say is..."

"I am capable of understanding the English language," Skyler's mother interrupted, "and I am insulted that you seem to think that I am so stupid that I need an interpreter. So, before I get angry, I think that my daughter and I will be leaving." She stood and gave Skyler's arm a touch to indicate that he was to follow. "When I entered this office, I was willing to believe that two professional educators were prepared to discuss my daughter's grade with me in a professional manner. However, I have sat here and listened long enough to understand that no matter how hard Regina tried, Mr Carney was never going to see her as a real student. He was only ever going to see her as some air-headed, pretty doll. In my opinion, Regina passed the test, even though both of you failed her. Come on, Regina."

She turned to leave, but stopped for a moment when the principal said, "Mrs Moynihan, please sit down again and let's talk this over."

Skyler's mother seemed to grow into some kind of giant when she turned and straightened herself. "No," she said, with no emotion. "I came here to discuss my daughter's education, but you both just want to tell me that she's just a pretty face with a vapid brain. Well, I'm done talking to you both. From now on, my daughter is going to be a consistent student with high grades, aren't you, Regina?"

"Yes, ma'am," Skyler replied, looking at the floor.

"That's right," his mother said. "And if you chose to fail my daughter, then you can bet that I will be on the phone to the superintendent's office to let her know just how viciously my daughter has been treated by both of you. Now, let's go."

Skyler grabbed his pocketbook and cell phone from Mr Carney and followed his mother out the door.

"The nerve of those people," she said as she stormed out into the parking lot. "Calling my daughter stupid! Who do they think they are!?" Then, when they were well out of the sight of the people in the main office of the school, she turned on Skyler and said, "And what on earth were thinking, taking that test for Regina? Are you insane?"

Skyler felt all the blood leave his body as he stopped and stared at his mother. "What?"

"Don't play coy with me, Skyler. Do you think I'm so stupid that I wouldn't recognize my own child?"

"Ummm... No... I didn't think you'd ever find out," he mumbled, again looking at the ground, but this time feeling ashamed of deceiving his mother.

"So... where is she? Where's Regina?"

He looked to where he'd left his girlfriend and sister earlier and saw them waiting. He pointed.

His mother shook her head and headed towards the car.

When Regina saw her headed that way, she tried to hide by slouching down in the front seat, but there was no point. Her mother walked to her door and opened it.

"Out," she ordered.

Regina sighed and pulled herself out of the car.

Mrs Moynihan crossed her arms across her torso and snarled. She looked from Regina to Skyler and back again. "I'm not sure if I'm angry, disappointed or just plain shocked, but I have to honestly admit that I never ever expected to find myself in this situation."

"Mom, I'm sorry," Regina said, "but I couldn't repeat my freshman year just because of history."

Her mother shook her head and looked at her son. "And you? What have you got to say for yourself?"

Skyler sighed. "Mom... Reggie helped me so much lately that... look, I know it was a stupid thing to do, but Reggie told me that Mr Carney made her feel stupid and that made me feel terrible. And mom... when he thought I was Reggie, he made me feel stupid, too. The guy's an asshole."

"Well, that's as may be, but..." their mother shook her head, then seemed to come to a decision. "Alright, both of you listen closely: I don't care who is an asshole and who isn't. All I care about is that (A) My children take their education seriously and (B) My children don't lie to me. So - Skyler, I know you're working hard on this pageant and school, but your little escapade today just earned you another job. From now on, you are Regina's personal tutor. Every night, Skyler, and I mean EVERY NIGHT, you will be checking in with Regina to see how she's doing in EVERY class, but especially History, because if that worm of a teacher ever finds out that you two cheated, I will look bad and I have no intention of looking bad in front of that jackass. Am I clear?"

"Yes, ma'am," Skyler nodded.

"And as for you," she said to Regina, "you are about to become the best student in this high school. Every day, you will check in with your brother and you will be very specific about what classes you're struggling in. Then, you and Skyler will work together to get you up to speed. You WILL NOT EVER fail another test. Am I being abundantly clear?"

"Yes, mom," Regina nodded.

"Not EVER, Regina! NOT EVER, and Skyler, you will make damned sure that never happens. Do you both understand me!?"

"Yes, ma'am," they both said in unison.

Ms Moynihan looked from one of her children to the other and she did not look happy. Not at all happy. She shook her head. "I should have suspected something when the two of you came into the kitchen dressed the same. I just never expected that you'd ever try something this crazy."

"Sorry," both siblings said, both embarrassed.

Mrs Moynihan sighed. "I guess this is all just a testament to how much you two love each other. So, I guess I can't be too angry."

Skyler put his arm around his younger sister's shoulders. They looked at each other and smiled a bit. They'd never said it out loud until recently, but... their mother was right. They did love each other. They kinda knew that before, but... yeah... they loved each other.
 

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"Hey, mom... can we talk?" Skyler asked his mother. She was at her desk, going through the bills for month and trying to make her budget work correctly. She was wearing a cheap pair of reading glasses she'd bought at CVS that rode low on her nose and made her look a bit older and more severe than usual.

She looked at Skyler and said, "Well... sure, Skyler, but if this about today... I think you know how I feel about what you did, and I certainly understand why you wanted to help Regina deal with that jerk if a teacher."

"Ummm... no. It's about something that Hanna said earlier, and I've been thinking about it a lot, all day."

She took off her glasses and placed them on the desk, then swiveled her chair to face her son, crossed her legs and indicated a chair. "Sure, Skyler. Sit down. Let's talk."

He smoothed the skirt of his tan dress beneath him and sat. He also crossed his legs at the knee, but then leaned forward a bit, utilizing his long, blonde hair as a shield from his mother's gaze.

"Umm..." he started to gather his thoughts. "Mom... earlier today, Hanna and I were talking, and she said something in passing that really made me think and..." he took a deep breath. "Mom... do you prefer me like this?"

Now, it was his mother's turn to gather her thoughts. What was her son asking her? "I'm not sure I understand what you're asking me, Skyler. Are you asking me if I prefer you as a clone of Regina, or do I prefer you in dresses, or do I prefer you as a girl...? What are you asking me?"

"Well... all those, I guess. I mean... I was just kind of daydreaming in the car and thinking about how pretty these shoes are," he pointed to the bejeweled ballet slippers he was wearing, "and Hanna asked me if I wanted to continue dressing this way, even after the pageant."

"And do you?"

"I don't know, mom. I really don't. See... I do like how the clothes feel and all, and I like looking pretty because, God knows, no one ever thought I was handsome as a boy, but... do I want to present as a girl forever? I don't know."

His mother nodded. "Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure."

"Do you want to become a girl? By which I mean, have the surgeries and actually change your sex?"

"No," he replied very quickly and emphatically. "I can't think of myself that way, but... being part girl - like - maybe getting implants or something... if I decided to stay this way... I might consider something like that."

"So, you ARE considering it?"

"I don't know, mom," Skyler said, bringing his hand to his forehead as if to use his fingers to organize his thoughts. "Mom... ten days ago, I would watch TV and just watch TV. Like... just enjoy the plot. Now... God, I look at every actress and wonder how she developed her look. I wonder what kind of makeup she's wearing, how she puts it on and where she got her dress. I used to go on the computer and look at musical equipment and wonder how anyone can afford a Nord 3 keyboard. Now... now, I find myself scrolling through dresses on Amazon or on women's clothing sites. I think 'How would I look in that?' and 'Would Hanna think I look pretty in that?' and I wonder how soft this kind of dress or that kind of blouse would feel on me? Mom... I am just... so... confused right now!" He was shaking and a bit confused, frustrated tears were running down his cheek.

"Skyler, Skyler, Skyler," his mother said, leaning forward and taking her son's hands in hers, "take a breath and calm down." She kissed the top of his head, then released his hands so she could take his chin in her hand and raise his face to look at her. "Sky... this is all new and confusing, I know, but no matter how you choose to live, all of us - Regina, Amanda, Kathy, Hanna and I will always be here to help you and love you. No matter what, you will not be alone."

He nodded. "But... would you love me more if I looked like a girl or a boy?"

"More? Skyler, I love you just as much in a pair of jeans and sneakers as I do when you're in a dress and heels. Skyler... you're a wonderful person. Talented... kind... loving... You are such a gift to all of us, baby. I don't care about what you're wearing. I just care that you're happy. That's all."

He sniffled a bit. "But... Hanna said she thought that you preferred me like this."

His mother was taken aback. "Why would she say that?"

"Well, because you had me dress up like Reggie for the fitting that night and then... you know... you bought me bras and panties and stuff. I've been buying my own boy-clothes since I was like twelve, mom."

She nodded. "Sky... I just... I was just trying to help my kids. I needed you to stand in for Regina and, yes, I should have asked ahead of time, but I get tunnel vision sometimes and lose track of what I'm doing. I'm sorry if that was embarrassing. As for buying you your new necessities... it just didn't make sense to have you sharing Regina's underwear and... did I get a kick out of buying them for you? I suppose I did - but not because I prefer you this way, but because it was just such a novel thing to do."

She wiped a tear from his cheek. "Skyler... I love you now, I loved you before and I will love you later. Nothing will change that, and I will support any choice you make regarding how you present yourself. Ok?"

He nodded.

"Good," she looked at her watch. "It's after ten. Have you tutored Regina yet?"

He nodded. "I did and, mom, she is a really smart kid. She knows pretty much everything she's expected to know in all of her classes except History. She just kinda has a hard time accessing that information when she needs it. I had a similar problem in like seventh grade. I think I can help her."

"Of course, you can, Skyler. She's in good hands with you helping her."

"Thanks, mom. She's helped me so much to get ready for the pageant. I'm glad I can return the favor."
 

~^~

 

"Hey! I met your kid sister yesterday!" Alan said with a big grin as he approached Skyler the next morning. "Man, you two look like twins! It's really amazing how much you two look alike. 'Uncanny' my mother would say."

"You met Reggie!?" Skyler said, surprised that he was just hearing about this.

"She didn't tell you?" Alan asked, a bit deflated.

"No, but things were pretty chaotic at home yesterday. I'm sure she will bring it up tonight."

"Yeah," Alan smiled, back to his usual golden-retriever-type personality. "Hey, I'm going to the cafe. Wanna join me?"

"Sure," Skyler nodded, and they began walking. "How was your improv class this morning?"

"Ok. I keep saying 'yes and,' but then I kinda get into my head and I don't think I'm keeping up with everyone else. I'm working on it, though. I'm not sure how this will help me write screenplays, anyway." He smiled and shrugged. "How about you? How was your voice lesson?"

"Ok, I guess," Skyler chuckled. "Since I started taking voice lessons, Professor Marino has been having me sing higher and higher songs. I think it's getting a little ridiculous at this point."

"What did you sing today?"

"On, it's this song from a nineteenth century opera. The opera is called 'The Mikado' and the song is called 'The Sun Whose Rays Are All Ablaze." It's really high for me. I keep telling her I'm not a soprano, but she's not listening."

"I bet you sounded great, anyway," Alan grinned.

They went into the cafeteria and got their lunches. Alan got a burger and fries, while Skyler got a low-calorie yogurt and a spinach salad. When they sat at their usual table, Alan asked, "So, do you have any other brothers or sisters?"

Skyler nodded. "I have three sisters. My older sisters, Amanda and Kathy, and my younger sister, Regina, who you met." Skyler prepped his salad and glanced at Alan. "Did she tell you she's only fourteen?"

Alan laughed. "She didn't even tell me she wasn't you. Hanna told me she was only fourteen. She looks older, though."

Skyler nodded. "She does, I guess."

"What about your older sisters? Are they as pretty as you and Regina?"

"All my sisters are pretty," Skyler smiled. He liked the compliment.

"Wow. Four beautiful sisters. Your dad must be a nervous wreck."

Styler snickered derisively at that. "My dad's long gone."

"Sorry. Did he pass away?"

Skyler shrugged. "Maybe. I don't know. He's just gone. We came home from school years ago and he was just gone. All his clothes, all his stuff, all the money in my mom's bank accounts... gone."

"Wow," Alan said, mid-bite and uncertain as to what else to say.

Skyler shook his head, almost as if to shake the thought of his father's departure. "It is what it is," he sighed.

"Yeah... I guess..." Alan said. "Hey... I'm sorry that I brought it up."

Skyler smiled sympathetically. "It's ok."

Alan nodded. "So... back to the matter at hand... Do your other sisters look just like you and Regina?"

Skyler laughed. "Are you trying to date my sisters?"

"No!" Alan laughed, a little embarrassed. "I'm just... curious."

Skyler smiled at the blushing young man across from him. "No, Alan. Kathy and Amanda are very pretty, but they don't look that much like Regina."

"And you."

"And me."

"Too bad," He smiled and then searched for a way to change the subject. "Oh, hey! I got a new job."

"Really? Congratulations!"

He smiled. "Well, it's not a full-time thing or anything. My roommate got me a job working for a catering company when they have things on the weekends. I'll be waiting tables and helping out at the bar... stuff like that. The money's good, though, so... I'm psyched!"

"That's great!" Skyler said. "I'm happy for you. I hope it goes well for you."

"Thanks."

"I'm starting to get suspicious of you two," Hanna said, arriving at the table with a tray carrying a piece of pizza and a soda. She smiled at Alan. "Yesterday I found you flirting with Sky's sister and today I find you flirting with Sky."

She was only teasing, but Alan wasn't sure how to respond. "I... we... she... I mean, Sky... Look... Hanna, Sky and I... we're just friends. Honest."

Hanna laughed as she sat beside Skyler. "I know, you big goof. I'm just pulling your chain."

Alan let out a nervous laugh.

"Pulling his chain!?" Skyler laughed. "My God, you're crass!"

"We can't both be prissy little girls," Hanna joked. "One of us has to act like the man in the relationship."

"Well, thank God you're here, then," Skyler smiled, but the remark still bothered him a bit.
 

~^~

 

"Oh, great," Lynn said, shaking her head as she saw that she'd be working the front-end of the store with Skyler. "Look who it is. The owner's pretty, little nephew."

Skyler let out a sigh as he put his cash tray into the register drawer. "Hi, Lynn," he closed the drawer and set about prepping his work area, checking to be sure he had enough bags, a pencil, just in case, extra receipt tape roles, things like that.

"Why?" Lynn said with an overly dramatic set of hand gestures.

"Why what?" Skyler asked, knowing perfectly well what she was asking.

"Why do you dress that way? Why the dress? Why the hair? Why the makeup? Why!?"

"Because I like it and I look nice like this."

"You look like a girl."

"I look like a pretty girl."

"But a girl... and that's a sin."

"You look like a girl, Lynn. Is that a sin?"

"I am a girl."

"And you almost always wear the same long, drab skirts, but I don't complain about it."

Lynn was quiet for a few moments. "You think my skirts are drab?"

Skyler was surprised by the suddenly sullen tone of her voice. "Well... kinda, I guess."

The slightly chubby girl looked at her skirt. "I... like this skirt. I thought it was pretty."

When Skyler realized that he'd hurt the girl's feeling, his first reaction was 'good,' but that just wasn't in his nature.

"Oh... Lynn... look... forget what I said. Your skirt is fine."

They both stood in silence for a few moments, neither looking at the other.

"I don't..." Lynn, began, but then stopped.

"You don't... what?"

"I don't pick out my own clothes," Lynn said quietly.

"What?" Skyler asked, with a bit of a scoff in his voice. "What are you, like seventeen, and you don't pick out your own clothes?"

Lynn shook her head. "I'm eighteen and... I'm not allowed to."

"Why?"

It took a moment for Lynn to face Skyler. "My dad. He's a minister and he says it's a sin for women to wear anything but long, shapeless dresses and skirts."

Skyler stared at her for a moment, not knowing what to say. Finally, he asked, "Is this a Christian church? I mean... does he cite the Bible to justify this?"

She nodded. "Deuteronomy 22:5. It's the same verse that says that you wearing a dress is a sin."

"This can't be true." Skyler pulled out his phone and did a quick search of 'Deuteronomy 22:5. "Huh... there it is. Right between 'don't leave an ox or an ass on the side of the road' and 'never take a mother bird when you steal her eggs.' Interesting placement."

"See," Lynn said, sadly. "It says it's a sin."

"Actually, it says that I'm an abomination, so... to be honest, people have said worse about me."

She did smile a bit at that joke.

"It doesn't say that you have to wear shapeless..."

"Look up '1 Timothy 2:9,' or '1 Corinthians 11:5-10,' or 'Proverbs 31:30.' They all say that a woman has to be as plain as possible. My father... well, he really focuses on those verses at our church, so I have to live by those rules, too."

"So... are you... ok with this?"

"I guess," Lynn shrugged. "I believe in God, and I don't want to offend Him, but... I do wonder why it'd be a sin if I wore a flowered dress for a change. That might be nice."

Skyler nodded. "Yeah. I suppose it would."
 

~^~

 

"No, Skyler. No!" Professor Kramer said, stopping Skyler's prepared piece with an irritated tone in her voice. "This is a passionate piece! Clara Schumann wrote this Variation on a theme written by her husband while he was dying. It's sad, and beautiful, but the way you're playing it, it sounds like an exercise from a method book. Put some life in it!"

Skyler shook his head and sighed.

"Dr Kramer..."

"Alma, Sky. My name is Alma. All of my students call me Alma. I am only a few years older than you."

Skyler started again. "Alright. So... You seem to keep forgetting that I am not a classical piano major. I am a Pop Music piano major. Before I was assigned to you, I was playing songs by The Beatles, or Lady Gaga, or Carole King. These pieces that you're giving me... They're just too hard for me!"

"Oh, bullshit!" His private piano teacher spat at him in a very uncharacteristic burst of irritation. "If you want to make a living playing Elton John songs, fine, but you need to be prepared to play anything. Frankly, I'd like to see you get a lot more proficient at jazz before you leave, too, but I'm not the best teacher for that. Dr Trilby would be your best bet for that. Regardless, though, it's my job to make you the best pianist you can be, and that means being able to play the great works of piano - Like this one. I'm sure Reginald Dwight's teacher would insist on the same."

"Whose Reginald Dwight?"

"That's Elton John's real name."

"Seriously? You think Elton John can play this stuff?"

"Well, since he attended the Royal Academy of Music where he focused on playing Bach, Handel and Chopin, all of whom are more technically demanding that Clara Schumann - OR Robert Schumann who wrote the original theme - my guess is that he could sit down and sight-read this quite easily."

"Oh," Skyler said, quietly.

"And I hate to break this to you, Sky, but you are not Elton John, Billy Joel, Lady Gaga, Carole King or a member or The Beatles, and until you are, you should be prepared to play anything and everything that will help you to make a living. Alright?"

He took a deep breath and let it out. "Alright."

"Good," Professor Kramer said, then calmed things down. "Have you done your research on this piece?"

"Yes."

"Ok. Tell me about it. Start with the title."

Skyler sat a bit straighter and said, "Variations on a Theme by Robert Schumann" by Clara Schumann. It was written as a birthday present for Clara's husband, Robert, and presented to him on his last birthday that he would spend at home with his family. The next year, he was in a sanitarium where he eventually died."

"How did he die?"

"Probably from syphilis, but there are other theories."

"How old was he when he died?"

"Forty-six."

"And how old was Clara when she became a widow?"

"Thirty-seven."

"How many children did they have together?"

"Eight."

"Tell me about Robert Schumann."

Skyler took a breath and said, "Well... He was a very promising composer and pianist until he injured his hands."

"And how did that happen?"

"The first story is that he was studying with Clara's father, Frederick Wieck, and was having problems with his finger strength. Due to Wieck's constant prodding that he improve, he used a finger-strengthening tool that he made out of a cigar box and he ended up injuring his hand, paralyzing several fingers."

"And the other story?"

"He may have contracted his syphilis at an early age and he would have been treated with mercury. Either the disease, or the cure could have caused that kind of paralysis."

"Good. So... how did he make his living?"

"He wrote a lot of music, and he published a music magazine in which he wrote a lot of critiques."

"And?"

Skyler thought for a moment. "That's all I know about him."

"And he lived off of the money his wife, a very good composer in her own right and one of the most popular and well-paid pianists in Europe, earned. At a time when men ruled the roost and earned all the money, Robert's dependence on Clara to make a living was a source of shame for Robert. Here he was, one of the most prolific composers of his time, and he watched while his wife and his friends, like Brahms and Berlioz, became massively popular. He stayed home and worked while his wife, the mother of his eight children, earned the bulk of the family's income. He was not a happy man."

"Huh..." Skyler nodded. "I guess you just kind of assume that, since someone is important and famous that they're happy, too."

"When, in fact, that is rarely the case." She waited while her student absorbed that information. "So... when Clara Schumann, a woman who was married at nineteen, began mothering children when she was your age, eventually mothered eight children, had to carry the younger ones with her as she worked as a touring pianist because she was still breastfeeding them, made oodles of money that was managed by a bitter, unhappy husband who was dealing with a disease that impacted his physicality and mental stability, wrote this piece as a gift for her dying husband - What was she feeling?

Skyler shrugged. "I don't know. Sadness, maybe?"

"Yes... sadness and grief and fear, but more than anything...?"

"I don't know."

"Love, Sky. She was feeling love. Because, despite all the ups and downs of their marriage... despite all the challenges of being a touring musician with children at home and in tow... despite the embarrassment of a husband dying of a disease that almost certainly was contracted due to socially inappropriate behavior... Clara loved Robert with all of her heart. She was deeply and completely devoted to him and the thought of losing him was tearing her apart. THAT is what I need to hear when you play this piece."

Skyler nodded. "Yes, ma'am."

"Skyler..."

"I mean... yes, professor."

She smirked at her student's inability to use her first name. "Ok. Let me hear it."
 

~^~

 

"So, how is 'The Feminization of Skyler Moynihan' coming?" Hanna's roommate, Yuki, asked, as they both vied for space at the mirror that morning.

"Sky?" Hanna asked, a bit confused by the tone of Yuki's question. "Sky is fine. Why?"

"And you?" Yuki smirked. "Are you still getting all hot and bothered by feminizing him?"

"Yuki... I may have supported Sky's decision to try to win this contest, but I am not 'feminizing' him in any way."

"Yeah, sure," Yuki laughed.

"What do you mean by that?"

"Oh, nothing. It's just that... before Sky was a pretty, little princess, I would be able to come back to my room in the evening and, only occasionally would you two be screwing around. Now..." she giggled, "...now it's like I'm rooming with rabbits! I'm getting texts to stay away pretty much every night and the other night I walked in and found you with your jeans down by your ankles while Sky was wearing a frilly, little dress and on his knees in front of you giving you oral orgasms. Face it, girl... you have some pretty extravagant lesbian fantasies going on in that twisted head of yours."

Hanna shrugged. "I don't think that they're necessarily lesbian fantasies. I have no desire to have sex with someone else with a vag. I need that little pointy bit of his to make things worthwhile for me."

"So, what is it? Just a domination thing?"

"Oh, God, no!" Hanna laughed, finishing up her light makeup and fluffing her hair a bit. "Being a dominatrix is way too much work. I don't have the patience for that kind of makeup, and I look too skinny in leather. Can't I just enjoy seeing my boyfriend looking pretty? Is that really so weird? Guys enjoy seeing their girlfriends in nice dresses, with their hair and makeup done, right? Why? Because it makes the girlfriend beautiful and exotic. Something completely different than themselves. Guys are tough and they like someone who is soft and delicate. Well - I've always been a bit of a tomboy. I mean, I'll wear a dress and makeup for a recital or if I have to wear it for a social event, but usually, I just look like this. Just enough makeup to keep people from staring at me combined with sexually ambiguous jeans and tops. Let's face it, Sky and I fit perfectly into traditional sexual stereotypes. It's just that I'm a little bit more of a guy than Sky is and he's a lot more of a girl than I am."

"And that's traditional?"

"It's 'The New Traditional.'"
 

~^~

 

"Much better," Professor Kramer said, as Skyler finished the Clara Schumann piece. "See... all it needed was a little emotion. Sky, the best way to be a great player or singer is to remember that all the muscles in your body are of no use whatsoever unless you use that big muscle in your chest to interpret the music. It's not your fingers or your diaphragm or even your brain that will make the music great. It's your heart. Always play with your heart. Ok?"

"Ok," he said, standing and closing the cover of his iPad, from which he'd been reading the music.

His teacher looked at her student and smiled. "That is a very pretty dress, Sky." He was wearing a very simple, baby-blue, sleeveless, cotton dress that fit comfortably in the bodice - just tight enough to indicate that there were breasts beneath, but not tight enough to indicate the size of said breasts. It was high waisted and blossomed into a loose, slightly old fashioned, skirt that just covered Skyler's knees as he stood.

"Thank you," Skyler replied. "It's actually a dress I bought on my own and not a hand-me-down from my younger sister."

She smiled at his pride. "You seem to be developing your own sense of style."

He shrugged. "I guess. I mean... I've been listening to my sisters and my mother talking about fashion for my whole life, so I guess I just kind of picked up a lot without thinking about it at all."

"That makes sense," Dr Kramer acknowledged. "Tell me, Sky, have you considered what you'll be wearing to the departmental recital in a few weeks?"

"Not really. I mean, that's like two weeks after the pageant, so... who knows?"

"Does that mean that you're not sure how you will present after the pageant?"

"Yeah," he said, blushing. "It's funny that you brought that up, because this has been the topic of conversation pretty much everywhere I've gone for the last few days. Everyone wants to know what I'll do after the pageant and the truth is... I have no idea."

"I see," she smiled. "I guess this has made your life kind of confusing, huh?"

"A little. I think... I think I just didn't realize how much I'd actually LIKE being a girl. I mean... I had worn girl's clothes a bit before this. What I mean is, I have plenty of hand-me-down shirts from my older sisters that button on the wrong side, and some sneakers that had a pink stripe on them before I took a Sharpie and colored them black or something - and ever since my kid sister, Regina, got to be the same height as me, I've kinda been a stand-in model for my mom or other seamstresses, but... actually living this way - like a girl, I mean - it's just so much different than I expected it will be."

"How?"

"Well... I wake up kind of excited about what I'm going to wear. I have so many different choices than I did before and everything, and I mean EVERYTHING feels so wonderful and... just different, I guess. You grew up wearing dresses and all, but it's all new to me. And then there's the way people look at me."

"Boys you mean?"

"Boys, girls, men, women... everyone! Before, I was just a scrawny boy. I think that people just dismissed me if they thought of me at all. Now, it's like I'm a damsel in distress at all times! People open doors for me, pull out chairs for me... My own uncle won't let me stock shelves in his store anymore. I am working the registers at the front end now. Since people started seeing me dressed this way, they've started thinking of me differently and, to be honest, I kinda like it."

Dr Kramer touched Skyler's hair in a very sisterly manner. She felt the almost childishly feminine butterfly hair clip that held his hair back while he played, and she smiled. "Actually, I do understand, but from the other side. See, that was me growing up. Always the damsel in distress. Always the one whose mother insisted on having her wear the most frilly and feminine items. So, when I had the chance, I went the other way and started wearing more slacks and jeans and things like that. But to be honest, I could never pull off a dress as cute as the one you're wearing in my whole life! My mother would love to dress you."

He smiled at that. "My mother loves to dress me. So do my sisters and my girlfriend. I don't know what it is about women and guys in dresses, but they can't seem to stop themselves."

"Well, remember not to just be their doll, ok? Remember that, whether you are a lady or a gentleman, you are a talented, strong, intelligent person. Stay that way, Sky."

"Yes, ma'am."

"Oh, I hate it when you call me ma'am!" she laughed.
 
 
MUSIC LINKS:

'The Sun Whose Rays Are All Ablaze' from THE MIKADO by Gilbert & Sullivan: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rP2qJXT3olM
 
'Variations on a theme written by Robert Schumann' by Clara Schumann: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AP6-K8CAx0A
 
 
To Be Continued...

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias - 7

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 7

by Clara
Copyright©2023, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

As the Gala approaches, Skyler focuses more and more on what needs to be done,
while outside forces threaten to cancel the event.


 
Author's Note:Thank you for all the reviews and comments. I'm really thrilled you are all enjoying
the story. Please continue to post your comments. They mean a lot to me.
PS. And I have asked Sephrena to stagger the stories so they will not be up at the same time. ~Clara.

 
This version of 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 7 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 7
 

"Hey, girls," one of the high school's cheerleaders said as she sat down at the cafeteria table opposite Regina and Paula.

"Hi, Ellie," Regina said, not thrilled to see this particular girl sitting with them. Ellie was a social diva at the school. She was popular and she could be very manipulative at times. A 'Mean Girl' in every sense of the word.

"So," Ellie leaned in and whispered, "I heard that Mr. Carney got into a lot of trouble because he accused you of cheating on that test."

Regina shook her head. "I don't think so. He was just being Mr Carney, right? I worked hard last weekend, and I was prepared for that test. I guess he was just surprised."

"Maybe," Ellie said, licking her glossed lips and looking around, "but he's not in school today, the sweater he keeps on the back of his chair is gone and his coffee mug isn't on his desk. I think he may have been fired."

"I sincerely doubt that, Ellie," Paula said, shaking her head.

"We shall see!" The cheerleader rose and strutted away.

"You don't think he was really fired over this, do you?" Paula asked, concerned.

"I don't know," Regina replied, "but I'm going to find out."
 

~^~

 

"Hi, Sky," the voice on his voicemail said. He was playing the message through his phone's speaker so Hanna could hear it. "This is Fawn, your photographer friend. I'm just calling you, Regina and Paula to tell you that the clients loved the pictures we took last weekend. I'd like to book you all again for another session in a month. I have your mother's number, so I'll call her to confirm things, too, but I just wanted to let all three of you know that the session was a huge success! I look forward to seeing you all here again in a few weeks."

"Pretty cool, huh?" Skyler said to Hanna. "Reggie is going to be really thrilled."

"You seem pretty thrilled, too," Hanna grinned. "Look at you, getting all excited over the prospect of putting on more, fancy dresses."

Skyler shrugged. "Like I said, I'm going to enjoy this while it lasts."

"The modeling gig is in a month, Sky. The Gala is in ten days. Have you made up your mind to remain like this after the Gala, then?"

Skyler gave her a little smirk. "I'm considering it."
 

~^~

 

"According to Bea Santos, who is an office aid, Mr Carney didn't quit, but he took a leave of absence until the end of the school year," Regina told Paula. "I guess he had a fight with the principal after my mom left and she gave him the option of taking the leave of absence or she would consider having him fired for insubordination."

"Wow," Paula said. "Is that fair? I mean... you did cheat..."

Regina nodded. "I admit, I'm not happy about it, but he is kinda a dickhead and he called me stupid pretty much everyday." She thought for a moment. "I don't know if it's fair or not, though."
 

~^~

 

"That was excellent, Ladies," Karen, the technical director said after the second rehearsal. Once again, most of the contestants wore jeans and men's shirts, while Skyler was wearing a very pretty outfit that he'd bought himself at the mall. "Now, those of you who have not yet run your talent sections, please sit in the first three rows. The rest of you are free to go. If you want to watch the others rehearse, please sit near the rear of the house."

"Are you playing today, Skyler?" One of the contestants asked, rather loudly, while they all stood in formation on the stage.

"No," Skyler said, surprised by the question. "I played last week."

"I know," the contestant said with a smile. "I wanted to hear you play again, but if you're not playing, then I'm going home."
 

~^~

 

"This really has nothing to do with you, Regina," the principal said. "I can't really discuss it with you, but I will say that Mr Carney's attitude towards many of his students became abundantly clear to me last Monday, and the decisions that were made were inevitable. If your situation hadn't been the straw that broke the camel's back, another situation would have become known in the very near future. Your issue was not his first infraction."

"I just feel bad," Regina said. "Like... it's my fault he's fired."

"He's not fired, Regina. He took a mental health leave and has plenty of sick days to maintain his employment until the fall. So, relax, Regina. He's getting the help he needs to be a better teacher."

"Ok," Regina nodded, feeling better about the situation. "Thank you."
 

~^~

 

"Hello?" Skyler said, answering the call from the unfamiliar number.

"Sky?" the voice asked.

"Yes."

"This is Jenny Jacobs from the pageant."

"Oh... hi," Skyler said, surprised to get a call from last year's winner. "How are you?"

"I'm well, Sky, but I'm calling to be sure that you saw the email that went out about this weekend's rehearsal."

"An email? When did you send it?"

"Just a few minutes ago, but Sky, dear, it is not great news."

Sky opened his iPad and read the email quickly, then touched the link that brought him to a news story. "This is nuts!" he said.

"I agree, dear, but here's the situation. Some jackass who is not on the city council is demanding that The Gala of Tiresias be shut down. They are calling it a 'drag show,' which it isn't, but who cares if it was, and they are threatening to hold protests outside of the Ansonia Mansion during the show. They've even called for the removal of local officials who approved the permits for the event. It's all quite a mess at the moment."

Skyler took all of that in and considered the consequences. "So... what's going to happen? Are you cancelling the Gala? Moving it to a new location?"

"No, dear, not at this time, anyway. No, right now we are moving ahead as planned, but I'm sure this whole mess will escalate over the next few days. We really just want to make all of our contestants aware of the situation and give you all time to process everything. We are also offering to refund all deposits and fees to any contestant who wants to withdraw."

There was an awkward silence that seemed to go on for a very long time.

"You're not considering withdrawing, are you, Sky?" Jenny asked in a concerned tone.

"I... I don't know," he finally answered. "To be honest, I need to think about it. I never considered that things could turn hostile like this. I mean... what if these people want to really hurt us? I can't put my family in danger."

"I know, dear, but we can't let the bullies win, can we? We in the queer-community have to stick up for ourselves and stand up to these holier-than-thou people who want to shove us back into our closets. I hate to say this, Sky, but it's time for gurls like us to man-up and defend who we are. No one ever said that being a trans-girl was going to be easy."

Trans? Was that what he really was? A Tran-girl? He hadn't even considered that he'd fit in that category, but Jenny had just used that term to describe him. Maybe, before he agreed to fight for who he was, he should at least figure out who that really was!

"Jenny, I... I need to think through this, ok? Can I call you back tomorrow morning?"

There was a sad, disappointed sigh from the other end of the conversation. "Ok," Jenny raid, sadly. "Call me tomorrow." Then, in a hurried voice, Jenny said, "But Sky..."

"Yes?"

"Don't withdraw, sweetheart. You're very talented and... I probably shouldn't say this, but... as far as I can tell, you are this year's front runner. If... if you don't do this competition, Sky... well... you'll regret that for the rest of your life."

Skyler didn't know what to say, he was just too confused and scared right then.

"Don't let the bad guys win, honey. These are troubling and dangerous times for people like us. We have to stand up for ourselves and tell the people who want us to go away that we are here to stay."

Silence.

"Are you still there, Sky?"

"I am."

"Ok... call me."

"I will."

"Bye."

"... bye."
 

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"Now, wait a minute," Uncle Bill said to Skyler as they sat on opposite sides of the desk in Bill's small office. "You're saying that there is a group of people in this state who think that a bunch of guys who get dressed up as women for a competition are somehow a threat to them? Am I understanding this correctly?"

"Yeah, in short, yeah, but they're claiming that we're a threat to the children of the community, somehow, and that they will do whatever it takes to shut down the gala."

"Well, that's the dumbest thing I've ever heard," the older man scowled. "I mean, don't these people have jobs or anything else to occupy their time? Where do they find enough hours in the day to develop all this hate and stupidity?"

Skyler was about to say something, but his uncle pushed on.

"This is not the same country I grew up in. Sky, I am forty-eight years old and when I was growing up, all this talk about hate was just in our history books. Policemen turning firehouses on civil rights marchers in the sixties, riots in Boston over school bussing in the seventies... I guess we were just naïve to think it was all over. Or, maybe I just wasn't paying enough attention until recently.'

'Sky, I spent two and a half years in the Persian Gulf doing my duty for this country. My father, your grandfather, spent twenty months in Vietnam doing the same. We didn't question WHY the government asked us to do what we did, we did it BECAUSE our country called on us and we answered the call. We both felt it was the best way to preserve the rights and freedoms of the people back home. But this... this... bull shit, pardon my French, is not what we fought for. This whole country has lost sight of the important things and everyone is just sniping at everyone else. 'I'm right/you're wrong.' It's ridiculous and I'm fed up."

"I get what you're saying, Uncle Bill," Skyler said, "but isn't saying that 'the whole country' is to blame kind of judgmental, too?"

Bill smiled. "You are too smart for your own britches, young... lady. You know that?"

Skyler laughed at his Uncle's use of such an outdated, folksy phrase.

"So..." Bill got serious, again, "what do you plan to do?"

"I don't know, yet. I need to talk to the family and figure everything out. What do you think I should do?"

Bill opened a drawer in his desk and pulled out an envelope. Then, from the envelope, he began extracting laminated tickets to '45th Annual Gala of Tiresias' to take place in a few days at the Ansonia Mansion. He laid each ticket in front of Skyler and commented on each one as he did so. "This one is for your mother. This one is for Kathy. This one is for Amanda. This one is for Regina. This one is for Hanna. And this one is for me. That's six tickets at two hundred dollars each, plus handling fees, whatever those are. I am the most frugal man I know, and I've spent over twelve-hundred dollars to see my nephew win one of the most prestigious competitions in the country. No matter what, I'm going... and I'll be very disappointed if my nephew isn't there to show everyone that he's the most talented and beautiful young woman in New England."

"Wow," Skyler said, looking at the tickets. "This is a whole new level of pressure. What if I don't win?"

Bill smiled. "If you walk out on that stage for even a moment, Sky, then you've already won. The prize is arbitrary. Showing the world who you are and what you can do... that's winning."

"Thanks, Uncle Bill," Skyler smiled. Was this who he really was, though? He still hadn't figured that out completely.

Bill made a show of looking at his watch. "Holy smokes! You're almost three minutes late for your shift. I'd hate to have to fire you after everything we just talked about."

"Ok." Skyler laughed as they both stood.

Skyler turned to leave the office, but Bill stopped him with, "Hey. Come here."

Skyler stepped towards his uncle who enveloped him in a firm, warm hug. As he embraced his nephew, Bill said, "I know I don't say this much, but I love you, you know."

"I know, Uncle Bill. I love you, too."

"I know Sky, but... I should say it more often." He released the younger man but held him at arm's length and looked at him. "Your father would be so proud of you if he were here. I just wish he wasn't so goddamned stupid. Look at what he's missing out on."

Skyler shrugged. "This is how he wanted it, Uncle Bill. He chose to leave. Now... As mom always says - it is what it is, right?"

Bill nodded. "Well... my brother is a moron. He may be gone, but I'll always be close by if you need me, Sky."

"I know. Thanks, Uncle Bill."
 

~^~

 

"We are considering reversing our decision to allow the event to take place," a City Councilor said on the newscast.

"What a sniveling, little coward," Jenny muttered while watching the TV.

"Our constituents have raised their voices and made it very clear to us that this event is not something they want to take place here. There are issues of morality that we had not considered," he continued.

The camera shifted to a reporter. "Let me clarify for our viewers. This city recently hosted something called 'SatanCon' at a convention center that is owned by the city, and you hosted a huge event to celebrate the start of online gambling in the state?"

"Yes, I believe that's true." The councilman nodded.

"So, Satanism and online gambling events can take place in PUBLICLY owned venues, but what is essentially a womanless beauty pageant that has been taking place for nearly half a century and never once caused any public strife, is too amoral to be allowed to take place in a PRIVATE venue - even though the city has already approved all of its permit requests?"

The councilman smirked at the reporter. "Things are more complicated than your obviously slanted question would indicate. Now, if you'll excuse me..."

"But councilman..."

"I'm sorry. I need to go."

"What an asshole," Jenny muttered.
 

~^~

 

"If you're asking me if it's worth risking your safety so that you can be in a pageant, then I'd have to say no... I don't." Amanda said, crossing her arms and looking around the room at her mother, sisters, brother and his girlfriend.

"Well, it is a substantially bigger prize than the typical pageant," her mother said, still considering the pros and cons.

"Mom, have you been following the news, lately? Do you know what has been going on in states like Tennessee, Texas and Florida. Even in Montana, people's lives are being destroyed just because they are trans or because they are supporting trans rights." Amanda protested.

"Yes, but we don't live in those states, Amanda," her sister Kathy tried to point out.

"I can't believe you're so relaxed about this!" Amanda said, more riled up to anyone. "I mean, I can understand mom being cavalier about it because the financial stuff falls in her lap, but you and I were more like mothers than sisters to Sky! I remember teaching you how to change his diapers when you were barely out of diapers yourself! I'm not going to stand by and see him hurt over a stupid pageant!"

"I think we all need to calm down a bit," her mother said. "We all know how Kathy and Amanda feel - one in favor of Sky continuing and one opposed. Now, let's move on. Regina? What do you think?"

The fourteen year old sister looked uncomfortable. "I'm not gonna lie, I really prefer Sky like this. It's not that I didn't love you before, Sky. I did, but... we've just gotten so close lately and, to be honest, I'd really miss having my sister Sky around if she went away."

"So... you're in favor of Sky doing the pageant?" Her mother asked.

"I don't know," Regina shrugged and wiped a tear from her eye. "I mean, I don't want Sky to get hurt, so..." She thought for a moment. "Can I ask a question?"

"Of course," her mother said.

Regina looked at Sky and finally asked, "Are you trans?"

"Oh, come on," Amanda snapped, frustrated. "Just look at him! He's as cute as you are, Reggie! Of course, he's trans."

"Well, it's just that..." she tried to organize her thoughts. "See, I know some trans people at school and... well... being trans isn't just wearing the clothes and looking cute. It's a real need to be someone other than who you are. So, maybe we're using the wrong word for Sky." She looked at her brother. "Sky... do you want to be a woman?"

"No," he said, quietly.

"Ok, so if you're just doing this for the money, even if it's a lot of money, it's just not worth the risk," Amanda pointed out.

"So, after the pageant," Kathy asked, "will you just go back to being a boy again?"

"No," he responded just as quietly.

"I don't understand," Kathy said.

Skyler took a deep breath and explained. "Ok... I've spent most of the last twenty-four hours thinking about this and I'm not sure how to explain how I feel." He thought before he spoke. "See... I was never really comfortable in my own skin before, but I kind of thought that everyone felt that way. Now... now I feel... right. Like this is who I'm meant to be, but I need to be THIS me. Me looking like a girl, but Me being a guy, too."

"Is that even possible?" Kathy asked, her face screwed up in confusion.

"Yeah," Amanda, the nurse answered, "but it's not easy."

"Neither is having your junk cut off, I shouldn't think," Kathy said under her breath.

"Now, none of that nonsense," her mother said. "Let's keep things civil and supportive." She looked at her son. "So... you're not attracted to boys, then?"

He did a double take and then looked at Hanna. "How could you ask that, mom? I'm in love with Hanna."

"You could still be in love with Hanna but be a lesbian who is in love with Hanna," Regina posited.

"A...? But I'm not a lesbian! I'm a man... kinda. I guess I'm what you'd call me 'non-binary.' I'm someone who's kind of halfway between being a man or a woman. I don't know how else to explain this."

Hanna touched his shoulder. "You've explained it fine, babe. It's ok."

Amanda cleared her throat. "Let me be very clear here," she said. "I am one hundred percent in favor of Sky living anyway he wants to... I'm sorry... any way he needs to. It's just this pageant that has me concerned. Why risk your safety for something like that?"

"Because it's important to me," Skyler said. "I want to do it and I think I could win."

There was a silence until their mother said. "Hanna? Skyler says he loves you and that makes you part of the family. What do you have to say?"

Hanna looked around at the concerned faces of her boyfriend's family and braced herself before she spoke. "Ok, look, let me start by saying very clearly that I love Sky a lot." She looked at his mother. "I did before you pulled into that custom dress shop's parking lot, and I still do now. Also," she took a breath, "and I know this might sound weird, but... I kind of prefer the way he looks now. Actually, it's not just the way he looks... it's him. It's like he's more self confident, more secure in his own abilities now than he ever was. I find that very appealing. And, let me be clear about this too, I'm not a lesbian, either. Part of the attraction to seeing Sky looking like this is that I know that under all that makeup, hairspray and pretty clothes is a really cute, sweet, passionate guy."

Everyone smiled, relieved to hear that.

"Now, regarding The Gala of Tiresias... I think that he should absolutely do it. He's worked incredibly hard to prepare and the two professors he's been working with at school think he stands a really good chance of winning. So does Jenny, right Sky?"

He nodded.

"Who is Jenny?" Kathy asked.

"She won the Gala last year and she's one of this year's coordinators. Actually, she's kind of running everything this year," Sky explained. "She's the one who called me this morning."

"Alright," Mrs Moynihan said. "So, Kathy, Hanna and Regina are saying 'do the pageant. Amanda says no and I'm still on the fence. I think I have to say that I will support whatever you decide, Sky. So, it's up to you."

"Wait," Amanda interrupted before Skyler could speak. "Sky... this whole thing scares the crap out of me, but... if you decide to do it, then I'm on board, completely. I'll support everything you chose to do and I will never, ever say 'I told you so.' Ok?"

Skyler smiled. "Ok. Thanks, Mandy." He thought for a moment. "I think that I have to do it. I've worked really hard and, like Hanna said, everyone seems to think I could do really well. So... I'm doing it."
 

~^~

 

"It's something new, just to challenge you," Professor Marino said, retrieving music from the printer and handing it to Skyler. "It's not a belting piece like the one you're doing at the Gala. It's a controlled, beautiful piece, but anything in that range will make you more comfortable. Play through it and sing it as you do. It'll be a combined sight-singing and sight-reading exercise."

"Alright," Skyler sighed, uncertain as to the purpose of this exercise.

He glanced at the music. Key of F major - easy enough. Looked pretty straight ahead and he was good at both sight reading and sight singing.

"It says, 'from Jekyll and Hyde.' Is that a musical?" He asked.

"It is."

"Is it good?"

Professor Marino smiled and shrugged. "It's Frank Wildhorn and Leslie Bricusse, so it has its moments. And this song is one of those moments."

"How fast is it?"

"It's slow. Say around eighty-six to ninety BPM."

"Ok." Skyler subtly bounced his head to the tempo for a few measures, then began playing. The four bar introduction was pretty. Then he sang the lyrics.

"I peer through windows

Watch life go by

Dream of tomorrow

And wonder why

The past is holding me

Keeping life at bay

I wander lost in yesterday

Wanting to fly

But scared to try

But if someone like you

Found someone like me

Then suddenly

Nothing would ever be the same

My heart would take wing

And I'd feel so alive!

If someone like you

Found me."

He continued to sing and play, getting more involved in the song with every note. As he reached the last refrain, he opened up his newly found high range and let the notes flow out with passion.

"Oh, if someone like you

Found someone like me

Then suddenly

Nothing would ever be the same

My heart would take wing

And I'd feel so alive!

If someone like you

Loved me!

Loved me!

Loved me!"

When he'd finished, he realized that his eyes had closed as he'd held the last note. He opened them, turned and saw Professor Marino and Professor Kramer and Hanna smiling at him.

"That was beautiful, babe," Hanna said, looking as if she was about to cry.

"It really was, Sky," Professor Kramer nodded. "Congratulations, Sky. I think you just crossed some kind of a threshold. You definitely played and sang that song from your soul. I'm very proud of you."
 

~^~

 

"So, what is your decision?" Jenny asked Skyler through the phone.

"I'm going to do the gala," he said, feeling very happy with his decision.

"That's my girl!" Jenny half-cheered through the phone. "It looks like we're only losing five contestants at this point. I'm so glad you're sticking with us, Sky. Now, remember, this weekend is final dress at The Ansonia Mansion - not the hotel. Bring all your costumes and you're Agame. Ok?"

"Ok, Jenny. I'll see you then." He disconnected the phone and pulled the foil top off of his yogurt container.

"Hey," Alan said with a big grin, sitting opposite him. "How are you today?"

"Really good," Skyler smiled. "You?"

"I'm good too. You know that job I told you about? Well, I'm starting it tonight. I'm going to be waiting tables at a wedding at a hotel downtown. I think I'll be making some decent change."

"That's great, Alan!"

"Yeah, and provided I don't screw up royally, I'm booked for the next four weekends. Boy, what a relief. I was running out of pocket money since the store I worked in before went out of business. My parents aren't really able to help me out financially. I feel much better now."

"Hey, that's wonderful," Skyler said with a friendly smile. "I'm really happy for you."

"Thanks," he said, happily.

"Well, don't we all have happy faces," Hanna said, arriving with her tray.

"Alan has some great news," Skyler explained.

"Oh? What's up?"

Alan told Hanna all about his new job and Hanna listened attentively and even asked him about his previous experience in the service industry. He was thrilled to share his stories with the two pretty girls.
 

~^~

 

"I don't know," Skyler's mother said, looking at her son as he modeled the fourth pageant gown that Regina had supplied. This was Regina's favorite, but something about it didn't appeal to their mother.

"What?" Regina asked. "It's a beautiful dress!"

"It is, but... I think, even though you and Skyler look like twins, clothes hang just a little differently on each of you. Honestly, and no offense, Skyler, but I don't think that he has the confidence to pull this gown off. It shows so much skin..."

"I agree," Hanna said. "Reggie, you can wear something like this and you have a kind of 'Look at me, world. I'm beautiful' attitude, but Sky has only been wearing dresses for a couple of weeks. I don't think he has the confidence or experience to wear that."

Regina sighed, frustrated by the situation. For the last couple of weeks, she'd been dressing her big brother in her clothes and there had been no problems. Now... there were problems. Sky had no real experience with this kind of clothing. Yes, he'd been a dress model for fittings she couldn't attend, but that didn't involve moving, or performing.

They'd found a gown for him to wear in the opening. It was a fairly simple, pink silk gown that hung nicely, moved easily and didn't require complicated underthings.

They also found a nice retro-style blouse and skirt set for him to wear while singing his song - which was actually his second talent, so there was no guarantee he'd even need it.

At this moment, they were trying to find a gown he could wear while playing his Chopin piece on piano. It couldn't be restricting because he needed to be able to move. It also needed to fit securely because if he did move while playing, and the last thing anyone wanted was a boob, fake or real, to suddenly pop out of a revealing top. He also needed to be comfortable in it.

"Well, what are you looking for?" Regina asked.

"Oh, I have an idea," Hanna said, pulling out her phone. "This is Khatia Buniatishvili. She's one of the best pianists in the world right now. Take a look at what she wears."

She pushed play and a video played.

"Oh, I think that Sky is too small in the bust to wear something like that," their mother said.

"Ok, look at this one," Hanna said moving to another video.

"Oh! That'll work!" Their mother said.

Regina looked at the phone and said, "Oh. I thought you wanted something more elaborate. I have something similar to that. It's black with little gold squares kind of randomly arranged on it."

"The one you wore to your cousin's wedding last year?" Her mother asked.

"Yes."

"That would be perfect."

Moments later, Regina returned with the dress. Skyler stripped off the gown he was wearing and stepped into the new arrival. Regina pulled it up onto him.

It was designed for a smaller girl than Regina had become. A more modestly breasted girl who was, perhaps, just a little more petite overall. So, it fit Skyler perfectly.

Black spaghetti straps crossed his shoulders to support a princess neckline bodice that may have plunged just a bit more than Skyler had worn before. Below the bust line was a section that appeared to wrap around the upper belly for six inches or so, then the soft chiffon material bloused out into a spacious skirt that hung nicely and provided a loose and easily maneuvered, but formal look. It was black and it did have little gold squares that sparkled and caught the light when the dress moved.

There was a zipper up the lower back that tightened the band around his upper belly and made him look even more slender than he already was. When the zipper was raised, the gown fit perfectly.

It was simple, yet startling and incredibly feminine.

"I love it!" His mother praised, unable to keep herself from touching the soft material.

"I agree," Hanna smiled. She touched her boyfriend's soft, hairless cheek. "You look like an angel, Sky. You're just beautiful."

"You look great, Sky," Regina chimed in, "but wait until James pulls your whole look together for you. You are going to be as hot as hell when you step onto that stage. Every guy there, straight or gay, is going to get a boner when he looks at you."

"Regina Marie!" Her mother half-shouted/half-laughed. "Where on earth did you learn to talk like that?"

"From Kathy and Amanda," the youngest sibling shrugged.

"How does it feel, babe?" Hanna asked Skyler. "Are you comfortable in that gown?"

"Yeah, I guess," Skyler said, but he only said that to avoid having to say that this was the softest material he'd ever felt in his life and that he would LOVE to wear something that felt this nice all the time.

"And all he'll need to wear under it is a strapless bra, a pair of panties and shoes," his mother said, thinking aloud. "I don't think we're going to find anything more comfortable than that." She fussed some more with the dress, brushing the wrinkles out of it.

"You look sexy as hell, Sky," Regina grinned, happy to have helped to find a suitable gown for her brother. "Doesn't he, Hanna?"

"He does to me, Reggie." She winked at the younger girl before saying, "Let's just hope that not too many men end up getting boners as Sky walks by them.

Regina and Hanna laughed, but Mrs Moynihan tried to sound like a responsible parent. "Alright! That's enough from you two. Boners," she laughed, "I haven't heard them called 'boners' since Bill Clinton was President. Don't use that word, Regina. It sounds so... childish. Find another word, please."

"Can I call it an erection?" Regina asked innocently.

"Why are we having this conversation at all?" Her mother winced.

"Because, mom... guys get boners when they look at beautiful woman. And Sky is going to be the most beautiful woman at that all male pageant."
 

~^~

 

"So, that's sixty-eight-fifty from eighty, so that's fifty-cents makes sixty-nine, one dollar makes seventy and ten makes eighty. Thank you for your business. Please, come again." Skyler smiled at the older woman who was in the store pretty much every day at around two thirty.

The woman smiled at him. "I love your dress, Sky."

Skyler glanced at the light green, knee length sundress he was wearing, then grinned at the older woman. "Oh, thank you, Mrs Stoller. That's very kind of you to say."

She picked up her bags and glanced at the other register. "And how are you today, Lynn?"

Lynn, who'd seemed agitated all day, forced a smile. "I'm good, Mrs Stoller. Thank you."

"Well, you two girls have a nice day, now." Mrs Stoller took her bags and left.

"Are you ok?" Skyler asked Lynn.

"Huh? Me? Yeah... I'm ok," Lynn said. "Why?"

"Well, you just look a little pale."

A customer started unloading his groceries at Skyler's station.

"I'm fine," but Skyler could tell that something was bothering her. Maybe it was an upset stomach or something, but she didn't look well.

He needed to do his job for the moment, though, so he grabbed a box of pasta and passed it over the scanner. He moved on to the next item, and the next, and the next, not really looking at the customer. He was aware that the person had finished loading his groceries onto the counter and he'd pushed the shopping cart to the end of the bagging area and now was standing opposite him with the scanner section of the counter between them. The man was fidgeting with something over there, Skyler assumed he was looking for his wallet.

Out of the corner of his eye, Skyler saw something pass him. What was that? A fly? A moth? Oh, well...

Then something bounced off his shoulder. He stopped scanning for a moment and looked up to see if something was falling off the ceiling. While he was looking up, though, something hit his cheek.

What the heck!?

He looked down and saw something he never expected to see sitting on the counter. It was something he had never used himself. Something he recognized because he was the only boy in a house full of women who used these things.

It was a tampon.

A used, dirty tampon on the counter.

Skyler looked around, confused, when another filthy sanitary item bounced off the front of his dress.

He looked at the customer who held in his latex-gloved hand, a plastic freezer-sized bag of dirty, used tampons.

"I thought you might need these to make you feel more like a woman," the customer said.

"What?" Skyler muttered, shocked and confused.

The customer threw another tampon at Skyler. "What's the matter, fairy? Don't you know what a tampon is? Doesn't your fantasy of being a girl include having a period?"

"What?" Skyler muttered again, still unsure of what was happening.

"What are you doing?" The next customer in line, a woman in her late thirties shouted, both uncertain of what was happening and angered by the actions of the other customer.

"This doesn't concern you," the first customer snapped at her. "This is between me and this faggot."

The woman pulled her carriage out of the aisle and stepped towards the man. "I'm calling the police if you don't stop." She tried to grab his arm. "Leave that girl alone."

"He's not a girl, lady. That's why I'm here." He threw another another dirty item at Skyler.

"That's none of your concern," the woman customer stated, pulling out her phone. "I'm calling the police."

"Dad, stop!" Came from the other register, but Skyler was still shocked and confused, so he couldn't process what was happening.

"What's going on here?" Skyler's Uncle Bill shouted, moving quickly and approaching the front of store from the meat counter where he'd been working.

"This asshole is assaulting this girl," the second customer explained. "I'm calling the police."

At that moment, the male customer threw the entire remaining contents of the plastic freezer bag at Skyler, making a mess of soiled menstrual products all over the work area.

"What the hell...?" Bill shouted both as a business person whose store was being violated and as an uncle whose nephew/niece was being assaulted. He hurried around the register area and pulled the man's grocery cart out of the way, then gripped the man by the front of his shirt and pushed him up against the wall. "What is wrong with you?" He screamed at the man.

"Dad!"

Skyler turned and looked at Lynn. "That's your father?"

Lynn was already coming around the back of her cashier station and headed towards her father and Uncle Bill in the hopes of keeping her boss from throttling her father. She looked at Skyler as she passed him, and she looked as if she was going to burst into tears. "I'm so sorry," she said.

Skyler looked around the typically peaceful, neighborhood market that his uncle so loved and took in the mayhem around him. Uncle Bill was screaming and threatening to beat up a customer, Lynn was begging them both her calm down, her father was grinning broadly and spouting Bible verses at Uncle Bill, and the female customer who had called the police was saying, "Yes, at the corner of Claremont and Elliot Streets. Oh, they just pulled up now." Skyler looked out the window and saw two police officers approaching the door: one male, one female.

This was crazy!

What had he done to incite this?

Why was Lynn's dad so angry?

"Alright, now everybody just calm down," the tall, broad, male police officer said as he entered the store. Then, to Uncle Bill he said, "Sir, if you'll please release this man and step back, we'll handle things from here."

Reluctantly, Uncle Bill released Lynn's father and took a step back.

The female police officer, who looked just as powerful as her male partner, spoke to Uncle Bill as the other officer spoke to Lynn's father. "Are you the owner?"

"Yes," he replied.

"Can you tell me what happened here?"

Uncle Bill cleared his throat. "Well... I was working out back when I heard a commotion up front. When I got here, that guy was throwing something... a whole bunch of somethings at the cashier, my... niece... and calling her names. My other cashier was screaming at the man to stop... I think he might be her father... and another customer had called you people. I pulled the guy away from my... niece... and then you two showed up. That's about all I know."

"Had there been an altercation between your niece and the customer prior to the customer assaulting your niece with the soiled tampons?"

"I... I don't know, but... I doubt it. Sky is very polite."

"That's your niece's name? Sky?"

"Yes."

The female police officer turned to Skyler and asked what precipitated the attack.

"I don't know," Skyler said at first, but then he realized he knew the answer to that question. "Actually... I think it's because I'm... not... a girl... and I think he knew. He's a minister at a church that really frowns on... well... people like me."

"So, you're a trans-girl?"

Skyler shrugged. "I... guess." Then he thought for a moment and regrouped, gathering his courage. "Yes. Yes... I am a trans-girl."

The officer let out a sigh, which Uncle Bill interpreted as a judgement of Skyler.

"You're not insinuating by that sigh that Sky is responsible for what that guy did, are you?"

"Not at all, sir," the officer said with calm efficiency. "It's just that, since this may be interpreted as a hate-crime, this could turn into a federal case. I apologize for the sigh, sir. It was more about the amount of paperwork this could result in rather than a judgment of any sort."

"A federal case?" Skyler asked. "What does that mean?"

"It could mean some serious jail time for your assailant - IF he's found guilty on both state and federal charges."

Skyler looked towards the back of the store where Lynn was sobbing as her father was being handcuffed. Was he responsible for any of this?

"Sir," the female officer said to Uncle Bill, "if I could get a statement from you and your niece, please?"

Just then, Skyler heard the male officer say into the microphone that was attached to his shirt front, "This is badge number six-nine-one-seven requesting a unit to transport a detained suspect. Suspect is hand cuffed and cooperative."

"Unit is en route, six-nine-one-seven," came an electronic voice through the small speaker.

The male officer guided Lynn's father past the checkout area, with Lynn trailing behind, weeping uncontrollably. She looked at Skyler with huge, sad, wet eyes. "I'm so sorry, Sky. I..." she couldn't find the right words. "I... I'm... just... so... sorry."

Skyler wanted to reach out and hug her, but he was still frozen in shock at the whole situation.

Lynn took off the vest that she wore at her cashier's station and handed it to Uncle Bill. "Here," she said, sounding even sadder. "Thank you for giving me this job. I'm sorry it all... I'm... I'm just sorry."

Uncle Bill took the vest, uncertain of what to say in this situation.

"Wait," Skyler said, louder than he'd intended. "Does this really have to go this far? I mean... what if I didn't press charges."

"Well, I certainly intend to," Uncle Bill said. "That man not only assaulted you, but he disrupted my business."

"Yeah, but... Uncle Bill... yeah, he's hateful and all, but... he is Lynn's father. If he goes to prison, then... what happens to his family?"

Uncle Bill looked at Lynn with sympathy. "I'm sorry, Lynn, but he broke the law. I have to protect my business and MY family. You understand, don't you?"

The sad girl nodded.

Uncle Bill sighed, upset by the sight of his employee. He looked to the police officers. "What are my options here?"

The male officer answered. "Well, you could press charges. That will mean that this man will appear before a judge, and he will either be found guilty or innocent. If found guilty, then he could be sentenced to anything from community service to several years in prison. Should you choose not to press charges, then he will be released, and you could end this now, or you could still file a restraining order to keep him from entering your store again. It's up to you, sir."

He looked at Skyler. "What would you have me do, Sky? I'd rather take our chances with the courts, but... he attacked you, Sky. It's your decision."

Skyler looked at the man, then at the pleading eyes of his daughter. He took a deep breath and finally said. "Let him go, please."

The officers looked at each other and shrugged. "Ok," the male officer said, pulling out his keys to unlock the handcuffs and speaking to Lynn's father, "but just be aware that we will be filing a report. So, if you decide to pull something like this in the future, there will be a record of your behavior here today. Do you understand?"

"Yeah," Lynn's father replied, seeming to be unfazed by the officer's authority.

"How do I go about filing a restraining order?" Uncle Bill asked.

"It's a simple procedure," the female officer said and then she went on to explain.

"Thank you," Lynn whispered to Skyler.

He shrugged. "Why did he do that?"

"I guess he thought it was the right thing to do," Lynn said, sniffling. "He said it was God's will."

"Is that what you think, too?"

Lynn shook her head. "I don't agree. I used to, but... then I got to know you. I told my father that you were a good person, but..." she looked around the store, thoroughly embarrassed and confused. "I'm just... sorry."

Skyler nodded. "I know."
 

~^~

 

Alan sat down in a chair opposite Skyler, placing a full tray on the table. "Here you go," he said with a big smile, taking a dish of chocolate, soft-serve ice cream from the tray and placing it on the table in front of Skyler.

"What's this?" Skyler asked, surprised.

"I'm celebrating," the big boy smiled. "I got my first paycheck from the catering company, so I bought you an ice cream."

"Oh, Alan, that's so sweet of you, but..."

"I know, I know, you and Hanna are a couple. Don't worry, I'm not trying to seduce you with frozen treats." That made Skyler laugh. "I got one for Hanna and one for me, too." He pointed to his tray.

"That's very generous, Alan, but you shouldn't be spending your money on us."

"Ooh! Ice cream!" Hanna said, joyfully, sliding into the seat beside Skyler and looking longingly at his dish. "Can I have a taste?"

"I got you your own bowl," Alan said triumphantly. "Vanilla or twist?"

"Oh, I love vanilla," Hanna smiled.

"Perfect," Alan grinned, "because I love twist!"

Hanna took the bowl. "Thank you, Alan. What's the occasion?"

"Alan got his first check from his new job," Skyler explained.

"And I thought that a great way to celebrate is to buy ice cream for my two favorite girls!" The boy beamed.

"Ohhhh, how nice," Hanna half-sang in that way that only girls of a certain age can. That sing-song voice that flirts with the boy, infantilizes the boy, and excites the boy, all at exactly the same time.

Alan blushed and Hanna turned to Skyler. "Don't eat too much of that. You need to fit into all those slinky dresses this weekend."

"Slinky dresses, huh?" Alan gave Skyler a playful smirk. "Do you have a performance this weekend? And don't worry - it's fat free frozen yogurt."

"She does have a performance. I pageant, really... for a big scholarship," Hanna said, glancing proudly at her pretty boyfriend.

"A pageant?" Alan's eyes widened in surprise. "I never would have taken you for a pageant girl. You're too... nice."

"It's my first one," Skyler smiled and licked a little ice cream from his spoon.

"I don't think pageant girls get nasty until their third or fourth pageant," Hanna teased.

"Hey," Skyler laughed, "my sisters are all pageant girls and Reggie has done like twenty or so, and she's not nasty."

"Reggie?" Alan joined in, "I met her... right?"

"You did," Hanna grinned, "and she never said she was only fourteen, did she? See? Nasty."

They all laughed.

"So what time is your performance, or pageant thing? Maybe I can come." Alan was genuinely interested and supportive.

"It starts at seven in the evening," Hanna said, sounding helpful, but Skyler wondered why she'd offer any information about the pageant. After all, Alan didn't know the truth about Skyler.

"Oh, damn. Can't make it," Alan said, disappointed. "I'm working that night. Sorry."

"No big deal," Skyler smiled, relieved.

Alan went to stand. "I gotta get a drink. Can I get you girls anything?"

"I'm good," both replied in unison. He walked away.

"Why would you invite him to the pageant?" Skyler asked, a little peeved.

"I thought he'd enjoy it."

"But he doesn't know about me."

"Well," Hanna drew her hand through Skyler's soft, blonde hair, "maybe you should tell him. He is obviously attracted to you."

"To you, too."

Hanna kissed his forehead. "No, baby. He likes me as a classmate, but he's attracted to you. You should tell him."

"After the pageant," he finally said.

"I'm not interrupting, am I?" Alan said, returning. "If you two need some time alone..."

"No," Hanna smiled, "we're good. Sit down."

"There's nothing wrong, is there?"

"No, no, no," Hanna smiled. "Just... you know how girls are. We live on emotional roller coasters."
 

~^~

 

"I don't know what more we can offer by way of security," the police chief said to Jenny. They were in the chief's office with his sergeant standing behind the Chief. "The Ansonia Mansion is a privately owned facility, we will have a detail on duty, but these threats are probably unsubstantiated anyway. I'd advise that you just move forward with your plans."

Jenny sighed and shook her head. They'd fought the battle with the city council and were still able to hold the Gala at The Ansonia Mansion. Now, it was time to make sure that everyone stayed safe. "Chief... are you aware that there have been eighty-six trans people of color violently attacked - thirteen of them killed - in this country since the start of this year and we are barely halfway through the year?"

"Yes, but none of those occurred in this state, ma'am. This is a more open minded and accepting state than many others. You have nothing to worry about."

"Chief... I am a trans-woman of color in a country where eighty-six trans people of color have been violently attacked - thirteen of them killed and you're response is 'You have nothing to worry about.' Well, I disagree. This weekend there will be several dozens of trans-girls in this facility, many of them people of color, and I do not feel safe under the circumstances. Had the City Council just told the 'handful of people' who are trying to disrupt this event that they were just narrow minded bigots and if they decided to act on their small minded pettiness they would be arrested, then I would feel better - but they didn't. They nearly canceled the event and that gives credence to the claims of the bigots. It is entirely possible that they will be cowed by the decision to allow us to move forward, but it's just as likely that they will show up with the intent to disrupt because the City Council was indecisive - and that worries me because their kind of hateful energy frequently leads to violence."

The Police Chief let out a tired breath. "Look, ma'am..."

"Jenny."

"Ok. Look... Jenny... I fully understand your concerns, but I can't arrest people for being small minded, hateful bigots. I can't arrest them for what they are thinking. I can only arrest them for what they've done. So, I will have officers there and visible as a deterrent. Should they sense a threat, or if any situation begins to escalate, I will have more officers here in moments. I have also requested that the State Police stay close at hand. If that isn't enough for you, I'd suggest hiring a private security company. I can give you some recommendations if you'd like."

Jenny shook her head and stood, causing the chief to stand as well. "Alright. Thank you, Chief. I hope you don't think I'm crazy. I just don't want anyone hurt and I certainly don't want people to associate the words 'Gala of Tiresias' with violence." She nodded, uncertain of what else could be said. She cleared her throat, turned and left.

The chief sat and opened a file, while the sergeant walked to the doorway and watched until Jenny disappeared from sight.

"Gawd almighty," the sergeant said, shaking his head, "it's hard to believe that's a man, isn't it, Chief?"

The Chief glanced up and looked down the hallway to where Jenny had disappeared. "I guess. She certainly is an attractive woman."

"Woman?" The sergeant scoffed. "That's no woman, Chief. That's just a perv in an expensive dress."

The chief leaned back in his chair. "I take it that you don't much care for the way that Ms Jacobs chooses to live her life, then?"

"Can't say that I do, Chief. It's just not natural, you know? I just feel that boys should be boys and girls should be girls. My pastor says that these people need to be reformed or removed."

The chief nodded. "You know what? I think this would be a great weekend for you to take a little time off."

"What?" The Sergeant turned and looked at his supervisor.

"Look, Tony... I have to make the safety of the people at the Ansonia my priority this weekend, and if you're going to pass judgement on these people before we even begin working with them, then... just take a few days off. I'd rather you weren't here, just in case things get heated. I need to know I can count on my people and... obviously, I can't count on you."
 

~^~

 

"So," James, Regina's beauty consultant said, "as I understand it, we're looking for four distinct looks on Saturday." It was Wednesday evening, he was sitting at the kitchen table at Skyler's mother's house and he was doodling hairstyle ideas on a paper napkin.

"Four?" Skyler asked, shocked since he had only expected James to do his hair and makeup once at some point on Saturday and then he'd be on his own for the pageant.

"Yeah, four," James nodded. He held up a different finger for each look, starting with his pinky finger. "A formal look for the gown parade, a nineteen-thirties-Secretary look for that 'long line of good girls' song, something sporty for the swimsuit competition and something amazing and elegant for the classical music piece you're playing. Four looks."

"If I might ask," Kathy asked from where she was leaning on the counter, "how much is all of this going to cost?"

James smiled and put his arm around Regina's shoulders. "Normally, for me to actually attend a pageant and work all day, I'd be charging about thirty-five hundred dollars, but," he shook Regina's shoulders a bit, "as a favor for my favorite pageant girl, I'll be working gratis. Besides, turning boys into beautiful girls is a massive challenge and... at the risk of sounding immodest... look how well Skyler turned out with no real preparation. I didn't know what else to do, so I just made Skyler look like this one, here. Now that I know how pretty I can make him without breaking a sweat, I'm kind of excited to see how far we can take him."

"Aww, thanks, James," Regina smiled as she leaned against the beauty specialist, one of the only men in the world she truly trusted.

James grinned at her, then got back on track. "If you only needed one or two looks, I'd suggest a wig for the nineteen-thirties look. That would give me the opportunity to get everything organized well in advance and style that over the top look without a lot of urgency. Then you throw the wig on and run out on stage - no muss, no fuss."

"So, we need to buy Skyler a wig, then?" Sky's mother asked.

"No, I don't think we should go that way this time," he said seriously. "The wig would make his hair sweaty and it's a lot harder to make sweaty hair look pretty than to make over sprayed hair look pretty. Sky has beautiful hair..."

"Thanks to James," Regina complimented.

"...so I don't want to have him in a wig all night." He looked at the feminine young man. "I think the best way to approach this is for me to work backstage and I'll restyle you as needed. Reggie, I'll need your help as my hair assistant."

Regina squealed, thrilled to be a useful member of the 'Make Sky A Pretty Girl' team.

"And you, Hanna," James continued. "I'll need you to help as well. Sky will need a dresser. Will you do that for him?"

"Sure," Hanna smiled, also happy to be included.

"Great. Until this weekend, then, I need the rest of you to help keep Sky's hair soft, clean and shiny, and his skin smooth, hairless and well moisturized." James looked at everyone. "Can I count on you to do that for me."

They all nodded and muttered their assent.
 

~^~

 

"Alright, ladies!" Karen the pageant's technical director, shouted to get everyone's attention. "This is final dress. The competition is tomorrow, so this is your last opportunity to work through everything. Your playback music is all on my computer and I will start it when you are at the microphone, or, if you're not lip syncing, when you're ready for your routine. Now - We are going to send you backstage to your dressing areas. Now, remember, space is limited, so if you have people helping you, make sure that you keep to your own space and be respectful of the other contestants. Questions? No? Good. All contestants with last names A through H, head back to Dressing Room A. Last names I through P, go to Dressing Room B. The rest of you, please go to Dressing Room C."

The rehearsal had been quietly moved from the downtown hotel to the location of the actual performance space at the Ansonia Mansion, a palatial home of the Gilded Age that occupied a couple of acres of grassy land not far from the center of the city. The house had been owned by the Anson family until the mid-nineteen-eighties when they could no longer afford to maintain the property. Since then, it had been owned by a private group of wealthy families and local banks and insurance companies. By moving quietly to this location, the organizers were able to avoid the handful of Anti-Trans/Anti-Gay/Anti-Anything-WeDon' t-Understand demonstrators that had assembled outside of the hotel.

"Ok," James said, patting Skyler's shoulder, "go into the dressing room, hang up your garment bags, find your counter space and lay out the products I gave you. Reggie and Hanna, you help him. I need to talk to Karen for a moment. I'll see you in a few minutes."

Regina led the way into the dressing room, being more used to these sorts of events than the others, she was wholly unconcerned about what needed to be done. As the other contestants mulled around, looking for their name-cards on the counters and clothes rack, Regina seemed to have an innate sense of where she was going. In seconds, the garment bags were hung up and a small makeup case was open on the counter in front of the mirror. Skyler's stake had been claimed.

"Oh, it's the cute little blonde songbird with his twin sister," a sarcastic voice said from behind them.

They turned to find the contestant who called himself 'Pussy Boots.' He was wearing male clothes, but over doing his campy female persona to an extreme.

"Hi, Rodney," Skyler said, trying to be friendly. He had noticed the name tag on the counter to his right had Rodney's name on it. He was trying not to sound disappointed about this. "I guess we're neighbors here." He smiled in as friendly manner as possible.

Rodney rolled his eyes. "Yeah. Neighbors. Just keep your shit and your... team... out of my area, ok?"

"Look, Rodney, there's no reason for us to be hostile to each other. We're all here..."

"I'm here to win, bitch," Rodney said, with a dismissive, backhanded wave of his hand. "As far as I'm concerned, you, and everyone else here, is here to lose. That is all. Now, out of my way and let's do our best to avoid ever having to speak to each other again." He stepped to his area, slamming his shoulder into Hanna's as he passed her. He took a large bag from his shoulder and began laying out his makeup and tools on the counter.

Hanna was considering engaging this person in an argument, but at that moment James leaned into the doorway and called them to them to follow him.

"I spoke to Karen, and as I suspected, they have an extra room where I can set up my work area. It's not exactly a private area. There will be some catering people running in and out with their equipment, but as long as we're set up in the back of the room and don't take up a large amount of space, we should be ok. Here." He had arrived at the room, about thirty steps down the hall from the dressing room. He opened the door and stepped in, the others following. The room looked more like a kitchen prep area than a dressing room, but there was a small alcove in the rear that looked as if it may have housed a large piece of kitchen machinery in some bygone day. It wasn't a big an area but there was plenty of space for their purposes.

"How come we get extra space while nobody else does?" Hanna asked.

"Because I knew enough to ask first," James smiled. "I been through this a million times, Hanna. I knew WHO to ask, WHAT to ask and HOW to ask."

"You're amazing," Regina said, bouncing and clapping.

"Alright," James clapped his hands one time, getting down to business. "Hanna, help Sky get into his pink gown, then come back here and I'll do his hair and makeup. Reggie, I need you to help me get set up." He clapped his hands twice. "Let's get to it."

Hanna hurried down the hall, well ahead of Skyler. She was, after all, wearing a tee shirt, jeans and sneakers, while Skyler wore a loose, pale yellow sundress and moderately high heeled sandals, so there was a difference in their mobility.

When they got into the dressing room again, Hanna went straight to the garment bags and unzipped the longest one, which contained the gowns. "Take off your dress and put on your heels."

Skyler pulled the four inch high, silver shoes that went with the baby pink gown. He took off his dress and sandals, and put on the silver shoes before pulling the sundress carefully over his head. He put that dress on a hanger and hung it in his area, then turned to put on the gown, but he found Rodney standing uncomfortably close, smirking as his eyed Skyler from head to toe.

"What?" Skyler asked, a little frustrated, standing in the heels, baby pink silk panties and a matching, baby-pink, strapless bra.

Rodney shook his head. "Those tits still look too real to be fakes and..." he glanced down to Skyler's crotch, "... you're mighty smooth down there. Of course, you are a white boy, aren't you? Maybe you have so little equipment that it doesn't show. OR - Maybe you're really a white girl."

Skyler shook his head. "We've already discussed this. My breasts aren't real, and my genitals are tucked and taped. Ok?"

Rodney shook his head. "I don't think so." He walked away.

Hanna lowered the pink gown carefully over Skyler's head and shoulders, then guided the arm holes up his arms, finally moving behind him and pulling up the zipper. The low cut, low back silk gown hung just tight enough to enhance the shape of a woman's breasts, then hung loosely down to the floor in the front and continuing onto the floor behind Skyler to form a small train behind him.

"Ok, let's go," Hanna said. "Remember to lift your skirt as you walk."

He'd been practicing moving in this gown for a few days by then, so he'd gotten used to reaching down with his right hand and lifting the skirts of the gown a few inches whenever he walked.

By the time they returned to James' prep area, the space had been organized into a makeshift beauty salon with a banquet chair placed in the center.

"Very pretty," James said with a nod. "Now, sit and let me make you beautiful."

Twenty minutes of curling irons, hairspray, lots and lots of hairspray, and makeup later, and Skyler was standing on the stage in his pink gown for the rehearsal of the opening 'gown parade' in which each contestant would be introduced.

"Excellent!" Karen shouted and clapped.

"Really good work, ladies!" Jenny said, as well, appearing from the audience. "Goodness, you all look so beautiful!" She looked at Karen and then back at the contestants who were all still on their final marks. "I suppose I should make it official - After our problems with our original production team, the other coordinators met with Karen and me and we made a decision." She held an arm up towards Karen. "Our FORMER technical director, Karen, will take over as DIRECTOR for the show. So let's give Karen a big round of applause. I know she's going to do a great job."

The contestants all applauded and Karen blushed a bit as she nodded and thanked everyone. "I'm not doing this alone, though," she said. "I only agreed to do this if Jenny was helping. So, thank you all, and thank you Jenny. Now, before we move on, I just want to point out that THIS part of the performance that we just rehearsed is far and away the most subjective and... shall I say... misogynistic... section of the pageant. I say that knowing that there are three judges and none are male, but still the idea of judging contestants purely on looks has a very misogynistic feel to it. Anyway... The judges will eliminate five contestants on looks alone. I know that's not a very modern approach to these kinds of things, but it is how it works."

"So, I'm probably out at this point, then?" A larger contestant in the back row asked.

"Of course not," Jenny said. "You look lovely - as you all do. I would just suggest that you carry yourselves with as much grace and feminine decorum as possible in the gown parade."

"Good advice," Karen said, anxious to move forward, "So... after those names are announced, and we are down to twenty-five contestants, we will move on to the first of our talent sections. Now, the following five names are our first talent contestants." She read the names and Skyler was relieved that his name was not among the first five. "But remember - we are doing the first talent section in five groups of five, so you may get moved to an earlier group if someone in that earlier group is eliminated. Just... remain flexible, please. Anyway - while the first five are preparing, some of our other contestants will be answering the 'Five Questions' section of the performance. So, for now, these five contestants, please stay for the questions."

This time Skyler's name was called.

"So, those five stay. The first five talent performers, please go get ready, and everyone else, please hang tight. You will see your placement in the performance and question order posted in the dressing rooms. As the first five talent performers return to the stage, the rest of you can change and do your makeup. Questions? Great. Let's move, then!"

Jenny came onto the stage. "Of course, our guest host will be asking you the questions. I'm going to ask you three questions that will also be asked tomorrow night, but the host will have a list of questions that they can refer to for questions four and five. So, you won't know what those questions are until you hear them. Skyler Moynihan - You're first."

Skyler stepped forward apprehensively.

Jenny welcomed him and moved to question one.

"Tell me, Sky," she said officiously, "where do you go to school?" Before he answered, Jenny added, "And try to elaborate a bit. Where the school is and why you chose to go there."

Sky answered with a bit of a story attached.

"And what are you studying and why?"

He answered as well as he could without thinking about it ahead of time.

"And, if you should win the scholarship today, how would you use the money?"

Skyler thought for a moment. "Well, the bulk of the money would be used to complete my education. See... I've got three sisters - two older and one younger - and my mom is taking care of us by herself. My oldest sister graduated last year and is now a nurse. My next oldest sister is graduating this year and she is going to become an elementary school teacher. Then there's my younger sister, Regina. Reggie is only fourteen and will be headed to college in a few years, too. So, my mom has taken out loans against our house to pay for all of this, so I guess that the remainder of the scholarship money, if there is any, would go to my mom to pay down some of that debt."

Jenny nodded. "Very good." She turned to the rest of the contestants on the floor. "I will ask you all the same three questions. As I said, questions four and five will be different for each of you."
 

~^~

 

"You look good," Regina said as she looked at her brother wearing a one piece, ocean blue bathing suit with little anchors printed all over it.

"Pretty damned good!" Hanna said in a whole different tone of voice.

"And now you made it weird," Regina said, shaking her head.

"Let me deal with your hair," James said, attacking him with a brush and hair pins.

A few minutes later, Skyler walked across the stage with as much confidence as he was capable of displaying. He was in the same place in line as he had been for the parade of gowns.

"So," Karen said, "at this point we will lose another five contestants. We started with thirty of you. We lost five at the gowns, five at the questions, five at the talent and five here. So, only the final five will continue from here. Next will be the second talent sections and then we will announce who will win the four smaller scholarships, and finally the winner. Any questions?"

"When they announce my name as the winner, do I have to pretend to be surprised?" Rodney asked, provoking some chuckles, but lots more groans from the others.

Karen gave him a small smile for his joke. "When the winner is announced, she will receive a large bouquet of flowers and then she will proceed to walk down the central stage extension to be celebrated and photographed before returning to this mark by the host."

"I'll act surprised anyway," Rodney said.

"Let's run all of your second talent performances now," Karen said. "It's been a long day and we need to get some rest before tomorrow. If anyone is willing to just do your performance in your bathing suit, you can go first and then leave. Have a seat in the first row of the audience if you don't need to change."

Skyler took his seat in the audience, figuring he could just sing his song to the recorded track and then go home. He was very tired and anything that would get him home fastest seemed like the best choice.

He was seated in the audience for about five minutes before Regina leaned over his shoulder from behind and asked, "What are you doing? James needs to try your nineteen-thirties look out and he has a new costume for you."
 
 
MUSIC LINKS:

Someone Like You from Jekyll & Hyde:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YZtdLOo3XQ
 
 
To Be Continued...

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias - 8

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  • Clara

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  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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  • lingerie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

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45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 8

by Clara
Copyright©2023, 2024 Clara Schumann

 


Why can't things just go along without conflict? Well, it wouldn't be a good story if everything
went well, would it? The stakes rise and the pressure mounts. This story was a long haul for me to craft, so
I am very happy that it now seems to be being received well by this audience.


 
Author's Note:Thank you all for reading and thank you for all the critiques and comments.
Please continue to post your comments. They mean a lot to me. ~Clara.

 
This version of 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 8 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 8
 

"Jenny, you'd better come into the booth and look at this," one of the techs said into the headset.

"Look at what?" Jenny asked, a bit concerned. "I've got a lot going on out here."

"Honestly, you need to get in here. This is important."

Jenny huffed and moved quickly into the tech booth. "What could possibly be more important than..." She stopped as she looked at the screen of a computer that had the national news streaming on it. The depicted scene was chaotic and bloody, but the headline in a banner across the bottom of the screen shocked Jenny.

"Jesus Christ, almighty," she gasped as she read it.

'Sixteen people killed, twenty-eight injured in LGBTQ+ Pride Parade massacre.'

"Turn up the volume."

The reporter's voice became audible. "...the parade and its accompanying events had been a staple of this community for the past thirty years. A popular attraction for locals and tourists alike. Today, the parade had been underway for approximately forty-five minutes when the assailant appeared out of nowhere and began to open fire with a sawed off shot gun. The first float to receive gunfire featured members of the Gay/Straight Alliance from the local high school and two members of that group were pronounced dead at the scene. The next victims were..."

"Where did this happen?" Jenny asked

"Here. In Massachusetts. In a town about twenty-five minutes from here."

"So... some of our girls may well know some of the victims, then."

"It's very likely. Especially if they've been active in any community events like this."

"Turn it down, please,"Jenny said, her eyes wet with tears and her voice unsteady. She shook her head and took a deep breath. "I... we..." she trembled and took other breath. "We'll have to tell the contestants. I'm going to call the chief of police about our security tomorrow."
 

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Skyler sighed as Regina grabbed his hand and tried to hurry him towards James' work area. "Seriously? Can't I just do the song and go home."

"That's loser talk," his sister chastised. "Come on."

She led him out of the performance space and back to James' makeshift beauty parlor.

"Finally!" James said, sighing and acting as if Skyler had been missing for hours. "Sit. I'll do your hair first."

Again, the feel of his hair being brushed, then pulled, then the heat of the curling iron near his head and the smell of the old hairspray being cooked away. Then bobby pin after bobby pin being inserted... It was a strange kind of torture, but when he stood and looked in the mirror, the odd, Andrews Sisters' style hairdo was pretty amazing!

Suddenly, Regina was sliding his bathing suit straps down his arms and before he knew it, the whole suit was around his ankles. He quickly covered his exposed crotch and exclaimed, "Hey! I'm not wearing any underwear!"

"And your wiener is wrapped in gauze and tape and tucked up between your legs. Who cares?" Regina said, dismissively. "This is how pageants work, Sky. We see each other naked all the time."

"Here are your panties," Hanna said, rushing in with several hangers of clothes, shoes and his undies.

Skyler grabbed the panties and pulled them up as quickly as he could. He turned and reached for the dress he expected to wear for his nineteenthirties style song, but there was something else over Hanna's arms.

"What's that?"

"That," James said, by way of explanation, "is your new costume for the singing part of your performance." He picked up the off-white blouse and displayed it to Skyler. "It's a vintage piece from the nineteen thirties. I borrowed it from a friend who runs a vintage clothing place that caters to high end customers and the movie and television industry."

It was a beautiful blouse. Short, puff sleeves, lace around the shallow V-neck that led to a vertical row of many tiny, pearlescent buttons that were so attractive that they resembled jewelry.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Hanna said.

"It's very sheer," Skyler said. "You can almost see through it."

"It's made of organdy," James explained. "It's made to be worn over a lacy chemise." He reached for a chemise that was also over Hanna's arm. "Try it on. I think you'll look perfect in it."

"But... I was comfortable in the other..."

"Just try it on, Sky," Regina said in a quiet voice, as if talking to child. "James is almost always right about these things. If you don't like it, we have your other clothes here for you."

"Oh..." James reached into a bag and pulled out a beige garment that was obviously made of spandex. "Put this on, first."

"What is it?"

"It's a waist-cincher."

"Are you saying I'm fat?"

Regina laughed. "Hardly! Sky, it's just a little enhancement, like a padded bra. I've worn a waist cincher lots of times. It just gives you a little more curviness and this kind of skirt will look better with a cincher to give you a tiny bit of curve. Besides, this is a pretty light weight one. Only slightly boned, and just a little zipper up the back. James mentioned a full corset at one point, and I talked him out of that. Just try it. It isn't too bad to wear. Kind of like a wide belt. That's all."

Skyler was skeptical but allowed his kid sister to strap the cincher around his midsection. Once zipped up, it wasn't exactly uncomfortable, just a little odd, but he figured he'd get used to it.

Next, he stepped into a vintage, silk half-slip with elaborate lace trim around the hem. Then the decorative chemise.

And then the skirt.

It was made of a very expensive wool, which James assured Skyler would breathe beautifully. It had a wide belt-style top, not as wide as the waist cincher, but wider than anything he'd worn before. It had two rows of four rather large, metallic buttons on each side of a front flap that actually opened in order to pull the skirt on, then fastened closed to stay on the wearer. The buttons sat approximately halfway between the center of the front of the skirt and the place where the skirt turned around his hips on each side. Just a bit snug around the buttocks - in a good way - but then it hung in a shapely, but not particularly tight manner down to his knees, where the bottom of the skirt flared out, just the tiniest bit, to allow for ease of walking, finally exposing just the lower leg from about three inches below his knee down.

It felt a little alien, but very pleasantly so. Like dressing up in something formal, like a tuxedo, for a recital.

And then the blouse.

The blouse felt different than anything he'd ever worn before. The material was almost unbelievably light and sheer. It sat AROUND his torso more than ON his torso. Somehow, the very large puff of the sleeves, which inflated from his shoulders and then kind of pegged back in by his elbows, but never close enough to make contact with his skin, producing a very feminine image, and it made his already slender arms appear even more slender and childish.

"Here," James said, kneeling and reaching for one of Skyler's feet, "try these on."

After weeks of Regina training him in the proper way to move in the most elegant and narrow heeled high heeled shoes, these seemed clunky and frumpy. They were vintage nineteen thirties era, black leather, women's Oxford shoes that had a heel approximately one and a half inches high. They had a pattern on the leather tops. Little raised ridges that formed bands that ran across the toe box of the shoe. Each band was about a quarter of an inch wide and there were tiny holes punched through the shoe leather to form a pattern. The shoes also laced up with a kind of wide shoelace, almost like the shoelaces you'd wear on sneakers.

"What do you think?" James asked

"I kinda feel like an old lady," Skyler shrugged. "I mean, isn't this all kind of... frumpy?"

"Frumpy!?" Hanna laughed. "Babe, I could eat you up, you look so cute!"

"Really?" Skyler was incredulous.

James quickly grabbed his phone and did a quick image search. "Look at this girl from the nineteen-thirties, Sky. Does she look frumpy?"

Skyler looked at the phone where the image of an actress (who he would later learn was a named Myrna Loy) looked back at him seductively.

"No. She's beautiful."

"Well, I based the look I created for you on a several of her looks. None of them are frumpy, I assure you. So, with that in mind, Hanna, please take the young lady to a mirror so she can see herself more fully."

Once again, Hanna rushed her boyfriend into the dressing room, which was very busy, and guided him to the space that had been reserved for him in front of the mirror. "Look," she instructed.

Staring back at Skyler was a wholly different version of himself than he expected. He was used to looking like Regina's twin by now, but this was different. Staring back at him this time was a the perfect nineteen thirties, twenty-something, overly attractive secretary who probably worked in a slightly disreputable detective's office. Her hair had been pinned under itself to appear to be cut into a stylish, pre-World-War Two bob and then a curling tool had been used to create a faux-Marcel look to the hair with prominently displayed waves running from side to side.

In short, this creation looked as if the reflected image had just stepped out of a film noir retelling of a Raymond Chandler story. She was perfect! She didn't look anything at all like a frumpy old lady. She looked like a stylish young woman of that era dressed impeccably in the style of her day

"Wow!" Skyler muttered. "I look..."

"Perfect," Hanna said when he was lost for the correct word.

"Yeah, I think so."

"Ok, let's go."
 

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The contestant rehearsing prior to Skyler was just starting his routine when Jenny walked out into the stage and called for everyone to come out and sit in the audience. When they were all assembled, she took a microphone and looked at the contestants and shook her head.

"Ladies," she said, tentatively, "I cannot tell you how impressed I am with all of you. You've all been so cooperative and enthusiastic... you're all just so beautiful and... God, this is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do." She looked around and fought back her tears. This just was not the time. "Ok, let me just say this... There was a mass shooting today at an LGBTQ+ Pride parade just a few miles from here. A lot of people were hurt and... nearly twenty were killed."

A serious murmur rolled through the contestants.

"This is crazy," Hanna muttered.

"Sky, we should go," Regina said, quietly.

"No. Let's just listen for now." Skyler wasn't sure what to do, but he knew he was too close to being a finalist, possibly the big winner, to just walk away right then.

"Are we in any danger?" One of the contestants asked.

Jenny shrugged. "I don't know," she said. "I honestly don't know. I mean... there have been shootings in queer nightclubs, at queer beach parties, at a queer parade... I don't know if we're a target or not."

"It sure seems like we'd be an obvious target," another contestant said.

"Why are they targeting Queer Culture?" Still another shouted.

"I need to call my boyfriend. He was in that parade," yet another said in near panic as he stood and headed for the dressing room to get his phone.

"Listen... girls..." Jenny said, trying to form a plan. "... I don't know what can, could or will happen tomorrow, but... girls... ladies... my friends... I am at a loss. Look... if you don't feel safe and need to withdraw... I'll understand."
 

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A very sad and concerned Skyler walked into the kitchen of his mother's house about two hours later.

"Oh, my God, Sky," Cathy nearly shouted as she jumped from a kitchen chair and threw her arms around her brother's shoulders. "Sky, Sky, Sky... I've been so worried about you."

"Is that Skyler?" Their mother called from the hallway. She was in the kitchen in seconds. "Skyler, baby..." she also hugged him. "Thank God you're safe."

"Mom, I was nowhere near the parade. You guys know that." Skyler said. He was sad and concerned, and he was grateful for the love being thrown at him, but...

"Well, you're definitely not doing the Gala, tomorrow," his mother said with finality.

"No, of course not," Kathy agreed. "Things are just too dangerous right now."

"Is Sky home, yet?" Amanda half shouted as she entered through the back door.

"Yes," Kathy answered. "Safe and sound."

"Oh, Sky," she said, nearly out of breath. "Come here." She hugged him, too.

"Ummm, guys..." Skyler said with some concern in his voice. "I know that you were all scared today, but... I can't quit the Gala. I just can't."

"Skyler..."

"Mom," he interrupted, "it means too much to me and... I really think I stand a good chance of winning. I just can't quit."

Suddenly, Kathy, Amanda and their mother were all talking at once. They were all concerned and were offering Skyler reasons to step away from the competition.

"What's going on," a voice asked from the hallway doorway. They all turned and saw Uncle Bill.

Everyone was a bit surprised to see him just appear in the house and they got quiet. They all looked at Uncle Bill, but no one spoke for a moment.

Regina was first to speak. "Uncle Bill... did you hear about the shooting today?"

"Shooting?" The store owner said, sounding surprised by his niece's choice of words. "It wasn't a shooting. It was a slaughter of innocent people. Is that what this is all about?"

"Uncle Bill," Kathy said, "there's been so many acts of violence against people like the ones who will be in the Gala tomorrow... and now this thing today... we all just feel that Sky shouldn't do the competition."

"Not all of us," Regina said. "Hanna and I think he should do it."

"You do?" Skyler's mother asked, shocked.

Hanna realized that she was speaking to her. "Yeah... Mrs Moynihan. I think he should do it."

"Why?"

Uncle Bill jumped in. "Because Skyler is the bravest, most talented of all of us. Of course she's competing tomorrow."

"Bill! Are you out of your mind!?" Skyler's mother nearly screamed.

"Uncle Bill, this is insane! Sky is barely old enough to vote," Amanda shouted. "This is not something he NEEDS to do, so it is not something he is going to do."

"I do need to do it, though," Skyler said, louder than he'd intended.

"Sky," Kathy stopped him from continuing. "We all love you and we all have been impressed by your efforts, but... come on. This is just too dangerous."

"I'm doing it," he said, with defiance.

"Sky, honey..." his mother started, but Skyler shook his head and continued.

"Mom... a month ago, I would have agreed with you, but not now. Now... Mom, I've become a whole different person in the last three weeks. I'm not even sure how I became who I am now, but... I am who I am... and I'm not hurting anybody by being who I am. Something changed in me, mom, and at some point, I discovered that I am different than other boys. I am different from other girls. I am different from nearly everyone... except... maybe the girls in the Gala and those people who were attacked today. If I don't do the Gala, mom, I'll be denying who I really am and I'm not doing that. I'm not. So... I'm sorry if it's not what you want me to do, but... tomorrow, I'm doing the Gala... and I will understand if you guys decide not to come."

Hanna and Regina both smiled at Skyler's determination.

Uncle Bill stepped forward and hugged the feminized boy. "I'll be there for you, Sky. Nothing could keep me away."

"Thanks, Uncle Bill."

Unexpectedly, other people joined in the hug. "I'll be there too, Sky," Kathy said.

"Me too," said Amanda.

"Oh, my baby, my baby," Skyler's mother said, quietly. Then louder, "I'll be there, too, my baby."
 

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"What time are you expecting your crew to arrive?" The police chief asked Jenny.

"Originally, we were going to have them show up at three," she replied, "but with all of these threats, I asked everyone to get here earlier. They'll be here at ten in the morning, if possible. A couple have to work in the morning and are not able to change their schedules."

"Ok," the chief heaved a big sigh. "I know these people are acting like they're going to cause a lot of trouble, but honestly... I don't think it'll be anything more than a little demonstration down by the road."

"Let's hope so. After yesterday..."

"I know, but, trust me, Ms Jacobs, we are doing everything we can to keep you safe."
 

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"Reggie!? Can I borrow a big tote bag or something like that to pack up all the stuff I have to take with me!?" Skyler hollered from his bedroom, down the hall.

Regina appeared almost immediately with a rather large, brown overnight bag that was decorated with pale pink straps and a familiar, yet odd design on it that featured the combined image of an 'L' and a 'V'. "You don't show up to a pageant with your things stuffed into a tote bag, Sky. You show up calm, collected and reeking of class. Here. Use this bag. It's a Louis Vuitton."

Skyler's eyes popped open. "You own a Louis Vuitton overnight bag? Don't those cost like a few thousand dollars?"

"Not when you buy them from a guy selling them from the back of a van in Times Square," Kathy chuckled, looking into the bedroom. I bought that on a field trip to New York City when I was in tenth grade. I always called it my Louis Fauxton."

"It looks real," Skyler said.

"And that's all that matters," Regina said, a bit smugly. "Fold everything neatly and put all of your accessories into the little bags in there. You need to arrive looking like a queen."

"Interesting choice of words," Kathy said, a little smile on her lips. She took the bag from Regina and entered the room. "You ok, Sky?"

He nodded. "Nervous, but... yeah. I'm ok."

His sister nodded and sat on the bed and opened the bag, taking out the little accessory bags and organizing things for her younger sibling. "It's been an interesting few weeks, having another girl in the house. Have you enjoyed it?"

Skyler busied himself with folding and organizing his things. "I have, Kath. I've enjoyed it a lot more than I ever expected I would."

Kathy nodded. "So... what happens tomorrow?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, let's assume that everything goes well and that we all come home from this thing in one piece, come tomorrow morning, will I have two sisters and a brother or three sisters?"

Skyler snickered at the question because his answer was going to seem so vague. "Both, I think."

"Both? How is that going to work?"

Skyler stopped folding and sat next to her. "I think that I am meant to look like this, Kath. I mean, I feel right when I look like this. Right in a way that I have never felt right before. I think I'm going to stay this way. I don't think I could face going back to who I used to be."

Kathy put her arm around his shoulder and pulled him close, so his head rested on her shoulder. "I understand, Sky. Just so you know, though, I always liked the kid you used to be. I like this one, too, though."

Skyler smiled. "So... you ARE coming today?"

"I wouldn't miss it for the world."
 

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"Three arrests were made yesterday as protesters violently clashed outside a Los Angeles County school district building, where board members had convened to vote on whether or not to recognize June as Pride Month, according to the Glendale Police Department," The television reporter said.

"Hundreds of people gathered outside the Glendale Unified School District headquarters both in opposition and in support of the school district's LGBTQ policies. Anti-LGBTQ protesters waved American flags and chanted "Leave our kids alone" and the names of the five school board members who were supporting the Pride Month recognition. Counter protesters waved Pride flags and held up signs rebuking anti-LGBTQ sentiments, according to the Los Angeles Times."

"The board was about an hour into hearing comments from the public when police declared the protests an "unlawful assembly" due to instances of physical violence, including unauthorized pepper spray use," police said. Attendees of the school board meeting were ordered to shelter in place, and police cordoned the building entrance with yellow tape..."

"Please shut that off!" Jenny said, coming out of the bathroom, fussing with an earring. "You know, two years ago, I barely paid attention to the narrow minded hate mongers that prowl the face of this earth, but since becoming 'Jenny,' I seem to have become the enemy of everything that is good and right to these people. What the hell did I do to them in the first place?"

Her wife got up from the chair she'd been using, with some difficulty due to her pregnancy, and hugged her beautiful husband. "It's not you, baby. It's anything they can't get their minds around. It's like that lyric that the mob sings in 'Beauty and the Beast.' 'We don't like what we don't understand, in fact it scares us.'"

"So, I guess that makes me the beast, then?"

"Kind of," her wife smiled and fussed a bit with his beautiful hair. "But that's kind of good thing though. You do know that that song is really about fear of homosexual men during the AIDS epidemic, right?"

Jenny looked at that gorgeous smile of hers and kissed her wife's cheek. "You're a very smart woman, Professor Jacobs, but I think you're stretching for meaning in a children's song right now."

"No, you're right," she nodded, pretending to concede. "Howard Ashman, a gay, HIV positive man writes a lyric like that at the height of an epidemic that is killing his friends and alienating him from the rest of society as he awaits his own early grave, but he does so with absolutely no sub-text. That makes much more sense."

Jenny smiled and kissed her again. This time on the lips. "Ok. I concede. My college professor wife is smarter than I am. That's why you're lecturing doctoral students on great literature while I'm dressing up boys in gowns to parade in front of spectators."

"Damned right I'm smarter than you," she grinned playfully. "You know, it's a good thing you look so sexy in those tailored skirt suits you like to wear so much, or I'd be looking for another husband."

Jenny chuckled. "Thanks for coming. I know that traveling isn't easy for you right now. Things are... crazy, though. I never expected people to be behaving this way. I am seriously concerned about what might happen today."

"Nothing bad will happen, Jen. You've got the police on standby, you're bringing all the contestants in early... You've got this. Remember what Shakespeare wrote: 'It is not in the stars to hold our destiny. It is in ourselves.'"

Jenny nodded. "And here come the literary quotes."

"And Dr Seuss wrote, 'Only you can control your future.'"

"Oh, Dr Seuss," Jenny giggled. "You've run out of Shakespeare?"

"Never," his wife grinned. "How about, 'And if we should fail, we fail. But screw your courage to the sticking place and we shall not fail.'" She hugged his little body close to hers.

"Wait! I thought that 'screw your courage' thing was from that same song you were quoting before from Beauty and the Beast."

"Everything goes back to Shakespeare, dear. Even Disney."
 

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"Get your crap out of my area," one of the larger contestants was yelling at Rodney as Skyler entered the dressing room.

"Look, Brunhilda," Rodney snapped at the larger person, "we all know that you don't stand a chance of being in the final five today, while I am a shoe in to win. Now, I need some space, sasquatch, so find someplace else to smear that war paint all over that big ugly puss of yours."

"Hey!" one of the other, larger contestants said in a raised, angry voice. "You know the rules! Keep your shit in your own space."

"Was I talking to you, She Hulk?" Rodney snapped.

"Listen to me, you smart mouthed little..."

"Alright, alright, alright!" Another contestant yelled, stepping in between the angry parties. "Look, we're all really stressed and worried, but before anyone gets thrown out of the competition, let's all calm down and work this out."

Skyler touched the arm of the first contestant to have been in conflict with Rodney. "Hey," he said, softly, "my name is Sky. What's yours?"

"Elliot," the contestant said, "but I go by Ellie."

Skyler nodded. "Look, Ellie... I have someone helping me somewhere else, so all I really need in here is a place to hang my stuff. You can use my area on the other side of Rodney."

"Yeah, but... why should he get twice as much space as anyone else?" Ellie said, still angry.

"What difference does it make?" Skyler said, smiling a bit. "We've all worked hard to get to this point. Let's not let him ruin everything for us."

Ellie took a deep breath and calmed down. He nodded. "Ok. Thanks."

Skyler hung up his garment bags and headed back out the door.

"I don't think you should have done that, Sky," Regina said in a stressed whisper.

Skyler shrugged. "What difference does it make? I'm not using the space and it put an end to the argument."

"Yeah, but you just handed Rodney a victory. That's not a good idea. He already was a smug jerk. Now, he's a smug jerk with a victory to enable him. That just makes him feel even more entitled. That's the kind of energy that he thrives on."

Skyler shrugged again. "I can't change the way that Rodney behaves, but I can control what I do. Giving Ellie my space wasn't a strategic decision. There's too much going on around us for me to care about how Rodney behaves. It was just the right thing to do. Ok?"

"Ok."
 

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"God hates fairies!" The protester yelled at every car that passed him on the main road.

"Stay out of our city!" Yelled another.

"Perverts! Perverts! Perverts!" Yelled another, over and over in perfect quarter note rhythm.

There were others out there, too. About thirty-five of them in total and all of them yelling their own chants with no interest in what was being shouted by the people around them. The result was a din or conflicting sounds that assailed the people entering the driveway of the Ansonia Mansion. There was nowhere near a large enough crowd to dissuade someone from entering, and the protesters were contained in an area across the main road from the mansion's property, but there were enough protestors to create some noise and create concern on the part of some attendees - especially those who had loved ones in the Gala's competition.

"Good God, I hope nothing gets too out of control," Skyler's mother said, feeling the heat of fear rising in her chest. "Maybe we should just get Skyler and go home."

"Not an option, mom," Amanda said, driving the SUV. "Sky's pretty focused on doing this thing. I don't think we could stop him if we wanted to."

"He's right, mom," Kathy agreed. "There are plenty of police around, anyway. Nothing will happen."

"I hope not."

"Not to worry," Uncle Bill said from the passenger seat. "These jerks just want to hear themselves yell. They won't cause a ruckus inside."
 

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"So far, so good," Jenny said to Karen. "Have all of the contestants signed in?"

Karen checked her iPad. "It looks like it. I haven't checked on them in person, but they've all checked in online."

"Is everything going smoothly?"

Karen rolled her eyes. "For the most part. One of the backstage coordinators reported some kind of argument between Rodney and Elliot, but that seems to have been resolved - or at least it got quieter before a staff member had to get involved."

Jenny shook her head. "Rodney. Rodney is one of those people who can get under your skin in a heartbeat, and the biggest problem is, he loves to do it. If he weren't so freaking talented, I'd be even more ticked off than I am."

"I've already asked the backstage people to keep an eye on him."

"Ok. Thanks, Karen. How is everything else going?"
 

~^~

 

"Hors D'oeuvres?" The handsome young server asked Kathy, Amanda and their mother. A lovely assortment of meats, vegetables and cheeses were laid out on several large tables that stood between the catering staff and the guests. "We are offering scallops wrapped in bacon, chicken teriyaki, a spinach dip with various vegetables and several different cheeses with crackers."

"Oh, well, that all sounds delicious," their mother said, taking a small plate from the table and putting a little feast together for herself.

"HE looks delicious," Kathy whispered to her sister, causing them both to chuckle a bit.

"Would you ladies like some as well?" The young man asked.

"Why, yes... I'm sorry. I can't make out your name tag," Kathy said, flirtatiously.

"Oh," the young man said, standing straighter and indicating his name tag.

"Thank you, Alan," Kathy smiled. "I would love to try your hors D'oeuvres."
 

~^~

 

"Thirty minutes!" One of the assistant stage managers called down the hallway to the contestants.

"Thank you, thirty," about half the contestants called back out of habit. Most of them had some stage experience either as actors or dancers in community theater.

Skyler stood in his soft pink, silk gown and looked into the mirror. "Boy, if you'd told me a month ago, I'd be here doing this right now, I'd have told you that you were crazy. Now... it just seems like what I've always been working towards this."

Hanna stepped behind him and looked in the mirror as well. "Well, if you ask me, I think that destiny played a part in all of this. It's almost like a fairy tale. We had this kind of introverted, shy boy and, with the help of his fairy godmother - Reggie and her assistant James - we found the kingdom's princess right under our very noses. You look..." she sighed. "...just unbelievably beautiful, Sky. I cannot believe how lucky I am to have you as a boyfriend."

She gave him a gentle hug on his shoulders and softly kissed the back of his head. "Mmm... and you smell as good as you look."

"That's 'Ariana Grande MOD,'" Regina said, proudly. "It's my good-luck scent."

"Turn and give me a hug for good luck," Hanna said.

"A soft hug," James warned. "That dress was steamed to get out all the wrinkles and her hair is perfect. If you mess up any of it, I will not be happy!"

Hanna resisted the impulse to give her boyfriend a nice, firm squeeze and instead kept her hands on his exposed shoulders, squeezed just a bit and said, "Good luck, babe. Remember I love you. I'll be watching from the wings."
 

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"No room for perverts in this town! No room for perverts in this town!" The protestor shouted over and over again, but then he suddenly grew quiet. "What the hell?" He muttered, looking across the street at something or someone in the parking lot. Suddenly, he dropped his sign and hurried across the street.

"Hey!" another protestor who knew him shouted. "Where do you think you're going?"

The man stopped and turned. "I'm going up to the mansion. I think I just saw my daughter up there, and if I did, then she going to rue the day that she was ever born."
 

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"Here you go," Uncle Bill said, smiling broadly, thrilled to be dressed up and out with his brother's children and his sister-in-law. "A glass of champagne for everyone to celebrate."

"Oh, let's not get ahead of ourselves, Bill," the girls' mother said. "We have a long evening ahead of us before we know if Skyler wins or not."

He sipped from the glass flute. "Oh, that's not what I mean. You know that Skyler has always been my favorite nephew."

"He's your only nephew, Uncle Bill," Kathy pointed out.

"Which make the bond I have with him that much more special. Anyway - I've always felt that Sky wasn't... quite... happy. You know what I mean? I mean, he's always been such an achiever with that piano of his, but he always just looked a little... sad all the time. But I gotta tell you, after I met the new Skyler in my store a couple of weeks ago... I saw something very special in that child's eyes. I saw someone who'd finally found out who he was and... well... Isn't that what we're all trying to find out?"

"I guess so," his sister-in-law agreed. "You know, when Skyler was just a baby, and he was born much smaller than any of my girls, I used to wonder..."

But something had caught Bill's attention. He was looking across the crowded lobby of the mansion and watching someone moving through the crowd. When he was sure of who it was, he shouted, "Lynn!?"

The young woman turned and gave an embarrassed wave.

"Lynn, come on over and have some food with us. We've got plenty."
 

~^~

 

"Tech, are you all set?" Jenny called from the stage.

"All set!" The new Tech Director called back.

"Stage manager, are you all set?"

"All set!" The stage manager called back

"House, are you all set?"

"All set!" The house manager called back.

"Alright," she said, then took a deep breath. "You can open the doors."

Moments later, the audience members began flowing into the space.

"Let's sit near the front," Jenny heard someone say as he and the rest of his party passed her and moved in with the rest of the crowd. "I have my good camera, but I only have a wide-angle lens."

"Ok, Uncle Bill," a woman in her mid-twenties said with a smile, and it was that smile that caught Jenny's attention. She'd seen it before on another, similar face. She watched the group settle into seats in the thirds row behind the judges table and couldn't help herself. She had to say hello.

"Excuse me," she said quietly to the woman who'd spoken on the way in, "but I have to ask... Are you Skyler Moynihan's family?"

"Why, yes, we are," the twenty-something woman responded.

"Oh, hi," Jenny said, extending a hand. "My name is Jenny Jacobs and I just had to tell you what a pleasant, beautiful and talented young person Sky is."

"Oh, well... thank you," Amanda said with a grin.

"And what is your name? So I can tell Sky to look for you from the stage."

"I'm Amanda. I'm Sky's oldest sister. Let me introduce you to everyone. This is my sister Kathy, my mom, my Uncle Bill and that's Lynn; she works with Sky at my Uncle Bill's store. Everyone, this is Jenny Jacobs."

"Hi, everyone," Jenny half purred. "I am one of the show coordinators, and I was just telling Amanda how much I have enjoyed working with Sky. Congratulations Mrs Moynihan. You have raised a wonderful and talented child."

"Thank you," their mother blushed, thrilled with the compliment. "I must tell you, though, all of my children are amazing and talented."

Jenny smiled. These people were just as pleasant as Skyler was. How nice. "Well, even more congratulations, then," Jenny smiled. "I assume you've all seen Sky in her outfits for today. She does look stunning."

"Yes," Skyler's mother smiled. "Of course, this is all kind of new for Skyler. He really has taken to being a girl remarkably well."

Jenny chuckled at the odd statement. "I think Sky is an egg, just like I was."

"An egg?" Uncle Bill asked.

"Yes, an egg," Jenny smiled, then explained. "In our world, an egg is a trans-person who doesn't know they're a trans-person until they explore that side of their personality. I was an egg. I had no interest in looking like this until my wife dressed me for last year's Gala. From the moment I first saw my new self in a mirror, I knew I needed to be this person for the rest of my life. I think Sky made the same discovery."

"I think you're right," Amanda nodded. "Sky is an egg."

"I have to do a few things," Jenny said with a cordial smile, "but I just wanted to say hello. I will tell Sky where you are seated."

As Jenny turned to leave, a voice said, "Jenny, hi!"

"Alma! How are you!?" Jenny replied and she had a brief conversation with the woman and her companion.

The name 'Alma' struck Hanna as unusual since she was only familiar with one person named 'Alma,' and that was Professor Kramer, Skyler's piano teacher. She turned and looked and was surprised to see both Professor Kramer and Professor Marino, Skyler's voice coach for the event. How nice of them to have come to support Skyler!

Dr Marino glanced in Hanna's direction, so Hanna gave a small, friendly wave. Professor Marino returned the wave and nudged Professor Kramer and pointed. When Professor Kramer spotted Hanna, she waved as well.
 

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Rodney looked around the hallway where all of the contestants were lined up, ready to march out for the Parade of Gowns and shook her head. These peons were no competition. He had this in the bag. The only one she was concerned with was that Sky bitch.
 

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"We are ready," Karen said into her headset microphone after checking in with all the overseers of each aspect of the performance. "Tell Jenny 'ten seconds' and let's bring the house to black and... on my cue... Music go... lights up."

The music started and the dramatic lighting filled the stage as Jenny walked out, in a stunning, gold dress, to the applause of the excited crowd.

"Good evening, everyone," she greeted in a voice that in no way betrayed her XY chromosomes, or her concerns about the security issues threatening the event, "and welcome to The Forty-Fifth Annual Gala of Tiresias! My name is Jenny Jacobs and I am a former winner of the gala."

There was some applause.

"I'd like to introduce our three judges for this evening. First, a contributing fashion journalist for Elle and Cosmopolitan Magazines and a frequent guest on The Today Show - Ariana Mosely!" There was applause. "Next, from the Lifetime Network show, 'Queer Like Me' - Sofia Ramirez!" More applause. "And finally, from 'America's Got Talent' and 'American Idol,' Colombia Music recording artist, "Nevaeh Colby!"

More applause.

"And now, I'll be handing off my hosting duties to your guest host for the evening. Star of the Marvel Comics 'Avengers' Universe and the Disney Channel series, 'Wanda-Vision...'" she paused for anticipation to build. "...Elizabeth Olson!"

The audience applauded wildly as the actress stepped out onto the stage, waving to the crowd.

"Oh, my God!" One of the contestants said, backstage, excited. "We're going to meet Elizabeth Olsen!"

"Who's that?" Another asked.

"The Red Witch," one contestant explained, but that didn't help the person who asked the question.

"Wanda Maximoff," another contestant explained.

Didn't help.

"Mary-Kate and Ashley's little sister," someone else said.

"Oh," the contestant responded. "I know who Mary-Kate and Ashley are, so... cool."

"What difference does it make?" Rodney asked, sounding disgusted. "You're most likely getting eliminated after the gown parade, anyway. So, you won't have the opportunity to meet her."

"Geez, why are you like that?" Ellie, the larger contestant who'd had a run in with Rodney early asked.

"Because I'm a winner, Godzilla," Rodney sneered, "and you're a loser and I don't like having the smell of losers around me."

"Ok, enough," Skyler said with uncharacteristic forcefulness.

"Oh, great. Another loser heard from!" Rodney said with great flourish and exasperation.

Skyler took a breath to calm himself, then turned to Ellie. "She's just trying to get us revved up so we'll have a bad show. Ignore her and just focus on your performance. Ok?

Ellie nodded. "Ok."

"Ok," Rodney mimicked in a low, bass voice. "You sound more like a fullback than a woman."

"Just shut up, Pussy," another contestant said, using the first part of Rodney's stage name, Pussy Boots. "You're getting on everyone's nerves... including mine."

Rodney gave him a frustrated, dramatic wave and turned away as if insulted.
 

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"Excuse me sir, but do you have a ticket to the Gala?" an usher asked as Lynn's father attempted to enter the front doors of the Ansonia Mansion.

"A ticket?" he responded, actually confused at being questioned. "No. But my daughter just went in a few minutes ago and I need to get her out."

The usher, a medium sized man with a cleanly shaved head and a sense of authority about him, said, "I'm sorry, sir, you can't enter without a ticket. Is your daughter a minor?"

"A minor? No. She's eighteen, but..."

"Then there's nothing I can do for you, sir. If she entered, then she purchased a ticket and I can't interrupt the show to find an adult who entered on her own. So, if you don't mind, sir... I must ask you to leave."

"But..."

"If you don't leave now, sir, I will have to call a police officer and have you removed."

Not wanting to have a repeat of the embarrassing experience of being arrested, he shook his head and left.
 

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"The Gala of Tiresias has been the most prestigious womanless pageant in the country for more than four decades," Elizabeth Olsen was saying on the stage, "and I am absolutely thrilled to be a part of tonight's pageant. Tonight, we shall see thirty beautiful ladies who are actually handsome gentlemen in real life. Some intend to continue down the road of transition, and some are just imitating the female form for this event, but all are beautiful and eager to show you what they have to offer. So - without further ado, may I present... The Parade of Gowns!"

With that, the rather theme-park-sounding music that was used for the parade began playing and each contestant appeared on the stage in their beautiful baby-blue or pink gown, walking with a straight back and as much poise as they could muster.

The taller 'girls' entered first because they would end up in the back of the tableau they were creating. They paraded across the stage, smiling, stopping briefly at center stage for a quick head-nod-style bow, and the audience applauded appreciatively for each of them. They each had, after all, created a remarkably beautiful image of femininity.

"There she is!" Uncle Bill said to his sister-in-law as her son appeared on the stage.

"My God," she said quietly, "she's one of the most beautiful girls on that stage."

"Of course she is," Uncle Bill smiled. "All my nieces are beautiful." He chuckled with delight and put his arm around her shoulder, then shouted out as Skyler stopped for a moment at center stage, "THAT'S MY NIECE!"

That caused Skyler to smile just a bit more naturally as he glanced in the direction of his family. More than beautiful, Skyler was truly attractive and just... naturally lovely.

As the last of the contestants took the stage, the parade ended with the contestants standing in a well-planned formation, a tableau, and they all stood in feminine, modeling positions with Miss America quality smiles plastered on their lovely, made-up faces.

They stood still while the applause crested and fell. Then, Elizabeth Olsen reappeared on the stage. She made a short speech about how difficult it was to be the bearer of bad news, but then she announced the names and number of the contestants who were already being cut. Those five came forward for a round of consolation applause from the audience before leaving the stage.

"And now, ladies and gentlemen," Elizabeth Olsen said, "We shall begin a round of questions and answers and demonstrations of talent. We shall keep five contestants here to answer questions while the others all go and prepare for their talent portion of the event. We shall be alternating between question and answer sections and performances. At the end of these sections, ten more contestants will be eliminated and we shall continue our way towards selecting our final five contestants and, ultimately, our winner. So, the following contestants, please remain on stage for now and the rest, please go prepare for your talent presentation."

Skyler was the first person called upon to answer questions. The first three questions were the same questions he'd been asked at rehearsal, and he answered in pretty much the same way that he's answered before. Then came the fourth question.

"So, tell me, Sky," Elizabeth Olsen said, smiling, "now that you've taken on a woman's persona, what do you find most attractive about women?"

The question seemed incredibly broad at first, but he thought about it for a moment and then answered, "When you say 'attractive,' I immediately think about how a woman looks, but that isn't what I find the most attractive. I think that... Well. what I think is most... not attractive... but... miraculous about women is their warmth. Their nurturing. Their ability to be mothers in all the ways that that word implies. Giving birth to a child, feeding a child, loving a child, nurturing a child... all of that. Sure, women wear beautiful, soft, comfortable clothes, but they aren't just beautiful on the outside. Women are... everything to me. My mother, my three sisters, my girlfriend... they are everything to me."

The actress shook her head, impressed by the answer. "And if you could become a woman right now, would you do it?"

Skyler thought for a moment. "I don't know. I love looking this way, but... I don't know."

She smiled at his sincerity. "Ok," she said with a nod. "Ladies and gentlemen, a round of applause for Sky!"

The crowd applauded appreciatively, and Sky waved as he smiled and headed towards the stage right exit. He did hear the big, familiar voice of Uncle Bill shouting, "That's my girl!" as he crossed the stage. It made him smile.

As soon as he cleared the stage door, Regina was waiting. "You were great!" she said, grabbing his arm and hurrying him towards James' work area. There were a few members of the catering staff in there loading up equipment that would not be needed for the rest of the evening.

Hanna immediately grabbed the pull on the dress's zipper and lowered it, guiding the dress down to the floor.

"In the chair, quickly," James said. "Hair and makeup first, then the dress. Hanna, go grab the light green robe Sky used earlier."

"Where is it?" Hanna asked.

"The main dressing room," Skyler said. "On a hanger in my area."

"Ok." Hanna rushed down the hall and grabbed the garment then rushed back.

"Oh, excuse me," a good-looking young man in caterer's clothing said, looking behind the curtain in the extra room, not realizing that it was being used as a prep space for a contestant.

Skyler's mouth dropped open at the sight of the young man, but the young man turned and let the curtain close behind him.

What Skyler couldn't see was that the young man stopped and was thinking about the person in the chair. For some reason, she looked familiar. He was searching his memory for a match to the face when suddenly Hanna entered the room with the robe in her hand.

"Alan?" she said, sounding confused. "What are you doing here?"

"I'm working a catering gig," he said, matter of factly. "What are you doing here?"

"I... we... I mean..." she sputtered, not knowing how to answer the question without outright stating that Skyler was in the show.

"You're not..." he started to say, but then the identity of the girl in the chair hit him. He turned quickly and pulled the makeshift curtain aside. "Sky!?" he said, shocked. "You're a guy!?"

Everyone - Skyler, Hanna, James and Regina - everyone - held their breath for a moment until Skyler answered with a quiet, "...yes."

Alan stood shocked and staring. "Wh... Wh... Why didn't you tell me? I mean... we're friends, right? Why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't know how to," Skyler said, honestly. "When I first met you, I didn't think we would become such good friends and..."

Alan nodded, then he looked at Hanna. "Are you a guy, too?"

"No," she said, with a shrug. "I'm all girl. Sorry."

He looked at Regina with a confused look.

"I'm a girl too," she said.

"Look, Alan," Skyler said, "I'm really sorry that things worked out this way. I really need to win this scholarship money and... I mean... How could I tell you that... you know."

Alan nodded. "Hey, it's your business, Sky, but..." He shook his head. "I guess I'm just having a hard time processing all of this. You're just... like... one of the prettiest and most feminine girls I ever met and..."

"I hate to interrupt," James said, "but we have to get this lovely lady sitting here in just her bra and panties, ready for her talent section of the evening. So, if you don't mind..." He reached to take the robe from Hanna and laid it backwards across Skyler.

"Yeah, sorry," Alan said, turning to leave, but then stopping and turning back to Skyler. "So... on Monday... will I meet the REAL Sky?"

Skyler looked at his girlfriend and sister while James brushed out his hair. "Actually... I think that you already met the REAL Sky. To tell you the truth, I only met the REAL Sky a few days before you did and... she's staying."

"Ok," Alan said, again planning to leave, but again stopping. "Look, Sky, you've obviously been dealing with a lot and I don't want to add to it. I admit I'm surprised and I'm a little disappointed that you didn't trust me enough to tell me the truth, but..." Suddenly, Alan leapt forward and laid a gentle kiss on Skyler's soft cheek. "Good luck, Sky. I hope you win. I'm going to be in the audience for the rest of the evening and I'm going to be applauding the loudest for you."

Skyler smiled. "Thank you, Alan."

Alan winked. "You'll hear me in the audience."

"You're going to have to shout a lot louder than our Uncle Bill," Regina said with a giggle. "He's pretty loud."

Alan smiled. "I'll find them and stand near them so we're the loudest section in the hall."
 

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The applause ebbed as Rodney took his bows, wearing his Tina Turner style leotard dress. Essentially it was a dancer's leotard made with fabric that matched Rodney's skin fairly well, with the area around his body covered in half-inch wide circles of glittery metal that hung in a tattered skirt to his thin, athletic knees, and shimmered as he did his elaborate, jazz-style dance to Rhianna's 'S&M.' Rodney took his deep bows, blew kisses and half skipped off the stage as the guest host took command of the stage again.

"Beat that, Mary," he hissed at Skyler who waited in the wings for his introduction. Skyler just rolled his eyes and focused on the performance just ahead of him.

"That was great, was it it? And now, we present Sky Moynihan playing Chopin's immortal 'Minute Waltz,'" Elizabeth Olsen introduced. She swung her arm to the right where an eight-foot grand piano had been wheeled into place by two stagehands. The spotlight picked up Skyler as he walked onto the stage in his spaghetti strapped black gown with the little gold squares scattered randomly about the fabric. He smiled and bowed as he sat on the artist's style piano bench and took just a moment to adjust the height of the seat.

"God, she looks just like Regina," Uncle Bill whispered to his sister in-law. "It's almost like watching Regina up there."

"Until he plays the piano," Skyler's mother laughed. "Then you'll know for sure that it's Skyler."

Skyler took a deep breath and then his fingers exploded on the keys of the piano. His attack was precise and his emotions were conveyed perfectly through the simple percussion of the hammers on the strings. He played Chopin's novelty piece with precision, flair, and above all, passion.

Even though most English speaking audiences pronounce 'minute' the word for the accumulation of sixty seconds, the word 'minute' in this case is really the French word for 'miniature,' and, despite the
mispronunciation of the title, the piece is meant to be played in the time span of one minute and forty-five seconds to two minutes and thirty seconds. Skyler took it at a very brisk pace, and it took just about one minute and fifty seconds to complete.

That was one minute and fifty seconds of fire and musicality that shocked and elated the audience, who, as one, sprung to their feet in a standing ovation.

Skyler stood beside the piano and smiled while bowing and looking almost embarrassed by the adulation.

Elizabeth Olsen came over and put her arm around Skyler's shoulders while addressing the crowd. "How Cow!" she said with a huge smile. "Ladies and gentlemen, Sky Moynihan!" The applause grew strong again and Skyler took another bow. "Ladies and gentlemen, we are going to take a fifteen minute break here. That will give you all the opportunity to stretch your legs, grab a drink, visit the lavatory and give our judges the opportunity to discuss their scores. When we come back, we will find out who is proceeding to the swimsuit round and who is not. Thank you."

She kept her arm around Skyler as she led him off stage, speaking as they walked. "My God, girl, you are a phenomenon. How did you ever get that good?"

Skyler shrugged. "I pretty much just play piano twenty-four-seven, so you just kinda get good at it, I guess.
 

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"These degenerates are infiltrating our schools and poisoning the minds of our children with their 'woke' philosophies," the congresswoman said into her bullhorn to the crowd assembled across the street from the Ansonia Mansion. She represented a district in the south, but her philosophy of self-righteous intolerance made her very popular with a certain faction of the electorate nation wide - including the people assembled.

"These people... these... entertainers... teachers... whatever... they are setting an evil example for our young children. They are setting them off on a road that leads straight to hell and eternal damnation. They are undermining everything that the USA has stood for since our forefathers came to this country to escape the persecution of the 'free thinkers' of Europe. We are a Christian country, founded on Christian values and we cannot - WE WILL NOT - allow these perverts to destroy everything that your fathers and my father fought for. We are the land of the free BECAUSE of the brave and I call upon each and every one of you to be brave and show these evil people that we shall not sit back and let them destroy the greatest country on earth! We shall not let them destroy this Eden that God gave us! We shall not let them indoctrinate our children! We - you and I - are the true Americans. It is up to us to stop these people and stop them now!"

The medium sized crowd erupted in applause and cheers. It was at that moment that the man who'd been escorted out of the mansion noticed the CVS store at the end of the parking lot.
 
 
To Be Continued...

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias - 9

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

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  • Posted by author(s)

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 9

by Clara
Copyright©2023, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Halfway through the gala and Skyler is still in the running. In fact, he's doing quite well.
Hopefully things go smoothly from here.


 
Author's Note:Thank you so, so much for all the comments! You are all amazing.
I am so happy that you're enjoying this story. Please let me know how you like the rest of the tale
with possibly a review. ~Clara.

 
This version of 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 9 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 9
 

"Excuse me, Mrs Moynihan?"

Skyler's mother turned to see a woman approximately the same age as Amanda standing at the end of the row. "Yes?"

"Hi," the younger woman smiled. "I'm Alma Kramer; Sky's piano teacher at the college. And this is my colleague, Sue Marino, Sky's voice teacher. I just wanted to say congratulations! I can't believe how well he's doing up there. Shy little Sky is turning into a star right before our eyes! You must be so proud of him. I know I am."

"Oh, yes!" Skyler's mother said, actually out of breath with excitement. "I can't believe that is my little boy up there!

Kathy heard what her mother said and looked at Amanda. "I don't think Sky is her little boy anymore."

"That was unbelievable!" a big, good looking young man shouted, coming up beside the two professors. "She is amazing! I mean, I knew she was good, but I didn't know she was GOOD!"

The two women laughed. "Alan, this is Sky's family," Professor Kramer said. "Everyone, this is Alan, a friend of Sky's from the Performing Arts Department."

"Hi, everyone," Alan waved, still excited. "Did you expect her to be THAT good! I sure didn't!"

"Son," Uncle Bill said, standing and patting Alan on the shoulder, "you have figured out that Sky is a boy, right?"

"Oh, yeah," Alan said with a nod, "but... you know... she's not a boy either, right? You know what I mean. I just don't see her as anything but a girl, I guess. And WOW! What a girl! I've still got goosebumps from watching her play that piece! Wow! Wow! Wow!"

Uncle Bill smiled and patted Alan's shoulder again. "I know what you mean, son. I feel the same way."
 

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"That looks good," James nodded, looking at Skyler's crotch while he stood in his one-piece swimsuit. He looked a bit closer.

"I've got to admit, I'm a little uncomfortable with you examining that particular part of me," Skyler said.

"Relax," Regina said, having undergone this kind of inspection dozens of times. "He's just checking for camel toe."

"Well, I definitely don't have camel toe," Skyler joked.

"No," James said, being very professional, "what you have could be a bigger problem. Especially if something started making IT bigger."

"No chance of that," Skyler said with a sad face. "It's wrapped, tucked, taped and bent backwards. It's pretty uncomfortable down there, actually."

"I can imagine," James laughed. "You look good, though. No sign of anything that shouldn't be there." He handed Skyler a pair of sandals that looked kind of like beach sandals, except for the four-inch wedge heels. "Here."

Skyler looked at them. "Seriously? I didn't practice in these. I'm not sure I can even walk in these."

James checked his watch. "You've got eight minutes to practice."

"But... why?"

James looked at Skyler with confusion. "Why? Because I said they'd work, that's why. But if you really want a reason, it's because the taller heels will elongate and strengthen the look of your leg, make you walk even more femininely and improve your posture. So, put them on and practice NOW so that you're comfortable with them when you go out on stage..." he checked his watch again, "... in seven minutes."

Regina took the shoes from James and knelt to slide Skyler's feet into them, while Hanna offered assistance to keep him balanced until the shoes were strapped in place.

"Now, walk," Regina insisted.

He took a few tentative steps, then began moving more confidently. "Wow... these are really comfortable," he said surprised.

"They should be," James smirked as he watched. "They cost eight-hundred and forty dollars."

"Eight hundred...?" Skyler sounded shocked. "What if I don't win? I can't afford eight-hundred-dollar shoes!"

"Relax," James smiled. "They belong to a friend who is very stylish, very wealthy, and very generous to her friend, James. She loaned them to me for you to wear."

"Three minutes!" the stage manager shouted down the hall.

"Thank you three!" came from the communal dressing rooms.

"Ok," James said. "You're good with the shoes. Now, sit for a moment and let me redo your lip color and gloss."
 

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"Say..." the chief of police said, looking around at the crowd of protesters, which had grown a good deal since the start of the show. "... what happened to that guy with the beard that they threw out of the mansion?"

The officer beside him looked around and shrugged. "Must have gotten bored and gone home."

"I doubt it."
 

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The names of ten more contestants were announced and those contestants left the stage - leaving ten smiling and posing. Skyler thought that it was just a little mean to have those ten contestants get all dressed up in their swimsuits just to have them be told to leave the stage, but he was also very relieved that he remained on the stage. Ellie and Rodney were still there as well.

"So, with ten beautiful girls still in the running," Elizabeth Olsen announced, "we have our swimsuit competition at the end of which five more will be eliminated. Then our final five will give us one more look at their various talents before our winners are announced."

The crowd applauded.

"This round is judged by the sound of audience applause. So, as each of our lovely ladies approach the center of the stage, please show your support for her with the volume of your clapping, hooting and hollering. Our decimal meter will indicate who you, the audience, chooses to continue into the last round. Are you ready!?"

The audience cheered.

"Then, let's start."

The music began coming through the speakers and the first contestant began to walk across the stage. They stopped at the center and turned this way and that to allow the audience to inspect their legs, bottom, etc. The audience did their job well, applauding for the contestant, who then moved on, allowing the next contestant to do the same thing.

Skyler was the sixth to take center stage and the applause that greeted him was both unexpected and exciting. They really seemed to like him!

"So, the time has come," Elizabeth Olsen said as the last contestant arrived back in the rear of the stage. "As much as we love all these girls, we must say goodbye to five of them. As I say your name, please come forward and take your bow before leaving the stage for the last time."

Skyler held his breath as the names were announced, and, luckily, his name was not among them.

"And then there were five!" Elizabeth Olsen said. "This is the final round of the competition! The ninth inning of the football game!" That brought a big laugh from the audience.

"We are going to send our first two performers off to pretty themselves up while I have a little chat with the other three. So, at this time, please go get into your performance attire..." she checked the index card in her hand, "...Pussy Boots and Ellie."

Both contestants stepped down and smiled as they headed off stage right.

"Sky, come on down and chat with me a bit," the star said.

Skyler smiled and strutted downstage in the high heeled sandals.

"Well, Sky, I think it's safe to say that we were all pretty blown away by your piano playing. Is your goal to be a concert pianist after college?"

"Not really a concert pianist," Skyler said. "My true passion is for pop music. I'd really like to be a songwriter. You know, someone who stays in the background and writes for performing artists."

"So, you don't want to be on stage yourself?"

"Not really."

"Well, that would be a huge loss to the world, Sky. You are an amazing pianist and if this audience is any indication, the world would love to hear you play."

The audience applauded loudly. As the volume decreased, someone from the audience shouted, "That's what I've been telling him for a year!" The audience laughed at that too.

Elizabeth Olsen shaded her eyes and looked out into the audience. "I think that woman knows you, Sky."

Skyler shaded his eyes and looked as well. "That's my piano professor, Alma Kramer," he said with a smile. "Thank you for coming."

"I would not have missed this for the world, Sky!" Professor Kramer shouted.

Elizabeth Olsen laughed. "Where do you go to college, Sky?"

"I go to State."

"And you're a music major?"

"I am."

"And do you have a lot of friends at State?"

"Not really. My friend Alan is here..."

"I sure am!" Alan yelled from the back of the house.

"...and my girlfriend, Hanna who is helping me backstage."

"A girlfriend? Really?" Elizabeth Olsen asked, surprised.

"Yes," Skyler answered oblivious to her tone.

Someone waved from stage right and Elizabeth Olsen announced, "Well, it looks like Pussy Boots is ready to perform, so... Thank you, Sky, and you can go get ready now."

"Thank you, Elizabeth," Skyler said, smiling and then he exited just as Rodney was entering in his gymnastic gear to perform his routine.

"Come on, quickly!" Hanna rushed Skyler towards James' workstation.

"Not too fast! I'm wearing these skyscraper shoes! I can't run."

"Skyscrapers," Hanna scoffed. "I've worn four-inch heels dozens of times. You'll not get any sympathy from me. James is panicked, though. He says that he didn't plan for that little chat on stage so his timeline to get you looking like a nineteen-thirties secretary is all messed up."

They hustled into James' work area with Hanna pulling Skyler's swimsuit off as he entered the masked off are. Skyler stepped out of it and Regina guided the soft, nylon, pink robe up his arms before he was pushed down into the seat.

James barked out orders to Regina and Hanna as he worked on Skyler's hair. He worked quickly and precisely with no smiles, no jokes and no regard for how hard he was pulling Skyler's hair.

"Bobby pins!" he'd yell and one of the girl's would provide them.

"Hair spray!"

"Hair clip!"

"Gel!"

"More bobby pins!"

"Mousse!"

"Bobby pins!"

"More pins!"

"More pins!"

Then, with a strange suddenness, his demands changed.

"Base!"

"Color pallet!"

"Reggie, do his nails over in that classic red!"

"Eye Liner!"

"Lash curler!"

"Powder!"

"Hanna, hand me the classic red lipstick!"

"Reggie, how are her nails coming?"

"Almost done!"

"Lip gloss!"

"Hanna, grab the waist cincher!"

"Reggie, grab the nineteen-thirties shoes? Get them on her!"

"Blot!"

"One of you get the blouse, the other the skirt! Let's go, let's go, let's go! Rodney's song is ending!"

"I don't think Sky is next," Hanna pointed out. "I think that Ellie goes next."

"I want Sky in the wings getting focused during Ellie's performance. There. You're ready. Check the mirror."

Skyler turned to look in the mirror and saw the image of a nineteenthirties secretary, straight out of a black and white movie, staring back at him and looking a little flustered for having been rushed by everyone.

"You look perfect, baby," Hanna said.

"You do, Sky," Regina confirmed.

"Let's get you into the wings," James said, and they all took a step in that direction, but they stopped when they heard all hell breaking loose in the performance hall.
 

~^~

 

No one really noticed when the door to the control room opened and closed quietly halfway through Rodney's gymnastic performance. The intruder stood quietly by the door and looked at the disgusting, accursed performance on the stage. That skinny man shaking his body in the manner of a whore. Writhing and rolling all over the stage. Pretending to be something he was not. Enticing innocent, Christian men to have impure thoughts and fantasies about him.

This was why God had put this preacher on earth. To send a message to these phonies and fornicators. To put an end to the support that this audience, this misguided, hypnotized audience provided for these sick, evil, instruments of the devil.

He unscrewed the caps of the bottles in his gym bag.

"What's that smell?" one of the lighting crew said.

The person next to her sniffed. "Smells like alcohol."

The first person to speak turned just in time to see Lynn's father run from one side of the tech area to the other, pouring rubbing alcohol onto all the computers, sound board and lighting board on the desk top computers in the confined space.

The techs all let out screams of 'stop!' 'Hey!' 'What are you doing?' etc. and were all too confused by the behavior to do anything to stop him before he'd dumped all of the six bottles of alcohol onto the technology.

By the time he'd reached the other side of the small room, they were all standing, yelling and staring in shock. What had just happened?

"Security!" someone yelled into the hall and several private security employees came running, one of them radioing the police that something had happened in the tech booth.

As the security people entered the booth, Lynn's father produced a retractable police baton and began using it to slam every piece of tech he could see in the room. Screens were breaking, computer keys were flying into the air, glass was shattering and the lights on the stage went out, just as Rodney was leaving the stage.
 

~^~

 

"Oh, no," Jenny said as her heart sank while she waited in the wings of the stage. She touched the 'speak' button on her headset. "What's going on out there?"

"I'm not sure," Karen replied through her headset. "Something in the tech booth. I'm on my way there now."

"Let me know when you find out," Jenny said, grabbing her iPad with all of her notes from the table she'd been using as a desk and headed out onto the stage. "Somebody turn on the goddamned house lights before this turns into a full-blown riot."
 

~^~

 

"You and Reggie stay put," James said with authority and concern. "Hanna, come with me. Let's find out what's going on." They left in a rush.

"What do you think is happening?" Regina asked, sounding very frightened.

"I don't know," Skyler said. Then, in an attempt to calm down his younger sister, he said, "Probably just a tech issue. I'm sure it'll be resolved in a minute or two."

The sound of a lot of people screaming came from the performance hall.

"That doesn't sound like a technical problem to me," Regina said.

Suddenly, Hanna ran back into the room. "Grab your stuff, Sky. Reggie, get your pocketbook and mine. Come on, we're leaving through the back door."

"Why? What's going on?" Regina asked.

"Some crazy guy broke into the tech booth and is going nuts on the equipment and now the police are running up the hill to stop him. James said to just grab what we need and leave as quickly as we can. Come on."

Regina grabbed everything she could, but Skyler ran to the door and listened. He could hear Jenny's voice as she shouted from the stage.

"Shh," Skyler hissed, waving to the others. "Listen."

"Please, just sit and let the police do their job," Jenny shouted plaintively. "I'm sure we'll be able to continue in a few moments."

Skyler turned and looked at the women. "You guys go. I'm staying."

"Sky..." Hanna said, not wanting to have a conflict, "... you could get hurt. Reggie could get hurt. Come on... we have to go."

"You guys go." He turned and walked towards the stage.
 

~^~

 

"Maybe we should go," Uncle Bill said to his family and Lynn.

"What about Skyler and Regina?" his sister-in-law asked. "I'm not leaving without them."

He looked around at the tense crowd. "This could get bad very quickly," he said. "I'll go see if I can find them."
 

~^~

 

"Let me through," the police chief said with authority as he pushed through the small hallway that led from the lobby to the performance area, the hallway from which the entrance to the Tech Booth was located. "Come on, move!" There were a couple of dozen private security people and police officers standing near the booth's door. Some of the police had their guns drawn.

"Put those things away," the chief ordered. "Christ, do you want to fire a gun in this crowd? You'll incite a panic."

He reached the door and was surprised to find it unlocked. What was wrong with his people? They'd all been trained on how to deal with a situation like this and here they were, huddled in the hallway, guns drawn and no idea what was happening in that room.

He stepped in and announced in a big, powerful voice, "I'm The Chief of Police. Everyone stop what you're doing and stand still." Astoundingly, they all did just that.

He looked around the small space and there was no doubt as to who had been responsible for the disruption. He looked at Lynn's father and said, "You. What's this all about?"
 

~^~

 

Uncle Bill was nearly to the side door when Skyler walked out onto the stage. Jenny was still asking for calm. Ellie, who was supposed to be performing, was standing in the wings, baffled by what was happening.

Skyler could see Uncle Bill speaking, but his adrenaline was high, and his hearing was focused on Jenny, who sounded panicked as well.

"Ellie," Skyler said, motioning for the other contestant to come out on stage.

Almost in a daze, Ellie came out onto the stage, but Skyler guided him to the rear of the stage. "Help me push this piano to the front of the stage."

It just took a moment to roll the large, heavy instrument downstage. The crowd was still a bit unruly, but somewhat calmer than a few moments ago when it had been dark.

"Ladies and gentlemen!" Skyler shouted as loudly as he could. "LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!!" He shouted louder and this time the crowd turned to see what was being said.

"Ladies and gentlemen... Whatever is happening in the tech booth, it seems as if the police have a handle on it. So... Please take a seat and, while we wait for the show to continue, please join me in singing a song that I think we all know."

The crowd seemed leery, but they began to take their seats as Skyler took his perch at the piano and started playing. Two beats of a C major chord. Two beats of a G major chord. One and a half beats of an A minor chord, then a G major that led down to two beats of an F chord.

In the biggest voice he could muster, Skyler instructed, "Please sing with me."

And... they did.

"When I find myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be."

By this point in the song, most of the audience had returned to their seats and singing along.

"And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree There will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted, there is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be

Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
There will be an answer, let it bd

Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be, be."
 

~^~

 

"Hands behind your back, sir," the police chief instructed. Lynn's father did as instructed and the hand cuffs were locked around his wrists.

The door opened and Jenny entered. "What is happening in here?"

Karen gave her a quick summary of the mayhem that had ensued.

Jenny looked at Lynn's father as the chief led him towards the door. "What would possess you to do something like this?"

"I'm doing the Lord's work, fairy," he spat as he passed her.

Jenny just shook her head. "Can we continue?"

Karen shook her head. "I don't know, Jenny. I think we can get the lights up and run them manually, and the PA system will work fine with just the sub-board to run three or four mics, but... he smashed the two computers with all the playback music for the second round of talent and it doesn't look like the external hard drive I had everything backed up on is working either. He did a hell of a lot of damage in just a couple of minutes."

"Wonderful," Jenny huffed. "So... what now? Pussy Boots is the only contestant to have done her second round of talent. Do we just do away with the last round and have the judges make a decision based on what they've seen, or do we give Rodney points for his performance and declare him the winner?"

Just then, the sound of a new song started wafting into the room. The audience sang along.

"Why are there so many

Songs about rainbows

And what's on the other side?"

"Who is singing?" Karen asked.

"Sky," Jenny said, glancing out into the audience. "And thank God he is. He's calmed everyone down out there."

"Rainbows are visions

But only illusions

Rainbows have nothing to hide..."

"I think we need to talk to the judges and see what they have to say," Jenny said with finality.

"Regardless, though, I think we owe Sky a lot. Everything out there was getting pretty ugly until he started playing. That kid's a life saver."

"Agreed. Let's go talk to the judges. Take them into the box office. I'll talk to the crowd and meet you there as soon as I can. What a freaking mess."
 

~^~

 

"Are you crying" Uncle Bill asked Skyler's mother. She nodded and wiped her eyes. "Why? It's a Muppet song, for crying out loud. Nothing to cry over."

"Bill..." she said his name in such a way that it almost sounded like a kindergarten teacher talking to a child who just didn't understand anything. "... it has nothing to do with the song. It's Skyler. Bill, I always loved to hear him play and he's been singing a lot lately, too, but look at these people, Bill! They're mesmerized. They love him, Bill. I'm amazed by the power of my baby boy."

"Your baby boy in the puff sleeved blouse and long skirt," Bill teased. "I do understand. Honestly, I could not be more proud of Sky, either. I always told my customers that he would be famous. Now, I believe that's the truth."
 

~^~

 

"Now, look across the street," the congresswoman said into her bullhorn. "The fascist enforcers of the woke agenda are arresting a true American patriot. He stood up for you and for me and for our children and for our children's children. But the 'woke' left called out their storm troopers and took away that man's First Amendment rights! They stifled his free speech. That is your tax dollars at work, right there. Taxachusetts citizens, you should rise up and take back your government!"

"Shouldn't we do something, chief?" a younger police officer asked.

"About what?" he asked, then he said to Lynn's father, "Watch your head," and he said as he guided Lynn's handcuffed father into the back of the police car.

"About her! She's getting all those people revved up. Something's going to happen."

"Didn't they teach you anything in your training?" The Chief asked, shaking his head. "Right now, she's just a feisty, blonde windbag who is speaking her mind to a peaceful assembly. We have no legal cause to arrest her. AND IF WE DID ARREST HER, she'd become a martyr on certain news stations."

"So, we ignore her?"

"Never ignore anyone, kid. Watch and take notes but know your legal limitations. It's a free country, kid. Even hate mongers have rights. You can't legislate love and you can't fix stupid."
 

~^~

 

"Let's have a big round of applause for Sky!" Jenny said into the now working microphone. By that time, Skyler had already led the audience in three familiar songs. The impromptu sing-along calmed people down and kept them from leaving, but it was time to let the audience know what was happening. "Ladies and gentlemen, we have had an unfortunate incident in our control room, and we need a few moments to figure out how we are going to proceed from here. So, if you would be so kind as to give us enough time for a very brief meeting, we will be right back with a new plan. Sky, I think everyone is enjoying your music, so... please continue. I will be right back."

Jenny left the stage and Sky started playing Elvis' 'I Can't Help Falling In Love With You.' The crowd, of course, joined right in.

Jenny entered the hallway in a rush, but was slowed down by Rodney, who was waiting for her.

"What's going on here?" he asked angrily.

"The computers with all of the other performers' backing tracks were destroyed - even the external hard drive was broken. We need to figure out what to do now."

"What to do? Listen, I did my performance. The judges saw it and the judges loved it! I could tell. So, what's the big deal? Declare me the winner."

"What about Sky, Rodney? Sky has been entertaining the crowd for ten minutes or more now. Should her performance be considered?"

"No," Rodney said, shocked at the notion. "The rules state very clearly that you can't change your performance after it has been approved. You made a big deal out of that at one of the rehearsals. Whatever trash that bitch is playing out there, it doesn't count. Only my performance counts. So, I win."

Jenny had heard enough. "Rodney... just get out of my face, will you? I have important things to deal with right now. If you bother me again, I'll disqualify you just for being a pain in my ass."

Jenny walked through the hallway door and towards the box office while Rodney turned on his heels and stormed back to the dressing room.
 

~^~

 

"Do you think they'll disqualify the girls who haven't been able to perform?" Alan asked his professors. "I mean, that Pussy Boots girl was really good, but we all know who the winner should be. I overheard someone saying that all the music Sky has been playing doesn't count. That doesn't seem fair."

"I really don't know what will happen, Alan," Professor Kramer said. "This is the fifth Gala I've attended. I played piano for two of them and I've been in the audience for three and nothing like this has ever happened before. I guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens."

Alan shook his head. "This is just wrong. Sky is the prettiest and most talented girl on that stage. If they don't give her a chance... well... it just wouldn't be fair. That's all I'm saying. It just wouldn't be fair."
 

~^~

 

The final five contestants were gathered backstage. All were nervous. Ellie, Skyler and the two that Skyler didn't really know, their names were Austin and Keely, were seated. Rodney stood with his arms crossed, aggressively impatient.

"Alright," Jenny said, entering, "let me speak first and then you can ask questions. Now, first, we have never had anything like this happen before, so we're trying to do what's fair for everyone. After talking with the judges, we think the best thing to do is to just eliminate the last talent round and..."

"NO, NO, NO, NO, NO!!!" Rodney screamed. "I did my second round of talent, and I did it well. That HAS to be considered. Just because these losers can't do their acts doesn't mean that mine should be disqualified."

"Rodney, please," Jenny sounded defeated already. "We all need to be a little more understanding at times like these."

"Understanding!?" Rodney shouted. "Listen, lady, there is one hundred thousand dollars involved here! I can't afford to be UNDERSTANDING with that much money on the line! If you change the rules now, you can expect a massive lawsuit and as much bad publicity as I can muster!"

This is exactly what Jenny had feared. Any of the contestants would be defensive in Rodney's position, but Rodney had been unreasonable from the start, and this was fueling the fire of his righteous indignation.

She looked around the room. "I... I don't know what to do," she said. "I know this isn't fair, but Rodney does have a point."

"So, that's it?" Ellie asked. "All that work and we're just out because some asshole upset everything? She wins and we lose, not because she's the best, but because the world just sucks? Look, if I do my best and lose, I'm fine with that, but this? This is just not right!"

"I know, Ellie," Jenny said with a tired sigh. "I know. I just don't know what else to do."

It was quiet for a few moments while the others thought, and Rodney stood with a gloating expression on his face.

"I'm out of ideas, girls," Jenny finally said. "I'm sorry."

She stood and had her hand on the door knob when Skyler offered an idea. "What if... What if I played for everyone?"

Jenny stopped and turned. "Played? You mean played piano? For the other contestants?" She looked at Karen who had the rules of the Gala opened on her iPad. "Karen?"

Karen skimmed the rules quickly. "According to the rules, the contestants must use the same MUSIC that has been approved. It doesn't say that it has to be the same RECORDING, though."

Jenny's eyebrows rose. This was interesting. "Can you actually play the music they're using?"

"Probably," Skyler shrugged.

"Probably isn't good enough," Jenny said.

Skyler nodded. "Yeah. I can play them."

Jenny was a bit dubious. "Ellie, what are you doing for your talent?"

"I'm stacking cups," he replied.

"What?" One of the others asked.

"I stack cups," he explained. "I do it different patterns and I do it quickly. I'm a regional cup stacking champion."

"Great," Jenny said. "What song do you use while you're doing your stacking?"

"Ellie uses 'The Sabre Dance' by Khatchaturian," Sky said quickly. "I've seen you rehearse, and I know the tempo. I can play that piece by heart."

"Keely, how about you?" Jenny asked, suddenly sounding excited.

"I do a ribbon dance to Bette Midler's 'Wing Beneath My Wings."

"Any problem there?" Jenny asked.

"None," Skyler answered confidently.

"Austin?"

Austin, a good looking guy, but a slightly awkward looking woman, said, "I juggle"

"To what music?"

Austin looked a little uncomfortable. "I'm not sure of the title. My boyfriend picked it out for me."

Jenny looked around and asked Karen, "Do you know?"

Karen shrugged. "I don't. It's like a circus thing, isn't it?"

Austin nodded.

"How does it go?" Skyler asked.

Austin shrugged. "I can't really sing."

Skyler looked at Karen. "Can you sing it?"

Karen thought for a moment, then sang, "Daaa da da daaaa. Da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da."

"Oh," Skyler said, holding up his finger. "I know that piece, but... I'll need the music."

"Oh, well," Rodney gloated. "No time to go buy sheet music."

"If I could sign into my Scribd account on your iPad, I could find it," Skyler said.

Karen handed her iPad to him, and he signed into the app. He entered a title and... then he looked confused.

"What's the matter?" Jenny asked.

"I... I thought that piece was called 'Barnum and Bailey's Greatest,' but that's not the melody I see here. It must have a different title."

He did a quick Google search, but nothing came up using the key words he entered.

"Shit," he whispered.

"Well, that's that," Rodney glowed.

"No!" Skyler said, snapping his fingers. "Someone go get Hanna, my girlfriend. She'd know the title! She knows all that kind of stuff."

"I'll get her," Jenny said, running out the door. She found Hanna by the stage door.

"Hanna!"

"Yeah," Hanna said, a little confused.

"Come with me!"

Seconds later, she was with the others. "What's the title of this song?" Skyler asked. He sang the melody.

"'March of the Gladiators,'" Hanna said, a bit surprised that no one else knew that.

"That's it!" Skyler said, excited. He went back to the iPad. "Who wrote it?"

"Fucik," Hanna said.

"How do you even know that?" Karen asked.

"How do you not?" Hanna asked, not at all sarcastically. "I thought everyone knew that."

Karen shook her head, a bit amazed.

"I got it!" Skyler said.

"What's going on?" Hanna asked.

"I'm going to play for everyone," Skyler explained, standing. "I will need to use your iPad for Austin's song, but I'm good with the rest. Can you hold this?" He handed Hanna the iPad and took a moment to adjust his skirt and blouse.

"Alright, let's go," Jenny said.

As everyone filed out the door, Hanna stopped Skyler. "Wait, wait, wait," she said. "YOU are playing for everyone else? That's not fair, baby. You can play your own piece, but... this isn't right. You'll be distracted with all this new music and," she held up the iPad, "look at this piece. It's in D Flat, babe. Five flats! It's quick, it's in a tough key and you'll be sight reading. Baby, they're asking too much of you."

"Hanna," Skyler smiled. "They didn't ask me to do anything. I volunteered to do it. It's the right thing to do."
 
 
MUSIC LINKS:

Let It Be: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QDYfEBY9NM4
 
Rainbow Connection: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=deebKNI-dTE
 
I Can't Help Falling In Love With You: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ipJtTQkYZZk
 
The Saber Dance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mUQHGpxrz-8
 
Wind Beneath Your Wings: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=93dkoUtrnZM
 
Entrance of the Gladiators: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_B0CyOAO8y0
 
 
To Be Continued...

45th Annual Gala of Tiresias - 10 Final

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

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45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 10 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2023, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Our story comes to an end with this installment. I am so grateful that so many people
seem to have enjoyed this story. That really is the paycheck for an author on BigCloset.
THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU to everyone who read the story and many extra thanks to those
who took the time to leave comments and critiques. Have a wonderful winter, or summer for
those of you in the southern hemisphere. I hope to be back with you all very soon!


 
Author's Note: Thank you so, so much for all the comments! Please let me know
how you liked the story with possibly a review. ~Clara.

 
This version of 45th Annual Gala of Tiresias: 10 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 10 Final
 

"Did she just say that Sky is going to accompany ALL of the rest of the contestants?" Kathy asked Amanda.

"I think she did," Amanda replied.

"Why?" Kathy asked confused. "I mean, playing for himself makes sense, but giving the others a hand up...? Isn't that like helping the enemy?"

"You obviously don't know Sky very well," Lynn said. "I used to think that Sky was a weirdo, but once I got to know him, I realized that he is always trying to do the right thing. He was patient and generous to me when I was mean to him. I came today to offer support because he was so kind to me. Helping out the other girls in the pageant makes perfect sense to me."
 

~^~

 

Ellie went first. Skyler played 'The Saber Dance' beautifully while Ellie stacked and unstacked plastic cups in pyramids or other shapes. Ellie was very good at it. It was an oddly impressive display of skill and speed. Because he knew the piece well, Skyler was able to keep an eye on the performance and end at the exact moment that the last cup was in place.

The crowd was very supportive and applauded their appreciation for Ellie.

Next came Keely doing a ribbon dance to 'Wind Beneath My Wings.' Again, Skyler knew the music very well and was able to play it without any problem while also watching the performance. It went without a hitch and again the audience showed their appreciation with lots of applause.

Then it was Austin's turn to do his juggling act.

"I need your iPad," Skyler said to Karen, who stood in the wings.

Karen passed the tablet to him and whispered, "Good luck."

"Sky," he heard Hanna call from the wings. He turned and looked at her. "Don't take it too fast. I just listened to it. It's only supposed to be played at about one hundred and twelve beats per minute." She held up her phone and hit the 'play' button on a metronome app and it clicked off the appropriate tempo. It wasn't very loud, but he could make it out. That was actually very helpful. This song was a march and marches are usually played at a tempo between one hundred and twenty beats per minute and one hundred and forty beats per minute, so having the knowledge that this piece is usually played a bit slower allowed him to relax just a bit.

He tapped the tempo with his foot, which was shod in a woman's oxford from the nineteen-thirties, and he looked across the stage where Austin was taking the stage, after several different juggling props had been placed on a small table where he could grab what he needed.

Austin gave Skyler a small, concerned smile and then a nod that indicated that he was ready.

Skyler took a deep breath and started to sight read the piece.

It went very well, but he couldn't watch Austin's act as he played. He had played the piece through and was just about to take the last repeat when the audience applauded loudly. Skyler looked up to see Austin's hands up in air, about to take a final bow. It gave Skyler just enough time to take the final ending and end the song at the perfect moment.

"Wow!" Elizabeth Olsen said into the microphone. "Great job, Austin! Let's hear it for her amazing juggling."

"The audience applauded appropriately.

Then Elizabeth Olsen turned to the piano and said, "Sky, come on over here and talk to me for a moment."

A little surprised, Skyler stood and walked to center stage.

"I love this outfit you're wearing," the star said. "Tell us about it."

Instinctively, Skyler touched the soft blouse and skirt. "Oh... for my song, I'm supposed to look like a nineteen-thirties secretary. You know, the kind that would work for a detective or someone like that, in one of those old black-and-white movies."

"I get it," she smiled. "Well, you look perfect, Sky. You really do."

"Oh... thanks..."

"Now, Sky... before you perform your song... I just wanted to take a moment to acknowledge what you've done for your fellow contestants here, today. Honestly, I can't imagine someone else doing so much to help out the competition." She looked at the audience. "I think that deserves a big round of applause, don't you?"

"YES!" Came the sound of Uncle Bill's voice over the roar of applause.

Skyler blushed and smiled.

"So, what's the name of the piece you're playing for us Skyler?"

"It's called, 'You Can Always Count On Me,' from the musical 'City or Angels,' but I'm not just playing it. I'm singing it, too."

"Oh, you sing, too?"

"You bet your ass she does!" Professor Marino shouted, causing a wave of laughter to waft across the space.

"Are you all ready to perform?" Elizabeth Olsen asked.

"I hope so," he shrugged and smiled.

Elizabeth Olsen kissed his cheek, which surprised him further. She kept her microphone down by her hip as she whispered into his ear, "Good luck, Sky. I'm rooting for you."

Skyler smiled even more broadly and headed towards the piano stool. He was surprised to see the other four finalists in the stage right wing, all in their cocktail dresses. Rodney had his arms folded and a smirk on his face, but the other three were grinning from ear to ear and offering thumbs up and other gestures of encouragement. He smiled at them and returned a little thumbs up to them.

When he looked into the stage left wing, he noticed that all of the other contestants were gathered there, all wearing their cocktail dresses and all offering as many encouraging gestures as possible.

He sat at the piano and then realized there was an issue.

"Umm... I need a microphone on a boom stand." He said, not realizing that while he was helping everyone else, he hadn’t considered what he’d need for his own performance. Originally, he was planning to stand and hold the microphone, but that wasn’t possible, anymore.

There was a bit of a commotion backstage before a stagehand held out her empty hands and raise her shoulders, indicating that there was not boom stand available.

Suddenly, someone hurried through the darkness and grabbed the microphone from Elizabeth Olson, then hurried onto the stage.

From the audience, it looked like Skyler’s identical twin sister had appeared with a microphone in her hand. Obviously comfortable on stage, she grabbed a chair and slid it up beside Skyler and held the microphone in its proper position for him.

He smiled at Regina and whispered, "Thanks." It was a whisper, but it went through the public address system and the audience heard it, too.

They also could hear Regina whisper to her brother, "You’re doing great, Sky. Show them who you really are."

Skyler smiled at her.

She leaned over and kissed his cheek. "You can do this, Sky. I love you."

"I love you, too, Reggie."

It was at that point that they realized that the audience could hear them because they let out a collective ‘awww.’

Skyler shook his head and nodded. Time to start.

There was the short, pretty introduction. Then...

"I'm one of a long line of good girls
Who choose the wrong guy to be sweet on
The girl with a face that says welcome
That men can wipe their feet on

I'm there when he calls me
The trusted girl Friday alright
But what good does it do me
Alone on a Saturday night?"

He played the triplet figures that led to the body of the song.

And everything felt good. His voice, the piano, the way his voice sounded in the hall. All of it felt good. And then there was Regina, just a couple of feet away from him, smiling. That felt good, too.

"If you need a gal
To go without salary and work too hard
You can always count on me
The kind of a pal
Who'd sneak you a file past the prison guard
Loyal to the "nth" degree

The boss is quite the ladies’ man
And that's my biggest gripe
Till I showed up he'd never hired a girl cause she could type

I'm no femme fatale
But faithful and true as a Saint Bernard
Barkin' up the wrong damn tree
You can always count on me."

The volume had been building, so he brought it back to mezzo-piano and gave himself some more room to grow from there to the end of the song.

"I don't need a map
I naturally head for the dead end street
You can always count on me
I'm caught in a trap
When joy is approaching then I retreat
I'm at home with misery

I've been "the other woman" since my puberty began
I crashed the junior prom
And met the only married man
I'm always on tap
For romance or chocolate that's bitter sweet
You can always count on me"

Then, he got bigger.

"I go for the riff raff
Who's treating me so-so
When I can play the second fiddle
I'm a virtuoso
I should be playing for a wedding band
But there're no wedding rings attached
Though you can bet there're strings attached"

This time he only reined it in a little so he’d be able to crescendo little by little from there to the end of the song.

"A matter of fact,
If you want an ill-fated love affair
You can always count on me

Though I’ve made a pact
To carry out research before i care
Men don't give a warranty"

At this point, he got playful and flirty.

"One Joe who swore he's single
Got me sorta crocked, the beast
I woke up only slightly shocked that I’d defrocked a priest

Or else I attract
The guys who are longing to do my hair
You can always count on me"

And then, he headed for the big ending. Start at mezzo-forte and build towards the big ending. It all felt so good!

"Though my kind of dame
No doubt will die out like the dinosaurs
You can always count on me
I'm solely to blame
My head gives advice that my heart ignores
I'm my only enemy

I choose the kind who cannot introduce the girl he's with
There're lots of smirking motel clerks who call me, ‘Mrs. Smith.’

But I’ve made a name
With hotel detectives who break down doors
Guess who they expect to see
You can always count on
Bet a large amount on
You can always count on me."

He hit the last note and it sat perfectly in that spot where he’d rehearsed it. The placement was perfect, the syllable was formed correctly, and he opened up to let the note flow just perfectly.

And then it was over.

And it had gone perfectly.

And the audience LOVED it!

They applauded.

They hooted.

They hollered.

They whistled.

He could hear the sound of his family’s voice, but he couldn’t make out what they were saying.

He felt Regina’s lips on his cheek again, and she was helping him up to a standing position. "Go take a bow!" She screamed into his ear over the din.

Skyler stood and was about to head towards the stage’s apron, but he was stopped by Hanna’s embrace. She couldn't help it. She’d run onto the stage from the wings and threw her arms around her small, beautiful boyfriend and said into his ears, "Oh, baby, you were so great!"

She kissed his cheek, too, then turned him so he could take his bow.

He arrived at center stage and took a quick bow, intending to retreat to the stage right wing to join the other finalists, but Elizabeth Olsen appeared and spread her arms in the ’give me a hug’ gesture. He hugged her, too, and she held him by her side and said into the microphone, "Isn’t she amazing!? Let's have one more round of applause for Sky!"

The audience was more than willing to comply. The swell of noise crescendoed again and as the swell receded, Elizabeth Olsen spoke again. "Let’s get our other four finalists back out here for the judges’ final decision."

Austin, Ellie and Keely hurried out, all in their cocktail dresses, and grabbed Skyler for a huge group hug. "You were great!" One said. "Unbelievable, Sky," said another. Skyler, being somewhat smaller than the other three, was blinded by the press of fake breasts against his face, so he was uncertain as to who said what.

Rodney came onto the stage as well. He held back a little and applauded a little, but had a fake smile plastered to his face.

Elizabeth Olsen was handed two envelops. One contained the names of the three lesser award winners. The final envelope contained the name of the first runner up. So, the name not announced would be the winner.

"As you all know," the guest host said, "all of these lovely finalists will receive a scholarship of some kind. These prizes range from a five thousand dollar prize to a one-hundred-thousand-dollar prize. So, no matter what, all these girls are big winners."

She opened the first envelop. "Our Miss Congeniality for this year’s Gala of Tiresias, and the winner of a five-thousand-dollar scholarship is... Keely!"

Keely smiled and stepped forward to receive an envelope and a peck on the cheek. He was disappointed to not have done better, but having made it to the finals was pretty amazing.

"This year’s Tiresias Junior Princess and the ten-thousand-dollar scholarship winner is... Austin!"

Austin was thrilled to have won the ten-thousand-dollar prize and beamed with joy as he got his envelop and peck on the cheek.

"And now... Our second runner up and winner of a fifteen-thousand-dollar scholarship... Ellie!"

Ellie was thrilled, too. She would have liked to have beaten Rodney, but this was still a huge victory for a fairly big guy who’d never really dabbled in pageants before. She got her envelop and peck on the cheek, then she and the other two moved to the rear of the stage, leaving Rodney and Skyler together by the end of the grand piano.

Skyler leaned towards Rodney and said, "Good luck, Rodney. You did a great job."

Rodney shook his head. "Don't condescend to me, Sky. There’s no way you're not winning this. If they make me the winner, there will probably be a riot in here. The whole audience looks at you like you are the second coming or something."

Suddenly, Skyler felt a little sad. "I’m sorry, Rodney. I was just trying to help everyone out."

"Well, you did. You helped them and you helped yourself, too."
 

~^~

 

"Now is the time," the congresswoman said into her megaphone. "You saw what happened to that man! They arrested him - and for what? For speaking his mind against these perverted degenerates. We have asked our local legislators to protect us, and they have not. We have asked our national legislators to protect us, and THEY have not. Now is the time for us to retake our land. It is time for each and every one of you to march on this mansion and stop the moral turpitude going on within."

"Moral turpitude?" the younger police officer asked the chief as they watched the crowd across the street. It had grown bigger - more than a hundred people had ultimately gathered there, most of them arriving after hearing that the celebrity congresswoman was there through social media. "It's just guys who look like women. Why are they so threatened?"

The chief shrugged and grabbed the microphone connected to the radio in the nearby patrol car. "I want everyone lined up in the front of the mansion right now. I think these people are about to try something. Now, remember, we are only keeping them back, not using any violence unless they use violence first. NO GUNS, OFFICERS! We want to retain order, not have another Kent State Massacre. Now, let's go. Everyone do your job and everyone will go home in one piece."

Then he took out his phone and pressed the number for the State Police Captain who was waiting about a block away with a contingent of troopers in well-marked cruisers. "It’s time for you and your guys to arrive, Cap," the Chief said. "If you can get here in the next two minutes or so and pull straight across the road to form a wall with your cars, that would be great. Oh, and Cap... I doubt the congresswoman will be planning on marching up the driveway in her sixteen-hundred-dollar shoes, but if one of your people could diplomatically keep her from leaving the scene, I think she has yet another charge of incitement in her very near future. Thanks, Cap."
 

~^~

 

"And our first runner up and winner of a twenty-thousand-dollar scholarship is..." She opened the envelop and with a great deal of joy and announced, "Pussy Boots!"

"Huh. Big surprise," Rodney said, shaking his head and then shunning Skyler by not offering the traditional, congratulatory hug. But he did stop after a few steps and turned back to say, "You’re very talented, Sky. I didn't want to lose, but at least I'm losing to someone with a lot of talent." Then he smiled. "But my ass is way nicer than yours." He continued to center stage to receive his envelop and peck on the cheek.

When Rodney had moved away, Elizabeth Olsen turned and motioned for Skyler to join her.

"Ladies and gentlemen," she announced, "this year’s winner of The Gala of Tiresias and the winner of a one-hundred-thousand-dollar scholarship goes to..."

Skyler knew that she said his name, but the roar of the crowd was too overwhelming for her voice to be heard. He smiled and waved as a crown was placed on his stiffly sprayed and heavily pinned hair. A sash that read ‘Queen of the Gala’ was placed over his puff-sleeved, sheer blouse, a huge bouquet of roses was laid in his arms, and he was handed an envelope.

He took many bows and waved his thanks to the crowd. He blew kisses to his mother, his sisters and his Uncle Bill as he walked down the central stage extension. And then he noticed Lynn was there - and not just one, but two of his professors - and then he spotted Alan. Everyone got a wave, and he blew them each a kiss before he turned and saw all of the other contestants standing behind him, all dressed in their cocktail dresses. They all looked so beautiful!

He was blowing them kisses as well, when he was redirected by an arm around his shoulders. When he looked, it was Jenny Jacobs who held a microphone in her hand.

"Congratulations, Sky," she said into the microphone. "How are you feeling right now?"

He smiled and looked around at everyone on the stage. They were all wearing such fancy dresses, while he was still in his costume for his song. "Kind of underdressed," he laughed. "Everyone else looks so beautiful, and I look like a character from a Humphrey Bogart movie."

"Oh, I think you look adorable, don't you Elizabeth?" Jenny said sincerely.

"I certainly do!" the star said with a huge grin.

Jenny held up a hand to quiet the still noisy crowd. "Ladies and gentlemen... I have attended several of these events. I sat in the audience for some, participated in one and this year, coordinated this one and I can say, with all honesty, I have never... ever... met a contestant as generous with their talent as Sky. Sky... I can’t think of anyone more deserving of winning this year’s award than you. Congratulations!"

"Thank you!" he said into her ear as she hugged him.

She handed him the microphone. "I just want to thank you all for being so supportive... the judges for choosing me... my family for all they've helped me with the last few weeks... my mom... my Uncle Bill... my older sisters, and of course my younger sister, Regina who was my microphone stand for the last song... my friends, Alan and Lynn for being here... my beauty consultant, James, who turned me from a homely little boy into this princess... my voice and piano professors who both came to support me... and mostly, I want to thank my girlfriend, Hanna." He looked to the wings where Hanna was standing by Regina and James. "Hanna... I love you so much and the fact that you can still love me, even though I've changed so much, proves to me that there is such a thing as true love in this world."

That did elicit an ’aww’ from the audience.

"Oh and thank you to all of my fellow contestants. You are all so talented and so beautiful. It's been an honor to spend the last few weeks with you. I..."

"Faggot!" Came the scream from a fairly sweaty and somewhat out of breath woman who'd entered the hall through slamming doors. She looked as if she’d just run up a steep hill and through a phalanx of state troopers and local police - and there was a reason for that. She was carrying a quart of red paint that she’d brought specifically to throw on a contestant or two, but now that she’d made her way into the performance hall, she realized that she’d not brought anything to open the can. So, instead, she chose to assail someone with vitriol rather than paint.

Everyone turned to see who had said the offending word, and a number of people wanted to attack her, but others held them back. Uncle Bill was halfway up the aisle when Skyler asked everyone to stop.

"No, no, everyone, please calm down!" he asked and, amazingly, everyone did. He put his flowers, his crown, his sash and his envelop on the piano and walked down a small set of stairs on the side of the stage to get to the audience level. Then he headed to the back of the house where the woman stood.

He still had the microphone in his hand when he reached the woman. "Hi," he said into the microphone, sounding as sweet as possible. "I’m Sky. What's your name?"

The woman, who was a bit confused by the calm behavior of her target sputtered a bit. "J... Judy," she said. "My name in Judy."

Now, normally, in a situation like this, Skyler would have moved to the side and let the events unfold, but not that day. That day, he was feeling empowered. Strong in an absolutely feminine way. Yet... at peace with himself and a way that he’d never been before.

"Hi, Judy. Come on up on the stage with me."

He took the woman’s hand and led her to the front of the house and up the stairs to the stage. When they were center stage, he turned to the woman, who seemed to be in a haze, and asked, "Judy... why are you here, today?"

This was not how Judy had expected her day to go – not at all! She looked around the room at the people on stage and the people in the audience and she was confused. She'd half expected to see a room full of semi-naked, sex-crazed demons, writhing on the floor as they indulged in all kinds of fornication! Instead... she saw people who looked just like her neighbors in the audience and some very beautiful looking people on the stage. Sure, some of the contestants were obviously men - they were taller and broader than most women, but they were very nicely and fairly conservatively dressed. This wasn't at all what she'd been led to believe she'd find in this room.

"I..." she spoke as she gathered her thoughts. "I... I'm here because... community... my community... children... Yes! To keep the children safe." She nodded; sure that she'd explained herself perfectly.

"Safe from me?" Skyler asked.

Judy looked at him. That couldn't possibly be a man, could it? "No... not from you... from..." She looked around. "I don't know."

"I want to introduce you to someone," Skyler said. He looked to the others and motioned for Rodney to come forward. "Judy, I want you to meet my friend, Rodney. Rodney... this is Judy. Say hello."

"Hi, Judy," Rodney said, nearly as confused as Judy was,

"Rodney, tell Judy about yourself."

Rodney brought a limp-wristed hand to his chest as his jaw dropped open. "Tell her...?"

Skyler nodded.

"Well..." Rodney shrugged and started speaking. "I’m a design major at RISD in Rhode Island... I'm twenty-one years old and I'm hoping to work in the advertising world after I graduate. I am active in my school’s LGBTQ+ organization where I participate in community outreach – providing meals for the elderly and those who can’t afford to help themselves through fundraisers like... well kind of like this. Fashion shows, talent shows... whatever... you know... we’re doing what we can to help."

Judy stared at the beautiful man confused. "Community outreach?"

Rodney nodded.

Skyler waved Ellie over.

"Hi, Judy," Ellie smiled. "I'm a clinical psychology grad student at Harvard where my focus is on suicide prevention amongst children with gender related anxieties. Young people who are afraid to be themselves because members of society might attack them."

Judy looked around. "You mean... people like me? I... I would never hurt a child. I swear it."

"I would hope not," Skyler said, "but you used a pretty hurtful word when you burst in here, Judy."

"I did?" she asked. That seemed so long ago at that point. "Oh..." she remembered. "Yeah, but they told me... I mean... I was told that there was..." A tear suddenly rolled down her cheek. "I’m sorry, but I thought that you were all..." she looked around again. "I’m... sorry."

By that time, several police officers had accompanied the chief into the performance hall. "Ma’am?" the chief said politely. "I'll need you to come with me. I’ll escort you out."

Suddenly, Judy looked frightened. she nodded, knowing she'd been in the wrong. She walked to the stairs, then turned. "I'm sorry," she said to everyone.

When the Chief had led Judy out, the room remained silent for a moment until Skyler raised the microphone to his lips and whispered, "Thank you."

There really was nothing else to be said, so the audience gave him one last round of applause and he gathered up his flowers, crown, sash and envelop then they all headed backstage.

Lots of contestants congratulated Skyler on the way down the hallway. He received many hugs, many kisses on his cheeks and many, many, many thanks.

When he reached James’ work area, it was pretty much packed up and James was zipping up one of the two large, wheeled suitcases he’d used to bring in everything he needed. When he glanced up and saw Skyler enter, he stopped what he was doing and smiled, his arms held wide.

"There’s my girl!" he grinned. He wrapped his arms around Skyler and swayed from side to side.

"Thank you for everything, James," Skyler said. "I couldn’t have done it without you."

James stopped swaying and held Skyler at arm's length. "Now, you listen to me, young lady. I just made you look pretty. YOU won this competition. It was your grace, your talent and your courage that won, today. Sky... I can’t tell you how many pageants I’ve attended over the years, and I can’t tell you how many times things have gone sideways during a show, but never like this, honey, and never have I seen a contestant take over and save the day the way that you did."

James shook his head and took in the girl in the nineteen-thirties attire before him. "You’re a bit of a miracle, Sky. A few weeks ago, when Reggie first brought you into my studio, I never would have thought you could win this. Now..." he grinned broadly and laughed. "... now... Sky, I believe you could do anything. Congratulations." He kissed Skyler’s cheek.

"Thank you, James. Thank you for everything." He looked at the bags. "Can I help you with this?"

"Are you kidding?" James laughed. "I’ve got this all under control. You need to go see your family. I’m sure they’re waiting to see you. I’m pretty sure you’ll be coming to visit me at the studio again pretty soon." Skyler blushed and laughed at that. "Go on."

Skyler reentered the hallway to find Jenny Jacobs waiting for him.

"Oh, good God almighty," Jenny said, wrapping Skyler in yet another hug. "What happened to that shy little guy that was being pushed into dressing up like a girl by his girlfriend that I met a few weeks ago? How did he become this mighty little woman in front of me?"

"I’m as surprised as you are," Skyler said with a nervous laugh.

Jenny released him and shook her head. "So... what now? Is my beautiful, confident Sky here to stay, or is quiet, little Skyler returning forever?"

Skyler smirked a bit at her teasing. "To tell you the truth, Jenny... I’m not sure that that shy guy you met the first day was ever really here. I think he was just pretending to be here because he was expected to be here. I think that, more than anything else, this pageant taught me who I really am. And I can’t thank you enough for that."

Jenny put her arm around Skyler’s waist, and they headed towards the lobby. "I’m glad to hear that, Sky and I have a proposition for you."

Skyler looked at Jenny, surprised. "What kind of proposition? You know that I can’t just leave school, right? I mean, that was the whole reason for being in the Gala in the first place."

Jenny smiled. "Of course, Sky. School is the most important thing, but you single handedly rescued this pageant from disaster. Like it or not, you’re going to be a legend in this community, so... I need you, Sky. I need your face, your talent and your courage to keep this pageant alive through all of the hate that’s coming at us from every direction. So, I want to work something out with you and my bosses. We’ll figure out a way that you can be the new face of the pageant while still at school. What do you think?"

"But... you’re the face of the pageant."

"I WAS, Sky, but after what you did here today... Let’s talk in a week or so. Ok?"

"Ok," Skyler agreed as they arrived in the lobby and the sound of his family and friends applauding for him caught his attention.

"I knew you could do it, Sky!" Uncle Bill shouted as he grabbed his nephew and lifted him right off the floor, spinning him around as if he was a child. "I have never been more proud of anyone, Sky!
Congratulations!" he finally put him back on the ground. "You're amazing."

Each of his older sisters hugged him and congratulated him effusively. Then his mother got a hold of him and hugged him so tightly it actually hurt.

"There’s my baby boy!" she said into his ear. "Sky... I was so scared when everything went wrong, but you just kept everyone so calm. I am so, so, so proud of you."

"And I won, mom," Skyler pointed out. "I can pay the rest of my college, now."

His mother smiled. "Yes, baby, you can. Congratulations."

The next in line was Lynn, from Uncle Bob’s store. "Hi, Sky," she said, a bit sheepishly.

"Hey, Lynn," Skyler smiled. "Wow, thanks for coming."

Lynn smiled but looked a little scared. "Sky... I’m so sorry."

"About what? The thing at the store? It’s all forgotten."

"No. Not that. I mean... I am sorry about that, but... today, I mean. The person who messed everything up in the tech booth... I found out that that was my dad again. I’m really sorry. I knew he was going to protest, but... I think he only came in because he found out I was in here to support you..."

She probably would have rambled on until she began crying, but Skyler hugged her before she could get to hyped up. "I don’t care, Lynn. Thank you for coming. It means a lot to me."

"There you are!" Alan shouted from across the lobby. "I’ve been looking everywhere for you!"

There was an awkward moment while Alan tried to figure out whether he should offer a handshake or lean down for a hug. Finally, he decided that a hug was in order.

"You... you... you..." he said, partly playfully and partly because he wasn’t really sure what to say. "You are... unbelievable!" He laughed at the inadequacies of his linguistic abilities. "You know what I mean, right? I mean... wow! Wow! Wow! I mean... I knew you were great, but... wow!"

"Thanks, Alan," Skyler smiled. "Thanks for understanding before. I just couldn’t... it was an odd and unexpected position for me to be in, you know?"

"Yeah, I get it," Alan smiled. "That’s all past. From here on out, just remember, I’m here and you can tell me anything."

Skyler smiled and wanted to reply, but someone grabbed him around the waist from behind, lifted him off the floor and swung him around. When he landed back on his feet, someone was kissing him hard and passionately on the lips.

When, at last, he could breathe again, he realized that the assailant was who he’s expected it to be – Hanna. "You won, baby! You won, you won, you won and kicked fucking ass while did it! Congratulations, my love!" Once again, his mouth was engulfed by hers. "I am so proud of you, baby! So, so proud."

"Thanks," Skyler said. All of this praise was becoming difficult to process at this point, and having Hanna being so affectionate in public was a really unusual thing. So, he just smiled.

Finally, Regina appeared. She smiled at him as she approached. "Sorry. I kind of ended up with the microphone and I was trying to find someone to give it to. I got talking to that woman named Karen and... anyway..." she suddenly ran to Skyler and hugged him. "You won, Sky. I can’t believe it, you won. I mean... I believe it, but... I CAN’T BELIEVE IT! You know what I mean?"

"WE won, Reggie," Skyler smiled and hugged her back. "You helped me sooooo much."

"Sky – I thought I’d taught you everything you’d need to win this thing, but it wasn’t anything that I taught you that helped you win. It was you. You were so brave and so... My God, Sky, I thought you were nuts when you started helping the others! I mean, if you’re here to win, you don’t help the others, but... Sky... I am just so proud of you."

"Thanks, Reggie."

"Oh, and James told me to remind you that those clothes are borrowed, so we need to get them back to him this week."
 

~^~

 

"And with this bill, we shall insure that our children are not exposed to the gay and trans agenda." The blonde congresswoman said.

"Congresswoman," the reporter shouted to get her attention, "what do you have to say about the chargers you’re facing in regard to the violent protest in Massachusetts a few months ago?"

"I have no comment other than to say that these are politically motivated charges and that I am innocent of any and all accusations."

"But a bystander took footage of you telling the crowd to charge The Ansonia Mansion in which the pageant was occurring, and you told them to do whatever needed to be done to stop the event. Isn’t that what led to the charges?"

"That footage is completely fabricated," the congresswoman said, dismissively. "Haven’t you ever heard of video editing or AI?"

"Are you implying that this footage was created using Artificial Intelligence?"

"Well, I don’t know how they did it, but nothing remotely similar to what the media has been touting occurred on that day."

"Just shut it off," Jenny said. "There’s no point in listening to her lies. We can’t argue with her, anyway. She’ll just spout more lies and her disciples will believe whatever she says rather than believe their own eyes."

"I know," Skyler said, smoothing his nonexistent skirt as he sat. It was very hot that day and he was wearing one of several cute rompers he’d bought for himself recently. "It’s just so frustrating to hear her lying about what happened like that. I don’t understand how she can say those things and never get into any trouble.

"She’s not the only one, Sky. She’s just the most vocal, and, as we plan next year’s Gala, we have to prepare, because we know that we are going to be hit with a lot of stupid and a lot of hate coming from every direction."

"I know," Skyler nodded. "I was on a podcast yesterday and they asked me about these kinds of attacks, and I just said that I was not in a position to judge what was going on in their heads, so I was just going to continue to be as patient and understanding with the people who hated me as I could be."

"Great answer," Jenny smiled, "but we need to be very proactive and push forward for the Gala. We can’t give an inch. You and I are the guardians of this great institution, Sky, and we need to make sure that the fortysixth Gala goes off without a hitch."

Skyler nodded and opened his laptop to get to work.

"I loved the pictures you sent me from your last photo shoot," Jenny said. "You and Regina are doing pretty well, aren’t you?"

Skyler smiled. "A little notoriety goes a long way in the modeling business. Reggie is almost as famous as me because she was on the stage with me that night. Hanna seems to love me doing it, too, so... win/win, right?"

"By the way," Jenny said, "I saw you on Fallon the other night. You did a great job. You played and sang beautifully, as always. The footage they showed of you at the Ansonia Mansion really helped make us look good."

Skyler smiled. "That wasn’t my intention at the time. Jimmy just happened to show the video, but I’m glad it helps."

"I thought it was very sweet that they brought Judy out, too. It’s amazing how reformed she has become since the Gala. She’s become an outspoken advocate of LGBTQ+ rights. I guess you couldn’t ask for a better advocate. She always makes a point of explaining how she’d been told that terrible things were happening in that room and all she found were regular people watching a pageant. Nothing evil. Nothing profane."

"She has a great story to tell, no doubt," Skyler smiled.

"And then YOU wow everyone by playing piano. Lord, you haven’t even started your sophomore year and you’re already a celebrity! You’re like the Greta Thunberg of the Queer Community."

He just shrugged and began looking at the papers in his folder as someone knocked on the door of Jenny’s hotel room.

"Come in," Jenny said, looking up.

"Sorry I’m late," Lynn said, entering with her briefcase and carrying a tray of coffees. "I brought Dunkins as an apology." She put the tray down and began pulling out her laptop. "Hey, Jenny... I know I’ve said it before, but thank you so much for giving me this opportunity. I really appreciate it."

Jenny smiled at her. Lynn had come a long way in the past couple of months. Even then, her soft violet sundress was evident of her new found independence. "Don’t thank me, Lynn. Thank Sky. She insisted that I hire you, and so far I’ve been very happy to have you working with us."

Lynn smiled. "I think Sky just got tired of me constantly crying of her shoulder and figured that the best way to shut me up was to give me something to do."

"I got you the job because I like you, Lynn," Skyler said. "And I figured that someone as gifted at writing as you are would be a big help. I shared a couple of your short stories with Jen and she agreed. That’s why you’re here." He smirked a bit before adding, "Besides, ever since you and Alan became a couple, I feel like you’ve become part of Hanna and my family."

"Well, I’m happy to be here, anyway. Thank you both," Lynn said as she began typing.

"So, Sky," Jenny asked, sipping her cup of coffee, "when is your next TV appearance?"

"The View on Wednesday."

"Ugh. You never know how they’re going to swing on that show. Just stay on message."

"Jenny, the message is just that we are no different from anyone else. Sure, we have different desires and needs, but that’s what makes us all human."

Jenny patted Skyler’s exposed shoulder. "You’re right, Sky. Now... let’s get down to business. It’s up to the three of us to make this world a better place."

THE END
 
 
MUSIC LINKS: I know I’ve posted ‘You Can Always Count On Me,’ but here is a live performance by the actress who created the role. Her name is Randy Graff. Kind of a great name for a character in a TG story.

Randy Graff - "You Can Always Count On Me" [Donahue 1990] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sN0MjjJ4Qcw

A Boy Called Brook - Summer 1

Author: 

  • New Author
  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

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A Boy Called Brook:

Summer 1
by Clara
Copyright© 2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

When a new family moves in next door, Brook makes
new friends and finds out some things about himself
that he'd only suspected before.

 
Author's Note: This is my first time posting on BigCloset TopShelf. I hope that you are all well as this variant of the pandemic begins to subside. I hope that we are headed into some better times. As always, I would love to hear from you as I enjoy comments from everyone, both pro and con, and I would always like to know that you're both healthy and safe. ~Clara.
 
 
Summer 1
 
"Hey, chef!" my dad shouted from our driveway. "Come on out here, buddy, and meet the new neighbors."

I sighed as I moved my sauce pans off of the hot burners. My dad had an uncanny knack for pulling me away from the stove at just the wrong moment. Asking for a few moments would do no good. Dad was the farthest thing in the world from 'a foodie,' so the sauce I was making for tonight's asparagus was of no concern to him. I moved everything and shut the burners down, pulled off my soiled, red apron, then went outside.

"There he is!" my father said as I descended the three stairs from our back deck. "Brook, these are our new neighbors, The Kerrs. This is Mrs Kerr... now let me see if I can get this right... it's Melissa and Elena, right?" He indicated two girls who were probably thirteen or fourteen.

The pretty girls smiled back and said, "That's right!" Delighted that my father had been able to remember only two names. Being only thirty five years old, I guess his senility hadn't set in just yet.

"Oh, my goodness," Mrs Kerr said, "I never would have guessed that you'd have a teenager. You look so young."

"Well, you see, Pat," my father, one of the most gregarious men to have ever lived, put his arm around my shoulder and said with great pride, "both Brook and I are 'whoops babies.' My parents were all done having children, you see, and my sisters were all growing up when all of a sudden... whoops... along I came. Then, seventeen years later, when I was in my junior year of high school," he looked at me and smiled as he told this story for the millionth time, "... whoops... along came Brook, here."

He told that story well, though, and Mrs Kerr laughed at it. "Oh, my. Well, you seem to have recovered well from such a big 'whoops.'"

Yeah, that's me - just a big whoops.

"Yeah, we do fine," my dad smiled. The truth was, we did ok - and only ok. Dad worked at a local lumber yard. Long hours and only ok pay. Since mom split about eight years earlier, things were pretty tight, financially. I was about to be a senior in high school and I was pretty sure that college was not something my dad could afford for me. That meant either a few years of working and saving every penny, or lots of student loans, and dad really hated the idea of me starting out in debt. I heard about that a lot.

My dad looked at me with a big smile. "Guess what, pal... Mrs Kerr has an older daughter, too, and she's going to be a senior at Tech this fall, too."

"Oh, cool," I replied, but as anyone who's been in a position like this knows, this could be great, or this could really suck. If the older Kerr girl was cool, then awesome. If she was quiet and nerdy, awesome. If she was needy and a pain in the butt... not so awesome. I was already quiet, unpopular and nerdy, not to mention small and uncool, so I didn't really need any extra baggage to carry into my senior year.

"And guess what her name is," dad smiled.

I let out a forced laugh. "Well, since you said it that way, I'm going to guess her name is Brooke."

"That's right!" my dad laughed. "What a coincidence, huh?"

"Yeah," I smiled. Dad always thought it was hilarious when we met a girl with the same name as me - well almost the same. My name is Brook, but that extra 'e' that the female version of my name carried didn't always translate into conversation.

"So, what are you studying at Tech?" Mrs Kerr asked.

"Culinary Arts," I said.

"A chef!?" She said, sounding impressed, apparently ignoring my dad having already calling me 'Chef' ashen he called me. "Well, I guess that explains the hairnet."

I looked up, of course I couldn't see my hair, then reached up and touched my hair. "Oh, yeah. I wear it when I'm working in the kitchen just to be careful."

"And to keep all of that hair out of my food," my dad laughed, playfully teasing me as he always did. "Believe me, you don't want one of those long hairs in your food." He laughed some more.

Mrs Kerr laughed along with him. "Well, I think that's wonderful. My Brooke is studying Cosmetology. She's done very well at the technical high school in our old town. Do you think you'll have classes together?"

I shrugged. "It's hard to tell. We'll be in different technical academies, so who knows, but we'll be taking the bus together."

"Oh, well, Brooke has her own car. Maybe you two could commute together. Wouldn't that be nice?"

"Well, yeah, maybe," I said. I hadn't even met this girl. What if we hated each other? I wasn't going to commit to anything.

"Hey, I have a great idea," my dad said. "How about we all get to know each other over a nice meal tonight. I happen to have my own, personal chef and he's always eager to cook for a crowd. What do you say?"

"Well, that would be lovely," Mrs Kerr smiled. "I was going to feed my crew pizza tonight."

"Oh, that's not a good meal to end a day of unpacking boxes. Let's see, it's four thirty now... why don't we say five thirty? Sound good?" my father was making plans while I was wondering what exactly he planned to have me serve. All I had to make was some chicken thighs with rice and asparagus and certainly not enough for six people.

"Sounds great!" Mrs Kerr said. "Come on, girls. Let's get cleaned up and ready." She looked at my father and I'm pretty sure I saw a little flirtatiousness in her smile. "We'll see you in an hour."

They walked away and I waited until dad and I were in the kitchen before I asked the obvious question. "So, what exactly am I supposed to make for supper for six people in one hour?"

He smiled at me. Nothing like this ever bothered my dad. "What do we have, bud?"

"Not much. You haven't gone shopping at Costco in a month, so we're down to a few chicken thighs. There's nothing else in the fridge."

He nodded. "Alright, then. What can I run out and get for you to make?"

I thought for a moment. "Tell you what. I have some sliced ham and some good cheese in the deli drawer. If you run to the market in the center of town and get some chicken breasts, I can debone them and make some chicken cordon bleu. If I prep everything here and you rush, I can have that ready in about an hour."

"Ok. How many breasts?"

"There's six of us, so three or four full breasts. I'll cut them up into medallions after they're cooked so it looks like a lot. I'll make pilaf, we have plenty, and the asparagus in my special hollandaise sauce that you like. We should have plenty of that. Oh, and if they have any nice bread, like a French stick or something like that, grab that, too. Ok?"

"Yes, Chef!" my dad said with a salute and a laugh. He hurried out the door and in less than a minute, his car was headed down the street.

I put on my red apron, again, got out everything I would need and began prepping. Finely crushed breadcrumbs in a bowl, mixed in a few extra herbs to add some flavor, thinly cut Black Forest ham ready to go, oven preheated, three boxes of slightly doctored pilaf in the big rice cooker that I bought at a flea market a few weeks earlier, cheese sliced and ready, cookie sheets ready with parchment paper on them, tooth picks ready...

I was just getting my bamboo steamer down when I heard the back door open again. "That didn't take long," I said without turning.

"What didn't take long?" a girl's voice said.

I turned and saw a girl... well, a young woman in my kitchen. A really pretty, young woman. Kind of tall and kind of curvy - not in any way plump, mind you, but really nice curves. She laughed when she realized that she'd surprised me. "You must be Brook," she giggled.

"Yeah, I am," I mumbled, but I didn't say anything else. I was too awestruck by the fact that this really pretty young woman was in my kitchen. You know, I think I might be under selling her. She wasn't just pretty. She was probably the prettiest girl I'd ever seen and she was like six feet away from me and smiling at me... IN MY KITCHEN!

"Hi. I'm Brooke, too. You know? Brooke Kerr... from next door. You met my mom and sisters. I came to meet you and see if I could help."

"Oh," I said, just as stupidly as I'd sounded before. "I... I'm just waiting for my dad to come home with the chicken." Then I just stood there looking at her like I was a moron.

"Are you ok?" She asked, I think she giggled a little then, too.

That kind of woke me up, I guess. "Oh, yeah. I was just getting my steamer... umm... yeah..." Finally, my body started working again and I moved back into the kitchen proper to get back to work. "So... ummm... so, you're going to Tech in the fall?"

"Yeah. It kind of sucks to be doing my senior year in a new school. I knew everyone at my old school. The only one I'll know at this one is you." She smiled at me. "You'll have to introduce me around."

"Me!?" I laughed. "I don't know anyone."

She laughed a full laugh, now. "What do you mean you don't know anyone? You must know people."

I shrugged. "Not really. I just go to school and come home. That's about it."

"Well, who do you sit with at lunch?"

I thought for a moment. "Sometimes I have to sit with someone if there are no empty tables, but usually, I sit by myself."

"That's awful," Brooke said sincerely. "You really don't have any friends?"

I shook my head. "Nope. Not really."

All of a sudden, Brooke pulled herself up and sat on an open spot on the counter. "Well, you have a friend now, Brook."

"I do?" I asked as I set a pot of water on the stove.

"Yes. I am now officially your new best friend."

I laughed out loud.

"What's so funny?"

I turned to face her. "I mean... come on... look at you and look at me. Do we look like we'd ever be best friends?"

"Well, why not?"

I couldn't believe she was asking that. "Because you're gorgeous and I'm... me... that's why."

"And what's wrong with being you?"

"Well, nothing, I guess, but being me means that I don't have friends that look like you."

Then Brooke smiled in a really friendly way. "Well... maybe that's what it used to mean, but not any more. From now on, Brooke Kerr and Brook... what's your last name?"

"Chapin."

"... Chapin are best friends. Ok?" She smiled at me and I almost melted.

"Really?"

"I said it, didn't I?" God, she was so pretty.

"Yeah."

"Well, I don't lie." She looked very satisfied. "So... tell me... why did your parents name you Brook?"

"I don't know," I answered, going back to work. "If you ask my dad, he'll just say, 'Your mother picked the name,' and then go on to list as many famous men named Brook as he can come up with to prove it's a normal name for a boy to have."

"And are there a lot of boys named Brook?"

"Not really," I chuckled. "There was a basketball player and a minister in England and the one he likes the most is an old singer. He was named Brook Benton."

"I never heard of him," Brooke said.

"Yeah, well, don't tell my dad that or you'll be listening to 'Rainy Night In Georgia' before you finish your sentence. That was Brook Benton's biggest hit."

"Ahh," she laughed. "Thanks for the warning."

She hopped down from the counter and looked around the house. "You can tell it's just two guys living here."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah," she smiled. "Lots of dark wood furniture and leather chairs. Low maintenance stuff."

"You don't like it?" I asked.

"It's fine. It just screams... 'guys,' I guess. Hey, I can set the table for you." She seemed excited to help.

I got out our dishes and flatware and showed her where to find the glasses. She was just starting to set everything when dad burst in through the door. "Alright, I got you ten, boned, half chicken breasts to save you time, three loaves of French stick and I got this wine for Pat and me. Do you think it'll be good with what you're making?"

It was a fairly inexpensive Chardonnay that I'd heard was pretty reliably tasty, but I'd never actually tasted, of course. I was, after all, only eighteen. "Yeah, that should be ok, I guess."

"Good," my father, smiled and put down the bottle. "I really want to make a good impression on her. She is a very..."

I made a big show of clearing my throat to get him to shut up. "Umm, dad. Have you met Brooke?"

He looked to where I was indicating and saw the beautiful girl setting the table. Of course, my dad being the opposite of me, tall, confident, handsome, he was unfazed by what should have been an embarrassing situation. "Oh, hi, Brooke. Nice to meet you."

"You too, Mr Chapin," Brooke said.

"Hey, two brooks," my father laughed. "That's almost a river!"

I know, worst dad joke ever, right? Well, that's my father for you. Brooke was polite enough to laugh. I just shook my head and smirked.

He clapped his hands and looked around. "Ok. What can I do to help?"

"You can get out of my kitchen and let me work," I said, with a smile. My father knew how territorial I was about my work area.

"Yes, Chef," he said, again, feigning kitchen etiquette. I just shook my head.

"Tell you what," my dad said, "you two seem to have things under control, so I'm going to go take a quick shower. Sound good?"

"Yeah, sounds good," I said. I would have teased him some more about smelling bad from having been doing yard work, but with Brooke in the room, that seemed inappropriate.

"Alrighty," he said, then he clapped his hands again and headed down the hallway towards bathroom, and we could hear him singing as he walked away, "A rainy night in Georgia. A rainy night in Georgia. Lord, I believe it's rainin' all over the world. I feel like it's rainin' all over the world..."

Brooke looked at me and giggled.

In a few minutes I had everything ready and in the oven. My dad had bought way too many boned breasts, but I made them all anyway. Once they were cooked, they'd be good for left overs. He could take them to work for lunch for a couple of days if he wanted.

Brooke chatted away while I worked. She told me about her old school and how she'd been sad to leave it. How her sisters were at the perfect age to move because they were both about to start high school, but it sucked to have to move for her senior year.

"Why did you move?" I asked.

"My mom and dad got divorced and my mom wanted to be near my grandparents. They live here, so... here we are. It's ok, I guess. It seems like a good place. I mean, I've already made a good friend, right?"

"That's great," I said, occupied with my work. "Whose that?"

"Well, you, silly," she laughed.

"Oh," I laughed, too.

I pulled out a covered casserole dish and filled it with pilaf, then covered it to keep it warm.

I warmed the bread, sliced it and put it into a nice basket that I had and I lined that with a clean dish towel that I folded over the bread to keep it warm.

Then I pulled out a big plater and put it on the counter. I cut each of the chicken cordon bleu pieces into medallions about a half inch thick, then lined the sides of the plater with the medallions. Then I put the steamed asparagus spears in the center to make a beautiful presentation.

"Wow!" Brooke said, looking at my presentation. "You're like an artist."

"Thanks," I blushed.

"Can we come in?" Mrs Kerr called as she opened the back door and came in with Brooke's younger sisters.

"Sure," my dad said, appearing from the other side of the kitchen, looking cleaned up and wearing a fresh shirt.

"Everything smells delicious!" Mrs Kerr said. "Oh, and look at that platter. It looks too good to eat!"

"Not to me," Elena joked.

"Me neither," Melissa said.

"Everything's almost ready," I said. "Why don't you all go into the dining room. Dad, if you take the platter, I'll open the wine for you and be right there."

He took the platter and followed all of our guests, except Brooke, into the other room. I grabbed the cork screw and pulled the cork on the wine bottle.

"All set?" I said to Brooke.

"Well, I am," she smiled, "but you're not going in to eat dressed like that are you?"

Now, usually I just went in and ate in my apron. I mean, it was just dad and me, after all, and neither of us cared. I looked down at myself and realized I was pretty messy. "Oh... yeah." I untied my apron and pulled it off. "Ok?"

"No," Brooke laughed. "Wait here." She grabbed the wine bottle and ran it into the dining room and I heard her say, "We'll just be a second."

She came back into the kitchen and said, "Where's your room?"

"Right there," I said, pointing down the hall in the opposite direction of the dinning room.

She grabbed my hand and pulled me that way. "Find a clean shirt," she ordered. It was a polite order, but an order nonetheless.

I pulled a clean tee shirt out of a draw and shook it out. "Will this do?"

"I guess," she said, dismissively. "Don't you have anything a little nicer?"

"Not really," I answered, kind of embarrassed. "I'm kind of a tee shirt and jeans guy. I never really get dressed up."

"Never?"

I shrugged. "I never really have a need to."

She shook her head. "Your life is going to change, my friend. Do you have clean pants?"

"No. I need to do laundry," I lied. The truth was that I only had my one pair of jeans and one pair of shorts that I slept in. Yeah, my jeans were dirty, but I wasn't going to show off my hairless legs in a pair of shorts on the first day that I was with the most beautiful girl I'd ever met.

"Ok, well, you'll be ok. No one can see your pants sitting down. Take your hair out of the hairnet and I'll brush it out for you and we'll be ready to eat."

I bent forward, pulled the hairnet off and let my hair fall free. I shook it, as I always did, and stood back up, pushing it back. "All set."

"Seriously?" Brooke looked at me, horrified. "That's how you take care of your hair?"

"Yeah. Why?"

"Where's your brush?" she huffed.

I shrugged. "I don't really have one."

She shook her head, disgusted. "Let's go eat your dinner, then, after... I'm going to brush out that mess and trim some of those split ends so your hair looks more healthy. Understand?" That wasn't really a question. It was more of an affirmation at the end of her statement so I understood that she had made a decree.

"Yeah, sure," I laughed, assuming that it would all be forgotten.

As we walked back down the hall, I realized that Brooke was at least a head taller than I was. That wasn't all that unusual, I was pretty short, after all, but I found this particular revelation a little disheartening though because it drove home what should have been obvious already - Brooke was never going to see me as boyfriend material.

We sat at the dinning room table and I accepted some jibes from my dad about having changed my shirt, but Brooke said that I was just trying to look nice, like my father, which he seemed to like.

As we all got to know each other, it turned out that Mrs Kerr and one of my dad's older sisters knew each other in high school and my dad had even mowed her parent's lawn for a while when he was like twelve or thirteen.

"Small world," he laughed.

My meal got rave reviews from everyone, which was nice, especially since it was a pretty easy meal. Imagine if I'd had had time to plan things out. Then I could have really have impressed them.

So, when dinner ended, I took the dishes out into the kitchen to wash them. I put all the leftovers into ziplock baggies and piled all the dishes in the sink and started running water. We did have a dishwasher, but it hadn't worked for a good long while. I didn't say that, though. I just said that it was easier to wash everything by hand when there was just the two of us living together and since we never used it, we didn't have any dishwasher soap around.

"Hey, guys," Brooke said to her younger sisters, "could you two wash the dishes for Brook so I can take him next door and sort out his hair a little?"

Melissa huffed a little about it, but Elena said, "Sure. It's the least we can do."

"Mom," Brooke yelled into the dinning room, "I'll be back in a few. I'm taking Brook next door to show him our house. El and Mel are doing the dishes."

"Ok," Ms Kerr called back.

"Come on, little buddy," she said to me. "An hour from now, your hair isn't going to know what hit it."

"An hour?" If I sounded worried when I asked that, it's because I was.

Ok, so, our neighborhood was a mishmash of house styles. Some newer, some older. Some pricier and some... less pricier. Ours was smallish and... one of the less pricey. Nothing to be embarrassed about, usually, but in comparison to the Kerr's house, it was pretty small. Ours was a little nineteen-forties ranch house with a master bedroom and a small, kid's room, a kitchen and a large living area that was split into a living and dining room by a carpet and a hardwood floor.

Cozy, you'd say, I guess.

Dad said it was only supposed to be a starter house, but that's not how things ended up working out.

The Kerr's house, right next door, was a pretty new colonial. Kind of massive, with a big, open floor plan, bright colors, shiny appliances, big rooms for everyone... You get it.

So, we walked the hundred feet or so from our back door to theirs and went in. There were lots of folded boxes that had been used to move stuff piled on the kitchen floor, the counters were cluttered with things that still needed places in kitchen cabinets, but the place was in the process of becoming organized.

Brooke started to run up to the second floor, but I stopped at the foot of the stairs.

"What's up?" she asked, looking at me.

"Nothing." I shrugged. "I'll... just wait here."

"Don't be a goof," she laughed. "Come on up."

"Ummm... maybe I shouldn't. You know... a guy in a girl's bedroom with no one home..."

She really laughed at that. "Oh, my God, Brook. What do you think is going to happen? I'm going to fix your hair, I'm not going to have my way with you. Come on up."

I still hesitated.

"Brook..." she sang my name to me. "Brook... come on Brook... Come on... You're being silly, Brook... Come on..."

Finally, I just gave in and went up the stairs.

"See, that wasn't so hard," she said when I got there. "Come on." She took my hand like I was a child, just as she'd done at my house, and led me to her room.

Her room was like four of mine. The walls were peach colored with a pale-colored hardwood floor and pale wood bureaus with a matching desk, bed and nightstands. It was all very high end and very feminine. It made me a little uncomfortable. I'd never been in such a female space before.

Brooke pulled her desk chair out and pointed at it. "Sit," she said as she walked past.

"Should I roll over and play dead, too?" I asked. I watched her walk away from me. She was wearing these little shorts that made her rear end look... well... she was a really good-looking girl, you know?

"Sorry," she laughed. "I guess that was rude. I'm just really used to telling my sisters what to do. I'll be nicer."

I sat and Brooke came back to me with a large toolbox that she placed on the desk and opened, revealing brushes, a hairdryer and a slew of tools I'd never seen before.

"That's a lot of hardware," I laughed.

"Hopefully it's enough," Brooke said with a grin and raised eyebrows. Then she took out her phone and looked serious. "I'm going to take a few pictures of your hair, ok? At my old school, we had to keep a digital journal of work we'd done to turn in for credit. Your hair is pretty bad. So, I'm going to take some before and after pictures and maybe a few along the way, just in case I have to do the same thing at the new school."

I shrugged. "Ok, I guess."

She took a few pictures and then pulled out a large, flat brush. "Alright," she smiled. "Let's see if I can do something with that mess."

So, Brooke started brushing my hair, and to tell you the truth, just the fact that she was touching me sent so many chills up my spine that I actually felt a bit lightheaded. I didn't even mind that each stroke of the brush pulled my hair something fierce.

"Geez, Brook," she laughed, "it seems like you have more snarls than hair. Hang on while I get something from my bathroom."

She disappeared for a minute, then came back with a pump bottle of something and started spraying it onto my hair.

"What is that?" I asked. "It smells like flowers."

"It's detangler," Brooke said, as she pulled out a stiff plastic, or rubber, or silicon, or something, hairbrush from her toolbox, "and this is a detangling brush. I'll have to use the heavy equipment on you, my friend. When was the last time you saw a hairdresser?"

I laughed. "I've never been to a hairdresser. I used to go to a barber, but it's been a long time since I've been to one of those."

"Well, it shows," she said. Then she started using the detangling brush at the bottom of my hair, slowly working her way up, using more of the detangling spray as needed. It actually hurt a bit to have my hair being tugged the way that it was, but like I said, just having Brooke touching me was just so exciting.

"What are you doing?" Elena asked as she and Melissa came into the room.

"What does it look like I'm doing? I'm trying to get all the knots out of Brook's hair. Don't you two know better than to come into my room without knocking?"

Melissa plopped herself on the bed and sounded catty as she said, "Don't you know better than to have a boy in your room - especially when you're home alone."

"Oh, don't be silly," Brooke said, dismissively. "Brook lives right next door. He's going to be here all the time."

"Yeah," Elena sat next to her sister. "Brook's the new Mandy Coleman."

Both Elena and Melissa laughed at that, but Brooke shook her head.

"Who's Mandy Coleman?" I asked.

"She lived next to us at our old house," Elena said. "Mandy and Brooke were best friends."

"She did her hair all the time, too," Melissa smiled. Then her smile grew. "I guess you're Brooke's new best girlfriend, now, huh?"

Well, being the new best friend sounded good, but that 'girlfriend' part was disappointing.

"Alright, knock it off," Brooke said to her sisters. Then to me, she said, "You know what, Brook, now that it's untangled, I bet your hair is a lot longer than you thought." She touched the middle of my lower back. "It comes all the way to here. I'm going to trim off the split ends, though, and shape it a little. So, it'll be about an inch shorter when we're done, ok?"

"Sure, I guess," I said with another shrug. "Just don't go crazy."

She grabbed her phone, again. "Don't worry. Let me take a couple more pictures at this stage and then I'll trim it up."

"You're only taking an inch off?" Melissa asked.

"Yeah," Brooke said, taking her photos. "Why?"

Melissa and Elena looked at each other and shook their heads. "Because he's a boy." Melissa laughed.

"Yeah, a boy with long hair," Brooke said, shaking her head and putting her phone down, and picking up the big, flat brush she'd tried to use before. "There are lots of boys with long hair around, you know." This time the brush flowed through my hair much more easily.

"If you say so," Melissa said, raising her eyebrows.

Satisfied that she'd brushed everything through well enough, Brooke put down her brush for the time being and picked up a comb and a pair of scissors.

"Don't go crazy," I finally said, probably spooked more by Melissa than Brooke.

"Trust me," she said, but didn't say anything more.

Seconds later, the first cuts began. I could feel her working behind me as she shortened my hair, just a little, and I could see the faces of her younger sisters watching as Brooke worked.

At some point, Elena must have noticed me looking at her as she watched Brooke. The younger girl smiled at me and said, "It looks good. Don't worry."

After what seemed like an eternity, Brooke stood up straight again and said, "There. That's much better. All your split ends are gone and your hair is all nicely shaped back here, probably for the first time, ever." She put down the scissors and comb and took something out of the toolbox and plugged it in. "I just want to straighten everything out to make sure that it's perfect. Here, let me comb it a bit while the iron warms up.'

"Iron?" I asked, concerned. "What do plan on doing with that?"

"I plan on ironing your hair," she laughed. "I iron mine every day. El's too, don't I?"

Elena nodded and smiled. "Believe it or not, if it's ironed right, it actually adds volume to your hair and makes it look thicker. Brooke does it really good. You'll like it when she's done. Honest."

I was pretty nervous about all of this, of course, but I'd allow anything if it meant that Brooke would continue touching me. Besides, it really was amazing how just a little bit earlier she couldn't even get a brush to go through my hair without pulling it and now she had a comb sliding easily through it. She obviously knew what she was doing.

After she'd run the comb through my hair a bunch of times, she grabbed some big clips and put those into my hair to separate it into sections and began to run what looked like a set of electric salad tongs through my hair.

"It smells like you're burning it," I said.

"Because I am," Brooke laughed. "Don't move suddenly, or I might burn your skin, too."

"Great," I rolled my eyes.

"If it makes you feel any better," Elena said, "your hair does look a thousand times better already."

"It really does," Melissa agreed. "It looked pretty bad before."

"Thanks," I replied, with as big a smirk as I could muster.

It only took a few more minutes of work with the iron before Brooke put it down and unplugged it. "Now, hang on," she said. "I just need to tidy up a couple of things back here and you'll be all done."

She snipped a few things, then brushed some more, then lifted my hair and let it fall a few times, then brushed it some more, then, finally, said, "Alright. I think you're finally done."

I stood and gave my head a gentle shake. "It feels funny," I said and I shook it again.

"Funny how?" Brooke asked, putting away the tools of her trade.

"I don't know. Lighter... longer... different."

"That's because it's not all stuck together and plastered to your head," she laughed. "It looks good though, doesn't it?" She asked her sisters.

"Yeah," Melissa nodded.

"A lot better," Elena said.

I looked around. "Is there a mirror where I can see it?"

"Sure," Brooke said as she closed her toolbox. "My Uncle Mark is coming over to put up the ones on our walls and bureaus tomorrow, so you'll have to use the one in the bathroom down the hall. Hang on a second and I'll get a hand mirror so you can see the back."

When she was ready, we walked down the hallway to the bathroom that Brooke and her sisters would be sharing and the large mirror that sat over the double vanity.

"Oh, wow," I said, somewhat involuntarily, when I saw my reflection.

"What's the matter?" Brooke asked when she saw how shocked I looked. "It's just cleaned up and brushed. I didn't do anything to the front."

"I know," I said, "but it just looks a lot more... I don't know... I guess it just looks like there's a lot more than there was before."

Brooke laughed and so did her sisters who were in the hallway. "It's just less tangled and matted, that's all. Here," she held a large, hand-held mirror behind me, "look at the back."

The back was cut in a distinct, inverted arc and was laying across my back from shoulder to shoulder on full display, rather than just falling in a limp rope in the middle. "Whoa," I let out. "That looks... very..."

"Nice?" Brooke offered, when I didn't finish my sentence.

"Well, yeah, but... girly, was what I was thinking." I said.

That made them all giggle a bit.

"Girly!?" Brooke sounded a little indignant. "You have long hair, Brook. I neatened it up. I didn't give you bangs or pigtails or put bows in it. How did I make it look 'girly,' pray tell?"

Now I felt really on the spot, you know. I didn't want to get her mad, or anything. "I don't know... I guess I've just never seen a guy with hair cut this way, that's all."

"Nicely, you mean," she smirked. "Cut this nicely. Because I think it looks really good."

"Ok, yeah, it is cut nicely," I smiled as I got used to how it looked, and it was. "I guess I was just surprised that it looked good. It never really did before."

Brooke nodded. "How do you wash it?"

I shrugged. "I don't know. Soap and water usually."

That earned a horrified gasp from all three girls. "Body soap?" she asked. "Like Dove or Dial?"

I shrugged. "Yeah. Whatever we have. My dad likes Irish Spring."

"Ok, well those days are over. If you're going to have me taking care of your hair, then you're going to have to do some basic work yourself, too. We'll go get some things in a little while. Right now, let's go show my mom and your dad how good your hair looks."

I started to follow, but my legs just stopped. "Wait, wait... my dad may not like this."

Brooke looked at me like I was nuts. "Why? Did he like the way it looked before so much?"

I shook my head. "No, in fact, he complained about it a lot, but if he thought it looked girly, then..."

"Oh, don't be silly," Brooke cut me off. "It's long hair. It looks like long hair. It looks great. Come on."

Reluctantly, I followed my newest and only friend back to my house where my father and her mother had moved from the dining room table out to our low deck where they were sipping the wine my father had brought home.

"Well, that took quite a while," Mrs Kerr, said with just the tiniest bit of suspicion in her voice. "I thought you were just going to show Brook the house."

"Well, I was," she said, "but I decided that I NEEDED to get all of those snarls out of his hair. So..." she took my hand and pulled me forward. "...ta da! Doesn't his hair look better?"

Mrs Kerr applauded her approval. "Oh, yes, Brooke, that's much better. You did a fine job, sweetheart. Well done."

My father seemed a bit dumbfounded, though.

"What's the matter, Vic?" Mrs Kerr asked. "Don't you think Brook's hair looks much better?"

My dad started by clearing his throat. "Ahem... yeah... I guess. Yeah... definitely. His hair does look a lot better. The only thing is... Chef... you look a bit... like... a girl..." Then he laughed, a little nervously. "Not that that's a bad thing, I mean, but... you just caught me off guard, is all."

"Well, I think you look great," Mrs Kerr said to me, grabbing my arm and shaking it. "Not everyone just grabs a trimmer and shaves all their hair down to three-quarters of an inch like Vic does."

"Hey," my dad said with pride, "I have never been to a barber. I just set my clippers to number two and stand over the waste basket and run the clippers over my head. I do it every Sunday morning and I look this good. What more could you ask for? I could do it for you, too, Brook. I've told you that before."

"No thanks, dad," I laughed. "I like my hair long.

"Well, you look like a girl," my dad said, with a dismissive laugh.

"Just stop it, Vic," Mrs Kerr gave dad's arm a gentle slap. "He looks fine. Lovely, in fact."

"Well, he could put it in a ponytail, or something, if he wanted to tighten up the look, but I wanted you to see how nicely it cleaned up," Brooke said, proudly. Then she completely changed gears. "Where's the nearest drug store?"

Mrs Kerr thought for a moment. "Well, there's Family Pharmacy. It's through the center of town and down the hill by the shopping center. Why?"

"Do they have a good selection of hair products?" Brooke asked.

"Nope," my father said, flatly. "They don't have a good selection of anything. They have necessities and they do prescriptions. That's all. If you want to get a selection of anything like that, you'll have to go to Walgreens way down on 122A. It's about forty five minutes away."

"Is it ok if I take a ride there, mom?" Brooke asked.

"Sure, honey. You're not going alone, are you?"

"No. Brook is coming with me?"

"I am?" I said, surprised that my plans had been made for me.

"Of course. We're best friends, now. Come on."

I looked at my dad. "Is it ok if I go?"

"A beautiful girl asks you to go for a ride and you ask if it's ok? Hell, yeah, it's ok! Go on! Have fun, Chef." He laughed.

Brooke took my hand, once again, and led me back to her place, but this time we went to their driveway, where we got into a fairly late model, red Jeep Wrangler, which I learned was hers, and she headed towards her destination.

"Maybe it'd be best if I taught you how to wash and condition your hair. What time do you get up in the morning." Brooke asked as she drove along.

"Wait?" I asked, surprised. "Are we getting hair stuff for me?"

"Yeah," she smiled. "Of course. I have everything I need. What time do you get up?"

I shrugged. "Around five."

"Five!?!?" She sounded shocked. "It's summer vacation, Brook. Why on earth would you get up at five?"

"Because my dad goes to work for six. I make him breakfast and I make him his lunch, too."

"You make your dad his lunch?" She sounded a lot more surprised than I would have expected.

"Yeah. I want to be a chef, remember. You want to be a hairdresser, so you do your sisters' hair, right? I want to be a chef, so I make my dad's lunch. There's nothing weird about it."

"I never said it was weird," she said.

"You sounded like you thought it was weird."

"Unusual," she said, "but when you put it that way... I guess it makes sense. Regardless - I don't get up until nine or so. So, I'll come over when I get up and I'll teach you how to wash and shampoo your hair. Ok?"

I thought about that for a moment before I asked a pretty dumb question. "You're not planning on getting into the shower with me or something like that, are you?"

That sent Brooke into gales of laughter. "You're not serious are you? Of course not! I'll wash it in the sink. Boy, you are sure scared of me, aren't you?"

"No," I said, blushing. "I'm just not used to..." I stopped talking instead of saying something stupid.

"Not used to what?"

I took a deep breath. "Look, Brooke... you're really pretty and I'm... well, I'm me. So... I'm not used to someone like you even talking to me, let alone being nice to me."

She reached over and squeezed my hand. "Well, get used to it, Brook, because I want to be your friend. I'm not going to attack you, or..." she laughed a little, "... molest you against your will. I just want to be your friend. That's all. Alright?"

I nodded. "Yeah, alright. I'm sorry if I came off as a baby, or something. I just have never had any friends."

"Why?"

I shrugged. "Cause... I'm me, I guess. I'm little and I'm weird and I'm not into the stuff that everyone else is into."

Brooke drove for a few more moments before she spoke again. "Who told you you were weird."

"Brooke..." I was a little uncomfortable with this conversation, "I have had my books knocked out of my hands a hundred times. I have had dozens of wedgies. I begged my dad to take me home from summer camp when I was fifteen because I couldn't get any sleep because every time I closed my eyes, some big jerk or another would do something mean to me. I've been in band, chorus, drama club, track team, math team, debate club, swim team... you name it... I've tried everything and I've never found a friend."

"Until now," she said, touching my leg.

I smiled. "Until now," I said, but I kind of felt like once we started school in the fall, she'd find other friends and I'd be left alone, just like I'd always been.

When we got to Walgreens, Brooke spent a good deal of time picking out just the right products for my hair. Not a lot of stuff, mind you, but the correct ones. "I like Pantene," she explained as if I had an opinion, "so we'll go with that. Your hair isn't greasy, so we'll use the condition and repair shampoo. We'll stick with condition and repair for the conditioner, too." Then she held up a pump bottle. "This is detangler, Brook, and you need to use it every day when you're brushing your hair. The more you use it, the more your naturally tangled hair will relax."

"Wait... I need to brush my hair every day?" I asked, only half joking.

She made a disgusted sound as she returned her attention to the products. After some prowling, she held up a can of hairspray. "Here. This is non-alcohol hairspray, so it won't dry out your hair."

"Hairspray?" I was shocked.

"Yes. What's the big deal?"

"Isn't that just for girls?"

"What's wrong with you?" Brooke laughed. "How do you think men keep their hair in place? Magic?"

I shrugged. "I guess I never thought about it."

"Alright... now, what kind of..." she stopped and shook her head. "Never mind. Follow me."

"What were you going to ask me?"

"I was going to ask you what kind of brushes you had, but I realized what a stupid question that was. Here - you need a good flat brush and a good brush for detangling. Take these."

"I think this is enough," I said, a bit nervous about how much she was spending.

"Almost," she said without looking at me. "You need some hair ties to put your hair up at bedtime."

"'Put my hair up?'" I'd never heard that phrase before. "What do you mean?"

Brooke chuckled a bit. "Well, for you, I mean just to put it in a ponytail or something like that. I usually put my hair 'up' at bedtime - like in a bun, or a messy bun - so that it's out of the way and protected."

I looked around to make sure no one could hear. "Brooke... I've never worn a ponytail in my life. I'm not sure I can just start doing all of this stuff. My dad will tease me mercilessly if I do."

She looked at me like I was from out of space. "Brook... do you like the way your hair looked this morning or the way it looks now?"

I knew the answer, but I pretended to think for a moment. "Now."

"Fine. Well, that doesn't just happen. It took a lot of work to get it looking that way and it takes a lot of work to keep it looking that way. Your dad seems like a cool guy. I'm sure he'll be ok with this."

I shook my head. "My dad seemed like a cool guy because he was trying to impress you and your mom. Believe me, he will be teasing me about my hair when I get home. All of this other stuff... he'll have a field day."

Brooke looked at me and smiled, and for that smile I would have done anything. She looked at my hair and ran her fingers through it to straighten some stray hairs, and that sent tingles to my toes. "Don't worry about your dad. I'll explain everything to him. He'll be fine. I promise." She grabbed some Terry cloth covered hair ties in various colors from a rack and said, "These will do. I think we're done - for now."

"For now!?" my voice may have sounded a bit panicked as I followed her to the check-out.

"Yep. For now. As we move on, you're going to want other things, but those things can wait until you're ready."

"Other things? Such as?"

Brooke smiled and shrugged. "Bobby pins... scented shampoos... hair clips... head bands..." she saw the panic on my face, so she laid it on thicker. "... curling iron... maybe a nice big, pink bow..."

Finally, I knew she was teasing. "Alright, alright. I'll get enough of that when I get home. Let's just get out of here."

Dad and Mrs Kerr were still on the deck sipping wine when we got back, but I'm not sure if they'd opened one or two new bottles since we'd left. Either way, they were both a bit tipsy and laughing pretty easily.

"Hey, look whose back!" my dad said. "It's your daughter and my... son. Well, I think it's my son, but with that new hairstyle... I'm uncertain."

Mrs Kerr laughed at that. "Leave him alone, Vic. He looks great. Don't listen to him, Brook. He's just being a bully." She looked at Brooke. "Did you get what you needed, sweetheart?"

"Yeah. It was mostly for Brook. He needed stuff to maintain his hair."

"HA!" my dad let out an explosive laugh. "Maintain his hair."

Brooke looked at my dad and said, "Mr Chapin, I spent a lot of time getting all the knots and snarls out of Brook's hair. He needs to maintain it correctly."

"I'll go get my clippers right now," my dad said somewhat drunkenly, "and we can take care of that mop."

"Dad, I like my hair like this," I said embarrassed both by his behavior and by his drunkenness.

"You look like a girl," he scoffed and laughed.

"Oh, stop, Vic. He looks fine," Mrs Kerr, said, just as tipsy as my dad, but a bit more flirty and that caught my dad's attention.

"Well, alright," he said, leaning back in his resin Adirondack chair, "but I don't want to see you wearing curlers and some of that green, avocado mask stuff on your face when you're walking around here at night."

"Yeah, sure," I said. "You're hilarious, dad."

"Come on," Brooke said, quietly, rolling her eyes at my father. "Let's sit on the stairs."

The stairs to our deck were around the corner from the deck itself - kind of forming an 'L' and acting as a back entrance to the house. There was the deck top and then three steps down to the driveway. Brooke had me sit in the middle of the middle step and she sat on the deck level with a knee on either side of me. Honestly, if she had any idea how excited she was making me when she sat like that, she would not have let me anywhere close to her.

She opened the Walgreens bag and took out some of our purchases. She sprayed my hair lightly with the detangler and then brushed it some more before taking one of the cards that had hair ties attached to it and pulled off a yellow tie. Then, pulling all of my hair to the back of my head wrapped the hair tie around the hair several times.

"There," she said, sounding a bit triumphant. "That should hold it while you sleep."

I reached back and felt the ponytail. It sat dead center in the back of my head, and it felt a bit odd back there. "Does it look ok?" I asked, feeling a little weird for asking.

"I think you look really nice." She smiled at me and I honestly thought That smile was going to melt me into a puddle. God, she was so beautiful. "You know, you have really pretty hair."

"Oh, gee, thanks," I said, with a nervous laugh. "That's just what a guy wants to hear."

"Well, it should be, because I like guys and I like pretty hair."

Well, that made my heart skip a beat.

"You have nice brown hair, with natural red highlights in it. It's very pretty. You should take good care of it." She said, patting my hair as if I was her pet.

"Ok," I smiled. "I will."

We sat there a while longer, just getting to know each other until Mrs Kerr and my dad came around the corner.

"I'm going to head home, honey," Mrs Kerr said.

"Ok, mom," Brooke smiled at her. "Can you make it on your own?"

"Oh, stop it," she said with a playful wave of her hand. "I'm not that drunk. Vic, thanks for a lovely night. Brook, thank you for a delicious dinner. It was nice to meet you both. I hope this is just the first of many nights together."

"I'm sure it will be, Pat," my dad said, hanging on to the railing just to be sure that he didn't get too wobbly. "'Night!" He watched her walk home and enter her new home, then he looked at us. "Well, kids..." my father took a second to look at me, laughed and then said, "... or should I say, Well, girls..."

Brooke and I looked at each other and we both rolled our eyes.

"... I have to get up early, so goodnight."

"Goodnight, Mr Chapin."

"Goodnight, dad."

He went into the house humming. He'd had a good night.

"I think my dad has a thing for your mom," I laughed.

"I think my mom has a thing for your dad, too," Brooke laughed as well. "Old people can be so cute some times."

I shrugged. "I guess."

"So..." Brooke smiled at me, "is there anyone that you have 'a thing' for?"

I blushed a little. I certainly wasn't going to say that I had a thing for her! "Not really. No one ever really ever liked me, so why would I invest my feelings in someone else?"

Brooke sat up a little straighter and looked hurt. "I like you, Brook. I like you a lot."

"I like you, too, Brooke. Thanks for being nice to me."

She gave my shoulder a playful slap. "You don't thank your friends for being nice to you. It's what friends do. Besides... I really do like you. You're funny and a talented chef and cute... what's not to like about you? I bet you've just been too shy to make friends at school. Hang out with me, Brook. You'll have friends for your senior year. You'll see."

I shook my head. "I doubt it. In fact, I think you might find that being seen around me is a sure fired path to social suicide for you, too."

"Nah," she said in an exaggerated manner. "Trust me. By October, you'll forget that you were ever an outcast."

We talked a little longer, then Brooke said that she had to get going. She reminded me to not wash my hair in the morning and be ready for her around nine-thirty or ten. Then she left and I went into the house.

I knew that my dad was going to be in a mood in the morning. He always was when he had a hangover. Some days were worse than others, so I'd just have to prepare for the worst and hope for the best. That's the other side of the coin of a guy like my dad. He's got that big, happy, life of the party personality most of the time, but when he's feeling under the weather... well... at best, he can be grumpy. At worst... he can be... well... pretty mean.

Elena and Melissa had left a few things in the dish strainer, so I put those away before I went to my bedroom. I took off my clothes, hung my jeans on the hook on the back of my door, and grabbed my sleep shorts, the only shorts I owned, from under my pillow and a clean tee shirt. Then I took my dirty clothes and padded down the hall in my bare feet to the bathroom. I put my dirty clothes in the hamper and grabbed my toothbrush.

It was about that time that I looked in the mirror and gasped.

Why?

Because I realized that my ponytail was not at the base of my head like a guy would wear it, but right at the back of my head, in a kind of sporty, athletic girl's fashion. I didn't look like a guy with a ponytail at all - I looked like a girl. Like a sporty girl. Like a kind of cute, tomboyish, sporty girl.

No wonder my dad had teased me.

For a second, I thought about taking the ponytail out, but... here's the thing...

Ever since I started... you know... getting... aroused, I guess is the right word... sexually aroused, I mean... it's always involved these fantasies about being a girl. Well, no... not really BEING a girl, but... being me, but being me and being me and looking like a girl. Like... being pretty, and wearing pretty clothes, and makeup and... well, you get the idea...

Looking into the mirror and seeing how I looked with a ponytail was like some kind of fantasy come true! I actually looked like a girl!

The scary thing was, though, that I hadn't even tried to look like a girl. I was more surprised than anyone. Did Brooke do this on purpose, or was this just how I looked when she pulled my hair back? I was kind of inclined to think that the second scenario was more likely.

The weird thing was that I hadn't really grown my hair long as part of this girly fantasy thing. At least I don't think I had. See, after my mom left, and she had just up and left without any warning one day - I was at school and dad was at work and we both came home to a quiet house and an empty closet - I just didn't go to the barber shop anymore. Not because I wanted to look like a girl, but because no one took me. After a while, I kind of liked my hair on the longer side, so I just got used to it. Then it got longer and longer. No plan or anything, just laziness.

Now, it was kind of fulfilling my fantasy for me!

I knew dad had had a lot to drink and was going to be out cold for the night, so I grabbed a hand full of tissues before I left the bathroom and I headed for my room where my imagination could run wild. Laying there in bed, I saw myself with all kinds of hairstyles - long and straight like I had that night, wavy, curly, high up on top of my head, different colors, you name it!

Then, as the evening wore on, my fantasies turned to me in girls clothes. Skirts, blouses, dresses, lace, silk, frills, bows, heels, flats, wedges... whatever my over-excited mind could think of.

And always, Brooke was there. Always beautiful. Always smiling. Always touching me. Always smelling like heaven. Always telling me she liked me. Always being Brooke. Always Brooke.

I'd jerked off so long before, I'd never been so desperate to come and I'd never been so aggressive with myself before.

Eventually, I'd exhausted my libido, my imagination, and my body. I could take no more and my nightstand was covered in disgustingly soiled tissues. So, I pulled up my sheet and rolled over and fell asleep dreaming of the goddess who was sleeping about a hundred feet away in her own bed and I was hoping that maybe, just maybe, she might have been thinking about me, too.
 
 
To Be Continued...

A Boy Called Brook - Summer 2

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  • Clara

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  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

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  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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  • lingerie

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A Boy Called Brook:

Summer 2
by Clara
Copyright© 2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

A growing relationship, a trip with friends,
and a sleepover. Lots of firsts for Brook.

 
Author's Note: I would like to thank all of you for the warm welcome here at bigcloset. To be honest, the layout and format of posting here had me kind of put off for a long time (seriously), but Sephrena was kind enough to assist me with my posting (she created the layout). I am still a newbie at this html stuff!
Please, let me know what you think about my story, both good and bad. I honestly read my reviews and am always willing to learn! ~Clara.

 
 
Summer 2
 

The next morning I woke to the sound of my father in the shower. That was unusual. I was usually awake well ahead of him and out in the kitchen well before he came out of his room.

"Damnit," I muttered and jumped out of bed. I slipped on a pair of Dollar Store flip flops I wore as slippers in the summer and I was just about to hurry down the hall when I spotted the pile of soiled tissues on my nightstand. It would definitely not due to have my dad see all that! So, I grabbed them and hustled down the hallway, passing the bathroom, just as the shower shut off and I heard dad push the shower curtain aside.

I dumped the tissues in the wastebasket and grabbed a frying pan, sprayed a little olive oil into it and put it onto a burner, then pulled the bacon out of the fridge. I knew dad would have at least a little bit of a hangover, so I wanted to give him a good breakfast to try to give him something to kick off his day.

The bacon went into the pan and the bread into the toaster and the eggs came out of the fridge along with the tomato juice and the hot sauce. I turned on the coffee maker and put a K-cup in, grabbed his travel mug while the coffee maker warmed up, then put the travel mug under the spigot and pushed the 'brew' button.

I poured the tomato juice, added two dashes of hot sauce and put it where dad would see it. I grabbed the tongs, flipped the bacon and got the butter out just as the toaster popped and I spread the butter nice and thin so it melted quickly, placing the buttered sides of the toast towards each other before slicing them diagonally, the way dad liked. The bacon was set on paper towels to blot, while the excess grease was poured into a small bowl to cool, the frying pan was lightly wiped and then I fried up two eggs, over easy, just the way dad liked.

I put in a second K-cup and pressed 'brew' again so he'd have enough black coffee for breakfast, his commute and for part of his morning at the lumber yard.

The eggs hit the plate as the bathroom door opened and the nicely plated breakfast was placed on the table along with the spiced tomato juice and coffee just as he arrived.

"Good morning, dad," I said. "I thought you could use a big breakfast this morning. Also, I have some chicken cordon bleu and rice from last night. I put some in a bag for you to take with you for lunch today."

He looked at me, took special note of my hair and shook his head. "So, it wasn't a dream. You really have become a faggot, haven't you?"

I rolled my eyes and sat down at the table just after he did. He drank the tomato juice down in one big gulp, then let out a big 'ahh.' He blinked at the hot sauce's impact.
"What are you doing today?" He asked, not looking up from his breakfast.

I shrugged. "I'm doing the laundry this morning, so if there's anything you want me to throw in it that's not in the hamper, let me know."

He nodded and swallowed what he was chewing. "The clothes I was wearing last night are on the floor in my bedroom."

I just nodded. Of course they were. Where else would they be?

"After that?" he asked.

"I don't know," I said. "Brooke is coming over later..."

"Be careful of her," my father interrupted. "You're obviously smitten with this girl..."

"Just like you are with her mother..."

I was only teasing and under normal circumstances, my dad would have just laughed at that, but like I said, when he was hung over...

He didn't interrupt me with words. He interrupted me with a hard slap of his right hand across my left cheek. Something he'd never done before. Heck, he'd only ever spanked me two or three times in my whole life.

"You watch yourself, little girl," he said, in a very menacing voice. "What goes on between Pat and me is none of your business. What goes on between you and that girl is entirely my business, you understand me?"

"Yes, sir," I said, quietly, rubbing my cheek.

"Look at you. Three hours after you met her she had you looking like her little sister. That's not how a man behaves, Brook. You understand me?" His finger was waggling in my face.

"Yes, sir."

"Men don't have hair nearly to their waist. Men don't let girls 'do their hair' for them. Men don't wear pretty, yellow hair ties to hold back their dainty pony tails. Men don't spend their days learning to cook and becoming good housekeepers and..."

I couldn't keep my mouth shut at that moment. I worked hard to keep our house clean and serve healthy and tasty food for us every night. "Dad, someone has to take care of the house and I would think that you might appreciate the work that I do..."

I stopped because he slammed his hand down on the table top and I was afraid that he might take another swipe at my face. "That's enough!" He shouted. "Last night you acted like a little fairy with that girl! It was embarrassing. You'd better learn how to start acting like a man pretty damned soon, do you understand me?"

"Yes sir," I said, shying away a bit and hoping to avoid another slap.

He returned his attention to his breakfast. "Now, I'll let you play tea party with your little girlfriend for now, but you watch yourself. I know that you'll do anything she'll tell you. I don't want to come home and find you giving some football player a blowjob in my living room. Are you listening to me."

I looked at him, not believing what he just said to me.

"I asked you a question," he said, raising his hand as if to hit me again.

"Come on, dad," I said, probably sounding like a beaten puppy. "I never... I wouldn't... that's not even something that could ever happen. I swear."

He looked at me and considered me for a moment or two. Then he nodded and returned to his breakfast. "See that it doesn't." He finished his toast and put the last piece of bacon in his mouth, then stood before he'd even closed his lips. "Well... I have to go." He reached into the refrigerator and grabbed the lunch I'd prepared for him. "I'll be home around five, five thirty. I might have Pat and the girls over again. I'll let you know."

"I'll need some groceries..."

He seemed irritated by that. He pulled five twenty dollar bills out of his wallet and tossed them on the table. "You can ride your bike over to Winslows and get what you need."

"Dad," I tried to reason with him, "I can't get good meat at Winslows. They're just a convenience store. Can't I go with you and take the car so I can go to the supermarket..."

"Jesus Christ, Brook," he shouted, "you're worse than your mother ever was. No car. Use your bike. Go to Winslows. You're the freaking chef. Make it work. I have to go earn some money by doing some real work. Some men's work. Not cooking and cleaning like a some housewife. Now, leave me alone. My head is killing me."

He grabbed his travel mug, pulled a bottle of aspirin out of the cabinet, put them in his pocket and stormed out the door, leaving me sitting there with dirty dishes, an achy face and an achy heart. I hated days that started like this. There weren't a lot of them, but when they happened, they were tough. I knew that later that day he'd come home and regret having been such an asshole all morning - he always did - but I always kind of felt like these mornings showed me more of his true feelings towards me than all the regular mornings we shared when he laughed and patted my back and called me Chef.

That morning had brought a couple of firsts in our relationship, though.

It was the first time he'd ever called me a faggot or a fairy. That day he'd called me both.

And it was the first time he'd ever slapped me across my face.

I didn't like any of those things.

I sat at the table and considered those new additions to my home life for a few minutes and then a few minutes more and then an hour or more had passed and I still hadn't moved and I still didn't know how to deal with the situation. He was my father. I was eighteen. I had no money. I had no where else to go. There was nothing to be said. There was nothing to be done.

So I got up and I washed and dried his breakfast dishes, then put the laundry into the washer and made myself some toast and tea and sat at the table and watched an episode of my favorite anime on my phone.

"Good morning!" a very cheery voice woke me from my anime trance.

I looked up and saw Brooke standing in my kitchen, looking just as beautiful as yesterday. Her light brown hair shining, makeup minimal, but perfect, a tight fitting, lavender tank top and tight white shorts, but as gorgeous as her body was, it was that bright, white smile that hit me the hardest and when that smile faded as she looked at me, I felt like I just wanted to fade into the woodwork and disappear completely.

"What happened to you?" She asked, suddenly serious.

I shook myself back to reality. "Oh... I'm sorry. I completely lost track of... I haven't even showered yet." I listened for a moment and heard the washer was still running, so I looked at the clock. "Umm... the laundry will be done in a few minutes." I stood with my tea cup and plate and headed to the sink. "As soon as it stops, I should be able to shower. I usually wait a while for the hot water to build up, but it'll be..."

Brooke grabbed my arms and spun my to face her. "What happened to your face?" Her voice was a mix of concern and anger.

I touched the place where my father had slapped me. "Oh... I... I... probably slept on it funny or something." I tried to move on to the sink, but Brooke stopped me and then touched my face. It's funny... well, odd, really... the previous day, when Brooke touched me, her touch was cool and electric. That morning, though, when she touched my face where I'd been slapped... it was hot... and shameful... and I couldn't look her in the eye.

"Does your pillow have five fingers?" she asked quietly.

I didn't answer and I still didn't look at her.

"Your dad hit you?"

I shrugged.

"Because of me?"

I shook my head.

"Because of what I did to your hair?"

I shook my head.

"Why, then?"

I sighed. "Because he was still a little drunk and he was a really hungover and he was really grouchy and..." finally I looked at her, but only out of the side of my eyes. "... because you guys just moved in next door and he really likes your mom and he knows that, even though she might think he's handsome right now, she's never going to get serious about a guy who works long hours at a lumber yard and makes the kind of money my father makes. So... I said something he didn't like so he took it out on me. That's all. End of story. Nothing to do with you. Nothing to do with me."

Brooke took out her phone.

"What are you doing?" I asked, a little scared.

"Calling the police. Your father attacked you, Brook. He has no right to do that. He thinks he was in a bad mood this morning, well, wait till the police visit him at work and have some words with him. He'll be real happy then!"

"No, no, no!" I said in a panic, grabbing her phone. "No, Brooke, you can't do that!"

"Why? He hit you. That's against the law."

"He's my father, Brooke. It's not against the law for a father to give his son a slap."

She looked shocked that I'd say that. "Of course it is! How often does he hit you!?"

"Never..." I said, trying to calm things down. "...well... that was the first time. I mean... he chocked me a few times back when he was drinking a lot... back when my mom left... but he doesn't drink that much any more. Last night was the first time in a long time and since it was... you know... happy drinking... I thought that he might be a little nicer this morning than he was."

"But he wasn't?"

I shook my head. "No. He was pretty bad." I shrugged my shoulders and heard the rinse cycle of the washer come to an end. "Hey, the laundry is done. I'll put the load in the dryer and take a shower."

She took my cup and plate from me. "Just sit for a minute, Brook. I'll wash the dishes."

"I..." I wanted to sit, but I couldn't do it without dealing with the laundry first. It just wasn't in my nature. "I'll be right back. I just need to put the clothes in the dryer."

When I got back to the dinning room, Brooke was waiting for me. She had me sit and she looked at me with pity in her eyes and... I kind of hated it.

"Can I ask you a couple of questions?" she said.

"Sure," I said, and then trying to lighten the mood, I added, "That was your first one."

She gave me a little smile for my effort, but that was all. "Are you happy?"

I shrugged. "I don't know." But that was a lie. I decided to tell the truth. "Not really, I guess, but... I like..." I stopped when I realized how stupid what I was about to say would sound. "... never mind."

"No. Tell me. I want to get to know you so I can be a good friend. 'But' what?"

I could feel my face redden as I prepared to speak. "But... well... I do like cooking. That makes me kinda happy... and... I was happy when I spent time with you yesterday. That really made me happy."

Her little smile got a little bigger, but only a little, and she reached over and put her hand on top of mine. "It made me happy, too, Brook. You're a unique person... unlike anyone I've ever met before... and I like that about you. But let me ask you this - before yesterday, and putting cooking aside, why aren't you happy?"

I shrugged. "I don't know... because I'm always alone... because I always feel stupid... pretty much no matter where I am... at school... and when I talk to my dad... and... because I'm... ugly..."

"Ugly!?" Brooke really perked up on that word. "Who ever told you you were ugly?"

"Brooke, come on. I'm eighteen years old and I'm five foot three inches tall. I weigh a hundred and fifteen ponds. No one is ever going to find me attractive."

"You're not tall, so what!? That doesn't make you ugly! Geez, my dad took me to see this old rock band called AC/DC last year and the guitar player was probably no taller than you and WAS ugly and people were acting like he was a god! That actor from Game of Thrones - you know who I mean, he's in Elf, too - is shorter than you and he's really handsome. Brook, you are definite not ugly. You may not be CLASSICALLY handsome, but you are a good looking person. I'd go so far as to classify you as a kind of a pretty guy. You know - like Justin Bieber was when he was younger. Or those boys in BTS. Girls go crazy for pretty guys."

I smirked at her. "Yeah, sure. What difference does it make. I don't meet anyone who doesn't already think of me as a loser, anyway. Everyone at school already sees me that way, then I come back here and I'm just my father's housekeeper. All I do is cook and clean. By the way, he's calling your mom later to invite all of you guys over for dinner again. He gave me some money to go to the convenience store on my bike and magically turn crappy frozen meat into a good meal. He wouldn't let me drop him off and take the car so I could go to one of the supermarkets in one of the bigger towns." I shook my head. "I'm just supposed to magically make a meal out of nothing, I guess. That's how foul his mood was this morning."

She shook her head. "I'll drive you wherever you need to go. Ok?"

I shook my head. "I don't know. What if he gets made that I went someplace he didn't want me to go..."

"I'll have my mom smooth everything out. Don't worry. I can handle her and she can handle him. Ok?"

I smiled. I figured she probably could handle her mom pretty darned well, actually. "Can I go shower, now?"

"Ok, but let's put your hair up so it doesn't get body soap in it." She said, leading me into the kitchen.

"How?" I asked. "I don't have any hair pins or anything like that."

"You have this," she laughed, "grabbing a bag of potato chips with a big yellow clip on the top.

She turned me around, twisted my ponytail a few times as she piled it on top of my head, then clamped the Chip Clip to the mass of hair she'd created.

She turned me to face her, a big smile on her face. "See, there's always a solution to every problem. And just so you know, you would look adorable with an updo. Heck, I could glue some glitter to that yellow clip and you could go to prom with your hair just like that."

"And my dad would be so proud," I joked, and started to walk away, but she stopped me and looked straight into my eyes.

"Frankly, I don't give a fuck what your dad thinks about anything, right now."

I was more than a little shocked she'd dropped an F-bomb so casually, but then she touched my face again, and this time... I didn't feel the shame. I just felt her tenderness. And then... she leaned forward... and she kissed my cheek. It was a soft, tender, chaste kiss, but it nearly made my knees buckle.

"There," she smiled at me. "Maybe that will help."

I couldn't even think, let alone move, for the next few moments, until she turned me towards the hallway and gave my bottom a soft Pat. "Go on, now. Take a shower, and don't get that hair too wet. We'll deal with that out here at the sink."

I was in and out of the shower in record time, mostly because all I wanted to do was get back to being with Brooke. After the miserable start to the day, I wanted to get back to her sweet nature and soft touch, even if that touch was just going to be because she was going to be giving me a lesson in how to wash and condition my hair. I didn't care, at least she'd be touching me.

As she dug her fingernails mercilessly into my scalp, she explained how important it was to wash all the way down to the skin of my scalp and that the way my hair looked was a reflection of how clean it was.

After three rounds of shampooing, a goodly amount of conditioner was put in and I was allowed to sit and wait ten minutes while the conditioner did its thing.

"Alright," Brooke said, wiping her hands on a towel, "tomorrow... What are your plans?"

"Well," I said, feeling a bit foolish with one towel over my shoulders and another twisted into a turban on my head, "it's Tuesday, so I plan on doing the dusting and vacuuming in the morning - very exciting, I know - then I might mow the lawn, if it needs it. Why?"

Brooke shook her head. "The house can go a week without dusting and I will help you vacuum today. Tomorrow, my sisters and I are planning on taking a ride to York Beach, and you're coming with us."

"York Beach?" I asked. "Where's that? In New York?"

"What?" She laughed. "No. It's in Maine. York, Maine."

"Maine!? Isn't that like six of eight hours away?"

Brooke looked at me like I was an idiot. "No. It's like an hour an a half from here - at least York is. My dad lives there, now. Maine is huge. I'm sure there are parts that are six or eight hours away, but York is just over the border from New Hampshire. I took Melissa there a couple of weeks ago on a whim just to get her a lobster roll for her birthday. You've never been there?"

"Nope. I've never been to New Hampshire, either. Actually, I don't remember ever going to any beach. There's a picture in an album of me and my mom at a pond in a State Park when I was a baby, but I think that might be the only time."

"Wait a minute." Brooke looked at me with a weird look. "Are you telling me that you live in the middle of Massachusetts, a fairly small state, and you've never been to a beach on the ocean?"

"Nope. I've never even seen the ocean," I said with a shrug.

"Oh my God!" She shouted. "Brook, how is that possible!? You've never seen the ocean? You've never smelled the ocean? You've never been swimming in the ocean? Brook, it's less than an hour from here to the ocean! Cape Cod is only a little further than that! People come from all over the world to go there! And you've never been?"

"Nope," I shook my head.

"Well, tomorrow you're going to Maine to see the ocean for the first time."

"I'll ask, Brooke, but I don't know what my dad will say. He's not a very pro-vacation kind of person."

Brooke shook her head. "A day trip is NOT a vacation. I'll have my mom talk to him. You're going. This is ridiculous." She started unwrapping my hair and then said, "You do have a bathing suit, don't you?"

"No," I half laughed. "Why would I have a bathing suit?"

She shook her head. "Ok. After dinner, we can go to Walmart and get you one."

"You know what," I said, suddenly embarrassed, "maybe I shouldn't go. I have a lot to do here."

"What!? Of course you're going." Then she realized I was embarrassed about something. "Is something wrong? What's the matter?"

I sighed. "Look, Brooke, I just don't have much money. Yesterday, I spent almost sixty dollars on all this hair stuff. That's was pretty much all I had. I can't afford to buy a bathing suit. I can't afford to go away with you and pay for food or anything like that. I really do appreciate the invitation, but... I... I'll just stay here. Ok?"

"Come on. I'll take care of your food. We won't eat too fancy. If you don't have a bathing suit, you can just wear a pair of shorts." She smiled, very happy to have reasoned everything out.

"No, that's ok," I said. "Just... go without me."

"Oh, come on." She stamped her foot. "I don't want to go without you. What now?"

I was really embarrassed, now. "I... I only have these jeans and my sleep shorts and my sleep shorts have a big hole in the crotch. I can't wear those out in public and I'd look pretty stupid on a beach in jeans. Look... things like beaches and stuff... those aren't for people like me. People like me... we just do chores and stay home while other people have fun. You go ahead. It's ok."

"Oh, aren't you a wonderful martyr," she shook her head. "What size waist do you have?"

A little confused, I said, "I don't know. Twenty two or twenty four I guess."

"Perfect. That's the same as Elena. You can wear a pair of her shorts."

"I CAN'T WEAR YOUR LITTLE SISTER'S SHORTS!" I said shocked.

"Of course, you can. Shorts are shorts. They are sexless. No one will be able to tell."

"Look at your shorts, Brooke," I pointed out. "Those don't look like boys shorts."

"And they don't look like Elena's shorts, either. She's still a kid. I'll find you a pair that will fit perfectly. Trust me."

"Ok," I finally gave in, mostly because I really wanted to go, "but don't embarrass me, ok?"

"Have I ever embarrassed you?" She smiled.

"Asks the girl who put my hair in a ponytail that looked like a girl's ponytail last night."

"Oh, that's ridiculous. A pointy tail is a pony tail and you looked lovely."

"I looked lovely. I rest my case."

She laughed a little. "Ok, I get it, but I'll find you something that looks right. Ok?"

"Ok."

Once my hair was rinsed again, it was sprayed with detangler and Brooke brushed and combed and brushed it again then I took the laundry out of the dryer and folded it. I put it all away in either my room or my dad's and then we went outside into the sunshine, where, Brooke assured me, my hair would dry quicker.

She was right, and about an hour later, all dried, my hair received one more brushing and was once again pulled into a ponytail.

"Hey, guess what," Brooke laughed, looking at her phone when her text tone chimed. "We're all coming to your house for dinner tonight."

"Oh, what a surprise," I laughed.

"Come on. I'll take you to the supermarket, if you want."

"Actually," I said, "do you think we could go to the farmer's co-op? The meat is fresher and so are the vegetables and it's a little cheaper, too."

"Sure. Just guide me."

We got what we needed and we spent the afternoon getting everything ready for dinner. I baked some nice buns and made spice cake cupcakes for dessert. Brooke frosted them, not particularly nicely, to be honest, but I don't think anyone cared, anyway, as long as they tasted good.

So, by five thirty, when my dad got home, all the Kerrs were there and I was ready to put a platter of steaks, a basket of buns, a big bowl of mashed potatoes and a platter of corn on the cob on the table.

"Well, everything smells great!" my dad said as he came in. "How's it going, Chef? Anything I can help with?" He was smiling and just as gregarious as always.

"No," I said, as politely as possible. We did have guests, after all. "Everything's ready."

"Alright then," he smiled at everyone. "Ladies, why don't you all take a seat and Chef and I will bring everything in."

When the Kerrs had vacated the kitchen, my father spoke quietly. "Hey... Chef... I guess I was a little rough on you this morning, huh?"

I shrugged. "Yeah, I guess."

He nodded. "Yeah... well... I'm sorry, but... well, you know how it is when you're hungover."

"Actually, I don't."

"Yeah, well... but you know what I mean. Look... buddy... you know how I feel about you, right? Anyway... we're ok, right?"

I didn't know what to say, so I just handed him the potatoes and corn and said, "We have guests, dad. Here."

He nodded, assuming all was forgiven. "Ok." He winked at me. "Everything smells great, Chef."

Dinner was really good, if I do say so myself. Most of the conversation revolved around Mrs Kerr's work to get everything set up at the house. Her ex-husband's brother had come over to help that afternoon and he had hung pictures and mirrors, assembled an entertainment, center, moved some shelving around... stuff like that... stuff my dad assured her he could do for her as well.

Mrs Kerr assured dad that she knew that. "Mark just wants to stay connected to the girls, though. He keeps telling them that divorce isn't the end of family, just a new phase. He's a nice guy. You'd like him."

Something about my dad's body language indicated that he disagreed.

As the meal was coming to an end, Brooke gave me a gentle nudge under the table and then looked at me, raising her eyebrows as if to say, 'Ask him.'

So, I mustered my courage and I cleared my throat. "Ummm... dad... Brooke and the girls... ummm... they're going to the beach tomorrow and... ummm... Brooke invited me to go with them. Do you think it'd be ok if I did? You know... go with them?"

"The beach, huh?" my dad said, as if I was talking about a trip to Europe or something. "What beach are we talking about here?"

"York Beach, Mr Chapin," Brooke jumped in. "It's an hour and a half up and an hour and a half back."

My father rubbed the stubble on his chin. "Gee, I don't know, Chef. I mean... do you even own a pair of trunks?"

"He doesn't have to go swimming, Mr Chapin. We're just going to hang out on the beach and enjoy the sunshine. Maybe have some fish and chips and come home. No big deal." Brooke had suddenly become my lawyer in this matter.

My dad huffed a bit as he thought.

"Oh, let the boy go, Vic," Mrs Kerr said with a big smile. "He could use a day away and it'll be nice for Brooke to have a friend with her. Otherwise she's just babysitting. Besides, my ex has a condo up there, just off the beach. If they have any problems, the girls' dad is right there to help them."

My dad looked at me with a smile that told the Kerrs that he was a friendly guy, but told me that I had put him on the spot and he wasn't any too pleased about it. "Well, I guess that, under the circumstances I will say 'yes,' but in the future, Chef, I would appreciate a little more lead time when you plan on changing our daily schedule, ok?"

I nodded. "Ok, dad. Sorry."

Brooke smiled. "Thank you, Mr Chapin. We'll be leaving around seven thirty tomorrow morning and we'll get home around nine tomorrow night. Is that ok?"

"I guess it'll have to be," Dad smiled.

"Well, I'll tell you what," Mrs Kerr smiled. "For being such a good sport, and for feeding me and the girls last night and tonight, I'll take you out to dinner tomorrow. How's that sound."

"Now, that sounds like a deal!" My father finally sounded happy.

Brooke stayed with me to help with the dishes and act as a buffer between me and my dad, and it kind of worked. By the time she left, he had been watching a ball game on TV for a while and had mellowed out a bit. So, when I said 'goodnight,' he didn't go crazy, he just waved me over to his recliner and said. "That wasn't very cool, Chef. I don't appreciate being put on the spot like that in front of others - especially Pat. You get me?"

"Yes, sir. I'm sorry. It's just that Brooke just asked me today and I haven't had a chance to talk to you since..."

He held up his hand to stop me. "I asked you - You got me?"

"Yes, sir. I do."

"Ok. Then I don't expect to have to have this conversation again. Now... about your hair."

"My hair?"

"Yes," he stopped to watch a play on the TV. He shook his head in disgust at the stupidity of the multimillionaires playing baseball on TV. Then, he looked back at me. "You look like a girl like that. Unless that's what you're going for, you need to knock all this girly crap off. Now, I know that Brooke is a hottie, hell, I'd jump her if I was a few years younger, but don't let her cut your balls off on you. You're already in 'The Friend Zone.' If you're not careful, you'll be nothing more than a girlfriend to her."

I shrugged. "Dad... a girl as pretty as Brooke isn't ever going to be interested in dating me..."

"That's probably true," he snickered.

"...but I like my hair long. I'm not going to cut it."

"I didn't say to cut it," he said, focusing on the TV screen, "just stop wearing it like a cheerleader. Now, let me watch my game."

I shook my head. "Ok. Goodnight, dad."

"Yeah," was all he said.

The next morning, I got dad off to work without any confrontations. He was actually in a really good mood because of his upcoming date that night with Mrs Kerr. He even gave me ten dollars to get something to eat on my day trip. Obviously, that wasn't enough to buy a meal, but it was a nice gesture.

At seven, Brooke sent me a text to come over and try on some shorts. So, I locked up the house and headed out for my big adventure to Maine!

My first real day trip.

My first trip with friends.

It was a really big day for me and I was pretty darned excited about it.

I showed up at the Kerr's house in my jeans and my best Pikachu tee shirt, the one that's just yellow, but has the big Pikachu eyes, the red circles on Pikachu's cheeks and the big Pikachu smile. Mrs Kerr met me at the door with a big smile and said, "Good morning, Brook. You look nice. The girls are upstairs. Go ahead up."

"Thank you, Mrs Kerr," I smiled.

"Girls!" she yelled up the stairs, "Brook is on his way up!"

"Ok!" Three voices called down.

"Hey!" Brooke said, meeting me in the hallway wearing a one piece bathing suit that made her already perfect body look even more amazing. "Come on in." She grabbed my hand and led me into her room where she had three pairs of shorts laid out on her bed. "So - I went through Elena's shorts and she didn't have as many as I thought. There may be some more in the garage, but I have these for today, anyway. What do you think?"

I looked at the shorts and there was only one pair I was going to wear; the jeans shorts. The others were elastic waist, cotton shorts that were really short.

"I'll wear the jean shorts," I said.

"I figured as much," Brooke laughed, "but I wanted to give you some options." She picked up the shorts and handed them to me. Then she picked up her own, tiny shorts and pulled them on over her swim suit. She turned and looked at me, confused. "Aren't you going to put them on?"

I looked around. "Here? In front of you?"

"No. Here while I put on my own clothes. I won't be watching you." She seemed amused. You have on boxers or briefs or something, right?"

"Briefs, yeah."

"Then get changed," she laughed.

She turned her back again and started pulling on a top, so I hurried to pull off my jeans. I had just pulled them off and was just putting my right leg into the shorts when Elena walked into the room.

"Brooke, can you put this shirt into the travel bag for me. Oh, hi Brook. Do my shorts fit?" She asked, as casually as could be.

Brooke took the shirt from her sister and placed it onto a tote bag.

I pulled the shorts on as quickly as I could, embarrassed that a kid had seen me half undressed, and buttoned the waist and zipped them up as quickly as I could.

"Kind of, I guess," I said. "Is this how they're supposed to fit?" They weren't really tight, but they kind of hugged my legs a bit and they went down to just above my knees. They also had cuffs at the bottom, which was something I'd never seen before.

"Yeah. They fit nice," Elena said. "Don't you think, Brooke?"

"Perfect!" Brooke smiled. "They're kind of long for the summer, though. Those are really designed for fall. Are you sure you don't want to wear a lighter pair?"

"Nope," I shook my head. "These are great." I took my wallet out of my jeans and went to put it into the pocket of Elena's shorts, but... "Hey... there are no pockets on these."

"Nope," Brooke laughed. "Lots of girls' clothes don't have pockets. I'll put your wallet in the tote bag we're bringing." She held out her hand and I handed over my wallet which contained my license, the ten dollars my dad gave me, thirteen dollars of my own and my school ID.

Brooke went to her dresser and grabbed something, then looked at both Elena and me and said, "Ok, you two, turn around." Then she shouted down the hall, "Mel! Come on! Time to do your hair!"

Suddenly, Brooke was brushing Elena’s hair and asking her how she wanted it for the day.

"I think just a ponytail for the beach, thanks," Elena said, looking forward as if this was a daily event. "Maybe, after the beach, I’ll wear it down, but I don’t want it blowing in my face"

"Ok," Brooke, said as she brushed, then wound a hair tie into Elena’s hair.

Meanwhile, Melissa ran into the room and stood on the other side of me, wearing nearly the same tee shirt that I was wearing. Her Pikachu shirt had the outline of the character’s face, though. She looked at me and laughed. "Hey look – twins!"

"Ponytail?" Brooke asked me.

"I guess," I responded, confused.

My hair was brushed and the ponytail was installed and my shoulder was tapped to indicate I was done.

"How do you want it?" Brooke asked Melissa.

"I was going to wear it down," Melissa responded, "but I definitely want it like Brook’s, though. We need to look like twins."

Brooke looked at me and smiled as if that was the cutest think she’d ever heard. I thought less of it than she did, of course.

It wasn’t long before we were off on our adventure! I was thrilled to be seeing something new. Of course, Highway is Highway, so the first hour was pretty much the same old view with just a few old mills as we passed through some cities up north, but I was excited to see the sign that said we were entering New Hampshire. It was the first time I’d ever left Massachusetts.

Then, just a few minutes later, it saw the sign that said that ‘Welcome To Maine, The Way Life Should Be.’

"Wow, is New Hampshire really that small?" I asked astounded.

That made all the sisters laugh. "Only on the coastline," Brooke laughed. "It goes all the way up to Canada in its interior.

Then we went over a bridge and Brooke told me to open my window and I smelled salt air for the first time and it was amazing! It was so fresh and full of life!

"Wait till we get to the beach," Elena laughed from the seat behind me. "It smells so much better there."

And boy was she right!

When we pulled up to the parking space on the side of the road right next to the beach, the first thing that hit me was the size of the view. I’d never seen anything like it before! The ocean just went on forever. It wasn’t even framed by anything. There was just the dark colored sand and then the water until the sky took over. It was so big that I just sat in Brooke’s Jeep and stared out the window for a long time while they all got ready to go down to the sand.

Finally, Brooke knocked on the window and told me to come with them.

I opened the door and the ocean breeze hit me in the face, salty and a little sticky. It was amazing! Like nothing else I’d ever felt. I inhaled it and tasted the ocean and understood immediately why people loved to come to places like this. I was already in love with the seashore and I hadn’t even walked onto the beach yet.

We walked down onto the sand, which was a lot harder and more compact than I expected, but I later learned that’s just a peculiarity of Maine beaches. We laid out some blankets and we sat down and just enjoyed the sun and the feeling of being young and free and in the beauty of the seaside.

It was glorious and I felt, maybe for the fist time, like I was part of a group. The Kerr sisters treated me like one of their own. I sat with them. I chatted with them. I walked the shoreline with them, both as a group and with each of them individually. Melissa wanted to show me a particularly interesting area where there were crabs, so I walked over there with her. Elena wanted to show me a place where we could climb up on the rocks and feel the ocean spray, so I climbed there with her.

And then I walked the entire length and breadth of the beach with Brooke. She in her amazing swim suit and me in my Pikachu Tee shirt and Elena’s shorts. As we walked, she took my hand and it was different than it had been before. Now, she wasn’t leading me or acting like I was a child. Now, she was holding my hand affectionately. Like we were growing closer the longer we spent together. At one point, as we sat on the beach, she even put her arm around my shoulders and pulled me close to her. The feel of her embrace, even in this public place, was the most wonderful thing I’d ever felt in my life. Maybe I was imagining things, but I thought that we were starting to connect with each other in a really substantial way. Like... in a kind of... I like you and you like me... kind of way. It was kind of great and very exciting.

We had lunch on the beach, just some pizza from a place across the street, then we enjoyed the beach for a few more hours. We waded up to our knees in the cold water, but never got too wet, until just before we were about to leave. We were near a break water, looking at some things growing on the rocks when a huge wave came up from behind us and completely soaked us. Man, that water was cold, but we just laughed about it as we walked back out onto the beach.

Not long after, we left and went to say ‘hi’ to the girl’s father at his condo, which was really close by. It overlooked the beach from one view and could see this famous lighthouse out another.

"Hey, girls!" He said as we entered. "I’m glad you came by now. I was just about to leave and I wanted to at least get to say hi." He kissed each daughter as they entered.

"Where are you off to, daddy?" Melissa asked.

"Vancouver," he smiled. "You know how it is. Work, work work. And who is this?"

"Oh, this is Brook, our new neighbor," Elena introduced me.

"Nice to meet you, sir," I said, extending my hand.

"Another Brooke! What a coincidence! Welcome," he said and shook my hand very gently.

"Look, girls, I’m really sorry, but I really have to run. I have to catch a plane. You know where everything is. Stay as long as you like, but just lock up when you leave." He reached into his wallet and pulled out some money and handed it to Brooke. "Here, baby. Take your sisters and your friend to The Weathervane for supper on me, ok? I love you all." He kissed them all again and gave me a Pat on the back. "Bye girls." He said and he disappeared.

"Bye daddy!" they all shouted as the door closed.

"That was abrupt," I laughed.

"That’s daddy," Brooke laughed.

"Did he give you money for The Weathervane!?" Melissa asked, excited.

"He did," Brooke smiled.

"Cool!" both Melissa and Elena shouted.

"Yeah, well, that means dry clothes, so get changed," Brooke told them, holding out the tote bag she’d brought from home. The two girls grabbed the bag and ran upstairs.

"What’s The Weathervane?" I asked.

Brooke laughed. "It’s kind of a kind of touristy, mostly fried food place on the way back that daddy has taken us to ever since we were little. It’s not that great, but it’s always been his big treat. It’s not dressy or anything, but you’ll need dry clothes."

I looked at Brooke like she had two heads. "I don’t have dry clothes."

"Did you put your jeans in the tote bag?"

I shook my head. "No. I didn’t know I was supposed to."

"Ok. Don’t panic. We’ll find something."

She walked to the foot of the stairs and called up. "El, do you have any extra clothes here?"

"A few. Not many. Why?"

"Can you see if you have anything for Brook to wear?"

‘Sure."

"Nothing too girly, ok?"

"Ok!"

Brooke smiled at me. "We’ll find something."

And they did.

After Brooke got changed, she called me upstairs to the guest room, which was referred to as ‘the girls’ room. It had three beds and a huge bureau in it. "Ok. It’s not ideal, but no one’s going to know you and you’ll look fine, so just relax and see how you look after we get it on you."

I sighed. "It’s not something crazy girly, is it?"

"No. It’s shorts and a nice top. Take off your wet shirt and shorts."

I turned my back and pulled down the wet shorts, then stepped out of them, then took off my tee shirt. I jumped a little and let out a surprised, "Hey," when she touched my rump.

"Ummm... your underwear is wet, too, Brook. You’ll have to take those off as well."

"And wear what?" I asked, never expecting her to hand me a pair of very pale blue, cotton panties. "I can’t wear those! They’re Elena’s."

"They’re brand new. I just pulled them out of a package in her drawer. Just put them on. It’s really not a big deal."

"Maybe not for you..."

"Come on," Brooke sounded very mature and rational, "it’s only a big deal if you make it a big deal. Just put them on. Please."

I sighed and took them and put them on, praying that I didn’t have an orgasm right then and there. I didn’t, thank God.

"Here," she said, handing me a pair of very short beige shorts.

"Seriously, Brooke!? There’s no way anyone would believe these are men’s shorts."

"I know and I’m sorry," she said, "but I’m just trying to make the best of an unexpected situation. I thought that we’d just be grabbing fish and chips at a roadside place or something. The Weathervane is a big deal to my sisters, Brook. You’ll like it, though. I swear you will."

I huffed, but like I told you already, this was kind of like a dream come true.

I pulled the shorts up and buttoned them and zipped them up. They barely came four inches down my legs, exposing my hairless legs. "These are REALLY SHORT," I pointed out needlessly.

"They look fine," Brooke said. "Hold your arms up and I’ll help you with your top."

I held up my arms and she lowered a kind of blue and red plaid top over my head. It was cotton, wasn’t tight, but had no give to it, the way a tee shirt would. It was more like a dress shirt, but it didn’t button up the front. I felt my arms slip through the arm holes, but there were no sleeves.

Brooke settled the top on my shoulders and said, "Stay still for a moment," and she began buttoning a few buttons near the top of the back of the shirt.

I could see that there was a small, while collar on the shirt, too, with a small opening at the neckline and the shirt’s hem fell nearly to the bottom of the shorts I was wearing.

"Wait... what kind of shirt is this?" I asked, a little panicked.

"Relax," Brooke said, calmly, "you look fine."

"Yeah, but I look fine and like a girl," I said. "Take it off me."

"Come on, Brook. At least take a look at how you look before you make a decision." She took my hand and led me to her father’s bedroom where there was a sliding closet door that was entirely a mirror. "See," she said, guiding my attention to the mirror, "you look fine. No one would even question if you’re a girl. Come on. The girls really want to go to The Weathervane."

I stared at myself for a good long moment, shocked at how good I looked and shocked by how little it had taken to get me looking this good. Just cleaning my hair up, a ponytail and a couple of pieces of clothing and any sign of manhood that I might have possessed was gone – just gone. I couldn’t believe it.

Not only that – I loved it, and it was a good thing that the top was a long as it was, because I could feel myself hardening and I was very grateful that Brooke couldn’t see the evidence of my excitement in her little sister’s shorts.

"See?" Brooke said. "What do you think?"

"Wha..." I tried to say something... anything. "What do YOU think?" I finally got out. "Do you think it looks ok?"

She turned me towards her and she smiled at me. "I think you look adorable, Brook."

Then, with me facing her, she reached behind my head and pulled out my ponytail out of its hair tie and ran her fingers through my hair. Her smile seemed to broaden as she did it. She put her forehead on mine and our noses touched. "You know, Brook... you make a very good looking girl. This could be something that’s kind of fun to explore."

My eyes must have opened opened wider than they ever had before. "THIS is something that could get me killed if my dad ever found out about it."

"Interesting," she said and her smile turned a bit wicked.

"What?"

"You didn’t say ‘no.’"

I must have blushed, but I couldn’t speak because I couldn’t deny that I was excited by the idea of exploring this idea.

"So, here’s the thing," she said, running her hands down my back, "I think this might be fun and you think this might be fun, too, and your new best friend is a really," she kissed my forehead, "really" she kissed it, again, "good cosmetologist. So... I think we are going to have a very interesting summer. What do you think, Brook?"

My throat was so dry, I couldn’t even speak. "I... I... I..."

She kissed my forehead once more. "You’re quivering," she giggled.

"I am?" Hell, I would have been quivering in a three piece Brooks Brothers suit, for crying out loud! She’d just kissed me! Just my forehead, yeah, but it was a kiss. And not a ‘I’ll make your boo-boo all better kiss’ like yesterday.’ This was a real, honest to God, affectionate kiss... on my forehead.

"I’ll take that as a yes."

I just nodded and that made her look very happy.

"Well, alright," she said in a very sultry voice. "Then let’s have a little more fun for your first outing in girl-mode. Ok?"

I still could only nod.

She still looked into my eyes, but she called out the door. "El?"

"Yeah?" her sister yelled back from down stairs.

"Do you have a spare bra here? This top isn’t hanging quite right?"

"Sure," she said and she came running up the stairs.

Brooke stepped away, took me by the hand and we got back to the girls’ room just before Elena got there. She hopped right past me, completely ignoring the bizarreness of her sister’s request, opened a drawer and asked, "Anything in particular?"

"Do you have anything with a little padding?" Brooke asked, winking at me.

"Everything I have has a little padding," Elena said, sounding a bit disgusted with herself. She pulled something from a drawer and handed it to me. "Now WE can be twins, I guess," she smiled, "but no one but us will know." She giggled.

"Turn around," Brooke instructed.

I did and she unbuttoned my top, again, and lifted it off of me. Then she slid the bra up my arms and fastened it behind me. It felt kind of wonderfully odd to have it slightly constricting my chest the way it was. And the way that it created two small mounds on my chest made me move past quivers and straight into shivers. The little bit of lace that outlined the edges of the bra made the garment that much more delicious to have on.

"Arms up," Brooke said, as if speaking to a child, but I obeyed like an obedient toddler. The top came back on and she buttoned it back up and, after she pulled my hair free, I returned to her father’s room and I looked in the mirror again – and I looked even more like a girl than I did before. The addition of the modest little breasts dispelled any doubt that the person reflected in the mirror was a girl – not woman, but a girl. Cute, a little boyish, needing some lessons on eyebrow care and makeup, but that would come as she grew up. For now... she was... adorable. And she was me.

"You like?" Brooke asked.

I nodded. "I do."

She smiled. "I knew you would." Then she shouted, "Everyone downstairs! Hair and makeup and ready to go in ten minutes!"

"Ok!" Her sisters called back and I could hear them hustling about the condo.

"You’re like a general, aren’t you?" I laughed, finally looking away from the mirror.

"Someone has to be," she smiled as she led me back to the guest room to pick up my clothes. "My mom certainly isn’t and daddy was hardly ever home. So... I’m usually in charge. It works out ok, I guess. The girls and I get along pretty well. Come on.

We went back downstairs, and Brooke grabbed a brush and a makeup case from her tote bag. "Come on, Mel. You’re up."

Melissa jumped up and stood before her sister, who pulled out her hair tie and started brushing her hair straight back. When she was satisfied, she gave it a spraying. Then she grabbed her makeup case and applied a light coat of makeup, a little eye makeup and lipstick to her younger sister.

"Ok," she said when she was done. "El, come on."

Elena took the same practiced position that Melissa had just surrendered and Brooke followed the same practiced maneuvers of hair and makeup until she was satisfied.

"Ok," she said when she was done. "Brook, come on."

Having watched the two younger girls, I knew what to do, so I stood and let Brooke work her wonders on my hair. After she’d sprayed my hair, I started to step away, but Brooke stopped me. "Hold on, Brook."

Then, before I knew it, she was applying makeup to my face.

And I didn’t stop her.

"What do you guys think?" She asked, presenting me to her sisters.

"You look good," Elena said.

"Cute," Melissa said. "Are you sure you’re a boy?" That made all of us chuckle.

The truth was, I wasn’t, but I was about to head out the door dressed as a girl for the first time and I could not have been more excited.

When she’d done her own hair and makeup, Brooke, said, "Let’s go." The two younger girls headed out the door, but Brooke stopped me. "Ready?"

I nodded. "Yeah. I think so."

She looked out the door to be sure her sisters weren’t looking, then she leaned down and planted a gentle kiss on my lips. I was shocked, but accepted it and bent my head back to accept as much as she wanted to give, but, alas, it was just a brief kiss. "For luck," she smiled.

I stared at her, unable to even breathe for a moment. "Are you ok?" She giggled.

"Wha...?" I muttered. "Yeah... yeah... yeah... I’m... I’m... fine," I finally sputtered.

She smiled. "Cool. Let’s go."
 
 
To Be Continued...

A Boy Called Brook - Summer 3

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  • Clara

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  • Crossdressing

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  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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A Boy Called Brook:

Summer 3
by Clara
Copyright© 2022, 2024 Clara Schumann


Brook's summer of feminine exploration is
leading to more and more exciting insights
into his own sexuality.

Things are going along great, until...


 
Author's Note: WARNING! This chapter contains EXCESSIVE violence! If you are triggered from such material, please, skip this chapter!
I would like to apologize in advance for having to use this in the story, but, it is necessary to take the story where I wish it to go.

I do hope that you enjoy where the story ultimately takes us! Brooke has a long way to go from this point.

Again, I wish to thank Sephrena for her assistance with the html and to all of my reviewers for their kind reviews and support of my work. Please, continue to let me know what you think about my story, leave a review, it can be good or bad (not too harsh please!)
I am always willing to learn! ~Clara.

 
 
Summer 3
 

The Weathervane truly was nothing special. Just a touristy seafood restaurant on the side of the main road that ran through Kittery, Maine on the way home from York. As someone who had been taught to appreciate good food that is well prepared and presented, I was unimpressed. It was... fine. On a scale of one to ten, it was a solid six - maybe a seven if you really liked fried fish. I LIKE fried fish and it was better than the fried fish my dad brought home from the pizza place on Friday nights sometimes. So... it was fine.

I get why the Kerrs liked it though. It held a lot of memories with their dad. They told me a ton of stories about various visits with their father to the restaurant. The time that dad said this to the waitress. The time that dad told that joke. The time that dad bought them tee shirts. The time that dad said... Obviously, this place held a great deal of sentimental feeling for them and that was great for me to be able to share.

"Dessert, girls?" the waitress asked.

"One Colossal Hot Fudge Sundae and one Wicked Molten Lava Cake, four spoons and four large glasses of milk," Melissa ordered without hesitation.

The waitress looked to Brooke for confirmation. Brooke nodded and smiled. "Coming up," the waitress said.

"So," Elena smiled at me, "how do you like being one of the girls?"

I shrugged. "I just kind of like being 'one of the anythings.'"

"But admit it," she persisted, "you like looking nice, don't you? I mean, I don't want to be mean, but you're a lot cuter today than you looked when we met you."

"That's for sure," Melissa said, raising her eyebrows.

"Hey," Brooke said with a warning tone, "be nice."

"I am being nice," she said. "What I mean is that you look cute now, Brook. I do have to admit, though, I have a hard time believing that you're going to be a senior. I mean, you're like the same size as Elena and she's supposed to be in eighth grade."

That caught me by surprise. "Eighth grade?"

Elena just nodded.

"I thought you two were twins or something."

Brooke chuckled a little. "Nope. Melissa is the talented one and Elena is the brilliant one. She skipped a grade."

"You're talented?" I asked Melissa. "How?"

She shrugged. "I play piano and sing."

"She's being modest," Brooke said. "She can REALLY sing and she plays piano like a pro. You should hear her."

"So, if Elena's the brilliant one and Melissa's the talented one, what are you?" I asked Brooke.

"The pretty one," the two other girls said.

"Yeah, sure," Brooke shook her head. "I'm the bossy one, as you've seen."

"Here we go!" The waitress announced with undo excitement, putting the tray on a tray stand and passing out the glasses of milk, then placing the two oversized desserts in the middle of the table. "Enjoy."

"Oh, God, this is good!" Melissa said in ecstasy, tasting the lava cake.

In my classes we are taught to look for nuisance in flavor. To search for the flavor nodes. The shades of flavor colors. How the chefs and bakers utilize a touch of cinnamon or a hint of cardamom to bring out a completely unexpected flavor.

This tasted just like Hershey's Chocolate Syrup from a can, and you know what... for that night... it was perfect. They were happy and I was happy to be there with them and share time and dessert with them.

"Hey, look at your phone," Elena said at one point.

"Huh," Melissa said. "That's cool."

Brooke shook her head and showed me a text from her mother. 'HI, GIRLS. HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A GOOD DAY. GUESS WHAT! VIC SET UP THE TENT IN OUR BACK YARD SO YOU CAN CONTINUE YOUR ADVENTURE WITH A CAMPING NIGHT. YOUR AIR MATTRESSES, SLEEPING BAGS AND PJS ARE ALREADY IN THE TENT. BROOK CAN JOIN YOU IF HE WANTS. USE THE DOWN STAIRS LAV PLEASE. LOVE YOU. DRIVE SAFELY.'

"What's that all about?" I asked.

"It means your dad is getting lucky," Brooke whispered, sounding a little disgusted. "Mom did the same thing last summer with her old boyfriend. She'd send us out to the tent for the night so she'd have the house to herself."

"Oh," I replied, uncertain as to what else to say.

Just then, my phone chimed. 'HI CHEF. I'M TAKING TOMORROW OFF. I'M NOT GOING TO BE HOME TONIGHT. STAYING WITH PAT. IF YOU WANT A GIRLS NIGHT WITH YOUR FRIENDS THAT'S OK WITH ME. SEE YOU TOMORROW.'

I showed it to Brooke.

"Not as classy as my mom, but at least it's more honest," she said, quietly and shook her head.

Brooke paid the bill with the money her father had given her and we headed home, arriving around nine, just as it was starting to get real dark. We decided to go to my house and watch a little TV before 'camping' in the pretty huge tent that had been set up in the Kerr's back yard. Just to be sure we didn't upset anyone, both Brooke and I sent our respective parent a text to tell them we were back and where we'd be for the next hour or two.

We both received 'Ok' replies.

The girls chose a teen-girl show that I'd never seen before on a streaming service that was pretty silly. Lots of intrigue and female back-biting, but I was just happy to be able to enjoy a little more time in my girly clothes and makeup.

Eventually, though, we used the bathroom at my house to get ready for bed. Brooke took a little extra time and put all of our hair into cute dancer-buns to sleep in and then we went to the tent.

Like I said, it was a pretty big tent. They told me it was a ten-man tent, but I bet you could get more than that in there pretty easily. The four air mattresses were already inflated and there were pillows and a sleeping bag rolled up on each one. I'd brought my sleep shorts with me and a clean tee shirt, and the girls each had a pair of PJs folded on the pillows.

Melissa and Elena turned on a couple of battery operated lanterns that were there for our convenience as well.

"This is really nice," I said, impressed. "Do you guys go camping much?"

"Only in our back yard," Elena chuckled.

"We used to," Melissa explained, "when mom and dad were talking to each other, but it got pretty tense in a tent when they were fighting."

I nodded because I understood. My parents didn't fight that much, but as I remembered our house with both of them living there, things were always pretty chilly between them. I don't think a tent would have been a good idea - even one this big.

Suddenly, Melissa had her back to me and was about to start changing.

"Hey, hey, hey!" Brooke warned.

"Oh!" Melissa said with a laugh. "I guess I forgot you were a guy. She reached up and dropped a panel down, creating a private room in the tent so she could change.

Brooke did the same to a panel by me. "You can change in there." Then she looked at my rolled up shorts and tee and took them from me and looked at Elena. "Hey, El. Want to be a boy tonight?"

Elena laughed. "Sure."

She handed Brooke a neat pile of pink and white checked material.

"Here," Brooke smiled as she handed me her youngest sister's PJs. "Keep your bra and panties on. It'll be more fun for you."

"Yeah?" I asked, uncertainly.

"Sure," she shrugged. "Why not?"

"Ok," I nodded.

Well, it wasn't PJs. It was a very cute, gingham style night gown. It had kind of wide straps over the shoulder, with these ruffles over the chest area, then it just fell loosely to above my knees. Obviously, it was nothing like anything I'd ever worn before and I couldn't believe I was wearing it at that moment. I glanced towards the dividing panel to see if anyone was watching. No one was. I swayed from side to side a bit and it swayed freely about me in such an odd and childish... no... not childish... girlish... way. I couldn't believe I was wearing it, or that I my hair was in a bun, or that I was sharing the tent with three really sweet and pretty girls. It was like every fantasy I'd ever had was coming true!

"Everything ok in there?" Brooke asked.

"I guess," I replied.

"Can I raise the panel?" she asked.

I took a deep breath. "I guess."

When she did, there were three sets of eyes looking at me and three sets of lips smiling at me.

"Aww, you look better than I do in that," Elena said, definitely looking better than I ever did in my ratty shorts and tee shirt.

"Very cute," Brooke said, strangely approvingly. "I like it."

"What do you mean you like it?" I asked.

"I mean," she said, "that I really like how you look right now, and..." she turned to her sisters, "if you two will excuse us, I think that Brook and I need to take a little walk together and talk a bit."

"Ohhh," Melissa said, nudging Elena, then she sang. "Brooke and Brook sitting in a tree..."

"Shut up," Elena said abruptly.

"What's the matter with you?" Melissa said, surprised.

Elena just shook her head at the childish behavior of her older sister.

"We'll be back," Brooke said as she took my hand and unzipped the 'door' to the tent.

"I can't go out there," I said, petrified.

"Of course you can," she said, taking my hand. "It's dark and the yard is fenced in. Come on."

Once again, I was taken by the hand like a child and led by Brooke, this time into the darkness of their yard. She was wearing a tiny, blue tank top with lace around the breasts and tiny, slightly darker blue shorts.

She led me away from the tent, down a little hill, far enough away from the tent so she and I could speak quietly without being over heard.

She laid down in the grass and patted the grass beside her. "Come on," she said. "Lay down here beside me."

Feeling more vulnerable and exposed in the little nightie than I would have naked, I did my best to tuck the skirt of the nightie under me and keep my knees together as I joined her in the grass. At first, we were both on our backs looking at the stars, but after ten minutes or so of quiet talking, she got up on one elbow and looked at me.

She heaved a big sigh before she spoke. "Look, Brook, I have to admit a few things to you right now."

"Like what?"

She thought for a moment. "Ok, umm... I like you, ok. That's the first thing."

"I like you, too," I said.

She shook her head. "That's not what I mean, Brook. I mean I LIKE you. Like... I REALLY LIKE you, and here's the thing, Brook - I've never been the first one to say that to someone else, so that's really weird for me."

"Brooke," I said, "I REALLY like you, too. I really do, and believe me, me saying that at all is a lot weirder than you saying it first."

She let out a little laugh at that. "Ok, but... I don't want this to sound mean, but... you are really different than any other guy I've ever... like-liked before. They've all been..."

"Handsome?"

"You're handsome, Brook. Better yet, you're pretty. No... they've all been... bigger than me. You know... taller and... stronger. This time... I'm the bigger one... the stronger one... and I kind of like that, too."

I just looked at her. What she was saying was certainly true. If she was going to like me, then that's the way it was going to have to be. I was never going to be bigger or stronger than her. That's just the way I was made.

Then she ran a finger down the ruffles of my nightie, between the little breasts created by the bra I'd borrowed from Elena. "Now... here's the weirdest part. I really like it when you look like this."

"Like a girl?"

"No." She played with the ruffles. "Like you, but like a pretty you. Yeah, girlish, I guess, but still you." She ran her finger down my belly and played it over the lump of my penis held captive in Elena's soft panties. "I'm definitely not interested in a girl, Brook, but... seeing you looking so pretty in that cute little nightie and knowing that you're a guy and that you have this..." she flattened her palm gently against my tool, "I can't tell you how exciting that is. I've never thought about a guy like this before." She began massaging me through the nightie and panties and I became rock hard immediately.

She bent low and kissed my lips, softly, but firmly, and she held her lips there for so long, that I raised my arms and wrapped them gently around her neck.

Soon, her tongue worked its way in between my lips and deep into my mouth and she grabbed me down below and squeezed a bit harder. In response, I cautiously slid my hand down her neck and caressed her breast, ready to pull it away if she acted shocked by my actions, but instead, she leaned into my hand and moaned quietly, encouraging me to play with her nipple.

Finally she ended the kiss and raised her head, pressing her chest more firmly against my hand. She stopped manipulating my penis long enough to raise the skirt of my nightie and lower the front of my panties far enough to allow my tool to pop out free of its restraints and she smiled down at me in the semi darkness and whispered, "Am I the first girl you've ever done this with?"

I nodded.

That seemed to please her. She lowered the cup of her lace covered tank top to reveal her beautiful breast, put an arm under my head and leaned a bit lower so I could kiss and suckle her. "Go ahead, Brook."

I took her nipple into my mouth and played with it with my tongue and felt an immediate connection with her. Then I suckled as I continued to play with her nipple and she looked down at me as if I was a child. "Careful, my little one," she whispered. "Not too hard. I'll have a hard time explaining bruises there," she giggled.

Then her hand found my penis again and she wrapped her warmth around it and began running her hand up and down the shaft. No one but me had ever touched me there and no one but me had ever done that to me and, believe me, I had never been that gentle!

"I never thought I'd be attracted to a pretty little guy with long hair that I could put up into a bun. A little guy who would look so cute in a pink and white nightie. But here I am. I think you are just adorable and I am completely taken with you, my pretty, little, girly boy."

She bent low and kissed my neck gently and increased the speed of her hand on my shaft. "So little, so soft and so pretty," she whispered over and over again until I couldn't stand it any more and I burst in a torrent of unfeminine juices all over her hand. "Oops, look what you've done," she teased. "What a messy little thing you are."

"I... I..." I sputtered, uncertain as to whether or not I had done something wrong.

"Don't worry," she smiled. "I'll take care of that." From somewhere, she produced what must have been the pair of panties she'd worn that day and she wiped up the mess I'd made. Then she raised the waist band of my panties to cover my spent organ and lowered the skirt of the nightie.

She leaned over and hugged me tightly. "What do you think the chances are that I could keep you dressed like this twenty four seven?"

"What do you think the chance are that my dad would allow me to live for three seconds if he ever saw me dressed this way?" I asked as we both stood up.

"What if my mother buffered it for you?"

"Oh, come on," I laughed. "Your mom is a beautiful woman, but this is a lot for any father to deal with, and my father doesn't like how I look to begin with. Heck, I don't even know what I look like and I'm pretty sure even I'd be upset if I were my son."

Brooke shook her head. "What a waste. Well, we're definitely going to have to figure out how to find some girlfriend time when your dad is at work."

I sighed. "We'll see."

When we got back to the tent, Melissa and Elena were already half asleep. We crawled into our individual sleeping bags and I could hear Brooke's breathing change to sleep mode pretty quickly. I was too enamored of the new feelings my body was registering from having my hair done up in a bun and being in this pretty little gingham nightie to fall asleep quickly. It took me a good long while to drift off.

That's probably why I was still asleep in the morning when Mrs Kerr and my dad started yelling outside the tent.

"Come on lazy bones! The day is half over! Let's go! Come on! We want to take you all to brunch! You're holding us up! Let's go! Let's go! Let's go!"

We all sprung awake.

"Ok!" Brooke shouted. "We'll be right out!" As we all blinked the sleep out of our eyes.

We all jumped out of our sleeping bags and Melissa was about to open the tent door when Brooke stopped her. "Hold on! El. You and Brook need to switch clothes!" She hissed.

"Oh, shit!" I whispered.

I dropped the panel on my side of the tent and took off the nightie as quickly as I could and handed it through. Within seconds, Elena had handed my ratty PJs back to me and I was putting them on.

Melissa was unzipping the door, but Brooke whispered, "Your hair! Your hair! Your hair!" And started undoing my bun as quickly as she could.

It seemed like it took forever, but we got out of the tent pretty quickly.

"Well, there's a motley crew, if ever I saw one," my father teased.

"What time is it?" I asked, yawning.

"Nine thirty," he laughed. "Half the day is gone. Come on. Let's go get you changed and we can go to breakfast with these beautiful ladies."

"Ok," I agreed and headed home with him.

As we walked, he asked. "Have a good time yesterday?"

"Yeah," I smiled. "We had a great time. I'd never seen the ocean before. It was great."

He nodded. "What about the hair?"

"What about it?" I asked, not understanding what he meant.

"It's all wavy. How did that happen? Did you sleep in curlers of something?"

I touched my hair and shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe it was wet when I went to sleep or something. I didn't even have it in a pony tail last night."

He glanced over his shoulder as we rounded the corner of the fence into our yard and then, as soon as he was sure that no one could see, he grabbed me by my arm. "Listen, Brook, I told you to be careful with that girl. I know she's pretty and you're a little guy, but I will not have her turn you into her little doll, you got me?"

'Yeah, but that's not what happened, dad..."

"Yeah," he started to sound angry, "well I saw a picture of a dessert that one of the girls sent her mother and I saw you in that picture and I'm not sure what you were wearing, but it sure as hell didn't look like any shirt I ever bought you. What the hell were you doing prancing around in girls' clothing."

"Dad, come on... it was just a shirt. Mine got wet and I had to borrow one to go to dinner. It was no big deal. It was just a plaid shirt. Nothing out of the ordinary."

We were at the foot of our backstairs and he swung me to face him. "Tell me the truth, Brook... are you a fairy?"

"What?"

He shook my arm really hard. "You heard me. Are you a fairy? A queer? A fag?"

"No dad and your hurting me. In fact... I really like Brooke and last night she told me she really liked me too. In fact... we're talking about going out together."

He let me go and thought about that for a moment. "Alright. Well... go get changed. I'll wait here. Make it quick. Wear something nice. We're going to the diner in town."

"Ok," I nodded and ran up the stairs and unlocked the door.

I hurried into the house, kind of wondering what my father might have said if I had told him that I'd slept in a pink nightie, but I was more concerned about getting ready quickly. I hustled into my room, grabbed one of the two polo shirts I owned, a clean pair of boxer-briefs and I pulled off my shirt and sleep-shorts. It was then that I realized I'd need to discreetly dispose of the panties I'd been wearing. For the time being, though, I just wrapped them up in the tee shirt I'd worn that night and I'd hide them in the hamper until I did the laundry. I'd deal with them then.

Then I realized that I had a big problem!

My jeans were still next door at the Kerr's. I'd left them there the day before when I put on the shorts.

I grabbed my phone off the charger where I'd left it the night before and called Brooke and explained the situation.

"I'll be over in ten minutes with them," she said.

"Yeah, well, before you come running over, my dad is sitting on the back stairs and he doesn't know that I wore Elena's shorts."

"Then tell him you wore your sleep-shorts. What difference does it make?"

"Why would I change into my sleep shorts at your house?"

"I don't know..." she hugged. "How about... you were going to bring your jeans, but we told you to leave them because it was too hot. Ok?"

I calmed down. "Yeah, ok. Hurry, though, ok?"

"Ok. I'll be there as soon as I can."

I grabbed my dirty clothes and ran into the bathroom and threw them into the hamper. Then I grabbed my hair brush and went to work on my hair, brushing it as well as I could. Then, I grabbed a black hair tie and made a point tail, again as best I could. I knew it wasn't done as well done as Brooke would have done it, but what else could I do for right then?

"Hey, Chef!" My dad shouted, kind of laughing, "your pants are here!"

I rolled my eyes and hurried to the door. I opened it and leaned out, trying to keep my lower body out of sight, and I reached out to grab my jeans.

"So, how exactly did you end up leaving your pants in Brooke's room?" my dad said, with a snarky look on his face.

"I was going to take them with me, but Brooke told me to leave them behind because it was too hot," I explained.

"Yeah, sure," he said, his voice full of innuendo.

I took the jeans from him, stepped back into the house and pulled them on. "I'm ready," I said, stepping out the door.

Brooke smirked at me. "You did ok on your hair."

"Did I?"

"No," she giggled, "but it's ok. Let's go eat breakfast. I'll help you with it later."

Actually, despite my concerns that someone might mention how I was dressed the previous day or share a picture that would raise an eyebrow (or worse), we had a really nice brunch. Dad and Mrs Kerr seemed to be getting along really well, but I was concerned that, should they, at some point, have a falling out, it could interfere with Brooke and me.

We took the rest of that day as an R&R day and even had some fun throwing around a frisbee in the back yard. That evening, Brooke and I did have a little alone time watching TV, but it wasn't 'alone' enough to revisit the intimacy we'd had the previous night.

The next day, I got dad off to work and got back to my chores, including mowing the lawn, which Brooke helped me with. She heard our push-mower running and came to my rescue. They had one of those John Deere lawn tractors, and she said it was way too hot to be mowing with a push mower, so she took over and had our little yard done in like fifteen minutes.

My dad had left me some money to go grocery shopping and he and Mrs Kerr had already discussed having Brooke take me to the Costco a couple of towns over so I could do the monthly stocking up on non-perishables and frozen things.

Brooke had a list of things to get, too. They didn't have a membership, but they'd use ours.

Since they had nothing else to do, Elena and Melissa tagged along, too. Mrs Kerr gave Brooke a credit card and told her not to spend more than five hundred dollars. My jaw nearly hit the ground. My dad would never trust me with his credit card, number one, and number two, five hundred dollars was a major amount of money in our household. If he gave me some 'fun' money, it was like five bucks, not five hundred!

Brooke and I picked up the paper goods and frozen products on our lists and I got some butter, flour and some cooking oil and other cooking products that I go through pretty quickly while Elena and Melissa went shopping for clothes and treats.

When we were done, we went to find the younger girls so we could check out.

Melissa had gotten a new pair of sandals and a pair of shorts while Elena had gotten a bucket of strawberry twists and a pretty sundress.

"That's really nice," Brooke said, looking at the dress. "Where did you get that?"

"Over this way," Elena said, leading us towards the middle of the warehouse where a substantial display of reasonably priced clothing was set up.

Within a few moments, Brooke had picked out a beautiful summer dress for herself.

"Where do you plan to wear that?" Melissa asked.

"I'll just have to create an occasion," Brooke smirked. She carefully laid the dress in her cart, then looked through the dresses some more, pulling out a very pretty, sage green sun dress. It was nothing really fancy. Just a V neck top with short bell sleeves, a natural waist line, a three tiered skirt that would probably fall to above the knee of the wearer and six oversized buttons down the front enclosure. It was probably too small for Brooke.

"That's pretty don't you think?" she asked me.

"Very," I agreed.

Then she shocked me by holding it up against me. "It'd look pretty on you."

"Stop that," I said, pushing it aside and turning sideways so she couldn't do it again.

"Why?" She looked incredulous. "I want to buy it for you."

"Brooke, you can't just do something like that. I might know someone here. Worse yet, my father might know someone here."

"That's silly," she shook her head. "Boys wear dresses now. At my old school, at least three or four boys wore dresses and makeup to school everyday. You told me you enjoyed it. You shouldn't have to deprive yourself of some fun. Maybe you and I should sit down with your dad and have a chat."

Even though I knew he was at work, I looked around in a panic that he might actually be somewhere close by. "God, don't even joke around about that! The other morning he asked me if I was 'a queer' because my hair was wavy when you took my bun out."

'See," Brooke pouted, "that bun was really cute and I'd like to see you looking like that some more and we can't do stuff like that unless we talk to your dad."

"No," I said, flatly. "Absolutely not. No way. Not now. Not later. Not today. Not tomorrow. Not the next. Not in a week. Not in a month..."

Elena, without looking up from the dress rack, interrupted my panicked screed with, "I would not, could not in a box. I would not, could not with a fox. I will not tell him with a mouse. I will not tell him in a house. I will not tell him here or there. I will not tell him anywhere." Then she smiled at me. "I will not say a girl I am. I will not say that, Sam-I-Am."

Then she looked at Brooke. "You know you're being a bully, right?"

Brooke tsk-ed and shook her head. "You saw how cute he looked in your nightie, El. Some boys are just meant to wear dresses."

"Stop it," Elena shook her head and took my hand. "Come on. We are going to take a break and take a look at the yard furniture. There's a really nice wooden swing I'm going to tell my mom she should buy for our back yard. I want your opinion on it." She looked at Melissa and Brooke. "You two go shopping for ten minutes. I think we all need a break."

"Wow," I said as we walked to the yard furniture section and sat on a very lovely, wooden swing with a canopy top that cost a pretty penny. It had a nice padded seat, too. "I didn't think anyone spoke to Brooke that way."

Elena shrugged. "Usually Brooke is right, but like I said... this time she was being a bully."

We sat and let the swing calm things for a few moments. Then, out of the blue, Elena asked, "Do you want to wear dresses?"

I shrugged. "You know, I really don't know. I know that seems like a stupid answer, but..." I was trying to form an answer, but Elena took my silence for an opening.

"No, not really. I mean being born a girl means that I can wear whatever I want, so I don't really have to explain my choices, but if I started wearing really butch fashions... well... I'm sure I'd probably have to answer some questions, you know?"

I looked at her closely. "Are you really just fourteen?"

She shook her head. "Nope. I'm twelve. I'll be thirteen next month. Mel is fourteen. Why?"

"Because I don't think I ever said anything as insightful as you just said in my whole life," I said.

She giggled. "The other night I was looking at you in my nightgown and I started thinking about what that must be like for a guy and I wrote about it in my journal. That's how I think through things. I write about it in my journal until I reach a conclusion."

"What did you come up with?"

She shrugged. "I think you must like it, right? Or else you wouldn't do it? Even if Brooke asked you to. Can I ask you a really simple question?"

"Sure?"

"Do you wish you were a girl?"

I thought for a second. "No. I don't think I do. I just wish I could be more LIKE a girl without being judged for it. I've found that I do like looking pretty and I'd like to do that without being afraid of getting beaten up for it."

"Ok," she smiled. "I think I understand you, now. Thank you, Brook." She squeezed my hand and smiled.

I felt really good for having said that out loud, too.

We sat there for a few moments, then Elena said, "Can I tell you something?"

"Sure."

"Sometimes, I wish I was a boy."

'Really?" I was surprised. "Why?"

She thought for a moment. "I think... I think I like girls. You know what I mean? Like when I'm with girls and they talk about boys... I just don't get excited the way they do. But then... sometimes I think the same things they think about boys... but about girls."

"So... you think you're a lesbian?" I asked as tactfully as I could, considering I just found out that Elena was twelve years old.

"Yeah," she said matter of factly. "Maybe. I don't know for sure, but I just think it would be easier to feel like that if I were a boy. That's all. Does that make sense?"

"Perfect sense," I admitted. I squeezed her hand the way she'd squeezed mine. "Can I tell YOU something, now?"

"Sure."

"I think you might be the smartest human being I have ever met in my life."

She smiled and nodded. "Yeah. That's what people tell me. It's a curse." She giggled and suddenly seemed more like a little girl than the sage I'd been taking with. "May I make one suggestion?"

"Of course," I said, looking at my watch and realizing that the others would be headed our way soon.

"Let her buy you the dress. You know you want it, right? So let her buy it. You don't have to wear it. Put it in your closet as a fantasy and maybe... someday... it'll be a wonderful thing for you to wear... maybe not... and maybe... that precocious, cute girl next door who loaned you her nightie one night could borrow it to go out to dinner or something." She smiled and stuck the tip of her tongue out just a little and made me laugh out loud.

'Ok," I laughed. "Let's go find them."

When we got home, I helped the Kerrs bring in their purchases and then we drove Brooke's Jeep over to our house and unloaded our purchases and put away everything. The last thing I put away was that green dress and I have to admit that I stood at the door of my closet holding that dress on its hanger and looking at it for a long, long time, wondering what it would be like to get all dressed up and going out in it.

And it made my heart flutter just thinking about it.

Finally, I hung it way over to the left in my closet, the part of my closet that kind of extended in behind my wall. Then I took this long, shiny, green, Macintosh style rain slicker that I had for wearing when I had to wait for the school bus on rainy days, and I hung it next to the dress so that it couldn't be seen.

And there it remained - my hidden treasure.

Over the next couple of weeks, Brooke and I got a bit more adventurous and playful with my hair - always when my father was at work, of course. Brooke got creative with her curling iron to give me fullness, or waviness, or even big round curls. Each different look made me want to explore my feminine options more and more - AND - each different look made Brooke more and more amorous and I found myself being the one constantly putting the breaks on our activities.

Of course, I still had to keep up my cooking and cleaning and other housekeeping responsibilities, so my hair adventures would take place in the morning and then have to be undone in the afternoon before my dad came home. When dad got home, the house was always clean, the laundry was always done and dinner was always on the table - and my hair was always in a ponytail and looking as natural as it had the day before.

She bought me a few more dresses, too, but I didn't do anything more than try them on before they took residence behind my green slicker. They were all a little too pretty to just throw on for a few hours and wear around the house. They all would have needed some nice undies to go with them. So, in my closet they remained.

Except for this one, mustard yellow tee shirt dress that she bought me. It honestly looked just like a regular tee shirt except it was the length of a dress. At first I thought it was a nightshirt, but Brooke assured me it was a dress and showed me the picture of it on the web site from which she'd ordered it.

Well, I tried it on and it was really, really comfortable. So, since I was doing the laundry that day, I threw my jeans in the washer and spent the morning in the dress. No bra or anything, mind you, just the dress, and Brooke did my hair nicely in a messy bun.

It was fun. I had a good time doing my chores and cooking in the loose dress, and Brooke had a good time teasing me and being fresh with her hands whenever possible. It was a fun day, but it nearly ended in disaster.

I was folding the laundry just moments after I'd put a fish casserole for both my family and Brooke's into the oven, and Brooke was straightening my hair and putting it back into it's usually evening ponytail when my dad pulled into the driveway almost an hour early. We didn't even notice he was there until we heard him on the the stairs! There was no way I could make it to my bedroom without being seen, so I grabbed my jeans from the pile of clean clothes and bolted into the bathroom just before he stepped into the kitchen.

"Hi, Mr Chapin," I heard Brooke greeting my dad. "You're home early."

"Hi," dad said, sounding surprised to see Brooke and not me. "Yeah, I am. I had a dental appointment. Where's the chef?"

At that moment, I stepped out of the bathroom with my tee shirt dress tucked into my jeans like a tee shirt and the sound of the toilet flushing ringing in the hallway. "Dad?" I said, sounding surprised. "You're home early."

"Yeah," he laughed. "I went to the dentist. Something smells good."

"Oh, yeah," I smiled. "Seafood casserole. I wish I knew you were coming home early. I would have put it in earlier."

"Oh, yeah, well, I lost a filling during lunch and the dentist had an opening so I left work early and had the filling replaced. No big deal. This will give me time to shower." He walked away from us towards his room and we didn't see him again until dinner, but it was far too close a call for me.

"No more playing dress up," I whispered to Brooke.

She just sighed at me as if I was no fun. I think she enjoyed the close call.

We still had plenty of fun, though, but everyday Brooke asked me what I was going to do about my crossdressing in the long term and my response was always, "I don't know."

Several times I said that I wished I could leave my hair nicely done so we could go out to a movie or something and Brooke would say, "Then we have to talk to your father," but I would just sigh and shake my head.

More than once I talked about wanting to get my ears pierced and Brooke would say, "Then we have to talk to your father," but I would just sigh and say 'nope.'

We, the Kerr girls and I, went to a fireworks display one summer night, and it was really hot and I mentioned that I wished that I could wear one of those nice, cool, summer dresses in my closet, and Brooke said, "Then we have to talk to your father," but I just sighed and shook my head.

There was no way I could talk to my father about this. I didn't know how he'd do it, but I knew he'd kill me, if he knew I wanted to wear dresses.

So, we just played our dress-up games. I figured it'd end when school started, anyway. We did have a couple of outings of course, another trip to Maine and one to Cape Cod, and each of those afforded me the opportunity to wear something of Elena's. I never dared to go as far as a dress, of course, but cute shorts with a pretty top was the norm. It was fun. I was one of the sisters as far as the rest of the world was concerned snd I loved that.

It was the second week of August and we had planned a trip to another beach, but the weather forecast wasn't with us, so we decided to stay home and have a movie day at the Kerr's house with the monstrously huge TV they'd had installed in their living room. Dad had taken a vacation day to spend with Mrs Kerr, assuming that he'd have their house alone with her, but we messed that up on him. So, they decided to take a trip to Yankee Candle Factory somewhere out in the western part of the state. To tell you the truth, the idea of my father going to a perfumed candle factory made me laugh a bit. He must really have been smitten with Mrs Kerr.

Anyway, they left late in the morning and we set up camp in the Kerr's living room. A huge bowl of freshly popped, buttered popcorn, cookies and brownies that I'd baked from scratch the night before, cans of very unhealthy soda and lots of equally unhealthy candy combined with every streaming service known to mankind.

We started with a Disney movie called 'The Princess and The Frog,' a film that they all knew by heart, but I'd never seen before.

"How can you have never seen this before?" Melissa asked, shocked. "It's like the best movie ever!"

"I don't know," I shrugged. "I just never saw it."

"Unbelievable," she said, despairingly.

I liked the movie, though. It was colorful and funny and the songs were really good, especially one called "Almost There" that the lead character sang.

That was followed up by a movie called 'Mean Girls' that was really funny. I recognized a lot of the actors in the movie from other movies and TV shows I had seen.

The day went on like that, one movie after another. Each one was great and they were all new to me.

By mid afternoon, the rain was coming down really hard outside. The thunder and lightning was putting on a sound and light show of its own that was pretty cool. We took a break to eat grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup for supper and sat on their screened in porch to watch the rain come down.

At about six o'clock, the girls got a text from their mom. 'WE'RE BACK, BUT WE DON'T WANT TO BOTHER YOU. WE'LL WATCH TV AT VIC'S FOR A WHILE. ENJOY!'

That was cool.

Eventually, we were back in front of the TV watching movies. We were about an hour into 'Miss Congeniality' when I got a text from my dad. 'GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE AND I MEAN NOW.'

I sat up quickly, catching Brooke's attention. "What's wrong?"

"I don't know." I showed her my phone.

Just then, Mrs Kerr came in from the rain in my long, shiny, green, Macintosh style slicker. "Oh shit!" I said in a panic.

"Hi, everyone!" Mrs Kerr half sang. "Brook, I hope you don't mind. Your dad loaned me your rain coat to get home in this deluge."

"Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit," I muttered as I stood and pulled on my sneakers. "I'm dead. I am so fucking dead."

"Calm down, Brook," Brooke said, trying to hold onto me, "it'll be ok."

"What's going on?" Mrs Kerr asked, taking off the slicker, suddenly concerned.

"I'll explain in a minute," Brooke said to her, then she said to me, "I'll go with you and tell him it was all my doing."

"No!" I shouted, too loudly. "That'll just make it worse."

"No, I'm going," Brooke argued, but I grabbed my coat from Mrs Kerr and Mrs Kerr grabbed Brooke by the arm.

The last thing I heard as I ran out the door was Mrs Kerr asking, "Explain to me exactly what is going on here."

I ran home as quickly as I could in the rain. I was petrified of what awaited me, but even more scared of what dad would do if I made him wait.

He was standing in the kitchen when I came in the back door.

"Dad, I can explain..." I tried, but I stopped when he threw one of my dresses at me and it hit me in the face.

"Dresses!?" he shouted. "What the fuck are you doing in this house - IN MY HOUSE - when I am at work? Are you dressing up like a girl and going out looking for boys or something?"

"Dad, no..."

"SHUT THE FUCK UP, YOU LITTLE LYING FAIRY," my father screamed at me, his face less than an inch from mine. "Do you have any idea how hard I work to put food on the table and keep a roof over your head? And while I'm out breaking my back, you're here flouncing around like some little Tinkerbell, embarrassing me in front of my neighbors. Well, that's just fucking wonderful!"

"Dad..."

"I told you to shut up!"

I never even saw the backhanded slap that he hit me with. I only knew that my head snapped sideways and my world began spinning. "Dad..." I muttered, feeling disoriented.

"Enough" I heard, but I felt a slap that knocked me in the other direction.

"Please..."

Another slap.

"Dad..." my world was spinning and dimming and I was getting confused as to what was happening. All I felt was pain and confusion. I opened my mouth and I think I tried to speak, but if anything came out it probably wasn't coherent. It didn't seem to matter much, though because my dad was yelling and slapping me pretty much nonstop at that point.

As things started to dim, I heard some things that I remembered later - Faggot - Fairy - Liar - Mr Chapin - Stop! - Out! - Vic! - Stop it!...

Then... darkness.

The next thing I remember is the bitter smell of ammonia from the smelling salts that the EMTs were using to revive me and a woman with a slightly deep voice was saying, "...that's it sweetie... you're going to be ok. Just relax. Don't try to sit up. Relax."

Then I saw Brooke beside me, leaning over me, holding something onto my face and looking out of sorts.

"What happened?" I asked.

"Your father beat the shit out of you, that's what happened," Brooke spat.

That cleared my head faster than smelling salts ever could. "Oh," I said and tried to sit up, but the EMT pushed me back down.

"No. You just stay right there for a few minutes. I'll let you know when you can get up." She shined a light in my eyes and pulled my eyelids wide open.

"Is he ok?" Brooke asked.

"I don't see any sign of concussion," the EMT said, "but he's pretty bruised up."

"Where's my dad?" I asked and that's the first I was aware of the pain in my jaw.

"The asshole is in the living room with the police."

"The police!? Ahh..." As I was regaining my senses, everything was starting to hurt. "Who called the police?"

"I did." Brooke looked at me and shook her head. "He was going to kill you, Brook. My mom couldn't even pull him off of you. When you fell down, he was kicking you! We had to call the police."

I tried to sit up, again, but even if the EMT hadn't pushed me back, I don't think I was ready to. "This is all my fault. I have to talk to them."

"YOUR fault?" Brooke shook her head. "That animal beat you half to death and this is YOUR fault? You must have a concussion. You're not making any sense." That was when I realized that Brooke was holding one of those chemical ice packs on my face. She moved it to another spot and the act of touching a new area sent a wave of pain through me as if I was being slapped all over again. "Ooh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry," she said. "I'll be gentle." She bent low and kissed my forehead. "I'm sorry, baby. I'm so sorry."

The EMT returned her attention to me and said, "Can you understand what I'm telling you, sweetheart?"

I nodded. "Yes."

"Ok, good." She smiled as reassuringly as possible. "We're going to transport you to the university hospital just for an overnight observation, ok? We want to make sure you don't have any internal injuries and it might be best if the doctors had a good look at you, too. They might be able to help with the pain, too. Ok?"

"Ok," I grunted back. Actually, the pain was starting to come on pretty strong at that point.

"Can I go with him?" Brooke asked.

"I'm afraid, not," the EMT said with an understanding tone. "He's eighteen, so he'll have to go alone."

"Can I meet him there?"

"Well, I doubt they'll let you see him for several hours..." she said, then walked away to avoid saying anything more disappointing.

"What about my dad?" I asked before she went too far away, and the effort of raising my voice really hurt.

"I... will ask," she said with a sad smile.

"I hope he goes to jail," Brooke said, but honestly that was the last thing I wanted. What would I do if my dad went to jail? I had no one else.

Eventually a police officer came to where I was laying. The EMT'S raised me up and that was when I realized I was on a gurney. The officer was pretty young, actually. Probably only a few years older than me. "Hey! How you doing?" she asked cheerfully.

"I've been better," I groaned.

"I bet," she nodded. "Ok, so, look... you're going to have to go to the hospital for the night, ok? And your dad is going to go with us for tonight..."

"No, no," I groaned out. "Please. It wasn't his fault. I got him mad at me. He never did this before..." I tried to sit up again, but she pushed me back.

"Ok, calm down, calm down..." the officer said. "It doesn't matter. He's going with us and tomorrow morning he'll face a judge and enter a plea..."

I don't know what else she said because I was crying hysterically at that point and begging them not to arrest my father. Brooke bent down and hugged me gently to keep my convulsions at bay as I sobbed and sobbed and begged and begged, but they pulled her off of me as they strapped me to the gurney and began to take me out to the ambulance. I think I heard my dad shouting apologies to me, but I was making too much noise and I was in too much physical and emotional pain for his voice to make its way to my brain. I really don't know what was going on and I blacked out again until the next morning when I woke up in the hospital.
 
 
To Be Continued...

A Boy Called Brook - Summer 4

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  • Clara

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
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  • Crossdressing

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  • Teenage or High School

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  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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A Boy Called Brook:

Summer 4
by Clara
Copyright© 2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Brook wakes up in the hospital with lots
of bruises and a lot of things to think
about.

 
Author's Note: Brook, confused and not wanting his dad arrested, has a lot on his plate this chapter. I think with Brooke's and her mothers help, this chapter maybe heads to a better place? We shall see.

Thank you to everyone who has commented so far! I wish to thank Sephrena for her assistance with the html and to all of my reviewers for their kind reviews and support of my work.
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I am always willing to learn! ~Clara.

 
 
Summer 4
 

"Well, welcome back," a nurse said. She was typing something into a computer near the left side of my bed and smiling at me when I stirred. "Don't try to move too much. You'll be pretty sore for a day or two. The good news is, you don't have any severe injuries. The bad news is, you're pretty badly bruised up and you're going to feel those bruises for a week or so. Nothing is permanent, though, so you'll be your old self in no time." She put an oxygen reading device on my finger and said. "You have a visitor." I figured it must be Brooke. "Your little sister has been here for hours, waiting for you to wake up." She smiled and motioned with her head to my right.

I turned and saw Elena standing by my bedside. "Hi, Brook. They didn't want to let me in, but I didn't want you to wake up alone." She smiled sweetly at me. "You really had me worried. You look like crap." She giggled a little, but her eyes watered, too.

"Hi, El," I whispered, my voice working less well than my very stiff jaw. "How long have you been here?"

"A couple of hours. I came with the Kerrs. They're out in the waiting room. They'd only let family in." She smiled an impish grin that told me to just go along with what she was saying.

I held up a weak hand and she took it in hers. "Are you ok?" She asked, suddenly sounding serious.

I shrugged a little. "I guess. Everything hurts and... I'm kind of scared."

"Don't be," she smiled. "Lots of people love you."

"I wish that was true," I sighed and I probably would have cried if I had any tears left.

Knowing better than argue, Elena looked at the nurse and asked, "When can he leave?"

"Oooooh..." the nurse said, looking at her paperwork, "in a few hours, I'd expect. A doctor will be in to talk to him soon and she'll make that determination. As long as there's someone to drive him home, though, he should be able to go home this afternoon some time."

The nurse smiled at both of us and then her smile faded a little. "I think a social worker is coming in, too. Usually in these cases of domestic violence... well... you understand." She looked from Elena to me. "It's nice to have a sister at a time like this, isn't it? It's a very special bond that sisters share. Something that you'll never share with anyone else." She patted my shoulder a bit. "Well, would you like me to bring in your other guests?" Now her smile was beaming, as if everything was alright.

I nodded. "Yes, please."

"Ok," she said. "Give me just a minute or two and they'll be right in."

When the nurse had left, I looked at Elena and asked, "Why did they think you were my sister?"

"Because I told them I was," she smiled. "I don't have an ID - no one my age does - so, a few tears, some begging and they believed me." She smiled at her deviousness. "Seriously, the idea of you being in here alone was making me sick. I wanted to come in and be with you. We all did, but I was the only one young enough to fib my way in. Well... 'fib' is such an ugly word."

That made me laugh, but laughing really hurt. As a matter of fact, I hurt in a lot more places than I had the night before. My face hurt, my stomach hurt, my arms hurt, my back hurt, my legs hurt... I guess everything hurt, pretty much.

"Oh, my God," Brooke said as she came into the room, "look what that son of a bitch did to you." She was crying as she ran to me and wrapped me in an incredibly painful hug.

"You're hurting him, Brooke," Mrs Kerr said, softly. When Brooke had let go, Mrs Kerr asked, "How are you, honey?"

"I'm ok, I guess..."

"Bullshit," Brooke said, but I kept going.

"... and I should be going home today."

"You're not going home. You're staying with us." Brooke proclaimed.

"Brooke," Mrs Kerr tried to strike a reasonable tone, "family dynamics are very difficult. We can't just jump into the middle of things we know nothing about. Yes, we'll be there as a safety net..."

"Mom!"

"... AS A SAFETY NET, but Brook and his father have a lot to work out together and whatever the courts recommend... well... that's what we are going to adhere to."

"Like fucking hell," Brooke said, shocking me by speaking to her mother that way, but no one else in the room even raised an eyebrow. "If you won't see reason, then I'm putting him into the Jeep and taking him up to dad's where he'll be safe."

"Now, calm down, Brooke. You promised to be levelheaded. This isn't doing him any good." Mrs Kerr was trying hard to keep a lid on things, but Brooke was really wound up.

"Mom... look at him. LOOK at him." She stamped her foot.

"In the hall now. We need to talk." Mrs Kerr pointed to the door.

Brooke crossed her arms and exhaled like she was about to attack.

"The hall. NOW." Mrs Kerr was exerting parental power in a way I'd never seen her do before.

And it worked!

Brooke exhaled in frustration and stormed out of my room. Mrs Kerr looked at me with sympathy. "Brook, honey... I'm so sorry. I'm just glad you're not too badly hurt. We'll be right back." She left and closed the door behind her.

That left me with Elena and Melissa. Now, Melissa is a bit different than her sisters. Kind of self involved. They're all a little spoilt, of course, well - maybe over privileged is a better term - but Melissa is kind of always about... Melissa. That day, though... she wasn't. She was just looking me, trying to come up with the right thing to say.

She looked very closely at my face, most of the rest of me was covered. She examined everything inch of damage and then made eye contact with me. "Does it hurt bad?"

I nodded a little. "Yeah."

"Why did he do it? Because of the girl stuff?"

"Yeah."

Her eyes watered a little. "So... it was our fault?"

"No. It was my fault."

"No, it wasn't," Elena said, but Melissa kept eye contact with me.

"Do you want to be a girl... like us, then?" Melissa ignored her sister.

I shook my head a very little bit. "No. I don’t. I just want to be me. And... and the hair and all... that’s part of me."

"Then why did he hurt you?" I know this might seem like an odd thing to ask someone laying in bed with a billion bruises, but she was being very sincere.

"I guess... I guess he just doesn’t like that part of me." I said.

She squinted and thought a bit. "The first time I saw you, before Brooke ever brushed your hair or anything, I could see that part of you. How come he couldn’t?"

That was a little too much for me and I started crying again. "I don’t know, Mel. I really don’t know."

"Let him, be," Elena said, awkwardly trying to offer comfort as only someone her age can.

"I’m sorry," Melissa said, taking my hand and kissing it. "I didn’t mean to... I’m sorry."

I shook my head a little and sniffled back my tears. "No, don’t be sorry. It’s not you. This is all just too much." I took three or four or ten or fifty steadying breaths and got control of myself again. "I’m telling you the truth, though, Mel... I just don’t know why he didn’t see that part of me when everyone seems to have. But he didn’t and he beat me up because of that. He’s just a very angry man and I never should have lied to him. I knew this would happen eventually."

Brooke and Mrs Kerr reentered the room at that point, but another person came in with them. An older woman with bright blue hair and glasses with frames that matched her hair color perfectly. She wore a kind of tunic length top with what looked like hand embroidered moons and moon flowers all over it. Her whole look was kid of hippy-ish. Like something out of a bad movie about a cool grandma in the 1960s or something.

"Hi, Brook," she said to me, "I’m Cathy Martin. I’m your social worker."

"My social worker?" I asked. I knew that the nurse had said one would come in, but I didn’t really understand why. "I’m not sure why I need a social worker, Ms Martin. I’m eighteen. That makes me an adult, legally, so..."

"Yes, it does, Brook, but you are also the victim of domestic violence AND you are still a high school student and your father is still, technically, your caretaker, and since he is responsible for your health and safety and and he violated that responsibility, we need to discuss your living arrangements... and since you are male, those are pretty tricky."

"What do you mean?" asked Mrs Kerr.

"Well, if Brook were a woman, there are many shelters for abused women. The same is not true for bused men. Especially, young men. Some do exist in more metropolitan areas, but not here. And since Brook is eighteen, that rules out youth housing. So, that brings us to our best option. There is a church operated homeless shelter in Gardner..."

"Gardner!?" Brooke interrupted. "Mom, Gardner that’s so far away."

"Shh," Mrs Kerr held up a finger to Brooke and looked at Ms Martin. "A homeless shelter, Ms Martin? Seriously?"

"I’m sorry. I know that isn’t perfect for someone as young and as small as Brook, but it is the best we have to offer at the moment."

I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I was going to living in a homeless shelter?

"Mom," Brooke whispered, panicked.

"Umm," Mrs Kerr interrupted, "why can’t Brook go home?"

"Oh, I’m sorry," Ms Martin shook her head in a ‘how silly of me’ manner. "Brook’s father, Mr... Chapin, was arraigned this morning. He pleaded ‘not guilty’ and a trail date was set. I’m sure you’ll be receiving paperwork about that. Anyway, until that time, Mr Chapin is not allowed to be in contact with his son. So, since Mr Chapin owns the property, that means that Brook is not allowed on the property. Unless, of course, you hire a lawyer and fight that."

"A lawyer?" My head was floating two feet above my body. I couldn’t imaging how all of this was happening. None of it made any sense. "I don’t know any lawyers. I can’t afford a lawyer! I don’t even have a job!"

"Ok. Calm down. You don’t need to hire a lawyer," the social worker said. "An Assistant District Attorney will be representing you, as the victim, at the trial and we’ve found you a room at the shelter, so you have a place to stay until then."

"Yes, you do," Mrs Kerr said, very curtly. "You’ll stay with us."

"Oh?" Ms Martin seemed surprised. "And what is your address?"

Mrs Kerr told her the address and the social worker checked her notes. "Oh... I’m not sure if that is agreeable. See, having him right next..."

"You listen to me, Ms Martin," Mrs Kerr was suddenly a lion protecting me, her adopted cub, "that boy is staying in my home. He is NOT... not under any circumstances... staying in a homeless shelter, do you understand me? If that is not acceptable to the legal system of The Commonwealth of Massachusetts, then you have my address. Send the State Police if you want, but Brook Chapin will be warm and safe and well fed in my home until this matter is resolved. And that is the end of this discussion."

"Well, I will report this option to the court, of course," Cathy Martin said, "but... you may be hearing about alternate arrangements being made. I will be checking in from time to time." She turned and headed for the door.

"I look forward to hearing from you," Mrs Kerr said.

The door closed and Brooke said, "Mom! You’re a badass!" She hugged her and kissed her cheek. "Thank you."

"Damned right, I’m a bad ass," she smirked. "Come on, girls," she said to the younger girls. "Let’s give Brooke and Brook a few minutes."

When they’d left, Brooke came close to my bed and smiled down at me with glistening eyes. "You’re a mess."

"Everything’s a mess."

‘I know," Brooke’s smile faded, "but it’ll get better."

I shook my head a little. "I don’t think so. It’s all my fault."

"Now, that’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard," she said.

"Maybe we should have talked to my father sooner..."

"And maybe he would have beat the crap out of you sooner," she shook her head. "Brook... Maybe we should have done a lot of things, but maybe he shouldn’t have beaten you up. No decent person does that. That’s just the act of a goddamned mean person."

I thought for a moment. "How does that get fixed?"

She shrugged. "I don’t know. Maybe it doesn’t. Maybe your relationship with your father is over."

I shook my head that little bit again. "No. I have to fix it."

"Honey... he just beat the snot out of you. Why do you want to fix your relationship with him?"

"Because he’s my dad," I said, flatly. "Maybe I’m broken or something, but he’s my dad, Brooke. He raised me. My mom threw me away and just. left, but he stayed and took care of me. I love him and even though he messed up really bad last night, I’m pretty sure he still loves me. I mean, I messed up, too. We have to fix this."

She let put a long breath. "Wow, baby... wow. If my dad did to me what your dad did to you I’d just say ‘goodbye’ and send his ass off to jail. Wow." She looked at me for a long time then shrugged. "Ok... we’ll fix this. I don’t know how, but... we’ll fix this."

I was discharged around dinner time and I had a harder time getting dressed than I expected. Everything hurt. Brooke helped, but it wasn’t easy and it took a long time. I couldn’t tighten my belt and my jeans wouldn’t stay up. Since I was in a wheelchair to get from my room to the Kerr’s SUV, that was ok. The bigger problem was the handful of prescriptions in my hand. Yes, I had insurance, but each prescription had a hefty copay, so I had no idea how I was going to deal with them. When Mrs Kerr pulled into the drug store parking lot, I felt a rush of anxiety.

"Ummm... maybe I can pick up my prescriptions tomorrow," I said.

Mrs Kerr looked over her seat back at me. "Brook... you need them now. The anti inflammatory drugs will bring down the swelling, and the pain drugs will help you get comfortable so you can sleep."

I nodded and looked at her and then out the window. I thought for a moment. "I think I’ll be ok."

"It’s ok, Brook," Brooke said, understanding. "I’ll go in with you and take care of it."

I sighed. "I... I don’t think I can make it in. I’m sorry. Maybe tomorrow will be better." I honestly felt like such a weakling. "Please... let’s come back."

"It’s ok, Brook," Elena said from the back seat. "Just wait here. I’ll go with you, Brooke."

They went in, leaving me with Melissa and Mrs Kerr and a lot of awkward silence. It took about ten minutes before they came out and they climbed back into the SUV.

"The pharmacist said to be sure to take the pills with food," Elena said as she climbed in.

"Let’s get some supper on the way home," Mrs Kerr said, "so you can start your medication when we get home."

We stopped at a deli and the Kerr’s all got sandwiches. They got me some potato and bacon soup so I could sip it without having to chew.

Back at their house, I struggled to get into the house without losing my pants, which was a chore. I ate maybe a cup and a half of the soup. It was delicious, but it was hard to eat because it hurt to open my mouth. I had some of it through a straw, but that hurt, too.

I took my meds and within a few minutes the pain killers started numbing the pain a bit and I started feeling better.

" think a nice, hot bath might be a good idea, Brook," Mrs Kerr suggested. "I have the large tub in my bathroom. You can step down into that. I’ll run a nice warm bath and put in some bath salts for you and it’ll make you feel better."

I looked at the stairs and I had some concerns. "I might need some help getting up the stairs," I said. "And... I can’t really tighten my belt, so... I know this sound weird, but... I don’t know if I can get up there with my pants on."

"I’ll help you get up the stairs," Brooke volunteered.

"I’ll get you a robe," Elena said.

"Get him a nightgown, too," Brooke called after her.

"A nightgown?" her mother asked, an eyebrow raised.

"He’ll need something to wear to bed, anyway, mom."

She shook her head and then called up the stairs, "Better get him a pair of panties, too. A new pair if you have any."

About ten minutes later, with my jeans on the back of a chair down stairs and a light weight, baby blue robe tied loosely around my waist, Brooke helped me up the stairs to Mrs Kerr’s oversized bath tub. Brooke helped me down into the tub. I was self conscious about her seeing me completely naked, but I needed help and I’d rather it be Brooke helping me than Mrs Kerr.

The hot water and the bath salts really did feel good on my wounded skin and I soaked for a good long time with Brooke adding new hot water from time to time.

Eventually, I sat up and she washed and conditioned my hair for me. Then she helped me up and I got out, but there was a problem. Mrs Kerr’s bathroom had a lot of mirrors and for the first time, I saw how bruised my body was. It was pretty bad. I mean, I didn’t look like I’d been in a car accident or anything, but I definitely looked like I’d gone a few rounds with a real tough fighter – which – I guess I had.

Brooke patted me dry as gently as she could, then helped me into the plain white panties and loose, white nightie. There was nothing sexy or playful about wearing a nightie this time, though. It was just a necessity.

I pulled the lightweight robe on and sat while Brooke gently brushed my hair and put it up in a bun.

"Do you feel better?" she asked me.

"A little," I said, "but l’m really tired."

She nodded. "You can sleep in my bed. I’ll sleep on the couch."

I would have argued, but the thought of going back downstairs seemed exhausting. "Thank you," I said, feeling very emotional.

Brooke led me into her room and pulled down her covers, laying me gently on my back, then covering me with a sheet. She kissed my cheek before leaving me to think about what had happened to me.

I wondered: Why had this happened? And of course I knew why. I had been expecting it to happen for weeks. Maybe not to this extreme, but I knew that it was going to happen.

So, then I starting thinking about why I had kept the dresses in the first place. And you know why I think I had? Because deep down, I really wanted my father to find them because I wanted him to know that what I really wanted... more than anything... was to express myself the way that Brooke had taught me to. By being pretty and feminine. But there was no way that I could ever tell him how I felt other than to let him find the dresses.

Well, he’d found the dresses and he knew what I was, so now what?

That’s what I needed to figure out.

At that point, between the drugs, the exertion of getting up the stairs and the drama of the day, I drifted off into a slightly drugged sleep that lasted until Brooke woke me the next morning.

"Hi,"she whispered in all her angelic beauty. "It’s nearly ten and mom thought you should have something to eat and get some medicine into you. I brought you some eggs and toast and orange juice. If you want something else, I can get that, too."

As I regained consciousness, I realized I was hungry and I sat up straighter so that Brooke could place a very fancy breakfast-in-bed tray over my hips. I ate a light breakfast and sipped the orange juice and began to feel a little better.

Brooke touched my arm. "The bruises are already fading."

"Are they?"

She touched my face. "Some of them are. I could cover some of them with some makeup if you want."

I shrugged. "We’ll see."

I heard a car door shut outside and knew it had to be from my driveway. "Is that my father?"

Brooke looked out the window. "Yeah."

"Why is he home on a weekday, I wonder?" I said.

Brooke shrugged. "Mom says he took some time off. She says he’s seeing someone... an anger management guy, or something."

"My dad!?" I half laughed. "A psychologist?"

"I guess." She looked kind of serious. "Mom says he’s really upset. She says he can’t believe he did what he did. I mean... I can’t believe he did what he did, either, so... at least we’re all on the same page," she smirked and shrugged a little. "Do you feel any better?"

I nodded. "I do, think."

"Good," she smiled. "After breakfast, why don’t you get dressed, I’ll brush your hair out and maybe you’ll feel better if you move around a bit. What do you think."

I nodded. "Ok."

I got up and Brooke brushed my hair. She even used her curling iron to create vertical curls that she then loosened and sprayed, so that my hair looked full and rich.

"Now, let me cover some of those bruises," she said, and she went to work on my face with some makeup. When she finished, I definitely looked better and that made me feel better.

Right about that time, there was a timid knock on the door. We turned and saw Elena coming in. "Hey," she smiled. "How are you feeling?"

I took a deep breath and exhaled it. "Better... I think."

"Here," she said, handing me a new pair of panties.

I thanked her. We were both just a little embarrassed by the exchange of the intimate piece of clothing in the stark light of day.

"Hang on," she said and ran out of the room, then came back a moment later carrying something very bright and very yellow. "Look... I know that all this girly stuff that we’ve introduced you to is what got you beaten up in the first place, and I’m the one who told you to accept the dress from Brooke in the first place, but... well, with your bruises and all, I thought that something loose would be comfortable and this color always makes me happy, so..." she held out the yellow dress in her hand, "... I thought this might make you feel better."

It was just a simple, very bright yellow dress. Very short sleeves, a crew neck and a mostly formless, yet pretty dress. It was a simple and thoughtful offer.

"Thank you, El. It’s very pretty." I took it and gave Elena a gentle hug, which was the best I could manage.

She smiled. "I’ll let you change and see you down stairs."

I’ve heard girls and women say that a nice dress makes them feel better before, but I always thought they were just being... I don’t know... hyperbolic, I guess... But you know what? I got cleaned up, got my hair done, had Brooke fuss over me a little and put on a pretty dress and a pair of nice sandals, also provided by Elena, and I really did feel a lot better.

An awful lot better.

"Well, look at you," Mrs Kerr said, looking at me with a curious smile. "You look very nice, Brook."

"Thank you, Mrs Kerr," I responded. "I feel a little better. Still sore, but better."

She nodded and looked at me very closely. "Umm... can we have a chat, honey. Just you and me? Out on the porch, maybe?"

"Mom," Brooke stepped in like a defensive mother, "Brook is just starting to feel better..."

Mrs Kerr held up both hands in a defensive manner. "I just want to have a conversation, Brooke. That’s all."

"It’s ok," I assured her. "I’ll be happy to talk to you, Mrs Kerr."

We went out onto their back porch, which was a lot different than our’s. Our’s was just a foot or two off the ground and had a few mismatched pieces of furniture on it. Theirs was high and roofed and partially screened in, with designer patio furniture and an exterior dinette set that probably cost three times what our dining room table cost.

I don’t want you to think that I’m overly impressed by money, but it’s just nice to see good looking things. I don’t NEED things like that. I just like looking at them.

We sat in two very comfortable lounge chairs and I waited for Mrs Kerr to start. Finally, she did.

"Brook... honey... I know that you’ve been through a lot... an awful lot... but... I’m looking at you right now and... I know that you don’t have access to your own clothes, honey, but Elena has plenty of clothes less feminine than these. And the way that Brooke has done your hair... and you’re wearing makeup..."

She just let that sit there.

I sat up a little straighter and looked out at the yard. "Mrs Kerr... am I making you uncomfortable? Do you want me to get changed?"

"I honestly don’t know what I want, Brook," she shook her head. "I do know that I am trying to help, honey, and I just don’t want to make matters worse between you and your dad."

I shrugged. "It’s your house, ma’m, and I’ll do whatever you want. If you want me to take all of this off, I will. I don’t want to upset you."

"You’re not upsetting me, honey," she said, "but you are confusing me."

"Why?"

She sighed and thought for a moment. "According to your father, until last month, you never once dressed like a girl until my Brooke got her hands on you. Is that true?"

I nodded.

"So... this is all her doing?"

I shook my head. "No, ma’m. This is all my doing. I never once dressed like a girl before I met Brooke because I never had anyone to help me, but I thought about it a lot. Yes, Brooke bought me those dresses, but I never wore them because I was too scared to because I knew my dad would beat me half to death if I did. Now that he has... what difference does it make? He’s done his worst. Now... I’m going to give living the way I’ve always wanted to live a try."

She let out a long breath. "Wow. That’s a lot to bite off, Brook." She shook her head for a moment. "You know that your father feels very bad about what he did, right?"

I nodded. "That’s what Brooke told me."

"I like your father, Brook. I think he’s a good man... for the most part. This... thing he did to you... it really surprised me. Not that I’ve known him long, but... I thought I knew him a bit better than that. Tell me... Do you think you can ever forgive him?"

I shrugged. "I think I already have, but... in order to move forward... there’s a lot to do and I need him to get used to me... THIS... me. I like THIS me. I like THIS me a lot better than the other me and I’m going to stick with THIS me."

Mrs Kerr leaned forward and put her cool hand on my bare knee. "Ok, honey. Thank you for being honest with me. If that’s how you feel, then I’m here to support you. You can go hang out with the girls if you want."

"Ok," I said. I stood up and started to go, but I stopped at the door. "Mrs Kerr?"

"Yes, dear?"

"Do you think my dad can accept me like this?"

She tried to smile. "Brook... your dad is not used to boys like you. He is from a different time and... this is a small town, Brook. He’s never really seen another boy like you before. He hangs around with tough guys and he’s not used to gentle boys..."

"Yes, he is," I interrupted. "Mrs Kerr, since my mom left, it’s just been me and dad and I’ve always been this close to being like I am today." I held a finger and thumb up to indicate a minuscule distance. "Dad used to hang out with tough guys in bars and places like that, but not any more. He just hangs out with me... and now you. He’s always known that I was a ‘gentle boy.’ I really need him to be ok with me."

She finally smiled, understanding what I was getting at. "Are you saying that you want me to talk to him for you?"

"Only if you feel comfortable doing it," I shrugged.

She thought for a moment and then nodded. "Alright, honey. I’ll do what I can. Ok?"

"Thank you, Mrs Kerr."

I resolved that I was going to try to get my butt in gear and feel better by making dinner, which is what I loved to do, anyway. So, I went to the refrigerator and looked at what I had to work with.

It wasn’t much.

Mostly prepackaged salads that were approaching or just past their expiration dates. None of them were interesting, either. Ice berg lettuce, or kale – I am not a big fan of kale, by the way. I find it bitter and earthy, by which I mean, it kind of tastes of dirt to me. Anyway, I put together a shopping list for what I’d need in order to make a nice dinner; nothing too fancy, just nice. I also planned a nice salad that might last a few days. Spinach with sliced radishes, shredded carrots, a few cherry tomatoes and a few other tasty things that the Kerr’s might enjoy more than the bland bags of salad in their fridge.

I gave the list to Brooke, who seemed a little surprised by its size, and she said, "Ok, let’s go get it," but I refused.

"I can’t go out like this."

"Why not?" She kind of laughed. "You look nice in that dress."

"Brooke," I couldn’t believe I had to explain this, "I want to make the change in my life and live this way, but I need to do it a little at a time. My first time out in a dress isn’t going to be to the market where I go shopping every week. Besides that, though... you did a really good job of covering up most of my bruises, but... look at me. My eye is still swollen and I can’t open my jaw all the way, yet... I don’t want people to see me this way. I don’t mean as my feminine self – I mean... like this... broken."

She kissed my cheek. "Ok. I get it." Then she called to her sisters, "I’m going to the grocery store. Who wants to come with?"

"Can we stop at Dunkin’s for iced coffee?" Melissa called back.

"Sure," Brooke laughed.

"I’ll go!" Mellissa said happily.

"I’ll hang with Brook," Elena said.

"Ok," Brooke said, grabbing her pocketbook. She gave me a quick kiss and headed out the door.

"So," Elena put her arm around me and gave me a gentle hug, "you look pretty. How do you feel?"

"I’m ok, I guess. A little achy, but ok."

She nodded. "Brooke says you’ve decided to live your life as a woman."

I laughed. "Not quite. Let’s say... as a gender-fluid person."

She smiled. "But leaning more towards the feminine than the masculine, right?"

That made me laugh again. "Definitely." Then I shook my head and looked at her more closely. "Seriously? You’re only twelve?"

"Are you tired or are you up for a little exploring?" Elena said to me, changing gears and catching me a little off guard.

I thought about that for a moment. "I’m not all that tired. What did you have in mind."

She ran out to the porch and asked her mother something, then came running back to me.

"Any trying on happens in private!" Mrs Kerr called in from the porch.

"I know, mom!" Elena called back then she grabbed my hand and pulled me to follow her.

"Come on," she said and led me, somewhat slowly, back up the stairs, this time to her room where she opened her rather large closet and said, "Ta da!"

"Ta da?" I asked.

"Yeah. Ta da! These are my clothes."

"I see that."

"That makes them your clothes, too. At least for the time being," she said somewhat proudly. "So, pick out what you like so I’m not just pulling out random clothes everyday."

I laughed a bit nervously. "Honestly, Elena, that’s very nice of you, but I’m not sure..."

"Oh, come on," she said, reaching in and grabbing a pretty, flowered dress. "It’s pretty, right? It’ll look nice on you, too. I’m sure of it. Try it on."

"Well... maybe in a bit..." I said, stalling.

"Good idea!" Elena said, thinking I had meant something else. "We’ll make a pile and you can try a bunch on all at once. I’ll have to step out while you try them on, anyway. That’s what my mom was talking about."

I shrugged. "Ok." See, putting on dresses, or more precisely, fantasizing about putting on dresses, was really only exciting when I imagined doing it with Brooke. The idea of looking at dresses seemed silly with Elena.

Having said that...

The more clothing I looked at, the more excited I got about wearing it. Not in any way sexually excited, just... excited. Excited about looking pretty. Excited about how the clothes would feel. Excited about looking like a normal person when wearing these dresses, these skirts, these blouses, these rompers.

Speaking of rompers – I looked at a romper that Elena pulled out and I was fascinated by it. It was pretty simple, just a white romper with cap sleeves, tap style shorts and a delicate floral print all over it. When I finally got to try it on, the first thing that occurred to me was, "How do you go to the bathroom in this?"

"You take it off," Elena smiled.

"What if you’re in a public bathroom?" I asked.

"You take it off," she laughed. "There’s no other way to go to the bathroom when you’re wearing a romper except to take it off."

"So... you’re sitting in a public restroom mostly naked while you’re peeing?"

"Yeah," she laughed.

"Don’t you feel... like... vulnerable?"

Still smiling, she shrugged. "I suppose so, but if you want to wear a cute romper and you have to go... there’s not much else to do. Right?"

"I guess."

"Try it on," she insisted. She left the s room and I took off the yellow dress and pulled the romper on, calling Elena back in when I was dressed again.

"Do you like it?" she asked as we both looked in the mirror.

"I do. It’s really comfortable."

"Then wear it when you want to," she smiled.

"Ooh, that’s very cute on you," Mrs Kerr said entering the room. She turned me in a very motherly way and looked at me from all angles, fingering the material here and there. "You’ve got a decent bottom on you for a boy, too. A shoe with a little heel would help emphasize that, too."

"Yeah, well, too bad I don’t have any heels to loan you," Elena said with some sarcasm. "Unfortunately, my mother won’t allow me to wear heels except for special occasions."

"You’re twelve," Mrs Kerr shook her head. "Brook is eighteen."

"I’ll be thirteen in a few days. Can I wear heels then?"

Mrs Kerr shifted her attention to Elena and heaved and exasperated sigh. "Ok. Two inch heels. Nothing too challenging. Either chunky or respectable pumps and only when appropriate."

"Yes!" Elena shouted, with an accompanying fist pump.

"You need to get your own bra and panties," Mrs Kerr said, returning her attention to me. "I really don’t think it’s a good idea for you and El to be sharing."

I nodded, but there was a problem. "I’m afraid I don’t have any money, Mrs Kerr. My dad sometimes gave me a monthly allowance for taking care of the house and cooking when he could afford it and I haven’t gotten that in a while, so..."

"That’s ok, dear," she said, stopping my flow of apologies. "I’ll take care of it for now." She moved my hair away from my cheek and looked at my ears. "You should get your ears pierced if this is going to be a full time thing, too. Maybe later in the week, when you feel more comfortable going out, we’ll deal with that, too. How does that sound?"

I think my smile may have given away my excitement. "That sounds good."

"Ok,"she smiled back. "You two pick out some nice things to share and I’ll see you downstairs later."

Later, after trying on about fifteen outfits, when Brooke came home with the groceries, I made the Kerr’s a nice dinner, which prompted a lot of compliments for my cooking, but also a lot of sarcastic remarks about the stove in their kitchen. "Hey, I didn’t know that that thing did anything but heat up old pizza!." "Hey, mom! Did you know that people can cook things in their own houses?" Things like that.

I slept in the same nightie I’d slept in the night before, but I insisted on sleeping on the couch, which turned out to have a comfortable pull-out bed.

And that’s how the next few days went. I was essentially the fourth Kerr sister. Brooke and I didn’t really have a lot of time alone and what time we did have together was spent with her grooming me, both grooming my hair and makeup and grooming me by correcting my behavior, to make me more comfortable with my new persona – and I loved my new persona. I felt so much more confident and comfortable as THIS Brook than I’d ever felt as the old Brook.

After a week, my ears were pierced, my legs were waxed, my eyebrows were trimmed and I was comfortable as my new self, most of my bruises were gone and I felt like I needed to do something about my relationship with my father. So, I picked up my phone and I sent a text. ‘HI, DAD. I’D REALLY LIKE TO TALK TO YOU IF YOU’RE WILLING.’

He responded after about ten minutes. ‘HI, CHEF. BOY, THERE IS A LOT I’D LIKE TO SAY TO YOU BUT THE COURTS SAY I CAN’T. IN FACT I COULD GET INTO BIG TROUBLE FOR JUST THIS TEXT CONVERSATION.’

‘SORRY,’ I wrote, but couldn’t stop. I really missed him. ‘IF I ASK MY SOCIAL WORKER TO WORK IT OUT FOR US, WOULD YOU BE WILLING TO MEET? OR MAYBE TALK ON ZOOM ON THE COMPUTER OF SOMETHING?’

‘CHEF, I’D DO ANYTHING TO MAKE THIS RIGHT. HONESTLY. BUDDY, I’M NOT DRINKING. I’M GOING TO AA MEETINGS EVERY NIGHT. I KNOW I HURT YOU REALLY BAD AND I WILL GO TO JAIL FOR THAT IF THAT’S WHAT HAS TO HAPPEN, BUT I NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT I KNOW WHAT AN ASSHOLE I WAS THAT NIGHT. I KNOW I NEVER SAY IT, BUT I LOVE YOU, PAL, AND THIS HAS BEEN THE WORST WEEK OF MY LIFE. YOU ARE MY WORLD, CHEF, AND I AM SCARED TO DEATH THAT I’VE LOST YOU BECAUSE I WAS A DRUNK IDIOT.’

I blinked back a few tears and sniffled a bit. ‘I LOVE YOU, TOO, DAD. I’LL ASK MY SOCIAL WORKER.’

It was a challenge. The social worker, Ms Martin, who was very nice, but overworked and overstressed was dubious. She had some obvious concerns and wasn’t at all sure that she had the time to do what I was asking. Finally, I convinced her to talk to the judge, who also had some reservations. Then, miraculously, on Friday of that week, my dad, the judge, Ms Martin, a police officer and Mrs Kerr were sitting quite a distance away from each other in the Kerr’s massive living room.

"Alright, Mr Chapin, I want to state, on behalf of all of us," the judge said as I listened from the kitchen, "that we are very happy that your son requested this meeting. However I must restate that there will be no arguments between you two. If there is, I will terminate this meeting. Further more, there will be no touching unless I approve it and no foul language. Is all of this understood?"

I heard my dad say, "Yes, sir, Your Honor. I understand."

"Alright, then." He cleared his throat. "Brook Chapin. You may come in."

I entered the room wearing the romper I’d described earlier with my hair brushed back, but curled nicely and then brushed through again so it was nice and full and wavy. I thought I looked really nice, and since my bruises had, for the most part, healed, and the makeup I wore covered what little discoloring I still had, I felt confident for the first time since the beating.

The thing is, though, it was the first time my dad had ever seen me this way. Mrs Kerr had prepared him for how I would look, but I’m sure it still must have been shocking for him.

Dad stood when I entered and I could tell by the look on his face that he was glad to see me, but I could also see that he was processing how I looked as well.

"Hi, Chef," he said, quietly.

"Hi, dad," I said, taking a seat beside Mrs Kerr. I kept my knees together as I sat and, once seated, I crossed my legs at my knees, a habit I had developed since my decision to live my life en femme, and nodded to everyone.

"Wow..." dad said, still standing. "Chef... you look... you look amazing."

I smiled a bit, but it was difficult not to remember what I’d gone through a week earlier. "Thanks, dad. You look good, too."

He shook his head and looked at me. "I... I honestly can’t believe that’s you, Chef. You look entirely different."

"Ok," the judge said, "let’s move this along." He motioned for my dad to sit, then he looked at me. "Tell me, Brook. Do I refer to you with male or female pronouns."

I shrugged. "Male, I guess."

He nodded, but he seemed a little surprised. "Alright. So, tell me, Brook... Why are we here?"

"I wanted to talk to my dad," I said.

The judge nodded. "Alright, Brook. Go ahead. The floor is yours."

It was really odd, talking to my dad about something so personal in front of all these strangers, but that was my only option. I took a deep breath and said, "Dad... I just wanted to say that... I’m sorry that I lied to you and hid all those clothes. I knew you didn’t want me to have that stuff and I shouldn’t have done that. I should have just spoken to you about how I felt. That I needed to... well... to look like this to be happy. To be me. I’m sorry."

My dad looked at me and chewed his lower lip. "I’m sorry, Chef, but I can’t accept that apology," he finally said, surprising me. It seemed as it the meeting was coming to an end if this was the stance he was going to take, but then he continued. "I can’t accept it, because you have nothing to apologize for. Yeah, I was surprised to find the dresses in your closet, but... Chef... I was drunk. That’s not an excuse, but it’s the truth and you know what I can be like when I’m drunk – well, when I WAS drunk, I hope, because I don’t plan to ever be drunk again."

I just looked at my dad in shock. He was admitting he was wrong. I’m not sure that had ever happened before.

He continued. "Look, Chef... you’re my son... or my daughter if that’s what you choose. I’ve known you your entire life. When you were a baby, I may have had a few fantasies that you’d follow in my footsteps and earn your football letter... or maybe be on the track team... be a ladies man like I was... that kind of thing... you know what I mean... but from the time you were maybe three or four... I knew you weren’t that kind of boy."

I nodded, not at all hurt by his words.

"I’d see you with other little boys at cookouts and parties and while they were running wild and pretending to shoot things with their fingers, you weren’t. You weren’t even talking to the little girls, Chef. You were talking to the teenaged girls who would play with your hair and hold you on their laps. You would talk to the women with babies and ask about how to care for them. Chef... you were always learning how to be a woman... or at least a very caring man. I saw it, but I just ignored it. Or... maybe I denied it... regardless... I knew it, but I never allowed you to be who you were born to be."

I just stared at him in silence. I didn’t know what to say.

"And I’m sorry," he said. "I’m sorry for ignoring what I knew. I’m sorry for the pressure I put on you to not be yourself. I’m sorry that I never talked to you about it all and..." he looked at me and I saw tears in his eyes. "... I hope... that someday... you might be able to forgive me for what I did last week, but... it really doesn’t matter... because... if I live to be a hundred... I will never... never... never forgive myself for that, Chef."

I took Mrs Kerr’s hand. I’m sure she could feel me shaking. My whole body was about to fail me and just let me burst into tears, and I didn’t want to do that.

"Chef..." dad continued, "... my marriage was a huge mistake. Your mom and I were way too young to have a kid and I had no prospects at all... we were doomed from the start... but the best part of my life came out of my marriage. That’s you, Chef. You are the most important thing in my world and I cannot believe that I hurt you like I did. I’m sorry. From the bottom of my heart, Chef, I am so, so, sorry and it’ll never happen again. Someday..." he rubbed his eyes and I saw some tears fall, "... I hope that we might be able to sit on our porch and talk, again... Just you and me, and..."

I stood and interrupted. "I’m sorry," I said, tears streaming down my face, "dad... I love you so much, but... I need a break..." I ran into the kitchen as fast as I could.

As I turned the corner into the other room, I heard Mrs Kerr say, "Excuse us for a moment. We’ll be back in a minute."

When she reached the kitchen, I was pacing back and forth, my hands shaking uncontrollably. She wrapped her arms around me and held tightly. "Calm down, honey. What’s the matter?"

"I don’t know, I don’t know..." I said, barely able to speak through my crying.

"Your dad seems to be so accepting of you," she said. "I thought you’d be happy."

"I am," I gasped, "but... I think I’m just... Mrs Kerr... he’s NEVER told me he loved me before and he just said it like three times. And he’s never apologized before and... oh, my God... it’s just a lot for me to take in."

She held me tighter and swayed me from side to side a bit. "Shh, Shh," she whispered. "I understand. Sometimes the most unexpected things can make us emotional."

I took a deep breath and got control of myself. "Mrs Kerr..."

"Yes, honey?"

"You don’t think..." I needed to get my head around what I wanted to ask. "... you don’t think that my dad... is saying all of those things... just to look good for those people... do you?"

She took a deep breath and thought for a moment. "Listen, Brook, honey," she said, holding me away from her a bit and looking me in the eye. "I’ve talked to your dad a few times this week and I have to tell you, everything he said in there is similar to what he’s been saying to me since the first time we talked."

I nodded. "He said he might go to jail."

"That’s right," Mrs Kerr said, a little surprised that this concept hadn’t occurred to me. "He assaulted you, honey. He could go to jail for that."

Suddenly, I was petrified. That was about the worst thing that I could think of. I mean, I was enjoying staying with the Kerr’s, but it wasn’t my home. How could I possibly live indefinitely like I was?

"Excuse me," Ms Martin, my social worker said, entering the kitchen, her blue hair and matching blue glass frames matching her blue tunic, "but his honor needs to leave soon and he would like to have Brook finish up whatever it is that Brook wants to say."

"Of course," Mrs Kerr said. "We’re coming."

She looked at me and gave me a stressed smile. "Can you do this?"

I nodded. "Yes."

We followed the social worker back into the living room and I sat back down on the couch.

"I’m sorry to rush you," his honor said, "but I do have to get going. I understand that you wanted to say a few things to your father, Brook. We’ve heard your apology, which I do feel is completely unnecessary, but is there anything else you wanted to say while we are all together?"

"Yes, Your Honor," I said. I looked at my dad and I had a really hard time speaking. "Dad... I... I just wanted you to know that I really love you and that I’m sorry that things got to this point. I... I just want... to go home and for things to go back to normal."

My dad rubbed his eyes. "Me too, Chef. Me too."

"To be clear," my social worker said, "back to normal would be you living in your father’s house... making his meals... doing his laundry... cooking his meals... etc.? Essentially being his housekeeper."

I nodded. "Yes, ma’m, but that’s not really a bad thing, is it? I mean... since my mom left us, my dad and I have had to share the responsibilities. He works hard outside of the house and I maintain everything in the house. That’s not a punishment. I love to cook – I do it here, too. It makes me happy. Laundry and cleaning has to be dealt with and I’m there, so... I do it. That’s all."

"And, if I may..." the Judge said. "When you say ‘back to normal,’ you are not talking about returning to a male persona, are you, Brook?"

"No, sir, I’m not," I said. "I intend to continue to dress in this manner."

He nodded, then looked at my dad. "Mr Chapin?"

"Yes, Your Honor?"

"Is that something you can live with?"

My father looked at me and smiled. "Your Honor... if I could hug my son and tell him how proud I am of him at this moment, I would. I don’t care how he dresses, but... look at how beautiful he looks, Your Honor. Of course I’d be fine with that."

The judge stood and took my hand, offering me assistance to stand, then he did the same for my dad. "I shouldn’t be doing this, Mr Chapin, but I think that right now, Brook really could use that hug."

"Thank you, sir," my dad said with great respect as he took me in his arms and I felt him shaking with emotion, nearly as hard as I was. He squeezed me really tightly and he said, very quietly, "I love you, Chef. I always have and I always will. I am so very proud of who you are and I am so ashamed of who I am and what I have done. Please forgive me."

"I love you, too, dad," I said back, but that’s about all I could muster.

After a few moments, the judge touched our shoulders. "Ok. I’m sorry, but we need to call an end to this meeting."

Dad let me go and made eye contact with me for just a moment, but I think he was embarrassed by his teary eyes and he looked away.

"I need to remind you, Mr Chapin, that the terms of your restrictions still are in affect. You will have no unsupervised contact with your son and that includes electronic communications," he looked at me, "is that understood?"

"Yes, Your Honor," both my father and I said.

‘Very good," the judge nodded. "I’ll see you both in court soon, then." He said with a nod. Then he held his hand in an ushering manner and my father was escorted out of the Kerr’s house by the police officer.

"Are you ok?" Mrs Kerr asked me.

"I guess," I said. "I just hope he doesn’t really go to jail."

She rubbed my back. "I hope so, too."
 
 
To Be Continued...

A Boy Called Brook - Summer 5

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  • Clara

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A Boy Called Brook:

Summer 5
by Clara
Copyright© 2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Brook moves forward to heal his family
and establish his new life.

 
Author's Note: This is the last installment of THIS PART of Brook's story, but as soon as he tells me more of his tale, I will share it with you. It won't be too long.

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Summer 5
 

They wouldn't let me cook them dinner that night. In fact, Brooke insisted on taking me out to dinner - just the two of us. She and Elena picked out a nice dress for me to wear. It was a soft yellow cotton, but kind of looked like it was crocheted, if you know what I mean. Like, there were a lot of lacy patterns that let skin show through. It had flesh colored material strategically placed beneath the outer material to hide my bra and panties, though. It was a really pretty dress and I felt really pretty wearing it. Brooke did my makeup a little more nicely than usual and I really felt special. She also bought me a pretty pair of three inched heeled, white, strappy shoes that made me feel even more pretty - and taller, which I liked a lot, too.

She took me to a place a few towns away that had a pretty good reputation. It wasn't a crazy-expensive place, but I'd heard that their food was excellent, and they didn't disappoint. I had the braised short ribs served over gnocchis tossed in walnuts, shiitake mushrooms and arugula with a Gorgonzola cream sauce that was breath taking.

Brooke had a bacon cheese burger with fries that she loved.

To each their own.

I liked the fact that the waiter kept referring to us as 'ladies' and that one person at a nearby table who came over to talk to me about my meal even referred to me as Brooke's little sister. Honest to God, I'd never once in my life ever gone out into a public situation and felt attractive before, let alone 'pretty.' It was a whole new experience for me and I really, really enjoyed it.

When we left the restaurant, the maitre'd was very kind to us and went to great lengths to invite us back again. Both of us giggled as we got outside because everyone had treated us like princesses the whole time we were in there. I was wonderful!

Instead of going straight home, Brooke took 'the scenic' route home which invoked a road that ran around a big, man made reservoir where a town center had once stood, but now only an old, beautiful stone church remained. There was still plenty of daylight, so we took off our heels and walked around the area near The Old Stone Church enjoying the cooler evening air, the smells of the pine trees, the feel of the grass on our bare feet and the intimacy of just holding each other's hands and being young and in love. It was a wonderful, beautiful evening.

We got back into Brooke's Jeep and she drove up a side road that ran along a river that fed into the reservoir and she pulled off into a side area that was well worn down by many tire tracks and was obviously a place where people pulled in for some 'alone time' with some frequency.

"Let's get in the backseat," Brooke said when the car was stopped. We both climbed out and climbed back into the vehicle in the seats behind where we'd been seated, then we sat close together with me in Brooke's arms.

"You've had a hard day, huh?" she whispered.

"I've had better," I shrugged, "but my dad said some nice things and I had a delicious meal with the most beautiful woman I've ever known, so it got better."

That made Brooke smile. She ran a finger along my bare arm and kissed my neck incredibly softly. Soon, her finger was traveling along the skirt of my dress, and then down my bare leg - and then back up my bare leg again and under my dress. Then, she was toying with the soft elastic leg openings of my panties.

"Do you like wearing dresses?" she asked playfully.

"I do," I smiled at her as she got playful under my skirt. "Do you like me in dresses?"

"I do," she smiled. "I like your hair done nicely. I like you with makeup done nicely. I like you smelling all flowery and and nice, too." She kissed me. "I love the taste of your lipstick when I kiss you. But more than anything... I love you in pretty dresses."

Her hand moved to the area between my legs where my penis was tucked.

"I bet more boys would wear dresses if they considered how nice it feels when girls reach under their skirts and do this," Brooke smiled and teased.

I shivered and grinned, enjoying each sensation. "Maybe we should just keep that to ourselves. Most boys wouldn't consider wearing a dress."

"Really? What if they knew how nice they feel," she smiled that Cheshire Cat grin of hers. "And how nice these soft panties feel when someone touches their wee wee like this."

I laughed. "Their wee wee?"

She touched my shaft more sensuously. "That's right. But you know what? If girls thought about it and they realized that they had such easy access to boys' wee-wee's, I bet they'd be buying their boyfriends cute little frocks all the time."

I sighed and tried not to spoil the mood. "Brooke... there's probably aren't any other girls who'd be interested in a boy like me. They want men who have hard muscles and hairy bodies. Not little wimps like me."

"Oh, don't say that," she cooed, licking my ear. "You're not a wimp. You're my beautiful little boyfriend and that's what I want you to be."

"Good," I smiled, "because that's what I want to be and that's all I'll ever be."

Brooke took me fully in her hand, caressing my entire organ through the soft material of my panties and I cuddled closer, enjoying the intimacy of her breasts next to my face.

Brooke being Brooke, she took the time to stop, raised the skirt of my dress and lowered my panties, exposing my tool. Then she took some tissues from a box between the front seats and put them on my belly before returning her attention to my pleasure zone.

She began stroking again and smiling down at me. "Does that feel nice?"

I just smiled up at her. Of course it felt nice. She knew that.

"So, you're always going to be a girl now?" She giggled.

"No. I'm always going to be a pretty boy in a dress. I want to be pretty and feminine, but I always want to be a boy."

She kissed my cheek. "I'm so glad. So soft and pretty." She increased her speed. "But maybe getting a little harder down here," she teased as she stroked me. "Uh oh... uh oh... uh oh... here it comes," she said, as if I was a child with a toy, but it was an exciting tease under the circumstances and it was enough to bring me to the edge.

"I'm going to come," I gasped.

"That's ok, baby. You go right ahead," she giggled.

So I did. I gushed out onto her hand and onto the tissues she'd prepared to catch my mess. It was so powerful that I could barely breath.

"Wow," she laughed. "You had some pent up energy there, didn't you?"

I got control of my breathing. "More like pent up frustration," I laughed.

Brooke cleaned me up using the tissues, then grabbed a pack of hand wipes and wiped me down with those as well. "There." She said as she pulled my panties back into place. "All cleaned up." She gave me a soft, loving kiss. "Feel better?"

"I do," I smiled back up at her.

"That's good," she kissed me. "Come on. We should get going." She kissed me again. "Mom will get mad if we're out too late."

We climbed out of the back seats and back into the front, then headed back to the Kerr's house.

"Tomorrow," Brooke said, "I think we should go get our nails done."

I looked at my short, unpolished nails. "That might be fun, but I can't get long nails. They would interfere with my cooking."

"Ok. Maybe you can just have them shaped and colored. And maybe have your toes done. How does that sound?"

I smiled at the idea of trying something new. "That sounds fun."

When we got back to Brooke's house, Mrs Kerr was watching TV in the living room. "Did you two have a nice time?" she asked.

"We did," Brooke answered. "I had a great burger and Brook ate something complicated that looked disgusting, but I admit, tasted pretty amazing."

She smiled and shook her head. "You went to a world class restaurant and had a hamburger? How classy." She looked at me. "Honestly, she gets that from her father, I swear."

I just smiled.

"Listen," she went on, "the girls and I went out and did a little shopping this evening and I got you a few things of your own. Nothing fancy, mind you, but there are some things you needed to have." She reached down and picked up a bag from Target. "Here. There are a couple of packages of panties in there, three padded bras and two nighties. Like I said, nothing fancy, but they'll get through the next week or so. Then, if we have to, we'll figure out what happens from there."

"Ok," I said, as I took the bag. "Thank you, Mrs Kerr. This is... very generous of you."

"Don't be silly," she said, as she patted my hair. "I'm happy to help... any way that I can."

She seemed to almost muse over me for a good long moment before she forced a smile and said, "Well... you two should get ready for bed. I'll see you in the morning." She surprised me by giving me a kiss on the cheek, then she did the same to Brooke. "Love you both," she said, but I think she said it out of maternal habit.

"Love you, too, mom," Brooke said, but I just mumbled something unintelligible, a bit surprised by the situation.

Brooke looked at me and said, "Why don't you get changed down here? I'll get changed upstairs, then meet you there and I'll help you take off your makeup and tie up your hair for bed." Then she went upstairs and I picked up the bag and headed into the downstairs half-bath to change.

I took off the heels and sighed at the feeling of relief in my arches and calves. They hadn't actually bothered me while I was wearing them, but they sure felt good to take off. Then I took off the dress and the bra before I opened the bag and pulled out the new nightie that Mrs Kerr had bought me.

I had to blink a few times when I looked at it, but I pulled it on, anyway. It was an oddly childish garment. Pure white except for a tiny pink bow just below where my bust would be, if I had one. A scoop neck, a little elastic high-waist-line on the same line as the bow and an A line skirt falling from there to just above my knees. Very thin and very light - but the most infantile attribute on the nightie was the rather oversized, puffy balls that formed the sleeves at the tops of my arms. I looked like an illustration of a child from a Victorian children's book.

I took my shoes and my dress and headed up to Brooke's room. Just before I made it to her door, though, Melissa stepped out of her own bedroom, into the hallway, where she stopped and stared at me. Eventually, she shook her head and smirked a bit. "I told my mom that that thing looked like a little girl's nightgown when it was on the hanger, but... wow... now that I see you wearing it..." she broke out into giggles... "wow..."

I nodded. "I know, but I'm sure she meant well, and beggars can't be choosers, right?"

She shook her head a little more. "Wow." She repeated several more times. "Has Brooke seen you in that?"

I shook my head.

Melissa took my hand. "I have to see her face!"

She pulled me the last ten steps or so and knocked on Brooke's door. "Come on in," Brooke called from inside.

"Hey, Brooke," Melissa said, dragging me in behind her, "I found this child wandering around looking for her babysitter. Can you help?"

Brooke looked up from a bureau drawer and saw me and a huge smile broke out on her face, which she tried to hide with a hand. "Oh, my goodness," she laughed. "I'm so sorry, Brook. Mom does this to Elena all the time, too."

"Does what?" Elena asked, entering the room, too, but then she saw me and her question was answered. She didn't laugh, though. "Oh, for crying out loud," she said, shaking her head. "Come on. I'll give you something else to wear."

"No, that's ok," I said, a bit surprised to hear Brooke also telling Elena not to get anything else. "Your mom was nice enough to get this for me. I'll wear this. It's fine."

"Fine?" Brooke giggled. "It's adorable."

I looked at her and rolled my eyes.

"Sorry," she giggled, "but it is... and you are. Come on... let me take off your makeup and get you ready for bed."

I sat at Brooke's vanity and she went about her business of getting me ready for bed, while her two younger sisters sat on the bed and asked some questions about our evening out. I was a little surprised by how much Brooke shared with them. She certainly didn't share the fact that she had given me a hand-job in the back of her Jeep, but she did tell them that we took a long walk around the reservoir and sat by the river and looked at the water in the twilight.

When she got to putting my hair up, she began brushing and arranging my hair in such a way that I realized that she was going to braid my hair, which was fine, if a bit odd, since lately I'd worn a bun to bed every night. I didn't mind, though. I enjoyed the way the it felt being braided and I enjoyed the attention.

She took longer than usual, though, which was fine with me, but as she finished up, I could tell by the looks on the faces of her sisters that something was up. I glanced behind me and I saw that Brooke was holding up a large hand mirror so that the girls could see the back of my head.

"What did you do?" I asked.

Brooke smiled and had me look into her vanity mirror, then held up the mirror behind my head to show me the large, pink bow she'd tied into the crown of my head, then lowered the mirror along my braid to reveal the pink ribbons she'd intertwined into my braid, and then the smaller bow she'd tied at the base of my braid.

"What's all that?" I asked, a bit amused, but a bit surprised, too.

"It goes with your nightie," Brooke smiled.

"It really does," Melissa agreed.

Even Elena shrugged a bit. "It's cute, but if you don't like it, Brooke will take it out."

"It's adorable," Brooke said. "Why would I take it out?"

"Because it might make Brook uncomfortable," Elena said with a bit of authority.

I tried to keep the mood light, though, and laughed. "Well, it's nice to know that you all see me as a nine year old girl."

"Oh, stop it," Brooke said with a laugh. "I was just having some fun. Do you want me to take it out?"

"No," I sighed, very dramatically, "it's fine."

"Good," Brooke smiled, "cause I think it's sexy."

"Then you're sick," Elena said.

We hung out in Brooke's room longer than I would have expected, since it was already past ten when we got home, and it was well past midnight before I went downstairs and went to sleep on the coach.

Now, as I've told you, I always woke up early to make my dad breakfast and even pack his lunch when I lived at home. That didn't happen at the Kerr's house. Mrs Kerr only worked two or three days a week and she didn't eat breakfast before she left. She just put her travel mug into the Keurig coffee maker, pressed the 'brew' button and grabbed it on the way out the door.

So, sleeping-in was the norm at the Kerr's.

On that particular morning, Mrs Kerr had left for whatever kind of job she did at around eight thirty. I heard her come down the stairs and she whispered an apology for waking me. When she'd left, I went back to sleep.

Just before ten, someone knocked on the front door and woke me up from a deep sleep. By the impatient sound of the knocking, I guessed that the person had probably been knocking for quite sometime, because the knock was rather forceful and loud.

"Coming," I shouted, as I threw back the light blanket I'd slept under and hurried to the door. I pulled it open to find a man in a suit and a uniformed police officer standing on the Kerr's front stoop. "Yes?" I asked, sleep still in my eyes. "Can I help you?"

The man in the suit looked at the officer, then cleared his throat. "Oh, umm... I'm sorry if I woke you, honey... umm... is your mommy here?"

I rubbed my eyes and tried to see better and asked, "My mommy?"

"Yes, honey. I need to speak with your mommy."

It was at that point that I realized how I was dressed. Now, I'm a little guy, but I was only kidding when I said I looked like a nine year old. I had to look at least as old as Elena. Well... maybe the combination of the overly feminine nightie and the ribbons in my hair made me a look a bit younger, but... this guy was talking to me like I was in elementary school.

"You're looking for Mrs Kerr? She's not here. She's at work," I said, deciding that challenging his perception of me would not help the situation.

"Oh, I see," he nodded. He looked at some paperwork in his hand. "Well... is there a Mr Brook Chapin here?"

Now, I ask you - How would you have answered that question under those circumstances? You're standing there in a childish nightie with your hair in braids and ribbons and this guy thinks you're a young girl. Would you just say, 'Oh, I'm Brook Chapin?' No, of course you wouldn't. And neither did I.

"Umm... he's not here, either. I think he went with Mrs Kerr."

"I see. I see," the man nodded and looked at the officer.

The officer was growing impatient and asked, "Are there any adults in this house, honey? Anyone eighteen or over?"

"Well, yes, there's Brooke..." I said, half to myself.

"I thought you said that Brook wasn't here," the man in the suit said.

"Not Brook Chapin - Brooke Kerr," I said. "She lives here. I'll go get her."

"Thank you," the man in the suit said.

I left the door ajar and ran, barefoot, up the stairs to Brooke's room, shaking her. "Brooke, wake up. There's a policeman and a man in a suit at the front door and they're looking for me."

"What?" she asked, becoming conscious. "Why are they looking for you?"

'I don't know, but I answered the door dressed like this and they think I'm a kid, so they want to talk to an adult. That's you."

"Oh... ok," she muttered as she pulled back the covers and sat up. She was wearing really short sleep shorts and a lacy, spaghetti strap top that offered only a little modesty. She stood and took my hand, leading me back down the hallway. I'm not really sure how awake she was, but she was moving.

"What's going on?" both Melissa and Elena asked as they exited their rooms, apparently awakened by my sprint up the stairs.

"I don't know," Brooke, said. "Don't come downstairs, though."

"What?" Melissa asked.

"Why?" Elena asked.

"Just stay up here," Brooke commanded as she and I headed down the stairs. Elena and Melissa obeyed, but they did run to the railing that overlooked the front door foyer to watch.

When we reached the bottom of the stairs, the two men had taken advantage of me leaving the door open to step into the foyer and wait inside.

"May I help you?" Brooke asked, rather tersely.

"And you are?" the man in the suit asked.

Brooke shocked me by being completely unintimidated by either the suit or the uniform. "Who am I!? I beg your pardon? Who the hell are you and what are you doing in my house? Did you invite them in?" The last question was leveled at me. I just shook my head.

"Well, if no one invited you into my house, then why are you standing INSIDE my foyer asking me who I am!? Let me see some identification right now, or I'm calling the police."

The uniformed officer stepped forward. "Ok, now, calm down, miss. Obviously, I am a police officer..."

"Do you have an ID that proves that?" Brooke cut him off.

The officer pulled out a laminated ID card and showed it to Brooke. "Yes, I do. See? Now, please. Calm down."

"How about you?" Brooke snapped at the man in the suit.

He seemed very flummoxed by Brooke's aggressiveness, but he reached into his jacket's breast pocket and pulled out an ID card with a lanyard hanging from it which indicated that he was from the District Attorney's office.

"Alright," Brooke nodded, then, finally, released my hand and folded her arms across her belly, "now that I know who you are, can you explain why you are INSIDE my house?"

The police officer spoke calmly. "Well, Miss...?"

"Kerr," Brooke said, irritated.

"Well, Miss Kerr, usually people would rather not have a police officer loitering on their front stoop. Since your little friend here left the door open, we stepped in just to keep the neighborhood rumor mill from kicking into high gear."

"I see," Brooke spat, "so you invaded my home as if we were criminals in order to save us the embarrassment of looking like criminals?"

"Look, Ms Kerr," the man in the suit said, "if we offended you, we apologize, but I need to speak to an adult about a legal matter and then we will get put of your hair. Are you eighteen or older, Ms Kerr?"

"Yes, I am," Brooke said with authority.

"I don't want to upset you, but is it possible for me to see some official identification to confirm that?" he asked.

Brooke huffed and grunted and turned to look up the stairs. "Will one of you grab my pocketbook?" she called up to her sisters. Seconds later, Elena was running down the stairs with Brooke's purse in her hand. "Thank you," Brooke whispered. "Back upstairs, please." Elena glanced at me, then ran back up to join Melissa.

Brooke opened her wallet and showed her license to the two men.

"Thank you," the man in the suit said. Then, he held out a Manila envelope. "Ms Kerr, I need you to give this packet to Mr Brook Chapin. He is staying with you, isn't he?"

"He is," Brooke said, taking the envelope. "What is this about. Brook hasn't done anything wrong."

"Yes, we know," the man in the suit said. "Apparently there was a meeting here yesterday between Mr Chapin and his father."

I felt a flush of concern wash over me.

"Yes," Brooke said, "but I wasn't there."

"Nor was I," he said, "but I understand that things went well."

Brooke nodded.

"Well, the judge is recommending that the case be moved from criminal court to family court in order to expedite a resolution. I just spoke to Mr Victor Chapin, the defendant, and he is eager to proceed in this manner."

Brooke scoffed. "I should think he would be. Anything to get it out of criminal court, I would imagine."

The man in the suit corrected her. "Well, yes, but he could still face criminal charges, even in family court. What family court may be able to offer, though is some benefits to the younger Mr Chapin. It is unusual for a case such as this, with an adult victim, to be moved to family court, but His Honor feels that this would be a way for Mr Brook Chapin to find some support as he deals with his sexual issues."

I almost passed out. My 'sexual issues?' What the heck did that mean and were these 'issues' going to be discussed in a courtroom in front of other people!?

"Brook has no 'sexual issues,'" Brooke said with a defensive tone. "He is perfectly comfortable with who he is."

Well, that was true much of the time, but at the moment... it certainly was not. Standing there looking like a tween girl of some kind, I would be the first to admit that I was more than a little uncomfortable with who I was at that particular moment.

"Well, be that as it may," the man in the suit nodded, "please have Mr Chapin review this packet with his attorney and contact my office as quickly as possible. I think this may be a beneficial option for him."

Brooke nodded. "Alright. I'll give it to him. How can he reach you?"

"My card is in the envelope," he said. "Thank you for your time, Ms Kerr, and I do apologize for waking you." He looked up at Elena and Melissa and waved. "I apologize for waking you young ladies as well."

Then he looked right at me. "And thank you for your help, young lady. By the way, I like the bow in your hair."

I just stared for a moment.

"The man paid you a compliment, dear," Brooke said to me. "What do you say."

"Umm... thank you," I said.

The man smiled at me. It was probably a kind, paternal smile, but it felt kind of creepy under the circumstances. "You're welcome, sweetheart," he said, with a pat on my shoulder. Then he looked at Brooke. "I have one about the same age at home. I haven't seen her in ribbons and bows in years, though. Enjoy it while you can." He winked at me and then he and the police officer left the house.

The second the door closed, both sisters bounded down the stairs and wanted to know what everything they'd overheard meant.

"How would I know," Brooke shrugged, handing me the envelope. "Let's have some breakfast and you can look all of this paperwork over."

Now, 'Let's have some breakfast,' means something very different to me than it does to most people. I wanted to start up the stove and make something filling and comforting, but Brooke sat me at the kitchen island with her sisters and put a bowl in front of each of us, then poured in some rainbow colored cereal rings of some sort into the bowls and poured milk on them, pronouncing that 'breakfast.'

About fifteen minutes later, my rainbow colored cereal rings untouched and soggy, I pronounced the paperwork I'd been given indecipherable.

"Maybe you should call your lawyer," Melissa suggested.

"I don't have a lawyer," I shrugged. "My dad is the defendant, so the court appointed him an attorney. I'm the victim. The state represents me. I don't know what any of this means."

Without a word, Brooke picked up her phone, searched for a name, then put the phone to her ear. After a moment she said, "Mark Kerr, please. This is his niece, Brooke Kerr."

"Who is she calling?" I asked.

"Uncle Mark," Elena said, matter of factly. "He's our dad's brother. He's a lawyer."

"Brooke," I waved at her. "I can't afford a lawyer."

She scowled at me and shook her head. "Uncle Mark, hi! I'm good. You? Yep, we're all good. Hey, I have a friend with a problem. He has some paperwork from the court that he can't figure out. Do you think you might be able to take a look at it for him. No, Uncle Mark, he was actually the victim of a crime and he just needs you to tell you what it means. Yes. Perfect. We'll see you then. Love you, too. Bye."

She ended the call and smiled. "We're having lunch with my Uncle Mark at 'Guido's' at one forty five. Go shower so I can make you pretty."

"Are we all going?" Melissa asked before I could argue about involving her uncle.

Brooke thought and then sighed. "I suppose you guys will have to come. Mom would kill me if I left you home alone. I'll send Uncle Mark a text so he's not surprised when we all show up. But remember - this is about Brook's court papers. Don't interrupt Uncle Mark during lunch."

"Cool!" Melissa and Elena both said, jumping up from their stools to go get ready.

"Brooke," I said, "I really can't keep imposing on your family..."

"Blah, blah, blah..." Brooke said, very loudly. Then, when I'd stopped talking, she said in a normal voice, "Listen to me, Brook. I love you, so you are part of my family. Uncle Mark loves me, so he won't mind helping out someone that I love. Besides, I'm not asking him to become your lawyer. I'm just asking him to read those papers and tell you what they mean. That's not a lot to ask of a family member, now is it?"

I shrugged. "I guess not."

"That's right," she smiled. "So go shower and let me make you look like a big girl so we can go figure all of this out."

And so we met Uncle Mark at Guido's Restaurant for lunch. Uncle Mark looked a lot like Brooke's dad, but he had this added kind of movie star good looks to him. He dressed really, really well and he had a dazzling smile, and his hair was perfect. In short, he was as handsome as Brooke was beautiful. I guess that's where she got her good looks.

We were all dressed well, Uncle Mark in a suit that he told Brooke came from 'his tailor in London,' and the rest of us in nice summer dresses. Mine was a pale blue, cold shoulder dress with little flowers all over it that was rather blousy and kind of made me look like I had more bust than I really had, even with my padded bra. I was also wearing my new strappy heels that I'd worn the previous night.

"To tell you the truth," Uncle Mark said, as he looked over the paperwork and sipped on his clam chowder, "I don't much care for this arrangement at all."

He looked at me and spoke in a very sincere voice when he asked, "As I understand things, Brook, the resolution you are looking for is that your father agrees to continue to seek help with his anger management and sobriety, and that you can return to your home, correct?"

I nodded.

"Well," he explained, "I think we can do that more easily without the interference of family court. In essence, what they are proposing is that your father does those things while remaining on probation, which may make it difficult for him to remain employed, which leads to a whole other kettle of fish. It also would require family therapy for the two of you, which I'm not necessarily opposed to, but forcing it on you seems harsh. The thing that bothers me the most though is that it seems to want to impose therapy on you to 'assist with your transition,' but in our brief discussion today, you have indicated that you are not transitioning. Is that correct?"

"That is correct. I am not transitioning," I said, emphatically.

"Brooke has discovered that he is gender fluid," Brooke offered. "He wants to remain male, but express himself as a female."

"I understand," Uncle Mark said with a nod and an understanding smile, "but it seems that the courts do not." He took a sip of water. "My suggestion is mediation. We get together with your father and his attorney and see if we can come to an agreement that the courts will agree to and, if necessary, oversee, but not interfere in quite such a draconian manner. We may be able to work things out so that your father isn't on probation per se, but that his case is reviewed in ninety days, six months or a year, or something along those lines. We could remove the stipulation of transition therapy for you, etc. How does all of that sound?"

"Great, I guess," I said, with a big sigh. "I honestly don't know."

He nodded and smiled again. "I understand. You enjoy your lunch now and leave this to me. I'll make some calls this afternoon and call Brooke to let you know how things work out. Usually the judge in charge just wants a happy resolution for everyone involved, so my guess is that he'll be open to my solution."

I nodded and cleared my throat. "There is something I need to talk to you about, though, sir. See... I don't have any money to pay for all of this..."

He put his hand on mine and shook his head. "I'm doing this as a favor for Brooke's boyfriend. Understood? No payment is going to be requested and you will owe me nothing when this is all over. Ok?"

"Yes, sir," I nodded and smiled, relieved. "Thank you, sir."

"And that 'sir' stuff can stop right now, too. Uncle Mark is fine."

"Ok... Uncle Mark... Thank you."

True to his word, within a few hours of the end of our meal, Uncle Mark had worked out a mediation plan with the judge and my dad's attorney. We were going to meet in a few days - my dad, his attorney, a Clerk of the Court who would act a mediator, Uncle Mark and me - to see if we could work all of this out.

That meant my time at the Kerr house might be coming to an end soon.

Brooke and the girls and I did visit a nail salon a few days after our visit with Uncle Mark. I got very short extensions added to my fingers and had my toes and fingers painted a bright, bubblegum pink. I really liked the way that everything looked.

We made the most of what might be our last few days all together in the same house, though. I taught Elena how to cook a few things - I tried to teach all of the sisters, but only Elena was paying much attention. Brooke gave me some intensive tutorials on hair care and makeup. Melissa taught me how to clothes shop with a personal flair and Elena went through her closet and gave me a whole suitcase full of clothes that she thought I might like.

It was kind of wonderful to have sisters.

I was very nervous the morning of the mediation, though. I mean, even though my dad had beat me up pretty badly... he was still my dad and I wanted to get back to living with him. It was important to me that we become a family, again. Really important.

But it was also important to me that he understood that I was a gender fluid person, now. That I was going to be expressing myself in a manner that I felt appropriate. He needed to accept that.

So, I was dressed very well for the mediation. I wore a soft pink colored, off the shoulder, summer dress with a lace top to it, that clung tightly to me up top then flared out into a loose skirt that only went to my mid-thigh. I had on a pair of conservative, white, low heeled sandals that I borrowed from Elena and I borrowed a simple gold necklace and a simple gold bangle to match from Melissa.

Brooke did my hair and makeup beautifully. A little curl so my hair had some bounce and my lips looked full and moist. My eyes popped and my skin was radiant.

In short, I looked like a very attractive young lady as I entered the courthouse with Brooke and Mrs Kerr. I'd never been in a courthouse before and it was... a lot to take in. Lots of stress. Everyone was under a lot of pressure. You could feel the fear and anger around you. I didn't like it.

Uncle Mark met us in the lobby and led us to a meeting room on the second floor where my dad, his court appointed attorney and a Clerk of The Court were waiting. Mrs Kerr and Brooke waited in the hallway outside the meeting room. Dad stood as Uncle Mark and I entered.

"Hi, dad," I said, already feeling better, just seeing him.

"Hi, Chef," he said. He shook his head as he looked at me. "You look... amazing," he half smiled.

"Thanks," I said as I blushed a bit.

"Have a seat," Uncle Mark said, indicating a chair.

The next two hours were kind of a blur for me, but the long and the short of it are that my dad apologized to me like he'd never apologized before. He swore up and down that he'd never raise a hand to me again. He agreed to go to anger management therapy, to attend weekly AA meetings and check in with the court in three months and every three months after that for five years to be sure that he was meeting all of the terms of our agreement.

After a lot of talking, Uncle Mark turned to me and asked, "Are you satisfied, Brook?"

I nodded. "Yes."

Then the Clerk asked, "And do you feel comfortable returning to your home?"

"Yes, I do," I said, confidently. "That's really all I want. To be able to return home and live with with my dad again."

The clerk nodded. "Then, I think we've reached an agreement here."

It took a few minutes to have some papers drawn up and for my dad to sign them, but then we were back to being a family again.

"Can I hug my son?" my dad asked when he stood.

"Of course," Uncle Mark said, stepping aside.

I met him halfway and we embraced each other and he hugged me tighter than I ever remember him hugging me. "Oh, Brook, I missed you so much," he said and I could tell he was emotional. The fact that he used my real name was a big clue, but I could feel him shaking, too, and I'm pretty sure he was crying as well.

"I missed you, too, dad." I said.

"I am so sorry, honey. I promise... I promise... I promise... I promise... I promise... I will never hurt you again. You are the most important thing in my life, Brook and I was a complete idiot to ever hurt you. Never again. I promise."

I just let him hug me and reassure himself as much as he was reassuring me that he had changed.

"We should get going," Uncle Mark said after my dad had been hugging me a very long time.

"Yeah," dad said, letting me go and wiping his eyes. "Yeah. Ok."

We walked out into the lobby and met Mrs Kerr and Brook.

"Everything settled?" Mrs Kerr asked, giving me a hug and a kiss on my cheek before giving my dad the same.

"Yes," I replied, a bit tongue tied with emotion.

"We're good," dad said.

Brooke hugged me tightly, then looked at my father and scowled. "Pardon me for saying so, Mr Chapin, but you are far from being 'good.'" She stepped up to him and got right into his face. "In fact, I would say that you are still on pretty shaky ground, as far as I'm concerned."

"Well..." my father tried tried to smile and calm her down, but she wasn't backing off.

Brooke is a tall girl, but she was still half a head shorter than my dad. That didn't seem to bother her, though. "No, sir, there is no 'well' at all. Let me be very clear, so that there are no misunderstandings. I love Brook and I am very concerned about his well being. If I so much as SUSPECT that you have hurt him in any way, and I mean even if you hurt his feelings, I will be on the phone with my Uncle Mark and he will be on the phone with this Courthouse and there will be a police car in front of your car so fast your head will be spinning. Am I making myself clear?"

"As crystal," my father nodded.

"Brooke," Mrs Kerr said, fairly gently, "this is between Brook and his father. You shouldn't be butting in where you have no business."

Brooke never broke eye contact with my father, though. "Bullshit. I don't care what happens from here on out. I don't care if he becomes Mother Teresa of Calcutta, he still beat my little love half to death and I'll never trust him and he needs to know that."

My father nodded and held up a hand in a classic 'halt' manner. "Ok, Brooke. I understand what you're saying and I have apologized to my Brook for what I have done. I have promised him and I promise you and your mother... it'll never happen again."

She didn't smile, not by a long shot, but she did back off a bit and said, "Damned right it won't." Then she looked at me and took my hand. "Come on, baby. Let's go."

I noticed that my father put his arm around Mrs Kerr as they walked along the hallway, too, so obviously they were still an item, which I guess was a good thing.

"Listen," Brooke said quietly to me, "if anything happens - any time of the day or night - you call or just come back to our house. Ok?"

I nodded. "Ok."

"Nothing," she said, "and nobody, is ever going to hurt you again. Understand? Because I won't let it."

I smiled at her. "Ok." I knew she meant what she said, but I did have this nagging feeling that no matter what I'd gone through with my dad, it was just a preview of what awaited me in a couple of weeks when I returned to school for my senior year in my new persona.

Author's Epilogue: I hope you've enjoyed this part of Brook's journey and that you'll join me in a few weeks (it'll take me that long to write it) as Brook starts his senior year of high school and the formerly invisible boy returns to school as a beautiful, gender fluid partner to a beautiful girl. As always, thank you for reading and for your support. Please stay well. ~Clara.
 
 
To Be Continued in series as A Boy Called Brook - Autumn

A Boy Called Brook - Autumn 1

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Novel Chapter

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  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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  • lingerie
  • prom dress

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A Boy Called Brook:

Autumn 1
by Clara
Copyright© 2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

As summer comes to an end, Brook returns home to
his (hopefully rehabilitated) father and prepares to
return to school for his senior year. Lots of concerns
about how he will be received by his classmates.

 
Author's Note: I would like to thank EllieJo Jayne, Lucy Perkins, Joanne Barbarella, NoName1, Intrigue75, Suzi Auchentiber, Andrea Lena, Kymmie Lorain,and Stacy for your wonderful reviews so far of my story A Boy named Brook! I do hope that you enjoy the next few chapters of Brook's life as I detail how he starts his new life in school. I truly would love for you to let me know what you think about my story. Please! Leave a review, it can be good or bad (not too harsh please!)
I am always willing to learn! This isn't over - not by a long shot! ~Clara.

 
 
Autumn 1
 

I have to admit, when I got home with my dad I was really surprised to find the house pretty clean. No dirty dishes in the sink - some were still in the strainer, but they were clean. The floors were swept and the rugs vacuumed. Maybe not quite as spic and span as I'd keep it, but clean and picked up. Cleaner than my dad's usual standards of clean, that's for sure.

Being back in my own home was a strange mixture of comfortable and weird. It was nice to be back in my own bedroom and with my dad, but it was impossible to forget that, not long ago, I had been the victim of a pretty brutal assault in this kitchen, the space that I loved so much.

"Sooooo...." my dad asked, trying to act nonchalantly around me. "How do we move forward from here?"

I shrugged. "I don't know, dad. Maybe we should start with a nice supper."

He chuckled. "Yeah, well... I haven't been shopping in a while, so the cupboards are bare. I figured we could go shopping tomorrow. How about some Chinese or Thai food? We could have it delivered and just... you know... talk a bit. What do you say?"

I nodded. "Chinese sounds good. Want me to call Yang's?"

Dad smiled. "Sure. I'll have sesame chicken."

"Mind if I share that?" I asked.

"Perfect." Dad smiled and walked away.

I was sharing dad's sesame chicken for two reasons. One, because I liked it and two, because I wanted to keep the cost down. After nearly a month with the Kerr's, I was used to their rather thoughtless spending and I wanted to be sure that I got myself back into some more appropriate spending habits.

While we waited for the food to arrive, I pulled the few pieces of male clothing I had in my closet out and piled them on my bed so I could drop them off in a donation bin. I spread my collection of dresses that Brooke had given me out on my closet rod so I could access them and then I added in the dresses that Elena had given me. When I was done, I had more clothing than I'd ever owned before, but not a single pair of trousers among them.

Then I cleared out my bureau drawers and threw away my socks and boxers, replacing them with bras and panties, still nothing sexy, just what Mrs Kerr had bought for me. I kept a few tee shirts in case I needed them for any reason, but everything else went into a pile to be brought to the local second hand shop where I might get a couple of bucks for them.

"Food's here, Chef," my dad called from the kitchen. So, I left things as they were and I joined him on the deck where he'd brought a couple of glasses of iced tea and some paper plates and silverware. Nothing fancy, but nice.

After I was seated and had a plate of sesame chicken in front of me, dad smiled and said, "It's nice to have you back home, Chef."

"It's nice to be here."

There was a strange awkwardness between us that had never existed before.

"Umm... so... I... ummm... did..." my dad stuttered against the silence, trying to find a way to start a conversation.

"You can ask me anything you'd like, dad," I finally said. "I've thought about what I'm doing a lot and I am happy to talk about it."

He let out a nervous laugh and said, "Ok... thanks." He nibbled on his chicken a bit, then asked, "So... why? I mean... do you just like the way the clothes feel or something like that?"

I smiled at the simplicity of the question. "Well, to be honest, yes, I love the way the clothes feel, but that's not the reason." I took a moment to get my thoughts together. "There's kind of a lot to it, really. Dad... I've never really felt... right... in my own skin. It's like... I never felt like I was presenting myself as... myself. Does that make any sense?"

He nodded and listened.

I continued. "I always felt like I was someone else, but I was stuck in the ugly little body of Brook Chapin and there was no way out. Then Brooke came along and all she did was brush my hair out and I saw myself - the real me - looking back at me from the mirror for the very first time. I know how weird that sounds to someone like you, dad, but that's the truth. I think I always knew that there was a girlish side to me, but, dad, once it came out... I just knew that that was the real me. Do you get that?"

He smiled and nodded, again as he took that in.

"There's more too." It seemed like I couldn't stop talking now that I'd started. "Dad... if you had to go out into the world everyday and everywhere you went, people looked at you like you were weird - like... too small, or maybe too fat, or too ugly... whatever... you wouldn't like it very much, would you?"

"No, I guess I wouldn't," he said.

I sighed. "Dad... for eighteen years, every time I went anywhere... I was always the smallest guy... always the weirdest looking guy... always the weakest guy. I knew it and so did everyone else. There was no way to avoid it. Every time I entered a room, I looked for the safest place to go. The place where no one would see me and make my life miserable. Now... when I go out like this... Either people think I'm pretty or they just notice that I'm there and they smile and move on. That's a lot better than feeling their contempt or feeling like you're invisible. Think about how I used to look, dad, and then look at me now. Don't you think that this is an improvement?"

He thought and he gave me a sad smile. "Chef... I'm sorry if I ever made you feel that way. I never meant to."

I shrugged. "It wasn't just you, dad. It was the whole world. This is a lot better. I'm much happier now. Really I am... and I hope you can be happy for me."

Dad nodded. "Ok, Chef. That's what really matters, I guess. I want you to be happy." He began eating his dinner in earnest and so did I.

Eventually, dad spoke again. "Umm, we probably should talk about your clothes, pal."

"My clothes?" I asked.

He nodded and chewed. "Look, buddy, I have had to take a little time off lately because of visits with therapists and all the court stuff, and I'm going to honest... money is tighter than usual. I'm not sure how much I can help you with clothes."

"I understand." I smiled. "I have plenty for right now. I'm kind of hoping to find a job, too."

That seemed to surprise him. "A job? What kind of a job are you thinking about?"

"Well, cooking would be best, of course. There's a job assistance office at school. I thought I might talk to them about finding something."

Dad thought about that for a few moments. "Look...umm... Chef... I'm not trying to discourage you, but I just want to remind you that we only have the one car and there's only a couple of restaurants in town. If the school places you in a job that's a long way away... I just don't know how we could handle that."

I nodded. "Yeah, ok. I understand, but... look, Dad, I know that college is out of the question for now so I need to do something. I need a job."

"I know," he said, then quieter, "I know." He thought for a bit longer. "Hey... it never hurts to ask, right. See what they have available and we'll see what happens from there, ok?"

"Ok." I smiled. That was a huge compromise for my dad. In the past, there was never a gray area. It washes or no and if it inconvenienced him, then the answer was definitely 'no.' "Thanks, Dad."

It was about ten days before school was starting again and Brooke had to go in to meet with the principal and her guidance counselor. As an incoming new student, they had to review her transcripts and make sure her schedule had everything she'd need to meet graduation requirements. Knowing that I would need to talk to the school about the somewhat modified status of my sexuality, I tagged along.

It was a brutally hot August day, so I wore a very light, pale pink, summer dress that had a modest boat neckline, cap sleeves and hung nice and loose with just a little bit of a waist. It only came to mid-thigh on me. It was cool and cute.

Brooke went in first and was in Principal Kemp's office for about a half an hour while I waited in a chair by the front desk. When she finally emerged, Mr Kemp asked the head secretary to take Brooke to another office to pick up some paperwork.

"Certainly," the woman said. "There's a Miss Chapin waiting to see you and Ms Olsen."

"Oh," Mr Kemp said, looking in my direction. "Miss Chapin? Come right in, please?"

I stood and came around the counter. "Are you transferring in, Miss Chapin?" my principal for the last three years asked.

"No," I said, passing into his office where Ms Olsen, my guidance counselor stood and behaved as if she'd never met me before as well. "I've been here for three years, Mr Kemp. I'm going to be a senior. And it's not 'Miss Chapin,' it's 'Mister.'"

Both Mr Kemp and Ms Olsen stopped and looked at me, then at each other. "Mister?" Mr Kemp asked. "And you're already a student here?"

"Yes," I assured them.

Ms Olsen was typing into her laptop. "The only Chapin we have here is a Brook and she is... oh... I apologize... HE is a going to be a senior. In the Cuisine Academy, I see."

"Yes, ma'am," I said.

"Well, take a seat, Brook," Mr Kemp said. "I apologize, but... I must say, you do not look at all like a MISTER Chapin." He looked a bit confused.

"No need to apologize, sir. I am presenting myself in this manner from now on and I thought that I should talk to you and Ms Olsen about it before school started."

"Indeed," he said. Then he stared at me and continued to mutter as he mulled, "Indeed. Indeed. Indeed..."

"So," Ms Olsen took over, "are you transitioning, Brook? Becoming a woman, I mean?"

"No, ma'am, I am not. I am living my life as a male, but presenting as a woman."

Both of the older people in the room let out a long, frustrated breath.

"Well, that does pose some problems, Brook," Mr Kemp said. "For the school, I mean."

I crossed my legs at my knees and folded my hands in my lap. "How so, sir?"

"Well," he leaned back in his seat a bit, "we have had a couple of boys who decided to become girls and several girls who decided to become boys, but they were a bit easier to deal with. See, if they needed to use a restroom, they just used the restroom that was assigned to the sex they chose to become. Same thing with the Phys Ed changing rooms. If you're still a boy, but just dressing up as a girl, that's a different thing. What lavatory do we allow you to use?"

"If you don't mind me saying, Mr Kemp," I said, remaining as poised as possible, which is what I promised Brooke I would do, "that statement you just made reflects a rather ignorant and old fashioned view of sexuality and I found it rather offensive."

Mr Kemp smirked at me. "Well, if you don't mind me saying, MISTER Chapin, I find your last statement very offensive as well. You see, I am responsible for nearly twelve hundred students in this building and I cannot focus on the needs of just one who decided that he was going to wear a dress and makeup to school."

I nodded. Maybe it was from living with Brooke for a while or maybe I was just tired of being pushed around, but I had heard enough. "Perhaps I should call my lawyer, Mr Kemp. Your first statement was just ignorant and insulting. Your last statement violated my civil rights." I pulled my cell phone out of my pocketbook and called up Uncle Mark's phone number. I pushed the number and put the phone to my ear.

"Now, now, now," Ms Olsen said, standing and touching my arm. "Let's talk a bit before we get lawyers involved." I disconnected my call and looked to her. She sat back down and looked at her computer screen.

"Ok, Brook, I apologize for Mr Kemp's lack of tact, but let's see what's happening here and how we can work things out. Ok?"

"Ok," I said.

Mr Kemp just grunted.

"Alright, well, Brook, it appears that Phys Ed isn't going to be a problem. You have all the Phys Ed credits you need for graduation. We'll return to the rest room issue later. Now, I'm looking at your grades and I'm seeing an 'A/B Student' with no problems up to this point. Have we ever met in person before, Brook?"

"Yes, ma'am," I nodded. "At the end of freshman, sophomore and Junior years so I could do my schedule for the following years."

"Really!?" She seemed surprised. "Hmm.... I'm looking at your ID photo from last year and you look very different now. I'm sorry if I am a bit confused."

"That's ok," I said. "This is how I plan on looking from now on, though."

"I see," Ms Olsen nodded. "Well, I assume that you have considered the social ramifications of showing up to school looking completely different, then?"

"I have."

"And your friends are aware of your decision to change sexes... I'm sorry... to change your... physical presentation?"

"I don't have any friends at Tech, Ms Olsen," I assured her. "Brooke Kerr, the girl who was just in here, is pretty much the only person who will be at Tech who even knows who I am."

"How do you know her?" Mr Kemp asked.

"She's my next door neighbor."

That seemed satisfy him.

"Well, this isn't going to be easy for you," Ms Olsen continued. "Kids can be pretty mean to students that behave differently. Of course the staff will help all that we can, but there are going to be
uncomfortable, maybe even dangerous situations if you choose to come to school like this."

"Are you suggesting that I not live as myself, Ms Olsen?" I asked.

She smirked at me. She wasn't about to get caught in the trap Mr Kemp had wandered into. "I am suggesting that there are social norms and you are not going to be living within those norms and that you are expecting a lot of other teenagers to just accept you as you are. Acceptance of new ideas is not normal behavior for a high school student, Brook. That's all I am suggesting."

"Again, no offense, but those norms have changed in other school systems. Just because they haven't changed in this school doesn't mean that I need to deny who I am just because this school's concept of society is twenty years behind the larger school systems."

"It doesn't mean that we have to leap twenty years into the future just to accommodate one self indulgent student, either," Mr Kemp said, still leaning back in his chair.

"I think you'll find that the laws of the United States of America and The Commonwealth of Massachusetts may disagree with you, Mr Kemp," I said with way more confidence than I actually felt. "I can forward the laws regarding people like me to you, if you'd like - OR, as I mentioned before, my lawyer, Attorney Mark Kerr, could do that for you, if you'd prefer."

Finally, he sat forward. "I'm not sure why you think you're someone special, MISTER Chapin," he said with controlled annoyance, "but I have been the principal of this school for twenty three years and you don't scare me. Wear your dresses and makeup to school if you want and see what happens. I won't stop you. You can use the boys' lavatories, the same as any other boy. I think this ends our meeting."

Ms Olsen cleared her throat. "Well... let's be reasonable, Jack. Brook would not be safe in the boys' lavatory. Brook, there is a single person lavatory in the kitchen area of the Cuisine Academy. You can use that. As for your choice of clothing, if you run into any problems, please feel free to come see me to discuss any issues that you encounter."

At that point, she passed her computer over to Mr Kemp. He looked at whatever she indicated on his screen and grumbled a bit. I think it might have been Uncle Mark's law firm's website. Then he shook his head and looked at me, a fake, frustrated smile on his face. "Yes, absolutely. As you know, my door is always open. Please feel free to come to me with any problems. Thank you for coming in today, Mister Chapin."

I stood, trying to project more confidence than I felt. "Thank you both for seeing me. I'm looking forward to my senior year." I headed out the door and I could hear the two of them griping about me quietly as I left.

Well, my first encounter with my high school had not gone well at all. This didn't bode well.

Brooke's Jeep was unlocked, so I headed out to it and I sent her a text to tell her where I'd be waiting for her. As I walked down the sidewalk towards the parking lot, Mrs Simpson, one of my advanced cooking teachers, was walking towards me. I had her second semester last year and learned more from her than I'd learned from all of my previous teachers put together. She looked at me and smiled and said, "Good morning."

"Hi, Mrs Simpson," I said, as I passed and kept walking, but almost immediately, I heard her call me from behind.

"Brook!? Oh, my God, Brook Chapin, is that you? Brook, honey, you look amazing! Come here!" She came towards me and hugged me, which was odd, since up until that moment she'd only ever said hello to me or commented on my work.

After the hug, she held me at arms' length. "I cannot believe how great you look, Brook! Tell me what brought about this metamorphosis, honey. Oh, my heavens, I always knew there was a beautiful rose waiting to bloom under all that shyness."

Well, this was different! Support from the school. Holy cow!

I was about to speak when something she said hit me. "Mrs Simpson... you think I'm a girl, don't you?"

"Well, of course I think..." She stopped and her smile wavered. "... I mean... you... umm..." Finally she gave a nervous laugh. "Yes, honey, I always thought you were a girl. I guess I should pay more attention to the class roster stats." Her smile came back full force at that point, "But what difference does it make. Obviously I was right. You are gorgeous, honey. And it's even more amazing since you were born a boy. Tell me how this came about."

I gave her a brief summary of my summer and how Brooke and I had worked together to find my new look. She was truly amazed by everything and offered as much support as possible at the school. That was a great thing to hear.

"So, you're not going all the way and transitioning, then?" Mrs Simpson asked, seeming surprised. "I know it's a very personal question, but might I ask why?"

I shrugged. "Because I don't want to be a woman," I said as if that made perfect sense, which it did to me. "I am very happy to remain a man and have a relationship with my girlfriend. I have no interest in losing the part of me that makes me a man."

She nodded and gave me a bit of a knowing smile. "I think you need to talk to a profession fairly soon, Brook. A physician or a psychologist or someone who has more experience in things like this than you or I do."

I was a bit offended, but Mrs Simpson was speaking in a very friendly manner, so I pushed my offense aside. "Why is that?"

"Well... for an eighteen year old, you're lucky. You're more of a boy than a man right now. Most of your male classmates couldn't pull off what you're pulling off. They have out grown their female classmates, or filled out their frames and they have facial and body hair that you don't seem to have to deal with. But all of that will change at some point. And I am speaking from experience."

I looked at Mrs Simpson and my eyes grew wide. "You mean... you?"

She laughed. "No, no, no, but thank you for being surprised if it had been me. No, I did have a close friend, though, and he chose a similar route to you. Things didn't go well in the long run, though. Once his biology caught up with him, he had to make some radical choices and... well, just get to a councilor right away, ok?"

I nodded. "Ok. I will, Mrs Simpson. Thank you."

Brooke arrived at that point and I introduced her to Mrs Simpson, who complimented on helping me find myself. "So, how do you like our school?" She asked Brooke.

"I think I'll get along great here," Brooke said with a big smile. "I met one of my shop teachers and showed her my portfolio and she said I could work in the salon for outside customers right away. How cool is that?"

"Very cool," Mrs Simpson laughed.

"Oh, that reminds me," I said. "Mrs Simpson, I need to find a job and, unfortunately, it kind of has to be nearby because I don't have a car. Do you think that school's job finder might have something for me?"

Mrs Simpson shrugged. "I'll take a look, Brook, but I'm not sure I can guarantee a cooking job right away. You don’t have any experience, just yet. Of course, you’ll be cooking for the school’s restaurant this year..."

"I will!?" I asked, surprised. This was something only the best students were invited to do.

"Yes, of course," she smiled. "I’m surprised that you didn’t expect that. In fact, I’m hoping that you might try to get one of the sous chef positions, but we’ll talk about that in class. Anyway, working in our restaurant will give you some experience, so if things go well, I may be able to recommend you for a kitchen position after the first semester, but I may be able to find you something locally for now. It may not be in a kitchen, but it’ll be in a restaurant. Give me some time and I’ll see what I can find, ok?"

"That would be great. Thank you." I was elated that I was going to be on the kitchen staff for the school restaurant. I knew I didn’t stand a chance of getting one of the sous chef positions, but it was nice of her to say that. The possibility of getting a job was now just icing on the cake.

We said our goodbyes and got into Brooke’s Jeep and headed out of the school’s parking lot. I was so happy about my unexpected meeting with Mrs Simpson that I wasn’t even upset about Mr Kemp and Ms Olsen any more. I was floating on cloud nine as we rode along and it was a good long while before I realized that we were not headed home, but rather we were headed into the city.

"Where are we going?" I asked Brooke.

She smiled. "I have a surprise for you. A girls’ day out."

"Shopping?" I asked. "I told you that I’m broke."

"Not shopping," she giggled. "Much better than shopping."

She pulled up in front of a columned building that looked as if it had once been a very fancy home, but now had a parking lot beside it that indicated a business, but there was no signage at all.

"What’s this?" I asked.

"This is your surprise. Come on." She smiled.

She got out of the Jeep, so I did as well and took her hand as we walked to the front of the building and into the front door. Inside, there was a beautiful double staircase with a reception desk at the center of the space. At that desk sat a beautiful woman in her twenties who greeted us. "Hello. Welcome to St Onge Salon. How may I help you?"

I was still getting past the grandeur of the entrance as Brooke stepped forward to the reception desk. "Hi. I’m Brooke Kerr and this is Brook Chapin. We have appointments with colorists and stylists."

The woman checked her tablet then smiled back up at us. "Yes you do. Please come this way."

She led us into another grand area, although this one had been renovated into a more standard salon with maybe eight or ten chairs. She sat Brooke and me side by side and said, "Gail will be with you both in a few moments. Enjoy!" She smiled and she left.

"Sooo," I looked at Brooke, "what’s going to happen?"

"We shall see!" Brooke smiled and giggled.

"Good afternoon, ladies!" A lady in her late thirties said as she approached. Then she stopped and looked at Brooke. "I remember you. I did your makeup for prom in May, didn’t I? Brooke, right?"

Brooke seemed thrilled that the woman remember. "Yes, you did. I can’t believe you remember!"

Honestly, I can’t imagine how anyone could forget Brooke. Sure, there are lots of pretty girls around, but Brooke is someone very special. She isn’t just beautiful – she exudes beauty.

"I remember everyone," the woman smiled. "And you brought me another victim," she laughed, looking at me. "How do you do?" She said to me, extending her hand. "I’m Gail."

"Hi, I’m Brook," I replied, amused by the woman’s ebullience.

She looked surprised and then pointed to each of us as she said our names. "Brooke and Brook. Interesting. And you two are friends?"

"Actually, we’re dating," Brooke said proudly.

"Oh, nice." Gail smiled. "That’s a change since May, right? As I recall, you went to the prom with a boy, didn’t you."

"I did, but there’s been no change," Brooke laughed. "Brook’s a boy, too. He’s just much prettier than the boy I went to prom with."

I was only slightly surprised Brooke was so forthcoming. After all, I needed to get used to telling people I was a guy. It did catch me by surprise, though.

Gail looked at me, her eyes wide. "No. You’re not really a boy, are you?"

"I am," I nodded.

"No," she gave my arm a playful slap. "Tell me the truth."

"That is the truth," I assured her. "I am a boy."

"Well," she gave me a big smile, "when I’m done with you, you are going to be the prettiest boy that ever lived."

I blushed a little. "Ok... thanks."

So, Gail and her assistants went to work on both of us. First came our hair color. Brooke’s hair got blonder and streaked with honey colored highlights. My brown hair got a little darker and gold and red highlights were added.

Then came our hair styling. I didn’t really understand what Brooke and Gail were talking about when they discussed ‘layering’ my hair, but when Gail was done, I was shocked! My hair had so much more body and form to it. It was amazing! Brooke had hers done, too, but her hair already had been layered before, so it just looked refreshed. Mine looked entirely different and I adored it!

Then came makeup. Lots of discussions of colors and seasonal tones that just went right over my head.

"Don’t worry, sweetheart," Gail assured me, "I’ll give you a printout of everything I’m talking about before you leave. I’ll make sure that you can maintain the look I create for you."

"Don’t worry, honey," Brooke said as a girl worked on her face, "I’ll make sure you learn how to do everything that Gail recommends."

The whole procedure of hair coloring, hair styling and makeup took almost three hours. I couldn’t imagine what all of this was going to cost, and to tell you the truth, I never found out. What I did find out, though, was that when I looked into the mirror a much prettier Brook looked back at me. It was shocking, awe inspiring, exciting and wonderful. I was so enthralled with my own reflection that I couldn’t look away from the mirror until Brooke, having paid for everything, came over and kissed my cheek.

"Come on, Snow White. We all know that you’re the fairest in the land. Let’s go home." She teased.

We got into the keep and headed back home, but I lowered the visor and looked at myself again.

"So... you like how you look, then?" Brooke asked.

"I’m kind of amazed, actually," I laughed.

"Really," Brooke smirked at me. "Why? You don’t look all that different."

"Maybe not all that different than I did this morning, Brooke," I explained, "but I’m an entirely different person than I was when summer began. I was just getting used to looking like a girl, but... look at me! She made me look amazing. I’m as pretty as any girl at school except you."

That made Brooke laugh. "Wow, are you the little egomaniac. Yeah, I suppose you are a little more... finished... than you were before, and your hair does look pretty cute, but that’s all, honey. All she did was tweak what you came in with and brought out the best of you. True, I’d love to take you out some place fancy, right now, but isn’t that a good thing?"

"I guess." I shrugged and I would have continued to have the discussion, but my phone rang. "It’s Mrs Simpson," I told Brooke and I answered the phone. My teacher told me that she’d made a couple of calls to local restaurants and because of my lack of actual kitchen experience no one had a cooking job for me, but if I wanted a waitstaff job at a local place called The Wireworks, I could head there for an interview this afternoon. I thanked her and hung up, then explained everything to Brooke.

"Wow," Brooke smiled at me, "that’s great. The Wireworks is only a few miles away from home. That would work out great. Want to go now?"

"Sure."

So we headed that way and arrived at a good time to speak to the manager, during a lull after the lunch rush and before the dinner crowd. Brooke came in with me, but went into the bar and ordered a soft drink while she waited.

The Wireworks was a very trendy place located in an old wire mill in our town. It had been renovated into this restaurant about ten years earlier. I’d never set foot in it, of course, because it was a kind of pricy place, but I’d heard a lot about their food and service from my teachers at school.

The manager, who was the daughter of the owner/chef, was a pretty woman in her early thirties named Amanda. She smiled very broadly and wore a lot of makeup, but wore it well, and she carried herself like she was a dancer. Very poised, straight backed and had an elegance about her.

"You must be Brook," she said, extending a hand as she hustled towards me. "Alice Simpson has told me a lot of great things about you. She tells me that you’re a hard worker and that you’re looking for a job in the restaurant industry."

"I am," I said, nervously. "I’m studying to be a chef, but I’m willing to do anything to get my foot in the door. Working here would be like a dream come true."

Amanda smiled. "Well, let’s see if we can make that happen. Come with me."

We went into the bar and, coincidentally, sat near Brooke. Amanda asked me a lot of questions about myself – my age, my education, my expectations for myself, things like that. Then she handed me an application and told me to fill it out while she dealt with something elsewhere.

"I’ll be right back," she said and she left as I went to work on the form.

"Seems like things are going well," Brooke said without looking as if she was talking to me.

"I think so," I said. "I’m not really sure what job I’m interviewing for, but it feels like things are going well."

"Good." Brooke reached over and squeezed my hand. "Good luck."

I was finishing up the form as Amanda returned. ‘All done?" She smiled as she took the form and looked it over. She nodded as she reviewed everything. Then she stopped and pointed at a spot on the sheet. "Oops. It looks like you checked the wrong box here. See? You checked ‘male’ by mistake."

I was just a little embarrassed, but I forced a smile and said, "No, actually... that’s not a mistake. I am male... a male... a boy... I mean."

She looked at me really closely. Then she kind of squinted at me and shook her head. "Seriously?"

"Yes, ma’am," I said, with a nervous laugh. "I didn’t want to lie on the application."

"No, no," she laughed, again. "No, you absolutely shouldn’t lie, but... well... I have to admit, I am impressed. I never would have guessed if you hadn’t told me."

She shook her head once more and went back to the application. Finally, she looked at me and smiled, "So... Brook... here’s the situation. My father is the chef and he would not allow you in his kitchen without some experience. That’s not because he’s mean, it’s just important that The Wireworks maintains a standard of professionalism. So, for the time being, I’m afraid that’s not a possibility."

I nodded.

"But, if you’re really interested in learning the business, I can offer you a job. It’s not exactly on the waitstaff, but it is an important component of the waitstaff’s coordination."

She just looked at me and I just waited for a better explanation for a good long moment before I asked, "What exactly is the job?"

"Well, it’s actually the job of receptionist or greeter, as it’s usually called in a restaurant. You would be greeting people at the front door, then seating people evenly throughout the dining room so that all of the waitresses have an equal number of customers throughout the shift. I know that, to the general public, it just looks like a pretty girl saying ‘hi,’ but there’s a lot to the job, and it’s an important part of what we do. It’s also a great way to get your foot in the door and start learning the business. What do you think?"

"What do I think?" I asked, pretty excited. "I think that if you’re offering me a job, then I’m really happy about it and I am accepting it."

Amanda held out her hand and I took it in mine as she said, "I am offering and I am very glad that you’re accepting. I’d like you to come in next Tuesday at four and I’ll train you to do the job. Ok? In the meantime, I’ll email you the employee handbook and you can take a look at that at your leisure. Sound good?"

"Sounds amazing!" I was actually giggling, I was so excited. I couldn’t believe I was getting a job!

Amanda was chuckling at my giggles. "I’m very happy that you’ll be joining us. Hopefully, by Tuesday I’ll find another girl to work with you. We always have two receptionists on at all times and I’m looking for at least one more girl. So if you know someone..."

Amanda was interrupted by Brooke. "Ummm... Hi... Excuse me. I couldn’t help but overhear what you were saying..."

A little while later, Brooke and I got home and found her mother and my dad on the Kerr’s porch. So we hurried out to tell them our good news.

"Oh, my goodness!" Mrs Kerr gushed when she saw us. "Look at you two! Oh, you look absolutely beautiful! Both of you! I love what they did to your hair! Vic, don’t they look gorgeous?"

My dad put down his soda and stood to look at me. "Wow, Chef... I thought I was getting used to the new you, but this is a whole new level of... well... you, I guess. Holy smokes. You look... well... beautiful."

"Thanks, dad," I smiled, "but guess what! I got a job! Right here in town! At The Wireworks!"

That actually made dad pause. "You’re going to be cooking at The Wireworks!?" he asked shocked.

"Well, no... not cooking... not yet..." I said, a little deflated, but still excited. "We’re starting as greeters. You know... when customers come in, we’ll meet them and figure out where they’ll sit, etc. That kind of thing, but the lady the hired us told me that if I’m really interested in the restaurant business, she’d make sure that I learn how they run that place and, maybe if I’m lucky, I can get to at least learn from their chef – maybe even work with him, after I get some kitchen experience."

My father blinked as he processed everything I’d just spewed out at a thousand miles an hour.

"Wow!" he finally said through laughter. "That’s great, Chef! I’m very happy for you. Do you know what your schedule is going to look like?"

"Wait, wait, wait," Mrs Kerr said, waving her hands. "I distinctly heard Brook saying ‘we’ a few times. Who, exactly, is this ‘we’ that he spoke of?"

"Us!" Brooke said, with as much excitement as I felt. "I ended up getting a job there, too!"

"That’s fantastic, honey!" Mrs Kerr said, hugging Brook. "Vic, do you know what this means?"

Dad smiled and looked from Mrs Kerr to Brooke to me, then asked, "What?"

"Discounted take out from The Wireworks, of course! We’ll be eating high off the hog because of these two."

"I had not thought of that," dad laughed. "I’ll have to watch my waistline." He slapped his pretty firm gut.

"Well, we don’t know if we get any kind of a discount, yet," Brooke explained, "but if we do, we’ll let you know."

"Oh, who cares." My dad waved his hand. "I’m just really happy for you, Chef. I hope this turns into something big for you down the road. It’s a good start, anyway, and I’m very proud of you for going out and getting yourself a job."

Geez, talk about a surprise! My dad had never given me a compliment like that before. "Gee, dad... thanks."

"Say," suddenly, my father seemed more animated, "why don’t we head over to our place? I have a surprise for you and I can’t wait for you to see it."

"A surprise for me?" I asked, curious, but a bit suspicious as well.

"What kind of a surprise?" Brooke asked, sounding much more cautious and still not pulling any punches when it came to my dad.

"Oh, I think it’s the kind of surprise you might appreciate, too." My dad gave Brooke a sly smile. "You can come and see it, too, if you want."

Brooke looked at her mother who smiled a smile that said she knew what was waiting for us next door, but she didn’t offer any hints.

"Come on," my dad said. "I can’t wait to show you what I got you."

So, we all headed over to our house with dad leading the way. He opened the kitchen door and we all went in. We stood there for a few moments, looking around, but there was nothing new to be seen anywhere.

I figured he must have been teasing and I went to the refrigerator and opened it.

"What are you doing?" Dad asked.

I pulled my head back out and looked at him. "I’m looking for your surprise. I figured you got some nice big steaks or something for supper."

He laughed at that. "Nope. Go look in your room."

I headed down the hall to my room with Brooke right beside me. We entered together, but she gasped when she saw it before I did.

"Oh, wow! It’s beautiful!" she gushed and I turned to see what she was looking at – and it was beautiful.

It was an Art Deco style, woman’s vanity with a big round mirror on it. It had two sections on each side that almost looked like two matching nightstands, each with two draws and with rounded corners that smoothly transitioned from the sides to the tops. Between those two section, there was a kind of desktop area with a long, shallow draw beneath it. It was all covered in beautiful, reddish, maple veneer and each draw had a long, brass handle on it, with two on the drawer in the center, and each draw pull had a great deal of Art Deco detail in it. The big, round mirror was mounted over the center section of the vanity and was wide enough to reach almost from one end of the piece to the other. It also had a matching piano-stool-style seat that slid under the desk top inbetween the two nightstand-like sides.

It was in absolutely pristine condition, too! It looked like it had just been manufactured and delivered to our house, even though it could not have been made any later than the start of World War II.

"Dad..." I said, kind of in shock, "... I don’t know what to say... It’s beautiful. Thank you."

He was beaming with contentment. "I’m glad you like it, Chef. I saw it on an online yard sale site and it seemed perfect for you. I’m not going to pretend that I understand why you feel the need to look like you do, but I want you to have someplace to... you know... keep all your stuff, and get ready. You know what I mean."

"What he means," Mrs Kerr explained, "is that he is discovering that having a teenaged daughter is very different than having a teenaged son, and that he wants you to get all of your makeup, hair products, hairdryers, curling irons, etc, out of his bathroom so he can have his sink back."

Dad looked at Mrs Kerr and laughed. "Well... yeah... there’s some of that, too, but... I guess I’m just trying to show my support. I hope it makes you happy."

Dad and I had never been overly touchy-freely, but he had hugged me more lately than ever before, so I let my defenses down and gave my dad a slightly awkward, but very grateful hug. "Thank you, dad. It makes me very happy."

He kissed the crown of my head. "I’m glad, honey."

That was new, too. ‘Honey.’

"Come on," Brooke finally said, bouncing and clapping her hands. "Let’s get your stuff and get everything set up."

About twenty minutes later, my new vanity was set up. Mrs Kerr had gone back to her house and brought me a couple of very pretty, porcelain trays that she said would be good for me to keep anything with fluid in on, and she’d also brought me a lacy placemat kind of thing to put on the middle section of my vanity to protect the beautiful veneer.

"Oh, I’m so jealous!" Brooke said when she looked at the completely set up vanity.

"It is pretty, isn’t it?" I asked, with a wide smile.

"It really is," she said, putting her arm around me. "Now that you have this great work area, I’m going to give you some very intensive makeup lessons. When you leave the house everyday, you had better look your best!"

I ran my hands over my new, very female-centric piece of furniture and said, "I will!" I let out a big, happy sigh. "I like this so much. I can’t believe my dad bought this for me."

"I know." She shook her head. "I admit, he surprised me."

"You think he’s really changed?" I asked.

"I think he’s trying," she shrugged, "and that’s more than I expected."

For the next few days, in the mornings, while dad was at work, I sat at my new vanity and struggled to do my makeup and hair as well as Brooke did it. When she’d come over later in the morning, Brooke would critique my work and teach me to be better. Within a few days, though, she was telling me that I looked really good.

Mrs Kerr took us shopping for our new clothes for work. Our employee guidelines stated that we needed to wear either black skirts with white tops or black dresses that were not too revealing. The dresses could have a pattern or print on them, but must be businesslike. Brooke, of course went crazy at a high-end place. I did buy one skirt and blouse there, although both were on sale, but I convinced them to stop at some second hand places as well and I got everything I needed at those. A couple more skirts and tops, but a bunch of black dresses that all seemed pretty and comfortable. Mrs Kerr also insisted that we each get a pair of nice, ‘sensible’ pumps to wear, which turned out to be a very good idea, since we ended up standing for the entirety of our shifts.

On Tuesday, we returned to The Wireworks for our first day of training. Brooke was excited, while I was kind of apprehensive. I guess that was just my nature.

Amanda showed us the ropes, though. How to clock-in, where to lockup our pocketbooks, and how to do our job. We greeted people at the front door and then used a small whiteboard with a diagram of the restaurant to figure out where to seat them, then we guided them to their seats. We had to make sure that the customers were all well spread out and the all of the waitstaff were getting a steady flow of customers. It wasn’t all that hard, but it did require a lot of attention. We both seemed to catch on fairly quickly and the waitresses were all really helpful.

Some customers just wanted to sit at the bar, which was easy enough. This one guy, who was in his mid to late thirties arrived at about six that first night and seemed to know everyone. Amanda introduced him to us as Mr Davies.

"Mr Davies joins us nearly every night," Amanda said.

"That’s right," the man laughed. "I can’t get enough of this place." Then he leaned over to whisper to us, "The truth is, I can’t cook and I live just down the street, so this is very convenient." Then he looked at me and said, "You look very familiar. Do I know you?"

"I don’t think so," I answered in all honesty.

"Hmm," he said, looking at me more closely. "I guess you remind me of someone. I’ll think of it." Then he went into the bar where everyone seemed to know him and he ordered a beer and sausage with mashed potatoes for his supper.

At the end of that first night, Amanda told us that she was very happy with how we had done and that we made a good team. We had to come back the next night and do it all again, but without as much of Amanda’s supervision.

It went really well that night, too – and every night after that, as well. I also met Amanda’s father and talked to him a little about cooking, but he wasn’t real open to someone as young as me working in his kitchen. That was fine, though. I was learning a lot working in the dining room.

Every night that I worked, Mr Davies came in and every time that he saw Brooke and me, he’d greet us the same way. "Well, look at this! Two brooks that merged in a restaurant," and then he’d laugh at his own fairly lame, but harmless joke. Then he’d tell me how much I reminded him of someone. "I just can’t put my finger on it," he’d laugh. "I’ll figure it out one day, though."

That first weekend was a lot of work. It got really busy and people were more impatient than during the week, but I followed Brooke’s lead and we were able to charm the customers a bit and calm them down and, surprisingly, everything went pretty well!

Which brought me to the next week and the start of my senior year. Now, earlier in the summer I’d been afraid to tell my dad about my new self and, as you know, I had good reason for that, but I was kind of petrified about the first day of school.

On Monday, Melissa and Elena started school at the local high school, not the Tech High School where Brooke and I were going. Since Mel and El were freshmen, they started a day earlier than everyone else in order to get the feel of the school without all of the upperclassmen around. Brooke was driving them, so I went with them too.

"Are you excited?" I asked Elena as we waited by the Jeep for her sisters.

She shrugged. "I guess." She looked back at the house, then, in a quieter voice, she said, "I’m a little scared that they may not be real accepting of people like me."

I snorted out a little laugh at that. "I’m sorry," I said. "I don’t mean to laugh, but I know exactly what you mean. I’m petrified of what’s going to happen tomorrow when I go back to school."

Elena nodded and smiled. "I guess we’ll just have to be strong, huh?"

"I guess," I agreed.

She hugged me. "You send positive thoughts my way today and I’ll do the same for you tomorrow, ok?"

"Ok."

"Alright, let’s get these two to school!" Brooke called as she came out of the house. "Mel has tried on thirty eight different outfits this morning and I had to drag her out the door."

"And I HATE this one!" Melissa pouted, looking very pretty in a flowered top with a loose fitting pair of pale lavender shorts.

"I think you look great," I assured her.

"Yeah?" She said as she approached the car. "You don’t think I should wear something more dressy for the first day?"

"I have a tiara in my backpack if you want to borrow it," Elena teased.

Melissa stuck her tongue out at her younger sister. "Not everyone wants to look like an unmade bed."

"Knock it off," Brooke warned. "El looks great. Just get in the car and let’s get going. You’re going to be late if we don’t leave NOW!"

About ten minutes later, we were dropping off the girls at the high school. I gave each of them a hug and a kiss and wished them luck. We stood by the Jeep and watched them as they went into the building. Then Brooke took us to a local coffee shop for a nice breakfast to celebrate our last day of freedom before school started the next day.

After we’d ordered, Brooke looked across the table at me as she stirred the cream into her coffee. "So... nervous about tomorrow?"

"Petrified."

"Don’t be." She smiled. "I’ll be there with you. I think you’ll find more people like Mrs Simpson than Mr Kemp. I bet things will go smoothly."

I shook my head as I played with the tea bags in my cup. "I think you are over estimating the open mindedness of the student body of our school."

She sipped her coffee and smiled. "I think you are going to be pleasantly surprised."

"We shall see."

"Well, look at this," a familiar voice sounded near us, "two brooks merged in another restaurant." It was Mr Davies and a very pretty, blonde woman, both very well dressed in expensive business attire. "So you two don’t just hang out at work?"

"No, we hang out pretty much all the time." Brooke smiled. "Hi, Mr Davies."

"Hi, ladies," he smiled. "Oh, this is my partner... my business partner, that is... Jessica Caulfield. Jess, these are The Brookes. They work at The Wireworks."

"Oh, Lord, The Wireworks," the woman laughed. "I always tell John that he should stop paying the mortgage on his condo and just live at The Wireworks."

We both smiled at that.

"Umm... ladies, look, I hate to be a jerk, but Jess and I are in a bit of a rush and it’s kind of crowded. Would you mind if we join you in your booth?"

"No, not at all," Brooke said, but to tell you the truth, I was caught off guard a bit. I wasn’t great at small talk with strangers.

I think Brooke was going to join me on my side of the booth, but without hesitation, Mr Davies sat beside me and Ms Caulfield sat beside Brooke.

"So," Mr Davies smiled and made eye contact with each of us, "what brings you two girls out so early?"

"We just dropped my sisters off for their first day of high school," Brooke explained. "We figured we’d get some breakfast to celebrate our last day of summer before we start our senior year tomorrow."

"Oh, wow, seniors," Ms Caulfield smiled. We went on to talk about where we went to school and what we we were studying, etc, then Ms Caulfield asked if our families were from the area.

"My mom’s family is from this town," Brooke smiled. "That’s why we moved back here this summer. Right next door to Brook."

"Oh? And what’s your mom’s maiden name?"

"Lachlan," Brooke said.

"Oh, the Lachlans over on Oak Street?"

"Yes, that’s my grandparents." Brooke smiled. "Do you know them?"

"I do." Ms Caulfield nodded and smiled. "They do their retirement investing with us. John, you know the Lachlan."

"Sure. Very nice people." Mr Davies nodded and smiled as he ate his omelette.

Then Ms Caulfield looked at me. "How about you, Brook? Is your family from around here?"

I nodded. "Yes. My dad grew up here. Went to high school in town."

"What’s your last name?"

"Chapin," I said.

That seemed to make Ms Caulfield’s eyes open wider. "Is your dad Victor Chapin?"

I nodded. "Yes."

"Oh, my God. I went to school with your dad. How is he?"

"He’s fine," I said with a smile. "He works at the lumber yard by the river."

She looked more closely at me. "You look a little like him, actually."

"Wait!" Mr Davies interrupted. "Who does she look like?"

"Her father. Victor Chapin."

He thought for a moment. "Nope. I don’t know him, but I definitely think she looks like someone I know."

"Well, she looks much more like her mother." She looked back at me. "Your mom is Beverly Ahern, right?"

I must have looked confused, because I certainly was.

"Oh, my God, that’s who she looks like! Of course!" He slapped the table. "Bev!"

"Wait, wait, wait," I said. "My mom wasn’t named Beverly." I only knew a little about my mother, the topic of my mother was strictly off limits at my house, but I did know her name was Karen.

"No, of course not," Ms Caulfield said with a shake of her head. "Beverly changed her name after she flaked out and left your dad. Back in high school her name was Karen."

I looked at Brooke in shock. These people knew my mother? I thought she’d left the area years ago.

I couldn’t even form words, so Brooke asked the question that she knew I wanted to ask. "So... you know Brook’s mom?"

Ms Caulfield laughed. "Know her? Honey, I’ve known her my whole life. That woman is insane – not always in a bad way, mind you, but definitely insane."

"And she lives around here?" Brooke asked.

Ms Caulfield shrugged. "Oh, who knows. Sometimes she does. Usually she lives down south, but she still has a place over by Fulton Park, but..." she looked at me and smiled. "... well... you know how your mom is."

"Actually," I said, "I haven’t the slightest idea how my mom is."

"Oh," Ms Caulfield said, then looked around, a bit sheepishly. "Well... in that case... I suppose I’ve said too much. I’m sorry."

"That’s ok," I assured her. "It’s certainly not your fault. Actually, I’m kind of glad to know that she’s alive and doing ok."

Ms Caulfield looked at me. At first I saw some pity in her, but that changed to a smile. "Actually... that’s very sweet of you, dear. Very sweet."

I didn’t think it was sweet, though. I just thought it was normal.

When we finished our breakfast, Mr Davies insisted on paying for everything. "Consider it reimbursement for us inconveniencing you," he said, with a wink. I wasn’t real comfortable with the idea, but I just followed Brooke’s lead and let him pay.

When we left the restaurant, Brooke asked if I had been upset by the conversation about my mother.

"Not really," I said. "I mean, I was kind of surprised, but I suppose that it’s bound to happen from time to time. It probably just never happened before because I never went out before. Next time, I won’t be as surprised."

I don’t know if it was because of Melissa’s anxiety that morning, or what, but suddenly I was gripped with a great deal of concern about what I was going to wear to school for the first day. After breakfast, we went back to our house and I pulled pretty much everything I owned out of my closet and I tried it on for Brooke, asking for her opinion on everything. Eventually we settled on a pretty, flowered sun dress that I had bought a few weeks earlier. So I took it out of the closet and ironed it so that it looked crisp and fresh for the next day.

"You don’t have to do this, you know," dad said to me at dinner, sensing my fears about the next day. "You can just put your hair into a pony tail and wear a tee shirt and jeans, if you want."

I chuckled. "Yeah, well, I threw away all of my boy jeans and even if I hadn’t, with my hair cut and conditioned like it is, my eyebrows trimmed, my ears pierced, my lips plumped and my skin smoothed from my lotions, I’d just look like a girl in jeans and a tee shirt."

Dad raised his eyebrows. "I guess you have a point."

I hesitated for a moment before I said, "Umm... dad... I met someone who said she knew you, today."

He looked at me and looked a little surprised. "Oh, yeah? Who was that?"

"Her name is Jessica Caulfield."

He thought for a second and then her identity seemed to dawn on him. "Oh... Jess Caulfield. Ok, I remember her. We went to high school together. She was a friend of your mother’s, actually."

"Yeah, she mentioned that," I nodded.

He was quiet for a few moments, then asked, "Did she say anything else?"

"She said that my mother still lives around here sometimes, but she spends most of her time in the south."

Dad nodded.

"She also said that my mother was insane."

Dad guffawed at that. "Well, that’s an understatement." Then he looked at me and shook his head. "I’m sorry, Chef. I shouldn’t say things like that about your mother. What I mean is... look... we may not have had a perfect life and I’m not exactly Brad Pitt and I’m certainly never going to be rich, but... what kind of a person would leave a kid as great as you? I mean... she must be insane, right?"

I smiled at that, but I could tell that dad was uncomfortable with the topic.

"Look, Chef," he said, "I knew your mother was around. I’ve even seen her a few times. I’ve never told you about it, though, because... well... because she never showed any interest getting involved with your life and... I guess I just figured it was best not to bring her up if there was no chance of reuniting with her."

I nodded, but didn’t say anything.

"Was I wrong?" he asked.

I shook my head. "No. And don’t worry. I’m not going looking for her or anything. Like you said, she left me, so..."

When I left it hanging, dad nodded. Then he came over to me and gave me a hug. "You’ve got me, Chef. For what it’s worth, I’m not going anywhere."

"I know, dad. Thanks."

I didn’t sleep much that night and I got more nervous as the morning approached. I was up at four thirty and I took a good, hot shower. I washed and conditioned my hair and made sure I shaved my legs, pits and face nice and close before I retreated to my vanity and went to work on my hair and makeup.

By the time dad emerged from the shower, I not only had his western omelette, tomato juice and rye toast on the kitchen island waiting for him, but my makeup was done, my hair was wavy and I was wearing the very pretty flowered sundress I’d ironed the previous day, nice, dangling, garnet earrings, a matching garnet necklace and comfortable, one inch, strappy-heeled sandals.

"Well," he smiled and chuckled a bit, "this is certainly a different first day of school than ever before."

I sighed. "I know."

"Are you sure you’re up to it?"

"I guess. I mean, I have Brooke with me, so it should go ok."

"How many classes do you have with her?"

"Only two. English, first period and Civics, last period. We both have third lunch, too."

He nodded. "And the rest of the day?"

I shrugged. "I’m on my own, but... up until now... everyone has pretty much ignored me, so..."

"You think they’re going to ignore you now?"

I shrugged again. "Probably."

He cut up his omelette and thought for a minute. "If anyone gives you a hard time, go see Mrs Simpson, and if you need me... just keep your phone with you. I’ll come to the school as quickly as I can. Ok?"

I nodded. "Ok, but I think I’ll be ok. Besides, you’ve already missed a lot of work. I won’t call you unless it’s absolutely necessary."

He finished his breakfast and stood up, wiping his mouth on a paper napkin. He normally would just turn and say goodbye as he left, but he stopped and looked at me for a long time. Finally, he shook his head and took a deep breath before he spoke.

"Look, Brook... a lot has changed this summer, and... well... I never thought I’d be sending a daughter off to school..."

"Dad, I’m still your son, I’m just..."

"Say whatever you want, Brook, but... I don’t really see you as a son right now. I used to send you out that door and I figured that you’d figure out how to take care of yourself, but now... I have to admit... I’m pretty worried about you."

"I’ll be ok, dad. I promise."

"Honey, it’s not just that you’re facing all those kids looking so differently. It’s that... It’s that you’re a girl now, well, at least you’re a girl in the eyes of the rest of the world, Brook, and I know how I viewed girls when I was in school and, to be honest, it kind of scares me to have boys looking at you that way."

I let out a little laugh at that. "I’m not interested in guys, dad, and once they find out who and what I am, I don’t think they’re going to be interested in me, either."

He shook his head. "Just promise me you’ll be extra careful at all times, ok?"

"Ok," I said and I smiled at his newly found parental concern.

"Ok." Then he looked very awkward. "Come on. Give me a hug."

I was shocked. "Really?"

"Yeah. Really. I want my daughter to give me a hug."

"Dad... I’m still your..."

"Shut up and give me a hug."

I couldn’t help but smile as I sidled up to him and accepted a warm hug.

"Honest to God," he said, "I swear you feel even smaller than you did before." Then he let me go, gave me a kiss on the cheek, grabbed his lunch and left for work.

"You look really cute," Brooke told me as we headed to school.

"Thanks." I smiled, a little embarrassed. "You look gorgeous," I told her, and she did. She was wearing a really beautiful white blouse that was kind of long, with a had a translucent bell sleeves. Below that, she wore a loose, pale blue skirt that came to just above her knees and really sexy, narrow heels. Of course her hair and makeup were both perfect.

She was, as as she always was, the most beautiful girl I had ever seen.

We pulled into the parking lot and I took a deep breath before getting out of the Jeep.

"You ready?" Brooke asked, as she opened my door for me.

"I guess so." I smiled and climbed down.

"That’s my boy," she said as she straightened my dress and kissed me. "Come on, now. Tits up. Let’s go."

"If only I had tits," I said, walking beside my girlfriend.

"You can get them if you want them," she said, suddenly serious.

I blinked at her. "What are you talking about? I can’t just grow breasts."

"Of course you can," she giggled. "Or you can have them implanted, there’s a lot of ways you can get breasts... if you want them."

I stopped walking and looked at her. "Huh... are you serious. I could do that?"

She shrugged. "Sure. There’s all kinds of options. Is it something you’re interested in?"

I thought for a moment. "Maybe. I’m going to think about it."

We walked up the stairs and into the school, past some people I’d known for years. I could feel them looking at me, but I could also tell that they were looking at me differently than they had before. I don’t think they recognized me, but I think they were trying to figure out who I was.

This was it. I was like a lamb about to be discovered wandering through a huge pack of wolves. God, I suddenly felt so scared.
 
 
To Be Continued...

A Boy Called Brook - Autumn 2

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  • Clara

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  • Crossdressing

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  • Teenage or High School

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  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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  • lingerie
  • prom dress

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A Boy Called Brook:

Autumn 2
by Clara
Copyright© 2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Back to school with mixed acceptance.
Dad runs into some problems and Brook
and Brooke nudge their relationship
forward.

 
Author's Note: A big thank you to everyone who has commented so far! I truly appreciate your support! Please! Leave a review, it can be good or bad (not too harsh please!) I am always willing to learn! ~Clara.
 
 
Autumn 2
 

I guided us to our first period English class in the Academic Wing of the Tech High School - the rest of the building was dedicated to the various trades. When we got there, Mr Casey, our homeroom/period one teacher was standing by the door and he stopped us and asked our names before referring to his paperwork.

"Alright... Chapin, take that locker. The combination is on the masking tape. Pull that off and write down the combination before you throw away the tape. When you forget it, and you probably will forget it, everyone does, I have it in my files. Kerr, take the locker to the right of Chapin. Same thing goes for the combination. Questions? No? Good. Next?"

"He's pleasant," Brooke whispered as we crossed the hall to the lockers.

I shrugged. "Actually, he's ok. I think he just comes on kind of strong at first to look like a hard ass, but you'll like him."

"Chapin!" I heard from behind me. I turned and Mr Casey motioned for me to follow him down the corridor a bit. Once we were separated from the rest of the kids, he spoke quietly. "I'm sorry if I come across as dense, Brook, but I just realized who you are. You... umm... you want to fill me in on what's going on with you?"

I shrugged a little. "Nothing's going on, Mr Casey."

He cleared his throat. "Ok, look, I apologize if that seemed aggressive. Forgive me, I'm a sixty two year old man and these things are new to me. What I mean is... and I'm not trying to pry, I'm trying to be helpful... is this how you're going to be coming to school from now on? Dressed as a female, I mean."

"Yes, sir," I answered, looking around. "Actually, I came in and talked to the principal and the head guidance councilor a few days ago and I kind of hoped that they'd have let you all know about it ahead of time."

He scoffed at that. "Well, of course they didn't, but that's to be expected. Why would we expect anyone getting paid six figures to actually do their job well. Never mind that... Ok, Chapin, this is fine, but it's going to be challenging for a lot of people. You know that, right?"

I shrugged, noncommittally.

"Don't give me that, Chapin. You're not stupid. You know that no one has ever gone broke underestimating the intellect of the American public, and that goes triple for the American teenager in the American public school system, so don't be coy. You're going to be facing a whole lot of stupid and you know it, so when that happens, what are you going to do?"

"Stand my ground, I guess."

"Good," Mr Casey nodded and leaned closer, "and when that doesn't work, you hustle your ass right up here to my classroom and you let me handle the jackasses for you. You understand me?"

I don't know if I was smiling at his silly, stern expression or at my relief at his overly protective words, but I smiled, nonetheless.

"Wipe that smile off your face and tell me you understand," he demanded.

"Yes sir, Mr Casey. I understand."

"Alright, then," he nodded and returned his attention to his paperwork. "Then get your butt into my class and take a text book off the pile. Open it to the page on the board and get ready to start your senior year."

"Yes sir." I started back towards the classroom, but stopped and turned. "Thank you, Ms Casey."

He didn't look up. "I have no idea what you're talking about, Chapin."

Homeroom/period one ran long so that first day things could get done, but it went ok. There were a few people in the class giving me the sideeye, but all in all no problems. We were passing through the hallways to period two when a girl tapped me on the shoulder.

"Excuse me," she said.

I turned and recognized her. Her name was Alex Winter. I'd gone to school with her since second grade, but I don't think I'd spoken to her once in all of that time. "Hi," I said, confused that she was speaking to me now.

"So... you're Brook, right?"

"Yeah," I said, hoping to just continue on my way.

"So... what's this all about?"

"It's just me being me, Alex."

I turned and started to head to my period two class, but she moved in front of me. "So do you still have your cock, or what?"

I have to admit, I was surprised that the first person to attack me was Alex. Like I said, I'd known her a long time, but my existence had never seemed to register on her radar before. I'm surprised it suddenly did then.

"Alex, I have to get to class," I said, as I maneuvered to get past, but she stopped me.

"I'm guessing you don't," she said standing way too close to me. "I'm guessing that you had it cut off and thrown in the trash somewhere, didn't you? I mean... why would a guy... any guy... who has a cock want to be this big a pussy?"

I wanted to slap the superior smile she was wearing right off of her face, but I just said. "Get out of my way, Alex, or I'll have to report you to a teacher."

She nodded. "See. You ARE a pussy."

"And you ARE an asshole," I said, but immediately regretted sinking to her level.

"We're not going to get suspended on the first day of school, are we ladies?" a teacher I'd seen at school before, but didn't know, said as she came up beside us. She folded her arms and looked at both of us.

"I'm just trying to get to class," I said.

The teacher nodded and looked at Alex. "Then let her pass, Alex," she said. "Unless there's a reason I need to have you both of you accompany me to the main office."

Alex rolled her eyes and shook her head. "I'll let the little freak pass, but I'm going to have my parents call the school to complain about me having to share the hallways with a fucked up little pervert like him."

"And we have a winner!" The teacher clapped her hands. "Congratulations, Ms Winter!" she said to Alex. "You are going to be the first person to be suspended this year. Come on with me and we'll do the paperwork to make it all official. I'm sure your parents will be proud."

Alex looked at me and gave me an evil smile. "I hope you don't think this is over, queer-bait. I'll be back in a couple of days."

"NOW, Alex," the teacher said, with no patience in her voice. As soon as Alex stepped towards the direction of the office, the teacher looked at me and asked, "What's your name?"

"Brook Chapin."

"Where are you headed?"

"L-227," I said.

"Well..." she waited, but didn't say anything, so I just waited until she continued, "... get a move on. I'll have the office call for you if they need you."

I looked past the teacher and saw Alex talking to a guy I knew named Cody, who was a big deal in the Automotive Academy. I knew he had a big, fast car, he played a lot of sports and he was really loud in the cafeteria, too. He was a buddy of Jack Gallagher, Alex's boyfriend, too, but that's about all I knew about him. As Alex talked to him, she pointed at me and Cody looked my way and nodded to Alex. Rather than waiting around to see what they were discussing, I just looked at the teacher and said, "Yes, ma'am," and headed to my next class.

For the most part, I went unnoticed in my next class. The teacher looked at my name on his list, then looked at me, checked his list again, then shook his head in apparent disgust, but that was about it. I could live with that.

Periods three and four were in the kitchen. The Culinary Academy worked in alternating weeks. On the first week we had double periods in which we would learn about recipes, techniques and the history of food and food traditions. On the second week, we'd work in the kitchen preparing actual food for pretty much the entire day. And since I was a senior, that meant that I'd be working on the team that prepared food for the restaurant that we ran at the school. So, I knew it was going to be an exciting year.

We had several Culinary Arts teachers, but Mrs Simpson ran the program and she was running my class that first day. She welcomed us all back and talked about the program, reminding us that we used a lot of dangerous and unforgiving tools and appliances. "You screw around in my kitchen," she said firmly, "and you'll find yourself thrown out of this program so quickly your head will spin."

We all nodded, knowing she meant what she said.

"Now," she said, changing her tone, "something exciting to discuss. Someone tell me what the word 'sous' means in French."

A lot of people put up their hands and she called on a girl a few seats to my left.

"It means 'under,' Mrs Simpson."

Mrs Simpson nodded. "That's right. So, a 'sous-chef,' is an 'underchef,' or a person who is second in command in the kitchen. Now, as high achieving seniors, you will all be working in the restaurant kitchen this year. Make no mistake, ladies and gentlemen, the restaurant kitchen is MY KITCHEN and nobody else's. BUT... I need some help running MY kitchen, so I will need two sous-chefs to oversee their classmates. Who will they be? Well, that's up to you. Cooking is a competitive field, boys and girls, and becoming one of my sous-chefs is a competitive process."

We all looked around at each other and wondered who would end up barking orders at the rest of us.

"First," Mrs Simpson continued, "you must register to be in competition for the sous-chef positions. You can do that in our online classroom. I do not care how gifted a cook you are, if you do not put yourself in competition for one of these positions, I will not consider you for one. I will not just pluck you out of obscurity and make you one of my number-twos. If you want the job, you have to go for it."

I saw several people already opening their school-supplied computers to sign-on and throw their names into the hat.

"Second, if you are in competition, you will have to pass some cooking challenges - I'm sure that past seniors have told you a few stories about these challenges."

We all chucked at that. Her cooking challenges were legendarily difficult.

"And finally, if you pass the first challenge, you will be put into a Kobayashi Maru situation. Does anyone understand that reference?"

I had no idea what she meant, but a classmate raised his hand and answered. "It's a Star Trek reference, Mrs Simpson. At Star Fleet Academy, there was a no-win computer simulation that Captain Kirk had to go through as part of his officer training and rather than let the computer win, Kirk cheated and hacked the computer so he could win in the no-win situation."

'Exactly," Mrs Simpson said. "So, each sous-chef candidate will face a, maybe not un-winnable, but very difficult situation, and he or she will have to figure out what to do to resolve that situation in a timely and professional manner. Is that clear?"

We all nodded.

"Alright, then," Mrs Simpson nodded, "there's a few minutes before the bell rings. You know where your storage cubbies are... go ahead and make sure you remember your combinations and you can leave anything you brought with you today in those."

The class stood and headed to our changing area. I was one of the last to get near Mrs Simpson's desk. Without looking up, she said, "Brook? How has your day gone so far?"

I stopped and shrugged. "Ok, for the most part, I guess. I had one runin with a girl. She got suspended for swearing at me and threatening me in front of a teacher."

Mrs Simpson nodded and raised her eyebrows. "So, the system has worked, so far."

"I guess," I chuckled and started to walk away.

"I noticed that you didn't immediately sign up for the sous-chef competition," she said, looking at our class' online classroom through her half-oval, reading glasses that sat low on her nose.

I shook my head.

"Why?"

I heaved a big sigh. "I don't know. I guess... with everything going on... I just wanted to keep a low profile for a while."

Mrs Simpson let out a derisive laugh. "The boy who was so quiet that I didn't even know he was a boy for three years shows up for his senior year looking like he is planning on being prom Queen and he says he wants to keep a low profile. Not likely, my friend."

I didn't know what to say, so I just stood there. Mrs Simpson looked at me over her half-glasses and said, "Brook, you and Henry Diaz are the best cooks in the class, and Henry is really locked into the recipes and taste-pallet that his family use at their restaurant. You are creative and subtle. You have a real flare for cooking. You could be and excellent chef someday, but you have always just hidden in the shadows. I was hoping that this new look might signal a change in your personality. Maybe make you a little more outgoing. You're a smart, talented, beautiful young person, Brook, but you need to step up and take charge of what you're going to become. I've heard great reports from Amanda at The Wireworks, but that's dinning room work. If you ever want to run your own kitchen..."

She turned her laptop towards me and waited.

"Well?" she asked. "I'm not going to let you off easy, Brook, but I'm not typing your name in for you either. You have to do that yourself."

I thought about it for a moment. God, did she really think that I cooked as well as Henry Diaz? I thought he was some kind of prodigy. He never made mistakes and seemed to know every technique before it was even taught to us. He had been taught how to cook the way the rest of us were taught to walk and talk - AND Henry spoke English, Spanish and Portuguese fluently! I guess that's how he cooked, too: Fluently.

"Brook?" She waited. "The bell's about to ring."

Oh, what the hell? I stepped forward and typed my name into her computer just as the bell rang.

Mrs Simpson gave me a self-satisfied smile. "Good," she said. "That was the easy part. The hard part is coming, but I wouldn't have encouraged you to sign up if I didn't think you could do it."

I nodded. "Ok. Thank you, Mrs Simpson."

"But Brook," she said as I started to leave, "that's all the help I plan to give you. From here on out, you're on your own."

"Yes, ma'am."

I was smiling as I got into the hallway and headed for the cafeteria.

"Hey," someone said as they hurried up from behind me to catch up.

I turned and saw Henry Diaz jogging up to walk beside me. "Hi?" I said, a little unsure as to why he'd want to talk to me, especially after what I'd experienced with Alex Winter, earlier.

He smiled and nodded. "Ummm... I know this is going to sound weird, but up until today, I kind of thought that you were a guy. I mean... didn't we have PE together for a semester in freshman year?"

I nodded. "I am a guy."

"No shit?" he said, then he laughed at himself. "Oops. Sorry. No kidding? Then why do you look like you do? Is it a bet or a dare or something?"

"No," I shook my head, "I just choose to look like this from now on. Does it bother you?"

He stuck out his bottom lip and thought for a moment. "No. I don't think it has any impact on me at all, actually. I probably had no right to ask. I was just curious and, well... you always seemed so... shy, I guess, and today you look like you kind of... blossomed." He laughed at his own uncomfortable wording.

I was going to thank him, but a boy, who I barely noticed, passing in the opposite direction glanced at me and said, in a flat, angry voice, "Faggot."

Before I even had a moment to let that roll off my back, Henry had reached around and grabbed the guy by the back of his shirt and slammed him, face first, into bank of lockers.

Now, Henry is probably five foot ten or so and very fit. The kid he had grabbed was well over six feet tall and looked pretty ripped. I guessed he was on the football team. With his face pressed against the lockers, I couldn't see who he was.

"What did you say, Gallagher?" Henry asked in a fairly playful, yet intimidating manner.

Oh, great. It was Jack Gallagher. Alex Winter's boyfriend.

"I wasn't talking to you, Diaz," the kid said, his mouth a bit distorted by the pressure of his face being pressed into the locker. "But maybe I should have been if you're hanging out with that... that thing."

Henry let the pressure off the boy for a moment, then slammed him up against the locker again. "I didn't hear the words 'I'm sorry' coming out of your mouth the way I should have, Gallagher. Do you want to try again?"

"Fu.." the boy started to say, but Henry pulled him away from the locker and slammed him against them again.

"Want to try again?"

By now, a crowd was gathering around us. A couple of girls I didn't know pulled me back into the crowd to keep me from being hurt, I guess.

"Alright, alright, what the hell is going on here?" Mr Kemp, the principal, shouted as he pushed through the crowd to get to the center where Henry and had the boy. "Diaz? What's going on here?"

Henry released the boy. "Nothing, Mr Kemp. It's just that Mr Gallagher, here, was pretty rude to one of my classmates and since he used a word that is not only insulting, but, I believe, against the rules laid out in the school's student handbook, I felt obligated to correct him."

"Is that what happened, Gallagher?" Mr Kemp asked.

"No," the boy said, straightening his clothes and hair. "Diaz was walking with that fag got over there," he pointed towards me, "and got pissed off when I called the faggot a faggot. End of story. I never touched anyone."

Mr Kemp looked at Henry and pointed at him, "You," then he pointed at me, "and you stay put. The rest of you get to class. NOW!"

When the crowd had dispersed, he looked at Henry and said, "Mr Diaz, just because you have the highest GPA in your class and will most likely be Valedictorian, that doesn't give you the right to think that you are in any way shape or form in charge of anything at this school. If you have a problem, you talk to me. You do not touch another student."

I could see that Henry had a comeback for that, but Mr Kemp turned to me. "And as for you, your presence here today, dressed the way you are, has already resulted in the suspension of one student who had no disciplinary issues whatsoever until today. If this continues, then you may find yourself back in the local high school before the week's end." He shook his head and looked around. "I will not allow you to upset this entire building just so you can play dress-up."

He started to storm off, but Henry stopped him with, "I didn't think you were that big a coward, Mr Kemp. You disappointed me."

The older man stopped and spun around on his heel. "I beg your pardon? And before you speak again, Diaz, I want you to understand that you are DANGEROUSLY close to being insubordinate, which, as I am sure you are aware since you seem to know the student handbook so well, is a reason for me to have you removed and sent back to your town school."

"I am not being insubordinate, sir. In fact, I am being so respectful of you as to let you know that you made a big mistake here and that you took the coward's way out of that situation."

Mr Kemp took two steps towards Henry and put his hands in his pockets. "Oh? Enlighten me, Diaz. How would a less cowardly man have handled that situation?"

"By punishing the guilty party," Henry shrugged with all the confidence in the world, "instead of threatening the victim," he indicated me, "and her defender," he indicated himself. "A braver man would have realized that Jack Gallagher is not just the best athlete in the school, but he's also a bully and a jackass who needs to be taken down a peg or two before he hurts someone. A braver man would have used this opportunity to have made it clear to Gallagher that HE didn't run the school, because he and his football buddies think they do. Instead, you attacked us. With all due respect, sir... that's all that I'm saying."

I could see that Mr Kemp wanted to explode, but I think he knew that, if he went after Henry, he'd have big fight on his hands and that his opponent, Henry, was a lot smarter than he was. Instead, he grunted and shook his head. "Get to class," he snapped. "Both of you."

Henry turned and headed down the hall, putting his hand on my back as we walked.

"Are you ok?" he asked.

"Me?" I laughed. "I'm fine. How about you?"

He laughed. "My adrenaline is pretty high, but I'm good. Jack Gallagher's a lunkhead and a bully, but he can play sports and his father is as big a bully as his son, so Kemp kowtows to them. He'll never go after him, but at least now he knows that I see him for what he really is."

We were almost to the cafeteria when Brooke burst out the door and came to a skidding stop when she saw me. "Brook!? Are you ok? I just heard them talking about a someone getting picked on by a..." Suddenly, she seemed to notice Henry for the first time and she stopped to look at him.

"I'm fine," I said. "Brooke, this is Henry, my... knight in shining armor, I guess. He saved me from the bully and from the principal. Henry, this is Brooke. My girlfriend."

"No kidding," Henry smiled, shaking Brooke's hand. "Who'd have believed that?"

"What!?" Brooke asked, suddenly defensive, "that Brook was straight just because he dresses the way he does, or that I could fall for a boy like him?"

Henry laughed. "No. Who'd have believed that you two could fall for each other and have the same name? I mean Brooke isn't that common, is it? What are the chances?"

Just then, another girl came out of the cafeteria. "Henry!" she said. "Were you really in a fight?"

Henry laughed. "No. Not really. Lina, these are my friends Brook and Brooke. Ladies, this is my girlfriend, Lina. Oops... I'm sorry. Was 'ladies' the wrong thing to say?"

"It's fine," I smiled.

"Come on," Brooke said, seeing Mr Kemp turning the corner into the hallway behind us, "let's go in and have our lunch before it gets too late to eat."

It turned out that Brooke had made a few friends in her Beauty Academy. She had left her stuff at a table with two other girls, both of whom I recognized, but neither seemed to know me - even after Brooke explained who I was, they didn't seem to have any recollection of ever knowing anyone named Brook Chapin at the school.

Lina and Henry joined us at our table and I found myself in the midst of the largest lunch table crowd I'd ever encountered.

Olive, one of the girls who had made friends with Brooke, asked me a lot of questions about my hair, most of which I was able to answer, but several times I had to defer to Brooke for answers to technical question about my hair color and highlighting.

I saw Henry and Lina in deep conversation about something that resulted in Lina turning to stare at me, before she finally said, "Wait, wait, wait... you're a boy?"

I looked around the table and noticed that no one else seemed surprised by this revelation. So, I nodded.

"Wow," she said, quietly. "I'm sorry, that was probably pretty rude, wasn't it? I guess I just didn't expect it. I mean... come on... look at you. You're a lot cuter than I am."

That wasn't true. Lina was very cute, but she was a bit of an unmade bed - certainly not as bad as I had been the previous year, but she wasn't exactly dressed up for the first day of school.

"What trade are you taking?" Marci, the other girl with Brooke, asked Lina.

'Furniture design and repair," Lina said, which prompted all of the 'beautician girls,' including Brooke, to let out a knowing, and somewhat sympathetic, 'oh,' which did strike me as a bit rude, to tell you the truth.

Lina seemed to sense the slight, too. "Yeah... we get pretty messy, so... you know... no sense in getting dressed up." Then she looked at me. "Actually, most of the GIRLS in Culinary aren't dressed as well as YOU are. You must have made quite a splash."

I shrugged. "Not really."

Henry laughed. "Not really? Kemp said that someone had already been suspended because of you before what I saw."

"What?" Brooke was alarmed.

I shook my head. "No big deal. I'll tell you about it later." Then, in order to change the topic, I asked Henry if he was trying to get one of the sous-chef positions.

"Yeah, of course," he nodded. "Aren't you?"

I nodded. "I am now. I wasn't going to, but Mrs Simpson convinced me to try."

"You should," Henry said, finishing his sandwich. "You're probably the best cook in the class. That porchetta you made for your final project last year was unreal! I've never had anything that good."

"'Porchetta?" Brooke asked. "What's that?"

"It's roast pork," I explained, blushing a bit at the compliment. "It's what I made for dinner a couple of Sundays ago."

Her eyes brightened. "Oh, yeah. That's was good."

"Good?" Henry laughed. "I think you might be spoiled by his cooking. That's some amazing stuff."

"Yeah, well, your paella was pretty amazing, too," I said, sincerely.

He laughed. "Do you have any idea how often I have made that at my parents' restaurant? Like... three times a week since I was eight or nine years old. But I am glad you liked it. People who aren't used to real Spanish paella are always impressed by it, though. You know, my grandparents are from the Valencia area in Spain and they can't believe that people like it so much. They say that when they were growing up, they had it like two or three times a year and didn't love it, but nonSpaniards can't seem to get enough."

I laughed. "Well, I liked it."

A few moments later, the bell sounded and we had to move on to our next classes. Brooke walked with me, concerned that I might run into another problem, but other than a few mumbled insults from passing jerks, nothing happened.

And that's how the rest of the day went, too. No one got aggressive, but there were a few mumbled remarks.

"So, how'd it go?" Dad asked when I got home.

"Fine, actually," I responded, as I sautéed some onions and pancetta in preparation for a bolognese.

"No problems at all?" he persisted.

"Nothing to worry about," I assured him

And so, my first week of senior year went along with a few tough interactions, but, for the most part, nothing too bad.

I passed the cooking challenges for the sous-chef position without a problem. Mostly it was based on dealing with reducing the size of recipes, or finding substitute ingredients when you ran out of something. It was challenging, for sure, but nothing ridiculous. A lot of my classmates didn't pass it, though. At the end of the week, it was only Henry, two other kids and me left in the running.

The weekend at The Wireworks went well, too. Since I was back at school, I started talking to Amanda's father a little more and asking him a lot of questions about how he cooked and how he ran his kitchen. He seemed to be warming up to me a bit and he shared a lot of stories, and even a few knife techniques, with me when he wasn't too busy. I think he found me 'cute' in a way - not in a little girl kind of way, but in a 'isn't it cute that he's so interested in cooking' kind of way.

I got to know a few new people at school, too. Some people in my culinary class were suddenly friendly to me. All of them said that I seemed to have come out of my shell quite a bit, so it seemed like it was easier for them to talk to me than it had been in previous years.

Everyday, I was excited to get dressed, do my hair and makeup and go to school. I loved looking nice and getting compliments. Of course Alex Winter did have her own social circle who seemed to hate me just for being me. I still heard ‘fag,’ and ‘pussy,’ and a few other things in the hallway with regularity, but all in all, I got more support than ridicule. Mr Casey, my homeroom teacher, was like a dotting grandfather or something, always checking in to be sure that I was ok. He was being very sweet and I appreciated it.

In the middle of the day, I’d shed my pretty clothes and don my kitchen scrubs and Crocs to work in the kitchen. I’d tuck my hair up into a hair net, do my kitchen time, then get all pretty again and go meet Brooke and our new friends for lunch.

So, in the middle of week four, we had to do Mrs Simpson’s Kobayashi Maru situation. Each potential sous-chef had to go into the kitchen and face a similar scenario. The thing was, though, we were still doing all the work for our in-school restaurant at the same time and nothing could interrupt that. While the scenarios played out, the other potential sous-chefs had to wait outside of the kitchen so we didn’t know what the glitch was going to be. We drew lots to see what order we’d take go into the kitchen and I ended up being last. For the last ten minutes or so, I was sitting in the outer classroom all by myself until, finally, Mrs Simpson came in and said, "You’re up."

I went into the kitchen and took my place near Mrs Simpson.

"Make sure we have plenty of dinner rolls ready to go," she said calmly. "We have a big crowd."

"Yes, Chef," I responded and I walked to my classmate in charge of that part of the service.

"Hey, Molly," I said, "we have a big crowd. Make sure we have plenty of rolls ready to go, alright?"

"Yes, Chef," she said. Then she looked at me and took a deep breath. "Good luck."

I assumed from that that whatever the glitch was going to be, it was going to be a doozy.

I returned to my post and I checked the final plating of a series of meals and checked the order sheets. "Where’s the lamb?" I called down the line. "We have two orders being held up waiting on lamb."

"Coming now, Chef!" someone called back and came hustling with two plates of the lamb.

I checked them and turned to the computer to enter that the meals were ready for pickup.

"I need four soups, here!" I called down the line. "What’s the hold up?"

"Sorry, Chef," a classmate said, hardly looking up. "I had to get more out of the cooler. Someone went home sick."

Ah! That must be the glitch, I thought. I was about to ask who had to leave and reassign someone to that person’s job, when all of a sudden, to my right and behind me, a huge fireball burst out of the gas grill. Kids screamed and backed away. Some ran for the door, but I ran over and pushed the red ‘In Case of Fire’ button to douse the fire with the chemical foam in the overhead nozzles.

The room got very quiet for a moment and I looked around. "Is everyone alright?" I asked.

Everyone nodded and seemed fine, so I just continued. "Ok, these steaks are trashed and we can’t use this grill until the fire department comes, so Kristensen and Mosley, grab some new steaks and get them started on the range in the prep room. Whoever is on cleanup, mop this area up so no one slips. Fredericks, can you go get one of the people who already did the sous-chef test and ask one of them to come in and help with soup and salad prep, since we’re down a person and need some help? Ok, we’ve still got customers, guys, so let’s get back to work."

"Yes, Chef," my classmates replied as they made their way back to their stations.

I looked at Mrs Simpson and shook my head. "Geez, that was pretty scary. Did you send a fireball into everybody’s scenario?"

She stared at me for a moment, then shook her head. "As a matter of fact, no. Do you know what caused that?"

I shook my head.

"Well, I do. Just before the flames Mosley spilled a bowl of wine sauce into the burners and then tried to put it out with a towel. If you hadn’t hit that button as quickly as you did, he could have been very badly burned. You saved that boy from being hurt, Brook."

I looked at the range and nodded. "So... you did that for each of the sous-chef candidates?"

Mrs Simpson laughed. "Brook, the complication was going to be someone leaving unexpectedly, which you dealt with – perhaps not as I would have, but you dealt with it – and an unhappy customer complaint, which I think I can cancel at this point."

"Wait..." it took a minute for everything to dawn on me. "So... that was a real fire?"

Just then, a fireman came in the back of the kitchen looking around.

"It certainly was," Mrs Simpson said, as she guided me towards the fireman.

"Hi," the man said. "We got an alarm that a fire extinguisher was deployed, but didn’t get a fire alarm. Is everything ok?"

"It is, but only because of the quick thinking of my new sous-chef, here. We could have had a big problem if Brook hadn’t been thinking quick and hit that button. We’ll clean the appliance and get it ready and have you come inspect it later today so we can use it again tomorrow, if that’s ok."

The fireman walked over and looked at the range, made sure the gas was shut off and said, "Ok. Give us a call and I’ll come take a look." Then he looked at me and winked. "Nice work."

When he’d left, I asked, "Did you just say I was your new sous-chef?"

Mrs Simpson chuckled. "Yes, Brook. Come with me."

She led me into the dressing room where Henry and one of the other possible sous-chefs were waiting and asked them to join us. Then she came back into the kitchen and called for everyone’s attention.

"I just want to thank everyone who participated in the sous-chef unit. I am very happy to announce that our new sous-chefs for this year are Henry Diaz and Brook Chapin. I know that you will all work with them as if you were working with me. Thank you, everyone. Now, let’s have a round of applause for Henry and Brook and back to work. We have a lot of hungry people to feed."

Henry shook my hand and we accepted everyone’s brief applause and we all got back to work.

"That’s amazing," Brooke said on the way home, when I told her my news. "Look how far you’ve come in the last few weeks. A job in the best restaurant in the area and now you’re a sous-chef at the school restaurant, too. Congratulations, babe!" She was genuinely excited for me.

"That is really awesome, Brook," Elena said from the backseat, and Melissa agreed. We’d picked them up at their school to take them for ice cream because Melissa had gotten a role in the school’s fall play and Brooke had promised an ice cream as a celebration.

We pulled up to their favorite place, a couple of towns away, Brooke and Mel went to get the treats while El and I went to find a table.

"Hey," she said, with a big smile, when she knew we were alone, "guess what I’m doing Friday night?"

I smiled back. "Do you have a date?"

She giggled like I’d never seen her giggle before. "I do and guess what – she’s a lesbian, too!"

I laughed. "Well, I should hope so. How did you find each other."

Elena looked around. "We’re lab partners in Science and she’s really friendly and always kind of... flirty, I guess. She was always complimenting my clothes and stuff, and then, kind of out of the blue, she told me I was cute and asked me if I dated guys. I said ‘no,’ but I’d be interested in dating the right girl... then she asked if she looked like the right girl and... we’re going out Friday."

I thought it was a really sweet story and I’m sure I was smiling pretty broadly. "Aww, that’s nice, El."

"Yeah, but don’t tell anyone it’s a date, ok? As far as anyone is concerned, I’m just going to a movie with a friend."

"Ok," I smiled, "but you do realize that your sister is dating a gender fluid guy who looks more like her sister than her boyfriend, right? Your family is pretty open minded."

"I know," she nodded, "but you’re still a guy and... Brooke is Brooke. She can do no wrong. I’ll tell them when I’m ready. Here they come, though. Please, don’t say anything."

"Of course not," I assured her and then I looked up and smiled at Brooke and Melissa.

"Alight," Brooke said, handing Elena a cone, "a chocolate chip cookie dough for you," then she held out one to me, "and a vanilla for you." She shook her head. "You know, considering how much you made fun of me for getting a hamburger at fancy restaurant, this place has like a hundred flavors and you got plain vanilla."

"Vanilla isn’t ‘plain,’" I said. "Vanilla is ‘pure.’ I love the subtle taste of vanilla and the better the ice cream, the more flavorful the vanilla." I tasted my children’s-sized cone. "Mmm. This is pretty good. The vanilla is really nice and rich. It would be a shame to ruin that with other, less interesting flavors."

Brooke just shook her head and her sisters giggled.

"Anyway," Brooke said, "congratulations, Melissa. I am sure you are going to be a great Mrs White in your school’s production of ‘Clue.’"

"Hear, hear!" I said holding up my cone like a wine glass. We all tapped our cones together and then enjoyed them together.

As we headed home, Brooke asked if I’d told my dad about my good news.

"I did," I said. "I sent him a text and he sent back a text that said ‘congrats’ during his break."

"That’s great," Brooke smiled and squeezed my hand. "I bet he’ll be happy for you."

We turned onto our street. "I hope so. I know we’ve been through a lot, but we’ve been getting along really well lately, and I want him to be proud of me and what I’m doing at..." that’s when I saw the police car in front of my house. "... shit. What’s going on?"

"Oh, no,"Elena muttered from behind me.

"Maybe we should stop at our house," Melissa said, and it was clear that she was afraid of getting involved in a police issue.

"Like hell," Brooke said, plowing forward and pulling up in front of our house.

Before we were even out of the Jeep, though, Mrs Kerr was hurrying out to us with her arms spread wide to stop us from charging into the house. "Alright, now, everyone stay calm," she said. "Everything is going to be alright."

I was the first out of the Jeep. "What’s going on!?" I couldn’t possibly sound as worried as I felt.

Mrs Kerr hugged me and said, "It’s ok, honey. Your dad... well... he had a run in with someone at work. That’s all."

"That’s all?" I didn’t believe her. "Then... why is he home so early and why are the police here?"

She heaved a big sigh. "Ok, now, just promise me you’ll stay calm before I tell you what happened."

I pulled back from her a bit. "Ok. I’m calm."

She nodded and gathered her words before speaking. "Ok..." She thought a bit more. "... well, apparently... your dad was bragging to everyone about how proud he was of you and how you had won this new position at school..."

"Dad was bragging about... me?" I asked, shocked.

Mrs Kerr nodded. "Of course he was, honey." She smiled and rubbed my arm. "Anyway, he was at the counter inside the lumber yard’s store telling all the women in there about you and there was this man there. His name was Winter..."

"Alex!" I muttered, immediately feeling like something very bad had happened.

"... and I guess that his daughter goes to school with you and you two had had some kind of altercation on the first day of school..."

"Oh, no," I said out loud. "What happened?"

She sighed, again. "Well... from what I understand... this Mr Winter said something that was pretty unpleasant and when your dad told him to shut up... well, things got physical."

"Oh, my God!" I tried to push pass, but Mrs Kerr hugged me, again.

"No, no, honey. Wait until he’s done with the police."

My heart sank. "They’re not going to arrest him, are they?"

She continued to hug me. "I don’t think so. Everyone at the lumberyard said that the other guy said some pretty hateful things and that he threw the first punch, and your dad was protecting himself – and you. The thing is though, Brook..." she looked at me with a lot of sympathy. "Your dad lost his job over this, so... he’s going to be going through a lot for a while."

"What?" I couldn’t believe what she’d said. My dad had worked there since before he and my mother had started dating. The owner and his family were all friends of his. How could they fire him? "But... if everyone says it wasn’t his fault...?"

"I know," she said, rubbing my back, "but their insurance company insists and besides... It doesn’t look good for a retail company to have their customers beaten up by an employee." She gave me a really tight hug. "Don’t worry, though. Things will work out."

Yeah, I was sure that thing would work out just fine. After we lost our house and we were living under a tarp in the woods, things would work out just great!

"God," I said, beginning to shake a bit, "even when I do something good, I mess everything up."

She pushed me back to arms length and looked me in the eyes. "Now, you listen to me. This is not your fault. This was that other guy’s fault. He was being an aggressive jackass and that’s the end of it."

"Except, if I’d just been a normal person, and not who I am, then none of this would have happened."

At that moment, two policemen walked out of my house and one of them motioned to Mrs Kerr to come talk to him.

"Wait here," she told me, firmly. Then she walked over to the policemen and spoke to them quietly, her head nodding from time to time.

When their conversation ended, the policemen walked towards their car and Mrs Kerr walked back to me. "Well," she said, forcing a smile, "everything is ok. They just wanted to talk to your dad. You can go in now, but... remember... your dad is pretty upset." She looked at her daughters and said, "Maybe we should give them a few minutes to themselves, ok?"

Elena and Melissa nodded, but Brooke asked, "He’s not going to get violent with Brook, is he?"

Mrs Kerr shook her head. "No, of course not. He’s much more concerned about disappointing Brook than anything else, right now. He’ll be fine."

Brooke nodded and rubbed my arm. "I’ll be just outside if you need me."

I nodded, then kissed her soft cheek. "Ok. Thanks."

I walked over to the house and up onto the back porch, then opened my back door, feeling like something terrible had happened inside. I wasn’t concerned that my dad would hurt me, but I was concerned about what awaited me inside.

I found dad in the living room. He was sitting in a recliner, but his feet were on the floor, his elbows on his knees and his head in his hands. When he heard me, he sat up quickly and turned towards me, smiling, but I could see that his eyes were red rimmed and watery.

"Hey! There’s the town’s newest sous-chef!" He forced a smile and reached out a hand to take one of mine. "Congratulations, Chef. I couldn’t be prouder of you."

I pressed my lips into a tight smile. "Thanks, dad. I’m... so sorry."

He gave a dismissive laugh. "Oh... yeah... I messed things up pretty badly, today, I guess." Another laugh, but this one more nervous sounding, came from his throat.

"Dad... this is all my fau..." I never finished my sentence, because he stood up quicker than I’d ever seen him do before, and wrapped me into a tight hug.

"No, Brook, no. This wasn’t your fault. I mean... Damnit, it wasn’t even mine. Hell, I’ve known Jake Winter my whole life. He was a senior when I was a freshman and he was jerk then. When he started in on me I just turned to walk away, but he grabbed me and pushed me up against the counter and started saying... well... he said a lot of pretty nasty things about both of us, Chef. I just pushed him back to get past him and he grabbed a hammer off of the counter and came at me. I only threw one punch and that was just to stop him. Turned out, it laid him out flat and, from what the cops told me, probably broke his jaw. It’s funny how quickly you get fired when you knockout your company’s customers."

I wrapped my arms around him and couldn’t help but sob – not for me, but because I could feel how sad he was. "Dad, I’m so sorry. What are we going to do?"

He held me tighter. "Well, YOU are going to continue to do what you’re doing. Keep achieving and keep being you, no matter what the assholes say or do. As for me..." he sighed, "... I’ll find something. Probably not at a lumberyard, since I’m sure that news of what happened today has already gotten around, but... somewhere."

We hugged for a few more, long moments, until we heard the back door open and Mrs Kerr speak. "Ummm... Vic? I’m sorry to interrupt, but there’s someone here to speak to you."

Dad released me and I looked to the back door where I saw Uncle Mark entering behind Mrs Kerr.

"When the police showed up," Mrs Kerr explained, looking from dad to her brother-in-law, "I called Mark to ask him what we should do. He wasn’t in his office, so I left a message."

Uncle Mark stepped forward and extended his hand to dad. "I was driving back from a meeting when my assistant called and told me that Sue was upset and that the police were here, so I just came this way. I’m sorry I missed the police." Then he gave my cheek a kiss and asked if I was ok. I nodded.

"They were just filling in the blanks on their report," my dad said. "Thanks for coming." He looked around at our modest home and I could feel that my dad was embarrassed for Uncle Mark to be seeing it. "Ummm... hey, can I get you a beer, or some iced tea or something? Maybe we could sit on the porch."

Uncle Mark looked surprised. "You still have beer in the house?"

Dad laughed. "Actually... no. I guess I just said that out of habit. We do have iced tea, though. Maybe some Diet Coke or some ginger ale. Can I get you anything?"

"Ginger ale sounds great," Uncle Mark nodded. "Let’s have a chat."

I volunteered to get the drinks while dad escorted everyone outside. I grabbed a sleeve of red-cups, threw some ice into an ice bucket, then put that as well as a bottle of ginger ale and pitcher of iced tea from the fridge onto a tray and headed for the door. Brooke was on her way in to help me as I reached the exit, and she held the door for me and we went out back to join the adults. Elena and Melissa had already gone home at Mrs Kerr’s instruction.

"...well, since it was this Winter guy’s fault," Uncle Mark was saying, "we could go after the owners of the lumberyard for wrongful termination of your employment. Maybe get your job back, or at least get a settlement of some kind."

Dad shook his head. "No. They’ve been very good to me for twenty years. They had no choice. I can’t go after them."

I began pouring and serving.

"Then we can go after Winter. You said that all of the witnesses will back you up and say he was the aggressor."

Dad shook his head, again. "Jake Winter has never had two pennies to rub together. He’s a bigger drunk than I ever was and he’s bounced from one crappy apartment to another his whole life. It’d be pointless to try to get any money out of him."

Uncle Mark shook his head and sipped his ginger ale. "I gotta tell ya, Vic, it won’t be easy for you to find a job in your field after an incident like this."

"I am aware," dad said, glancing towards me. "I have to find something, though. I can pay this month’s mortgage, but that’s about it. So, tomorrow morning, I’m going everywhere. I don’t care if I end up at McDonalds or Walmart, I need a job."

Uncle Mark nodded and sipped and thought for a few minutes. "You haven’t had a drink since your hearing, right, Vic?"

"Not a drop," dad said, honestly. "To tell you the truth, I’m really glad that I’ve been dry for a while, because when I left the yard today, my first impulse was to drive straight to the Legion Hall to get blitzed, but instead... I came home and thought things through. It’s harder than drinking, but I feel better about myself."

Mrs Kerr put her hand on dad’s arm in support and Uncle Mark nodded. He thought and sipped a few minutes longer, then said, "Tell me, Vic... would you be willing to work as a runner for me?"

Dad seemed surprised. "I guess... but... What does a runner do?"

Uncle Mark sipped a bit more, then spoke. "Vic, a lot of legal papers can’t be faxed of emailed. They need original signatures and they need to be private, so they need to be transported by a human – a runner. Typically, a runner is either a retiree or a person training to be a paralegal. It’s not a job that’ll make you rich, but it’s a job. If you want it, I’ll call my assistant and have her walk you through the paperwork over the phone and you can start tomorrow. What do you say? Want to give it a try?"

Dad looked around at all of us. "Look, Mark, I need the job, but I don’t want you to give it to me as an act of charity. I mean, I’ve never done any work like this before..."

Uncle Mark interrupted. "Vic - it’s taking things from point A to point B occasionally point C as well. I’m not suggesting that this is a career move, but if you want it, the job is yours for as long as you need it – as long as you’re sober and reliable, that is."

Dad looked at Mrs Kerr for advice and she nodded. Then he looked at me. "What do you think, Chef? I’d be in the city all day, forty five minutes away. I probably won’t be home till later."

I shrugged. "Dad, if you want the job, take it. I’m nineteen. I can take care of myself. Besides, the Kerr’s are right next door if I need anything."

Dad nodded and thought for a moment. "Well, ok, Mr Kerr, I guess I will take you up on that offer. I mean, it sure sounds better than facing the winter with no job and only a little oil in the tank."

Uncle Mark stood. "Ok, Vic. Let’s go inside and I’ll call my office manager. She’ll set up everything you need."

So, in the house they went, away from prying ears, I guess.

Mrs Kerr looked at me and I think we both looked a bit relieved. "So, Brook... tell me about this new appointment that you’ve earned."

I told her all about how I’d been named one of the sous-chefs and how excited I was about it. Then we talked a bit about school in general and the little bit of bullying I’d received, but I pointed out that I’d received a lot more support than bullying, and that was a good thing. Then we talked about Brooke’s classes and her new friends, until, after nearly an hour, dad and Uncle Mark came back outside and dad was smiling quite a bit.

"I need to get a move on," Uncle Mark said, kissing Mrs Kerr, then Brooke and then me on the cheek. Then he shook dad’s hand. "Welcome aboard, Vic. I’ll see you in the morning." Then, he flashed his handsome smile and left.

"Everything all set?" Mrs Kerr asked, a big smile on her face.

"Everything’s great," dad said, then he looked at me. "Looks like I’ll be seeing you off in the morning, now, Chef. I’m not going in till eight and I’ll be heading home at four thirty."

"Wow," I chuckled, relieved that dad was happy. "That sounds great, dad."

"And..." Mrs Kerr spoke a little more confidentially, "... they’re taking care of you? Financially, I mean. They’re paying you enough to make it worth your while?"

"Yeah," dad said, with raised eyebrows, as he took a sip of a bottle of root beer. "The way things are working out, they’re paying me pretty much what I was making at the lumber yard, but they’re paying for a bigger part of our health insurance plan, so I will probably end up with a little more in my pocket than I had before." He was about to take another sip, but he stopped. "Oh... AND, if I want to go back to school and get an associates degree, or for training to be a paralegal, something like that, they’ll even pay for that. It seems like a really good job."

"That’s great, Vic," Mrs Kerr smiled and seemed very happy.

"Congratulations, Mr Chapin," Brooke said.

"Yeah, dad," I said, patting his arm, "I’m glad things are working out."

"Me, too, honey," dad said, touching my hand. "I didn’t think things would work out this way, I’ll tell you that."

I smiled, but frankly, I didn’t either. Once again, it had been Uncle Mark to the rescue. Thank goodness.

"I think we’d better go do a little shopping," Mrs Kerr said with a smile. "You can’t be representing Mark’s law firm in jeans and a tee shirt." Then she looked at Brooke. "Can you go get some pizza or something for your sisters?"

Before Brooke could answer, I jumped in. "No pizza. I’ll make them a good meal."

And that’s how we spent the evening. I cooked and served a nice, simple chicken breast dinner to the girls while dad and Mrs Kerr went shopping and had dinner out someplace.

So, the next morning was a bit different for us. I jumped out of bed at five, my usual time, and started getting ready. Then I went out to the kitchen and realized that dad wasn’t even up, yet. So, I made a fruit smoothie for myself and sat at the counter to enjoy it.

This was new. A relaxed morning. I opened my phone and started looking at some gaming sites, but soon found that I was perusing magazine sponsored sites aimed at girls my age. Tips on makeup, hair and skin care, fashion tips, dating tips... all subjects that would have held no interest for me at the end of the last school year, now held my rapt attention.

The dating tips were very interesting, because the articles all seemed to be focused not only on boyfriends, but on girlfriends. Lesbianism was just an everyday thing in these articles. Men’s magazines kept any conversations about gay culture far away from their pages.

Anyway, for obvious reasons, the comments about lesbian love seemed to resonate the most to me, so I kind of went down a rabbit hole of introductory articles about lesbian dating and love making. I know this will probably sound weird to you, but I’d never really thought about myself as a lesbian before – just a straight boy with a female personality. These articles, though, opened my eyes. I really was a very feminine lesbian who just happened to have a penis. Sure, Brooke was dating a boy in a dress and she took care of his needs with hand jobs and the occasional blowjob, but I needed to start thinking more about fulfilling her needs. Till that point, I’d caressed and nibbled her breasts a little, but these articles laid out a whole new world of safe ways I could reciprocate Brooke’s care for my needs.

I was fascinated. So fascinated and so enthralled in my reading that I didn’t even hear dad approaching until he was in the kitchen with me, wearing a clean pair of dress pants, a handsome, well fitted button down shirt with a tasteful, narrow stripe in it and subdued, dark blue tie hung loosely and untied around his neck.

Not only was he well dressed, he was well shaved and his short hair had been brushed – I didn’t even know he owned a hair brush.

"Holy smokes," I said, looking up at him, "you look great!"

"Yeah?" he asked, uncertainly. "It feels odd, to tell you the truth. I feel like I’m going to a funeral or something."

I chuckled at that. "Well, I think you look very handsome."

He smiled. "Ok. I’ll accept that. Hey – do you know how to tie a nice knot in a neck tie? I only know the knot I learned as a kid and it looks really sloppy with this tie."

"I don’t," I smiled, "but unlike you, I know that YouTube has a tutorial for everything." I searched my phone for a moment, then pushed ‘play’ on a YouTube video that showed me how to tie a ‘double Windsor’ knot that looked nice. I watched it again, while dad drank a cup of orange juice, then I proceeded to tie my dad’s tie.

It was an oddly intimate moment for dad and me. I could smell his shaving cream and toothpaste and he even commented on how my shampoo smelled like vanilla.

"That’s not my shampoo," I smiled as I worked on his tie. "That’s hair perfume."

"Hair perfume?" he asked, a little confused. "Is that different than regular perfume."

"Of course," I tsked at him. "I wear lavender perfume on my body and vanilla in my hair. They compliment each other."

That made him smile and shake his head a bit. "You know, Brook," he said – using my name more commonly now when he was talking to his ‘daughter’ instead of his son, "I guess I always knew you were... different from the other boys your age. I guess I should have been more aware that... well... that you weren’t really a boy, I guess."

"Hey," I said, smoothing out his now nicely tied tie, "I’m still a boy where it counts and I always will be." I inspected my work. "There." I stood on top toe and kissed his cheek. "Now you look even more handsome. Like a move star of something."

He laughed at that. "Maybe a movie extra."

I smiled at him. He looked as different from who he was a few months ago as I did – Heck, for him it was just a few hours ago. I couldn’t help but be proud of him.

"Sit down, dad," I said gently. "I’ll make you an omelette for breakfast. We have plenty of time."

"Thanks, honey," he smiled. "Oh – just ham and cheese this morning, though. I don’t want my breath to smell of peppers and onions on my first day."

Wow. I’d never seen my dad like this. So nervous and excited. And happy.

I served him an omelette with a little fruit and toast on the side, as well as a mug of coffee and a small glass of tomato juice just as Brooke walked in the backdoor.

"Morning, baby," she smiled at me and kissed my cheek before noticing my dad. "Oh, hi, Mr Chapin. Hey, looking pretty spiffy this morning."

He smiled and nodded a ‘thank you’ to Brooke. Despite everything good that had happened since dad had beaten me up, there was still some space and coolness between him and Brooke. Maybe there always would be.

We should get going, babe," Brooke said to me. "I have a meeting with the homecoming committee before homeroom, remember?"

"Yep," I said, grabbing my purse and my backpack that carried my books and school computer.

I stopped and kissed dad, again. "Good luck on your first day, dad."

"Thanks, sweetheart," he smiled. Then he shocked me when he stopped me by speaking again. "Brook... you look... beautiful... I just wanted you to know that."

I looked down at the pink and white dress I was wearing and then back at my dad. "Thanks dad. I got this at Savers. You know? That second hand place?"

He shook his head. "No, not the dress. The dress is very pretty, but... I mean you. YOU look beautiful. I just... I just wanted you to know that."

I walked back to where he was seated and hugged him around the neck. "Thanks, dad. That means a lot to me," I said as I continued to hug him.

"And your hair smells great," he laughed as I let him go and stood straight again.

I laughed at that, too and headed for the door.

"I can get you some hair perfume of your own, if you’d like some," Brooke teased as I headed for the door. "Any scent you’d like. Apple, lemon, strawberry, sandalwood, rose, lilac, violets... anything."

"I’m good," dad laughed as I dragged Brooke out the door. She still didn’t like him very much, but at least they’d had two polite interactions that morning. I was writing that up as a win.

School seemed to go great for the next few weeks. I loved being a souschef and kind of running the kitchen with Henry. We made a great team, too. I knew what I wanted and how to explain that to my classmates. So did Henry, but Henry was also a tall, imposing guy and having him as my partner made things a lot easier in the kitchen.

As things worked out, dad was getting home not long after I did everyday, which was great. His new job was less exhausting than the physical demands of the lumberyard, so he had more energy in the evenings. He and Mrs Kerr took to taking walks after supper and even going out more frequently, which suited Brooke and me just fine.

One night, we found that we were alone – actually alone – for several hours. Mrs Kerr and dad had gone to see a movie, Melissa had a rehearsal at school until nine and Elena was at her girlfriend’s house until we picked her up on the way to get Mel. So three solid ours of Brooke and Brook time, and after reading all of those articles, I knew how I wanted to spend it.

It had gotten a little cooler by this point and I had bought myself this dark blue, flowered peasant dress that I loved and I knew Brooke loved too. It was very loose fitting, had a modest ‘V’ neck and sleeves that blossomed into big puffs at the elastic cuffs. The hem of the skirt was kind of short, ending just past the place where my fingertips touched my thighs, but I liked that it showed a lot of leg and I knew that Brooke liked that, too, It was a really cute dress and I knew I looked cute in it.

So, I wore that to school that day and I knew that it got Brooke a little hot and bothered to see me in it. That was, after all, kind of my point in wearing it.

I kept talking about how much homework I had to get done that evening, so Brooke thought that we’d be buried in books the whole time we were alone together. So, we dropped off Elena on the way home and then went to Brooke’s big, empty house to do our homework.

Brook was wearing these tight, tight jeans that hugged every amazing curve of her gorgeous body and a tight fitting, black top, with an unbuttoned flannel, lumberjack shirt hanging loose on top of that. Even dressed casually – even somewhat masculinely – Brooke still exuded the sexiest female vibe imaginable.

Anyway, we got to their place and she turned on the TV, put her backpack on the coffee table and asked what I’d like to snack on.

"You," I said, with a smile. I knew it sounded silly, but I’d read so much about pleasing my lesbian lover and how two women made love to each other that I didn’t care. I knew I looked sexy and I knew what I wanted.

"I beg your pardon?" She laughed at me. But when she turned and looked at me, she knew that I was serious.

I knelt in front of her and reached up to start undoing the buttons that held her button-fly jeans closed. I kissed the buttons as I worked them through the buttonholes and looked up past her beautiful bust to make eye contact with Brooke.

She petted my soft, sweet smelling hair. "Baby... are you sure you’re ready for this?"

I nodded and continued to kiss and unbutton her jeans.

Finally unbuttoned, I pulled her jeans down, revealing pretty, silk and lace panties. They could not have been prettier, and the fact that I was wearing a nearly identical pair made them even more beautiful to me. I lowered the jeans to her ankles and carefully pulled them, one leg at a time, past the cowgirl boots she was wearing. The boots were brown with pink roses on them and a chunky two inch heal that made Brooke’s legs and bottom look amazing. I didn’t want her to take them off.

Next, I kissed the beautiful lace panel on the front of my love’s panties and I felt her shiver. The more I kissed, the more she shivered and gasped. For the very first time in our relationship, I felt like I was controlling the tempo of an intimate moment.

"Remember how you once told me that all girls should put their boyfriends into pretty dresses?" I asked between kisses on her panties.

"I do," she smiled down at me, towering over me.

"Do you think that they’d like to have their boyfriends kneeling before them like this?"

"I don’t know," she gasped as my kisses went lower. "Some girls are funny about things like this."

"How about you?" I asked, as my tongue creeped under the soft elastic of a leg hole and came closer to her womanhood. "Do you want your boyfriend to give you a blowjob for a change?"

"Yes, baby," she said, caressing my hair, "but only if you’re ready to do it, my pretty little thing. Only if you’re ready."

I reached up and gently lowered her panties, revealing a nicely trimmed pubic area. It was feminine and sculpted and smelled just a little musky from her excitement, but it was a wonderful musky smell because it was Brooke.

I moved gently, at first. More kisses and just a few little licks near her womanhood. Then I got more courageous and when my tongue first brushed across the little nub at the top of her opening, she gasped in a way that let me know that this was a first for her as well.

When, after a good long while, I was brave enough to have my tongue explore her opening, I felt Brooke tighten up and her legs spread slightly wider to allow me more access.

"Oh... oh, baby," she panted. "Oh, baby, be a good girl and keep doing that. Oh!!!"

She grabbed my head and rocked hard against it as she orgasmed. Now, I’m sure that this was not her first orgasm, I knew Brooke far too well to think that she wasn’t taking care of her own needs, but I think this was the first time anyone else had ever brought her this far and I could tell she liked it a lot.

We went on like this for another ten or fifteen minutes until Brooke couldn’t take any more. Finally, she pushed my head away and stepped back.

"Oh, my God, baby, I need to stop," she gasped as she pulled her panties back up. "Where did you learn to do all that? I mean... should I be worried?" She laughed a bit at that last part.

"Not unless you’re jealous of the links in the ‘How To Keep Your Partner Happy’ articles in those online girls’ magazines you’ve got me hooked on," I giggled, rising from my knees with a hand from Brooke.

She put her arms around me and hugged me. She kissed my hair and then laid her cheek on my head. "God, I guess I never read those links. I think I may have missed out on some things."

Her hands wandered down to my bottom where she fondled my cheeks a bit, feeling the soft cotton of my loose dress against the silky smoothness of my silk and lace panties beneath. "Oh, I lucked out when we moved in next door to you, my beautiful love," she whispered, hugged harder and swayed me while I nestled into her softness and inhaled her and tasted her and loved her.

I felt her start to drop to her knees, but I stopped her. "No. I don’t want you on your knees," I said, with a passionate kiss to her lips.

She smiled down at me and led me to the couch where she gently laid me down and her hand went under the hem of my dress and began exploring the front of my panties, which, since I was tucked, was just as flat and smooth as the front of her panties had been. She caressed that area as she kissed my neck and nibbled my ears.

"You’re the best girlfriend in the world," she whispered to me.

"I’m trying to be," I smiled as I squirmed beneath her.

She gently folded the front of my dress up and began kissing the lace on my panties in imitation of how I’d kissed hers a few minutes earlier.

"Such a sweet," kiss, "sweet," kiss, "sweet," kiss, "little thing you can be. So pretty," kiss, "and you smell so nice, too."

Then she looked at me with mischievous eyes. "I’ll be right back," she announced and ran away.

"Where are you going?" I called after her, but she didn’t respond. She just ran up the stairs and moments later ran back down.

"Stand up for a second," she instructed me, so I did. She put a pillow in the middle of the couch, then had me lay back down, but this time on my stomach. I did so, but with caution.

"Why?" I asked, as I took my position.

"Just trust me," she said, with that same grin.

When I settled down, my bottom was raised a bit by the pillow and I felt Brooke raise the back of my dress and fold it neatly above my lower back. Then she ran her hands over my silk covered butt cheeks.

"You know, for a boy, you really do have a nice bottom," she said. Then she bent low and gave me some nibbles through the material.

Then she pulled the material back a bit and I felt her rubbing some oil on me. It felt warm and she massaged me with the oil, gradually finding her way to my rear opening.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"I’ve been doing some reading, too," she whispered and she slipped one oily finger into me, causing me to gasp and tighten a bit. "Oh, come on," she giggled. "Just relax and let me take care of you. I promise you’ll enjoy yourself."

Then I felt her fingers creeping deeper into me – first one, then two, then three slippery fingers that brought new, strange sensations.

"That’s it," she whispered from behind me. "Just relax and enjoy it. It feels nice, doesn’t it. So nice." She kept cooing like that as she teased me from behind.

Then I felt it. Something foreign and... artificial... entering me. It was at least as thick as her three fingers had been and it was longer, too – much longer.

I tried to ask what she was doing, but all that came out of my mouth was, "...aaa..."

"I know," Brooke cooed. "Nice, right?"

Actually, it hurt like hell for a moment and then... then... then it felt... amazing. I felt as if I was floating. Something deep inside me was being tickled or stroked or something and I began to wiggle to continue the stimulation and that’s when she pushed a button on whatever she’d inserted into me and it began to vibrate.

It was the most astounding feeling I’d ever felt and I clenched every muscle in my lower abdomen to grasp at the feeling, but my brain went into over load and I began to thrust back into the feeling until I felt an orgasm building deep within myself. It was like nothing I’d ever felt before and I whimpered as I thrust this way and that, searching for any way to satisfy my need for fulfillment – and when it came, it came in a gushing torrent of tingles and shivers. I must have looked like I was having a seizure, but I was feeling a sense of excitement like I’d never felt before and I froze, clenched and rode my way through it.

"Oh, God, oh, God, oh, God, oh, God," I muttered as my climax came and passed and I was able to breath again.

Brooke stopped the vibrator and slowly, gently slid the device from my anus, leaving me feeling oddly empty and deflated.

"Oh, God, oh, God, oh, God, oh, God," I continued to sputter as I felt it leaving me.

I looked at Brooke who asked, "Are you ok?"

I struggled for breath. "I think so... what was that?"

She smiled and showed me a wand, about a foot long, with what looked like a little, bent finger near one end. The wand was shaped a bit like a thin penis and was covered in neon pink silicon, probably for easily cleaning, but the color definitely gave it a feminine look.

"It’s my rabbit," Brooke said. "It’s, you know, a vibrator." She looked at me and smiled. "Did you like it?"

I couldn’t very well lie after what had just happened. "It was... amazing," I smiled, "but I may have just ruined my panties, my dress and the couch."

"Yeah," Brooke snickered. "I thought the same thing." She wiped my bottom with some tissues and pulled my panties back up. "Come on. Stand up and let’s see how bad it is."

I carefully knelt up, expecting to see a huge stain, but there was none. My dress was dry, too. So was the front of my panties, but of course, I had been tucked. So I checked my penis and I was shocked to find that, with the exception of some pre-cum on the tip of my organ, I hadn’t ejaculated anything. This had been a whole different kind of orgasm for me and it was amazing.

And it was only the first time we’d done it that way. There were a lot more online articles to read.
 
 
To Be Continued...

A Boy Called Brook - Autumn 3

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • prom dress

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A Boy Called Brook:

Autumn 3
by Clara
Copyright© 2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

Brook finds that the majority of his classmates
barely take notice of his decision to present as
a girl, but there are still those who will pick on
him just to feel superior. A surprise visitor shows
up at work one night and creates some conflicts
for Brook. He needs his dad's advice.

 
Author's Note: I Hope you all find some joy this Christmas! Thank you again for the comments.
I truly appreciate them. I hope that you are all well and staying healthy.
Please! Leave a review, it can be good or bad (not too harsh please!)
I am always willing to learn! ~Clara.

 
 
Autumn 3
 

As October progressed, Brooke and I were instructed to change our work uniforms for the new season. For fall, we put away our black dresses and wore white blouses, very short, black skirts, black tights and black shoes - just like the waitresses did for that season. It was a little more formal and, according to Amanda, more in keeping with the fall aesthetic they wanted for the season.

It was fine, but I have to admit that I was not a big fan of tights at first. As the season progressed and the temperatures dropped, though, I began to appreciate the snug warmth they provided.

At school, I was still loving being a sous-chef, but Brooke was getting very involved in being a part of the Homecoming Dance Committee. Apparently, homecoming had been a much bigger event at her former school and she had infected a good chunk of the school with 'homecoming dance fever.' She had elevated the typical annual dance from a kind of dressed up affair in the gym to nearly the level of a prom. Instead of a dance in the gym with a DJ, she had arranged for the dance to be at a local, public country club with a sit down meal and a band, and for everyone to come in semi-formal or formal attire. She was incredibly excited about it, which was great, and I was helping as much as I could. I worked the ticket desk with her and her friends during lunches and I helped her make banners to hang in the halls to advertise the event.

By ten days before the homecoming game, over four hundred kids were coming and we were headed to the city to go dress shopping for both of us. Brooke was easy. Everything she tried on looked amazing. She finally settled on a deep red, mermaid style dress that hugged every curve of her body and made her look like a movie star.

I had settled on a simple, pale blue dress that showed some shoulder and arms and a lot of leg and I was just headed into the changing room to change back into my own dress when a saleswomen said, "That color is beautiful on you. You know, we have a very pretty gown in that color that was ordered and never picked up. I believe it's selling at seventy nine percent off, if you'd like to try it on."

"A gown?" I asked.

"Is it something very fussy?" Brooke asked. "Brook hasn't had a lot of experience with gowns. We don't want the night to be a nightmare of dealing with..."

She stopped speaking because the saleswoman held out a pale blue gown that looked like it had been made for a fairytale princess. There was a corset-like bodice that was beaded with silvery-white beads that formed an almost feather-like pattern around the bust. It was designed to sit off the shoulder and was sleeveless, but had two sashes that would sit across each upper arm. Below the bodice, it exploded into a dream of blue tulle with beaded, lace, rose appliqués about the skirt. The bodice was as tiny and delicate as the skirt was massive and elegant.

"The bodice has a mesh corset sewn into it for support, and of course it has a built in bra. It’s one of the most beautiful gowns I’ve ever seen and it’s been sitting here, unused for a year."

"It’s gorgeous," Brooke said in a shocked whisper. "You have to try it on, babe."

I let out a disbelieving laugh. "Yeah, right. Like I could afford this."

"You said it was heavily discounted, right?" Brooke asked the saleswoman.

"Seventy nine percent off," the woman replied.

"So... how much?"

The saleswoman grinned. "One hundred and eight three dollars."

Brooke practically snatched the gown from the woman and dragged me into the dressing room. She tore the dress I was wearing off of me and spread the gown on the floor for me to step into. I did and she pulled it up and buttoned the back.

"Hold the front," she said. "I don’t know how to lace this."

She called the saleswoman in and she gave Brooke a primer on the proper way to lace and tighten the bodice. When she was done, a part of my dress felt very, very tight and the rest didn’t touch me at all.

"Step out here," the saleswoman instructed, as she guided me through the door. The skirt was so wide that I needed help to get it through the doorway.

"Oh, babe," Brooke said, shaking her head. "This is it. This is YOUR dress. Babe... you HAVE to wear this."

"Of course, you wouldn’t wear a bra with this," the saleswoman explained, running a finger along one of my bra straps.

"Yeah... about that..." I whispered to Brooke.

"Not a problem," she replied, not in a whisper.

"Oh, are we a little self-conscious about our size?" the saleswoman asked in a voice that sounded more like a sympathetic kindergarten teacher than person talking to a nineteen year old.

"A little," Brooke smiled back at her, also behaving as if I was a child.

"Well, don’t worry, dear," the saleswoman said. There’s lots of solutions. The dress’ corset will give you some cleavage, but you can increase your size with a little foam in the bottom of the dress’ bra cups, or even an adhesive bra."

"An adhesive bra?" I asked, shocked to hear that term.

"Yes," she said, surprised that I had never heard of the item. "They are individual cups made of a firmer material. You glue them on here," she ran her fingers along the outside of my padded-bra-breasts, "and then attach the claps between the two cups and it lifts and presses your breasts together creating cleavage. It’s a little trick for girls to know and boys to marvel at."

As I tried to process this devious way of creating alluring breasts, Brooke asked, "Do you like the dress, babe?"

"Can I see it in the mirror?" I asked, and I think that it was the first time that Brooke realized I hadn’t actually seen myself. So, she led me to the three panel mirror and let me see myself in the dress.

Or rather, the dress with me within it – because the dress was much bigger and much more impressive than I was. Man... well, that was probably not the correct word to express my surprise. ‘Boy’ didn’t do it any better. Regardless – without wearing any special makeup or having my hair done, the dress still made me look like a princess. I looked at the beautiful garment in the mirror and gasped, "Wow," I whispered as I ran my hands along the beaded lace on the bodice, then down onto the wide tulle skirt. "Wow," I whispered, again.

"I agree," Brooke grinned over my shoulder. "So? Is this the dress?"

"This is definitely the dress that will give my dad a heart attack, that’s for sure," I said, shaking my head.

Brooke shrugged. "He seems to be getting with the program recently. I think he’ll like it."

I swayed and felt the weight of the skirt move. "Yeah, well... this is a lot to lay on him, but... it is very pretty."

"Pretty?" The saleswoman sounded shocked. "Elegant, maybe, or regal, or... gorgeous, but just pretty? Hardly."

She was being pompous and it made me giggle. I asked Brooke, "What do you think?"

"I think you’d be crazy to wear anything else to homecoming. This dress looks like it was made for you."

I sighed. "I’ll need shoes and one of those bras, I guess..."

Brooke’s smile widened when she realized I was going to wear that frothy, soft, delicate, feminine confection to homecoming. "You are going to be the prettiest boy at homecoming," she whispered into my ear and giggled.

"That is probably true," I smirked.

Obviously, we bought the dress and, since I got it so cheaply, we also picked up a nice pair of satin pumps to match. We left those at the store, though, to be dyed to match the dress and to be picked up in two days. Who knew that shoes could be dyed to match your clothes!? I’d never heard of that before.

All of a sudden, I was excited about homecoming, too.

A few days later, in Mr Casey’s English class, we were working in groups of five students each and I ended up in a group with Alex Winter. We’d done a good job of avoiding each other, and I’m sure that Mr Casey had no idea that we’d had an altercation – let alone what had happened between our fathers – so I tried my best to not appear uncomfortable.

The purpose of the groups was for each group to focus on one aspect of the story we’d just read. The leader of our group was a girl I didn’t know well named Gwen. She had dark skin and naturally tightly curled hair that she kept cut very short, which seemed appropriate for someone who was in the welding tract at the school.

"Alright, let’s look at the motives of Atticus Finch," Gwen said, focusing on the matter at hand. "Is he just doing what’s right or is this some sort of a ‘white savior’ thing? That ‘white man’s burden’ thing, I think they called it," she said. Then she looked at the kid to her left. "Fred-O"

Fred Ortiz was a quiet boy who was a gifted woodworker, but not the best student. "Geez, Gwen, I don’t know," he shrugged, embarrassed. "I mean, Atticus is fighting, like, the whole town. He must believe he’s fighting for what’s right, right? I mean, look at how..."

While Fred had been talking, Alex had been ‘whispering’ loudly to the girl next to her, but now her volume had risen to the point that it was becoming impossible for us to hear the soft spoken Fred Ortiz speak.

"... and there he was, walking around in his pretty little dress with his dyke-y girlfriend, proud as can be, parading through the mall in front of everyone, carrying a garment bag with a homecoming dress in it. I mean, God, what a dickless little faggot, right? I bet he’s got a bigger pussy that she does."

"Hey!" Gwen snapped, sharply, at Alex. "Do have anything to say about the story, Alex?"

"Oh, I’ve got plenty to say," Alex looked at me and sneered, "and I could tell you a heck of a story."

Gwen shook her head. "Knock it off, Alex. Fred-O, I get what you’re saying. Thanks. Brook, what do you have to say?"

I was about to speak, but Alex jumped in and once again spoke to her neighbor, "Oh, I’m sure that he’d have a lot to say if he’d just get his girlfriend’s cock out of his mouth. Actually, I heard that he’s sucking the cock of that Spanish kid who’s running the kitchen with him when they take inventory in the walk-in refrigerator."

I saw red before my eyes and I was about to attack that obnoxious jerk, but Fred Ortiz, who I barely knew, put his arm around my shoulders and held me in my chair, close to him. "Don’t." He whispered. "If you let her get to you, you’ll get suspended and miss homecoming. Talk to Mr Casey."

"What the fuck is wrong with you Alex?" Gwen asked while Fred-O was talking to me. "Why can’t you mind your own fucking business and just do the classwork like the rest of us."

"Because I’m distracted by the fact that there’s a boy parading his pansy ass around in dresses and panties instead of behaving like a fucking man," Alex spat, looking at me with contempt.

"Oh, lord," Bill, the fifth member of our circle said, shaking his head. "Knock it off, Alex. We all know you’re just jealous because Brook is prettier than you are."

That made Gwen snicker, but it ignited Alex’s fury. "What the fuck did you say to me, you fucking asshole? You have the hots for him, don’t you? You’re as big a faggot as he is. Aren’t you?"

"And just what is all of this about?" Mr Casey asked as he arrived, obviously concerned by the tone and crassness of the language.

Alex sat back, crossed her arms and legs and looked away from everyone.

"Well?" Mr Casey asked.

"Well, Mr Casey," Gwen said, with a very mature sound to her voice, "the fact is that Alex is being very rude to another member of our group and I’m not sure how productive we can be with her in our circle."

"Is that so?" Mr Casey asked. "Alex, go join Marie’s group, please, and behave yourself or I’ll send you to the office. The rest of you... Atticus Finch – motivations – please."

"Yes, sir," we all mumbled, as Alex grabbed her purse and made a show of moving to another group.

"Jeannie?" Gwen asked the girl who’d been sitting next to Alex.

"Yeah?"

"Do you want to leave too?"

"Me? What did I do?" Jeannie asked, shocked to be accused of something. "I didn’t say a word."

"You didn’t tell Alex to knock it off like you should have," Gwen said.

Jeannie looked at the rest of the group and suddenly looked very sheepish. "Oh." Then she looked at me. "Sorry, Brook. I guess I should have, huh? You know I have no problem with you dressing up, right?"

"I’m not dressing up, Jeannie," I said. "I’m just being me."

"Yeah," she nodded. "That’s what I mean. I have no problem with it. Honest."

"Ok." I nodded.

"Alright then," Gwen nodded. "Back to the story. Jeannie? What do you think about Atticus’ motives?"

I didn’t hear a lot of what was being said. I just kept thinking that there was still like another thirty weeks of school to go and that meant another thirty weeks of Alex Winter in my life. That was a lot. I needed to be able to deal with her and her cronies – and the people like Jeannie who just let her be a bully without questioning her.

I was shocked when I came home one day and found my father with a laptop computer opened on the dining room table. He almost seemed embarrassed when I asked if he’d bought it for any particular reason.

"Actually, yeah," said, blushing a bit. "I’m taking an online class. The firm will pay for me to take classes to work in the law field and I thought I might give paralegal classes a try. Who knows. Maybe I’ll be a better student this time. God knows I couldn’t be any worse." He laughed at the last part.

"That’s awesome, dad!" I said, giving him a hug. "Are you starting in the winter semester?"

"I am starting the live classes then, yeah, but I’m taking this online class to prepare for it. I have to read the provided articles and answer questions. If I end up with a score of eighty-five or higher, I pass. Any lower and I can take it again."

"Wow, dad," said standing beside him, "I am really impressed. Look at the two of us. We’re entirely different people than we were last spring."

He nodded. "Yeah. It is amazing. Now, if you don’t mind, I should probably try to answer these questions before I forget everything that I read. This is the first night. I’m not sure how good a student I actually am."

I kissed his head. "You’ll do great. If I can help at all, just let me know." I rubbed his back and headed to my room to change, prouder of my dad than I’d ever been.

Working in the kitchen at school had become a real joy for me. Henry and I were becoming a really tight team. We worked off of each other’s strengths and, for the most part, we seemed to have a pretty happy kitchen staff. The thing was, though, Alex began spreading this rumor about Henry and me doing things – sexual things – in the coolers and stuff and, of course, the rumors got back to the principal, and guess who he believed. Me? No. Henry? No. Our kitchen staff? No. Mrs Simpson? No. Alex and her friends? Of course.

"I know it’s all just nonsense," Mrs Simpson said to both of us one morning, "but Mr Kemp spoke to me about it, so I have no choice but to talk to you two about it. You understand that I need to be careful, right? So... so do you. Any appearance of impropriety and it could be all of our butts in sling. Are we all on the same page?"

"Yes, chef," we both replied.

"Good," she nodded. "Then both of you get your butts in there and get to work."

"Yes, chef," we said and headed back into the kitchen.

Before we got in with the rest of our classmates, I stopped and said, "Look, Henry... I’m sorry about all of this."

He blinked at me. "Why? You didn’t do anything."

"Well... I did start living this way, so... I guess that made it possible for Alex to stir all of this up. I never meant for this to splash all over you."

He chuckled. "Don’t be stupid. I’m a big boy. I can take care of myself. Alex Winter and her friends are jerks. They don’t scare me."

I nodded. "Yeah, but... I’m still sorry about how..."

"Hey, Brook," Henry stopped me. "Look. You’re my friend. Alex Winter is an ass-hat. No apologies are necessary. End of story. Ok?"

Huh... yeah... he was my friend, wasn’t he? I actually had real friends! "Ok, Henry. Thanks."

He winked at me. "Let’s get to work."

We worked really hard in the kitchen everyday and I think we both were very proud of the work we did. Our team all seemed proud, too. If there was one thing I’d learned from working at The Wireworks, it was that if you felt like a part of a team then you were happy when your team succeeded.

Speaking of working at The Wireworks, the night before homecoming, Brooke and I were working and it was an unusually busy night, even for a Friday. Brooke was working the reception desk and I was seating customers for the first half of the evening and we planned to switch later so that we each shared the running around.

I was returning to the reception desk from seating a couple when I saw Mr Davies wave as he headed into the bar. I waved back and continued on my way, but Mr Davies gave me an odd smile and seemed to watch me as I passed. That’s was weird.

When I reached the reception desk, Brooke was speaking to a customer and looked uncharacteristically flustered. When I stepped behind the desk, Brooke looked concerned.

"Oh, so here she is," the customer said and I smiled and looked up to make eye contact with her.

"Good evening," I said. Then I looked at Brooke. "How many?"

"Umm," Brooke muttered and looked from me to the customer.

I followed her gaze and I immediately knew that something was amiss. I knew this woman, but... I didn’t.

"Oh, come on," the customer said, "don’t tell me you don’t recognize your own mother, Brook."

"I... I..." I sputtered.

"Umm..." Brooke interrupted. "Maybe you should take a break, babe. It’s kind of busy. Lots of people around."

I looked at the people waiting behind my mother. "Umm... no... no... Look... Mrs Chapin..."

"Ahern," my mother interrupted me. "You can call me Bev, actually. That is, if mom is uncomfortable at first."

I felt a strange mixture of fascination and anger sweep across me. "Ok... Look... Ms Ahern... it is very busy and I am working, so... if you don’t mind... would you like to be seated, or would you like to leave?"

Now, I was pretty young when my mother left, but I don’t remember her being quite as smug as she was that night. When she heard my statement, a very superior grin crept across her face and her eyelids closed about halfway as she surveyed the people in the waiting area with cold, ugly contempt.

"I’ll tell you what, ‘son,’" she said to me. "I’ll go have dinner and some drinks in the bar where I’ll be for the rest of the night. So, when you get a break, or when you end your shift... come see me. I’m not leaving."

When she turned to leave, she eyed the couple behind her, both of whom were a bit overweight, with such contempt that I could tell it made them uncomfortable, so I needed to make it up to them.

"Hi, good evening," I smiled at them. "I apologize for that woman. I think she’s been drinking. How can I help you this evening?"

I was able to get my evening back on track, but the specter of my long lost mother was ever present. I couldn’t help but glance into the bar every time I passed and there she was. Usually with Mr Davies, but frequently chatting with some of our other regulars. A few times I even heard her telling people that she was my mother. I don’t know if she mentioned that I was her son or not, but I definitely heard her comparing my looks to her – and that was something that I couldn’t help but doing, as well.

I looked a little like my dad – just a little – and my dad only kept two pictures of my mother in the house. One of my mom and me on the beach at a pond and one of my mom holding me in her hospital bed a few minutes after I was born. In one picture she was squinting into the sun and in the other she was red and sweaty from having just giving birth, so the pictures aren’t what you’d call ‘flattering’ pictures of her.

I was just a kid when she left us, so I wasn’t really old enough to make a real decision about her beauty.

But now that I saw her in person, there was no denying that she was a good looking woman and that I really did look an awful lot like her. I don’t mean for that to sound egotistical or anything. I just mean that when Brooke and I were having breakfast with Mr Davies and Ms Caulfield that morning and Ms Caulfield said I looked just like my mother, she was right. I really did.

As our eleven o’clock closing time was approaching, Mr Davies came by the reception area where Brooke and I were removing that evening’s ‘specials’ inserts from the menus, as he always did, to say his usual good nights to Brooke and me, but this night he had a pretty self-satisfied grin on his face.

"Well, ladies," he grinned, "another night in the books, huh?" Those were his usual departing words, but on this night he stopped and waited a moment before he said. "So... did I surprise you, or what?"

"Yeah, you surprised me, alright," I huffed.

That seemed to throw him off a bit. "Wait a minute. Are you upset that your mom is here to see you?"

I glanced at him, but went back to pulling out the menu inserts.

"Oh, come on," he laughed. "She’s your mom. Every girl wants a relationship with her mom, right?"

I stopped and looked at this man who’d been pretty nice to Brooke and me over the last couple of months. "Mr Davies... I don’t even know that woman and... I work here. This is NOT the appropriate place for her to have confronted me and..." I looked around, "... she must have told you by now... I am not a girl... and even if I was, she’s no more my MOM than anyone else in this building. As a matter of fact, she’s worse. She left me. No one else here ever did that. Why should I care that she’s here at all?"

"Because I came back," a voice came from behind me. I turned and saw my estranged mother standing there, not looking at all upset by what I’d said. "Like the prodigal son, I came back, Brook, and I hoped that we might be able to start over. Tell you my side of the story. And for the record, I left your father, not you."

I sighed. "Well, the result was the same, wasn’t it?"

"Is everything ok here?" Amanda said, arriving at the reception area just as a part of doing her rounds.

I looked at my mother, praying she’d just leave, but instead, she extended her hand to Amanda and said, "Everything is just fine, dear. I understand that this is your restaurant."

"Yes," Amanda smiled. "My father and I run it."

"It’s charming," my mother schmoozed, "just charming."

"Well, thank you," Amanda nodded.

"And I am so happy that my son, Brook, has been able to become a part of your company. He seems so happy here."

I could have killed her right there and then.

"Your son? Brook is YOUR son? Oh, my goodness! Well, how nice to meet you... Mrs Chapin, is it?"

My mother let out a pained grunt. "Umm, no, dear. Ms Ahern. Bev, please."

"Well, Bev," Amanda put her arm around me, "we just adore Brook here at The Wireworks. She is doing a wonderful job."

"Yes. I’m sure he is," my mother oozed.

"Umm," I interrupted, "I’m sorry that my mother came to speak to me here, Amanda. It won’t happen again."

"Oh, don’t be silly," Amanda laughed. "It’s no big deal. Anytime, Bev."

"Actually... mom..." I looked at the stranger who had given birth to me, "maybe we could meet somewhere... ELSE. Ok? Maybe someplace where I don’t work."

I think Amanda realized at that point that I was uncomfortable with this situation.

"Sure," mother dearest smirked. "How about I take you and your ‘friend’ to breakfast tomorrow morning and we get all caught up?"

"Umm, that’s not the best day," Brooke pointed out. "Tomorrow is homecoming and we have hair and makeup appointments starting at eleven thirty."

"Oh, well, let’s say eight thirty, then. At The Town Line Restaurant. Sound good? Should I pick you up at your daddy’s house?"

Honest God, the way she said ‘your daddy’s house’ cut through me like a red hot knife. The last thing I wanted was for dad to have to deal with her.

"No... I’ll meet you at The Town Line," I agreed, seeing no other options.

"Excellent," she smiled. She came over to the reception desk and gave my cheek a peck that barely made contact with me before she turned to leave. "Till tomorrow, honey." Then she turned and looked at Brooke. "And you, too, dear. And what was your name, again?"

"It’s Brooke," Brooke said, sounding a bit exhausted by my mother’s pretentious behavior.

"Really!?" She had to have been told Brooke’s name by Mr Davies. We knew that. "Well, isn’t that a coincidence. I will see you both in the morning, then. Ta!"

When she’d left, Amanda said, "I gather that this was a bit of a surprise, then? This visit from your mother?"

I nodded. "She left us a long time ago. I didn’t expect to ever see her again and I certainly never expected her to come here. I’m so sorry."

"Hey, not your fault," she said, giving my shoulder a squeeze. "Tell you what. You two call it a night and head home. I’ll finish this up here."

"But it’s only ten forty," I said.

"It’s fine," she smiled. "Get some rest and have a great time tomorrow night. As for tomorrow morning..." she took a deep breath and let it out. "... family can really suck sometimes, Brook, but... who knows... give her a shot. Maybe she’ll be ok. If she’s a pill, just leave and focus on homecoming. Ok?"

I nodded. "Ok."

"Are you going to tell your dad about your mom?" Brooke asked me as we were headed home.

"My mom?" I laughed. "You have a ‘mom,’" I pointed out. "I have a ‘mother.’ Someone who birthed me. She’s not my mom. But... yeah... I think I should tell my dad. I don’t want him to think that I’m doing something behind his back."

When Brooke pulled her Jeep into her driveway, I noticed that our house was dark.

"I think my dad is probably at your house," I said.

"Probably," Brooke said.

We got out and walked to the house. "Let’s hope we don’t catch them doing something they shouldn’t be doing," she laughed.

We opened the door and found them in the great room watching the end of an old movie on TV. The closing credits were just starting as we entered.

"Hey, you two are home early," Mrs Kerr smiled.

"Yeah, Amanda let us go a little early because of something that happened at the restaurant tonight," I said.

My dad looked concerned. "Really? What happened? You guys didn’t get fired, did you?"

"No, nothing like that," I said and shook my head. "Umm, dad... I think... maybe... I need to talk to you... alone... for a little bit."

"Oh," he said, concerned and a little confused. He bent and kissed Mrs Kerr goodnight, then we headed home.

"So?" he asked when we were outside.

I took a deep breath and got ready. The last thing I wanted was to upset dad right now. He’d come a long, long way recently. He’d gotten a better job, taking classes, dressing better, seeing a therapist, staying sober... For the first time that I could remember, dad had hope for a better future. The last thing I wanted to do was slap him in the face with his past.

"So, I had a visitor at work tonight..." I said.

"A visitor?" Dad said, then it seemed to dawn on him who the visitor must have been. "Oh... your mother?"

I nodded.

"And?"

"Well," I said, "I didn’t really speak to her, much. The thing is, though... she wants Brooke and me to have breakfast with her tomorrow morning. I think that, if I don’t show up, she’s going to be persistent and keep showing up at work. Maybe even here."

We reached our steps and dad took my hand and sat me down next to him. Now, it was his turn to take a deep breath. "Look, Brook... honey... if you want to see your mother, that’s fine. It won’t upset me. Maybe getting to know her is the right thing to do."

"But I don’t think I really want to, dad," I said. "She says she wants me to hear her side of the story. You know... why she left us."

Dad let out a strange, frustrated laugh. "To tell you the truth, I’d like to hear that, too."

He looked at me and looked older and sadder than I’d ever seen. "I suppose that, after what I did this summer and then that thing with Jake Winter, you probably think the worst, don’t you? Like... maybe I beat her or something. Right?"

I shrugged. It had crossed my mind.

"I didn’t," he said flatly, then he looked at the ground, looking ashamed to be bringing it up again. "In fact, I didn’t even drink all that much when she was around. A beer or two once or twice a week, but that’s all. I never laid a hand on her, Chef. I swear. I think... I think the reason I might have beaten you up so badly was... because I was really, really drunk and I thought I was losing you the way I lost her. I was scared and I was a coward and it was a cowardly thing to do. I feel terrible about it everyday."

He looked at me, again. "Chef... if you want to get to know your mom, it’s fine with me. I understand."

I shook my head. "She’s just my mother, dad. Not my mom. It’s just that she’s... so... persistent... like I said. And I know that you still have a bit of a thing for her, so..."

"Whoa, whoa, whoa," dad said. "Why on earth would you think that I have ‘a thing’ for your mother?"

"Well... you still have those two pictures of her on your dresser. I mean... After all these years, why would you keep those if you didn’t still have feelings for her? I figured that she must have been, like, the love of your life."

Dad rested his elbows on his knees and leaned forward and shook his head. "Alight, I admit... yes, those pictures are of the love of my life, but... Look... Chef... I know that most of your life I have been... distant... as a father, and I made a pretty terrible mistake this summer, but..." he rubbed his forehead and looked down our driveway. "...Chef... honey... I... I know who I am and what I am. I’m... I’m nothing, honey... nothing...

"Dad..."

"...except your dad." He finished.

"Dad... that’s not true. You’re..."

"No, listen, honey." He still looked down the driveway. "Honey... I... I was an idiot as a kid. I screwed up and I took chances and I made mistakes. Huge mistakes. Like your mother. She was a huge mistake, but..." He grimaced and his bottom teeth appeared and scraped his upper lip as he thought. "Brook... the very first moment that I saw you... the moment that the doctor handed you to your mother... I knew right then and there that I had a purpose in life." He looked at me and his eyes were watery. "I was your father, Brook. That was my purpose, and... I tried, honey. I did. I really tried. I tried really hard to be a good father, but... I had just gotten so good at being a screw up, that I didn’t know how to be good at anything."

He shook his head and looked down the driveway, again. "I really did try, though, and one day, when you were little, I decided to take my wife and my little boy for a day at the lake." He snickered as he remembered. "I thought, you know... we’d be a real family. Have a real life. Like real people. God knows I couldn’t really afford it, but... I just wanted us to live a normal life."

I bit my lower lip. This conversation had gone in a different direction than I’d expected and I didn’t know what to say.

"That day at the lake..." he continued, "you had so much fun, honey. You were in and out of the water all day and you laughed like I’d never seen you laugh before. My little boy was actually happy. That day... I really thought that I was going to be able to be a good dad, but then... It was like as soon as your mom got a taste of a normal life, she just wanted it all... everything... a life of vacations and beaches... immediately... And she knew that she couldn’t have that with me. I was just a screw up. A GED instead of a high school diploma. A crappy job at the lumber yard. I was never going to be able to give her vacations in the Caribbean, or a winter home in Florida... and she knew that, but... even a good middle class life wasn’t enough for her. It was like she had no interest in trying to help me, after that... to work with me to make a good life for the three of us after that day. Everything fell within three or four months of that day and... then... she left."

He looked at me, took my hand and kissed it. "Brook... yes... I have pictures of the love of my life on my dresser, but I don’t have any pictures of your mother. I have a picture of the day that the love of my life came into my life and a picture of the only time I ever made the love of my life happy. Those pictures are of you, Brook. Not your mother. When I look at those pictures, I don’t even see her. I just see you."

"Oh, dad," I sighed as I leaned into his shoulder.

"So, baby, go see your mother if you want or don’t if you don’t want, but please believe me... that woman means absolutely nothing to me anymore. NOTHING. Alright?"

"Alright, dad," I said and I kissed his cheek. Then I rested my head on his shoulder. "Alright."
 
 
To Be Continued...

A Boy Called Brook - Autumn 4

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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  • Lingirie
  • prom dress

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A Boy Called Brook:

Autumn 4
by Clara
Copyright© 2022 Clara Schumann

 

Brook meets with his mother and then
prepares to go to the homecoming dance
in an elegant gown.

 
Author's Note: Sadly, this is the end of the Brook/Brooke series, at least for now. I know there are a lot of aspects that could still be explored, but I have to take a break from these characters. Thank you, again, for all of the reviews and emails I've received about this series. I truly appreciate all the support. Please stay well! I am giving a shout out to Sephrena for assisting me with the html layout for bigcloset! Thank you very much! As for me, I am currently battling my 3rd round of COVID. Nothing too horrible this time, but I do wonder how many vaccines I will need before I no longer get this freaking virus?? Oh, well... I'll be back with another story at some point. Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! ~Clara.
 
 
Autumn 4
 

The next morning, Brooke and I were at The City Line right on time, waiting for my mother to arrive.

"We can leave if you want," Brooke said, seeing that I was nervous.

"No. I should at least talk to her. Maybe get her out of my hair, you know?"

My mother came in about fifteen minutes late and sat in the booth across from Brooke and me. She never apologized for being late or acted as if she had any reason to apologize. She just sat and smiled, ordered a black coffee, an egg white omelette and a side of bacon, then looked at us.

"So," she finally said, "when did my little boy become a little girl?"

I just looked at her for a moment. "I'm not your little boy or your little girl and that's none of your business."

"Oh, isn't it? I am your mother, after all?"

"No." I said, emphatically. "You birthed me. That's all. A mother would have raised me. You're a stranger."

She smiled even more broadly. "Fair enough... but maybe if you knew my side of the story, you'd understand why I left."

"I'm all ears," I said.

"Ok," she smiled and shrugged. "So... I started dating your 'daddy' when I was fifteen, Brook. Fifteen. I had just turned sixteen when I missed my period and I knew I was pregnant. I didn't love your 'daddy'... we were just dating." Every time she said 'your daddy' she said it as if it was an insult. "It was just a high school thing, you know? I mean... If you hadn't come along, we probably wouldn't have even thought about going to prom together. As it was, by the time prom did roll around, I was five months along and my tits were starting to get bigger every day. It didn't really matter though, because your 'daddy' had already dropped out and everyone knew that he'd knocked me up, so he wasn't allowed to go to prom and I was stuck at home."

I think she wanted me to say something, but I waited for her to continue - which she did.

"So, what I wanted to do was have the baby, have my mom help me raise it (yep, 'it' - that's me - 'it') and then go back to school, but oh, no! My parents wouldn't hear of it and your father was all about getting married and playing house. So, they all teamed up together and forced me into a life I never wanted. I stuck around as long as I could, but eventually... I just couldn't handle it any more. I had to leave."

Our breakfasts arrived at that point, so our conversation stopped and we waited till the waitress left before we said anything.

When she'd walked away, my mother said, "I suppose it goes without saying that your 'daddy' is not exactly a great catch - am I right? I mean... a high school dropout... no prospects... working at the lumberyard his whole life... Not exactly what I signed up for, if you know what I mean."

She giggled at her own words and began preparing her breakfast to be eaten. "So, you see what I'm saying, right?"

I looked at my eggs and I thought about what she'd said. "I understand that you were young, sure, but..." I let that hang there for a bit as I thought some more.

"You know, babe," Brooke said, "maybe you should just let this go, you know."

"Babe?" My mother laughed. "Are you two a couple?"

"Yeah, why?" Brooke asked, a bit defensively.

"Well," my mother smirked and looked at Brooke, "it's just that it would seem to me that a girl that looks like you could... I don't know... maybe could find a boy who was more... masculine than my little slugger, here."

"Little slugger?" I said, shocked at her insensitivity.

Brooke put her hand on my forearm and stopped me, though, "Look, Ms Ahern, I don't know quite why you think that you're God's gift to the world and that you're somehow superior to everyone else in the world, but I'm here to tell you that I find you to be one of the rudest and most insensitive people I have ever met in my life."

My mother's smile never faltered. "You probably think that I've never heard that before, don't you? Well, let me tell you something, young lady... When you're a successful woman in a man's world, you need to be harder and less sensitive than the women at home reading bedtime stories to their smelly little children. You need to call them like you see them and that's what I do. I call them like I see them."

Brooke was flush with anger and about to explode, but I stopped her and looked at my mother. I was calm and spoke evenly. "Look... 'mom'... I... You... Your story is definitely understandable. I get it. You were young and you were in trouble - yeah I get it, but dad was young and in trouble, too, and you know what? Dad stayed. Dad took care of me."

"Did he?" she asked, with a good deal of snark. "Because I have a friend on the police force who tells me that he put you in the hospital this summer. Is that how he took care of you? Or did he take care of you by dressing you up like a Barbie doll? Explain it to me, Brook, because from where I'm sitting, it looks like 'daddy' did a pretty piss-poor job of raising you."

She still had that grin, that shit-eating grin, plastered to her face.

"Don't get me wrong, though," she said, taking a sip of her coffee, "I like the whole Barbie doll look. I think it's really working for you. I guess I just assumed that, if you worked that hard to look like a girl, and a pretty girl at that, then I just assumed that there were boys involved. So, I made the assumption that you were gay. My mistake.'

I'd had enough. "I think we should go," I said to both Brooke and the woman sitting opposite me.

"Why? Did I upset you?" She put down her coffee and suddenly actually looked concerned. "What did I say? I thought that we could discuss all of these things freely in this day and age. Come on. Sit back down. I'll be more diplomatic."

"More diplomatic!?" I snapped, but speaking in an angry whisper. "You've already insulted me, insulted my father, told my girlfriend she can do better than me... my God, how are you possibly going to be diplomatic, now?"

She smirked, again. "I never insulted you, Brook. In fact, I said you looked very pretty. I never insulted your 'daddy,' I just gave you my opinion - which I kind of thought you would share, since he put you in the hospital a few months ago. And I never... ok, I may have implied that Brooke could attract a more manly man than you, but I've already explained that I assumed that you were gay. Now, come on - look at yourself. Anyone seeing you and knowing that you're a boy is going to assume that you're gay. That's not an insult - that's common sense."

I looked at Brooke who looked as angry and confused as I did.

I looked back at my... mother. "If I stay... you have to behave and be polite."

She picked up her coffee again. "Promise." She took a sip and indicated that we should sit, again.

For some reason, we did.

"Well, I guess you're curious about what I've been doing since I said goodbye all those years ago..." Truly I wasn't, and she hadn't actually said 'goodbye' at all. She just left without a word, but she went into a ten minute homily about how she'd shaken off the dust of her old life - that would be me, I guess - and started over in a nearby city. She got her realtor's license and done well for herself before moving her business to Orlando, Florida where she'd done even better.

"I just love fall in New England, though," she said, looking out the window of the diner at the red, orange and yellow trees, "so I always come back for a few weeks in the fall. I stay with your grandmother at a house I bought before I moved south. She moved in there after my 'daddy' died and we sold their ramshackle place."

Grandmother? I still had a grandmother? I hadn't even suspected that I might still have a grandmother. Dad's mother was gone before I was born and his father had moved away when I was little. I heard he'd passed away somewhere in Arizona a few years ago, but I didn't know him enough to have any feelings about him. It seemed to bother dad for a few days. He drank pretty hard for a week or so, but then he seemed alright.

"So, what have you been up to since we parted company?" she asked. I took note of the way she couched everything in terms that would indicate that she was not solely responsible for leaving. Frankly, though, the idea that I might still have a grandmother had so surprised me that I didn't say anything. Brooke spoke for me instead.

"Well, Brook is a senior at Tech. He's in the culinary academy, training to be chef. He's one of the top two chefs in his class, he's a sous-chef in their kitchen. This year, he bravely came out as gender fluid and is killing it dressing in his feminine mode... Oh... and, of course, he has a smoking hot girlfriend."

Brooke smiled at her last, playful statement, took my hand and laced her fingers through mine.

My mother nodded and looked at Brooke. "And do you also go to Tech?"

"I do," Brooke smiled.

"Let me guess - hair and makeup, right?"

"Cosmetology, yes."

"And I'll bet that my son's 'smoking hot girlfriend' played a big part in his decision to become 'gender fluid.'" She formed air quotes around the last two words.

"Well, I may have helped, but I never..." Brooke began to speak, but I found my tongue.

"You know, you're a few years late to impose your values on me, Ms Ahern." I said. "I'm nineteen years old, about to graduate from high school and head out on my own. I am an A/B student who has never gotten into trouble and I have taken care of my house, my father and myself since the selfish woman who gave birth to me didn't show up to pick me up after school one day when I was in third grade."

"I just explained..." she tried to say, but I wasn't hearing it.

"That you had other priorities, yeah, I heard you, but unfortunately, at that age, I didn't even know what priorities were. I was just a kid whose mother didn't love him any more."

"Ok, babe," Brooke said, trying to calm me down. "Why don't we just get going."

I looked at my girlfriend and I wanted to calm down - I really did - but I was just so damned... angry.

Brooke smiled, though and rubbed my upper arm. "Brook, baby, you're letting her get to you for no reason."

I looked from Brook to Ms Ahern and then took a breath. "Unfortunately, there is a reason." Damn it. My eyes were starting to water. I really didn't want that to happen. I looked at Ms Ahern and shook my head in disappointment. "I think... I really wanted to have a mother, but... I got you, instead."

Then I looked at Brooke and nodded. "Come on. Let's go."

I stood and Brooke got out of the booth behind me.

"You have a mother sitting right here," the woman I left behind said.

"I wish that were true," I said and left.

I wiped the tears from my eyes and put her behind me. I wasn't going to let her hurt me any more. Between Alex and her crowd and my 'mother,' I was developing thick skin when I needed it. And I really needed it right then.

We returned to Brooke's favorite salon, 'The St Onge Salon,' in the city and got the full treatment. Facials, hair, makeup, nails, everything. We were there four hours and when we left we looked like we were about to attend a royal wedding or something, rather than a high school homecoming dance. Brooke's hair had a bit of a crown to it, but still fell luxuriously down her back. Mine was piled high in tight curls with little pearls placed throughout it to coordinate with the appliqués on the gown. I have to admit... I looked pretty amazing. Brooke, of course, looked breath taking.

When we got back to the Kerr's house, dad and Mrs Kerr were exiled to our place until we were ready to leave for homecoming. We wanted to surprise them - Well, Brooke wanted to surprise them. To tell you the truth, I was a little nervous about dad's reaction. I mean, I knew he was cool with everything and all, but... this was a lot of femininity to deal with.

Melissa and Elena were excited to act as our dressing assistants. I think they were as excited about the evening as Brooke and I were.

In a few minutes, Brooke was dressed in a beautiful, white lace bra and panty set and I was wearing a pretty blue, silk and lace, hi-cut panty.

Then came my stick-on bra. It was an interesting contraption that was obviously designed for smaller breasted women. Brooke attached adhesive strips to the bottom, insides of the plastic cups of the bra, which, incidentally, were not connected to one and other. Then she attached the cups to my breasts.

"Now the magic happens," Brooke smiled and she pulled the two cups together and connected them to each other with a hook and eye that sat between the, and, yes, nearly magically, I had small breasts appear on my chest. They weren't impressive, but they were there.

"Hey look," Elena giggled. "Little boobies."

"Not so little," Elena said, pulling her shirt tight and standing beside me to compare. "I'd say we're about the same size, still."

"Yeah, but you're padded," Melissa teased her sister.

"Nope," Elena shook her head. "It's all me, now. I'm done with padding."

"Good for you," Brooke said and kissed her sister's cheek. "Let's get Brook into his dress first. We need to lace him into the corset top so that it gives him a little more support."

"And boob," Melissa said.

"And boob," Brooke chuckled and agreed. "Before we do that though, go to the potty, babe."

I looked at her, confused. "But... I don't need to go."

"Well, I suggest you try," she laughed, "because once you're in that big gown, it's not going to be easy to go."

"Oh," I said, as I realized she was right.

"It'll be a lot harder than going when you're wearing a romper," Elena chuckled. 'I mean, you'll never be able to hold up all those skirts by yourself, and then, how would you wipe, and..."

"Yeah, ok," I said, with a smile. "I'll be right back."

Moments later, I was back in the bedroom, having tinkled the little but I was able to purge. Brooke had my blue tulle gown spread like an area carpet on the floor with a hole in the center.

"Ok, babe," she smiled, standing there in her beautiful lingerie. "Time to become a princess." She offered me her hand, which I took, and I stepped over the sea of blue tulle and into the hole and just stood there as my ladies in waiting, Elena and Melissa, raised the top of the dress up my torso, running the delicate, lace bands of material that would hang decoratively over my biceps up my arms.

I lowered my arms to hold the dress in place as Brook began to tighten the lacing of the corset-top. She pulled it very tight, allowing the boning within the dress' bodice to do its job and create even more cleavage where the new bra had already created some.

"Wow," Elena whispered to me. "I think you've got me beat, now." That made me let out a little snicker.

Once Brooke had tightened the laces completely, she tucked the excess laces into the back of the dress and began buttoning up the long row of teeny tiny, blue pearlescent buttons that ran up my back.

When, finally, she was done, Brooke let out a huge, dramatic sigh. "Whew! That was hard work! Good thing all the fun parts are still accessible through the bottom."

"Oh, gross!" Melissa said, while making a face, but Elena laughed hard.

"I probably shouldn't have said that in front of you two, huh?" Brooke scolded herself, but smiled at them because she'd shared a very grown up joke with them. "Ok, El, can you grab Brook's pumps and help him with those? Mel, can you help me get into my dress?"

I sat on the bed and, as delicately as possible, pulled back my layers of tulle until my feet were visible and Elena could ease them onto my feet.

By the time I stood, Brooke was fully dressed in her deep red mermaid dress with the gold highlights and gold shoes. That was the first time I realized that she was wearing platform heels for the evening. She was always a few inches taller than me, but now... now I could barely see over her shoulder. It made her look more goddess-like and made me feel more small, defenseless and feminine than ever. It was as if I only existed from the waist up. Everything below there was just absorbed into the meringue of blue tulle that blossomed from the bottom of my dress' bodice and just touched the floor. I felt beautiful, but I didn't feel beautiful IN the dress, I felt beautiful BECAUSE of the dress. Like the dress was the beautiful thing and it was allowing me into it to help display it. So, I shared in its beauty.

"Wow," Elena shook her head. "You guys look... I was going to say amazing, but I think 'beautiful' is a better word. You both just look beautiful. And you look so beautiful together."

"Aww, thanks, El," Brooke actually blushed a little. "What do you think, Mel? Do you approve?"

She shrugged. "You're not too ugly, I guess."

We all smiled at that.

"Hey!" Mrs Kerr called up the stairs. "Any chance you two might be coming down sometime soon? Vic and I would like to take some pictures before the limo gets here."

"They're coming!" Elena yelled back down.

I took a deep breath. "Ok. Here goes. Someone have a phone ready to call nine-one-one in case my dad passes out."

Brooke smiled. "Now remember to hold your skirts and walk slowly and carefully down the stairs. We don't want you to take a tumble in that gown."

"Yes, mother," I said, but immediately regretted having brought up such a terrible human being.

When we reached the top of the stairs, the two younger sisters ran downstairs and told dad and Mrs Kerr where to stand so that we could make our grand entrance. Brooke came along side me and took my arm in her's, then made sure I had my tulle skirts properly gathered before we began our descent.

The first reaction I noticed was Mrs Kerr's gasp. "Oh, my," she said in a tearful, maternal voice. "Vic... they're beautiful."

I was pretty focused on not falling down the stairs, but I definitely heard my dad whisper, "Holy cow."

Then I heard Mrs Kerr say, "Oh Vic... I know. He looks beautiful, though, doesn't he?"

"Yeah," he sniffled. "Yeah. They both do."

When we reached the bottom of the stairs, both Mrs Kerr and dad came over and hugged us both and showered us with compliments.

We took somewhere between a dozen and eight hundred thousand pictures by the grand staircase in the entrance of the Kerr's house until, at last, the limo drove into the driveway.

"Mom, we need to go," Brooke said as Mrs Kerr attempted to take more pictures.

"Ok," Mrs Kerr said, with a smile. "Let's get some shots by the limo, too!"

Out we went, with Elena and Melissa leading the way, followed by Brooke and me, then Mrs Kerr and dad.

We were on photo number three hundred and eighty when I noticed a woman walking over from our house and calling to my dad. "Victor! Victor! Is that you?"

Dad heard her and turned to see who was calling his name. "Eleanor?" Dad asked, confused. "Eleanor. What are you doing here?"

I had no idea who the woman was, but dad seemed perplexed by her presence.

The woman looked a little confused... well, maybe flustered is a better word. "Victor..." she said, looking for words. "I... well... umm... Victor... Beverly... well, Karen... told me that she had breakfast with my grandson today."

I felt a rush of nervous warmth flush over my body. This woman was my grandmother.

"Victor," she said... "I was told... all this time I thought..." the woman was nearly hysterically upset.

"Eleanor," my dad said as calmly as he could, "what did Karen tell you?"

The woman took a deep breath. "Victor. She told me that she took Brook to Florida with her and that she'd sent him to a private, boarding school. I assumed that she was just... keeping him away from me for some reason. Victor... I had no idea that my grandson was still living four miles away from me all these years."

Dad half-glanced in my direction. "Umm... Eleanor... this may not be the best time..."

"Victor, you and Brook must think I am the most horrid woman. All these years I've neglected my own grandchild. That girl of mine... don't get me wrong, Victor, I love her to death, but sometimes I do not understand her." She shook her head and looked back at our house. "Anyway... is Brook home? Can I see him, Victor?'

Dad bit his lower lip. I could see what was going through his head. He wanted that night to be nice for Brooke and me, not a dramatic scene created by my mother's chaotic whirlwind. "Eleanor... I understand how much mayhem Karen... or Beverly... or whatever she's calling herself, can create, but..."

"Nana?" I said, stepping forward, unable to wait any longer to make a connection with my grandmother, who, unlike my mother, actually seemed interested in seeing me.

The woman looked at me for a solid twenty seconds before recognition seemed to dawn on her. "Brook?" A smile slowly formed on her face. "No? Really? Is this Brook?" She stepped towards me in disbelief and raised her hands to touch my face. "My God... I can't believe it."

She touched both of her cool, soft hands to my cheeks and shook her head. Then she kept her hands there and turned to talk to dad. "I can't believe this, Victor. Look at him. He looks exactly like Karen at this age."

My father nodded. "Yeah. I've noticed."

My grandmother returned her gaze to me. "Oh, Brook... we've lost so much time together." Then something seemed to occur to her. "Oh, my God. I just realized how rude I've been. You're not a boy any longer, are you? I'm so sorry. Forgive me, dear. This is all new for a woman in her sixties."

"No, nana," I smiled. "I'm still a boy."

"You're still...?" She looked at me, then Brooke, then my dad and Mrs Kerr. "How is that possible?" She looked at my dad. "Vic? He looks so... natural?"

My dad nodded. "I know. Umm... Eleanor, I can't explain what happened, but over the last year, Brook just... changed. He went from being a quiet and - I think - not very happy boy to the beautiful, self confident person he is now."

She shook her head, but I don't think she was passing any judgement.

"I was a little freaked out by it at first," dad admitted. "In fact," he sighed, "I was pretty opposed to it all... violently opposed, in fact." He looked down and shook his head. "But as the new Brook began to appear... well... for the first time, my son was happy, Eleanor."

She smiled and patted my cheek once again. "Well, that's wonderful."

"Umm..." Brooke got our attention. "I'm sorry to interrupt. Hi, Mrs Ahern. I'm Brooke. I'm Brook's girlfriend. I don't want to break up this reunion, but we were on our way to the homecoming dance and..."

"Oh!" my grandmother said and then looked at me as if realizing for the first time that I was wearing a very elaborate gown. "Oh... yes... of course... The hair, the gowns... you both look gorgeous. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hold you up."

I looked at my grandmother and really wanted to talk to her, but the time just wasn't right. "Nana... I'm sorry, I really do need to get going, but... maybe we could get together next week or something..."

She smiled. "That would be nice, Brook. Thank you." She kissed my cheek. "I will give your father my number. You two have a wonderful night, now."

"We will, nana."

I nodded and let Brooke lead me to the limo. Behind me, I heard my grandmother say to my dad, "Victor... I think we need to talk."

"Wait till the kids leave, Eleanor," dad said quietly, but I was listening closely. "Then we can talk."

The homecoming dance was at a local public country club. Not really fancy, but nicer than the school gym. There was a live band that was led by the father of one of my classmates - I know that might sound like they weren't good, but they were really, really good. There were seven people in the band and they seemed to know every song that had ever been written. Even when we arrived, the dance floor was filled.

The front desk, where we checked in, was manned by teachers and parents to ensure that no one got in that wasn't supposed to be there. Mr Casey, my homeroom teacher, was there and went out of his way to tell me how lovely he thought I looked. I thought that was really nice of him.

We went in to the hall and we were immediately surprised by how great everyone looked. Most of the boys were in tuxedos or nice suits and all of the girls were dressed very well in formal dresses. There were lots of sparkly dresses and lots of hairspray had been used to hold their hair in place. Most girls wore shorter dresses that showed a lot of leg and plunged deep to reveal lots of breast, but there were plenty of girls in actual gowns, like mine. Well... not like mine. Mine was pretty extravagant, but it was not out of place at the event, either.

Over to the side of the room, there was a table where we could vote for homecoming king and queen. This was an honor that typically went to someone popular and on the football team and his girlfriend, but we went over to cast our votes, anyway. You had to ask to have your name added to the ballot for prom king or queen, but I knew that, at the encouragement of a lot of our classmates, Henry Diaz had put his name on the ballot. Both Brooke and I voted for Henry for king and Lina, his girlfriend, for queen. We knew he wouldn't win, but it would be nice if someone we knew and liked did win for a change.

This table was manned by football players and their girlfriends, which seemed a bit suspect to me, but who cared, really.

"Oh, my God!" I heard the obnoxious voice of Alex Winter from down the table. Of course she'd be hanging out at this table with her boyfriend, Jack Gallagher, and the other football players and their girlfriends. "It looks like the fairy must have a godmother who got him dressed for the ball."

Jack and his friends chuckled.

"Ignore them," Brooke said, quietly. "They're just morons."

I just shook my head, complete my form to vote for Henry, and I dropped my ballot into the box.

We found our assigned table where Henry and Lina were already seated with Brooke's friends, Olivia and Marci, and their dates, chatting. When he saw us approaching, Henry stood and pulled out a chair for me while instructing Marci's friend to do the same for Brooke.

Just before I sat, Henry leaned down to speak into my ear and said, "Wow! You look amazing!" Then, before I could thank him, he surprised me by very casually giving me a friendly hug and a peck on my cheek. "You even smell great."

I sat and arranged my copious skirts before Henry gently pushed my chair in. When Henry sat beside me, I thanked him for his help, but reminded him that I wasn't really a girl. "You don't have to leap up to help me like you did."

He laughed. "I know that, Brook, but there's no way that someone wearing a dress like that could get herself into chair and pull it into the table without some help. I'm just being a gentleman."

"That's very nice of you," I smiled. "Thank you, again."

The food was safe and not really interesting, but well prepared. Chicken breasts, baked and served boneless with a thin, safe sauce, green beans and mashed potatoes. Nothing to complain about, but nothing to write home about, either. Most of our dinner conversation was about school, mutual friends, shows we were streaming and video games. Teachers wandered by and talked to us from time to time. They all teased about how nicely we all cleaned up, but Mrs Simpson knelt down next to me and spoke for a good long while.

"You know, Brook," she said so that only I could hear, "you're a very lucky young lady to have not only found herself, but to have found someone who loves you like Brooke does. I hope you're counting all these blessings."

I smiled. "I am, Mrs Simpson, but you just called me a girl. Remember that I'm still a boy in here."

Then she smiled. "I didn't call you a girl, Brook. I called you a lady. You may be a boy, but you are definitely a lady as well."

After dinner, we danced. We danced a lot and you know how girls like to dance with their arms up in the air? Well, because if all of my skirts, I found I had to that, too. I don't think I'd ever had that much fun on a dance floor before. Well, that was a given, I guess, since I don't think I'd ever been on a dance floor before.

But all of that jumping around after a meal did have consequences, though, and pretty soon I needed a restroom and I needed it quickly.

"I told you to go before we left," Brooke laughed at me.

"I did," I said, in a near panic. "I have to go again."

She just smiled, though. "Number one or number two?"

"Both, I think."

She took my hand. "Well, you're going to need some help. Come on."

"Where are you going?" Henry asked when he saw us leaving the dance floor.

"My date needs a rest stop," Brooke said.

Henry nodded. "There's a couple of single occupancy handicap rooms by the entrance. I noticed them when we came in."

"Thanks," Brooke smiled back at me.

"Wait!" Lina said. "I'll come with you."

"Why?" Henry asked. "It's a single person room."

Lina tsk-ed at her boyfriend. "Have you ever considered going to the lavatory in a dress like that? Brook will need help."

"Wait..." Henry thought for a moment. "... but... he's a guy... and you're going to be helping him... pee... or whatever."

Lina looked at Henry with a smirk on her face. "Would you rather help him? Because someone has to. It's up to you."

He considered that for a moment. "Umm... I'll get us all some more lemonade and meet you at the table. Ok?"

Lina smiled and kissed his cheek. "Yeah. That's what I thought. We'll be right back."

We headed to the entry way where we passed the football players and their dates. "Oh, I hope you're not leaving so soon," Alex Winter cooed sweetly at us. "You simply must wait until the homecoming king and queen are crowned."

I ignored her, but I think Brooke was about to say something before she was preempted by Lina. "Stuff it, Alex. We have other things to deal with."

We found the restrooms and, thankfully, they were fairly spacious inside.

"Ok, let's get the back up, first," Brooke instructed. She and Lina lifted the layers of skirts high and I felt my panties being lowered. "Alright. Now back up and sit on the seat." I did. "Is the front aimed down?"

"I... I don't know," I answered honestly.

Brooke sighed. "Can you hold up everything back there?" she asked Lina, who said she could. So, Brooke raised the front of my skirts and said, "Give me your hand." I did and she guided it to my limp penis. "Ok, sport," she smiled at me. "You're in charge."

I wasn't easy to go with the two of them standing around me waiting, but they were a necessary distraction at that moment. Eventually I was able to relax enough to pee and once that happened, the other function came quickly, too. Luckily, it wasn't a lot of number two, nor was it particularly messy.

"All done?" Brooke asked.

I nodded, much more embarrassed about what was about to happen than by what had already happened.

"Well... stand up, then," Brooke sighed, wadding up a few pieces of toilet paper.

Lina grabbed a few pieces as well and raised the front of my skirts without so much as a second thought and dabbed the tip of my penis a few times. I guess I must have looked shocked because when she saw my face she said, "What? It needed to be dry before we pull your panties back up? Don't get so upset. I have three little brothers. I've seen boy's winkies before."

I might have said something about my 'winky' being a little different than her little brother's, but the sensation of suddenly having someone else wiping my butt became the sole focus of my attention. It was certainly a new and not very pleasant experience. I must have let out a 'yip' or something, because both girls giggled.

"Well, not terrible," Brooke said from behind me, "but I have to tell you, babe... there are no more mysteries in our relationship. Once you've wiped your partner's bottom, the bloom is off the rose."

"I'm sorry," I muttered, utterly embarrassed, but both girls just laughed.

"She's just teasing," Lina smiled. "Honestly, come prom night, we have to help out a lot of girls like this."

"All done," Brooke said, with a brisk slap on my bottom. "Stand up straight and let me pull up your panties."

Minutes later we were walking back into the hall with the band playing that old song 'YMCA,' so the dance floor was filled. We went on search of Henry and found him at our table with fresh drinks of lemonade for all of us. We sipped it and the song ended and Principal Kemp took the stage.

"Alright, everyone, settle down for a minute. It's time to announce our homecoming king and queen."

There was some applause from everyone.

Mrs Elliot, a teacher who always seemed to be involved in every event at school, but never seemed to be in a classroom, came up onto the stage with two envelopes. "First, the king," she said. There was a lot of applause and whooping, more than you'd expect from the football team and their dates. Mrs Elliot made a big show of opening up the envelope and pulling out the card with the winner's name on it. "And the winner is... Henry Diaz!" she announced with great flair.

The football team went crazy with excitement.

"Congratulations!" Lina said, hugging Henry.

Henry looked dubious, though. "I think this is a set up," he said. "Look at them. They look way too happy."

We all looked in that direction, and Henry was right. They should have been ticked off, but they were applauding like crazy.

Henry shrugged and walked to the stage where Mrs Elliot congratulated him and placed a cheesy, rhinestone crown on his head.

Now, normally, the homecoming queen would be a given. If Henry was king, Lina was queen.

But Henry was right. This was a set up.

"And the homecoming queen," Mrs Elliot announced as she slowly opened the next envelop, "is..."

I glanced towards the football contingent and I knew that something was about to happen. They were all staring at me with smiles on their faces.

And then I knew exactly what was about to happen and I whispered, "Shit."

"What?" Brooke asked, just as Mrs Elliot finished her sentence.

"...Brook Chapin."

My heart sank as the football players and their girlfriends went insane with laughter and applause.

"Those bastards," Brooke hissed.

Lina leaned in an said, "You should just go up and get the tiara, Brook. Fuck 'em."

"Brook, Brook, Brook!" the football assholes shouted. "Brook, Brook, Brook!"

I didn't know where to look, or what to do, all of a sudden someone took my hand and pulled me towards the stage. It was Henry. "Come on," he said. "Let's show them how to be dignified."

It was at that point that I realized that there were three different groups of people applauding for me. The first, and the loudest, was the football contingent who were all jeering at me. Second was a big chunk of the school who had no idea who I was and were just applauding to be polite. The final group, who were applauding almost as loudly as the football group, were people who knew me and were actually supporting me. And weirdly enough... they were the largest group.

When we reached the stage, Mrs Elliot carefully put a tiara into my hair and smiled. "Well... this is a first," she said with a stressed smile. Then she turned to the crowd and said, "Well, normally this would be the time for our king and queen to dance, but..."

"Dance, dance, dance!" the Neanderthals shouted from their tables.

"Come on," Henry said, quietly, but firmly. "Let's dance."

He escorted me to the dance floor and turned to face me. He bowed very theatrically and put his arms around me in the classic dance position as the band began playing 'All of Me' by John Legend, driving the football crew into howls of laughter. I'm sure the band had no idea why the students thought that it was hilarious that they were singing,

'Cause all of me loves all of you. Love your curves and all your edges. All your perfect imperfections...,' but they were still laughing.

At least at first.

As the song went on, though, they seemed to lose interest. They seemed get ticked off that their joke wasn't being appreciated by the rest of the student body.

"Are you ready to be dipped?" Henry asked me.

"Dipped?" I asked, not sure what he meant, but before I knew what was happening, he laid me nearly backwards in his arms. The rest of the kids applauded and howled with appreciation. That seemed to completely shut up the football team completely and they wandered away to pick on somebody else.

When the dance was done, Henry continued to hold my right hand in his left while he waved to the rest of the kids at the dance. I followed his lead and waved as well as he led me back to our table, where we found Brooke and Lina pretending to dance just as Henry and I had been dancing a few minutes earlier.

"Very funny," Henry laugh.

Without saying anything, Brooke dipped Lina very low, then they both looked at us, wide eyed and innocent before they said in unison, "Oh... hi."

"Yeah, yeah, yeah," Henry laughed. The band started playing 'Can't Stop The Feeling,' a great song for dancing. He let go of my hand and took Lina's. "Come on. Let's dance."

Lina got herself upright and shrugged. "Oh. Ok. If you have time for me." She was only teasing, but I think a part of her had been hurt by the cruel joke played on Henry and me.

Regardless, I stopped Henry as he turned to go. 'Hey... Henry..."

"Yeah?" He stopped, a big smile on his face.

"Umm... thanks," I said.

He winked at me. "No problem, Brook. We're buds, right? It's what buds do."

That made me grin. "Yeah. Thanks."

When they walked away, I turned to Brooke, who was looking at my tiara. "Well, we are going to have a heck of a story to tell our children, aren't we? 'That's right kids, your dad was homecoming queen.' We need to have this tiara mounted, or framed or something, so that we can show it off forever."

I shook my head. "That could have gotten ugly if it weren't for Henry."

"Yeah, but you had Henry, babe," Brooke smiled. "There's always going to be assholes in the world. The way to beat them is to surround yourself with friends. You just never did that before."

I nodded.

"Now, come on." She started to sing as she took my hand and backed towards the dance floor while looking at me the whole time.

"I got that sunshine in my pocket,
Got that good soul in my feet.
I got that hot blood in my body when it drops, Ooh.
I can't take my eyes up off it,
moving so phenomenally.
The room on lock the way we rock it,
so don't stop..."

We danced the rest of the night and I had the time of my life, realizing that Brooke was right. Over the summer I'd found a great girlfriend in Brooke, a great new family in Mrs Kerr and my new sisters Melissa and my amazing Elena, and now I had a great group of friends in Henry, Lina, Olive, Marci and all of the kids at Tech who know who I was, knew what I was and still supported me. Even my dad had become a new person who was working hard to show me how much he loved me, and even though my mom was no great prize, I had just reconnected with my nana, who seemed very accepting and just wanted a relationship with me.

Sure, there were always going to be the Alex Winters of the world, and her friends and their fathers who hated for no reason, and there'd always be self centered people like my mother who couldn't see past their own self interests, but look at what I had found...

I had found happiness.

I had found the real me.

I had found someone to love me.

I had found a pretty darned good life.

And most importantly, I had found me.
 
Finis!

A Little Bit of Change - 1

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  • Clara

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A Little Bit of Change - 1

by Clara
Copyright©2012, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Kari is taking hormones to help them have a baby. Unexpectedly, she starts lactating
and when Dave gets a mouthful, things start changing at their house!


 
Author's Note: This is one of my more twisted tales that I am showing you. I do hope you both enjoy this story and that I am, in some fashion, entertaining you as well. Please, let me know what you think about my story, both good and bad.
And also, please leave me a review! ~Clara.

 
This version of A Little Bit of Change - 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

Kari and I had married for 5 years and everything was going great. She and I were both teaching at the same university - Kari teaching History and me teaching Music. We were both 32 and things were right on track for us. Good jobs, good income, good marriage and good health - mostly. I had put on a few extra pounds since we got married - nothing serious - and Kari was having a few "women's" issues. The doctor had suggested that it may be related to her extensive exercise regime - she jogged 8 to 10 miles a day. We had been trying to have kids, but it just wouldn't happen. Kari had never had a steady cycle and recently, her doctor had put her on some hormones in the hopes of having a child.

"The doctor warned me that the hormones could make me a bit more empathic than usual," Kari warned me when she first started, and she was right. She cried more at the movies and when reading books, and she seemed to need more hugs than usual too. Nothing to upset her normal life.

As spring came around, Kari's little sister, Allie, and her husband, Jim, bought the house next door to ours and moved in. Allie was 8 months pregnant and Jim had a job that involved a lot of traveling, so Kari and I had helped Allie and Jim with a down payment so that Kari could help out after the baby was born. Allie and Jim were doing ok financially, but they were only 25 and just starting out. It was really nice to have them so close.

Kari and Allie are exact opposites. Kari is tall, slender and motivated in her career while Allie is small, curvaceous and much more of a girly girl than Kari.

In late April, Allie gave birth to a beautiful little girl. Jim and Allie were walking on air. They brought the baby home and things were going great, but, of course, Allie was exhausted.

As the college year came to an end, Kari suggested that Jim and Allie take a little vacation and get some rest. We took little Susan and they went up to the mountains for a 5 day break.

Kari was in heaven taking care of little Susan. Her maternal instincts were in high gear. Then, on day 4 of babysitting Susan, Kari said, "I better give the doctor a call."

"Why?" I asked.

"Because I am lactating," she said. "I don't know why, but I have started producing milk."

"Wow," was all I could say. I had, honestly, noticed that her breasts had gotten a good deal bigger in the last few days, but how on earth do you bring up a topic like that?

She made the call and the doctor said that it was not all that unusual for a woman on the hormone treatment Kari was on to be prone to start lactating when caring for a child - even someone else's child. "She said to just ignore it for now and put some milking pads in my bra to absorb the excess milk. Since Susie is going home tomorrow, things should go back to normal. If not, I may have to use a breast pump a few times to relieve the pressure, but everything will work itself out."

So, Susie went home and things went back to normal at our house. A couple of nights later, I climbed into bed beside Kari. She was wearing one of the long, silky nighties that she always wore - Kari is a beautiful woman, but she is used to presenting herself as a professional in a man's world, so she dresses a bit conservatively during the day and at most of the functions that we attend, but, at night, she loves these long, elegant gowns that make her look like a 1930s movie star. Anyway, I reached over and started rubbing her as a thigh. She turned to me and, well, one thing led to another, and I eventually rubbed her breast.

"Oww," she whispered, "not my breasts, honey. They're pretty sore."

"Why?"

"I'm still lactating."

"What? Kari, this should have stopped by now. Have you called the doctor or tried pumping the milk?"

"David," Kari said, "the doctor said a few days and it's only been 3 days and, I don't know if you noticed or not, but I don't own a breast pump. I was going to ask to borrow Allie's, but I couldn't find a way to bring it up."

So, we continued to get romantic. We were having a great time and Kari climbed on top of me, pulled her nightie up to her waist, let it drop back over my mid-section and started riding my penis. She eventually leaned forward and, instinctively, I took a nipple into my mouth and started mindlessly suckling. "Ohhhh," She moaned and we kept going.

Suddenly, her milk started flowing. I could taste it in my mouth. I started to pull back, but Kari was enthralled and kept riding me and pushing her breast further in. The more I suckled, the faster she rode and the more milk I swallowed. When the first breast ran dry, she pulled back long enough to put the other into my mouth and we continued. It was an all-encompassing moment! We came together just as her breasts ran dry. She collapsed on top of me panting.

"That. Was. Unbelievable!" She said between breaths. "And my breasts feel so much better. Thank you."

"My pleasure!" I said, honestly and we drifted off to sleep with Kari snuggled in my arms.

The next morning, I felt Kari get out of bed early and head for the lavatory. The sun hadn't even come up yet, so I rolled over and tried to drift back to sleep. It was summer vacation now and I intended to get some rest.

I felt Kari climb back in, but instead of laying back down, she sat on the edge of the bed for a minute before touching my shoulder. "David," she whispered, "honey, I need your help."

I rolled over quickly and looked at her. "What, honey?"

"I hate to wake you, sweetheart, but... well... I kind of need some help with something."

"What?"

"Well, I just went to the bathroom and... boy, this is embarrassing... Dave, my breasts are filled back up and they really hurt."

I thought I understood. "Ok, I'll get dressed and take you to the emergency room"

"What? No. Davey, no. They only hurt because the milk needs to come out. Oh, Lord, there is no easy way to ask this, but, Davey... would you mind suckling me again. Ok - that's the most embarrassing thing I have ever said."

I sat silently for a few seconds. Probably a few seconds too long.

"Never mind," she said embarrassed, "I'll go to the store in a few hours and buy a pump. It just hurt, so... You know... never mind"

"No, no," I said, "come here. Umm... how do we so this?" I said nervously, "Last night it just sort of happened"

"Here," she said, "just lay with your head in my lap," I did and she pulled her left breast out of her silky nightie and put it gently into my mouth. I started as I would if it had been foreplay and soon the milk was flowing again.

Kari started patting my head with her left hand and let out a few soft, encouraging moans. Soon, the creamy taste in my mouth was overwhelming and I was lost in the sensations. I hadn't even noticed that Kari's right hand was working its way into my pajama bottoms and she was rubbing my penis.

I switched breasts when I needed to and kept sucking until I was done. I looked up at Kari who smiled down at me and continued massaging me. "Thank you, baby. That feels so much better. How does this feel?" she whispered.

"Nice," I whispered back as I relaxed and felt the climax building in my groin. I came, but it was different, softer, more intimate than ever before. I sighed in ecstasy.

"There," she said, "that's a good boy. Let's get you cleaned up," and she led me to the lavatory where she wiped me clean with a tissue. "Come on, now, let's get some sleep" and we went back to bed again.
 
Chapter 2
 

The next morning, I slept until almost noon. I came downstairs in my shorts and a tee shirt and found Kari sitting on a chaise lounge by the pool behind our house. She was wearing a blue 2 piece suit that always looked nice, but now, with her bigger breasts, looked amazing!!

"Hey, sleepy head! How are you today?" she said.

I laughed a little and replied, "I'm... ok. Yep... I'm feeling really good. How 'bout you?"

"I am good. A little sore, but really good. I'll get you some breakfast."

"No, that's ok. I'm not hungry at all."

"Then come and join me," she said, tapping the chaise next to her. So, I did.

We laid there for a few hours chatting about the summer ahead and making some plans. Kari was a little uncomfortable from time to time, shifting her upper body and readjusting her top.

Around 3:30, I started having huge cramps in my abdomen and I knew that I had to use the bathroom in a big rush. I hustled in and peed for about 3 solid minutes before I purged my bowels of the foulest stuff ever.

10 minutes later, I emerged from the bathroom. I was feeling very drained and more than a little weak. I looked out on the patio and Kari was gone. I looked around and found her in the kitchen making herself a salad and rubbing her shoulders.

"Something wrong, hun?" I asked

"Nothing major. I'm still lactating is all and my suit is pulling on me a bit from the swelling," She turned and showed me and, when I looked at her breasts, I was mesmerized. I walked over to her and smiled as I caressed her breasts. She closed her eyes and moaned. Within seconds, I was licking and then suckling those beautiful nipples again and, again, that unbelievable milk was flowing. I was lost in the sensations of her breasts and her milk and before I knew it, I had sucked her dry and when I opened my eyes, she had somehow gotten us onto the couch and was again massaging my penis into am earth shaking ejaculation.

At 11:00 that night, we did it all again.
 
Chapter 3
 

Like I said before, I had gained just a little weight since our wedding - well, maybe more than a little. I was about 30 pounds over my ideal. When I woke up, I went to the upstairs bathroom and, once again, purged everything in my bowels. Then I stepped onto the scale. Usually I was 215, but the scale read 180. 35 pounds! How could that be!? I stepped off, adjusted the scale, but it was right: 180.

As I walked into the kitchen, Kari was getting breakfast ready for herself and I said, "Well, one big benefit of my all-liquid diet of the last couple of days. I dropped 35 pounds! You believe that?"

"Really!? That's great, Dave! Here," she praised as she handed me a coffee. I took a sip, but almost immediately I felt nauseous and spit it into the sink. "What's the matter, Davey, is there something wrong with the coffee?"

"No. The coffee tastes good. I just don't seem to be able to swallow it, Weird."

"Hmm. Want any breakfast? I'll make you an egg or something?"

But my stomach was doing somersaults in my body at the mere thought of food, "No. I'm starving, but the thought of food is not sitting well."

Kari stepped over to me to feel my forehead and that's when we both noticed it: Kari and I were looking eye to eye. I had always been 3 inches taller. "Now, that's weird," she said, "are we the same height? Are you sure you are ok?"

"Yeah, except for the nausea, I feel fine."

"I'm calling the doctor," said Kari as she picked up the phone.

"Kari, no, please," I said, both a little embarrassed that I would have to tell the doctor I'd shrunk a little and not wanting to spend a beautiful summer day in a doctor's office. "Come on, let's have breakfast and relax. I'm sure I'm fine. If anything else happens, we can call then, ok?"

Kari seemed to understand my feelings immediately (maybe those hormones making her so empathetic) and she put down the phone and patted my face. "Ok, Davey, whatever you want."

Just then my stomach made a huge rumbling noise, "Come here, sweety," Kari said, while leading me by the hand into the living room and laying me down on the couch, "I can help you with that empty stomach," and she pulled down my shorts and boxers and her bathing suit bottom, then straddled my quickly hardening manhood. As I entered her, she purred, "Well, not everything seems to be smaller," and she leaned forward while slowly riding my shaft, she put her right breast into my mouth and I instinctively started suckling. I was quickly overwhelmed by all the sensations surrounding me and I could barely hear Kari whispering, "That's my good boy. Drink it up, baby. Oh, that tastes good, doesn't it my little sweetie. Drink. Drink. Drink, momma's milk. Ooooh, that's my sweet baby."

Once again, I fell asleep. This time for a long, long sleep. I was now and then aware of Kari's whispers and of her feeding me and her breasts in my mouth, but the rest was a haze. Then I awoke.
 
Chapter 4
 

"He should be fine, now. I think that the restructuring is finished. But, Kari, you can't breast feed him, anymore. Those hormones you were taking to make you more fertile were very potent. I never heard of this kind of side effect, but... well, what can I say... I never heard of a woman breast feeding her husband when she was on this kind of therapy before, either," I could hear this voice and I could kind of recognize it as I pulled out of my stupor. It was our doctor, Janis Chang. What did she mean, "restructuring"? Was she talking about me? I struggled to open my eyes as I heard Kari and Dr Chang leaving the room. In the distance I could hear their voices, "It will be a big adjustment, but he's strong, healthy and intelligent. You can help him through this, Kary. He's going to need all the help you can give him..." and the voices were gone.

It took a few minutes, but I did get my eyes to open. I felt weak and confused and I couldn't seem to move at first. Then, as my vision and mind cleared, I realized that I was strapped into my bed. "What the Hell? Kari!" I shouted, but it wasn't my voice that I heard. It was higher and reedier. "Kari! Kari, please come help me! Kari!" I yelled at the top of my lungs and I heard her running up the stairs as quickly as she could.

"David! Oh, Davey! I'm sorry. I wanted to be here when you woke up." Then I saw Dr Chang walk to my bedroom, too.

"Janis, what's going on? Am I sick, injured? Why am I strapped down?"

Janis leaned into me and spoke calmly, "David, you ingested a lot of the hormones that Kari was taking when you drank her breast milk and you have had a very bad reaction to them. I know this is hard to understand, but please stay with me and listen to what I have to say. First, the good news: You not in danger of dying. You don't have cancer, or AIDS, and there is nothing wrong with your limbs or brain. You are 100% healthy. Do you understand me so far?"

"Yes," I said as I breathed a sigh of relief.

"Ok. Now, the tougher news. The hormones in Kari's system, which you ingested when you consumed her breast milk, were designed to make a woman very fertile by bombarding her body with all kinds of female hormones - estrogen in particular, but many others as well."

"You were never meant to take those hormones, David, but they were in her milk and, from what I hear, you drank a lot of that milk."

I was embarrassed and looked at Kari. I could see she was, too.

"In short, the result of the hormones entering your body is this: Your body has changed radically. For reasons that I have yet to discover, you have diminished greatly in size. You are no longer 6'1", Dave, your size has reduced by nearly 13 inches. You are just slightly over 5' tall. That is a big change, Dave. Do you understand?"

"Yes."

"Ok, and there is another thing you have to understand: Dave, all of your sexual characteristics are still as manly and functional as ever. You can still do all the things that you have always done - as a man, but, and this is hard for me to tell you, Dave, but all of your secondary sexual features are now - well - they are female, Dave. Do you understand? You now have softer features, smoother skin, larger breasts and rump. You look like a young girl, Dave - like a girl in her late teens or so."

"...and you're a knock out, too. Even without trying," said Kari with a big smile on her face. "I don't mean to make light of things, Davey, but it's true; You are gorgeous!"

I was too confused to even respond.

"Come on, Dave," Janice said, "let's get you up and let you have a look at yourself. But, remember, Dave, you are healthy and completely functional. I see people every day who are not as lucky as you. You need to remember that - no matter how shocking to you system this may be, you are still healthy and have a long full life ahead of you. Ready?" she asked as she undid the last strap?

I nodded and they helped me get my legs over the side. I was immediately shocked at how big they both looked to me. When they got me standing on my weak legs, I was standing only as tall as Kari's shoulder and when I turned to Janice, who was nearly as tall as I had been, I was looking directly into her cleavage.

"See, not so bad," Janice said, "You still have a nice view of the world, right?"

That's when it hit me and I looked down at my own chest. "Whoa," I half laughed, half screamed, "Those are huge!"

Janice laughed a little, "They're not all that big, you conceited little thing. They're only 34Cs which, on your new frame, is very ample, but not exactly 'huge'"

I let out some nervous laughter and then we were in front of the full length mirror on the back of the door. Then I saw 3 beautiful women. On the left, Dr. Chang. On the right, Kari and in the middle was a beautiful, brown haired, blue eyed, little, young woman - 17 or 18 years old at the very most - with long hair, big lips, 'ample' breasts and nicely curved hips that were draped in a puffy white diaper.

"Why am I wearing a diaper?" I asked.

"Because you were unconscious for 4 days, sweetheart," was the answer. I took me a minute to realize that the answer had actually come from Janice.

"Sweetheart?" I asked.

"Oops," said Janice. "Sorry. Davey, you look like a young woman and that's kind of the tone that I would use with a young woman. Sorry. You're doing very, very well, Davey. Are you ok?"

"I guess I am, yeah. It's weird and all, but, like you said, 'It ain't cancer,' so I need to focus on the positives here, right?"

"That's my girl!" said Kari. I was going to correct her, but she was looking at me with complete and total affection and trying to be supportive, so I just smiled at her and looked back at the image of the three women in the mirror.

"Yeah, I guess you're right. I'm your girl."
 
Chapter 5
 

Janis left at about 11:00 that morning. She had me walk around a little and put on some clothes before she left. Since nothing that Kari owned would have fit me, she was suddenly a foot taller than me and I was suddenly much bustier than her, Kari called next door and had Allison bring some things over. Allie, who had come to see me while I was unconscious, was still shocked to see me. I was easily 4 inches shorter than her and, obviously a lot more feminine than the last time we saw each other.

"Oh, my goodness," Allie said, "she's so cute!"

"Isn't she, though," replied Kari, "and look at how beautiful her hair is."

"Man, I wish I had a rack like you, sweetie," Allie continued to gush, "and look at the ass on this hottie!"

"Girls, girls," said Janis as she was putting all her things into her case, "she's right here, you know... I'm sorry, Davey... 'He's' right here with you. Don't talk about him like he's a doll!" And then she left.

But a doll was exactly how Allie and Kari treated me for the next couple of hours. Dressing me in different tops and bottoms. Talking over and around me as if my opinion wasn't of any interest to them.

When they pulled out the skirts and dresses, though, I refused to try them on - at first. I thought I was trying on a simple white top at one point until Allie pulled it over my head and pulled it down revealing the fact that it was actually a tiny, little, white sundress. They cooed and ooed and ahhhed and fawned all over me while they also brushed out my hair and even put on some basic makeup.

They were kind of in "mother-buying-teenage-daughter-a-whole-new wardrobe" mode and completely lost track of the fact that I was getting pretty worn out until around 6pm when Allie picked up Susan and headed home to make dinner, while Kari ordered some pizza and salad from a place down the street and I finally got to sit down and relax on the patio in my little white sundress and a pair of panties.

That evening I was exhausted and Kari and I headed up the stairs to bed. Kari had her arm around me and was leading me up the stairs. "You must be exhausted, sweet heart. How are you feeling?"

"I'm ok, I guess. Really, really tired, but I'm ok."

"But how are you feeling? I mean, do you like the feel of your new clothes?"

"Kari, come on..."

"Oh, don't be that way, Davey. How do you like your clothes? Do you like the silky feel of your panties on your fanny? Do you like how I tucked your pee pee up between your legs so your panties have a nice smooth front when I rub it - like this?" And she started rubbing the panties covering my lower belly through my soft sundress. "Do you like the way that your soft, cotton dress swings and touches your thighs when you walk? Tell me, my sweet little baby, do you like being a little girl?"

I blushed a bit in embarrassment, which is exactly what Kari wanted. She was patting my hair long hair and kissing my head and hugging my head to her breasts and those breasts looked huge to me now. "Come on, sweet little girl, how does it feel?"

"Well," I sighed, "it's all a little overwhelming for me right now. I mean, the softness of the clothes, yes. They make me feel... I don't know... They make me feel... pretty. I also feel really vulnerable, too. You know, like right now, as you're rubbing my crotch... it's really different than if I was wearing boxers and pants. Then there's how big you are compared to me now."

"That's right, little one, I'm bigger. I'm stronger and I'm in charge now, sweet-ums," she whispered as she pulled the hem of my skirt up and slipped her hand into the waist-band of my panties. First she lightly played with my pubic hair and smiled down at me. "Oh, my sweet little girl. Isn't that nice? So soft and so smooth. Just a soft little bush where you used to be a man."

The sensations were killing me, but I tried to a little forceful to respond to her advances. "You know, there is more down there than just a little bush."

"Not right now, baby, girl. There's just this soft, little bush." With that, she pulled her hand out of my panties, smoothed down my skirt and told me to get ready for bed while she went into the bathroom.

I took off my dress and bra. Hung the dress in my newly emptied closet and looked for something to wear to bed. I put on an old tee shirt that now fit me like an oversized tent and crawled into bed. Kari came out of the bathroom in one of those beautiful, long, silky gowns that she always wore.

"No, no, baby girl," Kari said, waking me out of the light slumber I had already fallen into. "Men can just fall into bed, but women need to prepare."

She helped me up and had me sit in front of her make-up mirror. While she wiped the make-up off my face and braided my hair in a very involved French braid, she chastised me, "Imagine, a beautiful little thing like you not taking care of her hair and face. And that tee shirt! No, that is not nice at all. You need something soft and silky. Something that will show off you plump, beautiful girls."

I was so tired and the braiding felt so nice, that I was nearly falling asleep right there in the seat. Kari finished the braids and went over to her bureau and took out another of her beautiful night gowns. I stood and she took off my tee shirt and slipped the nightie over my head, smoothing it down around my hips, bum and breasts. Then she adjusted my breasts in the bodice of the silky, lace gown and stepped back to look me over.

"There! Now, my sweet little girl is ready for bed. Your skin is soft. Your hair is braided and you're wearing your pretty nightie - all set for your big, strong wife to take you to bed."

She took me back to bed. I laid back and she climbed up on me, rubbing and massaging my new breasts through my lacey night gown. Then she was tonguing and sucking at my nipples the way that I had done to her many times before. The sensation was wonderful. I was arching my back to force my nipples further into Kari's warm, soft, loving mouth while my penis, bent backwards under my crotch and trapped in my silk panties, struggled impotently to grow and stiffen.

Finally, just as I felt like my whole body would explode, Kari knelt back and grabbed the hem of my long nightgown and pulled it up to my waist. Then she was rubbing the smooth front of my silk panties really hard.

"I am so turned on, right now," She hissed at me in her ecstasy. She rubbed the front of my panties even harder. "I am so much bigger, stronger and more powerful than you, aren't I?"

I was lost in everything that she was doing and saying, "Yes," I replied.

"I am your man, aren't I!?"

"Yes!!"

"Yes, what?"

"You are my man!" I shrieked in a high, breathless voice. Then she lifted my butt up off the bed and pulled my panties to the side thrusting two fingers deep into my butt. Again, I arched my back high and let out a silent scream.

Finally, she threw me back down on the bed and pulled off my panties releasing my rock hard penis from its silken trap. Then she pulled up her own nightgown and climbed on top of me and mounted me. Again, she grabbed my breasts as she pumped up and down on me while squeezing my nipples.

Now, she wasn't whispering or breathless. Now she was focused and powerful as she took complete control of my body, my life, my soul. "I want to fuck you, little girl! I want to fuck you till you can't even think straight!"

I nearly blacked out as I came harder and more completely than I ever had before. I let out a scream and collapsed as Kari pumped up and down a few more times and finished her orgasm with the help of my now deflating member.

Everything was very quiet for a minute or two. Then Kari climbed off of me, grabbed some tissues off of the night stand, wiped my groin clean, then pulled my panties back up my silky-smooth legs and readjusted my exhausted penis back into its feminine disguise. She pulled my nightie back down and rolled me onto my side, then climbed in behind me and hugged me up close, her breasts pressing into the back of my neck while she kissed the braids in my hair.

"How was that, little girl?" she whispered and giggled into my ear.

"It was... amazing," I whispered in reply.

"And that was just the first time. Wait till we get good at this," And her hand crept up the silky seam of my nightie and softly cupped my breast. "Now, go to sleep, my sweet little girl. Mommy will take care of you."
 
 
To Be Continued...

A Little Bit of Change - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Restricted Audience (r)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Taxonomy upgrade extras: 

  • Accidental Change
  • Age regression
  • Bizarre Body Modifications
  • Breast Enlargement
  • Chemical or Drug Induced Change
  • school girl

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A Little Bit of Change: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2012, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Following drastic changes in Dave's body and mind, he has to assume a more submissive
role in his home and he is tutored in the fine are of femininity by his beautiful, and
now much taller, sister-in-law, Allison.


 
Author's Note: This is one of my more twisted tales that I am showing you. I do hope you both enjoy this story and that I am, in some fashion, entertaining you as well. Please, let me know what you think about my story, both good and bad.
And also, please leave me a review! ~Clara.

 
This version of A Little Bit of Change - 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 6
 

I could hear Kari's voice in the distance. It was soft and loving and calling gently to me. "That's my baby. That's a good, good baby."

It was like I was in a fog; I couldn't quite make things out. "Shhh, just be good, now."

I couldn't understand what was going on, though. I was trying and trying and trying to focus. I wasn't scared, bit I was just plain confused. What was going on.

Then I realized that I was suckling on Kari's breast again! No! No! I can't drink this. As comforting as it is, I can't! I can't!

I can't remember why, but I know that the breast milk can hurt me.

Then I looked up and saw Kari smiling down at me. "You make mommy very happy little-one. Just look at how nice we look together. Right over here, baby. Look at us in the mirror"

Then I could see the mirror on the back of the door, but I still didn't understand. I could see Kari. She was as beautiful as always and she was wearing one of those beautiful, silky, glamorous, long nightgowns that she always wore, but one of her breasts was exposed. In her arms and suckling on that breast was an infant with a little pink bow in her curly, dark hair; otherwise the baby was completely naked and obviously female.

I looked around to try to see myself, but I couldn't find me anywhere. Then I felt Kari kiss my head and I also saw her kiss the baby in the mirror at the same time.

"Kari! No! Help me!" I tried to yell, but Kari's nipple filled my mouth and nothing would come out. "Help me, Kari, help me!"

"Davey," I heard from somewhere. "Davey, wake up sweet pea. Come on, now. Wake up, baby."

"Huh!?" I jumped up in my bed and fell back on my pillow, confused and startled.

"What's the matter, baby? Bad dream?"

I opened and closed my eyes a few times to clear my thoughts and vision. I was safe and sound in my own room with Kari looking down at me with a sweet smile. "We have a lot to do, sweetie."

"Oh, thank God!" I whispered.

"Hmmm?"

"It was a very bad dream. Wow."

I sat up and swung my legs over the edge of the bed and I was immediately struck by two things. First, my feet didn't come close to touching the floor and, second, that I was wearing one of Kari's nightgowns. I sat there stunned for a few seconds until Kari, noticed. She leaned over and gently touched my face, "Are you ok, baby?" and then she touched my hair and I could feel the braids.

Suddenly, I was wide awake and I took a quick inventory of my body: Elaborately braided hair, soft, hairless face, beautiful, silky nightgown sheathing my curvy body and luscious breasts.

"Oh, my God," I thought. "This is absolutely real. I'm not a baby, but I am tiny and female - at least in appearance."

I started to pull up the skirt of my long nightgown to check to see if I was still a man, but Kari gently grabbed my hands and pulled them to my sides, "No, no, little girl, no time for that nonsense now. You know that your pee-pee is nice and safe in your panties. Stand up and slip on this bed jacket. It's nice and silky and light. Come on, now, let's get you up and moving."

I just wished this was a dream, but it wasn't. I stood and put on the bed jacket and Kari led me to the chair at her make-up table where she started unbraiding my hair and running a soft brush softly through it.

"You know, when I was sixteen and Allie was only six, we started a tradition that we continued every morning and night until you and I got married. Every night, I would braid Allie's hair differently and every morning I would brush it out, just like this. It was such a nice way to start and end every day. Now, I can do the same for you. Isn't that nice?"

"I guess," I said.

"Guess? What do you mean, 'You guess?' Doesn't this feel wonderful, having your hair brushed for you every day?" She asked as if she were speaking to a child.

"It's wonderful, Kari, but I don't want to be your little sister. I want to be your husband."

"Davey, I thought we'd gotten past this. You will always be my husband and I will always love you as my husband, but, Davey, you have to start looking at the benefits of your new body. You have an opportunity to enjoy soft, feminine things and be pampered. Now, relax and let me baby you. Feel the brush in your long hair. The way your hair falls down your back as I brush. Feel the softness of it. You are a very lucky little lady, you know?"

"Kari..." but what was the use. She was right; I looked like a teenaged girl, now. There was absolutely no denying it. I sighed, "Alright, Kari. I'll relax and go along for the ride."

"That's a good girl."

She finished brushing my hair and, I have to admit, when I looked in the mirror, it was beautiful.

"Now, I want you to go to the bathroom and take care of things, then come on down and meet me on the patio for breakfast. I left a bathing suit and a pair of cute little flip-flops on the chair in the corner for you."

It occurred to me that Kari's bathing suits would be way too big for me. "Where did you get the bathing suit?" I asked.

She giggled. "I went next door and borrowed one from Allie. She was happy to loan one to you. She had to go through everything in her draw to find just the right one for you. She never had the benefit of a little sister the way that I did. She's going to love having you to dress," and she left me sitting and looking at my reflection in the mirror.

I joined Kari on the patio where she had coffee and muffins waiting.

"Let me take a look at you, honey." Kari asked. "Slow spin for momma, please. Hmmm. Those big girls on your chest look beautiful, blue is definitely your color, sweetie, and that rump of your's, oh, my God, it is gorgeous. I only have one concern, though. I can still see your little boy, just a little bit. Come here."

She sat up and pulled me to her by my hips. Then she turned me so that I was turned away for her. "Now, spread your legs wide, baby." She instructed. When I did, she grabbed the crotch of my swim suit and pulled it down, while, at the same time, reaching in and running her hand down my soft pubic hair and cupping my penis and testicles in her hand and gently guiding them between my legs. Then, before I even had a chance to harden, she pulled the swim suit back into place and let it go, trapping me inside.

"Now, turn and face me," and she spun me, again, by my hips, and inspected the effect she'd created. "There," she smiled as she tapped my smooth lower abdomen with the tips of her fingers, "nice and girly; just the way momma likes it." Then she leaned forward and planted a soft lingering kiss where my manhood should have been. "Now, sit in this chair next to me and, while you drink your coffee, I am going to give you your first pedicure. Kick off your flip-flops and put your feet up here on my chaise and I will give you pretty, pink toe nails so they look sexy in those sandals."
 
Chapter 7
 

After breakfast, Kari brought both our lap tops out onto the patio and told me to boot mine up. "We have some shopping to do!"

"What are we shopping for?"

"You need clothes, sweetness. This is what we'll do. I will start with the undies and the like - panties, bras, camis, slips, etc. Why don't you start shopping around for dresses, skirts and blouses?"

"I wouldn't know where to start, Kari. I never shopped for women's clothes before."

"Ok, first off, you're not shopping for women's clothes. You're shopping for clothes for you. You're body isn't shaped like a man's body any more, baby girl; it's shaped like - well, a baby girl's. You wear a size two, petite. That's your size and you need clothes. Now, start on Amazon. Look at all the different styles and find the names of the manufacturers that you like. Then, go to those manufacturer's websites and see if you can find more things that you like. One thing, though - I only want you to get dresses or skirts with blouses - no pants, ok?"

"Why?"

"Because I said so, Davey. You have a beautiful body and I want you to learn how to enjoy it. You know about pants. Pants are rough and utilitarian. Now, learn about beautiful clothes."

"But, Kari..." I didn't know where to start. "Kari, what about going back to school in the fall. I can't go to school in a dress!"

"I thought of that, too. Listen, sweetie, I am defending my dissertation in 3 weeks and you and I both know that I will have a PhD before the fall semester, so my pay will increase by at least 60%. I think it's a great time for you to take a sabbatical and adjust to your new life at home."

"Sabbatical!? Life at home!? Kari, what are you talking about!? I love my job! I don't want to take time off! What would I do with myself?"

Kari smiled a wicked little smile. "You have been doing pretty well with your arrangements that you had published last year. Why not concentrate on writing arrangements for high school bands and choruses? You always say that's where you can make some decent money."

"Well... yes, that's true... but... but... but I'd be here all by myself. Who would I talk to? I don't know, Kari, I really, really don't know about this..."

"Now, stop this, Davey." Kari said, bending down over me, caressing my face and reminding me how much bigger she was than I. "You just went through a traumatic change. We have no idea if all these changes are over or not and even if your changes are stabilized, you look a couple of years younger than most of your students. I have thought this through and I think..."

I interrupted, "I know that I look young, Kari, but I'm still who I am and I still have a lot to offer my students..." I stopped because Kari had risen to her full height put her hands on her hips. I had never liked conflicts with Kari, but now I felt very vulnerable - more so than ever before. Suddenly, I was very aware of how little I was. I was wearing a little, blue, one-piece bathing suit, I had on bright pink toenail polish and I was only about 5 feet tall. "Never mind, Kari. I'm sorry. You're right. I need to think things through and the next 7 weeks of summer will only be the start. I will fill out the paperwork on line, later today."

"That's more like it!" she smiled at me. "Here's what we'll do. We'll get our on-line shopping done, now, and we'll have everything sent to us 'next-day-delivery'. Then, I will run to the mall to pick up just a few things to get us through today and I will swing by the university and talk to Joanne, you're department chair, and take care of all of your paperwork. You don't need to worry that pretty, little head about anything, baby. Ok?"

I returned her sweet smile, "Ok, Kari."

By lunchtime, I had decided that my style-taste was pretty conservative. I found a company called Talbots that I kind of liked. Nothing too scary. I had 6 blouses in a fairly male-inspired style in my shopping cart and 6 longish, pleated skirts in my virtual shopping cart. I was going to go get my debit card, but Kari said she had an account with them so she took my computer and completed my transaction for me.

By 2:00, she was dressed and ready to go to the mall. She was in the downstairs bathroom doing her makeup when she called me in from the patio to listen to her plans for the day.

"I will be back around 6:00, I should think. Allie will be here before I leave to watch you. Susan just went down for a nap and Allie can bring the baby monitor over here to listen for her."

"Allie's going to 'watch' me!? Kari, I 'watched' her with you when we first started dating. I am a grown man. I certainly do not need a sitter!"

She didn't even glance at me. She just kept doing her lips and looking in the mirror. I think I saw a little smile form on those lips, too. "She'll bring something over for you to wear as well. As cute as you are in that, you should put on some clothes at some point. Remember, while I am out, Allie is in charge. What she says goes - end of story. Now, I need to get myself in gear!"

Kari came out of the bathroom and slipped some 3 inch heeled sandals onto her feet. Then she did a little turn for me, "How do I look?"

"Beautiful," I said and it was true, but it was also a little strange. Kari was usually a 'pants and nice top' kind of girl. "You are very dressed up, aren't you?"

"No. Just a summer dress. I felt a little girly today. You understand, I'm sure; you're a little 'girly' today too. And this dress really screams for nice heels, too."

She walked towards me and smiled down at me while running her fingers across my long, soft hair. I was just even with her soft, modest chest and her perfume smelled wonderful. I returned her smile.

She shook her head just a little bit. "My God, you are a beautiful little girl."

I know it shouldn't have, but the compliment melted me completely and I threw my arms around her and hugged her with all my might, just as we heard Allie come through the front door with a few items of clothing over her arms.

"Awww," She giggled, "what a pretty picture. If I didn't know it was my sister and brother-in-law, I say that it was a mother and beautiful daughter."

Kari squeezed me even tighter to her breasts. "Isn't she beautiful?" Then she spun me around like I was a dancer.

Allie half bent her knees and looked me over. "Amazing. You will break some hearts, pretty girl." She smiled at me. Then her eyes fell to the bottom of my suit where there was no hint of manhood at all. She reached down and gave the smooth bathing suit a little tap right at the point where the material disappeared between my legs. "Very pretty little girl." And she smiled at me with such warmth that, between that smile and the compliments that both Kari and Allie had given me I was blushing and didn't know where to look any more, so I just smiled and then looked down at the floor.

Allie hugged me to her soft, large breast, softly patting my hair while she and Kari discussed things. Then, Kari was gone and I had a babysitter looking after me for the first time in 20 years. A baby sitter for whom I had been the sitter many times before.
 
Chapter 8
 

The door hadn't even clicked closed behind Kari, when Allie kissed the top of my head and turned me to face her. "Are you all done in the pool, then?"

"I wasn't in the pool, Allie. I was just sitting in the sun and looking at clothes online."

"Ok. Let's get you dressed, then, what do you say?" and she sorted through the little pile of clothes she'd brought with her and pulled out a very fancy bra - little embroidered flowers and lacey edges. She showed it to me and smiled and then, without any warning, she reached over and casually slid the straps of my suit down my arms and rolled the top of my suit to my waist. I instinctively covered my new breasts, but Allie just smiled and let out a little giggle. "What are doing sweetness? I know what breasts look like, silly. I do have a pair of my own, you know. Relax. We're both girls, sweetie."

Then she held up an open bra and I put my arms through the straps as Allie turned me and fastened the back. Then she casually reached into the cups and adjusted my breasts. I jumped a little in surprise. "Ha, don't let that bother you, baby. Just putting the girls in order for you."

Then, without a bit of warning, she pulled down the rest of my bathing suit and had me step out of it. As she was pulling a pair of silky panties up my smooth legs, I realized that my bra and panties matched. They seemed pretty pricey; lots of flowers embroidered on both. She pulled the panties up to my hips and then looked at my bulge and smiled at me.

"Hmmm. Your little boy down there isn't nearly as big as your big girls up here." And her smile got a little bigger. She crowded in on me and measured herself against me. I was only as tall as her nose. "Look at you, little thing. I remember when you first showed up at my parent's house with Kari. You were so tall and handsome and powerful. I was the little one then. I had a such a little-girl crush on you." And she reached into my panties and gently put her fingers around my penis working it in her soft hands.

I had shivers. I was more than a little shocked and didn't really know where things were headed.

"Allie," I whispered, "I don't think this is a good idea."

She smiled as she continued to work my shaft. "Don't worry, you girly, little stud. I'm just making a point: That big, powerful man is the little thing in front of me, now, and he's looking very pretty in his dainties."

Then, she pulled my penis toward her and up so that I had to stand on my tip toes and hold on to her shoulders to keep her from hurting me. Her smile was still there, but she looked very deeply into my eyes. "I can see why Kari's getting such a power trip out of this little reversal of positions. I kinda am, too."

Then she let go of my member and, as I relaxed, she continued to hold my gaze while she very matter-of-factly pushed everything back under my crotch and correctly adjusted the panties.

Finally releasing me from her gaze, she said, "So, the reason I am here today isn't just to babysit my pretty, little brother-in-law. I am here to teach you how to be a lady - that's something that I know a lot more about than Kari. She's getting the PhD, but I know how to be a lady. And a lady always wears pretty unmentionables, like these, and a lady always wears some kind of a heel, like these." And she held up a pair of little sandals with a little one-inch heel.

As I was fastening the straps on the shoes, Allie got out my dress for the afternoon. It was a pinky-white dress with flowers everywhere. She unzipped the back and had me step into it. Then she pulled it up and I put my arms through the sleeve holes and she zipped up the back.

The top part was soft and elastic and showed a good deal of cleavage. Allie zipped up the back and I felt trapped in this feminine garment. The skirt of the dress bloused out in pleats from a few inches below my breasts and flowed down to my knees where a couple of inches of tulle petticoat peeked out from the bottom. "There," said Allie, "A beautiful dress for a beautiful summer day." It was a beautiful dress, too, but the way that it hung away from my legs the brushed my legs as I moved made me feel very vulnerable. It was like I was just wearing my panties. The dress was more like a breeze than an article of clothing.

Allie fluffed my hair, letting it flow down my back. "Now, come on into the bathroom with me, sweetheart, and we'll learn a little about how to do our hair and makeup."

She spent a good 45 minutes brushing my hair, teaching me about makeup and talking continuously. Her tone was always soft and maternal and she was trying very hard to be patient and teaching me what she felt was important. I did my best and she was encouraging.
 
Chapter 9
 

Kari came home just after 6:00 that night. Allie and I were working in the kitchen. After an hour of teaching me how to sit correctly in kitchen chairs, stuffed chair, yard chairs, desk chairs, on my piano bench, etc., Allie had taken me into the kitchen, found me a full-length pinafore-style apron and had me help her make dinner. While she supervised my work, cutting vegetables, breading chicken breasts, making rolls from scratch - all of which I was very capable of doing on my own - she frequently rubbed my back where the my skin showed and kissed my hair. I had known this woman since she was 9 years old and I don't think we had ever touched each other beyond a kiss hello of good bye. Now, it was like I was her little sister.

About 25 minutes earlier, she had run next door to get Susie and left a note for James telling him to come to our house for dinner when he got home. Susie was now in a baby carrier on the end of our counter. She was happy as a clam to just be watching Allie and me working.

Allie went into the living room to greet Kari, leaving me and Susie to take care of the food. I could hear the woman in the next room talking.

"So," Kari asked, "How's my little girl doing?"

Allie giggled in reply, "She's fine. Looking, moving and smelling every bit the princess that she is. She's out in the kitchen making dinner. I brought Susie over when she woke up and Jimmy's on his way. Dinner will be ready in about 15 minutes. How did you make out?"

"Great! I got lots of pretty things at the mall and I took care of everything at the university. Take a look at these things."

I could hear bags opening and the two of them ooh-ing and ahh-ing while discussing how each piece of clothing would fit me.

As I was putting my dinner rolls into the over, I noticed Susie watching me and it looked like she was smiling. I shut the door to the oven and leaned down so that my nose touched Susie's. "Something's gone a little crazy around here, Susie," I said. "This house has done-gone crazy. Yes, it has. Yes, it has. Hasn't it, honey?"

When I stood back up, Kari and Allie were standing in the doorway, smiles beaming off their faces. Kari had her arms folded and Allie had both of her hands pressed together in front of her mouth. I looked at them, a little embarrassed, and Allie looked almost like she was going to cry. "Oh, that's so sweet."

"Hi, everyone! I'm here," said James from the front door as he entered. "Hungry man, home from the salt-mines!"

They all chatted in the living room for a few minutes, while I finished up and took care of Susie. It was just a few more minutes before I had everything on the table, ready to be served.

I put Susie and her carrier in a chair and called everyone into the dining room. I was about to sit at the end of the table where I'd always sat when Kari said, "What a beautiful job you've done, Davey. Now, I'll sit at this end, Jimmy, you can sit at that end, Allie, sit on my right and Davey, you can sit on my left, next to Susie."

We all sat and I noticed that James was in a state of shock, looking at me. We'd never been very close - I am an academic, a liberal and no interest in drinking or sports. James has some kind of a management job at a financial management company in the city. He's a bit of a blowhard, loves to talk about the NFL of MLB, goes out for drinks with his friends and brings up Rush Limbaugh a lot. Aside from Limbaugh, none of that really bothers me so we got along well enough, even though we were always somewhat distant. This was a whole new thing for him, though. Where Kari and Allie had seen me in bed while I was growing younger (as it were), James just walked into the dining room and saw me dressed up "like a princess" and looking like a teenager. Frankly, the way that Allie had done my makeup and brushed out my hair, combined with the style of my dress, I probably looked more like a 15 or 16 year old than the 18 year old look that Dr Chang had mentioned when I woke up yesterday morning.

"Dave, is that really you?" James asked, not meaning to be rude.

Before I could answer, Kari jumped in, "Yes, Jim, that is Davey. You know he's gone through some changes." It was a very awkward situation for me, but Kari put her hand on mine and smiled reassuringly at me. Then she turned back to James and continued, "He's doing very well. Here's not contagious or anything, so just relax and enjoy diner."

We dug in to the dinner. It was all very good. When we needed some more iced tea, Kari asked me to get it. When I returned and as I was pouring, Susie started to act up a little.

"Oops, someone needs her diapers changes," Allie said and started to rise.

Kari put her hand on Allie's shoulder and held her in her seat. "No, no, Allie, Davey will take care of her, won't you sweet heart?"

I stopped mid-pour and looked at Kari. She had gone on to talking about other things, though, and she had not left any room for argument. So, I unbuckled Susie and held her up to my shoulder and headed to the lavatory to take care of her.

"Davey," Allie, called out after me, "her diaper bag is by the couch and if she smells poopy, you should put your apron back on so nothing gets on your dress."

I knew the basics of changing diapers, but I had never done it before. Susie was very good, though, and I did a good job. Susie watched me the whole time and I carried on a nice conversation with her. I wasn't all that interested in the conversation at the dinner table, anyway. For the most part, Kari was asking James a lot of questions about how she could invest her money after she got her raise next semester. I kind of liked having someone else looking up to me.

When I returned to the dining room and got Susie all resituated in her carrier, I was about to take off my apron and sit back down, when Allie stood and said, "Davey, will you give me a hand clearing the table? Let's let these two 'bread winners' talk shop."

"Oh, ok," I mumbled as I retied the apron strings and started clearing.

Allie and I took care of everything. I washed the dishes while she dried. The whole time, she was chatting about my hair and clothes and how I needed to plan my wardrobe for the next day before going to bed. She also talked about the importance of keeping a clean house. When we'd finished our chores in the kitchen, Kari called out to us that she and James were moving into the living room to continue their conversation and asked that we bring some wine in for dessert. I pulled a bottle out of the refrigerator and opened it while Allie grabbed some wine flutes out of the cabinet. We joined Kari and James. I poured. Then I realized that Allie had only brought 3 glasses. I guess I looked a little confused, because, as I handed Allie her glass, she said, "I don't think that alcohol is such a good idea for you, right now, princess. You should give yourself a little time to adjust first."

"Allie's right, Davey," Kari said, "Why don't you go get yourself another glass of iced tea and will you, please, bring Susie in, too. Take her out of her carrier, though, so that she can stretch a little" Then she smiled and giggled a little, "You can leave your pretty apron in kitchen, though, beautiful."

When I returned to the living room with Susie in one arm and a glass of iced tea in the other, I found that everyone was sitting in the stuffed chairs leaving me only the love seat. I sat down and put Susie on the love seat next to me. I kicked off my shoes and pulled my legs up under myself and smoothed my dress down to cover my knees. The conversation was going on without me and I had no idea what they were talking about, so I concentrated on my new best-friend, Susie. I rubbed her belly and chatted in baby talk and played peek-a-boo until everyone else was ready to call it an evening.

"I know that you and Susie are having a great time, princess," Kari said, "but it's time for her real mommy to take her home, now."

I put her in her carrier and kissed her head and handed her over to Allie, who, in turn, kissed my head and thanked me for all my help.

When they were gone, Kari smiled at me and gave me another big hug. I loved how she looked in her dress, how she smelled with her perfume and how soft her breasts were when she hugged me. She leaned over me and kissed my neck, slowly and passionately. Slowly, her hand crept to my breasts and I let out a soft sigh as she massaged them through my dress and bra. When she pulled her mouth up to mine, I opened wide and accepted her tongue deeply into my throat.

Eventually, she stopped and straightened up. With me in bare feet and Kari in 3 inch heels, I was dwarfed by her. She pulled me close and pulled my head to her breast as she kissed my head.

"You looked beautiful tonight, baby. Just like a little princess."

I smiled. "Thanks."

"Did you have a good day with Allie?"

"Yes. It was nice, I guess. She was very nice to me."

"She brought you a beautiful dress, didn't she? I love the petticoat peeking out at the bottom, don't you?"

I shrugged.

Kari let out a soft maternal laugh, "Well, I think it's beautiful. She really did make you look like a princess. There's a lot that she can teach you about being a girl, you know. Allie has always been a girly girl while I was too busy being an achiever - a woman in a man's world, as they say."

She lifted my chin to look up into my eyes. "Thank you for having a nice meal and everything ready for me when I came home tonight, too. It's like I have a brand new, beautiful wife at home, now. I like it. I like it a lot."

"Kari," I asked, tentatively, "Wouldn't you rather have me be your husband than your wife?"

"Davey, Davey, Davey." She sighed at me. "Remember this morning when I said that you would always be my husband? Well, I don't know if I can still think of you as my husband now that I have seen you being my wife. When you were my husband, loved you with all my heart. That's all changed now, though. There is no way that you can look like a real man anymore, so I don't want to pretend that you are one. Nature took a funny turn on us and now, except for your little pee-pee, you have become a beautiful, little, young woman and I still love you with all my heart. Let's just accept this and enjoy where it leads us, ok?"

Her smile, her comforting tone and the fact that she said that she loved me made my knees weak and I felt butterflies in my stomach. "Ok, Kari. I love you, too and I love you being my wife. And if thinking of me as your wife makes you happy, that's ok with me."

She gave a very condescending little laugh and a slight shake of her head. "Davey, let's call it a day. I bought you a little something. Let me get it out of the bags I brought in earlier."

She rummaged around for a few moments and pulled out a beautiful little white nightie with matching panties. It was similar to the ones that Kari wears, but a bit shorter and it was definitely made for a younger woman.

"Here," she smiled as she showed me the nightie. "I will lock up down here. You go upstairs and start getting ready for bed the way I showed you last night. Put on your new nightie and sit at the vanity. When I come up, I will braid your hair for you so it will be pretty tomorrow. Then I am going to take you to bed and show you how being my wife may be the best thing that ever happened to you. I bought a few things at the mall today that you may REALLY like. Things that will make you feel even more like a woman than a pretty dress can. How does that sound?"

I smiled back and took the nightie from her. Then she steered me toward the stairs and gave my butt a little pat and sent me up the stairs.
 
 
To Be Continued...

A Little Bit of Change - 3

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Taxonomy upgrade extras: 

  • Accidental Change
  • Age regression
  • Bizarre Body Modifications
  • Breast Enlargement
  • Chemical or Drug Induced Change
  • Hormones
  • school girl

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A Little Bit of Change: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2012, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Davey adjusts to life as Kari's wife, but a social event to celebrate Kari's latest
professional achievement forces him to face the world outside of his home. With the
help of his sister-in-law and confidant, Allison, Davey has to work up the courage
to step through the door.


 
Author's Note: This is one of my more twisted tales that I am showing you. I do hope you both enjoy this story and that I am, in some fashion, entertaining you as well. Please, let me know what you think about my story, both good and bad.
And also, please leave me a review! ~Clara.

 
This version of A Little Bit of Change - 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 10
 

And the summer wore on...

Davey got used to his new role in the home: Not quite an equal partner anymore, but Kari was still very affectionate around the house and their sex life just got better and better. Maybe Davey was no longer the aggressor sexually, but Kari had gotten very adventurous and Davey had no complaints in bed. He also was used to the nightly regime and silky sleepwear and even enjoyed his nightly preparation time, especially having Kari braid his hair.

As for daily wear, on his first full day after his 'change' Kari had encouraged him to find a style that he would be comfortable in. He had stayed very conservative and handed Kari his computer so she could finish the transaction for him, but she didn't care for his choices, so, without any discussion, Kari had canceled his order and bought a whole new closet full of clothes from stores like Delias, Forever 21, Old Navy and other places frequented by young women.

"Davey, you have no experience with dresses and you made some very 'frumpy' choices. You have the body of a beautiful young woman - enjoy it."

The dresses all had the same style. They were all very feminine, flowery or lacey, had a very high waistline and only went down to his mid-thigh. "Kari, do these really look ok on me?"

"Sweet pea, I can't take my eyes off of you. You like them don't you?"

"I guess... They're all very pretty..."

"Are the comfortable?"

"Well, yeah. They're kind of like wearing nothing, really."

"Then just be pretty for me, baby, ok?"

On days when Kari was out, Allie was Davey's constant companion. She was Davey's hair stylist, femininity couch and big sister. Her constant attention was very encouraging and gave Davey great support.

Then, one day at the beginning of August, Kari came in. "Congratulate me, princess! I successfully defended my PhD! You can now officially call me 'Doctor'!"

I ran to her and hugged her. "Oh, I am so proud of you!"

"Guess what! There is a formal reception for all the new Phd's next Sunday evening at the university. I have an invitation for up to 5 people, so I thought that Allie, Jimmy, you and I could all go together."

Davey felt a rush of fear run through his body. "I don't know, Kari. The university? I'll know people. I'm not sure that I am ready."

Kari looked very hurt. "Well I am sorry that this doesn't fit your busy schedule, David, but I kinda thought that you would want to come and support me on this occasion. You do want to support me, don't you?"

"Yes, of course, Kari, but I'll be a freak."

"How can you be a freak? You are what you are? This is important to me and you need to get out of the house at some point, so, THAT POINT is going to be next Sunday at 6:00pm and it's formal. There will be no more discussion about this and I will look for something for you to wear."

The house was a little quiet that night. Davey felt rushed and Kari felt that Davey wasn't being the supportive "wife" she needed him to be.

Kari went out early the next morning, before Davey was up. When he did rise, he unbraided his hair and brushed it out before putting on his makeup. It was the first time since his hair had grown that he'd had to brush it out by himself.

He went down stairs and sat on the patio and thought about his argument with Kari. Before he knew it, there were tears running down his face.

Kari came back later in the morning and found Davey crying. "Oh, I'm sorry, sweetie. Shhh, I'm sorry."

"No," said Davey, "I am. I shouldn't have been so selfish. I will go with you."

Kari smiled, "Thank s, my love. I went to Rose's house and borrowed a dress that her daughter wore for her quinceanera. I think it will be perfect for you t wear on Sunday. I have to run, but I will be back later. Try it on and see if it needs any alterations. Allie can help with that if needed."

Just at that moment, Allie came through the door with Susie on her hip. "Morning, ladies!" and she got up on her tiptoes and gave Kari a kiss on her cheek, then bent down and did the same for Davey. Then, she put her free arm around Davey and said, "What's going on?"

"Since you're here, we've all been invited to a formal reception Sunday evening to celebrate my degree. I'd love for you and Jim to join us."

"Oh. Boy!" Allie said, "Free food and we get to dress up! Count me in! Jimmy, too!"

"Great," said Kari, "Davey needs a formal dress, too, so while I am at the hairdresser's, would you please have him try on the dress in this garment bag and make any alterations that he needs?"

"Sure! I'll take care of everything. You go ahead and get going. Me and my two little girls here will hold down the fort here."

Kari thanked Allie, grabbed her purse and ran out the door, blowing a kiss behind her.

"Shall we?" Allie asked as she pulled the zipper down the garment bag front. She reached in and pulled out the dress. It was bright yellow with a beaded bodice and a wide skirt with several built-in petticoats and looked more like a prom dress than a formal dress for a reception. "Eww. Well, let's try it on before we make a decision."

Allie put Susie down to sit on the floor and Davey took off his little summer dress and stepped into the sea of tulle and silk that made up the dress. They pulled it up around his chest and zipped it up and took stock of it.

"Ok," Allie said, "first, the good news: Aside from being a little long, which a good, high heel would fix, it fits really well. Now, the bad news, you look like a lemon meringue in it. You're way too pale for that color and it really isn't right for the occasion," Allie let out a sign and circled Davey, taking him in and trying to figure out how she could take this dress, which Kari obviously liked, and make it work for a grown-up event at a university.

Davey was speechless while Allie spoke and inspected the options for the dress. Then there was an uncomfortable silence as they both stared into the mirror. Suddenly, Davey's knees gave out and he collapsed into the dress sobbing uncontrollably.

"Davey!"

"Oh, no, no, no, this is so bad. This is so very, very bad, bad, bad! I can't meet former colleagues dressed like this. This 'princess' thing is fine around the house and all, and I am getting used to the little dresses and pretty underwear, but, this! No, I can't wear this out in public! I look like I need a date for junior prom. Allie, help me, please! Allie, I can't do this, please help me!"

Allie sat on floor next to Davey and pulled him to her, rocking him back and forth as if she were comforting Susie. "Shh, sweet heart, shhh. What is all this about? It's just a dress. We can find another one that you'll like better, ok? Now, let's stop the water works and talk, ok?"

"I can't stop. I love Kari and I want to make her happy, but I'm not a teenager." Davey's words were sometimes hard to understand when his sobs sounded almost like hiccups. "I can't seem to say 'no' to Kari when I look at her. Remember when she took those hormones that caused all of these changes? Well, the doctor told her that they would make her more 'sympathetic' while they were in her system. I think that they have made me this emotional wreck that I am."

"Davey. You're not an emotional wreck - your body has been bombarded with female hormones, just like a pubescent girl. You are more emotional because girls are more emotional, that's all, baby, and you want to please Kari because you love her and now you are much more dependent on her than you used to be. I understand. The more that I am at home, the more need I feel to make Jimmy happy. It's all part and parcel of being a good housewife."

Davey lifted his head and looked at Allie and tried to stop the sobs. His face was lined with mascara and his eyes were swollen and red. Allie couldn't help it, she let out a little laugh. "Oh, my baby girl. You are so sweet. We'll find a dress that you'll love, ok."

"Allie, I don't think that I can face those people, yet. Look at me. I used to be a leader in my department. I was respected and I was a big guy. Now, I'm not much more than a maid and I look like a child - a little girl. You said so yourself. You don't see Dave, anymore, you a see your 'baby girl.' I'm not strong enough for this. I just want to hide here forever," And he buried his head on Allie's lap and the sobs started all over again.

Allie sat and rubbed his back until he calmed down. "Alright, baby, do you trust me?"

"What?" Davey asked in surprise.

"Do you trust me?"

"Of course I trust you. You and Susie are my only friends these days. I trust you completely. I love you like a sister."

"Then listen. I will take this home with me. We'll tell Kari that I'm making some alterations. Then, come Sunday, I am going to get you dressed up like a goddess. You will knock everyone dead at that reception. They will not see a defeated little girl; they will see a beautiful, intelligent person who has overcome a huge physical change. Someone they will respect and admire. Do you believe me?"

Davey nodded and wiped his eyes. "I do."

"Ok, then. I have to deal with some shopping then. Will you babysit for Susie for the next couple of hours? I'll be back before Kari. Ok?"

"Ok," and he stood, got out of the dress and redressed in his comfortable little dress which he suddenly loved and wanted to wear more than anything in the world.

Allie left and Davey took Susie to couch, turned on the TV and watched a little Sesame Street with his favorite baby. He sat 'Indian style' and held Susie on his lap bouncing her up and down while Elmo sang in his high, castrati voice. Eventually, all of his worries disappeared in Susie's giggles and smiles.
 
Chapter 11
 

Sunday afternoon rolled around and Allie had been extremely coy about what she had planned. Kari was very stressed about the impending reception. She'd gotten herself a new cocktail dress and shoes, but, not being real comfortable in these kinds of 'formal' parties, Kari was second guessing her fashion choices and creating a lot of stress for herself. By 1:00, Kari was getting antsy and started getting herself ready.

"Davey," she called out from the bedroom, "when is Allie coming over with your dress? I don't want to be late tonight!"

"She told me that she was coming over around 3:30 to do my hair and makeup. I think she'll have the dress with her."

Kari couldn't stop moving. She looked gorgeous in her new outfit, but whenever Davey tried to compliment her, she was more and more anxious about the time. "Will you. Please, call Allie and see when she's coming over? I want everything to be perfect tonight."

"She hasn't forgotten, Kari. She has to get things ready for Susie and her sitter. Then she'll come over."

Finally, at exactly 3:30, Allie came through the door with the garment bag. "Hi, ladies! Big day, huh?"

"Thank God! I thought you weren't ever coming over!"

Allie was already in her dress. It was a simple 'little black dress' thing - a sheath - and some simple jewelry to set off her beauty. She was sleek and understated and beautiful. "Oh, stop, now. We have plenty of time, Kari. Come on, Davey! We have work to do! Up those stairs, baby!"

Kari was barred from the bedroom until Allie was done.

At 5:05 Kari was yelling up the stairs. "Allie, are you ready? It takes a half hour to get to the university and I want to be on time!" Silence. "Is she ready?" Silence and then some feet shuffling on the floor. "Allie! Davey! What's going on up there? Are you coming or not?"

"Alright, alright!" Allie called down from the bedroom. "We'll be down in 5 minutes!"

The door opened and James came. "Everyone ready to go? I took Susie to the sitter and got the car washed. It's in the driveway and we're all set," he was wearing a very handsome blue suit similar to the suits he wore every day. Kari let out a little snort at the thought of how easily James must have made his fashion choice this morning. 'Any suit, any shirt, any tie.' And it all works so easily for men. She briefly wished that Davey was still Dave and could just get ready to go without all this production and drama.

She stormed away from the bottom of the stairs and grabbed her purse and shawl. "Jimmy, they have 2 minutes to get their pretty, little asses down those stairs or you and I are leaving without them!" she said through clenched teeth.

"Here we come!" Allie announced as she bounced down the stairs with a huge grin one her face.

"Where's Davey?" Kari demanded.

Allie posed at the bottom of the stairs as if she were Vanna White indicating the solution to a Wheel Of Fortune puzzle. "Ladies and gentlemen, I give you, my beautiful, little brother-in-law! All grown up and ready for her first day out as a lady."

Kari and Jimmy looked from Allie to the stairs and both let out a startled breath. There, on the stairs of the house was Davey dressed in a form-fitting black dress; beautiful, black lace around the shoulders and cleavage revealing perfect, soft feminine skin underneath with a skirt that hugged every curvy part of his hips and rear end. His perfect creamy legs seemed to go on forever and his tiny feet were in delicate, little open-toed, 4 inch black pumps. All of his soft hair was piled high on his head and cascaded down in little ringlets around his face making him look like a woman of 20 years old or maybe even a little more. Perfect eyes and lips were accented by little, dangling earrings that off-set everything feminine and perfect about this 'goddess' standing on the stairway.

No one spoke of even breathed for a very long moment until Allie finally lowered her arms and looked from Davey back to Kari and James. "Well? What do you think?"

Kari walked slowly over to the stairs and up to her perfect little husband/wife. When she was on the same step as him, she put her hands lightly on both sides of his chin. "David, you are the most breathtakingly-beautiful woman that I have ever, in all of my life, seen."

Davey blushed and smiled at her. "Thank you, Kari."

"No, thank you, Davey, for being who you are. And thank you, Allie, for... well, for this. For all of this" She giggled as she stared at Davey in complete amazement.

Kari turned and offered Davey her arm. They walked down the stairs together and headed out the door. Allie handed Davey his clutch as he passed her.

"I am the luckiest woman in the world," Kari whispered into Davey's ear as she held the door to the back seat open for him. Allie slipped in beside Davey and Kari and James buckled in up front. Allie smiled at him and he took her hand and gave her a big, excited and nervous smile back.

"Thank you, so much," he whispered to her.

"Any time, baby girl. I still want my baby sister back to play with at home, but it's nice to know that I have a lady-friend to go out with, too."
 
 
To Be Continued...

A Little Bit of Change - 4 Final

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Taxonomy upgrade extras: 

  • Accidental Change
  • Age regression
  • Bizarre Body Modifications
  • Breast Enlargement
  • Chemical or Drug Induced Change
  • Hormones
  • school girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)


A Little Bit of Change: 4 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2012, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Davey adjusts to life as Kari's wife, but a social event to celebrate Kari's latest
professional achievement forces him to face the world outside of his home. With the
help of his sister-in-law and confidant, Allison, Davey has to work up the courage
to step through the door.


 
Author's Note: This is one of my more twisted tales that I am showing you. I do hope you both enjoy this story and that I am, in some fashion, entertaining you as well. Please, let me know what you think about my story, both good and bad.
And also, please leave me a review! ~Clara.

 
This version of A Little Bit of Change - 4 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 12
 

The guests were just sitting down for the reception as they arrived. Many eyes turned to see Kari enter with Davey. They had gotten to their table and Kari was helping Davey into his seat when Davey heard a familiar voice quietly whisper, "Good, God! Is that David with Kari?"

"Shhhhh," came the response from the whisperer's neighbors.

Davey flushed with embarrassment. Kari pushed his seat in and sat down. She patted Davey's hand reassuringly and turned forward to hear the first speaker of the evening.

"Don't let it get to you, princess," whispered Allie. "I'm sure that they're just a little surprised to see you for the first time. Just do what I told you: Sit up nice and straight with your back touching, but not resting on the back of your chair. Smile a lot. Stay focused on Kari - remember, it's her day, so be her supporter. Ok? I'm here if you need me."

Davey smiled back and tried to relax a bit. Soon, things were just fine. Kari was in her environment, surrounded by fellow academics, and Davey was enjoying seeing her so happy.

After dinner was completed and awards given out, a small band started playing some ballroom dance music and James and Allie took to the dance floor. Davey looked around for Kari and saw her talking to a group of men from the history department over near the bar. Davey sat patiently for someone to return to the table. He told himself it was the polite, ladylike thing to do, but, in fact, the idea of getting up and walking around was terrifying to him. Here at the table, he felt safe.

"Hi, there, beautiful. You come here often?"

He slowly turned his head to see who had spoken to him and he saw the friendly face of Janice Chang, his family doctor and friend smiling down at him. He smiled back. "Hi, Jan. How are you doing?"

"How am I doing? Same as always, Dave, you know me! How about you? You seem pretty quiet over here. Why not say hi to everyone?"

"No. I'm ok here, really."

"David, don't be silly. You know almost everyone here, now, give me your hand," He did and she helped him to his feet, the little heels, still new to him, took just a second to balance on before he was comfortable.

Janice took in his entire appearance. The girlish shape, the firm, round breasts. The beautiful, wavy hair. The lacey bodice and form fitting skirt of the dress. The perfect makeup. She fluffed his hair just a little gave him warm, motherly smile.

"Come on, wallflower, let's go talk to some people."

At these affairs, it's usually the degree recipients chatting with each other, the academics all joining in smaller conversations more or less by their disciplines and then the wives all get together and talk, too. If there are academics with husbands, the husbands usually find a way to avoid coming - golf, fishing, basically anything they can think of to get out of a long, quiet get together. James and Allie always loved ballroom dancing, which would appear to be very out of character for James, but they do love it, so he was in his glory on the mostly-empty dance floor.

Janice led me to the area furthest away from the band where the wives had all taken up residence. Janice was, of course, a woman of notable academic achievement, but she was also married to the dean of the school of science and medicine, so she was comfortable in both worlds.

"Well, ladies, I'd like you all to meet my very good friend, David."

"Davey," Davey said almost impulsively. "It just seems more appropriate now."

"True. Ok, then, meet Davey. As you know, Davey is married to Kari and has been in the music department at the university for the last six years."

"Have a seat, Davey," Said one of the wives.

There were a few minutes of awkward silence while the wives all got used to how Davey appeared.

"So," said the wife of a man in the history department with whom Davey had a nodding acquaintance. "Are you experimenting with an alternative life-style, or what?" prompting nervous laughter from everyone. Even Davey let out a few nervous giggles.

"You could say that, I guess. It's a little hard to explain."

"Weren't you A LOT taller before, too?" the wife persisted, but in a friendly way that didn't come off rude at all.

"Yes, I was nearly a foot taller, before."

"So, something happened to you that changed your size and gender? What could cause that?"

"Davey," whispered Janice, "would you like for me to make a simple, discreet explanation for you?"

"Yes, please!" he whispered back.

"Here's what happened, ladies. Through a series of accidental events, Davey became exposed to very highly potent female hormones and fertility medication. It caused his body to alter severely, but, although he appears to be a female, his genitalia remains very much male."

"My, God," one of them said in an excited whisper. Then bringing her voice even lower, "You mean you still have a penis down there?"

"Yes," Said Davey, becoming very self-conscious.

"And these are real, too?" she asked, casually touching Davey's breasts. "This is amazing! This is the coolest thing I have ever heard of!"

Other women agreed and started talking freely around Davey.

"I have never really had any lesbian thoughts, but the idea of doing it with a beautiful man who looks and smells nice ... well, that is a cool thought!"

"Everything still works, I mean plumbing-wise?"

"Do you like looking like this? It's kind of nice being pretty, isn't it?"

"Is the sex better, now - I mean, is it more gentle? Less manhandling involved?

"Imagine if I could get Steve to take these hormones! I would love it! Let him see the world from the 'other side'"

"Oh, wow! That would be cool! I can see Dennis little and in a dress! That would be SOOOO much fun!"

"Janice! Can you get us these hormones?" several asked, only half-joking.

Janice snickered in response. "Sorry, girls. Not possible. Technically what happened to Davey is impossible, but his particular chemistry combined with the processing system through which he received the hormones and 'voila!' A miracle of modern science that can, most likely, never be replicated."

"Aww."

"Davey, are you enjoying your dresses, now? You have to admit, they're a lot more fun than just wearing pants everyday."

It went on this way for the rest of the afternoon, until Kari came over and interrupted.

"Mind if I steal Davey, ladies? I thought it might be nice to have one dance before we leave."

She reached down and offered Davey a hand. Davey, stood, smoothed his dress, said his goodbyes and then Kari put her arm around his shoulder and led him to the dance floor.

When they arrived, she spun him around once and then took his left hand and put it on her shoulder and took his right hand in hers and they began to sway together to the music.

"Do you mind if I lead?" Kari smiled down at Davey.

"Not at all. I think that, maybe, I will have to get used to following a little more, now."

Kari's smile got broader and she hugged Davey in closer. He rested his head on her soft, broad shoulders, the feel of her breasts rubbing softly against his, the smell of her musky perfume and his flowery perfume blending into an intoxicating potion that was overwhelming. He closed his eyes and let Kari guide him. As the sax player finished a long, soft solo, he began to play the song's melody. Kari knew the words and sang along so sweetly and quietly that it was like a lullaby. "Someday, when I'm awfully low, when the world is cold, I will feel a glow just thinking of you and the way you look tonight. Yes you're lovely, with your smile so warm and your cheeks so soft, there is nothing for me but to love you, and the way you look tonight."

Davey was in another world until he felt a tap on his back. He opened his eyes to see James smiling at them. "May I cut in?"

Davey, as if waking from a dream, stood aside so that Kari could dance with James. To Davey's complete astonishment, James reached down and took Davey in his arms, pulled him in close and started to dance. Davey, who was already way off balance, just followed James' lead.

After a few moments, James leaned back just a little, released Davey's left hand and swept some of Davey's hair off of his face and tucked it behind his ear. Davey, still confused, looked up and saw James smiling down at him.

"You know, Dave, I know that we were never really friends before. I don't know why, but I always felt like you were kind of stuffy when you were a man. Now... things a really different. I want you to know that I know how much courage it took for you to get all dolled up for Kari, today. If I had been in your situation, I don't think I could have done it."

Davey was really moved by James' words and smiled back at him. "Thanks, Jim."

"You know," James continued, "I was glad that Allie was going to have Kari to be with when the baby came, because I work all the time, but as things have turned out, having you - well, the NEW you - has been tremendous for her. Every day, all I hear about is the baby and Davey. 'Susie did this and Davey did that.' You're like her little sister, now and I could not be happier for her. I was feeling bad for you, though. I knew you were overwhelmed with the changes, but all the dresses and stuff - well, I thought you must have hated it. Until today. When I saw you come down those stairs looking like - well, like this, I thought, 'That's not my brother-in-law. That's a beautiful young woman.'"

Davey was confused, but he knew he meant it as a compliment, so he smiled and couldn't help but blush a bit.

As the music stopped, James pulled him close for a final hug and surprised him by giving Davey a soft kiss on the top of his head. There was nothing sexual at all in it. It was more like and affectionate uncle kissing his niece. Then, while still holding him close, James whispered, "If you ever need me, I'm here for you, princess," Then he released the hug and held Davey at arms length. As tiny as Davey felt when Kari held him, he felt three times smaller looking back at James. He was so surprised by James' sudden kindness that he was completely speechless, so he just smiled back at him. He didn't even feel the tear rolling down his cheek.

James reached out and softly wiped the tear away and said, "I see Kari by the bar with the dean. You go get your purse at the table and see if you can find Allie - she may still be in the ladies' room. I will meet you guys at the bar in five minutes."

And he walked away, leaving Davey to try to organize his thoughts and feelings. Yes, this was one more emasculating experience - one of a hundred that he'd had in the last few weeks - but he felt nice, too. Warm and protected. And loved. Not like Kari's love, but as if he was more a part of his own family - the family he had, until recently, felt he was the patriarch of - than he had ever been before.

When he could think again, he realized that he was just standing there, smiling. So he did what James had told him to do and five minutes later all four of them were at the bar and ready to drive back home.
 
Chapter 13
 

When the car pulled up into Allie and James' driveway, Davey was absolutely ready for bed. He got out of the backseat and reached back in for his purse and the heels he had taken off on the way home. They said their goodbyes and Kari, still in her heels, put her arm around Davey's shoulders and they walked the couple of hundred feet back home without conversation.

They entered the house and Davey didn't even slow down, he just continued up the stairs. Kari locked up, set the alarm and climbed the stairs as Davey was turning on the light in their bedroom. Kari stopped in the doorway and watched Davey from behind as he unzipped his dress and pulled it over his head and laid it neatly on the bed. Kari saw the lacey black straps of his bra and the silky black material of his panties and half slip and she had to have him.

As Davey reached behind to unclasp his bra, Kari softly pushed his hands away and rubbed his shoulders, feeling the soft, feminine texture of his skin. Davey felt her touch and let her continue. Her caresses moved lower and found the back of his smooth half-slip and panties while she also bent down and kissed the back of his neck. The kisses burst like lightning on Davey's skin and he let out a soft moan.

Kari was getting hotter and hotter as she explored and kissed Davey. Then, so softly that Davey was surprised when he felt it, she slipped her hands into the bottoms of his bra cups and began massaging his breasts while pulling him as close to her as she could. Still wearing her dress and slip, she began to rub her crotch against Davey's back. As she continued her massage and her humping, both of them were panting and sweating.

Suddenly, Kari stopped and turned him towards her and they locked in a soft passionate kiss. Davey allowed Kari's tongue to explore as deeply as it could and he stood up on his toes to pull her rongue even deeper.

When they broke their kiss, Kari rose to her full height and smiled down at Davey who smiled back, hoping that they were not done for the evening. Kari stepped back and raised first her right foot and then her left and removed her shoes, placing them to the side. Then she reached up under her dress and pulled down her own black panties. Then she gently reached under his slip and removed his panties, finally allowing his penis to stand at attention.

Kari then gripped his shaft through the soft, cool silk of the slip and led him to the bed, where she sat on the edge of the bed, spread her legs and pulled him close. With Kari sitting, they were nearly the same height. Kari looked into his eyes and they could both see the other's love, lust, need. She smiled a wicked smile and said, "You are beautiful, Davey, and I love you. You know that right?"

"Yes," he whispered, although his attention was much more focused on what Kari's hands were doing to his groin than what she was saying.

"For the last few months, I know I have been treating you like a little girl - even when we've had sex. And you have to admit, the sex has been great."

It was true. Davey just nodded and closed his eyes to concentrate on other things.

"I really like you as my little girl, Davey. You are so pretty. But today you were my beautiful young woman and I love that, too. You are so gorgeous, Davey. So, so, so beautiful and I want to you to be both for me. Ok?"

"Ok," he whispered in his delirium.

"But, you know what else I want? Tonight, I want to you to be my beautiful little man. Can you do that for me? I want to spread my legs and I want my big, little man to climb up on me, let me smell your shampoo and perfume. Let me taste your lipstick. Let me feel your slip on your fanny and your bra on your breasts, but let me feel your big penis drive in and out of me. Can you do that for me, princess? Can you be my little, big man?"

"Uh huh," he responded, but knew that she would have to stop the rubbing soon if he was going to be able to be 'big' at all.

"That's my baby." And she released his shaft, pulled herself further back onto the bed, pulled her dress up to her waist and smiled invitingly back at Davey, who climbed, slowly but eagerly, onto the bed and in between Kari's legs. Even before the change, Davey had almost never taken the upper position when having sex. Kari complained that he was too big before and she felt crushed, so she was always on top. This was new and exciting.

He kissed the skin above Kari's small patch of pubic hair and then raised himself to enter Kari. He held the slip out of his way and slowly inserted his shaft into the only woman he'd ever known in this way. And it was different. Her lips gave way to his slow, gentle thrust and then enveloped him in her warm, damp embrace. He moved very slowly at first, much slower than Kari could possibly have done when riding him, and everything was silent except for the sound of Kari's stuttering breaths.

He closed his eyes and focused just on the feeling. His entire being was in his penis as he increased his speed and force.

"I am a man," he heard in his head. Then it began to chant in his head in time with his thrusts. "I am a man. I am a man. I am a man! I am a man!"

His head sagged down as he built momentum. "I am a man!" kept ringing in his head.

Then he opened his eyes and had to shake his long, wavy hair out of his way to see his own body. The first thing he saw was his breasts trapped inside his beautiful, lace bra, then the soft skin of his abdomen and the silky black slip bunched up where his body met Kari's.

He kept thrusting. "I am a man. I am a man."

Then he looked up towards Kari's face. Her head was thrust backwards in ecstasy. Her body was still clothed in her beautiful dress and made her look even bigger to him. He tried to reach for one of her breasts, but he couldn't reach that far and still keep the momentum going. He realized that his head barely cleared her stomach and he didn't stand a chance of reaching her breasts.

Kari reached down with one hand and laced her fingers with one of Davey's as she continued to writhe. Davey looked at the size of her beautiful, feminine fingers and how they made his look like a little girls' and for a moment, he lost his momentum and his erection faltered just a bit.

"I'm not a man," he thought. "What am I?"

"Don't stop, please," Whispered Kari between breaths.

"Screw it," Davey finally thought. "I am a man! I'm a man. I'm a boy. I'm a girl and I'm a woman. I am what I've become and I think I love it."

He was back to thrusting in earnest, feeling his breasts bounce up and down and the slip move like liquid across his bottom. The two of them became one in movement until they reached the most explosive orgasms of their lives. They collapsed onto each other and fell asleep in each other's arms.
 
Chapter 14
 

It was a beautiful, late summer day in September. Kari had gone back to school again and Davey was getting his daily routine under way. Last year at this time, he was having huge withdrawal issues as Kari went to work and he tried to figure out what to do with his sabbatical time. Back then, he was still finding his way in his new body, but now, a year later, he was confident and happy in his little dresses. He found that they were wonderfully comfortable for most of his activities and, what the heck, they made Kari happy. He had plenty of opportunities to get dressed up when he wanted to.

Developing a schedule, last year, had taken some time, but, of course, Allie had guided him. He spent the first couple of hours after Kari left working musical arrangements - which he was publishing with surprising success - then, Allie would come over with Susie for coffee at 10:15 every day. Most days, they would have an hour and a half together before moving on to their housework.

As last year's fall semester ended, Davey had to make a decision about the university. In December, he resigned. He was happy with things the way they were and both he and Kari knew that there were changes on the way.

See, those fertility drugs must have helped Kari's system, because, by late September, she announced that she was expecting.

Emma was born in May, just as Kari's semester ended, so they had the whole summer together, the three of them, before Kari went back to school. Not everything had gone perfectly for Kari's postnatal time with Emma, but nature has a way of making everything work just fine.

Davey was just setting the coffee out on the patio when he heard Allie come through the front door.

"We're here!" she hollered as she let go of Susie's hand.

Susie shouted, "Auntie Deedee!" and ran to give Davey a hug. Susie's vocabulary was growing by the hour. She knew everyone's name, all of her basic crayon colors and all of the animals in her barnyard book.

Davey knelt down to receive Susie's hug. "Oh, there's my big girl! How are you today?"

"Me good! Emma?"

And just as if it was a stage cue, Emma started crying from her cradle in the living room.

"There she is, now! And I think she's saying 'Hi' to her favorite cousin!" Davey stood and got Emma from her cradle, kissed her on her head and carried her out onto the patio to join the girls.

As they chatted, Emma got more and more fidgety.

"She's hungry," said Susie in her wonderful, little-girl voice.

"I think you're right!" smiled Davey as he laid a towel over his left shoulder and lowered the top of his dress exposing the cup of his nursing bra. He released his nipple from the bra and let Emma get started on her meal.

The feeling of connection to his child never got old. He felt her suckling throughout his entire body. It was exquisite and emasculating and wonderful. He closed his eyes as the feeling of feeding his child surged through him. When he opened them again, Allie was sitting on the chaise opposite him patting Susie's head. Both were watching Davey and both were smiling.

"It really is funny, isn't it?" Allie said. "I mean, Kari took all those hormones to help her to get pregnant and, obviously, they worked, but they made her lactate when I was nursing Susie and that's what caused you to change from big strong Dave to my pretty little princess. Then, when you and Kari have this beautiful baby, no milk from Kari, but, out of the blue, you start producing. Nature does have funny ways, doesn't it?"

"I guess it does," Davey smiled back.

As Emma finished up on his left breast, he helped her to his right to continue her feeding. Susie saw an opening on Davey's left side and skittered over to cuddle up with him and Emma.

"I like your pretty dress," Davey told Susie.

"You pretty, too! Yellow!"

"That's right, baby. My dress is yellow," Davey laughed as he wrapped his arm around Susie. He adored her as much as he did Emma. He kissed Susie's head and said, "Auntie loves you, baby."

"Oh, isn't that a picture?" Allie said and smiled and giggled. "My three, beautiful, little girls."

Davey smiled and enjoyed the moment with his babies cuddled up to him.

"You know," Allie said, "I can't imagine that Dave would have been as happy today as you are."

"I guess you're right. I couldn't be any happier than I am right now."

Emma was finishing up and starting to drift off to sleep and Susie was cuddling up even tighter.

"Auntie pretty," Susie said.

"Auntie's beautiful," corrected Allie. "Auntie used to be handsome, but now, she's beautiful. Someday, when you're bigger, I will tell you the story of how Auntie went through a little bit of a change and how that made her life better."

Davey laughed a little bit, then said, "That will be a good story. A true Cinderella story. It even has a princess."
 
THE END
 

Alex - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Stuck
  • Sweet / Sentimental

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Workplace Situations

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Alex: 1

by Clara
Copyright© 2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

An insecure salesperson struggles to make ends meets. When trouble strikes, kismet intervenes.
As readers of my stories know, I move slowly. So if you're looking for instant gratification,
this is probably not the story for you. I hope someone likes it, though.


 
Author's Note: I hope everyone is well. It's been a long haul between stories for me.
Lots of family health issues, but we're all rallying now. Please toss me a review. ~Clara.

 
This version of Alex: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Part 1
 

"Anyone home?" Jill called into the house, knowing full well that her sister-in-law was not only home, but expecting her.

"In the kitchen!" Melody called back in reply.

"Hi," Jill said with a big smile, entering the kitchen and giving her sister-in-law a peck on the cheek. "Yum. It smells good in here. Whatcha cooking?"

"I just have some chicken in a balsamic glaze cooking in the slow-cooker and some jasmine rice in the rice cooker. Nothing fancy." Melody wiped her hands on her kitchen hand towel and smiled at her best friend. "You look great, though!" she gushed. "Been shopping?"

"Oh, I tell you," Jill made a theatrical flourish with her hands as she followed Mel to the table, "the best and the worst part of losing all that weight is shopping. I absolutely love it, now! Of course, I'm going broke buying anything and everything that fits."

Melody laughed heartily at that remark. "Yeah, I bet. That dress looks great on you, though. You've been wearing lots of tight clothes lately. I'm so happy that your proud of all your hard work." She poured a glass of white wine into a wine glass and passed it to Jill.

"Well, twenty four years of always being 'the heavy girl' and always being envious of girls with nice figures made me want nice fitting clothes. So... I've become quite the clothes horse, lately." She held up her wine glass as if making a toast. "To shopping," she grinned.

"Agreed," Melody smiled and gently pinged her wine glass against Jill's.

"So..." Jill savored the taste of the wine as she looked around the kitchen, "... where is my little brother?"

"He's downstairs in his office."

"Still working? It's after four."

"I think he's just wrapping up some paperwork. Business has been tough lately... well, since the lockdown, really. People started buying alcohol more frequently and business for a liquor company representative was pretty great for a while. Then the big companies changed how they were selling and Alex has been hustling to keep up with all the changes. I think he has something big happening right now, though, so he's working really hard to pull it all together."

"Cool. Does he think he's going to reel this 'big fish' in?"

"From what he says, he's really close to signing someone big."

"I'll drink to that!" Jill joked, taking another sip. "This is delicious! Where did it come from?"

"It's from one of the local wineries that Alex has convinced to distribute through him. I love this stuff." She showed Jill the label.

"Thank God I don't live here," Jill said, taking another sip and smacking her lips to show her appreciation of the wine. "I'd still be as big as a house just from drinking this wine all day."

In truth, Jill had lost a lot of weight recently. The number of pounds was impressive, but more impressive was the number of inches she'd dropped. She'd gone from wearing a women's size twenty four dress to a size six in two years. It'd had been two years of tireless exercise and dieting, but she'd done it - and there was no way she was ever going to go back to being heavy again.

"Oh, stop it," Melody laughed. "You were never as big as a house."

"Says you." Jill drained her glass.

"You feel better now, though, don't you?"

"Oh, yeah. Much better. I do miss my big breasts sometimes, though. These little things are fine, but I used to have Grand Tetons. A lot of girls think that big boobs get in the way, but I liked mine. I miss them."

Melody smiled. Big breasts had never been a problem for her. She was a tall, slender, fitness fanatic who became a physical education teacher. She had nice B-cup breasts - not huge breasts - and that was fine with her.

"So," Jill poured a little more wine into her glass, "are you guys ready for our big trip this weekend? What time would you like to leave on Saturday?"

That question made Melody sit up straighter. She'd been looking forward to their ski vacation coming up that weekend for weeks. The trip was actually an anniversary present from Jill. She was going as well, of course. It had been a good long while since she and Alex had gone away at all and she hadn't been skiing at a real mountain in years. She loved the sport and she was able to go to the local 'mountain' a few miles from their home, which was really just a very big hill with snow machines, during the winter, but a mountain run on honest to goodness New England snow was different.

And now that Jill was thinner and into skiing, too, Mel had a ski buddy. Alex would do a few runs every now and again, but that was all. He hated the cold and didn't much like to exercise, either.

And to be honest, Alex was not in great shape. Like Jill, he'd always been a little heavy. Not to the extent that Jill had been, but hefty. He tried to join his sister on her weight loss mission, but it was too much for him. He liked food and his couch too much to give up either of them. Combine that with the lack of activity that came along with working from home, and he'd become a chubby, little guy.

"Around seven in the morning, if that's good for you," Mel said, beaming with the anticipation of the trip. "We can grab some egg sandwiches from the diner and have breakfast on the way, if you want."

"Sounds great!" Jill smiled.

"Are you drinking all my wine?" a voice came from the doorway.

Jill turned to see her brother entering. He was not exactly a sight for sore eyes. In fact, he was a pretty well disheveled mess. Since the lockdown, he'd been working at home and his sense of personal appearance standards had not held up well. He was wearing pajama bottoms and a stained and slightly torn tee shirt, beneath his long, wavy, unkempt hair that was being held in a low, messy ponytail.

"It's delicious," Jill said, smiling and giving her older sibling a peck on the cheek. "You look like garbage, little brother. You should really clean yourself up."

"Yeah, I know," he said with a certain amount of resigned acceptance of the criticism. "I'll have to clean up a bit for tomorrow." He turned to grab a glass, then turned back. "And I'm not your 'little' brother and you know it."

Jill snickered, loving to rub in the fact that she was substantially taller than him, even though he was older.

"Why? What's tomorrow?" Melody asked, happy to hear that her husband was going to dress up for a change.

"Oh, I have a meeting with a guy that owns a big liquor store chain tomorrow at eleven," Alex said with a smile. "He's an old-school kind of guy. He likes my prices and products, but he likes to meet face to face with the people he does business with. So, I have to drive to Natick tomorrow and shake his hand before he signs a contract."

"That's great, honey." Melody applauded a big. "Get your suit out tonight so I can iron anything that might be wrinkled."

"Ok," he smiled and kissed the top of his wife's head, something he could only do if she was seated and he was standing.

Alex went to the counter and grabbed another bottle of wine, before returning to the table to join the women. He poured a little wine into his glass, then sat and listened as the women chatted about this and that. Eventually, he pulled out his phone and checked his emails.

"What?" Melody asked when she heard Alex let out a frustrated sigh.

Alex shook his head. "Nothing big. I just... I got an email from the sporting goods website. My new ski suit isn't going to get here before we leave on Saturday."

"Well, that's just great," Mel grunted, shaking her head - not so much angry as she was unsurprised. "I told you to order that months ago, but NOOOO... you had to wait until the last minute. Now what are you going to do?"

"You can just rent one at the lodge, Allie. I saw it on their website." Jill shrugged. "No big deal, right?"

"You can rent suits from children's sizes to 2X," Melody said, shaking her head. "Alex needs a 3X, and that might even be tight. He couldn't ever zip up a 2X."

"I'll figure something out," Alex said, unhappy that he'd upset his wife.

Melody just shook her head.

"Ohh!" Jill said, suddenly excited. "I just had an idea! Last year, when I first went skiing with you guys over in Princeton, I bought a ski suit and it was a women's 4X - which is the same as a men's 3X. It's way too big for me now, but I bet it'd fit you just fine."

Mel's eyes brightened at the solution. "That's great! Can Alex come by tomorrow afternoon and try it on?"

"No need," Jill said, standing and hustling out of the kitchen. In a moment, they heard the front door close.

"Where did she go?" Alex asked.

Melody shrugged. "I don't know, but I hope that her ski-suit fits you. Alex, in the future, please don't leave things until the last minute, ok? You always do this and you know that it drives me crazy."

He nodded, embarrassed.

They heard the front door open again and the sound of Jill trodding back to the kitchen. When she reentered the kitchen, she was hauling two black trash bags, the big ones like contractors used, each filled nearly to the breaking point. She dropped them on the floor. Then she hustled back into the living room and returned with two more over packed trash bags. "I was bringing all of this to donate. The ski-suit is in one of these."

"Oh," Melody said, a little overcome by the size of the pile of clothes filled trash bags her sister-in-law had created in her modestly sized kitchen. "Great... thanks."

Just then, Jill's phone rang. She pulled it from her pocket and looked at the screen. "I have to take this," she said, stepping back into the living room for privacy.

"What is all of that?" Alex asked, indicting the pile .

"Jill went through her closets and pulled out all of her old clothes that are too big for her, I guess."

"Didn't she do that like a year ago?"

"Yeah, she did," Melody nodded, looking at her husband as if he was stupid. "And then she bought a whole closet full of new clothes that fit her at that size. Those clothes don't fit her now, though, because she's lost a lot more weight since then. These are the clothes she bought over the last year."

Alex shook his head. "What a waste."

"A waste!?" Melody was shocked. "Your sister has worked harder at losing weight than she's ever worked at anything, Alex. How can you say it's a waste?"

"I only meant..." it was clear that Melody was not pleased with Alex at the moment and the only thing he could do is allow her to cool off. "...what I mean is... I am very proud of Jill and the weight that she's lost. I simply meant that spending all that money on clothing that has hardly been worn at all was a waste. That's all."

Just then, Jill reappeared. "Hey, guys, I'm sorry, but I have to run. I'm sorry about this stuff..."

"Oh, don't worry about it," Melody said, standing to walk Jill to the door. "I'll go through them and find the ski-suit later."

"Thanks," Jill said. "I'll come by tomorrow morning and pick-up the bags. Around eight thirty, if that's ok."

"That's fine," Mel said, kissing Jill's cheek. "I'll be at school, but Alex will probably be here. And if not, you have a key."

Later that evening, after they'd had dinner and Melody had ironed the shirt that Alex had intended to wear to the meeting the next day, she undid the twist-tie on the top of one of the huge trash bags and began prowling through it, looking for the ski-suit. "This is hopeless," she groaned as she stood straight, hands on her hips and shook her head. There was nothing for it but to pour out the contents of the bag and start looking. Eventually she found it - in the bottom bag number four. Of course! She had to pour out every single piece clothing that Jill had crammed into the bags just to find the one item she wanted.

And there it was.

A ski-suit.

One piece, like her's. Not bib overalls and a jacket like most men wore. One piece.

And it was a deep, rich purple. That color was not a color you saw on a man's ski-suit as a rule.

The entire garment had diamond shapes sewn into the outer material to keep the warm quilting held within in place. Those shapes were not something you saw on a man's ski-suit, either.

And then there was the hood.

It was the same color as the rest of the garment, but it was edged with fluffy, white, nylon fur. A very feminine touch, to be sure.

Alex was not going to like this suit.

"Alex!" she shouted into the TV room. "Honey, come try on the ski-suit, please."

She heard his recliner chair return to its upright position and seconds later he came into the room, shaking his head at the mess of clothing he found strewn around the room.

"Wow. It looks like there was an explosion in here." He laughed.

"Yeah, the suit was in the last bag," Mel said, a tad impatient. "Let's just try the suit on and be sure it fits. Take off your pants and I'll help you with it."

"I can do it myself," he assured her, but she insisted. So, off came the Crocs, followed by the pajama pants.

He turned and faced his wife, who'd strategically folded the hood so that no fluffy fur was visible, and she bent down and held one leg open for him to step into.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa!" Alex suddenly said, not lifting his leg. "I'm not going to wear a purple ski-suit out on the slopes!"

"I know it's not, ideal," Mel said in a calm, but commanding voice - the same voice she used with uncooperative students, "but it's what we have. And, might I remind you that if you hadn't waited until the last second to order a new suit, you wouldn't have to wear this one. You know that you're hard to fit and you ignored the problem until now. So, knock it off and try this on."

He shook his head and stepped into the right pant leg. Then the left. And then, Melody guided the pants up his legs and held out the arms of the suit's top for his arms to enter. Within a minute or so, she had him zipped in and the built-in, elastic belt that created a form fitting waist was buckled. It was at that point that she noticed that the suit was not entirely purple, but that there were black diamond shapes around the torso that gave the impression of a more hour glass figure for the plus-sized wearer. That did make her smile, just a bit.

"Well, it fits," she said, shaking her head a bit, "but it is a little loose in the chest and a little too tight around your belly, but it'll do. Let me take a picture and send it to Jill. I'm sure she'll be curious as to whether or not it fits."

"Can I at least see myself, first?" he asked.

"It'll just take a second." She shook her head as she pulled out her phone. "Just stand straight and let me take a picture."

Once again wanting to avoid a fight, he took a breath and stood straight while the picture was taken.

"Now, can I look in the mirror?"

"Of course," Mel smiled. She followed him to the hall closet, which had a full length mirror attached to the inside of the door. Alex opened the door and saw himself in the ski-suit.

"No, way!" he let out. "I am not wearing this in public!"

"I know it's not a perfect solution, Allie, but it's all we have. Now, unless you want to go shopping for a new suit tomorrow after your meeting, then this is our only option. Besides, you won't know anyone there, and you'll be wearing goggles and a scarf, so no one will be able to see your face. Now, Jilly and I have put a lot of time and energy into planning this trip and you have done nothing to help. So - this is the best option."

Alex looked at himself a few minutes longer. It wasn't terrible, but... it wasn't great either. "I really don't like the hood with the fur," he said, sounding calmer. "Does that come off, by any chance?"

Mel looked at the hood. "It looks like there are just a few clasps holding it on. I think we can take it off, but..." she hustled over to the pile of clothes and pulled out a pair of purple mittens, made of the same purple fabric as the ski-suit, with bright white, fluffy fur around the wrists. "...without the hood, it won't match the mittens."

Alex's eyes opened wide. "You don't seriously expect me to wear those, too, do you?"

Mel laughed. "No, of course not. You have warm gloves. You can wear those." She put the mittens down and smiled. "You know, Allie, you don't look bad in that. You've even told me that people have thought you we a woman because your hair has grown so long. I really want this to be a great vacation, so... please... unless you can find a new ski-suit tomorrow, please just suck it up and wear this one. Ok?"

He took one more look at himself and shook his head. "Alright, but don't expect me home too early tomorrow. I'll need to do some shopping. Someone MUST have ski-suit that'll fit me."

"Ok," Mel said, kissing his forehead, a common display of her affection to her shorter husband. "Thank you."

It took a couple of minutes to get him out of the ski-suit, then he returned to the TV, leaving Mel to pick up the mess of clothing.

Before she started in on that task, though, she sent Jill a text with Alex's picture attached. 'FITS PRETTY WELL.'

'OHH, LOOKS A LITTLE TIGHT AT THE WAIST,' came the reply. 'I HOPE IT DOESN'T RIP IF HE BENDS OVER. YOU THINK HE'LL BE COMFORTABLE WEARING IT?'

'YEAH. HE'S GOING TO SEE IF HE CAN PICK UP A MEN'S SUIT TOMORROW, BUT THIS WILL DO IN A PINCH.'

'OK. HEY, THERE'S A COUPLE OF BODY SHAPERS IN THOSE BAGS IF THAT HELPS AT ALL'

'LOL,' Mel wrote back, as she actually did laugh out loud. 'WE'LL SEE.'

Melody put her phone away and started returning the clothes to their plastic bags. As she did so, though, she looked at the clothes. Half of them hadn't even been worn. They were still in plastic packages from the stores, or still had tags on them.

One item just seemed foolish to return to the bag. It was a pajama set. The top was just a baby-blue, Henley-style shirt and the body was a pair of light blue, plaid lounge pants. Included in the package was a pair of light blue and dark blue striped, fuzzy socks to wear to bed as well. On the package were the words 'loose fit, wide leg' and they were Allie's size, too.

"Too nice and too useful to donate," she muttered to herself, thinking of the ratty pj bottoms Alex was wearing at that moment. As she continued to pack things back into the bags, she kept out a few other things that might fit Alex, too. Some polo shirts and a spring jacket among them.

That night, when Alex went to bed, he pulled his clean pajamas from under the pillow where he kept them and found a new set of bed clothes waiting for him. Slightly brighter than he was used to wearing, but very comfortable. He pulled them on without unbuttoning the shirt and was surprised by how well they fit. The top was very loose, but comfortable and the bottoms were actually almost billowy. They had an elastic waist that was also more comfortable than his usual draw string pajama pants, but there was one oddity about them - They had no fly-hole. Oh, well, the elastic waist was easy enough to raise and lower to gain access.

He joined Melody in their master bath and brushed his teeth as she completed her nightly face cream routine.

She glanced into the mirror and smiled. "You found your new pjs, then?"

"Yeah," he replied casually. "Thanks. They're very comfortable."

Melody smiled. "I'm glad you like them." No point in upsetting the apple cart by telling him where they came from right now. Allie was hard to fit. He was on the short side, at five foot five, and the stuff she'd pulled out of Jill's bags would probably fit him well. Better to get him used to the softer, better fitting clothes before letting him know from where she'd procured them.

When they went to bed, Mel could not stop thinking about her husband laying next to her in the soft pajamas that were meant for a woman to wear. It was silly, really. They weren't all that different from pajamas meant for men, but the idea of him wearing them just seemed so... naughty.

She couldn't help herself. He was laying with his back to her, but she could see his shoulders encased in the soft, baby-blue material and she found it exciting.

She rolled onto her side and started to gently caress the soft flannel that covered his thigh.

'Wow," she said, as casually as she could, "they are very soft, aren't they?"

"Yeah," Alex responded, kind of surprised that, after a day of being a bit ticked off at him, his wife was suddenly feeling amorous.

Her hand moved to the waistband and she ran her fingers along the edge of it a few times, before slipping them under the elastic and she reached down and petted the little, curly hairs she found there.

Alex rolled onto his back and smiled before accepting a kiss from his wife.

She continued to excite him by playing with his patch of hair. Then she began kissing his ears and neck and then, oddly, she moved down to the opening of the shirt and, eventually, began suckling on his nipples. Now, being a hefty guy, Allie had a good deal of extra weight on his chest, but Mel had never once shown any interest in his man-breasts before. That night, though, she seemed to be focused on the almost exclusively.

Alex let out a surprised gasp when the hand that had been caressing his pubic hair suddenly moved to his penis and began to slowly caress that instead.

After barely a minute, Alex felt as if he could not hold back any more. Mel seemed to sense the same thing and she paused for a moment to gently lower the waistband of his pajama bottoms below his sex organ, while also raising the shirt a bit higher to ensure that all of his clothing would be clear of any fluid he may produce in the next few moments.

And then her hand was caressing his shaft again.

Finally, she ceased suckling on his nipples and looked down at the hefty little man in her bed. She smiled as she continued to massage him and she said, "That feels nice and soft, too, doesn't it?"

He nodded and gasped.

"That's my baby," she grinned, more excited than she'd been in years. "I like my baby to be soft - like a baby. Soft clothes and soft little hairs like these." She caressed his pubic area again, but returned to his shaft immediately.

"Mel," he gasped, knowing that his wife didn't care to get dirty while having sex, "I think I'm going to..."

"I know, baby," she smiled. "Go ahead. Show me how good you feel."

That was all it took and he exploded into her hand, most of his load landing on his belly.

Melody smiled at the helplessness of his ecstasy and took a moment to enjoy his sighs before she reached to her nightstand and grabbed a box of tissues. She even took the time to help him clean himself up.
 

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The next morning, Jill pulled into her brother's driveway at nine o'clock, a half an hour later than she expected to be there. She was running late, but still wanted to grab the donation bags. She expected to find Melody's half of the driveway empty, and it was, but she was a little surprised to see that Alex was still home. She expected him to be on his way to his meeting. She knew that he liked to stop for a coffee and maybe a bagel on the way out.

Odd.

She entered as she always did. Calling to anyone inside, "Anyone home!" She put her pocketbook and the key to Alex and Melody's front door on the table by the door.

"Upstairs!" Alex called down.

"I'm just picking up my clothes for the donation box," she called back, but Alex didn't reply. She waited and listened and she thought she heard some quiet swearing coming from his room.

"Everything ok up there?" she called up, but no response. Just some more quiet swearing.

"Allie?" she called, again, but still nothing, so she climbed the stairs quietly, listening.

"Fucking idiot," she could hear her brother muttering. "How could you let this happen. You stupid, fucking moron."

This went on for a few moments before Jill stepped into the doorway. "Allie? Are you ok?"

Her brother was standing by the bed, his long hair wet and he was red faced. A shirt unbuttoned hanging from his shoulders and a pair of pants unbuttoned on his hips. "No, I am not ok," he said, shaking his head and not looking at her.

"What's wrong?"

"What's wrong!? I haven't worn these clothes for two years or more and now they're too tight. That's what's wrong, Jill. Goddamnit! I've probably gained like forty five or fifty pounds since I wore these, and now they just don't fit." He looked around the room, disgusted. "And I'm screwed."

"You're not screwed, Allie," Jill shook her head at her brother's overly dramatic attitude. "Just call this guy and tell him you've got an upset stomach or something. Reschedule and go shopping."

Alex sat on the bed and shook his head. "I can't." He looked up at his sister and shook his head. "I can't, Jill."

Jill just stood and waited for more of an explanation. It took a few moments, but finally Alex spoke, again.

"I'm in trouble, Jill. I haven't told Mel, but... I've lost a lot of clients, lately. This whole pandemic, thing... the big companies have all changed how they sell and distribute. The reason I'm handling all these little wineries and breweries is because the big companies aren't using middle-man distributors like me, anymore. I REALLY need this client, Jill. If I blow this, it could all be over. I could lose the house... Mel... everything." He finally looked her in the eye. "I need this client. I can't miss this meeting."

Jill let out a sympathetic sigh. "Wow, Allie... that's a lot to take in. Why haven't you told Mel?"

He looked away, again. "Tell her that her fat loser of a husband has failed again? That's what I was trying to avoid." He sniffled a little. "Jill... I'm twenty five years old, short and fat and just weeks away from financial ruin. The fact that a beautiful woman like Melody would even consider DATING me is unbelievable. The fact that she MARRIED me is nothing short of miraculous. If things go sour for me and I lose everything... it's all over."

He shook his head in disgust. "Mom and dad are right about me."

"What are you talking about?"

"Oh, come on, Jill. You know that ever since we were kids, they always thought that you were the smart one and I was the screw up. Well... they were right. Damnit, Jill, I can't do anything right."

"Alright, knock off all that self-pity crap and listen to me. Yeah... you're a little overweight... but so what? Mel still loves you... and she always will. If you don't like being heavy, then change that. I did. It's not easy, but it's worth it. As for this meeting, are you sure you can't call and postpone it? At least for a couple of hours, maybe? Then we could go get you some new clothes. There's a Big & Tall on route nine..."

"They're closed," Alex interrupted. "There's nowhere to go in a pinch, Jill, I've checked. Besides, I'm supposed to have brunch with this guy. He invited me to eat with him. Apparently he has a late breakfast/early lunch everyday and that's where he talks business."

Suddenly an idea struck Jill. Last night, it had just been a joke, but... it might actually work. At least work well enough to get Alex to his meeting.

"Stand up," she said, sounding just a little bossy, but Alex knew by the sound of her voice, that she had a solution. So, he stood.

"How close are those pants to closing?" she asked and he showed her. There was an at least one and a half to two inch gap between the two sides. "Hmmm," she muttered, "I might have a solution. Take those off and wait here."

He took off the pants and placed them neatly on the bed. Then he took off the shirt, which also refused to button, and laid it neatly beside the pants.

A moment or two later, Jill returned with a handful of things. She looked at Alex and said, "Those boxers aren't going to be comfortable for this. Do you have any briefs?"

Alex shock his head.

"Alright," she said, as she fished through the little pile of things she'd brought with her. "Here. These are brand new."

Alex took the proffered piece of clothing and looked at it. "These are panties. I can't wear panties."

"Of course you can. They're made of cotton, not teeth - They don't bite. Trust me, the boxers will bunch up and be uncomfortable. Just put those on. I'll turn my back. Tell me when you have them on."

She turned her back and Alex, after a moment or two of vacillation, dropped his boxers and pulled the high waisted panties up as quickly as he could. "Ok," he said, quietly.

Jill turned and saw him, standing there, obviously embarrassed, so as nicely as she could, she said, "Ummm... you may want to tuck that down. It's going to be a tight fit."

He looked down and saw the bulge in the front of the cotton panties. They were fairly shear and the contents of the garment were not well hidden by the fabric. He turned his back to Jill and tucked things down as well as he could. When he faced forward again, his panty-front as smooth as any woman's would be.

Satisfied, Jill pulled another item from the pile and knelt in front of him. She folded the item in a practiced way, then held it open for him. "Step in."

"What?" he asked, looking at the opening. He wasn't sure what it was that she had in her hands, but he knew it was impossibly small for him. "What is that thing? Whatever it is, I'm not going to fit in it."

"It's a body shaper," Jill said without judgement. "It stretches and then tightens around you. It makes you a little thinner. You should be able to get your pants on once you get it on. Now, come on. The clock is ticking."

"So it's a girdle?"

Now Jill chuckled. "Yeah, I suppose so... if this was nineteen fifty six... but now, it's a full body shaper. Please, just step in."

Doubting that this was a good idea, but lacking any other options, Alex stepped into the legs of the white, full coverage body shaper. It turned out that the way that Jill had folded the garment, he was stepping into the waistline. Jill pulled and pulled and pulled and eventually the garment covered Alex from his knees to his waist, but the top was still folded over.

Jill stood and pulled the top of the shaper up so that it began to cover his torso.

"It has a bra built into it!?" Alex protested.

"Yes, but let's deal with that after we see if your pants fit."

Finally, she had worked the body shaper all the way up and she guided Alex's arms through the arm openings.

"Now, don't freak," she said, reaching into the neckline and pulling Alex's extra skin up and settling his man boobs into the bra cups.

"Don't freak!?" Alex said, shocked. "You just gave me boobs!"

"You always had boobs," Jill said, shaking her head. "The bra cups just gave them definition. Relax. After we deal with your waist, we'll find some way of binding your boobs."

She turned and grabbed his pants.

"Jill, this is too much..."

"Try the pants," Jill said, not paying much attention to what he was saying. He pulled them up his legs and had no problem buttoning the top and zipping up the fly.

"Wow," Alex said, truly impressed with his sister's ingenuity. "It worked."

"Told ya," she smiled. "Try the shirt." She held out the tastefully striped shirt.

He took the shirt, slid his arms through the sleeves and tried to button it, but... no go. "Shoot," he muttered. He looked at Jill and pointed to his chest. "Even if I could button it around my stomach, these wouldn't fit in any shirt I own."

"Yeah. You're probably a C cup, Allie. We'll need to figure out how to deal with that." Jill thought for a moment. "I have an idea. Be right back."

Alex took off the shirt and took advantage of the moment to slip on a pair of dress socks made of thin, black nylon. Then he put on his dress shoes, plain black loafers, which had always been uncomfortably tight, but were actually painful that morning. 'Did I actually gain weight in my feet?' he thought, 'or have just not worn dress shoes for so long that I'm not used to them anymore?'

He stood and took in his look, as best he could, without a mirror. The white of the smoothing material was just a little shiny and felt very smooth as he ran his fingers over it. Then there was the lacy areas. The legs of the shaper ended just above his knees with a two-inch band of flowered lace on each leg. From there, it was that smooth, white material all the way to the bra cups which had the same flowery lace around the cleavage area. He touched that and the odd feeling of such a feminine texture on his own body actually caused his trapped penis to stir. This was a feeling he'd have liked to explore more, but he could hear his sister's footsteps on the stairs, so he stopped touching the shaper's erotic material and acted nonchalant, looking at the clothing on the bed.

"Try this," Jill said, re-entering the room and holding out a plain, white shirt.

Alex took it and slipped his arms into it. "What is this made of?"

"Silk, but it's not shiny and it's a fairly gender neutral style. Try it."

He fumbled for a moment. "The buttons are on the wrong side."

"Here, let me help you."

It buttoned easily and even covered his new-found breasts without a problem.

"Perfect!" Jill said with a smile.

"Perfect?" Alex laughed nervously. "Jill, I still have boobs."

Jill winked. "You do. I guess you want me to bind those for you, huh?"

"Yes, please."

"Ok... do you have an ace bandage or anything like that?"

He thought for a moment. "I have a rib belt. You know... one of those elastic belts that you wear when you crack a rib. I got it from the doctor when I fell off that step stool a few years ago. It's in my top drawer."

Jill opened the drawer and found the belt. When she turned, Alex had already taken off the shirt and Jill quickly wrapped the belt around his chest. She attached the Velcro strips that acted as a clasp and looked at him.

The truth was, the belt was not really tight enough to restrict the breasts created by the shape wear, but that wasn't what Alex needed to hear. "There! Perfect!" she announced as she buttoned the blouse... shirt... back up. It was loose enough that the somewhat restrained mammary area didn't show too much.

She held open his sports jacket, guided it up his arms and then came around to the front of her brother to button it, but...

"It's alright," Alex said. "I'll leave it unbuttoned."

Jill shook her head as she gave him the once-over. "It's not alright, Allie. You look like you're wearing your little brother's sports coat."

"Gee, thanks," he said, a bit hurt.

"Stop," she said, shaking her head. "You know I love you and we'll figure out something, but you can't wear that." She thought for a moment, then snapped her fingers. "I've got it! Come with me. It's downstairs and I know Mel keeps a blow dryer in the downstairs bathroom. You can't go out with your hair all wet and stringy, like that.

She took Alex's hand and led him as quickly as she could down the stairs.

"Come on, Allie. It's getting late."

"I know, I know, but my shoes are really bothering me."

She grunted in frustration and got to the plastic bags in the living room as quickly as she could. It took a moment of digging, but she pulled a sports coat out of the bag. It was a strange, coffee-brown color, but it looked very similar to a man's jacket. She shook it to let the material relax a bit, then held it out for Alex to take. "Here - this will go well with your light brown slacks."

He tried it on and it fit well. If anything, it seemed a bit loose. He mentioned that to Jill.

"Yeah, well I had bigger boobs when that fit me, so the top of the jacket was tailored for me. It looks nice on you, though." It did fit just fine, but it was tailored to a woman's shape, which meant it was tailored to accentuate the bust and hips, while narrowing the waist a bit. In their rush, neither sibling took note of that, though.

"Oh, I need my tie," Alex said, snapping his fingers and headed to the stairs.

"I'll get that," Jill said, taking note of both the time and Alex's slow gate in his uncomfortable shoes. She ran up the stairs calling back, "You get a hair brush and the blow dryer and plug get it plugged in."

She ran into the master bedroom and found the bland, blue tie sitting on the bureau and hustled back down, taking note of the fact that the tie did not match the outfit they'd created. By then Alex was plugging in the blow dryer in the downstairs bath.

She didn't slow down for a second. "Sit," she pointed to the toilet seat and immediately set to work with the brush and blowdryer. "Arrg," she grunted, "you have hair like mine. Thick and difficult to dry. It would have still been wet when you got to your meeting."

She worked for a good eight or ten minutes before she was satisfied that his hair was dry and well combed. The blow dryer had made it a bit thicker looking than she would have liked, but the clock was ticking.

"You want it in a ponytail?" she asked, grabbing a mass of hair at the back of his head and maneuvering it into the proper shape.

"I guess," he said with a shrug.

Jill grabbed a yellow hair tie from the vanity and twisted it into place, creating a thick ponytail that definitely sat a bit higher on Alex's head than he'd normally wear one. Not a real high, cheerleader type ponytail, but still, a bit higher than men usually wore them.

"Alright, stand and let me tie your tie."

He stood and she ran the tie through his collar, then went to button the top three buttons. "Oh, shoot..." she said, shaking her head. "That blouse doesn't button all the way up. Sorry, but you can't wear a tie. Is that ok?"

Alex shrugged. "It'll have to be. I'm running late, now. I have to go."

He hurried out of the room, limping a bit from the tightness of his shoes.

Jill took note and said, "Wait a second, Allie."

She hurried to the bags and pulled out a pair of her work shoes that looked very similar to the ones Alex wore.

"We're the same shoe size. Wear these. They're really comfortable and I've already broken them in for you."

Alex kicked off his painful shoes and took the pair offered to him. He looked at them and baulked. "They have heels."

"Only an inch, Allie. God, cowboy boots have a bigger heel and these aren't even noticeable. They look exactly like yours. No one's going to be looking at your shoes, anyway."

He shook his head, but put them on anyway and was very pleased to find that they were very comfortable. He kind of liked the added inch of height, too.

"I think you're ready," Jill said with a smile. "Grab your satchel and a couple of the trash bags and let's go!"

He threw his work bag onto his shoulder and grabbed two of the trash bags, following Jill, who grabbed the other two trash bags, out the door. She grabbed her pocketbook on the way out as well. He threw the trash bags into the back of Jill's big SUV and gave her a kiss on the cheek. 'Thanks, Jill. I gotta run."

"I know," she said. "Good luck, Allie." She climbed into the car and was about to pull out when Alex knocked on her window.

"I need your house key," he said. "I left my wallet and keys on my dresser."

"Sure," Jill replied, opening her purse, but the key was not hanging from the little clip inside. She rummaged for a moment or two before she remembered. "Oh, shoot, Allie! I left mine on the table inside the door. I'm sorry."

"Damnit!" he let out, louder than he expected. "If I call Mel, she won't get the message until her lunch break. Damn, damn, damn!"

"Ok, look," Jill said, closing her pocketbook and putting it on the floor of the backseat, "I'm not doing anything pressing this morning. Just get in and I'll drive you."

"But I can't ask you..."

"Now, Allie, or all of this will have been wasted. Let's go!"

Shaking his head at his own carelessness, Alex hustled around the car and into the passenger seat.
 

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The receptionist looked at the business card the odd looking young woman who wore no makeup had passed to her. At least, she assumed the person was a woman. She had her long, thick hair in a pretty ponytail, a very stylish suit jacket, ugly pants and kind of run of the mill shoes, but the outline of a bra could be seen clearly through the woman's stylish silk blouse.

"Alex Anderson," the awkward woman said. The voice didn't help much. High for a man, low for a woman. "I have an eleven o'clock with Mr Cole."

The woman looked at the card, which only had the young woman's name and number along with the title of 'Distribution Facilitator' in small print.

"Of course," the receptionist smiled. "Just one moment."

She pushed a few buttons on a landline and waited a second or two. "Yes, Ms Anderson to see Mr Cole." She listened for a moment more. "Thank you."

She looked up at the woman and smiled. "Mr Cole will be right out."

"Thank you," the odd looking young salesperson smiled in return. The young salesperson turned and looked at the expensive artwork on the waiting area. What really caught the their eye was an elaborately illustrated page from a medieval era book that seemed to warn of the evils of drinking - at least judging by the illustrations of a demon holding a beverage of some sort from another figure. The text was difficult to read, though, and the salesperson's nerves were running a bit high, anyway. Reading wasn't all that important at the moment. Mentally reviewing product lines and rehearsing the sales pitch took up every cell of the young salesperson's brain.

A tall, handsome man in his fifties came into the reception area and looked around. He crossed to the receptionist's desk and held his hands in a 'where is my appointment?' gesture.

The receptionist pointed to the odd young woman and held up the business card for her boss to see.

The boss looked from the receptionist to the young woman and back to the receptionist. He grabbed a scrap of paper and a pen and wrote, 'I thought that Alex Anderson was a man.'

The receptionist made a 'I don't know what to tell you' gesture back to the older man. He gathered his charm and turned. "Alex?"

The awkwardly dressed young woman turned and looked at him. "Oh, yes. I'm sorry, I was looking at this amazing... Never mind. Yes, I'm Alex. Alex Anderson. Mr Cole?"

"Dennis, please," the man said and took Alex's hand and shook it. "I hope you're hungry, because I am starved and there is a great place for brunch about a mile away."

"I'm looking forward to it," Alex smiled broadly.

'Ah,' Mr Cole thought, 'there it is. Right there. All women look prettier when they smile. Even the homely, awkward ones. She must not get out much.' He smiled down at Alex. "Excellent! Let's go." He turned to the receptionist and said, "If you need me, call my cell. We'll be at The Haymaker."

"Yes sir," she smiled as she watched the two leave.

"So, Alex," Dennis Cole smiled and walked towards the parking lot, "would you mind driving? I'm afraid my wife needed my car this morning. Shopping for an upcoming getaway. God, that'll cost me more than the actual vacation." He laughed at his own joke, prompting Alex to do the same.

"Oh, umm, sure," Alex sputtered, "it's just that... I... well, I've had a weird morning and I ended up locking my house without taking my keys. My sister drove me. She's parked right over here. I'm sure she won't mind driving us, though."

When they reached Jill's SUV, Alex knocked on the window, startling her. She looked up from her phone and blinked for a moment before lowering her window. "Hi," she said, uncertain as to why Alex and this man were standing at her door.

"Jill, this is Mr Cole..."

"Dennis."

"... this is Dennis."

"How do you do, Dennis," Jill smiled, still stymied.

"So," Alex continued, "Dennis' wife has his car today, so would you mind driving us to brunch?"

"Oh, no, that's fine," Jill smiled. "Jump in."

"You take the front seat, Mr Cole," Alex said, opening the door.

"Don't be silly," Dennis laughed. "You sit up front. I'll sit in the back." He opened the backseat door and climbed in without any fuss.

Alex climbed in beside Jill who asked, "Where to?"

"The Haymaker Pub," Dennis said, fastening his seat belt. "Pull out onto the main road and follow it till the traffic light with a Wendy's on one corner and a Burger King on the other. Take a left there and it's just ahead on the right."

"Ok."

The car went into reverse and then Jill drove on. It was a very busy street, and as such, had way too many traffic lights. At every cross street, Jill had to stop, but that gave Dennis and Alex a few minutes to chat.

"Now, I don't want you to think that we'll be getting together for brunch every week, Alex," Dennis said from the backseat. "I just like to meet the people I work with and see if I like the cut of their jib. I have a lot of associates that I've only met once. I think I'm a good judge of character and after a meal and conversation, if I don't feel comfortable with someone, I don't sign on the dotted line. You understand what I mean, right?"

"Sure, sure," Alex nodded, a little nervous. His social skills weren't always great.

Then Dennis said something odd. "This is a little embarrassing, but I have to admit, Alex... when we spoke on the phone, I thought you were a man. I am very surprised to find out you are a woman. Not that it matters, of course. You just... well your voice on the phone is a bit low for a woman and I guess I just made an assumption. My mistake and I apologize if anything I said in our phone conversations confused you."

Alex looked at Jill and was about to say something, but she stopped him. "That's not uncommon, Dennis," she said. "Alex does have one of those voices - especially on the phone. No apology necessary."

Dennis must have seen a look of confusion of Alex's face, because he said, "Oh, I hope I didn't offend you, Alex. I guess I never really asked, and I probably shouldn't ask, anyway, but for some reason, I just assumed... You know, I feel like I'm digging a deep hole for myself here, so I'm just going to shut up about this subject for now..."

He regrouped and tried another conversation tact. "Sisters, huh? That's great that you are helping each other out. Do you to live together?"

"Umm, no," Alex answered, without thinking. "My wife and I live about a block away from Jill."

"Wife?" Dennis said without much implication. "One of my daughters is married to a woman." He let out a little chuckle. "They're the happiest couple I know. I think there's something to be said for same sex marriage. They - my daughter and her wife, I mean - seem more stable. More open. You know what I mean?"

"I certainly do," Jill said, with a bit of a chuckle, too. "Allie and Melody are the same way. No secrets." She shot a sidelong look at her brother when she said that.

He definitely felt guilty about having not told a Mel the truth about their current financial issues, but this was not the time to discuss that. Instead, he just smiled and nodded his head.

Jill took a left and started down another road.

"Right here," Dennis said.

They pulled into the parking lot and parked the car.

"I'll meet you back here," Jill said, picking up her phone again.

"Don't be silly," Dennis said. "Join us. The more the merrier."

Jill looked at her brother who nodded that he wanted her to stay with him. So, she said, "Ok. Well, thank you, Dennis."

"Don't be silly," he smiled a handsome smile.

They all walked into the pub-style restaurant and were shown to their table. Before Dennis sat, he looked at his hands and said, "You know, I started the day with a battle to install a toner cartridge in a copy machine. I'm just going to go wash up before we eat. I'll be right back."

When Dennis was around the corner and out of sight, Alex looked at Jill and asked, "What the hell was that all about? Why didn't we just tell him I'm a guy? Heck, if we told him the story about why I'm wearing these clothes, he might even find it funny."

"Maybe, but he didn't ASK if you were a woman. He said that he REALIZED that you were a woman. Now, I'm in sales, too, Allie, and I wouldn't want to upset the apple cart by telling a client that he couldn't tell a man from a woman. Just go with the flow and, like he said, you'll probably never have to see him again."

"And if I do?"

"Then we cross that bridge when we come to it."

At that moment, Jill looked more closely at Alex and she realized why Dennis had made the mistake he made. As gender neutral as she'd hoped the blazer might be, it was obviously not a man's sports coat. It was better than nothing, but not much. Also, the shirt was very obviously a silk blouse when seen in better lighting and since he wasn't wearing a tie, Alex's open collar look allowed for a peek into his newly formed cleavage. There were bra straps visible through the sheer silk, too. She hadn't noticed that at home, either. Combine all that with his small stature and the way that the blowdryer had given his hair more fullness than usual and all the clues pointed to a woman.

Alex looked like a woman. A hefty woman who didn't wear makeup, yes, but a woman. Not an unattractive woman, either. Nice hair, nice smile... with a little makeup and better clothes, Alex could be a bit of a looker.

"I apologize, ladies," Dennis said, as he returned to the table. "I don't usually leave my guests alone. Now... let's get to know each other."

Over the next ninety minutes, the three discussed everything from sports to art to their heritages and got to know each other. It wasn't until they had finished their meals that Dennis finally said, "I guess it's time that I looked at your catalog and prices, Allie." Dennis had taken to calling Alex by the nickname that Jill used.

Almost caught off guard, Alex grabbed his satchel and pulled out his literature and walked Dennis through the products in great detail and the deals he could offer.

Eventually, Dennis leaned back and folded his arms, staring at Alex for a good minute as he thought. Finally he said, "I like what you're selling, Allie."

Alex waited for him to continue, but nothing came for a few moments.

"And?" Alex asked.

"And..." Dennis sucked on his teeth as he considered the situation. "... and... I like you. You know your product line as well as or better than most salespeople I deal with. Not only that, but I feel like you're being very honest about your products and the local companies who make them. I feel like I can trust you to always take care of my company, Allie. Am I correct?"

"One hundred percent, Dennis. I will always give you and your customers the highest quality products produced by the best local brewers and vintners at best prices I can." Alex was being as sincere as he could.

Dennis nodded and thought a bit more. Finally, he sat forward, smiled and offered Alex his hand. "Then we have a deal, young lady. Congratulations."

Alex reacted with undisguised shock. "We have a...? That... that's great, Dennis! Thank you so much! I'll draw up a contract and get that over to you this afternoon."

"No need, my dear," Dennis smiled. "Before you leave the office, I will introduce you to my business manager and she will cut you a check to seal our deal. I want a substantial display of your products in all of my stores in six weeks - sooner if possible. Consider the check a downpayment to help you get the graphics designed for the end caps, displays, posters, etc. Will ten thousand dollars be enough?"

"Ten...?" Alex couldn't even speak at that point. He breathed a bit and shook his head to clear it. "That... will be a very generous downpayment, Dennis. Thank you. I promise, you will not be
disappointed."

"I know I won't, Allie, because if I am, you will know about it. Understood?"

"Understood," Alex could finally breathe easily. "Thank you, sir. I truly appreciate your faith in me."

Dennis nodded. "And I appreciate your commitment to my customers, Allie. Let's keep things this way, ok?"

"Yes, sir. That's great, sir. Thank you."

"Call me Dennis, Alex. I feel ancient when people call me 'sir.'"

"Dennis," Alex nodded.

Dennis' phone buzzed and he looked at it and sighed. It was a text. "It's from my wife," he said with an amused smirk. "It's our anniversary next week and she has some kind of a surprised planned for this weekend. God knows what she's up to, but she's excited. I told her I'd be done here about a half an hour ago, but to tell you the truth, I have enjoyed this meal tremendously. You girls are great company. I had a great morning. Thank you."

"No, thank you, Dennis," Jill said, offering Dennis a business-like hand shake out of habit. "I had a great time and thank you for having faith in Allie."

Dennis winked flirtatiously as he took her hand. "My pleasure, girls."

He stood and picked up the credit card he'd used to pay for the meal. "I'm afraid that all good things must come to an end, though. I need to get back to the office."
 

~^~

 

"Allie! I'm home!" Mel called up the stairs. "Allie!?" That was weird. His car was in the driveway.

She went up the stairs and saw a surprising mess in her bedroom. "What the...?" She began picking up the clothes and organizing it to put it away. She'd talk to Allie about this, that was for sure. After three years of marriage, they had set standards about how they left the house. This mess was not acceptable.

She was a little more confused by some of the things she found. There were some clothes that had obviously come from Jill's bags, including a plastic bag with the words 'Five cotton panties: High Rise' on the front of it. The odd thing was, though, that there were only four pairs of panties in the bag.

She was contemplating the significance of this discovery when she heard Jill's voice down stairs. "Anybody home!"

Mel left the bedroom and walked down the stairs. "Hey," she said to Jill. "You haven't seen Allie, have you?"

Jill smiled. "I have. He's in the lav and he has some big news for you. Mel, you should have seen him talking to Dennis..."

"Dennis?"

"Oh, yeah, Dennis Cole. He owns all those stores. Cole Liquors... you know... Anyway... you should have seen him. He did a great job and you would have been so proud of him!"

"So, he got the account?"

Jill smiled and raised her eyebrows.

"Oh, my God!" Mel said, covering her mouth. "I'm so happy for him."

The door to the bathroom opened and out stepped Alex wearing a full coverage body-shaper and nothing else. Melody looked at how he was dressed and at the boobs on his chest and her smile turned into an astounded slack jawed gape.

"Alex?" she gasped. "What's going on? Why are you wearing that?"

"Ok, sit down and let me explain," Jill said.

Over the next ten minutes or so, Jill and Alex gave Mel a step by step rehash of the day's events. Each description of an addition of a piece of female to her husband's body fascinated Mel in a way that she found odd, yet exciting.

"So," Mel said when the story had ended, "first I need to say ‘Congratulations’ Allie. What a coup! I’m so proud of you!"

"Thanks, Mel," Alex replied with a smile.

"And second, I need to ask... Why are you still wearing the body shaper?"

"Oh, I can explain that," Jill said. "Because Allie was dressed as he was, and because he needed to get to the bank to deposit the check he got from Dennis, we didn’t go shopping for a new ski-suit. So, I suggested that he tries on my old ski-suit while wearing the shaper. Just to see if it makes a big difference."

Melody glanced at her husband sitting next to her, wearing only the body shaper and she felt a rush of erotic excitement wash over her – and that confused her. A lot.

Then a thought occurred to her.

"You were just in the bathroom." It wasn’t a question or an accusation of any kind. Just a statement.

"Yeah," Alex said, with a shrug. "I had to pee."

"Ok," Mel thought for a moment, "but... how?"

"How... what?"

"How do you pee while wearing that?"

That made Jill laugh a little. "Lord, skinny girls know so little."

Mel looked at Jill, still considering her own question and not understanding what her sister-in-law meant. "You’re skinny, Jill."

"Maybe now, but when you grow up as a heavy girl, you learn how to present yourself well by using shape wear. You probably don’t even own a control-top-panty, do you?"

"Of course I do," she said, sounding almost insulted. "I have a pair of Spanx for when I’m feeling bloated. You know what I mean."

"I do," Jill smiled, "but until recently, if I wanted to look nice..." she pointed at Alex, "... I had to wear one of those."

Melody nodded and, for a second, considered what that must be like. To always have to wear something that binding. "Is it comfortable?"

"You get used to it," Jill shrugged. "Right, Allie?"

"Actually, now that I’ve been wearing it for a few hours, it’s very comfortable. I wish they made them for men." He touched the material on his midsection without even thinking about it.

"They do," Jill said. "They call them compression suits for men. They’re not as pretty, of course, but I understand that they do offer a lot of support."

Alex nodded, his lower lip extended in a thoughtful expression.

"Ok," Mel said, returning to her original question, "but HOW do you pee in that without taking it off."

"You know what’s funny," Jill said, with a smile, "your husband asked me the same question just a little while ago."

"And what did you tell him?"

"There’s a little opening in the gusset of the shaper. You just open it, reach in and move the gusset of your panties to the side, sit and pee. It’s not rocket science."

That made sense to Mel, until she looked at her husband and she thought about what Jill had just said. "Panties?" She giggled. "I found an open package of panties up stairs. Are you actually wearing panties?"

Alex sputtered a few sounds trying to find some words, but Jill came to his defense. "I told him to wear a pair of plain, cotton panties, Mel. He couldn’t wear boxers under that, and I didn’t think he’d be comfortable going commando, so... he had no briefs and I had that pack of brand new, plain cotton panties. No big deal."

Mel smirked and shook her head. It was impossible not to find this whole situation amusing, but there was more than that, too. Part of her really just wanted Jill to leave so that she explore her new, shapely, pantywearing husband in a more amorous way.

She stood abruptly and headed to the closet in the hallway.

"Where are you going?" Alex asked, concerned that his wife was upset.

"To get the snow suit," she said. "That is why you’re still in that thing, right?"

A moment or two later and she reappeared with the ski-suit. "Here, Allie. Let’s see if the shaper helps."

Alex stood and took the suit. He unzipped it and stepped into it, pulling it on and zipping it up. Immediately he realized that the suit fit much better than it had the previous day.

"Wow, what a difference," Melody said, approvingly, to Jill. I was actually afraid that he might not be able to wear long underwear under that." She ran her hands along the outside of the suit, being sure to check the fit on his breasts, too. "He’ll have plenty of room if he wears a shaper under it."

Jill nodded in agreement.

"Ummm..." Alex didn’t want to upset his wife, but he hadn’t ordered any new long underwear and his old stuff was already stupidly tight the previous winter. It’d never fit him now. "I’m sorry, Mel, but I just realized... I don’t have any long underwear that fits."

"Yes you do," Mel said, unflustered. "There were four sets in Jill’s bags and I kept them for you." She picked up a small pile of folded thermal clothing sitting on a nearby chair where she’d placed it the previous evening.

Alex sighed. "Come on, Jill. Don’t you own any long Johns without little flowers all over it?"

Jill shrugged. "When I bought those, Allie, I didn’t think I was buying them for you. Besides, I like little flowers. They make me feel pretty. Maybe you’ll like them too. We’ll see."

He shook his head. "I’ll wear sweats."

"I don’t think so," Melody said with a laugh. "It fits you better, now, but you don’t have enough room to get sweats on under that. The thermal underwear will have to do."

"And the flowers?"

"I like the flowers."

"Yeah, but not on me!"

"Who knows. I’ve never seen you wearing clothes with little flowers before. Maybe I’ll like it." She brushed an imaginary piece of lint off his shoulder and let her hand casually brush his plump chest in the process. "Maybe I’ll like it a lot."

"Can I suggest something?" Jill asked.

"Sure," Mel replied, unzipping Alex’s ski-suit as she spoke.

"Well, if I understand things correctly, Allie only has sweat pants that fit him. Is that right?"

"Yes," Mel replied. The conversation didn’t seem to include Alex at this point.

"Well, if we want to do things, like go out to dinner and things like that, Allie will need some things to wear. I have lots of slacks and jeans in those bags and some of my old blouses are just men’s shirt styles cut to fit women. He could use some of those for the trip, right?"

"Sure," Mel said, excited about not only real food in nice restaurants, but that having Alex dressed in soft, feminine clothing might be a part of their getaway.

"Great. I’ll go bring the bags in, YET AGAIN." Jill said, with dramatic exhaustion in her voice, then she disappeared out the front door.

"I’m not sure about this, Mel," Alex said. "I mean, I wore a shirt today that Jill assured me looked like a men’s shirt, but it didn’t fool anybody."

"Yeah, well, do you have any restaurant-appropriate clothing that fits you?"

Alex sighed. "I guess not."

"Well, then, beggars can’t be choosers, Allie. I’ve been planning this trip for months and I don’t want to just be sitting around in the lodge doing nothing. Allie, you knew we were going away and you didn’t do anything about dealing with your clothing. This may not be ideal, but it’s a solution. Please... for me... and for the sake of all of us having an enjoyable, relaxing, well deserved break. Just find a few nice things that work for you and wear them. No one there will know you and, you’ve said yourself, people have mistaken you for a woman a million times, and with your hair done nicely, like it is now, I can understand why. If you just pick out a few pairs of slacks and a few tops, no one will even look twice at you. Besides – you just closed a big deal, right? Let’s celebrate that!"

He nodded.

What else could he do?

Mel was right. He should have dealt with the clothing issue on his own. She was right about celebrating his deal with Dennis, too. He’d never been so relieved in his life.

"Ok," Jill said, lugging the bags back into the house, "let’s see what we can find."

By the time they were done, Jill was down to just two trash bags to bring to the donation box. They’d pulled five pairs of slacks and ten shirts (or what Jill and Mel referred to as ‘tops) that were all of a fairly gender-neutral design. Yes, some of the pants didn’t have pockets and one of them even zipped up on the side, and Yes, some of the tops bloused out a bit more than Alex would have liked, but Mel and Jill kept saying he could wear them under a sweater.

Oh, and there were several sweaters, too. Some that the women proclaimed ‘perfect for the ski lodge.’

Four pairs of shoes that looked a lot like – but not quite like – men’s shoes.

Mel took a few items that she didn’t show to Alex, too. She didn’t think anyone would notice, and who knows, maybe she and Alex might enjoy a little walk on the wild side.

When they’d packed up the clothes that were still being donated, Jill and Melody carried the bags back to Jill’s oversized vehicle while Alex put the dirty dishes from their casual dinner into the dishwasher. Jill closed the overhead hatch-door or her SUV and smiled. "I’m glad that Allie’s getting some use of those clothes. He looks good in them, right?"

Mel giggled. "Good? I don’t know about that. He certainly looks better that he does in the godawful old sweats and pajama bottoms that he wears all the time, but it is weird to see your husband with a woman’s shape – including breasts – and wearing clothes with lacy trim."

"I think he looks kind of cute."

Mel nodded. "Yeah, he is that." She opened her arms wide and hugged Jill. "We’ll see you in the morning. Are you excited?"

"I can’t wait to get up there and hit the slopes," Jill returned the hug.

"My neither. It’s so great to have someone to ski with! Allie’s good for a run or two, but then he wants to go in and get warm."

"Not me," Jill smiled. "I will stick with you all day."

When Mel came back into the house, she found Alex just finishing up in the kitchen. He was still wearing the shaper and had a loose fitting, white blouse covering his torso. Below that was just the legs of shaper showing and his own legs below.

"Hey, sexy," she said as she leaned on the door from.

Alex laughed. "Yeah. Sexy. That’s me."

"It is right now." She crossed the room and wrapper arms around him, running her hands along the material around his hips.

A little confused by Mel’s amorous attitude – especially since they’d had a romp the night before. After years of marriage, they averaged about one night of romance a week. Two in a row was very unusual.

"You think I look sexy like... this?" he asked, tentatively.

One of Mel’s hands moved to Alex’s chest and began to grope and the odd thing was... it felt... amazing.

"Like this..." Mel smiled, "... you look sexier to me than you ever have."

"Really?" he whispered as Mel’s hand made its way down to the flat area on the front of his groin where his penis would typically have been.

"Really." She smiled down at him. "I really like you like this, Allie. I know that’s weird, but... I really do." She moved even closer and his head rested on her shoulder when she hugged him. "I even like your hair like this."

She bent and gently kissed his neck. It was a gesture of love, but it was also a gesture of dominance that was new to both of them. Despite their relative heights being different than most couples, their love making had always been pretty standard – even kinda of... vanilla.

This was all new and exciting.

"Let’s go upstairs," Mel uttered in a husky whisper.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Alex - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Stuck
  • Sweet / Sentimental

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Workplace Situations

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Alex: 2

by Clara
Copyright© 2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Allie goes away with his wife and sister and decides that skiing is not his cup of tea.
Thank you for the comments on Part 1. I'm very happy that the story is finding a home with some people.


 
Author's Note: Please, everyone, Leave me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Alex: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Part 2
 

"Allie!" Mel shouted up the stairs. "When you come down, will you grab the toothpaste? I bought some tooth brushes at the discount store, but I forgot to grab toothpaste."

"Yep!" he called back down.

"Thanks." She turned to go back to checking the small suitcases she'd packed for both Alex and her, but noticed the large, black SUV outside, slowing to turn into their driveway. "Allie! Jill is here!" she called again.

"Be right down!" he shouted and Mel could hear him moving around hurriedly.

"Anyone home?" Jill shouted in her familiar way as she entered, even though Mel was just a few feet away, fussing with the suitcases on the couch.

"What do you think?" Mel laughed. "You're a few minutes early."

"Yeah, I was going to go past the donation boxes over on Lincoln St to get rid of those bags, but there was construction on Harris Boulevard, so I just came directly here."

Mel nodded. "Do want to leave the bags in here for the weekend?"

Jill laughed. "No. I think we've dragged those things in and out of this house plenty of times at this point. There's plenty of room in the car."

"Here's the toothpaste," Alex said, as he came into the room.

"Thanks, Allie," Mel smiled and looked at how well dressed her husband was. Nice, tan slacks, a red, loose fitting, crew-neck sweater with a snowflake design knitted into a classic ski-sweater pattern, and a nice pair of low heeled, brown, casual shoes. Even his hair had been washed, blown dry and brushed before being put into a ponytail. He did have rather prominent breasts as well, but she kind of liked that. "You look nice," she said, sincerely.

"Thanks," he replied, blushing slightly. "I put some water and soda in the cooler. I'll go get it." He left.

When he'd exited the room, Jill smiled at Mel and said, "Well... he looks nice in those clothes, but I'm assuming that he's wearing a shaper under them, right?"

Mel nodded. "They wouldn't fit him without one."

"So, he's ok with looking kind of..." Jill left the sentence hanging.

"Girly?" Mel giggled. "I guess so."

"And you're good with it, too?"

Mel blushed a little as she smiled and said, "I'm great with it."

Jill looked at her sister-in-law's odd behavior and her eyes grew wider. "Oh, my God!" she gushed in an excited whisper. "You two are playing games with my old clothes, aren't you!?"

Melody's blush deepened.

"You are, you tramp," Jill laughed, as she gently and playfully slapped Mel's upper arm. "I can't believe you two."

Mel let out an embarrassed laugh. "I know. I can't believe us, either, but... we're having fun and the sex is..."

"Nope, nope, nope," Jill insisted, covering her ears with her hands. "I don't want to hear another word."

"About what?" Alex asked, returning with a small cooler.

"Nothing," both women said in unison, giggling.

It took another ten minutes or so to get everything organized and carried out to the car. Then they were off for their trip. Alex sat in the back with his iPad and computer open so he could work on the graphics for his presentation of his customer's products in Dennis' stores. It was a three hour drive and they stopped twice, once for gas and once for lunch.

The little place where they ate was a clean, family-run restaurant with pleasant and pretty waitresses who referred to the three of them as 'you ladies.' It was, 'Can I get you ladies anything?' and, 'Would you ladies like a refill on your coffee?' and, 'You ladies have a nice afternoon.' Alex was relieved that no one suspected he was anything other than a woman, and Mel was enjoying every second of it. It was such a naughty thing to do and that naughtiness contributed to the sexual excitement of having her husband dressing in Jill's clothes.

Just after lunch, on the way north, Jill's phone rang. She glanced at the screen and saw it was her mother. "It's mom. I'll put it on speaker."

She pushed the 'accept' button. "Hi, mom. How's everything in Maryland today?"

"It's just beautiful here, Jilly. I am so glad that daddy and I made this move. The winters are so much milder. How are you, dear?"

"I'm good, mom. We're on the way up to New Hampshire to go skiing. Remember I told you about it?"

"Oh, yes, I do. Now, you be careful doing that. And keep an eye on Alex, too. You know what a klutz he is. He'll probably end up in the emergency room."

Alex sighed in the back seat. His mother's faith in his ability to fail was unending. "I'm here, too mom."

"Oh, hello, Alex," she replied, unflustered that he'd heard her. "You know I'm right. You be careful and do what Jilly and Mel tell you. No broken bones, please." She giggled, thinking she'd made a pretty good joke.

"Allie closed a really big deal yesterday, mom," Jill told her, proud of her older, but smaller brother. "It should be very lucrative for him."

"That's nice, dear," their mother replied, hardly noticing what had been said. "Listen, I don't want to hold you up, but when might you be coming down to see us?"

"Gosh, mom, I'm not sure. I'm pretty busy right now and the weather is pretty unpredictable in the winter. Probably not until it's warmer."

"Oh... ok..." she sounded downhearted, but it was a device she used to get her way. It wasn't working at the moment, though.

"Mom, I told you when you and dad decided to move down there that I couldn't come running all the time. I will come when I feel like I have the time and the weather is cooperating. Ok?"

"I guess it'll have to be," she sighed.

"Ok, mom, I have to go," Jill said. "I love you and dad."

"And we love you, too, dear," she sighed, again. "Goodbye."

The call ended.

From the backseat, Alex quietly mimicked his mother's voice. "And Alex, we love you, too." Then in his own voice he said, "Love you, mom. See you someday." He shook his head and kept working.

Mel reached back and squeezed his hand in an 'I love you' gesture. Both of the women just glanced at each other, disappointed in Alex's parents' lack of interest in their son's life.

"Wow!" Melody said from the front passenger seat. Alex was still working on the presentation, but Melody reached back and tapped his leg. "Alex, honey, look at that!"

"Holy cow!" Alex gasped, looking up from his work.

The Omni Mount Washington Resort at Breton Wood was (and is) a stunning structure, sitting high on the side of New Hampshire's White Mountain range in the shadow of Mount Washington. A huge, white, wooden structure with a startling red roof that stood out dramatically against the snow covered mountains around it. It was of another time and couldn't help but impress guests as they arrived.

"Can we afford this?" Alex asked, without thinking.

"Of course we can," Jill laughed. "This is my anniversary present to you two."

"Oh, Jill, it looks so grand!" Mel gaped. "I've looked at it online a million times, but it's just breathtaking in person."

"It is beautiful," Jill agreed. She drove up the drive and into the parking area. They each pulled out their suitcases, rolled them through the well shoveled lot and entered the lobby, which was just as grand and impressive as the exterior.

"Wow!" Mel said, repeatedly, as she took everything in. She had her phone out and was taking pictures of everything. "I feel like I'm a big shot or something."

"Everyone who stays at the Omni is a big shot, Miss," a very friendly desk clerk remarked.

They checked in and found their adjoining rooms with a connecting door on the second floor. Both had amazing views of the mountains.

"I could just sit in the room all day and look at all of this," Alex said, not really meaning it.

"Like heck you are," Melody giggled. "Come on. Get your ski clothes on. We're hitting the slopes."

Fifteen minutes later, they were headed out the door and headed to the Breton Woods Ski Area, one of the highest rated ski areas in the country.

Their ski rentals had already been arranged, so when they showed up, boots, skis and polls were waiting. They got geared up as quickly as they could and soon were ready to do some warm up runs on an easy trail.

The crisp wind was a wonderful feeling as it blew across the exposed skin on their faces - Well, at least Melody and Jill found it wonderful. Alex was working hard to keep up and wasn't happy about any part of him being cold. He did have to admit, though, the ski-suit-hand-me-down from Jill was very warm. Much warmer than his old suit.

"So, let's take the lift up and do a real run," Melody suggested. "I can't wait to do a long trail."

"Awesome!" Jill agreed.

"Umm..." Alex began, but he couldn't finish because while standing there talking, one of his skis moved just enough so that he lost his balance and fell to the snowy ground.

"Oops," an unfamiliar voice said, skiing up beside them all. The man on the skis was a thirty-ish guy who's wind-blown face looked as if he'd been out in the sun and wind and snow his whole life. He offered Alex a hand and easily helped him to stand, again.

"It looks as if one of you could use a lesson or two," the man said with a big, white smile. "My name is Hans and I am a ski instructor here. I have one student for the afternoon, but there's always room for another. That is... if you'd like to join us, of course." When no one responded, Hans added, "It's free, of course. My services are included in your resort reservation."

"What do you say, Allie?" Melody asked, genuinely excited at the idea of having Alex learn to ski better so he could keep up.

"Well, I guess I could use some pointers," he shrugged. The truth was, he was petrified of going way up on the mountain and skiing back down. There were so many ways of getting hurt and he'd heard about experienced skiers getting badly hurt on slopes like this. "Would you mind if I spent some time on the smaller slopes getting better at the basics before I go up on the bigger slopes?"

"Allie, that's a great idea!" Mel beamed. "You go ahead and work with Hans and maybe tomorrow or the next day you'll feel up to joining us on the big runs."

"Sounds great!" Alex smiled, incredibly relieved to not have to take on the harder runs just yet.

All of a sudden, he felt an arm around his shoulder, squeezing him. "Don't worry, ladies. I'll take care of this girl for you."

"I bet you will," Jill smirked at her brother in his pretty purple, form fitting ski suit that nicely fitted his shape-wear encased body. Then she looked at the flirtatious, handsome, athletic man who had his arm around him and let out a little giggle. "Be a good girl, Allie," she grinned. "Don't do anything I wouldn't do." She and and Mel skied away towards the lift.

Hans gave Alex a reassuring squeeze and said, "Come meet my other student for the afternoon."

Alex followed him, skiing slowly, to the area near the T-bar lift for the beginners hill.

"Alice," Hans said, indicating the other student before swinging his arm back, "meet Allie. She will be joining us."

"Oh, thank God!" Alice laughed. "I thought I was the only adult here that couldn't ski!"

"I can ski, a bit," Alex said, defensively, "but my wife and sister want to ski the big slopes. I'm not ready for that."

"Same here," Alice laughed. "My husband is up there somewhere having a great time by himself while I keep trying to stay upright on these things."

Alex smiled. "I know how you feel. The rest of my family skis much better than I do. I'd rather not go up that mountain just yet."

"Alright, ladies," Hans said, "let's get to work."

For the next two hours, Hans worked them both hard. Pushing them to try harder and harder maneuvers in his efforts to make them both better skiers. They fell a lot and learned a little, but it soon became obvious that these two students did not have great aptitudes for this particular sport.

"That's enough!" Alice finally announced, smiling, but tired. "I've had enough for today. I don't know about you, Allie, but I am ready for a nice brandy in the lodge."

"That sounds perfect," Alex smiled in agreement.

"Are you sure ladies?" Hans asked, still being flirty. "You've both gotten better."

"We're sure," both students said in unison.

"Alright," Hans shrugged. "If you want some more pointers, just let the front desk know. I'll be here from nine to four tomorrow and every other day."

They thanked him and skied slowly and carefully back to the rental area. They both turned in their ski gear, put on their own boots and headed into the lodge.

Inside, Alice immediately pulled the zipper of her ski-suit down to the belt, pulled off her hat and gloves and pulled her arms out, leaving the top hanging down behind her and exposing her flowered, thermal top.

Alex kept his suit closed for a few steps, but the warmth of the lodge's interior made keeping the suit closed impossible. He was soon wearing his suit the same way that Alice was and also exposing his flowered, thermal top, which clung to the breasts that Jill's hand-me-down shaper created.

Alice was chatting about how odd she found it that her husband LOVED skiing so much as she slipped her arm into Alex's and spoke playfully and quietly to him until she guided him into the cozy lounge off of the lobby.

They stopped and took in the view of the mountains from the tall, wide windows.

"Ahh, this is how I like to take in nature," Alice laughed. "From behind thick plate glass, in the comfort of a well heated interior."

Alex laughed with her. "I have to admit, I agree with you. My sister and my wife are all about being on the slopes. This is my natural habitat - a nice room with good liquor."

"A woman after my own heart," Alice laughed. "Come on. Let's get something to warm us up."

Since it was still fairly early, there were plenty of seats available in the bar, so they sat at a table by the fire that still offered the alpine view.

A very attractive waitress arrived immediately. "Hello, ladies," she smiled. "May I take your orders?"

"Yes," Alice smiled. She put her hand on Alex's arm as if to tell him that she would place the order. "We'll each have a snifter of Louis XIII cognac, please. Oh, and a cheese-board, if you have them."

"Of course," the waitress smiled, but Alex felt a wave of panic rush across him. He'd never had Louis XIII cognac before, but he was certainly aware of it AND it's two thousand dollar a bottle price tag. He didn't know what they'd be charging for a snifter, but he was reasonably sure that the two ounces or so of liquor the eight ounce cup would contain would cost a lot more than he could afford.

"Oh," Alex said, stopping the waitress, "make mine a Courvoisier, please," he said, requesting the cognac he most frequently purchased at forty five to fifty dollars a bottle.

"Yes, Miss," the waitress' smile dimmed, disappointed at the change.

Alice scowled at Alex. "You will have no such thing. That doesn't taste like cognac, that tastes like rotten oranges. We'll both have the Louis XIII and charge it to The Presidential Suite."

When the waitress had walked away, Alex spoke quietly. "Alice, that's very generous of you, but each of those drinks is going to cost AT LEAST two hundred and fifty dollars. I can't let you spend that much on me."

Alice waved him off with a head shake and hand wave. "Don't be ridiculous. When I'm on vacation, I want only the best, and when I drink alcohol of any kind, I drink to enjoy the taste, not to get drunk. Once you've had good liquor, you'll never drink that cheap stuff again."

"I know..." Alex was not comfortable with this amount of money being spent on two drinks, "... but that particular liquor... couldn't we have made due with a Camus XO or something like that. Still top shelf, but a lot cheaper."

"Oh, so you know your liquor," Alice smiled, broadly. "That's perfect." She leaned in a bit and spoke more quietly. "Look, Allie, I hope this doesn't seem too... outlandish... or pathetic..." she laughed a little, "but I have to admit that buying you that drink is a bit of a bribe."

"A bribe?"

"Yes. You see, I love getting away on a vacation and relaxing in the bar or the spa or shopping, you get it, but my husband is 'Mr Outdoors' whenever he's not working. Don't get me wrong, I love him to death, but our ideas of vacations end at locations. If we go to the islands, he's off scuba diving and golfing. If we go to the mountains, he's skiing or, if it's warm, hiking or golfing. Lord, he'd be golfing every day of the week if he could."

At that point, the waitress reappeared and placed a cheese-board on the table along with two snifters with a little bit of amber-orange liquor in them. She smiled and asked if they needed anything before she left. Alice thanked her and sent her away.

"Which brings me to my bribe," Alice continued. "You make me laugh, Allie. I think I see a sister spirit in you. Now, I know you have your own vacation plans and I don't want to interfere with those, and I know I'm almost old enough to be your mom, but I am hoping that we might be able to spend a little time together over the next few days. You know - Just to have a friend to do a little shopping with or maybe meet for a drink. Nothing insane. Just something like this."

Alex nodded. He was very relieved that Alice was just looking for some friendship, he didn't want to be alone all week, either, and the idea of being on the ski slopes for six or eight hours at a time was exhausting. He smiled at his new companion and said. "Alice. I can't do outdoorsy things like skiing all day, either. I have absolutely no interest in falling down in the cold and I would love to hang out with you for the next few days, but not like this. I can't let you spend this kind of money on drinks for me. I'll pay for my own. Ok."

Alice smiled and squeezed his hand. "We shall see, but thank you for hanging out with me. We'll have fun, you'll see. There's lots of things to do here. That's why I booked it for an anniversary surprise. We'll have fun. I promise."

That sounded great to Alex.

Just then, Alex's phone chimed. He looked at it and saw a text from Mel. "WE'RE WAITING FOR THE LIFT TO DO ONE MORE RUN BEFORE WE CALL IT A DAY. ARE YOU STILL ON THE SLOPES?'

'NO. I FELL ENOUGH. IN THE LOUNGE OFF THE LOBBY WITH A FRIEND I MADE WHILE STRUGGLING TO REMAIN UPRIGHT.'

'HAHA. SEE YOU THERE IN HALF HOUR.'

"My wife," he explained to Alice. "One more run and they'll meet me here."

Alice glanced at her watch and said, "I'm sure that hubby will be down soon, too. He knows where I'll be." She smiled and took a tiny sip. "Oh, my. That is heaven. Try it."

Almost soft afraid to consume something so expensive, Alex raised his snifter to his nose and took a good sniff. If was fruity and full bodied, but not the typical smell of rotten oranges that he associated with Courvoisier. It was a more subtle aroma. Less overwhelming. More inviting. He took a very small sip and felt the subtle burn as it hit his tongue and throat and then... bliss. His tastebuds exploded with the variety of tastes hitting them all at once. Fruity and hot, but subtle and embracing. The warmth spread through his body quickly, pushing away the cold of the slopes and the aches from the falls. Just that one sip was almost life changing. He'd always loved good liquor, but could only afford it when he could get it wholesale. This was almost unfair. He could never afford this nectar on his own and having it just once was never going to enough.

"Well?" Alice asked, knowing the answer already.

"Holy Moses," he said, looking at the elixir in his glass and still running his tongue around his mouth to catch every atom of what he'd just tasted. "I've never tasted ANYTHING like that."

Alice laughed. "See. Stick with me, young lady, and you will learn a lot about good living. Now, nibble a little cheese on a cracker to cleanse your pallet and, in a little while, take another sip. If you don't drink it quickly, it'll never get old. Each sip is just as amazing."

Alice was right. It was the same blissful experience with each tiny sip. Twenty minutes later he'd barely made a dent in the two ounce serving, but he was content to keep sipping for hours.

"So, tell me about yourself," Alice said as they sipped.

"Not a very interesting story," Alex mused, nibbling on a cracker with a subtle goat cheese spread on it. "I live in central Massachusetts with my wife. I am in sales - wholesale sales - selling to merchants, that sort of thing. No pets and no children."

"How old are you?"

"Twenty five."

"Well, there's still lots of time for children if you want them. I had them early and it was a blessing, but my family had a little money and my husband went to work for my father right out of Boston College Business School. So, we were ok... financially, I mean. I was only seventeen when I met him. He was twenty two and... ahh... as handsome as an actor. He's still handsome, don't get me wrong. Anyway, after I graduated from high school, I wasn't interested in college, so I went to work for daddy. I flirted and flirted and flirted until I finally got Denny to ask me out. I was married at nineteen, had my first baby at twenty and my fourth at twenty four."

"Wow!" Alex said. "Four kids in four years."

"Five years... almost six," Alice mused. "I loved having babies around though. I know, they're not for everyone, but for me they were heavenly. I keep telling my girls that I need grand babies in my house, but it's harder today. Everyone needs a career and it takes time to establish yourself... I get it. One of my girls is a lesbian, too. She has as a wonderful wife. She's talking about artificial insemination for one of them to have a baby. Who knows. Someday I'll have another baby in my life."

Something about this conversation was starting to sound familiar to Alex, but before he could ask Alice anything more about her husband, a hand touched his shoulder, followed by a kiss on his cheek.

"Hi, babe," Melody said, pulling out a chair beside him. "Mind if we join you?" she looked across the table at Alice and offered her hand. "Hi. I'm Allie's wife, Melody."

"And I'm Jill, Allie's sister," Jill said, also offering a hand and pulling out a seat.

"Alice," Alice smiled. "Can I get you a drink?"

The waitress had appeared from nowhere.

"Two rum and cokes, please," Jill spoke up. "Charge them to room 207, please."

"Nonsense," Alice said. "On my bill, please, and while you're at it, bring a Sam Adams on tap for my husband. He should be here any minute, now."

"What are you drinking?" Mel asked, reaching for Alex's glass. He stopped her with a slight tap.

"I'll let you take a tiny sip, but that's all."

Melody took the glass and took the sip. Her eyes narrowed as the tastes hit her tongue. "My God. What is that?" she passed the glass to Jill.

'Just a sip," Alex warned.

"Whoa," Jill let out.

"That is one of the best and most expensive cognacs on the market," Alex said, as if he was a teacher talking to a class. "That little bit costs at least two hundred and fifty dollars, so each of those sips was probably ten bucks worth of brandy."

"Two hundred...!" Melody started, sounding almost panicky.

"Don't worry, it was my treat," Alice assured her. "Would you two like to try some, too?"

Both women shook their heads. The price was too steep.

"I'll stick with my rum and coke, thanks," Jill spoke for them both. "They'll probably charge me fifteen dollars for that here. That's more than expensive enough."

In fact, it was only eight dollars apiece for the rum and cokes.

Alex explained how he and Alice had met on the beginners slope and had given up after two hours of falling.

Alice explained how she'd asked Alex, or Allie as she knew him, to accompany her around the resort for the next few days. "We're both ski widows," she smiled. "Why not keep each other company and have some fun in the process."

"We'll, that's great!" Mel said, happily. "I felt like I was abandoning Allie earlier. I'm so glad you two made friends."

"Alice was just telling me about her husband... Denny, you said, right, Alice?"

"Yes, Denny," she smiled as she took another sip. The waitress dropped off the new drink order and receded back into the shadows. "Denny and I have been married thirty years, but haven't agreed on vacation activities once."

Jill glanced at Alex and surreptitiously mouthed the name 'Denny?' to Alex. Alex shrugged in return. There had to be millions of Dennises or Dennys in the world, right? What we're the chances...

"There you are! I knew I'd find you here," and all too familiar voice to both Jill and Alex came from a man entering their area of the lounge.

Dennis Cole approached the table and stopped dead in his tracks. "Oh, my goodness! What are you two doing here?" he laughed good naturedly as he pulled a chair from a neighboring table and sat between his wife and Jill.

"You know each other?" Alice asked.

"I know Jill and Allie," Dennis smiled. "I've not had the pleasure of meeting this lovely lady, but if I had to guess, I'd say that this is Melody. Allie's lovely wife. Am I correct?"

Mel's mouth was hanging open in confusion. "I... ummm... yes, I am Melody... well, Mel... please... and I have to admit, I am very confused."

"Me too," Alice chuckled.

"I told you about these two," Dennis smiled, picking up the beer that had been waiting for him and taking a healthy gulp of it. "Allie, here, is one of my new suppliers and this is his sister-slash-hype-man, Jill. We had brunch yesterday morning. How did you all end up together?"

"Well, this trip is actually, my anniversary present to Mel and Allie," Jill explained. "That's why we're here. I'm waiting to figure out the rest of this story, too."

"Well, the long and the short of it is," Alice explained, "I tried and failed to stay up on those darned skis for a while and then I asked for an instructor. They gave me one named Hans - oh, ladies... he is gorgeous - anyway, Hans was about to start my lessons when we both saw Allie struggling to keep up with her party..."

"And falling while standing still," Alex added with a little giggle.

"So, Hans invited Allie to join us. Well, we gave it a good try, didn't we Allie? but we both got tired of ending up on our backs in the snow. So, we came in here about an hour ago to warm up with some Louis XIII."

"Huh," Dennis nodded, looking at the snifters of cognac. "Louis XIII is an expensive companion."

"We're on vacation, Denny," Alice smiled, playfully. "Let me enjoy myself."

He kissed her cheek. "Enjoy it all, my dear. I had a great time on the mountain."

He looked at Alex, Jill and Melody and smiled, a tiny bit embarrassed by his public display of affection. "So... this is all just a coincidence, then? Kismet, as they say."

"It is," Alex nodded, "but I do have my laptop with me and I have already sent off an order for graphics for your stores, if you'd like to see..."

"He would not," Alice said in a friendly, but emphatic tone. "No business on vacation. That's the rule."

"That's the rule," Dennis smiled at everyone and took another healthy swig of his beer. "We'll need to go get changed soon. We have reservations in the main dining room at seven thirty."

"We have plenty of time," Alice waved him off. It's only five fifteen and you get ready in ten minutes. I only need fifteen or so."

"Yeah," Dennis laughed. "You can get ready in fifteen minutes."

"Ok, forty five, but we still have plenty of time," Alice laughed. Then she looked at Alex. "Allie, what's your cell number? I'll give you a ring and then you'll have mine."

They took care of that and Dennis drained his glass.

"Ok," Dennis said. "Drink up, Alice. We need to get going."

"Drink up?" she laughed. "I'll have the bar hold this for me and send it to our dinner table."

Dennis smiled affectionately as he stood. He was obviously amused by his wife. "We'll we see you ladies in the dining room?"

Jill answered for them. "I don't think so. We were talking about pizza in Stickney's Pub. You know, the barroom, really."

Dennis scoffed. "I thought you were celebrating your anniversary?"

"We are," Mel said.

"Well, pizza in a pub is hardly the proper way to celebrate your anniversary. You're all coming to dinner with us. Our treat. Seven thirty in the dinning room."

"Oh, I don't know," Alex said, nervous about spending too much time with his biggest, and currently only, client. "You already have a reservation..."

Dennis wasn't paying attention. He was waving for the bar's manager to come see him.

"Yes, sir. How may I help you?"

Dennis was rummaging for something in his interior pocket as he spoke. "Would you please call up to the main dinning room and tell them that the Cole reservation at seven thirty needs to be enlarged from two to five?" he pulled something out of his interior pocket.

"Oh, sir, I'm not sure that they can accommodate a change that big at this late..."

It turned out that Dennis had taken out his wallet. As the bar manager spoke, Dennis pulled out two hundred dollar bills.

"... I will call them," the bar manager said, accepting the money.

Dennis helped Alice to her feet and grabbed a cracker from the cheese board while he waited. He put a chunk of a local cheddar on the cracker and ate it in two bites. He had just finished it when the bar manager returned.

"You're all set, sir," he said. "Five at seven thirty."

"Excellent," Dennis smiled and shook the man's hand. "Now, can you arrange for my wife's cognac to be on our table?"

"And Allie's too," Alice reminded him.

"And this young lady's as well," he added.

"Of course, sir," the manager smiled. "I will see to it myself."

"Thank you," Dennis smiled as the manager took the drinks.

"Then it's settled," Dennis smiled. "We'll see you at seven thirty." They said their goodbyes and left.

The moment they had left the bar, Jill looked at her brother and said, "It looks like you really stepped in it, Allie."

Alex nodded and sighed.

"What's the big deal," Melody asked. "You just tell them that they're mistaken about your sex because of the clothing issue... blah, blah, blah, and we go one with our lives."

Jill and Alex looked at each other and shook their heads. "No," Alex said. "Dennis must have said at least six times that he relied on gut instinct. If I tell him I'm not who he thinks I am, that's the end of our deal. I guarantee it."

"I agree," Jill chimed in. "I don't think he'd take it well."

"So, then you're a woman for the rest of the trip," Mel said with a sexy smile. "I don't mind."

"Ok," Jill said leaning in, "but we need to rethink what Allie's wearing around the resort. Since he's not just wearing the ski-suit most of the time, he'll need nicer things to wear around. Putting that off until tomorrow morning, though, what about dinner?"

"What about it?" Alex asked.

"Allie, the main dinning room is a formal restaurant. You can't wear jeans and a top. We need something nicer and, I know it's a lot, but you'll need to do your hair nicer and wear a little makeup."

"Really?" Alex wasn't thrilled at the thought of becoming even more feminine.

Jill nodded. "Let's go upstairs and empty a suitcase out. Then I'll go get some clothes from the car."

"Why do you need a suitcase?" Alex asked. "Are you planning on bringing a lot of stuff?"

"Well, yeah," Jill said, "and I'm not going to walk into the lobby of an Omni hotel carrying trash bags full of clothes." She shook her head at Alex's foolishness. "Come on, let's go."

As they passed through the lobby, Jill spotted a small pharmacy tucked away in the back of the resort's lobby. "You guys go ahead up and empty a suitcase. I'll be right up."
 

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"Yeah, I agree," Alice said to Dennis, as she stood in the bathroom, wearing an elegant, black silk slip while doing her makeup, "she is a bit of an odd duck, but she's funny and seems smart. Besides, I always end up alone on these trips. We had a good time on the slopes and I would just like to have a friend to hang out with while we're here. That's all."

Dennis sighed in the other room. "Alright, but just remember that I don't love mixing work and personal life. As soon as you get too involved in your employees' personal life, things get messy."

"Well, she's not your employee, is she? She's an independent contractor that you hired as a supplier. No problem, then, right?"

Dennis looked at an assortment of ties as he spoke. "I did enjoy my time with her and the sister yesterday. The sister is very outgoing and smart, too. The wife surprised me though."

"How so?"

He shrugged as he picked out the evening's neckwear. "I don't know. I guess she just didn't give off a lesbian vibe."

"What the heck is a lesbian vibe?"

He shrugged again as he tied the tie. "You know what I mean. We knew that our Leslie was a lesbian when she was six years old. When she brought home Ramona, we knew she was the real deal, too. Allie certainly gives off that vibe, but her wife... what was her name?"

"Umm... Melody. Yes, they call her 'Mel.'"

"That's it. Thanks. This 'Melody' doesn't give off that vibe at all. She's too pretty and acts too normal."

Alice came back into the room and grabbed a cocktail dress that was hanging on the closet rod. "That is the dumbest thing I've ever heard," she chided. "My guess is that Mel has never had to defend her proclivities, while Allie, with all of her quirks and oddities, is just uncomfortable in new social situations. You know, not everyone bounced back from the lockdown the way you have. She probably spent the bulk of that time without a lot of social contact. For a girl as quirky as Allie, that has to have an impact of some kind. Zip me up."

Dennis ran the zipper up the back of his wife's dress. "I'm sure you're right."

"I always am."

He snickered at that. "Ok. Have a good time with her, then. She seems like a nice kid, but don't be surprised if she isn't as free-spirited as you are."

"Oh, she will be," Alice giggled. "Mark my words - by the time we leave here, Allie will be just as relaxed in her own skin as I am."

Dennis chuckled at his wife's perseverance. If this was how she wanted to enjoy her vacation, that was fine with him. He patted her back to let her know the zipper was secured.

She turned and looked at him, displaying the way her cocktail dress hung to her shapely body and said, "Tada! Now, look - we're ready and there's still an hour to go before dinner."

Dennis laughed. He knew she'd hurried just to prove a point.
 

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In Mel and Allie's room, things were a lot more hectic. Mel had grabbed her suitcase because it was slightly larger than Alex's, dumped the clothes in it onto the bed and had it ready for Jill when she arrived a few moments later.

"I'll take the suitcase, you take this," Jill said, in a rush, handing Mel a bag from the pharmacy downstairs.

"What's this?"

"It's two bottles of Nair, some baby oil, hair ties, alcohol and sewing needles."

"Ok," Mel said, confused. "What should I do with all of this?"

"Use the Nair on his legs, chest, shoulders, face, sideburns, arms... anywhere that might show when he's wearing a dress."

"A dress?" Alex asked from across the room where he was getting undressed in preparation for a shower.

"I'm not sure what I brought that will work, Allie. Just get ready for maximum skin exposure - just to be sure."

"On his face, though?" Mel asked, wondering why he couldn't just shave there.

"Look, Mel... I can tell when Allie has shaved because his face gets a little rash from the blade. Just use the Nair so that his skin is smooth without any irritation. The the baby oil to sooth it even more."

"Ok," Melody sighed to the door as Jill closed it on the way out. Then she turned to look at Alex, still in his knee length body shaper, and shrugged. "Strip to the skin, babe. We're going to make you smooth as a baby's butt."

About fifteen minutes later, just seconds after Alex got into the shower, Jill came back into the room with a full suitcase. She tossed it onto the messy bed and pulled out a navy blue cocktail dress that she'd bought and worn one time to a Christmas party. It had a retro, quasi 1950s quality to it, with an off the shoulder, modest sweetheart neckline, short sleeves, a moderately high waist and a wide, swing skirt.

"What so you think?" Jill asked Mel. "It's exactly the kind of dress that's appropriate for a formal restaurant."

Mel shook her head. "I don't know, Jill. I mean, it's a beautiful dress, but do you think Allie will wear it?"

"I think it's his best choice," Jill said, sincerely. "So far, he's been the odd ball, tomboy, but I'm a little afraid that Dennis might find that tiring. He needs to be a pretty lady if we're going to a restaurant designed for handsome men and pretty ladies."

"Ok."

By the time Alex got out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist, Jill had already run next door and showered. She was wearing a bra and a half-slip, stockings and nice heels. Her makeup was done and her hair was in hot rollers. Jill was a girl with a busy schedule and she knew how to hustle when she had to.

"I'm going to shower, now" Mel said to Alex. "Do what Jill tells you to do. It's important that we do this right for you, Allie."

"Ok," he said, knowing he'd dug himself a deep hole.

Jill had everything ready to go. "Ok, Allie. Turn your back to me and drop the towel. We're going to put baby oil on you to make sure that the Nair doesn't irritate your skin."

She poured some oil into his hands and told him to rub it into his upper thighs and belly while she went to work on his back and legs. Then she took his towel and dabbed him all over to be sure that there was no excess oil to get on his clothes.

"Here," Jill said, handing Alex a pair of black, nylon panties with a flowered panel in the front.

"These are fancy," Alex said, shaking his head and not wanting to make a big deal out of anything.

"Well, it's a fancy dinner."

As Alex pulled up the panties, Jill got an accidental glimpse of his now hairless groin. She hadn’t expected that area to be denuded, but it had been. Oh well.

Next came the body shaper. It was a different style than the one he’d worn before. Besides having no legs, it had no straps. It was also black and absolutely covered in a floral design.

"Make sure you’re all tucked in," she reminded him as he pulled the garment up his legs.

"Yep."

When he had the shaper in place, Jill shook her head.

"What’s the matter?" Alex asked.

"Well, the shaper gives you plenty of shape in the waist and sides, but without straps, your not getting enough lift to give you believable boobs." She stared for a moment, then snapped her fingers and ran back into her room and returned with what looked like two bra cups with shoelaces laces in between.

"Ok, roll your top down a little," she instructed.

He did so, but asked, "What’s that?"

"It’s a sticky bra. Look, I’ll loosen the laces. There’s a little toggle on the laces, see, so I just lower that. Now, I’m going to stick the cups to the underside of your natural boobs..."

"I’m a guy. I don’t have natural boobs."

"Yeah. Says you. Anyway, now that it’s stuck in place, I raise the toggle to tighten the laces and watch."

As she raised the toggle, it tightened the laces between the bra cups and pulled the extra skin up and together, forming a very impressive and very feminine cleavage.

"And there we go!" Jill announced.

"Damn," Alex said, shaking his head, both horrified and impressed by the results.

Jill pulled the shaper back into place, securing the new boobs.

"There we go!" Jill proclaimed. "Of course, now that I’ve loaned you my sticky bra, I can’t wear a bare-shouldered dress tonight, but you’ll look impressive. Now, come into my room and let me do your hair and makeup."

He was seated in a chair while Jill went to work with her hot rollers. She wound a dozen or so of them them into his hair and gave his head a quick dousing of hair spray before she went to work on his face.

"I need to clean up your brows a little, Allie," she explained, as she grabbed something from her cosmetic bag.

"Your not going to pluck them, are you?"

"Nope," Jill smirked as she flicked the switch on a little electric eyebrow shaver.

"Wait!" Alex said, pulling his head back. "You’re going to give me lady’s eyebrows? I’ll have those for months."

"I’m going to groom them a little bit, Allie. Lots of guys groom their eyebrows nowadays. No one will notice. Now, just let me do what needs to be done."

Reluctantly, he sighed and let his head return to its normal position, allowing Jill to get to work.

When that was done, she set about getting his makeup done. A light base was blended all the way down to his new cleavage. Then she went to work with brushes of various shapes and sizes as she worked with her makeup pallets to reach the effect she desired.

"I’m out of the shower," Mel called from the next room.

"Ok!" Jill called back. "I’m getting your wife ready."

Mel stuck her head into the room. She was wearing only her fanciest bra and panties and looking incredibly beautiful. Had his penis had the room to do so, Alex would have gotten hard at the sight of her, but currently, he was heavily restrained in the shaper.

"Ooh," Mel teased. "Black undies. I like it! Are your panties black, too?"

"They are," Jill answered for Alex. "They’re also silky and very pretty." She smiled and winked at Mel.

"Ooh, I can’t wait," Mel teased. "I’m just going to brush my hair and put on my dress. Be right back."

Moments later, Mel was back, dressed in a slender, black dress that showed off her incredible, fit body. She wasn’t wearing any shoes, yet, but that was not unusual for Mel. Heeled shoes went on as she headed out the door and came off as she came back in.

"Is there anything I can do to help?" Mel asked.

"Take the ice bucket and get a little ice from the machine down the hall," Jill instructed.

"Ice? Why?"

Without stopping her work on his makeup, Jill pointed to Alex’s earlobe.

"Ahh," Mel nodded, grabbed the bucket and hurried out the door.

By the time she returned, Jill was just finishing her makeup work. Of course, Alex’s hair was still up in rollers, but Mel could see that Jill’s skill with makeup had transformed little Alex’s face tremendously. It was very exciting to be a part of this whole thing.

Jill grabbed an eyebrow pencil and made a dot on Alex’s left earlobe, then made a corresponding dot on the right lobe, careful to make sure that each dot was even and centered.

"What are you doing now?" Alex asked as his wife held a piece of ice on each side of his left earlobe.

"What my girlfriends and I did to each other when we were twelve years old. So don’t move." Jill said, with authority.

Hiding her hands from her brother, Jill soaked a large sewing needle in alcohol for a moment while she got a pair of large, dark blue stud earrings prepared. Once everything was ready, she gave Mel a nod, Mel pulled the ice away and Jill pierced Alex’s ear with the very sharp needle. He hardly reacted at all, so she wiped the lobe with alcohol and put the stud in place.

As she moved to the other side, where Mel was already holding the ice, Alex said, "I don’t know why you’re being so sneaky. I know your putting clip-ons earrings on my ears. Why are you numbing my ears first?"

"So they won’t hurt," Jill said with a smile as she pierced the other lobe, wiped it down and installed the other earring.

"Ok, hair," she said, tossing everything else aside and pulling the hot rollers from Alex’s hair. "How are we on time?"

"Thirty two minutes," Mel announced.

"Shoot," Jill grunted. "Are you ready to go?"

"Just need to slip on my heels and I’m good."

"Great. Do you think you can get his pantyhose on while I’m getting my hair brushed out and my dress on?"

"Of course." Mel seemed delighted to help.

"Pantyhose?" Alex was suddenly shocked. "Why on earth do I need to wear pantyhose?"

"Because they didn’t sell stockings in pharmacy downstairs," Jill said, grabbing a brush and blow-dryer and going to work.

"Why do I need to wear stockings at all? No one will see them through the slacks, right?"

Jill looked at Mel. "Show him his outfit."

Melody disappeared for a moment and returned with the dress.

"Oh, no, no, no," Alex said. "I am not wearing THAT! Come on. I know lots of women who NEVER wear dresses. I’m sure I can wear slacks."

"Well, you could if we had a nice outfit for you to wear, Allie," Mel said, calmly, "but Jill and I went through the bags and this is your best option to wear to a fancy restaurant. Honestly, honey, we just don’t have a lot of choices."

"Let’s just cancel, then" Alex said, feeling panic building.

"Cancel for the whole week?" Jill asked. "Allie... get a grip... just be a girl for the week, and you’ll be fine."

"But..."

Jill put her finger on his lips. "The Cole Liquors account is your biggest account at the moment, correct?"

He nodded.

"Do you want to lose it?"

He shook his head, slowly.

"Are you ready to be a big girl, then?"

He sighed and nodded, again.

"Good."

Jill did the best she could with his unruly hair. It certainly was better than it had looked in months, and the rollers and her work with the blowdryer had given it some height and body, but... it wasn’t perfect. It would have to do, though.

"Ok," Jill said, still in charge, "you get Allie into her dress and I’ll brush out my hair and get into mine. Time?"

"Twelve minutes," Mel announced, gently guiding Alex’s pantyhose up his newly smoothed legs before she’d allow him to stand. When he did stand, and she guided the hosiery higher, she couldn’t help but notice that this new style of shaper created a very smooth, very flat, very female groin on her husband and that sent a rush of desire through her.

"Those feel nice, don’t they?" Melody whispered to her husband.

"I guess," he said, but in truth, they felt amazing! They were tight and hot and hardly there at all and so cool. Such a very odd series of sensations were being sent through his skin to his brain.

"Wait till your skirt swings against them," his wife said, but she wasn’t really teasing. She was being serious.

She unzipped the back of the dress and held it low so Alex could step into it. Mel guided it up his body and ran the odd little sleeves up his arm. She situated everything nicely on his breasts, then slowly drew the zipper up his back. She looked him over from the back and then from the side and then from the front and she liked what she saw. It was still her husband, the man that she loved, but he was different. He looked smaller and so much prettier and so much more... vulnerable. Just standing next to him made her feel stronger than him. More in-control than him. More... manly... than him. Even though she was also wearing a cocktail dress, hers was sleek and tight and modern and showed off her strong, hard body. His was old fashioned and feminine and showed off his pleasingly plump, now feminine form. She liked this new juxtaposition and wanted to explore it more.

"You look very nice," Mel told Allie. "Very pretty, actually. How does it feel?"

"I don’t know where to put my hands," Alex said, quietly. "No matter where I put them, they’re touching the dress."

Mel smiled at him. "That’s ok, baby. Just let them hang at your sides, or fold them in front of you. The skirt of your dress blouses out quite a bit, so you’ll be touching it a lot. Now, remember, when you sit, you need to gently fold your skirts under you, like this." She sat and demonstrated. "You try it."

Alex tried it and it seemed pretty logical. The smoothed skirts were comfortable and he could see why it was important to avoid wrinkling the clothes by sitting on them without thought.

"Excellent," Mel complimented him. "Also, make sure that you’re always sitting up nice and straight, especially in a dress that shows off that much breast."

"Yeah," Alex sighed. "That is a lot, isn’t it?"

Mel smiled. "I have a nice, white, cashmere scarf you can wear over your shoulders, if you’d like."

He nodded.

Mel disappeared into their room for a moment and returned with a scarf that was bigger than he expected. It was about eighteen inches wide and more three feet long and made of the softest fibers he ever felt. Mel put it on his shoulders and it covered some of the exposed skin a bit, which was nice. It also smelled of Mel’s perfume, which was comforting as well.

"Zip me up," Jill said to Mel. She was wearing a beautiful, cranberry red cocktail dress that showed off her newly reduced figure beautifully. "Time?"

"Five minutes."

"Awesome!" Jill said, grabbing a clutch purse. "Are we ready?"

"Yes!" Mel bubbled, grabbing her shoes and slipping them on.

"Should I wear the shoes I wore yesterday?" Alex asked.

"Oops," Jill said. She hustled to the bed in Alex and Mel’s room and grabbed a pair of traditional, low pumps. She placed them on the floor and held out her hand to help him slide his feet into them.

"These are high heels." Alex whined.

"These are two inch pumps," Jill said, dismissively. "Just walk normally in them and you’ll be fine."

Once they were on, Alex found that Jill was right. They were quite easy to wear.

"Ok," Jill said. "Let’s go."

They walked down the hall to the elevator. Mel pushed the call button and they waited and that was when Alex got his first glimpse of himself in a full length mirror that was opposite the elevator doors.

"Oh, God," he gasped.

"Pretty good, huh?" Jill said, proudly.

Alex could see his wife and his sister. They were well dressed up, but he’d seen them dressed like that before. There was someone else in the reflection, though and Alex could not get his head around who that was. She was shorter than the other two women, and a bit too heavy to be considered conventionally beautiful, but she was not unattractive. In fact... she was kind of pretty for a hefty girl.

And she had breasts. Prominent breasts that she was showing off in the dress she was wearing.

"You look lovely, baby," Mel said, lovingly.

"I look like a woman."

"A pretty woman," she corrected. "And that’s what we want for now, babe."
 

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Just as in the lounge down stairs, The Main Dinning Room at the Omni Mount Washington Resort at Bretton Woods had high ceilings and vast windows that allowed beautiful views of the valley below and the mountains beyond. It was dark by the time they entered the dinning room, but the moon was bright and its light reflected off the snow beautifully, creating a breathtakingly ghostly vista outside.

As the maître d' led them through the restaurant to the Cole’s table, Melody and Jill kept looking out the windows to see the beauty of the winter outside. Anyone looking at them would assume that Alex was doing the same, but in fact he was looking at the windows, not through them. He was far more interested in the image being reflected back at him than the world beyond.

"Oh, my goodness," Dennis Cole said as the party approached, "look at how well all of these women cleaned up!"

The maitre’d pulled out a chair for Jill and then for Melody, but Dennis scurried over and pulled out a chair for Alex, and gently pushed it back in under him, positioning it comfortably close to the table.

"Well, ladies," Alice said, sounding not just surprised, but almost relieved, "you all look lovely."

"Thank you," Jill said.

"Thanks," Mel said.

Alex just gave a small, nervous smile.

Alice seemed to sense that her new friend, Allie, felt self conscious about the way she looked and offered some support. "Allie, you look very nice, tonight."

"Thank you," Alex replied, with a tight smile.

Alice looked at all the others and smiled. "It’s nice to be able to get dressed up and go out again, isn’t it? Denny and I were going stir crazy during the lock down. I’m not sure Denny could have survived another season without getting away."

A waitress arrived and asked about drinks. Dennis reminded her about the two, very pricey glasses of Louis XIII cognac the bar was holding for Alice and Alex and everyone else ordered much less expensive drinks. Meals were ordered and chit-chat was made.

Soon, a band started playing on the far side of the room and they started to play an upbeat song from the nineteen nineties. Dennis stood and looked at Melody. "May I have this dance?" he asked, with a smile.

"Oh," she sputtered, a bit surprised, "wouldn’t you rather dance with your wife?"

"Not to a fast song," Alice laughed. "I am a slow dance girl."

"Oh, well... ok," Mel said, standing and taking the older gentleman’s hand.

As they left, Jill looked at Alex and Alice and said, "I am very sorry, but I have to excuse myself for a moment. Nature calls, as it were. I’ll be right back."

Alex thought about going with his sister for a moment, but he didn’t think he was up to entering a ladies room just yet.

Left alone with his new friend, he struggled for a moment to think of something to say. Finally, Alice broke the ice.

"I’m going to guess that you don’t get dressed up like this very often?"

"Not like this, no," Alex admitted, with a nervous laugh.

"Well, as a salesperson," Alice asked, genuinely curious, "don’t you find it beneficial to be dressed well when making calls?"

"Yes, of course," Alex said, "but that doesn’t mean I need to wear a dress! I used to wear a suit. Since COVID, I’ve done everything online, so I haven’t really had to present myself to anyone at all for the last few years. That’s is, until Dennis. He insisted on meeting face to face."

Alice gave a knowing smile. She knew Dennis prided himself on trusting his instincts. "Allie, you look absolutely lovely dressed like that. Truly, you do."

Alex shook his head. "If I am honest, Alice, I feel pretty foolish."

Alice shook her head. "I’ve never understood how girls could grow up not enjoying the benefits of womanhood. Trust me, Allie... by the time you and I are done this week, you are going to LOVE being a girl!"

Alex smirked a little and thought, ‘If only you knew how unlikely that is.’

The song ended and Dennis, Melody and Jill all returned to the table just as the food arrived. The food was amazing! Alex had seared salmon with celery roots and baby cabbages with Parmesan and pancetta. It was delicious.

When they’d finished the main course, Dennis ordered everyone a glass of grappa with a shot of espresso as an after dinner apéritif. They sipped and chatted and laughed until the band played an old song that everyone seemed to love.

"Come on, Alice," Dennis said, standing and offering a hand to his wife. "I love this song."

Alice stood and smiled at the young people across from her. "Come on, girls. You should dance, too."

"Yeah," Melody smiled as she stood and offered Alex a hand as well. "Come on, Allie. Let’s dance."

Alex looked petrified.

"Go on, Allie," Jill encouraged. "You’ve always loved this Rod Stewart song."

"Rod Stewart song!?" Dennis sounded horrified. "THIS, young lady, is a Van Morrison song." He shook his head. "And here I was thinking you were cultured." He headed for the dance floor.

"Have I told you lately that I love you?" The singer crooned. "Have I told you, there’s no one else above you?"

Reluctantly, Alex took his wife’s hand and followed her to the dance floor.

It was odd to feel her arms crush the soft fabric of the dress against his body and feel the skirt of the dress sway against his legs, but oddest of all was feeling his breasts crushed against his wife’s firm, athletic body. Her breath on his bare shoulders. Her stray hairs tickling his bare neck. The weight of the earrings on his earlobes.

It was all new and all so very alien and... feminine.

"There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine
Like the sun..." the singer sang.

"I like dancing with you like this," Mel whispered. "You look very pretty dressed this way. With your hair and makeup done so nicely... I really like it."

"You like me looking like a girl?"

"Like a woman," she smiled. "Yeah."

"Why?"

Mel shrugged. "I don’t know. You look nicer. You smell nicer. You act differently."

"How do I act?"

"Sweeter. Softer. More like... my wife, I guess." She smiled more broadly. "I kind of like that."

Alex was about to continue the conversation, but the song ended and they applauded the band. The band started the next song.

"You never close your eyes any more when I kiss your lips," the singer sang in a deeper range. "And there’s no tenderness, any more in your finger tips..."

Mel wrapped her arms around Alex again and started the slow sway of dancing, but someone tapped her on the shoulder.

"May I cut in?" Dennis asked.

"Oh..." Mel said, a bit surprised. "Of course."

Alex smiled and nodded, relieved to be able to retreat to the table. He turned to exit the dance floor, but was shocked to feel Dennis’ hand wrap gently around his wrist, turning him back towards the center of the restaurant and his biggest client.

Dennis’ grip on him was much firmer, much more formal, much tighter and much more manly. He was at least four or five inches taller than Melody, so Alex couldn’t see over Dennis’ shoulder at all. He was literally being led around the dance floor by this man.

"I have to admit," Dennis said in a casual voice, "I was surprised to see you dressed up this evening. I was under the impression that you were a casual person. Casual all the time, I mean."

"I kind of am," Alex admitted, "but my wife and sister forced me to dress up tonight."

"Well, you look nice," Dennis said, causing Alex to blush just a bit.

"Th... thank you."

"Not at all," Dennis smiled. "You know, Allie, when we spoke on the phone, I thought you were a man. You know how it is – Alex can be a male or a female name and your voice is not really indicative of a gender on the phone... I guess I just leapt to a conclusion. And to be honest, even when I saw you yesterday, I wasn’t one hundred percent sure. You were dressed a bit oddly for a meeting."

Alex saw an opening to tell the truth. It wouldn’t be easy, but it was now or never.

"I understand, Dennis. You see, recently I’ve gained a bit of weight and Jill, who was much heavier than I was, lost quite a bit. So, when I went to get dressed for our meeting and found that my clothes didn’t fit correctly..."

"You wore your sisters," Dennis laughed. "I understand entirely.’

"You do?"

"Of course," the older man laughed. "That does explain a few things."

Alex let out a breath. "Oh, good."

"Good thing you’re both girls," Dennis laughed. "Imagine how difficult it would have been if one of you had been a guy."

Alex’s heart sank. "Yeah... imagine."

"Well, I have to tell you, Alice is just thrilled to have found a friend to hang out with while we’re up here. I hope it’s not going to keep you from the slopes." Dennis smiled, reasonably sure that Allie wasn’t an outdoorsy kind of girl.

"I’m happy to do anything that will keep me AWAY from the slopes. I was brought here by Jill and Mel. I’d rather be inside with my computer than outside in the cold. Don’t get me wrong, I love the views and everything, but I prefer them from the warmth of the lodge, not the cold of the mountain sides."

Dennis let out a guffaw. "Oh, my goodness. You and Alice really are soul-sisters. I have heard her say exactly those same words hundreds of times."

Alex smiled at that. "I’m glad to have someone to spend time with then, too."

The song ended and they applauded for the band. Alex was about to head back to the table, but Dennis stopped him with an arm around his shoulder.

"Can I give you big of advice, Allie? Old salesperson to a younger one?"

"Oh, umm... of course."

Dennis walked him over to a quiet area where there was a nice view, but no crowd. "Allie... when we spoke on the phone, I was impressed. You had good prices and great product. But when I saw you, in my office... well, as I’ve said... I had second thoughts. Then we spoke and I was back on Team Allie."

Alex nodded, not quite knowing what to say.

"My point is, appearance means a lot in sales. Now, if you’ll forgive me being blunt, I don’t mean the fact that you’re a bit hefty. I know lots of chunky salespeople. What I mean is... oh, heck, Allie, you looked like an unmade bed when I met you. Now, I might not have said anything about that if it weren’t for the fact that tonight you look a thousand times nicer, honey. Now, I’m not saying this to be sexist. I would be saying the same thing to a man. You’re a talented salesperson, Allie, but you need to up your game substantially."

"I hear you, Dennis," Alex said. "I’ll do my best."

"Good," he smiled. "Now, here’s the thing I’d like to offer. Alice loves a challenge and she loves to get her hair and nails and everything else that can be DONE done, so... let her get it DONE with you this week, too. Ok? Our treat. Alice will have a great time and you’ll come home from vacation with a new look, ready to take on the world. What do you say?"

What could he say? "Oh, gee, Dennis, I couldn’t let you spend that kind of money..."

"Enough, Allie. I’m happy to do it. As far as I’m concerned, it’s part of Alice’s vacation. Ok?"

There was no escape at this point. Maybe he could find one later. "Ok. Thank you, Dennis. That’s very kind of you."

"My pleasure. Come on. Let’s get back to the table."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Alex - 3

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Stuck
  • Sweet / Sentimental

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  • Lingirie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Workplace Situations

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Alex: 3

by Clara
Copyright© 2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

The week at the ski lodge in New Hampshire continues as does Alice's tutelage of Allie.
I never know if anyone will like these stories until I post them.


 
Author's Note:Thank you for all the kind reviews. They really mean a lot! Please, everyone, Leave me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Alex: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Part 3
 

“So,” Jill shrugged after Alex told them what Dennis had said, “you get the advantages of a rich woman’s vacation, then you go home and go back to living your normal life. If you have your brows done, they’ll grow out. If you have your hair done, it’ll grow out. If you have your hair colored, you can buy some Clairol and return it to your natural color when we get home. This is a no-lose situation, Allie. You’ll have a nice vacation, see how the other half lives – both the rich half and the female half – and enjoy yourself.”

“Wait…” Alex said, draping the large scarf he’d been struggling with all evening over the back of a chair. “… you think she’s going to want me to go to a salon with her?”

Melody chuckled. “My experience with wealthy women is that they associate relaxation with salons and spas. I would guess that one of those two places is first on her list of ‘Things To Do With Allie.’ But so what? You’ve never been to either and they’re both great!”

“Yeah. You both make it sound so easy,” Alex sighed, sitting carefully on the bed, still dressed in the cocktail dress. “What if I’m found out? I’ll lose the biggest customer I’ve ever had.”

“Then don’t get found out,” Mel shrugged. “Look, Allie, I don’t know how you got into this mess, but you did get yourself into it and now you’ve got no choice but to follow through until we leave. It’s nobody’s fault but yours. It’s just like this trip – you never plan ahead for anything and now you have to pay the price for your lax behavior.”

He nodded and sighed. “I guess.” He stood. “Can you get me out of these clothes? I truly don’t understand why women wear clothes that they can’t get into and out of on their own.”

Jill snickered at that. “You’ll learn how, eventually.”

“I hope I’m not wearing them long enough to get used to them,” he said, as his sister slid the zipper down his back.

“Oh, I hope you never stop wearing them,” his wife said with a broad smile, pulling a short, yellow nightie with short, puffy sleeves from the suitcase that Jill had brought in from the SUV.

“Seriously?” Alex asked.

“Oh, don’t you worry, little lady,” Mel teased, shaking the little nightie playfully, as if she were a matador. “I’ll make it worth your while.”

“I’m leaving, now,” Jill said and she hurried back to her room, closing the two doors behind her.
 

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“Ahh, we’re all arriving at breakfast at the same time! How wonderful!” Alice said, clapping her hands as she and Dennis arrived in the lobby at the same time that Alex, Jill and Melody did. Jill, Melody and Dennis, of course, were wearing their ski-suits with the tops turned down, while Alice was wearing a casual dress and Alex was wearing a long, beige, wool skirt with a red sweater and knee high, low heeled boots.

“This is fortuitous,” Dennis smiled. “Would you ladies mind if I joined you on the mountain today?”

“That would be lovely,” Melody said with a smile.

“Be warned, though, Dennis,” Jill said, sounding very serious, “Mel is extremely competitive.”

“Oh, ho, ho,” Dennis laughed and shook his head. “You have no idea what competition is until you’ve been been involved in a sport with me.”

“Oh, really!?” Mel laughed.

“Oh, really,” Dennis replied with a nod and a smile.

“Well, we shall see,” Mel said as the waitress showed up and took their orders.

“So,” Jill said when the waitress had left, “we know what the roughnecks are doing today, what are the ladies doing?”

Alex shot his sister a glance, but Jill’s smile didn’t waver. She did flutter her eyes at him innocently, though.

“Well,” Alice said, looking rather pleased with her plans, “I’ve made appointments for us to have makeovers this morning. I do hope you don’t mind, Allie, but I am desperate to try something new with my hair. I’ve had this color for absolutely ages! After that, I have reservations for a late lunch and then… we’ll see.”

“Oh, a salon appointment!” Melody grinned and looked at her husband. “Won’t that be nice, Allie!?”

Alex just stared daggers at his wife.

“Oh… I’m sorry,” Alice said. She sensed some tension and wanted to defuse any problem she’d caused. “Is a salon visit a problem?”

“Well, to tell you the truth, Alice,” Jill said as if she was telling a big secret, “Allie has never been to a real salon before.”

Alice blinked in disbelief. “Ever!? I mean… how is that possible!?”

“Our mom did hair when she was younger and, when we were kids, she always did our hair. To be honest, mom didn’t REALLY give up doing hair because she had kids… The truth is, she really wasn’t very good at it. By the time I was twelve or so, I started going a salon with a friend, but Allie stuck with mom until she moved away a few years ago. Since then, Allie’s just been wearing a baseball cap most of the time.”

Even though Jill’s story was true, it still was embarrassing to have her say it. Alex had never had anyone cut his hair except his mother and he was kind of precious about having anyone else do it for him, but he knew that it had to be done. He might just as well have it done for the first time with Alice. Maybe he could get a reasonably gender-neutral haircut, and if not, at least it would be neater when he finally visited a barbershop for the first time.

“Oh, Allie,” Alice said with dramatic sympathy, “I didn’t know… we don’t have to get our hair done, then. We’ll just focus on our nails and…”

“No, no,” Alex interrupted with a forced smile. “I’d like to get my hair done. I need to have it done and I’d rather have it done with you than have my sister force a haircut on me that I don’t like.” He glared at Jill.

“Alright, girls,” Melody said, tapping both of them on the shoulders. “Let’s not start airing our dirty laundry in front of our new friends.”

Jill looked away from Alex and smiled at both Dennis and Alice. “Of course. I apologize.”

“As do I,” Alex echoed. “I didn’t get a lot of sleep last night. I guess I’m just a bit grumpy.”

“Well, a day at the salon will take care of that!” Alice grinned, very satisfied with the conversation’s resolution. “Trust me, honey, once you’ve had ‘the works’ at a good salon, you’ll look forward to your weekly visits.”

“What do you do for a living, Melody?” Dennis asked.

“I’m a Phys Ed teacher,” she answered, surprised by the change in conversational direction.

“Do you like it?”

“I love it.”

“Too bad,” Dennis said, shaking his head. “If Allie gets used to the same kind of weekly salon treatments that MY WIFE enjoys, then you’ll go broke on a teacher’s salary.”

That made everyone at Dennis’ end of the table laugh. Alice and Alex both just sighed and looked at each other, shaking their heads.

“Men,” Alice said, disgusted.

“Exactly,” Alex agreed.

“So… did you bring your bathing suit?” Alice asked, wide eyed.

“My…” Alex was very confused. “Why would I need a bathing suit to get my hair cut?”

“Not to have your hair done, silly,” Alice laughed. “To have your facial and skin care treatments. You don’t want to get your clothes covered in all those things they use on you.”

“I…” he had no idea if there was a bathing suit available to him.

“Of course she has a bathing suit,” Jill said, rolling her eyes. “It’s a darned good thing I packed for you, little sister.”
 

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“Whoa,” Alex muttered as he followed Alice into the spacious and elegant salon/spa at the Omni Mount Washington Resort carrying a small bag with containing his shaper and a pair of panties. Currently, under his clothes, he was wearing one-piece bathing suit with shape-wear qualities built into it. He’d never been in a salon before, but he’d seen the insides of the Great Clips, Supercuts, Fantastic Sam’s and Cost Cutters in the malls and they didn’t look anything like this. This had ‘rich people’ written all over it in huge, neon, capital letters.

“Good morning, ladies,” the very attractive, young receptionist said with a wide, perfect grin. “What can I do for you?”

“Good morning,” Alice said, very at ease in this environment. “Cole… party of two.”

“Oh, yes,” the girl smiled, checking her tablet. “I see we’re starting with one hundred minute Mount Washington Signature Facial. Becky, our chief esthetician, and her team will be with you in a moment. Please, have a seat and help yourself to anything from our beverage and nutrition bar.”

“Thank you,” Alice smiled, “but we’ve just had breakfast.”

“Of course,” the girl said, in a way that indicated that a message had been received. She nodded and departed.

“You have to tell these people these things, or else they’ll keep you waiting for hours,” Alice said to Alex.

“These people?” Alex asked.

“The reception people,” Alice explained. “Allie… I want you to pay attention to things as we go through the week. I want you to learn how to carry yourself like a woman of substance. To tell people you expect to be treated a certain way without having to tell them so.”

“How can I tell them without saying anything?”

“Through your movements, Allie. By speaking a certain way. By saying one thing, but meaning another. For instance: I just told that young lady that we just ate breakfast. That means that we have no need of snacking on their fat-filled pastries while we wait twenty minutes for,” she made air quotes, “‘Becky, our chief esthetician’ to arrive. That young lady made Becky aware that we were here and not partaking of the food. Mark my words, Becky will be here within the next two to three minutes.”

Alex nodded. “I see.” He thought for a moment. “Wouldn’t it be easier to just tell her that?”

Alice smiled and shook her head. “No, dear. That would come off as uppity. This way the information was given politely.”

“Oh,” Alex nodded.

“Allie,” Alice said as nicely as she could, “I see the way your sister and your wife team up on you. You need to develop some skills to take control of your life, dear. That’s what we’re going to work on this week. By the time I’m done with you, you will be a more confident woman and they will not feel like they have the right to walk all over you.”

There was a lot of truth in what Alice had just said. Alex loved his wife and sister to death, but they were both pretty pushy and dismissive of his opinions. Maybe he could learn a thing or two from Alice to help him cope with certain aspects of his life.

“So…” he smiled, “… I guess you’re my Harold Higgins and I’m your Eliza Doolittle, then.”

“Oh! ‘My Fair Lady!’ I love that play!” Alice said, excited. “I was in it in high school!”

“So was I!” Alex said, with a bit of a laugh.

“Really! Oh, I wanted to play Eliza so badly. I just loved listening to Julie Andrew’s’ voice on the recording and Audrey Hepburn was so beautiful in the movie… but, sadly… I ended up playing frumpy old Mrs Pearce. How about you, dear? Who did you play? Now, don’t tell me you got to be Eliza?”

Alex was about to blurt out that he played Eliza’s love interest, Freddy Eynsford-Hill who sings ‘On The Street Where You Live,’ but realized what a faux pas that would be, so he he fibbed and said, “Oh, I was just in the chorus. One of the people at Ascot and one of the cockneys. It was a lot of fun, though.”

Alice was ready to continue to reminisce about her days of trodding the boards of her high school stage, but suddenly a stunningly beautiful woman appeared in the waiting area. She wasn’t just attractive, her makeup was astoundingly well done and made an immediate impact on anyone viewing her.

“Good morning, ladies,” she said in a confident voice that quieted them without any real volume. “My name is Becky and I am the chief esthetician here at The Omni. I will be overseeing your experience here, today.”

“Hello, Becky,” Alice smiled, extending a hand with all the poise of a diplomat or a member of a royal family. “I’m Alice. This is my companion, Allie.”

Becky shook her hand and then took Alex’s, but her command of the room faded under Alice’s royal attitude. Clearly, Alice was always in charge of any situation.

“Please, follow me, ladies,” Becky said, leading the way.

They entered a room with beige, stucco walls, small water fountains in two corners, lights dimmed lower than normal and the smell of flowers – possibly hibiscus – just barely present in the air, they found two women dressed in what could have been white nurses’ uniforms waiting for them.

“Ladies,” Becky smiled and introduced the two women, “this is Nadia and Ella. I will be working with them during your visits today. Are you wearing your swim suits already?”

“Yes,” both Alice and Alex confirmed.

“Excellent,” Becky smiled. “Then if you could strip to your suits and sit in the chairs, we’ll begin.”

They stepped behind some elaborately decorated screens to remove their outer clothes. When Alex stepped back into the room, he was wearing a one-piece suit that was rather festively decorated with lots of tropical flowers in bright reds and blues and greens and yellows and oranges. When Alice stepped out from behind her screen, Alex’s jaw nearly dropped. She was in her fifties, but she had the body of an eighteen year old dancer. Slender, lithe, well toned, gravity defying and the skimpy, bright orange two piece she wore drew every eye to exactly the spots she wanted to display.

“Alice,” Alex said, with genuine awe, “you look amazing in that suit!”

“Well, thank you, dear,” she giggled. “Honestly, it’s not that hard to look this good. I could help you with that too. I have a trainer come to my house every weekday. You could join me if you’d like.”

Alex shook his head. “I can’t drive all the way to Natick every day.”

“We don’t live in Natick, dear. That’s just where Denny’s offices are because it’s convenient to the Mass Pike. We live in Jefferson. I believe you live in Greendale, don’t you?”

“Yes,” Alex confirmed.

“Excellent,” Alice smiled. “Maybe our friendship can extend beyond this week, then.”

A hot rush of panic washed over Alex for a moment, but there was nothing to do but to smiled and say, “Oh, that would be wonderful.”

Within minutes, they were seated in the clinical looking chairs, and then the chairs were reclined into a completely flat position. They were both covered in heated blankets and Nadia and Ella began to massage warm, fragrant oils into their faces. It was heavenly.

Becky looked at each of the clients closely and quietly issued instructions to the Nadia or Ella – Since the assistants had only been introduced as a couple, Alex was not quite sure which one was working on him.

“Use a collagen rub,” Becky said as she looked at Alice. “Try something with a bit of toner to prevent crows feet and fill in worry lines. Right here, make sure you work this area. I see a lot of stress marks here.”

“Yes, ma’am,” either Nadia or Ella replied.

Then Becky was looking at Alex with a critical eye and Alex suspected that she did not like what she saw.

“Exfoliate… more than once if needed. Numb this area of the forehead and thread those brows. Go for a classic arch. Use a cream with a bit of color in it. She seems very pale. I’d like to see those lips plumped up a great deal if that’s possible. They’re pretty chapped anyway. Work on that.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

The next ninety five minutes were a series of submissions to Becky’s inspections and then wonderful applications of ointments and balms by Nadia/Ella. Many times, his eyes were closed with the relaxation he felt from the treatment. Several times, he nearly fell asleep.

“Alright, ladies,” Becky said, in a ‘time to get up’ voice, “let’s get you ready for your mani/pedis.”

Alex stood up, slowly, blinking as if he was waking up from a deep sleep.

“Did you enjoy that?” Alice asked.

“That was amazing,” Alex admitted. “I don’t think I’ve ever been that relaxed before.”

Alice smiled and rubbed his back. “We’re only just getting started, Eliza.”

The mani/pedi was just as amazingly relaxing as the facial had been. Heck, he’d clipped his toenails a million times in his lifetime. How could it be this wonderful when Nadia/Ella did it for him? It didn’t seem possible!

As Nadia/Ella worked on his hands, Alex chit chatted with Alice, who enlightened him on the importance of appearance and behavior. He did take a bit of note that Nadia/Ella was using a brush on his hand and then inserting his hand into an interesting looking lamp from time to time, but he was listening to Alice and not paying attention to much else.

“Long or short?” Nadia/Ella asked.

“I beg your pardon?” Alex asked in return.

“Your nails,” she smiled and held Alex’s hand up for him to see the gel nails she’d been attaching and smoothing onto his own fingernails. “Do you want me to trim them long or short?”

“I… ummm…” he stumbled, not knowing how to answer.

Alice could see her new friend was floundering, so she jumped in. “Let’s go just a little longer than what we’d call ‘short.’ Say… about a quarter of an inch or so.”

“Yes, ma’am,” Nadia/Ella smiled. “Rounded or squared?”

“Rounded, of course.”

“Yes, of course. Thank you, ma’am,” and she went to work with an Emory board.

“I’ve…umm… I’ve never had long nails before,” he said to Alice.

She chuckled at his reticence. “They won’t be that long, dear. You’ll get used to them, easily. They won’t interfere with your computer work or anything like that. And most importantly… they’ll be pretty. Allie… pretty is important. You need some ‘pretty’ in your life. Just relax and be… pretty. Ok?“

Alex smirked and shook his head. “‘Pretty’ has never been a part of my life, Alice. I’ve always been… you know… chubby and homely.”

“Oh, my God, Allie! Who told you you were homely!?”

“No one had to tell me that, Alice. I have eyes. I can look in a mirror. I know what my clothes feel like. Why Mel ever fell for me, I’ll never understand.”

Alice pulled her hand away from her attendant and stood. “I need the room for a few minutes, please.”

“Yes, ma’am,” both Nadia and Ella said, standing and shuffling out of the room as quickly as they could, eager to get away from the uncomfortable situation.

When the room was empty except for the two of them, Alice offered Alex her hand and said, “Stand up, dear. I want to show you something.”

He took her hand and stood. She put her arm around his shoulder and guided him to a mirror, pointed to it and said, “Tell me what you see.”

He looked at it and said, “I see a beautiful woman in a very skimpy bathing suit.”

Alice laughed at that. “Well, thank you for that, but who do you see next to that woman?”

Alex looked at himself – short and stout and wearing the bathing suit his sister had loaned him that pushed his testicles up into his crotch, his penis back between his legs, his torso into the shape of a sausage and his extra flab up into breasts that he shouldn’t have and he felt like crying. “Alice… please… don’t make me do this.”

Alice leaned her head to the side so that it rested on the top of his. She rubbed her hand on his arm. “Ok. Ok. But let me tell you what I see. I see a bright, funny, successful young woman, with a wife and a sister who, even though they may tease her a bit, love her very much. I see a young woman who has managed to keep her independent business alive through one of the worst pandemics the world has ever known and still be able to come up with new and innovative ways to promote herself. I see a young woman who just needs to believe in herself a little bit more in order to be able to take the world by storm.”

Alex let out a nervous laugh. “I wish I saw any of that.”

Alice kissed the top of his head. “You will, dear. Trust me. Listen, I raised three daughters and they are all fiercely confident, powerful, beautiful woman. By the time I’m done with you, you will be too.”

“I doubt that.”

“I promise… you will be.” She hugged him with that one arm and rubbed his arm some more. “You’ll see.”

When she released him, she raised her voice and called, “You can come back in, now!”

When their nails were done, Alice called Becky over and asked for a waiter. A few minutes later a woman arrived and Alice said, “I’d like two glasses of Krug Grand Cuvée, a can of Imperia and a plate of toast spears – some dry, some lightly buttered – for my friend and me? Charge that to the Presidential Suite. Thank you.”

‘Yes, ma’am.” The waitress seemed impressed and left.

“We’ll change into our regular clothes now, then take a short snack break before we have our hair done,” Alice instructed Becky.

“Of course,” Becky nodded.

“Come, Allie, dear,” she said to Alex, “let’s get more comfortable.”

The skirt and sweater with the shape wear and boots was, in fact, quite a bit more comfortable and less nerve wracking for Alex to wear in public. It was when he was changing in the dressing room, though that he noticed that his eyebrows were noticeably different than they had been that morning. Thinner, sculpted and arched in a way that no one could ever mistake as masculine. He wanted to be upset about it, but the fact was that they kind of matched his now very smooth skin and oddly plump lips. Huh… he had no makeup on whatsoever, but his face looked very, very much like his sister’s. In fact… he looked a bit more like he could be his sister than his actual sister looked like his sister. How was that even possible?

He stepped out of the dressing room in time to see Alice signing for a tray of drinks and food. She held up a flute-style glass of a pale yellow, sparkling beverage and handed it to Alex.

“What’s this?” He asked.

“Champagne,” she said, matter of factly, as if everyone had champagne at twelve thirty in the afternoon. “Krug Grand Cuvée, in fact. My favorite. Take a sip.”

He did. “Mmmm. My God! That’s delicious! I’ve only ever had champagne at weddings and it’s always…”

“…cheap and bitter tasting,” Alice finished his thought. “I know. It’s horrible, isn’t it. This is what fine champagne is all about. You seem to love wine so much, I’m surprised you’re not more of a champagne drinker.”

“I think I am now,” he said and took another tiny sip.

Alice smiled, put down her flute and picked up a triangle of toast. Then she took a tiny spoon and put a very small mound of black jelly with little balls of something in it. “Now, try this,” she said, holding the sliver of decorated toast up to his lips.

He took a little bite and… it tasted like nothing he’d ever tasted before. Very fresh, light, buttery, creamy, a bit salty and just a tiny bit fishy. Almost like a delicate jelly made from sea water.

“Wow,” Alex muttered quietly as he examined the taste in his mouth. “What is this?”

“Caviar,” she smiled.

“Caviar!?” He took another nibble. “I tried caviar once before and it tasted NOTHING like this.”

“You tasted CHEAP caviar,” Alice said shaking her head. “That might as well be heavily salted fish bait. THIS is caviar.”

Alex glanced down at a copy of the receipt and nearly spit out the delicacy. “Alice! You can’t spend this kind of money every day.”

“Of course I can,” she smiled. “Allie… I know how much we have and how much we’ve set aside for this trip. None of this is going to be a surprise to Denny. He jokes about it, but he knows that making money isn’t worth anything if we don’t enjoy it together. THIS is what life is all about, Allie. Enjoying the good things. Family, friends, good food, travel, the beauty of the world, the beauty of ourselves. That’s why we’re here, honey. Not just to work and slave our lives away. To be who we want to be. And I want to be someone who dresses beautifully, eats wonderful food, gets their hair done by artists and teaches young women to reach their full potential.” She kissed his smooth, soft cheek. “Enjoy the better things in life, Allie.”

His sips and nibbles were so small that he’d barely made a dent in his champagne or caviar before Becky arrived and invited them into the hair salon. Alice stood with a practiced elegance that Alex tried to emulate. He wasn’t sure that he’d done very well, but Alice gave him an approving smile, so he determined to continue to practice and improve.

“Have our tray brought in for us, please, Becky,” Alice said with a polite coolness that was in no way snobbish, but also didn’t offer any sign of friendship.

“Of course,” Becky replied with a cordial smile.

“So, what are we doing today, ladies?” The hairdresser in charge asked.

“For myself,” Alice instructed, “I would just like a little trim, spruce up my color with something new and maybe put my hair up a little fancy for dinner tonight.”

“We can certainly handle that,” the hairdresser smiled.

“For my friend… as you can see, it has been a while since she’s paid any attention to her hair so I think what she needs is something beautiful, but maintainable. You know what I mean.”

The hairdresser did know what she meant. She meant that this woman didn’t know how to take care of her hair and the older woman wanted her to look presentable.

“Oh,” Alice said in her regal tone, “of course, we’d both like our makeup done.” It was odd how Alice’s tone was so warm, friendly and irresistibly inviting with Alex and so cool, superior and irresistibly compelling to people from whom she was expecting services. It was astounding. It was as if she was a true Svengali.

The hairdresser looked at Alex, contemplated him for a moment and said, “You have lovely, thick hair. Do you want to maintain the length?”

“I… I guess,” he sputtered. He assumed that, if he got a ‘haircut’ they’d cut his hair, but if he could keep it long, he’d kind of prefer that.

“How about some color?”

“What did you have in mind?” Alice asked when Alex seemed flummoxed by the question.

“Nothing drastic. She has a nice, chestnut brown color… maybe some bronze highlights. I think that would really make her hair pop.”

“Ohh,” Alice said, touching his hair. “That sounds lovely. What do you think, Allie?”

Alex took a second to think, but it didn’t take long. Alice was the first person who ever saw potential in him. Potential for success. Potential for happiness. Potential for being… well… even remotely good looking. If she thought it was a good idea, then… “Sure.”

“Alright, then, here’s what I’m thinking,” the hairdresser suggested. “You have such thick hair, I think we use a perm to accomplish two things. From your scalp to your shoulders, we straighten your hair, and then from your shoulders down, we create wide, loose curls that will spread – you know – kind of elegantly across your back and give your hair lots of shape and body. What do you say?”

He looked at Alice. “I think I need your advice. I’ve never had anything like this done before. I think… I need to hear your opinion.”

Alice smiled. “Allie, this is your decision, but I think that this sounds like a lovely style. If you’re asking for my opinion, then I’d say to give it a try. The best thing that can happen is you’ll love it. The worst thing that can happen is you hate it and, if you do, then we try something’s else. Ok?”

He nodded. “Ok.”

“Ok,” Alice’s grin broadened.

“Ok,” the hairdresser smiled, too. She looked at Alice. “Your treatment will only take an hour or so. Allie’s treatment – it is Allie, right? Allie’s treatment will be a couple of hours.”

“That’s fine,” Alice smiled. “Tell me, is there still a boutique in the back of the lobby?”

“Yes, there is,” the hairdresser said, happily.

“Ok, let’s do this, then,” Alice said, with everything already decided. “You go ahead and get started on Allie and I’ll go take care of an errand I need to run. I’ll be back before Allie’s shampoo is done and you can take care of me too. Ok?”

“Sounds good,” the hairdresser nodded. “Right this way, Allie.”

The next two hours were a blur of never before felt hair pulls, different sized hair curlers, different smells, unguents and potions and tinctures that were like nothing he’d ever seen/felt/smelled before. It was fascinating and mystifying and amazing and he had no idea what any of it was or what any of it did. He just sat there and listened to the chit chat of the hairdressers, Becky and Alice, after she returned. As they worked, he also nibbled his caviar on toast spears and sipped his champagne.

“This will do very nicely,” Alice said as she examined the work the beauticians had done on her hair and makeup. She turned and looked at Alex and struck a pose. “What do you think? Will Denny be mesmerized by my beauty?” She giggled at her own joke.

Alex, who was still in the process of having his hair blown out and brushed, looked at her with sincere admiration. “Alice, you look amazing! If Dennis has any testosterone in him at all, he’ll be completely mesmerized.”

“Oh, you’re sweet,” she laughed. She grabbed a bag she’d returned with from her errand and said, “I’ll be right back.”

When she returned, she was wearing a new, emerald green, short sleeved dress with a plunging, revealing neckline, wide, knee-length skirt, and tiny white dots scattered seemingly randomly around the entire dress.

It was a simple, but elegant that looked absolutely beautiful on her.

“Oh, Alice! You’re gorgeous!” Alex gushed.

“Now, that’s what I wanted to hear,” she laughed. She sat and waited as the beauticians working on Alex continued working. It was another twenty minutes before they finished.

Just before his makeup was done, Alice whispered something into the ear of Alex’s beautician, who nodded and turned him away from the mirrors, which had been blocked by the beautician’s body, anyway.

Finally, they were done.

Alice offered Alex her hand and said, “Please, dear, come with me. Don’t look in a mirror or anything. Just come with me.”

He did as he was told and Alice lead him into a changing room where she opened a bag and pulled out a new dress. A shockingly bright orange dress that was essentially just an Oxford-style dress shirt that extended down to a very wide skirt.

Alex stared at the dress, shocked by the eye-catching quality of the color. It wasn’t a ‘caution’ orange. It wasn’t a ‘burnt’ orange. It was just… orange. Like the orange that would come out of a Crayola crayon box. A lovely, perfect orange color.

“Don’t you like it?” Alice asked.

“I… I… it’s awfully… bright, Alice. I’m not really the kind of person who wears this kind of color.”

“Correction. You WEREN’T the kind of person who wears this kind of color. Allie… you need to step out of your comfort zone. Trust me, darling, you haven’t seen what you look like with your new hair and make up. Add this dress to that look and when your wife sees you, she’ll know that you are a new person. A strong person. A woman to be reckoned with. Just try it on and if you don’t love it, take it off an go back to wearing your safe sweater and skirt combination.”

Alex nodded his head. She was right. What did he have to lose? “Ok, but… you can’t keep spending this kind of money on me.” He began unbuttoning the buttons that ran all the way down the front of the dress.

“Allie,” Alice said with a self satisfied smile, “I paid thirty nine dollars for that dress. You don’t always have to pay top dollar. You just need to find high quality items at good prices.”

Alex slid his arms into the sleeves of the dress and began rebuttoning the front.

It turned out, the sleeves were just a bit longer than half-length and there was a built in belt at the natural waist-line.

It fit nicely, though, and he buttoned it all the way up. “How did you know my size?” Alex asked.

“When I was waiting for you to put on your swim suit, I peeked at the size of the dress you wore last night. Also, this is a pretty forgiving style, so if I was a little off, it would probably still fit.” As she said all of that, Alice adjusted the dress on Alex’s body and she unbuttoned the top four buttons of it to reveal some cleavage. “That’s better,” she grinned. “Now, take off those boots.”

“You didn’t buy shoes, too!?”

“Of course I did,” she grinned, holding out a pair of classic, pointy-toed, low-heeled pumps in a shiny gold, alligator skin finish.

Alex chuckled. “Even the shoes are ostentatious.”

“I think you mean, ‘Even the shoes make a statement.’” Alice smiled and watched as Alex took off his boots and slipped on the classically feminine shoes.

When the shoes were on, Alice picked up the boots and the clothes that Alex had worn into the dressing room and she smiled at how her companion looked. “Allie… you look just…” she sighed “…I was going to say lovely, but… you look just beautiful.” She shook her head in satisfaction as Alex blushed a bit. “Are you ready to see the new Allie?”

Alex took a deep breath and let it out. “I guess so.”

Alice took his hand in hers and led him out.

When Becky, Nadia, Ella and the beauticians saw Alex in his new dress, some of them actually gasped, but they all applauded. Alex thought that was odd until Alice led him to a mirrors where he saw Alice with a shorter woman beside her. She wasn’t heavy, per se, she was… pleasingly plump. Her dark hair had perfect, bronze highlights that sparkled around her face, as her hair flowed straight down past her shoulders and then cascaded out into clouds of curls to her shoulder blades.

Her face was round and plump and smooth, with rosy, perfect lips and huge eyes with long, beautiful lashes and perfectly arched brows.

Then there was the dress. Simple, but startling and perfect.

“Well?” Alice asked. “What do you think of the NEW Allie?”

“She’s…” Alex gasped. “She’s… so… different.” Alex had never looked in mirror and seen something he liked looking back before. Now… he loved how he looked. He didn’t care that he looked like a woman. He just cared that he looked… attractive. His heart soared at the idea of not being seen as the odd little guy for once. He had the feeling that, looking as he did at that moment, he could go someplace… any place… and, yes he’d be noticed, but he would be noticed for all ‘the right’ reasons. Not for the usual reasons. Not because he was a chubby, little, insecure man in world that didn’t value chubby, little, insecure men. He’d be noticed because he was attractive. That was better. Much better. “I’m not sure what to say.”

Alice smiled and patted his cheek. “Allie… it’s ok to call yourself pretty.”

Alex looked at himself in the mirror for a long time, then looked at Alice and very quietly said, “Thank you.”

“You’re very welcome, my dear,” she smiled. “Come on. We have another couple of hours before Denny and the others get back. I’d like to teach you a few more things today.”

“More!? Look at me! It’s like you turned me from a peasant into a princess! What more is there to do?”

“We’ll, my dear Eliza, you may LOOK like a princess, but now it’s time for us to discuss… deportment.”
 

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“Huh, it looks like we’re all having dinner together again this evening,” Dennis said to Melody and Jill after reading a text from his wife. He and the girls had had a great day on the slopes, had just finished their last run and were calling it a day.

“Well, that must mean that Alice and Allie are getting along pretty well then,” Jill said, with a smile. “I think that’s great. Allie’s not really an outdoorsy kind or person, if you know what I mean.”

“I certainly do,” Dennis smiled. “Alice’s idea of outdoorsy is exiting one store on Newberry Street and walking to another.” They all laughed at that. He held up his phone and showed it to the girls. “It says they’re in the lounge, but not to come until we wash the stink off of us and make ourselves presentable.”

Melody had taken her phone out, too, and said, “I got a text from Allie that says to dress up and be in the lounge by eight.”

“EIGHT!” Jill said, shocked. “Who eats at eight!?”

“We do,” Dennis shrugged. “When we go on vacation, we tend to go to dinner later to avoid being in restaurants with families with younger children. It’s quieter and less crowded and we can take our time and enjoy ourselves.”

“Well, that sounds nice, actually,” Melody said.

“Ok, then,” Jill said, as they dropped their skis at the rental desk and headed back to the lodge. “We’ll see you in the lounge at eight.”

Mel and Jill walked up the flight of stairs to their room and went in, opening the door in between so they could chat as they changed.

“I hope Allie’s day wasn’t too stressful,” Mel chuckled. “We kind of put him on the spot, I guess.”

“Well, I kind of did that on Friday, really,” Jill laughed back. “I guess he’s been ‘on the spot’ ever since. To tell you the truth, though, he looked awfully cute in my old clothes. My older brother wearing my hand-me-downs is kind of a kick for me.”

“For you!?” Mel laughed. She came to the doorway between the two rooms in just her bra and panties and said, “Jilly, I’m going to tell you a secret… since Thursday, when I first went through those bags and took out some clothes for Allie… we have been having the best sex of our marriage!”

Jill, also in her bra and panties put her hands on her hips and smirked. “You think that’s a secret? Mel, my bed and your bed are against the same wall. I heard you two going at it like newlywed rabbits in there last night while I tried to watch ‘The Great British Bake Off’ in here. Eventually, I had to give up and watch something louder just to drown you out! The only thing I could find was ‘Under Siege.’ Do you have any idea how much I HATE Steven Seagal!? A lot, is the answer. I hate Steven Seagal A LOT!”

Melody laughed. “Sorry. Well, not really, but we didn’t mean to keep you awake… so I’m sorry about that… a little.”

“Hey?” Jill suddenly noticed something. “The text said to dress up, right?”

“Yeah.”

“Then, what’s Allie wearing to dinner? There was only one nice dress in the bags and it’s hanging right there behind you.”

Mel looked over her shoulder and saw the dress on a hanger. “I guess he’s still wearing the sweater and skirt.”

Jill looked skeptical. “I sincerely doubt that Alice Cole is allowing Allie to sit at her table in a nice restaurant wearing a casual sweater and skirt.”

Mel shrugged. “We shall see, I guess.”
 

~^~

 

Dennis met Mel and Jill in the lobby outside of the lounge. He was wearing a very well tailored tuxedo that evening.

“Well, don’t you look amazing!?” Jill said, sounding impressed.

Dennis smiled and blushed a bit. “You both look fabulous as well.”

“We both are wearing the same things we wore last night,” Mel said, sounding a bit embarrassed. “We didn’t pack for elegant dining every night.”

Dennis offered each of them an arm and they headed into the lounge where they found Alice standing by the bar, talking to the restaurant’s maitre’d. She smiled at her husband and his escorts and then nodded to the maitre’d, dismissing him.

“Good evening, everyone,” Alice said with all of her warmth and charm. She kissed Dennis and smiled at him. “You always look so handsome in a tux, Denny. Like James Bond going out to play cards in a casino.”

Dennis smiled at her flattery. “And you look gorgeous, Alice. I love your hair. New dress?”

“Why yes, it is. Thank you for noticing. There’s a lovely boutique here at the lodge.”

“Yes, I recall from our previous visit. It looks lovely on you, dear.” He leaned forward and kissed her cheek. “Where’s Allie.”

Alice looked at Melody and Jill who were both looking around the room as well. Alice turned and looked into the interior of the room without committing to any particular part of the room. “She’s right there.”

“Where?” Melody asked, looking around. There were couples seated here and there. Some businessmen and women still in their suits clustered together at a larger area with three couches forming a conversation pit, a man sitting by himself engaged in a game on his phone, a very stylish woman in an orange shirt-dress sipping champagne, sitting on the edge of her chair and looking out the windows at the snow, a small group of men and a small group of women. That was all.

“Oh, please,” Alice said with mock exaggeration, “don’t tell me you don’t recognize your own wife!”

Mel looked around the room once more and shrugged. “I don’t see her.”

Alice shook her head and walked with a sexy saunter towards the group of woman, but at the last second, she turned and approached the stylish woman in the orange dress. She whispered something into the woman’s ear and stepped back. Then the woman rose with practiced elegance, slowly swung her head, first to the left side, then to the right, to swing her incredibly coiffed, chestnut brown hair with bronze highlights to her back. Then the woman positively strutted to where Dennis, Mel and Jill waited with their jaws hanging wide open.

“Allie?” Mel could barely get the word out of her mouth. “Is that really… how?”

“A…Allie?” Jill sputtered. “You don’t even look like yourself. In fact… you kind of look like a prettier version… of me.”

Alex blushed under his makeup. “Yeah, sure.”

“I mean it, Allie. You… you look great!”

“You really do, Allie,” Dennis agreed. He put his arm around Alice’s shoulders. Then, in mock Yankee accent he said “You done good, oh, wife o’ mine.” He kissed her forehead and she smiled at him.

“No, Allie did very, very, very well all on her own.” Alice smiled at her protégé.

“Did you pick out this dress?” Mel asked.

Alex shook his head. “No. Alice picked out the dress and she oversaw the hair and makeup.”

“But it’s Allie that’s pulling it off like a princess,” Alice insisted.

“Excuse me, Mrs Cole,” the maitre’d interrupted politely, “but your table is ready.”

“Thank you,” Alice replied. “Let’s go, everyone.”
 

~^~

 

Dinner was wonderful, as was the conversation, and they were back in their rooms at eleven fifteen.

“This is unbelievable,” Jill said, closing the door behind her, “you even move like a woman, now. How did this happen?”

Alex sat, as he had all evening, in a straight backed chair, but with his back not touching the chair back, his back perfectly straight, his skirt carefully tucked beneath him, then spread beautifully around him and his legs crossed femininely at the knees. “It happened with a team of beauticians and the tutelage of one of the most amazing women I have ever met pushing me to do better all day long.”

“God, your makeup is amazing,” Mel said, touching his face.

“Well, I’m glad you like it, because it’s semi permanent. They covered my face with some kind of primer that’s supposed to keep the makeup adhered and looking fresh for quite a long time and they used a sealant on my lips and eyes, so it’s going to look like this for a couple of weeks at least.”

“What?” Jill seemed shocked. “Why would you let them do that to you?”

“Let them!?” Alex chucked as he folded his hands on his lap, maintaining his poise and calm demeanor. “That’s pretty rich coming from the women who pierced my ears without discussing it with me.”

The room got quiet as Mel and Jill exchanged a look.

“Now,” Alex repeated the move he’d done before where he’d slowly lean to one side and then the other in order to elegantly move his hair to the back of his shoulders, “would the two of you sit so that I can speak with you.”

This was a new attitude for Alex, but… ok. Mel and Jill sat.

“First, I am very glad that the two of you had a good time with Dennis today, because I had a very eye opening day, myself.”

“In what way?” Mel asked.

Alex, still in that poised position, sighed and looked up as he thought. “Well, I learned a lot. I learned that I’m not the homely little troll I thought I was.”

“I never said that you were a troll,” Mel said, shocked and hurt at the idea.

“But that’s how I felt. And I found out what it was like to feel… well… and I know this sounds odd, considering I’m a man,… beautiful. And… I know this sounds even odder still… I really, really, really enjoy it. I like the way I feel knowing that I look good, I like the way the clothes look on me, I like the way the makeup feels, I like the way people treat me and… please don’t think this is weird… I LOVE how the clothes feel and how they make me feel. I have never felt more at home in my own skin than I do in this dress.”

He looked at the two dumbfounded faces looking at him.

“Does that make any sense to either of you?”

Both women looked from one to the other, completely confused, before looking at Alex and nodding dumbly.

“So, how do we proceed from here?” He asked.

Jill shook her head. “Ummm… I don’t think I’m really part of that conversation, actually. I mean… I’m always going to be your sister, Allie. This has more to do with being husband and wife, I think.”

Alex’s hands remained folded in his lap and he nodded and looked to his wife.

“I… I… I’m lost here, Alex. What do you want me to say? Are you saying you suddenly want to be a woman?”

“No,” he said, calmly, “but what I am saying is I have discovered is that I have this new me inside of me and this new me is who I need to be.”

Mel nodded and thought for a moment. “Allie… I don’t think I’ve made any secret of how I feel about you looking pretty. God, Allie, when I realized that it was you in that orange dress, I wanted take you back to this room and throw you on that bed right away. I’ve been looking at you and licking my lips all night long.”

A smile crossed Alex’s lips. “So…” for just a moment, his confidence faltered, “…you can still love me? Like this, I mean?”

“Allie, I don’t care if you’re a buff stud or sexy little tramp, I’ll always love you.”

Alex’s composure came back with abundance. “I will never be a tramp. I am a lady.”

Melody smiled. “Yes you are.”

Jill let out a sigh. “As happy as I am for you two, can I ask a question?”

“Of course.” Alex said.

“What brought about this change in your personality? Certainly not just the makeup and clothes.”

“Change?” Alex asked, leaning and maneuvering his hair again. “I don’t know what you mean?”

“Oh, please. This morning you never would have had a sincere conversation with your wife about anything, let alone wanting to wear dresses. Now, you’re sitting hear like a member of the royal family, holding court and looking like you’ve been a woman you’re entire life.”

Still in that perfect pose, Alex nodded. “I learned a lot from Alice today. She showed me a lot about how to handle myself. I think it shows, don’t you?”

“I do,” Jill chuckled. “Too bad you won’t have her as your tutor after the week ends. It’s a long way to Natick to visit your new best buddy.”

Alex gave a small smile and tiny nod. “Did you know that the Coles don’t live in Natick? They live in Jefferson.”

“You’re kidding,” Mel said.

“I’m not. You know that big horse training facility on the road to the reservoir? That’s part of their land. They rent that section out to the people with the horses.”

“That’s only five or six miles from our house,” Mel said.

Alex nodded. “And Alice has asked me to join her with her personal trainer several times a week, as well as in a few other activities after we return home.”

Jill nodded. “Soooo… even if you wanted it to, this game couldn’t stop now anyway.”

Alex shook his head just a little.
 

~^~

 

“I have to admit it,” Dennis said, crawling under the covers beside Alice, “you are a miracle worker. I would never have recognized that woman tonight as the same woman I met on Friday in my office. You are amazing.” He gave her the kind of kiss on the lips that people who have been twenty seven years give each other. Sincere and loving, but practiced and brief.

“Thank you for the compliment, but there was a charming woman under all that angst and misgivings. I just found her.”

They each grabbed their iPads to play their crosswords and check their emails.

“Oh, no!” Alice said, sounding very concerned.

“What’s wrong?”

“I got an email… I’m sure you got it as well, but… Janet Myers’ daughter was killed in a car accident down in Florida.”

“Oh, no,” Dennis opened the email as well. It was sent from his executive assistant earlier in the evening. Janet Myers was Dennis’ chief buyer. She’d only worked for him for a couple of years, but Dennis liked her a great deal. She had started working for him during the pandemic, so she’d started working from her home with weekly – or daily – he didn’t know, and it didn’t matter, as long as the job was done – visits to Dennis’ stores to check on stock and sales trends, etc. She did her job very well. Her relationship with Dennis and Alice was strictly business, that was the kind of woman Janet was, but she had a big personality and a great sense of humor.

“Oh, the poor woman,” Dennis muttered as he read the email. “She must be heart broken.” He picked up his phone.

“What are you doing?”

“I’m calling her.”

“Denny, it’s past midnight. You can’t call her now.”

He paused a moment and opened his text app and wrote, ‘JAN – I JUST HEARD ABOUT YOUR DAUGHTER. I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW SORRY I AM. TAKE WHATEVER TIME YOU NEED DO WHATEVER NEEDS TO BE DONE. IF ALICE OR I CAN HELP IN ANY WAY, JUST LET US KNOW. WE ARE HERE FOR YOU. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR WHOLE FAMILY.’

“I don’t think I could survive losing one of my children,” Alice said, quietly. “That poor woman.”

Dennis put his arm around her shoulder and squeezed her tightly. “I know, honey. I know.”
 

~^~

 

Alex brushed out his hair and removed what makeup he could. He was wearing the nightie the Mel had given him to wear the previous night. It was kind of sexy, in a somewhat playful style. He wanted to get something a little sexier, though. Nothing trashy.

Mel came out of the bathroom wearing a tee shirt and some older, comfy, athletic shorts. She stopped and stared at Alex for a solid minute. The way he looked, the way he sat, the way moved… it had all changed so much in just a day. She wondered how much more he could change and still be Alex.

He put down the brush and stood with that elegance that she’d seen earlier in the lounge. He turned and saw the way his wife was staring at him. He looked back at her and gave her a little smile.

Mel shook her head just a little bit. “Allie… you’re so pretty.”

“Thank you,” he said, his smile growing just a little bit.

Alex took two steps to Melody and stood on his bare tip toes to kiss her softly on her lips. It was a long, slow, soft, passionate kiss. Melody could taste the lipstick, smell the hair products, feel the softness of his skin and the softness of his cheeks and she put her arms around him to pull him tightly to her.

She could feel his breasts contained in what must have been a bra rather than a shaper because she could feel his penis stiffening on her leg. It was amazing to feel, smell and taste this beautiful, feminine woman in her arms and feel that masculine appendage growing in the nylon-silk of her nightie against his leg.

When, at last, the kiss ended, Mel gently moved Allie’s hair off of his neck and she began kissing it. Soft, warm kisses. He closed his eyes and accepted every affectionate display of love and he felt his knees buckle beneath him. He let Mel support him and love him and be… the man.

Eventually, she guided him to the bed and climbed up on top of him. She pushed his legs so that his knees were teepeed and his nightie was settled on his belly.

He wasn’t wearing panties.

His bare, hairless penis was exposed and turgid. Not hairy and manly. Smooth and… maybe boyish… maybe… almost… womanly?… if a penis can be womanly.

She gave his penis the same soft, warm kisses she’d given his neck, then lowered her shorts and pulled herself up so that she mounted him as a man would mount a woman in the classic missionary position. She lowered herself onto him and she let out a low, manly grunt as she engulfed him within her.

He gasped and shivered and gripped the sheet beneath him.

And then she thrust, pulling him deeper and deeper within her. Embracing him. Engulfing him. Consuming him.

She looked down at him as his back arched and he tried to meet her dominant power, but she was in charge. He was her submissive, female partner and she was his male dominate.

She shook with power and excitement as her first powerful orgasm ripped through her like no other orgasm ever had before. Her grunts became louder and lower in pitch and her thrusts became more and more powerful.

Allie’s breathing became ragged. His head lifted off the pillow and his face grew red with passion as his moment grew close.

What must have been Mel’s fourth or fifth earth shaking orgasm struck and she shook harder and more forcefully than ever and that pushed Allie over the edge! She clenched as tightly as she could and shook him with all her might and he let out high squeaks of excitement as she extracted every bit of his essence from him.

And when they were both drained, Mel collapsed on Allie until they both caught their breath.

“You are the most beautiful woman I have ever known,” Mel whispered.

Allie giggled, then whispered, “I love you so much.”

“I love you too.”
 

~^~

 

“Sooooo…” Jill said, playfully as she nibbled at her omelette that morning, “…what exactly are you planning to tell mom and dad?” She was wearing her ski suit with the top turned down and her thermal top showing. Melody was dressed the same way.

A small smile appeared on Alex’s lips. “Well, I’ve given this some thought.”

Melody looked from Allie to Jill and back again. “And what did you decide?”

Alex displayed a very contented look and spoke with confidence. “First of all, I am going to live like this no matter what mom and dad think or say. Second, you know that you have always been the favorite child and I was always the failure. The only thing I ever did that they approved of was marrying Mel. As long as we’re still together, I think they’ll forgive pretty much anything else. And third… I will tell them soon… but when I’m ready and on MY terms – not yours. I’ll do a FaceTime call and they’ll figure it out. I think that, if they see that I’m happy and they see that I look nice, they’ll come around.”

“Mom might,” Jill shrugged, “but I foresee an aneurysm in my father’s future.”

“I’m so sorry we’re late,” Alice said as Dennis pushed her seat in for her. “I’m afraid we received some bad news last night.”

“Oh, dear,” Melody said, sincerely. “I hope your family is all well.”

“Our family is fine, thank you,” Dennis said, taking his seat. “This was a member of our work family who lost her daughter suddenly, yesterday. We just got off the phone with her.”

“The poor thing is a wreck,” Alice said, shaking her head. “Such a tragedy.”

Dennis gave them the broad strokes of the story, wanting not to ruin their day with a lot of morbid conversation. Everyone expressed their sadness at Janet Myer’s loss and heartbreak. What a terrible thing to have happened.

“Ok, let’s focus on more up-beat things for the rest of the day – or the week, if we can,” Dennis finally said as he began eating his breakfast. “I was telling Alice last night that I have never skied with better partners before.”

“He did tell me that,” Alice smiled. “He said that you were both up to a challenge, and that you challenged him, and that you both had a great, sarcastic sense of humor that made him laugh all day long.”

“Oh, isn’t that nice,” Jill smiled. “We feel the same way about you, Dennis.”

“Of course, I pointed out that it might just be possible that Denny was enjoying his time with you because it’s been a long time since he’s been able to socialize with beautiful, intelligent, athletic women in their twenties. He will always deny it, but my Denny is a shameless flirt, isn’t he?”

Neither Melody nor Jill was sure as to how to respond to that. They both tittered some nervous laughter and looked at Dennis who was blushing a bit.

“If I am a flirt, honey, it’s because I learned how from years and years of watching you get your way by flirting your way through the world,” he teased, then kissed her. Then he looked at Alex. “Be careful of what she teaches you, Allie. She’s a sorceress and flirtation the magic she wields.”

His wife elbowed him and he over reacted to the nudge. Instead of continuing that line of conversation, Alice looked at Alex and smiled. “You did very well on your hair and makeup today, Allie. You look lovely.”

“Thank you,” Alex replied with a contented smile. “The makeup is just as they left it yesterday. I even washed my face, but it all stayed put. I just added a little lip gloss. My hair was easy, though. All I had to do was give it a good brushing and it bounced right back into place.”

“See,” Alice said with a ‘ta-da’ gesture, “that’s the beauty of a perm! Everyone thinks of a perm as something that only gives you curls, but look how beautiful your hair looks, now! I told you you’d love it!”

“And I do,” Alex giggled.

Jill and Mel exchanged shocked looks. First, they were shocked that he had gotten a perm and not even mentioned it. Second, they were shocked that he was so relaxed and womanly with Alice. It was all very new and very odd.

“So, while we outdoorsy types are conquering the slopes of Mount Washington today, what are you two up to?” Dennis asked.

“We,” Alice beamed, knowing she was breaking the news to Allie for the first time, “are going boutique shopping!”

Dennis nodded and then asked, “Where? There’s only one boutique here and we didn’t bring a car. You had us brought up by limo to make all this a surprise.”

“I have a car that you’re welcome to use,” Jill offered.

“It’s nice,” Melody said, nodding. “A big SUV. It rides very nicely.”

“No, no, I’ve hired a car and driver for the day,” Alice insisted.

“Well, where are you going?” Dennis asked sincerely. “There can’t be that many high-end dress boutiques around here.”

“No, there aren’t, but there are a few between here and Meredith and that shopping area in that lovely inn we stayed in right on Lake Winnipesaukee – what was the name of it…?

“The Inn at Mill Falls?” Dennis asked, incredulously.

“Yes! There were some lovely shops in there and I’m sure we’ll find others along the way.”

“Alice… Meredith has to be at least an hour away from here,” Dennis said, chuckling and shaking his head. “Why don’t we just stop there on the way back to Massachusetts?”

“Because we’re not going back to Massachusetts until the end of the week, Denny,” Alice said, as if Dennis’ question had been absolute foolishness. “Look at her, Denny! She’s a beautiful picture of womanhood, now, but she’s dressed in a fifteen dollar dress.”

Jill was going to point out that she’d actually paid eighty dollars for that dress and it was marked down from one hundred and twenty dollars at the time, but it seemed to miss the point.

“Now, you three can go have your fun and let us have ours. Right, Allie?”

Alex was still sitting as he’d been taught by his teacher. He allowed a small smile at the silliness of the situation across the table from him, and said, “I’d love to go shopping with you Alice. You do need to remember, though, my purse isn’t as deep as yours. I will shop, but I probably won’t be buying very much. It’ll be worth the trip just to learn how to shop from you.”

“Oh, Pooh,” Alice said with a wave of her hand. “If we see something we like on you, then we’ll get it. You need to upgrade your clothes and I’m going to help.”

Alex looked at Dennis and said, “Don’t worry. I won’t let her buy me anything.”

Dennis shook his head. “Allie, one time we went to the Bahamas for vacation and I left Alice alone for three days while I went on a fishing trip on a yacht I rented with a guy I met on the beach. That little side trip cost over eighteen thousand dollars. If my wife is having fun, just let her buy you the clothes. I don’t think that Alice plans to dig that all deeply into her pocketbook. Do you dear?”

Alice smirked and looked at the younger people at the table. “See, kids… this is what makes a good marriage. We give and we take.”

“And we have enough money to waste,” Jill whispered to Melody.
 

~^~

 

By the time they got off the slopes, Dennis, Melody and Jill were exhausted. It was only four in the afternoon, but they had pushed each other to go faster, bank harder and they’d even made small wagers on who would get to the bottom of the mountain first. After three days of skiing and then pushing too hard, they needed to call it quits a little early.

“You know what I’d like to do?” Jill said as she and Alice entered their adjoining rooms. “I’d like to go sit in that hot tube down stairs for a little while. I think I need some massaging and I can’t afford the spa at this place.”

“Sounds great,” Melody said.

Ten minutes later, they entered the pool area to find Dennis had had the same idea and he was nearly asleep in the large hot tube.

“Can we join you?” Melody asked as they climbed in.

“Oh, hi!” He laughed, opening his eyes. “Great minds, huh?”

“More like achy muscles,” Jill laughed.

“Yeah, well, wait until you’re in your fifties. It gets a lot worse,” Dennis laughed.

They soaked and chit chatted for a while until Dennis finally said, in a more businesslike manner, “Tell me about Allie?”

“Tell you what?” Mel asked.

“Where you two met? Did she go to college? How long has she been in the wholesale liquor business? What are her plans for the future? I’ve learned a lot about you two over the last few days, but nothing much about Allie.”

“Allie is…” Mel thought for a moment, “… sincere… quiet… loving… insecure at times… eager to please and one of the sweetest people I have ever known. We met in sixth grade when Jill and I were in the same community theater production of ‘Annie.’ I kind of fell for Alex the moment we met.”

“That’s sweet,” he smiled at Mel. Then he looked at Jill and asked, “It didn’t bother you that your best friend had a crush on your little sister?”

That made Jill laugh. “I always say I’m Allie’s big sister because I’m taller and, well, I used to be a lot bigger. The truth is though, Allie is eleven months older than me. We’re ‘Irish Twins,’ as they say, because Allie was so shy as a child, our mom kept her home an extra year so she could start school with me. You should see the pictures of us our first day of kindergarten. I was already a head taller than Allie. In every picture, Allie is holding my hand and I’m leading the way to school, into the classroom… you name it. So, I’m the younger sister, but I’ve always been the big sister.”

“I sensed that you were the more forceful sibling even at our meeting. Allie knows her stuff backwards and forwards when it comes to alcoholic beverages, especially wine that comes from local wineries, but the social stuff… well, I’m not sure we’d all be getting along so well if you hadn’t been at that meeting, too. To tell you the truth, though, I’ve seen a huge change in her since she became Alice’s protégé. I think Alice will do her a lot of good.”

The women looked at each other and nodded.

“Tell me,” he looked at Jill, “what was your home life like?”

“It was great. My dad ran a pretty good sized liquor store in Greendale. Not a big chain, like yours, just a nice mom and pop kind of place. Mom helped out where she could, but mostly she was a stay at home mom. Nice house. Nice parents. Nice life.”

“Is that how Allie got into the liquor business?”

“Oh, yeah. He loved that store. He wanted to take over the business after college, but things got tight for my folks… business feel off because a big chain – not yours – opened just down the street. Eventually he sold the license to another mom and pop store that wanted to add liquor sales to their bodega, and he sold the building to a pot dispensary. Six months later, they were living in an ‘Over Fifty Five’ community in Maryland.”

“So,” Dennis continued, “what did all of you do for college.”

“Umass Amherst,” Mel laughed. “All three of us. Jill and Allie in business school and me in Physical Education. We’ve been attached at the hips since that first ‘Annie’ rehearsal.”

“I only live a couple of blocks away from them, now – and if a house on their street ever goes up for sale, I’m grabbing it.”

“That’s wonderful,” Dennis nodded. “Not all siblings get along that well, and friendships like all of you share are very rare. Hold on to those.”
 

~^~

 

“Not exactly haut cuisine, but pretty delicious all the same,” Alice said as she dug into the Turkey dinner at the Turkey farm up the hill from The Inn At Mill Falls on Lake Winnipesaukee. They had stopped at three boutiques on the way down to Meredith, New Hampshire, but most of the clothing was a little too small for Alex. At the marketplace next to the inn, though, they had hit pay dirt. Alex now had nine new dresses, all more beautiful than anything that Mel owned.

“It is delicious,” Alex said, taking very small bites to ensure that no Turkey gravy ended up on his new, black frock with white polka dots and the little black shrug-jacket that went with it. It was a lovely dress and felt heavenly to wear.

“As soon as we’re back to Massachusetts, you and I are going to make a day of going to bSaks and Neiman’s to get you some lingerie as nice as your dresses. A proper woman is always beautiful from the skin in and dresses beautifully from the skin out.”

Alex smiled at her. Alice seemed to have an aphorism for every thing that came up in conversation.

“So, tell me…” Alice leaned forward just a bit and lowered her voice to a confidential level. She looked around the room, but at that time of day, and on a Monday, they were pretty much alone in the room. An elderly couple sat at the far end and a woman with three noisy little ones sat near them. When she was sure she could speak without being heard, she asked, “… what did Melody think of your makeover?”

Alex put down his fork, dabbed his lips with his napkin and assumed the ‘poised pose’ that Alice had drilled into him the previous day as a mischievous smile formed on his perfectly colored lips. “Well… I think that, at first, she was actually overwhelmed.”

Alice chuckled. “Overwhelmed? Why?”

He thought about how to say the next part. “See… until we went to dinner with you and Dennis on Saturday night, I’d never really dressed up at all before. I never did my hair. I never wore makeup. I never wore stockings. To be very honest, Alice, before that night, I’d never even worn a dress before.”

“What?” Alice blinked at him like he was from outer space. “How is that even possible? Surely, when you were a little girl, your mother must have dressed you up in…”

Alice stopped mid-sentence and looked across the table at Alex. Now, it was her turn to wear a mischievous smile. “No…”

Alex sighed. “Alice… I want to be completely honest with you, but before I say anything, I want you to know that I have never met a woman I have wanted to emulate more than you. In the last three days, I feel like I’ve learned more about being a successful human being and just… I don’t know… finding out who I actually am, I guess… than I have in my entire life.”

“Oh, well, that’s very sweet of you to say, dear, but I have to admit, I am a bit confused by what is going on.”

He nodded and took a deep breath to steel himself. “Ok… this whole thing began because I gained some weight during the quarantine and my clothes didn’t fit…”

Over the next ten minutes, Alex went on to explain why he wore Jill’s clothes to his meeting with Dennis, and continued on to the unfortunate coincidence of meeting Alice on the beginner’s slope while wearing Jill’s ski-suit… finally ending with they’re lunch at Hart’s Turkey Farm that day and his desire to continue to live as he currently looked and to be Alice’s protégé even after they returned to Massachusetts. “I really hope that we can still be friends now that you know.”

Alice reached across the table and squeezed his hand, and with her other hand she covered her mouth to keep her giggling controlled. “Oh, my darling, of course we can still be friends.”

Alex giggled a little, finding Alice’s giggles contagious. “Why are you laughing at me?”

“I’m not. I’m not,” she giggled. “I’m laughing at my own stupidity.”

“I don’t understand.”

“Well, I mean, if I knew that you were actually a man, I never would have pushed you as far as I did. Oh, my God, I can’t imagine what you must have thought when you finally saw yourself with your hair with those copper highlights, the semi-permanent makeup, and that lovely orange dress.” She started laughing a bit harder. “I thought I was bringing out the best in a pretty little wallflower, and instead I was turning a woman’s husband into a prom queen.”

She was laughing very hard now, and Alex saw the humor in it and was laughing, too, just not as hard.

Alice put her hands on her cheeks and tried to calm down. “Oh…” she laughed, “…I need to stop or I’ll wet myself.” She took a lot of breaths, but her smile never dimmed. “I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have laughed. None of that was directed at you, my dear. I promise. I was just laughing at myself.”

“I understand.”

“Ok.” Breath. “Ok.” Breath. “Ok.” She was finally fully in control again. “I promise, my love, your secret is safe with me. I won’t ever say a word to Denny unless you ask me to.”
 
 
To Be Continued...

Alex - 4 Final

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transformations

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Stuck
  • Sweet / Sentimental

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Workplace Situations

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  • Posted by author(s)

Alex: 4 Final

by Clara
Copyright© 2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

As the week continues, then comes to an end and Allie's life goes on, decisions must be made.
How will Allie's life be lived? How honest will Allie be with the rest of the world?


 
Author's Note:Thank you to everyone who went on this journey with Allie and me. I hope you enjoyed it.
Thank you for all of the comments and emails as well. They really do mean the world to me.
Stay well, everyone. I hope to be back quicker next time. ~Clara.

 
This version of Alex: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Part 4 Final
 

Dennis sat on a chair near the hot tube, a towel draped over his shoulders, covering his upper body, while Jill and Mel got a few more minutes of soaking and relaxation in before climbing out of the jacuzzi. When his phone rang, the tiled walls of the empty pool/hot tube area seemed to amplify it considerable. His ringtone was an old-time phone and the abruptness and volume of it made all three of them jump a little. He picked up the phone and saw that the caller was his buyer, Janet Meyer. Dennis sighed, suspecting why she was calling.

"Do you mind if I take this call here?" he asked the women. "I'm a little damp to go into the hall."

"Go right ahead," Mel said.

He hit the 'accept' button and tried to sound up beat. "Hi, Jan. How are holding up?.... Uh huh.... Uh huh.... I see.... No, no, no, Jan, believe me, I understand completely. Now, obviously, this isn't how any of us wanted this week to go, but both Alice and I understand that your family needs you, but are you sure that you're ready to make this decision. You're under a lot of stress right now..... No, I get it.... Ok, but listen - We are not letting you leave without a little help. We've discussed this and we want to give you a nice severance package to help out with all your expenses. So, call Rhonda in payroll and talk to her. She'll give you the details.... No, Jan, it's the least we can do. You've been through hell and we're here to help in anyway we can.... That's ok, Jan. Now, don't lose my number. Call if you need anything, Jan. And I mean ANYTHING. Ok. Stay well and stay in touch, Jan.... Bye bye."

By that time, the women were climbing out of the hot tub and joining Dennis in the deck chairs. They could see that Dennis was a little stressed.

"Bad news?" Jill asked.

He thought about that question and he bounced his head around a little. "A bump in the road for me," he said, "a tragedy for an employee."

The women nodded, already knowing the story.

"Jan was darned good at her job. She did sixty hours of work in twenty five hours every single week. My stores were always fully stocked, she'd bounce product around if it sold better in store B than it did in store J, nothing ever went to waste. She knows our lines backwards and forwards - AND - I could trust her. She may be hard to replace."

"'MAY BE hard to replace?'" Jill said. "She sounds like a wiz at her job."

"Yeah," Dennis nodded, "she is, but that's one of the things about running a business. You have to constantly remind yourself that people's lives come first and losing a great employee is a part of running a business. Now, I have to find someone else who knows the business, loves the business and understands the importance of keeping the supply chain moving."

"Hmmm hmmm," Melody cleared her throat. "At the risk of sounding too forward, might you ever consider someone like Alex for a job like that?"

Dennis let out a long breath. "I might, Mel, but I don't want to make any promises without talking to her in depth about the position."

"I understand," Mel nodded.

"So, before...all those questions... was that your coy way of looking into Allie's background?" Jill asked.

Dennis shrugged. "And I was curious. I like you both and Alice seems smitten with Allie... I just wanted to get to know you a bit. I think of you two as friends - almost like family, which never happens to me this quickly - but working with friends and family can be tricky. Now, I'm going to give this some thought. I will be speaking to Allie at some point, but please don't bring any of this up to her until I do. Ok?"

"Ok," both women agreed.
 

~^~

 

"I'm going to text Denny and tell him to go ahead and have dinner," Alice said as they headed back north. "After that Turkey dinner, I'm not sure I'll eat the rest of the week."

"Ok," Alex nodded, looking out at the frozen lake. "I should tell Mel and Jill, too."

As Alex fished in his new purse for his phone, Alice said, "Oops. No need. All three of them are together right now. Denny told them. He says to meet them in the bar when we get back. The bar - not the lounge. See, that's the difference between my husband and me. I set up elegant environments for romantic get together. He wants us to meet where he can wear jeans."

After a bit of searching, Alex pulled his phone out his purse and said, "Jill and Mel will prefer the bar, too. Mel especially. She's all about jeans, tee shirts and flannel shirts - unless she can wear gym clothes. Those are her favorites."

Alice clucked her tongue in disappointment. "Such a beautiful girl. She needs to display that, more. Maybe you'll rub off on her."

Alex laughed as he looked at his phone. He opened an email and muttered, "Ooh, those came out well."

"What's that, dear?"

"Oh." He smiled at Alice. "I got the proofs for the graphics for the end-caps and free standing displays for your stores. Do you want to see them?"

"Allie - the stores are entirely Denny's world. I haven't been involved in anything store related other than 'the boss' wife' for twenty years. But yes...I would love to see the graphics."

Alice had been looking at ads for alcoholic beverages her entire life. They were all the same, although there had been different trends through the years. Ditzy girls with big boobs gave way to stubble faced athletes, gave way to talking, animated animals, etc. There wasn't a lot she hadn't seen, but she was prepared to be supportive.

When she saw the graphics, though, she loved them. The graphics were on an antique map of Massachusetts with thumbnail photos of the local wineries, and the wineries or breweries names over the towns in which they were located, above images of bottles of the wine or beer that would be featured in the stores. Across the top of the graphics, in eighteenth century script, we're the words, 'Cole Liquor, a family run business, supports Massachusetts wineries and breweries. A centuries old tradition of family vintners and brewers. Try the taste of The Bay State.' The graphics were entirely different than anything else she'd ever seen in a liquor store and would create a small area within the store that would look like a niche boutique.

The displays were unusual, attractive, inviting and perfect for communicating to the customer that, in this area, you will find quality beverages created by your neighbors and in your communities.

"Allie... these are gorgeous," she said, enthusiastically. "Has Denny seen these?"

"No," Alex laughed. "He made it clear - well, you both made it clear - that he didn't want to see anything until after his vacation."

Alice shook her head. "I'm going to tell him I saw these, Allie, and I guarantee he'll want to see them tomorrow."

Alex took his phone back and looked at the images, again. Very proud of the work he'd done. Actually, he'd love to show those to Dennis sooner, rather than later. The faster the product was in the stores, the faster everyone would be making money.

And he needed to make some money.
 

~^~

 

Dennis, Mel and Jill were all in the bar and, as predicted, in jeans and flannel shirts. There was a classic rock/country rock band in the bar and they were sounding good!

"I'm traveling down that lonesome road," Dennis sang along, rather loudly, with the band. "Feels like I'm dragging a heavy load. Yeah, I've tried to turn my head away. Feel 'bout the same most everyday..."

"You don't know this song!?" he asked Mel and Jill.

Both shook their heads.

"We're enjoying it through you, though," Mel laughed.

"Oh, I love this song," he laughed and went back to singing.

The women laughed and egged him on. Clapping for him and shouting for him.

When the song ended they all faced the band and applauded. Dennis put two fingers into his mouth and whistled as loud as the band had just been, causing both woman to laugh even harder.

Mel turned to grab her beer mug, but she stopped dead at the sight of her husband entering the bar in yet another new outfit. "Oh, shit," she muttered just loud enough for Jill to look in the same direction.

"You ok?" Jill asked.

"Ok?" Mel said, not turning away for Alex. "Jill, I will never get used to seeing Alex dressed up and looking beautiful, but I will never get tired of it, either. Just look at him."

Alex was standing alone as Alice spoke to a waiter. He was looking around the bar, trying to locate his wife and sister, but not seeing them. His hair and makeup looked beautiful, of course, but the dress...

God, the dress.

She suspected that the three quarter length sleeved top was separate from the dress, but it seemed to thin down his arms beautifully. The dress itself was a black, kind of retro styled swing dress with a very wide skirt that belled out in a very 1950s kind of way. It had tiny little, white polka dots everywhere, a halter top with a black velvet strap that ran from just in front of each arm pit to up behind his neck and a black belt around the waist that joined itself in a large black bow that sat on his left hip. He also held a small, black patent leather clutch purse that was perfectly paired with the pointy toed, black patent leather pumps that had three inch stiletto heels.

Jill shook her head at both how pretty her brother looked and how smitten her friend was with her husband's new look. "Look at that," she teased, "the daughter my mother always wanted." she waved and caught Alex's attention. He gave a polite nod of his head to indicate that he'd seen her, then, when Alice was ready to move on, he led her towards the standing table where Denny, Mel and Jill were all waiting.

"Look at the hem of his dress," Jill whispered to Mel.

Mel looked and gasped. "No. He's not really wearing a petticoat, is he?"

"It sure looks like it."

"God, I need to change my panties before I soak through them," she said, making a joke.

"Ok, stud," Jill said, patting Mel's arm and speaking in a fake southern accent, "calm down before you get a hard-on. Your filly will be ready for breeding when you bring her to bed tonight."

"We're back!" Alice announced.

"How was your day?" Dennis asked as he kissed her cheek and hugged her.

"Oh, we had a wonderful day, didn't we, Allie, dear. We both bought several beautiful dresses and none of them cost all that much, did they, Allie?"

Alex smiled and did his hair-adjustment-thing with his head. "We spent plenty of money."

Alice tsk-ed and waved off the comment. "How about you three? Did you conquer the mountain."

"We gave it a go," Dennis laughed. "We quit early today, though. We were all a little tired and achy."

The waitress to whom Alice had spoken showed up with two glasses of her favorite brandy, one for her, one for Alex, and then walked away.

"You look beautiful," Mel whispered to Alex. "Maybe a little over dressed for a bar, but really pretty. I love your dress."

"Thanks," Alex smiled and sipped the brandy. "I like it, too."

Mel couldn't help herself. "And do you like your pretty petticoats, too?"

Alex sipped and nodded. "I love my pretty petticoats, thank you. And my heels, too. I feel so tall."

"Well, don't grow up too quickly," Mel teased. "I just got my little girl. I don't want to lose her too quickly." she kissed his cheek.

"How did you even learn to walk in heals that high?" Jill asked.

"By walking in them, I guess," Alex chuckled. "I was unsteady for a bit, but after walking in them for ten minutes or so, I was fine."

Just then, Chuck Berry's classic guitar lick began and the singer started in with, "Way down in Louisiana, close to New Orleans."

"Yes!" Shouted a slightly tipsy Dennis.

Out of nowhere, a good looking guy appeared and shouted above the music so Jill could hear. "Do you want to dance?"

"Sure!" Jill said, happily accompanying him to the dance floor.

Dennis looked at Mel and said, "Come on! Grab your wife! Let's all dance!"

"Oh, Denny, no..." Alice said, but Dennis ignored her protests and pulled her to the floor.

"Come on, baby," Mel said, taking Allie's hand.

"Mel, I'm not dressed for this," Alex protested.

"A swing dress and petticoat!? Allie, you're dressed perfectly for this. Come on!"
 

~^~

 

That night, at bed time, Alex was still in his bra and petticoats when Mel actually carried him to bed. With Alex on his back, Mel climbed on top of her little husband and kissed him on the neck and breasts and shoulders as she groped him through the thick petticoats.

"I can barely find you through all these layers," she teased. "You're not getting smaller down there on me, are you?"

He smiled. "I hope not. I feel like I'm getting bigger by the second."

That made Mel giggle. "You know, except for my wedding gown, I haven't worn a petticoat since I was three years old. I couldn't believe it when I saw you walk into the bar in a petticoat."

"You weren't upset, were you?"

"No, baby, I wasn't upset. I wanted to take you right then and there." she stopped for a moment and grabbed a small bottle from the night stand.

"What's that?" Alex asked.

"It's a little lubricant, baby. I bought it in the drug store down stairs." she squirted some into her hand and spread it on her fingers. Then, careful not to soil them, she reached under his petticoats and ran her fingers up the inside of his inner thigh. "Spread your legs, my sweet girl. I want to make you a woman."
 

~^~

 

"I heard from Janet today," Dennis said as Alice climbed into bed beside him.

"Oh? How is the poor thing doing?"

"She says she's doing ok, but I think she's still numb. I'm a little afraid that all of the emotion is going to hit her all at once when she gets to the calling hours."

"I know. I hope she's strong enough to get through this."

"She also quit."

"You mean she gave her notice, right? Her contract requires a one month notification and she signed an agreement to train her replacement before she leaves."

"Yes, that's what her contract calls for, but unfortunately her life requires her to move to Florida immediately and start taking care of her grandchildren. I wasn't going to complicate her life any more than it already was."

"No... of course not."

"I told Rhonda in payroll to give her double the usual severance package to make things easier for her."

"That was very generous of you, Denny." Alice rolled towards him and kissed him. "You're a very nice guy, you know that?"

He shook his head. "Jan did great work for us. It was the least I could do."

"No, the least you could do would have been to hold her to her contract and make her life miserable. You chose to do the right thing instead. That's what makes you a nice guy."

He cradled her in his arm and let her snuggle in. "I do need to find another buyer, though. One as meticulous and creative as Jan would be great, where do I find someone like that."

"Well..." Alice propped herself up on her elbow and looked at Dennis. "Have you given any thought to Allie? She's smart as a whip and very creative. I saw the graphics for her displays, Denny, and they are really original."

"Really?" He looked at her askance. "Why did you see them before I did?"

"You told her 'no work while on vacation,' remember? I saw them on her phone when she got them."

He nodded. "In fact, I have been mulling over the idea of talking to Allie about the job. She'd have a lot to learn, of course, but her wife and sister sure seem confident that she could do anything."

"I bet they're right, Denny. I really like this girl. I think you should at least consider her."

He nodded and thought. "I will. I'll talk to her about it later in the week. After I've had a minute or two to sober up from tonight. Oy - I don't think I've had that much to drink since I was in college. And the girls drank me under the table."

"The girls are kids, Denny. They're twenty five or twenty six years old. They SHOULD be able to drink you under the table."

"Are you saying I'm passed my prime? An old man?"

Alice kissed him softly and passionately on the lips and rubbed his chest as she looked deeply, passionately into his eyes. "Yes."

If they had not been in the Presidential Suite, the sound of their laughter and their love making would have kept everyone on the floor awake for the next two hours.
 

~^~

 

"YOU TOLD HER!?!?" Jill said, shocked, as they were about to leave the hotel room. "WHY WOULD YOU HAVE TOLD HER? HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO FACE DENNIS IF HE KNOWS WE'VE BEEN LYING TO HIM!?!?"

"She won't tell him," Alex said with more calm than Jill expected.

"How do you know that?" Mel asked. "If she does tell him, that really puts us on the spot."

"She won't," Alex said with finality. "I asked her not to and she won't."

"Why wouldn't she?" Jill insisted.

"Because I asked her and she's my friend." He said this last sentence with a great deal of emphasis on the word friend. "Now, if you don't mind, I'd like to get some breakfast." he walked out the door.

Jill looked at Melody and shook her head. "I'm going to kill him, I swear it."

"Maybe he's right. Alice does seem very fond of him."

Jill sighed. "I think I liked him better when he used to do what we told him. I guess those days are gone."

Mel smiled. "You think so? That wouldn't be such a bad thing."
 

~^~

 

"Oh, this is Heaven!" Alice moaned as the masseuse worked the muscles in her back. "Tell me you don't love this, Allie."

"I do love it," Alex replied as he laid face down on the massage table. "I just can't afford it."

"Roll over, please," the masseuse said to Alice.

She rolled onto her back and looked at the sheeted body of her friend on the next table. "We need to talk about your future, Allie."

"My future?" Alex was also instructed to roll over, which he did while holding tightly to the sheet to keep his chest well hidden. "You mean you want to see a fortune-teller?" That might actually have been fun.

"No, dear. We need to form a REAL plan for your future. A one year goal... a two year goal... etc. Success doesn't just happen, you know."

"Oh, I don't know," Alex chuckled. "A week ago I would never have guessed I'd be here with you, doing this. Sometimes things DO just happen."

Alice gave Alex the little chuckle that his joke deserved, then said, "Tell me, Allie... do you want to be... well off... later in life?"

"Well, of course. I'd like to be sure that we have enough to be able to retire and travel a bit. That kind of thing. I'm not looking to be super rich or anything, but yeah... I'd like to be comfortable."

"Then you can't just sail through life without a rudder, Allie. You need to set goals and figure out what you need to do to achieve them. Now, granted, Denny and I had a bit of a head start because Denny took over my father's two liquor stores, but he built that into the chain of stores he has today. And he did that by looking down the road, figuring out what he wanted and how to get it. If he didn't achieve it with Plan A, then we'd make a Plan B, C, D and on and on until he achieved what he wanted. You need to do the same."

"All set, ladies," the senior masseuse said. "I hope you enjoyed your time with us, today."

"Oh, more than you can imagine," Alice said. "I will be sure to leave a healthy tip on the bill. Thank you both so much."

They returned to the changing stalls, which were side by side, and as they changed, Alice kept her conversation going. "Let's start with your body, Allie. Are you happy as it is?"

He was struggling with a body shaper at that moment and admitted, "To be very honest, I'd kind of like to lose some weight, but..."

"But what?"

"Well, gym memberships are expensive and I lose my motivation when I'm doing it alone at home, so..."

"Soooo..." Alice interrupted, "... you'll come and exercise with me. I have a personal trainer that comes to my home every weekday at six forty-five-a.m. You can come and join us."

"But, Alice..."

"No 'but Alice' nonsense. You can get your lazy bones out of bed at six and be at my place easily by six-forty-five."

"But I have to work..."

"Not that early. Allie, you gave me a goal, I gave you a path to achieve it. Unless there's any reason you'd rather not achieve it."

Alex continued to dress, but didn't say much. He was pulling his extra flesh into his bra cups when suddenly, the door swung open and Alice was standing there. "You're afraid of losing your boobs, aren't you?"

"Whaaaa?"

She was smiling, standing there in a dress that was hanging unbuttoned and open from her shoulders. "Admit it, Allie. You're at least a little afraid that, if you lose weight, you'll loose your breasts, aren't you?"

He shrugged. "A little, I guess. I mean, I know it's stupid for a guy and all, but I kind of love looking nice and I'm afraid that if I don't have breasts, then I'll just look like a guy in a dress."

"Oh, don't be silly," she giggled. "What's the worst that could happen? You end up flat chested, right? Well, guess what, Allie - lots of women are flat chested. Including me."

"Well, yes, of course... you have a flat chest. I'd guess that your flat chest is probably a C cup, or so," Alex said, taking his dress off the hanger in the changing room. "You've got a beautiful figure, Alice."

"It's a thirty-four-D, thank you very much," Alice beamed, "but it used to be a thirty-four double A. I got implants when I was thirty one."

"You're kidding," Alex said, looking closely at her chest.

"Not at all. Everyone told me that I'd end up with bigger breasts after I had children, but I didn't. Three children and I was still as flat as a pancake. I wore padded bras and used inserts, but I was still just as flat as a nine year old boy when I got out of the shower. And I hated it."

"So..." Alex looked at Alice's rather proud assets and then looked back at her face. "... those aren't yours."

"Oh, they're mine, my dear. Bought and paid for, but I wasn't born with them. If you want a pair of your own, then I can give you my doctor's name."

Alex stared at his bra cups for a moment. "My own breasts?"

Alice nodded. "Do you think Mel would like that?"

He considered that. "I don't know. It's a big step. I'd need to talk to her about it, first."

Alice's smile widened. "I don't hear a 'no' in there. Allie... if that's one of your goals, then set your sites on that and start figuring out how to attain it. You see what I mean?"

"I do," Allie smiled. "Thank you. Alice... you inspire me."

"That's what I like to hear."
 

~^~

 

Wednesday and Thursday were a blur of shopping, wine and liquor testing, education in cheese and caviar selections, and above all, more and more drills in deportment, mannerisms and discussions of Alex's plans for the future.

Then, Friday evening, while they were all sipping an after dinner drink in the lounge, while over looking the illuminate, snow covered fields and slopes outside the resort, Dennis suddenly said, "Umm, Allie... would you mind accompanying me on a little walk?"

Just a bit surprised, but aware that their vacation was coming to an end, and perhaps Dennis may be ready to discuss a little business, he agreed readily.

Dennis offered a hand to help Alex stand. He was wearing a racing green, three quarter sleeve, knee length, wrap dress with a satin underdress and a transparent, green lace, chiffon over dress that gave the garment a slightly formal, wonderfully feminine look.

In a rather, gentlemanly fashion, Dennis offered Alex an arm and they headed out of the lounge.

"Is everything ok, there?" Melody asked Alice as she watched them leave.

"I hope so," Alice said with a little smile. "I'm not sure, but I think Denny may be making Allie an offer that she shouldn't refuse."
 

~^~

 

"Let's sit here for a moment," Dennis suggested as they came to an oversized couch in the hallway, overlooking the lobby, one floor below.

"Ok," Alex said, smoothing his lovely dress beneath him as he sat and then crossing his legs at the knees and he sat, listening attentively.

Dennis sat at about halfway across the couch, leaving about the space of one person in between them. He smiled at Alex, but looked a bit uncomfortable before he spoke. He forced an uncomfortable smile and said, "Allie... it's... umm... it's been an enlightening week."

Damn. Alice must have told him. Alex felt a rush of fear pass over him. He couldn't lose this account. "Look, Dennis..."

Dennis held up his hand. "Allie... a week ago, when I first met you, I have to say... you didn't make a great first impression. In fact, my first impression was of a very insecure young woman who could barely look me in the eye."

"I understand," Alex said embarrassed. "Dennis... I was kind of in a crisis mode last week..."

"I know," he interrupted. "Please, just let me get to my point. After our brunch and conversation, I realized that you were a passionate young woman who knew her product line inside and out. Not only that, I decided that you were someone I would like to have involved in my business. That's not a decision I make everyday."

"Thank you for that, Dennis," Alex said, maintaining the poise and demeanor that Alice had been teaching him all week, but it felt like Dennis was leading to a brush off of some kind. He couldn't let that happen. "Umm... I feel like... maybe... you're having second thoughts about our arrangement. If you could just take a look at my lay outs for the displays..."

"Whoa, whoa, whoa," Dennis laughed. "I am having second thoughts, Alex, but not about that. I'll get to my point... My chief buyer/stock inspector... basically, my 'Girl Friday,' Jan - her name is Jan - had to leave my operation this week due to a family tragedy. Well... I guess I've already told you that story... Understandably, she had to leave quickly, but her departure has really left me with a conundrum. I need someone to take over that role for me, and after a lot of thought and conversations with you, your wife, your sister and, to be very honest, my wife... well, I have been thinking that you might be the right person to replace Jan. Now, I know you have your own business, but you can continue to represent the local crafts-people if you'd like, but what I require is this..."

Dennis spent the next fifteen minutes or so discussing the
responsibilities of Janice Meyer's previous position, all of which made perfect sense to Alex. He knew a lot about the liquor store business and this all seemed like an ideal position for him.

"As far as your hours are concerned, you work as many hours a week as you need to work in order to get everything done and ensure that the stores are well stocked, our inventory remains current and that we follow the trends as needed. Most of our established sales people will be contacting you directly through a company cell phone. You would have office space in our offices, but since COVID, we've become accustomed to having people working from home, too. As long as you're checking in on a daily basis and the job is getting done, I don't care where your primary office is."

Alex stared in stunned silence for a moment, causing Dennis to speak again.

"Health insurance would kick in in thirty days... five weeks paid vacation a year with more time added after five years... and, of course a very healthy salary with bonuses as earned." he pulled out a little note pad and wrote something on it, then handed it to Alex. "This would be your salary for the first two years and we will discuss salaries and raises on a yearly basis from then on. What do you think?"

Alex looked at the piece of paper and his jaw actually dropped. It wasn't a fortune, but it was a lot more money than he'd ever made before and that was where he'd be starting. How could he say no to this?

"Dennis... I am so flattered that you'd even consider me for this and, believe me, I want to say yes, but... I just want to be sure that you understand that, even though I know a lot about this business, this is a new aspect of it for me and if I take it, I'm going to need some training and guidance."

Dennis smiled. "See, that's why I think you'd be a great fit in this slot, Allie. You're always honest and forthcoming. Of course, I'd be training you and, once you get to know each store manager, you'll find that they are all great people and they'll stay on top of everything as well. They'll keep you informed of what they need. We're a good team, Allie. You'll enjoy being a part of it."

Alex paled a bit and didn't hear much after 'honest and forthcoming.'

"Dennis... I... I want to take this offer... truly, I do, but... I need to be 'honest and forthcoming' about something before I do. And after I tell you this... you may not be as impressed with me as you seem to be."

Dennis looked confused. "Ok, Allie. What do you need to tell me?"

Alex took a deep breath and thought carefully about how to say what he needed to say. "See, the reason that I was 'a very insecure young woman who could barely look me in the eye,' was because I... I wasn't a woman."

Dennis looked at Allie for a moment as he digested that. "Soooo... you WEREN'T a woman?... what were you, then?"

"I was a man, Dennis. A man who'd gained a lot of weight and didn't fit into his pre-lockdown clothes, so I had to wear some of my sister's from when she was heavier. I had hoped that I'd come across as a man, but I guess I didn't and when you assumed I was a woman... I didn't see a way out of it."

Dennis considered that, his eyes darting around as he thought. "So... all this week...?"

"I know, I wanted to say something, but..."

Dennis stood, looking confused for a few moments, then looking resolved. "Just wait here. Do not move."

He jogged away, leaving Alex feeling very uncertain as to what was about to happen. Was the job still on the table? Was he going to call the police of something? This wasn't illegal, was it? Dressing like a woman? No, it couldn't be. Why did things always go bad when he tried to do the right thing?

His mind was still reeling when Dennis came back hauling a very rushed Alice behind him.

"What is going on, Denny?" Alice asked, flustered. Then she looked at Alex and said, "Allie.. what's wrong? You look pale."

Alex looked confused, but tried to remain outwardly composed, as he'd been taught. "I'm not sure what's happening... I was just..."

"She was just telling me some very interesting things about herself," Dennis said, sounding testy.

Alice looked at Dennis, then at Allie, then back. "Such as."

"Go ahead," Dennis said. "Tell her. After taking advantage of my wife's good nature all week, I think you owe her an explanation."

Alex was about to speak, but Alice beat him to it. "Oh!" she laughed as if this was the silliest thing imaginable. "Is this about Allie being a man?"

Dennis gave his wife a double and then a triple take. "What?"

"It is isn't it?" she said shaking her head and laughing some more. "Did you seriously think that I spent all that time with her and I didn't know?"

"I... I..." Dennis sputtered.

"Honestly, Denny, Allie told me on that very first day we met. We came in for drinks and she told me she had recently decided to live as a woman." It was a little white lie, but it made a point.

"You... wait... how could... how come you didn't tell me?"

"Tell you what? You told me that you thought Allie was a talented salesperson who just needed some help to find herself. That's all that mattered. I didn't know that we were going to be spending the whole week with them. I'm thrilled that we did, though, and look at the progress she's made. God, if I was ever asked if I saw someone learn how to tap their inner talents, then I would have to reply that I have because I saw what happened to Allie Anderson one wintery week at Mount Washington. And besides, look at how you reacted. Right now, I'm trying to figure out why she told you in the truth the first place. She didn't have to."

Dennis looked at Alex. "If... then..." He sighed and regrouped. "Why did you tell me?"

"Because it was the right thing to do." Alex's answer was steady and concise. "You offered me a job. That's a lot different than having me set up a few displays in your stores. I wouldn't take the job unless I was honest with you.

"Huh." Dennis looked at his wife. "Ok... I get it... I'm the asshole here, aren't I?"

"Not at all," Alex said, calmly. "I wasn't honest with you before. Actually, you took it very well. Now, if you don't feel comfortable with me taking that job, then I understand entirely. I just hope we can all still be friends."

"Alright, now, wait..." Dennis said, sitting back on the couch and thinking. "Ok, now... first, let me make it clear that I was not being judgmental about your choice to live as a woman. I'm fine with that. I just misunderstood things. I thought that you had taken advantage of my wife's good nature and that's why I was upset. So, your choice to present yourself this way does not impact my offer."

Alex nodded, content that he'd done the right thing while Dennis settled himself and considered his next words.

"So, my offer still stands and, I hate to put undo pressure on anyone, but I will need an answer by the time we leave tomorrow morning. I know that's a bit of a stressful thing to demand, but if you decide not to take the position, I need to find someone who will by midweek."

Alex nodded and looked at Alice, who raised her eyebrows, hopeful that Allie would accept the position.

Dennis looked at his wife and added, "I think it goes without saying that, whatever your decision is, it will not impact our personal relationships with you, your sister or your wife. We'll all remain friends, no matter what."

"They're over here," Mel called over her shoulder as she appeared in the upper lobby and waved for Jill to join her.

"Would you like a little time to discuss this with Mel before you give me an answer?" Dennis asked as Alex's family approached.

Alex's little smile remained steady. "I don't think that will be necessary."

"I'm sorry," Mel said as she approached the couch. "I hope we're not interrupting, but you were all gone so long that we were worried."

"Would you like us to give you some more time?" Jill asked. Neither woman was sure of what was going on, but they were concerned that Alex's cat may be out of the bag and Dennis might be upset.

"I think that's up to Allie," Dennis said, leaning back a bit to give Alex some room.

"I don't think you need to leave," Alex said, that same enigmatic smile on his face. He looked at his wife and explained. "Dennis has made a very generous offer for me to work for Cole Liquors in a position that seems perfect for me. It would give me the freedom of flexible hours and working from home or their offices, the opportunity to meet a lot of professionals in the industry and provide us with financial stability far beyond any that we've had up until now."

"Wow," Jill muttered, a bit surprised after all of their concerns.

Mel took a second to process everything. She looked at Alice for confirmation that what she's just heard was true, and Alice nodded to confirm that everything was as Alex had explained.

"So...? What do you think, Allie?" Mel asked.

Alex turned back to Dennis and said, "Dennis, I am very honored to have received this offer and I am very happy and grateful to accept this position." he extended his hand, which Dennis accepted and shook.

"That's great, Allie," Dennis smiled. "Tell you what, Monday is going to be a busy day for me, first day back and all, so why don't you come see me at my offices on Tuesday at ten and we'll get you started. We'll get your paperwork all signed and begin your training."

"Better yet," Alice said, happily, "on Monday, you and I will get together to get everything you'll need for your new job. We'll take a tour of where all the stores are located and maybe stop at a few of my favorite shops in Boston along the way." she heard Mel and Jill chuckle just a little at that, so she shook her head and said in a confidential tone, "Cotton panties," she made a disgusted face and acted as if a horrified shiver ran down her spine. "She can do better."

Dennis stood and offered Alex a hand. He accepted the hand as a courtesy, but he rose with the practiced elegance that Alice had instilled in him.

Dennis looked at him and shook his head. Then he smiled at everyone else and said, "I can't believe you've changed so much in a week." Then he looked at Jill and Melody said, "I bet it's an even bigger change for you two, since you knew her before she... well, you know what I mean."

Mel and Jill looked at each other, then at Alex who nodded.

"Soooooo... everyone knows?" Jill asked.

"Everyone knows," Dennis smiled.

"And you're fine with it?" Mel asked.

"It's none of my concern, as long as it doesn't interfere with her work," Dennis shrugged. "I think the real question is are YOU fine with it?"

Mel laughed loudly. "Me!? Denny, I am thrilled! I have always loved Allie, but the changes in clothes lately have been wonderful. She looks so much better, now - and by that, I mean that she looks SO much better than ME! Putting the clothes aside, the things that Allie has learned from Alice are amazing! It's like she's a whole new person! Self confident... Determined.... And now a job she's happy about!? Things are far beyond 'fine' with me, Denny."

"Well," Alice chimed in, sliding her arm around Dennis', "why don't we all cap off this wonderful night - the last of our wonderful trip - with some nice champagne! We can toast our friendship and Allie's new job!"

Everyone agreed, but Alex held up a hand. "I will be in in a few minutes. I just have something I have to do first."

"Is everything ok, baby?" Mel asked, concerned. Alex suddenly didn't look as happy as he should.

"Everything is great, Mel." he smiled, but it wasn't a sincere smile. It was a smile to make Mel feel better and she knew it. "I just need to run upstairs for a minute. I'll be down in ten minutes... fifteen tops."

"Ok." Mel smiled. She kissed his cheek. "Congratulations, sweetie. I'm very happy for you."

"Thanks."

As the others headed into the lounge, Alex made his way back to their room. He pulled out his tablet and sighed. He looked at the clock. 8:55pm. They were probably still awake. He sent a text.

'HI. ARE YOU AWAKE?'

'YES. JUST WATCHING AN OLD MOVIE. WHY?' came the reply.

'I'M GOING TO CALL. OK?'

'Ok'

He took a deep breath and called up their contact information. Then, instead of hitting the button for making a phone call, he hit the 'FaceTime' button, turned the tablet away from himself and waited. It only took a few rings for the call to be answered.

"Hi, Alex. How are you?" His mother's voice came through. There was also the sound of a television in the background.

"I'm good, mom. I just wanted to share some good news with you."

"Oh!? Well, that's exciting to hear. What's the news, and why can't I see you in the camera?"

"I'll get to that," he said, sounding nervous. "I... I just wanted to let you know that I just got hired by Cole Liquors to be the chief buyer for the whole chain."

"Alex, that's wonderful!" His mother said into the phone. Then into the room in which she was seated, she said, "Bill! Bill! Alex is on the phone and he's going to be a buyer for Cole Liquor. Isn't that great?"

"Yeah," Alex's father's unimpressed voice could be heard in the phone's speaker.

"It's a great opportunity, mom. Really handsome salary and a lot of responsibilities..."

"Well, that's wonderful to hear, Alex," his mother interrupted. "It'll be nice to be bringing in some real money for a change, won't it?"

"Yeah, I guess, but... I've done pretty well for myself up to this point..."

"Yes, you have. You have that beautiful wife of yours and that nice house... and of course, it'll be nice to be making a similar amount of money to your wife and sister, won't it? I mean, Jill's been making over a hundred thousand dollars a year, for years."

"Yeah... I suppose." he was trying hard not to be baited into feeling bad about himself by his mother.

He would have said more about the job, but his mother's attention was returned to the TV screen for a moment. "Bill... what did they just say? Did they just say that Sean Penn killed the wrong man? Where's Kevin Bacon been through all of this? Don't the State Police know what's going on?" she returned he attention to the phone. "This movie drives me nuts, Alex. If I've ever seen the ending, I can't remember it."

"What movie is that, mom?"

"Oh, I don't know the name of it. It's the one in Boston... Sean Penn's daughter is killed... they think Tim Robbins did it and Kevin Bacon is a State Cop... you know the one I mean."

"Yeah, I guess," Alex said, hurt and taken aback that his good news was being usurped by an old movie on TV.

"Hey, mom," Alex said, clearing his throat, "the reason I called is..."

"Your new job, I know, Alex. You told me."

"No, mom, there's more I wanted to tell you."

"Ok," she said, still sounding distracted. "What is it?"

Alex turned the phone towards himself so that his face, hair and the lace covered top of his green dress were visible in the camera. "Mom... I’ve made some changes in my life, besides the job, and I just wanted to let you and dad know."

"What kind of changes?" she asked, not yet looking at the screen. "Wait! You’re not getting a divor..."

She never got to the ‘S’ sound at the end of the word. She stared at the screen for a few moments before she spoke. "I’m sorry... umm... where is Alex? Why are you in my son’s hotel room?"

"It’s me, mom," Alex said as calmly as possible. "As I have been saying, I have made some changes and..."

"Alex? What the hell is going on there? Stop playing around and put your sister on the phone."

"She’s downstairs, mom. As I was saying..."

"Is this some kind of joke, then? What the hell are you playing at, Alex!?"

All of his training with Alice was going out the window. She wasn’t listening and he couldn’t get her to stop reacting.

"What going on?" Alex heard his father say from off camera.

"It’s Alex, Bill. Look at him!"

The picture blurred as his mother turned her laptop abruptly towards his father. His father, who was seated in his ancient reclining chair, looked at the picture on the screen at their end and asked, "Who’s that?"

"THAT is you son!" his mother shouted.

"What!?" His father said, slamming the footrest of the chair closed. "Alex? What the hell is going on?"

"Hi, dad. As I was trying to tell mom, I have decided..."

"Decided to what? Decided to your dick off? What is wrong with you, Alex!? Jesus, you have always been like this. Selfish - that’s what you are Alex, only thinking of yourself."

"Look, dad... mom... I just called because I wanted to share with you that I am happy, Mel is happy and I have a new job that I think is going to be a great fit for me. That’s all."

"THIS is what makes you happy?" his mother spat. "Dressing up like something you’re not and swishing around in a party dress? THAT makes you happy?"

"I’m not ‘swishing’ around at all, mom, and..."

"Alright! Enough! Enough! ENOUGH!’ his father pronounced, slamming a hand on the table where his mother had been sitting. "I don’t know what kind of a game you’re playing, Alex, but your mother and I aren’t interesting in being a part of it."

Alex’s veneer of poise and coolness was being stripped away by the second. He was hurt and angry and didn’t expect things to have gone nearly this badly. "I’m not playing any kind of..."

"I told you at Thanksgiving," his father interrupted, "that he looked like a fairy with all that hair."

"Yeah, but, Bill, he didn’t look like THAT!"

"But he didn’t look like much of a man, did he?"

"Oh, lord," his mother sighed at both of them, "this is because we always let you hang around with your sister and her friends, isn’t it? We should have made you play sports."

"I told you, Ellen," his father said, ignoring their son on the screen, "he was too little and we should have pushed him harder. You can’t coddle a boy and expect him to ever become a real man. This is what you get when you’re too soft on a boy: a little pansy who wears dresses."

That was all for Alex. He disconnected the call and sat there for a good fifteen seconds regaining his composure before he used the tips of his fingers to dab a few unbidden tears from his eyelids. He stood, took a deep, cleansing breath and headed out the door and back down to the lounge.

As he arrived, he saw Jill standing to the side of the lobby in a heated phone conversation. He walked over to her and took the phone from her hand. "Good night, mother," he said, flatly. "Call me again when you’re willing to have a civil conversation." he hung up the phone and shut it off before handing it back to his sister. "I’m sorry they ruined your evening. It went a lot worse than I expected. Sorry."

Jill hugged her small, feminine brother and kissed the side of his head. "Screw them, Allie. Either they’ll come around or they won’t, but we will always have each other."

Alex hugged her back. "I love you, Jill. I know I never say that, but I do. I really love you."

"I know, Allie. And you know I love you, too." The hug ended and Jill took his hand, kissing it before she said, "Come on. Let’s go in. Everyone’s waiting for you."

"There she is!" Dennis said, holding up a champagne flute. "Everyone grab a glass."

When everyone had a glass in their hand, Dennis said, "A toast – To Allie. May your new life be wonderful and may your new career be a source of happiness in that new life."

"Hear! Hear!" They all said as they clinked glasses and took a sip.

"Mmm," Alice said as she tasted the expensive drink. "I’d like to propose a toast, too. To new families." she held up her glass and so did everyone else. "It’s funny how, at the beginning of this week, none of us could have ever expected that by the end of the week, we’d all find new friends and family. Now, I’m being very sincere when I say that Denny and I have started thinking of all three of you as our daughters..."

"Obviously," Mel teased, "Allie is mommy’s favorite."

Everyone laughed at that.

Alice continued as she giggled, "...as I was saying, we think of the three of you with great affection and we sincerely hope that our relationships will continue forever. Cheers, everyone."

"Cheers," they all joined in.

They all clinked glasses again and they sipped until someone came up with the next toast... and the next... and the next...
 

~^~

 
 
EPILOGUE

 

"Anyone home?" Jill called into the house, knowing full well that her sister-in-law was not only home, but expecting her.

"In the kitchen!" Melody called back in reply.

"Hey!" Jill smiled as she entered the kitchen. "Where’s Allie?"

Mel smiled as she pulled a head of lettuce out of the refrigerator and set about ripping off leaves to drop in her colander to be rinsed. "Where she always is on Tuesday afternoons – with Alice at yoga class."

Jill laughed. "How could I have forgotten? In the last eight months, Allie has become obsessed with exercise and losing weight."

"Huh... sounds like she’s taking after her big sister," Mel teased.

"Says the Phys Ed teacher," Jill laughed. "Now that I’m thin, I kind of like it. I like the way I feel and I like the way my clothes fit."

"I imagine Allie feels the same way."

Mel finished rinsing the lettuce for the evening’s salads. She looked at Jill and said, "Your mother called me again today. Just as I was leaving school."

Jill nodded. "She called me, too." Jill turned and leaned against the counter. "She’s coming up for to visit her friend from high school and she wants to see us all."

Melody nodded. "I told her that would be lovely, PROVIDED she accepts Allie as she is."

Jill sighed. "I was going to tell her the same, but before I could, she told me that she wanted us all to go to dinner at a nice restaurant, but that Allie wasn’t to be wearing ‘Any of his foolish, sissy clothes.’ Either she was to dress like a ‘man’ or she wasn’t invited."

"So... you going to meet with her?"

"Are you crazy?" Jill scoffed and shook her head. "I told her not to call me again until she was willing to accept both of her children as we are. Then I hung up on her." she thought about that for a moment, then said, "It really does break my heart that I can’t be in a loving relationship with my parents, but... oh, well... it is what it is. They’re being unreasonable and I am not going to give in to their stupidity."

Mel nodded. "They’re not even calling Allie anymore. They didn’t even acknowledge her birthday."

Jill shrugged. "Maybe, down the road, things will change."

"Maybe."

They heard the door open in the other room and the women stopped talking. A moment later, Alex walked into the kitchen wearing a pair of clean, white sneakers, a pair of high waisted, calf length, floral decorated yoga pants and a loose, dusty-rose colored exercise shirt. Despite having come from the gym, Alex’s makeup was flawless and her hair was in a ponytail formed by pulling it through the hole in the back of baseball cap the same color as the shirt.

"Hi," she said as he entered the room and placed her gym bag by the foot of the stairs. She kissed her wife’s lips and his sister’s cheek. "What were you two talking about."

"You, of course," Jill smiled. "You look great, Allie. How much have you lost?"

"That’s not very polite, is it?" Allie replied, with a grin. "I’m not entirely sure, actually. I’m down to a size eight, though."

"That’s wonderful," Jill said, truly impressed.

"Good class?" Mel asked.

"They’re all good," Alex smiled. "I feel so good after I’m done."

"That’s great, babe. And tomorrow morning you’re doing a workout with Alice and her trainer, right?" she handed everyone something to put on the table.

"I’m doing a shorter session than usual. I need to get to the office pretty early tomorrow. Dennis wants me to meet a new salesperson – you know how he is. So, brunch at eleven with Dennis and the new guy."

They all pulled out their chairs and sat. "You know, this is probably only the third or fourth time I’ve seen you in pants since we went to New Hampshire. I’m not used to it," Jill teased.

"Well, you’re never going to have a chance to get used to it, either," Alex laughed. "I’m not that kind of a girl, anymore."

Jill raised her eyebrows. "Speaking of ‘the girls...’ How is your chest healing?"

"I can answer that," Mel said. "‘The Girls’ are healing beautifully. Really beautifully. They look sooooo nice, Jill. Ahh... I wish you could see how pretty she looks now in her lingerie! There’s no substitute for the real thing."

Alex smiled at her wife, then blushed a bit at her sister.

"You like them, though, right?" Jill asked Alex.

"Like them? Jilly, I don’t know how I lived without them all these years. I adore them."

Jill couldn’t help but laugh at Alex’s exuberance. "So, you’ve got the ‘up above’ looking pretty and girly, what about the ‘down below?’ Is that staying ‘as is,’ or is it being considered for renovations, too."

"Honest to God, the things you talk about at the dinner table..." Alex said, sounding shocked. "Well, since you asked... no. It is staying in its original form. No alterations, there."

"Nope, no alterations there, for sure!" Mel joked. "I don’t mind the additions, but l want to keep the subtractions to a minimum."

They all laughed at that and dug in to the salads. A few minutes of munching passed before Alex said, "Umm... next weekend... I think I’m going to drive down to see mom and dad."

Both women stopped and looked at him.

"OUR mom and dad?" Jill asked. "The ones that both Mel and I told to buzz off earlier today because they won’t accept you as you now are? That mom and dad?"

Alex nodded. "I’ve been thinking about it, and... what if something were to happen, and... God forbid, we lost them. I don’t want this chasm between us to last forever."

"Ok, then," Mel looked at Jill, "we’ll go with you."

Jill nodded.

"No... I think it needs to be just me and them," Alex said, pensively. "They’ll be tough at first, but either they’ll accept me, or I’ll drive back home knowing I tried."

Mel made a thoughtful smirk. "I can’t say I think this is a good idea, Allie. I’d rather you didn’t drive that far by yourself."

Alex smiled. "I appreciate that, Mel, but I really think I need to do this myself."
 

~^~

 

It was hot in Maryland. A lot hotter than it had been in Massachusetts when Alex had left. Of course, the sun wasn’t even up then, but the air in Maryland was a lot more saturated with summer humidity than the air back home.

It was nearly eleven as he pulled into the driveway of his parents’ retirement home in the ‘over fifty-five’ community. She’d only been there once before, to help them move, and she wasn’t sure what to expect when she knocked on the door.

"Yes?" her father said as he pulled the interior door wide.

Alex stood dumbfounded. She’d spent the entire five hour drive practicing what to say, but now that her father stood there, not recognizing her, she felt like a child again. A child who was afraid to upset their parents.

"Can I help you?" His father asked, a bit impatient, aggravated by the mute, but attractive woman at his door.

"Umm... yes... I was..." Alex took a deep breath to gather his thoughts and said, "Hi, dad."

Her father’s eyes narrowed as he took in the sight of this attractive, well turned out woman on his front stoop. "Alex?" he asked, not at all sure who this person was, but it wasn’t Jill, so it had to be Alex.

Alex nodded. "Yes, it’s me, dad. Can I come in?"

"Who is it, Bill?" Alex’s mother’s voice came from the interior of the small home.

"It’s Alex," he called back. He still stared at his son with confusion.

"Dad, I drove over five hours to come see you. Can I come in?" Alex asked, feeling awkward, just standing on the stoop.

"It’s who?" Alex’s mother suddenly appeared in the doorway, filling Alex with a mix of joy and dread.

"Alex?" she asked, just as confused as her husband.

"Yes, mom, it’s me. Can I come in?"

Alex’s parents looked at each other for a moment and a silent message passed between them. Alex saw this a knew that, now that they saw her, this was all going to work out, just fine. Her mother nodded at her father and and then her mother’s hand reached for the storm door handle. Alex heard a click and reached for the handle knowing she’d just unlocked it, but...

...it wouldn’t turn.

She had locked it.

Her mother stepped back and the interior door began closing.

"Mom?"

"No, Alex," she said, shaking her head. "No. You can’t just show up at OUR HOUSE and just expect us to accept... THIS. NO."

"Mom... dad..." Alex tried to reason with the increasingly narrowing opening.

Her father had the last words, though. "Cut your hair, clean that crap off your face and come back looking like a man, Alex, and THEN you can come into this house."

The door closed.

Alex’s first thought was to knock again, but she stopped before her knuckles reached the wood. No. That wasn’t what she wanted them to see. Not a weak little sissy who needed her mommy. No. That wasn’t going to happen. Instead, she stood at the door and spoke in a moderate volume, hoping they’d hear.

"Alright. I tried and I will try again... someday... but... I love you both. I just wanted you to know that." she took a few breaths to steady herself before she walked down the stairs and back to her car. She backed out of driveway and headed back towards the highway. While stopped at a red light, she sent a text to Jill and Mel. ‘HEADED HOME. THEY WON’T EVEN LET ME IN. SHOULD BE HOME IN FIVE OR SIX HOURS. LOVE YOU.’

A few moments later, Mel replied. ‘I’M SORRY, BABE. PLEASE BE SAFE.’

That was followed by a text from Jill. ‘SCREW THEM ALLIE. WE LOVE YOU.’

She smiled. ‘I KNOW. BE HOME SOON. LOVE YOU BOTH TOO.’

She pulled onto the highway, listening to a Taylor Swift song. That was followed by a Lady Gaga song and as that was starting to fade out, her phone rang and the radio’s screen told her it was Alice. She accepted the call.

"Hi, princess," she said. "I hear you’re having a bad day."

"I guess it could have gone worse," Alex said as she drove on. "No one hit anyone else, so... like I said, things could have gone worse."

"Oh, sweetheart... I’m so sorry," Alice said in the most comforting voice she could muster.

"It’ll be fine," Alex sighed. "It’s just... you know..." her voice cracked with emotion, just a little. "... no one wants their parents to hate them. I just wanted to... you know... let them know that I’m still me and that I love them and, I guess I hoped that they might still love me."

"Oh, Allie, Allie, Allie..." Alice said, "I wish I could just hug you right now. Baby, you know that Denny and I both love you like a daughter. My own daughters think of you as a sister, and Mel and Jill both adore you. Baby, you have so many people who love you... focus on that. Ok?"

That made Alex feel a lot better. "Thank you, Alice. That means an awful lot to me."

"It’s the truth, sweetheart. Now, I want you to promise to drive carefully and when you get home, Denny and I will be there with Jill and Mel to give you more hugs than you can imagine. Ok?"

"Ok," Alex chuckled at Alice’s uplifting tone.

"Ok, now tell me you love me and that you’ll be careful."

Alex laughed. "Ok, mother," she teased. "I love you and Dennis and Jill, and of course, Mel, and I will take care of myself, I’ll be careful and I will be home as soon as I can."

"That’s my girl. I’ll let you get back to concentrating on the road. Love you."

"Love you, too." she said and the call ended.

The radio returned to playing music. This time it was an old song by Destiny’s Child and Alex sang along.

‘Thought I couldn't breathe without you
I'm inhaling
You thought I couldn't see without you
Perfect vision
You thought I couldn't last without you
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without you
But I'm livin'’

Then, as Alex drove on and she thought about how her life had changed, how her career had improved and how much better everyday was with things as they were, she smiled and sang a little louder.

‘I'm a survivor
I'm not gon' give up
I'm not gon' stop, oh
I'm gon' work harder
I'm the survivor
I'm gonna make it
I will survive
Keep on survivin'...’

THE END

An Anomoly - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Real World Situation
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Slow Transformation
  • Swimsuit

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An Anomoly: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Stevie needs to move in with his sister and brother-in-law.
That's when they all start noticing that something's not right..


 
Author's Note: I am hoping that you are enjoying my stories so far. If you find yourself liking
this one, please consider leaving me a review? Honest, I love reading them!~Clara.

 
This version of An Anomoly: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 1
 

"Look, Stevie, I don't want to be the bad guy, but you have to get everything you want moved out of here by the weekend or the bank is going to take it all and throw you out anyway." Katie stood looking at her younger brother, her arms folded, looking as mature and rational as ever and that alone irritated Stevie. Some people seemed to just have a natural ability to get their lives together and keep them that way. Katie did. Stevie didn't.

When he didn't respond, Katie continued. "I know that Grandma said she was leaving this place to us when she died, but that guy from the bank made it clear that she'd signed that reverse mortgage agreement and we're not getting a penny. All we can do is pack everything up, keep what we want and sell the rest."

Stevie shook his head, very upset. "This just isn't right. I don't know how that form got signed, but it's dated three years ago and Grandma wasn't in her right mind three years ago. We should fight this."

"How?" She shook her head. She spoke to her younger brother as if she was explaining something to one of her her children. "Stevie... Grandma signed the papers. The bank made payments to her for the past two and a half years. Yeah, they've only paid about fifteen thousand dollars for a three hundred thousand dollar house, but they did it legally, honey, and there's nothing we can do about it. We can't afford a lawyer to fight them. We spoke to the lawyer that helped Derrick and me buy our house, but he recommended we talk to that big firm downtown and we can't even afford a consultation with them. You're right, it's unfair, but the banks help to write the laws and everything is skewed in their favor. There is absolutely nothing... NOTHING, Stevie... that we can do to stop them from taking this house. They've already won, honey. Let's start packing things up, ok?"

Stevie sat forward and let his head fall into his hands in order to hide his tears from his sister. "Oh... what am I going to do, Katie? I don't have a job, I have nowhere to live... God, I only have a GED, for crying out loud! I've spent the last two and a half years in this house taking care of grandma. I can't believe she's gone - I mean, I knew she was sick and wasn't going to live forever, but I thought that after she'd gone I'd have a little time to get my life in order. That the house would be ours. Even if I couldn't stay here for long, that we could sell it and I could go to college, but... I'm so screwed, now."

Katie finally sat next to her brother on the couch and rubbed his back. "Come on, Stevie. I know it's a big blow, but you'll get through it. You're not alone. Derrick and I are here to help you."

"Derrick barely knows my name," Stevie whined.

"That's not true," Katie laughed. "You're just not into sports and that's pretty much all that Derrick knows, so he doesn't know how to relate to you. Besides it was his idea to have you come live with us."

She pushed his thick, dark, wavy hair off of his shoulders and rubbed his neck. "Ugh. When are you going to get a hair cut?"

"I like my hair... so did Grandma."

Kate smiled. "Because you look just like mom looked at your age. Heck, she called you Susan more than Stevie for the last year of her life."

He snickered at that. "I think it made her happy. That's what was important."

Kate laughed, too. "Of course, it didn't help that you wear my old clothes or mom's most of the time."

"Just pants and shirts."

"They're slacks and blouses, Stevie, but it doesn't matter. You're right - it made Grandma happy."

He nodded, then his face melted and he began to cry again. "I miss her so much, Katie. I know it's stupid. She was a sick old lady and I knew she was going to die, but I just miss her so much."

"I know, honey, I know." His sister pulled him close. "She was a good woman and you took good care of her. I don't know anyone else who would have given up school and his friends to take care of his grandmother like you did, Stevie, and I know she appreciated it."

"I know, but... here I am, now. Twenty years old, no Grandma, no place to live, no credit history, no job history, no education... like I said... I’m screwed." He sat and thought for a moment. "If I did come and live with you guys, how would that work?"

"Well," Katie tried to sound as upbeat as she could, "you’d have your own room – the big one between the nursery and Olivia’s room – and you’d help out with the girls while I’m at work... and maybe... you know... maybe help with the housework or something like that."

"So, I could be a live in maid and nanny, then?" He smirked as he asked the question, half teasing, but making a point, too.

Katie sighed. "Look, Stevie, I’m just trying to make everything work, ok? I really need to get back to work... Livy loves you to pieces... you’re great with babies, so Alice won’t be that big a deal for you... come on. It’s a win-win, right?"

He shrugged. "I don’t know, Katie, I mean... I need to make some money and, don’t get me wrong, I love your girls and I appreciate you and Derrick giving me a place to stay, but... I really need to make some money. Not just to save for college, and stuff like that... Katie, I haven’t bought new clothes in years. That’s why I’m wearing this sweater... I think it was yours... and these jeans. They definitely were yours."

"Well, you can keep all the clothes you want," Katie laughed. "I was probably fourteen or fifteen when I wore that size. I left for college at seventeen and never came back here to live. I’ve grown up and, unfortunately, out a good deal since then. What size are those jeans, anyway?"

"Four."

She laughed. "Yeah. That might fit my right leg. I wear an eight now, and after having two kids, that’s hard work to maintain." Her brother was so small and slender that it almost made her jealous.

Her remark made Stevie smile a little. "You look great, Katie, but I honestly cannot remember you ever wearing clothes like the ones you left in the closet. They’re all kind of fun clothes that a kid would wear and I’ve always thought of you as so grown up and looking so professional."

"Hey, I used to be fun... once." Kate laughed and elbowed her brother. "Besides, you were only ten when I went to college. Mom was still alive and we’d only moved in with Grandma a couple of years earlier. After the divorce, I probably started getting more serious. Someone had to."

She thought about that time and how her mother kept saying it was ‘a new beginning’ for all of them. Little did her mother know how little time she had left. Their mother had died at forty two. Heck, their grandmother had only made it to seventy eight. Damned cancer. These weren’t great statistics for the women in her family. Katie took cancer very seriously and she was a confirmed health and fitness nut. Cooking healthy and getting to the gym had become increasingly more difficult with the arrival of a second child. She needed help and she knew it.

"Ok, look, Stevie," she said, "I’m going to be very honest with you. Grandma’s passing took a toll on Derrick and my savings. We thought she had life insurance and that the house could be sold and all that stuff, so we covered all of the costs for the funeral and everything. That was almost twenty thousand dollars that we thought was going back into our account – and it isn’t. Except for our income, we’re broke, Stevie."

Stevie looked surprised. "But... that big, beautiful house and the pool..."

"Yeah, all of which we COULD afford before, honey, but this wiped us out. I need to get back to work on Tuesday when my maternity leave ends – not just for the sake of my career, but to start making some real money again. Derrick has been taking extra duties wherever he can – doing traffic details, or construction details, whatever the station has to offer – but he can’t keep that up forever and I don’t want him working while he’s exhausted. That’s a sure fired way for a police officer to make a mistake and get hurt, or worse, hurt someone else."

"Wow," Stevie whispered. "I had no idea, Katie..."

"Yeah, well, listen... I’ve been thinking and to be very honest, I can’t afford to pay you anything for the first two months. Now, I know that’s a terrible thing to say, but it’s the truth. If I had to put the girls into day care, I just couldn’t afford to go back to work right now. So, if you could come and live with us, take care of the girls, do what you can to keep the place clean and maybe make some healthy meals a few nights a week, that would be a HUGE help. Then, after two months we’ll sit down and figure out a fair salary for your services. By then, Derrick and I should be back on firmer financial footing. Until then, you’re still getting paid Room and Board. Now that sounds fair, doesn’t it?"

It sounded very fair, and Stevie was happy to move in with his sister’s family if he could be of some service to them. His biggest reason for not wanting to move in was just because he didn’t want to be a burden to them. If he could help... well, that was a different story.

"Ok,"he finally agreed. "I’ll pack everything up here this week, then."

Katie gave him a big hug. "That’s a very grownup decision, Stevie. I’m proud of you. And I promise, as soon as we’re over this financial speed bump, Derrick and I will help you with college."

"No, Kate, I can do that on my own."

"Don’t be silly. No one can do that on their own. You have no idea how much college costs. Besides, we owe you a lot for taking care of Grandma for so long."

She stood up and looked around the house. "There’s a lot to go through. I’ll come by tomorrow and help you. I’ll have to bring Livy and Alice with me. Livy will be thrilled to help. I’ll set up a playpen for Alice."

"Ok."

"Hey, I know this isn’t easy, but you’ll get past it and, as Katy Perry says, ‘What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.’ Right?"

Stevie stood. "That was Kelly Clarkson and I’m pretty sure that she wasn’t the first to say that," he smiled and accepted a hug from his sister.

"Whatever," she giggled as she hugged him, burying his face in her shoulder. "Ohhhhh, I do love you, you know?"

"I know. I love you, too. And I love the girls."

Katie reached for her pocketbook. "And Derrick?"

"I like Derrick just fine. I’m just concerned that Derrick doesn’t like me."

"You’re crazy," she smiled and gave her brother a kiss on the cheek. "I bet that two weeks from today, you two will be best friends. Gotta run. See you tomorrow."

"Yeah," Stevie said as he opened the front door for his big sister.

After she’d exited and was getting into her car, he looked around at the old wallpaper and beautiful woodwork in the century old house he’d called home for over a decade. He thought about how many times he’d gotten on his knees to scrub those beautiful Southern Pine floors clean, how many times he’d washed every one of those windows, how many times he’d dusted the elaborate chandelier that hung over the main entrance, how many times he’d done the same to the less elaborate one that hung over the formal dining room table, and then he sat on the perfectly waxed wooden stairs and cried and cried and cried.

The next morning, Katie arrived a little after nine. Stevie ran out to the driveway to met her and to help with the kids.

When the back door slider opened and he could see his oldest niece, Olivia, in her car seat, Stevie made a big show of being thrilled to see her. "There she is! The prettiest four year old niece I have!"

The child giggled uncontrollably at the show. "Hi, Auntie Stevie," she was barely able to say through her giggles.

Stevie made a shocked face and immediately began tickling the child. "Auntie!? Auntie!? I’ve told you a million times... I’m UNCLE Stevie." He was smiling broadly as he played Olivia’s favorite game.

"If you want to be ‘Uncle Stevie,’" Katie said from the open door on the opposite side of the minivan, "then get a haircut and look like her uncle."

"No," Stevie smiled as he lifted Olivia onto his hip. "Livy likes my hair like this, don’t you, Livy?"

"Yes, I do," the little girl said in a happy voice. "Auntie Stevie’s hair is too pretty to cut."

"See," Stevie laughed as he met his sister at the back of the minivan and took the collapsed playpen in his other hand, "my hair is too pretty to cut."

Katie shook her head. "I went to the movers and got all these boxes, packing tape and some bubble wrap. If we get everything ready, they’ll come and move it all on Saturday morning. Derrick rented a storage unit for all of Grandma’s furniture except for one bedroom set that we’ll put in your bedroom at our house. We’ll wait a few weeks to get past all of this, then we’ll go through everything and figure out what we want to keep and what we want to sell. Ok?"

"Ok."

They got to work downstairs first, packing up all of their grandmother’s nice plates and cups in bubble wrap and placing it all carefully into boxes. Then they made piles of things that they didn’t need to move. Dozens of old paperback novels and some hard covered books that held no value were placed out on the side of the road with a sign reading ‘free.’ They were gone in an hour or so.

The furniture to be moved was all placed in the middle of the downstairs rooms.

The whole time that they worked, little Alice slept comfortably swaddled in her playpen and Olivia worked at Stevie’s side, offering help with each and every item that was handled.

As they were wrapping the everyday plates and flatware in the kitchen, Alice woke and cried for attention.

"Someone’s hungry," Katie laughed.

She retrieved the infant and sat at the table, opening her shirt and lowering the cup of her nursing bra, unabashedly displaying her engorged nipple for her older daughter and brother to see. It was nothing new to either of them, though.

"Why don’t we take a break, too?" Stevie asked his niece, as he took a seat across from his sister.

"Yeah," Olivia agreed, "let’s take a break." She crawled up into her uncle’s lap.

As the baby latched on to her nipple, Katie sighed. "I’m actually going to miss this. Some women hate breast feeding, but I love it. It’s sooooo much nicer than pumping. I just feel like a cow on a dairy farm when I’m hooked up to that machine."

"Well, I can help with a lot," Stevie joked, "but I’m afraid I can’t make breast milk. You’ll either have to pump or move her onto formula."

‘I’ll pump," Katie smiled. "It’s too early to stop the breast milk. She’s only ten weeks old. I’ll leave a supply in the little refrigerator in the pantry. I had a nice system going with Livy when she was little. It’s easier to use that refrigerator. It keeps the bottles in order so you always use fresh milk. It’s my own stock rotation system."

"Cool," Stevie nodded.

A few minutes passed when out of the blue, Olivia asked, "How come?"

"How come, what, baby?" Her mother asked.

"How come Auntie Stevie can’t make breast milk for Alice?"

Stevie smiled broadly and opened his eyes widely as he looked at his sister. His look said, ‘Do you want to handle this, or should I?’

"Well, honey," Katie explained, "because only mommies make milk for babies. That’s why it’s called ‘mother’s milk.’ Do you understand?"

"Yeah..." they could tell that the wheels were still turning in that little head, though, "but you said that when I grew up, I could make milk for babies, too, right?"

"That’s right, honey," Katie smiled. "When you’re a mommy, your breasts will make milk for your baby, too."

"So I can take care of her, right?"

"That’s right, honey. So you can be a good mommy and take care of your baby."

Olivia looked at her mother and then at Stevie, and then looked back at her mother and the baby at her breast. "But Auntie Stevie is going to take care of me and Alice, right?"

"I am," he said, giving her a hug.

"Then... if Auntie Stevie is going to take care of Alice, why can’t Auntie Stevie make milk to feed Alice."

"Yeah, mommy," Stevie laughed. "Why?"

Katie was thrilled that Olivia was asking such insightful questions, but a little ticked at her brother’s glib attitude. "Because, Livy, despite the fact that Auntie Stevie looks like a pretty teenaged girl, Auntie Stevie is really a twenty year old man – and you know that. You know that Auntie Stevie is really your Uncle Stevie and that you just started calling him ‘auntie’ because you heard your great grandma call him ‘Susan.’ Remember."

The little girl nodded, then turned to look at Stevie. "You don’t look like a man."

"I don’t?" Stevie sounded shocked, but he wasn’t, neither was he in any way offended. Even before he’d let his hair grow long, people had always assumed he was a girl. He was smaller than all of the boys he grew up with, most of the girls, too. He was used to it.

"No. Daddy and his friends look like men. They’re all big and have real short hair and their faces have prickly hair. You’re smaller than mommy and your face is soft." She rubbed his cheek. "Besides, you’re pretty. Men aren’t pretty."

"I guess some men are," Stevie smiled, just a little sadly. He knew he’d never be handsome, but he’d been called ‘pretty’ most of his life. "I’m a man and people say I’m pretty, so I guess some men ARE pretty."

The little girl shook her head. "No. You’re a girl." She turned away from Stevie. As far as she was concerned, the matter had been settled.

Once Alice’s meal was complete, her diaper was changed and she was back to napping, they finished packing away the kitchen.

Katie pulled out a box of large trash bags she’d brought with her and she checked the time. "Alright, we have about an hour and a half before we have to go home. Tomorrow, we’ll tackle the attic and all the bedrooms."

"Sounds good," Stevie agreed.

"So, to end the day, let’s of into Grandma’s walk-in closet and start going through all the stuff in there. I figure most of it can go into these bags to go to charity, but let’s check the sizes. There might actually be some things in there you can wear."

He blinked at her. "In Grandma’s walk-in? It’s mostly thirty year old dresses, I should think."

"Who knows. Maybe there’ll be some slacks. Just check the sizes to be sure. Any size four tops just put aside and we’ll go through them at home."

They were about to head upstairs, but Katie stopped and grabbed something from the diaper bag she carried. There were two pieces of colored fabric, one yellow and one blue – men’s western style handkerchiefs, actually. She took the blue one, shook it out, then folded it once and tied it onto the back of her head, making a head covering for herself.

Then she looked at Olivia. "Come here, Livy. That closet is probably dusty. Let’s put one on you, too, so that we keep the dust out of your pretty hair."

"Ok." The child bounced to her mother and let her fasten the fabric in place.

"There. Don’t you look beautiful?" Katie praised the girl when her head was covered with the yellow fabric.

"Do I?"

"You sure do," Stevie said. "Like a princess." Why was it little girls loved to be called princesses, Stevie wondered. He’d never once heard someone tell a little boy he looked like a prince.

"Let’s go," Katie said, and attempted to guide her daughter towards the stairs, but Olivia stopped.

"Wait! What about Auntie Stevie’s hair. It’ll get dusty without a hat on."

"I’ll grab a baseball cap," Stevie tried to say, but his sister kind of enjoyed putting him on the spot.

"No, no, Livy is right. You can’t put all that pretty, wavy hair into a baseball cap. Come here. I have another hanky." Her smile was much more playful than Stevie had seen in a long time, and he didn’t love it.

Regardless, he walked over to meet his fate.

"Sit on the arm of the chair," Kate instructed. He did so and he felt his sister tie the material under his hair, behind his head. "There. Now your pretty hair is protected, just like ours," Kate smirked, then kissed his forehead. "That makes you look really young," she snickered. "Wearing my old concert tee shirt and jeans, that flat chest, your pretty face and all of that hair in that hanky, you look like a middle schooler or high school freshman, Stevie. I’m not kidding."

"Your hanky is pretty, Auntie Stevie," Olivia gushed. "It has flowers on it."

Not knowing which oddly feminine compliment to react to first, Stevie stood and looked at himself in the mirror that used to hang on the wall over the fireplace, but now sat on the sofa waiting for the movers.

Katie was right. He looked like a kid. A cute kid. A female kid. Maybe a bit of a tomboy, but a female kid. At five five, no one ever assumed he was twenty, but... this was very different. He looked like a girl defying the onset of puberty.

"Shit," he whispered.

"Hey," Kate scolded, "language. Remember what Grandma always said, ‘Little pitchers have big ears.’"

"Sorry, but..." he looked at his reflection some more. The handkerchief that his sister had put in his hair was undoubtedly more feminine than either of the other two. He doubted that she’d planned that. After all, she couldn’t have foreseen her daughter’s request to have him wear one, could she? No. The handkerchief was a very pale pink, nearly white, but was covered with little bouquets of flowers, each tied off with a frilly pink bow.

"Come on, Snow White," his sister teased. "The magic mirror will be there when we’re done and you can go back to asking it ‘Whose the fairest of them all,’ then, but right now, let’s go upstairs."

"Yeah," Olivia bounced to him and took his hand. "Let’s go."

The walk-in closet was dusty. It was an area of the house that his grandmother had preferred Stevie to leave alone. So, while the rest of the house had been kept almost obsessively clean by the young man, this closet was neglected and dusty.

After a half an hour of removing clothes, Katie had made three piles in their grandmother’s bedroom. One pile for charity. One pile for the trash. One pile for Stevie – and that pile seemed a little bigger than Stevie would have assumed.

As Kate loaded the trash pile into a trash bag, Stevie looked at the clothes she’d set aside for him.

"Ummm... I don’t know about some of these clothes, Katie," he said, holding up a antique white, silk blouse with lace on the button holes. "I don’t think I’d ever wear something like this."

"Well, not like that," Katie scowled and took the blouse from him, holding it up to his torso, "but if you wore a sweater over it and a neck tie, it’d look like a really nice dress shirt. You could wear it to an interview if you needed to."

Stevie looked dubious.

"I think it’s a pretty shirt," Olivia said.

"Well, there you go," Kate shrugged. "Put all of those things into a trash bag and write ‘keep’ on it with that silver marker I put on the bureau."

"Fine," Stevie agreed, figuring he’d throw everything away when he was unpacking at his sister’s house.

After a long and tiring few hours, they were finally finished for the day.

"Why don’t you come home with us and have some dinner?" Kate offered.

"Nah," Stevie said as he buckled Olivia back into her car seat. "I think I’ll stay here and enjoy the house while I can. I still have my TV in my bedroom, so I’ll order a pizza and eat it in bed.

He kissed his niece’s cheek. "Thank you for all of your help today, Livy. You were a big help."

"You’re welcome," she bubbled, thrilled to have been a helper.

"Bye bye." He closed the slider and walked back around to the other side of the car to say goodbye to Katie.

"We’ll be back in the morning," she said. "Now, don’t go getting all emotional when you’re alone, ok?"

He smiled and accepted a hug. "Don’t worry. I cried myself out last night."

"Ok. Remember I love you. See you in the morning." She hopped into the minivan and backed out of the driveway.

It was four thirty on a warm, early June evening, so Stevie did something he loved doing at this house. He sat in a rocking chair on the front porch and enjoyed his neighborhood for what might be one of the last times. He really would miss this house.

He breathed in the smells of the neighborhood. He listened to the sounds of the neighborhood. He closed his eyes and just felt the familiarity of the neighborhood move around him. He wanted to remember it all.

At five thirty, he called the pizza place around the corner, North Side Pizza, and ordered a small, plain pizza, something he hadn’t had in almost a year. He added a soft drink and a piece of homemade baklava to go with it, not just because he was hungry, but to get the total up to the twenty dollar minimum for a delivery. He knew it was a huge extravagance under his current financial circumstances, but he wanted to taste that pizza one more time before he left. He paid for the pizza over the phone and was told it would arrive within thirty minutes.

Then he closed his eyes, again, and enjoyed the feeling of his home before he fell asleep in the rocking chair.

"Hey," the voice said. "Hey, Miss. Hey." It was far away, but Stevie could hear it.

Someone touched his hand and he woke with a start to find a young man standing over him and looking startled himself.

"Geez, I’m sorry, but I rang the bell and no one came. I didn’t want to wake you but... I have your pizza." The boy seemed flustered by the situation. So was Stevie.

"Oh, the pizza, yeah," he said, shaking out the cobwebs. "I’m sorry. I must have..."

"Fallen asleep, yeah, I noticed," the kid laughed. "Anyway, here’s your pizza... and all the rest of it."

Stevie stood and took the pizza box and plastic bag. "Thanks. I... umm... I paid for it on the phone."

The kid looked surprised. "YOU paid?"

"Yeah, why?" Stevie asked, confused by the question.

"Oh, nothing," he smiled. "I guess I just thought... well... You just look too young to have a credit card. That’s all."

"Oh," now he understood. "Yeah, I get that a lot. I’m older than I look."

"Cool," the boy said and started to leave, but then he stopped. "Hey, you like Dusty Rose?"

Again caught off guard, Stevie muttered. "Dusty Rose? The band? Sure. Why?"

"Your tee shirt," the boy smiled. "My mom has that same shirt with the big rose on it. It’s pretty."

Stevie looked down at the tee chart he’d been wearing all day and realized what the boy was talking about. "Oh... thanks." This was a very odd conversation for Stevie. Usually, delivery guys just dropped off the food and went away. Why didn’t this kid just leave?

"So, do you go to Coolidge?"

Another weird question. This time about where he went to high school. "No... no. I went to St Leo’s, but not anymore."

"Oh, yeah, I saw that you guys had a lot of boxes in there. Moving, Huh?"

Stevie just nodded.

"Yeah..." the kid seemed to be searching for more to say. "Ok, I should go. My name is Tony, by the way." He extended a hand.

Stevie took his hand and shook it. "Stevie."

"Nice to meet you, Stevie. Sorry it’s right as you’re moving. You seem... nice."

Stevie blinked, caught off guard by the compliment. "Oh, well... thanks. You seem nice, too."

"Hey, who knows... maybe we’ll run into each other again." The boy stood on the stairs for a long time with neither of them saying anything. Finally, Tony looked around and gave Stevie a self conscious wave. "Well... Bye."

"Yeah..." Stevie shrugged, still flummoxed by the whole scene. "Bye."

Tony smiled and jogged down the stairs and then the walkway to his delivery car. As he pulled away, he waved once more.

‘That was weird,’ was the thought that passed through Stevie’s head as he headed back into the house. He locked the door and headed up to his room to watch a little TV and eat his meal in bed.

As he passed the mirror on his bureau, he caught a glimpse of himself and stopped. He was still wearing the flowered handkerchief on his head and Katie had been right. The way that it gathered his hair and pulled it away from his face left little doubt that the wearer was female and the effect of it on his face was to make him look several years younger. He put down the pizza and looked at himself more closely.

"He thought I was a girl," he said aloud. "That’s why he was chatting with me like that." He looked more closely. "Katie was right. I look like a kid like this. Huh. That is weird."

Then his phone rang in his pocket. He pulled it out and saw that it was Katie calling. He answered. "Hey."

"Hi, Stevie," she sounded harried. "Look, sweetie, I just realized that I have to take Alice to the doctor’s at nine tomorrow. I should be there by ten thirty or eleven, though, ok?"

"Oh, yeah, sure," he said, knowing how busy the mother of an infant always is. "Everything’s ok with her, though, right?"

"Oh, yeah. Just a check-up. As long as the doctor’s office isn’t busy, I should be there pretty quickly. Gotta run. Love ya."

"Yeah, love you, too," he smiled and ended the call. Then sat down and ate his pizza while watching an old movie on a basic cable network.

The next morning, after showering, Stevie went into Katie’s old room to look for something to wear that day. Something old that could get dirty without worrying about it. He’d rummaged through her clothes dozens of times before, looking for gender neutral things that he could wear and never gave any thought to the other, gender specific, clothes he found there. This morning was a little different, though. That incident with that kid, Tony, had stuck with him. He not only had confused Stevie for a girl, he’d thought that Stevie was kind of attractive. Maybe even... cute.

That was weird... wasn’t it?

These drawers and closets had always just been a clothes reserve for Stevie. Someplace to grab a piece of clothing to wear around the house. Usually something no one would mistake as a piece of women’s clothing, but sometimes, usually on laundry day, that couldn’t be avoided and as long as he changed into something else before going out, the outside world was none the wiser.

But today...

Today, these clothes offered something different.

Today they offered Stevie a glimpse into something new. Something daring. Something he’d never considered before. Something... girly.

It made his heart beat a little faster as he looked at the drawer full of tops and noticed that some of them had lace and other feminine decorations on them.

What would it hurt to try something on? Just this once.

He started with a pair of panties. Nothing fancy, just a pair of white, cotton panties with little circles, each a different color, all over it. Nothing very different from a pair of his own briefs, really.

He slid those up his legs and settled them on his hips. They actually fit pretty well and his rather small member was held snuggly in place, not at all uncomfortably, in the very soft cotton. Much softer than the cotton in his briefs.

Then he pulled out a top that was essentially a V-necked tee shirt with lace all over it and he slipped that on. Again, it was softer than the clothes that he typically wore and it’s touch was a bit exciting because of that softness, but it wasn’t that different than the shirts he’d borrowed from Katie’s old bureau before. Just decorated with lace.

But when he looked in the mirror, he definitely found it exciting. His hair was wet and stringy, but he already looked different just because he was wearing the top.

And that was... exciting, too, but... in a whole new way.

Intrigued, he hurried down the hall to his mother’s old bedroom and into her lavatory where there was a blow dryer. He plugged it in and bent over so his thick, wavy hair hung freely and he let the dryer do its work. Soon, his hair was dry and, once brushed, it was full, neat and full of waves.

He went to the tall mirror that sat on a stand in his mother’s room and looked at himself. His nearly hairless legs led to the cute panties with the differently colored little circles and only a tiny bulge to give away his secret. Then the pretty top with its lacy trimmings and finally his luxurious hair that he loved so much.

It was him, but it wasn’t a very manly him, that was for sure.

And it was exciting to be someone different. It made a nice change from being plain old little, mousy, forgettable Stevie.

He went back to his room and found the handkerchief he’d worn yesterday. The one with the little flowers all over it. He tied that into his hair that same way that Katie had done the previous day and... the results were the same. His hair look classically feminine in that manner and his face looked surprisingly younger with the hair pulled away from it.

This was interesting and... very exciting. He couldn’t stop. He had to find out what he’d look like if he added something else feminine to it.

He returned to Katie’s old room and rummaged around in the closet for a few minutes until he found a blue, pleated skirt with an elastic waist. He pulled that on and then slipped on a pair of inexpensive, blue plastic shoes that were in the bottom of the closet. The flat soled shoes also appeared to be made of lace, but that lace was made of plastic. Olivia had shoes like this and Katie referred to them as ‘Jellies.’ ‘Get your Jellies on, Livy, it’s time to go,’ his sister would say. That must be what these were called, too.

Regardless of what they were called, they looked very pretty and they fit perfectly, so he hustled back to the mirror in his mother’s old room and took in the whole vision of himself dressed, for the first time, in clothing that was undeniably made for a girl.

And he liked what he saw.

"I look cute," he said, shocked. "I actually look cute."

He swayed to feel the skirt twirl around his legs. He jumped a bit to feel the skirt flounce around him in a way that nothing else ever had. He curtsied to himself just to do something, anything, that a guy would never do.

Then he role played with his own reflection. "Do you really think I look pretty?" He asked an imaginary someone, not really thinking about who might have posed that question. "Oh, this old thing? No I didn’t buy it special for tonight. I just found it in a drawer at home. Why, thank you! I think it’s pretty, too. Yes, I have a lot of clothes similar to this, but this is my favorite. It’s very comfortable."

He swanned and paraded in front of the mirror and inspected his face, wondering what makeup could do for his face. He looked at his fingers and wondered if, maybe, if he put a little clear nail polish on his nails, if anyone would notice. Not today, he decided, but another day for sure.

Then he did a little dance he’d learned on Tik Tok, just to watch his skirt sway and wrap around his hips in that very girly way.

Then, once more role playing, he smiled and spoke to his reflection, again, "My name? My name is Stevie – you know like short for Stephanie. Yes, that’s right. I agree, Stevie is cuter, besides I think that Stephanie sounds so stuffy and grownup. No, I’m a nanny. I care for two beautiful little girls. They are a handful, but they are SO ADORABLE! I just love dressing them in frilly little dresses and teaching them how to be perfect little ladies and..."

What was that?

What time was it?

"Stevie?" Katie called from downstairs. "Stevie, I need some help here, please. Are you upstairs?"

Up to that point, Stevie had just stood frozen. She’d caught him! It was the first time he’d ever done anything like this and she’d caught him! What was he going to do?

Then he realized that she was still downstairs. He still had a chance!

"Ummm... yeah! Sorry! I’ll be right there!" He shouted over the railing and bolted back to his room as quickly as he could.

"Well, hurry, please. I need help getting the girls out of the mini van."

He closed his door and pulled the skirt down as quickly as possible, then kicked off the Jelly shoes. He grabbed them both and tucked them into a drawer in his own bureau and then grabbed Katie’s old jeans that he’d worn the previous day and pulled them up as quickly as he could. He grabbed the old Converse sneakers and pulled them on without socks and in seconds was running down the stairs as quickly as he could.

"Hi," he said, as casually as possible as he meandered out the door to the driveway.

"Hi," Katie replied, speaking quietly and without glancing up. "Can you grab Livy? Alice is out like a light and I’m just going to bring her inside in the car seat."

"Sure," Stevie smiled at the sleeping baby and hurried to the other side of the vehicle. "Hi, princess!" He said to his older niece in a hushed voice. "Ready to help?"

"Ready, Auntie Stevie!" Olivia said with excitement, but also keeping her voice down, obviously aware of her infant sister’s need to sleep.

"That’s my big girl," Stevie said as he lifted her onto his hip and followed his sister up the stairs into the house.

As they entered, Olivia said, "Auntie Stevie looks pretty today."

"Does he?" Katie said, without turning for a moment, but when she did, her eyes opened very wide. "Well, well, well, I guess he does, doesn’t he?"

It was at that moment that Stevie realized that he was still wearing the lace covered, V-neck tee shirt. There was a moment of panic, followed by a moment of frozen anxiety, followed by a series of nervous laughs and stuttered words. "Oh... this... shirt, you mean? Oh, that? Oh, I was just... you know... putting things away and I thought this would be fine to wear today for packing, and such. I mean... it’s pretty light weight and it’s kind of warm, so... you know... it’s probably going to get thrown out after today, anyway, so what difference does it make..."

"Yeah, yeah, yeah, ok," Kate held up a hand to stop his blathering. "I get it. Too bad, though. It’s a pretty top and it fits you really nicely. Although I did have A LITTLE more of a chest when I wore that." She smirked. "I was a late bloomer, too. Just like you, Stevie. One of these days you’re going to shoot up like a weed and get all manly on me."

"Oh, yeah, sure," he laughed. "That happens to guys in their twenties all the time."

"It does," his sister smiled. "You’ll see."

That day, they set up the playpen upstairs, but for the time being, they left Alice in her car seat and placed her in Stevie’s room while they finished off their grandmother’s room. Most of her clothes that weren’t in that special walk-in closet were pretty well worn and out of style, so they were put directly into trash bags to be disposed of. Once her clothes were dealt with, they stripped her bed and dismantled the canopy bed fame, placing it and the box spring and mattress aside. Then emptied the night stands, putting them by the bureau.

"You know," Katie said, "this is the biggest and prettiest bedroom set. You should use this one at our place. It’s a queen sized bed and the bureau is massive. That’ll give you lots of storage. Your little twin bed set will be lost in that big bed room."

It was true that Stevie’s new quarters at Katie and Derrick’s house were larger than his current room. See, the previous owner of their house, which was the kind of structure that most people referred to as a McMansion, had added a very large wing onto the house that included a huge master suite. So the room the Stevie was moving into had originally been designed as the master bedroom. It was quite large and had its own en suite lavatory.

Not a bad place for a kid with nothing to land, really.

"It’s a little ‘old lady-ish’ isn’t it? I mean, the canopy and all."

"Maybe," Katie smiled, "but I guarantee you that you’re going to have a little visitor watching TV with you some evenings and a big bed will be more comfortable than a small one."

Stevie looked at Olivia, who was placing stray pieces of clothing into the trash bags, and smiled. "Good point. Ok, I’ll use this set."

The next two rooms to tackle were their mother’s old room and then Katie’s old room. Either room could have been cleared out years earlier, but that had just never been a priority, so it had never gotten done.

"God, there’s too much to go through," Katie lamented as she pulled open drawer after drawer of clothes. "Just throw everything into trash bags and mark them ‘save.’ We’ll go through them methodically when we unpack everything and figure it all out at home."

As they were cleaning out Katie’s room, she let out a laugh at one point and said, "Look at this," and she threw three packages of something to her brother.

He caught them and said, "What’s this?" He looked at them and read what the packages said. "Fruit of the Loom four pack cotton bikini brief panties?"

"Brand new in the package!" Katie smiled. "Lucky you."

Embarrassed, Stevie sputtered, "Why lucky me?"

Katie turned and looked at him, genuinely baffled by his question. "Because you’re wearing my old bikini briefs right now, aren’t you?"

Of course, he was, but he just looked at her and tried to find a way to deny it.

"Oh, come on, Stevie. Every time you bend over I can see them peeking out of your jeans – well, my old jeans. I don’t care. I’m just saying that – until we can afford to get you some proper boys undies – at least you have some nice, clean, new panties. That’s all. Don’t be embarrassed."

That didn’t seem possible.

They packed everything into bags as quickly as possible and soon were in the attic, passing down furniture items that had been unused for decades and holiday decorations that hadn’t been used in their memory.

"That just leaves your bed room and bathroom," Katie said.

"I’ll do that in the morning," Stevie said with a little sadness. "It’s getting late and Livy is getting tired."

It was already past four and the brother and sister were both exhausted and taking a much deserved break on the porch, Olivia resting on her Auntie Stevie and Alice nursing at her mother’s breast.

"Are you sure you can do it alone?" Katie asked. "The movers will be here at ten thirty. I’ll come and help if you want."

"No, you can organize everything at your house," Stevie smiled. "I’ll take care of everything here."

When the baby had finished her meal and settled back into her car seat/carrier, Kate said her goodbyes and headed home.

When she arrived at her large, brick faced house, Derrick, her police officer/husband was watering some newly planted flowers in the beds along the front walk. He put down the hose and came to help his wife.

"Hey," he smiled and kissed his wife as she closed the driver’s door of the minivan. "How did it go?"

"Pretty good, I guess," she shrugged. "Everything is packed up except Stevie’s room and he say’s he’ll have that all taken care of before the movers get there in the morning."

"Should I go over and help him?"

"No," Kate opened the back slider on the left side of the van. "You just meet the movers at the storage facility and I’ll meet them here. Stevie will oversee things at the house."

Derrick nodded. "Ok. And... he’s ok with all of this? I mean... moving in here to help you out and all?"

"To help US out," Katie corrected, "and yes. He’s sad, of course, and as disappointed as we are about the house going to the bank, but he’s a grownup. He’ll get past it, just like we will."

"Daddy, I wanna get out!" Olivia called from the other side of the mini van.

"Sorry, baby," Derrick said. He hurried to the other side of the vehicle and opened the slider. "There’s my big girl!" He said to the delight of his adoring daughter. "Did you miss your daddy?"

"I did, daddy," she giggled as he undid her restraints.

"Were you a big help for mommy and Auntie Stevie?" He asked as he lifted her from the car and placed her on the ground.

"I was! I helped a lot!" She turned and ran towards the front door.

"That’s a good girl!" Derrick called after her.

"You really need to lay off the ‘Auntie Stevie’ stuff," Katie said, quietly, when Derrick and she were walking side by side. "Livy calls Stevie ‘Auntie’ now because of you. I told him it was because my grandmother called him ‘Susan’ when she was not in her right mind and that Livy just picked up on that, but it really comes from you."

"Oh, come on, Kate. I’m just teasing, and I would never say it to his face."

"Yeah, well, Livy picked up on it and I think she’s actually confused about whether Stevie’s a man or a woman."

Derrick snickered as he picked up the discarded hose. "To tell you the truth, I’m a little confused about that as well, and I don’t think you can blame me for that. I mean, when was the last time he visited a barber shop, Kate? And he wears your old clothes around the house all the time... If he wants to be recognized as a man, he has to start acting like a man."

Kate just shook her head. "There are a lot of different ways to be a man, Derrick, but... just don’t pick on him, ok? Be like... like a big brother to him, ok? Help him get past taking care of my Grandma. Ok? He could use a good male presence in his life."

Derrick smiled and gave his wife a peck on her lips. "That’s me, babe. A good male presence."

Back at the house, Stevie was getting ready for bed, but had to stop and sit on the edge of the bed. He had that pain in his abdomen, again. He had it a few times before over the last year or so and it really hurt when it happened and it always seemed to happen when he’d over exerted himself, like he’d done today. His grandmother had called it ‘a stitch in his side,’ but this wasn’t in his side. It was dead center of his core and it always hurt like hell when it happened. He sat and breathed through it, which seemed to be the only way to get past it when it happened. Nothing else seemed to work. He loosened the button on the jeans he wore and sighed a bit. That helped a little, too.

Finally, the pain passed and he could stand again. He stood, took some steadying breaths and went into the bathroom, where he brushed his teeth and peed, noticing, as he always did when one of those pains over took him, that his urine was darker than usual and had an odd, thick smell to it.

Finished in there, he returned to his bed, turned on his TV, pulled back the bed clothes, sat against the headboard and began to brush his hair – one hundred strokes on each side as his grandmother had insisted when she’d mistaken him for his mother. At first, he’d tried to beg off doing the extra maintenance on his hair at night, but she had been insistent. So, in the end, it was easier to just brush his hair than argue and, truth be told, he liked how it looked when it was well brushed every morning and night.

When he was done, he put in his hair band and went to sleep in his bedroom at his grandmother’s house for the last time. He would miss it.

In the morning, Stevie hustled to get his clothes all packed into garbage bags. He cleaned out his bathroom, grabbing all of his toiletries and hair brushes and he packed all of that into a small, child-sized backpack that he found in Katie’s room the day before. Then he pushed his empty bureau away from the wall to check behind it. He pulled the twin sized mattress and box spring off of his bed frame, then collapsed that down and rested the pieces against the wall.

He took his TV off of the wall and removed the wall mount as well, placing all of the pieces in a plastic bag and tying that bag to the mount. He put the TV and mount into his grandmother’s room so that it would be delivered, along with the bedroom set, to Katie and Derrick’s house.

While he was in there, he looked around for the silver marker to use on the trash bags with his clothes. It wasn’t in that room, so he went into Katie’s room and found it just as he heard the sound of a horn beeping outside, followed immediately by the sound of someone knocking on the front door.

"Shoot!" Stevie muttered, looking at his watch. He didn’t realize how late it was. He bolted down the stairs and opened the door.

"Hi," the burly man at the door said. "I’m looking for..." he consulted his notes, "... Kate or Stevie?"

‘Hi. I’m Stevie. Come on in," Stevie smiled and stepped aside.

"This is the place!" The man yelled to the truck. "Pull it into the driveway!"

Stevie gave the man a quick tour of the house, explaining which things would be going to Kate’s house and which would be going to the storage facility. The man nodded and suggested that Stevie spend some time emptying the refrigerator and taking out the trash, while the movers took care of all the heavy lifting.

"We’ll be loaded up before you know it." He assured Stevie.

Within seconds, the house was overrun with a swarm of equally burly men who set about removing everything that Stevie had always assumed was permanently a part of that house and his everyday life. Stevie took the foreman’s advice and retreated to the kitchen to deal with the things that needed to be thrown away.

"We’re all done," the man said, much sooner than Stevie could have ever expected. "The pieces going to your sister’s house are in that pickup truck to be brought over there. Everything else is in the big truck and is already on the way to your storage unit. We have another pickup truck loaded with your trash. Your house is empty."

Stevie nodded. "Thank you. Could you give me a ride to my sister’s house?"

"Oh, gee, I’m sorry but I can’t do that. Company policy... insurance... things like that. You understand."

"Oh, yeah, sure." Stevie nodded. "Thanks."

The foreman walked out the door and Stevie took one more lonely walk through the house before grabbing the small backpack with his bathroom supplies in it, locking the door for the last time and sitting on the porch steps. He took out his phone and looked at it. He’d never called for a Lyft or an Uber or a taxi before, but it looked like he had to do it now.

He did a Google search to see how to go about doing any of those things and found that he’d have to download an app to hire an Uber, which seemed like the easiest thing to do. So, he went to the App Store on his phone and was in the process of doing just that when he heard someone calling his name. "Hey! Stevie! Hey!"

He looked up and saw a fluorescent green motor scooter pulled up to the curb by his walkway. Unable to see who was calling his name through the driver’s helmet, Stevie waved, uncertainly.

The driver realized his mistake and raised the visor. "Sorry. It’s me. Tony. You know...? Tony? The pizza guy? We met right here... the night before last. Remember?"

"Oh, yeah," Stevie smiled. "Hi."

"Hey, I thought you were moving."

"I am." Stevie indicated the house. "The movers just left. I thought they were going to give me a ride to my sister’s place, but they couldn’t. So I was just looking up how to hire an Uber."

Tony laughed a little, then seemed to have a brilliant idea. "Tell you what. I’ll take you to your sister’s."

"Oh, ummm... that’s nice of you, but..." this was weird, wasn’t it? A boy he didn’t know making this offer? "You don’t even know where she lives."

"That’s ok. I’m not doing anything." He smiled. "Where does she live?"

"Over by Billings Park... near the lake."

"Ohh, fancy," Tony said, sounding impressed. "I can take you."

Stevie thought for a moment. It would be cheaper and faster...

"Come on. I won’t bite," the boy smiled, and his smile seemed really sweet.

What the heck.

"Ok. Thanks." Stevie stood and grabbed his little backpack and hurried down the stairs and up the walkway. "Thanks. This is nice of you."

"No problem," Tony smiled. "Here you go. I have an extra helmet."

Stevie put the helmet on and strapped it under his chin.

Then, Tony got onto the scooter. "Jump on behind me and put your arms around me," he instructed.

Stevie did as he was told, although it seemed kind of odd.

Tony started the motor, then looked over his shoulder and said, "Hold on and make sure that you don’t lose your bag."

"Ok,"
 
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"Just sign here," the foreman said to Katie in her driveway. They’d made very short work of bringing the bedroom furniture in and setting it all up in Stevie’s new room. Now, they were leaving. Katie was very pleased with their work, but she was concerned that Stevie hadn’t been with them and he hadn’t called. "Sorry we couldn’t drive your sister over," the foreman said, as if reading her mind, "but the company has a ‘no passengers’ policy."

"Brother, you mean," Katie said.

"Oh, yeah?" The burly man said, shaking his head. "Go figure. Well, have a good day, missus." He climbed into the pickup truck and the vehicle immediately began backing out of the driveway.

Just as it headed south down the street, a neon green scooter carrying two people came north up the street and surprised Katie by pulling into her driveway. When the engine stopped and the passenger got off, and pulled off their helmet, Katie was even more surprised to see Stevie’s head and face appear.

"Auntie Stevie!" Olivia shouted, releasing her mother’s hand and running to where Stevie was just starting to thank Tony.

Stevie’s attention, instead, was diverted to his niece. "Hi, Livy!" He said, bending to catch her at full gallop and raising her to rest on his hip. "Livy, this is Tony. Tony gave me a ride. Wasn’t that nice of him?"

"Yes," the little girl said, but then she immediately wriggled free of Stevie’s grasp and got to the ground, grabbing him by the hand. "Come see your room. It looks SO GOOD already!"

"Ok, just a minute..."

"No, now!" She insisted, pulling as hard as she could.

"Alright, alright," Stevie said. Then, as he was being pulled away, he looked at Tony and said, "I’m sorry. Can you wait one minute? I’ll be right back." And he followed Olivia into the house.

Very perplexed by what was happening, Katie walked over to the scooter. "Hi. I’m Stevie’s sister, Kate. And you are...?"

"Oh, I’m Tony," the boy said, with a smile and an extended hand. "You have a beautiful house. Nice neighborhood, too."

"Oh, thank you. Are you a friend of Stevie’s?"

"Ummm..." the boy gave an impish smile. "‘Friend’ may be too strong a word. ‘Acquaintance’ is more like it. I delivered a pizza to your sister’s house the other night and we met."

"Oh... to my SISTER’S house?"

"Yeah," Tony nodded, wondering why Stevie’s sister was being so odd. "I... ummm... I saw her calling for an Uber just now and told her I’d give her a ride."

"Really? All the way from the other side of the city? Huh. That’s awfully nice of you."

"Yeah... I guess." Tony looked down at the ground and saw that Stevie had put his backpack down when taking off his helmet. He picked it up and handed it to Katie. "Oh, umm... here. Stevie dropped her pocketbook."

Katie took it and smiled. "Oh, yes she did. Thank you."

At that point, Stevie came back out of the house carrying Olivia on his hip. "Wow, they did a nice job setting everything up," he said to Kate. "So... you two have met, then?"

"Yes we have," Katie smiled. "Oh, and Tony picked up your bag for you."

"Oh, great. Thanks," Stevie smiled. He looked at Tony and, still holding Olivia and now swaying a little to keep her moving, he said, "Thanks for the ride, Tony. I really appreciate it."

"My pleasure. Really."

There was an awkward silence until Tony finally said, "Umm, hey, could I get your number? Maybe we could, you know, hang out... or see a movie some time."

"Sure," Stevie nodded and recited his cell phone number.

"Ok," Tony smiled and nodded as he entered the number into his phone. "Let me give you mine." He recited the numbers, then took Stevie’s phone from him and where the contact information asked for a name, he typed in ‘Tony The Pizza Guy.’

Stevie laughed when Tony handed the phone back to him. "That’s your last name? The pizza guy?"

"Kinda," he smiled. "Well, I gotta go. Nice to meet you, Katie." He got on his scooter and pulled away.

Kate crossed her arms and looked at Stevie. "What’s in your bag?"

He shrugged. "Tooth brush, shampoo, hair brush... stuff like that. Why?"

"Any makeup or tampons, maybe?"

"What?"

"Stevie, how oblivious can you get? Honey, you wear your hair like a girl, you wear girl’s clothing, you’re little and have a pretty face... Tony thinks you’re a girl."

Stevie tsk-ed. "No he doesn’t."

"Stevie, Stevie, Stevie... he does. That’s why he drove you all the way across town. That’s why he asked for your phone number and that’s why he told me he had delivered pizza to MY SISTER. Come on... You had to know."

Stevie shrugged. "Maybe... I don’t know, Katie. He seems nice. I could use a friend. Maybe he’ll think it’s funny when I explain it to him."

She shook her head. "You be careful, Stevie. You could really upset people playing a game like that." She took Olivia’s hand. "Come one, Livy. Let’s go check on the baby."

Stevie looked back down the street where Tony’s scooter had disappeared and he thought about what his sister said – AND – he thought about his fantasy from the previous day, when he’d worn Katie’s skirt and flirted in the mirror. What did he really want from this boy?

"Are you coming?" He heard Katie calling from the front door.

They spent the next couple of hours dumping out the bags of clothes that had come over with the furniture and organizing things. Katie’s unwillingness to part with anything was baffling to Stevie, but he shrugged it off to her being frugal. He’d sort through it all eventually.

"My usual, day to day clothes aren’t here," Stevie said, finally, when everything had been sorted.

"Did you pack them up?"

"Yeah. I dumped everything into trash bags first thing this morning. Then I dismantled the bed and took down the TV."

"Did you put the bags in Grandma’s room with the other stuff that was coming here?"

Stevie thought for a moment, then put his hand in his pocket and pulled out the marker he’d finally found. "Shoot. No. I was looking for this when the movers showed up. I don’t think I labeled the bags."

Katie rolled her eyes. "Well, they may be in storage or they may have been thrown out. I’ll text Derrick and see if he’s still there. If not, you still have plenty to wear."

She sent a text as Stevie and Olivia picked up the debris in his room. After a few minutes, Katie’s phone chimed. She checked it and shook her head, "Sorry, Stevie. No unmarked bags in the storage area."

"Great," Stevie shook his head. "That had most of my own clothes and most of your normal tee shirts."

"Oh, well," Katie shrugged. "You still have lots of slacks and shorts and tops. They’re just a little prettier than what you had before. No big deal." She smiled and patted his arm.

Finally, Stevie’s room was organized, except for a few pictures to be hung and his TV to be mounted on the wall.

"It looks nice, doesn’t it?" Katie said, pleased with the look of the room.

"It does," Stevie smiled. "Thank you for taking me in."

She tsk-ed at him. "I’m not ‘taking you in,’ Stevie. You’re family. This is your home for as long as you need to be here. No, I take that back... For as long as you WANT to be here. Ok?"

"Yeah, ok. Thanks," he smiled. "I do wish they hadn’t hung the whole lace canopy over the bed, though. It’s kind of old-lady-ish, don’t you think?"

"I like it," Olivia offered. "It’s pretty."

"There you go," Katie laughed.

"Well, if you like it, then that’s all that matters," Stevie laughed. Then he sniffed himself. "Wow. I think that I need to shower. I’m smelling a little ripe."

Katie nodded. "Good idea. I’ll take one after I get the girls ready for bed." She checked her watch. "Tell you what – I’ll text Derrick to bring home some chicken and lentil soup from D’Ericco’s for supper. You shower now. Then we can all have dinner together and you can help me and the girls with their baths after that. Sound good."

"Sounds great!"

Stevie went off to the shower while Katie and Olivia headed downstairs and Katie sent Derrick a text.

Just as she was passing the front door, it opened and Derrick entered carrying a brown bag. "Hi," he said with a smile.

"Oh, hi," Katie smiled. "I just sent you a text. I was going to have you pick up some soup at D’Errico’s for supper."

He held up the bag and and smiled more broadly. "Way ahead of you. I got minestrone and chicken lentil. How’s everything going here?"

"Great," Katie laughed at Derrick’s unflappable demeanor. "Stevie’s room is all set up except for mounting his TV."

"And is he ok with everything?"

"Yeah, I think he’s really good. He’s taking a shower now."

Derrick nodded. "Tell you what. You take the soup and I’ll go mount the TV for him. That way he can make himself at home when he goes to bed tonight. Alright?"

"Aren’t you nice?" Katie took the soup and kissed his cheek. "Thank you for being so nice to him."

"Hey, family... right?"

"Right."

Derrick took the stairs two at a time, as he always did, and grabbed his upstairs toolbox from the hallway linen closet on his way to Stevie’s room. He knocked on the half opened door, but got no response. He peeked in and could hear water running in the shower in the en suite lavatory, so he went to work installing the TV Mount. It took less than ten minutes to properly install the bracket and by that time, he could hear a blow dryer being run in lavatory. Plenty of time to hang the TV.

In the lavatory, Stevie used the blow dryer to dry his hair and the large brush he’d long ago usurped from his mother’s vanity table to brush out his wavy hair. He took his time and made sure that his hair was properly brushed away from his face as it had been for the last few days. He liked the way it had looked with the handkerchief in it, but he didn’t think it was a very ‘manly’ thing to wear and, since Derrick was kind of a man’s man, he probably should be aware of that kind of thing while he was living in Derrick’s house.

Finally satisfied with his look, he took the can of hairspray that he’d brought from the old house and gave his hair a light spraying, just enough to hold everything in place, although his hair did have enough body to do that by itself. Satisfied, he turned to leave the bathroom.

Derrick was just stepping back to check his work, turning on the flatscreen to make sure that he could see it well from the canopy bed when the bathroom door opened and his brother-in-law stepped into the bedroom... stark naked.

Both men stopped doing what they were doing and stared in disbelief for a moment before speaking.

"Umm..." was all that Stevie could manage.

"Oh, Geez, Stevie, I’m sorry," Derrick finally managed. "I just installed your TV for you. I didn’t expect you to... you know what... my fault... not yours... it’s your room and I shouldn’t have just come in. I’m sorry. I’m leaving. It won’t happen again." He dropped the remote on the bed and headed out the door, stopping only briefly to say, "Oh, by the way, welcome to our home and, please... think of it as your home." Then the door shut.

"Well, that was awkward," Stevie muttered.

Derrick stopped at the linen closet and put his toolbox away, then looked back towards Stevie’s room and thought for a moment before hurrying down the stairs.

When he reached the kitchen, he found his wife seated at the kitchen table, breast feeding his youngest daughter. He paused for a moment and then sat opposite her, looking for the right words.

"Umm, Katie... ummm... I just saw Stevie... and..."

Kate looked up from the baby and smiled. "And what?"

"Look, honey... there’s something... wrong with Stevie."

Kate scowled. "What do mean? What’s ‘wrong’ with him?"

He sighed. "Honey... I see guys naked all the time..."

"You saw Stevie naked?" Katie half laughed.

"Yeah, he walked out of the shower naked. It wasn’t on purpose. That’s not the point, though. The point is... when was the last time you saw his chest?"

Kate shrugged. "I have no idea. Why?"

He looked towards the stairs to be sure that Stevie wasn’t coming into the kitchen. "Honey, I think Stevie needs to see a doctor."

Being the health conscious person that she was, this really caught Kate’s attention, "A doctor? Why?"

He paused. "Look, honey... he doesn’t have breasts, per se, but... he has big nipples and the area around them... Katie, they’re really big. Like a girl’s. And honey... there’s something not right... down there, too. He really needs to see someone."
 
 
To Be Continued...

An Anomoly - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Real World Situation
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Slow Transformation
  • Swimsuit

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An Anomoly: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Stevie finds himself exploring more and more of his feminine side as he settles into
his sister's home and begins caring for her family. Thank you to everyone who
commented on the first installment. I do love knowing that you are all well and
hearing from you. I appreciate your support. A word or warning, though - I do try
to explore the feelings, emotions and motivations of my characters and that
requires using words.


 
Author's Note: I am hoping that you are enjoying my stories so far. If you find yourself liking
this one, please consider leaving me a review? Honest, I love reading them! ~Clara.

 
This version of An Anomoly: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 2
 

"You saw Stevie naked?" Kate half laughed.

"Yeah, he walked out of the shower naked. It wasn't on purpose. That's not the point, though. The point is... when was the last time you saw his chest?"

Kate shrugged. "I have no idea. Why?"

He looked towards the stairs to be sure that Stevie wasn't coming into the kitchen. "Honey, I think Stevie needs to see a doctor."

Being the health conscious person that she was, this really caught Kate's attention, "A doctor? Why?"

He paused. "Look, honey... he doesn't have breasts, per se, but... he has big nipples and the area around them... Katie, they're really big. Like a girl's. And honey... there's something not right... down there, too. He really needs to see someone."

Now, Katie looked towards the staircase. When she spoke, she spoke quietly. "What do you mean 'something wrong down there?' I changed his diaper when he was a baby. He was normal down there."

He sat back and shook his head. "Look, honey, I'm not a doctor and I certainly didn't stare at it or anything, but... it doesn't look... right... I mean... normal... I mean... Geez, honey... I want him to go see a doctor, is all I'm saying."

Katie shook her head. "And I suppose you want ME to be the one who brings this up, right?"

He shrugged. "It would probably be less embarrassing than having me say something to him. I mean... I will if you want, but..."

"No," Kate sighed. "I should be me, but... what do I say?"

"I don't know." Then a thought occurred to Derrick. "Does he even have insurance?"

She shrugged.

Derrick pointed at the table, as if pointing at a document. "Well, there's a good start to a conversation. Ask him if he has health insurance. Then maybe talk about finding a GP if he doesn't have one. Etc..."

They both heard movement on the stairs. Katie gave her husband a look of warning. "Ok, I'll talk to him, but not tonight. Whatever it is, it'll wait until tomorrow. I'll talk to him when you're not around. He's had a hard day already. Ok?"

Derrick nodded. "Agreed." He stood and busied himself with warming the soups.

"Hey," Stevie said as he entered the kitchen, tentatively.

"Hi," Katie smiled, moving Alice to her shoulder to burp her. "I hear that you and Derrick shared a moment upstairs." She made light of what she knew was an embarrassing moment for both men.

"Yeah," Stevie laughed. "Sorry."

"My fault," Derrick said without turning away from the stove. "It's your room, Stevie, and I shouldn't have gone in without your permission. I'm sorry."

"No, problem," Stevie said, still embarrassed by the encounter. "Thank you for setting up the TV. I appreciate it."

"No problem," Derrick still didn't turn around to face his brother-in-law.

"Can I set the table?" Stevie asked, wanting not only to feel useful, but to divert attention away from the awkward event.

"That would be great," Katie smiled.

"I'll help," Olivia entered the kitchen from the living room where she'd been watching TV, and joined her uncle as he opened the silverware drawer.

Katie watched her brother and daughter as they worked. She took note of the fact that her brother was wearing a pair of Hello Kitty lounge pants that she'd worn when she was in high school. Granted, his choices were limited, but these were a pretty girly choice. His top was a soft blue, scoop necked top with cap sleeves. Again, maybe his choices were limited, but... Also, his hair looked as if he'd spent some time on it. That was commendable, but it did look... female.

Kate decided that all of this needed addressing, but in private. She also spent a lot of meal time scrutinizing the material of Stevie's top, particularly in the area of his chest, looking for signs of his nipples and she had to admit... she could detect impressions of nipples through the cloth. Not big nipples, but nipples. Derrick was not imagining things, but come on... men have nipples, right? No... his did look bigger than one might expect a man's to be.

Soon, they were all enjoying a warm meal of good soup and hearty bread from the farm-fresh store that Kate and Derrick frequented.

After dinner, Stevie got his first lesson in bathing his nieces. First, Alice was bathed in the kitchen sink with Katie giving instructions regarding how the baby liked to have the water poured onto her. Alice actually loved her baths and, according to Katie, loved the heated pool they had in the back yard, too.

After Alice was washed and snuggled into a warm onesie and set into her crib, Stevie got a tutorial on bathing Olivia in the tub. That was a wholly different operation. Livy also enjoyed her baths, but her bath time included toys and playing and games - which meant - splashing. Within five minutes, Stevie's top was soaked, but he was still laughing and playing with his niece, regardless.

"You must be uncomfortable in that wet shirt," Katie said. "You can take it off it you'd rather. I frequently bathe Livy topless."

"Oh, it doesn't bother me," Stevie laughed. "A little water never hurt Uncle Stevie."

"Auntie Stevie," Olivia insisted. "Auntie Stevie."

Stevie just laughed it off as he pushed a yellow boat around the tub as part of Olivia's game.

Soon enough, Olivia was in her nightgown. She'd chosen a Hello Kitty gown to match Stevie, and cuddled on the couch between Stevie and Katie, watching an episode of My Pretty Pony before going to bed. Stevie had changed out of the wet tee shirt and put on the tee shirt that matched his lounge pants, so both he and his niece were covered in images of Hello Kitty.

"When you wake up tomorrow morning, Auntie Stevie will still be here," Katie explained to the girl.

"I know," Olivia said. "Auntie Stevie lives here now."

"That's right. Does that make you happy?"

"Yes." The little girl's attention barely shifted from the TV screen.

"It makes me happy too," Katie said, looking at her little brother.

"Thanks," Stevie smiled. "I'm happy to be here." He thought for a moment. "Where's Derrick?"

"I think he's in the garage," Katie sighed. "A couple of our neighbors are cops, too. They sometimes sit in the open garage on nice nights. They sit and talk sports and have a few beers. You can join them if things are too girly in here for you."

Stevie laughed. "Sports and beer. Two things I know nothing about."

"Oh, and you know so much about girls?" Katie teased.

He shrugged. "More than most guys, I suppose. I had to take care of Grandma, after all. At the end, that included bathing her and changing her diapers, too. Just like I'm doing now."

Katie's head turned to face him. "Not really?"

He nodded, surprised that she was surprised. "Yeah. Of course. Why?"

"Well... we had that nursing service coming to the house everyday. Didn't they take care of all of that?"

Stevie laughed. "Katie... they came for an hour in the morning and an hour in the afternoon. Grandma didn't wait around for them to show up to have an accident. She went when she went and I dealt with it. What did you think I was doing all day and night with her?"

In fact, a part of Kate had kind of felt that her brother had used their grandmother's infirmity as an excuse to dropout of high school and not go to college. She'd really never considered that he'd had to deal with the intimate maintenance of the sick old woman.

"I didn't think you had to do things like that," Kate said, quietly. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"I assumed you knew," he said, dismissively. "What difference did it make? You had a family and career to deal with. I didn't. Grandma needed help... end of story."

Kate reached over and squeezed his hand. "I'm sorry, Stevie. I guess I should have been more involved."

Stevie looked at her, a little baffled by her attitude. "Why? I didn't mind. She took care of me until she couldn't... Then I took care of her. That's just how life works. Right?"

The show ended at that point, diverting Katie's attention. "Ok, Livy, it's time for bed."

"Ok," the girl half bounced to her feet. "Come on, Auntie Stevie. I want you to read me a story."

"A short story," Kate insisted, "and I'm coming too to make sure you don't take advantage of your uncle."

"Auntie!" Olivia insisted as she dragged Stevie down the hallway.

It was a short story, but Stevie acted out all of the character voices and turned a six or seven minute story into a twenty minute extravaganza, much to the delight of the little girl. Finally, he tucked her into bed and kissed her cheek.

"I love you, Auntie Stevie," Olivia whispered, already starting to get drowsy.

"I love you, too, Livy," Stevie whispered back, feeling more loved than ever at that moment.

"It's nice, isn't it?" Katie asked, quietly, as they stepped out into the hallway.

"What?"

"Being a mom."

Stevie chuckled. "I'll settle for being an uncle."

Katie let it go, but the way that Stevie behaved with the girls... there was a mommy somewhere inside of him. She could feel it.

It was almost three hours later that Derrick and Kate were laying in bed together, Katie's head resting on Derrick's chest, that she asked her husband if he could explain why he'd been concerned about Stevie's genitals.

"Like I said, honey, I'm not a doctor. Let's just get Stevie to a doctor and make sure he's ok. Alright?"

"Agreed, but can you give a little more information? I mean... you know how I am about illness, Derrick. What did you think was wrong?"

"Please, Kate, let's just leave it..."

"I'm not going to get any sleep unless I know what you think is wrong." Kate sat up.

Derrick let out a frustrated huff and pulled himself up so his back was against the bed's headboard. "Alright, look... his... thing... his dick... is like... it's like a boy's. Ok?"

That made Katie chuckle a bit. "Ok, but not every guy has a big penis, Derrick. I mean, just because you and you testosterone driven cop friends are always comparing the size of yours doesn't mean that every guy has a monster between his legs. Stevie's a little guy. Little guys have little penises, right?"

Derrick shook his head and looked at the ceiling in frustration. "It's not just little, Kate. It's... underdeveloped... if you know what I mean."

Kate shook her head. "I don't."

He sighed. "Kate... I shower with guys every day of the week and there's no way to avoid seeing their junk. Some guys are big and some guys are small, but we all have the same parts. Stevie... doesn't."

This made Kate sit up straighter. "Meaning... what?"

"Now... I only saw him naked for a couple of seconds, Kate, but I'm pretty sure that Stevie - man this sounds weird to say..." he took a breath, "...doesn't have any testicles."

"What?" Kate half laughed, but her laugh was from nervousness. "That's crazy. Of course he has testicles."

"Does he?" Derrick looked at his wife. "When was the last time he saw a doctor, honey? I bet it was before your mom died, and that was before he would have entered puberty."

"No, no," Katie was pondering the absurdity of what she'd just been told. "He's a grown man. If he had a problem like that, he would have seen someone about it."

"I don't know, Kate. I mean... think about it. Catholic school - no health or anatomy classes, right? No man in the house. No male friends. No brothers or male cousins. I think he might not know that he's missing something down there."

Katie jumped out of bed.

"Where are you going?" Her husband asked.

"I'm getting my iPad."

"Great," Derrick muttered under his breath.

Moments later, she was Googling reasons for testicles to not descend in a pubescent males and becoming more stressed out by the minute.

"Honey, come on. WebMD isn't going to tell you what the problem is," Derrick said, trying to calm her down. "Monday morning we'll make an appointment for Stevie to see a doctor and we'll take it from there."

"That's easy for you to say," Kate snapped in a frenzy of concern, "he's not your brother. I should have been taking care of him this whole time. God Almighty, I left a kid alone to take care of an old lady! He had to change her diapers, for crips' sake, Derrick. She didn't even take him to see a doctor! Do you know how many of these possible diagnoses involve cancers? My God, Derrick..."

"Ok, ok, ok," Derick put his arm around his wife's shoulders and pulled her close. "First off, yes, we BOTH should have been more involved with your grandmother, but Stevie never told us how difficult it was for him, so we didn't know. Now, we'll make it up to him. Second, I know how you feel about health and how much cancer scares you. That's exactly why we need to get Stevie to a doctor. If he doesn't have insurance, we'll get him onto public health assistance right away. Whatever is wrong with him - and it probably ISN'T cancer - we will deal with it with a real life doctor - not an iPad. And finally... you're wrong. Stevie IS my brother. I'm not going to say that I love him like a brother, exactly, but he's important to me because he's important to you. So, please, don't ever think that I'm not concerned. I am. And if we need to dig a little deeper to find a little more money to help him through this then... well, we can tap into our 401K if we need to. Whatever Stevie needs, WE are going to provide. Ok?"

Finally, she relaxed against his chest. "Ok." She took a few breaths. "Thank you, Derrick."

"Never thank me for being a part of my own family, babe." He kissed her and shut off the bed-stand lamp.

The next morning started bright and early. It was a Sunday, but Derrick had to work, so the house was bustling early. Stevie came down stairs holding onto Olivia's hand.

Katie saw him and not only thought that he looked adorable in his Hello Kitty pjs, but that he and Olivia, still in her Hello Kitty nightgown, made a perfect picture. They looked more like sisters than Uncle and niece, though. Like a fourteen or fifteen year old girl taking care of her four year old sister.

"Well, look at you!" Katie squealed at her daughter. "Did Stevie brush your hair already?"

Olivia smiled and nodded. "We brushed each other's hair." She said proudly.

"Really," Katie smiled. "Well, you both look beautiful." She kissed her daughter's forehead, and then did the same to her brother. "And you look so sweet in your matching pjs."

"Haha," Stevie said, accepting the ribbing.

"Seriously, Livy's hair looks great. She always fights me when I try to brush it."

Stevie lifted his niece into a booster seat and pushed the chair into the table. "Well, she didn't fight with me, did you, Livy?"

"Nope!" The girl said with pride. "I brushed Auntie Stevie's hair then she brushed mine."

"He," Stevie corrected. "I'm a boy."

The little girl just giggled.

"I'm making Derrick an omelette," Kate said. "I hate it when he has to work on Sundays. Can I make you one?"

Stevie shook his head. "No thanks. I'm not a big breakfast person. I'll just make myself some toast and tea if that's ok."

"Sure." She handed him a small plate with scrambled eggs on it for Olivia and a small cup of orange juice.

Stevie placed the food on the table and made sure that Olivia was all set before he stepped away, intending to make some tea. Instead, the kitchen came to a stand still with sound of the baby's cry coming through the monitor on the counter next to Katie.

"Perfect timing," Katie said with a frustrated laugh. "I was just about to start Derrick's breakfast."

"That's ok," Stevie said with a smile. "I'll take care of the baby."

"Are you sure?"

"Of course," he laughed. "I have to start earning my keep, right?"

He hustled up the stairs and into the nursery where Alice was fussing in her crib.

"Hi, Angel," he cooed to her. "Good morning. Are you looking for mommy? Let me get you changed and we'll go downstairs, ok?" He took the baby to the changing table and undid her onesie. Then removed her sodden diaper and, following his sister's instructions from yesterday, neatly cleaned her, prepped her, re-diapered her and closed up her onesie again. "There you go, Princess. All ready to go see mommy."

As he took her down the stairs, he marveled at the child. Ten perfect fingers, ten perfect toes. Bright eyes. Everything about a child this young was just so miraculous. He was happy to be a part of this one's life - and Olivia's too, of course.

When he reached the kitchen, Derrick was in full uniform and seated at the table eating his omelette. He smiled and held up a hand of welcome to Stevie. After he'd swallowed, he said, "Morning. Did you sleep ok?"

Stevie nodded, always a little uncertain as to how to act around Derrick. "I did. Thanks."

"Good," Derrick smiled again, nodded and returned to his breakfast.

Stevie walked over to the stove expecting his sister to take Alice from him, but instead she handed him a warm bottle. "Would you mind feeding her? I heated the bottle up while you were upstairs. I'll make you your toast and tea."

"Oh... ok," Stevie sputtered a little surprised. Katie had stated quite clearly that she was going to miss breast feeding Alice when she returned to work, so he'd just assumed that she'd want to breast her that morning.

He took the bottle and sat at the table opposite Derrick. He had actually bottle fed both of his nieces a few times, so this was nothing new, just a bit awkward in front of Derrick. He put that out of his mind, though, got Alice into the proper position in the crook of his arm and teased the nipple on her lips until she accepted it and began to devour Katie's milk from the bottle.

"Look at that," Derrick smiled, "he's a natural."

"I told you," Katie said from the stove. "Stevie's going to make a great mommy someday."

Before Stevie could respond to her jibe, Derrick's phone rang. He glanced at it. "It's the precinct. I'll take it in the mud room."

He stood, took his plate with him and went into the mud room off of the kitchen, closing the door behind him.

Katie sat beside her brother and whispered, "He doesn't take work calls in front of the girls."

Stevie nodded. That made sense. When it came to police work, who knew what might be said over the phone. Better to be sure that the girls didn't hear anything.

Derrick came back into the kitchen in a rush. "There was a bad accident on the cut-off. I'm going directly over there to help divert traffic."

He put his dish in the sink and grabbed his hat and belt before heading towards the door. "I'm sorry I have to rush, honey."

"Don't worry," Kate smiled. "Just be careful."

"I will," he smiled. Then he bent and kissed Olivia's cheek. "Bye, bye, honey. Daddy loves you."

"I love you, too, daddy," the little girl smiled at him.

As he strapped on his gun belt, which had no gun in it, Derrick said, "You be a good girl for mommy and Stevie, ok?"

"Ok, daddy," she smiled at him.

His phone chimed and he glanced at it, reading a text. "Shoot, I have to run."

He hurried to the other side of the table and kissed his wife on the cheek. "Love you."

Then, as if in one practiced movement, he bent and kissed Alice's forehead, then, as he rose to stand, he paused kissed Stevie on the cheek and repeated the same words. "Love you." Then disappeared out the door.

Stevie watched him leave, his mouth agape and his voice unable to make a sound. Finally, he turned and looked at his sister who's face was turning red as she tried to keep from laughing.

"Your husband just kissed me!" He said, shocked.

"I know," Katie said, struggling to keep the giggles controlled.

"Why?"

"I don't know!" The dam finally burst and she laughed uncontrollably.

"I don't want your husband kissing me," Stevie said, half laughing himself.

"Oh, come on, Stevie. He was in a rush, it's usually just the girls and me here... he just wasn't thinking."

"Not thinking? Does he usually kiss men?"

Katie got control over her giggles. "Let's be honest, honey... most men that have visited my house haven't had hair that looks as nice as yours, none have ever sat down at the table to feed our baby and none have ever worn a Hello Kitty pj set while doing it. He just kissed another one of 'his girls' goodbye. And, besides... he does care about you, Stevie. He really does."

"Well, it was weird," Stevie said, returning his attention to the baby. Then a thought occurred to him. "How come Derrick's holster didn't have a gun in it?"

"Because we don't want a gun in the house where it'd be near the girls. He leaves it in a gun safe in the garage. He doesn't leave his belt out there, though, because he says the heat and cold isn't good for the leather."

That made sense.

"Mommy, can we go in the pool today?" Olivia asked, changing the subject.

"Sure, baby," Katie said with a smile. "Why don't we get our chores done this morning and then, after lunch, when it's warmer outside, we'll all go swimming."

"I'll have to take a rain check on that," Stevie said, finishing up with Alice's feeding and putting a cloth diaper over his shoulder before burping her. "I don't have any swim trunks."

"Oh, we'll find you something," Kate said, off handedly.

Soon the baby had brought up some wind, and just a little milk, too, and she was nestled on Stevie's lap while he ate his toast, with the best orange marmalade he'd ever eaten on it, and sipped his tea.

"Can I have some tea, too?" Olivia asked.

"Not yet, sweetheart, but in a few years you can." Katie assured the girl.

"But my dolls drink tea. We have tea parties all the time."

"That's special tea," Katie smiled. "Tea from your imagination. This tea has caffeine and you're still a little young for that. In a year or so I'll let you try some weak tea, baby, but for now, we'll stick to imaginary tea. Ok?"

"Ok," Olivia agreed, but she sounded dejected.

They spent the morning cleaning the downstairs, not typically a Sunday morning activity, but since Katie had not been home for a few mornings, it had to be done. Katie realized quickly that her idea of a clean house and Stevie's idea of a clean house were two very different things. Apparently, all of this time she'd only been going for 'the appearance' of clean, while across town Stevie had been cleaning their grandmother's house from top to bottom and making sure that it was spotless. She marveled at his attention to every inch of woodwork, carpet and hardwood floor. He even cleaned some of the windows before she told him that they were quitting for the day to have a light lunch before going into the pool.

"Ok," Stevie said, slightly disappointed at leaving the windows streaked, "I'll get to those when I clean this room this week."

"Ok," Katie smiled at him. She certainly wasn't going to discourage him if that's what he wanted to do, but she was pretty sure that once he found himself alone with the two little girls to take care of, a few streaks on the windows wouldn't bother him nearly as much.

White bean salad for Katie and Stevie and Cheerios with mixed berries for Olivia made up their lunch menu. Alice was breast fed while Katie snatched a mouthful of salad here and there.

"So, you think you're going to be ok staying here with girls during the day?" Katie asked while they ate.

"Sure," Stevie smiled and watched as Olivia meticulously took one Cheerio or one berry at a time and chewed it thoroughly before taking another. "Why wouldn't I be?"

"Well, you've never really done it before, is all, but... you do seem to really have a knack for taking care of them."

That made him smile a bit. "Do I? I like taking care of them. I think I'll be ok."

"I'm sure you will," Katie smiled.

She let a few moments pass before she asked, as casually as she could, "Ummm... Stevie... when was the last time that you had a doctor's exam? You know... a regular check up?"

He thought for a moment or two. "I don't know. I guess I was about nine or ten... It was before mom was really sick because I remember that the doctor who saw me told mom that she looked a little yellow and that's why she went to see her own doctor. Then... well, it turned out she had liver cancer and she was gone a few months later."

"Grandma never brought you to a doctor for a checkup?"

Stevie thought for a moment, then shook his head. "Nope."

"Do you have health insurance?"

He nodded. "Of course. You have to have it to file taxes. I've never used it, but I have it."

"That's good," Katie gave a relieved sigh. "Look, Stevie, tomorrow, I'm going to call my doctor and see if she can see you sometime, ok? Just to be sure that you're healthy and all, ok?"

"Yeah, I think that might be a good idea," he agreed.

"Why? Are you concerned about something?"

He shrugged again. "Nothing serious. It's just that, sometimes, when I've been working hard, like yesterday, I get this really intense pain right here... like just below my stomach. Other than that, I think I'm good."

"Ok," Katie smiled, but that answer did concern her.

"Mommy, I'm done. Can we go swimming now?" Olivia asked.

"Ok, sweetheart," Katie smiled at her daughter. Then she looked at Stevie. "Livy's swimsuit is in the laundry room. If you get her dressed, I'll take care of Alice and I'll find something for you to wear, too."

"I could wear a pair of those cotton shorts that were in with all of your old clothes, couldn't I?"

Katie shook her head. "'Fraid not. The filter got messed up once because one of Derrick's buddy's wore jean shorts and the fibers got into the filtration system and it cost us a pretty penny to get fixed. Since then we've had a strict 'swimsuits only' policy. Don't worry, I'll find you something."

Soon, Olivia was decked out in a cute, little, aqua one piece bathing suit with a picture of The Little Mermaid on it, and Alice was wearing a similar suit with Sebastian the Crab on hers, with her diaper making the whole suit look that much more adorable.

When Katie entered the nursery wearing a flowered one piece swim suit, Stevie was struck by how good she looked for someone who'd given birth just a few months earlier. "You look amazing!" He said.

"Oh, thanks," Katie smiled, appreciating the compliment. "I have a Peloton bike in the bedroom. Derrick and I both use it. You can too, if you'd like. I'll show you how to sign into classes and all that, but... here." She handed him a white piece of material with blue palm leaves printed on it.

"What's this?"

"It's a high-waisted swimsuit bottom. It should fit you. I wore it in college."

"But... this is for a girl."

"Yeah... and so are all the clothes you're currently wearing, Stevie. They don't make a lot of Hello Kitty pjs for men - and I know you're wearing bikini cut panties under those, too. So, what's the big deal?"

"Well... people will see me outside." He sounded genuinely nervous. "I'll just sit on the patio and..."

"No, no, no," Katie wasn't having it. "The girls both love the pool and as it gets hotter, they're going to want to go in it everyday." She sighed. "Tell you what... I have a tankini top that will go with that. Yes, it's made for a girl, obviously, but with your hair done like that, at least you'll look normal. I mean... you won't draw attention. Besides, the poll is all fenced in and no one can see us. Does that work for you?"

"I guess..."

"Ok. Put that on. I'll be right back."

He stepped into his own room for just a moment, slipped off the pj bottoms and panties beneath them and pulled on the high-waisted swimsuit bottoms. They fit just fine and were tight enough to hide what little package he had down there.

"Here," Katie said, opening the not quite closed door and handing him the tankini top. It was the same color blue as the high-waisted bottom. Basically just a circle of material with two spaghetti straps, a smocked area around the bust that continued to the arm pit, then smoothed out for the back, and a ruffled area below that.

"It's pretty... girlish, isn't it?"

"Well, I'm sorry, Rambo, but I didn't have time to go buy a butch tankini before you came over. What difference does it make? No one knows you, you'll look fine and we'll get you some men's swim trunks when we can. Alright?"

He shrugged. "Alright."

For a few moments, the two of them just stood there.

"Well?" Katie finally asked.

"Aren't you leaving?"

"Have you ever worn a suit like that before?"

"No. Of course not."

"Then let me help you put it on. I don't want you to rip off one of the straps."

Stevie huffed and took a step back into the room to allow his sister in. He pulled the Hello Kitty pajama top over his head, being careful of his hair and turned to face Kate.

Thank goodness Derrick had given her a warning about Stevie's chest, or Kate would have let out a shocked gasp. Derrick had been correct. As much as Stevie looked like a high school freshman girl when wearing Kate's old clothes, when shirtless, he looked like an eleven year old girl. Puffy breasts with wide, darker areolae and prominent nipples. How could he not be aware of how wrong this was!?

She glanced down at the front of the swimsuit bottom and could barely discern the outline of a very small penis. That disturbed her as much as what she saw on his chest. Derrick was right - Stevie needed to see a doctor and soon.

She slipped the top over his arms and shoulders, settling it onto his small breasts. Unfortunately, the smocked design of the front of the top did nothing to minimize her brother's breast development.

A thought occurred to her and she needed to ask a question. "Stevie... you never took any medication that wasn't meant for you, did you?"

He looked up and shook his head. "This barely reaches the waistband of the bottoms."

"Yeah, that's how it's supposed to fit," Katie confirmed. "What I'm asking is... You never took any... female... medication did you?"

Stevie looked up at his sister, confused. "No. Why?"

She sighed and walked him to the mirror. "Look at yourself, honey. You kind of look like..."

"Yeah, I know... like a girl. So what. You keep telling me that I'll out grow it." He looked at himself more closely and shrugged. "Maybe I SHOULD cut my hair, huh?"

"That's not what I'm talking about, Stevie." Katie didn't want to push things too far too quickly so she just asked, "Do you shave, Stevie?"

"Nope," he said, almost proudly.

"Never?"

"Nope."

"Well, see, that's what I'm talking about, honey. At your age, you should. And you should have hair on your arms and legs and... See, this is why I want you to see my doctor. I think she might be able to kickstart some of that for you."

"Yeah? You think that might be able to make me grow a couple of inches, too?"

Katie smiled. "Who knows, Stevie. Maybe."

"Moooooommmmmmmyyyyyyyy, I want to go swimming!" Olivia whined from the hallway door.

"Ok, sweetheart," Kate replied. "We're coming."

She turned to leave, but Stevie asked a question. "Katie... I don't look stupid in this, do I?"

Kate looked at her twenty year old brother who looked more like her fourteen year old sister at the moment and she told the truth. "No, Stevie. You look adorable in that. As cute as a button."

He really did, but the truth was that he was scaring her to distraction as well. What the heck could cause a full grown male to look like this and how is it possible that she hadn't even noticed that he was so under developed - or at least so under developed as a male. God, this was concerning.

They spent almost three hours in the pool with Olivia showing off everything she knew how to do. How to dog-paddle, how to dive from a kneeling position, how to hold her breath and touch the bottom in the shallow end, how to swim from one side to the other with her head above water, and, of course, how to climb onto Stevie pretty much constantly. That was ok, though. For Stevie, it was nice to feel special.

"What time does Derrick get home?" Stevie finally asked as he sat drying on a lounge chair. "Should I be thinking about getting dinner ready?"

"You?" Katie laughed. "I haven't gone back to work yet. I should probably be thinking about getting dinner ready, but the truth is, I'm just not that interested. I know it's not the right thing for a mother of two to say, but I really don't love cooking meals every night."

"I'll do it then," Stevie said, brightly. "Honestly, making dinner for Grandma and me was always the high point of my day. When she got to the point that she couldn't eat the meals I was making, I had to simplify. I miss cooking. I'm looking forward to cooking for you guys."

Katie squeezed his hand. "Oh, you're a Godsend, Stevie. Sunday evenings are usually leftover time, but since we've had a lot of take out this week, there are no leftovers. I don't want to make you work hard, or anything, but if you want to take a look in the fridge and see what's there, you're welcome to take a peek."

"I think I will," he said, popping out of the chair. "Do you need help with the girls?"

"Not if you're making dinner, I don't."

It was almost five thirty when Olivia shouted, "Hi, daddy!" from the island counter where she was standing on a chair.

"Hi, baby. What are you doing?" Derrick asked.

"I'm helping Auntie Stevie. I'm putting these berry tomatoes into the salads."

"Wow! I think those are cherry tomatoes, honey, but you're doing a great job."

"Oh, yeah," she said, but kept working.

Derrick looked at his brother-in-law working at the stove and wondered what his wife had been thinking dressing him in a woman's two piece bathing suit and putting him to work as a cook. He'd discuss that with her later, though. But for now... nonchalance.

"Gee, something sure smells good," he said, coming up beside Stevie.

"It's Chicken Tikka Masala," Stevie said, stirring the rice in rice maker. "Nothing fancy."

"Nothing fancy?" Derrick laughed. "It sure smells fancy."

"That's the ginger and garlic." Stevie inhaled deeply. "Smells delicious, doesn't it. I hope it tastes as good as it it smells."

"I bet it will," Derrick chuckled.

"You know, supper won't be ready for about twenty minutes. You could change or even shower if you want. I can keep it warm for ten or fifteen minutes after it's ready if you need more time."

He smiled. "That's very nice of you, Stevie. Actually, I showered at the precinct, but I would like to get changed. I'll go do that. Where's Kate?"

"Upstairs nursing Alice."

"Great. We'll be down in twenty minutes."

Derrick bounded up the stairs, as he always did, and found his wife in their bedroom, Alice attached to her breast. "Well," he smiled and kissed her cheek, "you'll never guess what I just saw."

"Stevie making dinner?"

He sighed. "Stevie making dinner in a women's bathing suit that he looked a little too damned good in if you were to ask me. Now, why would he be wearing that?"

"Because we were in the pool with the girls and he needed a suit. That one fit."

He nodded, then quietly asked, "Did you see his chest?"

"I did. I'm calling Jane O'Leary tomorrow to see if she'll see him this week."

He nodded. "That suit makes it look worse."

"Please don't say that to him, Derrick."

"Of course not. I'm just... I'm just sharing my concerns with you. That's all. The truth is, he looks great. He just doesn't look like a guy and I find that concerning."

"Me too," Katie said as she stood. "Let's see what Jane has to say."

Monday was a stressful day for Katie. She knew she'd be leaving her girls in good hands on Tuesday, but she'd still be leaving and that made her feel terrible. She loved her job, but she loved her girls, too. The thing was, though, she needed the money from her job to create a secure life for her girls. So - End of story.

And then there was Stevie.

Around eight thirty that morning she called her college friend, and now her general practitioner, Dr Jane O'Leary, and left a voice mail on her cell phone. "Hi, Jane. It's Katie. I feel odd calling on your cell, but my brother needs to see a doctor. He hasn't seen anyone in like ten years and I'm worried. Can you see him sometime soon? I know that's a big favor to ask, but he's my little brother, you know? Give me a call when you can."

It was less than ten minutes before Jane called back and confirmed that she'd definitely see him and she had an opening on Thursday at one pm. She also asked about Katie's concerns.

Katie found it hard to be blunt for some reason. "I think he may have had some developmental problems during puberty that no one noticed." That was the best she could do.

"Such as?"

"Well, he's very petite - not just small... petite. He's got some traits that seem rather feminine to me..."

"Such as?"

"You know what," Kate finally decided, "I think it would be best if you just saw him. Maybe I'm imagining things. I do t want to sound like a hysterical sister. You'll know better than I, anyway."

"Ok," Jane said with a small chuckle. "Can you have him come by the lab in the lobby of my building on Tuesday at anytime to have some blood drawn? I'll do a complete panel of tests and I should have the results back by the time I see him on Thursday."

"Oh, ok," Kate said, figuring out her schedule. "I'll bring him by during my lunch, I guess."

"Great. Talk to you soon. Bye."

That morning, while Katie spent as much time with the girls as she could, Stevie did the laundry, washed the windows he'd been dissuaded from doing the day before, and even changed the sheets on all the beds.

"Are you crazy?" Katie asked when she saw him adding the sheets to his already heavy laundry load.

"It's Monday," he shrugged. "I always changed the sheets at home on Monday."

"Stevie, I do appreciate your help, but you're not an indentured servant or something. You don't have to work this hard all the time."

"I'm not working hard," he laughed. "I like a clean house and I like cooking. That's ok, isn't it?'

Kate shook her head. She liked a 'clean' house, but she tended to change the sheets when it occurred to her to do so, she washed the windows when they annoyed her and she cooked when she had to. Her brother was ten times the homemaker she'd ever be.

The day warmed up quite a bit and afternoon was spent in and by the pool again. Everyone's swimsuit had been washed, of course, but the sun was a lot more oppressive than it had been the day before. Katie insisted on sunscreen for everyone and coverup's when not in the pool.

"Here," she smiled and handed a soft cotton garment to Stevie when he'd dried off. "Now, before you complain, I know it's a bit girly, but it's just a coverup to keep the sun off of you. You can get cancer from the sun, you know. So, just put it on and wear it out here. We're completely fenced in. No one will see you."

"Ok," Stevie said, without much resistance. It was a just a very loose fitting, sheath-type coverup. Sleeveless, low scoop neck, a kind of natural looking white-ish, with no decoration except for a border of a cutout lace pattern around the hem that ran around his mid calf. Except for that last detail, it looked like an oversized version of a men's tank-top shirt.

"Not too bad, right?" Katie smiled. "It actually looks really nice on you."

He shrugged, a little embarrassed, but the truth was, he enjoyed trying on these female clothes and wanted to experiment with some of the many dresses and skirts that had been hung in his closet. That wasn't really a possibly at the moment, though. "I guess it's ok."

Katie suspected he thought it was better than ok.

"I was able to set up an appointment for you with my doctor on Thursday." She said, out of the blue, not knowing how to introduce the topic any other way. "It's at one. I'll work it out with my coworkers to take a little time off and take you. I'll make up the time by going in a little early that morning or Friday, whatever works best for them."

"That was quick," Stevie said, inviting Olivia onto his lap so he could brush her damp hair out.

"Yeah, well, the doctor is an old college friend. Also, you're going to need to have some blood work done before you go see her, so tomorrow I'll come by during my lunch hour and pick you up. I'll keep the girls in the van and you can just run into the lab and have the blood drawn. It only takes a few minutes. Ok?"

He brushed his niece's hair gently for a few moments, then asked, "Will it hurt?"

"What? The blood work? No. It's just a little pinch. That's all. I have it done a couple of times a year."

He nodded, but he still looked a little pale to Katie. "Livy, when you got your shot last month did it hurt?"

"Just a little," the child said. "Like a mosquito bite."

Katie snickered. "See, Stevie. Like a mosquito bite."

He nodded and sighed. "I hate mosquito bites."

To change the subject, Katie said, "Livy, why don't you go get your hair clips and Stevie can put some in your hair for you."

"Ok," the little girl said, and she climbed down off of her uncle's lap and disappeared into the house, returning minutes later with a small basket overflowing with small plastic bows, butterflies, bees, kittens, etc.

"Oh, these are pretty," Stevie said with mock excitement as he selected a few to put into his niece's hair.

"Oh, you look so nice," Katie complimented her daughter, as Stevie added a few too many clips.

"Thank you," Olivia smiled. "Let me brush your hair," she bubbled as she took the brush from Stevie and maneuvered herself behind her uncle's back on the lounge chair. She brushed and brushed his damp, thick hair for a good ten minutes or more before reaching for a bright yellow, bow shaped hair clip and attempting to set it into Stevie's hair, but, due to its thickness, she failed.

"Here, let me help you with that," Katie said, sitting up straight and leaning over to help.

Being a good sport for the sake of Olivia, Stevie allowed his sister and niece to clip the small, yellow bow into the hair on his right temple, then he turned his head and they placed a similar pink bow into the hair on his left temple.

"Auntie Stevie looks pretty, too." Olivia giggled with joy.

"Auntie Stevie always looks pretty," Katie said, smiling at her brother.

"Thanks," he smirked.

Katie touched his cheek and smiled, but looked serious at the same time. "It's true, Stevie. You really do look pretty. You always do."

Not knowing how to take any of this, Stevie pulled Olivia back onto his lap and sat back in his chair. "Well, I'll never be as pretty as Livy." He kissed her head.

"Well, that goes without saying," Katie laughed.

At five thirty, Derrick walked into his home and stopped short at the sight of what appeared to be a small, young woman in a short, off white dress with a bathing suit visible through the material busying herself at the stove in his kitchen. Was this getting out of hand, or was this where things were going to need to go? He did wonder.

He glanced at the table and saw that it was set beautifully, with fresh flowers in a small vase at the center. He shook his head at the domestic perfection of the scene and continued into the kitchen to see what to expect for dinner.

"Hi," he said, surprising Stevie.

"Hi!" Stevie laughed. "You startled me."

"Smells good. What's for dinner?"

"Well," Stevie said with some pride, "I am sautéing some vegetables right now, then I'm going to grill up those salmon steaks. Katie ran out and picked them up for me while I watched the girls. I was waiting until you're ready to sit down to do that, though. You go ahead and get changed and give me a five minute warning. I'll have them ready for you when you're ready to sit down."

Derrick shook his head. "You are something, Stevie."

Stevie just smiled.

"Ummm... you look... nice, by the way," Derrick said, uncertain as to what else to say.

"Oh," Stevie laughed. "Blame your wife. She said I needed to cover up outside and this is what she gave me to wear."

Derrick nodded. "I like your hair bows, too."

Stevie's hand shot up to where the bows sat in his hair. "Oh, Geez. I forgot about those. Those are Livy's doing. I put some in her hair, so... turnabout is fair play, I guess."

"I guess," Derrick smiled, then left to get changed.

When he spoke to his wife, Derrick was relieved to hear that Stevie would be seeing Jane O'Leary on Thursday. At least they'd get a handle on why Stevie had developed the way he had and find out if there was anything that could be done to remedy that issue.

Dinner was better than either Derrick or Katie had expected. It was fresh and flavorful and tasted as if it had been prepared by a professional chef. They both complimented Stevie on his great work, something that Stevie really appreciated. His grandmother had also been his cooking instructor, so any compliments were also accompanied by critiques. Derrick and Katie just seemed to like his cooking.

After dinner the dishes were washed and the girls were bathed. Derrick was sitting on their bed watching ESPN and Katie was laying out her clothes for her first day back at the office when there was a quiet knock on their bedroom door.

"Come on in," Derrick said with a little laugh to his voice. He knew it had to be Stevie. Olivia would just burst through the door whenever she had an inclination. "You must be exhausted," Derrick said to his brother-in-law. "I understand you did the laundry, changed the sheets, did a whole lot more, then made us a gourmet meal and cleaned up afterwards. You're going to spoil us, Stevie."

Stevie blushed a little as he stood by the door wearing a peach colored set of pajamas that bore the impression of dozens of pandas all over the top and bottoms. "I'm glad you enjoyed supper. I like cooking for you guys."

"I'm going to have to watch what I eat around here," Derrick continued to tease. "We have periodic, unannounced weigh-ins at work. If I continue to eat like I have for the last two nights, I'll weigh-in at three hundred pounds the next time they call me in."

"Well, you know, everything I've made you is really healthy and you should be able to eat a good amount of it without gaining any weight..."

"Stevie, Stevie," Katie laughed. "He's teasing."

"Oh," he blushed more deeply. "Sorry."

"So..." Katie smiled at him, "what's up?"

"Oh, ummm... can I talk to you in private for a second?"

Kate looked at her husband and raised her eyebrows, then turned to Stevie and said, "Sure. Let's go to your room."

When they were in Stevie's room with the door closed, Katie asked what was wrong.

Stevie held up his phone to display a text. "I got this and I don't know how to respond."

Katie took the phone and read the text. 'HI STEVIE. IT'S TONY THE PIZZA GUY. HOPE YOU'RE DOING GOOD. JUST WONDERING IF MAYBE YOU MIGHT WANT TO DO SOMETHING THIS WEEKEND. LET ME KNOW.'
 
 
To Be Continued...

An Anomoly - 3

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Intersexed
  • Real World Situation
  • Sweet / Sentimental Swimsuit

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An Anomoly: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2022,2023,2024 Clara Schumann

 

A suitor and a trip to the doctor's office keep Stevie on edge. Once again, I am
a wordy writer, so only read if words are something you enjoy. Also, if you complain
that you don't understand a character's motivation while also admitting you skipped
parts of the story, then... never mind.

I hope you're all remaining well. These are such stressful times. God bless.


 
Author's Note: Thank you again for the comments and reviews. If you find yourself liking
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There is nothing better than reading a review. ~Clara.

 
This version of An Anomoly: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 3
 

Stevie held up his phone to display a text. "I got this and I don't know how to respond."

Katie took the phone and read the text. 'HI STEVIE. IT'S TONY THE PIZZA GUY. HOPE YOU'RE DOING GOOD. JUST WONDERING IF MAYBE YOU MIGHT WANT TO DO SOMETHING THIS WEEKEND. LET ME KNOW.'

"What should I do?" Stevie asked her.

"What do you want to do?" Katie asked as supportively as possible. "You realize that this boy thinks you're a girl, right? So, if you go out with him, then he'll think he's going out with a girl. Now, that's fine, if that's what you want, but you need to figure out... if that IS... what you want. Is it?"

Stevie sat on his canopied bed in his peach, panda pajamas looking as weak and vulnerable as any girl that Katie had ever seen. "I don't know. It's just... no one's ever asked me out before. Who knows if anyone will ever ask again." He looked at his phone. "What if I told him I was a boy?"

She sat next to him and held his hand. "That might be best, but is telling him in a text the best way to do that?"

Stevie shrugged.

"How about this?" Katie suggested. "What if you were to say you wanted to meet him for coffee or something like that? You know, something in the afternoon, maybe on Saturday. Then you could sit face to face and have a real conversation and explain everything. Do you think that would work?"

Stevie nodded, but Kate could tell that he was disappointed by her rational response.

"Can I ask an obvious question?" she said.

He nodded, again.

"Do you want to go out with this boy?"

"Are you asking me if I'm gay?"

Katie let go of his hand and wrapped both of her arms around him in a hug, pulling his head into her breast. "Stevie... 'gay' is just a word for someone who loves someone else. I can see how scared you are and I just want to help if I can. So, in a perfect world, if there were no labels, and this boy were to ask you out... would that be something that you would want him to do?"

"I don't know," he whispered. "I'm being honest, Katie... I've never really thought about guys OR girls. He does make me feel a little special, though. I kind of like that."

"Oh, Stevie, you ARE special, honey. You're smart, you're kind, you're a great cook, the girls adore you... look what you've done to this place since you've gotten here. Honey, you're practically Mary Poppins."

He nodded and stood up. Over in the corner of the room, the tall, free standing mirror that had been in his mother's room now stood alone, not matching the rest of the bedroom set. He walked over to it and turned the mirror so it faced him and he looked at himself.

"Do you know why I like my hair this way, Katie?"

"Why, honey?"

He looked at himself for a moment, his hair brushed straight back, with no part, just full and rich. "I know it's stupid for a guy to grow his hair out like this and then brush it this way, but... when I look like this... like a girl... at least I look like... something. Like... someone. Without that, I just look... weird and young. I don't even look like a boy anymore, Katie. Even with shorter hair. I just look... weird."

"You never looked weird, Stevie," Katie said, sounding very sad, but also unsure of what else to say.

"Yeah... I did... I do." He turned and faced his sister, again. "Why don't I look like a man, Katie? I don't understand it."

"I'm hoping the doctor might be able to help us with that, Stevie."

He nodded, finally understanding why his sister was so eager for him to get an appointment. "What if she can't?"

"Stevie..." Katie sighed. "... I don't know the answer to that. Let's talk to her first and go from there." She took his hand and had him sit beside her again. "Now... what about this boy, Tony? Maybe, under the circumstances, the best thing is to say you're too busy right now and ask for a rain check until you have the opportunity to get your head together. What do you think?"

The young man's lower lip quivered and his eyes glistened with a few tears as he nodded and held up his phone and typed out 'SORRY. I CAN'T RIGHT NOW. REALLY BUSY. RAIN CHECK?' and hit 'send.' "Well, that's that. I doubt that I'll ever hear from him again."

"Stevie..."

He shook his head. "I'm really tired all of a sudden, Katie." He let out a long, sad sigh. "Thanks for your help."

She hugged him, but he didn't reciprocate. "I love you, Stevie."

He nodded.

She kissed his forehead.

"Night." She stood and left the room, closing the door behind her. She listened for a moment, but couldn't hear anything inside, so she went back to her room.

"Everything alright?" Derrick asked, glancing away from Sports Center.

Katie shook her head and gave him a thumb nail summary of what she'd just learned.

"Wow," Derrick said, shutting off the TV. "First, let me say that 'Tony The Pizza Guy' is a great name. I mean he could be a character on 'The Sopranos.' But, regarding Stevie going out with him... I mean... why not?"

Katie blinked at her husband. "Because Stevie doesn't know if he's gay or not."

"What!?" He sat up straighter. "Babe, I walked into this house tonight and found Stevie in the kitchen wearing a dress with bows in his hair. How can he not know he's gay!?"

"Shhh," she warned, concerned that Stevie might hear. "That wasn't a dress. It was just a coverup."

"With lace around the bottom."

"Ok, yeah, but I gave it to him."

"And why, exactly are you dressing him up that way if you don't think he's gay?"

Katie sighed and shook her head. "Look, Derrick, there are no clothes that fit him in this house that aren't women's clothes and let's face it - Stevie can't be out in the pool without something covering up those little girl boobies of his, so he needs a woman's swimsuit. Right?"

"Ok, I'll give you that."

"Alright, then I needed to make sure he had a cover up, too, because the sun was bright today and he's already gotten tan lines from the sun - and those aren't going away any time soon. So... I gave him what I had. And besides... I'm really afraid that he may NEED to start wearing women's clothes full time, Derrick. I mean, have you noticed how his butt looks in that swimsuit?" She shook her head. "I can't believe that I didn't notice his problems before. What kind of a sister have I been to that boy?"

"Hey," Derrick put his arm around her shoulders, "you're a great sister. Come on. Who could have anticipated that he could have possibly had problems like he does?"

She shrugged and shook her head. "A great sister would have noticed."

Derrick kissed her and said, "Come on. You're just beating yourself up, now. Let's get some sleep. You have a big day ahead of you."

She let put a sigh very similar to the sigh Stevie had let out earlier. "Ok."

In his room, Stevie laid on his side and looked at the screen of his phone as 'Tony The Pizza Guy' replied, 'SURE. NO PROB. MOVING SUCKS. I GET IT. I'LL TEXT AGAIN NEXT WEEK. IF I GET TO BE A PEST TELL ME TO GET LOST. LOL. JK. HAVE A GOOD NIGHT.'

Feeling relieved that he wasn't outright rejecting him, Stevie text back, 'THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING. PLEASE DO TEXT ME AGAIN NEXT WEEK. MAYBE I'LL HAVE THINGS FIGURED OUT BY THEN. YOU HAVE A GOOD NIGHT TOO.'

Katie woke well before her alarm, her work-related-anxiety combined with her mother-abandoning-her-children-anxiety making it impossible to sleep. She slipped into the shower with a shower cap on and used the warm stream of water to refresh herself and prepare herself for her first day back. She dried off and did her hair and makeup, then went back into the bedroom where Derrick was just stirring.

"Morning," he muttered through dry lips and bleary eyes.

"Hi," she smiled.

"Up and at 'em, I see."

"Yeah. Lots of nervous energy, I guess. I figured I needed a few extra minutes to get the girls fed before I leave, too."

Derrick stood and spoke through a yawn. "I bet Stevie can handle the girls."

"Yeah, but it's his first day doing it himself," Katie kissed his stubble covered face and started dressing for work. "I'll see you downstairs."

Derrick mumbled something as he disappeared into the bathroom.

Katie checked her look in the mirror. White silk blouse. Grey silk suit jacket with matching straight skirt. Two inch heeled black pumps. A classic, nearly sexless, office look for a woman. She shook her head at the plain-Jane way she had to dress for work. Oh, well. It's all part of the job. Some women she worked with pulled this look off better than she did, others not as well, but all in all, they all kind of blended in together, which was kind of the point. 'The Woman In The Gray Flannel Suit' kind of thing.

Oh, who cared. Time to get her butt in gear.

She hustled down the hall and into the nursery where she found an empty crib with it's blankets neatly folded at the foot of the mattress and a new trash bag in the diaper pail.

Hmmm.

She peeked into Stevie's room. Bed neatly made and not a thing out of place.

Next came Olivia's room, which, until two days earlier had been a mine field of toys and clothes that needed to be put away, but now was, as it had been the previous night, perfectly organized and everything had been put in its place.

"Mary Poppins strikes again," she chuckled to herself, then headed down the stairs.

"Hi, mommy!" Olivia smiled as she sat at the table, a small bowl of Cheerios and berries in front of her. She was still in her nightgown, but her hair was brushed and her face scrubbed.

"Hi," Stevie said from the kitchen island, Alice nestled in his arm, a bottle in her mouth. "I made you a kind of a yogurt parfait for breakfast," he smiled, indicating a drinking glass with berries and yogurt in it. "I mixed some blueberries and strawberries with some plain yogurt in the blender and then layered them in the glass for you. I made one for Derrick, too, but I know he'll want some Eggo's too. Alice should be done by the time he comes down."

Katie shook her head. "I take it back. You're better than Mary Poppins. How can you possibly get all of this done so early?"

He smiled and looked at the baby in his arms. "This is easy. Grandma was a lot more work than you guys."

Ohh. A shot to the gut for Katie. Of course she was. Grandma was a tough old bird when she was healthy. She must have been impossible as she got sicker.

"Thank you for this," Katie smiled. "I'll eat this, then I'll pump before I leave. Remember that I'll be by at noonish to take you for your bloodwork. I'll text when I'm on the way. Make sure you're ready and the girls are, too."

"I will be," he nodded, looking a bit trepidations about the needle.

"I don't mean to harp on it, but it's my first day back and I don't want to come across as unreliable right off the bat." Katie pulled a tall stool up to the island and spoke quietly. "So... did you hear back from Tony?"

Stevie nodded. "He said he understood that moving sucked and he'd text again in a week and that I should tell him if he's being a pest."

Katie smiled. "Well, that's great. That gives you some time to think, right?"

Stevie blushed and nodded again. "Yeah... To think... I really do need to think."

As Katie was scraping the last of the yogurt out of her glass, Derrick entered the kitchen with a great deal of bravado. "GOOD MORNING, LADIES!" He said. "And how is my big girl?" He said to Olivia, kissing her cheek.

"I'm good, daddy," she smiled at his demeanor.

"And how's my beautiful wife?" He asked kissing Katie's cheek.

"What's gotten into you?" Katie laughed.

"I just found out that I Jerry has tickets to see The Red Sox play The Yankees at Fenway Park on Saturday, my dear, and one of those tickets has my name on it. Saturday afternoon - at Fenway! Box seats! My life just got better by two thirds! That's what got into me."

Katie applauded. "Well, congratulations! That's great."

"It is great," her husband smiled, walking around the island taking the baby's little hand in his and kissing it. "And how is my littlest girl?" He asked.

"She was hungry, that's for sure," Stevie said.

"But you took care of her, just like you take care of all of us," Derrick smiled down at his brother-in-law.

"Look what Stevie made you for breakfast," Katie said, pointing to Derrick's yogurt parfait. "I just finished mine. It was delicious."

Stevie put down the bottle, threw a clean cloth diaper over his shoulder and moved Alice to his shoulder to bring up some wind. "If you want to start on your yogurt, I'll make you your Eggo."

"No Eggo this morning," Derrick said with a smile as he rubbed his stomach. "All of this good food is going to make me fat." Then he leaned in and kissed Stevie on the cheek. "You're too good to us, Stevie. Thank you."

Stevie looked at Katie as if to say 'Say something.'

"Umm," Katie said, "you realize that you just kissed your brother-in-law for the second time, right?"

Derrick nodded. He looked at Stevie. "That's ok, isn't it?"

Stevie looked at Katie who shrugged at him.

"I guess," Stevie finally said.

Derrick tasted the parfait. "Great. Mmmm this yogurt thing is delicious. Thanks. I'll bring the glass back after work. Gotta run. Bye, girls." He hurried out the door.

Kate grabbed the pump that she kept by the cabinets and prepared to pump.

"He knows I'm not a girl, right?" Stevie asked, taking Katie's glass to rinse it.

"I don't know, Stevie. I just don't know. Right now, he's in a Red Sox stupor, so... who knows what he knows, right now." She sat and plugged in the device. "Besides, you just told him it was ok. To tell you the truth, I think it's sweet that he's accepting you as one of the family so quickly."

After pumping and a slightly tear-filled goodbye, Katie headed out the door and back to work for the first time in several months.

"Come on," Stevie said to Olivia with enthusiasm, let's get the kitchen cleaned up and then, after we get Alice down for her nap, you and I can look for something for each of us to wear for our trip with mommy later. Ok?"

"Ok!" Olivia said, climbing down and following her Auntie Stevie to the sink where Stevie set up a chair so Olivia could stand on it and 'help' wash, rinse and dry the dishes, cups and utensils.

Soon, Alice was settled into a bouncer and Stevie was in Olivia's room with his oldest niece, discussing what she should wear. "Now, we're just taking a ride, and you'll probably stay in the car while I run into the building to have my blood taken, but it's mommy's first day back to work, so you want to look nice for her when she comes to pick you up, right? So let's find something that looks nice, but isn't too fancy, ok?"

"Ok." The child set her mind to the challenge and began pulling out outfits, all dresses, and explaining why each would be perfect, finally settling on a very pretty, green dress with roses printed on it. It had a three inch silk ribbon border around the hem of the skirt and a one inch velvet collar with a perfect little bow that sat dead center. It really was the perfect compromise between casual and dressy. Olivia even chose a lovely little pair of shoes to go with the dress. Nothing too fancy, either. A pair of black flats with a bow across each toe-box. Just dressy enough to go with the dress. She even asked if she could wear a green hair band which was just a little too light to actually 'match' the dress, but was certainly close enough.

"Oh, I'm so proud of you!" Stevie praised her, and he really was. Actually, he was pretty proud of himself, too. He'd given her the opportunity to think her way through picking out the proper clothes and, yes it had taken a while, but she had done it and done it well. A big achievement for a little girl.

"Now, let's see if we can find something for me to wear," Stevie suggested.

This was a much bigger problem.

Of course, Olivia had very firm ideas on this subject, but all of her ideas for Auntie Stevie involved Auntie Stevie in skirts or dresses. There was one dress on which she was particularly fixated that had big red flowers in it, which, of course, Auntie Stevie had to veto.

They looked through all the drawers and all the closets and could not find any jeans. They did find some slacks, but they were either very stylized, and therefore very short or very flared, or they were made from material that left no doubt that they were meant to be worn by a woman. Flowered patterns were most common, but some plaids and geometric patterns were dead giveaways as well.

Finally, Stevie settled on a pair of linen shorts that he thought may have belonged to his mother. They were a pale shade of olive green, and they hung a lot looser than men's shorts typically hung, but at least they didn't scream 'women's department.'

He paired them with a simple dark blue tank top which also hung loosely and he looked in the mirror. Not too bad. Definitely not manly, but still androgynous.

He rummaged around a little and found a pair of simple sandals to complete his ensemble.

"What do you think?" He asked Olivia.

The girl shrugged. "I liked the yellow dress a lot better."

"I know, honey, but I can't wear a dress," Stevie explained.

"But why not?" she whined.

"Because I'm not a girl," he explained.

"Yes, you are," she pouted.

"No, I'm not, honey. I promise, I'm not," he laughed.

"Well, you should be," the child said, dejected.

"Oh, don't be like that. Come on, I look ok, right?"

She nodded.

"Am I pretty?"

She nodded again.

"Ok. Let's get something pretty for Alice. You can pick it out. Not too fancy, though."

It only took a few moments for Olivia to pick out Alice's dress. It was a white dress with red flowers and a matching diaper-covering panty. She chose it because the red flowers matched the roses on her own dress. At was at that point that Stevie realized why Olivia had been so focused on the dress with red flowers that she'd wanted him to wear. It was because it would have 'matched' hers too.

"Oh, this is perfect, Livy. You are a very good big sister. Let's get her dressed and ready for mommy."

As they changed the infant's diaper and prepared her for their trip to the clinic, Stevie said, "I'm sorry my outfit doesn't match yours."

"That dress would. You could still wear that."

"Honey... boys don't wear dresses."

Olivia let out a huge sigh. "That's stupid. Why do you have to be a boy?"

Well, there was a the question of the day. "I just am, Livy. I'm sorry."

Olivia looked very sad and that bothered Stevie, so he thought for a moment and then he came up with an idea. "Hey! Tell you what. Why don't we get mommy's iPad and I'll look up a video on how to do a fancy braid in your hair to surprise mommy? How would that be?"

Olivia thought that would be a great idea, so she scurried down the hallway to her mother's room and was back moments later with Katie's ipad in her hand. They spent a few moments looking at tutorials on YouTube until they found one that not only met Olivia's approval, but Stevie figured he could handle. It was called, 'French Braids Made Easy.'

Stevie started by separating a quarter of the hair at the front right of Livy's head and braiding that, then repeating that on the front left. Then the hair on the back of her head was combed straight back and the two braids were swept back, connected at the back of her head and then hung side by side back there. Very neat. Very pretty.

"Do you like it?" Stevie asked, rather proud of himself.

"Yes! I love it!" Olivia declared.

"I'm glad."

"Now do yours," Olivia said.

"Oh, I don't think I could do that to my own hair," Stevie laughed, but Olivia immediately looked sad.

"Please... We won't match unless you do. You wouldn't wear the dress that matched mine. Please make your hair match mine. Please!"

Stevie wanted more than anything to say 'no,' but it was a pretty simple request. He doubted he could do it, anyway, but he'd try. "Ok. I'll try, but if it comes out looking bad, I'll have to brush it out. Ok?"

"Ok."

It was twelve fifteen when Katie turned onto her street. Her first morning back had been fine, but hectic and she didn't want to be late getting back to work after lunch. She'd sent a text to Stevie telling him that she'd be at the house in two minutes about two minutes earlier. She'd hoped that he and the girls would be ready for her, but it was his first day dealing with the girls all by himself, so...

Then the unexpected occurred.

Before she even pulled into the driveway, Stevie was very casually walking down the walkway with Alice in her carrier and holding Olivia by the hand. They were all dressed as if they were going on an outing and both Olivia and Stevie had their hair up in braids. Olivia's thin hair looked casual and playful, but Stevie's thick, dark hair made for thick, dark, formal looking braids that made him look very dressed up, even though he was wearing a pair of dressy shorts and a nice tank top.

"Hi," Katie said, sounding a bit shocked, as Stevie first helped Olivia into the van, then began securing Alice's carrier to the car seat. "You all look lovely."

"Say thank you to mommy, Livy." Stevie instructed.

"Thank you, mommy."

"I'll be right there to buckle you in."

Within a minute or two, the girls were secured and Stevie was in the passenger seat.

"Why are they all dressed up?" Katie asked.

"I wanted them to look pretty for you," Stevie smiled. "Livy picked out their outfits."

"Did you, Livy?" Katie asked, looking into the rear view mirror.

"I did, mommy." The child was very proud.

"Oh, what a good girl you are."

"And your hairdo?" Katie asked, smirking a little.

Stevie sighed. "I did Livy's and she wanted mine to match, so... Laugh if you want, but it was easier than wearing the dress with the red flowers on it that she wanted me to wear."

"Oh?" Katie did laugh at that. "I think I would have liked to have seen that."

"She would have looked pretty," Olivia said from her seat.

"I'm sure SHE would have," Katie smiled at her brother.

"You're not helping." Stevie shook his head.

The blood work took just moments and soon they were back home and saying goodbye to Katie.

"Let me bring home dinner," Kate said before she left.

"Absolutely not," Stevie smiled. "Livy and I have already talked about how we're going to make Auntie Stevie's eggplant parmigiana tonight, haven't we, Livy."

Olivia nodded. "And we're making brownies."

"And we're making brownies." Stevie smiled at his niece and then at his sister.

"Ok," Katie shook her head. "You make an awfully good mommy."

"I'm trying," Stevie smiled as he stepped away from the minivan, one child holding onto his right hand, the other hanging from his left in a carrier. He looked far too young to be a mommy, but he definitely looked like a very competent babysitter.

Even though Wednesday was just her second day back at the office, as she got ready to leave that morning it seemed like everyone had gotten into a pretty good routine already. Nothing seemed to faze Stevie in the household. He seemed to love to cook and clean and the girls both seemed to adore him almost as much as he adored them. It almost seemed like homemaking was his calling.

He even enjoyed sitting on the floor and watching Olivia's TV shows with her in the evening, both of them in their cute pjs.

Thursday did present a bump in the road, though.

Katie arranged for the afternoon off to go to see Dr Jane O'Leary with Stevie. This seemed necessary not only because Stevie had never gotten a license, but also because she was concerned about him being alone when the doctor gave him the bad news - and she had to assume that whatever news the doctor gave him, it was going to be bad.

Derrick arranged to swap shifts with a colleague so that he could watch the girls that day, but he did warn everyone not to expect a home-cooked meal like they got from Stevie. Besides, no matter what, he would have to run out at four thirty to be on traffic duty at five.

Despite his prowess in the home, though, Thursday morning was difficult for Stevie. He got the girls up and fed and had Katie's breakfast ready when she came down, but Stevie himself looked a bit of a mess. His hair was brushed straight back, but not very well, and his eyes were puffy and red from having not slept and possible having cried a bit.

Rather than just sit at the island, Katie went around to where her brother stood feeding Alice and spoke quietly so as not to upset Olivia. "Are you worried about going to see the doctor today?"

Without looking up from the baby, Stevie nodded.

"Why?"

"Because there's something wrong with me, Katie, and I don't think I want to know what it is. I had more of those pains I told you about last night and I'm scared and I don't want to go see the doctor."

Kate sighed. What he said was completely irrational, yet made perfect sense. "Stevie... Jane's a good doctor and a good friend. She'll be able to stop those pains, I'm sure, and maybe even help you develop more, then isn't that what you want?"

He looked at his sister with a defensive expression. "Why? Is there something so terrible about the way I am?"

"No, of course not, but don't you want to be as healthy as possible?"

Now, it was Stevie's turn to sigh. "I guess. I don't know... I guess I'm just scared. What if it's something really bad?"

"It won't be, honey. I promise."

He shook his head. "Ok, but... remember when Grandma went to see her doctor and she knew things weren't going to go well and she me me promise that I would make sure she came home? That I wouldn't let them put her in a hospital or a nursing home?"

"Yeah."

"Well... You promise I'm coming back here, right?"

"Well, yeah, honey, of course. If there's something wrong, I'm sure that it isn't so serious that they'll need to put you into a hospital."

He pondered that as he swayed and bounced gently with the baby in his arms.

"So you'll be ready when I come by at noon, right?" Katie checked before walking away.

He sulked a bit, then finally nodded.

When she arrived at noon, he was waiting, wearing the same shorts he'd worn to have his blood drawn, but a different tank top, this one a pale yellow, making him look even smaller and more vulnerable. His hair wasn't braided this time, but he had managed to brush it more nicely and he presented a better picture than he had at breakfast.

It was a quiet ride to the medical arts building, as was the ride in elevator to the third floor where Jane O'Leary had her suite of offices.

Katie walked to the reception window with Stevie in tow and gave his name to the receptionist.

"Oh, yes," the receptionist said, "the doctor would like Steven to go up to the ultrasound clinic on the fifth floor before seeing her today."

This meant nothing to Stevie, but Katie balked. "Ultrasound clinic. Why on earth would Stevie need to have an ultrasound done?"

The woman seemed nonplussed by the question. "I'm sure I don't know, but those are the doctor's instructions."

Kate took Stevie by the arm and led him back to the elevator. "I've never heard of a man needing an ultrasound," she muttered.

"What?" Stevie asked, bothered by her unease.

"Oh, nothing," she said. "It's just that an ultrasound is typically something a woman has when she's pregnant. I just never heard of a man having an ultrasound before."

As they waited for the elevator to return, Stevie fiddled with his phone. "Google says that an ultrasound can be used to diagnose issues with blood flow and gall bladder things. You think maybe that's why I have to have this done?"

"Oh... probably," Katie relaxed a little. "I guess that makes sense."

The people in the ultrasound clinic were very welcoming and efficient. They invited Stevie into an exam room and had him change into a hospital gown, telling him to get comfortable on the reclining chair when he was ready. They also gave Katie permission to stay with him.

When the technician came in and smeared the jelly all over Stevie's belly, Katie became curious. "So... what exactly are you trying to find?"

"Well," the tech said, smiling, but sounding evasive, "Dr O'Leary requested an abdominal scan of your brother. We'll send a video and a complete set of photos to her so she can see everything that we..." she stopped and stared at her screen, then turned it slightly as if to keep Katie and Stevie from seeing it. Her eyes narrowed and she began moving the wand in her hand more slowly.

Then the tech looked out into the hallway and caught the attention of another tech, waving her in as well. The second woman came in and looked at the screen as well and, just like the first tech, her face seemed to become a screwed up ball of concern and confusion.

"What do you see?" Katie finally asked.

"Well, that's for the doctor to determine," Tech Number One said, "but we just want to be sure that we give her the best pictures we can."

Kate stood and started to come around to take a look.

"No, ma'm, please," Tech Two said. "The doctor will go over everything with your sister..."

"Her brother," Tech One interrupted.

"... your brother... when you see her."

Reluctantly, Kate sat back down.

It was a frustrating half hour of waiting while the two techs spoke spoke quietly and made faces at the screen until finally Tech One grabbed some wipes and cleaned off Stevie's belly and told him he could get dressed. By then, Katie was more anxious and frustrated by the techs than ever and her attitude was upsetting to Stevie. So, it was two very concerned siblings who finally met with Dr Jane O'Leary in an exam room on the third floor of the medical arts building, two and a half hours after their scheduled appointment. By then, nurses had weighed, measured and taken Stevie's blood pressure and temperature.

"Hi," Jane said, a professional smile plastered on her face as she entered. "I'm sorry things have taken so long, but when I saw Steve's bloodwork, I felt that the ultrasound was necessary and, as it turns out, it was."

"It's 'Stevie,'" Katie said, peeved, "and I have to say, Jane, those techs upstairs were pretty darned rude. They wouldn't tell us anything and..."

"Ok, hold your horses, Katie," Jane said with a mix a friendliness and professional detachment. "First off, Steve... I'm sorry... Stevie... is an adult, so anything they find is confidential and unless he specifically asked them to share it with you, then, by law, they couldn't. Secondly... I doubt they had any idea how to explain what they saw to you."

"What?" Suddenly Kate was very scared. What the heck had they seen?

"To tell you the truth, I'd never seen anything quite like it either." She looked at Stevie and said, "You, my friend, are an anomaly. I've read about this condition, but I'd never seen it until now. That's why I had the ultrasound done. Frankly, ever since I saw your blood work results, I have been on the phone pretty much non-stop trying to figure you out. You are truly a conundrum. Stand up and let me take a look at you."

She wasted no time, first checking Stevie's groin and then his chest before remarking, "You may want to consider a training bra for his comfort, Katie. These must be sensitive, aren't they, Stevie?" She smiled and seemed to almost teasing him.

Stevie failed to see the humor in her glib words. "So... I'm sick."

The doctor sighed. "Not sick, per se, but yes, you do have a rather unusual health issue."

"Well, what is it?" Katie asked, impatient for answers.

"The name for your condition is Persistent Müllerian Duct Syndrome, or 'PMDS.' It's a fairly uncommon condition, but the way in which it has manifested itself in you, Stevie, is really quite unusual." She made a few notes on her computer, then looked at the very nervous patient. "Like I said: An Anomaly."

Stevie just looked scared, but Katie pushed forward. "Ok, so you gave us a label. What exactly is PMDS?"

"Well, as you may have guessed, it is a sexual development syndrome. See... all human fetuses begin as female, but then some become male. Sometimes, though, when those fetuses become male, they retain female characteristics. Typically, those are little things like feminine hips, or lower testosterone production, but sometimes those characteristics are... more... pronounced... more... important."

"Like those little breasts that Stevie is growing?" Katie asked, causing Stevie to slowly fold his arms tightly about himself in embarrassment.

Dr Jane crossed her legs and spoke quietly. "Those are a small part of it, yes, as are Stevie's undescended testicles."

Stevie's eyes shot open and he glanced at Katie who seemed to be in no way surprised by the doctor's remark.

"The biggest problems are not visible, I'm afraid. Let me ask you this, Stevie... have you ever experienced abdominal cramping?"

"Like... pains here... below my stomach?"

"Yes," the doctor said.

"Sometimes... yes." He admitted.

The doctor nodded. "See... inside Stevie there are female organs that his body is trying to use, but the male exterior structure of his body won't allow it."

"Oh, dear God," Katie gasped. "You don't mean that Stevie has a uterus, do you?"

The doctor nodded. "And Fallopian tubes, and everything else that a woman has and they are struggling to be of service to him. Think of it this way - Stevie has a body that is both male and female and they have been at war with each other. For the first part of his life, the male parts were winning and that's why Stevie's primary sexual
characteristics are male. That's why Stevie has a penis and why you and the rest of your family assumed he was a boy. But deep inside Stevie, his female parts have been conspiring to take over for, well I would suspect, the last eight to ten years or so."

"Wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute," Katie finally stopped her friend and physician. She looked at Stevie and then back at the doctor. "Are you telling me that Stevie is actually a girl? I mean... a woman?"

"Well, that remains to be seen," the doctor says. "Stevie needs to make a decision about that. Stevie, you can decide to start taking massive doses of testosterone which would encourage your testicles to develop and drop, your body hair to grow, and then we can schedule a radical hysterectomy to remove all of your female organs, which is a pretty massive surgery - or - you can begin taking massive doses of estrogen which would encourage your breasts to further develop, your reproductive cycle to begin and we'd schedule an appointment with a surgeon who specializes in restructuring your male sex organ into a female sex organ, which, to be honest, is a less drastic surgery, but may be more traumatic psychologically."

"Oh, dear God," Katie said, turning to the window and completely missing her brothers first expulsion of vomit onto the floor of the examination room.

The doctor grabbed a small plastic pan from a nearby counter top and caught most of the second expulsion in it. She rubbed his back and said. "It's ok, Stevie, it's ok. I know this is a lot to take in, but we need to talk about it."

Finally realizing what was happening behind her, Katie turned and assisted in comforting Stevie. "Oh, baby, calm down. It's going to be alright."

"Alright!?" Stevie gasped between spews. "You promised me that everything would be alright, but it's not! It's never going to be alright! It can't be alright! How can it be alright when I'm some kind of a freak!?"

"Now, Steven, please calm down..." Dr O'Leary tried to get a handle on the situation.

"Calm down!" He screamed. "You want me to decide if I want to be a man of a woman!? That's nuts! You want me to chose how I want to be carved up and put back together like some kind of Frankenstein's monster! I don't want to do that! I can't do that! I just want to be left be alone!"

The doctor took a breath and looked at Katie. "Give him a minute."

Katie nodded, but couldn't help but ask, "What would be the harm in not doing anything, Jane?"

The doctor shook her head. "You can't ignore those internal organs, Katie. Eventually, one of two things is going to happen. Either they will atrophy and need to be removed anyway, or they will eventually start their monthly cycle and they'll be no outlet for that waste, so one will need to be created - or the organ will need to be sterilized. There is no non-surgical option here, I'm afraid, and the fact that Steven has gone so long without medical treatment makes delaying a decision extremely dangerous. Those pains that he is feeling are warnings, not unlike the tremors before a volcano erupts. I suggest that you take a day or two, but you need to make a decision by the beginning of next week so that something can be scheduled soon. Judging by the look of his breasts, it won't be long before his body tries to kick start his first cycle."

Katie looked at her brother's tear stained face and just wanted to hug him forever.

'Katie, I just want to go home. Please. I just want to go home," he begged.

Kate looked at the doctor with resignation on her face and sighed. "Well... Jane... oh, God, this is unbelievable... we'll be in touch by Monday... I guess... Thank you, Jane."

The doctor nodded. "Call me any time, Katie. Day or night. Really. I know I threw a lot at you, but Steven needs to make a decision soon."

"Stevie," Katie said, then choked on her words as she stifled and tried to be strong, then repeated. "It's Stevie."

Between information pamphlets that Jane gave them, websites she had the staff print out for them, nurses making sure that Stevie was ok, lists of councilors, psychologists, surgeons, urologists, etc, etc, etc, it was well past six o'clock when Katie and Stevie got home that evening and Katie dreaded what awaited her in her kitchen. Not an understanding Derrick who would be be welcoming and loving. No, that was too much to ask. He'd texted her at four and told her he had to leave at four thirty no matter what because he absolutely had to report to his duty at five. What she dreaded was the person he'd called to babysit until she got home.

Her mother-in-law.

"Well, look what the cat dragged in," the heavy-set woman said with a smirk, her arms folded and her entire body setting in judgement over everything around her. "You do know that Derrick expected you at three, don't you."

Katie sighed, exhausted, and put her pocketbook and keys on the table. "Hi, Karen. Yeah, I know, but that's not how things worked out. Thanks for coming over. This is my brother, Stevie..."

Stevie didn't acknowledge the woman's presence at all. He simply blew straight through the kitchen and up the stairs to his room.

"Your 'brother,' you say?" she snickered. "I just don't get it. Boys these days acting like girls... you know, in a few years, we're all going to have to pay a steep price for all this nonsense. We'll have a generation of girly boys who don't know how to be men traipsing about like girls and not being able to..."

"Please, Karen," Katie held up her hands, her palms facing her motherin -law in surrender, "it has been a long, hard and exhausting day. I honestly cannot take another confrontation. I'm sorry if that seems rude, but..." She took a deep breath to regroup and calm down. "Thank you so much for watching the girls. I really do appreciate it, but we got some very tough news at the doctor's today and I need to deal with Stevie right now. Ok?"

Karen looked up the stairs to where Stevie had recently disappeared and shook her head. "He looked healthy enough to me. You know, this is all because of the Liberal Democrat agenda. They are undermining traditional society and..."

Katie rolled her eyes. "Karen, I'm sorry, but please just stop. Stevie may look healthy but, there's more to it than just how he looks and I cannot listen to this Tucker Carlson fear mongering nonsense right now. Please... I'll explain another time. Ok? I really need to check on the girls and make sure Stevie's ok."

Her nose was obviously out of joint, but Derrick's mother chose to leave without engaging in a fight. She would certainly tell Derrick how rude his wife had been to her, though. These low class people, like Katie and her family, were all the same. You went out of your way to help them and this was the thanks they gave you. It's like they always say - no good deed goes unpunished.

"Alright, then... I'll get out from under your feet." She said sounding like a martyr.

Kate knew that this was going to be an issue later, but at that particular moment, all she wanted was for her mother-in-law to leave. "Thank you, again, Karen. You've been a huge help."

The woman grunted something on the way out the door.

Katie knew that what she was about to do wasn't a solution, but so what. She reached up into the top shelf of the corner cabinet and pulled down the bottle of Jack Daniels that was kept there for cookouts and the few parties they had throughout the year. She took a juice glass and poured much less than a finger of Jack into in, replaced the cap, put the bottle back, then downed the burning fluid in one gulp.

Then

Finally

Alone

In the privacy of her own quiet kitchen

She let out a torrent of silent tears for her brother. She shook and sobbed and despaired and hated herself for letting things get to this point and she prayed and prayed and prayed that he'd be ok and she did all of this without making a sound. Not a single sound.

Derrick was on a traffic patrol that evening, a duty he didn't love, but one he took on that evening to accommodate his wife's need to take Stevie to the doctor. He was surprised that he'd not heard anything from Katie about the doctor's visit, but he'd hear plenty eventually, he was sure. He felt bad for the kid, being so small and... well... Whatever was wrong with him, Jane would figure it out.

Just then, a ten year old Toyota Corolla took a right turn at a red light with a clearly posted 'No Turn On Red' sign visible on the light pole.

Derrick turned on the blue lights and pulled up behind the car and noticed the triangular plastic sign on its roof, but he couldn't read it from behind the vehicle.

He typed the plate number into his computer - no problems, nothing outstanding, fully insured. He got out of the patrol car and approached the vehicle with care, as he always did.

"Evening, officer," the kid driving said, nervously. "Did I do something wrong?"

"License and registration," Derrick said, sternly.

"Yes, sir," the kid said and held out both documents.

Derrick took a quick look at the license and registration. Everything seemed in order. "You took a right turn on red back there and it's not allowed in that intersection, Anthony," he told the kid.

"Oh, I'm really sorry, Officer. I didn't know that. I guess I didn't see a sign."

"It's clearly posted, Anthony. Let me just check on your license and registration and if everything is ok we'll get you going again in a few minutes, alright?"

"Yeah, ok, officer," the boy nodded. "I'm really sorry. I'm sure everything's ok with my license."

The kid was scared, but no more so than any other good kid who got pulled over because he made a stupid mistake. Chances were that everything would check out and Derrick would be sending him on his way. He was on his way back to his squad car when he noticed the sign on top of the kid's car again and realized it read 'North Side Pizza.'

It took a few moments to run the license and registration and everything came back clear. The kid didn't have so much as a parking ticket on his record. Chances were that this was his first encounter with a cop ever.

Derrick returned to the window and handed him the registration, then leaned over and looked at the boy's license and said, "Anthony, huh?"

"Yes, sir."

"And you work at North Side Pizza?"

"Yes, sir."

"Tell me, Anthony..." Derrick sounded very imposing, as if he was questioning the boy in connection with a crime, "do you ever call yourself 'Tony The Pizza Guy'?"

The boy blinked and stuttered. "No sir... well... but... no... I mean... I kind of called myself that to this girl the other day, but that was only because I met her when I delivered her pizza. It's not like an alias or anything."

By now, Derrick was chuckling. "Relax, Tony. Let me ask you... What are you doing Sunday afternoon?"

By the time Katie had the strength to make it up stairs, more than an hour had passed. She peeked in on Olivia first and she was asleep, so was Alice. Stevie was on top of his bed, still in his clothes and looked like a mess, but at least he was asleep. That was a plus. If he was asleep, he wasn't crying.

She went down the hall to her room and took a hot shower. This was all so surreal. How could it possibly be real? Her brother had female parts? Who had ever heard of something like that? Geez, leave it to Stevie to have something this weird happen to him! To her, the obvious solution was to have him become her sister. After all, he already looked more like a girl than a boy. But then again, imagine what it would be like for her to go to the doctor one day and have the doctor tell her that she would have to make a choice between living a life as a big hairy woman or growing a penis and living as a man. It would be earth shaking. God, the poor baby. No wonder he was a mess.

After her shower, she brushed her hair dry and sat on her bed. She called up a couple of the sites she'd been given by Jane, but it was just too much to even think about right now. She turned on the TV in the their room and half-watched a bit of a costume drama on PBS, but it didn't hold her attention. She thought about texting Derrick, but, Lord, how did you text him something like this!? Finally, she found herself watching a Disney musical cartoon that she's watched at least twenty times with Livy. It wasn't all that interesting at the moment, but it was comforting to hear the songs and have the warm colors flashing around her.

She knew that she was going to be drifting off soon, so she got up and checked on the girls once more. Alice was still asleep in her crib. Katie stared at the perfect little child for a good long while and kept thinking over and over again, 'Please, God, keep her healthy. Please, God, don't ever let something like this happen to her.' She could remember looking at Stevie when he was that little, too. He looked so perfect, then. Who could have ever expected something like this was in his future.

Eventually, she tore herself away from her youngest child and walked past Stevie's room to Olivia's where her heart stopped at the sight of an empty bed. She looked about the room frantically for a moment before running to the attached lavatory - no one there, either.

"Oh, God, Livy," she whispered. In four years, not once had Olivia ever gotten out of bed and wandered away.

She turned on the room light and looked in the closet and under the bed - no Olivia.

Her heart raced as she bolted out of the room. She turned on the hallway light and looked down the stairwell, hoping against hope that her daughter's body wouldn't be balled up at the bottom. Thank God it wasn't.

She took a breath and, leaving the hall light on, cracked open the door to Stevie's room and peeked in. Stevie was still on top of the bed clothes and still in his street clothes, but he had a small, blue 'Frozen' blanket with the images of Elsa and Anna emblazoned on it covering his shoulders - AND sitting beside Stevie in the shadows was the tiny form of Olivia who looked at her mother and held a finger to her lips and made a very quiet 'shh' sound.

Kate took a deep breath and gained control of herself once again. Once she'd steadied herself, she tiptoed into the room and, with a smile that she struggled to maintain, she whispered, "What are you doing in here, Livy? It's very late."

"Auntie Stevie was crying in her sleep," she explained. "I'm making her feel better."

'Auntie Stevie.' Well... that may have been more appropriate than anyone had ever anticipated. Katie sniffled a little. "You're a very sweet girl, baby. Auntie Stevie really needs your love right now."

"Why is Auntie Stevie so sad?"

"Auntie Stevie had a very hard day, Livy. I think Auntie Stevie is going to have a lot of hard days for a while. Auntie Stevie is going to need you to give her a lot of love, ok?"

"Ok, mommy." Olivia cuddled up next to Stevie's shoulders and put her little arm over him in a protective gesture and she closed her eyes. How could Katie do anything but leave her there to take care of Stevie? God knew that if anyone needed to feel her little embrace upon waking, it was Stevie. So, she tiptoed out of the room and gently shut the door behind her.
 
 
To Be Continued...

An Anomoly - 4

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An Anomoly: 4

by Clara
Copyright©2022,2023,2024 Clara Schumann

 

The doctor's prognosis left Stevie with a lot to process. Now, he has to figure
out how he's going to live his life. Thank you all for your amazing support and
kind words. I am so happy that so many of you are enjoying the story.
This has been a very tough week here.


 
Author's Note: Thank you again for the comments and reviews. If you find yourself liking
this story, please consider leaving me a review? I read every review! ~Clara.

 
This version of An Anomoly: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 4
 

The next morning, when Katie came down, she expected to find a broken Stevie, but instead, she found Olivia, fully dressed and seated at the table with her Cheerios and berries, two yogurt and berry parfaits on the counter, both with a little cup of granola on the side, and a well put together Stevie at the counter in a pair of casual shorts and a sleeveless tee shirt leaning against the counter, feeding Alice from a bottle.

"Hi, mommy," Olivia greeted her.

"Hi, big girl," Katie smiled then kissed her. "You look pretty this morning."

"Thank you."

She moved to the counter and looked at Stevie. "Good morning."

"Morning," Stevie said quietly. "Guess who slept in my bed last night."

Katie smiled. "I know. She heard you crying and she was worried about you. You didn't mind, did you?"

Stevie shook his head. "No. It was nice."

Katie nodded. "So... are you ok?"

Stevie laughed a little. "No. Not at all. I just had to stop crying."

"Honey, I'm so sorry..."

"I know, Katie, it's just... how can I possibly be this weird? You know? I mean... I always knew I was different, but this?" He shook his head. "This is too much."

"I know, Stevie, but we need to talk about it."

"No, we don't. After you and Derrick leave, I'm taking the girls down to the park by the lake for a couple of hours. We're going to feed the ducks and Livy's going to go on the swings and the slide. Then we'll go in the pool for a bit and we'll figure out dinner for everyone. Tonight, we'll bathe the girls and watch some TV and go to bed, but we are NOT talking about this."

"Stevie, honey..."

"No."

"Good morning!" Derrick burst into the kitchen, happy as could be. "I got my next week's schedule yesterday and guess who has Sunday off!"

"Oh, that's great!" Katie said, very happy to hear the news.

"So, YOU," he pointed at Stevie, "don't have to cook, because I am going to get some nice, thick steaks and grill them up with some baked potatoes and some summer squash. How does that sound?"

"Great," Stevie smiled.

"So," he clapped his hands, "how did things go at the doctors?"

"Fine," Stevie lied, a fake smile on his lips. "I'm fine."

"Really?" He didn't mean to sound as shocked as it came out. He glanced at Katie who shook her head 'no,' but didn't say anything. He returned his attention to Stevie. "So... no problems at all? All your bloodwork was good? Blood pressure? Cholesterol? All good?"

Stevie smiled and moved Alice to his shoulder. "All fine."

Katie shook her head again, but again offered no information.

"Well... great, I guess. Ummm... hey... ummm... I need to run this morning, so..." confused by the mixed messages he was receiving, he picked up his yogurt parfait, "I'll take this with me, ok?" He kissed his wife's cheek and whispered, "Call me." She nodded.

Then he looked at Stevie and could see he was upset. "Hey, Stevie... come here." Stevie stepped closer and Derrick wrapped him in a tight hug. "You know we all love you, right?"

A bit shocked and still holding the baby, Stevie nodded. "Yeah... yeah... I know. Thanks."

Derrick then very gently kissed his cheek. This time it wasn't a mistake. He wasn't distracted by anything and he wasn't thinking about sports. He was looking straight at Stevie and thinking about him. Then he put his big hand on Stevie's little cheek, right where he'd just kissed him. "Never forget that, Stevie. We love you. We ALL love you. Katie... the girls... and me. We ALL love you and we're all here for you."

If he'd spoken, Stevie's voice would probably have cracked with emotion, so he just drew his lips tight and nodded.

"Ok," Derrick said, still confused and still worried. "I gotta run." He kissed both of his daughters, grabbed his yogurt and a spoon and hustled out the door.

"See," Katie said, while eating her yogurt, "no matter what happens, you have us, Stevie, and all four of us love you, don't we, Livy?"

"Yup," the child smiled. "I love you, Auntie Stevie."

"I love you, too, Livy." Stevie smiled through watery eyes.

"It must have been nice to wake up with her arm around you this morning." Katie said.

"Well," Stevie smiled at his niece, "when I woke up, she was kind of burrowed into the blankets and nestled into MY arms, but yes... it was nice. Very nice. Very nice, in fact."

"Well, she was very worried about you." Katie finished her yogurt and put her glass in the sink. "Oh, look at the time. I have to run. I pumped earlier. It's in the little fridge in the nursery if you need it."

"Ok," Stevie nodded.

Katie grabbed her briefcase, pocketbook and keys, kissed the girls, then kissed Stevie and asked, "You're going to be ok today, right?"

He nodded. "I'm fine."

"Ok," she said, warily. "We still need to discuss things..."

"No, we don't. Go to work."

"Yes, we do, Stevie. Jane said that if you don't make a decision, then your body is going to make one for you..."

Stevie had started talking over his sister as soon as she said the name 'Jane.' "Say goodbye to mommy, Livy. Let's get ready to go to the park. Ok? Bye mommy. Bye bye. Have a good day at work, mommy. Bye bye."

Katie wasn't at all happy with this attitude. She would need to talk to Derrick about it to see if he could help and also look into a councilor of some kind for Stevie. She understood that this wasn't easy for him, but he had to understand that he couldn't just ignore it, right? She shook her head in frustration as she climbed into her minivan and started it up.

It wasn't long later that Stevie and Olivia were walking down the street with Alice in very expensive all-terrain stroller. They took some old buns that Stevie found in the bread box to feed to the ducks, something that Olivia claimed to have never done before and something which seemed to excite her tremendously.

It turned out that the ducks found it exciting, too. Stevie made sure that the pieces of bun that he gave to Olivia to feed the ducks were small enough that the buns lasted a good long while, so they enjoyed the ducks and the lake's shoreline for well over an hour before heading to the playground.

On the playground, Stevie pushed Olivia on the swings for a while before a thirty-something mother with a girl about Olivia's age showed up and put her child on the swing next to Livy.

"Hi," the woman smiled at Stevie. "I'm Pat."

"Hi," Stevie smiled, feeling the same nervousness he always felt when he met someone new. "Stevie. Your daughter is very pretty."

"Oh, thank you. Yours, too."

"She's my niece."

"Oh, thank goodness," the woman laughed. "Oh, I'm sorry... I mean... you just look so young to have a child, especially one this old. Oh, and look, you have a baby with you, too. Awww... she's gorgeous."

"Thank you."

The woman seemed eager to chat. "So... why aren't you in school?"

Stevie hated that question, so he fibbed - it was none of her business anyway. "I am doing some online classes for college this semester."

"Really? So early? Well, good for you. Through VHS or a college?"

Stevie stared at her. "I'm sorry?"

"Oh. Sorry. I'm a teacher at a high school - well, I was before Elise was born - and I have had students take classes through VHS... you know... Virtual High School?"

Stevie shook his head. He had no idea what she was talking about nor how to respond.

"Are the classes through a college, then?"

"Oh... yes... yes," he nodded. "They're through Bunker Hill Community College."

He only chose that school because he'd passed it about a year ago and knew it's name. The only other college he could think of was Harvard and that seemed too ostentatious.

"Very nice," the woman smiled. "And what would you like to be when you grow up?"

'When I grow up...' there was a term that irked Stevie. He'd never 'grow up' at all. He was grown, end of story. He'd asked the doctor about that specifically and she stated that substantial growth was probably out of the the equation at this point. Still, the woman was just being kind and asking a simple question. He should respond.

"I'm not sure. I have considered teaching. I liked school. Maybe I'd like teaching, too."

"Well, speaking from experience," the woman smiled, "I think you'd find it very rewarding. AND when you have children, your schedule is easier to work around. It's kind of a perfect job for a mommy. I will be going back into the classroom when Elise starts kindergarten."

That sent a wave of confusion and a little fear over Stevie. 'A mommy.' God... that was actually a possibility, wasn't it? "Oh... I don't think I'll ever have kids of my own."

She laughed. "You say that now, but I said the same thing when I was your age. But a pretty girl like you... in a year or two, you're going to start dating and someday... someday not too far down the road... you're going to be sitting across the table from a cute guy and all of a sudden, out of the blue, you're going to start thinking about how cute your babies would be. That's how it happened to me. I never even considered being a mommy and then, about three weeks after meeting my husband... POW... all I could think about was being a mommy. Silly, I know, but it happens. Our wombs are powerful things."

'Womb.' There was a big word to consider. 'Womb.' He had a 'womb,' didn't he? Not just a uterus... a womb. An almost magical concept. Something that gave life. A womb. God. A womb.

As if on cue to rouse him from his thoughts, a huge clap of thunder sounded and both Stevie and his new companion looked at the sky and realized that, while they'd been chatting, dark clouds had rolled in.

Pat looked at her phone. "Oh, my... I have a severe thunderstorm warning. We should get the kids home. Do you live far?"

"About six blocks," Stevie answered as the first fat rain drops started to fall.

"I'm right across the street," the woman said, pointing to a very nice house. "Stay with us until the storm passes." She stopped he daughter's swing. "Come on, Elise, we have to hurry. It's staring to rain."

Stevie was in the process of getting Olivia off of her swing, too. "Oh, that's ok. We'll run home."

Another bang of thunder crashed and caused both little girls to shout in fear.

"No you won't!" Pat said with authority. "Not with two little ones in tow. Come on. Argh, here it comes. We'll be soaked by the time we get to my place."

Seeing few options, Stevie threw Alice's diaper bag over his shoulder, positioned the stroller on the walkway, took Olivia's hand and ran as fast as he could behind his new friend and her daughter, across the street and into an open garage door. It was a bonafide downpour by the time they were under cover.

"I'm all wet, Auntie," Olivia said, laughing heartily about it.

"I know, Livy, but it's only water. You'll dry off, soon." Stevie kissed his older niece, but was more concerned with his younger who'd been upset by the running and the rain, and was shrieking to let the world know about her discomfort. "Oh, come on," Stevie cooed, lifting her from the stroller and bouncing her. "You're ok, Alice, sweetheart. You're ok. You're ok."

The older woman smiled at Stevie's maternal behavior. "See, you have 'mommy' in your DNA."

He just smiled in response. She was right, but he wished that she wasn't.

"I'm wet, mommy," Pat's little girl said.

"Alright, Elise. You take your new friend up to your room and get some dry clothes for both of you. I left the clothes I took out of the dryer this morning on your bed. You can each wear one of those dresses, ok? Leave your wet things in the upstairs bathroom. I'll be up to get them in a few minutes, then I'll put them in the dryer." She opened the door and Elise took Livy by the hand and they both scampered through.

"Oh, that's ok..." Stevie started to protest, but Pat would hear none of it.

"Don't be silly. It'll only take twenty minutes or so to dry their dresses." She waved off Stevie's concerns as she grabbed Alice's diaper bag and motioned for Stevie to follow her into the house. "Come on in and relax until the storm passes."

It was a lovely house. Similar to Derrick and Katie's house in the choice of modern furniture and paint colors.

"Why don't you take care of the baby while I get out of these drenched things and I'll find something for you to put on," his hostess said, headed to the stairway.

"Oh, no, I'll be fine," Stevie said, but he was pretty sure that Pat wasn't paying attention.

His attention was drawn back to Alice's roars of discomfort, though. So, he opened her diaper bag, spread a changing pad on the floor and took off the dress and onesie that were soaked from the outside and the diaper that was soaked from the inside, wiped, dried and powdered her, put on a dry diaper and and a dry onesie and pulled out a bottle of Katie's breast milk, wrapped Alice in a warm, dry towel, then sat crossed legged on the changing mat and began to fed the baby.

"That's better, isn't it, sweetie," he cooed to her. "Shhhhhhhhhh. Hush little baby, don't say a word. Mommy's going to buy you a
mockingbird..."

Pat came down the stairs and saw the young, teenaged girl sitting on the floor, her own clothes and hair dripping wet, singing, rocking, caring so well for the infant and her heart melted. What a perfect sight! What a sweet girl. She took it in for a good long moment before continuing on and interrupting the scene.

"She's settled down now," Stevie smiled up at her.

"You have a way with her. She senses that you love her. That's very sweet."

Stevie hoped that was true. He certainly did care a great deal for his nieces.

"Let me take her so you can get out of those wet things," Pat said, gently and skillfully taking the baby from Stevie, not interfering with her feeding at all.

Stevie surrendered her and stood, putting away all of the diapering accoutrements. "That's ok. I'll just sit on a kitchen chair. I'll be dry in no time."

"And you'll be sick before you get dry," Pat said with a sound of incredulity. She had the kind of voice that came from years of teaching, too, and seemed to broach no challenges to its authority. "I'm sorry, but I won't hear of it. I found you something that should fit you fine. It's right there on the back of that chair. You can get changed in the downstairs bathroom, down the hall on the right."

Stevie looked at Pat, a woman at least several inches taller than him and with substantial curves, and doubted that anything of hers would fit him, but Pat seemed determined, and besides, it was only for a half an hour or so. So he picked up the pile of pale yellow material on the back of the chair and shook it out to reveal it to be a dress. Of course, it would be a dress.

"Umm..." Stevie tried to get out of wearing it. "I'm not really the kind of person who wears dresses..."

"Really?" Pat said. "That surprises me. You seem so... I don't know... maternal, maybe... with your nieces. I mean, you had both of them dressed so prettily in such nice dresses. I thought you'd like it. I'm sorry that you don't, but it's all I have that'll fit you, I'm afraid. It's only here because my husband's sister left it here last summer when she stayed with us. She was about your age, then. Please, just wear it for now so you don't get sick. Think of it as... as a robe or something like that. Please. I'll make us some tea and we can relax while my Elise and your Livy get to know each other... look... it's still raining cats and dogs out there and, to be very honest, I am desperate for a conversation with someone over the age of five, so... I know I look like an old fart to you, but I'm only thirty one. Please... I can't stand the thought of you sitting around, getting a chill in those wet things."

"Ok," Stevie gave in. "I'll be right back."

"Use as many towels as you need!" Pat called down the hall behind him. "You should try to dry your hair a bit, too."

When he'd removed his shorts and tank top, Stevie was actually surprised by how wet they were. He twisted his top over the sink and wrung out a good amount of water. Luckily, his panties seemed pretty dry.

The yellow dress had no zipper or buttons. It just pulled on like a shirt. When it settled over him, he looked in the mirror and saw that the sweetheart neckline had just a little bit of lace, probably to add some modesty to a girl who had a more developed bust than he did. The sleeves were just tiny puff-balls at the tops of his narrow arms, making them look even more tiny than before, and the little bit of elastic at the waistline created the impression of hips before the very wide, loose skirt fell to his knees. The dress couldn't have been simpler and could not have been more simply feminine than it was.

He sighed, thinking back to the game he'd played in front of a mirror at his old house just a few days ago. This wasn't a game though. This was all very real. As far as Pat was concerned, he was a girl. And who knows... maybe she was right.

When he exited the lavatory, he was very nervous, but Pat, who was standing just down the hall where a sliding door had been opened to reveal the washer and dryer, was dropping the wet clothing into the dryer.

"See, you look lovely," she smiled. "How does it feel?"

"Fine, I guess," Stevie said, smiling a little. "A little weird, but not bad."

Pat looked serious for a moment, then grimaced a bit. "Oh, honey, you really should be wearing a bra at your age. I know they're uncomfortable at first, but your poking right through that dress."

Stevie looked down and saw that she was right. His nipples were actually visibly poking through the thin material that comprised the top of the dress. "Oh, shit," he muttered. "Oh, sorry," he said looking at Pat.

"Your mom never warned you about going out without a bra?" Pat asked, again with that incredulous sound in her voice.

"My mom's dead," Stevie said with less tact than he'd intended. "I lived with my Grandma and took care her until she died a few weeks ago. Now I live with my sister and my brother-in-law."

"Oh, honey..." Pat stood straight up and looked at Stevie with nothing but pity. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to be harsh. I... here... give me those things and I'll put them in the laundry. I think I might have a camisole you can wear under that dress."

Stevie handed over his wet things. Pat looked at the tag on the tank top and dropped it in, then looked at the tag on the shorts and stopped. "Uh oh. These can't go into the dryer." She showed the tag to Stevie. "See? 'Air dry only.' I'm afraid you're wearing that dress home, but don't worry. Sheri won't be looking for it. I'm sure she's out grown it by now and it looks adorable on you - I know that's not what you want to hear, but it's true."

She started the dryer and said, "Go have a seat in the living room. I'll run back upstairs and I'll be down in two shakes. Then we'll have some tea."

Moments later she reappeared with a shining, delicate, spaghetti strapped, nylon, beige camisole. "Here we go. This should calm down your girls," she smiled. Stevie stood and turned to go to the bathroom, but Pat said, "Turn your back to me and I'll help you take your dress off."

He turned away from her and his dress was off in seconds. Pat lowered the camisole over his arms from behind for him, which probably was pretty helpful, then his dress was back on a few seconds later. Pat had been a very helpful friend, in deed.

While she heated the water for tea, Pat and Stevie chatted. Pat told Stevie about being a teacher at the local technical high school and taking a break to raise Elsie and how she planned to return the next year when Elise started kindergarten. Stevie told Pat about leaving school to help his grandmother but went to great lengths to avoid ever mentioning his age or sex.

"That's just terrible," Pat said as she brought the tea to Stevie. "A young thing like you having to leave school to take care of her grandmother."

Stevie shrugged and checked the window. The rain was still coming down in torrents. It was still early, though.

Soon, Pat suggested that she make grilled cheese sandwiches and soup for the girls and them for lunch. "Elise doesn't care for tomato soup, which I know is the traditional accompaniment to a grilled cheese sandwich. Would chicken and stars be ok with you and Livy?"

"Sure," Stevie agreed.

The girls, both of whom descended the stairs dressed as princesses, with tiaras and brightly colored costume skirts over the dresses that they'd changed into, seemed to be having a great time together.

"Do you like how I look, Auntie Stevie?" Olivia asked, a big smile on her face.

"I do," Stevie said with exaggerated enthusiasm. "You look so beautiful. So do you, Elise. I love your dresses."

"I like your dress, too, Auntie Stevie," Olivia smiled, then hugged him. "I told you you'd look pretty in a dress."

"Well, I hate to say I told you so," Pat laughed as she guided Olivia to the table, "but... I told you so. You need to get used to wearing dresses, Stevie. You're a very pretty girl."

"Thanks," he smiled, but felt as if the universe was crashing down on him. He really didn't want to think about being a boy or a girl or a goat or a monkey or anything else right now. He just wanted to exist without thinking about it - like everyone else did.

Stevie watched Olivia interact with Elise during lunch. It was clear that she loved having someone else her own age to play with. That was nice.

He kept checking out the window, but the rain was still falling as hard as it had been. Finally, after he'd finished his lunch, he went looking for his phone and found it in a pocket of Alice's diaper bag. His intent was to complete setting up the Uber account he'd started the other day so that he could get the girls and himself home at some point.

"Can we go play some more?" Elise asked her mother.

"Of course," Pat said.

"For just a little while," Stevie said. "We have to leave soon. We have dinner to make."

"Awwwwwww," Olive whined as she followed her new best friend up the stairs.

"You make dinner, too?" Pat asked.

Stevie shrugged. "I'm kinda like an au pair, I guess. I like helping out, though."

"You're like a complete 'mommy package,' aren't you?"

He laughed, looking at his phone. "Hey, I'm kind of stuck on this. Do you know how to set this up?"

He handed the phone to Pat. She fiddle with it for a moment, then handed it back. Just enter your debit or credit card and you're done, but you won't need that today. I'll drive you home."

"That's really too much to ask..."

"No, it's not and besides..." she sighed. "... look, Elise doesn't have a lot of kids her age to play with and," she looked up towards the stairs, "... this is kind of unusual... Elise is usually kind of standoffish, but she seems to get along really well with Olivia. And to tell you the truth... I've enjoyed talking with you, too... so... to cut to the chase... I'd really like it if we could get the girls together sometimes. What do you think?"

"Oh... sure," Stevie said, feeling on the spot. "Livy seems to be having fun, too. So, I guess that would be nice."

Pat seemed to breath a bit easier. "Great. Thank you, Stevie."

The rain was still falling when Pat's car pulled into Katie and Derrick's driveway. Stevie pushed a button on an app that Derrick had installed on his phone and the garage door opened. Pat pulled into the garage just so Stevie and the girls could be unloaded in a dry spot.

"So, I'll text you about Monday, then?" Pat said.

"Sounds great," Stevie smiled. "Remember, we have a nice pool here, too, if Elise would enjoy that."

"I'm sure she would, but I'd feel more comfortable if I spoke your sister before we invaded her house."

Stevie laughed. "Ok, I gave you her number. You can call anytime..." he said as he started to lift the stroller out of the back of Pat's minivan, but suddenly a stabbing pain cut into his abdomen and he let out a big groan as he grabbed the location of the pain, just below his belly.

"Are you ok?" Pat came running around the back of the vehicle.

"I'm fine," he said, but he had a hard time standing straight again. "This happens every now and then."

"Stevie, you need to see a doctor."

"I have. I saw one this week."

"And what did they say?"

"There's nothing wrong with me. She said that I needed to make a decision about something, but... I'll be fine."

Pat shook her head. "Honey... you are not fine."

"I will be."

"Stevie, if you are having monthly cramps that double you over, something is very wrong."

"No, it's not that," Stevie smiled and stood straighter. "See. I'm ok, now."

The older woman looked concerned. "Are you sure?"

"Yeah," Stevie smiled. "I'm good. It never lasts more than a second or two." He breathed easily for a moment. "Thank you for the ride. I really appreciate it."

"Maybe we should stay with you until your sister gets home," Pat was very concerned. "You look a little pale."

"Honestly, it's nothing," Stevie assured her. He took a few deep breathes and stood straight once again. "See? I'm fine."

Reluctantly, Pat left Stevie, who she still thought of as a teen girl, and his two nieces and drove home, but she made it clear that she'd be checking in with Stevie's sister later to be sure he was alright and that she was aware of his cramping issues.

Derrick was on his way home when he got a text from Katie. 'I'M GOING TO SEND YOU A PICTURE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT YOU TO REACT AT ALL WHEN YOU COME INTO THE HOUSE. OK?'

He took a second to use voice to text to respond. 'OK, I GUESS. SEND ME THE PIC AND I'LL TELL YOU IF I'M GOING TO REACT WHEN I GET HOME.'

A few seconds later, Katie sent him a picture of Stevie wearing a yellow dress while working in the kitchen.

'OK. I WON'T REACT, BUT WHY ARE YOU CONTINUING TO DRESS STEVIE UP AS A GIRL IF YOU'RE NOT LOOKING FOR A REACTION?'

'I DIDN'T DO IT. THIS CAME FROM SOMEONE ELSE. I TRIED TO CALL YOU EARLIER, BUT YOUR PHONE WAS OFF. WE HAVE A LOT TO TALK ABOUT TONIGHT, BUT JUST DON'T MAKE A BIG DEAL OUT OF THIS. OK?'

Derrick shook his head. 'OK. I'LL BE HOME IN TEN MINUTES.'

As Stevie placed a big bowl of spaghetti and meatballs on the table in front of Derrick, apparently for him to serve, he said, "I'm sorry, but I didn't really have time to make a 'homemade' meal. We were at the park when the storm began and we ended up meeting a mom with a daughter who is the same age as Livy. We ended up staying with them until mid afternoon because Livy made a good friend."

"Really?" Katie smiled and rubbed her daughter's back. "What's your new friend's name?"

"Elise," Olivia said, happily accepting a plate of pasta from her father. "She has a whole bunch of princess costumes and she let me wear some."

"Wow!" Derrick joined in as he passed out the food. "I bet you looked pretty."

"She certainly did," Stevie smiled at Olivia.

"So does Auntie Stevie," Olivia said, smiling broadly. "Don't you think she looks pretty in a dress mommy?"

Katie looked from her daughter to her brother to her husband and back to her daughter again. "I think that Auntie Stevie always looks very nice, Livy, so... yes, I do think Auntie Stevie looks very... nice."

Derrick leaned towards Stevie and handed him a plate of pasta and said, "I think you look very pretty, Stevie." When he received a kick to his left shin under the table, he let out an 'ouch!' and looked at his wife. "What!? Look... I have no idea what the hell is going on here..."

"Language!" Katie said calmly, but firmly.

It didn't stop Derrick, though. "... but come on... Stevie, I don't know quite what's going on, but if you want my opinion, I think you look very pretty like this." He glanced at his wife, then back at Stevie. "May I ask you a question?"

Stevie shook some grated cheese on his spaghetti and nodded.

Derrick glanced at his wife again, then took a second to phrase his question in a way that would possibly keep his daughter from understanding him. "Are you... considering... changing... and pursuing life like this?"

Stevie looked at Katie and then back at Derrick. "You guys haven't talked about what the doctor said?"

Katie shook her head. "We haven't had the chance."

Stevie rolled his eyes, then rolled some spaghetti onto his fork.

"What am I missing?" Derrick asked.

"After the girls are in bed," Katie said.

"Ok," Derrick shrugged.

"Alright...," Stevie sighed, "but I do need to tell you that you're probably going to get a call from a woman named Pat pretty soon and..." he sighed again and shook his head, "she thinks I'm a girl. She's the one who gave me this dress."

"She's Elise's mommy," Olivia contributed through the tomato sauce on her face.

"Oh," Katie nodded, as if this all made sense.

Stevie leaned over and wiped his niece's face. "Anyway..." he continued, "she'd like to get Livy and Elise together, but she'd like to talk to you before she makes plans."

Derrick made a gesture with his hands that indicated that this was a perfectly logical request. "That seems fine. Whatever you want to do is fine with us, Stevie. We trust you."

"Well, thank you, but..." Stevie looked at his plate, "... like everyone else, she thinks I'm a kid. So she wants you guys to give your permission. I gave her your cell numbers."

"Ok," Katie said. "Maybe it would make sense for me to meet with her at some point so she feels comfortable about our arrangement."

"One more question," Derrick said, then looked at his wife and warned, "and I do not want to get another kick. I understand that you look kind of young and a bit girlish with your hair and all, but you said your were with this woman most of the day. So... why not explain that you are a guy?"

"Because I'm not," Stevie said flatly.

"Later, please, Stevie," Katie said, but Derrick just looked confused.

"I'm not a guy, I'm not a girl, I'm not a man, I'm not a woman... it's hard to explain what you are when you only know what you aren't." Stevie said without emotion while spinning spaghetti onto his fork.

"Oh, lord," Katie closed her eyes and lowered her head.

Derrick nodded and paused to think for a moment. "Stevie... after the girls go to bed... I'd really like to talk to both you AND Katie, please."

Stevie shook his head. "No. I think I'm done talking about it today."

Derrick cleared his throat. "Stevie... I want to be supportive and I want to help you in anyway that I can, but..."

Katie reached across and touched her husband's hand and looked from him to their daughter who was paying way too much attention to what was happening.

He nodded and looked a bit more peeved than Stevie had ever seen him look. "After the children are in bed, the three adults will be assembling in the living room and I will be brought up to date on what is going on so that I can help. End of story."

Just then, Katie's phone rang. She looked at the name on the screen. "Patricia Whitman. Is that her?" She asked Stevie and he nodded. Katie pressed the green button and her voice suddenly sounded much more upbeat. "Hello? Oh, Hi! Yes, my sister was just telling me all about her time with you today..."

A couple of hours later, the girls bathed and in bed and the dishes done, Stevie sat pensive and quiet in the living room as Katie completed her summary of Dr Jane O'Leary's diagnosis. Derrick was looking at a site on his iPad that Katie had forwarded to him and he nodded as he thought. He closed the tablet and stood, his hands in his pockets and paced for a few moments before crossing the room to sit in the couch beside Stevie. At first, he just sat there, then he put his arm around Stevie and pulled him in tight. Derrick's forehead rested on Stevie's temple and the bigger man closed his eyes and hugged him tighter.

When he released his brother-in-law, Derrick sniffled and when his eyes opened, they were red rimmed and watery. "Jesus," he muttered. He shook his head a few times to clear it, then, being Derrick, he took a practical approach to the matter. "So..." he sniffled again and pinched the end of his nose, "do you know what you want to do?"

Stevie stared at the floor for a long, long moment before shaking his head.

Derrick nodded. "So, this woman... Pat?... she said that you had abdominal pains when she left you today."

Stevie just shrugged.

"Pat thinks that Stevie is having some menstrual issues, and it's possible that he actually is," Katie explained. "Jane warned that a decision needed to be made soon or his body would make a decision for him."

"Don't talk about me like I'm not here," Stevie said in an irritated voice.

"Then don't just sit there acting like a zombie and join the conversation!" Katie snapped back.

"Alright!" Derrick held up both hands, one palm to each sibling. "Calm. Please. We need to keep calm."

Derrick stood and paced some more. He looked out the window and thought for a moment or two, then turned back to the others. "Stevie... please don't ignore me. I need you to answer this question."

Stevie looked up at his brother-in-law.

"What do YOU want to do?"

He got no response - not because Stevie was being belligerent, but because he had no idea how to respond.

Katie sighed and shook her head, but Derrick seemed to understand Stevie's hesitance. "I know that's a hard question, but... Look, Stevie, you're a great guy. You're smart, and gentle and sensitive and loving, but... geez, this is going to sound so sexist, but... those aren't really traits I associate with a guy. When I look at you, I don't really see... a guy. I see a girl. A smart, gentle, sensitive, loving girl. I'm not saying that to be an asshole, Stevie, I'm saying it because... well, I said you're a great guy, but you're an incredible girl, Stevie. You really are. Now, having said that, I'll never say it again unless you choose to become a girl. I just thought you should know how I see you."

Stevie sniffled. "Did you ever think of me as a guy?"

Derrick shrugged. "I don't know, Stevie. I really haven't known you all that well until this week and... Stevie, you're almost like another mother to my girls. It's hard to see you as a guy when I see you that way. I'm sorry." He was silent for a moment, then said, "You are very pretty, though, Stevie."

"Ok, that's enough," Katie said, standing, obviously unhappy.

"Why? What'd I say?" Derrick was very confused.

"You just told my brother he's pretty, Derrick!" Katie scolded.

"Kate... you just told me that he has a uterus. I'm just trying to say the right thing. Besides that, how could you not have noticed that everyday that he's been here, he's gotten more and more feminine - and that's partially your doing! And now, you're mad at me!?"

Katie put both of her hands on her forehead and let out a noise that started as a groan and ended as a scream of frustration. "Alright, YES, he has a uterus, but he has a penis, too and he's still my little brother, Derrick, and YES I gave him the swimsuit and the coverup, but that was just so he could be in the pool with the girls and me and it wasn't supposed to... he wasn't supposed to... Jesus Christ, this is all so..." she shook with frustration. "Derrick, what the fuck is going on!? I'm going out of my mind and you're acting like this is the natural thing in the world! Christ Almighty, you've even kissed him a few times recently! One minute I'm thinking of him as my brother, the next I'm thinking of him as my sister... now, I don't know what to think any more." She was convulsing, breaking down and collapsing into tears.

Derrick hugged his wife. "Calm down, honey, calm down. This isn't going to help anything."

"Oh, God. This is all my fault," she wept. "I should have seen this. How could I have let this happen?"

"No," Stevie said in a tiny, sad voice from the couch. "It's all my fault."

Derrick reached down and took Stevie's small hand in his big hand. "Stevie... this is no one's fault. It's just how things are."

Katie pushed herself off of her husband and wiped her face. "That's right, honey. It's no one's fault. I'm sorry I said all of that." She took a deep breath. "Oh, God, I'm such a jerk."

Stevie just shook his head and lowered his head to look at the carpeted floor, focusing on nothing.

Katie looked at her husband. "Can I have a few minutes with Stevie, honey?"

"Sure," he said. He kissed his wife, then touched Stevie's cheek and headed for the stairs, but he stopped when Stevie called to him.

"Derrick."

"Yes?"

"Thank you for saying I'm pretty. That was nice of you."

Derrick smiled. "I'm just telling the truth, Stevie." He went up the stairs.

Katie sat on the couch next to her baby brother and the two just looked at each other for a good long moment without a sound. Eventually, she raised her hand and ran her fingers through his thick, dark hair, then pulled his head towards hers and leaned forward at the same time until their foreheads were touching.

"I'm so sorry, baby," she whispered.

"It's ok."

"I just don't know how to help you."

"I know. I don't know what to do, either."

They sat there, forehead to forehead, looking into each other's eyes for another long moment before Katie whispered, "I'm a little jealous of you, you know."

Stevie scoffed. "Why? Why would anyone be jealous of me?"

"Because you look so much like mom."

"I do?" Stevie found that oddly comforting.

"Yeah." She smiled at him. "You do. A lot."

"Why would that make you jealous?"

"Because to me, mom was the most beautiful person in the world... except for you. Whatever you decide to do, Stevie, you'll always be mom's baby and that means you'll always be my baby, too. My baby brother... or my baby sister... it doesn't matter, you'll always be my baby."

That brought a sad smile to Stevie's face. "Thank you, Katie. I love you. I sorry I brought all of this into your house."

"I love you, too, honey. And this is our house. Your house. Let's figure this out. Together."

And then they talked. And talked. And talked. Well into the night.

Saturday was a hectic day. Stevie was up early with the girls. Katie was late to come down, but she was up early and on the phone with Dr Jane O'Leary, asking lots of questions about Stevie's condition and reading page after page of information on website after website. Derrick was out in the yard early, mowing and raking so that it was neat as a pin, and up to his high standards, so he could get going early and meet up with his buddies to go to Fenway Park to enjoy as much time in Red Sox Heaven as possible.

"Honey, I'm leaving!" Derrick yelled up the stairs at eleven o'clock that morning.

"Ok," Katie called as she hurried down the stairs to kiss him goodbye. "Enjoy yourself, honey. Don't drink too much. Remember how beer hits you when you're sitting in the sun, ok?"

"Yes, mother," he smiled and kissed her. Then he whispered, "Are you and Stevie going to be ok?"

"I think so," Kate whispered back. "We talked a lot last night."

"You're sure it's ok if I go, then?"

"What? You want me to say that you should stay home and then have you sulking around the house all weekend? I don't think so."

Derrick chuckled and kissed her cheek. "Seriously, babe... I'll stay home if you want me to."

She gave his butt a swat. "Go on. Get out of here. If anyone deserves a day at the ball park, it's you."

He smiled like a little boy. "Thanks, babe. Love you."

"Love you, too."

He trotted over to where Stevie and Olivia were seated on the floor with Alice seated between them being entertained by her sister and her uncle.

"Give daddy a kiss goodbye," Derrick said to Olivia, who jumped up and raised her arms to be lifted.

"Bye, daddy!" She said after planting a big kiss on his cheek. "Your cheek is prickly."

Derrick laughed and lifted her high in the air and spun her around. "You be a good girl for your mommy and Auntie Stevie, ok?"

"Ok, daddy," she giggled.

"That's my girl." He put her down, then kissed his fingers and touched Alice's head. "Bye, Angel," she smiled.

Then he smiled at Stevie and knelt on one knee next to him. "You ok, today?"

"No," Stevie admitted, "but I'm better than yesterday."

"Well, that's a step in the right direction," he said and winked. Then he leaned forward and kissed Stevie's cheek. "One step at a time, Stevie. Ok? One step at a time." He stood and headed out the door.

"Come see," Stevie said to Katie. "Alice is sitting up on her own."

"Is she!?" Katie came over, happy to see her child developing. "Oh, my goodness! Look at what a big girl she's becoming."

"I taught her, mommy," Olivia smiled. Stevie had been encouraging Livy to model the proper way to sit up for the baby.

"Well, no wonder she learned to sit up so well," Katie smiled and kissed her oldest child.

"Oops!" Stevie said, as he caught Alice tipping out of her seated position, but then fighting herself back upright a second later with a big, droolly smile and a giggle. "What a smart baby you are."

Katie looked at her little brother and realized that he was wearing a fairly plain, white, buttoned shirt that he'd paired with a dark purple, knee length skirt. Interesting. This seemed an affirmation of some sort.

"You look nice today," she smiled at him. "I think I wore that skirt when I went to New York City to see 'Wicked' with my Theater Class in my sophomore year of high school. It's pretty. It looks nice on you."

"Thanks," he smiled a little embarrassed. "I thought I should try one and see how it feels." He shrugged and looked shy. "Ummm...could you..." he thought better of his request. "... never mind."

"No... what?" Katie prodded. "What were you going to say?"

He shrugged. "I was just wondering if... maybe... after lunch... could you maybe show me how to do... some makeup? Not really fancy, or anything... I just mean... simple... you know? Like... everyday? So, maybe if I try this... female thing... I could maybe look more natural... and maybe a little older."

Katie was smiling fondly at his discomfort. "Of course, Stevie. I'd be happy to. It'll be fun."

Once Alice was settled down for a nap, Katie sat Stevie down in a chair in front of the elaborate vanity in her master suite and began his first makeup tutorial. Katie explained every step. How to chose colors, how to apply them, how to blend them, etc., and she had Stevie repeat each instruction and practice each step as well.

"Can I ask you something?" Stevie asked as his sister fussed with his face.

"Of course."

He sighed. "What's it like to be a girl?"

Katie smiled a bit and shrugged. "I'm not sure how to answer that, Stevie. I've never been anything but a girl - or a woman. I mean... what's it like to be a guy?"

Stevie pondered that for a second or two. "I'm not sure really I know. I'm not sure I've ever really been a guy."

Katie gave him an understanding look. "Well... I liked being a girl and I love being a woman. I like being the one who cares for the family - which you do very well, already, too. I love being a mom. I'm not sure men can love their kids the way a woman can. Derrick adores me and the girls, but... it's different. There's a little distance there and there always will be. I love being with Derrick... you know... as a woman. It's a wonderful feeling to become one with someone you love. I don't think that's the same for a man either. I mean... how could it be?"

"What about periods and mood swings and all that?" Stevie asked. "Isn't all that awful?"

That made Katie chuckle. "Spoken like a true man. Sure, periods are an inconvenience, but, Stevie, something like fifty two percent of the earth's population is female and of that, some percentage is of childbearing age and that means that a few million people are menstruating every single day. Obviously, you get used to it after a few months and then it's just part of life. Then you just don't think about it all that much. It's a minor inconvenience every twenty eight days, that's all. I guarantee that if you chose to be a woman, you'd be used to it in a few months, just like the rest of the women in the world."

"I wish I didn't have to choose."

"I know, sweetheart. It's all so unfair, but it's just the way things are."

"If I could choose whether to be a boy or girl," Olivia said, watching her mother blend the colors on Stevie's face, "I'd still want to be a girl."

"Why's that. Honey?" Katie asked.

"Because boys are stinky and no fun. Girls are pretty and like pretty things. They're much better than boys. Besides, they can be mommy's and feed baby's. Daddy's can't do that."

"No, they can't, sweetie," Katie smiled. "You are right about that."

She looked at her little brother, who was looking more and more like her little sister everyday. "You know, there's no shame in wanting to be a woman, Stevie. Your body needs your help. No matter what you decide, you can't make a wrong decision."

"If... and I'm only saying 'if'... if I were to chose to be a woman... would you think any less of me? You know... because I was a guy before?"

"Oh, honey... how can you ask that? I'd never think that."

"And Derrick?" Stevie asked.

"Honey... I am really surprised by how sweet Derrick has been towards you. I think he's genuinely concerned about you and wants what's best for you. He really didn't know you as his brother-in-law, you know, but... I think that, now... he kind of thinks of you as his little sister - or maybe even as another daughter. So, whatever you decide, boy or girl, Derrick will be your staunchest supporter and most fervent defender. I promise you that."

Stevie nodded. He'd been very surprised by how welcoming Derrick had been from the get go. Until the day he'd arrived at this house, Stevie didn't think Derrick even knew who he was.

"There," Katie said, with a smile. "Look in the mirror. What do you think? You look pretty, right?"

Stevie looked in the vanity mirror and his reflection was still recognizably him, but... then again... it wasn't. The face that looked back wasn't ever a 'Steven,' that was for sure. The light, casual makeup made him look... well, he wouldn't say beautiful, because that was such a grownup word and the face in the reflection didn't really look grown up. She looked young. She looked... cute. That was the word. She looked cute. Very cute. That cute girl in your sophomore English class that you might have a little crush on. That was the face that looked back at him. Still just a bit tomboyish, but... becoming girly, too. Not yet womanly... just girly.

That kind of summed up Stevie too, when he thought about it. Boyish, but becoming girly.

"Don't you like it?" Katie asked, interrupting his thoughts.

"Huh? Oh... no... I mean... yes, Katie. I do like it. I'm just... it's all so new to me."

"I know, honey," she kissed the top of his head. "I know. I think you look great, though. Tell you what - Derrick is gone all day, so when Alice wakes up, we're all going to take a quick trip to the mall. We'll have dinner in the food court - we can't have anything fancy with the girls with us - and we'll get you a couple of bras. Dr O'Leary was right. You really do need one."

Stevie snickered. "Pat said that, too."

"Well, let's take care of that tonight so that when she comes over tomorrow to talk to me she doesn't think I'm an woman who neglects the needs of her kid sister." She kissed Stevie's head again. "Let's go water the plants."

The three of them, Katie, Olivia and Stevie tended the outside flower beds and watered the flowers. They prettied up the yard that Derrick had mowed so well and when Alice woke, she was changed and fed and they all went to the local mall, which had a combination of the usual mall stores and some very high-end places. Stevie was surprised when Katie led them not into one of the huge anchor stores, but rather into a very expensive store with a very fancy lingerie department.

"May I help you ladies?" A lingerie saleswoman asked as they entered the department.

"Yes," Katie smiled. "My little sister needs to be fitted for a bra. She's never worn one before and I'm not sure what she should be wearing."

"Oh, of course," the saleswoman smiled. "Come with me." She led them through the department towards a fitting area in the back.

"Will I have to show her my chest?" Stevie whispered to his sister.

"Yes, but don't worry. She's seen a million developing girls and your chest looks no different than any other girl's," Katie whispered back.

"If you'd step in here, young lady," the saleswoman said to Stevie, as she indicated a small changing room, but he balked and looked at Katie.

"Oh, ummm, if you wouldn't mind," Katie smiled, "I think that Stevie would feel more comfortable if I stayed with her."

The saleswoman looked at Katie and the two children and didn't look too thrilled, but she rallied. "Oh, of course. Please step in here." She indicated a different, much larger room which could easily fit all of them.

"Take off your top, dear," the saleswoman instructed. Stevie complied, reluctantly. The saleswoman smiled sympathetically. "No reason to be shy, dear. Believe me, I've helped many late bloomers - many who bloomed much later than you. Just let me take a couple of measurements."

She worked quickly and efficiently, using her cloth tape measure, and within a moment or two, she excused herself to retrieve some items.

"Not so bad, was it?" Katie asked.

"I was never self conscious about it until we went to the doctor's," Stevie explained. "Everyone there seemed so interested in my breasts... it's was just so embarrassing."

Katie nodded. "I know, but they all knew you were a boy. This lady doesn't. Don't worry."

"Here we go," the saleswoman nearly sang as she reentered. "Now... you may not believe it, but you are nearly a full 'A' cup, so that's what we'll try, but some brands run smaller than others, so I'm going to suggest that we try some of those smaller running brands. Now, I've brought in some with a little bit of padding - not a lot, dear, don't panic - and you can see how she looks with a little shape, too."

Immediately upon the first bra touching his breasts, Stevie felt a relief he didn't know he needed. The incredibly soft material in the bra's cups soothed his slightly sore nipples like he never expected material could. It was a true revelation!

"How does that feel, dear?" The woman asked.

"Amazing," Stevie replied honestly.

The saleswoman smiled and looked at Katie. "Let me guess - A tomboy who all of a sudden is discovering she's a girl. Am I right?"

Katie smiled in return. "She's suddenly discovered she's a girl, yes. That's comfortable, Stevie?"

"Very," Stevie smiled. "I can't believe how good it makes my... well..."

"Your nipples," dear," the saleswoman said with just the slightest indication of impatience. "They're called nipples."

Stevie blushed. "Yes. I can't believe how good it makes my... nipples... feel." That word just seemed weird to say in front of others.

"Put your top back on and look in the mirror," the saleswoman instructed. "See... this bra has almost no padding, but as you can see, it still gives her a slightly more grownup shape."

'Grownup!' There was a word that Stevie liked a lot. He wanted to be perceived as being more grownup.

The saleswoman continued, "See, she has enough shape now to break the line of her top as it hangs here in front, as long as she's wearing a bra, but I could show you a bra with just the tiniest bit of padding that will break that line more significantly without making her look like Dolly Parton. It'll just enhance her bust a bit and add just a touch of presence. I promise, she won't suddenly look like she developed over night. It's a very natural look."

Katie looked at Stevie. "What do you think, Hon? Do you want to try something a little bit more grownup?"

Stevie nodded and smiled, in spite of himself. "Yes, please. I think I'd like to try that."

The saleswoman smiled and had him remove his top again. Then she removed the first bra and eased the second onto him. "So, this bra will gather up what assets she has and push them forward while also adding a little extra. And listen, sweetie, as you get older, you'll learn that there's nothing wrong with adding a little extra to enhance the beauty of the package. Men are visual creatures. They react to what they're looking act. There, now doesn't that look beautiful on her?"

Stevie was still trying to digest everything the saleswoman had said. 'Adding something extra?' He certainly had lots of extra parts, no matter what sex he was imitating and, let's face it, he was imitating one sex or another at any given moment.

Katie, though was looking at Stevie and her eyes were glistening because with this bra on, she could not deny that this person was not her little brother. This person was her little sister. No brother could look this adorable in his first bra. His perky little breasts were real and the sweet, delicate lace of the bra looked so girlish as they framed them.

"What?" Stevie asked her.

"Nothing..." she smiled, but a tear rolled down her cheek. "I just wish mom was here to see you. You look so grownup and beautiful, Stevie."

"Mom?" Stevie's eyes were wide with surprise at that remark.

"Oh, honey, when we get home, look at the picture of her on my dresser. You look just like her in high school. She'd be so proud of you."

Stevie looked at himself in the mirror. He knew that picture. He did look a bit like his mother in it, but...

"Why would mom be proud of me just because I look like her?" He asked, confused.

"Honey," Katie put her arm around him and looked at his reflection, "mom would just be proud of who you've become. Of how you cared for Grandma so well when she needed you. How you care for Livy and Alice and Derrick and me. Stevie... you are a wonderful person and mom would be so, so, so proud of you. The fact that you look like her would just make her so happy."

"Really?"

Stevie... I remember the day you were born. Mom always adored you. You know that."

He shook his head. "I barely remember mom." He laid his head on his sister's shoulder. "Grandma raised me more than mom."

Katie nodded. "Yeah, I suppose that's true. I never really thought about it, but you're right. She did love you, though, Stevie. And she'd still love you. I wish she could see what a great person you've become."

Stevie sniffled. "Thank you, Katie."

"I really hate to interrupt," the saleswoman said, "but I do have other customers to deal with. If you wouldn't mind trying on your top again, dear, and seeing if you like this look, then we can figure out what you'd like to purchase."

"Oh, of course," Katie nodded and picked up the top that Stevie had worn and helped him to put it back on. "I like it, Stevie," she said. "You definitely look more... womanly. Less... girlish."

That was enough for Stevie, but just to be sure, he turned to Olivia. "What do you think, Livy?"

The girl smiled. "You look nice."

"Ok. I guess I like this, then," Stevie confirmed, nervously. It was kind of a big step for him - his first bra and it was an enhancing bra.

"Can we get three more of this brand, please?" Katie asked the saleswoman. "At least one plain enough to wear under a tee shirt, please."

"Of course," the saleswoman smiled. "Should I remove the tags so she can wear that one home?"

Stevie looked at Katie and nodded.

Katie looked at the saleswoman and said, "Yes, please."

Soon, they were headed out the door, with Stevie feeling, oddly, both self conscious and quite pretty in his new bra, presenting a new look to the world.

They were nearly to the food court when Katie stopped in front of an Old Navy story. She looked at a mannequin in the window wearing a pretty sundress and thought for a moment. Yes, she'd already spent more than she'd intended, but boy it would be nice to get Stevie something new to make him feel special. She sensed that he really needed something like that. Besides, she had a lot of coupons on her phone and Old Navy was priced well... Oh, what the heck.

"Let's go in here for a few minutes," she said with a broad smile.

Stevie, along with Olivia's help, guided the stroller into the store and followed Katie into the 'Juniors' department.

Assuming that she was shopping for herself, Stevie mostly ignored the clothing Katie was looking at and instead focused on discussing pretty colors and patterns with Olivia and Alice.

Finally, Katie pulled out a pretty, beige dress with big, bright pink flowers on it and said, "Ok, girls, let's go to the dressing rooms."

When they reached the back of the store, Katie handed the dress to Stevie and said, "Try this on and then step out so I can see it. There's a zipper in the back. If you need help with it, I'll pull it up for you."

"Me?" Stevie looked at the very pretty, but very, very girlish dress and asked, "Why did you pick that for me?"

"Stevie," Katie said with a great deal of love and patience in her voice, "I know this is hard for you, but you keep on just sticking your toes in the water. Honey, you are my wonderful, wonderful brother, but you can tell by looking in the mirror that nature is turning you into my wonderful, wonderful sister."

Stevie took a glance around to see if anyone else could have heard that. No one else was nearby.

"I'm just trying to help, honey. Really. Just try it on and see if you like how it looks. If you don't like it, we'll just put it back and go have lunch. If you do like it, then we'll buy it and... you can wear it tomorrow when Derrick is doing all the cooking. Your friend Pat is coming over, so you can just relax in your pretty, new dress and be a lady of leisure for the day. Ok?"

Stevie was very conflicted. The more he thought about the possibility of become a woman - a real, honest to goodness, functioning woman - the more it intrigued him, but the more it scared him, too. He'd never particularly WANTED to be a man, but he'd never particularly NOT WANTED to be a man either. Except for that one little role play fantasy a few days ago, he'd never thought of the clothes he wore as male or female clothes. They were just... clothes. Hand-me-downs, in a way. He was just getting by with what he had handy.

This was different. It was another BIG step.

"Did you have to pick one with such bright flowers on it?" He asked Katie.

"I think it's pretty."

"Well, I do too, but it's just..."

"Just what? Too girly? Stevie, please relax and go with this, ok? First of all, just like the bra and panties you are wearing, there are no dresses that aren't 'girly.' That's what they are meant to be. Secondly..." she took a breath and looked around to make sure she could speak privately. "I don't want to sound mean and we talked about this last night, too... You have a girl's body, Stevie. Little breasts, little hips, soft skin, no facial hair, very little body hair..."

"You're forgetting," he interrupted, "that I still have a penis and that still makes me a man."

"No, baby," she smiled. "A penis might have made you a boy, and that's what fooled us, but you don't have anything that goes with it, Stevie. No testicles, no musculature... nothing, honey. What you do have is the same plumbing that I have, sweetie. And that plumbing is shaping you the same way that it shaped me."

He glanced at his reflection in the mirror. His always soft facial features looking back, but this time those features were slightly more emphasized be the use of makeup. His hair, thick and dark and long, that he was always kind of proud of, betrayed him now and made him look so very female. Then his breasts caught his sight. The way they now were more visible in the way that his top, which had hung loosely from his shoulders, now hung loosely from his modest, new attributes.

Sure, the person in the mirror wore a skirt, a tank top and sneakers and made some meaningless attempts to look androgynous, but those attempts just succeeded in making the girl in the mirror cuter and more girlish. That was unquestionably a girl in the mirror. He'd been denying it, but his reflection was staring back at him and saying, "Try on that pretty dress."

He looked at Kate and nodded, then took the dress into the changing room.
 
 
To Be Continued...

An Anomoly - 5 Final

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  • Clara

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  • Transgender

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  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression

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  • lingerie
  • Intersexed
  • Real World Situation
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An Anomoly: 5 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2022,2023,2024 Clara Schumann

 

The final part of Stevie's story. I hope you enjoy this installment. Once again,
thank you all for your kindness and support throughout the posting of this
story. I truly do appreciate it! Now, on to the story!


 
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This version of An Anomoly: 5 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 5
 

He glanced at his reflection in the mirror. His always soft facial features looking back, but this time those features were slightly more emphasized be the use of makeup. His hair, thick and dark and long, that he was always kind of proud of, betrayed him now and made him look so very female. Then his breasts caught his sight. The way they now were more visible in the way that his top hung loosely from his shoulders.

Sure, the person in the mirror wore a skirt, a tank top and sneakers and made some meaningless attempts to look androgynous, but those attempts just succeeded in making the girl in the mirror cuter and more girlish. That was unquestionably a girl in the mirror. He'd been denying it, but his reflection was staring back at him and saying, "Try on that pretty dress."

He looked at Kate and nodded, then took the dress into the changing room.

In his bra and panties, his reflection seemed to tell him that his fate was already decided. He just didn't know quite how to deal with that information.

He unzipped the dress and stepped into it. It had a soft nylon lining that felt cool against his skin. He pulled the spaghetti straps over his arms, noticing that his bra straps were now exposed. That would be a problem, wouldn't it? Girls weren't supposed to have their bra straps showing, right? On the back, towards both sides of the top of the dress, there were small areas of that were smocked, which he realized would allow the dress to cling to his chest more fashionably. It seemed to have a high waistline, then hang loosely, but the dress only came to his mid thigh - much shorter than the knee length skirt he'd been wearing, but longer than some of the shorts he'd worn around the house.

That was when the abdominal pain cut through his body. He gasped, but held back any noise to avoid having Katie come in while he has doubled over in pain. He shivered, bent forward and clenched his hands into fists to try to divert the pain away from his midsection. This was worse than the previous pains. This pain was searing. Cutting. Torturous. He panted and took shallow gulps of breath until the pain passed. Finally, he let out a long, hissing breath and felt as if he'd regained control of himself.

He reached behind himself and managed to pull the zipper up a couple of inches, but that was all. How did girls dress themselves? Were they all that much more flexible then men that they could pull a tiny zipper like that up their backs?

After a few moments of struggling, he opened the door and asked Katie to assist with the zipper.

When the zipper was closed, the dress fit snugly up above and hung nicely, if a bit too short, down below.

"That's pretty, Auntie," Olivia said. "Come look!" She grabbed Stevie's hand and pulled him to the mirrors. "I told you you'd look pretty in dresses."

The doubt was gone. The androgyny was gone. The tomboy was gone. What remained was a very pretty, young girl. Not yet a woman. A girl on her way to womanhood. It made Stevie quiver a little.

It also made his eyes watery and he didn't know why. He tried to wipe them clear, but that just made it worse, because it forced some of that water to flow out as tears.

"Are you ok?" Katie asked, very concerned.

He nodded and sniffled.

"I didn't mean to make you cry, Stevie..." she started to say, but he cut her off.

"I'm not crying. I'm just..." he took a deep, steadying breath and spoke more calmly. "...What about my bra straps? Grandma used to always shake her head and comment on girls wearing dresses that showed off their bra straps."

Katie blinked at her brother in amazement. "Is that way you were crying? Because your bra straps are showing?"

"No," he said with a tone that indicated that her question was foolish, but he made no attempt to explain why he had become so teary.

"Well," Katie chuckled, "one of your new bras is designed so that the straps can be removed easily, so you could wear that with this. Of course, the dress is lined, so someone with a bust as small as yours could probably get by without a bra if you wanted."

"I think I need the bra," Stevie said, swaying from side to side, just a bit, and taking a critical look at the dress' deep neckline. "See, I have a little cleavage, now, but without the bra, I'll go back to being a flat chested boy."

Katie nearly pointed out that, although Stevie's breasts were small, he was far from flat chested. Instead, she adjusted the dress on him and said, "I agree with Livy. You look really pretty in this."

"See!" Olivia jumped in. "I told you!"

Stevie smiled and took the child's hand. "Thank you, Livy. I needed that."

That evening, after the girls were in bed, Katie and Stevie talked about his future. He was still very tentative about making a decision, but he found the prospect of being a woman less frightening and less foreign than he had a day or two earlier. Katie suggested that perhaps it was time to take a step in how he referred to himself.

"Change your pronouns, I mean," she explained. "Be a 'she.' A 'her.' That might help."

Stevie shook his head. "No. Not until I'm sure. If I then decided to stay a guy, I'd just look like an idiot for having changed for a while."

Katie just shook her head and smiled. What weird thing to have to deal with.

Derrick got home just as Katie and Stevie were shutting off an old movie and were about to head to bed. He was far from drunk, but he'd had a few beers and was very happy and relaxed.

"How was the game?" Katie asked.

"Awesome!" Derrick said with a huge smile, as he locked the back door behind him. "Six to two Sox. Great pitching and two home runs in the same inning! Can you believe it!? Two! The Yankees are headed back to New York with their tails between their legs, I'll tell you, that, my good wife!" He kissed Katie on the lips. "And my good sister-in-law!" He kissed Stevie's hand, then bowed in a mock courtly manner.

"Brother-in-law," Katie insisted.

"Oh, please,"Derrick scoffed. "Look at her. She's almost as pretty as you are. That skirt is cute on her and... did your breasts grow?"

Stevie looked down at where his new bra forced his breasts to protrude a bit more than before and laughed at his loose lipped brother-in-law.

Katie was not amused, though. "DERRICK!"

"What?" He looked at his wife, confused by her shock. "I'm only asking because they look bigger."

"Since when is it polite to ask someone a question like that!?" She asked, keeping her voice down, but keeping her anger in it.

Derrick blinked at his wife, "Wait... are you mad at me?"

Katie folded her arms. "Yes. That was rude."

Derrick looked at Stevie. "Are you mad at me?"

Stevie smiled and shook his head. "No. I probably would have noticed, too."

Derrick looked back to his wife. "My dear... I sincerely apologize for offending you," he gave that same courtly bow, again, "however my remarks seem to have not offended the charming and lovely Miss Stevie." He nodded to Stevie, who was amused by his play acting. "I think that my best choice of action at this point may well be to put myself to bed before I say anything else to irritate my good wife."

"That's the first intelligent thing you've said since you came home," Katie scolded.

Derrick nodded, then hugged his wife and kissed her cheek. "Good night, my love. See you in the morning."

"Good night," Katie huffed. "I'm glad you enjoyed the game."

"I did, I did," he smiled, then turned to Stevie and winked. "Good night, Stevie. You look more lovely everyday." He hugged Stevie and kissed his forehead in a very big-brotherly way. Then he bounded up the stairs, two at a time, as he always did.

"You were kind of hard on him, weren't you?" Stevie asked.

Katie looked at him and shook her head. "I honestly have no idea how to deal with some of this, Stevie. I ask about pronouns, you say no. Derrick uses the wrong sex and you're fine with it. He calls out the most female change you've gone through and you're fine with it. Is it just ME that can't say anything right?"

"No, no," Stevie said and hugged her. "I'm not trying to be difficult, Katie, I'm really not, but you just... you want me to make a decision and formalize everything and... I just can't, Katie. It's such a big thing to do. Derrick was just being casual and relaxed and being kind of funny about everything. It didn't bother me."

Katie nodded. "I get it. I'm coming on too strong, but... Stevie... it's because I love you and you need to make a decision."

He nodded. "I will... but not right now."

Katie heaved a heavy sigh. "Alright. Let's call it a night. We'll talk again in the morning."

Stevie went to his room and changed into the pjs he was wearing to bed. They were just a pair of loose fitting shorts and a matching sleeveless tee shirt. He was in the lavatory, washing his face, when the pain cut through his abdomen again. This time it was more painful than ever before and it felt like he was being torn in two. He wanted to scream to release the pain, but that would have brought help and that help would have demanded that he go to the hospital and he couldn't handle that. Not right now. He just wasn't ready for that. Not yet. So, he gripped the edge of the sink and fought against the pain. He controlled his breathing as best he could and he let himself weep until the pain began to subside. Then he slowed his breathing until it had returned to normal.

Just as he thought everything was over, he heard a tiny voice ask, "Are you ok, auntie?"

Stevie turned and saw Olivia standing in the doorway of the lavatory wearing her Pocahontas nightgown.

"Livy... what are you doing here? You should be in bed."

"I heard you crying," she said, looking sad and concerned. "Are you ok?"

"I'm fine, Livy. I just had a pain in my tummy. It must have been something I ate. I'm sorry if I woke you. Come on, honey. I'll take you back to bed."

"No," she said, quietly. "I'll sleep with you. You need me."

Stevie smiled and took his niece's hand. "Maybe I do."

When Katie woke up on Sunday morning, she was surprised that Derrick was already up and out of the bedroom. Afraid that he might have been angry about the previous night, Katie sent him a text. 'WHERE ARE YOU?'

'DOWN STAIRS WITH ALICE. I'M FEEDING HER A BOTTLE.' Came the reply.

That was odd. 'WHERE'S STEVIE?'

'STILL ASLEEP.'

'LIVY?'

'WITH STEVIE.'

Huh. Of course she was. She'd need to speak to Stevie about this bunking up together stuff. She didn't want to see it become a habit.

She got up and got changed, did her hair and makeup and headed towards Stevie's room and the nursery. When she peeked into his bedroom, Stevie was asleep on his side and Olivia was sitting up against the headboard.

Katie tiptoed into the room and whispered, "Hi, honey. What are you doing in here?"

"Mommy," the little girl seemed concerned, "I think Auntie Stevie is sick. She's had a tummy ache all night. She groans and rubs her belly a lot."

"Really?" Katie sat lightly on the bed. "And you've been taking care of auntie all night?"

Olivia nodded, a very serious expression on her face.

"You must be exhausted. Maybe you should go get some sleep and I'll watch over auntie until she wakes up."

Olivia looked at Stevie and thought for a moment. "You'll stay here till she's awake?"

"Of course I will, honey. I promise. I'll just tuck you in and then come right back. Then I'll stay right here."

She thought that through and finally nodded. "Ok."

Seeing as the sun was out and Derrick was already downstairs, Olivia agreeing to going to bed meant that she really had been awake worrying about Stevie for a good chunk of the night. This was not a good thing. A four year old should not be loosing sleep worrying about an adult.

After tucking Olivia into bed, Katie came back into the room and sat in a chair beside her brother's bed. She sent Derrick a text to tell him what was happening and that she'd be down as soon as she knew Stevie was ok.

It wasn't long before Stevie rolled over and saw that the sun was shining into his room.

"Oh, shoot," he muttered, pulling down the covers and was about to hurry to get ready, but Katie jumped up and pushed him gently back down, then sat beside him on the bed.

"Hold on, now, Stevie," she said, putting her arm around his shoulder. "We need to have a chat."

"But it's late," he said, in a rushed voice. "I have to get to the girls."

"Derrick has Alice and I just put Livy to bed in her own bed."

"To bed?" Stevie rubbed the sleep from his eyes. "It's morning."

"And she spent the night in here worrying about you because she said you were in pain all night. Is that true?"

Stevie sighed. "A little... for a while. Livy heard me in the bathroom. I'm sorry."

Katie shook her head. "Stevie... this can't go on. Dr O'Leary told you..."

"I know. I know..." he said, defeated. "I'll call her office tomorrow morning. Ok?"

Katie was taken a bit aback by this, but glad to hear that her brother was being somewhat mature. "And tell her what?" She asked calmly and cautiously.

"That I'm having these pains more frequently," Stevie said, "and they're getting more intense. And that... I think... my body wants me to be... a woman."

Katie had hoped that when Stevie reached this conclusion that he'd be happy, but he just seemed so defeated, now. "Is that what you want?"

He shrugged. "I don't know... what difference does it make?"

Katie shook her head. Had she been pushing him too hard? "It makes a lot of difference, Stevie. I mean... do you think you'll be happy as a girl?"

He shrugged again. "I'm miserable as a guy, Katie. Being a girl can't be any worse, and I need this pain to stop."

Katie checked her watch and saw that it was already after ten o'clock. "Stevie... I don't even know what to say to that, but... I want the pain to stop, too. I wish I'd known that it had gotten this bad. I would have come to sit with you. I can't help you if you don't tell me you need help."

Stevie just nodded, feeling a bit guilty about Olivia losing sleep the previous night. "I'm sorry. She was just so sweet and concerned... I didn't think she be here all night. It won't happen again."

Katie nodded. "Ok, well... let's get you dressed and ready. Remember, your new friends, Pat and Elise are coming by to meet me and Derrick. She's coming by around noon, so go take a shower and get dressed and let's have a nice day. Ok?"

"Ok."

When noon rolled around, Stevie was out on the patio with Katie and Olivia, while Derrick prepared his massive grill for his afternoon of chef-man-ship, if that was in fact a term. Actually, Derrick loved being the grill master, but his work schedule made that difficult. So he was excited about this opportunity.

Stevie was wearing his new dress and looked very lovely. Katie was dressed in a pretty sun dress and she and Stevie had dressed the girls up nicely, too.

"I think I might be underdressed to be in the company such gorgeous ladies," Derrick said with a smile and a wink. He was wearing khaki shorts and a gray polo shirt.

Katie gave him a sweet kiss. "I think you look very handsome," she smiled. "I always think you're the best looking man in any group of people."

"Oh, aren't you nice," he laughed, "but I don't look nearly as nice as you all do."

"Hello!" A voice called from the gate in the fence that surrounded the yard. "Can we come in this way?"

"Of course!" Katie called. She turned to Stevie and said, "Is this your friend?"

Stevie looked past her and nodded. "Yes. That's Pat." He waved to the approaching mother and daughter. "Hi, Pat. This is my sister, Katie, and my brother-in-law, Derrick."

Everyone said their hellos and Katie took Pat aside to get acquainted. Stevie took Olivia and Elise over to the sandbox beside the pool and engaged them in some games in the sand.

"I have to admit," Pat smiled, looking towards the sandbox, "your sister is surprisingly bright for a girl her age."

"She's older than she looks," Katie nodded. "She's just a late bloomer. But, yes... she is very bright."

"And she tells me that she's a kind of au pair around here for you."

That made Katie snicker a bit. "No, not really. I mean, she's my sister, not my employee. She has no where else to go right now, and we're happy that she's living here and... yes, she is helping me out, but honestly, she's doing twenty times more than I ever asked her to do."

"Boy, your daughter is certainly smitten with her, isn't she?" Pat laughed as she watched Olivia stop playing to hug Stevie.

"She is," Katie laughed, "but I couldn't ask for a better role model for my little girl."

"So," Pat smiled and took a sip of the wine that Katie had served her, "would it be ok with you if we were to set up play dates for Olivia and Elise on weekdays while you're working? I know that Stevie has other responsibilities here as well, but Elise has always been rather standoffish with other children and she seems to get along well with Livy, and, to be very honest, even though Stevie is a lot younger than I am, it's nice to have a conversation with an adult - or at least a person who knows about things other than Sesame Street characters and My Little Pony names - every now and then."

"Of course!" Katie laughed, knowing full well what Pat was talking about, having been in the same situation not long ago.

With that settled, the two women turned their conversation to choices of kindergartens, stores with good quality clothes for little girls, activities for children, their husbands, their jobs, music, movies, books, etc., and the girls played happily with Stevie.

Then, unexpectedly, the front doorbell rang.

"Huh," Katie said, as she stood. "I wonder who that is. I'll be right back."

She walked back into the house and to the front door. She opened it and found a neatly dressed young man carrying two small bouquets of flowers that were obviously purchased at a grocery store. The young man looked vaguely familiar, but Katie couldn't place him.

"Hello..." she said, leaving the welcome hanging like a question.

"Hi," the young man said with a big smile. "Oh... these are for you," he smiled even more broadly as he handed one of the bouquets to Kate.

She accepted the flowers with a look of confusion on her face. "For me? Well, thank you, I guess..." She stared at the young man trying to figure out who he was, but nothing came to her. "I'm sorry, I don't mean to be rude, but... you are...?"

It took a moment for the young man to realize that she wanted him to identify himself. "Oh... I'm Tony. You know... Tony the pizza guy? I drove your sister here last week? On my scooter?" Each of his sentences were statements of fact, but they came out sounding like questions as he hoped that each would act as a prompt to guide the lady at the door to understand who he was and why he was there.

"Oh, Tony!" Katie finally made the connection. "I'm sorry, you caught me off guard. Ummm... is Stevie expecting you?"

Suddenly, the boy's smile faded a bit. "Oh... well... I hope so. I mean... your husband... the police officer, right? He invited me to come to lunch today."

"He did, did he?" She tried to put all of this together. "And just where did you meet my husband?"

"Well, he pulled me over the other night and..."

Katie shook her head. Why would Derrick do something like this? "I'm sorry, Tony, I just wasn't expecting you. Here, step inside. Let me just touch base with my husband for a moment, ok?"

"Oh," Tony felt very much on the spot, now, "look... if this isn't a good time, I can just leave..."

'No, no," Katie gave him her hostess smile. "Let me just talk to my husband for a moment, ok? Oh, and thank you for the flowers. That's very thoughtful of you."

Tony nodded and waited in the foyer of the house. He heard Katie leave through a sliding, patio door, then a few moments later, heard that door open and close again. Then he heard hushed voices in another room.

"What are you thinking, inviting that boy over and not telling anyone about it?"

"Ok, I'm sorry," a man's voice said, quietly. "I completely forget about inviting him or I would have mentioned it. It was just a passing moment and I took the opportunity to invite him. I thought it would help Stevie to have someone the same age here."

"Yeah, but, Derrick, with everything that Stevie's going through right now, do you really think this is a good idea?"

"Well, maybe not, but in fairness to me, I didn't know anything about what the doctor said until the next night. Had I known that..."

"Well, it's too late to do anything about that, now. The boy is here. I think you need to talk to him."

"I will," the man's voice said, then the police officer who'd pulled him over the other night walked into view with a big smile on his face. "Hey! Tony The Pizza Guy! How are you?"

"I'm ok," Tony nodded, but he looked defeated. "Look, I think I should probably get going. So, if you could just give these to Stevie..."

Derrick was going to let the kid down easily, but he just looked so sad. "Oh, hey, no... you can give those to Stevie yourself."

"Well, it seems like this might not be a great time..." Tony started to say, but Derrick waved him off.

"Nah... it's the perfect time." He winked at the young man. "Come on. Let's go surprise Stevie."

He put his arm around the young man and led him through the house, past Katie, who shook her head in disbelief at her husband's ability to just keep moving forward, regardless of how bizarre the situation was about to become.

They exited to the patio and Derrick led Tony straight to the sandbox. "Stevie, look whose here!" He said as if this was all just a coincidence. "You remember Tony, don't you?"

Stevie actually froze, seated on the edge of the sandbox with the two little girls around her.

"Hi," Tony said, with a small wave and a big smile. He'd been hoping to get together with Stevie and was really looking forward to that afternoon and, boy did she look different than the last time he saw her. She was wearing a really pretty dress, and he was pretty sure she had on some makeup, and... her boobs were nearly unnoticeable last time, but in this dress... wow. She looked hot!

Stevie looked from Tony to Derrick to Tony to Katie and back to Tony again trying to make sense if the situation. Finally, he muttered, "Hi."

Derrick nudged Tony and then pointed at the bouquet in the boy's hand. "Oh," Tony sputtered, "these are for you." He held the flowers forward.

Stevie stood, wiping sand from his hands and the skirt of his dress. "For me...? Thank you... They're very pretty." He sniffed the flowers and smiled self consciously. "No one's ever given me flowers before."

Tony shrugged. "I thought I should bring something." He smiled. "I... I brought some for your sister, too. I hope you don't mind."

Not sure how to respond to that, Stevie just looked at Katie, who reached out and said, "Here, let me put those into some water for you. Tony, why don't you join Stevie here and entertain the girls a bit. Dinner will be ready soon." Then she looked at Derrick. "Come help me get a couple of vases down, will you?"

Derrick knew that tone. He was in trouble. Not a lot of trouble, that was a whole different tone, but a little trouble, and he was going to hear about it in no uncertain terms.

On the way into the house, Katie excused herself from Pat, assuring her that she'd be back in just a couple of moments.

Once in the kitchen, Derrick immediately opened the pantry cabinet and reached up for two vases.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Katie snapped. "Stevie is as confused as a person can get and you go and throw an infatuated boy into the mix!? Not very bright, if you ask me."

"Again," Derrick sighed, placing the vases on the counter and closing the pantry cabinet doors, "when I asked Tony to dinner, I had no idea that Stevie was a genetic female..."

"He's not just a genetic..."

"...and even if I had... Katie, look out there. Stevie and Tony are talking. When was the last time you saw Stevie talking to anyone her age?"

Katie shook her head. "How old is that boy, anyway?"

"Nineteen," Derrick smiled. "He's a senior in high school. Going to college, locally, in the fall."

Katie shook her head some more. "I would just rather not have piled on more this week, Derrick. Stevie is..."

"Laughing," Derrick pointed to the sandbox where Tony was showing off a little for Stevie and the girls. "See. Everything is fine. Tony's a nice kid, he's nuts for Stevie, Stevie is laughing and happy... Life is good, Katie. Don't be mad at me; just enjoy the moment."

Katie looked at the scene in the sandbox and smiled. "He does look happy, doesn't he?"

"'She, Katie. You need to get past that 'he' stuff. She does look happy, though. I think she may have her first boyfriend, though."

Katie nodded. "What if she turns out to be a lesbian, though."

Derrick shrugged. "I pull over a lot of nice young women, too."

Katie snickered and elbowed her husband in the side.

Out in the sandbox, Olivia stood and whispered, not very quietly, to Stevie, "Is Tony your boyfriend?"

Stevie blushed and said, "We only met the other day. We're just friends."

Tony waved Olivia over to him and whispered, not very quietly, to her. "I really like your Auntie Stevie and I want to be her boyfriend. If you could tell her to like me more, it might help."

Olivia looked at Stevie and said, "Auntie, you should like Tony more. He's nice and funny and he brought you flowers."

Stevie laughed at the little girl. "Oh, is that what you think?"

"I think so, too," Elise said, with a smile. She leaned up and said to Stevie in a loud whisper, "He's really handsome, too."

"Oh, you think so?" Stevie laughed even harder, partially from embarrassment and partially from amusement.

"Out of the mouths of babes!" Tony smiled. "What more could you ask for?"

"We're not babies!" Olivia said to Tony.

"No, no, you're certainly not," Tony smiled. "You are very beautiful young women."

That made the little girls giggle.

Soon they were back to playing in the sand and Stevie and Tony were talking and getting to know each other.

"You're twenty!?" Tony said, shocked. "Honestly, when I first saw you asleep on the porch, I thought you were like twelve, but after I woke you and we were talking, I figured you were seventeen or so. I never expected you were older than me, though."

"You we're going to ask out a twelve year old?" Stevie asked, teasing.

"No, of course, not. I didn't find you attractive until you woke up and we started talking. I just..." he smiled and looked at Stevie more closely. "You know, you look older and much prettier today. You look nice in a dress."

Stevie blushed a bit more. "Thank you. I've never really worn dresses before. It's kind of new for me."

"You should wear them more often," Tony smiled so sweetly. "You make them look nice."

"Come on everyone!" Derrick called out. "Soup's on!"

"Yay!" Olivia shouted, grabbing Elise's hand and heading towards the patio table.

"We're having soup?" Tony asked, confused after watching Derrick grill steaks for the last half hour.

"No," Stevie laughed. "That's just Derrick's way of calling us to the table."

Tony nodded and followed Stevie to the table.

Dinner conversation was pleasant with everyone getting to know each other. Pat was a gifted conversationalist and Tony was charming enough to hold his own with the older people. Stevie joined in here and there, but mostly dealt with the little girls and their meals. The meal was delicious, Derrick was very proud of his work.

After dinner, Tony suggested that he and Stevie take a walk.

"Sure, I'd like that," Stevie answered, hoping for a little private time in which to explain some things to Tony. Not tell him outright that he had a penis, but rather just to tell him that there were some medical issues that he needed to deal with before he could have a relationship with anyone.

Unfortunately, a private walk was not to be. When they headed down the block, Tony and Stevie were accompanied by two four year olds who were bouncing around them and an infant in a stroller. So, instead of discussing a lot of personal things, Stevie and Tony just chatted about the neighborhood and commented on the properties they were passing.

"That's a very impressive house, isn't it?"

"I don't like that color yellow on a house. It looks like a big yield sign."

"What a great place for kids to play. The yard is so nice and flat."

They were walking for about twenty minutes or more when the first abdominal pain slammed into Stevie.

"Ugg," he groaned and grabbed his middle, doubling over as the pain sliced through him like a machete.

"Are you ok?" Tony asked, putting a hand on Stevie's back to keep him from falling.

"I'm..." Stevie started to say, but another pain slammed into him. "I get these pains, sometimes and sometimes, they hit me really hard."

"Wow," Tony said with concern. "Maybe we should head back to your sister's house, huh?"

Stevie nodded and smiled through the pain. "Yeah. I guess."

They reversed their direction and headed back towards the house, but another bolt of pain wracked Stevie's midsection. "Ahh!" He gasped, bending nearly to the ground.

Now, the children, particularly Olivia, were starting to become alarmed. "Auntie? Are you ok? Is it your tummy again?"

"I'm fine, sweetie," Stevie assured his niece. "Yes, it's just a bad tummy ache."

"I don't mean to be indelicate," Tony said with as much tact as possible, "but is this a 'ladies' thing? Like... monthly cramps or something?"

Stevie shook his head. "I have this... disorder. I was going to tell you about it on our walk, but..." he looked at the little girls.

Tony nodded that he understood. "Maybe you should call home and have someone come pick you up."

"No," Stevie took a deep, steadying breath and started walking, again. "Let's just head home."

"Ok."

They had walked about a half block when suddenly Tony, who had been watching Stevie closely, noticed that Stevie's face had gone very pale. "Are you alright?" He asked.

"I don't know," Stevie said, as he stopped walking. "I feel... funny."

"Funny, how?"

It was hard to breath. There was a feeling of being very lightheaded. There were dark purple clouds forming at the edges of sight. There was ringing in the ears. The world felt distant and odd.

"Stevie!? Stevie!?" Tony spoke, trying hard to keep his own panic in check so as not scare the girls. "Stevie, take out your phone. Stevie, unlock your phone for me. Come on, Stevie... unlock your phone. Stevie, I don't have your sister's number. Come on, Stevie."

Stevie couldn't think straight, but this seemed like a good idea. He pulled his phone from the diaper bag that hung on the stroller and looked at the screen, but it was hard to see through the gathering dark purple clouds that were growing in his sight.

"Enter your code," Stevie," Tony said with a level tone.

Stevie nodded and entered the six numbers that unlocked the phone just as his vision disappeared and nothingness enveloped him.

There was just black silence for a long time.
 
~^~
 

And then there were sounds. Odd sounds. Strange voices talking. People moving around. An annoying beeping. Then there was touching. People touching her arms. People shifting her in some way. Then there were smells. Awful smells. Hospital smells. Smells that she'd smelled when her grandmother died. Smells she'd smelled when her mother died. Smells of... a hospital.

No!

No, she could not be in a hospital! People died in hospitals! That's what hospitals were for!

She had to wake up. She had to wake up! SHE HAD TO WAKE UP!

She struggled against the foggy unconsciousness that held her down. It may have been minutes or hours or days, but as her struggles became stronger, her senses began to find their roots in reality again until, finally, she opened her eyes and lifted her head and tried, but failed to sit up.

The room was empty and clinical. She looked around, no one was with her. Maybe she was already dead! She looked out the window that made the entire wall of her 'room.' There were people going about their jobs out in the hallway and at the desk area that made up the center of the ward. No, she probably wasn't dead. This wasn't what she envisioned Hell would look like and it certainly wasn't heaven. She was just... alone.

"Hello!?" She called out, but her first attempt didn't go well. Her throat was dry and her voice was broken. She cleared her throat and called out louder. "Hello!?"

This time, her voice carried better and a woman at the counter that surrounded the desks turned and smiled, then walked into his room. "Well, hello! Welcome back to the land of the living. You gave us quite a scare, you know, young lady."

'Young lady?' That was odd, wasn't it. Certainly, a nurse would have seen that she had a penis and was more male than female, wouldn't she have?

"How do you feel?" The nurse asked.

Stevie blinked. "I don't know. Why am I here?"

The nurse seemed amused by the question. "Because you're a very sick girl," she said. "You passed out and the ambulance brought you here on Sunday."

'Sick girl.' What had happened? Wait! Sunday! The walk with Tony!

"The girls!" Stevie screamed.

"What?" The nurse finally seemed concerned. Stevie's scream had startled her.

"Livy! Alice! Elise! Where are they? Are they ok?"

"Shh, honey, Shh... lay back. I don't know what you're talking about. Are those your friends?"

"No," Stevie was near panic, "my nieces and another little girl I was watching! Are they ok?"

"I'm sure they are, sweetheart. Now, you just lay back and relax. The doctor will be in soon to talk to you."

Stevie nodded. "Is my sister here?"

"Pretty lady, about so tall, with brown hair?" The nurse asked and Stevie nodded. "She's been here nearly everyday. It's only five in the morning, now. She's probably at home in bed. I'm sure she'll be in later."

"Everyday!?" Stevie was trying to get a grip on things. "What day is it today?"

"It's Thursday, sweetheart. You've been here since Sunday afternoon."

"Four days!?" Stevie gasped. "I've been unconscious for four days?"

"Nearly," the nurse smiled. "Like I said, it's still early. I will notify the doctor and then I'll call your sister and tell her that you're awake. Ok?"

Stevie nodded and fell back onto the pillows. She didn't know why, but she looked at the ceiling and started to cry. Maybe it was because she'd left Olivia and Alice alone. Maybe it was because she'd not been home to take care of Katie, Derrick and the girls for the last few days... she didn't know, but she felt scared and guilty and lost and she cried.

The nurse's phone call didn't wake Katie. She'd been laying awake in bed, only dozing from time to time. It had been like that every night since Sunday.

"Hello!" She nearly shouted into the phone when it rang.

"Hi," a calm voice said, "this is Tracy, one of the nurses at Saint Vincent's Hospital. I believe we met the other day."

"Yes, I remember, Tracy," Katie said as Derrick sat up next to his wife.

"Well, I'm just calling to let you know that Stevie just woke up and seems to be doing fine."

"Oh, thank God," Katie said and then her body started to quake with emotions. "Have you spoken to her and told her what the doctor said?"

"No, ma'am," the nurse said. "That is something that either you or her doctor should do."

"Yes, of course," Katie sputtered as she shook and held back tears. "Have you notified Doctor O'Leary?"

"Yes, ma'am. The doctor said that she'll be here within the hour to see her patient."

Katie nodded and said, "Ok. Thank you for calling. I'll be there as soon as I can."

She ended the call and saw that Derrick was already pulling on a pair of pants and using his phone. "I'm calling my mom," he said. "I already told her that Stevie was in the hospital. She'll come stay with the girls so we can go be with her."

"But you have to work," Katie said.

He waved that thought away. "Family first, Katie. I'm calling out. I'm going with you. There's no way that I'm letting you drive on your own. You're way too emotional right now."

By the time Katie was ready to leave, Derrick's mother had arrived, dressed in a housecoat and pajamas, and Derrick already had his pickup truck in the driveway, ready to go.

"Thank you, Karen," Katie said, "I'm sorry we woke you."

The older, pudgier woman was cool to her daughter-in-law. "What's wrong with your brother, anyway?"

Katie sighed as she gathered her purse and keys. "Well, it's a lot to go into, but... he has a developmental issue and, well, suffice it to say Stevie is not really... male... and that's causing a lot of physical problems for him."

Karen let out a noise that could only be described as a judgmental scoff. "I could tell that he wasn't really a man when he pranced through here the other day."

"Alright, we don't need that right now, mom," Derrick said from the doorway. "I appreciate you getting out of bed and coming over, mom, but you need to understand that Stevie is as much my sister as she as Katie's and you need to be respectful of her."

"Her?" Karen chuckled.

"Yes, her, and we will discuss this later. Not now. Come on, Katie, let's go."

Katie walked out the door and Derrick kissed his mother goodbye. "Thanks, mom. Be nice."

It took twenty minutes to get to the hospital and as they arrived on the fifth floor, where Stevie's room was located, and they ran right into Dr Jane O'Leary.

"I'm glad you're here," Katie's doctor and longtime friend said. "There's no telling how someone may react to something like this kind of announcement.

"That's why we hurried," Derrick said. "We wanted to be here to hold her hands and let her know we're here for her."

The doctor nodded. "Ready?"

They nodded and headed into Stevie's room.

"Hi," Stevie said as they entered. "Are Livy and Alice ok? And Elise? I'm so sorry! I just couldn't make it home."

Katie hugged Stevie. "They're fine, baby. Tony called us. We were there in plenty of time to take care of the girls. Pat took them until we got home that night."

"Oh, Tony," Stevie suddenly remembered the boy who'd come to visit. "He must think I'm some kind of a freak."

"Yeah," Derrick half laughed. "That's probably why he calls us three times a day to see if you're ok."

"Really?" Stevie was shocked.

"Really," Katie said, with a little laugh. "He's been very concerned. You really scared him. I sent him a text on the way here so he'd know you're awake."

The doctor cleared her throat to get everyone's attention. "If I might interrupt... Stevie, we need to talk."

Stevie looked at the doctor and swallowed hard. "I think I might know what you're going to say."

"Oh?" The doctor raised an eyebrow. "What am I going to say?"

"I'm a girl, now... aren't I?"

The doctor cracked a little grin at the simplistic way that Stevie had put it. "Well... yes and no. See, Stevie, your body has made a decision that from here on out, you are going to have consider yourself to be a female unless you want to undergo some pretty dangerous surgery and then spend the rest of your life injecting yourself with hormones that won't really make you much more manly than you currently are. Right now, we have had to make a small incision in your lower abdomen and insert a tube to allow your female organs to release its monthly fluids and waste. Do you understand what I mean? Your body has begun to menstruate and the pain you were feeling and the way that your body shut down was due to a very large amount of internal bleeding. Honestly, if this was forty years ago or if you hadn't been with someone who was able to call for help, you most likely would be dead right now. So, yes... you're body has made the decision to be female, but I want you to think of that as a good thing. After all, Katie and I are both female and we're doing fine. And in your case, being female isn't the opposite of being a man, it's the opposite of being dead."

Stevie barely blinked. "Ok."

That was it. Just 'ok.'

"You're ok with being a woman?" Katie asked.

"Sure," Stevie gave a weak smile. "I mean, I think I was going to pick being a girl, anyway, but... I guess I kinda knew that my body had already made its choice. I'll be a girl. That's fine."

Derrick let out a relieved, nervous laugh, then leaned down and kissed Stevie's cheek. "You're very brave, Stevie."

Stevie shrugged. "You are what you're supposed to be. Right? That's all I'm doing - becoming what I'm meant to be."

"Ok," Jane said, relieved that the patient was accepting things so well. "There are a series of surgeries that we need to discuss. None are as radical as you would have faced in a female to male surgery, and usually they require a lot of psychological preparation, but your physical issues will certainly be taken into consideration. We'll move forward as quickly as we can. That can all wait for a few hours, though. Right now, I think it would be best if you got some rest and talked things over with your family."

"Can I come in?" A young man's voice came from the doorway. "I know it's too early for visiting hours, but I wanted to make sure she was ok."

Stevie looked up and saw Tony standing in the doorway. The boy looked concerned, but when he and Stevie made eye contact, both of them smiled.

"Hi..." Tony said.

"Hi..." Stevie returned.

"Jane?" Katie turned to her friend. "Can we give the kids a few minutes alone?"

The doctor looked at the two young people and smiled. "Yeah, I suppose so. Stevie, we'll talk again later. Young man, make sure she doesn't get too tired. Understand?"

"Yes, ma'am," Tony said, very seriously.

As they exited the room, Derrick stopped and whispered into Tony's ear. "You're a good kid, Tony The Pizza Guy, but..." he looked back at Stevie, then whispered again, "... be understanding. Ok?"

Tony looked at the older man, confused. "Yeah. Ok. Of course."
 
~^~
 

"Stevie!" Derrick yelled up the stairs.

"Yes?" Stevie leaned over the railing a looked down at her brother-inlaw.

"Katie says that she left the Christmas dress you and she picked out for Alice on the foot of our bed."

"Yes, I found it," Stevie smiled. "We'll all be down in a minute."

"Of course you did," Derrick laughed. "I told her you had it all under control. Don't be long, though. The guests are all arriving."

"Ok," Stevie smiled, then turned and hustled back into the nursery to finish getting Alice ready.

"Her dress is just like mine, but smaller," Olivia said.

"That's right," Stevie smiled. "And your dresses match your mom's. They're mother/daughter dresses. You're going to look so pretty in all the Christmas pictures!"

That made the little girl smile.

"Are you excited about Santa coming tonight?" Stevie asked.

Olivia nodded. "Elise and I asked for matching dresses and Princess crowns."

"Ooh, I hope Santa can get that for you. There. Look, Alice is all dressed. Doesn't she look pretty? Let's go downstairs."

They went down to meet the guests. Pat and Elise were there, so was Pat's husband, who Stevie had become acquainted with over the past few months. Some of Derrick's police officer buddies and their
spouses/dates, Derrick's parents, some of Katie's friends from her office and their significant others, and of course, Tony, who had become a semi-permanent fixture in their house since the early summer, were all in attendance too.

"Well look at these beautiful ladies," Jane O'Leary said as they reached the bottom of the stairs. Then she looked at Stevie in his pretty, green, velvet dress, hair done beautifully in thick French braids that matched little Olivia's style, and smiled. "Are you feeling well, Stevie."

Stevie smiled. "I feel great, Doctor. Thank you."

"I'm glad," the doctor smiled and kissed Stevie's cheek. "You've dealt with all of this very well. You still have a long way to go, but you have an excellent attitude and that helps a lot. Are you feeling any soreness down below?"

Before Stevie could answer, Tony arrived and looked at Olivia and made a dramatic gasping noise. "Oh, my goodness! Is that really my very good friend Olivia!? How could that little scruffy girl I know look this pretty!?"

Olivia put her hands on her hips and looked playfully angry. "I'm not scruffy!"

"No, you are not," Stevie laughed.

"Here, let me take Alice. Katie wanted to show her off to her office friends," the doctor said. "Why don't you come with me, Livy. I'm sure that your mommy wants everyone to see how nice you all look together."

Stevie handed over the infant with a kiss on the baby's head. Then she warned Olivia to be a good girl all night or Santa wouldn't be happy. Then they went to find Katie with the doctor.

Tony hugged his girlfriend and looked at how pretty she looked that night. "You look amazing!" He smiled.

Stevie blushed a little. "You always say that."

"Because you always do," he laughed. "So... have you made any Christmas wishes?"

"After the year I've had, what more could I ask for?" Stevie said. "I'm finally healthy and I have you. What more is there?"

"How about this?" Tony asked as he held a small jewelry box out to Stevie. I wasn't a ring box. It was a flatter box and about three inches square.

Stevie looked at it and took the box tentatively. "What's this?"

"Open it," Tony smiled.

Stevie opened the box carefully to reveal a small, gold pin with a small gold flower that had a little Diamond chip in the center of it. "Tony, it's beautiful." Stevie said, very taken aback by the item.

"It was my great aunt's. She left it to me. I'm hoping you'll think of it as a pre-engagement ring kind of thing. You know... kind of a symbol of our commitment." He took the pin out of the box and pinned it to the bodice of Stevie's dress.

"Thank you," Stevie smiled. "I love it."

"Good," Tony said, then he kissed her cheek, "because I love you. Merry Christmas."

"I love you, too," Stevie smiled and looked at the pin. "Merry Christmas."

Because of the little ones, they had dinner a bit earlier than usual and Derrick took that opportunity to make a toast. "Ladies and gentlemen," he said, a big smile plastered on his face, "I'd just like to take a moment to acknowledge some of our reasons for being joyous at this time of year. First - we have each other and thank the Lord for that."

"Hear, hear!" A few people shouted out, holding their champagne glasses a bit higher.

"And then, for me, there is my family. My mom and dad are happy and healthy," he raised his glass towards them, "and then there are my girls - My wife, Katie, my daughters Olivia and Alice, and of course, my sister-in-law, Stevie, who - we just learned today - will be starting at the community college in January to earn some prerequisite credits to prepare her to attend State in the fall as an elementary education major."

"Ooo," came from supportive voices and Pat rubbed Stevie's shoulder in support. She had been working with Stevie to make sure she had the credits she needed to go to a four year college in the fall and become a teacher.

"So..." Derrick headed towards his conclusion, "... it has been a year of gains and losses, but I thank you all for the love and support that you have given to my family and me through it all. To all of us: Merry Christmas and a happy new year!"

"Merry Christmas!" came the happy response.

"Are you ready to start your classes?" Pat asked Stevie. "It's been a while since you've been in a classroom."

Stevie shrugged. "I figure I'm starting a whole new life. It's a good time to get things started at college, too."

Pat smiled and held up her glass of champagne. "To a new life!"

Stevie clinked her red cup of Diet Coke against her friend's crystal flute. "To a new life!"
 
The End
 

Disney Princess - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

Taxonomy upgrade extras: 

  • Age regression
  • Bizarre Body Modifications
  • Changed By Clothing
  • Chemical or Drug Induced Change
  • Female to Male
  • Girl's School
  • High heels
  • lingerie
  • pantyhose
  • Petticoat
  • Vacation Destination

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Disney Princess - 1

by Clara
Copyright© 2017,2025 Clara Schumann

 

Young music teacher and his wife take his students to a choral festival at Walt Disney World.
Luggage is lost and adjustments must be made. Not the most original premise, but, hopefully,
you'll enjoy a fun ride.


 
Author's Note: I hope you all do enjoy this particular tale. It is a F to M one and let us see where things take us! Please toss me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Disney Princess - 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

“Saint Mary’s Women’s Chorus and Show Choir?” The woman called out from behind the counter at the Walt Disney World resort. “Saint Mary’s Women’s Chorus and Show Choir?”

Kelly pushed forward through the crowds of his own students and those from schools all around the country. “Here! Right here! I’m coming!” he called as he pushed his way to the counter. At 5’2”, Kelly was very used to having to fight his way through the crowd, but this was ridiculous. “Here I am.”

“Saint Mary’s Women’s Chorus and Show Choir?” the young woman repeated as she typed the computer keyboard without glancing up.

“Yes, Saint Mary’s from Seattle, Washington. Here’s my paperwork,” and he handed the thick pile of papers across to the ‘cast member.’

When she finally tore her eyes from the computer screen, the woman looked, first, over Kelly’s head and then down to meet his eyes. Kelly was 27 and very used to this behavior, so he just smiled and indicated the pile of papers.

She smiled back at him, “Oh, umm, thank you, sweetie. Is Ms Powell with you?”

“My wife?” Kelly asked, confused. “Yes, my wife is with me. Why?”

It took a moment for the woman to process what Kelly had said. ‘Oops,’ she thought, ‘I thought he was a teenager at most.’ “Yes, I guess I need to see your wife. Her name is on the forms.”

Kelly was confused. He and Cathy both taught at St. Mary’s Girl’s High School, but she taught Physical Education and was just along as a chaperone.

“Cath!” he called to her and she came quickly to the counter.

“What’s up, babe?” she asked quietly.

“She needs to talk to you. I guess your name is on the forms.”

“Really? Weird.”

“Yes,” the woman interrupted, “I need to see your ID, Ms Powell.”

“Ok,” Cathy said as she fished her license out of her pocketbook. “Here you go.”

The woman took the license and started to turn back to the computer, but she stopped. “I’m sorry,” she said, “is your name Catherine?”

“Yes.”

“Oh, dear. All of your registrations are in the name of Ms Kelly Powell. I’ll need her to sign everyone in.”

Cathy laughed a bit, “Oh, well,” she indicated her husband, “this is Ms Kelly Powell, my husband.” At 5’9”, Cathy was much taller than her husband, which never bothered either of them. They’d grown up together and been in love since they were 10 or 11, about the same time that Cathy began growing taller than Kelly. Even though she was sensitive to the challenges he faced as a small man, she always found pleasure in incidents such as this when people mistook her husband for a younger brother, or even, since he’d let his hair start growing out a few years ago, her younger sister. Once, while shopping for a new suit in the boy’s department at the local department store, a woman asked if Kelly was her son. It was mildly amusing and a little kinky for Cathy, but she just laughed as she placed her arm around Kelly’s shoulders and presented him to the woman at the counter.

“Oh,” the woman said, “I am so, so sorry. I didn’t mean to offend anyone.”

“No offense taken,” Kelly chuckled, trying to make the best of things, “it happens all the time,” and he handed over his license.

The woman choked back her embarrassment and moved things along. “Ok. You have 32 rooms for 112 girls and 15 female chaperones. Correct?”

Cathy giggled a bit as Kelly shook his head and said, “14 female chaperones and one male: me.”

The woman just nodded. “Of course. Did you use Disney transportation from the airport?”

“Yes, and do you know when the luggage will arrive?”

She shrugged and said, “I can’t guarantee anything, but it’s usually between 1 and 4 hours before all the luggage arrives.”

“That's fine,” said Kelly as he and Cathy grabbed all the paperwork, Magic Bands and food vouchers and headed back to the group. They passed out everything and began the long slog to their rooms, which were, of course, as far away from the main desk as possible.

Passing one building after another, the girls all marveled at the wonderful Disney theming that distinguished each one. Each building was ‘T’ shaped, three stories high with exterior hallways. The entrance to their building was adorned with a giant statue of Tramp, the dog from ‘Lady and the Tramp.’

As they reached the elevators, one of the girls pointed to a waiting luggage cart, “Look, those are our bags.”

Cathy glanced and saw that the girl was correct. “Yes, that’s a few of ours. I’m sure that it will be a little while before we all have everything. Oh, but see, there’s mine! That huge, ugly green suitcase that Mr. Powell made me carry so that we could bring extra gowns and dresses, just in case. Did everyone bring their gowns and dresses?” The girls all nodded and sighed – they’d been asked this several times by their nervous choral director before they were allowed on the bus back in Seattle. “Oh, good,” Cathy said with great sarcasm, “I’m so glad that I left my beautiful, Louis Vuitton luggage with the smooth rolling wheels and retractable handles back in my garage and took that steamer trunk.”

The girls and chaperones all laughed, but Kelly was too involved in the paperwork to even notice that he’d been the brunt of a joke.

Cathy noticed. “What’s up, baby? Everything ok?”

“Kind of,” Kelly replied. “It’s just that they seem to think that I’m a woman. Everything says, ‘Ms’ or ‘Mrs’ on the forms. Oh, well… it’s not the first time this happened and it won’t be the last. As usual, I can only blame my mom. I am so tired of hearing her explain ‘It’s a boy’s name, too,’ to everyone she ever meets.”

Then, raising his voice, he shouted, “Ok, listen up, ladies!” The girls quieted and listened. “The rooms are ready and I assume that you all remembered to pack a swim suit in your carry-on. So, let’s get up stairs, unpack, put on our suits and head to the pool! It’s almost 8:00 right now, so we can enjoy the Florida heat for a couple of hours and then it’s in your rooms at 10:30 and lights out at 11:00! Remember, we have a big day, tomorrow; 2 adjudicated performances starting at 2:30, so keep the shouting to a minimum!”
 

 

Kelly sat on a lounge chair next to the pool while he spoke to most of the chaperones about the next day’s itinerary. “Breakfast at 8:30 in the Food Court here, a rehearsal for the concert choir, then the show choir and then a light lunch around 11:30 and on the bus to the festival stage at 12:15. First, the full concert choir will perform. Then, another ensemble will perform their selections while the girls in the show choir get changed out of their gowns and into the show choir dresses.”

“Oh, I love those new dresses!” said Audrey Menard, one of the most enthusiastic chaperones. “The two different color purples and the dancers’ petticoats, they are just adorable.”

“And,” chimed in Ann Warren, another enthusiastic chaperone, “I love that Cathy talked you into getting a matching shirt and tie for that section of the song when you come out onto the stage to conduct the slower section of their routine.”

Other chaperones joined in with praise for the conductor and the attire. “You’ve done such a good job with them.” “They sound so good.” “The new gowns are beautiful, too.”

Suddenly, all the girls in the pool started shouting out whistles and ‘oohs’ and ‘ahhs.’ Kelly and the chaperones turned to see what had gotten their attention, as if Kelly didn’t already know. Walking to the edge of the pool was Kelly’s magnificent wife in a beautiful, if a bit revealing, one-piece swim suit that showed off each and every one of her beautiful curves. Her smile and body language indicated that she adored the attention.

“Good lord, Kelly,” Audrey said, “How do you deal with so much woman?”

Kelly laughed, “I just give her everything she wants and say, ‘yes, dear’ a thousand times a day.”

While Cathy frolicked with the girls in the pool, some chaperones stood by the edge, others went to the food court or their rooms and Kelly continued to deal with every detail of the trip using his tablet. Updates to parents, communications with the school’s headmaster, who also happened to be Audrey’s husband, and confirming events with festival coordinators, all of whom kept referring to him as ‘Ms Powell.’

As the evening wore on, the kids were given a ’15 minute warning’ and the activities at the pool started to wind-down. Cathy pulled herself out of the pool and gave herself a quick drying with a towel, then wrapped her cover-up onto her hips and smiled as she approached Kelly.

“Hey, babe, I’ll head up to the room and shower so that you can take yours when you’re finished here. Can I steal your hair-tie? I like to tie it back when it’s wet like this.”

Kelly pulled the tie from his hair, letting it fall to just below his shoulders. “Ok, Cath. I’ll be back in the room when I’m sure that the girls are all in their rooms.”

“Don’t worry about the girls,” Audrey said, seemingly out of nowhere, “We’ll all take care of them. You got us this far, you need to get to bed. I tell you, Cathy, this guy is a workaholic. He stresses over every little thing, doesn’t he?”

“Oh, you know it,” Cathy giggled. “He creates stress where none exists and this trip will either be a great success, or he’ll have a heart attack trying to make it one.” With that, she gave Kelly a peck on the cheek and headed to their room. “I’ll see you in a few.” She called back as she walked.

Audrey and Kelly wandered around the pool and picked up all kinds of things that the girls had left behind; tee shirts, swim-wraps, phones, hair ties, etc. Then they headed back to their rooms, chatting as they walked.

As the elevator doors opened, a hotel guest backed out of the elevator car pulling a luggage cart that was followed by four very young children and a woman in her late twenties with a sleeping infant on her shoulder. The man looked frazzled and didn’t even notice Audrey and Kelly until he was out of the car.

“Joan, Ellen, Katie, Brianna, come on. We’re going to miss the bus to the airport.” He ordered his children.

Audrey and Kelly moved to try to make room for the man to maneuver.

“Philip,” the man’s wife said in a loud, scolding whisper, “don’t wake the baby and watch out for those women behind you.”

The man turned and noticed Audrey and Kelly for the first time. “Oh, sorry, ladies,” he said with a bit of embarrassment. Then he reached for the elevator door to hold it open for them. It was an awkward reach, but he was trying to be polite. “Here. Let me hold this for you.”

Audrey started to tell the man that he was mistaken about Kelly’s gender, but Kelly cut her off, “Thank you sir,” he said as he ducked into the elevator followed by Audrey.

The doors closed and Audrey said, “Does that happen a lot?”

Kelly laughed. “Too often, I guess. Especially when my hair is loose, like this. It’s ok, though. I’m short and I look younger than I am. Either they think that I am a little boy or a prepubescent girl. It’s been that way most of my life. Cathy thinks it’s hilarious every single time. I’m just kind of used to it. You know, being one of only a few male faculty members in an all-girls-school makes it a little easier. As long as I have a tie and suit coat on, there are no mistakes like that.”

The doors opened on the third floor and there were 3 girls waiting for them.

“Mr Powell,” said their spokesperson, Ericka, a senior and one of the section leaders, “we have a problem. Connie and Samantha haven’t gotten their luggage yet and they need their night-clothes and their concert gown and dress are in them, too and they have pillows in them and…” Kelly knew that Ericka was a mother hen for the ensemble. She'd been a leader since she joined as a freshman and she was the go-to-girl for every problem amongst the choruses. Sometimes, Kelly referred to her as his lieutenant, or first mate.

“Whoa, whoa, whoa,” said Kelly, “I’m sure that the bags are coming and even if there is a problem, I’m sure you can borrow from some of the other girls. Mrs Powell has all the extra gowns and dresses in her suitcase, too, so, no matter what, no one needs to panic. Let me make a call from my room…”

Just then, a hotel worker carrying 2 suitcases came around the corner.

“That’s my suitcase!” shouted Samantha and Connie followed with, “Mine, too!”

“See,” Audrey laughed, “problem solved. Now, get into your rooms and let Mr Powell get some rest. Go on, now!”

She smiled at Kelly and said, “Go on, you too. Off to bed. We’ll hold down the fort here and see you in the morning.”
 

 

When Kelly open the door to his room, Cathy was just finishing drying her hair. She was completely naked and Kelly was, as usual, mesmerized by her beauty. It wasn’t just her amazing body, it was her confidence and grace. The door opening didn’t even phase her. Had it been a hotel employee instead of him, Cathy would have just giggled and stepped back into the bathroom. Nothing ever “harshed her groove.”

She spotted Kelly in the mirror and, without turning, she smiled at him and continued to fluff her long, light brown hair.

“Well, Ms Powell,” she joked, “is everything ok with the troops?”

Kelly walked up behind her and put his arms around her waist, nestling his face in her hair and shoulders and breathing in the sweet strawberry smell of her hair. He was 100% smitten with Cathy and was forever grateful that she saw something worth loving in him.

“So far, so good, I guess. Samantha and Connie didn’t have their suitcases, but they showed up.”

“Huh,” said Cathy, “yours isn’t here yet, either. We should call down to the desk.”

“In a minute. Let me just hold you for a minute or two.”

“Hold me?” Cathy turned to face him and raised his arms to wrap around her neck. “Don’t you want to do more than hold me?” He rested his head on her soft, yet firm breasts as she wrapped her arms around his back and began kissing the top of his head.

“Well, yeah,” He said as he lowered his lips to suckle her nipples, “but I need to call downstairs first.”

Cathy held him tighter and guided him towards the room’s phone. Between kisses on his head, she said, “Tell you what. I’ll call down to the desk, while you be a good little Ms Powell and get down on your knees and make me happy. How does that sound?”

Kelly continued to suckle her nipples, but looked up into her beautiful, blue eyes and smiled. Then, with one final kiss to each breast, her released his hold on her neck and slid his hands softly down her back as he knelt before her and resumed his kissing, this time on the lips of her vagina.

As Cathy dialed ‘0’, his tongue slide into the sweet opening. He adored this. He felt like he was worshipping her and her reaction always made him horny.

Cathy’s breathing sped up just a bit as she spoke into the phone. “Yes, this is room 9357. We are still waiting for a suitcase. (Pause) Kelly Powell. (Pause and a shiver as Kelly’s tongue prodded deeper and deeper) Ok. Yes. Thank you.”

She hung up and dug both of her hands into Kelly’s pitch black hair as she began thrusting into his face. “Oh, babe, keep that up! They say that they're running late because of the festival, but your bag should be outside the door by morning. Oh, oh, oh, that's a good little Ms Powell. Keep that up, Kelly Girl. Ms Powell! Ms Powell! Ms. Ms. Come on Missy, make me happy, my sweet little babe!!”
 

 

“Well, that’s just great! I’m screwed!” Kelly said as he and Cathy turned from the front desk. His luggage had not arrived and the girl at the counter had called the airline, only to find out that his luggage had been located in Costa Rica. They would have it back to him as soon as they could, but that would be at least 4 days. “That’s just freakin’ wonderful! I work all year for this and the damned airlines mess everything up!”

“Wait a second,” Cathy said and ran back to the counter. “How long does it take to get to a shopping center by cab?”

“About a half-hour, mam. What store do you need?”

She thought for a second, “I guess we need a tux rental company more than a store.”

The girl typed on the computer for a few moments. “The closest is about a 45 minute ride. Just a warning, though, it is Saturday morning and there is the music festival, a cheerleading festival and a half-marathon all going on today. So it may only take 45 minutes to get there, but it could take an awful lot longer to get back onto Disney property.”

“How long?”

“I can’t say for sure, but it won’t be quick.”

Cathy did some figuring in her head and then asked, “What time does the shop open?”

“11:00, mam.”

“Damn it,” she whispered “Thank you.”

Audrey was already with Kelly.

“No luck?” she asked.

“Lots of luck, just all bad,” Cathy said while putting her arm around Kelly’s shoulders and hugging him to her.

“Kelly,” Audrey said, “can I talk to Cathy for a moment, alone?”

“Sure,” Kelly replied. “I have to use the men’s room. I’ll be back in a moment.”

“I have an idea,” Audrey began. “I want to bounce it off of you first, though.”
 

 

When Kelly returned, all the chaperones and girls were assembled in the lobby.

“Ok, Mr Powell,” Audrey announced so that everyone could hear. “Mrs. Powell and the other chaperones will deal with the attire issue. You take your troops to a secluded corner and get them warmed up. You brought these girls here to sing, so you get them ready and when you come back to your room, we’ll be ready for you.”

Kelly glanced at Cathy who gave him a reassuring smile.

“Well, alright, then!” Kelly perked up. He checked his watch. ‘Hmm, well ahead of schedule. Maybe we can pull this off,’ he thought. Then he grinned at the girls and let out one of his trade-mark phrases, “Let’s get this road-on-the-show, ladies! Follow me!” and off they went towards the walking paths where Kelly had spotted a few places that he could rehearse.

When he’d left, Audrey, Cathy and the other chaperones all formed a circle to arrange everything. “So, where do we stand?” Audrey asked.

“I have lots of clothes that I brought for Julie,” said Rose Elliot. Julie was a very talented and petite freshman and Rose was her mom. “She’s a size 2 and she is pretty self-conscious about being so small in the chest. I bought her 6 padded bras for the trip. They look like a very natural B-cup. Also, I bought her new panties before we left, some are bra and panty sets. So, if he needs them, he can have a few pairs – all brand new.”

“Great,” said Cathy. “We probably will need them.”

“Penny has two pair of dress shoes that she brought with her; one for the concert and one for the reception on Sunday night.” Said Penny’s mom. “She’s a size 8. You said that Mr Powell is a size 6 ½ or 7 men’s, so they should do. They're a 2 inch heal, so nothing too dramatic. They should work.”

“I brought several pairs of extra pantyhose for Elise - she's such a tomboy. She's a petite, too, so he can have those.”

“All the extra concerts clothes are in my suitcase and,” Cathy jumped in, “since Audrey is the best beautician in the greater Seattle area, she’ll take care of his hair and makeup! I think we’re gonna pull this off, ladies!”

“Only if he goes along with it,” said one chaperone.

“He will,” nodded Cathy. “He loves those kids and he'd do anything for them. He’ll argue about it, but he’ll do it.”

Audrey laughed, “You know what he told me last night? When I asked how he was able to handle a woman like you, he said, ‘I give her everything she wants and I say ‘yes’ a thousand times a day.’ With that philosophy, I think he’ll jump on board pretty quickly!”
 

 

It was a great final rehearsal and the excited girls all ran past Cathy on the way to their rooms. Kelly was the last one to arrive on the exterior balcony that acted as a hallway. He was talking to Grace McPhee, a sophomore who was very nervous about the performance.

“Gracie,” Kelly was saying, “it's just another performance. Like I always say, we do our best at every performance, so it doesn't matter if it's 6 people or a thousand. If we all do our best, we’ll all do great. Ok?”

“Ok, Mr Powell. I'll do my best!” She replied and ran to her room.

“I could hear some of the rehearsal from here. They sounded great!” said Cathy as she folded Kelly into a hug.

“Thanks,” he said and relished her smell for a moment. “Any luck?”

“Lot’s of luck, but…” Cathy started, “…lets go inside and get you all set up.”

When he entered, Kelly was taken aback by what he saw. Audrey had set up a chair by the sink and had a whole assortment of hair-styling tools on the little table in their room.

“What's all this?” He asked.

“Ok, babe, I know this is unusual, but I think we can do this. All the forms already say ‘Ms Kelly Powell’ anyway, so we figured that the only solution…”

“No, no, no!” said a petrified Kelly. “I can't wear a dress. I'd look like an idiot!”

“No you won't. I'll make you beautiful,” said Audrey.

“Kelly, its this or go home without a trophy. You've worked so hard to get them here and it means so, so much to all the girls,” Cathy said while rubbing his back. She kissed his head and said, “All the girls will understand that this was an emergency situation. They love you and they'll all adore you for being their hero.”

“Yeah. Some hero! Wonder Woman, I guess,” Kelly said.

“Then please, babe,” Cathy said, “do it for me. It would kill me to see either you or the girls disappointed. Please, baby, please.”

Kelly sighed, “Ok, but, please, don't make me look foolish. It's bad enough that almost every one of my students is taller than me. I worked hard to get their respect. Please don't take that away from me.”

“There we go!” hollered Audrey! “See, I told you he'd do it for you!”

“Great!” said Cathy as she handed him over to Audrey who immediately set about wetting his hair.

“Do we have clothes that will fit me?” he asked.

“All set.” Cathy said. I'm not positive if you're a size 0 or 2, but we've got both sizes in the gown and the dress. We have shoes from Penny, pantyhose from Elise and a bra and panties from Julie.”

“Wait!” he said with great concern in his voice, “I'll be wearing my students’ underwear!?”

“Well, you can't wear mine, I'm a size 12,” said Audrey, “and you can't wear Cathy’s because she's a pretty well developed woman. Face it, stud, your best bet is to borrow from the freshman girls.”

She and Cathy laughed just a bit of nervous laughter. Kelly just sighed. His whole life he'd hated being mistaken for a child or a girl. Now, his best bet was to borrow from 14 year old girls. “I can't look like a freshman, though, Cath. I need to look like Kelly Powell, the choir director.”

“That’s where I come in, honey,” said Audrey, who seemed to have descended into a focused work-mode. “There are lots of petite women in the world and I know how to make them beautiful. You'll see. You'll love what I do.”

She wrapped the towel around Kelly’s head and led him to the other chair. He could smell Cathy’s shampoo in his own hair and at once felt both turned on and as if a bottomless pit had opened in his stomach.

“Now,” Audrey said, “is the time when I usually say, ‘this will be painless,’ but, honey, I need to work on those eyebrows a bit, so… just take a deep breath and let me do what needs to be done. It'll be over before you know it.
 

 

By 11:30, Kelly was clean shaven, clean shaven everywhere, including around his genitals. It had happened while he had been otherwise involved with Audrey. He was standing while Audrey was using a curling iron on his hair and Cathy was buried under the sheet that covered his naked body from shoulder to floor, shaving him as clean as the day he was born. His hair was partially piled on his head and there were a few hot-curlers still in his hair which, Audrey assured him, would put lots of body into his hair. His makeup was done and Audrey had taken some ice and a sewing needle that one of the mother's had brought, just in case, and pierced his ears, so that he was wearing the same tear-drop pearls that his students wore for concerts.

Cathy had fastened and adjusted his black bra which was trimmed in white lace while he now stood with the sheet wrapped around his waist. Well, in fact it was not ‘his’ bra. It was 14 year old Julie’s bra and both Audrey and Cathy had complimented him on how flattering it was on him. He had no real response for what was probably meant as a compliment, so he just whispered, “Thank you,”

“Oh aren't those adorable!” Audrey cooed as Cathy handed her husband a pair of size 2 panties. “They match the bra perfectly. I love all that lace. You know, my daughters all love that ‘hipster’ style; kind or halfway between a bikini and a boy short. I never really liked them on me, though. I prefer old fashioned, medium waisted panties.”

Kelly was shocked by the panties. They were just so… so… girly. “Cath, I can't wear those. The girls will know.”

“I doubt it, babe. Rose said that she’d bought Julie all new bras and panties for the trip. Julie probably has no idea that you're even wearing her clothes. Now, be a big boy and go put your panties on.” Cathy laughed as she tapped her husband’s sheet covered bottom and scooted him into the bathroom. “And remember to tuck it between your legs, too babe! We don't want any unsightly bulges!”

Kelly headed for the lavatory, but stopped at the mirror. It was his first opportunity to see the makeup and hair. The bra and the earrings. It was a lot to take in.

As soon as the door was closed, Audrey turned to Cathy and, in hushed tones said, “Oh, my God, he's even cuter that I could have imagined. No one will suspect that he's a boy.”

“Shhh,” giggled Cathy. “I know, he is absolutely adorable. I can't tell you how amazing I am finding all of this. You are truly a miracle worker.”

“No, he is truly a beautiful woman.”

They quieted as the bathroom door opened, but Kelly did not come out. “Cath? Can you come here? I need your help.”

Cathy went to the door. All Audrey could hear was whispers. When Cathy stepped back into the room, she was laughing just a bit and looked a little embarrassed. She was towing her very feminine looking husband behind her and he was still wearing the sheet as a skirt to cover his lower half. His head was down in embarrassment as well.

“Umm,” Cathy started, “well, I guess there's no tactful way to say this, but would you mind just stepping out for a moment? My little friend, here, is having a problem with his little friend and I think I can help them both.” Her voice was filled with giggles and her smile had grown bigger with each word.

Audrey stared blankly for a moment, then said, “Oh! OH!! I understand. Um, yes, of course, I… well I'll be outside the door when you're done.” She started to open the door, but stopped for a second and turned to say, “If you need some ice to cool it down, there's still some in the bucket.”

“Umm,” Cathy grinned, “no. I think our ‘girl’ is just a bit overstimulated. We’ll just be a few minutes.”

“Oh, ok.” And she went out the door.

Cathy turned to face her husband. He was still lost in humiliation over this situation. Cathy had always felt tall next to Kelly, but now she felt powerful. His bra made him look somehow smaller. The hair and makeup and the last few curlers in his hair, it was like he was her daughter or something. She just felt… empowered for some reason.

“It's ok, babe. It's just a sensory overload for you. It'll be fine.” She put her hand under his chin and softly guided his face up to meet hers. “I promise, baby. It'll be fine. I'll take care of you. Now, we don't have much room here and I don't want you to lay down and mess your hair, and there isn’t enough room for me to kneel down, so I really can't do this with my mouth.”

She stepped aside and grabbed a few tissues. When she turned back to Kelly, he was staring into the mirror. It was as if he was in shock at the beautiful woman looking back at him.

“You’re beautiful, babe. You see that, right?”

He looked away from the mirror, a bit ashamed, then raised his eyes to a Cathy and nodded.

Cathy pulled off the sheet and pulled around the chairs that had been used for his shampoo. She sat in it and pulled Kelly to her. She made sure he was still looking into the mirror while she began stroking his hairless penis.

“Shh,” she whispered, “look how pretty you are. It's a lot to take in, I know, but you are such a pretty girl. No one will know that you're a man and I have never found you more attractive than I do right now. I love your soft, smooth skin with no hairy parts. It's so sexy.”

Kelly put one arm are over Cathy’s shoulder and moved a little closer while she continued massage his member. When he was close enough she began nipping at his faux breasts, too.

“Do you like your breasts? I had breasts like that when I was a girl, too. Not too big, not too small; just right.”

As she picked up momentum on his penis, his right hand began to rub up and down his hairless torso. As he neared his crotch, Cathy reached over and softly guided it towards his penis. She wrapped her hand around his and had him join in his masturbation. Once she was sure that he was focused on his member, she let go and just watched as he rubbed himself.

Cathy pulled him close so that he was standing between her legs, but still facing the mirror. Her head was just below his ear as she whispered, “That's it babe. Do it for me. I want to see my little girl cum for me. That's it baby, that's it. Look at the beautiful girl and rub it as fast as you can.”

She readied the tissues as his face grew red and his penis grew purple.

She reached around and watched with astonishment. Years of dating and years of marriage and she never even imagined him jerking off. Now, he was so weakened by these feminine things and the makeup, that he was doing it in front of her.

“Let it come, baby. Let it come. Think of your pretty bra and how pretty you'll be in your matching panties and just let it come.”

It came. It came with a vengeance and Cathy clamped the tissues to the tip of his penis to try to collect every drop as his knees nearly buckled out form underneath him.

Cathy supported him, though, and whispered, “That's ok, baby. That's ok. Mommy has her little girl. Don't worry, just let it all out.” And he did.

When the spams ended, she carefully arranged the tissues on the counter and grabbed a dampened face cloth. She wiped his groin clean and had him step into the black panties with white lace. Then she slowly raised them up to his waist, stopping long enough to tuck his exhausted penis down between his legs so that she could secure it in the silky softness of his panties.

Then she rubbed the smooth front created by the tucking. “Oh, so smooth. Aren't you pretty? Do you like your panties?”

Kelly’s senses were returning and he was deeply embarrassed. He turned away for a moment.

Cathy could see the opened and soiled tissues on the vanity top. She reached over and dipped a finger in to taste it herself. It was still warm and salty. She stood and turned Kelly back to the mirror. “Oops,” she said, “I think you need a little lip gloss.”

Kelly looked at his lips. They looked fine to him – for a woman’s lips, anyway. While he examined himself, Cathy dipped 2 fingers back into the messy goo on the tissues, then turned Kelly back to her.

“Purse your lips for me, babe,” she said.

Kelly did and Cathy smiled as she spread a coating of his cum onto his lips, then thrust a sticky finger into his mouth. Kelly closed his mouth on the finger and she pulled it out slowly. Then he licked his lips. ‘Salty’ he thought. Not what he expected.

“Taste good?” She asked

He nodded.

Cathy knew that she would need to change her own panties before leaving for the concert.
 

 

His nails had been painted, his heels were on, he’d tried on his show choir dress and he was wearing the concert choir gown. It was a classic, black concert gown. A silky, slip-lining for a short sleeved, full length taffeta-like material that flared out from an empire waist. The upper part of the dress was V-necked, with short sleeves, with a black lace overlay and a sparse, but effective smattering of sequins across the bodice. With the high heels, he actually felt taller and with the amount of fussing over his appearance that had been going on for the last few hours, he actually was enjoying the feeling of being pretty. Cathy was behind him, finishing off the large bow that sat on each girl’s rear end when wearing these new gowns. Many complained that the bows made the zipper hard to manage, but it pulled in the dress beautifully and created a feminine shape for all body shapes.

Audrey had left about fifteen minutes earlier. She'd explained the situation to her husband, the headmaster, and then gathered all the girls together to prepare them for Kelly’s appearance.

“Time to go, babe. Are you all set?” Cathy held a garment bag containing the show choir dress that Kelly would be wearing for the second performance.

“No. I'll never be ready for something like this, so we might as well get it over with.”

He took a deep breath to steel himself to step outside and Cathy marveled at how his bodice rose and fell. ‘My God, he looks so beautiful,’ she thought.

Three floors down, on the sidewalk, all of the girls were waiting. All were wearing identical dresses to Kelly. They were very excited. Excited to be there. Excited to be performing in the festival and excited because their teacher, Mr Powell, had, through a series of events beyond his control, been forced to dress as a woman. They knew he was small, but they all respected him and were ready to support him however they could.

“I wonder how he’ll look?”

“I bet he’ll be pretty in a dress.”

“I hope he's not embarrassed”

“I have a boy-cousin who wears dresses all the time. He looks weird, but his boy- friend looks great in his dress.”

Back on the third floor, Cathy and Kelly waited for the elevator. Kelly had not said a word since leaving the room. Cathy had only offered a few words of advice. “Small steps, babe and hold the skirt of the dress up a little when you walk. Remember that it touches the ground. Let's keep it as clean as possible.”

The elevator seemed to take forever. Everything just felt ‘different’. The silky pantyhose that reached high above his normal, male waist, the lining of the gown, the need to care for the clothes while moving, the tightness of the bra around his torso. Different.

They heard voices approaching and Kelly slouched a bit to hide himself.

“Stand straight, babe. Relax. You're gorgeous. Remember, use your normal voice, just a little softer. It'll be fine.”

Two women rounded the corner to join them. Both were wearing Disney themed sundresses. Very light. Very pretty. Very feminine.

One looked at Kelly and said, “Oh, my! Aren't you all dolled up!”

The other jumped in, “Concert today? Are you with all the girls downstairs in the gowns?”

Kelly smiled and replied, “Yes. We’re performing in EPCOT this afternoon.”

“How awesome,” the first woman smiled. “Where are you from?”

“Seattle,” Cathy said. She indicated the garment bag over her shoulder and said, “I'm just a roadie for the girls, so I get to bang around in Capri pants while they all dress up.”

“Very nice,” the second woman said as the elevator arrived and they stepped in. “And what grade are you in, sweetheart?”

Kelly laughed a bit, “I'm the director of the choruses.”

“Oh… I'm sorry. How old are you, dear?”

“27. Don't worry about it, when you're a short guy, you get used to people underestimating your age.” Kelly immediately realized he'd said he was a guy.

Cathy jumped in, “People frequently think she's my niece or even my daughter. I'm her wife, by the way.”

The woman smiled, “Oh, how nice. Well, good luck and wish the other ‘guys’ good luck from us, too.”

The doors opened and the women stepped out into the crowd of St Mary’s choruses. “Good luck, guys! Knock ‘me dead!”

Cathy put her arm around Kelly’s shoulders and gave him a reassuring shake. “All set, babe? It's now or never.”

He took a deep breath and let it out, raised his eyebrows and said, “Here goes nothing. So much for my teaching career.”

“Oh, now…” Cathy was saying, but she was interrupted by Audrey’s voice.

“Ladies! Ladies! Ladies! I present to you, your new Chorus director, Ms Kelly Powell!”

They girls all turned and for a moment, there was silence. Then there was excited giggles and “oh, my God!” and “he’s beautiful!” and “that's not really him, is it?” And then – applause and hoots and cheers.

Then they started cheering, “Mis – ter – P! Mis – ter – P! Mis – ter – P!”

But the chaperones quickly quieted them and reminded them that they could not say ‘mister’ this weekend.

Then the cheer began again, “Mis – sus – P! Mis – sus – P! Mis – sus – P!”

Finally, Cathy helped Kelly stand on a bench so he could address the girls. “Alright, girls, we've come a long way to get here and, to be honest, it has not gone at all as I had planned it. So, let's walk to the front of the resort, get on the bus, go to the concert and show everyone why we came.”

More cheers as the girls walked away.

The chaperones were not allowed to go “back stage” where the choruses warmed up, so they waved goodbye to the chorus’ charter bus.

At first, Kelly felt very awkward with all these young woman asking questions and giving compliments, but, as soon as he started focusing on getting ready, it all faded away and the clothes, jewelry and makeup became secondary.

They warmed up and got in line to take the stage. Suddenly, Kelly was overwhelmed with the enormity of what he was doing and he started to sweat.

Ericka, the faithful section leader, was next to him and was afraid that he was about to pass out.

“Ms Powell, are you ok?” No response. “Ms Powell? Ms Powell?”

Kelly broke free of his anxiety and turned to Ericka. As his thoughts cleared he smiled, but he was shaking a bit and, try as he might to stop it from happening, a tear rolled down his left cheek.

Ericka, who was taller than Kelly by at least a few inches pulled him into a friendly hug and said, “You’ll be great. You're always great and we all love you for doing this for us.”

He straightened himself, nodded and took a deep, cleansing breath as the stage manager came to lead them to the stage. In the past, they had a tradition of each student giving Mr P a high-five on the way to the risers. This time, each gave him a quick, chaste, sisterly hug on the way. When the last student passed onto the stage, he felt that he had never been so connected to these girls.

One more deep breath and out he went, holding the skirt of his gown just off the floor.

He smiled at the girls and they returned big, sincere smiles to him.

He was focused.

He was ready.

Kelly was known for being a bit of a showman, even a show off, when leading his chorus and today was no exception. He was broad and flamboyant and he felt the girls following his every nuisance and sway. It was an amazing performance and, when it was done, they all knew that they had scored well, but they wouldn't find out what that score was until the banquet on Sunday night.

Now, as the next group took the stage, the girls in show choir grabbed their garment bags from the chaperones and ran to the changing rooms. Audrey and Cathy had special permission to join the girls to help with quick changes and pinning in hair that might interfere with the choreography.

The entire group or 20 girls ran into the girls’ locker room. Kelly headed to the boys’ locker room, but stopped before he reached it and looked around in confusion. ‘Damn it. I am definitely NOT getting changed with the girls!’ He thought.

Just then, a coordinator spotted him and shouted, “Excuse me, miss, are you a director or a student?”

“Director.”

“Well, we have a private room for directors. Come this way.”

“Oh, thank God!” He whispered and followed her to the room.

He tried to unzip the gown, but that damned bow was in the way. So, he opened the door a crack to look for Cathy. She was no where to be seen, but the ever helpful coordinator appeared from around the door.

“Everything alright?”

“Oh, umm, I'm afraid that I am having trouble with the zipper. I need a little help, I'm afraid.”

“No problem, Ms Powell. I'm a costume assistant here, I can give you a hand,” and without another word, she gently pushed Kelly back into the dressing room, turned him around, untied the bow and pulled the zipper all the way down to his buttocks.

Kelly was shocked and moved his hands to cover his rear, but that just made it easier for the woman to pull the gown down his arms, leaving him with his bra exposed and the lower part of the gown hanging from his hips.

He didn't know what to do, but the clock was ticking, so he removed the gown, but stayed turned away from the woman.

She continued to be helpful, though and removed the show choir dress from the garment bag. “Oh, how pretty!” she cooed as she pulled the dress out.

And it was.

The mothers’ committee had gone all out to pick this dress for the girls.

He remembered that they called it a ‘fit and flare’ style of dress. It's was soft and stretchy in the top and the bottom floated about their knees as the girls danced. Mostly, it was a light purple color, but the bodice was a darker, velvety, stretch material that accentuated the girls’ figures. The skirt was a series of soft, mesh material that was designed in three, asymmetrical layers with a tiny petticoat at the top to create the illusion of hips for girls who had yet to develop completely. Sadly, Kelly was now a member of that group. The petticoat also enhanced the girl’s movements when they danced.

The woman held the dress so that she could help Kelly get it on without messing his hair.

“Turn and face me, honey. I'll help you with your hair. That's far too much work to mess up with another performance coming up.”

He had no choice, ‘What the hell?’ He thought, ‘I've got a bra, panties and pantyhose on. I'll just look like an underdeveloped woman.” And he turned and thanked her.

“My pleasure. Really. Oh, my goodness, what a beautiful bra that is. Do you mind if I ask where you got it?”

Kelly suppressed the instinct to say, ‘Sure, I borrowed it from a 14 year old, high school freshman who is in my choir and will probably be taller than me in three months,’ and instead he thought of stores where Cathy loved to buy her lingerie and said, “Ummm, I believe I got it at Neiman Marcus. I'm not 100% sure, though.”

As the coordinator pulled the dress into place and fussed with it to make it hung just right, she said, “Oh, I LOVE Neiman’s! A little pricey, but so pretty, right? Well, I think you're all set now. Good luck, honey. Have a good show.” And she gave him a strange ‘almost kiss’ on his cheek before leaving the room.

Kelly could hear Cathy organizing the girls in the open area in front of the dressing rooms, so he hung his gown up in the garment bag and headed out to the troops.

“Ooh, Ms P, you are gorgeous!” One girl shouted at him.

Again they all applauded and he made a show of doing a little curtesy for their benefit.

They laughed and applauded more.

“Oh, wait, Ms P. You can't dance in those heals. You need some character shoes like the rest of us. I brought my old pair in case anyone needed some.” It was, of course, Ericka to the rescue. She dug in her bag and pulled out a pair of tan character shoes.

Cathy took them from Ericka and thanked her. “Ok, girls. If your hair and makeup is already done, you can move into the waiting area. I'll help Ms Powell finish getting ready.

The girls happily hustled into the waiting area while Audrey tapped Connie on the shoulder and said, “All set, dear. Go ahead and join the rest of the girls,” and off Connie went to wait with the rest of the girls.

Cathy guided Kelly to the chair. Kelly knew that the girls all wore much more dramatic makeup for the show choir, but he hadn't considered he'd wear it too.

“Ready, beautiful?” Audrey asked as Kelly sat down.

“Is this really necessary?” Kelly asked. “I'm only on stage for 5 out of 20 minutes.”

“Sit still, babe,” Cathy said. “Pretty girls have to go through a lot in order to be pretty girls. Now, cross your legs at the knees and sit up straight. Your hair will be fine. I'll put the flower-hair clip in.”

He sighed and said, “Thy will be done.”

Cathy smiled as she fastened the barrette with three large flower buds (purple, white and purple – the school colors) to the back of his head.

When his eyes were smoky and his lips a startling shade of red, Audrey, Cathy and Kelly joined the girls. Kelly said, “These shoes are much more comfortable than the other ones were.”

“That's because they’re made for dancing, not fashion, babe.”

“Well, I prefer comfort to fashion, I guess.”

“Oh, but you were so pretty in your heels.”

“Hrumph.” He grunted, but smiled broadly, none the less.

“Saint Mary’s Show Choir! You're at places!” Shouted the stage manager. “Two minutes to stage. Ready?”

Kelly came to the front of the line and said, “Yes, mam. We’re all set.”

Once again, Erica was next to Kelly.

“You look even prettier in this dress, Mr P.” She whispered.

“Ms,” Kelly whispered. “Ms P.”

“Can I ask you a question.”

“Sure.”

“Do you like it? The dress, I mean. I think they're very comfortable and I love the feel of the soft material. Do you?”

“It's… comfortable, I guess, but I can't wait to get get back into my jeans.”

“Oh, really? I think you like it a lot. How could you look so beautiful and not like it.”

“Shhh” came from the stage manager.

Kelly whispered, “Ericka, you're only seventeen…”

“I'm eighteen.”

“Ok. You're only eighteen. Being pretty is a big part of your world and you're very good at it, but…”

“Aww. Thanks.”

“… BUT! I've worked very hard to be taken seriously. I'm a short man and that's not an easy thing for a short man to achieve. I've worked hard to get to where I am and I feel a little like a clown with this makeup on.”

“You know what? You remind me of a line from a play we read in AP English Lit last week.”

“What line is that?”

“It's from HAMLET and it goes, ‘I think the lady doth protest too much.’ I think you like it more than you're letting on and I think Mrs Powell likes it too. She's been smiling like a cheshire cat all day. She thinks you're hot. I can tell.”

“Well,” Kelly said, embarrassed and taken aback by the honesty of his student, “Cheshire cat, huh? I bet that Mrs Gregory is giving you an ‘A’ in AP Lit this quarter.”

He licked his lips in thought and tasted the lipstick and he smiled a bit. “I think we need to change the subject, Ericka. Ok?”

She smiled, too. “Ok.”

“Let’s go, Saint Mary’s!” The stage manager called and waved them forward. Lots of hugs on the way by, again and the girls took the stage.

They were on fire! Hiring the choreographer was so worth it! Everything was going great and the audience was eating it up. When the moment came, Kelly stepped out and joined the girls in a quick dance move to move down stage to conduct the next part of the medley. Strange thing, though. When he did this before, it always got laughs. This time, just some cheers and applause.

He conducted them through the slow section and and, as the tempo picked up speed, he danced back off and waited backstage. When the girls finished, he was so, so proud of them. As they ran off stage, he hugged each of them as they passed him and they all ran to meet the rest of the girls and the chaperones out front.

Hugs, hugs, hugs. Tears, tears, tears. They were all so emotional and Kelly felt like their hormones were infecting him. He felt tears of joy on his face, too.

“Ok, girls!” Cathy finally said. “Let’s get you all changed and Ms P and I will take your bags back to the resort while you enjoy some park time. We’ll be back here ASAP.”

“Yay!” And off the ran to change.

“Congratulations, babe. They were wonderful and they were beautiful. And you were wonderful and you were beautiful,” and she hugged him to her breasts. “When we have all their bags, we can call for a cab to take us to resort, get you changed into something more comfortable and come back here. Sound good?”

“Sounds great!”

The girls brought out their bags and loaded them up into a larger bag designed for just this kind of maneuver. It was a bit heavy, but they made it to the front gate and hailed a cab.

Ten minutes later, they were hauling their load up the stairs to their room.

They dropped it on the floor and looked at the disaster area that was their room.

“Well, I guess we should pick up before we go to the park, don't you think?” Kelly asked.

“Nope.” Cathy smiled. “Come here, sexy. I've been thinking about this all day.”

As her eyes traveled up and and down her small, feminized husband, he could feel her lust and he felt… sexy. He swayed towards her and bit on the French-Manicured nail extension that was glued to the forefinger of his right hand, and he smiled as he wrapped his arms around his wife’s neck and pulled himself up on his toes to kiss her and allow her tongue to explore his mouth. Then, slowly, he slid down to his knees and unbuttoned the waist of Cathy’s Capri pants.

Cathy looked down at the perfect hair and sexy makeup of this woman on her knees in front of her. The purple flowers and the soft, light and dark purple dress and she felt empowered as never before.

Kelly pulled the zipper down slowly and guided the pants past her hips to the floor, all the while nibbling at the front of her panties.

“Oh, babe,” she moaned. “Oh, babe. You are my woman now.”

Kelly smiled and slowly lowered Cathy’s panties, then, still slowly, slid his tongue into her vagina and went to work.

She came in seconds, but she was not done.

As soon as her orgasm subsided, she bent over, put her hands under Kelly’s armpits, lifted him fully off the floor and threw him, quite literally threw him, onto the bed. He let out a very girlish squeal as he landed and his skirt flew up to reveal the little lace petticoat that was hidden underneath.

Cathy was aggressive. She grabbed his feet and tried to pull the character shows off. “Straps, honey. There are straps.” She quickly undid the straps and pulled the shoes off, followed by the pantyhose.

Then she saw those wonderful, pretty, black panties with the white lace. They were pretty and they were virginal and pure. She stood at the foot of the bed and pulled his legs to her, one on either side. Then she rubbed his silky, flat, firm crotch. There was nothing there. With his penis tucked, the front of his crotch was just plat – like a Ken-doll.

No. Like a Barbie-doll.

He was her Barbie-doll.

His hand, his little, petite, beautiful hand came down to join her big, powerful hand and they rubbed him together.

“Keep rubbing,” she said as she stopped and gently pulled off his perfect little panties allowing his penis to pop up, free from its silk bondage.

“Rub it,” she whispered.

He took his member in his hand and started to masturbate himself.

“You are beautiful, you know, babe.”

“So are you.”

“No. I'm fit and sexy and all, but, princess, you are beautiful. You're my beautiful, Disney princess,” and she raised his legs high up onto her shoulders and rubbed his bare bottom while he continued to play with his erection with his soft skirts and the little lace petticoat turned inside-out. He looked like a sexy virgin on prom night.

Slowly, she moved her vagina towards his turgid member. “Put it in me, princess. Put it in me.”

So, he did and she began thrusting her pelvis into him in a very unladylike manner, but both were so wrapped up in the eroticism of the moment and the newness of it all that they barely noticed that their sexual roles, their dominance roles, their life roles had completely reversed themselves.

Kelly’s eyes rolled upward as he approached the most explosive orgasm of his existence.

Cathy grunted with lust and exertion as she claimed her lover.

When they came, it was together and both screamed out in ecstasy.

Cathy held him in the folds of her Kegel muscles and milked him until he withered and slipped passively from her with a soft, feminine sigh.

She stood over him, smiling at him for more than a minute before she glanced at the clock.

His eyes were still closed.

“Babe? Babe, are you awake?”

“Uh-huh,” he sighed.

“We need to clean up and get back to the park, babe. We've been here nearly an hour.”

“Uh-huh” he sighed again and rolled to the side, holding the skirt up to avoid soiling it. When he stood, on shaky legs, Cathy helped him pull the feminine garment over his head. He stood in front of her in just a bra, earrings and makeup and gave his beautiful, powerful wife another kiss and cuddled into her tee shirt.

She sniffed his hair. Strawberry shampoo and hairspray. Lots of hairspray.

She could smell the makeup and lipstick.

She could smell the perfume left behind by each of the hugs from the girls in the choirs.

All in all, she smelled a woman. A girl. In her arms.

With great regret, she pushed him towards the lavatory. “Go pee and wipe me off of yourself, then come out and I'll take off your makeup. I bought you some clothes to wear.”

He smiled and did as he was told.

When he returned, she handed him his panties, which he happily put on expecting to be taking them off again, soon, and she sat him in a chair, removed the barrette and a couple of Bobbi pins from his hair and brushed it straight down. Then she took a head-band and pulled his hair neatly off of his face and wiped the makeup off.

When she'd finished taking it all off, she whispered, keep your eyes shut, and he felt her brush something along his eye lids and then his lips. Then she fussed with removing his earrings and wiped them down with cool alcohol, fussing with them again.

“Ok, stand up, babe. Let's get you dressed.”

When his eyes opened, Cathy stood between him and the mirror, helped him stand and turned him towards the bed. She opened a bag an pulled out a pair of white flip-flops with little red bows with white polka dots that sat daintily between his first and second toes.

He saw them and asked, “Where are my sneakers that I wore on the plane?”

“Somewhere in this mess, I'm sure, but you'll like these better.”

He was about to argue that it was time to dress as himself again, when Cathy pulled his new outfit from the bag. It was a white sundress made of layers of soft cotton. It had a China-blue pattern of stylized images, which, at first glance may have been flowers, but upon inspection revealed themselves to be various Disney princesses and their castles. It had medium width shoulder straps that lead to a modest, scoop neck, an empire waist and a pretty, flared skirt.

It was a feminine confection of a dress and, as much as he wanted to try it on, he said, “Cath, I better be a man again. I wore what I needed to for the concerts, but I should go back to wearing men's clothes, now.”

“Well, babe,” Cathy smiled, “First off, you never wore ‘men’s clothes.’ You wore ‘boy’s clothes.’ And secondly, you can't wear boy’s clothes this weekend because, A) your boy’s clothes are in Costa Rica and B) the festival only knows about Ms Kelly Powell, so Ms Powell better show up.”

She raised the dress over the head of her stunned, little husband and slid it onto him. She turned him and zipped him in knowing that he would have difficulty finding the small zipper and pulling it down on his own. As she concealed the zipper in the covered tract of the dress, it felt as if she had trapped him in it and he would need to come to her to get out of the dress and, again, she felt just a little more powerful, in control – masculine and motherly – all at once.

“But, Cath, the girls will see me, the parents will find out, the other teachers will find out. I'll lose my job.”

“Kelly,” Cathy laughed as she fluffed his skirts, fluffed his hair and kissed his forehead, “everyone already knows. You haven't had your phone or tablet for the last few hours, but there are, quite literally, hundreds of pictures of you on social media. Pictures of you walking, conducting, hugging the girls, curtsying… The parents know. The teachers know. Your mother and your sisters know. They called me and told me how adorable you looked. Face it, babe, Ms Powell is here at least until we leave Florida on Tuesday and, judging by the comments on Instagram and Facebook and a phone conversation that Audrey and her husband had, Ms Powell may be expected to be around for a good long while. Maybe forever. And would that be so bad? Look how pretty she is.” And Cathy turned him towards the mirror.

He saw a very small, young woman looking back at him.

She seemed smaller and younger than he'd remembered himself being just a few minutes ago, but she was him. He was her.

She had a pretty little sundress with pretty little princesses on it and a pretty little head band to match. She had on just a light coating of eye makeup, framed by delicately arched eyebrows and soft, pink lips below. On her feet were cute, flip-flops with Minnie Mouse bows and in her ears were the same bows as earrings. Her hair was combed straight, but still retained some of the under-flip she had worn earlier in the day, so her hair had bounce and body to it.

She was a very pretty young woman, but it was him. He was her.

“I look so young.”

“You do. Isn't it amazing?”

“I mean, I look like a girl. A young girl. Fourteen, fifteen. A girl not a woman.”

“I know.”

“Is this even a woman’s dress?”

“Babe, you wore boys’ clothes when you came down here. Not men’s. Now, you'll wear girls’ clothes, not women’s.”

“But, couldn't I wear girls’ pants of something?”

“No, babe. You’ll wear what we pick out for you and isn't it pretty?” Then something funny occurred to her, “I'll wear the pants for now.” She giggled.

Cathy pulled her Capris back on and checked her look in the mirror. She looked good and Kelly looked so sweet and dainty in that beautiful dress. All those horrible jokes about female Physical Education teachers being lesbians and now, she was turned on by dressing her husband up in pretty little dresses. Wait till he sees his nightie and what she has for him to wear tomorrow.

“Ok, babe. Let's head back to the park and find all your little friends. They are just going to gush over you, you know.” She fluffed his hair a few more times before guiding him to the door. “Today, you were their hero. Their knight in shining armor who bravely wore a dress for them. Tonight, you'll be their new friend who enjoys the park with them while wearing more pretty things – and he’s... or, rather… she’s doing it just for them. Now, they can chat freely and openly with you – you know, girl talk. Take you on rides. Tell you secrets. Tonight, instead of being their prince, you'll be their princess.”
 
 
To Be Continued...

Disney Princess - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

Taxonomy upgrade extras: 

  • Age regression
  • Bizarre Body Modifications
  • Changed By Clothing
  • Chemical or Drug Induced Change
  • Female to Male
  • Girl's School
  • High heels
  • lingerie
  • pantyhose
  • Petticoat
  • Vacation Destination

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Disney Princess - 2

by Clara
Copyright© 2017,2025 Clara Schumann

 

Kelly continues his adventures at Disney World.


 
Author's Note: I hope you all do enjoy this particular tale. It is a F to M one and let us see where things take us! Please toss me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Disney Princess - 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 2
 

"Oh, my God! Cathy!" Audrey gushed as Cathy and Kelly approached their meeting location, at the fountain, just inside of the EPCOT entrance. "That dress is even cuter on him... oops... her than I could have imagined." He really was the picture perfect teen girl in his white dress with the China-blue pattern and the matching headband.

She hugged Kelly and said, more quietly, "you are just one big surprise after another, young lady, aren't you!? Every time I think that you couldn't get any prettier, you surprise me again," and she planted a big kiss on his cheek, after which she rubbed the residual lipstick off. "I'm sorry, Kelly. You're just so cute! I can't help myself. Isn't that dress just perfect?"

"It's very pretty, yes," said Kelly.

"She's pouting," Cathy said. "She'd rather be wearing dirty, old jeans and a t-shirt. Can you imagine? She's so pretty this way and she wants to put on crappy old jeans. Tell her Audrey. Tell her how pretty she is."

"You are as pretty as a picture, Kelly. I would not steer you wrong."

Kelly just sulked and nodded.

"Besides," said Cathy, "you can't be 'Ms Kelly Powell' at a concert in the afternoon and 'Mr Kelly Powell' in the evening. It will confuse the festival people, it will confuse the girls, it will confuse the chaperones... heck, it would confuse me."

"Well, I'm pretty confused, right now." Kelly snapped, sounding much more like a petulant teenager than he'd intended.

"Oh, poo," Audrey said, taking him by the hand, "come, on. The ladies are holding some spots for us for dinner. We're having Moroccan tonight."

"Ohh, sounds good," said Cathy as she walked along with Audrey and admired the park.

As they were crossing into The World Showcase, Kelly said, "Ok. Please, let's stop for a moment."

Audrey and Cathy turned to look at him.

"I get it," Kelly said. "I get that I have to maintain this 'disguise' while we're here, but I am not a child, so please don't hold my hand as we walk. It's... it's degrading."

Audrey was shocked. "Oh, I'm sorry..."

"Kelly, after everything that Audrey has done..." Cathy began to scold.

"No, no," said Audrey. "He's right."

"I'm sorry, Audrey. I'm just kind of freaked out by this whole thing. I shouldn't have acted that way," Kelly said. He shook his head, not knowing what else to say.

Audrey smiled and stepped up to Kelly and took his shoulders gently in her hands. "I'm sorry, Kelly. I know you're stressed, but I let my enthusiasm get the best of me. Forgive me?"

Kelly nodded. "There's nothing to forgive, Audrey. I'm just..."

"You're just beautiful," Audrey smiled as she moved her hands from his shoulders to the sides of his face, "and I forgot who you really are. I'll do better."

Cathy rubbed Audrey's shoulder. "Audrey, you're doing great...it's me who is getting carried away."

Audrey continued looking at Kelly, "It's just that when I look at you with that fresh-face, soft hair and pretty dress, I don't see my daughters' music teacher. I see a beautiful girl who I would be thrilled for my son to bring home for dinner."

"Your son who's a sophomore at St Phillip's? That's encouraging." Kelly laughed.

"So," Cathy said, "if we're all good, here, let's get to the Morocco pavilion and eat something."

"Hey! Mrs Powell!" All three turned to see Ericka and four other choir girls hustling over to them.

"Hey! Mrs Powell! Mrs Menard! We were wondering if Mr P is coming back to the..." Ericka paused as she recognized Kelly. "Oh, my goodness, Mr P. I thought you'd be... I mean..." She smiled. "I mean... you look so pretty in that dress... and... so... young."

Kelly smiled and stood as tall as he could in his white flip-flops. "Hi, girls. Having fun?" Kelly couldn't help but notice that there were seven women surrounding him, yet he was the only one in a dress - and a very soft and feminine one at that. Cathy and Audrey were in Capri pants and the girls were all wearing one-piece rompers.

Elise spoke, next, "Oh my God, Hillary, look! Mr P is wearing the same dress that you wear just looking at."

"Ms P," Cathy whispered to Elise.

"Sorry," shrugged Elise.

"It is!" said Hillary, "it's the same one! Oh, I love it, don't you, Ms P? It's so soft and pretty. I wanted to buy it, but, you know, I can't spend $145.00 on a single dress. My mom would kill me!"

"$145.00!?" Kelly whispered in shock. Cathy just smiled.

"I know this may sound weird, but do you think I can borrow it some time?" Hillary asked.

Kelly was shocked. This was not question for which he was prepared. "Umm, I think you'll need to talk to Mrs Powell about that. She bought it, after all."

Cathy laughed, "It's your dress, babe. Maybe if you let Hillary borrow your pretty, little dress, you could borrow some of her clothes sometime. What do you think, Hillary?" Kelly couldn't help but notice that Cathy was enjoying this a bit too much.

"Sure! Anytime!" Hillary beamed. "Anytime." Hillary flounced Kelly's skirts a bit to look at how prettily it moved and imagined herself wearing the charming garment.

Kelly smirked at his smiling wife. He knew she was loving this. He sighed and turned to the girls. "What have you been up to, girls? Having a good time?"

"Oh, yeah," Elise, the tomboy, said. "We had fast passes for 'Test Track' and 'Mission to Mars.' We have one more fast pass for Soarin' in about an hour, so we were going to grab dinner in The Earth before that. Want to join us?"

"Sorry, sweetheart," Audrey said, "but we're joining the other chaperones for dinner."

"I wish we'd thought to get fast passes, too," Cathy said. "Kelly loves Soarin'"

"Hey, Ms P." Karina jumped in, "come with us. I am exhausted from the other rides and I don't think I can handle Soarin'. We can switch Magic Bands after dinner and you can use my fast pass."

"Yeah," Ericka said, "please join us. We loved doing the rides with you at Six Flags last year. This is Disney World, Ms P! We're seniors and we want to enjoy it with you. Please?"

Kelly smiled and was about to let them down gently when Cathy jumped in, "Isn't that sweet, Kelly? Ok, ladies, I'll let my girl go with you, but with Mr P looking like he does, I think it might be a better idea for you to start calling this young lady 'Kelly' so that we don't attract unwanted attention. Ok?"

Kelly had mixed feelings about these new developments. First, he did like to spend time with the girls on these trips - it was very different than the classroom. Second, he did love Soarin' and was thrilled to be able to ride it, but, in spite of those two positive things, he did feel like he was being relegated to 'The Children's Table' in a way. He was trying to verbalized this, when Cathy turned to Ericka and handed her a couple of items.

"Ericka, I haven't had a chance to buy Kelly a purse yet, so can you please take her cell phone and food voucher and hold it for her?"

"Sure, Mrs Powell!" Ericka was thrilled.

Cathy then hugged Kelly and kissed the top of his head. "Bye, bye sweetie. Have a good time with your little friends." As she and Audrey turned to walk away, she called back, "Take good care of her, ladies. We'll all meet up by the Norway pavilion for the fireworks at 8:45." And off they went, leaving Kelly with the girls.

Ericka put her arm through Kelly's and called after the women, "Oh, don't worry! We'll take very good care of 'Kelly' for you." All the girls giggled playfully as they headed towards the building known as The Earth.
 

 

As they stood in check out line of the counter service restaurant on the lower level of The Earth, just across from the entrance to Soarin', with their salads and their bottles of water on their trays, Kelly sighed. He'd planned to get the rotisserie chicken meal with potatoes and bread, but Ericka wouldn't hear of it. "You can't eat that! We're just getting salads."

"I realize that you're all watching your figures, girls, but I prefer the chicken," he'd laughed.

"Well, you may prefer the chicken, but it's messy and you're wearing a white, and very expensive, dress, so - no chicken today. And if you're not going to watch that pretty figure yourself, we'll watch it for you."

They'd even nixed his crème-brûlée dessert and handed him an apple.

"Stay with me, Kelly," Ericka said. "I have your voucher." While Kelly had been looking at his food, Ericka had stepped forward several times and the crowd was threatening to separate them.

Kelly hurried forward, "Sorry."

As they reached the register, a mother and daughter who were checking out on the opposite side of the register caught Kelly's eye. The daughter, who was in her mid-teens was looking at Kelly very closely. Then she whispered to her mother, who looked very closely as well.

"Oh, God." Kelly whispered

"What?" asked Ericka as she dug the food vouchers out of her purse.

Kelly turned his head away from the mother and daughter and whispered to Ericka, "They know. Those people across from us. They know I'm a guy. I can tell by the way they're whispering about me."

Ericka's defense mechanisms all kicked in at once as she defiantly raised her eyes to look at both the mother and daughter. They were definitely looking at Kelly and they were both smiling broadly.

The woman saw Ericka's stare, but her smile never wavered. When she spoke, it was with a lilting British accent. "We were just admiring your little sister's frock. It's beautiful. Did she buy it here?"

Kelly was so relieved that he could barely breathe.

Ericka smiled, "Yes. Our mother bought it for her over at the Mouse Gears Store near the front gate. It is beautiful, isn't it. When we saw her try it on, mom knew that she had to buy it for her."

As she picked up her tray, Ericka turned to Kelly. "Kelly, that lady paid you a compliment. What do you say."

Kelly, who was still shaking and was very grateful to have not peed his panties, said, "Thank you," and smiled at them as he turned to follow Ericka to the table where the rest of the girls were already seated.

"What was that all about?" asked one of the girls. Ericka told them a quick version of the story as they placed their trays on the table and pulled out their chairs.

Ericka watched as Kelly sat. "No, no, Kelly. Not like that."

Kelly was confused. "Not like what?"

"Stand up, honey. I'll show you."

When he was standing, Ericka explained, "Your dress is different than those polyester dresses we wore earlier. It's cotton and it will wrinkle, so you need to smooth it under you, like this." She demonstrated, running her hands from her lower back to the back of her knees.

Kelly tried to emulate the maneuver.

"Not bad. Now cross your legs at your knees and take small bites. Eat over your plate so that you protect your pretty skirts, ok?"

Kelly did as he was told and returned smiles to all the girls who were beaming. They seemed to love sharing in Mr Powell's first foray into girlhood.

As they ate, the girls chatted easily about the day and what they planned to do before leaving on Tuesday.

When there was a lull in the conversation, Ericka glanced at Kelly and then asked, "Kelly, remember when we were backstage and I asked if you liked the feel of the show choir dress?"

He nodded.

"Well, you kinda made me think that you were only doing it for the show and you didn't really 'enjoy' it the way girls do. Now, when you could be wearing something more, well, boyish, you're wearing one of the prettiest dressed I've ever seen. So..."

"So... what?" he asked.

"So," Elise asked, "why are you the prettiest girl in the room and why do you look like one of our little sisters?"

Kelly put down his fork, took his napkin from his lap, touched the sides of his mouth and said, "I can't really answer all of that. Here's what happened. When we got back to the room, Mrs Powell suggested that I needed to look like a woman for the rest of the weekend because the festival people expected it. Then she showed me all these pictures that you guys and other Chorus members had put on Facebook and Instagram. Pictures of me in the dresses, so, you know, any harm that could be done back home was already done. I figured, 'In for a penny/in for a pound' and went along with it. Why this dress and this look? Well, this is the dress that Cathy... Mrs Powell... bought for me and I don't have anything else, so I was stuck with this. Why the young look? I'm as confused as you, but Mrs Powell and Mrs Menard seem to find it hilarious."

"It's not hilarious," said one of the girls. "It's adorable and, who cares, we're just happy that it all worked out."

"And we're happy that you're spending time with us!" said another.

"Oh, look at the time!" Karina said. "Here, Kelly, swap bands with me. You guys need to get going."

They exchanged, bands, dumped their trash and ran to get in line. Kelly, who had rarely worn flip-flops, let alone a dress, before, found the rhythm of running very different in this getup. The dress had a mind of its own and the flip-flops interfered with his footing. When he caught up with the others, Elise, who was the faster runner on the track team was smiling as she watched him. "Now you know why I don't like to dress in prissy dresses like that. They make you run like a girl."

Kelly rolled his eyes and got in line with them. When they moved to the Pre-show area where everyone lined up in rows, Nadine, a very slim and perpetually happy, senior insisted that Kelly join Ericka for the last two seats in the front row because, "The front row has the best ride and, after everything that you've been through, you deserve the best ride."

As they were hustled into their seats by a cast member, Ericka bent to put her purse into the 'cargo area' beneath her seat while Kelly sat in his assigned seat, smoothing his skirts as he did so. Ericka bent down and grabbed Kelly's flip-flops off of his feet and threw them into the 'cargo area' as well. "These could fall off. I'll put them in here for the ride."

Things like this had never occurred to Kelly before and he was beginning to understand that women, even very young women, had to be much more aware of themselves as they went through their daily routine. Everything had to be thought through before nearly every movement. 'Gosh, they're so much smarter about so many things than I am,' he thought.

Fastening his seat belt had even become an issue for Kelly because of the volume of material in his skirts and his unfamiliarity with dealing with them. It had become impossible for him to even find his seat belt, let alone fasten it.

Just as she was about to sit, Ericka saw Kelly's dilemma and grabbed the extending side of the belt and pulled it across his lap, fastening it for him. The seat belt caused his skirts to form a large wrinkle, more like a bump, on his lap, so Ericka took a moment to adjust and smooth everything for him. When she did so, she inadvertently brushed the top of his inner thigh through the light material. Nothing at all was meant by it, just Ericka being a mother-hen, but it made Kelly feel vulnerable. He realized how thin the cotton of his dress was and the nylon/cotton blend of his panties. He'd never felt so 'exposed' before, even though he was completely covered.

The officious cast member tapped Ericka on the shoulder and said, "Take a seat, please," which, Kelly could tell, irritated Ericka.

"I'm just helping my little sister, miss," Ericka snapped. Kelly was shocked as Ericka kissed his forehead and patted his cheek. "You're all set now, Kelly," she said and made a show of returning to her own seat and strapping herself in. She gave the cast member 'the stink eye' and smiled at Kelly and tapped his knee comfortingly. "She's not going to rush me! Mrs Powell told me to take care of you and I'm more scared of her being mad at me than this lady."

Kelly smiled and the ride began, lifting them up as if they were in hang-gliders, soaring over beautiful landmarks. Kelly had done this ride before when he and Cathy had come here for their honeymoon, but this was different. The man-made breezes were lifting his skirts as they glided up and down and the feeling of being barefoot was exhilarating. Yet, and maybe this was all related to Ericka's passing touch on his thigh, the longer he could feel the breeze on his feet and legs, the more he felt, exposed, vulnerable, weak, girly and, strangest of all, happy, almost thrilled, to be experiencing all this with 'his girls'.

When the ride ended, Kelly, again, had difficulty with the seat belt, but, once again, Ericka came to his rescue.

"Please exit quickly to your right!" the cast members called. "Quickly, please!"

"Come on, Kelly," Ericka said with a sweet, but firm voice, "you'll have to put your flip-flops on in the hall."

The floor was cold and clammy and Kelly found it uncomfortable, so he half hopped and half walked out into the hall where the girls waited for him. They all laughed with him when he said, "Yuck! That floor is just icky!"

"Poor baby," one of them said, Kelly was unsure who, but they all laughed again and walked to the exit to meet Karina.
 

 

By 8:45pm, all the girls and chaperones were all gathered in front of the Norway pavilion, overlooking the lagoon, waiting for the multimedia -fireworks show to begin. Kelly had run into many of the girls throughout the evening, so everyone knew how he was dressed. There were lots of compliments from both girls and chaperones. Group photos. Selfies. Texting friends and family members. Lots of energy and lots of estrogen.

The sun had gone down and, although it wasn't really cold, it was cool and a dampness had set in. Kelly shivered a little. His neck and shoulders were much more exposed than he was used to, the soft cotton dress offered little protection from the elements and the light breeze was finding his privates much more easily than when he'd worn pants.

"Are you chilly, babe?" Cathy asked.

"Just a little," Kelly shrugged.

Cathy reached into her backpack and pulled out a very light weight, white sweater. "Just put this over your shoulders, sweetheart. It'll keep you warm."

Kelly did so, gratefully. Cathy's sweater was far too long on him and came down below the hem of his dress. He was happy for the added protection and, as always, loved to be wrapped in her aroma.

When the show was over, they worked their way to the front of the park and waited for the bus to bring them back to the resort. It was very crowded. It took four buses to get them all back. Kelly and Cathy were on the last bus and they ended up standing for the ten minute ride. Kelly was exhausted by the time they got back to the resort.

When they reached the third floor, Maude Jensen, a chaperone, was walking around with a clipboard and a pen, marking off who was in their rooms.

"How's it going?" Cathy asked

"All present and accounted for, now. You are the last two."

"Ok," Cathy said, while Kelly let out a long yawn, "we'll call it a day and see you in the morning. Thanks so much for your help."

"That's why I'm here. Goodnight, Mrs Powell. Good night, Kelly."

Kelly yawned, again, and uttered a noise that sounded vaguely like, "Good night."

Cathy smiled and guided Kelly towards the door to their room. She smiled at Maude and rubbed Kelly's back through her sweater. "Good night, Maude. Thanks again."

As the door to their room closed, Cathy said, "Ok, babe, you go pee and wash your face. I'll get things ready."

When he finished and came out of the lavatory, Cathy was sitting on the edge of the king sized bed in their room, holding a pair of simple white panties.

She stood. "Come here, babe. Turn around."

She extracted the zipper-pull from the tract in the back of his dress and pulled the zipper slowly down his back.

Kelly stood passively as the zipper loosened from his chest and waist. Cathy guided each of his arms out and pulled the dress down to the floor so he could step out. Then she sat on the bed again and turned him toward her.

"You can take off your panties, babe." And he did.

"Step into these, sweet cheeks." She giggled. He just smiled and he followed directions.

Cathy pulled the panties up his legs and gripped his member to tuck it correctly, but she let her hand linger on his shaft. She rubbed it gently, and looked into his eyes.

"That's feels nice, doesn't it, babe?"

"It does," he nodded.

She rubbed and caressed some more. "I love you, you know that, right, Kelly?"

"Of course I know it. It love you, too."

She smiled and that made him smile.

"Babe, I need to tell you something. I... I really like the new you. You know what I mean? I've loved you since we were kids, but there's something about this new Kelly that makes me feel, I don't know... needed. Protective and a little maternal. You are so pretty in these clothes and I love seeing you pretty. Are you ok with that?" She whispered.

Kelly's legs were getting weak from the genital attention. He nestled his head in her shoulder as she continued her massage. His breathing quickened as he said, "I guess it's fine. It's just been a very long day."

"You were so pretty in that dress. Did you get any compliments?"

She could feel his body tensing as she increased the tempo of her rubbing.

"Lots. All the girls loved it and a lot of strangers told me how pretty I looked."

Cathy could see that he loved the attention he'd gotten.

"You were pretty. You're still pretty. My pretty little girl."

Kelly sighed as he came with a vengeance. Cathy caught it all in her hand and let him breathe through ecstasy. "Good girl. Just wipe that off so your panties stay clean, ok?"

She grabbed a tissue to clean her hand as she watched Kelly waddle to the bathroom with his panties around his thighs. When he came back, she pulled them up and tucked him tightly into the simple, white panty with the lacy trim.

Then she reached around and undid his bra. As she slid the bra off, he gave a soft, feminine shrug. 'Oh, that's sweet,' she thought. It was a gesture that woman and girls made everyday, but men can go their entire lives without making.

She held up a lace covered, white bra, padded similarly to the one he'd been wearing.

Kelly smiled, but hesitated. "I don't need a bra. We're going to bed." He smiled impishly.

"Oh, sweetie, your so pretty with a little bra on. And, besides, your nightie won't hang right without it."

"My nightie?" Kelly raised his eyes and whispered, "How far are we taking this?"

"As far as we can, baby. As far as we can." She guided the bra up his arms and turned him around so she could fasten it. She ran her hands up and down his back and rear end. 'How could I not have seen this figure before? We're here with over a hundred girls and, I swear, he is the cutest.' She thought.

Kelly relented to Cathy's desires. If she was happy, he was happy.

She stood and guided him to a chair that faced the mirror. She removed his headband and brushed his hair.

"Your hair has never looked as full and rich as it has today. You should start seeing Audrey regularly. It will make it that much prettier."

Kelly wanted to say, 'I can keep it in a ponytail after this weekend,' but as he looked at the young girl in the mirror, having her beautiful, black hair brushed by the beautiful woman behind her, his resolve melted into gratefulness. He was grateful to be able to share something very different with Cathy, whom he adored. He was grateful for the time he'd spent with all the girls, today and the way that they opened up to him; that had never happened before. He was grateful for the way that Cathy had wrapped him in her warm sweater earlier; the comfort of the light, oversized, knitted garment and the way it surrounded him with Cathy's warmth, her love, her perfume, her care.

"Maybe I should," was all he could say.

Cathy smiled. She carefully separated Kelly's hair into individual plaits and began braiding, first on the left side, then on the right, finishing in the back. When she was done, Kelly had beautiful, French braids.

"There. Now, you'll have body in your hair tomorrow when we take the braids out."

Kelly looked at his reflection. 'Could I be more girly?' he thought.

Then, she took a face cloth and a jar of cream and moisturizer Kelly's face, rubbing it in as much as possible. As he opened his eyes, Cathy pulled out a delicate, little nightie. It was very thin cotton, with just the hint of a gathered waist, thin straps with eyelets in the shape of Minnie Mouse cut all around the bodice. It appeared to be almost shapeless, until Cathy slide it onto Kelly. Then, it hung beautifully. It was designed to compliment the pretty body of a small teenaged girl. Kelly's body with the padded bra fit the bill, perfectly.

"My, my, my, babe. You are breaking my heart. Why did I never think to have you dress like this for me before?"

Kelly blushed and smiled.

"Ok, little girl, into bed with you, while Auntie Cathy takes care of herself."

By the time Cathy crawled into bed, Kelly was breathing softly and steadily as he was slipping into sleep. Cathy curled in behind him and formed the 'large' spoon to Kelly's small one. She breathed him in and thought, 'I love this man, this boy, this woman, this girl so much,' and she slipped into sleep.
 

 

They got an early start the next morning. Kelly didn't even flinch when Cathy produced his clothing for the day. It was another little sundress. Again, the design on the dress was deceiving. From a distance, it looked like it could have been a Jackson Pollack painting, but, up close, it was a collection of Marvel Superheroes with Black Widow featured prominently in the collage. It had straps just wide enough to hide his bra straps and it hung loosely, but prettily about his little body.

His hair remained in the French braids, but Cathy had purchased a large, single-blossomed hair clip for the back of Kelly's head. That, combined with the very light, fresh-faced makeup and the dress gave him that very young appearance that Cathy seemed to enjoy.

All the chaperones 'oohed and ahhed' over how pretty he was. The girls all thought it was a very cool dress. Kelly preferred the girls' reaction. Elise, the tomboy, in particular liked this dress.

They spent the morning and early afternoon at Magic Kingdom. Kelly rode as many rides as he could with as many of the girls as possible. Occasionally, Cathy and the other chaperones would see a group of St Mary's girls running from one ride to another in order to get in as many in as possible while they were there. Kelly was always in the middle of the girls, laughing and hollering with the rest. He was completely comfortable in his new world and Cathy was thrilled to see him so happy.

By 3:00, they had to head back to the resort to change for the banquet at 6:00.

They all rushed into their rooms to get changed, excited to be getting dressed up for a fancy dinner and awards ceremony.

As Cathy closed the door to their room, she said, "Audrey will be over in a half-hour or so to do your hair, babe. For now, just take a quick shower and I'll get everything ready out here. Oh! Be sure to use the shower cap. You don't want to get your hair wet."

Kelly was dreading the conversation he needed to have with Cathy about his clothing for the evening. He knew that he had to wear a dress or skirt, but he needed to look like a grown up, not a child, for the banquet. He figured it could wait till after his shower.

He showered, shaved everywhere while doing so, used the body oil that Cathy had left for him, took off the shower cap, hung it on the towel rack and exited into the room.

He was rubbing his head, feeling the intricately woven hair and thinking of how he could broach the subject of tonight's clothing, when he heard Cathy say, "Oh, good, here's our girl, now."

He looked up, shocked to see Audrey zipping Cathy into her beautiful, form-hugging, red sheath-dress with flowers decorating it.

"Oh, my, oh, my. What a daring little thing she is, too!" Audrey teased. Both of the women laughed while Kelly covered his crotch with his hands.

"Oh," he stammered, "I didn't realize you were already here."

Audrey tapped Cathy's back, indicating that her zipper was secured. "Thanks," Cathy said as she stepped towards Kelly. "Come on, Lady Godiva, let's get you ready," and she pulled a tan-colored, bra and panty set off the bureau. It was very lacy and very silky. Cathy grinned as she showed Kelly the set and sat on the bed to help him dress.

Kelly just followed Cathy's lead, but kept a hand over his genitals.

As Cathy pulled the panties up his legs, she brushed his hands aside and tucked his penis between his legs, capturing it in the panties' gusset. "Don't worry, babe. Audrey has a husband and a son. She's seen a boy's pee-pee before."

"Never in such pretty panties, though," said Audrey with a smirk.

Kelly blushed as Cathy fastened his matching bra.

Before she stood, Cathy put on her four-inch-high-heeled dress shoes, then she stood and guided Kelly to a chair. "Audrey's going to do your hair and makeup, babe, while I do mine."

Cathy went to the mirror and began doing her makeup while Audrey started loosening Kelly's braids.

"You did a nice job on these, Cathy," Audrey said.

"Thanks. My mom and I used to braid each other's hair all the time. Now, I can braid Kelly's"

"Oh, and look at these curls! You know, he has great hair. Nice and straight, but lots of body, too. It holds the curl and lays beautifully. His hair is really wasted on a male. He should have been born a girl."

Cathy giggled, "Well, we may have helped remedy that situation for a few days, anyway."

They continued on in this manner until Kelly's hair and makeup was done. When he looked in the mirror, he was surprised, and very pleased, that he looked much more like a woman than a child. His hair framed his face with a lot of fullness, and hung in thick curls down the back and sides. Not Shirley Temple curls, but thick, rich, natural looking curls.

His eyes looked huge and sexy and his face was made up for an evening out at dinner: very pretty and demure.

"Oh, Audrey," Cathy said, "he's gorgeous!"

Kelly was shocked and pleased by the woman in the mirror. "Wow!" He said, quietly, "its only been two days. Where did Kelly go?"

"I think," said Audrey as she joined him at the mirror, "that we may have actually unearthed the real Kelly this weekend."

Cathy joined them, ran her hands down his bare shoulders and arms and said, "I think so, too. You've really blossomed in the last 30 hours, babe. We found a whole new, pretty, fun, young, sexy Kelly we never knew was there." She kissed his head and rested her cheek next to his ear. "I love both my Kellys and I want them both to stick around."

"Well," Audrey said, "I'd better get myself ready, now, and let you ladies finish in here," and she let herself out.

"I have a surprise for you, babe," said Cathy as she turned to pick up the dress that he was meant to wear to the banquet.

Kelly braced himself for the inevitable argument that he knew was coming.

"Listen Cath..." but there was no need to continue. Cathy was holding up a simple sheath-dress, much in the style she was wearing, but where Cathy's was bright and designed to be eye-catching, this one was a simple beige color with some muted flowers printed into it. It was the kind of a dress that a thin or athletic woman in her twenties or thirties, or even a thin teenaged girl, could easily wear to an event such as tonight's.

"It's perfect, right?" Cathy smiled.

Kelly breathed a sigh of relief. "It is. Where did you get it?"

"You know how the older girls always bring extra dresses with them in case the younger girls don't have anything for the banquet? Well, one of your songbirds brought pretty much every semi-formal dress she ever owned."

"Ericka," Kelly said. It wasn't a question.

"Ericka," Cathy grinned. "She wore this to a wedding when she was a freshman. I didn't even have to ask for it. She just handed it to me this morning and announced that you'd be wearing it tonight."

"That's Ericka," Kelly smiled and he let Cathy slide the dress over his head. It had a slip-like lining that was much softer than the lining of the choir-gown. The cotton fabric was a little stiffer than the sundresses he'd been wearing and the hem ended at mid-thigh, but the look was, over all, youthful, yet mature enough for a woman in her twenties and professional enough for a teacher on a five-day field trip with her students.

"You like?" Cathy asked.

"I do," Kelly smiled. "I like it a lot. Thank you for all your help."

"No need to thank me. I'm loving every minute of it. It's like having a little sister, or a daughter... or a life sized Barbie doll. I just love seeing you dressed this way."

Kelly hugged her and buried himself in her breasts. "I love you, so much."

"Love you, too, baby." She pulled back and said, "Now, we need to go, but first," she grabbed a bottle of her perfume from the counter and sprayed a small cloud of it over Kelly's head and let it settle on him. "Now, you'll smell as pretty as you look in you big-girl clothes. Let's go meet your little friends."

Kelly smiled and let himself be lead out the door. He'd never felt more special, loved or beautiful in his entire life.
 

 

The banquet was in a huge tent which created a formal ballroom out behind Hollywood Studios. It was dark inside with dazzling projections on the walls and ceiling. A jazz combo played on the stage and everyone, students and adults alike, were mesmerized by the beauty of the event.

All the choruses were there, choruses from all over the United States and a few from Canada and even one from Brazil. The girls and women all looked beautiful - none as beautiful as the girls from St Mary's, of course - and the boys and men were all dapper and handsome.

Kelly wander through the tables, checking on all of the girls and making sure that everyone was excited for the event. It was odd, when he considered it; when he wasn't working, he was perfectly willing to let Cathy be 'the grown up' and take care of everything, but as soon as he was back in 'work-mode' he was back to being in charge. Was that weird? Who knew. He only knew that he'd had a great time as their conductor on stage, a great time as a teenager in the park and, now, he was having a great time as the conductor again.

Dinner was wonderful, salad, soup, a main course of fish/chicken/or a vegetarian option and a dessert of a rich cake with the best vanilla ice cream Kelly had ever tasted.

Then it was time for the awards. Each group had to chose two senior students to represent the ensembles. Ericka and Elise were chosen and joined the line of school representatives who were organized by alphabetical order. That put St Mary's near the end of the line, but just before they started announcing the awards for soloists and featured singers, Saint Mary's was abruptly moved to the last position, behind a school from Wausau, Wisconsin.

Ericka, who had a constant need to be in charge, tried to the correct the festival worker, but she was assured that this was the right place in line.

Kelly saw that something was wrong and he got up to help.

"What's up, babe?" Cathy asked.

"I don't know," he said, "but they moved the girls to the end of the line for some reason. I'm just going to check on everything."

"Do want me to help?"

"No. I'll deal with it. If I need some help, I'll wave for you to come rescue me, ok?"

Kelly was also assured by the festival staff that that the girls were placed correctly. He told them both to just stay where they were, but be prepared to go up early if St Mary's was called.

"Oh, by the way," Kelly whispered to Ericka, "thanks for the dress. It's beautiful and perfect for tonight."

Ericka smiled, "I knew you'd like it. You look gorgeous in it. You can keep it, if you want. It hasn't fit me for a while."

Kelly smiled at her. "Thank you, Ericka. What will I do without you next year!?"

They hugged and he returned to his table.

"Everything ok?" Cathy asked.

"I guess," he replied as he carefully tucked the skirt of his dress under himself as he sat back down. "I don't know why they're at the end of the line, but the woman from the festival says that's where they should be. They'll jump in if we're called in alphabetical order."

Just then, the Master of Ceremonies, a very handsome man from the Disney World staff, wearing a perfectly tailored tuxedo, called everyone to attention. Kelly found himself staring at the man and admiring his build and confidence. There was nothing sexual in his musings, he was just noticing that, no matter how well tailored his own tux had been, he never would look as handsome as that man was, but in this dress, he was just as pretty as any of the women here.

"Good evening, everyone and welcome to The Disney National Choral Festival Awards Banquet!" Cheers erupted from the crowd

"Before we do the ensemble awards, we're going to start with our individual awards. First, the award for the best female soloist." He opened an envelope in an exaggerated gesture as if he were presenting an Oscar. "And the award goes to... Ericka Hartman from St Mary's High School in Seattle."

All of the St Mary's girls and chaperones leapt to their feet as Ericka, stunned, went up and accepted her award. She was gracious and hugged the Master of Ceremony, who kissed her cheek. She returned to Elise, who hugged her as well.

Next came the best male soloist.

Then more awards began rolling for the girls of St Mary's:

Best dancer, female - St Mary's

Best choreography- St Mary's

Best costumes - St Mary's

Best team spirit - St Mary's

Etc, etc, etc...

They swept every single award for which they were eligible. Kelly couldn't believe it. Cathy couldn't believe it. The chaperones couldn't believe it. The girls couldn't believe it.

Then, the Master of Ceremonies announced, "Now, we shall begin our ensemble awards. As you know, the maximum score is 150 points. Each ensemble will be awarded a Platinum, Gold, Silver or Bronze award based on their score. So, let's begin?"

"With a score of 86 points, earning them a Silver Award, the Augustus Allan High School, from Toledo, Ohio!"

There was a round of applause and cheers as that school's chosen seniors came up to receive their trophy.

This process went on through thirty-two other ensembles until Ericka and Elise were the only two left in line.

Then, the MC said, "I'd like to just change the award process for a moment. Would the representatives of Saint Mary's High School from Seattle, Washington, please join me on the stage?"

Elise and Ericka went up and looked about, nervously. The MC called them to the podium.

"Well, good evening, ladies. How are you doing tonight?"

Both Elise and Ericka stuttered a quiet, "Good," and looked even more confused than before.

He asked their names and then he asked them a question, "Tell me, girls. What is your director's name?"

Ericka leaned towards the microphone. "Kelly Powell."

The girls from St Mary's applauded and cheered.

"And is Ms Powell a good teacher?"

Ericka grew nervous, as did Kelly and Cathy. What was happening? Does he know?

Elise leaned in. "Ms Powell is one of the best teachers in the world. She would do anything for us."

The MC was a little surprised by the vehemence of Elise's answer and he let out a nervous laugh. "Of course she would. Let's have a round of applause for the wonderful Ms Powell."

There was a round of confused applause as a spotlight hit Kelly. He stood and nodded to the audience and returned to his seat.

"Well, ladies, and everyone in the audience, I'm here to tell you that Ms Powell did something that no one has ever done at this festival before!"

All eyes turned to Kelly and he felt a trickle of sweat run down his spine.

He looked about and saw no quick escape. He quietly whispered, "Oh, damnit. Damnit. Damnit."

"Do you know what she did?" the MC asked Elise and Ericka.

The fear and confusion was visible on Elise's face, but Kelly could see that Ericka's defense mechanisms had, once again, been activated. He wanted to run to her. Hold her and tell her to relax, but as he was about to stand, the MC said, "Ms Powell, would you come up here and bring all the girls from both of your choruses with you?"

As they all stood, Kelly was thinking, 'Why are you toying with me this way? Don't take this out on the girls, for God's sake. Just let me leave. Please don't do this,' but he was moving, nearly against his will, toward the stage with all of his girls around him. He could see the fear in their eyes, too.

Kelly reached the stage and smiled at the girls while he moved to the podium, ready to face the music.

The MC extended his hand to Kelly. When they clasped hands, the MC pulled Kelly to him into a hug and a gave him a peck on the cheek. Kelly could not have been more confused than he was at this point.

"Welcome, ladies, welcome! Well, Ms Powell. You have certainly raised a ruckus around Disney World this weekend, haven't you?"

Again, Kelly felt a tingle of fear again. "Have I?"

The MC laughed harder than he needed to. "Oh, yes, you have Ms Powell. Do you know what you did?"

Kelly couldn't speak into the microphone that had been moved in front of him; his mouth had gone dry.. He just shook his head indicating he did not know. He wished that he had a suit coat or pants with pockets or anything to protect himself. He became acutely aware that he only had on panties, shoes and a short, little dress. He felt exposed - in more ways than one.

"Ms Powell, you have achieved the impossible. For the first time in the history of this festival, you have not only earned a perfect score of 150 points with your Women's Choir, you also scored 150 points with your Show Choir."

The girls let out a unified gasp and Kelly felt weak in the knees.

"Let me read from one of the adjudicator's sheets, 'I wish that I could have awarded these wonderful young women more points. Their singing and movement was not only technically perfect, it was emotionally overwhelming. Whatever Kelly Powell is doing with these girls, she is doing it right! Their voices are directly connected to their hearts. Congratulations, Ms Powell.' Well, Ms Powell, not only are you and your girls the first ensembles in the history of this event to earn two perfect scores, because of this achievement, we are naming you the 'Disney Educator of the Year!'"

The crowd erupted in cheers as they all stood and applauded. Kelly's knees actually buckled from beneath him, but the MC, who misunderstood Kelly's attempt to steady himself as a hug, grabbed him and spun him completely around as his legs swung limply beneath him.

By the time he was set back down on the floor, Kelly had regained his strength and he leapt into the crowd of girls behind him, hugging and kissing as may as he could. Tears rolled down everyone's face as they joined in a huge group of hysterical laughing, crying and cheering with Kelly buried at the center, his mascara running down his cheeks in sheer and total joy, pride and relief.

"Let's get a picture now,"the MC said and they set about arranging the girls with Kelly standing in front. Audrey ran to the stage and indicated for Kelly to come to the edge and kneel. When he did, she quickly wiped his face with a wet-nap and reapplied a passable eye makeup job while the people in the audience giggled at the awkwardness of the moment for the overwrought young woman who had done so much with her students.

The MC helped Kelly back to his feet.

"Thank you," Kelly said as he held his hand to the neckline of his dress. "Thank you, so much for everything."

The tall, handsome man leaned in and said, "I didn't do anything, Ms Powell. You did it all. This is all your doing. The girls'
performances, the awards, the article that will appear in all the papers; it's all because of you."

"Article?"

"Of course. The Disney Educator of the Year Award is a huge honor. Your picture will be in every newspaper in America, and education journals, and in Disney Youth Education fliers... you're going to be a very famous young lady in a few days. You may even end up on The Today Show." He kissed Kelly's cheek. "Congratulations, sweetheart."

Than he placed Kelly in front of the girls and told him to hold the trophy high over his head. Kelly did the best he could without pulling his dress up above his panties.

They took the picture and Kelly and the girls left the stage.

Cathy and the chaperones hugged everyone on the way by.

When Kelly reached Cathy, she could see some distress on his face. "What's up, babe. Is everything alright?"

"We may have a problem," Kelly said with a shrug.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Disney Princess - 3 Final

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  • Clara

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  • Bizarre Body Modifications
  • Changed By Clothing
  • Chemical or Drug Induced Change
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  • Girl's School
  • High heels
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  • pantyhose
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Disney Princess - 3 Final

by Clara
Copyright© 2017,2025 Clara Schumann

 

Kelly faces successes and failures as his trip to Disney World comes to an end.
Read on as we reach this story's conclusion!


 
Author's Note: I hope you all do enjoy this particular tale. Let us see where things take us! Please toss me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Disney Princess - 3 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 3
 

The hotel room phone rang at 7:00am on Monday morning, pulling Cathy and Kelly out of the tangle of sheets that they had been sleeping in. Cathy pushed her hair out of her eyes and tried to focus. Kelly was closest to the phone, so he sat up and picked up the receiver in a panic. 'What was wrong' he thought. It had been a very short night. It had taken forever to get the girls back into their rooms and calmed down after the awards ceremony. They were almost impossible to wrangle, their adrenaline was so high.

Once they'd accomplished that, Cathy and Kelly talked for several hours about what might happen when the newspapers got word of Kelly being the Disney Educator of the Year. It had all gotten so complicated. They'd finally fallen asleep after 3:00am and expected to sleep till 8:30.

"Hello?" he said into the receiver.

"Is this Ms Kelly Powell?" a woman's voice asked.

"Yes. Can I help you?"

"This is Renee St Pierre from The Disney Corporation and first, let me apologize for the early call, but one of my colleagues had a brainstorm and we wanted to talk to you about it asap. Do you think you'd be able to have breakfast with me in my office at the Disney Casting Building? I'll send a car for you. It's a very special opportunity I'd like to offer to you and your Chorus members."

"Umm... I guess so, sure. When?"

Cathy asked what was going on, but Kelly held up a finger indicating he'd tell her when he was off the phone.

"As quickly as possible. I will send my assistant, Rhonda, to pick you up. She'll be driving a grey Lexus. She'll be waiting right outside of your building, not the main desk."

Kelly was just gaining full consciousness. "Ok. Umm.... Can I bring my wife?"

"I'd rather you didn't, Ms Powell. If we go ahead with this, you may need your wife to organize things on that end for you."

"What things?"

"Please, Ms Powell, we are wasting time. I need you to trust me. It's a very big opportunity, but time will run out unless you come, now."

"Ok. Give me time to do my hair and makeup..."

"Oh, don't worry about that, we'll take care of that."

"Oh... Ok.... I'll be down as soon as I can."

Kelly explained the conversation to Cathy and hurried to get ready. Cathy handed him a grey romper covered in delicate white lace for him to wear.

"Where did this come from?" he asked.

"Jean Abuja loaned it to you. She said that her mom bought it for her, but it was a little small for her. She thought you'd like it. It is very pretty."

Kelly pulled it on and Cathy zipped up the back for him. It fit well and it was very pretty. It was youthful without being childish. It was supposed to be a comfortable outfit for a casual day, but now he didn't know what he would be doing.

'Oh, well,' he thought. 'This should be fine.'

10 minutes later, Kelly was climbing into a Lexus driven by a very attractive, if somewhat heavy, woman who introduced herself as Rhonda.

Rhonda drove as if she were driving an ambulance and, before he knew it, Kelly was being escorted into the Casting Building, across from Disney Springs. This time, his escort was a little blonde woman in her 40s who offered no name, but said more than once that Kelly should hurry; Ms St Pierre had been very specific about that.

After what felt like a 3 mile jog through the corridors, Kelly was escorted into Ms St Pierre's office where a cart with coffee, juice, eggs, bacon, sausage, rolls, cereal, milk, etc, was laid out for Kelly's breakfast.

"Ms Powell! How nice to meet you!" She gushed. When she stood, Kelly was immediately struck by how tall she was. She was impeccably dressed in a business suit with astonishing makeup and heals that had to have been at least four inches high. Kelly guessed that she must have stood over six feet tall when they shook hands. Despite the fact that his hair and makeup were not juvenile in any way, between her height, her power suit and makeup, and his shortness, flip-flops and romper, he, nevertheless, felt like a child in her presence. "Please, have some breakfast. We need to talk quickly."

Kelly poured a cup of coffee and nibbled on a sweet roll while Ms St Pierre presented her idea.
 

 

"Ok, babe," Cathy said into her phone, "11:30 at the Castle with everyone in the shirts that will be delivered. I'll have them, there, but..."

"I know this is weird, Cath, but I can't tell you why," Kelly said. "Have Ericka warm them up before they come and tell them that we'll be singing one song when I see them. I'll see you during the show, ok? I have to run. I love you with all my heart, you know that, right, Cath?"

"Sure, babe, I know..."

"It's going to be great, Cath! I'll see you there! Bye."

"Bye," Cathy said as the connection went dead. It was 8:10. Better get the girls up and moving. Whatever this was, it had Kelly revved up.
 

 

Audrey was on the phone when Cathy knocked. "Hang on, Frank," she said as she looked to Cathy.

"Everything ok?" Cathy asked. Frank was Audrey's husband and headmaster at St Mary's.

Audrey sighed. "I don't know, Cathy, but I'm trying to deal with it. What's up?"

Cathy gave a quick explanation and Audrey said, "Wow! I wonder what's going on? I'll be dressed and knocking on the girls' doors in 5." She closed the door and resumed her conversation while Cathy moved on to the next door.
 

 

'Inadequate.' That is how Kelly would have to describe his feelings at the moment, as he walked beside this beautiful, statuesque woman through the halls of the Disney Casting building. Simply 'inadequate.' He was used to most people, men and women, being taller than him, but he'd never let that bother him. It was the way she held herself - strong and in control, like Cathy did, but different, too - and her whole demeanor. Her clothes, Kelly estimated, must have cost several hundred dollars and they were perfectly tailored for her. They definitely didn't just come off a rack and fit this well. Good lord, her shoes probably cost $600!

Meanwhile, Kelly was wearing cheap white flip-flops with Minnie Mouse bows and a lacey romper that Cathy had borrowed from a student for him. Most likely it came from Target or Old Navy and probably cost less than $20 on sale.

Yep - inadequate.

"You know," Ms St Pierre said, "I've been with the company for nearly twenty years and not once has it ever been suggested that we do something like this. You must have made a helluva impression, Kelly."

"I guess..." Kelly said. How was he meant to respond to all this praise?

"Well, this is really something. It should be amazing. Your students will be blown away, I bet. Decades from now, it'll be something for them to tell their grandchildren when they bring them to Disney World. You should be a very proud young woman. How old are you, Kelly!"

"27."

"Really!? I would have guessed much younger."

There it was, again - inadequate.

When they reached a door marked "Character Actor Design," Ms St Pierre knocked and, without waiting, entered. Kelly followed into a large room filled with costumes and wigs and swords and flowers and books.

As they passed through the room towards the rear, several women turned and said, "Good morning, Ms St Pierre," as she passed. Their greeting was returned with a little nod from their boss.

The rear wall had three stations that looked like the chairs and sinks you'd see in a beauty parlor.

Ms St Pierre went to the closest chair, looked around the room and said, "Is Maria here?" Then she turned to Kelly and said, "just sit down here, dear, while I find Maria."

Kelly did as he was told, just as a woman appeared from the clothes racks.

"Here I am, Ms St Pierre. Sorry, I was just fixing a rip on an Evil Step Sister who needs to be at the gate for the rope-drop in a half hour. Sorry."

Despite her apologies, Kelly could see that this woman was not as intimidated by Ms St Pierre as the other women were. Kelly estimated that she was in her early thirties. She was pretty and well dressed for physical work.

Ms St Pierre smiled and met Maria with a hug. "Thank you, so much, for doing this. I know that you're out straight, but who else could help us pull this off?" She said.

Maria laughed. "Happy to do it," as she glanced appraisingly at Kelly, sitting in the chair. "Oh, she's pretty. This will be fun!"

"Excellent," Ms St Pierre said. Then to Kelly she said, "Kelly, this is Maria. She is one of our top makeup woman here at Disney. I'm going to leave you in her capable hands. I will see you in about an hour and a half." Then she smiled as she walked away.

"Hi, Kelly," Maria said with just a slight Cuban accent, "I hear that you are an impressive lady. This should be fun for you and your students. I'm just going to turn you around and I'll get started with your hair and makeup. Think of this as a spa day and relax."

"Ok," Kelly grinned. "I'm all yours."

Maria set about taking out Kelly's braids, he had not had time to do it in his rush to get here, then she brushed his hair with a soft brush and said, "I'm afraid that we'll need to start with a wash. The curlers will work better with wet hair."

Maria spun Kelly's chair again and lowered the back so that his head was now in the wash basin. She started the water running and tested it with her hand until it was ready, then she wet his hair, thoroughly. Then, she poured a very fragrant shampoo into her hands and began massaging it into Kelly's hair. She dug her nails into his scalp to work the shampoo in. It felt wonderful. Audrey had washed his hair on Saturday, but this was so relaxing and wonderful. He closed his eyes and enjoyed it.

"That feels wonderful," he said.

Maria laughed, "Don't go to the hairdresser much, sweetheart? I know what you mean. I love having my hair washed."

After she rinsed his hair, Maria took another floral-scented substance and rubbed that into his hair, again. Kelly assumed that this was a conditioner, so he just enjoyed it all.

Again, a rinse and then, yet another scented potion was massaged in.

"That's a lot of shampooing you're doing, Maria. Was I really that dirty."

"Not, darling, we're going to be using a lot of heat and hairspray on you, so we want to be sure that we don't damage all that pretty hair of yours. Trust Maria. I'll make you beautiful, princess."

'Princess' Kelly thought with a chuckle. People keep calling him 'Princess' lately. Why didn't that bother him? He really liked being called 'Princess' and he was really enjoying this pampering, too. 'Ok, I'll be a Princess if that's what they want me to be,' he smiled.

Maria shut off the water and wrapped his hair, turban style, with a towel and sat Kelly's chair back up straight. Then she rubbed his hair with the towel to remove the excess water. When she was done, she turned Kelly towards the mirror so that he could see himself. His damp hair was a mess and it was hanging everywhere. As his mother liked to say, he looked like a 'drowned rat.'

"Joanne!" Maria called to a woman across the room. Joanne came over.

"Yes, Mrs Ramirez?"

"Umm, Kelly?" Maria asked. "I don't want to embarrass you, remember, we're all costumer's here and we deal with all kinds of body types, but I noticed that, when you we reclined, well, your breasts stayed about the same size. Normally, a natural breast would flatten out a bit. So, I'm assuming that you're wearing a padded bra, right?"

Kelly was a bit embarrassed. "Yes, a little bit of padding."

Maria smiling soothingly. "Nothing to be embarrassed about, honey," she said. "What are you naturally, an 'A' cup?"

Kelly sighed. "Yes, just barely."

Maria laughed at his discomfort. "That's fine, baby. You'll get bigger when you get pregnant. We all do, right Joanne?"

"We sure do." Joanne joined in Maria's laugh.

"Ok, Joanne. Please add a little padding to costume number SW-18668. She's wearing a padded B, right Kelly?"

He nodded, wet hair bouncing around his head and shoulders.

"Let's shoot for a smallish 'C' look, ok? Thanks, Joanne."

When Maria turned back to Kelly, she had a very wide-toothed comb in her hand and she proceeded to cut a part down the center of Kelly's scalp. After running the comb through all of his hair, she pulled over a cart that looked vaguely like a machinist's tool cart, but this one had cubby holes filled with curlers of varying different sizes.

"Your hair is a little long for this look, honey, but we'll take care of that for you."

Kelly started to speak, but Maria stopped him, "Don't worry, love. I wouldn't cut any of that beautiful hair! I'm going to give you some curls and then we'll hide some of them to create our look. Now, relax. Maria's done this a million times. Heck, I've already done it twice today."

Maria took some of the medium sized rollers and started rolling the top sections of Kelly's hair. When each curler was rolled to his head, Maria placed a large, red pin in to hold it in place.

When the top of his head was completely rolled, Maria switched to a smaller roller and started rolling the middle sections of his hair towards his scalp.

"I know this may sound stupid, Maria, but I usually just wear my hair in a pony tail or down. Why are you using different sized rollers?" Kelly asked.

"That's how I'm going to hide some of your hair, sweetie. I need the medium curls on top for volume and I need a few big, under-curls at the bottom, but I don't need all the hair you have in middle. I'm going to make that hair into small curls and Bobbi-pin those under the other curls. You're going to have so many pins in your hair that you'll set off a metal detector before I'm done with you."

They both laughed.

As Maria continues rolling his hair, she said, "Not married, honey?"

"No, I'm married," Kelly replied, a bit confused. "Why?"

"No ring, lamb. I assumed you were single. I don't wear mine when I'm working, either. What's your husband like?"

"Well... actually, I have a wife."

"Nice," Maria said, unphased. "A lot of our cast members are gay. What does your wife do?"

The conversation continued until Maria was done. Then she held up what looked like a shower cap. "Usually, I'd put you under a hair dryer for a while, but we have to keep working, so I'm going to use a bonnet dryer so I can keep you in the chair and keep working on you. Ok? Did your mama ever use one of these on you when you were a little girl?"

"No," Kelly said truthfully. "My mother kind of treated me like I was a boy. My sister was the girly one back then."

"Really!? What a shame," Maria said as she put the cap over his head and curlers. "Were you a tomboy, back then."

"I was," Kelly said, "until my wife insisted that I get more feminine."

"Oh, but you love it now, don't you, princess?"

"I kind of do," he had to admit.

With the dryer on, Kelly couldn't hear much, but Maria continued to work officiously while he watched in the mirror.

First, she spread a very pale, cream-based makeup on his face. Then she called another woman over to work on Kelly's fingernails.

When she was sure his face was ready, Maria went back to work on it. First it was his eyes. She spent several minutes on each one and, when she was done, Kelly could see no sign of any color on his lids, but his eyes looked huge.

Then she worked on his cheeks, creating high cheekbones and babyish lines where none existed before.

She lined his lips with a pencil and then pulled out a tube of the richest, brightest red lipstick he'd ever seen and spread it across his lips making them a full and rich and glossy candy-apple-red.

By this time, Kelly's nails were done and they had been painted the same bright red that adorned his lips.

As he admired them, Maria indicated for him to close his eyes, again. He could feel her working on them and when he opened them he saw the long lashes she had glued on. They seemed impossibly huge on his eyes and seemed to create what he would describe as 'doe-eyes.' He was mesmerized as she shut off the bonnet-dryer and removed it from his head.

"Nearly there, honey." She smiled. "Let me finish your hair and we'll get your costume worked out."
 

 

At 10:30, Rhonda returned to the resort with several boxes of purple tee shirts. She and several men from the resort brought the boxes up to the third floor, where Cathy and the other chaperones met her.

Cathy pulled out one of the shirts to see that there was a photo on the front - a closeup of Kelly from last night holding the trophy high over his head. There was sheer joy expressed on Kelly's face and the faces of the girls behind him. It was a monumental moment for all of them. "Oh, wow! These are great!" she said.

"There's at least one for each choir member and chaperone," Rhonda said. "There's probably extra, too. We made quite a few."

Cathy handed the boxes to the chaperones to organize and the she turned back to Rhonda. "What is all of this about? Why all the secrecy?"

Rhonda smiled. "You're going to love it. I promise," and she walked away.

Some of the girls were a little peeved at missing out on their time at Animal Kingdom and not knowing why, but when they saw the shirts, they were thrilled. Whatever was going to happen was going to be awesome.
 

 

Kelly was afraid to move too quickly for fear of messing up the hair and makeup, but Maria handed him a stretchy bodysuit and told him to take off his romper and put it on. It went on like a woman's leotard, opening at the neck and pulled up his legs so he could slide his arms into the large, puffy sleeves. The bodice was a rich blue, velvety material with a thin gold line down the middle. The sleeves were just a shade lighter and puffed out around rich red inserts and ended in a band of stretchy gold that wrapped around each arm making them look even smaller and less well developed than he already knew they were. The scooped neckline was also lined in gold with three red jewels centered at the top of the cleavage created by the combination of the bra and the padding that Joanne had added.

Maria had Kelly sit on a stool while she rolled a shear, flesh toned stocking up each of his legs. There was a large, elastic, lace band at the top of each stocking to hold them up. Then she placed a soft, tan slipper with a yellow bow decorating the toes on each of his feet.

Maria offered Kelly a hand to stand up. "Up we go, beautiful. Step into your skirt."

It was a bright yellow, full-length skirt with several layers of lacy, but not voluminous petticoats sewn into it. The waist had the same gold trim as his sleeves and neck line, but this was shaped almost like a heart to create a feminine, maidenly line around his midsection. Maria laced up the waist and had him sit again.

Now, she attached a high, stiff, lace covered collar to his top. It tucked in just under the collar and ran from one collar bone, around the back to the other. Then she took a red headband with a large bow at the top center and carefully placed it on his head.

"Well, princess," Maria grinned, "you truly are the 'fairest of them all.' Now, let's get you over to your character-coach so you learn how to act like a princess. Be careful, though. When you walk, you should always hold up the skirt, just a little bit, with your right hand. It's necessary in a dress this long, but it's also a character attribute that you'll need for the show."

Kelly, who'd had to learn to do a similar maneuver in the choir gown on Saturday, did as hie was told.

"That-a-girl!" Maria praised him. "Now, let's go."
 

 

At 11:25 that Monday morning, all the women and girls of St Mary's moved towards Cinderella's Castle. Each was wearing a new purple tee shirt with Kelly's image on it. When they reached the square at the foot of the castle stairs, they were meet by a beautiful woman who was dressed very well. Cathy immediately realized that the woman had to be at least six feet tall.

"Mrs Powell?" She asked, but did not wait for an answer. "I'm Renee St Pierre. I'm afraid that I'm the one that woke you in the middle of the night and hi-jacked your wife." She smiled and shook Cathy's hand.

"Hello, ladies," she called to the girls and chaperones. "Come on inside and we'll go over the logistics of this performance."

As they walked, Cathy said, "Um, Renee, where is Kelly? The girls need him to perform anything and we have no idea what you want them to sing."

Ms St Pierre stopped and opened a door. "Let me get the girls in here, Mrs Powell and I'll talk to you in private." Then she looked at the girls, "This way, ladies. Take a seat and I'll be right with you."

When the last chaperone had entered, Ms St Pierre looked at Cathy and said, "May I ask you a question first, Mrs Powell?"

Cathy nodded.

"How long has your husband been living as a woman?"

Cathy was dumbfounded. "How... how could you tell?"

"Little things, really. The way she nods or turns her head, nothing big, but for women like me, it's obvious."

"Women like you?"

Ms St Pierre smiled broadly. "Yes, Mrs Powell, women like me. When I was a child, I was Richard St Pierre. I've been living as a woman for 27 years and I've been a complete woman for 10. My guess is that Kelly has been living as a man just about as long as I've been a woman. I can tell that he's pretty new to this. He's very brave to be so open about his transition. Here is my card. I understand these things and, if I can be of any help to you and Kelly, just let me know. I'm very happy to help if I can."

Cathy just stared at the card for a moment before saying, "You didn't tell Kelly you knew, did you!?"

"No, no. I need her to bring her best game to today's show, so I wouldn't want to have her being self conscious on stage. Here's what we have planned..."
 

 

At noon, the princess show began at Cinderella's Castle. Mickey and Donald came out as usual and the actors in the character suits did their pantomime with the voice-over telling the story of damsels in distress. A huge crowd had gathered and, had the actors been looking at the audience, they would have noticed that they were all clad in purple tee shirts with a picture of a young woman on the front.

Most of the audience knew the show, but loved it anyway. Suddenly though, the script changed when a very Disney-sounding announcer came over the speakers announcing, "Ladies and gentlemen. We have an interruption in today's performance. It seems that the Evil Queen has made a new poison apple to give to Snow White." With that, an actress playing the Evil Queen disguised as the beggar woman ran on stage right with an apple while an actress playing Snow White ran on stage left.

The live-narration continued while the actors and actresses continued to pantomime the scene. The Evil Queen offered Snow White the apple which she took with Disney-esque exaggeration in all of her movements.

"Poor, trusting Snow White accepted the Evil Queen's gift and took a bite of the poisoned fruit!" Despite Mickey and Donald's signals to not eat the apple, Snow White took a bite and collapsed to the ground with more exaggeration than necessary.

"The Prince arrived to save his beloved." A very handsome young man took the stage and ran to the collapsed Snow White. He knelt and held her lifeless hand and feigned grief. Then Mickey and Donald ran to him and whispered into his ear. "Mickey reminded The Prince that true love's kiss can save the young princess." The Prince indicated that he understood and kissed the lifeless Snow White, but she did not awaken. "Oh, no! The Princess did not awaken! What can we do!?"

Mickey suddenly indicated that he had and idea, which he then whispered to Donald. They both ran to the castle doors. Each grabbed a door and pulled it open allowing the girls from St Mary's to run down the stairs and make a half-circle around Snow White, the mourning Prince and the cackling Evil Queen. Mickey ran around to the front and center and raised his hands as if conducting. Stage hands in medieval-courtier clothing ran across the stage to place microphones disguised as banners on stands in front of the girls.

"Mickey has a great idea! Maybe the magic of music can undo the Evil Queen's evil spell! To help him, he has recruited the members of the Saint Mary's High School choruses from Seattle, Washington to help him make that magical sound!"

With that, Mickey signaled Ericka, who, in turn, played an E-flat on a pitch pipe and the girls in the Show Choir started singing one of their pieces entitled "Soul Fire." The girls who were not in Show Choir did a simple step-touch behind the performance and joined in on the refrain of the song while Mickey continued to conduct.

As the music began, Snow White placed a limp wrist upon her forehead. "Ladies and gentlemen, it's working. Snow White is waking up! Yes, girls, it's working! Keep on singing!"

The crowd was loving it and screaming in applause for the Princess and for the girls. Snow White sat up and The Prince picked her up with one arm under her knees and the other behind her back and her arms around his neck. He spun her several around several times as the audience continued to cheer.

The girls were loving the performance, but were wondering why Mr Powell wasn't there. As they approached the transition to the slower section, the strangest thing happened. Suddenly, Snow White picked up her skirt with her right hand and danced, just as Mr Powell always danced, into their routine and stood before them to conduct the slower section.

Snow White smiled and raised her hand to conduct, just as Mr Powell always raised his hand to conduct.

Then, where there usually was a brief pause before the slower section, the realization hit them all at once: IT WAS MR POWELL!!!! He was gorgeous and looked just like Snow White! His make up was perfect. His hair was perfect! His dress was perfect!

The brief pause grew longer as the announce said, "Ladies and Gentlemen, we have an announcement to make. We have deceived you. Instead of the real Snow White, the role of "The Fairest of All" was performed by Saint Mary's choir director and Disney's Educator of the year, Miss Kelly Powell." The girls and the audience all cheered. "Miss Powell and her choruses earned perfect scores in this weekend's Disney National Choral Festival and as this year's winners, Miss Powell and the members of Saint Mary's Choruses will be returning to Walt Disney World on July 4th weekend to perform live on the 'Disney Salutes America' TV special and an all-expenses-paid stay at the Disney Grand Floridian Resort. Congratulations to Miss Powell and the choir!"

The girls were shocked and the crowd cheered!

Kelly quickly made eye contact with each of the girls and shouted above the din, "Come on, ladies! Let's get this road on the show!"

The girls' eyes were huge with excitement and joy as Kelly led them into the slower section of the song. Their voices stilled the audience and they sang through until the tempo picked up speed again and Kelly danced back to his Prince.

As the girls performed the rest of the piece, all the other Disney Princesses and their princes joined them on the stage and, as if in a wedding's receiving line, each congratulated Kelly with a hand shake and a kiss on the cheek.

When Kelly finally had the opportunity to look at the audience, he realized that almost everyone was wearing the same purple tee shirts that the girls had been wearing and, again for the first time, he realized that the image on the shirt was his own. He pointed to people in the audience, indicating the shirts, and applauded for them. This seemed to increase the audience's appreciation and the applause grew as the girls finished.

They had all been told to take their cue for a bow from Snow White's Prince. The Prince, though, decided to ad lib for a moment, and he grabbed Kelly, spun him around and pulled him backward across his own body, lowering him until he was parallel to the stage floor. Then, in a very grand manner, he leaned down and kissed Kelly full on the lips. The girls and the crowd cheered and the Prince raised him back up and spun him into his original position. Even the strangeness of being kissed by another man could not interfere with the joy of the moment. Kelly's candy-apple-red lips smiled so broadly that it could be seen clear across the square.

They bowed and bowed, then Kelly turned and ran to the girls and they kissed and jumped and embraced and screamed with joy. It was 12:20 and it had been an amazing 20 minutes and they were all coming back in July to sing on national TV!

When they were finally able to get off the stage and into the castle, Kelly caught sight of Cathy running up the stairs to join him. He daintily lifted his skirt, revealing the beautiful petticoat underneath, and he ran as quickly as his costume would allow to Cathy. He leapt into her arms and she leaned back to hold him aloft and squeeze him while she whispered, "Oh, my God, you were amazing."

She put him down in front of her and took in the whole vision of Snow White before her. "Look at what they did to you! You're Snow White! You're so beautiful!" Then she hugged him to her breasts and said, again, "I love you, so much and I am so proud of you!"

Then she looked at the girls who were looking on, "And I love each of you and I am so proud of each and every one of you!" She kissed Kelly's head and went to kiss and hug as many of the girls as she could.

Rhonda, who had driven Kelly to the castle and now held a small bag with his romper and flip-flops within, said, "Congratulations Ms Powell. You were amazing and so were the girls."

"Thank you, Rhonda." And he curtsied just a bit. His grin was so wide and gleeful that Rhonda could not help but smile back.

"Oh," she said, "your phone vibrated quite a bit in the last few minutes. It looks like your school calling and someone named Frank called once, too."

A wave of concern crossed Kelly's face, "Thank you, Rhonda." he took his phone and the bag with his clothes. He listened to his voicemail.

"Good morning, Kelly," the voice of the school secretary, Jennifer, came through. "Please call Mr Menard as soon as possible. He needs to speak to you. Thank you."

Kelly felt a shiver of fear as the second message came on. It was Frank's voice. "I need to hear from you, NOW, Kelly. Call me back." His voice wasn't necessarily angry, but it definitely wasn't friendly.

The final message was Jennifer, again, "Kelly, you need to call Frank, immediately. He's really riled up."

Kelly turned and saw the girls being hugged by Cathy and the other chaperones. He didn't want to interfere with them, so he stepped around the corner and pressed the 'call back' button on his phone.

"Saint Mary's," Jennifer said.

"Hi, Jen. It's Kelly Powell. Is Frank available?"

Jennifer let out a frustrated sigh as if she wanted to say something, but couldn't. "I'll... I'll put you right through."

There was a moment of silence, then Frank's voice, "Kelly?"

"Hi, Frank. What's up!"

"What's up!? Goddamnit, Kelly, what the Hell are you doing down there? I'm seeing pictures of you in one prissy dress after another and now I'm seeing Facebook live feeds of you all dolled up like Snow White. What the Hell are you thinking!? Do have any idea who you work for!? You work for the Archdiocese of Seattle, Kelly! The Roman Catholic Church! Don't you see how bad this looks!?"

Frank stopped for a breath and Kelly tried to speak, "Look, Frank, I..."

"No explanations, Powell. Just shut up and listen! I woke up this morning to a call from the Seattle Times asking for information about Ms Kelly Powell. 'MS' - Kelly! 'MS' Powell. Not Mister - 'MS'!!! I can't return that call, Kelly! I don't know what to say."

"Frank..."

"Enough! It's 9:31 here, right now and I have been called to an 11:00 meeting with the Archbishop and I am not going to go in there and have my ass and my career handed to me because of you! Here's the deal and it's not negotiable: You're fired. I'll have Jennifer clean out you desk. Anything else that's here will be thrown out. You understand? You threw all that away. You are NEVER to set foot in this building or on this property again. If you do, I'll call the police. And you stay the Hell away from those girls for the remainder of the trip, you get me!? You go lock yourself in your hotel room and keep away from them before we have a scandal that will destroy this school. If I see one more picture of you with your arm around one of my students, I'll call the police and you will be someone's pretty little bitch in a prison cell for the rest of your pathetic, perverted little life!"

Kelly was numb. He couldn't even respond.

"That's the deal, Powell. You made your bed, now you lay in it! And I don't care if you're wearing pajamas or a babydoll nightie with fuzzy trim while your laying there!"

The phone went dead.

Kelly felt like he should cry, but he was too shocked to make tears. His knees bucked out from under him and his skirt inflated as he fell to the floor and onto his bottom. He leaned on the wall and stared at the ceiling.

'How could it have gone so wrong?' He thought. Then his mind went blank and his vision narrowed to the light fixture in the ceiling.

Rhonda glanced around the corner and saw Kelly seated on the floor with his skirts spread around him. She called to him but got no response, so she went to Cathy and pulled her away from the girls.

"Kelly! Oh, God, Kelly, what happened? Are you ok!"

He just stared at the light fixture.

"Kelly, babe! Can you hear me, babe!? Kelly! Kelly! KELLY!" She shook him and his eyes rolled to her, but he still said nothing. Then, his eyes came into focus and his lids narrowed as the tears started. Cathy pulled him to her breasts, "What's wrong, babe, what's wrong?" But he just sobbed and handed her his phone.

She looked at the last call and saw it was St Mary's. "Oh, shit." She hissed. "They didn't, did they?"

He nodded while shaking with sobs.

Audrey came around the corner and stopped when she saw Kelly and Cathy. "Oh, lord!" she gasped. "What happened?"

"What happened!? What do you think happened!? He was fired! Your husband fired him, Audrey! You were on the phone with him this morning, weren't you! Jesus, Audrey!"

"No... I mean, yes, I was on the phone with him and he was mad, but, Cathy... no... I never..."

"Well, call that jackass back and tell him that I quit!"

"No, Cathy!" Audrey started, but everyone turned to Kelly as he raised his head.

"No, Cath. You can't. I've already failed us. You can't quit."

Kelly wiped his eyes carefully and pulled himself to his feet. He straightened his skirts and looked sadly at the costume that, just minutes ago, he'd found so beautiful.

"Ok. Enough. We can't discuss this in front of the girls."

Audrey tried to reach for him, but he held up a hand and shook his head. "No. I'm fine for now," and he held back his tears, "but there are over a hundred girls to deal with."

Cathy stood and nodded agreement.

"As of a few minutes ago, I'm not allowed to be with my... the girls." He choked back more tears. "And we can't tell them about this. So, you two need to take them to Animal Kingdom and I'll go back to the hotel and try to sort myself out."

"Babe, I don't think..."

"Please, Cath. I've lost my job and my dignity. Don't make me face them right now." The tears burned his eyes and he could taste his sorrow in his throat. "Frank was very clear. I need to stay away from them, so, please, just take them and tell them I had to deal with something. Just, please, smile and don't let on, ok?"

"Ok, babe. Ok."

"Rhonda, would you mind driving me back to the resort? I think it may be easier if I leave quickly and get changed there."

"Of course, Ms Powell."

"Thank you." he kissed Cathy's cheek. "Bye, Cath. I'll see you later. Remember to smile and show them a good time. They deserve it. They deserve better than me."

"Kelly, babe..."

He turned and left with Rhonda.
 

 

Rhonda parked illegally at the entrance to Kelly's building and rode the elevator up to the third floor with him. Neither had said a word during their ride. Kelly dug into the bag and found his Magic Band, touched it to the door-lock and opened the door. Rhonda entered with him.

"Ms Powell, I have no idea what is going on..."

"Mister, Rhonda."

She was confused. "I'm sorry?"

"It's MISTER Powell. That's the problem. Please help me with this costume."

Rhonda shook her head to clear her thoughts as she moved to help him. "Really? I have to say, Mr Powell, you sure fooled me."

She untied the back of his skirts and lowered them to the floor so that he could step out.

"I'm an idiot, Rhonda. A little, insignificant, ugly little idiotfailure. How could I have been so stupid?"

"Mr Powell..."

"Kelly, please, Rhonda. Just call me Kelly."

"Ok, Kelly. I don't know what this is all about, but I saw your show today and I saw how you and your students interacted. They love you, Kelly and how can that be a bad thing?"

Kelly took off the slippers and rolled the stockings down each leg. As he thought about that. Then he stood and turned so that Rhonda could pull down the zipper on his body-suit. As he pulled down his top and looked at the pretty little bra that was strapped to his chest, his eyes watered again as he said, "I'll never be with them again, Rhonda. I'll never teach children again. How can that be good?"

"But you just won..."

"No," he said, "I just lost. I just lost everything." he handed Rhonda a neatly folded pile of clothes and said, "Thank you for everything, Rhonda. Bye." he crawled onto the bed and rolled away from Rhonda. He could feel the dozens of Bobbi-pins in his hair, but he didn't care. He heard the door close as Rhonda left.
 

 

He heard his phone vibrate, but ignored it and it finally stopped. Then it vibrated again. When it began the third time, he hit the 'accept' button and spoke without looking at the caller ID.

"Yes?"

A woman's voice said, "Mr Powell?"

"Yes"

"Please hold for his eminence."

'Oh, God,' he thought, 'not the Archbishop.' He sighed. 'Just leave me alone.'

"Good morning, Mr Powell. Well, I guess it's afternoon, there, isn't it?"

Kelly just grunted, "Uh-huh," in reply.

The Arch Bishop seemed to sense that Kelly wasn't exactly keen to chat, so he changed his approach.

"Alright, Kelly, if I may call you Kelly?" No reply came, so he continued, "I'm here with Mr Menard and I think we need to work out a few things, right now. As I understand it, you were not public about your transvestism until this weekend, correct."

Irritated, Kelly sat up and took a breath. "Sir, with all due respect, I've known Frank Menard for a long time and he knows that I never wore women's clothes before this weekend." Kelly went on to explain the reasons he had stated dressing and why remained dressed in women's clothing. He also explained how he'd come to be Snow White that day.

"I see," said the Arch Bishop. "Well, this all puts us in an awkward position, Kelly. Here's the breakdown of the situation from my point of view:

We, the Catholic Church, have no real stance on transvestism, but, because it is a 'compulsion' rather than a physical manifestation of your true sexuality, there is a general feeling that cross dressing is an indication of antisocial behavior. Even if it is not truly a sin, it conjures up associations with perversions such as pedophilia and, being a Catholic high school, we can not possible allow one of our teachers to be so publicly flaunting this behavior. So, if you are claiming to be a transvestite and plan to announce that to the world, then, I'm afraid that your dismissal will stand.
But, if

B) You are, in fact, a transsexual, then we find ourselves in a very different situation all together."

Kelly's attention was definitely piqued, now. Was there a way out of being fired? Losing his home? His livelihood? Possibly his marriage? The Archbishop had his attention.

"I have worked very hard to welcome members of the LGBT community into the church, as you know, and having a teacher who is a trans-person achieve so much for our students and then finding herself dismissed because of her orientation... well, that just wouldn't look good for the diocese as a whole, or for me personally. Are you with me Kelly?"

"I'm with you, sir."

"So, it comes down to this - A) If this was a weekend lark in dresses while you were in charge of our students, then you're fired. B) If this is a coming-out, in a sense, as a transsexual, then, legally and ethically, I can not fire you. Do you understand what I am about to ask you?"

Kelly's heart was racing. He knew this was a huge decision, but he also knew that he didn't want to leave St Mary's.

"May I ask you a question, sir?"

"Of course."

"If I answer 'B' to your question, would I be expected to follow through with complete gender reassignment? I mean, surgery, the whole nine-yards?"

"Kelly, transitioning is a long, slow process for each individual. If a person needs to present himself as a woman, that can take many forms - outward appearances, living full time as a woman, identifying as a straight woman or as a lesbian - all of these are different levels of transsexualism. Complete genital reassignment surgery may or may not be the ultimate goal of a transgendered woman, such as yourself. Are we still on the same page, Kelly?"

"I think so, sir, but I still need to be sure. If I admit that I am a transgendered woman and that I came out to the world about that this weekend, then my employer, the Archdiocese of Seattle, would support me and allow me to remain employed at St Mary's and remain married to my wife without expecting me to have myself altered surgically?"

"Well..." the Archbishop thought, "We would not put pressure on you to do anything, but we would expect you to seek medical and psychological help with your transition and it would probably be best if we concocted a viable timeline that included previous discussions with Mr Menard, your family and, of course, me prior to your departure on Friday. One in which your decision to be open about your sexuality appears more, shall we say, level-headed than just, 'I lost my clothes and became a girl.' Understood?"

"Yes, sir. So, I could keep my job and remain married to my wife, but I'd need to continue to wear women's clothing to the rest of my life?

"That's the long and short of it, yes."

"Then, I think I'm ready to answer your question, sir."

"Ok. Then, Mr, or possibly Ms, Powell, which is it?"

"Sir, I want to remain at St Mary's and I want to remain, as I have been this weekend, living as a woman for the rest of my life."

The Archbishop gave sigh of relief, "Well, then, we seem to have no more problems. I do suggest that you let your loved ones know quickly, before they read about it in the papers, but I will leave that to you. We will talk when you return, Ms Powell. Thank you for calling me back."

Kelly wanted to leap for joy. To shout to everyone that everything was going to be ok, but what he needed more than anything right now was to be held by his big, strong, powerful wife. He needed to get to her as quickly as possible.

He grabbed the bag which Rhonda had left on the table and pulled out the romper and flip-flops. He unzipped the back of the romper and stepped into it, pulling it up, over his shoulders, then he reached around to pull up the zipper. This was the first time he'd had to do this without Cathy here to help. What a pain the butt! He struggled and eventually pulled it all the way up. 'I'll get used to that,' he thought. 'If half of the world's population can do that themselves, I should be able to learn how to do it, too.'

He grabbed his Magic Band, put it on his wrist and headed to the door.

He stopped and remembered his makeup.

He ran back to the mirror to check himself.

The first thing he realized was that he was still wearing the red headband with the bow from the Snow White costume. 'Oops! I'll send it back to them.' He was about to remove, when he realized how cute it actually looked on his face. 'I'll send it back them... tomorrow.'

He smiled and looked himself over. His eyes were puffy from crying, but that would pass. The makeup, which he recalled Maria mentioning, was meant to stand up to sweating in the Florida heat, didn't look half bad. Maybe a little over the top, especially his candy-apple-red lips, but so what. He was a beautiful, young woman, why not attract some attention?

He turned and ran out the door, didn't even consider the elevator, but took the stairs, jumping down each half-flight with the energy of a child of fourteen, and ran, full out , to the bus stop at the front of the resort.

An Animal Kingdom bus was waiting and he ran on to it without slowing down.

"Good afternoon," the middle aged, mustachioed bus driver with a Central American accent said, "and how are you today, princess?"

Ahh, princess! There it was, again! How he adored being call, 'princess.'

"I am fine, today, my lord," he joked in return. "Will your carriage be departing, soon?"

The diver beamed at the response. Usually, people were so self involved that they just shrugged him off or gave a one word answer. Here was a beautiful young woman who truly appreciated the magic of Disney. "It appears that you are my only passenger on this run, your highness, so I shall roll up the red carpet and we shall depart this realm for the Kingdom of the Animals."

Kelly bounced into the first seat across from the driver and clapped his glossy, red-tipped hands together in joy and excitement.

As the bus pulled out, the driver saw in his mirror, a family sprinting to try to catch the bus. Normally he would have stopped, but this time he pulled ahead just a little quicker than normal. If this beautiful little woman didn't deserve a little bit of attention, than who in the world did?

They chatted happily the whole way there. His name was Hector and he said that he was from Costa Rica, to which Kelly said, "What a coincidence! That's where my luggage is!" They talked of their homes and Hector's three boys. The oldest, he said was 17, "Just about your age," which made Kelly laugh. He told Hector he was 27, which Hector refused to believe, which made Kelly laugh even more.

When the bus reached Animal Kingdom, Hector hurried to exit the door, then turned to offer Kelly his hand as Kelly stepped out. As he took Hector's hand, Kelly lingered in the doorway for a moment and said, "Thank you, Hector, for the best ride of my trip. God bless you and your family," and he kissed Hector's cheek.

Hector's grin was wide and handsome. "Thank YOU, Princess Kelly. God bless you and your family, too." he paused and then returned to his Disney script saying, "and have a Magical Day!"

"Oh, Hector," Kelly smiled, "it truly is a Magical Day! It truly is!"

With that, Kelly jogged off towards the gate.
 

 

Animal Kingdom is probably the hardest place in Disney World to find someone. High foliage and huge distances between attractions make it difficult to keep track of people that you were walking with, let alone trying to find someone without knowing where they may be, but Kelly wanted to at least try to find Cathy and surprise her before texting her, so her ran into the park, glancing at each face as he passed. It didn't help that several people were wearing the same purple tee shirts with Kelly's face on it that had been passed out at the show.

As he approached The Tree of Life which marked the place where Kelly would have to decide whether to head to the 'Africa' or 'Asia' exhibits, he spotted something that stood out like a sore thumb. There, amongst the tourists in garish tee shirts, the impeccably dressed and coiffed, six foot tall visage of Renee St Pierre stood talking to someone that Kelly could not see. Kelly never expected to see her here and he hurried towards her to say thank you for setting up everything, but he was even more shocked when he spotted to whom Ms St Pierre was speaking.

It was Cathy!

"Cath!" he hollered. She did not hear him, but he began running toward her while calling her name and waving. "Cath! Cath! Cath!"

When she saw him running and waving, the confusion on her face was obvious, but Cathy shook that off and ran, slowly at first, but then with more intention, to meet him.

When they did meet, Kelly leapt into her arms, wrapping his legs around her hips, forcing Cathy to hold him up by his posterior.

"Babe, what are you doing here?"

"Cath, I love you, I love, so much, Cath!" And he covered her face and neck with kisses.

She put him down, but continued to hug him, and said, "Babe, what happened? Why are you here? You told me that Frank banned you..."

"I got my job back, Cath. The Archbishop called me and rehired me, but there are stipulations..."

"Such as?"

He smiled and he saw Renee St Pierre approaching, "I think you'll like them, but let's talk about those when we're alone."

"Well," Ms St Pierre said, "this is a much prettier picture than I expected after Cathy told me you'd been fired. It looks like your fairytale may have had a happy ending though. Did your Prince Charming come to your rescue?"

Kelly laughed and hugged Cathy even tighter. "This is my Prince Charming right here, Ms St Pierre."

"Renee, please," she chuckled. "I have never seen a prettier Snow White, nor a prettier Prince. And I've worked for Disney for a long, long time. Congratulations, you two. I hope that everything works out and that you have years and years of happiness. Cathy, you have my number. If I can help, please just call."

"Thank you, Renee," Cathy said and, while she continued to hug her little husband, she accepted a goodbye-hug and kiss from Renee. "Bye, bye."
 

 

That was all back in April when the girls returned to interviews with local radio stations and The Seattle Times, even a local TV talk show featured the girls. Kelly was very sly in always saying 'yes' to a performance or interview, but then being very careful to keep the girls in the spotlight and himself in the background. It was a strategy that had worked well to this point.

Today was the last day of the school year and just a couple of weeks before the return to Walt Disney World for the 4th of July performance.

As Hillary entered the music classroom with a white dress with a China Blue pattern printed on it hanging in a plastic bag on a pink flocked hanger, she smiled at the beautiful, dark haired, young teacher who was wearing a knee-length, yellow, pleated skirt and a sheer, coral-pink, loose fitting, sleeveless top who was sorting through a pile of paper that was piled on the grand piano in the center of the room.

"Hi, Ms Kelly," Hillary beamed, "thanks for letting me borrow the dress. It was a huge hit at my cousin's baby shower. Everyone told me how pretty I looked in it. I kept telling them, "Oh, you should see how pretty it is on my teacher, Miss Kelly. I can't do it justice.'"

Kelly smiled and took the dress from Hillary and draped it carefully across several chairs. It's funny how he became 'Miss Kelly.' It just sort of started that last day in Florida. After they told the girls that he would be living as a woman from then on, the girls just sort of started calling him 'Miss Kelly.' He liked it. It seemed right.

"So, Miss High-School-Graduate," Kelly teased, "are you well rested after after sleeping in for a week since graduation?"

"Are you kidding!?" Hillary said in her girly way. "I haven't slept a wink! I had the baby shower on Sunday and I flew to Rhode Island for orientation at Brown on Monday and Tuesday... Oh, Miss Kelly, you've got to come visit, it's so cool! Providence is great, but have you ever been to Boston? It's so amazing!! Everything is, like, either brand new or so old... and I went to a ball game at Fenway Park... you have to come!!!"

Kelly laughed. "Well, Miss Hillary, if you tell me when your chorus is having a concert, I'll see if I can, ok?"

"AWESOME! Thanks Miss Kelly! I'll see you next week for rehearsal," and she gave her beautiful teacher a hug.

When Hillary had left, Kelly hung his first dress from a closet door and looked at it as he reflected on the last nine weeks since Disney World. It was odd that things had gone so smoothly at the school. No one acted like anything weird had happened and there was no extra tension, except between him and Frank and that was soon resolved.

Kelly hadn't worn a pair of pants since that Saturday back in April. Much of his current assembly of clothing were hand-me-downs from students, but it was all pretty and he had functional clothing for nearly every professional and social situation now.
 

 

Since they lived less than two miles from the school, Kelly had always ridden a twenty speed bike to school while Cathy drove - her late days of coaching made cycling dangerous in the dark. Kelly found that he could not be very lady like on his men's style bike, but after a week of commuting with Kelly (a week that included dinner later than usual and an unclean house due to Kelly's late return home), Cathy bought him a new, sea-foam-green, women's fixed-gear bike. He loved the freedom he felt when pedaling back and forth to school in a skirt or dress.

Cathy had put Kelly in touch with Renee for advice and pointers that would help him pass more completely, although he did have his mother and 20 year old sister, who both lived less than a block away, at his house nearly every afternoon or evening drilling him on being a woman. They loved it and he got a kick out his sisters enthusiasm and his mother's approval.

Renee had suggested that Kelly begin a regime of low doses of estrogen to help keep his features soft as he aged, but would still allow him to function in his manly areas. The estrogen was making his skin softer and his nipples were definitely much more sensitive, so, after long talks with Cathy and a recommendation from Renee, Kelly had made an appointment with a surgeon that would be performing a minimally invasive breast implant procedure on him at 9:15 tomorrow morning. The thought of taking that step made him excited and a little apprehensive, he wanted to be able to go swimming and wear pretty, summer dresses, so it seemed like the best thing to do - not only that, but he wanted them -'he wanted pretty, perky, feminine breasts. Part of him couldn't wait.

Kelly closed up his room and headed to the parking lot with his yellow skirt fluttering in the breeze as he carried a few books under his right arm and his white dress with the China-blue print draped over the other.

There were still some girls loitering in the parking lot, and they greeted him with shouts of "Bye, Miss Kelly! Have a good summer!"

Kelly called back, "Bye, Miss Emma, Miss Nicole! Thank you! You have a wonderful summer, too!" and she smiled at how pleasant everything was, today.

When he reached Cathy's minivan, he opened the back door, placed the books on the seat and hung the dress from the hook inside.
 

 

As he closed the door, he felt a hand rub his back and slide familiarly towards his somewhat more plump rear end.

"You don't need to lock it, babe. I'll be headed home now, too." Cathy said as she turned him and planted a kiss on his glossy, candy-applered lips. "You know, when Audrey suggested them, I didn't think I'd like you with bangs, but I really do. They're a little playful, but still very grown up. It kind of makes you look like Zooey Deschanel on that show, 'New Girl.'

Kelly laughed and kissed her again. "Well, how appropriate. 'New Girl.' You're a riot, you know that?"

Cathy laughed, too. "Ok, I'll see you at home. I'll go home, shower, throw these sweats into the hamper and put on something pretty, so when you get there we can go out to celebrate the last day of school. Remember, you can't eat anything after 7:00, so we need to go out early."

"What about me? Can't I shower before dinner, too?"

"Babe, you're always beautiful. You'll just need to brush out your helmet-hair after your bike ride. Look at how cute you just are, now. You'll be the prettiest girl at Guiseppe's and you know it." Another kiss and Cathy opened the drivers door and got in.

Kelly stepped back so Cathy could pull out. He blew her a kiss as she called out the window, "Bye, babe. See you at home. Love you."

"Love you, too, Cath!"

Kelly walked to his pretty bike, pulled on his helmet and started his ride home. As the breeze blew into his skirts and around his lace and silk -enclosed penis, he thought that this must be what it is like to to ride on a magic carpet, like Jasmine and Aladdin. That made him smile and "A Whole New World" ran through his head. He'd always loved that song and now he, too, was living in a whole new world. Maybe he'd always been a Disney Princess. He just never knew it until he'd been exposed to the magic of Disney World.
 
THE END
 

Dusty Rose - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Voluntary

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)


Dusty Rose - 1

by Clara
Copyright© 2012, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Chris is a high school loner with an amazing, high singing voice. He stands in as a singer in his twin sister's country band, just for one gig, but in the audience that night is a representative of a record company. That representative mistakes Chris for a girl and makes the band an offer that no one could refuse. The girls in the band and a couple of their mothers get involved and Chris' life takes some interesting turns!


 
Author's Note: This is one of my earliest works and a fun one to follow. I would like to thank all of you for kind reviews and emails that I have received here regarding my writing. Please, let me know what you think about my story, both good and bad.
I honestly read my reviews and am always willing to learn! ~Clara.

 
This version of Dusty Rose - 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Prelude
 

"Thank you!" Chrissie shouted over the roar of the stadium crowd. All the other girls in the band smiled and waved their appreciation. "Thank you! You were great! Good night!" and they left the stage with the roar still loud in their ears.

As they approached the stairs to lower levels of the civic center, there were cowboy-hat-wearing security people and stage hands waiting to help them. There were congratulations coming from everywhere. Gina, the group's drummer was taking the lead, wearing her tight jeans and cowgirl boots, she took the stairs two at a time, leaping for joy. The rest of the girls, except for Chrissie, were wearing elaborate sundresses and cowgirl boots, so they kept their leaping to a minimum for modesty's sake. Grace with her banjo and Margo with her bass joined Gina in a hug at the bottom of the staircase. Terry held back a bit handing her guitar to a crew member, while she turned to help Chrissie down the stairs. Chrissie, wearing the delicate heeled sandals, soft pink, strapless dress with the full, soft pink, tulle petticoat that ended at her midthigh was unable to hurry through the throngs of people who were enthusiastically congratulating the girls.

When she did get to the bottom, the other girls turned and applauded Chrissie's performance. It had been an amazing evening - they're first major show and opening up for Lady Antebellum! They really had made it! But, what a strange road it had been to this point!
 
Chapter 1
 

"Hey, I never said I was a singer," Terry said as they finished running through the song that she and Margo had written. Terry and Margo had been best friends since seventh grade when Terry had been promoted from fifth grade to seventh, skipping sixth. Now, as college freshmen, the girls had convinced two other classmates, Grace and Gina, to form a country band. They'd been working on a lot of cover songs by The Dixie Chicks, Sugarland and other country bands for about two weeks now and the instruments were all sounding good. Unfortunately, none of the girls were really 'lead singers,' so they weren't really ready to play out yet.

"Well," laughed Margo as she slipped the heavy bass guitar off of her shoulders, "I think we need a fifth member to our motley crew if we're ever going to make something of this."

"All right. I will put up a sign in the student union tomorrow and see what happens," Terry sighed in agreement. "I don't think we'll be ready for the open mic at the student center next week, though. Oh, well..." The conversation about what kind of a person they needed as a singer continued. A great voice, obviously, a team-player, maybe a song writer, too, etc.

Just then they heard the door at the top of the stairs open and someone coming down from Terry's mother's house. The conversation quieted and the girls all turned to see Terry's twin brother, Chris, coming down to the basement. He smiled at the girls and excused himself.

"Sorry, ladies, I just have to put my guitar away. I didn't mean to interrupt. You guys are sounding great!" He squeezed his slender frame between the drums and an amplifier to put his case in the corner.

Chris and Terry had been born within minutes of each other - Terry was six minutes older - but they had lived very different lives. Both loved and excelled at music, a legacy left to them by their late father, but while most things came very easily to Terry, Chris struggled. When Terry skipped sixth grade, all those years ago, Chris felt left behind and lonely without her. Then, when he was in seventh grade, Chris was diagnosed with a life threatening blood disease that landed him in the hospital for months resulting in him having to repeat that grade. Now, Terry was a college freshman and Chris was still a high school junior.

It wasn't just the academic stuff, though. At five-foot-eight with a 26 inch waist and a C-cup bust-line, Terry was slender and beautiful. At five-foot-six with a 24 inch waist, Chris was very small for a guy and down-right scrawny.

As Chris was squeezing back towards the stairs, Margo, called over to him. "Hey, Chris! Are there any good singers hanging around at your school?"

"Chris is a great singer!" Gina interjected. I heard him at a coffee house I went to at the high school last week.

Chris smiled at the compliment. He wasn't aware that Gina had seen the performance. He was the quintessential quiet kid at school, but he liked to sing and play whenever he could. "Thanks, Gina."

"Well, wait a minute!" Margo said. "No offense, Chris, but we are looking for a girl-singer, but just for rehearsal purposes, would you mind singing a few songs for us? It would be a huge help!"

'Let's see,' Chris thought, 'Go upstairs and veg-out in front of the TV, or hang with my sister's three beautiful college friends.' "Sure, I'll give it a shot," he said with a big grin.

Terry moved away from the mic to give Chris some floor space. She held out a list of songs for Chris to peruse. "Do you know any of these songs?" She asked, honestly wondering if he did. Terry listened almost exclusively to country stations, but Chris was really into his dad's old classic rock CDs. He particularly loved Boston, Journey and Rush - the bands with singers who had insanely high voices. That's how Chris sang, too.

"I think I know some from your iPod in the car. I can try."

Margo was looking through the lyric sheets and found a song she though that he might know, I'll Stand By You, by Carrie Underwood. "Here, you know this, don't you?"

"Sure. It was a Pretenders song before it was a country song."

Margo came over and put the music on the music stand in front of the mic. She was a good 3 inches taller than Chris and he had been doing a lousy job of hiding a crush he had on her for years. She put her arm around his shoulders and explained how they played the song. When she was done, she rumpled his shaggy, slightly long hair and went back to her bass.

"Just relax," encouraged Terry, "and sing. If you need to drop it down an octave, don't worry about it. I just don't sing well enough when I'm playing guitar." Then she started playing the introduction.

Chris listened and closed his eyes as the song began. Then he started to sing. He kept his eyes closed and got into the song as the music continued. He'd never sung with a band before and it was easy to lose himself in the sound that was all around him. He knew the words and just kept singing without opening his eyes. He was truly lost in the music and felt a deep connection to all the sounds around him.

When the last note stooped ringing off the concrete walls, he opened his eyes and looked at the shocked faces on the young women around him.

"Chris, honey," Terry said, "that was astounding! You're amazing!"

All the others agreed.

Grace said, "Maybe we should rethink our 'chick-band' idea. After all, there have been tons of bands made up of men with a girl in the front, but I've never seen an all-girl band with a guy out in front. It could be a great gimmick for us."

"Possibly," Margo said, "but for now, anyway, Chris, will you consider helping us out? Terry and I have written a couple of songs we'd really like to do at the open mic on campus next week. We could tweak it a little for a guy. Would you learn them and sing with us next Thursday?"

"Sure," he said as Margo hugged him and gave him a peck on the check.

"Ok!" Terry said. "I'll teach it to you and, girls, let's get back to this tomorrow and see if we can make this all work! I'm excited about this!"

For the next three hours, Margo, Terry and Chris sat in the living room and worked through the songs the girls had written. Not only did Chris master the song, he came up with some back ground vocals for the girls to sing that made the songs sound much better.

They took a break for dinner with Terry and Chris' mom - just some pizza. All three were excited about the progress they'd made in such a short time.

"You know," their mother said, "it's wonderful to see you guys doing something together for a change. I miss having my twins around. You two used to be inseparable, but you haven't done anything together in years."

"Mom, you should hear him! He is unbelievable! He sings like an angel," Terry gushed as she gave Chris her best 'big-sister' hug.

"It's true, Mrs. Walters. He is great! And he's so creative, too," Margo added.

Chris was surprised that the girls liked what he could do, and he was looking forward to keeping at it. So, after dinner, he asked the girls into the living room again and they started working on writing some new songs.
 
Chapter 2
 

"You are not wearing that on stage tonight," Terry was scolding her brother while he was wearing a 'Fitch' tee shirt and a pair of baggy jeans. "We're all wearing our dresses and boots, except Gina because of the drums, but she's all dressed up in a nice top and cute jeans. You can't go on looking like an unmade bed, Chris. Come on."

"Terry, I have no idea what to wear! Tell me what works and I'll wear it."

Terry took a quick look through his closet and drawers and then stood with her hand on her forehead. "Ok, you have nothing to wear, but we're nearly the same size, so let's see what I can find for you."

Within a few minutes, Terry had pulled out a pair of skinny jeans and a white cotton shirt. "Here, put these on. It's just a pair of jeans and a loose shirt. It will look nice. Now, get dressed and I'll brush out your hair so you look a little nicer."

Chris was a little hurt that she thought he looked so bad, but, even though Terry was only a few minutes older than him, she really was the older sister when it came to, well, pretty much anything. And she was usually right about things, so, he went to get dressed.

He came back into Terry's room a few minutes later and he did look a lot better.

"Do those feel ok?" Terry asked.

"I guess so," he said, "but they smell like you."

"Like me?"

"Like your perfume, you know? I can smell your perfume on the clothes."

"Oh," she laughed, "that's ok, isn't it? Smelling pretty is a good thing. Now, sit for a minute and let me brush out that mess on your head."

Terry brushed it all out and Chris had to admit it felt great. Then she grabbed a hair iron. "This will just straighten your hair a little so you look a little nicer." When she was done, his hair, which he always kept in a ponytail tied low, at the base of his skull, was a little longer than he had thought it was; just over the collar of his shirt. "Close your eyes while I put a little spray on it," Terry ordered him, so he did and she sprayed an ample amount of hairspray into his hair.

Then Terry grabbed a white cowboy hat with a big blue feather in the brim and placed it carefully on his head. "Ok. Now, you look nice. Margo and the girls will be here in a few minutes. Let's get everything ready."

Within a few minutes, Terry and Chris had everything they needed in the minivan. When the girls pulled up, they threw their equipment in and everyone piled in. Terry was driving with Grace in the shotgun-seat. Gina sat in one of the 2 remaining seats so Margo and Chris shared the last seat together. Margo put her arm around his shoulder to make some extra room. As the minivan backed out of the driveway, Margo took a deep breath and then leaned a little closer to Chris and sniffed again.

"Well, someone smells pretty tonight," she teased Chris. He blushed and smiled in response. She sniffed again, "Vanilla and lavender. Mmm - I like that in a man," Everyone laughed and they headed for the campus.

When they got to the Student Center, things were already in full swing. They signed up for a slot and carried their equipment to the backstage area and then settled in to listen to about 20 acts. There were comics and dancers and singers - some were pretty good.

Just before their slot, there was a senior named John Holden performing. He came back stage with an acoustic guitar and waited nervously alongside the girls and Chris. Terry knew John from music classes and she knew that he played out in clubs around the area, so she was surprised that he looked unnecessarily nervous about a little gig at the college. He nodded as the girls acknowledged him.

"Are you ok?" Margo asked John.

"Yeah. Just nervous. You see that guy sitting alone by the door? He's from a record company and he's here to see me. I guess that I'm just feeling a little pressure to do well."

All five of them peeked out to see the tall, well-dressed man in the audience.

Finally it was John's turn. They wished him luck as he walked out to the microphone and gave a small wave to the smattering of applause. When he sang, it was great. He could have been on American Idol or The Voice. He sounded like a seasoned pro and the audience loved the three songs he played.

"Great! We have to follow, him!?" complained Gina

"Hush, sweetie. We'll do fine. It's just our first gig. Stay confident," Terry replied with a reassuring smile.

Chris just stayed quiet and prepared to sing. This was a real big deal to him - the college campus, the college girls, the college audience - he didn't want to come off looking like some high school kid who didn't know what he was doing. Terry was so smart and so much cooler than him; he couldn't let her down.

Then the student acting as the MC for the evening introduced them. "Ladies and gentlemen, for the first time on any stage, the Student Union is proud to introduce: Dusty Rose!

Chris and the girls hustled out onto the stage. A few seconds later, they were all plugged in and Gina had adjusted the drums to her liking. Margo smiled out at the audience and took a deep breath and noticed that John was sitting in the corner with the promoter and they both had big grins on their faces. "Good for him,' she thought. Grace started with a smooth banjo lick for a song that Margo and Terry had written about a week ago, Sideways Glances. As the other instruments joined in, Chris took a deep breath, closed his eyes and let loose with his beautiful, high voice.

Within sixteen bars of Chris's first note, everyone was silent and listening to the band. The girls in the band were shocked. What was happening? Everyone was just - well, paying attention to them. Chris' eyes were locked shut as he sang, so he had no idea what was going on, but the girls were all a little thrown by it. They kind of expected to just play their songs while everyone talked, same as the rest of the acts.

Margo glanced towards the corner where John had been talking to the recording company promoter and even they were paying attention. She turned to catch Terry's eyes and shook her head towards the corner so she could see, too. Terry just made a confused face, rolled her eyes and kept on playing.

When the song was over, the place erupted in applause. Everyone was up on their feet clapping, shouting, whistling... Chris opened his eyes and couldn't believe what he was seeing and hearing. At the high school coffee houses, the most he ever got was some polite, "garden-party" applause.

They'd prepared a second song, just in case, so Gina tapped her sticks to count it in. This was a Terry, Margo and Chris song called Whispers and the audience was just as enthralled with it as the first one. Again, huge applause.

They were about to leave the stage, but the MC came on and said, "Dusty Rose! Ladies and Gents! How about another one!?" The crowd cheered for more, but Chris only knew two of their songs and they just played those.

"Dus-ty Rose! Dus-ty Rose!" the audience began a chant. "Dus-ty Rose! Dus-ty Rose!"

"You have to know at least one of the other songs we play!" Gina shouted over the chanting crowd.

"Sorry, girls! I'm a classic rock guy, so..."

"Hey!" Terry said. "How about Janis Joplin? We could do Bobby McGee."

They all nodded and turned back to the audience while Terry started strumming the song.

Busted flat in Ba'n Rouge
Waitin' for a train
When I was feeling nearly faded as my dreams...

Again, Chris's voice floated out to the crowd, not like Janis' with the cigarette and whiskey growl, but smooth and sweet and beautiful.

The song ended and they all left the stage as quickly as they could to avoid getting called back for another song. They threw their instruments into their cases and headed for the door, but a man in a suit jumped between them and the exit and said, "Ladies, you were awesome! Who's in charge of this group?"

They all looked at each other for a moment, then Terry and Margo kind of shrugged and said in unison, "I guess we are."

The man led the two young women aside for a private chat while Chris, Gina and Grace loaded the van.
 
Chapter 3
 

"You girls were just... I'm speechless, ladies! What can I say! I want... No, I NEED to record you guys. If we can reach an agreement, then... Hell. Girls, the sky's the limit!"

Terry and Margo were having hot flashes of excitement. This was all too unreal!! First, the audience didn't like them - they loved them. Then, this!!!

"What kind of agreement?" Margo asked.

"Well, the usually money stuff - how the profits are split, etc - but before we get to that. Well, how do I say this nicely... Your singer.... The four of you on the instruments are drop dead gorgeous, but your singer.... She's kind of a dog. Love the voice, but her look isn't going to work."

Both the girls were startled into silence. Then Terry felt a wave of defensive anger wash across her face.

"Chrissie!?" she blurted out a little too loudly. "Chrissie is a dog!? Chrissie is just a kid..."

The man waved at her to calm down. "I know that's a harsh thing to say, but this is a harsh business and I am telling you right now, your friend either has to really work on her look or you'll need a new girl. I don't want to upset you - Just laying out the facts of life in the music business."

Terry was about to let loose, but Margo grabbed her arm and stopped her. "Listen, Mr... What is your name?"

"Sorry. My name is Stewart, Evan Stewart and I represent American Records."

"Ok, Mr Stewart. You see, Chrissie, our singer and Terry here are twins and Terry is a little bit of a mother hen when it comes to Chrissie.

"Oh." Stearns looked a little embarrassed. "Sorry, Terry, but I stand by what I said."

"Ok," Margo continued, "but Chris has only been our singer for a week, so this stage stuff is new to 'her'. We actually have another singer that we used until last week. His name is Chris, too. Maybe you'd like to hear us with him singing?"

Terry saw where Margo was headed and joined in. "Yes, Mr. Stewart, I think you'd like his voice a lot."

Stewart shook his head. "Absolutely not. My gears are really turning to promote your sound, but I am psyched about a 'chick-group,' not some guy out in front of a band that will become forgettable. I know how to do this right, girls, but you have to cooperate. Tell you what; I will be in town until Tuesday night. Today is Thursday, so take the weekend and talk to Chrissie, that's her name, right? Talk to her - in a nice way - about her look and see if you can come up with a look that she can live with and that will sell units for my company. Ok? I will make arrangements for you guys to open a gig for another of my up and coming artists, Oki Rainbow, at the Windy Ranch Bar down on the main strip. You can use their amps and drums. I will send you a standard recording contract via email tonight and you girls can have a lawyer review it for you. Then, if things go well Tuesday night, you will be headed to Nashville to start recording within ten days. How does that all sound?"

Terry looked at Margo and gave a slight shake of her head indicating, 'no,' but Margo turned back to Stewart and offered her hand as a sign of agreement. "You got a deal, Mr. Stewart. We'll see you on Tuesday!"

They exchanged information with each other, then Margo and Terry headed for the door.

"Are you nuts?" Terry asked. "How are we going to find someone to replace Chris in four or five days?"

"Let's cross that bridge when we come to it, ok? Let's get back to your house and you and me and the girls will meet on campus tomorrow. Let Chris go to school and we'll figure out how to deal with this," Then, suddenly Margo started to bounce up and down on her toes. "Holy shit, Terry! We might have a recording contract on Tuesday!"

Terry stopped dead in her tracks as the reality of that hit her. "Oh, my God, you're right!" and she hugged Margo with all her might. "But not a word to the others until we all meet tomorrow to figure this out. Poor Chris. I'm not sure I can screw him over like this."

"You know, Stewart said he would email those papers to me tonight. When I get his email, I will see if I can persuade him to hear our other singer, again. Maybe it will all work out for Chris, too!"
 
Chapter 4
 

"So, that's where we are right now," Margo finished bringing Grace and Gina up to date regarding the opportunities that had come their way last night.

Grace spoke up. "Wait, so, we have a chance, but only with a girl singer and she has to sound just like Chris? Is this even possible?"

"No, it's not and it's not fair to Chris either," said Gina. "It was his voice that turned everything around for us and last night was the proof of that."

"I know, I know, but I talked to this guy via email for almost two hours and it's got to be a "chick-band" and we have to sound like we did last night," Margo said with finality.

They all sat quietly for a few moments and the same thought hung over everyone's head; "This sucks."

"So - do we throw this chance away or do we do the obvious?" Margo rallied

Terry, who had been listening quietly, spoke up. "Margo, this is stupid."

"No, it's not - it's our only alternative."

The other girls looked from Terry to Margo in confusion. "What?" They asked in unison.

Terry let out a deep, frustrated breath. Margo had brought this up earlier. Terry thought she was kidding at first, Margo was being persistent. "Margo has a crazy idea. She thinks that... well, because Chris is so small and thin... well, she thinks..."

Margo couldn't wait for Terry to get through her sentence, "We have to disguise Chris as Chrissie for Tuesday night and we have to do him up right."

Terry interrupted, "Margo...."

"Listen, he's a skinny guy. He's got longer hair that we could probably make look a little girlier and he's already got the voice. He is our only chance, but he has to be a she! Just for that night and then we'll try to find another solution. We can't let this pass us by and he's our only chance."

Silence.

"I need to talk to my mom before we talk to Chris," Terry said.

Margo nodded "We'll come with."
 
Chapter 5
 

"Are you out of your minds?"

"Mom, I know, I agree, but what can it hurt to ask him?"

"What can it hurt? My God, I don't know where to start to answer that question!"

"Mrs. Walters," Margo said trying to calm things down, "this may be our only chance and Chris', too! How can we not try?"

"I know, girls, but you are asking my son to give up his masculinity. I can't imagine how he will react to that? And being a woman isn't just wearing a dress, you know! How do you plan on pulling this all off?"

Gina jumped in, "My mom is a hairdresser, Mrs. Walters. I spoke to her and she'll help and there is a makeup artist at the shop, too. She can help us get him looking good. He looks a lot like Terry already, so it shouldn't take a lot to make him pretty."

"Make him pretty!? Do you hear yourselves!?"

"Mom, I promise we won't push him. Please, just let me ask him. If he says 'no' then the answer is 'no' and we'll look for another option, but what if he thinks it's worth a shot? If we don't at least ask him - well, it will be like we're going behind his back to find someone else. Don't you think we should at least ask his opinion?"

"Please, Mrs. Walters," Margo added.

"Ask him? What do you think he is going to say, Theresa?" Terry knew her mom was revved up when she used her full name. "He worships you?"

"What are you talking about? He doesn't worship me!"

"I know you never see it, but, honey, you have always been healthier, smarter, stronger, better at school, better at sports and, until recently, better at music. He has always worshiped you and I know he's always been a little jealous of how easy the world is for you. This band thing is like a dream come true for him. It's his chance to do something with you - something that he is good at. If you ask him, he will say 'yes' and I just don't know if that's the right answer."

"Mrs. Walters," Margo said after a few seconds of silence had passed, "I know this is a family issue, but Chris is really talented and this is a great opportunity..."

Terry's mom's tone was less excited now as she stopped Margo, "And you, Margo. You have always thought of Chris as Terry's 'Little Brother,' but he is the same age as her and he has been infatuated with you since the first time you walked through my kitchen door. You flirt with him all the time and he melts every time. He'd do anything for you, too. For all of you. He's a shy, insecure young man and you are all bright, self confident, beautiful women. Think about it. How could he say 'no?'"

There was silence as they thought about what Mrs. Walters had said.

Finally Grace, the most quiet of them all, spoke up. "I am sorry, Mrs. Walters. We all are. We just got caught up this. I guess that it just wasn't meant to be. We'll call this guy and explain things and maybe... Well, we're really, very sorry. All of us. We were being selfish."

"Gracie, honey, you aren't being selfish, but..." Mrs. Walters started, but then she noticed the tears running down each of the girls faces. It wasn't a girlish play for attention or phony, crocodile tears. The girls were defeated and sad. Mrs. Walters heart melted. "Arrrg..." she groaned, "I can't believe that I am saying this, but... ok... you can ask him. BUT - his decision is final. Am I understood?"

The girls all started talking as one, but Mrs. Walters continued, "One last thing, girls, and I want to make sure you all understand this. Chris isn't as strong as you might think. Terry, you only ever needed me to stand behind you while you achieved, but Chris, well, Chris needs me - or someone - maybe you - beside him to help him all the time. He's had a rough road up to here and the only thing he's ever really been confident about is his singing and music, so if that boy ends up looking like some ridiculous drag queen or a freak of some kind, I will shut this down myself. He ends up drop dead gorgeous or he is plain, old, male Chris. Ok?"

"Ok!!" they all yelled and ran to the basement to begin making plans.
 
Chapter 6
 

"This is awesome! When do we sign the contract?" Chris was jumping out of his skin.

Terry put her hand on his and grabbed his attention again. "Honey, you have to let us finish. It is an awesome opportunity, but let Margo finish."

Slowly Margo walked him through all the details and finally dropped the girl-band-bomb on him. He went pale and looked around at the four faces sitting around the table, then across the room where his mother was leaning against the counter with her arms folded and her head down, not giving Chris any indication of what she was thinking.

"So, we do the audition on Tuesday with me in a dress and then tell him the truth and see if he'll let us make the switch to me being a guy singer in the band? Is that what you're asking?"

"Well, yes and no," Margo said.

"You see, baby," Terry continued. This was the second time since they had all sat down that Terry had used a childish nickname for him and that felt a little weird - a little motherly. "You don't just have to wear a dress. You have to be a beautiful woman. Hair, attitude, clothes, makeup - everything has got to be female and beautiful."

Margo took over when Terry stopped talking. "You have to be the prettiest and most feminine of all of us, Chrissie. Not just a guy in a dress. The beautiful and sexy lead singer for Dusty Rose. We'll help you with it, but you'll have to spend all weekend getting ready. You'll miss school on Monday and Tuesday and be ready for Tuesday night's gig. Gina, tell him about your mom."

Gina leaned in and spoke with an undercurrent of excitement in her voice. "Ok. So, I sent my mom some pictures of you, Chris, and she likes how much hair you have, but she wants to add a weave - you know, extensions, but real hair and sewn into your own hair and she'd like to take your hair just a few shades lighter, too. She can do that today. Then she has an electrolysis lady in her salon who can see you early tomorrow for your body hair and eye brows - believe me! Electrolysis is less painful than waxing. Then we have her makeup lady do your first makeup design."

"Meanwhile," Margo continued Gina's talking, "while you're having all that done, today, Terry and I are meeting with a guy who specializes in transvestite appliances - phony boobs - that should match your skin tone perfectly. We're going to use Terry's skin tone and breast size as a model for you. Tomorrow, after you have your electrolysis visit, we'll attach the breasts so you look like a natural woman."

Chris let out a long sigh. "Mom, what do you think?"

"Honey, I honestly don't know what to think. I mean, I don't care if you're straight or gay or a cross-dresser or a nudist. I just don't know where this will take you, baby. But, whatever you decide, I will support and give you as much help or money as you need to do what needs to be done."

Then Chris looked at Terry. "What do you want me to do?"

Terry looked around the table at the other girls, then reached across and took both of Chris' hands in hers. "Chris, honey, I wouldn't have asked if I didn't want you to do it, of course, but I don't want you to do anything that you don't want to do. Now, every day when I wake up, I make clothing decisions. Do I wear pants or a skirt or a dress... So, me dressing up as a guy wouldn't be a big deal, but I know that, for you... for a guy, it's different. If you want to do this, and I truly believe that you can do this, I will thank you forever and ever and I will owe you - big time. But, if you decide you can't do it, that's ok, too, sweetie, and I will understand and I will never bring it up again."

Chris closed his eyes and thought for about 15 seconds then he opened his eyes and a self-conscious smile spread across his face. Then he quietly said, "Ok, I'll do it."

The girls all shrieked and grabbed Chris in a tight group-hug.

Gina was the first to pull out of the hug. "Oh, shoot! Look at the time! Come on Chrissie, we have to run!" She and Grace grabbed Chris and dragged him out the door.

"Come on, Terry, we have to get down town in the next forty-five minutes to see a man about a pair of boobs!" Margo joked as she and Terry headed to the door.

When all the noise had died away, only Terry and Chris' mom was left in the kitchen. "Well," she whispered to herself, "this is definitely one of those days a mother never forgets."
 
Chapter 7
 

Chris was laying back in the reclined chair as Marie, Gina's mom, was rinsing the shampoo out of his hair. "This is what we're going to do, Chrissie: First I will color you own hair; make it a little lighter and prettier. Then, we'll rinse it and dry it. After that, we'll make tight, little braids around the sides and back of your head and sew a mesh onto that, luckily you have collar length hair, so I have some good length to work with. Then we'll sew in your new hair, and this is all human hair, onto that mesh. With the coloring and extensions, the whole thing will take five or six hours. It's 3:30 now, so, relax because you're going to be here till about 10:00 tonight. Is that ok with you?"

Chris looked a bit like a deer in the headlights. "Sure, I guess..."

"Great, now you probably don't want to wear your good clothes while you do the coloring, so why don't you go in the changing room and put on your other clothes."

"Other clothes? I don't have any other clothes with me."

Gina said, "Oops. I'm sorry. I meant to mention that, but I was in such a rush, I forgot. Oh, you know what? I have some clean gym clothes in a bag in the car! They'll fit you, I'm sure. I'll be right back." And she ran out the door to grab the clothes while Marie led Chris to the changing room instructing him to start undressing.

When Gina handed the clothes in, Chris let out a sigh of relief - just a tank top with shorts. The shorts were pink and said "Juicy" on the butt, but that wasn't so bad. As he pulled on the clothes, he realized that the shorts were very, very short and grabbed his rear-end a lot more than his gym trunks did. Then, as he pulled on the tank-top, he noticed that there was a built in bra and the material around his belly was very clingy, so it looked like he had a little bit of a bust line. Again - not all that bad. The smock would be covering him most of the time anyway.

When he exited the dressing room, Gina let out a little laugh.

"What? Do I look stupid?" Chris asked.

"Not you, hon, but your boxers are longer than my shorts, so they're sticking out and looking kind of silly. Here," she reached into her gym bag and pulled out a pair of pale blue, nylon panties and handed them to him, "go back in and put these on. They're plain and they're boy-cut, so they should fit ok."

"Isn't this ok?" Chris asked with just a little fear in his voice.

"Well, the shop is open for another couple of hours, so, do you want people to see your boxers sticking out? If everything looks like it should, no one will even notice you, but if your clothes look out of place, people will start looking more closely at you."

"Ok."

When he emerged, he looked much nicer - except a little hair on his legs, but that would be taken care of tomorrow.

"I don't know what boy these 'boy-shorts' were made for, but they sure fit different than all the boy's underwear I've worn my entire life!" Chris joked as he sat in the chair and Marie covered him with a smock. All the women laughed.

Chris sat back in the chair as Marie began the process of putting foils into his hair. As she was beginning the process, an Asian woman pulled a chair up beside Chris placed a rather tall ottoman between her chair and Chris', then placed Chris' right foot on the ottoman.

"Wha... What are you doing?" Chris asked her.

"That's Ginger, my mani/pedi girl. Ginger, this is Chrissie. Chrissie, say hi to Ginger. She'll be doing your toes and fingernails for you."

"Hi, Chrissie."

"Um... Hi, Ginger."

Then tedium set in. It was a sensory overload for Chris, his hair being played with, his toes being massaged, his fingers being caressed and then the braiding began. It was so relaxing that he fell into a deep sleep.
 
Chapter 8
 

Chris felt a kiss on his forehead.

"Come on, sweetie, wake up. I'll take you home, now."

It was Gina. Chris opened his eyes and looked into the mirror. When he saw his reflection, he laughed out loud. "Oh, my God! What the hell am I looking at?"

Grace was picking up Chris' clothes and she joined his laugh. "That's what it takes to be a pretty girl, Chrissie."

In the mirror, Chris saw his face under a hat made from a kerchief which obviously covered hair rollers. When he reached to feel his head, he noticed that his hands were sporting longer fingernails that had been painted a very soft, feminine pink. That made him look at his toes and he saw that they matched and that someone had put bejeweled, pink flipflops on him.

Gina offered him a hand and helped him up. "Leave those rollers in overnight - mom's orders - and be back here tomorrow morning at six..."

"Six!!!"

"Yeah, six, and you'll start your electrolysis. That will take a long time, too, Chris. Five or six hours. Mom will take out the rollers and show you how to do your hair and makeup and then, voila, you'll be one of the girls."

Chris stood and took off the smock he'd been wearing and saw the shorts and the tank top with the hint of a bust and stopped to look in the mirror. "I look kind of stupid, don't I?"

Gina and Grace came over and stood on either side of him and spoke while looking at the reflection as well. Chris noticed that Gina, who he knew was a tall girl, as all the girls in the band were, was a good three inches taller than him when he was standing in the flip-flops. Grace was a little shorter that Gina, but still at least an inch and a half taller than him.

"You're only half-done, sweetie. Wait till you see the rest. You'll be beautiful," Said Grace.

Gina put her arm around his shoulders and said, "Did you ever see a girl the night before a prom or a wedding? It's always darkest just before the dawn and I promise you, my mom will make you the prettiest girl in the band. Honest," Then she kissed him on his cheek. Now, let's get you home. It's after 10:30 and Margo called a while ago. She and Terry have some stuff for you before bed time."
 
Chapter 9
 

Margo, Terry, Mrs. Walters and another woman were all seated around the table drinking tea when Chris came through the door at 10:55 that night.

His mother was the first to speak. "Chris! I thought you'd have longer hair when got home. What's all this?"

"I don't really know," he said. "I kinda fell asleep while they were braiding my hair and this is how I woke up. I have to leave it in until Gina's mom takes it out tomorrow. I have to be there at 6:00 in the morning tomorrow, so I guess I'll need a ride."

"I'll take you, Chris," Terry said. "This is Missy. She's an assistant to the makeup artist we met tonight. She does a lot of female impersonator work in the city and she brought some things for you to look at."

Missy stood and shook Chris' hand. "Hi, Chris. Your mom and the girls gave me the whole story. You're a pretty brave guy to do this. I want to make sure that everything is perfect for you. Let me just look you over."

Missy, who was probably not much taller than Chris, but was wearing heels that had to have been at least five or six inches high, took Chris' face in her hands and started looking at every aspect of his features and then started feeling his shoulders and arms and touched his legs and belly before saying anything.

"What do you think?" his mom asked.

"Well," Missy said, "I think this is going to be easier than I thought. You're getting the hair removed tomorrow, right, and the eyebrows done, too?" Chris nodded. "Well, his chin is soft and his skin is clear. Small nose, tiny shoulders for a boy and very slender. If you're going to need to continue this for a long term thing, you'll need a very strict diet to keep that weight in check and you may even want to consider some estrogen pills to keep your facial features nice and soft like they are. Nothing too heavy, just something to block your testosterone."

"I can give you some padded panties so you can make his hips and tush more girly, but, if he's wearing a dress or a skirt, the easiest thing to do is wear a little petticoat underneath to give a nice, feminine curve. I have about a dozen gaffs as well - they're panties that have a little pocket in them so you can tuck in your little boy and get that nice, flat panty front that every little girl wants."

"I'm hoping that I only have to do this until Tuesday, so I don't think I'll need a whole lot of those panty things and those estrogen pills are not for me," Chris explained.

"Well, then... Keep that in mind... just in case. Now, off with your top," Chris started to take off the shirt, but had a little trouble due to his finger nails and the curlers, so Missy took the hem of the shirt and carefully pulled it over his head.

Missy looked carefully at Chris' chest, then compared his skin color to what looked like a paint chart. Then she reached into a gym bag sitting near her seat, sorted through a few items and pulled out a bag with two, very real looking, silicone breasts complete with nipples.

"I know that you're having your electrolysis treatment tomorrow, but I want to get these onto you tonight while I'm here, so sit in this chair for a minute." Missy reached into the bag again and pulled out a bottle of Nair and a pair of surgical gloves which she put on. Then she squirted some of the Nair into her hands and spread it on Chris' chest. After ten minutes, she walked him to the kitchen sink and carefully rinsed off the cream and with it went what very little chest hair he'd had.

"Ok, ladies, please clear the table off. I need it for an operating table. Chrissie, I want you to lay down on your back on the table so I can apply your breasts correctly. I'm using a very powerful surgical glue that will secure them to you for six to eight months. If you want to take them off before then, I have a solvent for that. They will look and feel exactly like real breast. Now, Terry is a 34C, but she's a few inches taller than you and has a few pounds on you, too, so I'm going with a 34B for you, ok?"

Chris was beyond confused and very tired, "Yeah, I guess so."

"Good."

Missy took about fifteen minutes to do everything she needed to do and at exactly 11:30, she helped Chris stand. He looked exactly like a topless young woman.

"Wow!" said both Margo and Terry.

"My God!" said his mom. "They look so real! And I can't see any seams or anything."

"Nope, you shouldn't see anything different on him than you would on Terry. They're even warm to the touch. You can swim with them, shower, hot tube, whatever. They won't come loose. The only thing is, if you're out in the sun, be sure to cover up your chest or wear lots of sun block because your skin will change color, but these won't."

Mom paid Missy and thanked her and Missy packed up and headed out the door.

"Well, it's been a long, strange day and tomorrow should be just as long and promises to be a lot stranger, so we better get to bed. Margo, I don't want you driving home, so you just take the sleep-sofa in the living room. You know where the blankets and sheets are, God knows you've spent more nights on that couch than your bed lately. Now, you two - up to bed and Terry, give your brother a nightie. I don't want him sleeping naked and I am positive that his pjs won't fit over his new equipment."

Terry took Chris by the hand and said, "Come on, sis, I'll give you something comfy to wear to bed."

Ten minutes later, Chris was under the covers wearing a knee length, white, silk night gown that had lace around the breast cups. He tried to find a comfortable way to lay down, but between the new breasts and the rollers in his hair, there just was no way to get completely comfortable, so he just lay flat on his back and, quicker than he expected, he drifted off to sleep.
 
Chapter 10
 

"Come on, Chrissie, wake up. We have to get going," Terry woke him up at 5:15 the next morning. "I have some clothes here for you to wear. Do you need any help?"

Chris was pulling himself up, but struggling. Everything above his waist felt heavy; his chest, his head, everything.

When he pulled himself to the edge of the bed and threw his legs over the side, his nightie rode up just enough for Terry to catch a glimpse of his panties. She also saw that his 'morning wood' was sticking out. She giggled just a little, "Umm. Where did you get those panties?" Chris explained about the shorts and his male underwear. As he was explaining, he raised the hem of the nightie to show her and that's when he saw what Terry was seeing.

"Oh, jeez!!! Sorry Terry! I didn't know it was showing!" He covered up quickly.

"That's ok, sweetie. Here, start with this." She tossed him a fleshcolored gaff. "Missy said that you would need these."

Chris stood and turned his back to his sister, dropped his panties and pulled the gaff up his legs. Instead of turning back to Terry, he was fumbling with the gaff for a few moments.

"Do you need help?" Terry asked.

"I just can't get it into the pocket. Are you sure this works?"

Terry turned him towards her and pulled the front of the gaff towards her and looked down.

"Hey!" Chris cried and tried to push her away, but Terry, with her usual determination, just reached into the garment and deftly tucked his member into the pocket of the gaff, then let the waist band go and looked at the feminizing effect.

"There. All gone!" She said as if she was talking to a child. Then she rubbed the front of the silky thing. "Now, we really are twins!" She smiled.

Chris was embarrassed beyond words and turned blood red.

"Oh, don't be embarrassed, sweetie. Get used to it. You're my little sister now," She pulled Chris into her shoulder and hugged him tightly; not a frequent occurrence. Chris was barefoot while Terry was already in her cowgirl boots, so he was substantially shorter than her. The feeling of the hug from such a tall woman, the curlers in his hair pressing against her, the silky nightie and gaff and then the totally alien feeling of this artificial pair of breasts pressing just below Terry's was all so weird to him. "Now, put on some pretty panties over those." And she held out a pair of yellow panties with a little flowery-lace embroidered over the leg holes. She squatted down so that he could step into them, then pulled them up his legs and, once again looked at the flat front on her brother's crotch and smiled.

Chris slipped off the nightie and Terry pulled a white bra up his arms, then helped him fasten it in the back. Then she pulled a light blue tee shirt over his head and handed him the shorts he had worn home last night.

"This is pretty cool!" she said. "It's like I have a life-sized American Girl doll that looks just like me and I get to dress her up and share her with my friends!"

Chris smiled, still embarrassed, and looked at the scoop neck line of the tee shirt and sucked in a gasp as he saw how revealing the blouse was.

Terry smiled. "If you got it, flaunt it, baby!"

At 6:00 on the dot, Terry and Chris entered Marie's beauty shop. Marie and her electrolysis woman were both drinking coffee and chatting, while, over in the back of the shop, Gina, Grace and Margo were spreading out the breakfast foods they had brought with them.

Everyone said their 'good mornings' and Terry headed to the food. Chris followed, but was stopped by Marie. "Not you, girlie. You jump up into that chair and let me see how those curlers worked out."

As she took off the kerchief and started unrolling his hair, Marie said, "Well, well. Looks like you grew quite a nice little rack overnight, didn't you?" and she smirked at him. He was a bit embarrassed, but Marie just gave a little snicker and continued.

When his hair was all down, she heaved a sigh and said, "Well, the color looks great, but the curlers were a waste of time. The extensions curled pretty well, but your hair is still as straight as a stick." Chris was turned away from the mirrors and couldn't see.

Terry heard Marie and came over to take a look. "He has hair just like mine, Marie. I've been getting perms just for this little bit of body in my hair since I was thirteen."

"Ok, a perm it is, but, I am going to make her's just a little curlier than yours so that she has that 'country-girl' look to it." Chris was blushing more and more as the woman around him used the female pronouns. It was weird and embarrassing, but at the same time, he kind of liked it, too. He'd always been a kind of a loner - not really by choice - just because he was so painfully shy. This new kind of inclusion into this group of women was really nice.

"So," Marie continued while turning her attention to the electrolysis woman, "I'll start the curlers for the perm now. Can you start on her legs from here?"

"Sure, not a problem!" said the woman, who Chris later learned was named Betty.

The two woman set to work, while conversations about Chris swirled around him, but if anyone spoke to him is was just things link, "look down, please," or "turn to the left."

By 7:30, Chris had the horrid smelling perm solution on his head, Marie had said she was using a mild solution like she would use on little girls since this was Chris' first perm and she didn't want to damage the weave, but it still smelled awful, and Betty was burning away his body hair. "This won't be permanently removed after just one treatment, honey. You have to do it a few times over a couple of years to keep it away forever. I'm not hurting you, am I?" Chris shook his head and looked up to see the girls grabbing their stuff and headed out.

Chris felt a stab of fear at being left here alone. "You guys are leaving?"

"Yep!" Margo smiled at him. "We have to go to a shop that sells performance clothing in the city. They open at 9:00, so we're going to get going."

"What about me?" Chris asked, sounding a little whinier than he intended.

"Don't worry, cutie," Margo said as she patted both of Chris' cheeks and smiled at him. "We'll pick out something sexy for you. If it looks nice on Terry in a size two, it will look great on you in a size zero! I'm sure you'll love what we get! Bye, bye, all!"

Of course, Chris wasn't talking about the clothes. He meant that he didn't want to be here alone.

Marie understood and rubbed his shoulders through the smock. "Don't worry, baby girl. They'll be back in a few hours and we'll be done by then. I have my first guests coming in at 8:15, so I'm going to have Betty take you to a room in the back so she can continue her work. I'll bring you out here in a while to take out your curlers. Then, when we're all done with everything else, we'll do your make up, ok?"

Chris nodded and Marie helped him stand up. There really wasn't anything about this child that looked at all boyish, let alone manish and he was really scared without his sister here. 'It's amazing,' Marie thought, 'he seems so young and insecure while Terry, just a few minutes older, is so self-secured and has accomplished so much.' Marie couldn't help herself. She took Chris in her arms and hugged him sympathetically then planted a warm kiss on his smelly forehead. "Don't worry, baby. I'll take good care of you till your sister comes back," Then, she flashed a motherly smile at him and shooed him into the back room as her first appointment of the day came in the front or the shop.
 
Chapter 11
 

It was after 2:00 and Chris' mom was pacing back and forth in her house. She'd been out on the patio pacing for the last hour and finally came inside hoping to relax a little. No such luck.

"I never should have allowed this," she muttered to herself. "This is ridiculous. I should call Terry and call this whole thing off right now."

In fact she had called Terry twice already. At 11:00, Terry told her that she and the girls had just come back from shopping, but she hadn't seen Chris yet. At 12:30, Terry said that they were driving home, but she needed to stop and get Chris something to eat along the way because he'd not eaten anything all day.

"How does he look? Is he ok?" her mother had asked.

"Relax, mom. He looks great. You'll love him - or should I say her - when you see her." The laughter of all the girls in the car did nothing to relieve her feelings that she'd set her son up for a terrible experience.

Finally, at 2:30, she heard the car pull into the driveway. She rushed into the kitchen and sat at the table, sipping some soda and turning pages in the daily paper. The girls came through the front door and there was a lot of giggling and hushing going on in the living room, but no one came into the kitchen. Their mom was going crazy waiting for them.

"Hi, everyone!" she shouted from the kitchen. "I'm out here in the kitchen."

Suddenly, dead silence and then some hushed giggles. Then the four girls came into the kitchen.

"Hi, mom!" Terry greeted her mom with a big grin on her face.

"Hi, Mrs. Walters," the other three said as well.

"Hi, girls," she replied, keeping her anxiety in check. "Say, you wouldn't happen to have seen your brother anywhere today, have you. Small, thin guy with kind of perfect breasts..."

"No," Terry smirked, "I haven't seen my brother anywhere, but I have seen my little sister."

The girls smiles were huge with expectation.

Terry continued, "Would you like to see my twin sister, Chrissie?"

"If you don't mind, yes, I would like to see him.... Um... her. I'd like to see her right now, please."

"Ok! Ladies and gentlemen! For the first time in our very own kitchen - the newest member of Dusty Rose and the Walters family; Christine Elizabeth Walters!"

With that a young woman entered the room. She was breath taking-ly beautiful. Long, softly curled, yellow-blond hair that reached nearly to her waist with sweet little pearl ear-rings showing off her newly pierced ears. A tight fitting, rose colored polo shirt and a short, but blousy, pleated, darker blue skirt that reached to her mid-thigh. Her legs were smooth and perfect and ended with her slightly-heeled-sandal covered feet that had ten, perfectly pedicured, pink toe nails.

Mrs. Walters took in the image and then concentrated on the beautiful face. The delicately arched eyebrows, softly shaded eyes, ever-so-slightly blushed cheeks. And she was even slightly tanned.

Mrs. Walters hands were folded in front or her mouth. Her eyes were wide in shock. How could this perfect young woman be her gawky, little son.

Finally she whispered, "Oh, Chrissie..." and tears flowed down her face.

Chris' smile disappeared and concern spread across his face. "Mom... please don't cry. I'll go take it all off." He ran to his mother. "Mommy, please, just don't cry..."

"My God. I never noticed that you even have a girls voice," she said as a huge smile broke out on her face. She hugged Chris to her and continued crying. "Oh, Chrissie, you are so beautiful. I can't believe that you are the gawky little guy who was sitting at this table just twenty-four hours ago when the girls first brought this whole thing up."

She pulled back and held Chris at arm's length and took him in again. "How is this possible? Do you have a tan? I thought that you weren't supposed to get a tan with those boobs?"

"It's a spray-on tan, Mrs. Walters," Gina said. "My mom thought it would make everything look more natural. All five of us have been well coached on how to do Chris' hair and make-up. We can make her look great on the street, like she is now, or for the stage. We'll take really good care of your little-ist girl."

His mom stood back and had them all come close together so she could take a look at the five of them together. She looked from one to the next to the next and there just wasn't any difference; they were all beautiful young women.

"How do you feel, sweetheart?"

Chris was a bit confused. "I feel fine, mom. Why?"

"No, baby, I mean; how do you feel in the clothes and the makeup? How do you like the long hair? All of it?"

Everyone got quiet to hear his response.

"I don't know. I guess I feel... nice. All the pampering over the last two days was really special for me. I kind of loved being fussed over and Marie was so nice to me. My body is so smooth now, too. It's really sensitive and the clothes that I'm wearing are so much nicer than my boy clothes. I like the softness of this polo shirt a lot. I never felt that in my old ones. And this skirt makes me feel... well, I guess I feel pretty. I can't stop looking at myself in the mirror, mom. No one ever noticed Chris, but, mommy, no one can look at me now and not see something beautiful in me. I really like it, mom! Really!"

"Oh, baby, baby, baby," and she hugged him again. "You are so very, very beautiful."

"Ok, girls!" Margo interrupted. "I hate to be the slave driver, here, but we have a little gig coming up in just a few days and we need to rehearse our new 'chick' singer. She needs to learn a few new songs and get used to moving in her sexy, new clothes," With that she gave Chris' fanny a soft slap and her hand lingered there just a little longer than it should have. "Come on, sweetie pie, let's go down stairs and get this band focused!"

As they all disappeared down the stairs, his mom watched in astonishment. 'He is beautiful!' she thought. 'He is so much smaller than the rest of them. I can't believe that's my shy little boy. I guess that shyness in a boy is odd, but shyness in a girl is somehow attractive.' She couldn't help but have a few more concerns, though, and she still thought, 'I sure hope that we're doing the right thing.'

Then she dialed the number for Gina's mother's cell phone to thank her.
 
Chapter 12
 

They worked and they worked. When they weren't practicing, they were watching YouTube videos of Martina MacBride, Taylor Swift, Carrie Underwood, Kellie Picker and other female country singers. They'd all make notes on movements, gestures, facial expressions, clothing and makeup and then they'd rerun some of their material with Chris adding in the new movements, etc. They were all like a football coaches trying to make a championship team.

On Sunday, they set up a video camera to record Chris' movements so they could take a close look at his movements.

"It's the way you move your hips, Chris," Gina was explaining. "You look like a girl, but your hips don't sway like one. There's still something boyish about you your hips."

They went back to rehearsing, but the movements just didn't improve.

At 2:00 that afternoon, Margo said, "Let's take a lunch break." She pulled some money out of her pocketbook and handed it to Grace. "Why don't you guys run to Subway and get us some lunch. Let me talk to our little lady here for a few minutes. I think I can help her get those movements right."

Chris felt an excited, yet nervous flush pass across him. He was a little nervous about being alone with Margo. He really did have a thing for her and he had fantasized about being with her many times, but in all of those fantasies, he never once was wearing a little yellow dress with a built in petticoat.

When the others were gone, Margo smiled at him and said, "I think I know what's missing, Chrissie. It's just that, even though you're wearing a dress and you look like a knockout, you don't really know how it feels to be a girl." She got up and grabbed her iPod and scrolled through her playlists until she found what she wanted. Then she plugged it into the PA system. The sounds of an older country song came through the speakers.

Don't look so sad I know it's over
But life goes on and this old world will keep on turning

Chris was sitting and watching Margo adjust the volume. Her tight jeans squeezed her butt perfectly and made him even more nervous. When she turned and walked toward him, he blushed slightly.

"May I have this dance?" She extended her hand to him to help him to his feet.

He rose and Margo pulled him to her. She took his arms and put them around her neck, then she wrapped her arms around his waist and pulled him in tightly.

"Rest your head on my shoulder and just let me lead."

Margo was wearing her boots and Chris, just his flip flops, so his head rested easily on Margo's shoulder. His head was turned away from Margo's chin and he could feel her warm breasts against his neck. Goose bumps popped up all over his body.

The music continued: Take the ribbon from your hair, shake it loose and let it fall...

As Margo led Chris across the limited open space in the basement she whispered to him. "Shh, now, close your eyes and just feel everything. Feel how your dress sways with your hips. Doesn't that feel nice? It slides across your bottom, every time you move, doesn't it? Now, just focus on that for a moment. Feel it sway and swish and sway and swish... shhhhhhhhh"

Chris was almost hypnotized by the feelings and her voice.

"That's so much nicer than feeling pants on you, isn't it? Yes, I know it is. Now, feel how naked your legs are. Isn't that sexy? Can you feel my jeans brush against them? It's so nice. So, nice," she whispered some more. "Think about this, too; the only thing separating my sex from yours is just your silky, little panties. Think how vulnerable that makes you, baby. Just your little panties protecting you from me. You are so vulnerable, but it is soooo worth it to feel this pretty, isn't it? Such a pretty girl, such a pretty girl. Just keep thinking about how that skirt feels, brushing on your legs."

The song ended and another started immediately. This time it was Kenny Rogers singing She Believes in Me. As the lyrics began, Margo leaned forward and kissed the exposed skin on Chris' shoulder. They were, slow, warm, tender kisses and Chris could feel a stirring in his panties. Of course he'd been aroused before, but with the gaff pulling everything so tight, this was different. It was just a longing to offer himself to Margo.

The kisses moved up Chris' neck until they reached his ear.

She sang quietly into his ear.

And she believes in me,
I'll never know just what she sees in me
I told her someday if she was my girl, I could change the world With my little songs, I was wrong

Margo bit at the little pearl ear ring that was nestled on Chris' earlobe. When she softly probed the inside of his ear with her tongue, Chris' knees nearly buckled beneath him. He wasn't even thinking now, just acting on impulse - pure, feminine impulse. With his eyes still closed, his head rolled back and he turned his head toward Margo's while she continued to nuzzle his neck. When Margo pulled her head back, she saw Chris' beautiful face with its perfect makeup turned towards her's and his mouth was just slightly open. His lower lips quivered just a little bit.

Margo leaned in again and this time, she pressed her lips against his - softly at first, then harder and with more passion. When her tongue entered his mouth, his tongue yielded to her and he was soon submitting to her every whim.

Now, he could feel her hands on his rear as she pulled his groin to her's. He moved his right leg to the side and softly wrapped it around the course material of Margo's jean-encased leg. When the kiss ended, Chris's head fell back as if there were no muscles to hold it in place. Margo moved her kisses down to his throat and leaned forward to continue her ministrations.

Margo was as caught up in the passion as Chris, now, but somewhere inside of her, a reminder came into her mind, reminding her that this was not the time for this to go too far. She paused and took a deep breath to calm herself. Then she looked at how she and Chris were entangled: She was bent nearly half-way over. One arm was cradling Chris' back while the other was clamped firmly to his buttocks. Chris' head was hanging freely from his shoulders and he had become limp in her arms. She looked at his beautiful, feminine face and she wanted, more than anything, to continue, but she knew that this was the time to stop, so she slowly started to stand upright, taking Chris with her. When, at last he rolled his eyes open, he looked demurely up into her eyes and the both smiled the smallest, most satisfied smiles of their lives at each other.

Margo kissed his forehead. "Now," she kissed his right eye lid, "my" she kissed his left eye lid, "sweet," she kissed his right cheek, "beautiful," she kissed his left check, "baby," she kissed his lips, "when you sing a song," she kissed his lips again, "sing it," she kissed his lips again, "to," she kissed his lips again, "only," this time she kissed his lips long and soft, "me."

Just then, the girls opened the door at the top of the stairs and came bustling down the stairs, laughing and chatting. Chris walked away from Margo and kept his back to the girls.

"Any progress?" Gina smiled and handed both Chris and Margo a drink.

"I think so!" Margo's mood snapped back to her casual norm while Chris took the drink and turned away, again.

Terry handed Margo her sandwich, but as she looked towards Chris, she could see the blush that he was trying to hide - it was even visible on his exposed shoulders.

She whispered to Margo, "Did we interrupt something here?"

Margo smiled back and raised her eyebrows a couple of times, indicating that things had gone a bit further than she'd expected. "You kinda did," She whispered so only Terry could hear.

Terry's eye's grew wide and her jaw fell open as if she were going to let out an excited scream, but, instead, she closed her mouth and grinned a huge, supportive and happy grin back at Margo. Now, Margo blushed a bit, too.

Terry crossed to Chris and handed him his lunch. As he smoothed his dress beneath his bottom and sat in a chair to eat, Terry sat on an amplifier beside him and rubbed both of his arms as he prepared his meal. When Margo glanced in their direction, Terry caught her eye and, once again, opened he mouth as if to scream, but instead, smiled and bounced excitedly in place to show her approval of Margo and Chris.

When lunch was finished, they went back to playing while having the video camera on. Chris was a new person. He was soft and feminine and powerful and sexual and intimate and broad and, above all, connected to the music. His little hips swayed in his skirts and his eyes flashed pure sexuality.

As they finished up for the day and walked up the stairs, Terry wrapped an arm around Chris' shoulders and said, "You are a revelation, baby sister. A revelation!" Chris smiled back, but said nothing.

Grace and Gina were already out the door and getting into their cars, but Margo was waiting in the kitchen. "Ok, then. I'll see you girls tomorrow."

"Ok, hon," Terry said and gave Margo a peck on the cheek.

Chris went to do the same, but Margo caught him off guard and planted another soft kiss on his lips. When they separated, she kissed him again on his forehead. "Good night, beautiful," She whispered as she turned and left - leaving him breathless and strangely unsatisfied.

He watched her leave and stared at the door after it closed. Terry gave him a soft smack on his butt and laughed. "Why, you little tramp!" She laughed. "Come on, lover-girl. Let's get ready for bed. Mom bought you a new nightie that will fit better than one of mine," They were already up to the second floor. "You'll like it. It's pink and frilly and very pretty. Wait until Margo sees you in it," Terry teased, "she'll be all over you." Her smile was huge and his was, too. As she helped him remove his makeup and get into his new nightie, she was singing, "I kissed a girl and I liked it..."
 
Chapter 13
 

Monday night was the final rehearsal. Grace's family had access to their church hall and the girls set up on the small stage in the hall. They ran their set three times with the video running, critiqued it in between each run and improved each time. Chris' gestures were perfect and so was his singing.

Finally, it was Tuesday night.

Grace and Gina went to the club, Windy Ranch Bar, where they were to perform early to set everything up for their 9:00 set. Margo showed up at 7:15 to meet the promoter and discuss business. "Schmoozing" she called it.

At the same time, Chris' mom was helping Marie get Chris' makeup and hair just right. They were in mom's bedroom using her vanity to get everything done as methodically as possible. Terry did her hair and makeup in her room, then put on her new outfit - it was still a little, country-style sundress, but it had little sparkles all over it to catch the light when she moved.

Chris had yet to see his outfit, but now was the time.

Terry came in with a garment bag and hung it on the back of the door.

"Are you all set to get dressed?" she asked her brother.

"I guess so!" He stood and opened the front of his robe revealing the undergarments he had been instructed to wear. A strapless bra and blue panties over his skin-tone-colored gaff.

"Let's start with your shoes." She took out the shoes and showed them to everyone. They were two inch heels, open toed, silver shoes that glimmered even in the light of the bedroom. On stage they were bound to be gorgeous. Both mothers gasped in approval.

"Now, close your eyes. I want this on you before you see it so you get the full effect."

Chris started to object, but his mom interrupted. "Come on, Chrissie, don't spoil our fun. I know you worked hard for this day, but so have Terry and Marie. Let Terry have some fun."

He closed his eyes and waited. Terry had him lift one leg and then the other as he stepped into the dress. Then he felt it being drawn up his body and adjusted on him. Then he felt the zipper being pulled up the back of the dress. Then he felt Terry fluffing out the skirt of the dress while he heard the women whispering about how beautiful he looked.

"It feels very short," he said.

"It is, but it is a very "country" outfit and you look amazing in it. Keep those eyes closed and lets move to the mirror. Take my arm. I'll lead you."

They moved a few steps forward then to the right.

"Ok. On the count of three you can open them. One. Two. Three!"

He couldn't believe it. There in the mirror was Terry and her slightly smaller clone, Chris, but Chris was wearing a blue dress with sparkles everywhere. The dress was strapless with a plunging neckline and an empire waistline. Then the dress spread out from just below his bust into a bouncy, wide skirt with a lacy petticoat sticking out underneath. The whole dress barely covered his panties by six inches.

"Oh, my God! It's so short and girly!!" he shouted in a very girly manner.

"I know. Isn't it cute!?" Terry smiled back at him.

"Mommy! Do you like this?"

"Chrissie, I think it's perfect! You look absolutely adorable."

"It's true," Marie reassured him. "You are perfect for this. Just sit down for another minute and let me put some spray on your hair."

Chris looked away from the mirror and headed for the vanity. When he sat, he immediately sprang back up.

"What's the matter, baby?" Mom asked.

"This is so short that when I sit, I sit on my panties. Are you sure this is ok?"

"Chrissie, sweetheart," Terry said, "You are a country girl, remember? It's the 'farmer's daughter' fantasy that you need to fulfill. You look great!"

He nodded and sat again and Marie emptied nearly the entire contents of the hairspray can onto his hair.

Finally, they were ready and all of them piled into mom's minivan and headed to the club.
 
Chapter 14
 

It was a great performance!

Chris flirted with the audience like he'd spent his whole life in skirts. They ate it up. The girls had worked out some moves, too. All in all, it was a solid 30 minutes of great entertainment and, when it ended, the crowd was on their feet cheering.

"You girls were UNBELIEVABLE!" The promoter cheered at them as they exited the stage. "Tomorrow morning at 10:00, I want all five of you and whoever represents you to meet me in the restaurant of my hotel, the Hyatt on Grove Street, and we are going to lock this thing up! I want you five in Nashville by next week. This is going to be recorded and released as soon as possible! I am predicting that Dusty Rose is going to own this summer!!!"

The four girls, Chris, his mom and Marie all were cheering and hugging each other and in a big group.

"See you in the morning, girls! You are on your way, sweet hearts! You are on your way!!!" and he left.

Back at the house there was a big meeting; Chris, his mom, the girls, Marie, Margo's father and Grace's mother and father. The discussion was excited and concerned.

"What if this is some kind of scam?"

"I have a lot of concerns about you girls quitting school!"

"Maybe this is the one and only chance! How can we say 'no' to their one and only chance?"

"This is the greatest day of our lives!"

"This is one of the most frightening things that I can think of you girls doing."

"You can't say 'no'! We have to try this!"

It went on this way for about a half-hour until Chris' mom took control of the situation. "I think that we need to each state our positions on this and then hear from the kids. Bill and Maggie; what do you think?"

Bill, Grace's dad, spoke for both of them. "Well, I think I have been very supportive up till this point, but, Gracie, this is something very different. You might be throwing your life away here. Please, just finish college and then pursue this. That's all I am asking."

"Daddy, the opportunity exists tomorrow morning - not in four years. It really is now or never. If things don't go well, I promise I will be back on campus, taking classes in the fall. Ok?"

"I think that's a good way to look at things," Marie jumped in. "Let's let them give it a shot, but with the caveat that, if things are not going well by August, everyone's back at school in September. Can everyone live with that?"

Most of the parents sighed, but everyone agreed that it was worth a half a semester and a summer vacation.

Then, Margo's Dad seemed to notice Chris for the first time. "Where are your parents, sweet heart? I'd like to know how they feel about you missing a semester of college."

Chris looked a little confused and said, "Ummm. I'm only a junior in high school."

Margo's dad seemed very concerned. "This is a big decision, sweet heart. I think that you should have a parent here."

Margo, who was sitting next to Chris, put a reassuring hand on Chris' leg and said, "Daddy, you know Chris. Mrs Walters is Chris' mom."

Chris was still wearing his stage dress, so he was feeling a bit exposed and her hand was very close to his panties.

Margo's dad looked at Mrs. Walters with confusion on his face. "I thought that you only had Terry and Chr..." He slowly turned his head back to Chris and Margo. "Oh, my goodness. Chris... is that really you?"

Chris kept his eyes down and answered, "Yes, sir. It's me."

Margo gave his thigh another reassuring squeeze and a little rub sending very un-lady-like sensations to his gaff-encased member.

Margo's dad stared in disbelief. His eyes came to rest on Chris' very real looking cleavage. "...how? ... why?"

Margo quickly explained everything.

"You can't possibly keep this up forever. When did you plan to tell that promoter about this?"

"Tomorrow morning, daddy. He loves the band. I'm sure he'll understand."

He turned to Mrs. Walters. "I guess you have a lot riding on this, huh?"

It was her turn to look confused this time. "I don't understand? I just want what's best for the kids."

"Really!?" he half laughed. "What's best for the kids? You son is wearing a petticoat and has breasts..."

"Those are artificial breasts!" Marie chimed in.

"... and you say you want what's best for him? Is there really any job worth castrating your son for?"

"I beg your pardon!" Mrs. Walters shouted. "I did no such thing!"

He shook his head; disgusted. "Come on, Margo, we're going home. This is all over, now."

Margo didn't budge. "No, daddy. I'm staying here and I am going to the meeting in the morning. I am nineteen years old. I pay for my own college expenses and I can make my own decisions. If things work out tomorrow morning, I am going to take this chance. We're a very good band, daddy, and we may have the chance to live charmed lives if they offer us the right deal, so... well, you can leave if you want, but I am staying right here."

Her dad nodded, looked around and left quietly. The meeting concluded and Gina and Grace left with their parents.

The next hour was a hustle to get the house cleaned up, get all of their makeup off and get into bed as quickly as possible so they could get some rest before the morning. Then, mom laid in her bed, Terry in hers, Chris in his and Margo on the couch and all of them stared at the ceiling until the sun rose.
 
Chapter 15
 

At 9:55 the next morning, Margo, Chris, Terry and mom stepped out of the minivan and met with Marie and Gina, and Grace and her parents in the hotel's parking lot, then headed into the restaurant. Margo was shocked to see her father standing near the door to the restaurant. He was carrying a single pink rose in his hand. The others stayed back while Margo walked to her dad. "Hi," she said.

"Hi. Listen, honey... I gave this a lot of thought and, well, if this is what you want to do, I shouldn't stand in your way." He shifted a little uncomfortably on his feet and held out the flower for Margo. "This is the dustiest rose I could find this early in the day. I won't come in if you don't want me to, but... well, good luck, baby."

Margo jumped into his arms and hugged with all her might. The others mover forward as Margo gave him a kiss on the cheek. "Ok, everyone," Margo smiled, "let's go in."

They all filed into the restaurant. Chris found himself walking next to Margo's dad. Chris was wearing a casual dress with a dark blue, spaghetti strapped top with a 'poofy' white, flowered bottom. Chris suddenly felt the man's hand on his shoulder, then he heard him whisper into his ear. "I am sorry, Chris. You are a very beautiful young woman and I shouldn't have said what I did last night. Can you forgive me?"

Chris looked at him and smiled. "Yes, sir. Of course."

They continued to the back of the room and found the promoter sitting at a large table, but not nearly large enough for all of them, so they pulled another table over and ordered breakfast.

The promoter, Evan Stewart, began by explaining that he only represented the recording and distribution company and that the girls should talk to a lawyer about setting up a publishing company to protect their original songs and other details that he could not speak to.

"Now," he said, finally getting to what he had to offer he had to present, "I have to tell you, and this is the truth, I never make an offer like this, but I have so much faith in you girls that I convinced the company that I needed to make this an offer you couldn't refuse. Here's the deal: You each receive a $100,000.00 signing bonus for a total of half-a-million dollars. You are in Nashville by Monday morning of next week, where you work with Billy Coleman - one of country music's best producers - and you have three weeks to record an album of not less than ten songs, at least seven original compositions. This way we can get at least a couple of videos recorded and get everything into circulation by the middle of May and, honest to God, I really think that you girls are going to own the airways this summer! What do you think?"

There was stunned silence around the table.

"Well....?"

Finally, Chris' mom stoke up. "Mr. Stewart, I think I speak for everyone here when I say that we are flabbergasted by your generosity and we are very, very excited and very, very scared about this whole thing, but..." she stopped to think, but Evan interrupted.

"But!? Mrs. Walters, this offer is unheard of. I have never made an offer like this before. Take my advice, girls; sign the contracts."

".... No, no," she continued, "they want to sign the contracts, believe me, they do, but there is something we need you to be aware of first."

"Ok," Evan said. "And that something is...?"

She stood and took Chris' hand and walked him over to Evan, "Mr. Stewart... I'd like you to meet Chris Walters."

"Thank you, Mrs. Walters, but we have met and your daughter's voice is at least 60% of the reason we're all here this morning."

"No, Mr. Stewart. Meet Christopher Walters. My son."

First Evan was silent, then he gave a nervous laugh and looked around at everyone to see if this was a joke they were playing on him.

"You're joking. This is a joke, right?"

No one responded.

"This drop-dead beautiful girl is your son?"

"Yes, Mr. Stewart and we thought you needed to know that before you signed them. I assure you that, if you sign them, he can still dazzle you as a male singer. You should hear him when..."

"Stop. Just stop. I just realized that I saw him perform as man - or boy, I guess - and I have to say, I was unimpressed. And I saw him perform as a girl and he was amazing! That's the singer I need in this band," Then he looked more closely at Chris. "I can't believe that you're a dude! What are you, like a pre-op or something?"

Chris, whose eyes had been riveted to the carpet, looked up, "Excuse me? I don't know what you mean."

"I mean," he continued, "do you still have your... well, your man stuff?"

Chris was horribly embarrassed by the question. "Yes, sir."

"So the hormones did this?" he asked indicating Chris' breasts.

"No, sir. Those are fakes."

Evan began thinking. "Ok... ok.... Ok.... Sit down, Chris, Mrs. Walters. Just give me a minute to think."

They all watched as he sat and thought and drummed his fingers on the table.

Finally, he spoke again. "Here's the deal! I can't use this band without Chris and I can't use Chris as a boy, so I need Christine in this band from now on. I never heard what you just told me - clear!?" Everyone nodded in agreement. "I am going to write up another contract, separate from this one, that locks you all, band and parents, into a secrecy agreement for the duration of the original agreement, which is for three albums or seven years. None of you - not any one of you - will be able to speak about Chris' sex during that time and I never - NEVER - want to hear anyone talk to me about this again! No one except the people at this table know anything about this and no one will. From now on, Chris is not Christopher for any reason. Chris is just Chris. That is how you will sign your name at all times. Never, ever use the name Christopher again. Are we all in agreement?"

"Chris," Margo's dad spoke up, "I really want you to consider this. You're seventeen now and, if you agree to this, you will have to live as a girl - as a woman - at least until you are twenty-four. Is this what you want?"

Chris considered everything for a few moments and then he said, "I have thought about this a lot and this is probably the best thing that ever happened to me. I've always been alone and, for the last ten days, I've been part of your group. I've never been as free in front of an audience as I have been with you girls and I have never had an audience love me like they have since I started being a girl. I don't know where things may end up, but the idea of giving up Chrissie and going back to plain, old, easy to ignore Christopher - well, I really don't ever want to be 'him' again. So - I guess what I'm trying to say is - Yes - I am really happy to be a part of this band and I really, really want to make something of my life and, if the only way I can do it is in a pretty dress, then, a pretty dress is just fine with me - I like them!"

The other girls rushed to him and hugged him.

Gina, Grace and Margo all signed their contracts. Because Chris and Terry were still only seventeen, their mom signed theirs. Then they finished their breakfasts and headed out to the parking lot.

"Girls," Grace's dad hollered, "let's get a picture over here by the fountain! Line up here and hold up your copies of the contract."

All the girls stood together and posed and all the parents stood and looked at them in amazement. "Our babies are going to be stars!" Marie whispered in amazement. "This is unbelievable."

"I know," Grace's mom whispered back. "Look at them, They're all so beautiful. Especially Chris. She's really perfect."

"I know," whispered Chris' mom back to the others. "My little girls are all grown up!"
 
 
To Be Continued...

Dusty Rose - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Voluntary

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)


Dusty Rose - 2

by Clara
Copyright© 2012, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Chris has to decide on potential gender counseling and surgery as the group starts getting their act together.


 
Author's Note: This is one of my earliest works and a fun one to follow. I would like to thank all of you for kind reviews and emails that I have received here regarding my writing. Please, let me know what you think about my story, both good and bad.
I honestly read my reviews and am always willing to learn! ~Clara.

 
This version of Dusty Rose - 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

"Will you two, please get a move on!? I want you to have some breakfast before you go!" Terry and Chris' mother was shouting towards the living room from the stove where she was making French toast for the twins. Today was the day! Her babies were leaving and it had all happened so quickly. So unexpectedly.

"I'm right here, mom." Terry said, coming into the kitchen. "I've got everything packed and in the hallway. The girls won't be here for another forty-five minutes or so. There's plenty of time."

It didn't matter. Their mom was way too emotional to think clearly today. "Well, where is he? What is he doing?"

"She, mom. You have to remember that you don't have a son. You have two daughters. Where is SHE? What is SHE doing?"

"Alright! Where is SHE and what is SHE doing!?"

"Ironing."

"WHAT!?"

"She's ironing. After she packed up all of her clothes for Nashville, she needed something to wear today. She looked through my closet and found a box of clothes that I wore in junior and senior years of high school. She took it to her room and, this morning she tells me that she found something she liked, but it was wrinkled, so... she's ironing it."

"Does she even know HOW to iron?"

"I guess so. She asked me where the spray starch was."

"Spray starch?" Mom let out a little, surprised laugh. "I should have put that boy in dresses years ago! I hate ironing."

It was Monday morning. Five days since the girls had signed their recording contracts. It had been a whirlwind five days, too! Setting up new business accounts for the girls. Shopping for everything they'd need - especially for Chrissie who had nothing appropriate to start with. Then the hard working schedule that the girls had set up for themselves; four to six hours of rehearsal every day, at least a few hours of writing for Margo, Terry and Chrissie. Chrissie had down loaded some recording software and read and watched tutorials on line to learn how to work in a studio. The resulting files were very good - not professional quality, but very good. They all felt good about their ability to do well in the studios in Nashville.

Above and beyond all this, Chrissie had been practicing how to do his makeup and hair so that he wouldn't have to rely solely on the other girls. He was surprisingly good at it, now. Today he was insisting on picking out his own outfit - that was a first. For the last ten days, Terry had handed his daily attire to him every morning.

Terry came up behind her mom at the stove and wrapped her arms around her waist, hugging her back. "I know it's hard to face, but our little girl is all grown up, now, and she's leaving the nest."

Mom laughed and turned to hug Terry correctly. "Oooooo. Both my babies are leaving my nest." She hugged her harder. "I am going to miss you both so, so, so much! Call me everyday. Ok!?"

"Of course we will. And you can come down anytime you want. We may be back soon, if things don't go well!"

"Nonsense. You girls are amazing and they know that. You're going to take them by storm!"

They hugged again. Then, they heard a quiet cough from the doorway. They remained in the hug, but turned to see Chris. His hair was brushed and shining with a couple of bobby-pins on each side pulling it back off of his face. His make-up was understated and beautiful. He was wearing a short, simple string of pearls with matching ear rings and his shoes were two-inched-heeled sandals with very thin, white straps surrounding his pink-painted toenails.

The most startling thing though was his choice of dress. It was a little, navy-blue shirt dress with little white polka-dots and tiny cap-sleeves. The feminine lapels dove down to a modestly-sexy bust-line, then three little, white buttons held the garment tightly around his slender abdomen and, just above the hips, it skirted out into a softly draped, pleated skirt that just touched his knees. He was the picture of a pretty girl and, since the dress was actually a hand-me-down from Terry, it was just the tiniest bit too big on him, making him look just slightly younger than usual.

Both Terry and her mom smiled and let out a quiet, maternal, "Oh."

"Do I look ok?" He spun around so that they could see the back of the dress. "I don't look stupid, do I?"

"Oh, baby," Mom said with great pride as she crossed to him and turned him so she could tighten the bow in the back of the dress a little and thereby pull the dress a little tighter around his form. "You look absolutely perfect." Then she turned him around again to face her, hugged his face in her hands and kissed him firmly on his forehead.

Mom indicated to Terry to come join them in a group hug. As she kissed Terry's cheek and then leaned down a little to kiss Chris, she said, "I love you both, so much! Now, you two take care of each other. There is no one in the world more important to a girl than her sister. I am so glad that you each have one to rely on." She released them and ushered them to the table. "And, now - eat your French toast before you have to go."

Terry laughed a little. "Well, this will probably be the last French toast we eat in a while. According to Evan, we're going to be "in training" starting tomorrow. Strict diets and a personal trainer to get us ready for pictures when the album is done."

"Mmm," Chris mumbled through his nibble of food, "Sounds like fun. I can't wait."

The rented van was in the driveway and the instruments and suitcases were inside as 9:00 rolled around. There were hugs and kisses and tears and promises to call and then they were on their way to Tennessee. Fourteen hours later, five very tired members of Dusty Rose walked into the beautiful, four bedroom suite of their hotel, called dibs on which room belonged to which and, as quickly as possible crawled under the covers. Terry and Chris took the master bedroom with the king sized bed, which they shared, and the lights went out. The last thing that Chris heard before drifting off to sleep was Terry whispering, "So, this is life in the fast lane..."
 
Chapter 2
 

There was a knocking on the door on Tuesday morning. All the girls tried to ignore it, hoping that someone else would answer it. Finally, Chris rolled out of bed and headed out towards the door. He was still wearing the little polka-dot dress. It was wrinkled. He was bare foot and his hair was a mess and his makeup wasn't looking very fresh.

"What!?" he said a little more tersely than he intended.

There was a very pretty and obviously very fit woman at the door with a shopping cart full of yoga mats and exercise equipment. "Good morning, sleepy-head. Time to get to work!!!" The voice was way too cheery for this time of the morning. "Which one are you and where are the others?" And she pushed past Chris into the suite.

"I'm Chris. They're asleep. Who are you and what time is it?"

"I'm Denise" She smiled at Chris, but when there was no indication of recognition, she continued, "Your personal trainer. I know they emailed that I would be here this morning. It's 6:15 and you girls are supposed to be ready for me every weekday at 6:15. They have a lot of confidence in you girls and they want you looking your very best for the cameras."

Chris processed this information while Denise walked around him and appraised his body.

"Not much meat on you, is there? Well, we'll do what we can!" Then she walked from bedroom door to bedroom door, swinging them open and turning on lights while shouting, "Good morning, ladies! Let's get our cute little butts in gear!"

Eventually, Chris was joined by the four other equally tired and disheveled members of Dusty Rose in the common room. They all squinted at Denise as she spoke, nonstop, in her energetic manner. "This is not a good way to start, girls! I work for American Records, too, and my job is to make you as fit as possible in the next three or four weeks, so, here's the deal: Every morning, Monday through Friday, for the length or your stay at this hotel, I will walk through this door at 6:15 on the dot and I will find five, beautiful, young women ready to exercise. Is that clear? You will be wearing appropriate exercise clothing; shorts and tee shirts or, preferably yoga pants or leotards. Is that clear? I will give you an outline of a healthy diet to follow and you will do it without argument. Is that clear?"

Everyone nodded and grunted agreement while rubbing their eyes and shaking the sleep out of their heads.

"Now, which one is the face of this crew?"

Confused stares from everyone.

"Who is the lead singer?"

The other four pointed to Chris, who realized that, except for Denise, no one else had said a word since being roused from their beds.

"Hmm." Denise gave him another look-over. "Well, you're pretty enough, I guess, but not exactly built like a brick outhouse, are you?"

Chris was stunned. The other girls jumped in with one syllable shouts of defense, "Hey!" "What?" "Huh?"...

"Sorry... what's your name, sweetness?"

"Chrissie."

"...Chrissie. Sorry, Chrissie, but this is my job. One thing I am glad to see, though, is that you all seem like a team, so we can work together.

"Now, after we finish our workout in this room, I have reserved the hotel pool for a half hour on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, so, starting tomorrow, we will 'cool off' by swimming laps - we'll start with, say, fifty minutes tomorrow and work our way up from there. On pool days, we will finish up by 8:00. I assume you can all swim, right?"

"Yes..." came a unison, unenthusiastic response.

Then, suddenly realizing a problem, Chris shouted, "No! I can't!"

"Can't what? Swim, or just go swimming, because if it's just you're period, I can give you some guidance there..."

"No, umm... I can swim and it's not... well... it's not THAT! But, well... ummm... Oh! I didn't pack a suit! Sorry!"

"Oh," Denise remarked with feigned pity, "that's too bad, little girl." Then her manner changed back to her former drill sergeant persona. "Let's see. I know that you just got paid more to sign a contract than I will make in the next seven months, so, maybe after you girls meet the company big-wigs and get settled into the studio today, you might find a store that sells swim suits SOMEWHERE in this teeny-tiny city! What do you think? It is, after all, the capital of Tennessee - there must be a store someplace in this little town that sells swim suits! Don't you think!?"

Chris tried to think of something to say, but Margo jumped in. "It's ok, Chrissie. I'll help you with it. Don't worry."

But Chris was worried! Where would he hide his 'junk' in a bathing suit for God's sake! And this was the FIRST DAY that he was away from home trying to pull this off! This didn't bode well!
 
Chapter 3
 

Denise let them off that morning. She left the equipment she'd brought for future use in the suite and gave them some paperwork with diet guidelines - pretty restrictive, mostly a vegan diet with some fish or eggs allowed here and there - and left them with a warning that she would not be so nice to them tomorrow and left them to start getting ready for their day.

Each room had a shower, so they all set about preparing for the day. They had picked out the clothes they wanted to wear to impress everyone and they did everything that they could to look like the country stars they admired the most.

By 8:45, the suite smelled of singed hair from curling and straightening irons, hairspray, makeup and subtle, "daytime" colognes. Their stomachs were so full of butterflies that no one could even consider breakfast.

At 9:30, they were greeted by a receptionist in the offices of American Records. They were led to a conference room in which there were seven men and two women including the president of the company, some lower level executives who would be overseeing production, marketing, promotional things, their recording engineer, Mark Johnston, their producer, the legendary Alan Bennett and Evan Stewart, who they had met and who had offered them this opportunity just a few days ago.

They met for more than an hour and the words just spun around the heads of the members of Dusty Rose. They frequently looked to each other to see if anyone understood the corporate talk and legalese of the record company execs. Margo passed a note to Terry and Chris at one point, 'Should we call one of our parents to come down and hear this?' Terry grabbed the note wrote back, 'No! Man-up! Grow a pair!' Margo read it and smiled and wrote on the note again, sliding it back to Terry, 'Maybe we should let Chris take over. He has two pair. One above and one below." Terry read it and almost burst out laughing. She passed the note to Chris, whose face turned blood red. He crumpled the note and threw it into a nearby waste basket.

Finally, after they had all been numbed by the meeting, one of the women, Ellen Jacobs, who had been introduced as their company liaison, "You need anything at all, ladies, ANYTHING!, you tell Ellen and she'll get it for you!" they'd been told, led them to an elevator and down to the recording studio.

"This is it girls! Your home-away-from-home for the next month. This is yours 24/7. You can practice without the staff if you want, or you can have all hands on deck to record you. Whatever you need, different guitars, a piano, a sitar - whatever - we have it and I can get it for you!"

The place was amazing! Wood paneled rooms with huge microphone stands everywhere. Their own instruments had been brought up and set up in their basic rehearsal circle and there were microphones set up in front of each of their amplifiers.

"Holy cow!" Gina said as she looked at the elaborate mic-ing system around her drum kit. "This is so, effenin' cool!!!"

They all moved with wide eyes to their instruments and looked at all the equipment surrounding them. For the first time since they arrived, they started talking. It was a non-stop din of chatter as they looked around at everything.

"Well, it looks like we're ready to start!" came a man's voice through the speaker system. They all got silent and looked around. "In the booth. Look at the big window." They did and from inside, they saw the smiling face of Alan Bennett as he waved out to them. "What we're going to do for the next couple of hours, ladies, is just have you play through a few of your songs so I can get a feel for them and Mark, our engineer, can get an idea of how you play so we know how to proceed. Sound good?"

They all agreed.

"Chrissie," Alan Bennett said through the speakers, "you can sing from the studio while we rehearse, but you'll record from that booth over there when the time comes. Ok?"

Chris nodded that he understood.

"And one last thing, girls," He said and there was a little laughter in his voice, "you all look beautiful today, but recording is a long, hard process and I'd rather you were comfortable, so starting tomorrow, dress like you would for an ordinary rehearsal in your old space. Leave the high heels and perfect hair for the public. Here, you can be yourselves. Alright?" They smiled and nodded. "Alright! Let's hear what you do!"

Then, until 1:00 when they broke for lunch, Dusty Rose played their songs and, with each new song they sang, they could tell that Alan was more and more impressed!
 
Chapter 4
 

They broke for lunch.

Just outside of the studio was a moderately sized cafeteria with a huge variety of choices. The band was allowed to order first. While they were looking at the menu, they chatted with the crew they would be working with.

Chris was standing and talking to Margo and one of the technicians, when Margo elbowed Chris and pointed in the direction of Terry. "Look at that!" Margo whispered to him. Across the room, Terry was standing alone with Mark, the recording engineer. Mark was in his mod-twenties, very tall, six feet two or more, and very handsome. Short, neat, full head of hair. Blue eyes behind steel rimmed glasses. Well dressed in khakis and a polo shirt. Terry's body language was readable even from across the room. She was flirting, no doubt about it and, you could tell by Mark's body language, too, that he was flirting right back.

Just then, Ellen burst into the room and hollered in a not very businesslike manner, "Margo, Terry and Christine! I need to see you all in the booth - Right Now!!!"

As if a teacher had just scolded them, the two girls and Chris walked shamefacedly out of the cafeteria, across the hall and into the recording booth where they found Evan sitting in Mark's chair looking pretty upset.

Ellen slammed the door behind her and looked into the studio to insure they were alone. When she turned on the group there was fire in her eyes. She slammed a crumpled not onto the console and, with almost no control left in her voice, she growled, "What the fuck is this all about!?"

It was the note that Terry and Margo had passed back and forth during the meeting.

No one said a word.

"What are you, a faggot? Take off that dress and let me see your body!"

Chris was stunned and couldn't make a move or a sound.

"Did you hear me!" She yelled! "I will not lose my job because some little fairy wants to play games and 'pretend' to be a girl! You got that, Sally!" She had moved very close to Chris's face and her anger was pouring out of her. "So, you prove to me that you are a bitch, or you get our pansy ass out of my recording studio! You have three seconds! One!"

No one moved.

"Two!"

Evan slammed his hand on the console, "Ellen come on..."

"Three!"

"That's enough!" The voice came from the doorway. Alan Bennett had entered unnoticed at some point and had obviously heard a lot. "I've heard plenty of this conversation, Ellen, and you are way out of line here!"

"Look at this note!" She handed him the note. He read it and calmly folded it and put it in his pocket.

"And...?"

"And!?!?!? And that's a boy! We can't promote a band with a boy pretending to be a girl! This can't be kept quiet! We'll be ruined!"

Alan looked at Evan. A question passed between them. Chris saw it. Alan was definitely asking Evan if Ellen knew for sure. Evan shook his head in response.

Alan Bennett took a deep breath and let it out again. "Alright. Girls, go get some lunch and relax. In about an hour, we're going to try to lay down some scratch tracks on a couple of songs. Evan, you take them. Ellen, you and I need to have a nice long, calm conversation right here."

"No we do not!" She started to protest, but Alan put up his right hand and waved her off.

"A nice long conversation with me. Perhaps you didn't know this, but I own fifty-three percent of this company, so I think you can spare me a few minutes, don't you?"

Ellen looked around, then nodded in resignation. "Yes, I think I can."

"Come on girls," Evan muttered quietly and led them out into the hallway.

Once in the hall, Evan turned to Margo and in an angry whisper, hissed, "What were you thinking!? The very first day and you find a way to blow this whole thing!? The one thing that you agreed to never mention, you write down and leave around for people to see!? Are you nuts!?"

Terry interceded. "Evan, Chris threw the note in the waste basket. I'm sorry. I should have taken it with me and destroyed it, but, come on, who would expect anyone to go through the waste baskets after a ...."

"I would! And so should you! That's how corporate America works; finding out other people's secrets."

The girls nodded in sorrow and agreement. At that moment, they noticed that Chris was no longer with them. They turned at looked down the hallway where Chris was seated on a small bench; his knees together, with his elbows on them and his head buried in his hands.

"Chrissie," Terry and Margo both called softly as they hurried down the hall.

"Are you, ok, baby?" Terry asked as she sat beside him and Margo knelt in front of him.

Chris shook his head and looked at them. His eyes were rimmed in red, but he had not cried. "No. I'm not ok. I don't think this is going to work. Do you?" He looked from Margo to Terry, but neither answered. "It's day one and already I have to wear a bathing suit tomorrow - which we all know, I can't do - and at least two more people know I am a guy! At this rate, it will be in tomorrow's New York Times! 'New Jersey Boy Is a Freak In a Dress' - more on page six!"

"What do you mean, two people. It was only Ellen?" Margo asked.

"And Mr Bennett," Chris reminded her. "He heard everything and it was obvious that he knew before."

"Of course he knew." Evan chimed in. "He is the president of this company. I had no choice but to tell him, but he promised me and he made me promise him that this would never be discussed! Let's see how this plays out before we panic, alright?"

Margo and Terry nodded, but Chris put his head back in his hands and this time the sobs came. His shoulders shook as he tried to stop it, but he felt so powerless and useless. He knew that he'd let everyone down and he couldn't bear the thought of 'going home to mommy' and having to admit how he'd failed.

Terry hugged him while Margo kissed the crown of his head, but he couldn't be comforted until a man's voice cut through his misery.

"Chrissie," The voice said, but at first it seemed far away and Chris didn't even acknowledge it. "Chrissie." This time it was louder and caught his attention. He raised his tear-soaked and mascara smeared face and Alan Bennett was squatting down next to him. Alan had his hands on Chris' shoulders and was looking him right in the eye. "Chrissie," he was saying. His voice was calm and paternal. "Chrissie, Ellen would like to speak to you for a moment."

Chris looked up higher and spotted Ellen standing behind Alan. She looked very upset and returned Chris' stare with a brief, weak smile. "Look, Chrissie, I am really sorry. I guess... well, I mean, how could anyone have anticipated this? And, well, I know this must happen all the time - ever since you were little - but I really do apologize from the bottom of my heart. Mr Bennett has said that I can stay on as your liaison, if that's ok with you, and I promise that I will do everything in my power to keep your secret! Your's too, Terry. I will be on your side 24/7/365. Ok?"

Terry and Chris and Margo all exchanged shocked and confused glances. Then, Chris looked at Alan who had never looked away from Chris' eyes. He still held his stare while he said, "Thank you, Ellen. You can go, now. I need to talk to the girls."

Ellen nodded, again the weak smile, and left.

"My secret?" Terry asked.

Alan let out a long, frustrated sigh. "I had to think on my feet! Evan and I had planned to take you girls for a bite to eat tonight to discuss a cover story in case one was needed in the future. Obviously, things got ahead of us! So, I came up with a story that not only would shut Ellen up, but get her on your side."

He stood, now, and helped Chris to his feet. "I told her that you were born an hermaphrodite and that you had been raised as a boy until your 'late puberty' hit, about a year ago, and you started to blossom. Now, you live as a woman full time and you are anticipating corrective surgery when the time is appropriate. I also made it clear to Ellen that she needs to protect you from the media and the world in general. This is top secret information and it is her job to keep it that way. She is to care for you as if you are her little sister. I also gave her a huge raise. I don't think that Ellen will be a problem ever again."

Chris took all of this in and, eventually, he nodded and wiped his face. A little relief passed across his face as well.

"But," He said, "This is just day one and I am in so deep. She found out..."

"Because of a note that should never have been written."

Margo grimaced. "Sorry."

"Don't let it EVER happen again," Alan smiled at her.

"... and tomorrow, I am supposed to go swimming as part of my exercise regime. How do I handle that!?"

"Look," Alan laughed, "you created this persona. I have dealt with many artists who have weird lifestyles - at least yours has the potential to appear normal. Just don't panic and find a solution. Keep everything as simple as possible and no one will question you. Besides, Denise isn't all that bright."

Alan turned Chris so that he faced him again. His hands were on both of Chris' upper arms as he spoke. "I haven't even heard you guys hit your stride, yet, and I am already impressed by you. I want this to work out, so make it work! I know you can do it!" Then he pulled Chris in for a big, supportive hug. When he released the hug, he gave Chris a soft kiss on the cheek, then patted that cheek with his large hand. "Now, be a good girl and make me a richer man." Then he tweaked Chris's nose and walked down the hall.

Chris was stunned - by everything.

Suddenly, a thought occurred to Terry. "Hey! Wait! What's my secret!?"

Alan didn't even turn. He spoke while he walked away. "You're twins. You used to suffer from the same condition, but your surgery was more obvious, so you had it performed on you when you were an infant." Then he disappeared into the cafeteria.

The four of them, Margo, Terry, Chris and Evan, stood in shocked silence until Margo said, "Wow. You think you know a girl..."

"No kidding, huh?" Terry said. "I can't wait to read my Wikipedia page."
 
Chapter 5
 

"So," Alan Bennett was in the studio talking to the girls, "for the purposes of a scratch track, this is how we will work. We'll pick a song and decide on the perfect tempo. Then record a click track - that's just a metronome click for the length of the song. Then one of you plays a really simplified accompaniment - just a simple strum on a guitar - and Chris sings along. When that is done, we can begin to build our recording. So, who is going to play the guitar tracks?"

Terry said, "I guess that Chris and I should. I play all the simple stuff. Gracie plays the hard parts."

"Alrighty, then! Terry and Chris, you have a couple more hours of work ahead of you. The rest of you can do whatever you'd like with the rest of your day."

"Cool!" Gina chirped! "Let's go shopping! I need a new swimsuit and I know that Chrissie does, too."

"So do I!!" Terry reminded them. "And be nice to Chrissie! Pick out sometime conservative, but pretty. My little sister is not a slut." The others smiled and gathered their purses together. "...But I am!! Find something cute, but sexy as hell!!! Size two!!! I want it to really show off my butt!!!" She stood and turned to show her rear end to the others who were already laughing and waving her off. "This is good stuff back here and I want it to be well framed!!! No granny-panty bottoms. Hot stuff! Victoria's Secret stuff!!!"

"Yeah, yeah, yeah," Margo laughed and waved as the door shut.

Terry and Chris worked on scratch tracks for the next four hours until Alan sent them home. "Eat, sleep and come back at 10:00 tomorrow morning. I really think we're doing something special with your stuff." He kissed them both on the cheeks; the kiss of an affectionate uncle. "Good night, girls."

When they got back to the hotel, there was a sewing machine set up in the suite.

"What's all this?" Terry asked as she entered.

"Did you know that our quiet, little Gracie could sew?" Gina asked a bit mockingly.

"I did not know that!" Terry replied with the same playfulness.

"Well," Gina continued in the same tone, "It turns out that she can. So, we picked up this sewing machine - top of the line, I might add, nothing but the best for Dusty Rose's favorite lead-guitar-slash-banjo-slash-mandolin player - and she has made some very clever alterations to little Chrissie's first one-piece-all grown-up-big-girl bathing suit."

Grace appeared from Terry and Chris' bedroom. She was carrying a bathing suit with a tropical flower pattern on it. "Oh, you're back! Hi!"

"And here it is! The latest in country music swimwear and ready for you to try on." Gina jumped across the common room to where Grace was standing and she displayed the swimsuit as if she were a model on The Price is Right. "Pretty and revealing in all the right places, but guaranteed to keep all of your secrets secret!"

Grace took the suit back from Gina and walked over to let Chris and Terry see what she'd done. "I had a friend in high school who was really petite - no real boobs or butt, either - so she shopped at this store for petite woman. Well, there was one of those stores here in Nashville, too, so we went there and I bought this suite for you, Chris. It has a little bit subtle padding built into the bust, hips and butt to make you a little curvier."

She held the suit so that Chris and Terry could inspect the padding. She was right, it was only a very little padding, but probably would make a difference.

"Thanks, Grace, but my butt isn't my biggest concern..."

"I know, I know. So, Margo told us about those gaffs that you wear to keep everything tucked in, so to speak, so I bought this sewing machine and some 'invisible' nylon thread and I sewed a gaff into the suit. Look!" Grace turned the suit inside out at the crotch and her handiwork was evident. "Tah dah! I took one of yours out of your suitcase and copied it. I was just putting it back when you came in. Go try it on!"

She practically pushed Chris into the bedroom and closed the door behind him.

When he emerged from the room, he looked great. Curves in all the right places and no bulges where there shouldn't be.

"Nice work, Gracie!" Gina offered from the couch as she turned on the suite's TV and searched for a channel.

Terry, Grace and Chris all set about cleaning up the sewing machine and its work, when it finally occurred to Terry to ask, "Hey, where's Margo?"

"Right here!" She hollered as she burst through the door carrying a couple of shopping bags. "We bought our bathing suits and the sewing machine and came back here without buying any cover-ups. I figured we'd need them to get from here to the pool in the morning, so I went back out. Wow! Chrissie, you look - amazing!"

Chris blushed just a bit. "Thanks."

"Here, put your arms up and I will help you put on your cover-up."

He did as instructed and Margo lowered what looked like a summer dress over his head. The top was made out of a band of bubbly, elastic material that clung softly to his bust. Then, it hung loosely to his upper thigh in a very pretty way, with eyelets forming floral patterns cut into it.

"There," She turned him towards the mirror, "aren't you the cutest thing!?" She kissed his neck from behind and rubbed his fanny through the dress. Then, she turned to the others and passed out their cover-ups.

Terry's was just a large scarf-type thing that wrapped around her breasts and hung down. Gracie's was like a simple, red sundress and both Margo and Gina's looked like elongated polo shirts that hung to their knees. They all held them up and looked at them, enthused over them and thanked Margo.

"Hey!" Chris got their attention. "Why is mine so frilly? I look like a child in this and you all look so, well, sophisticated and grownup in yours."

Margo turned him back to the mirror. "Look how pretty you look like that." She said. Then, without a thought, she pulled off her dress and pulled her cover-up on. Chris felt very excited to see Margo so casually disrobe. She turned back to the mirror and looked at Chris' reflection. "Look at me. I am a girl wearing a men's style top; it's just a little longer than usual. I look ok, right?"

"I think you look beautiful." Chris said, truthfully.

"Nice; yes, but I look a little boyish, which can be sexy in its own way. You look beautiful, though. Soft, young, sexy and vulnerable. That's beautiful on you and that's the image you need to always project. The 'good girl'. The 'farmer's daughter'. I just play bass behind you. Being beautiful is now your job and you are great at it, sweetheart." Then she hugged him from behind and kissed him, again, on his neck. "Besides, you grew up in khakis and jeans while our moms were forcing us into frilly, uncomfortable dresses against our wills! I've heard Terry say at least twenty times, 'it's like having my own life-sized American Girl doll' and she's right! We all enjoy making you pretty.

Then she turned Chris towards her and gave him a soft, passionate kiss on the lips while the other girls shouted, "Oh, gross," and other immature and funny remarks.

"You like being pretty for me, don't you, baby?" she whispered to him.

Chris shook his head and smiled up at her. "No. I love looking pretty for you, Margo. Make me as pretty as you like." They kissed once more and then hugged as they joined the others for an evening in front of the TV.
 
Chapter 6
 

Denise arrived at the suite at 6:30 the next morning, Chris and the others were all wearing yoga pants and exercise tops. She ran them through a rigorous, hour long yoga session. The four girls had done yoga many times and it was tough for them. Chris ached everywhere when they finished.

"I thought this was supposed to be a relaxing exercise?" Chris grumbled as they finished.

"Once you're used to it, it will be. We have to work on a few problem areas as we go along. Margo, you're in pretty good shape?"

"Good?" Margo mocked as she stood and posed like a body builder. "I am an Amazon Queen!"

"Gina, you need to strengthen your pecks just a little. You have a nice rack there, but they can get a little perkier with some work."

"Thanks... I guess" Gina looked at her boobs and played with them for a moment.

"Grace, you have a little posture issue. You're tall and lean, but sometimes you stand like a question mark. You need to focus a bit on your shoulder muscles."

"Yes, 'em. Will do!" Gracie replied.

"And you two," She pointed at both Chris and Terry, "have to work on your upper legs a little. Terry, you have a little cottage cheese developing right here." Denise ran her hand along the back of Terry's leg just where it met her rump.

"What?"

"Don't panic! That's why I am here! But you, little girl," She turned and placed her hand on Chris' rump this time, "have the hips and butt of a fifteen year old boy. We need to firm that thing up and get it sticking out a bit. Let the world know it's there! Ok!?"

Chris smiled through the embarrassment he felt. "Ok!"

"Good! Now we're all on the same page! Quick, ladies! Bathing suits on and let's go swim some laps. Five minutes to change."

Four minutes later, clad in their new bathing suits and cover-ups they all headed for the pool. Just as the elevator doors opened in the basement of the hotel, Denise's cell phone rang.

"Hello, this is Denise." "Right now? But, we're not done and she's not really dressed for..." "Yes, sir. I'll send her out. Right now."

She disconnected the call and grabbed Chris by the arm and pushed him back into the elevator. "You four start swimming. 25 laps a piece. No cheating! Chris, that was Alan Bennett's secretary. He wants you in the studio - NOW!"

The elevator doors closed with Denise and Chris inside. She pushed the lobby button and it started to rise.

"Now!? I'm not dressed!! I haven't done my make up!! I'm still in a bathing suit!!"

"It doesn't matter if you're in your birthday suit! When Alan Bennett calls, you do what he says, little girl! He sent a car for you. It should be out in front." The doors opened. "Come on." She led him towards the front of the lobby.

Chris froze midway across. "Denise." They stopped. "why me - alone? Did I do something wrong? Can't I take Terry with me?"

Denise could see panic in Chris' face. She suddenly wasn't a drill sergeant anymore. "Oh, don't worry, baby girl. I'm sure it's studio stuff. If you were in trouble, he'd have you meet him in his office." It suddenly dawned on Denise that Chris looked very young. "How old are you, sweetie?"

Chris, who had been staring in fear towards the door, looked briefly at Denise, "seventeen." His attention went back to the door and he noticed a man in a black suit had entered. He was obviously a chauffeur and he was obviously here for Chris.

"Wow." Denise's surprise was real. "You really are a baby, aren't you? Is this your first time away from home?"

Chris nodded. "Monday was the first night I ever slept anywhere but at home or in a hospital. Denise... Denise, do I look ok like this?"

"Honey, if there's one thing I know about Alan Bennett, it's that he isn't calling you in because he wants to get you alone. Alan Bennett is one of the most happily married men I have ever met. He is all business at the studio, so he couldn't care less if you showed up in a ball gown or your skivvies - just that you come when he calls. So, go on!" She gave him a quick, playful slap on the bottom. "Git!"
 
Chapter 7
 

"Good morning, beautiful!" Alan said as Chris entered the studio. "Are we feeling good, today?" He gave Chris a warm hug and kissed him on the cheek.

Chris smiled. "I'm ok, I guess. Is there anything wrong?"

The only other person in the studio was Mark, the technician. He was setting up a guitar mic and a vocal mic in front of a chair.

"Wrong? No, why?" Alan grabbed his iPad off of a music stand and started scrolling through his notes.

"Well... I don't know... why did you call just me down here?"

"Because I need just you. Chrissie, you work for me now. I am your boss. This is a business and I call who I need when I need them. Is that a problem?"

Chris shook his head franticly. "No, no, of course not. It's just that, you know, after yesterday... well, I was scared."

Alan laughed, "Oh. I get it! No, look," He directed Chis' attention to his iPad, "I made some notes on yesterday's scratch tracks and I only need you, me and Mark here to try a few things. So, put your big-girl panties on and let's start." Now, he seemed to look at Chris' clothes for the first time. "Are you wearing a bathing suit?"

Chris lifted the hem of his cover up so Alan could see. "Yes. I was about to jump in the pool when you called."

"Why didn't you change?"

"Because Denise said..."

Alan laughed. "Denise!? I told you she's not that bright! Well. I can't let you leave now, but you're ok in that, aren't you?"

"Sure, I guess..."

"Good. I sent word to the others to not come until 1:30. You and I are going to work on one song until then. You know that one," he checked his notes on the iPad, "Those Eyes that we laid the scratch for last, yesterday?"

"Yes."

"Well, I listened to it a lot and I think we have our first winner there. There are two things I want you to try, so sit and let's get started."

Alan led Chris to the chair in front of the mics. Chris sat and crossed his legs at the knee. Mark handed him his guitar. Alan sat in another chair nearby.

"First thing, I want to try it a little higher in your range. Here," Alan handed Chris a capo, a small clamp that shortens the neck length of the guitar and raises the key of the song the person is playing. "Put this on the third fret."

Chris did as he was instructed.

"Now play and sing the song."

Chris strummed and when he started singing, it felt very high. "Those eyes can see me when I'm sleeping. Those eyes, they make me want to cry." He stopped.

"What's the matter?"

"It's really high and if I push up there, won't I sound like a guy straining for high notes?" Chris whispered so Mark couldn't hear.

"Chris, country girls are all belting out songs now. Open up and let it out. This time, though, instead of Those Eyes, I want to hear you sing, His Eyes. That's a lot sexier. Try it."

"Ok." Chris took a deep breath and tried it Alan's way. It was awesome. His voice seemed to flow out like it never had before and the new words made it so personal. It was a little weird at first, singing about a man, but when he considered it, songwriters wrote for the opposite sex all the time. This was no different. As the song went on, Chris closed his eyes and really let the song flow through him.

When he finished, Alan leapt up and shouted, "Yes, yes, yes!!! That's what I want!" He practically lifted Chris out of his seat to hug him. "Do it like that one more time, Chrissie! I want one more take with that passion from beginning to end." Alan released his hug so Chris could sit back down. Then he gave Chris another kiss on the cheek as he headed back to the recording booth. "One more time, my country music princess! Just like that!!!"
 
Chapter 8
 

It was almost time for the others to arrive. Chris and Alan had been working for several hours on different songs. Always a little higher and always changing pronouns to sound like Chris was singing to a man.

Alan had sent Mark off to get some lunch, so it was just the two of them working side by side. Chris had never really done such personal, almost intimate, work with anyone before. He was very comfortable around Alan and Alan acted like, well almost like he was Chris' uncle - or even his father.

"I think we need the girls here to continue," Alan said as the playback stopped. "So. Let's chat, ok?"

"Sure." Chris sat back. He knew the conversation wasn't going to be about the music. He avoided making eye contact with Alan.

"You have a big future here, sweetheart. I have seen a lot of young people with talent come through these doors, but not many like you and your sister and your friends."

Chris smiled and nodded, waiting for the rest of the story.

"But, as a business man, I do have to talk to about... about your situation. This is a big deal and I want you to get some counseling to be sure that you make the right choices."

"Counseling?" Chris was a little taken aback.

"Yes. Gender counseling. You're preparing to live as a girl, Chris - no, as a woman. Have you thought about how this is going to affect every aspect of your life?"

"Yes, sir, I have and I am sure that I am doing what's right for me and Terry."

"Are you? There are things that will have to be done eventually, you know. It's possible that your chin won't get stronger or your bone structure won't get wider, but you can't wear glue on boobs for the rest of your life."

"Yes, sir. I know."

"Please, stop with the 'sir' stuff, Chrissie."

"Ok, Mr Bennett."

"Never mind. Stick with 'sir', if you can't call me Alan. Exactly how old are you sweetheart?"

"Seventeen. I'll be eighteen in September."

"That's a problem."

"Why?"

"Because the press will be all over you girls by September." He paused and thought for a moment. "Chrissie, I am going to make a suggestion - Now, I know that you are still a very young man and I assume that there are aspects of manhood you'd like to keep; meaning your penis."

Chris' jaw fell open. "Well, yes, sir. I mean, I really like girls..."

"I don't mean to embarrass you, honey, but this is part of the business and I have to know where things are headed."

Chris nodded that he understood, but he wished that he could just melt away rather than continue this conversation.

"Here's my proposal: I want you to get that counseling. We have great people on payroll for that - discreet people. I know that, in a typical situation, with counseling, etc, it would be a year or more before this ever came up, but, if you are willing, we have some great and discreet cosmetic surgeons on our payroll, too."

"Cosmetic surgeons?"

"Yes. Well, since you want your penis to still function, hormones are out of the question and, besides, our clock is ticking. I am thinking that the best course for us, you and the company, that is, to follow is to have artificial breasts implanted in your chest. They would look completely natural and remove the possibility that anyone could discover that you were wearing silicone boobs."

Chris looked down at the breasts he'd been wearing for the last week and a half - wow, had it only been a week and a half!? It felt like forever. So much had changed. The band, the girls, Nashville... It was all just because he looked like a girl - and he REALLY LIKED how he looked. Did he want to make it permanent?

"The procedure can be done, quietly, any day you decide. There is a ten day to two week recovery, a little pain from the skin stretching, but nothing too much, and then you'd have a more or less natural pair. The beauty of this is that, should you girls be one hit wonders of something like that and you want to go back to being Christopher, it is completely reversible - they can be removed."

Chris was still staring at his phony boobs and thinking. Then he quietly asked. "How do you know so much about this stuff, sir?"

Alan laughed. "Chrissie, this is the music 'business.' Image is even more important than talent for a lot of my clients - male and female. You girls are amazing, but I can't have your first releases be side tracked by scandal. Maybe this is too much pressure for someone as young as you..."

"I'll do it," Chris interrupted.

Alan stopped and looked at Chris for a long time before speaking again. "Are you sure?"

Chris nodded. "Yes, sir. It's not even just for the band. I was just never much at being a guy and I seem to be really good at being a girl. I still see myself as a guy as far as my penis... This is hard for me to talk about, sir, but I... well... I want to do it."

"I will need to talk to your mom before we do anything, you know. You are still legally a child."

Chris nodded and thought about how tough that conversation was going to be.

"This is Wednesday, and it's nearly noon. Is she home now? Can we call her or Skype her?"

"She doesn't get home from work till around 5:30, sir, but Terry and I have been Skype-ing her every night at around 7:00."

"Good! We'll do that from my office at 7:00, then. Is that ok?"

Chris finally looked up and smiled at Alan Bennett. He felt relieved that someone had brought this up. He hadn't realized until now, but he'd been envying the girl's equipment. How it must feel to have real boobs. The way that a bra cupped them. How they felt to touch. He knew that this was what he really wanted to do. "Yes, sir. That's great."
 
Chapter 9
 

"...So, there would be no hormones, he'd still be able to father children if he wanted to and it would be reversible if he wanted to go back to living as a boy?"

It had been a long day for Chris. Denise had not told them to bring clothes for Chris, so he was still in his suit and little cover-up. They'd recorded drum and bass and a few guitar tracks for His Eyes, but Alan Bennett was a real task-master in the studio, so there was a lot of pressure. Gina, in particular, was really frustrated with her own playing and had to take a few minutes to pull herself together. Chris had gone into the hallway with her and told her how great she was playing and encouraged her to keep it up. Gina pulled it together, listened to everything that Alan said and played great. At 6:00, Alan had dismissed the rest of the band, but Chris stayed behind for the on-line chat between him, Alan and mom. Mom was a little freaked at first, but things had become calmer and now, she was understanding that this really was what Chris wanted.

"That's right, Mrs Johnson."

"And Chrissie, honey, are you sure that you are ready for this?"

"Yes, mom, I know I am. I talked to Terry about it this afternoon, too. She's here with me mommy, so you know that I am in good hands."

"What did she say about it?"

"She cried a little at first and asked if she was forcing this on me, but, honestly, mom, I am so much happier looking like a girl than a boy. It's like I'm better at it, you know?"

Her image in the computer screen nodded. "All right, then, baby. Email me the forms and I will sign them and fax them back in the morning."

When Chris got back to the hotel, it was nearly 11:00. The girls were all in their nighties, but they had been anxiously waiting to hear what Chris had to say. He told them everything that had happened that day.

"So, I am meeting the doctor tomorrow and, of everything goes well, I'll get real boobies on Friday."

"Friday!?!?!?" They all seemed shocked, but no one seemed more concerned than Margo.

"Chrissie, are you sure about this?" She asked. "I feel like I am somehow responsible for this. Are you sure that this is what you want to do?"

"I am. I know this is right for me."

Terry had her 'mother hen' look on, a look that she had taken to a lot when dealing with Chris for the last two weeks, but Chris could tell that she was ok with it. Gina and Gracie seemed, understandably, surprised, but Margo seemed more agitated than Chris expected.

Finally she took him by the hand and led him to his bedroom. "We'll be right back. We just need to talk." She called over her shoulder.

The door shut and Margo turned and looked at Chris. She bit her lip while she thought and then said, "Listen, Chris, I have to talk to you about this - just you and me."

"Ok."

"You don't have to do this, you know."

"I know, but it's what's best for the band and I think..."

"What if there was no band?"

"What!?"

"Remember when Alan laid into Gina and you went out into the hall to talk to her?"

"Yes..."

"I was really pissed that he made her feel bad and I told him so. And you know what he said? He said, 'You all have to be as good as Chrissie, or Chrissie can do this all by herself.' He said that you had everything going for you. That the 'girl band' idea was a great way to get everything going, but that you were good enough to do this without any of us - even as a guy."

Chris was stunned. Alan Bennett had never said anything like that to him.

"So, why don't we just go home and you can do this all by yourself without the tits and without the dresses, ok!?"

Chris sat on the bed and shook his head, trying to figure everything out.

Margo was more agitated than Chris had ever seen her. "In the past couple of weeks, things have really been going crazy for me and, I have to tell you, I think that am really falling for you. You know what, I can tell you exactly when I started thinking of you differently - I mean not as Terry's little brother, but - I don't know how to say it, but - well, as someone I wanted to get involved with - romantically involved. You know?"

Chris sat on the bed and looked up at her, then down at the floor, "I guess. Yeah."

"It was in your basement when you sang with us the first time. I just kind of fell for you right then and there."

Chris kept looking down, but he nodded.

"Well, once you started wearing dresses and getting all pretty, I just fell deeper and deeper. I don't know exactly what that says about me - I've been with guys and I like guys and I don't think about girls in a sexual way, but the girlier you get the more I want you and the girlie I want you to be."

Chris nodded some more.

"That's weird, isn't it? But Chrissie, I am not thinking about this as a heterosexual thing or a homosexual thing... I just think that I love you, Chrissie."

Chris turned his head up and smiled at Margo. He had tears in his eyes.

"The thing is, though, it's all kind of a fantasy, but, now you're going to make it permanent and I think I need to know where you stand. Where do you see this all going, baby? Are you going to take hormones or get castrated, because, when I fantasize, I am not seeing myself with a girl. That little tube of skin tucked into your bathing suit's crotch is a big deal for me and it SHOULD BE for you, too! Look, if it comes down to losing the opportunity to be in a successful band or you keeping you wiener, there is no contest - keep your wiener, little one."

Chris stood up and hugged Margo. Then he stood on his tiptoes to kiss her. The kiss turned passionate before it ended.

"I love you, too. I really do and when I think about the future, it's always with you. I am getting, this done so that we can be successful - all of us - together and, you know as well as I do, no one gave a care about me as a boy. As a girl - I'm happy. I have friends. I'm successful and I have friends and I feel so nice in my new clothes. I feel pretty and I love that feeling. I also love being a part of the group - you know, all of you guys. I can't go back to being a nothing! I can't go back to being all alone, all the time. I want to do this so that I can continue all those things, but I will always stay a boy, too. I promise."

Margo smiled, then hugged him and rested her chin on his forehead. "So, when you, you know - masturbate, and you fantasize, you're always with a girl, right?"

Chris was quiet for a moment, then very quietly said, "I never masturbated."

Margo moved back just a bit to look into his face. "What? Never?"

"You know, it's mom and Terry and me and I always felt like I'd get caught, so..."

"Wow." She whispered and then kissed him long and soft on his lips. She let go of him and the raised his arms and pulled his little, white coverup off. Then, she lowly lowered the straps of the bathing suit he'd been wearing all day. Slowly, she pulled the suit down around his ankles and he stepped out of it.

As Margo looked over his body, he allowed himself to relax a bit.

"Lay down on the bed, baby girl." Margo smiled and almost laughed. She really loved the idea that Chris was her 'baby girl' but was thrilled that her baby girl had a good sized penis as well.

Chris lay on his back and Margo lay on her side beside him. She supported her head on her left arm while she ran her right hand over his artificial breasts. When she reached his belly, his stomached spasmed with nervous surprise.

"Wow, you have the softest skin of any boy I ever knew." Chris looked up into her eyes, so confident and so sure of herself. When Margo looked into Chris' eyes, she saw fear and excitement, but she was sure that he trusted her, too.

"And no hair, either." She whispered. "I like that. Soft and sexy and girlie, but then..." She ran a finger along the shaft of his penis and smiled at the surprised gasp that Chris let out. "Is this ok? Can I touch it?"

Chris nodded.

Margo wrapped her hand around Chris' shaft and started to slowly stroke it. I hardened and became erect. "And you're big down there, too." She kissed his neck. "Awesome."

Chris was being overwhelmed by the sensations.

Suddenly, she stopped. She reached across him with her right hand and took his left hand in hers. Then she guided it to his penis where she wrapped it around his shaft and then, keeping his hand wrapped around his member, she enveloped his hand in hers and started guiding it in the up/down motion she'd been using one him.

Chris's eyes rolled back in their sockets. Then he closed his lids and his breathing became out in shivers of restrained excitement.

"There you go." She encouraged. "That's nice, isn't it?" She leaned in and kissed his lips, softly, passionately. Chris' hips started to rock in sync with his hand motion. Margo let go of his hand and started to lightly tickle the smooth area where Chris had once had pubic hair. Her kisses moved down to his neck and he let out another, whispered gasp. Margo lifted her head and leaned back just a bit to watch Chris. As he drew even closer to orgasm, she smiled down at him. "That's my girl. Here it comes, baby. Here it comes."

And Chris exploded onto the smooth, soft skin of his abdomen. At first he could barely breath, but then he let out some soft moans. "Shh, baby, shhh," Margo whispered. "Hush, sweetie, the girls are on the other side of the door. Shhh."

As Chris' breathing slowed and became more normal, Margo laid back and reached over to grab the tissue box on the night stand. She pulled out a few tissues and handed them to Chris. "Here, sweetpea, clean up. Why don't you flush those and take a quick shower. I just wanted to be sure that you knew what it felt like. You liked, it, right?"

Chris sat up and pulled a sheet around him, becoming strangely timid and feminine. He pulled his long hair loose of the sheet and then he looked at Margo, thought for a moment, blushed, smiled and nodded. "I did," he giggled. He fell back into Margo's arms for on more moment, kissed her, then jumped off the bed, still wrapped in the sheet, and disappeared into the bathroom.
 
Chapter 10
 

"So, how big are we going with these?" Doctor Casey, a beautiful woman in her thirties, was looking at Chris's chest. Dr. Casey had removed the prosthetic breasts. Chris' own chest was looking a little red and irritated. She had already told him that she would provide him with some silicone enhancers that he could stuff into his bra for the next couple of days. “Just show less cleavage until the surgery,” she had advised.

“I… I don’t know…” Chris said.

“Not too big,” Margo said.

“About like mine, I should think.” Terry said.

The examining room was crowded with all these woman crammed in, but Chris’ mother’s paperwork had insisted that Terry be there and Chris had insisted that Margo be there, too.

“So, a 34B, then? That should look nice on your frame, I should think. I am going to have one of my nurses bring in a couple of padded bras for you to try. They will be sized at 32B, 34B and 34C. Take a look at them, try them with a tee shirt and see how they look. I’ll be back in to see what you think.”

The girls helped Chris try on the bras and offered lots of criticism. Eventually, they decided on the 34B.

“They look a little bigger on you than Terry, though.” Margo offered.

“Really?” Terry was a little surprised at her reaction, but she actually was a little jealous. She stood beside Chris in the mirror and compared herself to him.

Margo looked from one twin to the other. “Wow! Over the last two weeks, you two have gone from looking similar to almost being identical twins, except the height thing.”

Terry looked at their reflection and put her arm around Chris’ shoulders. “We do look more alike than I ever thought we did. I mean, we have pictures from when we were little and mom dressed us alike, but we both looked like boys back then. Little shorts and tee shirts. Never as girls.”

Chris looked at the two of them in the mirror, too. “Never as girls…” He repeated. “Terry, if dad were still alive, what do you think he’d think of this?”

Terry was really caught off guard. Their dad had been dead for nearly six years now. He was killed in a car accident home from visiting Chris in the hospital when he was in seventh grade. They both missed him, of course, but it was always painful to talk about him.

“Chris, daddy loved you and me with all of his heart. He would have wanted you to be happy. And, Chris, he loved music. If he could have heard you sing… I know he’s be proud of you, baby. I know he would.”

Chris smiled into the mirror and leaned his head onto Terry’s shoulder. Until recently, Terry and Chris had been like any other siblings, but now they were closer than ever. ‘How could this not be right?’ Chris thought as he enjoyed Terry’s hug.

A sniffle from Margo made them both turn to look at her. She was wiping a tear from her eye. “What?’ she said with mock indignation, “I’m a little hormonal right, now, ok!? And seeing my best friend and her brother having ‘a moment’ made me cry.”

Terry laughed, “You mean your boyfriend and his sister? You really think we look alike?” She took a few steps towards Margo. “Do you want to kiss me, too?”

“Terry!!!” Chris hollered a little louder than he meant to.

That made Margo laugh, too. “Hardly!”

“Really!?” Terry acted disappointed and pointed to her own lower abdomen. “It’s because I don’t have that little thing down there, right?”

“Terry!!!” Chris hollered even louder.

The girls both laughed as Chris turned fifty shades of red. Then Margo leaned into Terry and said, “I got news for you. It’s not that little.”

Chris nearly melted as the girls laughed harder.

Just then there was a knock on the door. When Dr. Casey reentered the room, she found
Chris, Margo and Terry all looking into the mirror. The girls were definitely suppressing grins. “Yep, 34C looks great!” They said.

“Ok,” said the doctor. “I’ll see you at 7:30 Friday morning, then.”
 
Chapter 11
 

Friday came.

At 6:30, Chris was waiting in the lobby with Terry, Margo, Gina, Grace and Denise.

“Nothing to be scared of, sweetheart,” Denise was saying, “I had mine done a few years ago. Best thing I ever did.”

Despite her words of encouragement, the girls all looked very nervous.

“What’s with these gloomy faces, girls? Give her some encouragement. Come on!”

Grace spoke up, “Denise, I think that we’re all just concerned because this is all happening so fast. The sudden success, the changes in our lives… We just didn’t expect all this so suddenly and, well, you know, Chrissie isn’t just Terry’s little sister – in a way, she’s mine and Margo’s and Gina’s too, so… we’re just worried about her. That’s all.”

Chris finally smiled. “Aww, Gracie…” He gave her a big hug. “Thank you.”

Just then a large town car pulled up in front of the hotel doors. “The car’s here.” Terry said and picked up Chris’ gym bag. “Come on, Chrissie. We have to go.”

Chris let go of Grace, then hugged Gina and Denise. “Ok.” He gave them a nervous smile, took Margo’s hand and he, Margo and Terry walked out to the car together.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Dusty Rose - 3

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Voluntary

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)


Dusty Rose - 3

by Clara
Copyright© 2012, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

In new surroundings, Chris and his group begin to record their album and perform a few live gigs.


 
Author's Note: This is one of my earliest works and a fun one to follow. I would like to thank all of you for kind reviews and emails that I have received here regarding my writing. Please, let me know what you think about my story, both good and bad.
I honestly read my reviews and am always willing to learn! ~Clara.

 
This version of Dusty Rose - 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

"Honey, I am not going to lecture you, but if the doctor said to wait a week, then why not wait a week?" Chris's mom was stressed. Her twins were hundreds of miles away from home and Chris had just had surgery. Minor surgery, as these things go, yes, but surgery, none the less. When he'd told her that he had no real pain, just some pulling on the skin on his chest as it stretched and healed, she still wasn't happy.

"Honestly, mom, I'm fine. The worst thing is this ugly bra that I have to wear for another week. Besides, the girls have recorded a lot of the tracks. I need to be there. I've been cooped up in this room since I got home on Friday and I'm going crazy! I'm too anxious to stay here."

"I know, honey, but it's only Tuesday..."

"Mom..."

"Ok. Ok. I just wish you weren't there all alone, sweetheart. When will Terry be back?"

"I don't know, mom. They were at the studio till nearly midnight, last night. I guess that they'll be back when they're done."

"Well, isn't there anyone who could be there with you?"

"Mom, please."

"I'm sorry, baby. I'm just so concerned about you being there all alone. Please, if you're lonely, or just want to talk, please, please, just call me. Any time, honey. Any time at all. Ok?"

"Ok, mommy."

"You're sure that it's ok to go back, tomorrow, right?"

"Yes, ma'am. I'm seeing Dr Casey at 9:00. She says that, unless there's any issues with the incisions, I can go back if I want. And I really, really want to, mom."

"Ok, baby. I'll let you get some rest. Love you."

"Love you, too, mommy. Bye, bye."

Chris hit the 'end' button on his phone and sighed. He hadn't used Skype or FaceTime to call his mom because he looked awful. He hadn't been allowed to shower for a few days, so his hair was looking hideous and since the girls had gone before he'd awakened this morning and he knew that he wouldn't have any company, he'd decided not to put on any makeup, today.

The problem was, though, he felt like the old Chris - un-needed, no friends and alone. He hated this. He felt like he was losing momentum and he needed to get back to the studio or he'd bust wide open.

There was a knock on the door to the suite, Chris knew it was room service with the chicken soup he'd ordered. "Just leave it by the door, thanks! I'll grab it in a minute." He called.

"No can do," a voice called back. "I need to talk to my beautiful superstar face-to-face."

It was Allen Bennett, Chris recognized his voice. "Damnit," he whispered, then he shouted, "Mr Bennett?"

"Oh, man. You guessed," chuckled back the voice.

Chris tried to think of an excuse, but nothing came to his mind. "Umm, Mr Bennett... I'm really a mess in here. Can I see you in the morning?"

He heard Mr Bennett sigh.

"Come on, your highness. I know what a person looks like 5 days after surgery. Open the door, Chrissie, I need to talk to you."

Reluctantly, Chris opened the door and let him in.

Allan stepped in, then turned to look at Chris. "Oh, dear God!" he joked, "you're a monster!"

Chris rolled his eyes and pulled his robe around him a bit tighter as he chuckled at the joke.

"Here," Allan handed Chris a room service tray, "the room service guy was on the elevator with me. I don't think that chicken soup and a bread-stick is part of Denise's diet plan, is it?"

Chris took the tray and shrugged. "She's been ignoring me the last few days, same as everyone else."

Allan took a seat on the sectional sofa and indicated that Chris should join him. "Oh, poor little thing. No one loves her. Honest to God, you're breaking my heart. Ok, enough about you. We need to talk. When are you coming back?”

“Tomorrow, I hope, if Dr Casey says I can.”

“Thank goodness! Did the girls play anything that they've recorded this week for you?”

Chris sipped his soup and shook his head.

“I'm not surprise, Chrissie. It's not going great and I'm getting concerned. We had such a great start, but now they're floundering a bit without you.”

“Me!?” Chris nearly spit out his soup. “Why me? I don't play guitar that much and both Terry and Grace are twenty times better than me. I thought everything was going fine.”

“Fine, yes. Great, no. Here's the thing, Chrissie. When I try to tell them how to do something better, they shut down. They don't seem to understand what I'm getting at. But, I've watched you guys working. When you tell them how to do it, they get it. You know how to communicate with them better than I do. I guess it's a kind of WonderTwins thing. You know?”

“Not really.” Chris was a little perplexed. He’d never heard of ‘The Wonder Twins.’ He remembered what Margo had said the other day. She’d said that Allan wanted the girls had to come up to Chris’ level.

“Mr Bennett...”

“Oh, my God, you girls... please, knock it off. Call me Allan, please.”

Chris thought about it for a moment, but shook his head and continued, “Mr Bennett... sorry, I can't call you by your first name, yet. It's how my mom raised me. Anyway, I don't think it's me or what I say. I think it's us. You know, it's like that saying – ‘The whole is better than the sum of the individual parts.’ Like... do you know who The Beatles were?”

Allan looked incredulous. “Yes, Chris, I've heard of The Beatles. What does that have to do with you and the girls. Please, don't tell me that you're comparing yourselves to The Beatles?”

“No, no, it's just... well, my dad loved The Beatles, so I did too. I know every song backwards and forwards and, as I got ready for coming here, I read a lot about how they worked in the studio and, I think it was George Harrison who pointed it out, but, whoever it was, he said that they had a shorthand, you know what I mean.”

Allan nodded.

“So, once they had a song and played through it a few times, they'd just look at each other in a certain way and everyone knew what that look meant. I think it's the same way for the girls and me. I mean, I've only been in the band for a month or so, but Terry and I have played together since we were 5 or 6. Our dad taught us how and he and Terry and I would play every night. I know how to communicate with her and she knows how to communicate with everyone, so... I don't know, it just works.”

Allan smiled. “Ok, I get it. So, hopefully we can get better communication going tomorrow, ok?

“Ok.”

Allan hesitated. “Does your dad know about... this?” He indicated Chris’ clothing and new breasts.

Chris shook his head, no.

“Do you want me to tell him?”

“My dad’s dead, sir.”

“Oh, Chris. I'm sorry. I didn't know. How did he pass away. Was he ill?”

“No, sir. It was because of me.”

“What?” Allan was truly confused. “What do you mean, Chris?”

“Well, sir. When I was a boy, I was kind of always kind of sick. Terry was always healthy and smart and athletic while I was always missing school and in the hospital. Eventually, they figured out that I had a rare blood disease and they were able to treat it, but for awhile, like from fourth to seventh grade, I was in the hospital more than I was home.”

Allan realized that this was probably the reason for Chris’ small frame and shy nature. Poor kid.

“So,” Chris continued, “this one night, Terry had a concert at school and dad never missed anything like that, so he went and he used a video camera to record it for me. He told me he'd come to the hospital to show me after the concert and he did, but while we were watching it, it started to snow pretty heavily. When he left at 10:00 that night, he said he loved me and that he'd be back in the morning to eat breakfast with me as usual. Anyway, he never made it home.”

Allan was speechless for a moment. “Chris, I'm so sorry.”

Chris shrugged. “So, I guess it was my fault, you know. If I'd been at home, my dad would still be alive, but, I wasn't, so my mom was alone and Terry didn't have a dad... and it was kind of all my fault.”

Chris didn't cry, but Allan saw his sorrow. It was deep and irrational, but Chris was showing him sadness as deep as his soul.

“Chris, you know that it wasn't your fault. Your dad loved you and was concerned. There's a reason that these things are called accidents, you know.”

Chris half-nodded and half-shrugged. This was probably the first time he'd ever said this out loud and he couldn't even look at Allan after saying it.

“Chris, when you sing, I can hear such deep, beautiful feeling in your voice. I think, just maybe, that when you sing, part of you can sense your dad right there with you, can't you?”

Chris nodded and a tear ran down both cheeks.

“You know what I think, Chris? I think your dad can feel you when you sing, too. I think you can channel his love when you open your mouth and let that beautiful sound come out. What do you think?”

Chris’ head rolled forward and he tried to hide his tears with his hair, but he gave a little nod and said, “I hope so,” very quietly.

Allan reached over and patted Chris’s back. “I sorry, honey. I didn't mean to upset you.”

Chris shook his head and raised it back up. “No. I'm not upset. It's just been a very sad and lonely day for me.”

“Can I make a suggestion?”

Chris nodded, again.

“Write a song. When you're sad, write it down. People love sad songs. What was your dad's favorite song?”

Chris thought, then said, “I don't know. He listened to everything and loved it all. When he sang, he had this great, low voice. Very manly, you know? People loved to hear him sing. Just this afternoon, I was trying to remember this one song that he used to always sing, but I can't remember it. It was kind fast and a little folky, but I just can't remember it.”

Allan smiled, “Did you ask your mom?”

“No. I never bring up dad unless she does and I think she avoids bringing him up so that something like this doesn't happen.”

He smiled at Mr Bennett.

“You’re a very talented young guy, Chris. Your dad would be proud.”

Chris gave a nervous shrug, “My dad would probably be as confused as I am, right now. I mean, I know that I'm doing the right thing... it all feels so right... so, I guess it has to be right... but I really never dreamed that I'd ever be where I am right now and I certainly never dreamed I be recovering from breast implant surgery or wondering what dress to wear to the studio.”

Allan gave a reassuring smile, held up a finger, stood and disappeared into Chris’ room for a moment. When he reemerged, he was carrying a simple, light blue, casual summer dress on a hanger. “I'll make it easier for you, sweetheart. Wear this tomorrow. Blue is beautiful on you. It'll give you a little extra something when you sing. Ok? We’ll call it your power-dress.” He hung it from the moulding around the closet door.

Chris smiled. He knew that Allan was just being a ‘dad’ for him right now and he found it very sweet. “Ok, I'll wear that tomorrow.” He laughed just a bit to himself because not only was the dress Terry’s, but she had worn it to the studio a few times already. Obviously, Allan had not noticed.

“Ok, Chris. I'm going to head out. Let me know how tomorrow goes and come back as soon as you can, ok?”

“Ok,” said Chris.

Allan gave him a hug, then put his hand under Chris’ chin and raised it so he could wipe the tears from his cheeks. “You gonna be ok?”

“Yeah. I'm fine.”

“Ok. See you tomorrow, I hope, and, if you do happen to write a good song tonight, bring it with you. We could use one or two more for the album.” He placed a very welcomed kiss on Chris’s cheek and headed out the door.

“Ok,” Chris smiled as he closed the door behind Allan. He considered trying to write a little, but he didn't feel inspired without Terry and Margo. So, he decided to just put on his nightie and go to bed. Who knew when the girls would be home and it was better to be asleep than lonely.
 
Chapter 2
 

“It's good, girls, I'm telling you the truth,” said Mark Johnson, the assistant producer and recording tech for their album. “Allan’s going to like it, I promise. Why don't we call it a day?”

Margo snickered, “What's the matter, Mark? Can't wait for your date with Terry?”

Terry punched Margo in the shoulder, “Shut up, you tease. He's right. I think that the tracks sound good. Until we get Chris back, I think we're in good shape.”

Grace and Gina walked into the booth. Both had changed into new Country-style, short dresses with new cowgirl boots.

“So, are we done?” Asked Gina, “Cause I can't play drums dressed like this.”

“I guess so,” Margo said with a little frustration in her voice. “Since the three of you are all letting your hormones get the better of you, there doesn't seem to be any thing else we can do, tonight.”

“Good!” Exclaimed Mark, as her grabbed Terry by the waist and pulled her onto his lap. “Why don't you get all prettied up, like Gina and Grace, and I'll change my shirt and we can all go dancing!”

Terry gave him a quick peck, turned and grabbed the dress and accessories that she'd bought during dinner break and grinned broadly as she ran to the women’s room to change. Mark stood and started unbuttoning his shirt.

“What do you say, Margo?” Mark encouraged her for the 14th time. “We can swing into a store for a nice dress on the way, then all of us can go. It'll be fun! Come on.”

Margo smiled, “No. I'm going back to check in on Chrissie. She must be lonely.”

“Oh, how sweet,” Grace said, as she changed her earrings.

“Oh, yeah,” Gina teased. “You tell us not to go out, but your headed back to your little piece of tush-y at the hotel.”

“Oh, hush,” Grace joined the teasing, “but remember that she's only a high school junior. Nothing beyond second base.”

Margo laughed with them as Terry came back in. “What did I miss?” Terry asked.

“Just reminding your bass player, here,” said Gina, “that your pretty little sister is only seventeen.”

“Ugg,” joked Grace, “bass players are the worst. Always looking for a piece of ass.”

They all laughed.

Mark, who was used to the playful banter, joined in the laughter as he buttoned his clean shirt. “Wait, aren't you in college?” He asked Terry.

“I was till a few weeks ago.”

“Oh. I thought that you and Chris were twins.”

“We are. It's a long story, but we are twins.”

“So... shit, are you only seventeen!?”

The others laughed as Terry nodded.

“You are robbing the cradle, Mark, my man,” Margo joked as she threw her arm around his shoulder, “but, don't worry about it. So am I.” She said, as she slapped his shoulder and they all headed to the elevators.

When they reached the lobby, there were two town cars waiting for them. Mark, Terry, Grace and Gina all piled into one while Margo got into the other.

The hotel suite was dark when Margo arrived. She had expected Chris to still be up, it was just 10:00. She creeped up to his bedroom door and peeked in. The room was dark and his breathing was deep and steady – he was asleep.

Margo let a disappointed sigh pass her lips as she went to her room to change. She stripped to her panties and put on a tank-top and a pair of women’s silk boxer-bottoms and climbed into bed. She rolled to her side and could already tell that sleep was hours away.

“This is ridiculous,” Margo said in a frustrated whisper. She threw her blankets off and walked directly back to Chris’ door. She quietly opened the door, slipped in and crawled into bed behind Chris, as quietly as she could.

Chris felt her and stirred. “Hi,” he whispered.

“Hi,” Margo whispered back and pulled his hair gently off of his face and laid it behind his head.

Chris barely opened his eyes, but was enjoying the feel of his hair being combed by her fingers. “Did things go well?”

“They went ok. We miss you. Can't wait for you to come back,” and she began kissing his shoulder and neck.

Chris jumped awake and turned to see who was kissing him.

“What!?” Said Margo, startled by his movement.

Chris shook his head, “Oh, God, I thought you were Terry. You scared me,” and he settled down into her embrace, but facing her so he could turn his head upward to kiss her soft, firm lips.

Margo’s hands slipped down his shoulders and grazed his new and still bandaged breasts. They definitely felt different than the breast forms he’d been wearing.

Then she worked her way to the hem of his nightie and slid her hand under the flimsy material to find his penis surrounded by silky panties. As they kissed, she caressed him through the panties and teased, “Ooh, look what I found in your little panties. That's not very lady like, now is it!?”

Chris was too aroused and too inexperienced to know how to respond.

Eventually, Margo laid him on his back and moved to kneel between his thighs. She pulled his penis free of the panties and gently teased the tip with her tongue.

“Will this be your first blowjob?”

Chris panted and nodded.

“Then I'll make it memorable,” she smiled.

She took him all the way in to her mouth, while teasing his balls with her softly-calloused finger tips.

Chris let out shocked breaths and moans, gripping the sheets while trying to force himself deeper into Margo’s throat.

She pulled off for a moment and said, “Don't worry, sweet girl. Just let it come,” and she devoured him again.

It didn't take long for him to exploded into her mouth as he screamed a high and feminine sound at this massive orgasm.

Margo licked him clean and pulled the panties back up.

When she had repositioned herself so that she was half-upright with pillows behind her and Chris’s head was resting on her breast, she raised his mouth to hers and, through a long and passionate kiss, deposited all of his seed into his mouth.

When she was sure he’d swallowed completely, she broke the kiss and smiled lovingly at him. His hair was a mess from not being able to shower and the combination of the pretty little nightie and no makeup made him look like a little girl in her arms.

“Did you like that?” She asked

“I did.”

“Did it taste good?”

Chris just looked back up, smiled and hugged her some more.

“I bet it did. It'll help you sleep, baby. Now, close your eyes and Margo’s going to hold you all night.”
 
Chapter 3
 

“Hey,” someone was whispering. “Wake up.”

Margo opened her eyes and saw Terry standing over her. Terry held up a finger to her mouth and quietly made a ‘shhh’ sound and indicated for Margo to come out into the suite.

Margo slipped out of the bed as gently as she could and tiptoed out of the bedroom behind Terry.

“Did you fuck my little brother?” Terry turned on Margo.

“What!? No. We just cuddled and fooled around a little, but, no, I didn't...” Margo was in shock. “What the heck time is it?”

“6:15. Denise will be here in a few minutes.” It was Grace who answered. Margo hadn't realized that both Grace and Gina were standing behind her with their arms folded in exactly the way that Terry’s were.

“Hi,” Margo said to them both.

Terry spoke again, “I come home at 1:45 and I find you in my bed with my little brother. What's going on?”

Margo was confused. She'd told Terry that she had a thing for Chris. Why was this a big deal?

“I just wanted to hold him and... well, we fell asleep.”

“Did you... well, did my little brother’s penis... you know... penetrate...?”

“OH, MY GOD! No!” Margo was suddenly moving to the offensive. “What about you? You look like you just finished the walk-of-shame! You’re wearing the same clothes you wore last night!”

“Because YOU were sleeping in MY room, on MY pillow, which is on top of MY nightie!”

“Oh...” Margo balked. “Well, Terry, come on. I told you, I'm really falling for Chrissie. We were just, you know, together. No... penetration... as you so politely put it. I think I really love him – or her, I guess. I am smitten, guys. I am in deep smit.”

The other girls exchanged glances and relaxed, then slowly, grins came followed by laughter.

Margo realized that they were playing a practical joke on her. Part of her wanted to laugh along with it and part of her wanted to dope-slap each of the other girls. “You assholes!” she finally laughed. “You complete assholes!”

Gina hugged Margo pushed her towards her bedroom. “Go on – get changed. Denise is coming.”

Just then, there was a rhythmic knock at the door – the same rhythmic knock that had occurred every weekday morning 6:30 since they arrived. “Damnit!” Margo said as she ran into her room to change. Terry did the same.

Denise entered and pushed her cart to the center of the room, then realized that only Gina and Grace were ready. “Where are the others? I know that her royal highness is excused for another couple of days, but her sister and the tall one... where are they?”

Both girls scurried into the room in clean shorts and tee shirts. “Sorry, sorry, sorry.”

“Alright ladies, let's start with some stretching,” Denise began, but Margo interrupted.

“You know, Denise, it's been two weeks and I really don't think you know our our names. I'm Margo, that's Gracie, that's Gina, that's Terry and Chrissie is still in bed. Can we, please, use our correct names?”

Denise was a little peeved. ‘Huh, all these young kids. Think their all going to be stars...’ she thought. “Alright Terry, Gracie and Gina. Are you ready?”

“Yes,” they said in unison.

“How about you, tall, blonde and mouthy? Are you ready?”

Margo nodded, “You’re getting better. We’ll win you over, eventually.”

“Sure you will. Ok ladies, let’s get those muscles stretched out.”
 
Chapter 4
 

“Ok, well, everything looks real good,” Dr Casey said as she checked the small incisions on the sides of Chris’s chest. “No seepage and these are feeling fine. How do you feel?”

“Good, I guess. My chest doesn't feel like its being stretched any more. I hate this ugly bra, though.”

She laughed, “Just deal with it for another ten days and you can go back to your pretty bras, again. Oh, and by the way, I wouldn't plan on doing any topless work, if I were you. We didn't work on your nipples at all, so you've got perfectly developed breasts and little girl nipples. They'll probably be more sensitive, but keep them out of sight, ok?”

“Yes, ma'am.”

As Chris took the elevator down to the lobby, he felt great relief. The doctor said that everything was fine and he could get back to the studio. He had expected Terry to have come with him, but Mr Bennett had insisted that she be at the studio. Actually, he was happy about that, now. He really needed a shower before the studio. Now that the bandages were gone, he could get in and wash his body and hair. He may even feel human again. Maybe even pretty for the first time in a few days.

“There's America’s Next Top Model!” joked her town car driver for the day, an elderly (at least 50 years old) southern man with greying highlights in his kinky hair. His name was Willy and he had a great smile. Chris had met him several times before and was happy for his company and enthusiasm today.”

“Haha, very funny, Willy,” Chris teased as, without thinking, he gave Willy a friendly hug. Willy was a big guy, at least six foot two or three and in the area of three hundred pounds. When Willy hugged him back, Chris felt buried in his arms and he liked that.

“Everything ‘aces,’ sweetie?” Willy asked as he led Chris to the rear passenger door.

“Everything’s aces, Willy, but can I sit up front with you and talk?”

“Sure, baby-girl! Anything you want! You know, I have a daughter just about your age and, I swear, when she gets into the car, she buries her face in that cell phone of hers and she doesn't hear a word I say till she jumps out.”

Willy closed the front passenger door after Chris was seated and jogged to the driver’s side, pulling himself in with a few pants and cusses. “Whew! Tough to get old, baby-cakes, but considering the
alternative...”

Chris laughed. It was nice to have someone to talk to.

It took 30 minutes to get back to the hotel and that whole time they listened to all kinds of music, country, rock, blues, Broadway show tunes, and talked about each one. Willy had a really good ear and Chris loved his voice and told him so. He told Chris about bands that he'd never heard of; The Temptations, Booker T and the MGs, Sam and Dave...

“Willy, I think you may know more about bands than anyone I ever met!”

“Oh, sugar,” Willy chucked. “Don't start flirting with an old man like me. How old are you, lamb?”

“17.”

“17!? Shoot fire and save the matches! You're even younger than my Jojo. She'll be 19 in December.”

“I'd really like to meet her sometime, Willy.”

“Well, bless your heart. I'll make that happen, my little superstar.”

Chris smiled.

As the town car pulled up to the hotel, Chris said, “Willy, I have to take a quick shower, get changed and then get back to the studio. Can you do me a big favor.”

“Sure, baby. What do you need?”

“I’ve really been enjoying our talk. You know a lot about music. Usually, I don't meet people who know about more bands than me. So, will you, please, park in the garage and have lunch with me in the restaurant in the lobby so we can keep talking? My treat!”

“Oh, sugar, I really shouldn't be doing something like...”

“Please, Willy! I haven't had any breakfast and I've got to eat and I just don't want to be alone. My treat. Come on.”

Willy could see that this little, young woman was sincere. He smiled and shrugged his shoulders. “Alright, precious. I'll meet you in the lobby in 30 minutes.”

Chris let out a little, “Yay!” As he bounced out of the town car.

As Chris headed for the hotel door, Willy lowered the passenger window and called out, “And I'll pay for my own meal!”

“No you won't!” Chris called back in a teasing manner and he skipped, happily, into the lobby.

The shower was wonderful! He felt glorious after several days without one. He got out, blew his hair dry, grabbed one of Terry’s hair bands and put his hair up, like Terry did, in a high ponytail with some whips in the front hanging down to frame his face. If it weren't for that hideous, plain looking bra, he would have felt great.

He went to the closet to grab a dress, but then he remembered Mr Bennett’s visit last night. Terry’s blue dress was still hanging on the door. He smiled playfully as he took it down and pulled it on. It was a little too big, but so what. It was a cute dress and Mr Bennett might think it was pretty.

In the lobby, Chris found Willy near the entrance to the restaurant

As the waiter came to the table, Chris said, “What would you like, Willy?”

“I'll have the grilled cheese and ham sandwich.”

“Chris smiled at the waiter, “I'll have the Cobb Salad and the gentleman will have the Fillet Mignon.”

The waiter smiled at Willy and raised his eye brows as he left.

“Sugar, you can't be spending money like that.”

“Sure I can,” Chris giggled. “Now, you were telling me about Otis Reading...”
 
Chapter 5
 

When Chris finally made it to the studio, the girls were trying to work out an instrumental section in one of the songs, so Chris went straight into the control room, but no one was there. Not wanting to interrupt their work, Chris pushed the mute buttons on the mixing console and grabbed an acoustic guitar that was leaning against the wall. His discussions with Willy had gotten him thinking about the groove in some older tunes. He quickly came up with a lick that he liked and started expanding that into an outline for a song.

Ten minutes later, Chris’ focus was completely consumed with his new song. Not a lot of lyrics yet, but a strong melody on the refrain. It was coming together. He was playing what he had again when he felt a kiss on the nape of his neck. As much as he wanted to reciprocate, he wanted to complete his review of the music even more.

“Hey,” was whispered into his ear as the kissing continued. He knew that Margo would understand if he continued till the end, so he just leaned his head to the side to allow more access for the kisses. He continued to strum and hum and sing nonsense syllables as his brain worked its creative muscles.

“I had a good time last night,” the whispers continued. Chris smiled and stayed focused. “Let's do it again, tonight.”

The kisses moved to his ear and cheek as he finished the song. With the last strum, he leaned his head back and closed his eyes to accept a forceful, passionate kiss on his lips. It tasted slightly of coffee and mint and Chris surrendered to the tongue that probed deeply into his mouth. An arm moved behind his head as he stretched higher to take the tongue deeper. He could feel himself submitting to the kiss; it was wonderful.

Then, something odd – Chris felt stubble rub his face. ‘Wait! What!?’ He thought and he opened his eyes to see Mark, their recording engineer, with his eyes closed, locked in a kiss with him.

With great difficulty, Chris pushed him away. “Mark!” He shouted and turned to looked out into the studio.

“What?” the very confused young man responded, but then followed Chris’ stare to the studio where he saw Gina, Grace, Margo and Terry setting down their instruments to take a break.

“How...? Who...? Oh, my God! Chrissie!? I thought you were Terry! I'm so sorry, but you weren't here when I left... and your hair... and... well... I'm so sorry!”

Chris was at a loss. No words formed and then the control room door opened and the girls filed in.

“Hey, look who's here!” Gina shouted.

“Hey, baby,” grinned Margo when she saw Chris’ flustered face, “what's up?”

“Nothing,” Chris said, way too excitedly. “Nothing's up. We didn't do anything. It was...”

“Yeah,” Mark interrupted, “Chris has been working on a song in here and I interrupted. It's pretty cool. I think y’all will love it, but he wanted to wait till you came in to play it.”

Chris was like a deer in the head lights. ‘Did they know? Had they seen? Oh, my God, oh, my God!’

“Great,” said Terry, as she moved beside Mark for a hug and a kiss. “Let's hear it. Hey, are you wearing my dress?” She giggled, “and my hair band, my pony tail... oh, my goodness, you're a little clone of me! Look at you!”

Chris blushed an even deeper shade of red. “Yeah. Mr Bennet told me to wear this today.”

“I did what, now?” asked Alan as he entered the control room from the door behind Chris. “Chrissie! You made it! That's great. We've got a lot to do. Now, what did I say?”

So many people in the room... and the kiss... Chris was getting overwrought by it all. Was there an escape?

“Chrissie said that you wanted her to wear my dress, today. That’s all,” Terry said as she snuggled closer to the man that Chris had been kissing just minutes before.

“YOUR dress?” Alan chuckled, “I assumed it was Chrissie’s. Stand up and let's take a look at you, honey.”

Chris stood and felt a little foolish with everyone looking at him. The dress was, undeniably, a little big on him, but only a little. It just made him look a little younger and smaller than a properly fitted dress would have.

“Well, I think you look beautiful, sweetheart,” Alan said and he pulled Chris into a hug. “Frankly, I think you'd look beautiful in pretty much anything, little girl,” he hugged him tightly, then turned him to face everyone else. “I can't believe that you kept all this feminine perfection under a bushel for 17 years. Thank goodness we came along to find the real you.”

“Agreed!” shouted Margo and she pulled him from Alan to her. “Thank goodness!”

“Ok,” Alan clapped his hands, “did I hear something about a new song? What have we got?”

All eyes were again on Chris, but he was ok with that if they were talking about music. “Umm, can I have about an hour to finish. Maybe, if Margo and Terry could work with me, it could be done faster than that. I always stumble on the lyrics.”

“Well, alrighty! Grace, Gina and Mark,” said Alan as he headed out the door, “looks like you have a one hour break.”
 
Chapter 6
 

“Geez, Chrissie,” Alan slammed his hand onto the table in the recording studio, “if this isn't one of the top three songs of this summer, I'll eat my Stetson hat!”

All five members of Dusty Rose bounced on the balls of their feet in excitement. The song, “Get Outta My Way!” was an aggressive, country rock song that was entirely different than anything else they were working on.

“If you could give me one more like this to round out this album, you five girls will be millionaires before New Years!”

Alan grabbed Chris by the shoulders, “Oh, little girl, you are something very, very special,” and with that he planted a kiss full on Chris’ lips. It only lasted a few seconds, but Chris’ heart stopped while the others whooped and hollered. “Now, write me or find me one more - Maybe something with a honky-tonk feel - and you girls will become legends!” and he exited the studio.

Twice! Twice in less than two hours! He'd kissed two men in less than two hours!

“Alright, girls!” Mark said, “let's start rehearing this one! It's not going to do us any good till it's in the can.”
 
Chapter 7
 

It was 1:48am and the other girls had been tucked into their beds for over an hour, but Chris and Mark were still working at the studio.

“Chrissy,” Mark called into the studio through the intercom system, “let's call it a night. You're too tired and we're not going to make any more progress here.”

Chris couldn't remember ever being this tired before. “Yeah... I guess.”

“I'll call for a car. Grab your stuff and I'll ride down with you. “

Chris put his purse over his shoulder and rode the elevator down to the lobby. When the doors opened, there was Willy standing by the door with a big smile on his face.

“Well, good evening, Mr Johnston. Good evening, Miss Christine.” Willy’s infectious smile made both Mark and Chrissy smile, too.

“Good evening, Willy,” Mark said. “Can I trust you with our most valuable cargo?”

Chris smiled, partially out of embarrassment and partially because, aside from Margo, Terry, Gina or Gracie, Willy’s face was the best possible way to end the day.

“Let's get you home and tucked in, young lady,” Willy chuckled as he waved goodnight to Mark and guided Chris to the back door of the town car. He opened the back door, but Chris continued around the car and pulled open the passenger side front seat door, smoothed his skirts under him, sat on the seat and closed his own door.

“That little girl sure has a mind of her own,” Willy chuckled as he closed the back door and pulled himself into the driver’s seat.

“Music?” Willy asked.

“Please.”

“Artist? Style? Era?”

“Your choice, Willy,” Chris rested his head on the back of the seat and closed his eyes. “Just tell me about the songs as they play. I need to learn this stuff.”

“Ok, baby. How about some 60s and 70s pop music? That should keep us awake till we get to the hotel.”

Chris listened as the music played and Willy told him about the songs.

“Billy Ray was a preacher’s son and when his daddy would visit he'd come along...” flowed out of the speakers.

“Now, that's Dusty Springfield. Great voice. Part of the ‘blue-eyedsoul ’ movement. English girl, but sounded American...” he continued to tell Chris about the song, Dusty Springfield, soul music the British Invasion. He just kept talking.

Chris took it all in.

The next song started.

“Well, I tried to make it Sunday, but I got so damned depressed, that I set my sights on Monday and I got myself undressed...”

“Here's a different one. This band is called America, but none of the guys in the band were born in America. They were all military kids and grew up on bases around the world...” he continued and Chris listened.

Song after song played and Willy knew enough about each song to keep talking.

Chris was just starting to drift away when a familiar lick played and Chris sat bolt upright.

“You ok, honey?”

Chris stared at the radio as the lyric began.

“We've been running away from something we both know. We've long run out of things to say and I think I'd better go...”

Chris looked to Willy with a mix of excitement and confusion.

Willy hesitated, but then began talking, “This is Jim Croce. Short but great career. Nice, warm voice and knew how to sell a story. Died young in a plane crash in ’73 and left a wife and son and...”

“This is the song.” Chris whispered

Willy pulled to the side of the road and put the car in park. “What's the matter, baby.”

“This is the song, Willy. My dad’s song.”

Willy smiled and touched Chris’ chin.

“Your dad was a singer?”

“Not professional, but.. this is the song he used to sing for us. He used to drive us crazy singing it. I wish I could hear him sing it one more time, now, though.” A tear rolled down his cheek. “What's it called?”

Willy took-in the child next to him and pulled Chris to his side and let him just listen for a few moments. “It called ‘One Less Set of Footsteps,’ sweetheart.”

They listened until the song was over. By then Chris’ tears were flowing freely, but he wasn't sobbing. Just listening and remembering.

“You ok, honey?”

Chris sat up and wiped his eyes while smiling and letting out a little, embarrassed laugh. “I'm a lot of fun to be with, huh?”

Willy just smiled.

“I need a guitar, Willy. I have an idea.”

Willy put the car in gear, “No problem, your highness. This is Nashville. I'll get you a guitar.”
 
Chapter 8
 

At 2:45am, after a brief stop at an all-night pawn shop, Chris finally opened the door to the hotel suite with his phone in his right hand and a slightly used , natural-blonde Taylor acoustic guitar in his left. He had downloaded a recording of his dad's song to his phone and the guitar chords as well. He was exhausted, but his adrenaline was flowing through his veins, so he knew that he'd never get to sleep. He closed the doors to all the bedrooms, giving Terry and Margo pecks on their cheeks before sitting on the couch with the new guitar, his phone, a pad of paper and a pencil and he went to work.

At 6:00am, the girls were up to prepare for the daily workout with Denise and they found Chris asleep with his phone and a guitar laying across the same blue dress of Terry’s that he had been wearing yesterday.

“Honey, wake up,” Gracie whispered to him as she gently shook his shoulder. “Chrissie, wake up sweetie. Come on. You should get to bed for a few hours.”

When he regained consciousness, Chris sat up quickly and, with great excitement, asked them all to sit and listen to him.

“So, last night, I heard a song that I haven't heard in a long time. Terry, you know this.”

He grabbed the Taylor guitar and started playing the old Jim Croce song. The other girls nodded their heads to the groove and made remarks, “I've heard this,” “This is on my dad’s playlist,” “I like this.”

Terry just smiled as she heard Chris sing. When he was done, Terry’s eyes were watery with emotion. She came to the couch and pulled Chris into a deep, warm hug, burying his face in her shoulder and neck. When she released him, he sat back and smiled at her. They gazed at each other for several moments before Margo interrupted.

“Well, I'm confused. It's a good song, but it's not the kind of song that would make me cry.”

Terry smiled at her best friend and wiped the tears that were threatening to run down her cheeks from her eyes. “It's daddy’s song.”

“Come again?” asked Gina.

“When we were little, our dad used to play and sing for us. He’d sing all kinds of songs, but whenever he played in public, that's the song he’d always end with. We called it ‘Daddy’s Song’ and, when we wanted to hear him sing it, we’d clap and yell ‘Daddy’s Song! Daddy’s Song’ until he did it for us. I haven't heard it since daddy died.”

“Wow,” said Denise, who had entered unnoticed while Chris had been singing. “Seems like I'm breaking up something big, but we do need to get started.”

“Oh, wait, wait,” Chris said, grabbing his phone. “I used my GarageBand app to see if we could make this song work for us. I used a more contemporary drum beat and I added a ton of background vocals. Listen...”

Chris played his recorded tracks for the girls. When he was done, he went back and pointed out some of his biggest changes. “Gina, if you can kinda break out of the straight beat in the bridge and do something more like this (he clapped his hands in a syncopated manner to indicate his idea), I think it will open it up a lot. Gracie, if you could do this mandolin pattern (he demonstrated on his guitar) during most of the song, but then maybe work out an edgier solo, maybe on mandolin or maybe on electric guitar, I'm not sure, I think it would be really cool. Terry, if you could use a harder strum, like the original recording, but with a brighter string sound, I think it'd be a really rich sound under Gracie’s pattern. And, Margo, if you could double these guitar lines at the beginning middle and end, down an octave, then just play a standard bass-line under the rest of it, I think we could make this song kick butt!”

The girls were all focused on what Chris had just said and the deluge of creative conversation began with each talking to and over each other.

“Ladies, ladies!” Denise interrupted. “This is all well and good, but I am here to make your skinny little asses look good on stage, so put that aside and let's get started.”

There were three solid seconds of silence and stillness before Gina said, “Nope! No way! We need to get downtown, like now, while we’re this wired.”

There was a shout of general agreement and the other girls ran to their rooms to change, leaving Chris and Denise together in the room.

Denise, who had seen this kind of enthusiasm before and understood that she needed to let them off the hook today, smiled at Chris.

“Daddy’s Song, huh?”

Chris nodded as he put the guitar into its soft-case.

“I didn't know that... well, that your dad had passed away.”

Chris shrugged, “I know. It was a car accident on a snowy night, a few years back.”

Denise made a slightly uncomfortable gesture to offer comfort to someone that she barely knew. She smiled and rubbed Chris’ left shoulder with her right hand and then moved it to his cheek. “You are such a pretty little thing. I bet you were daddy’s little girl, weren't you.”

Chris was grateful for Denise’s empathy and stuttered on his reply. “No. Terry was always daddy’s little girl. Terry’s so much... better at... well, everything, you know? It's easy to be Terry’s parent. Me... I've always been the screwup. Never as good in school, or at sports, or at making friends as Terry. She’s kind of my hero... I mean, well, she was always both daddy and mommy’s little girl. I was always just... Chris.”

Denise couldn't believe what she was hearing. She had just seen this pretty little thing take complete control of everything, the music they would play, the song they would sing, how they would sing it and play it, everything. Now, she saw tremendous self doubt in this little girl. How?

“Oh, darling, I bet your daddy loved you just as much as he loved your big sister.”

“Twin. We're twins,” Chris said, then with a chuckle. “See, she even grew better than me. But, you know what, my mom and dad loved me just for being Chris and that's ok with me. As for Terry, there's nothing in the world better than being her little sister.”
 
Chapter 9
 

“One more dub for the background vocals and this one will be done!” The speaker gave a soft click when Alan released the ‘Talk’ button in the control room. “Damn, son,” Alan said to Mark, “I never would have seen this coming. A forty or fifty year old minor hit. Huh. These girls are on fire! Let's make a knock-list for all the songs before we leave tonight. We should be able to wrap this album up in a week or so.”

Mark gave a thumbs. “Have you made a choice for the first release?”

“I love ‘Get Outta my Way,’ but I'm thinking we should throw a little blood in the water first; probably ‘His Eyes.’ That'll get the girls out there as country girls – you know, we do a video with farm-girl costumes, or maybe an Antebellum theme with hoop-skirts – then we release ‘Get Outta My Way’ with a more contemporary look. What do you think?”

“I'm digging this one, Alan. I'm glad they didn't tell me what the song was at first, because I would have shot it down, but, now, I really like it.”

Alan shrugged. “I do, too, but releasing a cover too early can destroy a band’s credibility.”

Mark shrugged and smiled, “It’s a kickass song, though. A kickass song.”
 
Chapter 10
 

“That's it, ladies, the album is in the can!” Alan announced with a great deal of flourish and theatrical flare. It had been six, nitpicking days since they recorded ‘One Less Set of Footsteps’ and everyone was running on pure adrenaline at this point. “Tomorrow, 11:00am, photo shoot for the cover and promos and then our traditional celebration dinner at 7:00 at Antonio’s!”

They all applauded.

“Enjoy your last few days of anonymity, girls, because a month from now, everyone's going to know your names and faces!” Alan said as he escorted them towards the front door of the building.

Their driver was standing and waiting.

“Willy!” Chris hollered, “we’re done! The album’s done!” He yelled as he hustled over to give Willy a hug.

“That's not what I heart, darlin’” Willy returned the hug. He'd started to feel like Chris was his own daughter by now. He loved Chris’ enthusiasm. “I hear that you're just getting started.”

“Evenin’ Willy,” Alan smiled and patted Willy on the shoulder.

“Evenin’, Alan. How did it go?”

“Stellar, Willy, just stellar. These girls are stars, I'm telling you. Especially that one you've got. She's a sweet little thing out here, but, Lordy, she is a spitfire when she sings and plays,”

Willy laughed and gave Chris a firmer hug.

“Hey,” interjected Gina, “How come you sound so Southern all of a sudden?”

“Do I?” Alan asked. “Haha, I guess that when Willie and I get together, I fall back on how I talked when we were boys?”

“You grew up together?” Asked Margo.

“Sure did,” chuckled Willie. “Two, dirt poor, hard to manage boys, raising hell together.”

“No kidding?” Said Terry, “ and now you work for Allan?”

“Oh, no, no, no,” Alan laughed. “Willy is an entrepreneur with his fingers in lots of pies. The limo service is just one of them. As a matter of fact, Willy loaned me the money to start this company 25 years ago.”

“You’re rich?”asked Chris a bit confused.

“I'm comfortable,” Willy laughed and Alan rolled his eyes.

“Then why do you drive the limos? Can't you hire someone to do that?” asked Grace.

“I can and I do, but I had a driver call in sick a few weeks ago and I covered for him. That's when I met this remarkable little girl, right here,” he gave Chris a playful squeeze. “I was so impressed by her that I wanted to be the driver whenever you girls needed a lift.”

“Wait a minute!” Said Chris as something occurred to him. “That day I bought you lunch. You ordered a grilled-cheese sandwich. If you're so rich, why didn't you order something better?”

“Cause I wanted a grilled-cheese sandwich, but you seemed to want me to have that fillet mignon. How could I say no to a beautiful thing like you?” and they headed to the car.

As they pulled away from the building, Chris, who was sitting up front, said, “Willy, where can I buy a nice dress for tomorrow night? Something classy and grown up?”

The girls who were chatting in back, stopped and Terry said, “Chrissie, babe, it's not going to be formal. Allan said it's just a nice, restaurant. Any nice dress will do.”

“No. It's a big deal for me, not just because of the album, but because I get to throw away this hideous bra tomorrow. I want to be fitted for a pretty bra and a pretty dress. I've been a frumpy old lady too long. I want to be pretty.”

“Oh, my God, we've created a diva!” Gina joked and everyone laughed.

“Bra fitting!?!?!? Since when is Chris the girliest of all of us?” Grace joined in the gentle teasing.

“I know just the place, darlin’,” Willy said. “It's a nice shop for ladies over on the South End. If you want, I'll drop the girls off and take you there.”

“Is that ok, Chris?” Terry asked. “I was really looking forward relaxing down in the hot tub, but I'll come with you if you want.”

“I'll be fine, sis.”

“I'll join you, baby girl,” Margo said. “I could use something nice, too. I've been in sundresses, jeans and yoga pants since the second day we were here. I could stand to be a little girlier, too.”

They dropped off Gina, Grace and Terry at the hotel. Terry gave Chris a kiss on the cheek through the open car window. She leaned in and whispered into Chris’s ear, “I can't believe I'm sending my baby brother out on his own for a new dress and a bra fitting. Wait till I tell mom.”

Chris smiled and gave her an excited shrug, “I want tomorrow to be amazing! We made beautiful music together, now I want to be as beautiful as you guys.”

Terry kissed him again, “You're always beautiful, precious. You were beautiful before you ever put on a dress. I hope you know that.”

Chris smiled. Terry saw sheer joy on his face, like a high school girl going shopping for a dress for prom or homecoming. Sweet, feminine excitement. “I love you, sissy,” he said. He hadn't called her ‘sissy’ since they were very, very young.

Terry was touched and her eyes became watery. “I love you, too, Sissy,” she said and stood back so the car could pull out.
 
Chapter 11
 

Margo and Chris were escorted to a fitting area. They had already told the woman fitting them that they were fine doing this together.

“How old are you girls?” Her tag said her name was Courtney.

“I'm nineteen.”

“Seventeen.”

“Are you sisters?” Courtney asked.

“Nearly,” Margo gave a half-laugh as she said, “Chrissie’s twin sister and I have been friends for years. Her sister was too busy to come tonight, so I'm her chaperone.”

Courtney looked Margo over. The country-style, mid-thigh dress she was wearing was obviously from a discount store, but the boots were pricey. Maybe they could afford some nice lingerie, after all. She'd find out.

“What is your name, darling?”

“Margo.”

“Ok, Margo. Let's start with you so your little friend...”

“Chrissie,” Chris said when he realized she was asking his name.

“Chrissie, sees how it's done. Now, can you lower your top so that I can measure you properly?”

“Sure,” said Margo, as she lowered the elastic top of the dress and pulled her arms through, revealing her well developed chest.

“Well, that's a pretty bra,” Courtney complimented Margo as she worked with detached, professionalism and she took measurements. She took several around the cups to insure a good fit and one around the band. “You're wearing a 36D. That seems like a good choice, but I think I can show you a few styles that may flatter you even more than this bra. Although, this is a good choice, too. Nice eye for fashion, young lady.”

Margo smiled, “Thank you.”

Courtney called an assistant to bring a selection of bras for Margo.

When she turned to begin working with Chris, Courtney said, “Oh, dear. Oh, dear.” She brushed Chris’s cheek with her finger tips, “I think our little lady, here, is a bit nervous. Look how flushed she is. Don't worry, child. A woman’s first bra fitting is a rite-of-passage. I won't hurt you.”

In fact, as much as he really wanted to be properly fitted for a bra, Chris was a bit nervous about doing this, but he was flushed because he was looking at Margo. He'd seen her walk around the hotel room in a sports bra many times and he'd seen her in a fairly revealing pajama top, but he'd never seen her wearing something this intimate and beautiful. Not only did he want to touch and kiss those beautiful breasts, he wanted to look that beautiful for her. He wanted her to want to touch and kiss his breasts, too. His penis was straining in his tight, little gaff between his legs. His knees were weak. He wanted her to take him right here and right now.

Margo saw the passion in his face. She raised her eyebrows in approval and took a deep breath, raising and lowering her breasts as she did so, and she gave Chris her best, “I love you, too,” smile before Courtney’s assistant returned with a handful of bras for Margo.

“Just put them there, please, Rebecca.” She turned to Chris, “Now, young lady, would you rather that I do this in private or should your friend stay?”

Chris snapped out of his stupor and said, “Stay. Please, Margo, stay.”

Courtney just saw a cute, nervous, inexperienced, young woman who was eager for the trappings of womanhood. She thought that her jitters were adorable.

“Don't worry, sweetie. I won't hurt you. Now, lower your top.”

Suddenly, Chris thought that maybe this was a bad idea. What if she could tell. Cautiously, he lowered the top of his dress as Margo had done, revealing the prescription-bra he had been wearing since the surgery.

“Oh, honey... oh, no, no, no... a beautiful thing like you needs to be covered in beautiful things. Not that thing. Don’t worry, child. Courtney is here and she'll take care of you. When you leave today, you are going to feel like a goddess.”

Chris gave a delighted, but modest smile as Courtney went to work. As she measured his cup-size, each graze of a finger sent an electric shock through his body, directly to his groin. He was both horrified to feel such an erotic thrill in public and titillated nearly to the point of orgasming right there.

“32B,” Courtney said to her assistant. “Same selection as the other young lady, please.”

Moments later, Chris and Margo were is separate booths trying on their bras. Each one felt more heavenly than the one before. The soft, satinlined cup held and caressed the breasts and enhanced their figures beyond anything that either of them had ever worn before.

When they emerged, Margo was wearing a softly lace, silver bra under her dress that gave her a much more natural look than she had ever pulled off before. Chris was wearing a light blue, balconette style that shaped his new assets into perky, half-orbs.

When each girl said that they'd each take all the bras they'd been shown, totaling nearly $600 per girl, Courtney was impressed.

“And you need a dress, too, darling, right?”

“Yes,” Chris smiled, a bit excited. “I don't want to look like the youngest in the room tomorrow. I want to look... well... womanly, you know. I want to be beautiful and womanly. Does that make sense?”

“I understand, baby,” Margo said, and she did understand. Chris had really come alive in the studio and even though Allan and Mark were in charge of the recording, Chris ran everything else. He worked with the girls as a colleague, coach and cheerleader. Everything worked when Chris was there and everything was difficult when he wasn't. Margo played with his hair and smiled at him.

“A well tailored suit, perhaps?” Courtney asked, pulling a power suit from the rack.

“No, I don't think so. I still want to be pretty and it's more of a celebration with business being discussed than a business meeting.”

“Ahh, perhaps this,” Courtney pulled out a little, silk, black dress with a revealing, but not slutty, neckline and was designed to reach just below mid-thigh for a manageable, but sexy glimpse of leg.

“Oh, it's beautiful,” gasped Margo. “Try it on, Chrissie, you'll look incredible.”

Chris was in awe of the dress. “Is this too much?”

“I bet you'll love it when you put it on, baby,” Margo encouraged. “Please, just try it on.”

Chris looked at Courtney, “How much is it?”

“Only $1,268.00” she said.

Chris, who was wearing a dress that he really liked, but one for which he had only paid $18 at Old Navy, said, “Twelve-hundred dollars!? I don't think my mom paid that much for her wedding dress!!”

“Probably not, babe,” said Margo, pushing Chris to a booth to try on the dress, “but your mother never signed a record contract that could make her millions AND your mom was never as hot as you are.” She pushed Chris in and closed the door behind him. “Don't come out till you have that dress on!” She fake-scolded through the door.

When he came back out, the dress hung on him as if he'd been sewn into it. The top hugged his breasts and showed the cleavage created by his new breasts and new bra, then enhanced his narrow waist and butt to look even more feminine.

Margo’s hand flew to her chest and she looked about to cry, “Oh, my God, you're gorgeous!”

Courtney was not done. She offered Chris a pair of pointy-toed, black shoes with a three inch heel and helped him put them on. Then she gathered his hair and neatly twisted and piled it on his head. “If I could make a suggestion, if you were to wear your hair up, you could pull off a kind of an Audrey Hepburn look, don't you think, Miss Margo?”

All Margo could think about right now, though, was getting her sweet, beautiful, feminine boyfriend home so she could put him in a nightie and show him what it's like to be a woman in bed.
 
Chapter 12
 

When the elevator doors opened, Grace was standing and waiting for the car. Chris and Margo pulled themselves apart. Their lipstick was just a bit smeared, but it was the guilty looks on their faces that made Gracie giggle.

“Oh, hi, girls,” she said.

Margo looked at Grace’s nice outfit and said, “Are you going out?”

“Yep. Rick, that cute techie who set up the microphones all week, he asked me to go to a movie,” her eyebrows played around her forehead with excitement.

“Cool. Have a great time.” Margo said as she and Chris exited the elevator car and Grace moved in.

As the doors closed, Grace stopped them with her hand and called, “Oh, Terry and Gina just went down to the hot tub about five minutes ago. We had dinner in the restaurant downstairs and it took quite a while. Anyway, they'll probably be downstairs for at least a couple of hours, so, you have the place to yourselves.” She gave a knowing smile and let the doors close.

The moment they entered the suite, they were in each other's arms, kissing and tonguing and groping each other passionately. As Margo tried to unzip Chris’s dress, he brushed her hands aside and deftly pulled down the zipper on the back of hers, allowing her dress to fall to the ground.

With a clear shot at her chest, Chris began kissing the base of Margo’s neck and began working his way down to her breasts, reveling in the soft, smooth, perfumed skin of this tall, beautiful woman. He licked and kissed like a boy, or perhaps more like a girl, possessed. Every touch got him more revved up.

“Careful, baby. I can't have hickies in the morning for the photo shoot,” Margo whispered, breathlessly.

Chris was on a mission, though, and when his kisses reached the edge of Margo’s new, satin and lace bra, his tongue worked its way under the decorative edge in search of her nipple. Margo’s breathing became more shallow, causing her breasts to rise with more urgency, exciting Chris all the more.

Soon, the beautiful bra was on the floor and Chris was enthralled in kissing and caressing Margo’s exposed breasts. Her moans became more vocal as her excitement built towards an orgasm. She gently gripped one of Chris’s hands and led it to her crotch where she used his fingers to rub the moist lips of her vagina. Chris picked up on the motion and soon needed no guidance.

As her climax approached, without warning, Chris suddenly sunk to his knees, his soft, feminine dress inflating around him. Then, without a glance up at Margo, he pulled her panties to her ankles and out from under her feet.

As Margo caught her breath and prepared to warn Chris that she had no condoms , Chris raised his head and, gently but firmly, began probing her vagina with his tongue. The thrill was overwhelming for Margo and she shivered as she let out a deep, guttural moan of delight which rose in pitch and intensity until she gripped the back of Chris’s head, feeling his curled hair in her fingertips, and pulled him firmly to her groin and thrust her hips forward and back as the greatest and most intense feeling of her life swept from her vagina to her toes, and her finger tips, and the ends of each hair on her head.

The ecstasy went on for so long that she felt that she'd pass out if Chris didn't stop. So, she wrapped her hands around his cheeks and pulled him away from her. He, too, was winded and flushed from the experience.

When she'd caught her breath, she offered Chris her hands so he could stand. “Come here,” she said as she pulled his head to her shoulder. “I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

They embraced for a moment or two, until Chris pulled back and looked down at his legs.

“What's the matter?”

“I... I don't know.” Chris was on the verge of tears. “Oh, no... I think I wet myself.”

Margo pulled the blousy skirt of his dress aside and looked. She saw the milky fluid leaking out of his panties and giggled. “You didn't pee, baby. That's cum. You came while you were eating me.”

She ran two fingers along the inside of of Chris’s smooth, little thigh and brought a sample to her lips. She tasted it with the tip of her tongue, “mmmm,” then gently pushed her fingers into Chris’s mouth. He tasted it with a smile?

Then he said, “Eating you? I thought that was a blowjob.”

Margo laughed at his innocence, “Oh, baby girl, when a woman takes a boy in her mouth, like I did to you, that's a blowjob. When a boy gives a woman oral joy, that's called eating her out.”

Chris cringed. “That sounds disgusting. I'd rather call it a blowjob.”

“Ok, baby girl,” Margo laughed and gave him another hug, “you can call it a blowjob and anytime you want to kneel down in front of me and do that again, you are most welcome. I will take a blowjob from you, anytime.”

“How about right now?” And, once again, Chris’s soft, feminine dress inflated as he dropped to his knees.
 
Chapter 13
 

“Ok, ladies, jump into a chair and let Jeanine and her crew get to work on you. We’ve got a lot to do and only a few hours in which to do it!” Ellen called out as they climbed out of the town car. There was a large tent set up as a makeup studio/dressing room for the photo-shoot on at charming farm, about an hour outside of Nashville.

Since that first day in Nashville, Chris had kept as much space between him and Ellen as possible, but now that the actual recording was done, Chris knew that he would have to see more of her and he dreaded it.

Chris took the center chair with Gina and Grace on his right and Terry and Margo on his left. They had met Jeanine in passing earlier in the week and they knew that she was their stylist, but they were all nervous about how they would be presented on the album cover and in the videos.

Ellen and Jeanine started at the far right and walked along looking at the girls as if they were products. Terry and Margo, in particular, didn’t care for this attitude.

“Well, you’re all pretty enough, I guess,” said Jeanine as she returned to Chris’s chair. “And this is our little superstar, huh?”

Before Chris could answer, Ellen spoke. It was obvious that this was a corporate conversation. “That’s her. Allan is very taken with her. You need to make her ‘pop’ off the cover and out of the video. What do you think?”

“Well, like I said, pretty enough, but it doesn’t help that there’s a prettier clone of her in the next chair...”

“Hey!” Shouted Terry, Margo, Gina and Grace in unison. Chris was just getting used to being called ‘pretty’ let alone being evaluated in this manner.

Jeanine continued without acknowledging that anyone had spoken, “but I think we can make her into a wet-dream for you.”

“Hey!” the girls yelled again, this time joined by Chris.

“Oh, relax, children,” Ellen said with complete dismissal, “and let Jeanine do her magic.”

Jeanine and her assistants went to work washing the girls’ hair, setting it in curlers and placing them under dryers. While their hair was drying, their nails were done and dresses were hung nearby.

“Hey!” Margo shouted too loudly from under the dryer, “We brought clothes for the shoot!”

No one acknowledged her.

“Hey, flunky,” Terry called out in support of Margo, “are you deaf?”

Again, nothing. They looked at each other and gave frustrated shrugs.

An hour later Jeanine and her assistants walked out to leave the girls looking into a row of full-length mirrors. What looked back at them was not what they expected. Each one looked either like a trashy Halloween prostitute or like a Lolita.

“Well,” said Grace, who, like Chris, wore a ludicrously frilly, country-girl dress, “I think I have more product in my hair right now than my mother uses in a month at the salon.”

“No kidding,” said Gina, who looked as if she’d just finished a shift as a cheap prostitute. “This is really not cool. I wanted to wear some nice jeans and a cute top. This is bull shit. I look like a 49 year old whore.”

“Do you suppose their doing this on purpose?” Asked Terry.

“Why would they do that?” Margo asked.

“I don’t know,” Terry thought out load. “I mean, Ellen kind of hates us, I think, and she didn’t seem to love Allan, either. You think, maybe, she’s trying to derail us?”

“Well, she sure doesn’t seem to give a shit about us,” said Gina.

“I look like a 13 year old child made up like by a drunk for trick-ortreating, ” Chris said. His eyes were watering a bit, and his nose was a little red, but he was more angry than insulted.

“I’m not doing this,” he said to the others. “I know how the musicians I respect dress and I’m wearing what I want to wear.”

“Maybe we should call Allan,” Grace tried to get a handle on the situation.

“No, we need to be in charge,” Chris said. “We can’t be little girls to these people. We impressed Evan back in New Jersey and that got us here. We impressed Mr Bennett and Mark and they think we have what it takes. So, I’m not going to let these talentless idiots mess it all up on us.”

“Holy shit!” Gina said. “Look at the balls on this one!”

Chris shook his head, “Look at the boobs. I never had this kind of confidence as a guy, but you all make me stronger and more confident. What do you think? Revolution in the makeup room?”

“Let’s do it!” said Terry as she started unzipping the side of her dress.

Margo gave Chris a big hug. “You are amazing, baby. I love you,” and she planted a deep kiss on his lips. “But, yuck, that lipstick is greasy!”

“Are you ready, girls?” Ellen called from outside of the tent.

The door-flap swung open and out stepped five beautiful young women dressed in moderately priced, pretty, country-style clothes – Margo and Gina in tight, faded jeans with sexy tops and the others in short dresses and cowgirl boots. Their makeup was casual and very “girl next door” and their hair was all brushed out and natural looking.

“What the fuck have you done!?” screamed Ellen. “Get your asses back in there and I’ll call Jeanine back...”

“How about I call Allan, instead?” Said Terry. “Allan knows who we are and how we plan to present ourselves. You want him involved?”

“You know what?” Ellen said with a venomous look to each of them. “You spoilt little bitches just shot yourselves in the feet. Go ahead and call Allan if you want, but I am cancelling this photo shoot and, no matter what, that will delay your release. You’ll miss getting your first single out before Memorial Day and it will be SOL for Runny Nose, or Rusty Hose, or whatever you call this gang of losers.”

Just as Ellen finished her speech, a good looking man in his mid-forties appeared. “All set to go?”

Ellen stood straighter and folded her arms in an attempt to look authoritative. “Sorry, Paul, but we’ll have to cancel for today.” Her delivery was staccato and over pronounced, as if she were a grade school teacher scolding students. “They’ve chosen to look like farm rats rather than Nashville stars.”

Paul looked gave the band a quick and appraising glance, “Nonsense. They look perfect. Let’s go, girls,” and he turned and walked away.

As they all followed, Terry took up the end of the line, but stopped to speak to Ellen before leaving. “Oh, I will be talking to Allan about this, ‘ma'am’ and, believe me, you will be hearing about it.”

Ellen scoffed, “Don’t get cocky, honey... oh, wait, that’s right... you had your cock removed when you were a baby, but your freaky little brother in that pretty little dress still has his, I bet. If you think you can keep me quiet about that, then you’ve...”

Terry squared off in Ellen’s face. “Are you threatening me, lady? ‘Cause if you are, you might want to think twice about going after a Jersey girl. I’ve put up with jackasses like you my whole life and I am sick to death of it. If you come after me or my little sister, you better be ready to take the consequences because I don’t give a shit about what happens to you, but I’m going to protect my ‘freaky little brother in that pretty little dress’ until the day I die. Understand?”

Ellen scoffed, again, “We’ll see. We’ll see.”

“Well. I can’t fire her, she’d just run to the press,” Allan’s voice came out of the phone’s speaker as Terry and Margo, listened, “but I’ll keep her away from you guys, ok?”

“Thanks, Allan,” they both said.

“After all that, how’s the shoot going?”

“Pretty good,” Margo said. “He did a ton of group shots and now he’s doing each of us individually.”

“Margo and I went first so we could call you. Thanks for your help, Allan?”

“No problem, girls. Is my little money-maker ok with all of this.”

“He didn’t hear any of it,” said Terry, “it was just Ellen and me.”

“Ok, good, but Terry...”

“Yes?”

“You have got to stick with ‘she’ when talking about Chris. Please! We already have one person to deal with. We can’t make another mistake.”

“I know, Allan, I know. I’m sorry.”

“Ok. Relax and I’ll see you tonight.”
 
Chapter 14
 

Willy was waiting in the hotel lobby when Chris stepped from the elevator wearing his new outfit. From the skin out, he was wearing black, lacy panties, a matching, balconette bra and a matching garter belt that hugged his hips and acted as a waist-cinched as well. The garters were connected to very sheer, black, silk stockings which covered and caressed his legs and feet – which were snug in pointed, three inch heals. The black, silk dress was low cut, but not too revealing. It was sleeveless and had a gentle flare from its high waist to its hem which sat just above Chris’s knee.

Earlier in the day, Chris had gone to the hotel’s salon to have his hair done. It was parted naturally in the center, hung beside his head, then pulled gently to the back of his head and held in place by two, pearl covered hair clips before falling in beautiful, relaxed curls to the middle of his back.

Pearl earrings, a pearl choker and a little, black clutch-purse with a pearl on its closure rounded off his ensemble.

“Oh, my, oh, my,” Willy said. “Look who’s all grown up, tonight! What happened to my pretty little girl-friend?”

Chris smiled, both flattered and embarrassed, “Is it too much, Willy?”

“Are you kidding?” Willy teased. “You’d look great at a royal ball or a baseball game dressed like that! Lord, my heart is racing!”

Chris laughed and gave Willy a hug. “Have the others already left?” Chris asked.

“They just pulled out. My son is driving them, tonight. Your sister said that you wanted to come a little later, is that right?”

“Yes. Can we have an iced tea before going. I need to talk to you for a few minutes.”

“Well, sure,” Willy said as he offered his arm and guided Chris to the tables outside of the lobby bar.

When he returned from the bar with two iced teas, Willy looked to Chris expectantly.

Chris dove in, “Ok, so, you know I’m the youngest in the band, right?” Willy nodded. “Well, Terry is only a few minutes older than me, but, since I was always sick and she’s brilliant, she was in college and I was still a junior in high school when we left home. Anyway, I love that they all treat me like their little sister, but it kind of carries over to how Mr Bennett and everyone at the record company treats me, too.”

“In the studio, though, I kind of feel like I’m in charge, you know, like the others look to me to be the leader. The problem is that I’m afraid that I’m going to be left out of the career-planning aspects of the process because they view me as a silly, little girl. That’s why I wanted to look more grown up, tonight. So, do I look stupid – you know – like a little girl playing dress up, or do I look like someone who knows what she’s talking about?”

“Well,” Willy stuttered on a reply, “you... you look like a beautiful, confident woman. Wise and talented and ready to discuss her future. If I can give you a little advice, I’d suggest that you walk a little slower, let everyone take you in as you enter, exit or walk about the room, and when you sit, sit on the edge of your seat and keep your back straight. Cross your legs at the knees and slant them with your feet slightly to the side – kind of like that lady over there.”

Chris looked over his right shoulder and saw the beautiful woman Willy had indicated. She was sitting alone near the wall, but was obviously aware of her impact on the area. Chris tried to imitate the pose the woman had assumed, but was falling short, when he said to Willy, “Just wait here for me and I’ll be right back.”

Willy watched as Chris walked to the woman. He couldn’t hear what was being said, but as Willy watched, the woman offered a limp, glove covered hand to Chris as a feminine hand shake. Chris spoke for a few moments before the woman laughed and nodded, offering Chris a seat. Willy watched as the woman walked Chris through a complete tutorial of presenting himself as a confident, feminine woman at a party.

After fifteen minutes, Chris and the woman walked slowly and with a sultry sway back to Willy. “I understand that you are my young friend’s chaperone for the evening?” She said with a smile and a southern twang that screamed of old, Tennessee money.

“I’m just Cinderella’s coach-driver, ma'am.”

She beamed, proud to have been asked to help the young woman. “Well, I guess that makes me her fairy godmother, then. I think she’s ready for her party.”

She passed Chris’s hand to Willy and gave Chris an air-kiss near his cheek. “Call me tomorrow, sugar, and tell me how it went. Now, go be a smash at your party.”

She took one last look at Chris and said to Willy, “My goodness, can you believe she’s this beautiful at only seventeen!? I bet she takes over the world by the time she’s twenty-one.”

“I believe she will, ma'am” Willy chuckled. “I believe she will.”
 
Chapter 15
 

Willy pulled his car to a stop in front of the elaborate restaurant, handed the keys to the valet, who was opening Chris’s door, offered Chris an arm and escorted him into the front door.

“You’re joining us, tonight?” Chris asked.

“Wouldn’t miss it for the world, little girl... oops... I mean, strong, confident woman.” Chris smiled at the teasing and as they approached the door to the function room, Willy stopped, turned to face Chris and said, “Ready?”

“Ready.”

“Here we go. Stand straight, walk slowly, let everyone admire you, and place one foot in front of the other. Acknowledge everyone, but don’t pander. Be strong. Be gracious. Be gorgeous, which you can’t help but being, and above all, be you.”

Then he gave Chris a strong, paternal hug and a soft kiss on the cheek. “Here we go.”

The door opened and in they went. There were a lot more people than Chris expected. He looked around for familiar faces, when he let out a little gasp, Willy leaned in and asked what was wrong. “That woman over by the bar, that’s Hillary Scott from Lady Antebellum. Why is she here?”

Willy nodded, “She’s here to celebrate your album, sweetheart. That’s why everyone is here. Look, there’s LeAnn Rimes and Kelly Pickler. Over there is Trisha Yearwood, so I would expect that Garth Brooks is around someplace. They’re all here because Allan invited them and, if Allan invites you, you usually show up. This is all for you.”

“Oh my goodness,” Chris recognized Allan’s voice from the head table. He looked in that direction to see Allan rushing towards them with a huge smile on his face. “What happened to my sweet country girl? Who is the gorgeous, grown up woman!?” He pulled Chris into a hug, kissed him on the cheek and turned to the crowd and asked for their attention – it got quiet quickly.

“Ladies and gentlemen, you’ve already met the backbone of Dusty Rose, the beautiful Margo, Gina, Grace and Terry, but now, I want you to meet the heart of this amazing new band. I had expected to introduce you to the amazing little girl that I have been working to death for the past month, but instead, I seem to be introducing a beautiful woman. Ladies and gentlemen, may I introduce a woman who will, very soon, be taking her place with you all as Nashville royalty, Christie Walters, the lead singer of Dusty Rose!”

Everyone applauded. Part of Chris loved this, but part felt like crawling under a table. Luckily, there was a third part that remembered everything that his recent tutor had taught him. He smiled appreciatively and gave a small, but confident, wave to everyone and nodded his head in appreciation.

“Let’s get them all together for a photo,” Allan shouted as the others bounded to Chris.

They all spoke to him at once, “Do you believe this? I love your hair and dress! Did you see Kenny Chesney over there? You’re gorgeous! I heard that Dolly Parton is coming later; Kenny Rogers, too! I which I’d dressed a little better. You’ll never guess who’s here. Etc.”

They took a picture, but Allan wanted more. “John! John Holden, jump in here!”

Chris was shocked to see John Holden, the young man that had performed before them at the student union a few months ago. It was obvious that the girls had already seen him, but Chris was a little confused as to why John was there.

John joined them and turned to Chris, “Surprised?”

“Yes,” Chris said. “Did you get a contract?”

“Sure did. Same night as you girls. My album will be done in a week or so, but they’ve decided to market us kind of simultaneously. Seems that I am going to be your boyfriend in your videos and you’ll be my girlfriend in mine.”

‘Boyfriend!’ Well. That had never really occurred to Chris before. “Oh, cool... that’s... yeah... cool.”

More pictures.

“Ok, just a couple more before we settle down to some good food. Brenda! Brenda, are you handy?”

As John gave Chris a parting kiss, this one much too close to his lips for his comfort, he heard Allan say, “Right there. between your daughters, please.”

Chris’s head swung to his left to see his mother being ushered to them by Allan.

“Mom!” Chris shouted and reached out to embrace her. “I didn’t know you’d be here!”

She hugged her little, beautiful son and said, “Oh, baby, I would not have missed this for the world.”

She pushed Chris away from her and looked him up and down. “My God, look at you. What happened to my shy little boy? That dress is incredible and pearls! I don’t even own pearls that lovely. How much did you spend on all of this?”

Chris loved that his mom was so concerned about the money. His huge smile got wider. “Way too much, mommy, but I needed to do it for tonight. I missed you so much, mom. Thank you for coming.”

They hugged again.

“Ok, ladies, just the Walters girls for a moment.”

Another picture.

“Great and now all the parents.”

More group pictures and family portraits. Then introduction after introduction before the restauranteur announced that the buffet was ready.

The Dusty Rose girls were told to sit at the head table and they’d be served. As people went to the buffet, they all stopped by the head table to congratulate the band.

During a minute of privacy, Terry leaned to whisper to Chris, “Well, little sister, you sure surprised me! I can’t believe you pulled off that look all by yourself.”

“Not by myself, sissy. I paid a lot of very skilled woman. Do I look ok?”

“No, you do not look ok. You look amazing! I hope you can sing and play in that get up, though. They brought our gear over. Evidently, we’re playing, later.”

“No! In front of all these people? Seriously!? Well, no pressure, huh!?”

Just as that sentence came out of his mouth, someone tapped a microphone on the bandstand and said, “Excuse me, everyone. We’d like to start this evening’s entertainment.”

Margo said what they were all thinking, “Holy shit, that’s Garth Brooks!”

A band moved in behind Garth and picked up their instruments.

“So,” Garth continued, “to kick things off, I’d like to call up my favorite singer... my beautiful wife and mother of my children... ladies and gentlemen, Trisha Yearwood!”

Everyone applauded politely as Ms Yearwood took the mic away from her husband with a smile and a kiss. Gina let out a huge, arena concert “whooo!” which was much louder than the rest of the room. Terry shh-ed Gina, but Trisha acknowledge her with a smile. “Congratulations on your first album, girls. I hope this is just the first of many!”

The band started playing “How Can I live Without You” and there was more applause.

Suddenly, Garth Brooks was behind Chris with his hands on his chair. “May I have this dance?”

Chris hesitated. He had no idea how to dance or how to respond.

“Oh, my God, sissy,” Terry said. “Go dance! It’s Garth Brooks!”

Garth Brooks escorted Chris to the dance floor to some applause. Other Nashville notables came up to bring the rest of the band to the dance floor too.

Chris was nervous that he was this close to Garth Brooks, and dancing! He hadn’t practiced this. Where did a girl put her hands? How did girls do this?

Garth saw his inexperience and took Chris’s hands to place them correctly, left hand on Garth’s shoulder and right hand in Garth’s left. Then he placed his right hand in the small of Chris’s back and began to lead him around the dance floor with experienced confidence.

“I know how it is, Chrissie,” he said. “Always on the bandstand and never on the dance floor, am I right?”

“Yeah, I guess,” Chris was almost in sense-overload. Garth Brooks was so much bigger than him. He felt small and so much more girlish than he expected to. He could get used to this.

Everyone performed a song or two: Trisha Yearwood was followed by Kenny Chesney, was followed by Luke Bryan, was followed by LeAnn Rimes, was followed by Kenny Rogers, etc., till Garth Brooks closed out all the guest artists.

Allan came over to the head table, “Ok, girls, this is it! Go on up and show them what you can do! Now, just play two songs, ‘His Eyes’ and ‘Get Outta My Way,’ take a bow and call it a night, ok?”

The girls nodded and headed to the stage, but Chris stopped to talk, “Mr Bennett, shouldn’t you have told us about this before tonight?”

“Nope, but Ellen should have, but I imagine that, after your sister threatened to have her rubbed-out by Jersey mobsters, that probably slipped her mind.”

Chris didn’t understand what he meant, but Allan went on, “Chris, this is important. We WANT these people to WANT you to open for them. Now, you and I both know that you can do this performance with your eyes closed, so just be a good girl and go up there and play, please.”

Chris nodded. “It’s just... well, I’m kind of overdressed...”

“Chris, you could not be more beautiful than you are right now. So, just go play those two songs and make them want you to work with them.”

“Don’t you guys have some say in who opens for who? I mean if you say we’re opening, doesn’t that pretty much mean we’re opening?”

“Yes, but I want more. I want them to include you girls in local interviews, invite you back on stage during their sets, I want them to not just respect you, I want them to WANT you onstage with them to make them sound better. Ok?” and he gave Chris a kiss on the cheek and a soft swat on the butt.

Chris let out a surprised, “Hey,” smiled at Allan and walked slowly and confidently to the bandstand.

When he reached the microphone he looked to Terry who said, “Ok, ‘His Eyes’, right?”

Chris shrugged his willingness, but then shook his head and held up a finger, as he turned to the mic. “Ladies and gentlemen...” he thought before continuing. “... we, the girls and I, well, we just cannot thank you enough for being here tonight. I mean... talk about a dream come true! We are just so... so... honored to even be in the same room with you, let alone having the honor of playing for you.”

Allan looked around at the faces in the audience. They were eating this up.

“So, before we begin, can I, first, introduce you to the girls. On drums, our very own Italian spitfire, Gina!”

There was applause.

“On bass and background vocals, the tallest and most beautiful member of the band,” Margo shot Chris a flattered smile, “Margo!”

There was applause.

“On lead guitar, mandolin, pedal steel, classical guitar and everything else, Grace!”

There was applause.

“And, finally, on rhythm guitar and background vocals, my big sister by 34 minutes and my mom’s favorite daughter, Terry!”

There was applause.

Terry came to her mic and said, “And the heart and soul of Dusty Rose, my little sister, Chrissie!”

More applause.

Terry could see that Chris was stalling, but she couldn’t imagine why. They knew the songs, they’d been playing and perfecting them for weeks. She looked to Margo, then Grace, then Gina and back to Chris. She tried to make eye contact, but he wasn’t looking at her.

Finally she nodded to Gina, who clicked her sticks, “One. Two. One, two...”

“Wait!” Chris called out. As the audience looked on expectantly, Chris held up one finger to request a moment of indulgence. Then he reached down and took off first his right shoe and then his left.

There was laughter from the audience.

He skipped a few feet to his left and placed his three inch heels to the side of the stage. He skipped back to a round of applause from the audience, to which he responded by folding his right leg behind his left and lowering himself into a deep and feminine curtsy.

When he stood straight again, he skipped to his right and grabbed a jumbo sized acoustic guitar off of a stand, then skipped back to his mic at stage center. When he pulled the guitar strap over his head, it seems hopelessly too large on him, but he took a moment to adjust the strap.

Margo looked at Gina and said, “He doesn’t play guitar on either of these. What do you think he’s doing?”

Gina shrugged.

“Umm,” Chris finally returned to the microphone, “as I was saying, this whole evening is like a dream come true. You people, well, I mean, you’re all our heroes... I’m just so surprised and so happy to be here. You know, just before we came up, Allan Bennett came over to us and he said, ‘Go on up and show them what you can do! Now, just play two songs, take a bow and call it a night.’”

The audience, who all were very familiar with Allan laughed at Chris’s attempt to impersonate him. Even Allan laughed, although he was very concerned about what was – or rather, wasn’t - happening on the stage. “Come on, Chris, just play the damned songs,” he whispered to no one.

“So, I’d really like to do that, but I have to do something else before that.”

The girls were completely confused and Allan was losing all patience. “Sing the goddamned songs, Chris, just sing they goddamned songs!” He whispered again.

“If you’ll bear with me for a moment, I’d like to point out my mom in the audience. She’s right here to my left.”

A spotlight swung to Chris and Terry’s mom who waved to the applause from the surrounding tables.

“You see, we left our mom alone when we came down here and I can’t believe she’s here tonight. I didn’t even realize how much I missed her till I saw her. I love you, mommy.”

More applause as his mom blew him a kiss.

“Our dad,” Chris continued, “well, he died about six years ago. I was in the hospital and our dad, well, he visited me and it was snowing and, well, there was this accident and we never saw him again.”

Terry looked to her mom who had tears coming down her face. ‘What the Hell is going on’ she thought. ‘This is hardly the time for family therapy.’

Chris continued, “Anyway, our dad taught us, Terry and me, to love music the way he did, and, man, did he ever love music. He would take out his guitar and play and Terry and I, well, we’d just be amazed. And he’d always end with this one song that we called ‘Daddy’s Song’ and, even though I can see Mr Bennett is losing his patience with me,” more laughter from the audience, “I’d really like to take a few minutes and play this song for my mom.”

There were gasps and ‘awws’ and tears from the audience followed by a big round of applause.

“Thank you,” said Chris, “the only problem is, we’ve never actually played this song in front of anyone before. Are we ok, girls?” he asked the band. They all nodded, so he turned to Gina, “Gina, can you count us in?”

She rolled her eyes, a bit exasperated, and tapped her sticks, “One. Two. One, two, three, four.”

They kicked into ‘One Less Set of Footsteps” with all the fire and edge they had used in the recording studio, and, after the first four bars, Chris turned to the audience and sang,

“We been runnin' away from
Somethin' we both know
We've long run out of things to say
And I think I better go
So don't be getting' excited
When you hear that slammin' door
'Cause there'll be one less set of footsteps
On your floor in the mornin'”

The song went on from there and the audience was eating it up. When they reached the bridge of the song and and Gina and Margo kicked into the syncopated rhythms that Chris had arranged for them, the crowds roared their approval. They had never expected this kind of raw power from these five young women. The groove was perfect. The guitar playing was great. The background vocals were infectious, in tune and came at surprising moments. Even though they’d all heard the song before, it was a new and stunning version that could only have been perfected by the girls of Dusty Rose.

When it was over, the audience leapt to their feet in applause and hollers! Even Allan was whistling as loudly as he could.

Then they gave a passionate performance of ‘His Eyes’ which was received with another ovation, followed by ‘Get Outta My Way’ which completely brought the house down. The applause was deafening and never seemed to wane. Eventually, they relented and played it again.

Same result.

Finally, the applause died down and there were congratulations, hugs and kisses and discussions of future performances and then it was time to leave.

As they gathered their belongings, Chris asked his mom where she was staying. It turned out that they’d put her up on the same hotel as the band, but she’d intentionally avoided seeing them so as to surprise them at the reception. So, Chris invited her to ride in Willy’s town car. She agreed, happily.

Allan had been ‘pressing the flesh’ in the lobby and, as Chris and his mom approached he turned and smiled at them. “There’s my little girl!” he shouted as he pulled Chris into a bear hug that lifted him completely off the ground. “Pretty cool day, huh?”

Chris laughed, “Pretty cool.”

“Yeah. Yeah. Hey, never, ever decide to do your own set when I’m in charge, ok.” Allan scolded while smiling.

“Ok. Sorry.”

“I know, and all’s well that ends well, I guess. So, no harm/no foul.”

They hugged again.

“Now,” Allan said, “take tomorrow off and rest. The day after that, we begin shooting video footage, just establishing stuff and inserts of you and John at first. After that, we’ll work out the music performance parts.”

He looked around and located a young red head, “Bernadette!” He called to her. She hurried to his side and handed him a large envelope, which he, in turn, handed to Chris. Here are the scripts for the first couple of videos. They’re pretty wide open so we can adjust on the fly, but it’s always good to have an outline.”

Chris took the envelope and before he knew what was happening, Allan grabbed both of Chris’s checks and pulled him into a full, on the lips, kiss!

When Chris was released, Allan shouted, “I love this kid! This kid and I are going to make history!” And he walked back into the function hall.

“What was that?” his mom laughed.

“I think he’s a little drunk,” said Chris.

“Nope,” said Willy as he joined them. “I know what he’s like when he’s drunk and that’s not it. He’s excited. He sees what we all saw, tonight. You are amazing, little lady and you need to embrace that. Oh, and good evening, Mrs. Walters. My name is Willy. I will be your driver tonight and may I congratulate you? You have raised two remarkable young women. Right this way, please.”

Willy escorted them, one on each arm, to his car. When Chris hustled towards the shotgun seat, Willy cleared his threat and indicated that Chris should sit in the back with his mom. He did.

On the way back, they talked about everything. What was happening in Nashville and what was happening in New Jersey. Chris told his mom how Willy had looked after him and Willy joined into the conversation, too, talking about how impressed he was with all the band members and what he had seen tonight.

Back at the hotel, Willy escorted them both to the elevator.

“Willy,” Mrs Walters said, “Thank you so much for taking care of my babies. I was so worried...”

Willy shook her hand and said, “My absolute pleasure, ma'am. They are wonderful girls.”

The elevator opened and Chris’s mom entered the car.

Chris hugged Willy’s chest as hard as he could. “Thank you for all of your help, tonight. Do you think I did ok?”

Willy laughed, “Do I think you did ok!? Good gravy, child, what do you need to do before you accept that you brought down the house!?”

Chris laughed and blushed.

“Let me recap for you,” Willy teased. “Your outfit was astounding, your hair and makeup was flawless, you moved like a goddess, you behaved like royalty and on stage you were on fire. Young lady, you could not have done better if you were Taylor Swift! So, will you accept my praise and get your pretty little butt into bed and get some rest!?”

Chris smiled even more broadly. “Ok, Uncle Willy. Good night,” and he stood on his tip toes to kiss Willy’s cheek.

“Good night, angel,” Willy said as he returned the kiss. Then he handed Chris the envelope Allan had given him, “Don’t forget this. Now, sleep late tomorrow.”

Chris entered the elevator and his mom wrapped her arm around his shoulder. They both waved to Willy as the door closed.

“You have an interesting relationship with you chauffeur, don’t you think?”

Chris rolled his eyes. He’d been independent for a month and he had to smile at his mom being just like, well, his mom. “Willy’s not my chauffeur, mom. He’s my mentor. My teacher. He’s amazing and he takes care of me.”

Mom laughed, “Ok, honey. If you say so.”

When they reached Chris’s floor, they got off and went to the suite. His mom wanted to say goodnight to everyone and congratulate them on the evening. The girls were still dressed and still wound up. No one was wearing shoes, though, and, as Chris entered, he steadied himself on his mom and removed his as well.

“Well, look who’s here,” said Gina, “the Princess Bride herself.”

Everyone laughed and Chris, disregarding the $1,500+ of clothing, lingerie and jewelry he was wearing, plopped himself down onto the couch between Gina and Margo. Margo threw her arm around him and pulled him in for a warm hug, “You. You. You... you are amazing, you know that?” and she planted a kiss firmly on his lips.

Terry went to her mom and hugged her, “Thanks for coming, mommy. I wish you could stay.”

“Me, too, honey, but I have to get back for work. I’ll stop by to say goodbye before I leave tomorrow afternoon.”

“I love you, mom.”

“I love you, too, sweetheart and you have done a great job with your brother.”

“Sister, well, sissy, I guess.” They both laughed at the double meaning of the nickname.

“Chris,” Grace said, perusing the script for the videos that had been in the envelope, “have you looked at this?”

Chris shook his head. “No. Why?”

Grace threw it to him, “It’s pretty hot. Looks like you have to make out with John Holden... a lot.”

“Ooh!!!” Came the teasing from the girls, including Chris’s mom.

“Holy cow!” Chris whispered as he read the pages.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Dusty Rose - 4

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Voluntary

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)


Dusty Rose - 4

by Clara
Copyright© 2012, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Chris and the Dusty Rose girls have finished in the studio for now and Chris has to actually experience his life as Chrissie.


 
Author's Note: I apologize. I thought I could finish this series with this installment, as I promised would. I was unable to do that though. There is something about these characters that just keeps me exploring their story. I think I will be able to complete it with one more installment, though. I hope you are enjoying this story.
Please, let me know what you think about my story, both good and bad.
Please, leave me a review! ~Clara.

 
This version of Dusty Rose - 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

"I am so proud of all you girls," Margo's dad was saying to the band members, Allan Bennett, Willie, Mark and all the parents who had gathered for brunch in the lobby restaurant before the parents returned home after last night's soirée. "And you, young man," he said to Chris who was wearing his hair the same as Terry was today, a high ponytail with a headband and a few wisps of hair hanging on either side of his face, "if I hadn't met you before all of this happened, I never would have known..."

"Dad, dad, dad..." Margo pulled on his sleeve until he looked at her with an innocent 'what' spreading across his face. "Chrissie, daddy. Chrissie is just Chrissie. Always a 'she'" she whispered as he leaned in to her.

"Oh, yes... of course... You, young lady," he continued, "I am so impressed with you! Where on earth was all that hiding all these years."

"It's not 'me,' sir. It's 'us.' We do it together," Chris said.

"Well, whatever... I really just expected to hear the kind of garage band noise that Margo and Terry made throughout high school. Allan, you're a miracle worker!" He said as he toasted Allan with a mimosa.

Allan, who had dealt with family members giving his artists this kind of back-handed compliment for decades, smiled and said, "I'm afraid that Chrissie is right, Phil. The miracle is your daughter and her friends. I've been doing this a long time and this band is one of the best I have ever heard. That beautiful young woman that you raised so well, she's the miracle. Every one of you should be incredibly proud of your daughters. They didn't get this good on their own, so
congratulations to the real miracle workers - you, the parents. Mark and I just push the buttons."

There were hugs all around until Willie interrupted, "I think we need to get everyone headed to the airport at this point. It'll take about an hour to get there and you want to give yourselves plenty of time to check in."

Everyone stood and embraced their children and parents. Lots of kisses and promises to call when the plane landed. In the lobby, Brenda hugged Terry tightly, "I love you, Theresa. Take good care of yourselves and watch out for Chris. I'm a little concerned about him. The more I thought about last night, the more I wonder if he'll be truly happy with this decision."

"Ok, mommy. I'll take care of him. So will the others. It's like he's got four big sisters with him, and two father figures with Allan and Willy. He's in good hands."

"I know he is, honey, but I'm his mom and I have a right to worry about him. Call me if you need anything." They hugged once more and kissed each other goodbye.

When they separated, Chris came to his mom and hugged her tightly. "I'll miss you, mommy. Take care of yourself. Come see us again when you can. We'll pay for it."

She laughed, "No, you won't. I don't even like you buying breakfast for all these people. You need to talk to someone about all this money before you spend it all."

Chris laughed and hugged her again, "Don't worry, mommy. Mr Bennett has us talking to accountants and lawyers this week. We'll send everything to you to look at and sign. Thanks for worrying about us."

"That's all I do, baby." Then thinking back to last night's introductions, she said, "You know that I love you both with all my heart, right?"

"Of corse I do, mommy. Why?" she seemed anxious about something

"Well, last night, when you introduced Terry, you said she was my favorite daughter. I hope you don't think that's true."

His mom looked very concerned about this. Chris smiled and whispered, "Mommy, I'm not your daughter - or, at least I wasn't. Of course Terry was your favorite 'daughter.' She was your only daughter. I just meant it as a joke for you and Terry."

She laughed and hugged him, again. "Oh - hahaha - I get it, little miss smart-ass. You're hilarious. I'm going to miss you. You'll always be my baby, you know - whether you're my daughter or my son. I love you both, so much." She kissed his cheek and squeezed him so he felt like he was going to break. When she released him, he had to catch his breath. "I have to go, now. Bye, bye, honey." Another kiss and a another hug for Terry and she turned to join Willy at the door.

"Take care of her, Uncle Willy! Drive safely," Chris called to him.

"Only way I know how, darling," Willy chuckled.

When they got outside, Chris's mom turned to Willy and whispered, "Please, please, please look after them, Willy. Especially, Chris. I am so worried about that child."

"No need, Mrs Walters. Uncle Willy and Uncle Allan are here to take care of both of them. They're in good hands."

Chris and the girls waved as the town cars pulled away. When they went back into the lobby, Allan waved them back into the restaurant to talk. When they all were in the alcove where they'd had breakfast, Allan closed the privacy doors that shut off the space from the rest of the restaurant. Mark had already departed for the studio, so it was just Allan, Chris, Terry, Margo, Grace and Gina.

Allan spoke in a low voice to ensure that so one outside of the alcove could hear, "I wasn't going to bring this up for a week or so, but I think Margo's father's little outburst puts a pretty fine point on an issue that needs addressing."

They all had a pretty good idea as to what this issue was.

"We don't live in a world where people can easily hide their secrets. We live in a world of TMZ and all kinds of click-bait journalism that is designed to expose celebrities most intimate secrets. So, we need to organize ourselves and present a plausible story. So, other than the other parents and Ellen, who else knows you're a boy?"

Chris shrugged, "I mean, there was the woman from the theatrical makeup place that helped with the breast forms back in New Jersey. She'd know"

"Ok. How do we track her down?"

"I have her card in my purse, upstairs," Margo said.

"Great. Take a photo of it and text it to me, ok?"

Margo nodded.

"Don't forget Evan. He signed us and he demanded that Chris become Chrissie, so, he'd know" said Grace.

"So," Allan continued, "Let's make a list. Each of your parents... no siblings?"

They all shook their heads.

"Ellen, Evan and this prosthesis woman. Now, Terry and Chris, how about relatives?"

Terry shook her head, "None. Both our parents were only children and our grandparents died before we were born."

"No second cousins, or half-assed-relatives? Believe me, once you girls start bringing in money, these people will come crawling out of the woodwork."

Terry and Chris looked at each other and shook their heads. "No," Terry said, "no one."

Allan nodded and wrote something in his notebook, "Ok, how about friends and school?"

Chris laughed, "No friends at school, but teachers would probably remember my name."

Allan smiled, "Well, we've been toying with some scenarios regarding your school. They can't release your records to the press or anything, but, if it ever comes up, we may have to develop a story regarding a private school. We've had complicated backstories to develop before... I think we can handle the school stuff."

Allan wrote down a few more notes and then said, "So, that's a start. I'll get people working on covering our asses on these fronts." Then he looked at all the girls and said, "Can anyone else think of anyone who might know our dirty, little secret?"

Everyone shook their heads, except Gina who said, "Umm... I think John may know."

Everyone got quiet and looked at her.

"John who?" asked Allan.

"John Holden. That night that Evan signed us, John was there. He saw Chris performing as a guy. I'm pretty sure that we introduced Chris to him."

"Holy cow," Said Gracie, "You're right. Actually, I'm pretty sure that we introduced him as Terry's twin brother, too. He must know! Why didn't he say anything?"

Allan leaned back and put his fingertips on his forehead and rubbed. "I'll bet he didn't say anything because he wants his shot at fame and doesn't want to screw things up for himself. You now, he was in the control room several times while you girls were recording and, like everyone else, he was blown away by y'all. My guess is that he's a kid who'll do what needs to be done to get ahead. That could work for us if his release goes well, but, if not... then it could definitely work against us. I guess I need to talk to him and make sure we're all in the same page."

There was a bit of quiet while they all thought, then Terry said, "Look, Allan, since we're talking about John, can I talk to you about the video scripts for a moment?"

Allan sat up straighter in the chair, "Ok, but before we get too far into this, just remember that the script is just to set up this romance between Chris and John. You will all be heavily featured in the performance sections."

"Well, that's kinda the point, Allan," Gracie said.

"You see," Terry said, not wanting to upset things, but needing to make her point, "Chris is really uncomfortable with the script."

"Sissy," Chris said, "I'm willing to..."

Margo cut him off, "And he made a really good point this morning. If this should ever go south on us, it could, possibly, destroy our careers, but if John's seen as Chris's lover... well, this is country music, right? There's not a whole lot of openly gay country singers. He'd go down with us. So..."

Allan interrupted, "... so, we should, what? Pull this whole promotion we have developed to tie the two acts together? Jeez, girls, that's kind of a big thing. We've invested a lot of money and time into these parallel projects. I can't just throw it all away. I need to think about this a bit."

"Can we offer an alternative?" Grace asked

"Because Chris has a great idea," Margo said.

"It was just a thought..." Chris said, feeling kind of stuck betwixt and between the girls and Mr Bennett.

Terry rubbed his back for encouragement. "Go ahead, sissy. Tell him your idea."

All eyes were on Chris who was searching for a diplomatic way to proceed.

"Well?" Allan said, "Honest, honey, I'm open to any ideas."

"Umm," Chris began slowly. "I was thinking that, instead of having me be the center of the videos, maybe someone else could be John's romantic interest."

"Uh huh," Allan said. "Let me guess - we use Terry instead of you, right? I know you guys look alike, but how will that shield John if things go awry?"

"No, no... I was thinking... well, you see, I don't know how to act at all and Terry, Gracie and Margo don't have any experience at it either... so, I'm suggesting that Gina be the one we feature."

"Gina?" said Allan.

"Me?" Said Gina.

"Why not you?" asked Terry. "You told us you were in the theater program in high school and we've seen all the awards on your bedroom wall."

Grace joined in, "You're the only one with any experience."

"Alright, everyone, just hold on a moment. Chrissie," Allan interrupted, "YOU are the face of Dusty Rose. Gina is - and no offense, Gina, darling - Gina is as far away from the focus of the band as someone can be. It won't work."

"No, wait, it will... it has!"

"It has?" Allan's eye brows were nearly leaving his forehead. "When?"

"1964 - the movie 'A Hard Day's Night' - and then again in 'Help!'" Chris said cautiously. "In both of those Beatles films, Ringo was the main character."

"Chris, you keep coming back to The Beatles! You are not The Beatles. This is not 1964. This is the 21st Century and we need to market accordingly."

"I know, I know, I know," Chris said as his brain started to think through what he had just mentioned in passing, "but what if... do you know that song 'Stop Dragging My Heart Around' by Tom Petty and Stevie Knicks?"

Allan nodded.

"What if, instead of building the video stories at the beginning of one relationship, we start it at the end of one and the start of another. I mean - what if we do a breakup song and one of us, we could us Terry if we want to protect John, breaks up with John and he sees Gina and falls for her. That way we could have Gina do the heavy acting and the rest of us just being supportive, or jealous, or just playing in concert sections. That would work, right?"

Allan sighed, "Yes, I like it, it's different, but look - we have a completed album from Dusty Rose. The only breakup songs are 'Get Outta My Way' and 'Footsteps.' I'm not leading your career with one of those. We need a ballad first. So..."

"... so we record a breakup ballad with John and release it on his album!" Margo said.

"His album?" Allan said. "Well, that is interesting, but - first, he doesn't work as quickly as you girls do and second, what breakup ballad? You're not doing another cover song, so what do you have."

Terry smiled, seeing that Allan was liking this idea, "We don't have one, but my little Sissy can write one that will break your heart!"

"WE!" Interrupted Chris. "WE can write it. I'll need some time and some help."

"How much time?" Allan asked.

"How about a week?" Chris said.

"How about a day?" Allan said. I'll hold off the video shoot for 24 hours to hear what you come up with and, if - and only IF - I like what I hear, I'll consider it."

They all applauded, but Gina said, "Wait a minute. Does this mean I have to make out with John Holden?"

"Possibly," Allan said.

"Cool." Gina smiled.
 
Chapter 2
 

Chris, Terry and Margo had been working since Denise had left this morning. They'd outlined three different songs, but nothing was coming together for them. Gina and Grace had been trying to contribute, but they just didn't have any talent for this kind of work. It was closing in on noon when Grace had asked if anyone would mind if she went to lunch with her tech-friend, Rick. They all agreed that it would be fine for her to go, so Gina and Grace went to Gracie's closet to pick out the right dress.

Just as they returned to the common area of the suite, there was a knock on the door. "That'll be Rick!" Gracie giggled as she stared to the door.

Gina stopped her and said, "No, no. You'll look to anxious. You wait here. I'll let him in."

Gina disappeared towards the door and the others heard her speaking to someone - it wasn't Rick. After a moment or too, a very serious John Holden appeared with Gina.

"Hi, girls," he said. "Umm, Christine, umm, can I talk to you for a few minutes?"

Chris was a bit stunned by John's presence. He'd thought that Mr Bennett would deal with him.

Terry stood, "Hi, John. Why don't you have a seat and talk to all of us. We all discussed this situation and we think it's in your best interest to do things the way we discussed with Allan."

John rubbed the back of his neck, shrugged and sat on the end of the sectional sofa.

After a few minutes of silence, John finally spoke, "Did I do something to offend you, Christine? I mean, when my producer suggested this boyfriend/girlfriend thing, I thought it was a great idea. Did I just spring it on you too suddenly the other night or something? What did I do? Whatever it was, I'm sorry."

Margo looked at Terry and they silently exchanged the message, 'He doesn't know!'

"Well, John," Chris started, "I'm sorry. You... well, you seem like a real nice guy and I liked what I heard at the Student Union, but... you see... it's just that..."

"John," Grace jumped in, "how old are you?"

"24. Why?"

"Well, you see, our little girl here is only 17. Until a few weeks ago, she was a junior in high school. We were afraid that, if that were to come out, it would look a little weird for you."

John looked at Chris and Terry, "17? Aren't you two twins? I saw one of you around the college, didn't I? I'm a little confused."

Terry shrugged, "I skipped a grade and Chrissy stayed back once because she was in the hospital so much, but...yeah... I'm, well, we're, only 17."

"Wow," John said as he nodded. "Wow. I guess you're right. That could be a problem, I guess. 17? Seriously? Ok. I get it. So, whose idea was this alternate script?"

"Mine," said Chris. "I didn't mean to upset you."

"You didn't," John smiled. "This is just all so new, you know what I mean? I don't really know where I stand with these people and I'm really scared that nothing's going to click with my album. All I hear from the big-wigs is criticism and Allan keeps telling me how great you guys are. Then, the other night, when I heard you guys play... I mean, Lord almighty! I can't compete with you. I figured that I might be able to, maybe, hitch my wagon to you and get a foot up, or something."

The girls and Chris all looked at each other. Being told how great they are is great and all, but it was still a new and awkward experience. They all had the same thought, 'Are we really THAT good?'

Just then, there was a knock on the door. Gina, again, went to get it. When she returned, Rick was with her. As he entered the room, his smile faded as he looked around at all the serious faces.

"What's wrong? Did someone die?" He asked.

Grace came over and gave him a welcoming hug. "No, just doing some business" Then she whispered, "Babe, would you mind if another couple joined us for lunch?"

"No, of course not."

Grace kissed his cheek, "Thank you." Then she turned to Gina and said, Gina, go put on something nice." She nodded in John's direction indicating why.

Gina took the hint and nodded, then said to John, "Umm, John. Tell you what. Give me two seconds to change and then, why don't you and I join Grace and Rick for lunch, ok? That way, we can get to know each other better and we can leave the three of them to finish their work. What do you say?"

John looked at her, the nodded. "Ok, Gina. I guess we're Nashville's newest couple, so... yeah, let's get some lunch." As Gina ran to her bedroom to change, John smiled at Chris. "Please come up with something great? I need your help."

Chris nodded, "Ok. I'll do my best," and went back to work.
 
Chapter 3
 

"Damn it all, Chris," Allan shouted in fake anger, "you can't keep doing this to me. I need a day off, for chrissake. Have you talked to John, yet?"

Terry answered, while Chris organized the mess of paper and electronics on the coffee table. "He came by earlier, but ended up going out to lunch with Gina, Grace and that techie from the studio, Rick. We haven't seen them since around noon."

Allan glanced at his watch. It was nearly 6:30. "Well, that's a good sign, I guess. He didn't take the change of plan very well when I spoke to him."

Margo joined the conversation, "No, he was upset when he got here, too. Funny, though, he didn't seem to think that Chris was a guy. We kind of thought he knew."

"Yeah, I got that impression, too," said Allan with a sigh. "So, there's one bullet dodged, I guess."

"That student union performance was a weird night," Terry pointed out. "Just having Evan in the audience probably freaked him out to the point that he didn't realize what we'd said to him. Besides, how could anyone think that this pretty little thing is anything but 100% girl."

Chris blushed and had an off color come back for her remark, but was too shy to say it in front of Mr. Bennett. "I'm glad you like the song, Mr Bennett. We really struggled with it. It was the sixth attempt and we rewrote it, like, fifteen times before we recorded it for you."

"I do like the song, but I hate the title. Too long. 'Broken Promises Can't Break My Heart' is the kind of long-winded country music title that comedians love to make fun of. Maybe we'll go with 'Broken Promises' or use a subtitle. Who cares, the song kicks butt and we're gonna just keep getting richer and richer and richer." He pulled Chris into a hug, kissed him on the crown of his head and said, "My golden goose."

As he sat with his arm around Chris's shoulders, he said, "Its getting late. Can I buy you girls supper downstairs?"

Margo and Terry glanced at each other and nodded, then answered, "Sure," simultaneously.

"I can't," said Chris. "I have a date for supper."

Everyone stared in silence for a moment.

"A date!?" Margo spate with a bit more vehemence than she'd expected. "With who!?"

Chris smiled, "Uncle Willy. He's picking me up at 7:15. We're going to a graduation party for his daughter."

Allan laughed, "Whew! I thought that there was trouble in paradise, already! Which daughter?"

Chris shrugged, "I think her name is Jojo. I didn't know he had more than one daughter."

"He has four daughters, one son and God knows how many nephews and nieces that he takes care of. Willie is quite a guy. He thrives on making order out of chaos. He pulled himself up from nothing then helped everyone else around him. I wouldn't be where I am with out Uncle Willy. Where' the party?"

"His place, I think," Chris said as he zipped the guitar back into its case.

Allan checked his watch, again, "Ok, then. Why don't you all get cleaned up and we'll all go downstairs together."

The girls put on fresh dresses and make up, brushed out their hair and checked their look in the mirrors. Chris did the same, but his dress was a little prettier, a dark blue, silk, slip dress with small white flowers printed on the soft, smocked material that flowed daintily from the spaghetti straps and V-neck to the pretty hem that lingered on his upper thigh. His hair was, once again, done up like Terry's, but with a dark blue head band to match the dress. His shoes were pretty, white, strappy sandals with thin, little kitten heels that pushed his burgeoning rear-end and new breasts out just enough to enhance the relaxed hang of the dress.

Terry looked at her twin brother and smiled. How could she have not seen this beautiful young woman who had been hiding inside her dorky little brother all these years. She came up behind him and hugged him around his waist, placed her head on his shoulder so she could see both of their faces in the mirror. "I have such a pretty sister."

Chris grinned said, "Not as pretty as mine."

"This is a pretty dress. When did you get this!"

"The other night, Margo and I went shopping."

Terry rubbed her hands over the soft silk of the dress, "It's very soft. I bet it feels nice, doesn't it?"

"It does. I like to feel pretty, now. That's ok, isn't it?"

"Well, of course it is, Sissy. Girls love to feel pretty."

Chris smiled.

"If I could suggest something, though..."

"Sure," said Chris.

"You're doing your eyes a little too dark. Sit on the bed for a moment."

Chris did as instructed, tucking the silky, short dress under his rear end as he sat. "I don't need to wear stockings with this dress, do I? It's kind of hot out and I don't want to be uncomfortable."

Terry used a pre-moistened make-up-wipe to gently wipe away the work that Chris had done. "You look lovely, just the way you are. Besides, that dress is so soft, you wouldn't want to put anything between your skin and that fabric. Now, I'm going to lighten up a little on your eye lids and get a little more curl on your lashes using an eye-lash curler."

It took about three minutes and, when Chris looked into the mirror, his eyes looked perfect. Much more subtle than before. "Wow," he whispered, "I didn't think I could look more like you than I did, but... wow! Thanks, Sissy."

"My pleasure, baby. Let's go."
 
Chapter 4
 

Chris had seen some nice houses as he had ridden through wealthy neighborhoods in New Jersey, but Willy's house was something very special. Not a mansion, by any means, but a grand, old, white farm house with four columns out in front and surrounding fields with horses meandering behind beautifully maintained fences. Chris could see at lease three other houses that were obviously connected to the property and the long, semi-circular driveway was filled with limousines and town cars.

His driver this evening was Willy's son, Eli, who had Willy's sweet smile and laugh, but was taller, broader, more slender, somewhat muscular and his dark skin and shaved head made him look like a movie star. He seemed to love music, too, although he did not have the encyclopedic knowledge of bands and singers that his father had.

"Your house is gorgeous!" Chris gushed as Eli helped him from the 'shot-gun' seat. Eli had tried mightily to get Chris to sit in the back, but the precocious little girl would not hear of it. She sat up front and talked nonstop all the way to the farm - mostly about music, but also about the city and surrounding areas which were still new to her - and, of course, Eli's father.

Eli smiled as he gently shut the car door. "It is isn't it? Actually, I just had a house built for my fiancée and me out there beyond the red barn." He pointed towards the red, evening sky and, when he looked, Chris could see the outline of a moderately sized house. He congratulated Eli as they approached the door.

Chris looked at the stately home and all the limousines and town cars and stopped before allowing Eli to open the door. "Umm, Eli, your dad said that this was just a nice family get together to celebrate your sister's graduation, but... this house is so pretty and there are all these limos... am I under dressed?

Eli laughed, "Are you kidding? If any thing, you're over dressed - wait - I mean, no, you look beautiful. You know my dad owns several businesses - a car dealership, a couple of men's clothing stores and a movie theater, but he also owns a limousine company. Hence the limousines."

Chris rolled his eyes, "Duh. I should have known. Sorry, I'm just not used to being around rich people, you know?"

Eli laughed, not just because of the 'rich people' remark, but because, just for a moment when she rolled her eyes and said 'duh,' this woman on his arm had revealed herself to really be an insecure little teenaged girl. Just a little girl in grown up clothes - just like she was at the dinner the other night. It it seemed to make her more endearing, somehow.

Chris, who'd grown up in a small family of quiet people, one that had had an fairly large, but quiet extended family of friends that had all disappeared after his dad had died. When they entered Willy's house, they entered a world of noise, food smells and love that he'd never experienced before. There were people of every imaginable age, body shape and skin color all laughing, hugging, cooking, eating, pouring wine, kissing each other's cheeks, back slapping... it was amazing, joyous and overwhelming.

Eli stopped for a moment to let Chris take it all in. There she was again, that little girl in the grown-up clothes. He spotted his dad across the room and waved to him to come and introduce Chris to everyone.

Willy approached with a huge grin, "There's my favorite little songbird! Come give your Uncle Willy a hug." He pulled Chris into a huge, warm embrace, even more loving than his usual hugs. He gave Chris a soft kiss on the forehead and said, "Thank you for coming, baby girl. It means the world to me to have you meet my family."

Chris's amazed smiled turned into a laugh, "This is just your family!? There's hundreds of people here."

"Yup and they're all family and so are you, now, darling."

"Thanks, Uncle Willy, and thank you for inviting me. I'm very happy to be here."

"Everyone!!" Willy shouted over the noise and he waited for their attention. "I want to introduce you all to the newest member of our family. This is the amazing singer I've been telling you all about. Her name is Chrissie and she's going to be a huge star in a few weeks so get her autograph tonight while you can!"

There was laughter all around.

"I'm not kidding and y'all be sorry six weeks from now when she's a star."

More laughter.

"So, as I said, this is my newest little niece and I want y'all to make her feel welcome."

Immediately, Chris was overwhelmed with hugs and kisses and so many introductions that he couldn't possible remember who was who. Everyone was gracious and smiling.

Suddenly, from out of the chaos of affection, a beautifully tall and dark woman grabbed Chris and drew him to her for a hug. "Are you Chrissy," she mewed as she hugged him and swayed from side to side. "Oh, darling, my Willy has told me so much about you. Come join me in the kitchen and let me get to know you."

Chris was whisked away into a huge kitchen, which, being an older house, was separated from the main rooms, but was very spacious and there were at least a dozen women in various colored and embroidered aprons working at three different stoves and all around the counter tops.

The woman who had kidnapped Chris grabbed an apron from the back of a chair and, as she started speaking, she deftly pulled the garment over her head and pulled the broad pieces of cloth behind her back to tie it around her waist.

"It is Chrissie, isn't it?"

"Yes ma'am." Chris replied, looking around.

"I'm Sophie," she had the warmest smile. "I'm Willy's wife." Having said that, Sophie dug her hands into a huge mixing bowl filled with chicken parts and began mixing them into a batter. Chris, who's mom was at work till 6:00 every night, had never seen the kind of effort that was going on around him at the moment and, stranger still, everyone seemed thrilled to be preparing the meal. Cooking was viewed as an inconvenient necessity at home and usually involve a microwave or a call to a restaurant that delivers.

Chris shook his attention away from the food preparation and brought his eyes up to meet Sophie's. "Oh! Hi! Yes, I'm Chrissie. Oh, ma'am, thank you so much for having me tonight. You're home is just beautiful."

Sophie laughed. "Why, thank you, sugar. Aren't you a polite little girl! No wonder Willy is so taken with you."

Chris smiled. "Thank you, ma'am. I'm pretty taken with Uncle Willy, too."

Sophie stopped mixing for a moment and placed a batter-covered hand on her aproned hip. "Uncle Willy!? Huh! I guess that makes me your Auntie Sophie, then, doesn't it." Some of the nearby woman laughed along with Sophie. "Ladies, this is my new little niece, Chrissie."

"Hi, Chrissie." "Hi, darling." "Hi, baby." Etc came from all parts of the kitchen.

The wonder at all of this activity was evident on Chris's face. One of the ladies asked, "Would you like to help, darling?"

Chris shrugged, "I would love to, but I don't know how to cook."

More remarks came from all corners, but each was said simultaneously and with laughter, so Chris could only make out what Sophie was saying. "What!? Your mama never taught you to cook!? Why on earth not!? You'll never get a GOOD man without being able to cook!"

"No, ma'am. She works late, so she doesn't cook much."

"Well, would you like to learn a little about making some chicken right now?"

"Oh, yes! I'd love that!"

"Well, alright, then! Judy," she yelled across the kitchen, "open that closet and throw us an apron for this angel, will you, please?"

Before Chris had a chance to figure out who Judy was, a bid apron was launched towards Sophie. She caught it and, before he knew it, he was wearing a pale yellow apron with small flowers embroidered all around the bib and skirt.

"Come here, now, baby, and watch how I do this. Now, I don't want you to get all covered in batter, so I'll take care of that tonight, but I'll show you how to fry it up, ok? We have to keep an eye on the temperature of the oil so it doesn't spoil. We use the tongs to place, never drop, the chicken into the pan and keep each piece separated..."

The lesson went on from there and a half an hour later, when Willy entered into the kitchen with a young woman, who looked remarkably similar to Sophie, in tow, he was just in time to hear Chris call across the room, "Auntie Sophie, I'm ready for more chicken to be battered."

Sophie came over to check the chicken that had already been through the frying pan. As she pursued the cooked pieces, she gently rubbed Chris's bare shoulders and smiled as she said, "Sugar, you have found your true talent. You need to come spend some time with your Auntie Sophie and learn how to really cook, so when you have your babies it'll be fun and easy, rather than a struggle."

Chris smiled, genuinely happy to have done a good job.

"Good God Almighty, woman! What are you doing!? I bring you the most talented child I have ever met and you have her working at the stove! I brought her here as a guest and you put her to work!"

Sophie smiled at her husband's pretend shock. She did this with every girl that entered her kitchen and Willy knew it. "Oh, hush, you old grouch. You brought her here as a member of the family and this is what the women in our family do - we cook together." She hugged the young woman with Willy and said, "There's my graduate! Oh, my baby is all grown up and going to college in a couple of months. I can't believe it."

She turned to Chris and said, "Christine, this is your new cousin, Josephine, but we just call her Jojo."

The young woman smiled and extended her hand saying, "Or Jo, or Joey. Whatever you want. I'm so happy to meet you. Daddy just goes on and on about you."

Chris shook Jo's hand saying, "Congratulations on your graduation, Jo. Your daddy goes on and on about you, too. Oh, just a second," Chris ran to his purse which he'd left on a nearby chair, opened it and pulled out an envelope which obviously contained a card. He handed it to Jo saying, "This is for you."

"I told you that you shouldn't bring anything, remember?" Said Willy in a his fake-scolding voice.

"Oh, my goodness!" Josephine let put. "This is a $500 Amazon gift card!"

"I didn't know what you might need for college, so..."

Willy smiled and shook his head. "Sophie, I'm telling you, we need to teach this child to handle money. She just gives it away to people. She has no idea what the value of a dollar is!"

"Huh," Sophie joked, "she must really be related to you, then." She untied Chris's apron and gave him a somewhat shocking, but obviously meant to be familial, pat on his bottom. "Now, you go get to know Josephine and come back to visit me and I'll teach you to be a great cook, ok?"

Chris kissed Sophie's cheek and smiled broadly. "Thank you, Auntie Sophie. I will if I can. I loved cooking with you."

Jo took Chris out to a back deck where there were twenty or more teenagers sitting and drinking Cokes and laughing. The sky had gone dark and there were stars twinkling everywhere - something else he'd not seen a lot of, growing up in New Jersey.

Chris had never done well in crowds of his peers, but he'd been having a great time this evening, so he'd continue keeping a good attitude and see where things went.

The evening breeze was picking up a bit and Chris could feel it threatening to blow the lightweight silk dress up with each gentle gust.

Jojo introduced Chris to cousins, friends and classmates. Everyone was smiling and laughing and Chris felt relaxed for the first time in weeks... maybe months or years.

One groups of kids were laughing at pictures in Josephine's year book.

"Joey, was that from the semi formal last year? Oh, my God, Jake Reynolds looks wasted!"

Jojo went to look over the shoulder of the girl who'd asked the question. "No, that's from home coming and he'd been out in the sun all day. He wasn't wasted, just sunburned and tired."

They all laughed. Jojo invited Chris over to sit on the bench behind this group. He and Jojo looked over their shoulders at the pictures and the comments left by friends. It was a very new experience for Chris.
 
Chapter 5
 

The meal had been excellent. Allan had taken Terry and Margo to a little, three star, whole in the wall a block away from the hotel. Neither of the girls had ever had food this good before.

"She really just uses us to bounce ideas off of. Usually lyrics," Margo was explaining.

Terry said, "I think that she's just developing a style and she needs us to agree with her or shake our heads. It's just new to her and he's unsure of herself."

"I think part of it is just fear of loneliness, too," Margo sipped her coffee.

"There's definitely that, too," Terry agreed. "I guess I'd feel that way, too, if I spent as much time alone in hospitals when I was young. I wish I'd been more thoughtful back then. Part of me just thought that he was being sick just to get attention. What an ass, huh!?"

Allan squeezed her hand on the table and said, "You were a kid, too. You take good care of her, now, though. I see how he idolizes you. And YOU," he said to Margo, "he's head over heals in love with you. That's going to be tricky later, but we'll cross that bridge when we get to it."

Margo looked at her coffee for a moment, deep inn thought, then said, "Allan... what if we don't make it?"

"What do you mean?"

"Well, haven't you ever been wrong before? About a band, I mean?"

Allan shifted in his seat and thought for a moment. "I guess, I have, sure, but I see so much potential in you girls... it's going to happen. I'm sure of it."

"Ok, I believe you," Margo put down her glass, "but, just in case, will you make me a promise?"

Allan sat up tall and leaned onto the table. "Sure. Why not? I have nothing but good feelings about you girls."

Margo smiled, very happy that he liked the band. "If things go badly for the album, I'd like you to consider firing all of us except for Chris."

Terry sat up straighter, now.

"What?" Allan asked. "We wouldn't even consider dropping a contract until a second album flopped, and, like I said..."

"I know, but..." Margo searched for the right words. "... you said it yourself. Chris is miles ahead of us as a musician, so if we tank this, it's because we're holding him back. If that's the case, then fire us and keep Chris. It's the only way he'd ever go solo."

"To tell you the truth," Allan said, "I think he'd quit if you and Terry weren't with him, anyway. I know he likes Gina and Grace, but, come on. You girls must see it. You two are his world!" He shook his head, "Her world, damn it. It's like there's two of her: the sad little boy willing to wear a dress just to be with his big sister and her friend and the amazing female musician on the brink of stardom. "

"Wow," Terry sank back into her seat. "I'm not sure how I should feel about that. You don't need us tomorrow, do you Allan?"

"Just Gina for four or five hours. Why?"

"I think my little sister and I need a girls day out, tomorrow."

Margo finished her coffee, "After that, do you think I might be able to steal her for a date? A real, dinner-and-a-movie kind of date?"

"I think that would be perfect," Terry said and she thought about everything that they'd just discussed. Something was nagging at her. Had she forced this on her brother or was her brother really happier as her sister? She didn't know the answer.
 
Chapter 6
 

Most of the guests had left. It was just Jo, Chris, a girl from Jo's school and a boy cousin left on the porch. Chris had had a wonderful evening just being a normal teenager with these kids. They treated him like any other girl. He loved it. He'd talked about music and clothing and even some chatting with and about boys. He really didn't feel attracted to boys, but his new found interest in beauty made him more aware of everything around him - even boys, but mostly girls.

One of Willy's three grandchildren had come out onto the porch to join them earlier in the evening, too. Her name was Emma. Two and a half years old, dark skinned with her hair in tight braids along her scalp. Chris had told Emma how pretty her hair was. Emma, in turn had climbed onto the cushioned bench on which he sat to touch Chris's hair. At some point, while Chris was talking to a group of kids, Emma had crawled onto Chris's lap and, eventually, fell asleep in his arms with her head nestled on his shoulder and new, firm breasts. No child had even said hello to Chris before, let alone fallen asleep in his arms. He didn't know why, but it moved him and he didn't want it to end. He held the child close to him and cooed and sang softly as she slept.

Chris wasn't sure what the boy-cousin's real name was, everyone just called him 'Bucky.' Bucky had gone inside to grab another Coke when Jo's friend, Lola, sat down next to Chris. She was very pretty and wore a very lacy top that allowed glimpses of her bra beneath. Chris didn't want to date her or anything, but he did find her beautiful.

Chris had taken off his shoes hours ago and Lola picked up the left one and looked at it. "Chrissie, right?"

Chris nodded and continued cooing to Emma.

"What do your parents do for work? Doctors? Lawyers?"

He spoke softly so as to not wake the child. "My dad passed away, but my mom works at an insurance company. She manages the payroll department. Why?"

"Because these shoes cost like $300. How can your mom afford them."

Jo joined them on the padded, porch bench. She sat to the other side of Chris putting him in the middle with the baby. He was pinned in and surrounded by girls and he felt comfortable and at home. Jo bent down and picked up Chris's right shoe.

Chris looked at the girls. He was amused by their fascination with his shoes and a bit titillated by their proximity to him. "My mom can't afford them. I bought them, myself."

"How?" Lola said, looking at him a bit sideways.

"Lola," Josephine interrupted, "you know it's rude to ask a question like that, but, since you've asked... Chrissie, would you mind if I explained?"

Chris smiled and shrugged a 'if you'd like to, go ahead' look at Jojo. Strangely, throughout the evening, Chris had grown very friendly with this feminine clone of Willy. She was smart as a whip and very funny. Like her parents, she embraced everything and everyone around her. No one ever felt left out.

"You see, Lola," Jojo was being broad and expressive, but remaining quiet for the benefit of her niece, "these shoes belong to the next Taylor Swift."

"Oh?" Lola giggled. "The next Taylor Swift?"

"Or bigger, according to my dad. He says that she's a better song writer than Dolly Parton and has a bigger voice than Linda Runstat, whoever that is."

Chris laughed quietly. "Linda Ronstadt. She's a singer."

"Yeah, I figured," Jojo laughed. "Anyway, according to daddy, a year from now, this little girl will be worth millions."

Jojo laughed at her own words, while Chris smiled and continued to hum to Emma, who chose that moment to snuggle deeper into his bosom.

Lola, still inspecting the shoe, gave Chris another sideways glance. "Truth?"

Chris shrugged, "Maybe. We recorded an album and everyone seems excited, but, now that it's done, I'm not so sure. Right now, I'm just a high school dropout."

Jojo took off her right flip-flop and slipped her foot into Chris's shoe. She stood and looked at her foot. "They're pretty, alright, but $200? I don't know about that? My dad would kill me."

Now, Lola laughed, "YOUR dad would buy you two pairs as long as you were happy."

"Naw. He says that fancy shoes and stuff are a distraction. Family always comes first."

Lola nodded and handed Jojo the other shoe. She tried that one on, too.

Lola leaned back, "Sounds like my grandma. She's always saying 'family first,' too. I guess they're right."

Jojo walked the length of the deck in Chris's shoes, swaying her hips like a runway model, causing Chris and Lola to laugh. As she was returning, the sliding glass door opened and Bucky came back to the porch.

"Well, what do you think?" Jojo asked him.

"About what?" asked Bucky, confused by the question.

"About the shoes, doofus." Jojo gave him a playful slap on the shoulder. "Aren't they pretty?"

Bucky shrugged, "Yeah, I guess."

Chris and Lola giggled as Jojo made faces at her cousin. "Yeah, I guess!?!? Boys!"

Bucky smiled, still confused. "Ok. Haha. Anyway, your mama told me to come get y'all. Uncle Willy says he'll drive Christine home now."

Lola stood and helped Chris up. They were careful not to wake Emma, who, with the slight jostling, moved her thumb to her mouth. Chris slipped his feet into Jojo's flop-flops and headed to the house.

"Wait," said Jojo as she bent to undo the straps.

"No," Chris whispered, "you keep them, but don't let Uncle Willy find out."

Jojo was shocked and she smiled and bounced while whispering, "Thank you!"

They went into the house where there were just a few guests helping in the kitchen. Sophie looked up, seeing little Emma sleeping on Chris and smiled. "Oh, someone's all tuckered out. Here, darling, I'll take her from you."

Reluctantly, Chris kissed the child on the head and handed her to her grandmother. Warmth and the feeling of longing that the child left behind was shocking to Chris. He'd become so attached to her in just a couple of hours. He'd never even held a child before and, now, he was enamored with the idea of caring for them. He wanted her back, but instead, he just rubbed her diapered rump as he grandmother took over the cooing and rocking.

"Thank you so much for coming, baby," Sophie spoke quietly. "I hope you'll be back. I know that you'll be busy soon, but you can come back any time."

Chris hugged Sophie, being careful of little Emma. "Thank you, Auntie. I had such a wonderful time. You're home is so wonderful. Thank you for everything."

Sophie kissed his cheek. "You're welcome, angel, and you're always welcome here."

They found Willy in the front room. He was dressed more casually than Chris had ever seen him. A white polo shirt and tan shorts. He looked so happy after an evening with family and friends.

"Ready to go, darling?" He asked, his business persona gone and his drawl more obvious than ever. His smile made it clear that he had had a wonderful evening.

"Uncle Willy," Chris said, "how about I call a Uber tonight?"

"AN UBER!? Not on your life, little girl. Not on your life." Willy put his harm around Chris's shoulders protectively. "You'll be riding in style from here on out, baby doll. Let's get you home, though. It's getting late."
 
Chapter 7
 

"Chrissie, sweetheart," Terry shook him gently awake. "Come on, honey. Denise will be here in a few minutes. Then, I have a day planned for us."

Chris grumbled a bit as he sat up and threw his legs over the side of the bed, his knee length, silky nightie riding up to his upper thigh. It had been a short night. He got home around 1:00 that morning, but he had a hard time falling asleep. He had laid in bed and thought about everything that had happened the night before. The loving and accepting people. The cooking - he'd enjoyed that so very much. The teenagers - people his age who liked him. Nobody liked Chris, but they all seemed to like Chrissie. Was he that much different, now? Then there was Emma. He'd never held a baby before and it was so wonderful. He loved holding her so much. He'd never even thought about being a father before; now, more than almost anything, he wanted to me a mom. Up to last night, Chris had only really been thinking about the band. Now he saw what might be possible if they were successful enough to have homes and families. That's what he really wanted. That seemed so wonderful. Terry and the girls had done a good job of teaching him to be a girl, but, now, he wanted - no, he needed - to get back to Auntie Sophie to learn how to be a woman so he could have a happy family.

He pulled off his nightie and panties. Put on a clean gaff and panties, a pair of light grey, yoga pants and an exercise top with a built in shelf - what an awful term for an ugly excuse for a bra.

He pulled out his hair tie and ran a brush through his hair before joining the girls in the common area, just as Denise came in. The workout was brutal, but Chris had noticed that, lately, his shape was rounding out just a bit. Maybe it was the workouts or maybe it was the light dosage of hormones he was on, but he definitely had more of a rear end than he'd had a few months ago,

When Denise left, Terry said, "Put on this sundress, Sissy. You and I are going out for a sisters' day of a message, a mani-pedi and some therapeutic shopping what do you say?"

Chris smiled, "Sounds perfect!"

As if by some strange coincidence, when Chris emerged from the bedroom in the pretty, blue sundress that Terry had given him, Terry was wearing an identical dress. Terry helped his with his hair and makeup and when Terry stepped out of the elevator in the lobby, she was followed by a nearly identical, just the tiniest bit smaller, twin.

Rather than breakfast at the hotel, they crossed the street to a trendy, independent coffee shop where they sat down with their lattes and fruit salads to enjoy a relaxed breakfast, it was just 8:00am and they didn't need to be at the spa for an hour and a half.

"So," Terry asked through a swallow of her latte, "did you have a good time last night?"

Chris nodded as he wiped some sticky melon residue from his lips. "It was wonderful. Willy's house is beautiful and his family were all so nice to me!" He went on to give Terry a review of the events of the previous night. Concentrating on the cooking and the baby and just being accepted, rather than struggling to fit in.

That gave Terry pause. She thought for a moment, then said, "Chris... I need to talk to you about some stuff. Can we be honest with each other?"

He nodded, concerned and confused by the seriousness of her tone.

"When we asked you to do this, had you ever thought about wearing a dress, or of being a girl?"

He shook his head and played with his napkin a bit. "Why?"

Terry grimaced and looked around the restaurant before continuing. Maybe she should have just kept her mouth shut, but, after their talk with Allan last night, she needed to say some things.

"I don't know," she continued, "it's just that, well, it's just that, now that the recording sessions are pretty much done, I've been thinking and I wonder if you'll be happy this way. As a girl, I mean. Forever."

Chris felt a wash of nervousness flood over him. He'd been so comfortable last night, but, now, it seemed like Terry was about to call him out for being a freak or something. "I guess..." he started. "Why? Do you think I'm doing something wrong? I mean, I originally did this just to play with you and Margo, but... I really like it, you know? I like the clothes. The warmth of being with you guys. The feeling of being pretty. I like being a girl."

"You don't miss the old Chris?"

"I HATE the old Chris. I was alone and sad all the time. I never want to be the old Chris again!"

That broke Terry's heart. Had she been so insensitive to her brother? "I'm sorry Chris. I didn't know."

He nodded and wiped a tear from his cheek.

"What about girls - or boys. Will you... you know... go all the way, eventually, and have it... have the operation down below?"

"No!" Chris said with alarm. "I like girls - Margo. I... I want to keep that, but... well, after last night with little Emma... I kind of want to be a mom, too. Weird, huh?"

Terry shook her head and took both of Chris's hands in hers, "Oh, no, no, no, baby, I'm not saying that at all. Honestly, I understand, I do. The first time I baby-sat for someone, I felt the same way. It's different for a girl than it is for a guy and, I suppose, you're starting to think of yourself as a girl. That's probably a good thing, considering."

Chris nodded his head and thought for a moment. "You know, when we were in classes together, we hung out and played together and I liked that. Later, though, when you skipped a grade... I missed you. Then, when I had to redo seventh grade... I never really had any friends after that. I've was lonely for a really long time..."

"Oh, Chris. I'm so sorry. I didn't think..."

"No, wait. I don't blame you or anything, but... I was lonely for so long that I was used to it, you know what I mean. It was the way things were. Now, I'm not. I think I found 'me' when I became Chrissie and I'm not lonely and I'm a lot happier."

Now, Terry wiped a tear from her eye.

"Last night, with Uncle Willy's family," that made Terry smile. She didn't have the same relationship with Willy as did Chris, but she loved that there was an 'uncle' in Chris's life. "I felt at ease and happy. I didn't feel like lonely old Chris and I didn't feel like the person in charge of the band. I felt... like me. I loved talking to the girls. I loved learning how to cook. I adored holding that baby. That's who I want to be. I want to be me and I want to be with you and the girls. Right now, without the band and without being Chrissie, I'm just a high-school-dropout with no friends."

"Wow, that surely answered some concerns of mine," Terry smiled and leaned across to kiss her pretty, little brother's cheek. "We need to finish up and get to the spa. It's just a couple of blocks away. We can walk."

The massage was glorious. They laid on the message tables, which were next to each other, and all the stress and tension of the recording sessions was rubbed away in the course of an hour and a half. Then, they donned robes and were escorted into reclining chairs for their mani/pedis.

Neither had ever experienced a message before, so they were like limp rags in the recliners. Terry had had mani/pedis at the mall with her mom before and Chris had had a very hasty procedure done the day of his transformation, but this was different. This treatment was designed to be enjoyed. It was slow and luxurious and they felt like princesses as they were pampered and they loved it.

At 1:30, they had a light salad in the spa's restaurant, then headed out to do some shopping. Terry had a date that evening with Mark and she wanted to get something pretty to wear for him. They hailed a cab and headed to a boutique that one of the girls who worked at the studio had told Terry about.

It was a small, but elegant shop with very few items in the store.

"Well, this is disappointing," Terry whispered as they entered. "We may need to go to the mall."

Chris nodded in agreement.

A well dressed, thirty-something woman with a plastered-on smile emerged from the back room. When she saw Terry and Chris, her smile wavered a bit. When she spoke, her tone was dismissive. "May I help you, girls?"

"Hi," Terry smiled. "I'm looking for a dress and a coworker recommended your store."

"Uh huh," the woman said slowly. "What, EXACTLY, are you looking for?"

"Umm, well... I'm not sure. I have a date tonight and I..."

"Do you have a price range?" The woman interrupted.

"... well," Terry was a bit stunned by the interruption. "No. I hadn't considered a price range, but I'm looking for..."

"Perhaps you should try the Aeropostale store at the mall, then, girls." She turned on her most smug expression and started to walk away.

Chris, who had done more high end shopping than Terry, said, "Excuse me, ma'am, if you wouldn't mind, could you please run a credit check on this card for, say, $15,000.00 dollars to see if our money is good here?"

He held the card out with a coquettish smile while she eyed it suspiciously. Finally, she took the card and ran it through the machine to check for an available balance. As the result of the credit check appeared on her screen, her sneer transformed to a thin, condescending smile, she said, "Thank you, miss. Now, what can I show you young ladies?"

Chris put his card back into his purse and smiled at Terry.

"Well, I'm not 100% sure what I'd like. I have a date at a nice restaurant tonight and I'm looking for something a bit more sophisticated than I usually wear without being stuffy, you know? I was thinking of a little black dress kind of thing. Do you have anything like that?" Terry said with new found confidence.

"I'm sure we do, miss. What size?"

"4 please."

"I'll be right back."

When she'd left, Terry and Chris giggled at her attitude. "Yes, miss. Yes, miss" she whispered an imitation of the saleswoman. "Aren't you the brave thing? I was ready to leave."

Chris laughed. He'd already gone through a similar, although not quite as insulting, experience that night that he and Margo had gone shopping. "They only respect a platinum card," he whispered back. "Even if the first dress is perfect, make her work a little for the sale."

At that moment, the woman returned with four black dresses on hangers. Terry and Chris smiled at her and took the seats the woman offered as she began her sales pitch. "Each of these are limited run, designer dresses. This first one is from a small company in Italy. The specialize in clothing for younger women such as yourself..."

Two hours later, they emerged from the boutique with one dress bag, a shoe box with a new pair of open-toed pumps and a small bag of underthings. They were elated with the perfect little dress that Terry had chosen and the fun they'd had running the annoying saleswoman through her paces. All in all, it could not have been a more successful shopping excursion for the two sisters.
 
Chapter 8
 

It was 4:45 when they entered the lobby of their hotel; Terry carrying the garment bag with the dress and Chris carrying the bag of undies and the box of new shoes.

"Howdy, ladies" was called from the elevator banks and the twins looked up to see John holden and Rick, Grace's techie friend. Both were dressed in sharp suits and pricy cowboy hats. It was Rick who had called out to them. As they approached, both young men removed their hats, held them to their chests and bowed deeply.

Terry giggled while Chris gave a bit of a curtesy in response.

"Even'ing, fellas," Terry said using her best saloon-maid affectation. "You boys looking to rustle up some fillies tonight?"

"We sure are ma'am," smiled John, who's cowboy accent still sounded more like New Jersey than anywhere in the south.

"I take it, then, that the first video session went well?"

John smirked. "Very well, ma'am. Very well. She's a great girl."

Everyone smiled.

"We're going country dancing if y'all'ed like to join us." Ricks drawl was sweet and natural. He wasn't a great looking guy, but he had a sincere and infectious smile. It was easy to understand why a girl like Gracie would fall for him.

"Thanks for thinking of us, but I'm going to dinner with Mark." Terry said

"And how about you, young Miss Christine?" Rick bowed deeply. "We would be honored if you you'd join us tonight."

Chris smiled and curtsied again. "Why, thank you sir, but I believe that I will stay in this evening and recuperate from this long, hot and weary day."

The bell rang and the elevator doors opened. "As you wish, ma'am," grinned Rick as both he and John gave one more deep bow and used their Stetsons to sweep low and indicate that the twins should enter the elevator car.

They pushed the floor number and the car was soon headed up to their floor.

"I love the twin look you two are cultivating today," John teased. "Almost too much beautiful for a man to stand."

They laughed and blushed at his remark.

"Today was a twin-sister-day. We had a great time." She threw her arm around Chris and hugged him.

When they opened the door to the suite, Gina ran into John's arms and hugged him while planting a deep kiss on his lips. When the kiss broke, Gina smiled broadly, "Howdy, handsome."

"Hi, beautiful."

They kissed again and Gina grabbed her purse while yelling, in a most unladylike way, "Gracie! Rick and John are here! Move your arse!"

Grace appeared with a huge grin, fastening an earring in her left ear. "Classy thing, isn't she?" She said to the boys, Terry and Chris. "You can take the girl out of the drum kit, but you can't take the drum kit out of the girl."

Rick kissed Gracie's cheek. "Hi, darling. You look gorgeous." The kissed full on the lips.

"All set, girls?" John asked.

"Yup," said Gina, handing Grace her purse. "Let's go."

Grace gave both Chris and Terry pecks on their cheeks and whispered to Terry, "Don't wait up. I think we'll be out for a long time."

"Ok," Terry said with a giggle. "Be good. Love you."

Chris called as the door was closing, "Where's Margo?"

Gina leaned back in before the door closed and said, "Don't know. She's been gone most of the day. She said she had to run some errands." Then the door closed.

Terry looked at the time on her phone and said, "Oops. I need to get ready. Mark will be here in an hour." She ran to her bedroom to start getting changed, while Chris flopped onto the couch, legs folded beneath him, and started flipping through channels on the TV.

He was trying to enjoy a show about antiques pickers that he had enjoyed in the past, but he just couldn't. Home improvement shows seemed more interesting, but he was getting impatient. Something was nagging at him. Maybe it was connected to the idea of being alone tonight. He didn't like that idea, but he did need to get used to it. He had to grow up and be mature about this. He was going to have evenings by himself. That was inevitable. He took a breath and continued surfing channels till he found a rerun of 'Friends' and he settled on that.

Terry was busy in the bedroom. He could hear her getting ready and smell the curling iron and hairspray. When she came into the common area, she looked stunning. Her hair was perfect and her makeup was just so, so pretty. Chris envied her ability to primp, to get her hair perfect, to pick just the right shade of lipstick, to be a girl.

"Will you be ok here alone tonight?" Terry asked as her phone dinged indicating a text message. "Oops, I have to run. I told Mark to text me when he got here so that he didn't have to pay to park." She kissed Chris's cheek, then wiped off the residual lipstick. "Will you be ok?"

Chris nodded and smiled. "Yeah, sure. I'm fine. Thanks for such a great day. I really had a good time."

"Me too, Sissy. Gotta run," and she headed to the door, but, before she could open it, Margo burst in with half-a-dozen bags, garment bags and a big grin.

"Hi!" She said breathlessly. "Ooh, you look nice! Got a date?"

Terry kissed Margo's cheek and repeated the process of removing what was left behind. "Yeah. I gotta run." Then she whispered, "I'm glad you're here. I didn't say anything to Chrissie about your plans."

Margo smiled. "Great. I've made plans. I'm taking him out for a night on the town."

"Great! Gotta go. Love you!"

"Love you, too! Have a good time."

By the time Margo got to the couch to put down her burdens, Chris was up to help her.

"Wow!" He laughed. "Did you set out to buy everything in Nashville?"

"Nope. I just needed to do something non-band-related or I'd burst. So, I went shopping and I called Allan for some help. He got us reservations at a very exclusive dinner club for tonight."

"Tonight!" Chris said with glee, "but what should I wear? Is the dress I wore to the party the other night ok?"

"No, it is not ok, because, I bought you a present." Margo held out a garment bag while smiling broadly at he pretty boyfriend.

Chris pulled the zipper down to reveal a beautiful summer dress. It was primarily green, but had a print of large, white flowers (hydrangeas, he would later learn) and leaves.

"Wow. It's so pretty and so... festive!"

I know, right?" Grinned Margo. "Try it on!!"

Chris pulled his 'twin' dress over his head and, excitedly, stepped into Margo's gift. It fit perfectly. It had a fitted top with a smocked back that held the front, bustier-style bodice in place, as did the one-and-a-half-inch straps on his shoulders. The A-line skirt had many, casual pleats that allowed it to poof out from his natural hips. The hem had a ruffle that bounced and flounced with each exited step that he took.

"Do you like it?"

"I love it!" Chris shrieked girlishly. "It's so pretty."

"Whew!" Margo's faked concern amused Chris and he gave her a thank you hug and kiss. "It's a Dolce and Gabbana designer dress. The moment I saw it, I wanted to see you in it. It costs a pretty penny, but my girl deserves the very best!"

He leaned back in her hug and gave her a flirtatious grin, "Aww, you spoil me."

Margo took his shoulders and turned him towards his room, gave him a soft slap on the rear and said, "Go get ready, woman. I need to get pretty, too. Willie will be here to pick us up in an hour."

As he skipped to his room, enjoying the way his skirt moved, he smiled back to Margo, "Poor Uncle Willie. I feel bad having him just sitting and waiting while we eat. Can he join us?"

Margo laughed, "I offered. He said, 'no.' We're not just eating, we're dancing to a live band - not a line-dance band, but a real band that plays real dance music - like grown up music. Willie says he'll pick us up again at 11:30 so I can get Cinderella home before midnight."

"That's sweet," Chris called from his room.

"Yeah, 'sweet.' Originally, I said to pick us up at 1:00, but 'Sweet Uncle Willie' said that you're only seventeen and that you had been out late last night, so you needed to be in by midnight, tonight. So, 11:30 it is!"

Forty-five minutes later, when Margo came back into the common room, she found Chris spinning in circles, admiring the way the flowered, full skirt of his dress filled out with air when he spun. She gave a little giggle, but it was enough to catch Chris by surprise. He stopped quickly with a shy, embarrassed grin.

"Oops," he said, "I didn't know you were there. I was just..." he laughed.

Margo was very pleased with Chris's look. He'd used a large-barrel curling iron on his hair to give the back lots of fullness. The front was pulled back into a silver, metallic headband making the fluffy back looking even more attractive. His make up was simple, young and pretty with soft eyes and pretty, pink lips and he wore a small, silver medallion and a simple, silver chain on his wrist. It was all understated and perfect.

"That's ok, baby," Margo joined in his laughter. "Enjoy your dress. All little girls love to feel how their dresses swirl around them. You weren't able to enjoy it when you were little. Enjoy it, now."

As bright and playful as Chris's dress was, Margo's was a stretchy, lacy, knee-length, form hugging design that showed off every one of her soft, feminine curves. It was navy-blue, nearly black, with a top that covered her shoulders, plummeted to her cleavage and displayed her breasts beautifully. The skirt of the dress was tighter than any dress Chris's had ever seen her wear before and had a slit on the right leg, allowing her to be able to walk and showing the perfect curves of her lower body. Her shoes were tall-heeled and primarily comprised of small, shinny straps. Her toe nails, finger nails and lips were all painted the same shade of deep red and her earrings matched those perfectly.

In short, Margo was as perfect an image of womanhood as Chris was a perfect image of girlhood.

As they hugged, Chris whispered, "You're beautiful."

"You're adorable," Margo whispered back. "I never thought I'd be in love with such a pretty little boy."

He smiled as he snuggled into her shoulders. "I've loved you for years," Chris confessed. "Look at you. How could I not?"

They kissed and Margo's hands wandered from Chris's hips to his soft, yet firm, breasts. When she swept a finger below their round protrusion, he gave a quick and excited intake of breath. That encouraged Margo to be a bit more aggressive. Soon, Chris was so exited that his eyes rolled to the top of his head and his head rolled backwards offering his exposed neck and shoulders to Margo.

Suddenly, Margo pulled her head up and gave a frustrated sigh. "No, no. Not right now. We need to get going." She gave him one more deep kiss and caressed the back of his dress.

When they separated, she took in a deep breath as she turned to a mirror to check her makeup. When she finished, she turned to grab her clutch as Chris checked his lips.

She came up behind him and smiled as she watched him primp and prepare for her. 'How can I be this lucky?' she thought as her eyes wandered from his head to his feet.

When Chris turned away from the mirror she said, "Before we go, baby, why don't you put on your sandals? They'll look prettier with that dress."

Chris smiled, "Well, either I can wear these, or we can stop on the way for a new pair of sandals."

"What happened to the ones you bought the other day?"

"I traded them for a pair of Old Navy flip-flops." Chris's grin indicated that he found this very funny.

"What!? Those were expensive!"

"Yup, they were, but I can buy more. Let's go."
 
Chapter 9
 

The black limousine, Uncle Willie had insisted that, since this was a date, a limousine was required, pulled to the entrance of an elegant, yet understated - at least by Nashville standards - building with a green awning with gold trim and a green carpet beneath it. The doorman opened the rear passenger door and offered his hand to Margo, who took it and seemed to emerge from the car with the grace of a queen.

Willie opened the rear driver's side door and helped Chris out. He hugged him before letting him move on. "You get more and more beautiful every time I see you, young lady. How is that possible?"

Chris smiled, "I don't think it is, Uncle Willie. You're just a very sweet man who likes to say things that make me feel good. Thank you for stopping at the shoe store on the way. I appreciate it."

Willie laughed. "I'm betting that you needing shoes has something to do with Jojo having a new pair of expensive shoes. What do you think? Your Auntie Sophie suspected that they came from you."

Chris kissed the older man's cheek. His smile could not have been broader. "I have no idea what you're talking about."

Willie smiled and shook his head. He looked to the sky, "Lord, what am I going to do with this child!?"

Then he smiled back at Chris and offered him his arm. When they reached Margo, she took Chris's arm and thanked Willie.

"You are very welcome, Ms Margo. Take good care of my favorite niece, now! I'll be back at 11:30 and I better not smell and alcohol, tobacco or marijuana on her her breath. You understand me?" His words were harsh, but his smile indicated that he was being funny.

"Don't worry, sir," Margo said as if she was a boy taking to the father of his prom date, "I'll get her home safe and sound."

Willie smiled and kissed both of his passengers on their soft cheeks. Then he pointed at Margo, "See to it. I'll be out here at 11:30. Don't make me come in there after you." He winked and went back to his limousine.

As they entered the dinner club, both realized that this was a very fancy place. "This looks pretty fancy," Chris whispered. "I don't see a any other people our age."

"There's a girl, over there. She can't be more than twenty-one."

"She's with her parents."

"Well," Margo smiled, "most people our age can't afford a place like this. We can. Let's enjoy it."

The maitre'd, who wore a black tuxedo with a tail-coat, walked them to a table next to the dance floor where two waiters, each in a tuxedo with short, white jackets, held out a chair for each of them. When they were seated, the waiters pushed their chairs in for them, then stepped back while another waiter, this one in a standard, black tuxedo, came forward and said, "Good evening, ladies. May I offer you a glass of wine before your meals?"

Chris smiled and giggled, "Umm, no thank you. I'm old enough to drink wine."

"As you wish, miss," he smiled and turned to Margo, "and for you, miss?"

Margo smiled and said, "Not at the moment, thank you, but could we have some mineral water and, perhaps, some sweet tea?"

"Of course, miss, and..." one of the white-coated waiters produced two menus, seemingly from nowhere, "...here are tonight's selections. The orchestra will be starting in a few minutes. If you need anything, my name is Maurice."

He stepped away from them and disappeared into the semi-darkness of the club leaving Chris and Margo to read their menus. Seconds later, the two white-coated waiters appeared again and placed cold glasses of sweet tea and a bottle of Perrier on their table. When a younger waiter in a black vest, bow tie and shirt sleeves appeared with a selection of cheeses and breads, each of the white-coats took a napkin, shook it and placed it onto the laps of Chris and Margo. Then, they all disappeared, again.

The both smiled and shook their heads. "Fancy, huh?" Margo laughed.

Chris raised his eye brows in amazement of the precision of the waiters. "There's no prices on this menu. I don't know what anything costs."

"Don't worry your pretty little head about that, sweetie. You take care of business in the band. I'll take care of this. Remember - I spoil you."

Chris smiled some more and tried to figure out how any of the fancy food described in the menu would taste.

As they indulged in the cheeses that were on the tray, they were reading a small card that explained the farm and breed of animal that contributed to each cheese. Up until that moment, neither had ever had any cheese that wasn't processed and sliced for sandwiches. This was all amazing.

As the band started playing, a nine piece group with three singers, two girls and a guy, began to perform while the young lovers ate their salads. Not the typical iceberg lettuce with a thick, oily dressing, but a delicious assortment of delicate greens with a light topping of grated cheese and spices.

"Maybe I didn't love love you
Quite as often as I could have" the male singer crooned.
"Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have"

Chris joined in, singing quietly across the table to Margo, "If I made you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind."

Margo smiled and said, "I like, your voice better than Willie Nelson's."

Chris smiled and flirted back at her. "I don't sing better than Elvis, though and that was an Elvis song years before it was a Willie Nelson song."

She raised her tea glass in a toast and said, "Touché. I stand corrected."

Their main courses were served as one of the female singers sang, "Crazy, I'm crazy for feeling so lonely
I'm crazy. Crazy for feeling so blue."

Margot had a grilled tilapia with a sauce that she'd never tasted, but that excited her tastebuds to no end.

Chris had duck prepared in three different ways. It, too, was like nothing he'd ever tasted before.

The dance floor began to fill with happy, romantic couples as they pushed their plates aside and the band sang,
"Don't know when I've been so blue
Don't know what's come over you
You've found someone new
And don't it make my brown eyes blue."

At this point, they had been in the restaurant for nearly two-and-a-half hours. They were pleasantly full and coffee and dessert was yet to be served.

"Want to dance?" Margo asked

"No," Chris shook his head. "That would look kind of weird."

She laughed, "Why? Look at the dance floor."

When he did, Chris noticed that, although most of the couples were men and women, a good sized sampling of the people were same sex couples. Well dressed men and women, but dancing with partners of their own sexes.

"I asked Allan if there was a place where same-sex couples would be comfortable dancing. He recommended this place. He said that it was not a 'gay' club, but a place where affluent, free thinking people came to relax. Perfect, right!? Come on. Let's dance."

Just as they reached the floor, the singer sang the final strains of that old Crystal Gale sang,
"Don't it make my brown eyes
Don't it make my brown eyes
Don't it make my brown eyes blue."

Everyone applauded politely. "They really are very good," Chris said to Margo. "I love to play covers, but I don't think I could ever sound as much like the original artists as they do.

Margo nodded in agreement.

Then, the quiet arpeggios of Dolly Parton's most beautiful song began playing,
"If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So, I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you each step on my way"

As the song began, Chris put his hands in the traditional position for a woman who was ballroom dancing - the way that Garth Brooks had shown him a few days earlier - but Margo took his hands and put them both on her shoulders, pulled him into her and, resting his head on her shoulder and began to sway softly, intimately, gently.

Their breasts pressed together, Margo's higher than Chris's and his just below hers. As they and the other dancers moved about the dance floor, her hands drifter slowly from Chris's lower back to his upper rear end and she pulled him even closer so that their hips were pressed against each other. He was glad that, due to the fullness of his dress's skirt, he had chosen not to wear a gaff tonight, but, instead, had chosen a silky pair of high-waisted panties. As they swayed together, he felt his penis start to wake up in its feminine surroundings. He could feel it swelling against Margo's tight, lace covered thigh. He leaned his head back just a little so that he could look up at her beautiful face and her smile told him that she could feel it, too.

As they stared into each other's eyes, they both sang quietly, "And I will always love you
I will always love you"

As the second verse began, Chris smiled and said, "You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen."

Margo's perfectly painted, red lips smiled and her eyes closed slightly as she accepted the compliment. She smiled and said, "That's only because you can't see yourself. There is no question in my mind; you are the prettiest thing in this room right now."

As if on cue, the second refrain came around and the sang quietly to each other,
"And I will always love you
I will always love you."

When the song ended, they kissed deeply while the rest of the audience applauded. Then, they returned to their table while they continued to stare into each other's eyes.

There were more dances and kisses, coffee so smooth and delicate that it tasted like warmed up, high end ice cream, and a crème brûlée for two that made them sigh with satisfaction.

As 11:30 approached, Margo waved to Maurice to bring the bill, but when he approached, he leaned down and whispered into her ear, "Your bill has been taken care of."

The double take that Margo took was as confused as it was sincere. "Taken care of? By whom?"

Maurice smiled and nodded towards two middle aged men sitting at a table on the other side of the dance floor. "Mr Francis and Mr LaFontaine paid your expenses this evening"

Margo eyed them with a bit of suspicion, but waved her hand in a gesture of thanks. She turned to Maurice and said, "Please thank the gentlemen for us."

Again, Maurice smile, "No need, miss. They are coming over, now."

Margo's head spun towards where the men had been sitting, but they were only a step or two away from them, now. Chris, who had been unaware of anything looked up, startled, as the larger of the two men, both of whom were wearing conservative, dark suits, white shirts and muted ties, said, "Good evening, ladies. We didn't want to intrude, but we just wanted to say hello before you leave."

Each man extended a hand. When Margo and Chris received the hands, assuming they were shaking them, the men helped them to their feet and kissed the backs of their hands, not letting go.

Chris was awash with feelings of feminine vulnerability, but Margo was more cautious. "Umm, gentlemen," she began, "my friend and I..."

"Friend?" The smaller man giggled. "We have been watching you all night. You certainly didn't look like just friends."

Margo's hackles were rising. This was getting a little creepy. Just as she was about to ask the men to leave them alone, the taller man spoke again, "Allow me to introduce us. I am Paul LaFontaine and this is my husband, Bill Francis. We own this club and we have seldom seen a more beautiful couple in here before."

"You... you own this club?" Margo stuttered. "I thought... well.. I thought that... I'm sorry... it's very nice to meet you. I'm Margo and this is..."

The smaller man interrupted, "This must be the charming Miss Christine that Allan Bennett raved about when he called earlier. We are so looking forward to hearing you sing someday, Miss Chris." He kissed his hand again.

Chris gave an appreciative and genuine smile. "Well, thank you, sir. And thank you for everything, tonight."

The taller man smiled at both of them, "You're very welcome, but that's not the only reason we interrupted you."

"No," said the smaller man. You see we also own the William Paul Boutique and, unless I am very mistaken, this lovely Dolce and Gabbana dress was purchased there. Am I right?"

Chris shrugged the question over to Margo who was still recovering from what she had been sure was an attempted pickup by these older men. "Yes! Yes. I was there earlier and bought both of these dresses there."

The taller man smiled and said, "We thought so. You know, when that dress came in, Bill fell in love with it, but I thought it may be too garish for our boutique. Thank God I was wrong." He looked at Chris and his dress and sighed, "Little lady, I'm sure that you have heard this every day of your young life, but you are just beautiful and in that dress, you are a vision. Simply a vision."

Chris beamed with appreciation. "Well, thank you, sir. You're very kind."

"Come," the man continued. "We will escort you to your car."

It was exactly 11:30 as they exited the club and Willy was standing by the limousine waiting. "Willy!" called out the man named Paul. "So good to see you! Are you chaperoning these young ladies, tonight?"

"How are you, Paul?" Willy smiled as he shook the man's hand. "Bill?" Bill gave Willy a hug and a peck on the cheek.

"Willy. I miss you and Sophie. You have to come back to the club."

Willy smiled. "We miss you, too. Lots going on right now, though. Once we get Jojo off to college, we'll be back. And, yes, I am escorting these young ladies this evening. I hope that they were no trouble."

Everyone laughed. "No trouble at all," Paul said. "They were the belles of the evening. Thank you for coming, girls, and please, please come again."

It took another three or four minutes to wrap up the thank you's and goodbyes before the limo was able to pull away from the club. Chris and Margo sat side by side with her arm around his shoulder and his head on her shoulder.

"What time do you need to be at the studio, tomorrow?" Willy asked as they pulled into traffic.

Chris sighed. He'd enjoyed the last couple of days of freedom, but he did look forward to getting back to work to complete the duet with John Holden. "I need to be there by 11:00. So, I guess I'll need to leave around 10:15."

"Ok. I'll be waiting." Willy made a note on his pad of paper as he drove.

"Will you be working all night?" He asked.

"No. Probably a couple of hours. Just trying a few keys and making a scratch-track that the rest of the band can use next week. Why?"

Willy smiled into the mirror, "Your Aunt Sophie is making roast chicken and she'd like you to come and help. She says that it's the mort important meal a girl can know how to prepare. Would you like to come back to the house?"

"I'd love that, Uncle Willy! Tell Auntie that I will be there with bells on!"

Willy laughed. "Bells are fine, but Sophie said, 'no designer clothes. Come ready to work.'"
 
Chapter 10
 

The suite was dark when they entered. None of the others had gotten back. Margo pulled her phone from her purse and snickered.

"What?" asked Chris as he reached into his purse for his.

When he saw the text messages, he giggled.

Text from Gina at 8:57pm: Don't wait up. Staying with John tonight.

Text from Grace at 8:13pm: Me too. Staying with Rick.

Text from Terry at 10:46pm: We're making a night of it, too. Mark wants to show me the sun rise over the Cumberland river.

"Huh. Terry, too," Chris said. "That's surprising."

Margo laughed some more, "Why? You don't think your sissy is a virgin do you?"

"Isn't she?"

"Oh, my goodness, no! She has more experience than me!"

"Seriously?"

Margo thought about what she'd just said, "I don't mean that we're sluts, or anything. I mean... well, to be honest, I've only gone 'all the way' a couple of times and it was with the same guy. We dated for almost a year and a half. I've fooled around a lot, though."

"And Terry?"

Margo's laugh was now a bit uncomfortable. "Well, umm... Terry's always been a popular girl, you know? Very fun and flirty. She dated a lot of guys and... well things happen. I'd guess a couple of times with two or three boys. Not a whore, but not exactly a saint, either. Just a girl in the twenty-first century."

Chris put his phone back in his purse and turned to kiss Margo. "She never mentioned it, to me," he said as he cuddled into her soft, yet firm body.

"Of course not. You were her sickly little brother. She wasn't going to come in to you and tell you that she opened herself up to a boy. As personal as that is for a boy, it's much more personal for a girl. Letting someone enter you is a very big deal for a girl."

She kissed him and her hand wandered to the side of his breast. Without thinking Chris moved his torso just enough to offer her more of his breast. She smiled and kissed him again. "Come on. I'll help you take off your dress."

He took a step back from her embrace and took both of her hands in his. Then, he walked backwards to the room he shared with Terry. His eyes never left Margo's and they both smiled at each other.

Once in the room, he left the door open allowing light from the common room to flow into the bedroom, but the lights in the room remained off. First, he took off his shoes, lowering his height by three inches, making Margo seem that much taller, that much bigger than him. He turned his back towards her and used both of his hands to pull his hair to the back of his head so that she could pull down the zipper of his soft, green, flowered, feminine, girlish dress, revealing his elegant, lace bra straps.

The temptation was too big. Margo slid her hands along the path created by the band of his bra, finding the full, soft cups at the front. She squeezed softly causing Chris to sigh and lean backwards, turning his head awkwardly to accept a kiss and tongue from Margo. The press of her breasts on his back and the feel of her hands caught between the soft cotton of his dress and the smooth silk of his bra, while she fondled and caressed his new and sensitive breasts was turning his legs to pudding. When her kisses moved from his mouth to his naked neck, his knees finally buckled and he had to rely on her strength to hold him upright.

Finally, she relented and let Chris regain his strength. Margo lowered the dress beyond his shoulders, allowing it to drop to the floor. Again, he held his hair up to the back of his head to allow Margo access to his bra clasp, which she undid, her hands shaking with excitement.

He kept his back to her while he pulled his silken panties to the floor and stepped out of them. Then, uncertain that it was the right thing to do, he stepped forward and turned, allowing her to take in his body.

And she did.

His hair was still perfect, soft and full and wavy.

His make up was still lovely and fresh, his mouth, just a bit plumped by the kissing.

His shoulders were small and feminine.

His breasts were round and firm and high. Soft and white.

His waist was trim and his hips, just a little wider than Margo had expected.

His legs were smooth and slender and white and led to little feet that had been so recently pampered with a pedicure, they too were soft and pretty.

Moving back up his legs, he came to the spot where his legs met. Where anyone would expect a mound and tuft of hair. Instead, there was a respectably sized, partially erect penis. With no hair around it, it looked like belonged to a little boy, but the reality of the body to which it was attached made it clear that this penis belonged to a beautiful girl on the verge of womanhood.

The realizations of this dichotomy made Margo shiver with desire.

"What do you think? Am I a freak?" Chris asked feeling more naked than he'd ever felt.

"A freak?" Margo was shocked by the term. "You're the most beautiful thing I have ever seen."

His smile was small and uncertain. "Really. It doesn't look weird that I have a... this?"

She smiled and knelt down in front of him. She kissed the head of the penis causing it to jerk to life. She smiled, again, and kissed it gently along the shaft; first one side, then the other. Then, she carefully lifted it to gain access to his sack, which she kissed several times before standing and hugging him to her.

"I love every inch of you. From your perky breasts to your pretty little cock. You are just beautiful."

Chris's smile indicated his relief. "I love you, too. I mean, I really, really love you. You're the first person to see me naked. Even the doctor only looked at my breasts. I was really nervous to show you."

Margo used a finger to push a stray hair from Chris's face and placed it behind his ear. Then, as she kissed him, she ran that finger down his throat, across his shoulder, down his breast and across his nipple. Chris's breath caught and Margo used that moment to insinuate her tongue as far into his mouth as possible. Chris moaned with excitement.

She broke the kiss. "Do you think you're ready for what's about to happen."

He smiled, "I am. I'm not a little girl, you know." That made him giggle.

Margo laughed, too, but said, "I'll be right back."

She returned in less than a minute with her purse. She opened it and pulled out a small, square, metallic envelop.

"What's that?" Chris asked.

"A condom," she glanced at him, incredulously. "I know this is new to you, but you do what a condom is, right?"

"Well, yes. I just didn't think..." he couldn't come up with any more words. It all seemed a little embarrassing.

"Then, it's a good thing that I did 'think' for both of us. You can't have a big, old, pregnant bass player, now can you?" She teased. "Do you want to put it on, or do you want me to do it?"

He shrugged. Obviously, he knew what a condom was and he knew that it was the right thing to wear in this circumstance, but he'd never contemplated how to put one on.

Margo enjoyed his confusion. She kissed his cheek. "Don't worry, angel. I'll take care of you."

Again she knelt and rolled the condom onto his organ. She remained kneeling for a few moments longer and kneaded him through the thin latex.

"That feels nice, doesn't it?" She cooed as if speaking to a child. He nodded.

She guided him to his bed and had him lay back. She reached behind her and pulled down her zipper and stepped out of her dress. Her black lace bra was perfect for her strong, feminine body. The matching boy-shorts were also adorned with black lace. A few months ago, the idea of lace had barely entered Chris's consciousness. Now, he loved to look at it, wear it and, especially now, touch it.

She was taller than him. Bigger than him and her breasts were bigger, too. He nibbled her nipples through the lacy cups and massaged them with his fingers, but Margo moved lower and took his nipple into her mouth, teasing it with her lips and tongue. He'd never felt anything like that before. He thrust his breast further into her mouth and began to rut his groin against her thigh. The tingles in his breasts moved to his lips and his fingers and his toes. He shook and grabbed at her strong back.

He was panting and sweating. Margo's mouth was unrelenting. He was totally at her mercy. He was on the edge and she could sense it, so she slowed down and let him relax a moment, but, to be sure that she kept his attention, she did play with his latexed penis.

Chris rolled onto his side allowing his tongue access to Margo's breasts. Again, he nibbled and dry nursed on her through her bra. He reached around her to undo the clasp, it she whispered, "No, no, no. momma's keeping her bra on till she's ready to let you in. I want this to last a while and little-boy-virgins are notoriously quick to the finish line. Just relax and let momma take care of you."

'This is new!' Chris thought. Oh, well, if she wanted to play a little sex game, that was fine with him. He was already in heaven. He played along "Do I really look like a little boy to you?"

She smiled, "Ok. Little girl, then. But you are definitely my little play thing tonight."

The teasing, kissing, licking and caressing continued for nearly an hour. Every time he approached climax, Margo would calm him back down. Chris thought he would explode.

Finally, she turned him over onto his back, spread his legs, raised his knees an said, "Now, just stay that way while momma takes off her panties."

She stood and lowered them seductively to the floor. As she climbed back onto the bed, she smiled. "Are you ready, little girl?" She played with his ridged member and even ran one long finger in and out of his anus while she prepared.

Chris smiled and nodded.

"Usually, the girl spreads her legs for her man to enter, but I think I'm much more manly than you. What do you think?"

He shook his head. "There's nothing manly about you, but I'll be happy to let you be in control."

She smiled as she pushed two, then three fingers as deep into his rear opening as far possible. Chris tried to relax and let them enter even further.

"What a good girl," Margo cooed. "Does that feel good?"

Chris smiled and tried to open as wide as he could, but Margo was done down there, for now.

She knelt up straighter and spread her knees to the side as far as she could. Then, she took Chris's member in her hand and held it up as she raised her pelvis above. Then, without ever losing eye contact, she lowered herself onto him and took him deep inside of her.

Slowly, she began thrusting her pelvis into his, then pulling back, massaging every inch of his manhood with each stroke. Gradually, she picked up momentum and speed until Chris's breasts were bouncing nearly to his shoulders and his groans of ecstasy filled the room.

Margo slowed several times to savor her own orgasms as she continued to guide Chris towards his. She was not the most experienced woman in the world, but she knew that he was on the verge of cumming. She reached behind her back and easily released her bra clasps, pulling the garment from her shoulders.

"Look at me, baby. Look at me as you cum. Just stare at my nipples. Think only about my nipples while you cum for momma."

He did. He fixed his eyes on the most beautiful thing he could imagine and, suddenly, he stiffened and his eyes glazed over as he filled the condom to the breaking point.

Margo smiled and squeezed him as he softened in her grip. "Ahhh. What a good little girl you are." She cooed, again.

When his penis felt flaccid, she pulled herself off of him and smiled at the filled condom. She grabbed a tissue and carefully removed the prophylactic. "Put on your nightie, baby. I'll be right back."

Chris wearily pulled himself to the edge of the bed, sat up and pulled the pretty, cotton nightie over his head. It was plain white with narrow straps over the shoulder and little, flower-shaped eyelets across the surface.

When Margo returned, she was wearing a dark green, knee length, silk nightie with a lace bodice and lace around the hem.

She crawled in behind Chris and pulled him close so that her knees were tucked in right behind his and her arms were wrapped around his shoulders.

"Sweet dreams, my love."

He smiled and cuddled back into her. "Sweet dreams. I love you."

"I love you, too."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Dusty Rose - 5 Final

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Voluntary

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)


Dusty Rose - 5 Final

by Clara
Copyright© 2012, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Chris and the Dusty Rose girls have finished in the studio for now
and Chris has to actually experience his life as Chrissie.
Their story comes to a conclusion.


 
Author's Note: I apologize. I thought I could finish this series with this installment, as I promised would. I was unable to do that though. There is something about these characters that just keeps me exploring their story. But alas, I have come to their end, for now. I hope that you have enjoyed this story.
Please, let me know what you think about my story, both good and bad.
Please, leave me a review! ~Clara.

 
This version of Dusty Rose - 5 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

"Well, this is a new look for you!" Willy laughed as Chris pulled himself into the shot-gun seat of the town car. When Willy had pulled up to the front door of the hotel, Chris had been out in front waiting for him. He was carrying his guitar and wearing a simple, yellow sundress. That alone was a bit different, Willy had noticed that all the Dusty Rose girls tended to dress similarly, usually in fairly subdued colors, like most northern girls. Although he had seen Chrissie dressed up on three separate occasions, now, this dress was a distinctly southern looking dress. Like something that Jojo and her friends would wear. The big difference, though, was the hair. It was elaborately braided around his head and down his neck.

"Does it look ok?"

"It looks lovely, darling. Did you do it yourself?"

Chris laughed, "Yeah, I wish. I don't know how to do anything fancy with my hair. I went to the salon at the hotel and asked them to do something nice that would keep me cool. It's getting so hot out and I have a lot of hair."

Willy put the car in gear and pulled out of the driveway. "What are we listening to today, sweetie?"

"Can we just talk, today, Uncle Willy?"

"Sure, darling. What's the problem?"

"No real problem, Uncle Willy. Just... well, just worries, I guess."

Willy just listened as he drove.

"I can't really talk to anyone else. I hope you don't mind, but... see... When we were signed to record this album, well, everything just became a whirlwind. We had to change our lives and the way we looked and we had to talk to our parents... Then, before we knew it, we were here and in the studio, working nonstop'

'Since we finished the album, I'm really scared about it. What happens if the album flops. Or, what happens if one of the girls gets sick, or leaves the band. Or, what happens if the public... I don't know... finds out something about us that they don't like. What will happen to us?"

Willy sighed and turned on his right turn directional. He pulled into an empty parking lot and put the car in park. He looked forward, lost in thought, for a few moments before throwing his right arm over the seat behind Chris, pulling his bulky frame as far to the right as possible. When he'd settled, he looked into Chris's eyes and patted his braided head gently.

"First," he spoke quietly and firmly, "you are seventeen years old. You're in Nashville, working with a great producer. You have already achieved far beyond your peers. If that success continues, that's wonderful. If the album fails, then think of it as the first failure on your way to success. Relax. If things go well, the other girls will be there with you. If things go badly... guess what... the girls will be there with you, too.

Chris nodded.

"Second, the Lord takes care of us all. We can't control every aspect of our lives or our health. I had a brother who was in great shape, walked three miles a day and ate nothing but organic food. Then, one day when he was thirty seven, I found him dead at his desk. We worked together every single day. Who do you think I blamed for that? Me. I blamed myself and I hated myself for not being there when he needed me."

He continued to hold Chris in his fatherly gaze. "Does that sound familiar at all?"

Chris nodded.

"Now, it took me a long time to realize that I was not responsible for his death and you need to realize that you're not responsible for your daddy's death, either. I know you're afraid of losing any of your friends, but you are only a child. You have a long road ahead of you and you are not responsible for anyone but you. Everyone is happy and healthy now. Enjoy that while it lasts."

Now, Chris sighed and nodded again.

"And finally..." he paused to choose his words correctly. "I'm not a brilliant man, baby, but I know that you're keeping some pretty big secrets and that wears on a child, but there are a lot of people around you and they all love you and they will protect you. Do you understand?"

Chris wiped his watery eyes. "Uncle Willy... I need to tell you..."

"No, angel, you don't. There is nothing that you could tell me that would change how I feel about you. If I was forced to tell you what I think you want to say, I bet you'd be surprised to hear me say it, but sweetheart, I have watched you grow from an uncomfortable girl to confident woman in the last few weeks. That doesn't happen unless there were some pretty big changes going on in someone's life."

"You knew?" Chris was relieved and a little scared.

"Actually, you told me once."

Chris was confused. "No, I didn't."

Willy took a deep breath. "Once, when you were telling me about your daddy and you were pretty emotional, you said, 'I was only a little boy.' I never heard a woman say that she had been a little boy - that is - unless she had been a little boy."

Chris raised his hands to his mouth. How could he have said something so careless. Had he said that to anyone else!?!?

"Don't worry, angel. No one else knows. Every day, you become a more beautiful woman. I promise: no one will ever know unless you want them to."

Chris hugged Willy and kissed his cheek.

"Thank you, Uncle Willy."

Willy smiled, turned forward and put the car in gear. "We're family, now, darling. Family takes care of each other."
 
Chapter 2
 

"Ok, Chrissie," Mark's voice was in Chris's headphones, "I think you nailed it that time. Take a break. You have some visitors in here."

They had been recording the scratch-track for the duet between Dusty Rose and John Holden. It was a pretty straight-ahead country music ballad, Chris was determined to make it feel a certain way - just a little bit more like a rock song without taking it out of the sphere of 'country.' He took off his headphones, put down his guitar and headed into the booth. What he found surprised him. Besides Mark, Allan Bennett had come in and so had John Holden with his new romantic partner, Gina. They all had big smiles on their faces, but it was the woman next to Gina who spoke first and it was her words that made Chris's knees go weak.

The woman had a young child on her hip and she had to move the child a bit to free up an arm to offer a hand shake to Chris. "Hi, Christine, we met the other night," she said with a sweet touch of a drawl. "I'm Hillary Scott of Lady Antebellum and, girl, that is sounding real good in there."

For a moment, Chris couldn't speak. This was just a scratch-track; not the kind of work he wanted to present to a successful country music artist like Hillary Scott! Why hadn't anyone told him that she was in the booth!? Then he stuttered, "Oh, hi... Ms Scott... oh, my goodness, Hi! Oh, my... Gina!! It's Hillary Scott! Ummm... yeah... That was just a scratch-track, you know... not really a completed..." Then it occurred to him that it could not just be a coincidence that Hillary Scott would wander into a recording studio by chance. There had to be a reason. He tried to form a polite, thoughtful sentence, but all that came out was, "Why are you here?"

Hillary laughed. "Well, darling, I just stopped by to talk to Allan. The boys and I would like you girls to open for Lady Antebellum at six large arenas over a two week period starting in ten days at an arena in Jacksonville. How does that sound?"

He leaned against the wall to stay upright. "Seriously?"

"Well, yes, darling. Of course I'm being serious. Six concerts to get you gals ready to become headliners yourselves. What do ya say?"

He looked to Gina who said, "You say, 'yes,' Chrissie! You say, 'yes!'"

Chris began nodding, but it took a good 10 seconds to make his voice work. "Yes! I say, yes!! Oh, my goodness! Thank you so much, Ms Scott. Thank you, so much!"

"Hillary, baby. Call me Hillary."

Allan laughed. "Good luck with that. I'm still Mr Bennett."

Hillary smiled and the child in her arms grunted her desire to get down. "I've got to go. This little one is getting fidgety and needs a nap. We'll be in touch!" She left with a final wave.

Gina ran to Chris and hugged him. "Can you believe it!? Ten days from now and we'll be opening for them! Ten-freaking-days!"

"I have more news," Allan said. "We're dropping your first two singles the day after tomorrow."

"The day after tomorrow!?" Screamed Gina.

"Two singles!?" Screamed Chris at the same moment.

"That's right," Allan loved their reaction. "'In His Eyes' and 'One Less Set Of Footsteps' are being released simultaneously in," he checked his watch, "thirty-six hours and eleven minutes."

Gina leapt into John's arms. "Can you believe this?"

John's smile showed a bit of concern about his own future, but he said, "That's great, baby. Congratulations!"

Chris was still holding the console for support. "I think I'm going to throw up," he said. Allan realized that Chris was actually shaking, so he grabbed a waste basket handed it to him, the took him into a big, supportive hug.

"That's ok, honey. You're ready. It will be great," and Chris vomited into the waste basket.
 
Chapter 3
 

"Mr Bennett says that we need to take the next two days in the studio to finish up the recording with John, he's from our hometown, and then on Monday we start filming performance and concert footage for the videos. They'll only be a little bit of a story with Gina and John and a little with Terry and John. Other than that, we need to get a concert set together for the tour with Lady Antebellum and then we go on a short tour. From there, Mr Bennett says that we'll have to see how the sales of the singles go and, eventually the album, goes, but we probably will start on our own by the beginning of August. Small places at first, of course, but it could pick up momentum if sales are good. They're working on a logo for us, too. The drafts that I saw are very cool. They all have a rose, of course, but very cool..."

Chris was talking a mile a minute while Jojo and Margo sat at the counter with him. All three were shucking freshly picked corn while Sophie was pulling pots and pans out of cabinets. The younger girls were laughing at Chris's excitement, while Sophie struggled to keep up with the nonstop barrage of words. Her occasional remarks consisted of "uh-huh," "now, who said that," "where is that, now?" etc.

When Willy had come to pick up Chris, he had brought along Margo as a surprise and thank goodness he had because Chris was so excited that he had been speaking nonstop since entering the town car. It was not even 4:00 and Willy was exhausted from all the talking.

Margo was also excited, but Chris was so much more excited than Margo was even capable that she was hopelessly amused by his enthusiasm.

"Are you excited, too?" Jojo asked Margo from across the counter. She spoke quietly so as not to interrupt Chris.

Margo smiled and nodded. "I'm pretty scared, too. We never played for more than 250 people before. Everything is just moving so darned fast, you know?"

Jojo smiled and rubbed her hand on Margo's arm. "You're going to be great. My dad says that you guys are the best."

Margo smiled and grabbed another ear of corn. "I hope so."

Sophie was trying to find a break in the flow of words coming out of the little girl in the yellow sundress so that the cooking lesson could begin.

Willy, who had changed into jeans and a tee shirt, came back into the kitchen. "Lord, child," he gave a full throated laugh as he spoke loader than necessary. "Will you please take a breath? If you don't get dinner started, we're all going to starve!"

Chris stopped abruptly and cover his mouth with his hands, but his eyes were still sparkling with excitement. "Sorry."

Willy laughed even harder and gave him a huge hug. "No need to apologize, sweetie. It's a big day. I know. Now, let your Auntie show you how to do some cooking, ok?"

Chris hugged Willy once more and then bounced over to Sophie. "I'm ready Auntie Sophie. Sorry."

"Oh, baby," Sophie laughed, "I love seeing you this happy. Let me show you how to make the stuffing first. Then we'll get the chickens started."

"Chickens!" Chris was surprised.

"Yes. Three chickens. There are twelve of us tonight."

Margo was shocked at that number. "Twelve? Is it a party?"

Jojo laughed at Margo. "You can tell that you're new around here. Twelve is a slow night around here. That's why we have a ten foot long dinning room table. It's always full."

"Wow." Margo considered the amount of work necessary to feed twelve people. Living with her dad, it was mostly take out food or mac and cheese. She'd never seen a family like this one before.

"Daddy," Jojo said with a playful smile. "Can we go to Margo and Chrissie's first concert?"

Willy feigned astonishment. "In Jacksonville!? I don't think so, Josephine. That's a long way to travel. I'll have to think about it."

"Oh, come on, daddy. Pleaaaaaaaaassssssssseeeeeeeeeee!?"

Willy raised his eyebrows to look injured by her persistence. Then he sighed. "Darn it! I forgot to bring out the stuff I just printed. Joey, would you please go get the papers from my printer?"

Jojo said, "Sure," and ran down the hall to retrieve the papers."

"Just mix up the bread crumbs and spices with your hands and we'll add some warm water." Sophie was showing Chris how to mix the stuffing. "I always add some chopped celery and carrots and sometimes, like tonight, I add some chopped greens, too. It makes the stuffing taste so much better."

While Chris followed Auntie Sophie's instructions, Willy moved to the counter and put his hands on Margo's shoulders. "You ok, honey?"

She smiled. "I'm fine, Willy. Just very excited and very... well... petrified."

Willy chuckled. "That's ok. You should be, but y'all are going to be great. I'm sure of it."

Out of the blue, there was a scream from down the hallway. Everyone turned to see Josephine skip into the room carrying a small stack of papers , she ran to Willy and hugged him. "Oh, daddy, thank you, thank you, thank you! Look!" She held up the papers for Margo, Chris and Sophie to see. "We have tickets to the show!"

Sophie folded her arms in a scolding manner, "William Elias. What is the matter with you? Do you have any idea how much it will cost to go to Jacksonville for a concert?"

Willy nodded. "I do because I already booked hotel rooms and plane tickets. It's done Sophie and I can't un-do it."

Sophie walked towards her husband with a look of cartoonish anger on her face. When she reached him, she ran her hand along his cheek. "You're a good man, William. That's a nice thing to do."

"Purely for selfish reasons, though, my love," Willy smiled. "I want to tell people that I was there the first time Dusty Rose performed live."

Sophie hugged him. She smiled as she turned back to give Chris her full attention. "That's good, baby. Now, let's stuff the birds. I'm telling you, baby, this is an easy meal and everyone loves it. You'll hold onto a man forever just serving this meal once a week."

Margo snickered at the remark. Jojo leaned across to her and whispered, "Are you guys a couple?"

Margo's smile was a dead give away as she rolled her eyes and nodded. "Yeah. We kind of are. Nothing official, but, yeah."

The smile that spread across Jojo's face showed that she had figured that out on her own. "I thought so. You're very cute together."

"Thanks."

When the family had finally gathered, there was Willy, Sophie, Josephine, Margo, Eli and his fiancé, Jenna, 2 of Jojo's sisters, Carrie and Louise, Louise's husband Tony, their daughter Emma and, of course, Chris. As each woman had arrived, she took up a job in the kitchen. "Many hands make light work," Auntie Sophie had said, but it looked to Chris as if Auntie Sophie thrived on hard work in the kitchen. It was her kingdom.

When it was time for things to be served, everyone took their place around the huge kitchen table, except for Jojo, Sophie and Chris. While Jojo brought the vegetables and salad to the table, Sophie showed Chris how to quickly carve the birds and debone the pieces that just pulled off. "Better to keep all of your mess on the counter, so that the table cloth stays clean, right, Angel?" Chris nodded, still amazed at all of the thought that Sophie put into a meal. His own mom never had the luxury of being a real homemaker. Even when his dad was still alive, she always had a job that kept her working till dinner time. If she ever dragged out the crockpot, he and Terry rejoiced at the idea of a 'home cooked' meal.

When Chris heard Jojo announce, "Christine made these biscuits by herself. It's her first time baking anything," Chris looked up and smiled at the assembled family.

"Is that so?" Asked Louise. "Well, let's just see if they pass The Daddy Test!" The whole table laughed.

Carrie explained through her giggles, "Daddy likes his biscuits just so, isn't that right, daddy?"

"Yes indeed, I do." Willie held up a lumpy biscuit and looked at it carefully. "Let's see how the newest member of the cooking brigade has done."

The room grew quiet as Willy appeared to be very business-like. Only Sophie waved him off and continued plating the meat.

"Hmmmm. Nice shape," he mused.

He sniffed it, "Nice aroma."

He pulled it apart, "Nice consistency, looks as if it is cooked thoroughly."

He put half of the biscuit down and grabbed a knife, spreading a thin layer of butter on the remaining half, "Seems to hold the butter well." A few snickers passed around the table as the patriarch of the family made smiling-eye-contact with everyone at the table and he tossed the entire half-biscuit into his mouth.

As he chewed, his eyes rolled back in his head and he announced, "Lord Almighty, if that isn't one of the best biscuits I've ever tasted!" There was playful applause around the table.

Even Sophie stopped what she was doing to join in. Each of her daughters had experienced the exact same ritual when she made her first batch of biscuits. Each of them had only been eight or nine years old, though. It amused her to see how big Chris's smile was. 'She's an odd child,' Sophie thought.

When everything was on the table and everyone was seated, Willy took the hands of Sophie and Eli, who sat to his right and left, and everyone else joined hands as well. Margo looked at Chris and raised her eyebrows. She thought that saying Grace was just something that happened in old movies or done ironically at holidays.

"God," Willy said so comfortably that it was obvious that this man said these words with frequency, "thank you for this food, for the earth that provides it and for my wonderful family with whom I share it. Thank you for my wife and all of my beautiful children, including my two newest daughters, Christine and Margo. May they always feel welcome in my home."

"Amen," was said in unison.

Chris smiled and looked to everyone to see when to start eating.

Margo raised an eyebrow towards Chris, again, "Wow," she whispered to him, "no wonder you love this guy."

"I know, right?" Chris laughed as a huge bowl of potatoes was passed to him. "I love it here."

"So," said Louisa's husband, Tony, "you girls are musicians, huh?"

"Yes. I play bass and Chris sings," Margo replied.

"Cool. And how is your career doing? It's not an easy road, is it?"

"No work talk!" Willy proclaimed as he filled his plate. "You know the rules. No talking about work or school work at the table."

"I know, dad, but..."

Willy smiled and shook a finger from side to side imitating a shaking head.

"Ok," his son-in-law laughed. "So, Margo," he began again, "how do you like Nashville?"

When no one could eat another morsel, little Emma started fidgeting in her high chair. "Oh, you need to stretch your legs, baby, don't you," said her mom, Louise. She unbuckled the child's restraints and lifted her from the chair, allowing her to wander the kitchen freely. She took just a few wobbly steps before making a bee-line for Chris who could not have been happier to reach down and pick the child up.

"Hi, Emma. Hi, baby," he cooed. "Did you miss me? I sure missed you?" Now, Chris stood so that he could sway the child back and forth.

Louise leaned over to whisper to Margo. "She's a natural born mommy, isn't she."

"I guess so," Margo shrugged. "A couple of months ago, I never would have said so, but, yeah... she sure seems to be a great mommy."
 
Chapter 4
 

"'Broken Promises' lead vocal track, take seventeen." Mark's voice showed no sign of the frustration that everyone was feeling. It's a really good song and they all knew that. The girls had laid down the instrumental tracks in a heartbeat, yesterday. Chris had been typically well prepared and had walked each of them through what he was looking for.

But the lead duet vocal tracks were just not coming together.

Just as the recording began, Allan Bennett entered the booth. "How's it going, Mark?"

Mark let out a long breath, "Not great, but it'll get there, I guess... I hope..."

Chris began singing,

"Just another day, dreaming of your touch
Just another morning, expecting way too much"

John Holden took over,

"Just another lie to get me through the day
Just another empty kiss to make you want to stay."

Then the true duet began with John singing in a medium-high range and Chris belting out deep sadness a third above John,

"You broke your vow and made me cry
You turned your back and said goodbye
You laughed and sneered as I fell apart
But your broken promises can't break my heart."

Mark looked Allan who shook his head. Mark stopped the playback.

When the music in his headphones stopped, Chris sighed, dropped his gaze and shook his ponytailed head for a moment, waiting for Mark to tell them what was wrong. When nothing was said, Chris looked to the booth and saw Allan Bennett gesturing broadly, explaining something to Mark and the girls.

He was saying, "It's not Chris, it's John, I know. He's not opening up to Chris's voice. It sounds like he's fighting her rather than singing with her. How long have they been at it?"

"We did the background vocals with Chrissie from about 10:00 till 11:15. She's been in there with John for about two-and-a-half hours now," Grace said. "They rehearsed for a while, then started recording."

"Maybe we should all leave. Maybe we're making him too nervous." Gina was offering any reason to leave. She had developed strong feelings for John and could sense his anxiety. Maybe, if they were gone, he could relax and do a better job.

Allan nodded and turned to Mark. "Tell them to take a break and talk through the emotions of the song or something. Tell them to keep busy." He turned to the girls and said, "Let's go out to the hall to talk. They're watching us and I have some news for you."

When the instructions from the booth came through, John pulled his headphones off and threw them at the wall. "Goddamnit! What the hell am I doing wrong?"

The outburst really startled Chris and he was genuinely scared for a moment. Nothing like this ever happened dealing with the girls. He'd talk them through things and everything would just come together. This was exactly what he meant when he'd been talking to Mr Bennett. He and the girls were much better than the sum of their parts. He didn't have any experience with John and he felt like he was in far over his head. He looked to the booth for help, but Mr Bennett and the girls were leaving and Mark was talking to Mr Bennett. None of them had seen John's outburst.

"Well, first, calm down," Chris said. "Anger is definitely not the emotion we want in the song." Chris sat on a piano bench and hunched forward, his knees together and his elbows on his knees. "We need to talk our way through this so that we're not just beating our heads against a wall."

John nodded.

"Here's how I envision the song," Chris continued. "We really loved each other, once, and something went wrong. We still love each other now, but we're both so hurt by the other that we can't let that pain go and get on with our lives."

John contemplated this, took a deep breath and nodded.

"Ok," he said as he moved to sit beside Chris on the piano bench. While Chris had his back to the keyboard, John faced it, folded his arms on the closed music stand of the 8-foot Baldwin and put his head down. "I understand all that. I'm trying, I swear I am."

Chris leaned back now, his back supported by the key-cover. "Then what's going on? We ran through this song at least ten times in the hotel room. You sounded great then."

John remained quiet for a few minutes, then, "Chrissie... I'm scared."

Chris leaned to the side and rested his head on John's arm. "I know, John. I am too. At least you have a back up plan. You have your bachelors and nearly have masters degree. If this all falls apart, John... I'll be working as a checkout clerk at a food mart. I don't even have a GED."

John let out a frustrated laugh. "Chris, I heard your songs on the radio last night. On the freaking radio! They are amazing, Chris. You are going to be huge and you know it. This duet... this is just charity and you and I both know it."

"No, it's not, John. It's friends helping friends. Let us be your friends, ok. Relax and just sing the song. It'll be great and so will you."

John picked his head up and turned to look Chris in the eyes. "You think so?"

"I do."

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure," Chris turned his body to face John, but remained leaning on the piano. He put his right elbow onto of the instrument and laid his head down on it, facing John.

John moved his body slightly to mimic Chris. "These songs you write... have you ever been in love? I mean... you're only seventeen, right?"

Chris smiled and giggled a bit. "I think so. You?"

"I don't know. I think I may be in love with Gina, but I don't know." There was a silence as they just looked at each other a while longer. Then John said, "Can I ask you another question?"

"Sure," Chris smiled.

"It's Margo, isn't it? You're in love with her."

At first, Chris didn't know quite what to say, then he just grinned and giggled.

"I knew it. Well, I can certainly understand that; she certainly is beautiful."

The silence continued.

"And so are you," John said as he slipped a hand around Chris's waste and pulled him close. "Have you ever kissed a man before?"

"Just you at the dinner." He couldn't help himself. He wanted to make John comfortable and flirting was certainly helping.

John leaned in and gently pressed his lips against Chris's. The kiss was soft and tender and, despite himself, Chris felt a tingle in his gaffed loins. When the kiss ended, Chris remained in the exact position that he had been before, and he smiled broadly at John.

"Well?" John asked.

Chris giggled some more, "Well, I'm not falling in love with you if that's what you're asking."

John joined in the laughter, "Me neither, but I felt like I needed to kiss you. Are we cool?"

"Yes. We're cool. Now, let's try the song again."

Meanwhile, Mark had joined Allan and the girls in the hall.

"They're putting 'In His Eyes' into the standard rotation today. It has already been doing well over night and the local Nashville affiliates are sending out word to the rest of the country that you girls are hotter than Hades. I'm pretty sure that both songs will chart in the Hot 100 this week and I think that 'In His Eyes' may well make it to the Top 40 and the Country Top 40 within a week. This is even bigger than I had expected. We need to finish up video work ASAP and get you girls onto some television spots quickly. Y'all are blowing it up just like I predicted!"

Rather than the jumping up-and-down that Allan had expected, the girls responded with shocked whispers of 'wow' amongst themselves.

"I did expect a little more enthusiasm about this," Allan chided.

"It's just a lot to take in," Terry laughed, nervously. "Especially on the first day that things aren't going very well."

He gave a dismissive wave towards the studio. "Don't worry about that. Chris will get him there, but listen, not a word to Chris or John until they finish up. Neither of them needs more pressure. As a matter of fact, why don't you all give us an hour or two here to finish up. Like Gina said, I think the audience is bothering John a little."

They said, "Ok," and, headed for the elevators.

Terry stopped to give Mark a kiss. "Want a coffee or anything when I come back."

"Naw," he kissed her again. "It'll be almost dinner time by then. How about supper with my girl?"

She laughed and gave him a final kiss. "We probably should. It looks like things are going to get pretty busy in the next few weeks."

"'Broken Promises' lead vocal. Take 20."

Take 18 had gone pretty well. Take 19 had gone really well. John had opened up his ears and started singing WITH Chris instead of against him, and Chris had been able to relax and reach a more comfortable emotional level - more like he had been doing with the girls. Nevertheless, this was the hardest day in the studio that Chris had had so far.

The final line of the song approached and the music slowed down. They looked directly at each other, determined to enunciate every work at the same time.

"Broken promises
Can't break
My
Heart"

Chris took a chance and leapt to a higher note to create a new harmony, then, as John held his note, Chris did a little ornamental flourish and dropped back down to the original harmony. John's surprise and smile brightened his voice just a little, making the last phrase more touching and poignant.

Three seconds of silence and stillness, then Mark's voice, "You nailed it, guys. Come on in and give it a listen."

John grabbed Chris and planted another big kiss on his lips. "Oh, thank you, thank you, thank you! It was so much better working with you then the studio guys. They treat me like an upstart." He took Chris's hand and lead the way to the recording booth.

Chris smiled as he thought about that. It probably was a lot easier to do it with a band than it would be doing it alone. He hadn't thought of that.

They heard the play back. Chris was satisfied, but John was elated.

Mark fidgeted with a few things to balance things correctly, add a little reverb here and there... he knew from day one with Chrissie that she would have a fit if he even mentioned pitch-correction, so he stayed away from that.

Allan came in to hear the piece and he liked it a lot, too. He hugged Chris and kissed the crown of his head. "You know," he said to John, "you have a pretty good album put together, but, judging from the initial airplay, feedback and sales from Dusty Rose's debut singles, having this appear only on your album and NOT on theirs is going to really help you. You know that, right?"

"I know," he nodded his head and smiled. "Chris, I can't thank you enough."

Chris shrugged, "It's what people do. They help each other. Right?"

"Not most people," chortled Allan, "but maybe hanging around with your Uncle Willy has been good for you."

"It's been great for me!"
 
Chapter 5
 

"Pink? My signature color has to be pink!? Can I please have blue - even baby blue?" Chris was looking at the pink confection before him and nearly shaking in his flip flops. The "Image Consultant" that had been assigned to their video shoot seemed like a very nice lady, but she had assigned a signature color to each member of the band for the video. That, she explained, would make it easier for the audience to recognize the girls throughout the video. Each member of the band had three outfits - one for the "practice room" section of the video, one for the "out and about" section of the video and one for the "live performance" section of the video. Grace was red. Margo was grey with patterns. Gina was a combination of black and brown. Terry was purple and, of course, Chris was pink. Not just pink, but PINK. Pink that you could see a thousand feet away in a blackout.

The "out and about" dress was fine; a little fit and flare thing with a lot of white lace, exposed shoulders and a modest neck line. It showed lots of leg, but he could be careful enough wearing it.

The "practice room" outfit was actually a very cute romper that hung playfully from his shoulders and looked a little too big, but in a sweet kind of way.

The "live performance" dress, though... It was a pink, strapless dress with a full tulle petticoat that ended mid-thigh. Even the ludicrously high sandals that went with the dress were pink.

"Come on, Sissy, try it on. The other two looked adorable on you and we all like what she gave us." Terry laughed at Chris's dilemma.

"It's just a dress," Gina added. "God knows you've worn enough dresses lately. Why is this one spooking you?"

"It's not spooking me, it just looks... infantile. Like a little girl's dress. And besides, you get to wear jeans, so you can just hush up."

Gina laughed heartily now, too.

Grace pulled on her concert dress, a simple, yet beautiful, red sundress with white flowers embroidered on it. "Look, mine is young looking, too. It's not "infantile," it's "girl next door." It's country music, baby! Girl next door, petticoats, lipstick, eye shadow... the whole nine yards."

"Come on, sweetie," Margo looked amazing in her sundress and cowgirl boots. Like a model in a magazine, "try it on. I can't wait to see you in it."

"Or out of it," Gina joked, but, instead of laughs, she was greeted with "Shhhh," from her band mates.

He sighed and pulled off the romper. "Can you help me with this?" he asked Terry.

"Of course, baby," she replied and took the poofy, pink garment from its hanger.

As she brought it to the floor, Terry realized that she would need to organize the petticoats in such a way that Chris would be able to step into the dress, but there were so many layers that she couldn't make it work. "We'll have to lower it over your head. Margo, here, take half of this with me and help me get it on him."

They folded through the material to find the center, then lifted it high enough to lower it over Chris's head and past his arms to hold it in place before zipping it up. As Terry started to pull up the zipper, Margo said, "Hang on. There's a bustier built into the dress, baby. Take off your bra or it won't fit right."

Terry undid the clasps in the back and helped him get it off as modestly as possible, but there were a few seconds of exposed breast. Margo, of course had seen them before, but Terry, Gina and Gracie had not and there was definitely a fascination about them.

It was Gracie - quiet, shy Gracie - who said, "Wow. They look so real. You're really beautiful, Chris, you know?" On complete impulse, she moved closer and lowered his top to get a closer look. "Really beautiful. I didn't think they'd look this good."

Chris, gently moved his dress back around his breasts. "Thank you, I guess."

Realizing how intrusive her actions had been, Gracie shook off her fascination and said, "Oh... sorry. I was just... sorry."

Chris shrugged it off and Terry pulled the zipper up. "It's tight. Take a deep breath for me." The zipper rose and Chris's posture improved as the tightness of the bustier top encased him.

When she'd got the zipper all the way up, he breathed again. "It's very tight!" he smiled and rubbed his abdomen from just beneath his breasts, which were on magnificent display in this dress, to the place where his skirt began to spread out. "Very tight. Whew!" He rubbed his abdomen and blinked his eyes. "Very tight."

"But very pretty," said the image consultant as she entered the room. "Yes, I think we nailed it. You look radiant in that. The right hair and makeup and, little girl, you will be a knock out. Put on the shoes and get used to them. Allan tells me that you are a bit of a tomboy, right? Well, no one will know when I get done with you. You will be a beautiful, twenty-first Century Southern Belle."

Chris sat as he put on his shoes and fastened the straps. "I'm not sure that I wanted to be a Southern Belle." He said. "Most of my music heroes dress pretty casually."

Terry knelt in front of him to help with the shoes, "That's because most of them are men. Think about the women you know in country music. They're all some kind of a Southern Belle fantasy, right?" She stood and whispered in his ear, "I think that you are going to have to accept that being a woman in country music means looking like every southern man's wet-dream, Sissy, and believe me, you do."

Chris felt his stomach turn. This aspect of the business had not occurred to him before. He glanced to his left to see himself in a mirror and he realized that Terry was right. The dress was pretty and 'down-homey" while also being revealing and sexy - showing just enough breast and leg to truly entice a man. His shoes were designed to attract attention, as well - four inch heals with little, feminine rhinestones everywhere. His makeup was pretty and appropriate for a warm day in early summer and his hair, done up like Terry's again, was about as girl-next-door as he could imagine.

He took Terry's hand to stand and found that he had no real problem standing. When he mentioned his surprise, the image consultant said, "Of course not. Those are $800 shoes. If you want style and comfort, you have to pay for it, but they are so perfect on you! You were born to wear clothes like this."

"I feel kind of funny," Chris said looking in the mirror. There was so much dress that he couldn't let his hands hang. He had to fold them in front of him. "It's like the dress has taken over and I'm just an accessory for it."

Margo came up and hugged him from behind. "I think you're beautiful, but I understand what you mean. You know how it is when you just let go and let the music control you?"

He nodded.

"That's when music really becomes art for you, right" she continued. "Now, you have to let fashion be part of your art and let it take you over, too."

"She's right," said the consultant. "This dress will make you pop off of TVs, computers, cell phones, iPads... and when you wear it on stage, the people in the last row will be able to find you at a glance. It's perfect for you."

Margo kissed his cheek and whispered, "You are adorable, baby. Your voice is unforgettable and your image will be unforgettable in this dress, too. Go with it, please."

"Ok," he sighed. In fact, he could not look away from the mirror. He knew he looked like a girl and all and he knew how pretty he looked dressed up for dinner a couple of times, but... wow. His breast looked so enticing and round and perfect. "No more tomboy-Chris, I guess."

Terry laughed, "I don't really remember a tomboy. Just my little Chrissie."

It was true. Chris was gone and Chrissie was here for good, now. Good riddance to the old, sloppy, lonely Chris, but he would have never pictured Chrissie - himself - looking this beautiful. Truly a music video fantasy of a woman. He stood straighter in the mirror and tried to picture himself on stage. He raised and lowered his arms a few time to check that his breasts were secure. He spun around to see how the skirt would spin and pictured doing that on stage, too. He turned to the consultant and his band mates and finally announced, "I guess I love it. I want us to make it and the Country-Glam-Babe-Look looks good to me."

They cheered and applauded his decision.

And then... it was video time

They had set up a studio in an old warehouse. There were two sets - one of a garage where the girls and Chris would act out how they rehearsed a song and another that looked like a stage at a concert arena.

The plan was to film the song in three sections to tell a story.

First rehearsing and working in the garage. While they were working, John would deliver pizza and his eyes would lock onto Gina's and, naturally, love at first sight.

Then, the band going to a fair and seeing John singing on stage. Their eyes meet again, and they have a little back story part of the video.

Finally, Dusty Rose performing on stage and, at the end, the audience glimpses John coming on stage to join them, thus setting up the video for "Broken Promises."

They had a blast filming the garage sequences. They didn't use any microphones in this section since it was just a quick 'getting to know who's who in the band' segment. They were told to just act like they had just met and were trying to create the band. The cameras rolled for more than two hours and Gina and Margo got pretty silly, making them all laugh. At one point, Gina made a rude remark about the cost of the panties that Chris had been wearing at the fitting. It made the other girls laugh and Chris feigned indignation before completely losing it and laughing as well. It was exactly the kind of 'we love each other' moment that would work in the video. The director said he had lots of footage from the shoot that morning.

That afternoon was spent at an actual fair grounds with a real fair going on. Again, they were just acting silly for a couple of hours and laughed a lot. They rode on dozens of rides, shared all kinds of fried foods and Gina even won a toy bear throwing softballs at stacked, wooden bottles. The director was satisfied again.

The next day was the concert footage. The band took the stage in the mock-arena and they lip-synched with the recording for hours. Chris felt like a silly, little princess at first, but as the morning wore on, he got used to the over the top dress and its fullness.

At 2:00, after a brief lunch break, they brought in about 200 extras to act as an audience. The director asked everyone to just be patient while they dealt with tech issues. He said it would be about an hour.

The crowd of extras was just milling around while the band was chatting amongst themselves, when from the stage right side of the room a group of about 15 young people started chanting, "Mar-go, Chris-tine! Mar-go, Chris-tine!" over and over.

Chris, who was talking to Grace didn't seem to notice until Terry said, "Hey, Sissy. I think you have a fan club here."

Margo was already at the edge of the stage, shielding her eyes to see past the lights, her bass hanging heavily from her neck and shoulders. As Chris joined her, suddenly Margo spotted the source of the chant and waved to Josephine and a group of her friends.

Chris spotted them, too, and called one of the security men, a tall, broad man with a shaved head and an imposing beard, over to the stage. He asked the man to please allow that group to come to the edge of the stage, but the man explained that keeping them from the stage was, in fact, his job.

"Can you help me down so that I can go say hi, then?"

The man shrugged and reached up to help Chris down. Chris leaned out and put his hands on the man's shoulders, while the man grabbed Chris by the waist, lifting him easily and swinging him out, over the monitors, and down onto the floor - raising Chris's dress and exposing petticoats and a little glimpse of panty to several people, including Josephine.

Chris made a face of exaggerated embarrassment as Margo laughed from the stage. Then he ran as fast as his heels would allow to Jojo and and her friends, smoothing this dress along the way.

All of the faces in Jojo's group were familiar to Chris. They had all been at the graduation party. "What are you guys doing here?" Chris hollered over the rumble of the crowd in the noisy warehouse space. He hugged each of them, ending with Joey's cousin Bucky.

"We wouldn't have missed it for the world!" Jojo said. "Mom and dad are over by the door with Eli."

Chris could not see over the heads of the crowd, so, learning from recent experience, he asked Bucky to lift him up so he could wave to them. Bucky complied, very eagerly, and held Chris as high as he could. "Uncle Willy! Auntie Sophie! Eli!" he called as loudly as he could as he waved with both arms.

They waved back and blew kisses as Bucky, reluctantly, lowered Chris back to the ground. Chris gave Bucky a peck of thanks on his cheek, then threw his arms around Jojo's neck. "Thank you so much for coming! This makes it so much more special!"

Jojo hugged Chris around his back, "We are thrilled to be here. Like daddy says, "We support family" and you are family, now"

Chris kissed her cheek again. "I better get back up there. I'll see you tomorrow afternoon, though, ok? Love you!"

"Love you, too," Jojo called after Chris as he skipped back to his bearded, bald helper who lifted him back onto the stage.

Margo reached out to help, too.

Chris bounced joyously back to center stage.

"What was that all about?" Asked Terry.

"That's Jojo, Willy's daughter, and her friends that I met at the party. They came to support us."

Terry strained to see the group, but the lights were far too bright to make out anyone past the edge of the security area.

"Let's play for them," Chris wanted to play in the worst way. "We have instruments, amps, a PA system... let's play for them."

"I don't know," Terry was apprehensive. "Maybe we should wait till they're ready for us."

"Oh, poo on them," Chris pouted in a very girlish way, almost surprising his sister. "I want to play and they want to hear us. Let's play."

Margo, Gina and Grace laughed at Chris's impetuousness, while Terry marveled at this monster that she'd help create.

She turned to Margo and said, "Now I know how Dr Frankenstein felt when his monster developed a mind of his own."

Margo laughed at the joke and said, "Let her be. She's finally in her element. All we need to do is stick with her and hold on while she makes us look good."

Terry nodded and smiled as her shy-little-brother/brave-little-sister took command of the room.

"Hey, y'all" Chris shouted into the microphone, shocked that it was so loud. "Did I say that right? Y'all? I'm not from 'these parts' and we don't say y'all in New Jersey."

Some laughs and fake boos came from the audience.

"But we do play country music and, while they're dealing with the lights and cameras, we're going to play some songs for you, ok?"

A smattering of applause came from the extras with big whoops and shouts from team Jojo. Most of the extras had done many video shoots before and had a bit of disdain for the way the bands would just lip sink. They figured this was just a rehearsal for shoot, but as Dusty Rose kicked off the opening to 'Get Outta My Way' their interests were definitely piqued.

The balance was a little off. The drums mics weren't on at first. The bass was a little 'thunky,' but it quickly leveled out and this band that they'd never heard of, started kicking ass.

Chris's voice rose above the band,
"The day is here, I knew was always coming
And your lies cut through and make my poor heart break
I can feel your touch as it burns through with your deception And what I thought was real and true just turned out fake

And you say a little hurt
Is the price we have to pay
Just to have a little love
In the world we live today

I won't be a baby doll
In this little game you play
If you think that this love
Get outta my way

Don't you speak or try to stop me
Don't make a promise you can't keep
Don't try to tell me to be calm
Or to get some beauty sleep

I won't be your little girl
I won't be quiet or afraid
You're not my hero or my cowboy, so,
Get outta my way"

By the end of the song, the crowd was ecstatic. Cheering and screaming and dancing.

Everyone in the band was smiling.

"That's NOT the song we're doing today, though," Chris said to the crowd. "We're doing this one."

Gina clicked her sticks four times and they started. The crowd, who had been so revved up by the first song, was immediately enraptured by this glorious ballad. They watched and swayed. Hugged each other and some of the girls wept at the lyrics. As harmonies grew and the key moved a half-step higher, the crowd began clapping on beats two and four.

"Are you filming this!?" The director shouted into the headset of the camera operators.

"I sure as hell am!" Yelled back camera four.

"Me too!" Said camera one.

"I'm on it!" Said cameras two and three simultaneously.

The lighting wasn't exactly right. The angles hadn't been locked in and the director hadn't given Chris and the girls their final instructions, but the shot was perfect. There was genuine joy on the faces of the audience. They loved Dusty Rose and it was obvious that Dusty Rose loved playing for them.

When they finished, the audience went crazy. Unexpectedly, the director showed up on the stage and asked for quiet. "Ladies and Gentlemen, I'd like to thank you for coming today. I thought you'd be here about three hours, but, wow, what a show you just got, huh? How about another round of applause for Dusty Rose!?"

The crowd showed their appreciation.

"I'm going to let you go, now. You can pick up your checks at the desk on the way out. Thank you for coming!"

Then he turned to the band. "Good God Almighty, girls! Wow! Just... Wow!"
 
Chapter 6
 

"Is your momma coming to see you in Jacksonville?" Sophie asked Chris. They were making three pies at the moment, apple, pecan and huckleberry, to go with the pork roast that was in the oven. Jojo and Margo had gone to the local food bank with a pickup truck full of early summer squash and peas. Chris had stayed behind to learn about baking and whatever else Sophie had to show him.

"I hope so. It's hard for her to get away with short notice, especially after coming down for the party the other night..."

"Like this, baby," Sophie said as she reached around Chris to instruct him on the nuances of pressing the recently rolled crust into the pie pan. Chris loved how she flowed through the kitchen and how she always smelled of plain soap and the foods she had been preparing that day.

"... it's a pretty small company and she hates to miss a day."Chris continued. "My sister and I are hoping that things go well for us so that mom can retire."

"That's sweet, honey, but you do need to look after yourselves, too. Make sure you don't give it all away."

Chris just nodded. He'd been hearing that a lot lately, but the fact was, he'd never even had a job in a grocery store before and now he had more money in the bank than his mom did. It all seemed pretty unreal to him.

"We're back!" Josephine called as she and Margo came through the kitchen door, she continued, "Reverend Adu says 'thank you' and he says that he'd be happy to take one of these pies off your hands if you are stuck with extras."

Jojo kissed her mother, then moved to Chris and kissed him, too.

Sophie snickered and said, "Ok. I'll send a few pieces over for him and his wife. That man's blood pressure is so high that he should stick to the vegetables."

As Jojo moved away, Margo came along and gave Chris a peck on the cheek. As she started to move away, Sophie said, "I beg your pardon, young lady."

Margo turned to see what the problem was and she found Sophie pointing to her own cheek. "When you come in to your Auntie Sophie's kitchen, you give your Auntie Sophie a kiss, too."

Margo's grin grew wide as she kissed Sophie's cheek. "I'm sorry, Auntie," she kidded.

"That's better.

Chris laughed as he wiped his hands on his apron and presented his apple pie to Sophie. "Is this ok?"

"It's perfect, baby. Now, let's put these into the oven and while they're baking, Joey, don't you have something to show your cousin, Christine?"

"I do," Josephine laughed and grabbed Margo's hand. "Come help me." Off they ran.

"What's that about?" Chris asked as he handed the pecan pie to Sophie.

"You know, Christine," Sophie stood, closed the oven door, put hands on Chris's shoulders and looked him straight in the eye, "I am very worried about you and Margo and the other girls - who I still haven't met."

One hand moved to his cheek, then played with his hair while she continued. "You have much more talent than you should at your age and when I saw you and the band, yesterday... well, darling, I was speechless. I could feel your joy and your ecstasy on the stage and it raised my spirits and broke my heart. But even though you look like a young woman, you are still a very little girl and I've seen too many people burn out and end up destroyed by fame. I don't want that to happen to you, baby. Do you understand?"

He nodded.

"Now, even though you girls will be out on the road alone, I want you to make me a promise. Promise me that you'll always remember that your mama and daddy are always right here, in your heart. You need to always be their little girl and always make them proud."

Another nod.

"And if you ever need your Uncle Willy or your Auntie Sophie, or any of your new cousins - you just call and we will be there as fast as we can."

Chris hugged Sophie and she hugged him back. "Auntie, I'm really scared."

"Of what, baby?"

"Of failing, Auntie. Everyone's counting on me to keep everything together and I don't know if I can."

Sophie led Chris to two chairs. They each took one and Sophie took Chris's hands in hers. "Remember how we made the pie crusts? We took one ingredient at a time and went one step at a time. Chrissie, baby, life is the same way - especially for women. Men have been the bigwigs since the beginning of time, but now, young girls like you are taking over the world. You have to be strong and petite. Willful and submissive. Brilliant and... well, I guess just brilliant. But women need to know they're loved, baby, and I want you to know that when I say you're family - I mean you're really and truly family. And, I swear, your Uncle Willy truly thinks of you as his niece - maybe even as a daughter. Your friends, your sister, your momma and Willy, me and the kids... we all love you, too. Will you promise me that, no matter what, you'll always remember that, and that you'll call if you need us?"

Chris nodded and hugged Sophie. "Thank you, Auntie. I love you, too."

Margo and Jojo had been waiting and watching in the doorway during a lot of the conversation. Both were touched by it, but Margo felt a few pangs of guilt in her stomach. She and Terry had, after all, laid a lot of this in Chris's lap. If he couldn't handle it, who could?

"Can we interrupt?" Jojo asked.

Sophie waved them in as she and Chris wiped a few tears from their eyes. Both Margo and Joey were carrying garment bags. They placed the bags over chair-backs. Jojo's smile was huge and infectious.

"What's all this?" Chris asked as his mood turned from trepidation to curiosity.

"Well," Jojo let out a huge sigh indicting a great deal of effort, "you know I was in the Fashion/Tailoring track at my technical high school, right. So, I was putting my portfolio together for college the other day and I took out some of my favorite dresses and I thought that some of them might fit you guys. I sent a text to Margo and got your sizes and I picked these out for you. Would you like to try them on?"

"Here," said Sophie helping Chris to his feet, "you'll need help getting into these. It's just us girls here, I'll help you and Jojo can help Margo."

Without having a moment to think, Chris was standing in Sophie's kitchen in just a bra and cheeky-shorts, very grateful for the gaff hidden beneath those panties.

There were two dresses for each of them. The first ones taken from the bags were very fancy; the kind of dress a star would wear to an awards show. Margo had a gold lame gown that was tight from the strapless top to her knees where the front opened, exposing her lower legs, then gradually flowed down and to the back creating a short, but elegant train behind her. "My goodness, Jo. I hope that we get invited to the Grammy's or the CMAs so that I can actually wear this. It's beautiful."

Chris's first dress was a lavender evening dress made of crushed velvet with a thin, silk lining. It had a top that clasped behind his neck, exposing his back nearly to the crack of his bottom and hung loosely over his breasts exposing substantial cleavage. The waist tapered and forced the top to blouse at the waist allowing the the skirt to flow loosely to just below his knees. "It's so elegant, Jojo. I love it. I wish I could wear it to dinner, tonight."

Josephine smiled at the praise, happy that her work was appreciated.

Josephine helped Margo out of her first dress while Chris turned his back to Sophie to have her undo the clasp. She did, but she said, "Don't take it off, yet. Wait till Margo's done."

The dress that Jojo handed Margo was a short, peasant dress. A neutral beige background with intricate needle work all over the surface of the dress. There was no zipper, it just slipped over her head and hung unevenly off of her shoulders. The sleeves were longer than her arms and ended in wide, floppy bells. The hem ended a good four or five inches above her knees.

Chris thought that Margo had never looked more beautiful than she did at that moment.

Margo rubbed the fabric. "It's so beautiful and so soft."

"It's a thin, brushed cotton. It's soft, like flannel, but thin so it hangs on your figure, shows all of your curves and can be worn in the summer." Jojo smiled. It really looked good on Margo's strong, curvy figure.

" I love it!" Margo said. "I wished that I'd had it when we took the album cover picture!"

"You can wear it for the next one," Sophie said.

"If there is one," said Chris with raised eye brows.

"Oh, just stop acting like a teenager, will you, please?" Sophie gave him a soft dope-slap on the back of his head. "Now, little girl, let's get you into your dress."

Sophie and Jojo helped him out of the dress he was wearing. Then, Jojo held up a very plain, light, cotton dress with almost no definition to it. They pulled it down over his head and fastened a clasp at the back of his neck. It came to just above his knees and was very soft. His breasts were on prominent display, more than Chris cared to display. It looked half finished.

"Do you like it?" Jojo asked.

"Umm..." Chris stuttered over his answer.

"Now, stop teasing," Sophie waved Jojo away, "that's just the underdress."

"Under-dress?" Chris asked.

"Yes," Jojo explained. "The dress is very sheer and you can see right through it, so you wear an under-dress with it. It can't be a slip because a slip has too much definition. An under-dress is plain and just gives the outer-dress color. I made two for this dress - one white and one red. Let's get the outer-dress on you. Close your eyes."

He did as instructed. He could hear the dress being taken from the garment bag and he heard Margo let out a little gasp as she saw it. Then he felt hands moving his arms and soft material being drawn across them, over his head and down his body. He could feel them fussing with the skirt and straightening out the hem of the garment.

"Keep 'em closed," Jojo teased, as he felt another rear neck enclosure being hooked and a sash being tied behind his back. He could hear whisperings,

"Joey, you out-did yourself. This is precious," from Margo

"It's beautiful, baby" from Sophie.

A giggle from Josephine followed by a, "Thank you."

"Can I open my eyes?"

"I think she's ready," Jojo said. "Ok, open your eyes."

When he did, he looked around at the three grinning females. The first thing that he noticed was the puffy, very short sleeves that formed little balls around his shoulders. The material was white with tiny red flowers printed on it, but barely opaque. He could see the skin of his shoulders and the underdress through the material. Where the underdress was visible, the flower pattern was more obvious.

Even though the material was so thin and nearly transparent, it made the plummeting neckline of the underdress more conservative and a bit playful. The sash, which was tied in a large bow in the back, pulled the dress flat across his midsection and accentuated his round breasts. From the waist, the skirt was very full and hung loosely to just below his knees. The three inches between the hem of the underdress and the hem of the overdress allowed a hint of his feminine knees to peak through.

"It's so soft," Chris spoke quietly. The material felt like gauze and, when he played with his skirt, it floated rather than fell back to its resting position.

"It's a cotton-gossamer material. You need to be very careful of it and, when the time comes for laundering it, only hand wash it with a delicate detergent," Josephine said. "Do you like it?"

"I do. I love it. Can I look in a mirror?"

"In a moment," Sophie said. Then to Margo she said, "Watch this. Chrissie, spin around a couple of times for us."

Chris did so and the dress spun too, but the light quality of the overdress made it move more slowly, more cloud-like than Chris and his underdress. It was as if it was animated onto him.

He heard Margo gasp, again. "That's so pretty."

"You did a wonderful job, Jojo," Sophie said. "I'm very proud of you. Take Chrissie to see herself in the mirror. I'm going to get the vegetables started."

Jojo led Chris and Margo to a closet near the front door and opened it to a mirror on the inside of the door. Both Chris and Margo admired themselves in the reflection.

"Wow," Chris swung the dress around his legs. "I've never met anyone who could do this kind of work. You're like the most talented person I ever met."

The snort that escaped Jojo was mixed with laughter. "Yeah, right!"

"I'm serious. Look at these dresses. They're beautiful." Chris was so enamored of the dress he was wearing that he could feel a stirring in his loins. Not as if he was growing, just a stirring. An excitement. It was so amazingly soft and feminine and he was inside it. Combine the feelings he had in this dress and the feelings he had wearing the performance dress that had been chosen for him and he felt so, so girly - vulnerable, beautiful and willing and happy to be so.

"She's right," Margo said. "You're very talented."

"Oh, please," Jojo was adjusting the back of Chris's dress to be sure it hung correctly. "Yesterday, I watched you guys blow away a couple of hundred people with your music and you expect me to think of myself as talented?"

"Joey," Chris said, "I couldn't do something like this is a million years. Thank you, so much, for these."

Eventually, the usual participants in the family meal arrived and took their seats around the table. Dinner was salad, the pork roast, fried zucchini with Sophie's home made tomato sauce, some mixed garden vegetables and, of course, pie for dessert. Margo and Chris had stayed in they're new dresses which Willy had pronounced, "divine."

When dinner was done, Willy rose from his seat at the head of the table. "Sophie, honey, can I seal my two new daughters for a few minutes apiece?"

"William," Sophie said, "you know that these girls have parents of their own and they don't need one of you fatherly chats. Just let them be."

Willy laughed at his wife. "Sorry, kitten, I can't do that and you know it. Young Ms Margo, would you mind coming with me for a few minutes?"

The two younger men at the table started laughing as Josephine, Carrie and Louise all started shouting, "Daddy, no! Not 'the talk!'"

Chris who had been sharing most of his meal with his favorite member of Willy's household, Emma, looked up, confused.

Margo, equally flummoxed, said, "What's 'the talk?'"

Louise took charge of the explanation. "Every time one of us girls goes away, and I mean EVERY TIME - Girl Scouts, sleep overs, slumber parties, camp, school trips - my honeymoon, for crying out loud - daddy gives us 'the talk.' He tells us how dangerous the world is for a woman, how we have to stay in groups, etc, etc, etc."

Carrie started singing in a sappy voice, "Sometimes its hard to be a woman..."

"Poor, poor, pitiful me..." took over Louise singing a different tune.

Josephine, Eli, Louisa's husband and Sophie applauded the singing, confusing Chris and Margo even more.

Willy smiled broadly, loving every minute of the ribbing, but determined to say what he felt needed saying. "Ms Margo, if you would accompany me to my office for a few moments..."

He offered his hand. Margo took it and rose to join him. They disappeared around the doorway and they all heard the click of Willy's office door.

"Don't worry, darling, its short and painless," Sophie said as she rose to clear the dirty plates. Chris and Willy's daughters also stood to help, but Louise said, "Not you Christine. I don't want you getting that pretty dress dirty. You just keep Emma occupied if you don't mind."

"Ok," he replied, happy to play with the toddler.

"You really did a great job on those dresses, Joey," Carrie said as she carried a pile of plates and silverware to the sink.

"Thanks," Jojo smiled. "I wish you guys could have heard Chrissie singing at the video shoot yesterday. She was incredible!"

Carrie, who was returning to the table, stopped and looked at the pretty little girl playing with her niece. How good could she possibly be? "Really? Are you as good as daddy thinks?"

His laugh sounded more nervous than he meant it to. "I don't think anyone's as good as you daddy thinks I am. I never met anyone as supportive as your daddy."

Everyone laughed, but Sophie spoke above the noise, "You know, a few days ago, I would have agreed with you, but, then, I heard you sing, yesterday. Girl, you are better than your Uncle Willy says. I've never seen a group as good as you girls."

Josephine sat next to Chris and played with Emma, too. "You know, part of me wishes you guys weren't so good."

Emma reached for Jojo and Chris handed her over, "Why?"

"Because summer has just started and you're leaving, soon. You'll probably be traveling all over the world in a few weeks and, maybe it sounds selfish, but I'm going to miss you."

"Really?" Why would anyone miss him?

"Yeah. You and Margo are fun to have around. Usually, I'm the youngest sister. I like having you here. I'll miss you both."

He smiled, uncertain as to how to respond.

Margo came back into the room, still looking gorgeous in her peasant dress, "Your Uncle wants to see you, RIGHT NOW!"

Willy's wife and daughters laughed.

Chris stood and straightened his dress. "What's this all about?"

She giggled, "Just some fatherly advice. He's just being nice." She kissed Chris on the cheek and sent him down the hall.

He knocked softly on the door.

"Come on in, honey," Willy's husky voice cut through the walls.

Chris opened the door, entered and closed the door. Willy was standing when Chris came in. He came around his desk and looked at Chris. "Well, young lady, you sure look beautiful in that dress."

Chris smiled, "Thank you."

"Come here." Willy pulled Chris into a warm, affectionate bear-hug and kissed the crown of his head. As he held the pretty, little boy he said, " You know that a lot can happen when you're seventeen and out in the world by yourself, don't you?"

Chris, enveloped in the big man's arms, replied, "Yes."

"It's hard for a boy. It's harder for a girl and it's harder still for a girl like you, Chris. The other day, I told you that your momma and daddy will always me with you and so will your Uncle and Auntie, and I mean that, but I want you to promise me something that I make every one of my daughters promise me whenever they go away." He released Chris from the hug and looked him straight in the eyes.

"What's that?"

"Promise me that, whenever you find yourself in a situation and you need to make a decision, you will think to yourself, 'Will this decision make my family proud?' That goes for everything - alcohol, drugs, sex, even the clothes that you wear to represent yourself. Always think, 'Will this make my family proud?' Understand."

"I do, Uncle Willy. I understand."

"Good," Willy let go of Chris's shoulders and walked back to sit at his desk. "I know that sounds like a lot of pressure, honey, but you need to remember that you're just seventeen and seventeen year old children are not known for making good decisions. Years from now, I hope that you will look back at your teens and twenties without any major regrets."

"I understand, sir."

Willy breathed a sigh of relief. "Good. Now, you know your daddy loved you and, no matter what happens or what you ever do, your momma, Sophie, my children and I will always love you, too, but, baby, it's a hard world, full of pitfalls. Try to avoid them, ok?"

"Yes, sir."

"Sir...? I'm not scolding you Christine, I just... need to say these things to you. It's my responsibility."

Chris smiled and nodded, uncertain as to what to say.

"Now, one more thing and this is probably something that is none of my business."

He paused and considered his words before continuing, "Margo is a beautiful and fine young lady. I have come to be very fond of her - I don't think of her a my own child, but I do think of her as my own child's girlfriend. You see what I'm saying?"

"I do," Chris's eyes were watery.

"Now, two young ladies who have strong feelings for each other and are left alone, unsupervised, in the same hotel room for weeks on end... well, I'm sure that your relationship has gone beyond hand-holding and, like I said, that's none of my business."

Chris looked away for a moment, uncomfortable with the conversation and embarrassed.

"You know that, for me and Sophie and the rest of the world, you will always be Chrissie - our little girl, but if there is even the remotest possibility that my beautiful, new daughter, who is looking so angelic, standing in front of me, can get Miss Margo pregnant, then my little girl better think like a responsible man every now and again. You understand me, young lady?"

Willy's words were hard, but sincere and, as much as he didn't want to ever think of himself as anything other than Chrissie again, he knew that Willy was right and that what he'd just said really did need to be said. Chris mustered his strength and raised his head to meet Willy's gaze. He blinked away the tears that were threatening to fall from his eyes and strained to form a smile. "I understand, Uncle Willy. I'm sorry and I understand." Finally the tears raged forth, reducing Chris to sobs."

Willy moved as quickly as his large body would allow to comfort him against his chest. "You have nothing to apologize for, baby. Just be careful, that's all I'm asking."

"It's not that, Uncle. It's... it's just that I didn't know how to be the person I used to be and I am struggling to know who I am, now. The only time I feel like I'm who I'm supposed to be is when I'm singing or alone with Margo or when I'm here with you and Auntie. Other than that, I'm scared to death and I feel like a fraud." He pushed away from Willy's embrace and smiled up at the kindly man who'd just told him that he viewed Chris as a daughter. "I'm sorry that I dragged you into my... bazaar life. That's all."

"Baby, everyone's life is a mess. That's what living is all about. You'll see, it'll come together for you. Just stay strong and make good choices, ok?"

"Ok," Chris nodded, breathed deeply, wiped his eyes and smiled at the relief of talking to Willy.

When they returned to the kitchen, the women were all finishing cleaning up. Sophie took one look at Chris and pulled him into a hug. "William Elias! Did you make this child cry!? What is wrong with you!?"

Before Willy could defend himself, Chris said, "No, Auntie, it was just me. I'm very nerved up about everything and I just unloaded on my kindly uncle. I shouldn't have, but I needed to."

"Oh... well... alright, then," said Sophie.

Suddenly, Chris was surrounded by Margo, Jojo and her sisters, who formed a line with Chris and Margo at the center. "Hold your fingers like this, honey," Louise said. She formed the three fingered, scout-salute with her right hand and everyone, including Chris, followed suit.

"Now, repeat after me, 'I solemnly swear.'"

"I solemnly swear."

"That, whenever I am away from home."

"That whenever I am away from home."

"And I have a decision to make."

"And I have a decision to make."

"I will think to myself."

"I will think to myself"

"All together now..." and they all joined in, "Will this decision make my family proud?" And they all burst into gales of laughter.

Willy laughed, too, but shouted above the laughter, "Make fun of me all you want, but look at the fine women standing before me. I can take some teasing if this is the result!"

That caused even more laughter as everyone pushed into a group hug with Willy at the center of it.
 
Chapter 7
 

It wasn't quite 9:00 when Chris and Margo got back to the hotel, that night. They decided to come back early because tomorrow was the rehearsal for video shoot for "Footsteps" and Chris was a little nervous. The suite, as they expected, was dark. None of the others had come back, yet.

Margo flicked the light switch and led Chris into the common room. "I think I'm going to put on my pjs and watch some TV. How about you?"

When she turned to look at Chris, he was right behind her and surprised her with a kiss. She smiled and they kissed again and again, each time with more passion.

When they finally separated, Margo held Chris at arms length to look at him in the dress that Jojo had designed. "You look amazing in that dress. I can't believe someone my age designed it and made it."

"It is pretty, but I've been going crazy every time I look at you in THAT dress. You are the sexiest thing I have ever seen."

Margo smiled and stepped back, holding Chris's hands in hers. Her smile got a little sad. "Did Willy talk to you about us?"

Chris nodded.

"He's right, you know. An unexpected pregnancy would not only mess up the band, it could mess up my life. I'll talk to my doctor back home about getting on birth control, but until then..."

Another nod.

"Did you know that he knew?"

"Just since a couple of days ago. I was going to tell him, but he already knew."

Margo shrugged, "I don't know how he knew, but we need to make sure no one else ever finds out."

"I know. He figured it out early on. I'm more careful, now."

They kissed, again. Margo gave a great, heaving sigh, "Arrg, this is so frustrating, but he's right, he's right."

Chris pulled his hands free to grip the sides of the skirt of his outer dress, gave a deep curtesy, then descended to his knees in front of Margo, reaching under her peasant dress to pull down her panties. "We can't do everything, but I can relieve your frustration. He lifted the hem of the dress, revealing Margo's shaved vagina.

Margo giggled. "That will help. I do love your 'blowjobs.' It's nice to have such an accommodating girlfriend."

Chris smiled and hummed his laugh at Margo's joke. His tongue went to work, slowly at first, but picking up speed and searching deep within her. Her knees began to tremble and she had no choice but to grip his head to remain upright. She began to buck softly toward him to encourage his tongue to dive deeper. "Oh!" She moaned and he could feel her shudder as her first orgasm racked her body. He worked harder and faster, trying to make her reach new heights. "Oh... oh... oh... oh... YES!!" She let out a monumental shout as she grabbed the back of Chris's head and held him as deeply as possible until her trembling subsided.

Her eyes were closed and her head bowed when she heard a laugh and a shout of, "Oh my God! I'm sorry!" Followed by more, almost delirious laughter.

Margo's eyes shot open and she pulled back from Chris, pulling her peasant dress down around her hips and nearly tripping on the panties that were still around her ankles.

It's was Gina. She'd come in without them hearing and was now leaning, nearly collapsed, against the wall, her hand over her mouth and her face red from embarrassed laughter. "I'm sorry," she guffawed, "I'm so, so sorry. I didn't mean to..." She slammed her mouth shut, stood straighter , cleared her throat, controlled a smile that wanted to turn into a laugh and repeated, "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I just came back to grab a sweatshirt before we go to a barbecue and... well, I never expected... and I certainly never expected it to be Chris on his knees..." Again, she worked hard to control her nervous laughter.

Margo gathered what dignity she could and pulled her panties back up as discreetly as possible. Then she helped Chris, who was still on his knees and had done his best to wipe his mouth clean, to stand. She put her arm around his shoulder and turned him to face Gina. "Umm.." she took a deep breath and shook her head, "no, I'm sorry. We, umm... we were being careless. I'm sorry. We, umm... yeah... I don't know what to say."

Chris was horribly embarrassed and couldn't find any words, but he tried, "Gina, you... you won't tell Terry, will you?"

"Oh, baby-cakes," Gina laughed some more as she skipped to hug both of her band mates, "I won't say anything, but you do know that everyone knows, right? I mean, we know you're together."

More laughter, but she was calming down.

Chris calmed. The hug and Gina's kiss on his cheek helped, too. She took his chin in her hand and turned his face up to meet her smile. "There's nothing wrong with two people loving each other, baby."

Chris smiled back at her, then he had a thought, "Then why did you laugh at us?"

Gina thought for a moment and guffawed her big Italian-girl-from-New Jersey laugh, again, and said, "I don't know! I guess I was just so caught off guard and embarrassed that I didn't know what else to do, so, I laughed!"

She kissed them both, then ran to her room.

Margo hugged Chris tightly, "Oh, well. It could have been worse. She could have had John with her."

Chris laughed a little at that thought. "I guess."
 
Chapter 8
 

"Can we, maybe, not have camera operators right here, on the front of the stage? It will block our view of the audience and their view of us." Chris was back on stage with the girls. They were preparing to film the video for "One Less Set of Footsteps" and the rehearsal was getting more stressful than the Dusty Rose members had expected. Chris had very specific ideas about how this 'concert video' needed to look and so did the director. The problem was, the director wasn't listening to Chris's ideas. The director became dismissive of him, implying that Chris was too young, too inexperienced, too female, etc. Chris had grown belligerent as a result and Terry had been trying to calm him down. This last question didn't seem at all unreasonable to the girls, Chris had, after all, understood much more about the business than any of them had.

Chris was regretting his choice of clothes today. It was comfortable, but made him look too young in this situation. It had gotten very hot in Nashville and he knew it was going to be a long day, so Chris had chosen a plain, olive green romper that had spaghetti straps that held up a blousy top and little, white flip-flops with a little flower between the toes. He'd also stopped in at the salon and had his hair braided again. The others were all wearing shorts and tee shirts and sandals with various heel heights. Even when they'd headed out that morning, Chris caught a glimpse of all of them in a lobby mirror and and it occurred to him that he looked like the baby of the group, which, of course, he was, but, now that he needed to be 'the guy in charge,' he felt that he was being dismissed because he looked more childish than he should.

"No," the exasperated voice of the director called from the darkened, empty civic center, "we can't remove the camera operators from the front of the stage. We need the coverage."

"But, you have coverage from the floor and you can take the long shots in closer. No one needs to see the pours in my skin! I read that when The Bangles filmed the 'Walk Like an Egyptian' video, there were no cameras anywhere near the stage and you can see Susanna Hoffs' eyes leaping off the screen. These will just be in the way! I won't be able to see the audience and they won't be able to see the band!" Chris pleaded with the director.

"LOOK!" shouted the hipster-wannabe with his obnoxious chin beard and ironic, knit, wool hat that had no function in Nashville in late May other than to scream to society, 'Look at me! I'm an douche-bag.' "I was hired to make you talentless little twats look like stars and that's what I plan to do whether you like it or not!"

Everyone in the band stood and moved forward around Chris. "What did you just call us!?" shouted Gina as she ran forward with her sticks clenched in the fist of her left hand and the forefinger of her right hand pointed directly at the director. "Did you just call us 'talentless'!?"

That actually made Margo and Terry laugh a bit. They knew that Gina was sincere, but it was the 'twat' remark that had made the rest of them angry.

"Get your hipster butt up here, jackass," Gina continued to shout, "I'll show you who's untalented! You Starbucks drinking jerk!"

"All right, all right!" Terry shouted. "Everybody calm down." She turned to Margo and, in a quieter voice, said, "See if you can reach Allan on the phone."

Margo nodded and pulled out her phone, but the director continued to engage, "Call anyone you want, little girl, but this is my set and my shoot. Do what I say or get your asses back out on the streets and find yourselves a good pimp..."

"What the hell is going on in here!" was suddenly shouted from the back of the civic center. It was too dark to see that far, but the band knew the voice. It was Allan Bennett, right on cue.

Gracie, who had put her instrument into a stand long ago and was wearing yoga pants for this rehearsal, hopped down to the floor level and jogged over to Allan. Grace was currently, without question, the most level headed member of the band and certainly the coolest person in the room at the moment.

"Hi, Allan," she said, "We're having a problem with the logistics for the video. See, there's so much equipment on the front of the stage that the audience won't be able to see us and Chrissie is concerned that her performance won't be authentic because she won't be able to work the crowd, you know what I mean?"

"Uh-huh," Allan nodded and turned to the director, "and what do you think?"

"Can I ask a question," the director asked. Allan nodded, again.

"Who the fuck are you and what are you doing in my space?"

Allan smiled at the director and said, "I need to ask a question, now." He looked around and found a young woman, twenty-five-ish, light brown skin and a tee-shirt with a picture of Sheryl Crow on it. "You, young lady. Do you know who I am?"

She nodded, "Yes, sir, Mr Bennett, I know who you are."

Allan glanced at the director - still no sign of recognition.

"What's your name?"

The young woman shifted from one foot to the other, "Amanda, Mr Bennett."

"And what's your job right now, Amanda?"

"I'm the director of photography, Mr Bennett."

"And what do you think about the cameras on the stage, Amanda"

She glanced from the director to Allan and back again before answering. "To tell the truth, sir, I think that there's way too many cameras here. I think we could do everything we want to do with four, five or six cameras and a crane or a drone. Right now, we have twelve standard cameras and twelve robo-cams set up. I think that the little girl over there is right, the cameras and operators will be in the way when we bring in an audience. But... that just my opinion, sir."

"Uh-huh." Alan mused. He turned to the stage and called the girls down. As they gathered, Allan handed Grace a manila envelope and told her to open it and read it to everyone.

Grace looked the page over and read it out loud without much conviction: "Release number 19478. Units sold 1,268,745. Placement first Release number 19477. Units sold 1,167,733. Placement two.
What does this mean?"

'It means," Allan said, "release number 19477, also known as "In His Eyes" has officially gone platinum and is the number 2 song on the country charts this week..."

The faces on Chris and the girls indicated that they were ready to burst, but Allan had more to stay.

"Aaaannnndddd it means that release number 19478, also known as, "One Less Set of Footsteps" has officially also gone platinum and is the NUMBER 1 song on the country charts this week - Aaaannnndddd both songs have made it into the Top 40 at number 3 and number 6! As of this moment, ladies, you are bonafide stars! Congratulations!"

The girls screamed and hugged Chris and Allan. There was bouncing and yelling and there were a few tears of joy! How could this be happening!?!? Chris was absolutely in shock.

When the noise subsided, Allan turned back to Amanda, "Do you think you're ready to direct your first video?"

Again, her eyes flittered to the director for a moment and back to Allan, "Yes, sir, I am and I won't let you down."

"I know you won't, Amanda. You see the pretty little thing in the olive green romper?" Amanda nodded. "That's Christine. She is our golden goose, you understand? When she she asks for something, you give it to her, you got it?"

Amanda smiled. "I got it, sir."

"Great," Allan laughed, "and my name is Allan. Please - just Allan."

Then he turned to the director, "and as for you..."

"Mr Bennett, I didn't know..."

"I know and if we were just about the cameras, I'd be willing to have a conversation about a compromise. Unfortunately, though, when I came in, I heard you refer to these lovely, young ladies using some pretty derogatory terms, didn't I? That seems pretty ungentlemanly to me. So, let's do this - Why don't you get your talentless ass back out on the street where YOU belong."

The director looked around, embarrassed. "Mr Bennett, I'm really..."

"STOP!" Allan was uncharacteristically angry. "I don't want to hear another word. If you leave now, without saying another word, I'll never hire you again. If you even grunt, though, I will make it impossible for you to ever direct another music video, again."

Then, he turned to the girls and Chris, " Come on, ladies. Let's go have a nice lunch while Amanda resets the cameras.

The director stormed out as Amanda called after Allan and the band, "Thank you, Mr Bennett! Girls, if you need anything at all, just let me know!" Then she turned to the crew and took control, "Alright, guys. Let's get those cameras off the stage and move all of this gear back. I want four long shots up there, two of the robo-cams behind the stage. Jack, find me two good angles on the drummer and you, you and you find a place back here where you can each pick up one of the girls with instruments. We'll pick up the singer in the long shots..." As the door closed behind Allan and the band, they could still hear the echoes of Amanda's directions back in the hall.

"Yes, mommy, please try to get time off for Jacksonville. Chris and I really would love you to be there. We'll pay for everything. Yeah, but we can. Mommy, they've both gone platinum! We have the money, I swear! Ok. I love you, too. Let me know. Bye, bye." She pressed the 'end' button on her phone.

Terry turned to Chris, "Mom says that she's heard both songs on the radio all week. She says that everyone at the agency has bought the album and that she loves the first video, too. Chrissie, I've never heard her so excited!"

"That's great, " Chris said. "I'm glad she's happy! I wish she was here to see all of this!"

"My dad is nuts! He was crying on the phone because he was so happy!" said Margo

"My parents can't believe it," Grace said. "My mom still thinks I'm trying to learn how to play 'Horse a With No Name' in my bedroom."

Gina laughed, "Mine are the same way. My grandmother just said, 'Well, I'm glad that all that banging in the basement is finally paying off. I think she meant it to be a compliment."

Everyone laughed. Margo turned to Allan, "So, about this new director...?"

"I wasn't just picking 'anybody,' I knew Amanda was a good choice. Our VP in charge of Video Production told me that she was grooming Amanda to become a director. So, I expect she'll do a great job for you. If she doesn't, we'll fix it."

"She sure seemed ready to take over," Terry laughed. "I already like her better than the first guy."

"I liked Frank, the guy that directed the video for 'In His Eyes.' He had a lot of enthusiasm." Chris said.

"What happened to him?" Grace asked.

"Different day/different people," Allan said. "It's the nature of the business and, by the way," he turned to Chris, "I admire your integrity, but you need to get better at working WITH people - not just demanding."

"Yes, sir, Mr Bennett," Chris nodded, "but..."

"That guy was an asshole." Gina said matter of factly.

"Gina!" scolded Grace.

"What? He was!"

"Still... have some manners. Mr Bennett is our boss."

"Tsk," Gina dismissed the scolding with a wave of her hand.

"Gracie," Allan said, "I am not your boss, I'm your producer and collaborator. Yes, I own the company, but, please, never think of me as your boss. Now, Gina, I try hard to not swear, but I certainly swore like a sailor when I was your age. The thing is, though, it is a good business practice to be careful of what you say. We've already sent out your press-package and your first TV performance is on Fallon in a few days. Y'all need to remember that if a guy slips up and swears on TV, he comes off as either tough or stupid, but if a girl swears on TV, she comes off as cheap. I know that's a double standard, but it is a fact and you need to keep it in mind at all times. So, if I can give you a little advice, whenever you're out in public, watch your tongue. Ok?"

Gina leaned over and shook Allan's hand, "Point taken, Allan. I'll watch my f-ing language."

Allan laughed and looked to Gracie, "Well, it's a start, I guess. Freaking Jersey-girls."

The waitress brought five small salads and a chicken salad sandwich to the table. "Could we get another pitcher of sweet tea, please?" Grace asked and the waitress said she'd bring it right over.

They dug into their food until Gina started laughing. "Girls, we're gonna be rich!"

They all smiled and burst into laughter, too.

"What have I been saying for the past ten weeks!?" Allan said.

The waitress left a new pitcher in the middle of the table. Allan grabbed the pitcher and filled everyone's glasses. "Ladies, I'd like to make a toast." They all grabbed their glasses and held them aloft while Allan continued. "Here's to the most unlikely star I have ever met: Christine. You, little girl, have made my job very easy and surprised me at every turn. No matter what happens, always remain this surprising young woman before me. To Chris!"

"To Chris!" they echoed.

As they drank, Chris held his glass high, "To all of you. Mr Bennett, thank you for making this all possible. Gina, Margo and Gracie, thank you for accepting me and teaching me how to, you know, be a girl. And Terry, I love you so much, Sissy and I'm so glad we're doing this together - as sisters."

"To sisters!" Terry shouted!

"To sisters!" Everyone echoed.

They drank their tea and shook with excitement. All they needed to do now was finish this video, do the video with John, appear on Jimmy Fallon, perfect their 30 minute opening act and keep things moving. Sure - they could do that. Right?
 
Chapter 9
 

It was different when they took the stage to film this video. This time, the audience applauded. They knew who Dusty Rose was! They'd heard the two songs that had been released and some of them knew the whole album. The band members all smiled as broadly as possible and waved to the audience. They were actually excited to see the band.

Chris was feeling good about this shoot, now. Amanda had agreed to make this a true concert-video, so they were going to actually play the song four times for this audience and record the performances to create a video. They'd worked hard late into the evening the night before to prepare for this and for the performance with Lady Antebellum and everyone was ready to go.

He also felt good about how he looked. He was wearing the thin white dress that Jojo had made for him, this time with the red under-dress. He'd picked up a nice pair of red pumps to go with it. Pretty and fresh make up with red lips that popped off of his face and his hair was similar to Terry's but different enough so as not to be silly. He'd asked for the back of his hair to be loosely curled and to have some body in it. It looked great. He was happy, confident and, according to Allan, he'd just made his first half-million dollars. They were become a phenomenon and, although he'd dreamed of making as a singer, he'd never actually believed it would happen and he never once expected it would happen with him looking like this.

"Hi, everyone," Chris called into the microphone. "Thanks for coming out, today, to help us make this video.

A big cheer rose from the crowd. Just before going on stage, he'd found out that there were no extras in this crowd. They'd put out a call for people to come in for the shoot and the crowd were actually fans of the band who'd wanted to see and hear them.

"We are Dusty Rose," more cheers, "and this is Gina, Margo, Gracie, my sister Terry and I'm Chrissie and we're here to make some noise for y'all!"

"You rock, Chrissie!" Was shouted by a number of people from the stage left side of the front of the stage.

Chris looked to see who'd called his name and he saw Josephine, Louise, Eli, Tony, Carrie, Bucky and a whole group of familiar faces from Josephine's party waving up at him. Chris ran on his tip toes to the edge of the stage and thanked them for coming, then asked security to allow Jojo onto the stage. Once he got her up, her brought her to the microphone and said, "Ladies and gentlemen, I want to introduce you to my other sister, Josephine. She designed and made this dress for me. How about a round of applause for Jojo!?"

Again a huge round of applause.

Jojo's bow and smile made it all worth it, but the hug that she gave was so warm and sincere that it made Chris happy to have her in his life. Last night, he'd had an epiphany and he'd taken stock of everything that he had been given. Growing up, it was rare that he ever set foot in a church - his dad's funeral was the last time - but he realized that he was truly blessed to be where he was.

"Thank you, so much," she gushed.

"You deserve it," Chris shouted back to her above the crowd noise. "I love my dress."

"You look beautiful! I love you, so much!" She yelled as she kissed his cheek and gave him another big squeeze.

"I love you, too!" He yelled as she turned and ran back to the side of the stage where Bucky and one of her friends from the party helped her back down to the floor.

Suddenly, a male voice boomed through the PA system, "Alright, everyone," it was Mark's voice, he'd been brought in to record the sound on video now that it had become a "live" shoot, "we'd like to start recording the video. So, can I get a big cheer from the crowd to test my levels?"

A big cheer rose and Mark did what he needed to do.

While Mark continued his last minute adjustments, checking the instrument levels, etc, Chris glanced to the right and saw two men standing in the shadows on the edge of the stage. It was Allan and Willie. He strode over to them and accepted a hug from Allan.

"You look amazing, little girl. So grown up and beautiful. You'll knock 'em dead, I'm sure!"

Allan kissed his check as he released Chris. "Thank you, Mr Bennett and thank you for all of this."

"Once again," Allan smiled, "it's a great idea, but I would never do it with another band this early in their career. Dusty Rose just keeps breaking the mold for me, though!"

Chris smiled appreciatively, then turned to Willie and gave him a big hug and kissed his cheek. "Thank you, Uncle Willie"

Willie laughed, "Me? I didn't do anything."

Chris smiled. "You did everything. Last night, I realized what you'd been telling me."

Willie patted Chris's hair and smiled back. "That you're a beautiful woman?"

Chris blushed a bit a the compliment. "That I'm only seventeen and I am very blessed to be where I am. That I am happy with who I've become and that I am loved by a lot of people."

"Well, anyone could see that from the outside, but sometimes it's hard to stay focused when you're in the middle of struggling with your own life. Anyway, you look different, today. Better. And you know that you can come home to your auntie and me anytime that things get to be too much, right? You're a part of our life now - and forever."

"I know and I will be back as soon as I can. Right now, though, this is where I belong and, here, onstage and with my friends - I feel... right. Thank you for helping me become a woman, Uncle Willie."

Willie shook his head. "What happened to you, angel. Just the other day you were a scared little girl. Where did all this come from?"

"Last night, we rehearsed until around midnight, then we all went up to the rooftop of the hotel and sat and looked at the stars. Just the five of us. We haven't really been alone with just the five of us for weeks. After a while, we started talking about where our lives are right now and, you know, what might happen - good and bad stuff. Anyway, I realized that no one was holding me responsible for making it all work. No one would hate me if it didn't. And that I loved them all and they loved me. So, no matter what, it'll be ok."

"That's my girl," Willie hugged him again.

"Hey, Sissy, are you deaf?" Terry called to Chris. "We're ready to start. Marks been calling you on the PA."

"Oops!" He said as he stretched higher to kiss Willies' cheek, "gotta go. Love you!"

"Love you, too, sugar."

And with that, Chris took the stage, standing straight and beautiful in the white dress with the red underdress, his hair and makeup looking perfect and his lipstick color popping off of his face. The cheers grew and he waved to the audience with both of his perfectly manicure hands, then grabbed the microphone and, listening to the click-track in his earpiece -monitor, shouted out, "One... Two... One, two, three, four."

The End...
 
For now.
 

February Fantasy Fridays - 1

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February Fantasy Fridays: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2021,2025 Clara Schumann

 

Coworkers William, an accountant, and Kateri, a video game artist, are dating. The
company believes in lots of team building activities including February Fantasy
Fridays to ward off the winter doldrums. These days involve costumes and team
building activities on each of the four Fridays in February. Kat is excited to
participate as a couple, William is less enthusiastic, but might eventually come
around.


 
Author's Note: If you read this story, please leave a comment or critique? I really would like to hear back from you all at what you think of my characters in this story!~Clara.
 
This version of February Fantasy Fridays: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

"I don't know, Kat," William whined to his girlfriend that Friday afternoon in late January. "I never did anything like that for work. This is my first year at 'Firefly.' Maybe I should just sit it out this year and see what everyone else does."

"Oh, come on, Billy, don't be such a stuffed shirt," Kateri said, more than a little irritated with William's reticence. "The whole point of 'February Fantasy Fridays' is team building. In the summer we have 'Friday Field-Trips' to keep our creative juices flowing and in the dead of winter, we have this. You have to do it and I'd rather do it as a couple than by myself. It's way more fun that way. Come on! You have to do it! It's part of being a Browncoat."

William was an accountant in every sense of the word. He was analytical, methodical, fastidious - everything an accountant should be. He loved numbers and the logic they represented. There was an absolutism to math and accounting that he loved. He looked at a spreadsheet the way a doctor looked at an X-Ray. The smallest mistakes leapt out at him in the same way that a hairline fracture leapt out at a good doctor.

After college, William had spent two years working for an accounting firm that sent him to other companies to audit their books. He'd never actually set foot in the offices of the accounting firm, he just took his assignments and did the jobs. Eight months ago, though, he'd been sent to 'Firefly, LLC' to audit their books.

Firefly was a video game development company that took its name from the science-fiction-fantasy television series of the same name. They were a four year old company that had become wildly successful, but seemed to be hemorrhaging money. William was sent to Firefly to diagnose the situation and he had located the problem in less than a day. The problem was that their on-staff accountant was a thief, and not a very good one at that. William's talent and honesty had impressed the company's CEO so much that she offered William a deal that he couldn't refuse: A new job with a ludicrous salary, six weeks vacation a year and he could hire a small accounting staff if he needed to. Thus far, he'd not needed to, but that did make things a bit awkward for him. All the other Browncoats, which is what they called themselves in homage to the TV show, were these creative, computer programming types who dressed casually, played ping pong half the day in order to get their 'creative juices flowing,' worked odd hours and drank kombucha by the case. William liked his tea with a little lemon, a clean desk, a well defined routine and a nicely pressed, nicely starched shirt with a perfectly tied bow tie.

Kateri sighed. "Billy... I'm the only person you even talk to around here. When I say I'm dating Bill, most people aren't even sure who I'm talking about. You're becoming a pariah - that weird little guy who wears a tie in the office next to the conference room."

William shrugged. "I'm fine with that."

"Well, you shouldn't be!" Kateri found Billy very attractive in a very odd way. He was her exact opposite. She was tall, beautiful, shapely, outgoing, talkative, creative and, at times, even a little flighty. She wasn't a game programmer, she was an illustrator and character artist. She adored the work and camaraderie or the office. Billy was just as smart, probably creative in his own way, short, slender and as shy as a child. "These are nice people, Billy, and they'd like to be your friend. Not participating is just going to put more distance between you and them. Trust me, Billy. You need to do this."

William was frustrated with this whole thing. Why couldn't these people just show up and do their jobs!? Why did everything have to have a theme associated with it!? It was all such a pain in the tush. A distraction from accomplishing what they needed to do. He grunted and sat in his desk chair. "What would this involve, then? I'm not wearing one of those inflatable T-Rex costumes or anything like that. Nothing that will get in the way of doing my job."

Kateri smiled. She'd won and she knew it. "Ok..." she thought for a second. "I have an idea to kick things off. You know how much I love old TV shows, right?" He did know, indeed. Kateri would spend her evenings watching shows from the 60s, 70s, 80s and 90s and laughing out loud as if they were brand new episodes. "Well, I have this really revealing gown. I could wear that, straighten my hair and plump up my lips and go as Cher. I could find you a suit from the 70s and you could be Sonny Bono. How does that sound?"

"Sonny Bono?" William looked blankly at his girlfriend. "Who's that?"

Kateri laughed out loud. "You're kidding right? Sonny Bono. You know - Sonny and Cher? 'I Got You, Babe?'" Seriously?"

He shook his head.

"Oh, for crying out loud, Billy," Kateri grabbed his laptop and did a quick Google search for images of the famous duo. "Look. Sonny and Cher."

It wasn't that bad, William figured. Besides, the woman was taller than the man, so it would work that way, too. "So... what... I need to get a wig and a mustache?"

"I'll take care of getting a mustache from the costume store, but I think you have enough hair to brush it into a bowl-cut for a day. We'll just spray it black with temporary hair color and you'll be good to go."

"Ok," William nodded relieved that it wasn't that big a deal.

"And after we get that costume pulled together, we'll work on something for the second week." Kateri headed for the door.

"Wait!" William's eyes were wide open. "THE SECOND WEEK!? How many weeks are we talking about?"

Kateri stopped and smiled. "There are four Fridays in February, Billy. It's a weekly event through February. And it's fun, Billy! I swear, you'll have a great time. We'll work a half day, then have a kind of party to kick off the weekend. It'll be fun!"

William shook his head. What a foolish waste of time and resources, but no one was asking his opinion, so... "Alright, but let's not go crazy. Ok?"

She winked at him and smiled. "You got it!"
 

~^~

 

"Is that you, Angela?" William's mother called from upstairs.

"No, it's me, mom!" William called up. "William." He took his satchel style briefcase off of his shoulder and stored it on the hook on the back of the hallway closet door.

"Oh, Willy," his mother called down, again. "Can you come here and zip me up? I have a dinner engagement tonight and I need to get going pretty soon."

William sighed and climbed the stairs, wishing his younger sister had arrived home before him. When he arrived in his mother's room, he found her sliding her feet into a very classy pair of black pumps. "Zip me up, Willy, please." His mother turned her back to him and presented the open back of the dress to him for him to close.

Williams took hold of the bottom of the zipper track in his left hand and ran the zipper up with his right.

"Thank you, Willy," his mother turned and said, "Well? What do you think?"

His mother looked lovely, as usual. She was wearing a dark green dress that had a lace overlay around the skirt, making a fairly simple, form fitting top gliding into an elegant and loose bottom. "You look great, mom. What's the occasion?"

"Oh, nothing too exciting," she laughed, although she was obviously excited about whatever she was doing that evening. "That very handsome Mr Cronin who goes to our church asked me to accompany him to see Michael Bublé performing at Mohegan Sun down in Connecticut tonight."

"Wow," he smiled at her enthusiasm. "Did this all just happen today?"

"In fact, it did," she was nearly giggling. "It seems that a client came into Mr Cronin's business today and gave him the tickets. Mr Cronin said that I was the first person he thought of as a date. Isn't that sweet? Here, come and sit at my vanity with me while I do my makeup and we can talk."

William's mother was a perennial dater who'd never been married. William and his sister were, in fact, half siblings with different fathers, but that didn't matter to them. They were as close as any brother and sister could be. Mr Cronin, a charming divorcé who had moved to their area and joined their church about a year ago, was exactly his mother's type. Tall, handsome and financially stable. William and Angela didn't consider their mother promiscuous, per se, just... fun loving. She loved to flirt and date and enjoy her freedom and at forty-six years old, she was still quite a beautiful woman.

When they were seated, she looked at her son and said, "So... tell me about this girl you've been seeing. Katarina, isn't it?"

"Kateri," he corrected her. "She's great, mom. I honestly don't know what she sees in me, but she's great."

His mother began applying her base. "Do you have a picture of her?"

"Sure," William pulled out his phone and called up a photo, showing it to his mother.

"Oh, my, yes, Willy, she is just lovely, but isn't she..." she stopped and smiled. "I can't wait to meet her."

William smirked. "Yes, mom. You can say it. She is a little taller than me."

"Willy, that girl is more than 'a little' taller than you. She must be five ten, at least, and you're, what, five two?"

"Five three, mom, and you know it," he chuckled. This was always his mother's favorite tease. It only irked him a little, but he had to admit that his lack of height and Kateri's surplus of it did make them a slightly odd looking couple. "The fact that she is taller than me doesn't bother her and it doesn't bother me, so go ahead and joke about it if you want."

"Of course it doesn't bother you," his mother went to work on her eyes, "when you stand next to her, your face is the same height as her breasts. What man wouldn't love that?"

"Ok, that's enough, mom," William couldn't help but smile at that, though. He did like being near Kateri's breasts.

"Oh, look at him blush," came from the doorway. William's younger sister, Angela, had arrived. "I think you hit pretty close to home, mom." She kissed her mother's cheek. "Why all dressed up?"

Their mother explained her plans to go to a concert, which Angela found very exciting. Then she looked at her brother. "What about you and your new friend? It's Friday night. No big plans?"

William shook his head. "No. Kateri is going out with college friends tonight. We're going to dinner at Elliot's tomorrow night."

"Ooh, fancy," Angela teased. "You're still blushing, though, Willy. I don't see why. I mean, I'm a lot taller than you, too, and when I stand next to you, you my breasts are right there, too. You should be used to it at this point. You must really like this new girl."

If possible, William's blush grew even deeper as he smiled. "I do. She's... amazing. She's smart, funny, talented, beautiful... I really, REALLY like her."

"That's sweet, honey," his mother smiled, but her tone and expression indicated that she thought of William's passionate longing for this woman as nothing more than a childish crush. She turned to her daughter and asked, "What about you? Off on a date with that boy Matt tonight?"

Angela sighed. "Afraid not. He got called in to work. We were going to a movie, but not anymore. I think he's working tomorrow night, too. I think my whole weekend is shot to hell, now." She sighed again. "He loves being an EMT and all, but his schedule just sucks. I guess it's just not a good time for him to be dating."

Her mother patted Angela's jean covered knee. "I keep telling you, dear - There's lots of good fish in the sea. If Matt doesn't want to make time to be with you, then go find someone who will."

"Mom, it's not that he doesn't want to be with me, it's just his job. But... I guess you're right. I don't think it's going to happen for us."

"Then find someone with a better job, Angela," their mother acted as if this was a perfectly logical way to consider romantic attachments - if something is inconvenient, move along.

Angela and William exchanged looks and shook their heads at their mother's shallow view of love.

"Well," Angela changed the subject, "since mom's going out and neither of us have dates, why don't you let me take you out to dinner, 'little' brother?"

William stood and shook his head. "Very fun. I am your 'big' brother and I would love to go to dinner with you, but only under two conditions. One: I pay. You don't even have a part time job. And two: You knock off that 'little brother' stuff. I'm two years older than you."

"A year and ten months," Angela corrected him, "but you've been my 'little' brother since I turned fifteen. Don't fight it, little guy. It's just the way things are."

William knew that a fight over this could last hours, so, instead, he checked his watch and said, "If we leave now, we can probably get to that Mexican place over on Fourth Street before it gets crowded. Sound good?"

"Sounds good!" Angela agreed. "Why don't you drive? Oh, wait! You can't! I'll drive instead."

William did, in fact have a license, but driving was something that stressed him out terribly and, since there were so many taxis, Uber and Lyft drivers around, why get stressed when he could just use an app to get from point A to point B? It made good sense, both economically and for his and everyone else's safety. "Very funny. Let me change and we can go."

Angela started to exit the room with her brother, but her mother stopped her by asking, "Angie, how did that interview for that internship go?"

The girl sighed. "I don't know, mom. Since my first assignment fell through, I'm really behind the curve finding anyplace to get my business credits. I've had four interviews this week and nothing. I've got three more interviews next week, too, but... who knows. I may not even be able to graduate in May if I can't find a place to take me."

Her mother shook her head. "Don't worry, honey. Something will come up."

Angela nodded. "I hope so."
 

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Kateri sat at the round table at the restaurant laughing with her college friends. There were six of them in total. They'd been drinking pitchers of margaritas for over an hour and had only had corn chips and salsa for food, so they were feeling no pain at all.

"To Wellesley College!" Ashley, the athletic one with very short hair held up her glass in a toast. "They took our parents money and made us the women we are today!"

"To Wellesley!" The others joined in.

"To Kaitlyn!" Kim toasted. "Six more months of freedom before she ties the knot!"

"To Kaitlyn!" They all toasted.

"Ok, ok," Kateri, who was the closest to sober amongst the women calmed her friends down. "We're getting kind of loud. Let's not get thrown out before the food arrives."

They all laughed at their friend. "And what about you, Saint Kateri?" Margaret said, as another woman refilled everyone's glasses. "You're the only one left to get married. Any prospects?"

"I tried to fix her up with my brother, Victor," Marta said, in a tipsy giggle, "but she wasn't interested."

"Not interested?" Ashley was astounded. "Why not? Are you too good for for her brother?"

"She said she didn't like him because he plays bass in band," Marta explained.

"No," Kateri corrected her friend. "I said I didn't like him because he plays bass in a lousy KISS cover band." She looked back to Margaret. "That's all he does. He plays video games all week and then puts on makeup and pretends to be Gene Simmons in a terrible band. You should hear them! I mean, KISS sets a pretty low bar for excellent and these guys can't even get that good!"

"But he's cute, though, right?" Marta giggled some more.

"In that 'drinks too much, going to get fat and lose his hair in few years' kind of way, sure, but... forgive me... I'd like someone a little more interesting to spend the rest of my life with. Maybe someone with a career and prospects for happy life would be better than someone who always has a spot of white or black makeup in his ears at all times. I know that sounds awfully picky, but that's how I am."

Everyone laughed louder than the statement deserved.

"So..." Margaret asked.

"'So,' what?" Kateri asked in return.

"So..." Margaret folded her arms. "... is there someone vying for your Mr Right? The perfect man?"

Kateri smiled and blushed a little. "In fact... yes. There is someone. We've only dated for a few months, but I really like him."

The women all got excited. "Come on, come on, come on," Ashley encouraged, like an excited middle-schooler, "give us the deets! What's he look like? What does he do? Show us a picture! Come on!"

Kateri smiled. "Well... his name is Billy. He's an accountant at Firefly. He's really sweet. Polite. Funny. Smart. I really like him."

"Ooh" the others all said with practiced excitement.

"Is he handsome?" Marta asked.

Kateri thought for a moment. "Yes, but... I'd say more 'cute' than handsome."

Another 'ooh' sounded with exactly the same inflection as before.

"Cute, like Harry Styles cute, or cute like Jonathon Taylor Thomas in 1995 cute?" Kim asked.

"Picture!" Margaret demanded. "We need to see a picture!"

Kateri sighed as she pulled out her phone, finding a picture she'd taken in which they were both seated, minimizing the height difference. She handed the phone to Margaret and the rest crowded around to see the photo. Kateri was shocked when they all grew silent.

"Huh," Ashley let out.

"What?" Kateri asked, knowing that Billy's look wasn't exactly the tall, strong, handsome appearance that most women wanted, but she thought he was cute as a button.

"Well, nothing, I guess," Ashley shrugged. "He's just not what I expected. He's... young."

"Real young," Kaitlyn giggled. "What is he, like fifteen? I mean, there's nothing wrong with dating a younger guy, Kat, but you're going to have to finish raising this one. I sure do hope that you have a nice dress for junior prom."

Before Kateri could defend her new boyfriend, Margaret said, "He's got a Beatle haircut, Kat. He's not exactly what we expected from the girl who dated 'Big' John Seymour in college. He's kind of a runt."

"Hey, stop it!" Kat pulled her phone away from her friends. "First off, I've never dated a guy who treated me with as much respect as Billy, does. Secondly, he's twenty four, he just looks young. Thirdly, yes, he is small, but so what? I'm bigger than most girls and that doesn't bother him at all. He was intimated by me for a little while, but then he asked me out to lunch one day, we got to know each other and became friends almost immediately. A few weeks after that we started dating and... well, to be perfectly honest with you, I really, really hope that this leads to something big. I like this guy. I like him a lot, so... come on. Don't make fun of him."

The mood at the table had become a little somber. The girls felt bad about being too judgmental about Kat's new beau. "Ok, Kat," Ashley said. "We're sorry. We'll be good. We're happy for you."

"Yeah, sorry, Kat," Margaret agreed, but a smile played across her lips. "He does have a Beatle's haircut, though."

"Actually," Kat smiled, "it's kind of a Justin Bieber haircut that grew out. But it's going to be great for a couples costume we're doing for work."

"What's the costume?" Ashely asked.
 

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"Sonny and Cher," William told Angela as their waiter brought them a plate of quesadillas to share as an appetizer. "Kat thinks it'll be good for me to take part in more office events. She says that I hide in my office too much."

"Hmm," Angela considered as she pulled a piece of quesadilla free. "You are a bit of an introvert, Willy. I mean, I don't know what you're like at work, but I know what you're like in public. You've always been pretty shy. Maybe this new girlfriend of yours will be a good influence on you. She's taller than you, right?"

William swallowed a bit of the cheesy appetizer. "Yeah. Why?"

Angela shrugged. "Because Sonny was shorter than Cher. So, it sounds like a good costume idea. Where are you getting your costume?"

Now it was William's turn to shrug. "Kat says that it'll be easy to find something at a used clothing place. She's going out shopping tomorrow."

"Are you going, too?" She asked this with more urgency than William expected.

"I don't think so. Why?"

His sister sighed. "Oh, nothing. I just really love going to Goodwill and The Salvation Army stores. Even Savers. You never know what you'll find. If you were going, I was going to tag along."

At this point, a group of women, who had obviously had a good deal to drink, let out a burst of laughter from the back of the restaurant, causing both siblings to glance in that direction.

William shook his head. "Jerks. They act like there's no one else in the restaurant."

Angela laughed. "See, Willy! That's so you. You need to lighten up, little brother. Let people enjoy themselves."

William bristled again at the 'little brother' remark. "Angie, come on. I am not your 'little' brother. I hate it when you say that."

"And I will continue to say it until you lighten up, Willy. I am bigger than you, face it. I'm taller than you, I've got at least twenty pounds on you... you ARE my little brother. Yes, you are my OLDER brother, too, but 'little' is a descriptor of size, not age. Face facts, Willy, and lighten up."

Just then, their food arrived and William waited for the waitress to leave before he responded. When she'd departed, William leaned forward and said, "Maybe having dinner together wasn't a great idea."

Angela shrugged. "Maybe, but I'm being very convivial, Willy. You're being a stick in the mud. You're the one being reactionary to everything I say. I'm being charming as hell." She batted her eyes at him.

"Yeah, well, could we please lay off of the commentary about my size? It's something I live with everyday and I don't need the people I love shoving it down my throat every chance they get."

Angela smiled as she prepared to eat her food. "Ok. I'm sorry. I was just having some fun. So... tell me about this girl? When am I going to meet her?"

"Soon, I imagine," William picked up his own fork. "I don't have a lot of experience at these things, but I think that she should probably meet my family pretty soon."

His sister smiled at that sentence, but chose not to point out that Willy had NO experience at these things. He'd never dated a girl longer than one or two dates and she knew for a fact that he still a virgin. Instead, she asked, "Does she know that you still at home?"

He nodded as he wiped his lips. "She does. She knows that this is my first real job, though, too, so she understands." William then surprised his sister. "To tell you the truth, I've been looking at a condo over off of Salisbury Street. Nothing extravagant, but nice. I'm not one hundred percent sure that I want to go that route, yet, but it's a nice part of the city."

"Nice?" Angela laughed. "Salisbury Street is down right ritzy, Willy! That's great! If you decide to buy one, when would you move?"

"They're still being built," he shrugged. "Probably a year or so before I could move in."

"Still, though," Angela nodded, "that's great news!"
 

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"Can I see that picture, again?" Ashley asked Kateri.

"Why? You want to tease me about him some more? Honest to God, if you ever met Billy, you'd love him. He's a really nice guy!"

"No," Ashley scowled. "Just let me see."

Kateri showed her the photo again.

"Huh..." was the woman's only response.

"'Huh...' what?" Kateri asked, irked.

"Well," Ashley pointed across the restaurant, "it's just that I think I see the guy in this picture sitting right over there."

"What?" They all asked together, looking in the direction that Ashley had indicated.

"Where?" Kateri asked.

"Near the mural of the pyramid," Ashley said, "and... he's not alone."

"What?" Kateri turned in her chair and searched the room before spotting William sitting at a table with a very attractive woman.

"Uh, oh!" Margaret gloated, just a little. "Looks like your new beau has a wandering eye."

"No, no..." Kateri sputtered. She and William had only been dating a short time, but she thought that they had an understanding. Was he cheating on her? "What the hell?"

She stood and took a step to cross the room, but Margaret grabbed her arm. "Wait. What are you doing?"

"I'm confronting him and I'm going to tell that woman that he's cheating of both of us."

Before her friends could stop her, Kateri moved quickly through the restaurant, arriving at William and Angela's table in seconds.

From their place in the back of the restaurant, the college friends watched as Kateri, arms on her hips, stood next to the table, her head moving quickly at first. But then she seemed to relax. The small man at the table stood and kissed Kateri's cheek, then she shook hands with the woman before taking an empty chair at the table and joining the two people she'd just planned on attacking.

"Well, that's a bit anticlimactic," Ashley said, disappointedly.

"What the hell!?" Kim moaned. "I thought there was going to be a cat fight."

At the table, Kateri laughed. "No. I had no idea that Billy had a sister. Billy, you shouldn't keep secrets like that. Well, Angie, you're just beautiful. So tell me - What do you do?"

Angela smiled and said, "Actually, I'm still in college. I'm a full time student and I used to work part time at Bradley's Beauty Supplies over in the plaza on L Street."

"Oh, my God, I go there all the time!" Kateri was very enthusiastic in her conversation with Angela, which actually made William feel a little left out. "I'm sure that I've run into you there!"

"Possibly," his sister smiled. "Who knows? Maybe I actually helped you, once or twice."

"I think you have, actually! My heavens, what a coincidence. Billy, your sister is just adorable! Why have you been keeping her a secret?"

William sputtered. "I... I haven't... we just haven't spoken much about our families."

Kateri rolled her eyes at Angela. "He's so quiet, isn't he? Did he even tell you about our first couples costume for next Friday?"

"Yes, Sonny and Cher, right?" Angela laughed. "I can't wait to see Willy with a mustache!"

"I know, right? And stacked heels like they wore back then. I'm going thrift store shopping for his costume tomorrow. Want to come with me?"

"Yes!" Angela was thrilled.

"Great!" Kateri smiled. "I'll pick you up at ten tomorrow morning. Sound good?"

"Great!"

"Wonderful!" Kateri stood. "I should get back, to my friends. I'll bring them by on the way out so you can meet them." She kissed William's cheek. "By babe."

"Bye," he said as she left.

"Babe?" Angela laughed. "This is serious!"
 

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"It's perfect!" Angela said as Kateri showed her a white, three piece suit that she found at the local Goodwill store the next morning. "That and a wide collared black shirt and you have the perfect nineteen seventies leisure suit, just like in all those pictures of Sonny and Cher.'

"You're right. It's even got bell bottoms. I love it!" Kateri bit her lip. "There is one issue, though. It's a woman's pantsuit. Do you think he'll wear it?"

Angela shrugged and smiled. "Why not? It's just a costume, right? I mean there'll be other people wearing goofy clothes, right? Men in dresses? Women in suits? This isn't so bad, really. It just looks like a suit. If no one looks too closely, no one will even notice."

Kateri smiled. "I think you're right. I couldn't find a size small, black shirt in the men's section. I looked for an extra large in the boys' section, too, but nothing. We'll have to find one to go with this."

"Hmm... I think I saw the perfect thing." Angela hustled over to the juniors' section, where she'd just been searching for things to fit herself, and shuffled a few things around before pulling out a shiny, black, wide collared blouse made of some sort of artificial silk material. "What do you think?"

Kateri took the blouse and slid it under that suit jacket. "You're right! It's perfect!"

"Alright, then! Let's find some of those block-heeled shoes men wore in the seventies!"
 

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William had slept late, well, late for William. He'd gotten up at eight forty five that Saturday morning and gone for a good long walk to clear his mind. He returned home after eleven to find his house empty. Angela had sent him a text explaining that she was leaving with Kateri to go thrift shop shopping. His mother had been asleep when he left, but was no where to be found at that moment.

He showered and dressed in a clean pair of chinos and a polo shirt. When he took his clothes into the laundry room and opened the hamper, he noticed that it was two thirds full with dirty clothes. Laundry was Angela's chore, but she had obviously decided to go out thrift store shopping with William's girlfriend rather than do her chores. He sighed and shook his head. Rather than get upset, though, he pulled out the clothes and moved to the washer. He opened the lid, but was met with a load of damp clothes. Apparently, his sister had decided to do just part of her chores before heading out. He rolled his eyes and put down his load on top of the dryer. He moved the wet clothes into the dryer, started it, then started the new load in the washer.

Just then, his phone rang. It was Angela. He pushed the 'accept' button and said, "Hey, Ang. You know what I found in the laundry? A hamper full of dirty clothes and a washer full of wet ones. You know, you can't just leave clothes in the washer, Ang. They'll mildew and..."

"Yeah, yeah, yeah," his sister interrupted. "I'll finish that when I get home, but that's not why I called. What size shoes do you wear?"

"What?"

"What? Do I stutter? What size shoes do you wear?"

William hated it when Angie acted that way, like she was a big shot or something. "I, umm... I wear a size six snd a half. Why?"

"Because you need shoes for your costume and we found the perfect ones." She spoke to someone else in the same space as her. "He wears a six and a half. Yeah, in men's size. Thank you."

"Ang! Ang!" William called into the phone. "What do you mean, 'men's size?'"

"Oh, don't worry," Angela returned to talking to her brother. "They're unisex shoes. He just wanted to know which size."

"Who?"

"The shoe salesman, of course," she laughed. "Why would anyone else need to know."

"Salesman? I thought you were shopping at thrift shops. What salesman are you talking to?"

"The one at the shoe store," Angela spoke as if she was frustrated with his thickness. "We found the perfect suit and shirt at the thrift shop, but those shoes that they wore in the seventies are hard to find. Kat knew of a place that had classic styles. You're going to love these, Willy. They're perfect!"

"Oh, ok," William nodded for no reason, really. "Alright, but don't spend a lot of money, ok. This is all just supposed to be for fun."

"Always watching the numbers, aren't you, little brother?"

William decided not to rise to her insult. "Is Kat there? Can I talk to her?"

"Sorry, no. She went across the street to the costume shop to get a wig for herself and a mustache for you. I have to tell you, Willy, you have GREAT taste in women. Kat is awesome! And boy is she into you, Willy! You two may make a weird looking couple, but you sure seem made for each other. I gotta run. I'll see you later."

"Wait! What do you mean? She's into me? What did she say? Angie! Angie!" But she was already gone. William looked at the wall in front of him and spoke to no one in particular. "She's into me? Well... alright, Angela... I guess I can do your chores for you this one time." He smiled and nodded until his nodding turned into a cocky bobbing his upper body. "Kateri is into me! Well, alright, alright, alright!"
 

~^~

 

"You got the shoes! Billy told you what size to get?" Kateri smiled as Angela entered the costume store holding a shoe box. "And he was ok with them being women's shoes?"

"I didn't tell him," Angela smiled. "When he heard me talking to the salesman, I told him they were unisex shoes and he just said not to spend too much."

"Cool," Kateri smiled. "We're gonna look so good! Check out my wig. It screams 'Cher,' right? I just need some of that black spray hair color for Billy's hair. I love his light brown hair, but it needs to be black for Friday."

As Kateri grabbed a few cans of the spray-dye, Angela asked, "Is there a prize or anything for best costume?"

"No," Kateri smiled. "It's just a team building thing. Friendly competition among office workers."

"And a chance to get Willy to loosen up a bit, right?"

Kateri smiled, and then considered her next question before asking. "Has...has he always been so... uptight? I mean, don't get me wrong, I think he's awesome, but he is... tightly wound, if you know what I mean."

"Oh, I know exactly what you mean. Willy is the kind of guy who likes his world to be perfectly orderly and for everything to run on a schedule. His idea of 'fun' is playing a video game online with someone in Japan or Australia."

Kateri smiled at that. He was a quirky guy, no doubt about it, but he was awfully cute and she had fun when they went out together. "So... am I his first girlfriend?"

"No," Angie laughed. "You're his... third, I guess, but I can tell that he feels differently about you than the first two. Well, in the name of transparency, girlfriend number one was in his freshman year of high school. She was an honor student and kind of cute, but in his sophomore year, she grew a lot taller than him. I think they actually broke up because she was embarrassed by him."

Kateri nodded and waited.

"The other one was in college. I only met her, like, two or three times and I didn't like her at all. I think she just used him to do her work for her, but when she broke up with him... well, Willy was pretty crushed."

She nodded again. "Well... I don't plan on breaking up with him any time soon. To be honest, Angie... I think I've really fallen for Billy. I don't know why... I mean... he's certainly nothing like any guy I've ever dated before, but there's something about him that I find... wonderful."

A grin spread across Angela's face. "Aww... that's so sweet."

Kateri blushed a little. "Ok, ok. Let's pay for this stuff and get out of here. I'll take you to my place and show you my Cher costume. You can give me your opinion. Then, I'll drive you home and we can see if everything fits Billy."

They headed to the register, but Kateri stopped as they approached an elaborate display of about a dozen couples costumes. They were not the usual, bagged costumes that were available in any costume shops, these were nicely made, beautifully constructed costumes of famous couples throughout history and couples celebrated in movies and TV shows. "Oh, wow! Look at these. They're all so beautiful. I wonder if I could get Billy to wear one of these."

Angela blinked. "You already have all the things you need to be Sonny and Cher. Why would you need him to wear one of those?"

"It's 'February Fantasy Fridays,' Angie. We need four costumes. One for each of the Fridays in February. Look at that one. The 'Toy Story' set. Woody's costume is great, but the Bo Peep one is adorable. Look at all that lace. I'd love to wear something that pretty. And that combination of Napoleon and Josephine! Both of those are so elegant."

"Can I help you ladies?" A salesperson arrived. She smiled and continued, "I see you spotted our elite costumes. These are all made here by our staff and are designed to look as much like the real thing as possible."

"They're beautiful," Kateri smiled. "How much do they cost to rent?"

"It depends on the costumes." The saleswoman grabbed a narrow notebook and handed it to Kateri. "Here is a list of what we have available - The character costumes, sizes, prices, etcetera. There are a lot more available than just these. Take a look and let me know if you have questions."

Both women looked at the lists of available costumes. "Geez, a lot of these prices are really reasonable," Kateri said, shocked. "Not the Napoleon and Josephine set, or the Princess Di and Prince Charles wedding set, but a lot of the rest of them are pretty well priced. Look at this selection - Bonnie and Clyde, Anthony and Cleopatra, John and Yoko... these are great and all at good prices. It would have been cheaper and easier to have rented a costume than to have done all this shopping."

"Yeah, but," Angela flipped through a few pages, "none of the men's costumes are small enough for Willy."

"Argh," Kateri growled and grimaced. "Damnit. I would have loved to have done one of these really fancy ones, just once, you know." She seemed disappointed for a few moments, then gave a resigned shrug. "Oh, well. Let's pay for this stuff and get going."

As Kateri was punching her ID number into the debit card machine, she glanced back at the lovely, handmade costumes and thought about how cool it would be to show up to work in something like that. One of the quirks of working with a bunch of game nerds is that they shared a lot of the same nerdy interests as each other and one thing that they all seemed to love was cosplay. Since she was thirteen, Kateri had loved attending any kind of event that involved costumes and having the best costume at these events was its own reward. God, those costumes were so... perfect. If only...

"Miss? Miss?" The cashier said, waking Kateri from her thoughts.

"Yes? What?"

"You need to accept the amount, please."

"Oh, sorry." She punched the correct key and removed her debit card as Angela gathered the bags together and they headed to the car.

When they reached their parking space, Kateri pulled out her key fob, pressed a button and the trunk popped open. Angela placed the bags in the trunk and then realized that Kateri was staring back into the windows of the costume shop.

"Kat? Kat? Earth to Kat? Did we forget to get something in there?"

"Huh?" Kat turned and looked at her new friend. "I'm sorry I was just thinking about something. Hang on. I'll be right back."
 

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William was in the kitchen ironing his shirts when the back door opened and in walked his sister and his girlfriend, both talking a mile a minute.

"Oh, Billy. Hi!" Kateri smiled, seeing her beau. "You know how to iron. That's awesome."

A little embarrassed to have been caught doing his chores, well, actually it was Angie's chore, William shrugged. "Everyone 'knows' how to iron, Kat. It's not like a talent that someone has." He accepted a kiss on his cheek.

"I don't," she giggled. "Honestly, I don't really know how to do laundry, either. I just send everything out to a service."

William was shocked. "A service? Isn't that a huge amount of money to spend on something you could just as easily do on your own?"

"Says the guy with a license who refuses to drive," Angela teased.

"Ooh, touché!" Kateri high-fived the younger woman. "I like your sister, Billy. She's pretty, smart and funny - the three most important things I require in a friend."

William just nodded, uncertain as to whether or not a reply was actually required.

"Ok." Kateri unloaded the items they'd purchased to show William. "We got you this great, white suit, made from some fabric that was obviously developed in a laboratory. It is complete with wide lapels and bell bottoms. We got you this great, black shirt with a wide, pointy collar - also made from a cloth developed at DuPont - AND we got you these cool, two inch heeled, disco-tastic pair of shoes in shiny, black pleather. All perfectly preserved in brand new condition because they were made from indestructible material, all thanks to the advances in fossil fuel technology during the second half of the last century. Cool, huh?"

Honestly, William had no idea how he should respond to Kateri's excitement. He really was not a huge fan of getting all dressed up in a costume for any reason, let alone going to work. "Yeah. Great, I guess." He shrugged and looked at the clothing.

"I told you he wouldn't be excited," Angela chuckled as she grabbed the suit pants and shook them out. "Here. Go put these on and we can try all the rest of it out here."

"What? Now? You want me to put this stuff on now? Why?"

Kateri took the trousers from Angela and pushed them against William's chest, forcing him to take them from her. "Because we need to make sure that everything fits correctly, silly." She turned him and pointed him towards the lavatory that was visible a few feet down the hallway. "Go on. Change your pants and we'll see if everything looks good."

With a shrug, he headed down the hallway.

Angela shut off the iron as Kateri laid each part of the outfit over the back of a chair.

"Ummm... there's something wrong with these pants," came from behind the bathroom door.

"What's wrong with them?" Angela hurried to the door to offer any help, if possible.

"There's no zipper."

"What!? Of course there's a zipper."

"No, Angie, there isn't. The fly on the front it just a decoration. There is no zipper."

She shook her head. "That isn't possible. Hand them out to me and let me see."

The door opened a crack and William's hand appeared, holding the white pants. Angie took them, and looked at them. He was right. The fly on the front of the pants was just a decoration. Well, how the hell...? Then she saw it. A very small, delicate fly on the left hip. She grimaced and showed the problem to Kateri who made the same face. They'd hoped to have William at least partially dressed before explaining that the suit was actually a woman's pantsuit.

Angela pulled down the zipper and handed it back in to her brother. "Here you go. The zipper is on the left hip. If you have a problem with it, I'll help you."

It only took a couple of moments for a voice to shout from inside the lavatory, "Hey! These are women's pants."

Angela rolled her eyes, but Kateri was quick to respond. "I'm sorry, Billy, but it's the right size and it's the absolute perfect style for the costume idea. Please, just try them on. I promise, I won't embarrass you. If they look bad, we'll do something else. Ok?"

"Besides," Angela shouted, "they're just pants. No different than what you wear everyday."

"Oh, yeah?" The voice from behind the door said. "No pants I ever wore had silk linings and none of them have a silver tag with the words 'Sassy Lassie' sewn into it. I'd better not look stupid."

A few minutes later, William emerged from the bathroom, stocking footed and wearing the pants which looked just fine, if, perhaps, just a bit too long.

"They fit!" Kateri clapped her hands. "Fantastic!"

"They don't look stupid, do they?" William asked, trying to see how they fit.

"They look perfect!" Kateri smiled and kissed his cheek before looking more closely at the pants. The bell bottoms were a little wider than Sonny Bono wore in the pictures and the pants were just a little too long, but so what? It was all close enough and the heeled shows would take care of the extra pant length. This would work!

"Here, try this on, too." Angela was holding the black shirt open for William. He went to put his arm into a sleeve, but his sister chastised him. "Take off your polo shirt, first, Willy. It won't fit over that."

William pulled the shirt off, revealing the sleeveless, wide-beater style, white shirt beneath. "Can I leave this on?" He asked a bit irked.

"Yes," Angie helped him slide his arms into the garment.

The shirt, like the suit, was of a synthetic fabric that felt odd to William.

"Here, let me button that for you," Kateri said as she began the process.

William looked at the shirt with it's slightly-longer-than-usual cuffs and it's slightly-puffy sleeves at the shoulders and cuffs and the realized that the buttons were on the wrong side of the shirt opening and he said, "Hey! This is a woman's blouse!"

"And it's the only black shirt that had a collar like this one does," Kateri explained.

"It'll be under your jacket and vest, anyway," Angela pointed out. "No one will see anything but the collar. Relax."

"And besides," Kateri finished buttoning the blouse as high up as the buttons went, which left a bit of room to display a woman's cleavage, "I guarantee you that at least a few guys will be dressed in complete drag. A few always are. No one will notice, and if they do, they'll just think it's a fun way to make the costume work. Trust me, Billy, if you just go with the flow, you'll have a great time."

William huffed and looked at the clothes he was wearing so far. "Alright, but the pants are too long and can we at least take the shoulder pads out of the shirt?"

"We'll see," Kateri agreed, "but men's suit coats had padded shoulders back then, anyway, so... let's see how everything looks when it's all on."

"I can help with the pant length," Angela offered as she grabbed the shoe box and pulled out the heels shoes they'd picked out for him. "Once you put these on, your pants will be the right length."

The faux leather design of the shoe was pretty basic. The kind of inexpensive shoe that any man or woman might wear, but the chunky heel was definitely a woman's shoe heel. "Oh, come on! This is too much. No one would believe that those are men's' shoes."

Kateri sighed and looked at Angie. "Show him the picture."

Angela pulled her phone from her purse and opened it to the picture of Sonny and Cher that they'd been using all day as a costume guide. She showed it to William.

"Look at that," Kateri pointed at the screen. "Same style pants, shirt collar and shoes that we got you. See? We're nearly there, Billy. Please just relax and let's have some fun with this. Everyone at Firefly loves cosplay. They're all going to love this costume."

There was no denying it. The clothes that the girls had provided him were pretty darned similar to the ones in the photo of the famous singers. "Alright, alright, I'm sorry."

Taking that as permission to proceed, Angela knelt to put a shoe onto William's left foot. After a moment of struggling, Kateri asked, "What's the matter? Don't they fit?"

"No, I think they probably do, but it's these cotton socks. They're too thick. Willy, do you have any nylon socks? You know, dress socks?"

William thought for a moment. "No. All my socks are like these. I have several pairs of the same ones in white and some in black. Why?"

Angela looked at Kateri and explained as she stood. "I have some black knee-highs. I'll be right back." She disappeared down the hall and up the stairs.

"Ok, let's try the vest." His girlfriend held up the vest and William slid his arms through the holes. As she started buttoning it, she stopped and said, "Oops. Take it off."

William did as he was told, but asked, "Why?"

"Darts."

"Darts? What do mean?"

Kateri inspected the vest for a moment and said, "Do you have a sharp pair of scissors or, like, a sharp paring knife? I need to pull a couple of seams. See, look here. They sewed in a little seam here, where a woman's bust would be, so that it would accentuate her figure. That's called 'a dart.' I'll pull the seam and it'll lay flat on your chest. We may have to pull it tight in the back, but it'll look right in the front."

"Ok," William said, relieved that she would remove that feminine touch. He handed her a paring knife from a nearby drawer and within a few minutes, the vest was back on him and all buttoned up.

"Excellent," Kateri proclaimed. "Whoever owned this must have been a small busted woman. There wasn't much extra material."

"These will do," Angela said as she reentered the kitchen and knelt down in front of her brother.

"Are those nylons?" William asked, shocked.

"They're knee highs, Willy. Just like socks. Don't be a pain in the butt." She grabbed his left foot, pulled off his sock and slid the stocking up his leg, easily getting maneuvering the stocking under the wide bell bottom. Then she slid the shoe onto his foot with ease. "There. Perfect."

She grabbed the other stocking and attempted to lift his right foot, but William shouted out an alarm. "Wait! Wait! I can't stand on that heel. It's too high!"

"You're kidding, right?" His sister looked disgusted. "I wear a two inch heel for casual clothes and that's a pretty chunky heel. Just man-up and at least be as tough as a girl for a moment."

William was about to rise to Angie's insult and engage in an argument, but Kateri intervened. "Ok, Billy," she said as she grabbed a chair. "Just sit for a minute so Angie can get your other shoe and sock onto you."

William sat and his sister worked quickly, getting the sock off and the stocking and shoe on easily.

When he stood, the heels felt odd, but not uncomfortable. At Kateri's encouragement, he walked around a bit and found that they were quite easy to maneuver in.

"No so bad, huh?" Kateri asked as she put her arms around him and looked down into his eyes. "And look - you're taller."

William actually liked that part, a lot. Especially when, without warning, Kateri laid a warm, soft kiss on his lips. "Look at how tall you are, babe. I like it." She smiled warmly at him and he felt like he was melting from the inside out.

She turned and grabbed the suit jacket and held it open for him. He slipped his arms in, surprised to find that the jacket, too, had a soft, silky, nylon lining. William buttoned the one button and the front and asked, "Well? What do you think? Do I look stupid in this?"

"Hmm," Kateri mulled. She unbuttoned his jacket button and mulled some more. "Leave the coat unbuttoned. It looks too much like a woman's jacket when it's buttoned. Other than that, though, we just need a few tweaks, add in the mustache and spray on hair color and you'll be perfect!"

"What kind of tweaks?" William asked, concerned.

"Well..." Kateri looked closely at his outfit. "Your blouse... shirt... is very sheer. I can see your tee shirt through it and I can also see it thru the opening at the neckline. We need something black under it that has a V-neck collar."

"Oh, I have the perfect thing!" Angela said, with enthusiasm. "Want me to go grab it?"

"No, no. As long as he has it Friday morning. The other problem is your rump."

"My what?" William squinted at his girlfriend, uncertain as to what she said.

"Your ass, silly," Angela said as she moved behind him to take a look.

"What's wrong with it?" He was straining to see, but couldn't turn his head far enough.

"Oh, yeah," Angela looked and nodded in agreement with Kateri. "You can see the lines of his underwear as clear as day."

"So..., how do we fix that?" William asked, concerned.

"There must be tighty-whities that don't leave a panty line," Kateri shrugged. "I'll see what I can find online. Luckily, we have a few days. Other than that," she smiled at William, "you are going to make a very convincing Sonny to my Cher." She kissed his cheek and smiled broadly. "Come on. Let's get you into your regular clothes and we can go out to dinner."
 

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The week went by pretty quickly. William was busy with the accounts and before he knew it, it was Thursday afternoon. He'd hardly laid eyes on Kateri all week. She had a deadline looming for a new game and she was working all day with the design team and well into the evening. It was after four when Kateri stuck her head into the office and said, "Hey. Sorry I haven't been accessible this week. You understand, right?"

"Yeah, yeah," William smiled, grateful to even have a couple of minutes to talk with her. "I've been busy with the new payroll system, too. I'll be happy when all the glitches are worked out and I don't have to check every single row of the payroll report every single week."

Kateri nodded. "Now, about tomorrow..."

Deep down, William had hoped that this whole costume thing was going to be forgotten. Being a small guy, he was always concerned about doing anything embarrassing. He had heard lots of people chatting about their costumes all week and they all seemed pretty silly, so he hoped that this whole Sonny and Cher thing wouldn't attract too much attention. He waited for Kateri to continue.

"... I was thinking that I could come over to your house around seven tomorrow morning, help you to get dressed and then we could come to work together. How does that sound?"

"Oh... umm... great, I guess," William shrugged.

"And, Billy, I heard that Lorraine has booked a function room at the Continental Hotel for dinner tomorrow night to celebrate the release of 'Hollow Moon 6.' She has a karaoke setup and everything. Would you be ok going there for a while after work?"

Great, more costume stuff. He tried to think of a reason to back out of it, but that would mean not spending the evening with Kateri, so... "Yeah, I guess that would be ok. Sure."

Kateri smiled and seemed relieved. "Thanks, babe. I'm sure you'll have a great time, once you get there."

He just smiled and nodded.

Just then, someone else spoke. "May I interrupt?" It was Loraine, the CEO of the company.

"Sure," Kateri smiled. "I have to get back to my team anyway. See you in the morning, babe." William wasn't sure, but he thought that he saw Kateri and Loraine wink at each other as Kateri walked away.

Loraine looked at William and raised her eyebrows. "Babe, huh? Sounds serious."

He blushed and shrugged. "I guess..."

"None of my business," she chuckled. "Look, Bill, I know that we've talked about this before, but I feel as if there is some reason that you are avoiding hiring another person or two for this department."

It was true. William was very uncomfortable with the idea of hiring anyone - not that he wouldn't love the help, but he really wasn't comfortable with the idea of interviewing and hiring someone. He just didn't feel qualified to chose the right person. "I know, Loraine. I'm sorry, I really am. I guess I just keep getting wrapped up in the work and that falls to the side. I'll try to find some on ASAP."

"Well, there's no need to do that, now," She smiled at him. "I've found the perfect intern for you. She's top of her class, eager to learn and ready to start right now."

William was relieved that he didn't have to hire anyone, but... "That's great, but... Right now!? I mean, it's almost the end of the day and tomorrow's only a half day of work... I'll be spending all of that time just teaching her the job, and I've got lots of work to do before the end of the week. Wouldn't it be better if she started on Monday?"

"No, I don't think so, William. To be honest, as good as you are at your job, I think that we need to rein in some of your obsessive tendencies before you develop an ulcer. So, I am going to bring your intern in here and you will spend the next," she checked her watch, "forty seven minutes showing her around the office. Tomorrow morning, you can figure out how to utilize her skills and get her prepared to be a productive part of the Firefly team."

Loraine had always been rather 'hands off' when it came to how William ran his little department. This new attitude caught him a bit off guard. "With all due respect, Loraine, I'm not sure that I know how to incorporate another person into my process. Couldn't I just..."

Loraine stood straighter and put her hands on her hips. "William..." she spoke as if she was a fourth grade teacher scolding a student, "I have gone to a great deal of effort to find just the right person to work with you. Now, I respect your work and your ethics, but I am concerned that you may work yourself so hard that you'll make yourself sick and where would we be then? I want a safety net, Bill. Someone who knows how this company and your systems work so that there is never a lapse in this department. I hate to be this way, Bill, but this is my company and my call. I like this girl and I am hopeful that her time spent here as an intern may lead to a full time job with us after she graduates."

He just nodded, a bit defeated, and looked at his desk. Feeling a little ashamed to have been chastised in that manner.

"Oh, don't sulk, Bill," Loraine huffed. "She's a great kid and you two have an awful lot in common."

William let put a frustrated laugh. "What could I possibly have in common with a college intern?"

Loraine smiled and looked down the hallway. In a louder voice, she called. "Come on down and meet your supervisor." Then she looked at William and answered his question. "How about the same address?"

"What?" William asked as he looked up and saw his younger sister stepping into his office.

"I believe you two know each other," Loraine grinned.

Angela was bouncing on the balls of her feet as she smiled at her brother. "Hi, Willy. Surprise!"

William was speechless. His mouth hung open as he looked from his sister to his boss and back again.

Actually confused by the awkwardness of the situation, Loraine excused herself. "Well... I'm sure you two have a lot to talk about, so I will just leave you to it. Good luck, Angie. Bill... show her the ropes." Then she walked away.

Angela looked around the small office and tried to not feel bad that her brother had not seemed pleased that she was his new intern.

"What... what are you doing her?" William finally asked, completely flummoxed by the situation.

"I'm your intern," she said as if it was the only possible answer. "I'm here to learn and to help... if I can."

"Yeah, but..." he collapsed back into his chair. "Ang, you're my sister. You shouldn't be interning with me. Why didn't you...? You should have asked me about this before you came in!"

"I didn't know that this was where I was assigned until I got here, Willy. Honest! I picked up my assignment in the intern office at school this morning. It was just an address and Lorraine's name. I didn't know you worked here until I was waiting at reception and Kat saw me and came out to talk to me.

"Kateri knew and didn't tell me!?"

"Only since I got here about a half hour ago. Honest. She introduced me to Loraine and put in a good word for me and... here I am!"

William shook his head and looked anywhere but at his sister.

Finally, Angela said, "Ok. I get it. I'm not wanted here. I'll go back to school and ask for another internship. That's fine. I'll see you at home." She turned and walked out of his office.

William sat at his desk, frustrated beyond all belief, until leaping up and running down the hall, catching Angela just before she reached Loraine's office. "Angie. Angie... Look... I'm sorry. This caught me by surprise and... you know me. Come on back to my office and we'll work it out."

Angela looked at her brother and shook her head. "Willy... I don't want to be where I'm not wanted and I certainly don't want to waste my internship someplace where I'm not going to learn anything. So, maybe I should just go."

"No, no..." William shook his head. "Ang... now that I think about it... if I have to work with someone, then I'd rather work with you than anyone else. I'm sorry. I just... you know me, Ang... I'm sorry. Come on. Work with me. Ok?"

Finally, his sister's face softened. "Ok. Thanks, Willy."

"It's, umm, Bill here, Ang. Ok? Willy doesn't sound grown up."

Angela was going to make a remark about how William had never really 'grown up' to kid him about his short stature, but chose to keep those remarks to herself... for now, anyway.

"You got the internship!?" Kateri appeared out of nowhere and threw her arms around the younger woman.

"I did. Thanks so much, Kat," Angela returned the hug.

"Oh, forget it. I didn't do anything except tell Loraine how awesome you are. You did the rest. Isn't this great, Billy? Now, you have a ride to and from work and someone you already get along with to help in accounts! It's perfect, right?"

William smiled and nodded. It wasn't that he didn't love Angela - he did. It wasn't that he didn't want to help her - he did. It wasn't that he didn't need help in Accounting - he did. It just all seemed to be thrown onto him so suddenly. He would adjust, though. He knew he would. He'd have to.
 

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Friday morning came quickly. William had ended up taking an Uber home on Thursday, despite having his sister working with him. After work, Kateri and Angela had gone out to get Angie a costume to wear to work on Friday. William had been invited to join them, but chose instead to go home and digest everything that had happened in the last hour of work. His plans to go to bed early were thwarted when Angela and Kateri burst into the house with her inexpensive Cleopatra costume and engaged William and his mother in ways to improve on the bagged costume. His mother had busied both herself and William in fetching and applying makeup and jewelry and different shoes to Angela's look.

There was also a lot of teasing about William's costume for the next day. He hadn't mentioned it to his mother, so she knew that he was a little embarrassed about it. That made his costume fair game for teasing - and she teased him incessantly.

It was also his mother's first meeting with Kateri, so the requisite teasing about William's childhood was fair game, too.

It was past midnight when William had laid down his head on his pillow and another hour or so before he'd reconciled his new work situation.

Now, at six thirty, an hour earlier than usual, he was nibbling on his toast and sipping his orange juice, dreading the day ahead.

"Ta da!" Angela said as she appeared in the kitchen. She then proceeded to 'walk like a Egyptian' to the refrigerator. "Shouldn't you be getting ready? Kat will be here soon to get you dressed."

"I have nothing to prepare until she gets here with everything," William shrugged, but his mother entered the room with a brush, a towel and a bag full of spray cans and corrected him.

"Yes, you do." She smiled. "Kateri asked me to color your hair for you, so sit down and let's get started."

Heaving a heavy sigh, he sat in a kitchen chair and his mother wrapped the towel around his shoulders. Then, she used the brush to under comb his hair and began applying the spray-on color.

"It smells funny," he complained. "Will I smell like this all day?"

"Oh, do stop whining, Willie," his mother said, with way too much exhaustion in her voice. "You'll get used to it."

When the doorbell rang, Angela ran to get it. William could hear Kateri apologizing for coming a bit early. "I just can't wait to get Billy dressed and get to work. I love these team-spirit-days."

Seconds later, Angie and Kateri were in the kitchen as well. "Wow! That looks great! Maybe you should try dying your hair black for real, Billy. It looks great!" Kateri removed her coat revealing a very revealing gown beneath.

William was about to argue about coloring his hair, but the way that the gown covered, or failed to cover, Kateri left him just muttering, "Whoa..."

"You like?" Kateri smiled at his reaction and turned slowly so he could see the dress from every angle.

"Kat, you look amazing!" Angela laughed. "Willy, you'd better not let her out of your sight today."

"It looks even better when I put on the wig," Kateri giggled at Angie's remark. "I'll do that before we leave."

The dress was a long, not exactly body hugging, but certainly body flattering, white silk, halter top dress that had a plunging neckline that went all the way to just above her belly button. Her back was fully exposed, all the way to just above her buttocks, and there was a slit in the dress' skirt that exposed her legs to her upper thighs when she chose to allow it to... or whenever she walked. It also provided a good deal of side-boob to be exposed as well.

"You're wearing that to work?" William asked, shocked.

"Why? Don't you like it?"

"I love it," William admitted, "but... it's awful sexy for work, isn't it?"

The women laughed. "Trust me, Billy. There will be a lot of women dressed a lot sexier than this," Kateri chuckled. "Some will be downright slutty. Trust me. I bet there are sexy cops, sexy nurses, sexy Alice in Wonderlands, sexy... you name it. This will be nothing."

Suddenly, William noticed that what was being sprayed onto his hair was different smelling than the hair color. "What's that?" He asked his mother.

"Hairspray," she said, matter of factly. "You don't usually wear your hair this way. You need a little spray to hold it in place."

"Oh, that looks so good," Kateri smiled as she dug into her bags. "Here. Let's add the mustache." She pulled the prosthetic mustache from her bag, plead spirit gum onto the latex back and applied the hair piece to William's upper lip. The look was uncanny. He truly did look a lot like the deceased entertainer/congressman. "Oh, this is going to be great! Come on, babe. Let's get you dressed."

"Just use the living room," his mother instructed. "Angie and I will stay here in the kitchen."

"Thanks!" Kateri grabbed her bags and hustled William into the next room. "Oh, Angie, do you have that thing to wear under the blouse?"

"Yes, it's on the back of the couch."

"Perfect! Kateri called back from the living room. Then she pulled some items from her bag and turned to William. "Here," she handed him a pair of new knee high stockings. "Put these on first."

He sat on the sofa and removed his normal socks, replacing them with these, very thin, black hose that went far up on his shins to just below his knees. They were very soft and felt just a bit naughty and sexy to be wearing. He was thinking about the socks when Kateri handed him a pair of beige underwear.

"Put these on, too. I'll turn my back." She instructed.

William looked at the garment and felt his stomach tighten. "Wait... these are women's panties."

"Billy, come on. Their brand new, boy cut briefs. They're almost identical to your tighty-whities."

"They're silky."

"They're nylon. They don't create panty lines. I couldn't find any men's drawers that were designed to eliminate panty lines. Women's slacks require different undergarments. When you wore your regular briefs the other day, we could see the lines they created as clear as day. Come on, put them on. We don't have much time."

He huffed, but figured that no one would know, anyway, so he dropped his pants and jockey shorts and pulled on the new underwear, a bit shocked by the sensuousness of the fabric. They felt very nice. So nice, in fact that he needed to keep his hands in front of himself to keep Kateri from seeing just how nice they felt. "Ok. They're on."

"Ok. Now this," Kateri turned and she was holding the black, nylon chemise that Angela had left on the couch. It had spaghetti straps and a V shaped neckline with black lace all over the bodice.

"No! I'm not wearing that!" William said with uncharacteristic vehemence.

"It's just like an undershirt," Kateri insisted, "and you need it with the blouse... the shirt. The material's too sheer on that."

"Then let's stop at Target on the way to work and I'll run in an buy a man's black V neck tee shirt."

"We can't, Billy." Kat was getting miffed at his resistance. "I bought a man's V neck shirt and the neckline is too shallow. That button on the blouse... I mean the top - only buttons up so far, then there's no more buttons. This will work and no one will see it. Just put it on."

"Just put it on, Willy!" Both Angela and her mother called from the kitchen, having heard the raised voices in the living room.

"But it's all covered in..." he tried to protest.

"Just put it on!" They shouted again.

"Fine!" William was angry. This all seemed contrived to embarrass him and being embarrassed was something that William hated. Reluctantly, he pulled the garment over his head. Just like the underwear, it was soft and silky, but unlike the briefs, it hung loosely and fluttered against his skin. It was a very odd feeling. "Satisfied?"

Kateri smiled as she held the blouse open for him and he slid his arms into it. She buttoned up the garment for him, then held open his pants so that he could step into them. She pulled them up his legs and guided the zipper up his left hip. She then inspected the clothing. "See? No panty lines. That looks much better." She didn't mention, though, that his skin was still visible through the blouse, so it was obvious that the chemise he was wearing beneath it had a distinguishable bra shape to it. That was something he didn't need to know and as long as he kept the jacket on, no one would notice.

She slid the jacket onto his shoulders and then said, "Sit down and I'll get your shoes onto you."

"I can do it myself," William said, snatching the heeled shoes from her.

"Fine," she shrugged, releasing them. "I'll go put on my wig." She exited into the kitchen.

A few seconds later, William's mother entered the living room to find her son struggling to stand up from the couch due to his heels. "Here, let me help you." She chuckled as she offered him two hands and pulled him to an upright position.

"These are ridiculous." He scoffed as he re-familiarized himself with the shoes.

"Those are nothing, Willy. They're only an inch and a half or two inches high. Just walk around for a minute and you'll get used to them." His mother said dismissively.

"This whole thing is just stupid," he spat as he started to walk around in the alien feeling foot wear.

His mother looked to the kitchen to be sure that they were alone, then in a scolding whisper said, "Listen to me, William. That woman really likes you and you told me yourself that you really like her. Now, this costume thing is obviously something that she enjoys and wants you to enjoy as well. Now, you can be a sulky, pissy little brat and ruin her day, or you can suck it up and make her happy and maybe, just maybe, have some fun along the way, too. So, what do you want to do? Ruin the day for everyone and maybe end up having a fight with a beautiful woman who just wants to be with you, or be a good sport for a day and make her happy?"

William let out a frustrated sigh, knowing that his mother was right. "Ok. I'm sorry. I'll... be a good sport."

"Good choice." She said, just as Kateri and Angela entered the living room.

"Oh, you're walking very well in those!" Kateri clapped. "Are they comfortable?"

"No bad at all," William forced a smile as he looked at Kateri, looking even more sexy in her Cher wig and very high heeled sandals, than she had before. "You look amazing, Kat."

'Oh, well, thank you, Billy. That's nice of you to say, but to be honest, I don't think I like you with a mustache. Even the dark hair isn't as cute as your real hair. I like your light brown mop and clean shaved face much better."

"Yeah," Angela laughed. "You definitely have a Super Mario Brothers vibe going on with the dark hair and big mustache."

"Before you go," William's mother interrupted before William could respond to Angela, "let me get some pictures of the three of you to show my friends."

William and Angela moved instinctively to the fireplace where every special event photo had been taken throughout their entire life so their mother could take pictures of all three of them together, Angela alone, and then William and Kateri together. In all, she took several dozen pictures before Kateri noticed the time.

"Oh, Geez, we need to go. Send me those pictures, please. Come on, guys. Let's go. Angie, you can ride with us."

"Cool!" Angela smiled as she grabbed her purse and coat.

"Hey!" William had a revelation. "I don't have anyplace to carry my wallet and keys."

"Just throw them in here," his mother said, as she grabbed his satchel from the inside of the hall closet door.

"Oh, ok." He pulled his personal items from his trousers and shoved them into his satchel, then headed out the door behind his girlfriend and sister, absentmindedly buttoning the jacket's one button on the way out. It was at that moment that his mother realized how high the pleats on the back of the jacket were. There was no doubting that her son was wearing a woman's suit. The funny thing was, though, it seemed to fit him much better than any suit she'd ever seen him wear before.
 

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There was a carnival atmosphere in the office that morning. Kateri had been correct. Everyone was participating at some level. Just on his walk to his office, William saw at least a half dozen men in dresses and a good chunk of the female staff was revealing more leg and breast than he would have expected to see at a night club.

"Bill," he heard his name called and turned to see his boss dressed in a white, off the shoulder peasant blouse, a blue bustier and a purple skirt, with huge, hoop earrings and a long, full black wig. She stared at her accountant for a moment and smiled. "Well, I'm glad to see that you've gotten into the spirit of things. I'm guessing you're Sonny from Sonny and Cher, right?"

William nodded.

"And Kat is Cher, then?"

Another nod. "I'm sorry, but I'm not sure who you're supposed to be," he said honestly.

"Oh," she laughed. "I'm Esmerelda from 'The Hunchback of Notre Dame.' You, know? The Disney movie?" When William's face didn't register any recognition she sang, quietly, "'God help the outcasts, hungry from birth. Show them the mercy...' never mind. Just take my word for it - I'm Esmerelda. Anyway, I need you to come to a meeting in the conference room at ten, ok? You know Tess from marketing? Well, she's got a promotion proposal she'd like to discuss and I'd like your take on her numbers."

"Ok, sure," William smiled, happy to be of service. He was very proud of the work he did for Firefly and when, on a few occasions, he'd been invited into meetings like this, he felt like his work was valued.

Loraine looked around and asked, "Where's your intern, Bill? You didn't scare her off, did you?"

William smiled. "No. I tried, but she doesn't scare easily. She's in the ladies' room. I walked her through the basics of the payroll software yesterday. She seemed to pick it up pretty quickly. I think she'll do fine."

"Excellent," Loraine nodded. "Ten o'clock in the conference room."

William nodded and continued to his office. He spent the first forty five minutes of the day explaining how he organized things to Angela and then, at just about nine forty five, there was a polite knock on the door frame as Tess from marketing entered his office. Tess was a remarkably beautiful woman - tall, athletic looking, with shoulder length red hair and a smile that she used to get her way with both men and women, but she was also very, very good at her job and took it very seriously. When she ran a meeting, it was always well planned and efficiently run. Like so many people at Firefly, Tess was uniquely talented to do her job.

"Hey, Bill, I understand that you're going to sit in on the meeting," she started before looking up and seeing an unfamiliar face in the room - an unfamiliar face wearing the exact same costume as she wore. "Oh, who's this, Bill, and why is she wearing my costume." Tess smiled at her own teasing. "There's only room for one Cleopatra in this office."

William looked up, a little concerned that Tess was serious. "Oh, Tess, umm, this is my sister, Angela. She's interning with me for the next few months. Tess, Angela. Angela, Tess."

Tess extended a hand to Angie. "Nice to meet you, Angela. So, you're an accounting major?"

"Accounting and marketing," Angela smiled as she shook the woman's firm, well manicured hand.

"Marketing?" Tess smiled. "Perhaps you should spend some time in my department while you're here. There's only six of us over there, but we get quite a bit done."

"Oh, wow, thank you." Angela's smile was broad and delighted. "After I get accustomed to things here, I'd really like to see how you operate your department, too."

Tess nodded. "Excellent, but only if Bill can spare you. Umm, Bill, here are my figures regarding the marketing of the new game. I would have gotten them to you earlier if I knew that Loraine was looking for an update so quickly."

"No problem," William nodded as he took the folder from Tess.

"There's a summary on page twelve. I know that I'm not giving you much lead time, but if you have any questions, corrections, suggestions, whatever, at the meeting, just let me know. Ok?"

William kept his nose in the document. "Ok. Sounds good. This looks pretty straight forward, though. Thanks, Tess."

"No, thank you for understanding, Bill. I'll see you at the meeting. You should bring Angela along, too. Seeing us working collaboratively will be interesting, I'm sure."

William looked up, then looked at Angie as if he'd forgotten she was there. "Oh, yeah, good idea. Angie, come to the meeting. Just sit to the side and see how we work."

Tess smiled at Angela who smiled back, grateful to be included. Then Tess said, "Ok. I'll see you at the meeting."
 

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The meeting was attended by Loraine, William, Tess and two other women from her department and a representative of the research and development department and, of course, Angela, who sat to the side and took notes on everything that was happening.

Tess' proposal was elaborate and costly, but did capture the concept of the game. If her planned media blitz and social media placement scheme worked, then her sales projections seemed very possible. Tess had always been right on the money in previous marketing plans, so everyone was more or less willing to defer to her ideas, but there were still questions, primarily from Loraine and William.

The meeting included 'coffee and' for the participants. William wasn't a big fan of sweets, but he did have some tea. Within a few sips, though, he was having to push his fake mustache back into place. The combination of the heat from the tea and the movement of his lips was causing the spirit gum adhesive to weaken and as a result, the prosthetic hair piece was no longer staying on his face.

"Do me a favor, Bill," Loraine smiled at him, "just take that mustache off and set it aside. I'm watching you instead of listening to Tess. So, please, just set it aside for now." She chuckled at this silliness of her own request.

There were some chuckles from everyone else, too, so William pulled the hair piece off of his upper lip with a quiet, "Ouch."

As the meeting stretched to an hour, the room became stuffy and, being the only male in the room, and the only one who wore a jacket as a general rule, William absentmindedly removed his suit coat and placed it on the chair behind him. This allowed all of the women present to see the puffy sleeves, puffy cuffs, sheer material and the outline of the feminine garment beneath. A sisterly smile passed among them all, except for Angela who continued to document the meeting for her report back to her college advisor.

Lorraine was, once again, distracted by her accountant, but this time it was because she was looking at his bowl-cut style hair and the way that the blouse fitted him so well and she was thinking that William was a pretty odd looking little man, but he actually presented as a rather pretty young woman.

"So," William looked up from his notes as Tess finished her presentation, "your numbers indicate that we can expect that we will be selling a minimum of five hundred thousand units within the first ninety days, correct?"

"I'd say that is a conservative estimate, Bill, yes," Tess confirmed.

William nodded and looked at his employer. "Then we should be good. This is a pricier campaign than you've ever done before, but you'll cover your costs at three hundred and seventy two thousand units, so if Tess' numbers are correct, we're in good shape."

"Actually, Bill," Tess said, "We should cover costs at two hundred and seventy five units."

Bill shook his head. "No, Tess, but I can see where you came up with that number. See, you didn't take into account the cost of..." For the next five minutes, William went on and on about labor costs, shipping fees, taxes, etc, etc.

When he was done, Tess blinked a few times, then looked at Loraine. "I stand corrected."

Loraine smiled and nodded, then looked at Angela and said, "And that, Angela, is why we are such a good team. If no one else has anything to add...?" She waited a moment, "...then I think we're done. Let's meet again next Thursday and we'll go through everything one more time before the campaign launches and I expect that at least a coupe, of our investors will be attending as well. There's a lot of interest in this campaign, so I've invited them all to attend if they'd like,. By the way, you all look great - Tess and Angela, I guess you two need to call each other before next Friday to check to be sure that you don't wear the same outfits again, and Bill, without the mustache and jacket, you actually look a lot like Natalie Portman used to when she had a little pixie cut." She smiled at her own joke.

"What?" William looked up from his notes, confused.

"I was thinking Anne Hathaway in those few years after Les Miserables when her hair was short, too," Tess laughed. "Of course, you'd have to pad out your bra a bit, for Anne Hathaway."

"What!?" William looked at himself, shocked that he'd been careless enough to have taken off his jacket. "I'm not wearing a bra!"

Tess looked more closely. "Oh, sorry. I guess it's your chemise I see through your blouse."

"My...?" William grabbed his jacket and quickly slid into it. "I'm sorry, Loraine... Tess. I never... I mean... this is all Kateri's idea. I never would have... I never should have worn a costume to work. I'm sorry."

Both women let out nervous chuckles, more uncomfortable at having embarrassed him than anything else.

"Bill," Loraine explained, "we didn't mean to embarrass you and there is no need to apologize, for heaven's sake. It's a costume day. It's meant to be fun. Relax. I was, honestly, just making an observation snd trying to pay you a compliment. Neither of us meant to embarrass you."

William stood and nodded as he gathered the folders and extra papers that he'd accumulated during the meeting. "Ok. I'm sorry if I over reacted, I'm just... I'm just not into these kinds of things."

"Well, we'll need to change that, then," Tess smiled. "Won't we, Angie?"

For the first time since the meeting began, Angela spoke. "What? Oh, yeah, I guess we will. Come on, Willy. Relax."

"That's the spirit," Loraine smiled. "Tess, Bill, excellent work from both of you. Thank you. Now, let's enjoy the rest of the day."

Tess and Loraine left the room and William took a deep breath. Then he looked at his sister with a very accusing glare. "Relax? I suppose you think this is hilarious, don't you?"

"What?" Angela said, caught off guard. "Willy, you took off your jacket, not me, so don't go getting mad at me for this. Besides, it's no big deal."

"Maybe not for you, Angie, but it's a big deal for me. When you're a little guy, you can't give anyone the opportunity to look down on you. You should have reminded me know that you could see through this shirt."

"First off, it's a blouse, not a shirt, Willy, and secondly, we did tell you that we could see through it when you tried it on the other day. That's why you're wearing the chemise in the first place. Thirdly, this is my first staff meeting EVER and I wasn't exactly concerned with what you looked like in your pretty, feminine blouse. I was taking notes so I could write up a report for my advisor at school."

Angie's volume had gotten a bit louder since she'd started speaking and the last thing that William wanted was another embarrassing event at work, so he took a deep breath and spoke quietly. "Ok. I'm sorry, you're right. Let's just go back to my office and finish up what we were doing before the meeting. I suspect that this afternoon is going to be a useless, with all of this 'team building' stuff. Come on."

He was correct about the afternoon not a very productive time. Loraine provided lunch for everyone and from there on out, the day was pretty much a waste of time. Officially, there was no booze served in the office, but a lot of people acted as if they were pretty drunk. William tried to stay to the side of the chaos, but Kateri kept dragging him into the center of things. When she realized that his mustache was falling off pretty regularly, she produced some spirit gum adhesive that she'd brought, just in case, and reattached it. In fact, she had to do that twice more before they left to continue the party at the nearby hotel.

"Next time we have to attach something to you," Kateri joked as they drove to the hotel with Angela in the back seat, "I'll have to get something stronger than spirit gum."

The party at the hotel was shockingly fun for William. He was never a 'party guy,' mostly because he had never chosen to attend a real party, even on those few occasions when he'd been invited. After a couple of glasses of rum and Coke, he began to enjoy the evening. There were some team building games that he really enjoyed, followed by a trivia competition, which his table won, then dinner and karaoke.

Having never actually attending a karaoke party before, he assumed that he'd hate the whole event, but he found that he had a very good time. A couple of people sang very well, but most were only just ok, yet they made up for what they lacked in talent with lots and lots and lots of enthusiasm. One guy, a game designer named Tor, dressed Madonna, with the big, cone shaped breasts, performed 'Vogue' pretty badly, but he put on a heck of a show. A woman named Lucille who wore a cowboy outfit, sang Kenny Roger's song, 'You Picked A Fine Time To Leave Me, Lucille,' with a great deal of vim. Tess and Angie even did a very good job on 'Walk Like an Egyptian.'

"Alright!" the DJ who was running the karaoke show said, with a lot of enthusiasm. "Next up is Kat and Bill singing 'I've Got You, Babe.'"

William's eyes opened wide as Kateri stood and pulled him, reluctantly, behind her. "I don't know that song!" He insisted.

"Everyone knows that song," Kateri laughed and within a few seconds, William was standing on the stage with a microphone in his hand. He looked at Kateri with wide eyes. She smiled and, in a whisper, sang the first phrase of the song into his ear. "Don't worry," she added, "I'll sing with you."

He started tentatively, with Kat singing with him,

"They say we're young and we don't know
We won't find out until we grow.
Well, I don't know if all that's true
Cause you got me and baby I got you.

Babe
I got you babe.
I got you babe.
I got you babe."

From there, it got easier and by the time they reached the end of the song, William was relaxed and enjoying himself. So much so, that when everyone applauded for them, he wanted nothing more than to have Kateri sign them up for another song, which she did, and much later they sang 'Can't Stop The Feelin'' by Justin Timberlake and Anna Kendrick. Again, he had a great time and all of his colleagues, these people with whom he'd worked for months, but had never gotten to know, were applauding and patting him on the back for doing such a good job and being such a good sport.

By ten thirty, when it was time to head home, William had had the best evening of his life and did not want to see it end.

As they were preparing to leave, Angela, who they'd not seen for a while, appeared and said, "Hey, guys, umm... Tess offered me a ride home, and I'm going to go with her, ok? I think we're going to take a detour for a drink on the way, so... I guess I'll see you when I see you, alright?"

"Oh... ok," William nodded. "Maybe you should text mom, though. Just so she doesn't worry." As he spoke, his mustache fell off for about the fifteenth, and certainly the final, time that evening.

"Yeah, sure," Angela smiled as she picked up the prosthetic hair piece and kissed his cheek. "Thanks. I think you need some stronger glue in the future." Then she kissed Kateri's cheek as well before hurrying back across the room.

"That's weird, isn't it?" William said to Kateri. "I don't think Tess lives anywhere near my mom's place."

Kateri shook her head and smiled. "Billy, look over by the exit."

He did and he saw Tess standing with two of the younger guys from the company. Both programmers and both very good looking.

"Tess and Angie are going out with Andy and Rich," Kateri explained.

William's eyes opened wide. "Oh, no. She's just a kid, Kat. I can't let that happen."

He started to go in the direction of the exit, but Kateri stopped him. "Billy. She's twenty two years old and she's not stupid. They're not going to a hotel room or anything, they're just going to have a good time. They're young, they're having fun and they're wearing silly costumes. Let them be."

William took a deep breath and nodded. "Ok." Then he sighed and said, "I hope she makes good decisions because if she doesn't, my mother will kill me."
 

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The ride from the hotel was short and William was still a bit high on having truly enjoyed himself for the first time, so he didn't pay much attention to anything until Kateri pulled into the driveway of a small cottage in a nice part of town.

William looked out the window and asked, "Where are we?"

Kateri smiled. "This is my place. Do you want to come in?"

He thought for a moment. This was a big step, wasn't it? He knew that they weren't just there to have coffee and a tour of the house. This was... the next level. Was this the right thing to do? He looked at his girlfriend and, after a moment, said, "Yes. I'd love to come in."

They both smiled for a moment before getting out of the car and heading in.

The house was warm and inviting, inside. Most of the furniture was older, but in very good condition. The house and its décor had an early twentieth century vibe to it. Lots of wood, a handsome fireplace and mantle, bright linoleum on the kitchen floor - kind of like a grandma's house, but Kateri's love of technology was also present in the oversized television and multi-screen computer on the craftsman style desk.

William started to say how lovely the house was, but his speech was muffled when Kateri planted her lips on his in a passionate kiss. Before he could get his arms up to wrap them around her neck, she was frantically pulling his jacket off and caressing the smooth material of the blouse he wore and the silky material beneath.

When, finally, Kateri pulled back and ended the kiss, she turned and pulled William by the hand. "Come on. The bedroom is over here."

Still breathless as they entered the bedroom, William was shocked, when she dropped her gown to the floor, revealing just a pair of black silk panties. Then she turned and lifted him fully off the floor and depositing him onto the bed.

Her first order of business was to untie and remove the chunky, two inch heeled shoes he'd been wearing. They soon dropped to the floor with a thud, then she unzipped the zipper on William's left hip and pulled the pants free. William was about to pull off the panties he was wearing, but Kateri stopped him.

"No! Leave those on, please." She climbed onto the bed and straddled him then began slowly unbuttoning his blouse. "I have been fantasizing about you in these clothes, all day." She whispered.

That seemed odd to William. "Really? Why?"

"Are you kidding?" She giggled. "Having my boyfriend dressed in heels and silky underwear... Billy, that is so damned sexy." She gently opened the front of the blouse revealing the black silk and lace garment below. "Very, very, very sexy."

William let out a shocked gasp when, without warning, Kateri bent over and took his left nipple and the material covering it into her mouth and began to nibble and tongue it with unbridled zeal. He gasped even louder when her left hand clamped onto his right nipple and began to caress it, using the silky material to excite him.

Having only been intimate with a woman on a couple of occasions prior to this, and certainly he'd never actually been THIS intimate, William was far beyond his comfort zone in this situation, but the feelings were so overwhelming that he chose to just lay back and see what developed.

Far too soon, Kateri sat back and looked down at her lover with a playful, yet loving, smile. "You look absolutely adorable in that."

William tried to catch his breath. "In what? The costume?"

Kat shook her head slowly. "In that. In silk and lace, Billy. I've never been with a guy who was wearing sexier lingerie than me and I like it. I like it a lot, babe. You are a sexy, little man."

The word 'little' may have stung just a bit, but all thoughts of that disappeared when Kateri began to massage his penis through the silky panties. Her ministrations were masterful, but the exotic feel of the material brought William to the edge of excitement far too quickly.

"You... you should stop, now," he managed to grunt in a low whisper as he felt himself reaching a dangerous level of excitement.

"Why?" She smiled down at him. "We have all night and you're already too excited to just to get into things. Don't try to pretend that you don't find these clothes sexy, too. Even these," she raised herself so that she could reach beneath and caress the smooth, black, opaque, knee high stockings he wore, "are soft and sexy. Every man should experience the sensations of silk and nylon and lace. It's wonderful, isn't it?"

She raised her hand back to his penis again and began to increase the speed of her caresses. When he closed his eyes and groaned even louder, Kateri bent low again and resumed suckling on his breasts. He was starting to fidget and buck beneath her and she whispered. "That's it, baby. Just let it go. Let it go into those pretty little panties for me. That's it. That's it."

He exploded as he'd never exploded before. It seemed to last for minutes and he soaked the panties with his seed, but Kateri kept coaxing him all the way through his release, both with her soft, gentle touch and her whispers of, "That's it. Good boy. Let it all out, baby. My pretty little boy. Let it out."

When, at last, he was fully spent, Kateri finally stopped and sat back on his legs. "There. Now we can relax for a while and then, in a couple of hours, we'll do it for real."

She climbed off of him and slipped her fingers into the waist band of his soiled boy shorts. "Come on, now. Lift your butt and let me get these messy panties off of you."

Feeling a bit childish, he did as instructed, marveling at the beauty of Kateri's breasts as he did so.

She pulled the panties free and used them to wipe up any stickiness still on the skin of his groin. Then she offered him her hand. "Come on, baby. Let's take a quick shower and get all of the dye out of your hair. Then we can get comfortable."

A shower? This was new! William had never been invited to shower with a woman before.

He followed her into the bathroom, where a surprise awaited. If all of the rest of Kateri's house was a perfect example of craftsman design, her bathroom was a luxurious, modern spa. The entire wall opposite the room's entrance was a huge walk-in shower with two overhead shower heads and side jets as well.

"Whoa..." William gasped, involuntarily at the impressive plumbing.

"I know, huh?" Kateri chuckled as she pulled her panties down and reached into the shower stall to start the flow of water and get the water temperature comfortable. "When I took out the mortgage for my house, I added some money so I could renovate this bathroom. I guess I went a little crazy."

William heard her words, but was much more preoccupied with her perfect, smooth, hairless body. She was astonishingly beautiful and now she was moving casually about in all of her naked beauty as he stared, slack jawed and adoring.

Kateri noticed his stare and smiled. She felt warm and sexy in his sight. She lowered her head and pulled him close, kissing him softly, possessively. "Do you like what you see?"

William just nodded.

'Me too," she smiled again. She ran her hand along the back of the camisole and along the outline of the crack his rear end. "You look sexy as hell in lace, Billy. I mean that."

William wanted to be insulted and wanted to be manly, but she'd just said he looked 'sexy as hell.' No one had ever said anything like that to him before and he really liked it. So, he blushed and smiled and said, "Thanks."

'Now, take off your cami and jump into the shower with me."

Kateri gently pulled the camisole over his head, then into the shower they stepped, William still mesmerized by the beauty of his girlfriend.

It took two shampooings to get all the black dye out of William's hair, and then Kateri insisted on having him condition it as well, insisting that the dye could damage it. While the fragrant conditioner worked on his follicles, William obliged Kateri by washing her back with a loofa and lavender soap. It was a terrible tease on Kateri's part. She could see quite easily that William was getting more and more excited as he did his work, but that was fine. That just meant that he'd be up for the rest of the evening.

When the conditioner had finally been rinsed out and Kateri had been properly loofaed, Kateri stepped out of the stall first, grabbed two towels from the nearby closet and passed one to William. They dried themselves off and then Kateri pulled two more items out of the closet and handed one to William. It was a terrycloth item that seemed to be some kind of pouch with a wide elastic band around the opening.

"What's this?" William asked, confused.

"It's a turban, silly. Haven't you ever used one?"

He shook his head. "No. What is it for?"

She giggled at that. "Billy," she approached him and smiled down at him, "I could spend the next forty five minutes blow drying my hair, or I could just wrap it up into this turban and you and I could get right back to bed. Which would you prefer?"

William swallowed and said, "I'd rather go back to bed."

She gave him a soft kiss. "Me too. Watch." She bent at the waist, gathered her hair and twisted it into a swirl, then pulled the peach colored, turban style cap onto her head. "Tada! No wet hair to annoy us or get the pillows all wet. Go ahead. Put yours on."

He blinked. "My hair isn't that long, though."

"No, but it's still wet," Kateri mussed his shaggy mane as if he was a little boy. "Come on, just put it on. I don't want to sleep on wet pillows." She took the baby blue cap from him and positioned it onto his head, tucking stray hairs into the band. "There we go. Cute as a button." She poked his nose as she turned and walked back into the bedroom. William followed like a devoted puppy as she led him to her bureau.

She rummaged around in a drawer for a moment, then pulled out a long, shiny, silky, pink negligee with dusky pink Roses embroidered around the neckline. She raised the nightgown over her head and let it fall luxuriously over her curves. Then she turned to William and struck a pose. "What do you think?"

"Wow!" Was all William gasped. "You're really beautiful, Kat.'

"Well, aren't you sweet," Kateri smiled. She turned her attention back into her drawer and rummaged again for a moment, then turned and handed William a neatly folded set of shiny, silky, baby blue pajamas. "For you." She grinned. "It matches your turban."

He glanced at the pajamas and saw that the top was similar to the camisole he'd been wearing all day, spaghetti straps in a sweet baby blue color with lace dripping from the neckline. "These... these are women's pajamas."

Kateri laughed. "You may have noticed, I am a woman, Billy. I only have women's pajamas. Besides, I think you'll look cute in them. It's just the two of us. Come on... what difference will it make? Indulge me."

Considering that this beautiful woman standing before him and considering her willingness to go to bed with him, it seemed like wearing a silly little piece of clothing to make her happy was a small sacrifice. He shrugged and laid the pajama top on the bureau, then unfolded the bottoms. It was then that he realized that they were not long pajama pants, but blousy shorts, tap pants, in fact, with lace encircling the leg openings. He pulled the silky, soft trunks up and let the elastic waist rest where he normally wore his pants, but Kateri pulled them a little higher.

'These are meant to sit like this, baby," she smiled, then took a second to adjust the pants and 'accidentally' gently touched his suddenly reinvigorated organ. "They feel nice, don't they?"

Not wanting to admit to the sensuous feel of the pjs, he nodded. "I guess."

That was enough for Kateri. She smiled and held open the pajama top for William. He held up his arms and she dropped it in place. Both the top and bottoms were a few sizes too big for William's little, slender frame, but that didn't hinder Kateri's excitement. She'd never been with a man in lingerie before today and she was finding it all very exciting. Her previous relationships had all been very run of the mill - the guy was taller than her, he was always the one who made the decisions, he chose the restaurants and picked up the tabs - but her relationship with Billy had been different from the start. She had pursued him. She had taken him out. She always drove. She made more money than him, so she usually paid the tab at the restaurants. For the first time she realized that she was the dominant member of this relationship. In fact, she was the man. God, how exciting was that!?

She ran a finger down his cheek, then gently lifted his chin so that she could lower her head and plant a very soft, warm kiss on his lips. "I know you might think this is silly, but I find you really sexy dressed like that."

"Yeah, sure," William said with a nervous laugh.

"I'm very serious, Billy. In fact, right now, you're about the sexiest thing I have ever seen." She slid the material covering her right breast to the side, revealing her beautiful breast and the small, perky nipple upon it. "Kiss my breast, Billy. Please. I really need you to put your lips right here, right now."

William needed no further invitation. He obliged, immediately kissing and licking the perfect, perfect, perfect, womanly breast. He smelled the same floral soap and shampoo scents on Kateri that he smelled on himself, but those smells made her so much more exciting and enthralling than anything he'd ever inhaled before. All he wanted was her. To touch her. To feel her. To please her. To be hers. He could feel her body in front of him and her arms around him and he felt as if he had transcended his earthly life and become something more - something... that was hers.

He didn't know why, he'd never done it before, he'd never even thought of it before, but he felt himself fall to his knees and in a frantic need to please Kateri, to become one with Kateri, he raised her night gown and began kissing, then tonguing at her sex. He could smell her womanhood, her very essence and he has frantic to please her with his mouth. So he did, barely aware of her hands as they pushed his turbaned head deeper and deeper into herself.

Kateri was lost in a haze of orgasmic bliss as her sweet little lover tongued her and made her heart beat ever faster. When her senses were about her, she looked down at a sight she'd never seen before - someone kneeling in front of her, servicing her in a way that she'd served several men before. A small man. Weaker and less experienced than her, servicing her. A man in a cute pair of jammies and a matching turban... kneeling... in supplication and servicing her. She'd never had any fantasies about being a man before, but right now, she wished that she had a penis to ram deep into Billy's throat. God, what a rush!

She could have let this go on for hours, but she had an urge to take this little man. To consume his sex with her own. It was an urge that she could not resist any longer, so she gently pushed Williams head back, let her night gown drop back down around her legs and in a breathless voice grunted, "On the bed, Billy. On the bed!"

As they reached the bed, Kateri couldn't even wait for him to get onto it. She knocked him over onto the mattress so that his knees were bent and his lower legs were hanging towards the floor. She pulled him towards her, effortlessly, so that his bottom was on the edge of the bed and spread his legs wide. Then she gripped his penis through the silky pajama bottoms and panted as she looked down at him. "Billy. Billy. Billy. You were born to be beautiful, Billy. I love you in lace and silk, Billy. Tell me you like it too."

She stroked him through the cloth and he painted out a reply. "I do. I do like it."

"That's my girl," Kateri smiled, lost in the excitement and fantasy of the moment. Unable to wait a second longer, she pulled the silk shorts down far enough for his member to be free to stand erect, then she lifted her gown high enough to allow herself to guide him into her, to allow her to take him, to envelop him, to devour him with her very self.

There was a moment of stillness in which neither moved or breathed. A moment when they truly became one. Kateri took a breath and looked at William's body, helpless beneath her. Then she started to slowly thrust to him and pull back. It was a glorious feeling. Every nerve in her body was shivering with excitement. Every nerve could sense that she had become something more than she had been before. She was... powerful and she loved it.

Whatever else happened that long, sleepless night did not matter. All that mattered was that they we're together and William knew just as well as she did that Kateri had changed and that she had changed him, too. XXX

It was well past noon before William stirred. He was alone in the bed, but he could hear Kateri talking in another room. He rose, with a certain amount of stiffness and muscle fatigue, and padded to the door, which he cracked open so he could listened. He could hear Kat speaking and realized that she was on the phone.

"No, no, he's fine. He's just still sleeping... I am very sorry that he didn't call... No, I know that you must have been frantic... No, I'll drive him home after he's awake and we've had some breakfast... (she laughed)... Yes, exactly! I take full responsibility for the whole misunderstanding. We'd both had a couple of drinks and... well, you know how it is... Yes, we'll see you in a few hours."

William wandered down the hall to where he'd heard Kateri's voice and she smiled when she saw him. "Hey, cutie," she giggled. "How did you sleep?"

William looked down at the baggy, silky, lace covered clothing he wore and laughed at himself. "I slept great. Who was that?"

Kateri looked at the phone and said, "Your mom. She called you a couple of times because she was worried. Your phone was vibrating when I was getting dressed and I checked it just to be sure that it wasn't an emergency. When I saw that it was your mom, I figured I'd just answer it. I hope you don't mind."

He shrugged and smiled. "Not at all. I doubt that it bothered her that I didn't come home - just that I didn't call. God knows there have been plenty of nights that I wondered where she was, too. She didn't mind, did she?"

Kateri laughed as she stood and wrapped her arms around the little man in silk lingerie. "I think she's pleasantly pleased that you and I are hitting it off."

That made William chuckle as he returned the hug and rested his head on her shoulder. "I don't know if she'd be as pleased if she saw me dressed like this."

Kateri looked down at him and gave him a soft kiss. "You told me that it didn't bother you and I told you that I love seeing you like this. So, this is nobody's business but ours, ok?"

William smiled and snuggled into her embrace. "Ok."

They discussed going out to breakfast, but with William only having his Sonny Bono outfit to wear, they just had scrambled eggs and toast, then William put on a clean pair of panties, supplied by his girlfriend, that were a little too big for him that were a bit too small for Kateri, the slacks and top, a pair of borrowed Crocs and she drove him home.

They spent the weekend as they usually did - some window shopping, some strolling some meals in casual restaurants, with the addition of a little more sex on Sunday afternoon, and on Monday morning, they were back in the office at usual.

There was something different about the office, though. Everyone talked to him. That had never happened before. They talked about the previous Friday. How well William and Kateri had done singing their karaoke songs, how good he'd looked in his costume, what a good sport he'd been about the whole day and how great it was that he had finally become a real part of the team.

He liked that. A lot.

On Tuesday, Loraine dropped by his office to check on Angela's progress as his intern and to remind him that the company's investors would be at Thursday's meeting to hear all the marketing figures. So, it would be a good idea for William to get together with Tess to make sure they were both on the same page before the meeting.

Wednesday morning, Tess, William, Loraine and Angela went through all of the figures together and prepared folders for each of the investors. At lunch, William noticed that everyone was discussing their costume plans for the second Friday of the team building events and that got him thinking about it as well.

At the end of the day, he went to talk to Kateri about their costume. "Hey, Kat," he said as she was packing up her laptop, "we haven't talked about our costumes for Friday, yet."

She smiled at him and giggled as she spoke. "We're all set. In fact, I'm picking up our costumes after work today, babe. I'll bring them by your mom's place after dinner and you can try yours on. They're really cool. Everyone's going to love them."

"Cool," William said, with a bit of caution. "It's nothing too crazy, is it?"

Kateri's grin became mischievous as she thought. "It's... a little crazy, but... very cool." She went on to explain about the elite costumes she'd see at the costume shop and how excited she was to have rented a couples costume for that Friday.

William waited a moment, but no more information was forthcoming. "So... do you want to tell me about these costumes?"

"I'd rather surprise you."

"Ok... now I'm getting scared. You're not... you're not planning on putting me in a dress or anything, are you?"

Kateri's smile got even more guilty looking. "Why? Would you like that?"

"Kat..."

"Alright, alright. No dresses... this week."

"Then what?"

"Look, you know how much I love old TV shows, right? Well... we're going to be a couple from an old TV show, babe. Everyone will love it. Trust me."

William's eyes narrowed. "What show?"

Kateri kissed his cheek. "Ok... I'll give you a hint. We'll be a couple... we'll both be wearing pants, but I will playing the 'male' role..."

"Kat!"

She didn't stop. She just went on. "... I have everything we'll need to make us both look perfect... Your character is a mischievous cutie from Baghdad and mine is a handsome NASA astronaut."

William gaped at Kateri. "You can't seriously expect me to dress up as Jeannie from that TV show!?"

Kateri's grin became not just playful, but lustful as well. "Why not? I'll be dressing up as Major Nelson." William opened his mouth to complain, but Kateri's kiss silenced his. "But you won't have to call me 'Major Nelson' all day. You can just call me... 'Master.'"
 
 
To Be Continued...

February Fantasy Fridays - 2

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  • Clara

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  • Transgender

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Accidental Change
  • lingerie
  • Pop Culture
  • Seasonal
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary
  • Workplace Situations
  • Costumes and Masks

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February Fantasy Fridays: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2021,2025 Clara Schumann

 

A second team-building Friday in February means another couple's costume
for William and Kateri, but a mistake creates a very complicated situation for William.


 
Author's Note:If you read this story, please leave a comment or critique? I really would like to hear back from you all at what you think of my characters in this story!~Clara.
 
This version of February Fantasy Fridays: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 2
 

Kateri kissed his cheek. "Ok... I'll give you a hint. We'll be a couple... we'll both be wearing pants, but I will playing the 'male' role..."

"Kat!"

She didn't stop. She just went on. "... I have everything we'll need to make us both look perfect... Your character is a mischievous cutie from Baghdad and mine is a handsome NASA astronaut."

William gaped at Kateri. "You can't seriously expect me to dress up as Jeannie from that TV show that you watch!?"

Kateri's grin became not just playful, but lustful as well. "Why not? I'll be dressing up as Major Nelson." William opened his mouth to complain, but Kateri's kiss silenced him. "But you won't have to call me 'Major Nelson' all day. You can just call me 'Master.'"

William was shocked. She couldn't be serious, could she?

"Ready to go?" Angela appeared in the doorway, her car keys in her hand.

William just stared at Kateri in shock.

Angela looked from her brother to his girlfriend and asked, "What's going on?"

Kateri pulled her coat up her arms. "I just told Billy about this week's costume."

"Cool," Angela was intrigued. "Which one did you choose?"

"'I Dream of Jeannie,'" Kateri confirmed. "I'm picking up the costumes today, so I'll be over this evening to make sure that everything fits Billy correctly." She walked over to her boyfriend and kissed his forehead. "You are going to look so good! I just hope that I'll be able to keep my hands off of you while we're at your mom's house."

Then she turned and winked at Angela. "I'll see you in a few hours," and she headed for the elevators.

"Ready to go?" Angela asked her brother.

"Angie... did you know what Kat was planning?" William was near panicked at the thought of having to wear the harem girl costume that had been featured in the classic TV show.

Angela smiled. "I knew that she liked those fancy costumes we saw at the shop and that if she rented one, the men's costumes were way too big for you, but that's all. Why?"

"Why!? Why!?" William looked around the office. There were still plenty of people around and he didn't want to cause a scene, but he was really concerned about this situation. He ran his hands through his hair as he felt fear choking him.

"Ok, ok, Willy, calm down." Angela put her hand on his shoulder and looked into his eyes. "This is just for fun, Willy. It's not a big deal. Look, look... I'll prove it to you. Come with me."

His sister led him out into 'The Pit,' the area where the ping pong, foosball and air hockey tables were all set up, and she guided him to a young, good looking, bronze skinned guy who was bouncing a ball on the ping ping table while looking at his phone.

"Bruce," she said to the young man, "what are you doing for a costume on Friday?"

The man looked up and smiled. "Hi, Angie. Bill. Friday? Well, I was trying to keep it a bit of a secret, but I know word has gotten around, so... I'm going as Shakira. My wife got me everything I need to dress up like Shakira did in the 'Hips Don't Lie' video. The red tee shirt with the white flowers on it, the tiered skirt, the wig... the whole thing. It's going to be a riot! How about you guys?"

"Well, I'm coming as Supergirl," Angela explained, "but Bill is still trying to make up his mind. Let me ask you, Bruce, if Bill and Kat came as a couple, but reversed the sexes so she was the guy, you know what I mean, that wouldn't be a big deal, would it?"

Bruce looked at William. "So you'd be dressed as the girl? Bill, that would be awesome. Let me tell you, we all have been wondering who you really were since you got here. I mean, you just cloister yourself away in your office all day and don't talk to anyone. Last Friday... well, let's just say that you stole the show and leave it at that, ok? Honest to God, Bill, you have been the talk of this office all week. If you can pull off another great couples costume, but throw that kind of a twist into it... you will own this place, my man!" Bruce held up his hand for a 'high five' which confused William for a moment, but he did, eventually, return it.

"Are we discussing costumes?" They all turned to see Tess, who was buttoning up her coat on the way to the elevator.

"We are," Angela answered for the group. "Do you think that anyone would make fun of Bill if he came dressed as a female character? Like, would people would tease him?"

Tess let out a little laugh. "Honestly, Bill, you'd be the hit of the office. Everyone was pleasantly surprised that you joined in last week. If you jump in with both feet this week, they'll all love you for it. If you're taking a poll, I vote 'yes,' you should do it." Then she seemed to think of something. "Oh, by the way, did Lorraine mention to you that a representative from Bunker Hill Investments is going to be at the meeting tomorrow?"

William shook his head. "No. Is that a problem?"

Tess made a show of thinking for a moment. "Not so much a problem as a concern. They're big investors and I think Lorraine would like them to be more involved with Firefly. They'll probably have a lot of questions for all of us, so the meeting may be a little longer than we anticipated. Typically, they invest in construction and big return projects, so we're just a little blip on their radar, but they do represent nearly eighty two percent of our financial backing, so Lorraine wants to be sure that we can answer any questions that come up."

"Ok. I'll make sure that I'm ready for it." William nodded. "Thanks for the heads-up."

She looked at her watch. "Gotta run, guys. See you tomorrow. Bill, thanks for going through those numbers with me again, today. I'm sure that will be a big help, now that Bunker Hill is coming. Night all!"

Bruce excused himself, too and as William and Angela went back to William's office to grab his coat, Angela asked, "Do you want me to see if anyone else is around and we can ask them, too?"

William shook his head. "No. I guess I was just making a mountain out of a molehill. Sorry."
 

~^~

 

As they drove through downtown, Angela asked her brother, "So... are you going to wear what Kat gets you?"

William sighed and shrugged. "I guess so. I mean, if Bruce and Tess are right, then maybe it's not such a big deal, BUT I'm going to ask Kat if next week we can do something that lets me wear pants."

"You will be wearing pants, Willy, and you wore pants last week, too."

"You know what I mean. I want to wear MEN'S pants. I'm thinking, maybe... Pirates of the Caribbean or something."

Angela nodded. "So, you want to be Elizabeth Swan?"

"Ha ha," William rolled his eyes. "No. I'm thinking I could be Jack Sparrow and Kat could be Elizabeth."

Angela began to say something flippant, but William interrupted. "OOOOOOOORRRRR... if she doesn't want to be Elizabeth, she could be Barbosa or even Davy Jones, something like that."

His sister nodded. "That seems fair, I guess. I bet Kat will be happy with that deal."

After a moment or two of just the sound of the radio, William asked, "When Bruce said I 'stole the show' last Friday... do you think that's true? I mean... do you think I... fit in with the rest of the office after that?"

Angel smiled. Her brother had always been that odd, geeky kid who hid in his room, or, as she had seen over the last few days, hid in his office. She could tell that he wanted to be friends with his coworkers, he just didn't know how. "Look, Willy... I've only been there a few days, but I have talked to people in the break room and stuff and when I tell them that I'm 'Bill's sister,' the reaction is usually, 'Oh, that guy in accounting?' or 'That guy who sang with Kat?' I get the impression that you haven't gone out of your way to be friends with anyone. If you really do want to make friends and fit in, then I'd recommend that you take a chance and show them that you can be a fun guy who enjoys working with them."

William nodded. "Ok. Then... I guess I'm all in then. Whatever it takes to make Kat happy and to make some friends."

Angela had to make two stops on the way home, so by the time they got there, Kateri's car was already in the driveway at their mother's house. The idea that his mother was telling Kateri embarrassing stories about his childhood scared William so much that he was out of the car before Angela had even moved the shift to the park position.

In the house, he found his mother oohing and ahhing over a pile of sheer pink material. "Oh, this is adorable!" She was gushing. "Look at all the detail in these pieces. I'm telling you, Kateri, he is going to be an absolutely beautiful Jeannie in this."

At that moment, she noticed that William was standing to the side of the room staring. She smiled and said, "Willy, come on in, honey, and see what Kateri has brought for you to wear. It's just beautiful!"

Just then, Angela entered and hung William's satchel on his shoulder. "Here, Willy. You jumped out of the car in such a rush that you forgot your bag." She looked to see what was happening across the room and hurried across to her mother and Kateri. "You got it!? Let's see it! Willy, come on over and see!"

William followed his sister across the room. His enthusiasm did not match hers, though. Especially when his mother held the see through harem pants up against him and said, "Look! They'll fit perfectly! Willy, you must try them on right now."

William wanted to just be that fun guy at the office, but this was a big step and he was a bit scared to take it. He took the pants in his hand and said, "I don't know, mom. I mean... these are pretty transparent. I'd be showing less skin in a mini dress."

"No you won't," Kateri said with way too much glee. Then she let out a, "Ta da!" as she produced two folded pieces of flesh colored material.

"What are those?" William asked, trying to make heads or tails of the items.

"A leotard and tights!" Kat smiled as she shook them loose to show them to William.

"See, you put on your bra and panties, then the tights and leotard, then the costume. Yeah, people will see through the harem pants, but they'll only see the tights, the leotard will cover your belly, so that open space between your boobs and your pants will look like skin, but it'll only be the flesh toned leotard. Cool, right?" Kateri was beaming with delight as she explained everything to William. "This is how we used to do it when I took dance class as a girl. You'll look like the actress from the TV show, but you'll be fully dressed and nice and warm."

"That's a great idea, Kat," Angela agreed. "I was a little concerned about being chilly in my Supergirl costume, but now I'm thinking that I should pick up some flesh colored tights for myself. You'll like them, Willy. They're very comfortable and nice and warm, too."

Now, it was his mother's turn to chime in. "That's very true, Willy. In fact, I've heard that a lot of construction workers and policemen - you know, men who work outside, in the cold - I've heard that a lot of them wear tights in the winter because they're more comfortable and warmer than thermal underwear. Once you have them on, you won't even notice that they're there."

William thought back to his conversation with Bruce and Tess about how much they'd enjoyed having him getting involved in last week's activities and he wanted to be someone that they liked having as part of the team, and he really did want to please Kateri, but... he really did not want to be embarrassed. So, he chose his words carefully. "Ok, Kat, look... I'll try everything on and we'll see how it looks, ok? If I don't look like and idiot, then I'll wear it, but if I do look like an idiot, then... promise me that you won't make me wear it, ok?"

"Sure, Billy," Kateri smiled, "but I know that you'll look amazing." She reached into her bags and took out yet another flesh colored piece of clothing. "Here, go put these on first, then come out and I'll get you dressed."

William caught the item, which turned out to be a pair of very small, very stretchy panties. "What are these?"

"They're control panties, of course," His sister laughed. "Women wear them to control their bellies, but cross dressers wear them to control..." she laughed, "... their little Willies."

William shook his head. "Very funny. I'll be right back."

He stepped into the downstairs lavatory and a few minutes later he stepped back out again wearing just the stretchy panties and a white tee shirt.

"Perfect!" Kateri clapped her hands. "You'll probably need to tuck Little Willy a bit, but we won't worry about that tonight. Sit here on the couch and I'll teach you how to put on your tights."

William took the proffered tights and sat, then his eyes nearly bugged out of his head as Kateri raised her skirt and pulled down her pantyhose. She sat next to him, took off her shoes and removed the hose completely. Then bunched up the left leg all the way to the toe. "Just do what I do and never pull too hard or you'll put runs in your tights."

William followed Kateri's lead and in a few moments he was standing and setting the waistband of the tights around his middle.

"Comfy, right?" Kateri asked.

William could not deny that the soft material clinging to his legs and abdomen was not only comfortable, but rather exciting, but rather than explain all that, he said, "I guess."

The women knew better though. They knew that he was enjoying himself.

"Ok, now step into this," Kateri said as she held open the leotard.

William stepped into it and Kat pulled it up tight to his crotch before having him put his arms through the thin, clear plastic straps and settling the garment onto his shoulders. He looked down and noticed that the front of the leotard was gathered between the breasts in order to properly cup a woman's bust. He pointed at that area and said, "I guess I'll need some tissues or something to stuff these?"

"Not at all," Kateri hustled over to her bags and pulled out a very pretty box that resembled a jewelry box and opened it. Inside were two very lifelike breasts. They were shaped and articulated just perfectly. They looked so real that you might have even believed that a woman had just taken them off and forgotten to take them with her. "Aren't they beautiful? Let me find the adhesive and we'll see how they look on you."

While she searched her packages, William's mother admired how her son looked in the tights and leotards. She ran her hands along the soft material and sighed. "Oh, I wanted both of you to take dance classes when you were little. I loved dancing so much as a girl. Just putting on the leotard and knowing that I was going to be with all the other girls was so exciting."

Angela cocked her head to the side in thought and said, "Mom, I can't remember a single time in all of my life that you ever suggested that either of us should take dance classes."

Her mother sighed, again. "Because I couldn't afford them, Angie. I remember what my parents spent on dance costumes, tap shoes, ballet slippers, competition trips, classes and everything else and I knew that I could never come up with all of that money. Being a single mom is tough, honey. I did what I could. You had soccer, volleyball and girl's basketball to keep you busy. I could afford that and you were always a bit of a jock, anyway. Willy, though... you were always locked up in your room with your books and computers... honestly, I think you would have really benefitted from taking dance classes."

That remark really surprised William. "Mom, why would I have wanted to take dance classes? I'm a boy, for crying out loud."

His mother shrugged. "Lots of boys take dance classes, Willy. I think you would have liked it and... well... looking at you dressed like this... it's like I finally have the little ballerina I always wanted."

Before William could form a response to that remark, Kateri blurted out, "Son of a bitch! I didn't buy the adhesive. Argh! What are we going to do, now? I ordered those off of the internet. I could never get the adhesive delivered in time for Friday." She grunted some more, but then a thought struck her. "I wonder if the costume shop has anything that will hold it?"

Angela said, "It's going to have to be a lot stronger than the stuff you used on his mustache, last week. That was falling off all day. You don't want a boob falling off and plopping onto the table during a meeting."

Kateri did chuckle at that, then started fishing around in the bags she'd brought in. "Where's my phone?" She muttered. "I don't know what time they close down at the costume shop. Maybe I can run over and see what they have."

"Don't worry," William's mother said, as she took the breasts and walked towards the kitchen, "I have just the thing."

Angela scowled and called after her mother. "Why on earth would you have breast form adhesive?"

Her mother called back from the kitchen. "Remember when I went on that church retreat last summer? Well, I roomed with Claire O'Mara and she had a mastectomy a few years back. She wore a fake breast when she went swimming and I saw what she used. I have the same thing. I'll be right back."

"Excellent!" Kateri said, happy to be back on schedule. "Here, put on the pants, babe." She held the pants open and he stepped in. They were built like fancy sweat pants. There was an elastic waistband that was covered by the deep red velvet at the top of the pants. Then they bloused out into see through puffs of sheer nylon before being drawn back into his ankles by elastic cuffs.

"And now the shoes!" Kateri giggled as she slipped the very elaborately decorated, satin, kitten heeled pumps onto his feet. The silk was dyed pink to match the harem pants, but the opening where his foot slipped in had two bands of silver sparkles surrounding it, another row of the silver sparkles outlined the bottom of the satin show, and the toe area was beautifully embroidered with sparkling silver thread, creating exotic flowers where he normally just saw the leather tip of his shoes.

"Oh, Willy," Angela gushed, "those are so cute! I don't know about the guys at the office, but the women are going to be all over you on Friday."

Kateri laughed. "Yeah. You'd better watch out for that, Billy. When all those women are telling you how cute you are, remember who made you that cute. I'm your Major Nelson, Jeannie. Don't forget that."

"Yes, Master," William smirked.

"I could get used to that," Kateri laughed.

"Ok, I've applied the adhesive to the breasts," William's mother called from the kitchen. "Pull down his leotard top and have him lay on the couch so we can get them on evenly."

William shrugged the straps down his arms, folded the leotard top down below his chest and laid down as his mother entered, a breast in each hand. She handed one breast to Angela to hold, then she took a long, serious look at her son's flat chest. Then she nodded and carefully placed the right breast on William.

"Hold that in place," she instructed her daughter as she took the left breast, made a few judgements about its placement, then carefully placed that one on him as well. "Hold that one, too," she said as she stepped out of the way.

"For how long?" Angela asked.

Her mother shrugged. "The can says fifteen seconds, but why don't you hold them in place for a minute or so."

"Ok," Angela smiled down at her brother. "You know, when I woke up this morning, I never expected that I'd spend the evening groping my little brother's perky, C cup breasts."

"I'm not you're little..." William began, but then something else occurred to him. "Did you say these are C cup breasts?"

Angela smiled even more broadly. "That's what the box says, Willy."

"And what size cup are you?"

"I'm a B, Billy. Just think, my little brother has bigger boobs than I do."

"Well, if my boobs are bigger than yours," William teased, "then maybe that makes you the LITTLE sister."

Angela's jaw dropped as she laughed. "Oh, my God! I can't believe you're finally getting into the spirit of things!" She released her hold on the silicon breasts and gave them a gentle prodding. "I think you're ready. Stand up and see how they feel."

With his sister's help, William stood. "Wow. They do pull a little."

"That's why we wear bras, Billy," Kateri smiled. "Unfortunately, this costume won't allow you to wear a real supportive bra, but even the top of the leotard will help. Here, let me help you get that back on."

Kateri gently raised the top back up William's arms, then positioned his new breasts in the garment's cups. "Huh," she mused, "they're warm when I touch them. I didn't expect them to feel so real." When the breasts were positioned correctly, she asked, "Does that help at all?"

"Yeah, I guess," William nodded. "They're pulling less, but it's still weird to have them there."

"I bet. Now, let's get the rest of the costume on." Kateri slid a bikini style top up his arms and positioned it over William's breasts. The top was made of the same material as the harem pants, but had a flesh-toned lining. It also had a little tassel hanging between his breasts and another just like it hanging below the bikini top. Then the tiny, red velvet, bolero jacket was run up his arm, covering his shoulders and offering a little protection from side-boob exposure.

The final touch, at least for that Wednesday evening, was the wig. It was a single piece that contained the blonde wig, the little red velvet fez with the blonde ponytail popping out of the top and a pink 'veil' that hung in a casual swag below the wearer's chin.

As Kateri brushed out the wig, Angela tucked William's hair into a wig cap. Eventually, Kateri fitted the wig onto his head and stepped back to judge the whole costume.

"Wow..." she said, honestly impressed. "I mean... wow! Billy, we haven't even done your makeup and... wow! You look soooooo good."

"Yeah?" William asked, feeling a little odd, standing in a very feminine costume and having his girlfriend and sister examine him. "Angie? What do you think?"

Angela's eyebrows raised as she shook her head and smiled. "Honestly, Willy... you look... amazing. You're going to blow everyone away."

Just then, the doorbell rang and William's mother hustled through the room. "That'll be the pizza. It was getting late, so I ordered some from Rovezzi's"

She paid the delivery man and took two boxes of pizza from him. As she headed into the kitchen, she said, "Come on, everyone, let's have some supper. Willy, go grab your robe to cover up that beautiful costume. After we have something to eat, we'll get you out of all that, but Rovezzi's pizza is best when it's good and hot."

"Ok," William nodded. He went up the stairs as quickly as he could, but the odd sensation of the breasts bouncing did slow him down a bit. When he reached his room, he went to his open closet door and pulled his robe off of the hook on the back of it. When he closed the closet door, he came face to face with the person in the mirror that was mounted on the front of the door. Of course, that had happened every time he'd opened that door since they'd moved to that house a decade or more earlier, but the thing that stopped William in his tracks was the fact that the person reflected in the mirror wasn't him. It was a woman. A fairly pretty woman in a very sexy harem girl outfit. "Holy cow," he whispered. "Holy freaking cow."

He ran his fingers over the soft material and marveled at the feelings, and was only a bit troubled by the fact that he felt himself becoming aroused. Why wouldn't he be, after all? I mean, when a guy sees a woman dressed like this with breasts this perfect, he's going to get aroused, right? That's just how guys are built.

He ran his fingers along the curves of the fake breasts and became even more excited. Without even a thought as to how proper it might be, his hand traveled down to the front of his harem pants and began to rub himself through the harem pants, the leotard, the tights, and the control panties. Everything was tight and contained, but just touching it was sending him into an erotic haze.

He thought about what it might be like to be dressed this way and to be with Kat in her bedroom. To have her touch him through these soft, sexy materials. To have her kissing his neck and nibbling his ears. To have her take him. To have her...

"Ahem..." came from the doorway.

William blinked and realized what he was doing. His hands snapped to his sides and his face blushed as he sputtered, "Angie... I... I was... I was just..."

"Yeah, yeah," his sister shook her head. "I know exactly what you were 'just,' but listen, girly girl, your mother and your girlfriend are directly below you and will hear you if you start moaning, and it may be a bit embarrassing if you have to explain why your panties are all gooey when you take them off. So, let's just go down and have some pizza before things get out of hand... so to speak."

William nodded, still embarrassed, and slid his arms into the robe. He started out of the door, but stopped and turned back to Angela and said, "Umm... listen, Angie, you won't... you know... you won't tell mom or Kat about what I was... I mean... what you saw... will you?"

Angela smiled. "Look, Willy, I may not be the most experienced girl in the world, but I know that guys are wired through their penises, so I'm not surprised that you got overly excited. Hell, if I suddenly had C cup boobs, I'd probably be pretty worked up myself."

When she didn't say anything more, William had to ask again. "So...?"

"Your dirty little secret is safe with me, little sister."

William blinked and nodded, nervously, as he tied the belt of his robe around himself. "Thanks, Angie."

"Let's just eat, Willy."
 

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"Oh, my God, I've never had pizza this good before," Kateri was saying through a half filled mouth. "Where is this place?"

"Over on Plantation Street," William's mother was explaining. "Past the hospital, near Franklin."

"It's just wonderful!" Kateri continued to compliment.

"Ah! Here are my girls!" Their mother teased as the siblings entered the kitchen. "Come on and eat."

Besides the pizza, their mother had opened a bottle of red wine to accompany the food. William took just a very small portion of wine, then took a piece of pizza, placed it on a plate, then took a knife and fork out of a drawer and began to cut off his slice.

"Have you seen how my anal retentive brother eats his pizza before?" Angela asked Kateri.

Kateri smiled and reached over to touch William's forearm. "I think it's charming. I need that kind of neatness in my life." She leaned over and kissed his cheek, which was adorned with a tiny spit curl from the blonde wig. "You're a treasure, my pretty boy."

"He's always been a pretty boy," his mother said, without any thought that it might offend. "I always thought that Willy would have made a beautiful girl. I would have loved to have had a daughter who was into books and sewing and cooking..."

"Hey, I'm right here, mom!" Angela said, sounding comically insulted.

Her mother smiled back at her daughter's silliness. "You know what I mean, Angie. I tried to get you interested in things like that, but you were always a tomboy. A pretty tomboy, but a tomboy nonetheless."

Angela smiled and looked at Kateri. "Guilty as charged. Until my boobs came in, I was the toughest kid in the neighborhood. She'd try to put me in a dress and I'd scream bloody murder. I don't think I even realized that I was girl until I was sixteen."

"Not me," Kateri wiped her lips on a paper napkin. "I've always been obsessed with pretty things. Flowers, clothes, lace, silk... you name it. The girlier, the better. I didn't even look at a video game until I went to art school."

The conversation went on like this for over an hour. William said very little, as usual, and the women chatted and chatted and got to know each other. The pizza and the wine flowed until Kateri noticed that it was nearly nine o'clock.

"Geez, look at the time! I need to get home and shower soon. Come on, Billy, let's get you out of your pretty clothes."

It only took a few minutes for William to strip down to the control panties. Kateri retrieved his tighty whities from the lavatory and made no pretense of privacy as she lowered his panties and ran his boy undies back up his legs, leaving William standing in the middle of the living room in his drawers and his faux breasts.

"Here you go," His mother said, handing Kateri a bottle of nail polish remover and cotton balls. "Just dab that on his breasts and they should come right off."

Kateri smiled and grabbed a cotton ball and soaked it with acetone and she began applying it to the edges of the fake breasts. "I bet you'll miss these, won't you?" She teased.

William chuckled. "They are impressive, I'll say that. I just never thought I'd see anything like that on my chest."

Kateri laughed as she worked on the edge. "Huh," she muttered.

"What? Is there a problem?" William asked.

"No," Kateri kept working, "it's just that the breast isn't coming loose."

"What?" William was suddenly very concerned. "What do mean? They're not coming off?"

"Relax, babe," she said without making eye contact. She worked some more. "I should have made SOME progress by now, but..." she called out to the kitchen. "Umm... are you sure that this adhesive comes off with nail polish remover?"

Angela and her mother came in to see what the problem was. "That's how Claire took her's off. Isn't working?"

Kateri stood straight and looked at the breasts. "No. It's not working at all."

"Hmm," William's mother said, thoughtfully as she picked up a cotton ball and soaked it with the remover. "Let me try."

She worked for several minutes, but there was no change at all.

When the breasts remained in place, Angela said, "I'll check the adhesive bottle. Where is it, mom?"

"In the pantry, next to the big mixer," Her mother said, still trying to make some progress.

"They will come off, right?" William asked, very concerned.

"Of course they will, Willy," his mother said, shaking her head, but Kateri was not as sure.

"Mom, you didn't use this, did you?" Angela asked as she came back into the living room with a tall, black spray can.

"Yes, that's it," she nodded. "What does it say about removing it?"

Angela read the can, then looked at Kateri and grimaced. She handed the can to William's girlfriend who gasped.

"This isn't breast adhesive," Kateri said as calmly as she could.

"What?" William's mother turned and took the van. "I don't understand. The can looks the same as the adhesive that Claire used."

"Mom," Angela was getting excited, "this is the adhesive I was given to attach the sports team's medallions to the walls in my high school as part of that community service project I did in my senior year. This is permanent, industrial adhesive! You're not even supposed to get this on your fingers! This didn't just adhere the breasts to Willy, it actually bonded them to his skin!"

Her mother looked at her as if she couldn't conceive of what the girl was saying. "So, how do we get them off?"

"That's the point, mom! We can't get them off! They're 'PERMANENTLY' bonded to him. You just gave your son C cup breasts, mom!"

The thud of William's unconscious body hitting the floor was the only thing that stopped Angela from screaming at her mother.
 

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They called the police, who told them to call the fire department, who told them to call poison control, who told them to call the hospital who told them to call the manufacturer who's voicemail told them to call back after nine A.M. Eastern Standard Time to talk to a representative. William's mother even called her friend Claire who, although very confused by the question, assured that she had never attached her prosthetic breast with 'Goodman's Industrial Grade Permanent Spray Adhesive' and that she had no idea how to remove a prosthetic breast that had been attached using that substance.

William had been sitting on the couch, his head in his hands, growing more scared, more frustrated and more angry by the minute. Defeated, his mother sat opposite him in a wing backed chair and said, "I guess you'll just have to call in sick tomorrow, Willy. We can call the manufacturer at nine and find out how to get those off."

"If," he corrected his mother. "If we can get them off. There is no guarantee that there is a way to remove them."

"Oh, I'm sure that..." his mother began, but William cut her off.

"And I can't call in sick tomorrow, mom. I'm not a cashier at Walmart. I am the accountant - THE ONLY ACCOUNTANT - for a multimillion dollar business and I have what is probably the biggest meeting of my career at eleven thirty tomorrow morning!" Suddenly he was standing and his voice was increasing in volume. "This is the dumbest, most ridiculous thing you have ever done, mother! Your entire life has been a series of careless, thoughtless, stupid decisions that have always been the wrong goddamned decisions!"

"Hey, come on now, babe," Kateri tried to calm him, but he wouldn't listen.

"No! You don't know what it's like to grow up in a house with a mother that may or may not be home on any given night, Kat. All her little stories about not having the perfect life... All of that is directed at me because, somehow, I am responsible for being conceived in her sophomore year of college and because of that, SHE never finished, SHE never had any breaks, SHE never could find a man that wasn't scared off by her two bastard children."

"Willy, stop," Angela took his hand in hers, but he pulled it loose and went right on.

"Well, that wasn't my fault! That was her fault! Your fault, mom! And this is your fault too! I was hoping to get the heck out of here soon, to put down a deposit on a condo in that new development over off of Salisbury Street next month, mom! Now, I'll be lucky if I still have a job twenty four hours from now! How could you be so stupid? Look at me, mom! Look at me! You weren't even asked to help, but you volunteered to be responsible for one little thing. One tiny, little thing, but just like every other aspect of your life, you screwed this up to! Well, thanks a whole hell of a lot mom! Just... thanks!"

His mother kept her eyes down and stared at the carpet, uncertain of what she could possibly say to calm her son down or rectify the situation.

William shook his head in disgust. Then an idea struck him. "Angie! Do you still have that Exacto knife kit?"

His sister looked up and shrugged. "Maybe. Why?"

"Go see if you can find it. Maybe I can cut these things off."

"No!" Kateri finally had had enough. "Just stop all of this, Billy. Now, I know that you're angry and that because of that, you're lashing out at your mother, but come on, babe... do you really think your mother intended to attach boobs to your chest permanently? And if the silicone is bonded to your chest, then I don't think that hacking at them with a razor knife is a safe idea. No. What we'll have to do is just go to bed, get some sleep and in the morning we'll go to work a little early so no one sees you and call the manufacturer when they open at nine. They'll tell us what to use as a solvent and either Angie or I will run out and get it. We'll get the breasts off safely and without having you stab yourself and you can go to your meeting. Then, everything will be ok. Alright?"

William shook his head. "What if we can't get them off? How will I deal with the meeting then?"

Kateri thought for a moment. "Well... we'll cross that bridge when and if we come to it. If worse comes to worse then maybe you could just participate using Zoom or something. You know, like Lorraine could say, 'Our accountant is not on site today, but he's joining us remotely.' That might work, right?"

William shrugged and shook his head. He had no response. His adrenaline was still running far too high to think straight. He was in no mood to see a positive outcome right now.

"Willy, it's getting late," Angela said. "I know how upset you are, but we all need to get some sleep. Please, just calm down. We'll be able to think more clearly in the morning. I think that Kat's plan is the best one we have right now."

William remained silent.

Kateri hugged him and whispered, "Come on, babe. I'll stay the night, ok? Let's just get to bed. I'll sleep with you. You've already said some things that you can't take back. Let's not make it any worse."

She guided William towards the stairs. Angela stood and looked at her mother. "Are you coming to bed, mom?"

Her mother shook her head. "No, Angie. I think I'll just sit here for a few minutes. I have a lot to think about."

Angela looked at William and opened her eyes wide, then indicated her mother. He took a deep breath and told Kateri to go ahead up and get ready. Then he shook his head and walked back to the couch and sat down.

The two sat there in silence until finally his mother said, "I didn't mean for this to happen, Willy."

"I know, mom, but it did happen and now I have to deal with it. I'm just so tired of having to deal with problems that you create for me."

She shook her head. "I don't mean just that, Willy. Not just the breasts. I mean... this... this hatred of me that you have. I didn't mean for that to happen. I really wanted to be a good mother, I just... didn't know how."

William exhaled and shook his head again. "I never said that I hate you, mom."

"Willy, people who love each other don't treat each other like we do. I don't know why I couldn't love you two more, but... some people are just not good at it, Willy, and I am terrible at it. I hear myself say demeaning things to you, things about your height and appearance, and I hate myself for it, but I do it anyway, and I don't know why. I do the same thing to Angie, but... hell, I've done it to everyone my whole life."

"Mom..." William really did not want to have this conversation, but it seemed like he'd started it, so he needed to continue. "I was... I am... very upset about..." he motioned to his newly acquired bust, "...this... and I just lost my temper. Look... I know that you love me in your own way, that you love Angela like that, too... I never doubted that. I just got really mad and I said things I shouldn't have said. I'm sorry. Please... can we just forget about it and go to bed?"

She looked at him with red rimmed eyes. "Willy... everything you said is true. I've always blamed you and Angie for how hard things always were. Willy... Willy, I... I've always wanted the best for us, but I could never figure out how to do it and... Jesus, I hate to say this, Willy, but I have to clear the air... You've always been so... aloof. So... independent, Willy. Like you never needed me. Like... when you were a toddler. I'd hug you, and you'd squirm away. I may not have known how to give love, Willy, but when I tried... you never seemed to know how to take it, either. I hated that... and I hated how much you looked like your father... and I hated how much smarter than me you were, even as a child... but I tried, Willy, I tried so, so hard to love you. I even thought I did. At least... I thought that you believed I did."

"Mom..."

"Let me finish, Willy. What you just said... all of it... It's all true. I've done terrible things to everyone I've ever been close to. Your father, Angie's father, my sisters, my parents... everyone. I've treated you and Angie as if you were burdens instead of letting you in to my..." she was suddenly sobbing, "... heart. I was a terrible daughter, a terrible sister, then I was a terrible mother and now... my God, Willy, I may have maimed your chest and I was trying to act as if it was no big deal so no one would blame me. What the hell kind of a person am I, Willy?" By this point, she could not hold back everything that she'd kept locked up for so long and she buried her face in her hands and just wept.

William's skin tingled. He didn't know why, but he was feeling so many emotions that his skin was actually tingling with them. The worst part of it all though was that his mother was crying and he had caused it. He'd said things so terrible that he'd mad his mother actually cry.

And he didn't know what to do about it.

He looked about to see if maybe, just maybe, Angie or Kat were nearby and could offer advice, but he was alone with his mother and needed to do something now. He rose and stood by his mother, then he knelt in front of her and raised her head so that he could slip his shoulder under her head, then pull her close to rest her head on his shoulder.

"I don't hate you, mom. I love both you and Angie as much as any son or brother could possibly love his family. I mean that, mom, but this whole... breast thing just has me crazy. Can you forgive me for saying what I said?"

His mother looked up shook her head. "There's nothing to forgive, Willy. Everything you said was true."

"No, it wasn't, mom. I have no right to judge you and I'm sorry that I did. I know that you didn't use the wrong glue on purpose. It was just... a accident."

"A stupid, stupid accident, Willy."

"Yes, but a accident nonetheless. You didn't do it on purpose and I was an ass for thinking that you did. Now... come on. Let's stand up."

William stood and helped his mother to her feet, his naked breasts bouncing with the movement. "Hug me." He requested once they were both standing. He was shorter than his mother, so now his head was resting on her shoulder.

"I'm sorry, Willy. I'm so sorry." That was the first time that William ever heard his mother say those words and it made him feel... good, in an odd way, but even more than that, he felt... closer to his mother than he'd ever felt. "I failed. I failed you and Angie and me. I failed everyone."

"Mom," William said, quietly, "I know that you haven't had it easy and that being alone with two kids was a challenge. It wasn't easy for Angie and me, either, but we always knew that you loved us, mom. Even if you doubted it, we knew that you loved us and we don't doubt it now, either."

His mother sniffled back her tears and nodded. "I'm trying to do better, Willy. I really am. I mean, I've been going to church and AA for five years now. I promise, I'm trying to do better."

William loosened his hug and moved back a little so that he could see his mother's tear covered face. "I know, mom. So am I." He smiled a little as he wiped away some of her tears. "We're ok, right?"

She forced a smile, too, as she nodded. "We're better than ok, Willy."she looked at her son's soft face. "We're pretty good, I think."

"And you'll go to bed, now, mom, right? I mean... you're usually ok to just have one glass of wine, but..."

She touched his cheek and smiled. "Willy... the bottle is empty. I only had one small glass, as usual. Wine was never my problem and there's no more alcohol in the house. You can trust me. I'll go to bed and go to sleep. I promise."

"Ok," he kissed her cheek. "I think I should try to get some sleep"

As he stepped away, his mother let out a small laugh. "Those breasts are impressive, Willy. If you'd been born a girl, you never would have gotten breasts that big from me."

William nodded. "I think Angie is actually jealous."

"To tell you the truth, so am I."
 

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William got very little sleep that night. His normal anxiety about the upcoming meeting would have made him restless under the best circumstances, but the breasts made it difficult to get comfortable. If he rolled onto a side, the breasts pulled uncomfortably on his chest, sleeping on his stomach was out of the question and he was unused to sleeping on his back.

Kateri was up before six, so the two of them dressed quietly and headed to Kateri's house. The breasts made any of William's dress shirts unwearable, so he wore his normal suit pants and dress shoes, but took his dress shirt, jacket and tie with him and he covered himself with an old, normally loose fitting, sweat shirt, which was kind of tight that morning, to cover his breasts. Even his winter coat was snug when he zipped it up.

He sent his mother and sister a text telling them that they'd left early so Kateri could shower and change and that they were planning on getting to the office by 8:30 so that William could sneak into his office unnoticed.

Before they left Kateri's house, she pulled a box out of her closet and dug through a supply of brown polo shirts, until pulling out one and holding it up to William to check the fit. "What size shirt do you usually wear?" She asked.

"Men's extra small of boy's large. Why?"

"Try this one on," she handed him the shirt. Unlike most of William's polo shirts, this one was made of a silky, moister wicking material and it also had the Firefly logo on the left breast. William removed his old sweat shirt and pulled the shirt over his head. Kateri nodded. "That's a woman's small. It looks better than the sweat shirt."

William shrugged at the shirt. He was fine with it, but hoped to be wearing his dress shirt in a few hours. "Why do you have a box of Firefly shirts in your closet?"

Kateri closed the box and returned it to the closet. "They're from a team building event a few years ago. I was in charge of getting them made and we ended up with more than we needed. I didn't throw them out because I figured that we'd needed them someday. Turns out I was right." She looked him over carefully. The garment was made for a woman's shape and nicely conformed to the shape of his plump breasts and narrow belly and hips. 'It looks nice on you," she let out a little giggle, "but you could use a bra. You're a wee bit nipple-y, young lady."

William looked at his chest and grimaced. Kateri was correct, the nipples on his breasts were noticeably protruding through the shiny fabric.

"Come on, let's get going," Kateri put her arm around him and led him towards the door. "I'll treat you to a scrumptious breakfast at MickeyD' s drive through on the way."
 

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"Wow, you guys are in early," Firefly's ever friendly receptionist, Raquel bubbled as Kateri and William entered the company's lobby at eight twenty. The twenty-something girl was busying herself at the reception area snack table, replenishing the K-cups and energy bars. "I'm usually alone here until a few minutes before nine. Today, it's like Grand Central Station around here."

Kateri stopped in her tracks. "Really? Why? Who's here already?"

Raquel was surprised by the question, but always happy to chat. "Oh, well, Lorraine was already in when I got here, but Tess and a few women from her department came in about ten minutes ago, and that new intern, Angela, just showed up."

Kateri let out a long breath. She'd hoped to have William in his office before anyone got there, but there was no way to get to William's office without passing Lorraine's.

"I guess everyone is a little anxious about that meeting today," Raquel continued, undeterred by the fact that no one else was contributing to the conversation. She looked at Kateri and William with her usual big, supportive smile. "I guess it's a big day."

"I guess," Kateri plastered on a big smile and she ushered William towards The Pit.

"Keep your coat zipped up. I thought we'd beat Lorraine into the office today," Kateri whispered as they passed the game tables.

"Let's just pass her door as normally as possible and maybe she won't look up." William offered.

When they passed the CEO's door, no one was in the office. They both let out a sigh of relief just as a voice called from the conference room, "Bill, I'm glad you're here early. Come on in and go through these figures with Tess and me one more time."

When they turned to look, Lorraine had already turned her back to them and reentered the conference room.

William took a deep breath. "Well, so much for stealth. Here goes nothing."

"Hey, guys," Angela said, a bit solemnly. "I brought you coffee. It's in Willy's office.

Kateri rolled her eyes. "It'll have to wait. Billy's been called into the conference room. Come on. You and I will go in for support."

They all entered the room quietly. William went in about ten feet while the women waited by the door.

"Ok, great," Lorraine was talking a mile a minute without looking up, "Bill, these projections that you worked out with Tess are excellent, but they focus on moderate sales figures. Where are the figures that you guys had that mirrored the sales from the previous edition of the game? I think those figures are more encouraging for the investors and since we have a rep from BHI coming in today, I'd like to be as positive..."

Lorraine looked up at that point and saw William's worried expression and then noticed that Kateri and Angela were standing in the doorway with equally worried faces.

"Bill?" She asked, concerned. "Is something wrong?"

William was still searching for the correct words to explain this ridiculous situation to his boss.

When he said nothing, Lorraine looked to the doorway. "Kat? Is there something I can help you with?"

Kateri found herself in the same situation as William, unable to find her voice.

"Well?" Lorraine was in a rush to get back to her prep for the meeting.

"Take off your coat, Willy," Angela finally said.

William sighed and unzipped the coat, pulling it from his shoulders.

"Oh, shit!" Tess laughed as she covered her mouth. "Bill! What the hell?"

Lorraine just stared, slack jawed, for at least twenty seconds, then sat back in her chair. "What, exactly is going on, Bill? Is this a joke of some kind? Because if it is than you picked a hell of day to suddenly develop a sense of humor."

William gave them a synopsis of the events of the previous evening.

Kateri took over, "We're calling the manufacturer at nine to find out how to get them off. Hopefully, we'll have them off in plenty of time for the meeting."

"And if you don't?" Lorraine seemed more angry than Kateri had expected.

"Well... we were thinking that, maybe, Bill could participate remotely on Zoom."

Lorraine tossed the papers she was holding onto the conference table and shook her head. "I don't like that idea. There's always a delay and too much distance between the person asking the question and the person on Zoom. If one of the investors, especially the Bunker Hill rep, asks a question, I'd rather that you were in the room so that you can look them in the eye and give them an honest answer that they feel comfortable with." She glanced at Angela. "What about you, Angie? Are you capable of answering questions at the meeting?"

Angela went pale as she looked around the room. "Oh, no, ma'm, I don't think I am. Not yet. I'm sorry."

Lorraine rubbed her forehead and looked at the table. "Jesus, Mary and Joseph," she muttered. "I don't believe this."

"Whatever we do," Tess said, seemingly still amused by William's predicament, "we need to get Bill a bra, because it's not cold in here, but Bill's nipples are feeling a chill."

"Shut up, Tess and let me think." Lorraine said as she sighed.

Tess seemed to be in no way offended by Lorraine's harsh words and went right on staring at William and shaking her head.

With more sighs and head shakes, Lorraine went into business mode and looked for a solution. "Ok, I want you in the room, that's a given, but I don't want you there looking like that. No offense, Bill, but you look ridiculous. Like a guy with boobs. That would be too distracting. So - if we CAN get the boobs off, then we're good and it's business as usual."

"Yes," Bill said, hopefully.

"And if not?" Lorraine looked at Tess. "Ideas?"

"Well..." Tess looked at William and considered things. "We could say that Bill is transitioning. You know, like he'd been on hormones and got great results quicker than expected. Chances are, the next time that BHI sent a rep, it wouldn't be the same person and by then Bill would be flat chested again."

Lorraine shook her head in disgust. "So, what, he just grew breasts over night and came to an important meeting dressed like that?"

"Maybe they won't even ask," Kateri offered. "I mean, it's not that unusual to see someone who really is transitioning nowadays, right? And it'd be rude to ask... right?"

"They'll ask," Lorraine interrupted. "Bunker Hill doesn't like the toys we have in The Pit, for crying out loud. If they see Bill looking like that, they will definitely ask about it. They are a bunch of old money assholes who will have very firm, very old fashioned opinions about sexual identity, but we can't afford to have them pull their money out of Firefly."

They were quiet for a moment, until Angela spoke with a lot of uncertainty. "He could... or... we could get him..."

"Just say it, Angie," Lorraine instructed.

"A dress..." she said to silence. "We could, you know, dress him up like, well, us, and he could just be, well... just another girl who works here."

Lorraine looked at Angela, then at William and the at Tess. "Well? You're the fashion maven. Could he pass as a women?"

Tess looked at William and considered his size, body shape and face. "It's possible, I guess."

"You're not seriously considering..." William started to protest, but Lorraine held up her hand.

"Bill, according to your story, you're planning on coming to work as a woman tomorrow, anyway, and this is a pretty tenuous position that you put us in, so I don't really want to hear about it. Even if you come across as boyish and you're dressed in a dress or suit and wearing makeup, then they'll just assume that you're a boyish girl, and honestly, I don't think that it would take much to make you pretty." Suddenly, she raised her voice and shouted, "Raquel!"

Seconds later, the girl was in the conference room. "Yes, Lorraine?"

"Raquel, call down to the salon on the first floor and see if Dhaveed is available. If he is, connect him to the phone in here."

"Yes, ma'm" the girl smiled and hurried away.

Kateri spoke when Raquel was gone. "Look, Lorraine, I'm not sure that this is a great idea..."

"Then let's hope that you get those things off of him," Lorraine said without emotion as the phone rang and she picked up the receiver. "Hello?... Ahh, Dhaveed, thank you for taking my call. We may have an emergency here... No, no, not me... See, well, long story short, one of my male employees finds himself in an odd position and I may need for you to do something with his hair and makeup... Yes, that's the point. I'd want him to pass as a woman... No, he's actually rather tiny..." She glanced at her watch. "We'll know in ten minutes or so, but he'd have to be ready to go for a meeting at eleven thirty. I'd like him ready earlier than that if possible... Dhaveed, you are an angel, my dear! Yes, yes, thank you. I'll let you know either way."

She hung up the phone and looked around the room. "Dhaveed is on standby and he is the best stylist I know. Now," she looked at her watch again, "I believe it is nine o'clock. Give me the number. I'll make the call the manufacturer and put it speaker so you can hear."

Kateri handed Lorraine a piece of paper with the number written on it. The numbers were punched and the phone rang several times before someone picked it up.

"Good morning. Goodman Industrial Adhesives. How may I direct your call?"

"Yes, good morning. I need some information regarding one of your adhesives. One of my employees used the product and now has a... foreign substance stuck to his skin and we need to know how to remove it."

"Oh, dear," the person on the other end sounded concerned. "Please hang on for Mister Randolph."

A little light classical music played before someone picked up. "Good morning. This is Frank Randolph. How can I assist you?"

"Good morning, Frank. My name is Lorraine and we're having a problem here. One of my employees used your permanent adhesive last night and accidentally attached something to his skin. How can we get that off of him."

The man grunted before he spoke. "Well, Lorraine, that depends on the material he bonded to himself and where on his body the item is attached."

"Well," Lorraine shook her head as she realized she'd have to explain. "You see, my employee was trying on a costume that would require him to wear artificial breasts, and..."

"So there are two silicone breasts on his chest, then, right," Frank cut to the chase.

"That is correct."

"Honest to God," the man said with disgust. "Ok, Lorraine, so you'll need to use our medium solvent. Once silicone is attached, it's difficult to get off. Our gentle solvent will get the product off of your fingers if you just have a residue, but it won't touch something like this, and our maximum strength solvent will burn his skin, so take your time and keep working the solvent under the breasts. It'll take a few hours, but it'll come off."

"Thank you, Frank. And can we pick that up at Home Depot, then?"

Suddenly, Frank seemed confused. "Well... no, of course not. You need a chemical use permit to use any of our products. Doesn't your business have one?"

"No, Frank. We make video games."

"Where did the original can of adhesive come from, then?"

When Lorraine could not answer that, Angela leaned forward and spoke. "Umm, I'm not sure where the can originally came from, but we used it in a public service project when I was in high school. It just ended up in my mother's closet."

"God Almighty," Frank was suddenly very irritated. "Look, Lorraine, you are going to have to find a company that uses our products, then hope that they are willing to help your guy out. This is a gross misuse of our product and use by an unlicensed person is very problematic."

Lorraine looked at the three of them with a bit of disgust. "I understand, Frank, and I do apologize. How can I find a nearby company that might be able to assist us?"

"According to my phone, you're calling from the 508 area code. That's Massachusetts, right? I'll have my assistant fax you a copy of our customers in your area. Look for it this afternoon."

"Fax it? Couldn't you just email it to me now?"

"Sorry," Frank said. "Emails aren't secure enough. Just give your fax number and I'll get there in a few hours."

Lorraine gave him their fax number, thanked him and hung up. "Raquel!" The girl was there in seconds. "Call Dhaveed and tell him you'll be down there in five minutes with Bill." Then she turned and looked at Angela. "Do you know Bill's sizes?"

"Umm, yeah, I do. I got them when I went with Kat to get his costume for last week."

"Good," she turned to Tess. "You take Angie over to the mall on Rt 20. There's a Talbot's, a J Crew, a Nordstrom's... you should be able to find everything you need there. And Tess - make sure he looks at least as good as a woman as he does as a man. Now, go."

Everyone started to go, including Kateri, but Lorraine stopped her. "Kat, I need you here."

"Oh," Kateri looked at William who was following Raquel out the door. "I was going to go downstairs with Billy."

"I need you to set up the meeting with me. That's usually Raquel's job, but obviously, she's otherwise engaged."

"But, I... Billy's going to be pretty confused by what they're taking about down there. He's never been to a salon before."

"You know what they say, Kat - What doesn't kill us makes us stronger. He'll be fine. Besides, you and I need to talk. First thing, though, let's get the troops together and explain all of this to them. We don't want someone seeing Bill and saying something stupid."
 

~^~

 

"Oh, well this is a nice surprise!" Dhaveed said as he spread an apron across William. "When Lorraine said that she was sending down a man, I was worried. You're still a boy, though. How old are you, sweetie?"

"Twenty four," William replied, petrified of what was going to happen.

"Really," Dhaveed was a very flamboyant man of middle eastern heritage who was obviously wearing makeup and had beautifully sculpted his eyebrows. William had never really encountered a man who took such pains to look good. "I'd have guessed much younger, but that's not why we're here, right? So, we need to send you back upstairs looking like a well groomed female executive, right? Well, you are already cute as a button, so this will be easy. Luckily, you have enough hair to work with. Let's get that hair washed and colored, then we'll figure out the rest."

"Colored?" William asked, even more scared than before. "What color?"

Dhaveed laughed. "Don't worry, honey, nothing drastic. I'm picturing you with something cute and sassy. I think we'll just be lightening you up a bit and adding a few gold highlights, maybe a little red, too. Trust me, girl, you will love it. There's a reason that people say I'm the best."
 

~^~

 

"Hi, Tess!" The saleswoman welcomed them into the large department store's women's department. "It's nine thirty on a work day. Pretty unusual time to see you out shopping."

"It's an emergency, Sue," Tess replied. "This is Angie and we're looking to get a nice, simple suit for a colleague of ours. Long story short, she's a small, thin girl with almost no hips or butt and we need her looking great for a meeting at 11:30. She need everything - Suit, top, shoes, stocking, bra, panties - everything."

"Oh, so the clock's ticking. Follow me. Pants or skirt?"

"She'd prefer pants," Angela said.

"But there's less to worry about with a skirt," Tess said. "Let's go with a skirt, Sue."

"Great, what size?"

Angela ran down the list of sizes she knew. "I know she has a C cup breast, but I'm not sure of her band size."

"That's ok," Sue said. "I can make an educated guess with what you've given me. I take it this girl is fairly short, too, right? So, let's start in petites and see what we have. What does she do at your office?"

"She's an accountant." Tess said, looking at the multitude of selections.

"An accountant," the saleswoman mused. "So nothing garish. Something sensible that says 'trustworthy.' Something dark, maybe. Black or navy blue. Ooh, look at this. It's royal blue but very classy. Nice lapels with a pretty stitching, one button front, hip length hem on the jacket and the pencil skirt comes to just above the knee. We have the skirt in a straight pencil style or a tight, hobble style with a slit in the front. The skirt and jacket are lined in a gold silk and breathe really well. I have the same suit in charcoal and it's one of my favorites."

"Wow, that's perfect, Sue. Don't you think, Angie?" Tess touched the expensive material.

'It's beautiful," Angela agreed.

"You're a miracle worker, Sue. How about a top?"

"Well," Sue considered the suit for a moment. "You say she's a C cup, so she's a little girl with a lot going on. Let's stay away from anything too form fitting." She walked along a row of blouses, the stopped and grabbed something. "This would be perfect. A nice, loose fitting shell. It's sleeveless and has this lovely little key hole opening in the front with a little pearl button in the center of the neck. Perfect, right?"

The soft yellow top was perfect. It would be modest, but kind of sexy on William's contoured chest. It was very, very sheer, but had a silk camisole that was designed to go with it.

"I love it. Do you think that little pearl button is enough decoration or should we get her a necklace?" Tess asked, shocking Angela with her rapid fire approach to getting what was needed.

"When we go to shoes, we'll stop in jewelry. Something simple around the neck might be nice, but if she has pearls to wear as earrings, that would work."

Tess took out her phone and dialed as Sue said, "Let's look at lingerie. We'll get her a nice bra and panty set and when I wear a suit like this, I prefer a nice, comfortable, full length slip under it. Even though the dress has a lining, it just kind of completes the look and feel of the suit."
 

~^~

 

"Hello?" Raquel said into her phone. "Ok. Ok. Ok, Tess. Yes, I'll tell him." She disconnected the call.

"Tell me what?" William asked.

"Not you," Raquel looked to the hairdresser. "Dhaveed, we have an issue. Bill will be wearing a skirt suit and his top will be sleeveless. Can you do his legs and pits?"

"No problem at all," Dhaveed grinned. "He looked at William. Once I get the color in, I'll just use some Nair on your arms, legs and pits. No big deal, honey. Trust me, you'll like it."

"I doubt it," William muttered under his breath.

"Ellie!" Dhaveed called across the salon and a young woman came running. "Look at his fingers, baby. Terrible, right? He's going to need some nails. Nothing long, maybe just past the fingers. A deep color that he can wear everyday to work in an office. A deep red, maybe. We'll do his toes, too, just in case they get him open toed shoes."

"What are we doing here," Ellie asked in a nonjudgmental tone. "Drag queen? Costume party? What?"

"No, he's going full 'girl next door' for a few days. I'll fill you in later. Make sure he can still use his fingers though. I'll have his hair color ready in five minutes, then you can work on him while the color sets."
 

~^~

 

"A folder at every seat, an empty glass for water and a pen above the folder and make sure that each pen works and that our logo is well printed on it. Every now and then there's a smudge from the printers." Lorraine was pointing at each item and giving Kateri very specific instructions.

Kateri shook her head in amazement. She was an artist, for crying out loud, and a damned good one. Now, she was expected to do Raquel's job. To be a receptionist. "Look, Lorraine, I'm willing to help out and all, but I'm an artist, not a receptionist and..."

"You're an artist in a department of fourteen artists, Kat, and you're not even my best artist, and you made my accountant, who is a department of ONE, look like a side show exhibit on a day when I need him to shine. So, would this artist like to do the job of a receptionist for a few hours or would this artist like to become the assistant to the receptionist on a full time basis?"

Kat's stomach became a big knot all of a sudden. "Yeah, I get that, Lorraine, and I apologize, but why don't I go down stairs with Billy and send Raquel back up. She knows how to do all of this."

Lorraine looked at her employee and shook her head. "Look, Kat, I have no problem with employees dating, but it doesn't take a genius to see that you are turned on by getting Bill into women's clothing. That suit and those shoes he wore last week? Come on, you got into that, didn't you? And now, you're dressing him up as woman for Friday? This is a game to you Kat. It's a game of 'How Girly Can I Make My Boyfriend,' and I need that game to stay at home unless we're doing a costume day. Bill is getting a make over in order to make him presentable, not to get you excited. Understood? So let Dhaveed do whatever he needs to do and you can pretend that Bill is your girlfriend afterwards."

Kat was horrified and embarrassed by what Lorraine had said - mostly because a lot of it was true. She tried to explain that Lorraine was wrong, but Lorraine just waved her off. "Honestly, Kat, what you two do is between you two and one hundred percent cool with me, as long as it stays out of the office, but right now... Get the conference room ready or pack up your desk, because I have too much at stake today to have any more conversations about this."

Kateri nodded and headed towards the conference room as quickly as she could.
 

~^~

 

"Thanks, Tess," Raquel said as she disconnected the call and looked at Dhaveed. "A royal blue skirt and jacket and a yellow shell. The shell has a teardrop opening at the neckline with a little pearl button."

"Perfect," Dhaveed smiled. "That will help us coordinate his makeup better. Now, that pearl button... I think we can tie that in, too."

"How?" Raquel asked.

Dhaveed winked. "You'll see."
 

~^~

 

"A simple, classic, black pump goes with everything," Sue said, holding the shoe as if she was a spokesmodel. "Since she's a little girl, you might want to consider a taller heel."

"I wouldn't go too high," Angela said. "She doesn't have a lot of experience with high heels."

"These are beautifully made," Sue pointed out. "They are very easy on the feet and walking in them is a breeze."

Tess looked at the shoe. "I like them, but Angie's right. Let's stick to a simple two inch heel."

"I think that's everything," Angela said, looking at the clothing that Sue had assembled for them.

"I think you're right," Tess agreed. "Can you just charge this to Firefly, Sue?"

"You got it," the saleswoman smiled. "Let me bag these and you can be on your way." She walked away.

"That was fun," Tess smiled. "I've never shopped for a guy before at all and I certainly never shopped got a skirt suit for a guy. He's going to look adorable in this, Angie."

"I really hope this works, Tess. Willy is really sensitive about being embarrassed. He has to look good or we're never going to get him into that conference room."

"Angie, I know Dhaveed and if he says that Bill is going to look great, then he's going to look great."
 

~^~

 

"Ok, Kat, the room looks great. You've done a great job setting it up."

"Thank you, Lorraine," Kateri pushed her hair back from her face and tried to appreciate all the work that she'd done, hauling materials and cases of water and pastries into the conference room. "I'll just go back to my desk, then."

Lorraine stopped her. "Not just yet, Kat. I need you to cover reception until Raquel gets back."

If she didn't have a mortgage and a car payment, that would have been the straw that broke the camel's back for Kateri. But she did have those payments and lots more, so she just nodded and made to head to reception.

"Kat," Lorraine stopped her. "Thank you. You did very good work here and Raquel should be back up pretty soon. I apologize if I was harsh earlier, but... well, to tell you the truth, you and Bill really ticked me off this morning."

Kateri nodded. "Yeah. I figured that out. Look, Lorraine, I love my job, but it is only a job and I don't ever want to have to discuss whatever Bill and I do outside of this office again. That's just between me and him."

Lorraine nodded. "Let's make a deal. If you never bring Bill into work with fake boobs glued to his chest again, then I will never ask you about your personal life again. Does that sound fair?"

Kateri smirked and nodded. "Deal. I'll be in reception if you need me."
 

~^~

 

"Where is he?" Angela asked Dhaveed as she and Tess entered the salon carrying everything they'd purchased.

"In the back room," Dhaveed smiled, devilishly. "I think that our new baby girl got a little overwhelmed when she saw herself. I brought her outback before she lost control out here."

Angela looked towards the door to the back room. "Oh... well... thank you, Dhaveed. I guess I should go get him dressed." She added the bag that Tess was carrying to her pile and headed in that direction, but Dhaveed stopped her with a question.

"Are you the sister?"

Angela stopped and nodded.

"Well, sweetie, I should warn you... there is no 'he' back there. I took all of the 'he' out of that little girl and I'm not sure that it's ever coming back. Be gentle."

The look of confusion that passed over Angela's face made Dhaveed smile. "Just go back there, honey. You'll see what I mean."

The back room was a combination break room, storeroom, kitchenette with a small lavatory attached. Probably due to the fact the business specialized in creating beauty, an inordinate about of wall space in the back room was dedicated to a large, floor to ceiling mirror so that employees could check their appearance before heading out into the salon.

"Oh... excuse me. I was looking for..." Andrea said, as she entered the back room and found a small woman with golden blonde hair and red highlights, cut into an adorable little pixieish hairdo with asymmetrical bangs, spiked shaped 'sideburns' hanging near her ears, each of which was adorned with a small, faux pearl, pierced earring, and an asymmetrical undercut in the rear of the woman's hair gave the impression that this was a perfectly made doll rather than an actual woman. The woman's well sculpted, not overly thin, eyebrows had been shaded to match her hair and her makeup was... extraordinary. Plump, deep red, wet, velvety lips, plump, shaded cheeks, youthful, wide eyes with delicate lashes and just enough color on her eyelids to make anyone, man or woman, take note.

In short, she was a beautiful jewel of woman.

A couple of things were odd about her, though. First was that she was wearing a brown polo shirt with the Firefly logo on her, impressive, left breast. Second was that she was not wearing any pants or a skirt, but rather a pair of men's, white BVD briefs.

As Angela processed all of these things, she also noticed that the woman was crying.

And, something about her looked familiar.

"Willy?" She said, when she finally found her voice. "Willy? Is that you?"

The woman nodded, and then shook. It was a bit of a quiver at first, but then, as she tried to speak, the quiver grew to full blown shaking. She nodded, then gasped through her tears, "Yeah. Yeah, it's me. Or... it was me. Look at me, Angie. I'm gone. I'm not William any more. I'm... I'm not sure who or what I am, but..."

Finally able to move, Angela laid down her packages and ran to hold her brother. As he cried into her shoulder, she tried to calm him "It's ok, Willy. It's just some makeup and hair dye. Your hair will grow out. Don't worry. It'll be ok. Just calm down so we can get you dressed and let's just get through today. Come on, now, Willy. Breathe. Just breathe."

William took deep breaths and tried to calm down. "I can't go up there, Angie. They'll all laugh. I'll be humiliated. Angie, I can't do this."

"Hey, hey, hey, come on, now." Angela soothed. "Willy, everyone at Firefly knows that you had to do this and that you are doing it for them. It's true, Willy. Tess talked to Lorraine and Lorraine told everyone that you needed to do this in order to keep the investors from pulling out. No one will laugh, Willy. Everyone will be very grateful. I promise."

It took a moment, but eventually, William lifted his head from his sister's shoulders and took a breath. "Really? You don't think they'll laugh at me?"

"No, Willy, no, they won't. Everyone understands and everyone is behind you. Honest."

He stepped away from his sister and thought for a moment, catching his reflection in the mirror again. "This is crazy." He muttered.

"But necessary," Angela said, supportively. "Just for today, Willy."

"That's not what I mean," William shook his head. "Look at me. I look ten times better like this than I ever did before. I thought I was a man, but I look better as a woman. I'm not even sure who I am, anymore."

"Hey!" Angela said with more force than he expected. "Look at that girl in the mirror. You know who that is. That girl is my older brother William and he is the smartest man I know. And right now, he's the prettiest girl in my family - me included." Then her voice softened a bit, "Although we do look a lot alike when you wear makeup. Hmm. Maybe I should have Dhaveed do my hair and makeup just like yours."

William let out one tired laugh and cracked just a small smile. "Thanks, Ang. What time is it?"

"Five to eleven."

"I guess I should get dressed, then."

"Atta girl!" Angela smiled and kissed his cheek. "Come on. I'll help you."
 
 
To Be Continued...

February Fantasy Fridays - 3

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  • Clara

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  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Appliances Attached

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  • lingerie
  • Pop Culture
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February Fantasy Fridays: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2021,2025 Clara Schumann

 

The transformation is complete and William is headed into the biggest
meeting of his career, wearing a suit that is tailored very differently
than the ones he usually wears. His change in wardrobe and persona force
both William and Kateri to reevaluate everything about themselves and
their relationship.


 
Author's Note:Thank you for all of your comments, pro and con, on this and all of my stories. Please continue to share your thoughts. It really helps me to become a better writer. All of my stories are filled with broken characters who are just looking for love and acceptance. Really, that's all that we all want, I think. Please! Leave me a comment? ~Clara.
 
This version of February Fantasy Fridays: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 3
 

He stepped away from his sister and thought for a moment, catching his reflection in the mirror again. "This is crazy," he muttered.

"But necessary," Angela said, supportively. "Just for today, Willy."

"That's not what I mean," William shook his head. "Look at me. I look ten times better like this than I ever did before. I thought I was a man, but I look better as a woman. I'm not even sure who I am, anymore."

"Hey!" Angela said with more force than he expected. "Look at that girl in the mirror. You know who that is. That girl is my older brother Willy and he is the smartest man I know. And right now, he's the prettiest girl in my family – me included," Then her voice softened a bit, "Although we do look a lot alike when you wear makeup. Hmm. Maybe I should have Dhaveed do my hair and makeup just like yours."

William let out one tired laugh and cracked just a small smile. "Thanks, Ang. What time is it?"

"Five to eleven."

"I guess I should get dressed, then."

"Atta girl!" Angela smiled and kissed his cheek. "Come on. I’ll help you."
 

~^~

 

The silky panties fit perfectly. William tucked as best he could because the skirt was going to be a narrow fit and he wanted to be sure that nothing showed. The bra matched the panties and provided a welcome feeling of support to the breasts that had been tugging on William’s chest all day. The elastic top silk stockings that they’d bought him felt very erotic on William’s denuded legs. The slip was a gloriously smooth item that made William feel absolutely lovely. The skirt was a very alien garment, with its rear clasp and zipper, but the silk lining added to the slip’s feeling of elegance. The camisole and shell felt lovely on his shoulders, but hung oddly loose from his breasts, but the silky material brushed against the material of the slip when he moved and that was exotic, too. He needed help with the tiny clasp on the necklace, but the very light weight chain with the tiny, yellow topaz stone at the end was also a new and odd feeling. Finally, the jacket with its silk lining felt just as elegant and exciting as the rest of the clothing.

"I’ve never worn anything that felt like this before," William said, running his hands along the soft material of his new skirt and feeling the layers of silkiness below. "It’s kind of weird."

"Good weird?" her sister asked.

He shrugged. "Umm... nice... weird, I guess. They feel really nice."

"Now that you’re dressed, are you ready to see yourself in the mirror, again?" Angela asked.

William nodded, then moved to the floor to ceiling mirror. "Whoa," he whispered. "This is too much for me, Angie. Too much. I can’t believe this. I don’t look anything like a guy."

Angela smiled and put her arm around his shoulders. "Willy, you’re just feeling exactly the same way that every girl feels the first time that she gets dressed up like a grown up. It’s a rush, isn’t it?" she kissed his newly coiffed hair and looked at the two of them in the mirror. "Now, look at how great you look, Willy. As far as anyone upstairs is concerned, you’ll just be a cute girl who happens to be a brilliant accountant. I’ll be sitting right next to you the whole time, so you’ll never be alone. Ok?"

William nodded and forced a smile. "Ok. Thanks, Angie."

Dhaveed took a moment to fix what damage William had done to his eyes by crying, and then the four of them, Angela, Tess, Raquel and William, headed to the elevator to go upstairs.

"We’ll be there in less than two minutes," Tess said into her phone as the elevator doors opened on the ground floor. "Honest to God, Lorraine, you won’t believe it. He’s absolutely perfect. Ok. The elevator is here. We’ll be right up," They all stepped into the elevator and the doors closed. "Lorraine says that no investors have arrived yet, so we should have a few minutes to get our paperwork together and still get to the conference room with some time to spare."

William inhaled and let it out slowly as he prepped himself. "Ok," he took hold of the railing at the rear of the elevator car and shook his head. "This has got to be the dumbest thing I have ever done."

"You’ll be fine, Willy. No one will see anything but a cute woman," Angela smiled. She was actually pretty sure that William could go pretty much anywhere looking like he did and no one would suspect a thing.

Tess turned to the back of the car and glanced at William with an encouraging smile. She turned back to the front of the car, then back to William and this time she outright stared at him as if seeing how he looked for the first time. "You really do look great, Bill. Better than I could have imagined. I know that this is a really messed up day for you, but... you’re gonna do great. You know the numbers backwards and forwards. Just relax and you’ll knock ‘Em dead."

"She’s right," Raquel said as the bell rang to indicate that they’d reached the fifth floor. "You look really, really pretty, Bill."

"Show time." Tess bounced on the balls of her feet as the doors opened.
 

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After Tess called her from the lobby, Lorraine hurried to the reception area to meet the elevator. Her heart had been beating quickly since she’d first seen William with those ludicrous breasts attached to his chest earlier that morning. Today’s meeting needed to go well and in order for that to happen, she needed William in the conference room to discuss the numbers with the investors. All this foolishness of dressing William like a woman had to work, it just had to, but... she had her doubts. Yes, he was small and slender, and yes, his voice wasn’t particularly masculine, and yes, he had a ‘cute,’ rather than ‘handsome,’ face, BUT there was more to being a woman than just clothes and makeup. He’d have to really act like a woman. Could he? She had no idea.

"They’re on their way up, Kat," Lorraine said as she entered the reception area. "Come on. Let’s go meet them in the lobby."

Kateri was anxious to see how her boyfriend looked after his makeover, but she was also relieved to be giving up her post at the reception desk. She fell in step beside her boss and said, "Do you think this will work?"

"I hope the hell it does." Lorraine shook her head and looked as if she’d tasted something sour. She glanced at Kateri. "I’ve been walking around the office today looking at everyone and thinking ‘She looks like a woman, but would she look like a man if she wore a suit?’ and wondering if it’s even possible to just throw a guy into a woman’s suit and expect him to actually look like a woman. You, Tess and I are probably the tallest women in the office and I’m pretty sure that none of us would fool anyone if we tried to put on a suit and pretend to be guys."

"I wouldn’t know where to start," Kateri laughed nervously, "but Billy is... different."

"Are you telling me that your boyfriend is a closet sissy?" Lorraine asked with no sense of trying to be funny.

Kateri smiled and shook her head. "Oh, no, no, no. Not at all. Billy is... sensitive, but not like that. I’ve noticed that, when he enters a room, he always examines everyone. At first I couldn’t figure out why, but eventually I did. He’s looking to see if he’s the smallest adult in the room, and frequently he is."

"That bothers him?" Lorraine seemed surprised. "I’d have thought he’d be used to that by now."

"I don’t think a guy ever gets used to that. No guy wants to be the shortest, or the fattest, or the baldest guy in the room. Unless they are the tallest or the best looking, they just want to blend in."

"Huh." None of this had ever really occurred to Lorraine.

The bell rang, announcing the arrival of the elevator. "Here we go," Lorraine said, preparing herself for the worst. "Jesus, this had better work."

The doors open to reveal three women, Tess, Angela and Raquel, standing side by side. "Well?" Lorraine asked, impatiently. "Where is he?"

"He?" Tess said, pretending to be confused. "He who?"

"Don’t be cute, Tess. The clock is ticking and I’m about to have a heart attack. Where is Bill?"

"Oh, BILL?" Tess teased some more. "Well, there’s no BILL here, but let me introduce you the new girl in Accounting – Billie."

With that, the three women stepped out of the elevator to reveal William to his boss and girlfriend.

"Holy shit," Kateri let out with all the control of a Tourette’s patient. Her hand flew to her mouth both to cover her astounded smile and to keep herself from swearing in front of her boss again.

"I agree," Lorraine stared in disbelief. "Holy shit."

Kateri couldn’t contain it any more. "HOLY SHIT, BILL... BILLIE...YOU LOOK... HOLY SHIT, BABY!!! HOLY SHIT!!! She ran into the car and hugged him tightly. "Oh, my God, you look amazing!!! I’m so proud of you!!!"

The doors began to close, causing Kateri to grunt out an, "Oops," and she guided William out of the car.

"Let me take a look at you," Lorraine said, placing a hand on each of William’s shoulders. "I... I am amazed, Bill. You look... just... well, you look better put together than almost any other woman in the office," she made a show of dramatically placing her hands on her heart. "Oh, I can breathe again. Thank you for doing this, Bill."

Bill gave her a sad smile and a shrug. "I just hope it works."

"Looking at you right now, Bill, and I think it will." Lorraine looked at everyone, smiled broadly and let out a loud ‘whew.’ "Come on. Let’s call the troops together and let them meet the new girl."

"Umm," Kateri interrupted. "Lorraine. Maybe it would be best if you gathered them before Bill is in there. Remember what we were just talking about? Having them all assembled first, might make things easier."

"Oh... sure... good idea, Kat." She looked at the others. "Come on. Let’s give Kat and Billie a moment while we get everyone together," Then she looked at Kateri. "One minute, ok? Tic tock. Remember?"

The others walked away leaving William and Kateri staring at each other.

"Well?" William asked. "Do I look ok?"

"Oh, baby, baby, baby," Kateri shook her head, "you are so far beyond ok it’s not even funny. I could eat you up, right here and now."

"Yeah?" William blushed.

"Are you ok? Dressed like that, I mean?"

He shrugged. "The clothes aren’t bad. Kinda nice, actually. It was really the hair and makeup that freaked me out."

"I get that, babe. First time looking pretty and all."

He shook his head. "That’s only part of it. It just made me feel... it’s hard to describe. Like I was..."

"Guys, guys," Raquel came hurrying back into the reception area. "Lorraine has everyone assembled and she says you need to come now, before anyone else gets here."

Kateri nodded, then touched William’s soft cheek. She leaned forward and kissed his forehead. "We’ll sit down and have a long talk later. Ok?"

William nodded. Talking would be good. He had a lot of feelings to sort out.

"Guys," Raquel encouraged. "Please. We need to get this done."

Kateri smiled and took William’s small hand in hers, laced her fingers through his, kissed the back of it, admiring his nails, and said, "You’re on, sweetie. Big smile."

There was some quiet chatter going on in a the Pit. "Ok, here they are, now," Lorraine said, as Kateri and William entered. "As you know, we are in a very difficult situation, today, and one of our own has stepped up and taken a bullet for the team. And so, ladies and gentlemen, I present our newest addition to The Firefly family... Billie, come on over and say hello."

There was an audible gasp from some of the staff. Then there was silence as everyone tried to get their heads around the fact that this pretty, cute, really, little woman was that weird, bookish, little guy in accounting.

William felt a wave of uncomfortable heat pass across him as he held up a hand and waved. "Umm... Hi, everyone."

"Wow!" One of the women artists let out without thinking. Everyone turned to look at her for a moment. The woman smiled at everyone else and said, "What? Are you kidding me? If we put a transformation like that into a game, no one would believe it! Bill... well... Billie... you look great! Congratulations!"

She began applauding. For a few seconds, it was just her clapping, but then everyone joined in. Some hooted and whistled. Their were shouts of "Well, alright!" and "Great job!" and "I can’t believe that’s him."

After the applause had gone on for forty five seconds or more, Lorraine held up her hands and asked for quiet. "Alright, everyone, please quiet down for a moment. Come on, we have a big meeting in just a few minutes. Please listen," The room quieted down and she continued. "Thanks. Now, for the remainder of the day, or at least as long as the investors are here, I need you all on your best behavior. Work the way you always do and feel free to use The Pit, but make sure that you are putting your best foot forward, ok? And as for this young lady," she indicated William, "well... just act as if this is the way that Billie always looks," she put her arm around his shoulders and smiled. "You may recall that, less than a year ago, we were on the brink of bankruptcy before a, very talented, accountant showed up and solved that problem for us. Now, today, that same accountant has stepped up and gone much further than the extra mile to come through for all of us. So, one more time, let’s have a round of applause for Billie, and then... let’s get back to work."

Everyone applauded again, and then headed back to their work. Many employees, all female, stepped forward to tell William how beautiful he looked. They hugged him and touched him. Touched his clothes and hair. Some even offered a supportive kiss on his cheek. It was like nothing William had ever experienced before.

Lorraine looked at Kateri as Kateri watched her boyfriend being congratulated and fawned over by the group of women.

"Kat," Lorraine said, quietly. "I need you to get back to the Art Department and get to work."

Kateri nodded. "In a second. Just let me wish him luck."

"Ok, but make it quick. She needs to get her head in the game."

"He," Kateri corrected her boss.

"Nope," Lorraine shook her head. "I don’t think so."

Kateri looked at her boss for a moment, then back at William. He certainly did not look like a man at the moment. She still found him incredibly attractive – maybe even in a more erotic way than before, but...

"Kat. Now or never. We have work to do," Lorraine roused her from her thoughts.

Kateri nodded, then stepped up to her beautiful, dainty boyfriend and hugged him. "You’re going to do great, babe," she said as she squeezed him a little tighter. "I, ummm... I have to get going. We..." for some reason, she felt a tear forming in her eye, "... we have a final play through for the new game today, so I’ll be tied up all afternoon," she released him and looked at him with a sense of confused longing. Did she long for him because he was the man she loved, or did she long for him because he was a little guy in a skirt. She really didn’t know.

William blinked as he tried to decipher her expression. "Kat? Are you ok?"

She forced a broad, bright smile. "Am I ok? Baby, why would I not be ok? I have the most beautiful boyfriend on the planet. Baby, I’m the happiest girl in the world." She touched his soft cheek again. "Good luck, baby. I’ll see you after work."

She turned and hustled away. As she passed her boss, Lorraine heard Kateri let out a quiet sniffle as she picked up her pace.

Lorraine checked the time on her phone. "Ok, girls," she said to Tess, Angela and William, "it’s eleven fifteen. Go put on your game faces and let’s make a great presentation, ok?"

Angela nodded, then took William’s hand and led him back to his office. "I brought your satchel with me, Willy. You left it at home and I figured you might need your laptop and your notes."

William couldn’t even remember leaving the house that morning, it seemed so long ago. So much had happened since then. Thank God that Angela had thought to bring his bag, though. There was nothing in it that he didn’t know by heart, but it would be good to have it handy if he got stressed or confused.

"Also, I sent mom a picture of you. She couldn’t believe it. She said that I should warn you to stay away from the men in the office."

William just shook his head and laughed. "Typical advice from mom, I guess."

When they entered the office, Angela picked up the very masculine looking briefcase and shook her head. "I’ll carry this for you, Willy. It’s not fancy enough for someone who looks like you do."

William nodded. He didn’t fully understand what she meant, but a part of him did wish that he had something prettier in which to carry his computer.

‘Oh, one more thing," Angela said, turning her back to him and pulling two small bottles out of her own pocketbook. She held them up to show her brother. "Lavender or vanilla?"

William blinked. "Lavender or vanilla what? I don’t get it?"

"Here. Sniff." She held each bottle near his nose and he sampled their scent. "A girl like you would definitely be wearing perfume. I can’t afford something as fancy as a girl like you would wear, but you need a little something. Which do you prefer?"

William sniffed again. "The vanilla, I guess."

Angela smiled. "I would have gone with the lavender, but vanilla’s a nice, fresh smell," she spritzed a little on his wrists and then a little on his neck. Then she smiled down at him. "Smells pretty, right?"

William inhaled. "It does. Thank you."

Angela smiled. "You know, Willy... you are the smartest guy I ever met. When you look at numbers, your whole face changes. It’s like... like you go into a trance or something. Some people are great painters, or dancers or musicians, but you... you’re like an artist with numbers."

William looked up at her, a bit confused by her words. He loved his sister and knew she loved him, but this was... odd. "Angie... I’m just good at my job."

Angela smiled. "Yeah. That’s my point. You’ve been through a lot today, but don’t let it get in your head. Remember that no one knows how to do your job better than you. Ok? When they ask you any questions, just be yourself and answer the questions. Don’t be nervous. Be you, ok?"

Now he got it. She was giving him a pep talk. That was kind of sweet. He smiled. "Thanks, Angie."

"Hey, girls," Tess said from the doorway, "it’s time. Ready?"

"All set," William nodded and they exited the office, William first, with Angela following, carrying his bag.

"Do I smell vanilla perfume?" Tess smiled, looking at William.

"Just a little." He smiled back. "Angie’s idea."

"It suits you." Tess smiled at him and then at Angela. "It must be nice to suddenly have a sister, Angie."

"It’s the best," Angela said. "She’s the best."
 

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They were the first three into the conference room. Angela told them both to sit and she’d grab coffee for all of them. William and Tess moved to the far end of the table, near the presentation screen. Tess sat first, followed by William.

"Oh, no, Billie, not like that." Tess laughed and stood again. "Stand up," William did. "Now, watch," she spoke as she demonstrated, "when you sit, you need to do so slowly, smoothing everything under you as go. Then, sit no further than halfway back in the seat, cross your legs at the knee, keep your back straight and rest your hands on the table, or on your knees. To be a well poised woman, pretend there is a marionette’s string running up your spine and coming out here, at the crown of your head. Your head is light and animated, your neck and back are straight and upright and your shoulders arms and hands flow delicately from your spine. Now, you do it."

This all seemed awfully involved just for the act of sitting, but Tess was one of the most fashionably beautiful and elegant women William had ever seen, so maybe she knew what she was talking about. So, William took it seriously and did as she instructed. He expected it to feel silly, but it didn’t. It felt appropriate for the way he was dressed. All of his clothing seemed to ride effortlessly along the silken slip and felt like they settled perfectly when he sat as regally as his tutor had.

"Excellent!" Tess proclaimed and squeezed his wrist approvingly.

"Well, done, Willy," Angela complimented as well, as she placed two mugs of coffee on the conference table and one on a side table near the chair behind William where she would be sitting. As Angela sat, she spoke to Tess. "It sounds as if you’ve given that speech before."

"Every girl in my department has heard that speech at least once," she laughed. "My parents sent me to a pretty snotty boarding school when I was in high school. Every Tuesday night was ‘Deportment Class For Proper Young Ladies.’ If I am ever invited to dinner at Downton Abbey, I will fit right in," Tess looked down the hallway and said, "Looks like most of them are here. Here comes Lorraine and there’s a parade of people behind her."

William took a deep breath and hoped that he might be able to get through the meeting without having to say much. Angela patted his shoulder and whispered, "You’ll do great."

A group of fifteen investors, some with an assistant accompanying them, entered the conference room. Many of them seemed to know each other and there was a lot of chatting and polite laughter. Pictures of children and grandchildren were shared as coffee was poured and pastries were plated.

"Are we all ready?" Lorraine whispered to Tess and William, who both confirmed that they were all set to start.

"Ladies and gentlemen," Lorraine called in a loud voice. "If we could take our seats, we’d like to get things started. Just take a seat anywhere."

Everyone finished their conversations and headed to their seats. The last two to sit were an older woman in a very lovely pantsuit and a tall, handsome, thirty-five-ish-maybe-forty-ish man with impeccably coiffed dark hair and a goatee. "Here, Jan," the man flashed a confident, brilliant white smile as he pulled a chair for the woman, "take this seat. You’ll see better. I’ll sit down front."

The woman thanked the man and took the seat. He helped her settle close to the table, then moved forward and pulled out the seat next to William.

"Well, look at this," the man said in a quiet, flirtatious voice as he sat and pulled in his own chair, "I’m the last one seated and I still got to sit next to the prettiest girl in the room."

William looked beyond the man to see who was sitting there and saw another prosperous looking man. Then he glanced at the man who was speaking and realized that the remark had been aimed at William. William smiled politely and was surprised to feel very flattered by the remark.

Lorraine began speaking. "Welcome, everyone. It is very nice to have you here today so that we can all share the success that your support of Firefly has achieved. We are about to release our seventh game and, judging by the success of our previous six, we expect that..."

William was focusing on her speech when he felt the man next to him lean forward and whisper, "Shane Harris," and then a hand appeared in William’s field of vision.

Confused, William looked at the hand, then at the man’s face and whispered back, "I’m sorry, what?"

"Shane Harris," the man whispered. "And you are?"

William was surprised by the man’s lack of attention to the matter at hand. "Oh, sorry... Billie. I’m Billie." He turned his attention back to Lorraine.

"Is that vanilla I smell," the man continued without concern for Lorraine’s presentation.

William was really thrown off of his game by the question. He had no idea why the man was talking to him, but he did find the attention oddly flattering. He nodded and smiled a smile that, unintentionally, said, ‘how nice of you to ask.’ "Yes, it is." Again, he turned towards Lorraine.

"Who are you with?" Shane Harris persisted, still in a whisper.

William turned and looked at him again. "I’m sorry?"

"Who are you with?" he asked again. "What firm do you represent?"

"Oh." William finally understood. "I work here, at Firefly. I’m the accountant."

"THE accountant?" Shane chuckled quietly. "Not AN accountant, but THE accountant. How did someone so young and so pretty and someone who smells so good become THE accountant at a company like this?"

Baffled as to how to answer that question, William was relieved when Angela leaned forward with some papers in her hand and pointed to a column of figures. William excused himself and to look at the paperwork.

"What are you doing?" Angela whispered, pretending to ask about the numbers. "That guy is flirting with you. Focus on the meeting, Willy, and stop flirting back. That’s not why you went through all of this."

William knew that he needed to keep focused, but the idea that he had been flirting was absurd. "I wasn’t flirting, Angie. I was just being polite."

"Oh, yeah. Being polite. Smiling, blushing, giggling like a little girl... you were flirting whether you knew it or not. Remember, little sister, you’re a girl now and that makes you fair game for players like him. Maybe you were just being friendly, but he’s wondering what kind of panties you’re wearing. Now, ignore him, turn your chair, just a little bit towards Tess’ so that he thinks you’re working, pay attention to the meeting and do what you came to do."

His sister – his younger sister who was here as his intern – was actually chastising him right here in front of everyone. He couldn’t believe it. She was right though. He had a job to do. So, he shifted his chair and focused on the meeting. Within a few minutes, Lorraine had finished speaking and introduced Tess to talk about marketing.

"Good morning," Tess began with a dazzling smile and her typical, effervescent charm. "The whole team here at Firefly is very excited about this release. The storyline is original, the characters are interesting and beautifully rendered by our team of artists and programmers, the original music is by a team of musicians who have won multiple awards for their work on other games as well as movies and TV shows, and our pre-release orders are much higher than those of any other game we’ve ever produced. Now, we have a three pronged approach to marketing this product and we feel that if we focus our available financial resources on new and innovative ways, we can maximize awareness of the product and motivate our customer base to spend their hard earned, entertainment dollars on the latest Firefly contribution. Now, let me walk you through phase one of the marketing plan..."

Tess went on with her well planned and structured presentation for the next half an hour. She was engaging and entertaining, never boring the investors and informing them without over explaining or condescending to them. She referred to the paperwork in front of them and the slides that she was presenting on the oversized screen behind her. The people in attendance nodded, took notes, highlighted important sections and occasionally interacted with their assistants.

She did very well with the numbers, too. She usually referred to just the ‘best’ projections, but they were still reasonable and most likely achievable numbers.

When her presentation was complete, she offered the meeting up to questions. Most questions were focused on sales projections, not on actual accounting and William began to think that his input may not be needed at all, which was fine with him, but did make all the preparations he’d suffered through seem a bit pointless.

Then, just as William thought he was going to get out of the meeting without having to speak, Shane Harris asked, "Looking at these numbers, I am a little baffled by the fact that we are only seeing your best projections. Isn’t that a little disingenuous? I mean, we’ve been in a financial decline most of this last year and this is not an inexpensive game. We’re all investing in this product, I think we need to understand the risks that we and our clients face if Firefly doesn’t reach these sales figures."

"Well, you could tell that Tess was not thrilled with the man’s tone, "I admit I did focus on ‘best scenario’ projections, but we did make it clear that we had projections that took lower sales into account."

"Would you share those with us?" The man sounded a bit smug and that bothered William a great deal. "My investors do not typically back projects like this. Bunker Hill Investors is a very large company and we usually focus on very profitable companies – hospitals, casinos, sports venues... big return investments. I’m going to be honest, we are not as confident in this company as we would like to be. Video games are a fickled consumer item and BHI isn’t one hundred percent sure that we should continue our investment in this company."

Lorraine rose up from her chair looking a bit pale. "Mr Harris, I assure you that this game is going to do well. The consumer buzz around it is much higher than even we expected. Perhaps we should discuss this AFTER the meeting in my office."

"No, here is fine," he said, almost laughing. "Look, Lorraine, every person in here knows that BHI is your company’s biggest investor. If we go, everyone is losing money. Now, look, a few years ago, Kurt Schilling... remember Kurt? Local hero? Red Sox pitcher? Blood flowing out of his sock in game six of the playoffs – a true local hero, right? He could do no wrong, right? Then Kurt retires and starts a video game company. Who’s not going to support Kurt? No one, right? Everyone loves Kurt. But then what happens? It all goes to pot. The once great man is broke and his investors are on the hook for millions. Well, BHI isn’t interested in having to go to its investors and explain that their portfolio is in danger because some kid in Indiana didn’t have the hundred bucks to buy a video game."

The air had been sucked out of the room. All the enthusiasm and goodwill that Tess had created had just been destroyed by this grinning viper.

"Mr Harris," Lorraine was upset, "Kurt Schilling was a ball player, not a game designer. We know what we’re doing, and what we are doing has been making your investors and every other investor in this room, a reasonable profit for the last few years. There is no reason for you to not have faith..."

William sat and listened to his boss, knowing that she was not taking the right tact with this man. He was getting exactly the reaction that he wanted: Hysteria. Lorraine was brilliant at what she did, but she was about to inadvertently destroy her own company by behaving like a ‘typical woman’ at this meeting.

He didn’t know why. He hadn’t thought about doing it. He just did. He stood, buttoned the one button on his pretty, silk, royal blue jacket and stepped to the front of the table, next to Tess and he started speaking, interrupting his boss.

"If I may... Would everyone please turn to page fourteen of your paperwork and, Tess, could you call up slide twenty seven? Thank you. Now, if everyone will look at this spreadsheet. I direct you to row 7, column C. This is the place where start to see a profit..." William was in his accounting zone, pointing out the nuances of his math, guiding everyone through the complexities of the risks and benefits of Tess’ marketing plan and adding his analysis of every aspect of it. Everyone in the room was a bit shocked that this pretty little woman had suddenly taken over and turned the meeting from a bloodbath to an informative, positive presentation. Everyone, that is, except for Angela who’d seen William in ‘the zone’ before as he helped her with her homework or explained investments to her uninterested mother. This was where William’s brain thrived – in the numbers.

After about ten minutes of explaining, William turned to everyone present and smiled. "Whew. Is it hot in here?" That brought a small laugh from everyone. "Any questions?"

Several investors asked if William could send them a printed version of the in-depth summary he’d just finished, which he was very willing to provide, but, of course, Shane Harris had more to say.

"Well, that was a very impressive presentation, but my concerns weren’t really addresses, were they? What if the game doesn’t sell?"

"The game will sell, Mr Harris." William smiled far too sweetly for a man. "The reason games don’t sell are well recorded. Subpar graphics or a boring game. The graphics in this game are amazing and the game is downright addictive."

Harris was about to say something, but William spoke before he could. "You know, we’ve just been discussing numbers. I think you should see the game. Angela, would you please go over to the test floor and ask Jorge if he could join us and bring a laptop with the game on it? Thank you."

As Angela hurried to get the game expert, William explained the game’s premises and goals, which all seemed a bit silly out of context, but when Jorge showed up with his gaming laptop and plugged it into the screen, the was an audible sound from those assembled that indicated that they were very impressed by the look of just the entry point.

"Ok," William explained, "We start in the ready-room where we receive our orders. Then we assemble our individual weapon stash, I’ll take these weapons and you can see that Jorge is picking his. Now, we’re ready to head out into the playing area, but wait a moment. Jorge, can you pause this, please."

Jorge stopped the program and William put down his controller. "I was only kidding before," William smiled, "but it is a little warm in here," he took off his suit coat, revealing the loose hanging, very feminine, sleeveless yellow shell beneath. His thin, pale, smooth arms looked lovely against the pretty top. Angela looked at her brother, then noticed that Shane Harris was paying an awful lot of attention to the newly revealed skin as well. "Ok, Jorge. I’m ready."

The game began in earnest with William and Jorge working as a team to get through the opening scene of the game. They were only a few minutes into the program when they were caught in a trap. Jorge, who knew the game well, explained how to get through the ambush, but William, who’d only had an hour or two of experience on this game was caught by surprise and his avatar was killed.

"Oh, no!" he shouted, completely wrapped up in the game. Then he looked at the investors with a huge smile on his face. "Well, that’s it for me. Would anyone like to try it? Mr Harris?"

Everyone shook their head, but Harris spoke. "I don’t think I need to embarrass myself in front of everyone, Billie. Video games aren’t really my thing. I am impressed, though. I don’t know if it was the quality of the game or your pretty smile, but you have definitely won me over. BHI will continue to provide support to Firefly."

That received a round of applause from the other investors.

Lorraine breathed easily for the first time in a half an hour and stood, a look of relief and satisfaction on her face. "Well, thank you Tess and Billie for a wonderful presentation. If there are no further questions, I think we have taken up quite enough of your time for one day. Thank you, everyone, and remember that I am always available to respond to any questions or concerns. My contact information is on page one of your packets. Thank you, and have a great day."

Goodbyes were said, handshakes were exchanged and the room began to empty. The last to leave was Shane Harris, who waited to speak to Lorraine. "Well, I have to say, you ladies gave quite a presentation today," Then he looked at William. "And you, young lady, whether you know it or not, saved the day. Honestly, before this meeting, my intentions were to pull BHI’s investments in this company. It just doesn’t fit into our portfolio very well, but after hearing your numbers and seeing the joy on that pretty face when you played that game... well, let me just say that BHI and Firefly are going to be partners for a long, long time."

He shook hands with Lorraine and Tess, then offered his hand to William. When William accepted the hand shake, Harris covered William’s right hand with his left and held it longer than expected. "Billie? Very cute name. I like a smart girl who smells like vanilla. Tell me, Billie... if I were to invite you to lunch, would you accept that invitation?"

William was very surprised, but smiled at the compliments. "Actually, Mr Harris, if you were to ask, I would have to decline your invitation. As flattered as I am, I am in a relationship."

Harris nodded. "He’s a lucky guy. Well, it’s been an experience, ladies. Thank you and... congratulations."

They all watched at Shane Harris left the conference room and disappeared down the hallway before Lorraine spoke. She looked at William and smiled. "Alright, Billie, come here and give me a hug!" William thought she was kidding, so he just stood there and smiled, which prompted Lorraine to push past Tess and wrap her arms around her accountant. "Billie, you were on fire! Honest to God, I don’t think I’ve heard you say as much in the whole time that you’ve worked here as I heard you say today!"

"That’s the truth!" Tess laughed as she took William from Lorraine and hugged him as well. "And what you said, Billie, and the way you said it! I thought for sure that Harris was going to walk out the door and you just charmed him into sticking with us. I’m blown away by what you did."

"Me too," Lorraine agreed. "What were you thinking, Billie? I’ve never seen you take over a meeting like that."

"I wasn’t thinking at all," William admitted. "I just felt like I had to do something, so... I did. Everything just felt right."

"Well, you were wonderful." Lorraine shook her head in amazement. "Ok. Tess, you and I have to have a quick chat about the release. Billie, you’ve had a long day, already. Why don’t you go have some lunch and you can take a breath and relax for the remainder of the day. Whew! I’m exhausted."

"Me, too!" Tess was laughing. "You must be as well, Billie."

"Actually," William gathered his papers together, "I’m kind of energized. I’ve never really felt like this before," he closed his satchel and his smile was broad and unselfconscious. "I wouldn’t mind doing all of that again."

The women smiled at his enthusiasm and the change that they saw in him. He’d always been the reserved, odd looking little guy huddled in his office. Now... there was almost no similarity between that quiet, little man and this confident, petite woman.

He took a deep breath and smiled at them and left the conference room. Angela was right behind him, grabbing his discarded silk suit coat on the way.

When Angela caught up with her brother, she couldn’t help but tell him how impressed she’d been. "Willy, honey, you were great! You saved the whole meeting! The whole company! Willy, you were amazing!"

"I felt amazing," William agreed. "I’ve never been in a meeting in which I felt comfortable before. I would always say what I needed to say in the past, yeah, but just now... it was like I was a new person! I felt confident and alive! It was amazing!"

Angela was about to point out that he actually was a new person today, but they ran into three of the girls from marketing walking towards the exit. "Hey, Billie," one of the girls stopped and smiled at the brother and sister, "you were great in there! Congrats and thank you for keeping us alive!"

"Yeah, thanks, Billie," another girl said, rubbing William’s exposed upper arm.

"Hey," the third girl was pulling on her winter coat, "we’re just running across to Montrose to get a quick lunch. Want to join us?"

To be honest, William had never been invited to join anyone from the office to do anything, with the exception of being with Kateri, and he had initiated that relationship by asking her out first, but his typical response to any invitation to socialize was always to politely decline, and that’s what he was about to do, but before he could open his mouth, Angela accepted for them.

"Oh, we’d love to!" she bubbled at the women, all three of whom she’d spoken to and gotten to know in the break room.

"Well, why don’t you..." William was starting to say to his sister, but she ignored him and continued speaking.

"We just need to grab our stuff and use the ladies room before we go. Why don’t you go on ahead and get a table. We’ll meet you there in a few minutes."

"Great!" The third girl smiled as she buttoned her coat. "See you there!"

As Angela guided William to his office, he protested to her about including him in the luncheon. After all, he had a lot to do.

"No you don’t," his sister said emphatically. "Lorraine essentially gave you the afternoon off and you told me yourself that you wanted to make friends at work. Now, let’s go make friends with those girls."

"But, I’ll be the only guy there," he insisted.

"Oh, please," his sister scoffed. "Listen, Willy, this is little clutch purse from The Kate Spade Company. I bought it for you to go with your adorable Albert Nipon skirt suit that’s in a very cute royal blue silk material, your cute, little, sleeveless, yellow silk shell from The House of Halston and your perky little Christian Louboutin pumps, which I hope you find comfortable because those shoes cost more than I paid for my books last semester. Your hair and makeup were done by your boss’ hairdresser and we are headed to the ladies’ room before we leave, just to make sure that our makeup doesn’t need a touch up before joining the girls for lunch. Trust me, Willy. You will not be ‘the only guy’ there. It’ll just be us girls and you, little sister, will be the cutest one, by far. Now, let’s go make some friends."
 

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Kateri was worried. She’d never intended to have her boyfriend end up with breasts adhered to his chest, but all of it still felt like it was, at least in part, her fault. She’d pushed him too far, and now he looked nothing like the man she fell in love with. That wasn’t to say that she didn’t still love him, it’s just that things were... different... a lot different. When she saw him in that beautiful suit, she couldn’t believe how good he looked. He was adorable, but not in the way that her Billy had always been adorable to her.

She had a lot of questions and she was trying to match each question with an answer. Finally, in order to organize her thoughts, she grabbed a piece of paper and wrote everything out.

Do I love Billy?
Yes. Of course I love Billy.

Do I prefer him looking like a guy or a girl?
He’s a cute guy, but an awfully pretty girl.

Does this make me a lesbian?
Probably not. I’m not interested in a girl’s nether regions

Did I push him too far?
Probably. He didn’t want to dress up and I pushed him

Should I back off?
Yes. He’s probably angry about being embarrassed

Will he forgive me?
I hope so. I really love him.

Is Lorraine going to fire me?
I’m not sure. She was really mad.

Should I formally apologize?
No. I apologized already. Writing a letter? No.

By the time she was done, Kateri had filled her paper with more than forty questions and answers. This just sucked. Yesterday, she had a good job with no complications, a great boyfriend who seemed to love her and prospects for a happy life and a great career. Now, she felt uncertain about the future of either her job or her relationship. If Lorraine just let things go back to normal, then her income and career were alright, but what if Billy didn’t forgive her. That would break her heart. She wanted that relationship to grow and become something more. If he dumped her, then could she continue to even work with him? She really wasn’t sure she could stand to see him if he didn’t love her.

God, what a mess!

"Hey, did you hear about the meeting?" Jorge said to another employee as he passed the desk at which Kateri was working, just to the side of The Pit. Her ears pricked at the prospect of hearing anything about Billy. Could he possibly pull off something as far fetched as this stupid scheme? "That little guy, Billie, you know, the guy in the skirt this morning? That f-ing little dude rocked that f-ing meeting, man. I guess it was all falling to pieces, but he took over and saved the whole company. That little dude is the bomb, man. You should have seen him go in there. They loved him. I think one dude even had a boner for him."

Wait! What?
 

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"And I said, ‘Put those away, honey. You’re not using that on me, tonight.’ And he’s like, ‘But baby. All the guys I work with use these on their girlfriends. It’s just a harmless game.’ So, I said, ‘Then let me use them on you. See if you like being handcuffed to the bed all night.’ Honest to God, men can be such jerks in bed! Why can’t they just enjoy being with us? No, it’s got to be sex and it’s got to get kinkier ever time. Oh, Billie, you’re so lucky to not have to deal with men. You and Kat are like a perfect couple. Maybe that’s how the world should be: A strong, handsome woman and a little, beautiful man. If only, huh?"

William was overwhelmed by the amount and variety of conversation going on around him and all of them seemed to include him. Fashion, sex, relationships, children, pets, shopping, houses, house shopping, his head was spinning, but it was just so wonderful to be included that he just grinned and offered a joke or an opinion whenever he could.

He looked to Angela to see if she was as confused as he was by everything being said at once, but she was fully engaged with everyone simultaneously. It was amazing how these women interacted with each other so effortlessly. Was that a genetic trait of some kind? The ability to carry on five different conversations without any problem understanding what was being said? It was amazing!

"So, are you and Kat serious, then, Billie?" the one named Linda asked.

"I really don’t know for sure." William shrugged. "I mean, I’d like to make things serious, but we’ve only dated a few months."

"OMG!" the one named Valerie said, far too loudly. "Do you think that Kat is going to propose?"

William blinked. "Shouldn’t I be the one who proposes?"

"Why? Doesn’t the guy usually propose?" Valerie shrugged.

"Yeah, but I’m the guy," William explained.

"Yeah, but are going to be ‘the guy’ forever?" The one called Peggy asked.

"How do you mean?" William smiled.

"I mean," Peggy’s smile was friendly and open. She meant no offense, "look at yourself, Billie. You look beautiful as a woman. Why on earth would you ever want to go back to looking like a guy?"

"Well..." William processed the question for a moment. "... because I am a guy."

"And a girl," Peggy nodded. "Look at yourself, Billie. You make a great girl. I mean, we’ve all worked with you for a few months, now, and I always thought you were pretty uptight and self conscious. But at today’s meeting, I didn’t see that at all. What I saw was a woman who was confident about what she knew and how she looked. Tell me I’m wrong."

William had to take a moment to think through all of that. She was definitely right that he felt more confident at today’s meeting than he ever had before. Why was that? Was it the clothes? The ‘disguise’ aspect of cross dressing? It didn’t matter right now. What he needed to do right now was just deny that he was better as a girl than a man.

"I..." he began, but a voice came from behind him.

"I thought I smelled vanilla," the deep voice said. William turned to see Shane Harris grinning from ear to ear. "Look at this – five beautiful women out to lunch together. Shane Harris, Ladies," he said by way of introduction, which of course was not necessary since all of them had been at the meeting. He glanced at Angela and nodded. "Now, you, young lady, were a big help to Ms Billie here at the meeting, but let me ask – Are you two sisters?"

Angela extended a hand to him. "We are. I’m Angela. I’m interning at Firefly."

"Interning!? My, my, a college girl. Well, that’s just wonderful," he shook her hand, then held it far too long, smiling hungrily in a way only a man in a position of power can smile at a beautiful woman in a lower position. "Young and eager, I guess, hmm?"

William stood and took his sister’s hand from Harris and smiled sweetly as he said, "It was nice to see you again, Mr Harris. I do hope that you had a good lunch and that we’ll see you at the next investors’ meeting."

Harris smiled a wolffish smile and winked. "Oh, you will, Ms Billie. I don’t suppose I could impose on you to share your phone number with me? That way we won’t have to wait until the next meeting to get together, again."

"Again, Mr Harris," William smirked, "I am in a serious relationship. I thank you, but I am not interested."

He smiled and nodded. "Understood, Billie," he inhaled deeply and shook his head. "Ahh... I do like the smell of vanilla," he looked at the table of women, "Ladies," Then he winked at William. "Billie," he turned and walked away.

William sat and shook his head. When he looked up at his sister and colleagues, they were staring at him with shocked expressions.

"Willy," Angela said in a whisper, "you just stood up to Firefly’s biggest investor."

William nodded. "I didn’t like the way he was talking to you. I certainly didn’t like the way that he was touching you."

"Yeah, but..." Valerie looked to be sure that Harris had left the area, "...Billie... that took some guts. Is that how you would normally have handled that situation?"

"No, it’s not," Angela answered for him.

"Sure it is." William shook his head.

"No, Willie, it’s not," Angela insisted. "You don’t even like to talk to waiters, Willy. In a normal situation, you would have just sat there and gotten steamed up, but not done anything about it. Willy... these breasts and your clothes... it’s like they’re a superhero suit or something. You’re a whole different person like this. A pretty amazing one, too."

"See," Peggy pointed at him, "I told you! You’re a nice guy, but you’re and amazing woman. You should wear a skirt to work everyday. Besides the fact that you seem empowered by wearing them, I’m jealous about how good your legs look in skirts."

"I know, it’s just not fair that a guy should have legs like that!" Linda said, a bit louder than she should have, but no one seemed to take notice.

A waiter arrived and placed a bottle of Moet & Chandon on the table, and began to place glasses in front of each of them. "Excuse me," Valerie tried to stop him, "we didn’t order champagne."

The waiter smiled. "Compliments of the handsome gentleman who just left. He also asked me to inform you all that your lunches have been paid for and that you should all have dessert as well. Shall I open the bottle for you?"

"Should we accept this?" William asked. "I mean... is this appropriate?"

"Did the gentleman pay with a personal card or his corporate card?" Linda asked.

"Ummm... I believe it was a corporate card, Miss," the waiter smiled and waited to be told if he should open the bottle or not.

Linda laughed. "Screw it. Open the bottle. If BHI is paying, let’s enjoy ourselves."

When the waiter had poured the bubbly wine and left the table, Peggy held up her glass. "To Billie."

"To Billie," they all responded, holding their glasses aloft as well.

Peggy finished her toast. "Apparently, the best piece of ass at the table."

They all burst into laughter then sipped the wine and ate their lunch.
 

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When they made it back to the office, William and all the girls were enjoying their conversation, and there was a lot of laughing and giggling going on. William was laughing as he turned out of the hallway and into his office with Angela right behind him. He was very surprised to find Kateri sitting at his desk.

"Hi," he grinned. "Using my desk?"

Kateri didn’t return his smile, though. "Actually, I was waiting for you. Where have you been?"

"We went out with the girls for lunch after the meeting," Angela offered.

Kateri nodded. "I hear that the meeting went well, then?"

"Oh, it went great," Angela continued. "Honestly, Kat, you should have seen Willy. He was great. There was this guy, Shane Harris, from BHI, and he was like, ‘We’re pulling out of this company unless blah, blah, blah,’ and Willy took over the whole meeting and saved the day. You should have seen him."

"Shane Harris?" Kateri nodded. "I heard he had ‘a boner’ for our little Princess."

William could see that Kateri was angry, but couldn’t tell why. "That’s a little crass, Kat. Isn’t it?"

"He sure did!" Angela laughed. Her narrative and lack filtering was partially due to having a little champagne at lunch and partially due to a very real sense of pride she felt for her brother. "That creep was trying to get..."

"That’s plenty, Angie," William stopped her, or at least tried to.

"What?" Angela laughed. "I was just going to tell Kat how you took that jerk down a few pegs when he tried to come on to you at the restaurant."

"Oh, so you had lunch with him?" Kateri crossed her arms and leaned back in the desk chair.

"No, he just... bothered us at the restaurant," William explained, putting his little clutch purse on his desk. "Why are you upset with me."

"Should I leave?" Angela asked, suddenly feeling like a third wheel. William didn’t answer because he didn’t know what the issue was and Kateri didn’t answer because she was copping an attitude with William. "I’ll just..." Angela shrugged and left the office, closing the door behind her.

"So..." Kateri said, with a lot of attitude, "you’re a girl for a day and you’re flirting with a guy? What’s going on?"

William’s face showed nothing but confusion as he explained. "Kat... I was a girl for less than an hour and that asshole started coming on to me. What? Is that my fault? Either they did too good a job of making me look like a girl, or that guy was just horny and came on to me because I was wearing a skirt. Regardless, I told him I was in a relationship. I thought that was the end of it, but he tried it again at the restaurant. To tell you the truth, the only reason I even talked to him at the restaurant at all was because he was coming on to Angie. And if having him flirt with me gave me the heebee jeebees, seeing him touching Angie made me nauseated! Is that all that you’re upset about?"

Kateri took a breath and relaxed her shoulders just a bit. "Billy... I’m worried about... us."

"Us?" Now William was concerned. "Why?" He pulled a chair from the table on the side of his office to the front of the desk and sat, smoothing his skirt, crossing his legs at the knees and sitting upright in the manner that Tess had instructed him. The fact that he did all of that with any effort did not go unnoticed by Kateri.

"Look, Billy, when I saw you looking like this this morning, part of me was elated that you were going to be able to pull off the meeting, but... a part of me was heartbroken because... as much as I have enjoyed playing feminization games with you... I didn’t see my boyfriend stepping off the elevator. I saw a woman. Even Lorraine made a remark that made me think that maybe I’d lost the Billy that I loved."

William felt a lump form in his throat. "Kat... I... I thought you wanted me to do this. That’s why I did it in the first place. If it’s upsetting you to have me looking like this, I’ll go put my suit pants and that polo shirt you gave me back on right now. Seriously, Kat. I can wash my face and wet down my hair and look like myself again in ten minutes."

Kateri shook her head. "Billy... when they guy came on to you... how did you feel?"

"How did I feel? I felt...a little creeped out, I guess. Maybe a little gross. He’s a pretty sleazy guy."

"Not flattered at all?"

He considered that for a moment. "Well, maybe just a little, but not as flattered as I felt when you told be I looked pretty. Kat... you’re a beautiful woman. You don’t know what it’s like to be... well, maybe not ugly, but... unexceptional. Unworthy of even being noticed. Just a part of the background. That’s what my whole life has been – Until today. Suddenly, today, people thought I looked nice. Even I couldn’t believe how nice I looked. It was... really scary at first, but then it became... empowering. Angie said it was like I put on a superhero suit and I think that’s kind of right. I’ve been ignored by everyone, except you, for my whole life, Kat, and I didn’t even realized how much I hated it until I was suddenly attractive and people noticed me – even if it isn’t how I always dreamed of being attractive."

He stopped for a moment to consider what needed to be said.

"Kat... I know that we’ve only been together a short time, but I am in love you. Like, really, really in love with you. I would do anything for you. I put on panties and a camisole FOR YOU, Kat. Just because you asked me to. The thing is... I liked it. Kind of a lot, actually. But, Kat, if you don’t like it, I’ll take it all off and never wear any of it again. I just want to be with you."

Kateri looked at her beautiful boyfriend and, within seconds, her eyes went from angry to wet with tears. "That’s all I want, too, Billy, but... what are we going to do? I mean... do you like this? Are you staying this way?"

William shrugged. "I haven’t really had time to think about it. What do you want?"

She wiped a tear from her eye. "I don’t know, Billy. I just know I want you."

"I am going to assume that this is a work related conversation," Lorraine said as she entered the office. "We did discuss this earlier, Kat, did we not?"

Kateri nodded. "I just needed to use Billy’s computer and he was telling me about the meeting."

Lorraine nodded, but was unconvinced. She turned to William and handed him some papers. "Here is the fax from the adhesive company, Billie. I looked at the list to see if I might know anyone from the Chamber of Commerce who could help you out, but there is no business close to us, at all. The closest I could find is in Albany, New York at the other end of The Pike. Give them a call and see if they’ll help you out and just let me know if you need time off to deal with it."

William nodded. "Ok. Thank you."

Lorraine looked at both of them, sensing the tension and assuming that it was due to William’s makeover. It didn’t matter, though, she needed to look after the best interests of the company, not be a relationship councilor to these two. So, she made it clear that she was grateful for William’s help and left the room.

William and Kateri stared at each other, neither knowing quite what to say.

"Aren’t you going to call those companies?" Kateri finally broke the silence after more than a minute of silence.

William shook his head. "No. Not until we talk."

Kateri nodded and then stood. "Ok. Let’s go to my place after work and figure this out, ok?" she headed for the door, but stopped and kissed William’s cheek. "I really do love you, Billy."

"I know," William nodded. "I love you, too, Kat. I really do."
 

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Kateri was putting on her coat to head home when Angela and Tess came by her work area to talk.

"Hey," Tess said with a friendly smile. "Tough day, huh?"

Kateri nodded. "You don’t know the half of it. Lorraine came down really hard on me for all of this... Billy is like a whole different person all of a sudden... I heard people talking about Billy flirting with a man at the meeting... I confront him about it and he acts like I’m out of my mind... I don’t know if I’m the good guy or the bad guy any more... Yeah... it’s been a tough day."

"Kat, Willy didn’t..." Angela began to defend her brother, but Kateri waved her off.

"I know and I was foolish to think he had, but like I said, it’s been a tough day."

"Look, Kat," Tess smiled, sympathetically, "I don’t know Billie any better than anyone else around here, but anyone can see that he’s crazy about you. Try not to over react to all of this, ok?"

"He’s had a tough day, too, Kat," Angela added. "He may have... won the day, I guess, but he never would have done this if my mom hadn’t used that glue on him. He didn’t wake up yesterday trying to figure out how to trick us into dressing him up like a girl."

Kateri nodded. "I know, I know, I know. I just... I just don’t really know exactly how I feel about this. I mean... yeah, we did play around with a little dress up the other night and it was my idea to do the "I Dream of Jeannie" thing because he looked cute last week, but when I saw him today... guys... he’s not cute anymore. He’s... he’s... Christ, he’s prettier than me. And the worst part of all of this is... I really like him this way, but I am so freaking jealous, too, and I don’t know why."

Tess nodded. "Sounds like you have to do some thinking, Kat. You need to figure out if you love him enough to let him explore this new part of himself?"

‘Yeah," Kateri sighed. "Yeah. I know."

"Can I ask something without upsetting you?" Angela asked. Kateri just nodded. "Why are you upset? I mean... last night you had Willy dressed up like a harem girl and we were all having fun with it – well, you and me and mom were having fun with it. Willy was stressed out and only doing it to make you happy. Now, today, Willy seems to have become what you wanted him to be and now he’s happy about it and you’re freaking out. So... why are you upset?"

Kateri blinked her eyes, causing the tears that had been developing in them to run down her cheeks. "I don’t know," she sounded defeated. "It was a game, I guess. Now... I don’t know. Maybe I just pushed him too far."
 

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William rode to Kateri’s house without much chit-chat. Kateri made a meal for them of white rice and microwaved frozen vegetables. They sat at the table, eating their food and talking about nothing until the food was gone, the dishes were loaded in the washer and there was nothing else to do, but to sit at the table face their problems.

"So..." Kateri said, uncertainly. "...about tomorrow... Do you still want to do the ‘I Dream of Jeannie’ thing?"

William waited a moment before a answered. "Kat... I never WANTED to do ‘The Dream of Jeannie’ thing at all, but I agreed to do it because YOU wanted to do it. I will do it, though, because I agreed to and because, after today, I kind of feel like I need to show everyone that I’m not embarrassed by what happened."

Kateri nodded. "And... are you embarrassed by what happened?"

He crossed his arms and considered that. "This morning... I was... devastated, Kat. I couldn’t believe that I was in that situation and I couldn’t imagine how I was going to face everyone. Then, at the salon, I wanted to just crawl away and die. It took every bit of courage I had to stay in that chair and not just cry from the embarrassment I was feeling."

"I’m sorry," Kateri said sadly.

William considered the events of the day for a moment before continuing. "But then... That guy at the meeting... you know, Shane Harris? Well, as annoying as he was... he noticed me. No one ever noticed me before."

"And you liked his attention?"

"No... not HIS attention, per se, but... THE attention. I liked that someone, anyone noticed me. I looked around and I could see that other people, men and women, were acknowledging me. Like, the way I looked was... I don’t know... impressive or something. And that... it gave me the confidence to do what I did. I never felt that confident before and I liked it, Kat. Can you still accept me if I feel that way when I look like this?"

"So, do you plan to stay like this forever, then?"

"To tell you the truth, I don’t know. I need to think about it and talk everything over with you before I make a decision."

"I see." Kateri stood and pushed her chair in. "So, would you like to know how I feel?"

William nodded.

"Well... I think you look beautiful like this, Billy, I truly do, and... well, I’ve thought a lot about how I behaved today – the jealousy and, well, everything, and I’m sorry, babe. I was really being an ass. I guess I felt a little guilty, then Lorraine came down really hard on me and I felt bad about that, too, and then, when I heard about how someone was hitting on you, a guy, no less... I guess it all just sort of got to me, you know? So, regarding how I feel about the way you’re dressed right now... I think I need to know how you feel about it first."

"I like it and I’d like to, maybe, explore it some more," William confessed without hesitation.

"Then, as long as I am not forcing this on to you... I love it, Billy." Without warning she took a step, bent low and grabbed William’s cheeks, planting a firm, warm kiss on his lips. "I really do."

William stood and took her hand. "Good. Then let’s go to bed."

Taken aback by his sudden change of topic and forceful behavior, Kateri balked. "Wait, Billy... are you sure?"

William looked at her and smiled. "Kat... the other night, you put me into silky undies for the first time and I could barely control myself, I was so excited by how it felt. I’ve been in layers and layers of silky clothes all day today. Feeling pretty, tasting lipstick and smelling perfume. I have wanted nothing more than to feel you touching me through these clothes since I put them on. Please... let’s go to bed."

Kateri smiled like a cat who just realized that she’d been given permission to devour a mouse. "Ooh, you’re horny little girl, are you? Well, come with me. I have something to share with you."

They nearly ran to the bedroom, where Kat stripped William to his very pretty slip. Then she had him take off his shoes and jump on the bed, keeping his bra, panties, slip and thigh high, elastic top stockings on.

"Wow, you’re so smooth, now. I didn’t realized they’d removed your body hair. I like it. I like the perfume, too," she purred, running her hands all over his body. "Hop up on the bed, baby, while I get something."

William climbed onto the bed and laid in the center, watching as Kateri rummaged through her night stand.

"What are you looking for?" William asked.

"My little friend," Kateri smiled at him and raised and lowered her eyebrows comically. "Here," she said, exhibiting a pink, silicone cylinder that narrowed to a small, round head at the tip.

"And, what is that?" William was playfully curious.

"It’s my dildo, Billy." She pushed a button on the cylinder and small head vibrated and moved in erratic circles. She pushed the button again and it sped up. She pushed another button and it stopped. "My vibrator. Every girl’s best friend. This one is named Frank and if you want to be a girl, you should get to know Frank."

"Frank?" William paled a bit as he looked at the appliance. "You mean, you use Frank... down there?"

She nodded and smiled. "Sure. Don’t act all surprised, Billy. Every girl has a ‘Frank’ of her own. Trust me. Boys have it easy, late at night, when they have urges. It’s more complicated, being a girl. We have to use a little technology based assistance."

William could see that – the difference between an ‘inny’ and an ‘outy’ was obvious, but... "But I’m here with you, now, so... why do you need to use Frank on yourself right now?"

She sat on the side of the bed, the vibrator in one hand and a blue tube of what appeared to be hand cream, but was labeled ‘KY Glide’ in the other. "It’s not for me, Billy. It’s for you. Girls need to know what it’s like to be penetrated when making love. It is an amazing feeling, honey, and I think you’ll really enjoy it."

"So..." William gulped, "that would go... into my..." He blinked and considered it. He hadn’t really ever considered doing anything like this, but taking risks had really paid off well, today.

Kateri giggled. "Into your little bottom, yes, but I’ll lube you up before it goes in."

Not wanting to sound too naïve, but dealing with a mixture of fear and curiosity, he had to ask. "Will that even fit up there?"

That made his girlfriend laugh. "Of course it will, Billy. Lots of men put things much bigger than this into themselves, including other men."

"Yeah, but I’m not gay."

"I am aware, Billy, but you still have a prostate and I’ve read that men can reach a very satisfying orgasm through anal intercourse. I’m not going to force you to try it, baby, but I was thinking that, since you said you’ve been excited all day, this might be a way to relieve that excitement, then we can do it the regular way and you can just relax and enjoy it. And besides, you’ve been a girl all day. I thought you might want to go all the way and be the girl in bed. It’s up to you, though. I think you’ll enjoy it, but if you aren’t ready to try it, we can just put it away for now and we can use it another time if you want – OR – Frank can just be my friend."

He looked at the device. It looked innocuous enough, and... why was he even debating this? Now that he’d found out about this technique, of course he wanted to try it. "Ok," he whispered in a husky voice, "but... will it hurt?"

Kateri thought back to her first experience of being penetrated anally and she spoke gently. "You’ll feel kind of... full... as it enters, but once it’s in... It’ll feel amazing," she smiled at his face as he stared at the tool. "Ready?" He nodded. She kissed his lips and instructed, "Roll over on your tummy."

William rolled over and felt Kateri raise his slip and pull the back of his panties down to expose his entry point.

"Now, just relax and let me get you nice and slick in there." Kateri’s warm, lubricated fingers began to spread the KY around his rear. Little by little, she entered into him, deeper and deeper. Just a few months earlier, he had experienced his first prostate exam at a doctor’s office and had not enjoyed it one bit, but Kateri’s touch was soft and gentle and loving and nice. He was just a little embarrassed when he unconsciously allowed some feminine mews to escape his lips when her finger sank deep enough to surprise and excite him. Finally, she slowed and then stopped her ministrations.

"Ready?"

"Yes."

The gentle shape of the device slid in smoothly at first, but then it grew and grew as he began to feel full, back there, just as she had explained, but then the fullness grew and grew until he felt as if he may tear apart. He wanted to say, ‘stop,’ but he could only let out a strangled groan as his the fullness grew wide and a sense of panic built within him.

It was too much! It needed to be pulled out of him before it cut him in two!

His voice didn’t work, he couldn’t speak. All that came out was gasps and groans.

He tried to pull away from it, but the mattress blocked him from the front.

He tried to wiggle to the right and then to the left, but Kateri just seemed to interpret that as excitement and moved device deeper.

He was feverish with fear and excitement and felt himself losing consciousness from the pain. His breath was shallow and his vision was fading into darkness from the edges. The darkness clouded in further and further.

Then something odd happened within him. Something had let go and let the vibrated pass. The pressure lessened and then... oh, God, what was that!? Something had been touched deep inside of him. Something... exiting.

He couldn’t breathe any deeper than short, sharp gasps that made high, squeaky, excited sounds in this throat.

Why didn’t that sensation deep within him continue? The device needed to move. To touch that spot again!

He wiggled his bottom and it helped. The spot was being touched again if he wiggled just right, but then...

"Are you ready to become a woman, little girl?" Kateri whispered in his ear.

William raised himself onto his elbows and looked over his shoulders at the love of his life. The most powerful being he knew at that moment. The person who was controlling his bliss. His face was drenched in sweat and he gasped as he spoke. "Yes. Please. Make me your woman."

Kateri stayed close to his face so that she could look directly into his eyes as she pressed the button that made the head of the vibrator vibrate and rotate.

William’s eyes opened wide with the sensation, then they rolled to the back of his head as his body convulsed in orgasmic ecstasy. His back arched and his mewing grunts became high pitched, girlish screams as he clawed at the sheets and pillows, flailing, shaking, thrusting, anything to increase and prolong the glorious feelings deep at the very core of his being.

Eventually, he began to thrust his body against the mattress as if it had a vagina he could somehow enter with his manhood, which was still encased by the front of his feminine silk panties and the silk and lace slip he wore.

Kateri smiled as she watched him. She didn’t know if he’d actually ejaculate, but he knew that he was experiencing the most amazing orgasm of his life and that made her happy.

They’d both had a long, troubling day and both had had their doubts about whether or not having William become this perfect imitation of womanhood was the right thing to do, but now both of them knew that it was. William needed to find his way and Kateri would be there to help him, but they both knew that the suits and ties and feeble attempts to present himself as a man were gone forever. Billie was here to stay.

And in the morning, Billie would be the sexiest genie that Kateri had ever seen and she knew that he’d enjoy that, too.

She stopped the vibrator’s motor and let William collapse in exhaustion onto the mattress.

"See," she whispered as she kissed the slender bra and slip straps on his narrow, bare shoulders, "I told you you’d like it. You’re my girl... now and forever. I love you, Billie. I love you so much."

"I love you, too," he turned so that he could kiss her. His dark red lipstick leaving traces of color on her soft pink. "Can we...?"

His eyes were desperate with lust.

"Can we... do it together, now?" he asked in a nearly childlike tone.

"Oh, my goodness," Kateri laughed and kissed him again. "You’re like a little rabbit, aren’t you?"

She removed the dildo from his rear and pushed him onto his back. "Which reminds me," she giggled, "Frank has a little rabbit friend, too, and if you’re a good girl, maybe, someday, I’ll show you how it works as well."
 
 
To Be Continued...

February Fantasy Fridays - 4

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  • Clara

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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  • lingerie
  • Appliances Attached
  • Pop Culture
  • Real Life Situation
  • Seasonal
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February Fantasy Fridays: 4

by Clara
Copyright©2021,2025 Clara Schumann

 

The second Friday of the month rolls around, so William is dressed accordingly
for the team building events and, of course, things get complicated...


 
Author's Note:
FIRST - Thank you to everyone for your comments, pro and con. I really do learn a lot from them!
SECOND - My apologies for the delay between chapters. Sometime real life is a real pain in the butt!
THIRD - If you do observe it, Happy Easter! ~Clara.

 
This version of February Fantasy Fridays: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 4
 

She stopped the vibrator's motor and let William collapse in exhaustion onto the mattress.

"See," she whispered as she kissed the slender bra and slip straps on his narrow, bare shoulders, "I told you you'd like it. You're my girl... now and forever. I love you, Billie. I love you so much."

"I love you, too." He turned so that he could kiss her. His dark red lipstick leaving traces of color on her soft pink. "Can we...?"

His eyes were desperate with lust.

"Can we... do it together, now?" He asked in a nearly childlike tone.

"Oh, my goodness," Kateri laughed and kissed him again. "You're like a little rabbit, aren't you?"

She removed the dildo from his rear and pushed him onto his back. "Which reminds me," she giggled, "Frank has a little rabbit friend, too, and if you're a good girl, maybe, someday, I'll show you how it works as well."
 

 

The leotard, tights and harem girl outfit felt very different on William's soft, hairless skin than it had just thirty six hours earlier. It was even more elegant feeling than he could imagine.

"What if I need to go to the bathroom?" William asked, considering the amount of effort such an undertaking would require.

"You go to the ladies' room and take a seat, baby. Why?" Kateri thought the question was a bit silly.

"No, I mean... with all of this stuff on, I was just thinking, I'd have to take off everything except my bra just to pee."

"Welcome to womanhood, my dear," Kateri chuckled as she pulled a piece of paper with the image of the actress Barbara Eden in her 'I Dream Of Jeannie' costume from the printer. "Women have to deal with one impractical layer of clothing after another all the time. If you need help, either Angie or I can help you. Believe me, there is nothing unusual about a couple of women being in the same bathroom stall with one helping the other with her clothes so that she can use the lav. Last year, a friend of mine got married and it took three of us to hold up all of her skirts so that she could pee. You should have seen us. It was pretty hilarious."

William shook his head. "That's crazy."

"That's fashion, babydoll. Now, come take a seat and let me get your makeup done. Then I'll pin your wig on and I can get get dressed. Then we can grab a cup of coffee or something on the way to work."

William sat.

Kateri began by putting a small piece of scotch tape near the outside of each of his eyes.

"What's that for?" he asked.

"Here. Look at the picture of Jeannie. See how she has that shadow next to her eyes. That's called a 'cat's eye.' Her's is pretty subtle, but it is there. The tape will give me a nice, sharp edge. It's just a little trick I learned taking theater classes in college."

Kateri continued working for the next few minutes with only a few words passing between them, and those were all instructions. "Close your eyes." "Look up." "Open your mouth." "Rub your lips together." "Pucker up."

Finally, she put the brushes down and picked up a very small case. "Ok, this is a little tricky because I never put these onto someone else before." She opened the case, reveling a selection of false eye lashes. Kateri thought for a moment, then took a tweezer and lifted one false lash and applied some eye lash adhesive to it. She then shook the eye lash for a few moments. "It's best to let the glue set up before applying it."

After about half a minute, she said, "Ok. Look down, but don't completely close your eyes."

William followed her instruction and felt the lash being placed very gently on his left eye. "Well, that was actually fairly easy," Kateri smiled and admired her handy work. "One more to go." She repeated the process. "Blink a few times. Feel ok?"

"They feel fine," William said. "I can hardly tell that they're there."

"Great. Let me grab the wig and some hairpins and you'll be done."

Fifteen minutes later, William and Kateri were standing before a mirror looking at their reflections. What they saw was a rather too girlish looking Air Force officer with a name tag that read 'Maj. Nelson,' and very convincing version of Jeannie in her sheer pink outfit.

"Well? What do you think?" Kateri bubbled. "Does the sight of a handsome man in uniform make your heart beat faster?"

William smiled and his face seemed to glow with feminine beauty. "Well, the sight of this particular man does. He's awfully pretty."

"Pretty, huh?" Kateri smirked. "I wasn't really going for 'pretty,' but I'll take it for now. You know what's funny? Your voice is actually pretty high for a guy. I never really noticed it before, but I guess I kind of expected your voice to be a give away and it's not. It's actually in a similar range to a lot of women that I know."

"Thanks, I guess," William said, as he looked at the reflection of the two of them in the mirror. It was really amazing how little he resembled himself like this - in fact, he really didn't resemble a man in any way. The fake breasts still attached to his chest gave him curves above and the blousy design of the harem pants implied curves down below.

"Oh, boy. It's getting late." Kateri suddenly took note of the time. "We'd better get moving if we're going to grab some coffee on the way."
 

 

When they arrived at the office, there was a feeling of celebration amongst the staff. The new game was hitting the market in less than a week, the prerelease buzz was very positive and, since yesterday's meeting, the company was confident about its financial foundations.

"Oh, my God, look at you two!" Raquel clapped as they entered reception. "Who are you, though? A soldier and a her girl?" Raquel was dressed in a generic medieval princess' dress.

'No," Kateri laughed as she explained the characters. "You must have seen 'I Dream of Jeannie,' right?"

Raquel smiled a friendly smile and shook her head. "Nope. Must be before my time."

"Well, yeah, of course it is, but it's iconic. Seriously, you've never seen it?"

"Sorry," Raquel shrugged.

"Oh, look, it's Jeannie and Major Nelson," Tess said as she entered in an amazing costume, looking just like Glinda the Good Witch of the North from 'The Wizard of Oz.'

"See," Kateri said to Raquel, "everyone knows the show."

The receptionist smiled at Tess. "I never heard of it."

Tess patted them girl's back. "Don't feel bad. They told me about their costumes yesterday. You all look great, though!"

"You too," William smiled. "I've never seen such a pretty Glinda."

"Oh, aren't you the sweetest thing?" Tess laughed. "Good God, Billie, you're almost spilling out of that top." She smiled and looked at Kateri. "You are very lucky fellow, Major Nelson. A very, very lucky fellow."

"Wait," William looked at Kateri with a serious expression on his face, "is that sexual harassment? Have I just been harassed?"

The reception area got very quiet for a few seconds until William started to laugh. "Kidding. I'm just kidding."

They all relaxed and let out little, nervous laughs. "Well, alright, then," Tess smiled. "The quiet accountant has developed a sense of humor."

"Hey, guys!" They were greeted by Bruce in his Shakira costume. He looked pretty silly with his broader shoulders and hard jawline, but he was having a good time. "Geez, Bill, you look great! Are you comfortable dressed that way?"

William shrugged. "Sure, I guess. It kind of feels like I'm wearing pajamas."

Bruce laughed. "No. I mean, after our conversation on Wednesday, I thought you were a little nervous about dressing like a girl. I meant, are you comfortable dressing like a woman for costume day."

"Well, after yesterday, what difference could it possibly make today?" William seemed surprised by the question.

"Yeah, but yesterday was a..." Bruce began to explain his question further, but decided it wasn't worth it. "Never mind. You look awesome. Oh, and look! It's a bird! It's a plane! It's... Supergirl!" Bruce said as he looked past William to the entrance. Then, almost as if he was speaking to himself, Bruce whispered, "Wow. Looking good, Supergirl."

When he turned to see what Bruce meant, William saw his younger sister enter in her Supergirl costume - but she didn't look like his kid sister. She didn't look like a kid at all. She looked like a woman. A strong, beautiful, intelligent woman, and William realized for the first time, just how womanly she had become. He knew that she wasn't a child any more, but a part of him still viewed Angela as a high school girl. A 'woman to be,' in a way. He just never really thought of her as a fully formed woman - but there was no denying it now. The form fitting top and skater skirt bottom of the costume's dress combined with the knee high, high heeled boots left very little doubt that his younger sister had fully grown up.

That was when he truly realized that this internship of hers wasn't a joke. It was the start of a new phase of her adulthood and it was time that he stopped thinking of her presence in his office as a bit of an annoyance and started to help her to actually learn the ins and outs of his profession. Suddenly, this realization created a strange, new sorority within him - sorority in the truest sense. He and Angie were now sisters and he needed to be there for her to help in any way he could.

"Well, well, well," Bruce said, a bit too brightly for a married man, "if it isn't Kara Danvers arriving to work at KatCo Magazine. Good morning, Ms Danvers."

Angela stopped and spread her legs to shoulder width and placed a fist on each of her hips. "No, citizen, I believe you are mistaken. My friend Kara Danvers wears glasses and sometimes has bangs. I am Supergirl, younger - and far sexier - cousin of Superman."

Everyone in the group laughed at that.

"Billie, do you have a minute?" An out of breath Lorraine was moving swiftly towards her office, taking off her coat as she hustled past.

"Sure." William fell into step beside her. "You're not in costume. Is there a problem."

They entered her office and Lorraine dropped her coat and pocketbook onto a chair, then hurried behind her desk. "No, nothing's wrong. I just have a couple of unexpected meetings this morning, so I have to dress like a grown up lady for a few hours before I can join in the fun. The reason I called you in though is because of the impromptu report you gave the investors yesterday. You said that you'd email a copy of it to everyone. Have you done that?"

"Yes. When I returned from lunch yesterday. I CCed you on it, too."

"I thought you had." She opened her MacBook and stared at the screen for a few moments. "Here it is. Good, I didn't delete it. Ok... what I need you to do right now is just very quickly walk me through the highlights of this report. And Billie... keep it simple. Remember - I'm a gamer, not an accountant."

William smiled at that. "Ok. Why don't you print it out and I can highlight the important parts."

When the report was printed out, William pulled up a chair and went to work, explaining the important parts of the report and highlighting the numbers Lorraine would need to reference in a discussion of the games projected profits. It took about fifteen minutes to go through it once, then have Lorraine explain everything back to him so that he was sure that she could handle the numbers.

When they had completed their work, Lorraine shook her head. "You are a miracle, Billie. Thank God I found you."

William blushed at the complement. "I'm glad you feel that way," he smiled. "I really have grown to like it here."

That made his boss smile, too. "Two more things, Billie. I know you haven't gotten in touch with any of those companies who have the adhesive solvent, yet, but something occurred to me." She grabbed her phone, scrolled through it for a moment, then wrote on a Post-It Note, handing it to William. "This is a friend of mine. She's a plastic surgeon here in town. I happened to run into her last night and I mentioned your predicament. She said to give her a call. She's concerned that the solvent may burn your skin. She thinks she may be able to help you."

William looked at the name and number and felt a little pang of sadness at the thought of going back to his old self, but he knew that having these things adhered to him couldn't be healthy in the long term.

"Thank you, Lorraine. I'll give her a call." He had no where to put the note, so he just held it and waited for Lorraine to move on to the second thing she wanted to talk about.

"Billie... I'm not sure how you feel about the situation you're currently in, but... I've seen a change in you that is... remarkable... and, to tell you the truth, very impressive. I hope that it continues when you go back to being plain old Bill."

There is was - Plain Old Bill. Was that really who he was? Plain Old Bill? He'd been that for too long.

"I hope so, too," he whispered in a voice far sadder than Lorraine had expected.

"Bill... I... I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. You know that I admire the work you do for us. You really are invaluable here. I was just saying that... well... you seem to be more outgoing as Billie. That's all. I truly meant it as a compliment."

William nodded. "I know. Let me know if you need anything else."
 

 

"You're doing great, Angie," William complimented his sister as he reviewed an accounting task he'd given her. It wasn't a huge task and not overly complicated, but it was intricate enough that William expected it to have been a bigger challenge for her than it was. "Your methodology is correct, you've laid out your spreadsheet in a logical and decipherable manner and, most importantly, your numbers are all correct. I am impressed. You've only been here a week and you've caught on to the process like an old pro. Good work."

"Whoa," Angela made a show of being amazed. "Are you complimenting me? What's going on? A week ago, you were furious that I was here, now you're being supportive? Why are you being nice to me?"

He stood and hugged his sister. She was naturally three inches taller than him, but with her in heels and him in flats, he only reached her shoulder. "I am. I'm sorry about last week. I was a territorial, petty ass and I should have been nicer. You're doing great, though, Angie, and I want to help you in any way that I can."

"Cool," said a slightly confused, but very happy Angela as she returned his hug.

"Excuse me," Raquel said from the doorway, "I don't mean to interrupt, but Lorraine asked me to tell everyone that she's reserved the Walnut Room at the country club for this afternoon and, Billie, she told me to ask you to join her for lunch across the street at Montrose."

William looked up, more than surprised. "Now!? But I'm dressed like this."

"That's what she said," Raquel confirmed. "She went over about twenty minutes ago. She just called and told me to have you come right over for lunch."

William looked at his fairly short, men's (actually boys') jacket. It wouldn't cover the costume at all. "I... I can't go to Montrose. I'll look crazy dressed like this."

"No you won't," Raquel brushed his concerns aside with the wave of a hand. "You look great as a woman."

"Thanks," William shook his head at her, "but I was referring to the harem girl outfit. I'll look insane, going into a business-person's restaurant dressed like this. It's not like anyone else will be wearing a costume. It'll just be me."

"Here. Wear my coat," Angela grabbed her knee length, wool coat and held it open for him. This will cover you to your shins."

"Yeah, but the wig! The veil! The fez! That will all be showing!"

"I can see that you're upset about this, Billie," Raquel shrugged, "but Lorraine wants you over there ASAP, so I'd get moving if I were you."

"I've got to see Kateri before I go," William said, settling the oversized coat onto his little shoulders. "She has my wallet. I may need money."

"Here," His sister fished in her wallet for a second and produced a plastic card, "take my debit card. If you need money, just use it. Don't go crazy, though. There's only eighty two dollars and seventy one cents in my account right now." She tucked the card into one of the coat pockets and took William's hand, leading him towards the elevator.

"This stupid," William muttered. "Absolutely stupid."

"Agreed," Angela acknowledged, "but necessary. For some reason, Lorraine wants you there. She knows how you're dressed, so she must need you pretty badly." The elevator door opened. Angela kissed William's cheek and said, "Ok, Willy, you look fine. Some people may notice, but I'm sure that they'll understand that it's just a costume. Now, go on. Hold your head up and be Billie. I'll be right here cheering you on."

"Great," William rolled his eyes as the doors began to close. "How about I stay here and you go over there dressed as Supergirl."

The doors closed before he heard her reply.

The restaurant was crowded with local business people as William entered. The hostess was a very well dressed woman in her early sixties who was looking down at a table plan. When she finally looked up and saw William, a huge smiled spread across her face. "Oh, my goodness. It's Jeannie! What's the occasion, dear?"

William was a bit embarrassed just to be acknowledged as being in a costume, but relieved that she at least knew who he was dressed as. "It's a team building thing. I'm sorry. I didn't expect to have to come over here today and I don't have anything else to wear."

The woman reached out and patted William's upper arm. "No problem, my love. How can I help you?"

"I'm looking for my boss - Lorraine - from Firefly - across the street. She called the office and called me over."

The woman's smile had not subsided one bit. "Of course, my dear. Follow me."

She led William through the crowded dinning room. Gratefully, most people barely noticed him and those who did seemed pleasantly amused. As they approached a round bench with a round table in the rear corner, the hostess announce, "Excuse me, Lorraine, but this lovely little girl is looking for her master. I told her to just 'blink' herself back here to your table, but she insisted on coming in as if she was a mere mortal."

Lorraine looked up, a bit confused, but then saw William. "Oh, Billie, good, come sit. Thanks, Ellen."

William sat next to Lorraine and looked across the table at another woman, approximately the same age as Lorraine, dressed extremely professionally. "Billie, this is Dr. Joan Davis, the plastic surgeon I told you about this morning. I didn't expect to run into her again so quickly, but she was here and I don't expect my business guests to be here for a bit, yet, so I thought this was the perfect time to get you two together - Joan, this is Billie. Billie, Joan."

"Hi," William nodded, feeling very on the spot.

The doctor spoke as if she was already well onto a conversation with William. "So, you're breasts are not actually 'permanently' attached to your chest. Your skin is constantly shedding, so eventually the skin will shed enough and the breasts will loosen. That could take a year or more, though, and I believe that the surgical glue solvent we use will allow us to remove those from your chest without burning your skin the way the industrial solvent may. I would suggest that we don't do anything for a couple of weeks, though - give the glue a bit of time to loosen up on the edges. My estimate is that, once a nurse starts working, she could have those off of you within four to six hours. It'd be a long day, but it's probably the safest course of action."

"Oh," William nodded, a bit shocked that this was actually the topic of conversation in such a public place.

"Call my office and my girl will set up an appointment for you."

"Ok," William nodded, again.

"Would you mind opening your coat so I can see the problem?"

William looked around, not wanting to really expose his costume in this room.

"Here, let me help you," Lorraine said as she began unbuttoning the oversized buttons on Angela's coat, then began pulling the front open.

The doctor nodded. "Impressive size on your body. Now, we need to discuss the implant size. We could do those within a day or so of removing the fake ones if it's important to maintain this look for you."

"W...What?" William couldn't get his head around the doctor's words.

The doctor remained cold and calculating as she looked at William's overall appearance. "Obviously, this is a cultivated appearance, Billie. If you want to move forward with implants, I can accommodate that. Hormones, etc, will require some work with a psychiatrist, of course, but it's not unusual for a patient who is living as a woman to begin with implants. Since Lorraine and I have a close friendship and it appears that you are an important part of her business, then I can certainly help you out with that."

William felt a wave of hot fear and nervousness pass over him. Implants? As in living as a woman for the rest of his life? Did he want that? Was that even a possibility? What would Kateri think? Was this something he should even be considering? He was really fascinated with this new experience, but all of this had been an accident. Did he really want to be Billie for the rest of his life?

When he didn't respond, Lorraine spoke, "Of course that is a decision you will have to make for yourself, Billie, but I think you know where I stand on the matter - From my point of view, you're just a little better at being Billie than you are at being Bill. You're a great accountant either way, but you are more of a force to be reckoned with as Billie. I think your new persona gives you a real edge. But that's just my two cents. You'll need to talk to your girlfriend and family about this."

'Girlfriend?" The doctor shifted her attention from William to Lorraine. She gave her friend a questioning look, then returned her attention to William. "Now, that is surprising. It's not unusual for a trans-woman to have lesbian desires, but looking at the effort I'm seeing in the perfect eyebrows and skin tone, not to mention the sound of your voice and your basic demeanor, and I would have guessed that you would have a boyfriend. That's not a judgement, mind you, just an observation."

"To tell you the truth," Lorraine took over as if William wasn't even there, "when Bill and Kateri started dating, I think everyone in the office was shocked. He was not dressing like this at the time, but I kind of assumed that he was into guys, just based on his general demeanor. Let me assure you, though, Kateri is no guy. She is a very nicely put together woman and nearly every guy at Firefly had hit on her before she chose Billie, here."

The doctor nodded. "So, is this Kateri the dominant personality in your relationship?"

William was rendered speechless by the conversation going on about him. He tried to speak, but he just could not muster the intellect to form a sentence.

"Well," Lorraine laughed, "Kat is dressed as an Air Force pilot and Billie is dressed as her genie who lives in a bottle and has to refer to the pilot as 'master,' so you draw your own conclusions." Both women chuckled at that.

William wanted to say that his relationship with Kateri was no one else's business. He wanted to say that there was no dominant personality, that they were equals. He wanted to say that they had a partnership. He wanted to say that they loved each other and that no one could come between them.

But instead, someone else approached the table and spoke.

"Well, I only expected one beautiful female companion for lunch, but it appears that I have three. Oh, and look at my little Vanilla Bean is dressed as my own little harem girl! I do like that look for you, Billie."

William was horrified as the ground continued to open up underneath him. He could barely breathe and the sound of Lorraine introducing Dr Davis to Shane Harris was dim and distant. Then, through a haze, he watched as Harris shook hands with the doctor, then with Lorraine. He heard Harris' lecherous tone as he flattered the women with one sexist compliment after another and these successful business women blushed and smiled back at his little remarks about their dresses, their breasts, their makeup. Cute little double entendres about their need for his companionship that just poured from him as naturally as breathing.

Then, William watched as Harris, seemingly in slow motion, bent low towards him and kissed his cheek.

That was enough to bring William back to his senses.

He pushed Harris away from him with as much force as he could muster. "GET OFF OF ME!" William shouted much louder than he meant to, but that didn't matter. The idea of this pig of a man kissing him was too much. "DON'T YOU EVER TOUCH ME AGAIN, MR HARRIS. DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?"

Harris continued to smile, but looked nervously around the dinning room. "Sor-ree, baby."

Oblivious to the attention he was drawing, William's voice remained loud. "I am not your 'baby,' Mr Harris. As far as you are concerned, I am just the accountant at Firefly - nothing else." Then he stood and pushed past Harris. He stopped and turned to the women. "Lorraine, I would appreciate it if we could have a few words in your office this afternoon. Doctor, thank you, I will call your office and make an appointment." Then he looked at Shane Harris. "Mr Harris, I hope that the next time we meet, you are better behaved."

He turned to leave, but Harris grabbed the arm of his coat. "Oh, come on now, honey. I was just flirting a little. I didn't mean anything by the 'baby' or 'Vanilla Bean' stuff. Come on, now, sit down and let's have lunch."

"Let go of me!" William shouted, but Harris' grip didn't lessen, so William pulled his arm free of the coat, did the same with the other arm, then headed to the exit with as much dignity as a beautiful man in an 'I Dream of Jeannie' costume could muster.

"Oh, come on, sweetheart. Stop being that way and come back," Harris called after him, Angela's coat hanging limply in his hand. Harris looked at the two men sitting at the table next to him and shook his head. "Must be her time of the month, I guess," he said, causing both men to nod and let out commiserating chuckles.

William didn't look back, though, nor did he look to the right or to the left. His tunnel vision was so focused on the exit door that he barely noticed when a large, red headed man stepped in front of him, completely blocking his exit.

"Now, just hold up, lass, hold up. What's going on here?" The hefty man said, as he gently but firmly stopped William's exit.

"Nothing. Please, just let me leave."

"Not without your coat, lass. Wait here." The man's Scottish burr had been somewhat tempered from years of living in The States, but was still a very noticeable part of his speech. "Jaimie," the man said to a younger employee, "stay with her whist I sort this out."

"Yes, Uncle Mal," the man in his mid twenties replied as he took his place beside William.

The big, red headed man headed to the rear of the dinning room with a swagger that made it clear that he did not appreciate having to be a part of the current happenings in his restaurant. As he approached Harris, Harris just shook his head in disgust at the behavior that had just been exhibited by the girl in the harem costume.

"What are you gonna do with a girl like that?" Harris half laughed as he spoke. "Impetuous little thing, isn't she..." he tried to continue, but the big man's glare stopped him. There was anger and foreboding in those eyes and it shut Harris up immediately.

"This isn't a barroom, laddie, this is a respectable restaurant for the business people in this area. If you want to harass and upset women far too young for you to be approaching in this crass manner, than I suggest that you try the bar at Applebee's or TGI Fridays. I understand that's where these kinds of things go on, but when you're in MY restaurant, you shall show everyone the respect they deserve. Am I making myself abundantly clear, laddie?" The big man seemed to grow as he spoke and there was no question that his face grew ruddier and his jaw set more firmly as he finished.

"Now, just a minute," Harris could not help but try to stand up for himself, but Lorraine cut him off.

"I do apologize for my business associate here, Mr Montrose, and for the hysterics of my employee. I assure you that Mr Harris will abide by your restaurant's code of behavior and that I shall be dealing with my employee when I get back to the office."

"Your employee," the restaurant owner continued, "is blameless in this matter, Miss. I saw the entire event. Your associate here is entirely at fault. And further more, he's standing here holding the lass' coat, expecting her to walk back to your office in the cold in just that wee costume of hers. You're not much of gentleman, are you, Mr Associate? It's not my place to say so, of course, Lorraine, but I would be much more selective of my associates, if I were you. A man who'd treat a young lass like that isn't someone you can trust." The restauranteur's eyes narrowed as he leaned a bit closer to Harris. "In fact, a man who'd treat a woman like that isn't much of a man at all."

"Alright, now, just hold on a minute..." Harris began, but Mr Montrose cut him off.

"I am afraid, Miss, that if your associate would care to continue to remain in my establishment, then he will need to gather up that coat in his hand, fold it neatly over his arm, walk it to the front of the dinning room, return it to the lass and apologize to her."

"What!?" Harris had never been spoken to in this manner in his entire life - not in his private elementary school, in his private prep school, in his private Ivy League college or in his job with his uncle's company. Never had anyone spoken to him with anything close to the contempt that this man was exhibiting.

"Mr Montrose..." Lorraine began.

"I'm afraid this is not something that is up for discussion, Miss. Either he does or he leaves."

Harris looked about him at every face in the dining room and each one was looking back at him, waiting for him to do something. Even his two compatriots who had laughed at his joke a few moments earlier, looked ashamed and expectant. "Oh, for Christ's sake," Harris muttered as he gathered up Angela's coat and folded it over his arm.

He began to storm towards William, but the owner stopped him. "Politely."

Harris huffed and straightened up before walking to the exit where William waited.

"Here, you forgot your coat," he grumbled. "I'm sorry if I upset you." His eyes betrayed the sentiment, though. They were filled with anger. "Please accept my apologies."

William went to take the coat from Harris, but the twenty-something man who'd been charged with watching over William took the coat from the offending man and shook it open, holding it so William could slide his arms into it.

William kept his lips pursed through the whole process, which frustrated Harris to no end.

'Well, I tried," Harris shrugged and turned to find Malcom Montrose standing just behind him. "You saw. I tried. Happy?"

Montrose shook his head and turned to the hostess. "Wanda, I'm going to walk this young lady back to her office. Keep your eye on this gentleman's party. If he so much as coughs too loud, have the waiters escort him from the premises. Are you all set, Miss?"

William finished buttoning Angela's coat. "Yes, I am, but there is no need to walk me back, Mr Montrose. I'll be fine. Thank you."

"Nonsense," the big Scotsman was not to be deterred. "I'll make sure that you get back safely."

Unable to dissuade the man, William turned and walked out the door with the restauranteur walking closely behind. Mr Montrose stepped forward to offer William a hand as he stepped over a small river of slush in the gutter. Then he stepped into traffic, holding up his hands to stop the oncoming cars and escorted William across the road.

They had not said a word to each other as they entered the lobby and crossed to the elevators. When the doors opened, Mr Montrose put his hand into the opening to keep the doors open. "After you."

William stepped into the elevator, then smiled as politely as he could. "Thank you, very much, Mr Montrose. I do appreciate your help, but I can make it from here."

Montrose stepped into the elevator car and shook his head. "That's quite alright, young lady. I don't mind. You've been through a lot. I just want to be sure you make it back to your office safely."

As the elevator rose, Malcom asked, "Are you going to be ok, lass?"

"I'll be fine," William smiled. "Thank you, very much, for walking me back. That's very... chivalrous of you."

Montrose snickered at that. "Just good business." Then, as if something had just occurred to him, the man asked, "Did you have a chance to eat your lunch?"

"No, sir, but I don't think I was really there to eat lunch. My boss called me over. I was just there to see her."

The doors opened and they stepped out into the foyer. "Would you like something? I can have Jaimie bring over something for you."

William smiled and laid his little hand on the man's forearm. "That's very nice of you, but I'm fine. Thank you for all of the kindness you've shown me. I truly appreciate it."

Mr Montrose took that hand in his, raised it to his lips and kissed it. "My pleasure, Lass. Don't be a stranger." Then he turned and returned to the elevator, smiling once more before the doors closed. "Have faith, lassie. Not all men are pigs." The doors closed.

'No kidding,' William thought. 'I was never that way to a woman.'

"Hey, how did it go?" Angela asked as William hung her coat back up on a hanger.

William shook his head as he sat behind his desk. "Not well, Angie. Not well. First, Lorraine introduced me to a doctor who wants to give me breast implants, then that guy Harris showed up and it got really ugly. The owner of the restaurant was so upset by Harris' behavior that he walked me back here to be sure I was alright."

Angela was suddenly very concerned and hit him with a battery of questions. "What did Harris do? Did he touch you? What did Lorraine do? Did you hit Harris? Why was the owner upset? Did you cry? Are you ok? Have you told Kateri about this? Was Lorraine mad at you when you left?"

He assured his sister that he was fine and that he hadn't cried, nor hit Harris, but was leaving when the owner intervened. He also told her that he thought that Lorraine was pretty mad at him when he left, so he didn't know what she would say when she returned.

"It's twelve thirty, ladies," Tess smiled as she looked into his office. "Time to relax and do some team building games." Then she looked at the faces of the two siblings and asked, "What happened in here?"
 

 

It was nearly 2:00 before Loraine returned from lunch. There was a Lego assembling competition going on at the office at that time as part of the team building games. Kateri and William were on a team with Angela and all the girls from advertising, while Tess was running the event. At William's request, no one had told Kateri about what had happened. William wanted her to enjoy as much of the day as she could. He wasn't at all sure how the afternoon would end. He'd kept one eye on the entrance throughout the afternoon, though, waiting for the other shoe to drop.

Lorraine went straight to her office, looking not at all pleased. William saw her disappear, then, almost immediately, Raquel glanced at her cell phone, then looked at William, then at the boss' office. William didn't wait to be told. He nodded at Raquel, then said to his team, "I'll be right back," and headed off to face the music.

"Where's he going?" Kateri asked.

Angela just shrugged in response.

"You wanted to see me?" William asked as he entered the office.

"Close the door." Loraine didn't even glance in his direction, but instead fussed with hanging up her coat. This wasn't good.

"Take a seat," she said, again without looking at him, but instead pouring herself a finger of scotch from a bottle in a cupboard behind her desk.

Finally, she sat, took a sip of her drink, placed her glass on a coaster on her desk, crossed her legs, folded her arms across herself, leaned back just a little in her desk chair and stared at him for at least twenty seconds before saying, "Well?"

"Well, what?" William refused to just be apologetic.

"I'm not playing games, right now, Bill. You are important to this company, but without Bunker Hill's backing, we are out of business. Because of your behavior, we almost lost that backing. Just because you're important doesn't mean you can't be replaced, so... What do you have to say for yourself?"

William thought for a moment and then said, "If you're expecting me to apologize and ask for forgiveness, Loraine, then you might just as well go right ahead and fire me, because I am not going to kowtow to you in this instance. I did nothing wrong."

"Nothing wrong?" Loraine was losing her cool. She'd had a tough couple of hours at Montrose and she was looking more for an opportunity to take out her frustration on someone than to be rational. "You nearly destroyed my company, Bill!"

"Why did you call me over there?" William asked, as cool as a cucumber.

Loraine wasn't pleased that he remained unfazed by her anger. "I called you over as a favor to you, Bill. I introduced you to a friend of mine who can help you. I was being a good friend."

William nodded. "You invited me into a very public place to discuss a very private matter with a total stranger while you sat there and listened. Is that how good friends behave?"

His boss scoffed at that. "Oh, please. You've got silicon tits stuck to your chest. Is that really a private matter?"

"Where did the discussion about implants come from, Loraine?" William knew he held the moral high ground here, and he chose to take advantage of it. "That's a pretty personal decision for anyone, especially for a guy, and here I was in a restaurant, surrounded by strangers, a doctor I didn't know and my boss, feeling a lot of pressure to make what could be the most important decision of my life! How do you think that made me feel?"

"Alright, that's on me," Loraine admitted, but her attitude didn't change. "I should have handled that differently, but the real issue is the scene you made with Shane Harris. Within thirty seconds of his arrival, you turned into a spoilt little girl. Screaming and ranting at a man YOU KNEW was important to this company. How could you have been so... so... reckless... so careless... so... so selfish?"

"Selfish!?" Now William crossed his arms and leaned back in his chair, imitating his boss' posture. "I was being selfish? You KNEW how uncomfortable that man made me yesterday, you KNEW how he approached me and the girls at lunch after our meeting, you KNEW how I was dressed today, and yet you dragged me over there, in this very exposed costume, to use me as bait for that shark. How dare you call me selfish."

He knew he was in a dangerous position, now, but he was too invested in maintaining his high ground to care about being fired.

"'How dare I...?'" Loraine smirked at his bravery. "Before you say anything that may get you fired without a letter of reference, Billie, you should remember that I am your boss. Watch your tongue, little girl, or you may find yourself pounding the pavement before the day's over."

She sat forward and leaned her elbows on her desk. "Also, my dear, you need to take a good look at yourself before attacking me for using you as bait. Two days ago, you were a nondescript little pleb who kept his nose in his laptop all day. Since yesterday, you have been a sexy, little piece of ass that happens to be attracting the attention of not just the representative of my biggest investor, but of most of the men and probably half of the women in this office. As an accountant, Billie, you are an asset to this company, but as a sexy little piece of meat, you are almost invaluable."

William was almost too shocked to breathe, let alone speak.

"I know that you're new to womanhood, sweetie, but if this is where you plan on staying, then get used to being treated like a piece of tail. Every woman does it and every man behaves just like Shane did today when he's attracted to a woman. I've been the bait a million times, Billie, and I will be again, I'm sure, but a woman uses that situation to use her advantage. I thought you understood that."

He shook his head slowly and took a deep breath. "Wow. I had no idea how much you hated yourself."

"What?"

William spoke quietly, with pity in his voice. "I've been a man my whole life. I've been in locker rooms and hung out with guys and, yeah, some are pigs, but most aren't. Most respect women and themselves enough to display manners to each other, even if they're feeling an attraction. Sure, they might say things in private that aren't as polite as they maybe should be, but most men are pretty decent. Shane Harris is crude, obnoxious, privileged piece of crap who has no respect for women. You knew that and you knew that I had almost no experience and you ASSUMED that I would just go along with it. Well... surprise. I am not a big fan of William, Loraine, but he's a pretty good guy, all in all. I really like, Billie, though and I respect her way too much to sacrifice her for any reason - and I certainly would never sacrifice her - me - to a worthless jackass like that."

Loraine looked at her accountant, shocked by his words.

"You know," he continued, "I never understood how a man could be recorded saying 'They love it when you grab them by the pussy' and then go on to be supported by women, but now I'm beginning to understand. Loraine - you are a beautiful, successful, intelligent, wealthy woman and you are willing to sacrifice all of that - to let a rich asshole like that treat you like a piece of garbage - just to get ahead. I know that it's an uneven playing field and that men have it easier than women in a business like this, but come on... are you truly proud of how you behave when you're dealing with people like Harris? Are you proud of using me to entice him? Did you expect me to flirt with him? To be his date? To service him?"

Loraine just stared.

William stood and indicated his body, clad in a diaphanous pink harem costume. "This is all new to me, yes, but I worship women, Loraine. I don't put women on a pedestal - I envy them. I envy everything about them. Everything. Now, I'm just confused. I used to respect you, but now I've seen a side of you that I can't understand. That I will never understand. You are smarter, more successful, and a thousand times more respected by your community than him, but that isn't enough. You had to debase yourself and make him feel like a big man in order to get what you wanted. That's just wrong. I don't know how I'm going to live the rest of my life, but I know for sure that I will never debase this body just to get ahead."

Loraine remained quite.

William nodded and read the situation. "Ok. I'll... I'll go clean out my desk. I really did enjoy working here. Thank you for the opportunity and I hope that your anger with me doesn't influence how you'll treat Angela or Kat in the future." He headed for the office door.

"Wait," Loraine finally spoke in a quiet voice. She waited for a moment or two as she thought. "Billie... sit... please."

William sat and looked at Loraine, who appeared to be considering her next move. Not a word was spoken for nearly a minute. Then a cheer arose from out in the pit. Someone had won the Lego challenge. Loraine looked towards the sound and thought some more.

Finally, still looking to the sounds of excitement, she said, "Do you know how many people work here?"

"One hundred and sixty seven," William replied. Of course he knew. He did the payroll every week.

"Do you know how many are male?"

He thought for a moment. "Sixteen," he said.

"That's one hundred and fifty one women." She thought for a moment. "Do you have any idea how many times Tess and I have dressed a certain way, or unbuttoned a few extra buttons, or laughed at insulting, sexist remarks just to be sure that we had the attention of a male client or investor? Do you know how many of times I've walked male clients through the pit when I knew that it was filled with pretty young women?"

William assumed that the question was rhetorical, but he shook his head anyway.

Loraine continued to stare off towards the sound. Finally, she snapped back to reality. "Aw, fuck it," she mumbled as she grabbed her cell phone and pressed a contact. Then she put the phone on speaker and set it on her desk.

"Bunker Hill Investments," the voice on the phone said, cheerily.

"Good afternoon," Loraine said, still not looking at William. "This is Loraine Brewer over at Firefly Games. We do a good deal of business with you. Tell me, who is the highest ranking female employee at Bunker Hill?"

"Well, as far as employees go, our HR director is a woman, but we do have one female partner - Ms Cramer."

"Is Ms Cramer in?"

"Yes, ma'm."

"Then, can I please speak to Ms Cramer?"

"Of course. Please hold while I transfer you."

Some of Pachelbel's chamber music played as she waited.

"This is Renee Cramer. How may I help you?" A new voice asked.

Loraine sighed. "Good afternoon, Ms Cramer. Loraine Brewer from Firefly Games here."

"Oh, yes, Loraine. I know of Firefly. How can I help you?"

Loraine shook her head as if she couldn't believe that she was about to do what she was about to do. "Well, I do hate to bother you, but I really felt like I needed to talk to a woman about this issue. It involves one of your representatives. A Mr Shane Harris. Are you familiar with Mr Harris?"

The woman on the phone let out a long, frustrated sigh. "I am, yes, and I am really hoping that this call does not involve any misconduct on his part."

"In fact it does," Loraine nodded to the phone. "I have met with Mr Harris twice over the last two days and on both occasions he has made inappropriate remarks to one of my employees and to me. In fact, he was so inappropriate today that he was nearly removed from the restaurant in which we were meeting."

"I see..."

"Now, I hate to say this, Ms Cramer, because Firefly really does need Bunker Hill's backing, but there comes a point where this kind of behavior becomes intolerable. I'm afraid that we have gone well past that point, now, and I am afraid that, if our further relationship with BHI is going to require that we continue to interact with Mr Harris, then I am afraid that we will have no choice but to look elsewhere for a business partner. I know that we're small potatoes for your company, but I will not end another work day feeling cheap and dirty because I allowed a man like that to make me and my girls feel 'less than.'"

There was another sigh on the other end of the phone. "Ms Brewer... Loraine... Yes, Firefly is a very small investment for BHI, but it is one that we want to maintain and, to be very honest, yours is one of the few woman-owned companies in our portfolios and, as such, is worth a bit more in public relations than you might think. Now, regarding Mr Harris - Shane has been warned about this kind of behavior before. I apologize that you had to deal with his nonsense, but I promise, he will no longer be representing BHI."

"I do appreciate that, Ms Cramer, but I would hesitate to call this kind of behavior nonsense. My employee was very upset by him and even had to be accompanied back to our offices by the restaurant's owner."

"I understand, Loraine. A poor choice of words on my part. Thank you for contacting me. I assure you, I will deal with this immediately."

They said their goodbyes, ended the call and Loraine looked back towards the pit. She thought for a few more moments before saying, "You were a good guy, Billie, but you're an even better woman. An even better woman than I." She sniffled in a way that made William think that she might have actually been close to crying. "You are right... I was wrong... and I am sorry."

She finally looked him in the eye. "Are we good?"

William stood. "We're good. Thank you."

He turned to leave, but Loraine stopped him once more. "Billie... If you had been with me, at Montrose, as Bill, and Harris had shown up and behaved that way towards another female employee... would you have confronted me this way about it?"

He shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe if it was Kateri or Angie, but..." He shrugged again. "I guess I didn't really know how it felt until it happened to me and... I didn't like it."

Loraine nodded. "No. I never did, either, but I just put up with it. No more, though." She stood and came around her desk, surprising William with a hug. "Like I said, Billie... you were a good guy, but you are a really amazing woman." She released him from her hug and stepped back. "Get in touch with Joan about getting those fake breasts off. If you decide that you want to remain a woman, though, just know that I'll support you one hundred percent. Well, I'll support you either way, but I'd hate to say goodbye to the amazing girl in front of me."

He smiled and nodded. "Thanks, Loraine." He couldn't think of anything else to say, though, so he just turned and walked back towards the pit.

Once he'd left, Loraine let out a huge breath. "Good God, almighty," she muttered to the walls, "I must be out of my mind." She returned to her desk and picked up her glass, held it up in a toast in the direction of the pit. "To you, girls," she said, quietly, then sipped the liquor. She closed her eyes as she enjoyed the burn on her throat. Then, a round of applause from the pit caused her to open her eyes and smile. She held up her glass once more. "Sisterhood."
 

 

"Wow... that's a big decision, Billy. Is this something you want to do?" Kateri asked as they drove home from the country club. The evening events had mostly consisted of dinner and dancing. William had spent most of it either with Kateri or the girls from Marketing. He was finding that he really enjoyed being with them. Kateri tended to talk to the artists and game designers that she worked with. Many of the artists were women, but most of the game designers were men. They all seemed solely focused on the games. William preferred to talk about anything other than work and the girls from marketing tended to talk about relationships, clothes, family, dating, etc.

"I don't know, Kat. I mean, I never really thought about it until that doctor mentioned it. Now, I can't stop thinking about it. There's an awful lot I like about presenting as a woman. I feel... confident in a way I never did before. It's kind of like I accidentally found the real me." William tried to be as open with his feelings as he could, but he was concerned that Kateri might think he was weird. Still, he had to be honest. "How would you feel if I did get implants. Is that something that you'd like? Or even something you could live with?"

Kateri let out a long breath. "Whew, Billy, that's a lot to think about. I mean, I love playing this game, but doing it full time... for real, I mean... that's... that's not a game anymore, you know?"

He nodded. "So you wouldn't like it, then?"

"I didn't say that. I just haven't had the time to think about it, yet. Regardless, though, it doesn't matter what I think. What matters is what you want. Is this what you want? To be a woman?"

"No, no, no, no, no. I don't want to BE a woman, Kat. I can't imagine not having my... you know. Besides, I want to be with you. The way we've been the last couple of weeks. As a man and woman."

"So... is it just the soft clothes that you like?"

William shook his head. "I'll admit that I really do like the clothes, sure. I mean, who wouldn't? Compared to my usual clothes, women's clothes are amazing! I've worn a suit nearly every day of my life as an adult, but the suit I wore yesterday was heavenly compared to every other one that I ever wore before. I do like that, but... it's like I'm a whole different person when I'm dressed as a women. Kat, you should have heard me with Loraine before. Honestly, it wasn't even me speaking. I never could have said those things as 'plain old Bill,' but as Billie, I couldn't stop myself. Heck, Kat, even just talking about this with you wouldn't be possible for Bill. I can't explain it, but it... they... these clothes... even this silly costume... it's freeing for me. I feel free... like I'm in my real skin, for the first time in my life. I'm afraid to say that this is how I want to live, but I'm afraid to give it up, too."

Kateri reached over and patted his thigh. "I think I get it, babe. Look... think about it over the weekend. We'll talk about it and you can talk to Angie and your mom, too. Then, on Monday, go see that doctor and talk to her. I'll go with you if you want me too. Then... then you can make up your mind. Ok?"

He nodded.

"I do have to admit, though," Kateri squeezed his thigh, "you are a sexy, little thing when your dressed up like this. I could get used to having a girlfriend like you around." Her hand slid up his silky thigh to where his legs met and his manhood was tucked safely away. "I could definitely get used to it."
 

 

"This girl, Kateri," Angela's mother stirred her coffee as she sat at the breakfast table with her daughter, "Willy must be very smitten with her. She seems nice enough, I guess, but this business of staying at her place night after night... that's not at all like my Willy."

Angela chuckled at that. "I think little Willy is having a hard time thinking straight, lately. He's pretty smitten with Kat, and he should be. She's beautiful, talented, has a good job... what's not to like, right?"

Her mother nodded. "Maybe. I just hope that my little Willy isn't only thinking with his little Willy, if you know what I mean."

Angela smiled. "Mom... I know it's hard to believe, but Willy is a really important guy at Firefly. He's smarter than almost anyone there. You know... you know how irritated you used to get with him when we'd play board games and he'd never count the spaces when he moved his pieces? He just knew where six or eight spaces away always was. Or how, when he's playing Solitaire, you can ask him how he's doing and he can tell you his odds of winning after each time he deals out the next three cards? All that kind of behavior that can be really annoying to us - that's what makes him great at his job. He doesn't just think about numbers, he sees them. They come alive for him. I'll never be as good at his job as he is, but I'm learning a lot from him. You'd be proud if you could see him in action."

Just then, Angela's text alert on her phone sounded. She looked at it. "Willy's on his way home. He says that he and Kat are going shopping for clothes for him to wear to work this week and I'm invited to go with them if I want."

"That's nice," her mother nodded and sipped from her coffee mug. "Are you going?"

Angela shrugged. "I'd like to, but I don't want to be a third wheel."

"Angie, he wouldn't have invited you if he didn't want you to go with them. My guess is that he wants you to come along to make sure that he doesn't end up dressed up like some Dresden doll by that girl."

"That's enough, mom," Angela could sense her mother's self righteousness rising. She'd never understood how a woman who had struggled so hard to get through life could be so sanctimonious and judgmental of everyone else. Even after the huge blowout she'd had that week with William, she was still sitting in judgement of his relationship with Kateri. "Now, you've met Kat. You know she's a nice person. You know that she loves Willy and he loves her, so there is nothing else to be said about it. If you do have anything else to say about it, then please... keep it to yourself."

Her mother was about to respond when they heard the front door open.

"We're in the kitchen!" Angela called, then more quietly to her mother, she said, "Keep it to yourself."

Her mother rolled her eyes and returned her attention to her coffee.

When William entered the kitchen with Kateri a few steps behind, both mother and daughter could not stifle their giggles at his apparel. His hair looked lovely and he was wearing very attractive, well executed, daytime makeup, but he was wearing an oversized, baby blue, woolen pea-coat with his tights-clad legs protruding below and his pink, Jeannie costume slippers on his feet.

"You look like you're wearing your big sister's coat," his mother giggled. "It's miles too big."

"I'm his big sister, mom, and that coat would be miles too big on me, too," Angela laughed. "Why didn't you wear your own coat?"

William opened the coat to reveal his attire beneath, which consisted of just his flesh toned leotard and tights. "Because I don't have anything else to wear. I tried some of Kat's clothes, but they're all way too big. I thought that, maybe, you might have something that is closer to my size. I need something to wear out shopping."

Angela smiled sweetly. "Aww, how sweet. I always wanted a little sister to share my clothes with." She stood and headed to the hallway, grabbing William's hand on the way. "Come on, sis. We'll find something."

"I'll wait down here, babe," Kateri giggled at Angela's enthusiasm. She went to the table and took the seat that Angela had just vacated. "So, how are you doing, today?"

William's mother smiled. "Kateri... you seem like a real nice girl and I'm very happy that Willy found someone to be with, but I am curious... how far do you intend to push my son into femininity? I mean the costume stuff was cute, but that person I just saw come in with you... that wasn't my son. That was a woman."

Kateri sensed a pending attack and decided that, when dealing with a woman that William described as a good person, but a bit unstable, the best defense was a strong offense, so she smiled and said, "Yes, well, there would have been no need for Billy to look like that if you hadn't adhered those breasts to his chest the way that you did. He is awfully attractive, though, don't you think?"

"An attractive woman, yes, but... well, this may be a bit coarse, but... are you a lesbian?"

Kateri laughed at the question, partially out of surprise and partially at the absurdity of her boyfriend's mother asking her if she was a lesbian. "I beg your pardon? I'm dating your SON, for crying out loud! Why would you ask if I am a lesbian?"

"Well... Last week, when you were dressed as Sonny and Cher, Willy looked more like he was wearing Hillary Clinton's suit than Sonny Bono's. This week, you have him dressed like a teenaged boy's wet dream straight out of 'The Arabian Nights.' I seem to sense a pattern here."

Kateri crossed her arms and looked across the table. "Look... if you hadn't saddled him with those breasts, Billy would be dressed in his usual, Saturday morning tan slacks and loafers. I had absolutely nothing to do with the makeover and his need to look female until this can all be sorted out. The responsibility for that lays partially at your feet and partially at our boss', but I will admit that I do like him this way. When I touch him and he's wearing something soft and silky, smells like flowers and vanilla and his kisses taste like lipstick, yeah, that's pretty exciting, but I wouldn't be attracted to it unless I knew that it was Billy that I was kissing. He's a smart, cute guy who happens to also be a smart, sexy, really attractive girl and I find that very exciting. Now, as far as frank conversations go, I hope that you've enjoyed this one because, I have to tell you, this kind of conversation will never, ever, ever happen between us again. Your relationship with your son is your business and my relationship with my boyfriend is mine. Ok? I think that, if we can respect each other's boundaries, then we can be friends. How does that sound?"

William's mother looked at the younger woman, wide eyed. "I don't think that you realize that your relationship with my son is, in fact, interfering with my relationship with him."

"How so?"

"Well, I don't think Willy has slept away from home more than five times in his whole life until this week. He comes in here today, after two nights at your house, and he's unrecognizable."

"And the blame for that lays on two people - as I have said. I wanted to play a few games. You and Loraine Brewer made this a full time thing."

"A full time thing!?" This surprised his mother. "What exactly do you mean by 'a full time thing?'"

Before Kateri could answer, Angela's voice spoke in an angry, somewhat loud whisper. "What the Hell is going on down here!? We can hear you fighting upstairs. Do you think this is easy for Willy? For crying out loud, mom, what did you say?"

"Me!?" Her mother acted shocked. "Why would you assume that I said something to set this all off?"

"Because I know you, mom, and I know that you can make any situation about you in a heartbeat. Before they even got here, I told you to keep your opinions to yourself. Willy has to figure all of this out for himself and the last thing he needs is two of the people he loves the most fighting over him and making him feel self conscious. So, stop it, right now."

Her mother's expression was one of pretend shock. "Well, I never would have expected you to turn on me..."

"Enough." Angela's stage whisper was very firm, and oddly, much more protective and maternal than her mother's tone. "Now, look - Willy is in a bind and until those things come off of him, it's up to us to help him. I found him a nice dress hanging in the back of my closet. It's not new, but it's pretty and will fit him. I can't find any nice shoes for him, but I found some of those jelly ballet flats that I used to wear all the time that will be fine to get to the mall, as long as he doesn't have to walk through any snow or slush."

"Oh, lord," her mother shook her head. "What clothes could you possible own that would fit Willy. You're at least two sizes bigger than him. Maybe three."

"Like I said, it's not new." Angela checked to be sure that William was out of earshot. "It's that nice yellow dress I got in sophomore year of high school. The one with the square neckline, three quarter sleeves and the tiered skirt. Remember it?"

"You're dressing your older brother in a dress you wore when you were fifteen and taking him out in public like that!?" Her mother said with a lot of indignation.

"Yes, mom, because that's the only dress I have that will fit him. Actually, it's a little long on him. It's supposed to come to mid thigh, but it reaches all the way to his knees - but who cares? It's a cute dress that looks nice on him, so there's no need to tell him that I was so young when I wore it."

"Isn't it awfully tight in the bust?" Her mother asked. "You were pretty flat back then."

She just would not stop, would she? Always finding a way to dig a little deeper into her children. "It's a fit and flare style, mom. The top is stretchy. Now, just be supportive. Here he comes."

When Angela saw her older brother with his pixie-ish hairstyle, plucked brows, his dyed hair, his ample bust and the youthful dress, her heart skipped a beat at how cute her new little sister looked.

When his mother saw William, she was struck by how much he looked like Angela did at the age she'd worn that dress. Bigger breasts, of course, and the makeup was too grownup, which had been a constant battle with Angela at that age, anyway, but the similarities were remarkable.

When Kateri saw him, her heart nearly burst with love and affection. The previous day, William had asked if she could live with him having breasts permanently implanted in his chest. At the time, it had all seemed too abstract to really imagine. After all, he had been dressed in a fantasy costume. The illusion of him as Jeannie was too playful for her to her even consider that it could be real. But now... now it was very real. William didn't look at all mannish or even boyish. He looked girlish and womanly all at once, but she still knew that he was a man underneath all that girlish exterior. A man she wanted to be with. To take him as her... what?... As her husband?... No... as her wife? Yes. Her wife. Her beautiful, soft, sweet smelling, little wife who's hair would always smell of vanilla and who's kisses would always taste like lipstick.

Could she live with him this way?

The real question had become: Could she live with him any other way?
 
 
To Be Continued...

February Fantasy Fridays - 5

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Restricted Audience (r)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Appliances Attached
  • Pop Culture
  • Real life situations
  • Seasonal
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary
  • Workplace Situations
  • Costumes

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February Fantasy Fridays: 5

by Clara
Copyright©2021,2025 Clara Schumann

 

William makes a few big decisions and he needs to discuss those decisions with Kateri,
his family and a doctor. He also deals with changes at work and a surprise visit from
someone he'd hoped never to see again.


 
Author's Note:My real life is very complicated at the moment. :*( Thank you for all of the comments, both pro and con.
Please continue to post reviews!!! I can't get better if I don't know what's working and what's not.
Certainly isn't for my life, but I can try to fix what I write. ~Clara.

 
This version of February Fantasy Fridays: 5 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 5
 

When Angela saw her older brother with his pixie-ish hairstyle, plucked brows, his dyed hair, his ample bust and the youthful dress, her heart skipped a beat at how cute her new little sister looked.

When his mother saw William, she was struck by how much he looked like Angela did at the age she'd worn that dress. Bigger breasts, of course, and the makeup was too grownup, which had been a constant battle with Angela at that age, anyway, but the similarities were remarkable.

When Kateri saw him, her heart nearly burst with love and affection. The previous day, William had asked if she could live with him having breasts permanently implanted in his chest. At the time, it had all seemed too abstract to really imagine. After all, he had been dressed in a fantasy costume. The illusion of him as Jeannie was too playful for her to her even consider that it could be real. But now... now it was very real. William didn't look at all mannish or even boyish. He looked girlish and womanly all at once, but she still knew that he was a man underneath all that girlish exterior. A man she wanted to be with. To take him as her... what?... As her husband?... No... as her wife? Yes. Her wife. Her beautiful, soft, sweet smelling, little wife who's hair would always smell of vanilla and who's kisses would always taste like lipstick.

Could she live with him this way?

The real question had become: Could she live with him any other way?
 

 

William had never really enjoyed shopping. On rare occasions, when he found something in the men's department that fit well, it was never stylish. The feelings of defeat, embarrassment and even shame that went with him into the boys' department could be overwhelming. Buying a suit for work that he knew was meant for child to wear out to dinner with his grandmother was always demoralizing. He'd tried going to an actual tailor once, but that was worse. The man kept calling across the shop to his assistant and saying things like, "Bring me a boy's jacket. These are too long, find a boy's pant with a twenty five inch rise." It was even more embarrassing than looking through the department store racks in the boys' department with every one knowing that this 'fully grown' man was never going to wear adult sizes.

Shopping for dresses was a whole different experience, though. First off, nearly everything fit him. They started in a store that specialized in petites, but even in the regular stores, he could easily find clothing that fit him well. Typically, in the past, he'd try on a few things and buy the first thing that fit and looked reasonably stylish. This time, he tried on dozens and dozens of dresses and they all fit him beautifully. He had choices and it was wonderful!

Well, in fact, some of the more shape-revealing styles did reveal his lack of hips, but early in the day, at the recommendation of his sister and girlfriend, he bought a panty that had pads in the hips and butt. It was a slightly odd thing to consider wearing, but once on, it was perfectly comfortable and made a world of difference when wearing the sleeker styles.

The oddest thing was that he realized that he actually had a style of women's clothing that he preferred to wear. He hadn't really considered it before, but Kateri was a 'comfy top with jeans or a loose skit' woman, while Angela was a 'college girl next door' kind of woman. William found that he preferred dresses that Angela and Kateri referred to as 'flouncy and fussy.' They chided him that the dresses he chose, although pretty, looked as if they were for someone ten years older than him, but he insisted that he loved how they looked. In the end, the women agreed that he had established his own look and that he'd look amazing in everything that he chose.

He did concede to buying several non-work dresses from the juniors' department to wear around the house in the evenings or on weekends. Dresses that would be perfect for a casual dinner or a date to a movie.

In spite of his typical spendthrift nature, when they were finally headed home, William had bought himself twenty three dresses, most from discount
stores, but very stylish, four pairs of shoes, a dozen pairs of panties, five bras, six pairs of pantyhose, two long winter coats a pair of gloves, four purses, three scarves and two hats.

He didn't just buy clothing, though. He also bought dozens of earrings, some necklaces, a tiny, gold watch, some rings and makeup - lots of makeup and hair care products. He even sat at the makeup counter and had the clerk give him a tutorial. "You're wearing too much, angel," the woman cooed as she cleaned his face with a Baby Wipe. "You're covering up your beautiful, young skin and not showing off those big eyes and apple cheeks. Let's see if we can help you find a more youthful look. I guarantee that the boys at school will flip when they see how you look after I'm through with you."

The woman's remarks didn't bother William in the least. This woman had assumed he was a high school girl and that was fine! Most days, people assumed that he was a middle school boy. He was fine with this promotion of three or four years.

In truth, he much preferred the youthful look he was tutored in at the store than the more mature look that Kateri had done for him that morning. His eyes looked wide and clear this way his cheeks really did shine like apples. The pinkish-red lipstick she recommended seemed to make his smile wider and more sincere.

Kateri had whispered to Angela that this look combined with his taste in dresses would look odd, but she was wrong. The combination of older clothes and younger makeup resulted in the perfect look. "You know who's style he's starting to emulate?" Kateri whispered to Angela. When Angela said no, Kateri whispered, "Tess. He's looking more and more like Tess as he develops his tastes. Very professional, but very sexy and young. I can
live with this."

It was obvious to both Kateri and Angela that William had no intention of ever returning to his male self, though. No one would be spending this kind of money on clothes if it was just for a few weeks of a disguise.

Once William's wallet was open, he kept the money flowing by buying Angela and Kateri several things to thank them for helping. He enjoyed looking for clothes for them almost as much as looking at clothes for himself.

When dinner time came around, William asked Kateri to drive them to a little Irish-pub-style restaurant on the edge of town. When they arrived, he went directly to the receptionist and said, "Good evening, I have a reservation for The Luke Kelly Vestibule."

The woman in charge checked her notes. "Billie? Yes. We're all set up for you. Follow me."

Along the edge of the restaurant's main dinning area were five smaller rooms of varying sizes, each named for an Irish musician or poet and each with a door that could close for private conversations. They walked past the William Butler Yeats Room which held twenty or so people, the Van Morrison Room that held about a dozen people and stopped at the Luke Kelly Vestibule, a small room with only six seats in it. William had called earlier in the day and reserved the small meeting room in order to be able to speak frankly and openly with two of the three most important women in his life.

"Hi, ladies," the cheery waitress smiled. "Can I start you with some drinks or appetizers today?"

They ordered some Shillelagh Sticks, which was what the restaurant called flaky pastries stuffed with corned beef, and three glasses of Moscato.

"Great!" The waitress smiled. "I'll be back with those in a few minutes."

When she left the alcove, Angela closed the door, then turned to face her brother. "So? This all seems pretty important and well planned. What's up?"

William pursed his lips and made eye contact with both women then nodded a few times before starting to speak.

"Ok, so... there are really only three people who I need to talk to about this before I make a decision - the two of you and mom. I really need you
guys to be honest with me about this, ok? I really need to know what you think. Ok?"

Both women nodded. Each had an inkling about what he was about to say, but they waited patiently while he organized his thoughts.

"Alright..." he took a deep breath and nodded a few more times before he got to his point. "So, a week ago I never would have been thinking about this, but... Geez, this is hard to put into words.... See, presenting as a woman has really changed me, and I mean that sincerely. It's made me think differently. To see myself differently. I know that this sounds a pretty damned weird, but... I really like Billie a lot more than I like Bill or Willy or whatever name I used before. God, you both must think I'm nuts."

"Not at all, babe," Kateri put her arm around his shoulders and kissed his cheek. "I've seen how you behave as Billie and I get it."

"How I behave?" William asked, a bit concerned that she was criticizing him as being to 'swishy,' or something like that. "How do I behave?"

"Well..." Kateri sputtered, surprised that he wanted an explanation.

"I can answer that," Angela said. "You smile more freely. You speak to others with more interest in what they have to say. You have more confidence in everything you do and you are more empathic and... sweet, I guess, than you've ever been before. Willy, I love you with all my heart,
but you've never - never ever - not once in your entire life paid me compliment like you did the other day when you looked at my accounting work. Willy, honey, I will support any decision that you make, but if you decide to go back to being a guy and you don't bring a whole lot of lessons you've learned from wearing panties with you, then you will have wasted a big opportunity."

William nodded.

"She's right, babe," Kateri squeezed his shoulders again. "Everything that Angie said is true, and beyond that, you have this aura of confidence about you as a woman that you never had before. I'm with Angie. I'll support any decision you make, as long as you and I are together, but being Billie has taught you an awful lot."

William smiled. "Thanks, guys. So... what if I didn't go back to being a guy, but began living as a woman full time? Do you think I could do it? Do you think it's a good idea? Do you think people will accept it?"

"I think you could do it better than either of us do it," Kateri laughed.

"And who cares what other people think?" Angel shrugged.

"I do," William said seriously. "Life as a little guy is really tough. If becoming a little woman is even tougher, then I'm not sure if I can do it."

"Well," Kateri looked to Angela for support, "as far as work is concerned, I think that everyone is already on board with it. I've even had people come up to me to tell me how great you are this way."

"That's true, and you told me yourself that Lorraine said that she would hate to lose Billie. That says a lot, doesn't it?" Angela reinforced what Kateri had said.

"What about mom, though?" William asked as the door opened and the waitress entered with appetizers and wine.

"Excuse me, ladies," she smiled. She placed the food and beverages on the table. "Do you know what you'd like for your meals?"

Both women realized that they hadn't even opened the menus, but William spoke before they could. "We will have three pecan chicken salads, thanks."

"Excellent," the waitress smiled and gathered the menus.

Kateri and Angela smiled at each other, silently passing a message to each other that here was another example of Billie making a decision that Willy or Bill never would have made for everyone. AND IT WAS A GREAT CHOICE!

When the door closed again, William asked, "What do you think mom will say?"

"About what?" Angela asked. "About staying female or going back to being male, because she will have plenty to say about either. You know that's the truth. I think it's a great idea to tell her, one way or the other, but definitely DO NOT ASK HER! Don't give her any more power over you than necessary."

William chuckled at the truth of that statement. "Thanks, but... neither of you have answered the most important question I asked. Do you think it's a good idea?"

"That's a big question," Kateri said while letting out a big breath.

"And not one that we should answer, Willy," Angela said. "Look, I know I'm a bit younger than you guys, but because of that, I've probably known more people who have discovered that they are trans than either of you. At least six kids in my high school class transitioned while we were in school and I have four college friends who have transitioned, too. Some of them are guys now and some are girls, without question, they're all glad that they did it. Just be sure it's what YOU want, Willy. That's all that matters."

Kateri smiled and laid her head on William's. "Boy, you have a smart little sister," she chuckled. "I couldn't possibly give you a better answer. Whatever you want is the right answer, babe."

William nodded. "I think that Billie is here to stay, then."

"That's great, Willy," Angela put a Shillelagh Stick on her appetizer plate. "Oops," she put a hand on her mouth. "I probably shouldn't call you 'Willy' anymore, should I?"

"I think it's fine," William smiled. "It would sound funny if you called me anything else."

Angela stood and walked around the table and embraced William in a big hug. "You know I love you, right?"

"I do, and I love you, too," he returned the hug as best as he could from his seated position.

"Good," Angela walked back to her seat. "And let's just remember - 'Little' is a measure of size, not age. You will always be my 'little sister.' Come to think of it - I've been a sister a lot longer than you have, too. So that kind of makes you the 'younger sister,' too."

William nodded. "Now - about mom."

"Just tell her," Kateri said, a bit frustrated by the woman. "Like Angie said, as far as your mom is concerned, you're damned if you do and damned if you don't."

Both siblings laughed as they cut up their appetizers. "Spoken like someone who has not had to live with her for their entire lives," Angie said.

Kateri shook her head in disgust. She just didn't understand that woman, nor the way that William and Angela dealt with her.

"I do have an idea," William said. "Kat, do you think we could invite mom over to your house for an early supper tomorrow?"

Kateri nodded. "Sure, but I'm not much of a cook. Rice and vegetables with a little protein is about all I can offer."

"Don't worry," William said. "I'll make everything."

Kateri took a double take at her beautiful little partner. "Seriously? You cook?"

William nodded. "I cook pretty well, actually."

"Like a chef," Angela threw in.

"Holy cow!" Kateri smiled. "I'm getting a partner who cooks!? God, if you do housekeeping, too, then it'll be just like I have a wife!"

William just looked at her and smiled.

"Seriously?" Kateri asked Angela. "He does housework?"

Angela wiped her lips. "Let me put it this way: Have you ever heard the word 'retentive?'"
 

 

Kateri's kitchen wasn't particularly well stocked for a cook of William's expertise, so he decided to keep things simple. Roasted chicken, with stuffing, gravy, corn bread, mashed potatoes, corn and green beans. Not exactly a fancy meal, but it was one of his mother's favorites, so it seemed apropos.

"Oh, everything smells good!" His mother said from the entrance.

"It's all William's work." Kateri smiled, taking the coats from Angela and her mother.

"Oh, so you don't cook?" His mother asked, with a great deal of snark.

"Neither do you, mom," Angela pointed out. "Have a seat and have some dip. I'll get you a Diet Coke."

"I'd prefer wine."

"I bet you would," Angela said without looking back. "You know the deal, mom. You can have one glass of white wine with our meal and that's it. Here. Here's a can of Diet Coke. I'll go see if Willy needs any help."

Kateri sat to chat with their mother while Angela went into the kitchen to check on her brother. She kissed his cheek and rubbed his back. "Need any help?"

William was pulling his full length apron off and shook his head. "Everything is plated and ready to go. I just need to change. Can you help me with that?"

Angela was a bit surprised to see William wearing the same dress she'd given him to wear yesterday. "Sure. I'd love to."

When the entered the bedroom, Kateri noticed a dress hanging by the door that was absolutely beautiful. A soft, baby blue, crepe polyester with a scoop neck, zipper up the back, sleeveless top and what was referred to as an 'illusion' hem line, which means that the material at the bottom of the A-line skirt was very sheer in two narrow bands, making the whole dress appear to float.

"Whoa!" Angela said as she took the dress down and held it in front of herself. "Where did this come from?"

William smiled as he took off Angela's old dress and checked his makeup in the mirror. He was wearing a short, white, lace covered slip which Angela could not recall him purchasing yesterday, either. "The Calvin Klein outlet store opened at ten this morning. I took Kat's car to go grocery shopping, then I went there and got this for next to nothing."

"It's beautiful," Angela mused, looking into the mirror, holding the dress in front of herself. "I wish it'd fit me so I could borrow it."

She swayed back and forth for a moment while William strapped on the three inch high heeled sandals he was pairing with the dress. They were very simple - beige leather with a narrow strap that crossed his foot just behind his toes, a three inch back that sat against the back of his heel and a tiny strap that encircled his legs just above his ankle.

Angela gasped. "Oh, my God! Those are gorgeous. They won't fit me..."

Then something occurred to Angela. "Did you say that DROVE to the stores!?"

William smiled and nodded as he took the dress from Angela and pulled down the zipper.

"Now, THAT is the strangest thing I have heard in the last two weeks."

William laughed as he stepped into the dress, worked the top up his arms, the turned and offered the zipper to his sister. She gently ran it up it's track and straightened the dress for him.

"Willy... you almost look like a bride in that. I can't believe that my brother could possibly be so beautiful."

He hugged her and checked his look in the mirror. "Do I look ok?"

Angela just nodded.

"Ok," he sighed. "Wish me luck."

William and Angela placed the serving plates and bowls on Kateri's small dinning room table, then they called their mother and Kateri in for dinner.

"Willy!" His mother said in a surprised voice when she caught sigh of him.

"I agree!" Kateri agreed, then she gave him a soft hug and a peck on the cheek, before moving to her seat. "Isn't he beautiful?"

"What do you think, Mom?" William asked.

"I'm not quite sure what to think, Willy. To be perfectly honest, my head is spinning at the sight of you."

"I think we should assume that was a compliment," Angela said. "Mom, come sit here, between me and Willy."

Everyone sat and William began by picking up the meat platter. "Mom? Do you want some chicken?"

The procedure continued around the table until everyone had meat, potatoes, two vegetables, stuffing, gravy, cranberry sauce and a homemade corn bread on their plate.

Conversation dipped while everyone ate. Most of the talk was about the food or Angela or Kateri telling stories about their girlhood and throughout it all, William's mother would catch glances of her beautiful, feminine son and shake her head to indicate her disapproval. William saw each gesture, but acted as if he did not. He'd just smile.

When the meal was done, William stood to clear the table and Angela helped. "I was going to make a fancy desert, but I ran out of time. I did make some gingerbread, though." He placed dessert dishes with a small square of the cake in front of each person, then put a big dollop of home made whipped cream on top of each. Then he poured coffee for everyone and
sat himself.

His mother had eaten just about half of her dessert when she put down her fork and said, "This is all lovely, Willy, but are we just going to ignore the elephant in the room?"

William put down his fork and smiled at his mother. "In fact, mom, there are several elephants in the room today and, yes, it is time that we addressed them."

Kateri reached over and took William's hand.

"Well?" His mother looked around at the others.

William nodded. "Well, mom, the first thing we need to discuss is that Kat has asked me to move in here with her and I'm going to do it."

His mother shook her head in a judgmental expression. "Willy, Willy, Willy... haven't you learned anything from the mistakes you watched me make? This is just not right, Willy. Wait a year or so and figure all of this out, honey. Don't just throw away your life on the first girl who has sex with you."

"Now, just a minute...!" Kateri was livid, but Angela cut her off.

"Stop it, mom. You're attacking for no reason at all. Willy is an adult and can make his own decisions."

William stayed calm and held up his arm to stop everyone from speaking. "Mom... I'm not asking for your blessing or even your understanding. I am moving in with Kat and that is the end of that discussion."

"Like hell it is," his mother crossed her arms and looked around. "Willy, I don't know what kind of perverted game you and this girl are playing..."

"Enough, mom," William tried to interrupt, but his mother ignored him.

"... at, but this is all very unnatural. Willy, come with me to my church and talk to the pastor. He was talking about people living in sin, just the other day..."

"Enough!" William shouted, much louder than he'd intended, and loud enough to get her to stop. "Mom, I don't know what Bible they read at that church of yours, but living together in love is not a sin, so just stop and let me continue."

"Oh, so you're an expert in Biblical interpretation, now," His mother scowled, ready for a battle. "Tell me, Willy, how many times have you read The Bible?"

"Twice, mom. I read The New American Edition in college for a course and I read The King James Version on my own. And I suspect that is two times more than you have read it, but that isn't what I need to talk about."

She folded her arms and waited. "Well? What do you need to say?"

William took a deep, steadying breath in and let it out. "Mom... I found a doctor who can remove these breasts..."

"Oh, thank God," his mother shook her head.

"... and I have decided that, when she removes the fake breasts, I'm going to have her implant permenant silicon breast implants."

His mother's jaw dropped. "What?"

"Mom... I have given this a lot of thought and I have decided that I am going to continue to present as a woman. Now, I'd like for you to understand that this is something that I need to do and that I am serious that I intend to present as woman fir the rest of my life, but if you decide that you can't live me this way, then I want you to know that I will still love you."

His mother turned to Kateri and said, "This is your doing, isn't it? You get some kind of sick pleasure out of getting boys to cut off their dicks and get them to grow tits. How many boys have you done this to? What happens to them after you're done with them?"

Kateri started to speak, but Angela interrupted, "Mom, that is enough! This is Willy's decision. He asked us what we thought of it. Kat never suggested making this permanent at all. So, just stop your accusations and tell Willy that you'll love him, no matter what."

Her mother was seething inside. "William, if this is about our fight the other night, then you don't need to mutilate your body to prove a point..."

"Mom, you need to stop talking and listen," William said firmly. "Right now, I am only talking about breast implants. I am not talking about removing my penis. Mom, I am a whole different person since Thursday. You haven't seen it, but at work, I have confidence that I've never had before and I am able to express myself better than I have ever done before."

"Just because you're dressed like a sissy?" His mother remained on the attack.

"Because I found who I really am, mom. THIS is who I am. I am Billie - Not William, or Willy or Bill. Do you understand what I am saying?"

"This is absolutely ridiculous," his mother muttered under her breath. "You've all gone crazy, you know that, right? William, please, please, please come see Pastor Sam with me. He will straighten you out, honey, I promise. Just come with me to talk to him."

William stood with an elegant, nearly regal poise. "Mother... look at me. Except for the fake breasts, this is how I look, now. Do you see a man in
front you, mom? Do you?"

"A man in a dress is still a man, Willy," she shook her head.

"I was never a man, mom. I was a little guy who is nobody paid any attention to. Now... now I'm getting attention from my colleagues. And before you say it, when I say attention, I don't mean because of the dresses. I am getting the respect of my peers that I never got before. Not only that, I like myself better this way, mom. I'm not going back to being a being a nobody who wears little boys' suits to work. Look at me, mom, and tell me that I am a man in a dress."

His mother ran her tongue over her teeth as she thought. "Willy... please... just come and see Pastor Sam for one meeting..."

"Ok, that's enough," Angela stood and took her mother by the arm. "Come on, mom. Let's go. Willy went to all this trouble to make it clear that he is doing the right thing and you are being a complete bitch about it. Willy, I'm sorry. Come on, mom. You've said enough, tonight."

"No, wait," William said, as he walked to the counter and took the full length apron he'd worn before and put it back on to protect his beautiful, blue dress. "Angie and Kat, why don't you go and watch some TV while mom and I do the dishes."

All three women were confused. "Really?" Kateri asked.

William nodded and pulled a half apron from the drawer handing it to his mother. "Really. Come on, mom. Let's do the dishes. Ladies - there are plenty of snacks in the other room. Please give mom and me some privacy." He started to fill the sink with water, squirted in some detergent and slid a pair of yellow, Latex gloves onto his hands. "I'll wash. You dry, ok?"

His mother shook her head as she picked up a dish towel and shook it open.

William loaded the dishes into the sink and, in a very casual voice, she said, "So, that man who took you to the concert the other day... Mr Cronin, right?... are you still seeing him?

A little confused by the topic being discussed, his mother said, "Umm... well, yes, in fact I am. We went to dinner and a movie yesterday."

"What's he like?"

His mother thought for a moment, then smiled. "He's very handsome. Dark hair with a little silver on the temples - very distinguished. He's successful, too. He has a vending machine business, which is a much more lucrative business than I would have expected. He's got a lovely condo down on the lake and a big boat."

"Wow! He's sounds wonderful. Having a boat must be fun."

"I imagine it is. Of course, since we've started dating, it's been wrapped in white plastic and parked in his driveway, but I'm looking forward to being out on the lake this summer."

William smiled as he cleaned the dishes in the sink. "He sounds great, mom. I'm glad that you're happy."

"Thank you, Willy," she smiled, then thought for a few moments. "You know, Willy... I really am happy that you've found Kateri."

William shook his head and breathed out a quiet laugh.

His mother saw that he he didn't believe her. She looked towards the living room and then spoke more quietly. "Willy... honey... maybe... maybe I am a little defensive about you. You were my first baby, Willy. I only want the best for you, honey... for you to be happy. That's all."

William stopped washing the dishes for a moment and looked down into the suds. "Mom... Kat makes me happy. So, why can't you just leave well enough alone and let us be happy together."

Still in a near whisper, she said, "Willy... I just don't want you to ruin your life the way that I ruined mine."

"By having me, you mean?"

"Well, no, honey, but... I had you when I was twenty years old and then I had no one around to help me raise you. Learn from my mistakes, Willy. Don't repeat them."

"Mom," he sighed at the stupidity of what he was about to say. "Despite how I look and how I am choosing to continue to look, there is absolutely zero-chance that I am EVER going to get pregnant, and if Kat should become pregnant, then that's something we will deal with together."

"Sure, that's what you say now, but a baby is a big responsibility - both emotionally and financially. You're still so young..."

"And successful, mom. And successful. You never seem to remember that. Mom, I do your taxes. I know EXACTLY how much you make every year and I make four times more than your best year, ever. I also know that you have a two mortgages on that house, but you probably don't realize that I have
been paying those myself for the past eight months. You just thought that you were ending up with extra in your account all of a sudden and didn't bother to even check your bank statement to figure out why."

"You... you have been paying the mortgage?"

"Yes, mom, and I will continue to, even after I move out because I don't think you can get by well enough on what you make. Mom, I was making twice what you make when I was working as a freelance. Kat and I both make well over six figures and would not have to struggle financially if we did have an unexpected pregnancy."

His mother stared at him, her mouth agape. She had no idea he was making so much or helping so generously.

"So that's our financial situation. Now, let's talk about the morality of us living together. Mom... Kat and I have talked and we are very sure of our feelings for each other. I love her and she loves me. That is all we need. I'm not religious. She's not religious. So, there is no reason for us to seek a blessing from a church. We do plan on having a civil marriage at some point, but not immediately. When that day comes, you'll be the first to know, but it'll only be to make our commitment legal for the sake of insurance, finances and things like that."

"Oh, Willy, it just breaks my heart..."

"Enough, mom. You know that I am a believer, but I've only gone to church a few times in my life and each time I've gone, the message I've gotten is that 'God is love' - not a weapon to swing at others to make them see things your way."

A few tears glistened in his mother's eyes. He didn't want to turn this into another blow out like they'd had the other night, so he softened a bit. "Mom... I love Kat and I want to be with her, but I love you, too, and I don't want to have to remove you from my life because you've decided to be that self righteous person you sometimes like to be."

She nodded and sniffled. "Ok... alright... but... what about... the clothes?"

"What about them?"

"Willy, please... now who's being self righteous? You're a man, Willy. It's one thing to wear a dress for a costume or for some bedtime shenanigans, but Willy... come on. You're talking about mutilating your body and for what? For some sex games? To titillate your girlfriend? Willy, stop and think. If you do this, it will impact every single aspect of your life. It will..."

William held a yellow gloved hand to stop her flow of words. He took a breath and looked up and into his mother's eyes. "Mom... please listen carefully. I want you to understand what I'm going to tell you."

"Ok," she put down her dish cloth and waited.

"I can't remember the first time I ever saw you, mom, but I know that I have always loved you. And one of my earliest memories is of going into your hospital room and holding Angie in my arms and feeling a whole new love burst forth in my heart. I knew immediately that I loved my sister and I never thought I'd feel that kind of... explosion... in my heart again. Then, a few months ago, I met Kat and it all happened again. Something inside me opened up and I felt a whole new kind of love for her."

His mother nodded.

"Here's the thing though, mom... At no time in my whole life have I ever felt anything but ambivalence about myself. Sometimes, when I did a good job on something, I felt a little pride, but that would fade and sometimes, especially when I looked in a mirror, or when I was in a social situation... I didn't even feel ambivalence. I felt... embarrassment... or disgust... or loathing."

"Oh, Willy, please... Please don't say that."

"I'm not saying it to be melodramatic, mom. I'm saying it because it's the truth, but here's the thing - On Thursday, for the first time in my life, I met a version of me that I actually loved. A version of me who doesn't just fit in, but who feels comfortable. Who is capable of speaking my mind. Who can be open and honest about my feelings. Mom... until Thursday, when I became Billie, I was pretending. I'm not pretending anymore. This is me, mom. This is how I'm meant to be."

His mother nodded and took in the vision that was her son. She breathed a deep sigh and seemed to almost reset her emotions. "You are... very beautiful, Willy. I guess I never really expected that a boy could look this good in a dress. Especially my little boy."

William smiled. "Thank you, mom."

"Willy, I'm... I'm sorry. I guess I never realized how hard things were for you." She placed her cool palm on his cheek and shook her head in wonder. "You'll always be my beautiful baby boy, Willy. No matter how pretty you look as a woman."

William leaned his head onto her hand in a warm, little hug. "That will never change, mom."

"I'm glad," she whispered. "Look, baby, maybe I should go have a chat with Kateri. She probably thinks I'm a monster."

William nodded. "I'm not going to argue with you. That's kind of how you were presenting yourself."

She nodded and let out a small laugh. "I'll send Angie in to help you finish." She kissed his forehead. "I do love you, Willy. I'm just not very good at it."

"You're doing great, mom."

He returned to washing dishes and within a few moments, a very confused Angela appeared beside him. As she grabbed the dish cloth, she asked, "What did you say to her?"

William glanced at her and his red lipsticked lips smiled. "I let her tell me how wrong I was, then I told her that Billie was here to stay. Then I told her I loved her and didn't want to lose her. Everything else was just to explain those two things."

"Wow," Angela shook her head and began drying the dishes in the strainer. "And she's ok with everything?"

"For now," William shrugged. "I'm sure that, just like with her sobriety, she will have a relapse into her high-and-mighty-ness every now and then,
but just like we do when she relapses on her recovery, we'll be there to get her back on track."

Angela shook her head in wonder at her brother's patience. "Kids shouldn't have to be their parent's emotional crutches, Willy."

He dried his gloves and removed them. Laid them over the faucet-neck and kissed his sister's cheek. "Yes, they should, Angie. That's exactly what mom need from us. I can't ask her to be there for me if I'm not going to be there for her, too."

"Huh," Angela said as she dried. "I always heard that THE PARENTS were always supposed to be there for their kids."

William hugged his younger, but definitely bigger, sister and laid his head on her shoulder. "And she always will be, Angie. It's just always going to take her a little longer."
 

 

When William arrived at work on Monday, dressed in a dress that looked as if it were a blouse and skirt, with a black top with medium sized, white polka dots, a sloppy bow that tied loosely at his neck, half-length sleeves that blossomed into flouncy little ruffles at the end with a knee-length, flared, black velvet skirt below, the only notice that was taken by his coworkers involved compliments and oohs and ahhs from his female colleagues.

The elegant, four inch heeled, black leather, pointy toed pumps that he wore with them got nearly as much praise as the dress and they succeeded in not only making him feel elegant, but brought him up to the same height as many of his female compatriots. Not all, but at least some.

Before he even made it into his office, he'd had a half dozen conversations about the dress, the shoes, the makeup, the hair... it was a whole new world of collegial chatter that he really enjoyed. They'd compliment him, he'd compliment them... it was a lovely way to start the day, but soon he was back in the office he now shared with Angela and going over both his work and hers.

"This is almost right," he was telling Angela as he was going over her work.

"Almost?" Angela sighed. "You know better than anyone that accounting is about getting it right, Willy. Either it's right or it's wrong. There is no in between."

William smiled at her typical accounting student response. That kind of thinking was always being drilled into students by the professors. "It's right as far as it goes." He pointed to the column headings. "You neglected one very important aspect of accounting when you're budgeting for a meeting."

Angela blinked. "No I didn't. Look - Materials, printing costs..." she went on and on through her headers. "...what could I have missed?"

"When we went into the meeting last week, you told Tess and me to go into the room and you'd get us something. What did you get?"

"I got..." she concentrated for a moment. "Snacks. I got you snacks."

"And coffee. Those cost money, too, Angie, so you need to include that cost into your budget."

Angela laughed and shook her head in disbelief. "What did the snacks cost, Willy? Seventy or eighty dollars? That doesn't come out of petty cash?"

"It shouldn't. We need to account for every penny, Angie, and if the meeting is going to provide its guests snacks, then that cost should be associated with meeting costs and not petty cash. Every penny that we can account for is important. When I got here, this company was on the verge of bankruptcy, but through good accounting, it's back on firm ground."

"And thanks to GREAT accounting, your brother found out that our old accountant was robbing us blind," Tess said from the door. She smiled as she looked William up and down. "Well, well, well, well, well. It looks like the new girl has some pretty amazing taste in clothing. Classic, pretty, feminine, professional and sexy as hell. Girl, you are doing right!"

William chuckled and blushed a little. "Really? I look ok?"

"You look HOT, my dear, but I'm sure that Kat and Angie have told you that already."

"We did," Angela said with a smirk, "but your stamp of approval is what he's going for. Kat and I were making fun of him when we went shopping. His taste was so different from ours, but then we realized that he was modeling his choices after how you dress."

William looked at his sister with a look of disbelief. "You actually said that to each other!?"

"Oh, come on, Willy, it was obvious after awhile. Kat said that, if you were going to dress like anyone, Tess was the best choice." Angela smiled and bubbled at his embarrassment. "Well... I'll call around for prices on
pastries and redo this budget." She turned and started searching the internet for nearby bakeries.

"I'm not sure I'd wear heels that are quite that high, though," Tess shook her head. "They are gorgeous, but I'm already unusually tall for a woman, and I don't think my calves could stretch that far."

He looked down at his feet and smiled. "They are a little tiring, but I feel so tall! I really like them."

"Well, you are killing it, but I'm actually here because Lorraine wants you and me to meet her in the conference room, right now. So, grab your laptop and let's go."

When they reached the conference room, Lorraine had the entire, huge conference table covered in printouts. "Oh, good, you're both here."

"What's all this mess?" Tess asked, sounding very concerned about the amount of work ahead of her.

"This," Lorraine huffed and shook her head, "is every bit of data that either of you have ever given me regarding the roll out of the new game. I need it narrowed down to under ten pages for the overview I'll be sending to every investor and stockholder. So... how do we take all of this and reduce it to ten pages or less."

William began to puruse the paperwork, while Tess just folded her arms and shook her head, letting her frustration show. "Why didn't you just ask for a summery from both of us, Lorraine? It could take us hours to go through all of this paperwork and we have..."

"Here,"William interrupted. "This all you need. These three pages tell the whole story."

Tess sighed a laugh at William's efficiency. "Or... we could just let the new girl take care of it and it will be solved in less than two minutes."

Lorraine smiled and took the papers from William. "Please, ladies, have a seat. Tess, could you just close the door first? Thanks."

When they were all seated, Lorraine spoke. "So... Billie... we need to get a few things straight around here."

William was sitting with his knees crossed, the black velvet skirt of his dress hanging prettily over his thighs and knees. He cleared his throat. "Umm, Lorraine, I believe we had a conversation about what I would and wouldn't be willing to discuss. How I choose to live my life is my business..."

Lorraine held up her hand to stop him. "Billie. I want to talk about your department, not your wardrobe. So, if I may continue?"

"Oh," William sat a bit straighter. "I'm sorry. I misunderstood. Please continue."

Lorraine chuckled at his formality. "Well, thank you, very much." She glanced at Tess who was smiling broadly. "Billie... If last week taught us anything it is that we cannot afford to be in a position of having just one person in the Accounting Department. You are very, very good at what you do, but if you are not available when we need you, then we have a big problem."

William nodded.

"So, in order to ensure that we are never in that position again, we need to make some changes to your department."

"What kind of changes?" William asked.

"More personnel, for starters," Tess interjected. William looked at her and she continued to talk. "Look, Billie, when Lorraine and I started Firefly, it was just the two of us. Lorraine designed the prototype games and I was on the phone finding ways to promote her ideas. Very quickly, we realized that we needed to share our responsibilities with other, capable people. Now, we both know how difficult it is to divvy up the jobs so that others can do the work while you retain the responsibility of running your aspect of the office, but it's time that you face facts and become, not just an accountant, but a manager."

"You'll still be our chief accountant, Billie, but you will be hiring a staff that you will train to do the grunt work. You will delegate and monitor their work and, most importantly, make sure that you have a second, or even a third, in charge who can be on call if you are not available for any reason." Lorraine added.

When William remained quiet, Tess asked, "Do you think you can do this?"

William took in a deep breath. "If I said I'd rather not, then what would happen? Would I lose my job?"

"No," Lorraine said, emphatically. "We would, however, have to hire at least one other accountant who would have to act as your supervisor and would also hire other accountants to divest your responsibilities to a larger department."

"Obviously, you are our first choice as department head," Tess assured him, "but we need to make sure that we never have a situation in which you are incapacitated, for any reason, and the accounting department can't function."

William looked at his skirt and ran his fingers through the plush material as he thought. "So... if I do manage the department, how would it be configured and can I hire Angela as one of the accountants?"

Lorraine smiled. "I like Angela, Billie, and I think she is a stabilizing personality for you, so, yes, she can be one of your hires - BUT - she is
still very young and inexperienced. So, if you do hire her, then I need you to consider that she is actually not a fully functioning accountant, yet. I am happy to hire her at an entry salary so you can train her, but remember that she needs to be closely supervised for a good long while."

"Understood. Thank you," he nodded.

"And remember," Tess pointed out, "if she would prefer to work in Marketing, I would love to have her work with me."

"That's great," he nodded, again. "Thank you both. I know I was a bit of a jerk when she showed up, but... it's different now."

"You're sisters, now," Tess reached over and petted his knee. "Being a sister is different, Billie. You need each other more."

He sighed and smiled. "That's the truth. I need everyone more than before. Angie, Kat, you guys... even my mother."

Both women laughed at that.

"I bet that relationship has gotten more complicated lately, huh?" Tess laughed.

William shook his head. "My relationship with my mother has always been complicated."

"They all are," Tess nodded.

"So..." he sighed, "...can I start out with Angie and a couple of other people who I know who are talented and trustworthy?"

"So, three plus you?" Lorraine asked.

William nodded. "I can design oversight areas for each of them and have them submit their work to me to monitor. Is that good?"

"That's perfect," Lorraine agreed.

William thought for a moment. "Where would they work? My office is big enough for me, but it's a bit crowded already, with just Angie working with me."

"We've considered that," Lorraine smiled, "and we've made arrangements to lease the remainder of the space on this floor. It is being renovated, as
we speak, to create new space for both Accounting and Marketing. Both you and Tess will have larger offices, nearly as big as mine, and each member
of your staff will have a desk in a more open area, and you'll both have a conference room for your own department meetings. Not as big as this one, but big enough for department meetings. What do you think?"

William was gobsmacked. "Wow! That's... that's amazing. That sound great."

Lorraine's smile disappeared as she nodded. "There is one more, very important thing that we need to discuss, though, Billie."

"Oh?"

"Yes. See, Billie... up until now, it's always been Tess and me and then everyone else. Some of these people who work here have been with us since the beginning and, those who take on more responsibility are compensated accordingly, as I am sure you know."

"The thing is, though," Tess took over, "those people aren't considered managers or supervisors. Even though the company has grown substantially, Lorraine and I are the only actual department heads."

"Until now," Lorraine added. "The problem is though, Billie, you've only been an employed here for a few months and my first inclination was to moderate your pay accordingly."

William nodded. "I understand. Honestly, I am very happy with my current pay."

"Well, you shouldn't be," Tess laughed. "Billie, I know what you make and I know that, without you, this company wouldn't even be here, today. If you are going to be a supervisor as well as an accountant, then you need to be properly compensated."

Lorraine grunted in frustration. "I don't know what you did this weekend, Billie, but I spent the weekend arguing this point with Tess and she was relentless."

"Only because I am right." Tess said with conviction.

"Well..." Lorraine shook her head, "right or wrong, she won. So," she slid some paperwork in front of William, "in order to compensate you for being the head of accounting, this is what we'd like to offer you as a yearly salary."

He looked at the employment agreement. It was all pretty standard, until he reached the salary section. He stopped and read it several times before he was able to process the offer. He looked at Lorraine first and then at Tess before he said, "Are you serious? This is... a lot of money. It's more than three times what I'm making now."

The women nodded and Tess said, "Billie... you saved us from going under and, well... look at what you've done for us since last week. We put you through hell on Thursday and you didn't just put up with it, you became a powerhouse. Our own little accounting spitfire, who has really good taste
in clothing."

William laughed at that. "Kat and Angie said I was picking out frumpy clothes."

Tess cleared her throat. "Yes, well, we've seen their idea of fashion, haven't we? If you'd like me to take you shopping sometime, Billie, just let me know."
 

 

"Billie?" The nurse asked. "This way, please. Dr. Davis will see you, now."

William rose and headed to the door, followed by Kateri. The nurse stopped them and said, "It's usually just the patient who sees the doctor. Are you family?"

"She's my wife," William said, without missing a beat.

The nurse nodded. "Ok, but if the doctor asks you to leave, please don't be offended."

Rather than an examination room, they were shown into a lovely, paneled office with an elaborately carved, grossly oversized desk.

"Please take a seat. The doctor will be right in," the nurse said, laying a medical folder on the doctor's desk and leaving.

"Are you nervous?" Kateri asked as she squeezed his hand.

"A little, I guess. I mean... it is a big thing, right?"

"It is, babe. No doubt about it."

At that moment, the office door swung open and the rather stern, but still quite beautiful, Dr Davis entered the office. "Good afternoon, ladies. I am sorry if I kept you waiting." She took a quick glance at the paperwork in the folder as she sat behind the desk. "Oh, of course, Billie. I'm sorry. It's been a long day and I haven't had a moment to look at my calendar. Besides, the last time I saw you, you had on a blonde wig and looked like a genie from an old TV show."

She smiled at William, then looked at Kateri. "I'm sorry." She extended her hand. "Joan Davis. And you are?"

Before Kateri could respond, William said, "Kateri is my partner, Dr. Davis and I want her here to hear what is discussed."

"Of course," the doctor nodded. "So - Let me take a quick look at your breasts and I can give you a better idea of a timeline as to when they can be safely removed. Just untie the bow at your neck. I should be able to see what I need to see from there."

The doctor prodded and pulled on the prosthetics and finally proclaimed, "The adhesive is still very well well bonded to your skin, but that bond will lessen over time. I'd say that by mid March or so, we should be able to get them off. Until then, I'm afraid that you'll need to continue to present as a women, but, I must say, for someone who, just a few days ago, acted as if I was insulting you when I asked about implants, you seem to have adapted well to your new... persona."

William smirked at the doctor's strange bedside manner. "Yes, doctor, but... I think you may have been a bit more insightful than I thought. When we spoke on Friday, I had not considered for a moment that I would want remain as a woman, but... I guess... I guess you... kindled the idea of staying this way and, well..." William took a deep breath. He'd only ever said this to people he loved. Saying it out loud to a stranger was much harder. "I have found that I am much happier... this way. I would like to discuss the possibilities of staying this way."

The doctor sat back and folded her arms. "Billie. Typically, that kind of surgery would not occur until the patient had been living as a woman and monitored by a psychologist for at least a year. Now, as I told you, I may waive that waiting period as a favor to you because you mean a lot to Lorraine, HOWEVER, I cannot even consider that if the best description of
what you want from me is 'staying this way.' What, exactly, would you like from me?"

William understood her need for him to confirm his desire, so he took a deep breath and said, "Dr, Davis... I have decided that I would like to continue to present as a woman, and to that end, I would like for you to implant breasts of approximately this size and shape into my chest. Is this something that you can do for me?"

The doctor smiled and nodded. "Yes, Billie, I can help you with that."
 

 

"Oh, my God! Look at you!" Raquel squealed on Friday morning as she looked up from the 'coffee and' table she was stocking in the pit. "You got to be the girl, this week!" Raquel was dressed as Dolly Parton's well endowed character in the movie '9 to 5.'

Kateri smiled at her colleague, her icy-blue gown flowing around her body. "I did. Bill got to pick our costumes this week and he said he wanted me to be beautiful for a change."

"Oh, that's so sweet. You guys make a great couple." Kateri looked at the amazing gown Kateri wore. The tight, silver-blue, flattering bodice that led down to the straight, split front skirt, with the long, long train behind it. The very sheer, white sleeves with the dark blue coloring near her fingers, fading into white by her elbows. The long, braided, platinum
blonde wig that flowed down her back, giving her a Scandinavian look. "So, if you're Elsa, then Billie must be dressed as... wait... Elsa doesn't have a love interest." She gasped. "Don't tell me she came as Anna?"

Kateri laughed at Raquel's choice of pronouns and nodded. "SHE did."

"Oh, I have to see this! Where is she?"

"In her office." Kateri smiled broadly as Raquel hustled away in her tight skirt to see William's costume. She hadn't thought about it before, but it did make sense that she would have to rethink William's pronouns. Did that make him her girlfriend, now? She'd never considered having a romantic girlfriend before, but it seemed like that was what she had, now.

"Where is she?" Raquel asked as she burst into William's office, surprising Angela, who was dressed as a 1920s flapper.

"Who?" Angela yipped.

"Billie! I heard she's dressed as Princess Anna. I just saw Kat dressed as Elsa and she looked great. Where's Billie?"

Oh?" Angela laughed. "When you said 'she' you confused me. Umm, 'she's' in with Tess and Lorraine. She should be back... oh, here she is now?"

Raquel let out an audible gasp when she saw William enter wearing a very well made replica of the dress that Princess Anna wore to her sister's coronation in the film, 'Frozen.' She took him in, from his head to his toes. A strawberry blonde wig, with the one streak of white, perfectly quaffed into a braided updo, lead to the beautifully madeup face, his long, thin neck with the black ribbon necklace that held a royal emblem on it, his bare, cream colored, little shoulders, the tiny, blue satin sleeves that hung loosely on his biceps, the one inch gold edging that outlined the curved top and arrow-head shaped bottom of the black velvet bodice with the Scandinavian design embroidered into the velvet field and then... and then... the skirt. That beautiful, iconic skirt. The floor length, wide skirt made of recessed, blue satin panels alternating with the more forward constructed green panels with the bright, embroidered traditional designs. The amazing skirt just touched the floor, obscuring the tiny, kitten heeled matching, embroidered slippers beneath, but Raquel imagined them, anyway.

"Oh, Billie," she gushed as she touched the expensive material of the skirt, "you look like a real life princess. Anna is my favorite Disney Princess and I LOVE 'Frozen,' so much. And this dress, Billie... it's so beautiful. Oh, my goodness..." she touched the skirt and felt the material beneath. "Are you wearing a petticoat?"

"He's wearing two," Angela giggled. "He's adorable, isn't he?"

"Adorable doesn't come close to describing how she looks." Raquel put both of her hands on her cheeks and shook her head. "Oh, Angie, it must be so wonderful to have such a pretty brother. My brothers are great, but... they're big guys. They could never pull off anything like this. Maybe, they could pull off the mother from 'Hairspray,' or something like that, but never Elsa or Anna."

"It is pretty cool," Angela smiled. "I do admit that this costume did surprise me. Seeing him on a dress is one thing, but a gown like this and with the petticoats... that's pretty special."

William finally let out a breath and smiled. "Well, I admit that I never expected this, either, but - in for a penny, right?"

"See, I just finished telling her that she was born to be a beautiful woman," Tess said as she entered the office. She handed William a folder. "You forgot this file, Billie." She touched his hair and shook her head. "I do wish that every man could look like this from time to time, but there is always a place for tall, dark and handsome, too."

"See, I was never able to pull that off," William smiled as he passed by Angela and Raquel and moved to the far side of his desk. He smoothed his skirts as he sat in his desk chair and was surprised to see the three women watching him. "Did I do it right?"

"Perfectly," Angela said with a smile.

"Like a pro," Raquel said. Then she said, "I need to go."

As she left, Tess said, "You did it like you were born to be a princess, Billie. We're all very proud of you." Tess turned and left, too.

"Proud of me?" William laughed as he booted up his computer. "That seems like an odd thing to say."

Angela sat at her desk and looked at him. "We all are proud of you, Willy. I mean, for me it's like you really are my little sister, but I think that all the women here look at you as if you are a little niece or a cousin who is growing into womanhood. How many women around here have complimented you or offered fashion, hair or makeup advice to you this week?"

"Most of them," he shrugged. "Before last Thursday, I don't think most of them even knew who I was."

"See. You're they're project, now. Get used to it, Willy. They'd all love to have a feminine boy to dress up like a doll, but most men wouldn't stand for it. They're all living vicariously through your progression into womanhood. It's really cool for us to see, Willy. Really cool."
 

 

That Friday evening's team building party was a whirlwind of fun for William. This time, Lorraine had booked the after-work party at a local function hall that typically catered to weddings and other large functions. There was, as usual, a DJ who played dance music and provided opportunities for karaoke performances. The highlights of the night included Kateri's terrible, but very fun, performance of 'Let It Go,' and William and Kateri's equally subpar, but enjoyable performance of 'Frozen's' duet, 'Love is an Open Door.'

It was pretty early on in the evening that William noticed that his younger sister was sitting with a young man named Eric who worked as a game designer at Firefly. Not only were they sitting at the same table and dancing with each other, but Eric was dressed in a 1920s gangster costume to match Angela's flapper costume.

"Has Angie said anything to you about dating that guy, Eric, from Game Design?" William asked Kateri as he kept his eye on the younger couple.

Kateri glanced at them, then smiled at William. "No, but I did overhear Eric telling one of the other guys that he thought that Angie was hot."

"Hot?" William sat a bit straighter. "Is he a good guy? Should I be worried about Angie's safety?"

Kateri laughed at that. "Billie. Angie's not a child. She can take care of herself."

At that moment, Angela stood, kissed Eric and headed to the ladies' room.

"I'm just going to talk to her," William said as he stood.

"Billie," Kateri tried to stop her boyfriend from leaving, but he was already headed to the lobby to intercept Angela.

Angela was almost to the lavatory door when William caught up with her. "Hey, Angie. Can we talk for minute?"

Angela smiled at her pretty, little brother. "Sure, Willy. What's up?"

William looked back through the doors into the function room where he had a clear shot to Eric. "Umm... I was just noticing that you and Eric came as a couple tonight. Are you guys seeing each other?"

"Aww, you're trying to be my big brother. How sweet," Angela smiled and touched his cheek. "Don't worry, Willy. I can handle myself and Eric's a nice guy."

William smiled at his sister's tease. "Ange... I'm just trying to be a good brother... or sister... of whatever. Is this something serious or what?"

"We went out for drinks after work on Wednesday, Willy. That's all. This is... kind of... our second date. I, not going to sleep with him or anything, at least not for a while. We're just having a good time together and getting to know each other. Ok?"

William looked from his sister to the young designer and he smiled. "Ok. I'm sorry. I guess I'm just being a little over protective." He looked at the man in the fedora and the wide lapeled suit. "He is very cute, Angie.
Congratulations."

"Cute!? Did you just call him CUTE!?" Angela laughed. "Oh, my God, Willy, those petticoats are affecting your brain." She kissed his forehead, then
looked at her date, again. "He is a bit of a stud, though, isn't he? I really like him."

William leaned his head on her shoulder. "That's great, Angie."
 

 

The sex that night was as exciting and experimental as they'd been enjoying all week. The costumes and the petticoats had kept them both excited and longing for each other all day. Kateri took the lead in bed and they both fell asleep satisfied and exhausted.

Saturday was a day of relaxation. William made eggs Benedict for breakfast and they cuddled on the couch watching old, romantic movies until, around four o'clock, they both received a text from Angela inviting them to join Angie and Eric for dinner at a very popular restaurant. Eric's parents ran the place and they could get reservations when no one else could.

Excited by the prospect of a great meal, they both put on nice dresses and did themselves up beautifully for a special night. William wore a black dress he'd gotten at a discount at Nordstrom Rack. It was a Jersey style, very plain, buttoned-polo-shirt-style collar, three quarter sleeves and an A-line skirt that just touched his knees. It was comfortable and stylish without being flashy. Kateri's dress was a spaghetti strap affair that clung to her curves like it was painted on. She looked astounding in it.

The restaurant was crowded and a little noisy, but Eric turned out to be a very gregarious and interesting dinner companion. He had a deep knowledge of books and movies and was up to date on current events. The dinner conversation was affable and interesting and amusing, and the food was absolutely delicious.

Their conversation continued into dessert and beyond. In fact, they didn't leave the restaurant until at least an hour after the dessert was all consumed.

"I am so stuffed," William grunted from the passenger seat of Kateri's car. "I don't think I've ever enjoyed a meal as much."

"I know," Kateri laughed. "It was delicious, though, wasn't it? And Eric is a nice guy, too. I think that they make a really sweet couple."

"They do," William agreed. "Angie seems happy. That's all that matters, I guess. I wonder what my mother will dislike about him when she meets him."

"I'm sure she'll love him."

William laughed out loud, as Kateri pulled into the driveway at her house. "Have you learned nothing about my mother?"

She put the car in 'park' and both of them exited the car, giggling.

"She's going to love him, eventually, just like she's going to love me, some day." Kateri put her arm around William's shoulders. "I mean... I love you and you love me, so eventually your mom is going to love me, too."

Kateri dug into her pocketbook and pulled out her keys, inserting the correct key into the door handle, turning it and opening the door.

"She's going to have to love you, because I'm completely smitten with you and I'm..." William stopped talking and both he and Kateri stared in shock at the mess in front of them. In the light of the one lamp that they'd left on, they could see that the quaint little house was filled with litter and debris. Cabinets were opened and knocked over, glass was shattered, furniture broken and splintered on the floor.

"Oh, God," Kateri gasped. "Someone broke in. We've been robbed."

For a moment, they both stood in shock in the doorway, then, slowly, they both stepped into the mess. "This is crazy," William whispered. "We should call the police."

Suddenly, the door behind them slammed shut.

"No need to call the police," a dark shape that had been hiding behind the door spoke. Both William and Kateri were too shocked to say anything, but the shape spoke again. "So, you're a lesbo, huh?" It laughed. They could smell the liquor on his breath. "That explains a lot."

"Who are you?" Kateri demanded, but her voice was shaky with fear. "What do you want."

"Ask your little bitch girlfriend," the voice said, angrily. "Because of her, I lost my job. My really cushy job. I really liked that job. But she made a big deal out of a little flirting and now I have to move into a more affordable place. Return my car to the dealership. Sell my boat. Now... she's going to pay for being a big mouthed cunt who couldn't mind her own business."

"Shane Harris?" William asked, more confused than frightened.

"That asshole from Bunker Hill Investors?" Kateri asked, as the figure moved into the light from the one working lamp in the room.

Harris laughed. "Did you just call me an asshole, bitch? You have no idea how big an asshole I can be."

"You're drunk," Kateri said. "Just leave now and we won't say anything to the police. Just go."

"No chance." He pointed at William. "She ruined my life. Now, I'm going to ruin hers." He grabbed William by his hair and pulled him close. "But first - maybe we can find some good use for that big mouth of yours."
 
 
To Be Continued!!!

February Fantasy Fridays - 6 (Hiatus)

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  • Clara

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February Fantasy Fridays: 6 (Hiatus)

by Clara
Copyright©2021,2025 Clara Schumann

 

When we left Billie and Kateri, they were the victims of a home invasion. The
story picks up from there.

I am going to put this particular story on hold for a little while, but Billie and Kateri
will be back fairly soon. Thank you, again for your support! ~Clara.


 
Author's Note:Thank you for all the comments, critiques and encouragement. I truly appreciate it. ~Clara.
 
This version of February Fantasy Fridays: 6 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 6
 
 

 

Suddenly, the door behind them slammed shut.

"No need to call the police," a dark shape that had been hiding behind the door spoke. Both William and Kateri were too shocked to say anything, but the shape spoke again. "So, you're a lesbo, huh?" It laughed. They could smell the liquor on its breath. "That explains a lot."

"Who are you?" Kateri demanded, but her voice was shaky with fear. "What do you want."

"Ask your little bitch girlfriend," the voice said, angrily. "Because of her, I lost my job. My really cushy job. I really liked that job. But she made a big deal out of a little flirting and now I have to move into a more affordable place. Return my car to the dealership. Sell my boat. Now... she's going to pay for being a big mouthed cunt who couldn't mind her own business."

"Shane Harris?" William asked, more confused than frightened.

"That asshole from Bunker Hill Investors?" Kateri asked, as the figure moved into the light from the one working lamp in the room.

Harris laughed. "Did you just call me an asshole, bitch? You have no idea how big an asshole I can be."

"You're drunk," Kateri said. "Just leave now and we won't say anything to the police. Just go."

"No chance." He pointed at William. "She ruined my life. Now, I'm going to ruin hers." He grabbed William by his hair and pulled him close. "But first - maybe we can find some good use for that big mouth of yours."
 

 

Kateri ran at Harris, her arms raised, ready to attack, but Harris used his free hand to back hand her across the face, knocking her to the floor. Before she could stand again, Harris grabbed a hammer he must have set down at some point and held it high over his head.

"Down, girl!" He shouted, stopping Kateri. "If you want me to beat you or this one to death with this hammer, then go ahead and try to attack me, again."

Kateri looked at the anger in his eyes and knew he wasn't bluffing. He was angry and drunk enough to kill William without a second thought. "Don't hurt her," Kateri muttered. "Please... don't hurt her."

William, for his part, had been pushed to his knees, his hair being painfully pulled by Harris, who now yanked William's head back so he looked up into his face. "Listen to me, you self righteous bitch. You couldn't keep your mouth shut, so I'm going to fill that noisy hole of yours with my cock. Then, if you do a good job on that, I'll fill up another hole for you, too."

"Never," William said with as much force as he could muster.

Harris yanked his hair again, much more painfully than before. "You'll do it, bitch, or I'll kill your dyke girlfriend. Won't that be nice? Watching your girlfriend's brains splattering all of the walls? And then I'll still make you suck my cock."

William looked up into the insane eyes of his attacker and knew that he meant every word.

"Ok. Ok. Alright. I'll do it," William said, the fear in his voice obvious. "But, please, let her go. I'll do whatever you want, just let her go."

Harris smiled. "I like it when you beg, bitch. You look so much sexier on your knees, begging. But she's not going anywhere and neither are you until you learn your place."

"I know my place, honestly..." William tried to negotiate with the crazy man, but he just pulled his hair all the harder.

"No you don't!" he screamed into William's face. "All you uppity cunts are the same. Thinking you have the right to take jobs and money away from hard working men like me. Women are only good for two things - Taking care of men in the kitchen and taking care of men in the bedroom. Maybe, after your belly is full of my jiz you'll understand that. If that's not enough, I'll fill up other parts of you, too."

As a small guy in a public school, William had experienced fear before. He'd been beaten up pretty badly at least a dozen times in his four year high school career. This was different, though. This wasn't a bruise that would heal in a few days. Harris wanted to change him. To make him something he'd never even considered he could be before. He wanted to make William a victim. A rape victim.

"Look, Mr Harris," Kateri called said from the couch, trying to save William from what Harris had planned, or at least buy some time in the hopes of coming up with some kind of a plan of defense, or escape. While she spoke, she surreptitiously started the video camera app on her phone and placed it on the end table next to her, pointed towards the spot where Harris held William. She hoped that she had them in frame, but even if she didn't, she'd record his voice, so that even if she and William ended up dead, whoever found their bodies would have a recording of the event to convict Harris of his hateful acts. "What's your plan here? Rape us? Then what? You get your job back? I doubt it. You'll go to jail, more likely."

"Shut the fuck up!" He screamed at her, raising high the hammer in his left hand, again. "I swear to God, if you don't shut your fucking mouth and keep it shut, I will shut you up myself."

"No, no, no!" William raised his hands in panic. "Please, Shane, please. Don't, please. I'm ready to learn my lesson, just, please, don't hurt her. Let's just get this over with and you can go. Please."

Shane Harris smiled an intoxicated, triumphant smile. "See. That's how a good girl behaves. Now, lower my pants and do what God put you on earth to do."

William's shaky hands began undoing Harris' belt, but Harris stopped him with another hard pull on William's hair. "And behave yourself, little girl, or it'll be the last thing you'll ever do."

William readjusted himself to kneel a bit taller and sit back on his heels. His hands still trembled as he reached for the belt buckle, again. He undid the belt, then unbuttoned the front of Harris' jeans and lowered his zipper.

"That's a good girl," Harris cooed, as if speaking to a child. "Pull them down, now, baby."

Reluctantly, but fearful of what might happen to Kateri if he didn't do as he was told, William lowered, Harris' jeans to his knees, then pulled his boxers down to the same level, allowing Harris' penis to spring forward, nearly erect.

William looked at the offending appendage and felt nausea rising within him.

"Take it," Harris grunted, excited by anger and lust.

William hesitated for a moment, then raised his hand to gasp it and run his hand along its girth. Maybe, if he touched it, Harris might ejaculate quickly and go on his way.

"It's big, huh?" Harris gloated.

William declined to answer.

"Trust me, it is, but since you're a dyke, you probably don't have any experience with one, do you? Believe me, lezzie, it's big."

In fact, it wasn't that impressive. It was probably slightly larger than average, but nothing worth bragging about. William's own penis was probably, in proportion, just as big and he'd never felt the need to advertise that.

"Is this the first time you ever touched a cock, cunt?" Harris' ugly voice asked, pushing William's head closer.

"No," William shook his head, then shocked Harris by saying, "I've touched my own a million times."

As William had hoped, that confused Harris for a few seconds. As Harris tried to process what the cute little woman he had forced to her knees had just said, William took advantage of the moment, lunged forward and opened his mouth and bit down hard on Harris' inner thigh.

"AHH!!!" Harris screamed in shock and pain as he raised the hammer high in order to bring it down on William's head, but that didn't happen. In one movement, William pulled hard at the knee high waist of Harris' jeans and slammed the side of his head into Harris' groin, causing the intruder to scream, lose his balance and fall backwards, slamming his head against the front wall of the living room.

Not wasting the opportunity, Kateri jumped up and grabbed a broken leg from the shattered coffee table in front of her and, as Harris tried to stand back up, she swung the wooden cudgel as hard as she could and it slammed into the side of Harris' head. At the same moment, William found his footing and, once again, yanked on Harris' jean waist. This time, with the momentum of Kateri's swing and the unbalancing impact of William's pull, Harris fell straight backward, but this time, his head missed the wall and crashed through the triple panel front window of Kateri's cottage, creating a shattering noise on the street, outside.

William grabbed Kateri's hand and his purse and they both ran out the door, where they ran into Kateri's middle aged neighbor who was running up her sidewalk path.

"Kat!" The fit man shouted as he approached. "Are you ok? What's going on? I was just getting out of my car and I heard..."

Kateri grabbed the man as she passed and pulled him after her. "Frank! Don't go in there! A guy tried to attack us. Come on, we have to go."

The man glanced back at the broken window, then ran with Kateri and William. "Come on into my place. We'll call the police."

He hurried them across the street and into his home. "Sit down, ladies," he said in a rush, then he looked back through the door's windows to see if they were being followed. Beyond the light post near the end of the driveway, things got darker quickly, but he didn't see anyone coming towards his house. He did think that he may have some movement near Kateri's front door, but that was all.

"Yes, my friend and I were attacked in our home," William was saying into his phone. "He tried to rape me and threatened to kill us both. No, we got out and we are in a neighbor's house, now. I don't know. We knocked him down and ran out. He may still be there, I don't know. No, I don't know if he was conscious when we left. We knocked him down and ran." He gave them the address and disconnected the call.

The neighbor, Frank, looked at his guests and asked, "Are you ok?"

Kateri nodded. "I'm ok. Billy? Are you ok?"

William looked at her, then at Frank. He nodded and said, "I'm ok," but as he spoke the tears of fear and rage rose in his eyes. He wiped the tears from his cheek, but managed to control himself enough to keep the sobs at bay. "I can't believe he did that. He was going to rape me. For what? For sticking up for myself and the women I work with!? What the hell is wrong with him!?"

"So you know this guy?" Frank asked.

William shook his head. "Not well. He worked for a company that does business with the company we work for. I met him a few of times and he was a creep each time. My boss complained about him and, I guess, he got fired."

"Wow. What a Jackass," Frank shook his head in disbelief. Then, as if remembering that he was being a poor host, he said, "Can I get either of you something to drink? Water? Soda? Wine? Something stronger?"

"Water would be great, thank you," William said as blue lights started flashing through the blinds.

Frank went to the kitchen as Kateri stood and peaked out the blinds. "The police are here. They're in my house, looking around."

Frank reappeared with two bottles of Avian water. "What's happening out there?" He handed William a bottle, then walked over to where Kateri stood peeking out.

"There's three cars and five or six police officers." She took the offered bottle of water. "Thank you."

"Nothing like this has ever happened in this neighborhood before," Frank said, just trying to keep the conversation going. "Maybe I should go talk to them and let them know you two are safe."

A moment later, red flashing lights appeared as well.

Frank turned to William and said, "Looks like the guy needs some medical attention. I guess that means it's safe for me to go talk to them. I'll be right back." He walked out the door.

"Great," William shook his head. "If we hurt him too badly, he'll probably sue us. This is never going to end."

Kateri returned to the couch and put her arm around William's shoulders. "No, I don't think so. I mean, he broke into my house. He knocked me down and was about to rape you. Even with a lot of money and a good lawyer, I don't think he can get out of this. He's going to jail for sure, Billie. I'm sure of it."

"A trial... great. Now, the world will hear all about poor Shane Harris and 'His Tragic Obsession With The Transvestite Accountant.' Won't my mother and her church friends just love that?"

They sat on the couch, sipped their water and said very little for what seemed like hours, but was, in fact, only about forty five minutes, before Frank returned with a woman in a warm coat who introduced herself as Detective Reyes. She opened a notebook, set her phone to record and asked William and Kateri to tell their story, which they did as well as they could.

"So, you both returned home and this... Mr Harris... had broken into your home?"

Kateri nodded. "Yes."

"And neither of you had invited him to come over this evening?"

"No, of course not!" Kateri said.

"Why? Is that what he told you?" William asked, disgusted that Harris was trying to wriggle out of this.

"Mr Harris didn't tell us anything," the detective said, matter of factly. "Mr Harris is dead. When you pushed him through the window, his neck was sliced through by the shattered glass. He'd bled out before we even got here."

"What!" Both Kateri and William gasped in shock.

The detective nodded. "That's right. So this is either a self-defense case, a man slaughter case, or possibly, a murder case, and until we get this sorted out, I'm afraid that both of you will need to accompany me to the station. So please stand." She opened the door. "Jacobs, please drive these ladies to the station."

"Wait! What? What are you talking about!?" William stood and looked up into the detective's face. "That asshole broke into Kat's house, tried to rape me and threatened to kill us both! He pushed me to my knees and was planning on putting his dick in my mouth and then threatened to take me AND Kat in other ways. Are you seriously accusing us of intentionally killing him!?"

"Someone has died, ma'm," the detective said in a serious tone. "I apologize for the inconvenience, but until we get this straightened out, you will both be guests of the city. Jacobs, take the women downtown, please."

"This is ridiculous..." William started to rage, but the detective held up a finger and interrupted.

"Miss, you can go with Officer Jacob's as our guest, or we can take you out of this house in handcuffs. It's your choice."

"Come on, babe," Kateri walked up behind William and rubbed his back. "Let's just go and explain everything. We didn't do anything wrong."

"I know that and so do you, but they're not listening to us, Kat! How can they even suggest..."

"Babe. Take a breath and let's just go."

William's rage had made him red in the face and he knew that he had no choice, but it still took him a few deep breaths to get a handle on himself and get enough control to say, "Yeah. Yeah. Ok. Let's go, then."

"Listen, Kat," Frank said, "I'll make sure that your house is ok when they're done. I'll put some plywood over the window and lock everything up."

"Thanks, Frank. I appreciate it." Kateri smiled at the man.

"Oh, and, hey," Frank stopped them from leaving, "should I call your lawyer for you?"

William and Kateri looked at each other. Then Kateri said, "I don't have a lawyer. I used one that the bank recommended when I bought the house, but I don't think she does criminal law work."

"Ok," Frank assured her. "My brother-in-law is lawyer and he does a little of everything. I'll call him and ask him to go to the station."

"Is that necessary?" Kateri asked Detective Reyes.

"I think it's probably a good idea," she responded.
 

 

When they arrived at the station, Officer Jacobs ushered them into an interview room. "How long will we have to wait?" William asked, as politely as he could.

"Until the detective arrives," Jacobs said dismissively as he pulled the door closed.

They sat there, holding each other's hands and waited in silence, each afraid that the police might be recording any conversation. It didn't matter, though. Both were thinking the same thing. They'd accidentally killed a man. Yes, they'd intended to hurt him and make their escape, but neither had expected things to have turned as serious as they had.

William had the added concern of his true sex. Would he have to reveal to the police that he was actually a man and how would that play out? If they put him in a cell with other men while he looked like this, he knew how that would go and he was petrified that his night would actually end in being raped after all.

The door opened and a balding man with a red face and a grey fringe of hair entered. "Kateri?" He asked.

"Yes." Kateri answered, nervously.

The man extended his hand as he took a seat opposite them. "Al Matin," he said in a hurry. "I'm Frank's sister's husband. I'm very sorry about what happened earlier this evening. Now, if you could let me know what happened..."

The couple told their story quickly and succinctly, not being over elaborate or dramatic.

Just as they finished, the door opened again and Detective Reyes entered with a handsome man in his thirties.

"Attorney Al Martin," Al introduced himself.

"Detective Reyes. This is Assistant District Attorney Flanders."

Al nodded towards the man. "We've met."

When everyone was seated, William and Kateri were asked to once again retell the tale of their harrowing evening, this time for the ADA. When they were done, Flanders nodded and looked at Al. "You do understand that, until our preliminary investigation is over, your clients will need to remain in custody."

"That's absurd!" Al said, shocked. "They were attacked in their own home. You can't possibly think that this is anything other than self defense! They returned from dinner and were attacked. They defended themselves and the attacker was accidentally killed in the process. You have to let them go."

"No, I don't," Flanders was very superior. "So far, we have not found any indication that the departed broke into the house. We do know, from your own client's statement, that he was disliked by both of your clients and, you may not be aware of this, but one of your clients recently took on an alias and has been living as a woman, when, in fact, she is a man."

Al gave the two very natural looking woman a look of shock. "Is this true? Is one of you living under an assumed name?"

"Not really," William stared at the ADA. "Yes, my name is William and I have been living as a woman for about ten days, but my 'Alias' is just a normal nickname. I know dozens of men named William who call themselves 'Billy.' I'm not trying to hide anything."

"I'm sure," Flanders condescended. "Nevertheless - Assumed identity, previous encounters with the deceased, no sign of breaking and entering and a dead body. Neither of you is leaving for the time being."

"You can't just hold them..." Al started to say, but Flanders interrupted.

"In fact, I can. Your clients are going to be guests of The Commonwealth until we make a decision as to whether or not to charge them. As you know, we can hold them for up to seventy two hours without charging them. So, make yourselves at home, 'girls.' You're going to be here a while."

Just as the detective and ADA were walking out the door, Kateri shouted, "Wait! I just remember! My phone! My phone was on the end table by the couch. I turned on the video camera. I don't know if I got the fight into the picture, but you can at least hear what was being said. I'm sure of it."

Reyes looked at Flanders and raised her eyes. Both of them knew that video like this, video that was meant to exonerate people, frequently led to the conviction of those very people. Were these two foolish enough to have staged this whole thing and then recorded it? Quite possibly!

"Jacobs," Reyes called into the room beyond. "Find out if they found a phone near the couch. If they did, have it brought here."

"Wait," Al said. "Maybe I should see that video first." He knew as well as Reyes and Flanders that video could be misleading.

"If the video actually exists," Flanders scoffed, "then I think it would be best if we watched it all together. Unless, of course, there is something that you don't want us to see."

Al looked at Kateri with a warning look, but she shook it off. "No. We have nothing to hide. We'll watch it together."

It was more than an hour later when Flanders and Reyes returned carrying an official looking, Ziplock baggie with writing on it and Kateri's phone within. Reyes passed out latex gloves to everyone saying, "Forensics has pulled the prints from the phone, but even so, one touches it except Kateri and she only touches with gloves on. Are we clear?"

Everyone nodded.

Kateri removed the phone from the baggie and typed in her password using a stylus provided by Detective Reyes. It opened to the camera app and she turned it so that everyone could see before she pressed play.

Had she taken the time to look at the picture and adjust to properly capture the scene, she could not have done a better job of framing Harris as he stood above William, pulling his hair and holding the hammer. As they watched, the scene they'd experienced a few hours earlier replayed before their eyes.

Kateri could be heard off camera. "What's your plan here? Rape us? Then what? You get your job back? I doubt it. You'll go to jail, more likely."

"Shut the fuck up!" He screamed at her, raising high the hammer in his left hand, again. "I swear to God, if you don't shut your fucking mouth and keep it shut, I will shut you up myself."

"No, no, no!" William raised his hands in panic..."

It went on until William bit Harris and knocked him down. Then Kateri appeared in the screen as she tried to help William to his feet, but stopped to wallop Harris with the table leg, just as William pulled the man's pant legs again. What they hadn't seen before, though, was Harris' head breaking through the window and his attempts to free himself as blood gushed from his neck. Both Williams and Kateri paled as they watched the man's life drain from him.

"Well?" Al Martin asked as the recording was finally stopped. "Are my clients free to go?"

Reyes deferred to The ADA, who thought for a moment or two before speaking. "You can go... but don't leave town until the case is officially closed."

"Thank you," Al said as he stood and looked at his clients. "Ladies. I'd be happy to drive you wherever you'd like to go, but I doubt that you'll want to go back to your house until it's been cleaned."

"We'll go to my mother's house," William said, as he and Kateri stood and made ready to go.

They were nearly to the door when the ADA said, quietly to the detective, but still loud enough to be heard, "Too bad, really. That little one would probably have enjoyed a couple of nights in the holding tank with a bunch of men."

William, who was behind Al and in front of Kateri, stopped, shocked at the words of the court officer. He turned to confront the man, but Kateri tried to intervene. "He's just a moron, baby. Let's just go."

"No!" William would not leave that remark alone. He turned and returned to the table, leaning over it so that he was as close to Flanders as possible.

"Is this how you treat the people of this city, Mr Flanders? Are you somehow better than everyone else because you have a moderately well paying, politically appointed job? Does that somehow give you the right to be dismissive of other people's pain and suffering? To imply to an attempted rape victim that they might enjoy being raped? Are you really so small and filthy a man, Mr Flanders?"

Even Reyes, who had initially smiled at Flanders' remark saw the cruelty in it now and straightened up in her seat and spoke. "Oh, hey, look, I'm sorry you heard that. Mr Flanders is not really the kind of guy who..."

William turned his fury towards her. "Oh, don't give me that 'locker room talk' bullshit. This is as much your fault as it is his. Assholes like Harris and you two perpetuate this kind of violence by making light of it and dismissing it by saying 'the victim had it coming' in one way or another."

Both Flanders and Reyes were taken aback by William's passionate words. "Right now, I'm going to go to my mother's house, take a shower to wash all the filth of the last six hours off of me, try to stop shaking, get a little sleep, then I'm calling the police station and the District Attorney's Office to find out how I can file complaints against both of you jackasses. You don't have to like me, Detective Reyes and ADA Flanders, but you will at least show me the common decency due to every person in this community."

"Listen..." Flanders started, but William could not be stopped.

"No, you listen to me. I know what you saw at that scene - you saw a filthy-rich dead guy and immediately assumed that the women who'd been there had murdered him for his money. Then, when you found out that I had a dick, you knew what you had on your hands - A crazy little fairy in a dress. Well, I've got news for you two. This crazy little fairy respects women and people like me enough to stand up to Shane Harris, Detective Reyes and ADA Flanders, even if you all are better connected and more powerful than I am. Now, I'm leaving and I hope to never lay eyes on either of you worthless excuses for human beings again!"

William turned and pushed his way out the door, followed by Kateri, leaving Al standing by the door, smiling. "Detective Reyes. Mr Flanders. Always a pleasure."
 

 

They arrived at William's mother's house just as his mother was leaving for Sunday morning services. When she saw the rumpled condition of William and Kateri, even she became alarmed and asked what had happened.

William explained as quickly as he could and asked if they could stay for a few hours to shower and get some sleep. Al assured everyone that he would have the police retrieve Kateri's purse and he'd inquire about getting some clothing for them. He also said that he knew of a cleaning service that specialized in crime scenes who he'd call and arrange for them to clean Kateri's house as soon as the police allowed it to be done.

"It may take a few days longer than normal," Al confided. "The police and the District Attorney's Office don't like being threatened."

"Neither do I," William muttered. "Thank you for all your help."

Al nodded. "Look... I know the DA pretty well. I'll give him a call and tell him what a jackass his guy was. Maybe he can help us get you guys back into your house quicker, too, but for now... try to get a little rest."

William and Kateri went upstairs where they ran into Angela who was just getting dressed. After a brief summary of the night's events and some loving and supportive hugs, Angela told them to get out of their clothes and shower. She'd bring them something to sleep in and, while they slept, wash their clothes for them.

"Thanks, Angie," Kateri said, exhausted. "A shower and some sleep sound great."

So, Kateri headed into the bathroom to shower and William headed into his room to undress. Moments later, Angela knocked on his door and found him sitting on the bed in just his bra and panties, his forehead in his hands.

"Hey," Angela said quietly as she entered. "Are you ok?"

Without looking up, William shook his head from side to side. "No. I'm not. Not at all."

She sat next to him and pulled him close. "Oh, come on, now, Willy. You didn't mean to hurt him..."

William made a strange, guttural sound that could have been a groan or a sad laugh, but it stopped Angela.

"Angie... I wish that he hadn't died, but he created that situation. I was just trying to make sure that he didn't hurt Kat. That's not what is getting to me."

Suddenly, Angela became aware that her brother was trembling under her arm. "What is it then?"

"Angie..." he gasped as he formed his words. "I've never been that scared in my life and I was petrified that he was going to... penetrate me. I mean... what if he had?'

"But he didn't."

"I know, but he could have, Angie! My God, I never thought I'd ever feel that way! I didn't just feel vulnerable, I felt... defeated... like... like... he was about to take everything that made me ME away from me!" Now, his trembling was joined by sobs. "What kind of a person does that to another human being?"

"An asshole, Willy," she squeezed him tighter.

"I swear to God, Angie, I am going to spend the rest of my life making sure that I... that you... that Kat... that mom... that every other woman I know... never... never feels like I did last night."
 

 

When they woke in the mid-afternoon, after only a few hours of sleep, Al had called William's phone and left several messages. He'd spoken to the DA and no charges would be filed against either of them, he'd spoken to Kateri's insurance company and secured a cleaning company to clean the house and a carpenter to replace the window and casings. Kateri's house should be cleaned and ready for them to move back in by Tuesday evening. They could, however, enter the house to get some clothes and personal items, if they needed to.

As they sat in bed and listened to the messages, both wearing nightgowns provided by Angela, a tear rolled down Kateri's face. "I don't know if I'll ever be able to go back into that house, Billy.'

William took her hand in his. "Don't say that, Kat. You love that place. Don't let Harris take it from us."

She squeezed his hand. "I did, but..." she breathed deeply and let out a long, sad sigh. "I guess it'll take awhile to get past this, huh?"

William leaned his head on her shoulder. "I guess, but... we'll do it together."

Kat smiled. "We will." She leaned into him as well. "I don't think I can go in there until it's cleaned, though. Let's get something to eat, then go pick up a few things to get through the next few days. Maybe we could book a room at a nice hotel for a couple of days."

"Ok," William nodded. "I'm sure we could stay here, though, if you wanted."

Kat snickered. "I think we have enough on our plate right now, babe. We don't need to add the inevitable arguments with your mother. I think we need to just be together for a bit."

While Kateri dressed, William called her neighbor, Frank, and asked if he could go into the house and get Kateri's purse for them. He explained the legal situation to him and Frank not only agreed to get their purses, but to bring them to William's mother's house so that they wouldn't need to deal with even seeing the house until it had been returned to its normal state. He also said he'd have his son drive Kateri's car over so they'd have that as well.

By dinner time, they'd gone shopping, purchased enough clothes for a few days of work, some makeup and checked into a nice hotel downtown. At seven that evening, two chicken salads were delivered to the room and by seven forty five, they were in bed, exhausted.

Just as he was drifting off, William sensed a slight shaking from the other side of the bed. He listened to hear if Kateri was getting up, but just the gentle shaking continued.

William rolled over saw that his girlfriend was shaking and the shaking was becoming worse, nearly to the point of convulsing .

"Kat? Kat? Are you ok?"

"I... I don't know, Billy. I... I can't stop shaking!" She was obviously having a hard time speaking, too.

He wrapped his arms around her and tried to hold her, but she shook on.

Not knowing what else to do, he reached for the switch to turn on the bedside lamp. Almost immediately, Kateri's spasms stopped and she was able to calm down. Her breathing was still labored, but she was calming down.

"Are you ok?" William was very concerned. The last twenty four hours had been a torrent of emotions. He wasn't sure he could deal with having to have Kateri rushed to the hospital.

"I think so." She was still breathing heavily and her skin was shining with sweat.

"What happened?"

"I don't know. I... as soon as the lights went out, I was back in the house last night and that guy was there." She shook head. "God, I must be going crazy."

William spooned in beside her. "No. You're not crazy. I think it's just how trauma works. We can sleep with the lights on."

She shook her head. "No. It's too bright. I'll just turn on the light in the bathroom and leave that door open a little."

"I'll get it." William climbed out of bed and turned on the bathroom light, then closed the door until it was about eight inches open. "How's that?"

Kateri nodded. "I think I'll be ok like that."

It was a fitful night for both of them.
 

 

"What the hell are you two doing here!?" Loraine said in a shocked voice as she saw William and Kateri enter the offices. They were both dressed well, Kat in a new pair of tight fitting jeans and a simple top, William in a simple, dark blue shirt dress he'd found on sale, but both looked tired.

"Where else would we be?" Kateri asked, genuinely confused by her boss' question.

"In bed, or at least someplace else, recovering. Why on earth would either of come in today?"

"Because working is normal and normal is what we need right now," William said as he headed towards his office.

"How did you know what happened?" Kateri asked, realizing that the story on the news had not mentioned their names.

"Angie has been here for a while. She came in early to do something or other in accounting because she assumed that Billie wouldn't be here today. I think she just wanted to be sure that I knew that she could cover for Billie. To tell you the truth, I'm shocked that you are here. I can't believe that Harris took things so far, Kat. I'm so sorry."

"Yeah," Kateri nodded. "You should have been there Saturday night. We couldn't believe he was there, either."

Loraine shook her head. "Look, Kat, I know I've said a few harsh things to you lately, but... whatever you need... ok? If you need some time off or any help - you know, financially, or anything - just let me know. We're all here for you."

Kateri gave her a small smile. "Thanks, Loraine. Just... please... don't treat us like victims. Ok?"

"Of course," Loraine nodded. "In that case... get your lazy ass in there and get some work done."

Kateri laughed at that. "Thanks."
 

 

The work week seemed endless, but at least Kateri and William felt safe among their coworkers. Eventually, all of them learned of the harrowing evening the couple had experienced, but the people at Firefly were all nice enough to offer support, while still giving them the space they needed to heal and find their way back to normality.

It was finally Thursday that Kateri felt up to going back to her house.

"Look, before we go in," William said as they sat in the car in the driveway, "I am making a really nice salary, now. So, if you never want to go in there again, that's fine. We can afford to buy a new place."

"Thanks, babe," Kateri nodded. William could tell that her unease had been rising the whole time they'd been driving to the house. Then she let out a little laugh. "I wonder what the market value would be on a little craftsman style house with nice woodwork, renovated kitchen and the ghost of a dead intruder."

"It wouldn't matter," William said in all seriousness. "If you don't want to go in, you don't have to."

They sat and stared at the house for what felt like ten minutes until Kateri let out a big sigh and said, "Well... let's get this over with."

As they walked to the front door, they looked at the window that had been broken in the confrontation. The carpenter had done an excellent job and there was no sign that any confrontation had taken place.

They found the inside to be much the same. They knew that Harris had bled out right there by the front window, but there was no blood damage evident on the wall or the floor. The inexpensive rug from IKEA that had been in the living room had been thrown out. So had the broken coffee table, the wall mounted TV that Harris had shattered and a curio cabinet and the Hummel statuette's that it had contained, which Kateri had seen shattered on the floor the previous Saturday. All of those things were gone. Other than that, though, everything looked ok.

"No so bad, I guess," Kateri said at last, as she completed her inspection. "I guess the two most important things are still here and safe."

"What things are those?" William asked, looking around.

"You and me, babe. We're still here and we're still ok. That's all that matters." She put her arm around his shoulders. "What do you think? Can we move back in and be happy here?"

"We can," William smiled and hugged her. "Kat, I could be happy anywhere, as long as we're together."

"Hey! Can I come in?" Angela's voice came from the front door.

"Of course," Kateri called back. "We're in the kitchen."

When Angela entered, she was looking around and inspecting the house for signs of the attack. "Everything looks ok," she said, relieved. "Are you guys ok to stay here?"

"Yeah," Kateri nodded. "Yeah. I think we'll be alright."

Angela smiled. "Good. Umm... hey... I know that this has been a hard week and you haven't had the time to think about the last Fantasy Friday, so... come into the living room. I got something for both of you."

When they entered, they found two costume boxes on the couch. One marked 'Kat' and the other 'Willy.'

"Oh, Geez, Angie," William shook his head, "I don't know if we're up to dressing up tomorrow."

"Oh, come on," Angela sounded like a spoilt child, which, in many ways, she was, especially when she was dealing with her brother, who tended to always give in to her. "At least look at them."

"Alright," Kateri agreed, "but if Billy isn't up to it, then that's that. Ok?"

"Sure, sure," Angela agreed, readily. "Here. Stand by your box. When I count to three, pull off the top and see what I picked out for you."

William smiled at his sister's enthusiasm. No matter what was in the boxes, he already knew they'd be wearing it to work the next day.

"All set?" Angela asked.

"All set," Kateri and William responded

"Ok. One. Two. THREE!"

They pulled off the lids and saw the iconic costumes inside.

"Oh, wow!" Kateri shouted. "This is awesome!"

William looked at the layer after layer of gold material in his box and laughed. "You are hilarious, you know that?"

"Oh, come on, Willy!" Angela was immediately in brat mode again. "You'll wear it, won't you?"

"Of course I will," he chortled. He shook his head. "Remember back to just last month, when I was a normal, macho guy?" He asked, joking.

"No," both women replied in unison with no hint of humor in their voices.

"No, I suppose I don't, either." He kissed his sister's cheek. "Thanks, Angie. It's a great choice."
 

 

Being the last day of the February Fantasy Fridays celebrations, everyone at the office had gone a bit over the top. Several other men wore women's clothing, but none seemed to be as campy as they'd been at the beginning of the month. It seemed as if William's total conversion to a feminine ideal had inspired them to try their best as well. A couple, actually looked pretty good.

"Attention, everyone," Loraine said in a loud voice, as the staff assembled for lunch. "I just wanted to make a couple of announcements, today. First, starting Monday, our office space is being enlarged substantially. By the time we come back in on Monday, this wall will have been torn down and Firefly will occupy ALL of this floor. That means more work space for everyone and I know that is good news for a lot of you who have been pretty crowded for a long time."

There was a round of applause for this news.

"Secondly, as you know, there have always only been two partners here at Firefly - Tess and me. Well, for a lot of reasons, we have decided to elevate one more employee to the level of partner. I hope that you will join me in congratulating Billie - our new partner and head of accounting."

There was some applause, but there was also some confused muttering as music blared through the office PA system. As sound began to fill the area, the crowd applauded at the sight of Kateri entering from the right side of the room with a fur suit, a well made headpiece and a blue jacket, while William appeared from the left in the gold, sleeveless gown with the tiered, elaborate, multi-petticoated skirt. Just as Angela Lansbury's voice sang, "Tale as old as time..." they met in the middle of the pit and Kateri bowed as William curtsied deeply. Then she took him in her arms and they recreated the beautifully romantic dance from 'Beauty and The Beast.'

A few peopled 'Aww-ed' at the romantic moment, but most began applauding at how the couple had managed to own the moment.

They didn't continue dancing past the first verse, of course. Besides the fact that they would have been demanding a lot of time and attention from the colleagues who had been so good to them all week, but in the animated film, the couple doesn't dance for all that long. Instead, Kateri and William stopped and repeated the courtly bow and deep, feminine curtsy, which once again inspired some applause and the music faded out.

Laughing, Loraine said, "Well, that's not going to be easy to follow, but, as I was saying, Billie is now a partner along with Tess and me and I hope that you will all show her the same respect that you show to Tess and me."

"Better yet," Tess called from the side of the room, "show her a lot more than you show us!"

That elicited a big laugh from the staff.

Many colleagues came over to congratulate William, and many of the women came over just to touch the dress and wax rhapsodic about how they'd grown up longing to wear Belle's dress. They actually seemed almost envious of the small man's ability to look like such a perfect little princess in the gown.

For her part, Kateri moved to the side of the crowd, happy to see William smiling. It had been a long, long week, filled with emotional highs and low. This was nice and strangely normal - a bunch of nerdy people enjoying themselves, dressed in cosplay costumes and showering praise and affection on a quiet man in a gold ball gown. The head piece was hot, though, so she did pull that off as she poured herself a drink of soda and watched the goings on.

"Are you ok?" Tess said quietly to Kateri.

A little surprised that Tess had snuck up on her, Kateri smiled. "Yeah, I think we're both doing ok, now."

"I'm glad," Tess nodded. "You guys are a nice couple. I've been thinking about you all week. I hope that everything works out for you."

"That's nice," Kateri smiled. "Thanks, Tess."

They both stood in silence, watching William. God, he was just so adorable - accepting all the attention from the other women and enjoying the flattery. He was almost like a bride showing off her dress on her wedding day.

"Can I ask you a personal question?" Tess whispered.

"Sure."

"The dresses, the makeup, the perfume and jewelry... are you enjoying it?"

Kateri thought for a moment. "Yeah, I guess, but... it's Billy that I really enjoy. He's not like anyone I've ever been with before. He's smart and sweet and thoughtful... he's just... wonderful."

Tess nodded. "That's great. I'm glad you're happy."

After another moment or too, Tess whispered once more, "I know this is probably none of my business, but... what's it like to be with a man who's... well... who's got soft skin, and soft hair and smells of perfume? I'm used to my husband smelling of shaving cream and sweat. It must be nice to be with someone as concerned with beauty as you are."

Tess thought for a moment, then a broad smile formed on her lips. "Honestly? It's amazing. I've gotten to love the way he feels - his soft skin in soft clothes." She stared at her little beauty for a few seconds, then admitted, "And looking at him dressed like that... I can't wait to get him alone tonight and feel those petticoats underneath me. Honestly... there's nothing like it, Tess."
 

 
 
Author's Addendum: I'm going to take a little break from this story, but I will return to William and Kateri's story soon. I hope you've enjoyed it to this point. There is more to come. ~Clara.
 
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George and Martha - 1

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George and Martha: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2017, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Successful and comfortably well-off, Martha's life has taken a few turns that she hadn't
expected recently, leaving her lonely and longing for something better. George is also
lonely and is trying to get from one job to another. When their paths converge one evening
at a local bank, things brighten up for both of them.


 
Author's Note: Well my dear readers, we have to come to the end of all of my "already written tales." Will there be more? That all depends on what's left within me and how life treats me. I want to say it's been a pleasure to have posted here at BigCloset TopShelf and a shout out to Sephrena for having posted these tales up for me. When I get a chance, I will certainly post my next works here, so be on the lookout for them! Please, leave me a review if you have enjoyed this story. ~Clara.
 
This version of George and Martha: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 1
 

Martha was running late.

It hadn't been a great day. At 36 years old, Martha was successful and attractive, but her life had taken some turns lately that had left her wondering what she had done to anger the cosmos in such a way as to constantly be throwing more problems onto her shoulders every single day.

She had an extremely successful construction business that she had helped her father build, but now, with her father passing away and her husband filing for divorce last year, it seemed like her personal life was nothing but stress.

Many of her friends had abandoned her during the divorce, leaving her with just a few close friends and her family - such as it was. She missed going out and having fun. She missed having a man around, although not enough to do anything about it. She loved being independent and in charge of her own life. The last thing she needed was a husband.

Even work was less fun than it used to be without her dad. He used to take care of everything in the office while she was on site working hard and enjoying the camaraderie of the construction crew. At 6 feet tall, there wasn't much at Martha couldn't do alongside the strongest of her laborers and tradesmen. Those were fun days, working, swearing and sweating alongside the guys. Now, those days were few and far between.

Today was, what was becoming, yet another typical day on the job. Silk pant-suit, makeup and hair pinned into a businesslike hairdo instead of jeans, a tee shirt and a ponytail - dealing with bankers instead of carpenters, electricians, plumbers, etc.

Now, at 6:45 PM, all Martha wanted to do was make a deposit at the bank, go have a quiet dinner someplace, and head home to take a shower and put on a T-shirt and sweatpants. It was a simple plan - no too much to ask of the universe. The only thing messing up the plan was the scruffy, little woman at the teller window who was having a problem that the teller could not help her with.

"Please," the short woman whispered to the teller, "it's only $1000. I just need to cash the check so that I can get out of town. I have an audition in Florida in three days. I need to get down there."

The teller was polite, but cold and said, "I am sorry, I truly am, but I can't cash the check with an out-of-state drivers license, even if the check is issued by one of our customers. Now, sir, if you would please step aside..." Then, looking at Martha, she called out, "Ms Bradley, I can help you."

The dejected woman turned from the counter to walk away. Martha glanced at the woman and noticed that there was something different about her. She was rail thin and flat chested and stood oddly for a woman. In fact, she looked like she was going to cry. As if she was fighting mightily to hold back the tears. Martha took a really good look and realized that the woman was in fact a man. A very short man with very long, scraggly hair. He was very upset - not angry, but dejected and seemed as hopeless as anyone she'd ever seen. She wondered what could possibly make someone this sad.

He looked young, but maybe that was because he was so small - petite, in fact. Martha estimated his height at approximately 5'3" and, with his thin physique and long blonde hair, there was nothing masculine about him. He probably didn't weigh more than one hundred and fifteen pounds. She could not take her eyes off of him. He looked so sad and helpless.

"Ms Bradley?" the teller called.

Martha realized that she was being called and shook herself back to reality.

"Oh! Sorry!" Martha said to the teller, but as she was moving to the window, she called to the small man and said, "Excuse me! Sir... young man! Could you come here for minute? Maybe I can help you."

Martha handed the teller her deposit and paperwork as the young man came and joined her the window.

"What's the problem?" Martha asked.

The young man glanced from this imposing woman in a suit, a suit which cost at least $2000, then to the teller. He sniffled back some tears that threatened to run down his face and said to Martha, "I have a check for $1,000 from the local casino. I played piano there for the past week and I need to cash the check. I have no money, no gas, no food and I can't cash it here because I only have an out-of-state license."

"He is right, Ms. Bradley, we cannot cash a check for someone who isn't a customer unless he has proper ID. He is from Indiana. If he had a Connecticut ID, I could cash it," the teller confirmed.

The younger man looked back at Martha and shrugged. "I'm kind of screwed." A few more sniffles and he turned to leave.

"Just sign your check over to me, and I will cash it for you," Martha told him.

"Really!?" His face brightened and his eyes widened.

"It's not a big deal. I'll take a check from the casino. I do work with them all the time. No problem."

"Wow! Thanks!" said the little man, as his smile broadened to reveal round cheeks with distinct dimples. "I don't believe this. Thank you! Thank you!"

"Umm," the teller interrupted, frowning at the transaction taking place at her window. "I have to tell you, Ms Bradley, a second party check will take a few days to clear. Even though it's issued by one of our own customers."

"Just make it out as 'Pay to the order of Martha Bradley,'" Martha told the young man. Then she looked at the teller and smiled. "No problem, Ashley. Thank you."

Martha took the check and glanced at the name on it: George Edward Simpson III.

"Well," Martha teased, "that's quite a handle you've got there, George Edward Simpson the third."

The young man laughed, "Yeah. Most people just call me Jessie. My initials spell 'GES, so..." again he laughed, but this time there was a nervousness that showed his insecurity. Martha found that little laugh, combined with the dimples and cheeks, very disarming. He was very cute.

The teller completed the transaction and handed Martha the receipts and cash. Martha handed the cash to Jessie and, with a sweep of her arm, indicated that they should be exiting the bank.

Once outside, Jessie continued to thank Martha for being so nice. Martha waved that off, saying, "Oh, don't be silly. It was nothing." Then, she climbed into her Lincoln SUV, while Jessie climbed into a rusted, old minivan that had an ancient bungee cord holding up the rear fender.

Martha looked at the vehicle and shook her head. "Poor kid," she said with a sad laugh. She put her own vehicle in reverse and backed out of the parking spot.

As she started to pull forward, she heard the sounds of Jessie's minivan refusing to start. The engine chugged and chugged but would not turn over. After the third chug, Martha watched as Jessie crossed his arms over the top of his steering wheel and laid his forehead on them. Martha was torn as to what to do, but when his shoulders shook, gently, indicating that the poor thing was sobbing, she resolved to come to his rescue. She pulled into the parking space to the left of Jessie's minivan, rolled down her passenger window and indicated for him to roll down his.

"Just not your day, huh?" she joked.

Jessie looked a bit sheepish as he quickly wiped the tears from his cheeks and replied, "No, I guess not."

"Tell you what, I was just going to get some dinner by myself. Just lock up your car, jump into to mine and we'll go get something to eat. My treat."

"Oh, I don't know if I could let you do that. You have been so nice already. Maybe I could treat you..."

"Don't be silly. It didn't cost me a penny to be nice. Come on. Join me. It'll be nice to have someone to talk to. Besides, I want a good meal and I know how much money you have. It's my treat. You'll like it and, by the look of you, you could use a good meal."

Jessie thought for another moment or two, then shook his head, "I don't think I can. It's already a little late and I've got to deal with my car, and..."

"I have a cousin who owns a garage about three blocks from here," Martha said. "I'll call him to come get your car. He'll treat you right and give you a good price. I promise."

Jessie but his lip as he pondered this offer. Then he nodded. "I guess you have all the answers," he giggled. "Sure. Dinner would be very nice."

Martha called her cousin Jim on the way to the restaurant and arranged for one of his men to tow the car that evening and he promised to look at it first thing in the morning. Martha could tell that Jessie was nervous about the cost of the repairs, but she assured him that, if the car could be fixed, Jim would do it, do it quickly and do it for the lowest price possible.

They parked in front of a restaurant that looked small and intimate, but pretty expensive.

"Am I dressed well enough for a place like this?" Jessie asked.

"Oh, sure you are," Martha smiled. "This is a pretty casual place."

When they entered, Jessie wondered what Martha considered to be casual. Almost everyone was wearing a suit or some other type of office attire, but she reassured him that he was fine.

"Let's do this," Martha said after the waitress had taken their order. "To get to know each other, let's tell each other our complete life's stories on five minutes or less."

"Ok. You go first," Jessie said as he looked around the restaurant, obviously impressed by the ambiance.

Martha leaned back and thought for a moment. "Well, now that I think about it, this should be easy. There really isn't a lot to tell. I grew up in this town. My father started a construction company while I was in elementary school and, after high school, I went to work for him and studied business at night. Dad and I became partners in the business and things went very well, mostly because of the casino."

"Eventually I married one of the guys on the crew. We were married for six years - happy for about three - then things went sour and he left me three days after my father died - the day of daddy's funeral, actually. No kids, no dogs,... It's not a glamorous life, but it's not a bad one either. I have a great house, good friends and, even though things have gotten stressful, lately, I'm pretty happy as things are. Now you"

Jessie took a deep breath and let out a big sigh. "Well, my story is short and sweet, too. I grew up in Indiana. My mother was a history teacher at the local high school. She died in a car accident when I was 12. My dad taught at the local high school, too, but he taught music. He was diagnosed with Lou Gehrig's disease not long after mom passed away. As he got worse, I quit school to take care of him. He died last year and now I am trying to make a living with the only skill I have."

"And what skill is that?"

"I play piano. My dad felt really awful about me having to leave school, but what choice did we have. He was a school teacher; not the kind of income that can handle a long term illness like Lou Gehrig's Disease. So, he made sure he taught me everything he could. He was an amazing musician. I'm okay. So, I'm trying to make a living playing piano... It's not easy."

There was something about this young man that Martha found intriguing. He looked so young. If she had to guess, she would've said 16 on 17, but the story Jessie had told would indicate that he was a good bit older than that, anyway.

"Oh, I am so sorry," Martha said. "How terrible to lose both your parents. My mom was never part of picture, if you no what I mean, but my dad meant everything to me. It sounds like your dad and my dad were very similar, though. They both taught us everything they knew."

"I guess."

Martha continued to take in this young man before her. He was, truly, beautiful. Not in the Greek God kind of way, almost like he was a young woman. He had perfect, delicate features. If his hair had not been as unkempt as it was, she would swear it was a girl sitting in front of her. Something about that excited her.

"Tell me, Jesse, how old are you?"

Jesse smiled. "I'm 28. I will be 29 in about two months. I know, I look a lot younger, don't I? How old did you think I am."

Martha let out the slightly nervous laugh. "I'm not sure, but I would've guessed a bit younger than that."

Jesse rolled his eyes. "I get that a lot. Let me tell you, Ms. Bradley..."

"Marty."

"I'm sorry?"

"My name," Martha said. "My name is Martha, but pretty much everybody calls me Marty."

"Oh, I get it. A woman on a job site with all those men..."

"No, just a nickname." Marty smiled. "I have been Marty as long as I can remember. I think people just thought it was cute to call a little girl by a boy's name. It's just stuck. So, please, just call me Marty."

"Okay... Marty... As I was saying, my whole life, people thought I was a lot younger than I really am. Everyone keeps telling me, you'll appreciate it when you get older,'" Jessie said. "Well, let me tell you, I am dead tired of constantly being carded."

They both laughed at that.

"It can be a little tough, actually - looking younger than I am," Jessie continued. "When I was in school, I looked younger than all of my classmates, and dating seemed pretty much impossible. Then, when I became my dad's caregiver, my judgement was always questioned by the doctors and nurses. It was tough."

"That's terrible," Martha sympathized. "It must have been hard. My dad died very suddenly. One minute he was mowing his lawn... the next he had a massive heart attack and he was gone."

As a waitress placed their salads on the table, Martha considered Jessie's story. He seemed like a nice kid. He was also really, really cute in a way that Martha had never considered a man could be before. He was small. He was vulnerable. According to his story, he had a nurturing side. Honest to God, if Martha were a guy, Jesse would make the perfect wife.

"Oh my God!" Exclaim Jesse, as he bit into a cherry tomato, "I haven't had anything this fresh in months! When I was taking care of my dad, I had a kitchen-garden just outside the back door and I could sit on the porch and eat tomatoes, or carrots when they were ready, or snap peas... Just tasting things this fresh make life worthwhile. You know what I mean?"

Martha smiled at his enthusiasm. He had almost nothing, yet a cherry tomato made him this happy. That is amazing!

"Listen," she said as she wiped a bit of olive oil from her lips, "even though Jimmy's sending someone to tow your car, it won't be ready till tomorrow morning at the earliest. So, I am going to make a suggestion and I hope you don't take it the wrong way."

"OK," Jesse said and smiled at Martha.

"Look, I don't make a habit of picking up strange men in the teller line at the bank." Now, it was Martha's turn to giggle her insecurity. "Honestly, I have never picked up a man any place. I just intervened because, well, I knew you needed some help and it didn't cost me anything to help you. Up to this point, we've just been getting to know each other and I think it's been a really nice evening. I think you're a really nice guy."

"Well, gee, Marty," Jesse said, "you really did help me out an awful lot and I like you, too. This has been a very nice evening and I think you're really nice woman, too."

"Aww, that's nice of you to say, Jessie. Thank you. Anyway - I am suggesting that we finish up dinner here and head back to my place. You can stay there until your car is ready and get a good night's sleep."

Jessie's eyes showed some confusion and she knew that her offer was being misconstrued, but Martha jumped back in, "Nothing to worry about, Jessie. I am just offering you a quiet, comfortable room for the night. I have six bedrooms and only one me, so you could relax and get some rest. In the morning, you could hang around until your car is ready or do a load of your laundry, if you want while I am at work, and when your car is ready, I'll drive you back downtown and you can be on your way. How does that sound?"

Jessie smiled and, if anything, it made him look even more feminine, more adorable. "That sounds very generous and gracious. Thank you, Marty. That would be wonderful."

Martha smiled, too, and she felt a very warm feeling washing over her. "Great. Now, eat your salad. I've ordered a nice dinner for us. Steak and potatoes for me and salmon with asparagus for you."

"Yum," said Jessie as he dug into his salad.

It was past 10:00 when they pulled up the driveway to Martha's house.

"Oh, my God! You live here!? It looks like a hotel!" Jessie shouted as he gazed on the sprawling estate that Martha had built when she was hoping to have a slew of kids with her husband. It was a very large, wooden home with a swimming pool off to one side and a lap pool and hot tub were visible through the sliding glass windows of a small outbuilding connected to the main, quite large house. The upshot-floodlights made it very dramatic at night.

Martha smiled at Jessie's enthusiasm. "Yep, just me in all this space. My friend, Grace, lives in the guest house right now." She pointed off to the right to another smaller, but equally beautiful house. "She's my oldest friend and she's going through her own nasty divorce right now, so... what can you do, you know? A friend in need and all that kind of stuff... Anyway, you may see Grace tomorrow morning. She's a hairdresser and when I have a big meeting, she helps me look more like a business woman than a construction worker."

Martha parked in the garage and she and Jessie went into the house. He had never seen a home this opulent. Beautiful fixtures and wood work everywhere, but nothing that was gaudy. Everything was just perfect. Tasteful.

"Ohhhh myyyy goodness," he whispered. "I could get used to this! It must be hard to live in a house like this, huh?"

Martha chuckled. "It's a little lonelier than I expected it to be, to tell you the truth, but let's not dwell on the past, right now. I miss being married, but, God knows, the last thing I need is a husband! Tell you what. You take the first guest room, it is the second one on the right as you go down that hall. Why don't you go take a shower and put on your pjs, then come back out here and we'll watch the news and talk before we call it a night. There's soap, shampoo and conditioner in the shower. You know, if you're going to wear your hair that long, you should really start conditioning. It will really help it shine. That's something that Grace is always on me about - 'You have to condition your hair!' - but I have to admit that she's right about it. It makes a big difference."

"Ok, I'll give the conditioner a try, but about my pjs..." Jessie said. "I usually sleep in my boxers and, honestly, I only have the clothes I'm wearing, so... I don't know... If that's going to be an issue, maybe we should just call it a night now."

Martha chuckled again. "Aww, he's shy." And she smiled as he turned a bit red. "You just take a shower and I'll find you something to wear and leave it on the bed." then she turned him towards the hallway and gently patted him on his rear end to send him on his way. "Off you go. Now, scoot."

Jessie laughed and hurried along.

"Um, Marty?" Jessie called from the door to the bedroom.

Martha was sitting on a couch in the living room watching the news. She was wearing blue silk pajamas with a matching silk robe. "Yes?"

"You only left a pajama shirt for me. Do you have any pants to go with this?"

"Well, yes, I do, but they'd never fit you. I'm a lot bigger than you are. I guarantee you that the shirt that I left will cover you to a least your knees, so just put it on and come on out. You'll be fine."

Moments later, Jessie stepped into the living room. The oversized shirt just touched his knees and he was struggling to roll up the sleeves as he walked over to sit on a loveseat near Martha.

"It is a bit big for me, I guess." He smiled.

"Oh, I don't know," said Martha. "I think it's kinda precious."

As Jessie went to sit on the leather loveseat, the shirt moved up and his naked bottom hit the cool leather making him jump up with a slight chirp of surprise.

Martha laughed. "Oops! You should smooth it under yourself when you sit. You'll be more comfortable."

As Jessie sat again, he gently smoothed the night-shirt under himself and sat self consciously with his legs tight together.

Martha was fascinated watching him. She wasn't sure if it was the wine she'd had at dinner or if it was because she was getting excited, but she was starting to grow very fond of this little man.

"This pajama top is really soft!" Jessie said. "Is it nylon or something?"

"It's silk," Martha smiled. "I figure that you spend a third of your life in bed, so you should indulge on the clothes you wear while you're there."

Jessie smiled. "Nice! I've never worn anything this expensive before."

Then she noticed that his hair was wet. Very wet. "Jessie, you can't go to bed like that. Your hair will be all knots in the morning. There's a drier in the bathroom."

"I know, but I prefer to just towel dry it."

"Well, I don't think you even did that. Wait here. I'll get a towel."

Martha returned with the towel and stood in front of Jessie. "Come on, sweetie, stand up here and let me dry it for you."

Jessie stood and Martha indicted that he should turn away from her. Then she dried his hair as best she could and ended it with a few playful, overly-rough shakes to his head.

As she did this, Jessie lost his balance and started to fall forward. Martha grabbed him as he tottered and pulled him to her, "Oopsie!" She shouted and they both laughed as she hugged him by his waist to herself. Suddenly she realized that she'd actually lifted him right off the floor and she was holding his bottom against her waist. Jessie didn't even seem to notice.

As she released him, she said, "Sit here on the couch and I will brush some of those tangles out of your pretty hair."

Jessie sat, smoothing his nightshirt again. "Pretty? That's a first! My father always called it 'rat's nest' and it was the only thing that we ever fought about. I really only let it grow because I hated to leave him alone once he got sick. Groceries can be delivered, but the barber doesn't make house calls! Since he died, I just don't think about it, at all."

Martha sat behind him with her legs on either side of his back and started to brush his long hair. His hair smelled like the flowery shampoo and conditioner in the guest bath and the tangles pulled out easily. As she brushed more and more, he began to lean back into her more and more until he was leaning with his head against her shoulder, his back against her front.

Martha's breathing increased a little bit. 'He's so cute,' she thought, 'and it's been so long since I've been with anyone.'

She put down the brush and rubbed the palm of her hand against the still damp hair and down the side of his face. His skin was so different than the men she knew. It was soft and pretty and it too smelled like flowers.

She reached around his face and turned him towards her.

"Have you ever been with a woman, Jessie?"

He shrugged his shoulders and considered the question. "Not really. I've had a couple dates, but that's about it. Don't get me wrong, I love women, it's just that I haven't had a lot of opportunities to be with them."

"Are you a virgin, then?"

Jessie nodded and lowered his eyes, a bit embarrassed.

Martha smiled, then pulled his face towards her and gently kissed his forehead. She pulled back and looked at him again. He was so much smaller than her, but she was so excited to be near him.

"That's ok. I think I might be able to help you with that."

She leaned in again and gave him a gently kiss on his lips and he welcomed it and he leaned into it. With Martha's arms still on his face and body, he held the kiss while he turned around to face her. As they kissed, he settled into the space between her legs. Martha could feel his growing member against her thigh and she started to feel herself growing moister by the moment.

"You are a very beautiful boy, George Edward Simpson The Third."

She slid her hand from his face down his chest to his crotch to feel his penis through the soft material of the night-shirt. Gently, she started touching, squeezing and rubbing him. He let out a soft cry as she did so.

"That's nice, isn't it?"

Jessie smiled and nodded and he leaned his head to the side as Martha started to kiss his neck.

"You're so little and so pretty, but you have me so worked up."

"I'm not pretty. I'm a guy. I'm not even a handsome guy. Just a guy."

"No, you're beautiful. You are the most exciting thing I have ever seen. Come with me." And Martha stood and picked up Jessie as she did so. Jessie had seen many movies where one lover lifted the other and headed to the bedroom - like in Gone with the Wind, and he'd fantasizes about moments like this, but in his fantasy, he was always Rhett Butler. In reality, he was really Scarlet O'Hara.

Martha continued to kiss him as she carried him into her bedroom and laid him on her huge, California King Size bed. Jessie struggled to keep the night shirt in position as she released him and she stood to remove her robe. As she did so, Jessie realized that he was wearing the top of the pajamas Martha was wearing.

As her robe pulled back, he saw her beautiful, large breasts and fit figure. She didn't have a six pack or anything, but the muscles under her skin were evident and she carried herself with the bearing of someone who was used to being in charge.

As Martha dropped the robe to the floor she smiled at Jessie. "Jessie. That's a beautiful name, too and it fits you perfectly. So soft. So feminine. So beautiful."

Jessie couldn't help but smile, but he was feeling very odd. Very small. He liked it.

"You are a princess, Jessie. A princess." And she pulled off her pajama bottoms and climbed onto the bed and lifted the hem of his shirt up to reveal his modest, but engorged, penis. "And look at what my princess has under her dress. I like it," she said as she slipped her lips over the tip of his shaft.

Jessie couldn't believe what was happening. He'd rarely ever been with a woman and now, here he was with one of the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen and she was taking control of the evening in a way he never expected.

As Martha slipped Jessie's penis deeper into her mouth he arched his back and pushed further into her. Martha took hold of his narrow, little hips and lifted him further off the bed.

Just as he thought he was about to explode, she softly lowered him back to the bed and she knelt further up the bed, slipping her bent knees under his splayed legs, so that they rested on top of hers. Then she lifted his legs towards his chest and she eased herself forward until she was straddling his hips and she let his legs rest back on her chest and shoulders.

Jessie looked down past his chest to his prone legs as Martha raised her hips and lowered herself onto his member and started slowly thrusting from front to back with him trapped inside her.

Jessie didn't know a lot about sex, but he knew this was a different way to copulate. He loved the warmth and firmness of being held inside Martha, but he felt very exposed and out of control in this position.

"This is weird, isn't it?" Jessie whispered as Martha picked up speed. "I mean, shouldn't I be on top?"

"Shhh...." Martha cooed as she reached for his left nipple with her right hand and with her left, reached to remove something from her nightstand. "You just lay there and look pretty for me, beautiful."

She softly squeezed his nipple as she thrust further forward and back. Then she held up something in her free hand.

Jessie couldn't see all that well in the half-light of the bedroom, but he had a good idea what it was. "What's that?"

"That's my friend Jacko. Since my husband left, Jacko has been my only companion - until tonight. Say, 'Hi, Jacko,'" she said as a grin spread on her beautiful face.

"Hi, Jacko," he said with a bit of difficulty as Martha started to pick up speed.

"Say, 'I want you to be MY friend, too, Jacko.'"

Jessie could barely breath as he was shaking from his excitement and sheer force of Martha's thrusts. "I want you to be MY friend, too, Jacko." He huffed.

"Oh, Jacko wants to be your friend, too, beautiful." Martha smiled, then she reached down, between her legs and gently, but firmly pushed the slender, rubber phallus up into Jesse's anus.

The pain was horrible and exquisite all at the same time. Jessie was completely overwhelmed by the barrage of sensations he was feeling. Then, she turned Jacko on and the vibrations sent him into a whole new level of ecstasy.

As the toy reached his prostate, Martha could feel that Jessie was about to burst, so she tightened around his shaft as tightly as she could so, when, at last, he came with a fury, she was able to squeeze and feel the full impact of his orgasm. She didn't have an orgasm herself, but she felt a sense of power and release she'd never felt before.

As she released Jessie's penis and backed off to lower his legs back down to the bed, she grabbed a tissue from her nightstand and gently cleaned his crotch, then gently lowered his nightshirt, or his nightie, as she now thought of it, back down around his waist and thighs while Jessie continued to stare at the ceiling and panted.

Martha laid down beside him and pulled him over to lay his head on her breast. As he recovered, she petted his hair and laid it neatly down his back and shoulders.

"You know what, beautiful?"

"What, Marty?"

"I don't think you're a virgin anymore."

Jessie let out a soft laugh and looked up to smile at her. "Marty?"

"Yes, my pretty little thing?"

"Can I take that thing out of my butt?"

"Oh, I'm sorry, sweetie," Martha laughed, "I'm so sorry." And she reached down and pulled it from his rear end.

He gasped as it left him with a wonderful, hollow feeling.

"Feel better?"

"Much, thanks."

"Ok, sweetness. You just lay here and sleep while I just look at you all night."

Jessie smiled at her, then nestled into this powerful, beautiful, fragrant woman and drifted off into the best sleep of his life.

"Haha, it's not so freaky, Marty," Grace was saying as she took another sip of coffee before going back to work on Martha's hair preparing her for yet another morning of meetings. "It's called 'The Amazon Position' and lots of women, especially self confident women like you, prefer it. Some men can find it emasculating, but so what... they're getting what they want, after all. Just in a more feminine position."

"Well, I gotta tell you, Gracie, I was almost out of control, last night. I don't think I have ever been so turned on."

"Good for you, sweetie. That's how it should be. You deserve some fun and I'm sure he enjoyed it, too."

As she finished these words, Grace looked over to see a stranger walking into the kitchen. It was a small woman with very messy hair and an oversized, blue nightshirt hanging to her knees. She was walking like someone who'd had a big night in the sack.

"And this must be the little fellow, now, huh?" Grace said to Martha.

Martha turned to see Jessie waddling barefoot into the kitchen. His hair was, as his father had described it, 'a rat's nest,' and that made him all the more attractive to Martha.

"Good morning, beautiful," she said, "this is my friend, Gracie. I told you about her, remember?"

Jessie froze for a moment. Yes; he remembered Martha mentioning Grace. Yes; he remembered that she might be around in the morning, but, a couple of things rushed through his brain simultaneously:

1) Why would Martha call him "beautiful" in front of a stranger? It was fine last night, it got him excited and she seemed to get off on saying it, but it was embarrassing in front of other people.
...and...

2) He realized that he was standing in front of a total stranger, who was obviously aware of everything he and Martha had done last night, and he was only wearing Martha's light blue pajama top.

His first impulse was to run back down the hall, but what good would that do? They'd seen him already.

Instead, he glanced down to check that he had at least a little modesty - his midsection and groin were covered - then he shrugged his shoulders and smiled impishly at the two women in the kitchen.

"Umm, hi," he said. "Soooo, I'm George."

"George?" Grace replied. "I thought your name was Jessie?"

Jessie laughed. "It is. My initials are G, E, S, so everyone calls me Jessie."

"Awww, that's adorable!" Grace gushed.

"Isn't it!?" Martha joined.

Jessie was feeling more uncomfortable by the moment, but, strangely, he found his penis growing and touching the inside of the silken night shirt he was wearing. Yikes!

"All set," Grace said to Martha as she touched her hair one last time to make it perfect and, to Jessie, it sure did look perfect. She was even more gorgeous this morning than she'd been last night.

Martha's hair, which just touched her shoulders, looked lovely. It was a rich, chestnut brown with natural hints of red here and there. Grace had worked the hair so that it had just enough curl to look perfectly natural and beautiful.

Martha inspected it in a hand-held mirror, then turned and kissed Grace on the cheek. "Thanks, Grace. It looks great."

Then she turned to Jessie and said, "I need to get to work, Jessie. This is my cell number," she scribbled a number onto a slip of paper on the counter. "Call me if you need anything. What's your number? I'll call you when I hear about your car from Jim."

"Actually," Jessie's body language showed he was embarrassed, "my phone was shut off a couple of weeks ago."

"Ok." Martha gave him an understanding smile. "I'll call the house phone. If you see my number pop up, just answer it."

"Ok. Thanks," Jessie smiled.

"For now," Martha pet his cheek as she smiled and spoke, "why don't you have Grace sort out your hair and she'll make you one of her world famous omelets for breakfast sound good?"

"Sounds great! I haven't eaten this well in years!"

"Ok, princess, I'll call you asap. Bye, Grace! Love you!"

"Love you, too, Marty!" Grace called as she smiled at Jessie and indicated the empty chair in front of her. "Next?"

Jessie shrugged, smoothed the oversized shirt under his rear end and sat in the proffered chair. Grace picked up a brush and tried to run it through his hair, but - no luck. "Listen, sweet cheeks," she teased, "I think we need to start with a shampoo, some conditioner and I'll use a detangler on your hair. Come on, put your head in the sink for me."

As she brought the water to the appropriate temperature, Grace asked, "How often do you condition your hair, honey?"

He shrugged and told the truth, "I never used conditioner before last night."

"Well, that needs to change. If you're going to have long hair around here, you're going to have to have PRETTY long hair. Your split ends are horrifying and your hair needs to be cleaned and conditioned in order to have shine and body." She shook the water from her testinghand and said, "Alright, that feels good. Take off your night shirt and stick put your head into the sink."

Jessie hesitated.

"Come on, honey, take off your shirt. The water is nice and warm."

"Ummm," he stalled, "it's not that. It's just... well... you see, I don't have on any underwear. Just this shirt."

Grace laughed and smiled at him, "Oh, I see. Your shy! How cute!"

"Well..." Jessie could see she was teasing, but he wasn't about to get naked in front of this woman just so she could was his hair.

"Run into the bathroom over there and grab a towel from the cabinet. There's plenty."

Jessie scampered into the lavatory and a moment later, reemerged with a large, white, pool towel, trying to secure it to his waist while tripping over the bottom of it as he walked.

Grace's laughter was sincere as she indicated that she would help him with the towel. "I see that you grabbed the biggest towel you could, huh? Come here, big guy, and I'll help you with that."

He shuffled over to her. She turned him away from her, put her arms around him and took the top edge of the towel in her hand. "Lift your night shirt for my, honey." He did and she drew the towel up to his armpits, wrapped it around him two times and tucked the the top edge in tightly, securing the towel like a dress that reached to just below his knees. "That should hold you. Now, put your head over the sink."

The shampooing felt glorious with Grace digging into his scalp with her nails and then with a wide comb. While the conditioner worked, they sat and chatted about their lives, then the same for the detangler.

After the final rinse, Jessie sat in the chair, still in his towel dress, while Grace combed out his mop of hair.

"Alright, honey, now, I'm just going to trim off the split ends for you. Your hair will be much healthier looking without those, Ok? It won't take more than a half-an-inch, so don't panic, ok?"

"Ok." Jessie had not had a barber near his hair for several years, so this was a treat for him. He did like his hair longer than most men wore it and he had considered getting it cut a bit shorter, but he didn't want to do something drastic just this moment. He'd think about what he'd like it to look like and then visit a barber shop when he had some cash to spare.

"There we go. Much better, now," Grace spoke with a professional air while working on his hair. He imagined that she must do this ten times a day, or more, at her workplace.

"Do you have your own salon?" Jessie was genuinely curious. Maybe, if he ever got to work at this casino again, he could have Grace style his hair nicely for him.

"I did, but my ex-husband gambled it away on me. Now, I do private clients in their homes. Mostly well off women, like Marty, and a few men. It's a bit of a pain to have to travel to their homes, but I am very well paid for it, so I guess it all pans out."

"Wow! I didn't know that people called hair stylists to their homes. That could have been handy when I had to stay home to take care of my dad."

Grace giggled. She didn't have the heart to tell him that she was pretty sure that he could not have afforded her services.

She grabbed a blow dryer from her wheeled tool box that sat by the counter and began to blow his hair out. After a moment or so, she stopped and brushed some more.

"You know, Jessie, you have very lovely hair. It's very full for a man and, if you took care of it, it could be very startling. Can I give it a little shape for you?"

"What do you mean by 'shaping' it?" No one had ever talked to Jessie about hair before except his dad who used to take him to the barbers when he was little. Once his dad got sick, the only talk about his hair was the teasing about it being a 'rat's nest.'

"I mean that I can layer it a little around your face and around the edges. It will give your hair more body and shape. It will make it look more mature."

"Well, if it makes me look more mature, then I'm sold!" Jessie laughed. He knew that his height and his apple-shaped face would always make him look younger, but anything that might help him look more his age was worth a try.

Grace snipped and clipped and used the blow dryer, then snipped and clipped some more. Then she grabbed a curling iron and plugged it in.

"What's that for?" Jessie was a bit concerned at this point. There was no mirror nearby and Grace had already brushed and combed and cut for some time.

"Relax, beautiful," Grace giggled. "Your hair is a little 'fly-away' right now because I used the drier a lot. This is just to smooth it all out, again. I'm not going to make you look like Taylor Swift - although... that could be cute for you."

"Yeah, very funny." Jessie understood how amusing it was for others to make fun of him because he was small, it had gone on his whole life and he just took it in stride, but... "You wouldn't really do that, would you?"

"Relax, Jessie," Grace laughed. "You'll love your hair. I promise."

The iron singed his hair and after one more combing and a little more hairspray than he would have expected, Grace announce that he was done and sent him to the hallway to look in the mirror. "I'm afraid we'll have to forego the omelet, today, sweetie. I have a client in twenty minutes, so I have to fly." It was at this moment that Jessie realized that Grace had been working on him for nearly an hour and a half.

The phone rang as he reached the doorway. He turned to answer it, but Grace waved him towards the mirror with an, "I'll get it."

When he looked in the mirror, his reflection was a stranger to him. The layers that Grace had cut into his hair made it much fuller, but it outlined his face in a shockingly attractive way. Shockingly because he had never thought of himself as particularly attractive and because he found himself attractive in a particularly feminine way. His hair looked a lot like Jennifer Aniston's looked in recent years since she'd started wearing it longer. Casual, but neat and definitely female.

He was about to call to Grace to see if she could make it look a little more manly, when she held up the phone saying, "Jessie! Marty needs to talk to you."

His car! He forgot about everything else as he hurried to take the phone,

Before Grace handed it over she covered the microphone and said, "You love your hair, right? I was going for something like Chris Hemsworth from Thor meets Steve Perry from Journey. Now, I have to run, but promise me not to put an elastic in that until Marty sees it. She's going to love it. Bye-bye," and she ran out the door leaving Jessie staring and holding the phone.

"Jessie! Jessie" the thin sound of Martha's voice coming from the wireless receiver roused him from his thoughts.

He brought the handset to his ear and said, "Sorry, Marty! Did you hear from your cousin about my car?"

"I did, Jessie, and I'm afraid it's not good news. Jimmy says that your engine block is cracked and you'll never make it to Florida in that car."

Jessie sighed. "Well, that sucks."

"I know, honey. I'm so sorry."

"I guess I'm taking a Greyhound Bus to Florida, then..."

"A Greyhound!?" Martha was genuinely appalled at the idea. "You can't do that. They're disgusting, smelly and dangerous."

"What choice do I have, Marty? I need to work."

"But, Jessie," Marty had given this some thought already, "you said that this was an audition - not a job, right?"

"Yes.."

"Who are you auditioning for?"

"A cruise line. They hire piano players to accompany cabarets and shows on the ships. The money's ok."

"Listen, Jessie, can you just wait until I get home? Maybe we can think of a solution, but I need to get back to work, ok?"

What choice did he really have? "Ok, Marty, but do you think you could grab my duffle bag on the way home? It's in my car and I don't have any clothes to wear."

"Sure, Jessie." Then as an afterthought, "If you go into the closet in the hot-tube/pool room, there is a lot of exercise clothing in different sizes. You could probably find a pair of gym shorts and a tee shirt in there. I'll try to come home early - maybe around 4:30 or 5:00 - so we can talk. Ok?"

"Ok, Marty. Thank you! I'll see you tonight."

When Martha got home, she immediately smelled food cooking. That was a rare event since her divorce - what's the point of cooking good food for one person?

"Jessie!?" Marty called into the kitchen. "I brought your duffle bag home."

"Thank you!" Jessie called out. "I'm kind of elbow deep in this right now, but I'll grab it soon."

Martha dropped the bag by the front door and headed into the kitchen to see what was going on. When she got there, she almost didn't recognize her little houseguest. Grace had done much more work on him than she'd expected and his hair looked great, if a bit feminine, but what got her really excited was that he was wearing a pair of women's, blue, yoga pants and a little yellow racer-backed, sleeveless tank top and yellow flip-flops - all of which belonged to her niece, Rebecca, who occasionally used the pool area for workouts when she visited. On top the yoga pants, he was sporting a pretty little yellow half-apron that tied in a bow around his waist. It was decorated with little blue and red birds embroidered into it. The apron was handmade and had been a bridal-shower present, along with a box full of kitchen gadgets, from her cousins. She'd only worn it once. It looked very small on her and her ex-husband made fun of it. He said it made her look like a giantess. She'd laughed the remark off, but the apron had never been taken out the drawer again - until now. It was an expression of femininity that Martha had never seemed able to display.

"Hi," Jessie's grin was wide and bright. "I made dinner!"

His hands were covered in grease, as he was carving an oven-stuffer chicken.

"I made chicken with stuffing, potatoes, corn, peas, some salad and brownies for dessert. I hope you don't mind."

Martha was shocked. "Mind!? Are you kidding? It smells great! Where did you get all this food?"

"From your freezer and cabinets. I hope that brownies are ok. I can make nicer desserts, but I could only really find brownie mix to make."

As Jessie bent to pull the brownies from the oven, Marty gazed at his rear end. 'Jeez, Becky never looked that good in those yoga pants!' When he stood he shook his head to shake his hair away from his face. "I love your hair, Jessie! Grace did a wonderful job on it. Do you like it?"

"I guess," he smiled. "I mean, she did a great job and all, it just looks a lot more girly than I expected. What do you think?"

Martha laughed. "Well, I love it and to tell you the God's honest truth, when I first saw you at the bank, yesterday, I thought that you were a woman. So, this hairdo doesn't look any more girly to me than what your had before."

"Really!?" Jessie was surprised. "You called me 'sir' when you offered to cash my check."

Martha came around the counter and played with his hair for a moment. God, he was so cute. "I realized that you were a guy because the teller called you 'sir' first. Up until then, I thought you were a woman - a girl, really." She played with his hair some more. "I think this is really pretty. I like it."

Unused to be complimented on his appearance, Jessie smiled. "Thanks."

"As a matter of fact, I kind of like this whole outfit on you. You're turning into a real-life beauty-queen. I like it."

She leaned down and kissed him passionately, forcing her tongue past his lips and into mouth and throat. Jessie submitted and leaned his head back as far as Martha's aggression demanded.

When the kiss broke, Jessie smiled up at the beautiful woman who had taken him into her home. He was developing very strong feelings for her, but he could not describe what those feelings were. He just knew that he wanted to please her.

"If this food didn't smell so good." Martha winked at her little boytoy. "I'd sweep you off your feet and ravage you right here and right now."

"I'd like that," he giggled, "but your dinner would get cold. Why don't you go hang up your suit and get comfortable while I open a bottle of wine and put dinner on the table for you."

Martha grinned and kissed him, again. "Yes, dear." They laughed.

As she walked away, Martha teasingly lamented, "You housewives are all the same! 'Hang up your clothes!' 'Eat a good meal!' Lord, it's enough to drive a man crazy."

Jessie laughed along with her, but then, he looked at the scene in which he found himself. Cute hairdo. Cute little outfit. Pretty little apron. Making dinner for the confident business owner who had come to his rescue like a knight in shining armor. He did kind of feel like a housewife at the moment and, what was really weird was that he liked it. For the first time since his dad had died, he was being productive and taking care of somebody. He liked that. It gave him a feeling of satisfaction like nothing else did. He loved playing music, but, even more, he loved taking care of a home and he was only just realizing how much he missed it. Suddenly, he missed his mom. He missed his dad. He missed being a part of a family and he knew that, when he left for Florida, he would miss being here, too.

He wiped his hands on a paper towel and dabbed away a few tears that had formed. Then, he started moving the well plated meal to the table, determined to enjoy his time with Marty for as long as it lasted.

The table looked beautiful when Martha returned and sat down, eager to dig in. Jessie brought her a glass of white wine as he brought the platter of meat to the table, sat opposite Martha and took a sip of his wine, too. "Yummm. That's good."

"I should hope it is." Martha put down her glass and prepared to eat her salad. "It costs nearly $300 a bottle."

Jessie nearly spit out the wine he'd just sipped. "$300!?!? Oh, my God, I'm so sorry! I should have asked first! I just assumed..."

Martha laughed from her belly at his reaction. "Relax, honey, relax. If I didn't mean for it to be consumed, I wouldn't buy it. Enjoy it."

Jessie placed his glass on the table as if it was a priceless work of art. "It is good, but, I'm sorry, anyway. I just wanted our last dinner together to be a good one."

Martha put down her fork, took her napkin from her lap and wiped her lips before speaking. "Now that you bring that up, why does this have to be our last meal together? Why can't you stay a while longer?"

This caught Jessie by surprise. He wiped his mouth and crossed his legs at the knees, sat up straighter and put his hands in his lap. "Well... first, of course, there is the audition in Florida and, then, I wouldn't want to overstay my welcome..."

Martha leaned forward, her elbows on the table. "Ok - well, you have not overstayed your welcome, in fact, I'd really like you to stay, and... can I ask you a couple of questions about the audition?"

"Sure."

"Ok. Is this a one time audition, or are there other opportunities to audition for the cruise lines?"

"No. It's not a one time audition. They hold auditions every couple of months."

She liked that answer.

"Now," she continued with caution, "what if I could get you in contact with some people around here to get some work, would that help you out?"

He considered this for a moment, nodded and said, "Well, yes, that would help, but the thing about a ship is that they give you a place to stay and..."

"You could stay here," Martha said a bit too quickly. "I mean... that's kind of the point of me asking that question."

Jessie's heartbeat a little faster. "You mean, you WANT me to stay with you? Usually, people see me as a burden, so I try to get out of their hair as quickly as I can."

Martha's heart melted. She was really attracted to this person and to see this kind of insecurity in someone that you had feeling for was horrible.

"Jessie," she measured her words as she spoke, "I know that it has only been one night, but I REALLY, REALLY like you. I don't know if it will go further than that or not, but let's give it some time and see what happens. Why don't we try things for, say, a month and see how it goes. If things go well, then we'll see what we want to do from there. If things go poorly, then, I promise, I will help get you to Florida for an audition. What do you say?"

"Gee, Marty, that's a tough choice. I mean, on one hand, I could take a chance and go to Florida, maybe get a job that allows me to play piano in a showroom where people are more concerned about their prime rib dinner than the music AND, if I'm lucky enough to get the job, I'd get to sleep in a cramped cabin below the waterline -OR- on the other hand, I can stay in this palatial home of yours and spend time with you - the first person I have ever felt this way about. I think I'll need to think about this for about three nano-seconds."

"So you'll stay?"

"If you'll have me."

"Oh, Jessie, that's wonderful!" Then she held up her wineglass. "A toast!"

Jessie held up his glass, too. "A toast? To what?"

"To us! Let's see where this adventure takes us!"

They clinked their glasses and sipped the expensive wine.
 
 
To Be Continued...

George and Martha - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

Taxonomy upgrade extras: 

  • Hair or Hair Salon
  • lingerie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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George and Martha: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2017, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Martha, aka Marty, and Jessie continue to explore their relationship with reversed gender roles.


 
Author's Note: Well my dear readers, we have to come to the end of all of my "already written tales." Will there be more? That all depends on what's left within me and how life treats me. I want to say it's been a pleasure to have posted here at BigCloset TopShelf and a shout out to Sephrena for having posted these tales up for me. When I get a chance, I will certainly post my next works here, so be on the lookout for them! Please, leave me a review if you have enjoyed this story. ~Clara.
 
This version of George and Martha: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 2
 

"Let me help you with all of this," Martha said as Jessie began clearing dishes from the table.

"Don't be silly," he sweetly scolded. "You worked all day. I'll take care of this. You go watch the news. I'll take care of the dishes and join you in a few minutes." He kissed her cheek and took her dish to add to the pile he was already carrying.

Martha picked up her phone, read a few emails and texts, responded to one and then stood and carried the last couple of plates to the sink, where Jessie was running water and pulling yellow-rubber gloves onto his hands.

She put her arms around the little homemaker and gave him a hug from behind and he responded by pressing back into the embrace.

"Are you sure I can't help you with this mess?" Jessie turned his head to respond, but Martha engaged him in a tender kiss before he could.

When the kiss ended, Jessie smiled appreciatively and said, "I'm just going to rinse everything and put it in the dishwasher. I'll join you in ten or fifteen minutes."

They kissed again and Martha maneuvered herself and her little lover so that they were facing each other before the kiss ended. Her hands dropped to his rear end where they lingered. The material in her niece's yoga pants held his round little bottom firmly and she was incredibly turned on by the soft/firm tush.

"Go on, now," Jessie teased, glorying in the attention that Marty gave him. "The faster I get this place spic-and-span, the faster I can come be with you."

One more lingering kiss and a squeeze of his fanny and Martha headed to the great room to watch the evening news and check her emails.

Fifteen minutes later, she returned to the kitchen to see how things were coming, only to find all of the dishes put away, the dishwasher running and Jessie wiping down the marble table-top with a disinfectant wipe.

Martha had given up on cooking a long time ago, relying on dinner out, or take-out for the majority of her meals and egg sandwiches or peanut butter for most of her home eating. Even so, the kitchen always looked just a little disorganized and there was always something in the sink or dish rack. Now, though, nothing was out of place and the counter tops shone from being cleaned.

"Oh, my God!" she muttered with genuine shock, "Jessie... How did you do all of this so quickly?"

When he was young, Jessie's mom, who worked a full day at school before coming home to make dinner, had always enlisted his help preparing and cleaning up after each meal. When she passed away it had become Jessie's chore to cook and clean up every day. When his dad became too sick to do much, the whole house had become Jessie's job.

And he was good at it, too.

The thing was, though, that, although he knew that his dad appreciated all the help, no one had ever been impressed with his work before.

Cooking for Marty just seemed like the right thing to do and picking up after was just part of cooking. Having Marty be so impressed was not only a surprise to Jessie, but it made him feel wonderful to have made her happy. He could not think of anything to say, so he just smiled and shrugged in a shockingly feminine way as he threw the wipe into the waste basket, took off the yellow gloves and hung them from a bar on the inside of the cabinet under the sink. He closed the cabinet doors, turned and leaned against the counter top and said, "Ta da!" awash with pride at Marty's praise.

God, he looked so adorable. He was blushing and beaming simultaneously. Martha rushed to him and, without warning , threw one arm around his back and the other behind his knees and swooped him off his feet and into her arms.

Jessie squealed and giggled an "Oh!" as he threw his arms around Marty's strong shoulders to keep from falling.

"Who do you think you are," Martha teased as she swung him effortlessly in her arms, "coming into my house and making everything so wonderful?" she kissed him and swung him some more. "Huh? Answer me, you beautiful, little thing? Who do you think you are?"

Jessie was breathless with laughter and shock. He'd never been in any situation like this before. He knew, right at that very moment, that he was in love and that he and Marty were meant to be together. He was hers - forever and all he wanted to do for the rest of his life was to make her happy.

She swung him some more and kissed him some more and teased him some more, "What's the matter? Cat got your tongue? Hmm?" More kisses, more laughter and more swinging until they heard someone in the kitchen with them clearing their throat.

"Ah hem," the voice said in a rather cartoonish manner. "Am I interrupting anything?"

When Martha turned them to see who was speaking, they saw Grace in the doorway carrying a couple of plastic shopping bags and smiling at the scene she'd just observed.

Martha and Jessie grinned back at her and Martha, unperturbed by being caught being happy, said, "Not at all! I was just about to take my little sweetie to bed and have my way with him."

Jessie, still cradled in the strong, confident arms of his love, laughed out loud at the outlandish response, "Oh, my God!" He giggled as he buried his embarrassed face in her neck.

"Well, how nice for you, both!" Grace laughed back. "I am sorry I interrupted, but I grabbed those items you texted me about." she held up the plastic shopping bags to show Martha what she had brought.

"Thank you, so much, Gracie! Your timing could not have been any better." Still carrying Jessie as if he were a bride being carried over the threshold, she crossed to her friend and held him in front of Grace. "Place them right here, if you please," she said, using Jessie as a tray.

Grace smiled and put the bags in Jessie's lap.

Jessie continued to laugh uncontrollably in Martha's arms.

Martha leaned forward and kissed Grace's cheek. "Thank you, baby. I'll pay you back in the morning."

"No problem at all, hon. My pleasure."

"Ok, sweetie," Martha said to Jessie, "give your Auntie Gracie a kiss and say good night."

Still bubbling with joy and embarrassment, Jessie pulled his face from Marty's neck and kissed Grace's offered cheek. "Good night, Auntie Grace," he joined in the play.

"Good night," Grace smiled, knowingly, and turned to leave. "I'll see myself out."

"Thanks, babe!" Martha called as she headed to the hallway, "and would you hit the lights and lock the door and set the alarm on your way? I have some important business in another room."

Jessie laughed and laughed and laughed as Grace called back, "You got it, hon. Don't do anything I wouldn't do!"

The lights went out behind her as Martha called back, "Oh, you're no fun!"

When Martha woke to the sound of the alarm clock, the bed beside her was empty and cool. "Jessie?" she whispered, but he was not in the room. She blinked her eyes to clear her vision and shook her head to wake up a bit. Where was Jessie? He hadn't up and left had he?

Then, she smelled something. Was that cinnamon? Whatever it was, it smelled delicious. She pulled herself out of bed and headed into the shower.

When she made her way to the kitchen a while later, there was Jessie. He was wearing the light blue robe with white-lace trim and matching nightie and, Martha knew, the matching panties that were in the bag that Grace had brought the night before. He was sitting at the kitchen table with Grace, who had a half-eaten plate of food in front of her. They were both smiling and chatting.

"Oh, she's alive!" Grace teased as Martha headed to the Keurig machine to get some coffee, but Jessie rose and intercepted her with a kiss.

"Have a seat and talk to Grace. I'll get you your breakfast," and he shuffled to the kitchen, barefoot and adorable in his nightie.

Last night, when Martha had carried him to bed with the shopping bags piled on top of him, Jessie had had no idea that Martha had plans to take their role playing a little further. The bags, which Grace had so graciously filled, contained some pretty clothes for Martha's pretty lodger. She would never have forced the issue if Jessie had refused, but it was just so enticing, she had to try and, since Grace was stopping at Forever 21, anyway, it seemed like the perfect opportunity.

When she'd pulled out the short, lacy, light blue nightie, Jessie was only a little surprised.

"I'd love to see you wearing this," she told him as he lay on her bed, awaiting her attentions.

"Really? You don't think I'd look silly?"

"Silly? I think you'll look beautiful and it would make me very happy."

Jessie had smiled and stood as she gently lowered the gossamer, silk item over his shoulders. It felt wonderful to both of them. Then, she'd pulled the panties up his legs and looked at his little package encased in the lace and silk. It gave them both shivers. She left the short, matching robe at the end of the bed for him to wear in the morning.

The sex had been intense and there was more oral sex than the previous night. Jessie offered himself, willingly, and Martha took him as hers.

It was wonderful.

"You have got to try his omelet, Marty," Grace said with admiration. His are worlds better than mine.

Martha looked to Jessie who smiled at Grace's compliment as he prepared to cook Martha's breakfast. Martha smiled back and watched him work for a few moments. His hair had been brushed and the nightie and robe fit beautifully. He was a picture-perfect little housewife.

Grace watched her friend and smiled. Martha was obviously smitten with Jessie. That was nice. "I hope you like the outfit. I thought he'd look sweet in that."

The smile on Martha's face indicated that she agreed even before she spoke. "Sweet!? I think he looks like a goddess."

Grace chuckled and rolled her eyes. "I never expected you to fall for a guy like Jessie, but, I swear, you two seem to be made for each other."

Martha turned to look at her friend and leaned forward to speak quietly. "I hate to admit this, because after Mike left me, I kind of swore off of men, but I think I'm falling for him - big time."

They both looked at Jessie as he sprinkled cheese and vegetables into the pan on the stove. "Well," Grace observed, "maybe you're falling for a girl instead of a guy and, frankly, what difference would that make, as long as he makes you happy."

"He does," Martha smiled some more as Jessie brought the food, placed it in front of her, returned to the counter to bring the orange juice and coffee, kissed her, gave her a hug and returned to the stove and sink to clean everything up. "How could he not?"

"I gather that you don't need me to do anything but brush your hair this morning, right?" Martha was wearing a polo shirt and jeans this morning. Not the clothes she wore for meetings.

Martha nodded as she cut the omelet with her fork, "Yeah. I'm just visiting sites and working in the office, today. Typical Friday stuff." she put the fork full of omelet into her mouth and her eyes shot open. "Oh, my God! This is incredible!"

"You like it?" Jessie called from the sink.

"I swear, I think I've died and gone to heaven!"

Jessie smiled. It was probably the twentieth time in the last couple of days that he'd received a compliment for what he'd done AND it was probably only the twentieth time he'd received any kind of compliment since his dad had passed away.

As she devoured her breakfast, Martha asked, "Do you have any plans for the day, sweetie?"

"Not really," Jessie put the yellow gloves on to scrub the omelet pan.

Martha wiped he lips, "Can I take you out for supper tonight? Maybe see a movie?"

He thought for a moment and shook his head, the beautifully coiffed hair waggling around his pretty face. "A movie sounds nice, but I'd really like to cook for you again, if that's ok. I've missed cooking so much and love cooking for you."

Martha shot a look at Grace who smiled at the response. "Ok, honey. Another wonderful, home cooked meal it is, then."

Jessie smiled, happy to have a purpose. "I'll call an Uber and go grocery shopping later this morning."

Martha picked up the spotless plate and brought it and her silverware to the sink. "Why would you call an Uber, honey. Just use one of the cars."

"What cars?"

His befuddled reaction made both Grace and Martha laugh a bit. "One of the car's in the garage, honey. I usually drive the Lincoln for work, but there is a pickup truck and a little Mazda Miata." she opened the cabinet next to the sink revealing a key rack on the inside with several key rings hanging from it. Here are the keys. Would you prefer the Lincoln? I can take the pickup, if you want."

"Wow!" Jessie was amazed. The big house! Three cars! Wow! She was wealthier than he thought. "If it's ok with you, I'd kind of love to drive a Miata."

"Here's the key." Martha passed a ring to him. "The other key is the house key. Do you know how to get to the Whole Foods Store on Roger Sherman Blvd?"

He shook his head, still shocked that anyone could be so generous.

"I'll go with you," Grace said. "I don't have any clients till 3:00. I'd love to get to know you, better."

"Awesome!"

He had decided to prepare his favorite meal for Marty - Orange Sesame Grilled Tuna. Since Marty's gourmet stove had a built in grill, this seemed perfect. It was to be served on a bed of sticky rice with sautéed onions, zucchini and bell peppers with asparagus on top. He could picture it in his mind as if he was creating a sculpture. He was excited and there was so much wonderful inspiration at the Whole Foods.

He was wearing a pair of white shorts and a loose fitting, V-necked tee shirt. Last night, when Martha had sent a text to Grace asking her to pick up the nightie and something for Jessie to wear the next day, Grace had stopped at Forever 21. She had bought the sleep set to be cute and girly, but she had bought the shorts and top because they were gender-neutral. Even so, he still looked like a young woman in the outfit.

As he examined each ingredient, he and Grace talked. He really enjoyed her company and she was fascinated by him and the spell that he had cast on her cynical best friend.

She filled him in of Martha's unhappy marriage and bitter divorce and told him a lot about she and Grace had grown up together. Jessie seemed unusually sympathetic to everyone Grace spoke of, even showing genuine care and concern or joy for people he would never meet.

He said 'hello' to everyone in the store aisles and had a long conversation with the fish monger - learning his name and chatting with him about his daughter's first piano recital. No one she knew in Connecticut was this friendly. Was everyone from Indiana like this? They couldn't be! Nothing would ever get done!

The oddest thing occurred while they were looking through the baked goods. A very pretty, little girl came up and pulled on Jessie's white shorts.

"Hi, honey," Jessie said as he bent and squatted daintily to converse with the child, who was probably four years old. "How are you?"

"I'm good," the child beamed at Jessie. "You're pretty."

"Aww, aren't you sweet?" Jessie hugged the child and beamed back at her. "Is your mommy close, honey? I wouldn't want you to get lost."

"Julia, don't bother the lady," the child's mother called as she hurriedly approached. "I'm so sorry. She can be a pest."

Jessie stood and patted the child's head, "Oh, I doubt that. She's absolutely beautiful and she paid me a lovely compliment."

The mother seemed relieved that her daughter had not upset anyone. "Thank you. She is always attracted to pretty women. She has a princess-fixation, I think. Every beautiful woman is a princess in her mind. Come on, Julia. Say goodbye to the nice ladies."

"Bye," Julia waved as she walked away.

"Bye," both Grace and Jessie said, but Jessie waved and watched the child leave for a moment or two longer than a normal man would have. Grace realized that this wasn't a game for Jessie. He was a genuinely maternal creature. He was what he was and he didn't disguise it. He was a sweet, attractive, feminine creature who just happened to have an X and a Y chromosome. She'd never met anyone like him before.

"That was so cool! I never drove a convertible before!" Jessie and Grace were carrying the groceries into the kitchen. Jessie was just as excited to be driving the car as he had been to talk to strangers in the store. Grace found him amusing in a novel way.

She contemplated him for a solid five minutes before saying, "Jessie, may I ask you a question?"

"Sure."

"Before, at the store, did it bother you that that little girl and her mother thought you were a woman?"

"No, not really. Why?"

Grace shrugged, "Well... for one thing, they called you a princess. That would bother most men, that's all."

Jessie shrugged and smiled. "It's happened before. Even before my hair got long, people have always mistaken me for a girl - or a woman. I used to get rattled about it, but my dad used to tell me that you can be right any time you want, but you can only be nice to people 'right at this very moment.' So, you have to decide, do you want to be right or nice. I just prefer to be nice."

Grace shook her head. "Your dad must have been very proud of you, Jessie."

Another shrug. "I don't know. I hope so, but I always felt like he would have preferred a big, strapping son, rather than a runt, like me. But I know that, even if he wasn't really proud of me, he still loved me and I loved him... and my mom. I miss them, you know... but I know that they loved me and that means a lot."

"Wow. Talk about a 'glass half full' kind of guy. You're amazing, Jessie. You're like a human golden retriever. Everything makes you happy. I can see why Marty loves you."

Jessie stopped putting away the groceries and looked at Grace in shock, his mouth frozen, slightly opened.

"What's the matter?" Grace looked behind her to see what had caused Jessie to become nearly catatonic.

"Did you say that Marty loves me?"

Grace gave out a deep, belly laugh and her grin broadened as her face lit up at his reaction, "Oh, honey, come on. I know that you've only been together for a couple of days, but you must see how she looks at you. That girl is 100% besotted-in-love with you. And, not only that, but I can see that you're in love with her too, aren't you."

Jessie moved to the table and sat in a chair, eyes firmly focused on the marble grain of the table top. When his gaze finally rose to meet Grace's eyes, there were tears at the edges of his eyes. "I don't know. I think I am, but... but I'm so confused. I've never really had a real girl friend, let alone been in love. She's just... just... just so beautiful... and strong... and I'm just... me. How could she be in love with me?"

"Oh, Jessie, honey... You're so sweet and nice and so, so pretty. How could she not love you?"

"Ha... pretty. That's a laugh. I'm a twenty-eight year old man that looks like a girl. I'm not handsome or charming. The only thing pretty about me is the haircut you gave me. I look like a boy with a girl's haircut. That's all."

"Jessie... you are so much more than that. So much more. Marty's no fool and she loves you - and she loves you looking girly. You just told me that you didn't mind that. If you like being with her and she likes you the way you are, why not just be happy together?"

He shrugged and the tears rolled down his cheeks. "Because everything I love... ends." Now, the sobs came.

"Oh, baby," Grace rushed to embrace him, "just take a breath and think about this. Everything is good. Why look for problems where none exist."

He took a breath and did his best to staunch the flow of tears.

"Maybe..." Grace rubbed his hand as she spoke, "if you'd like me to... I could help you to FEEL a little... prettier. Would you like that?"

He looked confused, sad and vulnerable. Grace's heart ached for him.

"What I want," he spoke haltingly, "is to be attractive for Marty. That's all."

"So, can I help you do that?"

He sighed. Then thought for a moment. "If you make me look like Marty wants... you know... more... like a girl... I'd kind of like to not worry about other people knowing I'm a guy. I don't know quite how to say what I mean..."

"You want me to make it so no one sees anything but a pretty woman, right?"

He nodded.

Grace pulled a chair out from the table and pulled it to the sink. "Step into my office, young lady. I have a treat for you."

Once again, the wonderful aromas of a well prepared meal wafted past Martha as she entered the front door of her home. She'd had a great day - only about an hour in the office and the rest on two different job sites working with the site foremen to be sure that things were on track. She'd done some real, old fashioned, manual labor and gotten good and dirty. Fresh air, loud, rude conversations and hard work - That's the kind of a day she really enjoyed.

Now, her stomach was growling as she called into the kitchen, "Honey, I'm home!"

"Well, hey there, hard working lady," Martha was very surprised to see Grace step into the foyer.

"Hi! I didn't expect to see you here."

Grace grinned. "I bet you didn't. Your pretty little boyfriend and I made some plans for tonight. Go shower and put on something decent - not too fancy."

"But I smell dinner cooking. Aren't we eating in?"

"Yes, we are," Grace nodded, "but then we're going out for a movie and maybe an ice cream. That cutie-pie in there made you an amazing salmon dinner. He deserves a nice night out."

"And all three of us are going on the date?"

"We're double dating, honey. I am going on my first date in nine years."

"With who?"

"His name is Bill and he'll be here in a few minutes. He's very distinguished. You'll like him. Now, go shower."

Martha went to her room, showered, careful not to wet her hair, put on a cute bra and panty set, a nice pair of tan dress slacks, a white, silk top and some low-heeled sandals.

As she approached the kitchen, she could hear laughter and the low voice of a big man.

"So, I'm standing there with my infant granddaughter in my arms and the dog is humping the neighbor's leg and she's screaming, 'Get this animal off my leg!' I tell you, all hell was breaking lose and..." He stopped, seeing Martha enter the kitchen, "Oh, you must be Martha?" The man was older than Martha had expected. He was probably closing in on fifty. Very handsome. Greying temples and straight, white teeth.

"Marty," she said as she gave the man a hearty handshake.

"Marty, this is Bill. Bill's a developer. Bill, this is Marty. Marty is in construction." Grace made the introductions.

Bill and Martha exchanged a few words about business. It was easy for Martha to get lost in business talk, but she was interrupted by a kiss on her cheek. "Welcome home, honey," Jessie whispered as he slipped behind her with a large bowl full of salad.

Martha shook off her attention to Bill's chit-chat and tried to focus on Jessie for a moment. "Hi, babe," she muttered, but she was suddenly distracted. Was that lipstick that she felt on her cheek? And did he smell perfume?

"We have a twenty-six acre development going on near Danbury that we will complete in about sixteen months. Fourteen luxury homes..."

But Martha was only half listening. She turned and watched Jessie putting food on the table. He looked lovely - even prettier than she expected. His hair was beautifully brushed and sprayed. His eyebrows had definitely been sculpted a bit - not narrow, but clean and neat. He was wearing subtle makeup and there were sparkly, little, studs in his ears.

His clothes were also feminine without being overdone. A white, sheer, crepe, sleeveless blouse hung loosely over what was obviously a plain camisole, but there was no indication of a bra. Below that was a pair of loose fitting, off-white, silk shorts and little black flats completed the outfit nicely.

He looked like a pretty, slightly sporty, well dressed, flat chested woman.

Martha let out a long breath and whispered, "Wow."

"I beg your pardon?" Bill asked, think that Martha was speaking to him.

Martha's eyes shot back to Bill. "I said, 'wow.' That Danbury project sounds like it will yield a nice, healthy profit."

Bill smiled, "Well, we certainly hope it will..."

"Dinner is served!" Grace announced.

Bill and Martha sat opposite each other at the circular table, while Grace and Jessie brought the beautifully plated salmon to the table and served themselves and their partners. Then, they sat opposite each other as well.

"Well, Grace," Bill picked up his fork as he spoke, "I had no idea that you were a gourmet chef,"

"Haha, I assure you, I am not," Grace indicated Jessie. "This is entirely due to the talent of the beautiful Jessie."

"Oh, stop," Jessie waved his hand as he crossed his legs at the knees, shook his napkin and spread it across his lap. "I couldn't have done it without you."

"Well, that is very true," Grace smiled. "I had to show you where the store was."

Everyone laughed at that.

There were a few moments of silence as they savored the deliciously prepared fish.

"So," it was obvious that Bill was not comfortable with silence, "Jessie, what do you do for work?"

Jessie put down his fork, dabbed the corners of his mouth and said, "I'm a musician, actually. I play piano."

"No kidding!? I never would have guessed that. Classical? Jazz?"

"A little of everything - whatever I can get paid for is fine with me." Jessie smiled.

"Interesting." Bill was starting to dig into his meal more heartily. "If I had to guess, I would have thought you were a chef. It seems like a musician would travel so much that cooking would be an alien skill for them."

Jessie shrugged and picked up his fork, again, stabbing a tiny bit of salmon. "I love to cook. I just don't get to do it very frequently."

Martha reached over and squeezed Jessie's hand. "I'm trying to change that, though. I'd like Jessie to be here and cook whatever and whenever, right, babe?"

Jessie smiled and blushed.

"That's nice," Bill remarked. "How did you two meet?"

"Well, let me think," Martha made a big show of considering the question. "We met at the bank, right?"

Jessie chewed his meal and nodded, indicating that she was telling the story correctly.

"Yep, we met at the bank," Martha said, "and, honestly, I was smitten right at that moment. We went out to dinner and came back here and Jessie and I have been together ever since."

"Wow," Bill had enjoyed the romantic story. "And how long have you been together?"

Martha made another show of figuring out the timeline. "Let's see. It's nearly 6:00 now, so I guess it's been about forty-seven hours, right?"

Everyone laughed at her joke.

"Wow, no kidding? A true love at first sight story, huh? That's amazing!"

Martha squeezed his hand again and smiled at Jessie as she drank in his beauty.

Then, she asked, "How about you two? How do you know each other?"

Bill looked at Grace and raised his eyebrows, indicating that Grace should tell the story.

"Actually," Grace took Bill's hand in hers, "I have been doing Bill's sister, Alison's, hair for years. I met Bill about a year ago, just about the time my husband told me that his girlfriend was pregnant. Anyway, he and Alison and I have gone to lunch a few times and it turns out that we like the same movies and music..."

"And baseball teams," Bill joked. "It's hard to find an Expos fan in Connecticut."

"So, tonight's our first 'official date.'"

"How sweet," Jessie smiled as he nibbled his dinner.

When dinner was completed, Jessie and Grace cleared the table while Bill and Martha chatted some more. At one point, Bill caught Martha staring at Jessie's rear end as he loaded the dishwasher.

"You have a special friend there, Marty. Congratulations."

Martha smiled and looked at Bill. "I do. He really is something."

Bill turned and watched Grace and Jessie across the open room. "He?"

Martha shook her head. "I'm sorry? What?"

"You said 'he,'" Bill laughed a little. "I'm sure you meant 'she.'"

"Actually, no," Jessie had returned to the table to grab the wine glasses. "I'm a 'he,' honest. I hope that doesn't bother you."

"Not at all," Bill was a bit shocked, though. "You can dress however you'd like, Jessie, I just thought you were a woman. My mistake." He watched Jessie return to load the dishwasher, then he turned back to face Martha. "Really?"

She smiled and nodded.

"Wow..."

After dinner came a sweet, romantic-comedy movie at the local cineplex, then a trip to the Cold Stone Creamery for an ice cream.

As they waited in line, the late evening and the coolness of the creamery gave Jessie a chill, so he cuddled under Martha's warm, secure arm. He felt safe and loved. When they reached the counter and Martha needed to dig through her purse for a credit card, she pulled her arm from embracing Jessie and searched her wallet for the right card.

As they waited for the computer to complete the transaction, Jessie wrapped his arms around Martha's right arm and hugged it tightly, while planting a kiss on her biceps, which was eye level to Jessie.

Martha smiled down at him. "Did you have a good night?"

"I did," he sighed as he hugged her arm more tightly. "I had a lovely night. You?"

She nodded and accepted the card back from the cashier. "I enjoy just being with you and you look so pretty tonight, too."

He smiled back. "Really? I don't look silly?"

Martha shook her head, "Are you kidding?"

Jessie giggled and shrugged his shoulders. "I just want to look attractive for you."

They took their cones and held hands as they walked away from the counter. "Well, you certainly did that. I can't wait to get you home and have you to myself."

The blush that reddened Jessie's cheeks spoke volumes. "Stop it!" He whispered and laughed. "Someone will hear you."

Martha stopped, shook her own hair aside and bent down to plant a soft, cold, black-raspberry flavored kiss on his lips. His lips were cool, too, and he tasted of vanilla ice cream and chocolate sprinkles. The kiss lingered longer than a kiss in public should, when it ended, they smiled at each other and looked deeply into each other's eyes.

"Now, they all know what I want to do to you with me saying a word."

Jessie hugged his head into her breasts and felt an affection and longing for this woman that he had never felt before. It had to be love.

They finished their cones, each couple cuddled together and chatting with each other, until Grace said, "Well, I guess we should be headed home. I have a yoga class at 7:30 tomorrow morning and it's getting late."

They all stood and Bill shook hands and offered friendly pecks on the cheeks to both Martha and Jessie. "Thank you, both, for such a pleasant evening. It was a pleasure to meet you and I hope we can do something like this again."

"I'm sure that we will," Martha said, truthfully.

Grace kissed both Jessie and Martha, too, then said, "I'll see you guys tomorrow. Bill and I are going to get a drink before we head back."

"Ok," Martha said. "Be careful, you." she teased. "You'll be around in the late morning, right? I have that delivery coming at 10:30."

"Absolutely," Grace winked.

"What delivery?" Jessie was in the dark a bit. "Where will we be at 10:30?"

"We will be at a Chamber of Commerce brunch at tomorrow morning, honey, and as for the delivery, it's just something I ordered for the great room and Grace is helping me out by signing for it."

"Earning my keep, actually," Grace joked as she gave them each another kiss. "God, you two are so cute together. Bye, bye."

Grace took Bill's hand and Martha took Jessie's and they headed off in opposite directions towards their cars.

"Are you enjoying yourself here?" Martha asked as they walked along a river-walk that led to the parking lot.

Jessie laid his head on Martha's arm as they strolled. "I'm very happy, Marty. I hope you are, too."

She stopped and turned her little boyfriend towards her and kissed him deeply. When the kiss should have ended, she pulled him closer and held the kiss even longer, invading his mouth and throat with her aggressive tongue.

When they came up for air, they smiled at each other and Martha said, "I have never been happier. I know it's only been a couple of days, but I need to tell you that... well, Jess... I think I've fallen in love with you. You don't have to say that you love me if you don't, but I just wanted you to know."

Jessie's smiling eyes beamed, even as tears of joy formed around the edges. "Marty, I've never been with anyone that made me feel like you do. I love you, too."

Both of them tear-ed up as they hugged each other as hard as they could. They kissed again and again and they stared at the stars over the river for nearly an hour before they headed back to the house - smiling, giggling and squeezing each other's she hands the whole way home.

When Martha had set the house alarm and finally made her way to her bedroom, she expected to find Jessie in bed, but he was not.

"Jess?"

"In here," came the call from the master bathroom.

When she entered, she found Jessie standing barefoot in front of the vanity and mirror, wearing just the silky, little nightgown she'd given him the night before and a white head-band that held all of his pretty hair from his face while used a lavender-scented cream that Grace had given him to remove his makeup. She breathed in the sight and smell of him. He was small, and feminine, and beautiful and the fact that there was a nice, little penis attached to that sexy package just made it all the more exciting to her.

She grinned as she watched him work, cleaning his face.

"What?" He asked as she smiled at him. "Grace said that I needed to get off all my makeup before I go to bed."

"You do, baby," Marsha giggled as she came up behind him and ran her hands down his silky sides, then hugged him and kissed the back of his head. "Mmmm, you smell so nice."

"You like it?"

"I love it. Do you?"

Jessie thought for a moment before answering. "If I say that I love it, too, does that make me weird?"

"No, it doesn't make you weird," she ran her hands over the silk nightie, again. "I think it means that you found the real you, and," she ran her hand down to his groin and squeezed his penis, surrounding it with the silky softness, "that we were made for each other."

She continued to grip and massage his member as Jessie wiped the cleaner from his face and pulled the headband from his hair. He turned to face Martha and smiled as he moved her hand from his organ, placing both of her arms behind his back and wrapping his own arms around her neck.

He smiled - his sweet, pretty, freshly moisturized, feminine face looking up into the eyes of his strong lover and she looking down in wonder at him.

He gave her a brief kiss on her lips, then moved easily down to her chin and neck, kissing and licking everywhere. He let go of her neck and used his hands to push Martha's hands aside long enough to pull her silk top over her head, revealing a pretty, bra that contained her ample breasts above her well defined abdomen.

His kisses moved to her breasts, causing Martha to moan, softly, and when he slipped his tongue inside the cup of her bra to lick her nipple, the moans increased as she shifted her stance to rub Jessie's stomach against her clothed vagina.

He kissed and nibbled her breasts and nipples some more, then he moved his hands to unclasp the button on her slacks. He pulled down the zipper and knelt as he lowered them to the floor and pulled the legs of her slacks past her shoes. Then, he knelt up and rubbed his cheek on the front of her black, silk panties.

Both of them were shaking with anticipation as he slipped his fingers into the waistband and slowly lowered the panties past her knees and pulled them past her shoes as well.

He had seen her nicely groomed crotch in bed, but this 'close-up' was a view he'd never had before - with Martha or any other woman.

He was tentative at first, kissing his way closer and closer to her opening while Martha shivered with anticipation. When, at last, his tongue eventually slipped through the folds of her vaginal lips, Martha's moans were loud and encouraging. So, he became more aggressive, sliding his tongue in deeper and deeper, till she gripped his head with both of her hands, not just to drive him deeper, but to hold herself upright.

It was a new sensation for Martha, too. She'd only been intimate with one man, a boy, really, before she'd married her ex-husband, and neither that boy, nor her ex would ever have been orally intimate with her. They were both men's-men, alpha-males who welcomed blow jobs, but would never consider reciprocating.

Now, there was a petite, little thing who smelled like lavender and flower-scented shampoo, wearing a lace trimmed, silk nightie over his soft, hairless body, kneeling in front of her and servicing her. His manicured and polished, red fingernails tickled her skin as his tongue probed deeper and deeper attempting to satisfy her.

It was weird. It was bizarre. It was all so new and all so amazingly wonderful.

"Ooooooohhhhhh!" she growled as an overwhelming orgasm rocked her to her core. She gripped his hair and pulled his head as deeply into her as she could as her knees bent and shook uncontrollably.
"Ooooooohhhhhh!" she growled again as she put her hands under Jessie's arm pits and lifted him to his feet, rushing him out of the bathroom and onto the California King Sized bed, kissing and fondling each other the entire way.

He giggled and squealed as she literally tossed him through the air to land on the mattress and she crawled on top of him, wrapping her mouth around his penis and scrotum, taking every bit of him into her mouth. In her excitement, she felt as if she could have easily bitten the entire sex organ off of him, making him her woman and he would have been happy to have her do it. They were both euphoric in the throes of passion.

Her hand found his anus and she slide two fingers deep inside him, causing him to thrust forward, more deeply into her mouth. His growls mimicked hers as his orgasm approached.

She slide in three fingers and manipulated them, causing him to hump her mouth uncontrollably until, at last, he came with a torrent of output, all of which she took.

When the thrusting and sucking subsided, Martha rose and moved so that she could cradle Jessie against her breasts and plant a passionate kiss on his lips, forcing his own juices down his throat. It tasted more sweaty than anything else, but it was not a unpleasant taste at all.

He swallowed and smiled up at her. She was strong and confident and powerful. Everything that he was not.

"Sleep well, my pretty, little love," she whispered.

"Sleep well, Marty," he whispered as he snuggled into her breasts, breathed her in and closed his eyes, happier than he had ever been.

As they entered the high-end women's clothing boutique, Martha was dressed smartly in an expensive skirt suit that hugged her form beautifully, if just a bit too conservatively for Jessie's liking, but he had to admit that she looked lovely.

"Are you sure this is how you want to dress this morning?" Martha asked. "You can wear whatever you'd like."

"I'd like to be pretty for you, today," Jessie grinned and looked around the store.

"Well, you ladies are certainly 'up and at it' bright and early this morning!" a woman named, according to her name tag, Joan, called out as she approached them. "It's only 9:15. May I help you find something?"

Martha smiled at the attractive woman, "Yes. My friend and I are attending a Chamber of Commerce brunch this morning and she has nothing to wear. Might you be able to offer some suggestions? We are just a little rushed, this morning, too."

"Of course, of course," Joan smiled and pulled items from the racks. "What did you have in mind? A dress? A suit?"

"I think I'd like to stick with pants," Jessie smiled as Joan pulled out several outfits to choose from.

Because time was tight, he didn't have time to try on a lot of outfits, so Joan displayed things on their hangers until Jessie found an outfit he liked - soft, tight-fitting, stretch, black slacks that hugged his narrow hips, a narrow, silver belt, a matching bolero jacket that just reached the top of the slacks and had three-quart-length sleeves. Beneath the jacket was a pretty, sleeveless, white top with lace around the neck and three little buttons up the back. It was formal, but comfortable and pretty.

Joan suggested some chunky jewelry that went well with the outfit and a pair of two-inch, shinny, black, open-toed shoes. Both Martha and Jessie liked the outfit, but, before they could buy it, Joan said, "There is something missing, though."

"What?" asked Jessie.

"Umm, I don't want to be too forward, but, I can see that you're not wearing a bra, dear. I know that small girls, like you, prefer to go without, but this design is actually designed to have a little fullness in the chest."

Jessie looked down at the empty bodice of the blouse and realized that Joan was right.

"Would you consider trying a bra with just a little bit of padding?"

Jessie looked to Martha who shrugged and smiled. 'Oh, well,' he thought with a shrug, 'in for a penny...'

"Sure," he told Joan, "I'll give it a try."

Moments later, Joan handed Jessie a hanger with a lace covered bra hanging from it. He noticed immediately that the bra, even without anyone wearing it, had like-like-breast shaped cups. He looked at it for a moment, amused. It seemed just a bit silly to wear a support garment when he had nothing to support.

"Don't worry, honey," Joan encouraged. "It's just an 'A' cup. It won't look odd. You're like my daughter-in-law. She's athletic, like you." she turned to Martha and continued, "I tell you, Title 9 had created a generation of girls who are shaped like boys. They don't need bras because they're flat as boards, but the designers still design for girls with at least some semblance of breasts."

Martha was flummoxed by this conversation. "Umm... I don't know about that," she said. "I do know plenty of women athletes who are very well developed. Jessie, here, isn't an athlete - just petite."

"Oh, I didn't mean to offend you or," she turned to Jessie, "you. I was just making conversation."

"No offense taken," Jessie said, remembering his father's advice - 'You can be right any time, but you can only be nice now.' - and he headed to the changing room.

He was limber enough that he had no real difficulty with the bra's hooks and eyes. It was just a bit awkward doing it for the first time. When he looked down at the bra, he first thought was just that it was pretty; covered in lace and feminine, obviously, in form. When he looked in the mirror, though, he was struck by how natural it looked on him. As if he had been missing this kind of garment and now that he'd found it, he felt, somehow, more complete. He turned every way that he could and looked at himself from every angle. Even though he knew that he had no need for the garment, other than fashion, he really liked it and how it made him look.

He looked pretty.

Like a girl.

Like a woman.

Yep, he really liked it.

When he returned to the sales floor, Joan gushed over his new look. "See, doesn't that look better? I told you it would. What nature doesn't provide us... right?"

She hustled Jessie to the mirror and had him look at himself some more. "See. That hangs much prettier, doesn't it."

He nodded and smiled at the woman's enthusiasm. "Yes, Joan, you were 100% right."

Joan was elated. She could not have asked for anything more than to be told that she was right about fashion. Before she was finished, she added a medium sized, black, clutch purse that matched his shoes and Jessie praised this choice as well.

Martha smiled at the two of them primping at the mirror, afraid to say anything that might sound inappropriate, but she felt a moistness growing as she looked at Jessie and his two, new breasts. She didn't know why, but the more womanly he got, the deeper in love she sank.

After they'd paid and were approaching Martha's Lincoln SUV, Jessie stepped in front of Martha, spun around and posed in a few catalogmodel positions saying, "You've been awfully quiet. What do you think? Is it too much?"

Martha grabbed him and pulled him in for a tight hug that caused him to squeal, giggle and smile. "Are you kidding? You are so, unbelievably perfect. You'll be the prettiest person there." she kissed him hard. "Come on. We're already late. Let's go."

The brunch was pretty dull. Speakers who offered nothing of interest to Jessie, but, while Martha networked with other business people, mostly men, Jessie enjoyed chatting with the wives and girlfriends. They chatted about town politics. They shared pictures of children and vacations. They talked bout clothes. It was lovely.

They left the brunch just before two o'clock.

"I hope you weren't bored," Martha said as she slipped the enormous vehicle into drive. "Business brunches, lunches, dinners... they're all part and parcel of running a business like mine. You have to schmooze with people to get work from them."

"I had a nice time," Jessie smiled as he looked out the window at the passing scenery. "I met some very nice people and I got invited to a breakfast club on Thursday."

Martha was a bit surprised to hear this. The Thursday Breakfast Club was not an official group, but it was a gathering of some of the most wealthy women in this part of Connecticut. When she was younger and had less responsibility at the office, Martha used to attend these breakfasts herself. They were pretty upscale.

"Are you going?" she asked.

"I don't know. I didn't commit to anything. Why? Do you think I shouldn't?"

"I don't know. It's just that... well... I mean... obviously, they think you are a woman... so... I guess what I mean is, are you prepared to present yourself as a woman permanently? If these women get to know you, then there's no turning back."

Jessie thought for a moment before answering. "I know that they think I'm a woman - I mean, I have breasts this morning and everything, so... what else WOULD they think. I don't know about the future, I mean, this has been a pretty quick romance that we have going on, so I've just been taking things one step at a time, but... you're right, I need to make some long term decisions."

There was a concerning silence in the car for a good long time before either spoke again.

"I guess," Martha interrupted his thoughts, "it comes down to this: Do you like being perceived as a woman?"

He considered this for a moment before saying, "I think I do. I know it's weird, but I don't feel like I'm a freakishly little guy. I feel like a regular woman. Maybe even a pretty one."

Martha laughed a little. "You are DEFINITELY a pretty one."

"But that's not the only thing we need to consider." Jessie chose his words carefully. "See, I'm used to people thinking that I'm a girl, that's been going on most of my life. The only difference is that I don't have to correct them right now. The other question, and it's probably even more important, is how do you feel about people perceiving you as a lesbian?"

"Well, why would anyone..." Martha started to ask before realizing that Jessie was right. If she was with someone that presented himself as a woman, of course, people would think that she was a lesbian. "Oh, I see what you mean. I hadn't considered that."

The silence that followed made Jessie nervous. He watched Martha thinking and he began to have that feeling in his stomach that meant that everything was about to go very wrong. He felt a heat gradually crawling up his back. The longer she thought about things, the more sure Jessie became convinced that everything was about to end.

When the silence had persisted for a solid three minutes, he finally spoke up, "Maybe... maybe I should just go."

"What!?" Martha was shaken from her thoughts and looked at Jessie in shock. "Go!? Why!?"

Jessie was fighting back the tears that were gathering at the edges of his eyes. "I mean, if I'm causing any problems, the best thing for me to do is leave."

"Jessie, what are you talking about!?" Martha pulled to the side of the country road on which they were traveling and took a breath before continuing. "Jessie, you are the best thing that has ever come into my life and I don't want to lose you. It's just that, well, considering my size and what I do for a living, there's always been this perception that I was a lesbian and it's always kind of bothered me, you know. Like, I wasn't woman enough for people to believe that I was straight, but... considering how excited I am when I see you looking beautiful... maybe part of me wants to be with someone who is beautiful and feminine. Not someone who is a woman. Someone like you. Someone who's the opposite of me. I'm a woman who needs to be tough and masculine. You're a man who needs to be tender and feminine. The more I consider it, the more I think that we were incredibly lucky to find each other and no matter what other people my think about us, I think that we need to be together - forever. I want you to stay with me, Jessie. Please, stay forever and be as macho or as prissy as you'd like and I'll do the same thing."

Jessie's tears were flowing freely down his face at this point. He undid his seat belt and lunged to Martha, hugging her around the neck as tightly as he could and weeping into her shoulder. "I love you," he whispered.

"I love you, too, babe," Martha replied, keeping her tears under control. "But, please, please never talk about leaving again. Now that I have you, I can't imagine my world without you."

He took a deep breath to try to control his tears, but only gained a little control.

Martha pulled him from his embrace and planted a soft, warm, loving kiss on his lips, then wiped some of the tears from his wet cheeks.

They smiled at each other and Martha said, "It's a good thing that Grace didn't teach you about mascara. You'd look like a raccoon right now if you were wearing any."

Jessie smiled and sat back, reaching into his clutch to pull out a tissue. He lowered the vanity mirror on the passenger side of the car and cleaned himself a bit.

"Oh, Lord. I am a mess, aren't I? I'm sorry I just thought that, because you were quiet for so long..."

"I know, Jess," Martha squeezed his hand, "and I promise that I'll never hesitate to answer you, again."

The exchanged another smile.

"Now," Martha readjusted herself in her seat and shifted the car into drive, "let's go home. I think you'll like the new furniture I bought."

As they pulled into the driveway at Martha's house, two men in a pickup truck were headed in the other direction. Martha pulled onto the grass to allow the pickup truck to pass and she rolled down her window.

"Hi, Tom. All set?"

The man smiled back and said, "All set, Ms Bradley. All ready to go. Boy, I'll tell you, that was a heavy one! Whew! We should have brought more guys. Steve and I nearly broke our backs!"

"Oh, please. A couple of strong guys like you!? I'm sure you had it under control."

Tom laughed. "Ok, Ms Bradley. I'll come by in a couple of weeks to see if it needs any tweaking and then we'll set up annual visits for maintenance, ok? I have to run. Enjoy it!"

"I will, Tom! Thanks!"

And the pickup truck pulled away.

"What was that all about?" Jessie asked.

"You'll see," she smiled playfully.

They parked the Lincoln and as they approached the house, Grace appeared from a sliding door that led to the great room. "Hi, guys!" she greeted them. "Well, don't you look as cute as the Dickens!?" she looked at Jessie's outfit with approval. "Nice choice and I love the padded bra. You look adorable. Have you been crying? Marty, what did you do to this pretty thing to make him cry?"

Jessie laughed and waved her off. "Nothing. We had a misunderstanding on the way home and I overreacted. All resolved, now, though."

"Well, good. Are you ready for this?" Grace was obviously excited about something.

"Not quite," Martha pulled a kerchief out of her shoulder bag and shook it out. "First, we need Jessie blindfolded."

"Why?" asked Jessie.

"Oh, don't be a party-pooper," Grace scolded. "Just put on the blindfold."

Martha tied it around his head and each of the women took a hand to guide him into the great room. At some point, they turned him around and had him sit on a padded, but very firm seat that had no back. Then, they removed the blindfold.

He glanced around in front of him, but saw nothing new.

"Turn around," Martha said.

When he did his breath left his body. First he realized that he was sitting on a very high-end piano bench, then he realized that he was sitting in front of a six-foot-four-inch, ebony, grand piano.

"Oh, my God!" He whispered.

When he raised the key-cover, it revealed the classic lyre logo with the words 'Steinway and Sons' written below it.

"Oh, my God!" He shouted! "A Steinway!? You leased a Steinway!?"

"Leased, nothing," Grace laughed as she slapped the bill of sale on the music stand of the piano. "She called all around and bought you the best piano in New England."

Jessie's stunned eyes looked at the words on the paperwork:

'Steinway and Sons
Model: B
Manufactured: 1894
Re-built: 2017 - remanufactured hammers, new Renner action, new Bolduc soundboard.
Price: $78,500.00
Express delivery: $2,500.00
Setup and tuning: $1,500.00
Total: $82,500.00
Paid in Full'

"You spent $82,500.00 on a piano!? For me!?!?!?!?" Jessie was floored! Back in his town in Indiana, that could buy a small house - or at least a decent trailer-home.

"Do you like it?" Martha was thrilled with his reaction and completely unfazed by the amount of money she had just spent.

"Like it!? My God, Marty, I'm afraid to touch it! I've only played one Steinway before and it needed to be repaired. This is set up for a concert hall."

"Great! Then let's have a concert." With that, Martha and Grace sat on the couch and waited.

"What should I play?"

"Whatever you want, sweetie," Martha coaxed. "It's your piano."

He stared at the instrument in disbelief and considered what to play. It took him a good amount of deliberating to make a decision.

"Maybe he can't really play piano," Grace whispered to Martha loud enough for him to hear.

"Shh," Martha laughed.

"I just want to play the right thing for you. I feel like it should be something classical, but I don't have a ton of that repertoire memorized." He thought for another moment. "I know..."

He shook his pretty, blonde hair behind his shoulders, took a deep breath and closed his eyes while Martha and Grace waited."

When the C-minor chord sounded, the richness of it shook both women. It was followed by an F-minor chord that made it clear to both of them that Jessie knew exactly what he was doing.

Slowly, passionately, he worked his way through Chopin's Prelude in C Minor. Each forceful chord slamming into the women. Then, when he reached the recapitulation and suddenly the chords were quiet and sorrowful, they each felt tears roll down their faces.

When he finished, there was stunned silence. He saw their reaction and he smiled as he pulled off his bolero jacket, revealing his small, thin arms and a hint of his bra was visible through the arm hole of the sleeveless blouse.

"Did you like it?"

"Shit," Grace muttered.

"Jessie..." Martha searched for the words. "... that was... amazing."

"No," Jessie was flattered, but he understood his limits, "that was just good. The piano made it sound amazing."

"Didn't Barry Manilow play that song?" Grace asked, causing Martha to laugh.

"Grace, that's Chopin, right Jessie?"

"Yeah, it's Chopin, but Grace is right. Barry Manilow used it for a song called Could it be Magic back in the seventies or eighties. My dad played it for me to show me how important it was to have classical technique even if you want to play pop and rock music."

"See, you snob," Grace teased her friend, "I'm not as stupid as you think. Play something else, Jessie."

"Yes, please. Play something else." Martha could not wait to hear him play some more.

"Ok." Jessie thought for a moment or two. "I'll play something more popular. How about this?"

The quiet, simple, beautiful sounds of Desperado by The Eagles filled the room and then, suddenly, after he played the low C that ended the introduction and resonated through the room, he began to sing.

"Desperado
Why don't you come to your senses
You've been out riding fences
For so long, now.

Oh, you're a hard one
I know that you've got your reasons
These things that are pleasing you will hurt you somehow..."

His voice was light and a bit feminine. Not quiet a man's and not quite a woman's but it was effortless and natural and came directly from his heart to their ears.

It was beautiful.

When he reached the ending,

"You better let somebody love you
Before it's too-oo-oo-ooooo late"

Martha melted. It was gorgeous and heart breaking and so perfect to have come from Jessie's mouth.

When the chord died away, Martha moved to sit beside Jessie on the bench. She kissed his cheek and put her left arm around him. With her right hand, she plunked a couple of notes on the piano. "Wow. It sounds like nothing when I do it, but when you play it... Jessie, you're amazing. That was beautiful."

"And he sings!" Grace called from the couch.

"How do you do it?"

"It's all I know how to do. I'm glad that you like it."

"Jessie, you sing like an angel, play piano like a demon and cook like a five star chef. Everything you do is incredible. Why don't you see that?" Martha was honestly confused as to why he was so self-effacing.

"I don't know," Jessie shrugged. "None of that ever seemed to matter to anyone but my mom and dad when I was growing up. I mean, I was never good at sports or academics or anything important. I could only do the things that I did for my parents. Nothing cool. Nothing important."

Martha hugged him tightly. "It's important to me, baby. It's important to me."
 
 
To Be Continued...

George and Martha - 3 Final

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  • Clara

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  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

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  • Hair or Hair Salon
  • lingerie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Sweet / Sentimental
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George and Martha: 3 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2017, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Jessie finds himself in femininity and Martha falls even deeper in love with him.


 
Author's Note: Well my dear readers, we have to come to the end of all of my "already written tales." Will there be more? That all depends on what's left within me and how life treats me. I want to say it's been a pleasure to have posted here at BigCloset TopShelf and a shout out to Sephrena for having posted these tales up for me. When I get a chance, I will certainly post my next works here, so be on the lookout for them! Please, leave me a review if you have enjoyed this story. ~Clara.
 
This version of George and Martha: 3 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 3
 

Sunday was a blur of doing nothing. With empty schedules, Jessie got up at 8:15, made a batch of cranberry scones, then brought Martha breakfast in bed where they cuddled for an hour, watched Sunday morning talk show and kissed and kissed and kissed.

By 11:00, Jessie was sitting in front of his new instrument, still in his pretty little nightie and robe, looking up the sheet music for his favorite Bach, Strauss and Chopin pieces on Martha's iPad and playing through each several times before moving on to something else.

Martha, also in her silk pajamas, sat on the couch, reading the Sunday New York Times, doing the crossword and listening to her little virtuoso play his pretty little heart out. Both were happy and content to just be in the same room together.

Around 1:30, Jessie tied his yellow apron on and set about making dinner - well, dessert, actually. He started peeling apples for a pie. When they were skinned and sliced, he covered them in cinnamon, brown sugar and vanilla, then mixed the ingredients for the crust.

Smelling the sweet ingredients, Martha peeked into the kitchen to see what he was up to. At that moment, Jessie was sweeping excess flour, baking powder and cinnamon off of the quartz countertop and into a little dustpan - another kitchen-accessory-wedding-present from Martha's cousins that had never been used before.

"What are you making?"

"Apple pie for dessert." Jessie shook the hair behind his shoulders as he stood straight to speak to Martha.

Lord, he was cute. Even with no makeup or hairspray, he was just so damned adorable.

"Babe, you don't have to kill yourself cooking everyday, you know."

"Kill myself?" Jessie laughed. "I love cooking for you. Besides, it's Sunday. Families need to have a nice, sit down dinner on Sundays. That's the most important meal of the week. I have some chicken kabobs marinating. I'm planning on dinner at 4:30, if that's ok.

Martha came around the counter, hugged him from behind and kissed his neck, causing Jessie to giggle and squirm.

"A family, are we?" Martha teased and kissed and brought more giggles. "I suppose we need to start buying towels and linens like a real couple, huh?"

"Marty, stop!" Jessie shrieked as his giggling was nearly out of control, but Martha continued to kiss and tickle and excite him.

Finally, he managed to turn and face Martha, then wrap his arms around her neck and occupy her lips with his. When the kiss finally ended, they smiled at each other and Jessie laughed, "You're awful, you that. I have work to do here. Go on, now, get out of my kitchen."

Martha gave him one last kiss and said, "Yes, ma'am," as she walked back into the great room to watch a movie.

At 3:30, Martha was surprised to hear Grace in the kitchen talking to Jessie. "Don't you look cute?" Grace was saying. "I like that pinky-beige color on you. It looks nice."

She was even more surprised to hear Bill say, "How's it going, Marty" as he stepped into the great room and crossed to the love seat near the couch. He had two glasses of wine in his hand and he handed one to Martha as he sat.

"Bill! I had no idea that you were coming by."

"Oh. Sorry. I thought... well, Grace said that we were invited to dinner. Did I misunderstand? We can leave if we're intruding."

"No. Not at all, Bill. Oh, Lord, I'm still in my PJs. I'll be right back. Make yourself at home."

She hustled out into the kitchen to say hi to Grace and looked at Jessie, shocked to see him fully dressed in a light pink top, his bra evident beneath, and his beige shorts. She kissed Grace and said to Jessie, "Babe, I didn't know we were having company for dinner - not that I mind, Gracie, you know you and Bill are always welcome - but, look at me! I'm not even dressed. And when did you get all dolled up?"

Jessie smiled that damnably cute smile of his. "I'm sorry, Marty. When I said 'family!'I thought you understood that I invited Grace and Bill, too. You know - Our family. I was busy out here and I didn't realize that you hadn't gotten changed."

Martha shook her head in mock aggregation and looked at Grace. "Women. Can't live with 'em..." and she headed to the bedroom to change.

"So." Grace sat on a bar stool on the opposite side of the counter from Jessie's prep area, "are you still happy, honey?"

Jessie stopped and smiled, just a bit embarrassed to admit it, "Grace, I am happier than I have ever been. I feel so 'at home' here and Marty... oh, my God, Grace... Marty is just... so..." He was at a loss for words.

"I know, babe. Marty is just such a great guy, right?"

Jessie laughed. "I guess. Yeah. I mean, she takes such great care of me. I haven't felt this... safe, I guess, since my dad got sick. I just want this to last forever."

Grace laughed as she grabbed a block of Parmesan cheese, a grater and a bowl and started to prepare the salads. "It will, sweetheart. You'll see."

When they all took their seats at the table, Bill held up his glass, "A toast."

They all followed his lead and raised their glasses, too.

"To the three nicest woman I know. To Grace, who has been a good friend for a long time and now, has become much more. To Marty, who has been Grace's friend and sister since they were children. Thank you for helping her through the last year. I know that it was tough for Grace and I know that she appreciates your help and friendship through it all. And, of course, to the most special woman of all, Jessie, who has just entered all of our lives and seems to be making everything brighter and happier. I drink to all of you and I hope that, before we leave, I may hear Jessie play a few numbers on that new piano in the other room."

"Here, here!" Grace and Martha called out, but Jessie just raised his glass and smiled. It was a nice toast, but it brought back the conversation he'd had with Martha last night. If he was going to actually live as a woman, then he needed to commit to it more fully. Oh, well. That could wait. For now, it was about good food and family.

After dinner, Jessie entertained them with a little Brahms, Faure and Elton John before they all adjourned to the lounge chairs surrounding the pool in the pool house and chatted about the state of the world, movies and music.

"I guess I should have brought my swim trunks," Bill said with a laugh.

"Do you want to take a swim?" Martha indicated a dressing room off to the end of the pool. "I'm sure that there's a pair of board trunks that would fit you in the chest of drawers in the dressing rooms."

"Well," Bill stood, "if it's ok with everyone, I think I'll take a dip. Will anyone join me?"

"Not me, but you go ahead." Grace took a sip of her wine.

Martha waved off the offer, but Jessie said, "I think I will. I've been dying to try out the pool."

"Then enjoy it, babe," Martha said, taking his wine glass from him and placing it on the ground beside her lounge chair.

As Bill and Jessie entered the dressing rooms, Grace giggled, "This should be interesting. I've never seen Bill shirtless. I have to admit, I'm curious."

Martha raised her eye brows and giggled conspiratorially, "He does kind of have Pierce Brosnan thing going on, you know? Like in Mama Mia."

Grace laughed. "If you change your mind,
I'm the first on line.
Honey, I'm still free.
Take a chance on me," she sang the Abba song, sending them both into fits of tipsy laughter.

"Oh..." Martha was holding her side to ease the pain of laughing so hard. "You're awful!"

The door on the right opened and out stepped Bill in a pair of Hawaiian print, board shorts that looked great on him. His salt-and-pepper hair was nearly as thick on his chest as it was on his head. The man looked good, plain and simple.

Grace whistled a cat-call, sending Martha back into peals of laughter. "Looking good, there, fella!" Grace called, encouraging Bill to pose, flexing his muscles in a joking manner. The thing was, though, he had the biceps, triceps and abs to pull it off and they bulged handsomely when he flexed."

"My, oh, my, oh, my, oh, my," Grace laughed. "You are just all kinds of sexy, there, sir. My heart is all a twitter."

Now, it was Bill's turn to laugh. "Play your cards right, lady, and I'll let you see all of this, any time you want."

The women laughed some more as Bill walked down the steps of the pool into the shallow end. "It's warm," he said impressed. "Very comfortable." He dove under water and swam under the surface towards the other end. He covered the distance, turned, pushed off of the wall and returned to the shallow end, all in a single breath, causing both women to applaud and hoot.

At that moment, the other dressing room door opened and Jessie appeared, wearing a bright green, one-piece, racer's swimsuit. Obviously designed for a woman, the suit, designed for speed in the water, not enhancement, had no support of any kind, so Jessie was very flat chested, but his lower abdomen was equally flat, indicating that Jessie had taken the time to tuck away his male package.

When he turned his back to them to place a towel on a bench near the shallow end stairs, he bent over, innocently thrusting his rear end into the air.

"That's what I'm talking about!" Martha whispered.

Grace's laughter grew as she said, "You guys are just too freaking weird!"

"Why?" Martha laughed again. "Because I'm a heterosexual woman who's attracted to feminine man in a one piece, or because he's heterosexual man who enjoys the attentions of a butch giantess? I don't see anything weird about any of this!"

They were both approaching being drunk, but having a great time.

"Oh, stop it. There's nothing butch about you except your job and so what. If a man teaches elementary school, people don't say that he's girly."

"The people I work with do," Martha replied with raised eyebrows.

"Ok, yeah," Grace conceded, "but a lot of the people you work with also think that the world is flat, wearing aluminum foil hats will keep the satellites from reading their thoughts and that Louis Armstrong was the first man on the moon. You hire them for their strength - not their brains. You know that you're as pretty as a picture or as tough as nails - whichever you want, whenever you want to be. There's nothing butch about that. You're just who you are; a strong, successful woman who just happens to have found her soulmate who just happens to be a perfect juniors-size-two."

Martha sighed and watched Jessie swimming for a few minutes, comparing him to Bill and, in a way, to her ex-husband. Both Bill and her ex were gorgeous male specimen. Strong, broad, confident and had that take-charge kind of personality which Martha admired in others, but didn't want in her home. She needed to rule her roost - She always had. When she was married and both partners needed to be in charge, well that certainly helped to destroy her marriage. She had that 'take charge' trait in spades and she didn't need to be in competition with a similarly minded person in her own home.

Jessie, on the other hand, was eager to please, easy to please and as cute as a button. He made her smile and laugh and he made her want him, so very, very badly. Even right now, knowing what was tucked into the crotch that swim suit, a swim suit that would have been too small on her when she was fourteen years old, she wanted him. She wanted him in her, and she wanted her tongue and fingers in him. She'd never been as open and intimate with anyone before. She just... needed him. Yes. That was it. She just needed him.

Just then, she was shaken from her thoughts as Bill dove off the diving board accompanied by cheers and applause from Grace and Jessie. Martha had only barely registered it, but she realized that Bill's dive had been fairly complicated and very well executed.

As he was climbing out of the water to return to the diving board, Martha joined the applauding.

"Isn't he wonderful?" Grace asked Martha, who nodded.

"Can you teach me to do that?" Jessie asked Bill.

"Sure," Bill said, extending a hand to the much smaller man, pulling him nearly completely out of the water, causing Jessie to giggle girlishly.

Bill lifted Jessie onto the board, as if he were the quintessential, mid twentieth-century, helpless female, then stood behind him, giving instructions and holding Jessie by the hips while Jessie bent over, listened to Bill and tried to concentrate on the required moves.

With Jessie's rear up in the air, just inches from Bill's crotch, Martha felt a pang of jealousy at their innocent intimacy. It occurred to her what Bill, if he were so inclined, was capable of doing to her little lover in this position and, for the very first time in her life, she understood why some women suffered from that very specific form of envy that Freud had written about. She was a woman and she loved being a woman, but her mind wandered to a fantasy that she'd never had before and she wondered what it must feel like to insert a delicate and sensitive part of your body into the body of another person - a person that you loved. It must be wonderful.

She let out a shivering sigh which was louder than she'd intended.

Grace never took her eyes off of Bill and Jessie, but spoke to Martha. "I know what you mean. I'd love to be in Jessie's position, right now, and I bet that you'd love to be Bill, wouldn't you?"

Martha blushed a bit, but didn't reply.

Grace took her hand and said, "Wouldn't you?" again.

Martha just looked at Grace and smiled, just the tiniest bit. Grace smiled more broadly. "It's a brave new world for you two, Marty. Just go with it, ok?"

As Jessie jumped from the board, Bill clapped and cheered, "Atta girl!" to him.

They watched as a Bill, once again, pulled Jessie out of the water with no effort at all.

"When you look at Jessie," Martha asked tentatively, "what do you see?"

"I see a cutie pie," Grace said.

"No," Martha got serious, "you know what I mean. What do you see when you look at him?"

Grace realized that Martha was being serious. "Well... I'm not sure if I'm looking at a boy or a girl, but I am sure about one thing... she's blossoming into a lovely woman. She's cute and flirty and she's in love with you."

Martha nodded. "You said 'she.' 'She's' cute and 'she's' in love." She watched Jessie laughing with a Bill, who was obviously enjoying the attention of a pretty, young woman. "That's what I see, too."

"Is that going to be a problem for you?"

Martha shrugged. "I keep telling myself that it shouldn't be, but... Gracie, I have fairly high-profile position in this community. What will people think?"

"Honestly, if you let other people decide who you're allowed to love, then maybe you don't deserve to be happy."

The harsh words hit Martha hard for a moment. "You're right, you know. If I let him go, I'll never be happy again. I know that sounds melodramatic, but I've never felt this way about anyone before. I need him to be with me whether people think he's a boy or a girl or a man or a woman. Screw everyone else. I'm going to be with him... or her... I don't know and I don't care. I'm going to be with Jessie."

"That's the Marty Bradley that I know!"

Martha laughed again and nodded to Grace. "Thanks, hon."

Martha smelled the vegetables being chopped and prepped for an omelet before she reached the kitchen on Monday morning. She fully expected to see Grace sitting at the table scoffing down a hearty breakfast, but she was surprised to see Bill sitting there, as well. He rose as Martha entered the room.

"I should be going, I guess. I've got a meeting at 10:30. Bye, Grace." He kissed her cheek. "Bye, Marty," he kissed her cheek, but continued, "you look especially beautiful this morning. That color suits you."

She was a bit surprised to get a fashion endorsement from Bill, but she appreciated it. She was wearing a pinkish-cream colored suit with a loose, playful skirt. It was one of her favorite suits, but she wasn't sure that it was always appropriate. The 'playful' quality of the flouncy skirt didn't say, 'I mean business,' the way that a tailored look did. This morning, she just felt like a woman in love, so she wanted to look pretty - not just good.

"Well, thanks, Bill. Nice to see you this morning. You don't have to run out on my account."

Bill laughed. "I'm not leaving on your account, but I do have to run." He kissed her cheek, again. "I'll be back on Wednesday afternoon. Take care of my girls until then, ok?"

"You got it, Bill."

She sat as Bill gave a Jessie a big hug and a peck on his cheek. "Thanks for a great meal, young lady. That should hold me till Wednesday."

Jessie gave Bill a peck as well and said, "Go on, you. Get out of here."

Then he turned to Martha, "Marty? Would you like a veggie omelette or a western...? Anything you'd like."

"Would a western made with egg whites be too much to ask?"

Jessie made a face at the question. "Please. I'll make you whatever you want. Just give me five minutes."

Grace pushed a carafe of coffee over to Martha, who took it and examined it. "Jess, where are you finding all these kitchen things?"

"In your storage room," he replied as he busied himself with his cooking. "It was in a box marked 'Kitchen Stuff.' None of it was opened."

Martha looked at Grace. "Who knew? Unused wedding presents."

As Jessie moved away, Grace leaned in, "I'm not supposed to tell you this, but after I do your hair, your boy toy and I are going shopping for a new wardrobe. A more feminine wardrobe. Dresses, to be precise. After our chat last night, I kind of wanted your input on this before I took him to Dobson's."

Martha watched Jessie cooking; his silk nightie and robe hanging so sweetly over his little body. He had, obviously, brushed his hair before coming down, wanting to look good for her. So cute and motherly as he cooked.

"Ok," Martha whispered back, "but, please do a couple of things for me."

"Sure, Marty. Anything."

"First: please don't let him look silly. Nothing too young or too matronly. Just things that are right for a woman his age. Ok?"

"Of course, honey. You know me. He'll look pretty, I promise."

"Thanks, Grace, but, also, don't let him spend his own money. They know you at Dobson's and they know I've let you use my store account before. Make sure that anything he buys goes on my account. If you have any problems, talk to Meg in the customer service office. I'll call and let her know that you'll be coming today."

"Here you go." Jessie was headed to the table with Martha's omelet, a glass of tomato juice and a plate with piece of home baked sourdough toast, all arranged on a small tray. He placed each item daintily on the table and gave Martha a kiss on the cheek. God, he smelled so good! Floral scented shampoo, lavender skin cream and the general smell of cooking in his skin. "And, by the way," he said as he patted Martha's hair, "Bill was right. You do look beautiful today. I love that outfit on you." Then he hugged her head to his chest and kissed her head and walked away.

Martha thought about the hug, her head pulled to his chest, and she caught Grace's eye. Then she cupped her own breasts and mouthed a message to Grace: "And get him some good, padded bras."

The colors were vivid and varied. The styles were all so different and confusing. The materials were all so gloriously soft and delicate. He didn't even know how to begin to make a choice. When he'd bought clothes before, he just went to Walmart or Target - recently, Goodwill - and grabbed a pair of jeans from the boy's department. There was so much to choose in this women's department that he nearly chickened out and left the store, Grace linked her arm through his and reassured him that she would help him make good choices.

"I don't know. Maybe this is a bad idea," Jessie whispered as Grace walked him through the racks of dresses. "I was sure that I wanted to do this, but I just feel weird, now. What if I'm going too far and Martha doesn't like it?"

"May I help you, ladies?" A lovely woman in her early thirties appeared out of nowhere.

"Yes, please, we could use your help." Grace took over, ignoring Jessie's apprehension. "My friend here has never had the opportunity to shop in a real NICE store, like yours, and she has no idea what styles she'd like."

The woman nodded rubbed Jessie's arm in sympathy. "I understand. Let me get Louise out here. She's our stylist on duty. I think that you'll like her recommendations." Then, she disappeared into the racks.

"See," Grace smiled, "everything will be fine. Marty's going to love that you're getting girlier and Louise will take care of you."

"Do you know Louise?"

"Never heard of her, but she'll take care of you. I promise that we won't leave without something that you'll look and feel great in."

Within moments, a very well dressed woman appeared. She was somewhere between twenty-five and forty, and was dressed and made up as if she was about to host a fancy TV show."

"Good morning, ladies!" She sang her welcome to Jessie and Grace. "How may I help you, today?"

"Good morning, Louise, this is my friend, Jessie."

Louise extended a perfectly manicured hand to Jessie. "Nice to meet you, dear."

"Nice to meet you, too," Jessie smiled.

"Jessie, here, has only recently been able to invest in nice clothing and she is struggling to find her look. We were hoping that you may be able to offer her some guidance." Grace pushed Jessie forward for Louise to inspect.

"Oh, well, that's wonderful, Jessie. Now let me see what we have to work with." She turned him this way and that, mumbling as she measured. "Nice, slender hips. Not too bad in the rear. Not a lot up on top. Is this a padded bra, dear?"

"Yes," Jessie whispered as Louise gave his right bra cup a squeeze to see if it was filled with flesh or cotton.

"We'll take care of that for you and don't worry, once you have a baby, the boob fairy will help you out. It happens to all of us."

The remark made Jessie feel odd - a bit inferior to Louise and Grace. He looked at their breasts with envy and a pang of sadness, but Louise interrupted his thoughts.

"I think that lighter colors will go well with your complexion, sweetheart. Softer yellow, blues, greens, reds, pinks, even soft oranges should be nice, but I'd stay away from overly vivid colors. I think they'd wash you out, unless you want to lighten your hair a little. That would help."

"Oh..." was all that Jessie could muster.

"You know," Grace jumped in, "I've been thinking of lighting his... sorry, her, hair a bit. I think you're right. A few shades lighter and she'd be able to wear anything. What do you think, Jess?"

Jessie realized that neither Louise nor Grace was being mean. They were just doing what women do. They had objectified him. Not in a sexual way, but as a fashion accessory. He had expected to find a dress that would compliment him and make him more attractive to Marty, but he just realized that the dress itself is what women find attractive. He was just expected to be an adequate vehicle for the garment.

"Umm... I'll have to think about that, I guess. I'll need to see what Marty thinks about that before committing to something like that."

"Is Marty your boyfriend?" Louise asked as she took a few more measurements.

"He is," Grace said, "and they are the cutest couple! Honestly, they're so cute that they make me sick!"

Louise laughed. "How long have you been dating?"

"Umm... about a week, I guess," Jessie replied.

"A new romance! How exciting!" the stylist gushed. "So, you want to look your prettiest for this 'Marty' of yours, huh? Well, I promise that he will be dreaming about you every night after I'm done with you, my dear!"

He smiled as she rubbed his upper arm. "Thank you, Louise. That's exactly what I'd like to happen."

"Ok, sweetie, come with me. Let's start with some every day items, then look at some nice dresses."

Before Jessie had been shown a single dress, Louise had managed to talk him into a plethora of panties in many different styles - high cut briefs, low cut briefs, boy shorts, thongs, hipsters, tangas... he waved off the g-string style. All the panties were silky and soft and lacy and pretty. Most were white or beige, but there were some black and some more colorful, too, including a red bra and panty set that Louise indicated would be 'irresistible.'

He had stockings and tights and knee socks and ankle socks and pantyhose and trouser socks...

He had sports bras and padded bras and tees shirt bras and a push-up bra that actually seemed to find something on his skinny frame to push-up.

He had sandals and flats and one inch heels and two inch heels and three inch heels... opened toed shoes and closed toed shoes... shoes that slipped on and shoes that strapped around his tiny ankles, which looked even more tiny with a strap around it.

Finally, Louise announced that he and Grace should take a rest and have some tea while she gathered some dresses to show Jessie.

They sat and poured while Louise left the back room to return to the floor of the store.

The moment that the door closed, Jessie turned to Grace and said, "Grace, I didn't expect all of this! I only have about seven hundred dollars to my name. I can't afford all of this! I bet there's over a thousand dollars worth of underwear and shoes in our order already. Louise is being so nice... I don't want to upset her, but I can't afford all of this!"

"Calm down, girl," Grace laughed. "Don't worry about it. I don't think you fully understand who your 'boyfriend' is. Marty is rich - I mean, REALLY rich. Like, she's one of the wealthiest women in New England. You don't need to worry about money. Not today, not ever."

"I can't take Marty's money for this! I can buy my own clothes - I just can't buy them here. It's way too expensive."

"Oh, poo." Grace was dismissive. "Marty has a charge account here and she knows that we're here to get you all set up. Louise has probably already been told that your order is a special one. She probably doesn't realize that Martha is the Marty that we were talking about, but she probably knows that your order is being taken care of by one of their richer clients."

"...but...." Jessie didn't know if this was right or not. "Shouldn't a guy pay his own way?"

Grace smiled and reached for Jessie's hand. "Sweetheart, we are shopping for dresses for you. On the counter out there, there is a pile of panties, tights, bras and heels. Those aren't 'guy's' clothes, honey. Those are clothes that women use to make their lovers happy. Now, for some weird reason, you and Marty seem to have stumbled into a very old fashioned relationship - except you are fulfilling the part of the woman in this one. I thought that was what you wanted. A woman accepts gifts graciously from her lover."

Jessie took that in. "I know that I'm getting a bit... girly... and I'm doing it for both me and Marty. We both kind of like it, but I kind of thought that we were equals. Both of us part man and part woman, you know? I never thought of Marty as a guy."

"Oh, I don't think anyone would ever think of Marty as a man. She's way too much of a woman for that and she likes getting all dressed up from time to time, too. She's strong and tough and burly, but there's nothing manly about her, but..."

"...but, what?"

"She is the breadwinner, sweetie. Even if you found a great job today, you would never be able bring the kind of money to your relationship that Marty does. She loves you, honey. She's got more money than God and she wants to share it with you, so... just let her do that. Money means nothing to her. You mean everything."

"Oh..." Jessie wiped a tear from his eye, "that's such a sweet thing to say, Grace." He took a napkin from the table and dabbed his eyes. "I don't know what's wrong with me, lately. I'm crying at the drop of a hat."

Grace laughed, "It's what girls do, baby. You'll get used to it."

"Are we ready to look at some dresses, now?" Louise sang as she entered the little sitting area.

Jessie stood, "I guess so. I have to be honest, Louise. As a rule, I've never really worn dresses..."

"Don't worry about that, dear." Louise moved behind Jessie and gently guided him back to his seat. "You just sit here and tell Louise what you like and we'll take care of everything for you. Let's start with some casual wear, ok? Something that will look nice in the home, or going to a luncheon."

When she was all ready, Louise called, "Mary!" and a thin and pretty young woman entered wearing a light green shift-dress that hung loosely across her shoulder, draped beautifully across her modest breasts and swung on her hips.

"Oh, that's pretty," Grace breathed. "What do you think Jessie?"

"It's very pretty," Jessie said truthfully, but he was a bit confused as to what was going on.

"It would look lovely on you," Louise said. "Should we put it aside for you?"

Jessie laughed nervously. "Oh, I don't... I mean... I would never look good in something like that. It's too... I don't know... that girl is gorgeous. Anything would look good on her. I'm..."

"...exactly the same size as Mary," Louise said. "I chose her because you are the same size and body type. I promise, whatever looks good on Mary will look even better on you, dear."

Jessie glanced at the woman and then at Grace. He knew that he looked cute in the shorts and tops that she'd been providing him and that the outfit he wore to the brunch was nice, but this girl, this Mary, she was a knockout. Was it really possible for him to look that beautiful?

Maybe it was...

...and that thought set in motion a tingle in his panties that he did not expect.

Imagine being that beautiful.

Imagine what that would be like. To have people look at you and think that you were beautiful.

Imagine what that would feel like. To be an object of desire and to feel clothes that beautiful swishing around your hips and butt and legs.

It must be wonderful.

It must be sexy.

It must be heavenly.

"Jessie?"

"Huh? What?" He was shaken from his reverie by Grace's voice.

"Louise is asking you a question." She pointed at the saleswoman who seemed concerned.

"Oh, I'm so sorry, Louise. Sometimes I am such an airhead. What did you say?"

Louise seemed relieved that Jessie had rejoined the conversation. "I was asking if you'd like us to keep this dress aside for you?"

"I... I don't know. Grace, what do you think?"

Grace seemed to find Jessie's distracted attitude adorable. She giggled, "Yes, I think you should take that dress, Jess." Then, she turned to Louise, "Do you think we could get a bottle of water for my little friend, here? I think that she's finding this whole experience a bit overwhelming."

"Of course. Of course." Louise walked to a mini fridge and instructed Mary, "Please, change into the next dress, Mary."

"Are you ok?" Grace whispered.

Jessie shook his head to clear it. "I'm fine. Why?"

"Well, your face is flushed and your breathing was odd. If I had to guess, I'd say that you'd either just had a seizure or and orgasm."

Jessie's eyes shot open. Had he actually...? No, but it was close.

"Did you?" she asked.

"Here you go." Louise handed Jessie a small bottle of water.

"Thank you, Louise. You're the best." Jessie took the bottle and took a sip.

"Mary, we're ready!" Louise callers as she settled on a tall chair to Jessie's left.

Jessie turned to Grace and mouthed, "No. I didn't." But he knew that the only reason he hadn't was because they'd interrupted him. His guilty smile made Grace giggle some more.

When the 'fashion show' had ended, Grace and Jessie left the store with the load of new lingerie, the shoes they had selected, a few pieces of moderately priced jewelry, a half-dozen blouses, the same number of skirts, seven different every day dresses, a raincoat and a very pretty little-black-dress which Louise assured him was a staple of every woman's wardrobe. He had changed into a new bra and pantie set, a new pair of two-inch sandals and sundress that he had fallen in love with. It had a light grey background with delicate white flowers, green leaves and stems and blue butterflies printed on it. It was young, but appropriate, and swung around his knees enticingly. It had thin straps and that revealed his narrow shoulders - which he'd always been embarrassed by in the past - in a beautiful and feminine manner. It was the first dress he'd ever worn and the first time he'd ever stepped out onto the street feeling sexy and attractive. He loved it.

They walked, chatted and window-shopped till they came to a little coffee shop and Grace suggested that they have something for lunch. She ordered a panini, Jessie got a small salad with grilled tuna and they took their food out back to a patio area where there were small, round tables and a small play-area for children. The area overlooked a valley with a large river flowing far down below.

"Oh, this is delicious," Jessie moaned after his first bite. "What do they put in this dressing? It's delicious!"

Grace laughed at Jessie's typical enthusiasm. She found him fascinating and adorable. The perfect girlfriend with whom to spend an a day out shopping.

As they nibbled, Grace said, "So, tell me the truth. You like it, don't you?"

Jessie nodded his head. "The salad? Yes, it's delicious."

"No, silly. Not the salad. The dress. You like wearing the dress, don't you?"

He smiled and dabbed his lips with a napkin. "I do, but probably not the way you think."

"Oh, please. I saw you nearly cream your panties just a half an hour ago. Don't tell me that it doesn't turn you on to look like this."

Jessie smiled, a bit abashed, and his cheeks reddened a little. "That... that wasn't the clothes. Louise said that I'd be even prettier than Mary and, well, it made me a little... excited, I guess. Honestly, I never wore a woman's clothes before last week and I'm only doing it because, since meeting Marty, it just feels... right, you know?"

Grace accepted that, "...but, you like wearing the dress, don't you?"

"I do, Grace. I really do like it. I feel... free and right and I love how people look at me. I feel like 'me' for the very first time and I know that Marty likes it, too... at least I hope that she likes me going this far."

"Oh, honey, she's going to adore this. You are breathtaking, sweetie, and I think that it's time to add a little more makeup, too. When Marty comes home, she's going to fall in love all over again."

Jessie was about to respond, when a voice interrupted them. "Grace! Grace!" it called from the door to the restaurant.

Grace recognized the woman, who was pushing a folding stroller and had a very little girl by the hand, and she waved for the woman to come and join them.

As the woman tried to push the stroller, tow the toddler and balance the tray, Jessie jumped up, hurried as quickly as his new heels would allow.

"Here, let me take this." He smiled at the woman and took the tray, then smiled sweetly at the little girl, offered a hand and said, "Hi. I'm Jessie. Why don't you come with me so mommy can push your little..." he looked at the harried woman, "...brother?" the woman nodded, "to our table."

The child smiled and took Jessie's hand as they all proceeded to the table.

"Heather!" Grace called as she hugged the woman, "How are you? I haven't seen you since the baby was born."

Jessie pulled two chairs to their table and lifted the little girl into the chair, then took the stroller from the woman and positioned it near the child.

"Oh, Grace," Heather said with an exhausted breath, "I'm great, but this is our first day out without daddy, so... I'm running out of gas, I'm afraid."

Grace kissed her, then turned her attention to the bundle of blue blankets in the stroller. "And this must be little Joshua? Oh, Heather, he's gorgeous. Congratulations. You did a good job on him!"

Heather laughed. "Thanks. He is a good looking boy, isn't he. He's the spit and image of his daddy."

Grace turned her attention to the little girl and said, "and how is the beautiful Miss Jessica?" She tickled the child's sides and she reacted with more laughter than necessary. Obviously, this was a ritual that had been performed many times before.

"Good," the child said between giggles.

"Oh, my goodness!" Jessie said to the child with a great deal of over enthusiasm. "Your name is Jessica!?" The child nodded. "My name is Jessie and, look! We both have white flowers on our dresses. Well, we're practically twins! We'd better not sit too closely or your mommy might think that I'm you!" Then he turned to the women. "What do you think? Don't we look alike?" The child beamed with joy as Jessie placed his face right next to Jessica's and they looked at her mother.

"Almost identical," Heather laughed, delighted that her daughter had found a friend right at the moment when her own patience was waning due to exhaustion. She placed a small plate with a tuna sandwich on it in front of Jessica while Jessie shook open a napkin and tucked it into the child's collar.

Jessie moved Jessica's plate closer and suddenly let out a shocked breath. "Oh, my goodness! Are you eating tuna for lunch!?"

Jessica grinned and nodded, thrilled by Jessie's attention and enthusiasm.

"You'll never guess what I had for lunch! I had tuna, too! Isn't that amazing!? I think we really are twins!!"

Jessie began helping the little girl with her sandwich while Grace said, "This is, obviously, Jessie. She's living at Marty's place, too. And, I guess, she's really good with kids."

Jessie glanced at Heather, "Hi!" he grinned as he cut the sandwich into tiny pieces for the child.

"Jess, this is Heather. Marty and I went to school with her older sister and Heather used to work at my salon. Now, she has her own place downtown."

Heather smiled at the young lady who was being such a good caretaker for her child. She sat and exhaled heavily. What a godsend to have somebody help her out!

"How old are you, Jessica?" Jessie asked in a slightly sing-song voice.

The child smiled and held up three fingers while stating, "Three," quite emphatically.

"Wow! You're almost a grown up!"

The child laughed and Jessie encouraged a bite of the sandwich. Their conversation continued in this vein for the duration of the time it took Jessica to finish her meal. Eventually, Jessica began to chatter away about everything and anything. Jessie loved it.

When her sandwich was finished, Jessie offered to take her to the swings at the end of the patio area. Jessica loved the idea. "Ask your mommy, first," he told her.

"Mommy, please, can I go to the swings with Jessie!?"

"Well," Heather warned, "you can go if you promise to be a very good girl for Jessie."

"I will, mommy! I promise! I'll be a very good girl for Jessie!" She beamed at him in excitement.

"Of course you will," Jessie smiled gently at her, "I wouldn't expect anything else from a pretty girl like you."

The beam grew brighter as Jessie and Jessica walked away, hand in hand, to the swings.

"Do you know if she babysits?" Heather asked Grace.

"I don't know, but she sure seems to like children, doesn't she?"

Heather smiled and nodded in agreement as she watched her little girl being pushed by the beautiful girl in the flowered dress.

"She's stunning. How do you know her?"

"Like I said, she's staying at Marty's for the time being. I'm beginning to think that it may become permanent. But, then again, I was only staying a few days and God knows how long I've been there. You know Marty."

Just then, the baby boy in the stroller began to stir and grumble. "Looks like someone's waking up," Heather sighed.

Grace could see that she was tired. "Have you had any time to yourself since he was born?"

Heather laughed. "Are you kidding!? I've been running the business from home while Dave works, then running to the salon when he gets home at night. Both the kids are really, really good, but they require a lot of attention. Nothing new, I know. I mean moms have had the same issues for a couple of millennium, but..." she sighed and started digging a bottle from the huge diaper bag she'd had on her shoulder, "... it ain't easy."

"I'm sorry hon." Grace rubbed her friend's bicep, "but look at how wonderful Jessica is. She's happy and has a great personality. I'm sure that Josh will be the same. Soon enough, they'll be more independent."

Heather laughed again, "Yep. Soon enough!"

Joshua began a full out demand for lunch as Heather secured a nipple to the bottle of breastmilk. Just then, Jessica appeared and grabbed her mother's arm. "Mommy, mommy! Come see the flowers that Jessie showed me!"

"I'm sorry," Jessie shrugged. "She suddenly wanted mommy."

Heather nodded, then looked at the little girl. "I'll come as soon as I can, honey, but your brother wants his lunch right now."

"No, mommy, please, please. Come now, mommy, please."

"Honey..." Heather shook her head in exhaustion and looked at Jessie, shaking her head.

"I can feed him, if you want," Jessie smiled, sure that Heather would rather take a walk with Jessica than hold the warm baby on a warm day.

"Really?" Heather was quite surprised. "You wouldn't mind!?"

"Are you kidding? I love babies. I used to watch the neighbor's kids after school or when their mom had to run errands. I can handle him for you. I promise."

Relieved, but unsure that Joshua would accept her, Heather stood and handed Jessie her son. He laid the child on his padded breast and shoulder and shh-ed his cries as he sat and maneuvered him into a feeding position. When offered a nipple, Joshua latched on and started to suckle on the bottle, contented that he was in loving hands.

Heather smiled as Jessica pulled on her hand and demanded attention, eventually turning and hustling with her daughter to the swings to see the flowers that had so enchanted her.

"Seriously? You're a babysitter, too? Next thing you'll be telling me is that you were a Girl Scout. Did your parents not know that you were a boy?"

Jessie smiled as he watched the baby suckle. "Like I said, my dad always taught me to help if I could and my neighbors had a slew of kids, so... it just sort of happened that I learned how to be a babysitter. I do love kids, though."

Grace could see that. Jessie was a born caretaker. "Do you ever want your own?"

"I do, but what kind of a father would I make for a baby? Look at me. I look more like a mommy than a daddy."

"Then be a mommy. The child wouldn't care as long as you loved him."

His smile got sad. "Yeah, but... I can't be a mom and, like I said... I just don't see it in my future if I keep living this way."

Grace watched him some more. "Have faith, little girl. Anything can happen. Have faith."

Jessie shifted his attention back to the baby just as he finished the bottle. He lifted him gently and deftly to his shoulder where he'd laid a cloth and he gently bounced and tapped the baby until he brought up some gas and just a little bit of milk.

As the baby relaxed, Jessie lowered him back to his lap as he cooed and encouraged him. "Oh, what a good boy you are. Yes, you are. Yes, you are. Did you like your lunch? Yes, you did, didn't you?"

Grace watched in wonder as this pretty, little young man in the pretty little dress, ran his fingers along the edges of his pretty hair and tucked it behind his ears so that he could mother the child in his lap - child that was not his and, in fact, he had met him only a half-hour earlier. It was amazing. There weren't many women in the world who were this sweet and maternal.

Suddenly, the child's fists clenched and he turned a dark shade of red. Jessie continued to coo and encourage, but Grace became concerned. "Jessie, is he ok!? He's turning red!"

Jessie continued to speak in the same, motherly voice, "Oh, he's just fine, isn't he? He's just making a boom-boom. Sometimes, especially if mom is taking vitamins with iron, babies can get a little constipated. Can't they? Can't they?"

Suddenly, the baby relaxed and smiled.

"See, he's fine," Jessie smiled at the child, then at Grace. "You haven't been around babies much, I guess."

"Never," Grace said. "I'm the youngest in my family, so babies and diapers... yuck. I'll go get Heather to change him."

Jessie looked around. The lunch crowd had thinned considerably and there was no one sitting near them. "No. Let her enjoy some time with Jessica. I'll change him, right here."

"Jessie! There's poop in those diapers!"

Jessie laughed at Grace's repulsion, "He's a baby, Grace. Babies need to be changed." He turned back to Joshua, "Don't they? Yes, they do!"

With barely a second thought, Jessie reached into the diaper bag and pulled out the items he'd need to change the child. He laid a towel across a vacant chair, undid the crotch of Joshua's onesie, pulled out the tabs on the disposable diaper, used it to wipe his rump mostly clean, wiped him down with a baby wipe, powdered him, re-diapered him, reattached his onesie and carried the child and the dirtied diaper across the patio to dispose of the soiled item, bouncing slightly all the way to the joy of the ecstatic child.

As Jessie and Joshua arrived back at the table, so too did Heather and Jessica.

"I'm sorry we were gone so long. I hope he wasn't a bother!" Heather said sincerely. "Whew! You certainly got my little girl excited about those flowers," she laughed.

"No problem at all," Jessie said. "Their both absolute angels. He drank up everything for me." The entire time that Jessie stood and held the child, he bounced just the slightest bit to keep Joshua happy.

"He drank everything and he even made a little present in his diaper," Grace tossed in as she stood as well.

"Oh?" Heather reached for her son. "Does he need to be changed?"

"He's all set." Jessie smiled broadly as he kissed the child's forehead and handed him to his mother. "Oh, my God, babies smell so good!"

Heather took her son and saw how happy he was. Then she considered how Jessie had made Jessica so happy. "Jessie... you are just a wonder with kids. Both of mine are always so shy and standoffish, but... I don't know... they just seem drawn to you."

He smiled and blushed just a little. "Maybe that's because I'm drawn to them, too. I just adore kids."

"Jessie seems to adore everyone," Grace contributed. "I doubt that Jessie has ever met a person that she didn't like."

Jessie shrugged as he picked up the remains of everyone's lunches and piled them all on one tray, placing that tray on the others so he could carry them all to the trash receptacle. "Like my parents always told me, 'Life's too short to not find the good in everything.' Besides, Heather, you have a bright-eyed, gorgeous son and." He bent to be eye to eye with Jessica and tapped her nose with his right index finger as he said the last part, "such a beautiful and smart little girl." Jessica giggled and hugged herself. "How could I not be drawn to them?"

The wheels were turning in Heather's head, now. "Listen, Jessie. I want to ask you a favor and I want you to know that 'no' is a perfectly acceptable answer."

Jessie looked from Heather to Grace and back again. "Sure, Heather. Whatever I can do to help."

Martha opened the door to her front hall and she could smell another meal cooking - ahh, how wonderful to come home to a home cooked meal - and she could hear a lovely waltz being played on the Steinway in the great room - again, how wonderful. She picked up her mail and was looking through it when the waltz ended and it was followed by someone applauding and saying, "That was wonderful! You're such a good dancer! Now, come back to me and show me how you play that song, again."

That was odd. It sounded like Jessie, but who was he speaking to? Martha put her briefcase down and tore the junk mail in half, dropping it into a waste basket that Jessie had placed near the front door so that Martha didn't leave unwanted mail all over the house. Her attention was grabbed again when she heard the sound of "Mary Had A Little Lamb" being played slowly and laboriously while Jessie sang along, "Three, two, one, two, three, three, three... two, two, two... three, five, five..."

'What the heck...?' She wondered as she wandered down the hallway and turned into the great room just as the song ended and she was shocked to see Jessie sitting on the piano bench with a child, a little girl, on his lap. Both were applauding and cheering the little girl's work as a pianist. It took a moment, but Martha recognized the child as Heather's daughter, Jessica. The child was ecstatic as she received praise from Jessie.

"Oh, look who's here!" Jessie said with a great deal of enthusiasm as Martha entered. "It's Marty! Can you say 'hi' to Marty?"

"Hi, Marty!" Jessica was filled with delight as Jessie bounced her on his knees.

"Hi," said Martha, still confused, but suddenly more interested in Jessie's appearance than the child. He was wearing more makeup than usual, not in any way overdone, but definitely more noticeable. A little more color on his face, some eyeliner, and, although he was still seated, she was sure he was wearing a dress.

"You know Jessica, right?"

"Of course I do," Martha said, hurrying to the child to kiss and squeeze her cheeks. "I'm just surprised to see her here. Is your mommy here, honey?"

"Nope. Jessie has me today."

Jessie laughed, "I met Jessica and Heather and her little brother, Joshua, earlier and we hit it off. I'm just watching her for a few hours while her mom takes Josh to the doctor's for a checkup. Tell Marty what we did this afternoon."

"We made cupcakes for you and we made chicks and Gordon's blue for you."

Jessie laughed and clarified, "That's right, chicken cordon bleu and cupcakes for dessert. Jessica helped me do everything and guess what! She can play 'Mary had a Little Lamb' all by herself, can't you sweetheart?"

The child nodded and immediately started playing the tune while singing the lyrics along to keep her place. When she was done, both Martha and Jessie applauded enthusiastically.

"Ok," Jessie said with just the right tone of maternal guidance, "why don't we go get Marty's dinner on the table, ok? She's had a long hard day, so let's get her some food."

Jessie lowered the child to the floor and stood. That's when Martha got a good look at the dress he was wearing. It was subtle and delicate and feminine and just plain gorgeous on him. It took her breath away for a moment. He looked like the perfect, young mother with the perfect little girl at his side. Martha wanted to grab him and take him to bed right then and there, but...

Jessie saw the look on Martha's face and doubt crept into his thoughts. "What? You don't like it, do you? It's too much, right?"

"Too, much!? Are you kidding? It's perfect. You look absolutely beautiful. I love it!"

"You look beautiful," Jessica tossed in as well as she pulled Jessie towards the kitchen. He smiled and followed dutifully.

"Heather is on her way back I hope you don't mind, I invited her to stay for dinner. I think Grace will be joining us, too, but she wasn't sure how long her 4:00 appointment would take."

Martha watched as the skirt swayed playfully around Jessie's knees. He looked so comfortable and natural dressed this way. How could he not be a girl?

While Jessie sent Jessica to the table with napkins, Martha sneaked up behind him and her hand moved to his rear end. His breath hesitated as Martha ran her hand up and around the soft roundness of his butt. She could feel the soft material of the dress, the silkiness of the dress's lining and the his panties. It was all so erotic and girly.

For Jessie, he felt soft and feminine, too, and a little vulnerable - in a good way. Martha's large hand and firm grip made it clear to him that she was more powerful and in control. He felt submissive and appreciated.

"Not now, silly," he whispered in a giggle. "We have a guest. Go get changed and, after dinner we'll have time for this."

Martha leaned in close, "I love you."

"I love you, too." He shivered as her hand gave one last squeeze.

"I want you." She bit his ear before moving away.

"I want you, too," he whispered, breathlessly, as Martha headed to the bedroom.

"Did I do it good?" the child called from the table where the napkins were placed as neatly as a three-year-old could place a napkin next to the plates.

Jessie grabbed a handful of silverware and headed to the table, "You did great, Jess! Look how nice everything looks!" Jessie placed the silverware in the appropriate spots, then picked up the little girl, held her against his torso with his arm supporting her bottom and spun in a circle. "You are such a big help! Thank you, thank you!"

As her shrieks of joy were resounding, Heather's voice came from the front door, "Hi! I'm here!"

"Mommy!" Jessica shouted as she was lowered to the floor and ran to greet her mother. By the time Heather was in the kitchen, Jessica was already in her arms, telling her mother all about the things she had done that day.

"Aww," Jessie moaned, mellow dramatically. "No Joshua?"

"Nope," Heather giggled. "He and his daddy are spending a little father/son bonding-time together this evening. Besides, he was out like a light after his doctor's appointment."

Jessica played 'Mary Had A Little Lamb' for her mom, a little less steadily without Jessie's help, while Jessie plated the food in the kitchen. By the time Martha returned to the kitchen and the food was on the table, Grace showed up and they all sat down to a great meal and conversation. Jessica sat next to Jessie, who cut up her food and chatted with both her and the women throughout the meal, making sure that the child was included in everything.

By the time dinner was done at 6:45, Jessica was exhausted and clingy, which didn't bother Jessie in the least. He carried her to the countertop, where he placed her so that they could continue their chat while he loaded the dishwasher and hand-washed a few items.

As, Heather pulled her pocketbook up onto her shoulder and prepared to leave, she said, "Jessie, thank you for a lovely dinner and for helping me out so much today. I really needed a break and Jessica can be so fussy with strangers, but she sure loves you!"

Jessie, who was still holding the child, kissed her head and handed her to her mother saying, "Oh, thanks, but she is such an angel. How could I not love her, too. Bye, honey. I'll see you soon and I'll teach you another song on the piano."

Jessica smiled and waved, then hugged her mother and laid her tired head on her shoulder.

"Ugg." Heather gave an exaggerated groan at the child's weight. "She's getting so big! Well, thanks again, and you are going to make a great mom when you find the right guy, Jessie." She kissed his cheek. "I'll call you. Bye, bye."

And out the door they went.

"Well," Grace said, "I should go, too. Good night, Marty. Thanks for everything." She kissed Martha on the cheek, then turned to look at Jessie. "Doesn't he just look beautiful?"

Martha smiled. She looked at her pretty, little boyfriend in his flawless makeup and flirty little dress. Then she thought about the way he had mothered Jessica while he took care of dinner and cleaning up. How soft his mannerisms were. How feminine he was. Then she thought of the cute little - well, not that little - penis tucked into the silky panties that were beneath the silky lining of that flowered dress and she wanted him more than she could express. "He's a goddess."

Grace laughed and kissed Jessie's cheek. "He is, isn't he? Love you, both."

As Grace left, Martha embraced the small, pretty man and ran her hands down his back to his plump, little rump and pulled him close, caressing all the silky, soft material between her hands and his body.

"You really are my little goddess, Jess. The more I'm with you, the more I think of you as a woman and the more I want you." She pulled him closer, kissed him and drove her tongue deep into his throat. He accepted it willingly and leaned his head back to allow her as much access as possible.

When the kiss broke, he smiled up at the powerful woman holding him, exciting him and caressing him through three layers of thin, soft, silky material. "The more I'm with you, the more I feel like myself and, it looks like, I am becoming more of a woman everyday. I don't know why, but it feels right for me to be this way when I'm with you."

They kissed again and, again, he accepted her tongue as deeply as possible.

This time, when the kiss broke, he slide down to kneel in front of her, nibbling one of her nipples through her blouse and bra and he passed it. She shuddered as he continued to his knees.

The skirt of the dress spread around his knees. That combined with the styled hair, makeup, painted nails and the smell of a subtle perfume made for a very feminine presence kneeling before her. Again, she felt like a penis would be a great thing to have right now. Not that she didn't love being a woman, but it would be nice, nonetheless.

As Jessie nibbled the zipper of her slacks and unfastened the button on her waist-band, Martha said, "You looked like quite the pretty mommy with Jessica, this evening."

Jessie continued to unbutton and unzip as he smiled up at Martha. God, that smile! He was just adorable.

"Just a babysitter. I was just helping out while Heather took the baby to the doctor. She is a beautiful girl, though, isn't she?"

He lowered the slacks to the floor and pulled them past Martha's feet. "You're both beautiful girls, Jessie." Martha shivered as Jessie nibbled at the front panel of the skimpy thong that she was wearing.

His tongue slipped into the panty and passed across her vaginal lips causing Martha to breathe in an excited breath. Jessie smiled at the reaction and looked at his lover's strong, beautiful body with desire and envy. "Do you like me looking like a girl? If it's too much, I can go back to my boy clothes." He licked her again.

Martha made a joyous, guttural noise. "If you grow breasts and a vagina and I'd still love you, Jessie. I've never known a boy or a man or a woman or a girl like you before. You are everything I need and everything I want."

Jessie smiled, again, then pulled the little, silk panel to the side and went to work on Martha in earnest. After her second orgasm, with her knees weak and her body growing sweaty, she lifted him from the floor and kissed her own juices from his face as she pulled up the soft material of his dress' skirt, reached into his silk panties to pull his penis from its tucked position and used it as a handle to pull him, quickly, to the bedroom, where she dropped him on the bed, pulled off the panties, raised his skirts onto his chest, threw his legs onto her shoulders and, as she still stood, thrust his erect member deeply into herself. She felt strong. Masculine and feminine at the same time. Enraptured, satisfied and, more than anything, loved, as she took everything she could from Jessie.

And he felt the same.

It had been six months since that fateful day at the bank.

It had been three months since Jessie had gotten his luscious, B-cup implants and they were looking more natural everyday.

It was Christmas Eve and that meant that it was fifty-two days till their wedding day on February 14, Valentines Day.

Martha was a least forty-five minutes for the festivities, but the work Christmas Party had run a bit late. It didn't matter, Jessie understood and everyone would have a drink in one hand and a plate of food in the other when she joined them. Jessie was a consummate hostess. No one would notice that she wasn't even there till she arrived.

All the cars in the driveway indicated that the party was in full swing. That made Martha smile. When she got out of the car, she could hear laughter and music. Someone was playing the piano. Whoever it was, it certainly wasn't Jessie. He - she should stop thinking like that. Jessie was keeping his male equipment, but there was no question that he was now and forever a she - regardless - Jessie played much more beautifully than whoever was beating a tune out of the instrument, now. It didn't matter. Everyone was singing along, "Then one foggy Christmas Eve, Santa came to say..."

When she opened the door the sound of chatter, music and sheer joy was overwhelming. Jessie had brought all of this into her home. His need for family and friends - well, family, really. Everyone with whom Jessie became friends also became a part of his family. She'd never met anyone like him. He loved everyone and everyone loved him, but no one loved him the way that she did, she adored him and he adored her.

She'd never believed in miracles before, but then she met Jessie. Now, she saw miracles every day and every where. Here was evidence of that right in front of her. All of this joy, friendship and love right here in the house that had once been a place of sadness and loneliness. It was a true miracle.

The hugs and kisses that greeted Martha as she entered the great room were too numerous to mention. There were new friends and old friends and relatives that she had hardly seen from year to year before, but, now, Jessie made sure that everyone got a phone call or an email every few days. He was amazing and he made her life so much better.

Eventually, Martha made her way to the kitchen where Jessie and some of the younger women were carrying beautifully plated food into the dinning room. He was gorgeous. His simple white blouse over a shiny, Christmas red, wide, high-waisted, pleated skirt that reached to just below his knees. His lips matched the skirt perfectly, as did the chunky jewelry around his neck and wrist, as well as his fingernails and his toenails, which peeked out of matching, red, open toed heels.

The perfect wife for a hard working woman.

In his right hand, he carried, waitress-style, a platter with a sliced pork roast surrounded by braised root vegetables. On his left hip was beautiful, little Joshua who had grown to adore Jessie as much as his sister, Jessica, did.

Jessica was smiling broadly as she carried a bowl of mashed potatoes. Jessica had become quite the little pianist herself, receiving several one-on-one tutoring sessions every week while her mom dealt with business or bringing Joshua to doctor's appointments. If you saw them together, you'd swear that Jessica and Jessie blood relatives. He was a perfect caretaker for the child.

He'd be a perfect caretaker for any child and, after the wedding, that was something that Martha and Jessie were going to have to look into. She'd already gotten lots of information from adoption agencies. It would take a little while, but they'd have a little one of their own pretty soon.

"Marty!" Grace called from the counter.

Martha kissed her friend's cheek. "Merry Christmas, Grace."

"Merry Christmas, honey. This is a great way to spend Christmas Eve. Your little guy is quite the hostess, isn't he?"

Martha laughed, "He is, isn't he. Look at him. Pretty as a picture and he has everything under control. Unbelievable."

Grace smiled at her friend as Martha continued to watch Jessie. "You guys really are a perfect couple, you know. He needed a family and you needed..."

"A wife," Martha said. "I needed a wife and now I have the perfect, beautiful little homemaker. He is the best Christmas present I could have ever asked for, Grace. I am a very lucky woman."

Grace smiled, "And so is he, babe. He is one, very lucky, woman."
 
THE END... until next time.
 

Hawaiian Retreat - 1

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  • Clara

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
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  • Crossdressing

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  • Sweet / Sentimental
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Hawaiian Retreat: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Donnie is taken aback when his friend Mitch asks him to accompany him to Hawaii
and act as his girlfriend. Donnie, of course, says 'no,' but Mitch makes him an
offer he can't refuse.

I kind of rushed right into this new series. I truly hope that you like this!


 
Author's Note: Please let me know what you think of this story? I really do try to be creative and come up with new ideas all the time. ~Clara.
 
This version of Hawaiian Retreat: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

"You are out of your freaking mind, Mitch!" I couldn't believe that he was serious about this.

"Donnie, you've pulled it off before! You can do it. I really need your help!"

"Ask someone else, Mitch! Ask my sister, Marie. We look enough alike. That will work."

"Well, maybe she'd look like you, but since you were so sociable at the Halloween party, and became friends with almost every female partner, secretary or spouse, you've become the subject of conversation ever since. 'When are you and Dawn coming for drinks? When are you and Dawn going to move in together? When are you going to propose to Dawn?' Christ, Donnie, my office manager took a picture of the two of us together and put it in a frame for me. It sits on a shelf in my office and everyone who comes in sees it. As far as everyone at the firm is concerned, you and I are a couple."

"Well, that's not exactly my fault, is it? I did you a favor then, but that's it. Tell them we broke up. Tell her I died in a freak skiing accident. I don't care."

Mitch put down his beer and stood, all six foot two of him, and he paced around the small living room of my small house. "Look, Donnie... I'm sorry, but I really need your help. The firm really prefers that associates be settled and married before they are considered for partnerships. I... you know how I am, Don... I've never had the guts to ask a girl out. I really screwed up, here. You were so great at Halloween that I just kept up the masquerade and I told people stories about how we were dating and... shit, Donnie... please. Please. Please. I need your help."

Let me back up - I was once a successful person. I was living with my high school sweetheart in a little house we'd bought together. I was making a decent living as a graphic artist and Nancy, my high school sweetheart, was an events manager at the biggest hotel in town. We were happy, I thought. Mitch had gone to school with Nancy and me and he was always around, too. He saw the clouds on the horizon long before I did.

See, I'd gained a lot of weight since high school and Nancy was getting more into health and fitness as our thirtieth birthdays approached. It was becoming an issue, shall we say.

Then, last April, just as Nancy was staring to lose interest in sex, the company I worked for was bought by a huge advertising firm and I became,
as the Brits say, redundant. I got a reasonable separation package, but that was the last straw for Nancy. One day I went to an interview and when I got home, she was all moved out.

Anyway, by October, I was still unemployed, although, I'd managed to lose a lot of weight through a very strict diet - I kind of ignored the exercise part for a while, which left me with some odd flabbiness on my chest and hips.

So, as Halloween approached, my twin sister, Marie, had an idea for a fun costume. We went to a friend's party as 'The Mystery Crew' from Scooby Doo with Mitch dressed as Fred, Marie's wife, Hilda, who is very tall and lanky, as Shaggy, Marie as Daphne and a big, stuffed, plush Scooby Doo, which, of course left me as Velma.

Hey, it was just a fun for one night and besides, I'd gone out as a girl on Halloween before. See, Marie and I have two older sisters as well, so
there were always plenty of girls costumes around and my mother, God rest her soul, was a single mother who never had an extra nickel to spare. I’m no dwarf or anything, I mean I’m just shy of five foot seven, which makes me a little shorter than all three of my sisters, so the costumes always fit.

The disconcerting part of the costume was how well I filled it out. The push-up bra and a couple of gel inserts gave me some very convincing breasts and the high waisted girdle that Marie provided gave me a twenty-six inch waist. Once I was shaved and in my lingerie, the whole thing came together with just a wig and some very clever makeup provided by Hilda, who is a hair and makeup artist for the burgeoning film industry here in New England.

Just some harmless fun, right?

Yeah, well, it was until a couple of partners from Mitch’s law firm showed up and my sister, who, like me, had had a few drinks, introduced me as Mitch’s girlfriend. Yeah, big joke, right? Well, I thought so and I played the part to the hilt. So well, in fact, that the two partners insisted that I attend the firm’s Halloween party the next night. I was just tipsy enough to say I’d see them there. Of course, that was the furthest thing from my mind, but I said it anyway.

The next morning, in the cold, sober light of day, I flat out refused to do it, of course, but Mitch was really upset.

‘I didn’t tell you to accept the invitation, Donnie,’ he said, more worried than I’d ever seen him. ‘You promised them, Donnie. You promised to be there. If you don’t go, I’ll look like a schmuck and I can’t afford that. This is my career, Donnie! This could set my career track back by years. You created this problem, come on!’

Marie, of course, thought the whole thing was hilarious and sided with Mitch.

Long story short, I was Velma once again that night. Mitch introduced me as his girlfriend ‘Dawn’ and, once I got a few drinks into me and I loosened up a bit, I really got into it, again. I was all smiles and chat and I really enjoyed the fact that I was putting one over on all these high powered lawyers and their trophy wives. Truth be told, I had a blast, but to be honest, a lot of the details about that night are still pretty fuzzy. I can handle a beer or two, no problem, but they were putting champagne flute after champagne flute into my hand all evening long. Apparently, I remained charming and funny all evening though and, come the next Monday morning, Mitch’s girlfriend Dawn was the talk of the office – and remained such, I guess.

Ok, back to that Thursday night in February in my living room.

"Look, Donnie, it’s six days in Hawaii in the middle of winter for a company retreat. Sunshine, warm weather, beautiful beaches and it wouldn’t cost you a cent!"

"No."

"I’ll give you my credit card. You can buy all the clothes and anything else you’ll need."

"No."

"I’ll pay for you to take a helicopter tour."

"No."

"I’ll pay your mortgage."

That brought me to a dead stop. I could barely afford the house when Nancy was living with me. Now... I was in arrears a few months. "My mortgage?"

Mitch nodded. "How far behind are you?"

"Two months right now, but... it’ll be three on the first of March."

"What’s your monthly payment?"

He was serious!? "Eleven hundred and eight five dollars."

"So, four thousand would get you ahead of the bank for a while?"

"Well, yeah, but..."

"I’ll give you eleven thousand, eight hundred and fifty to do this."

"What?"

Mitch shrugged, "That’s ten months of mortgage payments. That will get you ahead of the bank and give you some time to find a new job. Is it a deal?"

I sat forward on my sofa and thought about it. Geez, ten months. I could really use the money and the time. "Can I think about it?"

Mitch nodded and grabbed his jacket and said, "Ok. Let me know by noon tomorrow, though, ok? ‘Cause if you don’t do it, I need to figure out something else. We leave next Wednesday. I know that’s short notice. I was trying to come up with another idea, but everyone kept telling me how excited they were to get to know Dawn. I didn’t know what else to do." He stood awkwardly by the door before leaving and I couldn’t think of anything to say. Finally he said, "I really am sorry to put you in this position, Don, but... talk to you tomorrow."

I didn’t sleep a lot that night. I mean, who wouldn’t want to take a trip to Hawaii in the middle of a New England winter, but did I want to do it this way? I needed to sound out the pros and cons of this whole situation, so at seven thirty that morning I called my closest friend other than Mitch.

The phone rang a couple of times before Marie picked up. "Donnie!? What’s wrong?"

"Nothing, Marie. I just need to talk to you."

"Geez um crow, Donnie, what time is it?"

"Seven thirty. Were you asleep?"

"Of course I was asleep, Donnie. I worked second shift at the hospital last night. I’ve only been asleep four hours. This had better be important."

I explained the situation to which Marie replied, "So, do you want to do it?" She just took it all in stride.

"I don’t know, Rie. I mean, yeah, I want the money, but I don’t think I could pull it off."

"Why not, you did great at Halloween. From what I understand, you were the hit of the party!"

I scoffed at that. "Because everyone was drunk, Rie. Including me, by the way."

"Donnie, these retreats are nonstop drinking. You’ll be with the wives and girlfriends. You’ll start the day with bloody Mary’s and mimosas. By lunch, it’ll be champagne cocktails and drinks in pineapple rinds. By dinner it’ll be wine and scorpion bowls."

"So... what are you saying?"

"I’m saying that Mitch’s little scheme may buy you eight or ten months to find a new job and as long as it’s not too demeaning to your male ego, you could have a really fun week."

"As a girl."

"As a trophy girlfriend, Donnie. All expenses paid, a week of shopping and salon visits before you go, massages and facials in the spa at the resort, dinner and dancing in beautiful clothes every night... What more could a girl ask for?"

I was quiet for a moment when Marie asked me a question that gave me pause.

"Is Mitch gay?"

I stuttered when I answered. "Mitch? No. He’s straight. Why would you ask that?"

"Well," Marie considered that for a moment, "he’s, what, six two or three, he works out all the time, that blonde hair of his is to die for and he’s thirty one years old and never gone on a date. He bought a house right across the street from his parents, too. Sounds a bit gay to me."

I laughed, "Yeah, well, you’re a lesbian and neither you nor Hilda has ever played softball worn, or your hair like a marine. Of all the people to be spouting off stereotypes, I never figured it would be you."

Then, without a moment of hesitation she said, "Are you?"

I was so surprised by the question that could barely respond. I sputtered for at least ten seconds before words came out.
"I...wh...me...how... why would you... What are you talking about!? I was with Nancy since eighth grade!"

"And now you’re considering going half way around the world as another man’s date. I’m just asking. Don’t be offended. I’m gay and I’m very happy about it."

"And I’m very happy for you," I said sincerely. I guess she didn’t really mean anything by the question, but no one’s ever asked me that before.

"Ok, here’s what we’re going to do. I’m awake, now, so I’m coming over. Make me a nice omelet for breakfast, please. We’ll talk this through, you’ll let me take a look at what we have to work with – that means you’ll get naked so I can see how you look – then I want to hear from Mitch that he’s actually going to pay for everything he’s offering, especially your mortgage payments. I’ll be there in fifteen minutes."

When she arrived, we sat at the table and I nibbled my cheese omelet while Marie devoured her western omelet, and we looked at Mitch’s proposition from every angle. Marie made a list of what Mitch and I had to gain, collectively and individually, and what we each had to lose.

There was a lot we had to gain, but the ‘what we have to lose’ column was much scarier.

If I didn’t do it, Mitch could lose his job and I could lose my house.

If I did it, but didn’t do it well, then we’d end up with the same possibilities.

"So," Marie put down her pen, "you should do it and you should go all the way and be the prettiest, most personable little trophy girlfriend at the resort."

I held my head in my hands and considered what I might be taking on. "Rie, if I decide to do this, I’m going to need you and Hilda to support me. I can’t do it alone."

Marie laughed a huge burst of laughter. "Support you? Donnie, if you do this, you can’t do it halfway. You only have five days to get everything you need and learn how to pass as a woman. You don’t need my support, little sister, you need me to teach you how to walk, how to talk, how to do your makeup, how to eat, how to drink, how to go to the ladies room! Donnie, I’m going to be the puppet master and you’re going to be my Barbie doll. It’s all or nothing, stud. What do you say?"

I took a deep breath and thought about the whole thing. It was stupid, it was risky and it was potentially embarrassing, but – "Ok. I’ll do it."

"Really? Awesome!" Suddenly Marie was thrilled! "Let’s call Mitch and I’ll confirm everything with him, first. If he agrees to all of it, we’ll get started!"

We called and had a long chat on speaker phone. Mitch confirmed everything and said that he’d drop off a credit card that evening.

As the call was winding down, I said, "I think it would be best if you stayed away for a week or so, till I’m comfortable with this."

"Sure, sure," Mitch agreed, but Marie had different plans.

"No, no, no! Tomorrow night, you and Donnie are double dating with Hilda and me. Someplace nice."

"Tomorrow!?" I couldn’t believe she wanted to do something so quickly.

"Yes, tomorrow! If you don’t start now, you’ll never learn. Every second counts. You make your debut tomorrow night – end of story. And I think that the two of you should be going out together as much as possible between then and next Wednesday. That way you can work on being comfortable as a couple."

Alright, so that all made me pretty freaking nervous, but at least a decision had been made.

"Here," Marie said, pushing my phone towards me. "You make arrangements with your new boyfriend while I make a call on my phone. I’ll be right back."

I took the phone off of speaker and held it to my ear. "Hi, Mitch. Let me know what restaurant you get reservations for and what time you want to meet there, ok?"

"Yeah... ok. Why don’t we say we’ll go to Anthony’s for dinner and I think I should pick you up, ok? And... hey... Donnie... thanks, pal. I mean it. I know this is a big ask, but... you’re the best. Really."

Mitch wasn’t usually the most eloquent person at a dinner party, but that last sentence was pretty incoherent, even for him.

I didn’t know quite what to say at that moment, so I asked, "Are you sure you can afford this, Mitch. I mean, you’re offering me more than ten thousand dollars in mortgage payments as well as letting my sister loose with your credit card. That’s bound to run you more than another couple of grand. Maybe it would be better to just tell them the truth."

I heard Mitch sigh. "Don, I make around half a million dollars every year, give or take a few tens of thousands of dollars. My house is paid for, my car is a lease and I don’t travel unless I have to do it for work. I’ve been offering you help on your mortgage for months, but you wouldn’t take it. What do you owe on it? One fifty, two hundred thousand? If you want that much, it’s yours. But my job is everything to me. This is the only firm in the area that works on the kinds of cases I care about and I don’t want to lose it or be embarrassed by showing up alone after telling everyone that I was still dating that great girl named Dawn that everyone met at the Halloween party. I promise that after this retreat, I’ll tell them we broke up or something."

I smirked. "Ok, but make the break up your fault. I’m way too nice to be the villain in your fictional world."

He chuckled on the other end of the call. "Deal. Thanks, dude. I love you."

I laughed at the word ‘dude.’ He’d have to get used to something else to call me. "Love you too, pal."

Now, that ‘I love you’ stuff might seem a little sissy-ish out of context, but we’d been saying it to each other for like fifteen years. It started as a joke. Marie, Mitch and I used to always go to school together and Marie used to always kiss my cheek and say, ‘I love you,’ before we’d separate to go to our own classes. It was something that my mom always insisted on. Rie was always faithful about saying it, but it embarrassed me to have her say it to me, or to have to respond with the required ‘love you, too.’ It became such a big deal that Mitch picked up on Marie’s theme and started always saying, ‘I love you,’ whenever we’d go our separate ways. He though it was hilarious and Mitch is one of those guys who thinks that if something is funny the first time, then it’s going to be funny the ten billionth time, too. Then, it just sort of became a thing. More often than not, that’s how Mitch said goodbye. The previous night was actually kind of unusual when he left without saying it.

I was putting our breakfast dishes into the washer when Marie came back in and was grabbing her coat and purse in a big rush. "Come on. We have to get going right now."

I shook my head in confusion. "Where are we going?"

I called my hairdresser, Renee, and told her what you’re doing. She says that she doesn’t have any appointments until four thirty today, so if I can get you to the salon now, she can give you the works right now."

"The works?" I asked. That was an ominous phrase.

"Yeah," she wrapped a scarf around her neck. "The works. Waxing, eyebrows, mani/pedi, extensions... the works. Come on, let’s go."

I was confused, though. "I thought you were going to take my measurements."

"I will, Donnie. You’ll be naked there as well."

I nearly passed out at that statement.

"What?"

"Donnie, come on! We have to go!"

So, off I went, like a lamb to slaughter.

I didn’t know Renee, Marie’s hair dresser, which helped a bit, but the whole experience was something very alien to me. The smells, the colors, everything was entirely beyond my experience. From the moment we entered, I was completely confused and flustered by everything happening around me.

Renee said hello and pushed me right into the waxing area, a curtained off area in the back. The chairs in the salon were filled with women, mostly older women, probably due to the time of day, who didn’t really pay attention to me or Marie as Renee pushed us through the salon.

"So, are we waxing just the arms and legs or are we doing a bikini wax, too?" Renee was very businesslike, but the problem was that I didn’t understand the business. Before I could answer, Marie took charge.

"Let’s do everything just to be sure. He’s going to Hawaii as a trophy girlfriend, so being hairless will make it easier to wear high end clothes."

Renee nodded and said, "Sounds good. Why don’t you strip down and we’ll get started. His eyebrows are pretty bushy, too. Waxing will probably be best there, too."

Instinctively, I touched my brows as if you protect them, but Marie pushed my hands aside and began unbuttoning the flannel shirt I was wearing.

I started helping her and I pulled the shirt off revealing my rather unorthodox undershirt.

"What on earth is that?" Marie asked.

I just sighed. "It a compression shirt, ok. You know how flabby my chest is. This helps."

"Huh," Marie giggled. "I’m the lesbian, but my brother is the one binding his boobs down. Take it off for me."

As I pulled the tight fitting, spandex garment off, Marie undid my belt and dropped my jeans to the floor, leaving me in my plaid boxers.

"Holy shit," Marie muttered as I struggled to get the compression shirt past my head.

"What?" I asked.

"Donnie... have you seen a doctor about your boobs?"

I looked down and looked at my flabby chest. "Yeah. She told me to do some light barbell exercises to tighten up my back and shoulder muscles and that would, eventually, tighten up my pecs."

Renee stepped forward and touched my right breast. "These are pretty impressive for a guy, Don. I mean, just guessing, I think you might be a ‘B’ cup already."

I laughed because I was sure that they were teasing me. "Yeah, sure. The exercise have been helping, though. They were bigger and flabbier before."

"Yeah, they’re perky, now," Marie teased – well, I thought she was teasing. It turned out, she wasn’t. "Let me just take a few measurements so I can run out and grab you a few things. We’ll do some real shopping tomorrow once we have Mitch’s card, but you can’t get all girly here and then leave in jeans and a flannel shirt."

As Marie took the measurements, Renee asked Marie, certainly not me, "Are we doing extensions, then? A wig would be pretty hot and cumbersome in Hawaii."

"Yes," Katie asked as she entered my measurements into her phone. "How long can you make it with extensions?"

Renee ran her hands through my shaggy, but certainly not long, hair and sighed. "As long as you want up to about twenty six inches. That would bring his hair down to his waist, but if you want some volume, it’s going to take an awful lot of extension pieces."

"Do you you have enough to do it?" Marie was done with her measurements, but now seemed overly interested in my chest fat.

"Sure, but it’ll cost a lot and take a few hours to get it all woven in." Renee was looking at my hair without really looking at me in any way and she spoke as if I wasn’t even there.

Marie fiddled with her phone for a moment and brought up a picture of the actress Hailey Steinfeld who’s hair hung full and thickly down her back, all the way to her perfect rear end. "Something like this would look great on him."

Renee giggled at the picture. "I can do that, but your looking at a pretty big price tag for real human hair."

"Perfect!" Marie smiled. "Like I told you on the phone, though, I’ll have to come by and pay for all of this tomorrow when I have Donnie’s boyfriend’s credit card."

"No problem," Renee said, but I couldn’t just let that remark pass.

"Mitch is not my boyfriend..."

"Hush," my twin sister said without even looking at me. "Can you take care of him while I run out and do some shopping?"

"Of course," Renee smiled. "Take off your boxers and jump up on the table, Donnie. You’re not all that hairy. This shouldn’t hurt all that much."

Well, I dropped my boxers and laid down on the table. Renee covered my bottom half with a sheet and went to work, starting with my eyebrows. It was at that moment that I realized what a liar Renee actually was because it hurt. It hurt a lot. It hurt like hell and it was all I could do to keep from shouting out in pain over the torture I was being put through!

After the eyebrows, the waxing of the sparse hair on my torso was a welcome relief. Even doing my arms wasn’t all that bad. My feet were a little sensitive, but by the time she’d gotten to the tearing out of hundreds of hairs and their follicles on my legs, I was pretty much numb to it all. That is until she got to... my bikini area.

"This is going to hurt a bit," Renee said, completely unreassured as I felt the warm wax and material being applied to my lower abdomen. "Try not to shout, though, please."

Well, that didn’t calm me much.

Then, before I could really think about it, she pulled the congealed wax covered material free of my skin taking a large strip of my pubic hair with it. My eyes shot wide open and my breath caught in my throat. Renee saw that. My eyes were watery and she smiled sympathetically. "It only hurts this badly the first time, Donnie. If you maintain it, waxing is actually a pretty pleasurable experience. You’ll see."

I shook my head. "Never again," I gasped.

"We’ll see," Renee smiled as she spread the warm wax on another part of my pubic hair. "Take a deep breath, now. We’re almost done."

A few dozen terrible pulls later and she said, "That’s almost all of it, I don’t think I’ll need to do a male Brazilian for you."

As she busied herself I asked, "What’s a male Brazilian?"

Renee looked at my frightened, limp penis and smiled. "Trust me, you’ll be happier if you never find out." She grabbed an electric trimmer and said, "Just let me trim this up a tiny bit." She turned it on and used the machine on my lower belly, just above my penis. It tickled a bit, but at least it didn’t hurt, so I relaxed for the few moments that it took.

When she put the trimmer down, she put on some rubber gloves and turned to face me, holding a large bottle of a pale pink, viscous substance.

"Oh, God," I whimpered, weakly, "now what?"

Renee smiled. "Relax. It’s skin cream. It’ll sooth your skin. You’ll like it."

And boy, did I ever like it! It felt like the fire on my skin was being put out. It was wonderful. It was also very fragrant, which is an odd thing for a guy. I mean, in the thirty one years I’d been on the earth, if I smelled my own scent, that was usually a really bad thing. Now, all of a sudden, I was being scented. I didn’t mention this to Renee because I knew that her response would be along the lines of ‘get used to it.’

"Feel better?" Renee asked as she finished.

"Much," I smiled as I was handed a dark blue nylon robe. As I put it on, though, I glanced down at denuded body and that’s when I noticed that there was still a patch of hair remaining, just above my penis.

I pointed this out to Renee, who handed me a hand mirror. "Take a look," she grinned.

I held the mirror down by my groin and saw a perfectly shaped little heart constructed from my shortened pubic hair. "Seriously?" I shook my head.

"It’s something cute and just a little naughty. Rich girls like that."

"I’m not a rich girl," I laughed.

"Not now, honey, but from what Marie was saying, you’re about to be. At least for a while."

I thought that was funny and I laughed a little, but Renee didn’t. "A lot of my clients are rich girls, Don. They’re the pretty sorority girls in colleges and they network their way into country clubs and social circles that help them snare handsome, rich husbands. They’re smart and they’re pretty and they are focused on nabbing the right man. All of them like to have a little, secret, slutty something to make their boyfriends crazy in the bedroom. Those little hearts are very popular. They stay hidden in their panties and their boyfriends know that they’re there. It drives them nuts."

I rolled my eyes at her. "Trust me, no one’s going to see this but you and me."

Renee stood tall and put her hand on my shoulder. "You say that now, Donnie, but you’re entering some pretty dangerous territory. I promise you, once I’m done with you, whoever this guy is, he’s going to be attracted to you, and these girls you’ll be spending time with... you’re thinking about them as flirty little airheads. They’re not. They’re sharks. They’re well educated, fearless, powerful beautiful sharks who will eat you alive and smile while they’re doing it. I can make you look perfect, but you need to be aware of what you’re getting into. That little heart is like a badge that you’re part of their club. Even if no one sees it, just knowing it’s there will help you fit in."

I took all that in and then nodded. "Ok, then. Thank you."

She winked at me, "You’re welcome, and when this is all over, I guarantee you that you’re going to come back in here and tell me how much your boyfriend loved that little heart."

"He’s my friend, Renee," I blushed and let out a laugh that sounded suspiciously like a giggle, "not my boyfriend and he’s never going to see that... badge."

"Ok," she placed a hand on my back and guided me toward the curtain that led to the salon, "let’s see if we can make you really pretty."

I felt very exposed as I walked through the salon in just the thin robe, but when I think about it, none of the other women paid much attention to me. I guess I was just feeling out of place. I did notice that the clock said it was twelve thirty already. That meant that I’d been in the waxing room for several hours. I was getting hungry and there was no sign of my sister. I mentioned that I hadn’t eaten much for breakfast, so Renee gave me a package of peanut butter crackers and a bottle of water as she prepared things. "I’ll give you a ten minute break."

I thanked her and began devouring the eight crackers in the pack. I was on the third cracker-sandwich when Marie suddenly appeared beside me. I was raising the cracker when Marie gently placed her hand on my moving arm. "You’re eating like an man, Donnie. Nibbles and sips. That’s how you need to eat. "

I nodded and looked around to see if anyone had noticed. Nope.

Marie glanced at my legs and smiled. "Sexy! How does it feel?"

"A little chilly, to be honest," I chuckled.

"You’ll get used to it. I bet that you’ll want to stay clean and hairless even after this is over. Everything just feels nicer."

"Well..." I glanced around and no one was near us. " I’m not exactly hairless." I looked at my lap.

"Oh, no. She didn’t leave your bush, did she?"

I shook my head.

A smile drew itself across my sister’s face. "A landing strip?"

I shook my head again.

"Oh, my God, did she give you a little valentine?"

I blushed and nodded.

"Oh, yes! You have to show me!"

"Not now!" I held the hand that was attempting to pull my robe open.

Marie could not contain her excitement. "That’s so cool!"

"Ok," Renee interrupted, "if you really want to go for the twenty six inch extensions, and you want to do it today, then I only have a couple of choices. I don’t have enough medium brown like his natural hair, but I have a darker brown that’s very pretty, and I have this pretty, honey blonde. What do you think?"

She held a strand of the brown on the left side of my face and the blonde on my right and Marie scrutinized both.

"Oh, I like the blonde, don’t you?" My sister announced.

Thinking that she was asking me, I was about to offer an opinion which would have been that I’d have preferred the brown, but The question was actually directed at Renee, and she agreed with Marie.

Renee glanced at the clock and decided that she needed to get someone to help her if she was going to complete my transformation before her appointment. So, another girl was called over and instructed to wash and dye my hair the color of the honey blonde extensions while Renee prepared the human-hair-prosthetics.

My scalp was massaged and scrubbed and conditioned and colored and wrapped in plastic to setup, then my feet were submerged in a warm fluid to soak while a third girl began working on my fingernails. My cuticles were pushed and buffed and polished and then a smoothed and then a decision was made, by my sister, of course, that I should have the best artificial nails available applied and filed to approximately a half an inch longer than my fingers, nothing too crippling, and that they should be a dark, mature, neutral color. Obviously – obvious to everyone except me, of course – I would need to have them recolored before going to Hawaii.

Truth be told, I loved the feel of having my nails done. I was lighted headed as the girl worked my fingernails, but when she did my toenails, I was in heaven. If you’ve never had a pedicure, I highly recommend it! It was glorious!

When my hair was colored and Renee was confident that it matched the extensions, both hairdressers set about the arduous task creating the weavings required for attaching the extensions.

"We’re working together to get you through this, Donnie. This many extensions could take four hours or more and we just don’t have that kind of time. If we work together, maybe we’ll get you out of here in a couple of hours."

The feeling of having them both work on my hair was remarkably relaxing. It was as if they were massaging my head.

"No worries," I said. "It feels great."

I heard Rene snicker. "Close your eyes. There’s nothing you can do until we’re done. A lot of people just fall asleep and let us work. You can, too if you want."

"No, I don’t think so," I laughed. "I don’t think I can trust you all enough to not keep an eye on you."

Everyone was laughing at my joke and then, I was out like a light and I slept through the entirety of the rest of the procedure.

"Hey, Donnie," I could hear Marie speaking quietly, encouragingly. "Time to wake up. We have to get you dressed and get going. Come on."

I blinked myself awake and looked around me, a little confused. I snickered at myself. "I really fell asleep?" I shook my head twice, but stopped immediately because the copious amount of hair that now hung from my head swung into my view.

"Whoa..." I mumbled, touching it and marveling at how real and simultaneously unreal it all felt.

I looked to my left and saw Marie, smiling. I panned to the right and saw the hairdresser who had been helping Renee, then a blonde woman I’d not seen before, then Renee and everyone was smiling at me, except the blonde woman, who seemed a bit confused.

Then it dawned on my. There was a mirror right in front of me. The blonde woman wasn’t a woman at all. She was me. Or, my reflection at least. "Holy cow." I didn’t know what else to say.

"And that’s with just a little makeup," Renee smiled at my reaction.

"Hilda’s going to come up with some makeup plans for you after she sees your new coloring," Marie touched my hair and smiled. "Jesus, Donnie, you’re already adorable. This is actually going to work, you know. If you do the homework, you’ll be able to pull this off."

"I think you might be right," I muttered. I touched the hair near my face, pulling it behind my ears to get it out of the way.

"No, no, no," Marie scolded. "Your hair is beautiful and it’s going to be your best asset. NEVER tuck it behind your ears."

"Wait a minute, wait a minute!" I pulled my hair back, again. "How did I sleep through having my ears pierced?" When I fell asleep, my ears had no piercings. Now, each one had a small stone and a larger pearl in the ear lobes and another small stone just at the top of the ears.

Renee laughed. "It’s pretty painless. You didn’t even flinch."

I looked at the little pearls in my ears. There’s something about pearls that I have always loved on a woman. Necklaces, earrings and rings, it doesn’t matter. I love the look of them. Seeing them on me would have been disconcerting, I suppose, if I were actually able to process the fact that the woman with the glistening, blonde hair in the mirror was actually me, but I had not yet reached that level of intellect.

"So?" Marie looked into the mirror to see the look on my face. "What do you think? You’re quite the babe, aren’t you?"

Have you ever been the position of having something completely inappropriate happen to you and you can’t control it? Like being at a funeral and having to suddenly laugh? Or accidentally dropping an ‘F bomb’ in a business meeting? Well, that’s how I felt, all of a sudden. I didn’t want to do it and I wasn’t thinking about anything that should make me do it, but... maybe it was the feminine environment, or the number of beautiful women around me, or maybe it was the silky nylon robe that I was wearing, or maybe the fact that one of the most beautiful women I’d ever seen was staring back at me from the mirror and she was checking me out in exactly the same way that I was checking her out... I don’t know why, but suddenly, parts of me were starting to stiffen up in a very unladylike way.

"I... I guess it’s a good start..." I sputtered, not really sure what I should say.

The women around me thought that was funny. "A very good start," Marie laughed. "Come on. We need to get you out back and get you dressed. We have to get going, pretty soon. We’re meeting Hilda for dinner, then I have to get to work."

Marie grabbed a couple of bags and her coat, while Renee pushed a rolling table she’d been using to the side and her assistant walked away and all the while, I just sat there growing harder and feeling more uncomfortable by the second.

Marie was moving towards the waxing area with her arms filled. She stopped and looked at me. "Coming?" She asked, impatiently.

I glanced around. "Quite possibly and maybe very soon," I said, flippantly.

Marie screwed up her face. "What are you talking about? Come on."

"I can’t." I used my eyes to indicate the situation.

Marie looked from my face to my groin several times before a smile played on her lips. "You’ve got to be kidding."

I shook my head.

She leaned forward. "First off, knees together, Princess. Someone might see your friend if your not careful."

I did my best, but it wasn’t easy.

"Now, get yourself under control." She hissed, sounding stern, but finding it amusing, none the less.

I took deep breaths, but I was still over stimulated. "It’s not working."

"Ok, think about baseball or something. I hear that helps."

"It’s doesn’t," I shook my head. "Just need a few minutes without thinking OR TALKING about it and I’ll be able to stand up."

"Ok." Marie leaned against the counter and waited about ten seconds before saying, "I’m cramping a lot today. My flow has been very heavy this month and I’m going through tampons like water. I ruined three pairs of panties just yesterday and I feel so bloated and moody. Just last night..."

"Alright!" I held up both hands to stop her. "You’ve done it. In fact, I may never get hard again."

When we got to the waxing area, Marie opened the bags and dug through them. The first items that she pulled out were a very pretty bra and panty set. Both were silky and lace-covered. She held them out to me.

"They’re mine?" I asked with my eyes wide.

"Yes. Put them on. We’re running late."

"Rie, when I dressed for Halloween, I wore a really plain bra and my own tighty-whities. I kind of thought that..."

"Well, you thought wrong and you agreed to do what I told you to do. Now, put them on."

"Alright, alright!" I turned and undid the belt of the robe I wore and I pulled the panties up my newly smooth legs. Truth be told, it felt amazing! The soft, smooth material felt cool and elegant against my skin.

"And tuck that thing between your legs, too," she scolded. "I bought you the last pair of slacks you’ll be wearing for a while, so we need to be sure that it looks right."

When I got the panties up, I stood straight and was nearly blinded by the amount of hair that fell onto my face. I used both hands to push it back, but I was corrected by Marie. "I asked Renee to do your hair with no part, so it just flows back from your face. Just use one hand, put your thumb on one side of your forehead and your pinkie on the other, then run your hand towards the back of your head and it will fall into place. You may need to lean back a little and shake your head gently to let it all fall free."

I did as I was told and it worked fine. So, I took off the robe and moved on to the bra. Before I put it on, though, Marie stopped me and inspected my chest. Now, my sisters are all smart and successful, but Marie, who is an X-ray technician, tends to think of herself as a doctor. She fingered the protruding fatty areas of my chest and made some ‘hmm’ noises. "When you talked to your doctor, did she suggest having your breasts removed surgically?"

I sighed. "No, Rie, she didn’t, and do you know why? Because they are not breasts, they are just problem fatty areas that I need to work on, AND, DOCTOR MARIE, because she knows nearly as well as my twin sister should that I am allergic to most forms of anesthetic, so the risk of being put to sleep for surgery is much higher for me than for most other people. So, for now, I will wear a compression shirt and work on the problem."

Marie shook her head. "I was just asking. But, for now, you’ll wear a well fitting bra and that will help with this little rash you have under your boobs."

"Rash."

"Yes. Your ‘fatty areas’ have ‘sweaty boob rash’ under them. That’s from wearing the compression shirt. Wear a nice bra for a few days and it’ll be gone. Turn around."

I did and Marie guided the bra up my arms and guided the hooks into the eyes in the back. Then she turned me to face her and adjusted my flesh in the cups and, I must admit, although I admit it reluctantly, I nearly filled out the bra. There was still some space in it, but not an awful lot.

"Yeah – those are just fatty areas. Definitely NOT boobs," Marie teased.

I was very embarrassed. "What size is this bra?"

"It’s a 32B, champ." She put her hands on the bra’s cups and squeezed. "You’ve got a nice handful there. Mitch is going to enjoy that."

"Very funny," I huffed. "Pants, please?"

"Ok, but first," Marie very quickly pulled the front of my panties down about four inches to reveal the heart shaped patch of short trimmed hair that Renee had left behind. "Oh! It’s adorable!"

I pulled away immediately, more than a bit shocked by Marie’s brazenness. "Hey! Knock it off. Come on, give me the pants!"

"They’re slacks, not pants, and they are pretty dressy slacks, too. They’re lined, so be careful putting them on. The zipper goes on the left."

It’s weird, but buttoning the slacks and pulling up the zipper, a chore that is very easy when the zipper is in the front, where a zipper belongs, is a very challenging job when the zipper is on your left hip. Marie eventually had to do it for me.

The slacks were more comfortable than any pants that I’d ever worn before, but they were a little long. Marie assured me that that was due to the fact that I had not put on my heels, yet.

I was a bit nervous about wearing heals – when I dressed up as Velma from Scooby-Doo, I wore some pretty clunky flats – but the chunky two inch heels that Marie provided that day were no more challenging to wear than cowboy boots.

The top was a maroon, tunic length sweater with a broad cable pattern that clung to my top and flared near my hips, disguising my lack of width there.

"That’s comfortable, right?" Marie asked taking in how I looked.

I pushed my hair out of my face for perhaps the eightieth time in the last three minutes and said that it was quite comfortable. I add that, if this was the kind of clothing I’d be wearing the whole time, I was fine with that.

Marie’s laugh indicated that I would not be wearing things like this for long.

All the way to the restaurant, Marie lectured me on hair and skin care, telling me what I’d need to do before bed – brushing my hair at least two hundred times, cleaning my face with makeup remover, using skin cream everywhere... it sounded like a three hour regime, but Marie promised me that it would take less than an hour tonight and that I would get faster within a few days.

When we arrived at the Indian restaurant that my sister ALWAYS picked for dinner, we entered and I was suddenly frighteningly aware of the fact that I was dressed as I was. I know that sounds weird, but back at the salon, I was more overwhelmed with fatigue and hunger to really think about it. I’d been there for nearly six hours by the time I left and in that time, no one had so much as looked twice at me. Now, as I stepped into the darkened restaurant, I caught sight of myself in a mirror in the lobby and my knees nearly gave out on me. What was I doing in a public place like this dressed like a woman?

I guess my concerns were put to rest when the hostess arrived and not only greeted us as ‘ladies,’ but also complimented my sweater as she guided us to a table where my gorgeous, Austrian sister-in-law, Hilda, sat waiting, already nursing a martini, her drink of choice.

She stood as we approached, gave each of us kisses on our cheeks and allowed Marie to enter the booth before she sat again. I sat opposite them and Hilda, who is easily six feet tall, very lanky in a way that most women would be self conscious about, but she turns into a sexy demeanor, looked me over, taking my hand in hers and smiling.

Before I move on, if you think that I might have ‘a thing’ for my sister-in-law, then you’re right, but it is just an infatuation – nothing I’d ever act on. She’s not just beautiful, she carries herself with a sense of confidence that I’ve never seen in another woman. I don’t feel anything sexual towards her, she’s just kind of like a superhero to me. I’m in awe of her the way I’d be in awe of Superman.

So, anyway, Hilda said, "Well, well, well, look at this beautiful lady." Her faint but still distinguishable accent making everything she said sound exotic. "I love the hair. So luxurious. Do you like it?"

Once again, I pushed my hair off of my face. "It’s taking some getting used to," I smiled. I’d lost track of how many times I’d performed that motion since waking up in the salon.

"Well, it’s very pretty, and you’re very pretty, too, Donnie."

Just then, Marie’s phone rang. She grabbed it said, "It’s Mitch." She took the call. Mitch was at my house earlier than we expected and wanted to drop off the credit card. She told him to come by the restaurant and text her from the parking lot. "I don’t want you seeing your new girlfriend until tomorrow night."

"He’ll be here in five minutes or so," Marie smiled. "Ok, so I have to work tonight, so Hilda is going to take you home and help you get ready for bed. Is it ok if she stays in your guest room for tonight? Tomorrow morning she’s going to do step by step makeup lessons with you. She’ll give you makeup plans for day time make up, evening makeup and special occasion makeup. By the time I get there, around noon, you’ll be an expert." Both of them laughed at that.

"With your new blonde hair," Hilda reached over and touched the hair that was draped over my shoulder, "you can have some very different looks for each part of the day or each event. This should all come pretty easily to you, Donnie, after all, you are an artist. Just think of your face as a canvas and it’ll be easy."

I rolled my eyes at this. "Different looks for different time of day? Do you guys do that?"

"Sometimes," Marie smiled, "but we’re not moving in the same circles that you’re going to be moving in. For trophy wives, makeup is part of the job."

I snickered. "In all the time I lived with Nancy, I never once saw her wear her makeup differently. It was the same every day."

"Well, to be fair," Marie shrugged, "you didn’t give her a lot of reasons to get all gussied up, did you? Hanging out on the couch or at some sports bar with you and Mitch aren’t exactly ‘events,’ now are they?" The look of derision on my sister’s face indicated a lack of enthusiasm for my life style.

Before I could defend myself, Marie’s phone chirped. "Mitch is outside. I’ll be right back."

Hilda stood and let her out and Marie disappeared through the restaurant.

"Look, Donnie," Hilda suddenly sounded very sympathetic, "I know this whole Nancy thing must be kind of tough for you. I’m sorry about that."

I was perplexed by that remark. Nancy and I had been apart for quite a while now and I’d been with Hilda at least a dozen times since the breakup. "I’m fine, Hildie. It’s been a long time since she left. I’m ok."

Hilda looked confused. "No, I mean..." she stopped and thought for a moment. "...umm... never mind."

Now, she really and my attention! "Wait... is Nancy ok? Did something happen to her?" Look, Nancy and I had broken up, but I still had strong feelings for her. I certainly didn’t want anything bad to happen to her. "Is she ok?"

Hilda deflated a bit. I could see that she’d opened up a door that she’d not meant to open. "No, she’s fine, Donnie, it’s just... well... last week, Rie and I were out shopping and we ran into Nancy and she... well, I’m sorry to be the one to have to tell you, but... she’s engaged. She’s
marrying a guy named Craig in October."

"Oh..." You know how you feel like something is over but then, like completely out of the blue, you realize it’s not. I mean, I knew that Nancy and I were over, she’d made that very clear, and I understood that she wanted different things from her life than I wanted from mine. We’d parted mostly amicably and I knew that is was done, but there was some part of me that fantasized that I’d run into her one day and the we’d end up together again. So, even though it shouldn’t have, Hilda’s news slammed into me like a runaway truck.

I guess that the impact of the news was written on my face, because Hilda grabbed my hands and squeezed them affectionately. "Donnie... I’m sorry that I blurted it out like that. I thought you knew. Are you ok?"

I nodded. "Yeah... yeah... I’m fine. Sorry. I just didn’t think that... hey, you know what, that’s great! Good for her. I wish her the very best." I nodded, unconvincingly.

Marie came bounding back in, happy as a golden retriever, showing us Mitch’s credit card. "I told Mitch to be ready to call his bank and report that his credit card was about to be melted." She laughed as Hilda let her back into the bench. She looked at me and then at Hilda and asked, "What did I miss? Did someone kill a kitten or something?"

I shook my head and took a deep breath to keep myself from becoming emotional over something that I knew had been inevitable.

"I thought you’d told Donnie about Nancy and Craig." Hilda said, almost scolding her wife.

"Oh..." Marie looked at me with sadness. "I’m sorry, Donnie. I didn’t want to tell you on the phone and today was the first time I saw you since we ran into them. I guess I just got caught up in getting you ready. Sorry. Are you ok?"

I nodded and sniffled a little as I replied, "Yeah, yeah, I’m ok. His name is Craig? Does he seem like a nice guy?"

Marie shrugged. "I guess. He’s a good looking guy, I guess. Tall. Handsome in an athletic way. Seems pretty well off. He’s an accountant, he said. He seemed very pleasant."

I shook my head. "Good looking, tall, athletic, well off..." I muttered, feeling very sorry for myself. "Everything I couldn’t give her, I guess."

"Alright, stop it," Hilda said with uncharacteristic force. "You’re a great guy, Donnie, and you know it. Now, come on – no feeling sorry for yourself. Nancy was a big part of your life, but that part ended and now you’re moving on. You need to be a grownup about this. Be happy for Nancy and start a new path for Donnie."

I smiled at her lecture. She was right, but I still needed to process all of this,

"Look at it this way," Marie said, with a lot more optimism than I wanted to be exposed to at that moment, "for the next two weeks, Donnie is going to go away and Dawn is going to experience a whole new life. At the end of those two weeks, Dawn make way for Donnie to come back and start a brand new life. A life without the bank threatening to take away his house or excessive pressure to take a crappy job. It’s a chance to realign you chakra and start anew. You'll have months to find just the right job that will make you happy and you can get back out and meet new people. You’ll find someone, Donnie, I promise."

There was a lot of logic in this argument and you know what? Why the hell not take advantage of this trip? That was that. Right then and there I decided that I was going to make the most of every aspect of this experience. "You’re right," I said with a nod and a grin, "Donnie is gone for the next two weeks. Dawn is going to have a great time and she’s going to come back from Hawaii happy and refreshed. Then Donnie can start all over again!"

"That’s my girl!" My sister applauded. "Let’s get some dinner!"

As promised, Hilda drove me home and gave me strict lessons on the proper cleansing and moisturizing of the female body. She put my hair into several cloth hair ties, one at the back of the top of my head and several along the ponytail to keep it from being pulled as I slept. She also dug out a silk pillow slip that Nancy had left behind. She said that the silk slipcover was better for the extensions because there would be less friction.

I was allowed, mercifully, to sleep in my usual sweat pants and tee shirt, but I was required to wear my bra. When I asked why, I was told that it was important that my breasts get used to the shape of the bra. I thought that was a bit much, but Hilda insisted and I had agreed to do whatever they demanded in order to prepare for the masquerade.

Before I pulled my shirt on, Hilda took a look at my breasts in the bra. As I told you, she works as a makeup artist in the east coast movie industry and she’s very, very good at her job. I don’t just say that because she’s my sister-in-law, I say it because she can be gone for weeks at a time to do a movie in Atlanta, or Florida, or somewhere in the Mid-Atlantic states when she’s not working around here. Luckily, due to the popularity of Stephen King and other authors like him, there was plenty of shows and movies being filmed near our home in New England.

She poked at my flab a bit and thought for a few moments. "Have you ever heard of ‘InstaBreasts?’"

I blinked. "No. Should I have?"

Hilda was in work mode and thinking about what she could contribute. "I suppose not, but I have and I use it a lot. It’s a pretty simple procedure that involves injecting a saline solution into a woman’s breasts to make them look fuller temporarily."

"How temporarily?" This sounded dangerous to me.

"Well, the basic saline injection only lasts twenty four hours. Then the saline is ingested by the woman’s body and she pees it out, but..." I knew that she was about to make a suggestion that I’d have no option but to agree to, but it scared me none the less, "... a few years ago, they developed an upgrade that they call ‘Vacation Breasts’ and they last sixteen to twenty one days before they start to breakdown and get peed out. I think we should consider the ‘Vacation Breasts’ treatment for you, Donnie. It would be a lot safer than inserts in your bra that could shift or even fall out at inopportune moments."

I sighed. I wasn’t real proud of these flabby things hanging on my chest, but they definitely took on a different look once they were supported by a bra. "Would I have to go to a plastic surgeon or something to have this done?"

"No, I’m certified to administer the shots," Hilda said and it was obvious she was making mental notes as she scanned my anatomy. "Not only can I make it so that you fill out the bra more naturally, I can inject them in a pattern that will make them look more like a woman’s breasts and less like moobs."

I hated that term for a man’s boobs – moobs – but I’d heard it a lot.

"I use the procedure more frequently than you’d think," she plied my breasts and thought. "It takes less than a half hour and there’s no bruising or anything. Let’s do it in the morning."

Ok, so I had that to look forward to! I slept pretty well, once I got use to the hair, and I slept unusually late, waking up at eight thirty the next morning. I called out into the hallway and down the stairs to tell Hilda that I was awake, but I got no answer. She must have gone to get her tool kit.

After I performed my usual morning regime which, up till that day, consisted of relieving myself, shaving, brushing my hair just enough to have it lay correctly and brushing and flossing my teeth. Obviously, shaving wasn’t required that morning, and I thought I should wait until for Hilda to brush my hair. I did take it out of the cloth hair ties, though, and took a good long look at this hair and my un-made-up face. I looked... nice, I guess. I definitely looked like a woman, if a somewhat
plain woman, but I knew that Hilda would change that. I smiled and realized that I needed to relax and smile more broadly and more prettily, so I practiced that for a few minutes. Then I practiced laughing. I was getting better at this! Sure, I could do this! Why not?

Then, I practiced how I moved my hair from my face. Marie had been right, if I followed her instructions, I looked more feminine, so I practiced and practiced and practiced and I shook my hair and I smiled and I laughed and I giggled.

I was really getting into it!

Then I practiced my voice. When I was dressed as Velma, I noticed that if I just raised my voice’s pitch a teeny, tiny bit and spoke a bit more expressively than I did normally, I pulled off the deception just fine, so that’s what I tried – and it worked!

"Such a pleasure to meet you!" I said into the mirror. "My name is Dawn. Yes, I’m Mitch’s girlfriend. Oooohhh, that picture of your baby is so beautiful! She looks just like you! Mitch and I? Oh, we’re taking it slow. I don’t think we’re ready for marriage, just yet, but maybe someday..."

"Can I be a bridesmaid?" Came Hilda’s amused interruption from the door to my lavatory.

I sighed as I turned red. "I was just... practicing."

Hilda laughed and smiled. "I know. You were pretty cute, though. Come on. We’re starting with a makeup tutorial."

And we did. Hilda was right, my experience with fine art techniques did make the whole process more easy and I found that if I didn’t think about the face in the mirror as mine, I was able to draw lines and blend colors very easily. That did not apply to fake lashes, though. That was my biggest challenge of the morning, but eventually, I got the hang of it.

Hilda decided I needed three distinct looks – daytime, evening and special event. As I mastered each look, she took three pictures of my made up face – right, center and left – and sent the photos to my phone so I could use them as a guide when doing my makeup on my own.

As noon approached, Hilda suggested that I spend a little time brushing my hair with a much softer brush than I usually used. I went to work on my two hundred strokes and Hilda set about preparing the InstaBreast procedure.

When I’d finished and she was ready, Hilda had me sit in a reclining chair in my living room and spread a cream across my chest.

"This will numb your chest so you don’t feel the needles," she smiled down at me. "Your breasts aren’t as sensitive as a woman’s, of course, but the needles would still hurt without numbing the skin."

I admit, I was relieved.

When I was numb, she went to work and worked very quickly. She began on the out side of each breast and she sat back and compared them against each other to insure that they remained balanced. I had my Alexa smart speaker play some music so I’d have something to listen to. Hilda was so focused on what she was doing that she couldn’t hold a conversation.

As I laid back, I began to think about what the trip might be like. I loved flying, but this was a fourteen hour nonstop from Boston to Hawaii. That’s a long flight! If I was planning it, I probably would make it an overnight flight so I’d sleep through the bulk of it. I wonder if Mitch would plan things the same way, or if the whole company had to fly together.

Then it occurred to me - I’d never get through TSA security with my current license as my only ID. I was about to mention this to Hilda when my front door opened and Marie came bursting in with more shopping bags.

"Hi!" She called.

Hilda sat back with a smile and a sigh and she said, "You’re just in time. Come look."

Marie was still pulling off her heavy jacket as she entered the living room with a smile that turned into an amazed dropped jaw look. "Those are real?"

"As real as yours," Hilda smiled.

"Donnie! This is incredible! You’re a woman! Have you seen these?"

I shook my head as Hilda said, "I just finished. Pretty nice, though, huh?"

Marie shook her head. "Donnie, come see in the mirror." She grabbed my hand and pulled me towards my hall closet. Immediately, I noticed the extra weight and movement of what had been my slightly flabby chest, but now had become my very full breasts.

When she opened the closet door and I saw myself in the full length mirror, I gasped. "Oh, my..." there was a woman looking back at me. A woman with long, luxurious, blonde hair, an impeccably made up face and... boobs. Nicely formed, perky, fleshy, firm, yet yielding... boobs.

"This is awesome!" Marie was bouncing with excitement. "Wait till Mitch sees this! He’s going to flip out!"

"Stop!" I said a bit too loudly. "Mitch is NEVER going to see these things undressed, understood?"

"No," my sister smiled and swayed her shoulders as she spoke in a singsong voice, "but he’ll see them in your bras, and he’ll see them in your blouses, and he’ll see them in your swimsuits, and he’ll see them in your dresses, and most importantly, he’ll see them in your nightie. You are going to be Mitch’s wet dream for the next ten years, little sister. I guarantee it! Come on, we have an appointment with a stylist at Kaminsky’s."

She pulled me back into the living room and pulled items from her bags. She pulled out another pair of panties cover in elaborate lace.

"Oh, wait," Hilda said. "Let me show you how to tape yourself before you put on your panties."

"Tape!?" I was not familiar with this concept and didn’t love the idea of putting tape on my most sensitive part.

"Don’t worry," Hilda smirked. "Your penis will be wrapped in gauze. Here, stand on the second step so I can do this for you."

Well, let me tell you, until you’ve had the sensation of having your balls pushed back up inside of you, you can never understand the feeling. It wasn’t painful, but certainly not pleasant. As Hilda worked, she assured me that I would get used to this procedure and by the time I left for Hawaii it would be as easy as putting on my shoes, but I kind of doubted that she was telling the truth.

She showed me how to wrap the gauze around my shaft and then tape it down in the space where my legs meet using medial tape. It was a little uncomfortable at first, but once the panties were in place, it was fine. Of course, this whole process also involved a great deal of conversation about the heart that had been shaped from my pubic hair just above my penis. With no sign of a male organ there, it was pretty cute. I mean, if I was about to have sex with a woman and I saw a little heart of cropped hair sitting just above her vagina, it would have turned me on, but now that I was taped, getting turned on didn’t seem possible. It was tight enough to discourage those kinds of thoughts.

So, the matching bra was a little tight. Marie suggested that Hilda may have over done them a little, but since we were going to see a stylist, a bra fitting was part of the service.

Eventually, we said good by to Hilda who went home until she was to join us later for dinner with Mitch, and my twin sister and I headed to Kaminsky’s – a very high end women’s clothing store about fifteen miles from my home. For the consultation, Marie dressed me in a very pretty, but plain, denim dress with long sleeves and a knee length skirt. Nothing special as far as I could see, but Marie explained that this was the only dress that she owned that came from Kaminsky’s and that the dress cost a lot more than I suspected. "It’s important that we make a good impression," she said, emphatically.

Let me tell you a little something about my sister’s personality. She is seventeen minutes older than me and she has always acted as if those seventeen minutes gave her decades of wisdom beyond my own. I don’t mean that as an insult, just a tease, but it is true. She is a sweetheart, but she will take over any situation with our hesitation. Type A personality all the way – Maybe even a type A plus personality.

Our older sisters, Claudia and Angela are fourteen years older than us, so it was like there were two families. First my parents raised Claudia and Angela, who are also twins, then, just as they became a bit more independent, they had Marie and me to deal with. Both of them live within an hour of our homes, but we only see them every now and then. Usually at Christmas or a funeral. To give you an idea of how close we are, the last time I went to a family funeral, I saw Angie and asked how her husband was doing, only to be told that they’d been divorced for nearly year.

Other than Mitch, though, Marie has always been my closest friend, Hilda too, I guess, but Marie has always teased me that she wished I’d been a girl so that she had a little sister. I am slightly shorter than her, so she’s got that much to tease me about and, truth be told, we did share a lot of clothing growing up. Polo shirts, tees shirts, anything unisex was in a communal closet in the hallway – that meant that almost all of my shirts were, at some point, worn by Marie. That was fine until Marie started wearing perfume. I would sometimes grab a shirt and head out the door, jump into Mitch’s car and be halfway to school before we’d notice that I smelled like lavender or orchards or bubblegum.

Anyway, she was really into this whole little sister fantasy now that she had an opportunity to act on it in the real world.

We met my stylist, Randall – and he was a ‘Randall’ definitely not a ‘Randy’ – and, as Marie predicted, we began with measurements including a bra fitting. Randall measured me and hemmed and hawed and finally asked, "Are we looking for a new wardrobe or just a few new accent pieces?"

In brief, Marie explained that I had just started dating a new guy who was very successful and that I had a whole series of social events, both formal and casual, coming up, and that I was being taken to Hawaii to support my new beau at a work retreat. So, I would need at least a week’s worth of clothing for the cold of New England and then resort clothes for the trip – including clothes for tropical breakfasts and lunches, semi formal dinners and three formal events.

You could almost see Randall salivating over the commission. "That is a very pricey amount of clothing, ladies," he hissed, "are you sure that you can afford Kaminsky’s style for such a big order?"

Frankly, I was intimidated by this guy’s aloofness, but not Marie. She handed him Mitch’s card and suggested that he not only run the card to check the credit limit, but call Mitch at his office to be sure that he was authorizing the purchases. She jotted down Mitch’s cell number on a scrap of paper and handed it to him.

Randall excused himself for a moment while I stood in my denim dress and fretted and Marie pulled out dress after dress and made sounds of longing. "Promise me that after you get back I can borrow some of the clothes you buy here," she said, feeling the soft materials.

"You can have them all," I smirked.

"We’ll see," Marie smiled. "We’ll see."

When Randall returned, he was not only gracious, he was downright sycophantic. He treated Marie like an heiress, but he continued to speak ‘about’ me rather than ‘to’ me.

"I imagine that you’ve heard that she has a rather boyish body before, right? Well, the best way to deal with her broad shoulders is to show them off and celebrate them and the best way to deal with her lack of hips is to use a waist cincher – nothing too uncomfortable, but something to give her a little more shape. So, where do you want to start?"

Because the afternoon was already waning, Marie suggested that Randall find something in which I would look breathtaking for that night, and then, if we liked his choice, we’d come back the next day and he could lay out all kinds of selections for me.

With that in mind, Randall went to work. Within a few minutes, he had me in a very comfortable and beautiful new bra with a very tight waist cincher wrapped around my midsection showing Marie how well it created curves where none existed before. I might have had something to say about this item of clothing if I could have breathed. It was not at all comfortable, but both Randall and Marie assured me that this was not for daytime wear, so I would only have to use it with evening wear and only if that clung to my form. Just a few hours a night – but, of course, I was wearing it tonight, so I might as keep wearing it all day just to get used to it. Wonderful, right?

Randall called in some minions and began displaying dresses. Marie was in heaven, I was so overwhelmed and uncomfortable that I just stood, wide eyed and mum.

Since that evening’s dinner was not exactly a formal event, the restaurant that Mitch had chosen was the kind of place that people in his income bracket frequented on the weekends – I’m not sure that Mitch had actually been there before, if so, I had not gone with him – regardless, the unofficial dress code was ‘nice clothing,’ not formal.

Randall and company laid out a series of black dresses, stating that the classic black dress was always fashionable, but Marie was looking for something more striking than just a little black dress.

And she found it.

It was black, but it was also striking. It was made from a stretchy material that hugged my shape sexily. The scoop neckline revealed a lovely display of my new found cleavage, with straps just wide enough to cover my bra straps going over my shoulders. The shoulders were bared in a ‘cold shoulder’ design with lace sleeves that hung loosely down my arms to my wrists, with the lace revealing my pale skin beneath. The tight, stretchy skirt ended a few inches above my knees with the same lace that was featured on the sleeves used as a decoration on the bottom hem.

I stood in my bare feet and looked at myself in the mirror and I wished that I could date someone as beautiful as I was.

"She’ll need some very sheer, natural hose to wear under those," Randall said to Marie, as he fussed with every aspect of the dress I was wearing. "I’d recommend elastic tops rather than pantyhose, and, of course, she needs some very, very sexy heels."

Within a few minutes, I was wearing three inch, spiky heeled, closed toed, but mostly opened everywhere else, shoes and, as promised, they were very, very sexy.

When I looked in the mirror, I couldn’t believe how absolutely luscious I actually looked, although my legs still looked pale without the sheer, elastic top stockings that Marie had chosen for me. I looked at how the dress fit me, how the shoes extended my legs, back and enhanced my buttocks, how my very long blonde hair stood out against the black dress and I was amazed. I turned to the side and looked at how my, now fully ‘B’ cup, beasts were enhanced by the clinging of the dress, how it hugged my bottom, which, yeah, could have been a bit bigger, but still looked tight and sexy, and then I turned and looked at myself from the other side, too. I was flawlessly female. No one would ever suspect I was not! Not only would this work, I had almost nothing to worry about, as long as I behaved correctly.

"Well, Princess," Marie whispered into my ear as Randall processed Mitch’s MasterCard payment, "you are something to behold. I just hope that Mitch is prepared for what’s coming his way tonight." When I just kept staring, she asked, "What do you think?"

"I... I can’t believe it, Rie. I look so... good. I’m not really sure what to think." It was true, too. I truly, did not know what to think of how I looked. ‘Babe’ was the only word that came to mind.

Marie kissed my cheek. "You’re as hot as any woman I’ve ever met, Donnie. I just hope that Mitch’s pants don’t split wide open when he sees you."

That remark actually made me very uncomfortable. Mitch and I were best buds. We’d done everything together growing up and as adults. "You’re kidding, right?"

Marie smiled, amused by my trepidation. "Of course I am, but you’d better be careful when you’re alone with him. He may forget that you’re his friend."

I considered that for a moment, but it was just too disconcerting to ponder, so I just laughed. "Yeah, I don’t think that Mitch is going to forget that."

Marie confirmed with Randall that we’d be back the next day to approve and assemble an entire wardrobe, then she chose a new matching bra and panty set in black and said that it was time to go. I changed back into my denim dress, which felt very plain and blah, now, and my lower, more practical shoes and we left.

"That was fun, wasn’t it?" Marie bubbled as she drove.

"I don’t know if ‘fun’ is the right word, but I did enjoy parts of it."

She checked the clock on the dashboard display. "It’s five thirty. Hilda is bringing my clothes to your place and I’ll get ready there with you, ok? Mitch is coming at seven. Are you excited?"

"Scared," I replied.

"Scared!? What do you have to be scared of? You look amazing!"

"I know, and I’m really getting into it, Rie, and that’s why I’m scared. I think I might like it too much."

Marie took my hand. "Don’t be silly, Donnie. Life is meant to be enjoyed. Relax and enjoy every soft, sexy feeling. It’s two weeks of beauty and luxury like most men never get to enjoy - but you do, Donnie, because you’re special. Just remember that. Whether you’re my little brother or my little sister, you’re special."

"Which do you prefer? I asked her.

"Huh?" She replied as she watched the road.

"Which do you prefer? Your little brother or your little sister?"

She thought for a moment, then said, "No matter which one you are, Donnie, I love you to the moon and back."

"Thanks," I said with a smile.

Then, after a moment of silence, Marie giggled and said, "But my little sister is a lot more fun to take shopping."

When we arrived back at my house, Hilda was already inside. She looked amazing in black, satin, high waisted pants, a white silk blouse with lace ruffles around the neck and down the front. Her sleeves bloused out and in long, relaxed waves until being wrangled back in by long, lace covered cuffs. Her height and her slender figure made the outfit look amazing, especially with the slender, four inch heels she wore.

"You girls look like you’ve had a productive day," Hilda said in her Austrian accent.

Marie kissed her wife’s cheek and smiled. "We have and we had fun, too. Tomorrow, we have to go back and get Donnie’s full wardrobe. He was a really good sport today, though. He tried on a bunch of dresses and looked beautiful in each one. Wait till you see what he’s wearing tonight! It’s beautiful."

Hilda looked at the clock on my wall and smiled. "Ok, but right now, the clock is ticking. Mitch will be here in forty five minutes. Upstairs! Go
on. Donnie - you’re wearing your ‘evening’ makeup plan tonight. Not your formal one."

I called back, "Am I wearing false eye lashes?" She’d given me that particular makeup plan with the option of natural or artificial lashes.

"I think that would be nice." Hilda called back as Marie and I entered my bedroom.

"Get into your black undies and do your makeup before you put on your dress," Marie instructed as she slipped off her jeans and pulled her blouse over her head.

"Are you getting changed right here, with me?" I asked, a bit astounded by she relaxed attitude.

"Donnie," she giggled, "currently, you have bigger boobs than me and your penis is hidden because my wife taped it away – while I watched, I might add. I’m just changing my bra and pulling on a dress. Neither of us has anything that the other hasn’t seen, so take a breath, relax and act like my sister, instead of my brother."

"Ok," I shrugged and began changing.

While I was in the process of putting on my new undies, I heard Marie giggle. I looked at her with a questioning look and she said, "I just think that your little, pubic hair heart is so adorable. What a shame Mitch won’t see it."

I rolled my eyes, finished dressing and went into my lavatory where all the makeup Hilda had provided me was still waiting. I looked at the photos on my phone and used them as a guide to paint on the appropriate colors and accent lines. Marie came in while I was carefully applying the false eyelashes.

"Wow," she smiled, "you’re really good at that! Could you help me with my makeup, too?"

I was strangely complimented by that. I used what rudimentary makeup information I had and the skills I had as an artist and I delicately layered color and lines on my sister. When I was finished, she looked in the mirror and smiled. "You really ARE good at this."

Suddenly, there were voices down stairs. One was a man. "Shit," I muttered, with my stomach suddenly filled with butterflies, "he’s early."

"Girls," Hilda called up, "Mitch is here and he’s waiting to take us to dinner."

"Just a moment!" Marie called down as she grabbed my dress and held it open for me to step into. "Moment of truth," she smiled.

The walk down the twelve stairs from my second floor to my first was the longest walk of my life. The butterflies had moved from my stomach to my chest and then on up to my head, and my knees were actually weak and shaking. When we reached the first floor, Mitch had his back to us, talking to Hilda. "I believe your date is here," she said to him as she indicated that Marie and I were behind him.

My stomach sank to my knees when he turned and the smile on his face dissolved into a slack jawed look of astonishment. The room was filled with uncomfortable silence and I was about to give up on the whole scheme and run back to my room when Mitch finally said, "Holy shit, Donnie..." I stood frozen, ready to run away. "...how did you... what happened... your breasts... Umm.... You look... I mean..." he took a deep breath and let it out, "... you’re... beautiful!"
 
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To Be Continued...

Hawaiian Retreat - 2

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  • Clara

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • Sweet / Sentimental
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Hawaiian Retreat: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Preparations are underway as Donnie prepares to accompany his friend Mitch to
Hawaii as his girlfriend. Lots to learn and lots to buy, then the process of
getting comfortable pretending to be a real women out in the real world.

I kind of rushed right into this new series. I truly hope that you like this!


 
Author's Note: Thank you so much for your support for the first chapter! I really appreciate it!
Please let me know how you feel about this one, too! ~Clara.

 
This version of Hawaiian Retreat: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 2
 

The walk down the twelve stairs from my second floor to my first was the longest walk of my life. The butterflies had moved from my stomach to my chest and then on up to my head, and my knees were actually weak and shaking. When we reached the first floor, Mitch had his back to us, talking to Hilda. "I believe your date is here," she said to him as she indicated that Marie and I were behind him.

My stomach sank to my knees when he turned and the smile on his face dissolved into a slack jawed look of astonishment. The room was filled with uncomfortable silence and I was about to give up on the whole scheme and run back to my room when Mitch finally said, "Holy shit, Donnie..." I stood frozen, ready to run away. "...how did you... what happened... your breasts... Umm.... You look... I mean..." he took a deep breath and let it out, "... you're... beautiful!"

I was so relieved, I almost cried! "Really?" I asked without really having any reason to doubt what he'd said. "You're happy with how I look?"

"Happy!?" As I've told you before, Mitch isn't the most eloquent speaker, and now he was having a hard time thinking, let alone speaking. "Dude... you... you're... I mean... I don't even understand how... I mean... dude! I'm thrilled with how you look! The hair! The dress! Your makeup! Your tits! Donnie, you have actual tits! They look so real!"

I was completely overwhelmed by Mitch's approval of my appearance, which should have been a warning to me that I sinking too far into my role as his girlfriend. Heck, I'd never once looked for Nancy's approval of how I looked in all the time we were a couple.

"Alright, alright, alright." Marie took my hand and led me to Mitch, almost as if I were a gift to him. "Tits? Really, Mitch? You know better than that."

"Oh, yeah, of course," Mitch sputtered. "Sorry, but dude..."

"And that's the last 'dude' I will hear from you until you both get back from Hawaii. Is that clear?" Marie was speaking as if she was a second grade teacher scolding a student.

Mitch responded in kind, "Yes. You're right. What do I call him... her... then?"

"How about 'Dawn?'" Hilda suggested. "It's a beautiful name, isn't it? And it's how your coworkers know her."

Mitch smiled at me. "Dawn. Yeah, it's a beautiful name." He continued to smile stupidly at me as I did the same back at him. Then he snapped his fingers, "Damn! I was going to pick up flowers, but then I thought it would be a stupid thing to do. I should have gotten them, though. I'm sorry."

This time I did realize that I was not thinking straight, though, when I realized how disappointed I was that I was not getting flowers. Instead of showing it, though, I waved a weak wrist and giggled. "Don't be silly. I don't need flowers."

He shook his head and smiled broadly. "Dawn... I just can't get over how great you look!"

"You look pretty good yourself," I replied. I rarely saw Mitch in a suit. Typically, if he still had on work clothes, he was down to rolled up sleeves, unbuttoned collar and a loosened tie. I doubted that this was a suit he typically wore to the office, though. It was well tailored and shiny and had a very nice matching vest. He really did look like a Brooks' Brothers advertisement.

"Look at that," Hilda pointed out, "their hair is the same color. They match, perfectly. What a handsome couple."

I glanced at Mitch, then at my own hair and realized she was correct. For some bizarre reason, that made me giggle a little and blush.

I don't think I can properly explain how strange I felt standing there with my sister and sister-in-law watching us and Mitch smiling down on me. My insides were flipping and churning with the strangest sense of happiness I'd every felt. It was as if I'd pleased Mitch and that made everything right with the world and I can not, not for the life of me, explain why I felt that way.

"Ok." Marie finally picked up a black leather coat she was loaning me and began helping me to put it on. "There is one big thing we need to do before we leave here."

Neither Mitch nor I knew what she meant.

"Kiss her," my sister said quite matter of factly.

Both of our heads snapped in her direction. "What?" We said in perfect unison.

Marie shook her head. "Look, love birds, you're going to have to kiss each other at the resort."

"Why?" I asked. This was an aspect I had not considered.

Marie and Hilda looked at each other and shook their heads. Hilda put one hand on each of our shoulders and smiled. "Look, when I was a teenager, I worked at a very posh ski resort in Sarajevo and we hosted corporate events all the time. When the wives and girlfriends came along for the retreats, I watched and saw how everyone behaved. The couples would come down to breakfast together and sit in small groups. When the corporate masters called the men away, they'd all stand, then bend down and kiss their wives goodbye. When they came to dinner, if the men stood up for any reason - to get a drink from the bar, to go to the rest room, or cross the room and talk to a colleague, whatever - they bent over and kissed their wives. At formal events, the same thing. Anytime they separated, they kissed each other goodbye."

"Why?" I asked. It seemed overly involved to me. Nancy and I were always pretty independent in social situations.

"It's a sign of ownership, I think," Marie offered. "It's a way for the male of the species to 'mark' his mate so the other males stay away."

We both stared at them, prolonging the inevitable as long as possible.

"Oh, for crying out loud," my sister was getting impatient, "just put your homophobic silliness away and do it."

We both nodded, dumbly, and looked at each other. "Ready?" Mitch asked and I nodded. So, he leaned over an planted a tiny peck of a kiss on my left cheek.

"Are you serious?" Marie asked, sounding a bit disgusted. "Donnie, who is your best friend in the world?"

"Mitch," I said.

"Do you trust him?"

"Of course." I knew where she was headed, but I didn't want her to arrive at her destination.

She asked Mitch the same questions and got the predictable answers.

"Do either of you suffer from halitosis?" Marie was getting snotty, now.

"Of course not," I replied.

"Then, for crying out loud, just kiss each other." Marie had reached the end of her patience.

"Trust me," Hilda said, in a sweet, quiet voice, "we will not judge you."

Both Mitch and I took a deep breath and stared at each other. Mitch gave me an apologetic and resigned smile, then he put his hands on my shoulders, leaned forward and gently plated a kiss on my lips. It only lasted a second or two, and it was awkward and unsettling.

When it was over, we both looked at Marie and Hilda for approval.

"Well..." Marie shook her head, "...it's a start. Donnie, next time close your eyes and lean your head back so that Mitch doesn't have to work so hard and Mitch, don't be so tentative. We could stay here practicing this for the next three hours, but our reservation is in twenty minutes, so we need to get our butts in gear. Next time, though, I want to see some improvement."

I looked at Mitch who still had that apologetic look on his face and I shrugged. "Sorry," I whispered. "I'll do better next time."

"Me too," he nodded. "Let's go."

Marie and Hilda went in Hilda's Land Rover while I rode with Mitch in his Lexus. That is, I rode with Mitch AFTER I received a tutorial about getting in and out of a low automobile in a tight dress and then rehearsing those actions about a half dozen times. Even though the satellite radio was playing the latest Taylor Swift offering - Mitch has always loved TS - the first minute or so of the drive was uncomfortably quiet.

Finally, Mitch cleared his throat and said, "You really do look amazing, Dawn. I can't believe how different you look. In a good way, I mean. Like, better."

I snickered at that. "Better?"

"Ok, I can see that I'm digging a hole here, so I'm just going to stop digging." More silence, then, "Does it feel... different?"

I thought about that for a second. "Yes and no. I mean...they took off all of my body hair - well... almost all, so everything feels a little different, and the clothes are a lot... not just softer, but... nicer, so that all feels different. Everything smells different because of the makeup and Rie sprayed some perfume on me and then there's all this hair that I have to deal with constantly... so, yeah, a lot feels different, but..."

When I didn't continue, Mitch prodded. "But what."

"Well... I was going to say that I still felt like me, but... I really don't. I do feel different... very different. Like... smaller, in a way, even though my shoes make me taller. Vulnerable, I guess - and not just in the 'a dress makes you vulnerable' kind of way, but... when Rie says anything critical, it really hits me hard and when you... oh, Jesus, let's not go there."

Mitch sounded concerned. "What? Wait... did I say something that upset you?"

"No, no," I insisted, "but..." Ok, I knew that what I was going to say was going to sound really weird, but I needed to be honest with Mitch if we were going to pull this off. "Look, you know I'm only doing this to help you out, right? So, maybe that had something to do with it, but... Nancy and I lived together for almost ten years and if, in all that time, she ever said that I looked nice, I just said 'thanks' and moved on, but... just now, when I came down the stairs and you... you said I looked..." I took a breath to strengthen my resolve. "...you said I looked..." the word stuck in my mouth, "...beautiful... I don't know why, but at that moment, hearing you say that was the most important thing in the world to me. So... thanks... for saying it, I mean." I felt like such an idiot for having been so honest about it, but I think I needed to tell him.

The Taylor Swift song ended and before another could start, Mitch shut off the radio. I just stared forward into the dark, winter night. Anthony's Restaurant was just ahead. I could see the sign. Maybe, I could relax and just shut up with Marie and Hilda with me to keep the conversation going.

Then something occurred to me. "I realized that I'm going to need an ID to get through airport security. I don't know if that's even possible, so maybe this isn't going to work, any way."

As I was finishing up that sentence, Mitch suddenly turned his Lexus into the parking lot of a CVS Drug Store that was located next to Anthony's. I was about to say that the restaurant was the next driveway, but I could tell by the way that Mitch slammed the car into park that he already knew that. I'd upset him. I knew that I'd upset him and I felt bad about it. Shit, what do you do when you answer a question honestly and it upsets someone you care about.

"Look, Mitch..." I started to say, but he stopped me by twisting his body as much as he could so that he could look at me and he took my hand in his.

"I'll take care of getting you an ID. I've already figured out how to do that. I just need to take a picture of you before I leave you, tonight, but... Donnie... um... Dawn... When I asked you to do this... I guess I never expected that you'd have to... go this far, I guess. I was kind of expecting that you'd wear a wig and, you know, put on a dress, or something. I never expected..." He took a huge breath and grunted it back out. "... I never expected that you'd BECOME a woman, but... You did and... it's amazing... and you really are one of the most beautiful women I have ever laid eyes on. So, look... I know this is weird for you, but you have to realize that it's pretty weird for me, too. I can't thank you enough and I can't wait to show you off when we get to Hawaii. So, I appreciate how honest you were with me about how you feel and I want you to keep being honest with me, the whole time we're doing this, ok?"

"Ok." I smiled, very relieved.

"So, let me be very honest with you, ok? I am so, so amazed that I have a friend who would go so far to help me. I really am. This... this means everything to me, Donnie. Everything. I will never, NEVER be able to repay you or thank you enough for doing this for me." He took a breath and calmed down before continuing. "So, anyway... you said that when I said you were beautiful, that was important to you. Well, let me just say that you being this beautiful for me is the greatest thing anyone has ever done for me and if all it takes for me to make you happy is to say that you're beautiful, then I will say it a million times a day." He took my hand in his and looked at my manicured, painted nails. "Donnie, you are the most beautiful person, male or female, I have ever known." Then he shocked me by kissing my hand. "Your hair is beautiful." He kissed it again. "Your eyes are beautiful." He kissed it again. "Your body is beautiful." He kissed it again. By now, I was actually lighted headed by the romance of the moment. "Your breasts are beautiful." He kissed my hand once again, but this time the kiss lingered and it made me shiver.

Who the heck was this guy? Not my shy friend Mitch, certainly. This was a very confident, very warm person and his lips were warm and soft on my hand and those lips were making me melt.

Then he looked at me and said, "And more beautiful than all the rest of you are your lips." I smiled and felt weak. "We don't have an audience, now. Let's see if we can do this right."

As he leaned towards me, I wanted to snap him out of it. I wanted to laugh the whole thing off. I wanted to say something glib to defuse this whole ludicrous situation.

But I didn't.

I tilted my head back, leaned towards him, closed my eyes and felt his soft, warm lips touch mine. I felt myself quiver and melt when his arm worked it's way around my shoulders and pulled me closer. I felt tingles at my core that I'd never felt before. I felt a warm rush of submission course through me as I succumbed to his strength, his aroma, his heat.

I don't know how long the kiss lasted. It could have been ten seconds, it could have been an hour, but when Mitch ended the kiss and pulled back from me, I felt different. I felt small. I felt incomplete. I felt needy. I needed Mitch to be with me. My heart was beating so fast that I thought I might pass out and I could feel a warmth on my face that told me that Mitch could see my neediness, too. Maybe he didn't know that his kiss had changed me, but he knew that it had changed our relationship. There's no way that he couldn't know that.

"I think we did it." Mitch smiled down at me. "That was a pretty good kiss, wasn't it?"

"Mitch..." I searched for what I wanted to say. "I... I...I... I don't know... I mean..." I was nearly breathless as I sputtered and tried to form a coherent thought. "That was... wonderful, but... I'm not... I mean, we're friends and... but..."

"Relax," Mitch said, patting my long, blonde hair. "It was just a kiss. I'm not going to have sex with you or anything."

Oh, my God! Had he just said that!?

"Mitch..." I was still in shock - possibly in awe of Mitch's kiss. "I'm not... gay, Mitch. I mean... I'm still a guy in here."

He smiled and even laughed a little. Maybe the laughter was just nerves, or maybe he thought my overreaction was funny, or cute, I don't know, but it did help to lessen the tension I was feeling. "I know, Dawn. I'm not gay, either. I just... well, like Marie said, if we're going to pull this off, we're going to have to be comfortable with things like kissing, so... let's just make the most of it and enjoy it. Ok?" Then, as he put the car in reverse to pull out the parking space, he sang. MY FRIEND MITCH ACTUALLY SANG, "You must remember this. A kiss is just a kiss. A sigh is just a sigh..."

A few moments later, a valet at Anthony's Restaurant was opening my door for me and offering me a hand. Remembering Marie's tutorials, I swiveled to my right and placed my feet on the ground before allowing myself to be assisted to my feet. The long, black leather coat that I was wearing fell around my stockinged legs as I stood and waited for Mitch to come around to my side of the car. He came up on my left side, placed a strong hand on my lower back and we walked that way into the lobby where Hilda and Marie were waiting.

"Did you get lost?" Marie asked, with a smirk on her face.

"We had some... things to talk about." Mitch nodded. "Sorry if we made you wait."

The hostess showed us to our table and Mitch helped all three of us with our chairs.

"Well, aren't you the chivalrous one." Marie teased as we opened our menus and looked at the selections. We all ohhed and ahhed at the descriptions of the food, but all the while, I could feel Hilda looking at me.

When I glanced to my right to see what she was looking at, she sat back a little and announced, "Excuse me for a few moments, please. I need to use the ladies' room. Dawn, would you come with me, please?"

A bit surprised, I said, "Me? I... don't need..."

"Dawn," my sister in law sounded more insistent, "would you please accompany me to the ladies' room?"

I glanced around the table. Mitch was still buried in the menu and Marie just gave me a nod to indicate I should go. So I did. I stood to leave, but Hilda stopped me and whispered, "Kiss Mitch goodbye."

"Oh." I nodded and turned, bent and kissed Mitch on the cheek. "I'll be right back."

Mitch was a little surprised by my kiss and said, "Oh, ok. I'll be right here."

I followed Hilda through the restaurant and into the ladies' room. Wow, was it different than any men's room I'd ever been in. There were actually two rooms. The first containing three, small, elaborately brocaded couches, and a counter with a well lit mirror. That room opened to another room with toilet stalls and sinks.

Hilda walked to the mirrored counter and opened her purse. She patted the seat next to her and I sat there. As I waited to find out what was happening, Hilda retrieved a couple of items from her purse, placed them on the counter, then handed me a tissue and said, "Go ahead. Use it."

I just looked at it, confused. "Use it for what? Is my nose running?"

Hilda huffed, then checked that we were alone, before snatching the tissue from my hand and aggressively removing the lipstick from my lips.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

She looked disappointed as she said, "What happened. Did you two stop to make out on the way here?"

"No," I said honestly.

"Then why is your lipstick smeared?" she scolded.

"Oh..." I think I may have looked contrite, but I also may have looked guilty. I don't know. "We had to talk through a few things and we thought it might be easier if we tried a real kiss without you guys watching us. So... he kissed me."

"It must have been a heck of a kiss to have messed up your lips that much. Here, this is your lip color. Reapply it so it looks right. I have some sealer here, too. That will help maintain it a little better, too."

I thanked her and looked into the mirror and recolored my lips.

While I was busy, Hilda crossed her legs and watched me. "Is this really just a plutonic thing between you and Mitchell? Because I think I saw some sparks flying when he first saw you as a woman."

I stopped, holding the lipstick an inch or so from my lips. "I don't know. I think that it's just plutonic, but... I don't know."

Hilda looked at my face in the mirror and nodded. "Did you know I was married once before I met your sister?"

"No!" This really shocked me. I thought I knew everything about my sister in law.

"I was, and I was happy, for the most part. He was a nice man. Successful. He owned several dry cleaning shops in Brookline. He treated me well and we got along just fine."

"You were married to a man?" I never considered that Hilda had ever been attracted to a man. "What happened?"

"One night I went to a party with my husband and Marie was there with her boyfriend, Rick. We got to talking and, well, I felt an attraction to Marie and, it turned out, she felt the same about me. As time went on, that attraction turned into love and here we are."

I finished my lips and applied the sealer. "What happened to your husband?"

Hilda looked a bit sad. "My husband... he understood and we parted ways. I loved him, Donnie, but... Marie ignited a feeling in me I'd never felt before."

I finished with the sealer and closed up the case. I looked at Hilda in the mirror. "So, you think I'm gay?"

She smiled. "I think you're human. That's all. Maybe you are feeling something for Mitch. That's what I'm saying."

I shook my head. "I think it's the clothes messing with us. I don't think I'm gay."

Hilda shrugged. "Neither did I, but my advice is, if you find love, don't ruin it with labels."

I nodded at her, but deep down, I knew that I wasn't gay. I just needed to get a handle on my emotions. It was the clothes. Definitely the clothes.

"Now, about this role that your playing," Hilda was now speaking as a theatrical professional, "you need to remember that you are a trophy partner, not a mistress. You do not make out in a car in a CVS parking lot - yes, I saw you as we passed. Your body is your tool. It needs to look perfect at all times. Your makeup will always be perfect, your hair will always be beautiful and you will be the perfect decoration for Mitch at this retreat. No more slutty behavior, ok?"

I smiled. 'Slutty behavior.' Since when was a kiss in a car 'slutty behavior,' but I definitely got the message. "I'm an accoutrement, not a mistress. Got it."

"I know that sounds terrible, but it's true," Hilda smiled.

We returned to the table where Marie and Mitch were in an animated conversation. I kissed Mitch's cheek again as I sat, and then Marie brought us up to speed. "I was just telling Mitch that he'll need to contact the airline and pay for all of your luggage."

"How much do you plan on taking?" Mitch asked. "I paid for one stowed and one carry on. Isn't that enough?"

"Probably," I posited. "I only own one suitcase and a carry on."

"Oh, my God, you two are impossible," Marie shook her head. "Mitch, you want her to look her best, right? Well that involves a lot of clothing options. That means luggage. Donnie, we are going to Kaminsky's tomorrow to pick up an entirely new wardrobe for you. These are expensive, high end items. You can't just cram them into some cut rate cases. After we go to Kaminsky's, we'll go to a reputable luggage store and get everything you need. They need to be designer cases, too."

Finally, Mitch held up his hands. "Ok, now wait a minute. Luggage is luggage. I got some nice American Tourister pieces at JC Penny's the other day..."

"If I could interrupt," Hilda said quietly. "Luggage, like every other aspect of a trophy's appearance, is a sign of her societal aspirations. If a woman shows up with American Tourister luggage, then she is looking to have a good, solid, middle class life. If she shows up up Vuitton, or Dior or Gucci luggage, then that girl is going to do whatever she can to support a husband who can provide her with the best lifestyle available. These names will not go unnoticed by the wives of the partners. Which message do you want to send?"

"Ok," Mitch surrender, then he looked at me. "You'd better use that luggage a lot."

"Or loan it to your sister," Marie suggested.

"May I take your drink orders," the waiter asked.

Hilda ordered a whiskey sour, Marie a moscato, Mitch ordered a bottle of Sam Adams beer and when I said I'd have the same, Marie snapped, "No you certainly will not! She will have an appletini, thank you." That was just the start of how my decisions would be made for me that night. I wanted the filet mignon, but I got the grilled Caesar salad. I wanted the German Chocolate Cake, but I had to share one scoop of gelato with my sister and her wife. Don't get me wrong, it was a great meal, just not what I would typically order. Marie made it clear that I needed to think about meals like that until we got home from Hawaii. Oh, well, I knew that I could still have a good time, even if I was relegated to eating rabbit food.

We said goodbye to Hilda and Marie in the parking lot and Mitch drove me home. After a couple of drinks, I was much more relaxed. I mentioned before that beer never really bothered me, but that liquor hits me really hard. Well, two appletinis had me very relaxed and Mitch knew it. See, Mitch knew my history. See, I partied a lot when we, Mitch, Nancy, Marie and I, were all at Umass getting our degrees. If there was just beer at the party, I was fine, but if there was liquor, I tended to blackout - and by that I don't mean I passed out, I mean my consciousness shut down, but my body kept right on partying and the next day, I couldn't remember a thing about the night before. Mitch was the one who figured out that I couldn't handle my liquor. Since then, I've been a two-beer-maximum guy with just the occasional mixed drink.

When we got to my house, Mitch came in with me to take a picture for my new ID. He had me stand in front of a beige wall and snapped a pic on his phone, but before I'd let him do that, I slipped my heels off. Walking around with only the thin layer of stockings covering my feet was a very sensuous feeling. Mitch seemed to like the way I looked, too.

"Look," he smiled as he looked at me and that smile made me feel nice, "I know you and Marie have a lot to do tomorrow, but maybe tomorrow night we could grab dinner again, or something. Maybe something more casual than tonight. Maybe we could just talk about the trip and stuff."

I waffled for a minute before saying, "I should probably ask Rie if I can. She may have me scheduled for something or another."

He smiled more broadly. "Yeah, I get it. Boys have all the freedom in the world, but girls have to be kept on a short leash, right?"

I chuckled. "No, but my sister is a world class control freak, you know that, and, if I'm being very honest, I'm scared of her, so..."

Mitch laughed. "If I'm being honest, I am too." We stood awkwardly and stared at each other for a solid minute or more before Mitch asked, "Can I kiss you goodnight?"

"Well," I sighed, "the answer is 'yes,' but according to Hilda, YOU need to be more gentle when you kiss me. Last time, you smudged my lipstick."

"I'll be gentle. I promise." He laughed as he came closer.

As I've mentioned, Mitch is six foot two inches tall and I'm five foot six. Eight inches has never seemed like a big gap to me before, but it was, that night. He put one arm around my shoulders, and the other around my lower back and pulled me in to him tightly. He gave me a sweet, soft, gentle kiss the made my toes curl.

"You know what?" He whispered, "I've already broken a promise to you?"

"You have?" I blinked at him.

"Yep," he kissed my forehead. "I promised that I'd tell you that you're beautiful a million times and I've probably only done it a few hundred thousand times. So, let me tell you once more that you're beautiful, then give you one last kiss good night."

"Sounds good," I smiled. Why did I like the feel of being held like this?

Mitch put his forehead on mine so our eyes were just inches apart. "You are beautiful," he said quietly.

I said, "Thank you," but I couldn't get anything more out because he kissed me on the lips and hugged me tightly.

When the kiss ended, he pulled his head back, but the hug continued. I was feeling very unsteady at this point, and I needed to gain back some control over my emotions. "I think you'd better go so we can both figure out what we're feeling. Ok?"

"Ok," he let me go. "You're right. It's been a very surprising night. We should calm down and talk tomorrow." He stepped back and put his hands on his narrow hips as he took one last look at me. "Donnie," he said, "you're beautiful and..." he winked as he said his customary goodbye phrase, "... I love you."

An hour later, my organ was untapped, my hair was brushed and in several cloth hair ties, my makeup had been removed, my skin had been moisturized and I was climbing into bed in my ugly, male pajamas which I had come to hate, and I was crawling into bed, desperately trying to get a handle on what had happened to me that night.

Did I love Mitch? Yes, of course I loved him, but as a friend, right?

Did I like it when he kissed me? Yes, of course I did, but maybe that was just the loneliness of not being with anyone since Nancy.

Did I want to have sex with him? See, that was the problem. No. The thought of another man's penis did nothing for me. Did I want to caress it? No. Absolutely no. Did I want to do down on him and take it into my mouth? No. Absolutely no - like, a big time, capital letters NO! Did I want his penis to enter me? No. Absolutely, no. In fact, I couldn't even conceive of it.

So, where did that leave me? I loved Mitch - as a friend and.... I loved the way I felt with Mitch. I loved how he smelled, how he kissed, how he touched me, how he made me feel protected, but... I could never be with him. So, once again, where did that leave me? The same place I'd been since Nancy left - Sad and alone in a cold, empty bed. Great. Now life wasn't just unfair and painful, it was confusing as hell, too. That was like the icing on the cake for my pity party. So I did the only thing I knew how to do. For this first time since my mother's death, I cried. I cried for over an hour and eventually, I cried myself to sleep.

I slept through the night and was awakened by my twin sister flopping herself onto my bed. "Wake up, sleeping beauty, we've got a big day ahead of us."

I cracked my eyelids open and asked, "What time is it?"

"Eight forty five. Come on." She sat up, took my hand and pulled me to the seating position.

I groaned as I moved. "I'm going to have to take your key away. It's too early."

Marie laughed. "Ugh, we're going to have to get you some nighties. You can't sleep in these rags any more." She was laughing at her own teasing, but then she stopped and looked at my face. "Hey. Have you been crying?"

I touched my cheek. "Oh... yeah... a little... last night."

She looked very serious. "Really? Why?"

I shrugged. "I don't know. It was a long and confusing day and I was a little drunk... I guess it just all hit me when I was alone."

She touched my cheek. "I'm sorry. This must be an awful lot for you, huh?" I nodded. Marie looked at me and asked, "You and Mitch didn't... you know... did you?"

I shook my head. "No. I could never go that far. He just kissed me goodnight and went home." Ok, it was the truth, but it was only part of the truth. I couldn't face my feelings alone, I certainly couldn't share them with Marie when I couldn't even access them myself.

"Tell you what," she smiled, "let's get you dressed and I'll buy you Dunkies for breakfast."

For those of you who don't live in New England, Dunkin' Donuts, or 'Dunks,' or 'Dunkies,' is the most important institution ever established on the face of the earth. Why, because they sell good coffee. Not that bitter garbage that Starbucks sells for three times the price, but just good coffee. They also sell fairly tasteless doughnuts and pretty good breakfast sandwiches. Marie's suggestion sounded very good to me. A good cup of coffee and a bacon, egg and cheese sandwich on a flakey, buttery croissant would hit the spot. Of course, because Marie felt that a croissant sandwich was too fattening for a trophy girlfriend to be eating, she ordered me a a breakfast wrap - a tasteless egg, processed cheese and one slice of bacon on a piece of paper thin wrapbread. A sandwich designed to be eaten by women on their way to aerobics classes. Oh, well, it got me through the morning.

When we arrived at Kaminsky's, Randall was smiling and waiting with rack after rack of clothing options. He guided us towards the clothing he'd chosen for me to wear in the cold weather of New England for the next four days before my flight. He did make it clear that he didn't much care for the skirt and top that Marie had loaned me to wear that day. It was a very comfortable brown, woolen skirt with black tights and loose, red sweater. It was plain, but comfortable and Randal gave it a subtle scowl and suggest that I get out of 'that' and into some 'nice clothes' as quickly as possible.

Since my four days in the cold were not really the focus of our outing, Marie picked out six lovely ensembles in a heartbeat. I tried them on right there in large 'VIP Shoppers Room' with Randall leaving and returning after I was dressed, and she liked them, so those outfits were put aside for purchase. I was particularly fond of one outfit that Marie didn't care for. I tried it on anyway and mentioned to Rie that Mitch had asked me out to dinner again that evening and that this out fit, a tartan skirt with a cashmere sweater would be nice to wear for that. Marie agreed and thought that a casual date with Mitch was a great idea. So, I text him to tell him that I could go to dinner with him.

Then came the arduous, yet strangely titillating process of choosing my resort clothing.

For day wear, Randall had chosen a general style of sleeveless, silk tops that would fit loosely and offer a cool feeling in the Hawaiian sunshine, coupled with a series of skirts that all seemed to fit similarly. Marie liked the concept and pointed out that the blousy tops would allow me to look pretty and shapely without wearing the waist cincher during the day.

After nearly two hours of trying on clothing items and having them scrutinized by Randall and Marie, my day clothes for the resort were chosen and I thought that way too much was being purchased, but my opinion was laughed at by Marie and ignored by Randall. The majority of the purchases adhered to Randall's blouse and skirt plan, but I was allowed two sun dresses that I rather liked - They weren't included because I liked them, though, but rather because Marie thought they looked sexy on me and she thought Mitch might think so, too.

Next came the evening outfits, so on went my waist cincher. I can't say that I liked the evening wear as much as the day wear. It wasn't nearly as comfortable, but it was pretty and, I have to admit, it made me look lovely as well. Marie chose seven dresses, one for each night and one for just in case.

Then came the formal wear. Two actual gowns! I couldn't believe that formal meant THAT formal! I must have tried on thirty different gowns before Marie chose two and, thank heavens, those two were far and away the most comfortable.

By now, it was well past lunch and that little nibble I'd had for breakfast wasn't keeping me filled up. I may have been becoming a little testy at that point, I don't know, but I was definitely annoying my sister.

"Randall," she said as if she'd used a personal stylist everyday of her life, "I'm going to take Dawn to lunch. When we get back, I'll need to see the corresponding lingerie for each of these outfits, some shoe selections and some swim wear. We should be back in an hour or so. Thank you."

Now, if I were Randall and I'd just invested the amount of time I'd invested in a bossy woman and her submissive little sister, I think I may have been at the end of my rope, but he sucked it up and nearly kissed our feet as we left.

Lunch was a tuna salad at a little place across the street. Nothing to get excited about.

"You're doing great, Donnie," Marie complimented when I expressed how tired I was getting. "Let's get some protein into you and you'll be fine. Just hang in there. Only another couple of hours to go."

Did you hear that? A couple more hours, she said! I could not for the life of me understand how women could do this! Typically, I either ran into a store and grabbed a pair of jeans, or just ordered them from Amazon. Suddenly, shopping had become hard work!

So, we returned to Kaminsky's and found that Randall had laid out each of my new outfits with the appropriate lingerie laid neatly beside each one. I took a few minutes to take a picture of each outfit and it's corresponding lingerie so that I'd not make a mistake when I was dressing at the resort.

Now, when we were kids, both Marie and Nancy worked in a department store not to far from our house. I remember a conversation that occurred one spring night in which they both discussed how many girls and women were reduced to tears when it was time to buy a new swimsuit. Every year, when I ran into Walmart and bought a new pair of board shorts without even trying them on, I thought about that conversation, but I never understood how difficult it was for a woman to buy a new swimsuit until that cold winter day at Kaminsky's.

There were one piece and two piece suits laid out on the table. I tried to lead them to the one piece suits, so that's where we started. There were three. All were aqua, but had different patterns. Randall stepped out of the room and Marie instructed me to try on the suits with my panties still on, which certainly gave me a little piece of mind.

Those of you who are not women have more than likely never worn a woman's one piece swimsuit, but I have to say - they are really comfortable! The stretchy material was actually exhilarating and the built in cups did wonders for my breasts! I felt like a model and I was very happy to buy that first suit and call it a day.

THEN

Randall and Marie began to scrutinize the suit, the fit and, most painfully, my body. My butt was too small for the suit, the legs were cut too high and with my little tush, it made me look like a boy, the top showed too much breast, the straps didn't compliment my shoulders - on and on and on through all of the one piece and seven of the two piece suits until, finally, it was decided that a high waisted two piece didn't make me look too hideous. Once that decision was made, Marie asked for two more of that style in different colors. If I'd had any delusions of being exceptionally beautiful when I was eating lunch, those delusions were shatter after trying on bathing suits.

Then I had to try on several different coverup's to wear around the pool and on the beach. Three were chosen, one to go with each of the swimsuits.

Then we tried on shoes. And then shoes. And then more shoes, until finally six pairs were chosen for the trip and three for the cold weather.

It was then approaching four thirty and I wanted, more than anything, to get out of that store. Luckily, we were done. Randall sent a minion to get together a complete tally of the vast harvest of clothing that was being put into bags and store labeled garment bags for us. As we waited, Randall recommended a high end luggage store about a mile away from Kaminsky's for our suitcase needs.

And then Randall was handed the final invoice for every thing. He perused it for a moment, then handed it to Marie. She looked at it for a moment, pulled out Mitch's credit card and handed it to Randall, but on the way past me, I caught a glimpse of the tally and nearly fainted.

Once Randall had stepped away to process the card, I spoke to my sister in a quiet, but agitated voice. "Marie, that bill is for seventy two hundred dollars! We can't spend that much. We have to put some of it back!"

Marie gave me a very condescending smile. "Donnie, I talked to Mitch last night while you and Hilda were in the ladies' room and told him how much this was going to cost. He didn't even flinch. He said I could spend up to twenty thousand if I needed to, so, in a way, this is a bargain for him."

I couldn't believe it. "But I'll probably only wear this stuff one time."

Randall came back and handed Marie the receipt and credit card and Marie led a parade of employees out to her car to load the clothes in.

"I know that you're in a rush to be with Mitch," Marie teased as we pulled out of the parking lot and onto the main drag, "but we need to stop at the luggage store. Why don't you call Mitch and tell him to pick you up at seven."

I was putting my phone away as we arrived at the luggage store. Long story short - I actually took a stand this time. Marie was bound and determined to buy a complete set of Louis Vuitton luggage for me at more than three thousand dollars a bag, but I put my foot down. That was an absurd amount of money to spend on luggage, even if it wasn't my own money that we were spending. Instead, we bought a complete, eight piece set of luggage plus three matching garment bags made by a company called Tumi that the saleswoman assured us was prestigious enough to impress Mitch's colleagues and their wives. That little purchase ran us just under two thousand dollars - an absurd amount for luggage, but substantially less than even one of the Vuitton bags. We agreed to pick up the luggage Monday evening so that the store could embroider my initials onto the luggage.

We were home just after six and spent a good ten minutes hauling everything up to my guest room.

"Ok," Marie clapped her hands, "let's get this all sorted..."

I couldn't... I just couldn't do this right at that moment. I had been dealing with these clothes all day, I was hungry and I wanted to go out to dinner with Mitch. "Rie, please, I have to get ready to go to dinner. Everything is folded neatly or laid flat in the garment bags. I'll hang everything up first thing in the morning." I was practically begging her to let me go on my date with Mitch.

She smiled and patted my cheek. "Ok, Princess, we'll take care of it tomorrow. Go do your makeup and I'll just hang up the garment bags."

"Thanks," I breathed a sigh of relief. "Can you grab that plaid skirt and black sweater for me?" I ran into my lavatory, pulled off the top and skirt I was wearing and quickly adapted my day makeup to nighttime. I opted not to wear false eye lashes that night.

When I rushed back into my guest bedroom, Marie had a new pair of silky, black panties held open, waiting for me. "Do I really need to change my underwear?" I asked, in a rush to get dressed.

Marie shook her head in frustration, a gesture I'd become quite used to at this point. "First, it's lingerie, not underwear, and second, yes, you have to remember, this is your job and part of that job involves being clean and fresh at all times. That will be a little easier for you than for a woman who has to worry about feminine issues in her panties, but you still need to get used to the regime. Every change of clothes is a change from the skin out."

"Fine," I muttered as I lowered my panties and stepped into the fresh pair. Marie undid my bra and helped me with the new one. Truth be told, this lingerie was amazingly soft and comfortable, so, even though I made a little fuss about changing, the softness was a very thrilling feeling. With my manhood taped securely between my legs, I could not achieve and erection, but those feminine little butterflies I had felt the previous night were waking up again.

Then I stepped into the skirt. I'd describe it as a midi-length, A-line tartan plaid with moderately sized squares of dark and light grey, and lines of a really pretty shade of green running between the squares, but when I say it was an A-line though, that does not really describe it. The shape was A-line, but while the front of the skirt was a smooth, flat piece of material from the waist to the hem, the sides and the back of the skirt fell in loose folds of extra material. It was so wonderfully luxurious and beautiful that it actually gave me shivers.

Then, I pulled on the black, turtle-neck, cashmere sweater and it was so soft that I almost couldn't feel it touching my skin. I pulled my hair through the turtle-neck and smiled at the wonderful feelings of the soft fabric and at the way my blonde hair looked in contrast to the black of the sweater.

"Here," Marie handed me a package of sheer, black, elastic top stockings. "Put these on. It's cold out tonight. You'll need them."

I sat on the bed and rolled the stockings up my legs, further enhancing the exotic feelings. Then, before I stood, I slipped my feet into a pair of pointed toe, two inch pumps that fit the style of the skirt perfectly.

When I looked in the mirror again, I was thrilled with the look. I was comfortable, the shape of my breasts was beautifully displayed, but I didn't need to feel self conscious about my cleavage, the skirt hung beautifully and the shoes felt great.

"Very pretty," Marie smiled, "in a 'good girl next door' kind of way."

"Well, I like it," I beamed. "If I were a woman, this how I'd dress everyday." The words had barely left my mouth when I realized how it was going to sound to my sister.

"Well, I have news for you, Princess..." she started to tease, but I stopped her.

"Yeah, yeah. I didn't mean it that way."

Marie stood beside me and looked at our reflection. "Donnie... when you get back from Hawaii... are you going back to being a boy?"

I snickered at that. "Of course, Rie. Why wouldn't I?"

"Well," she patted my hair, "you just seem really... happy right now. Like, happier than I've seen you in a long time. I was just thinking..."

"Hello!" Came a man's voice from the foot of the stairs. "Just letting you know I'm here. No rush!"

Marie didn't finish her thought. "I'll go keep Mitch company while you finish up."

"I'm ready now," I told her.

Marie shook her head. "I don't smell any perfume and you just pulled a turtle neck over all that hair, so brush it out before you come down."

It took six or seven minutes to brush out my long hair and spritz myself with a vanilla and lavender perfume.

When I came down the stairs, I was famished and thrilled to see my buddy there to take me to dinner. He already had Marie's leather coat in his hands, waiting to help me get it on. I was probably a little rude to Marie as I hustled Mitch out the door before I died of starvation! Marie understood, of course and laughed it off, saying that she'd lock up before she left.

"Well," Mitch said as we drove up the road, "first off, I was going to just say how beautiful you looked regardless of how you were dressed tonight, but damn, Donnie, you are more beautiful today than you were yesterday!"

"Thanks," I blushed, just like I'd done the previous night. Why was I so impacted by whatever Mitch said? I guess it made sense, though. I was doing this for him, so it was important that he liked how I looked.

"Second," he shook his head, "I was just going to take you to Applebee's for something simple, but I can't do that with you looking so amazing, so - how does O'Connor's sound?"

O'Connor's was an Irish restaurant in town. They specialized in Irish haut-cuisine - I know, who ever heard of Irish haut-cuisine, right? Well, I'd been to O'Connor's a handful of times and was happy to go again. It was always delicious.

We were seated near the center of the main dining room. Mitch pushed in my chair for me and I crossed my legs at my knees, taking the time to marvel at the way the my skirt draped off my legs. God, clothes could be so amazingly elegant! I was going to enjoy this for as long as it lasted.

After Mitch had ordered himself a Sam Adams and white wine for me, and a 'Berry, Mesclun and Romaine Salad' to share, he reached into a bag that he'd been trying, and failing, to let me see.

"Here," he said, handing me a inexpertly gift wrapped box that was approximately an inch and a half thick, eleven inches wide and fourteen inches long.

"What's this?" I asked.

"I got you something for the trip."

I looked at the box, feeling guilty. "Mitch, you've already spent so much money on this trip..."

"But the clothes and all aren't really for you, really. This is."

I took a deep breath and opened the package. The plain white box made me look up at Mitch. "You bought me an iPad!?"

He smiled. "Yeah. That way you can watch movies and stuff on the plane. Open it. I already registered it to you and charged it because I want to show you the resort."

"Mitch, this is too much!" I shook my head. "This is just too much!"

"No it's not. Just open it." He insisted.

I was opening the box when a woman who was passing stopped and said, "Mitchell?" She was a very attractive woman of about forty five years old.

Mitch looked up and a look of shock appeared on his face. "Bev!" He regained his composure. "What are you doing here? I mean, I know what you're doing here, but I just didn't expect to see you." He stood and kissed the woman's cheek.

"Oscar and I are here with the Elliots. We're sitting right over there." She pointed to an area behind me, then looked at me as if for the first time. She squinted as she looked at me more closely. "Oh, my goodness, is this beautiful thing the legendary Dawn?"

Mitch looked at me and said, "Oh, Geez, I'm sorry. Where are my manners. Yes, this is Dawn. Dawn you remember Bev from the Halloween party, don't you. Bev was The Bride of Frankenstein, remember?"

Suddenly, I did remember the woman and I also remembered that she was the wife of the founder and president of Mitch's firm. "Bev! Of course I remember!" I said as I reached up and shook her hand. "How are you?"

"Oh, Mitchell, she is so much more beautiful without the costume! Why have you been keeping this beautiful child hidden?" She was staring at me, but speaking to Mitch. Then, without warning, she raised her sightline to the side of the room behind me and called across a fairly crowded restaurant, "Oscar! Look who I found! Mitchell is here with his girl." She turned to Mitch and said, "He'll be happy to see you. They were just talking about you five minutes ago."

Mitch smiled and nodded and tried to say something about having a quiet dinner, but that was interrupted by a very fit man in his sixties bursting past me with his hand extended to Mitch.

"Mitch! We were just talking about you!" The man said. "Bob Elliot and I were just talking about the Rand case and he wanted to get some things straightened out before we leave for the retreat this week. Why don't you come over to our table for a few minutes and fill us in on a few of the details."

"Oh, well, I'm here with..." Mitch tried to say, but Bev beat him to it.

"Don't worry about pretty little Dawn, Mitchell. I'll keep her company. Oscar, when you get back to the table, send Jodi over here to join us."

"Oh," Oscar said, noticing me for the first time. "Is this the infamous Dawn that I've heard so much about? How nice to meet you, my dear." He smiled down at me, but did not offer a handshake.

Then I thought - Wait a minute! What did he mean by 'infamous,' or 'hear so much about?' Did everyone in Mitch's professional world think of me as his girlfriend? Well, I was, but... you know what I mean. This whole, 'Dawn' thing seemed to have pretty deep roots. Was I his 'Girlfriend in Canada?' You know, the made up girlfriend for a gay man? What had he told these people?

A server arrived with our drinks. She put my wine on the table and Mitch grabbed his bottle of Sam and bent down to kiss my cheek. As he did that, he whispered, "I'm sorry. I'll be back as soon as I can, but it is a pretty important case..."

"She'll be fine, Mitchell," Bev said, pushing Mitch along. "Jodi and I need to get to know this pretty little thing. You boys go talk shop."

And just like that, Mitch was gone and I was facing Bev, who seemed very happy to have me to herself.

"Dawn, Dawn, Dawn," she smiled as she sat. "Ever since Halloween, you have been the topic of great speculation at the office, you know."

I did my best to smile and look confident.

Bev continued. "Well, prior to that night, Mitchell was the most eligible bachelor at the firm. Tall, handsome and winning nearly every case he worked on. Then, out of the blue, you appeared. You broke a lot of hearts that night, I'll tell you. When you were a no-show at the Christmas party, a lot of girls got their hopes up again, but now... wait till they see how beautiful you really are. That drab 'Daphne' costume you wore on Halloween, did not suit you."

"Velma," I corrected. "I was Velma. Daphne is the pretty one..."

"Yes. The pretty one, indeed..." she said, very cryptically.

I felt like I was being scanned by a computer, or something. Every molecule of my being was being scrutinized by the this woman. For my part, I did notice that her dress was a Dior and her shoes must have cost eight hundred dollars, those were things I would not have noticed before, but I also took note of how much softer my skin looked than hers. How much more lustrous my hair was - well, it was my hair in that Mitch paid for me to have it - and how much more I liked my outfit than hers. There was something about the way that she looked at me that made me feel as if I needed to be in competition with her.

"Ahh," Bev suddenly looked up and extended a hand to someone coming up behind me, "Jodi, look who's here! You remember Mitch's girl, Dawn, don't you?"

"Dawn!" The woman said as she sat in a seat between Bev and me. "What happened to you! We all loved you at the party and then you fell off the face of the earth! When you were a no-show at Christmas, a lot of the girls thought that Mitch was back on the market. There are going to be a lot of broken hearted office girls when you show up in Hawaii. Oh, you are coming, darling, aren't you? You must, dear, you must come!"

First, I have to mention that both of these women were a lot - A LOT - younger than their husbands. Jodi was probably only five or six years older than me and her husband was, as Oscar was, well into his sixties.

Second, I was very surprised that these women were so aware of the social going-ons at their husbands' law firm. This all seemed very 'Mad Men' to me. You know that show about the advertising industry in the late fifties and early sixties? Until that moment, I thought that women had moved past this kind of gossip and manipulation. I was wrong.

I started to explain that I'd been unable to attend the Christmas party for one reason or another and that I was going to go on the trip... but as I was speaking, Jodi lifted the table cloth and looked under it. Then, as I was in mid-sentence she turned to Bev and said, "Oh, my God, Bev, have you seen this skirt? It's adorable! Stand up, honey, and let us see it better."

Completely baffled, I stood and stepped away from the table.

"Isn't that just the cutest outfit?" Jodi said, nearly applauding for me.

"Oh, it is," Bev agreed. "Give us a little turn so we can see it better."

I did as I was asked, and to be honest, the fact that they were approving of my choice made me feel pretty great.

"That would look just perfect on my step daughter," Jodi said. "You must tell me where you got it!"

I was quite happy to share that information. After all, this was the one outfit that I'd chosen and I was proud of it. "Kaminsky's"

Both women looked impressed. "Kaminsky's?" Bev said in a 'faux shocked' manner. "Isn't that a bit... pricey... for a graphic artist?"

Wait? They knew what I did for a living? How much had Mitch told them?

"Unemployed graphic artist, actually," I smiled as I sat back down. "Mitch bought this for me."

Jodi took my hand and squeezed it tighter than any car salesman ever had. "Oh, you know what that means, don't you? If a guy is willing to spend that kind of money on you, a diamond ring can't be too far away! Mitch is a real keeper! Tall, handsome, an excellent lawyer... if he settles down and gets married soon, I bet he makes partner by thirty five. Don't let him slip away!"

Yeah, no pressure, right? I needed to talk to Mitch about all of these 'behind the curtains' plotting and planning. We'd need to come up with a really good break up story after the trip.

My salad arrived and the ladies allowed me to dig in, thank goodness, and all the while they commented on how I 'ate like a bird' and after I married Mitch I could 'let myself enjoy food again.' It wasn't exactly the kind of conversation one would have heard around the Algonquin Round Table a hundred years ago and I kept hoping that Mitch would return to rescue me. He finally did, but that was nearly two hours later. The restaurant as actually closed and customers were finishing up their meals.

"Ladies, I am so sorry that we got involved in work related things," Oscar said as all three men came over to our table. "And I especially apologize to you, young lady," he said to me, as he picked up my hand and patted it as if it were a gerbil. "I'm sure that I interrupted a romantic evening for you. I am sorry."

"Not a problem at all," I smiled as Mitch pulled out my chair, helped me to stand and held my coat open for me.

"I'm sorry," he whispered. "I couldn't get away."

"You didn't eat anything," I whispered back to him. "Should we get the rest of the salad to go?"

He just shook his head. As we reached the parking lot, I received kisses on the cheeks from both women and their husbands. It was odd for me, but also, Bob Elliot's kiss seemed to last just long enough to cross the line from uncomfortable and become creepy.

Mitch must have apologized fifty times on the short ride to my house. I said it was fine. I knew that they had been talking business.

"Well, yes, for part of it we were, but a lot of the time was discussing the golf tournament in Hawaii and who we would be partnered with. Things like that."

Ok, this was a problem. Mitch loved golf. He played on the golf team in high school and even got a partial scholarship to play golf in college. If he got out of work early, he went to the driving range. Every weekend and vacation morning, he was playing a round of golf with some group or another or even just going to the course and hooking up with someone who needed a partner.

He loved the game and he was good at it. I didn't and I wasn't.

"Mitch... I can't play golf. I suck at it. You know that."

He smiled at me. "No worries. It's just for the lawyers and accountants. A few of the wives play, but not as part of the tournament. They have us scheduled for two rounds of golf on different courses on most of the days of the retreat. It's a team building thing."

Now, I was very confused. "So, what will I be doing while you do that?"

He shrugged. "You'll be with the wives and girlfriends. There's all kinds of things to do at the resort. I'll show you when we get to your place. There's beaches and hot tubs and pools, spas, massages, facials, all kinds of lady stuff."

This was sobering news. I thought I'd have Mitch to protect me on the trip, but now... just me and the women. Wow. That was a lot to take in. I needed to get a handle on how that was going to work.

When we got to my place, Mitch came in, helped me with my coat and asked me to sit on the couch with him. Once again, he presented the iPad that I had not been able to unbox earlier.

"I have an iPad, you know," I shook my head, still surprised at how reckless my penny wise friend was being with his money.

"You have a first generation iPad with a cracked screen," he scoffed. "It'll make a better cutting board than a computing tablet. Trust me, you'll love this one."

I turned on the iPad and was surprised by how quickly it came on. I was also surprised that it had my internet connection password already entered. When I mentioned that, Mitch just smiled and told me the name of the resort where we'd be staying. I entered it in Google and it opened on the site of the most beautiful resort I'd ever seen. Every view was amazing! Mountains - volcanic mountains - palm trees, perfect white beaches, water as blue as the sky... just amazing!

Mitch smiled at me from the other side of the couch. He could tell that I was actually getting excited about this trip, now. "Can I see the iPad?" He asked. "I'll show you our suite."

"Our SUITE!?" I repeated, shocked. "You didn't tell them that we're honeymooning or anything, did you?"

He smiled. "No, but this may be the only time we get to go to Hawaii, so why not go all the way and stay in a suite?"

"You're spending a lot of money on this, Mitch," I shook my head. I never had a lot of money, but after months of just struggling to keep all the balls in the air while I looked for a new job, I had become more cautious with money than I was before Nancy left. "You know, we racked up quite a bill at Kaminsky's today, and the luggage, and then this iPad... this isn't like you. You've always been very frugal. To be honest, I'm a little worried about you."

He waved me off. "Donnie, I'm fine. I promise. I decided I was going to splurge on this trip whether you came or not. I booked this room back in August. You'll love it. Come here. Sit closer so we can both see the screen."

I moved beside him, tucking skirt under me as I sat. The room was amazing. It was huge and had two king sized beds in it. That was a relief. I hadn't really considered the sleeping arrangements until I saw the beds. A massive bathroom with a jet tub in it, one of those showers with jets coming out of everywhere, an actual dinning room where we could eat food ordered from room service, huge TVs in the lounge and bedroom... it was all every impressive.

I asked about the flight. I didn't know anything about the departure time or anything else.

"I've got a town car picking us up at four on Wednesday afternoon. We'll get to the airport in plenty of time, and since we're flying first class, we'll eat in the Hawaiian Airlines lounge. The plane leaves at ten that night, it's an eleven hour flight, we can sleep on the plane and, because of the six hour time difference, when we arrive in Hawaii, the sun will just be coming up. Pretty good, huh?"

"Pretty great," I agreed. "I guess we'll need to wear sweats to sleep on the plane." It was about this time that I realized that I was sitting differently. I had kicked off my shoes and my feet had gotten chilly, so they were tucked under me, nestled cozily in my warm, woolen skirt. Then, somewhere along the way, I had leaned in towards Mitch to see the screen better and now I found my body also nestled cozily, but I was nestled against Mitch's chest and his arm was around my shoulders. I should have been upset by this, but it felt nice to be close and warm and nothing felt at all weird about it. I just stayed focused on the iPad.

"Donnie," he laughed at my suggestion of sweat pants, "we're traveling first class. The chairs fold flat into actual beds and they provide pajamas for the customers. Usually, the pjs are just plain, broad cloth things, but I called them this morning and spent a little extra to get you silk ones. They're really nice and have the company logo on them. They'll look nice on you."

I turned my head and looked up at him. "They'll look nice on me?"

Mitch chuckled at my question. "Ok, look, this is kind of playing with my mind, Donnie. I mean, you've looked in the mirror, right? I know that you're my friend, Donnie, and I know I'm really happy that we've found a way that we can help each other out, but... this kind of feels nice, too, doesn't it? Sitting here together? I'm not going to pretend that anything can come of this, but... for the time being... why don't we just, you know, go with it. I've been watching you and you can't tell me that you're not enjoying this and, to be very honest, having someone who looks beautiful and smells unbelievable holding my hand, kissing me, cuddling with me... truth is... I like it."

I relaxed against his chest just a bit more. "I smell good?" I teased him.

He put down the iPad and hugged me tightly, taking a comically deep breath. "You smell one hell of a lot better than you ever did before, Donnie, I'll tell you that. Yeah! You smell like..." this time he really did take a deep breath, "like vanilla and... some kind of flowers and your hair..." he buried his nose in my hair and breathed deeply, "... I smells like fruit... strawberries, maybe." By now, I was laughing nearly uncontrollably at the way he was sniffing and analyzing my scents. "So, to satisfy your seemingly constant need for compliments, you look beautiful, you smell beautiful and I love having the opportunity to be with such a beautiful woman. Are you satisfied?"

I rolled onto my back so that Mitch had no choice but to cradle my shoulders like he would a baby's. I smiled and said, "I don't know if 'satisfied' is the right word. 'Confused' or 'frustrated' might be better."

As we stared at each other, our smiles dimmed. Mitch, very slowly, leaned over until his lips were nearly touching mine, but then he stopped. I knew why. He was looking for some sign from me that I wanted him to kiss me. So, I gave him the best sign I could. I raised my head and kissed him. It only lasted a few seconds, but then he kissed me. This one lasted longer and felt more heated, as if it might lead to something we both knew we shouldn't do. When he pulled away, he smiled at me and gently brushed my blonde hair from my face with his soft fingers. "I'd kiss you more, but I don't want to mess up that lipstick. Marie intimidates me, but I'm pretty sure that Hilda could beat the tar out of me."

"Good thinking," I smiled and sat up and straightened my voluminous skirt out. "Thank you for dinner... and the iPad." He smiled. "And the clothes..." I continued. "Do you like this outfit? It's the only one I picked out and I got it just to wear tonight."

"Really?" Mitch asked. He seemed flattered that I had put so much thought into my clothes.

I nodded. "I thought it looked pretty... you know. Marie says it looks 'classic.' Actually Bev and Jodi said that, too. You don't think it looks too... frumpy, do you?"

He looked at me, his eyes settling on my breasts where they remained for several seconds. Then, suddenly, he stood. "I'd better go."

I stood, too. "Oh... yeah... you have work in the morning and all. Will I see you tomorrow?"

He pulled his jacket on then looked at me as if considering the pros and cons of being with me too much. It took a good long time before he said, "Yes," and I felt a sense of relief pass through me. Marie and Hilda were great and all, but I felt different with Mitch and I liked that feeling better than how I felt when he wasn't with me.

We remained looking at each other, neither really wanting to say goodnight until Mitch noticed something and he smiled. Then he said, "I just noticed that you pierced your ears... kind of a lot!" He slid his hand along my cheek and pulled my hair back to inspect my ears. "Three in each ear? Nice."

"You like them?" I asked.

"I love them," he smiled then used the hand on my face to pull me closer. He laid one long, soft, warm gentle kiss on my lips, then stood straight and looked in my eyes. "I love you," he said, then walked out the door, leaving my mind racing. Was that a regular 'I love you,' like the ones he said nearly every time we'd said goodbye since middle school, or was it something else? God, is this how a woman's brain worked? Did she leave every date feeling... empty... like I did right at that moment? I didn't think I felt that empty the day that Nancy left me!

It just sucked.

I locked up my house and went up to my guest room to change out of my clothes and hang them up. All the bags that Marie and I had brought in were piled on the guest room bed and there was a note sitting on the bags that read, 'I hope your date went well. Get a good sleep. I'll pick you up around ten. I booked a tanning salon appointment for you. You don't want to look too pale in Hawaii. I ran to Target and got you a present. It's hanging in your bathroom. Love you. Marie.'

I hung up the skirt and sweater, admiring them both again as I did. Then, I walked into my bed room wearing just my bra and panties and stockings. When it walked into my bathroom, I smiled when I saw what looked like a long, blue, men's pajama top, but was in fact, a very cute nightgown. It was just a soft cotton, practical nightie, but it looked more comfortable than what I normally wore. It also had a night pinned to it. That note read, 'Surprise! We'll get some romantic nighties tomorrow, but this will do for tonight. Remember to wear panties - don't be a tramp. Love you! Marie.'
 
 
To Be Continued...

Hawaiian Retreat - 3

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Hawaiian Retreat: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Last minute preparations and lots of doubts as Donnie gets ready to go to Hawaii
with Mitch. Finally, the day arrives and Mitch gets to find out if all that money
he spent was worth it!

I cannot thank you enough for the great comments I have received about this story!
I am so happy that it is being well received and I particularly appreciate the
critiques I get as well.


 
Author's Note: Please toss me a review? I promise I do not bite! (Except when eating.) ~Clara.
 
This version of Hawaiian Retreat: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 3
 
 

 

When Marie arrived at ten the next morning, I had poached eggs, toast and coffee ready for her. When she let herself in, she found me in the kitchen, still wearing my new, dark blue nightie, the one that looked like a man's pajama top.

"Well, look at you, looking so cute and acting so domesticated." She teased as she took off her coat. I smiled and placed two plates on my kitchen table, one for each of us. Each had two poached eggs, two pieces of oatmeal bread toasted and buttered with Irish butter and two ripe strawberries. "Fancy!" my sister teased. "I guess all your fancy clothes are inspiring you to be fancy in other parts of your life."

"That's not too far from the truth." I smiled. "I woke up this morning feeling inspired to clean things up around here and start living a little better. So, I started with a nice breakfast."

Marie smiled at that.

We enjoyed our meal and planned the day -
- The tanning center at eleven
- A stop at the mall for nighties
- Mid-afternoon lunch with Hilda
- Hilda would take me to pick up my luggage (Marie would need to leave to get ready for work)
- Home in time to get together with Mitch

Most of that was fine, but the purchase of nighties was an issue I wanted to discuss. I liked what I was wearing and wanted to find more like it. When Marie mentioned the lingerie department at Neiman Marcus and Nordstrom's I thought that was ok. I could get some nice silk PJs or maybe something like I was wearing only nicer, but then she mentioned Victoria's Secret, and I needed to say something. I pointed out that there was nothing untoward going on between Mitch and me and there'd be no reason to dress in a sexy nightie from Victoria's Secret just to go to bed.

Marie countered that argument by pointing out that the point of the sleep-lingerie was not to impress Mitch, but to maintain an illusion. "What if someone comes to your room late in the evening or early in the morning and they find you dressed in a 'cute' nightie? How is that going to look? You're on your first big vacation with your boyfriend and he takes you to one of the most beautiful places on earth and you dress 'cute' for him? No, you don't. You need to be a princess during the daytime and a sex kitten at night. That's the truth you have to present and that's what they'll believe."

I grabbed my new iPad and opened the tab that showed the suite in which we'd be staying. "Look," I said quite knowingly, "we have two king sized beds. One for me and one for Mitch. If anyone comes in, they'll see that we're sleeping separately, right? So, cute is fine."

"Or -" Marie persisted, "you sleep in one bed and have sex in the other. Either way, if you're wandering around your suite late at night, going from point 'A' to point 'B' and there is a knock on the door and it's one of Mitch's colleagues or one of their wives and they just want to touch base with Mitch or you about something or another, when that door opens, that person needs to find you dressed in a sexy nightie with a shear, little robe covering it. As Hilda would say, it's just set dressing, but it needs to be there."

I started to argue, but Marie reminded me that I'd agreed to do whatever she told me to do, so that ended my battle.

Then Marie said, "Is this a new iPad? Where did you get this? You can't afford something like this!"

"Mitch gave it to me," I said in a small voice.

"Wow," Marie checked it out. "Cellular data, too. This cost a few bucks."

I nodded.

"Mitch isn't usually this much of a spendthrift, is he? If I recall correctly, for your last birthday he gave you a gift certificate to the movie theatre, didn't he?"

"That was last year," I said, staring at the table top. "This year he gave me three tee shirts. One with the 'Abbey Road' album cover on it, one with 'Let It Be' and one with 'Revolver.'"

Marie nodded. "That must have totaled up to forty five or fifty dollars. Now, a thousand dollar iPad? Is there anything you want to tell me?"

In fact there was, but how?

"Look, Rie," I said as I stood and cleared the table, "this is all getting pretty weird between Mitch and me. The way the clothes make me look is making him act weird and the way that they make me feel is making me feel weird."

"How so?" Marie was just not going to drop this.

I sighed. "I... I like how I feel when I'm dressed up and with Mitch, ok? I feel... pretty. I know that's not how a guy should feel, but that's the truth."

Marie nodded and waited. I filled the silence.

"And Mitch looks at me... differently. Like... like a guy looks at a girl. And when we kiss - which you made us do, incidentally" - I couldn't even think about how to phrase this, "...I feel... different. Not like when I used to kiss Nancy, but... different. Like... I feel like there's an emptiness in me and that his kiss... fills it. Does that make sense?"

Marie let out a long breath. "Yeah." She thought for a moment, then said, "Can I ask you a question?"

I just nodded from the sink where I was rinsing the dishes and pots from breakfast.

Marie was trying her very best to be tactful, I knew that, but the question still hurt to hear. "Do you want to advance your relationship with Mitch to a sexual one?"

I stared at the sink for a few seconds before I spoke much more softly than I'd intended, "No."

Marie asked the obvious question, "Why?"

I shrugged and turned to face her. Marie and I knew each other better than anyone else in the world knew us. I could share anything in the world with her, Hell, I'd shared my mother's womb with her. I shrugged, "Because I don't have any interest in touching another guy's..." I stopped. That wasn't it and I knew it. I looked around the room for a few moments before my eyes met my sister's. "Because I'm too scared to."

Marie nodded, knowing I'd been honest. "So? What now?"

I sat and shook my head. "Rie... I'm not gay, I swear it. I know that's one hundred percent true. I really and truly am not gay. When I jerk... fantasize, I don't think about men, I think about women. Beautiful, soft, sweet smelling women and now I AM ONE and I don't know what to do about these feelings and about the fear, Rie. I'm in uncharted waters and I'm getting lost in everything that I'm doing and I love it all so much more than I should and I'm scared, Rie! I'm so fucking scared! I feel like I'm losing myself! Like everything I've ever known about myself was a lie and I'm petrified that that's the truth!"

I was shaking by then and trying to stop the flow of emotion and the flow of words. What the hell was I even saying. Had I even thought these thoughts! Is this why I was feeling the way I was feeling?

"Okay, okay, okay." Marie moved from her end of the table to sit next to me and rub my shoulders as my head sunk to rest in my arms on the table top. "You need to take some deep breaths and calm down, Donnie, or you're going to pass out."

I did and it helped. I got control back.

Marie continued to rub my back, but she laid her head on my shoulder. "Hey? Are you ok?"

I nodded, but didn't raise my head.

She kissed my sleeve covered arm a few times. "Do you know how Mitch feels about this?"

I lifted my head and sat back. "About the same, I think and I think he's just as confused as I am. I think the iPad was a way to tell me that, but... Rie, how am I going to survive a week alone with him?"

Marie smiled. "Well... maybe you should both use that week to sort things out. I'm not saying that you ARE gay, Donnie, but there's obviously something going on that you two need to consider. Take it slow and talk things out and don't do anything you'll regret later, ok? And, besides, I'm only a phone call away, right? So's Hilda. If things are getting too heated and you're not ready to move to the next level, just step into another room and call your sister." She paused for a moment. "And I'll tell you all about my period again and that will cool things right down."

We both laughed at that.

Then she asked, "Do you still want to do this?"

"I have to." I nodded. "I promised Mitch and he's already spent a fortune, besides, it would crazy to waste all this hair and everything." Marie waited until I was ready to stop talking. "Besides... I need to see this through to find out what I really am."

Marie shook her head. "You're a great guy, Donnie, that's what you are."

I nodded. "You know what I mean. Come help me get ready and we can get going."

Marie picked a green sweater dress for me to wear that day. It had a modest V-neck, three quarter length sleeves and a straight, loose skirt. Nothing fancy, but very pretty and very comfortable.

When we reached the tanning salon, I found out that not only would Marie be tanning in the same private room as I was, but that we'd be tanning in the nude. Obviously, this concerned me. I mean, with my... thing... taped up between my legs, from the front, I looked perfectly passable, but what if I hadn't done a perfect job? Marie. Calmed me down, though, "Don't worry. They'll just close the door, let us undress and they control the beds from outside the room."

The attendant showed us to our tanning room, all the while chastising us for not having come sooner. "You're leaving in two days? You really should have come a couple of weeks ago to have built up a nice tan. This will just give you the most basic tan."

"This opportunity just came along the other day," Marie defended my lack of tanning knowledge. "I just want her to not look too pale when she arrives."

The woman looked a bit snotty as she opened the door to the tanning room. "There's a changing room in the back of the tanning area. You'll find lotions in there. When you're ready to start, push the green button on the wall and I'll talk to you through the speaker system. If you need to stop the session for any reason, just push the red button on tanning bed's cover, the unit will shut down and I'll be notified. The session will last approximately ten minutes. A bell will ring at the end of the session. At that time, feel free to take your time to clean off and get dressed. Any questions? Enjoy your session."

The speech was rehearsed and delivered with a robotic quality, something I normally would have commented on, but I guessed that she must have given the same speech a few dozen times a day for several years, so I just said 'thank you' and entered the room. Marie and I disrobed together and helped each other with the lotion before climbing into the tanning beds. I got in first so that Marie could help clear my copious mass of blonde hair from my face - It wasn't just the amount of hair I was carrying, but my lack of dexterity in dealing with it.

The whole tanning bed process was a bit of a surreal experience. It reminded me of a suspended animation chamber in a sci-fi film and when the tanning lights came on, there was a smell, not an unpleasant smell, but a smell none the less, that gave me a bit of anxiety. Was my skin burning off? Probably not. It was probably a combination of the heat and the lotion, but it was noticeable. It was a nice, warm feeling, though, laying on the heated bed for as long as it lasted.

When we were properly cooked, we climbed out of the beds, helped to clean each other off, got dressed and headed to the mall. Our first stop was actually an accessories store where Marie grabbed a whole variety of hair clips - some quite large and some quite small. When we were back in the mall's common area, Marie had me sit and pulled a small section of hair from the edges of my forehead and brought them to the back of my head where she clipped a very small clip into them so that my hair, for the most part, stayed away from my face.

"Now that you've had a few days to deal with your new hair, you can use clips for a little respite," Marie explained. "You may find these useful for a daytime look, but never, never, never use these for a nighttime look. Is that clear?"

I nodded. "Yes, ma'm," I joked and we headed for Nordstrom's.

"You know," Marie said, as we walked - she'd obviously just coming up with an idea, "there is a salon at the resort. If you wanted to try an updo for one of the fancy events, I'm sure that Mitch would pay for that." She smiled as she toyed with my hair. "It would make you feel sexy." She smiled, playfully, knowing that being sexy was not really my goal.

I snickered. "Just what I need."

We were pretty quick shoppers for a change. Marie chose two silk nighties. Both were rather plain, just silk slips, really. Spaghetti straps with no real ornamentation. I thought they were very pretty.

From there, we hurried to Neiman Marcus where she found one more that she liked. It was the same kind of silk slip with spaghetti straps, but this one was more colorful and had some mesh areas that showed a lot more skin than I wanted to show. She also bought two short, silk robes.

Before we left, I pointed out that I had been hauled around by people for the last few days and that I hadn't even been carrying a wallet. I would need a wallet and a purse of some kind for the trip. Marie agreed and we purchased a very small, black clutch made by Yvette Saint Laurent that I would have guessed might have cost somewhere between sixty and a hundred dollars, but in fact set Mitch back another thirteen hundred and fifty dollars! There was no logic to the cost of women's clothes and I found that frustrating, but Marie just laughed at that. "It's not the cost of the materials that you're paying for, Donnie, you're paying for the prestige of the logo. That little gold 'YSL' will make an impact. That's the world you're entering. Things like that matter."

Then we entered the dreaded sanctum known as 'Victoria's Secret.' I knew that I looked like a typical customer, but I felt more conspicuous than I'd ever felt before. Almost none of the clothing I saw on display was designed for work or even comfort. It was all designed for titillation. Even the sweat pants fit in such a way that they emphasized the curves of the wearer. Just the thought of being that much of a spectacle gave me the creeps. I mentioned it to Marie who shook her head and said, "That's why you liked that wool skirt and sweater that you wore last night! You want to be a good girl, and that's great, but every now and then, you need to loosen up. Look around. That's what these clothes are all about. It's not about being slutty, it's about having fun. We've got beautiful, supple bodies with soft skin and nice curves. These clothes celebrate that. I promise you, the first time you feel your breasts being caressed by a sexy Victoria's Secret nightie, you feel like the sexiest girl on earth."

I rolled my eyes, but when we started looking at the very low cut, very lacy nighties, I did get a little excited at the prospect of wearing one of them. We only bought one, a blue, silky, slip style in a really pretty shade of light blue with very transparent lace edging on the low cut cleavage and colorful and pretty bouquets of flowers decorated the tempting item.

Satisfied with her rather meager haul, at least compared with the previous days' hauls, we headed down the mall to meet Hilda for lunch, but along the way, we stopped in a jewelry store. Marie assured me that she would not go crazy buying me jewelry I probably would wear only once anyway, and she was pretty well behaved. I left with a tiny, gold watch, an amethyst pendant on a gold chain and a Claddagh ring for the third finger of my right hand. All in all, she'd spent less than twenty five hundred dollars at the mall, which made me feel relieved.

As we were entering the chain restaurant where we were to meet Hilda, Marie stopped and said, "I've thought about it, Donnie, and I want you to take mom's pearls to wear in Hawaii."

Now, our mom had passed away very suddenly a few years earlier and it seemed to hit Marie and me much harder than our older sisters. Mom hadn't updated her will in decades, so the house we grew up in, the little saving that mom had, her life insurance, everything went to our sisters. At the time, both Marie and I were doing fine in our careers and we chose not to make our relationship with Claudia and Angela even more stressful than it was, and we agreed to not contest the will - WITH ONE EXCEPTION. Marie wanted my mom's string of pearls. You'd think that would be a pretty simple request, but Claudia and Angela went head to head with Marie until she ultimately won. Those pearls meant an awful lot to her, I knew that and I knew that this offer was a huge deal for Rie.

"Rie..." I was truly overwhelmed by the offer, "... I couldn't. What if something happened to them?"

"Just don't let anything happen to them, Donnie. It's my way of saying that I've really enjoyed having a little sister, even if it's just for a little while. When you wear them, remember that I love you."

All I could do was hug her and say, "Thank you, Rie. I love you, too."

When we entered the restaurant, Marie spoke to the hostess. "Hi. We're meeting my wife. I believe she's already been seated. Tall. Thin. Beautiful. An accent like a Nazi."

The hostess let out a nervous laugh. "Oh... yes. Right this way."

We sat by a window and had a nice, light lunch. Hilda informed me that she'd bought me some additional makeup and brushes to take with me, just to be sure that I have everything I might need. How can you not love a sister in law who is that nice, right?

After dinner, we said goodbye to Marie who headed off to work with the final admonishment that we would be packing on Tuesday.

Hilda and I went to pick up my luggage. I have to admit, having my initials embroidered on them was pretty cool. We loaded them into Hilda's Land Rover and unloaded them into my house when we got there. Then, suddenly it was already five o'clock and I was starting to focus on seeing Mitch. Hilda understood and headed to my door.

Before she left, she stopped to kiss my cheek and asked, "Have you thought about what we discussed the other day?"

I nodded. "I haven't thought about much else."

Hilda wiped a hair from my face. "And what do you think?"

I sighed. I'd kind of used the activity of that busy day to not think about how I felt about Mitch, but Hilda wanted an answer. "I love Mitch, Hilda, but... I don't love a guy's body. I don't want to be with a guy. It doesn't appeal to me. I think we're destined to be friends that share a weird week together."

Hilda hugged me. "Ok. But it doesn't have to be that way. You know we're both here for you if you need us. We love you."

"I know," I answered, "I love you, too."

She kissed my cheek again, then, as she headed out the door she said, "I'm working out of town tomorrow morning, but I'll be by in the afternoon to set up your makeup case for you."

"Drive safely!" I called after her. It had started to snow. It wasn't sticking, but black ice is always a problem on nights like this.

Mitch and I had tentative plans to go to dinner, but with the snow, I was concerned, and not just concerned about driving in that weather. The snow didn't seem all that bad, but I didn't have any boots and if Marie were to find out that I messed up a pair of new pumps walking in the snow... well, I didn't even want to think about that lecture.

I called Mitch and he insisted that he was at least coming over to my place. "I have something for you and, besides, we seem to be able to behave ourselves in public. We need to get passed being alone."

Ok, that was definitely true, but could we get through an evening together without doing something stupid? We were about to find out.

I'm not a gourmet cook, not by a long shot, but I make a great mac and cheese with Spam chunks in it, so that's what I prepared for Mitch and me for dinner. I didn't change into 'evening' clothes, but stayed in my green dress, and I set up a couple of folding tables in the living room, hoping that watching a movie might keep our minds off of the elephant in the room - the elephant would be me.

Mitch arrived just as I moved the pot of mac and cheese off of the hot burner. "I'm in the kitchen!" I called when I heard the door open and close.

Mitch said 'hi' as he came into the kitchen, taking off his slightly damp suit jacket and putting it over the back of a kitchen chair. I asked about the roads and he replied, "I don't think it'll amount to much. Just a flurry. Boy, Donnie, every time I see you, you look more beautiful."

I smiled and blushed as I spooned dinner into two bowls. "Seriously? I didn't even get changed or redo my makeup. I've been wearing this all day."

Mitch loosened his tie and came up behind me laying an affectionate peck on my cheek and giving me a hug. "In all the time we've known each other, I've never once expected to hear my best buddy give me the classic 'What? This old thing?' speech. But, yes, seriously, you look amazing." He reached into his pocket and pulled something out saying, "Here."

He handed me an envelope. When I opened it, I found a new driver's license with my name listed as 'Dawn' and my sex as 'F.' "How did you get this?" I asked, surprised.

"I work with people at the Registry of Motor Vehicles and I mentioned that I had a friend who needed some help getting a new license in a rush. They were happy to help."

I was confused. "But... after we get back...?"

"Your old license is still valid, don't worry. This is just for the trip, or for as long as you need it."

Whew! That was a relief. There was an end to this, after all.

I led Mitch to the living room and the folding tables. I put the bowls down, then we sat, which was a bit of a challenge for me. The dress necessitated that I sit with my rump near the end of the cushion and that I turn slightly to the left, cross my legs at the knees and pull my table up against my right hip so that I could eat. As I placed my napkin on my lap, I noticed that Mitch was watching me and smiling.

"What?" I asked.

He shook his head and chuckled. "Nothing... it's just that you're... such a girl!"

I shrugged at that. "Well, isn't that what you wanted?"

"Oh, you're so much more than I wanted," he laughed and turned his attention to his dinner, such as it was.

I felt like I needed to put an end to this discussion, so I grabbed the remote, turned on the TV and called up the most un-sexually-stimulating movie I could think of: 'Rogue One, A Star Wars Story.' If you haven't seen it, you should, it's great, but in summary, it's a typical Star Wars storyline, except with no love story and the acting is better. The end of the film is a blood bath of Shakespearean proportions, so I assumed that there would be no sexual tension brought on by this movie, and I was right.

I ate about a third of what I'd normally have eaten. I don't know why, but I felt like I just needed to watch what I ate, now that I was in dresses full time. I guess that Marie had gotten into my head. Mitch, on the other hand, ate all of his, what was left of mine and then had an ice cream sandwich for dessert.

Typically, when Mitch and I ate in front of the TV at either of our houses, the dirty dishes stayed on the folding tables until we were ready to call it a night. This night, though, I cleared the dishes, rinsed them and loaded them into the washer, brought Mitch an ice cream sandwich and folded and put away the tables.

By the time Princess Leia had the plans for the Death Star in her weirdly CGIed hands, my shoes were off, my chilly feet were tucked underneath my butt and I was curled up on the other end of the couch from Mitch. Let me tell you something that you probably don't understand. Some of the mannerisms that we think of as 'feminine' are one hundred percent clothes related. My house is kept reasonably warm in the winter, but these clothes were just not warm enough! The snuggling and cuddling that women do isn't just a hormonal based need for affection, girls are freaking cold!

When the movie ended, Mitch stood up and went to the kitchen.

"Are you leaving?" I asked. It wasn't quite nine o'clock yet.

"Nope," he called back, "just grabbing your iPad. I saw it out here charging."

When he came back into the living room he stopped and looked at me. "Are you cold?"

"I'm freezing," I admitted as I rubbed my biceps.

Mitch went to my hall closet and retrieved a large wool blanket that I kept in there. "Why didn't you get this out before?" He shook his head as he shook the blanket out, then sat down beside me and pulled the blanket onto both of us. "Come on. Lean on me and get warm."

"Mitch," I sighed, "I really don't want things to get weird with us. Last night, it kind of felt like we were going to take things a little too far..."

Mitch held up his hand to stop me. "I know and I'm really sorry, Donnie. I've been thinking about this a lot since I left and I've been trying to figure out what happened. I think I was just kind of caught up in, well... how you look. I know that's a kind of a cop out, and I don't want you to think I'm blaming you for it or anything, I just mean... Look, Donnie, you know how I am. I'm great in a job situation, or on the golf course or with the guys, but with a girl... you know, in a dating situation.. I can't do anything. I can't talk, I can't think straight, I'm just a big idiot, but with YOU as the girl... I guess I felt comfortable for the first time and... I got carried away and I'm really sorry."

Everything he said was true and was similar to how I'd felt the previous night, too. "Yeah, me too," I muttered.

"So, come on. Lean into me and get warm. I promise I can control myself." He raised his arm and I cuddled underneath it feeling safe and happy that we both felt the same way.

We spent an hour or more looking at things pertaining to the trip that Mitch wanted to share with me. Things about the flight and about the resort and about things that were being planned for the 'wives' - apparently even the girlfriends were considered 'wives.' It all seemed very elegant and much nicer than any vacation I'd ever taken before and now that Mitch and I both seemed to be on the same page, I was very excited about going.

As it approached eleven, Mitch said he needed to get going. "I don't think I'll see you tomorrow," he said and seemed to regret it. "I need to get my things packed and ready to go. If you need anything, just get it, or give me a call if you need me to do anything for you."

I smiled and straightened out his rumpled suit jacket. "My knight in shining armor, huh? Always willing to help out a maiden in distress."

He pulled me closer. "Donnie... even before you became Dawn, I wanted to help you out. It's not because you're a maiden... it's because you're my friend and I love you. It's not just something I say when I leave, Donnie, I mean it sincerely. I love you and I want to help you out."

"I know," I smiled up into his eyes and - it was weird. I'd been with Mitch on more evenings than not for most of our lives, but I never noticed how blue his eyes were. They were really striking - Like as blue as Chris Pine's or maybe Paul Newman's. Now, that should have been information that I kept to myself, but for some reason I blurted out, "I never noticed how blue your eyes are."

He chuckled. "Really, because more than once, I've given you ties that match the green of yours."

"Really?" I was surprised.

He smiled. "You never noticed? What kind of an artist are you?"

"An unemployed one," I laughed. "Maybe now I know why."

There was an uncomfortable silence for a few moments until Mitch asked, "Would it be ok if I kiss you goodnight?"

"Of course!" I smiled. "We need to be comfortable doing this, right? So, go for it."

He stared into my eyes for a good few seconds, then bent and kissed me and, I swear, it was such a warm and romantic kiss that I felt shivers running from my lips to the tips of my toes.

When our lips parted, he almost looked smug about how he'd kissed me, but now, instead of wanting to be cautious and go slow, I just wanted Mitch to stay with me and kiss me like that a million more times.

But that didn't happen. Mitch headed out the door. I stopped him from closing the door, though, and I stood and watched while he brushed the snow off of his Lexus and then got into the car and drove away.

That was that, I guessed, so up to bed I went to do my nightly regime then climb into a cold, lonely bed, once again. I still couldn't get a handle on what I really wanted and I think I found that more frustrating than anything.

Tuesday was mostly a day of preparation. Marie and I never left the house and I never actually got out of my pajama-top-nightie. We packed my suitcases in an amazingly organized manner. Marie put a tag with a number on it on the hanger of each of my dresses/skirts/blouses as we hung them in a garment bag and then she slipped the corresponding lingerie into a one gallon sized ziplock baggie, wrote the corresponding number on the baggie with Sharpie and put those baggies into a suitcase. "This makes everything idiot-proof," Marie smiled while I worked our whether or not she thought I was an idiot. The numbers were only for organizational reasons and I was advised by Rie to make sure that I asked some of the veteran wives about dress code for each event, including non-scheduled time. She assured me that the more experienced wives would appreciate my desire to conform.

One entire suitcase was dedicated to just shoes and those shoes were each still in their boxes. By one in the afternoon, Marie was satisfied with the way that everything had been packed and protected. Every dress was in a dry cleaning style bag and hung perfectly in a garment bag. Every piece of lingerie was labeled and laid neatly in a suitcase. Every shoe was in a shoebox and every shoebox was in a suitcase. Every nightie was folded neatly and laid on top of its corresponding robe. Every pair of stockings was in an interior pocket in the suitcases. Every piece of jewelry, including our mother's string of pearls, was in a baggie and tucked into my carry-on. My hair products, perfumes, powders, antiperspirants, hair clips were all in baggies and packed away.

That only left my makeup.

Hilda arrived at two thirty with a very welcomed chicken salad wrap for each of us. She looked at the packed, but still opened luggage and laughed. "Are you MOVING to Hawaii?"

As we ate, Hilda said, "I do pity poor Mitch having to push a cart with all of that luggage through the airport."

"No, no," I explained. "We're traveling first class, so there's a concierge/porter service at the airport. When we arrive, they'll take all of our luggage, except our carry-ons, and we won't see it again until it arrives at our hotel suite."

"Suite?" Hilda smirked. "Your hotel SUITE? Are you serious?"

I set about showing Hilda all of the pictures that Mitch had shown me. "Look, because we're in a suite, the resort staff will even unpack my bags for me, then pack it all back up before we leave. Isn't that great?"

Hilda shook her head. "He's spoiling you."

I laughed at that.

After lunch, Hilda packed all of my makeup correctly so that it looked very organized.

We were a little vexed about how to handle the change of clothes I would have to do on the airplane. Marie was all for running downtown and buying a new garment bag, but Hilda called Mitch and asked if he'd be carrying a garment bag on the plane for himself. He said that he was and that I could pack my blouse, skirt and a bag of undies in that. I could fit my shoes in my carry-on without much effort, as long as they weren't in a shoebox, so that worked. Hilda did make it clear to Mitch, though, that I would need to have my carry-on and a makeup case with me. He assured her that he would carry whatever the concierge/porter service wouldn't be carrying for us.

I was surprised when, in the late afternoon, the 'Nail Girl' from Renee's salon showed up and redid my finger and toe nails for me, this time in a bright, but dignified crimson. Apparently, Marie had called a Renee when we packing and asked for the girl to do an emergency house call since there was no way we'd have time to get there. "That's a much more fun color for a vacation," Marie said, inspecting the girl's work. "They're eye catching enough to let the other trophy wives know that you're confident, but still fun and young, like you're trying to catch a man's eye.

By dinner time, I was all alone. Marie and Hilda promised to come see me off the next day. I used up the cold cuts in my fridge and made a salad with some sliced turkey in it. I showered and spent an hour drying my hair and preparing for bed, and by eight thirty, I was in bed watching a rerun of Big Bang Theory and doing a crossword puzzle on my new iPad.

My phone rang and I saw that it was Mitch calling me in FaceTime. That was a first!

"Hi," I smiled, strangely happy to have him call me.

"Hi, beautiful," he said with a big grin on his face. "All packed?"

"I am. I'm really sorry, but there's an awful lot of luggage."

"No problem," he shook his head. "If that's what you need, then I'll take care of it."

"Thanks. Oh, my God! I just realized! This is the first time that you've seen me without makeup since I became a girl! Ugh! You shouldn't be seeing me like this!"

Mitch laughed at that. "I'm going to see you without makeup tomorrow night. What difference does it make?"

"Yeah," I giggled, "but that's in real life. This is in bad lighting, bad angles and in high-def! Do I look terrible?"

"You look absolutely amazing! I swear!" He laughed. "I just wanted to check in and see you. I know this is going to sound stupid, but I really missed being with you, today."

I felt a little sad at that. "Yeah. Me too."

We stared at each other long enough to think that maybe our screens had frozen.

"Ok," he said, "I should let you go, I guess. I'm going to be working for a couple of hours in the morning, then I'll go home and get my luggage and stuff. How about I come by in the early afternoon and I'll bring some ham and cheese croissants from Lincoln's. Sound good?"

"Sounds great," I said, "but could you get some for Hilda and Rie? They're coming by to say goodbye around lunch time, too."

"Sure," he smiled and once again, those eyes cut right through me. "I'll see you, then. Good night, Dawn."

"Good night, Mitch," I answered, not wanting the call to end.

"You know I love you, right?" There was something different about the way he said it tonight that I really liked.

"I do. I love you, too."

"Alright," he blew me a kiss through the phone. "See you tomorrow."

The call ended and I spent most of the next nine hours rolling from side to side with a mixture of trepidation about where this trip might lead for Mitch and me, loneliness from not having seen Mitch that day, and excitement about the trip and being able to be with Mitch pretty much nonstop for the next week.

Wednesday morning I got up and used the last of my eggs, my last two pieces of bread and the last of my milk to have breakfast, then dressed in one of my more casual dresses that I planned to wear on the plane. It was a knee length, black cotton dress with bright red and bright blue lines intersecting at seemingly random angles. It buttoned all the way up the front. The cotton was thick and stiff, but very comfortable. I liked it.

Around ten thirty, Hilda and Marie showed up and checked each of my bags, closed them and took them downstairs. Well, truth be told, Hilda was the one who carried the bags downstairs. My makeup case and carry-on were placed near the front door, but away from my other luggage, and the clothes into which I'd be changing on the plane were hung in a dry cleaner bag from my railing waiting to be added to Mitch's garment bag when he arrived.

"That's a lot to take with us," I said looking around. "When Nancy and I flew, we always crammed everything into one big, communal suitcase to avoid paying extra fees."

"The only place that you and Nancy ever flew," Marie pointed out, "was to Disney World to stay at The Pop Century Resort. Two pairs of short, five tee shirts, some socks and underwear doesn't take up a lot of room. What was the fanciest restaurant you ate in while you were there?"

I shrugged. "Usually we just ate at the counter service places. Once we ate at Tappan Eto, the hibachi place at the Japan Pavilion in EPCOT. It was kind of nice."

"Un huh," Marie nodded. "I don't think you're going to see any chefs making volcanos out of a pile of onion slices in Hawaii."

"We had a good time, even though we weren't rich." I pointed out.

"I'm not arguing that," Marie smiled and kissed my cheek, "but you're about to enter a new world. Make the most of it, Donnie. Enjoy it while it lasts."

At that moment, Mitch came in with a bag from Lincoln's Bakery, one of the best bakeries I've ever been to. He kissed my cheek and looked at all the luggage that was piled an waiting.

"Wow!" He laughed. "That's a lot of luggage!"

I put my arm around his torso and he put his on my shoulder. "I know," I said. "I'm sorry."

He kissed the top of my head. "No need to apologize. I'm sure that you'll make good use of all of it." He turned to my sister and her wife and said, "I brought ham and cheese croissants."

Hilda clapped her hands and took the bag from Mitch. "Ach! There is a God!" She hurried to the kitchen and began plating the food.

"Should I bring in my garment bag now, or later?" Mitch asked Marie, knowing that she was, as always, in charge.

"Let's have lunch first, then we can deal with the final preparations and Donnie can get changed."

"Changed?" I asked. "I was going to wear this on the plane."

"No, you're going to wear the light brown, straight skirt dress. That's more distinguished."

"But this is more comfortable," I said, really not wanting to change dresses.

Marie glanced at Mitch. "Mitch, will there be any other people from your firm on this flight?"

"A few," Mitch said. "Most left yesterday or earlier today."

Marie looked at me and smiled. "There may be other trophy wives on the flight, Donnie, so you need to dress to impress. The light brown dress is obviously a Diane von Furstenberg. That will impress the wives, so that's what you'll wear on the flight."

I shrugged in defeat. "Ok, boss. You know best."

"Damn straight," she smiled. "Let's eat."

We sat and chatted about old times and old friends for a couple of hours during which Marie and Hilda each ate two croissants, I ate half of one and Mitch ate three, plus my discarded half. At three o'clock, Marie sent Hilda with me to get changed and she sent Mitch to get his garment bag.

"She's only trying to help you do your best for Mitch, you know," Hilda said. "You don't mind, really, do you? You're not mad, right?"

"No. I don't mind and I'm certainly not mad." I hung up my comfortable, stiff cotton dress and took out the light brown Diane von Furstenberg dress. The dress itself was a fairly plain, sleeveless dress with a pencil skirt and a separate, matching, short jacket. The jacket was what Randall had referred to as an Eisenhower jacket. It barely reached a woman's natural waist. The sleeves bloused a bit making me sure that it would not fit comfortably under the leather coat I was still borrowing from Marie. Man, with everything that we'd bought, why hadn't I bought myself a winter coat!?

Just a side note - I'm pretty darned sure that Dwight David Eisenhower, Supreme Allied Commander In Europe during World War Two and Thirty Fourth President of The United States never wore a jacket as cute as the one I was wearing that day. Just saying.

I buttoned the only two buttons on the jacket, at the waist, and turned and presented myself to Hilda. "What do you think."

She smirked and shook her head. "I hate to admit it, but Marie was right. There's no way that they can see you wearing that and not think that you mean business. They'll know that you are there to do what ever you need to do to help Mitch make partner."

I glanced in the mirror. I definitely looked good. "Should I wear jewelry?"

Hilda shook her head. "No. That would be gilding the lily. You look lovely, just as you are." She kissed my cheek. "Look, Donnie, if you need anything and... well, if you don't think that Marie will understand... call me. Ok?"

I hugged her to thank her, her shoulder pressing into my cheek. "Thank you, Hilda. Thank you for everything."

She nodded. "Take good care of yourself."

Before we knew it, a big, black town car was in front of my house. Mitch and the driver loaded up all the luggage and an hour and a half after I kissed my sister and sister in law goodbye, we were unloading it all at Logan Airport in Boston. We had pulled up in front of the Hawaiian Airlines concierge area. A porter helped our driver unload all of the luggage and loaded it onto a cart while Mitch checked us in. I carried my makeup case and my ludicrously over priced hand bag while Mitch negotiated both carry-ons and the garment bag.

I was a little concerned with getting through the TSA security gates, but my license was legit, so we walked right through and headed to the Hawaiian Airlines VIP Lounge. Along the way, a porter from the airline spotted Mitch and took one carry-on and the garment bag for him, lightening his load.

The buffet in the VIP Lounge was unbelievable. Hawaiian specialties as well as pretty much any other food that you've ever heard of! I wished I could have eaten more, but I was content with the little bit that I was able to enjoy.

After dinner, we sat in the VIP Lounge's bar area and watched planes take off and land on the runways through the wall of windows. Mitch went to the bar and got himself his usual Sam Adams and brought me a sangria. I'd never tasted the fruity, mixed wine drink before, but I really liked it and I particularly liked the fact that it didn't taste like wine, or like any alcohol at all, really. It was a bit like Hawaiian Punch with a little kick to it.

As I sat and sipped and began to relax a bit, I felt a hand touch my shoulder from behind and someone's cheek was suddenly pressed against mine. "There she is! Are you excited to finally be going on your trip?" The unseen person kissed my cheek, then moved around my chair and sat in the one opposite me.

"Jodi," I smiled and reached out my right hand to squeeze her left. "Mitch, you remember Jodi Elliot from the restaurant the other night."

"Yes, of course, I know Jodi well," Mitch stood, then bent to kiss Jodi's cheek. You know, I've known Mitch pretty much my whole life, and in any social situation, he is always the guy with the goofy smile that tells a good story. He was never the 'social butterfly' kind of guy, but when he was in a work situation, he was a different person. Strong and confident and he always knew how to smile in just the right way so as to make the person to whom he was speaking smile back. "How are you, Jodi? Are you you all set for a week in paradise?"

She waved his remark off. "Oh, I like Hawaii just fine, but if I want paradise, then the French Riviera is where I'd be headed. And as for a week, well that's hardly enough time to unpack, am I right, Dawn, dear? I had hoped to have left the day before yesterday with Oscar and Beverly, but... you know Bob! He just has to deal with every little problem himself! Look at him over there, trying to find me. Honestly, he's so absent minded when he's not in the office. Bob! Bob! Over here, dear. Look, I've found Mitch and Dawn!"

Bob Elliot came over with glass of some sort of brown liquor for himself and a champagne flute for his wife and sat down in the chair beside her. "Greetings, all," he said as he huffed and puffed his pudgy sixtysomething body into the seat. "It looks as if we're going to be taking off before the snow comes in. Good thing, too, I'm not a fan of flying in bad weather."

"Or good weather, either," Jodi teased in a very posh manner. She leaned over and touched my knee, "Robert just HATES anything that takes him away from the office. He's quite the workaholic. See that Mitch never gets that way, dear. It makes a man quite boring."

"Nice of you to say, dear," Mr Elliot said, jokingly, but I got a sense that this was a bit of a sore spot between husband and wife. "So, Dawn, Jodi tells me that you and our Mitchell here have known each other quite some time."

Really? My relationship with Mitch was actually a topic of conversation at the Elliot house? Why? "Oh, yes. Mitch and I grew up together. We went to all the same schools, right through college. Then Mitch went off to Suffolk and then Harvard for his law degrees."

"And then came back to you, huh?" He gave a phlegmy cough at that. "Childhood sweethearts reunited."

"No, no," Mitch laughed and sipped his beer. "We were just buddies until recently, when we started dating."

"Buddies?" Jodi said, dubiously. "A tall handsome man and a beautiful woman are never going to be buddies, Mitch. I bet there was always some kind of a spark there."

Mitch took my hand and squeezed it. "Maybe. I don't know, Jodi. Maybe we were just too young and stupid to see it, but we're very happy that we eventually found a way to be together, right Donnie?"

I blanched when Mitch used my real name, but it didn't seem to matter because Jodi seemed to love it. "Donnie! Oh, how sweet is that, Bob? Oh, and it fits you so nicely. You have that kind of 'free and easy' way about you and Dawn is such a stuffy name. 'Donnie,' yes, I just think that's so adorable!"

I just smiled. How do you respond to something like that?

The announcement came that it was time to prepare to board the plane. First class passengers in rows A through F were called to board first. "Well," Mitch stood, "That's us!"

He offered me his hand which I took and stood. Jodi stood, too, and made a big show of kissing both of my cheeks. "Aloha, my dear." And before we could leave she said, "Oh, good God, Donnie, that dress is just divine! The two of you are just a picture! Mitch, you look so handsome in that sweater and tie, and Donnie in that perfect, traveling ensemble! Most people you see on these flights are wearing sweat pants or dirty old shorts. It's disgusting. Oh, well, you should go, now! We'll talk more on the plane."

"Oh, that will be wonderful," I smiled. We walked to the door where the porter who'd been keeping an eye on our luggage, handed me my makeup case and then helped Mitch carry the other bags to the plane. Because we had had our tickets scanned when we entered the lounge, we just walked right onto the plane and took our seats - Row C, seats F and G, on the right hand side of the plane. It was a big plane, too. Two seats on the left side, three in the middle and two on the right in the first class compartment. I did notice that in the economy class section of the plane, there were three seats on either side and five in the middle. Normally, that's where I would have been flying, if I'd ever been able to afford a flight to Hawaii, but I was very grateful to be enjoying the spaciousness of the high end accommodations.

There was ample overhead space for our carry-ons, garment bag and makeup case and the seats were enormous! Even six foot two inch Mitch had plenty of leg room.

"Wow," I said quietly to Mitch as I sat crosslegged in the wide, comfortable seat and swiveled it from side to side, "class-eeee."

He chuckled, "Yep. Only the best for my girl." He squeezed my knee.

It took about a half an hour to get everyone on the plane, then another twenty minutes or so taxiing to the runways and waiting for takeoff and then, finally, we were in the air. I know that this is foolish, because we all know how an airplane works, but I have always found flight miraculous! The feeling of leaving the ground excites me in a very visceral way and then looking down at the ground as we soar above it is something I have never grown tired of.

We leveled off and the flight became smooth. Mitch pulled out his iPad and began reviewing some paperwork.

"I thought you were on vacation," I teased.

"No, YOU'RE on vacation. I'm on an work retreat." He laughed. "Actually, I only have a couple of things to take care of and then I'll be done with paperwork for the week. I'll leave it till later, if you'd rather talk." He closed the cover of his iPad and took my hand. "Are you excited?"

I smiled, "Actually, yes. Now that we're on the way, I'm really excited. I think I'll be ok with the others wives. I mean, I did ok with Jodi, just now and with her and Bev at O'Connor's the other night. As long as I stick with my own life story and don't make up a lot of lies, everything seems to go smoothly."

Mitch squeezed my hand, reassuringly. "I think Jodi likes you."

I laughed at that. "She's ok, I guess, but... how old is she, like thirty five? Thirty six? Bob has to be thirty years older than her!"

Mitch shrugged. "That's kind of a rich man's issue, you know? They spend their twenties and thirties building their business and their fortunes and by the time they're in their forties, their marriages are falling apart. Divorced and alone in their fifties, they find a young woman looking for a leg up to a better life... Honestly, I think that Jodi and Bob love each other more than most of the autumn/spring relationships I see among my colleagues. They tease each other a lot, but they seem pretty happy."

I took a deep breath. "Wow. So, I'm not just joining The Trophy Wives' Club, I'm joining The Second Wives' Club?"

Mitch laughed. "Not all of them, but... there are plenty."

I shook my head. "That's awful."

Mitch patted my hand. "Don't worry, Donnie. I'll never divorce you." He laughed and I pushed his hand off of mine.

"You had better not, mister! Argh! Men!"

As we laughed, Jodi suddenly appeared in the aisle beside Mitch. "How are you two kids doing up here?" She asked.

Mitch was still laughing. "We're good, Jodi. How about you?"

"Well, to tell you the truth," she smirked, "Bob is boring me to tears going over paperwork on his iPad and ignoring me. Honest to goodness, this whole Rand case needs to end. I am tired of being ignored." She did giggle at that, so I assumed that she understood the situation.

Mitch laughed. "That's funny, because I was starting to do some work on the Rand case, too, but Dawn made me put it way."

"Oh, Mitchell, PLEASE do me a favor!" Jodi was being overly theatrical. "Please, please, PLEASE, go back there and help Bob get through this paperwork. If you help him, he can talk through it and he'll be done in a few hours. Otherwise, I'll be listening to his hemming and hawing all week!"

Mitch looked at me and rolled his eyes. "Do you mind? If I do the work with Bob, I'll probably get it done pretty quickly. Then it'll be done and I'll be free to focus on you."

What I wanted to say was, 'No! Don't go! I did all of this for you and now I just want to be with you! Stay with me, Mitch! Don't leave me alone with Jodi!'

But what I said was, "No, I don't mind at all. I'll be fine, here with Jodi."

"Thanks," he said, then leaned over and gave me a kiss. "I won't be too long."

He was gone about ninety minutes, which wasn't long, but it did seem much longer. Jodi was fine, but she got to be a bit much. She was rather nosy, but I think she was just making conversation.

"So, tell me about yourself, dear," she said. "How did you become an artist?"

I told her how I was a reasonably good artist in high school and then found that I could do creative things on a computer, so while I was in college I found that graphic artistry called to me. I enjoyed it and when I found that I could make a living at it, I stuck with it.

"How interesting," she said, implying more excitement than my story warranted. "Would I have ever seen any of your work?"

"More than likely," I said, with a bit of pride. "If you ever saw a city bus with advertising decals covering it, you know, the kind that cover it from front to back with huge graphics on it, that was more than likely my design."

"Oh, lord, how dreadful!" Jodi twittered, crushing me a bit. She must have noticed that I was hurt, because she immediately back pedaled. "Oh, no, dear, I don't mean that your work was dreadful, I just mean... well... to go through all that work to become an artist and then have your work displayed on a dirty, old city bus... well, I'm sorry, dear. I shouldn't have been so judgmental. I imagine it paid well, though?"

I shrugged. "It paid pretty well."

"How well?"

That seemed awfully personal. In fact, I had been paid ok for the work I had done. After eight years with the company, I was making about fifty five thousand dollars a year - nothing to be ashamed of, right? But I was ashamed at that moment, so I lied and said, "I made about seventy thousand a year."

"Oh," Jodi puffed the word as if she was choking back a laugh. "Well, that's better than a paper route, I suppose, but... may I offer you a little advice?"

"Of course," I said, growing a little cold to this woman's opinions.

She looked me straight in the eye. "Donnie, I see how Mitch looks at you. That boy is bat-shit-crazy in love with you and wants to marry you. I mean, let's face it, someone who USED TO MAKE seventy thousand dollars wouldn't be able to dress as well as you do without Mitch's support, right? Anyway, my advice to you is - Don't let that boy get away from you. He wants to marry you and, trust me, you want the life that he can provide. Use this week to make sure that he knows that you're ready to settle down and become a wife and maybe even a mommy. If you let him get away, you will regret it."

I felt a warmth rush over me. When Mitch looked at me, I could see that he felt new and different feelings for me, but... a wife and mommy!? Those two words directed at me shook me to the core. That wasn't going to happen. I knew that Jodi's advice had a mercenary quality to it - find a sugar daddy and live off of him - but she was definitely being sincere. I needed to respond in kind.

I sighed and shook my head. "I just don't know, Jodi. I'm not sure that I'm ready for marriage."

"Ok," she shook her head, "but I think you need to figure that out pretty soon, because I think that Mitch might be."

As we continued to talk, a hostess came along and handed us two pairs of pajamas, one for me and one for Mitch. Jodi asked for hers as well and the hostess found them and gave them to her. Jodi looked about and saw that no one had headed for the three changing rooms to get ready for bed. "Come on," she smiled, "let's get into our pjs before there's a line."

We stood, I grabbed my makeup case from the overhead and we walked to the front of the plane where the changing rooms were located. I had never been in a first class restroom before and it was a revelation! It was almost the size of my master bath at home, and it had no bath tub, so there was room for several people to get changed comfortably in that space.

I opened the door and marveled at the space and cleanliness, especially in comparison to the airplane restrooms to which I was accustomed. "Wow," I said to Jodi as I stepped in, assuming that she was going into another room, but when she responded, she was in the room with me, locking the door behind her.

"First time in first class, Donnie? Well, get used to it. As long as you're with Mitch, I guarantee that you'll be in first class all the time. Unzip me, will you?" Jodi turned her back to me and expected me to help her to undress!

"Oh... um..." I sputtered, ".... Are we doing this together?"

She turned and looked at me. "Well, why not? There's no need to take up two rooms when there's plenty of room in here for both of us." She turned her back to me, again.

"Oh... ok," I was truly dumbfounded. It was bad enough when Marie suddenly stripped in front of me, but Jodi? What the heck could I do? I lowered her zipper and then helped her to step out of her lovely, casual, dress.

She was wearing sheer pantyhose that rode up nearly to the underside of her breasts. An odd fit, I thought.

"Oh, now you know my deepest, darkest secret," she smiled. "Control top pantyhose. Sadly, I've eaten too much lobster dipped in butter over the years. I need to do something about that this year. Either start exercising or get a tummy tuck or a little liposuction." She pulled down her stockings and stood, gripping a very slight ring of extra fat around her middle in her hands. "What do you think? Lipo should take care of this, don't you think?"

I answered honestly. "I don't know."

She looked at me, still wearing my brown ensemble, and smiled an oddly judgmental smile. "No, I don't suppose you do, do you? But you will my dear. I'll be forty in six months. Liposuction is a part of my life, now. Do you do yoga or Zumba or anything like that? If not, you'll be wearing control top clothing in a few years, too."

Ok. Warning heeded. I needed to get my flabby ass to a gym. Look where being flabby had gotten me so far!

"Jodi," I said sincerely, "I would never have guessed you were forty. I would have guessed mid thirties at the most."

Jodi smiled. "Thank you, dear. How old are you?"

"Thirty one," I answered.

"Really!?" she said surprised. "I have a step daughter the exact same age."

Ok, what must it have been like for that girl to have grown up with a step mom that was only nine years older than her. It must have been weird!

"Undo my bra, too, please," Jodi asked. What was this, some kind of bizarre initiation into The Trophy Wives' Club or was Jodi just this comfortable with other woman and her own body? Because, let me tell you, I was not comfortable at all!

I undid her bra and I was grateful that she didn't didn't turn to face me until she had her pajama top on - not buttoned, but on. "Aren't you going to change?" She asked me, looking shocked that I hadn't started to strip. "Here. Take off your jacket and turn around and I'll unzip you."

Once my jacket was off and my zipper was down, I stepped out of my dress and then decided to try to find a way to not take my bra off in front of Jodi. See, even though my breasts were very well defined, my nipples were quite small. One might say - 'man-ish.' I wasn't sure that she should see them. Not a problem a lot of you have had, I know, but it was a genuine concern for me at that moment!

So, I grabbed my makeup case and pulled out my makeup remover and started in on my face. Jodi came to the countertop as well and asked if she might borrow some remover. Of course she could. Hilda had provided me with gallons, so I said 'of course' and we both cleaned our faces, Jodi in her pjs and me in my undies.

I caught Jodi glancing at me in the mirror and she smiled. "What?" I asked, afraid she'd spotted something.

"I was just noticing that even your lingerie is elegant and expensive. Mitch must dress you completely. I must say, he has lovely taste."

I laughed. "Mitch has never seen these. I admit, he paid for them, but my twin sister picked them out."

"Twins!?" she said, excitedly in a way that I had heard my whole life! Other people seem fascinated with the idea of twins and triplets, etc. "Are you identical?"

I shook my head as I continued to use the makeup remover on my face. "Not in the least. She's dark haired, slightly darker skin and a real beauty. I'm not even in her league."

Jodi dropped her hands to her side and looked at me, shocked. "Oh, my God, Dawn, how can you say that!? Look at you! You're gorgeous!"

To prove this point, she grabbed my right arm and turned me towards her, then grabbed my left arm as well and spread them wide, leaving me very exposed.

Now, a little side note about the underwear I was wearing. It was sheer. Very sheer. Diaphanous, one might even say. My nipples were barely covered by a lace inset in my nearly see through bra and on my panties, the same kind of lace barely covered where one might expect my hoo-hoo to be! So, although I was essentially clothed, I was, in reality, as naked as a burlesque dancer.

"I don't care how beautiful your sister is, there is no way that she's as beautiful as you are." Jodi declared. I thought it was odd that the same woman who had demeaned my artistic achievements and my massively inflated income level just a few minutes ago, was now trying to build up my self esteem, but I guess that everyone has their own sense of what's important in life.

I blushed and smiled as much as I could, feeling that exposed. "Thank you, Jodi. That's very sweet of you."

"Imagine someone who looks like you thinking anyone else is better looking! That's ridiculous!" As she was speaking, Jodi was also appraising my body to a level that made me very uncomfortable. I was about to tell her how uncomfortable I was when she spotted something and smiled. "Has Mitch seen that?" She asked.

Uncertain of her meaning, I followed her gaze to the front of my panties where, as clear as day, my little heart shaped patch of pubic hair was visible through the see through material of my undies.

"Oh, my God!" I gasped as I jerked my hands free and turned away, using the counter top to hide the ornamentation.

"Oh, stop it." Jodi waved away my shyness. "I think it's adorable." She went back to cleansing her face, but a knowing smile remained. "Well? Has Mitch seen it?"

I shook my head. "No. Not yet." God, how humiliating. The funny thing was, though, Jodi was completely unfazed by it. She thought the heart was adorable and was happy that she saw it. As if it was something that women should share with each other in a sisterly way. I have to say, she was not like any other woman I ever met, but she definitely seemed very comfortable in her social role.

"Well, don't worry." She smiled as she finished removing her makeup. "I won't tell him. I'll let you surprise him, but you have to tell me what he says when he sees it."

"Ok," I agreed.

I finished my cleaning regime and had no choice but to put on my pajamas. I pulled them from their plastic bag and found that they were, in fact, real silk, not nylon. I pulled the pants on as Jodi complained that Bob would never spring for silk pajamas just for a plane ride. Then I turned my back to the mirror and to Jodi and undid my bra, slipping on the pajama top as quickly as I could.

When we exited the dressing room, as Jodi has predicted, there was a line of people waiting to get into the rooms to change. When I reached my seat, I was relieved to see that Mitch was sitting there, waiting.

"Oh, hi!" He grinned. "I thought that maybe you two had gotten off of the plane."

He stood so that I could get into my seat, then said goodnight to Jodi, who wished him a goodnight as well, then, as she departed said, "Oh, and Mitch... Happy Valentines Day." Then she smiled at me and walked away.

Mitch sat and looked confused. "What was that all about?"

I looked at him and sputtered. She'd just told me that she wouldn't tell him about my heart shaped patch of pubic hair, and then she'd said that! I looked down the aisle where Jodi was walking away, but looking back at me with a mischievous smile on her face. Finally, I got out, "I... I have no idea."

Sleeping on a plane is always tough for me. I hate those neck pillows, so my head always rolls to the side and I wake up with a stiff neck and my sinuses feel terrible from the air conditioning hitting me in the face, but that was my experience sleeping in economy class - That was not how sleeping in first class was. The first class chairs folded flat and sat at an angle so that you didn't hit the people behind you. Before Mitch was even changed, I was sprawled comfortably on my 'bed' with a warm blanket and a comfy pillow. I had my iPad out and after I sent a few texts to Marie and Hilda, briefly relating my changing experience with Jodi, something that they found very amusing, by the way, I had turned on a movie to watch. Originally, I saw that a fairly recent James Bond movie was on Netflix and I was going to watch that, but then I figured that might look odd. So, I settled on a recent version of Louisa May Alcott's 'Little Women.' It really doesn't matter what sex you are, if you grow up in central New England, you know the story of 'Little Woman' and you've seen at least one film version of it at some point.I was actually enjoying this new version, though, but somehow, I drifted off to sleep before Mitch returned from changing.

I woke when he took the iPad from me and slipped it back into my carry-on bag. "Sorry," he smiled. "I didn't mean to wake you."

"That's ok." I smiled. "I'm sorry I fell asleep. I was just exhausted. I didn't sleep much last night."

Mitch leaned over me and looked me in the eyes. God, those blue eyes of his! Now that I'd noticed them, I couldn't stop thinking about them. He pushed a few stray hairs from my face and asked if I needed anything. I didn't, so he leaned down and kissed me. Then he whispered in my ear, "According to Bob, Jodi thinks that you and I need to get married ASAP."

I chuckled. "She mentioned that about fifty times."

"If only, huh?" Mitch said as he sat up straight, then said, "I love you," laid down and rolled onto his left side, facing away from me.

'If only!?!?' What the hell did he mean by that!? I wanted to explore that statement with him, but too many people would be able to overhear if I tried. 'If only!?!?' I was sure that those two words were going to keep me awake all night, that I'd not sleep a wink, but within a few minutes, the sound of the plane's engine lulled me to sleep and I didn't stir at all until the next morning.

When I awoke, Mitch was already dressed in a very smart looking button down shirt and pair of khakis, watching a network news show on his iPad.

"What time is it?" I asked.

He looked at the clock on his iPad. "Nearly ten o'clock Boston time. Nearly four Hawaii time."

"Four in the morning?" I asked as I sat up and saw that nearly everyone else was dressed. "What time do we land?"

"About five thirty or six, Hawaii time," he said casually.

Suddenly, I was in a great rush.

"What's the matter?" He laughed.

"I only have an hour and a half to get ready!" I said in an emphatic, but rushed voice.

He laughed harder. "Relax. You have plenty of time."

Suddenly, I was a bit angrier than I should have been and I snapped at him. "You're a man. You have no idea how long it takes for me to look good for you!" I grunted as I grabbed his garment bag, my cosmetics bag and the shoes from my carry-on. "Ninety minutes! Are you crazy!? You should have woken me up an hour ago!" As I stormed off, I heard the man seated behind us laugh and say to Mitch, "Don't worry, son. After a few years of marriage, you'll figure her out."

Argh! The nerve of these people! I had a lot of work to do and very little time to do it. When I reached the changing rooms, no one was waiting, but all the rooms were taken. I bounced on my bare feet, anxious and chilly.

Finally, a door open and who do you suppose came out? Jodi, of course! "Good morning," she beamed at me. "You certainly looked like you were sleeping soundly when I went by."

I couldn't hide my irritation. "I know. Mitch should have woken me a long time ago. I need to get ready."

"Oh." Jodi seemed thrilled. "I'll help you."

"No, no," I said, getting a hold of my irritated attitude. "I'll be fine. Besides, I need to use the lav and everything... I'll be done in time. Thank you, though."

Jodi nodded. "Of course. Go right ahead. I'll see you after we land."

Thank God! I did need to pee, but there were other things I needed to do, too. Not what you're thinking, though - come on! I needed to remove the tape on my penis and redo those restrains. I'd never slept with my shaft confined before and I certainly didn't want to go an entire day with it wrapped up in binding that had absorbed my sweat all day and all night.

I had everything I needed in my makeup bag. I worked quickly and within about forty five minutes, I was re-bound, wearing clean underwear, my makeup was on and my hair was brushed. Now, I just needed to get dressed.

I pulled out the outfit that was set aside for the day. It included a full slip that hung to mid thigh. The bodice of the slip was heavily decorated with lace because the blouse I was to wear was very light and the slip could be seen through material.

Let me explain this ensemble carefully, because a lot of thought on both Marie and Randall's part went into what I should wear to arrive in Hawaii.

First, the blouse: It was a very thin satin, as I mentioned, bright white and had small shoulder pads built in. The collar was about three inches high, one button with a keyhole opening in the front and two long, three inch wide straps of silk that tied into a loose, floppy, feminine bow. The long sleeves - long sleeves in Hawaii? Yes, because we'd be arriving in the morning before dawn and this blouse was not, under any circumstances to be covered by a jacket - had full, blousing sleeves that ended in long, mock-French-style-cuffs. It was a remarkably beautiful and elegant top that could never possibly be eclipsed by any other article of clothing, except for the amazing skirt into which it was going to be tucked.

The skirt: It was made of a gold, jacquard material with an amazing pattern of gold flowers woven into the silk. The buttoned waist hugged my torso snugly and then the material hung moderately stiffly in the classic 'A' line pattern. I know I've described several skirts as 'A' line, but that's the style that Marie and Randall chose for me because the shape of the skirt hid my boyish hips, but, to tell you the truth, I kind of loved how I looked, how they made me feel and to call them 'classically feminine' was a gross understatement.

To complete the look, I had a pair of gold, four inch, spiked heels that stretched out my body to look long and elegant. When I looked in the mirror, I can't say that I liked the look because I adored it! I packed everything away and organized how I was going to carry it all, took a deep breath and opened the door and stepped out with a calm that I had lacked when I'd hurried through the plane in a huff an hour earlier.

Let me tell you, the effort was worth it, because I heard actual gasps as I walked through the plane. Several ladies stopped me to tell me how beautiful I looked and the look on Mitch's face made it all worthwhile! He stood, his jaw actually hanging slack in amazement. I handed him the luggage to put back in the overhead as I waited in the aisle with women actually getting up out of their seats to come tell me how good I looked.

Think about that. How would that make you feel? A week ago, I was a skinny and mostly ignored guy who now was receiving compliment after compliment because I looked so unusually beautiful. I'll tell you how it made me feel - it made me feel special in a way that I have never felt in my entire life.

As Mitch finished stowing the carry-on luggage, Jodi appeared with her eyes wide and a huge smile on her face. "Well, well, well," she shook her head, "if your intention is to impress the wives, Donnie, then, believe me, you will succeed." Then she looked at Mitch as she patted my back, "My God, Mitch, what is it going to take for you to marry this woman? Look at her! I mean, my God! I didn't look this good on my wedding day!"

The man and his wife who sat behind us joined in encouraging Mitch to make an honest woman of me. I just stood and smiled as prettily as I could. To be honest, I loved this situation. Mitch was the one who felt uncomfortable for a change!

Finally, I was allowed to scoot past Mitch and sit in my seat, which had been converted back into a seat while I'd been dressing. Mitch sat and stared at me. Finally he said, "Jesus Christ, Donnie, is this how you're going to be dressing all week?"

I misinterpreted his remark as criticism and said, "You don't like it?"

"Don't like..." he started in amazement, "... are you kidding!? I'm in shock! You've looked great all week, but... this is... this is above and beyond! I never imagined..."

I smiled and patted his leg. "Ok, Mitch, calm down, I get it. You like how I look."

He took a breath. "That doesn't even come close to describing it Donnie, but we'll settle on that." He touched my skirt and felt the the material. "Is this a little itchy to wear?"

I giggled. "No, Mitch. I'm wearing a slip underneath. The slip is very soft."

"Huh," Mitch muttered, seeming to have never considered the material of a woman's slip before.

The plane began its descent pretty quickly and before we knew it, we were on the ground and walking through the airport till we came to a man in a black suit carrying a sign with Mitch's name on it. He took my makeup bag from me and led us to another beautiful town car. We didn't have to worry about our luggage. The airline and the resort had an agreement and our luggage would be forwarded to our suite within an hour or so.

It took a good long while to reach the resort, but there was plenty of scenery to take in along the way. The sun was just coming up and it was turning the water a bright orange and the hillsides reflected that beautiful color as well. I wasn't all that well traveled, of course, but I couldn't imagine that a more beautiful sight existed anywhere in the world.

Then we pulled into the resort and, well... the pictures I'd seen did not do the place justice. Everything about it was amazing! Everywhere I looked I saw palm trees and white sand and hibiscus... I was truly in awe of the place.

We were dropped off at the main entrance . The driver bent over backwards to run around to my side of the car to help me out. Mitch checked us in and the clerk told us that there was a breakfast setting for his firm in the Kauai Ballroom, but that it didn't open for another half an hour. She did offer us the opportunity freshen up in our suite if we desired, but we both agreed that we were fine until our luggage showed up. So, we headed out to the grounds of the resort and we walked about, hand in hand, taking in the beauty of the place.

"Wait until 'the wives' get a look at you." Mitch smiled as we walked. "They adored Dawn at the Halloween party when she was dressed as dumpy, old Velma from Scooby Doo. You are going to be the talk of the office for years, Donnie! Thank you for all of this."

I smiled. "It was your money, Mitch. I'm glad it's making you happy." Then I sensed an insult in there and said, "And Velma was not 'dumpy.' She was just uncomfortable with her beauty."

We stopped walking and he stepped in front of me, looking down into my face. "What really makes me happy is that we're sharing this whole thing together, Donnie. I know this is... unorthodox, and I really felt terrible to ask you to do all of this, but I can tell you're enjoying it almost as much as I am. Thank you."

Before I could answer, he planted a wonderfully warm kiss on my lips. And then there was that feeling, all over again. It wasn't just a feeling of affection, it was feeling of longing. Of needing. I hated it when the kiss ended. I'd lived thirty one years as a man and never once felt anything like this, but as a woman, I was feeling it every time Mitch kissed me. I found it exciting and romantic and scary as hell.

"They'll be serving breakfast in ten minutes," Mitch said, looking at his watch. "I need to use the men's room. Do you need to 'powder your nose?"

I smiled. "No, but I'd like to send a couple of pictures to Marie and Hilda, if that's ok."

"Sure."

Mitch led me back to the lobby and offered me a luxurious chair on the veranda that looked down the hill to the beautiful, blue ocean below. I kissed Mitch goodbye and sat down, selected a few pictures I'd taken with my phone and began writing a text to Marie and Hilda.

HI. HAD A GREAT FLIGHT. SO FAR EVERYTHING IS GOING GREAT. MY SILK BLOUSE AND GOLD SKIRT WERE THE HIT OF THE AIR PLANE. THE VICE PRESIDENT OF THE FIRM AND HIS WIFE WERE ON THE FLIGHT, TOO, AND HIS WIFE AND I BECAME VERY CLOSE FRIENDS. MITCH IS THRILLED, SO ALL IS WELL! LOVE YOU! I'LL SEND MORE PICTURES SOON.

I sat on the edge of the chair with my legs crossed at the knees, in that beautiful scene, knowing that I looked great and that I was going to win over the wives. Honestly, as I typed my text back to New England, I don't think I'd ever been happier in my life.

"Excuse me," a woman said as she came up beside my chair.

I said, "Yes?" But didn't immediately look up because I was finishing my text. I did smile, though, and half turned to her so she knew that I was not ignoring her.

"I'm sorry, but I believe I know you," she said.

I turned to meet her gaze, expecting to see a face that I'd seen at Halloween, but I didn't.

The woman gasped. "Donnie!??"

I couldn't even breath for a moment, but finally I was able to choke out her name. "Nancy?"
 
 
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Hawaiian Retreat - 4

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Hawaiian Retreat: 4

by Clara
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Now that they're in Hawaii, things are moving faster than Donnie expected!


 
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Chapter 4
 
 

 

I sat on the edge of the chair with my legs crossed at the knees, in that beautiful scene, knowing that I looked great and that I was going to win over the wives. Honestly, as I typed my text back to New England, I don't think I'd ever been happier in my life.

"Excuse me," a woman said as she came up beside my chair.

I said, "Yes?" But didn't immediately look up because I was finishing my text. I did smile, though, and half turned to her so she knew that I was not ignoring her.

"I'm sorry, but I believe I know you," she said.

I turned to meet her gaze, expecting to see a face that I'd seen at Halloween, but I didn't.

The woman gasped. "Donnie!??"

I couldn't even breath for a moment, but finally I was able to choke out her name. "Nancy?"

"Donnie! What the hell!?!?" Nancy was shocked.

"Shh, shh, shh." I stood and tried to quiet her. "Nancy, please, quiet down!"

She stared at me, amazed and horrified. Gradually, she caught her breath, looked about and saw no one nearby, so she asked, "Wha... What are you doing here and why are you dressed like that?"

I pulled her to the side, out of the view of the main lobby. "Nancy... I... I'm helping Mitch... it's a long story, but... please, please, please don't tell anyone, please!"

Nancy blinked to get her wits about her, shook her head and sat down in an empty chair. "Donnie..." she thought and searched for her words. "... How?... Why? ... I don't understand this. You look... Donnie... what have you done to yourself?"

I sat in the chair next to her and huffed and puffed in frustration as I tried to put everything into words. "Ok... look... I didn't do anything... permanent... to myself. I just lost a lot of weight after you ran out on me... oh, geez, Nancy, it's a long story. I can't really say anything right now. Someone might hear. Can we meet later? After breakfast, maybe? I swear, I'll tell you everything." Then it suddenly occurred to me that we were thousands of miles from New England. "Wait! What are you doing here."

"Oh," Nancy sighed. "Look, Donnie... I don't know if Marie told you, but... well... I met a guy and he... he proposed and, well, we're getting married this summer."

I nodded. "Oh... yeah... Hilda told me, actually. Congratulations, I guess... but... why are you here... in Hawaii?"

Nancy shook her head, not happy to be having this very confusing conversation before breakfast. "Craig... my... um... fiancé... well he's an accountant and he works for the same firm as Mitch." She shook her head. "I expected that I might run into Mitch while we were here, but, Donnie... holy God, Donnie... I never expected this."

I sighed. "I know, but... please don't tell anyone - not even Craig, please! Not until I've had a chance to explain."

She shook her head and stood. "Alright," she said with a huge amount of aggravation in her voice, "but this better be one hell of a good story." She shook her head again, obviously disgusted. "Look, Donnie... I gotta get back to Craig, but... look, I didn't 'run out on you.' I tried to work things out with you, but you... oh, never mind. If you want to paint me as the villain to rationalize what happened, fine, but I left because we just weren't working any more. Not because I didn't love you anymore - I did - I do... just... not like that, anymore. So... oh... whatever. Look, the guys have a meeting after breakfast. Where can we meet?"

I shrugged. "How about my room?"

Nancy nodded. "Ok. What room number?"

I shrugged. "I don't know. We just got here. I'll text you."

Just then a man appeared. He was looking around for something. "Nancy!" He called. "Is everything ok? You've been gone for quite a while."

Nancy looked at the man and said, "I'm sorry, Craig. I'll be right there." Then she turned to me and shook her head once more. "Send me a text."

Then she walked to the man who asked, "Who's that?"

Nancy glanced back at me and said quietly, but I heard her, anyway. "She's... she's someone I knew a long time ago."

They were gone a few moments before Mitch appeared and he was agitated. I wasn't where he left me, so he looked about in a panic. He spotted me and hurried over. "Donnie... Donnie, we have a big problem..."

I nodded. "Nancy? Yeah, I know."

He gave me a double take. "She saw you? Did she recognize you?"

I guffawed at that. "Of course she recognized me, Mitch. She's known me as long as you have."

He put his hands on his hips and thought for a moment. "Did you talk to her?"

I nodded.

"Is she going to tell anyone?"

I shook my head. "Not for the time being. She said that the men have a meeting after breakfast, so she's going to come to our room and we're going to talk?"

He nodded. "What are you going to tell her?"

I stood and straightened my skirt. "The truth, Mitch. What else can I tell her?"

"Do you think she'll tell any one?"

I shrugged and put my arm through his. "I don't think so, but if she does, then we make me out to be the bad guy who fooled you and took you for several thousand dollars of clothing. If everything falls apart... I'll be the bad guy. Ok? This is all about making you look good to the partners. Let's stay focused on that."

Mitch nodded. "Ok, but... Well, we're in this together, Donnie. Let's just hope she's going to be cool about it."

I nodded and leaned my head on his chest. "Kiss me," I said.

He looked at me, surprised.

"Come on, kiss me," I repeated.

He gave me a peck on my lips, but I grabbed him by the back of the head and planted a good, long kiss onto him. When that one ended, he kissed me back and, as with all of his previous kissed, that one melted me. I looked up into those beautiful blue eyes and smiled. "Tell me you love me."

He smiled. "I love you."

I smiled back. "Do you like how I look?"

"You're the most beautiful woman here." He smiled even more broadly and kissed me, again.

"Then we'll be fine." I hugged him as tightly as I could and he hugged me back.

"Come on, you two!" Jodi's voice called from the end of the veranda. "Breakfast is ready. You two must be starved. I know that I am."

I turned in Mitch's arms and we both waved. "Here we go!" Mitch said through a fixed smile and we joined my new best friend and headed into the buffet.

We met up with Bob Elliot, Jodi's husband, in the lobby and headed into the ballroom where the buffet was set up. Bob immediately began talking shop with Mitch, so that left Jodi and me to chat.

"Are you nervous?" Jodi asked as we walked. "You don't seem as excited as you did on the plane."

I forced a smile and said, "Oh... yes, I guess I am. I want to make a good impression."

Suddenly, Jodi stopped walking, looked at me, but spoke to her husband. "Bob, you and Mitch go ahead in and save us some seats. We'll be in in a minute."

The men stopped and both turned to look at us. "Is everything ok?" Mitch asked, knowing that everything was far from ok.

Jodi never took her eyes from mine. "Everything is fine. We'll be right along."

When the men left us, Jodi finally spoke to me. "Did that woman say something to you that upset you?"

I blinked. "That woman? You mean Nancy?"

Jodi pursed her lips and shook her head. "Is that her name? I know that she's engaged to one of the accountants, but that's all. Did she upset you in some way?"

I took a deep breath and shook out all of my nerves. "No, Jodi, but thank you for your concern."

"You know her, though, don't you?" Why was it so important to Jodi to dig into every aspect of my life? I didn't know, but I knew that I was there to help Mitch and alienating the wife of his firm's Vice President would not help him at all.

"I do, yes," I admitted. "We were friends, once... I suppose we still are, but... we had a falling out a while ago. I was just surprised to see her."

Jodi nodded and patted my cheek. "I'm sorry, dear. This should be a triumphant week for you. A romantic week with Mitch and a chance to establish yourself with the wives. I can talk to Beverly and some of the others to ensure that you don't have to deal with that woman."

I smiled at Jodi as I considered the situation. I had obviously never understood how the world of rich people, let alone rich women worked. The phrase, 'behind every great man is a great woman pushing him to succeed,' was obviously based in truth. I'd only really met two of these wives, Jodi and Bev, but it was clear that they took their roles as support staff for their husbands very seriously. If I was going to help Mitch, I needed to be accepted by them - BUT - I also had the reality of my own life to consider. Nancy and I had been friends and then lovers for twenty five years or more. She knew me. She knew Mitch and she knew Marie. Yes, she could cause Mitch and me a lot of trouble on this trip if I were to upset her, but more than that, she had shared my life with me for a long time and I owed her at least a conversation. "No, please don't do that. Nancy is... great. I'm sure that you'll like her once you get to know her. After breakfast, while the men are meeting, I'm going to meet with Nancy and talk things out. I know her. She's a good woman. By lunch time, everything will be fine between us. You'll see. We were friends for a long time. We'll be good."

Jodi shook her head. "My God, she's as beautiful as a goddess and as sweet as a saint. You're the real deal, aren't you, Donnie?"

That made me smile for real. "I certainly hope so."

We entered the Kauai Ballroom where the rest of the firm and their wives had already gathered. Mitch had mentioned that the firm employed sixty five lawyers and accountants - secretaries and paralegals were not included in these retreats - so I estimated that there were about a hundred and thirty people already chatting and eating and enjoying their first full day of the retreat. There was a sense of vacation, undoubtedly, but there was also a sense of posturing and networking and even desperation that was never a part of my own work experience. It made me realize why Mitch was so concerned about having a woman to accompany him on this trip. It only took me a few moments of looking around to understand how the hierarchy of this world worked. The good news was, though, I was feeling that same sense of pride I had felt on the plane, now that I was back amongst other women. I could tell that I was making an impact. That my silk blouse with the floppy, feminine bow, the gold jacquard skirt and the gold, spiked sandals, combined with my luxuriously long hair and well executed makeup was having the desired impact on the room.

I headed toward the buffet table, but Jodi slipped her arm through mine and led me towards the table where Mitch and Bob sat with Beverly and Oscar. "No, no, dear," Jodi whispered, "we are sitting at the head table. We don't carry our food, it will be brought to us."

Bev saw us coming and stood, her arms wide open to hug Jodi. "Thank God you're here!" She said with great theatricality. Then she spoke into Jodi's ear, as if whispering, but plenty loud enough for me to hear as well. "Oscar hasn't closed his computer for a moment since we arrived and without you, I have had absolutely NO ONE to talk to. These women... oh, I don't need to tell you. We'll get them in line though, won't we."

Both she and Jodi laughed about that. "We certainly will," Jodi was still laughing as she spoke. "But I'm sure that this wonderful girl is going to help us crack the whip, too." She indicates me and stepped to the side in a way that made it known to everyone else that I was being presented to the most important woman in the room.

Beverly eyed me from the top of my head to the bottom of my heels and then, and only then, looked me in the eye and smiled. "Yes indeed," she nodded. "You, young lady... you have potential to go far with this company. Just look at you. Young, beautiful, and with the poise of a princess. Mitch has chosen very well."

Creepy, right? Yeah, well, that's how I felt, too, but I couldn't show that, could I?

Instead, I smiled. "What makes you think that Mitch chose me?"

That brought a very satisfied smile to the older woman's face. "So you chose him? Even better."

Ok, I have to admit, I had no idea what I was doing in this situation, but it certainly seemed like my improvisations were winning Beverly over. So much so, in fact, that she hugged me and patted my back. "I like, you, Dawn. Let's have some breakfast."

Finally, we arrived at the table. Mitch stood and pulled out my chair for me, then scooted me in so that I sat comfortably. The straight table of six was set up in a Boy-Girl fashion. Oscar and Beverly in the middle, Bob and Jodi to Beverly's right, I sat to Oscar's left with Mitch at the end. It was almost like a bridal party arrangement. We sat at the only rectangular table, while everyone else sat at round tables in front of us. I leaned towards Mitch and said, "Sitting with the President and Vice President? I had no idea that you were such a big deal."

"Neither did I." Mitch sipped some orange juice and tried not to speak too loudly. "Apparently, Bob liked the work I did on the plane last night."

"Congratulations," I said, sincerely.

"And..." He let that hang for a moment. "From what I understand, Jodi called Bev and told her how amazing you are. Since I sat down here, I have heard the word 'Dawn' at least fifty times. You are the buzz of this retreat. Thank you."

I know it's petty, but I loved that he said that and I kind of loved that it was true, too. All I had to do was survey the room to see the looks on the faces of the women to know that the 'dress to impress' plan that Randall and Marie had hatched was paying off - and I loved it.

Our breakfast was brought to us and it was delicious. Fresh tropical fruits as well as the typical egg dishes you'd find at a luxury restaurant. I enjoyed every morsel of the limited amount I allowed my self.
As we reached the end of the meal, Mitch's text message alarm sounded. He looked at his phone and leaned over to tell me that our luggage had been delivered to our room. "Do you want the concierge to send up maids to unpack for you?"

"Yes, please," I said, not wanting to have to deal with that daunting task! "What is our room number?"

Mitch told me and I text that to Nancy, who I had not seen since I arrived in the ballroom, but there were a lot of people there. I asked her to meet me in an hour in my room.

"Did you enjoy your breakfast, Dawn?" Oscar turned and asked me. It was the first thing he'd said to me since I sat down.

"Yes, very much, thank you," I said. "The fruit was delicious."

"Was it?" he said and nodded. "I wonder if you'd mind switching seats with your young fellow so that I can speak to him about some pressing issues."

"No, not at all," I answered and pushed my chair back. Mitch jumped up to assist me, of course and I asked him to trade seats with me, but before we could do that Bob had joined our side of the table and suggested that I might join the ladies in mingling with the employees.

I looked to see Bev and Jodi pushing their chairs back, unaided, and standing, preparing to greet the masses. "Oh, of course," I smiled and joined them.

Obviously, Bev and Jodi were very used to playing the hostesses in these situations, but it was all new to me. Thank God they didn't send me off on my own! Instead, we traveled from table to table as a threesome. I was introduced to everyone as 'Mitch's Girl.' At first, Bev introduced me as Dawn, but with Jodi's persistent use of my nickname,"Dawn' was soon replaced with 'Donnie.'

I couldn't possibly keep track of the names of all these men and women, and I was shocked at how many names Bev and Jodi could recall with ease.

We worked our way from table to table, shaking hands, being hugged, having my clothes complimented. I kind of loved the whole experience - for the first time in my life, I was a big deal. I did notice, though that there were numbers on the tables, just like a wedding reception, so there was definitely a seating plan at work here. I wondered if we were meant to sit elsewhere prior Mitch's ascension to the head table.

Finally, we came to table twenty four, near the back of the hall, where I found Nancy and her fiancé sitting with two other couples. All of them seemed a bit out of their element. One of the men was wearing cargo shorts, which would probably be fine, even at this swanky place, on any other occasion, but certainly not in this company.

Neither Bev, nor Jodi seemed to know any of these people, so I took the lead. "Beverly, Jodi, this is my friend, Nancy. Nancy grew up with Mitch and me. And this must be her fiancé, Craig," I said, indicating the man I'd seen her with on the veranda. "I had no idea that Nancy was here until we ran into each other this morning."

"Oh, my heavens," Beverly gushed, "what a small world!" The fact that I knew Nancy, and seemed to be endorsing her in some way, seemed to encourage Beverly and Jodi to show her more attention than they had to many other people who'd been sitting in the seats far from the head table. I felt bad for them, but I was happy that I'd been able to bring some attention to them.

Craig was a good looking guy. A little shorter than Mitch, maybe six feet tall, tight, curly, dirty blonde hair, brown eyes. A little chubby, perhaps, but not fat by any means. He had a nice smile, but seemed extremely nervous, but let's face it, the stakes seemed very high for all of these people.

Just as we finished, Oscar stood and asked for everyone's attention. He announced that the men would be having a meeting for the next few hours and asked that Beverly announce what was planned for the women.

Beverly stood in front of the head table and spoke loudly, "At eleven thirty, all of us who would like to have a massage are meeting at the beachside spa. Now, there's plenty of tables and plenty of masseuses, so we can all participate if we want. It's eight forty five now, so we all have plenty of time to unpack and do a little shopping before then. See you there!" She waved and the more experienced wives stood immediately, kissed their husbands and headed for the doors. The newbies followed their lead.

I kissed Mitch who whispered, "Be careful with Nancy. Call if you need me. I'll bow out and come running."

I kissed him again. "Thanks, but Nancy and I are both big girls. We'll work things out."

He gave me my purse and a keycard and I left. In the hall, Jodi asked if I'd need any help getting ready, but I declined, reminding her that I was meeting with a Nancy.

She rolled her eyes a bit. "I know she's your friend, dear, but... I just don't know if she and that fiancé of hers have what it takes. I mean, that skirt and top... they need to up their game considerably if they're ever going to be the faces that represent this firm."

I felt a chill pass over me. I really didn't like the snobbish way she'd said that, but beyond that, I was very afraid that if Bev or Jodi were to be rude to her, Nancy might assume that I'd influenced them in that direction and then in turn she'd tell them about me.

"I'll see if I can guide her towards being more dressed up," I said with a smile. Then it occurred to me that I had never had a massage before. "Listen, Jodi, I hate to ask this, and I don't want to appear stupid, but what should I wear to get this massage later?"

Jodi smiled, "Never hesitate to ask, my dear. Wear a swim suit and a covering. We'll probably be relaxing on the beach for lunch."

"Wonderful," I said. Then we kissed each other's cheeks and went our separate ways.

I stopped at the front desk and asked directions to my room. They called over a young man who was instructed to lead me there. As I followed him, I heard someone say, "You are sure friendly with the executives, aren't you?"

I turned to see Nancy coming out of her room. "Just a moment," I said to the young man I was following. I turned back to Nancy and asked, "Do you want to come with me now and we can talk?"

She shrugged. "I guess so. I was just going to take a walk, but I'd rather find out what..." She waved her hands up and down in front of me '...is all about."

When we reached our suite, even I, who had seen the photos, was amazed by the size and beauty of the room. Nancy couldn't believe it.

"This is your room!?" Nancy said as the door closed.

I nodded, but I could hear movement in the next room. I excused myself and walked towards the noise. It was being caused by three women in maids uniforms who were just finishing unpacking my luggage. They quickly put the luggage into closet and, after I signed a receipt that included a generous tip, they left, leaving Nancy and me alone.

"You have maids unpacking your luggage for you?" Nancy crossed her arms and looked around the suite. "God almighty, that get up that you're wearing must have cost a thousand dollars. What kind of a game are you and Mitch playing, Donnie!?"

Now, since I had first spoken to Nancy, I had resolved to not only be perfectly honest with her, but to show no sign of embarrassment or humiliation or let her provoke me. Besides, I had handled myself well at breakfast and I was proud of that.

"Come on," I said as I headed out of the bedroom, "let's sit in the lounge."

"Lounge?" Nancy said sarcastically as she followed me. "Unbelievable."

There were two wing-back chairs looking out of a huge window. Nancy watched as I sat, my rump near the edge of the seat, my back straight and my legs crossed daintily at the knees. She shook her head and put her hands on her hips. "Sit. Please," I said, politely, indicating the other chair as femininely as I could.

Nancy flopped herself into the seat and waited. "Well?" She finally asked.

I was honest. I told her everything. The Halloween party, the Velma costume, the picture in Mitch's office, the deal I made with Mitch, Marie, Hilda, Randall, the clothes, the makeup, the fears I'd wrestled with, the night at O'Connor's Restaurant, Beverly, Jodi, the flight with Jodi - everything and Nancy just sat and listened in amazement.

I waited for her to say something and she did. "I... I'm speechless. This is insane, Donnie. What happens when they find out? Mitch will be ruined!"

"They can't find out then," I said. "Please, Nan, I know you probably hate me, but please, for Mitch's sake, don't tell them."

Nancy stood and looked out the window. "Donnie... I know I hurt you when I left, but I don't think that you ever really understood why I did. I... I need to feel like I'm a part of a relationship, Donnie, and... and I didn't feel that way with you anymore. You had shut me out at least a couple years before I left. You were depressed and distant... I begged you to see someone about it, to get some help, but... you just kept shutting me out. I knew you were suffering, but there was nothing I could do to help you if you kept refusing to help yourself. I didn't leave because I hated you, Donnie, I left because I loved you and couldn't just stand by and watch you do that to yourself."

What could I say? She was right. I had been floundering and unhappy for quite sometime before our breakup. I'd gained weight, I'd gotten moody and I flat out refused to seek help. I think I thought I was being brave and strong, but... You know, if I'd heard Nancy saying those things just a week earlier, I would have been furious, but right at that moment... at that moment I knew what happiness felt like. I'd felt it in Mitch's arms. So at that moment, I understood what she meant.

I stood and walked over to her and said, "I'm sorry, Nancy. I really am."

She smiled a sad smile and said, "It's ok, I guess, Donnie. It all worked out. I found Craig and I'm happy now." I nodded, and I was surprised when Nancy asked, "Are you happy with Mitch?"

I laughed. "I'm not WITH Mitch, Nan."

She nodded, but smirked as she did. Before I could discuss that look, though she surprised me when she reached out and touched my blouse. "I envy your clothes, Donnie," Nancy said, taking in the whole look. "I can't afford things this nice. Craig is an accountant. They don't come close to making what lawyers make at that firm." She ran her fingers along the floppy bow. "It's so soft. It must be nice to wear something so beautiful. How do you do it, Donnie?"

"What?" I asked. "Wear these clothes?"

"All of it!" she said with a tone that sounded almost like despair. "You carry yourself so beautifully, your makeup is perfect... and these women, Donnie! I'll never be able to impress them and you've been a girl for, what, a week, and they're falling all over you! How do you do it!?"

I smiled to try to keep her from crying. "What are you wearing to the luau tonight?" I asked.

She looked down at herself and used her hands to indicate her clothes, which, let me be clear, looked just fine on her, but were not designed to impress. Nancy was not exactly a clothes horse. She bought the highest quality she could, which typically meant that she shopped at Kohl's or JC Penny. There's nothing wrong with that, and there was nothing WRONG with how she looked. She was wearing a loose fitting, short sleeved rayon top with a scoop neck and a button closure in the back, matched with a run of the mill, royal blue skirt that sat high on her thigh. Her shoes were a pair of low heeled, tan sandals that she probably bought at DSW (Discount Shoe Warehouse).

I didn't know quite how to broach my next suggestion, so I led her to the closet and looked to see where my clothes had been hung. I stepped into the walk-in closet and looked for something I had brought against the expressed wishes of Marie. I carried it out and pulled the dry cleaner style plastic bag off of it revealing a beautiful white sundress with red roses adorning the wide, pleated skirt.

Nancy shook her head and touched the fabric. "It's beautiful. You'll look beautiful in it."

"No," I giggled, "I'm offering it to you to wear."

Nancy looked at me, back to the dress and back to me again. "Me? You're suggesting that I wear this tonight?"

I nodded. "Let's try it on." I laid the dress carefully on the bed, then turned to help Nancy undress.

It's funny, because I saw the same look of shock on her face that I must have displayed last night when Jodi started to change in front of me. "It's ok, Nancy," I smiled. "I've seen you naked before."

She blinked. "Yeah, but things were different then."

"You're right," I nodded. "I was a guy, then. Now, I'm... well, let's not go there. Just try on the dress."

Nancy is a little bigger in the bust than I am, but other than that, we are similar in size. I helped her zip up the sundress and she looked amazing in it. "What do you think?" I asked.

Nancy looked into the mirror and shook her head. "I don't know, Donnie. Are you sure? I mean, if I wear this, you won't be able to wear it this week. They'll notice."

"I'm sure," I assured her. "Let's start with this dress tonight and we'll figure out how to beef up your wardrobe for the rest of the week."

My shoes didn't fit her, but I called down to the concierge's desk and asked about the possibility that the resort sold shoes. He transferred me to a clerk in their boutique who said that they had a wide selection of sandals, but nothing else. As it turned out they had three different styles of sandals with a two inch heel in Nancy's size. I asked them to send all three up to my suite for her to try on. I'd guess it took eight minutes for the shoes to arrive and all three were attractive and all three fit nicely. I told them to charge all three to my room.

"Shouldn't you ask Mitch, first?" Nancy asked.

I chuckled at that. "He won't mind. I promise." It was less than two hundred dollars. I was sure he wouldn't mind.

Nancy laughed at that. "Of course he won't mind. He loves you." She hugged me hard, "I do too, Donnie. I'm glad that we've cleared the air between us. I think I should go put on my swimsuit so we can get those massages."

She kissed my cheek and I followed her to the door. Before she left, she stopped and looked at me. "Thank you, Donnie."

"Anything I can do to help." I smiled and I meant it.

She nodded and headed out the door.

I had just gotten into my high waisted, two piece swim suit when Jodi came knocking at my door. The suit was hard to describe. From a distance, the pattern might have been flowers, or perhaps an animal print of some kind, but there was also this kind of snakeskin type mottling over that pattern that made it all just blend together. The colors were a mishmash of tans and browns and reds that I liked. The panty came to just below my belly button, I know, not as high waisted as you might think, but still tasteful, and the top featured cups just big enough to offer 'good girl modesty' with a narrow band going around my back and a very thin spaghetti strap going from one cup, around my neck, and back to the other cup.

"I'm coming!" I called as I hustled barefoot to the door. "Hi, come on in. I'm still struggling to figure out where the maids put everything."

Jodi laughed at that. "Oh, my dear, traveling is a great challenge. You'll get used to it."

This was the first time I'd been with Jodi without wearing heels and I was struck by how much taller than me she actually was. Heels really change your perspective. "Can I help you find anything?" She asked as she meandered towards the closet. She'd followed me into the bedroom without a thought, but so what - after changing together on the flight, we had no secrets anymore - well, you know what I mean.

"Yes, if you wouldn't mind. There should be a pair of wedge sandals in there with the same pattern as this suit. Argh, I can't find my coverup, either. I should have had them wait until I could be here to have them unpack for me. Then I'd have at least a clue of where they put things!" I was digging through my drawers, looking for the article in question.

"My goodness," Jodi, in the typically theatrical manner that she and Bev favored, called out from the closet, "you brought more than even I did! And these are all new! Mitch must have spent a fortune on all of this!"

I found the wrap I was looking for and went to closet to see how Jodi was making out. She had the sandals in her hand, but she was looking through my clothing that was hanging in the closet. I have to admit, there was a huge disparity between the amount of space my clothes took up and the the space taken up by Mitch's.

I shrugged at Jodi's observation. "I wasn't one hundred percent sure what to bring, and... well, I wanted to 'dress to impress.'"

Jodi laughed at that. "You've certainly done that, young lady! My God! The comments I have heard from the other wives about your entrance this morning! Right out of the gate, you and Mitch have become the rising stars of this firm!"

"Well, that's certainly nice of you to say, Jodi." I smiled as I slipped my feet into the comfortable wedgie style sandals, "but it's Mitch that's a rising star. I'm just along for the ride."

When Jodi spoke, she dragged the first words out and laughed through all of them. "Oh, no, no, no, no, Donnie. See, this firm has been the focus of Oscar and Bob's lives for decades, now, and they are very serious about who they'll make a partner. We have had a few female partners, but they all moved on to greener pastures. We've had a few gay partners, too, but their husbands tend to not join the wives - for obvious reasons. Bob and Oscar prefer straight, honest men who are focused on a stable community and a stable life. A wife, a home, kids if that works out... Mitch is bright and talented and he works hard, but the thing that is putting him over the top... is you."

"Me!?" I was genuinely confused. What did I have to contribute.

"Yes, you, Donnie. Your style and your grace and your presence... you are exactly the kind of person we want to see at our charity events, or on the arms of our partners when their pictures are in the papers... I know that sounds awful, but think of it as stage production. You make Mitch look good - darling, you make Mitch look great - and that's something we need to always be thinking about. You two can go far!"

"But..." I was feeling a little trapped. I was certainly going to continue to do my best while I was in Hawaii, but I needed an escape hatch. "Jodi, I'm not sure that Mitch and I are at the point of making things permanent. I mean... I'm still looking for work and who knows where that may take me... and Mitch and I haven't discussed anything like that... seriously, I just don't know if we're going end up together forever."

Jodi held my wrap open for me and I slipped it onto my shoulders. It was short, matched the swimsuit and had a handkerchief hem line - made of sheer silk, of course. Jodi adjusted the garment on my form as if she was a tailor. "Just stop thinking negatively. Mitch loves you and you love Mitch, right?"

"Yes."

"Alright, then. End of story. Start looking at all the positives that a relationship based in love has to offer. I bet your mother loves Mitch, too."

I shook my head. "She did, but my mom died before we started dating." Thank God for that! I'm not sure that I could have explained all of this to her.

"Well, your sister, then."

"My twin sister and Mitch are very close. My older two sisters don't even like me very much, let alone Mitch."

"Well, to Hell with them, then!" Jodi ushered me towards my door. "I'm not trying to tell you how to live your life, but you know and I know that you two were made for each other. Now, I promise that I will never, ever mention it again - at least not until I have the two of you together tonight at the luau. Let's go."

Oh, the massage was heavenly!!! It hurt so much and then felt so good! After it was done, most of us congregated at a beachside bar. I spent a good chunk of the afternoon sipping a mai tai and participating in Bev and Jodi's mandatory networking exercises. It was an eye opening lesson in the American caste system, but I was able to get Nancy a little bit better acquainted with Bev. I wasn't sure how that went, but I did my best!

We were back in our rooms by five thirty with the reminder that we had to be dressed and at that evening's luau by seven thirty. Mitch was already in the room, showered and changed into pair of white slacks and a lightweight linen shirt that hung handsomely from his broad shoulders.

But there was a problem with that outfit.

"Hey!" He greeted me from the balcony where he was reading something on his iPad. "How was your day?"

"Interesting," I shrugged. "Nancy is not going to be a problem. She was just surprised when she saw me. I think our bigger problem is Jodi's desire to see us locked in holy matrimony before this trip is over. I just need to rinse off in the shower. I'll be right out."

I tucked my hair into a shower cap and washed up quickly. I dried off, moisturized, powdered, made myself up and pulled on the panties, bra and slip I'd be wearing that night. I took out the red cocktail dress with the tropical flower theme print that was meant for that evening and checked that it was ready to put on just before we left and I found the red shoes to wear with it and laid all of that out on the bed. Then I hustled into the closet and pulled out the hotel provided ironing board and iron. Then I went back into the lounge and told Mitch to stand up.

"You look nice," he smiled. "Is that what you're wearing tonight? What are you doing?" He asked as I started unbuttoning his shirt.

"You're a wrinkled mess, so take your shirt and pants off and I'll iron them." I helped to pull the shirt off. "And no, this is not what I'm wearing tonight. This is a slip, smart guy. The same thing that seemed to confuse you this morning. Take off your pants and bring them into the bedroom. I'll do your shirt first."

By the time I got back into the bedroom, the iron was hot enough, so I went to work on Mitch's shirt. A moment later, he came in with his trousers over his arm. "So, how is it that you know how to iron clothes?"

"Everyone knows how to iron clothes, Mitch. Well... everyone who doesn't live across the street from his mom." I laughed at that.

"Haha, very funny," he smirked. "I DO NOT bring my laundry to my mother. I use a cleaning service."

I smiled because that seemed even funnier than having his mom do it.

Mitch looked out the window as I worked. I probably shouldn't have brought it up this close to having to leave for the luau, but I had to. "Hey, Umm... Mitch... can I ask you something?"

"Sure," he said, turning to face me in his boxers. I've seen Mitch in his drawers dozens of times through the years, but now... it seemed different. Sexier.

"Last night... when you kissed me goodnight... we talked about Jodi wanting us to get married..."

He nodded. "I remember."

I sighed. "Just before you got into bed, you said 'if only.' Do you remember that?"

"Umm... yeah, I guess." He turned to the window again. "What about it?"

I hung his shirt over the back of a chair and picked up his pants and started ironing them. "What did you mean by that?"

He turned partway toward me and shrugged. "I don't know. Probably nothing. Does it matter?"

I set the iron to the side. "Of course it matters, Mitch. I wouldn't have asked if it didn't. Come on, what did you mean?"

He sat on the bed and said, "Come here."

I walked over and stood in front him. With him seated, Mitch was about four inches shorter than me. He wiggled his finger for me to come closer, putting me between his legs. He reached up and bent me toward him. He smiled at me and kissed my forehead. "Donnie... you're my best friend and you know I love you. If the universe had created us differently, maybe we could have been together in a different way and... I'm sorry, but I keep thinking about that. You were a great guy, but now... now, you're... you're breathtaking, you really are, and part of me wishes that this was all... real. That you were... you know... that we could be... together. That's all I meant when I said 'if only.'"

Now, Mitch's big hands were in the middle of my back, rubbing the soft silk of my slip and making me feel small and... needy. "I'm sorry," I said too quietly.

"Why?" Mitch asked.

"That I'm not... real." I really did feel bad about it. "I wish..." I looked away. "You know... 'if only.'"

He nodded and kissed me, just softly - lovingly, not with the promise of anything else. He rubbed his hands along my back, it felt nice, but feeling nice almost made me feel worse.

"This feels soft," he smiled. "I can see why you're enjoying wearing clothes like this."

"I better finish your pants," I said as I pulled away and returned to the job at hand.

I ironed his pants while he sat on the bed, trying to think of something to break the silence. When I was done, I handed them to him and watched him put them on. The pants and shirt hung more neatly, now. "That's better," I nodded, then I turned and dug my amethyst pendent out of my ziplock baggie of jewelry while Mitch returned the iron and ironing board to their storage areas. By the time he was back in the bedroom, my tropic-themed cocktail dress was on and I was reaching to pull the zipper up my back.

"I'll get that," Mitch said as he took the zipper from my hand and slowly raised it while I slipped my feet into the black, three inch heeled, open toed, dark red pumps that went with this ensemble.

I turned and thanked him, feeling as if the wind had been taken out of both of us by our conversation. "I'm sorry if I upset you, Mitch," I said. "I just needed to know what you meant."

He nodded. "I know. What do you say we have a good time tonight, ok? I mean, that's what we're here for, right."

"Ostensibly," I laughed.

He snickered at that. "Ok, so you got rid of my wrinkles and you look... freaking amazing... so let's go have some fun, ok?"

I know it sounds horribly egotistical to say this, but I did look great. The deep red of the dress matched my nails, my shoes and my lips beautifully, my evening makeup was perfect and my long, shiny, blonde hair fell luxuriously over my shoulders and to my lower back. I've worn a tux once or twice and I owned a good suit that didn't fit me anymore, and I liked the way that I'd looked in those, but men never get to experience the process of joining into a partnership with clothing, makeup and hair. As a woman, I was beginning to not only enjoy, but to crave the feeling of the perfectly chosen and executed look. Combine that feeling with the feeling of having compliments rained on you by admiring women and the looks of fascination from men, well, it was beyond intoxicating - it was addictive and I had developed 'a jones' for that feeling.

"I look good, then?" I asked Mitch, fishing for another compliment.

Mitch smiled and put a hand on each of my arms, pulling me closer. "You," he kissed the skin of my exposed left shoulder, "look," he kissed the exposed skin of my right shoulder, "absolutely," he kissed my forehead, "gorgeous." He kissed my lips gently, warmly, softly, with a restrained passion that I felt flow from my lips to my chest to my stomach to my knees to my toes.

I didn't even realize that my eyes were closed until the kiss ended and I opened them, again. "I love you," I whispered in a passionate gasp, and then was immediately horrified that I'd gotten that caught up in the moment.

Mitch smiled, but the smile wasn't sexual in anyway. It was just Mitch's smile. "I know. I love you, too. Let's go."

Whew! Mitch had mistaken my 'lost in the moment confession' as our usual, odd banter.

In the hallway, Mitch took my hand and we walked to the elevator. "I have a golf game at nine tomorrow morning," he said as we waited.

"Just you, or all the men?" I asked.

He chuckled, "All the men. There's a kind of unofficial tournament going on throughout the week. There are four courses at the resort and one nearby. We're playing one every morning for the next five days."

I nodded. Of course I knew that golf was part of the trip and that was fine, but with the longing feelings that Mitch had just stirred in me still surging through me, I was feeling a little jealous about his time being eaten up by a silly game. "I hope there's a good prize," I said, a bit too petulantly.

He laughed. "Oh, there is. The winner gets an extra week of vacation any time he wants to take it."

Ok - great prize, right! I guess I could understand why he'd want to win that.

The elevator doors opened and we were greeted by the smiles and conversations of a few of Mitch's colleagues and their wives. Mitch introduced me, of course I'd met them, but I still was struggling with names. As we finished our descent to and walk across the lobby, Mitch and the men spoke about the next day's golf groupings while I gave compliments to and received compliments from the wives, all of whom were in their forties and very, very, very good looking women.

Just as we were approaching the doors, I heard someone call from just a few feet behind us, "Hey, um, Mitch! Dawn! Um, could I bother you for a moment."

We turned and saw Nancy's fiancé, Craig, hurrying towards us, looking a bit flustered. He looked from Mitch to me and spoke nervously, "Hi... ummm... I'm Craig. I guess you both know my fiancé." He indicated Nancy, who was just catching up with him and who, by the way, looked amazing in the rose-print sundress I'd provided.

"Oh, sure," Mitch smiled, but looking a little concerned. They shook hands. "This is my girlfriend, Dawn."

"Yes," Craig said, "we met briefly this morning, but... look, I don't want to take up your time or anything, but..." he looked at me, then at Nancy and indicated the dress. "... well... thank you so much for... This is all kind of new to us. I worked for a little tax firm until a few months ago and this whole retreat thing... I didn't realize how... fancy it'd all be. I mean... we felt like the poor relations at breakfast this morning, and the wives... you know... appearance means a lot to them. Thank you. We've ordered a few things online to..." he chuckled, "... upgrade our look for the rest of the week, but you guys being so generous and helping Nancy, well... both of us, out this way. It means a lot. Thank you."

Mitch, of course was completely in the dark, but the guy seemed sincere and Nancy had put her arm around my waist and kissed my cheek, so Mitch figured that whatever the guy was talking about, it was better than being threatened with the exposure of my true sex. Forming a picture of what had happened without his involvement, Mitch finally put his arm around my shoulder and said, "Anything we can do to help!" Then he looked at Nancy and said, "Hi, Nan. Good to see you."

"Good to see you, too, Mitch," she said as she let go of my waist and kissed Mitch's cheek before moving beside Craig. "I'm sorry that we interrupted you on the way to the luau, but Craig wanted to thank you before you were wrapped up in schmoozing with the big shots. We'll get out of your hair, now. Thank you both, though and, Mitch... take good care of that lady. She's something special."

"Don't I know it." Mitch squeezed my shoulder as they walked away.

We waited a moment or two before Mitch looked at me with a smirk on his face. "So... am I paying for dresses for all of the wives this week?"

I smiled and leaned into his body. "You don't really mind, do you? I mean... you know how the wives are. She needed this, Mitch. It's just one dress."

He nodded and we headed towards the luau area. "I don't mind," he said as we walked. "You and Nancy seem cool and that's a good thing. So if all that cost was a hundred dollars for a dress, I guess it's worth it."

I waited a moment before asking, "Is it worth it if it cost three hundred and fifty dollars for a dress?"

He shook his head. "You are definitely not a cheap date."

The luau was just as wonderfully cheesy as you'd expect. Lots of food with coconut and pineapple in it, hula dancers, ukulele players, Hawaiian folk songs, fire performers with flaming batons, swallowing and spitting the flames. It met the expectations of every tourist's vacation dream.

We sat with Bev and Oscar, and Bob and Jodi again. I spotted Nancy and Craig crossing the floor after they'd paid a visit to the bar. Nancy waved to me, a big smile on her face, and I waved back.

"I assume that dress is your doing," Jodi said, leaning towards me. There was a pitcher of mia tias on the table and I'd had a couple and I was feeling the warmth of a slight buzz, but Jodi and Bev seemed immune to the strong drink.

I just smiled at first. "She looks lovely, doesn't she?"

Jodi took my hand in hers and squeezed it. "I bet you're the kind of girl that always brought home the stray puppies, aren't you? Yes, she looks lovely and maybe, just maybe, with your tutelage, that girl and her husband might just rise up above the rest. You've outdone yourself already. Good work."

Jodi leaned towards Bev and whispered something. Then, Bev looked past Jodi to me and said, "Excellent work, Dawn. That's what the wives are here to do - help the other wives so that they can properly support the men. Very well done!"

Hah! At least now I had an idea of the goals the wives were trying to achieve.

As the evening wore on, the band put away their ukuleles and started playing instruments more commonly heard on the radio - bass, drums, guitars, keyboards - and some of the hula dancers reinvented themselves as singers and the area where the show had taken place became a dance floor.

Realizing that the band had switched to pop music, Mitch looked at me from across the table and said, "I say four," and he held up four fingers. By the look of Mitch's face, I could tell that he'd been enjoying the mai tais as well.

I glanced at the band and shook my head. I held up two fingers and said, "Nope. I say two."

"What on Earth is that all about?" Bev asked.

I laughed as I explained, and the band began playing their first selection, 'Just One Look,' an old song that I knew from Linda Ronstadt's version. "Whenever Mitch and I go to a bar, or a wedding or any place where a cover band is playing, we always bet on how many songs it will take until they play Van Morrison's 'Brown Eyed Girl.' They all play it and they usually play it within the first six songs."

"That's hilarious!" Beverly laughed. "Mitchell! Mitchell! I say three!"

"Five!" Jodi joined the game.

"What does the winner get?" Bev asked.

"The joy of acting smug about being right for the rest of the night." I giggled.

"Oh, well, I certainly want to win, then," Bev said, refilling her glass with the bright yellow drink.

The song ended and we all listened for the start of the next song. We heard the faint sounds of the drummer counting, "One, two, one, two, three, four," followed by the somewhat 'island-y' sound of everyone's favorite song my Belfast's favorite white-soul singer.

"Ha!" I shouted as everyone else groaned and I stood and began bowing - This was not typical behavior for me, this kind of display of silliness, and I should have taken it as a warning that I'd already had a little too much rum. I didn't, though. "Thank you! Thank you, very much!" I bowed a few more times, before grabbing my skirts and pretending to curtsy.

I pumped my hands in the air as I sat and joined in singing with the song,

"Hey, where did we go?
Days when the rains came
Down in the hollow
Playin' a new game"

By this point, Jodi and Bev had joined me in singing.

"Laughing and a running hey, hey
Skipping and a jumping
In the misty morning fog with
Our hearts a thumpin' and you
My brown-eyed girl
You, my brown-eyed girl"

When the song was over, all three of us were laughing a bit drunkenly, but not so drunkenly as to raise people's eyebrows.

When, after a few upbeat songs, the band started playing a ballad, it was 'Wild Horses' by The Stones, which is kind of an odd song to play at an event like this, and, coincidentally, one of my favorites, so I jumped up and grabbed Mitch's hand and dragged him out of his seat. "Come on, come on, come on," I insisted. "We're going to miss it!"

Bev and Jodi convinced their significant others to join the dance as well.

Mitch surprised me by being a remarkably good dancer. I expected the typical hanging off of each other that most modern couples do when dancing, but he led me around the floor like a pro. I have no idea how he had learned to dance, but it was an awfully nice surprise.

The next song was Elvis' 'Are You Lonesome Tonight?' I was to learn that Elvis was a big deal in Hawaii, apparently because of the filming of three of his movies there and a concert that he did there in the seventies that was broadcast world wide.

"You seem like you're having a good time," Mitch whispered as we danced.

"I am." I smiled, enjoying the feel of Mitch's embrace and the smell of his chest. We swayed and sang along until the song ended.

When the song ended, we were headed off the dance floor when we heard the distinctive piano lick that begins Bob Seeger's 'Old Time Rock and Roll." Bev and Jodi, who were walking ahead of Mitch and me, turned on their heels and ran back to the dance floor, grabbing my hands along the way. Most of the men abandoned the floor, but most of the wives swarmed towards the middle.

When I think back to that night, I remember how great it felt to cut loose with the women. I remember how wonderful my dress felt as it bounced with me. I remember that Nancy was dancing near me with Bev and Jodi. I remember singing at the top of my lungs, and then... I don't remember anything else about that night.

The next thing I remember is Mitch waking me up the next morning. "Come on, sleepyhead. We have to get to breakfast pretty soon."

I grunted as I sat up. My head didn't ache, but it was filled with cobwebs. "What time is it?"

"Seven," Mitch smiled. "We're teeing off at nine, so we need to eat before that."

"Ok," I muttered as I pulled the covers back, but then I stopped and looked at myself. I was wearing one if my new, slip-style nighties. "How did I get into this nightie?" I asked.

Mitch laughed. "What are you I talking about? You made a big deal out of putting it on last night. You modeled it for me. Don't you remember?"

I blinked and tried to get the cobwebs out. "I guess those drinks hit me after I got into bed."

Mitch excused himself to the lounge for a moment and returned with a bottle of orange juice. "Here. This will help. I ran down to the lobby and grabbed a couple of bottles."

"Thanks." I smiled. My mouth was drier than I expected and the strong flavor of the juice hit me pretty hard. It definitely helped to wake me up a bit. "Hey, can I ask a favor?"

"Sure." Mitch smiled as he folded the pajama bottoms he's apparently worn to bed.

"We have that semi formal thing tonight, right? Well, I was just thinking, I'll have to wash my hair anyway and Marie mentioned that, maybe, it might be nice if I had my hair up for that, so..."

Mitch started at me blankly. "So... what?"

"So," I hated to even ask after spending so much or his money already, "would it be ok if, maybe, I made an appointment to have my hair done at the salon?"

He laughed. "Sure! You don't need to ask me about things like that though. Just do it."

I nodded. "Ok, thanks, but..."

He looked at me and held his finger sideways and made a rolling motion indicating I should continue.

"Could I maybe... invite Nancy to come, too. Jodi said that the dress I'd loaned her was a big improvement and she kind of made me take her on as a project."

Mitch laughed again. "That's fine." He offered two hands to me and helped me to rise from the bed. "I'm surprised you want to go back to a salon after the story you told me last night."

I froze. "What story did I tell you?"

He looked at me a bit confused. "You know. You told me what they did down there." He pointed to the bottom of my nightie. "You showed me that heart that the lady made and why Jodi made the Valentines Day remark on the plane."

I hung my head, slapped my hands to my face and nearly passed out. "Oh, my God! I didn't really show you that, did I?"

"Sure you did. You don't remember?"

I shook my head. "No. I must have had a little more to drink than I thought. Oh, no... you must think I'm such an idiot!"

"Why?" He laughed. "I think it's adorable!"

"Never mind." I shook my head as I headed into the bathroom.

"Seriously..." Mitch started to say, but I was way too embarrassed to get into a discussion.

"No! Not a word about it!" I actually shouted. "And never, ever, EVER bring it up again!" I closed the door far too hard, but I didn't care. Then I cracked it open again and shouted out, "And get the suit you're wearing tonight out and hang it by the door! I'll make sure that it gets pressed."

When I was dress and we got down to the lobby, I stopped at the concierge's desk and asked about their laundering services and salon appointments. The woman on duty promised to have Mitch's suit picked up and pressed and to make the appointments for me and call me to confirm a time. We had breakfast with Bev and Jodi, but Oscar and Bob had eaten earlier and were off doing something or other. I took the advantage of the two empty seats at our table to invite Craig and Nancy to join us, and they were thrilled to do so.

That morning, I was wearing a short, straight, but loose fitting, beige skirt and a sleeveless, sheer, white silk blouse that hung very loosely from my shoulders and breasts. It had no collar and a fairly low cut neckline that had three buttons that sat between my breasts. As I mentioned, it was sheer, and beneath it I wore a nicely lace covered camisole that played a part in the overall look of the garment. It was very comfortable.

Nancy showed up in the same run if the mill shorts as she'd worn the previous day, but she had purchased a lovely top from the resort's boutique that looked lovely on her. I know how wrong it is to judge a person on their appearance, but that is the situation in which we found ourselves. Thanks to my having been primed by Hilda and Marie, I was thriving. I was glad that Nancy was getting into the swing of things, too. Maybe that would help both her and Craig.

"We'd better get a move on," Mitch said as he finished his coffee. Both he and Craig stood and prepared to leave. Mitch bent and kissed me on the lips, but politely, while Craig told Nancy that he'd see her later.

"What?" Nancy said, overly dramatically. "Donnie gets a kiss from Mitch and I don't get anything?"

I laughed at the remark.

"'Donnie!'" Bev said with a big grin. "That is an adorable name for such an adorable girl."

"That's sweet of you to say." I smiled as Mitch kissed me once more then left with Craig.

"Well, Donnie, I hope that we might impose on you to be our spokeswoman at tomorrow’s luncheon when we inspire the other wives to be involved in our spring charitable event," Bev smiled a smile that indicated that I was going to accept the offer no matter what. "As a matter of fact, Jodi and I have been discussing it, and we’d love for you to be our chairwoman for this spring’s ‘Community Involvement Day.’"

"Oh, gee, Bev." I tried to think of an excuse. "I really don’t know. I mean, what with looking for a new job and all, I’m not really sure where I’ll end up in the spring."

"What’s this!?" Bev seemed horrified. "You are not leaving us, young lady. I just won’t have it! You and Mitchell make a perfect couple. This is just nonsense. Of course you’ll still be here in the spring."

"But..." I started to argue, but her phone rang and she picked it up quickly, eager to shut me up.

She listened for a few moments, then told Jodi that they had to leave to deal with arrangements for the evening’s dinner. Jodi told Nancy and me to enjoy our day, and that they’d see us at the dinner dance that night. Then she whispered to me, "You’re doing a great job with her, dear. Keep up the good work."

When they’d left, Nancy looked at me and shook her head. "How deep are you going to dig this hole, Donnie? These women adore you! Hell, Mitch adores you! You can’t just come into people’s lives like this, win them over, then just disappear! You might be able to go back to your old life, but this is not going to end well for Mitch!"

I felt sick to my stomach. "I know. I just wanted to put on a good show for them then disappear. I didn’t expect that they’d befriend me like this."

We sat in silence for a few moments, then Nancy asked, "What about Mitch?"

"What about him?" I asked. "We’ll just need to figure out a story to tell them about how I got a job offer, or we broke up... we’ll figure it out."

"Donnie." Nancy leaned her elbows on the table and took my hand in hers. "I don’t know how you can possibly not see this, but... Mitch is in love with you."

I laughed nervously. "No, he’s not. He’s just playing along to make them believe our story."

Nancy shook her head. "Donnie, I saw you two dancing last night and I saw him kiss you just now. It may have started out as a game for Mitch, but it’s not that way for him, now." I considered this for a moment or two, then she added, "It’s not that way for you, either. Is it?"

I shrugged, but her words echoed the feelings Mitch and I had discussed less than an hour earlier.

"Donnie, I can see it. You’re more girl than guy, now. Christ almighty, have you looked at yourself in a mirror recently?"

"I’m not..." I began.

"You’re not what? You’re not gay? Let’s face a few facts here, Donnie. You obviously love your new persona, don’t you?"

I nodded.

"I’m only guessing here, but I’d bet that if you had the option of continuing to live looking like this, rather than going back to being a guy, you’d chose this, wouldn’t you?" I didn’t respond. "Wouldn’t you?"

"I don’t know," I said honestly. "I do like looking like this, though."

She nodded. "Of course you do. Hell, I wish that I looked that good. So – maybe you’re not gay. Maybe you really are a girl in a boy’s body, like we used to hear about on talk shows. Maybe you’re not MEANT to be Donald. Maybe you really are meant to be Dawn. Has that ever occurred to you?"

I sighed. "It’s all occurred to me, Nan. Every single possible reason that I’m suddenly happier than I’ve ever been when I should be a nervous wreck. I just... never considered any of it before this past week. It’s a lot to think about."

Just then, I got a text. "What are you doing at two forty five?" I asked her.

"Nothing, I guess. Why?"

"We’re getting our hair done for tonight. Mitch’s treat."

Nancy shook her head. "Why would Mitch pay for me to go to a salon?"

"Because I asked him to," I said, hoping to end the conversation.

She waited for me to go on, but I didn’t, so she said the obvious, "You asked and he said yes because he loves you, Donnie, and I don’t mean in a ‘I love you, bro’ kind of way. I mean, in a ‘I want to spend the rest of my life with you’ kind of way. You need to work this all out, one way or the other, Donnie – for both your sakes."

I shook off that thought by joining Nancy and several other wives in some shopping therapy. The resort had several lovely boutiques and gift shops and we wandered in and out of each one. I got to talking with the other wives and I was relieved to find out that several of them actual did hold jobs of their own. Nancy, I believe I mentioned, was a function coordinator at a hotel local to our town – nothing like the resort that we were enjoying at that time – several were teachers in local schools, one was a social worker and one was even a lawyer herself! She specialized in child welfare cases, which paid notoriously poorly, so having a husband making a hefty income at the firm where Mitch worked was very beneficial to her own career.

I was very good and only bought a couple of nice little souvenirs to give to Marie and Hilda. Okay... that’s not quite true. Nancy had only brought one ‘nice’ dress to wear to both the semi formal dinner that evening and the formal dinner a few nights later. I knew that Craig and she had spent more money than they had expected to spend in order to buy some new clothes to get through the week, so she couldn’t really afford to spend any more, but when we found an absolutely PERFECT dress for her to wear to the formal dinner... well, something had to be done about that, didn’t it!? I sent Mitch a text and he was very nice about it, so I charged it to our room and had it sent to Nancy’s room without telling her.

We shopped right through lunch, and found ourselves at the salon just before our appointments. As the hostess led us to our stylists, Nancy laughed, "I have known you most of my life, Donny, and I never once expected that I’d ever be going to a salon to have my hair done with you. I have to say, though, I like it. You’re a great girlfriend."

I smiled. "Nan, I’m just glad that we’re friends again. I really missed you. I know that we’ll never be a couple again, but I’m really happy that we can spend time together as friends."

We started with shampoos. I have to be honest, prior to a week before that day, I had never had a professional stylist wash my hair, but once I’d had my scalp scratched and rubbed and massaged by stylists a few times, I was addicted to it. What a great feeling! I loved it and still do.

We looked at magazines for updo ideas and, since I had never dealt with an updo before, I really didn’t know what to pick. Nancy picked a very pretty bun in the back of her head – ‘a chignon,’ they called it – and for me she suggested a style called ‘a messy bun.’

I luxuriated in the feeling of having my hair manipulated and curled and brushed and sprayed. I never understood why women loved their salon visits before, but I certainly had figured it out by then.

When we were done, Nancy had a pretty, tight, neat bun at the back of her head with an invisible net that had little, artificial pearls on it to enhance the beauty of hairstyle. I had a five or six inch pile of hair on top of my head. Where Nancy’s was tight and perfect, mine was loose and beautiful in its imperfection. Around my face, six or eight little tendrils of hair had been pulled free of and allowed to hang freely about my face. Just as when I’d first had the extensions sewn in, I was amazed by how easily my face was changed just by changing how my hair looked.

It was nearly five o’clock when we walked back into the lobby, just as Mitch and Craig entered with Oscar and Bob. They were all in deep conversation, so we were going to sneak past, but Bob spotted us and called us over with this charmingly misogynistic call, "There are two of the four most beautiful women at this resort! Come on over girls!"

"Your hair!" Craig shook his head as we approached.

"What, you don’t like it?" Nancy patted her bun and teased, knowing that her hair looked great. She kissed Craigs’s cheek and I kissed Mitch’s.

"So, young lady-" Bod smiled as he looked at me with a smirk on his face. "A little bird told me that you were going to be the chairwoman of our spring fundraising event this year."

I looked at Mitch and rolled my eyes. "That little bird doesn’t take ‘no’ for an answer. I tried to explain to her that I am still looking for a new job and I don’t know where I’ll be in a month. I’ve interviewed all over the country, so... who knows where I’ll be this spring."

"Oh, no, no, no," Bob said, "we can’t allow that to happen, can we, Mitch?"

"She’s her own woman, Bob." Mitch laughed, his arm around me. "She has a lot of options and I’ll support whatever she decides."

"Oh, now." Oscar was still looking closely at me. "Let me ask you this, my dear. If Mitchell, here, offered you an option that would allow you to remain a part of our family, would you be open to that?"

Geez, did these people only ever think about my relationship with Mitch?

Mitch laughed nervously. "No pressure, right, Oscar? Come on, now, you don’t want to put us on the spot, do you?"

"I don’t know," Nancy giggled, "I think you make a very cute couple."

I gave her a look as Mitch said, "I think we’d better go get ready for tonight. We’ll see you all there."

On the way to our room, Mitch told me that introducing Craig to Bev and Jodi as a friend may well have put him on a fast track. That was good, right?

Mitch’s suit was pressed and hanging in our suite. He grabbed it and we both went into the bedroom to change. He teased me mercilessly when he saw me putting on my waist cincher, but once I had my dress on, he was impressed.

It was a soft, sea glass green colored affair, with a plunging neckline, spaghetti straps, but, even though it appeared to wrap around me, it had a zipper in the back. One issue with the dress was that the low cut back meant that it was actually meant to be worn either braless or with a specialty bra that would stay hidden. Randall and Marie had decided that I didn’t need the specialty bra, so the girls on my chest were going commando that night. The material had a gossamer quality to it and it was comprised of layer after layer after layer of these very thin pieces of soft, sheer material. To make it even more beautiful, there was a slit cut mid thigh high in the front.

"It’s too long," Mitch observed. "You’ll be walking all over it."

I rolled my eyes as I slipped my feet into the three inch, white, spiked heels that went with the dress and, to complete the look, I wore my mother’s string of pearls. How did I feel? Like a goddess! Every move made the material in the dress fly away and fall against my skin, again. The coolest part, though, Mitch was as taken with me as I was with the dress.

The dinner was in the man ballroom and featured a nineteen-forties style swing band, a type of music I knew well because Mitch liked Benny Goodman, Glenn Miller, The Andrews Sisters and Cab Calloway almost as much as he liked Taylor Swift.

Dinner was a choice of either prime rib or fish and I tasted a bit of both and both we delicious, but Mitch was all about dancing that night. Luckily, so were a lot of other people. The dance floor was full most of the night. Thing was, though, when I would stop dancing, Bev or Jodi or one of the other wives was always nearby with a sip of something or another. I avoided mai tais as much as I could, but still, a sip of a scorpion bowl here, a sip of a martini there, then add in a few sips of wine, a gulp of a ‘sex on the beach,’ a quick sip of a margarita and an entire blue Hawaiian and I was feeling no pain by ten thirty.

I knew that I was a little past being tipsy, but, thanks to my rather checkered past, I knew how to behave so that people wouldn’t suspect how tanked I really was.

So, the evening wore on and Mitch and I were fielding compliments about our dancing, really I just followed him, and our stamina, we had been dancing for hours, when the band started playing Glenn Miller’s ‘Moonlight Serenade’ and, thank God, we were able to slow things down a bit.

Mitch held me close as we moved around the floor. He looked handsome in his suit and I felt feminine and elegant in my long, flowing dress.

I don’t know exactly why I said what I said. It was probably a combination of the way I felt in the clothes, the way I felt in Mitch’s arms, the way I felt with the warm feeling of the alcohol flowing through me, but whatever the reason, I heard myself say to Mitch, "I’m thinking about not going back to being a guy when we get back."

Mitch looked surprised. "Really? Why?"

I looked up at him and shrugged. "I like this. I like how I feel, now. How people treat me. How people look at me... How I feel when I’m like this... with you."

Mitch held me a little closer, but didn’t say anything.

"You like me better like this, too, don’t you?" I asked. See, I knew that I was saying these things, but I hadn’t really thought any of this through. I just needed to say them, right then, right there and to Mitch. It seemed like the most important thing in the world and nothing I could do would keep my intoxicated mouth shut. "I mean... if I went back to being a guy, we could never be like this again... and... I like this, Mitch. I like this a lot and I want this forever."

He kissed the top of my head, then rested his cheek right where he’d just kissed me. "Donnie... I can’t deny... I love you, whether you’re a guy or a girl, but... yes... this... having you like this... is amazing and I do love it, but... I don’t want to make you... Oh, Geez, this is more than I can figure out... when I see you as a girl... especially tonight, with your hair that way and that dress... it does things to me, Donnie. I can’t even think straight when I’m near you like this... I can’t even explain how I feel."

I rose up on my toes as much as I could and he bent slightly to meet my lips and we kissed. "I feel the same way, Mitch..."

We had to stop talking because the song ended. We all applauded the band, Mitch kissed me again then the band kicked into the biggest of all the Swing Era hits, Benny Goodman’s ‘Sing, Sing, Sing!’ Mitch picked me right up off of the floor and swung me in a circle, eliciting a squeal from me. I landed on the floor and we began to jitter bug to the classic hit as best we could. I remember Mitch’s smile. I remember the amazing feeling of the dress swaying around me. I remember everyone smiling and then, as Hamlet so succinctly put it, ‘The rest is silence.’

The next thing I remember was very early the next morning when I tried to open my eyes, but each attempt caused a rumbling in my head that was so painful that I was afraid that I’d break my skull open if I actually forced my eyelids open. Of course, I knew what this feeling was, but I don’t think I’d had a hangover this intense since my college days of epic overindulgence. I would have liked to have just gone back to sleep until this pain passed, but nature was calling in a rather urgent way. I struggled some more and eventually succeeded getting them open, but focusing took a minute or so, even though the room was dark.

My head ached like it had been kicked a hundred times and it only hurt worse as I raised myself to a seated position. I let my eyes close again for a few moments to try to get my brain working. I did what I always did when I was younger to get a handle on the situation. Start with the day of the week – Friday, no it was Friday the previous night. It was Saturday, yes, it was Saturday. Where was I? I peeked through squinted eyes. I was in the hotel suite in Hawaii. Did I know where the lavatory was? Yes. Could I make it there? Maybe. I had to try.

I opened my eyes as much as possible. I ached everywhere. I ached in odd places. My back hurt. My lower back really hurt. My bottom and the tops of my legs ached, too.

I took a step or two and bumped into something. I focused. It was a bed. Weird. My bed was closest to the bathroom. No time to think about that. Toilet. Toilet, now.

I recalculated my route to the lav and made a beeline for it. I closed the door as I entered, but didn’t dare turn on the lights for fear that they’d make my head explode. I raised the seat and cover, dropped my panties and reached for my penis, but it wasn’t there. I panicked for a moment then searched with my fingers. I was still bound and taped. Why? I should have taken care of that before bed, No time to deal with it at that point, though, I just sat and nature took its course.

As the pressure on my bladder began to ease, I began to wake up a bit more and take stock of myself. Those aches were definitely in my lower back and in my tuchus. Had I just over done it in heels or was I in for a day of King Kamehameha‘s revenge – in other words, diarrhea from too much drinking. No. I didn’t think so. It didn’t feel like that.

I finished my liquid purge and wiped. Wait. Why was I sticky down there? And then I realized that the only things covering my body when I had awaken were a pair of panties and my departed mother’s pearls. What the hell!? I shouldn’t have been parading around in front of Mitch in only...

I began to have a very bad feeling in my gut and suddenly, I was very, very, very sober.

I turned on a light, pushed past the crash of thunder it caused in my head. I squinted to see myself in the mirror and I was not proud of what I saw. My makeup was still on and my lipstick was smeared and messy and, speaking of messy, the ‘messy bun’ that had looked so cute and elegant the night before was a crazy bird’s nest of hair that was falling apart. I began to panic. How drunk had I gotten? What had I done, why did I ache this way...

And then I saw it in the waste basket next to the vanity. It made no sense for a moment. I couldn’t have used that. I was still bound and taped. Why was there a used condom half wrapped up in a tissue in the...

Oh, Jesus Christ, no!

I grew frantic. I went from confused to petrified in less than a second. I pulled the door open and turned on the lights in the bedroom to see if the evidence in the room might calm my fears. It didn’t. The sudden brightness did make Mitch groan in sleepy confusion from his bed, though.

My beautiful, sea glass green gown was in a heap partway between the door and the beds and Mitch’s jacket, shirt and pants were strewn across the floor. I couldn’t even breath for a moment, until I heard Mitch mumble, "What the hell, Donnie?" which drew my attention to that side of the room where the bed I had claimed as my own was still neatly made, but the one beyond it was a mess with blankets thrown to the floor and only a sheet covering part of Mitch – from his toes to his thighs to be precise – and just above that sheet was a very large, somewhat stiff, very, very naked penis.

My jaw worked up and down for a moment, but I couldn’t even produce a squeak.

"What are you doing?" Mitch asked, checking the watch that was still on his wrist. "It’s not even five o’clock yet."

Finally, my voice worked, but it worked at a decibel level I had never used before. "What the fuck did you do to me!?!?" I screamed it like a steam whistle at a factory. It came out of me with the force of rage and indignation and, above all, fear.

Mitch, suddenly wide awake, sat up in bed. "What? What are you talking about?"

"What... what... what..." I was struggling to get control over everything – my voice, my thoughts, my fear... everything. "Mitch? How... how could you have done this to me!?"

Now, fully aware of what was happening, Mitch sprung out of bed, naked and appearing to be much bigger than me and more threatening to me than he’d ever been before. "Oh, Donnie, please..." his voice sounded as if he was pleading for something and that scared me even more. "... please, Donnie, don’t do this to me. This wasn’t my... we both wanted to... please, please, please tell me you weren’t that drunk, please!" He was begging, now, as he reached out to hold me, but I jerked away from him in complete revulsion.

"Don’t you fucking touch me, you sonofabitch!" I screamed as I ran into the lounge, blind with rage and fear and the need to just get away.

Mitch followed, begging me to calm down the whole time. "Donnie! Donnie! Stop! Please! Think back to last night! I didn’t... we talked and we decided... I didn’t do anything you didn’t want me to do!" I could hear that he was on the verge of crying, now, but all I wanted was to be away from him. I ran to the hallway door and opened it, but the safety catch was on, so it caught the door’s swing at just a couple of inches. Good thing, too, or I would have been hysterical and running topless through the hallways.

"Donnie, come on..." Mitch tried to calm me down, but I was having none of it! My adrenaline level was off the charts and I needed to get away from him. He tried, once again to touch me, but I ducked under his arm and I ran to the second bathroom that was off of the Lounge and I slammed the door shut. I locked it before he got to me. He pleaded with me through the door, " Donnie, come on, please! We talked about this last night. We both wanted to do it. Please, open the door and talk to me."

"Go away!" I shrieked at the top of my lungs while I looked desperately for anything to throw at the door. I found a water glass and heaved it with all my might, but it was plastic and just cracked and fell to the ground.

"Donnie... Please, come out and talk to me. I love you, you know I love you." I could tell Mitch was crying, but the rage that I was feeling wasn’t let me listen to him.

"You love me!?" I shrieked even more angered at having heard those words. " then, why did you rape me!?" I felt betrayed. I felt used. I felt alone. I felt trapped. Did he really do that to me!? Had I actually agreed...

Oh, God, what the hell had I done?
 
 
To Be Continued...

Hawaiian Retreat - 5

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  • Clara

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Real Life Situation
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Hawaiian Retreat: 5

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Donnie has to work through his fears and self doubts as he struggles to make a lot
of decisions about his life, his sexuality, his career and Mitch.

One last Note - the ending of this chapter may seem like the end of the story. It's not. There
is still a little more of Donnie's story to be told.


 
Author's Note: I'm overwhelmed with the number of comments and emails I have gotten about this story. I really appreciate all the comments, pro and con, and hope that I grow as an author because of your input. Please keep them coming! ~Clara.
 
This version of Hawaiian Retreat: 5 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 5
 
 

 

"Donnie, come on..." Mitch tried to calm me down, but I was having none of it! My adrenaline level was off the charts and I needed to get away from him. He tried, once again to touch me, but I ducked under his arm and I ran to the second bathroom that was off of the lounge and I slammed the door shut. I locked it before he got to me. He pleaded with me through the door, "Donnie, come on, please! We talked about this last night. We both wanted to do it. Please, open the door and talk to me."

"Go away!" I shrieked at the top of my lungs while I looked desperately for anything to throw at the door. I found a water glass and heaved it with all my might, but it was plastic and just cracked and fell to the ground.

"Donnie... Please, come out and talk to me. I love you, you know I love you." I could tell Mitch was crying, but the rage that I was feeling wasn't letting me listen to him.

"You love me!?" I shrieked even more angered at having heard those words. "Then, why did you rape me!?" I felt betrayed. I felt used. I felt alone. I felt trapped. Did he really do that to me!? Had I actually agreed...

Oh, God, what the hell had I done?

"Donnie, how can you say that? I'd never do anything to hurt you! You know that, Donnie! You know me! Please, come out and talk to me."

"No!" Just kept screaming that word through the door whenever he tried to speak. I'd hear his voice and my immediate response was to shriek the word 'No' as loudly and as long as I could. Now, as I tell this story, I know that I was being irrational and I needed to gather my wits, but then... then I was high on adrenaline, fear and anger and being in the locked bathroom with no windows and only one door made me feel like I was a caged animal - and that's exactly how I behaved.

This pointless exchange, Mitch apologizing, begging and pleading, and me screaming in response, went on for a long time. I had lost all track of anything outside of our horrible duet, but of course, time was moving along and we were expected to appear at breakfast and Mitch was expected to participate in the day's golf game, but neither of us was paying much attention to that.

I swear, while I had myself locked in that lavatory, if you'd asked me how long I'd been there, I would have answered either a few minutes or a few days depending on how angry I was at that moment. I didn't know and I didn't care about anything except my pain and anger until, through the locked door, I heard someone knocking on the suite's hallway door.

Mitch cussed as he made his way to the door. I heard him open it and listened carefully, secretly hoping that someone had heard my screams and called the police. I would serve him right if they hauled him away.

It wasn't the police, though, it was Nancy.

"Hi," I heard Mitch say. "It's... it's not a great time..."

"Oh," Nancy said, and I could hear concern in her voice. "Donnie left without her purse last night. I picked it up."

"Thanks"

"Mitch, what's going on? You guys weren't at breakfast. Everyone's concerned."

I heard Mitch cough. "Um... yeah... we're... we're dealing with some stuff, this morning."

"Is Donnie sick?" I could hear Nancy's voice becoming more forceful. "You look like crap. Let me in. I want to talk to her."

"No, Nancy..." Mitch sputtered. "Like I said... it's not a good time... Hey!"

By the sound of Mitch's voice, I knew that Nancy had pushed past him and was now in that suite.

"Donnie!?" Nancy called out. "Donnie!? Where are you?" Then I heard her say, "God, Mitch, put some clothes on. Where is she?"

"I'm in the bathroom!" I yelled.

"Nancy..." Mitch tried to gain an upper hand in their exchange, but Nancy could be very single minded when she was upset and she was obviously upset at that moment.

Seconds later, she was at the lavatory door, knocking. "Open the door, Donnie."

"No," I replied, with less volume. "Not until he's gone."

Then I heard Mitch, from a distance, he must have been dressing. "I'm not leaving until we talk."

I heard Nancy sigh then ask, "Do you want to talk to Mitch?"

"No!" I shouted. "Not now and not ever!"

Another sigh from Nancy, then, "Just go golfing, Mitch. That's what they expect you to do. I'll talk to her."

Mitch started to argue, but Nancy was forceful. "Do you want them to coming looking for you, Mitch? To see this mess? To hear this shouting? Just go!"

It took him about ten minutes to dress and shave before I heard him leave, but not until asking me one last time to talk to him. I remained silent, though. When the door shut, Nancy said, "He's gone. Come on out, please, Donnie."

I opened the door and watched as Nancy's face changed from concern to shock and then to control. It was then that I realized that she had not seen me this close to naked before. The flat front of my panties and the newly enhanced tear drop shape of my breasts must have been a shock to someone who had seen me naked a thousand times before. Gratefully, she was gracious enough to know that this was not the appropriate time to discuss my body.

"I need a robe," I said, self consciously.

"You sit," Nancy commanded. "I'll get it."

Moments later, we were sitting in the lounge, gazing out at the beautiful mountains of Hawaii and I was wishing that I was back in the cold, dirty snowy darkness of New England.

"So..." Nancy took my right hand in both of hers and gently rubbed it. "... what happened?"

I looked around the room for a solid minute or more while she waited patiently. "I woke up this morning and... I must have blacked out last night... I don't remember much of anything after a certain point. Anyway... Mitch took advantage of that and... he raped me."

Nancy stared at me waiting for more, but I'd told her all I knew.

"Mitch?" she asked, quietly and calmly.

I nodded.

She sat back and thought for a moment. "What is the last thing you remember last night?"

I shrugged. "I had a good time. I remember dancing a lot. I remember talking to Mitch about maybe... maybe... staying... like this and I asked if he liked me better this way. That's about it."

"Do you remember Beverly announcing that you'd be the chairwoman of the spring charity events?"

I rolled my eyes and shook my head.

"How about our little heart to heart?" she asked.

"We... we had a heart to heart?" I was confused. "About what?"

Nancy shook her head and heaved a sigh. "Donnie, last night at about ten thirty, you and I went to the ladies room together. On the way back, you dragged my to a quiet part of the lobby and we talked. We talked a lot."

I put an elbow on the arm of my chair and rested my forehead in my hand, rubbing it. I tried to think through the liquor induced hangover haze and the adrenaline induced shakes. I began to feel overwhelmed and the shakes began to become more difficult to control until I was shaking and suddenly sobbing. I didn't even realize that I was crying until I tried to speak and my voice was distorted by the weeping. "I can't remember anything. What did I say?"

"Hey, hey." Nancy rubbed my shaking back. "It was a good conversation, Donnie. We talked through a lot and I felt better about... us. And then..."

I looked at her, frightened. "And then...what?"

She shrugged. "And then... you told me how you felt about Mitch and how you wanted to stay... like this... and you asked me what I thought about it."

I closed my eyes and tried to think, but it was all a blank. "What did you tell me?"

Nancy was obviously uncomfortable with this conversation. "Look, Donnie..." She was trying to avoid telling me, but I begged her and she nodded. She stood and looked out the window before she spoke and she kept looking out at the beauty of the earth while she recounted what she said.

"I told you... I told you that I couldn't make a decision for you, but that I knew that Mitch loved you... that he loved you like... like a man loves a woman. Of course I didn't mean like what happened after... when... You got back here. I meant that I saw how he looked at you... how he held you, even when he just held you casually... how he kissed you... I said that that kind of love is a once in a lifetime thing and it was right there if you were brave enough to take it."

I think she was avoiding looking at me because her eyes were watering up. "I told you how brave I thought you were being, doing all of this for love, and how lucky you were to have discovered real love - true love - even if you had to work harder than most people did to have that."

I digested all of that and thought about how the scene between Mitch and me in our suite may have played out, but still, I couldn't believe that I would willingly have participated in something so antithetical to what I believed was my real self. It just couldn't have happened unless Mitch forced himself onto me, it just couldn't have.

When Nancy turned to face me, her eyes were brimming with tears, but none had escaped to her cheeks. "Oh, Donnie, the way that you were talking, it sounded like you were ready to... I mean... Donnie, I've known both you and Mitch for so long and I believe that you're feeling like Mitch took advantage of you, but... is it even possible that you might have deem willing to... I mean... Mitch? Rape you? Donnie, I can imagine Mitch doing anything in the world FOR you, but I can't even conceive of a world in which he'd do anything to hurt you, I just can't! Now, please, don't get mad at me, because I believe what you're telling me, I really, really do, but... I remember a lot of nights a decade or so ago when you and I got more than a little drunk and did some pretty outrageous things and the next morning, you didn't remember any of it. I know that blackouts are scary for you, but they're scary for those of us who are with you when you're blacked out and we don't realize it until later. Isn't there just the slightest possibility that maybe, just maybe you and Mitch did this thing... together?"

My tears had slowed, but the shakes came back again. I shook my head and shrugged. "I don't know, Nan, I don't know! I mean... that's what he claimed. He said we talked about it but... Nancy... I think he... I think he was... IN me... I don't think I'd ever agree to that. I wish I could remember..."

There were tissues on the end table. Nancy picked up the box, pulled out a couple for herself and offered me the box. I took it, pulled a tissue, wiped my eyes and blew my nose.

Nancy sat, again. "Donnie... I don't want to be the bad guy... I want to be here for you, but you're not exactly an innocent virgin, are you? I mean, we started to do it with each other when we were like sixteen and..." she took a deep breath, "...even the part that Mitch might have entered isn't exactly virginal, either. I mean... oh, God, this is embarrassing... I mean... I've had fingers up there before and I've even used my vibrator on you a few times. I know, I know, nothing we did ever involved going all the way up in there, but I'm just saying... if you were drunk, uninhibited, feeling feminine and wanting to feel even more like a woman, well... isn't it just possible that you 'wanted' to have Mitch treat you like a woman? I'm not saying that it happened that way... I'm just saying... isn't there just the slightest possibility that it did? And if there is just the slightest possibility, then shouldn't you sit down with Mitch and talk it out?"

I didn't know what to say or do or feel or think, but I knew what I needed. I lowered myself from the seat to the floor and I knelt in front of Nancy, I laid my head in her lap and I left loose, crying unconsolably for God knows how long, while Nancy held me and hugged me and let me cry myself out.

I guess it had been about eight thirty when Nancy had arrived at our suite and it was approaching eleven by the time I had showered and dressed. I was still working on my hair with a blow drier when Bev and Jodi arrived to find out if I was ok. From what I could glean from their conversation in the lounge while they thought I was out of ear shot, they had been texting with Nancy and were aware that Mitch and I had had some sort of a blowout and that I was very upset. Apparently, Nancy had told them that I was now up to receiving company, so here they were.

I unplugged the drier and looked at myself. There was nothing I could do about the puffiness around my eyes, but my makeup was... it was fine... the best I could do, under the circumstances. I was wearing another loose fitting, sleeveless top with teeny-tiny blue flowers printed all about it, that showed off my nicely shaped breasts without being trashy, and it matched my soft blue, mid thigh length, skirt with dozens of narrow pleats. I wore low heeled sandals with this ensemble, even though Randall had chosen a much higher heel for me, but he'd never know.

"Oh, my dear, dear girl!" Bev orated from where she was standing by Nancy's side, her hands clutched you her heart, "Are you alright!?"

Jodi came to me, her arms wide. "You poor thing. Come here. You need a good, hard hug." I certainly got one, too. "I'm so sorry, dear. Here you are in one of the most romantic places on earth and you have a lovers spat."

I laughed as she guided me to a chair. "It was a lot more than a spat, Jodi. We... we had a FIGHT. A big, knock down, drag out FIGHT. It was pretty terrible. I don't know if we can move on from this."

Jodi sat on the arm of my chair and rubbed my shoulders. "Oh, I'm sure it wasn't as bad as you think. I know how it feels when you have a fight with your first real love. It's like the world is coming to an end, isn't it? You'll get through it, though."

I looked at Nancy who was looking at me and we both were thinking the same thing. Was Mitch really the first real love of my life? What had Nancy been, then? I thought I'd loved her, I mean... I did love her, but... Geez, why did all of this have to be so damned confusing!?

"I... I've been in a serious relationship before," I said. "This fight, though... it was different. We said... and did things that can't be unsaid or undone. I just don't know if... if I can ever forgive him... or he can ever forgive me... or... most of all... if I can ever forgive... myself."

Bev and Jodi exchanged concerned looks. Jodi patted my hair. "Oh... that does sound serious... but, you know, Bob and I had our share big fights before we felt out our relationship. Everyone does, angel."

"The same with Oscar and me," Bev said, as she sat in the chair next to me. "Of course, when Bob and I met, he was just a law student, and we didn't have a penny between us, but, in a way, that made the stakes even higher. Every penny we spent was scrutinized and we were always just one small mistake from being destitute. We fought like cats and dogs some days, but... when you love each other... you work through it."

"See, Donnie," Jodi tried to console me, "we've all been through it and survived. You will too. I promise."

Nancy nodded. "They're right, Donnie. You just need to talk it out with Mitch and it'll work out."

I sighed. I wished I could actually discuss what had happened, but that was impossible.

"Let's get our minds off of that for now, and talk about the spring fund raising drive," Bev said. Did this woman never listen!?!? I was falling to pieces, but she wanted to talk about her precious fund raiser.

"Oh, Bev, I don't think I can even think about that at this point. After what happened today, I don't know if Mitch and I will even survive this trip let alone be together in six or eight weeks."

"Oh, poo." Bev once again waved off my concerns. "Whether you like it or not, Donnie, you have become a leader amongst the wives. The moment you walked into breakfast that morning, in that silk blouse and gold skirt, every woman on this trip has been enthralled by you. You need to do this for them, Donnie, and for all the kids we can help with the money we raise."

"Kids?" I asked. I'd not heard what the charity in question was.

"Yes." Jodi was still patting my hair. "Every penny we raise goes to arts programs in inner city schools. It's one of our favorite charities."

Bev nodded in agreement. "And with you being an artist yourself..." She let it hang there.

Oh, man, that was a hard thing to say no to. I was a mediocre student at best and I may well have sunk to the level of 'failing student' had it not been for the arts programs at my school. I really would have liked to have helped out, but... "I just don't know." I maintained my resistance. "I'd hate to commit to something this important and then not be able to follow through."

"Let's do this, then," Jodi suggested, "you start the process as our chairwoman with Bev and me working behind the scenes and we'll find someone to be a co-chairwoman who can be the face of the project if you have to bail out at some point. How does that sound?"

I shrugged, but didn't say anything.

"That is an excellent idea, Jodi." Bev stood and walked towards Nancy. "And I know just the woman for the job." She touched Nancy's upper arm. "What do you say, Nancy?"

"Me!?" Nancy was shocked.

"Why not?" Bev smiled. "You're an events coordinator, aren't you? This seems like it would be right up your alley."

Perfect, right! I could find a way out and Nancy could be a hero. Just perfect!

"Yes!" I said enthusiastically. "I'll do it if Nancy does it with me."

I could tell that Nancy was leery of it, but also thrilled to have the opportunity to be able to prove herself to these women.

"Oh... well, then... sure. As long as we do it TOGETHER." Nancy stressed the last word and gave me a sideways, somewhat threatening, glance.

"Excellent!" Bev said, while Jodi applauded. "Let's see, it's noon now and we have a luncheon at two. We'll make another announcement, stating that Nancy will join you as co-chairwoman, and introduce you both. Then you can both give a short speech and ask for the wives to join in and help to get community agencies and businesses involved - you know, offering their services at lower or no costs - and then you can ask for volunteers to be on the organizing committee. Then we can put all of that organizing stuff aside until we get back home and then the meetings can begin. Do you have a computer handy?"

"I have an iPad," I said as I retrieved it from where it sat on its charger.

Jodi took it and opened a page, on the company's website, that was dedicated to previous 'Community Involvement Days.' It was a very large carnival that took place in our city every year, but I never knew who put it all together before. Nancy asked about contractors and suppliers and other things that wouldn't have occurred to me and it seemed like we were off and running.

Later, as we walked to the outdoor luncheon area, Bev and Nancy walked together and discussed logistics while Jodi and I walked behind and discussed my blouse. Who made it, where I got it, how delicate and feminine the little flowered print was... neither of us had the kind of detail-acumen that our counterparts had.

"I think that Nancy is a perfect choice," Jodi whispered. "Bev came up with the idea after breakfast this morning. She has a lot of experience with these kinds of things. With Nancy as your partner, you can concentrate on the 'big picture,' and Nancy can help you implement the infrastructure elements. It'll all work out perfectly."

I still had a lot of doubts. "What if it doesn't, though?"

Jodi laughed. "It always does. Everything in our lives happens for a reason and if we stay true to ourselves and follow through, everything always works out."

I looked at her askance. Was she talking about 'Community Involvement Day' or me and Mitch?

The luncheon was, of course, beautiful and delicious. Now, when I say 'beautiful,' of course I mean that the scenery was breathtaking, but it was all enhanced by the women I was with. Everyone of them took good care of themselves and dressed beautifully. Whether they were older or younger, tall or short, thin or heavier, they had all taken a great deal of care to look and behave beautifully. It was entirely different than being in a group of men, most of whom only dressed to be 'acceptable' and very few of whom could resist a filthy joke or a raunchy story. Here, the humor was pleasant and sincere and the laugher was relaxed and sisterly. There was a certain amount of social posturing going on, of course, but... there was nothing crass or ugly going on. It was all just... lovely.

When the time came for Bev to introduce Nancy and me as the cochairwomen of the spring fundraising campaign Nancy and I rose stood in the middle of the group of women and smiled. I had hoped that Nancy might have something inspiring to say, but instead, she just held her arms towards me to indicate that the floor was mine.

I cleared my throat and for the first time in my life, spoke to a crowd of people. "Hi, everyone. I think I've met all of you. My name is Dawn and I am here with my boyfriend, Mitch, who is an attorney with the firm. This is my friend, Nancy, who is here with her fiancé, Craig, who is an accountant."

I looked for a way to start the pitch for volunteers, but drew a blank, so I just spoke about myself.

"I know that we are new to this group of amazing women, but... see, I was not a great student in high school. I struggled a lot, and my friends, like my friend Nancy, here, who knew me in high school, were all high achievers. But I found that I did have a talent for drawing and an interest in painting and three dimensional art - anything in the visual realm, I just wanted to learn more about it and how to create it. It became my reason for getting up in the morning and going to school. My reason for doing well in other subjects and my goal. I decided that I wanted to become a graphic artist. I went to college for that and, up until a few months ago, when the company I worked for was bought out, I made a good living at it. Now, because of this fundraising effort, I have the opportunity to work with all of you to help other kids, kids like me, to find their own means of expressing themselves. Their means of coping with life. Their connection to others."

I was surprised that I had found these words within me, but all of it was true. I took a breath and wrapped it up.

"Nancy and I are both new to your group and we know that amongst you all there are decades of experience in organizing and executing these kinds of events, so I'm asking you... as someone who admires all of you and wants to be a part of your family of smart, hard working women who want to make a change in their community... please, please help Nancy and me to make this a great event. Please, share your knowledge and experience with us and let's make this a fun and very profitable event for our community. Nancy?"

I stepped back to let Nancy speak, but for a moment she just stared at me in shock. She knew that I'd never been on the spot like that before and she had not expected me to be so well spoken. Neither had I, of course. "Well, ummm.... There's not a lot I can add to that. To tell you the truth, I had no idea that my friend Dawn was capable of being so inspiring! I can't wait to dive into this project and get going, now! But, let me just add this - As Donnie said, this is very new to us and we need all the help we can get, so if you're able to join us to help us plan and execute this very ambitious event, please talk to one or both of us before you leave this luncheon and we'll make a list of names and numbers. After we're back in New England - after we're all unpacked and recovered from this trip, we'll be in touch with you and start our planning. Thank you."

We got a very nice round of applause and the nice thing was that, before we even got back to our table, women were stopping us and we were adding their names and numbers to our phones. The end of the luncheon looked a lot like a receiving line at a wedding with women waiting in line to tell us what a great job we'd done and how happy they'd be to help out. Of course, a lot of them also wanted to talk fashion with me, which was a subject that I had kind of grown to love discussing. It was a lovely day and Bev and Jodi complemented us on how well organized and inspiring we had been in our presentation.

Nancy put her arm around me and said, "Donnie and I have always made a great team," which made me feel both good and a little sad. Maybe if I'd been a more involved boyfriend... who knows.

Nothing was schedule for that evening and Mitch wasn't in the room when I returned. I was exhausted from all of the emotional output of the morning, not to mention the fact that all of the screaming and fighting had begun just after four thirty that morning, so I took off my blouse and skirt and crawled into bed. Before I took a nap, though, I called Marie and Hilda on FaceTime and talked about what had happened. They listened and were very sympathetic, but, just like Nancy, they couldn't conceive of Mitch doing anything to hurt me.

"Donnie," Marie asked, "do you remember the party after the homecoming game in our junior year?"

I thought for a moment and said, "Not really. I remember what I was told about it, but I don't remember what I actually did that night."

"What did he do?" Hilda asked.

Marie shook her head. "He got hammered on Jack Daniels and decided to go from the balcony of room we were in, on the sixth floor of the dorm, all the way to the top floor by climbing on the outside of the building. He jumped from the railing of one balcony to grab the floor next one above it and pulled himself up."

"Jesus, Donnie, that sounds pretty dangerous." Hilda was shocked.

"It was," Marie said. "I was on the ground watching and shouting for him to stop. He scared the crap out of me."

Hilda looked at Marie and asked, "Did he make it all the way to the roof?"

Marie shook her head. "Only three floors. Then Mitch saw him and ran up through the building, got out onto the right balcony, got a hold of him and brought him back down through the stairwell. If Campus Security had caught him, he could have been expelled for it. Mitch made him vow never to get that drunk again, which of course, was something he couldn't live up to, but he never got so drunk that he became 'Donnie, The Human Fly' again."

That story always filled me with conflicting feelings of shame and a little, stupid pride.

Marie made her point. "Look, Donnie, when you drink hard alcohol, we can't always tell you're drunk. You have a tendency to look and behave normally, but then you just seem to enter an almost manic phase and you just act on any impulse that comes to you. Before you throw away your friendship with Mitch, I think you'd better have a long, long, long, long talk about everything - What happened, why it happened, what was said, who did what... all of it. Then make up your mind."

I had calmed down to the point that I agreed and we said goodbye. I pulled a blanket up and settled in for a quick nap - twenty or thirty minutes was my goal.

I woke up an hour and a half later. Even though he was being quiet, I could sense that Mitch was in the lounge, so I took a few moments to redress in what I had been wearing, touch up my makeup and brush my hair before I joined him. He was reading something on his iPad when I entered and sat in the chair next to him, not knowing what to say.

"Hi," I whispered, as I folded my legs under me.

"Hi," Mitch responded very quietly.

That was all that was said for a good couple of minutes until Mitch said, "I heard that you and Nancy took over the fundraiser."

I nodded.

"So, does that mean you'll be staying around after we get back?"

I shrugged. "I don't know. I'm I'll trying to figure everything out."

Mitch closed the cover of his iPad and thought for a few moments. When he spoke, it was quiet and sad. "Look, Donnie... I didn't... I would never, ever do anything like..." he couldn't even bring himself to say the word rape. "... I would never hurt you. I love you, Don, and like I said last night, I want you to be happy... with me... always."

I nodded. "I still don't know quite what to think, Mitch. I never thought I'd ever do something like that and, to be honest, I still can't believe I did..."

"Donnie, we talked about it for almost an hour before anything happened..." Mitch started to protest, but I asked him to let me finish what I had to say.

"But the thing is," I said, "I know you a lot better than I know myself, Mitch, and I know that... you're a great guy who wouldn't have done what I accused you of. I'm sorry for that, Mitch... I just... I just can't get my head around having done that."

Mitch nodded. "Look, Donnie, I'm sorry, too. I was a little drunk, but I had no idea that you weren't really with me. You said all the right things, you know? You acted like we were doing what we both wanted. Do you... Do you think that we can put this behind us and move on?"

I shook my head. "I think we need to talk about it, Mitch. I need to know exactly what happened, but I'm really not up to that tonight. Tomorrow, though, when you get back from your game, we need to discuss it from beginning to end. Right now, I'm starving and I want to get something to eat and go for a walk on the beach and... I'd kind of like you to come with me, but only if you want to."

Mitch stood up and offered me a hand. "That sounds perfect."

It's hard to explain exactly how I felt at that moment. I think I had come to terms with the fact that whatever had happened the night before, I couldn't hold Mitchell solely responsible for it. Whatever had happened, I think I might have been a willing participant. After all, I had been entertaining ideas of how I might remain as a woman, so the idea that I may have been uninhibited, because of the amount of alcohol I had consumed, enough to have taken everything to another level, wasn't all that far-fetched.

There was something else about the situation that was beginning to convince me that Mitch wasn't the bad guy in all of this, as well. See, when you're a blackout drunk and you drink so much that your conscious brain shuts down, you wake up the next day and you may not be able to remember exactly what happened, but sometimes, you may start to recall bits and pieces. When that happens, you get a feeling in your stomach that tells you if everything was OK, or if you really went off the rails and did some pretty awful stuff. I knew both feelings well and my gut was telling me that we hadn't done anything wrong. Now, that's not the kind of evidence you can take to court, but it was something I had to rely on in order to function and get a handle on everything thing that had overwhelmed me earlier in the day.

We ate at an outdoor restaurant at the resort, overlooking the beach. Conversation was a little bit hard to get into, since we both had bigger things to deal with at that moment. Mitch told me about his golf game, he was one of the leading contenders for the big prize. There were still plenty of chances for other guys to steal the big prize from him, but he was happy that, no matter what, he would be finishing near the top of the pack.

We spoke about my new position as co-chairwoman. I assured him that I would be stepping aside if I needed to and that Nancy could handle it without me if need be.

We had seared ono fish with a honey soy glaze that was probably the best thing I had ever put into my mouth up until that point, and as the dinner went on, we found that the conversation was easier, but there was still a distance there.

After dinner, we took a walk on the beach. It was truly beautiful, the moon shining on the water, the waves lapping on the shore, the palm trees silhouetted against the bright, night sky. It was gorgeous.

There were chairs placed in twos here and there about the beach. Mitch told me to sit and enjoy the view while he got us dessert. He did offer me a drink, but I had made up my mind that alcohol was out for the rest of the trip. Instead, he brought me a treat called 'Shave Ice,' essentially a snow cone with really fruity juice poured onto it. It was delicious and sitting on the beach with the evening breeze playing across my arms and legs while eating this treat was fantastic. It was a lovely way to unwind after a long, hard day of trying to get my head around what had happened the night before.

In fact, some of the previous evening was popping in and out of my consciousness. I remembered the conversation that Nancy had mentioned - at least I remembered having the conversation, the subject of it was still pretty fuzzy, but I could remember being in a quiet part of the lobby and talking.

"Aloha, you two!" Jodi called as she walked across the sand from the bar/snack bar area. "It's a beautiful night, isn't it?"

I smiled as Mitch rose and kissed her cheek. "It sure is," he answered her.

"Mitch, I hate to interrupt, but Bob has some kind of a question about that Rand case. Could you just give him five minutes of your time? I'd be forever grateful." Jodi sat in the chair Mitch had just vacated, knowing he'd give Bob a hand. "He's over at the bar."

Mitch looked at me and winked. "I'll be back in five minutes." He bent and kissed me and, in spite of how upset I'd been earlier in the day, I kissed him back. It felt nice - like a normality had been restored.

When Mitch had gotten out of ear shot, Jodi looked at me and her smile turned serious. "So... all happy again?"

I looked back to Mitch and shrugged. "I'm not sure, but... I'm figuring things out."

She smiled and took my hand. "Look, sweetheart, I don't know what happened between you two, but... can I tell you a story?"

I nodded.

Jodi thought for a moment before saying, "When I first met Bob, he was a fifty four year old divorcee and I was a twenty three year old waitress with a bachelor's degree in communications and very few prospects. My father hated Bob, who is a year older than my dad, by the way, and my friends thought I was nuts and Beverly... well, let’s just say that Bev was not a fan of mine at first." She laughed at the memory of that.

I was surprised to hear Jodi being so forthright about her relationship, but I was curious as to where she was headed with it.

"The thing was, though... I really liked Bob. I liked him a lot. So, I kept dating him and , pretty soon... I loved him. I really loved him. I wasn’t infatuated, and I certainly wasn’t interested in his money, I... just... loved him."

Jodi looked over towards Bob and Mitch and shook her head. "I still do. Oh, I know a lot of people don’t believe it, but I really do. And it’s not just because he’s rich... I know that’s what people say, but... when I’m with Bob... I feel... safe and warm and happy. The same way you feel with Mitch."

I was suddenly startled by that statement. Until that morning, she was right - I’d always felt safe with Mitch. The idea that I was questioning that was what had shaken me.

"I’m right, aren’t I?" She took my hand and waited for an answer.

"Yes," I finally said.

She smiled at me. "That’s what I thought." She looked back over at Bob and Mitch who seemed to be finished with whatever they were talking about and headed towards us. "Then whatever came between you two this morning is nothing compared to finding someone you love. Just remember that and... and... don’t worry about what he did or said or what you did or you said or whatever happened and... don’t worry about a new job or the fundraiser or anything else. Just... do what’s right for you... like I did with Bob... and hold on to your love. Ok?"

By now, Mitch and Bob were only a few feet away from us, so Jodi switched the topic as if we’d never mentioned anything about Mitch and me. "... I could never wear something sleeveless, dear. My upper arms are way too flabby, but those adorable little flowers are just so pretty and... oh, the men are back! I’ll leave you two in peace. All set, Bob?"

"All set, dear," Bob smiled. "I’m sorry that we interrupted your evening, young lady. We’ll leave you to it and get out of your hair. Good night, kids."

Mitch and I both said goodnight and we headed back to the resort, too, but via a different route.

"So, what was that all about?" Mitch asked with a chuckle as we strolled along the tiki torch lit pathway.

"What do you mean?" I asked confused.

"Well, the Rand case didn’t need any attention and Bob said that Jodi just wanted to talk to you."

I laughed. "Oh, it was just about the fundraiser committees. Nothing important."

He chuckled as we entered the lobby. "Hang on. I got a text that there’s a package at the front desk for me."

I stood aside and waited for the clerk to get Mitch a small, cardboard box with postage on it.

"What’s that?" I asked.

He ripped through the tape and pulled out a pair of gold and onyx cuff links. "I forgot my cuff links and I’m wearing my tux on Tuesday for the formal dinner. I had my mom overnight them to me."

I laughed as we walked. "You could have gotten some here, you know."

Mitch looked confused. "Yeah... but these are... oh, never mind."

I looked at him and he was obviously a little miffed about something. "What? What did I say?"

Mitch sighed. "Nothing, it’s just that... you gave me these and... well, they’re the only ones I ever wear with my tux."

I blinked in total bewilderment. "I gave you them? When?"

We got into the elevator and he shook his head. "Remember when your grandfather died and I helped you clean his house out? I said they were really nice and you told me to keep them."

I must have looked completely baffled. "Mitch... we were like seventeen. I can’t believe you remember that."

He shook his head as he slipped the keycard into the door of our suite. "I think about it every time I wear my tux."

"How often do you wear a tux?" I asked.

He shrugged. "Once or twice a month." He shook his head again. "Never mind. It just means a lot to me. I thought you’d appreciate it, too. Obviously, it doesn’t mean anything to you, though, so just forget it."

I watched as he put the box into a drawer in his bureau. Something I had said had upset him. "Mitch, did I say something to make you mad? I didn’t mean to."

"No," he said, but that wasn’t true.

"Seriously, Mitch," I asked, "what did I say?"

He huffed, "Look, Donnie, I know that you’re going through a lot right now and I’m trying to be supportive and patient, but... Goddamnit, after years of friendship... you never once realized how thoughtful my gifts were. How I bought you ties to match your eyes, or brought you to see art exhibits that you wanted to see. And now, when I mention what I thought was the most thoughtful gift you’d ever given to me, the cuff links obviously mean nothing to you, and... Ahh, forget it."

I felt terrible, but this seemed to be the right time to get all of this out. "No, Mitch. Say it. We need to be honest with each other."

He shook his head and sat on the bed. "Donnie... I didn’t know that you were flying on autopilot last night, ok? and I... oh, fuck it, I can’t believe that you’d accuse me of doing anything to hurt you. I was brutally honest with you. I poured my heart out to you and told you how much you meant to me and then... I know you were upset and all, but... I don’t deserve to be treated the way you treated me this morning. That’s all. I’m done. I’m going to get ready for bed, now."

"Mitch..." I said, heartbroken that everything he’d said was true and that I’d been a thoughtless ass for so long. "I... I..."

"Never mind," he said as he headed to the lavatory.

"Seriously, Mitch..." I was on the verge of tears. "... I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean... I mean..."

"No, just forget it," Mitch said. "I shouldn’t have said anything. This whole thing is just frustrating and impossible and talking about it just makes it worse, so..." he groaned. "I’m sorry I brought it up. I was being too thin skinned, ok? I need to man up and start being less sensitive. I get it. I understand it. I will shut up about it from now on, so just go to bed." He went into the bathroom and closed the door behind him, leaving me to wipe tears from my cheeks.

He was quiet when he came out of the lavatory. I went in and performed my forty minute ablutions and when I came out Mitch was nowhere to be found. I crawled under the covers and thought about what a rollercoaster of emotions the day had been. I mean, I started the day feeling like a victim, then felt like we might be able to work everything out and ended the day as the bad guy.

I rolled onto my left side and saw Mitch’s empty bed and wondered where he was. I thought about texting him, but if he’d wanted me to know where he went, then he would have told me.

Just as I was starting to drift off, I heard the hallway door open and close. Then I felt Mitch sit on the edge of my bed and I turned to look at him.

"Hi," he said, quietly.

"Hi," I said the same way.

He sighed, "Hey, Umm... I know I was being pretty childish before... I... well, I’m sorry. Of course I want to talk this all out, Donnie. Even if we’re never going to be.. together... I still want to be friends."

I rolled onto my back. "Mitch..."

He held up his hand to stop me. "No, look, I just went to talk to Bob and Oscar and I’m not playing golf tomorrow. I’ve already ordered breakfast to be delivered to our room and we’ll spend the day together, talking, until we’re both comfortable with where we are in this whole thing."

"Oh, no, Mitch," I shook my head, "you wanted to win that vacation time. Go and play your game. We can talk after that."

He shook his head. "No, Donnie. You mean much more to me than a week of vacation and I want to work this out. You’ve changed everything about yourself to help me out. I owe you my time and attention for at least a day."

I felt terrible that he was throwing away his chance to win. "Are you sure."

He nodded and small smile played on his lips. "Besides, I’m so far ahead that this will give the other guys a chance to catch up."

That made me chuckle just a little. Mitch was a very good golfer, he was probably telling the truth. I reached up and touched the scratchy endof -day beard on his face. "Thanks."

He shrugged. "I love you, Donnie. When you love each other, you make time for each other. We’ll talk tomorrow."

"But..." I wanted to be sure, "... you said that talking just makes things worse."

He shrugged. "I was hurt and mad, Donnie. It happens. Even to me." He smiled and I felt better.

I smiled a little, too.

Mitch started to get up, but I grabbed his hand. ‘Kiss me goodnight?" I asked, a little desperate for something I’d denied myself all day.

He bent low and gave me a soft, warm kiss and I immediately felt better. Maybe this was love.

I had a fitful night. I woke up from dreams... or maybe memories... that confused me. In them, I was always with Mitch and we... we’d gone beyond kissing. I was touching him and he was touching me... like a man and a woman. The thing that made it feel more like a memory than a dream was the feelings. I could remember the feel of his skin. The feel of his breath. The feel of... everything.

I woke on Sunday morning to the smell of food and the sound of the room service delivery person leaving. I got up and wrapped my sheer robe around me and went into the lounge where Mitch had set breakfast up in the little breakfast nook in the corner.

"You’re up?" Mitch smiled. "I didn’t want to wake you."

I shrugged. "I smelled the food. It smells good. I wouldn’t want it to get cold."

Mitch pulled out a chair for me. "Come and sit. We have a long day ahead of us."

During breakfast, we focused our conversation on the food, which was delicious. We talked about the tiny, fluffy waffles, the tart mix of passion fruit, orange and mango juices in the carafe, the fresh, sweet strawberries, everything that was set before us, until we’d finished breakfast and put the trays back on their cart and pushed that out in the hallway. When the door closed, the ‘Please, Do Not Disturb’ sigh was hanging from the hallway door knob.

Mitch set up some chairs on our balcony and we sat down facing each other, me in my chemise style nightie and silk robe, Mitch in a tee shirt and a pair of basketball shorts. We stared at each other until Mitch spoke.

"Ok... I’d like to start with something other than the other night. Namely... Donnie... I don’t think of myself as gay. I’ve always thought women were amazing and I fantasize about them all the time and I have never fantasized about men... with one exception... I have always loved you... and I don’t mean like a guy loves a friend. I mean..." he took a deep breath. "... I have always loved you and wanted to be with you, but... I just couldn’t say something like that to you. Even before you looked like this, I’ve always loved you and wished that things could be different. But you have to believe me – when I asked you to do this for me... I never for a moment thought things would go the way they did. Maybe the dresses and the makeup and... I mean... God... everything about the way you look and move and smell... maybe it all just got me carried away. I’m sorry if I went too far and upset you. Please forgive me. I just hope that we can still be friends... you know... after all of this is over."

Wow! That was a lot to reply to, right!? I just blinked for a few moments.

"So..." I sputtered. "... I’m not sure where to start unwrapping all of that. I mean... was all of this a set up, then?"

Mitch shook his head. "No, not at all, Donnie. I swear that’s the truth. Think back to the night we went to that Halloween party with Hilda and Marie. I wasn’t even involved in that costume decision. If we hadn’t run into those guys from the firm and Marie hadn’t put us on the spot, none of this would have happened. Yeah, I probably shouldn’t have let people think that I was still seeing ‘Dawn,’ but... there’s something about you also ‘Dawn,’ Donnie. People just seem to like you. They wanted you to come back and... frankly, I did too, I guess, but I just thought this would be a great week together, then we’d go right back to the way things were."

This may sound fishy when I say it, but as I sat there, I could see Mitch’s face and I knew that he was telling me the truth. I could see it in his eyes. So, I nodded and took a deep breath. "Mitch... we’ve been best friends since we were kids. If you felt that way about me... why didn’t you say anything?"

He chuckled at that. "I tried, Donnie. I told you I loved you nearly every time I saw you..."

"Yeah, but that was just you being funny because my mom made Marie and me say that all the time."

"That’s what it was to you, Donnie... never to me. I meant it.

I shook my head and tried to remember any time that Mitch has sounded insincere when he told me he loved me. I couldn’t. Again he was telling the truth.

"Besides," Mitch said, looking out at the mountains and the ocean, "you had Nancy and you two were happy. I would never have done anything to come between you guys."

"Why not after Nancy left, then?" I asked.

Mitch shrugged. "Donnie... I don’t think of myself as gay... or even straight, really. I’m just a guy who found the love of his life when he was a kid. Unfortunately... that was you and you were my best friend. If I’d told you and you’d freaked... I would have lost you forever – both as a friend and as the love of my life. I couldn’t risk it."

I nodded and thought.

Mitch thought, too, but couldn’t help but keep explaining. "Remember that night that Marie made us kiss each other? Until that moment, Donnie, I never once thought about you in a sexual way. Until then, I just always knew that I wanted to be with you... I don’t know... it’s hard to explain..."

I interrupted him. "No, I get it, Mitch... alright, let me be honest now, ok?"

I gathered my thoughts. "Ok... so... growing up with three sisters, well... I mean, I knew about how girls acted and all and, being on the short side, I guess I always had a little bit of a Napoleon complex, you know? Like I had to out drink and out prank everyone. Well, you know that last Halloween wasn’t the first time I’d gone out to a party as a girl. So, that didn’t bother me at all and when you asked me to come on this trip as your girlfriend... I mean I felt a little weird about it, but... well, I figured a trip to Hawaii with my buddy would be fun."

I thought for a moment before I continued. "Look, Mitch... these clothes, the hair, the makeup... they did something to me, Mitch. They changed me, they really did. I mean, I’m not the same guy I was before. I’m not... I’m not a guy, anymore, Mitch... I mean I really don’t feel like a man at all any more. I feel like a woman and it’s scary, Mitch. It’s scary as hell! I don’t know who I am, I don’t know what I want, but... ok... That night... the night you mentioned... the night that Marie made us kiss... something inside me broke. I mean that in a good way, though. I mean... like... something that was trapped inside me broke and freed itself in me and made me see things... differently."

When I stayed quiet, Mitch asked, "What kind of things? I mean, what seemed different?"

Now, it was my turn to avoid eye contact and look out at the mountains and ocean. "Me," I confessed. "I was different. Everything about me was different." I looked at the palm trees blowing near the white sand. "And you. You were different, too."

I sighed and looked at him. "Mitch... I never was a self reflective person before. Self centered, yes. Self pitying, oh, yeah, I had that down, but... this has forced me to face a lot of truths about myself and... Mitch... I love you, too, but... look, I mean, I’ve always loved you, but never like I do now. Now..." I felt the tears welling up in my eyes. "Jesus, Mitch... why am I a guy? This would have been so much easier if I were a woman? What kind of messed up world do we live in if we can’t be together?"

Holy cow! Where the hell had that come from, right!? I couldn’t believe I’d actually said that.

Mitch leaned forward and took my hand. "Donnie, we CAN be together. Either as a gay couple or like this. I don’t care. If you want to go back to being a guy, I’m fine with that. If you want to stay like this forever, I’m fine with that, too. I just..." he took a deep breath and let it out. "Let’s just... be together."

I nodded, but took my hand back from him and sat back in my chair. I wrapped my robe around me and sniffled back some tears. "Mitch... we need to talk about the other night. I need to know what happened."

He nodded. "What do you remember?"

I looked around and thought. "I remember dancing with you and I remember I told you that I was going to stay looking like this when we got home."

"Did you mean that?" he asked.

I nodded. "I don’t remember a lot after that. I mean... I remember talking to Nancy in the lobby, but I don’t remember what we talked about. I get flashes of things that happened once we got back here. I remember touching you... down there. I remember you touching and kissing my breasts. Not much else. What about you?"

Mitch took a drink of the juice he’d had left over from breakfast and spoke slowly. "Well... we’d both had a few drinks, but.. Donnie... when you go onto autopilot... I can’t always tell, you know? I mean, you didn’t seem any different. You’d been really touchy and kind of romantic all night, so when you started to get really... frisky... I thought you were just pushing things further and, to be honest, I wanted to push things further, too."

"When we got back here, I hadn’t even closed the door before you’d unzipped your gown and you were standing there in just your panties with your dress around your feet. I couldn’t even breathe for a minute, when I saw you."

I shook my head. All the time that I’d wanted to present myself as a good girl and the first chance I got, I’d turned into a tramp. "My panties AND my mother’s pearls." I chuckled. "I put on my sainted mother’s pearls and turned into a slut."

Mitch shook his head. "No. It wasn’t like that, Donnie. You weren’t being slutty... you were in love, and so was I, and that’s why we sat on the bed and talked for a really long time. You told me that you were one hundred percent sure that you wanted to be a girl and that you were one hundred percent sure that you wanted to be with me. Then... we kissed and... one thing led to another and... most of it was your idea."

I nodded. "I remember you kissed my breasts. Did I... did I..." I breathed heavily. "Did I go down on you... your... did I give you oral?"

Mitch nodded.

Strangely, I didn’t feel as uncomfortable about that as I thought I might. So I just nodded.

"Did I... did you, I mean... did you... penetrate... me?" I knew that that was a horrible way to phrase that question, but it was the best I could do.

Mitch sighed at the crassness of the question. "Well, yes and no. I mean... you jumped out of bed and ran into the vanity where you’d seen that the hotel had stocked a drawer with condoms, then you came back and you put one on me. You lubbed it up with mineral oil and you climbed on top of me and lowered yourself onto... So, yeah... I ‘penetrated you,’ but... I didn’t put a ton of effort into it."

Just the way he’d told me the story, the tone of his voice, the way he looked at me, I knew he was telling the truth. I stood up and leaned on the railing. I was in paradise and I was with someone I loved. Everything he’d told me made perfect sense, so why had I spent an entire day tearing Mitch and myself to pieces?

"I’m sorry, Mitch. I’m sorry about yesterday and what I said. I’m sorry that I never noticed the cuff links or the ties that matched my eyes or the way you told me you loved me a dozen times a day. I’m so sorry."

Mitch stood and leaned against the railing next to me. He tightened his lips into a concerned smile. "I think we’re good, Donnie. How about you?"

I nodded and he pulled me into a hug as he asked, "So... what do we do now?"

I smiled and leaned on his shoulder and I said in a seductive voice, "I know what I want to do."

He shook his head. "Not yet. We need to think about everything we just talked about before we jump back into bed."

I looked appalled. "Not that! What’s wrong with you!? No, I want to go swimming, Mitch! We’ve been here since Thursday and we haven’t gone to the beach to go swimming once! Come on, let’s go swimming."

"Swimming?" I think I’d thrown Mitch off with my sudden change of direction.

"Yeah, come on, please. No one wants to go into the water, so I haven’t gone swimming one time. Here we are with the warm Pacific Ocean surrounding us and we haven’t even gone swimming. Come on."

He smiled and blushed a bit. God, he was adorable when he blushed. "Sounds great."

When you grow up in New England, you’re used to beaches with course sand or rocks and water that only approaches warm in late August. The beach at the resort in Hawaii had white sand that felt like I was walking on sugar and the water was warm and inviting. It was hard to believe that it was bitter cold back home while swimming in this clear, blue splendor.

Mitch wore some tasteful board shorts and I wore my pretty two piece and we spent several hours swimming and frolicking – I know that’s a silly word, but it kind of fits. We frolicked. A young man from the resort taught us how to stand on a surf board. Mitch went out into the waves and gave surfing a shot. He managed to stand up and stay up once, but he felt that was plenty and gave up.

We had a late lunch at the same beachside counter where Mitch had purchased my shave ice the previous evening. When we carried our tray of food into the table area, we ran into a colleague of Mitch’s named Ray and his wife, Alyssa, so we sat with them and chatted. Ray had taken a day off from golfing, too, but he laughed about it saying that he was so far back in the standings that he didn’t stand a chance of winning the vacation time.

As Mitch and Ray got onto work conversations, I chatted about this and that with Alyssa. Mostly about the resort and shopping at first, but then we talked about work. Alyssa was one of the wives with a job. She was a teacher at a private elementary school in our town. She taught fourth grade and seemed to love her job.

I told her about my struggles to find a new job as a graphic artist and she was sympathetic. "Do you have a degree in art?" she asked.

"Yes. I have a BA with a concentration in graphic art from Umass."

She nodded and thought for a moment. "I know this is probably coming out of the blue, but let me throw it out there, anyway. The art teacher at my school had to leave rather suddenly a few weeks ago – her husband is in the military and got reassigned – and we’ve been trying to find someone that would fit in with the faculty and know how to teach art. Might you be interested in that?"

I was shocked. "Teach? Me? I don’t know. I’ve never taught before and I’m not certified or anything."

Alyssa laughed, "You only need to be certified to teach in a public school and you’d be teaching kids – not high school students. Teach them to draw or paint or sculpture with air-dry clay. Mostly, it’s just an introduction to art. I think you’d like it."

I thought about it for a moment. I’d need to remain a woman to do it, but that would be ok. I’d need my tax information and everything to be corrected for ‘Dawn’ instead of ‘Donald,’ but I bet Mitch could help with that. "Could I sleep on this and talk to you about it tomorrow?" I asked.

"Sure. Just between you and me, my principal laid the responsibility for finding a replacement in my lap. I’m the assistant principal as well as a teacher, so I have a slightly reduced workload and a slightly higher pay."

That struck a note! "Speaking of pay," I grimaced a bit dramatically, "what would a job like this pay?"

She smiled and waved a hand to indicate that I shouldn’t be embarrassed to ask. "Of course, we can’t pay what the public schools do, but as a starting teacher with a bachelor’s degree, you’d start at forty seven thousand dollars. I hope that’s not too insulting."

Insulting! That’s not the word that came to my mind. Yeah, it would be less than I had been making, but not by much!!! I wanted to shriek ‘Yes! Yes! I’ll take it!’ But there were logistics involved, so I needed to talk to Mitch. I promised an answer the next morning.

We spent the rest of the day lounging on the beach on chaises, talking and I began to feel like things were going back to normal between Mitch and me. I asked him about the possibility of having my name changed on my taxes, which, of course, lead to me having to explain about the job offer from Alyssa.

"So, what are you saying?" Mitch turned toward me and looked me in the eye, "are telling me that Dawn is actually here to stay?"

"I think so." I shrugged. "I like me a lot better like this."

He nodded. "And you’re not just doing this for a moderately well paid job, right?"

I smirked at him. "I thought it was a PRETTY WELL PAID job, actually, but no, that’s not the reason. I want to stay this way."

"Ok," Mitch nodded. "Well, there are plenty of people who present as the opposite sex and the process of having your name legally changed is pretty straight ahead. I can take of it for you if you want me to."

"That would be great, Mitch, thank you." I squeezed his hand and let go, but he held my hand and didn’t release it.

"Can I ask you a question?" He sat up on his chaise so that he was facing me.

"Sure."

"Well, to be frank... if I was your financial adviser, I’d have to tell you that your really can’t afford to continue paying the mortgage amount you’re paying on that salary. I’d really have to advise you to sell your place."

I sighed. All of this was done to not only help Mitch with his job, but to help me keep my house. "Alright. I’ll have to look for a smaller place."

"Or..." Mitch said, oddly. "... this brings me to my question. Why don’t you move in with me?"

I blinked at him, confused. "Like... as you’re... girlfriend?"

"Hmmm," he hummed as he bobbed his head from side to side, thinking. "Or... as my wife. Or my husband. Whatever. I want to be with you, Donnie. I want to take care of you. I kind of wanted to do this differently, but since it came up..." he took my little hand in his big paw and kissed it. "Will you marry me?"

It was like the earth opened up underneath me. Like I was in free fall. My heartbeat quickened and head spun. I sputters as I tried to figure out what I wanted. "I... I... I..."

Mitch smiled at my astonishment. "Wait here," he laughed. "I’ll be right back."

Right back? Where the hell was he going!? Stay here!? I didn’t think I could stand, my legs were so weak at that moment, but off he ran.

Seconds later, a very concerned Jodi appeared and she was agitated. "Are you ok?" She asked, out of breath.

"Am I...? I don’t know what’s happening. Where’s Mitch gone?" I was still completely flustered.

"I don’t know, honey." Jodi took my hand in hers. "But are you ok? Mitch was hustling past me and told me to come make sure that you were ok and to make sure that you didn’t leave. Were you sick or something?"

I shook my head. "I’m not sure, Jodi. I mean, yes... I mean, no, I’m fine, but... I don’t know what Mitch... he just... he just asked me..."

Jodi’s eyes shot wide open. "He ASKED you!? Are you serious? Did he just ask you... to MARRY HIM!?!? Oh, my God! You said ‘yes,’ didn’t you!?"

I stuttered in response. "I... I... I... I didn’t answer. I was so shocked."

Jodi laughed at that. "Oh, you poor baby! How could you have not seen that coming. Where did he go, though?"

I had no choice but to laugh at Jodi’s laughter. "I don’t know. He said he’d be right back."

Bev had appeared by this time, I assumed that she couldn’t keep up with her younger friend. "What’s going on?" she asked very concerned. "Is she ok?"

"She’s fine!" Jodi laughed. "Mitch just proposed!"

"Oh, my God!" Bev echoed her friend’s reaction. "Where did he run off to?"

At this point my head was spinning. My life was running away from me and I wasn’t sure what I wanted.

"You said ‘yes,’ didn’t you?" Bev asked me, but before I could answer, she turned to Jodi, "She said ‘yes,’ didn’t she?"

Jodi shrugged. "She said she didn’t answer him. She said she was shocked."

"Shocked?" Bev scoffed. "Everyone here expected it, why didn’t she?" Again, not waiting for an answer, she looked back at me. "Why didn’t you expect it?"

I thought I was going to pass out with confusion. Now Bob and Oscar were there and talking to their wives. I ignored them, though and I focused. Did I love Mitch? Yes, unquestionably. Did Mitch love me? Yes, unquestionably. Did I want to remain a woman? Yes, I thought I did, but Mitch said he didn’t care if I was his wife or his husband. He wanted me either way. Did I want to be his husband? No, I didn’t. I really didn’t. Did I want to be his wife? I thought I might. I thought I did. I thought I most definitely did. I wanted it a lot. An awful lot. I wanted it more than anything. Yes! I wanted to be Mitch’s wife. I knew it for sure, now, but... where the heck was Mitch! I wanted to tell him before he changed his mind.

"Here he comes, now," Bob said.

"Good heavens," Oscar laughed, "I had no idea he was a track star. Look at that boy run!"

Within seconds, Mitch was back with a big smile on his face. "Hi," smiled. "I’m back." No one moved. "Thank you for keeping her company." They all smiled and just stood there. "Umm, do you think that I could have a few minutes alone with Dawn?"

"Oh, yes, of course," Oscar said and Bob muttered something similar and the made to leave, but Bev and Jodi stood firm. "Aren’t you coming?"

Beverly gave him a double take. "What? Leave now? No. We’re staying right here. Go ahead, Mitchell. We’re here to support you both."

Mitch was kind of shocked that they weren’t leaving. He looked to their husbands who shrugged, so Mitch looked at me and shrugged, as well. By this point, I was sitting on the edge of the chaise, excited and scared.

"Alright, then." Mitch smiled a playful smile and his amazing, blue eyes were sparkling with moonlight and excitement. "Donnie... we’ve known each other since second grade and, well... you know I love you and, well... I can’t imagine life without you, so..." and you know what that big, romantic sap did? Got down on one knee, right there in the sand, which, of course, caught the attention of nearly everyone on the beach, so within seconds, a crowd gathered around us. He looked around, shook his head and laughed. "... Donnie... would you do me the honor of marrying me?"

And then, he pulled out out a small, tasteful diamond ring in a platinum setting.

I couldn’t believe he actually had a ring. "Where did you get that?"

He smiled. "Things were going well those first few days, so when I called my mom and asked her to overnight my cuff links I asked her to send this, too. It was my grandmother’s. She left it to me."

"Your grandmother’s ring?" I couldn’t believe this. After one of the worst days of my life, I was the woman in one of the most romantic proposal scenes ever staged!

"Well?" Bev asked. "Mitchell is waiting."

"Mitch?" Jodi said. "I’m going to explode if you don’t answer him, soon!"

I looked into Mitch’s eyes and I knew that I was making the right decision. "Yes, Mitch. I’ll marry you."

I felt like electricity was flowing through me as Mitch slipped the ring onto my finger and everyone around us applauded. He kissed me, then stood and helped me to my feet. Then he hugged me and I wrapped my arms around his neck so we could kiss and kiss and kiss.

"So," Bob asked after our kisses had ended and Mitch was shaking hands with men and I was showing off my new ring to women, "when’s the big day going to be?"

Mitch laughed. "Geez, Bob, she just said ‘yes.’ We haven’t discussed that at all."

Jodi was holding my left hand and raving about my ring when Bob called over to me, "What do you think, Donnie? Would you prefer a spring or a summer wedding?"

I was still high on excitement. "I don’t care, Bob. Anytime or anywhere will be fine with me."

"Oh, I know who should make your dress!" Bev blurted out in excitement. "Jodi, you know that girl in Boston on Newberry Street. Oh, she does wonderful work! We’ll introduce you to her the moment we get home!"

"Oh, yes, and we’ll arrange for the country club for your reception. Oh, you’ll love what they’ll do for you, dear! They’re wonderful there."

It seemed that my wedding was being planned right there on the beach and I was fine with that. I was in heaven!

The next hour was a blur of congratulations from strangers and people from Mitch’s firm who I barely knew, but seemed genuinely happy for Mitch. My left hand was held in a limp wristed extension for the entire time so that women could inspect the beautiful ring, which was, essentially, Mitch’s stamp of ownership, but, you know what... I loved the attention and the thoughtfulness of the women. They all were so happy for us – for me.

It was a beautiful ring, too. A one carat, square stone in a square boarder with small diamond chips in the boarder adding to the sparkle of the larger stone. Two small fleur-de-lis‘s lead to the simple, narrow band. Very simple. Very elegant and – strangely enough – fit me perfectly. Was that because Mitch’s grandmother and I just happened to share the same ring size, or had my remarkably romantic fiancé – that seemed like such a weird thing to call Mitch... my fiancé - figured out my ring size and had the ring sized to fit me? I didn’t care and asking would have ruined the romantic magic of the moment.

When, at last, we were headed back to our room, I found myself constantly looking at my left hand to admire the elegant, old fashioned look of the ring and to assure myself that I hadn’t lost it. It had suddenly become the most important thing in the world to me.

"Do you like it?" Mitch asked.

I smiled and let out a little laugh. "I do. Thank you. I never imagined that I’d ever be wearing an engagement ring, or that you would have been the one who gave it to me."

We stopped on the walkway, in the light of the burning tiki torches, with the moonlight playing on the waves and Mitch placed his warm, soft lips on mine and hugged me tightly as we kissed so sweetly that I thought I might melt. We probably would have stayed there all night if one of Mitch’s colleagues hadn’t been passing and slapped Mitch on the back and said, "Hey, get a room, you two," as he passed.

We walked through the lobby, still receiving congratulations from strangers, took the elevator to our floor, entered our room and during the course of that short journey, I hardly stopped looking at the ring. I thought about it’s beauty, about it being a symbol of Mitch’s commitment to me and mine to him. I thought about it as a symbol of Mitch’s family. I remembered his grandmother. She was a lovely lady. She lived next door to Mitch’s parents and we spent a lot of time there when we were kids. I remember her as one of the few people outside of my family who always wanted a hug from me, even when I was a teenager. Every time we saw each other, her first sentence to me was always, "Come on, Donnie. Come and give your Nana a hug." Now, as I wore her ring, it was like she was hugging me, again, and the thought of her hugging me almost made me cry. Suddenly, I missed her horribly and that made me miss my mother, too.

"Are you crying?" Mitch asked, concerned.

I looked up from my ring and smiled at him. "I guess so, but... I was just thinking about my mom... and Nana. I miss them and... as much as I wish they were here so I could share this moment with them... I wonder what they’d think about it – you and me... engaged."

Mitch put his arm around me and guided me to the couch, where we sat and both looked at the ring. "Your mom," he said as he looked at the ring, "was thrilled when Marie announced that she had fallen in love with Hilda. She would think about all of her kids; one daughter divorced and bitter, one daughter married to a man and miserable, one daughter married to a woman and happy as can be, and then she’d ask you if you were happy. If you told her you were, then she’d kiss you and tell you that’s all that mattered."

I let out one sad laugh. He was right, of course. All my mom ever wanted was for us to be happy.

"And as for my Nana," Mitch’s voice changed a bit when he thought about her, "she would be hugging both of us, then taking you out into her kitchen to show you where she kept her recipes for this occasion and that occasion and telling you how beautiful you’d become and how happy she was for both of us."

He squeezed me and kissed my temple.

"And your mom? What does she think of all of this?" I asked, genuinely concerned. Mitch worshiped his parents. His mom was a teacher and his dad a physician, both very successful in their fields, and Mitch lived to make them proud. I would hate to become a wedge that separated them.

He laughed. "You know, that night we went out to dinner. You wore that soft, black sweater and that long, plaid skirt? Well, I snuck a few pictures of you because I couldn’t believe how beautiful you’d become. The next day, my mom asked about the trip and you and everything and I showed her the pictures. She was blown away and said, ‘I wouldn’t let her get away if I were you, Mitchell.’ Then, when I called home the other day and I asked her to send my cuff links and Nana’s ring, she nearly screamed herself hoarse with excitement. She yelled into the other room and told my father and I heard him yell back." Mitch lowered his voice to imitate his father’s serious tone. "‘It’s about time those two came to their senses and settled down.’ So... I think they’re happy."

Mitch asked when I’d like to get married. I told him it didn’t matter to me. I repeated what I’d said on the beach, ‘Anytime. Anywhere.’ He asked if I’d like a big wedding or a small one. I replied small, since my only friends were Mitch, Hilda and Marie – and Marie, of course, would have to act as my maid of honor.

"You have more friends than you think," Mitch chuckled. "Maybe Donald didn’t have a lot of friends, but the women on this trip all seem to love Dawn. I hear it from their husbands and the women stop me and tell me how much they like you and how happy they are to have met you. Bev and Jodi act as if you’re their daughter – BOTH OF THEM behave like mothers when they talk about you. They’re already planning everything for you." He laughed again. "If this trip doesn’t bankrupt me, this wedding probably will."

That actually worried me. Yes, I still owned my house, barely, and I still could keep the lights on, but I was treading very close to bankruptcy and I didn’t want Mitch to find himself in the same boat. "Mitch, you’re not serious, are you? I mean... this trip... the extravagance of it... I told you not to spend that kind of money..."

"Relax, relax, relax," he laughed. "I was making a joke. Here," he pulled out his phone and opened an app, then showed it to me. "This are my savings and checking balances. I also have a savings account in another bank to keep money aside for emergencies and I have a pretty healthy investment portfolio. We’re fine. We’re better than fine, Donnie... we’re... comfortable."

The numbers made my eyes bulge. I had no idea that Mitch was this... ‘comfortable.’ I mean, he wasn’t about to go buy a yacht or anything, but... wow!

I sighed. "That’s... that’s great, Mitch, but you know that’s not why I said ‘yes,’ right? I mean... it took a while, but I think I finally know what I want from life."

"And what’s that?"

"To be with you. To be your... wife. I’m sure of it, Mitch. I’m staying like this... forever."

He hugged me. "That’s great, Donnie. I mean... either way would be great, but... you’re different this way. You seem... happier. More... I don’t know... comfortable."

That was certainly true. I really had found my bliss.

I let out a big, dramatic sigh and said, "Well, now I have to do something very, very UNcomfortable." I stood and grabbed my purse from the end table.

Mitch seemed surprised. "What do you need to do? Untape yourself? That’s got to be uncomfortable."

I looked at him with an expression that said I was shocked that he would even make such a suggestion. "Do I talk about your personal areas!? No, I don’t, because I’m a lady and I’d thank you not to talk about mine, sir! EVER AGAIN!"

He laughed at my indignation while I took out my phone and took a picture of my left hand. Then asked, "What do you have to do That’s so uncomfortable, then?"

I showed him the picture I’d taken. "I have to text Marie, Hilda and Nancy, the three women in my life most likely to say ‘I told you so,’ and tell them that they were all right. It’s going to be a long night."
 
 
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Hawaiian Retreat - 6

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Hawaiian Retreat: 6

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Having said 'Yes,' Donnie finds herself in a whirlwind of planning and surprises.


 
Author's Note: Thank you all, once again, for your critiques and comments! Please keep them coming! I learn such a lot from them.~Clara.
 
This version of Hawaiian Retreat: 6 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 6
 
 

 

I let out a big, dramatic sigh and said, "Well, now I have to do something very, very UNcomfortable." I stood and grabbed my purse from the end table.

Mitch seemed surprised. "What do you need to do? Untape yourself? That's got to be uncomfortable."

I looked at him with an expression that said I was shocked that he would even make such a suggestion. "Do I talk about your personal areas!? No, I don't, because I'm a lady and I'd thank you not to talk about mine, sir! EVER AGAIN!"

He laughed at my indignation while I took out my phone and took a picture of my left hand. Then asked, "What do you have to do that's so uncomfortable, then?"

I showed him the picture I'd taken. "I have to text Marie, Hilda and Nancy, the three women in my life most likely to say 'I told you so,' and tell them that they were all right. It's going to be a long night."

I created the text, just a picture of the ring on my left hand and the phrase, 'I had an interesting day,' and I sent it off as a group text to Marie, Hilda and Nancy. It took about twenty seconds for my phone to ring. It was Marie. I handed the phone to Mitch and said, "Here. You answer it. Put it on speaker."

He smiled, pushed the accept button and then hit 'speaker.' "Hello, this is Donnie's phone, but Donnie isn't available. This is Mitchell, Donnie's assistant. May I help you?"

"Very funny, jackass," Marie laughed. "I want to talk to my little sister before you steal her away. Put her on."

"I'm sorry, ma'm," Mitch was smiling, on the verge of laughter, "but Donnie is far too busy to spend time talking to family members at this time. Perhaps if you call back in a few days, she may find the time..."

"Yeah, yeah, yeah, funny man, put her on. Oh... and by the way. Congratulations. You're getting a wonderful girl."

At that moment, Mitch's phone rang. He glanced at it and saw that it was Hilda calling him. He showed the phone to me and raised his eyebrows. Then he said to Marie, "Well, thank you, ma'm. I am going to turn you over to your sister now, but only because your better half is calling me. Here she is."

He handed the phone to me and I said, "Hi, Rie. You saw the picture?"

"Oh, honey, it's beautiful. I'm so happy for both of you," Marie squealed through the phone. "So what are the arrangements? Are you wearing a tux or a gown?"

I laughed. "Definitely not a tux. Those days are over for me."

"Really!?" Marie sounded a bit surprised by my resolute tone. "You're absolutely set on being my sister, then?"

"I am," I said. "I can't imagine being anything else." There was a loud banging on the suite's hallway door. I continued talking as I walked to the door to open it. "Oh, and one of the wives here is an assistant principal at The Crawford School and she offered me a job as a teacher."

I opened the door to find Nancy and Craig smiling and holding a bottle of champagne. I grinned, indicated that I was on the phone and waved them in while continuing to listen as Marie said, quite a bit more dismissively than necessary, "Teach!? What are you qualified to teach?"

"Art of course," I laughed.

"Oh!" Marie laughed. "Well, that makes sense, I guess."

"Look, Rie, I have to go. Nancy and Craig just came in. I'll call you tomorrow, ok? Love you."

"Love you, too, baby sister," Rie said. Again - we are twins. I'm a few minutes younger, but that's about it. This 'baby sister' thing seemed to be funny to Marie, though.

When I disconnected the call, Nancy threw her arms around me. "Oh, Donnie, I'm so happy for you! We both are! As soon as we saw the text, Craig ran down to the bar and got a bottle of champagne to celebrate." She kissed my cheek and put one of her hands where her lipstick mark remained, then said, much more quietly, "I am so, so happy for you, Donnie. I really, really am."

I grinned broadly and kissed her cheek in return. "Thank you, Nan. I'm happy for you, too."

Mitch stood and held his phone out to me. "Hilda wants to talk to you, Donnie." He greeted Craig and Nancy with handshakes and hugs and I said hello to my sister in law.

"Oh, Donnie, Donnie... I am so happy for you," Hilda said in a loving, accented voice. "See what happens when you open up and allow yourself to be loved?"

I felt so warmed by her words. "Thanks, Hilda. Thanks for everything. For listening, for being there for me... for everything."

"It was my pleasure, no... my joy to do whatever I could, engel." Maybe she actually said 'angel' in English, but her accent made it sound German and it made me feel that much more loved. "I know you have guests, so I'll let you go. We love you, liebling. Go be happy."

We said our goodbyes, and by the time I had disconnected the call, the cork was popping out of the champagne bottle and Mitch, Nancy and Craig let out that strange cheer of triumph that always comes with the release of a champagne cork.

They poured themselves portions of the bubbly wine into the small tumblers that were in the kitchenette area of the suite, while I pulled a can of ginger ale out of the minibar and used a similar tumbler. Craig and Nancy toasted our happiness and we toasted theirs and we all ended up on the balcony, lounging and chatting.

As Mitch and Craig discussed the results of the round of gold that Mitch had missed that day, Nancy and I began discussing our individual weddings. She, of course, had already made a lot of plans. Being an events planner and having a great deal of experience in these things, she gave me the names of the best and most reliable bakeries and dress makers and jewelers and pretty much every other aspect of a wedding reception. "Of course, I can get you a great deal at my hotel, if you want."

I smiled and thanked her and said that I would let her know as we planned. "I've been engaged for, what, an hour and a half? and I have already been offered help from a half dozen people." I sipped my ginger ale and laughed, "Talk about a whirlwind! I knew that women got excited about weddings, but Bev and Jodi went nuts within thirty seconds of me saying yes."

Nancy rolled her eyes. "Well, if they're offering help, you'll be in good hands, but make sure that you guys do want YOU want. It's YOUR wedding - and watch the budget, too. Spending tens of thousands of dollars on a wedding does not make a marriage work any better than having a pot luck reception in your back yard."

"Ooh," I giggled, "now THAT sounds nice. Something in July or August... the men in shirtsleeves and ties, the women in summer dresses. I could get into something like that. Mitch's mom would never go for it, though. Knowing her, I'm sure that she's had Mitch's wedding planned since she found out she was pregnant with him."

We both laughed at that.

Pretty soon, the champagne was gone and it was getting late. Mitch walked with Craig to the door and I walked with Nancy. She put her arm around me and whispered, "Maybe everything happens for a reason, Donnie. Maybe we had each other for so long so that we could find Craig and Mitch. And maybe 'the cosmos' brought us together here to help each other towards better lives."

"Maybe," I agreed, but I was pretty sure her philosophical attitude was champagne fueled.

Then she got very serious and looked me right in the eyes. "But I will always love you, Donnie. Both as a friend and as someone who was my lover. Just remember that."

I kissed her cheek. "I will, Nan, and the same goes for me. I'm glad we had the chance to be friends, again."

Craig shook Mitch's hand and hugged me and congratulated both of us, again, and finally, Mitch and I were alone.

"Well," he laughed, "I didn't expect the whole island to go crazy over this!"

He looked so happy, so excited, that I needed to hug him, so I did. I hugged him as tightly as I could and he did the same, almost breaking my spine in the process. He lifted me in the air and swung me in a circle once - twice - three times before my feet touched the ground again. Then he kissed me with a soft passion that I felt in every molecule of my body.

"Are you happy?" He asked.

"I could not be happier," I bubbled back at him.

He gave me one more peck on the lips, then suggested that I go get ready for bed while he called his mom and dad and told them the news.

When I exited the lavatory about forty five minutes later, he was still on the phone. "Yeah, mom, I know. Here, Donnie's just come out of the bathroom. I'll let you talk to her. Yep. Love you, too, mom. Yeah, we'll be home in a few days and we can talk about everything then. Bye-bye." He held the phone out to me and said, "Take a breath. She has a lot to say."

As I'd expected, Mitch's mom had a lot of ideas about her son's wedding. She wanted it in the church that Mitch and I had attended as boys, something I wasn't too keen on - besides the fact that I was a very lapsed Catholic, the idea of either explaining my situation or lying to a priest didn't particularly excite me - but I figured that that was a discussion that could wait until we got home in just a few days.

Mitch's dad was surprisingly embracing of his son marrying another man. I mean, he's never been anti-gay in any way, but... I guess I just figured that a man might be disappointed if his son wasn't straight. Too many TV movies, I guess. Anyway, Mitch's dad, who'd always called me 'Donald,' took it all in stride and called me 'Donnie,' and 'dear,' and 'darling,' as if he'd done so all his life.

Both insisted that I now refer to them as 'mom and dad' and I was very comfortable with that, too.

When Mitch emerged from the bathroom about ten minutes after he'd entered, he chuckled at the fact that I was still talking to his folks. He mouthed the word 'sorry,' but his bright eyes indicated that he was thrilled that everyone was happy.

"Ok, mom," I said. "I'm going to hand you back to Mitch, now. Yep. I love you too. No, no, I won't forget. I'll see you soon."

I handed Mitch the phone and he put it to his ear. "Ok, mom. Yes, we're very happy, too. Ok. I'll see you on Friday. Bye-bye." He disconnected the phone and looked at me. "Wow! She's really excited. I don't envy you!"

"Me!? I asked, confused. "Why don't you envy me?"

Mitch laughed. "You're the one with three mothers and three sisters who are all going to want to help you plan the wedding."

I blinked. "I have three sisters, yeah, but I doubt I'll be inviting two of them to the wedding."

He laughed. "I meant Marie, Hilda and Nancy. They're all going to drive you crazy with helpful ideas and opinions." He pulled back the blankets on his bed and swung his feet under the light covers.

I nodded. "I get it... and my three moms are your mom, Bev and Jodi, right?"

"You know it," he shook his head. "Like I said, I don't envy you."

I touched my blankets and was about to pull them down, but I stopped. "Mitch?"

"Yes?"

"Would it be ok if... I slept with you?"

He raised himself up onto an elbow and looked at me. "Donnie... I'm not sure we're ready to try making love again, just yet."

I shook my head, a bit embarrassed. "No. I mean... just sleep. Can I sleep with you? I really want to be near you." God, I felt like a needy child asking a parent if she could cuddle.

He smiled and held the covers open. "I'd love that."

I climbed in and laid with my head on his broad chest, his strong arm around me and breathed in his scent and I felt his chest hair and muscles on my cheek and I was happy. Truly happy.

Mitch had an eight thirty tee time the next morning, and the golf course was off of resort property, so we were up and at breakfast at seven thirty. That morning I wore my favorite of all of my silk top and skirt outfits. The top on this one was pale peach and the print looked as if it had been stitched together from those delicate handkerchiefs that old women used when I was a child. All of the handkerchiefs were set at a forty five degree angle, with a corner pointed up. One had delicate little violets in each corner, another roses, and still another daisies, etc. It had tiny cap sleeves and slit top with a stiff, one inch collar. As with several other of my blouses, the silk was sheer enough that the beautifully lace covered chemise I wore beneath it was clearly visible.

The blouse was matched with wide A-line skirt with pale, watercolor-like flowers that seems to have run together and faded into a beautiful, soft pastiche of color. From a distance, my blouse seemed unadorned and the skirt rather bold, but up close, the colors of the skirt blended and faded and the blouse held your attention. Combine those with classic, tan, two inch pumps and I felt like the most beautiful woman in the world. Mitch agreed and so did many of the women at breakfast who complimented my look while also asking to see my ring and congratulating both of us on our engagement.

Mitch kept checking his phone throughout breakfast and occasionally typed something into a text, but he was also gregarious and engaged with everyone who came our way.

Just as he was about to leave, Craig and Nancy arrived, each carrying a cup of coffee and wearing sun glasses. Craig said that he wasn't going to sit, that they'd overslept and he was going to get by with just the coffee. He kissed Nancy, who sat and joined me.

Mitch stood, then bent to kiss me. "I probably won’t be back until dinner time," he said. "After the golf game, I have to help Bob with something. I shouldn’t be long."

I said that was fine. I’d find some way to get through the day until he returned and he laughed at that.

Before he left, Mitch stopped and said to both Nancy and me, "Oh, tomorrow is our last full day and we have the formal banquet tomorrow night. Why don’t you two make an appointment at the salon and get your hair and whatever done for the party? The works, ok? My treat."

I looked at Nancy who looked at me and shrugged. "Sure. I’d love that. Thank you, Mitch."

"Yes, thanks, hon," I said as well and the men left.

As soon as they were out of sight, Nancy waved down a waitress. "I’ll have a mimosa, please. Light on the juice.

The waitress was about to leave, but I stopped her. I asked her to wait a moment while I asked, Nancy, "Is that all you’re having?"

She lifted her sunglasses and peeked out at me with dark circles under her bloodshot eyes. "It’s what I need."

"Bring her toast and tea as well. Charge it to my room." I told the waitress and she smiled and walked away.

"Hair of the dog?" I asked Nancy, who shook her head.

"Yeah," she laughed. "Craig and I had already had a couple before we got your text last night. Combine that with the champagne and that dog bit me pretty hard. I haven’t had a hangover like this since college."

Now, I laughed because I had been in the same boat recently. "I know what you mean!"

The waitress arrived with the toast, tea and mimosa and we thanked her. We chatted some more about weddings, etc, and then I spotted Alyssa arriving. I excused my self from Nancy’s conversation for just a moment and I invited Alyssa to join us.

"Well, just look at you, the radiant bride to be," Alyssa smiled as she sat. "Let me see the ring. Oh! It’s beautiful, and so old fashioned! Just like you! I love it!"

"I’m old fashioned?" I asked.

She looked at Nancy and smiled. "Does she not know how old fashioned she is?"

Nancy sipped her mimosa and smiled back. "Let me tell you something about my friend, Dawn. We were very close until about a year ago. We saw each other every day and never once did I think that she was an old fashioned girl at all, but since last Thursday, every day she has been the perfect little lady. Silk and lace and pearls... the change is shocking!" Then she looked at me, "Look around, Donnie. Compare your look to every other woman here. Your adorable blouse, your flouncy skirt, your pretty little pumps, not to mention your hair and makeup – you are a perfect, porcelain doll, my love. A golden trophy among aluminum figurines." She toasted me with her glass and took another sip.

I felt a bit hurt. Was she making fun of me? "I don’t know quite how to take that, Nancy. I mean... I work very hard on my clothes and makeup..."

She leaned forward and took my hand. "I just meant that you look like a goddess amongst mere mortals, Donnie. I was trying to be funny, but it came out wrong – like I was a mean drunk. You’re beautiful, babe. That’s all I meant."

I nodded, but I was still confused.

"I only meant," Alyssa smiled and touch my upper arm, "that your style and the way you present yourself is all very... classic and I love the fact that Mitch chose a ring that reflected the same aesthetic. It suits you. I didn’t mean to offend you at all."

I nodded and felt better. "The ring was actually Mitch’s grandmother’s."

"Oh, how wonderful," Alyssa gushed. "I assume she’s passed away, then? Did you know her?"

"We both did," I replied, including Nancy.

Alyssa fingered the ring some more, inspecting it with a woman’s eye. "Oh, I bet she’s looking down form heaven thrilled that you’re wearing her ring. Extending her legacy to another generation of her family. Just think, some day, your daughter or granddaughter may be wearing that ring on her wedding day, too. Family is everything, after all."

I wondered how Nana may have felt about me wearing her ring. Would she be happy or appalled. Nancy must have seen a cloud of concern pass across my face and she added. "She is, Donnie. Mitch’s Nana loved you like you were her own, too. She’s smiling down on you, right now, just like Alyssa said."

I looked at the ring and, honestly, I could feel not only Mitch’s love, but Nana’s love too, and I stifled back a tear. "I hope so," I said, quietly.

"So?" Alyssa, sensing that things may get maudlin, was suddenly brighter, "Have you made a decision?"

Nancy looked from Alyssa to me. "A decision about what?"

"Alyssa offered me a job, teaching art, at her school, and, yes, I have made a decision, and, yes, Alyssa, if you’re school will have me, I’d love to teach there." I said, a bit excited.

"That’s wonderful!" Alyssa smiled and clapped her hand on her leg. She checked her watch and did some math. Deciding that it wasn’t too late to call back home, she said, "If you’ll excuse me, I’m going to go call the school and let them know that you’ll take the job. Oh, I’m so happy, Donnie! You’re going to love it at Crawford, I just know it!" She jumped up and headed away from the breakfast area to make her call.

"Wow!" Nancy said as she nibbled the toast. "A new look, new job, new lover, new sex... you’re really starting over, aren’t you!?"

Again, I wasn’t sure if Nancy was being mean or not. "Is that a sincere question or are you back to being a mean drunk?"

"Argh," she grunted as she put her fingers under her sunglasses and rubbed her eyes, then left her hands on her cheeks as she spoke. "I am done drinking like that! I’m just grumpy this morning, Donnie. I’m sorry. I don’t mean to come across that way, I’m trying to be nice, I swear."

I nodded. "Ok, but take another sip of mimosa so that you get back to being a decent person, again."

She stuck her tongue out at me and sipped her drink, again. She held up her glass to me and said, "Cheers." She exhaled a big breath and looked around for a moment or two before asking, "Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure," I said, as I stopped a gentle breeze from inflating my skirt.

"Are you moving in with Mitch?"

I nodded. "I am. He asked me to do that before he even proposed."

She nodded and waited another moment before asking, "Then... are you selling the house?"

It hadn’t even occurred to me that selling my house might be an emotional issue for Nancy, but she lived there with me and even paid part of the mortgage for almost a decade. "I kind of have to," I said. "Even if I needed it, I don’t think I could really afford it."

Nancy nodded, again, then asked, "Would you consider selling it to Craig and me?"

I was shocked by the question. "Well... yeah... You’d be interested in buying it?"

"Sure. What not? I always loved that house and the neighborhood. It’s a great place to bring up kids, there’s a nice school right around the corner, the yard is flat and big without being unmanageable... I’ll need to talk I to Craig first, but we were talking about buying a place and that’s the kind of place I’d love to raise a family in."

"Great!" I smiled. "When we get home, let’s get together and figure it all out. I kept track of all the times that you contributed to the mortgage payments, so... well, let’s see how much you’ve already invested in it, how much I owe, and figure out a price you’re happy with."

Nancy smiled. "Well, ok... but we’ll pay you market value..."

I nodded. "We’ll figure it all out. I don’t need to make a profit off you and Craig, Nan."

She shook her head and looked around, again. "You are a whole different person, Donnie. You really are. I love you to death, but you need to be careful of this new desire to please everyone."

I laughed. "Marie says I’m trying to be a good girl. She thinks it’s funny."

"I think it’s adorable," she laughed, "but I don’t need to take advantage of you, either. Let’s make sure we’re both happy about the price of the house. I’ll talk to Craig, tonight."

I asked the concierge to arrange for salon appointments for both Nancy and me, then, due to Nancy still recovering from her hangover, although she was better after her toast and tea, we took a long, slow walk on the beach. It was our next to the last full day in Hawaii and we wanted to enjoy the beauty and warm breezes for as long as we could before returning to the cold, snow and slush of New England. I carried my pumps and gloried in the feeling of the soft, warm, sugar-like sand.

"So..." Nancy said as we walked along, alone, "you’re going to be a teacher? That might be even more surprising than finding out you were going to be a woman."

I laughed. "I know, but... it’s a career opportunity and I haven’t had a lot of those, lately. Besides, I love art. I think it’ll be nice to share that with kids."

"LITTLE kids, Donnie," she pointed out. "Little kids who need gentleness and patience and sometimes even hugs. You’re going to need to be a lot more patient and supportive than you’ve ever had to be before."

I nodded. "True, but... I think I’ll be able to do it. I’m different than I used to be. I think I might enjoy working with kids."

"Well, good for you, Donnie. I imagine your future mother-in-law will have plenty of advice for you."

That was true. Mitch’s mom had about thirty years of classroom experience. She would probably be happy to offer some advice. "Great idea," I said.

"You’re going to have to tone done your clothes a bit," Nancy laughed. "You can’t very well risk getting paint or marker on an outfit like the one you’re wearing, now."

I laughed. "Oh, good. More shopping. Marie will be thrilled!"

"So will Mitch, I’m sure," Nancy laughed in response.

"Nancy! Donnie!" We heard someone calling from the walkway at the end of the beach. We turned and saw Beverly waving. "Girls! Come here, please! Big news!"

"I wonder what that’s all about?" I said as we headed in that direction.

"She’s probably thought of the perfect place to buy your wedding lingerie," Nancy teased.

I laughed. "Pretty soon, I’m going to need a huge walk-in closet, just for lingerie."

"Well, I’m sure Mitch will buy it for you if you ask," Nancy said with a smug smile on her face.

"Girls," Bev was very wound up, "I have such good news!"

"What’s that?" I asked.

"Well, let me start with you, Nancy. Now, this is just between we three, you understand. No one else can know until tomorrow night’s banquet, but... Nancy... Craig is being promoted to the Head of Forensic Accounting! Isn’t that exciting!?"

"Oh, my God!" Nancy was shocked. "How? When? How did this happen!?"

"Well, you see," Bev explained, "Oscar and Bob had Mitch and Craig review some irregularities in the accounts of a client – it was Mitch’s idea to have Craig look at the records... anyway, Craig uncovered hundreds of thousands of dollars in fraud and embezzlement and now, the firm is a hero in the eyes of their client and Bob and Oscar were so impressed with Craig that he’s being promoted."

"That’s... That’s wonderful!" Nancy was still shocked, but thrilled as well. "Oh, God, Craig will be over the moon about this! Oh, I’m so happy for him!"

"For both of you, dear," Bev corrected. "This is a huge promotion and comes with a huge raise, too. You will be very well off after this."

Nancy just shook her head, amazed. "I don’t know what to say, Beverly. Thank you, of course, but... this is amazing!"

"And as for Mitchell," Bev looked at me and smiled. "Tomorrow night, Oscar and Bob will be announcing that Mitchell will be becoming a full partner in the firm."

Now, it was my turn to be shocked. "Full... oh, my God! That’s amazing, Bev! Thank you!"

"Well," she smiled and touched both of our shoulders, "of course, Bob and Oscar made their decisions based on the work that your fiancés have been doing for them, but you two played a part in the decisions, too. Donnie, since you arrived, you have just shined through every day and Nancy, I had my doubts, but you have proved to be a tremendous asset to all of us. Thank you both, but remember – NOT A WORD to anyone, including Craig and Mitchell, until tomorrow, night."

"We promise," Nancy and I said in unison.

"Now," Bev grew more serious, "there is an issue I need to discuss with you." We waited. "We want tomorrow’s promotions to be photographed and posted on our website, but... I hate to be indelicate, but... may I ask what you’re both wearing tomorrow night? I know the men are wearing tuxedos, but... please forgive me for asking... may I please see what you’ll be wearing to event?"

"Oh," I stuttered as both Bev and Nancy got text messages. "I don’t see any problem with that..." I stopped because Bev and Nancy both checked their phones, then looked at each other, Bev smiled and Nancy stared at her in shock. "Is everything ok?" I asked.

Bev smiled and spoke to me, but her eyes remained focused on Nancy until well into her first sentence. "No, dear. Everything is just fine. That was just Jodi texting. She’s going to meet with Nancy in her room and see what she is wearing. I’ll go with you, ok? Oh, here comes Jodi, now! Jodi! Over here!"

I looked at Nancy, who just rolled her eyes.

"You told them, already?" Jodi asked.

Beverly put her arm through mine. "I couldn’t resist. Why don’t you go with Nancy and I’ll see what little, Miss Donnie is wearing."

"Excellent," Jodi smiled, but also asked. "Oh, what color are you wearing, Donnie?"

I was still getting past the fact that Mitch was becoming a partner. My head was still spinning from all of the changes the last few days had brought. "Oh, Umm, it’s silver with a little gold vine running through it."

"Well, that sounds lovely!" Jodi said, then looked at Nancy. "Do you think that your dress will go well with silver?"

Then I blurted out, "She has a nice blue chiffon dress that should..." but I stopped when I realized that I’d sent her that dress anonymously.

"I knew you sent that!" Nancy pointed at me and let out a verbose laughed. "At first, I thought it was Craig, but when he never asked about it, I knew it had to be you!"

I shook my head at my foolish mistake. "It was just too perfect for you, Nan, and I knew you wouldn’t let me buy it for you..."

"Yeah, well, I would, now, since finding out that Mitch is going to be a partner." She laughed at that and so did Bev and Jodi.

"Ok, enough, you two," Bev scolded. "Let’s see what we have and if we need to get anything for tomorrow. Remember, girls – Behind every good man is a good woman there to support him."

Bev and I arrived at my suite and I took the dress... the gown really... from the closet and pulled its dry cleaning bag up to the crook of the hanger so that she could see it.

"Oh, that is lovely," she gushed. She felt the silk material and shook her head. "I miss being young enough to wear things like this. May I see how it looks on you?"

"Ok..." I said, a bit surprised. She’d seen all my clothes all week. Did she think I’d show up at the final formal event in a dress that didn’t fit?

Her refusal to move indicated that I was changing in front of her, too. First Marie, then Jodi, then Nancy, who had, of course, seen me naked a million times, and now, Beverly. I thought women were more reserved about these things then men, but these women just kept expecting me to strip to my skivvies in front of them. Of course I turned my back as I removed my skirt, blouse and chemise. I stepped into the gown and pulled it up to just below my breasts before removing my bra and quickly running my arms under the spaghetti straps, safely hiding my smaller than normal nipples and aureoles.

The dress was beautiful. A silver silk under skirt covered by a transparent, soft tulle outer skirt, with a vine of gold thread with a few delicate leaves made of the same thread running through the tulle. The V-neck bodice that formed beautifully around my breasts were supported by the spaghetti straps. The subtle, natural waist flowed elegantly down in a luxurious skirt that was hemmed to just touch the floor when I wore my four inch heeled, silver sandals. The skirt had a modest train that dragged along behind in, necessitating my holding the skirts while I walked, and a slit up the front that allowed for peeks of my thin, well tanned legs, while the back of the top of the dress was open, nearly to the top of my buttocks, with a fairly complex array or spaghetti-strap-style laces holding the whole garment together. There was no possible way that I could straighten the laces and tie the whole thing off correctly without help from Bev and she was more than happy to assist, gushing about the softness of both my gown and my skin the entire time.

When the laces were tied and I was fairly sure that the dress wasn’t going to fall off of me, I turned and Bev inspected the dress. "Oh, Donnie, Donnie, Donnie... it’s breathtaking, my dear. Just
breathtaking."

"Thank you," I said, pleased that she approved, but feeling very pretty for just having the dress on. Part of me couldn’t wait to get all dolled up and ready for the event the following evening.

"What about jewelry?" She asked.

"I’m not sure," I responded. "I think my mother’s pearls might be a bit much, but I have a nice gold chain pendant with a tear drop amethyst on it that I thought might look nice."

She made me try it on, and it was obvious that Bev was unimpressed by the combination of clothes and jewelry. "I’ll bring by a nice pendant that I have - platinum chain with a lovely, blue diamond pendant. I brought it just in case, but I think it’ll be perfect for you to wear tomorrow. It was Oscar’s great aunt’s. It’s lovely... classic... like your ring."

I was very surprised that Beverly would offer me something so precious to wear. "Bev... I’m not sure that I can accept that. Even for an evening. It’s too generous of you."

"Oh, don’t be silly," she poo-pooed. "That’ll help with the four things..." suddenly she stopped.

"The four what things?" I asked.

"Never mind, dear." She smiled. "The dress is perfect. Absolutely perfect."

"I’m glad you like it," I smiled. "Could you undo me?" Once again, the wonderfully crippling logistics of feminine clothing required the help of another woman to free me from my silken clothing.

I dressed as Bev returned my gown to the hanger and returned it to the closet. I was curious, so I asked, "Bev, do you and the firm always make such a big deal out of promotions? I mean, making sure that the girlfriends’ clothes are all perfect for the pictures and everything?"

Bev sighed. "Well, to tell you the truth... we’ve never added a new partner before. See, Oscar started the firm and Bob joined about six years after that. They were the only partners. Now... well... you know how things go... Oscar is getting along in years and it’s time to step aside, but Bob isn’t all that far behind him. Bob says he likes working with Mitchell almost as much as he likes working with Oscar, so Mitch is really going to be trained to take over the company in five or six years. It’s a huge responsibility, Donnie – all those people depending on him – but Bob and Oscar think he’s up to the challenge. So... someday soon, you will be the wife of the president of this firm."

I stared at Bev. Mitch had hoped to get a raise – maybe be considered for a partnership down the road a few years, but this... this was beyond his wildest dreams! He was going to pass out when he heard this! "Bev... I... Please, tell Bob and Oscar that Mitch and I will do everything in our power to make them proud to have chosen Mitch for this position."

She touched my cheek. "We know that already, dear. You’re a wonderful bright, beautiful couple. Mitch is the right man for the job and you’re the right woman to help him. Now... let’s go see how Jodi and Nancy made out."

We met Jodi and Nancy as we came out of the elevator. Jodi confirmed that the dress I’d bought in secret for Nancy was a good choice for the formal dinner. Nancy and I assured both of the partner’s wives that we were having our hair done the next afternoon, so they both seemed satisfied that we would not be embarrassing the firm in our photographs.

Bev, Jodi, Nancy and I spent the afternoon shopping at every boutique, gift shop and art gallery at the resort, and every one within walking distance of the main gate – and there were plenty! Bev and Jodi pointed out all kinds of wedding ideas to both Nancy and me and their interests in our lives seemed to grow as the day wore on. We had lunch at a beautiful, outdoor, carry out place. Fresh fish, fresh fruit, freshly baked bread, everything was fresh and delicious.

At lunch, Nancy mentioned that she was considering purchasing my house, since I’d be moving in with Mitch.

"Oh, you own your own house!?" Bev asked, impressed.

"I do," I smiled. "It’s been hard to keep up with it since I lost my job, though, so, since I’ll be moving in with Mitch when we get back home, I figured that I would put it on the market. But, if after Nancy shows it to Craig, they decide they’d like to buy it, that would be great!"

"Do you think that Mitch may want to get a bigger place after he finds out that he’s being named a partner?" Jodi asked.

I glanced at Nancy and we both smiled. I answered, though. "I doubt it. Mitch was thrilled when he was able to buy the house right across from his parents. I don’t think he’d ever give that up."

"Ha," Bev shook her head. "I never would have suspected that Mitchell would be a mama’s boy."

I was about to respond, but Nancy leapt to Mitch’s defense. "Not at all, Bev. Mitch is a ‘Family Man’ in every sense of the word. His parents and his grandparents lived side by side and when Mitch could afford to buy a house, he never even looked outside of his neighborhood. I remember the day that he told us that the house across the street was going on the market. He couldn’t wait to make an offer. He was thrilled to get it."

"Now," Jodi asked, "is that the same grandmother who left Mitch the ring that Donnie is wearing?"

I looked at the ring on the third finger of my left hand and I felt warm and loved all over again. "It is," I answered. "Mitch is very dedicated to his family and friends." Then, as I thought about all the effort Mitch – and I, too - had gone through to make a great impression at this retreat, I said, "And to this firm. Honestly, Oscar and Bob couldn’t have picked a more dedicated and loyal guy to make a partner."

Bev looked at Jodi and smiled. "We know that, dear. Believe me, you don’t have to up-sell Mitchell to us. Bob is probably the most stubborn and picky man on God’s green earth and he told Oscar that Mitch is one of the most talented litigators that he has ever met. Oscar trusts Bob implicitly, so as far as the firm is concerned, Mitchell is a gift from heaven."

"As are you, Donnie," Jodi smiled. "You too, Nancy," she smiled.

We finished our lunch, shopped some more, then walked back to the resort. It was a glorious, sunny day with a gentle breeze blowing through my hair and the light, billowy material of both my blouse and skirt. Honestly, at that moment, I just wished that I could stay there in that tropical paradise forever.

When I got back into the suite, it was already five o’clock. I knew Mitch was involved with some work with Bob and he’d be late, but I hoped that we might be able to have a nice evening. After all, it was our last unscheduled night in Hawaii. So, in anticipation of a romantic evening under the stars, I changed out of my blouse and skirt and into one of the sundresses that had been ‘forbidden’ by Randall and Marie.

Oh, it was a lovely dress! A royal blue cotton with a pattern of pale pink roses with stems and leaves printed on it. Two inch straps over the shoulders, a bodice that buttoned in the front and hugged my torso beautifully, and a blouse skirt that fell to just below my knees. I partnered that with a pair of two inch, strappy sandals and I waited for Mitch to come back.

By six o’clock, I was lonely. I sent Marie and Hilda texts of photos and told them about the trip. Of course, it was too early in the morning to expect a response from them, but I hoped that they might just happen to be awake.

Apparently, they weren’t, because no one responded.

It was seven fifteen before Mitch showed up and he seemed a bit surprised that I was still waiting for him to go have dinner and enjoy the evening. "Sorry," he said, as he hugged me, "it took longer than I expected. Let me just change quickly and we can go have a nice dinner and enjoy the night, ok?"

To tell you the truth, I was a bit ticked off that he’d made me wait so long, but I figured that, once he became a full partner, I would probably have to get used to his hours being a bit erratic. So, I just cherished the hug and he got changed.

It was a truly romantic night, too. Dinner at the terrace restaurant, dancing to small band near the beach, walking hand in hand on the sand with the warm Pacific water washing over our bare toes. A perfect last night to ourselves.

I sighed as he hugged me from behind and we looked at the nearly full moon reflecting on the water. "I wish we could stay here forever." I said as I gazed at the beauty all around us.

He gave my neck a gentle kiss. "Me too, but... real life awaits, so... back to the cold in a couple of days. BUT..." he let that hang for a moment before continuing. "...we can come back anytime we want. It’s only an eleven hour plane ride away."

I smiled. "That would be nice. It would be nice to just be here alone. No Bev and Oscar. No Jodie and Bob. No golf. No work. Just us."

Mitch snickered. "No golf? Are you crazy?"

I knew he was teasing, but when I didn’t react, he teased some more. "You know what I think would make this place even nicer? We keep Bob, Oscar, Bev and Jodi, we keep Craig and Nancy, too, and we add my mom and dad, and Marie and Hilda. That sound sounds like the perfect mix for a romantic vacation. What do you say?"

I scoffed and rolled my eyes as I turned to hug him properly. "No thanks. I just want to be alone with you."

He laid his cheek on the top of my head and said, "You may regret wishing for that, because you’ve got me forever, now, Donnie. Forever and ever."

We, slept in the same bed again that night and I once again loved laying next to Mitch in my short, silk nighty, my head on his chest and his arm wrapped around my shoulder making me feel, small, protected and loved.

There was no golf on the last full day of the retreat. Instead, we slept a little later, had a lovely breakfast on our balcony and then we took a long, quiet, peaceful walk around the resort. I showed Mitch all the beautiful sights I had seen during the week while he had been playing golf. Mitch took dozens of pictures – many of them of the scenery and many of them of me and many of both of us.

After lunch, we met up with Craig and Nancy. I kissed Mitch goodbye and Nancy and I headed for the salon.

I was just a little surprised to see Jodi and Bev exiting the salon as we arrive. "Don’t you look lovely!?" I gushed at both of them, and they did. Bev always had her hair done in an attractive bob, but she’d had them touch up the color and add a little body for the evening’s festivities. Jodi had her shoulder length hair curled and piled on top. Both had had their makeup done quite nicely, as well.

Jodi laughed happily. "After you mentioned that you had appointments for the salon, we thought it was such a good idea that we booked our own appointments. A little pampering before the formal dinner was a just perfect way to begin getting ready for the evening."

We wished them well and we went into the salon. Now, the first time that we’d been there, the salon was nearly empty. This time, though, it was mobbed – and the oddest part was, every single woman in the salon was a wife or girlfriend of someone at the firm. Apparently, Mitch’s idea was not as original as I’d believed. Everyone seemed to be there to prepare for the evening. All of the chairs in the salon were full, but Since Nancy and I had made appointments and most of the others were ‘walkins, ’ we were escorted to our stylists right away. Luckily, I had the same stylist that I’d had the first time I came, so I just asked her to do something similar. Nancy, though, requested that we have our makeup done for the evening as well as our hair. I thought that was a bit presumptuous, since Mitch was paying for this, but he did say to get ‘the works,’ so I guess hair, nails and makeup fit that bill.

Again, I gloried in the feelings of having my hair washed and brushed and styled. The manicurist convinced me that the best match for my silver gown with the thin, gold leaf pattern sewn into it was French nails. So, my nails were coated with a very pale pink that looked like natural nails, then my tips were coated with a little line of white. I liked it, but it didn’t seem as elegant as the solid colors I’d been wearing. Nancy oohed and ahhed over them, though, so I assumed that this was just a style I had yet to understand. I shrugged, and looked at them again. They were lovely, I guessed.

The makeup woman worked on Nancy for twelve or fifteen minutes and she looked fabulous afterwards. The same woman was still working on me nearly a half an hour after she started.

"You’ve been working on my face for quite a long time," I said as the makeup woman was inspecting her work.

"Beauty takes time," she said in a voice that said that she was not all that interested in discussing her work with me.

"Am I that hideous?" I asked, only half joking.

That actually broke her intense inspection long enough to make her laugh. "Not at all. In fact, quite the opposite. Some faces just take makeup differently – more like a canvas – than others. I’m sorry if I’m taking too long, it’s just... you have one of those faces."

I accepted that and she went back to work.

By the time my hair was done, I had been turned around so that my back was to the mirrors. Nancy was chatting with a group of the wives and girlfriends. By the intensity of their conversation, I assumed that they were discussing arrangements for the spring fundraiser.

"Excuse me," my stylist called over to Nancy. "Before I let the young lady see the results of our work, May I ask your opinion?"

I was surprised that not only Nancy, but a rather large group of the other wives and girlfriends came over to inspect me and the consensus was positive. Nancy summed up the opinion with her hand slapping firmly against her lips as her eyes watered. "Oh... Oh, she looks... just perfect."

Why were these women so invested in my appearance? I mean, many of them had had their own hair and makeup done already and none of them seemed as interested in each other as they did in me. Why?

"Alright, then," the stylist said. "Time for the unveiling."

With that, she turned me to face the mirrors and... well... I was more than a little surprised. Instead of having my hair piled in an aesthetically pleasing, asymmetrical way as it had been a few nights earlier, instead, my hair had been literally woven into a beautifully loose braid that circle my head around the height of my temples, but instead of the braid continuing to incorporate all of my hair, the hair hung loosely through the crisscrossed plaits and was curled and combed out into gently, feminine waves below. If I had to guess, I’d estimate that the stylist had used somewhere between thirty and a thousand bobby pins to secure the basket-weave pattern around my temple and, as nice as it looked, what really surprised me was the fact that sprigs of baby’s breath flowers and little faux-pearls had been woven into my hair as well. It seemed incredibly ostentatious to me – and I’m the one who had made my entrance just a week earlier in a long sleeved, silk blouse with a large, floppy bow, paired with a gold skirt that made women stare at me.

"Wow," I muttered. "It’s... it’s beautiful, but isn’t it a bit... much... for a banquet?"

"No, no, no," Nancy shook her head as I looked at her reflection in the mirror. "It’s perfect, Donnie. Mitch will love it."

I blinked and looked at the reflections of the other women as well, many of whom also seemed to have watery eyes.

I caught sight of Alyssa who was also posed with her hand pressed to her lips and her eyes damp. "You look just beautiful, Donnie," she shook her head in an odd, dreamy manner. "Just beautiful."

"Come on," Nancy insisted, "its after four. We need to go get dressed."

Suddenly, all the women were checking their watches and hustling to leave and prepare for the evening. I remember what prom days were like in high school – the girls all attending school for four periods until they would have earned a full day’s attendance, then suddenly clearing out of the school to prepare for the formal dance. All of them headed straight to beauty parlors to get their hair and makeup done. It was an activity that was mystifying to all the boys who were left behind in the school to muddle through math and science classes until after school when we’d casually picked up our rented tuxes and spend a maximum of fifteen minutes preparing to escort our dates to the dinner-dance. I suspected I had just experienced a similar female ritual. It was odd, but a lot of what I’d experienced in the previous ten days had been odd as well.

I asked Nancy if she might come to my room at some point to help me to lace up the back of my elaborate dress. She said she’d love to help, but in order to facilitate both of us having time to dress properly, we stopped by Nancy’s room and picked up her dress and shoes.

Back in the suite, we went into the bedroom to prepare. Within a few moments, we were in our bras and panties and preparing to dress Nancy. She looked at her gown and smiled. "Thank you for this, Donnie. It’s a beautiful dress and, honestly, I could never have afforded it." She laughed. "I suppose I should be thanking Mitch, too, huh?"

I touched her shoulder and smiled. "Mitch didn’t mind at all. You’re a big part of his life, too."

She nodded. "How does Mitch feel about me? Am I, like, ‘the other man,’ or ‘the old boyfriend?’"

"He loves you as a friend, Nan." I thought it was an odd question, but the whole day had been odd up to this point, anyway, so why should this be any different?

She looked me in the eye. "So, if he were to walk in here, right now, and see the two of us together, undressed, the way we are... he’d be fine with that?"

I nodded. "I think so."

Nancy raised her eyebrows as she thought about that. "You’re probably right. Mitch is a genuinely good guy and..." she looked me up and down. "...he’s in love with a genuinely good girl."

I smiled at that. "Thanks."

We got Nancy into her gown and heels and she looked lovely, truly lovely. Her dark hair was in a messier bun than it had been last time, which was very pretty, and they’d done an amazing job on her makeup, too. Just by way of small talk, I asked, "Have you tried on bridal gowns, yet?"

She shook her head. "Not yet. To tell you the truth, my mom isn’t a big fan of Craig’s..."

I chuckled at that. "Not surprising. She was never a big fan of mine, either."

She didn’t bother arguing about that. Instead, she just continued her thought, "... so I haven’t really had anyone to go bridal gown shopping with. Craig keeps promising to go with me, but... you know how that goes. Guys..." She just let that remark hang in the air as an accusation towards Craig and, I suspected, the Donald of old.

It was true that Nancy never really had any female friends other than Marie and, of course, after our break-up, I kind of ‘got Marie in the settlement,’ as it were. Nancy’s mom was... how shall I phrase this?... A psycho. She hated pretty much everyone and had a bad opinion of even the people she tolerated.

But I felt really bad for Nancy, at that moment. Here she was, at what should be one of the most exciting times of her life and she had no one to share it with other than Craig. "I could go..." I sputtered. That’s not what I really meant, so I rephrased what I wanted to say. "I would love to go with you to find a gown, if you’d like me to."

In her heels and gown, with me barefoot and in a bra and panties, I felt oddly little – not just small, but young and inexperienced – next to the tall and elegant Nancy. She smiled down at me. "You know, Donnie... When I first saw you out on the terrace that morning... I thought you’d lost your mind, but... I think you actually may have found... something... that was missing in you before. This whole week, I’ve felt closer to you than I ever did when we were a couple. Not in a... sexual way, I mean... I mean... it’s like I found a different kind of soul mate. Like... a sister... and... I don’t want to lose her. Could you consider... I mean... would you be my Maid of Honor?"

I was elated, taken aback, and excited all at once. "Would I... YES! Of course, Nan! I’d be... I’d be honored to, but... what is your mother going to say about it?"

Nancy shrugged and smirked. "Nothing in public, I’m sure, but she’ll go on about it in private for years, I’m sure – but that’s something that I will have to deal with. You’ll do it, then? You’ll be my Maid of Honor?"

I couldn’t help it. I had to hug her. "Of course, Nancy. Thank you for asking me."

She hugged me back. "It would be like old times if Marie would be a bridesmaid, too. Do you think she would?"

"Definitely!" I stepped out of the hug and grabbed my phone. "Let’s call her, now! She’ll be so excited!"

"No! No! No!" Nancy said with undo urgency. "I’ll... let’s... let’s, like, have lunch after we get back, or something, ok? I’d like to ask her in person."

"Oh," I said, a bit deflated in the moment. "Ok, sure."

Nancy smiled and said, "Why don’t we get you dressed, now?"

I retrieved my silver gown from the closet and laid it neatly across the bottom of the bed. I put the four inch sandals next to it and admired it for a moment before going to my lingerie drawer and pulling out the appropriately chosen pair of panties, I would not be wearing a bra, and my flesh colored waist nipper.

Nancy peeked into the drawer as I checked the baggies to find the correct underwear. "You’ve been a girl for, what, ten days, and you have more lingerie to chose from than I do. That’s hardly seems fair."

I shrugged as I pulled the nipper into place. "You need to go shopping with Nancy, some time. Oh... and be sure you have a nearly limitless credit line. That’s all it takes."

Nancy watched as I created a more feminine waist using the nipper. "Can I ask a very personal question?"

"Sure," I said, somewhat out of breath from my efforts.

"Well, since you’ve decided to remain this way and be Mitch’s wife... are you going to... you know... have surgery?"

I sighed. "Probably not. I mean, this is all new to me and... I know this sounds stupid, but... I like my penis. Right now, anyway... I don’t want to lose it. Besides, I’m allergic to anesthesia, so the risk would probably be too high."

Nancy nodded. "What about your breasts. You said that those will only last three weeks or so."

I know that it’s pretty stupid to say, but I had not thought about my breasts going away when the treatment that Hilda had given me wore off. "Huh," I said, giving away how stupid I’d been about the matter, "I hadn’t thought about that. I don’t know. I mean... I want breasts, so... I guess I’ll need to research that."

Nancy took my shoes and knelt to slide them onto my feet. "I bet there’s a way. Maybe Mitch’s dad knows someone."

"I don’t know if I’d feel comfortable having that conversation with Mitch’s father." I was being honest. I’m mean, I wasn’t all that comfortable having the conversation I was having with Nancy at that moment.

Nancy stood and smiled, though. "I’m sure it wouldn’t be the first time he would have discussed things like that with a patient."

"How about with his son’s boyfriend, though?"

"How about with his daughter-in-law, you mean. Face it, Donnie, in the next year or so, you are going to have a lot of conversations with a lot of people. Doctors, old friends, family members... You’re going to need to get used to talking about these things. You’ve made a tough choice – don’t get me wrong, I think it’s the right choice, but it’s a tough choice none the less, and you’re going to have to be in charge of the conversation if you’re going to survive."

I nodded. She was right. "Well," I mulled, "I don’t think I’ll need to have that conversation immediately. I mean, I expect that this weekend will be mostly wedding discussions, right?"

"I don’t know," she shrugged. "He is a doctor, so don’t be surprised if he brings it up. Be prepared. Don’t be embarrassed, certainly don’t be ashamed and know what you want."

By now, Nancy was standing again and I was removing my bra. It is funny that I wasn’t in anyway self conscious about being naked in front of Nancy. She seemed to have accepted everything in stride. I was very happy that, as she’d stated, she now saw me as a sister. I already had two biological sisters too many – my older sisters, I mean. Marie, of course, I loved and I guess I had a sisterly affection for Hilda, too, but to have Nancy back in my life and to have had it happen this way was... wonderful.

I stepped into my gown and pulled it up, slipping my arms into the spaghetti straps and turning my back to Nancy so that she could begin manipulating the laces in the back. She laughed as she started to tighten up the pattern of laces. "If you’re going to continue to wear clothes like this, you’re going to need to hire a chamber maid to help you dress."

That made me laugh, too. "If I continue to dress like this, Mitch will have to sell his house, too. This dress cost more than my first two cars combined."

"I remember those cars," Nancy shook her head. "I bet I own shorts from Walmart that cost more than both those cars combined."

She pulled the laces tight enough to hold the bodice in place, but not tight enough to dig into my skin and she began adjusting the material around my curves. "Well," she joked, "there is one big advantage to having little nipples."

"What’s that," I asked.

She ran her finger across the material covering my breasts, inadvertently sending a shiver through me. "You don’t need to wear silicone nipple covers when you go bra less."

I glanced at the material, now, suddenly aware of yet another hazard of womanhood. "Are those really a thing? They sound uncomfortable."

That made Nancy actually belly laugh. "There are a lot of uncomfortable things about being a woman, Donnie. Count yourself lucky that you’re only dealing with the uncomfortable things caused by fashion. You’ll never have to deal with cramps, or bleeding or tampons or pads..."

"Oh, stop!" I cringed in mock, well – somewhat mock – horror at the very idea of having to endure something that a good portion of the world’s population suffered through every twenty eight days. At least when I’d been a guy, no one ever shared the graphic details of the feminine cycle with me. "It’s like I’m talking to Rie! She suddenly became very open about her period with me. Please! It’s more information than I can even process."

"Oh, you poor baby," Nancy smiled as she kissed my cheek just as someone knocked on the door. "Take a look in the mirror and tell me what you think. I’ll see who’s at the door."

I turned to the mirrored sliding door on the closet door and I have to admit – I looked amazing. Even though I still thought that the hairdo was a bit over the top, with the flowers and fake pearls, it did go amazingly well with the gown.

Then I heard Bev’s voice as she passed from the doorway, through the lounge and towards the bedroom. "Oh, you look, just lovely, Nancy! That dress is perfect on you! Is Donnie decent? I’ve brought a pendent for her to wear tonight..."

I thought that it was odd that Bev had asked if I was decent, since just the previous day she’d seen me in just a bra and panties. How much less decent could I get?

"Ahh!" Bev gasped with her typical dramatic flair as she entered the bedroom. "Oh, Nancy, isn’t she a sight!? My dear, you are just radiant!"

"Thank you, Bev," I blushed at the unnecessary effusiveness.

"I’ve brought my blue diamond pendant, dear. Here, let me put it on you." She moved behind me and gently drew the platinum chain around my neck and attached it in the back. I watched her in the mirror and gawked at the simple beauty of the obviously valuable pendant.

"Oh, Bev..." I gasped at how it laid against my soft skin and complimented the dress. "Are you sure it’s ok for me to wear it?"

"Of course it is, my dear," she stood behind me, her hands on my shoulders. "It’s a special day for the firm, a special day for Mitch and a special day for you."

I shook my head in disbelief. The jewelry was beautiful and I was grateful, but this was Mitch’s special day. I was, in fact, meant to be exactly what I’d agreed to be when Mitch first proposed this whole plan just ten days ago – merely an ornament on his arm.

Instead of arguing with Bev, though, I just said, "Thank you, Bev. You’ve been so kind to me since we’ve met. I don’t know how to... well... thank you."

"My pleasure, my dear. Honestly. You," she turned and looked at Nancy, "and you, too, are the future of this firm. Without you supporting your husbands-to-be, this firm and everyone who works for it will fail. It is a bigger responsibility than you probably realize at this moment, but you both have important roles to play." Then Bev seemed to shake off all of her seriousness. "But we’ll get to all of that later. Tonight is a night to celebrate. So, let’s just do that. On, heavens, look at the time. I need to finish getting ready! See you soon, girls!"

"I should go, too," Nancy announced, then she kissed my cheek and said, "I’ll see you in a little bit. Bye bye."

An then I was alone, but only for a few minutes, until Mitch showed up.

He came through the door, smiling, as usual, and stopped cold when he saw me. "Holy cow, Donnie... Ho...ly...cow."

"You don’t like it?" I asked, knowing full well that he was complimenting me.

"No, I don’t." He approached me and laid one hand on the top of each of my arms. "I adore it," he said, then kissed me. "I adore you." Another kiss, but as much as I loved the kisses, I stopped him.

"That’s enough, stud," I giggled. "Don’t mess up my makeup. Go put on your tux and let’s go have a nice last night in Hawaii."

"Sounds like a plan," he smiled and leaned forward once more to kiss me.

"No!" I insisted. "No more kisses until later. Right now – get dressed."

Ok, so I know this sounds like a cliché, but come on - I’d been in the beauty parlor for almost two hours, I’d spent hours trying on dresses back home, I’d recruited the help of my former girlfriend to secure my dress to me properly and I hadn’t sat down once she’d left because I didn’t want to wrinkle this amazing dress, yet less than ten minutes after Mitch had entered the suite, he’d combed his hair and put on a tux and looked like a young James Bond. It just wasn’t fair! When I was a guy, I used to brush my hair and throw on a tux and I’d still look like a dweeb. Mitch looked like a movie star.

Between our suite and the Royal Hawaiian Ballroom, a beautiful indoor/outdoor room with Hawaiian themed décor, Mitch must have told me how beautiful I looked at least six hundred times. Don’t get me wrong, I loved every second of it... I’m just saying... that... he said it a lot.

The weather was beautiful, so the event was set up in the outdoor section of ballroom. There was no ‘head table,’ but there was a podium set up with a microphone and it was on a small stage with potted palm trees along the back.

Mitch and I sat at a round table with Oscar and Bev, Bob and Jodi, and Craig and Nancy. It was an exciting atmosphere and everyone seemed very happy to be there. It had, after all, been a wonderful week and we were all dressed beautifully for a night of good food, good company, dancing and, hopefully, romance.

After yet another amazing fish dinner, Bob and Oscar took to the podium and began giving out ‘team spirit’ awards. They were cute, friendly slogans on little trophies. Each award represented some aspect of the employee’s personality and everyone got one. There was lots of laughter and applause.

Then came the winner of the golf tournament. "Well," Bob laughed as he looked at the score sheets, "a lot of us need to spend a bit less time at the office and a bit more time on the golf course." That got a big round of applause. "According to what I have in front of me, only eleven of us even got close to par, and of those eleven on three were under par. You know, this really kills me to say, since this son of a gun even took a day off from playing, but by seven strokes, the winner of this year’s golf tournament is... drumroll, please..." everyone drummed on their tables, "...everyone’s ‘go-to guy’... Mitch!"

I seemed to be the only one who found it surprising that Mitch had taken a day off from playing and still won the prize, which was, if you recall, an extra week of vacation. Everyone applauded, but many of Mitch’s competitors on the course tossed napkins and other harmless things at Mitch as he passed. Mitch accepted the trophy, an envelope and shook hands with both Bob and Oscar, then sat back down.

"That’s awesome," I congratulated him as I hugged him.

Mitch just smiled and shrugged, humble as ever.

Bob spoke again. "Ladies and Gentlemen, we have just a couple of business issues to attend to, tonight. As you all know, as this firm has grown, Oscar has always overseen the courtroom work of the firm, while I was usually more focused on the accounting aspects of our business. The truth is, I thought I was pretty good at it, too, but... this week I was proved wrong. I believe you all know Craig from accounting. Craig, would you please come up here?" Craig stood and looked both a little surprised and a little flattered to be given recognition. Bob shook Craig’s hand and continued. "Craig, Oscar and I have decided that we should institute a Forensic Accounting Department at the firm and we would be very happy if you would be willing to accept the responsibility of overseeing this aspect of the Accounting Department."

Craig’s jaw dropped as Bob offered his hand. Everyone applauded, some just politely and some in genuine support of Craig’s new position. When he returned to the table, Craig was breathless and almost giddy. He couldn’t believe he’d been promoted, and no one congratulated him more than Mitch did.

Then Oscar took to the podium. "Ok... alright... I am... well... I have to make an announcement that... well, I’d hoped I’d never have to make, but... whew... due to some health concerns and my age..." he took a deep breath. "I need to start taking a much small role in the firm’s day-today affairs. Now, don’t get your hopes up, I’m not disappearing altogether," that brought a concerned chuckle from the crowd, "I’m just going to be taking a less hand-on role in the firm’s work."

He looked around the room. The people looking back were a concerned both for him and their jobs. "I promise you all... I’m going to be ok. I just need to back off a bit on the number of hours I work."

That seemed to make everyone breathe a bit more easily.

"Well," Oscar smiled, "I can’t just drop all of the extra work I’m leaving behind on Bob, here, so... for the first time since Bob and I started this firm together, we are appointing a new, full partner. This young man’s work has been constantly competent and sometimes even brilliant. In the time that he has been with this firm, he has never lost a case or negotiation. He has helped every single associate here to find new and creative ways to assist our clients and he has never asked for credit or compensation for that effort. In short, I can think of no better lawyer, man or friend in whom to trust the future of this company than..." by this time, everyone except Mitch was applauding and many were raising to their feet. Oscar just smiled and looked our way. "Mitchell... come on up."

This time, no one threw any napkins or anything else and no one seemed at all opposed to Mitch’s new position. I rose and he hugged me hard. "I can’t believe this," he muttered.

When he didn’t let go, but continued to hug me, I said, "Mitch, you have to get up there. Go on."

"Oh, yeah," he laughed and he hustled through the mass of backslaps and hand shakes to get to the partners – well, I guess I should say, the OTHER partners. Oh, I can’t tell you how proud I was of him. My eyes were filled with tears, but I kept them from falling in deference to my makeup.

Just before Mitch reached the small stage with the podium on it, he stopped and hugged someone, and... I could have sworn it was his father, but... well, someone stepped in front of me and I lost sight of the person and by the time my sight line was cleared again, the person was gone.

The crowd began calling for a speech and after Oscar and Bob shook his hand, Mitch finally moved to the microphone. "Wow..." he smiled and laughed and shook his head. "Just... wow... Oscar... Bob... Everyone... I am just so... amazed and... grateful. Thank you... thank you... thank you. I swear, Oscar, I will do everything to make you proud. This firm is the only firm in New England that has the moral backbone and integrity to fight for the rights of the people. I have always been honored to be a member of this firm and to be associated with all of you... wonderful... dedicated people. Thank you all for your support. I look forward to continued success as we work together to help make the world a better place. Thank you!"

As Mitch stepped down from the stage, Bev grabbed my hand and Jodi grabbed both Craig and Nancy’s and we were hustled to the stage area where we were organized by a photographer who took several quick photos of all of us, as well as some of just the three partners and each couple. All of the pictures were taken in less than two minutes, leaving me to wonder at the amount of time, effort and expense had gone into my visit to the salon.

As we turned and headed back to the table, I noticed that Mitch said something to Craig, who in turn whispered to Nancy who smiled, then turned to me. "I need to use the ladies’ room. Come with me, ok?"

I nodded, then turned to tell Mitch where I was going, but for some reason, he had disappeared. "Come on, Donnie," Bev was suddenly beside me. "Let’s go to the restroom."

"Oh... I..." I started to tell her I was already headed there, but when I turned to Nancy, she was already headed in that direction with Jodi. "Ok," I said, completely befuddled.

I was being pushed with a bit more force than I felt necessary towards the exit. The room had become a confusing mass of people who were congratulating me on Mitch’s promotion and telling Bev how concerned they were about Oscar’s condition. My head was spinning with all the commotion.

Finally, we stepped into the hallway, but instead of heading towards the ladies room, a Polynesian woman who was wearing a resort uniform placed a band of flowers onto my head. "That is a haku lei," she smiled. "It brings the bride luck."

"The bride?" I said, even more baffled than before.

"Here, Donnie," Jodi appeared from nowhere beside me, "take this." She handed me a small bunch of orchids.

"What?" I asked. "Why?"

Then, to completely make my brain explode, a tall, slime person in a white tuxedo took hold of my arm and ran it through hers. "Are you all set?" She asked with the hint of an Austrian accent. I turned and I couldn’t blink... I couldn’t speak... I couldn’t even breath for a few seconds.

I shook my head in the hopes of clearing out the impossibilities of the situation. Finally I muttered, "Hilda!? Hilda? What are you doing here?"

"I’m giving away the bride," she smiled and my knees nearly gave out on me.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Hawaiian Retreat - 7

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Hawaiian Retreat: 7

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

The Wedding!!


 
Author's Note: Thank you all, once again, for your critiques and comments! Please keep them coming! And please, leave a comment to let me know if you like, dislike, or have any thoughts or criticisms to my story! ~Clara.
 
This version of Hawaiian Retreat: 7 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 7
 
 

 

Then, to completely make my brain explode, a tall, slim person in a white tuxedo took hold of my arm and ran it through hers. "Are you all set?" She asked with the hint of an Austrian accent. I turned and I couldn't blink... I couldn't speak... I couldn't even breath for a few seconds.

I shook my head in the hopes of clearing out the impossibilities of the situation. Finally I muttered, "Hilda!? Hilda? What are you doing here?"

"I'm giving away the bride." She smiled and my knees nearly gave out on me.

"Whoa, there, girly," a familiar voice came from behind me. I turned and saw Marie, who had hurried to me and put one arm behind my back and another on my free arm. "Steady, now? Are you ok?"

"Rie?" I gasped. "How did you guys get here?"

My sister kissed my cheek and hugged me tightly. "How do you think we got here, silly? Mitch. He sent us a text about two hours after you told us you were engaged. He asked us to come so you guys could get married here." She pulled her head back a bit and inspected me more carefully. "Oh... my beautiful, baby sister..." She shook her head. "You're such a beautiful bride. You're happy, right? I mean... this IS what you want, right? To marry Mitch? You don't have to do it right now, if you don't want to. You can wait and do it another time... or not at all. It's all up to you."

I blinked and tried to think straight. "Do I want... of course I want to... Geez, Rie, yes, of course I want to marry Mitch I'm just..." I took a deep breath and gathered my wits. "Oh, my God." I pulled my arm free of Hilda's and moved a bit so I could see both Marie and Hilda. "Oh, I am so happy that you guys are here!" I threw one arm around each of their shoulders and they pulled themselves close to me in a sweet, three way hug. I felt myself actually shaking with excitement. "Thank you so much for coming."

When the hug ended, I dabbed a few tears from my face and smiled. "I'm getting married!" I squeezed my hands into fists and bounced. "Oh, my God, I'm getting married in Hawaii! I can't believe it!"

I turned to Nancy and held my arms wide for a hug. "I'm getting married!" I burst out, far too loudly.

She belly laughed as she hugged me. "I know, honey. I've known since yesterday. Are you happy?

"I'm..." I couldn't even think of a word. "... ecstatic!" I finally got out.

Nancy smiled and kissed my cheek. "Bev and Jodi helped Mitch set this all up."

Of course they had! I should have known, right? Who else would have been able to have pull off this kind of a surprise.

I looked over Nancy's shoulder and saw Jodi and Bev grinning broadly. I excused myself from Nancy and hugged each of them. "You guys... this is... unbelievable. Thank you."

"It's our pleasure." Bev smiled. "We wish you and Mitchell all the luck in the world."

"Thank you." I smiled.

"Oh, honey." Jodi hugged me like we'd known each other for a lifetime. "You look soooo beautiful." She touched my hair and the bridal lei that encircled my head. "We're just thrilled to be a part of this wonderful day. Now, go be the perfect bride for Mitchell."

She kissed my cheek as I turned to return to Hilda's side. I hadn't really noticed how beautiful Hilda looked before. She wore a well tailored, just-shy-of-pure-white suit. The three button jacket sat low on her hips, had gently padded shoulders and slightly belled sleeves, and it covered a plain, scooped necked, silk blouse. The legs of matching pants mirrored the slightly belled sleeves and she wore a strikingly high heeled pair of white sandals. I say 'strikingly high,' because she absolutely towered over me.

"Wow," I said as I took her in. "You look... AMAZING!"

"Thank you, sweetheart." She smiled and hugged me again. "You look amazing, too."

Then I noticed that my sister was wearing the exact same dress as Nancy, just in a different color - Nancy's was blue and Marie's was lilac. "Oh, my God! Your dress!"

Marie laughed. "I know. Nancy and I are your bridesmaids, so we had to look at least a little similar." She hugged me and whispered, "But I'm your maid of honor, though, right?"

"Of course," I whispered back. "You always will be." As we separated, I said, quite innocently, "Wait. You're married. Wouldn't that make you my..."

Suddenly, Marie looked very serious and she stuck her finger in my face. "If you call me a 'matron' for ANY reason, I swear to God, I will kill you - even if this is your wedding day." Her ire immediately turned to amusement, though and we both chuckled at her threat.

"Oh, yes, she's right over there," I heard Bev say to someone. When I turned to see who it was I was shocked to see Mitch's mom talking to Bev and Jodi.

"Mrs..." I started to say, but Mitch's mom stopped me.

"No, no, dear. It's 'mom' from now on, ok?" She smiled as she hugged me. "I just wanted to tell you how happy we are that you and Mitch have finally come to your senses and are settling down together." I was a little self conscious about having Mitch's mom see me in my new persona, but she didn't seem at all put out. "Oh, Donnie, Donnie, Donnie... you are just... breathtaking. I'm going to be honest with you, dear. Since you were in junior high school, I suspected that you and Mitch would end up together, and I would have been thrilled to have had another son, but... to have you as my daughter-in-law, Donnie... well... I just couldn't believe how beautiful you looked in Mitch's pictures and now, seeing you in real life... you move and smile... you're just perfect. It's going to be nice to have another woman in the family, is what I mean."

"Thanks... mom." It actually felt odd to call her that, I mean, my whole life I'd only addressed her as 'Mrs.' "I'm so happy that I'm going to be a part of your family."

She laughed. "Oh, Donnie, you were always a part of our family. Oh, what am I thinking? I need to get out of your way so that you can get married." She leaned forward and kissed my cheek, something she'd only ever done three times before - At my high school graduation, my college graduation and my mother's funeral - but I suspected that she would do it quite frequently in the years to come. "I'm so glad that Mitch was able to arrange for all of us to get here in time for the wedding, though. Of course, I would have loved for you to be married by Fr O'Malley, but... I guess that would have been... complicated."

"Indeed." I laughed and rolled my eyes. Then a thought struck me. I looked around at Mitch's mom, Marie and Hilda and I laughed as I muttered, "Wait a minute... that son of a gun..."

"What is it, love?" Mitch's mom asked.

I shook my head. "I told Mitch that I wished that we could come back here and enjoy Hawaii without all of his work responsibilities. You know - enjoy the romance of the islands and all that - and he said he knew how to make Hawaii more romantic and that was to bring all of you here. I thought he was just teasing. I had no idea that you were all on your way to Hawaii when he said that."

Marie laughed loudest at that. "Come on, Donnie. You know that I make every situation better."

"Alright, back off." Hilda laughed and took my arm in hers, again. "I've never walked a bride down the aisle before and I have been practicing since the plane landed. Let's get this started."

Mitch's mom kissed my cheek and ran back out into the ballroom. Then Bev and Jodi both wished me well and kissed my cheeks and they went into the ballroom, too.

Hilda looked at me and sighed. "Oh, for crying out loud," she muttered. Then she licked her thumb and began rubbing her thumb on my cheek. "You're covered in lipstick." She laughed as she cleaned my cheeks in a motherly manner. "We wouldn't want to have the bride look anything less than perfect, now would we, liebling?"

From the doorway came the sound of Elvis Presley's 'Hawaiian Wedding Song.' To be honest, at the time I didn't know that was the title. I just knew that the singer was singing it like it was an Elvis some and, as I said before, Elvis is a REALLY big deal in Hawaii.

First Nancy air-kissed me, then started her slow, formal walk to the stage where the podium had been. The podium had been removed while I was in the hallway to make room for the wedding to take place.

"She's walking like this was all rehearsed," I whispered to Hilda.

"It was," she laughed. "About a half an hour before the dinner began, we practiced with Nancy telling us how everything should go."

Of course, Nancy the events planner had worked all of this out ahead of time. I should not have been surprised by that.

Next, Marie took one of my hands and kissed it. "It took a pretty circuitous route to get you two from second grade to here, but..." she smiled and her eyes welled up with joyful tears. "... I can't believe my brand new, baby sister is getting married. I'm so happy for you." She smiled at me some more. "I just wish mom was here."

I sighed. "I hope she'd be happy for us."

"She'd be thrilled, baby. I know she's looking down from heaven and smiling right now."

"Thanks, Rie." I smiled.

"Marie!" Hilda said impatiently. "Just go! Look, Nancy is already to the stage. Go!"

"Oops!" My twin sister giggled. "My bad! See you up in front." And off she went, leaving me and Hilda.

"We wait until she gets to the stage, then everyone will stand for you," Hilda whispered to me.

"Ok," I whispered back.

Then I heard Hilda let out a big, somewhat frustrated breath. "Before we go in, Donnie... just... just tell me that your happy and that none of this is being forced on you."

I let out a little laugh. "Thank you, Hilda. I'm very happy. Very, very happy, but thank you for looking out for me and for making me..." I looked at my breasts. "...a woman."

Then it was Hilda's turn to let out a little laugh. "I think you were always a woman, Donnie. We just found the girl inside you. Here we go. Start on your right foot and take small steps."

Hilda set out down the aisle with a strict, Teutonic stride. She was taking her responsibility as 'father of the bride' very seriously. Everyone stood as we entered. The men smiled and the women, everyone that I could see, cried. The lighting in the room had been changed and the palm trees behind the stage now were up-lit with silvery blue light and the stage itself was dramatically lit in similar colors so that everyone who waited on the stage, Nancy and Marie on my left, Mitch and Craig on my right and Bob dead center, all had a bit of a magical sheen to them as I approached.

I have to admit that I was very lightheaded at the beauty, the excitement, the people and the completely unworldly quality of the event. It was almost a fairytale and I was the princess about to marry Prince Charming.

When I reached the foot of the two stair stairway that led to the stage, Hilda stopped and she turned to face me. I turned to her too and that's when I noticed that, despite all of her Austrian formality, my sister-inlaw had tears on her cheeks. She bent and kissed first my right cheek and then my left, then she whispered, "Ein langes Leben in Liebe, mean lieber." I looked at her, not knowing what she'd said, but knowing it was heartfelt. "A long life of love, my love." She smiled and wept simultaneously. "I think it sounds more beautiful in my language."

"It sounds like love in any language." I kissed her cheek and felt her shaking.

She squeezed my hands tightly. "No matter, what, liebling, I am always here for you. Never ever feel alone. Marie and I love you. Remember that."

I couldn't help but hug her, even though Mitch had already come down from the stage to escort me up. "I know, Hilda. I love you, too."

She returned to her Germanic posture and took my hand in hers. She kissed it and looked at Mitch. She sniffled and passed my hand to him and said, loud enough for Mitch and me to hear, but no one else, "We're not 'giving' her to you Mitch. We're sharing her with you. Be good to her."

"I know," Mitch smiled and took my hand. "And I will."

Hilda turned and walked to the left to sit next to Bev.

"Surprise," Mitch whispered as we climbed the two stairs to the stage. "You're ok with this, right?"

"It's wonderful, Mitch. I am just a little shocked. Thank you for all of this, though."

He smiled. "I figured that anyone who'd say 'yes' to me deserves something special."

I smiled and we reached the stage and turned to face each other so that Bob could be seen by the people in the hall.

"Be seated, please," Bob called out and everyone sat and looked at us.

Then Bob smiled at us and said, "My dear friends. We are here tonight to bear witness to these two young people as they put aside their individual lives and begin a new life together. We have all known and gotten to love Mitchell in the years since he became a part of the family at the firm and, since we've met and gotten to know Donnie, she too has has captured our hearts."

There was a round of respectful applause for that.

"Now, I do have a little sad news to announce," Bob continued. "Mitch just informed me that he'd like to take his newly won vacation time immediately so he can stay here in Hawaii and have a real honeymoon with his soon-to-be-wife, so, sadly, he will not be back to work with us for another week."

I was shocked! Another week in Hawaii! And it’d be alone with Mitch – well, I found out later that his parents and Marie and Hilda would be staying for the first few days, too. Mitch didn’t think it was fair to drag them, quite literally, halfway around the world and then have them fly right back, so their stay had already been booked before Mitch had arranged for our’s to be extended.

Bob continued, though, "I know that this is all very sudden and there hasn’t been a lot of time for either of you to plan, but is there anything that either of you would like to say before I ask the required questions?"

We both looked uncomfortable for a moment or two, but finally Mitch said. "Yeah, ok. I’ll go first."

He looked at our hands, intertwined, and then he looked up at me and smiled. "Donnie... I remember the first day we met. I remember the first time we spoke to each other. I remember the first time I said ‘I love you.’ I remember the first movie we ever saw together and I remember the moment I fell in love with you. The sad thing is though, the moment I fell in love with you was about fifteen years before we had our first date. I never expected that we’d ever end up together. I don’t think anyone ever did... except, apparently, my parents." That brought a giggle from the guests. "So... umm... I guess that what I want to say is... Donnie... I love you with everything I have, everything that I am and I am so grateful that you have agreed to be my wife."

Bob nodded and looked at me. Talk about being put on the spot, huh?

I took a deep breath and said, "Mitch... first off... if we’re going to have a good marriage, you can’t keep doing things like this to me." Another giggle from the guests. "First the proposal, now this... you’re lucky I haven’t had a heart attack, yet." Another giggle. "Mitch... I remember all those things, too. And I remember how you sat with me in the hospital when my mother was dying. How you went to the funeral home with Marie and me. How you were always there for me, no matter what. Mitch... I didn’t realize until recently how much I have always loved you and I... I... I can’t believe that I’m lucky enough to be becoming your wife. I will love you for now and forever." I stopped talking because I couldn’t think of anything else to say. "Honest, Mitch. I love you."

He smiled at me and I felt warm and loved.

Bob smiled, too. "Dawn. Do you take Mitchell to love, honor and cherish for all of your days?"

"I do," I said, with quiet conviction. I looked at Mitch and he smiled and slid a wedding band onto the same finger as my engagement ring. It matched the other ring perfectly. I looked up at Mitch, shocked. "Nana’s?" He nodded and handed me a larger version of the same ring.

"And do you, Mitchell, take Dawn to love, honor and cherish for all of your days?"

"Oh, yes, I do." Mitch smiled and nodded. I slid the larger ring onto Mitch’s finger.

"Papa’s?" I asked and he nodded again.

"Then by the power vested in me by the State of Hawaii, I now pronounce you Husband and Wife. You may kiss the bride."

And he kissed me. It was a deep, loving and respectful kiss and it made me feel like a queen and by the time it was over, everyone was standing and applauding. Mitch held up a hand and quieted everyone. "Listen, everyone, I just want to thank you for your patience tonight. I know I imposed on your final night party, but... well... thank you for being a part of our wedding and now... let’s all enjoy the evening!"

The band began to play Elvis’ ‘Love Me Tender,’ though and everyone started chanting ‘First Dance! First Dance!’ so Mitch and I had our first dance right there, with everyone looking on. At the end of the first refrain, Mitch called to everyone, "Alright, that’s enough. Everyone on the dance floor!" And they all joined in and danced with us.

People danced by and congratulated us and when the song ended, Mitch took my hand and found his parents, who happened to have just exited the dance floor and started a conversation with the only people they knew there – Marie and Hilda. There were hugs and kisses and tears all around.

When I finally reached Mitch’s dad, he looked, me over carefully. "I have to admit it, Donnie, I never would have recognized you if I hadn’t been told. You are inordinately beautify. I’m glad you finally found yourself."

I smiled of course, partly at the sweetness of his remark and partly at the stiffness of his delivery. As I mentioned, Mitch’s father is a physician, or as Mitch and his mom always called him, ‘A Man of Science.’ He was always very affectionate with Mitch, Mitch’s mom and Mitch’s grandparents, but outside of his family bubble, he was... a bit distant. I could tell though, by his demeanor, that he was trying to open up to me in a new way. To accept me into his family.

"Thank you, Doctor..." I began, but he stopped me.

"Dad, Donnie. Call me ‘Dad.’" Again, he was a little stilted, but he was trying.

"Ok, dad," I smiled. "Would you mind if I... hugged you?"

He smiled back at me. "That would be very nice, my dear."

We hugged. It was formal and a bit stiff at first, but it became more relaxed and familiar in a second or two.

"Hey, hey, hey!" We turned and saw Mitch smiling, which, of course, he had been doing all night. "That’s my wife you have there, Mister!" Then he laughed. "That’s the first time I’ve said that. My wife. I like how that sounds."

I hugged Mitch. "Me too. You can say it as often as you’d like."

The rest of the night was a blur of dancing, smiling faces congratulating us, kisses, hugs, the feel of Mitch’s big, firm hand on my mostly exposed back, the cool, nighttime air, the moon reflected on the water, the smell of hibiscus and Hawaiian lilies, the caress of my gown, the caress of my hair, the caress of Mitch’s scratchy cheek... it’s all just a blurry memory of happiness.

It was well past midnight before we made it back to the suite. Most of the late evening had been spent saying goodbye to all the people who would be leaving the next day. Even though I knew we’d see them all again in another week, it felt like we were saying goodbye forever.

I kicked off my shoes and asked Mitch to untie me so that I could be released from my dress.

He was about to undo the laces, but stopped and sat on the bed. "Come here," he said with a grin.

When I was close enough, he pulled me close, so I was standing between his legs. With him seated on the bed and me standing, his forehead was just about even with my mouth. He put his arms around my waist and looked up at me. He laughed. "My wife. I’m having a hard time getting used to that. My best friend Donald is now my wife."

Hearing him say my boy-name hit me like a sledge hammer and I must have shown it because he asked, "What’s the matter?"

"It’s just... please... never call me that again, ok?"

"I’m sorry," he nodded. "Never again. As far as I’m concerned, life began ten days ago when I saw you looking like this for the first time. My wife. My beautiful, gorgeous, sexy wife. I just wanted to say... I love you, Donnie. You’ve become my whole world. From here on out, we are partners, ok? No more ‘yours’ and ‘mine.’ From now on, everything is ‘ours.’ We share everything. Our lives, our home, our joys, our sorrows... everything. Ok?"

"Ok," I smiled down at him. Then I looked at what part of my body was level with his mouth and I asked, "Could I ask you a favor?"

"Anything," he replied sincerely.

"Kiss me."

"My pleasure," he replied and stretched his neck towards my face.

I shook my head though. "Not on the lips." He looked confused for a moment, until I pointed to the exposed skin between my breasts. "Here."

He looked at where I’d pointed, then back to my face to be certain. I nodded.

He moved slowly and placed a long, soft kiss just where I’d pointed. The feel of it sent warm, excited shivers down my spine. I’m sure he felt me quake, because he immediately kissed the same place, again and, this time, I felt his hands slide down from my lower back so that he could feel my buttocks. The feeling of his strength, the firmness of his hands and the softness of my gown were intoxicating. I hadn’t had a drink in days, yet I felt lightheaded and giddy. My breathing increased and I arched my back a little to give his lips more access and his lips took advantage. His soft lips and warm breath filled me with desire in a way that I’d never felt before. As a man, my desire was just to take and grunt and sleep, but now, as a woman, I wanted more. I wanted... Mitch.

All of Mitch.

His kisses.

His affection.

His touch.

All of him.

I wrapped my arms around his head. I hugged him to my chest and I knew what I really wanted. I wanted to be his.

I loosened my grip and I quickly dropped to my knees.

Mitch looked shocked. "Donnie..."

"Shh..." I said as I undid the waist of his tuxedo pants. "I’m as sober as a judge and I know exactly what I’m doing. I want to do this with Mitch. I want to be your wife."

Before he could say anything else, I pulled his pants free and lowered them to his ankles. Then, I did the same with his boxers. And there it was, looking at me. Another man’s penis. Thick, erect and musky.

I hesitated, but just for a moment. It was new to me, of course, but I’d performed oral on Nancy before. How was this any different?

It was, though. I wouldn’t be entering her - I’d be accepting Mitch into me.

That was very different.

I’d never knelt down in front of Nancy, either.

Now, there I was, knelt in supplication before a man.

No.

Not just a man.

My husband.

I was on my knees before my husband.

All of those thoughts flew through my head in less than ten seconds and I decided that I was going to be his wife from here on out. In every way.

His partner.

His supporter.

And most importantly – his lover.

Before Mitch was able to offer me a reprieve, I leaned forward and I kissed the side of his shaft. It wasn’t bad. It was warm, a bit musky, but it was Mitch’s musk. I’d smelled it before, it was just a bit more... intense down there. I kissed it again and that made it twitch a little, thicken a little, grow a little and that... excited me.

This time, I kissed the tip, then ran my tongue around the head and that made Mitch gasp. That excited me even more. In a weird way, as I knelt there, in my silver gown with the gold branches stitched into it, with my hair and makeup done to perfection, with the bridal lei still crowning my head, I felt almost powerful – but not like I’d ever felt as a man. I felt a feminine power flowing, rather than surging, through me. I could bring joy to the man I loved. That was a new and wonderful power and I found it titillating, in the truest sense of that word.

The time had come. I worked my tongue along his shaft, from its base to its tip, and when I reached the head, I drew it into my mouth and I felt... glorious. It was warm and it was thick and it was hard and it was Mitch and I loved Mitch.

I think I was more excited than Mitch was by that point. There was no part of a man left in me. I drew him into me as deeply as I could and I could feel him shiver and gasp. He was getting overwrought, very quickly.

His hands began to pat my hair, but before too long, the patting stopped and he just rested his hands on my temples and began to thrust into my mouth.

Now, here’s something you need to remember: At that point in time, I had only been with one person before and that was Nancy. We got so that we could anticipate what each other wanted during sex, but this was different. I was just starting to learn how Mitch responded.

As for Mitch, the only person he’d ever been with was me and that was a few nights ago during my blackout. He didn’t really even know himself, yet.

Before I knew it, and far quicker than I expected, Mitch let out a massive groan, his organ began to spasm and I felt him begin to fill my mouth with seed. I should have pulled off, as Nancy always had with me. I didn’t, though. Instead, I increased my efforts and I milked him right through his orgasm, swallowing every, precious drop of him and I kept right on suckling and swallowing until he softened in my mouth. Then, I gave him a few last licks before sitting back on my heels and looking up at him as his breathing retuned to normal.

"Oh, my God," he gasped. "That was... amazing..."

I smiled. "Then I did ok for my first time?"

He chuckled. "You sure did." He breathed some more. "But that wasn’t exactly your first time."

I shook my head. "Yes, it was, Mitch. That wasn’t me the other night. I wasn’t there. This is me."

"Good." Mitch laughed as he put one hand under each of my arms and lifted me completely off of the floor and dropped me onto the bed beside him. He positioned himself along side of me and ran a gentle finger across my nipple. "Because that means that you’re as amazing at this as you are at everything else."

He kissed my nipple through the thin silk and I felt a bolt of electricity shoot through me. I couldn’t understand the feeling. My nipples were still small and boyish, but I could feel them swelling under his lips.

As he continued to kiss, his hand slipped under the cup of my dress and he began to massage my breast, sending me into a sensory overload! I didn’t shiver or quiver or shake. I writhed in unbridled, wonton desire. I needed Mitch and I needed him badly. I needed him to take me.

His mouth stayed busy on my breast, but his hand rode the sleek material of my gown till it came to the front slit that ran to my waist and he slid his hand into my skirts to caress the lacy, silky, flat front of my panties. I thrust against his hand, the touch of his lips and fingers driving me insane.

His fingers slipped under the delicate waistband of my panties and he played with the delicate, heart shaped tuft of trimmed hair, tickling me into a frenzy.

Then, I heard myself let out an emphatic yelp. "No! Please not there!"

Mitch’s fingers had been creeping towards my taped up phallus and I had to stop him.

"What did I do?" Mitch asked, confused, and probably a bit gun shy from my behavior earlier in the week, after my blackout.

"Nothing, but... please, Mitch... never touch me there. Never think of me as having that. I couldn’t bear it if you didn’t think of me as a woman. Please."

Mitch slid his hand slowly out of my panties. "I’m sorry...."

"No," I interrupted. "Don’t be... just... take me."

He cocked his head a little. "Take you? You mean...?"

I nodded and rolled onto my belly, pulling my skirts clear, exposing my silk covered rear. "Take me." I tucked my knees under my belly and raised myself so that there was doubt as to what I was asking.

Mitch raised the skirts that still hung on my bottom. He kissed the material of the panties, then slowly lowered them to my knees. He gently adjusted my skirts so that they were clear of my bottom. He kissed the naked skin of my lower back and cheeks, then rubbed them as he rose and took his place behind me.

I felt him rub himself against me, and I could feel him growing harder as he maneuvered himself closer to my opening. Then I felt him lean forward and kiss the exposed skin of my back. "I love you," he whispered.

"I love you, too," I whispered back.

The tip of his penis crept between my cheeks and pushed gently on my opening and I gasped when it slipped into me. It hurts at first, but then – it was glorious. If the clothes I’d been wearing for the previous ten days hadn’t already changed me in irreversible ways, that moment did.

It was like nothing I’d ever felt as a man.

It was submission, but not.

It was acceptance.

It was coupling.

It was merging.

It was becoming one with a stronger force.

It shook me to my core and I became Mitch’s in ways I never thought I could. I was his, heart, mind, body and soul from that moment and forever.

I became unaware of anything except Mitch being inside of me. I was lost in the pleasure and pain that each thrust brought to me. I was on the verge of passing out from the sensory overload when, suddenly, Mitch reached orgasm and that triggered a feeling inside me like an explosion at my core that reached to the tips of my fingers and toes and excited every molecule of my being. I shook and I screamed and I gripped the sheets with my hands and I wanted that feeling to last forever, but...

You know how these things go, though. All too soon, I felt Mitch growing soft and pulling out of me.

I felt empty, suddenly. Empty in a way I’d never experienced before. I wanted him back inside me, but knew from first hand experience that he needed to recover before we could even consider another round of love making.

Before the night was over, though, we’d tried my new favorite sport three more ways. With me facing Mitch, with me on top of Mitch and with Mitch standing and holding me by my splayed legs.

Each time, each way was just as glorious as the first and I wanted nothing more than to keep at it all night, but eventually, we both needed to sleep.

I didn’t wake for hours and hours and when I did, I was still in my ‘bridal’ gown. What a tramp, right!? Mitch was just coming out of the shower wearing a big smile and nothing else. "Good morning," I muttered as I pushed my disheveled hair from my face.

He laughed. "Good afternoon, you mean. It’s nearly two o’clock."

That woke me all the way up. "You’re kidding!?"

He sat on the edge of the bed, kissed me and smiled. "Nope. I think we wore each other out last night."

I looked down at my wrinkled, slightly soiled, gown. "I think we may have ruined my gown, too. That’s a shame. I really like it."

Mitch chuckled at that. "I’m sure that it’ll be fine after we have it dry cleaned."

I grimaced. "Yeah... I’d be a little embarrassed to have someone see the stains we left on this."

That made Mitch let out a belly laugh. "I’m sure they’ve seen much worse. I doubt they’ll even notice. Let’s get you out of that and we’ll send it to be laundered."

I got up and stood with my back to Mitch so that he could release me from the lacings. His big hands had some trouble with the delicate spaghetti strings.

"Mitch?" I asked as he worked the strings as gently as he could.

"Yes, babe?"

I had to smiled at his easy use of the nickname. "How come I never knew how wealthy you are? Or how how close to making partner you were?"

Mitch stopped his unlacing for a moment. "Should I have told you about those things? I mean... we weren’t a couple, then."

I looked over my shoulder. "I guess not, it’s just... didn’t you ever want to brag about things? I knew that you made more money than me, but I had no idea that you were so successful. Didn’t you ever want to tell me about that?"

I felt the strings on my back loosen, as Mitch sighed and said, "Donnie... My dad is a wealthy guy who taught me to never flaunt our success. Besides... I knew you were struggling and you wouldn’t accept my help. What should I have done? Brag about how well I was doing? Wouldn’t that have hurt your feelings? I was just doing what I thought was right."

My gown fell loose to settle on the ground. I turned and faced him, my breasts level with his eyes. I stepped forward a half step and looked at his handsome face. I rubbed my hand along his rugged chin and smiled just a little. "We’ve been together for decades and we’re only just getting to know each other."

He chuckled as he leaned forward and kissed my little right nipple. "You’re just getting to know me, Donnie. I know everything about you." He kissed my other little nipple. "I know your favorite ice cream is cookie dough. I know that your favorite color is baby blue. I know that you tell people that your favorite song is ‘Smoke on the Water,’ but really it’s ‘The Climb.’"

That made me laugh. "Maybe I won’t have to hide my secret love for Miley Cyrus anymore, now that I’m a woman."

He kissed the skin over my breastplate. "Donnie... I will never keep a secret from you, again, ok?"

I nodded. "I wasn’t accusing you of lying, Mitch. I just... I‘ve just been so... impressed by everything about you since this all began." He smiled, but he still looked humble. I hugged him to my breasts. "Mitch... I never thought I’d ever be this happy. I love you so, so, much."

He nuzzled my breasts. "I love you, too, Donnie, and I’d love to pick things up where we left off last night, but we’re having dinner with our family at six and knowing you... it may take you all afternoon to get ready."

"Our family?" I asked.

"Yeah. OUR family. Your mother-on-law, your father-in-law, my sister-inlaw and her wife. OUR family."

I shook my head. "You are really something, Mitchell. Thank God I came to my senses and became your wife."

Mitch looked up at me with the most satisfied smile I’ve ever seen. "Thank God, indeed. Now, go shower and get ready. I’ll get dressed and go grab us a little fruit for a snack to hold us over till dinner." He kissed my lips, then turned me around and gave my rear a playful slap. "Go on, now."

I let out a surprised gasp. "You... You... I thought you were a nice guy!"

He winked as he stood in all of his naked glory. "Go on, now, woman. Git!" He tried to give my fanny another playful slap, but I side stepped him and skipped naked into the lav.

"You better watch yourself, mister!" I teased. "I’m a married woman!"

We both laughed as I shut the bathroom door.

So, at the risk of sounding frivolous, it actually did take me most of the afternoon to get ready for dinner, but there was a reason for that. See, even though I’d seriously overpacked, I had worn nearly everything I’d brought. So, I had to send everything that I’d already worn to the laundry, which left me with only one dress to wear to dinner. It was very cute – a spaghetti strap, sweetheart neck, concoction that Marie had had warned me against wearing to any company events because it was ‘too revealing.’

It kinda was, but it was cute as hell, too.

The top was white lace with the spaghetti strap forming the halter top. The navy blue, flower print bottom looked like a wrap-around skirt. It opened in the front with an asymmetrical hem that flowed beautifully when I walked.

Yes, it was revealing, but it was also adorable.

We had reservations at a restaurant off of the resort. Yelp.com said it was a nice, family run place with a high end feel. Apparently, Hilda had been to Hawaii before and this was her favorite restaurant on this island, so we all met up in the lobby and we went in two cars. Mitch’s mom and dad rode in one car and Marie and Hilda rode in a car with Mitch and me.

"You look cute," Marie said as she looked me over. "I hear that you were the fashion maven of the entire retreat, huh?"

"She was," Mitch laughed. "This is my third retreat and I have never seen a woman receive so much attention from all the other women. I was actually asked, on more than one occasion, what Donnie would be wear to this event or that event. Wives were texting their husbands on the golf course to tell them to ask me. She was the hit of the whole trip. I guess we have you to thank for that."

"Me and Randall," Marie laughed. "And your credit card. I’m surprised that it didn’t melt from all the use it got."

"It’s only money," Mitch shrugged. "There’s always more money to be made. Who cares how much we had to spend. Donnie looked spectacular!" He put his arm around me and hugged me close. "She still does."

"And you always will, won’t you, liebchen?" Hilda leaned forward and took my hand. "Our own little Cinderella who went to the ball and found her prince. Just like in the fairytale."

I smiled at that. "Thank you, Hilda. Oh, and speaking of going to balls... you wouldn’t believe how well this guy can dance!" I pointed at Mitch. "We didn’t get to dance as much last night as usual, because everyone was congratulating us and saying their goodbyes, but you should see him swing dance! I couldn’t keep up with him! He’s amazing."

"Really?" Marie laughed. "Another hidden talent, huh? Hilda loves to swing dance, too. We’ll have to go dancing some night after we get home."

"Or, tonight in the ballroom of the hotel," Mitch said and looked at Hilda. "They have a swing band every Thursday, Friday and Saturday. What do you say, Hilda? Would you be willing to cut a rug with me?"

"Can I lead?" Hilda asked with a deadpan delivery.

"Oh..." Mitch sputtered, confused. "That might be a little... awkward. I never..."

"Oh, don’t be idiotic." Hilda laughed – sometimes she used harsher words than she meant. She probably meant ‘silly,’ but every now and then you realized that English wasn’t her first language. "I can lead or follow. I would love to dance with you – any of you – if we get back in time."

Mitch laughed and nodded.

The restaurant was lovely! Kind of a mixture of an old fashioned English pub and a Hawaiian themed place. It was all very tasteful, though. I had planned on having fish, as I’d had for most meals since arriving on the island, but the waiter suggested I try the filet mignon which had come from local cattle, so I did. Oh, lord, I’ll tell you, I have never had beef like that before. It was tender and delicious and served in a pineapple sauce that just made the meat taste heavenly! Mitch and his dad had big helpings of coconut cream pie for dessert, while Mitch’s mom, Marie, Hilda and I all shared a flight of sorbets made locally with local, tropical fruits. It was one of the best meals I’d ever had.

As the meal wound down, Mitch’s dad cleared his throat and said, "We’d like to give you our wedding present, now." He handed Mitch an envelope and he and Mitch’s mom smiled in anticipation.

Mitch opened the envelope and stared at the papers inside, but he said nothing.

When the silence went on a bit too long, I asked, "What is it, honey?"

Mitch shook his head and looked at his parents, then at me. "They bought us a vacation home."

"What?" I couldn’t believe what Mitch had said.

Mitch looked at his parents in disbelief.

Mitch’s mom explained. "Donnie, last year, Mitch’s dad and I bought a little island on Lake Winnipesaukee, up in New Hampshire. It’s a beautiful spot, off of Moultonboro point. It’s just six acres, but that’s plenty of room for two nice houses. When we hired contractors to build our house, it cost us quite a bit to have electricity brought out and deal with all the permits and everything, so we figured that, at some point, Mitchell would want to spend some time there, too, so we had a lovely second house built as well. It’s yours, now, dear. Yours and Mitchell’s. We hope that you enjoy it for years to come.

"Mom... Dad..." I sputtered. "I can’t... I can’t thank you enough! That’s unbelievable!"

Mitch, still stunned, handed the paperwork to me. I looked at the picture of the newly constructed, Victorian style house. It was lovely. I was stunned, too. Marie looked over my shoulder and saw the beautiful house and the beach just beyond it. "Wow! That is gorgeous. We’ll be up on the Fourth of July and every weekend, all summer long. Don’t worry, we don’t make many demands. Just three gourmet meals a day and we’ll want to be entertained round the clock."

I smiled and passed the paperwork along so she and Hilda could see it.

"Hmm." Hilda shrugged. "We bought you a robotic vacuum cleaner. We thought that was a big present, but this... this is... big."

We all laughed and, after settling the bill, we went back to the resort to go dancing.

We had a great time. Mitch’s mom and dad could really dance up a storm, too! It was really only Marie and me who couldn’t keep up. We danced the slow dances with our partners, but anything upbeat and Mitch and Hilda were out on the floor together having a great time.

About an hour or so after we arrived, my new father-in-law asked me to dance to a slow song with him. It was a little odd, of course. I mean... he’d known me my whole life and only known me as a woman for about thirty hours. He was very sweet, though. He complimented me on my dress and told me how happy he was that Mitch and I were married... things like that.

When the song ended, he took my hand and led me towards the edge of the dance floor. As we approached our table, though, he said to the others, "My new daughter-in-law and I are going to go have a little talk, together. We’ll be right back."

I could see a look of worry pass over the faces of my sister, sisters in-law and husband, but Mitch’s mom just smiled and said, "Alright, dear. We’ll be right here."

I was very concerned. Was this ‘the other shoe’ about to drop?

We stopped at the bar where he said to the bartender, "I’ll have a Guinness." Then he turned to me. "What would you like, Donnie?"

I sputtered for a moment before saying, "Oh... nothing, thanks. I’ve given up alcohol... at least for a while."

Mitch’s dad nodded, then turned to the bartender again and said, "The lady will have a Shirley Temple."

As the man prepared our drinks, I asked, "What’s a Shirley Temple?"

Mitch’s dad laughed. "It’s just ginger ale with a splash of grenadine syrup and a cherry. You’ll like it, I’m sure."

He carried our drinks and led me out to a large balcony where only a few people had gathered. He looked around for a moment and headed to a couple of large, padded chairs, away from the other people. He put our drinks on the small table between the chairs and said, "Have a seat, dear. Don’t worry, this is not an inquisition. I just want to have a chat."

I smoothed my skirts as I sat and I crossed my legs at the knees, which allowed my skirts to fall to the sides, exposing my slender, smooth legs through the opening of the faux wrap-around design. I felt very exposed, but Mitch’s dad didn’t seem to notice at all. He just handed me my drink and encouraged me to try it. I did and it was delicious, if a bit sweeter than I expected. Mitch’s dad took a long pull on his Guinness as he looked around before sitting.

I’ve never really understood the appeal of stout. I’ve tried it a few times and I’ve tried different brands -Guinness, Murphy’s Beamish – it didn’t matter. The thick, black, viscous drink always tasted like sour bread to me – not ‘sour dough bread,’ just sour bread.

Eventually, Mitch’s dad sat, crossed his legs, too, then smiled uncomfortably at me.

"Well... Donnie..." He seemed to stall there.

I tried to help. "Look, Dr... Umm.... Dad... I think I know what you’re going to say and I know that it must be a little weird to have me and Mitch become a couple and then get married, but..."

"What?" he interrupted me. "Weird? You and Mitch? No, no, no, Donnie, not at all. In fact, I’m rather surprised that it took as long as it did for you two to figure all of this out. I never dreamed that you’d be living as a woman, but other than that, I can’t say that I’m surprised at all."

I nodded to encourage him, but I was a little confused as to his point, now.

"Look, Donnie... when you were younger... I always thought of you as our...’other son.’ You were more than just Mitch’s friend – you were part of the family. Now... now, you truly are part of the family and... forgive me, this I know that I can be a bit obtuse at times and I’m trying not to be. Now... now... I’d like to think of you as my daughter and for you to think of me as your father." He stopped and looked at me. "Am I being clear?"

"I think so," I said, but I was still a bit confused.

He nodded. "Good... anyway... Because of who I am and what I do, I can’t help but think of things in medical terms, which I know can be frustrating to my family, but..." He took a deep breath. "Donnie – you are living precariously at the moment and you need to be very cautious about how you live from here on out."

I nodded. "I understand. Mitch and I have talked and he is going to have all of my records altered to indicate that I’ve always been female and..."

"Donnie, Donnie..." He laughed self consciously. "No. Look, I am talking about your health. Your physical and mental health. Right now, you’re living in the glow of romance, but... changing your sex, even changing the way you present your self... these are huge things, Donnie and... well... you need to care for yourself appropriately. You need to speak to the appropriate doctors and you need to do it soon – not later when it may be too late to deal with the problems."

Suddenly, I felt very uncomfortable and I think he sensed it, because he looked away and took a long pull on his Guinness.

I faltered as I tried to find the right words. "I... Umm... I... I don’t think I’m going to have the reassignment surgery, Doctor... Umm... Dad. At least not to my genitals," God I felt so awkward talking to Mitch’s dad about these things. "So..."

He put down his stout glass and took my hand in his. "Donnie... you need counseling. You can’t just go along as if nothing has changed. I know of too many people who have gone down this road alone and it never ends well without appropriate counseling. I want you to be happy, honey. Please, see someone. I have a colleague whom I trust and I could set up an appointment for you, but if you’d rather go to someone else, that’s fine, too, but please, please promise me that you’ll see someone sooner rather than later."

Mitch’s father looked directly into my eyes and I felt how important this was to him, so I nodded. "O...Ok. I’ll see your colleague as soon as we get home."

He took a breath and sat back, but he took a very clinical look at my cleavage as he did so. "I am assuming that your breasts are currently enhanced using saline shots, correct. Administered by your sister’s wife, I suspect. That is, after all, a movie-makeup trick."

I nodded.

"If you want to wear fashions like that, Donnie, then you’re going to need to have those surgically enhanced, you do realize that."

I glanced down at my newly acquired pride and joy. "I do."

Mitch’s dad nodded. "I can set up an appointment for that, too, if you’d like. One of my golf buddies is a plastic surgeon. Very competent. Very discreet. I can call him and have that taken care of for you in the first couple of days after your return. Would you like me to do that."

As embarrassing as this conversation was, I was relieved that he was offering me a permanent solution to my breast issues. "I would like that, very much. Thank you."

He nodded. "Your face, Donnie... it’s quite sticking, you know, but... well, you’ve been lucky up to this point. Your skin is still soft and your overall presentation is still androgynous enough to have not given away your birth gender, but that will change over time. Hormones are the only solution for that and, as much as I want to help you, I can’t just prescribe those for you. You’ll need to work with your counselor for awhile before that regime can start. She – or any counselor you choose - will have to approve that kind of treatment before the hormones are prescribed. You understand that, right? Life has chosen a tough road for you and I want to help you if I can. I think I may have made you uncomfortable, but I want you to know that you can always come to me – to us – if we can help you. Help you with anything. Ok?"

Now, I took his hand in mine. "Dad," I still needed to get used to that, "thank you for caring enough to talk to me about all of this. I know that it must have been as uncomfortable for you as it was for me, but... well... thank you, and I’ll follow your advice. Thank you."

Mitch’s dad nodded. "Good. I’m glad we had this chat." Then he smiled broadly at me. "All I want is for you to be happy and well, Donnie. We’ve always loved you and we just want you and Mitch both to be happy and have a long, healthy life together." He took another pull from his stout. "We should get back."

He helped me stand and then surprised me by putting his arm around my shoulders and guiding me back into the ballroom.

As we approached the others, Marie saw my glass and said, "Ohh, that looks good. Can I try it?"

Before I could answer, she snatched the glass from me and took a sip. She looked at me confused, then took another, bigger sip. "Is this a Shirley Temple?"

I laughed and nodded.

"Lord, you really are a good girl, aren’t you?" She laughed as she passed my glass back to me.

"Excuse me," a young woman in Hawaiian garb interrupted us. "Would you like a group picture taken?"

"Yes!" Mitch’s mom said excitedly. "Here," she put two chairs together, "Donnie, come sit with me. I want my new daughter next to me in our first family photo. Mitch, you and your dad get behind me and Marie and Hilda, behind Donnie." She took my hands and we sat very close. "Oh, I’m so happy," she smiled at all of us. "I finally have a big family and we’re all together. Isn’t this wonderful!?"

I had to agree. It was.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Hawaiian Retreat - 8

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Hawaiian Retreat: 8

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

A quick honeymoon, then back to the harsh reality of a late winter in New England,
the prospect of a new job and life as Mitch's wife.


 
Author's Note: At the time of this writing, in mid 2020, and unfortunately, despite all of my precautions, I tested positive for COVID 19, which has substantially complicated my life. I am, at this time, asymptomatic, but it has disrupted my daily life in a lot of purely bothersome ways. Thank you, everyone, for the kind, supportive comments you've left on these installments. I truly appreciate your critiques and input, and now, more than ever, I want to know if you are safe and well. ~Clara.
 
This version of Hawaiian Retreat: 8 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 8
 
 

 

As we approached the others, Marie saw my glass and said, "Ohh, that looks good. Can I try it?"

Before I could answer, she snatched the glass from me and took a sip. She looked at me confused, then took another, bigger sip. "Is this a Shirley Temple?"

I laughed and nodded.

"Lord, you really are a good girl, aren't you?" She laughed as she passed my glass back to me.

"Excuse me," a young woman in Hawaiian garb interrupted us. "Would you like a group picture taken?"

"Yes!" Mitch's mom said, excitedly. "Here," she put two chairs together, "Donnie, come sit with me. I want my new daughter next to me in our first family photo. Mitch, you and your dad get behind me and Marie and Hilda, behind Donnie." She took my hands and we sat very close. "Oh, I'm so happy," she smiled at all of us. "I finally have a big family and we're all together. Isn't this wonderful!?"

I had to agree. It was.

The joyful vacation/honeymoon with our whole family lasted two more days and we all enjoyed every moment. Marie, Mitch's mom and I went shopping in the town, had our toe nails done together - not that any of us needed to have them done, it was just a whim. There was a nail salon and as we passed it, Mom suggested a quick pedicure, so in we went. It was a wonderful, spontaneous, adventure in womanhood.

Mitch and his dad enjoyed a casual round of golf one morning while Hilda went to the set of a TV series that was filmed in Hawaii to visit friends in the movie trade. The next day, though, she joined them on the links, and from what I heard, she turned their casual game into a very competitive one. Mitch said that he and his dad had to really up their game to keep from being embarrassed. In the end, Hilda beat Dad by fourteen strokes and Mitch only beat Hilda by four strokes. Turns out my sister-in-law is a world class golfer! Who knew?

On their last evening before leaving for the airport, we all ate at the resort's nicest restaurant. Mitch and his dad looked handsome in their nicely tailored suits, Mom wore a lovely, lavender dress, Hilda was in a chic, black pantsuit with a scooped neck, white blouse, Marie wore her favorite black dress, a lovely, cap-sleeved, form fitting sheath that hugged her curves perfectly.

What did I wear? Oh, well, you know me by now! I just had to make a show of it! While we were out shopping, we went into a beautiful little boutique where I found the perfect little Ralph Lauren dress - nave blue, with a vivid hibiscus print on it. Sweetheart neckline, tiny spaghetti straps, form fitting, hemline falling just above my knees, bright shocks of blue and red flowers with green stems and leaves all around the dress... just a perfect little dress to wear to dinner.

I also wore my mother's pearls that Marie had loaned me. I wanted Marie to take them home with her the next day, so this was my last hurrah with them.

"Oh, God, Mitchell," Mom said when we joined all of them in the lobby, "doesn't she look gorgeous in that? I don't know how a quite guy like you did it, but you certainly landed a beautiful wife." Then she turned to me, took both my hands in hers and kissed my cheek. "And how is my favorite daughter this evening?"

"She's your daughter-in-law, mom," Mitch laughed.

"Oh, shut up and let me have my fun," Mom teased in reply. She took my arm and led me aside, "When we get back home and you're all settled in, I'd really like to have a nice, long talk with you, Donnie."

"Actually," I said, seeing an opening, "I'd like to talk to you as well. See, I might be starting a new job as an Art teacher and I was wondering if I could sit down and talk to you about that. Maybe get some pointers on how to run my classes and, you know, actually create a good program for the kids."

Mom's eyes shot wide open. "Oh, Donnie, how wonderful! I'd be thrilled to help you with that in any way that I can. What I'd like to to also talk about is... well... it probably seems a bit sexist to assume that, now that you're a woman, you may have an interest in cooking and baking and things like that, but if you are at all interested..."

"Are you kidding!?" I burst out. "I've always been interested in cooking and ESPECIALLY in baking. I go crazy at Christmas time making cookies and pastries... if you could teach me to be better at those, I'd be very grateful!"

Mom smiled and her eyes welled up a bit. "Oh, Donnie, I'm so glad to hear you say that. It's going to be so nice to have another girl around the house! Mitchell doesn't show any interest in these kinds of family traditions and I was starting to despair that all of my recipes and cooking methods - everything that I was taught by my mother and she was taught her mother, etc., for generations - was all going to be thrown out when I passed away."

She hugged me tightly. "Thank you, dear."

"Are you kidding?" I was shocked by her words. "Thank YOU, Mom. I want to learn everything you can teach me. Who knows, maybe someday Mitch and I will adopt a child or two and we can teach my daughters together."

Before, Mom's eyes were watery, now they shed tears. Happy tears. "Oh, Donnie, that would be wonderful and... I do so love it when you call me 'Mom.'"

That made me smile.

Just then the hostess told us that our table was ready and she ushered us into the restaurant.

I can't imagine what Dad paid for the meal, but I suspect that it was probably more than I'd paid for every meal I'd eaten for the past year! It was delicious, though. Everything from salad to dessert was amazing.

As we chatted during the meal, Mitch was explaining to everyone what he'd already done to have my 'legal sexual designation' changed on a whole slew of documents. My records at Umass had already been changed to indicate that my name was 'Dawn' and that my sex was 'Female,' and the license I'd used to get through TSA security before flying to Hawaii was now my permanent license, etc.

"So," Mom asked as she turned to Marie, who, along with Hilda, had also been charged with referring to Mitch's mother only as 'Mom,' "are you happy about having a sister, now?"

Marie laughed, "You mean 'a sister I LIKE,' right? I do have two other sisters, but those two..." she held a hand flat in front of her and wobbled it from side to side, "...not so much."

Mom laughed at that. "Oh, of course. I'd forgotten all about your older sisters. What are their names, again?"

"Claudia and Angela," Marie said, politely enough, but I could sense the dislike in her voice.

"Yes, yes," Mom nodded. "Lovely women, as I recall." Marie knew better than to air family laundry to outsiders, so she just nodded as Mom continued. "I guess they couldn't make it to the wedding, then?"

Mitch heard the conversation and jumped in, "Mom, that's my fault. I didn't think to invite them. I'll call and apologize when we get home."

I figured that Mitch was just trying to divert his mother, but I needed to put an end to any discussion of involving my older sisters in my affairs, at least for a good long while. "Oh, ummm, that's ok, honey. You don't need to do that." Then I looked at Mom and said, "Claudia and Angela aren't really... close to Rie and me. I don't think we need to tell them anything for now. Later, perhaps, but for now, let's just... leave them out of all of this."

Mom looked confused and concerned. "Oh... you're not close? Oh, what a shame, Donnie. You know that family is everything to us. I do hope that you will reconcile someday."

"Not likely..." Marie began in her 'let me tell you something' voice, but Hilda interrupted.

"You see, their older siblings have behaved... selfishly... towards Marie and Donnie. It was their decision to create the distance between them. Marie, and particularly, Donnie, have made attempts to resolve their differences, but, alack, the older siblings have made it clear that they want no relationship with the younger. It is sad, but such is life."

Marie and I both looked at each other and smiled when Hilda said, 'alack.' It was one of those little quirks you hear from someone who first learned the English language in a very formal way. She'd probably learned it while reading a Shakespeare play or something. We'd never call her on it, of course, because it was, technically, correct, if idiomatically obscure. Besides, we both found it endearing.

"Oh, but it is still a shame," Mom shook her head.

"Let it be, now, dear," Mitch's Dad shook his head. "The kids are old enough to deal with these things on their own. If they want to reach out to these women, then they will. You just need to stay out of it." He laughed as he shook his head.

Mom shook her head at Dad. "I just think it's sad, that's all I'm saying. Families are like flowers. They need to be watered and cared for."

"I always say that our family is like jazz," Marie said.

Mom nodded in agreement. "Because you make it up as you go along?"

"No," Marie was thrilled to have an opening to be a smart ass, "because it sucks."

Hilda looked straight at me and said, "I hate that joke," but the exchange made Dad guffaw loudly and that guffaw made everyone else laugh as well, which eased the tension that inevitably existed when we talked about our older sisters.

Too soon, though, it was time for the others to get changed and head to the airport. There weren't any tears, but leaving each other, even for a few days, seemed more difficult than ever before. Mitch and I waved from the entrance to the resort as the limousine that Mitch had arranged pulled away and disappeared down the driveway.

When the car was out of sight, Mitch put his arm around my back and smiled at me. "I guess it's just you and me, now."

I smiled up at him. "I guess. It's almost like a real honeymoon, huh?"

He laughed and nodded. "I guess so. Let's take a walk on the beach."

We did, and it was warm and romantic and beautiful. We talked about our future, the possibilities of building a life together, and then Mitch said, "Did I hear you say something to my mother about adopting kids?"

I smiled and shrugged. "Yeah, I did, but... even as the words came out of my mouth, I was wondering where that had come from."

We were walking along the shoreline, letting the warm sea water wash across our feet. Mitch was silent for a few moments before asking, "Is that something you want to do?"

I was kind of astounded that we were having this conversation, to tell you the truth. I thought about it for a few minutes before I answered. "I... I think I always thought that I'd have children, but now... I guess adoption is the only way, so... yes. I'd like to consider adopting a child or two, someday."

Mitch nodded. "Ok. Let's look into it, then."

That was it. It was mentioned, it was discussed and Mitch set his mind to accomplishing it. Every minute I spent with him made me more impressed than I was a minute earlier. How did I ever get so lucky as to have wound up with this guy!?

That night, I wore the nightie that Marie had encouraged me to buy at Victoria's Secret. Immediately upon pulling it over my head, I knew exactly what she meant about how the garment made me feel. I don't even know why it made me feel as sexy as it did - but it certainly did! It was no silkier than my other nighties. It didn't have any more lace than my other nightie. It wasn't even shorter than my other nighties, but it was a joy to wear and it made me feel amazing.

It caught Mitch's eye, too. Within three minutes of me entering the bedroom with that nightie on, my panties were off, there was a pillow under my belly and Mitch was positioning himself to take me again. Mitch would have liked to have had sex with me on my back, but I just couldn't let him see my... you know... taped up between my legs. I just wanted him to go on thinking of me as a woman... as his woman... forever. I know that might sound stupid, I mean we'd be in locker rooms together growing up, so not only did he know it was there, he'd actually seen it, but I just wanted to be 'his girl' and not his buddy.

Our last few days in Hawaii were as beautiful and wonderful as every previous day had been, and before we knew it, it was time to go home. I felt bad for the poor maids who had to pack all of my clothing back into my luggage, but it was awfully nice to not have to do it myself. Mitch did tip them extremely well for their efforts, though.

The east bound flight was more mundane than the than the west bound flight had been. There was no need to 'dress to impress' upon landing. In fact, there was a need to 'dress to stay warm.' I left Hawaii in a short skirt and sleeveless blouse and got off the plane at Logan Airport in Boston in a long, mid-calf length, soft, wool, A-line dress. It was a grey background with squares of red and blue scattered about it in a seemingly hapless manner. It was long sleeved and the hem came to midcalf. It wasn't as sexy and pretty as what I'd worn in Hawaii, but it was a very handsome dress and it was very warm. Warm was the key word, too, because after two weeks in the warm, tropical sun, that cold slammed into me like a sledgehammer as soon as I walked out the door to the town car that Mitch had hired to drive us home.

We had a day off before Mitch had to return to work and I had to meet with the principal at my new job. Mostly we slept to catch up, but we did find a little time for some playtime as well. We were newlyweds, after all.

Mom made us some chicken stew for dinner that evening. She knew we'd be exhausted from the jet lag. It was delicious and I made a note to ask her to teach me how to make it. I did find a little time to meet with her that day to help me prep for my meeting. It was my understanding that I already had the job, but I wanted to impress the principal as much as possible and Mom gave me lots of ideas, as well as key phrases that teachers use. Things like 'develop a rigorous pedagogy' and 'create formative evaluation,' things like that. She interviewed me for an hour or so and corrected and coached me whenever I got stuck.

We also found a little time for Mitch and me to visit my house and figure out what I wanted to take with me to Mitch's. It wasn't a lot. Some old CDs and a video game system that Mitch didn't own. My clothes could all be thrown out, my kitchenette and bedroom sets were from IKEA and pretty worn out. I liked my coach, but it wasn't as nice as Mitch's, so I didn't really need it.

I'd given Nancy permission to walk Craig through the house before we returned because she wanted to get him as excited about buying the place as she was. I called her as Mitch looked through my financial records to see how much money Nancy had already spent on mortgage payments.

"Hi, Nan," I said, happy to be able to call her again.

"Hi!" She replied, very happy. "How's the blushing bride?"

I laughed at that. "Happy to be back, but missing the warmth."

"I know how you feel," Nancy agreed. "It's almost April, though, so there is warmth in our future."

I got to the point. "Look, Nan, I'm at the house, now and I'm kind of wondering if there's any furniture or appliances that you may want to keep. Mitch already has a house full of nice things and I don't need much of the stuff here..."

"Oh... Umm.... Yeah, I'm sure there is," she interrupted, "but... Donnie, we're in the car now and I was thinking that... I mean... can we swing by? We're only about three minutes away."

I grew a bit concerned by the tone of her question. Maybe they weren't interested in the place any more. I'd kind of hoped that they'd be buying it - not just because it would make the sale process easier, but because I knew that Nancy really did like the house. Maybe Craig didn't, though.

"Oh..." I sputtered. "Sure. Come on over."

"Great," she sounded upbeat, again. That was a good sign, right? "We'll be right over."

I told Mitch they were coming over and my concerns that they may have changed their minds about purchasing the house. Mitch shrugged and said, "It looks like Nancy paid about thirty percent of the mortgage in the time that she lived here. I'd say that was already a decent down payment. If you want to just transfer the deed to her and have her take over the payments, she has already paid nearly as much as you'd profit from the sale of the house. You're only a few years into a thirty year mortgage, so you've barely touched the principle."

I nodded. "I guess I'd be ok with that. I don't early want to make a profit off of Nancy. I'll just be glad that someone who loves the house will live here."

Seconds later, I heard the front door open and Nancy yell, "Hi!" from the living room. We greeted them, exchanged hugs and kisses and invited them to sit on the coach while I poured some soda into glasses and we sat and chatted.

Mitch first asked if they liked the property and wanted to purchase it. They said that they would buy it if the price was right. Mitch gave my records to Craig to examine and offered them the deal we'd discussed.

Craig looked at Nancy with raised eyebrows. "It's a very generous offer, if you want to take it."

Nancy looked at me and I could see that she was a bit excited. "Are you sure, Donnie?"

I nodded. "of course, Nan. I'll just be happy if you're happy in the house."

Nancy returned her attention to Craig and nodded. Craig took a breath and shrugged. "I guess you have a deal, then." He offered me a handshake that I happily accepted. Then he looked at Mitch and shook his hand, too, saying, "I guess I'll be getting some paperwork from your attorney, then."

Mitch laughed. "You will, indeed."

We were all very happy for a moment until Nancy said, "Umm... there is something that we need to talk about, though, and this is kind of important." She looked very serious about whatever it was that needed to be said.

"Is something wrong?" I asked.

"Possibly, but... possibly not," Nancy said as she sat back down on the couch.

"What is it?" I was concerned.

"If you don't want the furniture that's here," Mitch offered, "then we can arrange to have all of it removed. That's not a problem."

"No..." Nancy took a breath and prepped herself. ""Look, as your know, last week, we did a walk through and we were very respectful of your stuff, Donnie. We didn't open any closets or anything, but..." she pointed to the wall by my television.

I looked to see what she was pointing at and I let out a gasp. On the wall was a large frame that was filled with smaller pictures of some of the happiest moments of my life. Of course, I was in them and I was male in all the pictures. I'm sure that the pictures could have been explained away if it were not for the fact that both Mitch and Nancy appeared in many of the pictures and, naturally, my arm was around Nancy in a lot of them - and in several, we were kissing.

"I know that I promised not to say anything, but... I just couldn't lie to Craig about this. I had to explain everything to him."

The room was deathly quiet for a moment or two. I wanted to scream at Nancy for telling ANYONE, but who was I to ask her to lie to her fiancé? I looked at Mitch, who was obviously considering the situation, then I looked at Craig who was biting the knuckle of his thumb, nervously.

"Ok, look," Craig finally broke the silence, "I admit I was... surprised. I mean, I knew that Nancy had had a long relationship with a guy named 'Don,' but I never once, not for a second, suspected that 'Don' could be 'Donnie.' I mean... come on... look at you... there's nothing 'manly' about you at all. So, my first reaction to seeing those pictures was, I admit, shock and I guess I felt a little like a trick had been played on me. You know, like I'd been somehow duped by all of you guys, but... the more I thought about it, the more I realized that... I mean, cripes, we all change as we go through life and discover who we really are. Right? Donnie... I guess I'm just happy that you figured all of that out, and Mitch... if you and Donnie are happy together, then I'm happy for you."

He looked around the room to gauge our reactions, but neither Mitch nor I showed much emotion at that moment.

"Look," Craig continued, "trust me when I say that I am thrilled to be friends with you both. That I am madly in love with Nancy and that I would never, ever, ever say or do anything to hurt or upset any of you. No matter what, I am here to support you. I swear it."

Mitch suddenly stood and offered me a hand. "Would you excuse Donnie and me for a minute?" He said, a bit coolly. "We need to speak in private."

I stood, confused, took Mitch's hand and followed him into the kitchen. He gently closed the door between the two rooms and let out a big breath. Then he pulled out a kitchen chair for me, waited till I sat, then took a seat next to me. He took one of my hands in his, kissed it and said, "How are we going to handle things like this when they come up?"

I blinked at him, unable to understand the question. "Maybe it won't ever come up again..." I said, lamely.

Mitch just shook his head. "Donnie, no matter how much we change your history, there are people in this world who knew you before and every once in a while, one of them is going to surface and they are going to bring up the fact that you were once a man. I think we should agree upon how we're going to handle it."

"What?" I was dumbfounded. "Right now? You want to discuss how we're going to handle this for the rest of our lives RIGHT NOW!? With Nancy and Craig in the other room?"

He nodded and kissed my hand again. "Can I tell you how I'd like to handle it?"

Still befuddled, I just nodded.

"Alright," Mitch cleared his throat. "Donnie... I love you and you know that. I've loved you for years, but the feelings I have for you now... well... those are more recent and I will never deny those feelings to anyone or for any reason. I loved you as a friend, I loved you as a girlfriend and I love you as my wife. No back peddling, no denials, no made up stories, just the truth. Yes, you were born male, yes, we were friends, yes, I fell in love with my friend and yes, my best friend is still my best friend, but now she is my wife. THAT is how I'd like to respond to anyone who ever brings up any of these things and that is how I'd like to respond to Craig, tonight."

I sighed and glanced at the ceiling to keep from becoming emotional. "But Mitch... not everyone is going to understand. What happens if it's someone with a more narrow view of life. If we take that attitude with people like that... What do we say if they refuse to accept us that way."

"We say, 'Fuck You,' and we move on."

Honest to God, in the thirty one years I'd been alive until that point, I'd never once heard Mitch swear, let alone drop an F-bomb so forcefully. I was shocked. I stared at him for at least half a minute before I started to laugh. "Did you just say 'Fuck You!?'" I couldn't stop my giggles.

Mitch smiled. "I did and if I say something like that, then you know that I mean it."

I threw my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. "Oh... I have the best husband in the world!"

"And I have the best wife," he hugged me back. "Come on. Let's go back into the living room."

When we got there, Craig was standing, hands in his pockets, and looking very concerned. "Listen, guys," he started to say, but stopped and changed tact, "I mean... Mitch and Donnie... I didn't mean to upset anyone. I was just..."

Mitch startled him into silence as he pulled him into a big bear hug. "Craig, we're glad that you know and we also know that you are only the first of many people that we'll have to explain this to over the years so... thank you for your friendship and we hope that we can count on your support down the road."

I tell you, you should have seen the look on Craig's face when Mitch released him from that hug. Dumbfounded doesn't even come close to describing it.

"Oh... ok..." Craig said. He looked to me, then back to Mitch. "So... we're cool, then?"

Mitch slapped his shoulder in a friendly manner. "Of course we are. Look, Craig, we will appreciate your discretion, of course, but we know that this is not going to be an easy secret to keep. So, as long as you accept us as is, then we're all fine."

"Great," Craig nodded and breathed a sigh of relief.

The very little time that we stayed at the house that evening was spent with Nancy and Craig as we made plans to move some of my stuff out and leave the rest. It was agreed that, as long as the bank agreed to what Mitch and Craig would write up, Nancy and Craig could move into the house in just a a week or two. Everyone was happy with the arrangements and we headed back home to get back to sleep in order to be well rested the next day.

On the way home, I asked Mitch, "What do you think will happen if Bob and Oscar find out about me?"

Mitch looked at me and shrugged. "They'll either accept us or not, I guess."

"And if not?" I was serious. "I mean, all this began to help you put with your job. What if they find out and fire you?"

Another shrug. "I'm a good lawyer, Donnie. If that happens, I'll find another job or start my own practice."

"Really?" I was serious about this. "I seem to recall you saying that you worked at the ONLY firm in the area that would let you practice the kind of law you loved. Now, you say that you'll walk away from a partnership if they question your relationship with your wife? I don't think that's likely."

Mitch looked at me with a lot of concern on his face. "You're not suggesting that I'd choose my career over you, are you? Donnie... I... I would never, not in a million years, choose anyone or anything over you. I thought you understood that." He took my hand in his and kissed the back of my fingers. "I love you. You know that."

I nodded. I did knew that, certainly, but... "I know, Mitch, but what if it comes out."

He shook his head, a bit frustrated, I think. "Let's... just... cross that bridge when we come to it, ok."

Up until now, I had been confident that no one would see through my disguise, but this situation with Craig had gotten me to thinking about how people may react to this kind of a revelation. I let out a deep breath. "I think we need to discuss how to handle this, Mitch. I don't want to be the cause of a career ending problem for you. No matter what you say, if that happens, then you'll resent me and... I don't want that, Mitch. I really don't."

Mitch was quiet for a moment as he thought. I don't think I'd ever challenged his decision in this way before. "What do you suggest? That I tell them? That I tell them all? After they were all a part of our wedding? Should I just tell them that we fooled them all? I mean what I just said about telling people to F-off, but I was thinking that we'd only take that step if they found out. I wasn't planning on making an announcement."

"No," I insisted, "I don't mean tell everyone. Just Bob and Oscar - and of course, Bev and Jodi."

We pulled into Mitch's driveway, well... our driveway... and Mitch turned in his seat to look at me. "Look, honey, I love you and I am proud of you and I will ultimately support whatever you decide you want to do, but this... this is a BIG deal. I'm really happy that things went well with Craig, but that's no guarantee that things will go well with everyone. Please, at least sleep on this. Let's talk about this tomorrow and, if you want to be open about your true sex, then... fine, I guess, but you need to consider the consequences of an announcement like that."

"Mitch, I'm not talking about an announcement. I'm talking about taking your colleagues into our confidence." Maybe I was feeling a bit too brave about things because Craig seemed to take everything in stride, but I felt like there was no way to keep this under wraps forever, and the sooner the higher-ups at Mitch's firm knew the truth, the less damage could be done.

Mitch shook his head. "When did you become so brave? Weren't you the one that had to practically be pushed out the door to go to dinner with me just a couple of weeks ago? This all seems very sudden, babe. Seriously, let's just sleep on it and discuss it, tomorrow."

I agreed and we put that conversation on hold for the time being.

The garage doors closed and we hustled inside, but seconds of entering the house, there was a knock on the door. It caught me by surprise, but Mitch just smiled as he took my coat from me. "That's mom's knock." He looked towards the door and called, "Come on in, mom! It's open."

"I'm sorry to come over so late, but I have something for my girl to wear to tomorrow's interview." Mom was carrying a dress on a hanger with a clear plastic bag over it. She removed the bag and handed it to me. "All of your clothes are so fancy. I thought that you should show up dressed appropriately to impress the principal. A teacher needs to look lovely, but be able to get down on the floor to work with the kids - especially and elementary school teacher and even more especially and Art teacher. This is more of a nice work dress and less of a fashion statement."

It was a lovely dress. A medium blue with a V-neck, loose fitting, short sleeves, a tasteful elastic waist and a simple skirt that would rest just above my knees. A soft crepe-like material. I liked it a lot.

"Oh, mom," I said as I looked the very generous gift. "That's just perfect! Thank you so much!"

"Don't be silly, dear," she kissed my cheek. "Just remember the things we discussed and they will love you." She put her hand on my cheek. "How could they not?"

That made me laugh. "Thanks, mom. I'll do my best."

"Of course you will," she smiled at me. "Call me when you've left the interview and tell me how it went. If I don't answer, it's because I'm in class, but leave a message for me. Ok?"

"Ok," I said, smiling at her enthusiasm and support.

She only stayed a moment, but the gesture was extremely thoughtful and just her presence interrupted our discussion and we let the topic drop for the evening.

The next morning, I was too nervous to eat anything for breakfast. Mitch made me a cup of coffee before he left, but I couldn't even finish that. It was weird, you know, because I kind of already had the job and the interview was just a formality. Regardless, I was much more nervous about this interview than any other interview that I'd ever had before.

Mom called between classes to wish me luck, and Dad came by to give me a 'good luck hug' before he went to his office. He also informed me that he'd set up an appointment for me to have my breasts done on April 20th, which would be right at the start of school vacation. That way, I wouldn't miss any school time. So I'd only need Hilda to fix my breasts with her 'three week treatment' one more time.

My meeting was at one o'clock that afternoon. I walked around the house all morning stressing over it. 'Don't say anything stupid,' I'd mutter to myself. 'Don't say 'when I was a 'boy' or anything like that.' I just kept beating myself up over things I hadn't done or said.

I'd been living as a woman for three weeks at this point, but it was the first time I'd driven a car in a dress or while wearing heels. Getting settled behind the wheel while wearing a dress was a bit of a challenge, but driving in heels... that was going to take a little getting used to. Rather than trying to meet that challenge on that particular day, I just slipped off my right shoe and headed downtown.

There was a parking lot at the school, but it was gated and only accessible with a pass code. I was early anyway, so I decided park in a municipal lot about two blocks away. It was a very easy stroll to the school, but I got more nervous with each step.

The private school was in a large building on the edge of the downtown area. It was a majestic structure with arched windows and ornate highlights of geometric designs inlaid about. According to the cornerstone, it had been built in 1902 and, obviously, no expense had been spared. It was an inspirational thing to look at and it made me hope that I might actually be able to work there.

I entered through huge, glass doors that led to the lobby and the front desk. The woman behind the counter made a call and within seconds, Alycia was hustling down the hallway with a friendly smile and wave. We greeted each other like old friends and she ushered me down the hallway.

"You look lovely, as usual," Alycia told me as we walked.

I thanked her and returned the compliment, and I meant that sincerely. I don't think I'd ever had a teacher who dressed as well as she did, but then again... maybe I just never noticed.

"This is my classroom," Alycia said as she opened a door and we entered a room filled with fourth grade girls, all working, or at least appearing to be working, diligently on some kind of a worksheet.

"Girls," Alycia clapped her hands, "girls. Give me your attention, please. This is Miss Dawn and she is going to be your new art teacher, starting very soon." There was a murmur of excitement from the class. "Let's all say hello to Miss Dawn, shall we?"

The girls all sat a little straighter in their seats and in a unison, sing-song way said, "Hello, Miss Dawn."

I felt a bit awkward and on the spot, but I responded, "Hello, girls. It's very nice to meet all of you." I felt very exposed as I stood in front of all of these innocent eyes. Their eyes looked at me with such intensity that it felt like they could see right through my disguise.

"Do we have any questions for Miss Dawn?" Alycia asked.

Almost every girl through her and up, which made Alycia smile. "Margaret," Alycia pointed to a girl. "Go ahead."

The little girl stood, "Miss Dawn, you're very pretty."

I laughed and said, "Why, thank you."

Alycia shook her head. "That was very sweet of you, Margaret, but it wasn't really a question, now was it?"

The little girl smiled as she sat back down.

Alycia called on another child who stood.

"Miss Dawn, are you good at art?"

I smiled at the way she phrased the question. "Well, yes, I think I am."

"Could you draw something for us, Miss?"

I sputtered for a moment. I may have mentioned before, I'm not a brilliant artist, but I am very good at graphic arts, which primarily involves computers. I looked to Alycia for support, but she just smiled and held up a handful of whiteboard markers and pointed towards the large, empty whiteboard on the wall.

I took the markers and stared at the massive blank space, trying desperately to think of something - anything - to drawer. For at least fifteen seconds, I just drew a blank, until, finally, I took a green marker and began to draw the palm trees on the beach in Hawaii.

While I drew, I spoke. "I don't know if Miss Alycia told you, or not, but we met a few weeks ago in Hawaii." I kept drawing and everything just seemed to flow from my brain to my finger tips in an unusually easy way. "This is what the beach at the resort looked like. There were palm trees and the sand was almost as white as this board. And the water was so clean and clear... you could see to the bottom, even when you were neck deep in it. And the water was as warm as bath water."

There was ohh-ing and ahh-ing at my picture and my story.

"And that's not all, girls," Alycia said. "While Miss Dawn and I were in Hawaii, Miss Dawn's boyfriend proposed to her, right on that beach."

The girls let out gasps at the romance of that statement.

"Not only that," she went on, "but on the last night we were there, Miss Dawn and her boyfriend got married - right at the resort, in front of everyone. Isn't that amazing?"

Once again, the girls swooned at the romantic story. One of the girls raised her hand.

"Yes, Jessie?" Alycia asked.

"Miss Dawn," the girl asked. "Can we see your ring?"

I laughed at the sweetness of the question, but of course, I was more than happy to show them Mitch's Nana's rings and they were delighted to see them. They gathered around me, looking and touching and asking questions about how good looking Mitch was, did I really love him, was I happy that we got married, etc, until Alycia clapped her hands and ordered the girls back to their seats.

When I turned, a big smile on my face, I was surprised to see another woman had entered the room. She was in her late forties or early fifties, dressed in a very businesslike blouse and pencil skirt, and carrying a yellow legal pad. Both she and Alycia were smiling, but this woman's smile was guarded. There was something... judgmental... in her gaze. I knew immediately that I was being evaluated.

Just then, a chime sounded. It was actually three separate notes. It occurred to me that the notes were actually quite pleasant - not at all like the harsh buzzing sounds of my school years.

"Alright, ladies," Alycia clapped her hands. "It's time for Phys. Ed. Put your books into your desks and let's go see Miss Cheryl." The girls hustled to put their books away, then lined up by the door.

Alycia waved me over to her. "Dawn, this is Alma. She is the principal here. Why don't you two get acquainted and I'll walk the girls to the gym. I'll be right back."

Alycia and the girls left and Alma guided me to a large table on the far side of the room with standard height chairs and indicated that I take a seat.

"So," she said, looking at the drawing on the whiteboard, "I don't need to ask if you have any artistic ability. That's quite a lovely drawing you did for the girls. And, from what I saw, you didn't seem to have any problem engaging their attention, did you?"

I smiled and shrugged. "I guess not, but Alycia certainly helped."

She nodded and jotted down something on her legal pad. Then she looked back at me and said, "We received your transcripts from Umass..." for a second, my blood ran cold. I knew that Mitch had contacted them, but what if the school got in touch with the university before that "... and you seem to have done well in your art classes." She was gracious enough to not point out how poorly I did in my academic classes. The facts were, though, that I did manage to pass and earn my degree. "Alycia tells me that you worked as a graphic designer of some kind?"

I nodded and gave her a truncated history of my career.

While I was delivering my narrative, Alycia returned and joined us at the large table. She smiled a friendly, supportive smile as she sat opposite me.

"Well..." Alma said with a sigh, "... everything seems in order. The job is yours if you want it."

I shook my head, surprised that this was such a brief interview. I hadn't even used the phrases that Mom had given me. "Well, I... I... Yes, of course, I'd like to take the job. Thank you."

Alma reached across the table and shook my hand. "Thank you, Dawn. We're glad to have you on the team."

"Thank you," I said, again. "Please, call me Donnie."

She smiled. "Donnie. Of course." She stood and said, "Today is Monday... when do you think you can start?"

"I can start tomorrow, if you'd like."

Alma nodded. "Tomorrow it is, then. Before you leave, today, see Linda, the head secretary, and she'll give you your employment papers, tax forms and direct deposit papers. I hope that everything goes smoothly for you, but if you have any questions, any questions at all, please feel free to come see me. My door is always open."

Once she'd left, Alycia gave me a big hug. "Congratulations! I knew she'd love you. Your drawing was wonderful and the girls seemed to love you, too. Oh, I'm so happy that this all worked out the way I'd hoped it would."

I actually had to catch my breath. "That was... less horrible than I expected." I laughed. "So, that's it? I just come in tomorrow and start teaching?"

"That's all there is to it," Alycia smiled. "Come on. I'll show you your classroom."

As I was headed out of the room, I stopped and looked at the picture I'd drawn. It was actually... ok. I mean, if I didn't know that I'd drawn it, I'd actually say it was quite good. Sure, it wasn't high art, but it was just fine. Maybe I'd been too harsh on myself? Maybe I'd allowed a bunch of unchallenged college professors to define my abilities. Honestly, just seeing my little sketch on the whiteboard made me feel like I did have something to teach these little girls.

My classroom was large, clean and well stocked. Lots of space for projects and displays. This was exciting. Suddenly, I wasn't so much nervous as I was excited to get started.

Before I left, Alycia gave me a friendly warning to start small and not be overly ambitious to start. She said that's the downfall of a lot of first time teachers. Too many movies about teachers who wander into a classroom and change everything in an hour and a half. "Just get to know them, guide them to find their strengths and you'll do great."

I filled out my paperwork in the office and thanked everyone for being so nice to me, then I headed out the door.

I called Mom as soon as I got to the sidewalk. She was between classes, so she took my call and couldn't have been happier for me. She also made arrangements with me to meet and go work-dessert-shopping with her. That all felt nice.

I called Marie, knowing that, due to working the night shift, she'd be sleeping, and left a message. I did the same with Hilda, knowing she had to be on a set all that day.

I was about to call Mitch when I looked across the street and stopped in my tracks. I'd never known where Mitch's law firm was and here I was standing right in front of it. I looked at my phone and considered the options - calling him, or going to see him in person - and quickly decided to cross the street and tell him in person.

I entered the offices and was greeted by a very attractive receptionist. "Good afternoon," she smiled, "how may I help you?"

"Hi," I smiled back. "I'm here to see Mitch."

She looked a bit confused. "Mitch? You mean Mister... oh, wait... you're not... the wife, are you?"

I smiled and laughed a bit. "Yes, I am. Is Mitch available."

She stood and came around the counter and, much to my surprise gave me a big hug. "Congratulations! It's 'Dawn,' right?"

I was completely befuddled by the burst of emotion. "Yes...Umm... Donnie, actually, but yes."

"Well, come on," She said with excitement. "Let's go meet everyone."

She guided me behind a dividing wall and made an announcement in a very loud voice. "Everyone! Listen up! This is Donnie - Mitch's wife!"

Suddenly, I was overwhelmed by nearly twenty women and a few men - all support staff, secretaries and paralegals who had not been in Hawaii. All of them were congratulating me, hugging me, shaking my hand and telling me how wonderful Mitch was and how happy they were for us to have gotten together.

The final person to greet me was someone I actually recognized from the Halloween party. "Hi, Donnie. I'm Rachel, Mitch's personal assistant. We met back..."

"...at the Halloween party, of course. I remember you, Rachel. Nice to see you, again."

The woman seemed a bit surprised, but to tell you the truth, a lot of this whole situation was caused by Rachel's gift of a framed photograph of Mitch as Freddy and me as Velma from Scooby Doo last year. At first I'd held her partially responsible for the torture I went through to become who I became, but at that point, I viewed her as a vital part of the process I'd gone through to find the real me.

"Oh, well... I am glad to see you again, as well, Mrs..."

"Just Donnie, please, Rachel," I insisted.

"Oh, well... Donnie, please follow me. I'll show you where Mitch's new office is."

I was impressed. "He has a new office?"

"Of course. He's a partner, now. He's on the third floor with the other partners." We entered an elevator and rode it to the third floor - a world of polished, old, oak floors, gorgeous, oriental carpets, deep green painted walls and clouded glass doors. Rachel knocked on the one with Mitch's name on it, cracked it open and asked, "Are you too busy to see a new client?"

I heard Mitch sound confused. "A new client? Rachel, I don't see anything on the calendar about a new client. Did you bring me any paperwork?"

"No, I didn't, Mitch, but I think you probably know everything there is to know about this client."

Now Mitch seemed very confused. "Is he downstairs? Send him up and I'll meet with him, but get your laptop and take notes. If we don't have a file running on him, let's get one started. Ok?"

"Mitch," Rachel smiled at her own playfulness, "the client is a woman and she's right here with me."

I heard him mutter, "Well, for crying out loud, Rachel, don't keep her waiting. Show her in."

"Yes, sir," Rachel smiled and stepped aside, holding the door wide for me. "He'll see you now, ma'm."

Mitch stood, buttoning his suit coat as I entered. His business smile turned into a shocked grin as he caught sight of me. "Donnie! What a surprise! What brings you all the way up here? How did the interview go? Rachel - you remember Donnie, don't you? You met at Halloween, right? This is Donnie - my wife."

The words just kept coming out of his mouth. I think the stress of his first day as partner and the surprise of seeing me all hit him at once and he suddenly got a case of spontaneous verbal diarrhea.

"Yes, we've been getting reacquainted," Rachel laughed at his inability to stop speaking, too.

"Oh, of course," he shook his head and got his bearings. "What brings you all the way up here?" He smiled and hugged me.

"I parked in the lot across the street and walked to the school. When I realized I was so close, I thought I'd come up and tell you the good news in person." I told him as he hugged me tightly.

"You got the job!?" He was very excited and I nodded. "Congratulations, baby! Rachel, Donnie got a teaching job, isn't that great?"

"Congratulations," Rachel smiled. "I'll leave you two alone," she winked at me as she closed the oak and glass door behind her.

"That's wonderful!" Mitch said as he hugged me. "When do you start?"

"Tomorrow," I said, feeling unusually proud of myself. "I've got to do a little research tonight to figure out what I'm going to do, but I'm really excited about getting started."

"That's great, honey," Mitch hugged me once again. "I'm so proud of you." Now, I know that this is a long story and I've told you a lot of things about my life, but... I can't stress this enough - I was thirty one years old the day I began to live as a woman, and until that day, I don't think I'd ever heard the words, 'I'm proud of you,' spoken to me before. Now, it was becoming the norm. I was actually doing things that I was proud of and that made others proud of me.

"Did you tell my mom," Mitch asked. "She's going to burst! Not only does she have a new daughter, but that daughter is a teacher! It's like all of her dreams just came true!"

I laughed. "I told her. She's excited. She wants me to go out with her to buy a few 'teacher dresses' this afternoon. I'm meeting her at the mall at three thirty."

"Perfect," Mitch said. "My two favorite ladies together. That's just perfect." He planted a gentle kiss on my lips. "You're going to be a great Art teacher."

"Thanks, honey," I hugged him back.

"Well, don't let me break up the party," a voice came from the doorway. It was Oscar, standing there with a big smile on his face. I jumped away from Mitch, a bit embarrassed, but Oscar just continued on. "From what Rachel said, I understand that congratulations are in order, Donnie. I'm sure that you'll do a great job. Teaching is a very noble profession. I'm sure you'll find it very fulfilling."

Oscar spread his arms and offered me a hug, which I accepted. It was a sweet, paternal hug and he gave me a sweet kiss on the cheek, too.

I let go of Oscar and smiled. "I should probably get going. I'm sure that you all have a lot to do around here and I don't want to be in the way."

"You're never in the way, my dear," Oscar said quite sweetly.

"Well, thank you, but I should get going anyway. I'm meeting Mitch's mother in a little while." I kissed Mitch goodbye and he and Oscar walked me into the reception area.

Just as I reached the elevator, Bob's office door opened, too. "Well, hi! What brings you to our humble offices today?"

Mitch explained my achievement and Bob offered his congratulations as well.

Just as the elevator door opened, I said, "Hey! You know, Mitch and I would love to have both of you and Jodi and Bev join us for dinner this weekend. Do you think that Saturday night might work?"

Bob and Oscar looked at each other. Bob nodded and said, "Actually, we had already planned to go out to dinner together on Saturday, so... we'd be happy to go to your place. Thank you."

"Wonderful!" I said as I stepped onto the elevator. "We'll see you then."

Mitch nodded and got into the elevator with me. "I'll be right back up. I'm just going to walk her out."

When the doors closed, Mitch sighed. "So... Saturday, huh? Are you still determined to come clean about everything?"

I nodded. "That's what I'd like to do, but... I won't do it unless you agree to do it, too."

He took my hand and squeezed it. "We'll figure it out, hon. We'll tell them together."

I stood in silence for a moment before I asked, "And if they don't take it well?"

Mitch looked at me and smiled. "Then we say 'Fuck You' and we move on."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Hawaiian Retreat - 9

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Hawaiian Retreat: 9

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

New job, new responsibilities, new everything! Donnie is facing new challenges everyday.


 
Author's Note: At the time of this writing, I’m feeling good. I slept for a couple of days this weekend and that seemed to help. The day after tomorrow I have to go and get retested. Hopefully I am set free at that point. This isolation is difficult and I can’t wait to be able to be in the same room as my family again. Thank you, everyone, for your well wishes in the reviews of the last installment. That really meant a lot to me. ~Clara.
 
This version of Hawaiian Retreat: 9 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 9
 
 

 

When the doors closed, Mitch sighed. "So... Saturday, huh? Are you still determined to come clean about everything?"

I nodded. "That's what I'd like to do, but... I won't do it unless you agree to do it, too."

He took my hand and squeezed it. "We'll figure it out, hon. We'll tell them together."

I stood in silence for a moment before I asked, "And if they don't take it well?"

Mitch looked at me and smiled. "Then we say 'Fuck You' and we move on."

When the elevator doors opened, Mitch was going to introduce me to everyone, but, of course, I'd already met them all. So, he walked me to the door and gave me a kiss before I left. Then he whispered, "Whatever we decide to do, remember that I love you."

I kissed him back. "I love you, too. Let's talk about it before the weekend."

He winked at me. "Sounds good."

I had to hurry to make it to the mall in time to meet Mom. She was already in JC Penny when I got there and she had already picked out ten dresses for me to try on.

"Come on," she smiled as she hustled me towards the changing rooms, "I can't wait to see you in these."

Mom waited right outside my changing room and critiqued the fit of every dress. "We need to make sure that you can move comfortably in these, Donnie. These aren't high fashion, these are meant to be beautiful yet functional. You want to make a statement, keep the children's attention and not hinder your movement at all. Primary colors are always a good choice when dealing with the little ones, but they like literal depictions, too - flowers and the like. Simple patterns are good, too, but I'd recommend staying away from blotchy patterns with no real forms. That can confuse the little ones."

It was as if she'd developed an entire science around what she wore to work everyday.

I looked at Mom and smiled. "I notice that you wear slacks sometimes. Since I'll be standing and then sitting a lot, should I consider slacks, too?"

Mom looked at me and smirked. "I have a lady's rear end, Donnie. You don't. I think it would be best NOT over emphasize a feature that you don't really have."

"Fair enough," I laughed and returned to the changing room.

We ended up getting five dresses, three skirts with six tops and two cardigan style sweaters, with Mom making it clear that we would need to be returning to the mall over the weekend to find some more. "A woman needs a good selection of clothing, Donnie," she chided as we went to put the bags into the trunk of my car. "Mitch and his father will never understand that. Men can wear the same suit or two everyday and and no one will notice. Throw on a clean shirt and out the door they go. Women need variety."

I smiled and nodded in agreement. "Ok. If you say so."

"Oh, I do. Come on, let's go back in," she said, completely surprising me.

"Back in?" I checked my watch. It was already after five. "Mitch will be home, soon."

"So what?" She shrugged. "He's a grown man. He can take care of himself. You need some perfume and hair products."

I blinked in confusion. "But... I have perfume and hair products."

"Yes you do, and they're all very floral and seductive." Mom slid her arm into mine and guided me back towards the entrance. "Those aren't appropriate for wearing around children. Smells are a big part of a child's perception. Let's fine some simple scents - vanilla, or lavender. Something subtle."

As we entered the mall again, I said, "But I am wearing lavender right now."

"And it's too strong to wear with children. You'll see. Come with me."

We went to a store that specialized in scents and left with a tiny bottle (that cost a whopping sixty five dollars) of a perfume called 'Vanille Gourmande Eau Gormande.' It was a subtle scent that smelled a bit of vanilla, a bit of orchards and a few less distinguishable aromas. It was pretty and Mom assured me that a little dab on my neck and wrists in the morning and the girls wouldn't notice anything other than 'Miss Dawn smells nice.'

Before we could leave, Mom insisted on buying us both a small ice cream from the Cold Stone Creamery. I had plain old chocolate, while Mom had a pistachio with several kinds of nuts mixed in to it. We sat far away from everyone else in the food court and slowly ate our delicious treat.

"So," Mom said, rather suddenly, putting her ice cream aside for the time being and looking around to be sure that no one else was within ear shot, "explain to me how you accomplished all of this so quickly, Donnie."

I put down my vanilla and looked at her, confused. "Accomplished what? The job? I just kind of wandered into that."

She smiled. "Donnie. I have known you your whole life. I watched you grow from a little boy into a man and then, suddenly, you are a woman. And not just ANY woman, but a beautiful, self confident woman with a husband and a new career. I mean, when I saw the pictures of you that Mitch sent us, I was amazed, but... Donnie... you ARE a woman. You speak like a woman, walk like a woman, smell like a woman, gesture like a woman... There is nothing about you to indicate that you haven't been a woman your entire life. Who did you accomplish that?"

It was obvious by the tone of her voice that she was only asking out of curiosity, not to cause any problems. She was right, though, she has known me my entire life. If I couldn't talk frankly to her, who could I talk to?

I thought for a moment, then said, "I don't know how to answer that, Mom. I was fine before. I mean... not fine... my life was falling apart, but I never considered that I'd be happier as a woman. At first it was... odd... awkward... different, but then, the first time that Mitch and I went out together alone - it was actually the night I met his bosses and their wives - it all just... kind of... changed. Suddenly, I just... felt... right. Maybe for the first time in my life."

She nodded and smiled. "Donnie... I don't want to upset you by saying this... you were a fine young man, but... you are an amazing woman."

I smiled. "Why would that upset me?"

She raised her eyebrows and shook her head. "I don't know... it's a little awkward to talk about these things, but... if I don't ask, then I will be wondering forever."

"Ask anything you'd like, Mom," I half giggled.

"Ok..." I could see there was more. "... what about Mitch?"

I was surprised by that. "What about him?"

"Well," she took a deep breath, "I... I've known that Mitch was in love with you since you were teenagers. To tell you the truth, when I tried to force him to go to your freshman year semi-formal, Mitch's dad pulled me aside and pointed out that Mitch wasn't interested in girls. At first, I was shocked, but after about ten seconds of turmoil, I realized that I was fine with that, as long as Mitch was happy. My only concern was... you."

"Me?"

She nodded at me. "Once my eyes were opened, I realized that Mitch was in love with you. I just never expected that you would fall in love with him."

I stirred my ice cream a bit and considered what she'd just said. "Mom... I've always loved Mitch as a friend, you know that, but... over the past three weeks... at first I thought it was just the clothes playing tricks on my mind, but then... I honestly, completely fell in love with him. I mean that. I mean... I knew I felt very strong feelings for Nancy when we were together, but... it was nothing like what I feel for Mitch. When I fell for Mitch... I fell completely. You don't need to worry. I love him."

"I wasn't worried," Mom smiled. "I was just... interested." She leaned across the table and squeezed my hand. "I'm very happy that we've reached this point, Donnie, and I want to help in any way that I can."

I couldn't help but smile. How did I get this lucky?

When I got home, Mitch was busy in the kitchen making hamburgers for our dinner. "Well," he chuckled as he saw me entering with several over loaded bags, "looks like you and Mom found everything you need."

I smiled. "Until the weekend. She says I need more."

He laughed. "I made burgers. I have kaiser rolls for them, too."

I shook my head. "I'll just have the burger, thanks. No bun."

"No bun?" Mitch as appalled.

I laughed. "Mitch, I am five foot six and I weigh a hundred and twenty eight pounds. I need to maintain that weight and I'm not going to do it by eating big, bread-y rolls at dinner time. Thank you for making dinner, but just the burger for me, thanks."

He laughed. "Women."

I spent that night researching lesson plans online and decided on how to start with each grade. Nothing too fancy, just some coloring or sketching projects for the little ones and some modeling clay projects for the older ones. I called Mom with some questions about the lesson plans I needed to fill out and she was very helpful - in fact, she came over and checked my work. Honestly, I think that the novelty of having a daughter-in-law was very exciting for her.

We were in bed early and I was too nervous for anything other than some cuddling while we watched an old movie in bed.

The next morning, Mitch and I walked out to our cars together - he to his nice lease and me to my old clunker - and we were met by my in-laws who were waiting to wish me luck.

"Are you planning on driving your car into the parking lot at a private school?" Mom asked.

I shrugged. "Yeah. What choice do I have?"

"No, no, no, no, no," Mom muttered. "Mitchell, you drop her off this morning and I'll pick her up after school. I don't want your first impression to be this car. I'm sorry, Donnie, but that is an issue."

Mitch looked at my car and chuckled. "She might have a point, hon. This car has seen better days. How old is it?"

I glanced at the car and said, "Fourteen years old. I bought it used, the summer after freshman year."

"How many miles are on it?" Dad asked.

"Two hundred and eighty something," I replied, rather proud that I'd gotten so many miles out of the old girl.

"Donnie," Mom touched my shoulder, "a woman can't be riding around in an unreliable vehicle. If you break down in the wrong place, well... heaven knows what could happen to you!"

I looked at Mitch, assuming he would say something like, 'Don't worry. Donnie can take care of himself,' or 'Don't be such a worry-wort. Donnie doesn't have to worry about things like that,' but instead, he said, "She's right, Donnie. We need to upgrade your car. Take a look on-line, figure out what you'd like and let's get you a new car this weekend."

"Mitch!" I was shocked. "A car is a big investment. We need to talk about this..."

He nodded. "Ok, but a car is a necessity, too, and I want you to be safe, so... take a look and see what you'd like. We can set up a lease. It won't cost that much. I want you to be safe, Donnie, ok?"

I couldn't argue. Heck, I doubt my jalopy could survive a small fender bender at this point. I definitely needed a car, but... did I have the credit to buy one? I had been out of work for months and I was behind on my house payments, so there was reason for concern.

"Alright, then it's settled," Mom brushed a few strays hair back behind my ears. "I'll see you at three fifteen in front of your school. I'll text when I get there. You come out when you're ready."

I shrugged. "Ok, but I hate to put you out."

"Oh, pooh," Mom waved away my concerns. "We're family, now, Donnie. I am always here to help you."

You know how, sometimes, you wonder why you would have ever put yourself into some situation or another? I was both excited and petrified about that first day of school, and, you know what? It went great! The girls were all accepting of me and excited to try any project I put before them. Some of the older girls were actually extremely talented. Some of them had studied books on drawing, some had even taken classes at the local art museum. All in all, the first week was a huge success! Alma, the principal, even observed a couple of my classes and said that I was doing a great job.

Did you hear that? I was doing a great job AND I kind of loved doing the job. I really enjoyed being with the kids and seeing their eyes light up when they did well. It was amazing and I was thrilled.

After school on Thursday, Mom drove me to a medical building on the other side of the city for my first meeting with my therapist. I was very nervous about the meeting, but Mom was very supportive. She even walked me in and waited in the waiting room while I went in to my appointment.

"Just relax and be honest," she whispered to me when the receptionist told me I could go in.

Dr Manson was a very handsome woman, and I mean that in the most complimentary way. Tall, five foot ten, at least, fit, but not exactly slender and impeccably dressed in a skirt suit that hugged every one of her curves.

"So," she said with an endearing smile, "you're Donnie, are you? Tell me about yourself."

I started slowly, talking about my childhood, how I was just a normal boy and all of that. It was all pretty general until I got to the night that Mitch asked me to go to Hawaii as his date. Then, I seemed to be unable to stop talking about all the changes that I'd gone through since that night.

When I finished, Dr Manson just sat quietly and looked at me. Finally, she said, "Three weeks. You've only been in your female persona for three weeks and you're already committed to a marriage? That... has to be some kind of a record." She snickered a bit at her own words.

"Are you making fun of me?" I asked, a bit hurt.

"Not at all," she smiled. "In fact, I'm very impressed. I'm not sure what you set out to do, but you have achieved quite a bit in less than a month."

I eyed her suspiciously. "I didn't 'set out' to do anything, though. I just followed my heart."

She leaned back a bit and considered what I'd said. "Followed your heart? That's an excellent answer, Donnie. Is it, in fact, true, though? I mean, you told me that, at the time that Mitch asked you to be his... plus one, shall we say... your life was pretty much in tatters. Now - the wife of a successful lawyer, a new career as a teacher... things are pretty good, all of a sudden. Did you follow your heart or did you find a path to prosperity?"

"I followed my heart," I said, angrily. I stood and picked up my purse, preparing to leave, but I stopped and I stared at the doctor for a moment before saying, "You know, the past three weeks have been the hardest and ultimately the most joyous of my life. I didn't come here to be looked down upon by you. So, I guess I would say that this session is over."

The doctor stood, then, and pointed to the chair I'd previously occupied. "Donnie... please... have a seat. I needed to push you a bit to see if you were being sincere. I apologize if I upset you, but, honestly, I want to help you. Please... give me a few more minutes."

Reluctantly, I returned to the chair and sat.

"Tell me about your body," the doctor said, surprising me.

"My body? What about my body?"

"Well, I notice that you have breasts. That's a bit unusual, since you haven't had surgery. Tell me about your breasts."

I looked down at them, strangely proud of them. "They are filled with saline at the moment. I'm having surgery in a couple of weeks to have them done properly."

She nodded. "And how do your breasts make you feel?"

I blinked at her. What an odd question. How did my breasts make me feel? Why, they made me feel... "Whole."

She looked me in the eye. "Whole? Explain that for me, please."

For the next forty five minutes, all I talked about was how important my breasts had become to me. Honestly, I had no idea how desperately I needed them until that conversation. When Dr Manson finally said, "Well, that's an hour, Donnie. I think we've made some very good progress, today. How do feel about our discussion?" I had no idea I'd been talking so much or for so long.

I thought for a moment and smiled. "I feel great. I didn't realize I had so much to say. Thank you."

Dr Manson stood and offered me her hand. "I hope that you understand why I started the way I did."

I took her hand. "Not really, but I accept that it worked."

She smiled and walked me to the door. "I'll see you next Thursday, then. If you need anything, please feel free to call this number, anytime of the day or not." She handed me a business card.

I looked at the card, then up at her. "Why...would I need to call you?"

She gave me a sad smile. "Donnie... you don't seem to realize it, but what you're going through may... may put a stain on you... emotionally. Hopefully, your charmed life continues, but... if not... then call me."

I nodded, feeling a bit deflated after such a great talk. "Ok."

She winked at me. "Hope for the best and prepare for the worst, right?"

I nodded and forced a smile. "Right."

Mom was very interested in what had happened in the office. She didn't push for details, but she was concerned that I looked worried when I came out. As we walked back to the car, she said, "Are you ok, Donnie? You look pretty shaken up."

I nodded and did my best to smile. "I'm fine. She just... she... touched on things that I hadn't really... fully realized, I guess. It was... eye opening."

We got into Mom's car and she pushed the start button, then sat and we both looked out the windshield for a few moments before Mom asked, with considerable fear in her voice, "Are you having second thoughts about... your... decisions? You're new life?"

I let out a nervous laugh. "No. No, Mom, not in the least. If anything, I'm even more happy than ever that I've made the choices I've made. I'm just... I don't know... I guess I'm just considering what changes I want... or need, maybe... to make to my body... mine."

Mom took my hand and gave it a squeeze. "Whatever you decide, honey, you know that we're all here for you. Mitch, Dad, me... Marie, Hilda... we all just want what's best for you. If you need help... or just want to talk to someone, just reach out. We'll help."

I couldn't help the tear from falling even as I smiled. "I know, Mom. Thank you. I will reach out if I need help. I promise. Thank you."

When we got home, Mom joined me in my kitchen and gave me pointers on how to make her version of chicken Parmesan. Dad arrived home around five thirty and came over to join us, bringing with him a bottle of chianti. He was very happy to be home and he hugged and kissed Mom like they were newlyweds. He poured a glass of wine for himself and mom, offering one to me, as well, but, of course, I declined.

Mitch arrived a little after six, just as the food was being put on the table.

"Hey, there's a party at my house and I wasn't invited," he teased as he took off his suit coat and loosened his tie.

"They didn't invite me, either," Dad joined the joke. "They only let me crash because I brought the wine." He gave Mitch a warm, welcoming hug. "Welcome home, son. By the way, we're having dinner with you."

Mitch gave his father's back a hearty slap as he laughed. "Always glad to have you." He came over to me and hugged me a bit harder than I expected. "Hi."

"Hi," I replied, but there was something about his demeanor that concerned me, just a bit. "Everything ok?"

"Every's fine, hon. I was just concerned about you. How did your first session go?"

I smiled and accepted the explanation. "It went... well. Really well, I think."

He smiled. "Good. That's all I was concerned about."

We had a lovely meal with lots of chat and laughter. It seemed to come very easily to Mitch's family, where it never really had to mine. I enjoyed the feeling of inclusion, of love, of family.

Mom and I took care of the clean up while Mitch and Dad talked spots and politics in living room.

When we were done, Mom gave me a hug and touched her hand to my cheek. "I enjoyed cooking with you, Donnie."

"Me too, Mom."

She smiled. "Let's do it a lot more."

I laughed. "Ok."

When Mitch and I were finally alone, I asked, "Are you sure that there's nothing else on your mind?"

He shrugged. "Just work, I guess. Nothing worth discussing."

I nodded. "Can we discuss Saturday night, then?"

Mitch chuckled. "Funny you should mention that because Jodi came into my office today, thrilled to be coming to dinner on Saturday. She said she misses you and she can't wait to see you again."

I smiled. "Mitch... I think I need to tell them, but... if you don't want to do it just now... I can wait."

He took my hand and we walked all the way upstairs before he responded. "Donnie. If I ask you to wait, there would only be one reason to do that - because I was embarrassed of us and... I am not. I love you and I will never deny that. If you want... or need... to tell them, then let's do it on Saturday night. I'm here for you, I'm here with you, and I will happily tell them that the woman I love wasn't always a woman, but I still love her with all my heart."

I smiled and hugged him. "Thank you."

I still felt like there was something that he wasn't telling me, though. I could feel that there was something nagging at him, but he obviously didn't want to discuss it with me.

On Friday morning, Mitch asked if I'd looked at any vehicles to replace my car. I explained that I was concerned about spending too much, but Mitch insisted, so I agreed to go with him that evening to look at a Kia hybrid that I thought I could afford -IF- my credit held up to the scrutiny of the dealership.

Mitch looked at the vehicle on his iPad and shrugged. "Ok, if you're sure this is what you want."

"It's a nice car, Mitch. It has a great rating and I can afford it."

Mitch nodded. "Yes, but... you can afford whatever you want, honey."

I shook my head. "No, Mitch, YOU can afford whatever you want. Right now, I can afford the Kia and it's important to me that I pay for this myself."

He shrugged. "Alright. If this is the car you've chosen, then let's go get one this evening."

My day at school was typically joyful. In just four days, I'd grown to love working with the girls and guiding their exploration into visual arts. I saw the younger girls twice a week and the older girls three times. So, by the end of that day, I'd seen each of my classes twice that week. They were all so delightfully charming in their own ways. Even the moody ones could be cajoled into smiling when their creativity was complimented. And some of the moodier girls did the most amazing work.

I was surprised when, at three fifteen, I stepped out of the school to find Mitch waiting for me and talking to Alycia. She smiled as I approached. "Here she is, now." Alycia greeted me. "I was just telling Mitch how well your first week has gone. Honestly, Donnie, I've never seen the girls attach themselves to someone as quickly as they've attached themselves to you. They all seem to adore you."

I laughed as I pushed my hair back, out of my face. "Is that so? What did you do, take a poll?"

Alycia smirked and bounced her head from side to side. "In a way... Alma and I both stopped into the other classes and asked the girls how Art Class was going. We got nothing but rave reviews."

Mitch put his arm around me and smiled. "I would expect nothing less."

I laughed, again. "Well, Alycia, I cannot thank you enough for this opportunity. I never really considered teaching before, but I have to admit, I've never done anything I've enjoyed this much."

Just then, a mother and daughter were exiting the school and the little girl shouted, "Bye, Miss Alycia! Bye, Miss Dawn!"

We both turned to see the fourth grader. "Bye, Annie!" We both called back.

The girl said something to her mother, who released the child's hand, and the child ran over to us to hug us and receive a hug in return. Alycia stood and gave the child a gentle hug in return. I squatted down and gave her a big hug, then she scurried back to her mother.

Alycia wished us a good weekend and left us. Mitch opened the passenger door of his car and I slipped in. He closed the door for me, then got in on the driver's side. "So," he chuckled as he started the car, "you have quite the maternal side to you, don't you?"

I smiled. "I think it's all the female hormones in the air in the school. It's hard not to mother them when they look to you to take care of them."

Mitch smiled, then looked as if he had more to say, but nothing came out, until finally he said, "Are you sure about this car? I read the Consumers Report on it and it scores really high, but if you'd like something nicer - a Volvo or a Mercedes - something like that - we can afford it."

I shook my head. "No, Mitch, you've been spending too much on me. I want to pay for this on my own. I can afford the Kia. That's what I want."

"Ok," he said, just as we were turning into the dealership lot.

"There is one thing, though," I said, not wanting to sound like too much of a failure.

"What's that?"

I sighed. "Well... you know, I was behind of my mortgage, and... well... a few other things, so... well... I don't know if my credit..."

Mitch held up his hand. "No sweat, honey. I'll co-sign, ok?"

I blinked at him. That had actually never occurred to me. I was just afraid of being embarrassed if my credit wasn't good enough. "Oh..." I muttered. "Really?"

"Of course," he laughed. "What did you think was going to happen? That I'd let you be embarrassed by a salesman?"

I shrugged. "No... I guess not. I just..."

He winked at me. "Come on. Let's go buy a car."

I'd only been in a car dealership once before, that was when Nancy had bought her car. I was uncomfortable then, and I was uncomfortable that day with Mitch. The salesman was nice enough, a very good looking man with a thick Puerto Rican accent, who sat with us and discussed the model I wanted. When I didn't ask a lot of questions, Mitch took the lead.

"She'd like it in red, do you have a red one on the lot?" He asked.

"Sure do," the salesman replied.

"Does it have all the safety features? Lane departure warning? Intelligent cruise control? Everything?"

I had no idea what he was talking about. I knew what cruise control was, but 'intelligent' didn't make much sense to me.

"I do have a red one with the safety package, yes," he said as he typed into a computer.

"Heated seats and steering wheel?"

I'd never heard of a heated steering wheel before.

The salesman grimaced. "Seats, yes. Steering wheel, no, but we can install one for you?"

"Today?" Mitch asked.

He grimaced again. "Oh, no, not today, sir. It's too late in the day..."

Mitch looked at his watch. "It's not even four o'clock. I had one installed in my car and it only took fifteen minutes."

The salesman nodded. "I understand, sir, but I could have it for you on Monday at the earliest."

Suddenly, Mitch stood. "Come on, Honey. They have what you want in Framingham. Let's go pick it up there."

"No, no!" The salesman said, nervous about loosing the sale. "Let me talk to the service department. I'll be right back."

Long story short, just after five o'clock, I drove out of the dealership in the first new car I'd ever owned. A bright red, Kia hybrid with every option available, and a lease that I could afford on my salary. Another new experience and another thing that I could not have done on my own.

Once again, I felt that weird sensation of being proud of myself.

Mom and I headed out early on Saturday morning, stopping for a nice breakfast at a local bakery. We were enjoying the ambience and the smell of the newly baked bread and pastries when we heard a familiar voice from the doorway. "Well, look at this! My little sister comes home from Hawaii and I don't see her for a week. Now, I find her cheating on me with another woman." Marie bent and kissed my cheek. "Hi, sweetie. How are you?" Then she kissed Mom's cheek, too. "Hi, Mom. Good to see you."

I was laughing at my sister's entrance, as Mom invited her to join us.

"I would love to," Marie said as she pulled out a chair and sat.

"You're up early," I said.

"I got moved to a day shift, yesterday. I was going to come by your place and tell you later. I have a new schedule, now. Tuesday through Friday, seven to five. I'm finally going to be living a normal life. Yay me!"

"Congratulations," Mom said.

I shook my head. "I doubt that you'll ever live a 'normal' life, Rie."

"Says the pot who is calling the kettle black," Marie grinned back at me. "Let's face it, Donnie, we are just a couple of weirdos who are lucky enough to have found someone who appreciates us."

I held up my cup of orange juice. "Truer words have never been spoken."

Mom laughed at us. "I love how well you two get along. I do so wish that you could reconcile with your other sisters."

"Not in this lifetime," Marie laughed.

Mom shook her head. "Maybe someday."

Rie was about to answer with another flippant remark, but I interrupted. "Maybe, Mom. Who knows."

So, of course, my twin sister decided to join us on our shopping trip, which was fine because, well, not only do I love spending time with my sister, but I got to show off my new car, too. She was appropriately impressed.

Shopping with Mom was fun. Shopping with Marie was fun. Shopping with both of them was hilarious. I must have tried on fifty dresses or more in six or seven different stores and Mom thought that each one looked beautiful while Rie had some snarky remark for each one.

I came out of the dressing room in a pretty, green gingham dress with cap sleeves and Mom clasped a hand to her heart. "Oh, Donnie, you look absolutely gorgeous in that!"

Marie immediately followed that up with, "It would be perfect if you were the teacher on 'Anne of Green Gables.'"

I came out in a nice, flowered dress, perfect for spring and Mom said, "Donnie, Donnie, Donnie, you are just a picture of the perfect teacher for little girls."

Marie chimed in with, "Norman Rockwell called and he wants the dress back."

That's how the whole morning went, but we all had a great time.

When we were done shopping, I drove Rie back to the bakery to get her car and she insisted on coming to Mitch's place to help Mom and me get things ready for our guests that evening. I did tell them why I was hosting the dinner and neither of them could wholeheartedly endorse my plan.

Mitch had gone into the office to deal with some aspects of a case that he said was giving him some problems and he came home at four forty five, almost two hours later than he'd promised, but I had plenty of help and, like I'd mentioned, something had been bothering him and I had to assume it had to do with this case.

"Mitch," Marie said, with a very judgmental tone, "how can you allow her to do this? After everything we've done to make sure that no one suspected anything, now you're just going to let her throw it all away? Are you nuts?"

Mitch laughed. "'Let her?' 'Allow her?' Do you really think that I 'allow' anything, Rie? Donnie is my wife, not my employee. We discussed this. It's important to her and if it's important to her, then it's important to me and I will support her."

Marie shook her head, a bit disgusted with both of us.

"It is a big risk," Mom said. "I love you, Donnie and, Mitch you know I love you, but... this is a big chance to take. Be sure that you tell them diplomatically."

"We will, Mom," Mitch smiled and kissed his mother's forehead. "Don't worry."

"Oh, don't worry!" Marie scoffed. "Monday morning, you'll be signing up for unemployment, but 'don't worry.' You two take the cake, you know that? The amount of effort I went through to make my scruffy, little brother into your bride, and now it's all going to be thrown away. I cannot believe that neither of you has the sense that God gave you, I really can't."

"Your objection has been noted and entered into the record," Mitch said. "Now, please, Mom... Rie... this is something that Donnie and I have discussed and we reached this decision together. I really don't want to discuss it anymore. Ok?"

Both women nodded.

Marie said quite angrily, "Ok, but the moment that they're gone, I expect a text - and I mean that. The moment they leave! Jesus, I hope that you guys know what you're doing."

At six, I went to get ready, Mitch just retired his tie and put his suit coat back on. I wore a three quarter sleeved, knit, black dress with a tight top and a loose skirt. It was pretty and plain and had a scooped neck that showed just a little cleavage. I looked in the mirror and saw how good I looked and I considered what I planned to do that evening. Was I really ready to do this? Was it the right thing to do? Was I really strong enough to do it?

All of those thoughts disappeared when I heard the doorbell ring.

"They're here, hon!" Mitch called up.

"Be right there!" I called back and then I heard the hubbub of four new voices complementing Mitch on a lovely house and thanking him for the invitation to dinner. I took a deep breath and spoke to my reflection. "You can do this, Donnie. You can do this."

"Donnie!" Jodi shouted as I came down the stairs. "Oh, darling, you look beautiful!"

"As usual," Bev, joined in. They both met me at the foot of the stairs and hugged me and kissed my cheeks. "Oh, I've missed spending time with you, dear. We must make plans to meet more regularly."

"That will be nice," I smiled, but the butterflies were taking over my stomach.

I played hostess for the first time and I enjoyed it. I brought people drinks and checked on dinner, a pork roast that was much more Mom's doing than mine, and I chatted as much as my responsibilities allowed.

"Oh, look at you with that old fashioned apron," Jodi gushed, starting to feel the buzz brought on by the quick demise of one and a half whiskey sours.

"My mother-in-law gave me this," I smiled. "It is a bit old fashioned, I guess, but I like it."

"Oh, it's adorable, sweetie," Bev smiled. "Don't let anyone tell you otherwise."

"I hear you were in the office, today, Mitch," Oscar said. "Were you able to find a placement for that..."

Mitch glanced at me and cleared his throat, loudly, "Ah, no, no, Oscar. Not yet, but I'm working on it."

I noticed that Oscar glanced at me, then seemed to understand and just nodded, letting the subject drop.

It made me feel uncomfortable to think that I wasn't being told something. Was Mitch in danger for some reason? Was he involved in something I wouldn't approve of? What was going on.

I returned to the kitchen and prepared a few plates for their food, but after a moment, I called back into the living room. "Mitch! Can you help me for a moment? I can't reach something on a top shelf."

"Sure," Mitch replied, then he came into the kitchen ready to help, but he found me with my arms folded. "What?" He asked.

"What was that all about?" I asked.

He looked around for a second, feigning innocence. "What was what about?"

"Mitch," I said, sounding a bit more frustrated than I'd intended, "obviously, Oscar thinks I know about something and you haven't told me about it. Now, what's going on?"

He took a deep breath. "One thing at a time, please, Donnie. Let's get through dinner and, if things go well and I still have a position at the firm, then we'll discuss it. If things don't go well, then... well, then, it won't matter."

My heart sank. Was I really jeopardizing something even more than Mitch's career. "Mitch, please tell me!"

He looked at me with a great sadness in his eye. "I... I can't, babe. Not right now. Later... I promise." He kissed me and hugged me, but I didn't return the hug. "I promise."

Then he left me there feeling... a little angry, a little betrayed and very confused,

At seven thirty I put the food on the table and called everyone into the formal dining room.

"Well, this is an important occasion," Mitch said. "I've owned this house for four and a half years and this is the first time that I've ever actually used this room as anything other than someplace to spread out papers."

Everyone laughed and Bob held up his glass of bourbon and said, "A toast to many more dinners in your beautiful dining room!"

"Here, here!" Everyone said and raised their glasses, too.

Mitch sat at one end of the table and I sat at the other. Bob and Oscar sat to my left and Bev and Jodi to my right, opposite their spouses.

They all devoured the pork roast, taking time between bites to compliment me on my culinary skills. I did make it clear that Mitch's mom had helped me a great deal. They ignored that though, and continued to shower me with compliments.

For dessert, I'd bought a beautiful cherry pie that I presented on a lovely pie stand that Mitch didn't even know he owned, and they all enjoyed that with some fresh brewed coffee.

By that time, the conversation had slowed a bit and everyone was nursing a very full belly.

I looked at Mitch, who raised his eyebrows in a 'It's your moment' manner, so I took a deep breath and cleared my throat, "Umm... I did want to talk to you all about something, tonight."

Bev waved me off, "If it's about the fundraiser, then let's not discuss that tonight, Donnie. We have a meeting coming up in a week or so. It can wait until then."

I shook my head, "No, it's not about the fundraiser. It's... it's something very personal that I need to share with you. With all of you and... well... I hope that... after I've shared this with you... that we can all still be friends."

Oscar cleared his throat and sat a bit straighter. "Donnie, if this is personal, then there is no reason for you to have to share it with us. We... all of us... are very fond of you and Mitch and, well, we all have done things in our past that we may want to keep private. You don't need to share anything with us that you'd rather keep to yourself."

"Well, that's the thing, you see, Oscar. I don't want to keep it to myself." I could feel the tears in my eyes, but I fought them back as I soldiered on. "You are our closest friends and I want you to know this. It's very important to me... to us... that you do."

Mitch stood up and came around the table to my side. He grabbed an extra chair and pulled it up beside mine, and he put his left arm around my shoulders and took my right hand in his right hand. "Look," he started, "I told you that Donnie and I have been friends our whole lives, but there's things about that friendship that we haven't told you."

"And perhaps those are things that we do not need to know," Bob said, uncharacteristically forcefully. "Perhaps, Mitch, there are somethings about the going-ons in peoples' private lives that do not need to be shared in public."

Mitch nodded. "But this is important to Donnie." He looked at me and smiled supportively. "Shall I just say it?"

I shook my head. "I will."

Jodi shook her head and said, "This just isn't right, Donnie, whatever it is that you're trying to say is obviously, too difficult to talk about right now, so, let's put a tack in it and come back to it sometime in the future, ok?"

"Yes, I agree," Bev nodded.

"No." I was emphatic. "Look... I truly love being friends with all of you and I really, really don't want to hurt Mitch's career, but... this needs to be said. I... I have not always been... like this."

They sat quietly and looked from one another back to me.

"I..." I couldn't find the right words.

Mitch pulled my head to his shoulder and held me protectively. "Donnie and I have been friends since we were both children. We grew up together, we played together, we did everything together. We... were boys... together."

There was silence in the room, but no one seemed as shocked as I expected.

Mitch seemed surprised, too, so he explained. "Biologically, Donnie is male."

Still nothing.

"I am," I said. "I was born a male. Mitch and I only fell in love after I became a woman."

"Well, not quite true," Mitch said. "I always had feelings for her, but... well, the point is that we thought you should know."

There was still silence. Finally, Bob said, very quietly, "I already knew, Mitchell, and I'd hoped that there would never be a reason to discuss this. It's your private business. None of us ever needed to know."

"You knew?" Jodi said to her husband, but she didn't sound, surprised.

"I did, too," said Bev.

"Me, too," admitted Oscar.

Jodi looked at them all. "Well, I did, too, but I never would have said anything."

Mitch and I looked at each other in shock. "You knew?" Mitch asked.

They all nodded.

"How?"

"Mitch," Bob smiled, "you were becoming a partner in a very powerful law firm. I had to do a background check on you and when you said you were serious about Donnie, well... you get it right?"

"And you told Oscar?" Mitch asked.

"No. As a matter of fact, I took those pages out of the report before I gave it to Oscar." Bob explained.

"He did," Oscar nodded. "I noticed that the report went from page seven to page eleven and that there was some background information missing. I figured it was just a clerical thing, so I called down to the agency that did the research and asked for a complete copy. I assumed that Bob had never read the missing pages."

"So you never told each other?" Mitch asked, amazed.

"Why would we?" Bob asked. "It didn't matter. You're a good lawyer, you guys love each other. That's all that matters."

"I figured it out on the plane," Jodi said.

"How?" I asked.

"Oh, come on, Donnie, I've known girls with little hips, but yours are not female." She laughed.

"Same here," Bev said. "When I helped you try on your gown, I knew that you hadn't even been on hormones very long. No offense, dear, but you have a little boy's ass. There's nothing there at all."

"And none of you told each other anything?" I asked. "I can't believe that."

Jodi looked at me with big, sad, slightly drunken, eyes and said, "Donnie... you're my friend. Friends protect each other. I was protecting you."

"Exactly," Bev said. "I will tell you, though, until your hips fill in a bit, I'd avoid getting naked in front of other women."

I let out a relieved laugh, "Well, neither of you gave me much choice."

"We don't care if you were a boy or a girl growing up, Donnie," Jodi smiled again me, "we love the woman that we met and we're happy that you and Mitch found each other."

"Thank you." My tears did flow, at that point.

"Mitch," Oscar said, "keeping things confidential is par for the course for us, you know that. You didn't need to tell us any of this."

Mitch nodded.

"But," Bob said, "I have to say, telling us shows us how much you trust us and, believe me, we are here to support you. That's what friends and colleagues do."

"Thank you," Mitch said to everyone assembled, relief in his voice. He hugged me hard and whispered, "You were right." That made me smile.

I looked at everyone gathered around my husband's dinning room table - MY dinning room table - and I said, "Thank you, everyone. I can't believe that you all knew and didn't even discuss it amongst yourselves."

Jodi reached over and put her hand on top of my hand, the one Mitch was already holding, "Listen, young lady, you are family now, and we take care of our family. Understood?"

I smiled. "Understood. Thank you." More family. Life just seemed to get better.

Bev picked up her drink and made a toast, "To family and to friends and to the secrets that we all keep for each other!"

"Here! Here!" Everyone else shouted as they joined the toast.

Jodi looked at me and asked, "What's the mater, honey?"

"Nothing, why?" I responded.

"You're crying, baby," Mitch said to me as he gave me another hug.

"Oh, my God, I didn't even notice!" I laughed.

Things relaxed after that and we sat at the table for another hour or more, just chatting about anything and everything other than what I'd expected to be the biggest bombshell of the day. A few questions were asked about Nancy, and I admitted that Nancy and I had been a couple for a long time.

"I suspect as much," Jodi nodded. "That was why I was going to shut her out of things at first. I was afraid that she might reveal your secret."

I shook my head. "Nancy really took it well. This isn't why we broke up, of course. I didn't become... me... until after we'd broken up. She didn't know until she spotted me out on the patio just after we'd arrived. She was very surprised, but took it all in stride."

They all left right around midnight. I had already taken a moment to text Mom and let her know that everything had gone very well, but I hadn't had the time to text Marie, yet. So, before I even headed upstairs, I took a second and sent her this text - ALL IS WELL. THEY ALL HAD FIGURED IT OUT ON THEIR OWN, BUT NO ONE HAD TOLD EACH OTHER. COOL, RIGHT?

I hit 'send,' started up the stairs and before I hit the top, my phone was ringing.

"Who's calling so late?" Mitch asked from behind me.

"Rie," I laughed. I pushed the 'answer' icon and before I could even say 'hello,' my sister's voice blasted into my ear.

"How the hell did they figure it out on their own!? That's bull! I had you perfectly disguised. No one could have figured it out!"

I explained everything to her and she calmed down. "Ok, the background check we probably should have seen coming, but how could I ever have anticipating you getting naked in front of two total strangers."

"I didn't get NAKED," I insisted.

"Obviously you were naked enough for them to see your scrawny little butt," Rie scoffed. "Honest to God, Donnie, I can only do so much for you. If you are going to insist on behaving like a slut, then there's nothing more I can do."

I tried to defend myself from her comic attack. "Hey, hey, hey, I am no slut and you..."

Marie pushed right on, "I don't know what else I would call someone who galavants around an airplane naked letting other people see he tush. It's a good thing I love you or you'd be in big trouble."

"I love you, too, Rie. Kiss Hilda for me."

"Well, I am certainly not letting you get anywhere near my wife, you unabashed hussy." She was wound up and I knew she wouldn't let up as long as I was still on the line.

"Good night, Rie. I love you," I said with some authority.

"Good night, baby girl. Talk to you tomorrow." She disconnected.

"Sounds like she was on a roll," Mitch laughed as he began to prepare for bed.

"Yep," I laughed. "I think she was pretty nervous about everything all night. She was pretty revved up."

"That's because she loves you." Mitch hung his jacket on his mahogany suit stand, a furniture item I only knew exited because of old TV shows and movies, and went into the lavatory to continue disrobing.

"She loves us," I shouted back. "She was really scared. So was I, but... I guess it worked out."

Mitch emerged with his pajama bottoms on and his suit pants folded neatly over his arm, having thrown the rest of his ensemble into the hamper that resided in the lavatory. He hung the pants on the suit rack as well, then stopped and kissed my forehead. "It did. And thank goodness, because I really didn't want to leave."

My jaw dropped. "Then why did you let me say anything!?"

He smiled. "Because I love you and because it was important to you to be honest with them."

I was still shocked. "Mitch... I asked you if it was ok... Come on, if your job was that important to you, then you should have told me not to say anything."

He laughed. "Why are we having this discussion, Donnie? You needed to tell them. What you need is much more important than any job I will ever have. I love you – end of story. Come on, now... let’s go to bed."

He was right, of course, but... Then I remembered Oscar’s conversation with Mitch earlier. "Mitch?"

He looked at me and grunted a ‘huh?’

"You told me earlier that you’d tell me what was bothering you about this case you were working on. I know that Oscar tried to ask you a question about it earlier, but you didn’t want to talk about it in front of me. Can you tell me now?"

Mitch’s shoulders slumped. "Do we need to do that right now, Donnie? It’s awfully late. Can’t it wait until tomorrow?"

I shrugged. "I guess, but... never mind."

Mitch sighed at my pouting. "Ok, look... There is an issue with this case and I’ve been saddled with finding a resolution and it’s... complicated, but... I might have a solution, but it involves some... sacrifice... and I’m not sure I can ask the person who’d have to make that sacrifice if she is up to it at this time."

I blinked at the evasive nature of what he’d said. "A sacrifice? Like... what? Like in King Kong when they chained a woman up for the ‘King of the Jungle?’"

He shook his head and snickered. "No. Nothing that dramatic, but... look... this will be easier if I just show you the problem and tell you the proposed solution. Go get ready for bed and I’ll grab my briefcase. I’ll show you in bed."

He looked upset and I felt bad that I was responsible for that, but if this was this big a deal, I thought I needed to know what was up. Who knows? Maybe I could even help. I may not be a lawyer, but I’m not a complete moron.

I rushed my evening routine, washing quickly and not spending as much time as usual moisturizing. It only took me about twenty minutes until I was crawling into bed beside Mitch, who was sitting up against the headboard and had his briefcase on his lap.

"All set?" Mitch asked.

I put my pillow against the headboard, too, sat back and nodded.

Mitch took a breath and said, "Ok, now, look, honey... typically, I am not able to share the details of my work with you, you understand that, right?"

I nodded again.

He thought for a moment, then continued, "Ok... well... this is a very different situation." He pulled out a photo of a very old and very ill looking woman. "This is Evelyn Montgomery. She is one of the wealthiest women in this part of New England and she is about to enter hospice. We’re trying to get her estate in order for her, but there are problems."

"Oh, the poor woman," I said, taking the photo from Mitch. "Is there a family battle over her money or something?"

Mitch raised his eyebrows and shook his head. "Not a battle, per se... here’s the thing – Evelyn’s husband passed away quite sometime ago. They had three children together and two of those three have already passed away. Their daughter, Roxanne, died of brain cancer in her teens and their son, William, was killed back in August in a car accident."

Mitch handed me pictures of each of them as he spoke.

"What happened to the other child?" I asked.

Mitch handed me another photo. This was a mug shot of a man. "This is Roland," Mitch explained. "Roland is in prison serving three life sentences for murdering his wife, his son and his son’s wife. He also attempted to kill his son’s infant daughter. Luckily, this son," he pointed to the picture of the son named William, "was visiting his mother’s house where Roland and his son, and the rest were living. He heard the commotion upstairs and broke down the door in time to save the baby."

"Oh, my God," I muttered. "How horrible. What happened to the baby?"

"William took her in and was raising her as his own," Mitch explained. "That was almost eight years ago and the little girl doesn’t even remember her real parents. As far as she was concerned, William, her great uncle, was the only father she ever knew. She was devastated by his death."

"So," I was getting anxious about the welfare of this child, "who is watching her now?"

"That’s the problem. Evelyn has had her since August," Mitch said those words and my heart sank to my toes. "See, when William died, Evelyn was a very spray, seemingly very healthy, ninety two year old who could easily take care of a seven year old child, but then... well, in October she started looking a bit jaundiced and she went to the doctor and, well, liver cancer moves quickly, especially in a ninety two year old."

I shook my head. "That poor baby. So... what’s going to happen to her?"

Mitch sighed. "There is no other family and the last thing Evelyn wants is to have the child become a ward of the state. Last week, she came up with an idea to ask a man that she knows, a man she regards as her confidant, to take the child in and raise her... to adopt her."

"And will he?" I asked, looking at the woman. What a tragic way for her long life to end. So much sorrow.

"Well... it’s complicated..." Mitch explained as he handed me a picture of a beautiful child in a private school uniform, similar to the ones my students wore. It looked like a typical ‘first day of school’ kind of picture. The child’s smile was wide and her joy was evident. The poor baby. "See, the man she asked has no experience at all with children and, to tell you the truth, he’s only recently married and isn’t one hundred percent confident that this is the right thing for him to do."

I shook my head. "What does his wife think?"

He shrugged. "He’s afraid you talk to her about it."

"Oh, for crying out loud," I said in disgust, "why!? If they don’t take the child in, she’s going to end up in some horrible facility or bounce from foster home to foster home! So, this son of bitch is making you find someplace to place this poor little..." Suddenly I realized what an idiot I was. My head shot to my right and I look straight at Mitch. "She asked you, didn’t she?"

He nodded and for the first time ever, I think he was actually ashamed of himself.

"Mitch...!?" I was dumbfounded. "Why on earth would you be afraid to talk to me about this?"

He looked as if he might cry. "Donnie... what do we know about raising a little girl who has been through this much sadness? We have no experience with kids. I’m an only child, you’re the youngest... What if we make a mistake, Donnie?"

I shook my head. "But... we talked about adopting?"

"Yeah," Mitch sounded almost desperate, "in a year or two. I figured we could learn and babies... everyone makes mistakes with babies. It’s a learning curve. This scares me, Donnie. What if we make a mistake with her? She’s been through so much already. I just don’t know. What do you think? Do you think we could do it?"

"Mitch, yes! Yes! Yes! I know we can do it! Your Mom is right across the street, Mitch! My sister and sister-in-law are around the corner! Yes, Mitch! Not only CAN we do it, he HAVE to do it, Mitch. Please. Don’t say ‘no’ to this. We have a beautiful house, we love each other, we have a family that loves us... let’s just add this poor little girl to our family and help her to lead a happy life? Oh, my God, Mitch, just look at her, she’s gorgeous and she needs us. Please, don’t say no to her."

He nodded. "I don’t want to, honey, I really don’t, but... we need to talk about this tomorrow – like... all day tomorrow. Talk it out in a calm, level headed manner. If we take her in and we aren’t ready for all the responsibilities that come with that, then we can do more damage than I can even imagine. Ok? A calm... level headed discussion. Ok?"

"Ok," I agreed and handed the pictures back to Mitch, but I held back the final one. The one of her looking so happy in her school uniform. "Have you met her?"

Mitch nodded. "I’ve known her her whole life. Her father and I played golf together."

I shook my head. "The poor baby. What’s her name."

Mitch put his briefcase down on the floor and turned to kiss me goodnight. "Good night, babe. I love you."

What the hell!? I knew that he’d heard me. "I love you, too, Mitch, but...?"

"What?" He asked.

"What is the little girl’s name?" I asked.

He slumped again, then looked at me. It took at least five seconds for him to speak... "Marie."

"MITCH!"
 
 
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Hawaiian Retreat: 10

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Life keeps getting more interesting for Donnie and Mitch. Now, an adoption makes
Donnie consider the importance of motherhood


 
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Chapter 10
 
 

 

"Ok," I agreed and handed the pictures back to Mitch, but I held back the final one. The one of her looking so happy in her school uniform. "Have you met her?"

Mitch nodded. "I've known her her whole life. Her father and I played golf together."

I shook my head. "The poor baby. What's her name."

Mitch put his briefcase down on the floor and turned to kiss me goodnight. "Good night, babe. I love you."

What the hell!? I knew that he'd heard me. "I love you, too, Mitch, but...?"

"What?" He asked.

"What is the little girl's name?" I asked.

He slumped again, then looked at me. It took at least five seconds for him to speak... "Marie."

"MITCH!"

I heard him grunt. "Donnie, it's just a coincidence. There are millions of girls named 'Marie.' Now, please... let's just go to sleep. We can discuss this in the morning. Remember - we're going to have a calm, levelheaded discussion."

"Mitch, Mitch, Mitch, no," I was suddenly very excited. "Mitch, this is fate. Look, my mother played this gawdawful joke on Rie and me when we were born, naming us Donnie and Marie. Now, this little girl's name is Marie! There's a reason for that!"

He rolled onto his back. "Donnie, please. Hundreds of girls are named Marie every day."

"Yeah." I couldn't have stopped if I'd wanted to. "but you knew this one's father. He is killed, his uncle takes the little girl in and then he dies last August."

"And?" Mitch was getting a little miffed.

"Then her great grandmother suddenly gets sick, when? In October. That's exactly the same time that I went to the Halloween party with you! That's when everyone started assuming you and I were a couple. Then, out of the blue, you ask me to Hawaii, I end up living as a woman, we get married and Evelyn asks you to take the child because she knows you are starting a family. I'm telling you, Mitch, this is why God put me on this earth. This is why he made me so small. This is why he made us fall in love. Mitch... this is why we're here. We're here to give that little girl a good life."

Mitch sat up and held his head in his hands. "Donnie... stop. I knew you'd lose it when you heard her name. It's not fate, Donnie, it's not kismet, it's just a very common name. Now, please, please, I am begging you, let's go to sleep. We will figure all of this out in the morning. Please. I really need to get some sleep."

I couldn't believe he didn't see it. I let my arms drop to my side in shock. "But Mitch..."

Mitch took the picture, from me, leaned over and put it into his briefcase, talking all the while, "No, Donnie, not until the morning. I can't take it. If you can't calm down, then I will go sleep in one of the other bedroom."

I shook my head and flopped down onto my side, my back to Mitch.

"Thank you," Mitch huffed. Then, in a more contrite tone, he said, "I love you."

I refused to look at him. "I love you, too," I muttered, unconvincingly.

"We'll talk in the morning." He tried to sooth me.

"Good night, Mitch," I muttered and then just laid there, in exactly that position, until the sun came up the next morning.

At five forty five on Sunday morning, I got out of bed, showered, dried my hair, did my makeup, picked out a cute dress and went down to the kitchen where I prepared Mitch a western omelete, oatmeal bread toast, bacon and fresh squeezed orange juice. When I'd poured some coffee into a carafe, I loaded everything I needed onto a tray and headed upstairs. It was almost seven by the time I sat down on my side of the bed and said, in a soft, sweet voice, "Mitch. Mitch, honey. I made you breakfast. Mitch."

It took a few moments, but he did wake up. He rolled towards me, groggy and confused. "Huh? What? What time is it? What's this?"

"I made you breakfast," I smiled. "Come on. Sit up and I'll put it on your lap."

He was blinking and still confused, but he sat up and pushed himself back up against the headboard. "You made me breakfast? Why?"

"Because it was a nice thing to do and I am a nice person," I teased as I walked around to his side of the bed and put the tray on his lap. "There you go. A western omelet with all the accompanying sides, just for my husband."

He looked around the room, finally appearing to be fully conscious. "Oh, well, thanks, Donnie... Umm... what time is it?"

"Umm..." I checked the clock on his nightstand. "Seven-oh-three."

His head snapped towards me. "Seven-oh.... On a Sunday morning!? What's going on?"

"It's not that early, Mitch. I've known you to get up at five on a Sunday to go golfing." I acted shocked that he would have the gall to question me. You know, I'll tell you one thing I learned from growing up with Rie and then living with Nancy, the most confusing thing a woman can do to a man is to act just a little unbalanced, then behave as if the man has absolutely no reason to question that behavior. It always threw me off balance and it kind of appeared to be working on Mitch, too.

"But I'm not going golfing. There's still snow on the ground... Why did you wake me so early? We were still talking at one thirty this morning." Mitch opened the carafe and poured himself some coffee.

I picked up his briefcase and put it on the foot of the bed, opened the latches and found the picture of the little girl in her school uniform and I pulled it out and held it up for Mitch to look at.

I heard him grunt, "Oh, Geez."

I stood my ground, though. "You said we'd talk tomorrow. Well, it's tomorrow, now, and I want to talk about this little girl. Mitch... what possible reason can you have for not taking her in?"

He cut into his omelet. "May I enjoy this wonderful breakfast before we talk?" He stuffed a piece in his mouth.

"You go ahead and enjoy your breakfast, dear," I said, as sweetly as I could. "I'll just talk, then."

Mitch used a rolling motion with his right hand to indicate that I should carry on.

"Ok, all that stuff I said about fate last night. I know you don't believe any of it, but it do and I'm standing by it. All of that aside, though, I love you, you love me, we want to adopt a child, she needs a home, why is this such a big issue?"

Mitch took another bite of his omelet and once again indicated that I should continue.

"I propose that we have a family meeting later this morning. You, me, Mom, Dad, Hilda and Marie. We sit down and we discuss this and see if they'd be willing to help us if we need help."

Mitch nodded and made that annoying rolling motion with his hand, again.

I huffed and continued. "Even though her family has lots of money, that little girl needs more than that. She needs love and a stable home. We can give her that."

Finally Mitch responded. "Can we?"

I was actually surprised by Mitch's response. "Can we, what?"

"Can we provide a stable home for Marie?"

I blinked in confusion. "Of course we can. Why would you even ask that?"

Mitch wiped his lips on a paper napkin, put his tray to the side, put his legs to the side and stood. He walked to a window, pulled the blinds opened and looked out at the sunny, late winter morning. "You know I love you, right?"

"Yeah."

"And I'd never, ever want to hurt you."

"Yeah."

He turned and looked at me, nodded sadly and looked out the window. "Donnie... I've struggled for thirty one years to figure out who I am and I only figured that out about a month ago. You weren't even you a month ago. We've only been 'us' for fifteen days. How can we be sure that we can provide a stable home for a child when I've never been THIS me, you've never been THIS you and we've never been THIS us before? I'm pretty sure I could handle Marie, and I'm pretty sure that you can handle Marie, but can WE handle everything that being Marie's guardians, or parents would entail?"

I digested that for a moment. "So... if we weren't together, you would have just taken her in?"

He sighed and hemmed and hawed. "I think I might have, but..." He looked at me with the saddest eyes I've ever seen. "...I have you, now, Donny, and I am scared to death of losing you."

"Mitch..." I couldn't believe he was thinking this way. "Mitch... honey... I love you and nothing will ever change that. All that bringing her into our lives will do is give us even more to love."

Mitch shook his head. "Donnie... before we make a decision, let's sit down and do an actual analysis of all the pros and cons and, I think your idea of having a family meeting is good, too. So, let me shower and we'll talk down stairs, ok?"

I stepped towards him, wanting to hug him, but I stopped and I'm really not sure why. I'd never seen him looking so sad and I wanted to console him, but some of the things he'd just said scared me to death. So, I just stood frozen and stared at him until he finally closed the distance between us and put his arms around me, hugging me tightly. Then, I don't know why, I hadn't started taking any hormones or anything like that, but I just broke down into uncontrollable tears and I couldn't stop. He squeezed even tighter and I cried even harder. I just could not stop.

Finally, five, six, seven minutes later I gained control again. I looked up into those amazing eyes I'd fallen in love with and I said, "I'm sorry."

He gave me a sad smile. "Me too. I don't think that there's any way that we're going to get through this without some pain, babe, and I never wanted that for you. I just want to do the right thing... for everyone."

I nodded. "Take your shower. I'll call Mom and Rie and ask them to come to lunch, ok?"

"Ok," he said. Then he released me and head into the bathroom.

I called Mom and Marie and, in both cases, they were leery about my cryptic invitation. Both wanted to know if something was wrong and if Mitch and I were in trouble due to the previous night's confessions. I assured them that we were not in any trouble and that this was a completely different matter, but they both had a hard time believing that.

Mitch had a pad of those great big post-it note type things that they use at meetings, stored in the garage, so he went and got one of those and we started with a 'Pro' sheet and a 'Con' sheet stuck to the wall of the living room. Twenty minutes later, we had seven 'Pro' sheets along the east wall and still only one 'Con' sheet on the west. Each of the 'Pro' sheets was jam packed with reasons that Little Marie would benefit from living with us and reasons that we could benefit from having a little girl to love.

The 'Con' sheet just had these:

  • We've only just gotten married
  • Additional cost (Mitch insisted that if we took her in, her money
    would remain in trust until she was an adult)
  • We don't know anything about raising little girls. We were both little
    boys, after all.
  • She may need a lot of therapy (which I found a bit offensive,
    considering I'd just started therapy)
  • What if we make a mistake?

Mitch looked around the room at the large sheets of paper. "I admit, there's more reasons to take her in than not, but, Donnie, we can't do this alone. We need my folks and the girls to help us. If they say, 'no,' then we can't do it."

I nodded. "They'll say 'yes,' Mitch. I know they will."

Lunch time came, and for the second day in a row, we ate in the formal dining room, although we had Chinese take out on that Sunday.

"So," Mom said as she put some pork lo mien on to her plate, "what is it that you wanted to discuss with all of us?"

"You told your mother that things went well last night, Mitchell," Dad added. "We hope that nothing has changed."

"No, Dad. Nothing has changed regarding work. They were very supportive." Mitch smiled.

"Are you considering some radical surgery," Hilda asked me.

"Radical surg..." I was confused by the question for a second, but then I realized what she meant. "oh, no, no. I'm having my breasts done in three weeks, but that's all."

Mitch looked at me from the other end of the table and took a deep breath. "Ok," he took another breath, "we want your advice on something. Well... maybe advice is too strong a term. Your opinion, I guess."

"Oh," Dad said, a bit surprised that it had de-escalated so quickly from a possibly career ending scenario to just asking advice. "Is it an investment or something, son? Are you looking for some money?"

Mitch smiled and shook his head. "No, Dad, it's... it's a little bigger than that. See..." he went on to explain the situation in rather broad strokes. When he was done, Marie was the first to speak.

"So... if I understand this correctly, you guys are considering taking in a child who has been been through three traumatic deaths and is about to face a fourth?"

Mitch blinked and looked at me. I answered. "Yes. Rie... how can we not?"

Mom spoke next, "Donnie... Mitchell... I understand your desire to help this child, but... I have some concerns, to tell you the truth."

When no one said anything, Mitch finally asked, "Would you like to share those concerns, mom? We want to know what you think. All of you."

"Well..." Mom looked a little trapped. Like she needed to be honest, but didn't want to say something that would make her appear heartless. "Mitch... you've just made partner. That's going to eat up a lot of your time and Donnie... you've only just started... everything. Are you truly prepared for something like this? Something this big?"

"I am," I said. "I truly believe that Mitch and I can help this girl."

Dad cleared his throat, thoughtfully. "Mitchell? It's a big step. What do you think?"

Mitch looked at me and thought for a moment. "To tell you the truth, Dad, until about an hour ago, I had my doubts, but... well... my wife is pretty convincing. I'm sure that we can do it."

Mitch's answer surprised me. We were on the same side! When did that happen?

Everyone was quiet for a long moment. I finally looked at my sister. "Rie? What do you think?"

She folded her arms and thought for a moment. "I don't know, Donnie. I mean... you... you'd be taking on an awful lot. No offense, babe, but... you've never done anything that requires this kind of responsibility. It's not that I don't trust you, it's just... you understand what I'm trying to say, right?"

I did and I was trying hard not to take it too personally. I took a deep breath and tried hard not to cry, or get mad, but none of this made sense to me. This girl needed help and we were capable of helping her. Why didn't everyone see this?

"I... I... know that I'm not really a part of the family," Hilda said, "but may I offer an opinion?"

Mitch looked at her and scrunched up his face. "Hilda, you're as much a part of the family as I am."

She took a deep breath. "But I am not related by blood, Mitch, and I don't want anyone to be angry with me."

"Don't be silly, Hilda," Mom said. "Say what you'd like to say."

Hilda sat very straight in her chair, even straighter than usual, which is saying a lot. She cocked her head, looked at the ceiling and thought for a moment. "This child... she needs... a family. Look around. We are a family. It will not just be Donnie and Mitchell adopting this girl - it will be all of us and I, for one, would be very happy to share in the responsibility of this child."

Marie looked at her wife, astounded. "Hilda!? Are you serious?"

"Of course she is," Dad said, out of the blue, "and I agree with her. Donny, Mitchell, I believe you would make great parents and I will be here to help you every step of the way."

Now, mom's jaw dropped. "You think this is a good idea!?"

"No," Dad shook his head, "I think it's a wonderful opportunity for all of us to help out our fellow man. We all vote the liberal progressive ticket whenever possible, but right now, our son and daughter-in-law are in the position of walking the walk, as it were. I fully understand your concerns, dear, but let's look at the bottom line - There's a child who needs a family and a family who can take her in. There really is nothing else to consider."

Mom looked at her husband as if seeing him for the first time. Then she looked at Mitch and then at me. "Well... I do not want to be call 'Grandma,' or 'Nana' or anything like that. I'm only fifty five." She looked around at all of us and shrugged. "I'm here for you, kids. Dad is right. You need to do this."

I took her hand in mine. "Thank you, mom." I looked at my sister, then. "Rie?"

She shrugged. "Donnie... I can't just say I condone this. I'm not sure you're ready for something like this. I have concerns. Real concerns. Huge concerns."

I got up and went to Mitch's briefcase, returning with the first-day-of-school photo. I handed it to Mom.

"Oh, dear God," Mom put her hand to her lips. "The poor baby. She's beautiful." She handed the picture to my sister.

Marie looked at the picture and sniffled. "She's very beautiful, Donnie, and my heart aches for her, but... I stand by what I said."

Hilda looked over her wife's should to see the photo. "Ein schones Kind. What is the child's name?"

I put my hand on my sister's shoulder and, very quietly, I said, "Her name is Marie."

Rie turned and looked at me. "Really? You're not making that up?"

I shook my head. "That's her name, and you know that if I had a little girl... that would be her name."

She put down the photo and sat back in her seat. "Aunt Marie? Auntie Marie? Auntie Rie? I guess I can live with Auntie Rie." She quickly wiped a tear from her cheek, thinking none of us had seen a crack in her facade. "We have an extra room... if she ever needs to..." My tough, wise cracking sister couldn't hold back any longer. She leaned to me, put her head on her shoulder and cried more than I'd ever seen, which, to be honest, was not an awful lot. Then, with watery eyes, she looked at Hilda. "We can redo that extra room for a little girl, just in case, right?"

Hilda wrapped her arms around my sister and squeezed her cheek against Rie's. "Of course."

Everyone was gone by one thirty and Mitch stood by the door, rubbing the back of his neck. He turned to me and gave me a half smile. "Well?" He asked.

I didn't know how to respond. "What?"

Mitch took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "We should... or you... should probably meet Marie, don't you think?"

I nodded. "Yeah, I suppose I should." Suddenly, I felt very nervous about this whole thing. It all seemed very high minded and important until now. Now... it felt... real. "So... how will we do this? Will we set up a meeting for next week sometime or something?"

Mitch smiled and shrugged. "How about right now?"

"Now!?" I was shocked that he wanted to move so quickly. Just a few hours ago, he was opposed to doing this.

He nodded. "The sooner the better, babe. Evelyn isn't going to get any better. She may be in hospice pretty soon. Besides... I should probably let her know that we're willing to take Marie in with us."

I let out a big breath. "Ok. Let's go see them."

Mitch smiled and pulled out his phone. "I'll let Evelyn know we're coming."

It took about forty minutes to drive to Evelyn's enormous home. Mitch explained that it was built in the eighteen nineties and had been in Evelyn's husband's family ever since. We drove up the long driveway and pulled to the side of the huge front porch.

"What will happen to the house?" I asked.

Mitch looked over at me and concern showed on his face. "All of Evie's assets will go into a trust, including this house and two others that she owns - one on Mount Dessert Island in Maine and one in Galveston, Texas. The trust will have to hire a maintenance company to oversee the properties. When Marie turns eighteen, she will have limited access to the money and property held by the trust and when she turns twenty one, it will all be hers."

I grimaced. "Wow. Having that kind of money that young... that could really mess up a kid."

"Unless her adopted parents do a good job of raising her so that she has a good set of values to fall back on and a strong sense of self and community."

I nodded and looked at my lap for a moment. When I looked back at Mitch, I realized he'd been watching me. "Hey," he took my hand and smiled, "no one said it was going to be easy, but that's the job we're signing up for, ok?"

I nodded. "Ok. I was actually only thinking about how nice it would be to buy her dresses, brush her hair, read her bed time stories... things like that."

Mitch nodded. "Yup. That, too, but... there's some tough stuff to take care of."

I nodded. "Ok. Let's do this."

Mitch smiled and got out of the car, coming around to my side and helping me out. We held hands as we walked up the stairs and Mitch rang the bell. It took a few moments, but eventually a woman in her late thirties or so came to door and smiled when she saw us. "Mitch! What a surprise."

"Hi, Pam," he smiled. "This is my wife, Donnie. Donnie, this is Pam, Evelyn's assistant."

"Oh, my goodness! The legendary Donnie at long last!" She laughed as she opened the door and held it wide for us to enter. As we walked slowly into the house, she asked, "So... you're going to take care of the baby?"

Mitch nodded. "Yeah. We talked about it and... well, how could we say no?"

Pam looked at me. "She's a very good girl. Smart as a whip, which can make her... challenging, but... like I said, she's a very good girl."

I smiled. "I'm excited to meet her."

Pam stopped walking and looked at us with a smirk on her face. "Just a warning... she's a bit more challenging than usual today."

"In what way?" Mitch asked.

Pam crossed her arms and looked at me. "Imagine being an eight year old girl. Your mother and father were killed by your grandfather, who, you are very aware, is in prison for life. Your great uncle, who treated you like a princess, dies suddenly and now, the great grandmother who has been the one constant in your life is about to die. Marie used to love school and she loves doing well. Now, with Evelyn about to leave her, everything about school is suddenly more important than ever before, but it seems like her friends are pulling away right when she needs them the most. She has a project due tomorrow and she's stressed about it. She wants help, but not from me. She's being unreasonable about wanting Evelyn's help. That's how she's being challenging - by acting like an eight year old when we constantly expect her to act like a thirty year old."

"The poor baby," I muttered in sympathy.

"Oh, God, don't say that!" Pam shook her head. "Never call her a baby. She knows that Evelyn and I do and she hates it. Always treat her like she's a mature young woman. That's the only way she'll respond to you."

I nodded. "Thank you."

Pam turned and continued into the house. We followed.

When we reached a set of double doors, Mitch stopped walking and I did as well. Pam knocked, quietly, and opened the door. She leaned in and said, "Mitch and his wife are here to see you."

We heard a weak voice call back, "Oh, wonderful. Show them in."

I was surprised that Evelyn wasn't sitting in a bed with a hundred tubes coming out of her. She was small from withering, of course, and she had a frailness about her. She also had an oxygen tank that hung from her said and fed oxygen a clear tube that led to her nostrils. She, however, did not look like a woman who was about to die. She stood on her own and looked as if she'd dressed to receive us.

She smiled at us and gushed, "Oh, Mitch, she's just lovely! You're so much prettier than your pictures, dear. Come give me a hug."

I crossed the large room to the small woman and when I hugged her. That's when I realized that her clothes all fit far too loosely and that there was almost nothing but skeleton left to her. She kissed my cheek and then pulled back a bit to look at me more carefully. She smiled and seemed to think for a moment before speaking. "You'll take good care of my baby, won't you?" Her chin quivered as she finished speaking.

"I will," I whispered.

She tried to smile, but her lips refused to cooperate. "Please, never let her forget that her Grammy loved her with all her heart. Please. Please don't let her forget me."

I knew there were tears on my cheek, but I couldn't deal with them at that moment. I felt my own chin quiver. Suddenly, I was with my own mother, watching her wither away and knowing how strong she was being for us. This tiny woman was holding on as tightly as she could and just wanted to leave the world on her terms and that's not something the world is willing to allow.

I spoke as cogently as I could, but it wasn't easy. "She'll never go a day without knowing that you loved her. I promise."

I thought that Evelyn was going to burst into tears, but instead, she nodded and chocked it all back. "Thank you. Thank you." Then she looked dizzy. "Oh, I'm sorry, but I must sit. Pam... please."

Pam hustled past me and wrapped her arms around Evelyn from behind. "I'm here, Evie. I'm here."

At that moment, I realized that Evelyn had mustered every bit of strength she had in her to be standing and looking good when we entered. It was important to her the I met Evelyn, the strong woman, not Evelyn, the dying old lady.

I looked to Mitch, who gave me a sad, knowing smile and put his arm around me. "You ok?"

I nodded.

"Mitch!" A tiny voice screamed from the door. I turned to see the little girl who I recognized as Marie bolting into the room towards my husband.

"Mae Mae!" Mitch laughed as he opened his arms and lifted the child off of her feet, holding her in a manner that indicated that they were very close. "Mae Mae, I have someone I'd like you to meet. This ravishing woman is my wife..."

"Donnie!" The girl said, excited. "I've seen your picture."

I smiled. "I've seen yours, too, but you're much prettier than your picture."

"I hear you're having some trouble with your homework," Mitch said to the little girl, in a confidential voice.

Marie rolled her eyes. "It's so stupid. It's a project board about The Water Cycle and I either have to print out pictures of grass and ponds and stuff, or I have to draw pictures."

Mitch looked as if he was pondering that for a moment. "So... what's the problem? Why is that stupid?"

The girl acted as if Mitch had no sense at all. "Because - they won't let me print off the computer unless someone watches me. Grammy is sick and Pam says she's too busy."

"Ok, then draw the pictures," Mitch said, but the look on Marie's face said that he had no idea what he was talking about.

"I can't, Mitch. I can't draw at all. I stink at it."

Mitch opened his mouth and eyes in feigned surprise. "Do you know what!? My wife, here, is an artist."

"Really?" Said the little girl, impressed.

"Really," I said.

"She can draw anything!" Mitch said. "I betcha that she could help you draw pictures for your project."

She looked at me, with a smile. "Can you?"

"Sure," I said with a smile in return. "If you'll work with me, I bet we can do it together."

"Great!" She wiggled and broke free of Mitch and dropped to the floor. "Come on," she insisted as she hurried out the door.

I looked at Mitch and raised my eyebrows. "I guess I'm leaving."

As I started to walk away, I heard Mitch say, "Hey." I turned and looked at him. "Take it slow, ok?"

I smiled and nodded and followed the girl into the hallway.

In the hall, Marie took my hand, led me a few doors down and into what had obviously once been a business office, but now was office furniture covered in stuffed animals, dolls, little sweaters and crayons. On the cluttered desk, a project board was laying open with crudely cut pieces of papers with words like 'Rain' and 'Trees' scribbled angrily on them.

I looked around and asked, "Where should we start?"

Marie screwed up her mouth and said, "Hmmm. Maybe the title."

"Ok," I said, picking up a piece of construction paper and a few crayons. "What should the title be?"

She made a show of thinking, again. I liked this kid, she was quirky. "How about... 'The Amazing Water Table,'"

I chuckled at that. "Ok. How about I make the letters and you color them in? Does that sound good?"

She nodded broadly.

I sat and went to work. Marie stood very close to my left side and watched me carefully as I formed bubble letters on the yellow construction paper.

After a few moments, while still keeping her eyes on my hands, she said, "You smell nice."

I smiled. "Well, thank you."

A moment later, she said, "I like your dress. The flowers are pretty."

I raised my left arm and let her see more clearly. I was surprised when she took the opportunity to move in more closely, so that she was now standing against side and when I brought my left arm back down, I had no choice but to wrap it around her shoulders.

"Here," I said as I put the title in front of her, "now you color it in. I'll start the next one. What should it say?"

"Here," Marie reached for a list of words she'd intended to use. "I need all of these." The list had your basic, third grade list of words for the water table. 'Rain, snow, humidity, rivers, streams, ponds, etc.'

I grabbed another piece of paper and went to work as Marie began the almost painfully careful procedure of coloring in the letters in the title of the project.

"Do you like school?" I asked.

"It's good," she replied while she worked. "My teacher is nice, but I don't have many friends."

"Why's that?" I asked.

"I don't know," she muttered. "I think they feel weird around me."

"That doesn't make sense," I said. "You're very smart and I think you're very pretty. Why would the they feel weird around you?"

She shrugged. "Because of my parents and my uncle dying... and now my Grammy is dying, too. It's like I'm bad luck to be near, I guess."

I stopped and looked at her as she continued to color in the letters. "You're not bad luck, Marie. You know that, right?"

She shrugged. "It doesn't matter. They all kind of stink, anyway."

I didn't know what to say, but it didn't matter because Marie continued on her own. "Grammy says that she's going to be dead in a couple of weeks, so I probably won't go to that school for long."

"Your Grammy told you that she was dying soon?"

Another shrug. "She told me she loved me and we had to get ready because she didn't have long, but I heard her talking to Pam. This morning she said she only had a couple of weeks to go."

Her focus remained on her coloring as I petted her soft, brown hair. "Your Grammy is a very old lady, Marie. She doesn't want to leave you, but... sometimes we can't control these things."

"I know," she said, matter-of-factly. "I'm done." She showed me how well she'd colored in the letters.

"You did a beautiful job," I said, handing her a sheet with several more words drawn out on it. "Here are some more."

She went to work on them, immediately.

"Do you like to color?" I asked.

Another shrug.

"You're a very good colorer," I said.

She didn't look at me, but she smiled.

We both went about our business, drawing and coloring. Nearly an hour had gone by and the project board was nearly done, when out of the silence, Marie suddenly asked, "Am I going to come to live with you?"

It caught me completely off guard. I looked at the child for a moment before asking, "Would you like that?"

She shrugged again. "I like Mitch. He makes me laugh."

I smiled. "Yes, he can be very nice, can't he?"

I watched her work, rubbing glue stick onto neatly cut pieces of paper and sticking them to the project board. Then I asked the dumbest question I'd every asked in my life, and the weird thing was... I knew it was stupid when I asked it. "Do you like me?"

She turned and looked at me and said, "You're pretty and you smell good," good start, right, "but..."

"But what?" I asked.

"I don't know you."

Huh. That was blunt. I smiled at the child and nodded. "You're very smart, Marie. I like that." She arranged the last few pieces and rubbed them onto the project board. "Marie," I said as gently as I could, "if you come to live with Mitch and me, I promise... I will do everything I can to make you happy in our family."

She turned and looked at me. She looked me up and down, as if sizing me up. "Like said, I'd like to live with Mitch. He's nice."

I understood entirely. I mean, I liked living with Mitch, too. I nodded. "Ok. We'll both live with Mitch."

A few minutes later, we were back in Evelyn's room. The older woman was in night clothes, now, and propped up in her hospital bed. She looked to be in good spirits, though and she smiled as Marie and I approached.

"Look, Grammy," the child showed the old woman the project board. "Donnie helped me with my project."

"Oh, that's beautiful, Mae Mae!" Evelyn smiled, looked closely at the project. "You two make a very good team."

Marie beamed with pride.

"Do you like Dawn, then?" Evelyn asked.

The child looked at her great grandmother, confused. "Whose Dawn?"

"Dawn is my wife, Mae Mae," Mitch smiled.

The child looked at me. "Mitch said your name was Donnie."

I smiled. "Donnie is a nickname for Dawn. Just like Mae Mae is a nickname for Marie. You know what? My twin sister's name is Marie, too, but we call her 'Rie.' That's her nickname."

Marie nodded. "That's good. That way, we'll never get mixed up."

"That's right," I said. "We'll never get you mixed up that way."

We talked for another few minutes, but it was clear the Evelyn was struggling to stay awake, so fairly soon, Mitch stood and said that we needed to leave. "Come on, Mae Mae. Walk us to the door."

The girl took Mitch's hand and they headed for the door. I looked at Evelyn, who was watching Mitch and Marie walking away. I didn't quite know what to say. The old lady looked at me and reached for my hand, which I took.

"It's going to be ok, Donnie," she said in a voice that was much weaker than the voice I'd heard upon my arrival. "I'm ready to go and, by the time that happens, Mae will be ready, too."

I looked at her and my heat broke all over again. "Evelyn... I... I am so sorry about all of this..."

The old lady squeezed my hand tightly. "Donnie. I’ve lived a long life. Most of it was wonderful, but it’s time for me to go. Now that you and Mitch have agreed to take care of Mae... everything will be fine."

I bent and kissed her extraordinarily smooth face. I tried and I tried and I tried, but I could not think of anything to say. I just looked at the woman and felt my eyes tearing up.

"It’s ok, dear," she said. "There is nothing that needs to be said. Go ahead and say goodbye to Mae."

When I caught up with Mitch in the foyer of the house, he was sitting on a bench with Marie standing in front of him. He was holding her hands in his and speaking quietly. "We have a nice room for you and I think you and Donnie will get along well together. She’s a teacher, you know. If you really want to change schools, then we can arrange for you to go to the school where Donnie teaches. Would you like that?"

She nodded.

"It’s going to be ok, Mae Mae. Your Grammy is in a lot of pain, but she’s ready to move on," Mitch said.

Mae nodded again.

I sat next to Mitch and rubbed the girl’s shoulder. "Hi."

Mitch looked at me and said, "Guess what? Mae Mae would like to come and live with us when Evelyn goes into hospice. Isn’t that great?"

‘Great?’ That seemed like an odd thing to say. I hadn’t felt this sad since my own mother’s death. Instead of trying to ease my own pain, I smiled. "That is great, Mae. I think you’ll like it at our house."

"You will, Mae Mae," Mitch said. "Can we give you a hug goodbye?"

She nodded and looked at me. I leaned forward and gave her a gentle hug. Then she turned to Mitch and put her arms around his neck and gave him a big hug.

"Ok, Mae Mae. We’ll see you on Tuesday after school, ok? You and Donnie and I will go have some dinner and get to know each other."

"Ok," the child said and we headed for the door.

We drove a good way home without a lot of talking. I was preoccupied by the sadness of what I’d just gone through. Until we got to Evelyn’s house, it had all been a bit of a fantasy. The reality of it was a lot to take in.

"You’re not having second thought, are you?" Mitch asked.

His words kind of shocked me out of my revery. "What? Second thoughts? No. Of course not. I was just thinking about how sad the whole situation is."

Mitch nodded. "There’s no way that death isn’t going to be sad, honey, but I guess this is a bit sadder than most cases."

"Marie seems to be taking it all in stride."

He shook his head. "No she’s not. She just doesn’t comprehend it all, just yet. She might not even understand it when Evie passes on. She didn’t really seem to process things when William died. Even though Evie’s done everything she can to prepare Marie, I think we’ll need to find her a good councilor to make sure she’s coping as she gets older."

I nodded. "Ok."

We had dinner at a nice little, family run restaurant that Mitch knew about on the way home. The owners were clients of the firm, so they treated Mitch like a king. By the time we got home, it was past eight o’clock and, seeing as I’d been awake since Saturday morning, I was exhausted. So, we were in bed before nine.

I laid with my head on Mitch’s chest with his arm around me and I whispered. "We can do this, right?"

He looked at me with a smirk on his face. "It’s a little late to have second thoughts, babe. I already told Evelyn we’d do it."

"I know and I wasn’t suggesting that we back out, I was just..." I took a deep breath. "We CAN do this, right?"

I felt Mitch rub my slender arm with his big hand. "Yeah, babe. We can do this."

Monday and Tuesday at school went just wonderfully. I felt like I had a real handle on this teaching stuff. I really enjoyed being with the girls and teaching them how to express themselves through art. The smiles I’d see when I’d congratulate them on a piece of work made my heart happy. And there was always something positive to say about their work, even if there were problems with the larger work.

On Tuesday afternoon, I met with Alma and Alycia to discuss my first week at the school. We met in the Principal’s office. Alma sat behind her very well organized desk and perused the file in her hand. Alycia sat beside me and did the same. I’d worn a long, flowered, pleated skirt and cap-sleeved, white top, with two strands of hair, one from either side of my forehead, pulled back into a small hair clip. I’d taken to wearing my hair this way when going to school, just avoid constantly pushing it out of my face.

"Well..." Alma took a deep breath and thumbed through the pages. "...it seems as if your first week has gone very well. Excellent remarks from the teachers. The girls seem to like you very much. Both Alycia and I have seen examples of student work and it all looks challenging and worthwhile... all in all, Donnie, from our point of view, it looks as if we’ve made a good decision."

"Thank you," I said, feeling unusually proud of myself.

Alycia spoke up, next, "Most of the family response has been very positive, as well, although we did have one parent complain that her daughter wasn’t getting enough attention."

"What!?" I said, very concerned. "Who complained? Honestly, I haven’t ignored any students, Alma, honestly."

The principal smiled at me, but she spoke to Alycia. "Let me guess. It was Mrs Abbott complaining that poor Rebecca was being ignored by the new teacher. Am I correct?"

Alycia smiled and nodded. "Don’t worry, Donnie. Unless you’re sitting and holding Rebecca’s hand every minute of the day, Mrs Abbott is going to complain."

I relaxed a bit. "Rebecca’s got the curly, red hair, right. She seems very quiet, but she has certainly not been neglected in my classes. If anything, I’ve probably given her more attention than most of the other girls."

Alma waved my concerns away. "Some of our parents feel that their tuition payments ensure that their child will get all the attention, all the time. Mrs Abbott is the most vocal of that group. Don’t fixate on one parent – especially one who has filed multiple complaints against every teacher at this school."

"If she wasn’t complaining about you, we’d be much more concerned," Alycia tease.

"So," Alma closed her file and set it aside, "can you give me a rough idea of what you’re planning for the last quarter of the year?"

I knew that this question was coming, Alycia had warned me, so I launched into a description of projects I had planned for each of my class levels for the remainder of the year, focusing on the skills that the students would be learning from each. I spoke for about five minutes, then waited for a response.

Alma smiled and looked at Alycia who said, "I told you. She never does anything halfway."

"Indeed you did," Alma nodded. "That all sounds wonderful, Donnie. Just let us know if you need anything from us."

Alycia continued, "Supplies, paint, paper, things like that. Keep an eye on the supply cabinet and make sure that we have a week or two to get whatever you’re about to use up."

"Ok. Thank you," I nodded.

"Well, I guess that’s it," Alma looked at each of us, "unless there’s something you’d like to say..." she let that hang in the air as if no one ever had anything to say at that point.

"Actually," I said, cautiously, "there is something I’d like to ask about."

Alma looked a bit surprised, but just waited for me to continue.

I looked at Alycia, who also looked a bit surprised, then I spoke. "See... my husband and I are in a rather... unexpected circumstance, and... well... it appears that we are going to be parents quite a bit sooner than we expected."

"Oh, Lord, you’re pregnant!" Alycia perked up.

"No, no," I assured her. "It’s just that we’re taking in a little girl who has has a great deal of hardship. Her great grandmother is about to pass away and she’s asked Mitch and me to take the child in. Anyway, I was wondering if we might enroll the little girl here for the remainder of the school year."

Alma pulled a yellow legal pad out of her middle desk drawer and began taking notes. "Tell me about the girl."

I gave her a brief history of Marie’s current situation.

"You say you’re taking the child from her great grandmother, correct?" Alma asked. "Where are the child’s parents?"

I explained the sad history of Marie and her family and I was a bit surprised by the reaction it received. Alma put her pad down and looked at Alycia before she spoke.

"Tell me, Donnie, has this little girl seen a therapist or been to counseling of any kind?"

I looked from Alma to Alycia, who did not make eye contact with me. "Umm... no. Not yet, but Mitch and I have already spoken about the need for her to be in therapy with so much going on."

Alma swayed from side to side in her desk chair as she thought. "Donnie... this is a very exclusive school and one of the reasons that parents pay the... very high... fees we charge is because we guarantee that their daughters will be educated in a safe environment."

I nodded and waited for more.

"This little girl, Donnie... she has witnessed some very extreme violence and that kind of thing tends to come out at stressful times. I’m afraid that if you are asking us to take her in as a student THIS YEAR, then the answer will have to be ‘no,’ and, believe me, I regret having to say that, but we have more experience with these things than you and this is for the best, both for the school and this little girl. Let her finish out the school year where she is. With her friends."

I was astounded. She’d just said ‘no’ to what I thought would be a simple request. I looked at Alycia, for support, but she said, "It’s for the best, Donnie. We’ve had troubled girls here before. It’s best if she gets some help over the summer, then starts fresh in the fall."

I was silent, unsure of what to say. I could feel a flame rising up my spine. How could they just sit there and say ‘no’ to this child?

"So," Alma put her legal pad back in her drawer, "if there is nothing further, I think that wraps up..."

I couldn’t help it. I interrupted. "I’m sorry... I am new to this world, but this doesn’t seem right to me."

"What world is that, Donnie?" Alma asked.

"The world of rich people who just say ‘no’ to people." I said, perhaps too brusquely. "I mean, I hate to be a pain in the butt, but I’m about to become this girl’s adopted mother and if I’m not willing to advocate for her, then who will?"

"Donnie..." Alycia tried to explain something, but I held up my hand and kept going.

"No, please, let me finish. Now, I haven’t seen Marie’s grades, but this is a very bright little girl we’re talking about and Mitch and I will have no problem paying her tuition, so you’re making your decision based entirely on the basis of circumstances far beyond her control. She was an infant when her grandfather killed her parents. She has no recollection of that. And her great uncle’s death didn’t occurred in front of her. People are killed in car accidents everyday and I have never heard of their children being denied an education because their parent or guardian was killed."

"Donnie..." Alma seemed to have heard enough, but I had not said enough by a long shot.

"And now that her great grandmother is entering the last days of her life, your decision isn’t to help a child in need, but to turn your back on her? I just don’t understand that decision!"

"We are not turning our back on her," Alma insisted, "we are willing to take her as a student in the fall..."

"She doesn’t need you to take her in the fall. She needs you to take her as a student in a week or so when she moves in with us."

Alycia spoke more forcefully, "Donnie, we have policies in effect that have proved appropriate time and time again. You have no idea how frequently we are asked to add a student mid year. It’s just not possible to take in every hard luck story that comes our way."

"Hard luck story!?" I couldn’t believe that these women were reducing this family’s tragedy to a ‘hard luck story!’ "This is not just any little girl, I am talking about, Alma... Alycia. This little girl is about to become MY little girl. My daughter."

Had I just said ‘my daughter?’ My God, she was going to be MY DAUGHTER wasn’t she? I’d never considered those word before. Marie was about to become MY DAUGHTER. Not my ward. Not my foster daughter. My daughter. I was about to become her MOTHER. HER MOTHER! And these women were’t denying help to the little girl I was going to be taking care of – they were denying help to MY DAUGHTER! My job was to advocate for my daughter.

I straightened my back and looked both of them in the eye. First Alycia, then Alma. "Perhaps... if my daughter is not good enough to attend this school, then I am not good enough to teach here."

Alma rolled her eyes. "Donnie, please consider what you’re saying. You’ve only just started here. We are very happy with your work and you, obviously, enjoy teaching. Don’t just throw that all away over a disagreement."

I stood, hurt and angry. "I do love this job, Alma, and, Alycia, I am very thankful for the opportunity, but I am taking on the responsibility of raising a child who has been through Hell, and if I cannot have her near me, in this building, to help her when she needs me, then I cannot be here. I am sorry. Thank you for the job, but..." I turned and headed for the door.

"Donnie," Alycia said, her head down. "Please reconsider this. There are only eleven weeks of school left and we are willing to bring the girl on as a student in September."

I looked to Alma who remained silent, so I turned and walked out of her office and walked quickly to my classroom.

When I reached my desk, I grabbed my phone and pushed Mitch’s number. It rang two times before he answered, obviously on speaker phone.

"Hi, babe," he said, happily. "Guess who..."

I interrupted. "I just quit my job."

"What?" He was suddenly shocked. "Why?"

I spat out the explanation of their refusal to take MY DAUGHTER into their school, as I fought back the tears.

I was surprised to hear a reply come in Bev’s voice respond. "This is absurd. Do not leave that classroom!" She said emphatically.

"She’s making a call," Mitch said.

"Why didn’t you tell me she could hear me?" I asked, a bit shook.

"I tried to tell you, but you just started talking," Mitch said, apologetically.

A few moments passed and I could hear Bev in the distance, speaking in her most pompous inflection. I’d heard her use it with other woman on the retreat to get their attention.

Suddenly, over the school’s PA system, an announcement came. "Miss Dawn, if you’re still in the building, please come to the main office."

"They just called me to the office," I said to Mitch.

"You bet your skinny, little butt they did," Bev said, a bit angrily. "Make sure to say ‘thank you’ to them, dear. That’s important to them."

"Ok," I said, very confused and I walked back down the hall to the main office.

"You called me?" I asked the secretary.

She nodded, then knocked on the door to Alma’s office. "Miss Dawn is here." She turned back to me and said, "You can go in."

I walked into the office and stood behind the chair that I’d previously sat in. Alycia was still there.

Alma spoke, first. "Perhaps we were too hasty, Donnie. After discussing it, Marie may join us for the remainder of the school year. We hope that this satisfies your family’s needs and that you will remain teaching here, as well."

I nodded. "Thank you. That is very nice of you. Yes, I would like to continue teaching here."

"Alright, then," Alma looked at Alycia. "Is there anything else?"

Alycia cleared her throat. "Donnie... we’re glad that this worked out, but you will need to be responsible for this little girl’s behavior. If she starts acting out, then we will have to review this matter."

I nodded again. "Of course."

"When will Marie be joining us?" Alma asked.

"I’m not entirely sure," I replied, honestly. "Within the next two weeks, I should expect."

"Alright then," Alma made some sort of notation on her pad, "we’ll see you tomorrow and Marie when she is ready to make the move to this school."

I nodded once more and headed to the door. "Thank you, again," I said as I headed back to my classroom.

When I got there, I called Mitch, again. "Is everything all set?" Mitch asked.

"Yes," I replied, "but what happened?"

Mitch chuckled. "Bev is on the board of directors there. She laid down the law."

I sighed. "Do you think I can keep working here? I mean, Alma is my boss..."

"And Bev is her boss, so, at this point, I’d guess that your position is more secure than Alma’s. Now, why don’t you go home and get freshened up. I’ll pick you up in an hour or so, and we can pick up Marie and take her to dinner as planned, ok?"

I breathed a bit more easily. "Ok. See you then."

We picked up Little Marie and took her to a local pizza place that also had an arcade. It was kind of a little kid paradise – noisy, exciting and the pizza was actually pretty good. Marie turned out to be pretty proficient Skee-Ball player and she was accumulating quite a collection of tickets before we sat down to have some pizza.

"Wow, Marie," I said, sounding as excited as I could, "you are REALLY GOOD at Skee-Ball."

She took a bite of her pizza and smiled, then shrugged. "It’s easy."

"Maybe for you," I continued, "but it’s not for me. You’ve won a lot more tickets than I have."

Mitch sat down with a pitcher of root beer, Marie’s favorite, and he smiled at us. "Getting to know each other?"

I was about to answer, but Marie went first. "Are you going to be my mother and father?" It was a very innocent question, but it’s bluntness sure caught me by surprise.

I looked at Mitch, who smiled at the girl and said, "Mae Mae... Donnie and I would be very happy to be your mother and father, but only if that’s what you want, too."

The child looked at Mitch and then at me. "I guess that would be ok. I like you guys, so... I guess it’d be good."

"Marie..." I started to say, but she stopped me.

"Ugh! I hate being called Marie! If I’m going to live with you, I need you to start calling me Mae, or Mae Mae. Never Marie, though."

I smiled. "Ok... Mae... would you like to go to the school where I teach? It’d be a new start all around. New school, new mom, new dad... what do you think?"

She took a nibble of pizza and thought. "I guess that would be good, too. No one really likes me at my school. Maybe I could make some friends at your school."

I smiled. "I bet you could. There are a lot of nice girls at my school. You’ll like them."

Mitch reached across the table and patted Mae’s hair. "It’s going to be ok, Mae Mae. We will take care of you."

"I know," Mae said, strangely matter-of-factly.

By the time we were ready to leave, Mae had won enough tickets to get a little teddy bear, a Wishnik Troll Doll and two pencil toppers. She was very happy.

We brought her home and said our good nights, promising to come pick her up to stay with us over the weekend. Before we left, I held her. It was much more than a hug for me. I had developed feelings for this child that I never had felt before. I think it was even more important to me than it was to Mitch. I mean, he’d known Mae since she was born. From the time I met her, though, I knew that I was going to be taking care of this little girl and now... now... I had a desperate need to take care of her. It was a compulsion like nothing I’d ever felt before.

When we got home and into bed, I sat next to Mitch, still rubbing moisturizer into my arms while he sat up, watching the news. Without turning to me, Mitch said, "I think she likes you."

I smiled. "She is an amazing kid. The more I see her, the more I love her."

Mitch looked at me and smiled. "I could tell. You know... I don’t think I ever thought about becoming a father. I mean... I considered it as an abstract, but in real life... I wasn’t really ready for this. Now that’s it’s happening, though... I can’t wait."

"Me neither," I said as I leaned my head on his shoulder. "Obviously, when I thought about having kids, it was as a dad, not a mom."

He leaned his head towards me and kissed me, softly. "You’re going to be a great mom. I know it. Look at how you stood up for her today. You’re a natural."

I kissed Mitch in return and I put an arm around his neck. "I love you, Mitch. I mean that, for real. If I do become a good mother, it’ll only be because we’re such a good team." I kissed him, again and I maneuvered myself onto his lap. "How come we can’t just be a regular guy and girl? I’d love to be pregnant and give you a child."

Mitch’s smile grew into a leer. "Well, maybe we can’t get you pregnant, but there’s nothing that says that we can’t try."

He rolled me over and kissed the side of my breast. He raised himself up and began to kiss my neck with the softest, warmest kisses I’d ever felt. I shivered and I bent my neck to offer more surface to be kissed. "I love you, so much," I gasped.

"And you are all the woman I will ever need," Mitch said, in response.
 
 
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Hawaiian Retreat - 11

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Hawaiian Retreat: 11

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

A tough, but interesting day and a half for Mitch and Donnie.


 
Author's Note: If something about this story strikes you, please, leave me a comment. I would like to know what you think of my stories. ~Clara.
 
This version of Hawaiian Retreat: 11 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 11
 
 

 

When we got home and into bed, I sat next to Mitch, still rubbing moisturizer into my arms while he sat up, watching the news. Without turning to me, Mitch said, "I think she likes you."

I smiled. "She is an amazing kid. The more I see her, the more I love her."

Mitch looked at me and smiled. "I could tell. You know... I don't think I ever thought about becoming a father. I mean... I considered it as an abstract, but in real life... I wasn't really ready for this. Now that's it's happening, though... I can't wait."

"Me neither," I said as I leaned my head on his shoulder. "Obviously, when I thought about having kids, it was as a dad, not a mom."

He leaned his head towards me and kissed me, softly. "You're going to be a great mom. I know it. Look at how you stood up for her today. You're a natural."

I kissed Mitch in return and I put an arm around his neck. "I love you, Mitch. I mean that, for real. If I do become a good mother, it'll only be because we're such a good team." I kissed him, again and I maneuvered myself onto his lap. "How come we can't just be a regular guy and girl? I'd love to be pregnant and give you a child."

Mitch's smile grew into a leer. "Well, maybe we can't get you pregnant, but there's nothing that says that we can't try."

He rolled me over and kissed the side of my breast. He raised himself up and began to kiss my neck with the softest, warmest kisses I'd ever felt. I shivered and I bent my neck to offer more surface to be kissed. "I love you, so much," I gasped.

"And you are all the woman I will ever need," Mitch said, in response.

The rest of the work week was surprisingly comfortable. Alycia acted like nothing had happened, greeting me and smiling when I saw her on Wednesday. I didn't see Alma on Wednesday, but when I saw her on Thursday, she was typically casual and gracious. Both visited my classroom throughout the rest of the week - nothing unusual, just the typical walk throughs. Each visit involved smiles and compliments to the children on their work. Nothing had changed in their attitudes and things appeared to be back to normal.

After school on Friday, I drove across the city to Marie's school to pick her up and talk to the principal about Marie's academic career. This school was in a late twentieth century building that had once been a public school. It was smaller than the school in which I taught, but seemed to have a similarly sized student body, although there were both boys and girls at this school.

"Good afternoon," the very tall, very handsome, very athletic principal said as he came out to greet me. "Come on in." He seemed very gregarious and eager to talk.

"No calls, Dot," he said to the woman in charge of the outer office. "We shouldn't be too long."with that, he closed the door behind us and offered me a seat.

"So..." he checked his notes, "you must be Dawn, correct? And your husband is Mitchell, right? Pam from Evelyn's office tells me that you are adopting Martha, is that correct?"

I shook my head. "No. Marie. We're adopting Marie."

The man scowled and checked his notes. "Marie? Wait..." he rustled through his papers. "Why do I have 'Martha' written here?"

"Perhaps you know her as Mae or, maybe, Mae Mae?" I offered, trying to be helpful, not just confused by this man's suddenly befuddled behavior, but also more than a bit angry that he hadn't even taken a moment to prepare for this meeting. I mean, we were only discussing something that would impact the rest of this little girl's life.

"Oh," he said suddenly. He smiled a very charming smile at me. It was already obvious to me that this man got a lot of mileage out of that smile. "Ah, here we are," he smiled again. "Ok, Marie, ah yes, Marie. Good grades, hard worker, polite... yeah, she seems like a good kid."

"May I see her transcript?" I asked, not really satisfied with the principal's thumbnail assessment.

"Umm..." he hesitated for a moment, then said, "Sure," and turned the folder so that I could see it.

Marie's grades looked very good. "'E' for excellent in most subjects, with an 'S' for satisfactory in Phys Ed and Art. I glanced through the rest of the file, until I came upon a report from the school councilor. I read through the report and my heart broke as I read a recent evaluation. "Marie is a very confused young lady. She seems to vacillate between denial and despair. Most days are fine, but occasionally, Marie will be nearly unresponsive in the classroom. Family refuses to consider anti-depression medication."

I felt a clamp tightening around my heart as I read the evaluation. "Anti-depression medication!?" I muttered. She was a baby, for crying out loud. She needed love and hugs and understanding and support, not drugs.

"Yeah," the principal was watching me closely, "our councilor recommended Prozac for Marie. She was really out of it at the beginning of the school year."

"Out of it!?" I said, shocked. "The child's great uncle - her guardian - the man she'd looked to as a father - had just died in a car accident. Didn't it occur to you that this little girl needed some love and understanding instead of drugs!?"

His smile was more condescending than I would have cared for it to be. "Yes, of course, but we only see the students for six hours a day. That leaves eighteen at home and..."

"... and you assumed that no one was showing her any support at home?" I was getting more angry than I should have been. "Have you met her great grandmother? The woman adores this child!"

"And she's battling liver cancer," he said dismissively. "She's dealing with her own issues..."

"Listen," I closed the folder and laid it on the desk. "I don't know how you were brought up, but I was brought up NOT to fill little girls with drugs if at all possible."

"She was depressed..."

"She was mourning! There's a difference!"

"With all due respect, ma'am, you weren't here..."

"And with all due respect, sir, I am now and I will be removing my daughter from this school next week." I reached into my purse and pulled out a business card for my school and handed it to the principal. "Please forward her records to this address. Thank you." I stood to leave.

The principal cleared his throat. "You can't run away from her problems."

"And you can't drug them into submission, sir." He started to speak, but I held up my hand to stop him. "I understand that you were trying to do your best for Marie, I really do, but... she doesn't need drugs and apathy. She needs my husband and me. We will be moving her to another school next week. I will call you on Monday." I turned and exited his office.

I asked the woman at the counter where I could find the children who were waiting to be picked up.

"They're in the gym," the woman smiled. "Straight down this hall to the end."

I thanked her and walked down the hall. When I reached the gym, I looked in through the windows in the door. There were about twenty five boys and girls. Most were playing with each other - basketball, catch, shuffleboard, etc - and there were some small groups of children sitting and looking at books, phones or iPads.

I looked around and didn't see Marie at first. Eventually, I saw her sitting by herself, to the side of the gym, with a large book in her hands. She was reading the book and writing on a piece of paper. I opened the door and entered, telling the woman in charge who I was. She pointed towards Marie and I walked over and sat near her. I looked at the book, saw it's title: 'How To Draw Fairies and Other Magical Beings.' "I see that you want to learn how to draw fairies," I said, surprising her.

She looked up at me, smiled and shrugged. "Hi." She looked at the cover of the book, then back to me and shrugged. "Yeah. I'd like to get better at drawing and stuff." She showed me the piece of paper with a not too badly drawn fairy on it.

I smiled at her and said, "That's very good, Mae."

She shrugged. "It's not as good as I want it to be."

"Well," I smiled, "would you like me to help you get better at that?"

She nodded, in an uncommitted way. I smiled, anyway. "Hey, do you have your bag for the weekend?"

She nodded and pointed towards the teacher who'd signed me in. "It's at the sign in desk."

I offered my hand and we walked back to the door, grabbed her bag and left the building. Once I had Marie secured in the backseat of my new, red, hybrid car, I got in, looked in the mirror and said, "Mitch won't be out of work for a couple of hours. How would you like to go to the shopping center with me? Maybe we could get you a new dress or something."

Marie shrugged. "What kind of dress?"

"Well..." I thought for a few moments, "what kind of dress would you like?"

"I don't know. Maybe something with flowers, like you wear. Pam buys my clothes and she says that solid colors are more useful, but... I'd like something with flowers, maybe." The little girl said with a smile and a nod.

I smiled. "Ok. Let's find you something with flowers."

We got to the mall and headed for some of the more casual stores for children. Old Navy was filled with fun, inexpensive, playful dresses that Mae absolutely loved. We bought her five lovely dresses, three were covered in flower prints and the other two had bright, plaid patterns. Marie said that she liked all of the dresses because they looked like my dresses. Of course, I loved that.

Marie wore a cute little flowered dress out of the store and back into the mall. I was watching her as she spun and watched the skirt expand and relax again. She seemed very happy.

We were headed to Kids Gap when I heard the overly rehearsed voice of my mother-in-law calling to me. "Donnie! Donnie is that you?"

Of course, I'd arranged to 'run into' Mom at that mall. I knew that she still had reservations about us adopting Mae Mae and I figured the best way to resolve that was to have them meet.

"Mom, what are you doing here?" I asked, probably sounding just as over rehearsed as Mom had. "I ushered Mae Mae in front of me and I said, "Mae Mae, this is Mitch's mother. She lives right across the street from us. She's been very excited to meet you."

Mom bent lower and extended her hand. "Well, hello, Mae. I've heard so much about you. It's awfully nice to meet you."

Mae Mae shook her hand. "Hi," she said, not quite sure what she should say.

"Do you like Mae's new dress?" I asked.

"Oh, my," Mom reached out and touched the material of the dress, "that is a beautiful dress, Mae, and you make it look beautiful, too."

Mae smiled. "I do?"

"You sure do," Mom smiled and laughed a little. "Did you pick it out all by yourself?"

Mae shook her head. "Donnie helped. I like it because it looks like a dress she'd wear."

"Well, that makes sense," Mom stood back up, "because Donnie is very pretty, too. Just like you."

Marie liked that and smiled. She took my hand and started pulling me towards Kids Gap. I smiled at Mom. "Why don't you join us? We just left Old Navy and we're headed over there, now."

Mom started walking with us. "Did you find anything at Old Navy?"

I smiled. "Just five, very pretty dresses."

"Five!" Mom laughed. "It hard to say 'no' to a little girl, isn't it?"

I smiled. "Impossible."

Five more dresses at Kids Gap and some new athletic shoes from Footlocker, then Mae was ready for dinner in The Food Court.

It was obvious that the mall was not a common experience in Mae's life, so she was very excited about eating where there was such a big variety of foods. I guided her past the typical McDonald's, Burger King, Taco Bell, Arby's, etc, and towards a place that sold Japanese chicken over rice and vegetables. I got one for Mom and one for Mae Mae and me to share and headed to the table area where Mom had found a place to sit and eat.

Now, my meeting up with Mom was all very contrived, of course, but I actually stopped in my tracks when I saw my twin sister sitting with Mom and Mae. "Hi," I said, sheepishly. "I didn't know you'd be here."

Marie smiled. "Nor did I know you'd be here, either. "I just bought some new scrubs at Penny's. I was headed back to my car when I ran into Mom and this pretty young lady."

I put the tray of food on the table and sat next to Mae on the bench side of the table. "Mae Mae, this is my sister, Marie. I told you about her. Remember?"

Mae nodded as I opened the food boxes and handed Mae a spork with which to eat. She focused on the food and smiled at that, rather than at my sister.

I looked at Marie and smiled. She smiled back. "I was telling Mae how pretty her dress is. She told me she'd just gotten it at Old Navy."

I put an arm around my daughter-to-be and nodded to my sister. "Yes. We've gotten quite a few lovely dresses today, haven't we, Mae Mae?"

Mae nodded and sampled the food. "This is really good."

I rubbed her back. Yeah, I knew that there would be some tough times along the way, but so far, things seemed to be going really well. I decided right then and there that I would enjoy every little bit of good times I could get.

"Well," my sister stood and pushed her chair in, "I need to get going. I have to meet Hilda at six." She looked at my soon-to-be daughter and extended her hand. "It was very nice to meet you, Marie."

The girl looked up, stuck her spork into her mouth and took my sister's hand in hers. Of course, my sister's hand shake was a huge, comic affair that nearly wrenched the little girl's arm out of her socket, but it made her laugh.

"And you'll be coming by my house at some point over the weekend, right. I know Hilda is dying to meet you." Marie finally released Mae's hand.

"Whose Hilda?" Mae asked.

Rie smiled. "Hilda's my wife."

"You have a wife?" Mae said, astounded. I braced myself for what could, quite possibly be the first embarrassing situation of our life together.

Rie was typically unfazed, though. "I do. Her name is Hilda. She's very beautiful and she is very excited to meet you."

Mae smiled broadly. "Cool," she said, took her spork from her mouth and returned to her Japanese chicken over rice and vegetables.

Rie looked at me, smiled and raised her eye brows in approval. "See you at some point over the weekend, then." She bent and kissed Mom's cheek.

"Bye, darling," Mom smiled, constantly eyeing Mae. I could tell that any reservations she may have had about her joining our family were long gone.

Then Rie kissed my cheek and whispered, "Take it slow, mommy. She's wonderful, but I can already see that you're too attached to her."

I whispered back, "How can I be too attached to my daughter?"

Rie kissed my cheek again. "Just take it slow." She stood, smiled and left.

After dinner, Mom and I took Mae to a few more stores that specialized in children's clothing. We bought her some underwear, a couple of nighties and a fluffy robe. As with the dresses, Mae wanted bright patterns, mostly flowers. Apparently, Pam's taste in girl's clothing was much more subdued than Mae's.

I reveled in every bit of happiness that registered on Mae's face. It warmed me in ways I'd never experienced. Now, don't get me wrong, it wasn't the fact that I was spending money on fairly inexpensive clothing that made Mae happy, it was the fact that she was suddenly given the freedom to express herself through her clothing. She was in heaven and that pleased me in a vicarious way that I'd never experienced before.

When we got home, we found Mitch and Dad on Mom and Dad's front lawn. After a week of warmer weather, the snow had mostly melted and the grass was finally showing and just starting to turn green. They each had a golf club in their hands and they were practicing swings, chatting, but mostly just being a father and son enjoying their time together. I pulled into our driveway and went around to open Mae's door. At the same time, Mom pulled into her driveway, then into their garage.

"Hey, ladies!" Mitch called from across the street. "Did you have fun?"

"You want to go see Mitch?" I bent low and asked Mae, confidentially.

She nodded, enthusiastically.

"Ok," I said. "Take my hand while we cross the street."

When we reached the men, Mitch knelt and gave Mae a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "How's my favorite girl?" He asked, a big, handsome smile spreading across his face.

"Great!" My little girl beamed. "Do you like my dress? It's got flowers, just like Donnie's."

Mitch looked from Mae to me and smiled. "My goodness, you look like twins!"

Even Mae giggled at that.

Mitch stood and kissed me. "Did you have a good time?"

I nodded. "We had a great time," I said loudly. Then, more
confidentially,MK added, "We're going to have to have a little chat about this 'favorite girl' stuff, though."

Mitch laughed. "Let's be honest, Mae has been 'my favorite girl' longer than you have, but you are my favorite lady - without a doubt."

He hugged me and kissed me, again. Then he looked at Mae and said, "Mae Mae, this is my dad and he's been waiting all day to meet you."

Mae looked at Dad and smiled. She reached out her hand, as if to shake Dad's, but he shook his head and looked serious. "No, no, young lady. I am about to become your grandfather. You understand that, right."

Mae looked a bit stunned by his standoffish attitude, but she nodded and looked at Dad, trying to figure out what exactly was happening.

Dad knelt down on one knee and held his arms wide. "I have been waiting my whole life to meet you, Mae, and to give you the biggest hug you've ever had."

Mae's eyes sparkled with the joy that Dad was projecting. She stood still for a moment, assessing the situation, then she half-leapt forward and threw her arms around his neck. Dad embraced her tightly and stood with her in his arms. "Oh, my goodness!" He teased. "I wanted to give you the biggest hug ever, but you gave it to me!"

I could see the smiles on both of their faces and, I couldn't help it, I reached out and I patted the hair on my little girl's head and a few tears of joy rolled down my cheeks.

Mom touched my shoulder, surprising me, just a little. "Why don't we go take care of Mae's clothing and let her have some time with her father and grandfather?"

I agreed.

We carried all the bags up to the room we'd chosen for Mae. It was a sunny room with soft yellow paint on the wall. While we were at the mall, Mom had bought some lovely, lace curtains to make the room 'more feminine' for her granddaughter.

We worked together to hang all the perfect little dresses in the closet. There was something about how precious they all looked, hanging there side by side. I couldn't stop looking at them.

Eventually, I did though and Mom and I hung the new curtains. She was right. The curtains were just soft enough to transform what had moments ago looked like a spare room into a pretty, little girl's room.

Mom sat on the lovely, queen sized bed and tapped the mattress next to her, inviting me to sit. I did and Mom took my hands in hers and she smiled at me. "Donnie... you know that I had my reservations about you and Mitch adopting, but... that child is... wonderful. She's adorable, of course, but she is so smart and... well, I can tell by the way she looks at you... she wants to be your little girl."

I smiled and nodded. "That's what I want too, Mom."

Mom smiled. "Donnie... I was so very happy when you became my daughter in-law and... I just never thought I'd be a grandmother this soon after your wedding, but it is.... Wonderful. You are going to be a wonderful mother. I just know it. And if you need any help at all... babysitters, just someone to go pick up groceries when you get busy, someone to make you a good hot meal, if you need some money... someone to talk to, honey, whatever, please don't hesitate to come to me or Dad. We are here for you and Mitchell and that child. You understand what I'm saying?"

I did and I hugged her to let her know.

We picked up the wrappings from the curtains and the clothing, threw it into the waste basket and went back outside. We were both surprised to see Mom and Dad's yard was empty. We looked around and we saw Mitch and Dad coming down the sidewalk with Mae in between them, holding their hands in hers. Dad was talking and Mae was laughing out loud.

"Oh, look," Dad laughed, "there they are, now! Hi, girls! We just took a walk down the street to show this young lady the park."

"She says it's pretty cool," Mitch smiled.

I smiled and Mom and I walked up the street to meet them.

"It's getting a little cool out," Mom smiled. "I think we should get Mae inside."

"Ok," Dad smiled. He stopped and bent to look Mae right in the eyes. He poked her on the nose and smiled. "Who are you going to have breakfast with tomorrow?"

"You, Doc," Mae smiled.

"That's right," he smiled. "I'm going to make you the best waffles you ever ate." I laughed, both at the tone of Dad's voice and at the fact that he'd gotten Mae to call him 'Doc.'

"I don't think I've ever had waffles," Mae laughed as Dad ramped up the excitement, "so they're going to be the best I ever ate, anyway."

Dad laughed and whispered something to Mae, who looked at Mom and nodded. She let go of Dad's hand and ran over to Mom and hugged her. Mom hugged her back and said, "Good night, Mae. I guess I'll see you in the morning."

Mae smiled. "Doc said I should come over in my pajamas if I want."

"That will be fine, dear," Mom glanced at her husband, a bit irked, "but be sure that you wear a jacket and bring a robe."

"Ok," Mae smiled, then stretched up to kiss Mom's cheek. "Good night, Nana."

Mom shot her husband a look that would have wilted a field of corn! Dad just smiled and said, "Say good night to Mae, Nana."

Mom's look softened as she returned her gaze to her new granddaughter. "Good night, Mae Mae. Nana and Doc love you, very much."

"Really?" Mae looked at her surprised. "You guys love me?"

"Of course they do, Mae Mae," Mitch laughed. "You're a part of our family, now, Mae. And in this family, we're very big on telling each other we love each other."

Mae smiled. "Ok. I love you guys, too, then."

That seemed to soften Mom a bit.

We said our good nights and walked across the street with Mae walking between us, each of her hands holding one of each of ours. Behind me, I heard Mom say to Dad, "I suppose you think you're pretty funny, don't you? I am fifty four years old. I am not old enough to be called 'Nana,' for crying out loud."

Then I heard Dad chuckle. "Nana's a lovely name and you know it. Be glad I didn't tell her to call you 'Grandmama.'"

I looked over my shoulder and saw Mom elbow Dad in the ribs. "Doc? Seriously? That's what you want your granddaughter to call you? Doc?"

Dad laughed and waved. "Yep. And tomorrow we start working on her 'What's up, Doc?' delivery."

We got into our house and we showed Mae her bedroom. She seemed to like it, quite a bit. The best part for her, of course, was the thirty two inch, flat screen TV on the wall. "That is only for a little while before bedtime, Mae. It has a few local stations and Disney plus, but you can only watch it when we give you permission to watch it, ok?"

She nodded.

"Ok, bath time," I announced, feeling so much like a mother!

"I can take a shower by myself," Mae said, proudly. "I just need help drying my hair."

I pushed my copious hair off of my face and smiled. "Well, I can certainly help with that. I'll set the water temperature, then you can wash yourself. Make sure you rinse your hair well and I'll have your new nightie ready for you, ok?"

I went into the lavatory off of Mae's room and I got the water to a comfortable temperature. Then I called her in and told her to put the clothes she was wearing on the empty, wooden chair in the corner of the lavatory. "I'll be in your room when you need me."

Mae smiled as she hopped into the lav and within a few minutes, I could hear her in the shower. I sat on her bed, imagining what life with this child would be like - not just the happiest of times, like laughing with her new grandfather, but the struggles she still had to face and what Mitch and I would need to do to help her through those. I laid the little, purple nightie across my lap and felt the soft cotton material and thought about how much pain this little girl - my little girl - had already experienced and I vowed to make everything better for her from then on.

"I'm done!" A tiny voice called from the lavatory.

I got up and walked to the bathroom door. "Can I come in?" I asked.

"Yep," she called back, happily. "I'm brushing my teeth."

I opened the door to find Mae wrapped in a towel, brushing her teeth, but with soap suds still visible in her hair. I laughed as I said, "I don't think you got all of the shampoo out."

She turned her head to see her hair in the reflection. "Oops," she laughed.

When she'd finished brushing her teeth, I had her lean over the tub while I rinsed the remainder of the shampoo from her thick hair. "You have such nice, thick hair," I praised.

"Grammy says it's always messy, but then she says, "Messy hair, happy house."

I laughed. "Well, I don't know an awfully lot about taking care of hair, but maybe we could learn together. I do know how to braid pretty well, though. Maybe, after we dry your hair, I could braid it for you. Does that sound like a good start?"

"Ok," she said. It was a simple answer, but there seemed to be some sense of excitement there, too.

"Ok, we're done," I said as I stood, grabbed another towel and began to squeeze the excess water from her hair. After a few minutes of that, I wrapped yet another towel around her head in the fashion of a turban.

We walked out into her bedroom and I held up her new, purple nightie. "Is this ok?" I asked.

Mae just nodded and, much to my surprise, just dropped the towel she'd wrapped around her body and help up her arms for me to drop the nightie over her. "I like it," she smiled. "It's real soft."

I smiled and took her hand. "Come on to my room and we'll use my dryer. I'll get one for your bathroom tomorrow."

We walked across the hall and down two doors to the room I now shared with my husband. Then we passed through into our en suite lavatory. I pulled up a wooden chair over to the vanity and pulled my hair dryer out of my hair-basket. Then I grabbed a soft brush and went to work - and it was a lot of work, believe me. Mae's thick hair was not easy to dry, but it gave us time to chat about the little things. What TV shows she liked, what was her favorite food, music, clothes... everything.

When it was dry, I said, "Ok, I'm really only good at a simple braid, but I'll learn how to do more as time goes on, ok?"

She smiled and nodded, as I carefully separated her hair into three, even plaits and began to weave them together into a simple, yet pretty braid that reached about a third of the way down her back when I was done.

"There we go!" I smiled as I tightened a pink scrunchie to the end. "How do you like it?"

Mae stood on the wooden chair and looked at herself from several angles. "I like it. It's good."

I smiled at her response and then was surprised when she said, "Can I braid your hair? I'm pretty good at it. I did for Grammy sometimes."

"Oh," I blinked. "I'd love that, but, maybe I should put on my nightie before we do my hair for the night. What do you think?"

Mae nodded. "Can I pick out your nightie?"

I thought for a moment, but decided that there was no harm in that. I opened my closet to show her my selection of nighties - not a huge collection - and I was relieved when she chose a fairly conservative, silk sheath that had an aqua green background and a pattern of Japanese cherry blossoms on it. It was a nightie that I found very pretty, but it some how reminded me of an Arizona Ice Tea can.

I had Mae step out of the walk-in closet and I changed into the nightie. When I had a soft, long chenille robe on. I opened the door and let Mae help me hang-up the skirt I'd been wearing. I put the rest of what I'd worn into the hamper in the lavatory and we were ready for Mae to braid my hair.

As she went to work, our conversation picked up, again, only this time, Mae seemed to guide it instead of me.

"I like your bathrobe," she said. It was a pretty robe. The soft, light green chenille was thick and fluffy and there were large, playfully childish flowers all around the collar and cuffs. Certainly feminine, but not what I'd call sexy, in any way.

"Why thank you, Mae. I just bought it about a week ago. This is the first time I've worn it."

I was surprised when I felt Mae clip a hair clip into three different spots near the bottom of my head. She must have been keeping the plaits separated. It was an odd feeling, having those soft, little hands working my long hair, but I was really enjoying it.

Mae continued her thoughts. "It kind of looks like the robe I got today."

"I know," I replied. "Mom and I hung it up for you so you'd have it in the morning."

"Mom?" Mae looked around at me. "Aren't you my mom, now?"

I smiled to keep from crying. "I mean Mitch's mom. Nana."

"Oh," she accepted that.

There was a gap in the conversation, so I asked, "Do you like Nana and Doc?"

Her little hands were working hard. "They're nice. Doc is kind of like Mitch. He's real funny, like Mitch."

"He is, isn't he?" I laughed. "You know, Nana and Doc want to be a part of your new life, too. So do my sister, Marie, and her wife."

"I guess that's good," she said, which sounded so sincere and innocent that it made me chuckle a little. "Here," she said as she handed me a small, pink scrunchie, "can you put in the scrunchie? I can't make it tight enough." She brought the end of my braided hair around my right shoulder and held the ends tight so that I could take it from her and use the scrunchie to wrap up the end of the braid.

I turned and looked in the mirror and saw how well my little girl had braided my hair. "Mae Mae! That looks beautiful. Thank you!"

She smiled as she removed the three clips she'd placed at the base of the back of my head. She smiled proudly. "You're welcome."

"Well, it's about forty five minutes till bedtime. Would you like to watch a little TV?" I asked as I put the chair back in the corner. Mae nodded and we headed out into the hall. When I turned to head downstairs, though she stopped me and asked if we could watch TV in her room. I agreed, so we went in to Mae's room and we sat on her bed while she scrolled through her options.

She chose the Disney animated film 'The Little Mermaid,' which, to be honest, I had seen quite a bit as a boy. No father, three sisters... princess movies were always on.

We started watching the movie with Mae sitting on the left side of the bed and me on the right, but as Prince Eric wooed the beautiful, yet mute, Arielle, Marie inched her way closer to me until her little head was laying against my breasts.

I patted her braided hair and breathed in her scent and, once again wondered, possibly for the millionth time since my wedding, if life could possibly be any better.

"Why did she have to give up her voice, though?" Mae asked out of the blue.

"Because in these stories, the person in love always has to give up something. Arielle gives up her voice, Belle gives up her freedom, Repunzel had to conquer her fear of being out of her tower... there's always a catch." I kept patting her hair.

After a moment or two, Mae asked, "Would you give up something important to you for Mitch?"

Now, if Rie had been there, there would have been no way that I could have stopped her from drawing parallels between my life and the movie Mulan, but Rie wasn't there, thank goodness, so I just said, "Of course."

"Because you love him?"

I smiled. "I love him very much, Mae Mae. Very, very much."

She seemed satisfied with that answer for a moment, then asked, "Does Mitch love you?"

I nodded. "Of course he does."

She laid there quietly again, but I could tell that the wheels were turning in the brain of hers. "How do you know?"

I sighed. "Mitch tells me he loves me a thousand times a day. He tells me with words, and touches and smiles and the things he does for me. I've never doubted that Mitch loved me."

"So..." she left a gap to think, "... when Mitch hugs me and kisses my cheek... is he saying he loves me?"

"Yes, baby," I said, quietly and I kissed her braids. "That's what he's saying. Mitch loves you, very much, too. Mitch has a great talent for loving people."

It was getting later and her eye lids were getting heavy. Her voice was getting a little thicker, too, as she relaxed and prepared for sleep.

"So you love me?" She asked in the smallest, most tentative voice I'd ever heard.

"I do."

She dropped her head into my lap and rolled to look up at me. "How do you know? We just met this week."

"Mae Mae," I looked down at her and cradled her upper body in my lap, "the very first time that Mitch told me about you... the very first time I looked at your picture... I knew that I loved you and every second I spend with you makes me love you even more."

She smiled up at me and her eyes fluttered.

"But now," I said, quietly, "I think it's time for you to go to sleep. Doc expects you for breakfast in the morning."

"But the movie..."

"We'll finish it tomorrow." I stood and maneuvered Mae so that she was laying correctly, with her head on a pillow. I tucked her in tightly and kissed her forehead. "Good night, Mae. Mitch and I love you."

I walked to the door and shut off the light, leaving only the nightlight in the bathroom. I stopped and I looked at this amazing miracle that was my new little girl and I didn't know quite what to do. I wanted to go back and hug her, again. I wanted to crawl into bed and hold her all night. I wanted to just stand there and look at her forever. I was just overwhelmed with what I was feeling, but then I heard a tiny, tired voice.

"Donnie?"

"Yes, Mae Mae?"

"You're very nice."

"Thank you, honey. You are, too."

"Thank you for my dresses. I really like them."

"You're very welcome, Mae. Now, get some sleep."

I turned to go, but she spoke again. "Donnie?"

"Yes, Mae Mae?"

I stood there in semi darkness and listened to her breath. After a few moments, I suspected that she had fallen asleep, so, once again, I turned to leave.

And that's when it happened. That's when, like The Grinch, my heart grow three sizes that day when I heard her tiny, tired voice say, "I love you."

"I love you, too, baby," I said, quietly, as I pulled the door nearly closed and wiped the tears of joy from my face.

I went downstairs where I found Mitch sitting and watching an old war movie. "Hey," he smiled, "everything ok? I looked in on you a while ago and you both seemed so content, I didn't want to interrupt."

I nodded. "Everything is wonderful, Mitch. She's... she's..." I couldn't find words. "She said she loved me."

Mitch stood and hugged me. "Of course she loves you, honey. How could she not?"

I guffawed at that. "Mitch... I can't believe that a child this wonderful is ours to raise. And Mom and Dad... they seem so happy to have her, too..." I fell against his chest and cried.

"Hey, hey," Mitch laughed. "Everything is good, right? There's no reason to cry."

"I know," I gulped between sobs.

"So, can I ask you a question?" Mitch asked.

I nodded.

"When did you buy June Cleaver's bathrobe?" He half laughed at his own, silly question.

I leaned back and feigned shock. "You don't like it? I thinks it's beautiful."

Mitch smiled. "I'm just teasing, but it is a little..."

"Motherly?" I asked, daring him to agree.

"Old fashioned," he laughed.

I stepped back. "I guess I'm just an old fashioned girl. At least, that's. What I've been told."

Mitch laughed and touched the raised cords on the chenille robe. "Wow. Soft."

"I know, right?" I laughed. "And it's warm, too."

We probably would have headed upstairs at that point, maybe even gotten a little frisky, but Mitch's phone rang. He looked at it and smiled. "It's Pam. Probably just checking up on Mae."

He accepted the call and said, "Hi, Pam... what?... When?.... Jesus. Is she conscious?..." Mitch sat and held his forehead in his free hand. "How long?... Ok... Ok... I'll be there within a half an hour. Bye."

"Evelyn?" I asked.

He nodded. "It doesn't look good. Look, honey. They had to rush her to the hospital. I need to go to the hospital. Pam and I are about the only thing close to family she has anymore. I'll call in the morning... what are you doing?"

I'd already picked up Mitch's phone and pressed a contact.

"Mitch? Is everything alright?" I heard Dad ask.

"Dad, it's Donnie. It's Mae's great grandmother. They took her to the hospital and things don't look good. Can we bring Mae over there so we can go to the hospital?"

Mitch stood, "Donnie, you don't need to..." but I held up my finger to quiet him.

"No, sweetheart," Dad said in a quiet, rehearsed, bedside manner voice. "Let Mae sleep. I'll be right over. I'll sleep in one of the other guest rooms. Let me talk to Mitch."

I handed the phone to Mitch, who said, "Dad, there's no reason for Donnie... Yes, I know, but... Dad, I don't want to inconvenience you or Mom..."

There was a knock on the front door. Mitch and I looked at each other, then I crossed the room and opened it. Mom pushed past me with Dad right behind her, his phone still to his ear. "Go get changed, Dear." Mom said to me. "Mitchell, warm up the car. It's chilly out and I don't want Donnie catching a cold."

"Mom, Dad..." Mitch started to speak, but Dad stopped him.

"Family, Mitchell. We'll take care of our granddaughter. You go take care of her great grandmother."

Mitch nodded as I ran quietly up the stairs, as quickly as I could and pulled on a casual, warm, red flannel dress and a pair of shoes. The dress looked very much like A very long, men's flannel shirt in a red and black Buffalo plaid. When I reached the bottom of the stairs, Mom was waiting, holding open a jacket and my purse was hanging from her wrist.

"Thank you, so much," I said in a hurried voice. "Mae's asleep. She's very excited about waffles tomorrow morning."

"Don't worry," Dad smiled. "Old Doc won't let her down."

Mom looked at me and shook her head. "'Doc.' Can you believe him? He's worse than a child himself. Go on, now, dear. Mitch is waiting."

I kissed them both and hustled out to the car. The moment the door was closed, Mitch put the car in gear and we were off.

Just a few years prior to that night, my mother passed away in the nicest hospice room that Marie and I could afford for her. It still was a bit clinical, but at least it was a bright, warm room.

On this night, when we walked into Evelyn's private hospital suite, my heart sank. It was a cold, loveless hospital room with a small, frail, frightened old lady laying in the middle of it. I don't care how 'ready to go' you are, or how much faith you have, when you're facing your final hours, fear and pain are the only emotions you can process.

Pam was standing to the side of the room, looking lost in sadness. We glanced at her as we entered and she just shook her head.

Mitch hurried to the old woman's side and sat.

Evelyn looked at Mitch and gave him a sad, resigned smile. "Mitchell. Is my baby ok?"

"She's fine, Evie," Mitch assured her. "My parents are with her."

Evie nodded, weakly. "Tell her I love her, Mitch."

I moved to the other side of the bed. "Tell her yourself, Evie. Just hold on and we'll bring her to see you in the morning."

Evie shook her head. "I didn't think so, Donnie, but thank you. The doctors say I just have a few hours. Just tell her I love her. Tell her everyday. Please."

I hardly knew this woman and at that moment, all I wanted was to help her. To make her passing easier.

But all we could do was sit and wait with her. Wait for her to die.

For the next six hours, Evie slept, woke, cried, talked about her life, pushed the morphine drip, slept, woke, cried, etc. It was sad, but something we all will face at some point and something I'd experienced vicariously already with my mother.

We all sat near the bed, taking turns holding her hand. At one point, while I was holding her, she opened her eyes and looked at me, as if evaluating me, trying to figure out who I was. "Are you ok, Evie?" I asked.

She smiled and said in a very weak voice, "You're an angel."

I returned her smile. "No, Evie. I'm Dawn. Mitch's wife."

She gripped my hand tighter and said, "I know. You're my angel. My angel. My..." and she slipped away, again.

I was very nervous about living up to my promise of having Mae coming to say goodbye to her Grammy the next morning. I had just kind of said that to give Evelyn something to hold on for. I mean, I knew that it was something that would make letting go easier for Evelyn, but was it the right thing for Mae. I was still struggling with this when, at just after five thirty in the morning, Evelyn's heart rate monitor went from a steady beat to one steady pitch and doctors and nurses burst into the room, pushing us to the side. They tried for several minutes to resuscitate the poor old thing, but there was nothing to be done.

She was gone.

Mitch had to stay to work with Pam and the hospital administration. I guess there is always a lot of paperwork when someone dies, but it's complicated considerably when the deceased is a wealthy woman and her only heir is a child. Mitch offered to call me a cab, but I stayed there. Pam was having a hard time dealing with things and I didn't want to leave her the way that she was.

At nine thirty the next morning, I called my in-laws and checked on Marie.

"She's doing fine, honey," Mom assured me. "We brought her over to our place for breakfast. We told her that her Grammy was in the hospital. We don't want to break the news to her without you and Mitch being here. By the way, she loves waffles. Dad made her three. He even gave her a lesson on how to use the waffle iron."

"Oh, Lord," I laughed, imagining that little girl devouring three waffles, but my laughter disappeared pretty quickly. "Mom... can I talk to Dad for a minute?"

"Of course, dear," Mom said, understandingly. "Let me get him. I stepped into the great room when you called so that I could speak. Hang on, and... Donnie... I'm so sorry."

I sniffled a bit. "Thank you, Mom, but... I really didn't know her that well."

Mom was quiet for a moment. "I know. I'm sorry that you have to tell Marie, though. If you want us to be there with you, we will."

Suddenly, I realized I was shaking. I was genuinely afraid that I might do this horrible thing wrong and hurt Mae.

A moment or two later, Dad was on the phone. "Hi, sweetheart. How are you doing?"

"I'm a little scared, Dad," I said, honestly.

"She's gone, Donnie. There's nothing more to be afraid of. Her pain is over, now." Dad had the rehearsed, but comforting voice of someone who'd been through this kind of thing many times.

"Dad..." I had to ask, but I felt like a child doing so, and my shakes turned into sobs as I spoke. "How do I tell Mae that her Grammy is gone? I don't want to hurt her... I've only just gotten her.... What am I going to say?" I could barely speak through the sobbing, now.

"It's ok, Donnie, it's ok," Dad said, calmly. "Take a breath and get control of your breathing, honey. That's it, honey. Deep breaths. Are you ok, now?"

"Yeah," I sniffled. "I'm ok."

"Good," Dad said in a soft voice. "Good. Donnie... everyone dies and everyone has to deal with someone they love dying. There is no avoiding in, honey, and there's no easy way to tell a child, but... Donnie... Mae knows that Evelyn was very ill. We were talking this morning as we made waffles and she was very aware of Evelyn's age, her illness, her frailty and she even told me that Evelyn would be going to heaven soon."

I had to struggle to keep my breathing steady. The poor baby had been through so much already. This was so unfair. "So... what do I say?"

Dad sighed. "All I can tell you, dear, is... don't beat around the bush. Tell her how much you care for her and remind her that she's not alone, then, as painlessly as possible, tell her that Evelyn is gone."

"Ok," I gasped. "Ok. I guess I can do that."

"And Donnie... don't be surprised if her reaction isn't what you'd expect it to be. She will understand, but... she won't. She's still very young, Donnie. Just tell her and hold her. You've got to be her mom, now. That's what she needs."

I guess I was silent for too long, because Dad's quiet voice came through the phone, "Donnie? Are you ok?"

"I am, Dad. Thank you."

It wasn't too much longer before Mitch and Pam were done and we were headed home. My heart was beating very hard as we approached our driveway.

"Are you ok?" I asked Mitch.

He forced a smile. "I... will be. She was an old, old friend, honey. Not just a client. I'm going to miss her, but... now we need to focus on Mae."

I squeezed his hand. "I know. We can do this, together."

Mitch kissed my hand. "Ok. Let's do it."

We walked across to Mom and Dad's house and Mae, who must have seen us coming, pulled the door open for us. "Hi," she said, in a very concerned voice.

"Hi, Mae," I said, as I knelt and hugged her.

"Grammy's gone, isn't she?" Mae said, very sadly.

I hugged her more tightly. "Yea, honey. She is. I'm sorry."

Dad was right. Marie didn't cry or carry on, or even shut down. She returned me hug and said, "She told me."

Slowly, I released her from my hug and looked at her. She was sad, but looked right into my eyes, as if checking to see if I was alright.

"Who told you, Mae Mae? Did Nana tell you?" Mitch asked, patting her still braided hair.

Mae shook her head. "Grammy told me."

By now, Mom and Dad were with us. "Let's sit down," Dad said in that calm voice.

Mitch and I left our coats on a chair and we sat on the couch with Mae in between us. I placed an arm around Mae's shoulder and leaned in to kiss her temple. "Did Grammy say goodbye to you before you left for school yesterday?"

Mae shook her head. "No. She was with the doctor. I had to leave before they were done."

"So..." Mitch leaned and kissed the tiny hand he held in his, "...when did she tell you?"

Mae turned and looked up at Mitch. Her eyes were wide and sincere. "Last night. I woke up. It was still dark and Grammy was there. She told me she loved me, but she had to go. Then she was gone."

"Oh, good God," Mom whispered as she clutched her throat.

Dad gave Mom an understanding look, but shook his head. Then he stood, took a few steps across to us and knelt in front of Marie. He put his hands over mine and Mitch's, taking Mae's hands into his grasp as well. "Mae Mae," he smiled, lovingly, "you understand what we mean when we say that your Grammy is gone, right?"

"Yes," she nodded. "She's... dead now. She's in Heaven with Uncle Will."

Dad smiled. "That's right, Mae Mae. How do you feel about that?"

"I don't know," Mae looked around. "I'll miss her, I guess."

"Ok, then Mae," Dad smiled. "Tell you what... We all know that Grammy loved you and that's why she came to say goodbye to you last night." Mom tried to interrupt, but Dad shook her off, again, never taking his eyes off of the child. "Mae Mae... if you want to talk about Grammy, then you can talk to any of us, ok? But for now, we just want you to know that we all love you and we will take care of you. Ok?"

Mae smiled and nodded. "Ok."

Dad smiled. "Now, tell Mitch and Donnie about your breakfast."

Her smile broadened and she looked at Mitch. "Doc taught me how to make waffles! Do you want one?"

"A waffle?" Mitch's eyes grew wide in fake enthusiasm. "Are you kidding!? Waffles are my favorite! Come on. Show me how to make them."

"Ok," Mae bounded off of the couch and pulled Mitch with her. They disappeared into the kitchen.

Dad was still knelling, watching them go. I touched his shoulder. "Thank you."

He half-stood and kissed my cheek. "It's just a start, sweetheart. She's going to need her mother, now. Just keep telling her how much you love her, don't dwell on Evelyn's passing. She's doing great, right now, but... she will mourn, Donnie. It's just going to take some time."

"Is that all we're going to say to her?" Mom asked, shocked and struggling to not yell. "Her great grandmother just died and we're going to let her believe in ghosts?"

"Why not?" Dad smiled, then kissed Mom's cheek. "There are more things in Heaven and earth, my love, then are dreamt of in our philosophy." Mom shook her head, but Dad patted her shoulder and spoke with more love in his voice than I thought possible. "She's a baby, honey. She's our baby's baby. We don't need to make her fully realize all the horrors of the world right now. Her Grammy said goodbye to her and that gave her comfort. Let's let that be enough for now, ok?"

Mom stood and straightened her dress. She looked at me and shook her head. Than she looked at Dad and all of her dismay about the situation seemed to vanish. "Ok." She took a deep breath and called to the kitchen. "Do not touch that waffle iron, Mae Mae. Remember, it's hot! I'll come mix some batter." She looked at Dad, smiled in spite of herself, touched his cheek and hurried into the kitchen.

Dad turned and offered me his hand. I stood and looked at him in awe. "Not so bad, right?" He asked.

I hugged him, tightly. "Thank you, Dad."

He hugged me back, "Anything for my little girls." He kissed my forehead and winked at me. "I love both of you."

I smiled. "Mitch too?"

He made a big show of shrugging. "Well... he's not so bad, either." We both laughed and he put and arm around me and guided me towards the kitchen. "I hope you're hungry. Your daughter makes a mean waffle."

By early afternoon, we were headed home. Mom and I had discussed where to go to get a nice dress for Mae to wear to Evelyn's funeral, which was planned for Tuesday morning at a local church. Evie had requested no calling hours, which was actually a good thing as far as Mae was concerned. I told Mom that I was going to put off taking Mae shopping until the next day, Sunday. I just couldn't face it right then.

"I could really use a nap," Mitch said as he took Mae's coat and mine to hang in the hall closet. "How about you?"

I gave him a hug and a smile. "Go ahead. You've worked hard. I'm going to get Mae dressed and I think we'll walk over to my sister's house."

Mitch raised his eyebrows. "Really? Do you really feel up to that?"

I shrugged. "Mae's been waiting for us all morning and I promised Rie I'd come by. It's pretty warm out... I think a nice walk will be a perfect way to spend a Saturday afternoon with my little girl."

Mae picked out one of the flowery dresses we'd just bought her. She was so proud of picking out her own dress and shoes. I brushed out her braids, leaving beautiful waves in her hair, and I put a lovely, flowered bow in her hair, too. I know that people will say that dressing a little girl is like having a living doll, but it's not. It's like have a daughter. That's what it's like. Like having a smart, funny, beautiful daughter who just filled my heart with so much joy.

I changed into a clean dress, which, coincidentally, had a very similar flowered pattern to Mae's. We kissed Mitch goodbye and set out for the one and a half block walk to my sister's house. It took about ten minutes to get there and when we got there, we found Rie unloading groceries from the back of her car.

"Well, hi there, Mae!" Rie sang to her. "You came to visit! That's wonderful!"

Mae smiled broadly. "Hi, Aunty Rie."

My sister looked at me in surprise, then back to Mae. I could tell that she liked Mae calling her that. She handed Mae a paper sack filled with a couple of loaves of bread and some grapes. "Here, Mae, can you help me carry these in?"

Mae was thrilled to be of use.

We walked up the few steps that led to Marie's front door and walked inside, each of us carrying a bag.

"Hilda!?" Rie called from the kitchen. "Hilda! We have company!"

As Rie and I put away the groceries, Hilda walked into the kitchen and stopped dead in her tracks. "Oh, my! Is this my new niece, Marie?"

Mae seemed a little taken aback by Hilda's accent.

Marie rubbed Mae's back and said, "Don't be scared, honey. She only sounds like a Nazi. She's really very nice."

Mae looked from my sister to my sister-in-law to me and asked, "What's a Nazi?"

I laughed and said, "Don't mind your Auntie Rie, Mae. She thinks she's a lot funnier than she really is."

Rie looked at me and scowled. "You wish you were as funny as me."

Hilda, however, ignored both of us and knelt down in front of Mae and offered her her right hand. "Hello, meine leibe," she smiled. I am your Tante Hilda. I am very happy to meet you."

I stopped unpacking groceries to look at Hilda. She was looking at Mae with such wonder in her eyes. When Mae took her hand and gave it a little shake. "It's very nice to meet you, Tante Hilda," I thought my tough as nails sister-in-law was going to cry.

Hilda bit her quivering lower lip. Recently, I'd been quite surprised at how emotional my formal, Germanic sister-in-law could be, but right now, I wasn't at all sure what I was seeing. Hilda was so emotional at meeting Mae, that I think, maybe, just as it had happened with me, Hilda's maternal instincts had suddenly kicked in with unexpected force.

"It is very, very nice to meet you, too, Marie."

I'd expected Mae to correct Hilda because I knew that she didn't like to be called Marie, but instead I heard her giggle. "I like how you say my name. The way you say the 'R' is really pretty."

Hilda smiled and laughed as she stood. "Is it? Come... let me show you the house while your mom and Auntie Rie put away the groceries."

Mae giggled and took Hilda's hand and they walked out of the kitchen.

"That woman can find more ways of avoiding work than anyone else I've ever met," Rie shook her head as I laughed and continued to put away the groceries.

Rie looked at me and asked, "Was the first night a rough one? You look tired."

I shook my head. "It was rough, but not because of Mae. Her great grandmother passed away. Mitch and I were at the hospital all night."

Rie looked back at the way that Hilda and Mae had disappeared. "You didn't take her with you to the hospital, did you?"

"No, Mom and Dad came over." I went on to tell Rie about how dad had given himself and Mom nicknames for Mae to use. Rie laughed hard at that. I think Rie and Dad actually shared a lot of their senses of humor. It was interesting to compare their jokes. I knew that they were going to be good friends as soon as they got to know each other.

Once the groceries were put away, we looked around downstairs for Hilda and Mae, but they were no where to be found. We went upstairs and found them in the rear bedroom, a room that Hilda used as a workspace. They were seated on a bench in the middle of the room, deep in conversation.

"I like this color," Mae was saying, looking at an iPad.

"I do too," Hilda said. "It's very pretty. We'll paint these three walls that color, but the wall behind the bed... that should be darker. Which of these do you like?"

"What's going on?" Rie asked.

Hilda put her arm around Mae and smiled. "My favorite niece and I are picking out the colors for her bedroom.

Rie looked around at all of Hilda's drawings, notes and photos. "I thought we were doing the other bedroom over for Mae."

"I'll take that one," Hilda said, without looking up. "This room is bigger and quieter. It will be better for her."

Rie looked at me with incredulity. "Remember when she was the manly one?"

I laughed as Mae looked at me with a very happy smile. "Donnie, Tante Hilda says that I'm going to have my own room here for whenever I need it. Doc told me the same thing. I'm going to have three bedrooms! Is that great!?"

I laughed. "It sure is, honey. So, I guess you two are getting along pretty well?"

"We are indeed," Hilda said in that stiff style of hers. Then she looked at Mae and said, "Remember, your Tante Hilda is here if you need her." She leaned in and whispered into Mae's ear, but loud enough for us to hear. "When mommy and daddy say 'no,' you tell Tante. She'll get you what you want."

"Hey!" I laughed. "Enough of that! If mommy and daddy say 'no,' then the answer is 'no.'"

Hilda looked at Mae and winked. "You call Tante."

When we finally made it home, around five thirty, Mitch had made spaghetti and meatballs for us.

"So," Mitch asked as he spooned some sauce onto Mae's plate, "did you have a good time with Auntie Rie and Auntie Hilda?"

Mae took a sip of her water and nodded. "'Tante' Hilda," she corrected. "She's nice, but she talks funny."

"That's because she grew up speaking German," I explained.

"Auntie Rie says Tante is a Nazi." Mae said innocently.

Mitch's fork stopped midway to his mouth. He looked at me and said, "Did we discuss what that means?"

I smiled. "No. We discussed Auntie Rie's terrible sense of humor."

Mitch cleared his throat. "Mae Mae, that's not a nice thing to say. So, let's not ever call Tante Hilda that word again, ok?"

"But Auntie Rie called her that like three times." Mae was confused.

"Honey," I said, "That's a private joke between Auntie Rie and Tante Hilda. Let's just let them have that joke and we won't ever say that, ok?"

Mae shrugged. "Ok."

"So, what's the plan for tomorrow?" Mitch asked, changing the subject.

I reached over and squeezed Mae's hand. "We need to get Mae a dress to wear to the funeral. So, we're going shopping."

Mitch nodded and chewed. "How about you? Do you need a dress?"

I smiled. "Rie had me get a nice, little black dress before we went to Hawaii. I'm all set."

"Ok," Mitch nodded, "but if you see something you like, get it."

I smiled. "Ok."

"May I be excused?" Mae asked, wiping her mouth with a paper napkin.

"Do you have someplace to be?" Mitch asked with a laugh.

She smiled. "I want to see the end of 'The Little Mermaid.'"

"Well," I said, sounding far too maternal for someone who'd been a mother for such a short time, "you need to take a shower, first. Then I'll help you get ready for bed, ok?"

"Ok," Mae smiled, and turned to head upstairs.

"I put a shower cap on your sink," I called to her. "Put it on and tuck all of your hair into it. You don't need to shampoo your hair tonight."

She had reached the stairs and started up, "Ok!"

"And brush your teeth!" I called as I heard her footsteps on the floor above me.

"Ok!" Her little voice called back.

I turned to Mitch, who was looking at me, smiling. "What?" I asked.

"Nothing... mommy," he laughed.

"Well, someone has to be," I laughed as I gathered the dirty dishes from the table and head for the sink to rinse them off and load them into the washer. "And not to sound like an egomaniac, but I look better in a dress than you do. So, I should probably continue to be the mommy."

Mitch stood and grabbed the remaining plates, came up behind me and kissed the back of my head. "You sure do."

Mitch loaded, while I rinsed, and after a few moments he asked, "You don't mind bringing Mae dress shopping do you?"

"Why, do you want to do it?" I asked.

He laughed and he said, "No, I do not, but... it must be kind of a dull way to spend an afternoon."

I shut off the water and handed Mitch the last dish. "Mitchell, Mitchell, Mitchell. Shopping for dresses isn't like running into Brooks Brothers for YET ANOTHER grey suit or another plain shirt. No matter the reason, a dress is an expression of the woman wearing it, even if that woman is only eight years old. I cannot think of a more exciting way to spend time with my new daughter then taking her dress shopping."

Mitch laughed. "Ok. Is Mom coming with you?"

"Of course," I smiled. "I am her favorite daughter-in-law, you know, and Mae is her favorite granddaughter. She's kind of in Heaven, having female... well, feminine... family members, all of a sudden."

He closed the washer door and stood facing me. "I know. She's told me about a billion times. She doesn't even mind being called 'Nana,' anymore."

We finished up in the kitchen and I went upstairs. I went to my lavatory, removed my makeup, washed, moisturized, brushed my hair, put it into a loose ponytail, put on a pretty nightie for Mitch's sake, followed by my long, warm chenille robe, then headed into Mae's room. When I arrived, her bathroom door was open and she was brushing her teeth, wrapped in a fluffy, warm, white towel.

Within a few minutes, Mae was in her warm nightgown and her own chenille robe, and I was braiding her hair while Sebastian the Crab tried to get Prince Eric to say that he loved Arielle. We sat on her bed, cuddled together, and by the time Sebastian was trying to stay out of the chef's stew pot, Mae was asleep on my lap.

I'm not sure how much later it was that I felt myself being carried. The feeling was so unusual that I shook myself awake to find Mitch carrying me, across-the-threshold-style, into our bedroom.

"What are you doing?" I asked, giggling a little.

"Shh," he smiled as he gently placed me on our bed. He kissed my forehead and said, "I'll be out of the lav in a minute."

The moment the bathroom door closed, I got up and hustled back into Mae's room to be sure she was tucked in and asleep. I kissed her cheek and whispered, "Mitch and Donnie love you," then hustled back to our bedroom, took off my robe and slid under the covers, seconds before Mitch reappeared.

"You must be exhausted," Mitch said, as he rolled to face me and pulled me into a warm hug.

"Tired, but happy to be with you." I smiled back.

"And all this stuff... Mae Mae and Evie... You're doing ok with it?" He stroked my hair and cheek as he asked.

I gave him a kiss. "I feel terrible about Evelyn, but I think she was as ready to go as anyone ever has been. Even though I didn't know her very well, I will be forever grateful to her for giving us Mae."

He gave me a return kiss. "She loves, you, you know. Mae Mae, I mean. I can see it by the way she looks at you."

That made me smile. "I hope so. I certainly feel very close to her already."

He began kissing my neck. "You are going to be a great mom."

God, I hoped he was right.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Hawaiian Retreat - 12 Final

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Hawaiian Retreat: 12 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Mitch, Donnie and Mae become a family - for real, as we read the series conclusion!


 
Author's Note: Please, leave me a comment. I would like to know how this story has touched you. ~Clara.
 
This version of Hawaiian Retreat: 12 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 12
 
 

 

Mitch gave me a kiss. "She loves, you, you know. Mae Mae, I mean. I can see it by the way she looks at you."

That made me smile. "I hope so. I certainly feel very close to her already."

He began kissing my neck. "You are going to be a great mom."

God, I hoped he was right.

For me, Sunday began with a nice, warm shower and some badly needed maintenance - mostly body hair maintenance. I still had some places that insisted that I was still a male. I spent a little more time on my hair than I had for a while, using the curling iron to put a bit of body into my long mane. Then, feeling distinctly motherly, I picked out a pretty, floppy bow to hold my hair in a high pony tail.

I put on a full slip and the same mid-length, A-line tartan plaid wool skirt that I wore on my first date with Mitch. To remind you of how pretty this skirt was, while the front of the skirt was a smooth, flat piece of material from the waist to the hem, the sides and the back of the skirt fell in loose folds of extra material. It had a sense of classic elegance that I loved.

I paired that with with a black, long sleeved, cashmere sweater and I went to get Mae ready for shopping.

She was still sleeping when I entered her room.

"Mae," I sang, softly. "Mae Mae, honey, it's time to wake up."

She blinked her long eye lashes at me. "What time is it?"

I smiled. "Nine thirty, honey. Come on. Nana's going to come over at eleven. We need to get you ready."

She smiled as she remembered that she was going shopping, again. She sat up on the edge of the bed and looked at me, a little confused. I saw her confusion and asked, "Is something wrong?"

She looked a little disappointed and shook her head.

"Well, something is obviously bothering you, honey. What is it?" I prodded.

She shrugged. "It's just... you're not wearing flowers."

I blinked and looked at my outfit. "Don't you like this?"

Another shrug. "It's pretty, but..."

She just stopped. "But... what?"

Yet another shrug. "But I don't have anything to match that."

It took me a second to process. "Oh... you want us to match?"

She nodded, a little sad.

I smiled. "Ok, baby, I'll tell you what. Let's get you dressed and ready to go, then we'll take a look in my closet and we'll find a dress that matches yours, ok?"

Mae smiled. "Ok." She jumped up and headed for the bathroom. "And I'm not a baby." She closed the door behind her as she entered the lavatory.

I started straightening out the sheets and blankets on Mae's bed. "I know, honey. I'm sorry. I just meant it as a term of endearment."

"A what?" She called back, obviously not understanding.

"Never mind!" I called back and laughed.

When Mae was dressed in a short sleeved, dark blue dress with a pretty, white flower print, as well as a pretty, white cardigan sweater to keep her arms warm, we went into my room and looked through the walk-in closet. Mae was fascinated with all of my very fancy clothes that Marie and I had bought for Hawaii.

"Wow," she gushed as she touched the soft materials, "these are so pretty."

I smiled at her. "They are, but those are for special occasions. My regular dresses are here. Do you see any that look like yours?"

She squinted and made a thoughtful movement with her jaw. "I guess this one is the closest."

I took the hanger holding the dress off of the closet pole and showed it to Mae. "I think you're right. Dark blue with white flowers." I took the dress off the hanger and suggested that Mae step back into the bedroom so that I could change. I closed the door behind her and hung up the clothes that I had been wearing and stepped into the newly chosen dress. Once I'd zipped it up, I took a moment to locate my plain, white cardigan and I slipped that on as well.

When I stepped out of the closet and asked Mae if I looked better. She smiled broadly and nodded. "A lot better."

We found Mitch downstairs, doing some work on the dining room table. "Well, look at you two!" He smiled as he stood and came around the table to hug both of us. First a kiss on my cheek and a nice hug, then he knelt and hugged Mae and kissed her forehead. "Like two peas in a pod, huh? You both look beautiful."

"We match," Mae smiled and bounced.

"You do!" Mitch laughed back. "And you're both beautiful." He kissed her on the cheek this time then stood, still smiling.

"Your working on a Sunday?" I asked, not too judgmentally, I hoped, but curious.

Mitch nodded. "I'm working on some paperwork for us. To finalize things." He smiled snd glanced at Mae to indicate to me that these papers were regarding our adoption of Mae.

I nodded and was about to go through our expected schedule for the day when our back doorbell rang. Both Mitch and I looked surprised. "I wonder who that could be?" I muttered.

Mitch headed in the direction of the back door, "I don't know. That's the first time since I bought this house anyone has ever rung that bell."

I don't know why, but I was actually a bit nervous about who it could be. Maybe it was the fact that there were adoption related paperwork on the table in front of me, or just the fact that someone at the back door was unusual, but I tensed right up and became immediately scared that someone was coming to take my daughter away from me.

"Hi!" I heard Mitch say, in a friendly voice. "Why on earth did you walk all the way around to the back door?"

I breathed more easily when I heard an Austrian accent reply, "I... I wasn't sure which you preferred. I've only been here the one time before."

I bent and said to Mae, "It's Tante Hilda. Go say 'hi.'"

"Ok," she smiled and ran, full throttle, out into the kitchen.

I was about to follow, but I heard a knock on the front door, which I recognized as Mom's knock. "Come on in, Mom!" I called to the door.

"Good morning," Mom looked lovely, as usual, as she came in. "I noticed a car in the driveway. I'm not interrupting, am I?"

I gave her a welcoming hug and explained that Hilda had just arrived and we both went into the kitchen.

Hilda saw me and smiled, but... how should I explain this... Hilda and I had always, kind of, met each other on Hilda's terms. Rie was comfortable coming into my house unannounced and I was comfortable going into their house unannounced. That morning, Hilda seemed... well... uncomfortable. As if she felt that her presence might be an inconvenience or something. She was still standing as straight and tall as always, but she was... as I said... uncomfortable.

"I brought..." she almost stuttered, "... I mean I made... this for the child... for little Marie... Mae." She held up a plate with a beautifully made chocolate cake on it. "It is a Sachertorte. Chocolate sponge cake with thin layers of apricot jam between the layers and chocolate frosting. It is a treat in my country. I... made it... for Mae."

She almost looked ready to cry. I think that showing us her vulnerability was very difficult for her.

"Oh, Hilda!" I crossed the kitchen and took the cake from her and placed it on the counter. "It's beautiful! Thank you, so much!" Then I turned to Mae and said, "Did you hear that, honey? Tante made this for you. What do you say?"

Mae was a little overwhelmed by the awkwardness of the situation, but she smiled broadly and hugged Hilda, jamming her head into Hilda's stomach. "Thank you, Tante Hilda."

"You are very welcome, schön kind," Hilda's face brightened as she returned Mae's hug.

I explained that Mom and I were about to take Mae shopping for a dress for the funeral and invited my sister-in-law to join us. She declined, saying that she had a lot to get ready for a job on Wednesday.

Mom then said something that none of us had really thought about. "What about tomorrow? Is Mae going to her old school?"

Mitch and I looked at each other. Wow! How could we have not thought about that, right!?

I looked at Mae, "Honey... do you want to go to your school one more time and say goodbye to your friends?"

Mae looked confused. "I thought I was going to go to your school."

Mitch said, "Well, yes, you are, Mae Mae, but... well... everything just happened a lot quicker than we expected. Donnie will have to enroll you tomorrow, then, well, the funeral is Tuesday, so, if you feel up to going to school on Wednesday, you could start at her school then. We just hadn't considered what we'd do tomorrow."

"Well," Mom said, "I'm sure that Donnie could take a personal day..."

"No," I interrupted, "I need to register Mae and get things ready for a sub on Tuesday. Maybe... maybe I can just bring Mae with me and she can just stay in my classroom all day."

"I..." Hilda said, suddenly. "...I could watch my niece tomorrow, if that would help."

I was shocked. I hope that I've given you a reasonable outline of Hilda's personality as I knew it before Mae arrived, but she was entirely different now. She was absolutely captivated with Mae, the same way that I was and that caused a display of emotion that she was not used to. While I found this new feeling of maternity warm and exciting, I think that Hilda found it a bit unsettling. A chink in her teutonic armor, in a way. I knew that these feelings made her feel self conscious, but to me, they made Hilda so much more wonderful - and she had always been wonderful.

I looked at Mitch, who also looked surprised. "Really?" I asked. "You just said that you had a lot to do for a job on Wednesday."

She looked at Mae and smiled, "And none of it is as important as my niece. I would be very happy to have her spend tomorrow with me."

"Well," Mitch smiled, "problem solved. Thank you, Hilda."

"Isn't that wonderful?" I asked Mae. "You get to spend the whole day with Tante."

Mae smiled, obviously happy that everyone seemed to enjoy having her spend time with them. I think that, even though Evelyn loved Mae with all her heart, she was a very old, very tired, very ill woman and, try as she might, she just couldn't give Mae the time and attention she needed. I was determined to change that - and, obviously, so were Mom and Hilda.

Mom and Mae and I left pretty soon after that. Mitch and Hilda had gotten into a very heated conversation about golf and hardly even noticed we left. We had a light breakfast at a coffee shop, then went to a small store a few towns away that specialized in girls' clothing.

Mae tried on several lovely dresses and I took a picture of each on my phone so we could make a decision later.

I thought the seventh dress she tried on was perfect and so did Mom. "Do you like it, Mae?" I asked.

She swayed in the mirror and thought. "It's pretty, but..."

"But what, dear?" Mom asked.

Mae looked at me. "What does your dress look like?"

I looked at Mom who was smiling at me. "Well," I smiled, "my dress is a simple, plain, black sheath with no sleeves and a 'V' neck line. Nothing special."

"Could I get something like that?" Mae asked.

I looked up at Mom and then at the saleswoman who was assisting us. The saleswoman said, "I may have something that is similar to what you've described."

She walked away and returned with a simple little, black dress with a round neckline. Like mine, it had a lovely sheen to the fabric, it was sleeveless and, unlike mine, had a lovely bow in the back.

"Oh, that's just perfect," Mom said. "Mae, you will be beautiful in that."

"Is it like yours?" Mae asked me.

I smiled. "Very similar." I explained the differences, always pointing out that these were just tiny differences. She smiled and agreed to try it on.

She looked beautiful in the dress and we found a pair of pretty black shoes with a very pretty bow on the toe area and a tiny bit of a heel. They were similar to my shoes as well - mine didn't have a bow and the heel was higher, but similar enough that Mae would be happy.

We also bought Mae a very simple, black sweater to wear if the church was chilly, which, of course, necessitated that we stop at a women's store near by to get one for me as well. Mom bought one, too.

We took a little ride around the city to show Mae her new school, Mitch's law firm's offices, Mom's school and a few other things that she'd never seen before - a peculiar statue on the city's common with a young boy 'riding' a turtle (although it had looked to me as if he was molesting the poor turtle), a lovely park with a famous bridge in it, a few other items, and finally ended up at our city's art museum - a place I'd spent a great deal of time growing up. We roamed through the galleries for a couple of hours, while I explained the differences in painters' styles and how they blended colors, etc. I'm not sure that Mae was all that interested, but she humored me.

We stopped in the museum's café and had a lovely lunch. They had very fancy, not too high calorie sandwiches for Mom and me, and chicken with rice soup and a small turkey sandwich for Mae.

When we'd finished, Mae asked if she could buy herself a cupcake. I was going to go up to the counter to buy it, but Mae wanted to do it herself. So I gave her a five dollar bill and she skipped over to get in the short line.

"So," Mom said, "tell me about this mother-daughter-dress fixation."

I smiled. "I don't know," I admitted, honestly. "It started with the flowered dresses, then, this morning, when I was wearing something different, she was upset. I felt that it was best to make her happy. Kind of - part of a team, I guess."

Mom smiled. "The girls' club, huh? That's sweet. I hope it stays like this forever."

"Me too," I sighed. "I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop, you know? For her to fall apart and mourn and cry and who knows what else, but... she just gets sweeter and sweeter, every day."

Mom looked at me and nodded. "She needs family - you and Mitch."

I laughed, "And Auntie Rie and Tante Hilda and Nana and Doc."

Mom shook her head. "You know, I hated the idea of being called 'Nana,' but now.... Since I've heard my own granddaughter call me by that name... now... I love it and I can't imagine being called anything else."

I laughed. "I know."

Mom looked at me a little curious, a little sad, "Are you going to ask her to call you 'Mommy' at some point?"

I shrugged and looked at Mae as she picked out a cupcake. "I don't know. I mean... she's known Mitch as Mitch her whole life, so it seems weird to suddenly ask her to call him 'Daddy'... I just don't know."

Mae came walking carefully back to our table, a vanilla cupcake perched precariously on a small plate. When the plate was safely on the table, Mom and I both applauded her and she smiled as she handed me a few coins as change. When I told her she could keep it, you'd have thought I'd given her a pot of gold. She dropped the coins into her little purse and climbed into her chair.

"Vanilla!?" Mom asked her. "Is that your favorite?"

Mae shrugged. "I like chocolate, but Tante made me a whole chocolate cake, so I got vanilla."

The next morning, on the way to school, I dropped Mae off with Hilda, who was uncharacteristically dressed down in jeans and a sweat shirt when I arrived. I commented on her casual look, but she just smiled and said she had a messy project to do that day.

At school, I spoke to Alma about my day off for Evelyn's funeral, which I'd emailed her about on Saturday, and about Mae starting on Wednesday, or shortly there after.

Alma was officious and friendly enough, but she did inform me that my personal day to attend Evelyn's funeral would have to be without pay because I was not related to 'the deceased.' My first inclination was to fight her on this, maybe even call Bev to have her intervene, but I decided that this was not a battle I wanted to have at that moment, so I just accepted it and moved on. Mae's old school had forwarded her records already that morning, and Mitch had already sent Alma an email asking her how big a check to write, so Mae was all set to start when she was ready.

When I returned to Rie and Hilda's house that afternoon, I was shocked to find that the clean little girl wearing the cute little dress I had dropped off that morning was now a filthy, paint covered little girl in a paint covered grey sweat shirt and a pair of equally paint covered pink sweat pants.

I stared in shock at the messy urchin laughing at my dropped jaw. "Mae! You're a mess! What on earth have you been doing!?"

She giggled, grabbed my hand and started pulling me towards the stairs. "Come see! Tante Hilda and I painted my room!"

If I thought that Mae was covered in paint, it was nothing compared to how my sister-in-law looked. Her short hair had more specks of paint covered areas than not.

The room, however, looked beautiful! Three walls were painted a very soft pink and the wall where a bed would be placed was painted what the paint can called 'Orchid Pink.' It was unquestionably feminine and little girlish without feeling as if you were standing inside a bottle of Pepto Bismol.

"We've been busy," Hilda said, proudly.

"I see that!" I laughed.

"What do you think?" Hilda put her arm around Mae's shoulder. "My assistant and I worked very hard all day."

I looked around, impressed. "It's beautiful!" I said, honestly.

"It's my room, now," Mae said with pride.

"It is," Hilda laughed as she rubbed Mae's back. "Whenever you need it, you may stay here."

I leaned forward and kissed Hilda's cheek. "Thank you, Hilda. It's lovely." I meant it sincerely, but a big part of me was wondering how much effort it was going to take to get my daughter clean in time for her great grandmother's funeral.

The funeral, on Tuesday, went very well. Mae and I, in our matching dresses, sat in the front row with Mitch and Pam. Our family, Mom, Dad, Rie and Hilda, sat behind us to offer Mae support. Behind them, The partners and their wives and then, behind them... very few people. Mostly representatives of charitable organizations Evelyn had supported or, like the partners, representatives of businesses who had interacted with her throughout the years.

I learned a lesson that day: Mom and Dad were right. Family is everything and, except for Mae, Evelyn had none left. It was heartbreaking, but a funeral is not for the departed - it's to give closure to those left behind. So, I just held Mae close and smiled, hoping that she may find some comfort in the proceedings.

There was no casket, Evelyn had been cremated already, so there was only a small, granite memorial containing her ashes that would be interred in the family mausoleum at a later date.

The service was lovely, though. The presiding minister obviously had known Evelyn well and told some lovely stories that seemed to brighten the mood. Mae was, of course, a bit confused by all of it, but she snuggled up next to me and let it all wash over her.

The receiving line following the service was even more confusing for Mae than the service. After a few moments, Rie and Hilda took Mae aside and brought her into the reception room and got her a drink and some cookies.

With the exception of Oscar and Bev, and Bob and Jodi, we didn't know anyone who passed through the receiving line. We accepted their condolences, though and smiled until the line ended and we joined Mae in the reception room. Our family, which included the partners and their wives, were there. No one else had stayed. There were two hundred seats set up around twenty large, round tables and enough food to feed that many people. It was one of the saddest things I'd ever seen.

I have to say, Mae's first eight days in my school went extremely well. She seemed to slide right in with her classmates. I kept checking in with all of her teachers and they all confirmed that she was doing very well. I was very grateful for that, of course, but because she'd seemed to be floundering so badly at old school, her success at my school was actually a bit surprising.

As we approached April vacation, Mitch let us know that we would be going to court on the Wednesday of vacation week to finalize our adoption of Mae. We explained that to her and she seemed to understand that after that court session, she would be ours forever.

My poor therapist seemed to have a hard time keeping up with my constantly changing life. She warned me about taking on too much too quickly, but she seemed please with how well things were going with Mae. One thing that she did encourage, though, was that I begin hormon therapy. I agreed with her and happily started a new road towards womanhood.

So, we made it to vacation week and on that first Saturday morning, we walked across the street for 'Doc's Saturday Morning Waffle Breakfast,' which had become a weekly tradition. Mae and Dad manned the waffle iron and we were all in the kitchen chatting and doing different chores - setting the table, making bacon, pouring juice and milk.

When we were all seated and enjoying our waffles, Mom asked, innocently, "So, you have the hearing on Wednesday. Do you have anything else planned for vacation?"

Mitch nodded. "Well, Monday, Donnie is having her surgery..."

"What!?" Mae shouted, uncharacteristically loudly.

We all looked at her, surprised by how upset she seemed. "It's just a little procedure, honey," I explained. "Nothing to worry about."

"But..." Mae's eyes narrowed, "... you're going to be in the hospital?"

I nodded. "Just for a few hours, honey."

Mae stared forward, not focusing on much of anything. "No." She said, almost emotionlessly.

Mitch let out a nervous laugh. "Mae, it's a simple procedure. Donnie will be in and out in..."

"No!" Mae yelled and slammed hand on the table. "No! No! No!" She stood and bolted for the door, surprising us all, but Dad, who was closest to the door caught her before she got the storm door open and pulled her into a tight hug.

"Ok, ok, honey," he said, calmly. "Calm down, baby. Calm down."

"I'm not a baby!" She screamed at the top of her lungs. "Let me go!"

By now, I was kneeling next to Dad and Mae. "Honey! What's wrong?"

"No!" She screamed, louder than I could have believed she could. "I don't want you to go into the hospital!"

"Why, Mae Mae?" Dad said in that rehearsed voice. "Why don't you want Donnie to go into the hospital?"

"Because she'll die!" She screamed, irrationally.

"No she won't," Dad said. "Donnie will be fine, Mae."

"No!" Mae screamed, again. "She'll die! She'll die! She'll die!" The poor thing was out of control, wild and fighting against Dad's hold.

Mom was standing to the side weeping and muttering, "Do something, please. Calm her down before she hurts herself."

Mitch knelt on the other side of Dad and spoke calmly, too. "Mae, she'll be fine, honey, I promise."

"Noooo!!!" She continued. "Uncle Will went to hospital and died! So did Grammy!!! She'll die!!! She'll die!!! Let me go!!!"

Dad stood, pulling Mae off of the ground with him, and he made shh-ing sounds while Mae continued to rail against him. He held her tightly and swayed from side to side until Mae's rage subsided into sobs, at which point, he handed her to me and guided us into the guest room where I laid on the bed, Mae beside me, and I continued to hold her and cooed calming sounds.

"Just be her mom," Dad whispered to me as he shut the door. I'm sure that the next order of business on the other side of the door was to calm Mom down, too.

It seemed like hours, but was probably only twenty minutes or so, until Mae's desperate sobs turned into shallow breaths. I kissed her forehead and petted her hair over and over until she could breath again.

"Are you ok, now?" I asked.

She shook her head. "No."

"Look, Mae," I tried to be calm and rational sounding, "I am having a very simple procedure done. I'm not even going to be unconscious. I'll go in in the morning and I'll be home by dinner. I promise."

Mae's sad, wet eyes looked at me. "I don't want you to do it."

I kissed her and hugged her, again. "Mae Mae... you trust Doc, right?"

She nodded.

"Well, Doc is going to be right there with me, honey, and Doc would never let anything happen to me. Ok?"

She looked towards the door and heaved a sigh. "Do you promise?"

I smiled. "I promise, my love. I just got you. I'm not leaving you any time soon."

She snuggled into my neck, her face wet with tears. "Ok. As long as you promise."

We laid there for a while longer before she was ready to rejoin everyone. When we opened the bedroom door, Dad was waiting, wearing his jacket and holding Mae's spring coat. He held it open for her and smiled so, so sweetly. "Come on, Mae. I think you and I both need to take a walk. What do you say?"

I don't know if Mae needed to take a walk, or if she was just too embarrassed to stay in the same room as all of us, or if she was just so enamored of her grandfather that she just wanted to be with him, but she had her coat on and went out the door with Dad. "We'll be back in an hour or so," he said as he shut the door.

I Mitch hugged me and asked if I was ok. I nodded and asked Mom if she was ok. She nodded as well.

I sat and held my head in my hands. "I guess that's what we've been waiting for, huh? Her reaction to the death of her great uncle and great grandmother. It feels like it all came out just now."

Mitch nodded.

"I'll make some tea," Mom said, not knowing what else to do, and she went out into the kitchen.

Mitch sat beside me, his arm around my shoulder.

"I've never seen anything like that," I said, shaking my head.

"I have," Mitch whispered. "One morning in Hawaii. She's just like her mother."

I knew he was teasing, but I couldn't help it. I burst into sobs and fell against Mitch's chest and cried myself out.

We spent the rest of the weekend avoiding any mention of my procedure on Monday. We brought Mae to a movie, went to look at alpacas at a local farm and even drove to the top of a local mountain. Anything to keep her worried mind occupied.

Monday morning, though, there was no avoiding the topic. Mom had volunteered to keep Mae with her, but Dad suggested that the only way to teach her that hospitals weren't places of death was to have her come and see me check in.

"I'll show her around," he smiled. "It'll show her the good side of medicine." I wasn't convinced, but Dad could be very reassuring, so... Mae got up early and we wore similar dresses to the hospital with Mitch driving and Mom in the car with us.

When we entered the lobby, Dad was waiting. Typically, Mae would bolt to him to get a hug, but this morning she just looked pale and scared. Dad knelt to whisper in her ear. "Come on, honey. Let me show you around. We'll see Donnie after she checks in."

Mae took his hand, almost robotically.

Dad started to walk away, but turned to Mom and said, "Come on, Nana. Walk with us."

Mom gave her husband her exasperated scowl, then looked at me. "Good luck, Donnie. I'm sure it will be fine."

I kissed her cheek and smiled. "It's pretty simple, mom. I'll be fine."

She smiled and turned to walk away with Dad and Mae.

Mitch put his arm around me. "You ok?"

I nodded. "Yeah. Let's get this over with. The faster I'm done, the better it will be for Mae."

Within an hour, I was in a hospital gown and on a movable bed in a prep room. At least a dozen people came in and asked my name, why I was there, what procedure I was having, blah, blah, blah, blah... it was exhausting in it redundancy. Mitch just telling me to calm down and relax.

Finally, Mom and Dad came into my room with Mae between them.

I smiled at my girl. "Hi, Mae. Come here. Give me a hug."

Dad lifted her onto my bed and she threw her arms around my neck. I hugged her tightly, too.

I smiled at her and said, "Mae Mae, I need you to be a big, strong girl for me, ok? Mitch... well, Mitch is kind of nervous and I need you to make sure he's ok while I have this done, ok?"

She looked me right in the eye, as serious as can be and she nodded. "Ok." Then she hugged me again and whispered. "Remember... you promised you'd be ok."

I smiled and kissed her forehead. "I'll be just fine, my love. Just fine."

"Well, there are a lot more people in here than I expected," the voice came from behind Mitch. It was my cosmetic surgeon. He had a smile on his face, but he did seem a bit flummoxed by the number of people in the preparation room.

"I guess it's time for you all to move to the waiting room," Dad said. Then he turned to my surgeon and shook his hand. "Good morning, Paul. Thank you for letting me be in the room this morning."

"Ok," I whispered to Mae, "you can come in and see me in my recovery room in a few hours. Sound good?"

Mae nodded and kissed my cheek. "I love you," she whispered. "Remember... you promised."

I gave her one more hug. "I remember. I'll be fine."

Once Mitch had kissed me and took Mom and Mae out of the room, my surgeon spoke to me about the procedure, then a nurse came in and injected the area around my breasts several times. Eventually, I was wheeled into an operating theater.

Dad stood beside me and held my hand the whole time. It was nice to feel his love and support. I was, after all, a bit nervous, as anyone would be, but the situation with Mae had me a bit more on edge.

I didn't feel any pain, but I did feel pulling and it was a bit uncomfortable. Dad smiled and said, "If you were able to handle standard anesthesia, this would be a bit easier, but just try to concentrate on something other than the pulling. Count the ceiling tiles. It'll be over before you know it."

He was right. Once my attention was on anything other than what the surgeon was doing, it was all over pretty quickly. Before I knew it, I had breasts installed in my chest.

My sutures were tiny and I can't say that I was really 'in pain' as the local numbing wore off, but there was some discomfort. Some aching.

I was given a godawful post-surgery bra to wear for the next week so that the breasts would heal in the correct shape and, within a half an hour of being in my recovery room, the parade of hospital employees asking me questions and having me sign things was in full swing, again. Every time the door opened, I expected it to be Mitch and Mae, but it never seemed to be. It was always some petty functionary asking another question about my name, my procedure, my insurance, my ride home, etc.

I was looking out the window when another person entered the room. "Good afternoon," the woman said. "My name is Claudia and I need you to fill out a few..."

I'm not sure what gave me away. Maybe it was the look of shock on my face when I swung around to look at her. Maybe it was the fact that I wasn't wearing much makeup at that moment. Who knows.

What I do know is that when I heard her say, 'My name is Claudia...' I immediately recognized the name and the voice - it was my oldest sister whom I'd not seen since my mother's funeral.

"Donald?" She said in a confused voice. She looked at her chart. "Breast implants? What the hell is going on?"

I knew that there was no reason to lie, but still I was caught off guard. "Claudia... I've... it's... it's been a long time."

In typical Claudia fashion, she offered no conversation that deviated from her own agenda. "Explain this to me, Donald! What the hell is going on here. Last I knew, you were engaged to that girl, Nancy. Now I find you getting breast implants. It says here that you're on female hormones, too. Now, answer my question! What are you? A sissy? A fairy? Some kind of a pervert? Now, Donald! Answer me!"

I was about to answer in a less than lady-like manner, when the door swung open and Mae bounded past my sibling and climbed onto my bed. "Mommy!" Mae yelled. "You're ok."

I wrapped my arms around the little girl who'd just called me 'mommy' for the first time and I hugged her to my shoulder - avoiding my breasts. "I'm fine, my love, I'm fine. Just like I promised."

She smiled up at me. "I love you, mommy."

"I love you, too, my sweet girl."

Suddenly, Mae seemed to notice Claudia for the first time. "Who's that?" She asked.

"That," I said, "is your Aunt Claudia. Say hi to her."

Claudia stared in mute astonishment at my daughter and me.

"Hello, Aunt Claudia," Mae said politely. "How do you know my mommy?"

I figured that made the next step Claudia's responsibility. If she wanted to give me away, that was fine. I knew that I loved Mitch and Mae and they loved me. She had no power over me. If she decided to tell Mae that I was a man, then that was fine. Yes, it would create the need for a conversation that I'd rather not have while Mae was only eight years old, but I was willing to do that if Claudia decided to behave with her usual vehemence.

Claudia looked at me, then at Mae and smiled. "Your mommy is..." I held my breath, "... my... little sister."

Mae looked at me and I nodded. "Isn't Auntie Rie your sister?" She asked.

"Yes," I nodded, "but so is Auntie Claudia." I looked at my sister and smiled my thanks. "Maybe someday you will meet your Auntie Angela, too."

Mae looked astounded. "You're all sisters?"

Claudia nodded. "Yes. We're all sisters."

Mae nodded, and turned back to me. "I'm glad you're ok."

"Me too, my love," I whispered. "Me too."

So, what more is there to be said?

Mae is ours now, completely, legally and in all other ways. Every night, at bed time, we remind her that her great grandmother loved her very much and that part of Evelyn lives on in Mae. Mae smiles every time we say that, too. She knows that being Evelyn's great granddaughter means that she has a lot to live up to, but with the love and support of Mitch and Mommy, she knows she can do it.

Nancy and I planned the most successful spring festival fundraiser in the history of the firm's charity trust. Nancy, of course, fell head over heels for Mae, too. Her first reaction upon seeing my baby was, of course, shock, but ten minutes after meeting my little girl, Nancy was infatuated.

I have truly learned to love teaching in a way I never expected. I mean, I always took it seriously, but by the end of that first school year, I was really hitting my stride. I'm sure that I'll be doing this job for the rest of my life - maybe at the school where I started, maybe not, but definitely for the rest of my life.

I even had a surprise visit from my older sisters, one Sunday afternoon. It was an awkward meeting, but it was a start. They happened to show up while Rie and Hilda were visiting, which didn't help a lot - I mean, you know Rie. If she has something to say, she's going to say it - but the fact is, Claudia made an effort. Maybe for the first time in my entire life, she tried to be my sister.

Well, that was all a few months ago and now, here I am again. Back in Renee's salon, only this time I'm here with my incredible daughter as we prepare my friend Nancy's wedding later today. I will be Nancy's maid of honor and my little girl will be her flower girl. You should see our dresses! I'm wearing what I've learned is called a 'trumpet' gown. Tiny spaghetti straps that lead to a very tantalizing sweetheart neckline, a cowl back that sits low, revealing a bare back, with no coverage for a bra strap, so no bra. The dress hugs my rear and hips, which I now have, thanks to the hormones I've been taking, then relaxes into a comfortable flare that flows in yards of extra fabric to the floor. It's all made from a soft mauve chiffon that moves around me like a cloud when I move. It's gorgeous.

Mae Mae's flower girl dress is the most precious thing I have ever seen in my life! The top is white satin with lace, half sleeves that fits snugly around her torso, but the a high waisted skirt with layers and layers of tulle petticoats blossoms out around her. The bell shaped skirt is a soft aqua color that has these delicate, almost translucent, lace flowers scattered around it. There is also a nearly transparent cape attached to the dress' shoulders that forms a long train behind her when she walks. Instead of the translucent lace flowers, though, the cape has elegant, lace butterflies and sparkles adorning it. This is one of the few times since she became my daughter that Mae has not wanted to wear a dress similar to mine. This dress of hers is any little girl's dream come true and she cannot wait to wear it this afternoon.

Of course, Auntie Bev and Auntie Jodi also dote on Mae with unbridled affection. You should have heard the oohs and ahhs last week when they all came over for our monthly dinner at our house. Mae paraded her flower girl dress through our great room as though she was an experienced runway model and Bev and Jodi responded with all the love and support that Mae has come to enjoy from her 'work aunties,' a term that Bev coined to describe how she and Jodi are related to my girl.

We've had a wonderful six months since that day in the recovery room. Six months of growing to love and trust each other more and more, and becoming a stronger, more intimate family. Even though my relationship with Angela and Claudia is still strained, we've made some progress. I'm happy that Mae at least knows them, and who knows, maybe someday Mom will get her wish and we'll all be one big, happy family. That would be nice.

For now, though - I have found more love than I ever expected I would find and that has led to more happiness than anyone deserves. Mom and Dad, Hilda and Marie, our tight-knit, immediate family, they all love Mitch and Mae and me with all their hearts and I love Mitch more and more every day. I never knew that I could love someone that much.

And then there's Mae.

My sweet Mae.

My little girl.

My baby. She doesn't even mind it when I call her 'my baby' anymore.

Mae is not just my child. She is my heart. She is my soul. She is my life.

And my life is... wonderful.
 
THE END
 

If You're Not Paying It... - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
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Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Taxonomy upgrade extras: 

  • Accidental Change
  • Age regression
  • Diapers or Little Girls
  • Bad Boy To Good Girl
  • Bizarre Body Modifications
  • Chemical or Drug Induced Change
  • school girl
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance

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If You're Not Paying It...: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2017, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Once an attentive husband, Andrew has changed. Now, he's a moody, controlling jerk. Headed
for a divorce, his wife resorts to a radical solution. This is not the sweet/sentimental
kind of story I usually write. Nothing violent, or anything, but it is not like Disney
Princess or Dusty Rose.


 
Author's Note: Please leave me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of If You're Not Paying It...: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 1
 
 
Wednesday
 

"Andy, for crying out loud, we need to talk about this. I haven't bought any clothes other than pantyhose in the last year and a half since you demanded that we cut back. My panties are falling off of me because there's nothing left of the waist-band, I'm wearing a skirt and blouse that are years out of style, the arches in my shoes are killing me and, if it weren't for the fact that Karen wears her school uniform or sweats all the time, she'd be a laughing stock. I need more money to keep this house and family afloat."

Maureen was seething. She was going out for her monthly get together with her sister-in-law, Jenny, and her best friend from college, and ever since, Hillary. First, Andy announced that he had a meeting to go to, so Maureen was going to have pick up Karen after her basketball practice at the high school, then, everything she pulled out of the closet was too big for her. Her diet had been paying off, but her clothes were all getting very loose on her. She felt that she looked dumpy. Now, already running late, she had to pick up Karen and have Karen drop her off at the restaurant. Then, Karen would have to run the errands that Maureen expected Andy to run and come back to the restaurant to pick up Maureen later. This was all becoming too complicated! It was just supposed to be a simple night - one goddamned night a month - to relax at the restaurant and chat. She was already so angry that the night was nearly ruined.

"Oh, my God, is that a new cashmere sweater!?" She nearly yelled as Andrew pulled a pale blue cable knit over his head and settled it on his slim, swimmer's body.

"Yes, it is," Andrew said casually, "but, Mo, you know that I get a clothing allowance from the firm. Don't get mad at me just because I manage my money better than you do."

Oh, how she hated it when he got smug. "Andrew Green, that sweater had to cost $300. I haven't had $300 to spend on clothing in ages!"

Andrew gave a heavy sigh. His patience with this conversation was dwindling. "Look, Mo, we discussed this. If we want to save for a vacation home in the Virgin Islands, then we need to save as much as possible. If we increase the the household allowance, then that will just set us back to buy the vacation home."

"How can we possibly NOT have the money to put down a deposit!? You make nearly a million dollars a year, for crying out loud! Why do we have cash flow problems, Andy!? We should be in great shape, financially."

"We SHOULD, but we're not. We bought this house at a bad time and we paid well above market value. We have huge tax, water and electric bills every month. My career is stalled, in no small part because your friend, Hillary took a job that was rightly mine, and you don't work. I need to buy that house in order to network appropriately, so our belts need to stay tightened."

"I DON'T work because you insisted that I quit when Karen was born. I wanted to get a nanny. I WANT to go back to work, now, but you won't hear of it! Remember, Andy, I graduated second in our class - Hillary graduated first - and I passed the Bar a year before you did. I was a good lawyer and Hillary still is. She probably earned that promotion. Don't blame every problem you have on someone else! I hate it when you do that."

"Ok! Fine! It's all my fault, alright, but facts are facts and we need to stay on our budget for now and I am the only one bringing home a paycheck, so..."

"Don't say it, don't you DARE say it!"

"...if you aren't making it, you've got no say in it."

"Andy! How can you stand there..."

They were interrupted by the sound of Andrew's ringtone. He held up his hand and pushed the 'answer' button, cleared his voice and said, "Go for Andrew," and he walked out of the door, leaving Maureen angry and unsatisfied. She could hear him as he descended the steps, "Yes, I have all the paperwork ready for you and I should be at your place within the hour... No, sir, their figures were correct and I think you could make a substantial amount of money from this deal. There's a nice umbrella clause built into it that..." The front door closed and he was gone.

'Damn him," Maureen muttered. Up until a year and a half ago, Andrew had been a good, if sometimes distant, husband. They laughed and enjoyed each other's company. Then, when Hillary took over his division of the law firm, he changed - and not for the better. First, he became moody and sullen. Then, he hatched this plan to by a house in the Virgin Islands. They had vacationed there many times and they had money. Why not? But now it felt like he was obsessed with buying a mansion out there. This could destroy them financially and he could not be dissuaded. She'd tried to get him to a therapist, but he wouldn't listen. She still loved Andrew and wanted to stay married to him, but she had a sense of dread and, over the last two weeks it had become evident that, unless he could see how his attitude was destroying their family, a divorce was looming. She wanted to cry, but she was just too angry to do anything other than to finish dressing and head to the high school to pick up Karen.

Andrew gave the door to his six week old BMW a good, solid pull and it closed with a satisfying 'clunk.' Things like that, a nice, high quality clunk, made life worth living. He worked hard, after all, so, he deserved the best. He pushed the button to open the automatic garage door opener, started the car and, as his XM radio started playing selections from his Springsteen station, he let out a big sigh. 'Don't let her get to you,' he chanted a few times, before pulling out into the driveway and headed out onto the street. He knew that he was being a little mean, but he had plans and those plans had to be the main focus of his life, right now. If Maureen couldn't understand that, well, that was her problem, right? 'Andy, I need this. Andy, I need that!' Geez, how much did she need to be happy? And why did she insist on calling him 'Andy?' She knew he hated that infantile name. Only Maureen and his sister Jennifer continued to call him 'Andy.' Damned women.

Traffic wasn't horrible for 6:00pm and before long he saw his destination up ahead, a sports bar that served great wings. This should only take a few minutes, then he could have a couple of beers, maybe watch a few minutes of the game and head home for a few hours of peace and quiet before the women returned. He'd gotten a new first-person shooter video game. Tonight, he could sit in front of the 77 inch TV, have a few beers and get through a few levels. If Maureen had had her way, he'd be stuck dragging Karen all around the downtown area to deal with errands. "I work, for crying out loud. She's home all day doing nothing. She can deal with that crap," he muttered as he pulled into a space, grabbed his portfolio and hustled up the steps to meet his client.

Five minutes later, the papers were signed and a waitress in a cropped shirt and short-shorts approached his table. "How you doing, sweetheart? What can I get you?"

He gave her his most lascivious smile and said, "How YOU doing?"

Five more minutes and he was settling in for a glass of beer, a big pile of Buffalo wings and watching a few minutes of the game and salivating at the sight of the waitress's tight rear end as she walked away.

Jenny and Hillary were seated a table near the huge window that overlooked the city, thirty stories below. It was a great view and a great restaurant.

"Should I just order an appletini for Mo? It's what she always has to start the evening?" Jenny asked as she perused the menu.

"Why not? One of us will drink it, anyway," Hillary laughed. "Her text said she'd be here by 6:45. It's nearly 7:00, now, so she should be right along." She smiled up at the young waitress. "I'll have a vodka martini, please."

"And I'll have a glass of the house white wine and we'll get an appletini for our friend who is on her way," Jenny said as she handed the drinks list back to the waitress.

"So," Jenny turned to Hillary to start off the evening's conversation, "how's Walter and Bethany? Everyone well?"

Hillary grabbed her phone to call up a few pictures. "They're fine. Here's a photo from last week. Wally took Beth to high-tea at a hotel in midtown." The picture showed a forty-ish man in a peach , button down shirt with a flowered tie seated next to a little girl in a princess-dress and a tiara sitting at a table with tea and biscuits on a serving tray before them.

"Oh, how sweet!" Jenny gushed as she took the phone. "She's such a big girl, now. Eight, right?"

"Next month. I always kid that she's seven, going on seventeen. She's such a little person, now, you know? She has her own, quirky sense of humor and her own style... thank goodness she has such a great daddy to take care of her."

"Aww, that is awfully nice. Bill was a great guy, but he would have gone stir-crazy as a househusband. He and Sadie were always great together, though. I remember..." she paused and took a breath. "Never mind - only happy-talk tonight."

Hillary took Jenny's hand in hers and rubbed it soothingly. "It's ok to talk about it, Jen. It's only been three months. It's going to take years to, well, not get over it, but cope with it. If you want to talk about it, go ahead."

Jenny blinked the tears away, shook her head and gave a brave smile. "I know, but I'm ok. It was a long road for Sadie and me. Cancer gives you lots of time to prepare, but... you know... it still hurts, a lot. Thank goodness I have Sadie and all my students to keep me occupied. If I were alone, I'd be a mess."

"I know, honey. How is Sadie doing?"

"She's good. She's my rock. I know she's hurting, too and we have our sad moments, but she's good. Oh, look at this." She pulled out her own phone and scrolled through a few pictures before showing Hillary. "She's going to the high school prom. Can you believe it, as a freshman, going to the prom? She tried on some dresses the other day. Which do you like?"

"Oh, she's getting so beautiful! Oh, my! This one's very revealing! She's really filling out, isn't she?"

"Haha, I know. She's lucky. I filled out over night in the sixth grade. I was four-foot-ten with these C-cup girls sitting on my tiny frame. Boys couldn't keep their eyes off of them and girls were all catty about it. It was a rough couple of years until the other girls caught up."

"Oh, Jenny, this one is beautiful!" Hillary sighed. "Look how pretty she looks in that one. That's my favorite!"

Jenny took her phone and looked at the photo of her daughter, her little girl, in the very adult looking, lilac gown with the lace decollate and smiled. "That's my favorite, too, but she just looks too grown up in it. I need a day to adjust to her being so beautiful before I commit to it. We'll go back to the store tomorrow."

Just then, a very harried Maureen pulled out a chair and sat, letting out a big, frustrated sigh. "Sorry I'm late. Boy, do I need a drink!"

"I ordered one for you," Jenny said. She showed her sister-in-law the dress.

"Oh, I know. Karen showed me - Sadie sent her the photos to see. She's so pretty, Jen. She looks just like you."

"She has Bill's eyes," Jenny said. "That beautiful blue." He sight lingered on the picture while she mused on her daughter's eyes.

Maureen waited a moment or two before pulling out her own phone and showed them pictures of dresses that Karen was considering for the same prom.

"She's so athletic. Everything hangs so beautifully on her," Hillary said.

"I know," replied Maureen. "She's tall and slender like her father. She complains about being flat-chested, but everything in the stores seems designed to fit her. I wish I had her problems!"

They all laughed, and the waitress brought their drinks. They thanked her, sipped and smiled. Finally Hillary said, "Speaking of problems, what's going on? You seem really stressed, tonight. Talk to us."

At first, Maureen started slowly, but eventually, the words just poured out of her mouth. She couldn't stop them. She talked about Andy's personality change, his new found frugality - stinginess was more precise - his lack of empathy towards her and their daughter and how much, despite all that she said, she still loved him and wanted to make their marriage and family work.

"You know," Hillary said, being careful to be diplomatic, "as his supervisor, I have to tell you, he has changed at work, too. Since I became a partner, and I know he had his heart set on that slot, he has become increasingly hostile towards me and many of my team; mostly the women associates. He used to be invaluable. Now, he just does his own thing. I know he was disappointed, but he hasn't gotten over it and it's been too long to just keep waiting for him to get back on track. Is he drinking a lot?"

"He's drinking..." Maureen let it go at that.

Jenny couldn't let it go, though. "Mo, he's drinking an awful lot. I've been at your place at 5:30 at night and he's been tipsy. I've seen him passed out on a chaise lounge in the early evenings. I'm worried about him, too."

Maureen nodded and realized that she'd been ignoring some big problems.

"It's not just that, either," said Hillary. "His appearance is becoming a problem. He wears very expensive clothes, but that aren't always office-appropriate and what used to be a cute, shaggy, mop of hair in his twenties is now an obnoxious, self aggrandizing look that screams 'look at me!' He's sabotaging his own career and blaming it on everyone else."

They were interrupted by the arrival of their dinners, which was wonderful and the conversation returned to their daughters and happier things. As they sipped their coffee, Hillary returned to Maureen's situation.

"You know, Mo, I could help with the money issue."

Maureen sipped and shook her head, "No, no, no. I'm not looking for a loan."

"And I'm not offering one. I'm offering you a job."

Maureen's eyes shot open. "Really? I haven't practiced law in seventeen years."

"I know and it's about time you got back in the game. You were one of the best criminal litigation attorneys I ever worked with. We're overwhelmed with cases at the moment and I would love to bring you on board."

Maureen stared at her friend in disbelief. What an opportunity, but would Andy allow it?

"Do it, Mo," Jenny said. "Take the job. Karen has basketball practice till 6:30 everyday, she can drive herself to and from school and I get out of school at 2:45. I can help out if she needs anything. Take the job."

Maureen wanted so badly to say 'yes.' She was going stir-crazy at home, she could contribute to the household income and, more than anything else, she wanted to get back into practicing law. She'd always loved it and expected to go back to work when Karen was old enough and, at seventeen years old, she was certainly old enough. "I need to talk to Andy, first. I don't think he'll like the idea."

"Too damned bad for him. You want the job, right? Then take it." Hillary was right and she was being very forceful about it.

"I don't know. I'm just not sure. I do want it, but I don't want the fight I'll have to go through with Andy. I wish he was more like Wally."

"I may be able to help you with that."

"What? How?" asked Maureen, very interested, but concerned. "I don't want to cause any problems for you at work."

Hillary laughed, "No, nothing like that. Listen, Wally is a great husband and daddy, right?"

Maureen nodded.

Jenny said, "He sure is. I've always been jealous of how good he is with Bethany. I've never seen a man who was so dedicated to his daughter."

"Yeah," Hillary sighed and let out a little laugh. "Well, he wasn't always like that. Before I got pregnant, he was insistent that, when the time came, I would have to give up my career and be a stay at home mom and I just couldn't do that. I was already further along in the firm than he was and I am not cut out for domestic life."

Both the ladies laughed. "That's for sure," said Maureen. "You'd be the most competitive mommy on the playground."

"So, if I wanted to stay married and have a family, one of us had to become more domestic and, if only for financial reasons, it wasn't going to be me. That meant that I had to make Walter more open to domestic life."

"Actually," Jenny said, "Mo and I have talked about this a few times. How did an alpha-male-kind-of-guy become a househusband all of a sudden?"

Hillary let out a heavy sigh. "Ok, girls, I have something to tell you, but you have to promise to keep it quiet, ok?"

They nodded and leaned in so that Hillary could speak more quietly. From her pocketbook, she produced several small, cylindrical packets that looked like coffee sweetener. "This is my secret."

"Splenda?" asked Jenny, skeptically.

"No, it's not Splenda. It's a formula - or some people call it a potion. Whatever. It works. I would never have believed that it would, but it works and Walter is the living proof of that."

Maureen leaned back in her chair and shook her head, incredulous.

Jenny took one from looked it over. In was just a yellow, synthetic paper cylinder with no writing on it, but she could feel that there was a powdered substance within the package. "Where did you get this?"

"From a women I met at a conference about nine years ago. I was drinking with her and I told her my whole, sad story. About wanting a family and a career and how Walter was being unhelpful."

"You don't believe this garbage, do you, Jenny?" Maureen scoffed. "What's it supposed to do, make a man long to be a mother or something? Even if I did believe that, I wouldn't want to have to have another baby just to keep Andy occupied."

"No, no, no," Hillary shook her head. "Let me explain. It can do quite a bit, but one packet administered in an alcoholic beverage every six to eight weeks can be very effective. The first effect is a loss of testosterone in his system. He will become more docile and willing to hear your side of the argument - less aggressive. Less of an alpha male."

Now, Maureen became more interested. She, too, picked up a packet and looked more carefully at it. "What does it do, increase the estrogen in his system. Does he grow boobs?" She laughed.

"If you use too much, he certainly could," Hillary said without any sign of humor.

"Really!?" Said Jenny.

"Really, but it's easy to get used to regulating it." Hillary continued. "After he drinks the drug, you need to have sex, or at least masturbate him to climax within two hours to get the maximum benefit of the drug. That shouldn't be a problem though, because the drug makes him very horny and, after a few treatments, he'll be very willing to follow your lead on nearly every point, but especially when it comes to sex. Believe me, you'll be calling the shots."

Maureen studied the package and rubbed her forehead. "So, if I tried it, what should I expect?"

"Well, first, he'll get less pushy and demanding. He may lose some muscle tone and even a little bit of mass."

"Define 'mass,'" Maureen said.

"Well, councilor, depending on how he reacts to it, he could lose some weight and even lose a little height."

"As in get shorter?" Now, Jenny was incredulous. "How is that possible?"

"I don't know, but I can tell you that Walter was just over six feet tall when I started his treatment and he's only five foot ten, now. In fact, when I first started his treatment, I went a little overboard and, at one point, he was down to five foot eight, but I was able to regulate how much I gave him and brought his height back up."

"Well, that's the creepiest thing I ever heard," Jenny joked.

"I know it sounds extreme, but I loved Walter, but he was unwilling to compromise. Now, he's very accommodating."

Maureen's interest was piqued. "So, even if I go too far, I can fix it?"

"Yes and no. You can fix it as long as he's still capable of having intercourse as a man. It's possible to ingest so much that a man loses his penis and develops a vagina, but it would be impossible to do that by accident. You'd have to give him, like, fifty packs in a twenty four hour period. Shy of that, you can fix anything that goes too far."

"I'm kinda interested in this, now," Maureen mused. "It would serve him right to knock him down a peg."

"Well," Hillary leaned in a bit more, "I haven't told you the best part."

"The best part!?" Both Jenny and Mo said together.

Hillary nodded, "You get some physical benefits, too."

"Such as," Maureen asked.

"Well, if lick your finger and dip it in the powder before pouring it into his drink and then you have vaginal intercourse, you can absorb some of his strength, sometimes even some of his height. If you masturbate him, you can actually keep it in a jar and ingest it later if you'd like, or, if things go too far, you can have him ingest some of it to restore him."

"Ingest it - as in he'd have to swallow his own... stuff?" Jenny was a bit grossed out.

"You just mix it with food or drink. He'd never notice, although, I guarantee that if you get to that point, he'll do whatever you tell him."

"I'm going to have think about this," Maureen said. "I'll make a decision tomorrow."

"Oh, my god, look at how beautiful she's gotten," Hillary said as she looked over Maureen's head toward the entrance where Maureen's daughter, Karen, was crossing to their table.

"Hi, mom, Auntie Jen, Auntie Hilly. How was dinner?" Karen, who was tall and slender like her father, had her mother's dark hair and deep, green eyes. She kissed each woman on the cheek and sat in the unoccupied chair.

"Hi, baby," Maureen smiled. Karen had become a beautiful and intelligent young woman. She and Maureen were very close and Mo was afraid that in fourteen or fifteen months, when Karen left for college, she was going to lose her best friend. "Were you able to get everything you needed for your project?"

"I did and I have money to spare, so, yay!"

The all giggled with her.

"Oh, by the way, mom," Karen continued, "can you give me a ride to the game on Saturday? Dad was supposed to do it, but he sent me a text saying that he was too busy, now, so you'd have to do it. Sorry, but I can't drive out of state, yet."

Maureen shook her head in disgust. "Ok, that's it! I need some of those packets. Let's see if I can retrain my husband." She got up and gathered up her purse and sweater before adding, "Oh, and by the way, I'll take that job. I'll see you in the morning, ready to do whatever you need me to do. Good night, girls."

"Daddy, we're home!" Karen shouted above the din from the video game playing on the huge TV and surround-sound system. "Dad! Daddy!" Her tall, lanky body was similar to her dad's. She was a few inches shorter than him, but still tall for a young woman. Her breasts were modest, but fit her body well. If you took the best attributes of Maureen and Andrew and mixed them together, you'd get Karen.

"He can't hear you," said Maureen as she eyed the nearly empty six pack and the open bottle Jim Beam on the counter in the kitchen. "Why don't you just head up to bed and I'll deal with your father. He's been overdoing it a bit, tonight."

"Ok," Karen said as she gave her mom a hug, a kiss and a sympathetic smile, then, off to her room she went.

Maureen looked into the family room. Andy was there with three beer cans and an 'on the rocks' glass spread on the coffee table in front of him. He was enthralled in the violent video game and, with the volume set so high, he had no idea she was there.

She returned to the kitchen counter where the bottle of Jim Beam sat as if a sign from God. Maureen picked up the bottle, looked at label and shook her head. "Well, Jim, what do ya think?"

She waited patiently for an answer, but when none came, she pulled out one of the little yellow tubes that Hillary had given her and stared at it. After a solid minute of staring at the blank yellow tube, she ripped open on end and waited for something to happen.

Nothing did.

She opened a cabinet and took out another 'on the rocks' glass and poured the contents of the tube in. She waited for something to happen.

Nothing did.

She licked the tip of her finger and pressed it into the powder, then raised it to her nose and sniffed it. There was no smell. She stared some more, then put the finger into her mouth, feeling the tiny crystals dissolve on her tongue.

She waited for something to happen.

Nothing did.

She picked up the bottle and poured two fingers of bourbon into the glass watching the crystals dissolve on contact.

She picked up the glass and held it up to the light. It looked normal.

"Fucking piece of crap!" The slurred shout came from the TV room.

The heavy sigh that escaped her lips bore all the weight of her worries and sadness. "Alright, Jim, my friend. Let me introduce you to my husband, Andrew."

She entered the room, walked past Andrew and sat next to him on the couch.

"Tough level?" She sloshed the bourbon in the glass to get his attention.

"Impossible fucking level in a piece of shit game." He threw the control onto the coffee table and leaned back in anger. "Jesus! I wanted to relax, tonight!"

"I know, Andy, I know. It's tough being the bread winner for Karen and me, isn't it?"

'Well,' Andy mused, 'at least we're making some progress.' "Damned right it is. I bust my fanny everyday and you both just take me and all this for granted."

"I know, honey. I'm sorry, but I have good news! Hillary offered me a job in litigation..."

"No."

"You know, Karen can take care of herself, now..."

"No."

"So, I'd like to go back to work and take some of the burden off of you."

"No. End of story. Case closed."

Maureen sighed a big, tired sigh. She knew that this was a huge, possibly illegal, definitely amoral, deceitful step, but if there was any other way to get their marriage back on track, she could not see it. So, "Ok, honey. If that's that, then that's that. Here. I brought you a drink."

He took the short tumbler from her and took a healthy sip, relaxing to feel the burn slide down his throat. "Ahh," he breathed. "See, if you were working, who'd be here for me? I need some..."

He stopped mid-sentence and shook his head. "Wow. Either I'm a little more plowed than I thought, or this is stronger than usual."

Maureen stiffened, afraid that he was on to her, but without any hesitation, Andrew took another long sip from the glass.

"Ahh," he breathed, again, this time turning towards Maureen with tired, lustful eyes and a playful smile that she had not seen for a couple of years. "You wanna...? He asked playfully.

Maureen let out a knowing giggle as she encouraged, "Finish your drink first."

As he downed the bourbon in two more gulps, Maureen said, "You didn't even ask about Karen. She's home, safe and sound. She tried to say 'good night' to you, but the TV was on too loud for you too hear."

He nodded and shrugged his shoulders as he drained the last drop.

With the glass still at his lips, Maureen's hand toyed with him by gently caressing the front of the course, denim jeans he was wearing. She moved in closer and kissed his neck. He smelled of drunken sweat and his longish hair, which had come loose from his ubiquitous pony tail, smelled of cheap shampoo. It was not an enticing aroma, but the fact that she'd initiated this encounter, rather than doing it when he was in the mood, had her feeling just the smallest feeling of control in her life and she was savoring it. It had been a long time since she'd felt as if she had been in control of anything. Just this little bit of power was enough of an aphrodisiac to make her want more.

As he placed the glass on the end table next to him, Maureen could take no more. She undid his belt and pulled frantically at the waist button. Andrew moved to try to make access easier while simultaneously working to undo the buttons on her blouse to get to her breasts.

Finally, she was able to release the waist button, but, damnit, these were button-fly jeans. No time for that. She moved to the end of the couch and began pulling them down. Andrew helped. Luckily, his slender physique and complete lack of hips or rear end made it easy work. His boxers were dragged down to his knees where they remained.

She pulled off her blouse and, before her arms were free of the sleeves, Andrew's teeth were nibbling her right nipple through the black lace of her bra. He was nearly breathless and she was so hot that she needed to be penetrated NOW!

She stood long enough to pull her panties down before pulling Andrew flat onto his back and climbing back onto the couch to spread her legs over his organ and lowering herself onto the warm, rigid appendage, knowing that he longed for her even more than she longed for him.

"Ahh!" They shouted together as she spread her loose skirts over his legs and torso and took him as far in as possible. He was always a little uncomfortably big inside her, but she did not care right now. She needed this in the most desperate way.

As he began to rut into her, it occurred to Andrew's alcohol and sex fueled mind that he could not ever remember having his wife on top of him. He had always been the dominant, on top, in their relationship. What had gotten into her? She was an animal tonight!

It was hot and sweaty, but fairly brief, but when the moment came, it came for both of them and they both moaned loudly as they shook ferociously to prolong the moment for as long as possibly. Andrew's spasms continued much longer than usual. His penis still quivered nearly a minute after he'd shot a pint or more of fluid into his wife, who continued to flex and ride him to milk as much as possible from the man who lay prone beneath her.

Maureen tingled everywhere and it was a tingle such as she had never felt before. She shivered with a strange, new feeling. Normally, she would have tried to cover herself immediately, but not tonight. Tonight, she was proud and confident. She looked down and saw the lace of the bra, which, moments earlier, her husband had been dry-feeding on, the soft blue of her skirt spread over his weakened body and she felt something she had not felt in years; power. And she liked it. A lot.
 
Chapter 2
 
 
Thursday
 

Andrew rolled over to shut off the newscast spewing from the clock radio on his night table. The clock read 7:01am, but it didn't feel as if he'd had much sleep. He'd drunk a lot last night, so the headache was expected, but he felt achy and weak, as if he had a fever.

He could hear a hairdryer blowing in the master bathroom. That's was odd. Mo usually showered after he left. He pulled the covers to the side and forced his legs to drop to the floor, causing his head to swim on his shoulders. He grunted as he reached for the four-ounce bottle of water that Mo had obviously left for him. He drank it down in a few big gulps.

As he pushed himself upright, the door to the lavatory swung open and Mo appeared in a beige business, skirt-suit that, despite the fact that it was several years out of style, looked great on her. She had a glow about her and a big smile on her face.

"Morning, sleepy head. I'll go make breakfast and I'll see you downstairs. Ok?"

Andrew's head was still cloudy and his thoughts were slow to form, so she was out the door before he could ask why she was so dressed up, today.

The shower helped, as did just moving about the room, and the smell of bacon and eggs coming from the kitchen, made his stomach grumble as he descended the stairs.

"Here you go, Andy," Maureen smiled as she put a full plate on the table in front of him.

"Ugg, no thanks, Mo," he groaned. "I'll just have some black coffee this morning. I over did it a bit last night."

"You sure did," she laughed. "No problem. Karen will eat this, then."

On cue, Karen entered the kitchen wearing the green plaid skirt and white polo shirt uniform for her school. She kissed Maureen on the cheek, "Morning, mom," and Andrew's head, "Morning, daddy."

"Morning, baby," Maureen grinned as she handed the loaded plate to her daughter.

Andrew just groaned a greeting as he rose to get a mug of coffee.

"Cool," enthused Karen as she stood by the counter to shovel in a mouthful of eggs while reading social media posts on her phone. She looked up briefly to see her father struggling with the Keurig machine.

"Have you lost weight, daddy?"

"Hmm? What?" Andrew asked. "I don't think so. Why?"

"No reason. I guess I just thought that your clothes looked a little baggy."

That got Maureen's attention and she glanced over to see Andrew's clothes. Sure enough, they were a bit big on him and, now that she was actually paying attention, his pants looked a bit too long on him. Very interesting.

"You know what... they feel baggy and my shoes feel loose, too. I must have dropped a few pounds without trying. How lucky is that, huh!?" He laughed.

"Well," Karen laughed, "I'm going to find every pound you lost if I keep eating breakfasts like this!"

She dumped what was left on her plate into the trash and kissed her father, then her mother. "Bye, daddy. Bye, mom. Thanks for letting me have the car, today. I'll bring it home in one piece."

"You had best do so, young lady," Maureen teased. "We'll be home before 6:00," and Karen was out the door to the garage.

"What did you mean, 'We'll be home before 6:00?' Where are you going?"

"I," she said with a great deal of affect, "am going to work with you. I took the job that Hillary offered me."

"What the hell are you talking about?" he exploded. "You know how I feel about this, Mo. You ARE NOT going to return to work until Karen is out of high school."

"Yes, I am, Andrew. Karen is an independent, young woman, now and she can take care of herself. We obviously need money and I have the skills to easily double our income, possibly even earn more than that. I loved working. I've missed working. I want to go back to work. Hillary offered me a job and I took it. End of story."
Andrew stood and moved towards her. His anger was written on his face. Who the hell did she think she was? He was the husband! He called the shots! "Now, you listen to me. You are my wife and if I say..."

"Oh, Andrew, just stop it. We need money - I'm going to work."

"You certainly are not!"

"ANDREW JAMES GREEN, you just sit yourself down and listen to me!"

Andrew was so taken aback that he did exactly as he was told. In four years of dating and nearly twenty years of marriage, Maureen had never once spoken to him in this manner. He was actually a little scared.

For her part, Maureen felt an enormous surge of empowerment sweeping through her body. She had taken a stand and her husband had been cowed. Wow! This was all new and exciting.

She moved to the chair and loomed over him. As she spoke, Andrew felt a bit like a child being scolded by his mother. "I am a full grown woman. I have a doctorate in the law and I passed the bar exam on my first try. I am your wife. Your partner. The mother of your daughter. I am not your property nor your employee. I have tried discussing this with you for years, but you refused to talk about it, so, now, I have just made a decision. I am going back to work today. If you don't want to take me, I will call for an Uber. It's up to you. Are you going to act like a grown up, or throw another temper tantrum to try to manipulate me into giving you your way?"

Andrew just blinked, astounded. His head hurt and he didn't understand what was happening.

"Well!?"

"I... I... I..." he stammered. "I guess we should get going, then.

"Thank you, Andy, I think you've made a good decision. Give me the keys, I'll drive. You look terrible. Try to pull yourself together in the way." She grabbed her three year old purse, her decades old satchel-style briefcase, her suit-jacket and the keys and headed to the garage.

Andrew shook his head to clear his thoughts, but he was still hungover and confused. He looked around the empty kitchen, realizing that there was no one there to whom he could appeal for help. After a moment, he stood and followed Maureen into the garage, locking the door behind him.

The drive was quiet. Maureen didn't see any benefit in gloating and Andrew just didn't feel up to engaging in an argument.

Maureen pulled into Andrew's assigned space in the garage below the office building, put the car in park and turned to Andrew, who was straightening his tie in the passenger seat's vanity mirror.

"Feel any better?" She asked.

"Yeah, I guess."

"Good. Look, I know that you want to keep your space for yourself and I won't bother you while we're at work, ok? I'm working with Hillary's team on 16, anyway, and you'll be on twelve in your office most of the day, why don't I just meet you back here at the end of the day? Sound good?"

Andrew nodded.

Before she opened her door, Maureen took a deep breath and said, "Andy, I'm sorry that I yelled. I hate that I did that, but... well, regardless, I'm sorry that we couldn't talk about this, but I need to do this. Are we ok?"

"I guess," Andrew said as he opened his door, "but, for Christ's sake, if we do run into each other in the offices, please, don't call me Andy."

Maureen laughed. She knew he preferred 'Andrew' or 'Drew,' but she'd been calling him Andy since college. It was just an old habit. The only other person who ever called him 'Andy' was Jenny.

"Ok." She leaned over to kiss his cheek. "Have a good day. See you back here after 5:00."

She got out of the car and headed for the elevator, leaving Andrew sitting in the passenger seat. What had just happened? Why is his wife at work? He should never have let this happen. Damn!

He waited for Maureen to disappear into the open door of the elevator, then grabbed his briefcase and headed for the elevator himself, shaking off the cobwebs in his head.

When he exited on twelve, he headed to his office, trying to not engage with anyone, but he was intercepted by his twenty-six year old assistant, Carolyn, who was carrying a thick file. When she looked up from her phone and saw him, her bright smile beamed as she shook her honey blonde hair from her face and said, "Good morning, Mr. Green. I got a call from Mr Perkins' oldest son this morning. He is insisting that the estate needs to be settled no later than the 31st because he has business interests that will pull out of a deal if they sense any uncertainty in the business side of the will. Also, Mrs Kennedy called. She needs to update her estate to add in her properties in Barbados and Spain. She'd like you to word the will to indicate that her grandson, William, will receive a cash settlement...". Her voice trailed off as she looked at the disheveled man before her. His usually pristine ponytail was crooked and there were hairs bulging around the elastic band. His clothes fit poorly and his eyes were bloodshot and puffy.

She grabbed his hand and pulled him into his small office. "Jesus, Drew, what's wrong with you? Are you sick or hungover?"

"Hungover, but I'm better than I was an hour ago. Why?"

"Why!? Because you look like a drunk someone grabbed off the street. There's a quarterly meeting at 11:00. You need to shake this off and brighten up before going upstairs. Do you want a coffee or maybe a Five-Hour-Energy drink? Something like that?"

He thought for a second before replying, "Coffee would be good, I guess. Why don't you bring me a fresh, hot, black cup every half an hour or so. I'll wake myself up in time. Thanks."

Carolyn nodded and headed to the break room, leaving the folders on his desk. God, he hated being stuck in Estate Planning. He had a great head for numbers and he knew this aspect of the law backwards and forwards, but it could be so damned boring sometimes - like today. Although he'd never admit it to anyone, especially himself, deep down he envied the work that Mo was doing up on sixteen. He used to do that kind of work, but over the last couple of years, he'd managed to alienate most of the people up there. Oh, well, screw them. He'd show them soon. They'd all be shocked by how smart he really was. Yep. He'd show them, soon.

As Carolyn entered with coffee number-one, he pulled the folder to him and began looking through it for the pertinent documents while simultaneously dialing a number into his phone, which he currently had on speaker mode.

"Hello?" said a man's voice.

"Good morning, Mr Perkins, this is Andrew Green. How are you, today?"

"Let's cut straight to the point, here, Drew," the voice chided. "You promised to have my father's estate wrapped up six weeks ago, but I have not heard a word from you? Now, what is going on and when will all the nonsense be wrapped up!?"

Andrew let out a heavy sigh to indicate how exhausted he had become due to the workload placed upon him by this, rather routine, estate settlement. "Look, Mr. Perkins, things don't always go as expected with an estate of this size, but I think that I'll be able to send you the final paperwork in the next few hours. I'll work through lunch today and I'll email you the final papers this afternoon, ok?"

"This afternoon is my deadline, Drew. Understand? If I don't get it today, I will be in contact with the partners over there and I'll see to it that you're walking the streets by noon tomorrow. I hope that we're on the same page, here. I've been waiting too long for this to wrap-up."

"I understand your frustration, Mr Perkins. Truly, I do. But you have to understand that this estate is worth billions of dollars and some of your father's wishes were vague. I had to look for a lot of people and resolve a lot of issues before I could..."

"You have until 4:00 to get this wrapped-up. No more excuses." The voice on the phones had lost its patience, no doubt about it. "Good bye, Andrew. I don't expect that we'll be speaking again."

The line went dead as Andrew gave another sigh. He hung up the receiver and glanced at the completed file in his hands. Without fully reading it, he signed the bottom of the page and pressed the intercom's bottom to call out to Carolyn's desk.

"Yes, Mr Green?"

"Carolyn, please bill Mr Perkins $750 for the phone call and, please email these papers to him at 2:30 today."

"2:30? I could email them now, if you'd like."

"No. I don't want them sent before 2:30, please. Let him wait for them."

"Ok, if that's what you want, Mr. Green."

"Thank you, Carolyn."

"Hillary, may I interrupt for a moment?" It was 10:45am and Maureen had been looking over the Friedman case for a little over two hours and something was not right.

Hillary looked at her clock and said, "Sure, Mo, but I only have a few minutes. I have a meeting at 11:00."

"Sure, sure," Maureen said as she entered the office and placed two documents on Hillary's desk. "Ok, you probably already saw this, but I want to be sure. So, Our client, Alfred Monaghan, is supposed to have been able to commit kill his girlfriend on August 28 in the Plaza Hotel, right, but look... according to his alibi, he was in Chicago at the time, right?"

"Yes, but no one really believes that, because the cameras in Chicago..."

"I know, he doesn't appear in any security camera shots in Chicago, but wait, look at his personal phone records."

Maureen placed a copy of the phone bill in front of Hillary.

"Right, Chicago, but he could have given that to anyone and asked them to make calls to establish and alibi."

"Right, but now look at his work phone bill."

Hillary sat up straighter, "This says that he was in the American Virgin Islands at the same time he claims to be in Chicago."

"Uh huh, and I had a hunch, so I called the Sea Breeze, where we've stayed when we've been there, and I spoke to the concierge. He remembers seeing Alfred there that weekend and he looked at the camera records and look..."

There in the photo was Alfred Monaghan and a beautiful, young, bleached-blonde woman.

"Well, well, well," said Hillary. "Who's the lady? She looks familiar."

"That," said Maureen, "is congresswoman Deborah Greer of Utah. Very pro-family-values, very, very conservative and the chairperson of the House Committee that oversees development of pharmaceuticals."

Hillary paused and thought before saying, "So, your theory is that Al Monaghan would rather take a chance on a murder trial than admit to having an affair with this Congresswoman, because..."

"Because it would destroy his career and hers and destroy his pharmaceutical company. If he's found guilty of murder, which is certainly not a given in this case, the company would still be able to continue and, I imagine, he'd have her in his pocket. So, there's a possibility of a win-win, but if the trial goes badly, he'd probably be out in a few years and he'd still be rich."

Hillary looked at the clock, again and thought. "Well, this puts us in an awkward position, but at least we know we're being played and the partners can figure out how to deal with it."

She thought some more and said, "You did a great job, Mo, and I'm going to have some words with my team about this at our meeting this afternoon, but right now I have a meeting with the partners and a few associates and I want you to come up and brief them on this. Ok?"

Maureen was shocked. "Umm, ok."

"Come on. We're going to be late as it is and I need to think about this on the way down the hall."

"Drew, how is the Perkins estate coming?" Will Cunningham, the senior partner asked.

"Well," Andrew said, "I'm afraid it's not going to yield the profits we'd hoped. I looked it over every possible way, but I can't seem to shake any more out of it. We'll net about $750,000.00, but I can't find any more."

Cunningham shook his head, "on a 1.7 Billion Dollar estate!? How is that possible?"

At this moment, Hillary walked in with Maureen right behind her.

"It was a very well put together will, Bill. I don't know what to say other than there is no meat on the bone. Whoever drew this up knew how to protect the estate."

Cunningham glanced at his fellow partners and shook his head, again. "That's very disappointing, Drew. Honestly, you used to be able to find meat no one else saw. I've heard from Perkins and I know he's not happy, so settle this asap and then, at the end of the quarter, we need to sit and have a talk about this. You really let us down on this one."

Andrew raised his hands and shrugged his shoulders, "I don't know what you want me to say, Bill. There's just nothing here for us."

Cunningham looked at his notes and said, "Let's move on. Anyone have any GOOD news, today?"

"I have something pretty good, Bill," said Hillary. She went on to explain what Maureen had found in the files and how it was going to be an issue to get their client to come clean about this, but it would definitely keep him out of prison.

Cunningham looked through the pages of the file for a minute or two before looking up and pulling off his reading glasses. He looked at Maureen. "How long did it take you to find this?"

"About two hours and a few minutes"

He looked to Hillary, "How many associates and paras have been looking through this file for the last fourteen months?"

"Six associates and, at various times, between six and twelve paras," Hillary responded.

Cunningham leaned back in his Aeron office chair and sucked on the ear piece of his reading glasses while taking in Maureen. "So, I'm not sure if the rest of our staff is inept of if you're some kind of a superwoman, but this is a definitely a huge development."

Maureen smiled.

"Tell you what," Cunningham continued, "I'm making you lead associate in this, Mo. It's good to have you back."

Maureen's smile was huge. "Wow! Well, thank you, Bill. I won't let you down." She glanced at Andrew to share her joy, but he was looking off to his left at nothing in particular and scowling.

"Where are you set up, Mo?" Cunningham asked.

"I don't have much. I'm set up in conference room 6 with my lap top."

"Not anymore. Hillary, assign Maureen a secretary and a para. I think Olsen's office is still empty. You can have it, Mo. Welcome back, Mo. We've really missed you!"

'What the Hell!?' Andrew thought. 'One day back and she's got an office almost as big as mine. What the Hell!?"

The moment that Bill adjourned the meeting, Andrew stormed out of the room without a word to anyone, while the rest of the staff
congratulated Maureen.

When he reached his office, he slammed the door and paced the office until there was a soft tapping at the door.

"COME IN!" He shouted louder than he intended.

The door opened softly and Carolyn entered. "Are you ok?"

He threw himself into a chair in front of his desk and told Carolyn the story with all the anger an vehemence of a spoilt child.

When he'd finished, Carolyn moved behind the chair and rubbed his shoulders. "What do you care, Drew. You're too good for this stupid firm. Just wait. You'll show them all how clever you are, soon, won't you."

Andrew allowed his anger to dissipate and he closed his eyes and let his head hang forward. "Damned right, I will," he muttered.

If anything, the drive home was even quieter than the drive to work had been. Maureen drove, again, and, as she pulled out of the garage and turned on to the street, she turned on the radio and tuned in to an NPR newscast. Andy rolled his eyes at the liberal clap-trap coming out of the radio. For ten solid minutes, there was a not a 'How was your day?' 'Congratulations on finding that.' 'What did you do for lunch?' Just two very silent people and the sound of Robert Siegel and Audie Comish coming through the expensive speakers in the overpriced car.

Suddenly, the tension was broken by the sound of Maureen's phone ringing. The screen on the car's radio indicated that it was Hillary calling. As Maureen punched the button to connect to her phone through the car's Bluetooth system, Andrew let out a petulant sigh at having to endure a phone call that did not involve him.

"Hi, Hill. What's up?"

There was a little laugh on the other end of the phone as Hillary said, "Good afternoon, Maureen, I'm here with all the partners and our client, Mr Monaghan." It was obvious that Hillary was on a speaker phone. Maureen grimaced at answering the phone in such a casual manner. She'd need to stop doing that when receiving business calls. Hillary continued, "We've just finished discussing your discoveries and Mr Monaghan has agreed to allow us to submit the evidence you found to the courts. I expect that the case will be dismissed by noon, tomorrow. Mr Monaghan is also very impressed with your damage control plan. This could save the Congresswoman's career and save Mr Monaghan and his company millions, possibly billions, of dollars."

The grin on Maureen's face was huge. She'd been out of the game for so long and wanted back in so badly... what an amazing first day back! She looked at Andrew expecting a look of pride, or at least support from her husband. Instead, all she got was another sigh as he looked out the windshield and shook his head in a look of childish petulance.

"Well," Maureen turned her attention back to the road and the conversation, "I am certainly gratified that everything is working out to everyone's satisfaction."

"More than to our satisfaction, Mo." it was Bill Cunningham's voice now. "To our amazement. You really scored big, Mo, and we're very very pleased. So, to show our appreciation, you're going to take the lead on the damage control program. Talk to Jerry over at Logan Imaging tonight and come up with a good plan for a press conference at noon. You will be Mr Monaghan's spokeswoman throughout the next few weeks or months. The Congresswoman's PR person will be in touch as well so that we can get all ours ducks in a row. Also, I'm promoting you to Junior Partner and I'm giving you a clothing allowance and a signing bonus. We just transferred $50,000.00 to your account. Congratulations, Mo! Keep hitting them out of the park like this and you'll be a full partner within a year!"

The phone call ended. Maureen was absolutely breathless. She looked towards her husband who banged his head into the headrest, closed his eyes and mumbled, "I don't believe this," under his breath.

"What?" asked Maureen.

"Huh?"

"You said, 'I don't believe this.' What don't you believe? That I could be good at my job?"

"Yeah," he snapped, "that's it Mo. You haven't been to work for almost twenty years, then you show up for ONE DAY and suddenly you're a junior partner and promised a partnership. It must be nice to have friends in high places, huh? I've been slaving for this firm the entire time that you've been sitting around at home and I'm not a partner, yet, but you show up and Hillary has you promoted already. Does that seem fair to you?"

Maureen pulled to the side of the road and slammed the car into park. When she turned to Andrew, he was shocked by the display of anger playing across her face.

"Now you listen to me, mister. I've always been a good lawyer and I've been dying to get back to work for nearly a decade, but you kept saying, 'no.' Well, now I'm back and I had the opportunity to remind everyone that I know how to do my job. That's what I did and that's why I got the promotion. Hillary was just a catalyst to get me back into the office, that's all. If you think otherwise, then you better think about leaving, because I'm not putting up with any more of your crap. Got it!"

Andrew was silent with astonishment.

"And by the way, hot shot," Maureen continued, "did the Perkins family get all of their paperwork today? Huh? At 3:00, a call meant for you was accidentally sent to me. It was Mr Perkins and he told me about all the garbage you have been putting him through, so I called your secretary and had her fax it immediately. If I hadn't, I bet you would have been fired by now, smart ass. Not fair? Not fair my butt. I don't know what has gotten into you Andy, but you need a serious attitude adjustment."

She threw the car back into gear and pulled out into traffic. With the radio off, the BMW was as quiet as a tomb.

Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, Maureen heard a quiet voice from the passenger seat, "I'm sorry, Mo. I... I didn't mean to insult you. I guess... I guess I was just, you know, kinda hurt myself. Anyway... I'm sorry."

Now it's Maureen's turn to be surprised. In all the time that they'd been together, this was the first time that Andy had ever once uttered the words, 'I'm sorry.' Wow. Maybe this stuff really was affecting him for the better.

She let out a deep sigh and tried to release all of her anger. She shook her shoulders and refocused on the job at hand; driving.

"Thank you, Andy. Apology accepted."

Then, after another few moments of silence, she said, "Tell you what. Let's stop at Ronnie's for dinner to celebrate. My treat. Karen sent me a text this afternoon saying that she was going to Jenny's to help Sadie with a history project, so it's just you and me. What do you say?"

Andrew shrugged his shoulders. It wasn't what he'd planned, actually he had planned on going out for a little 'Drew Time' tonight, but Maureen seemed determined. "Ok, I guess. How can I say no to free food at Ronnie's?"
 
 
To Be Continued...

If You're Not Paying It... - 2

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  • Age regression
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If You're Not Paying It...: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2017, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Once an attentive husband, Andrew has changed. Now, he's a moody, controlling jerk. Headed
for a divorce, his wife resorts to a radical solution. This is not the sweet/sentimental
kind of story I usually write. Nothing violent, or anything, but it is not like Disney
Princess or Dusty Rose.


 
Author's Note: Please leave me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of If You're Not Paying It...: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 3
 
 
Friday
 

"Morning, mommy," Karen kissed her mother's cheek and grabbed the bowl of cereal that was waiting for her. "Where's dad?"

Maureen checked the clock on the wall. 7:40 and Andy wasn't downstairs, yet. She knew he was up, but he was taking forever today.

"Still getting ready, I guess. We stopped for dinner last night and had a few drinks. Maybe a few too many for a Thursday night."

In fact, Maureen had only had one red wine last night with their meal. Andrew had had a drink before dinner, wine at dinner and two bourbons after dinner and one of those had just a sprinkling of the powder that Hillary had given her on Wednesday. When they'd gotten home, Maureen had led Andy to their bed and ravished him every way to Sunday. She LOVED taking the sexual lead and Andy seemed willing to follow, provided he'd had a little of the powder before hand.

Maureen walked to the foot of the steps and called up, "Andy! What's taking so long? Is everything alright?"

Andrew appeared on the upper landing, still in his bathrobe. "I don't know what you did to the wash, Mo, but everything is stretched out. Nothing fits. Look, even my boxers are falling off of me."

He opened his robe and it was true. Andy had definitely lost some body mass last night. Oops. She'd have to be careful of that. In fact, thought Maureen, he looked to be substantially smaller than usual. Almost the same size as Karen.

"I'll be right up to help you. Find a jacket, shirt and tie. I'll take care of the rest."

Maureen turned to the kitchen, "Are you all set, sweetheart? I need to go upstairs."

"I'm leaving, now, mom. See you tonight, but remember, I'm going to the game at the school at 7:30. Love you!"

"Love you, too," Maureen shouted as the kitchen door closed behind Karen.

Maureen climbed the stairs with a bit of a smirk on her face.

"My shirts seem baggy, too, Mo. What did you do to them?" Andre called from the bedroom.

"Alright, alright," she moaned. "I have some fresh clothes. Hang on."

A couple of minutes later, she walked into their bedroom with a pair of black slacks. "Here. Try these on."

He pulled them up and they fit well.

"Good," Maureen said as she held up the white shirt and he put his arms in. "You tuck it in. I'll button it." She said as she helped him get ready. She grabbed his tie and ran it through his collar then tied a neat double Windsor knot for him, then straightened it.

As she helped him pull his coat on, Andrew said, "Geez, even my suit coat feels baggy. Really baggy."

"Well, I can't help you with that," Maureen scoffed, "and you can't blame me for washing it wrong, either. That goes to the dry cleaner. Face it, Andy, you've lost some weight. You'll need to pick up a few things this weekend."

As she was headed out the bedroom door, Andrew let put an exasperated shout, "Oh, for crying out loud! Did I lose weight in my feet, too!? How is that even possible!?"

Seconds later, Maureen reappeared with a pair of obviously cheap, black loafers. "Here. These should do for today. We're running very late, now. We'll have to stop for coffee on the way. I'll meet you in the car."

They reached their offices a few minutes past 9:00. Andrew kept his jacket unbuttoned and headed for his desk without making eye contact with anyone.

"Good morning, Mr Green," Carolyn called as he passed, but he plowed ahead. "Mr Green! Mr Green!"

Andrew stopped, but didn't turn around immediately. "Yes, what is it?" He stood, slightly slouched and waited for a reply.

Suddenly, Carolyn was right behind him, speaking quietly into his ear. "Mr Cunningham is in your office. Evidently, Mr Perkins called and complained about your work on the estate."

Andrew shook his head and sighed. He didn't need this right now. "What's his complaint?"

Carolyn moved to face him, "I don't think he's complaining about the quality of the work, but about how long it took. Mr Cunningham seemed pretty angry."

He relaxed a little. As long as no one was taking too close a look at the work, he could talk his way out of a complaint about the amount of time he'd taken to finish. Finally, he straightened and looked at Carolyn. "Alright. Thank you."

At five-foot-nine-inches tall and always sporting a substantial heel, Carolyn was a formidable woman, but when Andrew looked at her this morning, she seemed a bit taller than usual. She had a similar revelation looking at Andrew.

"Are you ok, Drew? You don't look right?"

He nodded and took in a deep breath, preparing for the encounter ahead. "I'm fine. I'm just feeling a little... off. I'm fine."

"And this thing with Cunningham? Is everything going to be alright in there?"

Andrew took a quick look around the office to make sure no one was looking, then he gave Carolyn a quick peck on her cheek and said, "Just fine. Don't worry. As long as they don't look at the books too closely, we'll be fine."

He gave her another reassuring smile and headed into the office.

"Bill! What a nice surprise. What can I do for you?" He asked as he gathered as much bravado as possible and entered the office with a flourish. He was a little surprised to find Bill sitting in the desk chair, forcing Andrew to stand 'on the carpet' before his boss.

Bill glanced at his watch. "9:22? Running a little late today, Drew?"

Andrew laughed, "Not me, Bill; my car pool partner. Mo had a hard time picking out clothes this morning. Women. What can you do?" His own laughter sounded a bit more nervous than he'd intended. 'Get focused, Drew,' he thought. 'You've got this. Eye of the tiger, man. Eye of the tiger.'

There was no reaction from the other side of the desk.

"I'm going to be straight with you Drew," Bill Cunningham said. "You're on fairly thin ice here. You used to be a good lawyer, but ever since Hillary was named partner, your work has gone steadily down hill. I figured that you were just sulking about my choice, but it's been becoming a bigger problem every month since and now, clients are complaining. I don't like that and I'm not going to put up with it. Do we understand each other?"

"Sure, Bill, sure. I understand, but you have to understand that Perkins and his family were not easy to deal with..."

"The Perkins debacle is just the latest complaint, Drew. The partners were not at all happy with your behavior during yesterday's meeting, either. Let me be very clear about this: You have three months to get your act together. Get a hair cut and, for God's sake, get a suit that fits correctly and get all of your ducks in row. I will review your work in ninety days and if there is no improvement, we will have to sever our ties. Am I understood?"

"Ok, Bill. Ok. I understand and I apologize. I'll pull it together."

"Good." Bill got up to leave, but stopped and looked at Drew. "What are you wearing? That coat looks huge on you. Take it off, for heavens sake. You don't have any clients coming in today, do you?"

Drew took off the coat and draped it over the back of a chair. "No. No clients."

Bill looked at Drew without the coat. He looked better, but not quite right. As Drew moved to his desk chair, Bill said, "Be careful there. Your wallet looks like it's going to fall out of your pocket."

Drew tried to push it in further. "I know. The pockets on these pants are tiny. I don't know why."

Bill grunted an acknowledgment and turned and left the office.

Almost Immediately, the door reopened and Carolyn came in as Drew sat in his desk chair.

"Well?"

"Don't worry. All's well," Drew said. "I've got ninety days to get my act together. That's more than we need. Relax."

"Whew," Carolyn said. "I was nervous."

"Well, we're fine, but I think you'd better get back out to your desk so that I can start working on 'getting my ducks in a row' for Bill. I need to look contrite for the time being. Ok?"

"Ok, Drew," she said with a nod as she hustled back to her desk.

Drew let out a sigh of relief. All was still well, as he'd said. In fact, everything was coming together. With that thought, he pulled his iPad out of his briefcase and called up the online version of his favorite video game and signed on. He figured he had a good two and a half hours to play before anyone bothered him again.

"Hi, mom! Hi, daddy!" Maureen had called a local Italian restaurant and ordered a family-style lasagna for dinner, paid for it over the phone and Karen had picked it up. When Drew and Maureen entered the kitchen, Karen had already put out a clean table cloth, plates, utensils, garlic bread, serving items and the water glasses were full. At this moment, she was pulling a chilled pitcher of iced tea from the refrigerator. "Dinner's on the table!"

"Oh, it looks beautiful, Karen! Thank you so much for setting everything out," and Maureen planted a loving kiss on her daughter's cheek. "Let me just run upstairs for a moment to change. I don't want to get anything on this suit. It's linen. I'll be down in two shakes."

As His wife disappeared up the stairs, Drew smiled at his daughter as he took down a short tumbler from the cabinets and reached for a bottle of Jack Daniels to whet his appetite.

"How are you feeling, daddy?"

"I'm ok, hon. Why?"

"Well, you look pretty tired and you're wearing that oversized sports jacket."

Drew look at his coat and laughed, "Oops. I must have grabbed someone else's coat at the meeting this afternoon. I didn't even notice," he fibbed.

"I hope you didn't wear it around the office, daddy. It looks shabby and you always say that a professional needs to look his best. Here," Karen came up behind her father and gripped the shoulders of his coat, "let me take it for you."

As she assisted him by guiding the coat down his arms, she had to look twice at the back of his head. 'Did I have a growth spurt, of something? I swear we're same height,' she thought. She hung the coat over the back of a chair and proceeded to fold napkins and place them next to the plates.

Drew let put a self-satisfied, "Ahh," as the Jack Daniels burned the back of his throat.

Maureen returned wearing a new pair of jeans and a form fitting tee shirt that showed off her figure in a very non-Maureen manner.

"Wow, mom, you look great! Have you been working out?"

"Nope, just working," Maureen laughed.

"Well, it sure suits you. Are you wearing a new bra?"

"No. I just have a cami under this. Why?"

"Really? I don't know. Your girls. They just seem perkier than usual."

"Perkier?"

"Yeah. You know. Higher. Firmer. Perkier."

"Yeah. I wish," Maureen laughed as she grabbed the grated cheese from the fridge, but she knew that Karen was right. She'd noticed it, too. Since she'd started Andrew on the powder the other night, not only had he become more manageable, she'd become firmer and stronger - both physically and in her personality. She thought that they had nearly reached the equilibrium that their marriage had lacked of late. Everything was better - especially the sex. That was great.

"Come on, daddy," Karen said, cheerily, as she and Maureen took their seats, "soup's on."

Andrew downed the last of his drink, placed his glass on the counter and came to the table, but was stopped as Karen said, "Daddy, are you wearing my shirt?"

Andrew came to a dead stop and looked at his shirt, then to Maureen as he started to put together the activities of the morning.

"Yes, he is, honey," Maureen said. "Daddy has lost a good deal of weight in the last few days and we couldn't find anything for him to wear this morning, so I borrowed a few things from you. You don't mind, do you?"

"No, I don't mind at all. I'm just surprised. You can borrow anything you need, any time, daddy." Karen's laugh was teasing, but it hit Andrew pretty hard.

"I wore my daughter's shirt to work!?" His anger was palpable.

"Yes, dear," Maureen said with the air of an elementary school teacher who was not about to argue with a student. "You're also wearing her slacks and shoes. Oh, and the boy shorts your wearing under your pants are Karen's, too. You had no clothes, we were in a rush and I found you some that fit just fine, now, just sit down and eat before it gets cold."

Andrew was furious, he wanted to yell and scream. He wanted to smack Maureen. He wanted to yell at Karen for giggling at him. He wanted to... He wanted to... He wanted to let go at everyone, but, instead, he just sat in confusion as Maureen placed a piece of lasagna on his plate.

What was going on? How had he lost control of everything? Why wasn't he fighting back? Where was his backbone? Was he drunk? No. He'd only had a finger of Jack. That wasn't much.

"How was school, sweetheart?" Maureen asked Karen.

"Fine..."

The conversation went on with out him while he managed to get his thoughts in order. He'd figure this out and deal with it. If he just needed some new clothes, he'd get them tomorrow. If he needed to see a doctor, he'd call the office on Monday.

"What?" He said, being drawn from his reverie by a question from Maureen.

"I asked you if it was ok with you for Karen to go out with Brian tonight?"

"Brian?" he asked. "Who's Brian?"

"Who's Brian? Weren't you paying attention, Andy? Karen just asked if she could go out with Brian, the boy in her Calculus Class, to get an ice cream after dinner." Maureen was a bit concerned about how befuddled Andy seemed right now. Was it the powder, alcohol or was he really that thrown by the discovery that he could share his daughter's wardrobe? "Are you ok, Andy?"

"I'm fine. Just feeling a little off today." He turned to his daughter. "Brian, huh? Is he a good boy? Should I have the father-to-boyfriend talk before you go out?"

"No, daddy, you certainly should not have 'the talk' with him or anyone else. We're just going to go to Diary Queen for an ice cream. Maybe a movie tomorrow night if we get along tonight."

"Wow, you are such a pragmatist, honey," Maureen said. "When I was young, we all fell in love at the drop of a hat, but you're taking everything in such orderly steps."

"Love!?" Karen feigned insult. "Mom, I barely know him. I need to get to know him first." Her smile was huge and her cheeks were flushed, but Karen was determined to appear controlled and in charge of her relationships.

"Andy?" Maureen asked, "What do you think?"

"Fine with me," he shrugged.

Maureen smiled at Karen, "Have fun, honey. Take a twenty out of my purse before you go."

When they'd finished, Maureen turned on the coffee maker and made a cup for Andrew and herself, while Karen went to the bathroom to freshen her face. When she placed Andrew's on the table, he immediately rose and went to the cabinet he'd used earlier and added just a splash of Jack Daniels to the coffee.

As he was returning the bottle to its shelf, Maureen's phone rang. "Hello?"

It was obvious from her tone of voice that it was a business call. She walked out into the living room as Karen returned to the room. As Karen rummaged through her mother's pocketbook to take out a twenty-dollar bill, Andrew rummaged through the cabinets looking for something.

"Damn it!" Andrew grunted as he slammed a cabinet door.

"What's the matter?" Karen asked.

"Nothing," he said, "we are just out of sugar and I can't drink coffee without some."

"Here," Karen said, "mom has some Splenda in here purse. How many do you want?"

"I'll take four, thanks."

Karen handed him the small, yellow tubes and kissed he father's cheek. "Bye, daddy. Tell mom I said 'Bye' and I'll be home around 11:00" and out the door she went.

Ten minutes later, Maureen returned to the kitchen, "Did Karen leave already?"

"Yes," Andrew said as he stood from his seat, leaving an empty cup of coffee on the table. He went to his wife, gently placed his hands on her hips and said, "which means we have the house to our selves for a few hours. Let's go upstairs."

As he hugged her, Maureen could feel the erection in his pants. She lightly brushed her hand over the crotch of her daughter's pants that her husband was wearing. She found it all so erotic and, obviously, so did Andy. She hadn't felt him this hard without a lot of foreplay for over a decade.

"Why go upstairs," she asked, "if we have the house to ourselves?" She reached down and caressed his penis through his pants eliciting an excited moan from her husband. Emboldened by this response, she undid the button on the slacks that he was wearing, the slacks that belonged to her daughter - oh, God! The sensations that she was currently feeling was beyond exciting! - and she reached into his panties and grabbed his member firmly, using it as a handle to guide him into the living room.

As soon as they reached the soft, area rug in the center of the room, Andrew was frantic to get Maureen's pants unbuttoned, but, in his haste and excitement, was unable to accomplish this easy task.

"Let me do it, Andy," she said as she continued to hold and lightlypump his manhood, while using her free hand to undo her own pants.

When the button and zipper were down, Andrew knelt and pulled her pants and jeans to the floor, revealing her nicely trimmed womanhood. Andrew caught sight of her vagina and froze in a gaze of horny astonishment. To Maureen, he looked like a boy seeing a woman's organs for the first time. His eyes were wide with wonder and wanting. Without warning, he grabbed his wife by the hips and plunged his tongue into her and frantically licked.

Maureen threw her head back in ecstasy. When they were young, it was rare that Andy would go down on her, but as they grew older, he never did - and he had never shown this much enthusiasm for it before. This was all so amazing! Just a few days of using the powder and here was her know-it-all husband on his knees pleasuring her as if his life depended on it. She felt young. She felt sexy. She felt in-love, but more than anything, she felt - Powerful.

It was 11:55pm when the phone in the charger on Hillary's nightstand started ringing. She had only been in bed about ten minutes and she was reading the latest John Grisham novel on her iPad, nevertheless, a ringing phone at this hour was always jarring. For the first fifteen years of her career, she had been on call for clients who were arrested at night, or needed an attorney during off-hours for any reason, but it had been a long time since those days.

She grabbed the phone and looked at the screen. "Mo," it said . Immediately, thoughts of Maureen or Karen being hurt or ill flashed through her mind.

As she disconnected the phone from the charger and pulled it towards her, Hillary's husband rolled toward her and asked, "Who is it?"

"Mo."

"Mo!? Is everything ok?"

"I don't know, yet," she said to her husband as she pushed the 'Accept' button and spoke into the phone, "Mo? Are you ok?"

Maureen's voice was breathless and frightened, "I don't know what's wrong with him. First he was having convulsions and then... then he started changing."

Hillary pulled back the covers and climbed out of bed and walked into the hallway, closing the bedroom door behind her. "Who? Andrew? Changing how!?"

"Hilly, he's shrinking. He got a lot smaller, really quickly. I don't know what to do!"

"Mo, how much powder did you give him, for crying out loud?"

"I did what you told me! I gave him a packet Wednesday night and I sprinkled a little in his drink yesterday and today. That's all, I swear!"

"Shit." Hillary ran her hand from her forehead backwards, through her hair as she tried to think. "Look, Mo, I'm coming over. I'm going to call Dr Perez and have her come, too, ok? I'll be there in fifteen minutes."

"Ok, but, Hill, it's not just that he's shrinking. He looks, younger and..."

Hillary waited for the end of the sentence, even though she had an idea as to what Mo was going to say. There was silence. "And what, Mo?"

".... And... he's got breasts."

"I'll be right over."
 
Chapter 4
 
 
Saturday
 

The living room, where Karen and Sadie slept on the large sectional sofa, was dark except for the light that came in from the kitchen where Maureen, Hillary, Jenny and Dr Joy Perez sat around the table sipping tea and discussing the situation. It was 2:23am, nearly an hour since Andrew had been stabilized. He was still unconscious, sleeping soundly.

"He looked so small when we changed the sheets and redressed him," Jenny said. "He'll be ok, though, right?"

"He'll be fine, Jenny," Dr Perez said. "Give his system about twenty eight days to flush out the powder and we can start him on the process of regrowing and re-masculating."

"Re-masculating!? That's a new one for me," Maureen said with an exhausted shake of her head. "Why twenty-eight days, though, doctor?"

"Because he's a human and all humans operate on a twenty-eight day cycle. It's just more obvious in females."

"So," Hillary chimed in, "if I could be the pragmatic one here, how do we handle the next twenty-eight days? We need some kind of a story to tell Andrew and everyone at work. Obviously, we can't tell them the truth. If they didn't believe us, they'd have us locked up. If the did believe us, they'd have us locked up, too."

"I suggest," Dr Perez said, "that we concoct a store in which Andy has had a severe allergic reaction, which, in a way, is true. That seems plausible to me."

They all agreed.

"Something you should know, though," the doctor continues, " even though Andy will be more compliant than usual, he will not be happy. You can expect some rebellion. And, since his body is being bombarded by female hormones, just like a girl in puberty, those rebellions may resemble those of an eleven to twelve year old girl. He may be very emotional and unreasonable. You'll need to keep an eye on him until he's back to normal. Well, as normal as possible."

"Unreasonable would not be unusual for Andy, believe me," Maureen sighed. "That was what pushed me to try this treatment - his unreasonableness."

"If you take a stand with him, though, as you would with a petulant child, you will find him much more compliant than usual," the doctor said, as she stood.

"You know, Mo," Hillary interrupted, "you should get him to sign a Power of Attorney document while he's in this condition. I know that seems a little mercenary at the moment, but, as your lawyer, I strongly suggest that you do that. If something happens in the the next month, you need to be able to speak for Andrew."

"That is an excellent idea," Dr Perez nodded, "but, for now, I suggest that you all get some rest. I'll go back up and sit with him, but I don't expect that he'll be stirring until this afternoon."

Jenny and Maureen nodded and headed into the living room to try to catch some sleep with their daughters, but Hillary joined the doctor. "If you don't mind, Joy, I'll sit with you."

"Of course you can join me. I'd enjoy the company, but don't worry. He'll be ok."

"Oh, I know. I just want to be there when he wakes up. I wouldn't miss that for the world!"

"Mom, he's starting to wake up." It was Karen's voice, but Andrew couldn't pull his eyelids apart to see her. He tried to speak, but all that came out was a tiny moan.

"Just relax, Mr Green. It will take a few minutes for you to wake up completely. Don't try to rush it." Who's voice was that? He couldn't make it out.

"Oh, thank God. You had me so scared, Andy." Definitely Maureen. She sounded worried. What had happened?

"Get a chair for your aunt, Sadie." That was Jenny. Why was she here.

"Here, Auntie." That was Sadie.

Someone took Andrew's hand. It felt like Maureen, but not. Who ever it was had a soft hand, like Mo, but the hand was much bigger than Maureen's. Weird.

"Just relax, Andy, you'll be fine." Maureen's voice was close to his ear. Her tone was different, though. It was as if she was speaking to a sick child.

"Mmmm," Andrew tried to speak, but his mouth was dry.

"Here you go, sweetie." There was that condescending tone, again, and this time it sounded like Hillary. What was that bitch doing here?

Andrew felt a straw enter his mouth. He swallowed some lukewarm water.

"Ok, Mr Green." Who was that? "Let's try to open our eyes. Very slowly, now."

His eyes fluttered, but there was a lot of light in the room and it hurt like hell. It hurt like he had a hangover.

"Relax for a minute, Mr Green, then try again."

"Who are you?" He asked.

"Oh, I'm sorry, Mr Green," the voice said, "I'm Dr Perez. I was called in to look after you. You're going to be just fine. You're pretty dehydrated, so you'll probably have a headache, but it will pass. Let's try to open our eyes again."

'Our eyes?' Were her's closed too? She was talking to him as if he were a child or an old man.

Andrew's eyes fluttered open and, after a brief battle with the light, remained that way. Maureen was to his right, holding his hand, and Karen was to his left, patting his head. Next to Karen was Sadie and Jenny. Next to Mo was Hillary. At the foot of the bed was a tall, beautiful woman who must be Dr Perez.

"Why is everyone here? What happened?" His voice was odd, high and little. Why?

"You gave us quite a scare, honey," Maureen said in that annoying, motherly tone. "You had a very severe allergic reaction to the sweetener you put into your coffee after dinner last night. It really hit you hard."

"Allergic reaction?" Andrew was confused. "Did I stop breathing or something?"

Maureen got out of the chair she'd been sitting in, looked at the others and sat on the side of the bed. She played with his hair as she spoke in that damned maternal voice, again. "Well, Andy, you went into convulsions and your body changed a bit."

"My body changed a bit!?" he half shouted, again aware of the strangeness of his voice. Suddenly, he noticed that Maureen was playing with more hair than he should have had. Yes, he had worn a pony tail for more than a decade, but there was more than there should be.

"Quite a bit, Mr Green," said the doctor. "If you're strong enough, I'd like to get you out of bed so we can explain all of this to you."

"Are you ready, honey?" Maureen asked again. She was still using that voice and patting his head like he was a child and playing with his too-long hair.

He nodded.

Maureen stood and pulled back the covers, offering him assistance.

That's when he noticed it. "What the fuck am I wearing!?" He shouted.

"Andrew Green, watch your mouth," Maureen scolded. "Your daughter and niece are in the room."

"You're wearing one of my nighties, Uncle Andy," Sadie said. "I'm sorry that it's a little big on you, but it's one of my favorites. I wanted to give you something that was soft and comfortable."

Andrew was completely taken aback by Maureen's response and couldn't even process what Sadie had just said. He climbed out of bed, trying to get his head around why he was wearing a soft, white nightgown with thin straps across his shoulders, a fitted bodice and a flouncy skit that reached to just above his knees. "I'm... I'm sorry, Mo, but... wait. Why are you so much taller than me?" He looked around the room. "Why... why are you all taller than me!?"

"Now, sweetheart, just calm down..." Maureen started, but Andrew interrupted.

"Calm down! What the hell has happened to me!?"

"Andy, honey,"'Jenny started to call across the bed, but almost immediately the room became a chaos of people telling him to calm down, which only managed to upset him even more.

Suddenly, the doctor was standing in front of him with her hands on his bare shoulders. "Just take a seat, Mr Green, and let me explain." She helped him sit back down on the bed as she pulled the chair that Maureen had been using up and sat in it so that her knees and Andrew's were touching. She leaned forward and took both of his hands in hers and held them on his lap while she looked into his eyes. She was much taller than him, but under the circumstances, he was having a hard time judging heights relative to his own.

She rubbed his hands with her fingers as she spoke. When she did speak, it was a voice of reason and calm. Very doctorly, but very maternal as well. Andrew wanted to hate it, but he found her demeanor to be very calming and reassuring.

"Now, Andy," she said with that cooing voice, "I need you to calm down and pay attention to what I am going to tell you. Can you do that for me?"

Again, Andrew wanted to yell, or lash out, but she seemed so nice. He just nodded his consent to cooperate.

The doctor smiled as she continued. "Good. Thank you, Andy. Now, your body has had a reaction to the sweetener that you used last night. Do you understand that?"

He nodded.

"That's good, Andy. As a result, your body has undergone a substantial change, but that change is only temporary. Do you understand, that?"

He nodded, again.

"Good. Now, sweetie, how tall were you the last time you were measured?"

Andrew thought for a moment. "Six-foot-one-and-a-half inches in my bare feet."

"Wow," the doctor smiled as she looked into his eyes. "You were a big guy, weren't you?"

He nodded.

"Well, baby, I'm afraid that things will be a little different for the next twenty-eight days or so."

Had she just called him 'baby?'

"You see, because of the reaction, you've lost a good deal of mass and muscle. That's very unusual, but it's nothing we can't fix, ok? It will just take us about a month to clean out your system and start getting your body back to normal. So, the long and the short of it, darling, is that you are a lot smaller than before, but we can fix that."

Again, Andrew wanted to lash out, but her hands were so soft and warm and safe. He nodded and asked, "How tall am I?"

She smiled as if she was about to deliver great news. "Well, you were laying down when we checked, but it appears that you are four foot-eleven and a half."

His eyes widened and he wanted to scream, but she touched his cheek with one of those soft, warm hands and she smiled so sincerely that he just stared back at her.

"That not so bad, is it, dear?" She asked in that mommy voice.

"I guess not," he said, although he couldn't understand why.

"And one more thing, baby," the doctor continued, "you look a lot different, too."

"How?" He asked, not as concerned as he had been before. He was confident that this woman could fix everything.

"Well, you see, the sweetener was really made for ladies, not little boys, like you, so not only did it make you smaller, it made you look, just a bit, like a little girl."

"What!?!?"

"Oh, but don't worry your pretty little head, baby. With your hair already shoulder length before and then your body shrinking, it reached to the middle of your back, now, so between that and your breasts, you are a very, very pretty little thing."

For a moment, the doctor's spell was broken and Andrew looked down at the top of his nightie and the gap created there by the very obvious breasts that protruded from his chest. "My breasts!?" His voice was tiny and breathless. The doctor put her hand on his chin and raised it so that she made eye contact with him again.

"Yes, and they are very pretty breasts for such a little thing as you." She smiled at him and he melted a bit. "You should be proud of them, Andy. You make a very pretty young lady. What a wonderful opportunity for a boy like you to experience life as a girl, don't you think?"

He didn't know why, but he nodded. It just seemed like the right thing to do.

"I saw a picture of your sister, Jenny, when she was your size and you are the spit and image of her. Isn't that so, Jenny?"

The doctor and Andrew never broke eye contact as Jenny spoke. "It's true, Andy. It's like you're my twelve-year-old twin. You look more like me at that age than my own daughter did."

The doctor smiled and said, "See and wasn't Jenny a beautiful little girl?"

He nodded. It was true. Jenny was a beautiful little girl and very well endowed at an early age. It made sense that he'd look like her, after all, since she was his little sister.

"Ok," the doctor smiled, "now it's time to put on your slippers and come down stairs and have a little something to eat. Can you do that for me, Andy? Can you be an adult and stay calm and come down stairs with us?"

Andy nodded, eager to please. He smiled and pulled himself off of the bed where there were some little, white scuffs waiting for his little feet. He put them on, took the doctor's hand and headed out the door with the doctor talking to him the whole time.

"We'll keep you busy as your body heals and then, in a month or so, you'll grow big and strong again. Ok?"

He nodded and accompanied her down the stairs leaving the others to gape in amazement.

Maureen glanced into the living room where Andrew sat on the sectional with his daughter and his niece watching an old comedy on the TV. Jack Lemmon and Tony Curtis were both trying to win the hand of Marilyn Monroe. It was a great film and seemed oddly appropriate for today.

Twice, Andy had asked for a beer and twice he'd been reminded that he did not have the appropriate body for alcohol. Several times, he'd gotten a little antsy, but the Doctor Perez's calming voice brought him back each time.

"This is the weirdest day of my life," Maureen said as she returned to the table to join the other woman. "My big, headstrong, 'my way or the highway' husband looks like a child - a pretty, little girl, at that - and he's enjoying an evening with his daughter and niece watching a romantic comedy. I swear, if we could have sex, it would be the perfect evening."

The others laughed.

"You can have sex while he's like this, Mo," Dr Perez said in a hushed voice, "but I'd wait a day or so to be sure he's stable."

Maureen raised her eyebrows and thought about sex with her little-girl husband. "That could be kinky," she laughed, prompting the others to giggle, too.

"The big challenge will be his attitude" Dr Perez said. "You need to keep him in check so that he doesn't run to the authorities - not that they'd believe him, but this is the perfect opportunity to train him correctly."

"Like a puppy," Hillary joked.

"No," Dr Perez was being serious, "train him to be a decent human being. From what I have heard, this is an opportunity to get back the man you loved, Mo. Don't squander it by being to softhearted with him. You saw how I handled him, well, try that, but I warn you, he will have some moments that will try your patience and you need to be very firm with him in those moments. Remember, you're the grown up. Even though he's been here for forty one years, he's going to look and sometimes act like a child for the next few weeks. You need to always be in charge."

"Ok," Maureen said.

"I wish this hadn't been necessary," Jenny said. "I was just thinking of how things were when I was that age. He was a good brother. Supportive. Involved. I wonder what happened. I'd love to have that Andy back."

"Me, too," sighed Maureen.

"Me too," said Hillary. "He used to be a nice guy. Just a bit of that frat-boy attitude that gets under my skin, but a nice guy. He's been such a prick lately though. Just let me know if I can help, Mo."

"Me too," said Jenny.

Maureen reached to her right to take Jenny's hand and to her left to take Hillary's. "I know, girls and thanks. As a matter of fact, I could use some help tomorrow. It seems that I have got to go buy my big, manly husband a few new bras and panties."

Hillary's laugh was a guffaw. "Now that sound like a great way to spend a Sunday!!"
 
Chapter 5
 
 
Sunday
 

Karen and Sadie were in the back of the minivan, while Maureen drove and Hillary had the shot-gun-seat. Andrew was sitting in the second row, passenger side seat beside Jenny who was continually taking his hand, or fixing his hair, but talking in that same, reassuring way that the doctor had used. It had been years since Andrew had had a long conversation with his sister and, even though this situation was pretty weird, it was nice to reconnect with her.

"I think you'll get used to things pretty quickly, Andy," she smiled at him. "I work with girls all day, everyday and at home, it's just Sadie and me. You'll be fine for a month. Sadie is very excited to take you shopping today and, I have to say, I am kinda excited, too. I mean, how many women get to take their big brothers shopping for their first bra. That's a big day for a girl. You should savor this experience, Andy."

Andrew couldn't quite build up the enthusiasm that Jenny seemed to desire, but he smiled at her and nodded. He'd get through this, somehow.

When they disembarked at the mall, Andrew hopped out of the minivan and a breeze caught the light material of his dress, raising it up high enough so that he had to hold down his skirts to keep it from flying up over his waist.

"Have a little modesty, there, young lady," Hillary joked. "Remember that there may be young men around. You don't want them to think you're easy."

He had been very calm all morning, but he still hated Hillary and he couldn't help but respond to this teasing. "Oh, shut up, will you, please..."

"Andrew!" Maureen's shout caught him by surprise. He didn't know she'd come to this side of the minivan. "How dare you speak to your Aunt Hillary that way. You apologize right this second!"

"Apologize? No way!" It was a pretty little girl with Andrew's obnoxious attitude and Maureen was not about to take it.

"Ok, young lady," Maureen's voice was soft, but dangerous, "you have until the count of three to say, 'I'm sorry that I was rude, Auntie Hillary,' or I will pull you over my knee, right here in this parking lot, and give you the spanking of your life. Do you understand me, Andrew?"

He felt the heat of fear rise in his chest. Would she actually do that? Right here? He didn't know the answer.

"One."

As Maureen started counting, Jenny sat in the sliding door opening of the minivan and took the tiny hands of her frightened and feminine brother in hers. She looked into his eyes and smiled.

"Andy, you were pretty rude to Auntie Hillary, now weren't you?" Her voice was soft and her touch was comforting, like the doctor's.

He nodded.

"Two."

"Then the right thing to do would be to apologize, right?"

He nodded

"Then, go ahead, honey. Apologize."

Andrew turned his head, his eyes downcast, leaving his hands in Jenny's. "I'm sorry," he said to Hillary.

"I'm sorry, who?" Maureen's voice was irritated.

"I'm sorry, Aunt Hillary." Andrew was defeated, but when he turned back to Jenny, he felt better.

Hillary grinned at Maureen. "We'll work on getting him to say 'Auntie' next time."

"Very good, Andy," Jenny said. "That was very grown up of you. I'm very proud of you."

Andrew smiled. He didn't know why, but approval from grown ups seemed very important right now.

"Mom," Karen whispered, "I think that Auntie Jenny has the magic touch."

"Probably from spending day in and day out with little girls in school."

Sadie joined the conversation, "Maybe, but that's how she always spoke to me when I was little. I still only want to make her proud. She's very good at getting kids to do what she wants."

Shopping and dinner made for an endless afternoon. Andrew had a bra fitting, tried on shoes and God knows how many articles of clothing. Hillary kept pushing Maureen towards dresses and skirts, but, mercifully, most of the purchases were tee shirts and shorts and other gender-neutral items. The saleswomen were very pleasant and seemed genuinely excited about making sure that this young girl was properly dressed to face the world.

Dinner was at Olive Garden. Not great, but not bad. When they'd entered, Andrew had fantasies about a big meal of meat and pasta with a cup of soup to start. Sadly, though, the 'grown ups' ordered for him and he was only allowed a small salad and one bread stick. The 'grown ups' drank wine while he had an iced tea with Karen and Sadie, who included him in their conversation, but he was oblivious to the music, TV or movies they discussed.

When they got home, Andrew was exhausted and was perfectly happy to have his wife strip him, pull a new pair of cotton panties up his legs lower a new, cotton nightie over his head.

He crawled up into bed and, moments later, Maureen, wearing a sleep-tee and sleep-boxers climbed in beside him. He rolled onto his side and she pulled him into a spoon, in much the same way as he had done to her when they were first married. It didn't matter that she was bigger than him or that she was wearing boxers and he was wearing a soft, lacy nightie. It felt good.

She nestled her nose in his hair and smelled the strawberry shampoo that she'd had him use that morning and a hint of the hairspray that she'd used to hold his pretty blonde hair in place. She liked it. She didn't like that there was what appeared to be a pubescent little girl in her bed, but she loved that the pubescent little girl was her husband.

"Will you be ok alone here tomorrow while Karen is at school and I'm at work?" She whispered to him.

"I'll be fine. I can take care of myself."

"I know, but the way that you look right now... I forget that you're a grown up. You're so cute this way."

There was no response.

"And, except for that incident with your Auntie Hillary, you were very good today as well."

Still no response.

Her hand that was on his belly moved just enough to feel the underside of Andrew's right breast. She lingered there and felt the soft firmness of him and she felt excited. Gradually, she moved her hand so that her right hand engulfed the breast. She felt him shift ever so slightly so that she had more access to it. She smiled as she fondled the nipple through the thin, soft cotton of the nightie.

"That feels nice, doesn't it?"

He let out a slight moan which encouraged her to fondle the nipple even harder.

The moan grew with each manipulation.

"See," she whispered, "this is what you get when you're a good girl for mommy."

When he rolled onto his back, his face was flushed and his breathing was fast. He threw his arms around Maureen's neck and planted a deep kiss on her lips. She sat up a bit higher and kissed him back.

Then, without warning, she bent down and nibbled his engorged nipple through the cotton nightie.

"Ahhh!" he sighed.

"Oh, what a good little girl you are," she whispered and returned to his nipple.

"I'm not a girl. I'm a boy. I mean... I'm a man." His attempt to be manly was even cuter than the nightie.

"Show me," Maureen whispered.

As she continued to nibble and suckle, he pulled up his nightie and pulled down his panties revealing a penis that, although still usable, was a pale reminder of its former prowess.

"See?"

She glanced at it and giggled. "That's not a man's penis, baby. That's just a little girl's penis. Feel it and see how small it is."

He reached down with his left hand and felt his greatly reduced manhood. It was truly tiny.

"Play with it and maybe it will grow," Maureen whispered.

He grasped the shaft in his hand and started massaging and caressing it. Soon his hips were thrusting to his own efforts. The tiny piece of meat had grown a little, but only just a little and he was going to town on it as sweat beaded his face.

Maureen sat back a bit and guided his right hand to the nipple of his right breast. "Play with this, too, little girl. It will feel nice."

He did and soon he was approaching a huge climax.

Maureen couldn't believe what she was watching. He masturbating himself for her pleasure and she loved every second of it.

"That's a girl. That's a good, good girl. Oh, baby, don't stop. Tell me that you're mommy's good girl..."

"I am. I'm mommy's good girl," he nearly shouted as he exploded and rope after rope of his own seed landed on his tummy and hand.

When he could breath again, he looked at Maureen.

"Sorry."

"Oh, little girl, that was amazing. No need to be sorry."

"But I made a mess," he may have been sweating from the exertion or he may have been on the verge of tears, Maureen couldn't tell.

"Shh," she cooed at him. Come with mommy to the bathroom and I'll clean you up. Don't worry, you've been a very, very good girl."
 
 
To Be Continued...

If You're Not Paying It... - 3

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

Taxonomy upgrade extras: 

  • Accidental Change
  • Age regression
  • Diapers or Little Girls
  • Bad Boy To Good Girl
  • Bizarre Body Modifications
  • Chemical or Drug Induced Change
  • school girl
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance

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If You're Not Paying It...: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2017, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Once an attentive husband, Andrew has changed. Now, he's a moody, controlling jerk. Headed
for a divorce, his wife resorts to a radical solution. This is not the sweet/sentimental
kind of story I usually write. Nothing violent, or anything, but it is not like Disney
Princess or Dusty Rose.


 
Author's Note: Please leave me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of If You're Not Paying It...: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 6
 
 
Monday
 

"Got a minute?" Hillary asked from the door to Maureen's new office.

"Sure, Hilly, come on in," Maureen's smile indicated how much she loved being back at work at the firm. Hillary knew that her friend had missed this and she had missed her friend. It was time that Mo was back in the offices. She wished that it could have been done more easily, but that would all work out over the next few weeks.

Hillary closed the door as she entered.

"So? How did it go?"

"Oh, Hilly, he is becoming such a sweet angel. I am having a hard time believing that that pretty little girl is Andy. I hope that this all works out the way that Dr Perez says it will. I mean, I don't need him to be a cowed little girl, but a more thoughtful and cooperative partner would sure be nice!"

"I know what you mean, Mo. I am so impressed with Dr Perez and how she gets men to do what they should be doing already. You know, I heard about a couple in Canada that was having a very severe problem, similar to yours, and the wife got in touch with Dr Perez and she was able..."

Just then, there was a knock on the door and one of the paralegals ducked her head in. "I'm sorry to interrupt, Ms Green, but there is a police officer on the phone for you. It sounds important. Something about your daughter."

"My daughter!! Thank you Grace!" Then to Hillary, she said, "Oh, my God! Karen..."

Both Maureen and Hillary leaned in quickly as Maureen hit the flashing extension light on the office phone and put the call on speaker.

"This is Maureen Green. How can I help you?"

"Oh, hello, Ms Green," the disembodied voice came through the speaker. "This is officer James Randall of the Maywood Police Department. How are you today, ma'am?"

"I'm fine, officer, but I am very concerned. Did something happen to my daughter, Karen."

The officer took a beat to organize himself. "Well, ma'am, no. There is no problem with your daughter, Karen. This is about your daughter, Annie."

"Annie?" Maureen and Hillary exchanged confused looks.

"Yes, ma'am. It seems that Annie was trying to make some purchases at a local store using your husband's credit cards. When the store clerk refused to accept the card, your little Annie made quite a scene and threatened to, among other things, 'sue the ass' off of the clerk. When the clerk refused to return the cards to your daughter, well, suffice it to say that things got even worse."

"Excuse me, Officer," Hillary interrupted. "I am Ms Green's attorney. Could you please describe Annie for us."

"Ok... I'd say she's about five feet tall, maybe a little less, long blonde hair and, well, she's a real good looking young lady."

"Son of a bitch!" Maureen mouthed to Hillary.

"What, exactly, was Annie doing that caused you to take her into custody, officer?" Hillary asked the speaker phone.

"Well, ma'am, she was trying to buy about six hundred dollars worth of boys clothing at Arturo's Men's Wear using her father's credit card. It seems that Arturo knows your client's husband and when he tried to get a hold of him, young Miss Annie, here, became angry and started screaming and knocking over displays at the shop.

"That's Annie, alright," said Hillary. "We'll be there in about a halfhour. Thank you, officer."

It had been a long and silent ride from the police station back to their house. Andrew was not happy to have seen Hillary with Maureen and he was even less happy that she had followed them back to the house.

When they pulled into the garage, Hillary was right behind them. She entered the garage and waited while Maureen unlocked the door to the house.

They entered the kitchen and Maureen pointed to a kitchen chair. "Sit there."

He did.

Hillary put her purse on the counter and faced Andrew. She was very angry, he could tell.

Maureen came and stood beside her friend. "Well, young lady, what have you got to say for yourself."

"Sorry," he mumbled.

She shook her head. "Sorry's not nearly good enough, little girl. I know that you look like a child, but damn it all, Andy, you know better than to put yourself into a situation like that. What the hell were you thinking?"

"I wanted a suit."

"What?" Maureen said.

Hillary laughed, "Did you say a suit? This was all over a suit?"

"Why, Andy? Why did you want a suit?" Maureen asked.

He sighed. "I got an email from Carolyn and she said I needed to get to the office. I couldn't possibly go like this, so I wanted to buy a suit. That's all."

"That's all!?" Maureen shouted. "That's all, he says," she said to Hillary. "Alright, Andrew, I need to think about your punishment, so go on up to the guest room and I'll call you when I'm ready."

"Punishment!? Maureen, I'm a grown man..."

"A grown man!? Andrew, you acted like a spoilt child before all of this, not a grown man, and I have got to say that I am very, very, very disappointed in you. Imagine what it's like to get a call from the police about my daughter! I thought that Karen had been hurt or worse. My heart nearly stopped then I find out that it's my pig-headed husband doing something that he was expressly told NOT to do. You're acting younger than the child that you appear to be and, since you are acting like a child, there will be consequences."

"Mo, please..."

"Upstairs, little girl, and I mean right this very moment or you'll be sorrier about talking back to me than you can imagine."

Her anger scared him to his core, so he scurried out of the room and up the stairs.

"We've got to make sure that someone is watching him at all times, Mo," Andrew could hear Hillary talking as he climbed the stairs, "he could get into a lot of trouble walking around in the body of a child with the stubborn attitude of a 41 year old guy like Andrew."

"I know, but I can't miss work and Karen's in school..." the voices were hushed as he closed the door and laid down on the bed. He cuddled up to a pillow and, within minutes, he fell asleep in the middle of the day.

"Andy. Andy, honey, wake up. I need to talk to you." Andy had been very sound asleep and the voice seemed to come from a long way away. "Come on, sweetie, I need to you to sit up and listen to me."

He felt hands lifting him up and sitting him on the side of bed. He blinked his eyes and saw Jenny sitting right in front of him. She was smiling and holding his hands in his lap. He blinked some more and glanced around the room to see Hillary beside Jenny, to his right, and Maureen to his left. This couldn't be good.

"Hi, Andy," Jenny said with an almost joyous smile.

"Hi, Jen." He was a little groggy and a bit nervous of facing this tribunal. "Am I in trouble?"

"Well, sweetheart," Jenny maintained her maternal attitude as she spoke, "I guess that the answer to that is Yes and No. You had a very bad day today, didn't you?"

Andrew looked down and nodded, ashamed. "Yes. I didn't mean to, but I got into trouble. Did they tell you about it?"

"They sure did, honey, but let's move on from that, ok?"

He nodded, again.

"Ok, so Momo, Auntie Hillary and I were talking and we came up with a way to keep you busy and keep you safe and out of trouble until you're all better. You want that, too, right, sweetheart?"

He nodded, again.

"Good, sweetie. That's very good. So, starting tomorrow, you're going to be my helper, ok?"

"Your helper? What do you mean, your helper? What will I have to do?"

"You're going to come to school with me, baby, and help me. You can help me with the girls, pass out papers and clean up, make copies... things like that. Won't that be nice? Helping Me with my classroom?"

He shook his head in confusion. "But you teach third graders. I don't know anything about little girls, or teaching."

"Andy," Maureen knelt next to Jenny and smiled at Andrew, "Jenny is being very, very generous. She wants to keep you safe, honey. We all think that this is the best thing for you. You can be helpful and Jenny can be sure that you're safe. After school, you can go back to Jenny's house until Karen can pick you up, then she can look after you until I get home. This is the best idea we have, baby. Do you understand, that?"

He nodded. "I guess."

"Good, Andy," Jenny encouraged, "very good. So, tomorrow morning, Momo is going to bring you to my house at 6:30 in the morning. Sadie and I will help you to get ready and then we'll go to school and you can meet the girls. I know that you're going to be a very big help for me, aren't you."

He nodded. "I'll do my best."

"That's my big girl," Maureen smiled at him.
 
Chapter 7
 
 
Tuesday
 

"Mom, they're here!" Sadie called upstairs from the picture window in the living room. Her Aunt Maureen's car had just pulled up in front of the garage. She had tried not to let her mother see it, but Sadie was very excited about helping her uncle get ready for school.

"I'll be right down, sweetheart." Jenny hollered back. "Please get him dressed as quickly as you can."

"Ok, mom."

The door opened and in came Uncle Andy and Aunt Maureen. Uncle Andy just gave Sadie a nod. Sadie could see that he was nervous about the day ahead, so she walked over to him and took him by his upper arms and rubbed gently.

"Hi, Uncle Andy. Are you doing ok?" She asked looking down at the petite man in front of her. He was wearing a sleeveless, white top with pink flowers on it, and a pink, pleated skirt with a pretty lace trim around the hem.

He shrugged, "I guess. Just... I don't know... nervous, I guess."

"Aww," she giggled a little, "don't worry. I've gone to school with mom a million times. The girls will love you and you'll love them, too." She hugged him and, again, marveled at how small he was, "You'll be fine. I promise. Come on. I'll help you get ready to go to school."

As his niece guided him towards the kitchen, Andrew said, "I thought I was ready."

"No, you need a uniform, Uncle Andy. You do look very pretty, but mom says that anyone at the school who isn't a parent or a staff member has to wear a uniform. No exceptions."

As they disappeared around the corner, Jenny came down the stairs. Her head was titled to the left as she secured an ear ring. "Hi. Is everything ok?"

Maureen laughed and shrugged her shoulders. "I guess so. Sadie seems to have everything under control. Did you really get him a uniform?"

Jenny smiled, "Yep. It was one of Sadie's when she was in sixth grade. It should fit ok. We have a little time before we have to leave, so, if she needs to take it in a little, Sadie can handle it. The sewing machine is set up in the mud room, just in case."

"Ok. It sounds like you have everything under control. I'll just pop in and say goodbye before I leave."

When they entered the kitchen, they found Sadie in her grey, high school uniform shirt with a light blue uniform polo shirt helping Andrew into a pristine, white, button up, elementary school uniform shirt. It had a Peter-Pan collar and the long sleeves had just the hint of a feminine puff to them. It was obvious that the uniform had just been ironed. The smell of the iron and spray starch still hung in the air.

As Sadie stood behind her little uncle and slid the blouse up his arms, his pretty little bra and panty set was on display. They were made of matching lace. The panties had a little pink bow in the very front and center of the waistband and the bra had a matching little pink bow centered between Andrews B-cup breasts, which, on his tiny body, stood out proud and perky.

"Oh," Maureen cooed, "I miss this uniform. I loved seeing Karen and Sadie wearing theirs. They were so feminine and just, I don't know, classic, I guess."

"And you're going to be so pretty in yours," as she came over to button up the front of the blouse for her big brother. She smiled down at him, obviously pleased with the fit of the blouse. "We'll leave the top two buttons open. That will look pretty. Sadie, hand me that necklace, please."

Jenny leaned past him, brushing his face with her breast. She'd always been femininely shy around him and was always very proper. Now, she was treating him like one of the girls. It was a little unsettling.

She laced the delicate chain around his neck and leaned around him to fasten it in the rear. "Hold your hair out of the way for me, baby, please."

Andrew reached up and pulled all of his hair to his right shoulder. He knew that it was only because of his height in proportion to his old hair length, but it felt so much longer than before.

Again, Jenny leaned in and once again her breast touched his face. It was just odd. She was so much bigger than him now. Just being treated like a child made him feel like one.

Jenny positioned the small, gold cross that hung from the thin chain on his chest. When he looked down at the pretty little symbol, it seemed to be pointing at the cleavage that was visible below. He knew that his blouse was buttoned high enough that the cleavage would not be visible from almost any other angle, but this ornament seemed to be drawing unnecessary attention to the new, very feminine assets.

"Here, mom," Sadie said, handing her mother a small, plaid garment, "let's get this on him and I'll take in the waist if I need to."

"Ok," said Jenny as she knelt down and held the skirt open in front of Andrew. As Jenny sat back on her feet, Andrew realized that he was only an inch or two taller than her in this position. "Ok, sweetheart, step into your skirt."

He did as he was told and the soft, wool skirt was pulled up to his waist. Sadie fastened it from behind as they both fidgeted with the waist of the garment. He could feel Sadie pulling it tight behind his back. Then she said, "All set," and the skirt was dropped to the floor again and Andrew was told to step out of it.

He glanced over his sister's shoulder to see his wife standing in the doorway watching this whole procedure.

"I know you don't want to hear it, Andy, but you are absolutely adorable. I have to get to the office." She walked towards him, a big smile on her face and kissed his cheek."Now, you be good for Auntie Jenny at school, ok. I want to have a good report at the end of the day."

Andrew looked at Jenny and said, "I don't really have to call you Auntie, do I?"

"Well, honey," Jenny said in her motherly voice, "it wouldn't seem right to have you calling me Jenny at school, would it. Auntie Jenny or Auntie Jen will be fine."

"Ok," he said, but not happy about it.

"Now that I think about it," Maureen said from the table as she organized her keys before leaving, "it probably wouldn't be appropriate for a child your age to call me Maureen, either. Until you recover, I think it would be best for you to call me mom... or mommy if you'd prefer."

Andrew was shocked. This just wasn't right. "Mom? Come on, Mo, that's not not necessary."

"I think it probably is best, sweetheart," Jenny said while stroking his face to keep him calm. "And, Andy, I think that we need to be sure that everyone understands that Andy is short for Andrea instead of Andrew, too. If you need to spell it, you had better spell it A-N-D-IE, ok."

He sighed and nodded.

Maureen was just headed out the door to the kitchen and she heard the sigh. She called back, "Unless you want us to go back to calling you Annie. Your choice," and she headed towards her car.

Andrew looked at His sister. She smiled, "Andie will be just fine, sweetheart."

"All set, mom," Sadie called from the door to the mud room as she shook the stray threads from the skirt. "Ready to try your skirt on again, Uncle Andy?"

He nodded as Jenny said, "Andie, honey. From now on, until he's back to normal, just call her Andie, ok?"

"Ok, mom," Sadie giggled as they pulled the skirt up and fastened it in the rear, "Andie, it is. That's a really pretty bra and panty set you're wearing, Andie. Did Auntie Mo buy that yesterday?"

Andrew shrugged as he stepped into the skirt, again. "I guess so."

As the skirt passed Andrew's panties, Jenny whispered to her brother, "I'm glad that your mommy tucked that little thing away before came over. I didn't want to have to help you with that."

Andrew had no response other than turning red.

Sadie zipped up the back of the skirt while Jenny smoothed it out, taking just a moment to rub down the very front of the skirt. She looked up at Andrew and smiled her motherly smile. "That fits perfectly, Sadie. Andie, thank your cousin, Sadie."

Andrew sighed. "Thank you, Sadie."

"You're very welcome, Andie. Come here and take a seat. Let me fix your hair."

"What's wrong with my hair" he asked as Sadie sat him in a kitchen chair.

"There's nothing wrong with your hair, Andie, but I can help you make prettier."

Sadie removed the hair tie from his hair and it fell around his head in golden strands. As she started brushing, she tried to encourage her little uncle, "You have really pretty hair, Andie. I've always thought so. It could be even prettier with some shaping and style."

Andrew had always enjoyed brushing his own hair, but having Sadie do it for him was lovely.

"I'm going to just put a little curl in it for you so that it looks a little fuller for you, ok?"

He noticed that his niece and sister had very similar ways of speaking. A kind of maternal, sing-song quality that was strangely soothing to him. Funny he'd never noticed it before. Maybe they hadn't used this tone before. He couldn't remember, but he knew he liked it now. "I guess."

The heat of the curling iron made a distinct smell as it burned into his hair. Living with two women, he had, of course smelled that smell many time s before, but this was different. It was his hair. The heat of the iron was very close to him and it gave him strange tingles from the top of his head to the tip of his toes.

"I love doing hair and make-up for my friends, Andie. Aunt Heather, my dad's sister, says that I can come help out in her salon as soon as I'm sixteen. I hate being fourteen. It's like people expect me to be an adult, but I can't get a job, I can't drive, I can't make my own decisions." She huffed as she moved the curling iron around his head. "Everyone always tells me not to grow up too quickly, you know, like you should enjoy being young while you're young. I don't know. I'd like to grow up as quickly as possible, you know?"

"I do."

"At least being in high school, even though I'm just a freshman, they don't treat you like a little kid. I like that."

She brushed his hair and sprayed it lightly with some hairspray. Then she fluffed it just a bit and moved around in front of him to inspect her work. She screwed up her face, obviously dissatisfied with something.

"Close your eyes for a minute, Andie."

From the counter where Jenny was making lunches, Andrew's sister said, "No makeup, Sadie. She's only supposed to be a twelve year old. Sixth graders in Catholic schools aren't allowed to wear makeup."

"Just a little mascara, mom. She has beautiful eyelashes."

"Then she doesn't need mascara, does she?"

Sadie huffed again. "What a waste," she said out loud to herself. "Here," she whispered to Andrew, "make duck lips for me."

She rolled a tube across his lips. "That just lip balm with a tiny hint of pink. The grown ups will never notice and it'll make your lips shine a little." She handed the tube to Andrew instructing him to use it every hour or so. "It'll be our secret." She smiled warmly. This was obviously a big deal for his niece.

"Thank you, Sadie," he said.

"Mom, she's adorable, but we should get her ears pierced if she's going to blend in. I didn't know ant girls in sixth grade who didn't have pierced ears. Even with long hair, it's still noticeable."

Jenny came over and scrutinized the little, pretty man's face and nodded. "You're right. We'll stop at the jewelry store on the way home."

"Yay!" squealed Sadie, genuinely excited. "You'll love it!" she rubbed Andrews upper arms as she literally shook with joy. "You'll feel so grownup and feminine."

He just nodded knowing that A) his opinion on anything was of no interest to anyone at the moment and B) the holes from the piercing would be unnoticeable later and that they'd heal pretty quickly.

"All set?" Jenny asked, placing the last little lunch bag on the kitchen table. "Oh, Sadie, you did such a great job. She is adorable. Andie, I know that this isn't how you want to spend the next month, but there's nothing we can do about that, so you may as well enjoy it.

She smiled as she patted his cheek in sympathy. "If you act like a good girl for me at school and you just behave yourself with Karen and Momo, or rather, your mommy, the month will just fly by and you'll be back to being my big brother again - instead of my niece. Ok?"

"Ok, Jen..."

"Uh, uh, uh!" Jenny frowned and shook her head.

He sighed again, "Ok, Auntie. I'll be a very good girl for you and everyone else. I guess I can do whatever needs to be done for a month."

"That's a good girl," Jenny smiled. "I'm very proud of you."

"So am I, Andy," Sadie beamed at him. "You'll see. It's great being a pretty girl. I love it. The makeup. The clothes. The boys. It's all so wonderful. You'll love it all, just like I do. I bet that a month from now, you won't want to be a man, again."

"Good morning, Carolyn," Maureen smiled at Andrew's secretary as she swept past her and entered Andrew's office.

Carolyn looked up in surprise, "Oh, ummm... Good morning, Mrs Green. Can I help you with something?" Before Carolyn had gotten to her feet, Maureen was already through the door and placing her new briefcase on Andrew's desk.

"As a matter of fact, Carolyn, you help me with quite a bit. First, you can call me Ms Green. Second, you clear all of my husband's paperwork up and forward it to other attorneys in his department. Third, you can find me three paralegals who have experience in public relations and get them to set up tables in your area. Mr Green is going to be out sick for the next four to five weeks and I need a bigger work space, so I'm using this office. Any questions?"

Carolyn shook her head to organize all the information she'd just been given. "Umm... ok, Ms Green, but I spoke with Mr Green yesterday and he said he felt ok and that he'd be in today. So..."

"I seriously doubt that you spoke to my husband yesterday, because, if you had, you'd know by his voice that he is not a well man." Maureen said as she pulled paperwork out of her briefcase, arranging it on the desktop.

"Well, I didn't actually speak to him, but we did exchange emails. He said it was just an allergic reaction to something."

"And that's what it was, Carolyn. Now, please get started on the jobs I gave you. I have a lot to do."

"But, Mrs Green... I'm sorry... Ms Green, five weeks is a long time. He has things on his calendar..."

"I'm sure he does, Carolyn, so give all of that to other lawyers. Please get started now. I have an awful lot to do and very little time to do it. Ok? Thank you, Carolyn." Maureen sat and looked into the center draw, which was the only drawer, in Andrew's desk. There were a few file folders with clients names printed on it and a key ring with two small keys with red plastic heads on it.

"Please take these," Maureen said as she handed the folders to the befuddled secretary.

"Yes, Ms Green."

"And do you know what these keys are for?"

Carolyn looked at them and started to respond, but stopped.

"Carolyn." Maureen said again. "Do you know what these keys open?"

Carolyn shook her head. "No Ms Green. I don't."

"Ok. Thank you. That'll be all for now," and Carolyn watched as Maureen placed the keys into a pocket of her briefcase.

"And who is your big helper, today?" Said an attractive woman in her late thirties or early forties as Andrew entered the school office with his sister to retrieve her mail and sign in for the morning.

"Good morning, Ms McCarthy," Jenny beamed as she placed a hand in the middle of Andrew's back to push him towards the other woman. "This is my niece, Andrea. She will be my helper for a few days. Say hello to Mrs McCarthy, Andie."

The office was fairly crowded and Andrew was feeling a bit overwhelmed by the sheer number of woman who not only surrounded him, but towered over him.

He raised his eyes to make contact with Mrs McCarthy's eye, but barely reached her chin before he lowered them again. He raised his hand to shake hands with the woman, as he had done when meeting people a million times before. "Good morning, Mrs McCarthy. It's very nice to meet you."

It struck Andrew as odd that the other women in the room let out strange 'aww' sounds as Mrs McCarthy took his hand and very gently shook it. "Well aren't we a big girl?" She laughed. "Very nice to meet you, as well, Miss Andrea and welcome to St Agnes Elementary School. I'm sure you'll be a big help to you aunt and all of our grade three girls."

"Thank you, Mrs McCarthy. I'll try." He replied, stepping back and, without thinking, took Jenny's hand.

There was kind and gentle laughter and a few more 'awws" from the other women.

Another woman came forward and bent low to look Andrew directly in his eyes, an old, teacher maneuver. "You are a very lovely young lady, Andrea. Do you want to be a teacher like your Auntie Jen?"

Andrew didn't know how else to react, so he just nodded and said, "Yes, ma'am. I'd like that."

"Or maybe you could be a principal like me," said Mrs McCarthy. "A smart girl like you can do anything she wants when she grows up, right Andrea?"

Andrew nodded.

"I think she's a little overwhelmed at the moment," Jenny smiled at her colleagues, "And, please, Andrea prefers to be called Andie. She will be in my room, but if anyone needs any help, please come by and grab her. She'll be happy to help out."

"Isn't that sweet," Mrs McCarthy patted Andrew's head. "We love it when Sadie comes in with your aunt. She is great with the littlest ones. Cora, could you use any help in the kindergarten for the next few weeks?"

A very pretty, young woman smiled down at Andrew and bent just a little as she spoke with a condescending tone of voice which would seemed perfectly natural to a real twelve year old girl. "Well, I sure could. Any time that Auntie Jen can spare you, you come on over to the kindergarten and spend some time with your new Auntie Cora. My, but you are a pretty thing. The kindergarten girls would just adore you. Do you like reading to children, Andie?"

Andy shrugged. "I don't know, ma'am. I've never done it before."

Again, the women all giggled and laughed.

"Well, we'll fix that," Cora smiled as she stood and exited the office.

"We need to get to class, too, Andie," Jenny smiled.

It was 6:48 that evening when Maureen came through the front door of Jenny's pleasant home.

"Hi, mom!"

"Hi, Auntie!"

Karen and Sadie were sitting on the living room floor with their books on the coffee table, doing their homework.

Maureen smiled. She loved that Karen and Sadie were close. They were both so smart and so pretty in their own ways. Karen was sleek and athletic like her father and Sadie was curvy and cute as a button like her mother. Strangely enough, Karen's father now looked a lot more like Sadie than Karen. "Hi, girls! Where's our pretty little friend?"

The girls laughed. "She's out in the kitchen with Auntie Jen helping with dinner," Karen smiled and then went back to helping Sadie with her homework.

'Helping with dinner?' Maureen thought. 'This I have to see!'

When she entered the kitchen, she was shocked to see that Andy was wearing a little, blue shirt-dress with a little yellow apron and he was helping to set the table.

"Hi, Mo!" Jenny smiled, happy as could be. "Just get here?"

"Yes and it looks like you two are having a good time." She put down her purse and briefcase and kissed Andrew on the head as he placed silverware on the table. "Hello, young lady. Everything ok?"

Andrew continued his chore, "Hi, Mo... oops... mom. Everything's ok, I guess."

"Your hair is very pretty. Did auntie do that for you?"

"No, mom. Sadie did my hair before school."

Maureen smiled as she wrapped an apron around her waist and started helping with dinner. "So, how was your day, honey?"

"Fine, I guess. I helped Jenn... auntie by making copies and I helped the girls with their work a lot."

Maureen looked to Jenny for confirmation. Jenny nodded.

Maureen was very pleased. "Very good, honey. Did you do anything else?"

Andrew placed the last fork on the table and thought for a moment. "I helped out in the kindergarten for a couple of hours too."

Now shocked, Maureen turned wide-eyed to her sister-in-law who explained, "That's right. She went down to do Reading Time with the babies and she was there for at least two hours. Here," Jenny pulled out her phone, "Cora, the kindergarten teacher, took these and sent them to me."

She scrolled through six pictures. In each, Andy was sitting on the floor with a group of little girls. Andy in his big-girl uniform and each of the girls in their little-girl uniforms. It was an absolutely precious scene. Maureen smiled and her heart melted. She didn't want to say anything to embarrass Andrew, so she just looked at Jenny and mouthed, 'Oh, my goodness.'

Jenny mouthed back, 'I know.'

"Did you do anything else?" Maureen asked, knowingly.

"No," he said as he brought a bowl of potatoes to the table.

"Really? Huh? I heard that you and Sadie and auntie stopped at the mall on the way home. Did auntie buy you that dress?"

Andrew nodded.

"I hope that you thanked auntie for being so generous."

"Oh, she did," Jenny giggled. I don't think she loves her uniform, but that will change. When we got home, I made it clear that she would have to iron her clothes to get them ready for the next day, so she got changed and did her own ironing. Just like a big girl."

"Very good, baby," Maureen said. "Take off your apron so mommy can see it."

Andrew untied the apron and turned so Maureen could see him. It was a simple dress. Almost like a long, tee-shirt tunic. Light, marked blue with five pretty buttons leading from his chin to his perky breasts.

"Oh, how adorable. Did you pick it out yourself?"

He nodded as he folded his apron.

"And there's one more thing," Jenny teased as if Maureen didn't already know. "Come show your mommy, sweetie."

Andrew came to Maureen and pulled his hair back so that it was behind his ears. Protruding from his ear lobes were two tiny, adorable little pink-glass earrings.

"Oh, those are just precious, Andie. Don't you just love them?" His wife gushed.

Andrew shrugged.

"Oh, Jen, thank you so much. My little girl is growing up so fast. Look how pretty she had gotten in just one day!"

"Supper's ready!" Jenny called to the living room as she pulled five chicken cordon-bleu out of the oven. She placed the food on the table and turned to Maureen. "I have to tell you, Mo, Andie was a perfect angel all day, today. She did everything I asked her to do and she only shed a few tears when she got her ears pierced. I haven't spent an entire day with my big brother since he was twenty-two years old and I loved every minute of it - even if he's my adorable little niece, now. Also, I have to say, my principal was very taken with her. She calls her 'Miss Andrea' and tomorrow, Miss Andrea will be helping her organize everything for the spring field day from 9:30-11:00. She says that Miss Andrea is the prettiest thing she's ever seen and that, if she'd had a daughter, she'd want her to be just like Andrea."

Karen and Sadie on opposite sides of the table, while Maureen and Jenny sat at the ends.

"Come sit by me, daddy," Karen patted the empty chair to her left.

"Oh, come on, Karen," Maureen teased. "Does that pretty, little thing look at all like your daddy? Or anyone else's daddy, for that matter?"

"I guess not," Karen smiled, watching her little father tuck the bottom of his dress under him rear end as he sat in the proffered chair.

"She's just Andie for now." Maureen said.

"Maureen," Jenny asked as she took one ok Sadie's hands and one of Andrews, "would you like to say grace?"

"I would be happy to."

Andrew's nightie this evening was a pretty, banana yellow sheath that hung loosely from his shoulders to mid-thigh. He was seated on their bed watching TV with his legs tucked neatly under his rear-end when Maureen came out of the master bathroom. God, he looked so cute and knowing that there was a man in that tiny body was just so... hot. Perky little breasts and a perfect, little penis. What more could you ask for?

She pulled down the bedclothes and climbed in, inviting Andrew to join her. She laid on her back and pulled Andrew to lay with his head on her right breast.

"It's not so bad, is it sweetheart?" She asked.

He shrugged. "I guess not. At least I feel useful helping at Jen's school."

"Auntie's school, dear."

"Auntie's school, then."

"That's nice, baby. Sweet dreams, sugar."

"Sweet dreams, mommy."

For at least the fourth time today, Maureen's heart melted.
 
Chapter 8
 
 
Thursday - 9 days later
 

Andrew's life had become a new routine. Everyday, he woke and dressed in a clean, casual dress and had breakfast with Karen and Maureen before being driven to Jenny's where Sadie would delight in doing his hair and adding just a touch of makeup every morning. Then he'd put on his school uniform.

At school, he found that he really enjoyed working with the kindergartners and with Mrs McCarthy and that was mostly for the same reason. The babies looked up to him and loved to ask him lots of questions. They would cuddle next to him and sit on his lap while he read books to them. When he worked with Mrs McCarthy, she would give him real, although not overly taxing, jobs to do, then leave him alone to accomplish them. In short, he felt responsible when he was with the babies or with the principal. No one in his family treated him like an adult. Even if Mrs McCarthy didn't treat him like an adult, she at least treated him like an intelligent young woman. That felt good.

Today, Andrew was in the office, placing paperwork into the appropriate teacher mailboxes when he heard Mrs McCarthy's voice behind him, "Well, good afternoon, Miss Andrea. Is everything going well, today?"

He answered, "Yes, ma'am," as he turned, but he was surprised to see Jenny standing with the principal. After all, Jenny had a class right now. Also, she was grinning, which made him wonder what was going on.

"Miss Andrea, would you please join your auntie and me in my office for a few minutes?" She smiled broadly and indicated the door to her office.

Andrew glanced at his sister who smiled and nodded, indicating that he should lead the way into the office. He looked confused and concerned as he walked into the small, organized office with his sister and Mrs McCarthy following close behind.

"Please take a seat, Miss Andrea. There's something I'd like to discuss with you." Mrs McCarthy moved behind her desk and sat, tucking her skirt as she did.

Andrew pulled himself up into a chair and sat with his legs not touching the floor. He sat upright with his back not touching the back of the chair and his legs crossed at the ankles, just as he'd been taught for the past week and a half. Jenny sat beside him and took his hand in hers.

Andrew looked from his sister to the principal and felt very small and vulnerable.

"Did I do something wrong? Am I in trouble? I'm really sorry if I did something wrong," after everything that he'd been through, he was genuinely petrified of upsetting anyone that may be able to make his life miserable until his recovery. He liked being responsible for little things around the office and didn't want to lose that privilege.

There was a moment of silence before both women broke into laughter.

"Oh, my goodness, no, Miss Andrea. You are most certainly NOT in any trouble. As a matter of fact, I am finding you to be one of the most extraordinary young women I have ever met and that is the reason I asked your aunt if we could have this little chat."

Andrew was relieved, but still confused.

"Actually, sweetie, Mrs McCarthy has a very special favor to ask you," Jenny spoke in that sing-song voice again and she rubbed his hand in hers. It made him feel better. He looked to Mrs McCarthy expectantly.

"Well, Miss Andrea, as I was saying, I think you are a very extraordinary girl. I see intellect in you that is far beyond most twelve year olds. Not only that, but you are one of the most attractive young ladies I have ever met. I suppose that should not surprise me, though, since you are Sadie's cousin and she was almost as beautiful as you at your age.'

'Anyway, I do have a favor to ask of you. You see, my son, Patrick, is also an extraordinary young person. He is also twelve years old, but he is a freshman in high school because he skipped several grades along the way. Now, Patrick is very bright, particularly when it comes to computers, but he is also a track team star and a member of the student council at his school. Here is a picture of Pat."

Mrs McCarthy held up a photo of a good looking young man with reddish hair and just enough freckles to make him look like a Norman Rockwell painting.

"Isn't he handsome, Andie?" asked Jenny.

He nodded because it was true. He was a handsome young man. "Yes, Mrs McCarthy. He is very handsome."

"Well, I am glad that you think so, Miss Andrea, because the favor involves Patrick, too. You see, although he is a very gifted student, it is difficult for him to be in school with so many people who are not his age. Can you understand how that must feel?"

Andrew certainly could understand that. "Yes, ma'am, I can imagine how hard that must be for Patrick."

"I knew you would have the emotional intelligence to understand, Miss Andrea. You are a very special little girl."

"What do you say, Andie?" Jenny asked him.

"Thank you, Mrs McCarthy."

"You're very welcome, Miss Andrea. Now, for the big question. Patrick has a formal banquet coming up two weeks from tomorrow, on the twenty third. All the other kids are bringing dates and I was wondering if you'd be willing to be Patrick's date for the evening."

Andrew felt flushed and confused. She was trying to set him up on a date with her son!

Andrew looked to Jenny who smiled and nodded, but Andrew felt as if he was in a free fall. As if the tightrope he'd been walking for the past two weeks had just snapped and he was plummeting towards oblivion.

Suddenly, he had an idea. "I would be very happy to accompany Patrick, Mrs McCarthy, but I am afraid that I will not be staying with my Auntie Jen on the twenty-eighth. I will have returned home by then."

He was actually a little proud of coming up with this response.

"Oh, I see..." Mrs McCarthy said before Jenny jumped in.

"No, no, baby. You're not leaving until the third at the earliest."

He felt the trap snap shut, again. The third? That was cutting everything pretty close. Andrew took in a sharp gulp of air and held it as he struggled to come up with anything to say.

"Well, then," Mrs McCarthy smiled, "what do you say, Miss Andrea?"

"Oh, don't be silly," Jenny said with more glee than Andrew deemed necessary. "The opportunity for a girl her age to get all dolled up in a new dress and big-girl makeup...? Of course she wants to go. I'm sure that she's just nervous about going on her first date. Tell Mrs McCarthy that you'll go to the party, Andie."

Andrew stared at his sister in disbelief. He shook his head almost imperceptibly and widened his eyes to beg for help, but he could tell that Jenny was too caught up in the idea of shopping for a dress and preparing him for the dance to let this opportunity pass her by.

"Andrea... tell Mrs McCarthy that you'd be thrilled to go to the banquet with Patrick."

He turned to Mrs McCarthy, the heat of anxiety creating a bead of sweat around around his bra band. His lips were tingling. He licked them, but could think of nothing he could say that would get him out of this ness. Nothing came to mind, so he said, "Thank you, Mrs McCarthy. I would love to be Patrick's date for the banquet."

"Wonderful!" Mrs McCarthy clapped her hands. "This is wonderful. You'll love Patrick. I swear that you two were made for each other. Let's get you two acquainted before the party. I was thinking that you two should do some kind of an activity so you could get to know each other. How about bowling on Saturday afternoon. I'll come by your place with Pat at around 2:00 on Saturday to pick you up. Does that work for everyone?"

Andrew gave a resigned nod.

"Oh, this is going to be so much fun!!" Jessy squealed she bounced in her seat.

"Oh, do stop sulking, Andie. You have an opportunity to experience the excitement of getting completely dolled up to go to a banquet - and as a beautiful young lady! Andie, you're going to love it! I don't understand why you are taking this attitude," Jenny lectured while looking into the rear view mirror of her minivan at what appeared to be an angry, very young woman in the back seat who sat with arms crossed and shoulders tensed.

"Mom's right, Andie," Sadie said as she looked around the back of the passenger seat of the minivan. "I know it seems like a lot, but once you start shopping for a dress and thinking about your makeup, your going to love it. Besides, Patrick is a really nice boy. Kind of shy, but that's because he's so much younger than his classmates. Honestly, he's a nice boy."

"Sadie! Jenny!..."

"Uh, uh, uh! It's Auntie Jenny at all times, young lady."

Andrew growled in frustration. "Alright, 'Auntie Jenny,' I don't care if he's a nice boy or not. You still arranged for me to go on a date with a boy. Can't you see how wrong this is!?"

"Oh, Andie, please!" Jenny laughed. "You're accompanying a shy, nerdy twelve year old boy. I wouldn't exactly call It a date. "

"Seriously, Andie," Sadie's smile was broad and sincere, "you're going to love it."

After nearly a solid minute of silence from the backseat, there came a defiant mumble, "I'm not doing it."

Sadie turned to reengage in the argument, but Jenny shook her head. "We'll talk fave-to-face when we get home. I think she'll understand things better when her mommy is there to help explain thing to her."

"Now, honey," Maureen cooed as she gently circled Andrew's right nipple through the gauzy fabric of his soft, yellow nightie, "remember how much fun I had with Karen when she was your age and got invited to events like this? I loved getting her all gussied up in her prettiest clothes and helping her look like a lady. It was so much fun, remember."

Andrew laid back on their king sized mattress, his eyes were closed as he breathed heavily and concentrated on the feelings in his tender breast. "I remember," he whispered through labored shivers.

"Well, baby, that's all that this is, ok? Just a chance to dress my newest little girl up for a fancy night out, ok?"

Andrew wanted to agree because he didn't want Maureen to stop playing with his nipple, but he needed to say something. "It's just... It's just that, well, it's just that it's with a guy..."

Maureen leaned down to nibble his nipple through the soft, sheer fabric. She gently kissed the exposed flesh of his upper breast, then his chin and his cheek. Then she whispered, "He's just a sweet innocent little boy. Nothing is going to happen. His mother will pick you up here, take you to the party and take you right back home. Everything will be safe and sweet. Ok?"

He began to grind his groin into the air as his breathing picked up tempo.

"And, besides, I am the breadwinner for the time being and, as you always used to say, 'If you're not paying it, you've got no say in it.' So..." with her free hand, she took his hand and guided it towards the area where his legs met and his shrunken and youthened penis was tucked into his panties. She coaxed his movements until he was rubbing that area briskly, "you'll do this for me and for Jenny so that she isn't embarrassed in front of her principal, right? You'll be mommy's good girl and be Patrick's pretty, perfect little date, right?"

His senses were overwhelmed, but he did not respond. Maureen grabbed the hand that was rubbing his penis and held it in place. "Say yes and I'll let you finish," she giggled in his ear.

He didn't want to, but he whispered it. "Yes."

Maureen let go of his hand and allowed himself to continue to masturbate. She smiled as she leaned down and suckled his nipple one more time. "That's a good little girl,"she whispered. "That's mommy's good, little baby." She used her tongue to maneuver the gentle elastic and lace bust-line of his nightie to the side, exposing his perfect, perky, feminine breast. "So, so beautiful," she whispered, more to herself than to her cute little partner, as she took the nipple into her mouth and sucked and licked Andie to a massive, exciting orgasm.

She leaned back and looked at him, as his breathing normalized. She smiled down at him. "Did that feel nice?" She asked with the same tone of voice that a mother would use when speaking to a child.

He nodded.

"Good. Now, be a good girl and give mommy a kiss, then go take off those icky panties, wash off your hoo-hoo and put on a clean pair and a clean nightie as well. Put all the dirty things in the hamper, like a big girl, and jump back into bed so that mommy can cuddle with you until you fall asleep."

Andrew sat up, smiled as he kissed Maureen's cheek, then scooted out of bed and hustled to the master bath.

"You are truly beautiful, Andrea. You are going to look gorgeous at the banquet." It was the first time that Maureen had called him Andrea, but he didn't even notice as he set about following her instructions.

'I could get used to this,' Maureen thought as she pulled the bed sheet back up around her.
 
Chapter 9
 
 
Saturday
 

"My goodness!" The sales lady called out, "is that little Karen Green all grown up an looking so beautiful!?"

Karen blushed at the attention. "Good morning, Miss Granby. How are you?"

"And who is that with you?" the fifty-ish woman enthused. "Is that your beautiful cousin Sadie?"

Now, Sadie blushed at the attention. "Hi, Miss Granby. It's good to see you."

Miss Granby hugged each of the girls, then looked the child standing between them. "And who is this gorgeous creature?"

Karen and Sadie grinned as they looked at their father/uncle.

"This is our cousin, Andrea, Miss Granby," Karen explained. "She is visiting us for a few weeks and she has been invited to a formal banquet. We're hoping the you can find her something that she'll look beautiful in for that night."

Miss Granby looked directly and uncomfortably into his eyes, touched his cheek and said, "Well, that will be easy. You are just beautiful as you are, pumpkin. Any thing we add will just be gilding the lily., but that's what I do."

Miss Granby continued looking at him for an uncomfortable moment, examining his face. "Your cousin, you say. My goodness, you three look so much alike that you could all be sisters. You're all just the spit and image of your father, Karen, but you, little Andrea, you look exactly like him. It is uncanny."

Andrew was shaking. Had she figured it out? How could she? No one ever did this before, had they!? He had been in this store dozens of times when Karen was younger, but he didn't think that he'd said twenty words to the owner. How could she know!?

He was relieved when he heard Maureen's voice from behind him.

"You're not the first to say that, Eva. Andrea was named for Andrew and she is growing up to be just like him. Isn't she just adorable, though?"

"Maureen!" Miss Granby hugged Andrew's wife. "It's been ages since Karen needed a shop for juniors. I'm so glad that you found a reason to come back and see me. I thought that Karen would be picking out the dresses today."

Maureen laughed along with the shopkeeper. "Well, Karen and Sadie probably will have the last say, today. They know more about fashions than Jenny and I do."

"Is Jenny coming too? Oh how nice!" Miss Granby clapped her hands.

"Yes, she'll be right in. We stopped for breakfast and we sent the girls along to see you while Jenny and I finished our coffee. Jenny went back to the car for a moment. The girls are so excited! Sadie and Karen are more excited than little Andrea. She's a bit overwhelmed, I'm afraid. First date with a boy and all."

"Oh, how sweet!" Miss Granby clutched her heart in sentimental affection. "Well, Karen and Sadie will take good care of her."

By now, the cousins had led Andrew to racks of bright, shiny, feminine dress and were holding dress after dress up to his body to check colors and styles. Maureen's heart melted as she watched. It's too bad that it took something this drastic to get Andrew to spend time with his own daughter, but at least they'd have this time to cherish when he was back to his old self. Hopefully, this may teach him a lesson or two about how to treat people.

As they watched, they felt a breeze from the door opening. They turned and saw Jenny entering. Maureen put her finger to her lips, "Shh. Just look at this scene. Isn't it just precious?"

Jenny peered over the racks to see her niece and daughter holding beautiful dress after beautiful dress up against her big brother's tiny body. "Oh, my. That is sweet. It's like they have their own, life-sized Barbie doll to dress up and get ready for a date with Ken. If nothing else, Andrea is going to learn a lot about being girly in the next couple of weeks."

Maureen scoffed just a little and said, "That will have to be Sadie's department. Karen has always been such a tomboy."

"Oh, stop," Jenny teased as she gave her sister-in-law a light tap on the arm. "Karen is a bit of a jock, but she knows how to turn on the glamor when she wants to. I saw her prom picture. She knows how to get a boy's attention and now she can share all of her skill with little Andie."

"Andie?" Eva asked.

"That's Andrea's nickname. Just like her uncle."

"Oh, how nice," Mis Granby swooned as they joined the girls in the racks.

"If it's going to be pink," Miss Granby said, "then it needs to be a bright, electric pink or it will not look nice with her snowy complexion. I'd recommend a rose or a pretty lavender for that skin tone. Of course, with those eyes, blue is always going to be pretty, too. Here. Try this one on, please."

Eva's expert eye had settled on a medium blue, short skirted dress with a subtle, crepe and lace bodice and a built in petticoat that gave the skirt a slight bell-shape even on the hanger. The neck-line was a vneck with a small embroidery of flowers at its base. The medium width shoulder straps were just the crepe material with a lighter blue

"Oh, that is darling!" both Maureen and Jenny agreed. "Do try it on, baby."

It was the moment that he had been dreading, but it was made much worse when Maureen casually added, "Karen and Sadie, please give her a hand in the dressing room while I look at shoes."

Andrew was led to the dressing room and all three of them stepped inside. As he stood confused, Karen took over like a babysitter with a toddler. She turned him away from her and slid the zipper on the back of his modest, casual dress to the bottom of the track, leaving him in just his bra, panties and flip flops.

"Here, daddy... oops, Andie, just step carefully into the dress."

Karen held the dress low to the ground so that he could step in. As she started to lift it, she stopped. She noticed that (A) her little father was shivering and (B) there was a distinct bulge in his panties with which she needed to deal before sending him out onto the floor to face Miss Granby's inspection of every aspect of his dress.

"Andie," Karen said, but Andrew just shook and stared into space. "Andie? Andie? Daddy?"

Nothing.

Karen knelt in front of him and took his hands in hers, then spoke to him as if she was his babysitter. "Andie. Look at me, honey." He continued to shake as she brushed his hair back gently from his face.

"Andie, honey. I need you to focus for me, baby, ok?"

Andrew blinked and gave a little nod.

"You don't want to upset mommy or Auntie Jenny, now, do you?"

He shook his head and began to weep a little.

"It's ok, baby. No one is mad at you just take a big breath and relax."

Andrew took a deep breath and let it out.

"That's it, sweetie. Do that again."

As he did, Sadie played with his hair, kissed the top of his head and laid hers on top of his in an affectionate hug. "Good girl. You'll look so pretty. Everyone will think you're beautiful."

"That's right, honey," Karen continued. "Everyone will see how beautiful you are and mommy will be so proud. You want mommy to be proud of you, don't you?"

He took another deep breath and nodded again.

"That's a good girl," Karen continued to talk as if to a child. "Now, show me a smile."

He managed a small smile as Karen wiped the tears from his cheeks. "That's it. That's a big girl."

Andrew breathed deeply and let out a big sigh as his smile grew bigger and he began to relax. He could do this if it made everyone happy. He just had to ride this out until he was back to his old self.

"Now, honey," Karen's smile remained steady and comforting, "I need you to tuck yourself in before we pull on your dress, ok?"

Andrew was confused. He was wearing a bra and panties. He had nothing to tuck in. He was about to ask what she meant when Miss Granby's voice called in from outside the door, "Is everything ok in there?"

"Just fine," Sadie answered. "We'll be out in a second."

Then she turned to her cousin and said, "Just tuck her in. We have to get her out there."

Andrew looked at Sadie, still confused, as he felt Karen pull the waistband of his panties and reach her hand in to tuck his penis firmly between his legs. There was nothing sexual or exciting about it. It was just startling. Not only having someone else, his daughter, no less, handle his penis, but the size of her hand as she gently maneuvered him into position, drove home how little he was in proportion to his high school-student daughter. He felt like crying again, but - no - he was almost halfway through this. He could survive this and come out stronger on the other end. When he had his own life back, then he would be in charge, again. He had his own plans for then. All he had to do for now was to breathe and get through it all. 'Smile, Drew. You can do this,' he thought to himself.

He stepped into the dress and Karen pulled it up and settled it onto his shoulders while Sadie pulled the zipper up his back. It felt nice. Nicer than anything he'd ever worn, actually. It was soft and light flattered his feminine form in a truly lovely manner.

"Oh, that's so pretty," Sadie sighed.

"Oh, daddy," Karen's grin was huge, "you make a very pretty, little girl. You are going to break that little boy's heart in this dress."

"Here she comes!" Sadie announced as she opened the dressing room door. Both she and Karen stood like models on The Price is Right, one on each side of the door, with their center arms extended towards the center and their outer arm held head high as Andrew walked out to the cheers and applause of his wife, his sister and Miss Granby. The oohs and ahhs were deafening.

"Oh, that's just perfect!" Maureen said.

"On, Andie, oh, Andie..." Jenny kept repeating as she wiped happy tears from her eyes. "You're just so beautiful, baby."

"Oh, yes, that'll do just fine," Miss Granby said as she snatched a pair of white, kitten-heeled sandals from Maureen and knelt to put them onto Andrew's feet. While she was kneeling, reached up under the dress to fluff the petticoats and straighten everything out. Her hand brushed against Andrew's crotch several times. He was glad that Karen had tucked him away in the dressing room.

"Turn around, dear," Miss Granby ordered, but the words were merely a curtesy since she had already grabbed his shoulder and turned him towards his daughter, who's grin was still huge.

Andrew's eyes shot wide open as Miss Granby lifted the back of the dress up high to expose his panty clad bottom to everyone, including several mother's and daughters who had come into the store while he was in the dressing room. No one seemed at all shocked by this behavior. Evidently, woman were more casual about showing off their panties in public than men were about dropping their pants.

"Until her bottom fills out to match her top," Miss Granby said, touching his rear for emphasis, "a little petticoat helps to give her a more mature profile." She turned Andrew back around to face her and said, "Don't worry, honey, you've got all the right genetics. You're going to be a beautiful woman."

'God forbid!' Andrew thought as Maureen led him to a small platform with three mirrors that allowed him to see himself and the dress from three different angles. He had to admit, it was a lovely dress and it did look nice on him. Oh, well. It was just one night.

After Karen and Sadie brought him into the dressing room, stripped the dress off of him and redressed him in the clothes he had worn to the store, they all moved to the register to pay for the dress and shoes. Andrew was relieved that the shopping day had been quick and moderately painless.

Jenny grabbed the shoe box, Maureen grabbed the garment bag and they headed for the door. As they reached the sidewalk, Andrew turned left, heading to their car, but the rest of them all turned right.

"Andie, sweetie," Karen called to him, "this way."

Andrew knew where the car was, so this confused him. "Where are we going. We got the dress and shoes for the banquet, right"

The girls and woman laughed. Sadie spoke first, "Yes, silly, we got your dress for the banquet, but you need something for your date with Patrick, today."

"Can't I just wear this?" he asked.

That just made them all laugh more.

Karen and Sadie both put their arms around him and guided him towards a casual clothing store down the street. "No, sweetie," Karen laughed, "you want to impress a boy when you're on a date. We need to find you something pretty that you can go bowling in, as well."

He just sighed and followed his wife and sister down the street while his niece and daughter walked on either side of him and explained to him the nuisances of a successful first date.

At 2:00 on the dot, Mrs McCarthy's Lexus SUV pulled into Jenny's driveway. Sadie and Karen had dressed Andrew in his new, blue, flowered romper. It was very comfortable, too, and it was the closest thing to pants that he'd worn in the past few weeks. It was a lot shorter than he would have preferred but Karen said he looked really cute in it, so that was that.

Sadie had done some work on his hair, making it more full and more a little wavy. She'd also taken two strands of hair, one from each temple, and created a braid in back to keep his hair from falling into his eyes when he was bowling. A tiny bit of eyeshadow, a tiny bit of blush and a soft pink lipstick completed his look. When he'd checked his look in the mirror, the only word to describe him was 'cute.'

"Knock, knock," Mrs McCarthy called as she came in through the unlocked storm door. "I've brought a handsome prince to meet his princess!"

The joy in Mrs McCarthy's face was reflected in an equal and opposite emotion on her son's face.

"Mom, please," Patrick begged quietly while slumping just a bit more than he had been as he entered the house, "you're embarrassing everyone." The boy looked so put upon that Andrew actually felt bad for him.

"Oh, stop," she joked. "Everyone else is more excited than you, Patrick. Come one in and say hello."

"Hi, Pat!" Sadie called as she skipped to the entry to greet the guests. "You look nice!" She complimented him as she tried to get him to relax.

Patrick was wearing a green polo shirt and beige chinos. Nothing fancy. Just neat and clean.

"Hi, Sadie. Thanks"

Mrs McCarthy waved and walked towards the kitchen to talk to the moms.

"You know my cousin, Karen," Sadie took over as host of the younger folks.

"Hi, Pat," Karen smiled her approval of the boy.

"Hey," Pat replied.

"And this," Sadie ran to Andrew and took him by the hand, then ran quickly back to Patrick, dragging Andrew along, "is my cousin Andrea. Say hi, Andrea."

Both Patrick and Andrew looked shy and embarrassed to be put on the spot, but both were pleased with the look of the other. Andrew thought that Pat looked like a good kid. Good looking for a twelve year old, in a bit of a bookish kind of way. He was taller than Andrew had expected. He was a good couple of inches taller than his mother, probable five foot-seven or so. Patrick was shocked to see how cute Andrea was. He expected a homely little sixth-grader. She was a really pretty girl.

"Hi."

"Hi."

Little smiles creeped across both of their faces as the awkwardness of the first meeting passed. Then another awkwardness developed as neither could think of anything to say.

"Umm, is that for Andie?" Karen asked, indicating a small card and gift in Patrick's hand.

Patrick, who had been staring at Andrew, relieved that his mom had found such a cute girl to go to the banquet with him, was startled out of his revery. "Oh, yeah, it is. Sorry. Um, Andrea, this is for you."

"Aww, isn't that sweet, Andie?" Sadie gushed. "You should say thank you, Andie."

Andrew knew that whatever was in the little box was probably Mrs McCarthy's idea, but watching Patrick struggling to stay cool, was just adorable, so he smiled broadly and said, "Thank you, Patrick. That's very nice of you."

"Please, call me Pat."

"Ok, but you have to call me Andie."

They both smiled, nodded and giggled a little.

Andrew opened the card which read, 'Dear, Andrea. Thank you very much for accompanying me to my banquet. I hope that you will enjoy the event. It should be fun. Sincerely, Pat."

Andrew smiled and closed the card. He intended to put it back in the envelop, but Karen grabbed it from him. "Oh, come on. Let us see." She and Sadie read it together and let out yet another, "Aww." Both Andrew and Patrick rolled their eyes at the girls.

The wrapping paper was meticulously folded and taped around the small box. Andrew opened it carefully and pulled the small box from the paper. It looked like the box contained jewelry, but, when Andrew pulled open the top, he found eight small pieces of chocolate. He raised his eyes to meet Patrick's as a genuine smile appeared on Andrew's face.

"I hope you like them. They're sea-salt caramels dipped in either milk chocolate or dark chocolate. They're my favorite. I always like something sweet when I'm nervous, so I thought that you might like some thing like this if your aunt was stressing you out the way my mom is stressing me out." Patrick's smile was warm and sincere.

Andrew was truly touched by this gift. This was the gift of a thoughtful twelve year old boy. His mother hadn't picked it out for him. This was a heartfelt gift.

"I love them," Andrew said. "Here, have one. I'm sure you need one, too."

Andrew held the box open for Patrick, then he took one for himself. They each took a small bite of the salty-sweet candy and smiled as it began to melt in their mouths.

As the box's cover was being replaced, Karen and Sadie both cleared their throats. "Ahem," they both mocked and put their hands out, requesting a chocolate.

"Not on your life," Andrew laughed. "This is ours. We're taking it with us, right, Pat?" Andrew was actually a bit giddy. It was the first time in a long time that he felt good. We was wearing comfortable clothing that looked good on him, he'd received a lovely and thoughtful gift from a nice young man, he was enjoying time with his daughter and niece, both of whom had made life tolerable for him over the last couple of weeks.

"Whatever you say, Andie." Patrick was thrilled that his little gifts had been so very well received by this pretty little girl. He really liked her.

"Kids," Mrs McCarthy called as she crossed to them, "I've been talking to your aunts, Miss Andrea, and we've added a little something to our agenda today."

"Mom," Patrick was obviously agitated by the intrusion on his conversation.

"Don't worry, Pat, you're still going bowling." She turned to Andrew, "He's a great bowler and he just wants to show off for you, Miss Andrea."

Patrick turned red and smiled shyly at Andrew.

"But, after you go bowling," Mrs McCarthy continued, "why don't you have some dinner at that cute little 1950s themed dinner attached to the bowling alley and then go see a movie at the theater across the parking lot. That comedy that you wanted to see is playing there, Pat, and that way you can make a whole day of it and, next week, when you go to the banquet, you'll be old friends. What do you say?"

Patrick looked expectantly at the pretty little girl beside him. He really wanted her to say yes, but he didn't want to put any more pressure on her than she was already feeling.

For his part, Andrew felt a great deal of apprehension about extending the "date," but he was enjoying himself and, after all, what was going to happen? They were just two kids having a fun day together as friends.

Andrew shrugged his shoulders at Patrick and said, "Sure, if you want to do it. It sounds like fun. What do you say, Pat?"

"Yes!" came out way too quickly and way too loud and it made all the females in the room titter and giggle.

"Alright, then," Mrs McCarthy clapped her hands and said to Andrew, "Let's get going. Miss Andrea, kiss your aunties and cousins goodbye and we'll head to the bowling alley."

Then she turned to her son and said a bit too loudly, "Isn't she just the prettiest thing, Pat? I told you that you two would be just perfect together."

"Holy cow, Pat!" Andrew shouted as they finished their second string of bowling, "You've gotten a strike or a spare on every throw. You really are a great bowler." It was not just flattery. The boy knew his way around a bowling ball. Andrew, who was always a reasonably good bowler before, had a hard time finding, first, the right weight ball, his usual ten-ponder was way to heavy, now, then found that his breasts jiggled oddly when he threw the ball and that threw off his game, too. By the second string, he was doing better, but no where near the level of proficiency that Pat was displaying.

Beyond being shocked as to how well Patrick bowled, Andrew was enjoying himself in a way he hadn't enjoyed himself in a decade or more. No alcohol. No posturing. No bull. Just having fun. He had forgotten that this kind of enjoyment was even possible. As soon as he got back to normal and was able to take care of everything that he had lined up, he was going to make some new friends and have more times like this.

"Thanks!" Patrick was very pleased with how this had all gone. She was pretty and she was a pretty good bowler, for a girl. She was also having a good time with him. Patrick had a lot of friends and some were girls, but, since they started looking more like women than girls, he was a bit uncomfortable being around them. He felt different with Andie, though. "One more string?"

"Sure! Sounds great!"

"Hi, kids! What can I get you?" The waitress in the 1950s themed restaurant said as she sidled up to their red-and-black-Naugahyde booth with the red-Formica-topped table.

"Two burgers with fries and two Cokes." Patrick felt like a grown up, ordering for both of them. Andrew, who had become, honestly, impressed by this bright, polite, handsome young man and remembered what it was like to go out on a first date with a cute girl, decided that, for today, anyway, he'd just play his part.

"You got it, big spender," the waitress teased. "Are you two on your first date?"

Both Andrew and Patrick looked at each other wide-eyed. They had no idea how to respond, so they just giggled until Patrick shook his head and said, "it isn't a real date. We're just getting to know each other."

The waitress winked at them and gave a sly smile. Then she rubbed Andrew's shoulder affectionately and said, "Well, don't let him get to know you too well, sweetie. You know what boys are like."

Both of them turned blood red with embarrassment. Satisfied that she'd made them feel special with her ribbing, the waitress went off to put in their order.

Throughout their dinner, they got to know each other better. Andrew tried to be as vague as possible saying that he lived is a small town a few states away and that, when his parents returned from an extended business trip, he'd be moving far away, possibly another country, depending on the results of their trip. He also implied that his parents would not allow him on social media of any kind, so when he left after the banquet, he was probably gone for good.

"That's too bad," Patrick lamented over their dessert of chocolate milk shakes. "I really like you. You're very easy to talk to. And, you're really pretty, too. I wish we could spend more time together."

"I'm sorry, Pat, but you know how it is for a kid. You do what your parents say. After all, they pay the bills, so they're in charge. My dad always says, 'If you're not paying it, you've got no say in it.'"

"Ha,ha. Yeah, I've heard that a few times before, too. 'I pay the bills around here, Patrick, so you will do as you're told!' But, it's not fair, you know. Grown ups earn the money and all, but we have hopes and dreams, too, right? We should have some say in things."

The words hit Andrew hard. He thought about how many times he'd said 'If you're not paying it, you have no say in it,' to his wife and daughter and how many times Maureen had said it to him in the last few weeks. Maybe he was being a bit of an ass at times, but... Well, what difference did it make at this point. A month from now, he'd be back to normal, Pat will have moved on, Karen and Sadie will have a memory of their little play thing to think back on and Maureen, Hillary and Carolyn... well, they'd probably hate him by then, but so be it. He'd already made his plans. He couldn't let a little time with a boy who didn't understand how the world worked turn his head. It did bother him just a little that Jenny might get hurt by his plans. She'd been really nice to him growing up and, now, with all of these changes, he felt close to her again.

Andrew shook off all of these thoughts. You can't make an omelette without breaking a few eggs.

"I know, Pat, I really do, but you'll be a grown up, soon. You'll have kids of your own and you'll look like the bad guy to them. It's the circle of life, I guess."

"I guess," Pat smiled and his gloom and doom disappeared in a heartbeat. "Hey, we should get going if you want to see that movie. It starts in ten minutes."

It was after 9:30 when Mrs McCarthy pulled up in front of Jenny's house and Patrick walked Andrew to the door. It was an awkward good night. Pat wanted to kiss Andie, but his mom was watching from the car and Sadie and Karen were peeking through the curtains. In the end, it was just a little wave and an awkward nod as Andrew entered the house.

Immediately, Karen and Sadie started in. 'Did you have fun?' 'Was he a gentleman?' 'Did he kiss you?' 'Was it romantic?'

"Alright, ladies, leave our little love bird alone. I think she needs to get home and get to bed after such a busy day, right Andie?" Maureen saved him.

"Yes, please. I'm exhausted."

They said their goodbyes and thank you's before heading home.

Andrew took a quick shower with a shower-cap to keep his hair dry. When he came out of the bath, he had a towel wrapped around his upper body and he was looking for the soft, white nightie that he'd neglected to bring in with him.

Maureen was sitting on the bed and, once again, marveled at how small Andrew had become. She was getting very used to this arrangement and she knew that it had to change soon, but she still hoped that this might help Andrew become a better husband again. If he could just stop trying to be in charge of absolutely everything and start paying more attention to his family, then maybe it would all be worth it.

"Come here, sweetheart. I'll help you with your nightie."

Maureen prepared the nightie and Andrew stood in front of her and dutifully dropped the towel. Maureen looked over his body and felt a flash of warm desire. It was easy to forget that there was still a penis below those perky breasts and that there was a fully grown man hidden under all of that cuteness.

She lowered the nightie over his head and straightened it as it settled high of his thighs.

"Here, sit on the bed and let me brush out your hair."

Again, he did as he was told. The hair brush felt wonderful as it slid and pulled through his hair. He closed his eyes and luxuriated in the feeling. He loved this. It was the best part of this whole situation.

"Did you have a good time on your date with Patrick today?"

"I did, actually. He was very pleasant. He's smart and funny and, man, that boy can bowl."

Maureen flushed and smiled. Why did his response make her horny?

"Did he kiss you?"

"Don't be silly. He's just a child."

"Did he hold your hand?"

Andrew hesitated for a moment before responding. Just that hesitation was enough to make Maureen flush even more.

"Umm, yes. He held my hand a few times. Sometimes when we walked and during the movie."

"And did you like that?"

"Mo..."

"Mommy, sweetie."

He sighed. "Mommy... I don't know what you want me to say. I mean, I'm not exactly making tons of friends, lately. I enjoyed having a little freedom with someone that didn't treat me like a child's doll. I didn't dislike holding his hand. It made him very happy and I felt like I had a friend."

Maureen smiled. "A friend, huh?"

He nodded.

"Well, be careful of your new friend, baby. He is a boy and you are a very pretty girl, so don't let temptation make you get carried away."

He knew she was teasing, so he just scoffed.

"I'm serious. I know what it's like to be a young, pretty girl with a big, strong, handsome boy. Eventually, you'll start to fantasize about him touching you like this." Maureen's right hand reached between his arm and torso and gently caressed his right breast. It was completely unexpected and Andrew shivered with delight that his wife was touching him. His little cock, which was nestled, unpantied, in his cute little nightie, stirred immediately.

He let out an excited breath.

"Little girls like you need to always be aware of the desires of their dates. A teeny thing like you couldn't possible defend herself from a big strong boy like Patrick, now could she?"

Her left hand worked its way to his left beast and he leaned back on her breasts, eyes closed, absorbed in the sensations. He leaned back to let rest his head on his wife's shoulder. Both of them were lost in the erotic sensations of the moment.

To Maureen, he felt so small and tender and innocent. His skin felt like a girl's. His breasts felt like a girl's. He smelled like a girl, but she knew that it was Andrew in there. A man that she'd once loved whole heartedly and who she now hoped to be able to love that way again, if he could be a bit more reasonable.

To Andrew, Maureen felt big, and safe, and warm. He'd been feeling very feminine all day, even having some thoughts about what it might be like to kiss a boy. Now, his wife, his lover, and for now, his protector was bringing the most feminine feelings imaginable to him. He wanted more. Much more.

Maureen nuzzled his neck and kissed it softly. She nibbled his pierced ear lobe and rutted softly into his back.

"There's some nice parts to being a girl, isn't there, honey?" She teased.

His eyes remained closed as he nodded.

"Tell me that you like me playing with your nipples."

"I do."

"Tell me."

"I love it when you play with my nipples."

She smiled. She liked this. A lot.

"Tell me you like your pretty nightie."

"I like my pretty nightie."

She increased the speed of her massage.

"Tell me you like being a pretty girl."

"I like being a girl."

"A pretty girl."

"I like being a pretty girl."

Maureen felt her first, subtle orgasm as she started inching one hand towards Andrew's crotch.

"Tell me that that you want to always be mommy's little girl."

He smiled, but said nothing.

Maureen lightly touched the tip of his penis and stroked the underside of the tip very lightly.

"Tell me."

Still, just the smile.

"Tell me, or I'll stop."

Andrew rolled his head to the side and buried it in Maureen's breasts.

"I always want to be mommy's little girl," he said softly.

"That's a good girl," Maureen praised as she rolled him off of her and onto his stomach. She raised the back of his nightie and stoked his cheeks. "So pretty. So, so pretty," she cooed as she slid a finger into his virgin buttocks. He pushed back against the finger and she pressed it in even further. Then she added another finger. Then another.

Andie's moans became louder as the evening wore on.
 
 
To Be Continued...

If You're Not Paying It... - 4 Final

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Taxonomy upgrade extras: 

  • Accidental Change
  • Age regression
  • Diapers or Little Girls
  • Bad Boy To Good Girl
  • Bizarre Body Modifications
  • Chemical or Drug Induced Change
  • school girl
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance

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If You're Not Paying It...: 4 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2017, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Once an attentive husband, Andrew has changed. Now, he's a moody, controlling jerk. Headed
for a divorce, his wife resorts to a radical solution. This is not the sweet/sentimental
kind of story I usually write. Nothing violent, or anything, but it is not like Disney
Princess or Dusty Rose.


 
Author's Note: Please leave me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of If You're Not Paying It...: 4 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 10
 
 
Wednesday
 

"Why are we stopping here?" Andrew called from the back seat, playing nervously with his two perfect braids that started neatly on each side of his head and went straight down the back of each side of his head, as Karen pulled the minivan into a parking space in the garage below the office building where both Andrew and Maureen worked. He and Sadie were going to be Karen's guests at a boys basketball game at the high school. Brian had been burning up the court lately, and Karen liked to cheer him along. Brian was doing the same for Karen. Last week, he had sat with Sadie and Andrew and watched one of Karen's games. It was a lot of fun and Andrew had been looking forward to this. Karen and Sadie had picked both him up from the school and he was in his school uniform, excited to share time with the 'big kids' at the high school.

"We'll just be a minute. Mom needs me to drop off a gift for a baby shower tonight. She forgot to take it this morning."

The car slipped into park and Sadie and Karen both got out of the front seat. Andrew stayed put.

Karen opened the door and said, "Come on. We have to go upstairs to mom's office."

"I'll wait here," Andrew said as he folded his arms and looked like an obstinate twelve year old girl.

Karen sighed. "I can't leave you here, daddy," she whispered. "You're not a big guy anymore. You're a very pretty girl. I can't leave you alone in a parking garage. Anything could happen to you." She took his hand and smiled sweetly at him. "Come on. It will be quick."

Now it was Andrew's turn to sigh. He undid his seat belt and climbed out of the car, shaking his hand as he did. "Please, just to mom's office and right back out, ok?"

"Absolutely," Karen reassured him.

Sadie took his hand and they headed for the elevator.

"Karen!" Carolyn hollered as she tiptoed around her desk on her ridiculously high heels to give Karen a hug. "Oh, it's been ages since I've seen you and you've gotten so lovely. And this beautiful woman can't possibly be little Sadie who I met at Christmas! Why, this is a grown woman!"

"Oh, Carolyn, you're always so nice!" Karen beamed as did Sadie, while Andrew did his best to scoot behind anyone to avoid making eye contact with Carolyn.

"Don't tell me that there's another beautiful girl in your family, is there!?"

Karen had planned to just make a bee-line for her mom's office, but Carolyn had stopped them. Now, she hoped just to make a quick introduction and then get her dad out of sight, but Sadie, not realizing she would embarrass her uncle jumped in, "Yes, there is and she's the prettiest of all. This is our cousin, Andrea."

"Well, how do you do, Andrea?" Carolyn said in an unintentionally condescending tone, as she stood as tall as possible and extended a hand to Andrew.

He had gotten used to everyone else's size in proportion to his new height, but seeing Carolyn was different. She dressed in an office-sexy way that always excited Andrew and, now that she was so much bigger than him, he was feeling things stirring in his panties that should never be happening in panties.

He stared at the proffered hand for a moment before Sadie said, "Don't be rude. Shake the lady's hand, Andie."

"Andie!?!? Oh, how sweet! Just like your uncle! And, now that I look at you, you look just like a little, girly version of him." Carolyn continued as she shook his tiny hand in her much larger one.

"Doesn't she, though!?" came an excited voice from behind. Andrew knew the voice. It belonged to the last person he wanted to see here. A person he'd avoided being close to since he'd gotten smaller. A person who seemed to find his current predicament to be far too amusing. It was Hillary's voice.

Andrew had not turned around when he heard Karen say, "Hi, mom. Hi, Auntie Hilly."

Thank goodness. Maureen was with her. She wouldn't let Hillary humiliate him.

"Hi, baby," Maureen said to her daughter as she kissed her forehead. A kiss on Sadie's forehead followed and then a soft kiss on the crown of Andrew's head.

"Give auntie a hug and kiss," Hillary embraced Karen with her typical theatricality , as she gave her a noisy air-kiss on her cheek.

"And you, too, Sadie!" And the process was repeated.

"And you too, Princess Andie!" Andrew's heart sank as she grabbed him and planted a big, wet kiss on his cheek. "Oops, I got a little lipstick on you, precious." She smiled as she rubbed the lingering lipstick from his face.

Then, she pulled him close and spun him to face Carolyn, while she hugged him tightly, pushing the back of his head into her bosom.

"Isn't she just the prettiest thing, Carolyn?" Hillary prodded.

"She sure is, m'am, but look at her cousins and aunts. Every girl in the Green family is gorgeous." Carolyn was being both diplomatic and sincere.

"Did you hear that Andie? Miss Carolyn said that you're a beautiful young lady. What do you say?" Hillary was enjoying herself, too much.

"Thank you, Miss Carolyn," Andrew said. "You're very kind."

"Alright then," Maureen tried to end Andrew's misery, "I guess you girls need to get to the game, right?"

But Hillary persisted. "I love your uniform, Andie. The little, plaid skirt, starched shirt, knee socks, Mary-Janes... it's like you stepped out of a catalog. And those lovely braids! Did your older cousin Sadie do that for you? My goodness, you're so cute, I just want to show you off."

There was a bit of an awkward silence, then Hillary continued, "Did you tell Miss Carolyn about your boyfriend or your big date this Saturday?"

Carolyn clapped her hands and smiled, the asked, conspiratorially - and, again, unintentionally condescendingly - "Do you have a boyfriend already, Andie? My, what a big girl you are, already!"

"He's not her 'boyfriend,'" Maureen intervened to curb the teasing. "He's just a nice boy who needed a date for a banquet. Andie is doing him a favor."

"Oh," Carolyn placed her cool palm on Andrew's cheek, again eliciting some very unfeminine feelings in Andrew's panties, "you're such a sweet girl. I'm sure he'll fall for you. I bet that you'll have a boyfriend after this banquet."

"Not for a few years, yet," Maureen chided. "Well, girls, you should probably get going, don't you think?"

"Oh, not yet!" Hillary continued to tease. "Couldn't we take little Andie upstairs to meet the partners? I know that their meeting must be ending right about now and I am sure that Bill Cunningham would just love to meet her. He has a son just about the same age as Andie and I know that he'd love for them to meet - especially now that she's dating boys!"

Andrew could feel the heat of fear and panic growing inside of him. He wanted to lash out, but that wouldn't do any good at all. He'd just get punished in front of everyone in the office - in front of Carolyn! He looked to Maureen, who's smile was more businesslike than amused. He caught her eye and she saw his predicament. She winked at him, indicating that Hillary was just having some fun at his expense. It only quelled his fear a little. What if she followed through and brought him upstairs. He'd be mortified.

"Another time, maybe," Maureen laughed. "Girls, pull your cousin away from her Auntie Hilly and go to your game."

The girls laughed. They knew Hillary and knew that this was just one of her games. They didn't see how difficult this all was for Andrew.

"Come on, Andie, let's go," Karen said with a smile as she took his hand and they started towards the door.

"Oh," Hillary said in mock disappointment, "you guys are no fun at all. You can go, but only if you promise to bring her back another time so that she can meet everyone. AND I MEAN EVERYONE!" She hollered the last part loud enough to get attention of everyone on that floor.

"We promise!" Sadie called back as they turned the corner and headed to the elevator banks.

"See, daddy," Karen whispered, "that wasn't so bad, was it?"

Andrew caught sight of himself in the mirrored walls of the elevator car. He saw what he looked like. The classically feminine shoes, the knee socks, the tiny, plaid uniform skirt, the perfectly pressed, white shirt that covered his well developed breasts, the thin white sweater that hung, unbuttoned, from his shoulders, the soft, pale skin, pretty eyes and lips and the sweetly braided hair that began at his hairline and went perfectly down both sides of the back of his head. There was no denying it. What he saw was a very beautiful little girl entering womanhood and it made him want to weep.

"I guess it could have been much worse," he sighed.

"Oh, cheer up. I know what will make you happy," Karen smiled at him. Just that alone seemed to raise his spirits. "I'll turn on the classic rock station on the way to the game. You'll like that, won't you?"

Actually, that did help.
 
Chapter 11
 
 
Saturday - The Big Date
 

The acrylic, French-style nails had been attached and polished and filed as had his toenails. His eye brows were plucked and makeup applied. His hair was nicely curled and a little professional brushing and spraying had made him as cute as a button.

The ride home from the beauty parlor was almost as exhausting as the visit had been. At the salon, there were many people talking at once and asking Maureen or Jenny questions about his look, as if his opinion about how he'd look was of no interest to them. This was business for grown ups, not cute, little girls.

Then, in the minivan , the amount of anticipation about the date had been wiping him out.

Everyone, Jenny, Maureen, Hillary, Karen and Sadie, had come along for a day of pampering and sprucing up. They were all excited about Andrew's big date. He had mixed feelings. He'd had a great time with Patrick a week ago and the pretty, blue dress they'd bought from Miss Granby was really nice to wear, but it was a date, a real date, with a boy. That was scary.

It was 5:00. Forty-five minutes till his date was set to arrive. They sat around the kitchen table at Andrew's house and the talk kept coming back to the same topic: First Dates. Each had a fond, romantic memory of their first real date. Their first dressed up date. Their first crush. Their first kiss.

Andrew was scared. No one really expected him to do anything romantic with Patrick, did they? Patrick was a good kid and all, but... come on!

"I think the moment has come!" Maureen announced, as she stood and placed her tea cup in the sink.

"We'll take care of her, won't we, Sadie!?" Karen took Andrew by the hand led him towards the stairs.

"Are you kidding!? I can't wait to get her dressed!"

In the bedroom that he shared with his wife, Andrew's daughter and niece helped him strip to his bra and panties. Karen opened a pink bag and took out a new, baby blue silk, bra and panty set. It was covered in flowery lace and the bra had plenty of shape to it, even before it conformed to his shapely torso.

"Let me help you with this," Sadie said as she undid the clasp in the back of Andrew's bra. Before he had a moment to even consider stopping her, Sadie had slid the bra completely off of her little uncle. Andrew covered his breasts with his right forearm, but Karen pushed it aside and slid the new, blue one on.

"No need to be bashful, daddy. We all have breasts."

She and Sadie giggled, while Sadie picked up the matching panties and caressed the material. "These are very pretty, Andie."

As she rubbed the fabric, she considered something. While Karen adjusted the straps, a question formed in Sadie's mind and, finally, she had to ask, "Uncle Andy, do your... you know... you're boy bits still work?"

Andrew looked a little shocked before saying, "Yes, Sadie. I still have my boy... man parts and they still work."

"Of course she does, Sadie," said Karen as she knelt next to her father and pulled down his panties, exposing his genitals for her cousin to see. "They just look like a little boy's bits, now."

"Karen!" He yelled as he covered his crotch.

"Oh, don't be silly, daddy. We have both been babysitters and seen little boys naked. Here, let me get these panties on you."

He stepped into the panties and Karen drew them up his legs, pausing to tuck his secret safely in.

"I think that it's cute, Andie, don't worry," Sadie said. "Besides, Pat's a good boy. Your secret will be safe tonight. Mom says that you'll be able to start your rehab to return to your old-self this week, so this may be our last girl-cousin-time together with just the three of us. I'm going to miss it."

"I know," Karen said as she took the dress off of the hanger to get it ready for Andrew. "I'm going to miss our time together, too. Sadie and I see each other almost every day, but it's been really fun having you as our little cousin, daddy." As she lowered the dress over his head, fussed with the skirt and drew the zipper up his slender, little back, she added, "I wish everything could stay like this."

"How are we doing up there!?" came a shout from the foot of the stairs.

"Almost ready, Auntie Hilly!" Sadie yelled back.

"Well, hurry up. Your mom wants a couple of pictures before that little princess's handsome prince shows up to carry her off and makes her his bride!"

Andrew groaned and the girls giggled. "Oh, she's just teasing you, daddy."

"We'll be down in two minutes!" Sadie called down.

"You look great, daddy. Come take a look."'Karen led him to the sliding, mirrored door on the walk-in closet. "See. As pretty as a picture. I know that you feel funny about this, but you are going to make Patrick a very happy boy, tonight. Just looking this pretty and sitting with him at the table... he's going to feel so proud just to be with you."

"It's true, Uncle Andy. You really are a cutie and Patrick is going to melt when he sees you," Sadie said as she fluffed his hair, just a little.

"Do me a favor, daddy. Just try to enjoy being a girl, tonight. Be yourself, but enjoy how your dress feels. Enjoy how people look at you. When you dance, enjoy his hands on your back. Just, for tonight, don't fight it. Just enjoy it. Ok?" She let him stare at his reflection while she hugged his shoulder into her side.

"She's right, Uncle Andy," Sadie kissed the back of his head. "I know that this isn't exactly how you'd like to spend the night, but being a girl can be great and being a pretty girl can be awesome. Just have fun."

"Alright, up there!!!" Hillary called up the stairs, again! "Prince Charming is due at any minute, so get your pretty little fannies down here RIGHT NOW!"

Andrew hugged each of the girls and headed down the stairs.

"Oh, good Lord!" Jenny giggled as she wiped a tear from her eyes. "You are just a picture, Andie. Oh, my God, if mom and dad could see you, now." She fanned her face, trying to staunch the tears, but she was in mom-mode and she was overwhelmed with emotion.

"Oh, honey," Maureen smiled, "you are just precious."

"Ok," Hillary took Andrew by the shoulder and guided him to the fireplace, "enough gushing. Let's get some pictures of this dress and this princess, so that we can all put a photo on our desks."

Everyone laughed, but Andrew had a feeling that he'd be seeing a photo of himself in this dress on Hillary's dress for years to come.

They took pictures of him facing forward, to each side, the back of the dress, with flashes, without flashes...

They took pictures with him and Karen, him an Sadie, him with Jenny, him with Maureen, him with Maureen, Jenny, Sadie and Karen and, finally, him with Hillary.

"Hello! Anybody home?" Mrs McCarthy called from the door. "I have a prince and a carriage for a Miss Andrea!"

Sadie skipped to the door and invited them in. "Oh, Pat, you look so handsome!" The others heard from the living-room.

Karen pushed Andrew behind Maureen as Hillary and Jenny moved in close to Maureen's right and left, completely blocking Andrew from the view of the McCarthys as they entered.

"Hi, Patrick," Andrew heard Karen from behind his wife, but he could only see the backs of the three women from this spot. "You look great. Are you ready to meet your date for the evening?" Andrew heard no response. He knew that Patrick was a shy boy and he was probably feeling very uncomfortable with this attention. He must have nodded, because Karen continued, "Here she is, your date for the banquet, the beautiful, the intelligent, the adorable, Andrea Green!"

With that, the woman in front of him stepped to the side and Andrew was pushed forward, presented, as if a gift, to Patrick, who smiled as he looked at the beautiful young woman in front of him. "Wow," he whispered.

Andrew couldn't help it. He smiled at the handsome boy and blushed at the reaction his look had received.

"Oh, Miss Andrea," Mrs McCarthy gushed, "you are gorgeous! So pretty. So grown up. Patrick, you are a very lucky boy."

Patrick smiled and stepped towards Andrew, presenting him with a pretty, little, wrist corsage.

"You don't just hand it to her, Pat," his mother giggled, "you have to put it on her and we need to take pictures while you do it. Come on, kids, stand here by the fireplace and let's get some nice shots."

The "Children" did as they were told. They had to freeze several times as Patrick, nervously, worked the corsage comprised of two, light blue roses, that matched Andrew's dress beautifully, and some baby's breath past Andrew's daintily sculpted and painted fingernails, over his soft hand so it adorned his delicate wrist.

The gentleness displayed by the shy boy and the warmth of his touch gave Andrew a tiny shiver. This was a strange and new and strangely pleasant feeling. He smiled and blushed again.

"How about a nice, courtly, kiss on the back of her hand to wrap up the pictures," Hillary suggested.

Everyone agreed that they should do this. Andrew, caught up in the moment, smiled at Patrick and held his hand out to him in the traditional manner of a lady in a royal court and Patrick took it and smiled back. He bent down, slowly, and placed a soft, warm kiss on his hand.

""Now, hold that while we get our shots!" Hillary directed the scene.

As the kiss continued, Andrew's smile grew, partially due to the silliness of the situation and partially due to the shivers that were tickling his spine. It was odd. He felt small and vulnerable and silly and pretty and safe and precious, all at the same time. He felt... like a pretty girl.

"We should go," Mrs McCarthy announced. "It'll take a little time to get to the hall and they have a professional photographer there for the kids, too."

Andrew and Patrick looked at each other and rolled their eyes.

"Ok," Maureen said, "you kids have fun!" She gave her beautiful, little husband a hug.

Jenny gave him a big hug. "Have a wonderful time, Andie. Enjoy yourself."

Sadie gave him a hug, too, and whispered, "Don't do anything I wouldn't do," which made Andrew giggle.

Hillary grinned and waved to him as Karen bent to kiss his cheek and whispered softly, "Just be a girl, daddy. You'll have fun."

Patrick helped Andie climb into the back seat of the Lexus SUV, closed the door for her and ran around to the other side to climb in. As the vehicle pulled away from the curb, he surreptitiously moved his hand across the seat and gave Andrew's hand a gentle squeeze. Andrew looked up to check the rear view mirror to be sure that Mrs McCarthy wasn't looking, then he turned to Patrick and smiled as Patrick mouthed the words, "Thank you. You look amazing!" to him.

Andrew bounced, just a little, in his seat and mouthed, "So do you," back to him.

"It's awfully quiet back there!" Mrs McCarthy teased. "There's nothin inappropriate going on, is there?"

Patrick sighed, "Mom!" making Andrew giggle even more.

Getting into the banquet was a journey in itself. Waiting in line for the photos, Patrick introduced Andrew to many people. Andrew had always been good at remembering names, but there was something a bit overwhelming now. The kids were all so excited and nervous. It was infectious. He felt unbalanced and confused by all the sensations.

As they entered the hall, which was done up as fancy as any prom night, a pretty girl in a bright yellow dress called out, "Hey, Pat! You're sitting over here, with us!"

As Patrick guided Andrew to the table, he said, "That's Judy. You'll like her. She has a genius IQ and is the captain of our Robotics Team. She's really nice, too."

When they reached the table, Patrick introduced his date to the table, "Everyone, this is my friend, Andie. Andie, this is Carlos, Brenda, Will, Elsa, Tim, Dorothy, Paul and Judy."

Andrew nodded and gave a small wave to everyone.

Patrick pulled out the chair next Carlos and offered it to Andrew, but Judy interrupted, "No, no. Let your friend sit next to me. I'd like to get to know her."

"Ok," Patrick shrugged with a smile. He had a great admiration for both Andie and Judy. He was sure that they'd hit it off. He pulled out the chair next to Judy. Andrew maneuvered in front of it and sat, smoothing his skirts under him as he was taught.

"Pat," called Tim from the other side of the table, "have you gotten past level forty-two of that game yet? I can't get past that stupid orc that's guarding the entrance to the portal."

As Patrick joined into a conversation with Tim and the other boys, Andrew turned and looked at Judy, who, he realized, had been looking at him closely. Up until this moment, Andrew had been the prettiest girl in every picture, but Judy was a step above. She was definitely a senior and there was nothing girlish about her. She was tall and lean, but still had curves and they were all perfect. As he compared himself to her, he felt a bit inadequate and he fidgeted just a little under her gaze. He was a cutie. She was a goddess.

"Andie, huh?"

Andrew was startled, "Huh?"

"Your name. Pat said your name is Andie."

"Oh, yeah. That's my name."

"And what's that short for?"

"Andrea."

"Oh, very cute. Kind of a little dichotomy between the tomboy name and the girly-girl appearance. I like it. It works."

Andrew was trying to decide what the appropriate response to that would be when she derailed his train of thought with, "And how are you related to Karen Green?"

Andrew was flummoxed. How did this come up?

Judy saw the confusion on his face and chuckled. "I've seen you with her at a couple of basketball games. We play on the same team."

"Oh, I see. Umm, Karen is my dau... my cousin. I've been staying with her for a few weeks. I didn't know that you were friends."

"We're friendly, I would say. We go to the same school and see each other everyday, but we don't hangout or anything. She's nice, though. I like her and I definitely noticed that she had a new little friend with her for the past few weeks. You're very cute, you know. Pat's a very lucky boy! How old are you?"

"Twelve."

"Twelve!? And you already look like that!? I hope that your father owns a shotgun because he's going to fighting boys off of you in a year or two."

The dance music began. It was very noisy to Andrew who listened to very little current music. It became harder to chat, but Patrick was still involved in a discourse about the video-game problem. All of the girls at the table suddenly rose at once. Before he knew what was happening, Judy grabbed his hand and dragged him along with the rest of the girls to the dance floor, where they immediately started dancing to the low end thumping coming from the DJ's speakers.

He had always been a pretty good club-dancer, but these girls danced with such abandon! They swirled and leaped and waved their arms. They twirled their skirts and fluffed their hair. It was contagious and Andrew got into it more and more as the music continued.

Soon, dinner was served and Andrew, Judy and the rest returned to the table, all a bit flushed from the activity. The boys were all gathered on one side, still discussing video games.

Dinner was delicious, Patrick was very chatty and attentive throughout the entire meal. The cake and ice cream dessert really hit the spot in a way that Andrew had not expected it would.

Then there was a motivational speaker who spoke about how the world of tomorrow depended on the people here tonight, etc.

As soon as he was done, the DJ kicked up the volume and the dance music began, again. The girls leapt up and each grabbed their date's hand, pulling and encouraging, "Come on and dance, it'll be fun."

As it turned out, Patrick danced pretty well. Four upbeat songs in a row and he was keeping up with all the girls, including Andrew, who was losing himself in the noise and fun.

When the fifth song started, it was an older, slow song. Many of the boys turned to head for their seats, but Patrick shrugged and held his arms wide allowing Andrew to decide whether or not to slow dance. He looked around and saw that any girl who's date had stayed on the dance floor was moving in close to slow dance. How could he not? So, he put his arms around Patrick's neck and Patrick wrapped his arms around Andrew and they started to sway in time to the music.

It was nice. The music was beautiful. The dress he wore swayed gently around his legs above his knees and made him feel vulnerable. Patrick's hands held him softly and both of them smelled nice.

"Thanks for coming with me, Andie," Patrick whispered. "I wish you weren't leaving so soon. I really like you."

Andrew felt a twinge of sadness. He had his own life to get back to and his own plans would not wait, but he felt bad for Patrick, too. In all honesty, the last few weeks had been kind of nice. He'd spent a lot of time with his wife, sister, daughter and niece and it was nice. That was all going to end and end abruptly in about a week and a half.

"I like you, too, Pat. I wish we had more time, too, but, your know how it is."

"Yeah," Pat sighed. "I know, but there's something I need to say before you go away."

"What's that."

"I think I love you. And not like a friend. I think I really love you."

"Oh, Pat..." Andrew was about to let him down easy, but he was interrupted when Patrick planted a gentle kiss on his lips and held it there. At first, it was shocking to Andrew, but it was warm and soft and innocent. He let it continue and even joined in the kiss. With all the overwhelming sensations bombarding him this evening, what was one more. It would make a nice boy feel good.

The kiss lasted longer than he expected and he let it linger. It felt nice.

When the kiss ended, he smiled up at Patrick who hugged him more closely as the song continued.

Andrew thought about what it all meant. It was a nice kiss and he'd enjoyed it - a lot. Had this experience brought out gay tendencies that he'd never suspected? No. It had to be the amount of female hormones that had been coursing through him for the last few weeks. They were playing games with his brain. He'd just go with the flow tonight and he'd be fine in a few days.

But, for tonight, he'd just follow his daughter's instruction and just be a girl.

It was not the only kiss, that night.

It was 11:43 when Mrs McCarthy pulled into the driveway at Andrew's house. The lights were all still on and he could see Maureen, Jenny, Karen and Sadie in the living room watching Saturday Night Live. There was no sign of Hillary's car, so he assumed she'd gone home. Thank goodness.

It had cooled off a bit, so Andrew had Patrick's jacket draped over his shoulders as they headed to the door. Before he could touch the knob, Sadie pulled he door wide, revealing both she and Karen waiting to pounce on the young couple.

"Did you have fun? Did you dance? Was the hall nice? Was the DJ good?" The 'kids' were bombarded with questions by the two cousins.

Very few questions were answered as Mrs McCarthy entered and hugged Jenny and Maureen. "Well, I'd say that, judging by the grins on these two when I pulled up at the hall, this evening was a smashing success!"

"Oh, isn't that wonderful!" Jenny clapped her hands.

Maureen gave Andrew a hug and asked quietly, "Did you have a good time?"

Andrew nodded and said, "It was a very nice evening. I had fun." That brought a big grin from Patrick.

"Now," Mrs McCarthy continued, "I understand that Tuesday will be Miss Andrea's last day with us, won't it?"

"That's right," said Jenny, "and we are REALLY going to miss this little girl. I wish we could keep her for ever!"

"Well, I was thinking," Mrs McCarthy continued, "that it might be nice to get these to kids together one more time before she leaves. Now, I expect that you'll be doing something special for dinner, but I was thinking that I could set up a nice lunch for them at Al's Burger Barn on Tuesday. It's right near Pat's school, so I could sign him out and Miss Andrea and I could pick him up. I could give them a half-hour for lunch, then pick them up again and get them back to their schools. What do you say?"

"Sounds great!" Patrick said.

"What do you think, baby?" Jenny asked Andrew. What could he say? If he said no, then Pat would be crushed. Besides, he really liked Pat. It would be fun.

"Sounds great!" He replied with a big smile.

Maureen watched her husband agree enthusiastically to another date with this handsome boy and she wondered if she'd gone to far with all of this. He seemed a bit smitten with Patrick. Maybe he was just being nice, but Andrew had never been this nice before.

"It's a date, then!" Mrs McCarthy said. "We'll let you all get to bed and I'll see you, Jenny and pretty Miss Andrea, on Monday at school. 'Night all!"

Patrick took his coat and followed his mother out the door, wanting desperately to give Andrea one last kiss.

The cousins started their bombardment of questions, again, but before he could answer many, Maureen announced that Andrew had to get ready for bed. It had been a very long day for such a young lady and she needed to take off her makeup and brush out her hair before going to bed. Besides, she had a few questions of her own.

Andrew was wearing his banana-yellow, lace nightie and sitting at Maureen's vanity while she spread cold cream across his cheeks to remove the makeup. Jenny and Sadie were staying over due to the late hour and they could hear Sadie and Karen playing music in Karen's room.

"You looked absolutely beautiful tonight, Andie."

He smiled, "Thank you."

"And you had a good time with Patrick?" She began brushing the hairspray from his hair.

He loved this feeling. Since he'd had the reaction, his hair had been brushed and fussed over more than ever in his entire life.

"He was very nice to me."

Maureen smiled as she continued to stroke his hair with the brush, "Did you dance?"

"Yes."

"With Patrick"

"With the other girls at first, then with Pat."

'The other girls?' thought Maureen. 'Well, there's a new twist.'

"Fast dances?"

"Mostly fast, but a few slow ones, too."

Maureen glanced to the door to the hall and she saw Jenny standing in the door, listening and smiling.

"You slow danced with Patrick?"she continued stroking his hair.

"Yes."

"And did he held you when you danced?"

"Yes."

Maureen's eyebrows shot up as she looked to her sister-in-law who returned the look.

"Did it feel nice to be held like that?"

"It did. It was very different than when we dance. You, know what I mean? When we dance, I'm bigger than you, so I'm holding you. This time, I was being held. It felt different."

"Nice, different?"

"I guess. Yes, it was nice."

"Did he hug you?"

"Yes," he was a little embarrassed, but he had been following Karen's instructions and just being a girl.

Maureen and Jenny exchanged looks, again.

She stroked his hair a few more times. He closed his eyes, very relaxed.

"Did he kiss you?"

Andrew hesitated. Maureen and Jenny exchanged looks once again and each mouthed, "Oh, my God!" at the other.

"Baby," she cooed as the bush relaxed him even more, "did Patrick kiss you?" Something about this whole event had Maureen very aroused. The idea that her husband had such girly feelings that he allowed a cute boy to kiss him was sending her over the edge. "Did he?"

"Yes," he whispered.

Jenny sat on the bed and fanned herself. She could not believe what she was hearing.

"Well, that's ok, baby. You've been a very pretty girl for nearly a month, now. It was bound to happen at some point. And you liked it, right?"

He smiled, but said nothing.

"Aww, it was nice, admit it."

He smiled more broadly. Maureen kissed his forehead. "That's ok. I know it was nice. He's very cute. You are a lucky girl. Now, jump into bed and I'll get undressed and join you."

He opened his eyes and stood up. When he turned, he saw his younger sister sitting on the bed with a huge grin on her face.

"Come here and hug your Auntie Jenny, you little hussy,"

Andrew went to his sister and received a huge hug. "Ahh," she sighed, "sometimes it's nice to be a girl, isn't it?"

Andrew shrugged and smiled.

Jenny smiled and hugged him again. "Good night, sweetheart. I'll see you in the morning."

"Good night, Auntie Jenny," Andrew said as he kissed his younger sister on the cheek.

Jenny gave him one more, big hug, as she lifted him off of the floor and dropped him on his back onto the bed, just as Maureen came out of the master bath.
 
Chapter 12
 
 
Tuesday
 

There were two little girls sitting on Andrews lap as he read a Dr Seuss book to the kindergarten class.

"I meant what I said, and I said what I meant, an elephant's faithful, one hundred percent." He was reading with a different voice for each character. The children were enthralled. They'd become very attached to this pretty 'big girl' who had been visiting nearly everyday for the last few weeks.

"Good morning, Mrs McCarthy," Cora, the teacher said, loud enough to get the attention of the children. "Say good morning to Mrs McCarthy, children."

"Good morning, Mrs McCarthy!" the children sang the greeting in a well rehearsed unison.

"Good morning, children," the principal said as she came do the edge of the reading-circle. "I am so happy to see you all, today. Are you enjoying hearing Miss Andrea reading about Horton?"

"Yes, Mrs McCarthy," they sang, again.

"Well, that's just wonderful, but I'm afraid that I need to borrow Miss Andrea for a little while. Is that ok?"

"Aww," the girls sighed with disappointment.

"Oh, now, girls, we've had Miss Andrea in our room for over an hour, this morning," the teacher prodded. "Let's all say thank you to Miss Andrea as she leaves."

"Thank you, Miss Andrea," the children sang again.

As Andrew stood and said his goodbyes to the children, the teacher and Mrs McCarthy crossed to the door. When Andrew joined them, the teacher used a hushed voice to say, "Thank you, so much, Andrea. Please, come back, anytime."

Andrew thanked her and accompanied Mrs McCarthy to her SUV.

Maureen and Hillary were returning from a meeting at the courthouse and stopped at a sandwich shop to grab a couple of salads for lunch. As they sat in a booth to enjoy the short break they had in their busy work day, Hillary pressed for details about Andrew's big date.

"That dress was just the most precious thing. He looked so cute in it. I hope that you're going to get some prints to keep around the house. It will be a good reminder for him after he's back to being himself. I have to admit, I'm going to miss seeing him in pretty little dresses."

Maureen laughed, "To tell you the truth, so am I. I mean, I REALLY miss having a man around for certain things, but it has been so much fun having another little girl around the house for the last few weeks. And, you're right, he is as cute as a button. Karen and Sadie are really going to miss having their little cousin around, too. Oh, did I show you the formal picture that was taken at the banquet?"

"No! Oh, please, let me see!"

Maureen giggled as she reached into her briefcase to pull out a folder that protected the photo. When she did, several other items fell onto the table as well. She held the photo so that Hillary could see it. In the photo, Patrick stood, in profile, with his arms around Andrew, who had his back toward Patrick. It was a classic, prom-style photo. Both of them were beaming with excitement.

"Oh, how adorable," Hillary laughed. "I have to have one of these for my desk! If Andrew ever gets too full of himself, again, I'll just turn it around and show him. That'll shut him up."

Maureen put the photo back into her briefcase and gathered up the other items as well. The last thing on the table was a set of small keys with round, red, plastic heads on them. "Huh," Maureen said, "I found these in Andy's desk on that first day I took over his office. I still don't know what they're for."

Hillary looked Morse closely, "Those are safe-deposit-box keys. The redhead is from the Municipal Bank across the street."

"I didn't know that Andy had a safety deposit box," Maureen's voice was shaking a bit. She knew he kept secrets, but here was proof.

"Well, you've got power of attorney, right?" Hillary said with a distinct sense of irritation in her voice. "After lunch, let's go see what he's hiding."

There was a moment of doubt before Maureen responded, "I think that would be a very good idea."

Patrick ran out of his school wearing a huge grin. Within two minutes, they were dropped off at their restaurant.

"Get whatever you'd like, kids," Mrs McCarthy instructed as they got out of the SUV. "I left them my credit card number and they'll let me know what it cost. I'll be back at 12:30 to pick you up."

"Thank you, Mrs McCarthy!"

"Thanks, mom!"

Patrick held the door for him as Andrew entered the restaurant where a charming, twenty-something woman greeted them. "Hello, Mr McCarthy and Miss Green! So glad to have you both join us for lunch, today. Your table is ready. Please follow me."

They followed her to a lovely table near a window with a view of a pond with ducks and geese swimming around the surface.

"It's pretty, isn't it?" Andrew started their conversation.

"Very. I like watching the birds. They're built so perfectly for flight. I read a lot about aerodynamics and stuff like that."

"Wow," Andrew was, again, genuinely impressed. "You're going to be an amazing engineer when you're older!"

Patrick laughed. "Maybe. I don't know what I want to do, yet."

They talked about possible futures. Andrew made up new dreams, figuring that being a lawyer was just too uninteresting to a twelve year old boy.

They ate their burgers and the clock suddenly said that it was 12:30: time to go. Patrick pulled out Andrew's chair for him and they headed to the door. They thanked the hostess and stepped into the vestibule. Before going through the exterior door, Patrick stopped Andrew and looked at him as sincerely as he could.

"Andie... I'm... I'm... I'm just really sad to see you go. It's been great knowing you and I feel awful that I'm never going to see you again. It's just not fair."

Andrew felt horrible. Patrick was definitely a bright spot in this whole horrible situation. He didn't want to hurt him.

"Pat... I don't know what to say. I'm sorry."

Patrick shrugged. There was nothing he could do to make things right, so that was that.

"Can I kiss you one more time, Andie?"

Andrew smiled. "Sure."

It was a small, chaste kiss. Not passionate like on Saturday night. It was just a nice kiss. They both smiled and went outside where Mrs McCarthy was waiting for them.

"Right this way, Mrs Green," the bank teller led Maureen and Hillary from the safe-deposit boxes in the safe, to a small viewing room where the boxes could be opened in private. She closed the door as she left and told them to call if they needed anything.

The boxes were medium sized, but fairly heavy; obviously, they were full of something.

Maureen took a deep breath and prepared for what she was about to discover. "Here goes nothing!"

She raised the long cover on the oblong box, obscuring Hillary's view. "Holy shit!"

"What?" Hilary moved to see what was in the box. There was cash. Lots and lots of cash and all of it was $100 bills.

"Holy shit!" Hillary echoed Maureen's words. "Where do you think he got it!"

"I don't know, but that cheap son of a bitch told me that we were broke and then I find this!?"

Maureen let the cover fall open. She was seething with anger. "He let his wife an daughter go without new clothes, he let his daughter miss out on a senior class trip, he refused to repair my car for weeks, all because we were broke. SON OF A BITCH!" She slammed her hand down on the table and looked at the other box.

She looked at Hillary. "You don't suppose there's more in there, do you?"

Hillary shrugged, genuinely shocked by what she was looking at.

Maureen took a cleansing breath and swung that box open, too. Sure enough - more cash. Probably more than they'd found in the first box.

"I don't believe this! I DO NOT BELIEVE THIS!" She shouted.

Hillary shushed her and said, "There has to be an explanation. I mean, I'm no fan of Andrew's but there has to be an explanation. Look and see if there's anything other than cash in that box."

Maureen rummaged through the second box while Hillary searched the first. After a moment, Hillary announced, "I found an envelope."

"Let me see it," Maureen snatched it from her friend angrily. The situation was more than she could stand.

She opened the envelope and took out several pages with legalese printed all over it. She flipped to the first page and started reading as a tear ran down her face. As she read, her body sagged and she leaned back against the wall.

"What is it?" Hillary asked.

Maureen's face devolved into sadness as she held the papers out for Hillary to read.

As Hillary read, she just kept chanting, "Oh, my God. Oh, my God."
 
Chapter 13
 
 
Friday
 

Carolyn parked her Toyota in Maureen's driveway and grabbed the files that she'd been requested to bring to the house. Andrew had been out of work for a month, now, and Mrs Green had not come in since Tuesday morning. She hoped that everyone was ok. In particular, she hoped that Andrew would be back to the office by Monday, or else their schedule would have to be altered drastically.

She straightened her pencil skirt and white, silk blouse, then rang the bell. Maureen opened the door exhibiting a big, friendly smile. She was wearing a white, silk blouse, also, but hers was of a much higher quality than Carolyn's and the royal blue, full skirt that dropped to mid thigh was stunning. It was full and caught the line beautifully.

"Carolyn! How nice. Come right in. You look as beautiful as always."

The remark took Carolyn aback for a moment. Mrs Green was always cordial, but rarely offered a compliment like that.

"Th... Thank you, Mrs Green. You look amazing. I was afraid that you were ill." Carolyn was appraising Maureen's look. She actually did look fantastic. She looked straighter, taller and more self confident than ever.

"Ill? Oh, no. I'm just fine thank you. I just needed a few days to get things in order here at home, what with Mr Green leaving and Karen has all of these college decisions to make..."

"Mr Green is gone?" Carolyn didn't mean to sound as shocked as she did. How could he be gone!?

"Yes, dear. Mr Green is gone. You won't be hearing from him, anymore."

Carolyn's mouth hung open in shock.

"But I would like you to meet the newest member of our family."

Maureen moved to the foot of the stairs and called up. "Annie. Annie, come on down, there's someone here that I'd like you to say hello to."

As Carolyn gathered her thoughts, a beautiful child, maybe four or five years old, came down the stairs. She had golden hair and wore a little, yellow sundress with large red flowers all over it. The child's shoulders were exposed and the hair, which fell nearly to her waist, was curled and fluffed perfectly. The child looked as if she had come out of a painting of a perfect little girl.

"Come here, Annie." Maureen took her by the hand and led her into the living room. "You know, Carolyn. Say hi, Annie."

Although Carolyn was reasonably sure that she had never met this child, she realized that she needed to engage. She bent her knees, which were held tight in the pencil skirt, just a bit, put her hands on her thighs, leaned towards the child and spoke in a sing-song voice. "Well, hello, Annie. Aren't you just beautiful!? It's very nice to see you, today."

The child looked petrified and tried to run from the room, but Maureen pulled her back saying, "Now, now, young lady, you behave yourself or you'll find yourself back in diapers before you know it. Now, I said, say hello to Carolyn. Now, do as you are told."

Carolyn was still trying to process the strangeness of Mrs Green's threat as the child settled down, looked at the floor in front of Carolyn's feet and mumbled, "Hello, Carolyn."

"Hello, Annie. It's very nice to meet you."

"Oh, Carolyn," Maureen laughed, "you've met little Annie many times before. As a matter of fact, she visited with you at the office just a few days ago. Remember? She was with Karen and Sadie."

Carolyn remembered the visit, but... "No, Mrs Green. That was your niece, Andrea. Not Annie."

"Oh, I see your confusion, Carolyn. This is the same child. We're just calling her Annie, now."

"Mrs Green," Carolyn tried to correct her, "Andrea is at least twelve of thirteen years old. Annie is much younger..."

"Yes, she is and Andrea was younger than she was when you knew her before that. Annie, tell the nice lady how old you are."

The child was quiet for a few moments, then mumbled, "Forty-one."

Carolyn was still confused.

"Tell the nice lady your old name, Annie. Before your name was Andrea, what was your name."

The child looked up and made eye contact with Carolyn. "Andrew Green."

Carolyn stood straight and looked at Maureen as confusion played across her face.

"That's right, Carolyn," Maureen grinned, "this is my husband, Andrew. The man you were sleeping with. The man who planned to run away with you on Monday, leaving his wife and daughter with nothing but debt. He's also the man that planned to send you, me and Hillary to jail for his crimes. Interestingly, when you met Andrea, she still had a penis. Sadly, we had to do something about that. Little Annie here is all girl. Aren't you, sweetheart?"

The child nodded and returned her gaze to the ground.

Carolyn didn't know which statement to react to first. Finally, she formed a sentence, "Is this some kind of weird joke?"

"No, Carolyn, this is no joke. This is Andrew and Andrew is now Annie. I found out that Andrew was going to destroy me and everyone one that I cared about, so, I took his adulthood and his manhood. He is now Annie and he will have to grow up again, but this time, there will be no more thinking with his penis because, well, you get it, right?"

"Mrs Green, Andrew and I didn't...." Carolyn began to defend herself.

"Oh, nonsense. Of course you did. I know you did and I have seen security footage from the Ambassador Hotel that proves that you did. I'm not angry, dear, but, please, have some dignity and don't insult us both by lying."

"I'm sorry, Mrs Green, I truly am, and I didn't mean to hurt anyone. It just... sort of... happened."

"Well, be that as it may, I have some papers I'd like you to look at. I'm sure that you can understand the language. I think you'll find them quite enlightening."

Carolyn took the papers, which were scans of the papers that Andrew had left in his safe deposit box, and read. As she reached the bottom of the first page, she collapsed into a chair and wiped a tear from her eye. She continued on through all six pages, then looked up, defeated.

"He was going to dump me in the American Virgin Islands and he named me as his partner? Are these real?" Carolyn's gaze wandered between Maureen and the child as she spoke.

"The nice lady asked you a question, Annie. You answer when a grown-up asks you a question," Maureen prodded the child.

"Carolyn..."

"No, no, no.... You don't address adults by their first names anymore, Annie. Remember, you're a child."

The child nodded. "Miss Foster, I am very sorry. I got greedy, I guess. I took so much more than I could ever cover before the audit in four months. I had to make a clean break. I'm sorry."

"Tell her how much you took, Annie."

The child looked at Maureen for a moment, then back to Carolyn. "I took three hundred and thirty six million dollars, Miss Foster."

"Oh, my God! I'm going to jail for sure! Oh, my God! Oh, my God!"

"Calm down, Carolyn. No one is going to jail. The money has all been returned." Maureen smoothed her elegant, blue skirt under her as she sat on the arm of the chair in which the distraught secretary shook with fear. "As a matter of fact, the clients from whom little Miss Annie stole, were so grateful that our "internal audit" caught the embezzlement before Andrew could abscond with it, that they gave us a substantial reward. A reward that I am prepared to share with you - under certain conditions."

"Conditions?" Was there actually a light at the end of this tunnel she'd entered a few minutes ago? "What conditions?"

"Condition #1: You stick to our story that Andrew Green fled the country to avoid prosecution. The firm will work very hard to keep that out of the papers, but, internally, this will be our story. You must never contradict that story. Understood!"

Carolyn nodded.

"Condition #2: You take the money we give you and you leave the area, forever. I have a friend at a law firm in San Diego who is looking for a bright, young secretary. I bragged about you to him and, if you want it, the job is yours. I hear that it is beautiful year round there. It sounds like a great place to make a new start."

"San Diego?" Carolyn sighed and laughed just a little. "That sounds wonderful!"

Maureen handed Carolyn an envelope. Carolyn opened in and gasped, "Two hundred and fifty thousand dollars!?!?"

Maureen nodded. "That should set you up well. Maybe even help you go to law school if that interests you. But there is one final condition."

Carolyn waited.

"You've seen what I was able to do to Andrew. Well, if you violate any of these conditions, then you will forfeit a lot more than two hundred and fifty thousand dollars. Condition #3: If you violate condition #1 or 2, you will suffer the same fate as Andrew Green. Are we understood?"

The frightened woman glanced at the child, who's head was hung in shame. When she looked back at Mrs Green, she nodded enthusiastically. "Yes, Mrs Green. I understand and I agree to your terms."

"Excellent! Then, I believe we are done, here. If you don't mind seeing yourself out, I'd appreciate it. My little lady and I have a girls day planned. We're headed to the Ambassador Hotel for tea with a whole lot of other mommies and little girls. I'm hoping that we may run into some of Andrew's
friends while we we are there and little Annie will have the chance to say hello. Won't that be nice, angel?"

"Yes, mommy," the child replied, half heartedly.

"Oh, and be sure to clean out your desk this afternoon, Carolyn. I, truly, never want to see you or hear from you ever again. Goodbye, Carolyn."

"Goodbye, Mrs Green. And, thank you."
 
Chapter 14
 
 
One Month Later
 

"Sorry that we're late!" Maureen said as she and Jenny joined Hillary at the same table at the same restaurant where this whole adventure began two months earlier. "The girls took Annie dress shopping for the holiday, so we dropped them at Neiman's. The traffic from there to here was horrendous. Must be because of the Fourth of July weekend events down the street. They're going on all weekend, I guess."

"No problem," Hillary kissed both women's cheeks. "I just got here myself. You two look radiant. Ten days in the islands seems to have agreed with you!"

"Oh, it was wonderful!" Jenny gushed. "Of course, Sadie and I could never have afforded a trip like this, but it was so nice of Mo to invite us along."

"You deserve it!" Maureen replied. "It's been a rough couple of years and besides, Sadie and Karen are like sisters. How could Karen celebrate her high school graduation without both of her sisters there with her?"

"I want to see pictures!" Hillary laughed as both women dug out their phones.

There were pictures of "the girls" in their bathing suits playing in the crystal, blue water and on the white sand. Little Annie's little one-piece displaying a flat, slightly pudgy, childish body.

There were pictures of "the girls" dressed nicely for dinner. Little Annie in an overly frilly dress with her elegant 'cousins.'

There were pictures of "the girls" playing miniature golf with little Annie choking way up on the tiniest golf club.

All of the pictures included Annie in one fancy outfit, or swim suit or another.

"There's no denying that she's adorable," Hillary smiled, "but aren't you spoiling her? I mean, this is supposed to teacher her to be a better adult when she grows up."

"Oh, don't worry about that," Jenny laughed. "Wait till she starts school next month in that same kindergarten where she used to be the big-girl-reader. Things will change, then, I'm sure."

"Besides, I wanted him to see what he COULD have had if he'd only been a decent man. By the way," Maureen leaned in to Hillary so other tables would not hear, "thank you, so much, for taking care of all of the identification and adoption papers. That's not really my speciality."

Hillary smiled and put her hand on Maureen's. "No problem, Momo. What are friends for?"

"May I take your orders, ladies," the server approached and asked the friends.

Dinner was wonderful. The wine was warm and relaxing. It had been a lovely "girls-night" for the three of them. Maureen looked at her phone and said, "The girls are on their way up. Karen says that they found some cute things for Annie."

Just then, they heard several people produce an "aww" sound near the entrance to the restaurant. They looked up to see Karen and Sadie entering with big smiles on their faces. As they got closer, they could discern the crown of a child's head and then, finally, they saw what was making every woman in the establishment melt - it was Annie. Her hair braided into one long plait going straight down her back and cheeks rosy with youth.

What was causing the 'awws' though was her dress. Karen and Sadie had decked her out in what was, essentially, and American flag that had been sewed into a dress. The straps had stars running their length, but the actual blue field of stars was situated over her, little, flat, right breast and the stripes proceeded from beside and beneath it to wrap around her little body.

"Oh, my goodness!" Jenny squealed. "Isn't that the most adorable thing!?"

"Girls," Maureen smiled, "you've outdone yourselves!"

Hillary stood and clapped and sang, "There she is, Miss America... Come over here, little girl, and give your Auntie Hilly a hug!"

Karen and Sadie released the child and guided her towards Hillary, who picked her up off the floor, made a flatulent noise by placing her lips on the child's exposed shoulder and blowing air out, then sat down with the child still in her arms, planting her firmly in Hillary's lap, where she hugged and fussed over her, until situating her in her lap at a ninety degree angle to herself.

"How's my very favorite little girl in the whole, wide world?" She hugged and kissed her some more.

"Answer your auntie, Annie," Karen instructed.

"I'm good, auntie, thank you," Annie said. To an outsider, the child looked distracted, but, in fact, she was trying to free herself without causing a ruckus.

Hillary brought her lips close to the child's ear and whispered, "Is Andrew still in there?"

Annie nodded.

"Good. And does big, tough, horny Andrew miss his little wiener?"

Annie nodded again.

"Good. Let's keep it that way. You look very pretty in your patriotic dress, you know. You must love being a pretty, little girl, don't you? Never mind. I know that you do. Now, I want you to say 'thank you' to your big sister, Karen for buying you such a pretty dress and tell her that you love it. Ok? And be sure to use those words. Go ahead."

Annie looked across the table where Karen stood beside her mother's chair. "Karen! Thank you, very much for buying me this pretty dress. I love it!"

"Ohhh, you're welcome, sweetie," Karen replied. Then, more quietly, "See, mom. I don't think there's any more of daddy in her. I think she's just a wonderful little girl, now."

Maureen looked Annie right in the eyes and replied, "He'll always be there, honey. Don't let him fool you. He fooled me once. Never again, though."

"Mom," Sadie jumped into the conversation, "Is it ok for Karen and me to take Annie to the end of the the street? Pat and Brian are meeting us for ice cream if you say it's ok."

"Fine with me if it's ok with your aunt."

"Fine with me!" Maureen smiled

"Come on, sweetie," Sadie called to Annie. "Let's go see Uncle Pat and Uncle Brian!"

"Uncle Pat!?" Hillary asked. "Is this the same Pat?"

"It is," Karen laughed. "We ran into Pat and his mom on the island and my pretty little cousin, Sadie, helped him to mend his broken heart. I think that they are both smitten at this point."

"Don't tease your cousin," Maureen joked as she gave her daughter a gentle slap on the rump. "Be nice and keep an eye on your little sister."

As the girls headed towards the door, Hillary asked, "How did Annie react to her cousin stealing her boyfriend?"

"Oh, I don't think she minds," Jenny smiled. "She gets to sit on his lap. He's very sweet with her. To tell you the truth, my big brother was a failure as a man, but he seems to be a perfect little girl. I think he actually likes it."

"It doesn't matter if he likes it or not," Maureen threw in. "I pay the bills, now, and, as my husband used to say, 'If you're not paying it, you've got no say in it.' "
 
THE END
 

Kiss Me, Bianca - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Restricted Audience (r)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing
  • Transformations

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Sweet / Sentimental

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • Workplace Situations

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Kiss Me, Bianca: 1

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Shakespeare's TAMING OF THE SHREW is one of the greatest of The Bard's plays, BUT in these days of female assertion and the 'Me Too' movement, this show about female subservience offers a lot of challenges. A long time actor in a semi-professional Shakespearean troupe finds himself unexpectedly cast in the part of Kate's younger, cuter, more flirtatious sister, Bianca, by a director who wants to challenge her actors and society.
His preparation for the role required him
to open doors to parts of himself that he never knew he had!


 
Author's Note: I would like to thank everyone who has commented on my story of A Boy Named Brook. His adventure has ended - for now, and I shall introduce you to more of my works. Kiss Me, Bianca is one of my more drawn out stories and I believe, more appropriate, for this type of audience. I am down and under the weather, I have more stories in the works, but they take a back burner somewhat to what I am dealing with at the moment.
I would like to ask all of you that read my story to please, possibly leave me a review here? It can be both good or bad.
I would love to hear your thoughts on if I am doing great at writing or maybe messing up somewhere and need to retool my efforts?
I am always willing to learn! ~Clara.

 
This version of Kiss Me Bianca: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
THE AUDITION - or - "THE PLAY'S THE THING."
 

"Hi, mom," John called as he let the front, screened door of their moderately sized, summer cottage close behind him.

Marilyn wiped her hands clean on a dish cloth and stepped away from the kitchen island where she was cleaning up after having just put the apple pie into the oven. She looked into the large living room and smiled at her son. "Hi, honey? How did it go?"

"Good, I think!" He rain his fingers along the Van Dyke beard he'd maintained for three years, since he was a high school junior. "This director seems interesting. I looked her up. She's done some big stuff in New York and LA. Her productions are always different from everyone else and she's won a bunch of awards. We're lucky to have her! I think it'll be a great show, whether I get a lead or not."

"That's the attitude I like to hear," Marilyn gave her son a brisk pat on his shoulder and smiled before she hugged him. "What roles did you read for?"

"Petruchio, Lucentio, Biondello... most of the male roles."

Marilyn nodded.

"She also had all the guys read for women's roles and vice-versa as well."

"Really!?" She laughed at the absurdity of having wasting time at an audition to do what was obviously a theater class exercise.

"Yeah," John laughed, too. "She's definitely quirky, but, like I said, she's got the track record to back it up."

"Did you make it clear that you're a veteran performer with the CCSR?" The Cale Cod Shakespearean Rep was a long standing, semi-professional organization that picked two plays to rehearse and perform in various parks on The Cape every summer. The troupe had been running every summer since 1976. Marilyn's mother had been one of the founding members. Marilyn had grown up performing with them every summer and so had her older daughter before John joined as well. At 20 and a theater performance student at Emerson College, John had become a cornerstone of the group. Since being in the ensemble and having just one line in a production of "The Two Gentlemen Of Verona" when he was twelve, John had been bitten by the Shakespearean-theater-bug. He grew his Van Dyke in the summer following his junior year of high school in order to look more mature as Rosencrantz in "Hamlet" then, last summer, had played Romeo and received rave reviews.

"I gave her my head-shot. I'm sure she saw that I'd been in a lot of CCSR shows."

Marilyn smiled a beam of pride at her little boy. God, time had flown with this one! Twenty years old, already. Her baby. She was so proud of him! He was 'quirky' too, though. The Van Dyke whiskers weren't all that different from other college students, but the boy-bun that he and a lot of his CCSR friends maintained for the summer productions just looked foolish to her. But - you know what? - if that's the worst thing he did, who cares. He was a good boy, a talented actor and extremely dedicated to his art. She knew that he'd go a long way, just like her daughter had.

As Marilyn returned to cleaning up, John's phone sounded and, simultaneously, John's friend, Ed, knocked on the back door.

"Come on in, Ed!" John called. "I gotta take this!"

Ed entered and said hello to Marilyn. His same Van Dyke beard and boybun made her smile, again. 'These boys,' she thought and shook her head.

"How did your audition go, Eddie?" she asked.

"Great!" He smiled. "I got Lucentio! It's my first big role!"

"That's wonderful, Eddie!" Marilyn smiled. "Congratulations!"

"Thanks! How about John? What did he get?"

"I don't know, yet, but I suspect that he's finding out now."

They turned their attention to John who wasn't looking all that happy. "No, no... I understand, Ms Weldon, but I'm just really surprised. I didn't expect this offer.... Oh, I do, Ms Weldon, really, I am very aware of the importance of the role, I just... well, you know, I am just caught off guard... Uh, huh... uh, huh... uh, huh."

"I wonder what she offered him," Ed whispered to Marilyn.

John turned to face them. He had a strange look on his face. Ed held his palms up and raised his shoulders asking John to explain.

John held up a finger and continued talking into the phone, "Thank you, Ms Weldon, but I think I need to think about it... ok... I'll call you back within an hour... ok, a half-hour, then. Thank you. Thank you, I appreciate your confidence in me. I will call you back."

He hung up and a silence fell over the kitchen for a few moments before Ed said, "Well!?"

John sighed and shook his head before sitting. "She offered me Bianca."

"What!?" the other two said together.

"Yeah, Bianca. The sexy, flirty, younger sister of Kate. The one that's got all the suitors after her. Bianca."

"Oh, my goodness!" Marilyn shouted. "Is she nuts!? How could a boy play Bianca? I played Bianca when I was in my teens!"

"She says that she's doing it as a 'gender-blind' casting. She says that Bianca is usually a caricature of the pretty girl and she wants to explore the character differently."

Ed was too excited to see John's stress. "I'm playing Lucentio! So, if you play Bianca, you'll be my wife at the end of the show!"

"Oh, my God!" John slammed his head onto the table in a show of frustration. I'd at least hoped that Lucentio would be a girl!"

"Are you taking the role?" Marilyn knew that John was in shock, but she also knew that he'd be miserable all summer if he didn't participate in a show.

"Should I?"

"Of course, you should!" Ed shouted, confused as to how John could even consider saying no. "It'll be great, buddy! We'll be partners, just like when we were Rosencratnz and Guilderstein!"

"Ed!" John shook his head at his friend's obliviousness, "we'd be husband and wife! I'd have to kiss you! I wanted to play Petrucchio or any other guy-part! This is a lot to think about! My teachers spend the summer at The Cape. So do some of my classmates! They'll see this! What if I'm a joke! I'll never get cast in anything at Emerson, again!"

"But, if you nail it, honey," Marilyn said, "then they'll cast you in EVERYTHING!"

That stopped John and he rubbed his whiskers as he pondered that. "Hmm... I'd have to shave my beard."

"It'll grow back," Ed grinned.

John nodded and rubbed some more.

"Mom? What do you think?"

"Well," Marilyn struggled to see all sides of the issues. "Obviously, she has faith in you and you said that she's got a great resume... it won't be easy, honey, but I think that you should consider doing it. I mean, can you think of a bigger challenge? It's not Stanley Kowalski or Jean Valjean, but it is a big role. And, in the age of 'Me Too,' with women challenging the norms of societal roles, you might learn a lot by playing a woman who is, for all intents and purposes, being treated as a property by her father. I think you should do it."

"Come on, bud! I need you there to help me!" Ed rubbed his hands in excitement.

John put his hands in his pockets and paced the far wall a few times while he considered all of the possibilities and finally shrugged and said, "What the hell... I'll do it!"

Marilyn clapped her hands and Ed ran to his smaller friend and lifted him off the floor, spinning him around while he shouted, "Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! This is going to be awesome!"

After three turns, Ed dropped John to the ground and gave him a big hug. When the hug broke, he leaned John backwards in the classic 'damsel' pose and planted a long kiss on his lips.

"What the fuck!" John shouted as Ed raised him back to a standing position.

"Now, it won't be awkward when we have to do it in rehearsal!" Ed laughed as he shouted goodnight and ran out the door before his friend could wallop him.
 
THE SHAVE - OR - "YOU HAD MORE BEARD WHEN I LAST SAW YOU."
 

An hour later, John was staring at his cherished Van Dyke in the mirror with the clipper attachment on his shaver buzzing in his hand. "Goodbye, old friend," he mumbled at the reflection. Then he sighed and went to work. Five minutes later, his lip and chin were smoothly shaved.

He stepped out of the bathroom and found his mother waiting to see him. "Wow! You look five years younger!"

"Great! I look fifteen!"

"Oh, stop it. You know what I mean!" She inspected his face more, then said, "You need to get rid of the sideburns, too, honey. I know that they're just short strips, but you need to get rid of those. Come on back in. I'll help you."

They reentered and Marilyn grabbed the razor and leaned his head to the side.

"I can do it myself, mom."

"Not if you can't see it, Bianca," she teased, causing John to laugh. "I used to trim your father's facial hair, you know. This isn't new to me."

John went limp and let her go at it.

"Just before we divorced," he giggled, "I took my frustration out on his mustache and 'accidentally' cut off a third of it with one stroke of the razor." She laughed at the memory. "That sounds immature, I'm sure, but I did it."

John had no memories of his father. He left when John was two and he'd had any contact with him since. The story made him laugh in spite of the fact that he had to agree that it was an immature way to behave.

When she'd finished both sides, she inspected his face more closely. It looked good - young, smooth and just the slightest bit feminine. "Do you need to shave anywhere else? Pits? Legs? Bikini area?"

John shook his head and laughed at her teasing. "Just the face, mom. That's all."

Marilyn turned him towards the mirror and pulled his boy-bun loose, letting his hair fall to the middle of his back. She grabbed a brush and gave him a quick brushing. "I think you can do this, honey. Look, you look pretty already. Get some sleep, now. What time is your read-through ?"

"Nine. We're all having breakfast together to hear her concept and then doing the read through with all of her edits." He sighed.

"You'll be great! Good night, honey."

"Good night, mom."
 
THE READ THROUGH -or- "THE PLAY'S THE THING"
 

The buffet was great! Bagels, eggs, bacon, fruit, croissants, waffles - everything that young, hungry actors love to eat, or wrap in napkins and tuck in their bags for later. Ed had gone up three times and was well into his third bagel when Corinna Weldon stepped up onto a podium and called everyone to attention.

"Good morning, my brilliant cast!" she called out cheerfully.

"Good morning!" They all called back.

"Alright, boys and girls, we have two weeks to put this all together. We've got two plays to mount, "The Taming Of The Shrew" and "Henry V," and very little time to do it. In both shows, I have cast the best actors into the roles - regardless of whether or not that person is the same gender as the role. I think that Master Shakespeare would approve of this, don't you?"

The actors all chuckled at that.

"So, let me introduce the casts. First, 'Henry V'..." she went on to introduce each actor. Ed and John knew a lot of the actors from previous CCSR productions, but there were new faces, too. John couldn't help but notice that the only gender reversals in that production were a few smaller men's roles being filled by women. That wasn't even an odd thing. They always ran short of male actors for the smaller, unpaid roles.

"Now, for 'The Taming Of The Shrew.' Let's start with our Kate, Rose Bennington."

The actress stood and John felt his heart sink to the floor. 'Oh, no,' he thought, 'not Rose.' Rose was a tall, elegant girl he knew and lusted after from Emerson. She was a year ahead of John and had never given him the time of day, even when they'd shared the boards in a production of 'Cat on a Hot Tin Roof' two years ago. Granted, John had played a very small role, but he still had felt that she'd shunned him.

"Stand up, stupid." Ed was shaking John's shoulder, reviving him from his thoughts. "She called your name, stupid. Stand up!"

John could hear the applause and stood and waved to everyone.

"Just to clarify," Ms Weldon explained, "I cast John as Bianca to make a point. Bianca is usually played as a frivolous and pretty little airhead and I'd like John to play the role exactly as written to emphasize that this type of character is not strictly a female, airhead archetype, but rather, she is a bold and intelligent woman who has limited channels through which to express her intellect and intelligence. John will be in full, female costume, but we will not disguise the fact that he is a male in the program. I want to challenge the audience's ability to see a male in this role. Maybe then they'll understand the frustrations of a young, attractive female."

Everyone applauded while John blushed and looked over at Rose, who waved back at him. Well, at least something good came from this! Rose finally smiled at him. He waved back.

At 10:30, the two casts broke apart and went into two different rooms to begin the process of reading through their plays. Each was handed a script contains Ms Weldon's edits and they began reading. John was not overly comfortable with the flirting scenes that introduced Bianca to the audience, but as the play went on, he began to admire her spirit and conviction. He grew to like her.

He was also pretty excited to see how many times Bianca and Kate shared the stage together. That meant that he'd be sharing rehearsal time with Rose! He seemed to be more comfortable speaking to her than to the suitors, except for Ed, of course.

When he reached the line,

"Good sister, wrong me not, nor wrong yourself,
To make a bondmaid and a slave of me.
That I disdain. But for these other goods--
Unbind my hands, I'll pull them off myself"

He delivered it with a controlled, feminine vehemence that even surprised himself. Rose watched him as the character overtook him and he spit the words at her and she saw his proficiency as an actor shining through.

"Wow," she said quietly before directing her gaze back to the script and continuing the play.

When they'd finished, Ms Weldon, who'd been splitting her time between both rehearsals, encouraged them all to take a break, have a good lunch and be back in forty-five minutes, ready to start blocking the scenes with her assistant director and to get measured by the costumer.

"Want to split a pizza?" Ed asked as the stood and stretched their backs.

"Can't," John laughed, "I'm broke till we start getting paid. Sorry. I brought a salad."

"A salad!?" Ed was incredulous. "Since when do you eat salads?"

"Since my Theater Methods Professor told me I was getting pudgy."

"Hi. It's John, right?" John turned to see who was behind him and found Rose with a smile beaming at him. "I guess we're going to be sisters, huh?"

John glanced at Ed, who raised his eye brows a couple of times before excusing himself and heading to the door. John turned back to Rose and smiled. "Umm, Yeah, I'm John... and you're Rose, right? You probably don't remember me..."

"You're at Emerson, too, right. I think we did a show together, didn't we?"

"Yeah, we were in..."

"Tin Roof, right?"

"Yeah. That's right! I was just a stand in , but I got to watch you every night."

Rose looked at him for a moment with an odd smile on her face.

"Oh," John started to correct himself, "I don't mean like a stalker or anything. I just mean that I was in the wings and... well..."

"I know what you mean, don't worry."

Oh, my God, that smile. She was absolutely gorgeous!

"Wanna eat together?" Rose asked. "I don't know anyone else here."

It took a moment for the words to register before he shook the cobwebs out of his head and said, "Umm, well, yeah, that would be... great!"

They chatted about school and plays and people that they both knew. It was easy conversation and and the most relaxed meal John had ever shared with a woman. In fact, John had never really ever dated anyone. He'd gone to the prom with friends who were girls, but none were truly 'girlfriends.'

At one point, Rose told a story about a classmate who was known to have had a big ego, but lacked the talent to back that ego up. The story ended with the classmate's bravado being so broad that an audience member called out a remark that brought down the house. The story was hilarious and struck John in just the right way, making him guffaw with a mouth full of water, which ended up exploding out of his nostrils and causing them both to laugh even harder.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" John waved his hands while he continued to laugh. "Oh, what a mess!" He grabbed a napkin and began wiping up, still laughing.

As they gained control of themselves, Rose said, "You have an absolutely beautiful smile, did you know that?"

The statement embarrassed him a bit, but it also thrilled him and his smile grew even wider. "Really?"

"Yeah. Your teeth are big and bright and straight and you've amazing cheek bones. Have you auditioned for TV at all?"

Rose's gaze was taking in John's face with great detail and, suddenly, John felt a bit self conscious. His hand shot up to his mouth, covering it from Rose's scrutiny and his fingers traced the area which, until last night, he'd had whiskers.

"You had a goatee!" Rosie snapped her fingers an smiled at her realization. "That's what's different."

"Actually," John corrected, "I had a Van Dyke. A Van Dyke is a mustache and chin whiskers that are connected. A goatee is just the chin whiskers, like a goat..." he realized he was man-splaining. "Of course, I could have just acknowledged that I had had a beard and said 'yes' instead of being an asshole and prattling on and on..."

Rose laughed. "Prattling!? Did you say prattling!? That's adorable!" She laughed even harder as he blushed.

Before things got more awkward, a woman in her late twenties who was carrying a clipboard appeared at their table. "Kate and Bianca, right?"

They confirmed that they were.

"Are you ready to get measured? The costumer wants to start with you two. She's in that office, over there."
 
THE COSTUMER - or - FOR THE APPAREL OFT PROCLAIMS THE MAN
 

"Oh, the sisters!" The costumer, who's name was Jan, and, who was also responsible for hair and makeup as well, glanced up over the reading glasses that she was wearing halfway down her nose. Like all costumers, her own clothing was elaborate and Bohemian, gypsy-esque and flowing. "Up on the platform, big sister. Let's get you measured first. Ms Weldon is going to want you in costume ASAP so you can get used to them and you have the most costume changes." Then she turned to John and glanced over those glasses, again, saying, "And you have the most elaborate."

"Cool!" Rose clapped her hands in excitement and beamed with excitement at John. John, for his part, just pondered what 'most elaborate' constituted.

"What are you, five-six?" Jan asked.

"Five-seven."

Jan began measuring and calling numbers to her assistant. "Bust 35. Waist 27. Hips 36. Halfway between four and a six, I'd say."

"Yep. Frustrating, too. I can't just assume anything that will fit me."

"Don't worry," Jan continued as she wrote down a couple of notes on her own, "you'll be dressed beautifully. What size cup do you wear, 'B'?"

"Depends on the bra. I alternate between 'B' and 'C' depending on the style and my cycle. If I'm retaining water, then I'm definitely in a 'C'."

Jan wrote a few more notes. "Ok. Tomorrow, bring a push up bra with you. Obviously, I want you to look sexy, so your costumes will be a bit revealing. We want Petrucchio to have a reason, other than the bet, to lust after you. All set."

John had been measured for costumes dozens of times and he'd never heard a conversation like this one. Typically, it was quick and silent. Rose seemed pretty used to discussing things like bra cup sizes with this total stranger. As she stepped off the platform, she bounced to the floor and gave several excited claps, obviously excited by the prospect of wearing pretty clothes.

"And now, little sister, please hop up here." Jan indicated the platform.

John was still looking at Rose and the words 'little sister' did not rouse him from his revery.

"Your turn, John," Rose smiled at him. "Or, I suppose I should start calling you Bianca so that we get used to being sisters. You can call me 'Kate.'"

Jan appraised John for a moment, then said, "Well, you're about five-six, right?"

John thought about agreeing, but figured it may impact his costume, so he glanced at Rose before quietly saying, "Five-five."

"Boy, I'm not on my A-game today, am I?" Jan joked. "He's five-five," she said loudly to her assistant who wrote it down.

"Bust, 32. Waist, 26, that's good. Hips, 28. Don't worry about that, the skirts will have petticoats to fill them out. Ms Weldon may ask you to wear some padding during rehearsals until the costumes are ready, though. You should get some. You need a bra, too. I'll talk to her about some forms, but you can start by buying a push-up, Victoria's Secret has a good selection, and we need to talk about hair and make up, too."

She looked at John's confused face for at least ten seconds before he stuttered, "W... What?"

She laughed quietly and shook her head. "I'll make a list for you. You'll need to do some shopping. Tonight would be best so that I can get better measurements tomorrow."

"...ok..."

"Don't worry," Rose was giggling, "I'll go with you and help you get what you need. It'll be a nice to have some sister-time together."

"Excellent," Jan smiled. "We need to make this little fellow into a sixteenth century Kim Kardashian so the audience believes that men are drooling every time she walks past."

Then she had John come off the platform and had them stand next to each other.

"Hmm..." Jan appraised them. "Sisters, huh? I can see it, I guess." Then she spoke to her assistant, "They have similar eyes and cheeks. Luckily, Bianca's are a little plumper. That way we can make Kate a little more severe and Bianca more cherubic. Both of them need to have their hair colored, though. Call Stacy in Osterville and see if she can take them after 3 this afternoon. I'll speak to Ms Weldon about colors and style and send Stacy a list."

She inspected both of them carefully. Rose's hair was in a perky, high, rehearsal ponytail and John's was in his perennial boy-bun. "Let your hair down, please, girls. Let me see what I have to work with."

John pulled his hair loose and let it fall. It fell just below his shoulders and was very full, although a bit limp and lifeless. Rose's was much healthier looking and, despite the fact that they were both naturally dirty-blondes Rose's artificial highlights made her hair much prettier.

"I think I'd like to make you two contrast each other a bit, if you don't mind. Kate, I'd like to lighten you up a few shades and Bianca, I'd like to take you a really dark - black, with a few highlights to make it pop and look more natural. I'll send Stacy some ideas about what I want. She'll know what to do when you get there."

"Excuse me..." John interrupted.

"Yes?"

"Umm... I mean... I've done a lot of shows with the CCSR and... well... what I mean is, couldn't I just wear a wig instead of having my hair colored and all...?"

Jan folded her arms and thrust a hip out as she considered her response. "Listen, Bianca, I understand that a lot of us are new here, but the board of directors at the CCSR hired Ms Weldon and her team, which includes me, to come to Cape Cod and raise the level of your already excellent ensemble to the same level of professionalism as our productions in New York City. We don't do wigs unless we have to to do wigs and you know why? Because wigs don't look like hair - they look like wigs."

"John," Rose said quietly, "I don't think this is a fight you should take on. I mean, we're just students. Ms Weldon is a real pro! I think you should just go with their plan this summer. I don't know about you, but I'm here to learn from her. I'm coloring my hair, too. Come on. We'll do it together. It'll be fun."

John wanted to stand his ground and insist that a wig was suitable, but, much, much more than that, he wanted to be with Rose as much as possible in the hopes that she might see him as a suitable, if somewhat small, boyfriend.

He thought for a moment, then turned to Jan and said, "I'm sorry, Jan. I was just caught by surprised. I'm a bit overwhelmed, I guess. I'll do whatever you say. I promise."

Jan's anger melted immediately. "That's more like it, Bianca. Thank you. Now, you two scoot back to rehearsal and I'll speak to Ms Weldon. When you get a break, come see me. I'll have the address for Stacy's salon and a list of what Bianca needs to purchase ready for you. Save your receipts. We'll reimburse you for anything we need for the show. Oh, by the way, I watched a little of the read-through, this morning. You two are going to be great!"
 
PREPARING - or - ALL THINGS ARE READY IF OUR MINDS BE SO
 

The fifteen minute ride from Hyannis to Osterville took about forty-five minutes. Because they didn't leave until 4:00, the traffic on Rt 28 was heavy and slow. John would have felt more comfortable had he driven, but, since Ed had driven him to rehearsal that morning, he had no choice but to occupy the passenger seat of Rose's very cool Tesla. John had never ridden in something this quiet, or expensive, before. Rose had found his enthusiasm adorable, but she did have to admit that it was not 'her' car. Her parents had let her drive it down for the summer, rationalizing that the electric car would be nearly cost-free for the season.

'Stacy's Hair House' was right on Rt 28. It was a standard cape-style house that had been converted to a reasonably sized, full service salon. The sign that hung in front of the location read, 'Stacy's Hair House. Life may not be perfect, but your hair can be.'

"Hi! Hi!" the owner called as John and Rose entered. Stacy was a tall, lean, beautiful, African-American woman with a brilliant, infectious smile.

"Hi," Rose smiled, taking the lead, leaving John bewildered by his unfamiliar surroundings. "I'm Rose and this is John," he waved, "and Jan sent us over."

"Oh," Stacy seemed a bit surprised. "I was expecting," she grabbed her notes and checked the names, "a Kate and a Bianca."

"That's us!" Rose beamed. "I'm playing Kate and John is playing Bianca."

"Oh, I see." Stacy suddenly looked very serious. "Is that true, John? Are you 'playing' Bianca?"

John smiled, finding comfort in something familiar. His teachers a Emerson played these mind games all the time. "No, ma'am. I am not 'playing' Bianca. I am 'becoming' Bianca. I am 'inhabiting' Bianca. I 'am' Bianca."

Stacy's attitude relaxed and her dazzling smile returned. "Good, because I don't help people 'play.' I help people act. I help them find comfort in their roles. You understand that, too, Kate, correct?"

Rose smiled. She'd been duped by a pro. "I certainly do, Ms...?"

"Just call me Stacy and before I became a hair and makeup artist, I trod the boards for a decade or so. I retired to The Cape three years ago, but I know what Ms Weldon expects. Now, come on. We've got some work to do."

She worked alone, but quickly. She began with a shampoo and body treatment for each of them, applied the hair dye to each. After that came highlights.

At this point, they'd been there nearly and hour and a half. John had not been to a barber shop in years, but he did recall that his visits were usually limited to ten or fifteen minutes in the chair. No wonder his mother disappeared on Thursday evenings when she had her hair done.

Finally, the chemical bombardment of his scalp ended and his dirty blonde hair was a deep, dark black and Rose had golden blonde. Stacy said, "I'm going to do a light body-perm on you, Kate, but, Bianca, I'm going to show you how to straighten yours every morning.

John was relieved that he didn't need to get a perm, his hair was pretty curly, anyway, but... every morning? She must mean every show morning.

Stacy finished rolling curlers into Rose's hair, then she packed the front of her hairline with a big wad of cotton, applied perm solution to the curlers and told Rose to just sit and wait for a little while. John watched the whole process in rapt fascination. Rose just took it all in stride, chatting with Stacy the entire time.

Then, Stacy turned to John. "Well, my pretty," she imitated Margaret Hamilton as The Wicked Witch Of The West in 'The Wizard Of Oz,' "lets get you all ready." She produced a tool from her arsenal of hair dryers and other paraphernalia. "This is a flat iron and it's your new best friend. Every morning, before you leave the house, from now until the show closes, you need to spend a few minutes ironing it flat with this."

The machine had two arms that joined at the base and a cord running out from that, resembling a pair of electric salad prongs. The tips were paddle shaped to smooth the hair.

"This model steams as it irons adding hydration to your hair, which it needs, badly. You've been living in a boys world of salt water, salt air and too much sun with no consequences. Well, you're in a women's world now, young lady, and if you're to be believable, then hair-care is a priority. Clear?"

Stacy's speech had been well rehearsed and pretty intimidating. John nodded and whispered, "Yes."

"Good," Stacy plugged the device in.

"Everyday?"

"Everyday."

"Not just show days?"

"Everyday, Bianca. Are they paying you to become Bianca?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"Then do as I tell you and no more second guessing me. Everyday means everyday. End of story."

"Yes, ma'am."

Rose giggled at the exchange and pointed out some things to Stacy. "I was noticing John's cheek bones earlier. It's hard to tell, now, because he's not smiling, but when he laughs, those cheeks light up like a bride's. They're very attractive. He's got a gorgeous smile, too."

"Excellent," Stacy smiled as she checked that the iron was ready. "Ok, Bianca, it's very simple. You take a small amount of hair, like this," she separated a smallish strip of hair from the rest of his head using a pointed handled comb, then placed the open end of the iron near the base of the hair, "then close the iron around the hair. Pinch it lightly and push the 'steam' button and pull the iron, slowly, to the ends of your hair."

John saw that, where the iron had been used, his hair was a bit straighter, but not too much. Mostly, it just took out his frizzes. He could live with this.

Then, Stacy continued, "Then bring the iron back to your scalp and do it again, only this time, don't use the steam and squeeze the iron closed."

This time, the hair was perfectly straight. He'd never seen any part of his hair that straight.

"And when you get to the end, before you release it, roll the hair under for one full rotation. Hold it there and count to ten. Then release it. Isn't that pretty?"

John saw his now black, messy birds nest of curly hair with one straight section with a flip under at the end. It just looked odd to him, but to be sociable, he said, "Yeah... I guess."

Rose and Stacy exchanged knowing glances. "Men...!" the looks conveyed.

"Well I like it," Rose laughed. "I like the under flip, too."

Stacy nodded. "When I brush her out, that will give her the illusion of more thickness than she has. Although, she does have a lot of hair. That's going to help a lot."

'Her...? She...?' He hadn't signed up for this kind of silliness, but he'd let it run its course tonight. If he needed to talk to Ms Weldon in the morning, he would.

Once his hair was completely straightened, Stacy combed it so that it fell in front of his face. In a heartbeat, she'd trimmed a section so that he now had bangs that came to his eyebrows. She picked up the iron once again and gathered that section and rolled it just a bit. "Just turn your bangs about half way and hold them for five or six seconds. That gives them some body without being too rounded."

John sighed. "Ok."

"Oh, that's cute!" Rose smiled. "I love this look. It'll play beautifully from the stage."

"Thanks. I think it will, too," Stacy smiled as she finished up with a final brushing of John's hair.

He glanced in the mirror and thought he looked foolish. Like an actor in an old TV show making fun of early rock bands. Having been straightened, his hair was much longer than he'd expected, reaching to his shoulder blades, but Ms Weldon would never go for this. Come tomorrow, she'd see how silly he looked and let him off the hook. Even if he lost his summer job, it was still only June 23rd. He could still get a retail job before the tourists showed up. He'd miss his usual time at the CCSR, but, oh, well.

"I'm laying you back, again," Stacy said as she lowered John. "I need to clean up your brows, just a little bit. You're a little bushy for a woman."

She took a moment to outline his eyebrows with an eyebrow pencil, then turned to the counter, took what looked like and ice pack from an under counter fridge, did something he couldn't see, them turned back with a popsicle stick that had a small mound of warm wax on it. She quickly spread the wax around the area outside of her outline, then placed a small piece cotton on each.

The wax felt warm and relaxing and John said as much.

"Hold that thought," Stacy teased as she ripped the material from his face, taking the unwanted hair with it.

"Holy mother of pearl!" John screamed as his hands shot to his wounded brows. He'd never felt a pain quite like that before. The ongoing stinging was making his eyes water. "What the hell was that?"

Both Stacy and Rose were laughing at his discomfort.

Seeing his watery eyes, Rose tried to offer comfort, but the giggles wouldn't stop. "Aww, sweetie, I know it hurts, but we all go through it. I have eyes, pits, legs and even my most sensitive parts waxed every month. My mom has her upper lip done every week. You'll get used to it."

"Let me look at them," Stacy smiled as she pushed his hands away from his face. Then, she grabbed a pair of tweezers and plucked a few strays. "There we go. That's much nicer, now. Here," she handed him the ice pack. "Hold this on your forehead while I deal with your big sister."

For the next half-hour, Stacy removed Rose's perm-rods, washed and cut her hair and completed her makeup.

"Wow!" Rose exclaimed as she looked in the mirror, "I can't believe how good you made me look! I look like a movie star!"

John sat up to see. "Wow! You're even more beautiful than before!" Oops! How could he have said that out loud?

"Aww, you're so sweet!" She smiled at him and put her hand on his cheek. "Ohh, my little sister has some stubble on her cheek." She smiled again. "Your eyebrows are perfect, by the way. You're going to look so good!" Her enthusiasm was genuine and John was, once again, under her spell.

"Yeah?"

Rose nodded and smiled so sweetly, but Stacy interrupted. "Sit up for a moment, sweetheart."

He did and Stacy spread a sweet smelling lotion over the lower part of his face.

"What's this?"

"It's called 'Veet.' It's like Nair, But it works faster and lasts longer."

"Wait! How long does it work?"

"It should last about a month, but I'm going to suggest that you use it every two to three weeks all summer to stay smooth. You'll need to use it on your whole body, too. Do that tonight. Just rub it on and let it work for three minutes or so, then rinse it off. Easy as pie."

Alright - a month or two without a beard was ok. He could deal with that.

Stacy used a plastic paddle to scrap his face smooth, then wiped his face with a damp cloth. As she arranged her cosmetics, Rose rubbed his cheeks. "Very nice, sis." She leaned over and whispered into his ear, "I like you much better like this."

John smiled, but couldn't form words. He was glad that she was looking at his face and not his lap.

"Ok, Bianca. Almost done. Just let me do your makeup and take a few shots to send to Jan and Ms Weldon and you'll be good to go."

The end was in sight.

"Why don't you take note of what I'm doing to her," Stacy said to Rose. "I'm sure she'll need some help for a few days."

'Great!' John thought. 'This is not going to help her see me as a datable guy.'

Rose, however, was thrilled!

"Just a nice, slightly pale base to even her out. 'Bianca' means 'white' in Italian, so it makes sense to start our pallet a bit paler than the base I used on you. Make sure to bring it all the way down to her chest. Sun tans are a problem this time of year. Bianca is meant to be small and pale and vulnerable as well as sexual and manipulative. We need to draw attention to her breasts without being too overt about it."

Rose nodded and made mental notes as she watched.

"For her eyes, I want them to be big and round. So, we'll start with this light shadow and cover the whole eye. Then, a medium shadow and outline the shape of her upper eye. Nice and round, see? Then, blend it with your finger. See?"

"Wow, what a difference already."

"Yes, but here's the real trick. Take a good mascara - not some cheap garbage, but a real good mascara. I'll include a tube of this. You should use it, too. Close your eyes, Bianca. Start by brushing the top lashes down and getting them well coated. Now, look up, honey. Then, take your time and really coat the bottom lashes well, too. Most girls hardly touch those and they make all the difference."

"Oh, Johnny," Rose rubbed his shoulder as he was still reclined, "you're actually becoming Bianca, right before my eyes! You're going to love it when you see it!"

John doubted that.

"Finally, the lips," Stacy announced, "and this may sound weird, but watch. Take a little olive oil and add a few pinches of cinnamon. Mix it into a paste and use a Q-tip to apply it to her lips."

Why were they talking as if he were not even there?

"Let is sit for a couple of minutes, then add a little more, dry cinnamon and give it another two minutes. This all creates blood flow to the lips and makes them plumper and more full." She wiped the paste off. "See? That should last a good eight to ten hours."

"That's amazing. They really fattened up! They look very kissable, now." Rose ran her fingers across his mouth. Involuntary, he kissed her finger. She patted his lips, smiled and winked at him.

"Now, just a subtle outline with a red pencil and then, high gloss, rose-red lipstick."

"My favorite shade of red!" Rose giggled.

"Et voila!" Stacy helped John return to an upright position and he could, at last, see himself in the mirror. The problem was, there was no reflection of John. There was, however, the reflection of his 26 year old sister, Nancy, when she was in high school. There she was - black hair, bangs, big, pretty eyes, bright read lips, lovely facial structure. It was Nancy.

"Shit," John mumbled. "Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit!" Each got a bit louder.

"Well," Stacy grabbed her phone and moved in front of the chair, "you may not like it, but I need to send Jan and Ms Weldon pictures of today's little experiment, so stand together, please, girls and let me take a few shots."

"Oh, my goodness," Rose gushed, "I actually watched you go from being John to being Bianca. It was almost miraculous!"

"Yeah," John tried to regain his bearings, "miraculous."

As Stacy finished her pictures, packed them a bag of products and warned them both to wear hair nets to bed every night this summer, John's phone buzzed in his pocket. It was a text from mom.

'Coming home for dinner?'

Damn! It was nearly seven and he'd not told her he was going out.

'Sorry. Still working. I'll grab a salad somewhere.'

'Ok. Love you. See you tonight.'

'Love you, too.'

Then they said their Thank yous to Stacy and headed out to the waiting Tesla.

"Can you drop me at my house in Hyannis?" John asked.

"Sure," Rose smiled, "but we need to stop at the mall and deal with this list, first. Luckily, the mall is in Hyannis, too."
 
THE MALL -or- "It's Capulets like you that make blood in the marketplace."
 

"Are you nuts!? I can't go to the mall looking like this!" John was horrified by the very thought of it, but Rose's car seemed to be unwavering in its direction.

"Why?"

"Why!?" Why!? I look like a clown!"

"Does your sister look like a clown?"

"What!? No! My sister is a beautiful woman, but I am not! Except for my face and hair, I still look like a boy. I'm flat-chested and I've got no curves. Besides, my sister, Nancy, doesn't look like this, now. She's a doctor and she's got shorter hair and looks more professional. I look more like she did in a family portrait we have at home that we had done when she was about fifteen of sixteen. Even then, though, she had boobs and hips!"

"And so will you after we visit a couple of stores. Women's lingerie is designed to make curves where none exist, if necessary."

"Well..." John wracked his brain for another reason to not go in the mall, which now loomed in front of him. "... I... I..." then, suddenly, a real reason appeared in his mind, "I don't have any money! So, there's no reason to go in."

Rose's Tesla rolled silently into a space near the main entrance to The Cape Cod Mall. She slipped the transmission into Park, shut off the motor, grabbed her purse and smiled at John. "Well, luckily, I have plenty of money and credit cards. Jan said she'd reimburse me for anything I spent on either you or me. So, come on, sis, let's go shopping! I really want to do this with you and I know that you will appreciate it - maybe not today, but eventually, you'll appreciate it."

John looked at the mall entrance as if it were the gateway to hell. She could see he was petrified.

She tried a new tact. "Listen, Johnny, I spoke to a lot of people at rehearsal today and everyone of them told me what a great actor you are. They all admire you and each one was convinced that you would be great in any role - including Bianca. You don't want to let them down, do you?"

She'd done it. Acting - that was his kryptonite. He loved acting and he loved the Cape Cod Shakespearean Rep for being his theatrical home. "Damnit," he muttered, "you've got to help me, though."

Her smile was so sweet and satisfied that he nearly melted. God, she was gorgeous before, but now, with the makeup and new hair color, he wanted to be with her more than he could even comprehend.

She reached into the back seat and grabbed her rehearsal bag and set it on her lap. She looked through it for a moment, then produced a shirt. "Here. Put this on. It's loose and it doesn't show a lot of curves, even when you have them."

Grateful for any camouflage, John took off his polo shirt, careful of his hair, as Stacy had instructed, and pulled the tank-top tunic over his head. It definitely fit more loosely, but there were issues with it. It was a soft, white garment that was fairly shapeless, but from the shoulders and crew-neck opening to just above where his breasts should be, there was a very pretty and feminine lace panel. It was not overstated or fancy in any way - just pretty and feminine. This panel of lace was repeated in the form of a three inch hem that hung loosely at the bottom of the blouse. It was longer than his own shirt, so he knew that, when he exited the car, the bottom would hang at his hips or slightly lower. Combine this design with the fact that it was a slightly larger size than he'd usually wear and he was sure that no one would be able to tell if he had breasts or not.

"There," Rose cooed in a tone that was patient, supportive and sisterly, "that's better, isn't it? And you look so pretty in it. What do you think?"

John looked at it and shrugged. "It'll work, I guess.. just... don't leave me alone in there, ok?"

"Of course not, honey. Your big sister is here to protect you." She opened her door and exited the Tesla. John was still contemplating all the possible disastrous scenarios of being dressed like this in public when his door opened and Rose offered her hand. He sighed and took it.

When he stood, the feathery-soft top he was wearing fell loosely about him. The cooler June evening air felt lovely on his bare arms, but the garment flowed in a disturbingly wonderful way in the breeze, making it feel even more alien to him.

"Oh, that's nice on you," she encouraged him as they moved towards the mall entrance. You should wear that to rehearsal tomorrow."

John did not acknowledge that statement at all, in fact, he barely registered it. He'd noticed something amazing about the blouse. It not only felt soft and pretty, it made him feel small and soft and pretty. He took Rose's offered hand as they walked and he realized that his shirt was emanating a magic spell and he was falling under its power. It felt wonderful to be wearing clothes that he knew Rose had worn, too. Strong, confident, beautiful Rose.

It even smelled of lavender and vanilla, just like her.

It made him feel closer to her. 'Go along with this,' he thought, 'and your bound to get closer to her. This is all going to work out perfectly for you.'

When the entered, Rose made a bee-line for the Victorians Secret store with her list of items from Jan with John's measurements written across the top of the paper.

As they entered the store, John caught a glimpse of himself in a mirror and, as Rose spoke to a salesgirl, John looked at the reflection of a very cute, If somewhat flat chested, teenaged girl. Not earth-shakingly beautiful. Not what he'd describe as 'hot,' but definitely cute. This girl was that little girl down the street who was a few years younger and was always thought of as a child, but then, one day, out of the blue, she'd grown into this perfect little cutie. Not quiet a girl and not quite a women, which was an apt description because John was not quite either of those, either.

"May I help, you?" The young woman asked Rose.

"Yes," Rose spoke quietly, "my little sister here is, well, as you can see, flat. She doesn't usually even wear a training bra. Anyway, we have an event coming up in a couple of weeks and we found a really pretty dress, but we want it to hang a little nicer. We're hoping we can get her cup size up to a 'B' without embarrassing her. Do you think you can help us?"

The girl, who's name tag indicated was named Becky, glanced at John, smiled sympathetically, nodded and said, "Of course. I'd suggest a pretty, padded push-up. That will give her the illusion of cleavage, then you can pick up some breast enhancement pads - there's an accessories store down the hall that sells both the inexpensive foam forms and the simple 'chicken cutlet' style, silicone ones. Between the push-up style, the padding already in the bra and the inserts, she'll be up to a 'B' cup without a problem."

"Oh, that's wonderful, but, please, be as discreet as possible. This is an embarrassing subject for her."

"Of course."

John was still taking in his new face when a woman, taller than him - about the same height as Rose -put her arm around his shoulders. "Hi, Bianca. My name is Becky. Your sister tells me that you've got a big event coming and you need some new bras and panties. I'm here to help you."

"Umm," John looked to Rose, then back to the salesgirl, "I think, just bras."

"Oh, don't be silly, baby," Becky lead John to the changing rooms, "a girl needs to look AND FEEL her best for a big occasion." Now, she opened a door and guided John inside, "take off your top and I'll hand a bra in, in just a moment."

Rose stuck her head in, too, and said, "Don't worry, Bianca, I'll help you." She smiled and closed the door behind her, leaving John wondering if he could ever find a way out of this.

"Since this is a special event, are you looking for 'pretty' or just functional?" Becky asked as she surveyed the rather vast selection of push up bras.

"Oh, the prettier, the better, I think!" Rose was starting to enjoy her participation in her stage-sister's new persona. He was a nice guy and she saw some big potential in him as a performer. He'd make a great Bianca. He just needed some help to get there.

"She's kind of a tomboy, isn't she?" Becky was laying bras and matching panties out for Rose to peruse.

Rose laughed. "Kind of. She's trying to find herself, you know? Years of playing boy's games and roughhousing around the neighborhood, but now she needs to be a girl for the first time."

"Oh, I understand. I was the same way at fifteen or sixteen. My mom wouldn't let me out without shaving my legs, though, but kids are different, now."

"I'll need to mention that to her."

"What do you think?" Becky presented the lingerie with a wave of her hand. All of her bra selections were designed to provide the appropriate lift and augmentation to a less-endowed young woman and all were dripping in lace, as were the panties. "How could anyone wear something like these without feeling like a princess. I'd bet that you could dress a boy in these and he'd feel the same way."

"Well, then," Rose laughed, "they're perfect!"

"These are all from the same collection, so if one fits, they all will. What color do you like?"

"Hmmm... I think we'll take a six bras, white, red, Oh, I love that emerald green, a beige one, the baby blue and a black one. Let's get two pairs of panties in each of those colors, too."

"Oh, my!" Becky smiled, "I thought this was just a special event. Your buying her a whole wardrobe!"

"Well, it's a special event, but it's going to last several weeks, so she'll need to dress up a lot."

"Wonderful. Let's try these on her."

"Umm..., Becky, she's really nervous about this. Do you mind if I just help her into one and, if it fits, we'll take the whole lot?"

"I understand. You go right ahead. I'll pull everything together."

"Knock, knock!" Rose sang as she opened the door to the fitting room and entered with the bra behind her back.

John stood, looking incongruous with his long, black hair, bangs, pretty cheekbones, big eyes and flat chest. "Rose, can we just go, please? I think I'm hyperventilating."

"Alright, now, stop. You're an actor and you have a role to play. These are just costume pieces for that role. Let's just do what we need to do and get on with our lives, ok?"

John took a deep breath and both shivered and sighed as he looked at his strange image in the mirror. "Ok, I guess. Let's just get it over with, then."

"Good, now, turn around so I can get your bra on you."

John turned away from the mirror, to face Rose. Without any comment, she ran the bra past his fingers, over his arms and up to his shoulders. Then, she pulled him close as she reached behind him and fastened the hooks into the eyes.

Oh, God, she smelled so good!

She hugged him tightly and planted a sisterly kiss on his temple. "Thank you for letting me share this with you, Bianca. It's like you're really my little sister."

Oh, Lord, should Kate's little sister have a penis expanding and growing in her shorts!? Probably, not, but she just kissed him!!! He was in heaven! There had to be a way to build on this! Who cared if he had to be a girl forever, as long as she paid attention to him, he could be happy forever!

When Rose pulled back, she wasn't looking at his face, but staring at his 'breasts.' "That's a really pretty bra and it looks nice on you, too."

John shook off his stupor and smiled uncomfortably. "Thanks, I guess..."

"You guess? Come one, Bianca, get into the spirit of all this! I'm having fun and you could, too, if you'd just lighten up and enjoy yourself! Now, look in the mirror."

She turned John so that he was facing the mirror. The bra seemed to match his face and hair, but it looked wrong with his olive colored cargo shorts. He also noticed that there was hair on his legs. Maybe no one would notice, though. His natural hair was pretty light.

Rose pulled the tag from the bra, then helped John pull the top she'd loaned him back on.

"There," she said in a decidedly maternal tone, "doesn't that look prettier, now?"

There unmistakably female shape was visible through the tunic, but, unlike before, the light, off-white fabric hung gently from his shoulders to his bosom, and then hung loosely from there. It was definitely prettier than before, he could not deny that, so he just nodded.

"Can we go home now?"

"Not just yet, I'm afraid. I have a list of things we need. I need to go to the accessories store, the shoe store and the drug store, but then I'll take you home. You have a little homework to do tonight, too, so we really should be as quick as we can. I think, though, before we leave, I need to grab one more thing. Just wait here."

"Ok, but, please, hurry!"

Moments later, Rose returned with a pair of denim shorts. They looked like any other jean-shorts except the inseam couldn't ha e been more than two inches long. "These will look much better. Your shorts scream 'boy.'"

John just sighed and pulled down his own shorts.

"Oops," Rose made a face when she saw his undergarments. "I didn't realize you'd be wearing boxers. I'll just go grab a pair of the briefs I picked out for you. I'll just be a minute."

John stood in stunned, disbelieving silence till Rose came back with a beige panty that matched his bra perfectly. It had a front, lace panel which was surrounded by strips of satin. The hips repeated the lacy strips and the rear was just a field of satin.

He stared at them for a moment, then turned to Rose, agog. "Do you need help getting them on?" She asked.

He just shook his head and, without any thought, he began lowering his boxers.

"Oh," Rose made that same 'oops' face, again, "don't forget to tuck that under. Girls' shorts are kinda tight."
 
TELLING MOM -or- THOU ART THY MOTHER'S GLASS, AND SHE IN THEE CALLS BACK THE LOVELY APRIL OF HER PRIME
 

It was nearly 8:30 when they pulled up in front of the cottage that John and his mother shared.

"Do you live here year-round?" Rose asked as she unloaded the bags from the trunk, refusing to to let John carry anything.

"No. We live in Worcester the rest of the year and just come here for the summer. My grandparents bought this place a long time ago. We couldn't afford it in today's market."

"What does your mom do?"

"She's a medieval history professor at The College Of The Holy Cross, in Worcester."

"No kidding!? That may be helpful!"

John opened and held the front door, but Rose insisted that he enter first. As they entered the breezeway, Rose noticed that there were daybed style bunks built in on each side - clever way to maximize the sleeping space when there were guests.

The living room was large with two sofas and two comfortable chairs, all of which, she assumed correctly, were easily converted into beds. There were five rooms off the sides and rear of the largest room. Three were obviously bedrooms, one was a lavatory and the last was a small kitchen.

John looked into the kitchen and could see a light on in the good sized, screened in room beyond.

"Mom," he called, "I'm home."

"Hi, honey!" His mother called back. "I'm in the back."

"Could you come to the living room for a minute?"

John sighed as he moved to stand by Rose. "This should be interesting," he mumbled.

A sporty looking woman in her early fifties, John's mother cut an impression of confidence and contentment as she entered the twilight lit living room.

"What is it, honey... Nancy! I thought it was John! I didn't expect you till next weekend." She moved to hug her daughter, but John moved towards the light switch and illuminated the room.

"It's not Nancy, mom. It's me."

His mother fought with logic for a moment. The person before her was obviously Nancy, but just as obviously not and, even if she were Nancy, she looked like Nancy from ten or twelve years ago. That left only one explanation. "John?"

"Yeah. It's me."

Her thoughts fought to figure this out. John had never once expressed an interest in cross dressing before. He wouldn't do all this just for a summer job, would he? Wait - where did the pretty top come from? And breasts! He had breasts! Those were short-shorts that barely peeked out from underneath the lacy hem of the top...!

Why did all of these questions distract from the fact that her youngest child, her only son, had left the house just twelve hours ago with scraggly, somewhat curly, dirty blonde hair and a little stubble and had returned with long, rich, shining black hair cut into adorable bangs and wearing makeup worthy of a model?

"What's all this for? Certainly not just for the play, right? I mean, I know your playing a girl's role, but this is... a lot... I guess... and it's just the first day of rehearsal..."

Suddenly a thought hit her. 'He's coming out! He's coming out as a transgendered woman and I'm not dealing with this correctly! Come on, Marilyn! Get your shit together! That's your son! Support him!'

She cleared her throat, then continued, "I mean, well, John, if there's something that you'd like to tell me, then," she sat on a sofa and, by way of invitation, patted the seat beside her, "I'm here for you. I'm your mother and I will support you and your decisions."

"Mom..."

"No, please, Johnny, come sit with me." She was seated on the edge of the sofa, bolt upright as if she was awaiting news from a surgeon who may be bringing bad news. "Whatever you need to say, I'll help you to get through it."

John did not move to the sofa, but stood where he was and stared at a spot on the floor. "Mom, it's for the show. I swear, I didn't know that Ms Weldon would require me to do so much, but it's all for the show. Honestly."

"I see..." she breathed a sigh of relief, about which she felt immediate embarrassment. She'd had many transgendered students through the years - many more in recent years, of course - so why did the possibility of her son being transgendered scare her so much? "... and are you ok with all of this?"

" I really don't know, mom. It all happened pretty quick and you know how much I love acting and Shakespeare and the CCSR... and I need the job... and like you said - it's an acting challenge. I'm almost as shocked by all this as you are and I watched it happen."

There was a solid thirty seconds of silence as mother and son stared at each-other before someone cleared her throat and said, "I think I should get going. I'll see you tomorrow, Bianca - Umm - John."

John's mother looked to as if noticing her for the first time. "I'm sorry! I didn't even... never mind. I'm Marilyn, John's mother." She stood and offered the attractive stranger her hand.

"I'm Rose. I go to Emerson with John and we're playing sisters in the play." Rose shook Marilyn's hand.

"Oh, I see. You're playing Kate? My, you are beautiful!"

"Well," Rose blushed, "you're very nice, but I didn't look like this this morning. John and I both got 'the works' at the beauty parlor, this afternoon."

"And are you responsible for John's attire, too?" Marilyn laughed a bit as she turned to inspect her son more closely.

"Yes and no," Rose wasn't sure if Marilyn was accusing her of something or not, but she sure wasn't going to leave that house with this woman thinking that she was the villain in this scenario. "Ms Weldon and our hair-and-makeup-slash-costume person gave John a big list of things to deal with after we visited the beauty parlor. Since most of the items would have been difficult or embarrassing for him to buy on his own, and since he didn't have a car, I volunteered to help my new little sister. I'm not really 'responsible' for anything. I was just helping out."

Marilyn smiled at the younger woman's defensiveness. "You did a lovely job, Rose, thank you. I appreciate your help and I'm sure that you made all of this much easier for my little ingénue."

"Mom," John pulled away and flopped on the couch as his mother admired his hair and ran her fingers through it, "come on, knock it off. This is embarrassing enough as is."

"Oh, don't be embarrassed, sweetheart," his mother smiled. "You're an actor and actors need to take on different personas. This one just happens to be a woman."

"A girl, actually" Rose tossed in. "According to Ms Weldon's character notes, Kate is meant to be approximately twenty years old and, since men looked for younger brides in the sixteenth century, Bianca should be fourteen to sixteen years old."

"Thanks," John sat put his head in his hands, "that helps a lot."

"Knees together, there, young lady," Marilyn teased as she bent and put them together.

"I really should go, now," Rose moved towards the door, "I have to get back to Harwich."

"Harwich? Do you have a home there?" Marilyn asked. Geographically, the small towns that comprised Cape Cod were all fairly close to each other, but there were not a lot of ways to move from east to west. Harwich was several towns east of Hyannis, but the only major road that connected it, without traveling north to get to the only limited access highway, was Rt 28 and it was a narrow, old road with an infinite number of red lights between any given point 'A' and any given point 'B.' It was a bad commuting road in February, but now, with the summer coming and Fourth of July just a week and a half away, it was about to turn into parking lot of angry tourists.

"No," Rose smiled as she took the handle of the door, "I rented a room at the Beachwood Motor Inn.

Marilyn knew the place. It was old and right on the main road, so it was noisy, too. "Oh, Rose, no! I bet they're charging you a fortune to stay there!"

"It's not horrible, but I am looking for another part time job to supplement my income this summer. As you know, the CCSR doesn't pay an awful lot to those of us who aren't in the unions, yet. Well, good night."

She headed out through the breezeway and closed the screen door to it behind her.

Moments later, Marilyn was calling behind her and jogged effortlessly over to speak to her. "Listen, Rose, I just had a thought. I have raised one daughter already, but I don't know a lot about how a fourteen or fifteen year old girl behaves, today."

Rose nodded.

"So, I was thinking, you'd be doing be and Johnny a great service if you would come and stay with us this summer. I'll provide you room and board and you can help coach Johnny to be a better woman. What do you say?"

Rose was flabbergasted! "I don't know, I mean, you're saying I will be living here and not paying rent? That would mean that I could save... Oh, my heavens, yes! I'll do it, Marilyn! Do you think that Bianca... I mean, John will be ok with this?"

"He'll be thrilled!"
 
THE ACTING COACH -or- COME, SIT DOWN, EVERY MOTHER'S SON, AND REHEARSE YOUR PART
 

Ed was beeping his horn in front of the cottage while Marilyn was knocking on the door to the bathroom. "John, for crying out loud, you can't stay in there all day! You agreed to do this job and Ed is waiting for you outside! Man up and get your butt out of that room!"

"I look like a freak!" He shouted through the door.

"You know, I spent over an hour on your hair and makeup this morning, young man. You could be more grateful!"

"Mom, you're missing the point..."

"No, I'm not. You took on a job that has certain requirements and you are have been properly prepared to go to work. Now, go!"

The door imploded open and John appeared. His dark hair was straight and pretty from his scalp to the under flip at the bottom. His makeup was not quite as perfect as yesterday, but very pretty. He was wearing the same tunic and shorts that he'd worn home, but, aside from the clean pair of panties, there were some changes - his body was hairless and his skin smelled of flowers because of the lotion his mother had insisted he'd put on after he'd been denuded.

He gathered his things into his rehearsal tote bag with a great deal of bluster as Ed's horn sounded again.

"I can't believe my own mother is forcing me to do this!"

"Now, you listen to me, John Frances," that got John's attention. It was rare that she used his middle name and when she did, he knew that he damned well better pay attention, "you agreed to play this role, not me. You allowed yourself to have your hair and makeup done, not me. And you're the one who is going to get paid and take the bows, not me. Are we on the same page, now?"

He kept his attention focused on packing his bag, but nodded.

"Last night I googled this Ms Weldon and do you know what I found?"

He shook his head.

"This woman has been nominated for seven Tony Awards, won three, has six Emmy Awards and a Golden Globe. She is the best of the best and she seems to see some kind of talent in you, enough so that she's giving you this challenge. Of course, I'm just a humdrum old college professor, but if I had ambitions to be an actor, I'd get my act together and I'd do it quickly so that I impressed this woman with my ability, rather than have her think I wasn't up to the challenge."

He nodded and threw his lunch into his bag. "Ok, mom. You're right, but, GOD, I just don't want to look like an idiot in front of everyone!"

Ed's horn beeped again, and John could hear Ed shouting, "Dude! Come on!"

"Then don't act like an idiot, Bianca!" Marilyn smiled. It was the first time she'd used the name and it amused her a bit to think of John with that new moniker. It seemed to suit him, now. "Go and be an actor. Be the best fifteen year old, flirtatious, little girl that you can be. Now, go show them who you really are."

He sighed and threw the bag over his shoulder. "Alright, mom. I'm sorry, but it's a lot to deal with. I love you."

She kissed his smooth, pretty cheek. "I love you, too, dear. Good luck."

"Dude," Ed complained as the passenger door opened, "you're gonna make us late. If we hit any traffic, we're going to be..." he looked at the girl sitting next to him. It took him a few moments to recognize her face, but when he did, it made no sense. "... John?"

"'Fraid so. Can we, maybe just get going and talk about this later?"

Ed glanced at the time and nodded. He put the car in gear and pulled out.

There were both silent for a solid five minutes before Ed said, "Soooooo.... Are you going to tell me about this?"

"Ed... I'm Bianca. This is how Ms Weldon and Jan see Bianca. There isn't anything more to be said."

"I'm pretty sure that there's a lot more to be said, but I'll let it go at that for now."

There was another, prolonged silence until John finally muttered, "Thanks, pal."

The remainder of the trip was in silence, until Ed had put the car in park. Neither made a move to exit the vehicle. John stared at the entrance to the rehearsal hall and Ed, for the most part, stared at John for well over a minute. As the clock on the dashboard turned to 8:57am, Ed exited the car and came around to the passenger door, opened it and offered his hand to John. "Come on. We have to go in, now, or we'll be late."

John grunted in frustration, then took Ed's hand and pulled himself out. Ed closed the door and took John's hand to lead him inside. "Don't worry," he whispered to his nervous friend, "once they're past the initial shock, they'll all be blown away, just like I am."

They stopped for a moment and Ed looked his friend up and down. "You look great." Then, from his five-foot-ten inch height, leaned forward and kissed John's cheek. It was a strange gesture, but it was kind and friendly and reassuring and it filled John with a warmth and confidence. John smiled at Ed and nodded.

Then, as Ed lead him up the stairs, Ed added, "You smell great, too."

After they'd signed in, they checked the rehearsal board to see where to report. 'The three suitors' had to report to the Acting Coach for the first half hour, while John had to report to costuming. The 'women' from both plays, which John assumed, correctly, included him, had to report to the Acting Coach at 9:30. At 10:00, everyone involved in Act 1, Scene 1 had to report to the Assistant Director to block the scene.

"Ok, dude, I guess I'll see you in an hour. You going to be ok?" Ed asked as he walked John towards the makeup room.

"I guess."

"Come on, dude, enjoy yourself. You know most of the girls and they'll be cool. Besides, in an hour we're doing scene 1 and remember how the play starts - Kate has Bianca tied up and is demanding information about her boyfriends. Think about it, dude. One of the prettiest girls you've ever met is going to tie you up! How cool is that!?"

John couldn't help but smile at Ed's excitement. As they reached the costume/makeup room, Ed realized that he was still holding John's hand. "You all set?" Ed asked and John nodded in response. Ed smiled and John found that comforting, too.

Ed held John's hand for longer than expected and he smiled, ruefully, as he rubbed John's smaller hand in both of his larger mitts. For a second, John felt like Ed was about to kiss his hand, or his cheek, again, or...

"Hi!" Suddenly, Rose was standing beside them. "Whew! Traffic was awful this morning! I thought I'd be very late," she giggled with a little nervousness, realizing that she may have barged in on something, but Ed just returned her greeting and smiled.

Then he winked at John and walked away.

Rose took John's hand and led him into the room. All the other women, all of whom were, of course, actual women, were seated around the edges of the room. Gloria, who played 'The Widow,' the third and only other female role in 'Shrew,' waved them over to sit with her. John had known Gloria through her work at the CCSR for several years. She was in her mid thirties and she smiled at them both. "Well, don't you two clean up, nicely? Johnny, I can see that you're nervous, but there's no need. Just sit here and relax."

"Can I have your attention, please, ladies?" Jan took over the room and everyone focused on her. "I just want to make sure we're all on the same page when it comes to what we are providing and what you'll need to provide." The women all nodded and grabbed either notebooks or phones to take notes.

"First, let's talk style." Jan walked to a dress hanging from a rack nearby. "We're not going for actual Elizabethan style, but more of an implied-Shakespearean look. The dresses will imply the era, but be more comfortable for you to wear. They are made of linen, so they will breathe well, but they'll wrinkle easily, too, so please treat them delicately."

Several women took note of what was being said. John saw no need, at this point.

"Let's see," Jan looked at a label in the dress, "this is one of Kate's dresses. Rose, will you come up here, please?"

The dress, which was emerald green, with lots of embroidery around the front of the bodice, long sleeves that puffed at the top and laced tightly around the forearm and wrist. The back of the dress was open and would need to be laced.

When Rose was in the center of the studio-room with her, Jan said, "Ok, Rose, would you mind stripping to your bra and panties so that we can demonstrate what all the girls will be wearing?"

"Sure," Rose said completely unfazed and she pulled the straps on her flowered sundress to the side and dropped it to the floor so should could step out of it.

"Because you'll frequently be performing outside where it will most likely be hot, I'm not going to ask you to dress with all the layers of the Elizabethan era. No bloomers, for instance. You can wear your own panties."

John was having a hard time listening to Jan. He was entirely focused on Rose's body and the bra and panties that barely covered it. She was fit and firm and shapely, all at once. He struggled to not overreact, or breathe more quickly, but he could feel his manly equipment growing uncomfortable in its tucked position. It didn't help at all that, as his organ grew and expanded, it slide smoothly along the silky material of his own panties, which, to his erotic horror, were identical to Rose's. His bra and hers were identical, as well, save for the fact that his was slightly smaller.

"You will all be wearing a smock, though," she held up a shapeless, white, nightgown-like garment and helped Rose to put it on. "I made these out of a very light cotton so that they'll be as cool as possible."

That was greeted by sounds of appreciation from the other women.

"That's great," an older woman said. "Last year, our costumer had us in linen bloomers and smocks. We were sweaty messes before we were out of the dressing room." Other women agreed and nodded. John just wished he could go back to wearing his breeches and doublet like the other men.

"You know what," Jan paused, "you girls are all going to have to trained to dress each other, so let's kill two birds with one stone. Gloria and Bianca, come up here and you two can get your training in by helping me to dress Rose."

At first, John didn't move. Gloria stood and waited a moment for John to stand. When he didn't, she tapped his shoulder and he realized that when Jan said Bianca, she meant him.

When they were in the center of the room with Rose, John noticed that both Rose and Gloria were smiling and excited by the costume. John tried to relax, or more importantly, to LOOK relaxed and fit in.

Jan handed Gloria an unadorned garment, obviously a corset of some kind. Then she smiled at John and said, "Oh, let's take a look at you, young lady."

John smiled, nervously, but one of the actresses started clapping and within a moment, they were all standing and clapping for his new look. That really caught him off guard. "You're adorable," he heard. "So cute!" "Johnny, you look so pretty!"

Jan smiled, then threw her arms around him, hugged him and whispered into his ear, "I know that yesterday was rough, but it's all going to be worth it. You'll see."

The sense of relief that washed over John was huge. He'd expected condescension and criticism. He'd never expected support and acceptance. His eyes watered as he breathed easily for the first time that morning. That was it! He'd crossed the Rubicon and conquered this part of the challenge. Thank God. He suddenly felt like he could do this.

"Back to business, now," Jan took over again. "Gloria, please wrap that around Rose. Bianca, help hold it in place so Gloria can lace it up."

John and Gloria did as they were instructed and soon the back of Rose's corset resembled the same lacing pattern as a high top sneaker.

"These are only lightly boned, but you do need the corset for the shape of the costume and to help your posture. Are you comfortable, Rose?"

Rose nodded, "Yes. Very."

"Good," Jan smiled as if she knew the punchline to a joke, "let's fix that. Bianca, stand in front of Rose and old her hands while Gloria tightens the laces as much as possible."

He faced Rose and took her soft hands in his. She made a face of comic horror as, following Jan's instructions, Gloria began to pull the laces as tightly as she could. When she was done, Rose's already perfect shape was even more perfect and her ample breasts were bursting from the cups of the corset and the bra.

"Hold your hands up high, like you're trying to touch the ceiling," Jan instructed. "This will pull your boobs as high as possible. Now, Gloria and Bianca, pull her cups as high as possible."

John focused on what Gloria was doing, but the backs of his fingers had no choice but to graze the underside of Rose's bra as he lifted.

"Now, drop your arms," Jan instructed and suddenly John's fingers were stuck between the cups of the bra and corset. He pulled them out as quickly as possible and, once again, his groin was straining in its restraints.

The result of this exercise was that Rose's bosom was proudly presented to all. The women ahh-ed at this and John just marveled.

"To wrap up, quickly, next comes the hoop skirt, or farthingale." She presented John with a skirt made of flexible, horizontal bands that hung together by vertical, linen bands. He held it down so that Rose could step into it and he and Gloria raised it to her waist and tied it off.

"A frilly crinoline on top of that," John and Gloria repeated the process.

"And the dress." They held the beautiful piece of femininity open so that Rose could place her upper body into it and slide her arms into the sleeves. They spent the next minutes lacing the back and sleeves of the dress. When they stepped aside, all the actresses applauded. It was beautiful and Rose looked amazing in it.

John looked at his own outfit, the off-white, lacy tank-top-tunic that hung so nicely from his breasts and nearly covered his tiny shorts, and, strangely, he wondered how he would look in a dress like this, and, even more strangely, he wanted to try one on.

"Rose, I'm going to let you keep that on for this morning," Jan said, causing Rose to beam with contentment, "and I'm going to put the rest of you in your farthingales and crinolines so that you start working with the size of it. So, Bianca, you first."
 
THE WOOING -or- THOU AND I ARE TOO WISE TO WOO PEACEABLY
 

"Good morning, suitors," Randy, the Acting Coach shook their hands and asked their names and character names.

"Ok, Ed, Jim and Harry," I asked you in here to help me with a stage exercise that I think is going to help you guys to have a better show."

They all nodded.

"Each of you take one of these," he handed them each a Visa gift card worth $50 dollars. "Now, as you know, you'll be wooing Bianca, who, in this production, is a young woman, but is being played by a young man."

"Yeah," Harry said, "but have you seen him, today? Yowsir! He looks nice!"

"Hey, Hey, Hey," Ed said, slightly bothered, "John's working hard. Show him some respect."

"There's a good place to start. Ed," Randy said. "You will show Bianca respect - for the run of this production, there is no John. Bianca is a she - end of story. Are we all on the same page?"

They all nodded.

"Now, girls, especially girls as pretty as Bianca, grow up getting used to male attention. Our Bianca did not, so we need to dote on her. I've given you these cards and I want you to use them to purchase small things, a few bucks a piece, to give Bianca as presents throughout the next few weeks. I want you to woo her in real life as well as on stage. Don't try to date her, just try to win her attention. Got it?"

They nodded again.

"Good. Go pick out something for her. At some point during the day, stop by and give it to her. Smile and flirt as much as you can and, above all, forget that she is anything other than Bianca - a beautiful girl who you'd be thrilled to take to dinner."
 
THE WOMEN ARE COACHED -or- HIS YOUNGEST DAUGHTER, BEAUTIFUL BIANCA, AND HER WITHHOLDS FROM ME AND OTHER MORE.
 

As the actresses entered the rehearsal room to work with Randy, they were all giddy with the silliness of trying to maneuver through the narrow doorways with the large hoops skirts and crinoline covering. John was laughing as well, happy to find himself accepted by the women in the productions. He was also strangely enthusiastic about the fact that his crinoline was the fanciest and spread the widest. Jan explained that he was meant to be the most elegant and attractive woman, therefore his dress would be the prettiest of all. He found himself strangely elated at the prospect of being prettier than all of these gorgeous women.

He was also wearing the black character shoes that Rose had bought him last night, which he'd adapted to quite easily, but the hoops and crinolines offered an unusual problem for John - where to keep his hands. Whether hanging at his sides or folded in front of him, his hands were always touching material. It was very odd. He also needed to constantly guide the skirt while walking of sitting. It was odd that there was ever a fashion which left the wearer so subservient to the garment, but he was beginning to really enjoy how everything felt and hung.

Randy gave a quick rundown of things that the women needed to remember about the behavior of sixteenth century women, having them practice proper curtsying and smiling demurely. "The most important thing to remember, ladies is that women of that time were 100% subservient to their husbands and they were not supposed to even look at the men with a challenging expression. Women's heads were typically tilted slightly forward and, when they spoke to a man, their heads remained in that position and they would raise they're eyes ONLY to interact with the men. This, very distinctive, gesture will bring a good deal of historic femininity to your roles.'

'Kate, of course, this doesn't apply to you except in the final scene. You should confront men as an equal. Bianca, this applies to you times a thousand. The only person that you should speak directly to is Kate and even she is, in a way, your superior. Whenever you're interacting with anyone from this show, whether on stage or not, I want you to remember this behavior. The more you sell this demeanor, the better Bianca you'll be. Understood?"

John nodded as he took notes.

"Excuse me?" Randy asked, perturbed.

John looked up, surprised by the tone of the man's voice. "Yes. I understand."

Randy took on an offended attitude and stuffed his hands into his pockets. "I just spoke to you, little girl, and I want an answer."

John looked to the other women, most of whom looked away. Rose, however was gesturing towards Randy with her eyes. John returned his glance to Randy. "I'm sorry... I mean... I said..."

"I said a proper answer. Now," he was yelling in a threatening tone, "stand up when a man is speaking to you, little girl, and address me with the proper respect."

John rose, very slowly and looked at Randy, afraid to speak.

"Are you Looking me directly in the eye, young lady!" His voice boomed with anger! "Next time you look me directly in the eye, I swear, I will take you across my knee and spank the rebellion out of you!"

John knew that this kind of language mirrored the dialog between Petrucchio and Kate, but it was frightening to have the vehemence aimed at him. He lowered his eyes, tilting his head in a submissive manner, then raised his eyes and looked at him through his well groomed eyebrows. "I am sorry, Randy..."

"Sir."

John took a deep breath, closed his lovely eyes, then raised the lids, again, and tried to look as unthreatening as possible. "I am sorry, sir. I meant no offense. I am but a silly woman. I will do better in the future."

Randy shifted hie weight on his feet and smiled a bit. "I accept your apology, Bianca, but I cannot accept that you are a woman. You are a child yet, Bianca. A mere girl of fourteen or fifteen and as a young girl, you must know your place. Do you understand me, child?"

John had experienced these kinds of theatrical training sessions before and he knew that it was a useful exercise, but he was feeling a bit more victimized than he wanted. His fingers ran across the smooth, soft material of the crinoline and he felt small and weak. He knew that Randy would never actually assault him, but he was equally frightened that he would. "Yes, sir," he said in the most demure position he could muster, "I understand you. I don't know what came over me. I understand my place, sir. I will never assert myself again, sir."

"What are you, Bianca."

"I am a child, sir."

"Yes, you are, Bianca. You are just a pretty little thing without a thought in your head, aren't you?"

"Yes, sir, I am."

"Then say it."

John took a deep breath. Man, this guy was taking this to an extreme. "I am a pretty little thing without a thought in my head, sir, and I am sorry to have challenged your authority. It will never happen, again."

"Come here," John moved to stand in front of Randy who stared down at him for several moments before saying, "See that it doesn't."

"Yes, sir." John's response was barely a whisper.

Suddenly, Randy burst into a big grin and, without warning, he pulled John into a massive bear hug, lifting him right off the floor, swinging him around and causing his skirts to billow and wave about him.

All the other women applauded, both because in this improvised scene, John had found a way to behave correctly, and because they were relieved that Randy had chosen John and not them to prove his point.

"You were great, Bianca!" Randy whispered as he dropped him back to the floor and kissed his cheek. "Just remember what we did here and you'll be fine."

John returned to his seat, but Rose stood to hug him when he arrived. She kissed his cheek and patted his hair. "You ok?"

John smiled, but was on the verge of crying. "They're always tougher on the women then the men. They want us to be emotional, you know?"

He nodded and wiped a tear that threatened to fall from his right eye. She kissed his cheek, again. "If you need a good cry, I'm here for you. That's what sisters are for," she whispered.

He nodded once more. "Maybe later," he said as he sat bolt upright in his folding chair.

They blocked the first scene in which Kate ties up Bianca and demands to know about all of her boyfriends. Bianca's stinging personal attacks on her sister matched Kate's physical attacks on her. It is a wonderfully vicious and playful scene and both Rose and John had enjoyed reading the scene together the day before, but today, with the movement added, they had a blast!

Playing with the crinoline and hoops came as second nature to John as he began to bury himself in the role. When they took a quick break, Randy gave him some suggestions for lightening his already slightly higher pitched voice to make it just a bit more feminine.

When they reran the scene, John was completely engulfed in the role and was convincing as the conniving younger sister, the flirtatious ingénue and the sweeter than sugar daughter. By the time they broke for lunch, everyone in the cast had forgotten that the actress portraying Bianca was really a boy.

John's mood had completely changed as he sat with Rose, Gloria and Ed and ate his salad. He'd, reluctantly, surrendered his hoop skirts and crinolines and was reduced to his tunic and shorts, again. He was still wearing his character shoes, though and was enjoying the feeling of the moderately high heels. His morning, which had started so miserably, had become one of the best days of his life. He was so grateful to Ms Weldon for offering him such a unique role for a man, but he'd not seen her, yet, today.

As they sat there chatting, Rose couldn't help but notice that Ed seemed fascinated by John. She knew that they'd been friends for a long time, but she could only smile at the attention that Ed was paying to John's - or, more likely, Bianca's - every word.

Gloria was in the middle of a story about her husband when Harry interrupted, politely. "Excuse me, ladies, Ed. Ms Minola," He said, using Bianca's last name in the play. "I... well, I just thought you may enjoy this for dessert." He presented John with a small box from a local bakery. John opened it to find a small, vanilla cupcake with 'unicorn' frosting.

"Oh!" John was really taken aback. Why would someone, a guy, in particular, give him a gift like this? "Well, thank you, Harry. That's very nice of you. Would you like to sit and share this with us?"

"No, thank you, Ms Minola. This is just for you." And he smiled and walked away.

John turned back to the table with a look of confusion on his face. Then, he and the women burst into a nervous laugh while Ed just smiled. "That was weird." John said with an amused scowl on his face.

"You may need to get used to that," Gloria teased. "A pretty girl like you..."

Rose watched John's reaction. He'd definitely enjoyed the attention.

"You guys want to share?"

The girls did, but Ed said, "No, thanks."

Within minutes, Jim showed up with an iced coffee from Dunkin' Donuts. "Hi, Ms Minola," he said in a formal manner. "I wasn't sure what kind of a coffee you liked, so I got you an iced Carmel Swirl with a little cream."

John looked up in shock. "Well, thank you, Jim! That's my favorite - just like that. What do I owe you?"

"Oh, don't be silly, my dear. It's my pleasure." And he walked away.

"Ok, what's going on?"

"I think they're just being nice, sis," Rose smiled at the flustered boy across from her. "You know, just one cast member being nice to another. Boys buy me treats all the time. Enjoy it."

"Yeah, but..."

"Don't say it!" Gloria stopped him. "You know what will happen if Randy hears you say that sentence."

"She's right, Bianca," Ed said. "No one here thinks of you as anything but a beautiful, young woman."

"Girl," Rose blurted out. "Sorry, but Bianca's only about fifteen. Girl."

"Well, I don't see a girl," Ed stated flatly.

"Thank you!" John smiled.

"I see a beautiful woman."

"What...!?"

Before he could pursue that thought, Ed produced a small, hastily wrapped present. "This is for you."

John opened it. It was a pair of pretty, little hair clips with three sparkly-white flowers on each side. He was stunned into silence. "Ed... I don't know... Why?"

Ed smiled, he was made a little nervous by John's reaction. "Like Rose said... just one cast member to another. Do you like them? I thought they'd look pretty with your new, black hair."

"They're beautiful, Ed," Rose said. "I think that Bianca's just a bit overwhelmed. Come here, honey."

John stood and crossed to Rose's chair. Rose pulled the box with the hair clips across the table, then stood and snapped them into John's hair on either side of his forehead. They were charming little clips, although they were probably meant for a younger girl, but it was sweet of Ed to pick them out for John.

She turned John to face Ed. "Aren't they pretty, Ed."

Ed smiled, nervously. He was very pleased with the result. "Very pretty." He looked at his friend for a a moment more, then said, "I need to... Umm... use the men's room before we start up, again." And he walked away, too.

"This is really weird," John said. "I mean Jim and Harry... but, Ed?"

"Just enjoy the attention, Bianca. It doesn't last forever," Gloria said. She thought the whole situation was wonderful, but Rose had the feeling that something was up.

John glanced at the clock. "Geez! We'd better get back."

He went to remove the clips, but Rose stopped him. "Leave them in. They're adorable."

The Assistant Director was blocking a scene that didn't include Ed or John, so they sat on the side and watched as Kate and Petruchio argued through their scene. The actor playing Petruchio was new to the CCSR and John didn't like him much - mostly because he was a big, handsome guy and he got to kiss Rose in the play. As he watched, in his pretty little outfit that Rose had provided for him, John fumed with jealousy that he'd not been born with the physique to play a role like Petruchio. He'd been lucky to play Romeo last year, and that was only because the girl who played Juliette was tiny.

At one point, a woman who was rehearsing for 'Henry V' walked by and noticed the hair clips. "Oh, those are just precious," she said, shaking John from his stupor of jealousy.

"Oh, Umm... thanks." He sputtered as the woman moved on.

Ed leaned over and said quietly, "I hope you like them."

"Thank you, Ed. They're very nice." John whispered back.

They watched for a few more minutes, then John whispered, "Ed... why?"

Ed shrugged. He was a handsome kid, but awkward off of the stage and nervous around girls. Ed and John had been close friends for five years or more and neither had so much as dated a girl. "Because you're pretty, I guess. I just sorta thought you'd like to wear pretty things in your hair, now that you're a girl, I mean."

Ed's response, like Ed himself, was awkward, but sweet and thoughtful. John didn't want to hurt his feelings, but felt he needed to make something very clear. "But I'm not a girl, Ed. It's just for the show."

"Well, you're doing a helluva job, d... I can't even call you 'dude' any more."

"Excuse me," one of Jan's assistants interrupted. "Bianca, if you're not being blocked, right now, Jan needs to see you."

John excused himself and followed the Assistant to Jan's room.

"Here's my favorite girl," Jan teased. "Strip to your panties for me, please."

Reluctantly, John did as he was told.

"Bra, too, honey," Jan smiled as she helped him out of the item. Then she tapped a table in the center of the room. "Hop up here."

Once he was seated, Jan pulled over a tall stool and started examining John's makeup and hair. "Stacy did a nice job, don't you think?"

"Yes," John spoke with his head slightly lowered and his eyes raised to meet Jan's. "When I got home, my mom thought I was my sister."

Jan laughed at that. "You're doing really well, John. I've spoken to Randy and the A.D. and they are both very impressed with you. I watched you and Rose running the first scene earlier, too, and you seemed really comfortable with your skirts, and you new look."

Just then, from behind Jan, a voice said, "I saw some of it, too, Bianca. Very impressive!" It was Ms Weldon, dressed in a very expensive business suit. The maroon jacket and pencil skirt off set the tailored, white blouse. John knew nothing about women's shoes, but he knew that the ones that she wore had to cost at least several hundred dollars.

"Thank you, ma'am." John's posture remained in the submissive attitude that Randy had taught him.

"What do you think, Jan?"

"Stacy did a great job, Ms Weldon. She brought out his cheeks and eyes beautifully. I think he's the perfect Bianca."

The director nodded. "Anything you'd change?"

"Well... he really should have his ears pierced. I'd like to use some nice jewelry and the clip-ons will be an uncomfortable distraction."

"Would you be willing to do that, John?"

John pondered before nodding. "I guess that would be a pretty small concession considering what I've already done."

The women let out little laughs.

"I'd like to use breast forms, too. That would make it easier to show some cleavage."

Ms Weldon nodded, again. "Would you consent to us attaching breast forms, too, John?"

He shrugged, "Sure."

"Excellent," Jan said. "Just sit here and I'll get them."

She returned a moment later with a tray of items and piece of paper. She handed the paper to John and asked him to sign at the bottom. He glanced at it, noticed it was a waiver of some type and the phrases 'pierce ears' and 'apply breast forms' were hand written into it. It seemed simple enough, so he signed it and handed it back to Jan.

She handed to form to Ms Weldon who placed it in a portfolio she carried with her.

Jan swabbed his ear lobes with alcohol and picked up what looked like the frame of a pistol. Then she picked up two very pretty, stud earrings with what looked like pearls in them. "These will look lovely and be very for rehearsal, maybe even for the show." She loaded an earring into the gun and placed it on his left earlobe. There was a small 'pop' and she repeated the process on his right earlobe.

"There. I like those. Pearls have a sophisticated, yet innocent look on a young lady. They also really stand out against her black hair. Those will work very well."

As she put the gun away, John reached up to feel his new jewelry. The gesture itself had a very feminine quality to it.

"Try to find some time to do her nails before she leaves today, too, please," Ms Weldon said. "Nothing drastic. Maybe just dainty extensions, you know? Something natural for the color. Although I love her fire engine red lips, I don't want to overdo the 'scarlet-ness" of her look."

"I agree," while she inspected John's hands. "They're already slender and delicate. They'll play well. Now, lay back, please, Bianca."

He did.

While Jan prepared things, Ms Weldon looked over John's nearly naked body. "Her hips are actually wide enough, I think," she spoke to Jan. Then to John she said, "You picked very pretty panties, John. I think that's important. It helps a girl feel pretty. Thank you for tucking, too. That really helps the illusion. Are you familiar with a gaffe?"

"No," he'd heard the word used in reference to a mistake, but that was all.

"Well," Ms Weldon chuckled, "my guess is that you'll know a lot about them before the summer is over."

He could think of no response, but luckily, Jan interrupted with a tape measure. She took a few measurements and made a few marks on his chest. Then she spread a cool fluid over his chest. "We'll give that a minute or two to set up." Then, she used the same fluid on something that he could not see.

"Ms Weldon," John said timidly as he lay on the table in just his panties. "I just wanted to say thank you for your faith in me in this role. I was very apprehensive about it at first, but, now I think I can do it."

"I know that you can, John. I see great things in your future. This is just one in a long line of challenges that I intend to give you."

That seemed like an odd remark, but he was distracted when, at that moment, Jan held what looked like a moderately sized, disembodied, women's breast. "What do you think?" She asked. Very realistic, isn't it?"

"Yes," he said, noting the very real looking nipple and areola.

Before he had a chance to process how natural the breast looked, Jan leaned over him and pressed it to his chest, smoothing the seams as it bonded to his skin.

In seconds, she'd grabbed another, nearly identical breast and done the same on the other side of his chest.

She fussed with them for a few moments before saying, "Just lay there for a couple of minutes while the adhesive dries."

John glanced down at his torso and was more than surprised by the view. They were by no means large breasts, but they were certainly a new addition.

"Wow..." he muttered.

"Top of the line, my sweet," Ms Weldon smiled. "Nothing but the best for our sweet, little Bianca. Besides, since you'll be wearing them all summer, Jan and I both agreed that they should look natural when your out with your friends and family."

His eyes shot from his breasts to Ms Weldon's eyes. "Wait! This don't come off at the end of the day?"

The woman gave each other somewhat confused looks before returning their gaze to John. "Well, no, of course not," Jan scoffed a bit. "That's surgical adhesive that I used. It could last much longer than just the summer, if you wanted, but the solvent is pretty abrasive to the skin. I wouldn't want to remove them more than once."

"I'm sorry, John," Ms Weldon shook her head. "I just assumed that, well, since you are a theater student, you understood what I was asking. I mean, you read and signed the waiver. You are ok with this, right."

Jan helped him to sit up and he felt the heft of the additional mass on his chest. It felt odd, but endurable. There was a full length mirror near by, so he walked to that and looked at the reflected image of a small, denuded person in lace and satin panties and character pumps, with lovely, perky, young breasts and charming hair and makeup. "I guess they just complete the picture," he said with a melancholy smile.

When he returned to rehearsal, they were blocking a scene in which Bianca encounters two of her tutor/suitors, Lutencio and Hortensio.

"Oh, good," the Assistant director said, "here's Bianca. We're on page seventy-nine, honey."

Ed and Harry, turned to see John, expecting him to be wearing the hoop skirt and crinoline. Instead, he was wearing a long, burgundy, gown with white lace protruding in waves from his newly acquired bosom. He grabbed his script and hustled to the center of the room as quickly as his character pumps would allow.

"I'm sorry, sir," he said with his head slightly bowed and his eyes raise as coquettishly as possible. "Ms Weldon had me involved in wardrobe."

"So I see. Very impressive, Bianca," the AD smiled. "Now, if you don't mind, I'd like to continue. From your entrance, please."

"Yes, sir." He glanced at his script and read, "What, master, read you? First resolve me that."

Ed was supposed to respond, but just stared at John.

John cleared his throat and again said, "What, master, read you? First resolve me that."

Ed's eyes were focused on John's new and modestly exposed breasts - Harry's were as well.

"Geez, John..." Ed finally muttered. "Holy cow! You've got boobs... I mean... I'm sorry, but... holy cow!"

"...yeah," muttered Harry.

"Bianca," the Assistant Director stressed the character's name, "has delivered her line twice, Ed. Don't you think you should respond!"

Shaken from his amazement, Ed shook himself back to reality. "Sorry!" he said to the AD. Then, he turned to John and more quietly said, "Sorry."

John repeated once again, "What, master, read you? First resolve me that."

Ed got back into character and recited, "I read that I profess, The Art of Love."

"And may you prove, sir, master of the art." John read the line with such coquettish, sexual playfulness that, I spit of himself, Ed felt a stirring that made him warm and a bit lightheaded.

Ed crossed to John. The hair with the cute little hair clips was just so cute and the makeup so young and sweet, while the expanse of burgundy material that hung from John's shoulder and so perfectly led the eye to the lace around the bodice and the modest, but tempting bit of cleavage peeking out, that Ed's playful attitude as Lucentio became more flirtatious than he'd intended. "And you, sweet dear, prove mistress of my heart." He took John's hand and noticed the newly acquired finger nail extensions that held a lovely pearl-toned color. He thought to kiss the hand for a moment, but was interrupted by the AD who said, "And Bianca exits."

John daintily lifted his skirts just a few inches and left, but both Ed and Harry's gazes followed him.

Once to the side of the room, John turned and saw that Ed was still watching him. He smiled at Ed. This was such a weird way to spend the summer. He was truly enjoying all these new experiences and Ed seemed to be coming into his own as an actor in this role.

For his part, Ed knew that the lovely, feminine thing he was looking at was his best friend, but it didn't really matter. When Bianca smiled at him, his heart melted. He let his gaze linger.

"Quick proceeders, marry. Now, tell me, I pray, you that durst swear that your mistress Bianca, loved none in the world so well as Lucentio." Harry called out his line with just the right sense of jealousy.

"O despiteful love, inconstant womankind!" Ed recited his line, but his gaze remained upon Bianca, "I tell thee, Litio, this is wonderful!"

At 4:45, the actors were excused for the day. John hated the idea of surrendering his beautiful gown for his top and shorts, but it was unavoidable. So, he headed back Jan's studio, once again lifting the material of his skirts to allow himself to move correctly.

"Hey, dude!" Ed called to him. John turned and waited for his friend. "So... how did you grow breasts this afternoon?"

John laughed, "They're prosthetics. They look pretty good, though, don't they?"

"More than 'pretty good.' They are amazing. Do you need to wear them everyday?"

John sighed, "Day and night." He explained how he'd misunderstood when Ms Weldon asked if he'd wear them.

"So you're a girl for the summer?"

"Kind of, I guess. I can't imagine what my mom is going to say. You know, I'm really enjoying being Bianca here, but these changes to my body are going to be a lot to adapt to. It kind of sucks."

"Maybe it sucks for you," Ed said, almost accidentally, "but it's pretty cool for those of us who get to look at you."

There was an awkward silence during which John smiled and blushed. Ed broke the tension by asking, "Am I driving you home?"

"Oh," John hadn't thought about that. "I think that Rose is driving me. She's going to be staying with us for the summer."

"Oh..." Ed was noticeably deflated. "So... will she be driving you back and forth?"

"I really haven't had the time to talk to her about it, but I suppose so. Maybe we could all drive together."

Ed smiled a bit and nodded as he pondered. "Starting the day with two beautiful girls... I could think of worse ways to start."

"I'll text you later, after I've talked to Rose." John looked about for a moment. "Have you seen her?"

"Not since she and that guy playing Petruchio went to work with Randy. She's still here, though. I can see her Tesla out there in the parking lot."

John followed Ed's gaze through the window and I to the lot. Her car was definitely still here.

Before John had even had the chance to turn back around, Ed said, "Well, I should go then. See you in the morning." Then, with no warning at all, Ed's hands touched John's small shoulders and he turned John towards him, while simultaneously bending his head down. Before John knew what was happening, Ed placed a small, tender kiss on John's soft, crimson lips.

Then, just as suddenly, he released John and walked away, towards the doors.

John stood in shook until Ed was through the doors and gone. He didn't turn and wave or smile or anything. He'd just kissed him and left. "What the hell was that?" John whispered to himself, before shaking his head in confusion and continuing his trip to Jan's studio.

Rose was in Jan's studio, waiting to be undressed, when John entered. At first, Rose just glanced at the beautiful dress, then her eyes wandered up to me John's. "Oh, my God, John! You look amazing! And you've got breasts! You look so great!"

She hugged him and he enjoyed it, wholeheartedly.

"Come on," she took his hand and led him to the dressing room. "We'll help each other change."

First, Rose loosened the lacing going up John's back and helped him take off his dress. Then, John did the same for her. They each undid their own crinolines and hoop skirts and stepped out of those. Then, Rose turned John away from her and undid the lacing on his corset. He did the same for her.

They both stood in their nightgown-like smocks and Rose took note of the added lace on John's smock. "What a nice touch," she said. "I bet it feels prettier than mine."

John just shrugged.

"Tell you what," Rose said, "you get everything on hangers and I'll run and grab both of our bags so we can change.

John agreed and began with Rose's clothes. They were still warm and smelled nicer than his. She wore such pretty fragrances. As he was finishing hanging the last of his own clothes, Rose returned.

"Take off your smock," she grinned. "I have a surprise for you. Close your eyes and raise your arms."

He was slightly self conscious as he removed his smock. The breasts contained in his bra were fake and all, but the idea of Rose seeing him with breasts still had an impact on his male-pride - not to mention the fact that he was well tucked in his panties, so, with no visible bulge, would Rose ever really think of him as a man after seeing him like this?

He did it, anyway, and he held up his arms. As expected, a garment was dropped over his head and adjusted over his body. "Keep your eyes closed," Rose repeated several times as she went about dressing him. He felt a zipper being pulled up his back and then a belt being attached, loosely, about him in a slightly higher location than he'd have expected.

"Ok," Rose was finally satisfied, "you can open them, now."

He did and, as he'd suspected, he was wearing a girl's dress. It was a sleeveless, crew neck top that sat lightly on his modest breasts, exposing an acceptable amount of cleavage - certainly less than his costume did - then tapered back to the belted waist before falling prettily to a flared skirt that hung to his mid-thigh. The background material of the dress was an off-white over which there was a design, that John could not at first make out. It seemed to be a series of small pen-and-ink sketches with some pink highlights here and there.

"You like it?" Rose asked, excited.

Knowing that he really did need to embrace women's apparel for the foreseeable future AND wanting to please Rose, he nodded and said, "I do. Thank you for letting me borrow it."

"Oh, it's not a loan, honey. It's a gift to my little sister for letting me stay at your house. I stopped on the way home, last night, and picked this up for you. Look in the mirror."

John looked at the reflection and realized what the pattern on the dress actually was. The pen and ink drawings were of sketched hearts and heart-shaped boxes of candy with pink covers and champagne flutes with pink champagne and the occasional pink bow thrown in for good measure, all were in a seemingly random pattern around the material. He also noticed that the thin and purely decorative belt that sat at the top of the skirt, had a little bow at its center. The entire reflection was adorable, young and pretty. Not the young, manly image he wanted to present to Rose, but it was certainly one to which she seemed to enjoy contributing.

"It's... very... nice," John stumbled for the words.

"Nice!?" Rose teased. "We're going to have to work on your girly vocabulary, Bianca. You don't look 'nice' at all!"

"I don't?"

"Oh, my goodness, no. You look adorable! It's such a great 'little lady' dress. Don't you think?"

He shrugged, not really knowing what to say, but Rose seemed so satisfied with the dress that he smiled and said, "I love it, Rose. Thank you."

She clapped her hands and bounced on the balls of her feet. "I'm so glad!"
 
MOM MEETS JOHN'S BREASTS -or- GO TO YOUR BOSOM. KNOCK THERE, AND ASK YOUR HEART WHAT IT DOTH KNOW
 

Marilyn had been busy for the last few hours. She'd had a morning of shopping and lunch with 'The Girls,' before coming home and cleaning the guest room for Rose to use as her's for the summer. There was a lasagna in the oven and antipasto for a starter. This girl, Rose, seemed nice and John was obviously smitten with her. She certainly could see why, too. The girl was beautiful, plain and simple. She was one of those young women who made older women envious of her youth and beauty. Marilyn had been a cute young woman, but Rose had those ripe, perky breasts that Marilyn had always desired. Hopefully, this housing set up may lead to something between John and Rose.

John had always been a bit on the small-side, which was surprising, because Nancy was a little on the tall-side, and, although he preferred artistic endeavors, he did have certain manly skills. He was a competent carpenter and enjoyed working up a sweat on occasion. Marilyn thought that she might devise some projects to showcase John's manly skills this summer. Maybe Rose would be impressed. Who knew?

She smoothed the bed spread on the comfortable, full-sized bed and fluffed the pillows. Fresh sheets and pillow cases to welcome their guest.

Just as she exited the room, she heard the screech of the spring on the back-screened-door and some voices in the screened in room. "Hi, guys!" She called through the kitchen. "I'm in the big-room."

She pushed the vacuum cleaner she'd been using earlier into the closet and turned as she heard Rose and John greeting her - however, when she turned, she realized that it was not John at all. It was Bianca and she looked absolutely precious in a lovely summer dress that looked far too young for any of the college students she saw on the campus at Holy Cross. If this girl was a high school student, she was definitely an underclassman.

This image of girlhood did not fit her plan to play matchmaker for these two.

"Well," She stuttered for just a moment as she struggled to be keep her words supportive, "don't you just look adorable!?"

John smiled, embarrassed, then he shrugged and, with his eyes, he indicated Rose. "You like it? Rose," he stressed her name just a little bit, "bought this for me as a thank you gift for having her stay with us."

Marilyn smiled at Rose. "That... was very thoughtful of you, Rose. Thank you."

Rose, who'd insisted on carrying her own, large duffle bag in from the car, produced a nicely wrapped present and presented it to Marilyn with a huge smile. "No problem at all, and I didn't forget about you."

Marilyn, caught off guard, accepted the gift, "Why... thank you, Rose. That's very kind of you."

"I hope you like it."

She ripped the paper to reveal a yellow, folded garment. It was a lovely, light silk material and was obvious a high quality, high end item. "Oh, my," Marilyn whispered as she shook the item free of the paper and let it hang from her fingertips. It was a beautiful, summer weight night gown. It was nicer than anything that Marilyn owned. "Oh, my." She whispered again.

She looked at Rose. "I... I don't know what to say, dear..." Marilyn stuttered. "It's simply lovely. Thank you, but it's too much."

"Oh, don't be silly. You're saving me a fortune. I can afford a gift to say thank you to you."

It looked richer and more elegant than anything John had ever seen his mother wear before. He touched it to feel the fabric. "It's so soft. It'll look pretty on you, mom."

"I'd offer to let you borrow it, but it would be too big on you," she teased, but then, something struck her and she became agitated. "Johnny! You have breasts! What the hell!?"

"They're prosthetic, mom. Long story, but I agreed to have them attached, thinking they'd be taken off before I left."

"So, how long do they have to stay on?"

"Until the run ends, I'm afraid."

Marilyn laid her new, precious night gown over the back or the couch and sat. So, you're a woman - well, a girl - all summer?"

John nodded.

"John," for a women who always seemed to know what to say, Marilyn was having a very hard time expressing herself today. Eventually, she continued, "Do you have any idea how this may impact your life? I mean, it could do huge damage to you, psychologically. And just from a practical perspective, you don't have any ID that will match this new... persona of yours. You can't even drive a car, John! Do you realize that you won't be living the life of a twenty year old man, John? You'll be Bianca. A fifteen year old girl, John. A child, for heaven's sake! Are you sure you can cope with something this big!?"

John sat next to his mother. "Mom... I don't know for sure, but... yeah... I think I can. I've been dealing with a lot, today, and by the end of the day, I felt like I was really getting a handle on things. Really, I did! And, you know, I'll have Ed and Rose to help me. I think I can do it."

Marilyn shook her head, then the shake turned into a nod. "What does Ed think of this?"

"He's cool, I guess."

"He bought her these," Rose interjected, showing Marilyn the lovely hair clips.

"Her," Marilyn lamented.

Neither John nor Rose understood what she meant.

"Her. You said, 'He bought HER these.' Ed's been your friend for years and he never bought you so much as a bottle of water. Then, you get boobs and he's buying you gifts. Don't you find that odd?"

"I didn't have boobs yet, when he gave them to me." John was trying to keep the facts straight, but Rose shook her head.

"And you, Rose. You know he's a man, right? Do you plan to make him your doll for the summer?"

Rose was taken aback by the question. "No. Of course not. I was just trying to... I don't know... be a good sister. It sounds silly, saying it out loud, but I never had a sister before and I'm just trying to be nice to her."

Marilyn sighed. "Is this some sort of 'method-acting' exercise!? I mean, when you played Romeo, you didn't spend the entire summer in a doublet."

The two young people looked confused as they searched for an answer. Again, Marilyn realized that she may not be taking the right parental tract. She steadied herself and shook off her frustration. "Well, I guess things will work themselves out." Her son was not exactly excelling as the man's-man she was hoping to present, but she had to admit, he was pretty damned cute as he was.

"Let's go have some dinner and then, later, we'll discuss how this new lifestyle of yours is going to impact our day to day life around here."

John and Rose nodded.

Marilyn stood and looked at John once more. He was her baby and she loved him. Lately, with him living in Boston for school, she'd felt like she was loosing him. Now, in a weird way, she felt like maybe she could have him back for a little while. He seemed different beyond the clothing. He seemed softer, more vulnerable and he looked so much younger. Like her baby was back - just back as her baby girl. It made her smile, just a bit.

"Ok. Everyone to the table. John, please take the lasagne out of the oven, and be careful of your dress. Your not wearing jeans, you know. These are beautiful clothes and need to be treated with care."

"Yes, Mom."

"Rose, there's tea in the refrigerator and glasses on the table. Would you please pour?"

"Of course," Rose smiled and headed to the kitchen to help.

Dinner was delicious with rich, sweet, New England ice cream for dessert. Dinner conversation was frequently interrupted by either Rose or Marilyn correcting John's behavior. "Sit Up straighter, dear. Don't lean back in your seat." "Cross your legs at the knee, sis, and angle your legs to the side." "Smaller bites, sweetheart. Chew with your mouth closed." There was a lot of correction going on.

When the dishes were washed and put away, Rose asked if she could unpack.

"Of course, dear," Marilyn escorted her to her room, the. Turned to John and said, "why don't you take your shower, now, sweetheart."

"Mom," John laughed. "It's only 6:30."

"I know, love, but there's three women living here, now, and we all need showers - and Rose and I know how to do our evening beauty regime. You have to learn yours."

He nodded. There was a lot more to this girl-stuff than he'd ever really considered.

He grabbed his gym shorts and a tee-shirt and headed to the bathroom.

"Whoa, Whoa, Whoa," Marilyn stopped him on the way. "Hang up your dress and wear a robe to the bathroom."

"Why?" John asked with genuine confusion. "What difference does it make?"

"John," Marilyn seemed slightly irritated by her son's thickheadedness, "I don't know what Rose paid for that dress, but I know it wasn't cheap. That is a very light cotton. If you're going to be a girl, you need to respect your clothing. Go back to your room and strip off everything, but your panties. Hang up the dress. Put away your bra and, when you take off your panties, put them in the hamper in the bathroom. Now, scoot, young lady!!"

John's head fell backwards as he let out a frustrated groan and as he returned to his room. It was a gesture of frustration that he'd made a million times when given correction as a teenager - but not recently. That alone would have made Marilyn chuckle, but doing it in the guise of a girl made it so much more adorable.

Rose was just stepping out of her room when John stormed past. "Is something wrong?" She asked Marilyn.

"Just a temper tantrum because I made him go back and hang up his dress before showering." Marilyn grinned at his behavior.

Rose nodded and smiled, too.

Minutes later, John emerged from his room in a tattered, old, green and black checked robe. It was incongruous with his new image. "Oh, well, that will never do." Marilyn enjoyed goading him some more. "Just a second."

Marilyn disappeared into Nancy's room and returned a moment later with a silky, lavender, kimono-length robe. "Here. This is much more appropriate."

John rolled his eyes and attempted to take the robe, but Marilyn pulled it away. "Let's go into the bathroom so that I can tell you what to do." He grunted and they walked down the hall.

John was given a quick tutorial about the new shampoo, conditioner and body wash that his mother had procured for him that morning. He was also instructed to use a bottle of skin lotion and powder before coming back out. He assured her that he would follow all of her instructions.

"See that you do," she said with mock authority. "Now," her eyes narrowed, "let's see them."

"See what?"

"Your breasts. Let me see them."

Slightly shocked, he said, "Mom...," but he couldn't think of anything else to say.

"Don't 'mom' me, sweetheart. I have a pair of breasts of my own, so I know what they look like. You're wearing panties and I know that you're tucked, so I'm not going to see anything embarrassing. Now, someone has attached fake boobs to my son's chest and I don't have any idea how physically or mentally healthy that may be, so I want to know what's attached to your chest and I want to know, now. Show me."

John let out a frustrated sigh and opened his threadbare, old robe that had inhabited the closet of his vacation bedroom for at least five years, and revealed to his mother the second most feminine body feature a person could possess. The modest, yet perfectly shaped mammaries looked natural in every detail, including the pronounced nipples and tender-looking areolas.

"Holy moly," Marilyn muttered as her hand reached, uncontrollably, up to feel the prosthetic. "They feel... real... and warm..." she said as much to herself as to John.

She poked the side of the breast. "Can you feel that?"

"I can feel that you're touching them because they're moving, but that's about all. They do bounce and jiggle a lot, though. I definitely feel that."

"Wow," she whispered. "They're... impressive."

"Thanks, I guess."

Marilyn glanced at the clothes that John had brought into the bathroom with him. It was his typical bed clothes - a cheap pair of Walmart gym shorts and a recreated Jimi Hendrix concert tee shirt that was faded and had several holes worn into it. She picked them up. "Take your shower, use the Veet again to make sure your hairless, especially on your fave, shampoo and condition before you get out and use lotion and powder when you've dried off." She hanged his newly acquired kimono on a hook on the back of the door. "I'll come back in while you shower and I'll leave something appropriate for you to wear to bed. Remember, we have a guest staying with us. You can't just be a slob, this summer."

"Mom, we've had actors stay with us, before..."

"You were a child, then... and a boy. Now, you're not. You need to dress appropriately. This is a cultured young woman, staying with us. You need to make a good impression. Even if that is the impression of a teenaged girl." And she closed the door behind her as she left.

John's usual ten minute shower routine had become much more involved in the last two days. The typical quick shampoo and wash had become two thorough shampooing, followed by a conditioning treatment that took ten minutes on its own! Soap was forsaken for moisturizing body wash and, while his conditioner worked its magic, he searched his body for the few stray hairs that had escaped yesterday's denuding procedures and reapplied the Veet to ensure that he was smooth everywhere. None of this was bad, necessarily, just time consuming and there was the fact that everything his mother had purchased for him, EVERYTHING, smelled heavily of strawberries. There hadn't been things scented this strongly since Nancy had moved out.

As he rinsed, he noticed how the water ran across his new breasts, then cascaded off of the nipple. It was mesmerizing to watch, but it led his vision down to his groin, where his sad, little penis sat limp and hairless. It was confusing, he had to admit. He was at once a grown man and a little boy, while also a nymph shaped, young, teenaged girl. He played with himself, just a little, to check that the plumbing was still working, and his equipment sprang to life, immediately. Good. The way that all of this was playing with his head, he wasn't really sure if it would.

He thought about Rose and stroked himself some more. He imagined kissing her. He was strong and manly at first, but then Rose seemed to grow so that she was taller than him, as she was in real life. Her imagined lips were soft and tasted of lipstick. He could feel her tongue invade his mouth as he stroked with more enthusiasm. His hairless organ was more sensitive than he'd ever remembered and he was in heaven as his imagination stoked his passion.

Now, in his fantasy, he could feel his breasts, real breasts, pressing against Rose's. It was a wonderful feeling. Everything was firm and soft and wonderful. His member grew, but he was a woman - her woman - and she was in charge. He would follow her to the ends of the earth and wear the softest, prettiest, daintiest clothes that he could find if that pleased her. He wouldn't be her woman - he'd be her girl. Her sweet, compliant, little girl. That's what she wanted.

He felt her tongue bury deep into his throat and in his fantasy, he closed his eyes and surrendered himself fully to her will and her power.

His orgasm splattered against the shower wall and he let out a quiet, girlish moan as his knees buckled. He held one hand to the wall to steady himself and he worked his way through the torrent of fluid that squirted in ropes from the center of his being. It was ecstasy. His imagined that Rose, who now, in his dream, felt even taller, had brought him to this ecstasy.

He sighed, both in his fantasy and in the shower, then his dream-self opened his eyes and looked down to see the hand that had just brought him such joy. The hand was not holding a penis though. The fingers of the hand were just pulling free of a vagina. His vagina.

He moved his own imagined hand to his lover's soft hand and pushed the fingers back in. He smiled as he ran his hand up the strong arm and felt the hairs and broad shoulders, then to the rough stubble of his lover's face.

Stubble!?

John's dream self shocked itself awake when it saw not Rose's face, but Ed's. Ed's strong, confident face was attached to the arm and hand that had just entered his most sacred, feminine self.

In reality, John shook with a start. The hot water still flowing down his body and the wall of the shower, washing away the seed that he'd just expelled. "What the fuck?" He whispered in a voice that was full of fear and confusion.

Meanwhile, Marilyn and Rose sat in the living room and got acquainted. They laughed as they told Theater stories and spoke about their respective colleges. They heard the water in the shower stop and Marilyn had just commented to Rose that John was taking an
uncharacteristically long time to get out of the shower when a tentative call came from the bathroom.

"Mom?" John's voice was strangely self conscious.

"Yes, honey?"

"Umm... can you come here? I need your help."

With raised eyebrows, Marilyn left Rose and hustled to the lavatory. John had the door ajar and was peeking out of the opening. He opened it as Marilyn entered and she found him with a towel wrapped around his waist and his new breasts exposed, wet hair hanging down his back.

"Oh, for crying out loud, John, wrap the towel around your chest - not your waist."

He looked down and realized what she was saying, but that was not why he'd called her. "Mom," he whispered, "what did you give me to wear to bed? I can't figure out how to even put it on."

Marilyn rolled her eyes at his confusion. "Oh, John... sometimes you're such a child. It's a sleep-romper. There's an elastic waist. Just fold the top down to the waist, step in and pull it up to your waist. Then pull the top up and put your arms through the spaghetti straps and you're all set."

He considered this for a moment, then, "How do you go to the bathroom in that?"

"You take it off. Come on. Both Rose and I need to shower. I'll help you put it on, but first, put your hair in a towel-turban so your nightie stays dry."

He felt his hair. It was still very wet. Normally, he just put it into a ponytail and went to bed. "I don't know how..."

"Oh, for crying out loud," Marilyn had had enough and just took control. She snatched the towel from his waist and shook it out.

"Mom!" John's screech was loud and girlish.

"That's enough, young lady! Do you want my help or not?"

"Yes," John mumbled as he covered his genitals with both hands, "I do."

"Then knock it off and let me help you. I don't want to be showering at midnight. Besides, I've seen your boy parts, before, you know. Turn around so I can make a turban on you and you won't have to be embarrassed."

John turned and allowed his mother to wrap the towel into a turban around his wet hair.

Once that was dealt with, she coated his body with strawberry scented powder, then grabbed the romper and was about to have John step into it when she realized that the material was a bit thinner than she'd thought. "I think it would be safer if your wore panties with this." She muttered, expecting no response.

Without missing a beat, Marilyn pulled the door open and called out, "Rose, dear, there's a bag on small table by the front door. Could you reach into that and grab a new pair of panties for Johnny, please!"

"Sure!" the answer came back.

John felt like he should be mortified, but, what the hell - Rose already knew he wore panties.

Rose handed a pair of light blue panties to Marilyn, who thanked her.

"Put these on," Marilyn handed them to John who complied. "Now, step into this." She held open the bottom half of the aqua sleep-romper. John stepped in and his mother pulled it to his waist. Then she raised the upper part of the romper up and settled it on his shoulders. It was cute and he looked cute in it. The aqua background was decorated with little pink and green bouquets that were each tied with a pink bow. The drawstring at the waist was a pink ribbon as were the spaghetti straps and there was pretty, pink lace all around the leg openings, the V-ed bodice and the top of the back, which ran along his shoulder blades.

She tied the drawstring at his waist to a delicate, little bow.

The thin, cotton material was very thin and light. To John, it was the softest piece of clothing he could ever remember touching, let alone wearing.

"Do you like it?" Marilyn asked.

"I guess," John touched the fabric. "It's really soft."

"Mmm," his mom adjusted it on him, just slightly. "It must feel nice on your soft skin. See, there's a benefit to losing your body hair. Put this on, too." She handed him then lilac kimono as he looked at his reflection.

The turban looked stupid, but they always looked stupid when women used towels in this manner. The romper, though, was nice. It felt wonderful and it hung strangely on his body. It fell along his breasts, then hung loosely to the drawstring before ending in shorts - which, truth be told, looked a lot like bloomers. The cut of the bodice had the affect of simultaneously minimizing his breasts and accentuating the feminine shape he now had. When he pulled the silky kimono on, it did the same thing. He found it interesting how his recently acquired feminine form was enhanced by these loose, lovely items. If a man wore them, they would lay flat and ugly on his form, but with his new shape, they made him look amazing.

Marilyn grabbed the hair dryer and a couple of different style brushes, then too John's hand and led him to the kitchen by way of the living room. "The shower is all yours, now, dear. Sorry we held you up!"

"No problem, at all," Rose put down her script and pencil, grabbed her pile a clothing and a plastic basket of bathing notions and headed for the bathroom. She smiled as she saw John in his turban and little kimono wrap. "Aww. You look adorable."

"Thanks," John mumbled as he followed his purposeful mother into the kitchen and sat in a kitchen chair when she pointed at it.

While seated, he noticed that the romper and kimono were so short as to allow the backs of his thighs to come in contact with the surface of the chair. It was sticky and a very uncomfortable feeling, so he moved forward on the chair to remedy that situation, resulting in him sitting away from the back of the chair and supporting himself by gripping the seat at the sides of his hips. The position pushed his shoulders slightly higher and gave him a very vulnerable appearance.

Marilyn smiled and shook her head as she plugged in the blow dryer and pulled the turban from his head, letting his wet, ebony hair fall.

"Listen, John," Marilyn brushed the wet hair, "if you want to live as a girl, then you can't just go to bed after a shower. Your hair needs to be dried. If you'd prefer a bonnet-dryer, I have one in the storage room, but I prefer a blow drier."

She went to work drying his thick, long hair, using both a regular brush and a round one to separate the hair and get everything dry. When she was done, his hair was much thicker and wavier than he'd ever worn it.

His mother handed him a mirror and said, "I'll help you to iron it flat in the morning, but you really do have lovely curls. When they're blown out, like this, you have amazing body. See how nice you can look with just a little effort." She unplugged the dryer and left the kitchen.

John continued to look at his face. He'd just scrubbed it - first with makeup remover, then with soap and body wash, but his eye lashes remained long, dark and curled, the residual color from his long lasting lipstick kept his lips looking plump and rose red. All of that combined with his trimmed eyebrows and bangs made his reflection that of a young woman. His mother had said, 'If you want to live as a girl...' but he'd never WANTED to do anything other than act. Now that he'd become so fully immersed in the role, both on and off the stage, he was finding it all somewhat fascinating and, if he was truly honest, exciting. After just a couple of days, he was glorying in the softness of his skin and his new clothes and the pretty, wonderful smells and the and the attention he was receiving from everyone - even Ed. Just now, as his mother fussed with his hair, he felt a bit like a toddler with no ability to care for himself, but he also felt just a bit more special than he'd felt before. He loved every second of being girly, but it also scared him a great deal.

He was awakened from his reverie by his mother's hands coming into view in the reflection. She was fastening something around his neck. He lowered the mirror to see a simple string of pearls being clasped to him.

"What's this for?" He asked.

Marilyn kissed the part at the top of his head and said, "They're not real, honey, don't worry, but they do look real, don't they?"

John nodded, "But why did you put it on me?"

"Look in the mirror."

As he did, his mother moved his hair so that it was held back by his ears, which, of course, bore the faux-pearl earrings that had been installed earlier that day.

Marilyn petted his head affectionately as she spoke. "Pearls are lovely on a girl. They make her look both grown up and childlike
simultaneously. Virginal, I would say. I don't know exactly what's happening to you, Johnny - I mean, I don't know if this is really all for the show or if you've opened up a part of you that you'll be exploring beyond the show - but you are remarkably... lovely, I guess. You look so much like my Nancy, and still so much like my Johnny that I am baffled as to who you are becoming."

"Mom..." John was trying to organize his thoughts, but couldn't figure out what to say.

"Don't worry, baby. I'll be here to help and support you, no matter what. For now, though, if you don't mind, I think it will be a lot easier for all of us if we don't think about you as either Johnny or Nancy, but rather as Bianca. Is that ok?"

He nodded and she kissed the top of his head, again.

"And, as Bianca, who is supposed to be fourteen or fifteen, your world is going to change a bit."

"What do you mean?" John asked, Looking at his mother in the mirror.

"Well, dear, for one thing, fourteen and fifteen year olds aren't allowed to drive in Massachusetts, so you'll be dependent on me, Ed and Rose this summer."

He nodded, knowing that if he did drive and were to be pulled over, his license photo would make things a bit odd.

"Also, since your usual chores, mowing the lawn, taking care of the car, etc, are not really appropriate for a young lady, I will ask Ed if he can take care of that for us and you will need to deal with more... feminine chores - cooking, cleaning, laundry, ironing, etc. I think that would assist with your Bianca-training, too."

"Ok." He could handle that. He was never a fan of mowing the lawn, anyway.

"Finally - I am going to insist on a ten o'clock curfew and eleven o'clock bed time for the summer, unless you have a performance or you ask for permission to stay out and I grant it. Understood?"

He shrugged. That seemed weird, but, ok.

She kissed his head once more and said, "That's my girl."

"I'm all done, Marilyn," Rose called as she exited the bathroom and flopped herself back down on the couch and picked up her script once again.

"Alright, honey! Thank you!" Marilyn called back.

Then she turned to John and said, "Go work on your lines, now, Bianca... oh, that's so formal... May I call you Bebe? That seems more like what I'd call my daughter."

Again, John shrugged and watched his mother as she walked into the living room saying, "Bebe will be right in to work on her lines, too." Then the door to the bath room clicked closed.

When John did enter, Rose smiled up at him. She was wearing a pink and white, spaghetti strapped sleep top with a matching, and very short, pair of sleep shorts. When John moved to sit in a chair, Rose tapped the seat next to her and said, "Sit by me, Bebe. We'll work the scenes, together."

When he sat at the far end of the couch, Rose sighed and moved next to him and they worked their way through the scenes they shared.

Rose was very easy to be with and she seemed very comfortable touching John. Within ten minutes, she had her arm around him and he was leaning on her shoulder and reading from her script. They laughed and talked freely.

Suddenly, but quietly and without coming across as in any way interfering, Rose said, "Its nice, isn't it?"

John looked up from the script. "What's nice?"

"Being a girl. It's nice, isn't it?"

"I guess. I just... didn't really expect to be one."

Rose laid her head on his. "Let me tell you something, sis. When I was fourteen, I was skinny and flat chested and I hated anything feminine. I played baseball and basketball with the boys in my neighborhood and I played soccer on a mixed team. I couldn't imagine why anyone would want to be a girl. I just wanted to be with my friends - the boys. I wore my hair short and tried to be as boyish as I could."

"One day, I noticed that my nipples were sore and that I was developing breasts. I did everything I could to avoid telling my mother, but, eventually she noticed. When I watched you try on your first bra, yesterday, I completely understood how you felt. I felt the same way when I tried on mine. I thought of myself as one of the guys and my mother was putting this girly, lacy thing on me. I hated it and we fought about it every morning until I really needed to wear it."

John was confused as to how this gorgeous woman had ever not wanted to look like she did. "Do you like it now?"

"I love it, now, Bebe. As time went on and I realized that I was developing into a real, honest to goodness woman AND I realized that the guys I played with liked how I looked, I began to embrace it. I joined the Drama Club to find other people who were trying to find themselves, too, and, eventually, I became who I am now. And I love who I am now."

"I do, too." John whispered, accidentally.

She giggled and kissed his temple. "I know you do, Bebe. I can see that, but I like to go slow, ok."

He nodded, embarrassed. "Sorry."

"Don't be. I'm flattered. Let's put away the scripts and watch some TV."

Rose grabbed the remote and scanned the channels before settling on an old episode of 'Friends'.

When Marilyn returned to the living room, she found her son in his frilly little loungewear, sitting with his legs folded demurely beside him with his head resting on Rose's lap. His eyes were closed and he was breathing deeply. Rose had her arm around him and she was lazily running her fingers through his wavy, dark hair.

"I'm afraid that I wore out my little sister." Rose smiled and continued playing with his hair.

"She's had a long couple of days," Marilyn smiled at the pair. "I told him that, if he needed to act like a fifteen year old girl, then I wanted him in bed early, so it's just as well that she fell asleep. I wasn't looking forward to arguing at bedtime."

Rose smiled and said, "You have raised a remarkable boy, Marilyn. He's very talented and, if you don't mind me saying, he's absolutely adorable."

"He really is," Marilyn laughed. "I just hope he's strong enough to be a good, little girl for us."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Kiss Me, Bianca - 2

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  • Clara

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  • Crossdressing

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  • Teenage or High School

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  • Age Regression
  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental

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  • Historical
  • Lingirie
  • Workplace Situations

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Kiss Me, Bianca: 2

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Continuing to prepare for his role as Bianca in Shakespeare's TAMING OF THE SHREW, John becomes a spirited adolescent girl full time. His mother and friends are extremely supportive, and then some.


 
Author's Note: To everyone who messaged me, asking me to get this chapter online ASAP, thank you, so much, for your support and encouragement, but it does take me 10 - 14 Days to get these written. I apologize for the delay, and I hope that it's worth the wait!
I would love to hear your thoughts on if I am doing great at writing or maybe messing up somewhere and need to retool my efforts?
Please, leave me a review? ~Clara.

 
This version of Kiss Me Bianca: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
BUILDING A WARDROBE -or- KNOW'ST ME NOT BY MY CLOTHES?
 

John could hear laughter in another room as he struggled to open his eyes. His blurry surroundings were a bit off. He was in the living room, on the couch and the sun was shining in the east facing windows.

He sat up, wiped the spittle from his cheek and pulled the crocheted blanket off. When he could think more clearly, he recognized the laughter was coming from his mother and Rose and, someone else - a guy.... It was Ed's voice. What time was it?

He checked the cable box. It was 6:10. Why was Ed here? They weren't leaving till 8:30.

He stood and gathered his bearings. The thin, soft romper that seemed so awkward last night, was a wonderfully comfortable thing to wake up in, but his hair was everywhere! And there was so much of it! Shit! He was supposed to wear a hair net every night! Damnit! Jan would kill him if she found out.

But - first things first: Go find out why Ed was here so early.

They were in the screened-in room, sitting around the large, round table that sat in the center of the room, drinking coffee and eating pieces of a large, Swedish coffee ring that was oozing raspberry and lemon fillings.

"Oh! I'm sorry!" Marilyn said as she saw her unkempt son wandering barefoot and zombie-like into the room. "I was going to let you sleep till 7:00."

Ed jumped up and pulled a chair out and guided John to it. As Ed pushed the chair in for him, John squinted through the hair that fell in his face. He was confused, both by his struggle to become fully awake and Ed's gallantry. When Ed casually kissed John's hand before taking his own seat, John squinted at his mother and Rose who both replied with raised eyebrows and smirks. What the heck!?

"Aren't you a sight, this morning?" Marilyn teased as John struggled to keep his untamed hair away from his face.

"I fell asleep without my hairnet, last night. If I don't have it Looking right for rehearsal, Jan will be mad."

"If Stacy ever finds out," Rose giggled, "she'll murder you - literally." She, of course, looked radiant, even at this ungodly hour.

John smiled at the joke and made a show of pushing the hair to the back of his head. "It's like I have a rat's nest on my head. What a mess."

Marilyn and Rose giggled, but Ed just smiled and said, "I think you look great," then he blushed, just a bit, at his brazenness.

Marilyn looked from her son's oddly-behaving friend to her similarly oddly-behaving son and leaned, so that she could speak to the latter, quietly. "Close your robe," she whispered.

John, trying to be as inconspicuous as possible, glanced down to see that his rumpled, lavender kimono was wide open, revealing the sheer, aqua sleep romper beneath. He wasn't sure if Ed could, or not, but John could see plainly, the impression of his nipples sitting perkily beneath. At first, he gave an amused scoff and smiled in Rose's direction, but then he glanced at Ed and he noticed that Ed's attention was alternating between John's chest and his face. In spite of the fact that John knew he'd done the same thing a million times and that it was, more than likely, just harmless, human nature, it made him just slightly uncomfortable and, without any comment or commotion, he shifted himself in the chair and pulled the kimono closed.

Marilyn cut a piece of the coffee ring and served it to John, and Rose poured him a cup of coffee.

"Oh, my God, this is delicious!" John exclaimed as he took a delicate nibble of the coffee ring. "Where did this come from?" The pastry was fresh and rich with butter and sugar.

"I went to Anderson's and picked it up, this morning." Ed was obviously pleased by John's reaction.

"Anderson's? In Harwichport?" That was a pretty good distance from Hyannis. You went there this morning? Why?"

Ed seemed confused. The reason seemed obvious. "Because I thought you'd like it," he shrugged. "I was there when they opened at 5:30 so it would be nice and fresh for you."

"Oh, Ed," Rose patted his shoulder, "that's so sweet. Isn't that sweet, Bebe?"

"Who's 'Bebe'?" Ed asked.

"It's short for Bianca," Marilyn said.

John, however, was perplexed by his friend's behavior. "Umm... thanks, Ed. That was very nice of you."

"I'll go lay out your clothes for today, honey," Marilyn said as she rose.

"Oh, don't forget," Ed said, "we're going to see 'Jaws' at the Showcase in Falmouth after rehearsal."

John had, in fact, forgotten that he and Ed had planned to go see the classic Spielberg film that was filmed on Martha's Vineyard on the big screen that night.

Marilyn stopped. "What's this, then?"

"Oh," John looked at his mother, then at Rose. "Ed and I made plans to go see 'Jaws' tonight."

"Oh," Marilyn said, "I'm not sure about that, dear. Falmouth is a long ride, it's late on a work night and, to be honest, Ed is an older man..."

John was confused. "Mom - Ed's about six months older than me. So what?"

"Ed," Marilyn shook her head, "I'm sorry to have to have this conversation in front of you." She turned back to John, "First - Ed is six months older than John - who is gone, for now. He is twenty one, which makes him six of, possibly, seven years older than you, Bianca. Second - last night, we agreed to an early bedtime and, third - you did not ask permission, and that is now a requirement."

"Oh..." John was shocked by his mother's forcefulness. She hadn't been this firm with him since he was, well, fourteen or fifteen. "I'm sorry. Mom, may I go with Ed to see 'Jaws' tonight? We should be home by ten or so."

Marilyn sighed, "Well... I just don't know, Bebe. I wish you had asked me in advance so that I had a time to consider it."

Ed stood. "Mrs Foley, if I could just say... I am an excellent driver, I will be a perfect gentleman and I will bring Bebe home directly as soon as the movie has ended. She will be in excellent hands with me."

"That's exactly what concerns me, Edward," Marilyn shook her head.

"Marilyn," Rose joined the conversation, "I will be happy to chaperone, if you'd like. I'll be sure that my little sister's virtue remains in tact."

Marilyn pondered for a moment. "Would that be acceptable to you, Ed?"

"Of course," Ed smiled. "I will be happy to have Rose join us as a chaperone."

"Oh, for crying out loud," John muttered, annoyed that he was being treated this way. "Rose, I'm happy to have you with us, but, mom, I don't need... I'm a grown man, for crying out loud!"

"Of course you are, Bianca," Marilyn smirked and nodded. "I'll go lay out your bra, panties and dress for the day and I will be back to do your hair and makeup in a moment. Good thing my big, strong son has his mommy to help him look like a pretty, adolescent girl before he goes to work."

John had had his makeup done by Rose, while Marilyn prepared his clothing for the day, which turned out to be a rather simple peach dress with a sleeveless, crew neck top with well defined, curved, vertical seams along the front of the bodice, with a high-waisted, heavily pleated skirt attached. It was pretty and it looked cute on him, but it seemed a bit out of fashion. Strangely enough, the string of faux pearls his mother had given him last night, seemed to make the dress look absolutely perfect, though.

"That's cute," Rose gushed as he was led, by his strangely flustered mother, back into the screened in room. "Where did you find that?"

"I drove over to a big secondhand store in Buzzard's Bay yesterday and I picked up a lot of items for my little starlet. I like this one. It's pretty." Marilyn went to work straightening John's hair with his flat iron. "I'm going to another second hand store in Buzzard's Bay, today."

Meanwhile, Ed sat at the table drinking coffee, nibbling coffee ring and watching his friend's new morning regime.

"You don't have any shoes for this outfit, though, so I'll pick up something cute this morning and drop it off during your lunch. You'll have to wear flip flops this morning." Marilyn sprayed his hair heavily with sticky, strawberry scented hairspray, which matched a body spray his mother had applied before she got him dressed. His whole body had become infused with the sweet smell of the fruit. It was an intoxicating smell and, if he'd been an adolescent boy, he would have loved to have had the opportunity to sit near a girl that smelled as pretty as he did. It was a young and pretty and feminine scent.

"Ok, mom," John said, quietly.

Rose reappeared, dresses and makeup beautifully. She was wearing a stretchy, yellow sheath dress that clung to her amazing body deliciously.

"Wow!" John said.

"Wow! Is right," Marilyn agreed. "You're awfully well dressed, this morning."

"Well, thank you," Rose gave a theatrical little curtsy, her right toe moved behind her left heel and quickly bent her knees down, then right back up. Then she said, "Marilyn, may I speak to you in private for a moment."

"Of course, dear," Marilyn said, as she escorted Rose through the kitchen and into the large room beyond.

John turned his seat to face the table and, in so doing, he came face to face with his closest friend, and for the first time in all of the thousands of hours he'd spent with him, John felt self conscious. Ed's reassuring smile was disconcerting under the circumstances.

Yesterday, when they'd sat and talked at rehearsal, it was different. Yes, they were alone, but John had been wearing a costume then. He was playing a role in a play and it required that he wear a very elaborate costume that just happened to be a dress. It all made perfect sense.

Now, any pretense that this outfit was just a costume that would help him become Bianca was easily dismissed by the fact that John had appeared before his friend in a pretty, playful, cute nightie and robe. Even Daniel Day Lewis didn't commit this fully to a role. Both young men knew that there was no reasonable explanation for John being dressed this way other than...

"Do you like it?" Ed asked quietly.

John, who's eyes had been avoiding Ed's for quite sometime, seemed to find a tiny spot on the table top to focus on while he contemplated the question before replying, "What do you mean?"

Ed sighed at John's avoidance. "You know what I mean... the makeup, the hair, the dress, the smells... Do you like it?"

His gaze remained fixed on that spot as John shrugged his shoulders and muttered, "I don't know... it's just... different."

"I'll say," Ed whispered. "You sure look different."

"Stupid?"

"Not at all." Ed couldn't believe that John could even think that. "Haven't you looked in a mirror? You're as cute as any girl I've ever met. You're beautiful. I think so, anyway."

This comment made John feel somewhat small and objectified, but also it felt nice. Ed sounded sincere.

John's head barely moved, but his eyes, his big wide eyes with their long, dark lashes and oh-so-pretty makeup, Rose to meet Ed's. "Really?"

"Really. Like... REALLY really."

If John was confused by what he was feeling, the strange contractions he felt in the gusset of his panties, the warmth that was making the butterflies in his stomach flutter, and flushed feeling he felt spreading across his plump cheeks, Ed knew exactly what he was feeling. He'd felt it a million times before when he'd been in the presence of a girl he'd found desirable and most of the those times, he never acted on those feelings. Now - now, when he knew full well that this adorable, fertile looking woman-child was, in fact, his buddy who had never once before looked either fertile or adorable - he really wanted, more than anything, to act on those feelings.

"Thanks," John whispered as he sipped his lukewarm coffee and avoided acknowledging how awkward everything was becoming. Ed did the same.

"How far do you want me to take this?" Rose asked Marilyn, when they had moved out of earshot of the boys.

"Honestly, I don't know what to tell you, Rose," Marilyn crossed her arms and shook her head. "What is your director trying to accomplish by turning John into cute, little, high school coed? I am totally confused, myself. I bought the clothes to try to help and I set the parameters I would set for my daughter if she was a freshman in high school because I'm concerned about having her... um, him... out and alone looking like that at night. Imagine what would happen if he was attacked - or worse! I'd love to know what this woman wants of my son."

Rose nodded, slightly surprised by Marilyn's frustration. She thought that Marilyn had been encouraging this transition for some reason. The new clothes, the nightie, etc - what else would she have thought?

"Ok," Rose said, "I'll see if I can have a couple of minutes with Ms Weldon today and maybe I can get some insight. Would that help?"

Marilyn relaxed her attitude slightly and turned to look to her left. There were several walls between her and her little, confused, boy, but she knew that he was right there, in her sight line. She nodded. "That would be good. Thank you. And... I don't want to interfere or get into a fight, or anything, but... if she wouldn't mind just meeting with me for a couple of minutes when I come by with his shoes... well, it would make me feel much better."

Rose nodded. "I'll see what I can do,"

When the three thespians walked out the front, screened door of the cottage, Ed tried to steer them all towards his car; a 1996 Oldsmobile Delta 88 in light blue which had obviously belonged to a grandparent at some point. Rose, interrupted Ed, though, by saying, "Have you ever driven a Tesla?"

Ed stopped in his tracks and shook his head, looking at the sleek, shiny, space-age vehicle.

"Want to?"

"Oh, Yeah!" Ed was thrilled and caught the keys when Rose threw them.

The sporty Tesla that Rose's Dad had loaned her this summer was a two door model. Ed went to the driver's side, while John and Rose went to the passenger side.

"My skirt is too tight for me to climb in the back. You don't mind, do you?" Rose asked, John.

"No," it made sense. "I don't mind."

With a bit more difficulty than he'd expected, John was able to lower himself into the back seat, smoothing his dress as he went. Rose lowered the front seat back into place and sat, turning and asking, "All set, back there?"

John replied, "Yes," as the car's satellite radio began playing show tunes and John put the otherwise silent vehicle into gear.

As they started their ride, with the speakers in the rear of the car carrying the bulk of the radio's volume, John could hear nothing of the conversation taking place in the front seat. Suddenly, instead of being part of a trio of young adult friends, he felt trapped by the lack of escape options, isolated by the physical separation and the volume of the music and more like a child than he'd felt since he was one.

Uninterested in carrying a purse, Rose even had his phone.

There was laughter and some singing from the front, but he could hear none of it, so he could participate in none of it. Once, Rose glanced back at him and smiled, but he was unable to ask her to turn down the music before she turned around, again.

With no interaction possible, he sulked in the corner and looked at his legs as they extended from the pleated, peach skirt of his little dress. His legs were smooth and thin and feminine. So were his arms and fingers and toes. It was all just - weird.

He looked up as he heard the sound of the gravel and seashells that paved the driveway of the rehearsal hall, and that was the moment that he felt a tear drip onto his left cheek and he realized that his vision was blurred. He blinked to clear his sight, but that just seemed to cause more tears to fall. What the hell was happening!?!? He didn't cry! He couldn't remember the last time he had, but it was definitely when he was very young.

Hastily, he rubbed his eyes to clear them and he tried to steady his breathing, but the panic he felt at being discovered by Rose - beautiful, mature, Rose - crying like the child he appeared to be made gaining control of himself impossible. He was just getting worse and worse by the second and he could feel himself falling to pieces.

"Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit," he breathed. "Not here. Not now. Not in front of Rose!"

But he could do anything to stop it and by the time Rose moved the seat forward and offered him her hand, he was sobbing uncontrollably and covering his face with his hands to avoid her gaze.

"Oh, baby, what's wrong?" She asked with genuine concern.

'Baby.' She sure had that right. That was exactly how he felt - like a baby. Could it just be the clothes doing all of this to him? It wasn't like he was taking hormones or anything. Why was this playing mind games on him?

When he didn't reply, Rose stood straight and looked over the roof of the car and spoke to Ed. John could hear the conversation.

"I think we need a few minutes, Ed. We'll see you inside."

"Everything ok?"

"Umm... yeah, I think so. She just needs a couple of minutes, ok?"

"Oh... ok. I'll see you inside."

When Ed had left the car, Rose bent back in and offered John a hand. "Come on, baby. Sit up front and I'll take of you. Come on, now, these things happen to a girl - we get caught up in our emotions and all, but I'll help you. Come on. Sit up front for me."

Her voice was unintentionally condescending and maternal, but he was acting so childishly that he supposed she was using the appropriate tone for the situation, so, eventually, he took her hand and she helped him re-situate himself in the passenger seat.

"What's wrong, baby," Rose asked as she patted his soft cheek her warm hand. "You can tell me."

"Nothing." It came out more petulant than he'd expected. "There's nothing wrong. I'm just... I don't know... overwhelmed, I guess. I feel so much different than I did on Monday morning. It all just feels so... different. I can't explain it, Rose, and look at me! I'm crying like a child and you..."

"Me?" Rose asked. "Did I hurt you somehow, baby? I'm sorry, if I did. I didn't mean to."

"No, you didn't... it's just... Rose, I like you... I mean... you know what I mean... and you don't even see me as a guy. To you, I'm just a little girl. A little sister."

"Oh, honey, that's just not so." She continued patting him, consoling him as if he were a child. "I know you're a boy. I think you're a very wonderful guy to do all of this for your art. Honestly, I do."

He managed to slow things down and catch his breath. He nodded as he stemmed the flow of tears.

"I'm sorry," he whispered, embarrassed and ashamed. "I'm sorry."

"No reason to be, baby," she sang to him. "Here, though," she pulled a makeup wipe from her purse, "you have raccoon eyes from crying. Let me help you."

She wiped off the mess he'd made and started his face, again, from scratch. Within minutes, he looked fresh and pretty, again - just a redness around his eyes indicated that he'd ever been upset.

At 11:30, Rose got a text:

MARILYN: It's Marilyn. I'm in the parking lot. John's not responding. Can I leave his shoes with you? I can wait till you break for lunch

ROSE: Hi. I'm on break already. John's with Randy. Come on in. Ms Weldon wants to meet you.

MARILYN: Ok. John won't know, right? Who's Randy?

ROSE: No, John won't know. We'll meet in her office. Randy is the acting coach. John's due back in the rehearsal hall in five minutes. I'll meet you at the door.

Marilyn entered with a garment bag and a shoebox.

Rose took the garment bag from her. "What's all this? I thought you were just getting shoes."

"I got him, like, six pairs of shoes. God, it's as if I adopted a fourteen year old. He's got nothing and needs everything."

"I'll put this in my costume slot, for now. Why did you get him a new dress, though. The one he was wearing was perfect."

Marilyn smiled. "This is more perfect. It's a little longer, but it looks a lot less formal. I like what he wore this morning, but it was a bit formal to wear to a screening of 'Jaws,' don't you think?"

She couldn't help it, Rose opened the garment bag and looked. "Oh! It's so pretty!"

"Isn't it?" Marilyn was happy that Rose, who was very fashionable, approved.

Rose moved the bag so that the dress hung freely in front of it. The cotton dress was not new, but it was timeless. It was a beautiful, royal blue with patches of white popping out of a subtle, geometric pattern. It had a modest, v-neck and there was a bit of elastic between the breasts to create a lovely effect when it was worn. The sleeves ended at the elbow with large cuffs, then blossomed out into modestly puffy shoulders. The top looked like it would blouse out loosely and comfortably and the skirt, longer than usual, looked as if it was meant to just cover the knee and it had yards of extra material that would allow the skirts to billow as he walks.

"When you told me that he had a break down," Marilyn said, "I thought that it would make sense go a little more conservative for tonight."

"Oh, Marilyn, he'll love it. I love it! I wish I could wear it! And his pearls, oh, Marilyn, it'll all be just so perfect!"

Very pleased by Roses's approval, they closed the garment bag, left it in Rose's area, then knocked on Ms Weldon's door. They were invited in and Ms Weldon shook John's mother's hand.

"Marilyn! Very nice to meet you. Let me start by saying that I am very, very impressed by John's dedication and the work that he has done so far. You have a remarkably talented son. You should be very proud."

"Oh, I am, Ms Weldon, I truly am, and I'm very impressed by your achievements, as well, and, please believe me, I won't normally even consider interfering, but..." she searched for diplomatic words.

"But," Ms Weldon too, over her train of thought, "your twenty year old son is suddenly looking like a fifteen year old girl?"

"Not just looking like one, Ms Weldon - behaving like one, too. It's as if he's become Bianca full time and I'm not sure that he's behaving like he's fifteen. He just seems befuddled by the littlest chore - shower, drying his hair, everything. I'm so worried about him that I've started treating him like one, too. I've set a curfew, for crying out loud. He had plans to go out with his friend, Ed, tonight and I'm so nervous about something happening to him, that I said 'no' until Rose, here, agreed to go as a chaperone."

"I understand, Marilyn, and I apologize if I've upset things, but I promise you, from long experience, I guarantee that the first week of an actor's adoption of a role this foreign to him, is always the worst. A week from now, everything will be more relaxed, again."

"That's reassuring, Ms Weldon, but, a week from now, he will still be wearing dresses. I am very concerned, Ms Weldon. I have seen DRASTIC changes in that boy over the last three days and I am very frightened that, if he continues down this road, he'll become a... a... a..."

"A freak?" Ms Weldon's harsh word shocked both Marilyn and Rose.

"I beg your pardon!?" Marilyn was defensive.

"A freak? Are you afraid that your son may become some kind of freak, then I have news for you, Marilyn - he already is. Look."

Ms Weldon pointed to a moderately sized flat screen mounted on the wall behind Rose and Marilyn. As they watched, John, in an incredibly adorable, purple gown was flirting with three young men in doublets and tights. Ms Weldon used a remote from her seat and raised the volume.

"What do you see, Marilyn?"

"I see John," Marilyn watched the screen, "dressed like a sixteenth century woman, flirting with Ed and two other men."

"Rose, do you see anything odd?" Ms Weldon asked.

"No. I don't think so."

"Well, ladies," Ms Weldon walked to the monitor, "you're missing the true freakish nature of young John. What are the suitors carrying?"

"Scripts," they said together.

"And What is John carrying?"

"Nothing," they both said.

"Exactly. This is day three of rehearsals and that young man has memorized every scene he is in and he is not blocking or marking the scene - he is acting and acting well. That little boy has a freakish ability to inhabit a character. This is Shakespeare, ladies! He is a secondary lead and he is off-book on day three!"

She returned to her desk chair and muted the monitor and waited for the women to direct their attention back to her. "Marilyn - I am a very good director. A VERY good director and I have seen, literally, thousands of young actors and that little boy in the purple dress is, without question, the most naturally talented actor I have ever met. He should not be college, he should be on stages or screens playing juvenile roles while he still looks young and, please believe me, it is my intention to find that child a role in a professional theater or in a video project as soon as I can. Bear with me, Marilyn. I want to work his muscles and see how much he can handle. He's going to be a star, Marilyn. I can feel it."

Marilyn was shocked. She knew that John was talented, but this... this was a lot to take in. "What do you mean by juvenile roles?"

"Well, Ms Weldon settled a bit. "John is twenty, now, but he comes across as younger. To be honest, I think that with the proper preparation and slightly smaller breasts, he could easily play a twelve year old. Eleven as a boy!"

"Now think about the great juveniles of TV and movies," she continued. "Mickey Rooney played a teenager well into his twenties. So did Michael J Fox and even Jennifer Love Hewitt! These are long careers and John is talented enough to do the same. I'd like to push him in that direction, if you don't mind."

Rose sat beside Gloria and opposite Ed and John while they ate lunch. She was feeling just a little bit guilty about the wave of jealousy that washed over her when Ms Weldon explained her interest in John. The more she thought about, the more she understood her own pettiness. John was very talented, there was no doubt about that, and there was no reason to be jealous of John's gifts. Heck, maybe she could learn from him.

Ed had already gone to the counter and picked up a bottle of water for John, before jumping up again, when John mentioned that he needed salad dressing.

"Excuse me, Miss Minola," it was Harry standing by the table. Jim had already brought John some iced tea this morning. John was beginning to grow appreciative of these men and their willingness to please him.

"Harry! Would you like to join us?" Rose was very welcoming and Harry couldn't resist.

"If you don't mind..." he turned and grabbed an empty chair from a nearby table, then sat at the end, between Ed and and Gloria.

"I thought that you might enjoy something sweet to nibble on this afternoon, Miss Minola." Harry pulled a wrapped package from his satchel and handed it to John.

After a very successful morning of rehearsals, John's mood had improved tremendously. He had shed his purple gown and hoops for lunch, but was still wearing his corset over his lacy smock, so he was still being very careful while eating his salad.

"Oh, Harry," John was just as surprised by Harry's thoughtfulness as he had been by Jim and Ed's. "You're so nice. You don't need to buy me things."

"It's my pleasure, Bianca. I hope you like it."

As John ripped the paper, Ed sat back and folded his arms. Had anyone glanced at him, they would have noticed that he was definitely getting miffed.

"Oh! Salt water taffy from Cabot's! This stuff is amazing? When did you go to Provincetown?" The small, artistic community located at the far eastern point of The Cape was known for its nightlife, artistic shops and long standing LGBTQIA community.

"I'm staying in P-town with my cousin. I thought you'd enjoy something sweet and who makes better taffy or fudge than Cabot's?"

John opened the modestly sized box and offered some to everyone at the table. Even Ed couldn't resist tasting the delicious candy.

"Oh, my God, that's so good!" John moaned and bounced in his seat - a new habit that he'd developed since his breasts had been attached. The feeling of the breasts bouncing was becoming addictive to him and he found himself bouncing more and more. "Thank you, Harry! These are amazing!" John placed his hand over Harry's as he spoke.

Harry flipped his hand and took John's hand in his, rubbing it gently as he said, "You are more than welcome, Mistress Minola." Then he lifted John's hand, gently, to his lips and gave the back of it a soft, warm, slow kiss. Then he smiled and excused himself.

John's hand remained frozen where Harry had released it. He stared at the invisible imprint of Harry's lips on his hand for a moment, before glancing at Rose and Gloria who were both smiling. Then, he turned to Ed for his reaction, but Ed was busy unwrapping another taffy petulantly.

John sat back in his chair, bit the knuckle of his left forefinger while the fingertips of his right hand gently ran along the lace that ran along the bust line of his smock while he thought. He made a very pretty picture.

"He's just being nice, honey," Gloria said.

John looked quickly to Ed, who seemed to no be paying much attention to anything but getting the sticky candy separated from the waxed paper wrapper, and said to Gloria, "This is the third time today that a boy has been nice to me."

"It probably won't be the last," Gloria laughed.

"But," John whispered, "they all know I'm a boy."

"Doesn't make a bit of difference," Rose giggled. "You look like a duck and quack like a duck, so - to boys - you must be a duck." She looked at Ed, still fumbling with the wrapper and appeared to be paying no attention. "Right, Ed?"

Ed smiled as he crumpled the paper. "Duck or drake - makes no difference. I like the way she looks. I like the way she moves. I like the way she talks. I like the way she smells. I just want to spend time with her." He beamed a sincere smile at Rose. The smile said, 'I know what I'm doing.'

"That's very sweet, Ed." Rose smiled.

"I'm a very sweet guy, Rose. Tell her, Bianca." He put his arm around John and gave him a shake. He'd done this many times before - as the smaller member of their long time Mutt-and-Jeff friendship, John was used to be 'manhandled' from time to time - but this was a bit gentler. It still felt comfortable and playful, though and made John laugh. He appreciated it and he smiled at Ed.

"He really is a sweet guy, Rose. Thanks, Ed."

Ed smiled at everyone, then piled both his trash and John's onto his tray and stood to throw it away. "I'll see you all in a few." He bent before leaving and kissed John's cheek. "I need to make a pit stop," and he walked away leaving Gloria and John smiling, but Rose was pondering something.

"Can I ask you something?" Rose asked.

"Sure," John was running his hands across his corset and smock to be sure that no crumbs had fallen onto his clothing.

"Are you attracted to Ed?"

John looked up in surprise. "Attracted? No. He's my friend, but... I'm not gay." He did recall his shower-fantasy from last night, but he didn't think that was really all that important.

"Uh huh," Rose nodded. "So, last summer, when you guys finished your lunch, did Ed kiss you goodbye?"

"Well, no, but, last summer, that would not have looked appropriate. We have to kiss in the show, so, he's just trying to make me comfortable. He kissed me last Friday when I accepted the part, too, and I had a beard at that time."

"So... you're into girls, then?" Gloria asked.

When John nodded, Gloria continued, "Wow. I think I'd love for my husband to be like you; soft, pretty, little... What do you think, Rose. Less sweat and body-odor, more perfume and powder."

Rose smiled, but didn't say anything. In fact, she'd been think the same thing all week.

Gloria continued, "Tasting his lipstick and having his sweet smelling hair fall on you while you're making love. Oh, and the silk and satin nighties! Oh, that would be wonderful! Hoo! I'm getting myself all worked up!" She laughed.

John blushed a bit, but Rose was a bit flushed with excitement. She smiled and stood. "I'll see you guys. I need to make a pit stop, too."

It had been a great day of rehearsals. They'd ended the day by running the show from the beginning to the end without stopping. Everyone was doing so well that John was shocked when he realized that it was nearly five o'clock. He loved it when plays came together like this and he wanted to continue, but when they stopped for notes, he started to feel the exhaustion set in.

Tomorrow, they'd be running the show for Ms Weldon for the first time. She'd walked though and checked on things many times, but tomorrow they'd be getting her notes. That should be interesting.

Gloria, Rose and John helped each other remove their costumes and undergarments. It felt good to lose the corset!

John hung up Gloria and Rose's gowns for them, while they removed their smocks. By the time he was removing his own smock, Gloria was wearing her jean shorts and Jimmy Buffet tee shirt and Rose was wearing her tight fitting dress. Once John's costume pieces were all hung and put away, he found himself dressed only in his bra and panties while the two women were fully dressed. Not only that, but his peach colored dress was gone.

"Hey!" He said with a lot of concern. "My dress is gone."

Rose pulled out the garment bag from her cubby and held it out for John. "Your mom bought you a more comfortable dress to wear to the movies."

John unzipped the bag and pulled it off of the hanger, then put the hanger over the rod in his cubby. He stared at it. Obviously, all dresses are feminine and all, but this was a special dress. It had an extra dose of femininity to it. It just looked... lovely on the hanger.

"Wow!" Said Gloria.

"It's pretty, isn't it?" Rose asked both of them.

"Let's get it on you," Rose reached for the hanger and turned the dress to find the zipper, but what she found was a series of tiny buttons that ran from the shoulders to the rear end of the dress. Unusual!

As she started to unbutton the dress, she realized that there was a very beautiful, black, lace slip hanging on the hanger as well. When she'd unbuttoned enough buttons to remove the hanger, she handed the slip to Gloria. "Can you help him with this?"

"Sure."

She lowered the wonderfully smooth garment over his body and he shivered. He'd never felt anything so soft and smooth and wonderful before. It hugged his breasts and torso so pleasantly, then hung so amazingly close to his body's without really touching him. It just tickled him as it played 'I'm Not Touching You' with him. The bosom was a series of lace rosettes that stretched just enough to hug him and always remind him that he was wearing something pretty. Just above his belly button, it expanded enough to float around him.

Curious, Gloria lifted the skirt of the slip to see the tag that she'd noticed as she'd dressed him. She read aloud, "'Custom made, one of a kind, 'House Of Alaura' Newberry Street, Boston.' Holy smokes, this slip set somebody back a few bucks."

Rose showed Gloria a matching tag in the dress. "This too. Geez, Marilyn really hit pay dirt at her second hand store."

With about half the buttons undone, Rose determined that John could get into it, so she and Gloria lowered it onto him as he threaded his arms into the half-sleeves. He stood straight and allowed Rose to button up the line of tiny, pearlescent buttons on the back. As the dress closed around him, he and Gloria and Rose were all amazed as to how charming the dress was.

"That's lovely!" Came a voice from the doorway. Jan entered and came forward to inspect his new dress. "Where did you get this? Who made it?"

"My mom bought it at a second hand store," John said timidly.

"The tag on both the dress and slip say that it was made by 'House of Alaura.'" Gloria told her.

"Wow, Bianca," Jan fingered the garment, "Alaura passed away at least a decade ago. She was an interesting designer - moderately high-end and she specialized in day-wear - office attire, casual, stuff like that. This is just lovely."

Rose finished fastening the last button and played with his loose hanging skirt. "It's adorable on you, sweetie, and it fits perfectly. How does it feel?"

What he said was, "Fine."

What he wanted to say was, "Wonderful! Look at how pretty I look in this!" He swayed from side to side to watch the waves of light fabric. It was perfect.

"Go ahead. We know you want to." Rose teased. The other women giggled, too.

"Do what?" He asked.

"Spin, silly. We can tell that you want to see how it flares when you spin. There's nothing wrong with that. We all do it. Go ahead!"

He did. He twirled and he smiled at the look and feel of the dress as it collapsed around him, hugged him and released him. It was wonderful! Delightful! So different than anything he'd ever felt before. It was so pleasant that he did it again in the other direction.

Suddenly, for the first time in days, he was truly smiling. A big, broad, sincere smile.

"There are those cheek bones," Rose whispered to Jan and Gloria. "I told you he was beautiful!"

"Aw," Gloria placed her right hand on her heart, "so much pretty wasted on a boy."

"Wasted, Nothing," Jan shook her head. "Those cheeks are going to be the key to that little lady's future. I guarantee it."
 
GOING OUT -or- GOD GIVES YOU ONE FACE, AND YOU MAKE YOURSELF ANOTHER
 

The navy blue, two inch, open-toed heals and faux-pearl necklace, both provided by his mother, completed John's outfit to a tee. After two days of exploring girl's clothing, enjoying it all, but frequently feeling awkward and stupid, he was finding his current clothing wonderful, soft, unusual and perfect. The puffy sleeves that ended at his elbows were constantly visible in his peripheral vision.

The ride to Falmouth was fine. He didn't mind being in the backseat at all. When Rose would turn to speak to him, he was always smiling. She thought he looked adorable - the dress, the hair, the pearls and, oh, those pretty cheeks. He was the perfect 'girl next door,' or, in this case, 'the perfect little sister.

When Ed glanced in the mirror, he saw a beautiful, little friend; someone he really wanted to spend time with. He didn't mind that Rose was with them at all. She was mature and gorgeous. He wanted to spend time with her, too. Who wouldn't!?

They ate at a Panera Bread restaurant in the same strip of stores where the cinema was located. John received three compliments on his dress while he was in line to order his food. He was flattered and enjoyed the attention. He was proud of the way he looked in the dress, too!

While Ed ate his soup-in-a-bread-bowl and Rose ate her turkey sandwich, John ate his salad and listened as Rose told her story about the first time she'd seen 'Jaws' as a child and how she'd refused to get into the water, other than a pool, for the entire summer.

"Excuse me," a woman tapped John's shoulder lightly. "May I ask, where did you get that lovely dress, dear?"

John wiped his mouth, smiled and said, "Um, I'm not sure. My mom bought If for me at a second hand store, but I'm not sure where." He nervously brushed his hands across the tops of his knees and felt the movement of the soft cotton against the pure silk of the slip beneath, and when he looked down at his legs, he noticed how the ample skirt hung beautifully down the side of the wooden chair in which he sat. It even made that look lovely. These new revelations, combined with the compliment from this woman, made him smile even more broadly.

The forty-ish woman touched the puffed sleeve nearest her. "I hate to interrupt your meal, but could you, just for a moment, stand so that I can see the way it hangs. I don't mean to be a bother, but I make a lot of my daughters' clothes and I'd just like a photo, if you don't mind, so that I can keep this design in mind for them. You don't mind, do you, dear?"

"Of course she doesn't mind, do you Bianca?" Rose beamed at him.

"Not at all," John replied, and he didn't.

He stood and the woman looked over the dress with a hypercritical eye. "Oh, my, that is just lovely, dear. May I take a few pictures?"

"Of course," he shrugged his shoulders with honest, girlish glee and stood.

The woman pulled out her phone and opened the camera app. She took a step back, but did not have much room, so, John took a step back, standing beside Ed.

"That truly is lovely, thank you. Would you mind turning your back to me so that I can get a shot of the back?"

He did and he twirled as he did so, not only flaring the skirt out, but making it swing up against Ed and showering him with scent of strawberries that John had embedded in his skin and hair. Ed breathed deeply of the sweet smells. The heady smells did not go unnoticed.

Just as she was finishing taking pictures of the dress, John noticed two young women with several shopping bags enter and head towards them.

"Mom," the oldest said to the woman, "are you disturbing these people?" She turned to Rose and Ed, "I'm sorry. When my mom sees a dress she wants to copy, she forgets about her manners, don't you, mom?"

The woman laughed. "I'm afraid she's right. I'm Connie and this is my oldest, Cassie, and my youngest, Annie."

Both girls waved and said 'Hi.' They were dressed for a cool, early summer evening. Both in jeans with stretchy, low-cut, black, spaghetti strap shirts with open flannel shirts to act as jackets. The oldest wore a classic red and black, buffalo plaid, while the youngest wore a pink and white flannel in the same pattern.

"Did you get anything good?" Connie asked them.

They both replied excitedly that they had.

"Isn't this young lady's dress beautiful?" Connie asked her daughters and they agreed that it was.

"Girls, this is... I'm sorry, I never asked your name," Connie chuckled. "I was so taken by your dress..."

"Bianca," John said, but Rose jumped in quickly.

"You can call her, Bebe," she told them.

"Oh, that suits you, Bebe. And how old are you, dear?"

Again, Rose leapt in and answered, "Bebe is fourteen. I'm Bebe's older sister, Rose, and this is my boyfriend, Ed. It's nice to meet you, girls."

John was a little shocked that Rose stated that he was quite that young, but what difference did it make? He'd just go with the flow and it would be over in a few minutes.

"Fourteen and so beautiful!" Connie said. "Annie is fourteen as well." Connie's youngest was an exceptionally beautiful girl. Taller than John and a little bigger all over, especially in the chest, all three women were well endowed. The young lady smiled and acknowledged that her mother was correct. "Cassie, here, is sixteen." The older daughter smiled.

"And why are you ladies so dressed up tonight?" Connie continued dominate the conversation.

"We're on our way to see 'Jaws' on the big screen at the cinema next door," Ed finally joined the conversation.

"Oh," Connie teased, "date night for you two and you're kind enough to take your little sister along. That's sweet."

"Something like that," Rose giggled. "Actually, our mom wouldn't let Bebe see 'Jaws' before. She's kind of a scaredy cat when it comes to scary movies. So, now that she's old enough, she begged us to take her, right, Beebs?"

Man, Rose could really make this stuff up on the fly! John just went with it and smiled and nodded.

"Oh, you must be so excited," Connie teased. "You're all dressed up and you're being escorted by your sister's handsome boyfriend. You must feel so grownup."

"I really do," John said - if nothing else, he definitely felt more grown up than a fourteen year old.

"Annie and Cassie are going to see the movie, too. I'm more like you, though Bebe. I can't watch that stuff. They're going on their own." The girls smiled.

"Oh, well, why don't you girls join us!?" Rose was being a very enthusiastic hostess at the moment and John was feeling a bit more vulnerable that he had a few minutes ago.

"That would be wonderful, if it's not a problem," Connie was truly happy. "The girls and I are staying at 'The Schooner Inn' down the street and I think they're a little sick of hanging around with their mom, aren't you girls?"

The girls chuckled and said that they kinda were.

"Can you give us just a few minutes to organize things," Connie asked. "I won't be more than a moment or two. Girls, let's step over here. I'll take your bags and let me give you some cash for the movies."

They stepped over to a nearby, empty table.

"What are you doing?" John whispered to Rose.

"Johnny," she whispered back, "you've never spent time with a fourteen year old girl before and, as Bianca, you need to be one. Use this as research. See how those girls behave. Emulate them. Become one of them. It'll be great practice. It's just for a few hours."

The girls were coming back and they had big smiles on their faces. "Thank you for letting us go with you. Hi, Bianca. I'm Cassie." She gave a shy wave.

"I'm Annie," said the younger sister.

"I'll walk back over around 9:00 and wait for you, girls." Connie was picking up the girls' bags and preparing to leave.

"Oh, don't be silly," Rose said. "We'll walk them back after the movie. It's not a long walk and it's going to be a lovely night. Besides, we're responsible adults. We'll take care of them."

Connie smiled, a bit nervous, but happy for some free time. "How old are you, dear?" She asked.

"Ed and I are twenty-one. We'll take good care of Cassie and Annie." She jotted down something on a napkin and handed it to Connie. "This is my cell number. Call me if you get worried."

The five of them left the restaurant together and walked through the parking lot towards the cinema. Much to his delight, Rose took Ed's hand and whispered, "Remember, we're on a date."

Ed smiled. Rose was a truly breathtaking woman, although, not exactly his ideal. He was attracted to smaller, perkier women and,
preferably, with darker hair, but since he'd never really been on an bona-fide date before, he would enjoy this evening. Besides, he knew that John had a thing for Rose and he wouldn't want to interfere with that.

Cassie and Annie walked on either side of John and they talked with great enthusiasm about everything from where they were from - Manchester, New Hampshire, what they liked at at school - both loved their English classes, and their favorite hobby - musical theater. There was a subject that Jon could join in on! He'd done a number of musicals along the way and his phone was loaded with musical theater selections.

The girls loved 'Hamilton: An American Musical' and John was well aware of the piece, too. He saw the show during his previous spring break when he'd taken the train down to New York City and paid a ludicrous amount of money for a single ticket, but it had been worth it.

"Hey!" Annie suddenly yipped. "There's three of us! You know what that means!"

Then the two of them screamed, "The Schuyler Sisters!" And they assumed the position that the sisters take in the play and started singing -

Together they sang, "Work! Work!"

Cassie sang, "Angelica"

Then, together again, "Work! Work!"

Annie sang, "Eliza!"

Once more, together, they sang "Work! Work!"

Finally, and with great excitement, John assumed the sister's position and sang, "And Peggy!"

They continued through the song, mimicking the dance moves as best as they could remember. When the Aaron Burr rap section in the middle of the song came along, Rose and Ed shouted out those lyrics for them while John and the girls did the iconic movements of the Schuyler sisters from the show. John used the copious material of his skirts in the manner of the actresses in the show and when they'd reached the end of the song, John and the girls struck the correct pose while Ed and Rose clapped and cheered.

The girls hugged John and leapt around shouting, "That was sooooo good!"

"You were wonderful, girls!" Rose clapped and whooped, as did some of the people in the parking lot who had stopped to watch their impromptu performance.

Rose grabbed John and pulled him into a tight hug. "You are so good! Keep it up, little girl! You're doing great!"

John smiled and took Cassie's proffered hand as they climbed the stairs to the cinema. The stairs and porch were built, like so many other other business' entrances on The Cape, to look like a wharf, complete with fishing nets and large, decorative, wooden bobbers. It was kitschy and tacky, but ubiquitous throughout the area and had been such a common sight through all of John's summers, that he barely even noticed.

Ed went to the exterior ticket window to buy the tickets while John and the girls waited. When he returned with the tickets, they all went to enter the building, but John squealed, "Hey! I'm stuck!" The heel to the pump on his right foot had wedged itself into a crack between the weathered planking.

They all laughed at his dilemma, but it was Rose who bent down, removed his foot from the shoe, then the shoe from the crack and then replaced the shoe on his foot. "Very lady like, little sister," she teased.

At the concession stand, John bought what the girls bought - a small, buttered popcorn, a bag of Swedish Fish and a cherry Icee and they sat dead center of the cinema - John in the middle, Cassie to his right and Annie to his left with Ed and Rose sitting side by side in the row behind them.

The excited girls told stories about their lives and their friends and John joined in, editing the details of his stories in order to be appropriate to his new identity.

"Bebe," Cassie said, "are you on Instagram, or SnapChat, or what?"

John thought for a moment. "None. My mom won't let me use social media until I'm sixteen." He gave an exaggerated sigh, "She treats me like a child. It's so frustrating!"

"I know," Cassie empathized. "It's so frustrating!"

"Yeah," Annie joined in, "but you have a real cool older sister! She's beautiful. I bet she's popular."

John thought about Rose and her social circle at Emerson. "She is. She's really popular." He rolled his eyes. "It's not easy being her little sister in our neighborhood, that's for sure. She's, like, perfect, you know? But she's really nice to me, though."

"Yeah," Cassie smiled at him and then at Annie, "sisters are the best! I bet it sucks to be a guy."

"Yeah," was John's only reply.

'Jaws' was one of John's favorite movies and he loved it on the big screen. He had an even better time than usual this time watching it with the girls. He screamed with them and cowered, and covered his eyes and participated in the film as he'd never done before. He had a great time and so did the girls. Maybe it was some sort of a magic spell that this wonderful dress had cast on him or maybe it was the girls' joy just taking over him, but he'd enjoyed every moment of the last three hours with them.

When the movie ended, Rose and the girls went to the Ladies Room. John could have used a rest stop himself, but he felt that the Ladies Room in a public location with two underaged girls was a bad idea, so he went out to wait with Ed.

It was a beautiful night with just a slight chill in the air. Ed wandered to the far end of the dock-style porch that wrapped around the cinema and called back to John. "Hey, you can see the Sagamore Bridge from here and it looks awesome in the moonlight."

John walked to Ed's vantage point and looked towards the large, arched-top, silver, iron bridge that spans the southern end of The Cape Cod Canal. There were only two ways onto The Cape by car and that's either the Sagamore Bridge or the Bourne Bridge further north. They were both beautiful structures.

The nearly full moon cast an unusually romantic glow on the bridge this night. The silver-painted iron reflected the orange-yellow of the moon in a surreal way. "Wow," John agreed, "it is beautiful."

Ed put his arm around his small friend and pulled him close. John let him do it - they did it in rehearsal all day, anyway. They stayed that way for a solid minute or more before Ed said, "We need to get back out front. They'll be out soon."

They turned to go, but as John began to turn, his heel, once again, slipped between two piece of decking, only this time he had some momentum, so he began to stumble, his foot caught in the shoe that was caught in the crack.

"Ahh!" John cried as he lost his balance, but Ed was right there and he turned and caught John, mid fall, with John's back inches from the decking, Looking right back up into Ed's face.

There was a pause as Ed looked deeply into John's eyes. Then, without warning, Ed planted a big, deep kiss on the smaller man's lips. At first, John submitted, but then realized what was happening and tried, to push Ed off, but, quickly, submitted, again.

When the kiss ended, John was a bundle of electric goose bumps and confusion. "I'm sorry," Ed whispered. "I couldn't help myself." He stood and righted John before helping him to free his open-toed pump.

"It's ok," John smiled a little smile. "I liked it."

"Yeah?" Ed asked, surprised.

John shrugged and grinned, "Yeah. It was nice." It was nice, but he also felt... odd. The tingling he'd felt in his groin was different from when he'd been excited by a woman. He felt... small and safe and loved. It definitely had been 'nice.'

Ed smiled and they walked back to the front of the building, just as the three women exited the building.

"Bebe!" Annie called through her laughter as she ran to the railing. "Who am I?" She stood at attention and raised her arms straight out from her shoulders, then keeping her elbows bent at a perfect 90 degree angle. She held her forearms up at a right angle and sang, "Don't cry for me Argentina..."

John laughed, both because it was expected of him and because it was pretty funny.

They all moved towards the sidewalk that led to the girls' hotel, while John and the girls sang, "Take Me or Leave Me" from 'Rent' followed by "Waving Through A Window" from 'Dear Evan Hansen.' As they sang the last note of this some, they arrived at The Schooner Inn and Connie was standing on the balcony of their room,
simultaneously smiling and laughing at their joyful-ness and 'shhing' them to avoid waking the neighbors.

"I guess you guys had a good time, then?" She asked in a loud whisper.

"We had a great time, mom!" Annie shouted. "Bebe is the coolest girl I've ever met!"

"She knows all the songs we know!" Cassie chimed in, nearly drunk with enthusiasm.

"That's wonderful, girls. Now, come on in. It's getting late." Connie chided.

Each girl hugged John before thanking Ed and Rose. Then, as they headed into the door, they shouted back, "Bye, Bebe! I love you!"

John knew that it was just hyperbole, but he smiled, nonetheless.

On the walk back to the car, John's pumps got the better of him, so he pulled them off and walked barefoot on the sandy grass surrounding the parking lot. Now, being two inches shorter without his heels, and Rose, already two inches taller than him AND wearing VERY high heels, John found himself substantially smaller than either of his companions.

Rose threw her arm around his shoulders, emphasizing her superior height. "You had fun, didn't you?"

He nodded.

"Being a girl isn't so bad, is it?"

"No. I never had guy friends who knew all those songs before. They knew them backwards and forwards. It was fun singing with them."

Rose chuckled thinking about this guy, who'd been a very masculine guy just a few days ago, having so much fun pretending to be a female, high school freshman. It was adorable. He was adorable. His dress and hair and makeup and pearls and his walk and the way he played with his skirts - it was all adorable.

She continued to evaluate him as he sat in the back seat, looked out the window, sang along with the song on the satellite radio and his fingers continuously played with the material of his skirts. How could a man, a regular man, who was actually kind of handsome, in a boyish way, have so quickly been transformed into this little girl - completely indistinguishable from the fourteen year old girl he'd been playing with? It was miraculous! Plain and simple.

What would it be like to be with a man like this? To have a soft, feminine lover who she could dress up like a real, live doll, but who, somewhere under that dress and slip and hidden in those pretty panties, had a nice, rock hard penis. She imagined him in a frilly nightgown, shear and sexy, under her. His arms held down by her as she spread his legs and took him into her, devouring what manhood he had with her powerful, beautiful womanhood. That would be very different from the few sexual experiences she'd already had. Not a big, sweaty pig thrusting himself into her, but a sweet, little thing that she could take and claim as her own. Yes. Seeing John on his back, submitting to her - that would be bliss. Or on his knees, licking her, worshiping her, enthralled by her power and strength. Yes. That would be even better.

When they got back to John's family cottage, they parked the Tesla and Ed handed Rose the keys. "Good night, Rose. It was nice to be your boyfriend for the evening." He smiled.

"Good night, Ed," Rose smiled, too, and kissed his cheek. "Thank you for the movie."

"My pleasure. I hope you liked it." Then he turned to John. "Good night, Bebe. I hope you had a good time, too."

"I had the best time!" John replied, still in his adolescent mode. "Thank you for everything, Ed." Then he kissed Ed's cheek, pulled back and stared into Ed's eyes for a moment too long.

'Hmm. What have we here?' Rose thought. The plot thickens.

Once Rose and John were inside and Ed had safely driven away, Rose said, "Your mom sent me a text. She's at a friend's house until midnight or so. I'm just going to take a quick shower. Then I'll help you get out of your dress and into a nightie."

John agreed and sat on a sofa to see what was on TV.

As Rose headed to the bathroom, she glanced into John's room and noticed that his mother had laid out his clothes for tomorrow. She looked back down the hall to be sure that John wasn't following her. When she was sure that the coast was clear, she entered his room and saw a little, yellow dress - a silk, yellow underdress covered by yellow, flowery lace with five black buttons from the neck to the high waist. There was black piping around the edges of the Peter Pan collar, as well as two, vertical parallel lines of piping straight down the bodice on either side of the buttons. The same pattern of two parallel lines, this time in a horizontal pattern around the edges of both, just slightly puffy sleeves and around the waist to form a belted-effect. The dress also had two pockets cut into the lacy outer dress. Each of these also has a line of piping sewn in at an angle to make the pockets obvious. It was a delicate, feminine, almost childish confection of a dress.

Suddenly, her excitement was back. There was no doubt about it. She was hot and bothered by this little girl with a grown man's penis and she'd have to do something about it at some point.

She also glanced at the open closet and saw that Marilyn had been a very busy shopper, indeed. Pretty lace and bright colors poured out of the closet. No pants. No shorts. No skirts. No blouses. Just dresses. Lots and lots and lots of dresses

While Rose showered, John thought about the dress he'd worn this evening and in which he was still, essentially trapped. This beautiful, enchanting piece of clothing. He felt so wonderful in it, as if it had been made specifically for him. It made him feel so nice. So pretty. So feminine. He could definitely live happily in clothes like this.

Fifteen minutes later, Rose returned to the big room wearing a pair of sleep shorts that resembled very short basketball shorts and a spaghetti-strap sleep top that gathered between her breasts and clung to her like a second skin.

John, who'd been watching an old episode of The Big Bang Theory, looked up and smiled at this vision of beauty. Her lean legs led to a pert rump that filled the shorts beautifully and the 'cups' of the sleep shirt contained her somewhat modest, but perfect breasts, who's nipples pressed hard against the flimsy material.

"Wow," John breathed, not meaning to make a sound.

"What?" Rose said. "You like this?"

"You look..." sexy seemed like the wrong thing to say, so he looked for a synonym, but came up empty, so settled on, "... amazing."

"Yeah? Thanks. Maybe, when you're a little older, you can get something like this for yourself, but, for now, I have a nightie for you." She smiled down at him, a little condescending, but more than that, seductive. She offered him a hand and helped him stand. "But for now, turn around and I'll unbutton you and get you out of the dress."

John turned, but instead of unbuttoning him, Rose ran her hands down his back, slowly, kissed the back of his neck and whispered in his ear. "This feels so nice, doesn't it, Bebe? So soft. So pretty. You like it, don't you, Bebe?"

John was more than a little shocked by Rose's attention, not to mention her aggression, but he nodded and tried to control his breathing.

"So, so pretty. So, so girly. You're just a girl, aren't you? Just a little girl and I'm your big, strong woman."

She ran her finger along the middle of the rear of his panties, toying with the opening. "Tell me that you like it."

"I like it," he shivered.

"How does it make you feel?"

"Pretty."

"Pretty, and..."

"...and desired."

She bit his earlobe where the pearl earrings had been installed. "Desired as a man..." she bit his neck,"... or as a girl.?"

"A girl."

"What kind of girl?"

"A pretty girl."

"What other kind of girl?"

He knew what she wanted him to say and when her tongue entered his ear, he closed his eyes and muttered, "A little girl. A pretty, little girl."

With that, Rose started pulling up his skirts by the handful until her hands reached the smooth, soft skin of his legs. From there, she found his silky panties and ran her hands over the lacy pattern as she thrust her own pelvis in his backside.

"That's what a little girl should feel like," she whispered in a husky voice. "Smooth. Soft and no ugly bulges in her panties." She thrust her hand under the gusset of his panties and grasped his swollen organ encased inside. "Come for me, Bianca. Come on. I know you want to. I can feel it growing. Lose all that nasty boy stuff you're trying to hold back. Let it go. Come for me, baby. Come for me."

He was delirious with excitement and when he came, the position of his organ held his orgasm at bay even longer and he shivered and shook as his knees collapsed and he ended up on his knees, panting and still spewing shots of cum into his previously virginal panties.

She considered taking this opportunity to teach him the finer points of cunnilingus, but he looked so helpless and little on the floor that she just wanted to have him remember this experience. How she brought him to his knees and gave him pleasure like he'd never known before.

Finally, he caught his breath and raised his eyes demurely to see Rose's smiling face. "Did you like that, baby girl?" She asked in a sing-song voice.

He nodded and smiled.

"Good. Now, let's get those wet panties off of you and get you into the shower. Look what I have for you to wear to bed." She held up a very pretty, soft pink, cotton nightie that had small, silk bands over the shoulders, a gathered bodice a loose skirt that was covered in little eyelets and ended in two rows of ruffles at the bottom. "Isn't it adorable?"

John kept his demure attitude as he nodded and smiled.

Rose offered him her hand and helped him to stand. "Ok. Now, let's get those wet panties into the hamper and I'll get you into the shower so that you can be in bed before your mommy gets home."

Her tone was sugary sweet and a bit condescending, but she had just given him something he had wanted for ages. If that's what it took to get a hand job from a goddess, then so be it!

When his buttons were unbuttoned and the dress and slip removed, John pulled his wet panties down his legs and off. He wondered if he should soak them or something, but Rose just dropped them into the hamper.

This time, John made no attempt to hide is tool from Rose, not after what had just happened.

Rose looked at him. A fit body, but not toned. Thin, but far from waif-like. The breasts blended perfect onto his body without a hint of seam, anywhere. Moving down to a flat belly and long, shapely legs, separated from each other by a respectably sized male organ. However, in its hairless state, it made him look very boyish down there.

"You're so pretty, she smiled and drew his hair behind his ears. You know what? I'm a pretty lucky woman to have a baby sister like you." John smiled, still worn from the evening's events.

By the time he was in the shower, John's Head was spinning. Ed had kissed him so sweetly and Rose had given him so much and he'd liked being 'just a girl' with Annie and Cassie.

What was happening?

Who was he?

Who was he becoming?
 
 
To Be Continued...

Kiss Me, Bianca - 3

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  • Clara

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  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Age Regression
  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental

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  • Historical
  • Lingirie
  • Workplace Situations

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Kiss Me, Bianca: 3

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

John's preparation to play the role of Bianca brings him down new, strange roads. His talent earns him an audition for a TV role which forces him to face the great big world as a pretty, young girl.


 
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This version of Kiss Me Bianca: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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BUILDING A WARDROBE -or- KNOW'ST ME NOT BY MY CLOTHES? CONTINUED
 

"Good news, everyone," the Assistant Director stood in front of the cast and held up a text on his cell phone to show everyone, "the air conditioning will be back on tomorrow. I'm sorry for the heat today, but you all did a great job, regardless. Ms Weldon is giving notes to the other cast, but she'll be in to talk to you all as soon as she's done in there. Having said that, I have a few notes of my own..."

John, Rose and Gloria shared a bench in the parking lot. They'd all moved outside for notes due to the extreme temperatures in the rehearsal halls. The three of them were wearing just their smocks. The rest of the cast, all male, were in various degrees of undress, cooling off in the shade of the trees. Not for the first time, John envied them.

Typically, John was very attentive to notes, but the heat had really gotten to him today and, as a result, he was only half listening for his name. Until that happened, he was sitting next to Rose, who was in the center, trying to just get rid of the heat headache that was ringing in his head.

Lord, his bra was so damp! The Lycra seemed to not breathe at all. His chest could not sweat, of course, due to the breasts that were glued to it, but every other part of his body seemed to be making up for that. At Jan's insistence, he'd applied antiperspirant to his arm pits four time through the day. If it had helped, he couldn't tell.

"... and Kate and Bianca..." the Assistant Director said and John's eyes shot open, "Your last scene together," he put all of his fingertips together and kissed them in the manner of a cartooned Italian chef, "just perfect, girls. Bianca, your reaction to Kate's submission to her husband... it's just a perfect reflection of what the audience will be thinking. I love it ladies! Keep it up."

There was some supportive applause from the cast. John waved his appreciation and closed his eyes, again.

Finally, Ms Weldon arrived and she did not look happy, which surprised John, since everything seemed to be going very well.

"First of all, I want everyone's attention on me. I know it was hot, but that's life. I have a lot of notes and I expect that anything I criticize here today will be fixed tomorrow and remain fixed forever. Am I understood?"

They all indicated that she was.

"Good. First - the suitors..." she wasn't mean or brutal, but she was demanding and the three suitors were called to task on a lot of things - all of them small things, but all of them important.

"Petruchio..." same thing - lots of little things.

This went on for quite a while. Gloria was relieved to just get, "make your delivery and gestures bigger at that point. You're doing a great job, but that moment needs to be much bigger."

"Yes, ma'm. Thank you," Gloria relaxed.

She was nearly done and had said nothing about Bianca or Kate. John hoped that was a good thing.

"And Kate," John could feel Rose tense next to him, "in the end, do you actually 'love' Petruchio?"

"Yes, ma'am," she replied tentatively.

"Good. Then show it. What I saw was a woman who was - I don't know if respectful is the right word, but at least indulgent of her husband's nonsense and I saw some playfulness between you two, but I need to see actual, complete love between you two and, since Petruchio has to be this pompous character in that scene, it all falls down on you, sweetheart. Make me believe it. Understood?"

"Yes, ma'am"

Rose smiled. That was pretty good, actually.

"And Bianca-" It was a cold and angry voice that had just said his character's name. John wanted to dig a hole and hide. "I don't know where to start." She sighed and shook her head.

"Sometimes," she went on, "a director overreaches and makes mistakes when casting a character. When you auditioned, I saw that you read for the role, say, this well." She held her hand at about breast height. "I'd hope that, after some work with an AD and a coach, that you might get this good." She held her hand at shoulder height. "But I was wrong about you, John, and I should have known better."

John was ready to cry. The whole cast was glancing at him with confusion. As she shook her head and looked at him with disgust, John just wanted to die. He'd never worked this hard or gone through so much for a role. What had he done wrong!?

"John, I am going to suggest that you consider leaving that fancy school up in Boston, because I'm not sure that they have ANYTHING that they could teach you."

Rose held his hand, surreptitiously, and she could feel him shaking.

"You do not belong on this stage, John and that is all there is to it."

There was a stunned silence through the cast. It was broken by Harry, "Ms Weldon, I think that I speak for the entire cast, when I say..."

"Let me finish what I have to say, Harry. Then you can speak."

She returned her harsh, judgmental stare to John. "I say this as a truth, John. You do not belong here. This cast of amazingly talented people, this staff with years of experience and truck loads of talent... John... they... and I... and we... are holding you back."

Suddenly everyone breathed again - just a little.

"John, if I expected you to get to here," she held her hand at shoulder height again, "you have blasted right past that and I cannot even reach the level or performance that I am seeing from you."

John was shaking nearly uncontrollably, now. The fear and shame he'd been feeling had gotten his emotions off balance and he couldn't quite put his head around what she was saying. He didn't even notice the tears falling down his face.

"I've been doing this for over thirty years, John," finally Ms Weldon was smiling, "and I have never seen anything like you! John... No... I think John is gone, forever... Bianca, on behalf of the cast and staff, thank you for elevating this production of this amazing piece to the level of true 'art.' Keep it up, young lady! Keep it up!"

The shaking had become so bad, that Rose held him as the cast rose and faced him with a huge ovation. His smile seemed incongruous considering the tears.

Each member of the cast gave him a peck on the cheek on the way by. John just sat on the bench with Rose until just them, Ed and Ms Weldon remained.

"I'm sorry I put you through that, darling," Ms Weldon rubbed his back, "I guess I didn't realize I'd upset you, this much. Do you forgive me? I was just having some fun."

John had gained control of himself by this time and he smiled as he fluttered his eyes in an attempt to free the remaining tears in his long eye lashes. "I'm sorry, Ms Weldon. I don't know what came over me. I honestly thought that I was about to not only be fired, but told to quit school."

"May I have a few moments with my young friend?" Ms Weldon asked. Ed and Rose nodded and walked away.

She sat beside him, the petite little guy in the lacy smock, and she looked him over. "John," she spoke earnestly and with some concern in her voice, "I was serious when I said you should leave school. I'm not saying that you should stop studying acting, but if you really want to perform, believe me, I know that you're ready to move onto a real stage or, possibly, into film or television. Honestly, with the number of television shows on networks and streaming services these days, someone with your talent could easily find work within a few weeks. You're a very talented young actor, John and you should not be locked up in some school in Boston. The work is in New York and L.A. That's where you should be. And, I know that you grew up in this theater, but it's time to leave the nest, honey."

John was flattered by her compliments, but they scared him, too. Leave!? That was something he'd considered in a couple of years, when he'd graduated. This was a lot to take in.

He nodded, but she could see he was concerned by what she said.

"I'll tell you, what," she rubbed his upper arm in a comforting manner, "I know a lot of people in the casting business. Would it be ok if I invited some to meet you?"

This is what he'd wanted his whole life, why would not want that, but the prospect of success scared him, too.

He gave her a tentative nod and said, "Thank you, Ms Weldon. That's very kind of you. I really, really appreciate your support."

She moved her hand to his face and cupped his cheek in her hand and, for the first time since he'd met her, she gave him a warm, almost maternal, smile and said, "It's my pleasure, sweetheart."

She worked his hair behind his ear and admired his face. "You know, John, I was afraid that you'd bock at this role, but you've really become Bianca. We all say that an actor 'becomes' the role, but its rare that an actor truly does. I know that you've been inflicted with a lot of alien depilatories, and cleansers, and makeup and heaven knows what else, but I cannot believe how extreme your transformation has been. Do you think you'll ever go back to being a boy?"

The question caught John off guard. "Well, yeah, of course I will," he sputtered. "I just did this for the role - you know that. I never even considered this before last Friday."

She nodded and continued to visually inspect his skin and eyes and hair. "Hmmm, if you say so, but, John, I've asked men to do similar things for my shows before, but I see something very different when I look at you."

She left that remark hanging in the air until John finally asked, "What? What do you see?"

"I see a girl, John. A young, beautiful, adolescent girl who enjoys her satin and silk and lace and makeup. I see a little girl who is, slowly, becoming a woman and who, even though she doesn't want to admit it, really... really......really enjoys it."

John's eyes were downcast in thought while Ms Weldon continued to adjust his hair, competing with the breeze to get it framing his face just so. She knew that she'd given him a lot to think about, but he looked so much like a child, so sweet and vulnerable, she had to just go a tiny bit further. "You do enjoy it, don't you, John?"

He paused for a moment, but then nodded. "I do, I guess."

She smiled and pet his cheek once more. "That's a good, girl. Now, go get changed and check the call sheet. I don't need either you or Rose until after lunch tomorrow. Get some rest and I'll see you then."

John stood and smiled at her and before he started back to the dressing room, he said, "Ms Weldon... why me? Why did you pick me for all of this?"

She stood, took his hand and walked him towards the building, his small hand in her larger one as she led him in his smock Looking to all the world like a grandmother leading her nightie-wearing granddaughter. "Because you showed me Bianca when I asked you to, John. And now that Bianca has been set free, I don't know if John will ever be the same, again."

Rose was driving today, Ed had to get home quickly today, so he'd taken his own car. John sat on the passenger side in the of the Tesla in the yellow dress with the black piping that had been laid out for him the night before, the one that had so excited Rose when she saw it. Rose was listening to some middle of the road pop music on an oldies station. ABBA's 'Take a Chance On Me' was playing its nearly-polka sound out of the speakers while John sang along quietly and looked out the window as they passed the public beach. It had gotten very warm in the last few days and today, in that oven of a rehearsal hall, the heat had gotten to him. He'd never minded the heat in the past, but the sheer number of garments he wore as Bianca made the high temperatures difficult to deal with. A quick swim would have been nice, but probably wasn't possible.

So, he was very surprised when Rose turned into the parking lot of the public beach.

"Where are we going?"

Rose had a Cheshire grin when she turned to speak to him. "You, young lady, have a play-date with Cassie and Annie."

John looked at the beach. Being the week prior to The Fourth of July, the crowds were not nearly as big as they'd be next weekend, but there were still lots people and he couldn't exactly wear a girls swimsuit without showing a bulge of some kind.

"Rose..."

"Uh, Uh, Uh," Rose waggled a finger at him, "Connie sent me a text earlier and I spoke to your mom. Everything is all set. Your mom bought you the perfect swimsuit and dropped it off."

"Rose! I'll show!"

"Trust me, little sister. Your mom and I are watching out for you."

He felt a familiar mix of excitement and fear rising in his belly.

"I don't know about this, Rose. What if someone sees my... you know..."

"Trust me, honey. You're in good hands." She pulled into a parking space and got out of the car. She opened the trunk, grabbing a plaid gym bag and locking her purse in. She took John's hand and headed towards the beach house.

"We'll use the handicapped stall. It's unisex and I can help you get into your suit."

John nodded as he scanned the beach, looking, specifically, at the crotches of women and girls. There was just no room for disguise there.

"Rose?"

"Yes, dear?"

"Why didn't you tell me about this? Why is everything a surprise all the time?"

"Because you wouldn't have wanted to come." She stopped and turned and faced him, putting her hand under his chin and raising it until he looked her in their eye. "Remember, Bebe, you are a fourteen year old child. Your mom and big sisters make decisions for you all the time. Connie text me without talking to the girls. This is a surprise for them, too. They don't even know you're coming."

She was right. John had not chosen his own food, clothes, agenda, bedtime or anything else since Monday morning. He looked and acted like Bianca and he was being treated like Bianca. A pretty, little thing who needed to have decisions made for her.

When they were in the changing room, which was approximately eight foot long and six foot wide, plenty of room for two people, Rose removed a bright, one piece swimsuit from the gym bag. It was a combination of many colors and lots of triangular shapes creating the pattern. The pattern changed color in bands. The breast area was a series of small, down-facing, pink triangle, separated by up facing white ones. The torso was comprised of a larger version of the pattern with the down-facing triangles in aqua and the up-facing in pink. At the hips, the pattern became smaller again and the triangles were a series of black and white shapes.

It was pretty, but the crotch... it was definitely not designed to contain a penis.

"I can't wear that," John looked at it.

"But wait," Rose teased. "There is a secret in this suit to help a girl like you who has her own secret to keep. Look."

She showed him the gusset of the suit where Jan had sewn in a small, stretchy pouch, creating a gaff that would hold all of his masculine assets in place for him.

"I'll help you," Rose smiled as she took off his dress and bra.

When she reached for his panties, John was a bit nervous. This was probably not the right time for a hard-on, but, you never knew...

Rose squatted down in front of him and pulled his panties down and tapped one foot and then the other to guide him as she pulled them past his feet. Then, she held open the swim suit. He stepped in and she pulled it up his legs. When she reached the tops of his legs, his organ was growing stiff. Rose gave it a well placed flick on the underside, causing John to let out a startled 'eek' followed by an immediate softening.

"Now, knock that off," she smiled up at him. "You're only thinking little-girly-thoughts this evening." In a fluid motion, she pulled the suit up tight to his crotch, then reached in and tucked his flaccid, traumatized manhood into the 'gaff' in the gusset, then pulled the suit up even higher causing an uncomfortable moment when, John had to assume, his testicles were forced into their cavities.

Rose stood and pulled the suit onto his shoulders adjusted it, quickly, around his breasts and arm pits.

"Look in the mirror, Bebe," Rose unbuttoned her blouse while she turned him towards the mirror.

The suit was appropriate for a girl of fourteen or fifteen and it made him look cute and, possibly just a little, sexy. Certainly, he would give a girl that looked like this a second look, but he would have turned away after seeing her age.

"Cute, huh?" Rose removed her yoga pants.

"Sure," John replied as he looked at the geometric pattern that spread across his modest breasts, down his flat stomach and even flatter lower abdomen and shaped the top of his leg, making them look round and feminine. His hips were a bit narrow, but he was supposed to just be a few years into female puberty, so he guessed that was appropriate. He twisted to see his rear end as well and sighed that it was not a round and firm as the ones he found so exciting as a guy. Oh, well. Maybe puberty would make that grow a bit more luscious, too... wait...

He turned to Rose to tell her how his thoughts were betraying him, but ALL of his thoughts disappeared when he saw Rose, naked and bent to retrieve her suit from the gym bag. His breath caught as he realized that this was what puberty actually did to little girls. Her rear end was smooth and round and perfect. Her skin was smooth and white and flawless. Her breasts were modest, but perfect and her nipples beautiful and inviting. If he'd been able to speak at all, he couldn't possibly have remembered what he'd wanted to say.

Rose stood and turned to see an adorable brunette-banged adolescent staring at her with her jaw hanging agog.

She giggled at the impact her body had on the little-girl-man in front of her. Honestly, had he wet himself, she would not have been shocked. "You like?" She asked playfully.

John's mouth moved, but nothing came out. His eyes wandered from her nipples to the neatly trimmed 'V' that led to her even more inviting sex.

She kissed his forehead. "Aww. You're so sweet," she pulled him into a hug, letting his head settle on her shoulder with those luscious breasts so very, very close to his lips. "Are you horny or envious, baby?"

John finally closed his eyes to catch his breath and find his voice. "A little of both, I guess," he whispered, "but I don't think that I could do much about being horny with my dick trapped in this thing."

"Oh, don't use such vulgar words," she teased, knowing full well that she was torturing him. "Say 'hoo-hoo,' or 'dinky.' That's it, say 'dinky.' I like that the best."

She released him and stepped back, stepping into the bottom part of her blue, two-piece suit, which barely covered her pubic hair. If anything, the job it did providing her modesty made the treasures contained within even more enticing to John. The top was an equally skimpy bra-style garment that had a narrow band of material that went around her neck in the style of a halter-top and fastened in the middle of her back. Again, the effect of the bra-thing was to make John's knowledge of the nipples beneath even more enticing.

"Let me take care of your hair, for you," Rose turned him away from her, again, and began brushing his hair. Her original plan had been to use a hair-tie to pull his hair up into a loose bun, more feminine than his typical boy-bun, but seeing him looking a little girlish, she changed her mind. When she'd finished with his hair, he had two, long pigtails, one on either side of his head. They weren't overly done in a fetishistic way, but just two, simple, pretty, young, feminine pigtails. What she liked the most about it was how they allowed his little, faux-pearl, stud earrings to be seen. That made her smile. He looked like a little girl trying to look like a grownup. How cute was that?

"One last thing." She produced a can of spray-on sun screen from the gym bag. "We'll both be in big trouble if we show up at rehearsal tomorrow with sunburns." She applied it liberally. So liberally in fact that John felt slimy.

Once their clothes were folded neatly and put back into the gym bag, Rose sent a text to Connie, who replied with her location on the sandy beach. "Alright, Bebe. This is a surprise for the girls. Remember, this is research for you, but also have some fun with them. Get into the experience, ok?"

He nodded and took her hand. As they stepped out onto the sand, John realized that this was the first time all week that he'd stepped out in public without wearing a dress and, although he could not complain about the comfort of the swimsuit, it felt so much like a second skin that he did, in fact, feel naked.

Within a moment or two, Rose saw Cassie and Annie running towards them. Both were wearing cute two piece suits that better displayed their more-developed femininity than a one-piece would have. "Here come your little friends," she whispered to John. "Go on, now. Have fun."

John waved and jogged over to them, feeling the shifting heft of his own, modest breasts as he did.

Annie reached him first and pulled him into a big hug. "Bebe! We didn't think we'd see you again before we left!"

Cassie joined the hug, "I'm so glad to see you!" Then she turned to Rose and said, "Can Bebe come with us? Mom gave us money for ice cream cones from the store across the street. Can she come with?"

"Ok," rose grinned at their enthusiasm, "but let me get some money for Bebe." She dug into her gym bag for a moment and pulled out a ten dollar bill. She handed it to John saying, "Go have fun, sweetie, but remember to bring me back the change."

'Hahaha,' John thought sarcastically, a little ticked at the remark, but on the other hand, an ice cream sounded pretty darned good, right now, so he replied, "Ok, sis. Thanks!"

As they headed off, Rose caught sight of Connie waving about sixty feet away. Rose waved and hurried across the hot sand to Connie. They said their hellos and gave each other a kiss on the cheek before sitting in a couple of chairs that Connie had waiting for them.

"I think my girls were pretty surprised when they saw your little sister, don't you?" Connie laughed. "I watched them slogging through the sand and then they were running like deer once they spotted you guys." She laughed at her own words.

Rose laughed, too. "They definitely were. They were like three puppies when they headed to the ice cream shop."

"I know. I wish they could stay young forever, though. I'm thinking that this may be our last vacation together if Cassie gets a job next year." She sighed.

"I know," Rose empathized, "but they'll always be your little girls, just like Bianca will always be my baby sister."

Connie smiled and pulled a small cooler forward. "Can I offer you a soda, or water, or iced tea?"

"Iced tea sounds perfect," Rose accepted the bottle, opened it and sipped while looking out at Narragansett Bay and engaging in some relaxed, beach conversation.

Typically, John enjoyed either chocolate or vanilla ice cream, occasionally a mix of both, but this ice cream parlor offered 'mix ins' and, as part of his research, he figured he'd do what Annie was doing and that involved getting some mix-ins. He ended up with cake batter ice cream with gummy bears mixed in. It was A LOT sweeter than his usual choice, but it tasted pretty darned good and seemed somehow appropriate.

As they walked back to the beach, John glanced at the girls. They were wearing substantially less than he was, but he felt absolutely naked. How did they do this. It was all just natural to them. He became determined to relax and try to be like them.

"Come on," Cassie said, pointing a little way down the street, "let's go watch those boys playing volleyball."

They hustled along, maneuvering their cones to keep the ice cream from dripping down their fingers, and quickly came to the boys. They sat on a short wooden knee-wall that separated the sand from the paved parking lot and watched the very tall, fit, very handsome, college-aged boys play their game with the typical aggression found in nineteen and twenty year old men. Even though John knew that Cassie and Annie were a different sex than him, as he looked at the young men, who were his age, playing their game, he thought, and not for the first time, that he could not possibly be the same gender as the Adonises.

"I'll take the red head with the black and yellow board shorts," Cassie teased.

"Not me," Annie drooled. "I'll take the one with the shaved head and scruffy beard wearing the blue Speedo."

"Really?" Cassie looked at her sister's choice. "He's not even that cute."

"Who cares about his face," Annie was already giggling nervously in anticipation of what she was about to say, "look at the size of the package he has in that banana hammock he's wearing!!!"

All three of them burst into fits laughter at this child's bawdy joke. John's hand shot to his mouth to keep the ice cream he'd been eating from coming out.

"Oh, you little tramp!" Cassie teased. "Bebe, I apologize for my sister. I didn't know she was so nasty!"

The laughter continued until they were all doubling over as they sat on the wooden wall.

"Hi," the voice broke into their hysteria and they realized that, while they were laughing, one of the college boys had come over to them. He was speaking directly to Cassie.

"Hi," she was still laughing.

John estimated the boy to be twenty or twenty one and, although not particularly handsome in the usual way, he had a very fit body and he had to be at least six foot two. "I saw you watching us. You girls like what you see." His tone was smug and demeaning.

This was getting crude pretty quickly, John's sense of chivalry began to kick in and his laughter ended quickly.

"We haven't seen much," Cassie said. "We just sat here to eat our ice cream." She wasn't happy with this boy's attitude, either.

"Come on," the boy was dismissive. "Why don't you girls come with us and we'll have some fun."

"Knock it off, doofus," Annie stood and pushed the boy as hard as she could. He barely noticed her. "Go back to your stupid game. Come on, Cassie. Let's go."

"Shut up, little girl," the boy gave her a sharp look, "I'm talking to this nice piece of tush, right here." Again, he turned to Cassie.

"Eww," Cassie uttered. "Let's go, girls."

John didn't know what to do. He could never take this guy in a fight, but things were escalating, quickly.

As Cassie turned to leave, the boy grabbed her arm, "Where you going, bitch. I'm talking to you."

John noticed the other boys were watching from the net. It looked as if they were waiting for the asshole who'd come over to either score or fail to pick up the three of them. This was not good.

"That's enough, asshole!" John heard the words coming out of his mouth, but he couldn't believe he'd said them. What the hell did he think he was doing!? It didn't matter. His mouth was saying more, "leave her alone. She's only sixteen."

"That's old enough for me!" He pulled her closer in a rough manner.

John had had enough and his need to protect the young woman took over. The little girl in the cute one-piece suit and pigtails with the little pearl earrings leapt into action. His arm cocked back and he intended to land a direct punch to the assailant's stomach, but he slipped in the sand and the punch landed low - very low - right in the boy's family jewels. And it landed pretty firmly, for a little girl.

The boy howled in shock and pain as John and Annie grabbed Cassie's hands and ran as fast as they could in the other direction.

The other boys were laughing hysterically, now! "Oh, man! Did you see that!?" One shouted. "The littlest one nailed him! The kid with the pigtails!"

"You little cunts!" The wounded boy yelled. "You'd better run!" He fell to his knees.

When they were clear of danger, Annie said, "Are you guys alright? We should tell a cop."

Now, John was REALLY scared! If they told the cops, then he'd have to give a statement - using his real name - in front of the girls! Connie would have him arrested in a heartbeat! He was shaking, hard.

"Bebe, are you ok?" Cassie asked, noticing.

"Yeah... I think..." His shaking became full blown shivering. His adrenaline was in overdrive and he was feeling faint.

Cassie grabbed him and threw her arm over his shoulder, leading him to another section of the low, wooden wall and sat him down. "Annie! Go get mom and Bebe's sister! Quick! Run!" Annie took off running full out towards where her mother was seated.

"Bebe... Bebe..." Cassie struggled to think of anything that might help her friend. "Breathe, Bebe. Come on. Take a deep breath and let it out. That's it, Bebe. Do it again. That's it. Calm down. Those dip-shit's are gone. Calm down."

Eventually, John gained control, again. This kind of thing was happening too often. He was loosing control of himself. It was very unmanly. He needed to get a handle on himself.

Suddenly, Rose was in front of him. "John, are you alright!?" Immediately, she realized what she'd said, but she hoped that Cassie hadn't noticed. "Bianca, sweetie, are you ok?"

"She's better, now," Cassie said. "She was really shaking hard, before."

Rose hugged him hard and that helped. A few moments later, when Annie and Connie arrived, out of breath, he was pretty much calmed down. Now, he was just embarrassed about losing control and concerned about getting the police involved.

"Is she ok?" Connie's voice was filled with concern.

"She will be, I think." Rose released her hug and smiled at him. "She was just shaken up. You're ok, now, aren't you, baby?"

John nodded.

"Those boys are long gone, now," Connie and Annie had gone to see if they were still there. Had they been, Connie had every intention of calling the police.

"Mom," Annie was overly stimulated, too, "you should have seen Bebe! She was like a super hero, you know!? That guy didn't stand a chance! Pow! Right in the nuts! She was awesome!"

"Annie!" Connie scolded, "watch your language, young lady!"

"Sorry, mom, but you should have seen her! Pow! Right in his soft spot!!!"

"Are you ok, now?" Cassie asked John.

He nodded. "I'm fine. Sorry to get everyone riled up."

"Oh, don't be silly, Bianca," Connie soothed. "You didn't do anything except what needed to be done. Without you, who knows what those boys would have done. Oh, well. I guess we should go pack up and get going."

"No, mom, no!" Annie pleaded. "Bebe just got here! We haven't had any time at all with her. Please, mom!"

"Yeah, mom," Cassie joined in. "We're going home tomorrow. Can't we spend a little more time at the beach. We can't let those assholes ruin everything."

"Cassie!" Connie was truly shocked. "You're as bad as your sister! Where did these potty mouths come from?"

"Can we talk for a moment?" Rose asked Connie. They stepped aside and chatted for less than a minute, then Rose said, "Ok, girls, this is what we're going to do. I'm going back to our cottage. I'll stop on the way and get something simple to make for dinner. Bebe, you can stay with your friends. I'll see you all at the cottage at around 7:00 and we'll have a farewell dinner together. How does that sound."

John was happy to stay at the beach, but concerned that Rose was leaving him. He decided that it didn't matter. He'd have a good time with these girls, who he really did like, and do a little research, too. It was all good.

Everyone was on board. Rose kissed John goodbye with a warning to not punch anyone else and she said goodbye.

Their ordeals forgotten, John joined Cassie and Annie as they ran to the water's edge. Still cool, this early in the season, they waded in to their waists and splashed about, raising on their toes to avoid having waves of cold, North Atlantic water splash on their sensitive breasts.

When they exited the water, they did that running, too. They ran to the swings near the beach house and jumped onto three, low seats and started swinging as high as they could, then they leapt off of the swings, flying through the air, briefly, before landing and holding up their arms like gymnasts before running back to the swings and doing it all again.

They ran to the dunes and watched the people flying kites in the ocean breeze, then they ran to large rocks that formed the breakwater at both ends of the long, sandy beach. They ran and they sang and they ran and they ran and they laughed and they ran and they ran and they ran. They expressed nothing but joy in their running and laughter and singing. They were, as Rose had described, like puppies and John enjoyed it all so much that he no longer thought of himself as anything other than a friend of these two wonderful girls.

Finally, they collapsed on blankets in front of Connie's chair and listened to show tunes using Cassie's phone and a Bluetooth speaker as the rest of the beach goers packed up and called it a day.
 
BRINGING HOME COMPANY -or- THAT IS MY HOME OF LOVE
 

When Rose arrived at the cottage with bags full of pasta and jarred sauce, she informed Marilyn of the company that was coming to the house at 7:00 - just over an hour from then. Before they began cooking, they set about making the room acceptable for their visitors. On a bookshelf, Marilyn kept two picture frames, one with Nancy's graduation picture and one with John's. Within the frame, there was also a print of the school portrait from each year that each child had been in school. It just took a moment for Marilyn to open the back of Nancy's picture, find her eight grade portrait and put that up front. It looked uncannily like John as Bianca. Rose grabbed her computer, downloaded a copy of her senior year picture from her Facebook page and printed it out in high quality and put it in John's frame. Now there were family pictures of both of them on display.

By 6:30, there was water boiling for the pasta, sauce, which Marilyn insisted upon doctoring a bit, warming and garlic bread ready to go into the oven. Lots of starch, but a hardy meal for all.

"Was it you that put his hair into braids and pigtails?" Marilyn asked as she peeked out the window and saw John in his swimsuit, getting out of Connie's car.

Rose peeked out, too, and smiled. "I did the pigtails. My guess is that the girls did the braids."

Marilyn shook her head. "Honest to God, Rose, I don't know where this will all end." She smiled, "But I do like having a little girl around, again."

Marilyn moved to the door to welcome everyone. Just before she swung the door open though, she turned to Rose one last time and said, "I have to admit, I didn't think it was possible for my son to be so damned adorable." Then she opened the door and called out, "Hi! You must be Connie! I'm Marilyn. I've heard so much about you and your girls."

Dinner was filling and filled with the noise of young, excited voices. Both Marilyn and Rose noticed that John had become more naturally young and expressive with these girls. His laughter was big and unguarded, now. He joked with them and sang songs at the spur of the moment. As he sat at the table, still in his swim suit, covered with just a flowered tee shirt provided by Rose, and daintily devoured his pasta, he was indistinguishable from any other female high school freshman. If he'd needed to excuse himself to change his tampon, neither his mother nor Rose would have been surprised.

After dinner, 'the girls' went into the big room and watched 'Mean Girls' on dvd. Nancy had loved that movie when it came out, so John was very familiar with it. The girls knew it, too, and they all knew the songs from the Broadway musical version of it. So, when the moment came in the film when they'd inserted a song for the musical version, of course, they all sang along at the top of their lungs and acted out the songs as they imagined it would have been done on Broadway.

Marilyn and Connie washed up after dinner, while Rose excused herself to take a phone call.

"My girls are nuts about Bebe," Connie said as she loaded the dish washer. "Running into Rose and her boyfriend last night turned their mediocre trip into one of the best vacations they've ever had. I wish that they could stay in touch. You know, Worcester and Manchester are not all that far away. Maybe we could get them together from time to time."

Marilyn considered saying 'that's a great idea' and making John spend some weekends as Bianca just because he was putting her through so much this summer, but, instead, she said, "Oh, I'd like that, but I'm not sure if Bebe will be home a lot. I'm considering several boarding schools in The Berkshires for her high school years. But, let's keep in touch and see how things work out." She hoped that would get John off the hook without sounding suspicious.

"Really!?" Connie wiped her hands. "What schools are you
considering? I could never afford something like that, of course, but, how exciting!"

"Ummm..." Marilyn sputtered a bit, but she was saved when Rose reentered the room.

"Mom, can I see you in my room for a moment?"

Once she'd done all she could do in the kitchen, Connie joined the 'girls' in the big room. By now, the movie was off and they were using karaoke tracks from the internet to sing more Broadway show tunes. "It's getting late, ladies," she said in a classic 'mom voice.' "It's nearly 10:30. We need to leave here in about fifteen minutes."

"Aww, mom, come on!" Annie pleaded.

"I'm sorry, baby. I wish we'd met Bebe earlier in the week, but we didn't and that's that. We have packing to do before we go to bed. Fifteen minutes. End of story."

"Ok," Cassie said. "We have fifteen minutes, so let's each do our best solos for mom and then we'll do 'Seasons of Love' all together. Ok?"

They all agreed. They used the 'Smart TV' to call up Karaoke tracks on YouTube and performed. At first Connie was the only audience, but before Cassie had finished her rendition of 'What I Did For Love,' Rose and Marilyn had taken seats on a couch as well.

Annie followed up with her interpretation of 'On My Own' and John closed out the solos with 'There's A Fine, Fine Line,' singing in such a natural female range that both Rose and Marilyn were even more impressed that they were able to show.

"Thank you. Thank you. Thank you," Cassie acted as the Mistress of Ceremonies. "And for our final number, we shall be singing 'Seasons of Love,' from the Broadway smash, 'Rent.'"

As they started singing, Annie stood next to John and rested her head on his his as she sang. Soon Cassie was doing the same.

They'd obviously rehearsed this song earlier in the evening because they knew the two and three part harmony sections beautifully. By the time they were done, Cassie and Annie had ran running down their cheeks. When he realized that they were crying because they had to say goodbye - probably forever - John felt a few tears falling, too.

They all hugged, said their goodbyes and Rose, Marilyn and John waved from the door as the car pulled away.

"Well, young lady," Marilyn smiled at her petite son, "I don't think you were even acting, tonight. I think you had a great time with those girls, didn't you?"

John had a big smile on his face. "I did, mom. I had a great time. I wish that I had friends my age that were as much fun."

Marilyn laughed. He looked so young and bright eyed and, well, with the swim suit peeking out from under that adorable, flowered tee shirt, and the braided pigtails, he was just as cute as can be.

Marilyn hugged him. She'd always been taller than him, but he usually had some type of shoe on his feet. Now, with her in her comfortable wedges and John barefooted, his head nestled so nicely on her breast. That was nice. She missed having someone to baby like this. "Ok, now, I want you to go to the bathroom, give your face a good washing, then put on your yellow nightie, it's under your pillow, and climb into bed. Leave the braids in for tonight. You'll have time to shower in the morning and I can do your hair, then. Hurry, now. Rose and I will be in in a few minutes. We have something to discuss.

John didn't question it, he just scurried off to the bathroom.

"I hope he's ready for this," Marilyn huffed.

"Me too," Rose sighed. "It's his own damned fault, though. If he weren't so talented, he wouldn't be in this mess."

After his face was scrubbed, John hustled into his bedroom. He took off the tee shirt Rose had loaned him. As he pulled it over his head, he inhaled her wonderful vanilla and floral perfume. He pulled the shirt off, then held it to his nose and inhaled the scent again and again. It smelled like her. Like beauty and strength and confidence. It was a glorious smell. Today, he'd seen her naked for the first time and he knew that there was nothing unnatural about her appearance - no prosthetics, no padded bra, no tucking. She was beautiful and perfect and so wonderfully grownup.

He turned to look at himself in the mirror on the back of the door to his bedroom. There he was. Small. Slender. Feminine. Young. The bangs. The braids. The cleanly washed face. The pretty cheeks. The smooth skin. The tiny, pretty, one piece swim suit. He knew that Rose had feelings for him, but what kind of feelings? Was he a potential boyfriend? Or just a friend? Or a little sister? Or just a pretty doll to play with? He knew he wanted to be with her, but he wasn't even sure what he wanted anymore. Part of him wanted to take her to bed and make her moan as he entered her, but another part of him was perfectly content to just be beside her. To hold her hand. Let her brush his hair and buy him dresses and earrings and bows for his hair. He was so confused.

He pulled the swimsuit from his shoulders and rolled it down his torso, pausing before removing it to gaze, yet again, at the perfect, female smoothness of his crotch. He'd always loved the look of that one perfect spot on a girl wearing a swimsuit. That spot that said, 'I am a girl.' He had that, now, too.

He continued the suit's descent and eventually something popped free and hung limp, flaccid and ugly on his hairless abdomen. He'd never considered being a boy - or a man - much before. It was what he was. There was no changing that, so why think about it. Sure, he knew that other guys were bigger and stronger and hairier; so what. He was a guy, too. Just smaller.

Now, though, his sex organ looked wrong and ugly and more fake than these new, modest breasts glued to his chest. He looked more closely at the breasts. They looked real and natural and he liked them more than his penis.

What would it be like to be a women - or maybe just a girl? Except for that one encounter with the creeps on the beach, he really liked how people treated him when he was a girl. They praised his beauty. They praised his clothes. They watched out for him and took care of him. It was very different and he really liked it. He felt less strain as a girl. He laughed more easily and cried more easily. He smiled more broadly and let himself be loved more easily. His mother had just hugged him like she'd never hugged him before and he accepted that hug more willingly and appreciatively than he ever could have before.

He had always been fine with being John, but he was beginning to adore being Bianca. Ms Weldon was right - How could he ever go back? Rose was right - part of him envied her body and wanted to look just like her. The strangest thing though was how much he envied the youth and happiness he'd felt with Annie and Cassie. He couldn't remember ever having that much fun before. Sadly, he realized that he wished, more than anything, right now, at this moment, that he could start his life over again and this time he wanted to be Bianca - for real. To be a real fourteen year old girl who was excited about everything - especially the prospect of being a beautiful woman someday.

His eyes returned to his limp, flaccid, ugly penis.

No. It was no use. He was what he was. He caught the sadness rising in his throat. He shook his head as he walked away from the mirror and pulled another, clean, brightly colored, pretty, little nightie from under his pillow. It was so cute that he could only smile sadly at it. Oh, well. Might as well enjoy these wonderful, feminine things while he could. He'd been happy being Bianca at rehearsal and Bebe at the beach and at home with the girls. All in all, even with the broken air conditioner and the jackasses at the beach, it had been a pretty great day. He held the nightie up to himself and looked at the mirror once more. He loved it. He loved his pretty braids and his pearl earrings. He was done thinking for today. He thought back to a book he'd read in high school and he decided that he was going to follow Daisy Buchanan's advice and be 'a beautiful little fool' and enjoy every minute of girlhood that the world would allow him.

At 11:30, John was sitting up in his bed. The pretty, yellow nightie his mother had left for him was another sleep-romper. This time, the top was very bloused out and just two, very narrow, spaghetti straps held the top to his shoulders.

Rose entered the room first and passed the bed to sit on the far side. Marilyn sat on the side closest to the door.

Each took a hand and looked at him as they searched for words. After such a fun day and his recent soul searching, their serious gazes made him wary. Had John had a pet dog, these faces would be what he would have expected if the needed to tell him that the dog had been hit by a car.

"Listen, baby," Marilyn started, "ummm, Rosie got a call earlier and... well... Ms Weldon says..." she was stuck. "Rosie?" She gave the younger woman an opportunity to speak.

"Ok, now, listen, Ms Weldon called," John was immediately concerned, "and she got you an audition for a new drama/comedy one hour show in LA."

John's eyes were wide open with interest. "Holy cow! When?"

"Well," she continued, "that's kind of the issue. See, they already shot the pilot and ABC has picked it up. They're adding a family aspect to the main character's story line. You'll be auditioning for the oldest son. He's supposed to be sixteen."

Almost shocked that it was a role for a boy, John asked, "When?"

"Well, that's the thing," Marilyn said. "It's Saturday morning. You'll have to take a late flight tomorrow evening and then take another back on Saturday evening."

"Wow!" John was very excited, now. "Mom, I'm sorry to ask this, but is there anyway that I could borrow the money for the flights until I start getting paid, next week?"

"The flight's not an issue, dear. Ms Weldon says that the production company is putting up all the money for a flight, a car service in LA... that's not an issue. The issue is, honey... well... Ms Weldon says that you're going to have to... well... go as Bianca."

"What!?!?" Yes, he loved being Bianca, but he also wanted to pursue his dream of being an actor. How could he look like a fourteen year old girl and audition for the role of a sixteen year old boy?

Rose jumped in, "Don't worry, honey. Ms Weldon already told the casting director that you're in prosthetics for the play. They've seen your headshot and they know what you look like. They're fine with it. You'll do great! I know you will!"

"Ok," John looked from one woman to the other. "Will either of you be coming with me? I mean, what about the airport? Security? TSA? How do I get through that?"

"No, baby, you'll be going alone. You show them your license and explain that you're transitioning, sweetie," Marilyn said.
"According to Ms Weldon, people do it everyday. Just calm down, honey. You know that this is what you want. Just imagine, years from now, when you're a famous star, you can tell the story of the adventure you had getting from Hyannis to LA for your first audition."
 
NO RISK, NO REWARD -or- WE KNOW WHAT WE ARE, BUT NOT WHAT WE MAY BE
 

The sun was rising over the ocean before John got any sleep that night. Luckily, he wasn't called in for rehearsal until afternoon, so he got a good three hours of rest before getting up. Marilyn had laid out a comfortable dress for him to wear both for the rehearsal and for the flight. She'd also packed a pair of new yoga pants and a yellow polo shirt for him to wear at the audition. It wasn't exactly a macho look, but time was short.

His mother did his hair and had him do his makeup to be sure he knew the basics. She touched it up for him and told him to just do a simple reconstruction job before his audition.

The plan, which, of course, John had had no say in, was to have Rose drive him to T.F. Green Airport outside of Providence, R.I. It was an easier ride than Logan in Boston. He'd fly to L.A. where a car would meet him and take him to the home of a friend of Ms Weldon's. He'd have a few hours to rest, shower and have breakfast before the car took him to the audition at 11:00. After that, it was straight back to the airport where his mother would meet him and drive him home. Q.E.D.

The only problem was - he looked like a child and he'd be all by himself.

He was petrified and the audition was the least of his worries.

They ran the entire play one time on Friday afternoon. John felt tired and out of the zone for Bianca's first few lines, but by the time they'd turned two pages in the script, he was back to being his own, impetuous, spoilt, flirtatious, Bianca self and his concerns about the trip and audition were closed off and put on hold for the time being.

"John," Ms Weldon said to him in her office before he left for the day, "This is just the first of many, many auditions before you land an actual job. Please, don't get your hopes up too high. Just do your best, answer their questions, take their direction and thank them when you're done. The chances of lightning striking on your first audition are astronomical, so don't expect too much."

"Will they tell me if I get the role or not before I leave?"

"Probably not. The casting director usually sends videos of their selections along to actual director. They make the final decision."

The traffic was heavy, but not ridiculous at TF Green. Rose pulled up the the Southwest Airline door and handed John a small shoulder purse that she'd prepared for him.

"You're going to do great, Bebe," she said with a smile. She took his left hand in her right, lifted it to her lips and gave it a soft kiss. "Show them what you can do."

John nodded and gave a sad smile. "I almost wish Bebe were doing this audition instead of John. At least I'd look right."

She hugged him and said, "We're all pulling for you. We love you, Beebs."

"Thanks," and he opened the door, but didn't put his foot out. "Remember in Jaws when Richard Dreyfus was about to go down in the shark cage and he was just staring at his goggles? They asked him what was wrong and he said, "I don't have any spit."

"I remember, honey. Why?"

"Because I don't have any spit, either," he said with tears fighting to fall from his eyes before pushing himself out of the Tesla, grabbing his carry-on from the back seat and running to the airport door. When he stopped, just inside, to wave, Rose's heart nearly broke. He was petrified and alone and, despite what the calendar said, he'd become such a little girl.

She wanted to run after him and bring him home to his mother, but the 'whoop' from a Rhode Island State Trooper's siren in the car behind her told her that her time was up and she needed to leave and leave now.

TSA barely noticed that he looked nothing like his ID and in no time at all. He was sitting in the aisle seat in the fifth row from the front of the plane. There was an unoccupied seat in the middle of his section and a very pretty woman of about forty-five sat in the window seat. John and she acknowledged each other, then the plane took off and John closed his eyes.

He was awoken five hours into their seven and a half hour flight when they had to land in Phoenix and take on more passengers.

"Feel better?" the lady two seats over laughed.

John shook the sleep from his head. "I beg your pardon?"

"After your nap?" The lady asked. "Feel any better?"

In fact he did, so he smiled and nodded.

"You were really zonked out. You were snoring like a truck driver."

John's hand covered his mouth and he smiled, embarrassed. "Oh, I'm so sorry."

"Oh, don't be silly. Where are you headed, honey?"

"I'm going to LA, but I'm going home again, tomorrow."

"Tomorrow!?" She guffawed. "Wow, that's rough. Why are you headed back so quickly?"

"I'm just here for an audition. Then, I have to get back to The Cape. I'm in a play. It opens next Friday, so I have to be back and rested for rehearsal on Monday."

The woman became very interested in his story and was amazed that a child his age would be traveling all alone like this.

"Your mom and dad are ok with this?"

"My Dad is... well, you know... not in the picture, and my mom supports what I want to do. The production company only bought us one ticket, so mom had no choice but to let me come on my own."

When the plan landed, the woman gave John her card. It read 'Rita Gonzales, Talent Agent.' Listen, Bianca," she was being very serious and maternal, "if you need anything - anything at all - while you're out here, I want to to call me, ok? I know that you and your mom worked out a plan and all, but plans sometimes fall apart and I don't want a naïve fourteen year old child to get hurt or worse out here. Do you have any luggage?"

"No ma'am," John put the card in his purse. "Just my carryon."

"Good. Me too. I want you to stay with me until we find your driver, ok?"

That sounded good to John since the only airports he'd ever been in were Logan in Boston, TF Green in Providence and Orlando
International when he'd gone to Disney World. He was very grateful for a well traveled guide through LAX.

They maneuvered their way to the entrance where there were several people dressed in dark suits holding signs with the names of the people they'd been sent to pick up. To John's horror, he spotted a man holding up his name, "John Foley."

"I don't see anyone here for you, Bianca. Are you sure they were sending a car?"

What to do? What to do? He thought about saying he needed to use the ladies room and telling her to just go on without him, but he knew that wouldn't work. She would insist on waiting for him. So, as scary as it was, he opted to tell the truth.

"Ms Gonzales..."

"Rita, dear. I wish your driver was here."

"Well... Rita... he kind of is. That man with the red sign. He's here for me."

She glanced at the sign. "Oh, don't be silly. He's here for a John..."

She stopped and looked at John.

"I'm sorry," John whispered. "It was just easier than telling the truth."

He eyes widen and she grinned, "You're kidding me. I never would have known. Tell me, how old are you? Sixteen? Seventeen?"

"Twenty," he said, confused by her reaction.

"Oh, good lord! You're amazing!"

She looked at the driver and asked, "Is your audition for Jim Sheldon at ABC?"

John nodded. "How did you know?"

"He always uses that car service. Where are you staying?"

John showed her the address. "A friend of the director of the play I'm in."

"Who's the director?"

"Ms Weldon..."

"Ms Weldon!? Maureen Weldon set this all up for you!?"

"Yeah. Why?"

"Oh, my God!" Rita laughed. "You have Maureen Weldon, one of the most important director's alive, setting up an audition for you with Jim Sheldon, one of the best casting directors in California... Bianca, you must be one helluva commodity to have these big wigs interested in you. Do you have representation?"

He shook his head.

"Well, you do now. I live very near that address. Give me a ride home and I'll go to the audition with you in the morning. If you like what I do for you, then we'll work out a deal. If not, I'll buy you lunch at the airport before your flight. Deal?"

John had heard that it was very difficult to find an agent and this one seemed to know what she was talking about. "Ok," he said and they stepped over to the chauffeur and then moved on to the town car.

As they sat in the back seat, Rita asked, "What role are you playing for Maureen?" but before John could answer she interrupted, "Oh, don't tell me you're playing Bianca in Shrew?"

John nodded and smiled.

"Oh, good lord!" She laughed out loud. "Maureen Weldon is either brilliant or insane - or maybe a little of both!"

When the car arrived at the apartment complex where Ms Weldon's friend lived, the driver pulled out a key and explained that the 'friend' was out of town and John was to just let himself in, but Rita would not hear of that. "Imagine - letting a fourteen year old child stay on her own in LA! You'll stay with me for the night." She gave the driver her address and he proceeded to her condo.

"I'm not really fourteen, Rita," John mumbled, afraid the driver would hear.

"Well you know that and I know that, but do you suppose that the sex maniac watching for a vulnerable, pretty child knows that? Of course not and you'll have a hard time explaining it to him while he raping you."

That seemed very harsh to John, but she had made her point.

Rita's condo was nicer than John had expected. The Spanish stucco on the exterior of all the units looked and felt correct for John's image of Southern California. On the inside, the open floor plan, subtle colors and shiny appliances spoke of a successful owner with an eye for the most recent trends.

"My husband is in Asia for a month, so it's just us for tonight. The guest room is through there. It has an attached lavatory, so make yourself at home and get some rest." She rubbed his upper arm reassuringly. "You'll do fine, tomorrow. You'll see. How could you not? You have Maureen Weldon and me in your corner! Sleep well."

When he'd changed into a comfortable nightie and brushed his teeth, John laid in the most comfortable bed he'd ever felt and sent texts to his mother, Rose, Ms Weldon and Ed telling them that he'd landed safely and was safely in bed. He was just too tired to explain about Rita. He turned on a white noise generator on his phone and immediately fell into a deep, exhausted sleep.

Once Rita was in her silk pajamas, she sat on her bed and wrote a text:

RITA: Hi, Maureen. Long time, no see. Funny story. I just flew from Providence to LAX and, long story short, I have a pretty little girl staying with me tonight before her big audition tomorrow. Small world, huh?

Moments later, a text came back:

MS WELDON: Rita, it is a small world. Are you interested in representing him? No nonsense, now. He's a very special kid. He's got a big future ahead of him.

RITA: No nonsense is right. I like what I've seen so far. He had me fooled till he had no choice but to tell me. Too tired to talk now. I'll call you at 6:30 my time. We'll chat. You can tell me how you made him so cute.

Moments later, John received a text:

MS WELDON: I hear you met Rita Gonzales. She knows her stuff, but be careful of her. She's known for taking advantage of young actors. Follow the game plan and get your butt back to Hyannis ASAP!
 
PREPARING FOR THE AUDITION -or- COME, SIT, EVERY MOTHER'S SON AND REHEARSE YOUR PARTS
 

John pulled on the yoga pants, the first pants he'd worn in five days, slipped on the black flats his mother had provided and pulled the yellow polo shirt over his head. He'd brushed his hair, but it was wavier than usual because he did not have a flat iron with him. He felt he'd done an admirable job on his makeup.

He stepped back from the bureau-mirror and looked at himself. He thought he looked too casual and way too female to be auditioning for the role of a boy. He'd never get it, but that wasn't the point, was it? It would still be a learning experience.

When he opened the door and ventured into Rita's apartment, he could hear voices. As he entered the kitchen and the open area beyond, he spotted Rita, dressed more expensively than he'd ever seen anyone dress before, in a tight fitting dress that stopped at least eight inches above her knees and clung to every curve of her body. Her makeup and hair looked as if a stylist had just walked out of the room.

She was sipping coffee while an iPhone laid face up on the table. There was a voice coming out of the phone. "Just be sure that he looks presentable and that you have him there at lease a half hour before his audition time."

"Maureen, sweetie," Rita's voice was exaggerated and cloying. "You have nothing to worry about. Rita is here! She'll take care of everything." She noticed John entering and continued speaking to the person on the phone, "Oh, and here's your little protégé, now."

To John she said, "Say 'hi' to Auntie Maureen, sweetie."

Rita was obviously in 'schmooze' mode. John opted to not comment on that, but instead spoke to the phone. "Hi, Ms Weldon."

"Good morning, John. How are you feeling. Are you all set?"

"Yes, ma'am, I think I am."

"No, you're not," Rita interrupted, slapping a pile of papers on the table.

"What's this?" John asked.

"Well," Rita gloated, "it seems that the miraculous Ms Weldon isn't the only one with connections. These are the sides you'll be reading from."

The sides were scripts with limited sections viewable. Typically, it gave just the character's lines and the line that preceded it. These had a little more than that, but not much. It did have several character outlines, as well.

"Holy cow!" John grabbed the papers and read:

CHARACTER NAME: Matt

SEX: Male

AGE: 17

OCCUPATION: Student. High School Senior

SYNOPSIS: Very Smart. Good student. Not athletic, but not a nerd, either. Very motivated. Very artistic. Stands up for himself and his younger brother, Alex.

Ms Weldon's voice came from the phone, "Rita really came through for you, John. Don't squander this extra information. Read the
descriptions and lines for each of the children. You never know what they may ask you to do."

"Yes, ma'am," John nodded as if she could see him.

"Now, John," her voice was similar to that of a teacher, "no matter what happens, sign NOTHING until Rita and I have had time to review everything. Understood?"

"Understood." He confirmed.

"Good. How does he look, Rita?"

"Like an unmade bed, honestly. Did you approve this ensemble? Yoga pants and a cheap, pull- over shirt?

"Yes, Rita. I wanted him to look as babyish as possible. He can't take off the breasts for weeks, yet. You don't approve?"

"I certainly do not," Rita scoffed. "They know he's a boy. I'd rather he look his best - with the breasts, obviously, I mean as a girl - than this Walmart getup."

"Ok. I'll leave that to you. John, do whatever Rita suggests. You should get going, ladies. John, break a leg! Don't get your hopes too high, but show the confidence you showed me."

"I will, Ms Weldon. Thank you."

"Bye, Bye, Maureen. We'll talk soon."

She turned to John. "What else do you have to wear?"

"Just this and what I wore yesterday."

"Seriously!? Well, that's the first thing I've heard you say that didn't sound like a girl. Any girl flying three thousand miles to an audition would have brought at least a few choices. Come on. I'll buy you a muffin on the way. We have some shopping to do."

As they drove, John read and reread the sides, mumbling the lines with different inflections.

"Look at the younger brother's lines, too, John. They may ask you to read for that role, too."

"Yes, ma'am."

He read:

CHARACTER NAME: Alex

SEX: Male

AGE: 13-14

OCCUPATION: Student. High School/Middle School

SYNOPSIS: Very Smart, but held back by shyness. Not a leader, but not a follower, either. Always tries to do the right thing. Likes to cook.

"I doubt that I could pass for someone this young on TV, Rita," John laughed. "From the stage, sure, but up close? I don't think so."

"You sure fooled me, John, but it doesn't matter. These are just outlines. They may like an actor and change the age. Just be ready for both."

When the car stopped, they were in front of a store called, simply, 'Frocks.' It was clearly a high end shop.

"Rita," John looked at the window and knew that he couldn't afford anything in there, "I cant afford..."

"Hush, Bianca," she smiled and took his hand. "I'm pretty sure that I'll be able to get the money back from you soon. If I'm wrong, then you get a free dress. Come on. Let's go."

As they entered, Ms Weldon called out, "Bonjour, Paulette! C'est moi! Rita!"

A beautiful woman, who stood at least five foot ten inches tall, materialized from the racks. Her French accent seemed put on and theatrical to John. "Bonjour, Madame Rita!" They made a show of air-kissing each other's cheeks. "Oh, is this the little garçon you told me about?" She jerked John forward and appraised his figure. "Small hips, modest breasts, pretty face... I have just the thing! Go take off your clothes, Cheri."

Rita pointed John to the dressing rooms where he disrobed and waited. He heard Paulette return to the sales floor and heard Rita say, "Oh, Paulette, that's perfect! It'll make an impact without being ostentatious."

Suddenly, the door burst open and Rita entered with the dress. John didn't even catch a glimpse of it, before Rita turned him toward the mirror and said, "Oh, what a body you have! I wish I was young again, but you probably see me as an old lady, don't you?"

Remembering Ms Weldon's warning, John searched for a noncommittal response. "You're a very beautiful woman, Rita. Honestly, if I were interested in women..."

She laughed. "Don't lie to me, little girl. You love women and I would love to take you right here, right now, but... tick, tock..." John blushed, both flattered and a bit scared.

Rita opened a small bag and handed him a very sheer, nylon stocking. Not only had he never worn anything like it before, he'd never even seen anything like it before. His mom wore pantyhose to work, of course and his sister used to leave the bathroom full of hers when she lived at home, but this was just a single, nude toned leg with a wide silicone band of lace at the top.

He stared at it for a moment, not knowing how to begin to wear it.

"Seriously," Rita said, just a bit frustrated and just a bit amused, you don't know how to put on stockings? How long have you been a girl, anyway?"

"Six days, or so."

Her eyes bulged. "Six days?" Was that even possible?

She rolled the nylon stocking correctly and knelt in front of him. "Lean against the wall and put your foot on my knee. I'll put them on you."

He did as instructed and Rita ran the silky material, slowly, up his smooth, slender leg, rolling and smoothing the stocking to within inches of his manhood, limp with nervousness and trapped in the gusset of his black, lace covered panties.

Sensing his nervousness, Rita smiled and lingered longer than she needed. She ran a finger around the inside of the top of the silicone band that topped the stocking. "You have such slender legs, Bianca." She raised her hand and gave a brief, gentle pat to the silk, lace paneled front of his panties. "And they'll never be ruined by pregnancy or menopause. Aren't you a lucky girl?"

She took the other stocking, rolled it correctly and brought it up his other leg. She took an abnormal amount of time with her ministrations, caressing, rather than smoothing, the stockings onto his legs.

When she'd finished, she stood, turned him away from her and slipped the lined dress smoothly over his head. It fell neatly in place and it felt so nice that he knew, before seeing it, that he'd love it.

It was, essentially a sheath dress with a narrow skirt, the hint of a slender waist and a top that sat comfortably on his limited curves. It had a white background with large, blue flowers printed here and there about the dress. There was a slit-neck that revealed very little, but had black piping starting at the waist line and traveling up and around the neck, creating the illusion of a plunging neckline. It had scalloped, cap sleeves that also had piping following the pattern of the scallops. It was very pretty, mature-yet-young, and fitted his body just perfectly.

"Perfect, don't you think?" Rita asked.

John nodded. It probably wasn't perfect for the occasion - i.e. auditioning for a male role, but Ms Weldon said to do what Rita said. Besides, he'd auditioned for Ms Weldon dressed as a guy and now, we'll, now... here he was trying on yet another dress...

"Good. Now, leave your clothes, Paulette can burn them for us. Let's go grab a pair of shoes and a purse."

Fifteen minutes after entering the store, John and Rita exited. Instead of the 'Walmart' look he'd had going in, John looked like a model. The perfect little dress set off by a pair of black, pointed toed, kitten heeled shoes and a small, black clutch purse. "Ok, Juan," Rita called to the driver, "get us to the audition, please."

They pulled up to the front of the office building and Rita gave Juan a few instructions regarding when they'd be out and where he should wait. Then, she put her arm around John's shoulder and led him into the building. "Let me do the talking - you can do the acting, ok? Now, I'm going to encourage them to let you read for both parts. I agree that you may be a little too old for the younger brother, but if they let you read for it, do it as well as you can. Ok?"

Rita spoke nonstop from the street, into the lobby, into the elevator, up sixteen flights, out the door of the elevator, down the hall and into the casting director's office.

"Rita Gonzales to see Jim Sheldon," she said to the receptionist.

"Umm, I'm sorry, Ms Gonzales, but I don't have you scheduled..." the poor girl stuttered. She'd encountered Rita before and didn't want to upset her."

"Oh, I'm sorry... Rita Gonzales and John Foley to see Jim Sheldon."

The receptionist was relieved when she saw John's name on her clipboard, but when she looked at Rita and John, she was confused. "Is Mr Foley with you?"

"Don't be impertinent," Rita scoffed. "This is Mr Foley."

The receptionist looked at her list again and shrugged. She'd seen stranger than this, that was for sure. "Please take a seat. Mr Sheldon will be with you very soon."

Ten minutes crawled by. Then twenty. Then an hour. John's leg had started bouncing up and down about thirty minutes into the waiting. Rita had to keep reminding him to stop. Finally, Rita rose and was about to lay into the receptionist, when Jim Sheldon stepped out of a conference room.

"Rita!?" He called as he saw hear. "I didn't know you had a client auditioning!"

Rita gave a smile that simultaneously conveyed her joy at seeing him and her annoyance at being forced to wait for over an hour. "Jim! How very nice to see you. I do have a client, John Foley. He was recommended by Maureen Weldon. He flew out from Massachusetts, just for this and I am about to walk him out the door if you can't see him."

Jim Sheldon glanced at the pretty little thing in the dress with the big flowers. "Rita, may I speak with you in private for a moment?"

Rita followed him down the hall, out of John's earshot.

"First, Rita," he began, "Let me be clear. When I agreed to see 'John,' I knew that he'd have prosthetics on, but... I mean, come on, Rita... that's not a boy in there. That's a little girl. I can't use him. In fact, I was just coming out to tell him that we'd cast the part and send him home."

"Wait a minute," Rita was a bit peeved. "How did you see him before you came out?"

"We have camera's, Rita. It is the twenty-first century. I didn't notice you were here, because I was focused on him. We've been discussing whether to bring him in or not for the last half hour."

"Jim, according to Maureen Weldon, a week ago, that little girl was an average twenty year old guy. What does that tell you about his ability to disappear into a character, huh? And, besides, you already paid to bring him out here. Give him ten minutes, for chrissake. I'm pretty sure that you'll be impressed."

"Rita, come on, it's been a long, tough morning..."

"I don't care about that, Jim, and you know it. Just hear the kid read. Come, on! It's your job for crying out loud!"

With that, a young man stuck his head out of an office door. "Are we all done, then?"

Jim looked from the young man to Rita, then rubbed his hands across his balding head in frustration and mumbled, "Oh, for crying out loud, Rita. You owe me! Understand?l

"Not if he's good, I don't!" She hustled back to the waiting area and waved for John to follow her. "And read him for both parts, Jim. He's been patiently waiting for over an hour."

Jim was waiting by the door, fully composed and seemingly happy to see him when Rita lead John around the Conor and introduced them to each other "Mr Foley! How nice to meet you!"

He held the door for John to enter. When he did, all the talking ceased and everyone did their best not to stare at him, but failed miserably.

"Ladies and gentlemen," Jim said with fake bravado, "This is MISTER John Foley. John is playing Bianca in Shrew at the moment, so he's wearing prosthetics."

"Oh!" A female camera operator let out as John walked past. "I love your dress!"

"Oh, thank you," John smiled, lighting up the room as only he could.

"It's sooo cute! I just LOVE IT! And it'll play beautifully on the camera."

"Thank you, Joanne," Jim said with obvious annoyance, "but we're reading for the BOYS parts today."

Joanne gave John a comic grimace and swung her camera around to face the audition area. "Camera one running!" She called out.

Jim read from his script, "Please state your name and age."

"John Foley. I'm twenty."

A slight murmur ran through the people assembled.

"Tell us a little about yourself, John."

"Well," he stuttered as he began. "I'm from Worcester, Massachusetts and I don't usually look like I do right now. I am about to start my junior year at Emerson College as a performance major and I hope to make my living as an actor." John's voice remained high and feminine.

Jim took notes as he spoke and listened. "Tell me a little about this recent cross dressing thing you're doing, John."

"Well, I'm in a production of 'Taming of the Shrew' and..."

"No, John," Mr Sheldon interrupted. "Lots of actors look different on stage. Why are you dressed like this, now?"

John thought for just a moment before answering, "Because my director requested - or, in fact, demanded - that I live Bianca's life while I am playing Bianca."

Jim nodded. "And you always do as your director tells you?"

"Within reason," he chortled.

"And giving up your life as a man and becoming this... female child? That's reasonable?"

John shrugged. There was no good answer. "I got in a little over my head, I guess." He smoothed his skirts and tried to smile.

"I guess..." Jim wrote some more. "Cindy," Jim said to a script girl. "Will you read the part of the father? John, look at page seven. Please read Matt's part for us."

The script girl read with no inflection of emotion at all. It took John a minute to find his footing, but once he was able to ignore her delivery, his instincts kicked in and he bit into the role. The character was angry about an incident that had happened in the family and John's anger was so real that it felt as if he would throttle the script girl.

While the scene proceeded, Jim wrote on a scrap of paper and showed it to his assistant. 'Kid's good. Too small though, I think.'

The assistant wrote back. 'Have him read for Alex.'

Jim stopped the reading and said, "John, please turn to page fifteen and read for Alex."

This time, John was ready for the bland reading from his cohort. He looked at the page, quickly. Matt was upset about the same issue, but he didn't have the same tools as his brother, to whom he was speaking. At the bottom of the page, the stage direction said, 'Matt cries.'

They started reading and John's demeanor was completely different than it had been as Matt. He reacted as if each line the script girl read, tore him apart. When the tears came, they poured down his face, but he kept right on talking, the same as someone would in real life. By the time the scene ended, half the people in the room wanted to hug him and comfort him.

They complimented and praised him as he left, but once the door was closed, Jim said, "Shame we can't use him."

His assistant said, "I think we need to encourage the director to take a risk on this kid. I think he's unbelievable and that he's just what this show needs."

"How'd it go!." Rita asked as he returned to the waiting area.

"They seemed to like me, at least they said they did, but I when I was leaving, I heard the casting director say that they couldn't use me."

"Really?" Rita had had clients read for parts hundreds - more likely, thousands - of times and only very rarely did they receive compliments - and each of those auditions led to a part. "Well, we'll just have to see what happens. For now, though, I need to get you to the airport and I owe you lunch."
 
GOING HOME -or- WHEN I WAS AT HOME, I WAS IN A BETTER PLACE, BUT TRAVELERS MUST BE CONTENT
 

Traffic was horrendous and, by the time they reached the airport, there was no time for a sit down meal. While John checked in, Rita bought him a boxed salad. He thanked her, but he really wasn't all that interested in eating. All the way to the airport, he kept thinking that, had he looked like himself, he would have gotten a part. He'd left the audition feeling a little let down, but he had grown sadder as they drove - and the traffic had just depressed him more.

"Bianca," Rita said as they approached the TSA line, "this is just the first of many auditions. Remember, they complimented you. That's not typical. I'll let you know if I hear anything, but, no matter what, I want you to stay in touch with me. I think we're going to find some work for you sooner rather than later."

He nodded and smiled a little. "Thanks, Rita. I'll stay in touch, for sure. It was great meeting you. Thank you for everything."

She kissed his cheek. "Have a good flight, Bianca. Take care of yourself."

The flight was more crowded, this time. On the first leg to Phoenix, John was crammed against the wall by two very hefty women in the other two seats in his row. The women smelled of very musky perfume and neither appeared to speak English, so they ignored him until they disembarked.

In Phoenix, a young man, in his early twenties, sat in the seat next to John. When it became obvious that the aisle seat was going to be empty, the young man moved to allow John some extra room. John closed his eyes and tried to just become unconscious, but the best he could do was doze for a few minutes at a time.

His phone buzzed as they flew over New York City. It was Rita.

"Hello?"

"John. Good news. You've got a callback! They want to have you to read for the roles again. This time for the director."

"Wow!" John shouted louder than expected. The young man two seats away smiled indulgently at the young, excited girl in his row. "When?"

"I'm working on that, now. I probably won't know until, Monday, though. I just wanted to let you know."

"Oh, Rita! Thank you so much! This is wonderful! Thank you!"

"Excuse me, miss," an attendant interrupted John. "You'll need to hang up, now. We're starting our final descent."

John nodded. "Rita, I have to hang up. We're landing. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!" He disconnected the call.

"Good news?" The young man asked.

"Very!" John was incredibly happy. "I got a call back for a TV show."

"Wow!" The young man smiled. "I hope you get it."

John beamed. "Thank you."

They landed and the young man helped John with his carry-on. John nearly skipped to the front of the airport, desperate to tell his mother or Rose or both about his call back. It was all coming together.

He exited to the pickup/drop off area with a huge grin on his face. He didn't see either his mother's car or Rose's so he rose up on the toes of his kitten heeled shoes to try to get a better view as a brand new Honda CR-V pulled up right next to him, lowered the window and the driver shouted it at him.

"Mom told me that you looked like me, but, Jesus Christ, John! What the hell are you playing at!?"

It was Nancy.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Kiss Me, Bianca - 4

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental

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  • Historical
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Kiss Me, Bianca: 4

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

John's sister, Nancy is not as supportive of Bianca as his mother and Rose, but he's got his call back for the TV show to prepare for and opening night for The Taming of The Shrew is just days away. Lots of possible outcomes to this summer as Bianca begin to unfold.


 
Author's Note: I have received so many wonderful and supportive emails about this story! Thank you to everyone! As always, I love to hear your critiques! Thank you, again, for all of your support! Please, leave me a review?
I am always willing to learn! ~Clara.

 
This version of Kiss Me Bianca: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
TIME FOR EXPLANATIONS -or- IF SO, BE PATIENT, SISTER
 

John put his carry-on bag in the back of Nancy's CR-V. He glanced at her before he closed the back door. She was obviously angry with him and he couldn't understand why. He was an adult. If he wanted to wear a dress, what difference did it make to her? This was going to be a long ride home. He closed the back door, opened the front and climbed into the vehicle.

"Well," she put the car in gear and pulled out into the flow of traffic, "do you want to tell me just what the hell is going on here, or am I just supposed to guess?"

John started his explanation, "Look, Nancy, I'm doing a play, you know, with The CCSR and..."

Nancy was impatient, "Oh, don't give me that. I did plenty of plays with The CCSR when I was a kid. I never once heard of a boy having to live as girl for a role!"

"Yeah, I know, but this director the board hired, she's really good and she..."

"She what!? Did she say, 'John, I want you to stop living your life and start living your sister's life, only you need to be her when she was...' what? Eleven? Twelve?"

"Fourteen..." John mumbled defensively.

"Seriously!? She wanted you to look like me!? John, that's the creepiest thing I've ever heard!"

"No, of course not, Nan. She doesn't know what you..." he groaned in frustration. "They sent me to a beautician and after they dyed my hair, I just ended up looking like you."

"And where did you get that dress you're wearing, anyway, Johnny? My God, it must have cost a thousand dollars!"

John looked at the dress and adjusted the hem on his thigh. "I don't know what it cost. My agent bought it for me."

"YOUR AGENT!? Jesus, John... how many people are involved in turning you into a girl?"

"Look, Nan, I'm an actor, ok? Actors do unusual things for roles, ok? Now, come on, give me a break. It's been a long week."

"Oh, well, I'm sorry if you've had a long week, missy, but in case you didn't know it, I'm doing my residency right now. I've been working eighteen hour days for months, but my mother called me about two hours ago and said that she was stuck behind an accident on Rt 6, couldn't get across the bridge and that my baby brother needed a ride home from the airport. So, instead of getting into my nice, comfy bed, I drove from Worcester to Providence and, NOW, I have to schlep you back to Hyannis. So, if you think that I'm feeling any sympathy for you because you're tired... forget it!!"

There was silence in the car for a few minutes, until John said, "Thanks for picking me up, Nan, but if it was going to be this big of a deal..."

"It's only a big deal because, when I got to the airport, I found my nineteen year old brother dressed like a ten year old princess."

"Alright, first, I'm not nineteen; I'm twenty. Second, I don't look anything like a ten year old and you know it. I have breasts, for crying out loud..."

Without asking permission, or taking her eyes from the highway, Nancy's right hand shot over and groped John's chest. "Holy shit, Johnny! You DO have breasts! Oh, my God, do you still have your dick?" Her hand lunged for his crotch.

"Nan!" He pushed her hand away. "Knock it off! Those are silicone, for crying out loud and, yes, I still have my... penis."

"I swear to God, Johnny, I can not believe this. How could you have let this happen to you?"

"LET this happen to me?" Suddenly, John realized something. He hadn't fought anybody at any time as these changes took place. He could have said, 'No,' and walked away at any point. He could have demanded that the breasts be removed before going to LA. He could have walked out of Stacy's salon. He could have turned down the role."Nan, I didn't LET anything happen to me. I am an actor and I was given the opportunity to play a role that most men would never get to play and I dove into it with everything I had. In this case, that means living, experiencing and participating in every aspect of being a girl. Maybe you don't approve of that, but it got me my first audition for a TV show, so I think it may be worth it."

"Oh, Yeah... 'I'm an actor!' 'I'm an actor!' Nancy mocked John's words. "I swear to god, Johnny, I do not have time for this kind of stupidity right now..."

"Then pull off here, before we get to the bridge, and drop me off at the McDonald's. I'll call mom, or Ed to come get me and I'll wait there."

"Shut up, John, you know I can't do that, I told mom..."

"I don't give a shit what you told mom," John shouted. "I'm not your fucking problem. I'm your brother, for crying out loud. Mom asked you to help me. If you don't want to help me, then pull the fuck over and let me me the fuck out!"

Nancy was shocked. She had never heard John say anything more profane than 'damnit' before. He had definitely gotten her attention. She jerked the wheel and pulled across the traffic to make it to the off ramp in time, then slowed her vehicle as she pulled onto the road beyond.

There was a McDonald's visible about a hundred yards down the road, but Nancy pulled into the parking lot of a Home Depot and pulled her car away from the other cars and slammed her new car into 'park.'

John pulled the handle to open the door, but Nancy had locked the doors with the parental control button and he could not exit the vehicle without her unlocking the door.

"Let me out." He looked at the floor and waited. Nothing happened. "Let me out." He said, again.

"No. I think we need to talk." She shut off the engine and sighed. John crossed his arms and looked out his window. It was early, the store was just opening. Not a lot of people milling about.

"Look, Johnny," she said with a heavy voice, "I just want to understand..."

"No you don't," he kept his attention focused on the main entrance of the store. "Every thing you've said and every question you've asked has been an insult. You don't want to understand; you want to attack me and I'm not interested in hearing any more of it. Let me out."

Nancy sighed and calmed down. He was right. She was angry and confused and was attacking him instead of talking to him. She considered how she should proceed. The car was silent.

"I got a callback, by the way," John finally said, quietly.

"What?"

"Not that you'd care, but... the TV show... I got a call back. They say it never happens at your first audition... but I got one."

His sister nodded. She'd done enough shows to have known plenty of kids who had taken a chance and tried to make it on Broadway, or in LA or even in regional theater. She knew it was a big deal.

"That's great, Johnny," she muttered. Now, something outside her window was keeping her from looking at her little brother. "That's great."

More silence.

"Nan," John still looked out the window, "what if you'd found out that, instead of me looking this way because of a role, I was dressing this way because I was transgendered? Would you have reacted the same way? With anger?"

She raised her hands in an 'I don't know' attitude and let them fall noisily back down onto her thighs.

"Cause, if I found out that you were intending to live as a guy, I don't think I would have attacked you. I think I would have tried to let you know that I loved you, no matter what." Now, he turned and looked at her. "Cause I do, Nan. I love you... no matter what."

"Jesus," she couldn't look at him, yet, "Johnny, I just don't know. I mean..." she gestured to his dress, "this is a lot to take in."

"Why? I'm still your brother. I'm just wearing a dress."

"And make up. And earrings. And heels. And your hair is the same color as mine and it's styled like mine was when I was a kid... You're not my brother anymore, you're me, fifteen years ago. it's a lot to take in, Johnny."

He nodded. "So... what? You don't love me any more because I look different?"

"I never said that, Johnny."

"You sure sounded like that's what you meant." He wiped a tear from his eye.

"Johnny," she finally looked towards him, "I'm sorry I yelled, but... Johnny, is this something you've been thinking about doing for a long time?"

He shook his head. "Till last Friday, it never occurred to me. I only started doing it 'cause I had to do it to play Bianca."

"Why did you ever agree to play Bianca, though? Didn't that sound odd to you?"

John ran through a list of Ms Weldon's accomplishments. "She's a bona fide big-deal, Nan, and I wanted to be in her cast."

Nancy nodded.

"And now?" Nancy asked. "Do you want to go on wearing these clothes after the show closes?"

"I don't know. I like a lot of it. Everything's so soft and... pretty... and comfortable. You wouldn't understand. You've always been able to choose what you wanted to wear. I couldn't. I never wore clothes like these before."

Nancy scoffed, "Yeah. I've never worn clothes like that, either. I'm telling you, Johnny, that dress is... well, it's kind of magnificent and it fits you like it was made for you. Did they tailor it for you?"

"No. The lady who ran the shop grabbed it and handed it to me. We weren't in the store more than fifteen minutes."

Nancy shook her head. "Unbelievable. I've never walked in off the street and walked out of the store with the first dress I tried on. Now, I know why. It's because the dresses are designed for my brother."

He laughed, quietly.

Finally, they were looking at each other. They both bore sad smiles.

"You know," John broke the silence, "when the stylist was done and I got to see myself for the first time... I realized that I looked like you and... well... as weird as that may sound... it made me happy."

Nancy screwed up her face. "Why would that make you happy?"

"Why!? Because you're beautiful and smart and because I love you. I've always wanted to be like you - maybe not quite this literally, but... you know what I mean."

Nancy smiled, then looked at the ceiling of the SUV and groaned as she ran her fingers through her bobbed hair. "Arrrggghhh, Johnny, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know... I'm sorry I yelled at you. You're right - I was out of line. I love you, too, honey."

She reached over and took his small hand in hers, then she held it to her lips and kissed it, then inspected it. "Nice nails, bro." She smiled at him. That was nice.

"Thanks."

"So... what happens after you've been a little girl for, what, eight or nine weeks?"

He shrugged. "I don't know. I guess I get the breasts taken off and that's that. No more Bianca."

She raised her eyebrows. "Seriously? Just like that, this cute little teeny-bopper will just disappear and John Foley with the messy boybun and the goatee reappears?"

"It's a Van Dyke, not a goatee... and, yeah, I guess. I mean, the breasts aren't mine and they're wicked expensive, so... I thought about a lot about it on the plane. Ms Weldon says I should leave school and go to New York or LA. I'm thinking about that. Who knows, if this TV show pans out, all these decisions may be made for me. The role is for a seventeen year old boy."

"Then why did you go dressed like this?"

"'Shrew' opens on The Fourth and if they remove the breasts, they can't put them back on for ten days or so. The solvent irritates the skin, I guess. I was originally dressed in yoga pants and a polo, but my agent said I looked like an unmade bed and dressed me this way. She made me leave the yoga pants and polo at the store. I had to wear this."

She nodded. "And you enjoy dressing like this, don't you?"

"Wouldn't anyone?"

"No, Johnny." She thought for a few moments. "So, obviously, no matter what, this 'Bianca' person is going to stick around through the whole summer and, it seems to me, she'll probably be around, at least occasionally, after that, right?"

John shrugged, again. "I don't know, Nan. Maybe... probably... I just don't know."

She nodded. "Look, Johnny, I'm sorry I came on so strong. You were just much more... 'me'... than I expected and it freaked me out, ok? Now, I love you, but it's going to take me a while to get used to this. That's my issue, not yours, but I want you to be aware that I'm trying."

"Ok, Nan."

"Alright." She started the engine and took one last look at her pretty little brother and smiled. There was very little sign of the boy she knew, but he was definitely in there when they spoke. "So, tell me about this other 'new' sister I have. Mom tells me her name is Rose. Mom thinks that you have 'a thing' for her."

John smiled and blushed as they headed for the Sagamore Bridge.
 
A CONVERSATION -or- TELL ME - BUT TRULY - BUT THEN SPEAK THE TRUTH - DO YOU NOT LOVE MY SISTER?
 

Both John and Nancy were exhausted by the time they reached the cottage in Hyannis. John gave an excited synopsis of his eighteen hours in LA and everyone was thrilled that he'd gotten a callback. Both Marilyn and Rose gushed over John's new dress, which Nancy found somewhat odd, but she'd learned her lesson with John, so she didn't say anything.

By 11:45 that Sunday Morning, both brother and sister were looking for a pillow to conk-out on. Marilyn had not yet changed the sheets in Nancy's room and, not wanting to inconvenience Rose, Nancy crawled into John's double bed with him. Both wearing little blue nighties that made them look even more like sisters than before.

Just after noon, Marilyn checked on them and found them both laying on their left sides with Nancy spooning her little bother, her arm hanging loosely over his stomach. Marilyn chuckled at the mess of black hair and blue nylon and satin. She was lucky. Two good kids who loved each other. It was nice to have them back together.

She poured herself a mug of coffee and joined Ed and Rose at the table in the screened room. "I don't think we'll be hearing from either of them for quite a while," she laughed. "They are out like lights."

They were awake by 6:00 that evening, though, and Rose and Ed helped Marilyn serve a delicious meal of steamed clams and halibut, a great meal for a warm, early summer night at The Cape. Nancy decided to stay the night and get an early start back to Worcester the next morning. "Rose," she asked as the dishes were being packed away, "I'm going to take a walk down to the beach. Will you join me? It'll give me a chance to get to know my new sister."

"Sure!" Rose was very happy to join her, so the two walked the block and a half to the moon lite beach.

They'd had their chit chat about their lives and ambitions all along the walk. Once on the beach, they sat in the cool sand and Nancy finally asked the question, "So, what's your opinion about this whole 'Johnny/Bianca' thing?"

Rose shrugged and played with a piece of seaweed. "I don't know. I hadn't really felt that I needed to form an opinion. John is a grownup and an actor and he was offered a great role. He took it and now he has to do what needs to be done to play the role. He seems to be having a good time, though, so what difference does it make?"

Nancy's forehead pinched, "I should think it would make a great deal of difference, but I seem to be in the minority there. My mother and you and Eddie all seem to be supporting this. It's a very confusing thing for an outsider to walk into."

Rose sensed a challenge coming, "Nancy, I'm not a member of the family or anything, so I know that my opinion is not really valid, but I wouldn't say we're 'supporting THIS' as much as 'supporting HIM.' He needs help to do this well and Marilyn and I are helping him. You should see him in rehearsal, though, Nancy - he's amazing. I've never seen anyone 'become' a character the way that he becomes Bianca. Even if he were really a girl, I'd be blown away by him. He's consistent and in-the-moment and the words mean so much to him! Wait till you see him!"

Nancy listened and tried to imagine her little brother being that amazing. She just couldn't do it. He would always just be her goofy kid brother.

"You said he enjoys it," Nancy finally said. "You mean the clothes, right?"

"Well, yeah, but everything else, too! I mean he likes being treated like a girl - the pampering and compliments - and you should have seen him with Cassie and Annie, he was just like them! Like a real fourteen year old girl..."

"Wait, wait, wait!" Nancy was suddenly very concerned. "He actually 'played' with other girls? Don't you people realize how dangerous that is!? What if they found out? He could be arrested for that! Are you people out of your minds!?"

"It wasn't like that, honest," Rose tried to calm her. "We met them before we saw Jaws so they sat with us. Then we met them at the beach for a couple of hours and they came to dinner. Mostly, John sang show tunes with them. Nothing sketchy happened. He was really into it..."

"Jesus, what is wrong with you people!?" Nancy wasn't yelling, but she was obviously very perturbed. She bolted to a standing position and ran her fingers through her hair, grunting to keep her anger back. "This is ridiculous. I thought I could handle it, but, come on, Rose, you must see how crazy this is. He's going to end up either in jail or get himself beaten up by some gang of idiots if he keeps this up. At the very least, this is all playing head games with him."

Rose stood and took Nancy's hand. "I know how this looks, Nancy. Just walking into it must be weird, but this all moved in a pretty logical way throughout the week. Honestly, your mom has been keeping tabs on him the whole time. She spoke to Ms Weldon, the director, and you have to believe me, Nancy, she is only doing what's good for his career. Ms Weldon says that he's one of the best actors she's ever seen, and I think she plans to make him her protégé - for real! This role may be the best thing that could possibly happen to him, careerwise. Please, don't ruin it for him."

Nancy was perplex. "Damnit, Rose, I never expected this to happen. I truly love my baby brother, you have to believe me, but... this is all so freaking crazy!"

"I know you love him, Nancy, and he adores you, too. Please, don't make this any harder on him. He's doing great! He really is!"

Nancy eyed Rose suspiciously. "And what do you get out of this?"

"Me!? I don't get anything out of this except to be in the play."

"Uh-huh," Nancy crossed her arms and her eyes narrowed. "Johnny's nuts about you, you know that, right?"

Rose smiled, "Well, I know that he's... well, you're a pretty girl... you know how it is. Boys, just... you know... get crushes..."

"No, Rose. I mean that he's, like, head over heels, crazy in love with you. In fact, I think that he's doing a lot of this just to be with you."

Rose thought about that. She had feelings for John, sure, but 'love?' That's a pretty big word...

"So," Nancy persisted, "how do you view Johnny? A friend? A potential boyfriend? A potential lover? A little sister? A doll?"

The truth was that Rose viewed John as all of these things, but she couldn't say that to his sister. "Look, Nancy, I like John a lot. He's really sweet and so talented, but... well, we hardly knew each other at school. We really only met on Monday. I don't think he actually 'loves' me per se. I think he's just infatuated. I mean, I like spending time with him and I'd like to get to know him better and I'm not saying that there isn't the possibility of something coming from that, but... well, I guess that I don't know how to answer your question beyond that."

John's sister nodded her head and thought for a moment. "I hope you understand that I'm not ticked off about this cross dressing stuff just because I think it's odd. I'm afraid that Johnny is going to get hurt. Do you understand that?"

"Yes, of course I do."

Nancy nodded. "Then I hope that you'll understand that I'm concerned about you for the same reason. I don't want my brother hurt by you."

Rose smiled. "He won't be. Besides, he's a grown man, Nancy..."

"No. No he's not. He's always been... fragile. You need to remember that. He's much more like the little girl he's pretending to be than you imagine. That's probably why he's such a good actor. Don't hurt him. Please."

"I won't."

When they returned to the cottage, Rose and Nancy found Marilyn sitting on one end of the coach watching the Red Sox game with John cuddled up next to her, his head in her lap as she ran her fingers through his hair. His eyes were closed and his breathing was steady with the very occasional snore coming forth from his slack-jawed mouth. Marilyn held up her finger to her lips to indicate that the women should not be loud.
 
BACK TO THE REHEARSAL HALL -or- A POOR PLAYER STRUTS AND FRETS HIS HOUR UPON THE STAGE
 

Monday's rehearsal was going well until mid afternoon, when an intern came into the hall with the message that Ms Weldon wanted to see John immediately. John, in full Bianca makeup and his forest green gown hurried to the office. When he entered, he hustled to the area in front of the desk and then, through sheer habit and rehearsal, he gripped his skirts and curtsied. "Yes, Ms Weldon."

She smiled, realizing that he hadn't even noticed what he'd done. "Thank you for coming, John. Rita has been trying to call you, but, of course, she couldn't reach you during rehearsal. So, she called me."

He'd hoped that this was why she'd summoned him. "Is there news about the callback?"

"Yes, John, there is. They wanted you to fly back out to LA tomorrow for a callback on Wednesday, but, since we open on Saturday, I made it clear that I could not spare you or have you get worn out with a lot of extra traveling."

John was concerned. He really wanted to do the callback.

"So, I have convinced the director to come to The Cape to do your callback here on Wednesday afternoon. Is that ok with you?"

John's heart was fluttering. He put his hand to his breast and let out a relieved sigh. "Ok!? Oh, my goodness! I can't believe they're coming HERE!" Tears of excitement began to flow. "Oh, thank you, Ms Weldon! Thank you, so much!"

She came around the desk and shook his hand. "My pleasure, John. You've earned it."

Overcome with excitement and girlish impulsiveness, John pulled his director into a huge hug. "I can't believe that they're coming here! That's a good sign, right!?"

Ms Weldon pulled the boy's arms from around her neck. "Yes, dear. That's a very good sign. Now, please return to rehearsal and let's do a great job on this show before moving on to the callback."

The lipstick made John's smile even more pronounced and prettier. He skipped to the door, then turned and curtsied once again. "Thank you, ma'am," he bowed his head in medieval subservience and backed out of the door, leaving Maureen to wonder if he'd done it to be funny, or was he so engrossed in the role that he wasn't even aware of his gestures.

By the time he'd returned to the rehearsal hall, thanks to an overly excited intern, everyone was already aware that the audition would be taking place on The Cape. Most were excited for John, a few were jealous and some were hoping that the director and casting director may watch a rehearsal at The CCSR facility and discover them as well. Regardless of their feelings, everyone applauded when John reentered. He beamed and curtsied. He couldn't wait to tell his mother.

Out of nowhere, Ed came up behind him and pulled John into a backwards bear-hug, lifting him high off the ground, kicking and screaming. When he returned him to terra firma, Ed leaned down, kissing John's cheek and saying, "Aren't you glad I talked you into playing Bianca!? They're going to love you! You'll be a star before Christmas!"

Suddenly, Rose was there, too, pulling both Ed and John tightly to her, nearly smothering the diminutive John against her supple breasts. "Oh, I'm so happy for you, Johnny! You're going to be so famous!!!" She kissed his cheek, too.

"That's what I said!" Ed laughed and kissed him again. Rose followed suit and within seconds, John was being drown in kisses. Some soft and covered in lipstick, some scratchy and aggressive, but all wonderful and welcome!

When Marilyn heard the news, she insisted on taking them all, John, Rose and Ed, out to dinner at John's favorite restaurant, The West End - one of the nicer restaurants in Hyannis. Rose insisted that this was an occasion for a new dress. Something cute and fun so they'd both feel playful and happy.

They agreed to meet Marilyn at 6:15 at the restaurant. So, when rehearsal ended, Ed took his own car to run home to change and Rose took John to a boutique she'd heard about.

Marilyn arrived at the restaurant just after 6:00 and met Ed in the parking lot. The maître d' sat them at a table near the far end of the restaurant, as Marilyn had requested. The vaulted ceilings and pristine, white table clothes always made dinner at The West Side an auspicious event.

"I've never been here," Ed said as he took in the grandeur of the restaurant, which looked quite unimpressive from the outside.

"We only come for special occasions," Marilyn smiled as she tucked her purse under her chair. "Graduations, important birthdays... that kind of thing. It's far to fancy for a typical Monday night dinner."

Within moments, Rose entered and waved as she crossed to the table. Ed smiled and stood to pull out a chair for her.

"Where's the star of the evening?" Marilyn looked beyond Rose, but only saw an empty doorway.

"He's on the phone with his agent. Evidentially, she's coming out for the audition, too. She wants everything to be perfect. I left my phone with him so he could use it to take notes. He said to go ahead and order drinks and he'd be right along. He wanted a glass of champagne, but I told him that was impossible, so he'd like a Shirley Temple instead." She grinned at the sweetness of the name of the drink. "Honestly, he's so high on adrenaline right now that I think he could run right up the walls!"

"HE'S excited!?" Marilyn joked. "Good lord, in the past few hours, I think I called everybody I ever met to tell them about John! This is all so amazing, I mean, they must see something very special in him to be coming all this way for a callback, right?"

"Oh, I think so," Rose agreed. "I called a friend of mine who has been in a couple of things, nothing recurring, just one time appearances, and she says that she's never heard of an executive doing this. She says that, usually, if an actor can't make it to a callback..."

"Holy shit..." Ed muttered, interrupting Rose's story.

The women turned to see what he saw and Marilyn reiterated Ed's thoughts. "'Holy shit' is right."

Entering the door was not John, nor Bianca, but Bebe. Perfect, beautiful, bubbly, fourteen year old Bebe. Her dark hair had been curled just enough to give it some body and her bright red lips were more youthful and playful than Bianca's. She strode on the balls of her feet, the three inch heels on her nude, open toed pumps hardly touching the ground. Her makeup was much more modern and natural than Bianca's and her dress - Oh, my goodness, that dress - was
magnificent.

The pure white dress was strapless and clung playfully to Bebe's bosom, then pinched in, just a little, at a high waist before hanging in a pretty and moderately wide, tulle lined circle, six inches above the knee. Above that lay an embroidered confection of startling, navy blue lace. The neck line of the overdress was a series of arched scollops that rose in delicate sweeps that drew attention to Bebe's dainty, white shoulders. That pattern continued around the back to make the wearer's shoulders look even more luscious from the back.

The pattern thinned and ended at the waist, but from the hem of the skirt, a similar pattern repeated itself, yet, this time, it was upside down - thinning as it climbed, and leaving long, delicate tendrils of lace reaching towards the waist.

This perfect combination of woman-child and dress floated across the restaurant with a grace and dignity and confidence that John had never exhibited. The tiny clutch-purse that hung from his left shoulder on a delicate, silver chain bounced playfully on his hip and occasionally disappeared into the flouncy skirt.

Every customer, every employee, every person stopped and took in this beautiful child as she passed. Women gasped while men grew hard at the thought of a creature this beautiful passing so closely.

Bebe was... a vision.

Ed was standing and pulling out the remaining chair at their table before John was halfway across the room.

"Oh, darling," Marilyn's hands were pressed together, as if in prayer, and the tips of her index fingers were pressed against her lips. "You are just breathtaking."

John placed the tip of the toe of his right shoe just behind the heel of his left and, with his arms held out to the side, gave a sweet, delicate, slightly bouncy curtsy. These gestures had become so ubiquitous in his role as Bianca that he was hardly aware of his use of them in real life.

He accepted the chair that Ed offered, smoothing his skirts under him as he sat and Ed pushed in his chair. Before returning to his own seat, Ed leaned over and inhaled the sweet, heady, fruity perfume of his friend's hair before kissing his cheek and whispering, "You're gorgeous, Beebs. I can't believe it. I really can't."

John smiled up at the handsome man who'd been so polite. "Thank you, Ed."

He sat with his legs crossed at the knees, his back straight and unsupported, looking regal and confident, but still young and vulnerable.

"So," Rose was inquisitive, "Tell us about the call. What's going on."

John fidgeted with the chain on his purse. Hung it from the back of his chair, then explained. "Well, Rita is coming back east for the callback. She says that I shouldn't be talking to anyone without her there to negotiate. The casting director, the head of the production company and the director-slash-show runner are all coming, too. She says that they want me to read for both of the sons, again, but that she can't get a hold of the sides in advance this time. The whole thing is going to be cold readings."

"You must be so excited!" Marilyn gushed.

"Well, yeah," John acknowledged, "but like Little Red Riding Hood said, 'Excited and Scared,'" he referred to the song from 'Into The Woods.'

Ed leaned back and chuckled. "What do you have to be scared of? I mean, they're coming all this way to see you... I'd say you're already a shoe-in."

"I agree," Rose sipped her water. "I think you just need to do what you do and they'll love you."

John nodded, then looked at his dress. "Tell me the truth, though, do I still look like I could be anybody's brother or son? I mean, I love this dress and all, but... that's my biggest concern."

"No, you don't," Ed blurted out.

"Ed," Marilyn scolded.

"No, I mean it," Ed went right on. "Look, Bebe... man, it's getting harder and harder for me to even remember that you used to be John... but that's a good thing, right? I mean, when you first told me that you were playing Bianca, well, I thought you'd, maybe, look like a funny looking girl, but you don't. You're freaking beautiful and watching you act - and even playing with those girls the other night... well... I think John is gone, now... but that's what you wanted, right? That's what actors do. And I'm sure that you can become one of those characters, too. All you have to do is prove that to these guys and you'll be all set."

Then, unexpectedly, Ed reached over, took John's hand and kissed it. "I have confidence in you, Bebe. You can do this."

"Well," Marilyn folded her arms, "I swear, Edward, in all the years that I have known you, I've hardly heard three words in a row coming out of your mouth. And now this! I am impressed, I must say!"

"That was really nice, Ed," Rose said.

"Thanks, Ed," John smiled as he retracted his hand.

Ed just smiled as the waiter brought their drinks to the table. "Three champagnes and a Shirley Temple for the young lady," he said as he served.

John's mouth hung open in shock. With each glass of champagne placed on the table, he glowered at the person sitting behind the glass. Champagne was, after all, what he'd wanted to order for himself. When the waiter turned to put his tray down, John whispered "You all suck, you know that, right?"

"Now, you just watch your mouth, young lady," his mother chided, "or I'll pull you across my lap and spank you, right here in this restaurant."

They all giggled.

"May I take your orders?" The waiter asked. He started with Marilyn, then Rose and Ed, finally, instead of asking John, he turned to Marilyn and said, "And for the young lady?"

John was very surprised. It seemed to him that, even when he really was fourteen, the wait staff would speak to him directly. "What do you say, sweetie?" Marilyn asked John. "Do you want a hamburger with fries or would you prefer something more grown up."

In fact, John had planned on getting a burger. The burgers at The West End were the best he'd ever had and he'd eaten so much salad and seafood lately that he really wanted a good burger - AND - his mother knew that, full well. He wished she hadn't phrased the question as she had, and he could see by the smirk on her face that she was enjoying this.

"I'll have the burger, please, mother."

Marilyn turned back to the waiter, "My daughter will have the burger, but I think it's best to hold the fries. She's not going to be that young and slender forever."

When the waiter departed, they all snickered at John's expense. "You are a frigging riot, mom, you know that?!"

Marilyn did.
 
REALIZATIONS -or- WHAT'S PAST IS PROLOGUE
 

As the meal wound down, Ed excused himself. He needed to pick up his younger brother from a lifeguard training class. Marilyn and Rose enjoyed a cup of rich coffee while John finished a glass of cold milk. He'd already had a couple of cups of coffee throughout the day, anyway. He probably would have had a glass of milk with his dessert, anyway, but his mother had taken that decision out of his hands and ordered him the glass of milk. Just another aspect of reliving his childhood - well - 'A' childhood, anyway.

"Well, ladies," Marilyn announced as they stepped into the parking lot, "I need to make a stop before I head home. My cousin Joan is staying in Dennis Port and I promised I'd come by after dinner."

"Mom, it's nearly eight o'clock and you don't like driving at night. Can't you go see her tomorrow?"

"Well, yes, I could, but if I go during the daytime, I'll be there all afternoon. This way I can come home in a couple of hours or so. Besides, this is all your fault."

"My fault?" John was surprised to receive the blame. "How is this my fault?"

"Because I called Joan to tell her your big news and she invited me over. If you hadn't gotten a callback, I wouldn't have called and I would be headed home to my comfy bed and a good book. So - it's your fault. Good night, Bebe." She kissed her son's smooth, soft cheek. "Good night, Rose." She did the same to Rose.
 
PASSION -or- GRAZE ON MY LIPS; AND IF THOSE HILLS BE DRY, STRAY LOWER, WHERE THE PLEASANT FOUNTAINS LIE.
 

As Rose held the car door open for John, she contemplated the conversation she'd had with Nancy the night before. Marilyn had asked her similar questions before, too, but Nancy seemed to hit a nerve. How did she really feel about John?

He definitely was her little sister, no question about that.

He definitely was her little doll, too, that was obvious, just look at how she'd dressed him tonight.

As a possible boyfriend, though - there was the real question.

She loved spending time with him and he was one of the sweetest boys she'd ever met - even sweeter as a girl. He was beautiful and talented and determined and funny - nearly everything she ever wanted in a boyfriend. He was smaller than her, which was not a feature she normally desired in a relationship, but that wasn't his fault. There was no doubt that he was attractive, just not in the normal 'manly' concept of attractiveness.

God knows, some of the guys she'd dated could use a little
feminization, though. They smelled sweaty and felt hard and scratchy. John was the opposite, though. He smelled pretty and fresh, and felt soft and silky smooth.

They shared a lot of interests - acting, of course, musicals, clothes, makeup, hair, jewelry... well, those last four were all new to him, but he certainly was taking to them.

She kinda thought of him as girl, though - BUT - she had seen, and even handled, his equipment and he had nothing to be embarrassed about there.

So how was she supposed to feel about him?

She was, unquestionably, very attracted to him in every way possible and she knew, because Marilyn, Nancy, Ed and Gloria had all confirmed it, that John was more than attracted to her. 'Smitten' one might say. So, why not give it a shot? This pretty, little, teenaged girl may just turn out to be the man of her dreams!

She got into the Tesla and the started the silent motor. As she drove away, she glanced at her petite, potential-boyfriend and saw that he was examining the navy blue lace that decorated his stunning little frock. "It's pretty, isn't it?" She asked, suddenly feeling a little awkward about initiating a conversation in the hopes of bringing up some discussion of romance.

He smiled back at her, those young eyes, so bright and happy, those young cheeks, so round and those lips, so plump and red. "It's beautiful, Rose. Thank you, so much. I must owe you a fortune! You've bought me so many pretty things. Ed, too! Harry and Jim have been so nice, too. What a weird couple of weeks it's been."

"Weird, but good, right?"

"Yeah, I guess. I mean... yeah, it's been very good! I met you and then the audition and the callback and, we'll, yeah, it's been unbelievable in so many ways!"

She giggled at his enthusiasm. She hadn't known him all that well before, but he'd seemed to be a reserved young man. Now, he was a giddy little girl and she found that much more endearing.

"I like you like this." She reached over and patted his knee. It was small and warm and smooth. Hairless, young and feminine.

"Like what?"

"Happy. You didn't seem as happy before. I'm glad you're happy, now, and I'd like to see you stay that way."

He smiled even more broadly and shrugged. "Thank you, Rose. That's very sweet of you."

She smiled back. "You like being a girl, don't you?"

He blushed and shrugged. "I guess. I like the attention and the way everything is so soft and pretty. It's very different from being a guy. I mean, it's like, as a guy, you wear the same clothes everyday - shirts and jeans or a suit and every now and then a tux, but they're pretty much all the same thing. As a girl, every day is like a new costume, different hair, different jewelry... I haven't worn the same thing twice outside of rehearsal and even there, I have more costume's then I've ever worn and each is more beautiful than the last!"

"I never even thought about my hair before," he continued, "and now I think about it a lot! And makeup and accessories! Everything is so important, now. I feel like I'm connected to women in a whole new way. It's been an eye opener for me and I'm so glad that I'm spending the summer like this and with you."

She liked that response.

She turned the car down their street and into the driveway. When the car was parked, she turned to John and in the dim twilight finally got to her point. "Johnny... have you ever gone out with anyone - I mean, seriously?"

"Not really." Dating had never been easy for John. Being smaller than most of the girls in his class made him a kind of romantic-nonentity. He'd taken a different, younger Theater student to each his proms, but they weren't interested in him beyond the excitement of the dance.

Rose assumed that would be his answer. "And... Wow, this is awkward, but, well, between me and Ed... who would you rather date, 'cause I'm pretty sure that Ed is interested."

The nervous laugh and pause spoke volumes. "I'd be lying if I didn't tell you that these clothes and living this way... its all given me some fantasies that I've never had before, but I'm pretty sure that they're just fantasies." He took a deep breath before spitting out what he needed to say. "Rose... I'm not sure I would have followed through with all of this to this extent if it weren't for you. What I mean is... I kind of went all the way with this because it meant that I got to be with you. I think about you all the time and I wake up everyday dreading the end of summer when you won't be here with me. I'm... kinda crazy about you, I guess. I really don't care if you want me as your sister or your girlfriend or your boyfriend... I just want to be with you - forever."

Rose smiled as her hand moved up his slender, smooth thigh and caressed his inner thigh, tenderly. "Oh, Johnny... or Bebe... I don't care... that's the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me. Wait there. Let me get your door for you."

She got out and hustled to the passenger door, opened it and offered John her hand. She took great pride in how pretty she kept her hands. Her nails were always perfect and she used cream on her hands every night to be sure that they remained soft, but when John's soft, tiny hand with the baby-pink nails landed in hers, she felt so much bigger, so much stronger and so much more masculine than the child she was helping out of the car. She loved everything about being the beautiful woman that she was, but she felt a sense of power and control she'd never felt with a man before. She doubted that she'd ever need to 'submit' to John, but she knew that Bebe would 'submit' to her at any time. In fact, she was sure that both John and Bebe both would submit to her just as women had been subservient to their men since time immemorial. She would 'love and cherish' him and he would 'love, honor and obey' her.

John stepped out and stood. Even with his heels, Rose, who was wearing much higher and more mature heels than he, still towered over him.

She pulled him in close and felt the crush of their breasts. Then she kissed him and felt him giving himself to her, his soft, lipsticked lips offering no resistance to her tongue.

These were all new sensations for her. Typically, at this point, she would be surrendering to the man. She'd smell his musk and feel his stubble on her face and his erection pressing against her. Now, she smelled strawberry shampoo and floral hairspray. She felt soft cheeks and bare legs parting without resistance as her left foot pushed his feet apart, her own naked leg touching his.

Her prize was just inches away, separated from her knee by just a little air and a fraction-of-a-fraction of an inch of virginal, white lace silk, tucked between his legs; chaste and waiting to be taken.

She broke the kiss and stood tall, holding his head to her shoulder, his chin touching her breast.

"Let's get inside before we get carried away,"she smiled at him. He nodded and took her hand, allowing himself to be led into his own home.

John was deep in a state of bliss. He could feel himself stirring in the gusset of his panties, but the excitement he felt was different than he'd felt when he masturbated. He felt flushed and his belly tickled.

He wanted.

He wanted to be hers.

He had a deep, insatiable 'want' building in the very center of his being.

Rose led him into the house, through the big room and into her bedroom. Once she'd closed the door, she turned her back to him. "Unzip me and take my dress off, baby."

He did as he was told and lowered the dress, kneeling to allow her to step out of the garment. Before he could stand, she turned and held him in his submissive kneel. "Now, my panties, please."

From his knees, with his skirt spread about him, she was a tower. Strong, powerful and beautiful. His hands shook slightly as he slipped his fingers through the waistband and lowered her panties to the floor then guided them past her platform heels.

"Kiss me here," she pointed to a spot on the front of her upper thigh. John kissed it.

"Now here," she pointed to a corresponding spot on her other leg. He kissed that spot as well.

"Here," she pointed back to the first leg, but the spot was much closer to the well trimmed area that defined her sex. He kissed it languorously and she shivered at the softness of his lips.

"And here," again, the corresponding spot on her other thigh.

John knew where this was headed and the butterflies in his tummy were fluttering uncontrollably. He could smell her scent and it was like nothing he'd ever inhaled before. It was as beautiful as she was.

After he kissed where she asked, he kissed her, just above her perfect, womanly mound. When Rose shivered and let out an involuntary 'ahh,' he knew he was on the right path, but, being a virgin, he looked up at Rose to be sure he was doing what she wanted.

Although not quite a Virgin, Rose had only had limited experience in sexual matters. She was a popular, but good girl. Her experience with penetration was limited to a little vibrator she kept in her nightstand and the middle finger of one long-time boyfriend who'd found her opening during a few, passionate make-out sessions. She was about to take a big step, one she had avoided taking for twenty-one years, but one she wanted to take right now with this pretty little supplicant kneeling before her.

She looked down and saw his big, beautiful eyes looking up at her for guidance. "It's ok, baby," her whisper was hoarse and needy. "Go ahead. Use your tongue."

Tentatively at first, partly due to his inexperience and partly due to his gentleness, John tongued her opening. Each stoke elicited a grunt or a moan or a shiver from the goddess before him. When his tongue swept slowly across the little nub at the top of her cleft, her knees nearly gave out and she reached, involuntarily, for the back of his head and pushed his face firmly into her slit.

She let out a full throated scream of joy as he continued to tongue that spot. Soon she was convulsing, slamming his tongue deeper and deeper within her.

To John, her taste was pungent yet familiar. It tasted of her being. He could do this forever.

When she could take no more, she stepped back and pulled John's face away from her. He was nearly as flushed as she. "Oh, my God!" She muttered, over and over. "Oh, my God! Oh, my God!"

John sat back on his heels, his face sweaty and otherwise dampened, but still adorable and adolescent.

Knowing that he was not a child made this game so much more exciting than just a sexual encounter would have and Rose had no intention of letting it end here. "Stand up, baby," she whispered, offering him her hand. When he stood, she said, "Take off your shoes." When he did, he found his eye-line was now below the level of her shoulders, putting his mouth at exactly the right height to suckle on her nipple.

Rose moved his head to her breast and he kissed her beautiful nipple through her silky bra. Within a moment, Rose had pulled the bra cup to the side, allowing access to John. Without hesitation, he began kissing and licking her as he'd done to her down below before.

Rose's breathing was heavy. She buried her nose in his sweet smelling hair and whispered, "Oh, baby. Babies need to nurse on their mommies' breasts. Nurse on me, baby. Be my little girl."

If Rose's words were kinky, John didn't even notice. Still in his white dress with the navy-blue lace and still barefoot, he suckled on Rose and wished that she had milk to share with him, while Rose struggled to breath and ran her fingers through his soft, wavy hair.

On the verge of losing her wits, Rose fantasized about taking John, right here, right now. With no protection at all. As he slurped and suckled at her breasts, she imagined him in that dress, laying prone and helpless on the bed. She could picture herself mounting him and taking his organ in hers, thrusting and thrusting and thrusting till he screamed and moaned.

The vision in her mind's eye ended with Rose having a massive organism that shot ropes of cum into her little lover and seeing him shaking to try to milk her of every ounce of juice she could muster.

When she realized that her fantasy-self now possessed a large, proud penis, she smiled and wished that it could be so. It excited her so much that, without warning, she turned John so that his back was towards the bed, put her hands under his hairless armpits and lifted him completely off the floor, throwing him into the center of the bed.

He let out a thrilled, girlish giggle and, when he landed, his skirt bounced up, revealing the sewn-in tulle petticoat and the adorable, silk, lace panties below.

She had never been so turned on in her life. Is this what it was like to be a man? To know that you owned your lover and you could do whatever you wanted to her? To feel your desire so distinctly centered in your groin that your need for relief was nearly unbearable?

It must be.

John smoothed his skirt back down and smiled at the ravenous being who, he sensed, wanted to devour him. He'd never felt so vulnerable or so excited before. Rose, wearing only her bra, platform heels and earrings, was evaluating every inch of his body. Her look spoke of hunger, desire and need. A need he wanted to satisfy.

Before he'd had a moment to even consider what he was doing, he reached under his petticoat and raised his bottom so that he could slide his panties down his smooth, soft legs. The grin that crossed Rose's face, let him know he'd done what she wanted.

"Raise your skirt, little girl," Rose grunted, passionately. "Let me see what my baby was hiding in those pretty panties."

She'd seen it before, of course, but it was never quite this turgid. She wanted to mount him and to take it from him, but she knew that could lead to some very complicated results, so she opted to take a safer route and she crawled onto the bed and looked at the appendage between his legs.

"Do you think it could get harder?" She asked.

He nodded.

She smiled a Cheshire grin. "Make it harder."

John squirmed beneath her in an attempt to make himself harder.

"No, baby," she smiled. "Mama wants her baby to use his hand. Take your little toy and play with it. Make it as hard as you can. Mama wants a nice, firm dinky when she bites into it."

John took his right hand and gripped himself, rubbing gently to further stimulate himself. With his left hand, he pulled his skirts and petticoats away from the area that may be contaminated by his discharge.

Rose grinned at him. She loved that, in the heat of the moment, he was concerned about soiling his pretty, little dress.

His tool had grown long and stiff. It was a very reasonably proportioned organ and Rose was pleased to see her little charge so willingly masturbating himself for her.

"Oh, what a good little girl you are," she cooed as she spread his legs, lowered her head and licked his ball sack.

Her tongue sent a thrill up John's spine and he let out a whispered moan.

"Does that feel nice?" Rose giggled as she licked again. "Then let go of your dinky and let mommy lick it, too."

When he let go of his penis, Rose ran her tongue slowly up and down the shaft causing John to arch his back, thrusting his hips upward and staggering his breathing.

Rose kissed around the base of the shaft and pondered aloud, "I wonder if I could just bite that off and make you a girl for real. Wouldn't that be be nice?"

John just painted.

Rose smiled at his silence, then took the entire shaft into her mouth and gently allowed her teeth to grip his manhood, ever so slightly. Then she growled and shook her head like a dog trying to rip off a piece of meat. John shook with stimulation like he'd never
experienced and both wished that it were just that simple for him to actually to become a girl.

Finally, Rose made sure that she left his penis well lubricated with her saliva and she moved to lay behind him in the same spooning position she'd seen his sister adopt. With her right hand, she took his and guided it back to his groin. The she whispered, "I want to watch you do it yourself."

She laced her fingers through his and gripped him. Then she started the motion and whispered, "Come on, little girl, cum for mommy. Get rid of all that nasty boy juice and be mommy's good girl. That's what your really want, isn't it? To be my good, little girl?"

John grunted his agreement and she let go of his hand so he could work himself into a frenzy and while he did, Rose wet the middle finger of her right hand and slipped it under his skirts. When she sensed that the moment was about to arrive, she did what her former boyfriend had done to her and pushed her finger gently, but firmly deep into his anus and wiggled it furiously, pushing John further over the edge of ecstasy. She held it there as he squeezed out every bit of semen and she nibbled his ear as he shivered and shook and jerked and moaned.

While he panted, Rose whispered, "What a good little girl you are. Now, go clean yourself off, put on your nightie and get into bed before your real mommy gets home."

As he started to rise, he turned and looked at Rose's face. He was smiling and seemed to want to say something.

"What?" Rose asked.

"I love you," he finally said, quietly.

She pulled his face to hers and planted a long, gently kiss on his lips. "I love you, too, baby."

He pulled his head back and smiled a crooked smile, looking at her more closely than he'd ever done before. He cocked his head to one side and pushed all of his hair behind his head so that it all fell to one side, and he considered her face and hair and skin. She was, truly, everything he'd imagined she would be. With his makeup slightly mussed and his hair hanging as it was, still wearing his adorable little dress, he looked to Rose to be even more bright eyed and innocent than before they'd started.

He leaned down and planted another soft, chaste kiss on her lips, before standing, looking around for a moment to gather his shoes and panties. When he reached the door, he turned to her and gazed at her for another moment or two.

"Good night, Rose."

"Sleep tight, Bebe," she smiled back at him.

He smiled at the name. He was happy. "See you in the morning," and he went to his own room.

Tuesday's morning run-through went very well and Ms Weldon was there to take notes. At some point during Act 5, John noticed Rita was sitting behind Ms Weldon. She was dressed much more casually than he'd seen her before, but she too was taking notes and turning a very critical eye on the cast.

When he was not on stage, John felt just a bit awkward about Rita being there. It was kind of like having your mom watching you work. Once he was in a scene, though, he was oblivious to anything outside of the environment of the performance.

Before lunch, Ms Weldon gave notes, but she asked the cast to sit and wait for a moment before she started, then she turned and discussed a few things with the Assistant Director and, strangely enough, Rita.

"Alright, ladies and gentlemen," Ms Weldon said with a lot of enthusiasm, "let's get these notes over with so that you can all get to lunch." A few people clapped at that.

"First and foremost, let me just say that I am very... VERY impressed with this cast. You people have so far exceeded my expectations that, for the first time in my life, I only have a couple of pages of notes. Very, very good work! Give yourselves a big round of applause!"

They all applauded.

Ms Weldon walked them all through a list of minor, yet important, things that she'd written down throughout the run. Everyone took notice of any changes or improvements. Most were just minor changes in blocking or set-piece placement to make things work more smoothly.

Finally, though, she said, "Katie and Bianca - act 5, scene 2, at the wedding dinner, I'm looking for something just a little bit more extreme in the scene to indicate that things have changed for you two. Kate, when you leave with the widow, I'm going to have you change into a different dress. It's similar to your maroon dress, but a little more feminine. Less... shrewish, I guess. Jan put something nice together for you. Jan, could you show us, please?"

Jan, who had come in at some point during the notes, pulled a sheet off of a sewing form. The dress was also maroon, but much more feminine. There was a lace trim around the neck line that offered Rose as 'married-Kate' a bit more modesty and a lot more femininity than her other costumes. There was also a series of lace patterns circling the waist of the dress and, like all of John's costumes, a little bit of lace peeking out from under the hem.

"It's beautiful," John whispered to Rose. She nodded in excited agreement.

"I think that will make your acquiescence to Petruchio's requests a bit more logical. You'll be wearing it through that long speech at the end, too, so you'll look even more beautiful than ever."

Rose nodded, then called to Jan, "Thank you, Jan! It's beautiful!"

Jan smiled, please to be appreciated.

"And Bianca," Ms Weldon continued, "in the same scene. I think it's important that you look as if you are making a lot of financial demands on your husband, right off the bat. I know it's not necessarily historically accurate to have an actual 'wedding dress,' but I asked Jan to go way over the top so that it would be obvious that Lucentio is definitely not in charge of the purse strings now that you're married. Jan, can we see that one?"

Even the men gasped when Jan pulled the sheet to reveal the dress. It was amazing. Primarily white and baby blue, it sat off the shoulder with two puffy balls of material on the bicep of each arm, each separated by a a band of baby blue that matched the the trim at the top of the bodice. At the elbow, the sleeve blossomed out into three, loose hanging cones of alternating color - blue, white, blue.

The inserts that covered the sides of the bodice and skirt were a pattern of baby-blue, light-blue and white plaid, with the center panels white with oversized wild flowers seemingly hand painted onto the fabric.

"Oh, my goodness," John was nearly breathless at the sight of the garment.

"I can't wait to see you in that," Rose whispered. "You're going to look amazing."

Everyone applauded for the dresses and Jan, once again, enjoyed the appreciation.

"Alright, Ladies and gentlemen," Ms Weldon announced, "you finished early, so you get an hour and fifteen for lunch - EXCEPT - Lucentio, Kate and Bianca! Bianca, go see Jan. Lucentio and Kate, in my office for a few moments, please. Thank you all, again, for your hard work!"

As Jan laced up the back of the dress, John stood and stared at himself in the mirror. Being a girl was SOOOO different than being a guy when it came to clothes. He'd worn at least a hundred costumes as an actor, and some had been fun, but most had been pretty run of the mill. Every dress that Bianca wore - or even the ones that Bebe wore - was a new and exciting adventure. Every single one gave him goosebumps. Why was this so? Why couldn't men wear beautiful clothes, too?

"What do you think, honey?" Jan asked.

"Oh, Jan..." he fluffed the skirt and swayed them from side to side in adolescent excitement, "it is so beautiful. You're spoiling me! Thank you, so much!" He bounced to watch the skirt move, then turned and kissed Jan's cheek before giving her a big hug.

"You're very welcome, dear." Jan was a bit surprised by the girlishness of his behavior, but she accepted the hug. "You deserve it. You know, I have worked with Ms Weldon for over a decade and, I have to tell you, I have NEVER, seen her take an interest in anyone the way that she has it you. This whole TV show thing, John... I swear, she is more nervous and excited about it than you are. Did you know that they're bringing Don Ferry, the lead actor, out to read with you?"

John was startled and shook his head. "No! Really?"

"They are and they're sending out a costume assistant to take a look at you, too. Honestly, John, I think you're really, really close to getting this. Wait and see!"

John's Heart was fluttering and he held his hand to his breast to catch his breath. "Oh, my, Jan. I can't even think that way, right now. Holy cow."

He'd gotten a bit pale, so Jan led him to a stool to catch his breath when Rita entered with Rose and Ed following. All had huge grins on their faces.

"There's my angel!" Rita gushed. "Are you ready for tomorrow?" She turned to Jan, "Did you tell her the good news?"

Jan nodded.

"Alright, sweetie," Rita was in her 'Show Business' persona, "tomorrow's the big day. Maureen has decided that the three of you will be leaving at three o'clock, today. You are all to go straight home, have a good meal and get into bed as early as you can. Do I make myself abundantly clear?"

"Yes, ma'am," John replied.

Finally, Rose could not contain herself any longer, "Bebe, do you understand what Rita just said? We ALL have to get to bed, early. Baby! Ed and I are getting screen tested tomorrow, too! Isn't that amazing!?"

"Oh, my God!" John leapt up and grabbed them both, together, in a group hug. "But how? Who are you reading for?"

"I'll answer that," Rita said with a little smugness. "I now represent these two budding thespians and, to tell you the truth, I liked the chemistry I saw between the three of you. I liked it a lot. So, I called the casting director and, since they're going to be here anyway, he's going to read you all. There are lots of un-cast parts on the show. I think he should consider all of you for whatever he needs."

"Rita, you're unbelievable!" It was her turn to receive a baby-bear hug from John.

"I know I am, honey. That's why I make the big bucks!"
 
 
To Be Continued...

Kiss Me, Bianca - 5

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental

Other Keywords: 

  • Historical
  • Lingirie
  • Workplace Situations

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  • Posted by author(s)

Kiss Me, Bianca: 5

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

It's callback day for John. Ed and Rose will be auditioning too. The possibility for stardom and wealth are so close.
How will they all handle the pressure? Are they looking for someone like John or someone like Bebe?
Installment six is well underway. I hope that I don't make you wait too long.


 
Author's Note: I have received so many wonderful and supportive emails about this story! Thank you to everyone! As always, I love to hear your critiques! Thank you, again, for all of your support! Please? Leave me a review?
I am always willing to learn! ~Clara.

 
This version of Kiss Me Bianca: 5 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
THE LONG NIGHT -or- TO SLEEP, PERCHANCE TO DREAM
 

"I don't know how much sounds like a lot of money to you, Mrs Foley..."

"DOCTOR Foley," Marilyn interrupted Rita. She usually let the prefix alone when not on campus, but when dealing with people in other professions, it didn't hurt to remind them that her full name was 'Dr. Marilyn Foley, Ph.D.' "I'm sorry, you were saying?" Rita was in business mode, which Marilyn found a bit phony and she didn't love having people giving off the 'Let Me Tell You Something,' vibe in her own house.

"I'm sorry, Dr. Foley," Rita was unperturbed. "My point was, what seems like an exorbitant amount of money in Massachusetts is not enough to survive on for an actor in LA. When an actor is working, she needs to make as much money as she can because (A) she never knows how long the job will last or when the next one will come along and (B) the cost of living in a nice, clean, safe area of LA is extremely high! If they make John an offer, I want to be there to drive the price as high as I can."

"So, you need Johnny to sign this agreement before you can advocate for him at the callback tomorrow, is that correct?"

"Yes, it is. John and Rose and Edward. All three stand the chance of a very nice payday and, in all honesty, Mrs... Dr. Foley, I am their best chance to get that payday."

Marilyn sighed. What the hell did she know about entertainment contracts? She knew that lots of people got screwed in academia, of course, and she'd heard a lot about musicians signing away their rights, but... who the heck could she talk to about this? She only had about twenty one hours before the kids had to do whatever they had to do.

"Look, Ms Gomez..."

"Rita, please, Dr Foley."

Marilyn nodded. "Look, Rita, you may write contracts like this everyday, but this is all new to me and the kids. I don't know what Rose's parents do for a living, but I know Ed's dad is an electrician and his mom works as a medical billing clerk. I know that the kids are all 'adults' in the eyes of the law, but I am not going to advise Johnny to sign anything unless it has been looked at by someone I trust - or at least someone who has no 'horse in the race.' I just don't know who to turn to with so little time."

"I understand, Dr Foley, but I don't know who you could talk to, other than your family lawyer. Maybe he'd know someone."

Marilyn shook her head. In fact, the lawyer she'd used for years had passed away recently. She hadn't searched out anyone new. She sipped her coffee and asked, "Realistically, Rita, how much money are we talking about?"

Rita thought for a moment. "I don't want to make any promises, you understand, but this production company is a partnership with ABC, which is, of course, owned by Disney, so, this is a very well funded show. Now, John is an unknown entity, but I have made it clear that I'm going to be shopping him around to everyone, so I suspect that they'll make a good offer - and - as I said, it's my responsibility to try to get a lot more than that. Now, I'll do what I can for Edward and Rose, but John will be the key to anyone getting on the show. Realistically, with no credits and not being the primary focus of the show, I think that they would probably make an offer of somewhere in the area of fifteen to twenty thousand dollars per show..."

Marilyn's jaw dropped. "Per SHOW!?"

"Yes, Doctor, but I think I can PROBABLY do considerably better than that. I think he could end up making as much as thirty thousand dollars per episode if things go as well as I hope they will."

With her heart racing at the thought of making a mistake on her son's behalf, Marilyn suddenly had a thought. "Rita, will you excuse me for a few moments? I think I know who to call."

"Of course," Rita knew that John's mom was hooked.

Marilyn still had concerns, but she turned to the only advisors she could think of. She hit a saved contact on her phone. When a voice came through it said, "Thank you for calling Emerson College. How may I direct your call?"

"Hello," Marilyn said as cheerily as she could. "I wonder if you might help me figure out who I need to speak to." She went on to summarize her situation, then waited while the receptionist connected her to someone in the Vocational Assistance Office.

"Hi, kids!"

"Rita!" Rose smiled as she placed her rehearsal bag near one of the couches. "I didn't know you'd be here!"

"Well, I'm here for two reasons. Number one - to check that you all came straight home after rehearsal, which, I see, you and John, obviously did, but you, Edward," she teased, "did not go straight home, so you're in trouble."

"Actually," Ed smiled, "I did. I'm actually home. I'm sleeping here tonight. My brothers are all at my parents' place and, if I want to get a good night's sleep, I'll be better off here."

"Good thinking, Edward," Rita smiled.

"What's the second reason?" John asked.

"We have to talk some business if I'm going to represent the bunch of you, tomorrow. I need you to sign representative contracts or I can't negotiate on your behalf."

"Ok," Ed clapped his hands and rubbed them together. "Where do I sign?"

"Ed," Rose touched Ed's arm to get his attention. "Umm, I think we should talk to our parents about this. My dad will kill me if I sign something without checking with him, first."

"Yeah, ok," Ed continued rubbing his hands, "I understand what you're saying, but it's different for me. You guys are real actors. I'm not. I'm an engineering student, remember? I never even considered ever doing something like this. Without Rita, I'd never even consider doing it, so... where so I sign?"

Rita laughed. "That's nice, Edward, but Rose is right. You need to talk to your parents before you sign."

"Speaking of parents," John was looking past Rita, "where's my mom?"

"She's in her room, I think. She's calling someone to ask advice about these contracts."

"Who's she calling?"

"I called that School in Boston where my son and my money go," Marilyn said as she pushed past John heading towards the kitchen. "Come on, kids," she flashed a look at Rita, "let's all go sit around the big table in the screened room. We have a lot to talk about."

They all sat, with Rita sitting opposite Marilyn, who was trying to rub the stress out of her eyes. "Geez, kids, there's a lot to think about here. Essentially, these contracts sign you to be represented exclusively by Rita until such time as SHE opts to terminate the contract. Isn't that so, Rita?"

"It is," Rita nodded. "It's my standard agreement with my clients. I'm not an amateur, Dr Foley. My clients are all good and my clients all work unless THEY mess up their careers."

Marilyn nodded. "Well, the man I spoke to in Boston said that he didn't 'love' that clause, but he'd heard of you, Rita, and he said that he'd recommend that the kids take a chance on you because, well, as for the rest of the contract, he said it seemed almost too generous for unknown actors."

"There you go," Rita held her palms up. "I told you. I'm here to look out for their best interests - that's what's best for my best interests, too."

Marilyn leaned back and crossed her arms. "Rita... I want to be honest. I've never won a lottery or a raffle or anything else. You seem too good to be true, so, I'm wondering... are you?"

Rita smiled. "I may well be, Dr Foley, but I'm for real. One hundred percent for real. If these kids sign with me, I cannot promise they'll get these roles, but I guarantee that they'll be working and making a damned good living as actors. Maybe in TV. Maybe in film. Maybe on stage, but they'll be working. That's what I do, Dr Foley - I get my clients work and lots of it."

Marilyn looked at Rose. "Honey, What do your parents do for work?"

"My dad's an oral surgeon and my mom is a stay at home mom. Why?"

"I'd like to talk to your dad as soon as I can, honey. I'd like to talk to him about this contract."

Rose nodded. "He's not available until after five, but I'll call him, then."

"Great. Ed - I already talked to your dad."

"Yeah?" Ed asked. "What did he have to say?"

"After he got over the shock of hearing that you were auditioning for a TV show, he said that it sounded like a great opportunity, but he'd like you to call him to talk before you sign."

"Well, ok!" He stood. "If you'll all excuse me, I'll go give my dad a call."

When Ed was done talking, he returned to the kitchen and once again said, "Where do I sign?"

"Your dad's ok with everything?" John asked.

"Hunky Dory! He said that if I wanted to give it a try, he was fine with it."

Rose stood. "I'm going to give my mom a call. See what she thinks."

While Ed and Rita spoke about the contract, John said, "What do you think, mom?"

She shrugged. "Johnny... I don't know. I just wish I had a day or two so I could see a few lawyers to be sure you weren't being taken. I mean, you're an adult, so, ultimately, the decision is yours, but... I just don't want to make any mistakes. This all seems so important to you."

He nodded. "It is, mom. It's very important."

She looked at the little girl her son had become. He was wearing a very simple, yellow, cotton, sleeveless dress she'd bought him at a thrift store. His eyes were so big and innocent, that it nearly broke her heart to even consider disappointing him. Had he always been this pretty little child and she'd just never seen it? Just a few weeks ago, he seemed like a confident guy. Now...

"Johnny," Marilyn searched for the right words. "Do you remember that story I read you when you were about thirteen or fourteen? The one by Kurt Vonnegut?"

He thought for a moment. "I remember reading 'Slaughterhouse Five' in high school..."

"No. This was a short story about a young man. He had no personality at all, but he he was a great actor for the local community theater. Remember? When he played Stanley Kowlaski he became passionate and abusive. When he played Romeo, he became obsessed with his costar. Etc. Do you remember that story?"

He thought for a moment before the story occurred to him. "I do remember! The girl bought him a whole bunch of scripts of romantic plays until he proposed. I remember it, now. It was called, 'Who Am I This Time,' right?"

"That's the one, yes! Now, think about that story. Is that what's happening to you?"

He shook his head. "Mom, it's just for a role..."

"No, Johnny, it's not. Ed said it last night. It's hard to remember John's still in there, now. You're different. You're really Bebe, now, Johnny. You're not twenty any more - you're a child. You're frailer. You're more emotional. I swear you're even smaller than you used to be! These contracts, Johnny... if you were still Johnny - still a man - I'd tell you to sign it in a second, but you're not, baby. You're a child, Johnny, a little girl. If I advise you to sign this, I'm sending my little girl out on her own and I'm scared. I look at you and I see someone who needs to be protected - to be cared for. How can I possibly let you go to LA on your own? Ever since Rita showed up with these contracts, this has all become far too real! I don't think I can do it. I really don't!"

"Mom, come on, you need to be rational. I'm not a child. I'm an adult. I'm a man..."

Marilyn was nearly hyperventilating and she was starting to cry. "No you're not Johnny. You WERE a man, but, like that guy in the book, you've become your character in real life. Johnny, you're a little girl. You can't take care of yourself. You are dependent on older women - Rose, Ms Weldon, Rita, me - for everything! We guide you. We dress you. We feed you. We care for all of your needs. Johnny, please don't ask me if you should sign those papers. I don't know what to tell you!"

"Mom..."

"I was talking to Nancy yesterday, honey, and she made some good points."

"Oh, mom, come on. Nancy doesn't support my choice to be an actor at all. You wouldn't believe the conversation we had on the way home from the air port."

"Johnny, it's not that I'm not proud of you, I am, I really am, but... Johnny, Nancy is right, you've actually become this little girl. I admit, I was so proud of you until I spoke to Rita and I realized that you are going to be leaving - not just for a night, but forever and, look at you , Johnny... you're a... child."

Both of them were shaking and tears were gathering in their eyes.

"Mom," John whispered. "I love you more than I can explain, but..." he slid a copy of the contract to himself, grabbed a pen and signed it. "I'm doing the callback tomorrow and, if Rita can help me, then..."

There was silence as Marilyn realized that Ed and Rita had been listening to their conversation. They were both watching in stunned silence.

"Johnny," she finally took her son's petite hand and kissed it. "I'm sorry. I'm just not as strong as I thought I was." She kissed his hand again, then left the table. "I'm going to take a walk," she called over her shoulder as she passed Rose on the way out the door.

Rose looked at the shocked faces of the people surrounding the table. "What's going on?"

John got up and hurried out of the room before he lost control.

"Is he ok?" She asked.

Ed gave a long, slow exhale. "I don't know. His mom is... scared, I guess. They kinda had a fight. She's gone for a walk."

"What did your mom say, Rose?" Rita asked.

"Oh," Rose came back to the matter at hand. "She's on the phone. Can she speak to you?"

"Sure, dear. Give me your phone."

John had stayed in his room all evening. Rose made grilled cheese sandwiches for Ed and Marilyn for dinner. It was a subdued
conversation. Marilyn tried to smile and be normal for the kids, but she felt awful. She'd never had to speak to anyone the way she'd spoken to John earlier and Nancy's warnings about his mental stability gnawed at her tremendously.

Finally, after the kitchen was cleaned and the trash had been taken out, everyone headed to their beds early. By nine o'clock, the house was silent. Rose was tossing in her room, Marilyn was trying in vain to read in hers and Ed had taken one of the day beds in the breezeway where he was staring at the ceiling. No one had heard from John since his door had closed earlier.

It was nearly two in the morning while Ed was watching a super hero movie on his iPad that he sensed someone standing near him. He looked to his right, towards the door to the big room and he spotted John standing in the doorway.

He pulled his ear buds out and said, "Hi," very quietly.

"Hi," John whispered in return. He was wearing a simple, sheer, lavender nightgown that hung sleeveless from his shoulders and ended mid thigh. There was nothing overly feminine about the night gown, but the simplicity of it made it look all the more feminine and natural for a young teenaged girl to wear.

"You ok?"

John shrugged. "I guess. Can't sleep."

Ed laughed. "Me neither. I can't believe I have an audition for a TV show in a few hours. You must be a wreck."

John sat on the day bed on the opposite wall. "I guess. It's more to do with my mom, though. I never really challenged her before. I just... Well, I feel bad, I guess. I can't believe that Nancy tried to undermine me like that. You saw mom Monday. She was a hundred percent behind this. A few words from Nancy, though..."

Ed could see the tears twinkling in John's eyes. "Hey, John..." that just didn't feel like the right name for this pretty girl. "... I know your mom and sister and no matter what, I know that they love you. They're just concerned, you know? They'll get past it. I know that they will."

John shrugged and shivered in the cool, night air. There were no blankets on the day bed on which he sat, but Ed, who was wearing sweat pants and a Boston Bruins hockey shirt had grabbed a blanket from the linen closet before going to bed. He sat up and grabbed it from the foot of the bed and put it over John's shoulders. Then he hugged his friend and kissed the part on the top of his head. "Better?"

John nodded.

Ed sat back on his bed, with his back up against the wall that acted as the head board of the bed.

"Ed," John asked, tentatively. "Do you see me as a guy any more?"

Not wanting to hurt his friend, but wanting to be honest, he said, "Not really. Sorry."

John shrugged again. "It's ok. How do you see me then?"

"Wow," Ed rolled his eyes at the enormity of the question. "I guess - when we're at rehearsal, I kind of see you as a beautiful woman. To tell you the truth - when you're Bianca, you're kinda my dream woman. You're beautiful and smart and you like video games..."

He let that linger.

"How about when we're not at rehearsal?"

"That's complicated." Ed thought a little. "At first, honestly, I wanted to date you. You're just so pretty. Honest, John, you're unbelievable. But - after I saw you with those girls, well, you kinda became 'Bebe' instead of 'Bianca' and I see 'Bebe' more as like a little sister or a younger cousin than a potential girlfriend. Does that make sense?"

John contemplated that. "Ok. I get it." Then he was silent.

"I didn't upset you, did I?" Ed was truly confused by what he should say in this bizarre situation.

"I don't know," half way through the sentence, the water works let loose.

"John... Johnny... Bebe," Ed searched for the words. Finally, the right words occurred to him. "Come here."

John nearly fell onto the bed next to Ed and buried his head on his shoulder. "I'm sorry. Maybe my mom's right. Maybe I'll never be a man again..."

Ed put his arm around John and hugged him. "John... Bebe... man, what should I call you?"

"I don't care. Whatever you want to call me."

Ed took a breath. This heart-to-heart stuff was very tough for him. "Beebs... ever since we were kids, you have always been the best actor I knew and I get it - you needed to be Bianca all the time and that just led you to being Bebe... but I swear, I KNOW that if you needed to play a role like Liam Neeson in one of those 'Taken' movies, within an hour, you'd be the toughest, 'I'm not taking any shit from anyone,' guy in the world! Acting is who you are, so, for now, that means that you need to be Bebe - or Bianca - or - whatever... you know what I mean?"

John appreciated the kindness that Ed was extending and the warmth he was stealing from Ed's body. "Thanks, Ed. You're really a great friend, you know, that, right?"

"Johnny... I'm not great at this, but you know that I love you, right. Like... you're my only real friend and you're, like, my brother... or sister... or... you know..."

"I know." John kissed his big friend's cheek. "Do you mind if I stay here a while?"

Ed moved to the side and laid with his back against the windowed wall, pulling John tightly up against him. "Stay as long as you want." He kissed the back of John's head and whispered, "And remember - we all love you. Even Nancy and your mom. We all love you."

Sometime after four-thirty that morning, Ed's eyes opened again. This time, it was Marilyn sitting on the opposite daybed. She was looking at her little son, wrapped up in a warm blanket and being held by Ed who was uncovered.

"Hi," Ed whispered.

"Hi," Marilyn whispered back.

After a few minutes of silence, Marilyn whispered, "You need to pass this audition, Ed. You and Rose, both."

Ed screwed up his tired eyes. "I'll do my best, Mrs... um... Dr Foley."

Marilyn snorted. "'Mrs.' is fine. Ed... I'm very concerned about him. I know he's leaving and I want to be happy for him."

"You should be, Mrs. F. Wait till you see him on stage, he's..."

"He's amazing... he's incredible... he's the best... yeah, I've heard that... but he's my baby, Ed and he's more my baby now than ever. You need to get onto this show with him, Ed. I need you to take care of him."

Ed smiled. "Like Samwise Gamgee in 'The Lord of the Rings.' Like he took care of Frodo."

Marilyn shook her head. She'd read all the Tolkien books to the boys when they were tiny. It was one of her favorite ways to pass a cool, rainy, summer evening. "Like a big brother, Ed. Make sure nothing happens her."

Ed nodded. "Her?"

She stood and moved the hair from John's face, planting a soft kiss on his smooth, soft, scented cheek. "I think so."
 
JUDGEMENT DAY -or- ALL THAT GLITTERS IS NOT GOLD
 

Breakfast was quiet. Ed ran to a local bakery, not all the way to the one in Harwich Port, and got some cinnamon rolls. They all pulled and poked at them, but no one really dug into them. Even Ed only ate two thirds of one. Usually, he was good for two or three rolls.

"Aren't you all excited?" Marilyn asked, trying to lighten the mood, but acutely aware that the reason for the tension was her outburst the night before.

"I thought I would be," Rose folded her arms and leaned back in frustration, "but I'm just petrified."

"Me too," hissed Ed, as he wiped his hands on a napkin. "Petrified."

"Well..." Marilyn couldn't imagine the pressure they were feeling and the added pressure she'd laid on Ed earlier. "Do your best, right? I mean, that's all you can do."

She got up and left the room for a moment, returning with a brush and John's flat iron and she went to work on his hair.

"I can do it, mom."

"I know you can, honey... but... I'd like to do it for you today. I know you find it relaxing and, to be honest, I like to do it for you."

John sat tensely while Marilyn ran the brush gently through his long, thick hair.

Ed smiled. He knew that Marilyn was trying to thaw the iciness of last night. Rose saw Ed's smile and realized it, too.

"Umm... Ed?" She said. "What do you say you and I go out into the breezeway and we can talk some more about the techniques I've been taught for acting on camera?"

"Oh, that'd be great!" Ed said with way too much enthusiasm.

Marilyn continued brushing and looking for the right words to say. As she went to work with the flat iron, John broke the silence. "Mom..."

"Yes, dear?" Marilyn hoped that this would be a positive
conversation, but she wasn't sure if John was ready to talk or lash out.

"Mom..." he stuttered again. "About last night... I'm really sorry that we fought. I feel really bad about it."

Marilyn stopped her work, closed her eyes and took a moment to thank God for such a wonderful child. Then she held her head next to his in a kind of hug and kissed his temple, still warm from the flat iron. "Honey... I shouldn't have said... look, I know how important all of this is to you and... I'm just frightened for you, Johnny."

"I know, mom, but, please, don't listen to Nancy. She just doesn't understand..."

"Johnny, I want you to know that Nancy is only being... well, let's say 'bossy' for lack of a better word, because she adores you, baby. You are her baby brother and she's afraid that you'll be hurt and she doesn't want that to happen. To be honest, that's why the things she said resonated with me. I don't want you to be hurt, either."

"I know, mom, but..."

"No, please, let me finish, baby. I didn't sleep a wink last night, Johnny. All I wanted to do was go into your room and hold you. I hated how I behaved last night, but I need you to know that I take Nancy's concerns seriously - BUT - I am done being a bitch, honey. I don't want you to hate me and I don't want to hold you back, either. So, go to rehearsal and then knock 'em dead at the callback, ok?"

"Mommy." John was becoming a little emotional and the word just popped out of his mouth without him noticing, Marilyn noticed though and her heart leapt in her chest. "I could never hate you. Or Nancy. I know this has all gotten really weird, but... it's what I need to do right now. Maybe things will change after the run of 'Shrew,' but right now, this is who I am. Ok?"

She hugged him from behind and kissed him again. "Ok. I love you."

"Love you, too, mom."

The run through went well, but John didn't feel like he was in 'the zone' because he kept checking the clock. Rose felt the same way and so did Ed, but they all kept their heads in the game well enough to support the rest of the cast. All in all, the show felt ready!

At 11:30, Ms Weldon addressed both casts.

"Ladies and gentlemen," she announced, "I know that you're all interested in the process that is going to be taking place here, today, and I know that you all want to support the three cast members who will be reading for the crew, but I can't allow you to be in THIS ROOM during the auditions." There were several disappointed groans. "Now, of course, you're all welcome to take the afternoon off and go home, if you'd like, but if you'd like to stay, I have set up a seventy-inch monitor in the other rehearsal hall. If you'd like to watch, you can do so in there. It'll just be a static feed from that camera," she pointed at a camera on the wall, "and the sound will be as good as we can get it. Ok? So, go have some lunch, and if you want to watch the process, please be in the other studio no later than 1:00. They will start at 1:30 on the dot and I need the hallways to be clear and silent. So, don't be late. Any questions?"

There were none.

"Thank you, ladies and gentlemen, and enjoy your lunch."

It took quite a while for everyone to exit the hall. They all wanted to wish the trio good luck and said things like, "Don't forget us when you're famous," and "Maybe we should get your autograph, now, before the crowds get too big." It was all very flattering, but somewhat odd to be congratulated BEFORE they'd even auditioned. It was all meant to be friendly, but resulted in more pressure.

"Alright, my beautiful ladies," Jan appeared at the end of the line, "come with me and I'll make you even more beautiful. Ed, get your suit coat on and I'll make it look like it was tailored at Armani. Let's go, people!"

In minutes, Rose and John were in their bras and panties in Jan's studio. John was going to wear the same white dress with navy-blue lace that he'd worn to dinner two days earlier. Rose, following Jan's advice, planned to wear a less formal dress than she usually wore - something flattering, but less form fitting than her usual choices.

Jan started with Rose, she pinned up the bodice just a bit, then handed the dress to one of her team of seamstresses to sew it up.

Then she turned to John who was stepping into his dress. "Oh, yes, that's adorable. I like that. It's young and pretty. Just perfect."

"Jan," John asked, "are you sure I should be wearing a dress? I mean, I went through this with Rita in LA, too, but I'm supposed to be auditioning for the role of a boy."

"I know, sweetie," Jan nodded, "but Ms Weldon and Rita both agree that, since you're going to be looking like a girl, no matter what, you should be as pretty as possible."

"Ok," he agreed.

Rose's dress, which looked great before, looked unbelievable after the alterations.

A few tucks and stitches, and Ed's suit coat from JC Penny's looked just as classy as one from Brooks Brothers.

"They're here," Ms Weldon told them. "They need about fifteen minutes to set up and then, you're on, kids."

All three went just a little pale.

"Now, look," Ms Weldon smiled, "This is just one audition. It is not the be-all-and-end-all of your careers. I hope that it all goes great, but if it doesn't, there will be more opportunities down the road. Ok?"

They all smiled and nodded, but that wasn't how they felt. They all felt like it was now-or-never.

They were allowed to all enter together. Rita introduced them to everyone. John recognized the casting director, Jim Sheldon, and the camera operator from LA. Some of the other faces looked familiar, too, but the most familiar was Don Ferry, the star of the show who flown out to read against John.

"Welcome, ladies and gentlemen," the casting director said to both the people in the room and people watching in the neighboring room. "We're going to be as quick as we can, today, but I think we'll be here for at least an hour and a half to do what we need to do. We're going to start by reading for some of the smaller roles, first, so..." He pulled some papers from a folder and organized them on the table in front of him. "... Ed? Looks like you're up!"

"Shit," Ed whispered as he stood and shook hands with the people at the desk and took the script pages they wanted him to look at.

"Ok, Ed. You're looking at the part of Ronnie. He's a twenty something guy, a rookie cop and a bit of a smart ass. Take a minute to look at it and try to hit the humor where you can. Ok?"

"Ok," Ed replied. His hands shook slightly as he looked over the pages.

"You can do this, Buddy," John whispered through clenched teeth. The only person to hear him, though was Rose. She let out a nervous breath, herself.

"All set?" The Jim asked, but it wasn't a question. It was time for Ed to start. "This is Sven and he will be reading the other parts. You just read Ronnie for us. Ok?"

Sven began. There was no sign of emotion of interest in Sven's delivery. He simply spoke the words. "Are you nuts, Ron? That building has to be ten stories high. You'd be isolated up there. I can't let you do it."

Ed was thrown off by the mechanical delivery of the production assistant and stuttered as he began to read - not act - read. "Look, Jacobs, you and I both know that there's no alternative. Besides, it's only eight stories. I could jump to the building next door if I need to."

"No. It's my call and I'm saying no." Sven's delivery remained robotic.

"Well, then you explain that to the mother of the next kid he kills. This is our only chance to nail him and I'm the hammer that's going to drive that nail home." If anything, Ed was getting more robotic as things went on. He was matching the delivery Sven was giving him.

John could see the subtle head shakes coming from the production table. Ed was going down in flames.

"Umm," the casting director interrupted. "I think that's fine for now, Ed. Thank you."

John saw the devastation of Ed's face and his heart broke. He wanted to run to Ed and hug him, but instead, from somewhere in the room someone shouted, "No! Let me read with him!"

John turned to see who had spoken, only to see everyone's eyes trained on him. It was only then that he realized that the person who had shouted was, in fact, himself.

Shocked by his own brashness, he stood and walked daintily to the table, trying not to look as frightened as he felt. In his head was a frantic loop of condemnation at having just ruined his own chances. 'You idiot. You idiot. You idiot. You idiot..."

"No," the actual director spoke up, "I think we've see enough."

John reached the table, a child in a pretty dress and a pretty face. "Please," he whispered, his back to Ed, "you've come all this way. He's really, really good. He's just inexperienced. Let me read the same scene with him. You'll love him. I promise."

They all exchanged glances before shrugging and nodding. 'Why not?' seemed to be the final decision.

John thanked Sven as he took the pages from him. He walked to Ed and whispered to him, "Forget about them. It's just you and me and we've done this a million times, right?"

"I don't know, Johnny," Ed whispered his reply. "I shouldn't be here. I suck at this. I think I need to puke."

"Hey!" John said a bit louder, but still in a whisper. "Don't wimp out on me, now! I need you." He landed a gentle, but poignant punch to Ed's stomach, getting his attention and making him smile just a bit at the feebleness of John's punch. "There's no one here but you and me. Close your eyes, take a breath and do this right. Ready?"

Ed nodded.

"All set," John called back to the desk.

"Ok," the casting director acknowledged. "Role camera."

Suddenly, out of the mouth of this pretty little girl came the voice of a seasoned police officer. The voice barked at the young man opposite her, "Are you nuts, Ron? That building has to be ten stories high. You'd be isolated up there. I can't let you do it."

"Look, Jacobs, you and I both know that there's no alternative. Besides, it's only eight stories. I could jump to the building next door if I need to." This time, Ed's delivery was animated and expressive, making it actually exciting.

"No. It's my call and I'm saying no." John turned, as if to walk away, but Ed ran in front of him and took a demanding, but uncertain stand, perfect for a brave, rookie cop.

"Well, then you explain that to the mother of the next kid he kills." Ed barked back into John's face. His delivery was righteous, but not hokey. "This is our only chance to nail him and I'm the hammer that's going to drive that nail home."

This time the director didn't stop Ed. He let the scene continue and, four pages later, he finally shouted, "That'll do! Great job!"

The room erupted into applause. John took Ed's hand. Ed bowed and John curtsied. They returned the pages and took their seats.

The production team compared notes for a moment or two, then the casting director called out, "Rose, if you would, please take a moment to look over these two scenes. John, please take a look at them, too."

The first scene was between the older son, Matt, and his girlfriend. Nothing earth shaking, just a conversation about something that happened at school. Mostly, the girlfriend was complaining about someone spilling chocolate milk on her dress while the boyfriend tried to change the subject. There wasn't much meat to the scene, but Rose did an admirable job.

The second scene was one John recognized. It involved the two brothers and how they were coping with an tragedy in the family. "Rose," the director said, "please please the role of Matt and ignore the gender of your character. Read it as if you were the other character's sister. Ok?"

"Yes, sir," she smiled her most radiant smile and turned to John.

As the younger sibling, Alex, John's character, was supposed to be having trouble coping with the situation. He did his best and, if you closed your eyes, it sounded just like a fourteen year old boy was struggling with an issue. If you opened them, though, that boy looked a lot like a fourteen year old girl.

"Excellent," the director said when they'd finished. "Now, just humor me. I'm curious about how differently you'd do this. Please, do the scene again, only this time, John, please read the scene as if Alex was a girl. I keep hearing how amazing you are as Bianca and now I'm just curious."

"Ok."

They started again, but it was entirely different this time. This time, John's delivery was much more plaintive and vulnerable, while Rose's was much more empathetic and nurturing. They both flicked different switches and their characters took on whole new dimensions. When they'd finished, Ed heard the Casting Director's Assistant mutter, "Well, ho-ly shit," under his breath. Right then and there, he knew that John had nailed it. He felt good about Rose's chances, too, but he thought that he'd just be driving them to the airport to wave goodbye when they left.

Unexpectedly, the star of the show, Don Ferry, stood and walked out onto the floor where Rose and John were awaiting instructions. "Wow!" He said with exaggerated encouragement, "I must say that I am humbled to be in the presence of such great actors." He touched each of them and threw a hand towards Ed to indicate that he was included in his evaluation, too. Ed just mobbed his thanks.

"Ok, do you know the plot of the show, yet?" He asked. They both shook their heads that they did not.

"Alright. So, in the first episode, the father, that's me, is trying to keep a group of gangsters out of the town. Corny, right? But the script writes it really well. Anyway, the gangsters take revenge on the father, who is, obviously, a cop, and they set his house on fire, killing his wife and the mother of his children. Without a wife to raise his children, the father moves back in with his own mother, the children's grandmother, and they struggle to make a new life and, since the show takes place in the early 1960s, that gives us a lot to deal with, too. Civil rights. The JFK assassination, The Beatles, if the show lasts long enough, there's Vietnam, the moon landing, and the drug culture. All kinds of fuel for the script. Sound good?"

"Yeah!" Both John and Rose agreed. It's sounded very exciting.

"Great!" He handed them more scenes. "Ok, so in this scene, I'm explaining why we need to move in with my mother. You guys don't want to move out of your neighborhood, especially you, Rose, since you're a senior in high school. Where it says 'football,' just say something else - like field hockey or softball. Whatever you want."

The scene was very well written and had a lot of emotional levels in it. John had never been a big fan of Don Ferry's, but his delivery was very natural and calculated to pace the scene perfectly. He was impressed and he felt really good about the reading.

In the final lines, the father asked if everyone was ok. The 'kids' replied that they were. "That's great," the father said and the actor ran a finger along Rose's face and patted John on the shoulder. "See, being a family is what it's all about."

"Wonderful," the director said, "but, again, just to humor me, can we do the scene once again, and John, please do it as a girl. Thank you."

John nodded, but was a bit surprised that they'd ask this again. "Don't worry," Don said, "he just wants to see what kind of 'chops' you have. You know how directors are."

John nodded, having very little knowledge of how Hollywood directors were.

This time, of course, the scene had a completely different 'vibe' to it. The younger child, Alex, being a girl, seemed to have much more of a connection to the recently departed mother and the father had to be more gentle with her. When the scene was drawing to a close, the actor, instead of running a finger along Rose's cheek and patting John's shoulder, pulled Rose in for a big paternal hug, then did the same to John. Then he put a hand on each of their outer shoulders and said, "My girls. How could any guy be lucky enough to have daughters this wonderful." Then he turned and wiped his hand across the base of his nose to keep from crying.

Even John was chocked up by the performance!

"Fantastic!" The director shouted. "So," he turned to everyone, "we need to talk, but for now... Julia!?" He shouted and a woman appeared with Jan at her side. "Everyone, this is our costumer, Julia. Julia, see what you can do with these three, please?"

"Yes, sir," Julia nodded.

"Me too?" Ed asked, shocked.

"Well, yes," the director smiled, "unless you've changed your mind about auditioning"

"No, no, no. Not at all," Ed enthused. As he jumped out of his chair to join the others, you could hear a cheer from the actors in the other room.

In Jan's studio, Julia had laid out several different looks. First she had Ed try on a 60's era police uniform. It fit quite well and he looked very smart in it. "Very nice," Julia proclaimed. "Just keep that on and don't get it wrinkled. We're going to camera test it to see how it works on screen."

"Yes, ma'am," Ed gave a brisk, excited salute to Julia.

"You look great, Ed," Jan whispered.

Next, Rose was put into a blue, buttoned down top with a Peter Pan collar, a mustard colored sweater that only buttoned at the top button, a matching, mustard skirt with dark blue strips forming a wide criss-cross pattern, blue knee socks and penny loafers.

"Oh!" Julia exclaimed. "Adorable!" She truly was. The style was very dated, but looked right for the period.

"You're a bit a problem, though," Julia looked at John in the button up white shirt and old style denim jeans. "Your boobs make the shirt gap and your hips seem wide for a boy.

The second criticism surprised John. His hips hadn't actually gotten wider, had they?

"Let's see what the camera says, people," Julia clapped her hands and guided them back into the hall.

The director was talking to the casting director when the returned. "Ok, this is just to see how you play on camera in a costume. It's as much about the costume as it is about you. Ed, I'll start with you. Go to the middle of the floor, I'll ask you a bunch of questions and you just answer them as casually as you can and we'll see what happens."

Ed took center stage and he was asked to pantomime several poses and positions. He did very well. He was serious when asked to be and goofy and charming when asked to be. He answered about twenty questions as well, some serious, mostly just conversations. He told several funny stories and smiled handsomely into the camera.

When they reached the end of the questions, the Director asked just one more. "How do those clothes make you feel?"

"Like a cop!" Ed replied. "Like a big shot, you know. I like them."

Next, it was Rose's turn. She did the same thing, posing and answering questions. When she laughed, she looked gorgeous - just the kind of face a camera loves.

When they reached the end of the questions, once again, the Director asked, "How do those clothes make you feel?"

"I like them," Rose smiled. "They're different, but they're comfy. The sweater is very soft. The longer skirt makes me move a little differently. It's cool."

Finally, John was called up. He moved to the center of the floor, very self conscious about the ill fitting clothes and he did his best to smile and act cool. It didn't work.

And then, the final question was posed. "How do those clothes make you feel?"

"Like a hobo," he replied too quickly.

"Why's that?"

"Well, they don't really fit me. The pants are really uncomfortable and the I can't keep the shirt from opening here in the middle of my boobs."

"Julia, is there anything we can do about this?"

Julia stepped up next to John. Not really. Not if you want him in boy's clothes. If I go bigger on the shirt, it'll hang funny around the neck. If I tailor a larger one back, I'll need to put in darts to accommodate his breasts. With the fake boobs and his naturally big hips, he's just not built for this kind of costume."

The director nodded and made notes.

"The boobs come off and I can exercise to make my hips smaller," John said. He sounded a little desperate. "One of my teachers put me on a pretty strict diet back in March. It's going well. I'm sure that I can drop more weight and if I go to a trainer, I can reduce the size of my hips."

"Don't worry, honey," Julia said. "We have lots more to choose from. This look just doesn't work for you."

"Julia, can you try him in the red outfit, please?"

"Sure," then she turned to John. "Come on with me."

When John returned, he was wearing a red and black, plaid shirt dress. It was very much a style of the early 1960s, but not exactly what John had expected to be asked to wear as a costume. The pattern was uniform across the whole dress, but the fitted bodice was off set by the blossoming skirt that puffed out below it. On his feet were little, one inch high, kitten heeled pumps. Julia had removed his earrings, saying that in 1960-63 - they'd yet to actually pin down the year in which they'd begin - girls as young as John was playing didn't have pierced ears. She also had redone his makeup to reflect the proper age and time period. She'd used Bobbi pins to pull his hair back from his face just a bit which also recalled the time period just a bit more realistically.

Following Julia's instructions, John took dainty steps and bounced just a little, to look a little younger.

"Without makeup, he looks like a baby," Rose whispered to Ed.

"Are they seriously thinking of casting him as a girl?" Ed whispered back.

"That's much better," the director said with a smile. "Do you feel less like a hobo, now?" He asked.

Again, reverting to his Bianca training, John gripped the sides of his somewhat spacious skirts and gave a shallow curtsy. "Yes, sir. Thank you."

"What do they call you off stage when you look like this?"

"Bebe, sir." Again, just the hint of a curtsy. The gesture was not out of context for a young girl of that time period speaking to a powerful man.

"Bebe? Very nice. Ok, Bebe, I'd like to do the whole conversation over and, please, this time answer as Bebe world - and think about being Bebe in 1060."

"Yes, sir." Another curtsy. The director liked it. This kid was getting into the role.

"So, Bebe, tell me about yourself."

"Well, I'm fourteen years old, I live in Worcester, Massachusetts and I'm going to be going into my freshman year of high school in the fall. I like to read and draw. I love horses. I have an older sister named Nancy who is a doctor and my mother is a college professor and my best friend..."

It went on from there. John never stumbled on an answer. He seemed completely locked into the culture of the early 1960s, too. He spoke about his favorite music by Elvis, The Four Seasons, Frankie Avalon and Del Shanon. He talked about The Dick Van Dyke Show, The Ed Sullivan Show, The Flintstones and Leave It To Beaver. He giggled where appropriate and he was shy when the questions seemed a bit too 'grown up' to be asked of a fourteen year old.

Finally, "How do those clothes make you feel?"

Still in character, John replied, "I like this dress a lot. It's pretty, don't you think?"

"I do," the Director chuckled.

"My mom bought it for me for my school pictures in the fall. We got it on sale. She always knows a bargain."

"Well, it's very pretty, Bebe. I think you look lovely in it. I think we're done for now."

"Thank you, sir. It's been very nice speaking with you, too." And another curtsy.

The Director and his crew all left the room.

Rose ran up to John and hugged him. "Holy shit, Johnny! Where did that all come from. You were amazing!"

"No kidding," Ed hugged him, too, "it was like you actually were living in 1960!"

John shook as if coming out of a trance. "It was ok?"

"It was great!" Julia joined in.

"It really was," Jan assured him, too.

They were told that they team needed to have a discussion. It was already nearly five o'clock and none of them had eaten much all day. Rita advised them all to go have a good meal and 'IF' she heard anything, she'd call, they were told not to expect anything that night, though.

Ed and Rose got changed and returned their costumes. John was going to change into the white dress with the navy-blue lace, but Jan said it was too much for a casual meal. She handed him a simple, baby blue sundress that she had hanging around. Instead of his pretty heels, he used the flip flops he kept in his bag for use in the dressing room.

He looked at himself in the mirror and was about to redo his makeup, but Jan said, "Don't put on any makeup, sweetheart. Let your mom see you like this. It's really natural. I think she'll like it."

"Ok," and he headed out to join Ed and Rose.

Not wanting to do anything fancy, they went to reasonably priced, family owned sandwich shop on the main drag. Both Ed and Rose had burgers, but John, very aware of the 'wide hips' remark earlier, stuck to a salad with low calorie dressing.

Rose kept looking at John with a look of fascination.

"What, do I have some dressing on my cheek?"

"No," Rose laughed. "You know, I thought that I knew a lot about makeup and I know people who do amazing things with stage makeup, but it's amazing what Julia did to you by making everything look so natural."

"Is it? I thought it looked really plain. Like I wasn't wearing any makeup."

"That's what I mean." She smiled.

"It makes you look even younger," Ed offered.

John scoffed. "Great! Just what I need."

"Do you think they'll offer you a girl's role?" Ed asked.

"There is no girl's role. It's written for two brothers."

Ed shrugged. "I think that they might offer Rose the older brother role. They'll probably just make the older brother an older sister. What if they offer you the role of the younger sister?"

"I don't think they'd do that, do you?"

Rose shrugged. "I think that they might, honey. You kinda blew everyone away as Bebe."

"I was just trying to do my best!" John put down his napkin and thought about it. "I don't know how I could accept a girl's role."

"I do," Ed laughed. "You just say 'yes' if they offer it to you."

"But... my mom..."

"Your mom will be ok, Johnny," Rose said.

"Nancy will come around, too," Ed said through a mouthful of burger.

"But, there's no way to maintain this forever. I can't do a long term part."

"What if they told everyone that you were a boy, up front. Then you wouldn't have to hide it."

John let out a big sigh. "Wow. I hope that doesn't happen. I mean, I like being Bebe and all, but... I don't know if I can do it forever."

"I don't know if you'll have a choice," Rose took a bit of her own burger.

Suddenly, Ed's phone rang. "Hello?"

"Hello, Edward!" It was Rita.

"Hi, Rita," when he said that name, John and Rose sat bolt upright.

"I have some good news for you, my friend. You have been offered the role of Ronnie. It's a weekly, recurring role. Right now, it's written as just a work-friend/comic-relief role, but, after today, they're talking about developing it into a bigger character. As for your pay check - it's pretty generous, Edward. How does thirteenthousand per episode, sound!?"

"Oh, my God!"

"What?" Asked both Rose and John.

"I got the part! I'm playing Ronnie!"

"Who's with you?" Rita asked.

"John and Rose."

"Let me talk to Rose."

"She wants to talk to you."

While Rose talked to Rita, John congratulated Ed. "I owe it all to you, man!" Ed said. "I was going down fast! You saved me!"

"Nah. You were great!"

"Oh, my God!" Rose shrieked! She covered the phone and said to the boys, "They're changing the oldest son to a daughter! I got the part! I can't believe it!"

The boys congratulated her.

"What's that?" She said into the phone. "Uh huh. Oh, I see. No. I'll tell him. Thank you, Rita." And she ended the call.

"She didn't want to talk to me?" John asked, very excited.

"Umm, no, honey. She said that they were still deciding on the younger brother. She said she'd call when she heard back."

This couldn't be good, John knew that. If they had already decided on the other two major character openings and had not decided to take him, then they probably weren't going to take him. "Oh," he muttered, the disappointment obvious in his voice, "well.. they'll be other auditions I guess. Hey, maybe I could come out to LA after you guys are set up and I could, maybe, hang out while I go on auditions."

"Johnny, I'm sure..." Rose started saying, but John stopped her.

"No, Rose, you don't have to feel bad for me. It just isn't my time. But you guys....! Holy cow! Congratulations! I can't believe it!"

"I can't either, man," Ed said. "This is bull. If they don't take you, I'm not going."

"Ed, don't be stupid," Rose said, but then she realized that Ed and John had always been together. Staying with John was probably Ed's primary reason for auditioning.

"Rose is right, Ed. You won the role fair and square. It just wasn't meant to be for me."

"Are you ok?" Ed asked.

John shrugged and nodded. "I guess. Just disappointed. Tell you what, you guys go out and have a celebration. I'll call my mom for a ride home, ok? She won't mind coming out to get me and I don't want to bring you guys down."

"No, no, baby..." Rose tried, but John was adamant. He took his phone from his purse and called his mother.

"She should be here in less than ten minutes. You guys go have a great time. I'll see you in the morning." He walked out to the parking lot to wait for his mother to come and drive him home.

"Bebe!" Ed called after him.

"Let him go, Ed. Being near us right now is probably awful for him. I can't believe things turned out this way."

When Marilyn pulled into the parking lot, she was startled by John's new look. The inexpensive sundress, the flip-flops and the new 'natural look' makeup made him look even younger than usual. He explained the change of appearance and the reason he'd called her to pick him up.

"I'm so sorry, baby," she said with real sympathy, but also with a slight sense of relief - and maybe just a hint of guilt.

He shrugged, on the verge of tears. "It's ok. That's how auditions go. I just figured that, you know, since they came all this way to see me... and I know it's petty, but I didn't think they'd be leaving me behind."

More to break the awkward silence that followed that last sentence, she asked, "So what now? Are you going back to school in September?"

"Maybe... I don't know... I need to think. Maybe I'll take Ms Weldon's advice and start auditioning. Rita says I stand a good chance, but... I don't know if I'm really ready for this or not. It really hurts to fail this big, mommy. It really hurts."

Back home, he put on his yellow nightie and joined his mother in front of the TV. She was watching a Smithsonian Channel documentary about the pharaohs of Egypt, but John had no interest.

"Lay down, sweetie. Here, put your head in my lap. Let me pet your hair."

At first, he cried quietly as he lay there, but within five minutes, he was sound asleep. Marilyn's hand continued to run through his hair, eventually settling on his small, naked, smooth, girlish shoulder. What would become of her little boy? Would he ever be ready to return to college? Was he destined to remain a little girl forever? Would he have to go through his teen years again just to truly regain adulthood and even then, would he be a man or a women? This summer was going to play terrible tricks on his psyche and the worst part of all of this was she had contributed to this insanity.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Kiss Me, Bianca - 6

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Kiss Me, Bianca: 6

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Dealing with the disappointment of not being cast in a TV show with his friends, John focuses on opening night of The Taming Of The Shrew and trying to figure out If he can handle the rocky roads of a career in acting.


 
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This version of Kiss Me Bianca: 6 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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COPING -or- I COUNT MYSELF IN NOTHING ELSE SO HAPPY AS IN A SOUL REMEMBERING MY FRIENDS
 

John woke up a bit late the next day. He remembered falling asleep on the couch with his head in his mother's lap, but he woke up tucked snuggly in his bed. He couldn't remember being moved.

Before he reached the kitchen, he could hear his mother talking to Rose and Ed in the screened-in room. He couldn't hear the words, but the tone was full of pity. That was worse than sympathy. He hated being pitied. He really felt like he'd done a great job the day before, and that his readings had helped Rose and Ed land their roles. Now, he had to go back to rehearsal, back to the one place where he excelled more than anyone, and everyone would ask if he got a role. What could he say? 'I haven't heard?'

No.

He'd heard the silence just fine.

They didn't want him.

He thought about how many people had told him that this was not the be-all-and-end-all of auditions - that there were plenty of auditions ahead of him, but, by coming to The Cape, the production team had made this audition infinitely more important. It was the most important day of his life so far and he'd messed it up, royally. Even though he wanted to happy for Ed and Rose, it was hard because their success made his failure look so, so, so much worse.

"Hi, honey," Marilyn called with false cheeriness as John entered the screened room. "Did you sleep well?"

Rose and Ed were silent and looked as if they were ashamed of something. John forced a smile for their sake and, after greeting everyone, he said, "So, did you guys go out to celebrate, last night?"

Ed looked to Rose, who was somewhat sheepish, and then said to John, "Well... not really... I mean... kinda. We went to a hotel and had a couple of drinks at the bar."

"Cool." John poured a few ounces of orange juice into a small tumbler.

Rose felt very uncomfortable. "I'm sorry, Johnny. We probably shouldn't have..."

"Don't be crazy," John interrupted. "I'm glad you went out. You couldn't have done it if I was with you, anyway. John's still a few months from being legal and Bebe's way too young and doesn't look like John's ID."

The silence was burning into everyone's head. Marilyn couldn't stand it any more and said, "Last day of rehearsal right?"

John nodded. "We open in Brewster tomorrow evening before their fireworks. There's a food truck festival going on, too. Not the best crowd for Shakespeare, but they'll have been drinking all day, so they won't be the worst, either."

They all snickered a little at his joke.

More silence.

Finally, Rose said, "Listen, Johnny, we need to talk..."

"No we don't." John had not lost his smile. "There's nothing to say. They chose you, and not me, that's all that there is to it. Of course, I'm disappointed, but that's ok. You guys deserve to be happy, so - be happy. Today will be tough, but I'll get over it. I'm a big boy... sort of."

That joke did not get a laugh.

"Maybe you should go in late today," Ed suggested. "Let everyone hear the news and then, by the time you show up, they'll have had time to digest it and you'll feel more comfortable."

John shook his head. "No. We have final dress today. I can't be late today."

When they did arrive at rehearsal, everyone wanted to know if they'd heard anything. Rose and Ed tried not to appear to be overly excited about their news, but everyone was thrilled for them. They were all taken aback with the news that John had not been hired, though. Almost everyone had watched the auditions and they all knew that Ed probably would not have been hired had John not intervened. It just seemed so unfair.

Whenever anyone tried to offer John sympathy, though, he deflected it with a grin and said he was just happy for for his friends. He'd get his chance another time.

At lunch, Ms Weldon summoned him to her office. He was still dressed in his new costume - the blue plaid gown with the large flowers on the bodice, when he entered. Still in Bianca-mode, he hustled to the front of her desk and gave his little curtsy. "Yes, ma'am?"

She smirked at this. "John... I know that you're struggling today..."

"Not at all, Ms Weldon. Honestly, I'm fine."

She shook her head. "No you're not, honey. I've been watching the run and I can tell that you're not one hundred percent here, today. I know this is tough, but I need you to get back into the show this afternoon. Kate and Petruchio can work around you, but you are the heart and soul of the rest of the ensemble."

He curtsied again. "I'm sorry, Ms Weldon. I'll do better."

She sat back in her desk chair and appraised him. "May I tell you something I've never told anyone before?"

"Of course, ma'am. I promise I won't tell a soul."

"Well," she chuckled, "it's not really anything personal, it just... relates to you, I guess. You see, when I was even younger than you, I was already making my living as an actress. Mostly on the stage, but I'd take anything. One day, a friend of mine and I went to an audition for a daily serial - a soap opera - called 'The Days of Our Lives.' It wasn't high art, or anything, but it paid well and I needed the work. Anyway, Of the two of us, I went in first. When I came out, my friend said she'd heard the whole thing and that I'd nailed it. Then she went in. She was right - I could hear the whole thing. When she was done, they asked her a few questions and one of them was, 'Why should we cast you and not your friend?' She responded that we were not friends. In fact she claimed that we'd only met in the waiting room. Then she told them how rude I had been to the other people who'd been waiting to read and, oh, she went on and on about how disruptive and ignorantly I had behaved. None of it was true, of course, but the fact is that she was cast in the role and I was not. I was, however, heart broken and I cried for hours."

"That's terrible," John said quietly.

"It was, but it wasn't the fact that she'd gotten the role that hurt me - it was what she said. I thought that she was my friend and she'd stabbed me in the back."

"Ms Weldon, I think I see where this is headed and I just want to say that Ed and Rose never stabbed me in the back. They just got lucky and I didn't."

"That was, in fact my point, John. Those two people are thrilled to have this opportunity, but they're also sick that you won't be doing it with them. Do you know that they called me last night?"

"No." John was very surprised to hear that. "Why?"

"To ask me to intercede for you. Ed was nearly in tears on the phone. I don't think that he has any idea how to deal with all the emotions that are churning away in him right now."

John nodded. "I'm trying not to bring them down, Ms Weldon, I really am. I am very happy for them. I'm just... very unhappy for me."

She smiled. "I know. Trust me, though, your day is coming."

"Thank you, Ms Weldon and... well... thank you for sharing that with me."

"Go have lunch, John, then come back and be Bianca for everyone. Remember, we open tomorrow night."

"Yes, ma'am" He curtsied again and left the office.

The afternoon run went much better and they all received high praise from the production team. They had 'call' at 6:30pm the next day, in Brewster, a town further out on the Cape Cod Peninsula. They packed all of their garment bags and props into the troupe's trucks, then headed home at 4:15.

John was purposefully less sullen and was even singing along with the satellite radio as they pulled into the driveway and he spotted his sister, Nancy, pulling her overnight bag out of the back of her car.

"Great," he muttered. "Can this day get any better?"

"Want me to drive by and we can get something to eat someplace else?" Rose offered.

"No." John shook his head. "I might as well get it over with."

He scooted out of the Tesla with a big smile on his face. He was wearing a very casual, loose fitting, tank-top-style dress that was very popular amongst young women who wore their swimsuits all summer long and just liked to have something cute to throw on over it. His was a Hawaiian pattern of hibiscus and leaves with a deep red background. It was VERY cute.

"Hi, Nan." He hurried to give his sister a peck on her cheek.

"Hi, Johnny. Rose." Nancy was a bit cool to them both.

'Great,' John thought, 'what did I do to tick her off already!?'

"I'll take this for you." Rose grabbed the overnight bag from Nancy and headed into the house.

"I can take..." Nancy tried to protest.

"No trouble at all," Rose called back as she moved quickly towards the house, leaving John and Nancy alone in the driveway.

"Sooo," John started. "You feeling ok?"

Nancy folded her arms and leaned against her SUV. "I'm... ok, Johnny. You?"

"To tell you the truth, I've had better days."

She nodded. "Mom told me. That's rough, Johnny."

He shrugged. "Listen, 'Shrew' opens tomorrow night. Do you think that, maybe, you might be able to come?"

"Come here." She opened her arms and invited him in for a hug. He accepted, gladly. "I wouldn't miss it for the world."

She smelled nice. Not like strawberries and flowers like him, but like soap and... Nancy.

"Johnny," she rubbed her cheek on his soft hair, "I'm really sorry. I mean - about everything. About the other day and what I said to mom and the auditions... I'm just so sorry. I really just want you to be happy. You know I love you, right?"

He nodded, still in her embrace.

"Are we friends, again?" she asked.

"Yeah. We're friends, Nan. I'm sorry, too." He pulled his head free and looked up into his older sister's eyes. "Do you forgive me for looking like you?"

She smiled. "Johnny, I've been thinking about this since I left. I surprised by all of this, but I was also an asshole. I shouldn't have judged you like I did."

He shrugged. "Ok."

"Ok? Isn't this where you're supposed to say, 'No, Nancy, you weren't being an asshole?'"

He shrugged again, "Mom told me never to lie."

Rose was surprised to see Nancy being so upbeat around John and Marilyn. Marilyn, however still seemed to be overly focused on John, as if she was waiting for him to breakdown and cry. Rose watched John, too. He was smiling and he looked adorable in his sporty little dress, but she suspected that his smile wasn't completely sincere.

"Hey, Nancy," John helped, suddenly realizing something, "you need to congratulate Rosie! She's going to be on the show! Isn't that awesome?"

Nancy's smile was strained, but as sincere as she could be, "Oh, yeah, that's right. Rose, I'm sorry. Of course, congratulations! That's amazing! You must be so excited."

Rose smiled and tried not to look overly self-satisfied. "Thank you, Nancy. That's very nice of you."

"Mom," John looked at the clock, "do you mind if Rose and I go for a quick walk?"

"Sure, honey. We're just having burgers and corn on the cob. I can start it when you get home."

"Great." He practically skipped over to Rose and took her hand. "Come on!"

He pulled her out the door, quickly. He was in a rush to get her someplace, fast. Outside, Ed was just pulling up to the curb. "Am I late?"

"Right on time." John took one of Ed's hands as well and he hustled them towards the beach. He was out in front, trying to run and pull them along behind him. "Come on, you guys, hurry!"

Eventually, Rose and Ed were half walking, half running behind their little guide.

When they reached the beach, they saw a group of people gathered near the shoreline. They were dressed oddly for a July evening. Poodle skirts and leather jackets. There was something flickering in the middle of all of them. John pulled the couple towards them, and suddenly, they recognized Gloria, Harry and the whole rest of the cast of 'Taming of the Shrew' and they were holding a huge, sheet cake that was covered in flickering candles. They all shouted the same word that was written on the cake, "CONGRATULATIONS!!!"

Rose and Ed were frozen in shock, looking at their friends, all dressed as if they were in a production of 'Grease.' John was bouncing up and down and clapping his hands. "Congratulations, guys!"

"We know that the show takes place in the early 60s," Gloria laughed, "but we didn't have costumes or that. I knew where we could borrow 'Grease' costumes, though, so this is what we could get in a hurry."

"Oh, you're all so wonderful!" Rose clapped her hands. "Thank you all, so much!"

"You didn't have to do this, Johnny," Ed said, but his smile said that he was thrilled.

"Of course, I did. What kind of a friend would I be if I didn't?"

"Thanks, pal."

"Johnny," Rose grabbed him and hugged him. "You're unbelievable. Thanks you."

Of course, inside, John was torn. He was still smarting from the disappointment and he was incredibly sad that Ed and Rose would be taking this step together, but without him - but what kind of a friend would he be if he didn't show them that he was happy for them - which, he was. In fact, Gloria had done the heavy lifting on this get-together. John had just mentioned that he should do 'something' for them. From there, she had done all the work.

Out of nowhere, John was suddenly hoisted into the air and swung playfully in a series of circles. Disoriented and screaming and laughing, he was finally dropped back to earth by Ed, who's infectious grin made John laugh even more.

"I love you, buddy," Ed laughed as he planted a big, happy kiss on John's lips. "You're the best! I thought you'd hate us for... well... you know. Thanks, pal!"

John smiled and hugged Ed in return. "I love you, too, Ed."

"Hey, can I get in on all this hugging?" Rose giggled as she wrapped her arms around John, pulled him to her breasts and rested her head on his. "Oh, my wonderful little sister," she giggled. "Thank you, so much. I love you."

"I know. I love you, too."

A little over an hour later, they were back home eating burgers after finishing some delicious corn on the cob. Rose had been on the phone with her very excited parents, who were coming to Brewster for the opening tomorrow.

"Knock, knock," called a voice from the doorway. It was Rita, who John had figured had already flown back to LA. "May I come in?"

She opened the door without waiting for an answer, and made a beeline for John. "Oh, I'm sorry, baby." She hugged him. "I've been trying all day to get these jackasses to hire you. They know how good you are and they know you can play the younger brother without looking at all like Bebe, but this is how things go, sometimes. They decided on going with that boy who was in that Dwayne Johnson movie last year. He's already part of the Disney family and he's got a little bit of cache, already. Can you forgive me?"

John pulled away from the hug and gave her a sad smile. "Sure, Rita. I forgive you."

"But I do have some good news for you. I have an audition for you to read for a part in a film. It's a small part and you'll have to fly to Vancouver for the audition."

"When?" John asked, not overly excited about going to Vancouver.

"A week from tomorrow at nine a.m. it's a long flight there and an even longer flight back, I'm afraid, and you'll have to pay your own way, this time. What do you say?"

John snickered as he sat at the table. "I say, 'no,' I guess."

"No!?" Nearly everyone said at once.

"John, are you crazy?" Ed asked. "It's an audition."

"It's a Show night, Ed. I'd have to miss two performances to get there and back. I can't do that."

"Bebe," Rose said, catching Nancy by surprise, "you have an understudy. Just talk to Ms Weldon."

John shook his head. "Nope. I'm Bianca - no one else. I will do every performance of this run. That's what I agreed to do, so that's what I'm going to do. Besides, I can't afford to fly to Vancouver for an audition and I haven't really recovered from yesterday, yet. I need a break before I do this again."

Rita shrugged and sat at the table. "So that's it, then? You're just giving up just because one audition didn't work out?"

John folded his arms on the table in front of him and slammed his head onto them, his hair splaying around him. "Arrrrrgh!" He called into the cavern formed by his position. "I never said I was giving up! I just said that I'm not doing THIS audition!" He pulled his head up, shook his hair from his face and lashed out, "I never would have met you if I wasn't playing Bianca. I never would have been cast as Bianca if I wasn't willing to commit to playing Bianca at each performance. I CAN'T GO TO VANCOUVER NEXT SATURDAY BECAUSE (A) I CAN'T AFFORD IT AND (B) I HAVE AN OBLIGATION TO BE HERE, PLAYING BIANCA IN THE SHOW THAT STARTED ALL OF THIS!"

"I see," Rita folded her arms under her breasts and nodded. "Would anyone else like to say anything? Maybe help me get our little diva back on track?"

"I would," Nancy said, as she reached behind her chair and produced her pocketbook. She pulled a checkbook out and quickly filled in the check. She tore it from the spline and slapped it on the table.

Rita picked it up. "A thousand dollars? What's this for?"

"That will cover the cost of the dress that you bought my little brother last week. Now, leave him alone and get out of his life."

Rita scoffed, tore up the check, stood and headed for the door. She stopped before exiting, turned and said, "Listen, John, I understand you don't want to do this particular audition - that's fine - but, if you need me, just call. I'll give you a little time to get yourself under control, then I'll be in touch - see if there's anything we can do."

He nodded.

"And you... John's sister. I didn't catch your name."

"Nancy," his sister said.

"Well, Nancy - I know that you think you're looking out for your little brother's best interests, but just think about this. You wrote me a check for a thousand dollars without even blinking, but you could have bought your brother a round trip flight to and from Vancouver for under seven-fifty. Wouldn't writing a check for the tickets have been more generous and helped him more? Maybe you need to rethink what his best interests really are."

They all sat in silence as the screen door slapped closed.

"What a bitch!" Nancy finally said. "Who does she think she is?"

"No," Marilyn said quietly. "I think she's right, but she should have said that to me."

The Fourth of July started with its traditional Cape Cod total gridlock. All the major streets were clogged with tourists and cottage owners, all trying to get to their cottages at the same time. None of that was unexpected, of course. Every year, on The Fourth, the major streets and highways of this peninsula of Massachusetts was a solid mass of cars from the bridges to Race Point, out past ProvinceTown.

Ed had stayed the night, again, and he and Rose had been up since dawn talking and planning. It was starting off as a very hot day. They were both in pajamas, relaxing before opening night.

"Well, if you and I are getting a place together," Rose was Looking at some potential apartments in LA on her phone, "and we'll be making plenty of money, then it just makes sense to have Johnny come live with us, right? I mean, neither of us would have gotten this opportunity if it weren't for him, so why shouldn't he benefit from our good fortune?"

"Fine with me," Ed said, "but he seems a little out of it, right now. Maybe the best thing to do would be to get a three bedroom place and let him come out when he's ready."

"John, you mean?" Nancy was entering the room, well dress and groomed and ready for the day.

"Yeah," Rose nodded.

"He's seemed a little out of it for a while, now, if you ask me," Nancy said, a bit harshly.

"Knock it off, Nancy." Ed didn't bother looking at her. Theirs had always been a difficult relationship. "No offense, but you're not helping much. Rose said that you and John made up yesterday, but undermining him behind his back isn't helping anyone."

"Well, no offense, Ed, but he's my brother and I'm worried about him."

"We know that, Nancy," Rose intervened, "Ed and I love him, too, but arguing with each other isn't going to help anyone. I don't know how you or your mom feel, but Ed and I think it'd be best if he came to LA with us, started auditioning out there, and we could support him for as long as needed. After all, we'll be making plenty of money."

Nancy shrugged. "That's very generous of you, but if I have any say in it, I think he should stay here, see a psychologist and deal with these gender issues he's struggling with."

"Geez, you're narrow minded." Ed shook his head. "What kind of a Doctor are you studying to be, anyway?"

"An endocrinologist. Why?"

"That's hormones and stuff, right?" Ed scoffed. "You're gonna have to work on your bedside manner, then, because a lot of people struggling with gender issues will be coming to see you and if you're as dismissive of them as you are of your brother, you'll have a hard time keeping your office open."

Nancy folded her arms and leaned back in her chair. "How did I become the bad guy in my own house!? I just don't want Johnny to get hurt. To do something that he'll regret later."

"Like not follow his dream?" Ed was staring her down, now.

"Like confusing somebody else's idea of his dream with his own. Johnny's dream never involved being a little girl until two weeks ago, so don't get all high and mighty with me, Ed. I know I haven't been here, but maybe not being here kept me from drinking the same KoolAide that you all have. I love Johnny. Don't ever question me about that."

"Nancy," Rose said calmly, "just so you know - when Johnny was the most angry with you, Ed was the one who kept telling him that you loved him. So, maybe we should all try to calm down. It's opening night, after all, and I don't want to show up all frazzled."

Ed stood and headed to the kitchen. "I brought eggs and bacon. Can I make any for either of you."

"Just a piece of bacon for me, Ed. I'll make myself some toast when you're done."

"Nancy?" Ed asked.

She sighed. Nancy was a born scrapper and she hated losing an argument, but Ed had his points and he was trying to be kind. "Thank you, Ed. I'd love a couple of scrambled eggs and bacon."

While Ed cooked and Rose continued to apartment shop, Nancy answered some emails. Soon, Marilyn joined them at the table. Ed made sure that everyone had what they needed before he sat down, too.

"There are three pieces of bacon on a plate on the counter for John when he gets up," he smiled at everyone. "Enjoy!"

When they had finished, Marilyn got up to get John out of bed. It was getting late.

"He's gone!" She ran back into the screened room, panicked.

"Gone!?" The rest replied.

"I just went to get him and he's gone! Ed - see if he's in the yard somewhere! Rose, check the cars! Nancy, help me check everywhere around here!"

They all hurried and looked everywhere. There was no John to be found. "I'm calling the police," Marilyn announced.

"And tell them what, mom? That your twenty year old son who thinks he's a twelve year old girl is missing?"

"Fourteen," all three responded in unison.

Marilyn put her phone down. What could she do? Where could he be?"

Just then, John came in through the breezeway. He was wearing the same swim suit he'd worn with Cassie and Annie last week. His hair was wet and he smelled of salt water.

"Hi," he whispered as everyone looked at him in shock.

"Hi?" Marilyn said too loudly. "Is that all you have to say? Hi? You nearly gave each of us a heart attack! Where have you been!?"

"Mom," he was a bit shocked by their concern, "it's the Fourth of July. I always go to the beach to take a dip on The Fourth. What's the big deal?"

Marilyn let herself breathe normally, again, before answering. "What's the big deal? He asks. What's the big deal? You could have been kidnapped, or taken or raped, Johnny. You can't just leave like that."

"Mom, I've been going to the beach alone since I was twelve years old..."

"Since you were a twelve year old BOY, John! A BOY!! You're not a boy any more and you know that! Young ladies, especially young ladies as attractive as you, can't just wander away, John. Things happen to them. BAD things."

John realized that he'd upset everyone. "I'm sorry, mom. I really am. I won't do it, again."

Marilyn and the other women sat back down at the table. "I'll make you some eggs," Ed said as he headed for the kitchen.

As John put down his towel and headed for a seat, Nancy eyed him closely. "Come here, Johnny," she beckoned.

When he was standing near her she had him turn around and face away from her. "Johnny, I'm only asking these questions as a doctor, ok?"

"Sure."

She ran her hand along his rear end and squeezed it just a bit. "Johnny, are you taking any hormones or anything like that?" She gripped his hips and turned him towards her.

"No, nothing like that. Why?"

She was seated, he was standing, his sight line was only just over the top of her head. She ran her hands along his hips and thighs. Then she patted the front, bottom of the swimsuit. "I assume that your little guy is tucked away in here?" She asked.

He nodded.

"Hmm."

"What's the problem?" Marilyn asked.

Nancy turned to speak to her mother and used John to illustrate what she was saying. "Nothing, probably, but, right here, his hips seem broader than a boy's hips should be. And his thighs seem a tiny bit plumper than they should be."

"Come on, Nancy, knock it off..." John wasn't seeing the humor in this, but his mother interrupted.

"You're not teasing, are you, Nancy?"

"No, I'm serious. Honestly, mom, I'm concerned about his development. I now he's small, but..." she turned to her brother and asked, "Do you have any problems attaining or retaining an erection, John?"

"Umm, excuse me," Rose said, rising from the table, "I should probably leave the room."

John nearly asked her to stay to testify that he had, in fact, no problems in that department, but that didn't seem appropriate at all. "No, if you must know, I don't have any problems. Everything works quite well, thank you."

"Spread your legs, just a bit for me."

"No!"

"Johnny, do what your sister says. She is a doctor, you know." Marilyn demanded.

He heaved a sigh and did as he was told. Nancy reached between his legs and investigated.

"Are you wearing a gaff?"

He couldn't believe his mother was sitting there watching his sister prod him like this. "Kinda. The costumer sewed a pouch in the crotch. I'm tucked in that."

"What about your testicles? I can't feel them."

"Nancy, please, can we..."

"Oh, my goodness!" Marilyn gasped. "You didn't do something to yourself, did you?"

"When would I have done that, mom!? I've been with you or Ed or Rose every moment since all this began! Of course not! They're..." he sighed again, "...they're... up, inside. I have to push them back up into me."

"Well, that's not all that healthy for your sperm, but, honestly, I think you should see a doctor, Johnny. I'm wondering if you're producing enough testosterone. I mean, that may explain why you're so small, too, but seeing you in this tight, little outfit, I'm not seeing a lot of secondary male development for a twenty year old."

"And you're being completely serious, right, honey," Marilyn was a bit concerned.

"I wouldn't kid about this, mom. Johnny, you might need a little hormone therapy to kick start the second part of your puberty."

"But... I mean, I had a mustache and all..."

"John," Nancy laughed, "I have black hair, too. If I didn't have my lip waxed every few weeks, I'd have a mustache, too, and it would probably be as wispy as yours was. Just do this for me, ok? Just to be safe."

"Ok," he agreed. "I'll do it."
 
THE PLAY -or- A TALE TOLD BY AN IDIOT, FULL OF SOUND AND FURY AND SIGNIFYING NOTHING
 

"Hi, we're in the show, tonight. Can we park here?" Ed was driving Rose's Tesla.

The attendant called someone on a walkie-talkie then said, "You can park all the way down at the end. See those trucks down there? You can park by those."

The trucks were actually the property of the Cape Cod Shakespearean Rep. The crew was setting up the limited lighting they'd be using that evening. There was still a few hours before call, but John always liked to get to the show early, then have dinner and relax till the call time. It was a tradition for him and Ed. They were always the first actors on set. This time, though, there was a food-truck festival going on around the town Common where the play was being staged, so - bonus!

They left their show bags in the trunk and headed up the parking lot towards the stage. Each venue was different and John liked to know exactly what the stage would look like so there'd be no surprises.

"My, my, my! Looks like my three favorite actors are here bright and early!" Jan was pushing a rolling wardrobe out of one of the trucks.

They all exchanged pleasantries, then Jan said, "I saw a friend of yours wandering around here a few minutes ago."

"Who?" Rose was Looking around, but didn't immediately notice any familiar faces.

"Remember Julia, the costumer you met the other day? She decided to stay on The Cape for the weekend. She saw our schedule on the wall and she came to see the show. Probably to criticize my costumes, if I know anything about how a costumer's brain works." She giggled at her own little joke while the others smiled.

"Cool." Ed nodded. "We'll keep our eyes open for her. We're going to see what the food trucks have to offer. Want anything?"

"Not right now, thanks. I'll grab something after everyone's all set to go. Have fun, kids."

They did.

With Ed and Rose in shorts and tees shirts, and John in a very cute, sheer, cotton sheath, he once again looked like the little sister who tagged along on an older sibling's date as they sampled a little from each of the food trucks. Shawarma, fried dough, hot dogs, pulled pork sandwiches... they sampled everything and split each entrée amongst themselves.

As they were waiting for their dessert - New England bread pudding with vanilla ice cream from a local dairy - John said, "Ugg, I'm full!" He thrust his hips forward and extended his belly as far as he could, then he rubbed his belly.

"You have a food baby!" Rose giggled. "I hope you didn't eat so much that you'll get sick!"

"Nah," he laughed as he returned to his normal posture, "there's always more room in my belly!"

Rose laughed, again. John was so excited tonight. She'd only known him a short time, but she'd never seen him this hyper. He was, obviously enjoying the food trucks, but he was very worked up about opening night, too. She knew he enjoyed acting, but he was nearly giddy for the show.

When they'd gotten their dessert, they headed for the crowded picnic table area where they could eat and enjoy the local band that had started playing old rock songs. They found a table that had two seats available. "You girls sit down and I'll stand." Ed smiled.

John shook his head, though. "You sit. I'm too wound up to sit, anyway."

Everyone was having a great time, eating tasty food and singing along to the oldies. While the band played "Old Time Rock and Roll," John joined the crowd around him in singing the refrain, which was the only part he knew. He also started moving, dancing to the music. Since he'd started wearing short skirted dresses, he'd become enamored by the feel of the material moving around his thighs while he swayed and danced to music. He loved the feeling. What a shame that most men never experienced how wonderful that felt. Ed and Rose were thoroughly amused by his little performance, as were some of the people seated nearby.

When the band started playing Journey's "Don't Stop Believin,'" John joined the crowd and sang every note along with the band. Soon, a group of forty-something ladies who were walking past, joined John's dance and they became the center of attention in the audience. Soon, more than twenty people, mostly girls and women, were dancing along with him.

When the song ended, Ed and Rose led the crowd in a standing ovation - not for the band, but for John and the rest of the people who'd danced with him.

One of the band members called out through the PA system, "We'll, alright! What's that girl's name?" He asked, pointing at John.

"Bebe!" called back Ed and Rose.

"Alright, Bebe! Let's have a big round of applause for Bebe, everyone!"

Ed gripped John by his narrow waist and lifted him so he was standing on the picnic table. John gave First the band, then the audience, a quick series of curtsies as he beamed with joy and the crowd clapped and chanted "Be-be! Be-be! Be-be...!"

"Let's keep this going," the band member called out, again. "This is a Fleetwood Mac song called 'Monday Morning!'"

John was in his element. He would have been way too self conscious to have done what he just did when he was John, but Bebe just seemed to love life too much to not enjoy it. This was the best part of being Bebe.

As Ed helped him down from the table, they heard two young, familiar voices calling through the din of the band and the crowd. "Bebe! Bebe!" The voices called out as the two, bouncing, excited girls pushed through the crowd.

"Annie! Cassie!" John, still in full Bebe mode, ran to hug his friends. "What are you guys doing here!?"

"We're here with our dad!" Annie said excitedly.

"We're only here overnight to see the play they're doing here and then see the fireworks, and our dad said that we wouldn't have time to get together with you. So, he wouldn't let us call you." Cassie hugged him, too.

The play! John realized that would make things a bit difficult. "You guys are staying for the play?"

"Yeah!" Cassie enthused. "Aren't you? I love Shakespeare, don't you?"

"I do, actually..." John began, but was interrupted by Rose.

"Hi, girls! What a surprise, huh, Bebe?"

John nodded. "They're here to see the play, Rose." He tried not to show his concern to the girls.

"Oh, how wonderful!" Rose clapped her hands. "You came to support Bebe?"

"What?" Annie was perplexed.

"Oh, Wow! This is the play you were rehearsing!? Wow, this is awesome!" Cassie caught on more quickly.

"You're in THIS play!?" Annie finally caught on. "Bebe, we're going to get to see you act! I'm so excited!"

"Not just Bebe, but Ed and me, too." Rose smiled.

"Really?" Cassie was intrigued. "Who are you all playing?"

"I'm Kate, Bebe is my sister, Bianca, and Ed is..."

Cassie cut her off. "Petruchio?"

Rose laughed. "No. Ed is Lucentio."

"Wait," Cassie giggled. "Doesn't Lucentio end up married to Bianca?"

"Yes, he does," Ed arrived after taking a phone call.

"Oh, you end up with your real-life sister's boyfriend in the play," Annie smirked. "That's not weird at all!"

'You have no idea how weird,' John thought as he tried to figure out how to keep them from discovering that he was a guy. There'd be programs, or introductions, or something. He had to talk to Ms Weldon, quickly.

"That's so cool, Bebe! Your full name is Bianca and you're playing Bianca in the play!" Annie smiled.

"Yes." Rose smiled at the child. "Bebe was actually named after the character in this play. How perfect is that?"

"I used to hope that I would get to be Annie in that musical when I was younger," Annie joked. "I'm too old, now, though."

"Listen, Beebs," Rose patted John's back, gently, "why don't you go spend some time with your little friends and Ed and I will take care of everything that needs to be done before the show. Now, remember, you have 'call' at 6:30, so make sure that you're in the dressing room by at least 6:15. That gives you over an hour to be with you friends. Now, go have fun."

John would have been thrilled to have had more time with the girls, but he wanted to be sure that he could keep the cast from giving his secret away. He leaned towards Rose to tell her about his concerns, but she just smiled and said, "Don't be such a worrywart, Bebe. Big sister will take care of everything. I promise." She laced her arm through Ed's, "Leave everything to the grown ups. We'll take care of it."

"Ok," John said with some trepidation. "I'll see you at 6:15."

After the teenagers had left, Rose said to Ed, "What did Rita want?"

"Looks like we're going to have to be in LA sooner than expected."

"No kidding? Tell me about it on the way. We've got to speak to Ms Weldon about John."

John had already eaten more than he usually would have before a show, but Cassie and Annie had not yet indulged in the treats offered by the food trucks. So, John took them back along the route he'd already followed, encouraging them to try all of his favorites. Within a few minutes, the girls' good mood and enthusiasm had infected him, too and he trusted that Ed and Rose would have everything taken care of when he arrived.

As six o'clock passed, John headed to the dressing rooms with the girls in tow. When he reached an area just before the trailers, he said, "I'll meet you here after the show. This is where we do the 'meet and greets' and see our families and friends."

"That's so cool!" Cassie grabbed John and hugged him. "Break a leg Beebs! I can't wait to see the show!"

"Me neither." Annie joined the hug.

"Looks like someone brought her own cheering section," came a voice from behind John.

"Hi, Mrs Foley!" Both girls chirped.

"Hi, girls," she turned to John, "Bebe, you didn't tell me you'd invited your friends to the show."

"I didn't know, mom." John wasn't thrilled with the look on her face. Marilyn was obviously wondering how John planned to pull this off without the girls finding out that he was a man.

"We didn't even know she was in it!" Annie said with big grin.

"Yeah, we just came with our dad," Cassie offered.

"Well, how nice." Marilyn shot John a knowing glance.

John nodded as casually as he could, but a shiver ran down his back when he heard Nancy's voice, "Well, who have we hear? Bebe, aren't you going to introduce me to your little friends?"

All of John's excitement about opening night was fading quickly. The girls may find out that he's a guy, Nancy may say something inappropriate in front of them - she'd definitely have something to say about all of this later. He was envisioning a 'no win' evening ahead of him.

"Cassie and Annie, this is my oldest sister, Nancy. She's a doctor."

"How do you do, YOUNG ladies?" She emphasized the word 'young' and glared at John. Then she turned to the girls with a fake smile plastered to her face.

"Wow!" Cassie remarked. "You two look so much alike! How did Rose end up being a blonde?"

Nancy smiled at the sixteen year old. "We always tell her that she's adopted."

Everyone one laughed.

"I really have to go dress for the show," John said. "I'll see everyone after, though."

"Give mommy a kiss." Nancy stopped him as he started to head to the trailers. "You know that good girls always kiss their mommies goodbye." He did as he was told and headed off to get ready.

Ms Weldon greeted him with a big smile. "Here she is! You've got nothing to worry about, honey. The programs never showed up, anyway, so the audience won't know your name."

"Thank you, Ms Weldon." John's demeanor indicated that there was something else wrong.

"What's the matter, John? You seem distracted."

He raised his eyebrows and sighed. "I guess you know about Cassie and Annie, right?"

She nodded. "A little, but we've dealt with that. We just won't introduce the cast by name."

"Yes, well, my sister and mother saw me with them. I can tell that my mom is concerned that they'll find out, but my sister is really not supportive of all of this 'Bianca' stuff, let alone 'Bebe' stuff, so I'm pretty sure that I'm going to get an ear full when I get home."

"Oh, I see."

"And not only that, but Rose's parents are here, too and the girls think Rose and I are sisters... I just feel like it's all going to blow up on me, tonight."

"Hmm," she pondered. "As Sir Walter Scott said, 'Oh, what a tangled web we weave,' huh?"

John nodded.

"Look, John, I'm very sorry that I got you into this mess. I'd really hoped that you'd be in a better position - career-wise, I mean - by doing this role. I know that it's been a tough few days, but I'll help you with everything tonight. I'll have Rose text her parents and have them meet her on the other side of the trucks, ok? Will that help?"

"Yes, Ms Weldon. Thank you. That will help a lot."

"Good, now give me hug and get your head into being Bianca." She hugged him. "This is a big night for you, John. Keep the rest of the world out of your head and just be Bianca until the curtain falls. You can do it, and you know it. Just block everything else out and be Bianca."

John took a deep breath and found his inner Bianca. He broke the hug, slowly, stepped back and curtsied as he said, "Yes, ma'am. Thank you, ma'am." Then he smiled and headed for his dressing area.

"Bianca's back," the director said quietly to herself as she watched him walk away.

"Good sister, wrong me not, nor wrong yourself, To make a bondmaid and a slave of me." John was completely in Bianca mode. Everything beyond the stage apron was forgotten.

"That I disdain: but for these other gawds, Unbind my hands, I'll pull them off myself, Yea, all my raiment, to my petticoat; Or what you will command me will I do, So well I know my duty to my elders."

"Of all thy suitors, here I charge thee, tell, Whom thou lovest best: see thou dissemble not." Rose was as focused as John and the audience was eating up every second of the fight between the two sisters.

"Believe me, sister," John pulled on the 'ropes' that bound him, "of all the men alive I never yet beheld that special face, Which I could fancy more than any other."

"Minion, thou liest. Is't not Hortensio?" Rose spat at him. Torturing Bianca in the play.

"If you affect him, sister, here I swear, I'll plead for you myself, but you shall have him." John, as Bianca, pled for mercy.

Rose, as Kate, was relentless. "O then, belike, you fancy riches more: You will have Gremio to keep you fair."

"Is it for him you do envy me so? Nay then you jest, and now I well perceive You have but jested with me all this while:I prithee, sister Kate, untie my hands," Bianca begged.

"If that be jest, then all the rest was so." Kate finished with a fire in her eyes.

Both actors were fully immersed in the scene and the audience was riveted to their performance. By scene 2, the audience was accepting the truth of the characters and their behavior to such a level that the strangeness of the language was forgotten.

When John entered in the final scene, his blue, plaid dress was first received with 'ahhs' from the women, then a round of applause for the garment. The scene, which is primarily between Petruchio and Kate, went beautifully and at the close of the act, the audience erupted with applause.

As each actor came out for a bow, the audience responded
affectionately, but when John came out, the standing ovation began. He curtsied politely, smiled and took his place next to Ed as Rose and the actor playing Petruchio took their bow. Then they all came together at center stage for the company bow. They indicated the crew for their bow, then took one more all together. Then another. And another.

Suddenly the applause grew even louder and the audience's attention was all drawn stage left where Don Ferry, the star of the TV show that had just hired Ed and Rose appeared and crossed to stage center with a microphone in his hand. He waved for the crowd to quiet, then he spoke.

"Hi, everyone. I'm Don Ferry..." the crowd erupted again. "... thank you, you're very kind. Anyway, I just want to congratulate this amazing cast! Can we have another round of applause for these people? Wow!"

There was a crescendo of applause and everyone was smiling.

"The reason that I'm really here tonight is to congratulate two of these amazing actors. Rose? Ed? Would you come forward."

The crowd applauded again.

"You see, these two talented individuals were just cast in my new TV show, 'Civil Disobedience,' which will air on ABC starting in November. Ed, here, will play my partner on the police force and Rose, here, will be playing my oldest child."

"So, come Sunday morning, these two will be flying to Los Angeles with me to begin shooting the series, but they'll be back next weekend to perform 'The Taming Of The Shrew' at..." he partially covered the mic and turned to Rose and asked where they were performing next weekend. She answered and he continued, "... at 'The Heritage Museum' in Sandwich. I hope you'll all come see them again at that venue and, of course, they'll be here again tomorrow night for one more performance in Brewster. And don't forget to watch 'Civil Disobedience' on ABC starting late this fall. Alright, everyone, have a great night! Drive safely!"

The crowd went crazy with enthusiasm. Ed stole a sideways glance at John who was, obviously, in shock that they'd be leaving so soon and they hadn't told him about it. When their eyes met, Ed shrugged and looked a little sad and a little guilty - but only a little. The excitement of going to LA was too much to ignore.

Then Don Ferry shook hands with Ed and gave Rose a peck on the cheek, in both cases saying, "A car will pick you up at seven on Sunday morning."

As John headed for the wings, Don Ferry grabbed his arm and turned him, pulling him into a huge hug leaving his beautiful skirts flailing. Then he spoke softly into John's ear, "I'm so sorry, honey. We all know that you read the best, but you have to understand that ABC is owned by Disney and, even though they're very progressive with their employees, having a boy playing a completely female role on a weekly TV series is a challenge they're not quite ready to take on, yet. I'm sorry."

John was a bit surprised that he even acknowledged him, let alone that he'd say something like this. "Couldn't I play the role as a boy?" John asked a bit desperately.

The actor smiled down at him, paternally, "Sweetheart, you just weren't as good as a boy. I'm sorry, but that's the truth of the situation. If it's between you and another boy who's already got a following, they're going to go with a known money maker. It's just the way the business works."

John nodded and attempted to smile, he gave Don a kiss on the cheek and a 'thank you' before completing his exit.

Rose and Ed were waiting at the foot of the stairs. Ed offered a hand, but John used the railing instead.

When he reached the ground, they heard Julia raving about the costumes to Janice. "Oh, and that blue plaid dress you put him in, Oh, my God, it was beautiful. Oh, here he comes, now! Bianca, you are just precious in that! Congratulations, darling, you were marvelous!"

John smiled and waved an acknowledgement of the compliment as they all headed for the dressing areas.

"So... Sunday?" John finally said.

"Oh, Beebs." Rose rubbed his shoulder and tried to pull him into a hug, but John kept moving forward. "We only found out about an hour before call. I was planning on telling you right after the show, but I didn't get the chance..."

"Seriously, John," Ed said, "I was going to tell you the minute we got off stage. When I saw Don... well, I couldn't believe it. I'm wicked sorry. I didn't want you to find out this way."

"No need to apologize just because you guys are successful and I'm not. I'll just miss you guys, is all. I thought we had all summer and I really hoped that we'd all go to LA to be on that show together, but... damn, what a jerk I'm being. I'm sorry, guys. Congratulations. I just... I just need to change..."

As he headed into the changing area, Rose asked, "What did Don say to you?"

John turned and said, "He said that I wasn't good enough to get the role as a boy and, even though I was very good as a girl, ABC is owned by Disney and they're not prepared to cast a freaky little sissy in a dress to play a girl's role. So - essentially, I suck at being a guy, which, of course, everyone already knew."

He sulked away to change.

"Shit, shit, shit," Ed whispered. "Rose, I never would have done this except I like hanging with John - and now, you - but this is all so unfair. He should be going with us."

Rose shook her head sadly. "It's a business, Ed. Just a business and it seems like they made their decisions based on business instead of talent. Either we do it or we don't and if we do it, maybe we can find him some work, you know? Maybe even get him into a small part on the show."

From a short distance away, they heard the voice of Don Ferry calling Rose's name. She turned and saw the TV star walking towards her with one arm around Rose's mom and the other around her dad. "Look who I found," he called as he smiled. "I offered to take them out to dinner. You and Ed, too, unless you'd rather chill with your cast mates."

"What? Are you kidding?" she stammered. "Just give me five minutes to change!"

"How about you, Ed? Are your folks here, too?"

"No, sir, Mr Ferry...." Ed began.

"Uh, Uh, Uh!" The actor interrupted.

"Sorry... Don... but I'd love to join you, too, if that's ok?"

"Excellent, and little Bianca, too, if she'd like."

They both ran to change. Rose found John, already back in his little shift dress, headed out to see Cassie and Annie. "Bebe!" She stopped him in his tracks. "Don invited all of us to dinner. You, me, Ed, my folks! I bet he'd spring for Marilyn and Nancy, too. What do you say?"

He shrugged, "Nah, I don't think so. I'd just be a fifth wheel. I'll thank him on the way to see the girls. I'll get a ride home with my mom, or something. Have fun."

"Johnny, please...!" But he was already out the door.

"I don't believe it! Don Ferry just kissed you. He did it on the stage and he did it again just now! He actually kissed you!" Annie was very star struck and over tired to the point of giddiness. "You actually know a star! That's the coolest thing I ever heard of!"

John was giggling. Why did these girls always make him so happy!? "I don't know him. I auditioned with Ed and Rose, but I didn't get a part. He's just being nice."

"Can we meet him?"

"Annie, stop," Cassie was getting a tad irked with her sister. "Bebe, you were SO GOOD! I can't believe that they didn't take you on that show. You KILLED this play. You were so, so, so, 'f-ing' good! Congratulations!"

They all hugged and bounced, "Aww, thanks guys. And thanks for coming. It really meant a lot to me."

"Maybe they can see another performance before the summer's over." Marilyn appeared out of the crowd. She was smiling and seemed very happy with the play. "But if you do, you make darned sure that your mom sends me a text so I know you're coming and you guys will come to our house for dinner. Deal?"

"Deal!" the sisters said in unison.

Nancy joined them and said to the girls, "Well, girls, what did you think of my little sister? Wasn't she great?"

The girls agreed, but John was left wondering what Nancy's angle was.

"Cassie! Annie! Let's go! It's late! We need to get to the fireworks!" a man called from farther down the walkway.

"Coming, Dad!" they called. "Sorry, we have to go. Bebe, you were awesome! I'll text your mom, or something... gotta run! Love you!"

"Love you, too!" John called as he waved to them.

"You were WONDERFUL, sweetheart." Marilyn hugged his head to her breast. I have seen at least seven or eight productions of this show and I have never seen a Bianca who dominated the stage like you did! Congratulations, honey!"

"You really were incredible, Johnny," Nancy confirmed. "I'm blown away, if I didn't know you were my brother, I never would have suspected that you were a guy."

"I guess this makes it all worth while, huh?" Marilyn beamed.

He shrugged. "I guess. Mom, can you give me a ride home?"

Marilyn's smile shrank a bit. "Well, yes, of course you can, honey, but don't you want to go out with your friends? I heard that there was going to be a bonfire on the beach tonight."

Another shrug. "Ed and Rose are going to dinner with Don Ferry."

"And they didn't invite you?" Nancy seemed peeved.

"No, they invited me, I just... I'd just be in the way and Rose's mom and dad - I don't know what they know, so I think I'd just rather go home."

"Oh, ok, honey, if you're sure..."

"I'm sure, mom, and could I, maybe, not talk about it?"

"Sure, baby. Let's go."

The ride home was lonely. Sitting alone in the backseat of his mom's minivan seemed extremely childish under the circumstances. A car seat wouldn't have seemed out of place at the moment. He wasn't mad or irritated at all. He just felt sad and left out.

"I can't believe how good this production was, Johnny," Nancy offered, seemly trying to both make him feel better and make amends for previous conflicts.

"Thanks, Nan," John replied as he watched the dark scenery out his window. The fireworks in Brewster could be seen popping up over the trees in the distance from time to time.

The quiet continued.

"I saw that Mr Ferry spoke to you," Marilyn said as she glanced at him in the rear view mirror. "Did he say anything encouraging?"

"Kinda. He said that it was just business and that I was really good at the audition."

"Well, that's nice," Marilyn said, looking at Nancy to get her to keep the momentum going.

"That's great, Johnny. He wouldn't have said that if it weren't true."

"I suppose," John nodded.

The silence continued.

"He also said that I was better as Bebe than as John."

Neither Nancy nor Marilyn could think of a replay to that.

Eventually, "Well, honey..." Marilyn searched for the words, "... you created Bebe, so, in a sense, that was a great compliment."

"Ok, mom," he knew she meant well, but there wasn't much of a silver lining to be found right now. "Regardless, my best friends are going to LA without me in about thirty six hours and I'm going to be twiddling my thumbs and wearing dresses until the summer is over. You guys were right; I'm just a fuck-up."

"John!" Marilyn said in shock. "I never, not once in my entire life, said anything like that!"

"Me neither!" said Nancy.

"Yeah, but you implied it. I gave up everything for this role, mom. Like you said, I'm not even a man anymore. I'm just a boy who likes looking like a little girl. Even Nancy said I should go to jail."

Nancy let out a frustrated grunt. "John, I did NOT say that. I said that I was concerned that, if those little girls' parents found out... oh, what's the use. You're in a foul mood and you'll just twist whatever I say to make me look like the bad guy. Have it your way."

"Nancy, please," Marilyn said quietly, knowing her daughter's propensity for drama and her ability to make any issue 'about her.' "Your brother is having a rough time. Be sympathetic, please."

"Ok. Sorry. Johnny... we love you and you stole that show tonight. You're a great actor and it will happen for you. I know it will. Honestly, I thought this acting idea was just a pipe dream until tonight, but now that I've seen what you can do... You're going to make it Johnny. I just know that you will."

John was feeling a bit ashamed at having baited his sister as he had. "Thanks, Nan. Sorry. I'm just... kinda lost at the moment. I'll get over it. Sorry."

It was not the opening night that John had envisioned. The food-truck festival was a blast, singing and dancing along with the band was fun, too. Meeting up with the girls was both exciting and nerve wracking. In fact, he loved being with them. They were so bright and happy that a big part of him lamented the fact that he wasn't able to really be a fourteen year old girl so he could be with them all the time. The show was incredible, the crowd was great, but everything since then had just sucked.

It was not even 11:15pm on an opening night and John was in bed. He knew that he was just feeling sorry for himself, but there wasn't a lot more he could do. He just felt bad.

"Hi, baby." Marilyn peeked into the room. "Can I come in?"

"Sure, mom."

She sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the boy in the virginal white nightgown with the lace shoulder straps as he laid in bed. "You ok, sweetie?"

"I'm ok, mom."

She nodded and thought. "Johnny, I know that this is not the best time to talk about this, but I need to speak with you about something. So, please, try not to get mad at me."

"All right."

"Good. Now, over the past two weeks, I have watched you change from John to Bianca to Bebe back to Bianca, back to Bebe... and I have gone from being amused to being supportive to being confused, to being scared to being incredibly proud of you that performance, tonight. Everything that Ms Weldon, Rita, Rose and Ed have been telling me is true: you are one of the most talented people I have ever seen."

"Thanks, mom, but you don't have to try to make me feel better."

"That's not what I'm doing, John. I'm not done. Throughout all of this, I have been fascinated by how well you've adapted to being so much younger and to being a girl. Not only did you become a little girl, though, Johnny, you have thrived as a little girl. Everybody loves you this way. It's unbelievable. I never would have thought that this kind of transformation was possible, but I watched it happen with my own eyes. So, I have a few questions. May I ask them?"

"Ok."

"Do you like being a girl?"

"Well, yes, mom, I do, I guess, but I liked being a guy, too. Being a girl is kinda new and exciting for me, you know? The clothes and the makeup and the way people treat me as Bebe... it's entirely different than being a guy. There's a part of me that finds it all a little exciting and fun, but there's a big part of me that finds it all - every bit of it - right."

"Uh, huh. And if you had to choose, would you choose to be a boy or a girl?"

"I don't know, mom. I still like girls... I guess I wish I could be kind of how I am. A guy and a girl at the same time."

"So, you don't want to have your... parts... removed."

"No, mom. I'd really like to keep that. I kinda like it."

Both of them gave nervous giggles at that remark.

"And what about your boobs? Do you want to keep those?"

"Oh, boy... that is a big question. If I have to be honest, mom, I'm really fascinated by them. I love having them, but I wish they were real so I could feel them, you know? I'm sorry. I know that makes me seem weird, but that's the truth."

"Why would that be weird? I like my boobs. Why shouldn't you like yours."

That made some sense.

"Ok," Marilyn smiled as supportively as she could, "So we agree that you're at least considering making some changes to your body, right?"

"Well, fantasizing more than considering, but, yes."

"Ok, good. Now, sweetie, do you think that, under these circumstances, we could, maybe schedule an appointment with a gender councilor? You know, a therapist who's had some experience with these things so that you can get some guidance to figure all this out?"

John thought for a few moments. He wasn't necessarily opposed to seeing a therapist, but was it really necessary, now. Maybe - maybe not, but his mother was obviously concerned, so why not help her ease her mind. "Ok, mom. I'll look for doctors online tomorrow and we can talk about it after that. Is that ok?"

"That's perfect, sweetie. Thank you." She smiled at him and he smiled back. It was an innocent, feminine smile that belonged to a little girl. "You make a beautiful child, baby."

"Thanks, mom. You make a beautiful woman. I hope that I'm half the woman you are someday."

Her first reaction was to be flattered, but then she realized that John was being funny. He was talking about being a woman on top and a man on the bottom. 'Half the woman...'

John giggled at her realization.

"Oh, you!" She laughed and hugged her pretty little son.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Kiss Me, Bianca - 7

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  • Clara

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  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Age Regression
  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental

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  • Historical
  • Lingirie
  • Workplace Situations

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Kiss Me, Bianca: 7

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Rose and Ed say goodbye to John as they head to Hollywood. Left alone, how will John cope without their support?


 
Author's Note: Once again, so many wonderful supportive emails and reviews from my readers! I am so, so grateful to each and every one of you. To Lucy Perkins, Suzi Auchentiber, EllieJo Jayne, D. Eden, Kymmie Lorain, Stacy, Angharad, Tina Mouse, Jerry B, Joanne Barbarella, Dee Sylvan, Starhawk55, Michelle SidheElf Amaianna, Will Shepard, Robyn Hoode, Andrea Lena, Intrigue75, NoName1, I say thank you all, so much for your support! I love you all!
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SAYING GOODBYE TO FRIENDS -or- PARTING IS SUCH SWEET SORROW
 

"The Pancake Man? This is the best place to have breakfast on The Cape?" Rose was not convinced as she and John walked up to the entrance of the decidedly unfashionable looking restaurant. It was painted a shade of nearly-black-brown that could only have been considered appropriate for a commercial venue in the 1970s. Immediately behind the fairly small building, an enormous water tower rose up and dwarfed both it and the parking lot. It looked like something from a bad science fiction film.

"Wait till you try it! I promise you, you have never had pancakes like this before!" John had, at first, not been overly keen on taking Rose up on her offer to take him out to breakfast for some 'Sister Time,' but when she said that he could pick the restaurant, he got excited about returning to a place he hadn't been for over a year.

"I don't really like pancakes." Rose shrugged as she held the door for him and they entered.

The interior décor did not disappoint. The linoleum floor was shades of grey and yellow that had hundred of layers of wax build-up on it. The booths and chairs were all made from two-inch thick wood and stained what was probably meant to be mahogany, but was just as black as black could be and, even though smoking in restaurants had been forbidden in Massachusetts for more than a couple of decades, the ceiling was yellowed from old cigarette smoke and there were dust covered 'smoke eaters' still hanging derelict on dusty chains. Beneath those, all the way around the raftered ceiling, hung well over a hundred colorful, yet dusty, tee shirts bearing the name of the establishment and the slogan, 'Have a pancake, man!' The tee shirts offered the only real color to the otherwise dismal room.

"Nice," Rose murmured sardonically as a college aged hostess led them to their booth, which had mustard yellow, vinyl seats that had been repaired in several spots with duct tape. "Seriously? This is your favorite place for breakfast?"

John smiled and nodded. "Just wait till you've tried the food! You'll love it!"

A much older waitress came to the table and looked at the 'sisters' with a look that said, 'I'm unimpressed.' "What can I get you to drink, ladies?"

"I'll have a coffee, please, and my sister will have a small orange juice." Rose automatically ordered for John as if he was still a child. He didn't mind. This was the first time he'd been alone with Rose in days and he was enjoying every second of her attention.

"I think I'm getting the half-stack of peanut butter cup pancakes." John was exploring the menu as they waited for the waitress to return.

"Really? That would sit like concrete in my stomach for a week. How are their eggs, here?"

"I don't know, Rose," John said with a playful petulance. "This isn't 'The Egg Man,' it's 'The Pancake Man.' I never had 'eggs' here. I always have 'pancakes' here. Hence, the name. Get it?"

"Yeah, I get it. Maybe they should change the sign to 'The-StarchBatter -Cooked-In-Butter-And-Grease-That'll-Remain-In-Your-IntestinesFor -Months Man' in the interest of truth in advertising. Honestly, Bebe, you should consider a lighter breakfast. Pancakes will make you sleepy. You have a show tonight, remember."

"Maybe you're right. I'll get the Silver Dollar Pancakes, instead. They're smaller."

Rose read the menu. "They're smaller, but you get twelve of them!!!"

John just smiled.

"Mark my words, little girl," Rose chided, "you wont have the digestive system of a child forever. Eating like this will catch up with you!"

"Come on, Rose. I eat salad for lunch every single day and I only eat reasonable helpings for dinner."

"Oh, really? And what about last night at the food trucks? You put away plenty of unhealthy food then! You better watch yourself or you'll be needing maternity dresses to accommodate your 'food baby.'"

John laughed.

"What'll it be, ladies?" The waitress placed their drinks
unceremoniously on their table and pulled out a notepad.

"I'll have the 'Garden Veggie Egg White Omelette,' please and my sister will have," she let out a dramatically large, exasperated sigh, "will have the half-stack of peanut butter cup pancakes. She'll have a glass of milk with that, too."

"Ok," the waitress said and departed.

"Yay!" John cheered and clapped his hands quietly.

Rose smiled at his adolescent gesture. "So, listen, Beebs, can we talk about what's happening this week?"

"Rose, I'm not really a child. I know what's happening this week. Tomorrow morning, you and Ed are going to LA and you'll be back on Friday around noon. I'm happy for you, I really am. You guys need to just accept that!"

"I know, honey," Rose kept her smile steady, "but we want you to consider something."

"What?"

"Well, Ed and I are going to try to find an apartment while we're there this week. Thanks to Rita's negotiation skills, the production company is giving us a housing allowance, so we can put down a down payment and get everything ready for when we move."

John nodded. "That sounds good. I guess Rita really knows her stuff." He was about to add a snarky remark about how, if Rita is that good, then it must have been his fault that he wasn't cast in the show, but that would have been rude.

"I guess, but Ed and I were talking and we're going to get a three bedroom place so that you can move out there, too. Does that sound good to you."

"It sounds very nice and very generous, Rose... but it sounds a lot like charity, too. I don't think I can do that. Thank you, though. And thank Ed, too, but I think that's just... too generous."

"Look, baby," her voice was becoming a bit more maternal as she tried to explain. As if she were explaining to a child. "Ed and I both understand that we would not be in this position if it weren't for you. The producers came out here to see YOU. They only even considered auditioning us because Rita felt that we worked well with YOU. Ed was done. His audition was a disaster and the only thing that saved him was YOU. This wouldn't be charity, Beebs. This would be our feeble attempt to pay you back for making all of this possible for us. You helped us, now we can help you."

John sipped his orange juice and looked around the restaurant. "I need to think about it, Rose. I mean... I appreciate it and all, but right now... I'm kind of scared to go out there without a job and I'm kind of scared to go looking for a job, too. Right now, I'm not sure that I'll ever be a real actor."

She looked at John more closely. His hair was pulled back into a crystal barrette that sat high at the back of his head. She'd brushed his hair and put it in for him. His makeup was very light, today. Just some base, very little on the eyes and young looking pink lipstick. The nearly shapeless white lace sundress that he wore was playful and lovely on his pale, weak shoulders. He was wearing white flip flops as well. His feet did not touch the ground and he was swinging his legs as he looked around the room. He looked perfect.

"Beebs... every time I have ever been a show, I always felt like I was just a little bit better at acting than everyone else in the play. With you, though... I have no idea where your talent comes from. You just 'become' your character. It's almost scary. So, if you're not going to make it as an actor, what chance do I have?"

The food arrived and they dug into it. "What do you think of the food?" John asked.

"I hate to admit it," Rose laughed, "but it's delicious. Evidently mold and mildew adds something to the food."

John laughed and continued eating his pancakes. When he was about half done, he slowed down, took a drink of milk and said, "You're going to be a huge star, Rose. I know it."

"Really?" She rolled her eyes. "I get a part on a show and I'm already a 'star?' How do you figure?"

"Because you're beautiful."

She looked up at him and a smile moved across her lips. "There's lots of beautiful women in Hollywood, Beebs and I'm not 'Hollywood' beautiful."

He shook his head. "No, you're not, and that why you're going to be a star. You're actually beautiful. You weren't created, you just ARE. You're beautiful. Combine that with the fact that you really are a brilliant actress and, ipso facto, you are going to be a star. I know now that I am not."

"What? How can you say that?"

"I've been thinking about what Mr Ferry said to me. He said I was better as a girl. The problem is... I'm not a girl. If they're not willing to hire me as a boy because I'm only average as a boy, but they won't hire me as a girl because I'm not really a girl, then that's it. I'm not going anywhere as an actor.

"Bebe... Johnny, do the run of Shrew and then come to LA and audition. I'm sure that you'll find a good role soon enough. Rita has a lot of confidence in you, you know. She'll find you work, I'm sure of it!"

He smiled at her as he thought of a way to change the subject. He just wasn't ready to think about them leaving, or him auditioning or anything else right now. "Since this is kind of our last day together, let's do something fun."

"Such as?"

He shrugged. "It's Cape Cod! There's tons of stuff to do. Let's start by shopping at the cheap places along Rt 28 and go from there."

So, that's what they did. They went into dozens of tee shirt and dress shops all along the main drag. They both tried on dozens and dozens of very casual dresses. All cute and all less than $30. John used his first paycheck of the summer to buy himself six dresses while Rose bought herself three and two more for John as well!

All the dresses were typical beach-fare. Thin, light cotton, somewhat shapeless, comfortable and cute as hell on John's petite frame.

They were home to shower and change by early afternoon, and they returned to Brewster that evening for another excellent performance before another appreciative crowd.

Janice had company backstage again with Julia joining her and complimenting every costume. They really seemed to have hit it off. John wondered if their relationship was just collegial or if they may have struck up a bit of a romance. Either way, Jan seemed thrilled to have her there!

"Mind if I crash at your house again, tonight?" Ed asked as they headed for the car.

"Of course not. I'm glad that I'll be able to see you in the morning before you leave." John hugged his big friend as they walked.

"You're ok with us going, then?"

"Of course I am. Obviously, I'd prefer to be going with you, but I'm not mad about anything. I'm more... disappointed in myself, I guess."

Ed hugged him tightly as they reached the car. "Listen, John, I know that the ONLY reason they took me was because you saved my ass at the audition. Whether or not this becomes a career for me... well, we'll see, but whatever happens, I'll owe you forever for this chance. I love you, pal, and I really want you to come live with us. Will you do that?"

John kissed Ed's cheek. "I'll think about it, Ed. Thanks!"

None of the three of them slept that night - they didn't even try. They watched three Don Ferry movies and a three episodes of 'Law And Order' on which he played a sophisticated killer. They all were becoming fans of his, John more than anyone.

"I never really noticed it before, but after reading with him, I'm really impressed by his timing. He really controls the pace of the scenes he's in. You guys will have a lot to work off of when you're in scenes with him," John said. He was wearing short, spaghetti strapped, purple satin nightie as he sat between Rose and Ed and they cuddled him.

Rose was wearing a white sleep shirt with black pin stripes and black piping around the collar. It was oversized and ended on her upper thighs. Other than that, she just wore white nylon panties that, in keeping with the design of the shirt, peeked out from underneath the shirt on a pretty regular basis. "You're right, Bebe. If I hadn't been reading along with you, I would have tried to control the timing when I read with him, but I felt you relax into his tempo and I did the same."

"Can you guys explain what you're talking about?" Ed was mentally taking notes.

John smiled. He knew that Ed was better at this than he let on, but why not help him out. "When you're working with him, Ed, just relax and react and respond to him as naturally as you can. Don't try to control anything. That's what he's good at."

"Think about Johnny Dept in the first 'Pirates' movie," Rose offered. "He sets the tempo in every scene that he's in. Everyone lets him create the feeling and they compliment his interpretation."

"Huh," Ed nodded. "I get it. Michael J Fox did that too, right?"

"Yeah, that's right," John grinned. "Not all actors can, but he does. Watch some Cary Grant movies, or Al Pacino or Paul Newman. When he's really owning the movie, Tom Hanks, too."

"Oh, Yeah! 'Captain Phillips' is a great example," Rose agreed.

"Is this what college is like at Emerson?" Ed laughed. "Because that's not what's it's like at Wentworth!"

John and Rose giggled. "A little," John said. "This is more like the conversations in the cafeteria."

They continued to critique the movies and, before they knew it, a big, black Lincoln Town Car pulled into the driveway.

"Damn!" Rose stood quickly. "The car is here. I need to change real quickly!"

As she ran to her bedroom, Ed teased, "I've never met a woman who could get changed 'real quick.' I'll tell the guy it'll be an hour."

John punched Ed in the arm. "Behave."

Ed hugged him tightly and buried his nose in John's hair. "Ohhh, man... I'm going to miss you. I wish you were going to be there to tell me how to do this."

John enjoyed the hug. Ed always smelled nice - John had never really noticed how nice before. "Just relax and be yourself," John advised, "you'll be great."

"'Be yourself,' huh? That's weird advice coming from you." Ed smiled and kissed him on the cheek as he rose.

"I don't know. Maybe I am being myself. I've kinda lost track." John stood and walked behind his friend. Ed smiled at the remark, but John wasn't sure if he had actually been kidding or not. He had a lot to consider while his friends were away.

Ed grabbed his sport-duffle from his bed in the breezeway, then called back towards the bedrooms, "How long should I tell the driver it'll be?"

Rose emerged from her room pulling a rolling suitcase. "Is that all you're taking?" She asked Ed.

"Yeah. Why? We'll be back in a week."

What if we have to go to a nice restaurant or something?"

"I have nice things."

She shook her head with exasperation, then she looked at John and said, "Men just don't have a clue, do they?"

John smiled. "I'll take your suitcase." He rolled it out the door with more difficulty than he expected.

"Johnny, be careful," he heard his mother scold him from the doorway. She must have woken when Ed called to Rose. "You're only wearing a nightie, for crying out loud. Don't let people see everything."

"Ok, mom," he said and hustled to catch up with his friends, but his mother, discreetly in her robe, caught up and helped him.

"Bye Mrs Foley," Ed kissed her cheek. "Thanks for everything!"

"You're very welcome, Ed. Take care of yourself."

"I will." Then he turned to John, hugged him and gave him a more than friendly kiss on his lips. "Bye, Beebs. I'll see you Friday afternoon."

"Bye, bud. Just be yourself, ok? They'll love you."

"Ok"

"Bye, Marilyn, and thank you so much for everything," Rose hugged Marilyn and offered a kiss on her cheek.

"Goodbye, Rosie. Be very careful out there."

"I will. I promise." Then she turned to John, kissed him and whispered, "I wish we'd had some time last night, Beebs. I'm going to miss you, so much."

John smiled, but his eyes were getting watery. "No, you won't. You'll be busy, doing exciting things. You won't have time to miss me, but I'll see you on Friday, though. I love you."

She smiled sadly. "I love you, too, little girl. See you on Friday."

The door to the Town Car closed, the car pulled out and Ed and Rose were gone. They'd been his whole world for two solid weeks, but now they were gone, leaving John standing in front of his home watching the car getting smaller in the early morning sun.

Marilyn stared at John's back for a long while before she asked, "Are you ok?"

When he turned, he was wearing a brave smile, but his face was wet with tears. "Yeah, I'm ok."

"Come on. I'll make you some breakfast." She wrapped her arm around his naked shoulder and led him into the house where Nancy was waiting and watching from the breezeway. She opened her arms to hug him, but John fell into her arms completely and he sobbed and sobbed until he needed to breath again.

He woke up at about three that afternoon. When Marilyn heard him stirring she called in from the hallway.

"Are you up, honey?"

"Yeah, mom. I'm up."

"Good. Take a shower and get changed, baby. We have a reservation at Cicero's for five-thirty, then we're going to see a movie."

John sighed. "Mom, I don't really feel like..."

"I know, I know, you feel like sitting around and feeling sorry for yourself, but that's not what you need right now. Right now, you need to take a shower, put on your makeup, do your hair nicely, put on a nice dress and pretty jewelry and go out and face the world. So, come on, little girl, get your pretty little butt in gear because your mother is hungry."

He groaned a resigned groan. She was right. All he wanted to do was wallow in self pity for awhile. There was nothing wrong with that under the circumstances, was there? Evidently there was because his mother wasn't going to let him do it.

A half hour later, when he re-emerged from the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his torso and another wrapped turban style around his head, he was surprised to find a pretty, pink, lace bra and panty set on his bed next to a magenta, sleeveless, fit-and-flare dress. The dress was unadorned, but the color was very pretty and he could tell by looking at it that the bodice would fit him nicely and that the skirt would have a playful quality to it.

He liked it. "Nice choice, mom," he called out.

"I'm glad you like it, but I didn't pick it out." Marilyn came in to the room and picked up the panties, holding them out so he could step into them.

Keeping his modesty with the towel, he stepped into the panties, although he might just as well have been standing there naked, because, when the panties reached his crotch, his mother reached in and placed his penis in the gusset of the panties. After he got past the shock of that, he asked, "Where did the dress come from, then."

Marilyn smiled. "Your sister went out this morning while you were sleeping and she came back with it. She had to leave earlier than expected to take care of a few things."

She stood to help him put on his bra.

"Really? Nancy bought that for me?" John was a bit confused by the gift.

"Yep." She fastened the bra. "There's a card, too. Why don't you read the card, put on your dress and come see me in my room and I'll do your hair and makeup." She left him alone.

John saw the corner of the card sticking out from under the dress. Gingerly, he pulled it out, sat beside the dress on his bed and looked at the address on the card. 'To: My wonderful brother and my beautiful sister. From: Your idiotic sister.'

John read it several times and each time he felt worse that things were weird between him and Nancy. He'd always looked up to her. He loved her in a very special way and he wanted things between them to be normal, again.

Eventually, he opened the card, which was actually a piece of printer paper folded twice to create a small booklet. On the front was a drawing that Nancy had done. It was a somewhat anime-ish drawing of two girls standing in a field, holding hands. It made him smile.

He opened it. Nancy's handwriting was very small and crisp, easy to read. The note filled the page.

'Johnny - my wonderful little brother.

I don't know why, but I have always had a hard time dealing with my feelings. I tend to either shut them out or get angry. That's just how I am and I know that it's not fair to the people I love. I'll try to be better - to be more like you, Johnny. I never meant to hurt you or show you disrespect, but I did. This morning, when I held you and you cried, my heart broke into a million pieces and I realized that I didn't care if you were John or Bianca or anyone else, that I loved you more than I will ever love anyone. You have been like my own child since the day you were born and mom let me hold you. You mean absolutely everything to me, Johnny, and I nearly threw all of that away because I was unwilling to let you be who you are and who you are becoming. From now on, I promise to try to be better - to be more like you. To show my love more freely and to be more deserving of your love. I will always be here for the brother I love, and the little sister I am just meeting. I will cherish you both forever. I am leaving this note for John, my wonderful brother, and this dress for Bebe, my beautiful sister. I will be back as soon as I can. Until them, remember I love you, I love you, I love you. Nancy'

The tears that clouded John's vision were warm and loving. He wished that Nancy was still staying at the cottage so he could hug her and tell her everything her was feeling. Eventually, he picked up his phone and sent sister a text. 'I love, too. I really do. I'm so sorry and thank you.'

Moments later a response came. 'You have nothing to be sorry for. I love you. Enjoy your dinner with mom. Send me a picture of you in the dress.'

"It is an adorable dress, isn't it, Bebe?" Marilyn had done John's make up and was now working on his hair. She'd put some curl into it and was fastening the bejeweled flower hair clip she was using to pull some hair back away from her son 's face.

John looked at his mother in the mirror and said, "Mom, that's the first time you ever called me Bebe when we were alone."

Marilyn looked back into the mirror to meet John's gaze. "Nancy and I talked for a long time before she left today, baby. We decided that it was probably best to refer to you as Bebe for as long as you appear to be Bebe. That's ok, isn't it?"

He nodded. The look his mother had chosen for him was similar to the look he'd come home with after the call back. It was very young and innocent. His makeup was simple and barely visible. His lips were a sweet pink instead of Bianca-red. He liked the way his hair looked with a little curl in it and pulling the sides of the front back made his bangs more prominent which also looked a bit more juvenile. She fluffed and fussed with his hair a bit longer, then checked the clock and said, "We need to go if we're going to make it to the restaurant in time."

John stood and Marilyn guided him to the full length mirror on her closet door. With his mother in reasonable heels and him in gel-flats, his forehead was at the height of her shoulder. He leaned his head back, resting it on her shoulder and he looked at the mother and daughter reflected in the mirror. They seemed happy.

"Come on, baby," Marilyn put her arm around his narrow shoulders. "Let's go to dinner."

Cicero's was across the bridge in Buzzard's Bay, so their drive was fairly long. It was one of Marilyn's favorite places to eat. Even in the off season, every now and then, she'd make the ninety minute drive from Worcester to enjoy this restaurant's menu.

When they pulled into the parking lot, John immediately noticed a familiar vehicle parked away from the road. "Hey, isn't that Nancy's car over there?"

"Huh? Where?" Marilyn feigned.

"Over there, in the corner. I'm sure that's her car. I can see the Umass Medical School parking sticker on the back window. I thought she left."

"Huh! I thought so, too. What a surprise. Wait till she sees us. Won't she be shocked!?"

John cocked an eye at his mother. She was a lousy liar. "What's going on, mom?"

"Nothing's 'going on,' honey. Heavens, what an imagination you have."

"Yeah, well, you start talking like a British woman in an old movie when you try to be coy and right now you sound just like Julie Andrews in 'Mary Poppins.'"

"Oh, push-tosh," she teased as she put the car in park. "Alright, come now, Bebe. Spit spot." She laughed at her own imitation of the fantastical nanny.

As they entered the restaurant, Nancy was headed out the door. "Well, hi, guys!" Nancy said. "I didn't think I'd meet you here! What a coincidence!" She kissed her mother's cheek and whispered, "I'll put everything into your car before I leave."

Then she looked at John. "Oh, Bebe, that dress is just adorable on you!" She kissed his cheek.

"Um, thanks, Nan, and thanks for buying it for me. Look, about your note..."

She hugged him. "I'd really rather not talk about it, Bebe. Just know that I love you, ok?"

She released him and he looked confused as he said, "Ok... I love you, too... but... what's going on? This isn't a coincidence, really, is it?"

She smiled a little too slyly and said, "Love you, Bebe! I have to run. I have a shift starting at eleven o'clock." She kissed him again and said, "Bye, honey," as she headed out the door as John watched, confused.

"Come on, honey," Marilyn said as a hostess waited to lead them to a table. John followed his mother's guidance as she prompted him to follow the hostess and she followed him. She also waved across the room at some people she knew who also seemed to move towards the same table.

"I love your dress," the hostess said to John as they walked. "I love the color! It's so bright! You're so lucky to have dark hair. I've got this mousy-brown color that just doesn't seem to look good with any bright colors. Alright, here we go." She placed four menus on the table and stepped back to allow John and Marilyn to sit in the booth. "Marco will be your waiter. Have a wonderful evening. Oh, and I guess this is the rest of your party."

John looked in the direction that the hostess had indicated and was shocked to see Annie and Cassie bounding over to their table. John's smile was huge and sincere. "Oh, my God! What are you guys doing here!?"

Cassie leaned over and kissed him as Annie insinuated herself into the seat beside him and hugged him tightly.

"Your mom said that you were feeling sad and lonely after Rose left," Cassie said, with an equally huge grin, "so she invited us to come down for a few days."

"A few days? How long?"

"Till Thursday afternoon," Annie giggled. "Then our mom is coming down to get us."

John was still trying to get his thoughts in order, "But... how did you get here?"

"Your sister Nancy drove up to Manchester and picked us up!" Annie was beaming. In her entire fourteen years and seven months of life, she'd never done anything as exciting as going on an impromptu vacation and surprising a friend in this manner.

"Nancy?... but... that's, like, two and a half hours both ways! Nancy drove five hours... for me?"

"She did," Marilyn smiled.

"Why?" John was still processing everything.

"Because she loves you, Bebe. Haven't you figured that out, yet?"

"Yeah... of course, I have, but... I'm just... Holy cow! I can't believe you guys are back! Again!!!"

There was nothing but grins all around.

"Alright, ladies," Marilyn opened her menu, "let's order soon. We have a movie to get to!"

The movie, as it turned out, was at a public beach back in Hyannis where a large screen was set up in the parking lot to create a drivein theater.

"Did you see that sign?" Annie asked as they pulled in past the concession stand. "They're showing 'Grease' first, the 'The Greatest Showman!' BEST DOUBLE FEATURE, EVER!!!"

"Awesome!" Cassie agreed.

"Wow, mom! Great choice!" John said.

Of course, John and the girls knew every song and movement in both movies. While Marilyn camped out in her comfortable, captain's seat behind the wheel of her Toyota RAV4, John and the girls, with the assistance of a Bose Bluetooth speaker, were outside of the vehicle throughout both movies. They sang. They danced. They recited lines from the films. They were joined by other girls, from ages seven to sixteen, who also knew every second of each film. By the time 'Grease' had ended, the area in front and around Marilyn's vehicle was the social center of the makeshift theater.

There was something about being Bebe that just brought John to life. The more he indulged in his little girl persona, the more outgoing he became and being with Annie and Cassie, well, that just brought out the little girl even more. By the time 'The Greatest Showman' reached the song 'Never Enough,' John and about thirty other preteen and teen girls were standing straight and tall, facing the screen with the same attitude that Rebecca Ferguson assumed as Jenny Lind in the movie and they all were singing at the top of their lungs.

'Never Enough! Never! Never!
Never Enough! Never! Never!
Never Enough! For me! For me! For me!'

Each of them, with John in front of them, stood straight and still, with arms out stretched and imploring as they sang the plaintive lyrics. They aimed their heads and voices high and distant as if they were singing to the back row of an opera house, just as Jenny Lind did in the film.

Marilyn used her phone to record the scene and she sent it to both Nancy and Rose. Part of her was amazed by her talented son and his uncanny ability to lead a crowd, but part of her was sure that her son was, in fact, gone forever. Bebe was too strong for him to resist. Hell, Bebe seemed to be too strong for anyone to resist. John was a good kid, but he went unnoticed most of the time. Bebe was a force of nature and she had taken over John, heart, soul, spirit and being.
 
TIME WITH THE GIRLS -or- IF WE ARE TRUE TO OURSELVES, WE CAN NOT BE FALSE TO ANYONE
 

On the ride home, it finally occurred to John to ask his mother, "Have you heard from Ed and Rose?"

Marilyn pulled out her phone, opened up the text message app and handed it to John. "They arrived around seven o'clock our time. Here are pictures of the hotel and the pool."

"Can we see?" Annie leaned forward, curious.

John shared the pictures of the hotel and some shots of the meal they shared with the other stars of 'Civil Disobedience.'

"I can't believe that they are going to be friends with Don Ferry," Annie said, still star struck. "He's so handsome!"

"He is a babe, don't you think, Bebe?" Cassie asked.

Marilyn smiled as her once girl-obsessed son was put on the spot.

"...yeah... yeah, he's a fox!"

The girls laughed.

"A fox!?" Cassie laughed. "What are you, like, fifty years old!?"

John laughed, too. "He's cute," he recovered.

"That's an understatement!" Cassie handed the phone back to John. "He's gorgeous!"

The next three days were a blur of fun and excitement for John and the girls. They all slept on the sleep-sofas in the big room. They would sleep late, then go to the beach for a few hours. They rode bikes and shot baskets in the driveway. They shared clothes and did each other's hair and makeup.

On Wednesday morning, John had a brush-up rehearsal and Cassie and Annie came along. John had sent an email to everyone asking that they refer to him only as Bianca or Bebe in front of the girls. The cast treated the girls like princesses and Jan even let them try on several costumes each. They even got to wear John's 'Bianca' costumes. They were in heaven!

Throughout it all, Marilyn and John received many pictures from Rose and Ed. Pictures of the limousines that picked them up and the drivers in their dark suits. Pictures of the set and Don Ferry acting with cast mates. The one thing that seemed to be upsetting them both, though, was that Christian William Harris, the young actor who had gotten the role for which John had auditioned, had thus far been a no-show on the set. The cast had been told that his absence had been due to an extension of the filming schedule on another project. The only real impact this seemed to be having on the show was that Rose had only filmed a few scenes so far, since many of her's were meant to be with him.

Wednesday evening, John was in the kitchen helping Marilyn by making brownies for dessert, something he seemed to know how to do, now, even though he'd never made them before, when Cassie called in from the big room. "Bebe! You have to see this!"

"I'll be right there," he called back.

"No! You need to come, NOW!"

As he headed into the room, his mother's cell phone rang. Seconds after she picked hers up, John's rang, too, but he was already in the other room.

"Look!" Annie grabbed his arm and pulled him to the couch while Cassie rewound the digital cable transmission. It was a gossip broadcast on the TMZ network. When she'd reached the right location, she pressed 'play.'

"Trouble on the set of veteran actor Don Ferry's new show today." The handsome host of the salacious broadcast smiled as he spoke. "Shooting, which began on Monday, has been delayed as they waited for the arrival of teen heart-throb, Christian William Harris who has been AWOL all week, supposedly due to a conflict on another project. Today, however, TMZ learned that the young actor has, in fact been fighting an addiction problem..."

"Bebe," Marilyn came into the room, "you need to take this call."

"Just a second, mom."

The man on the TV continued, "... According to our sources, young Mr Harris has been battling an addiction to heroine for quite some time. Earlier this afternoon, he was hospitalized after a severe overdose. According to a spokeswoman from the show 'Civil Disobedience,' the show will be shutting down briefly to retool in the wake of this news..."

"Bebe," Marilyn was more forceful, "you NEED to take this call. It's Rita." But John was still riveted to the broadcast.

Another TV host spoke to the first. "Looks like another bad turn for the once successful Don Ferry, to me, Blake."

"I don't know, Shayne, but not many shows ever recover from 'retooling.' This sounds like the death knell for 'Civil
Disobedience.'"

"BIANCA!" Marilyn shook John's shoulder, "TAKE THIS CALL!!!"

John's thoughts were far away – in LA. Poor Ed and Rose! This must be awful for them! But he heard his mother’s voice and felt her shake his shoulder. “What?”

“It’s Rita, honey. She’s on the phone and needs to talk to you.”

John was in a daze, but he took the phone and said, “Hello?” He wandered towards the kitchen.

Marilyn sat between Annie and Cassie and watched the TV. “Oh, Lord,” she muttered.

“I’m sure that everything will work out, Mrs Foley,” Cassie said and she touched Marilyn’s shoulder.

“Yeah,” Annie add, mimicking Cassie’s gesture on the other shoulder.

Marilyn reached out with both hands and shook the girls’ knees. “I know, girls. It’s just scary, having the kids so far from home when things aren’t going well.”

“I can imagine,” Cassie said, as she hugged the older woman. “They’ll fix this, I’m sure.”

Marilyn nodded and smiled at the support the girls were offering.

John was dazed as he returned. “Mom... Rita needs to speak to you.” He handed the phone to his mother.

John sat on the couch opposite the one the sisters were sitting on. He was lost in thought.

“Are you ok, Bebe?” Annie asked.

He nodded and looked frightened.

“Beebs, what’s wrong?” Cassie asked. “Who’s Rita?”

He looked up. “Rita is my agent...”

“You have AN AGENT!?” Both sister shouted.

“I... I have another shot at that part. The one that they were just talking about. I... I have to go to California... I have another audition... tomorrow...”

The girls let out screams of joy and ran to hug John.

John felt a tidal wave of fear wash over him. When he went to the first audition, he felt pretty confident. At the call back, he felt like Superman because, basically, the entire production crew had come all the way to The Cape to see him, but that had turned out to be such a massive failure that he was petrified that he’d go all the way to LA, again, and this time he’d fail even worse. He’d never felt this frightened of anything in his life.

“You’re going to California!?” Cassie clapped her hands in excitement.

John nodded.

“By yourself!?” Annie asked.

“Probably. I went out by myself a couple of weeks ago.” He told them the story of meeting Rita on the plane.

“Wow!” Annie fell back onto the couch and banged her hands against the cushions. “You are the coolest girl I have ever met!!!”

“Aren’t you excited, Bebe?” She asked.

He shrugged. “To tell you the truth, I’m kind of terrified.”

“Why?” Annie sat up. “We saw you act last weekend. You’re amazing. Why would you be scared?”

“Joh... Umm... Bebe... Can I talk to you privately for a moment?”

“Ok,” John headed into the kitchen.

“Here’s the deal that Rita worked out. The Disney people are not going to know that they auditioned you already. As far as anyone knows, you’ll just be a girl that Rita represents and who she’s bringing in for an audition. There’ll be a bunch of other boys and girls there for the audition, too, so you won’t stand out, necessarily. You won’t see the pages ahead of time, but someone named ‘Julia’ wants to meet you before the audition to prep you.”

He nodded and listened. “So I’m auditioning as girl, only?”

“I’m afraid so, honey. Is that ok?”

He thought for a moment. “I guess it’ll have to be. I’d rather be there with Ed and Rose, dressed as a girl, than back here with out them. So, am I leaving tomorrow morning?”

“No, baby. They need you TO BE THERE tomorrow morning. You’re leaving at eleven-forty-five tonight. You’re taking a red-eye flight to LAX. Rose has hired a car to meet you. You’ll be back on Friday in time for your show.”

“But, what about the girls?”

“Hey, girls,” Marilyn called out. “Bebe has to fly out to California tonight. How would you like to help her pack and drive her to the airport with me?”

“Cool!” They Both yelled as they scampered into John’s bedroom to pick out clothes to make him look as cute as possible.

“Well,” Marilyn grinned at her son, “what are you waiting for? Go get ready, cutie.” She kissed his cheek. He smiled, then ran off to help the girls pick out his clothes.

The ride to the airport was loud and exciting with Annie and Cassie asking all kinds of questions and making all kinds of predictions about how the audition process would proceed and how his destined success would impact his life. John may have found it annoying if he wasn’t extremely grateful for the distraction. He knew that he’d be stressed and ‘in his head’ too much while he was on the plane, so talking to the girls was much better than obsessing.

The girls were in charge of picking the dress he would wear on the plane. Their first pick was the beautiful dress that Rita had bought him for his first reading. He explained why he couldn’t wear that again, so they picked a little floral print dress with a hint of a sleeve and a drawstring at the waist. It was one of the cheapest dresses he owned. Rose had picked it up on their little farewell shopping -spree on Saturday. It fit the bill perfectly, though. Mid-thigh, off white background and long stems with blue and red flowers adorning the very light, cotton fabric.

Marilyn had done his hair similarly to the way she had on Sunday, with the hair on either side of his face pulled to the back of his head and clipped together there. This time, though, she had incorporated the little butterfly hair clips that Ed had given John the first week of rehearsal and the ornamental clip at the rear of his head was also a white butterfly that Marilyn had purchased to match Ed’s gift.

They parked the car and hustled into the terminal with Annie pulling John’s carry-on case as quickly as she could. She beat them all to the entrance by a solid minute.

This time, following Rita’s instructions, Marilyn spoke to the woman at the Southwest Airline counter and explained that John was a minor traveling alone. The woman gave him a document to hand to the TSA desk to allow him to pass through without an ID.

Just as John was headed to the TSA gate entrance, they heard a shout from the entrance, “Bebe! Bebe, honey! Wait!”

He stopped and turned to the voice and found Nancy bounding towards him as quickly as she could. She grabbed him into a hug panting, “Oh thank God I made it before you left!” She kissed his cheek and held him as tightly as she could for a good ten seconds or more. “Good luck, baby! I hope it all goes great.” Then she forced a small role of bills into his hand and whispered, “Just in case you need anything while you’re there.” She kissed him one last time and he kissed her cheek, too, and she stepped back as he told her he loved her, too.

Then, he waved one last time and disappeared into the hallway that lead to the security checkpoint.
 
THE LONG, STRANGE TRIP -or- THERE IS A WORLD ELSEWHERE
 

Rose and Ed were waiting by the disembarking area. It was not quite five o’clock am and LAX was a busy hive of activity already. Both of his friends wore excited, anxious smiles. Ed hugged and kissed him first, then grabbed his carry-on and headed for the door as Rose hugged and kissed him and filled him in on the plan for the day. “The audition is at 9:00 in Century City. Rita has already signed you in, but she wants you there by 8:00, so we’re on a tight schedule.”

As they half jogged to the exit, John said, “It’s not even 5:00. We have enough time, don’t we?”

“Not really. Traffic here is awful, especially in Century City, so we’re going to go directly to the building where the auditions are and Julia is going to get you ready.”

“Ok,” they reached to Town Car and the driver was holding the door for them. John jumped in and scooted over, next to Ed as Rose took the seat by the door.

“So,” Ed took over, “everyone, and I mean everyone, Rose and me, the director, Don, the whole production team, want you to play the younger child, but they’re nervous that the big shots at Disney may not go for it, so we are not discussing the fact that you are really a guy, right now. As far as anyone knows, you’re Bianca Foley from Worcester, Massachusetts.”

“If they cast you, then we’ll discuss that you’re a guy afterwards,” Rose said.

“Well...” Ed corrected. “We’ll discuss it if we can, but it’s entirely possible that you may have be a girl twenty-four-seven if you are cast in the show and keep doing that for as long as the show runs.”

John nodded, thinking that being a girl twenty-four-seven is just fine, BUT what would happen once his secondary male sexual features began appearing? Oh, well. He’d cross that bridge when he got to it.

Ed went through all the plans, the schedule and the contingency plans several times as they headed towards Century City.

As the sun began to light the city, a lull appeared in the
conversation, so John finally had a moment to say, “I really missed you guys.”

Rose put her arms around him and pulled him so that he was half-laying across her lap. She nuzzled his neck and kissed it. “We missed you, too.” She squeezed him tightly and he giggled. “Didn’t we, Ed?”

Ed smiled at his two feminine companions. “Dude, we missed you like crazy. Man, Monday morning, I had my first scenes and I was like, ‘What Would Johnny Do,’ all day. I really need you out here, buddy.”

John smiled. He was about to point out that he missed them emotionally – not just because of the job, but Rose cut him off by saying, “I missed the way you feel when I hold you– the way you talk – the way you smile – the way you smell... I missed you every second of the day. I’m so glad you’re here!”

They arrived at the office building and John was rushed into an office-suite which Julia had commandeered for the day. The office suite was on the second floor, the audition would be taking place on the fifteenth floor.

“Hi, sweetheart,” Julia said in her larger-than-life manner. “Long time, no see. Are you excited?”

“Petrified is more like it,” John joked.

“Oh, please,” she waved off his concern, “What have you got to worry about? You blew everyone away, last time. Just do that again. No big deal!”

Yeah, no big deal. Just wow everyone like last time when you ended up alone. John was so concerned about doing a good job, that he wasn’t sure he’d be able to do ANYTHING.

“There’s a janitor’s closet down the hall where I set up a chair with a reclining back. Let’s start with a shampooing and we’ll go from there, ok?”

John nodded.

“Why don’t you take off that dress, sweetie? I forgot to bring a plastic cape and the towels will probably allow some wetness through. This way your dress won’t get wet.”

As he started removing the little, flowered dress, Julia said to Ed, “Perhaps it would be best if you left. We should give our little lady some privacy.”

Ed stood there as he processed what she had said. “Umm, you know that I’m a guy and Johnny’s a guy, right? I mean, we’ve been skinny dipping together before. We’ve been to the gym, together. I’ve seen him naked. I think I’m ok to stay, right John?”

“Sure,” John dropped the dress lower so he could step out.

“Ok,” Julia said, “but I’m not getting anyone named ‘John’ ready, so if Bianca gets to feeling embarrassed, out the door you go. Got it?”

“Yep.”

He turned to make a joke about how silly Julia was bending to John, but he was struck dumb by what he saw. Instead of a guy, who was just a little younger than him, wearing boxers and a padded bra, as he kind of expected, there was a young woman – a girl, really – in very feminine lingerie with no discernible indication of a male ‘package’ and very real looking breasts, that were being supported by the soft, white lace of a high-end bra. Ed had always assumed that it was just the clothes making John look like a girl, but as far as Ed’s hormones were concerned, John was a girl – every single, beautiful inch of him.

Rose glanced at Ed, then, instinctively, at his groin, and she saw his tool expanding in his pants. Her first impulse was to giggle, but she knew that would be wholly inappropriate at the moment so she cleared her throat, “Ah hmm.”

Ed gave her a double take, then realized that she was indicating that he was having a problem down below. He glanced down there and said, “Oh, Umm... if anyone needs me, I’ll be out at the reception area,” and he got out of the hallway as quickly as he could.

Julia scrubbed his head with the efficiency of a seasoned hairdresser. It both hurt and felt wonderful to have her nails scraping his scalp. When she’d finished at the sink, she had him stand and walk into an office where she’d set up her hair and makeup station.

“I’m not really a hair dresser, but I know my way around a salon. Obviously, I’m not cutting anything that would interfere with your ‘Bianca’ look, but I’m going to give your hair some loose curls. That will look less like it’s been done professionally and make you look a little younger. Sound good?”

Rose agreed immediately, but John asked, “How young? I mean, most people think I’m fourteen or so, now. How young to you plan on making me?”

Julia laughed, “Don’t worry, honey. You won’t need diapers or anything. I’m talking about keeping you looking like an early teen, but less like one who’s been made over by a professional, if that makes sense.”

“I guess...” John had absolutely no idea what she meant, but saw no reason to argue.

She brushed out his hair and wound some rather large curlers into it, all the while, Rose filled him in on how things had been going on the set of ‘Civil Disobedience.’ “Don’s been great and he rehearses Ed a lot before they shoot a scene. Ed has really come a long way in just a few days. I’ve only shot two scenes, so far, because I’m supposed to be helping my younger brother - or now, I guess, it’s possibly my younger sister - through our mother’s death, so... not much could be shot there.”

“The actress that plays Don’s mother is awesome, too. She’s been in, like, a million things. I looked her up on IMDB and she’s got over a hundred and fifty credits. I haven’t had a scene with her, yet, but she makes me call her Nana all the time, like my character calls her. She’s not a method actress, or anything like that, she’s just really sweet and thinks it’s nice that I call her that.”

At that moment, Rita entered. “Sweet, my ass. I’ve told you, that bitch has a reputation for back-biting, so you be careful what you do or say near her. Keep her at arms-length and you’ll be fine.”

Then she looked at John who sat in his pretty undies, half of his head in curlers. “You know, I never had to deal with things like this when I represented Bruce Willis.”

“What, you mean Bruce doesn’t wear a lace bra and panty set?” John teased.

“No, of course he does,” Rita didn’t miss a beat, “but he’s bald, so I never had to have his hair curled. Bradley Cooper, though, we’ll, there’s another story...”

Everyone snickered at that.

Rita pulled over a seat and indicated for Rose to do the same. “Alright, ladies, here’s where we stand. Other than the people in these offices, there are nine people who know that little Bebe, here, is a boy. All of them have a stake in the show being successful, so none of them are ever going to talk about it. The problem is that the ‘suits’ at Disney know that we auditioned a boy and that we wanted to cast him as a girl. The bad news is – they are not in favor of that. The good news is – they are so ‘not in favor of that’ that they didn’t even want to see the recording of the audition. So, chances are, the ‘suits’ that’ll be here today won’t have any idea who John Foley is or what he looks like. If they do, then our gooses are cooked.”

Rose nodded while John just listened and got more stressed.

Rita looked at John with a very serious expression. “What’s your name, sweetheart?”

John smiled and lightened the quality of his voice as much as he could without sounding cartoonish. “Bianca Angela Foley.”

“How old are you Bianca?”

“I’m fourteen, ma'am.”

“And when’s your birthday?”

“September twelfth.”

“Where are you from, Bianca?”

“Worcester, Massachusetts.”

“And how did you happen to end up in Los Angeles, today.”

“I flew out from Providence, this morning.”

“How did you hear about today’s auditions?”

“My step sister, Rose, told me about it. She’s already in the show.”

“And do have a lot of experience acting, Bianca?”

“Yes, ma'am. I’ve been in, like, twenty plays in community theater plays near Worcester.”

Rita sat back and looked around at everyone. “I doubt that they’ll be more in-depth than that with their questioning. I’ve created a good resume for Bianca and they usually only really ask questions to hear your speaking voice. I think that we may have a chance, girls. If they don’t connect Bianca to the boy the crew auditioned in Hyannis, and they don’t ask for a physical immediately, and they don’t ask you anything too personal... we might just stand a chance of pulling this off!”

Rose took John’s hand and kissed it. “If anyone can do it, my little sister can!”

John smiled, feeling just a bit nauseated with anxiety, as Julia sprayed something called ‘Lotta Body Hair Setting Lotion’ all over his rollers.

A very modern looking, soft-bonnet hair dryer was placed on his head and he was told that he needed to ‘cook’ for about forty minutes. Meanwhile, Julia removed the polish from his fingers and toes, replacing the strong red color with a soft pink. She even added decals of little white butterflies, to match his hair clips, to the little finger of each hand.

She pulled out a frozen gel mask and put it on his face, stretching the strap over the bonnet, letting it rest on John’s eye area for about ten minutes before she went to work on his eye brows. When she was done, they were no longer ‘just neatened up. They were very thin. Not so much so that they’d look odd on a young girl, but he’d certainly look odd if he tried to be a man again any time soon.

She did his makeup as she’d done it before, so that, when she was done, he didn’t look like he was wearing any makeup at all. His face just looked cherubic and youthful. She also removed the little faux pearl earrings he’d been wearing for the past few weeks and replaced them with little white butterflies that Ed had gone out and bought on Julia’s instructions.

Finally, the bonnet was removed, as were the curlers, and Julia began brushing out his hair. When she’d finished, John was astounded at how much hair he had. Just a few weeks ago, he’d had a fairly straggly mane that was usually in a straggly bun. For the last few weeks, he’d had very beautiful, glossy, straight hair. Now, it puffed off of his face and over his head, beautifully. Julia had followed his mother’s cue and pulled some of the hair from the sides of his temple back on either side and clipped them in the back as she had done. He had white butterflies on his little, pink fingernails, white butterflies at the sides of his face clipping his hair back, a big white butterfly holding the hair on the rear of his head and an inexpensive, white butterfly hanging on a necklace on his chest.

His lingerie was, perhaps, just a bit mature for him, but other than that, the image that Julia had created was that of a very pretty, twelve to fifteen year old child, who’s step sister had done her best to get her ready for an audition.

“Alright,” Julia surveyed her own work, “let’s try on some dresses.”

John had no say in the matter, whatsoever, but Julia, Rita and Rose finally settled on a dress and they all agreed that this was a dress that a girl might have in her closet ready to grab at a moment’s notice.

It was sleeveless, with a scooped neckline, creating an effect of an almost ‘athletic’ top, but the bodice was made of a very luxurious, stretchy, black velvet that clung to his perky, modest breasts beautifully. At the high waist was a sequined waistband that transitioned half way around to black velvet and tied into a big, floppy bow in the back. The skirt was a traditional, red plaid with white and black intersecting lines creating the plaid pattern. The front of the skirt ended just above his knees , but the rear of it fell about three inches lower, allowing the skirt to billow with his movements. To further enhance the skirt’s structure, there was a tulle lining that created extra volume and structure for the skirt.

John looked in the mirror. All was going to plan, but, DANG he looked younger than ever! Just so sweet and innocent and so damned cute! Just as he was beginning to despair that he’d never, ever be considered a grown up, again, Rose hugged him from behind and whispered, “Damn, little girl, what I wouldn’t give to have an hour alone with you, right now.”

Well, John needed no further encouragement. He wanted this role more than anything because he wanted to be with Rose more than anything.

“Here, try these on,” Julia handed him a pair of nice shoes. They were silver grey, round toed pumps with the words ‘Pump Up The Pretty’ written in the shape of a heart on inside of the heel. They had a chunky, supportive, two inch heel and a slender strap that buckled around his ankle. When he stood, he found them remarkably easy to walk in.

“Well,” Julia asked Rita, “what do you think? Rather than have him stand out with your designer dress, he’ll blend in with the other girls. His hair looks pretty, but not outlandishly coiffed, makeup is subtle, light and young and he’s wearing a forty dollar dress and thirty five dollar shoes. Dressed up, but simple and the same as everyone else.”

Rita shook her head. “You’re like a wizard, Julia, I swear it! I mean, I didn’t think he was a guy when I first met him, but this... this is a masterpiece, my dear. Thank the nice lady, Bebe. She may have just created the newest character on ‘Civil Disobedience.’

John reverted to his Bianca training and gave a modest curtsy as he said, “Thank you, Ms Julia. You made me very pretty.”

“Oh,” Julia placed her finger tips on her chest, just above her cleavage, as she crossed to John and hugged him to her warm, ample, perfumed breasts, “aren’t you just the most adorable thing!? Now, I need you to go upstairs and get this part, little girl. I need a steady paycheck and the only way I’m going to get that is if this show gets going!” She kissed him on the forehead as she released him. “Now, go make momma proud.” She turned him and patted his butt as she sent him to Rose, who escorted him out to the reception area.

Ed was napping, but woke when he heard them coming. He stood, stretched and said, “Did everything go ok? We need to be upstairs in about forty-five...” When he saw John he stopped and stared. This was definitely not his friend. This was a child. A real child. A kid who had somehow ended up in Julia’s office and made friends with Rose, but this was not John. Although – she did look alot like John. Well... Bebe, anyway.

“Go Show Uncle Ed your dress, Bebe,” Rose toyed.

John, however, was entering his ‘Bebe Zone.’ He half skipped away from Rose, did a spin for Ed and ended with another, modest little curtsy.

“Holy shit, Johnny,” Ed muttered. “You’re so... so... girly... and... young looking. Holy shit! What did they do to you.”

“Julia just took the beauty that God gave him, Ed,” Rose said, with her eyebrows raised in a way that said ‘Don’t mess this up! He’s ready to go, so shut the hell up!’ without saying a word, “and enhanced John until Bebe emerged.”

“Boy, did she ever!” Ed had been trying to disguise his Massachusetts accent all week, so Rose knew that he was really shocked when the word ‘ever’ came out as ‘ev-ahh.’

At last, Rita joined them, dressed in a freshly cleaned and pressed skirt-suit and said, “Well, children... let’s go.”
 
 
To Be Continued...

Kiss Me, Bianca - 8

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental

Other Keywords: 

  • Historical
  • Lingirie
  • Workplace Situations

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Kiss Me, Bianca: 8

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

John gets another shot at the TV show.
He also gets some news that completely changes his view
of himself and his plans for the future.


 
Author's Note: Thank you all so much for your support! I love you all! If I make a mistake or write something wrong, I am always willing to learn.
If you read my story, Please? Leave me a review? ~Clara.

 
This version of Kiss Me Bianca: 8 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
TRYING AGAIN -or- PERSEVERANCE KEEPS HONOR BRIGHT
 

"Please, just take this form and fill it out, then go see the lady at the end of the Hall for a number. Thank you." The plastered-on smile of the pretty, young woman sitting at the reception desk was anything but welcoming. She handed Rose the form, obviously unaware that she was part of the existing cast, and turned her attention to the next person in line. She had never even glanced at John.

The questionnaire was on bright pink paper indicating that John was a girl. The boys all had blue forms. Rose sat on a love seat in the waiting area and had John sit with her. Together, with Rose writing, they completed the form and, using a paper clip, attached a head shot and resume that Rita had mocked up for him, and brought the paperwork to the lady at the end of the hall, as instructed.

She looked at the form and said, "Welcome, Bianca. Please step over to the wall by the tape measure and let me take a picture of you."

He did. They took a photo with John standing in front of a tape measure that was mounted to the wall so that they could check his height later if they needed that information when casting.

"Thank you. You're number twenty-six. Please go into the conference room and wait to be called. Are you her mother?"

Rose nearly shouted at the girl, but, instead, just responded peevishly, "I am not. I am her sister."

The woman was not about to apologize. "I see, well, family members can wait in the other conference room at the other end of the hall."

Wow, this woman had no social skills whatsoever! "Ok. Thank you." She turned to John and said, "Good luck, Bebe. I love you."

"Love you, too," John said quietly as Rose kissed his cheek and walked away, leaving him to join twenty-five other potential 'younger siblings' for Rose, all of which waited in the nearest conference room. Some of the fifteen and sixteen year old kids, especially the boys, looked much more mature than the younger kids, like John, but there were lots even younger than him who looked scared to death. John could see that one girl in particular, number twelve, was shaking like a leaf. She was going to freak out. John could sense it. He'd seen it happen at auditions before. He needed to help her.

"Hi," he said to the girl in the very pretty yellow dress. "My name is Bebe. I like your dress."

The girl took a few seconds to focus on his face. "Oh...hi... I'm Kylie. Umm... thank you... I like your dress, too."

John smiled as prettily as he could. "You want to sit and talk while we wait? It's going to be a while, I think."

"Oh, sure, I guess..."

Within a few minutes, John had gotten Kylie to relax and, pretty soon, she was laughing along with John and telling him stories about her life. She was from Pasadena. Her mom was a chef at a local restaurant. Her step father ran a business renting dressing room trailers to the entertainment industry. She was fifteen and would be entering her sophomore year of high school that fall. Etc.

John pointed out other kids who were stressing, too, and they invited those kids to join them and chit chat until they were called. Some refused, nicely, others, not so nicely, but most joined their group. By the time 'Auditioner Number One' was called, there were forty-five kids, the maximum that the casting director was going to see today, in the room and at least thirty of them were chatting with John and Kylie.

As each group member was called, John and Kylie would lead their new friends in calls of 'good luck' and applause. Soon, they got a rhythm for how long each child-actor would be in the audition room. When Kylie was about to be called, she said to John, "You know, Bebe, this is, like, my twenty-something-eth audition and you have made it so much more fun than all the rest of them. Thank you."

"Number Twelve," a Production Assistant called from the door.

"Break a leg, Kylie!" John shouted and everyone else did the same. They all applauded as the pretty red-headed girl disappeared into the office.

John and the kids who were with him continued talking about their lives and families and movies and TV, etc, until John heard them call out number twenty-five. The highest audition number in their group was number forty-one, so John said, "I'm next, guys, so I'm going to ask Darrin, who's our highest number to keep this conversation going till the end. Will you do that, Darrin?"

Darrin, who was one of the older boys, but was, obviously,
inexperienced at auditioning, said he would.

"Great!" John smiled at the boy, making him smile, too. "Alright, since Darrin's not going to have anyone to cheer for him when he goes in, let's hear it for Darrin! Break a leg, Darrin!"

They all repeated the shouts of 'break a leg' and applauded for Darrin, who gave a very shy, "Thanks, guys. Thanks, Bebe."

Suddenly, the moment came, "Number Twenty-Six."

John felt a pit open up in his gut as he stood and his new friends all applauded for him. He felt like the walk to where the PA waited was endless, while at the same time, he felt like he got there way too fast.

"This way," the PA said as he led John into the office. "Just stand on the 'X' and do what the director tells you."

John nodded.

The director was reading the resume attached to John's audition sheet. When he looked up, it took a moment, but a flash of recognition went across his face and he smiled, just a little bit.

"So... Bianca, is it?" he asked.

"Yes, sir." John gave a slight, involuntary curtsy as he answered.

John was asked a series of questions similar to those he was asked before and those that Rita had prepped him with, earlier. The first one to throw him a little off balance came from a woman who had been introduced as a programming executive at Disney. "That's a lovely dress, Bianca. Did your mother buy that for you for your audition, today?"

"Oh, thank you, ma'am," John said and curtsied as he thought of an answer. "No, my sister bought me this for my middle school graduation ceremony." He actually really did like his dress with the stretchy velvet bodice and flowing, red-plaid skirt.

"Oh, how lovely. When was that, Bianca?"

"That was last month, ma'am. In June."

"And did you do well on middle school, Bianca?"

"Yes, ma'am. I was in the National Junior Honor Society, and the drama club." Both of those were true of John's middle school career, which ended six years ago.

"Well, congratulations, Bianca. By the way, your sister has excellent fashion sense. Your dress is absolutely adorable."

"Thank you, ma'am." Again, a little curtsy.

"Bianca," the director said, with mock interest. "That's a very fancy name. Do you you have a nickname?"

"Yes, sir. They call me Bebe."

The Disney executive looked up quickly. "Bebe? Are you the Bebe that we've been hearing about? The one who got everyone out in the waiting area supporting each other."

"Umm, I probably am, ma'am. I think I'm the only Bebe here, today."

"Well, tell me, Bebe," the director continued his questions, "how is it that you seem to have managed to get everyone out there to support each other instead of being at each other's throats, as people usually are at an audition?"

"Well, it wasn't EVERYONE, sir." John giggled appropriately. "Some kids are too stressed to join us, but... see, I didn't come here today to beat them. I came here to do my best and if it's what you're looking for, then great. If it's not, then one of them may have what your looking for. They're not my enemies; they're my... I can't quite think of the word. I'm sorry."

"Colleagues?" the Disney woman asked.

"Yes! We're colleagues; not enemies. We should be helping each other."

The director held his eye brows high on his forehead. "Interesting, Bebe. That is a very refreshing attitude. You are a very wise young lady. Are you ready to read, now?"

"Yes, sir." Another little curtsy.

A PA handed him a copy of a script. "Starting on page sixteen," she said. "You read the part of Alex. I'm reading the part of your father. Ready?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"Knock it off, Alex. I didn't move here to punish you." The PA's delivery was as bland and lifeless as always. "Your grandmother and I are doing everything we can to make life normal for you."

At this point, each of the other actors/actresses who'd read up to this point had lashed out at the father, but John remembered a quote from Lawrence Olivier that one of his teachers repeated over and over. 'When they expect you to shout - whisper' and that's what he did. Instead of exploding at the PA/father, he shrank back a bit and said, quietly, "I know, but it's just not fair. I don't know anyone her and..."

"And what, buddy?" The script was obviously written for a father and son.

"... I miss her."

"Who?" the PA asked with no emotion.

There was silence in the room as John drew them all in. Then he whispered, "Mom. I miss mom. I want her to come back." Quiet, sincere tears began to flow, un-beckoned. "I mean... I'm not stupid... I know she's gone, but... I don't want her to be gone." That's where the script ended, but John added, "I want her to hold me... just once more, Daddy. I miss her."

There was a long silence. The the director spoke quietly, "Keep going."

The PA looked surprised. "That's all there is."

"Not you," the director scoffed. "Bebe. Keep going."

John's head sagged and he looked as if he was broken with grief. Before he could speak, though, a man, who he'd later learn was the head writer, whispered, "Baby... I know. I'd give the world to hold your mom just one more time, too. But..."

"I'm sorry, daddy. I know you miss her, too, but..." again, the most natural looking tears flowed down his cheeks, "we're all missing her so much that we're not even talking about it. I want to talk about her, daddy. I want to remember everything about her and I'm afraid that, if I don't talk about her, I'm going to forget about her and then... she'll forget about me."

"Oh, no, no, baby," the writer was improvising and loving this girl, "that'll never happen. Your mom will always be here. She's a part of you... and a part of me... and your sister and your grandmother... and everyone else she ever loved, baby. And you'll always be a part of her."

"I need her, daddy," John looked as if he was imploding with sobs and grief. "I need you."

"Alright, enough is enough!" The Disney woman shouted as she ran around her table to hug John. "What are you trying to do to this child? You've seen enough." She held him tightly. "Are you ok, honey?"

John smiled. "Yes, ma'am. I'm fine. Thank you."

The director stood and applauded and the rest of the room joined him.

The Disney woman wiped her eyes. "Oh, dear lord, I think forget you were acting." She stepped back and laughed at herself. "You're very good, my dear. You're VERY good."

John smiled and gave another little curtsy. "Thank you, ma'am."

The director came around his table, too, and threw his arms around John, squeezing and shaking him. "That's was a first for me, young lady. Ray," he said to the head writer, "how 'bout you. Did you ever have anyone riff on your script like that, before?"

"Never in my life." He reached across the table and shook John's hand. "Ray Manning. I'm the head writer and you, young lady, are a force of nature."

"Thank you, sir." John couldn't curtsy this time, though, because the director was still squeezing him.

"According to your CV," the casting director said, knowing full well the answer, "Rita Gomez is your agent. Is she here with you?"

"Yes, sir. She's here and so is my sister."

"Holy cow," the casting director was flexing his acting-muscles, "I just realized! You're Rose's sister. If we cast you, we'd have reallife sisters on the show. Isn't that amazing?"

"Really?" the Disney lady said. "Well, That is an interesting proposition. Tell you what, Bebe. We need to see the rest of the kids, but we've asked one other young lady to stay wait until we're done so that we can talk to her. I think we'd like you to do the same." She looked around the room. "Am I correct?"

"Yes, absolutely." The director smiled and returned to his chair. "Thank you, Bebe. You were great."

"Thank you, sir, ma'am. Thank you everyone!" He curtsied once more, And another PA led him down the hall to where Rose and Rita were waiting.

"Ladies," the PA said, "would you come with me?"

He led the three of them to another large office with four-foot high walls defining cubical areas for office workers, but no workers were there. Just empty chairs and desks.

"We use this space as a set for a show that's not working here, today. Make yourself at home."

"Thank you," Rita said with a businesslike coldness.

"Bebe!? They asked you to stay, too?" The red haired girl hurried to hug her new friend.

"Kylie! Wow! Congratulations!" He hustled down the aisle to meet her.

A woman of, perhaps, forty-five appeared behind Kylie. "Mom," Kylie said, "this is Bebe. The one I was telling you about."

The older woman extended her hand. "How do you do, Bebe. I understand that you helped my Kylie before the audition. Thank you, very much. This is the first time that she's ever had to wait alone before an audition. I think that the anxiety got to her a bit."

John smiled. "My pleasure, ma'am." He gave another little curtsy.

"Oh, my," Kylie's mother said, "such manners." She looked at Rita. "Your daughter is extremely well behaved."

Rita sauntered forward with a cat-that-ate-the-canary grin on her face. "Thank you, but Bebe is my client; not my daughter. Speaking of which, who is representing your daughter?"

John had not had much sleep on the plane and he had lost track of the time that they'd been waiting, as his fatigue took over. Eventually, he fell asleep on the floor with his head in Rose's lap. Ed had been texting them throughout the afternoon, as had Marilyn and Cassie, but there was nothing to tell them, yet. When the last of the readings was done, Rita had gone into the office with the production team, but she'd never come out.

Finally, Ed sent a text that read, 'We have to get to the airport pretty soon. Our flight leaves at 7:30. We'll be cutting close as is. We really need to go.'

Not being at all sure that she was doing the right thing, Rose knocked on the door of the room where Rita and the production team was working. A PA opened the door.

"I'm sorry," Rose smiled, "but I need to speak to Ms Gomez for just a moment."

Rita heard her and called over to the door. "Go ahead, honey, I know that you have a flight. I'll call if I have any news."

"Ok," Rose called back and the door closed on her.

"I guess we can go," she said to John, Kylie and her mom. "Rita says she'll call when she hears anything."

Everyone nodded and stood, shaking off the stiffness of sitting around for so long.

"Hey, Bebe," Kylie said, "what's your cell number? I'll let you know if I hear anything and you can do the same."

They traded numbers and the four of them headed to the elevators.

In the lobby, Ed was pacing. Having been relegated to the job of 'waiting' all day, he was extremely anxious to hear what happened. So, he was briefed all the way to the airport.

"Rita said that they way we found out was very unusual," Rose told Ed. "She said that these things can take days, or weeks to resolve. So, she says we should be patient."

"Patient!?" Ed had thrown his gym-duffle over his shoulder and was pulling both Rose and John's roller-carryons towards the entrance of LAX. "We don't have days or weeks, for crying out loud. They'll cancel the show if they don't replace the younger sibling. Everyone wants him, we all know we need him, so, what's the hold up? Hire him, already!"

"Calm down, Ed," Rose said in a quieter voice. "You're going to upset him if you keep this up."

Ed just let out an exasperated sigh as he headed for the Southwest Airlines desk.

John was walking a few paces behind them, but he came to a dead stop when his text-alert sounded.

"Oh, son of a bitch!" he hissed as he read Kylie's message.

Neither Ed nor Rose had heard exactly what he said, but they stopped to see what the matter was. He handed them his phone and stepped aside a railing overlooking a staircase to be alone for a moment.

The text was from Kylie and it read: RITA JUST CALLED! I GOT THE ROLE OF NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR'S DAUGHTER! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP AND FOR INTRODUCING ME TO RITA. HAVE YOU HEARD ANYTHING YET?

"Well, it's not a 'no' anyway!" Ed said, trying to stay upbeat.

"It's not a 'yes' either, Ed." Rose shook her head. "Oh, I wish they'd just cast him?"

They walked over to where John was leaning on the railing. "Want me to call Rita?" Rose asked.

He shook his head. "It's bad enough that I'm actually desperate. I probably shouldn't COME OFF as desperate to everyone else, if I can avoid it."

She nodded and rubbed his shoulder. "Want me to reply to her text?"

"I'll do it." He took the phone back and wrote: CONGRATULATIONS! YOU'LL BE GREAT! NO NEWS HERE."

He turned around and wiped a tear from his eye. "I seem to be really good at getting other people into roles, but I can't seem to get myself arrested. Geez... I really thought they liked me..."

While Ed checked them in, Rose sent a text to Rita: ANY NEWS? JOHN HEARD GOOD NEWS FROM KYLIE.

NOTHING GOOD OR BAD, Rita replied. THEY'RE STILL NOT SURE IF THEY WANT ALEX TO BE A BOY OR A GIRL. IM HAVING BREAKFAST WITH DIRECTOR AND CASTING DIRECTOR TOMORROW MORNING. I'LL BE IN TOUCH.

Rose sighed and showed the text to John who shook his head. "It's just not going to happen, Rose. Twice now, all the stars were aligned, and then... nothing. I'm not getting my hopes up, anymore."

"All set," Ed called.

John, still in his black velvet and red plaid dress, sulked to the counter where he joined Ed, who threw an arm around him and spoke softly. "It'll be ok, man. I know it will. Let's get you on the plane so that you can get some sleep. You need to rest up for the show tomorrow night."

John nodded, but just walked where he was guided without any real consciousness. Instead, his mind was sorting through the details of the audition. Maybe he shouldn't have improvised, but they seemed to like it at the time. Maybe he should have yelled when he whispered. Maybe he shouldn't have helped all those kids... but they needed help. Damnit, when would he learn to just look out for himself and say 'to hell' to everyone else?

The flight was boarding when they arrived, but, because their tickets had been purchased at different times, Ed and Rose sat near the front, while John was in the very last row, next to a very pleasant, but heavy man who took up all of his own seat and an awful lot of John's, too. The man apologized for crowding John, but John just shrugged, closed his eyes and fell into a dreamless, despairing sleep.

He woke as the plane began its decent. His head was resting on the upper arm of the big man next to her.

"Sorry," John muttered and offered a smile.

The big man smiled back and said, "Your sister came back a couple of times. She said to check your texts when you woke up."

For a brief moment, John thought that he'd find a text from Rita with good news, but, instead, there were just a few from a group text with Rose and his mother. The gist of the texts was that Marilyn didn't feel comfortable driving to the the airport the next morning because heavy rain and high winds were expected. Marilyn hated crossing The Cape Canal in bad weather, the bridges are very high, so she'd arranged for an Uber driver to pick them up.

"Anything important?" the man asked.

"Not at all." John shook his head.

The man watched John then asked, "Are you on, dear? You look upset."

"I've had a rough couple of days." John attempted to smile. "Hopefully things will be better tonight."

"Hopefully," the man nodded. Then he shocked John by saying, "I saw you in The Taming Of The Shrew last weekend in Brewster. You were great. I just wanted to tell you that."

"Oh, well, thank you," John sputtered. "I can't believe you recognized me."

The big guy chuckled. "Actually, I just thought you looked familiar when we sat down, when your sister came down the aisle, it all sort of clicked. I really enjoyed the show, though. You were VERY impressive. I didn't realize you were quite this young, though."

"I'm older than I look." John sat up straighter and shook off the sleep.

"Yes, your sister said you are fourteen. You looked older than that on stage, but you seem much younger than that up close."

John smiled.

It was seven in the morning when they landed in Providence. The Uber was waiting and they were back in Hyannis by 8:30 where Marilyn had a lovely breakfast waiting for them. "So, no one's been cast as the younger brother or sister, yet?"

Both Ed and Rose said that she was correct, but John pointed out that they didn't know if anyone had been cast. They only knew that John had not been.

"I'm sorry, honey." Marilyn stood behind her son as he ate his eggs. She kissed his head and rubbed his slender shoulders. "That is a very pretty dress that your friend Julia gave you, though. It certainly does make you look right for the role."

"Girly, you mean?" John asked. "I've been wearing dresses for three weeks, mom. I think I've got the girly part down pat."

"Younger," Marilyn said.

"Oh."

"Your hair, too. I love the way she curled it. It's a shame we have to straighten it for tonight." She checked her watch.

"I hate to rush you, baby," she started clearing dishes, "but we do have an appointment to see that friend of Nancy's this morning. Your appointment's at eleven, so we should start getting ready, especially if you want to shower."

"Oh, mom, please, let's cancel. I just got here and I have a show, tonight... this just isn't a good day for this."

Marilyn put her hands on her hips and spoke with a distinct sense of being perturbed. "Bebe, you promised me... Nancy went to a lot of trouble to get this appointment set up so quickly. We are going. If you want to rinse off in the shower before we go, then you'd better do it, now, because we are leaving here in forty-five minutes."

"Yes, ma'am," he sighed as he nibbled the last of his eggs and headed into the bathroom for a quick shower.
 
THE DOCTOR -or- WE KNOW WHAT WE ARE, BUT KNOW NOT WHAT WE MAY BE
 

"John Foley," the nurse called from the door of the waiting area. John and Marilyn stood and went in that direction. The nurse didn't react at all to John looking the way he did, but a few of the patience who were waiting raised their eyebrows. "Hi, John. This must be mom? Follow me."

"Hi, John. It's very nice to meet you." Dr. Schwartz was a very attractive woman in her mid-to-late-thirties. A nurse swabbed John's arm and drew some blood as the doctor reviewed his medical record. When the nurse had everything she needed, the doctor said to her, "Tell the lab that I need the results as quickly as I can get them. Within an hour if possible." The nurse nodded and left.

She ran through a series of routine examinations with John, then handed him two moderately small sample-cups. "Now," the doctor smiled reassuringly, "I know that this can be a bit embarrassing, but I need you to give me two samples. One urine sample and one sperm sample. On our questionnaire, you stated that you had no trouble getting or maintaining an erection. I assume you masturbate, correct?"

He glanced at his mother, a little shocked to have to answer this question. "Yes. Sometimes."

"Good. Use the lavatory down the hall on the left. There's some 'stimulation material' in there, in case you need it."

The little beige sundress with embroidered flowers that he was wearing could not cover up the reddening of John's skin as he took the cups.

"No need to be embarrassed, honey," Marilyn offered. "Masturbation is just a fact of life. Everyone does it."

That made matters so much worse!

When the door was closed, Dr Schwartz turned to Marilyn. "May I ask you a few questions, Dr Foley?"

"Of course."

"Has Johnny been small all of his life?"

"Actually, his pediatrician thought that he'd been in the eightieth percentile for height when he was little, but by second grade, the other kids started out growing him."

The doctor took notes. "And, did anyone look into why he wasn't maintaining his predicted growth pattern?"

"Well, no..."

"I see."

She wrote some more. "Before he removed his hair, do you happen to know the approximate size and shape of his patch of public hair?"

"Umm... no. I can't say that I ever looked at it..."

"That's ok. Umm... how long has John been living as a woman?"

"Just three weeks, I guess. He's in a show and..."

"Yes, Nancy explained that. And, to your knowledge, is John sexually active?"

Marilyn sighed and shrugged. "I don't think he's a virgin, if that's what your asking, but I'm not sure that it's a common thing for him to be sleeping with someone. How's that?"

"Perfect, thank you, Dr Foley."

John had no problem filling the cup with urine, but he was having a heck of a time with the other one. When he thought of Rose, he stiffened quickly, but the idea that he was doing this just a few feet from his mother, WHO KNEW THAT HE WAS DOING THIS, was very off-putting and it distracted him from the task at hand, so to speak. He looked at the magazines and the selection of videos that were available, but they just seemed vulgar. There were several lingerie catalogs, too, but he found himself more intrigued by how the items would fit and feel than aroused.

Finally, he took out his phone and did a google search for 'lesbian erotica.' He didn't know if it would work or not, but it seemed as if he was more of a lesbian than anything else, right now.

Nothing.

But - a suggested search seemed interesting. It listed 'Transformation boyfriend to girl.' He clicked on it and a vast number of images appeared on the screen. Each seem fairly ordinary, but there were captions that told the stories of trans-gender fantasies in which women wanted their men to be small and weak and feminine. He read a few, and soon he was in a new fantasy - He was smaller and Rose could pick him up and carry him on her hip. She was speaking to him in a motherly lilt with sing-song inflections. When she asked questions, he just nodded answers.

And she dressed him.

She dressed him in lace and silk and puffy sleeves.

She dressed him in ribbons and bows and sparkly jewels.

She dressed him in gowns and flowers and baby doll nighties.

When she'd dressed him in the frilliest dress he could imagine, she carried him on her hip and carried him through a house where Ed was coming I. The door. "Look, daddy. Look how pretty she is." Rose cooed.

Ed kissed his cheek and said, "How's daddy's angel?" Causing John's imaginary self to giggle.

"Prose moved on an continued with the childish inflection, "What a good girl. What a pretty, little girl. Did my little girl wet herself? Did she? Did she?"

Then she laid him on a changing table and lifted his skirts. "Let me get you out of that icky diaper." And he felt her raising his feet with one hand as she removed a wet diaper and replaced it with a dry one. Just as she fastened it in place, John shot a massive amount of ejaculate into the little cup.

When he regained his wits, he was panting and sweating. His skirts were up around his stomach and his panties around his ankles. "Shit," he whispered, "I just get more messed up, every single day."

"I've been fighting with them all day," Rita was talking to Rose who had her on speaker phone so Ed could hear, too, "but the studio is adamant that the younger child needs to be a boy."

"That makes no sense, though," Ed said. "They changed the older brother to a girl without hesitation. What difference does it make?"

"Look, kids, I want John to play the role as much or more than you do, but I'm not making the decisions, here. Disney is a huge corporation and they make decisions like a huge corporation. I'm doing everything that I can."

"Well," Rose jumped in, "why couldn't John play the younger brother, then? I know that Don says that Johnny's better as a girl, but he's still probably as good as, or better than, any of the boys who auditioned."

"I've told them that I have another boy if they want to see him but.... Ok, here's a little lesson in the Entertainment Business. 'The squeaky wheel gets cancelled.' Right now, your show is in trouble it's not making any money, yet and it is requiring the big-wigs to pay attention to it. That's a bad position to be in, so it is in the best interests of the show to resolve this issue as quickly as possible and to do that with no more controversy. I can only offer a good option to them. I can't cast it for them. Last night, I was in that office till nearly midnight, pleading Johnny's case. This morning, I have spoken to the director, the casting director, several producers... they need to make a decision in the next day or so or that decision will be made for them by the network and you can all go back to enjoying the beach in Hyannis and hoping that a Kennedy wanders by. Are we all on the same page?"

"Yes," they both said.

"Good. I have to run, but don't give up hope. I'll be in touch."

"Before I begin, let me say that you are not ill and nothing that I am going to say is going to change who you are. Had you not come here, today, then you would have just continued to live your life, perfectly happy, without a problem, BUT, with what we've learned from the tests, you may have a few options available to you that you didn't have before."

John and Marilyn were nervous. Obviously, Dr Schwartz had found something and she was couching her words. That couldn't be good. Marilyn linked her fingers through her son's and took a deep breath as they awaited the doctor's findings.

"Well, the tests are not one hundred percent conclusive, but I am wondering if any of your previous doctors ever mentioned a condition called Androgen Insensitivity Syndrome or AIS?"

John and Marilyn shook their heads as the both began to tense up.

"How about Klinefelter's Syndrome?" the Doctor asked.

"No," Marilyn gripped her son's hand firmly in hers. "I'm not familiar with either term. Is... is Johnny... sick?"

The doctor smiled sympathetically. "No, Dr Foley. Not sick, but I suspect that John was born with one, or possibly both, of these genetic conditions, to one degree or another."

John turned pale. "Genetic condition?"

"Yes," the doctor tried to be gently, but patients were always stressed during these kinds of meetings. "We all live with genetic conditions, Johnny. Some are just more unusual than others."

Her smile did nothing to relax the Foleys.

"Let's start with the obvious. John is smaller than an average man of his age and he has not developed the musculature of an adult male. He does not have a pronounced Adam's apple and still retains a bit more body fat, or what we might call, baby fat, than we would expect in a twenty year old man. We're all aware of these things, correct?"

Marilyn nodded her agreement, but John actually found the statement odd. Why hadn't anyone ever discussed this with him before?

The doctor continued, "I will need to run a lot more tests to confirm everything, but I suspect that John was born with Androgen
Insensitivity Syndrome, which, given that his is not an extreme case, would not, necessarily, have been diagnosed when he was a child, but should have been identified as puberty approached."

"Ok," Marilyn glanced at John with a mixture of concern and guilt, then returned her attention to the doctor, "what, exactly, is Androgen Insensitivity Syndrome?"

"If a child is entirely 'AIS,' then the baby would have normal, female genitalia, but would lack female reproductive organs. In John's case, it appears that his level of AIS is not that extreme, so he did develop his male genitalia, and that has developed to a point, however, his body has resisted testosterone enough so that there are issues with his secondary male development."

"Such as?" Marilyn didn't notice the tear running down her cheek, but John did and it upset him that something about him was upsetting his mother. He sat there and listened. Scared.

"Well, as your daughter, Nancy, already observed, John's hips are substantially fuller and rounder than would be expected in a man his age, or even in a boy. Also, look at John's cheeks and chin - they are much rounder than you would find in a man who experienced a normal puberty."

They digested this.

"And, I do have one bit of news that may be... upsetting."

They waited.

"John's testicular development is in keeping with a boy with AIS. They did form, but they are uncharacteristically hard and, I am sorry to say, unproductive. So, although John is able to gain an erection and maintain it through to orgasm, I am afraid that he has very few sperm in his ejaculate and those are not healthy specimen. I am sorry to inform you that John will not be able to father a child."

Marilyn kissed her son's hand and looked at him with tears glistening on her cheeks. "Oh, Johnny, I'm so sorry."

John was too overwhelmed to process any of this. He thought that he was a healthy guy until a few minutes ago. Sure, he was small and weaker than most, but he still thought of himself as a guy. Now...

"I also suspect that, were I able to examine the area underneath his breast forms, that I would find that he started developing breasts. Delayed breast development is common in males with this level of AIS developmental issues. There are some things we can do about that, though. We can either delay or enhance the development of those if you'd like to take any action at all."

John let go of his mother's hand and stood suddenly and walked to the window. He needed to leave, right now. The longer he stayed, the worse it was becoming.

"I don't understand, though, Doctor," Marilyn said. "John had enough male hormones in him to grow a scruffy beard. He always looked like a boy until... well, until he started dressing as Bianca. We never saw any issues before."

"That's not unusual, Doctor Foley. John has very dark hair, so any facial hair would be noticeable and you watched John develop slowly over the last two decades, so I'm sure his development looked fine to you. I am surprised that his pediatrician didn't notice anything, though..."

John suddenly interrupted, "Alright, Alright! Please, just stop! We all know that I'm fucked-up, but can you answer me one vital question so that I know how I can deal with any of this?"

"Of course." The Doctor was calm and smiled. "What would you like to know?"

"Am I a man or a woman?"

The doctor did flinch a little at this. "Technically, you are neither, John. You are, what is now known as, 'intersexed.' Your body has attributes of both sexes. It is a genetic disposition found in one out of approximately twenty-thousand people."

"Geez..." He shook his head. "So, I'm not a man and I'm not a woman, but my breasts my be developing like, what, like I'm a twelve year old girl? I guess that I'm at least dressing appropriately for my biological freakishness."

"Johnny..."

"Mom, I need to go..."

"Johnny, please..."

"No, mom, now, I need to..." But before he could say another word, he vomited onto the doctor's floor.

"Johnny!" Marilyn and the doctor both shot up to their feet and rushed to him, but John wretched and vomited, again, and he began crying like he'd never cried before.

Marilyn guided him to the couch while the doctor grabbed a towel from an attached lavatory.

When John had been cleaned up with just a few damp spots showing on his embroidered dress, the doctor and Marilyn agreed that it would be a good idea to put this conversation on hold until Monday, when, it was agreed, they would return to doctor's office at eight-thirty in the morning to complete their talk. Marilyn and John left with a handful of literature and a list of websites with information regarding AIS.

The ride began in silence, then Marilyn spoke quietly, "I guess the doctor is right. You've lived with this condition for twenty years, so just knowing what to call it doesn't really change anything."

John looked at her with sad eyes. "It changes EVERYTHING, mom. I'm not who I thought I was and I'll never be who I expected to be. I'll never be an actor, mom, because I'll never be a man or a woman. I'll never find a girl and get married, because I'm not man enough for a straight woman or woman enough for a lesbian. I'm done, mom, I'm just done. I need to go find a job as a cleaning lady at a hotel and get myself a cat to love me, because no one else on this shitty planet will ever love me."

"Now, that's enough of that, John. Plenty of people love you..."

"Because they don't know that I'm a freak, mom, but they'll find out eventually. I love, Rose, mom. I mean I LOVE her, like I've never loved anyone before. It's been hard enough to try to have her see me as a guy when I'm dressed like this. Imagine how it will be when she finds out that, not only can I never give her a child, I'm probably going to grow breasts over the next few years!"

"John, just the other day, you told me that you were considering getter no breasts, so..."

"Considering, mom! Thinking about it! Fantasizing! I didn't expect them to be thrown at me like this, mom! Mom, look, I used to be a man. Then I was a man playing a woman in a play. Then I was a man living as a girl in order to play a role in a play. Now... I'm not acting, mom, and I am not who or what I thought I was. Now, I don't want to be 'difficult,' but this is friggin' HUGE, mom, and I'm not really capable of processing it right now. So, please, just let me be, ok?"

They drove for a few minutes more before Marilyn asked quietly, "Would you like me to call Ms Weldon and tell her that you won't be there tonight?"

"No, I'm going. At least when I'm Bianca, I'm in control. I'm sick of being John or Bebe or anyone else that I can't control. At least tonight, for two and a half hours, I'll be able to control who I am."

When they reached the cottage, the Tesla was gone as were Rose and Ed. John went straight into the bathroom to shower and get ready for the show. Marilyn found a note on the table. 'We went to say hello to Ed's family. We'll be back by 5:00.' Marilyn read the note through the bathroom door so that John could hear.

At four-fourth-five, there was a beep outside the house and John called to his mother. "My Uber is here, mom. Bye."

By the time Marilyn made it into the big room, John was in the car. As the car pulled up the street, it passed the Tesla as it pulled into her driveway.

Ed and Rose got to The Heritage Plantation Museum in Sandwich as quickly as they could, but there was no sign of John, anywhere. Ed knew that John's favorite exhibit was the antique car hall, so he went there first, while Rose looked around the scenic walks. Nothing.

By six-fifteen Rose and Ed were desperate, but they needed to check in for the show. As they approached the changing area, Jan and Julia were hustling out to meet them. They were only slightly surprised that Julia had made the trip east, again.

"What's wrong with Bebe?" Julia asked as she reached them. "Is this all about the show? Because they haven't made a decision yet, you know."

"No," Rose was very worried. "We don't know exactly what's going on, but he went to see a doctor today and his mom says he's been wound up, ever since. She's pretty shaken, too. We were out when they got back and he left before we could talk to him. He's here, though, right?"

"Yes," Jan said, but she was wringing her hands. "He's here, but he's absolutely not himself. He showed up with his hair and makeup undone and I could tell he'd been crying."

"Where is he?" Ed asked.

"He's in the big trailer, but he asked to be left alone until 'places.' I think it might be a good idea to let him pull himself together before the show."

"Ok," Ed was disappointed. He wanted to talk to his friend, to make sure he was ok.

"Places, please!" the stage manager called.

"Thank you, places!" Rose and Gloria called back in unison.

"Do you think he'll be ok?" Gloria asked.

"I don't know," Rose was flushed with concern. Ms Weldon had suggested that the understudy put on a costume and be prepared, just in case.

When they reached the stage-wings, John was standing alone and quiet. Rose hustled over to him and attempted to hug him. "Oh, honey, I'm so glad you're ok."

John evaded the hug. "I'm ok, Rose, I'm just not... let's just do the show, ok? I need to do the show and not talk, right now. I'm sorry."

"Ok, honey. Whatever you need. Can we talk on the way home, though?"

"I don't know, Rose. I'm not sure what I'm doing after the show. I'm a little... never mind. Let's just do the show."

The music track and announcements came over the PA system as Rose kissed his cheek and whispered "Break a leg."

It was a different show. John's energy was very different, a bit more angry than usual, but still potent and engaging. Everyone in scenes with John, which was, primarily, Rose and Ed, had a lot to work off of and audience was still enthralled. Another standing ovation at the end made them all feel good.

The way that the bows had been staged, Ed and John were side by side, so when the stage went dark and everyone headed into the wings, Ed held tightly to John's hand, in spite of John's struggles to wrest it loose.

"Let me go, Ed," John insisted, when they reached the backstage area.

"Not on your life, pal," Ed countered as he pulled John aside. "What the hell is going on with you, buddy? Why are you so mad at me? Is this about the TV thing, 'cause I'm trying my best..."

"Oh, just shut up, will you, please!?" John's tone was sharper than Ed had ever heard before. "This isn't about you, Ed. It has nothing to do with you, or Rose, of 'Shrew,' or 'Civil Disobedience,' or anything else. It's about me, this time. It's about me and how the heck I'm supposed to cope with my life now that I know what I really am!"

"What you really are?..."

"Come on, Ed! Let go of me and leave me alone!"

"Bebe... um... Johnny, come on, talk to me..."

John stopped struggling and looked his friend right in the eye. "I can't, Ed. You won't want to be with me anymore, so... just... please... let me go."

Ed frowned sadly and nodded, but before letting him go, he pulled John into a warm and gentle hug. "I'm sorry that you're hurting, buddy. I'm just a phone call away when you're ready, ok?"

He released his petite friend who nodded and muttered, "Thanks." Then turned and walked to the changing area.

"I love you," Ed called after him.

"Let me help you with that," Julia came up behind John and started unlacing the back of his gown. "Are you ok, honey?"

John shrugged out of the dress. "I guess. Thanks, Julia."

"Listen, sweetie, they still haven't made up their minds about the TV part, you know. As far as I know, everyone is still pulling for you."

"That's nice, Julia, but that's not really what's got me messed up, right now. Sorry if I'm a pain, today, but I've got a lot going on."

"Maybe we could help, if you'd tell us what's wrong." Rose's voice surprised John. He'd assumed that she'd already gotten dressed and left, but she was just stepping out of her dressing area wearing tight, faded jeans and a loose fitting, button up, sleeveless, white, lace top.

John pulled off the nightgown like undergarment, revealing his lacy, white bra and panty set. "You want to know. Ok, look at me. What do you see?"

Julia moved aside and left the room quietly, as Rose moved closer. "I see a beautiful guy who I love."

"Wrong." John shook his head. "I found out today that I am not a guy. Seems that my whole life has been a lie."

"What?" Rose was confused. "Your not really a girl, Bebe... so you're a guy who's dressing like..."

"No, I'm not, Rose. The doctor told me that I've never really been a guy. It seems that my body won't ever get more guy-ish than I am right now. In fact, my hormones are working against me ever becoming a man. She told me that, over the next couple of years, my hips and butt will get bigger and I'll be growing my own set of breasts. Nice, huh?"

"Well, what's wrong with that?"

"What!?!? How can you say that? Rose... I love you! I want to be with you! Like, as a guy and a girl, but now, I can't. I'm always going to look like a girl!"

"So what, baby? I look like a girl and I really like it! You've enjoyed looking like a girl so far... what difference does it make? I didn't fall for a buff, muscle-bound guy... I fell in love with you - Johnny - Bebe - the pretty, feminine guy who likes being my little sister on stage. What difference does it make if you stay this way?"

John fell into a chair and held his head in his hands. "Rose... do you think that, maybe, we could be alone for a little while, tonight? I really need to talk to someone and my mom... well, she's my mom, you know and Ed... you know..."

"Sure, baby. Let me go talk to Ed. I'll be right back."

Ed, of course, was understanding and asked another cast member for a ride back to Hyannis. Before John came out, Rose sent Marilyn a text reading, 'Johnny wants to talk. We'll be a while. Maybe all night. Don't wait up. If there's a problem, I'll text.'

Marilyn text back, immediately. 'Thank you. Love you all. I'm here if you need me. I don't expect to sleep much, tonight.'

They ended up at The Beachcomber, a family style resort with a restaurant that stayed open late. John gave Rose a summary of the doctor's diagnosis along the way. So, as they nibbled on a shared French-dip sandwich, Rose spoke quietly and gently. She couldn't imagine how earth shaking it would be to find out that she was not entirely a woman. She understood why John was so upset, but she needed to get across to him that none of it mattered.

"Listen, baby, have you enjoyed the time we've spent together?"

John dunked a small part of the roast beef sandwich into the gravy cup. "More than anything! This could have been a really tough summer, but you made it great." He put the piece of dampened sandwich in his mouth and chewed.

"But you haven't been a boy with me all summer, honey, so what difference does it make?"

"The difference is that we were playing out a game, Rose. I was a guy who looked like a girl. Now, I'm not a guy at all and I'm going to be more of a girl. My only options are to not do anything and I'll grow small breast, so I look like a weak little man with breasts, or take female hormones and have my breasts develop more fully and I look like a woman, but I have a guy's equipment, or I take even more hormones and have the equipment removed. What would you do?"

"I'd do the second one," Rose said, without hesitation.

"Really? Why?"

"Because it offers the most satisfactory life. Look, you like women and don't want to lose your 'dinky,' right?"

"Right."

"So, option three is off the table. You don't want to look like a guy with boobies, right?"

"Right."

"So, option one is off the table. So, unless there's a fourth option on the table that I am unaware of, option two seems to be the best to me.l

"Well, I wish that I could be as glib as you, but there's also the matter of my sterility, Rose. I always envisioned being a dad. I can't father a child, now."

"No, baby, you KNOW NOW that you can't father a child. You couldn't before, either. You just didn't know that. I understand how earth shaking this must be for you, honey, but I think that some of your decisions are a bit more obvious than you think. Now, if you will excuse me for a minute, I need to use the ladies room. I'll be right back."

John sat there, alone, thinking about what Rose had said. If this wasn't freaking her out as much as he expected, then maybe he might be able to get on with his life. He nibbled on a French fry as he thought about what life would be like if he had actual breasts. Other than the fact that there'd be no going back to being a man, EVER, it wouldn't be all that different than the life he was living, now.

"Excuse, me, young lady, can I get you, anything else?" The waiter, a handsome man in his early twenties, surprised John, waking him from his reverie.

"Umm... no... no thank you. I think we're all set." He was strangely uncertain of himself in these situations, lately. When he was with kids, or doing theater-related things, he was even better than he used to be, but when dealing with grownups... adults... people his own actual age... he was increasingly unsure of himself. He thought back to the meeting with Dr Schwartz. They had spoken about him as if he wasn't even there, and he did nothing to remedy that. His biggest contribution to that meeting was to vomit. At least that did end it.

"All set, Bebe." Rose appeared and offered John a hand, which he took. "I've paid the bill. Let's go to our room."

"Room!? We have a room?"

"We do, now. I went to the front desk instead of the ladies room. Your mom knows that we're not coming home till tomorrow."

It was a typical, efficiency style hotel room on the third floor, but it did have a nice view of the ocean. As soon as they entered it, Rose undid the zipper on John's inexpensive, sage green sundress and pulled it, gently, over his head. She ran her hands over his smooth, scented skin, then kissed him aggressively. John accepted the kiss and the tongue that invaded his mouth, submissively.

"I'm going to show you that there are some great things about being a girl and great things about being a boy, too, and you are lucky enough to be a little of both. You know, I was never with someone this small, before you came along. It's nice to be taken, isn't it? To let someone else be in control?" Again, she kissed him and prodded his mouth with her tongue.

When the kiss broke, John smiled at her. "It is nice, but wouldn't you prefer to be the one being taken?"

She smiled and shook her head just slightly. "No. Maybe there's a little bit of 'man' in me, but I like to be in control."

She kissed him, again, but this time, one of her hands wandered down to his rear end and squeezed his buttock cheek. He let out a slightly surprised 'Ahh!' as her finger traced the line of his butt crack through the silk panties.

Rise moved her attention to the nape of his neck and her lips and tongue went to work, sending shivers down his spine and causing him to rub the flat, front panel of his panties against her thigh.

"Calm down, my sweet little girl," she breathed into his ear. "We have a long way to go." She undid the back strap of his bra and guided it free of his arms. His breasts heaved as she played with the area around and below the prosthetic.

To Rose, there was nothing artificial about what she was seeing. She just saw a boy that she loved and his nipples were erect and enticing. She bent low and mouthed the nipple. He couldn't feel her lips, but the sight of her attentions excited him further.

"So, underneath these, you're actually growing breasts?"

"That's what the doctor tells me."

"I can't wait to get my lips on your real nipples, then. You have no idea how wonderful that feels."

"It feels pretty nice, now."

"Yummmm." Rose looked him straight in the eye and whispered, "I wonder if you'll be able to nurse a baby? Wouldn't that be amazing? To actually produce milk for a child that you love? I child we adopt? You'd be such a good little mommy for a baby."

That thought had briefly passed through John's mind earlier and had been one of the most frightening of all of his thoughts since visiting the doctor, but now that Rose was whispering it to him, it seemed erotic and wonderful. He smiled and blushed femininely at the thought of lactation. It was a new and exciting possibility.

"I need you to be my little girl, right now." She ran her finger more forcefully along his bottom. "Can you do that for me?"

He nodded.

"Kneel down, baby."

He knelt before her, his bottom on his ankles, she in her strappy, heeled sandals, jeans and tee shirt, him in just his panties.

"Undo my belt and pull down my pants and panties."

He knelt taller and did as she instructed, leaving him face to face with her beautifully trimmed womanhood.

"Go ahead, baby. You know what to do."

He began by kissing, then tonguing it, sending waves of excitement through Rose. There it was again; that feeling of power, of control, of masculinity that she felt holding his head to her as he serviced her like no man she'd ever been with. Her little man. Her little boy. Her little girl. It was all so wonderful. He looked so vulnerable and delicate in his panties and she felt so strong and powerful as she approached orgasm.

"Ohhh..." she groaned as the feeling went beyond goodness and approached ecstasy.

When she could take no more, she released his head and stepped back. She patted the bed, "Up here, young lady. Come on."

John smiled and sat on the edge of the bed, his legs hanging freely, not reaching the floor.

Rose stood in front of him and guided his back down to the mattress, leaving his legs hanging. She slipped his panties down his smooth, little legs, then ran her fingers back up to feel how silky they were.

"You're so soft. So pretty. You like being pretty for me, don't you?"

He smiled and nodded, excited and a bit frightened of what was about to happen. It was a big step for both of them, but the doctor had already told him that there was no way that he could get her pregnant, so... why not?

She gripped his penis with one hand and began manipulating it. It rose to the occasion and soon the appendage that was so frequently tucked down and backwards in his panties, was standing excited and upright. She kissed everywhere around it, but never the penis, itself. Then she stood straight and raised his legs so that one foot rested on each of her shoulders.

"Are you ready to do this?" she asked in an excited whisper.

He nodded and smiled. "Are you?"

She smiled and gently manipulated him into herself. Both of them let out sighs of surprise and anticipation. Rose had explored this area before using a vibrator, but this was very, very different. This was warm and soft and hard and wonderful. As she worked her way to the end of the shaft, she didn't feel, in any way, as if she'd been penetrated, but rather as if she were absorbing him. Taking him. Controlling him.

For John's part, the warm, velvety feel surrounding him was new and comforting and extraordinarily exciting. He felt connect to Rose as he'd never been to anyone before. It was an overwhelming sense of 'belonging' to her. He lost track of where he ended and she began. It was soft and gentle and perfect. He looked up at her, still wearing the loose, sleeveless, button down, white lace shirt, and he whispered, "I love you."

"I love you, too, little girl." She smiled as she began to move her pelvis back and forward, again. He was now, and he would always be, her little girl. If they married and had a hundred children, she would always see him as hers. He would always be her little, pretty girl, and now she was about to lay claim to him.

Gradually, the movements became thrusts and the thrusts came faster and faster and more and more forcefully. John's eyes closed as he ran his hands down his breast, the feel of the nipples exciting him through his fingertips.

"Does that feel nice, Bebe?"

He nodded.

"See, being a girl with a 'dinky' is pretty awesome, isn't it?"

He nodded.

"Then you'll be my little girl, then?"

"I will."

"You will, what?"

His voice was shaking as her thrusts became urgent, making his breasts bounce on his chest. "I will be your little girl!" His voice was strained and partially grunted as his eyes opened up and he exploded into the beautiful, partially dressed woman who had conquered him.

Rose was red faced and thrusting with as much speed and clamping with as pressure as she could muster. She milked every drop he had to give her, and she continued to grip him tightly when she'd stilled her movements, cherishing each involuntary twitch that still tickled deep within her.

When they were each able to control their breathing and heart rate, Rose released him and took a moment in the bathroom before removing her blouse and bra and climbing into bed beside him. She extended her left arm and John cuddled into the space she'd created next to her. He rested his head on her shoulder, his left hand gently caressing her perfect, natural breasts. If he was truly honest with himself, he really did envy her breasts. They were real and warm. His... weren't.

Yes, now that he'd had time to consider it, he would like to having a pair just like hers.

He would be her pretty little girl.

Forever.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Kiss Me, Bianca - 9 Final

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental

Other Keywords: 

  • Historical
  • Lingirie
  • Workplace Situations

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Kiss Me, Bianca: 9 Final

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

The conclusion of the first Bianca story.


 
Author's Note: Thank you all so much for your support! I love you all! If I make a mistake or write something wrong, I am always willing to learn.
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This version of Kiss Me Bianca: 9 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
FIGURING IT ALL OUT -or- THE WEB OF OUR LIFE IS OF A MINGLED YARN
 

"Well, look what the cat dragged in," Marilyn teased as John and Rose entered the screened room of the cottage. "Did you two have a good talk?" She had a strong suspicion that these two had not spent the evening just talking, but if, after the revelations of the day before, Rose had been able to do anything to make Johnny feel sexually adequate, then that was a good thing.

John kissed his mother. "We did, mom. I'm sorry that I reacted like I did."

"No need to be sorry, baby. It was a lot to take in. I'm sorry, too. I should have taken you to other doctors years ago. Maybe all of this could have been avoided."

"No, mom. We just would have known this stuff sooner. It wouldn't have changed anything."

She reached up and ran her hand along her son's soft cheek. "I'm glad you're feeling better, baby. Do me a favor and call Ed and tell him you're ok. He came by last night and sat with me until he couldn't keep his eyes open anymore. Then he fell asleep in the recliner. He left about an hour ago to visit his grandmother while she's on The Cape. He's very worried about you."

"Ok, mom." He kissed her, again, then headed off to the big room with his phone.

"He looks better." Marilyn smiled at Rose.

"I think he's ok, now. He just needed to know that none of it really matters. We all still love him."

Marilyn nodded. "Do you think that this will really impact his chance of making it as an actor?"

Rose shrugged, "I guess. If he's not a conventional looking guy, then he's not going to get a lot of conventional roles, but if he's a conventional looking woman... who knows. He's already proved he's a striking actress. Maybe that's the route he should follow. I don't know."

"I spoke to his sister, last night. She's very concerned. She wants to come to our meeting with the doctor on Monday. I'm not sure that's a great idea, though. I'll need to talk to Johnny."

"Bebe," Rose corrected.

"Oh, we're back to 'Bebe' again, are we? After the doctor's visit, yesterday, I kind of thought that 'Bebe' might have been gone forever."

"Well," Rose poured herself a cup of coffee, "I think that 'Bebe' might actually be here to stay."

They pulled into an A&W Root Beer drive-in restaurant on the way to Sandwich for another performance on Saturday night. The 1950s themed drive-in was a favorite of Ed's. Ed and Rose had burgers, but John only wanted a root beer float.

"Ahhh," he let out after his first long pull on the vanilla flavored root beer, "that's good stuff."

Rose and Ed were eating in the front seat of the car, but the doors were open. John was bouncing around, talking to each of them and blowing off excess energy.

"He seems a lot better," Ed said, quietly, to Rose. "I guess that he's ok with what's happening to him. It'd freak-me-the-hell-out me if it was happening to me, I'll tell you. When I asked him to take the role of Bianca, I never thought he'd end up like this."

"He'll probably start living as a girl, Ed. It'd be easier that way, but he'll always still be a guy and he'll always be your pal."

John came over to Ed's door, "Want a taste? It's definitely the best root beer float on The Cape!"

"Sure! Thanks!" As Ed took the cup to take a sip, John reached in and grabbed a handful of French fries off of his plate.

"Hey!" Ed tried to grab him to retrieve the fries, but John jumped away, laughing. "Well, I'm keeping your float, then." He put John's cup on the dashboard in a location that John couldn't possibly reach.

After eating the few fries he'd managed to grab, John bounced back to the car door. "Hey, come on, give it back."

"No." Ed held his food away from the door. "If you're going to act like a brat, then you don't get your drink."

With John looking adorable in a loose hanging, soft pink, sundress, Ed was finding that the role of 'boyfriend of the older sister,' and teasing John as if he really were a child, just seemed natural.

"Please, Ed," John pleaded. "That's all I have for dinner."

"Yeah, that and my food, which you stole!" Ed held his cardboard tray forward to illustrate, and when he did, John grabbed it and ran. In a moment, Ed was up and chasing him. "You little brat!"

In a few big strides, Ed came up behind John, threw his arm around John's waist and lifted the insanely giggling man dressed as a girl into the air, kicking and screaming, while simultaneously grabbing the tray of food and rescuing it from being dropped.

Ed threw the younger man into the crook of his arm and carried him back towards the car, feet and arms flailing as he hollered through his giggles, "Put me down! Ed, I'm wearing a dress, for crying out loud, put me down! People can see up my skirts! Ed! Put me down!"

When he reached the driver's door, Ed reached in, put his tray down, then took the root beer float out and carried it and the still laughing, but also protesting, John to a picnic table. First he put the drink on the table, then planted John on the seat. "Now, sit here and finish your drink. We need to leave in about ten minutes."

As Ed headed back to the car, John stuck out his tongue, theatrically, then returned his attention to the float.

"He's playful, this evening," Rose laughed as Ed climbed back into the Tesla.

"It's like he's on a sugar high or something," he chortled. "Honest to God, sometimes I'd swear he really was a kid."

"Yeah, but that's when Bebe is the strongest and I think that Bebe is his best bet for happiness."

"Yeah?"

"Ed, he's never going to look like a man and he's going to be growing breasts. I think that Bebe is his only chance of a normal life and that we should support that. Don't you?"

"I guess."

John couldn't hear what they were saying but he could see that they were still talking about him, so he waved at the vehicle.

"So who plucked your eyebrows so thin?"A voice came from John's right side.

"Stacy!" John leapt up to hug the hairdresser who'd first transformed him into a younger clone of Nancy.

"How are you, angel?" She looked him over, carefully. "Hmmm, you know, you should come back for another moisturizing treatment and a little maintenance, but you're looking just about perfect. Good job, honey."

"I'm good, Stacy. What brings you up to Sandwich?"

"Actually, I'm going to see your show, tonight. I'm meeting Jan and her new 'lady friend' for dinner after the show."

"'Her new lady friend?' Oh! Julia! She's the one who plucked my eyebrows like this."

"Well, they're adorable, but you'll have a hard time covering the fact that they've been plucked when you go back to being a boy."

"Well," John snickered, "things have changed a little. I doubt that I'll be going back to being a boy any time soon."

"Really? Huh." Stacy remembered how adamant he was that this was just a short term thing when he'd visited her. Something had changed.

"Stacy! Hi!" Rose came over and hugged the hairdresser. "Have you been talking to this naughty little girl?"

Ed joined them and they all chatted until Ed said it was time to go.

"Tough crowd tonight!" Harry was shaking his head as he exited the stage. Something was going on with the sound tonight. Petruchio's mic, in particular, was cutting in and out like crazy, making it hard for the audience to hear what was happening on the stage.

"The sound guy says that there are ships from Mass Maritime Academy doing maneuvers in the canal and their communications equipment is screwing up ours," Ed shook his head.

Harry looked around, then whispered, "Can I ask you something, Ed?"

"Sure."

"What's with John? I mean, at first he seemed pretty normal, but now... I mean he has turned into a pretty hot, little thing, you know."

Ed was not real comfortable with this conversation, but decided to just let Harry continue for now. "Yeah. I guess."

After a pause, Harry said, "Are you guys... you know... a couple?"

Ed just shook his head.

"How about you and Rose?"

"No, Harry. We're all just buds, you know."

"Yeah, but you and Rose are moving in together in LA, right?"

"As room mates. That's all."

Harry looked around a little, then whispered, "So, as far as John... or Bebe is concerned...?"

"What?"

"Would it be ok if I hit that while you're out of town."

Ed looked around to be sure no one was watching. "Tell you what, Harry... if I hear that you 'hit' on Bebe while I'm out of town, I'll hit you so hard your grandmother will feel it."

"What?" Harry was truly surprised by Ed's reaction. "Come on, Ed..."

"I'm not kidding, Harry. Leave Bebe alone. She's only been a girl for a few weeks and she's really confused. So are you, obviously. Trust me, I understand. I wish she was really a girl, too, but, regardless, if you go near her, I'll hit you so hard, I'll knock you from here to Hell and back again. That's a promise. Come on. We're on."

Ed walked out on stage and started delivering a line directed at Harry's character, but Harry was late getting onto the stage, so Ed delivered his line to no one. Moments later, Harry appeared and continued the scene, but there was a palpable tension between the two young actors on the stage.

When Bianca entered, John felt the tension immediately and began working towards normalizing the performance, but it wasn't easy. The scene involved Ed and Harry, as suitors for Bianca's hand, arguing and competing to gain her attention. John, as Bianca, quickly began flirting with the two suitors and made each of them relax into their roles. Soon, everyone was ok on stage, but there was still a lot of tension in the wings.

"What's going on with them?" Rose asked when she and John were waiting stage left and they could see Harry and Ed in a heated discussion on stage right.

"I don't know. Maybe all the tech stuff going wrong is getting to them."

Rose nodded, but warned him, "You know, this could be about you."

"Me!?"

"Yes, you. We know that Ed has a thing for you and I think Harry does, too. So... Maybe it's about you..."

"I don't think so."

"Well, just to be sure, I think you'd better go make it clear that your on 'Team Ed,' just in case."

"Ok." For the remainder of that evening's performance, when he wasn't on stage, John was hanging with Ed, letting him put his arm around him, holding his hand, just being his 'little sister.' It seemed manipulative, but the show definitely ran more smoothly after he did it.

"Oh, you were wonderful!" Stacy embraced John as he exited the wing area and headed for the dressing rooms. "I knew that Ms Weldon saw something in you, but, holy cow! You blew me away."

Stacy linked arms with John as they strolled. John thanked her and Rose joined them as they passed into the tent that acted as a dressing room. Jan introduced Julia to Stacy and they all discussed the costume design of the show while John, Rose and Gloria got changed into their 'civilian clothes.'

While they spoke, Julia mentioned that Ed and Rose had gotten parts on the show that she was working on.

"Wow! How awesome is that!?" Stacy cheered as she hugged Rose. "You must be so excited!"

"Oh, I really am!" But the conversation soon turned to John's amazing auditions and how he was still not cast in the show.

"I don't know what's wrong with these people," Julia said. "They rave about his audition, then don't hire him. They've got me vexed, I'll tell you!"

"Maybe he looks too old?" Stacy offered as she hugged John in sympathy. Still in just his bra and panties, he accepted her friendly hug, but smiled to say that sympathy wasn't necessary.

"No way," Julia snorted. "I had him in light makeup and a little dress from Target. He looked like a fourteen year old, trust me. Maybe even younger."

"Take a seat, baby. Let Stacy try something," Stacy guided John to a chair, then went to work on his hair.

"What did you do to him that day?"

Julia came over to John and manipulated his hair to illustrate the curls that she'd put in. "He was cute as a button with the curls."

"I bet he was. Let me try something."

Stacy began braiding John's hair, starting in the front on one side, following the upper line of his temple all the way to the rear, then following the line of his skull, then down his back to the end of the hair. Then she did the same on the other side. When she'd finished, John's black hair was beautifully braided in perfect symmetry, ending just above his shoulder blades. She took a moment to brush and curl his bangs just enough to make him look even cuter.

"I like it," Julia said. Let me show you how I did his makeup.

His 'Bianca' makeup was removed and Julia went to work. Again, his look was young and pretty and fresh. Jan helped him get his little, pink dress on without messing up the braids, then turned to Rose. "What do you think?"

"Aww," Rose spoke in that strange voice that women use when they speak to, or about, puppies, kittens or babies, "he's so cute!" She squeezed his cheeks between her hands. "I could just eat you up!"

"If you just walked in off the street," Stacy asked, "how old would you guess he was?"

Rose let out a long exhale. "I don't know. Certainly no more than fourteen, but maybe even younger. Twelve? Thirteen? You made his cheeks so plump and those braids... they're just so adorable."

Jan produced some pink ribbon and tied two large bows to the ends of the braids. "If you like wearing curls," she instructed, "Just leave these in until tomorrow morning and you'll have beautiful curly hair all day."

"Ok," John smiled as he looked in the mirror. He was REALLY impressed with the work they'd done. He definitely looked young. He thought that twelve was reaching a bit, but he could agree on thirteen or fourteen."

"Hello! May I come in?" A voice asked from outside the tent flap.

"Just a second," Jan called, then she crossed to the tent flap and said, "Can I help you?"

The others couldn't see who was there, but they heard a woman's voice saying, "My name is Madeline Crenshaw and I need to speak to Ms Foley, please."

"Ms Foley?" Jan asked. "What is this about?"

"It's about business and I guarantee that Ms Foley will want to see me. We met recently."

"Just a moment." Jan turned to them and whispered, "Madelyn Crenshaw? Do you want to see her?"

Rose wrapped her arm around John's shoulder as he nodded that he would see the guest, although he was baffled as to who she was.

"Do you know who she is?" Rose asked him.

"No clue," he replied.

Through the flap came a woman dressed in expensive, yet casual attire - as if she had bought her vacation clothes from a more expensive version of Lands End or L.L. Bean. She wore very little makeup and her hair was tucked into a baseball cap. She was so casual, in fact, that it took John a few seconds to recognize her. "Hello, Bebe," the woman smiled as she crossed the canvas floor to shake his hand. "Maddie Crenshaw. We met a couple of days ago..."

When the realization of who this woman was dawned upon John, he actually jumped just a little and shouted, "Oh, my goodness! You're 'The Disney Lady' from the audition!"

She laughed, "Yes, I am 'The Disney Lady.' I have to tell you, young lady, you completely shocked me on that stage tonight. What a great performance."

"Thank you, ma'am," his little Bianca curtsy followed the sentence. Everyone, John, Rose, Gloria, Jan, Julia and Stacy, was suddenly electrified by the prospect of something wonderful and exciting happening, right here and right now.

"I'm Bebe's sister," Rose interrupted. "May I ask, what brings you all the way to Cape Cod, Ms Crenshaw?"

"I know who you are, Rose, and I know that..." she stopped and looked around the room before continuing. "May I speak freely? What I mean is, does everyone in here know about John Foley?"

Everyone slumped with disappointment. John tried to keep a bit of a smile on his face. "Yes, ma'am. I'm John and my friends all know about it."

Ms Crenshaw reached out and ran her hand along John's braids. "Well, I must say, Mr Foley... you certainly do get into character."

"Yes, ma'am," again, a little curtsy. "I'm sorry to have deceived you, ma'am. You didn't need to come all this way, though. You could have balled me out over the phone."

"'Balled you out?' I don't 'ball people out,' Mr Foley. That's not why I am here."

"Then what can we do for you?" Rose asked.

"I'm here to discuss the death of John Foley." She said glibly.

"What!?!?" The others were shocked.

"And the birth of Bianca Foley, if you'll consider it."

Everyone looked at each other, confused.

"Ms Crenshaw," John stuttered as he formed his thoughts, "I have two questions. One - how did you find out about John and, two - what do you mean by the birth of Bianca Foley?"

"I found out by asking a lot of questions, Bebe. That's part of my job. And as for the birth of Bebe Foley, I am proposing that you cease to be John Foley in every way possible and become, legally, Bianca Foley. And that you become this perky, pretty little girl that you've created and that you accept the role of Alex on 'Civil Disobedience.' What do you say?"

There was stunned silence until Rose said, "Ms Crenshaw, as exciting as this is, I think we should talk to our mom about this before..."

"Oh, and you can knock off that 'sister' stuff, too. I know that's not true, but I think it's a great story. I'm not sure it'll work long term, though. The press checks everything, nowadays."

Rose and John looked each other again before Rose continued. "You are very well informed, Ms Crenshaw, but I still think that we need to discuss this all with Bebe's mom and her agent. Maybe we could get together tomorrow morning before Ed and I fly back to LA..."

"Perfect, but no one is going to LA until I get to bottom of the whole Bebe affair. Besides, as of last night, 'Civil Disobedience' is officially being retooled. So, call the airline and cancel your tickets. I will be at your house at 10:15 tomorrow morning. Please have something good for breakfast. It doesn't have to be fancy - just tasty." She pulled out a card and handed it to Rose. "Here's my number. Please text me the address."

She turned and headed towards the door. "Good night, ladies! See a some of you in the morning!"

"Shit," John whispered, "did I just get you guys fired?"

Rose was pale. Did she still have a job? She looked at Julia, who also was a bit concerned, but she shook her head as she said, "No. I don't think so. I think she just wants to make sure that everyone is on the same page before anyone goes back to LA."

"Can I come in?" Ed called from the tent flap.

"Yes, Of course," Jan called.

"Look," Stacy said, "I don't really know what's going on, so I think I'd better leave you guys to talk."

"Me too," said Gloria. "I'm sorry, guys, but I just don't have much to offer right now. Good luck."

They left and Jan went about closing down her wardrobe room.

"We just had a visitor from the show..." Rose began, but Ed cut her off.

"I know. I met her outside. She was pretty blunt about the whole Bebe situation and the show being on hiatus."

"I think I should probably show up for breakfast tomorrow, too, if you don't mind," Julia said. "After all, she knows that I work for the show, so I have a pretty big stake in this. Besides, if I make Bebe look young and weak and vulnerable, maybe she'll take pity on us all."

"Ok," Ed nodded, "but what does all this mean? Do you think we're going to be responsible for shutting down the entire show? I mean, there's hundreds of people involved. I don't want to be the guy everyone points to and says 'It's his fault.'"

"No," Julia shook her head. "I think that the fact that Ms Crenshaw came all this way is an indicator that she's supporting the show. I think that she wants to know exactly what she can expect if she decides to hire Bebe. I may be wrong, but I think we should look at this as a good sign."

Rose let out a long breath. "Alright, then, I'll look at it that way, too, and I'll hold off on saying anything to my parents until this is all worked out."

"I'm sorry, guys," John shook his head in disgust. "Every time I get involved in this show, things go badly for you guys. I shouldn't have been so persistent."

"Look, sunshine," Julia hugged him and kissed his forehead, "We all know you're the right choice. So, stop being a martyr." Then she slapped his bottom and said, "Don't worry so much. You'll get wrinkles and we don't want that pretty, little face to look a day older than it has to." Then she went to help Jan pack up everything.
 
THE DAY OF RECKONING -or- TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRUE
 

"My goodness, they are certainly making him jump through a lot hoops, aren't they?" Marilyn was cutting up a variety of melons and berries to make a fruit salad for breakfast. She'd already gotten the waffle iron out and set Ed to work making a stack of waffles, which were then put into the warm oven until needed. So far, there were twelve waffles in there, but Marilyn insisted that there should be at least sixteen - twenty, if the mix held out.

"I don't know, Mrs Foley," Ed poured more batter on the waffle iron and flipped it over, "I can't tell if they're trying to do a great job on the show or cancel it. But, you know what? Even if they cancel it, I've already gotten further in acting than I ever expected, so... that's pretty cool, I guess."

Marilyn stopped cutting long enough to rub his shoulder and kiss his cheek. "You've done very, very well, Edward. I'm sure that you have a big career ahead of you."

"Thanks, Mrs Foley."

Just then, Julia appeared in the doorway, started a drumroll on the door frame and said, "Ladies and gentlemen, may I present the one, the only, Bebe Foley!"

John appeared in the doorway, his hair still looking adorable in braids with new, baby blue ribbons tied to the ends, makeup to make him look as young as possible and wearing the flowered dress that Rita had bought him for his first audition. John and Marilyn applauded as he entered with Rose right behind him.

He smiled and curtsied. "She'll be here any minute, mom. Do you need me to do anything?"

"Just sit there and look pretty," Marilyn teased.

Rose was typing on her computer at the table. They all quieted as they heard the sound of Skype connecting, then the sound of Rita's voice, "She'd better mean business. It's too early in the morning to have my makeup on. I'm never up a 6:30 on a Sunday morning."

"Sorry, Rita," Rose giggled. "She didn't give us much information last night. She just said to have breakfast ready for her."

"Well, I've been thinking about this since you called," Rita nodded. "I can't imagine that she'd actually come to your house to beat up on you, so, my guess is that she has an offer in mind, but she wants to be sure that there's no chance that casting Bebe will come back to bite her in the ass."

Rose agreed.

"So, Where is my little princess?" Rita teased.

"Right here," John turned the computer to face him.

"Oh, aren't you just precious!? Turn your head so I can see your braids." He did as he was told. "Aww, those are adorable. Did Rose do that?"

"Nope," Julia pushed her face into the camera. "I did. How are you, Rita?"

"Julia!? What the hell are you doing on Cape Cod?"

Julia smiled. "True romance, Rita. I'll tell you about it another time."

"Congratulations," Rita smiled.

The conversation was interrupted by a knock on the door.

"That's her, now," John was suddenly tensing up.

"Relax, honey," Rose, Marilyn and Rita all said at once.

"I'll get the door," Ed left to answer the door. Moments later, he returned with Ms Crenshaw.

"Good morning, ladies," she greeted everyone. "Hello, Rita. Nice of you to get up this early to join us."

"Good morning, Maddie." Rita's voice came through the computer. "I certainly hope that it's worth my while."

Ms Crenshaw smiled at Rita's catty remark. "I certainly hope so, too. Let's see what we can do. But first, I'm famished. What are we having for breakfast?"

They ate their fruit salad and waffles and scrambled eggs and toast in Hyannis, while Rita drank a couple of cups of coffee in Los Angeles. Conversation was limited to the performances of the actors in 'The Taming Of The Shrew' the previous evening and a quality comparison of beaches on the east and west coasts. 'The Disney Woman' preferred the beaches on Caribbean islands to either. None of the people around the table had the experience of vacationing in the Caribbean, so the conversation faultered.

Finally, after coffee and hot chocolate had been served in Hyannis, Ms Crenshaw said, "So, let's get down to business. We, The Disney Corporation and Fielding Productions, the producers of 'Civil Disobedience,' would like to offer the role of Alex to young Miss Bebe Foley, HOWEVER, we don't want any problems with Ms Foley suddenly wanting to become a man a few years down the road. We need to agree that, for as long as 'Civil Disobedience' is on the air, Ms Foley remains 'Ms Foley.' If, after the production of this show ends, Ms Foley decides to become Mr Foley, again, then she needs to work with The Disney Corporation to do so in an appropriate way that serves not only her best interests, but those of The Disney Corporation as well. Do we understand each other, so far."

Everyone agreed that they did.

"Now, if Bebe Foley takes this role, then she has to live the life of Bebe as well. That means private high school, on set tutors, curfews, clothing... the whole nine yards. Is that understood?"

"Wait?" John seemed a bit troubled. "I have to go back to high school?"

"That's the deal, young lady," Ms Crenshaw nodded. "The other kids on the show will be going to the same school and using the same tutorial service. I believe that you met Kylie, who will be playing your best friend and neighbor. We've already enrolled her in a very cooperative, private school. They allow their girls to be on set when needed and they work well with the tutors. It's an excellent school and you'll receive an excellent education."

"But I already had an excellent high school education."

"Then you'll get another - possibly a better one, but, regardless, for the next four years, you will be attending Notre Dame Academy. That is non-negotiable."

"That's absurd," Rita announce from the computer screen. "Maybe Disney hasn't heard, Maddie, but the studio system is dead. You can't control an actor's personal life!"

"Oh, we'll make it worth your while, financially speaking, but remember, Rita, Disney is a family brand. We need to protect that brand. Now, to be honest, what we really want is to leave here today with Bebe Foley signed to a contract, HOWEVER, if there's one thing that Disney has, it's a stable of young actresses. So, if little Ms Foley and her management decide to play hard ball, then we have the resumes of several thousand other little girls who will do whatever we ask them to do. Are we clear?"

"Johnny," Marilyn whispered to her son, "be very sure that this is what you want before you accept this offer. If you do this, then to everyone in the world, except for the people involved in this meeting, you will be a high school freshman and a girl, at that. That means no freedom, no driving, no dating, no drinking, nothing adult at all for years. Is it worth it for a TV role?"

Ms Crenshaw overheard a bit of what Marilyn said, so she wrote something on a piece of notebook paper, folded it and slide it to Marilyn. "In light of what we are asking, this would be Bebe's pay-per episode for the first two seasons. If the show is successful, then we can revisit that amount before the third season begins."

Marilyn peeked at the paper and gasped. She showed it to John who looked up at her in shock. "I think it's worth it, mom."

"May I be included in this conversation?" Rita asked. Marilyn held the paper up so that the number was visible to the Skype camera. Rita nodded, then said, "It's a very good offer, Maddie, but what about some back-end things."

"Such as?"

"I'd like to see 'pay-for-play' added in as well as a merchandise percentage..."

"If you want a merchandise codicil, that's fine. It's a show for adults, Rita. I doubt there'll be much merchandise. As for 'pay for play,' I can't authorize that, right now, but we could meet during the week to iron that out."

It was quiet for a few moments before Rita asked, "Bebe... what do you think?"

John slumped and sighed and looked to everyone without anyone offering a single word of advice. It was all on him, now. "Well... before we do anything, I should tell you something... I found out on Friday that I... well... I'm what the doctor called 'intersexed.'"

Ms Crenshaw looked to the others at the table, all of whom just nodded. "Meaning what, exactly?"

"Meaning," Rose came to John's aid when he couldn't find the words, "Bebe has a number of female characteristics as well as male..."

"... and now, it seems," Marilyn explained, "she is about to go through another round of puberty... this time, though, he will be displaying female sexual characteristics."

Maddie took that information in and processed it. "So, Bebe will... what? Be growing beasts?"

"Yes," John said, still a little embarrassed to discuss it. "That's what they mean. I'll be growing breasts. The doctor couldn't examine my chest because of the breast forms, but she thinks that I've probably already started developing and I've decided to not try to inhibit them. In fact, I'm going to encourage their growth."

"So," Ms Crenshaw pondered, "let me get this straight. Right now, you've got developing breasts - like a little girl?"

John nodded.

"Huh," she smiled. "This may work out just perfectly, then."

"How's that?"Rita asked.

"Well, actually, in our re-tooling meetings, we had discussed making Alex a little younger. A girl in training bras may work even better for us. Then we can watch you grow into womanhood through the seasons. I kind of like that this could happen naturally."

John looked at Marilyn. "Training bra?" It seemed like something for a child. Almost like referring to him wearing a diaper.

"You'll probably need one, honey. I hadn't really thought about it, but..."

"Most thirteen or fourteen year old girls are out of training bras, Maddie," Rita said. "How young do you plan to make her?"

Ms Crenshaw looked to Julia. "How young do you think we could make her?"

Julia sighed as she evaluated John. "Well... when you talk about training bras, it makes me think of a girl a little younger than Bebe can go. I think that most girls start wearing them by age eleven, some as early as eight. I had a friend in school who was so small that she didn't start wearing one till fifteen." She sighed again. "Honestly, no matter what I do, Bebe would look a little odd as an eleven year old. On stage, we could do ten or eleven, but on TV, I think twelve would be pushing it. I think thirteen or fourteen is as young as we can do on TV."

Ms Crenshaw shrugged. "Ok. We can work with that. So - let's recap. I've offered an absurd amount of money as well as merchandise on the backend and I will work on a 'pay-for-play' accommodation. In return, John Foley agrees to (A) legally change his name to Bianca (aka Bebe) Foley, (B) sign a five year contract (C) live as a very well taken care of fourteen year old princess and (D) never disclose that she was a ever a man - TO ANYONE. Are we agreed?"

Everyone looked at John, who remained quiet and thoughtful.

"I'll add one more thing," The Disney Woman said when John took too long to respond. "We have several Disney Channel movies in development and I know that, once they see your work, the directors of these projects will be interested in you, too. How about I guarantee you at least one Disney Channel movie this season and I get you in to read for live-action Disney theatrical release films through the first two years of your contract. Does that sweeten the pot a bit?"

Again, John was pensive.

"What do you say, Bebe?" Ed asked.

"I guess I say... yes." John was hesitant, but the moment he said the word 'yes,' he felt as if a huge weight had been lifted from his shoulders.

Marilyn felt it, too, but she worried about her son's future. "I hope you know what you're doing, honey."

John sat a bit taller. "I do, too, mom. I don't think I stand a chance of a career as a guy. I think I'm going to be Bebe for ever, now."

His mother nodded, but then she thought of something, "Wait a minute... I can't send a fourteen year child to live on her own in Los Angeles and I certainly can't just walk away from my job at Holy Cross. How is Bebe's guardianship going to work?"

"I could be her guardian," Ed said, with a smile.

"Well, I could, too. After all, we're sisters, right?" Rose offered.

"Actually," Ms Crenshaw interrupted, "I've already told you that the 'sister' thing isn't going to work. Maybe we could say that you're cousins who were raised as sisters or something like that, but actual sisters is just too easy to check on."

"So," Marilyn asked, "Can the kids do a joint custody guardianship?"

"Of course," Ms Crenshaw smiled and reached over and held John's hand. "We have lawyers who can take care of everything, princess. I'm sure you'll be very happy with your new mommy and daddy."

This was a bit different than the fantasy John had had at the doctor's office, but it was pretty odd that such a thing had come to pass.

The deal was made. John would, from here on out, be known as Bianca 'Bebe' Foley. His name would be listed in the cast as Bebe Foley. Guardianship of fourteen year old Bebe would fall to her cousin, who was more like a sister than a cousin, Rose, and family friend, Edward.

The retooling of 'Civil Disobedience' would feature Don Ferry's two children, both daughters, one seventeen years old and the other thirteen. Rather than the widower father and two daughters living with HIS mother, they would now be living with THE DECEASED WIFE'S mother to allow discussions of how the girls' mother was at their ages. The same actress who had been hired to play the father's mother would now play his mother-in-law.

The show would be on hiatus for two more weeks while the scripts could be adapted and other arrangements could be made. Then, Ed and Rose would travel to LA when needed. Most of Ed's character's screen time was with the 'work' cast, so he would be traveling more frequently. Rose and Bebe were considered to be part of the 'family' cast. The decision was made to put off filming a lot of the 'family' scenes until 'The Taming Of The Shrew' had finished its run so that John's prosthetics could be removed before filming began.

After meeting with Doctor Schwartz again, John began the hormone treatments which would allow his breasts to develop correctly. After speaking with the doctor, even Nancy agreed that this was the best choice for a normal life.

The Sunday of Labor Day weekend, the prosthetic breasts were removed and John was shocked by the amount his nipples had developed. The small protrusions were much bigger and browner than the nearly flat, beige things that had been there when the prosthetic breasts were applied, back in June. There was also a distinct swelling beneath them; 'Buds,' the doctor, and every woman in his life, called them.

When he put his dress back on after the fake breasts were taken off, he was surprised by a couple of things. He looked so much younger and less feminine without his 'B' cup breasts and his nipples were definitely visible against the thin material of the dress.

He looked so thin without breasts. Just a lanky little thing. His grownup make up looked foolish and Halloween-ish on this child in the mirror. Jan saw how odd he appeared and helped him. "For a while, honey, you should just stick to a little, simple eye makeup and, maybe just a little blush. Here is some baby-pink lip stick. That'll work much better for a girl your age. Ok?"

He nodded and accepted the lipstick, feeling very odd and very young, indeed.

Marilyn had come with him to the rehearsal area for the removal and she saw his surprise and embarrassment, especially at the way his newly developed nipples and buds peaked through the soft, sheer material of his dress. "Don't worry, baby," she whispered to him, "we'll go get a nice training bra, right away. Something with a little padding to give you a little more figure, if you want."

He hadn't been this embarrassed about the 'B' cup breasts since the first day he'd worn them. Now, he felt strange and little boyish without them. His thin arms, that looked feminine before, now looked childish. The breasts had defined him as a young woman. Now, the lack of them and the evidence of his natural breast just beginning, defined him as an insignificant child. A pretty little girl. Nothing more.

"Well, John," Ms Weldon said as they shook hands to say goodbye, "it has been a pretty amazing summer for you, hasn't it? From a little, regional Shakespeare production to a show on a major network."

"Not to mention some other pretty drastic changes," Marilyn laughed.

Ms Weldon giggled at that. "Are you ok with all of this, then, John?"

"I am, Ms Weldon. Thank you." He gave he another of those cute curtsies. "And thank you for everything you've done for me. Helping me find myself and a job. I'll owe you forever."

"Tell you what," the director smiled. "How about you give me a hug and we'll call it even."

"Sure." He hugged her hard and long, then kissed her cheek as they separated.

"Oh, my goodness, you smell good," Ms Weldon laughed, "but I miss those breasts, now, don't you? You look so young."

He nodded and looked a bit sad.

"Don't worry," Marilyn smiled, "they'll be back, soon enough! We're on our way to get Bebe her first training bra, now."

"Ooo," Ms Weldon smiled. "Are you excited? I can see that your mom is. The day she buys her first training bra is a big day for a little girl, Bebe. Take your time and pick out a very pretty one. Try to enjoy these feminine experiences."

"Yes, ma'am," another curtsy.

At the mall, Marilyn bought John several different styles of bras, and even found a couple of padded ones for special occasions. His eyes and smile beamed as he looked at himself in the mirror at the store, happy to have these, small trappings of femininity back. Just the little bit of support offered by the training bras made him look that much more like a girl and Marilyn could tell that he liked that. Not only that, but the sales lady, who was probably in her mid sixties, doted over him and told him how pretty and grownup the bras made him look. He relished every second of it, and because he was happy, Marilyn was happy, too.

A few days later, a car pulled up to the front door of their home in Worcester. The driver held the door for Rose who hustled to the door of the house to hug Marilyn and John. "Oh, I've missed you both, so much!"

"We've missed you, too, dear," Marilyn hugged her tightly.

"And look at you, with real little boobies of your own!" Rose teased. "Such a little lady!" John smiled and blushed. "Are you all set?" He was.

With tears all around, John kissed his mother goodbye and Rose carried his bag to the car.

Finally, he was on his way.

A new city.

A new name.

A new age.

A new high school.

A new sex.

A new relationship with Rose and Ed.

A new world.

THE END
 
 
For now.
 
 
Bebe will return soon in 'Bebe in LaLa Land'

Bebe in Lala Land - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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  • Posted by author(s)

Bebe in LaLa Land: 1

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Continuation of John's journey in Kiss Me Bianca.
Twenty year old John travels to Los Angeles to pursue his new life as a fourteen year old actress.


 
Author's Note: I really hope you all are doing great and staying safe. If you read my story, please, leave me a review. Good or Bad, I read them all. ~Clara.
 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
STARTING OVER -or- I CAN'T GO BACK TO YESTERDAY, BECAUSE I WAS A DIFFERENT PERSON THEN
 

"Ladies." The Drama teacher clapped her hands to call the class to order. The girls had all been working in small groups to this point. "Ladies, please!" She clapped again and the girls all became quiet and turned their attention towards the teacher. "Thank you, ladies. I want to introduce a new student who has just moved here from Worcester, Massachusetts. This is Miss Bianca Foley."

The girls applauded politely.

"We usually do a little Q&A when a new student arrives, Miss Bianca," the teacher explained. "Do you mind if the girls ask you a few questions to get to know you?"

"Not at all, Miss Stephanie," John smiled, "but, please, call me Bebe." The girls all seemed to like that better.

John was dressed exactly the same as every other freshman girl in the class - every other girl in the school, in fact. A light blue, short sleeved, Oxford-style blouse tucked into a grey, wrap-around skirt that ended just above the knee, a pair of white knee socks and a pair of comfortable, black shoes with one inch block heels. That was the uniform and the Head Mistress made it very clear that no student could deviate from that uniform for any reason.

A girl raised her hand. "Miss Ella?" the teacher prompted.

"Thank you, Miss Stephanie. Hi, Bebe. I'm Ella. Welcome to Notre Dame. Did they have boys at your old high school?" The girls all laughed and jostled Ella for bringing up boys.

John smiled. "Yes. I went to a regular, old, public high school. Boys and girls."

"Oh, Miss Stephanie!" Another girl raised her hand.

"Mary-Katherine," the teacher acknowledged the girl.

"Thank you, Miss Stephanie. Hi, Bebe. I'm Mary-Katherine, but I go by MK. Anyway, why did you move to Beverly Hills?"

"I don't actually live in Beverly Hills," John said with a shrug, not knowing if this admission might make him a social pariah. "I moved here because of a TV show. Right now, I'm living with my cousin and a friend an apartment in Los Angeles. We're looking for a house, or a condo, or something."

At the mention of a TV show, some of the girls became more interested, while others figured that there'd be no point in getting to know this new girl. She'd be gone in a month, anyway.

"So, your cousin is going to be on a TV show?" a girl asked without raising her hand.

"Yes, but so am I." John smiled at the reaction that got. Even the aloof girls were interested, now.

"What show?"

"Who's in it?"

"Network?"

"Cable?"

"Streaming?"

"Girls! Girls!" Miss Stephanie calmed them. "Miss Bebe, why don't you tell us about the show."

"Oh, ok. Well, it's a new show on ABC. I think it starts airing in November. My cousin, Rose, and our family friend, Ed and I are going to be on it. It's called 'Civil Disobedience' and I play Don Ferry's youngest daughter. My cousin plays my older sister."

"Oh, Wow!" the girl named Ella shouted. "There's a sophomore girl named Kylie who goes to school here. She's going to be on that show, too!"

"Have you met Miss Kylie, Miss Bebe?" Miss Stephanie asked.

"Yes, ma'am," John replied with just a hint of the Bianca curtsy. Rose had been telling him to tone that down if he could, but it had become a habit over the summer. "I meet Kylie at auditions. We've been texting since then."

The teacher gave a somewhat sympathetic smile as she corrected her new student. "'ma'am' is very polite, Miss Bebe, but at Notre Dame, we always address our teachers as 'Miss' or 'Miss' and the teacher's name. So, I am Miss Stephanie at all times, do you understand?"

"I do, Miss Stephanie. Sorry, Miss."

"That's fine, Miss Bianca. It's just a sign of respect that we insist on."

"Yes, Miss." He gave her another quasi-curtsy causing the teacher to smile again.

The questions continued for a few minutes more. Mostly, the girls wanted to know if Don Ferry was as handsome in real life as he was on TV. Was he nice? Was there anyone else famous on the show? How did she get the job?

Finally, Ms Stephanie stopped the Q&A session and said, "Right now, Miss Bebe, the girls are all working on a project involving a play and a movie. Are you familiar with the movie 'Ten Things I Hate About You?'"

John nearly laughed. "Very familiar, Miss. It's based on 'The Taming Of The Shrew' by William Shakespeare. The reason I'm a little late starting the school year here is because I just finished playing Bianca in a production of Shrew."

"Oh, my! A children's theater production of 'Taming Of The Shrew!' That's pretty ambitious."

"No, Miss. It was a regional theater production. It was directed by Maureen Weldon. That's how I ended up auditioning for 'Civil Disobedience.' Ms Weldon recommended me for it."

The teacher gave a double take. "Maureen Weldon!? THE Maureen Weldon!?"

"Yes, Miss."

"Oh... well... anyway, the girls are looking at different Shakespearean plays and trying to adapt them into modern formats. Miss Ella, what play is your group working on?"

"Hamlet, Miss Stephanie."

"Oh, good. Your group is small, so, I'm going to have Miss Bebe join you, ok?"

"Yes, Miss Stephanie," Ella replied.

"Now, go join the girls." She indicated that John should walk past her, but as he did, she cautioned, "Oh, and Miss Bebe. I encourage you to take this class seriously. Regardless of your theater experience and your TV job, you'll need to do all of your work in this class to receive a good grade."

"Yes, Miss." John curtsied his little curtsy and nodded, but he realized that his resume had made this teacher a bit uncomfortable. He'd have to win her over.

The project was an easy one for John. He'd done dozens of exercises like this before in high school and college. The girls had already decided to set their version of the play in a family owned business with Hamlet's father being a CEO of the company. John coyly guided them through some improv exercises to work out their presentation, while simultaneously trying not to attract the attention of Miss Stephanie. They were the first group done and they presented before the end of the period.

Despite the ease of the classwork, John had a great time with the girls. As he'd found with Annie and Cassie, these girls had boundless energy and enthusiasm when they were doing what they loved. When the bell rang and the girls guided him to his next class, he was completely drunk on youth and the female hormones emitted by the young population.

Ella and MK became his guides. They were both charming, pretty girls. Ella was small, like him, and MK was a little taller and more developed. Both were blonde, as was the majority of the school, and had perfect teeth and noses, as did the majority of the school, too.

He had a Math Class and then a World Religions Class before they went to lunch. The entire time that they were together, MK and Ella spoke pretty much continually, bringing John up to speed on the other girls in their class. One was the daughter of a record producer, another the daughter of famous designer, still another the daughter of an actress from a classic TV series. Everything was interesting and exciting to these girls. John loved their energy.

At lunch, which provided much better food than his public school had, fresh salads, sushi, a variety of sandwiches, Ella said, "So this weekend is Home Coming at St Matthew's. Are you going?"

"Going? Going to what? The football game?" John was a bit confused.

"Well, no, not the football game. The dance."

"Dance?"

The girls looked at each other and giggled. "Yeah," MK said, "The Homecoming Dance. Didn't they have those at your other school?"

"No," John's high school had a policy against dances. Not for the highminded 'Footloose' reasons, but to avoid litigation. Frankly, when he thought about it, the entire school system he'd attended before seemed to be set up to avoid litigation rather than provide education. "Is it a big deal?"

"Yeah," the girls laughed at John's naiveté.

"It's a really big deal." Ella was shocked that this question could ever have been uttered. "It's like prom! Pretty dresses and hunky boys in suits. They have a live band, a photo booth, a sit down meal and everything! You have to come."

"Oh..." John stuttered as he searched for an excuse to not attend, "... but doesn't a boy have to ask me to the dance? I mean, I just arrived. I don't know anyone in this school, except you guys and I don't know anyone at all at St Matthews."

"No problem," MK said, "we know a ton of boys at St Matthews. Most of them went to middle school with us. We'll set you up."

John felt a frightened warmth crawling over his body. Less than half a day into this deception and he was already in a bit of a free fall. He had only expected to do his time at the school and go home. Maybe make a few friends and since it was an all girls school, everything would be fine. He hadn't considered the social aspects of high school - maybe because he hadn't really participated in them the first time he'd gone through.

"Ummm.... Well, I think I need to talk to my cousin about this, 'cause... see, I've never really dated before..."

"What!?" The girls were incredulous.

"You're shitting me, right?" MK asked, wide eyed.

"I'm what...?"

"You're kidding," Ella clarified. "I mean, you're pretty luscious. Why haven't you dated?"

John glanced at his small, developing breasts in confusion. When he thought of a 'luscious' woman, it was a well developed woman with big breasts. Obviously, the girls didn't mean that. Both Ella and MK looked much more developed than he did and he knew that most of his appearance was the padding in his pretty training bra. "Luscious? What do you mean by 'luscious?'"

"She means 'cute,' silly," MK giggled. "I thought that you came from Massachusetts. Don't they speak English there?"

He giggled with the girls, this time.

"You don't say 'luscious' in Massachusetts?" Ella smiled sweetly as she asked.

"Well, yeah, we do, but it means..." He gestured to indicate large breasts. "So... I'm not 'luscious,' that's for sure!"

MK almost spit out the Fiji Water she was drinking. "O-M-G!! No!! It just means 'cute,' or 'datable,' not 'boob-a-licious.'"

Ella laughed, "No. You are cute, though, and you have a different look, too. We don't have a lot of dark haired girls here."

"I've noticed that," John giggled. "Does everyone in Beverly Hills have blonde hair?"

"Eventually," Ella laughed.

As their last class ended and MK and Ella lead John to the 'pickup area,' their conversation returned to the St Matthew's Homecoming Dance that weekend.

"You have to come!"

"Talk to your cousin!"

"If she says 'no,' call your mom and ask!"

"Oh, you know who'd be a perfect date for her!?" MK announced with a burst of excitement. "Blaine Hazelton! He's really cute, a little shy, he's not dating anyone, and I saw him the night before last and he was planning on going stag."

Ella agreed. "Great idea! Oh, Bebe, he's a sophomore and he's about six feet, maybe six foot one, really nice hair and his dad is super rich."

"Ok, ok, ok!" John laughed at their persistence. He had finally figured that, if he could just get through the day and get home, he could make up an excuse to not go to the dance and they'd be fine with that. "I'll talk to my cousin and let you know."

Just then, a town car with a placard reading 'Fielding Productions' pulled up to the loading area. "That's my ride. I have to go." He started to go, but each girl grabbed him in turn and hugged and kissed his cheek. He smiled. "Bye."

As he grabbed for the handle, a voice said, "Oh, sorry, but I think that's my ride." John turned to see Kylie, the stressed out, red headed girl from the last audition. "Bebe!!! When did you get here!?"

Shocked, John accepted her hug. "Kylie! I just got here, today!" He was thrilled to see another familiar face.

"Just a second," Kylie pulled away from John and ducked her head into the town car. "Who are you picking up?"

"I think I'm picking up both of you, Miss," the driver said. He held up a clipboard. "See, I'm supposed to bring Kylie and Bianca to a wardrobe fitting."

"Great! Please pull up and wait over there for us. I need a minute."

"Yes, Miss."

Kylie took John's hand and guided him back towards the school building. "He's here for both of us," She told him, "but I have to introduce you to someone."

Gathered by a shady overhang was a group of teachers, several of whom John had met through the day. Kylie made a beeline for Miss Stephanie, the Theatre teacher.

"Excuse me, Miss Stephanie," she said.

The teacher turned and looked at the girls. "Hello, Miss Kylie, Miss Bebe. What can I do for you?"

"Oh, you've met?" Kylie beamed. "This is the girl I was talking about in class, Miss Stephanie. The one who got me through the audition for the TV show."

"Oh, my," Miss Stephanie smiled. "Miss Kylie has told us all about what you did, Miss Bebe. What a remarkably generous thing to do. I'm very impressed by that behavior, Miss Bebe. I hope that you continue to show that kind of camaraderie to the girls at Notre Dame." She smiled and patted John's cheek. "Thank you for showing a kind spirit, Miss Bebe. You may have changed Miss Kylie's life by doing so."

"Thank you. Miss Stephanie." John gave her one of his modified curtsies. "I'll do my best at Notre Dame."

"I'm sure you will." John noticed a strange, dismissive smirk from the teacher, which irked him, just a bit.

John followed Kylie to the town car wondering if Miss Stephanie was truly impressed or if she was even more leery of John than before.

Kylie spoke nonstop as the car proceeded towards the TV studio. She told John about her friends at her old school and how they'd reacted to her getting the part and then having to go to Norte Dame, about her visits to the set to meet the cast and anything else that came into her head.

"You know, Bebe, I met your sister and her friend, Ed. They said that they never would have gotten cast if it weren't for you, and that goes for me, too. I am really happy that they finally cast you, too. I'm really looking forward to working with you."

John smiled. "Thanks, Kylie, but I think you're all exaggerating a bit. I'm sure that you'd all have been cast without me. And, just so you know, Rose isn't really my sister. We just call each other sisters. She's my cousin, but she's as close to me as my real sister."

"Oh, that's so nice. And is she your guardian while you're out here?"

"Yes, Rose and Ed are both my guardians."

"That must be cool! They're so young. I still live with my mom, of course..."

"Excuse me, ladies." The voice of the driver came through a hidden speaker, surprising John, but Kylie was obviously used to it. She pushed a small button on the wall.

"Yes?" she asked.

"Just checking, Miss. My instructions are to take you to wardrobe for four o'clock, but we will be arriving well before that. Would you like to make any stops along the way?"

Kylie flashed a smile at John. "Have you ever had an In-N-Out Burger?"

"No..." John had heard about this West Coast chain of fast food restaurants, but he'd never been to one.

Kylie pushed the button, again. "I'm sorry. What is your name?"

"I'm Oscar, Miss," the driver said.

"Well, tell me, Oscar, if we make a quick stop at In-N-Out Burger and I treat you to lunch, would anyone at the studio need to know?"

The driver chuckled. "No, Miss. No one will find out."

"Excellent, Oscar. Let's go get some dinner, then!"

They arrived at wardrobe ten minutes early and full of 'Combo Number 1: Double-Double, Coke and fries.' The burger was so big, that John barely ate a third of it. The same with the fries, but Oscar helped out by eating most of those for him. Oscar, as it turned out, was a man in his late thirties or early forties who was at least six-foot-five, pale, blonde and balding. He had obviously been athletic, but not for a while, and by the time they arrived at the studio, the girls knew that Oscar was divorced and had three daughters aged thirteen, fourteen and sixteen who he only saw on the weekends. Kylie whispered that he was probably being so nice to them because they were the same age as his own girls.

Julia was waiting for them as they entered. "There are my girls!" She greeted Kylie with a friendly kiss, but hugged John tightly. "At long last, huh? I'm so glad that things worked out for you, Bebe."

"Thanks, Julia."

"Alright, ladies, the year is 1962 so get used to dresses, dresses and more dresses. I've chosen a slew of things for you to try on, so get into your skivvies and let's see what looks pretty!"

The next hour consisted of trying on one dress after another. Everyday dresses, dresses with matching cardigan sweaters, plaid dresses, solid dresses, shirt dresses, party dresses, dresses, dresses, dresses and each required its own set of antiquated undergarments. Kylie, being a bigger girl than John, needed more foundation garments than he did, Julia did provide John with some very interesting and somewhat pointy bras for some of his outfits.

Pictures were taken and comments were made and the next dress was buttoned up his back and the process was repeated.

"Alright, girls," Julia smiled as the girls put their school uniforms back on, "I think we're done for today. They've got another hour or so on the set. Would you like to watch and see what the process looks like?"

John and Kylie did, so Julia accompanied them to the soundstage.

It was brightly lit and exciting. There was a mock up of a living room in one area, a kitchen in another and the interior of a police station in another. All the activity was in the area of the police station set, so they headed in that direction. They passed a young woman with her hair flipped out who was wearing a straight, white skirt with a green lines circling it and a light weight, white sweater over her shoulders. As John and Kylie passed the woman, she whispered, "Bebe!"

When he looked at her, it took John a moment to realize that the woman was, in fact, Rose. She looked very different in makeup and her 1962 era shoes gave her a different posture. He hugged her and could feel the unnatural shape of the somewhat pointed bra under her stretchy top. "You're pointy," he whispered and smiled.

"I know!" She giggled. "Be grateful that you're too young to be dressed like this. It's not all that comfortable. Hi, Kylie."

Kylie waved and smiled. It was nice that Bebe's cousin cared so much for her. Rose held her arm around Bebe's shoulder and Bebe leaned on Rose's shoulder and breast. Being an only child and older than her cousins, she didn't have an 'older sister' in her life. It must be nice.

"Ed's in this scene. He's rehearsing with Don in his dressing room. They're still setting the lights and sound. How was school?"

"It was school," Kylie said. "Different day, same stuff."

Rose smiled and patted John's head. "How about you, Bebe? Did the first day go well?l

"It was fine. The girls were nice, I guess and the teachers were ok."

"Did you make some friends?"

He shrugged. "I think so. I met a girl named Ella and another named Mary-Katherine. They showed me around and seem like nice girls."

"Good, good. Are the teachers nice?"

"I guess. You have to call them 'Miss' all the time. They're pretty formal. The call me Miss Bianca or Miss Bebe and I have to call them 'Miss Evelyn' or 'Miss Stephanie.' There's a lot of 'Miss-ing' going on."

Rose giggled. "'Miss Bianca,' huh? I like that. From now on, I want you to call me 'Miss Rose,' ok?"

Now John giggled. "In your dreams."

Rose smiled and kissed the top of his head. He'd been letting her braid his hair at night so that it was wavy during the day. She liked it this way. It was young and pretty and kind of playful.

"Anything else happen?"

John snickered, "Ella and MK, that's what Mary Katherine calls herself, want me to go to the Homecoming Dance at St Matthew's this Saturday night. They wanted to set me up on a date and everything."

"Oh," Rose said surprised. This aspect of high school life hadn't occurred to her. "What did you say?"

"I told them that I never dated or went to a dance before, so I didn't think I'd be able to go."

"What!?" Kylie said. "You've got to go! These girls have certain events that are really important throughout the school year. Homecoming at St Matthew's is the first big one of the year. It took me two weeks to find a date! If you don't go, you'll be a social leper for the rest of the year!"

Rose looked at John and raised her eyebrows in concern. "A social leper, Bebe. That's pretty bad. I don't think you should risk being a leper, do you?"

He shrugged and spoke to Kylie. "I'm sure they'll be other things that I can attend, right? It's just that... well... I'm not even settled in, yet, and I've never been to a dance - I hardly even know how to dance - and I don't know the boy..."

"You've never been to a dance!?" Kylie was shocked. In truth, John had been to two proms, but he definitely didn't know much about dancing, other than those dances in which he'd been choreographed for a play or two. "Bebe, I guess that everything I've heard about how repressed everyone is in Massachusetts is true, but out here a high school dance is EVERYTHING to a girl! I'm not kidding, Bebe. You NEED to go!"

"What do you say, Beebs? A nice night out in a pretty dress, or social leprosy? It's your choice." John looked at Rose. Not only was she serious, but dressed as she was in those 1960s clothes, she looked almost motherly. Suddenly, he realized that she wasn't just playing along with Kylie; she was seriously encouraging him to go to a dance - with a boy.

"Umm... I don't know. Could we, maybe, put this on hold and talk about it at home, with Ed?"

"Sure, sweetheart." Rose smiled, but John didn't feel comforted by it. "Oh, here come Don and Ed, now."

The stage area went silent and Ed and Don Ferry performed a scene that lasted less than four minutes. Them they did it two more times for camera-shot coverage. Then Ed and Rose were released for the day.

"I don't think we should force him to go to a dance if he doesn't want to go," Ed was on John's side. The conversation was taking place around the dinner table at the rented condo they were all staying in. They'd picked up Korean take-out on the way home and were sitting around the way-too-big table in their dining room.

"Listen, Ed, there is no 'he' involved in this conversation. We all agreed that 'John' is not part of this conversation anymore. We are talking about Bebe, now, and I don't need you to be thinking like 'John's Pal,' I need you to be thinking like Bebe's guardian - like you were her 'Uncle Ed.' She is in a new school and needs to be a part of that school's social scene. She is going to that dance with that boy because it is the logical thing for a girl in her position to do! Heck, I went to dozens of dances when I was her age and many of them were with blind dates. It's part of growing up as a girl."

"Rose, I'm nearly the same age as you, remember?" John was frustrated with being left out of this conversation.

"Argh... Bebe's age, then!" Rose snapped. "Come on, now. You agreed to this arrangement. I'm just trying to make you follow through on your promises. Don't make me into the bad guy here!"

There was an aggravated and frustrated silence.

Finally, Ed said, "I think your cousin is right, Bebe."

"Ed! She's not my cousin! You know that!"

Suddenly, Ed became much more stern than John had ever seen. "According to the agreement we all signed, Bianca, she is and she and I are your guardians. We are responsible for not only your safety, but insuring that you adhere to the terms of your agreement. You agreed to live the life of a fourteen year old girl, Bianca, so that's what you are going to do. Now, this is just the first of many social obligations that you will need to fulfill, so I think that you should text those two girls, what were their names?"

"Ella and MK," John sulked angrily in his chair.

"Ok, Ella and MK," Ed continued in a decidedly paternal attitude, "and tell them that your guardians have agreed to allow you to attend the dance and could they, please, contact that boy and set up a date."

"Thank you, Ed," Rose smiled at Ed's decision to support her.

"No need to thank me, Rose. You were right. I was thinking like John's pal instead of Bebe's guardian."

"Well, I won't do it," John folded his arms and stared at the table.

Rose stood and started clearing the table. "Alright, missy, you listen to me. If this is going to work, then there are going to be some rules that we all need to follow around here. RULE NUMBER ONE, Ed and I are the adults and you are a child. You will do what we say, when we say it, or we will send you right back to Worcester. A lot of people bent over backwards to get you on the show and we are not going to sacrifice our careers because you are having second thoughts. Is that understood?"

John remained silent.

"Answer your cousin," Ed said as he drummed his fingers on the table. "This isn't a joke, Bebe. You dragged us into this charade with you. We all have to live up to the agreement that YOU made."

It took a moment, but John finally nodded. "Yes. I understand."

"Good," Rose calmed a bit, but continued. RULE NUMBER TWO, when we get home at night, no matter what time it is, the first thing you do is change out of your school uniform and you hang it up so that it is neat and ready for the next day. You're slouching in that chair, wrinkling your skirt and blouse. You're not going to school looking like an unmade bed. Understood?"

"Yes."

RULE NUMBER THREE, If you have homework, I want it done as soon as possible. If you're on set and you're not getting ready for a shot, then you're doing you're homework. High school isn't like college. You need to get up early and be prepared. You can't blow off the work you agreed to do. Work and School share the highest priority. And no matter what, you're in bed by 10:00 on week nights. Understood?"

"Yes, Yes, Yes. I understand."

"Good. Now, first I want you to text your little friends and set up that date, then, go change and hang up your uniform, then I want that World Religion homework done by 8:30."

"May I ask a question?" John sighed as he picked up his phone to type the message to Ella and MK.

"Of course, you may ask a question," Ed said. "A little less attitude would be appreciated, though."

John nodded, "Won't I still be an outcast if I go to the dance and have no idea how to dance? I only slow danced at my proms and I just kind of clung to my date. I don't know how a girl dances at all, but I know that they dance in groups. I can't do that."

"We'll teach you," Ed said, surprising both John and Rose.

"You know how to dance?" John asked, sounding more doubtful than he intended.

"Yes, I can dance," Ed said with some defense. "I took two semesters of Ballroom Dance for PE credit in high school. Now, go get changed and do your homework. It's almost 7:30. Your cousin wants you done with your homework in an hour."

By 9:15, John was done with his homework and he'd showered and was coming back out into the living room to watch a little TV with Rose and Ed, but before he entered the room, instead of hearing a television show playing, he heard music. It was a song that he knew because his mother liked awful songs from the 1970s. It was a schmaltzy song by the band Chicago called 'Color My World.' Wearing a simple, white cotton nightie with tiny bouquets of blue flowers scattered all over it, he peeked around the corner and spied Rose and Ed slow dancing, quite well. It surprised him, and the fact that they looked nice together, made him a little jealous.

When Rose spotted him, she slowly separated from Ed. She smiled at John. "That nightie fits you nicely. I'm glad. Between your diet and the hormones, you've lost so much weight, lately. I wasn't sure of your size, but I really liked it in the store."

"It does fit well and it's very comfortable. Thank you for getting it for me," John was trying to put the awkwardness of the early evening behind him.

"Good news!" Rose smiled and indicated that John should come to her. "Your Uncle Ed really IS a good dancer. Come here. He'll teach you how to slow dance. I'll teach you to fast dance tomorrow night after we go dress shopping."

John stood facing Ed with his back to Rose. "UNCLE Ed?" He asked.

"I think it's probably for the best, baby," Rose rubbed his shoulders as she guided him into Ed's arms. "Now, just follow his lead."

'Color my World' ended and Elvis' 'I Can't Help Falling In Love With You' started playing. Ed took the little man into his embrace and smiled down at him. "Ready?"

"Yes, UNCLE Ed," John rolled his eyes.

Ed started guiding John around the room. "Now, don't fight me, Beebs. Just follow me. Let me do all the work."

It wasn't easy at first. What little experience John had had with dancing involved him being the leader, but, eventually, he began to enjoy giving up the lead and allowing himself to be manipulated by his bigger, stronger partner.

"Most little girls learn how to follow a man around a dance floor when their small enough to stand on their daddy's feet." Rose watched and spoke from the side of the 'dance floor.'

"Even if my dad had been around, I doubt that he would have taught me to dance." John laughed.

"Just put your head on Ed's chest and close your eyes. Let Uncle Ed lead you around the floor"

John placed his head on Ed's chest and closed his eyes and surrendered his will to Ed's movements. It was nice. He could feel Ed breathing, his heart beating and then Ed started singing, quietly, "Take my hand. Take my whole life, too. 'Cause I can't help falling in love with you." It all seemed so warm and intimate. It was nice.

When the song ended, Ed stopped swaying and kissed John's damp hair. "See, you can do it. Just be a girl and let the boy lead you and you'll be fine. Ok?"

John nodded and smiled. "Ok."

Ed kissed his cheek. "Good. Now go with Rose and she'll get your hair ready for bed."

"Ok."

"I love you. 'Night."

Rose took his hand and led him towards her bedroom and her vanity. "Tell your Uncle Ed you love him, too."

"Love you, too," he called back.

She sat him in her vanity chair and took a moment to separate his hair into three sections and she braided it, using a scrunchie to secure the end. Then she led him to her bed and told him to sit for a minute. "We need to have a little chat," she said. "I'm sorry about being a little pushy, Beebs, but you do understand that this is all necessary, right?"

John nodded. "I do. I just never considered having to date a boy or anything like that."

"I know," she ran her finger along his smooth arm. "I'm sorry, but it is what we all signed on to do. Please, don't be mad at me, ok?"

He nodded. "Ok."

"Now, tomorrow is Wednesday and I'm called to the set at 7:00am. So, the studio is sending a car for you to take you to school. I'm done by 1:00-1:30, so I'll be in the car that picks you up. Since Kylie is going to be in the car with us, you probably should invite her to go shopping with us. I'm sure she'd have a good time and it's kind of the girly thing to do - you know, inviting your girlfriend to go shopping with you."

Just then, John's phone buzzed, indicating a text. He picked it up and shook his head in resignation.

"What?" Asked Rose.

"It's from MK. That boy, Blaine, he's excited to be taking me to homecoming. She him sent a picture, of me and she says that he says that I'm pretty. She sent me a picture, too. ." He held up his phone with the image of a handsome boy, with olive colored skin and spiked hair with bleached tips. He was alone in the selfie, but by the height of the photos on the wall behind him, she could tell that he was pretty tall and he obviously had an athletic build.

"Oh, he's cute!" Rose put her arm around him. "You'll have a nice time with him, I'm sure!"

John just shrugged, but when he did, the front of his loose nightie hung a little lower, revealing a glimpse of his developing 'buds' to Rose. She smiled. She liked him this way - small and feminine - and she was looking forward to him developing over the next couple of years. She adjusted the nightie for him, but let her hand linger.

"You're becoming quite the little lady, aren't you?" She smiled mischievously.

He glanced from Rose's hands to her face, wondering what she really thought about him. He didn't need to wonder for long. Rose let one of her fingers wander down to one of his nipples and softly fingered it, causing him to suck in a deep shiver of breath.

"Feels nice, doesn't it?"

"Yes," he whispered.

"It'll only get better, sweetheart, so learn to enjoy it."

He leaned his head on her shoulder, offering no resistance to her finger. So, she took the initiative and became more aggressive, rolling the nipple between her fingers, then kissing and licking his neck and ear.

"You smell nice, baby. And you're so soft. I'm so glad that you're finally here with us, to be our little girl. You like that, too, don't you?"

John was too focused on this new sensation to really focus on anything that Rose was saying. He just grunted in agreement.

Rose giggled, then whispered, "If you liked a nice, gentle nipple rub, then wait till you feel this."

Suddenly, Rose's hand was working at an amazingly quick speed, shaking, rubbing, pulling, groping his little, young nipple, and sending sensations he'd never felt all through his body. His breath caught in his throat and his eyes rolled back in his head. If he'd not been seated, his pelvis would have been thrusting wildly. Instead, though, within seconds, his body stiffened and then shook violently and Rose knew that she'd accomplished something she hadn't ever thought possible - she'd brought a boy to orgasm without touching his sex organ at all.

When his body relaxed, again, Rose pulled her head back, smiling. "Good, right?"

He nodded and smiled as he reoriented himself to reality.

"Good," she kissed his cheek. "Why don't you go take off those dirty panties, wash your 'dinky' really well so that you don't smell naughty at school tomorrow, and get into bed. I'll be in in ten minutes to tuck you in."

He did as he was told and he was fresh smelling, wearing clean panties and climbing into bed when Rose and Ed came in. Rose tucked in the covers and sat on one side of the bed, Ed sat on the other.

"You're going to be ok as Bebe, right?" Ed asked as he patted John's shoulder.

"Yeah, I'll be ok."

"Good," Ed smiled. "I don't want to be the jerk all the time, you know. I'm not really built for it."

John smiled at that. Ed was one of the sweetest people he knew. Being 'The Man Of the House' couldn't be an easy role for him.

"I need to be on set real early tomorrow," the big guy continued, "so I won't see you in the morning. I guess you'll be on your own till the car comes. If you need anything, just call. Have fun at school and enjoy your shopping trip with Rosie. I hope you find what you need, because Thursday is your first day of work. Are you excited?"

"Very," John said with a big smile. "That's what all of this is about, right?"

Ed smiled. "That's right, Bebe. Sleep well." He kissed John's cheek.

"Good night, E..." corrected himself "... Uncle Ed."

Ed smiled. "Atta girl." He stood and headed for the door.

"Good night, Angel," Rose kissed his other cheek. "Sleep well."

John's school day started with English class, which was a breeze - just some discussion of 'To Kill A Mockingbird,' a book he'd read twice and loved both times. He participated at a lower level than he wanted to, but he didn't want to be a showoff or make the teacher suspicious.

Second period was his science class. He had never loved Biology, but his Bio teacher, Miss Karen, was very pleasant.

Theater was third period. The groups that hadn't presented on his first day, presented today and the girls in the audience had to offer constructive criticism. Still feeling as if Miss Stephanie saw him as a threat, John just enjoyed the presentations and took copious notes. He kept quiet in the hopes of not antagonizing his teacher.

When the last group had completed their presentation, Miss Stephanie said, "Thank you for your input, girls, but, Miss Bebe, I noticed that you did not offer any critiques. A good deal of your grade is class participation. I expect input from everyone."

"Yes, Miss Stephanie. I'm sorry, Miss, I didn't realize. I was just trying to... get the feel of the class."

The teacher nodded. "I noticed that you were writing quite a bit during the presentations. Would you like to share some of that with us, Miss Bebe?"

John looked around at the other girls. Some were sympathetic that he'd been put on the spot. Others seemed to wonder what he'd written about them.

"I'd rather not, Miss. This is all a little new for me."

The teacher smirked. "Miss Bebe, please pass your notebook to Miss Amanda in front of you."

He did.

"Miss Amanda, please find Miss Bebe's notes on 'The Tempest.'"

The girl flipped a page, then looked up at the teacher.

"Are there any notes, Miss Amanda, or just doodles?"

"There are notes, Miss."

"Then, please, read them for us, Miss Amanda." Miss Stephanie's eyes never left John as she spoke.

It was plain to all that Amanda felt very much 'put on the spot.' She glanced at John sympathetically, then started reading. "The Tempest. Setting: In a closed Rocky Mountain resort. Offers nice options for Shakespeare plot.
Characters are well developed. Some Shakespearean English is mistranslated, but they're usually pretty close. Nice projection and diction..."

"That's enough, Miss Amanda. Pass that to me, please." The teacher took the notebook and looked through the pages as the bell rang.

"Class dismissed," Miss Stephanie said without looking up, "except you, Miss Bianca. Please stay. I'll write you a pass."

"Yes, Miss," John sat and watched her read his notes while the other students left.

"We'll see you in World Religions," MK whispered.

After a couple of uncomfortable moments, Miss Stephanie looked at John with a suspicious eye. "How old are you, Miss Bianca?"

"Fourteen, Miss."

"And what do your parents do for work?"

"My mother is a college professor, Miss. I don't know my father."

"Hmm. That might explain it. Your writing is very advanced for a fourteen year old, Bebe, and your insight is... well, impressive to say the least."

"Thank you, Miss."

"I'm going to be honest with you, Miss Bianca. I find you to be a bit of an 'odd duck,' if you catch my meaning."

John was at first taken aback by her bluntness, then a little insulted. He sat and contemplated an appropriate response, but Miss Stephanie closed his notebook and handed it back to him.

"I'm keeping my eye on you, young lady. You're obviously a very talented writer and the fact that you're here because you're an actress tells me that you're gifted at acting, too. Just because ABC hired you, though, doesn't mean that you're getting a free ride in my class."

"No, Miss, Stephanie. I never expected that I would. I'll participate more, Miss. I promise."

"I understand that you're not going to be in class tomorrow, correct?"

"Yes, Miss. It's my first day of filming."

"Well, make sure that you're signed into my class website so you don't fall behind. If you're out for work, you are still responsible for your school work. I am uncompromising on that, Miss Bianca, just ask Miss Kylie. She's been out for work three times already. I don't care if you win an Emmy on that show, you'll fail my class if you don't keep up with the work."

"Yes, ma'am."

"I beg your pardon?"

"Oh, I'm sorry, Miss. I meant, 'Yes, Miss Stephanie.'"

The teacher wrote on a small piece of paper, then handed it to John. "Here's your pass, now go straight to World Religions. I'll see you on Friday."

"Yes, Miss. Thank you, Miss."

"So, What did Miss Stephanie want?" Ella asked as they sat at the dinning tables in the cafeteria.

"She wants me to participate more," John said as he put his little purse back into his backpack.

"Whew!" MK wiped her forehead, dramatically. "I thought you were in real trouble."

"Me too," John spread the dressing on his salad. "She doesn't seem to like the fact that I'm going to be out tomorrow because of the show."

Ella nodded. "She's funny about girls who have acting jobs. She's envious, I guess."

John had had the same thought.

"So, about Saturday," MK said. "Are you excited?"

"Kinda, I guess. To tell you the truth, I'm a little scared, too."

"Don't be," MK waved him off, "Blaine is really sweet."

"And he's a hottie, too," Ella laughed with a mouthful of sushi.

"Do you have a dress?" MK pulled out her phone and showed John a picture of a very pretty, very short, pink dress. The picture was obviously taken in a dressing room at a retail store. "This is my dress. My mom and I bought it last weekend."

"Very pretty," John acknowledged. "My cousin and I are going shopping after school. I think that Kylie maybe coming with us."

Both of the girls became wide eyed. "Can we come, too!? Oh, we know all the right stores and what Blaine likes, too! We can help a lot!"

John was a bit surprised by the question. He wasn't sure how to respond. "Oh... well... I'd have to talk to my cousin, Rose..."

"Well, text her!" Ella nearly jumped out of her skin with excitement. "I'll text my mom."

"Me too!" MK grabbed her phone.

"Oh... ok..." John sent Rose a text - LOOKS LIKE MY FRIENDS ELLA AND MK WILL BE JOINING US TO GO SHOPPING. I CANT SEEM TO DISSUADE THEM FROM COMING.

Moments later, a text came back - ISN'T THAT SWEET!? THEY WANT TO HELP MAKE YOU PRETTY. THAT'S GREAT. ILL REQUEST A BIGGER CAR.

"My mom says, 'Yes!'" Ella shouted.

"So does mine," yelled MK.

It was all set, then.

The Beverly Hills boutique that the girls insisted was 'THE ONLY' place to go dress shopping, looked more like a coffee shop than a dress shop. There were no dresses on display. It was a moderately large space done in very pretty Patel's.

The proprietress was a bit annoyed that Rose had not called ahead for an appointment and also because the dance was just three days away, making any necessary alterations difficult to schedule. Luckily, Ella had several older sisters, so she and her mom were frequent customers of the boutique, so, when the proprietress saw her, her attitude changed considerably.

"Do you have any ideas? Colors? Styles? For the young lady?"

"As for styles," Rose thought, "nothing too revealing. She's not all that well developed yet." John was mortified to hear her saying this to a total stranger! What was the point of wearing a padded bra if everyone knew he was flat-chested? But the other girls didn't seem to take any notice. "She'll definitely need to wear a bra, so something that masks the straps. She always looks pretty with a little bit of a petticoat-style. Girls, is there a color code for the dance?"

"No," Ella announced, "but I just text Blaine and asked him what his favorite color is. He says it's red."

"Well, then, let's start with red," Rose smiled.

The sales lady spoke to another woman and within minutes, a rack of red dresses appeared at the other end of the room. Each was a work of art. Silks and laces and every shade of red from burgundy to pink.

Everyone oohed and ahhed, even John and Rose. Very quickly, though, John honed in on the one he liked the best. He pulled out the hanger and showed the dress to every one. "I really like this one."

"What an excellent choice," the saleswoman said. "That's a beautiful dress and it has a short, built-in petticoat, too! You'll need some help lacing up the back, I'm sure. Would you like me to help you?"

John looked to Rose.

"Each of the girls shouted in unison, "I'll help her!"

Rose smiled at them, remembering how exciting shopping for a special dress was at that age. "That's ok, girls. She's shy. I'll help her. We'll be right out."

The red, lace dress was covered in different styles of lace and brocade, with a scalloped, V-neck, tiny cap sleeves, a fitted top and a skirt that blossomed in layers of lace and extra fabric. In the back, his skin was visible to the shoulder blades, then a V-shaped panel allowed the dress to be laced tightly to him. With his padded training bra, it snuggled him tightly when laced and the skirt, which ended couple of inches above his knees in the front and mid-calf in the back, tickled his legs delightfully. From the moment he put the dress on, he adored it.

"You like it?" Rose asked.

"I do. I think it's perfect."

"I do, too, but you're no fun. A girl is supposed to spend hours trying on dresses. You're buying the first one."

"I have a good eye, I guess." He smiled as he swayed in the mirror. This was one of the best things about being a girl. The pretty dresses. He loved them when they were like this - pretty, lacy, designed to dazzle. "I like the little pearls sewn into the fabric." He ran his hands along the fabric, feeling the textures of the laces and the decorations.

"Let's go show your friends."

The girls praised him as he entered the sales floor. Their fingers immediately touching and caressing the material. He really enjoyed their appreciation of the dress and the way it fit him.

"An excellent choice, Miss," the sales lady praised John.

"How much is that?" Rose asked, expecting it to be in the area of a couple of hundred dollars.

"One thousand, four hundred and sixty two dollars, madam." The woman didn't even flinch!

They certainly could afford it, but the price still shocked Rose. She nodded as she regained the use of her tongue. "We'll take it. Do you sell shoes?"

"No, madam, we don't, but there is an excellent shop, two doors down. I'm not absolutely sure, but I think that there is still enough time to have a pair of shoes dyed to match the dress, if you'd like."

"Excellent," Rose smiled as she pulled out a credit card.

They picked out the shoes just as quickly as they'd picked out the dress, and they were equally over priced. Since it was still early, Rose told the girls that she'd treat them to supper. They dropped the garment bag with the dress off at the limo and invited Oscar, the driver, to join them for dinner. He agreed, happily.

She phoned Ed and told him she'd bring him something, but he said not to worry, so they headed for a shopping mall and for what Rose hoped would be a quiet meal.

It wasn't.

The girls headed straight for the Dave and Buster's and it's banks of arcades and pub-grub. Just a tad disappointed, Rose and Oscar sat and took charge of the girls' discarded backpacks.

"This is a wonderful age for girls," Oscar smiled as he watched them playing the video games.

"How so?" Asked Rose.

"Oh, they're still children, but young women, too. So bright and beautiful. My daughters are this age, as well. It is a wonderful thing to watch them become women."

She certainly couldn't argue with that, so she just smiled and watched the girls.

"But you're still young yourself," Oscar said. "You'll see when you're older. One day they're little girls and the next... they're all grown up."

Rose thought of last night, John's little breast-buds and how small he felt next to her. "No, Oscar. I do love them at this age, too."
 
ACTING ON TV -or- THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS
 

"They need you on set, Ms Foley," the production assistant waited till the hairdresser let John out of the chair, then accompanied him to the set, where a mock up of a kitchen was well lit and waiting for actors to arrive. "Is this your first time acting on TV?" She asked John.

"It is," John was more than a little stressed. He was feeling a bit lightheaded with anticipation.

The PA smiled comfortingly, "Well, Don't worry. Everybody here wants you to do a great job, so just relax and do what you do best. Ok?"

"Ok," John smiled back at the woman.

"Here's your chair." She showed him to a 'director's chair' that had the words 'Civil Disobedience' written across the top of the back and the name 'Bebe' printed below that.

"Wow," John ran his fingers along the embroidery.

"Cool, huh?" The PA smiled at John's reaction.

"Very cool."

He smoothed the skirts of his dress as he sat. The dress, a classic, young girl's shirt-dress of the early 1960s, was dark blue plaid with squares of darker blue beneath the white and black intertwining lines. It had short sleeves that came well down his upper arms and it had silver buttons up the front that buttoned all the way up to a very small collar. The skirt had enough material to flounce out a bit, but also had deep pockets on either side, which John liked quite a bit. Instead of the padded bras that he'd tried on when he'd visited the set on Tuesday, John had been given a basic, training bra from the period. With his hair curled and his makeup almost nonexistent, he looked young, indeed. 'Like a dark haired Patty Duke,' Julia had said. He was uncertain as to who Patty Duke was.

The one item that he did not care for was the nylon slip he'd been given to wear. The skirt of the slip was narrow and ended at his knees, creating a slightly hobbled gait when he tried to hurry. He also found it just a bit binding and cutting where it fit below his armpits.

"Bebe!" The director appeared beside John, surprising him. "Are we all set to start?"

John stood and gave the director a small curtsy, "Yes, sir, I am."

"Good, Good. Come with me." He called out to the dark area, "Can I have props in the kitchen and can someone find Marion? I want to rehearse this scene."

The props woman appeared and handed John a dish rag and placed a pile of wet dishes on a dish rack. She smiled at John and the director and asked, "Anything else?"

"I think we're good," the director nodded. "Where's Marion?"

"I'm right here," and older woman who John had seen in literally dozens of TV shows stepped into the kitchen set. "Hi, darling," she smiled at John, "Are you playing Alex?"

John said he was. "It's an honor to meet you, Mrs Reynolds. I admire your work."

The woman chuckled at the precocious child. "Just call me Marion, honey. We're all pretty relaxed on a TV set. How old are you, dear?"

"I'm fourteen, ma'am."

"Really, dear? Is this your first job?"

"On television, yes, ma'am."

"Oh, that's wonderful. Congratulations, dear. I had my first television role when I was just your age, too. Of course, mine was just a small role. I played a patient on a show called 'Marcus Welby, M.D.' I died of a rare cancer forty minutes into the episode, but I got to meet James Brolin - Oh, he was so handsome, back then."

John smiled at her reminiscing. "He is still a very handsome man, ma'am."

"Alright, child, let's knock off the 'ma'am' stuff, ok? I'm old enough without you making me feel ancient. Just call me Marion, or Nana, if that's easier, dear."

"Yes, m... Nana," John smiled apologetically as he adjusted his dress.

"Is you dress uncomfortable, dear?" She asked. "If it is, I'll call the costumer over."

"Not the dress, really. I like the dress, but the slip is a little... binding... I guess."

Marion smiled knowingly. "Oh, they've given you a period piece, huh. I remember those slips. They squeeze your boobs down to nothing and pull on you every time you move."

"Yeah," John adjusted everything once again.

"Don't worry, honey," Marion laughed at his fruitless efforts to make himself comfortable, "you'll get used to it. We all did, back in my day." She reached out and adjusted John's little collar and smiled at him, maternally. "You're a very pretty young lady, Bianca..."

"Bebe," John interrupted, involuntarily.

Marion smiled even more broadly. "Ok, Bebe... you are a very pretty thing, Bebe. If you need anything while we're working together - if someone is bothering you, if you don't know where the ladies room is, if you have a question about the scripts - anything at all... you come see Nana and I'll help you with it. Ok?"

"Ok," John beamed. "Thank you, Nana."

"Ok. Ladies," the director focused them. "Alex is helping her grandmother cleaning up after dinner. Nana, you're chastising Alex for acting up in school and being a tomboy, playing ball with the boys, getting dirty... that kind of thing. Alex, throughout the scene, you're wiping dishes and putting them into this cabinet and getting frustrated with your grandmother. Easy-peas-y, right? Ok, let's run it."

They rehearsed the scene twice with the director giving John some very technical direction about turning this way, or that, in order to keep the scene lit correctly.

Then they called in the camera, light and sound people to record it. They ran the scene twice with the cameras in a wide focus, then they ran it twice more doing closeups on the actresses.

"Ok," the director said, "I want to try one more thing. Let's do the scene once more, but this time, forget the script. Alex, I want to see more of a desire to be an independent person and Marion, I'd like you to try to encourage her to just be a good girl and do what's expected of her. Ok? This is going to be the primary focus of Alex's character throughout our first arch. She's mourning her mother's death and trying to figure out who she is in a male dominated world. Get it? Here we go, people. Action!"

The scene started as before, then Marion took a turn off of the page, "Its just disgraceful, Alexandra. You're a girl, and you need to take on the responsibilities of being a girl. Someday, you're going to need to know how to be a good homemaker. A good mother. Your father is going through a lot right now, and he needs you to be a good girl. So, knock off this nonsense"

"Nana," John picked up the flow, "I am a good girl. I just don't always want to do 'girl' things. I'm not perfect and pretty like my sister. I'm just an ugly little thing. I like to play ball and run with the boys. Why can't I keep doing that? There's nothing wrong with it."

"There is, though, Alex. Girls don't behave that way - playing baseball and running around in a dress... Boys aren't going to respect you if you're dirty and sweaty." Suddenly the actress was playing with John's curled hair. "And you're not ugly, Alex. How can you say that. My heavens, girl, you look exactly like... your mom at this age. She was... unconventional, too. But we don't have that luxury right now, sweetheart. From now on, I need you to think before you go running around a ball field. Think about your father and what he needs you to be. Think about me and what I am asking you to do, and think about your mother and what she would have wanted you to do - to help your father. Be a pretty little girl, Alex, please. That's what your mother would have wanted."

John clung to a plate while the character processed this demand, then he turned to the grandmother, rage and hurt blazing on his face and said, "My mother loved me as I am, Nana. She never made me feel guilty about being me and I miss her, Nana, I miss her like crazy and I miss daddy, too and he's never here, Nana. He's never here!" Then he dropped the plate back into the sink and he stormed out of the kitchen, leaving the grandmother watching him leave, blinking in confusion.

"And cut!" The director called. "That was great, ladies!"

He turned to the assistant director and whispered, "This kid, I'm telling you, she's a complete game changer. We've got something very special going on here. Wait till she works with Don. He's going to love her."

After lunch, John did some scenes with Kylie, who had been in school until noon. Several scenes took place on a back porch, so they filmed it on a set on the back lot. Kylie did great while they were on script, but the director wanted to try a little more improv. Kylie couldn't do it, though. It was all new to her, so they stuck with the script for the remainder of the afternoon.

"Is your homework all done?" Rose asked as she and John loaded the dishwasher.

"Yes. I only had Bio and Theater. The Bio was a chapter summary. I did it during a break on the set. Theater was to compare two versions of the same character in different versions of the story. I did Tom Buchanan from 'The Great Gatsby' - Bruce Dean in the 1974 version and Joel Edgerton in 2013. I passed it in on the website on the way home.

Rose giggled, "Isn't 'The Great Gatsby' a little sophisticated for a high school freshman? Shouldn't you have chosen, I don't know, maybe two different version of Spider-Man or something like that?"

"Oh, maybe. Sorry."

She kissed his head. "No need to be sorry, honey. I just made a suggestion. You'll impress your teacher, anyway."

"Maybe, but I don't think she likes me much."

"Really? Why?"

"I don't know. I just don't think so."

As they spoke, music started coming from the next room. It was Christina Perri this time.
"Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to brave
How can I love when I'm

Afraid to fall..."

Ed appeared in the doorway. "Is my dance partner ready?" He bowed as he had in his Shakespearean role and offered John his hand.

John rolled his eyes.

"Go on, now. Dance with Uncle Ed." Rose smiled at the two of them. "I'll finish up in here and join you. We'll do some fast dancing, too. Before you go to this homecoming dance, you'll be a pro. I promise."

Christina Perri led to Fleetwood Mac to Frank Sinatra to Sam Smith to Barry Manilow. Then Rose took over with Beyoncé which led to The Supremes to Amy Winehouse to The Beatles to Bob Seger to The Black Eyed Peas to Lady GaGa and, finally, to bedtime.

As Rose braided his hair for bed, she asked, "Have you spoken to your mystery date, yet?"

"Just texts."

"Does he seem nice?"

"I guess."

"Do I need to arrange a car to get you there?"

"I don't know. MK and Ella were talking about all of us going together, but I wasn't in school today, so... I don't know what's going on."

Rose fastened a scrunchie to the end of the braid and kissed his cheek from behind. "How about I arrange for a limo for the three of you? How does that sound? Maybe Kylie could join you, too. Maybe I could even get Oscar to drive, that way I'd know that someone's watching out for you."

John smiled. The girls would definitely enjoy a limo - not that a limo was all that unusual for them. They did live in Beverly Hills, after all. "That sounds good."

"Ok," Rose kissed him again, then guided him to lay down so that she could tuck him in. "You talk to the girls and I'll take care of everything else. Love you."

"Love you, too."

"Cool!" Ella shouted at lunch when John made her aware of Rose's plan to arrange a limo. "I'll text my mom and tell her that we don't need her to drive."

"It'll be much cooler showing up a limo than in a Toyota Sienna," MK joked.

"MK and I are getting our hair done tomorrow morning at 10:00 at the salon my mom goes to. You want to come, too?" Ella was enthusiastic.

"Oh, I can't," John was actually disappointed. He would have liked to spend the morning with the girls. "I have to work in the morning. We're filming a baseball game scene at some high school. I am slated to be working till 2:00."

"2:00!?" Both girls exclaimed.

"When will you get your hair, nails and makeup done!?" Ella was astounded at John's lack of planning.

"I... I don't know... I guess I'll have to ask my cousin for help."

"Bebe," MK took a very serious tone, "this is a big deal for you, you know. It's kind of like your 'coming out' into Notre Dame and St Matthews society. If you come looking like your hair was done at home, then, for the rest of your life, you'll be THAT girl! The one who didn't have her hair and makeup done for homecoming!"

John was a little amused by their belief that this was really all that important, but a part of him did believe that, if he didn't look perfect, then he'd have to deal with it for the next four years. "I'll... I'll text Rose. She'll figure it out for me."

"I hope so," Ella said.

"Don't be mad that I said those things, Bebe," MK said. "I only said them for your own good."

"I understand," John said as he sent Rose a text that read 'S.O.S. THE GIRLS SAY I NEED MY HAIR, NAILS AND MAKEUP DONE PROFESSIONALLY, BUT THERE'S NO TIME BECAUSE OF THE BALL GAME SHOOT. HELP!'

Moments later, a photo came through with a text. The photo was of Julia and four other people all holding tools used for hair, nails and makeup. The text read, 'DON'T WORRY. JULIA AND HER STAFF ARE EXCITED TO GET YOU AND KYLIE READY! JUST WORRY ABOUT SCHOOL. LET ROSIE WORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING ELSE.'

John showed the girls the text and picture.

"Oh, thank God!" The girls said.

"Are you Bianca Foley," a girl from the senior class interrupted their conversation.

"Yes," John replied, wondering how the girl knew his name.

"Are you done with lunch, because Miss Gabriella wants to see you in her office."

"Umm... Yes, I'm done." He gathered his trash on his tray and followed the senior class girl out, dumping his trash on the way.

John had met Miss Gabriella only briefly on his first day. She was the Head Mistress of the school and seemed like a pleasant lady at the time. He wondered why he was being summoned, though. In the four years he'd spent in high school the first time, he'd never even met the principal until the day he graduated.

"You're new, right?" the girl tried to make conversation. "I mean, you just started here this week, right?"

John acknowledge that she was correct.

"Your accent is north eastern, right? New Hampshire? Maine?"

"Massachusetts."

"No kidding!? I'm from northern Connecticut, one town south of Sturbridge, Massachusetts! My name is Autumn - stupid name, I know, but my parents think it's cute. How did you end up in Beverly Hills,"

John told her about his job, etc.

As they reached the Head Mistress' Office, Autumn turned and told John to stop. "Turn slowly for me."

"Ok," John said, confused. He turned slowly as Autumn inspected him.

"Ok. You look good. Miss Gabriella is really picky about the uniform. When you go in, she'll probably have you spin around for her, too. Just look confident and you'll be fine."

"Oh, Thanks. Do you know why I was called down?"

"No idea, sorry, but we better get you in, quickly. She's impatient."

Autumn knocked on the door.

"Come in," came a voice from inside.

"Good luck," Autumn whispered as she held the door open for John to enter.

"Ah, Miss Foley, please come in." The Head Mistress was in her late fifties or early sixties, it was a little difficult for John to gage the age of women in California. Most had had some cosmetic surgery and the Head Mistress was no exception. She wore business suits and when she stood as John entered, he saw that she was wearing a startling sage-green suit, today. "Turn around slowly for me, please, Miss Foley." He did as she instructed and when he'd completed the turn, she said, "Very good. The first step to being a successful young woman is being well dressed and presentable."

"Yes, Miss Gabriella,. I'll remember that, Miss." John did wonder if, in fact, that was the correct first step. It sounded suspiciously old fashioned, like the scene he'd done with Marion the day before.

Miss Gabriella took a deep breath, then spoke with a serious tone, "I have just had a conversation with Miss Stephanie, Miss Bianca, and I have to say, I am a bit concerned. For a girl that has only been in this school for four days, you have made a rather profound, negative impression upon one of my most trusted educators."

Unaware of any problems with Miss Stephanie since their conversations on Wednesday, John was confused. He stifled the impulse to say that the only problem that Miss Stephanie had was jealousy, and instead said, "I don't understand, Miss Gabriella. I promised Miss Stephanie that I would participate more when we give critiques. I was just nervous to criticize girls that I didn't know. That is the only problem I was aware of. Did I do something else that upset her?"

"I should say you did." She picked up a note from her desk and showed it to John. "Does this look familiar?"

It didn't. It was a note written on a piece of small notebook paper. In big letters it read, 'Miss Stephanie is a cunt. Fuck her.'

"No, Miss Gabriella. I have never seen that before."

"Oh, really, because it was given to Miss Stephanie by a girl in your class and she said that you had written the note. Are you denying that you wrote it, Miss Bianca?"

John was pale. This was bad! In the real world, this would be a stupid prank, but in this world, the world in which fourteen year old girls had no power at all and a world in which he WAS a fourteen year old girl, this was very, very bad!

"Miss, Gabriella, I swear that I did not write that. I spent all of second period working on the scene that Miss Stephanie assigned. You can check with the other girls in my group."

"Oh, I intend to, young lady, believe me. I intend to."

"Besides, Miss, here is my binder and you can check my locker - I don't have a notebook that size and I only have two pens with me. One is black and the other is a red one that is required for Miss Kary's class. That's written in purple."

The Head Mistress took his binder and looked through it. "Hmmm, well, either you used someone else's notebook and pen or you're telling the truth. For now, Miss Bianca, I want you to report to the nurse's office and wait there till I call for you. I will interview the other girls in your group and check your locker. If you're innocent, then we'll go back to the way things were, but if you're guilty, then I promise you, young lady, you will be looking for another school to attend and you can forget about that homecoming dance tomorrow night."

John just stood there feeling desperate and weak. He'd forgotten how awful grownups could be to children. She wasn't even listening to him.

"Now, go see the nurse and wait there till you are called."

She pushed a button on her desk and, within seconds, the nurse appeared and scowled at John as she guided him to her office.

As she closed the door to her little clinic and pointed to a chair in which she wanted John to sit, she grunted, "You should be ashamed of yourself."

"I didn't do anything, Miss," John tried to defend himself, but she closed the door, leaving him alone.

He wanted to yell and go back to the Head Mistress' Office and take control of the situation, but he knew that no fourteen year old girl would do that, so he sat. Then, he wanted to cry, but he didn't want anyone to see him cry. He was too angry to let that happen. He wished he had his phone, but that had been in his pencil bag which was inside his binder and Miss Gabriella had that. Then he noticed that there was a phone on the desk next to him. He had no idea what Rose's phone number was, but he'd known Ed's for years. So, he picked up the phone and dialed, but a busy signal began part way through the number. Then he remembered using the phone at his mother's office at Holy Cross. You always had to dial '9' to get an outside line, there. So, he tried again, dialing '9' first.

It worked! 'Hi, this is Ed. I can't come to the phone right now. Please leave a message and I'll call you back as soon as I can. Thanks!'

The tone sounded, and John whispered, "Ed, it's... Bebe. I'm in trouble at school, I didn't do anything, but I'm being blamed for writing a note about a teacher. They're making a huge deal out of it and threatening to throw me out. Right now, I'm locked up in the nurse's office until they've talked to everyone. I could really use some help. If you could call and stick up for me, that would be great. Oh, don't call my phone. The Head Mistress has it. I'm using the nurse's land line right now. Gotta hang up. Sorry and thanks."

Then, he sat and waited.

According to the clock on the nurse's phone, he'd been waiting fiftyfour minutes when the door swung open and John could hear the nurse's voice saying, "I'm sorry, sir, but we take these kinds of things very seriously at Norte Dame..."

"So seriously that you lock my innocent niece up like a common criminal?" Ed's head stuck into the office and John could see how annoyed he was. "Come on, Bebe. Are you ok?"

Relieved, John walked over to Ed, who hugged him, tightly. Despite his efforts, feeling Ed comfort him lead to some tears - not a lot, but more than John wanted.

They walked to the Head Mistress' Office where Miss Gabriella and Miss Stephanie were standing and talking while a student sat with her head down. John didn't recognize the student, but he assumed that she was responsible for the note.

"Well, Miss Bianca," the Head Mistress said, "it appears that we were misinformed as to who wrote the note. You can return to class, now. Thank you for coming in, sir, but, as you can see, it was unnecessary. We have everything under control here and..."

"Alright, just stop," Ed demanded.

"I beg your pardon?" Miss Gabriella was surprised by his tone.

"I said, 'just stop.' You accused my niece of something vile and threatened to throw her out of school. You locked her up, left her unsupervised and didn't allow her to call me, her mother or her cousin. What the hell kind of a school are you running here!? The studio is paying you more than eighty thousand dollars a year to educate my niece in a safe and supportive environment. Does any of this seem safe or supportive to you!?"

Who was this guy? Ed? Ed had never spoken to anyone like this in his entire life! Now, here he was - John's knight in shining armor, standing up for him and protecting him! Where the heck do that come from?

"I'm sorry, Mr Foley..."

"McNeal." Ed spoke with authority.

"I'm sorry?"

"My name is McNeal. Ed McNeal and I share custody of Bebe with her cousin Rose, and I swear that if anything like this happens again, you will have a very expensive, very public law suit on your hands."

"Umm, Mr. McNeal," Miss Gabriella spoke. "Perhaps we could send Miss Bianca back to class and have this conversation in private."

Ed looked from her to Miss Stephanie to John, then he squatted down so that his head was lower than John's and he said, "What do you want to do, Beebs? Do you want to go back to class or call it a day and go home with me?" He held both of John's hands as he spoke. John found it comforting.

"If it's ok, I'd rather go back to class." John refused to look at the Head Mistress.

"Ok, then," he kissed John's cheek, "you go ahead back to class and I'll make sure that you're ok here before I leave." He kissed him, again, then picked up his binder and passed it to John, giving him one more hug and a wink of his eye before he headed back to class.

Holy cow! Ed really did love him as an uncle. Life had certainly changed.

Ella and MK had been talking nonstop since he'd returned to class. There'd been questions about the note and they knew that John, or Bebe, hadn't written it, but they were sure that he was going to be punished. They'd even sent a text to Blaine, just in case he needed to get another date. They'd also sent a text later, telling him to relax - everything was ok.

They were outside, waiting for their rides, when John's phone sounded. He glanced at it and was shocked to see that it was Blaine. Ella and MK saw it too. John just stared at it for a few moments before Ella grabbed his phone and pushed the 'answer' button. "Hi, Blaine! It's Ella!.... Yeah, she's right here... No, she's all set. They found the girl who did it... Ok, she's just a little shy. Here she is."

John shook his head 'no.' He knew that he'd have to talk to the boy at some point, but he was hoping to do so when he was alone. Not in front of these two, excitable girls who seemed to have his future with Blaine planned right down to the names of their seven children.

"Just say 'hi,'" MK whispered as she pushed the phone into his hands.

"Hi." John's voice was tentative.

"Hi. This is Blaine. I just thought I should at least say 'hello' before tomorrow night." His voice was lower than John expected and he had a strangely hypnotic drawl to his voice. He was obviously not from the LA area, either. "I'm excited to meet you tomorrow."

John smiled. He could tell that the boy was feeling just as awkward as he was. "I'm looking forward to meeting you, too. Thank you for inviting me. Oh... and for calling... that was very sweet."

MK and Ella were bouncing around, excited. "Tell him his voice is sexy." "Tell him he sounds older." "Tell him you think he's handsome."

"I can hear your friends. They're pretty excited about the dance, I guess."

"They're pretty annoying, actually."

Ella slapped his arm. "Hey! We set this up! We have a right to be annoying!"

"Yeah!" MK joined. "She's got pretty lips, Blaine! Practice kissing before tomorrow night!"

"Oh, my God! Shut up!" John was horrified!

"Haha, I'll let you get going," Blaine was very polite. "Have a great night and I'll see you tomorrow. Text me when you're arriving. I'll be there early, setting up. I play Lacrosse, so I'm not playing in the football game. I'll come out when I get your text."

"Ok. Thanks for calling, Blaine. I'll see you tomorrow." He hit the 'end' button and turned to the girls. "You're both horrible, you know that!?"

The girls were almost uncontrollable with laughter. "Oh, we're going to have so much fun!" MK chortled.

"Bebe!" Kylie shouted from the door to a town car. "Time to go!"

"Ok!" John shouted, then turned to his friends and said, "Gotta go. We'll be picking you up at around 5:30 tomorrow."

"Ok!" Ella and MK said in unison, followed by another unison chorus of "Love you, Bebe!"

"Love you guys, too!" John smiled as he hustled to the car.

"Hi, girls," Oscar looked over the back seat and smiled. "Buckle up. Hope you had a good day at school."

"Actually," Kylie whispered to John, "I heard your's was pretty tough."

He shrugged. "It's over, now and, thanks to Uncle Ed, I don't think that Miss Stephanie is going to accuse me of anything else. I don't think she likes me."

"I think she envies you," Kylie said. "I mean, you're fourteen and you've played a major role in a Shakespearean play directed by a major director and you have a TV show."

"It was just summer stock."

"Yeah, summer stock with Maureen Weldon! Anyway, I'm glad it worked out. I would have hated for you to miss homecoming. I'm really excited about it, aren't you?"

"I guess. Mostly, I'm just excited about wearing my dress. I really like it. I kinda wish that we could just get all dressed up and have a dance without the boys."

"Haha, you're just nervous 'cause it's your first boy-girl party. You'll love it."

"Are you ladies talking about the homecoming dance?" Oscar called over his shoulder. "Big night, huh? I'm going to driving you, you know. I'm going to be wearing my best suit!"

Kylie smiled and laughed. "You're always the most handsome man in my life, Oscar."

"Yeah, well see that it stays that way!" He teased. "Two little beauties like you will make those St Matthew's boys faint. Make sure that I'm the only man in your life when I take you home tomorrow night, too."

"Don't worry, Oscar," Kylie giggled. "You're our guy."

Per John's request, Rose made bacon and egg sandwiches for dinner that night. That was followed by two hours of dancing lessons with Rose and Uncle Ed. Finally, at ten o'clock, Rose said, "Well, I think it's time for our little lady to get to bed. You have a car scheduled to pick you up at seven o'clock tomorrow morning, then a very big day before the dance. Go put on your nightie and I'll be in to braid your hair in a few minutes. Kiss Uncle Ed goodnight."

He hugged Ed tightly. "You were great today, Uncle Ed. Thank you for coming to my rescue."

"It's what I'm here for, little girl. I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you, so, whenever you need me, I'll come running."

John kissed his cheek and hugged him tightly. "I love you."

"I know you do, honey. I love you, too."

"Things aren't... weird for us, now, are they?"

"Not at all. You've always been my best friend and my favorite person in the world. Now... I just get to show you. That's not weird, at all - just different. That's love. Now, go to bed before Rose gets upset with us."

John turned to see Rose tapping her foot and pointing at her watch. He smiled at her and bounced off to his bedroom.

When Rose entered, John was dressed just in his plain white panties. His nightie was spread , face down on his bed and she watched he slipped his arms carefully under the hem and slipped the pretty little item over his head.

She stood in the doorway with a hand behind her back and she watched him and she smiled. He was the perfect little girl, which made him, for her, the perfect little boyfriend.

John pulled up the covers and laid down on the mattress, pulling the covers back over himself.

Rose sat on the side of the bed and smiled at him. "You had a tough day, today, huh?"

John shrugged. "It wasn't great, but Ed... he was unbelievable. He really stood up for me."

"He loves you, Bebe, just like I do. We'd do anything for you, just like a real mom and dad."

He smiled. "Thanks."

Rose took her hand out from behind her back. "I was saving these for tomorrow, but... since you had a bad day, I'll give them to you, now."

She placed two small pieces of clothing in his hand. They were both red. A very pretty, very lacy, padded bra, and a matching pair of panties.

"A pretty girl in a pretty dress needs pretty undies to make her feel beautiful."

John smiled. Just looking at them was a little exciting. He couldn't wait to wear them tomorrow. It was awfully nice of her, but unnecessary.

"Thanks, Rose. They're beautiful, but no one will see my panties tomorrow night.

"Well, see that no one does!" She laughed as she scolded him. "They're just to complete your outfit, baby, and look..." she turned the panties inside out and showed him the gusset. "Julia sewed a gaff in so that your 'dinky' doesn't rub up against your boyfriend while you're dancing."

John smiled and blushed. "That would only happen if I was dancing with you."

"Oh, you'll see. A handsome boy holding tight... you'll love it." She took the lingerie from him. "I'll put these on your dresser. Time for you to get some sleep."

She tucked him in and kissed his forehead. As she shut off the light she said, "Sleep tight, baby. I love you."

"I love you, too, Rose. Sleep tight."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 2

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  • Clara

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Stuck

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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Bebe in LaLa Land: 2

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Before she can go to the Homecoming Dance, Bebe has a half day
of work on the TV, show. There are complications of the set and Bebe
begins to assert herself in a familiar way. The child-actresses demands are,
ultimately, met and, as a result, his role on Civil Disobedience may become
a bigger one than he'd expected. Then, he's off to meet his date, Blaine,
at Homecoming with Ella, MK and Kylie!


 
Author's Note: Hope you like it! Please let me know!
Please, leave me a review. Good or Bad, I read them all. ~Clara.

 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
DEALING WITH REALITY -or- HER MIND HAD GONE DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE
 

"Ok," the assistant director called through a megaphone, "I need all the background performers to report to desk by the entrance to the school to check that your paperwork is all in order. Actors with unnamed characters, that includes boys numbers one through twelve, I need you to report to my assistant who is waving, over to your left, and I need the characters of Pitcher, Catcher, Umpire, Ronny, David, Peter and Alex to all come see me. Right now, please, people! The clock is ticking, let's get moving!"

John was wearing the same blue plaid dress he'd worn in the scene with Marion several days earlier. This scene would actually precede that one when the show was assembled. Doing scenes out of order was new to him, but Ed told him that it actually was easy once you got used to it. You just had to review the full script to remind yourself of where things occurred.

"Alright, boys... and Bebe," the AD said, "we're going to start with a bunch of staged movements - pitcher on the mound, staging some outfield catches, some of you running the bases, a few staged slides - stuff like that, ok. Bebe, Alex needs to do a lot of these things, too, are you ok with that?"

John's first reaction was to call the AD a condescending chauvinist, but instead just said, "Yeah, of course."

Some of the boys snickered, but a couple of more serious boys made the others knock it off. 'Seriously,' John thought, 'this far into the twenty-first century and boys still think that girls can't play sports!?'

"Great! Then let's get started." The AD began with the outfielders. The three camera men worked with him to film a variety of differently staged catches with the boys just catching the ball, or running after it and diving, or throwing it towards the infield.

"Hi." A boy came up to John while he leaned on the fence behind home plate and watched the process.

"Hi." John smiled at him.

"You don't remember me, do you?" The boy was at least sixteen or seventeen, with short-cropped hair, wearing a standard, grey-heather, pull over sweat shirt, jeans from the early 1960s and a generic baseball cap.

"You do look familiar, but, I'm sorry, I can't place you." John, who was usually good with faces, couldn't place this one at all.

"I'm Darrin," the boy smiled and laughed, a bit embarrassed. "We met at auditions a few months ago. I was..."

"Oh, Darrin!" John flashed back to the last audition. Darrin was the last to go in and he was petrified. John had made everyone clap for him and encourage him before going in for his own audition. "You look so different! You had longer hair, and it was darker, wasn't it? I'm sorry that I didn't recognize you! You got a part! Congratulations!"

"Yeah..." Darrin seemed nervous to even be speaking to John. John wondered if it was because Darrin was just nervous near him, or nervous around girls, or just nervous on set, or just nervous all the time. "Umm... I just found out the day before yesterday. I'm playing Peter. I guess, I'm your friend, Cora's, older brother. I don't know how often I'll be on, but I'm really happy to be here."

"That's awesome!" John smiled and gave the tall boy a friendly hug. "I'm really happy for you."

"Ummm... Yeah... well, me too... for you, I mean. Ummm... anyway... well... thank you for helping me... well and everyone else... that day. Without you, ummm... Bianca..."

"Bebe." John smiled at the sweet boy struggling to get the words out. "Everyone calls me Bebe. I'm not really a 'Bianca' kind of girl, you know?"

"Umm... Yeah," he laughed at the joke. "Anyway... Bebe... thanks. I mean it. And I'm really sorry, but... well... I have to say some pretty mean things to you in this scene. I'm... well, my character, Pete, that is... well, he's kind of a bully, I guess, and it kinda looks like he picks on you and Cora... like, a lot."

John laughed at his apology. "Darrin, you don't need to apologize for things in the script. Don't worry about it, ok?"

"Yeah... ok, thanks."

"So, Kylie is playing your sister? That's cool, huh?"

"Kylie?"

"Yeah, remember Kylie? Red hair. Pretty face. She was with us that day. She was number twelve, I think."

"Oh, yeah! I do remember her! That's cool! I didn't know that. Wow... cool... Ok, well, anyway... thanks, again, I mean, you know, for everything."

"You're very welcome, Darrin, and congrats, again!"

"Yeah... thanks... I should...." He looked around the infield. "I should, you know, go over my lines, I guess and, well, sorry for what I have to say in the show."

"That's ok. I'm a big girl. I can take it. Bye, now, Darrin."

"Bye." The boy was handsome and seemed bright, but he was very clumsy when it came to talking to John. John just hoped that he could overcome that when it was time to act, or this was going to be a very long morning.

Eventually the AD had John run some bases and catch some tossed balls, which he did without much effort, but after a couple of takes of John running, he asked to speak to the AD alone for a minute.

"Umm, I have a little problem with running in this costume."

"What kind of problem?" The AD seemed more focused on the shoot than the actress.

"Well, see, they have me wearing a slip under this and it's kind of narrow in the skirt. I can't really run full out while I'm wearing it. Could I, maybe, take it off and just wear the dress?"

The AD looked at the young girl, confused. "Did the costumer Tell you to wear the slip?"

"Yeah, but she..."

"Then you wear the slip unless she says otherwise. Now, let's get this done."

The AD walked away, leaving John huffing in frustration.

Around eleven o'clock, a car pulled up and Marion and Rose, both in costume, got out and waved to John. He was just about to start taking swings and hitting the ball for some shots. John waved back, then got into the batter's box. Darrin was on the pitcher's mound and had already performed a whole series of throws and glances and catches for the AD.

"Ok," the AD said, "we need a couple of strikes and look frustrated, Bebe, ok? Here we go! Just toss it in nice and slow, Pete," he called to Darrin. "We don't need any fast balls right now."

Although he had never played baseball in an organized league, John used to play in the school yard all the time and did very well amongst his friends, some of whom were very athletic, so he was not inexperienced at swinging a bat, but swinging a bat in a dress turned out to be a bit of a chore. The dress was swinging high on his thighs when he swung with any power and it was a distraction that threw him off, a bit. Added to that was the way that the slip would cut into his torso whenever he made the movements required for hitting a baseball. So, not only was the swing difficult and potentially embarrassing, but following each swing, he found himself trying to readjust the slip, which required a lot of shifting of the clothing around his bra in very awkward way. Each attempt to swing like a 'tomboy' made him more and more self conscious.

"Alright, let's hold up," the Assistant Director finally called. Then, he called the pitcher in to meet him at home plate, where in front of Darrin, the boy playing the catcher and the man playing the umpire, he said, "Ok, Bebe, this just isn't working. We'll have to bring in a double who can play baseball to reshoot these shots. We'll just move on to the part where your sister, Susan, and your grandmother come to take you home..."

"Wait!" John's voice was louder and more frustrated than he'd intended it to be. "I am perfectly capable of swinging a stupid baseball bat, I just need to take off this slip. It's so uncomfortable..."

"Of course you are," he dismissed, "but I can't spend all morning here while you play with your underwear..."

"Excuse me!?" John was insulted on almost every level imaginable. He was insulted as an actor who was talking to an Assistant Director who wasn't listening to reason. He was insulted as human being who was hearing someone insulting someone else - in this case, him - but mostly, he was insulted as a young girl being forced to wear impractical clothing and being condescended to by some idiot who never had to deal with a stupid, uncomfortable slip!

"Don't worry, Bebe, not everyone can play sports. We'll find someone who can..."

"Play sports!?" John was embarrassed and outraged. "You're not asking me to play sports! Your asking me to pretend to play sports! I can do both, if you'll let me just take off this stupid..." embarrassed to shout it in front of the boys, he lowered his voice, "... slip."

"Uh huh," he nodded, "Well, regardless, this conversation is over..."

"No, it's not," Marion was suddenly standing with the rest of them. "Just because you went to film school and have relatives in the industry doesn't make you our boss, Jason." She spoke sternly to the AD. "I suggest that you give the cast and crew a ten minute break while I call your uncle, who is the actual director, and we talk this over with him."

The AD tried to maintain a smile as he scoffed at the older actress. "Look, Marion, Mr Rutherford..."

"Or your Uncle Phil, as I call him..." Marion interrupted.

The AD's eyes narrowed. "... be that as it may, Mr Rutherford gave me this assignment to complete and that's what I intend to do. I am not going to interrupt his Saturday morning..."

"Fine." Marion held up her phone with the contact name 'Phil Rutherford' displayed. "I will." She pushed the 'Call' button and the 'speaker' option.

The phone rang twice before a voice answered. "Hi, Marion. What can I do for you?"

"Hi, Phil," her voice was sweet and didn't indicate any stress at all, "I'm out here at the ball field with your Assistant and he is having a little difficulty with the shoot."

"Oh? What's the problem?"

"Well, you know how it is, Phil, young guy and all... well, Bebe is having a hard time playing baseball because of the slip that wardrobe gave her is uncomfortable."

"Slip?" the Director's voice asked. "Slip - as in underwear? That's holding up a shoot?"

"Yes. Silly, I know, but he won't even let the poor child talk to wardrobe about it. Would it be ok if she just took it off and filmed the scene without it?"

"Well, yes, of course it would be fine. Is Bebe with you?"

"Yes, she is Phil. Would you like to speak to her?"

"Yes. Take me off speaker phone and hand the phone to her."

Marion handed John the phone and he put it to his ear. "Hi, Mr Rutherford. I'm sorry that we had to bother you..."

He listened for a few moments, then said, "It might be visible, sir. I'm not sure. I think that it showed when I took swings before."

He listened again. "I think that's a great idea, Mr Rutherford. Yes. I can do that. No, it wouldn't bother me at all. Yes, sir, he's here, too. Yes, I will. Thank you, sir."

John looked at the AD and said, "He wants to talk to you."

The younger man took the phone. "Hi." He listened and eyed John as the director explained what he wanted. "Ok, but are you sure? I mean, she's pretty young..." He looked at Marion. "Yes, she's here. So is Rose who plays Susan. Ok. Ok, if you say so. No, if she can actually swing the bat and hit the ball after that, then I'm sure we can finish in a few hours. Ok. Yes. Goodbye."

Twenty minutes later, a new set up was ready to be filmed. John and Darrin had worked out some dialog and they were ready for the first sequence.

"Everyone ready?" a production assistant called. Everyone on the crew nodded.

"Alright, then," the AD called out, a bit skeptical. "Let's do it. Action!"

Darrin, in character as 'Pete,' wound up and threw the ball across the plate with a reasonable amount of force. John swung and missed.

'Pete' chuckled, "Ha! You used to be a big shot, huh? I told you that things would change. Wait till those little things on your chest get bigger. Your days of being a ball player are over, baby!"

"Shut up and pitch," John as 'Alex' replied, hurt and angry.

"Oh, what's the matter? Is the little lady on her period?"

'Alex' threw the bat and charged the mound, but the boy playing the catcher caught him and carried him back to home plate. "Maybe you should just go home, Alex," the catcher whispered. "Maybe Pete's right. You know, guys and girls... they're built different."

'Alex' turned to the umpire and said, "Can I have three minutes?"

The umpire rolled his eyes and said, "Two. Then you're out."

And 'Alex' ran away.

"Ok," the Assistant Director called. "Cut! 'Alex' go get changed and get back here ASAP."

About four minutes later, John was back in the batter's box, swinging the bat. Except for the fact that the sun showed through his spread legs when he took the batter's stance, he looked almost exactly the same - that is until he took a swing and no slip was visible.. The Assistant Director made sure to capture all of these things in his filming, too.

Then 'Pete' called from the mound, "Is the spoilt little princess ready?"

"That's enough!" The Umpire called. "Play ball!"

This time, Darrin threw a medium speed pitch right straight across the plate and John swung, connected and sent it sailing deep into the outfield. Then he ran the bases, enjoying the feeling of the breeze through his dress.

As planned, when he approached home plate, running full speed, 'Pete' ran forward and knocked him out of the baseline and onto the ground, causing 'Nana' and 'Susan' to come running to help 'Alex' out. Then 'Pete' caught a throw in from the outfield, tagged the downed girl and the umpire shouted, "Out!"

'Nana' and 'Susan' then ran to him and argued his call, until the AD called, "Cut! Great work, everyone! Let's see - Rose and Marion and the umpire, stay put and we'll film the argument. Outfielders, we need to get some coverage on you guys. Pitcher, I just need to get a shot of you running in from the mound and, Bebe, after I do the argument and 'Pete' running in from the mound, we'll shoot your 'behind the tree' moment, then I think we can call it a day. Ok, let's get this done. Quiet, everyone! Grandmother, sister and umpire, you're up first!"

After they'd finished with the argument and Darrin's run in from the mound, they set up by a wooded area. First, they filmed John running into the woods, then they staged a series of short shots in which he first removed his dress, then pulled down the tiny zipper on the side of his slip. Then the slip was removed and left it in a heap on the ground. He pulled the shirt dress back over his head and ran back to home plate, buttoning as he ran.

Finally, as it was approaching 2:30, the Assistant Director told Rose that she, Marion and John could leave, so Rose grabbed John by the hand and pulled him towards the car in which she and Marion had arrived.

"Come on, Beebs! Julia is sending me very panicked texts. We need to go, now!"

But, before he was able to get into the car, Darrin called to him and ran to them.

"Look, Umm.. Bebe... I'm really sorry about, you know, what the AD said and about what I had to say in the script. I mean, we still have to do the part in the dug out where I really talk some sh... Umm... trash about you. It's kinda mean, really and, well.. I'm just sorry, is all."

John smiled and gave the sweet boy a little, friendly hug. "No need, Darrin. It's just a script. I gotta run. See you soon, I'm sure."

"Umm, Yeah, sure, but... um... could I, maybe, get your number? Just in case, you know... for the show?"

"Of course!" John gave him his number, which Darrin immediately used to call him so that Bebe would have his number, too. Then, a quick peck-on-the-cheek and John was in the car and on his way to be made beautiful.

"Well it's about time!" Julia shouted, not altogether playfully, as Rose, Marion and John entered the makeup studio at the studio. "I thought that you'd be here before 2:00! It's after 3:00, now! Where have you been?"

"Oh, that idiot AD," Marion cursed. "He couldn't find his way out of a paper bag and they put him in charge of a Saturday morning shoot when everyone has someplace else to be. I didn't think we'd ever finish."

"Sorry, Julia," Rose had John facing her and was already unbuttoning his dress. "Take this off, Beebs. You'll have to wear your undies for this. Your own dress is on its way, but you need to get started."

"Can't I just keep this on for now?"

"No, sweetheart," Julia helped pull the dress over his head. "Once your hair is done, we don't want to pull a dress over your head."

"Ok," John said, but then he saw Kylie sitting in a chair having her hair worked on. "Umm, isn't there a robe or something I could wear? This training bra is really..." he left that hanging. He glanced towards Kylie.

Rose understood what he meant. She suppressed her amusement and said to Julia, "She's just concerned because Kylie hasn't seen her without either a padded bra or a top on."

Julia suppressed her giggle, too. "Well, well, well," she said so that only John and Rose could hear, "we have certainly developed a sense of maidenly pride, haven't we. Why, I bet at this time last year, you were comparing the size of your manliness to the boys in the gym. Now, your self conscious about how your boobs compare with another girl. Not so very different, is it?"

John didn't answer, but he turned fully away from Kylie so that she couldn't see his underdeveloped breasts.

"Beebs," Rose grinned, "what's the big deal? You just took off your dress in front of a whole camera crew. Kylie doesn't care."

"They only filmed me from behind, Rose. They saw my bra strap and my butt in a pair of white cotton panties. They didn't see that I've got the breasts of an eight year old. Please, Rose. Isn't there a robe around here somewhere?"

"Tell you what," Julia patted his head, "I'll get a hairdresser's cape and put it on you. We won't take it off until your padded bra arrives. Is that ok?"

He nodded, but kept his arm strategically placed across his chest until the cape was on and secured.

"Better?" Rose asked.

He nodded, very embarrassed.

Marion, who had been waiting nearby, said, "Bianca, there is no need to be ashamed of your body. They'll come in, I promise. You're already beautiful. They'll just make you more so. Until then, who cares?"

He nodded and shrugged. "I'm really... small there, Nana. That's all."

"Oh, who cares. Walk proudly, little girl. No one will even notice." She kissed his cheek and said, "I'm going to hang around to see you girls in your dresses for the dance. Is that alright?"

Everyone agreed that it was and Julia dragged him over to a small bathroom with a shower. "Be quick, little girl! Get your hair good and wet, wash your body well, put your bra and panties back on, then call me when you're done. I'll have another cape ready for you." She kissed his head and slapped his bottom, hard, a said, "Now, go! Go! Go!"

"Oh, I love it!" Kylie gushed as she looked at her hair in the mirror. John, freshly washed, and then powdered by Rose, agreed. Julia was just starting to comb his hair out while one of her partners worked on John's pedicure in the hopes of getting him ready in time.

"You look beautiful, dear." Julia smiled at the girl. "It's going to be at least forty-five minutes before Bebe's ready. If you'd like a snack or something before you dress, this is the time." She began rolling hot curlers into John's long hair.

"No thanks, I'm good." Kylie sat in the chair next to John so she could watch and talk. "Did your shoot go well, today? I heard that you were shooting the baseball game that we talked about in that scene we did on the porch this week."

John told her about the shoot, leaving out how frustrating the AD had been to work with, and he told her about Darrin being cast as her brother.

"I didn't know that they planned for Cora to have a brother. That's cool. I don't really remember him, though. I was pretty stressed that day. I'm sure I'll know him when I see him, though."

Just as Julia completed rolling John's hair in curlers, a woman appeared in his field of vision. "So," the woman smiled, "is this the little girl who's making my job so much more interesting?" She was Looking directly at John, who didn't know quite what to say.

Julia laughed. "Probably! She seems to cause extra work for everyone, everywhere she goes! Just look at me and my team. We should be home, enjoying a beautiful Saturday afternoon. Instead, here we are getting her ready for a homecoming dance."

The woman glanced at Kylie and said, "My, don't you look pretty. Are you going to the dance as well?"

"Thank you. Yes, I am," Kylie smiled.

"That's Kylie," Julie continued working on John's hair, placing a bonnet dryer over his head, allowing his ears to remain free to hear the conversation. "Kylie plays Cora on the show. This one, here, is Bebe. She's the real troublemaker."

"Very nice to meet you, girls." The woman shook hands with each of them. "My name is Barbara Gravel and I am one of the writers on the show. Now, it seems that the character of Alex, which would be you, I believe, took a turn off of the page today due to a wardrobe issue, correct?"

John nodded.

"What wardrobe issue!?!?" Julia was concerned that no one told her about any problems.

John explained the problems caused by the oddly clingy slip and the solution they came up with.

"Well, it was a more creative and more involved story than I would have come up with," Barbara spoke as she leaned against the wall in the makeup area, "but it has created some new possibilities for our first arch and, guess what, I am now your character's supervisor. So, I will be working with the head writer and director to feature your character more prominently. How does that sound?"

John was in shock. "Wow!" he said.

"Wow is right!" Kylie joined. "This is great Bebe! If your character is featured more, mine will be too! Wow!" She was thrilled.

"Well," Barbara smiled, "I can't promise anything to anyone, right now, but I need to follow through on the scenario you created today. I'll be working with the team this weekend and I'll be sending you some new pages on Monday. The director would like me to get feed back from you as we construct this story, ok? So, let me know what you think."

"Oh, believe me," Rose giggled, "you will know what 'The Beebs' thinks! She doesn't keep her opinion to herself when it comes to acting!"

Barbara smiled. "Excellent. Well, have a great time, girls. I'm going home to see my husband for the first time in a week. Bye, bye."

By the time Julia removed the bonnet, John's makeup was complete and his fingernails were drying. Oscar had shown up and he'd brought Ed with him, who, in turn, had brought the garment bag with all of John's clothes for the evening.

Kylie was sent to change while Julia fussed over the sculpting of John's hair. "I'm going to keep her a bit young, still," she told Rose, conscious of the people present who did not know John's secret. "See, her lips are a little thinner than I'd do for an older girl, and her makeup is less severe. I'm just going to create a little 'poof' here on top, so that we can put a tiara there, then bring all of these curls in the back into a high pony tail that will 'poof' out a bit, too. Pretty, but sweet and young. It's actually kind of important that we maintain this kind of a 'young' look. We can't have a picture appear in the press where she looks older. That's not the image the studio wants."

Rose nodded and watched as Julia did her magic.

Ed wandered over to watch, too. "Well, she looks pretty grown up, to me," he teased. "Make sure that you don't make her too pretty. I don't want to have to hire an armed guard to protect my niece 24/7." He smiled a friendly, loving, paternal smile at his friend. "If you ask me, she's already, too pretty. Make her look more... normal, will you?"

"Oh, get out of here, you!" Rose scolded as she smiled and pushed him away from the chair.

When Kylie emerged from the dressing room, she looked stunning in a simple, aqua dress - An A-line skirt and a tight bodice with tiny, spaghetti straps. Her well developed figure looked perfect and the color of the dress made her gorgeous red hair pop.

"Oh, Kylie," John was very impressed, "you look so pretty!"

"Thanks. Could some one take a picture so that I can send it to my mom? She's really bummed that she couldn't be here to help get me ready."

"Sure." Ed took the picture for her, gave her back her phone and said, "You look like you're twenty five years old! Your date is going to pass out when he sees you."

"Thanks, Ed." She was glowing with young beauty and excitement.

Then Ed turned to the team working of John and said, "Nothing like this for Bebe, though! I don't want a bunch of boys drooling over my niece!"

"You just stop it, or I'll call security!" Julia teased. "She can't help but be beautiful!" To John and Kylie she said, "Now, you both have my cell number. I want to see pictures. Lots and lots of pictures! You hear me?"

They both swore that they would.

Finally John was done. There were small, springy curls atop of his head, a glimmering tiara pinned securely into those curls, several curled tendrils helping his curled bangs to frame his face, then his curled and wavy hair was all pulled to the back of his head, where it was gathered and pinned before falling in a thick, glamorous arrangement to just below his shoulders.

His standard 'young and fresh' makeup was enhanced with a little more color on his eyes. A little eye liner, curled and heavily mascaraed eyelashes and bright red lips - not too lush, but not thin, either.

He was gorgeous without being gaudy. Girlish without pretending to be womanly.

Rose hustled him into the changing room where, first, he donned his new, lacy, bright red bra, then the matching panties and shoes. "My mom would have made me wear pantyhose for an event like this," Rose reminisced, "but you're wearing open toed shoes, so the pantyhose wouldn't look right."

Once the shoes and undergarments were all on and secure, Rose called out to Ed to help with the dress.

"I'm not very experienced at this - no sisters at home. What so I have to do?" he asked when Rose handed him the left shoulder of the dress.

"We are going to lower it to the floor. She'll step into it and we'll raise it up her body. Once it's on her shoulders, I'll need you to hold the top of the back nice and tight so that I can lace it up and tie it off."

"Ok."

They lowered it and John stepped in. As they raised it up his body, Ed took note of the shape of John's hips and buttocks. They were definitely girly - young girly, not womanly, but seductive in their own, young way.

Once the dress was on John's shoulders, Ed tried to hold the back of the dress tight by standing behind John and pulling the panels towards the center, but he was in Rose's way. So, she scooted him around to John's front so that she could work.

Ed stood facing John, his arms over john's shoulders, holding the fragile material tightly while Rose worked on the laces of the dress.

There was nowhere for either John or Ed to look except at each other.

"This is a little weird, huh?" John chuckled. "You helping me put on a dress so I can go to a dance with a boy?"

"No, not really," Ed replied with a warm smile. "You need help. I'm helping you. We've been friends for more than ten years and we always help each other out, right?"

John smiled and nodded. He noticed that his lipstick tasted a little different than usual. He mentioned that to Rose who said that it was because the stuff he was wearing today was really expensive. "We can't have your little freshman friends judging you for wearing cheap lipstick, now can we."

"Your lips are very pretty," Ed said.

"Thanks." John still had nowhere to look. Ed was much bigger than him and his arms were blocking his peripheral vision.

"Am I embarrassing you by saying that?" Ed was watching John blush.

"Maybe... I guess... a little."

"Sorry," he smiled at John. This young, beautiful girl, his niece, was so far removed from his best friend, that young man with the with the scraggly beard and the greasy boy-bun, that it was hard to believe that they were the same person. At one point, when Bianca was just appearing, Ed was so attracted to the woman his friend had become that he almost asked her out. And why not? She was sexy and beautiful!

But now... now she wasn't John or Bianca to him at all. Now, she was Bebe and she depended on him to be the grownup. Uncle Ed. He'd miss John and he'd probably fantasize about Bianca from time to time, but he would love Bebe as if she was his own child. He would do everything he could to help her be safe, happy and healthy.

He loved John as a friend.

He lusted after Bianca as a sexual partner.

He would love Bebe as if he were her her father and she was his daughter.

FIRST DATE -or- EVERY ADVENTURE REQUIRES A FIRST STEP

After the pictures, a quick Skype conversation with his mother in Worcester and kisses from everyone, Oscar was finally able to herd both John and Kylie into the limo and, with a text to Ella to tell her they'd be picking them up in about a half hour, they were on their way.

There were a couple of dozen photos at Ella's house - mansion would be a better description - with Ella and MK's moms posing the four of them all around the house and yard.

The next text was sent to Blaine as the limo approached the school's entrance. 'HI. ITS BEBE. WE'RE PULLING INTO THE DRIVEWAY. THERE'S A LINE OF CARS DROPPING GIRLS OFF BEFORE WE GET TO THE DOOR.'

The reply came, 'GREAT. I'LL BE THERE. WHAT KIND OF CAR?'

'BENTLY LIMO.'

'REALLY!? WOW! ILL DEFINITELY BE THERE! I WANT TO SEE IT.'

John laughed. "Blaine wants to see the limo."

"So does Oliver," Kylie said.

"So does Rutger," MK said.

"So does Craig," Ella said.

That made them all laugh hysterically.

As the limo came to a stop, Oscar lowered the privacy panel and spoke to John and the girls. "Ok, ladies, we're here. Now, you all have my number. If you have any problems, just call me and I'll come in and get you. Now, be careful and remember that boys are all dangerous. Keep them at arms length."

The grins on the kids' faces could not have been bigger and hearing Oscar stating that they were tempting to boys only made them that much more excited to get out and get started.

John, however, had nothing but butterflies in his stomach.

"But Oscar," MK teased, "you were a boy once, right? Were you only interested in sex, too?"

The girls all giggled.

"Yeah, ok, laugh if you want," Oscar smiled at their teasing, "but just know that, if you need any help, Oscar is just a phone call away. Ok?"

"Ok," they giggled together. Then, a boy working as a valet, opened the door to the limo and invited the girls to exit the vehicle.

There were four boys, Blaine, Oliver, Rutger and Craig, all waiting. The girls all knew their dates, so they received quick hugs before the boys ducked their heads into the limo to look at the interior of the vehicle. The girls were left staring at the boys' bottoms while the boys exclaimed, "Whoa! This is gorgeous."

Blaine, who was as tall and handsome as his picture indicted, stood back a few steps until John noticed him. He smiled warmly, his hands tucked deep into his pockets, his dark, burgundy suit jacket hanging over his pocketed arms.

John held his little, red clutch purse in front of him with both hands and smiled back at the boy. "Hi." John took several steps towards him and his smile grew.

"Hi, Bebe," he said, then took his right hand out his pocket and offered it to John. "I'm Blaine. You look... beautiful..."

John felt a warmth in his belly. Blaine was handsome and polite. John liked his compliment, too. They shook hands. "Thank you. You look... very nice, too." They smiled at each other for a moment, then John said, "Do you want to see the inside of the car?"

Blaine, snickered and shook his head. "Nah. It can't be as beautiful as you. Let's just go in and get our picture taken."

Blaine offered his arm and John wrapped his around it. Blaine walked slowly but decisively towards the entrance, and John could hear Ella shouting at her date, "Hey, come on! We want to go in!"

The photographer had a beautiful array of flowers set up for the students and their dates to use as a background for the portraits. There was also a monitor facing the couple so that they could proof their portrait after it was taken. Thinking back to his own proms, when he and his date wore rented clothes and stood in front of a mottled grey piece of vinyl to have a picture hastily taken, this all seemed so very elegant. Not only did he like it - he really appreciated it.

They took their picture in the traditional position, with John standing in front of Blaine, Blaine's arms around John, the couple slightly askew, heads turned and smiling towards the camera. Blaine approved it and they proceeded into the hall to meet other students and their dates.

Eventually, Blaine led John to the buffet table and they made their selections. Again, thinking of his own proms with baked chicken, mashed potatoes and green-bean-almandine, while this feast of everything from elaborate tofu dishes to African cuisine to prime rib, seemed amazingly elaborate.

When they sat, it was with Blaine's friends and their dates. Kylie sat at the next table with her date and Ella and MK were across the dance floor. With Blaine on one side of him and another athletic young, handsome boy on the other, John felt very small in his beautiful, red dress.

"Your school is beautiful," John said very sincerely. "Norte Dame kinda looks like an old church, or something. This school looks like a fancy hotel."

Blaine smiled and looked around. "It is nice, I guess. I'm kinda used to it, now. I don't really notice it much."

"You're not from here, are you?" John tasted his egg roll. It was amazing!

"No. I'm from the Florida pan-handle. My mom married a TV executive who used to work out of Atlanta. He had an opportunity out here, so I got dragged along. It's nice, though. These are good guys. I'm happy enough."

John smiled at his date and took another taste of egg roll. Just as he took a bite, Blaine said, "Ella says that you're from Boston?"

With a mouth full of egg roll, John could only laugh and hold a dainty hand in front of his mouth until he was able to swallow. Blaine laughed at his predicament.

"Hey, don't laugh at me!" John giggled, adorably, "that was your fault. But, no, I'm from Worcester. It's in the middle of
Massachusetts. Like forty miles or so from Boston."

"Oh, Sorry."

They chatted about their lives and got to know each other.

"So," Blaine said as he returned to the table with their desserts, "did the girls mention why I'm not dating anyone, at the moment?"

"No, not really. They said you were shy."

He laughed at that. "I guess I kinda am a little shy, but that's not the reason, and besides, you're really easy to talk to."

John smiled. "That's nice of you to say. You're easy to talk to, too."

Blaine smiled. He found Bebe, not just pretty, but very, very cute. She had a genuine, honest smile and laugh that didn't take into account how a boy would respond to her. He really liked that. "Thanks. Anyway, well, there's a girl back in Florida and, until I moved away last spring, we'd been going together since seventh grade. She comes out here when she can, too, so... you know, I just wanted to let you know that, even though I really, really like you, I kinda already have a girlfriend."

John was actually very relieved. "Don't worry about it, Blaine. I'm having a great time and I'm not really looking to date anyone, either. I'm not going to be looking for you to call me, or anything..."

"No, no... see, what I was going to say is, I know you're new and all and as long as you're not seeing anyone... you know... maybe... if you need an escort or something... I'd be happy to..." the handsome young man looked around the room for a moment, trying to regain his swagger and find the right words. "Oh, man, what I mean is, I think you're really nice and I would love to be friends... if you'd like that, too."

John smiled and placed his petite hand on Blaine's larger, stronger one. "I'd like that a lot, Blaine. To tell you the truth, this is the first time I've gone on a date with a boy and this... event... is NOTHING like anything we did at my old school. I was really scared about coming and you have made it an awesome night. Thank you, and I hope that we'll be friends."

"Good evening, ladies and gentlemen," a very handsome man with dark skin and a beautiful, bright red tuxedo, spoke into the microphone on the bandstand. "My name is JC and these are The Decades!" The man indicated the other ten or twelve people on the bandstand. There was the typical rhythm section as well as five horn players and a slew of singers, both male and female. The first thing that occurred to John was, 'The band alone must have cost thousands of dollars!'

"Now that you've got full bellies," the man continued, "let's get you up and dancing! We have to work off some of those calories. We're going to kick things off with a song from The Beatles! One! Two! One, two, three...

'Well, she was just seventeen.
And you know what I mean...'"

"Want to dance?" Blaine asked as he was rising.

"Sure, but I'm not a very good dancer," John took his hand and rushed to the dance floor as Blaine pulled him along. He was used to wearing character shoes, but these heels, as expensive and well made as they were, were a different story!

Self conscious, at first, he began moving the way that Rose had instructed, swaying and swinging his hips and arms. Looking around, he realized that most of the other people on the dance floor - male and female - were also self conscious and that made him relax a bit.

By the end of 'I Saw Her Standing There,' he felt good and he was having fun. He forgot about the nervousness and just enjoyed moving to the music and feeling his beautiful dress sway around him, caressing his body. Suddenly, he LOVED dancing! It wasn't stupid or silly - it was wonderful!

Next came, 'Papa's Got A Brand New Bag,' and John and Blaine stayed to dance for that one, too! Soon, MK and her date were dancing nearby. Neither Kylie's nor Ella's dates seemed interested in fast dancing, so they came out together and joined the throng.

The music slowed for the third song, 'When I Was Your Man,' and Blaine opened his arms in an invitation for John, which he accepted.

"I thought you couldn't dance," he whispered to John, as they moved around the floor.

"I didn't think I could," John smiled up at the handsome boy. "You make it easy, though."

Blaine actually did dance quite well. It was obvious that he'd had some experience.

"You really are a flirt, aren't you?" Blaine laughed.

Actually, John would never have described himself as one and was surprised to hear Blaine say it. The cockeyed smile that crossed John's face was meant to read as 'I'm innocent,' but came across as even more flirtatious than before. "I am not!" He laughed.

Blaine loved this silly grin on his date's face and drew her closer to his chest. "Yeah... you are. You just don't know it, yet, and that makes you even cuter."

By 9:30, they were preparing to choose the 'Homecoming Court,' a popularity competition amongst the football players. As it turned out, Kylie's boyfriend, who was a junior, was a big deal on the team. He wasn't voted 'King,' but he was chosen as a member of the King's court, so Kylie joined the Queen's. There was a lot of applause for the boy, but, because she was new, there was less for Kylie. John bounced up and down and hooted and hollered and applauded as loud as he could, even running to the edge of the stage to throw his friend a kiss. Kylie definitely appreciated it and blew a kiss back to her friend.

Each member of the court was given a sash and a crown to wear for the remainder of the evening. John waited at the foot of the stairs to the bandstand to congratulate Kylie and hug her when she descended. Blaine joined them and shook hands with Kylie's date. Ella and Kylie ran over to congratulate Kylie, too.

There were a series of awards given to the student athletes who had competed in the homecoming game earlier in the day and a reminder that, when the dance ended at 10:30, everyone was expected to leave the school and behave as excellent student representatives of their schools. Everyone needed to get home safely and soberly.

That remark got some whispered, sarcastic remarks from some of the older kids, but everyone seemed very happy to just enjoy the rest of the evening.

As the band kicked off their last set, Blaine asked, "I'm getting a drink of soda. Want one?"

"Sure," John said, "thanks."

"Ok, stay right here." Then, he bent gave John a soft, slow kiss on his cheek. "I'll be right back."

John smiled as he watched Blaine disappear into the crowd.

"Oh, my God! Oh, my God! Oh, my God!" Ella was bouncing out of her skin.

"What?" John asked, genuinely confused.

"He kissed you!" MK said in a whispered shriek.

"Just on the cheek..." John began to protest.

"Yeah," Kylie added, "but he still kissed you. He likes you!"

"No he doesn't," John scoffed. "He told me he has a girlfriend."

"Yeah, like in Ohio!" Ella shook her head, disgusted with John's words.

"Florida," John corrected.

"Whatever... he LIKES you!" Ella was insistent.

"No..."

"Yes," now Kylie was getting into it, "he does, Bebe. You can tell? No one JUST KISSES a girl on a first date! He LIKES you!"

"Well, I think you're wrong. He's just a nice boy who's being polite..."

"Who are you talking about?" Blaine appeared with two paper cups baring the logo of the school and containing clear soda. "You can't be talking about me. You said that boy was polite."

He handed John a cup and smiled. "Are you having a good time?" He asked.

"I am having a wonderful time, yes, and thank you for the drink. I don't think I've ever danced this much in my life. Whew!"

Blaine smiled. "Well, drink up. We can get a few more dances in before it's over." He downed his soda and burped playfully.

John drank a little more, then put his drink on a table. Then he took Blaine's hand with one hand, and with the other, he took Ella's, who, in turn took Kylie's who took MK's and they made a train to the dance floor whilst the band played Prince's 'Raspberry Beret.'

Then, they changed it up with 'Havana' which led to 'Uptown Funk.'

The girls were glowing with a light sheen of excited sweat, when the singer announced, "This is it, ladies and gentlemen! Grab your partners and let's finish the night with a slow dance!"

The band kicked into an updated version of 'Unchained Melody.' Again, Blaine opened his arms as an invitation to John, who nearly collapsed into the bigger boy's arms and allowed himself to be guided, gracefully around the floor.

"I wish we could dance a little longer," Blaine whispered into John's ear.

"Me too." John rested his head on Blaine's chest and enjoyed the movement while it lasted.

When the song ended, they held hands, walked to the table to get John's purse, then each girl claimed a small gift bag with expensive lips balm, body wash and bath salts from an exclusive boutique. When they finally exited the building, Blaine stopped John before they reached the limo.

He turned, so that they were facing each other. Blaine placed his hands on John's hips and smiled down on the beautiful girl that he'd spent the evening with. "I had a great time, tonight, Bebe. Thanks for coming."

John smiled up at the handsome boy who'd worked so hard to show him a nice time. "Thank you for taking me. I had a great time, too. It was a lot more fun than I expected it to be."

"To tell you the truth, these things aren't usually all that much fun for me. Every girl I've gone with before was kind of... I don't know... aloof, maybe? More interested in her dress and makeup and how the other girls looked at her than having fun."

"Wait? You didn't like my dress?" John teased and giggled. His coy smile made Blaine snicker, too.

"No, your dress is beautiful and you look beautiful in it, it's just that... well, you're not an 'it's about the dress' kind of girl. You're smart and easy to talk to. Anyway, I was just thinking, if you'd like to, maybe, see a movie or something, maybe Friday night...? Not a date - just two friends, you know? Just... a movie..."

He left the invitation hanging.

"Oh, that's nice, Blaine," John said, honestly, but also hoping that Blaine wasn't looking for more than they'd already discussed, "but I need to check my 'call' schedule for the show and talk to my cousin and Uncle. Can you, maybe, call or text me after I get my 'call sheet' on Monday?"

"Oh, Yeah, sure," Blaine smiled. "I forgot that you have a job. I'll text you Monday. You can tell your Uncle that we'd just be going as friends, right? Not like... dating... or anything."

John smiled, then glanced towards the limo where he saw six eyes, belonging to three nosy girls watching his conversation. "I should probably go. I think they're all waiting for me."

Blaine nodded, but then realized that his hands were still on John's girlish hips. 'What the hell?' he thought and abruptly leaned in and kissed John on the lips. It wasn't long and smoldering, it was gentle and a bit inexperienced, but it sent chills through John's confused body nonetheless. He closed his eyes and both accepted and enjoyed the kiss.

It only lasted seconds, but when the kiss broke, John was flushed and blushing and he felt a strange warmth coursing through his body. The kiss was... nice and... sweet. He looked away from Blaine, but then looked back and smiled at the boy. "I... I really have to go... Text me. I get my 'call sheet' for the end of the week on Monday."

John moved past Blaine and headed towards the limo, where the three girls were watching, their mouths agape. Then, as one, they began an 'ohh' sound that started low and rose in pitch and volume, getting higher and higher until John got close and they all erupted in giggles.

Embarrassed, both that he'd done something that would warrant the girls' teasing and that the teasing took place in front of Blaine, John stopped for just a moment, to wave to the boy, roll his eyes at the behavior of his friends, then climbed into the limo as quickly as he could, leaving the girls to tease Blaine by blowing him kisses.

"Looks like you had a good time, Miss Bebe." Oscar looked at John in the rear view mirror. "Nice boy?"

"Yes, Oscar, he's a very nice boy, thank you," John said to Oscar's reflection, but then he turned to the door and said in a somewhat loud, very frustrated voice, "Would you three PLEASE GET IN THIS CAR!?!?"

They did, but not without more kisses being blown and calls of, "Bye, Blaine! Don't worry, we'll take good care of her for you!"

They fell into the car in fits of giggles. The beautiful young women of the party, replaced by the playful little girls in the limo.

John put his elbow on the knee of his crossed leg, then his forehead in the palm of that hand. "Ugg! I'll never be able to show my face around here again after that! You guys are horrible!"

"Oh, lighten up," MK giggled. "He knew we were kidding. Besides, he knows us. He knows how immature we are."

"Yeah," Ella laughed, "and Blaine is definitely not going to let us get in the way of seeing you!" Then she made kissy noises before the giggles took over, again.

Kylie threw her arm around John's shoulders. "Hey, you're not really mad are you?"

At last, John lifted his head from his hand. He was a little red faced with embarrassment and the blush he retained from the kiss, but his smile was big and his eyes were wide.

"I knew she wasn't mad!" Ella hollered.

"Are we buckled in, ladies?" Oscar called back as the car approached the road. "I want to get you all home in one, piece.

They all buckled their seat belts, but they didn't settle down a bit. "Oscar, you should have seen it! It was beautiful in there and, guess what! Kylie was made part of The Homecoming Court!"

"All the boys looked so handsome and the girls dresses - oh! They were so pretty!"

"And then, he just kissed her, Oscar! Just like that! He just kissed her, can you believe it!?"

"And he kissed her goodnight, too!"

"Yep, they'll be going steady in a week, I guarantee it!" The last remark came from Kylie.

"No, we won't." John smiled, but shook his head. "Rose and Uncle Ed, will never let me go steady at this age, you know that. Besides, HE ALREADY HAS A GIRLFRIEND!!! He told me all about her!"

"Yeah, like, five thousand miles away...!" MK teased. "She might as well be on Mars!"

John let out an exasperated, yet playful breath. "First off, the country isn't five thousand miles wide, doofus, and second, she's only a few hours away by plane. So, if we go out Friday night, it'll just be as friends."

"Oh, my God! He asked you out!?" Ella couldn't believe that John had withheld this important information from her.

"Just as friends. Not on a date," John said as casually as he could.

"Yeah, right!" Ella scoffed.

"You're going, right!?" both MK and Kylie asked in unison.

"Well... I don't know..." John shrugged.

"YES! YOU! ARE! GOING!" Kylie stated emphatically. "He's handsome, he's smart, he's rich and he's into you! Of course you're going." As the eldest of the girls, she took on a matronly demeanor. "You don't say no to a boy like that. You're going and that's the end of the discussion!"

"Look, guys," John tried to explain, "I haven't even seen my call sheet for the weekend yet..."

"YOU'RE GOING!" the three said in unison and all discussion on that subject ended.

It was past midnight when Oscar pulled up to the front of the complex where Rose and Ed had rented an apartment. He put the car in park, then hustled to the passenger side to open the door for John. He extended a hand to assist the child dealing with the cumbersome dress, just as he'd done for the other three, but instead of waiting by the car door until his passenger got inside, as he'd done with the others, he offered John an arm and escorted him towards to entrance to his building.

"You don't need to walk me home." John smiled. "I'll be fine."

"That's not a problem, Miss," he continued up the path and smiled, paternally.

"But you didn't do this for the other girls." John didn't mind the company, but Oscar hadn't really paid much attention to the other girls.

"They live in houses, Miss. I knew that they were ok as soon as they entered their homes. I'll walk you to your apartment door, if you don't mind."

"No, I don't mind at all, Oscar. Thank you. That's very kind of you."

As they waited for the elevator, Oscar asked, "First date?"

John was a bit embarrassed. "Kinda, yeah."

"And you had fun?"

John nodded.

"First kiss from a boy?"

John rolled his eyes and shrank just a bit. "Yeah, it definitely was that." He shrugged and smiled.

Oscar smiled at the reaction. "Well, looking at you in that beautiful dress, I understand why the boy couldn't resist."

"Thank you, Oscar."

It was strange. For twenty years, John was an ok-looking guy. No one was going to put him on a calendar, but he wasn't ugly. Now, yeah, he was definitely a cute girl, but it just seemed so commonplace for people to tell girls that they were beautiful.

John liked being called beautiful.

He liked it a lot.

When they reached the correct floor, Oscar stepped out first, then offered John his arm and walked him to his apartment door. John opened his purse to get his key, but Oscar knocked on the door. "I'm sure that they've stayed up awaiting your return, Miss."

The door opened within seconds and Rose appeared. She was still fully dressed and relieved to see the people in the hall. "Bebe! Oscar! Is everything ok?"

"Just fine, Miss," Oscar smiled his friendly smile. "Just fine."

"Oscar walked me up." John entered and hugged Rose.

"Mmm," she hugged him tightly and kissed his forehead, "it was getting late and I was getting worried." She smiled at Oscar. "Thank you for taking care of her, Oscar. Would you like a coffee?"

"Another time, I would love one, Miss, but I'm going to let you both talk and get some rest. Your little girl, here, had a pretty big night. I'm sure she has a lot to tell you. 'Night!"

"Good night, Oscar and thank you again. Say 'thank you' to Oscar, Beebs."

"Good night, Oscar. Thank you, very much."

"Good night, Miss. Good night, Little Miss."

"So?" Rose guided John into her bedroom where she sat beside him on the bed. Ed, she'd explained, was still working on a night-shoot on location and wasn't expected home till morning.

"I had a nice time," John admitted, as Rose leaned back against the headboard and raised her arm, allowing him to cuddle next to her.

"And the boy?"

"He was very sweet. He danced well. I'm glad you and Ed taught me a little before the dance. I really enjoyed dancing."

"Did the other girls like your dress?"

Just a few weeks ago, the phrase 'other girls' would have made John react, at least a little bit, but tonight he didn't even notice it.

"I guess. Some of them had REALLY elaborate gowns. They were beautiful, but didn't seem real comfortable. They were all dressed better than the best dressed girl at my proms, though! Everyone was dressed nicely - girls and boys."

"And your boy? Was he dressed nicely, too?"

John pulled his phone out and showed her photos of the evening, explaining who people were and who they were dating. He showed her a picture of Kylie on the bandstand wearing the sash and crown. She showed her the meals and desserts and lots of pictures of Blaine and even some of Blaine with Bebe.

Occasionally, a picture popped up that John had not taken. Usually he could tell that Ella had taken it and he'd giggle. Several were just of Ella and MK making faces into the camera on his phone.
Unexpectedly, though, a photo popped up of him slow dancing with Blaine. His head was resting on Blaine's chest and his eyes were closed. Under the picture, the photographer had written the words 'Young Love.'

John tried to pull the camera away quickly, before Rose had a chance to really examine it, but she was stronger and pulled it from his hand. "Aww, how cute! I told you that when a big, strong, handsome boy held you, you'd enjoy it!"

"Ok, you were right. It was nice to just close my eyes and let him be in control. You know, just listen to the music, you know what I mean."

"Uh Huh," she teased, "and feel his heart beat and feel his warmth and the sway of your dress and and you breasts pressed against his flat chest... I know exactly what you mean. Ooo! Look at this one!"

She held up a photo of Blaine kissing the top of John's head as they danced. John was not even aware that this had happened, let alone that a picture was taken. He thought about the kiss near the bandstand and the other one in the parking lot. He was sure that no one had their phones out at the bandstand, but in the parking lot...? He knew that he had his phone in his clutch at that point, but each of the other three girls may have taken several pictures!

"What's the matter, sweetheart? There's nothing wrong with enjoying it."

"Honestly, Rose. I had no idea that he kissed me, then!"

"Then!? You mean he kissed you other times, too?"

"No... well, yes.... but I mean..."

"Really!? He kissed you? Oh, my goodness, that's awesome!? Did you enjoy it?"

He knew that he was in a no-win situation with Rose, now. She was going to tease him mercilessly, no matter what he said, so he let his head land firmly on her breast and sulked a little.

"Oh, stop it," she teased as she looked through more pictures. "I think it's adorable. And I think you're adorable. And I think your dress is adorable. And, more than anything on this earth, I want to make a nasty little girl out of you, right here on this bed. Will you let me do that?" With that, she reached under the skirt of his dress and patted the flat front of John's new, red, lace panties.

"What if I said that I wasn't that kind of girl?"

Her finger traced the outline of his tucked-in penis. She smiled and said, "Don't fool yourself, you pretty little thing. We're all that kind of girl."

Ed returned at 8:15 the next morning and peeked in to make sure that Bebe had made it home alright, but her bed was empty. A moment of panic passed through him and he hurried to Rose's room to see if she'd heard from him. When he opened that room, he saw Rose soundly asleep with her arm wrapped around Ed's little niece. Both were naked and uncovered from the waist up. Rose's plump, womanly breasts and beautiful nipples made Bebe look very small and young, but the little mounds that were developing on his chest made it clear that Bebe was going to be undeniably female, very soon.

He smiled at the sight, then whispered, "My girls."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 3

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  • Clara

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  • Restricted Audience (r)

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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Bebe in LaLa Land: 3

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Still finding his way through the world of a fourteen year old girl,
twenty year old John continues his life as a high school freshman and his career
as an actress on a TV show with a major star in the lead.


 
Author's Note: Thank you to everyone who wrote to ask about the delay in getting this installment posted. The business of this time of year, combined with a car accident I had and the need to buy a new car made it a challenge for me to find the time to finish. I apologize and am sorry for the delay.

I hope you enjoy it and, as always, comments and critiques are always welcome! ~Clara.
 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
THE WORK OF BEING A STUDENT AND AN ACTRESS -or- ONLY THE INSANE EQUATE PAIN WITH SUCCESS
 

All three of them slept throughout most of Sunday. Ed was exhausted because he had been at the shoot all night, Rose was exhausted from waiting up for John and John was exhausted from a long morning of shooting and a long night of dancing and romance. Rose turned on a RomCom in the afternoon and they all slept in front of it. Dinner was a call to Uber and an order from Chic-Fil-A in the TV room, then back to bed.

As they all ate breakfast on Monday morning, Rose reviewed the call sheet for Monday and Tuesday. "Looks like you have to be in at 10:00 both today
and tomorrow, Ed. I'm going in for noon today and 2:00 tomorrow and Bebe, it looks like you're called for 4:00 till 'finished' both days. I hope they don't keep you too late on a school night. I figured that you'd be on the set during the day with a tutor more than you are."

"Me, too," John sipped his strawberry-banana smoothie and worked hurriedly to finish some history homework that he'd promised Rose he'd have finished on Sunday.

"They can't keep her too late," Ed said. "I think that they have to let her go by 10:00 if she's under sixteen."

"That means she won't be home till 11:00, though. I'll talk to the producers and see if we can get her out by 9:00."

"Don't you think you're being a little pushy?" John asked. "I mean, I'm not really fourteen and some of them know that. What difference does it make?"

"The difference is that you have to maintain your grades, Bebe. Yes, you have a career, but you also have a full time job as a student. Let Rosie take care of these things for you. That's why your mom made us your guardians, we can't have you burning the candle at both ends."

John's phone chimed and he glanced at it. "Oscar's here to pick me up."

He rinsed out his glass and left it in the sink, then opened the utility closet in the kitchen to check himself in the tall mirror on the back of the door. His dark hair was held back with a white headband, his makeup looked nice and fresh, his blue, Oxford blouse was well pressed as was his soft, grey, wrap-around skirt was equally crisp. His knee socks and shoes were just right, too.

Satisfied, he grabbed his backpack, kissed Rose and Ed, then hustled out the door.

Rose had been watching him the whole time and she marveled at how natural his feminine proclivities had become. Checking everything before he left the apartment, looking just right. Even the bounce of his wavy hair had increased as he became more comfortable with his feminine movements.

She liked it. She liked it a lot. Why couldn't all men behave that way?

John climbed into the town car, where Kylie was already waiting, typing up a paper on her laptop. The privacy divider was up, so John pushed the button and said, "'Morning, Oscar."

"'Morning, Miss. Buckle up."

When his seat belt was on, Kylie closed her laptop and looked at John, expectantly. "So?"

John looked around for a clue to the context of that question. "So, What?"

Kylie let out a frustrated sigh, "So... did he call you?"

"Blaine? No, of course not."

"Really? Not even a text?"

"Well... we did text a little, but it was just stuff like, you know, 'I had
a great time,' stuff. Nothing big."

"Ok, well, that's still a good sign! What did Rose say about Friday?"

"Nothing. I haven't talked to her about it. I haven't even gotten a call sheet, yet."

"Speaking of which, did you get an email about today's call?"

"No. I'm called at 4:00. You?"

"I am, now. I wasn't before, but I haven't gotten any pages."

"Huh. Now that you mention it, neither have I."

"I wonder what we're doing, then?"

The morning at school was filled with questions about Blaine. Did he call? Did he text? What was the kiss like? Did he say anything about going steady? And these questions weren't just from Ella and MK. They were from everyone! Lord, girls were so interested in this relationship stuff! Guys would have forgotten about a kiss after a couple of days. These girls were fixated on it.

To be honest, though, John didn't dislike the attention.

"Who can tell me about the acting technique of Practical Aesthetics?" Miss Stephanie asked in Theater Class.

Several girls in the front put their hands up, but the teacher looked beyond them, surveying the class for a victim. When she settled on a vulnerable student, she called on the girl, "Miss Joanne."

The poor girl was shy and quiet. She was Asian and, if possible, was even less developed than John. She almost always looked like a deer caught in the headlights. John had seen her struggle with social interactions since
he arrived. It was obvious that she had no idea how to answer and that Miss Stephanie had called on her specifically to drive that point home. "I'm sorry, Miss Stephanie, but I don't know," was the child's eventual response.

"Hmm," the teacher registered disgust without saying anything. "Miss Tianna?"

Another quiet girl responded, "I don't know Miss. Sorry."

When her eyes landed on John, he knew that he was the next victim. "Miss Bianca?"

John considered taking the 'I don't know route' to allow this woman to feel more superior, which is what she wanted, but he just couldn't do it - not after she'd already embarrassed two other students just because she could.

"Act before you think and think before you act, Miss Stephanie."

The teacher's eyes narrowed and she said, "Meaning what, Miss Bianca, and please stand so that everyone can hear what you're saying."

"Bitch," MK whispered as he stood. "She knows that no one knows what that is."

"Umm," John stalled just a bit, but eventually spoke, "I think it means to do all of your work ahead of time, like memorize every thing and create a strong backstory, so that, when you're acting, you don't have to think about how your character would react - you just do it. Am I close, Miss Stephanie?"

The teacher seemed almost irritated that John's answer was correct. "Well, Miss Bianca, you are correct, but there is certainly a lot more to it than just that. Have you worked with a teacher who encouraged the use of Practical Aesthetics, Miss Bianca?"

The only two staff members who still called him Miss Bianca instead of Miss Bebe, were Miss Stephanie and Miss Gabriella and John wasn't nuts about it. It seemed so stuffy. Bebe seemed younger and more girlish. It helped him feel like he fit in better.

"Yes, Miss, I have. I took a youth class last summer at Emerson College in Boston and one of my teachers there was very dedicated to Practical Aesthetics. He made us write long backstories for each character we played. Even if was just a supporting role."

"And did it help you as an actress, Miss Bianca?"

"Yes, Miss, it did, but I did overdo it a few times, though."

"Oh, really," the teacher scoffed. How on earth could someone overdo this system? "How, pray tell, could you 'overdo' your preparation for a role, Miss Bianca?" she let out a little huff of amusement. "I mean, Miss Bianca, the better prepared for a role an actress is, the better her performance, correct?"

"Yes, Miss."

"Then, if you're writing a backstory, how could you possibly 'over prepare' for a role?"

Now, several of Miss Stephanie's favorites in the front of the class were turned and looking smugly at John. Maybe this new girl was pretty and got
kissed at Homecoming, but Miss Stephanie was about to put her in her place! Good!

"Well. Miss," John looked at the smug faces of the girls looking at him. What the heck, he didn't want to just be average. He knew more than them and he wasn't going to pretend that he didn't any more. In fact he'd used this method a million times with great success, but he'd seen others bog themselves down in the backstories, so he drew from their mistakes. "Sometimes, the backstories got so... in depth... that they created a new character that was different than the one that the author had created. So, when I drew on my backstory, I disrupted the flow of the scene."

The teacher liked this answer. "So, the method was sound, but you, Miss Bianca, misused it. Is that correct?"

Again, MK whispered, "F-ing Bitch."

"I guess so, yes, Miss."

Miss Stephanie grinned. She'd put that little shit, Bianca, in her place and she was pleased. "Well, we can hardly blame a technique for your misuse of it, now can we. Thank you, Miss Bianca. You may be seated."

Were teachers always like this? Had they always demeaned everything he'd done before? John didn't think so. There was something about this teacher that he definitely disliked and she obviously felt the same way about him
- or Bebe - or Bianca - or... whomever....

Ella reached over and gripped his knee and gave it a supportive shake. "Good job."

John shrugged. "She didn't seem to think so." He whispered, but he was obviously louder than he'd expected to be.

"Excuse me, Miss Bianca?" Miss Stephanie said, rather dramatically.

John stood, again and awaited his fate.

"What did you say?"

"I'm sorry, Miss, but I said that you didn't seem to like my answer. I had hoped that you would, but I seemed to disappoint you and I didn't want to do that. I'm sorry."

Miss Stephanie looked at the other girls. She had two options - explode at the girl who'd just apologized for disappointing her or look like a good teacher and defuse the moment. She knew what she wanted to do, but she opted to do the other.

"You didn't disappoint me, Miss Bianca. Your answer was very concise. Thank you. I'm sorry if you felt that I didn't appreciate your input. I certainly do."

There was an awkward silence before Miss Stephanie continued. "So, if we are all on the same page, now, you may sit, Miss Bianca."

"Thank you, Miss Stephanie." John sat and let out a relieved sigh. Theater class had always been his safe place when he was in school. Now, he felt like a mouse and Miss Stephanie was a hungry cat. He needed to figure out a way to win her over, if he could.

A few hours, a test in World Religions and whole lot of conversations regarding the pros and cons (although the other girls could see no cons) of dating Blaine later and John and Kylie were climbing back into the town car. Oscar wasn't driving though, so Kylie's hopes of stopping at In-N-Out Burger were dashed. This driver was a non-nonsense woman named Loraine who looked like she worked for the Secret Service, rather than the studio.

"No way, girls," the storm-trooper of a chauffeur said through the speaker. "The studio pays me to get you from point A to point B. No stops in between."

"Thanks a million," Kylie sighed as she sat back and sulked in her seat. "Jerk," she muttered.

"We can stop at the commissary or get something from the snack table at the studio," John tried to cheer up his co-star.

"Yeah, but it won't be an In-N-Out Burger, though." She sighed. "What scenes are you doing, today?"

"I don't know. I know that it's with Don, but I wasn't sent any pages. I guess I'll find out when I get there? You?"

"I got pages, but I only have a few lines. It's with 'Peter,' 'Cora's' brother. Looks like we're arguing over something. That's all I can make out."

"Oh, 'Peter' is played by Darrin from the audition. You'll like him. He was very good at the ball field!"

"Cool. I'm looking forward to getting this going. I've only been on set four times so far. I really like it and I'd love to do more. I hope this show works out. My mom keeps saying not to get my hopes up."

John sighed, now, too. "I know. My mom's the same. 'It's not an easy life, John! Think twice about not having a back up!'"

Kylie laughed. "You're mom calls you JOHN!? Why?"

Suddenly, John realized what he'd said. "Oh, that's just my mom. She calls me John, my sister Sam and Rose Harry. She's just weird that way."

"Yeah, I guess!" Kylie giggled. "Maybe I'll start calling you 'John,' too."

"No, please! Don't!" John felt something close to panic. Rose would kill him if she found out he'd slipped up like this! "I really don't like it and I don't want the girls calling me that at school. I hate being called John or even Bianca! Please, just call me Bebe."

"Ok. Ok. Calm down! I'll call you Bebe, ok? Wow! I guess that's a raw nerve or something, huh? Does Rose mind being called 'Harry'?"

"Not really, but if you call her that, she'll start calling me 'John' to tease me, so... if you don't mind..."

Kylie sighed. This was a less fun trip than she'd expected. "Alright. Have it your way."

"Am I ever going to wear a different costume?" John asked as Julia buttoned up the front of the same blue-plaid dress he'd worn each time he'd filmed a scene so far.

"Oh, hush, you little brat," Julia teased. You're not wearing the slip are you? Be grateful. Besides the change in storyline is all your fault, so grin and bear it."

"I still haven't gotten any script pages to look at though. Is this unusual?" John asked.

"Beats me," Julia shrugged. "I have no idea how actors work. I just play a supporting role." She giggled at herself.

"Bebe, Bebe, Bebe," Barbara Gravel, 'Alex's' character supervisor burst into the room with great flair and drama. "Forgive me, baby, but there wasn't any time to forward pages to you. Don is on the set waiting and he and the director want to try something different in this scene. If it works, great. If not, then we do it over again with new pages. Sound good? Good! Now, let's get you on set."

"Wait!" Julia was irked. "Her hair isn't right, yet! Give me five more minutes. She isn't due on set for ten, for crying out loud!"

"I'm sorry," Barbara let go of John and smiled. "I'm just very excited to try this. You'll love it, Bebe! I promise!"

"What are we doing?"

"Just wait! It's going to be massive."

Finally, properly brushed out, John was nearly dragged by Barbara to the set. Don was talking to the director and both looked pleased with themselves.

"Here she is, boys! All set to get started." Barbara was wound up, which made John a little nervous.

"There she is!" Don Ferry grinned and gave John a big bear hug, pulling him right off of the ground. "We're going to make history here today, Bebe! Are you excited?"

"Confused, is a better word." John looked at the expectant faces. "What's going on?"

Let me explain," the director laughed. "Remember when you and Don improvised for us at the audition?"

John nodded.

"Well, I got to thinking. After the whole wardrobe issue at the ball field and our ideas to change the plot, I spoke to the writers and asked them to just give me a scenario for you and Don to improvise. Maybe it'll work. Maybe it won't, but I really want to try it. What do you think?"

"What does she think!?" Don put his arm around John and shook him, hard. "She thinks it's brilliant! Don't you, Bebe! This is going to be great!"

"Oh... ok." John was in no position to argue. "I'll do my best."

"And that will be amazing, I'm sure!" Don grinned. "Trust me, Bebe! I've never been this excited about a filming before!"

"Great," the director said, "but before you get the scenario, have you ever been hit on camera before?"

John shook his head.

"Ok. I'd like Don to be able to give you a backhanded slap near the end of the scene. Now, he's a pro at this. His fingers will be loose and we'll put the sound of the slap in later. All we need for you to do is to hit your mark on the floor and react like he hit you hard. Ok?"

"Ok." John moved to the little blue 'X' on the floor and Don moved to his. Unexpectedly, Don suddenly spun around and his fingers hit John's cheek. It wasn't hard at all. Just his fingers on John's face."

"Now, react. He just slapped you." The director was surprised that John hadn't done anything.

"Oh! That was it?" John grabbed his cheek and pulled to the side, his face wincing.

"Great!" The director said. "Let's try that three more times."

Each time Don barely touched John and each time, John acted as if it really hurt.

"Excellent!" The director clapped his hands. "Now, when the time comes, just hit that mark and everything will be perfect! Ready to read the scenario?"

John took the page. It was less than a quarter of a page of scene synopsis, but it was a lot to take in.

"Wow," John whispered. ""Wow."

"Wow, is right," Don Ferry grinned. "Think you can do it?"

"I can try," John shrugged.

The three of them discussed a few things about camera placement, where to look, what happened at the end of the scene, etc, until Don finally grabbed John and hugged him again, then kissed the top of his head. "Let's do this, Bebe!" He grinned. "Just be 'Alex' and think of me as 'Daddy,' and we'll be great."

"Ok." John swallowed and shook his head. "I'm going to let you set the tone, though, ok?"

"Ok, sweetheart." Don kissed his head, again, and John noticed that nearly the entire cast and crew was standing and watching. "And remember, no matter what I say, I love you, right? Both as Don and as Daddy - I love you."

John nodded. He noticed that Rose and Ed were watching along with Marion, Kylie and Darrin. John grimaced in their direction, then shrugged and laid chest down on the bed, his torso held up by his elbows, and began to act as if he was doing homework. The room was decorated as any teen girls
would have been in 1961, with teddy dears, dolls, a small record player, a rack of 45rpm records and a collection of books, including some Nancy Drew Mysteries.

"Here we go, ladies and gentlemen," the director shouted. "I need this set dead silent until I call 'cut!' Is that clear?"

Everyone nodded.

"Alright, then... Action!"

John laid on his bed and did homework. It seemed like he'd been doing homework for a very long time before the door suddenly burst open, surprising him.

"What the hell were you doing behind the school today?" Don's character grunted through gritted teeth.

"What?" John sat up and looked as frightened as any child would in this situation.

"What? Did you say 'What!?' I come home to find this on my front porch with this note!" Don produced Alex's slip with a note written in large letters reading 'SLUT.' "And your grandmother tells me that she had to come and get you at the ball field, this afternoon."

"Daddy, I just..."

"Just what? Did a striptease for the boys? Maybe let them see your underwear? Maybe something worse... a whole lot worse? Did they touch you!?
Did anyone... touch you!?"

"Daddy, I swear all I did was play baseball!"

"In your panties!? How on earth did some boy end up with your slip? You had to have taken it off!"

"I did, daddy, but not like that! I just needed to take it off because..."

"Because, why? Because you really are a slut?"

Even though they were just acting a scene, the word hit John like a ton of bricks and his eyes watered.

"Daddy...?" Don turned his back to John and John rose to go to him and reason with him, but, as planned, Don turned and backhanded him across the face.

Unfortunately, John had overstepped his mark and instead of a strategically precise stage slap, Don connected a mighty slap with the back of his hand on the small actor, sending him first to the edge of the bed, then to the floor where he sobbed.

"My daughter!" Don raged. "My little girl! Taking off her underwear for a group of boys. Do you have any idea how bad this is, Alex! You've destroyed your name - and probably mine as as well!"

He raised his hand to deal another blow, but from the doorway, 'Nana' shouted, "Jason!"

He stopped and took in the sight of his mother-in-law. He controlled his rage for a moment before throwing the slip at his 'daughter.' "I'm glad your mother didn't live to see this." He grunted as he pushed out the doorway past Nana and 'Susan' who ran in to hold 'Alex' as she sobbed.

"And cut!" The director yelled. "HOLY SHIT!" He shouted and clapped. "HOLY GOD DAMNED SHIT, DON! That was unbelievable!" He held out a fist for Don to bump, but Don pushed right past and hurried to the young actress who was sobbing on the floor.

"Bebe. Bebe. Bebe, honey," Don pushed through the crew, Marion and Rose and grabbed John under the arms, lifting him off the floor and he hugged him tightly as he said, "I'm sorry , baby. Did I hurt you? I'm so sorry."

He couldn't stop the sobbing, but John said, "I'm ok."

"Don," Marion was suddenly very concerned, "did you actually hit her!?"

Don nodded. "Pretty hard, too. One of us must have missed our mark."

John pulled his head away from Don's shoulder, but the hug was too tight to pull completely away. "I'm ok. Honestly, I am, it's just that... that was amazing! That was the best thing I ever did!"

"Bebe!" Rose looked at John's face, "you've got a shiner coming in on your right eye."

"Shit," Don hissed. "We need an ice pack for this girl, RIGHT NOW!"

A dozen people scrambled to get the star what he wanted, while Ed ran forward and pulled John away from Don's chest.

"You hit her for real!? What the hell is wrong with you?"

"It was my fault, Uncle Ed," John said. "I missed my mark."

"No, it was my fault," Don ran his thumb gently across John's bruised eye. "I've been doing this for decades. You're a baby. I should have been more careful, but, honest to God, Bebe, your reactions where just perfect. You kept me so 'in the moment' that I wasn't even sure I'd hit you until I left the room. If Marion hadn't stopped me, I probably would have hit you again. I'm sorry, baby. Can you forgive me?"

A PA arrived and handed him an ice pack, which Don placed gently on John's eye.

"Jesus, Don," Ed said as he watched his costar help his 'niece.' "You really tagged her. Holy cow, Beebs, are you going to be ok?"

John just nodded and smiled. "I'd do that again in a heart beat! Don, you're so good! I thought you were really going to kill me! I was petrified!"

The star kissed the novice's cheek. "I'll never hurt you, again, baby! I swear. I feel just awful about this."

The director finally spoke up. "You're ok, then Bebe?"

John smiled and nodded, again.

"Good, then let me just tell you guys, that was one of the best scenes I ever filmed! I checked the recordings and we got nothing but great stuff! You two are like lightning in a bottle, I swear. We are going to have a huge hit on our hands when this is released. I can feel it!"

"That's the best I can do, honey," Rose was doing her best to work the makeup around John's eye, but it was a bit sensitive and when she tried to spread it closer, he'd flinch. "I think you'll just have to explain what happened to the other girls."

John looked in the mirror. It wasn't horrible. On a guy, it would be just a passing joke, and if John were still a guy, he wouldn't mind going out with a bit of a black eye at all, but he wasn't a guy any more and he dreaded having to appear at school like this.

"Please, Rose, can't I just stay home today. Maybe it'll look better tomorrow."

Rose smiled at his girlish vanity. "Oh, don't be a baby. Just tell them you were doing a stunt on the show and it went a little wrong. I bet they'll think it's cool. Annie and Cassie thought it was awesome last night when you were Skyping with them, didn't they?"

"Yeah, but they don't go to Notre Dame. These are snotty, rich, California girls. They evaluate EVERYTHING and being from Massachusetts does NOT make it easy to be cool here!"

John's phone chimed and he looked at it and groaned.

"Who text you?" Rose put his headband on and brushed the hair behind it. She adored this look for him! So sweet and innocent.

"Blaine."

"So... are you going out with him on Friday or not? The boy deserves an answer."

"Even if I wanted to, how could I possibly go now? I mean, just look at me! I'm a quarter-raccoon, for crying out loud!"

Rose smiled even more at this answer. Not, 'I'm not going on a date with a boy,' but, essentially, 'I don't want him to see me unless I'm beautiful.'

"I'm sure that Blaine will understand and, besides, it may be gone by Friday night, anyway. You're not on the Friday call sheet at all. You should go."

John heaved a heavy sigh. "I don't know."

"You should go."

"But, what if..."

"Alright. I've made your decision for you. You're going. End of conversation. Text him and say 'yes' so that you can finish getting ready for school."

"Arrrggggh! Fine!" John said with frustration, "but I HATE not having any say in ANYTHING any more!"

"It was your decision, young lady," Rose looked into her vanity mirror at the frustrated child who was having his hair brushed out for him. "Children have no say, Bebe. You knew that when you signed on."

"Yeah, but I didn't think I'd have to, you know..."

"What? Date boys? Yeah, well, to be honest, I never really thought about that either, but now that I think about what life was like when I was a freshman in high school, yeah, boys were a huge part of my life, so, guess what, sweet-cheeks, they're going to be a big part of yours, too. So, put on your big-girl panties and toughen up. Maybe you were a mature boy once, but not any more. You're a little girl - and until you are LEGALLY eighteen again, you're MY little girl, so I will be making your decisions for you. Am I understood?"

"What's going on in here?" Ed appeared in the doorway, wet from the shower, a towel wrapped around his waist. Since his first trip to LA back in July, he'd been following a strict exercise regime that the studio's trainer had suggested. He was up to running ten miles a day on a treadmill as well as working two hours a day with weights. When John and Rose turned to look towards him, each was stunned by how well toned he'd become in such a brief time. Rose, certainly, had noticed his biceps, but this was the first glimpse of his chest and abs. He had become quite impressive.

John looked from Ed to himself. There could not have been a more stark difference between him and his friend. As Ed had grown and toned and become more masculine, John had actually lost a good deal of mass and muscle and the hormones and the lotions he was using had made his skin softer and more beautiful.

"She's just being difficult this morning," Rose shook her head and put the brush down. "You know how kids are."

John wanted to scream that he was not a kid, but the evidence of what a man and woman looked like stood before him. Rose had always been a goddess, but now Ed was almost a god, himself.

They were tall and beautiful and fit.

John was small and weak and vulnerable.

There really was no denying it. He was a child. He wasn't just acting as a child, anymore, he'd reverted to being one.

"I'm sorry," he whispered, then he grabbed his phone and ran past Ed to the kitchen.

Ed watched him, then turned to Rose with a questioning look.

"I don't know?" she shrugged. "Kids."

Ed took a moment to wrap a robe around him, then went to the kitchen, where John was mixing some fruit into a bowl of plain yogurt. Certainly, one of the best things about living in California was the taste of the fruit.

John plopped himself onto a high stool by the counter and began eating, ignoring Ed who was watching.

Ed pulled out the stool next to his friend and sat and waited while John ate.

Finally, Ed said, "The plums are great, aren't they? I diced them up so we could have them for breakfast."

John nodded. "Thanks." He kept his attention focused on his bowl, though.

"You know, honey," Ed took on a paternal attitude, "we don't want to be in opposition to you, all the time, but this is the life that you chose."

John nodded, but kept eating.

"Now, Rose and I love you and want to do right by you. We also know how talented you are and we want to help you to succeed, just like you helped us, but, Bebe... you've got to meet us halfway, right? What's going on today?"

John shrugged and remained focused on his yogurt. Ed waited patiently as tears formed in John's eyes.

A couple of minutes ticked by in silence before John said, "I'm not trying to cause any trouble, you know."

"I know," Ed's tone remained patient and paternal. He rubbed John's shoulder.

"It's just... well, yesterday afternoon on the set, I felt... right. I felt
like I knew what I was doing. I was an actor, you know?"

"I know, Bebe, I know."

"And now... I'm going to a school where 'pretty' counts for a lot more than
'smart' or 'talented' and I look... awful!" The tears broke free of John's
eyes.

"No, you don't, baby. You look like a beautiful girl. You just have a black eye. I'm sure that you're not the first girl to go to Notre Dame who had a black eye. I mean, there's a basketball team and a field hockey team... those girls must get bruised occasionally, right?"

"Well, I'm the first one that I've seen since I got there! I'll never REALLY be one of them, Uncle Ed, and now they're going to pick on me for being beat up - and beat up by a movie star, no less! Even though it was my fault."

Ed glanced to the door where Rose stood, arms folded, leaning against the opening, watching Ed and John. She raised her eye brows, encouraging Ed to do what needed to be done. He nodded and turned back to John.

"Ok, so here's the situation," Ed said calmly. "You're going to school today, there is no question about that. You're going to be missing days later on, so you can't miss, now. That's the situation, now how can I help to make it easier for you to do that? That's the only real question."

John groaned, "Come on..."

"No. This is not a discussion. You're going to school. That's not up for discussion. So. What can I do to make it easier."

John shrugged. "Could you, maybe, call the school and tell the office what happened so that Miss Gabriella doesn't get on my case."

"I can do better than that." Ed smiled. "I'll get dressed and ride to school with you. We'll go into the office together and talk to that battle-axe together. How's that."

John nodded, then hugged his uncle/friend. "That's good. Thank you."

Ed hugged him and smiled. "That's what I'm here for, honey. Remember that. I'll go get changed and I'll text Oscar to make sure he can take me to the studio." He stopped before leaving the kitchen. "One other thing. This boy, Blaine, that's taking you to a movie... I'd like to meet him. I
think I should have a talk with him before your date."

"It's not a date..."

"Of course it is, Bebe, and I want to have a word with him before you go out. And, like I said before, this is not open for discussion. It would seem odd if I let my niece go out with a boy without talking to him first. Tell him that he needs to pick you up here before the movie and that I want to meet him."

"Ed..."

"Uncle Ed, Bebe. I know that you might not agree with me, right now, but I am only doing this for your own good."

Ed walked away and John groaned and stared at his phone's screen.

Once in his room, Ed pulled on his boxers, then took off his robe. As he turned to his dresser, he spotted Rose standing near his bed with a quirky smile on her face. He stopped and faced her.

"You know," she said as she sauntered towards him, "most guys your age aren't as patient as you are."

Ed smiled, let out a little laugh and said, "Most guys my age don't have a best friend that needs them to be their uncle."

Rose hugged him, then kissed his cheek. "You're a good man, 'Uncle' Ed. She's really lucky to have you."

Ed put his arms around Rose. She could feel the firmness of his newly toned muscles and it was impossible not to feel the shape of his member through the material of his boxers. "He's lucky to have you, too. In fact, we're all lucky to have each other. Let's never forget that."

"Ed McNeal to see Miss Gabriella, please." Ed said to the secretary working the front desk at Notre Dame.

"Oh, I'm sorry, Mr McNeal, but Miss Gabriella is busy this morning and won't be able to speak with you." She turned and walked away from the counter.

Ed looked at the woman and felt his anger rise, but he pushed it down and said, "Excuse me, ma'am, but Miss Gabriella has a meeting with me. I called over an hour ago and set up the meeting. I changed my schedule to be here and I need to speak to her, now, please."

"I understand, Mr McNeal. I made the appointment for you, but I didn't realize that Miss Gabriella had a meeting this morning."

Ed weighed his options. If he barged into the office, they could call the police and throw John out of school - no good. If he made a ruckus at the
desk, they could call the police, as well - no good. Finally, he decided on diplomacy.

"Excuse me, ma'am," he said, pleasantly, "What is your name?"

"I'm Miss Dorothy, Mr McNeal."

"Well, Miss, Dorothy, I followed the rules as laid out in the school handbook. I called ahead and a meeting was set up. I arrived in time for the meeting and with every intention of speaking to the headmistress regarding a matter that I feel is urgent, so, please, call Miss Gabriella and tell her that Mr McNeal is here and he will remain here for as long as it takes for her to live up to her obligations. Also, please make her aware that the studio is making out the checks for both the school's services and my time and if my time at the studio is interrupted due to Miss Gabriella's inability to live up to her obligations, then the studio will be billing Notre Dame for every minute that I am late. Thank you."

The woman gave a snarky smirk and walked to her desk, picked up the phone and made a call. After a few minutes of whispering, she hung up and walked back to the counter.

"Miss Gabriella will just be another moment, Mr McNeal."

"Thank you." Ed smiled pleasantly at the woman.

Eventuality, the door to Miss Gabriella's office opened and she appeared, smiling as if she was pleased to find Ed and John waiting.

"Mr McNeal! I'm so sorry to have kept you waiting! Please, do come in, and good morning Miss Bianca, how are..." she stopped mid sentence. "... Miss
Bianca, what happened to your face!? It looks awful!"

"That is why I wanted to meet with you, Miss Gabriella," Ed said. "May we speak in your office?"

They were ushered in.

"Oh, my dear, let me look at that!" John was uncomfortable with Miss Gabriella's close proximity as well as her faux concern for his injury. "Well that is just terrible!"

Then she looked at Ed, "You do realize, Mr McNeal, that we are obligated to report any incidences of domestic abuse, don't you?" she moved around the desk to her chair

As Ed took a seat, he stopped and looked at the headmistress. "Are you suggesting that I hit my niece, Miss Gabriella?"

"I am suggesting nothing, Mr McNeal, just pointing out my obligations."

Ed took out his phone and pressed a preset number, then the 'speaker' option.

"Hey, Ed!" The cheery voice came through the phone. "What's up? I'm almost to the studio."

"Hi, Don," Ed said. "Sorry to bother you, but I'm at Bebe's school and the headmistress is very concerned about Bebe's black eye. Would you mind explaining what happened."

"Sure. Am I on speaker?"

"You are."

"Ok. Good morning, headmistress. My name is Don Ferry and I am both Ed and Bebe's costar on 'Civil Disobedience.'"

At the mention of his name, the headmistress looked up at Ed with a touch of disbelief in her eyes, but Ed just nodded and pointed back at the phone.

"Well, yesterday," Don continued, "Bebe and I were improvising a scene together and in that scene, I needed to slap her. Well, one of us missed our mark and instead of my fingers grazing her cheek, I hit her square in the eye. The studios has filed an accident report. I can forward a copy to you, if you'd like."

Miss Gabriella was used to dealing with wealthy people, of course, but the name Don Ferry was a big one. A decade ago, Don had been an action hero star of the highest order, but he interrupted his own career in order to focus on more substantial movie and theater roles. He'd one a Tony Award for his role in a revival of 'A View From The Bridge' just a few months earlier. Now, the buzz around his return to the small screen was everywhere in the trade publications. The headmistress could not have been more impressed by the name of the man on the other end of the phone if he'd said he was Tom Hanks or Robert DiNero.

"Oh... I see... well, thank you, Mr Ferry. Ummm... I don't think that a copy
the accident report is necessary, at least not at this time, but I will let Mr McNeal know if one is needed down the road." Miss Gabriella was slightly flushed from just speaking to Don.

"My pleasure, headmistress," Don was charming and warm on the other end of the phone. "I'm available, anytime."

Then, the voice from the phone asked, "All Set, Ed?"

"All set, Don. Thanks! I'll see you in about an hour. Bye." The call ended.

Miss Gabriella smiled at Ed. "Well, Mr McNeal, I believe that we are all set, now. Miss Bianca, you can get to first period class."

Ed stood and extended his hand to the woman. She smiled and shook it, but Ed held it tightly and said, "Miss Gabriella, I don't know quite why, but
I do not feel very welcome in your office. What I mean is, after our first meeting, following your mistreatment of Bebe, combined with today's difficulty in getting in to see you, I feel as if my presence is an inconvenience to you. I hope that we might be able to meet in a more friendly manner the next time. I know that I am young, but I am very responsible and I have been given the job of watching out for Bebe's best interests. Let's try to meet in a more equitable manner next time. What do you say."

Miss Gabriella feigned shock at this statement. "Well, Mr McNeal, I have no idea what you mean. I don't treat you any differently than I do any other guardian of one of my girls."

"Hmm," Ed grunted, "well, I suppose that might be so." He released her hand and left, thanking her as he did.

"Wow!" Ella said, way too loudly since they were entering their Theatre Class. "Don Ferry gave you a black eye! That's awesome!"

"You're gonna be famous when this gets out!" MK added.

"It's not getting out," John laughed. "We're just moving on as if it's makeup."

"Does Blaine know about this?" Ella was examining his eye, closely.

"No. Why?"

"Well, if he's taking you out on Friday and you're going to be looking like you've just lost a kick-boxing match, you should probably let him know."

"I'm sure it'll be better by then," John found the girls at Notre Dame, especially these two, to have been remarkably sympathetic about his black eye. As the bell that began period two sounded, John settled into a seat in the auditorium.

"Ok, ladies," Miss Stephanie called them to order, "you've got your scripts and you know what I expect you..." she stopped and stared at John.
Her eyes narrowed as she examined the bruise on his face from several rows away. "Miss Bebe, please wait in my office."

John looked around. The logical thing to do at the moment would be to explain what happened to the teacher, but this was not a very logical teacher. Instead, he stood and said, "Yes, Miss," and went to wait for her in the theater office, while the teacher continued her instructions to the class.

A few minutes later, Miss Stephanie joined him. "Well, Miss Bianca... that
is quite a bruise you're sporting on your eye. What happened?

John stood as the teacher sat, "I was hit in the eye on the set, Miss Stephanie. My Uncle Ed and I met with Miss Gabriella this morning and explained everything to her. It was just an accident."

"Hmm," Miss Stephanie seemed genuinely concerned, which John found a bit off putting, for some reason. "I don't mean to pry, Miss Bianca, but, as a teacher, it is my responsibility to ask questions when I see a child has been hurt. How did this 'accident' happen?"

John explained as briefly as possible.

"So, Don Ferry gave you your first black eye? That's not a bad story for your memoirs, I suppose."

Miss Stephanie was surprisingly cordial. She glanced out the window of her office, which opened to the auditorium, to be sure that the other class members were doing what they were supposed to be doing before returning her gaze to John and saying, "Your injury is only part of the reason that I called you in here, today, Miss Bianca. Do you have your phone with you?"

Perplexed, John answered that he did, but hadn't checked it recently. "Please look at it, now. I'm sure you've gotten some interesting messages."

When he looked, John had several surprising emails and texts.

ALL CAST AND CREW REPORT TO SOUND STAGE 8 FOR A MEETING. 4PM.
NEXT WEEK'S SCHEDULE CHANGED. ALL CAST ON CALL 8:00AM TO 9:00PM EVERY DAY
JUVENILE ACTORS: TUTORS WILL BE AVAILABLE ON SET
DEBUT EPISODE PUSHED FORWARD TO OCTOBER 28. FIRST EPISODE - TWO HOUR TV-MOVIE

"Wow!" John said in a loud whisper.

"Indeed," Miss Stephanie turned back to him.

"Ummm, Miss, if you don't mind me asking, how did you know about my schedule change?"

"Well," Miss Stephanie sat behind her desk, "that is the reason I called you in." She let that hang in the air for a moment as she leaned back in her chair and crossed her legs. "You see, since you and Kylie will be on set for a long time every day next week, you'll need several tutors and..."

John felt a wave of anxiety wash over him.

"... since I am the only one here who has both of you as students, I will be your afternoon/evening tutor. I worked for the tutorial service for years before coming to Norte Dame, so, it seems that I am the logical choice."

She stared at John, daring him to say something.

Finally, he nodded and said, "Oh, I see. Ummm... thank you, Miss Stephanie.
It'll be good to have someone I know..."

"You don't have to pretend to be happy, Bianca," it was the first time that Miss Stephanie had not used the word 'Miss' before his adopted name and he found it shocking and a bit disrespectful. "I know that you don't like me and you probably know that I feel the same way about you."

"I don't dislike you, Miss. Honestly, I don't. I'm just a bit... scared, I
guess, of you."

The teacher smirked. "Hmmm. Well, I must tell you, Bianca, there is something about you that bothers me. Something... dishonest."

John blinked in confusion, which made his wounded eye hurt. Involuntarily, he touched it. "Dishonest, Miss? I... I'm... not..."

"Yes, well, we'll see." She stood and walked to the door, opening it and indicating that John should leave. "We'll be spending a lot of time together, so, I warn you, watch your step, little girl, or you'll regret it. Am I understood?"

"Yes, ma'am," John stood and started towards the door, but stopped and spoke again. "Miss Stephanie... I don't know what I ever did to make you hate me, but I'm sorry. Truly... I'm sorry."

She snickered. "I don't think you are, Bianca, but I promise you, if you don't watch yourself, you will be sorry, young lady. Very, very sorry, indeed. Now, go join your class."

"Oh! Look, we found the perfect dress for you to wear Friday, night!" Ella held her phone-screen facing John so that he could see the yellow, peasant dress. He barely glanced at it. He went back to eating his bowl of Italian wedding soup and glanced around the cafeteria to see if there were any teachers around listening to their conversation.

"I don't need a new dress to go to a movie. It's not even a date."

"Of course it is," Ella didn't even look up, "and of course you do."

John just shook his head and concentrated on his soup.

"What's the matter with you?" MK asked. "You've been weird since Miss Stephanie called you into her office. What happened?"

John shrugged and looked at the picture on Ella's phone. "It's pretty, but it's seven hundred dollars. I'm not buying a seven hundred dollar dress to go to a movie. Besides..." he pointed to his eye.

Undeterred, Ella went back to her phone to search some more, but MK persisted. "What did she say to you?"

John put down his spoon and shook his head. "She's going to be my on-set tutor after school next week and she basically threatened to destroy me if I wasn't 'a perfect little girl' when she was around. She even came right out and said she didn't like me." He sighed. "I'm screwed."

"Ah, man, that sucks," Ella said, but she immediately turned the tables and showed John a similar dress to the one she'd picked out. "Look! Almost the same dress and only $24 on this site. If you order it today, you'll have it by Friday!"

"Yeah, and that's another thing," John sighed again. "My uncle wants to have 'the talk' with Blaine before we go out Friday. It's not even a date..."

"Yes it is," the girls said in unison, neither looking up from Ella's screen.

"Besides, I don't know if I have to work, now. I don't know what to tell him."

"Tell him your uncle is being weird and wants to talk to him before you go out." KM said, still focused on the phone screen.

"Well," John was uncomfortable with Ed being called weird, "he's not being 'weird,' I don't think... just protective, I guess. My mom put him in
charge of me and he's just trying to be... like a dad, I guess."

"Then tell him that," MK seemed bored by John's trepidation. "Both my Dad and my step dad embarrass me like that all the time. I think it's just some kind of a 'macho guy' thing. You know, 'I'm the alpha male around here.' They all do it."

"Text him, though," Ella looked up. "Let him know what's going on so he doesn't think you're blowing him off. What size are you, a four?"

"Ummm, I think I'm down to a two, now," John looked at his phone and thought. Finally, he began to text.

'HI. ABOUT FRIDAY. I AM STILL WAITING TO SEE WHAT MY SCHEDULE IS. SORRY. THEY CALLED A MEETING FOR THIS AFTERNOON. I'LL LET YOU KNOW AFTER THAT.'

The reply came quickly. 'KEWL. I HOPE YOU CAN MAKE IT. THERE'S A NEW MARVEL MOVIE OPENING. SHOULD BE GOOD.'

John text again, 'ANOTHER THING. I'M SORRY, BUT MY UNCLE ED WANTS TO MEET YOU BEFORE WE GO TO THE MOVIE. WOULD THAT BE OK?'

The reply surprised John. 'HAHAHA. HE WANTS TO GIVE ME THE 'I HAVE A GUN AND I KNOW HOW TO USE IT SPEECH,' HUH? THAT'S FINE. LET ME KNOW IF YOU CAN GO AND THEN WHAT TIME HE WANTS TO THREATEN ME. IF FRIDAY DOESN'T WORK, I'M AROUND ALL WEEKEND. JUST LET ME KNOW.'

'GREAT! THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING!' John was relieved.

'DA NADA,' Blaine replied.

Ella heard John's sigh of relieve and grabbed his phone and read the the texts. "See. I told you. I ordered the dress. It'll be at my house Thursday. I'll get it to you for Friday night. It's cute. You'll look cute in it, too."

"Oh... ummm... thanks. What do I owe you?"

"Seriously? My mom is wealthy and my dad is filthy, stinking rich and they both have guilty consciences because of the divorce. I could have bought you the other dress and they'd never even notice it on my credit card statement."

"You're fourteen and you have a credit card?" John was shocked. Back when he was twenty, he still only had a debit card.

Ella smiled. "I'm fifteen and I have a stack of credit cards. Life in Beverly Hills is different, Bebe. Now, Friday, after school, let's all go get a facial and have our nails done. That way you'll look perfect for Friday night!"

"Yes!" MK thrust her hand up in a triumphant fist! "Sounds awesome!"

"Wait, Wait, Wait..." John tried to dissuade them. "I don't even know what
my work schedule is. Besides, I've never had a facial..."

MK's eyes bulged. "Are you sure that you're really a girl?"

John flushed a bit. "What do you mean?"

"I mean, you're in high school and you've never had a facial? What kind of primitive, inhuman place is Massachusetts, anyway!?"

John giggled at her joke. "I mean, people had facials, but... well, my mom
is a college professor and my sister is a kinda 'all business' woman, so...
facials weren't really on the menu, you know."

"Wow," MK lamented, "that's so sad."

"Yeah," Ella agreed distractedly as she held up her phone again and showed John a picture of some very pretty, flat, yellow and jeweled sandals. "Sad. I bought you these, too, so you'll need to have your nails done."

John snickered and nodded, "Ok, but I still need to find out if I have to work."

The sound stage was well lite and there were a lot of people gathering and sitting in the chairs for the meeting. Some wore suits and others street clothes, but John had been costumed in dark blue, short sleeved dress that hugged his modest breasts nicely and blossomed out into a pleated skirt that ended just below his knees. The dress had very tiny white polka dots all over it and on his feet were some very cute, dark blue and white saddle shoes.

The only others in costume were Ed, Marion, Don and Rose, who all entered together. Like John, they were all dressed as if going to a special occasion of some sort. Rose leaned over and kissed John's cheek before taking the seat next to him. "Hi, honey," she whispered. "You look adorable in that dress." Her smile was warm and loving.

John smiled in response. "Thanks."

"May I have your attention, please," a voice came from the speakers near the front. "We'd like to get started. We have a lot to do."

The people settled into chairs to hear what was going on.

"Good afternoon, everyone," the man at the podium said. "My name is Edwin Sanchez and I am a programming director at ABC television and I am here with good news and bad news, today."

There were a few mumbles around the room.

"Obviously, when we first signed Don Ferry to a TV show, we knew that there would be a lot of interest in the project, but now that this show has been in production for a few months, things are getting a little, shall we say, 'crazy' around this show and we need to put out a product very quickly."

A hand was raised in the area where all the writers were congregated and the man at the podium pointed and said, "Yes?"

"What precipitated this rush to the production? I mean, we've been writing and rewriting this series since March, but why the sudden need to get it up and on the air in, what, two and a half weeks?"

"Good question," Mr Sanchez said. "In fact, the blame falls firmly on all of you. The scenes you all filmed of Don and," he checked his notes, "is it 'Ed McNeal' who's playing your partner, Don?"

Don slapped Ed's back, "It Sure is! Here's my partner, right here."

The man nodded and continued, "Well, those scenes are testing very well, and the scenes filmed recently, the ones on the ball field and between the youngest daughter and Don, Well, those are testing off the charts! The truth is, the buzz around this show is getting out of control and we need to capitalize on that ASAP."

There was a general murmur amongst the cast and crew and Rose threw her arm around John's shoulders and kissed his cheek. "Wow!" She whispered as she shook him. "How cool is that!?"

John nodded, but, in fact, he was a little overwhelmed with how the show was moving forward. He felt as if he'd hardly even spent any time on the set. It was a lot to take in. "Cool, I guess."

The director took the podium and said, "Ok, listen, people, I have a schedule that will let us pull this all together. We have, essentially, three storylines. One - Don and his partner at work and the upheaval of civil disobedience in the early sixties. Two - Don and his youngest daughter and the accusations that he's made about her and, three, Don's oldest daughter and her relationship with Don's character, her little sister and the developing romance between her and Don's partner."

John shot Rose a look at the mention of a romance between her character and Ed's. She made a comical smile and whispered, "We only found out about it this morning."

The director continued, "So, the plan is to concentrate on the 'Don and Alex' relationship for the next few afternoons, the 'Young Lovers' story for the next few mornings and finishing up the holes in the 'Workplace' story for the rest of this week. That should wrap up the two-hour debut movie. Then, next week, we kick ass and make some inroads on the rest of this season. Sound good, everyone?"

Everyone applauded. There was a somewhat stunned enthusiasm flowing through the room and there were a lot of murmurs from cast and crew members who'd worked on dozens of shows that had never gotten a chance to succeed. Suddenly, this show seemed special and looked like it had the possibility to actually become a big hit.

They began the afternoon shoot on the back lot, where John, Marion and Rose were passengers in a beautiful, 1959 Oldsmobile Super 88. It was candy-apple red, two HUGE doors and bright white interior. John and Rose climbed into the backseat, while Marion rode in the passenger seat, next to Don.

On cue, they drove up to a small church on the lot, where Ed, who was supposed to be entering the church, turned and waved, then walked to the car.

"'Morning, 'Jason,'" Ed, in character as Sargent Bob Partridge, greeted Don. "Is this the family?"

'Jason' exited the car, a little less than happy to see his partner at church. 'Bob' helped Marion out of the car with a Cheshire grin on his face. As the storyline had progressed, 'Jason' was slowly accepting 'Bob' as his new partner, but there was still friction. 'Bob' offered Marion a hand.

"Well, thank you," Marion grinned, then turned to 'Jason.' "'Jason,' who is this charming, young man"

'Jason shook his head as he helped John as 'Alex' out of the backseat. "'Nana,' this is my new partner, 'Bob Partridge.'"

'Bob' reached in and helped 'Susan' out the backseat. When their eyes met, 'Bob' grinned. "Hi," He half-whispered.

"Hi," 'Susan' replied with a sweet smile, as she moved her hair behind her ears. The chemistry between the two was obvious.

"So," Jason walked around the car with his youngest daughter, 'Alex' following, "what brings you to my church on this lovely morning, huh?" His attitude indicated he was a bit annoyed.

"I just needed to get myself back to church, is all. So, this must be 'Susan,' then." He smiled as he shook her hand.

"And this young lady must be 'Alex.'" He shook John's hand as well. "I've heard a lot about you, young lady." His smile grew just a bit serious.

"Nice to meet you, sir," 'Alex' replied.

"That's quite a shiner you've got there, little lady. Looks like you've gone a few rounds with Floyd Patterson." 'Bob' smiled warmly, but the confused, little girl covered the bruise with her hand and hurried to her grandmother's side.

'Bob' turned to the family and said, "Umm, would you ladies mind going into the church without your dad for just a few minutes? I have a little something to discuss with him."

The girls and Marion looked towards 'Jason,' who nodded for them to go on without him.

"And cut!" The director called. "Great! Let's set up for the closeups. Did you guys catch Rose's face over Ed's shoulder?"

"Yep!" The director of photography called back. "We caught Bebe over Don's shoulder, too. We just need to do closeups for Don and Ed."

"Perfect! Ladies, you have a thirty-minute break. Then we'll do the church interior and Don and Bebe in the parking lot."

John sat next to Rose and said, "This is really weird. I had a teacher at at Emerson who told us that TV and film could be very disorienting, but he never told us that you'd just be set decoration in a lot of your scenes."

"I know," Rose smiled at him. "You know, it's getting harder and harder for me to remember that we went to college together. You're a whole different person, now, and you look absolutely adorable in that dress."

John smiled. Any attention from Rose was always welcome, even if it was, just a little, condescending. "I know. I guess I'll never be John again, huh?"

Rose took his hand in hers. "Is that so bad? I mean, I liked 'John' just fine, but I love Bebe. I really, do."

"As a boyfriend, or a niece?"

She smiled. The clothes that she wore, a sleeveless, white turtle neck top that clung to her amazing shape and a narrow, black skirt that reached just below her knees, and the way they'd done her hair, made her look like a teenager from 1961, but as he looked at her with twenty-first century eyes, she looked a lot older than him. She really could be his aunt. "As both, Beebs. I love you as both. And in that dress, I wish I could take you for myself, right here, right now."

"Here's the synopsis," the head writer handed a page to Don and John.

"No script?" John asked.

The writer smiled. "Hey, you created this scenario - you find your way out of it. I'm actually looking forward to seeing how you do it." He laughed at his own teasing remark.

Dan laughed, too, then said, "Don't worry, honey. You'll do great. We just have to resolve what happened in the scene in your bedroom. Remember the scene we did at the audition? Use some of that. You'll be great."

John nodded. They discussed the scene for a few minutes. The director gave them some parameters to follow. Their space was limited and they needed to face specific directions for the cameras. Other than that, they had a lot of leeway.

John was told that there would be a scene inserted in which Don, Ed as well as the catcher and the umpire from the baseball game would have a conversation in the parking lot and the catcher would tell Don how 'Alex's' slip really ended up in hands of Cora's brother, Pete, etc, etc. He also explained that they hadn't yet written that scene. The head writer wanted to see how this resolution scene panned out, then he would create the parking lot scene as a link between their arrival and this conversation.

"You about ready?" The director asked them.

"I think so," Don said, then patted John on the shoulder and said, "Let's have some fun, ok?"

John nodded, nervously, and glanced at the cast and crew, all of whom were watching them very closely, almost as if all of their futures were riding on what he and Don did in the next few minutes, which, of course, they were.

The Assistant Director called for the camera, light, sound and every other kind of crew imaginable to be ready, then the Director said, in a quiet and measured voice, "Action."

Don, as 'Jason,' exited the church first and John, as ''Alex,' followed. 'Jason' looked irritated and 'Alex' looked scared. They walked to the front of 'Jason's' Oldsmobile where he paced for a moment before speaking.

"Alex... I just spoke to Ricky Pendergast and Coach Hassett."

'Alex' folded her arms across her stomach and looked away from her father.

'Jason' continued. "Look, Alex... they told me about what happened on the ball field the other day. How the boys... treated you because you're... developing... you know, becoming a woman."

A tear rolled down 'Alex's' cheek.

"They told me that the the reason that Cora's brother ended up with your slip was because Nana and Sue took you home. That the only reason you took it off was to play ball better. Is that true?"

'Alex' nodded, but didn't look at her father. He reached for her to turn her face to him, but she flinched. He moved more gently this time and turned her face so he could see the black eye that he'd given his daughter. A look of shame crossed his face.

"Baby," he whispered, "I'm sorry. It was a bad day at work and... honey, I'll never forgive myself. I wish you'd told me..."

Suddenly the young girl's temperament changed violently, "TOLD YOU!? How, daddy? I barely got a word out of my mouth before you slapped me. How could I have told you anything!?"

'Jason' pulled his hand away, hung his head and leaned against the front of his massive car, pushed his hands into his pockets and, for a moment, hung his head. When he looked up, again, he looked sad and broken, "I wish your mother was here, baby. I've always been a rotten parent to you girls."

"No, daddy..."

"Yes, baby, I have been. I relied on your mom to do everything. This job I have, Alex... it eats you up. That little jerk, Peter... he set me off, Ali, and I just took it all out on you." He stood straighter and looked at the weak child. "I'll never do it again, baby. I swear. I'll be better."

He opened his arms to invite the child in for a hug, but she looked away for a moment.

"I miss her daddy."

"I know, honey. I miss her, too."

"But its more than that, Dad. Sometimes... I hate her. I hate her for leaving. I hate her for leaving me alone. And I hate myself for hating her. I feel like I'm falling apart, daddy. I hate everything, now. I hate Nana, I hate Sue, and I hate you because I don't know how to feel anything else. I just want to go back to last year."

When 'Alex' looked at her father, her brokenness was a perfect reflection of his. When he tried to hug her, she pulled away, but he was bigger and stronger and he pulled her tightly to his broad, strong chest. She struggled, weakly, as he rested his head on hers and whispered, "I'm sorry, baby. I'm so, so sorry. I love you, Alex. I'm so, so, sorry."

Eventually, the child relaxed into her father's embrace and cried uncontrollably.

After ten seconds or more, the Director called, "And cut!"

The normal sound of the camera and sound crews relaxing didn't occur. No one moved. Don continued to hold John tightly. Very gradually , he loosened his hold on him and he sniffed back his own tears as he whispered, "Are you ok?"

John nodded. "I think so."

He kissed John's smooth cheek as he stepped back. "Be careful with your emotions, Bebe. You gave me an awful lot. Make sure there's some left for Bebe when she needs it."

Ed and Rose had walked over to them and waited quietly as Don kissed John, again. "Are you sure you're ok? You're shaking pretty hard."

John nodded, but his face screwed up into a confused ball as he began crying even harder than he'd done in the scene. His shaking became uncontrollable. Ed stepped forward and swept him up into his arms.

"Beebs!" Ed lifted John into the air and hurried towards a chair in the camera area. "Beebs, honey, are you ok?"

John concentrated on his breathing as he struggled to gain control of himself. He was oblivious of what was happening until he was already seated in the chair. When his vision cleared, he saw Ed's concerned face and Rose's tear drenched face looking at him.

"What happened?" he asked in a confused whisper.

"I think you might have passed out," Ed said with a sigh of relief. "Do you feel ok, now?"

Rose pushed past Ed and hugged John's head to her breasts. Her breathing indicated relief.

"Passed out?" John was confused. "From acting?"

"From your emotions, baby," Rose rocked him gently in her embrace. "You're a girl, now, Bebe. Right down to the hormones and girls need to learn how to control their emotions." She closed her eyes and laid her head on his.

"Is she ok?" The Director asked.

"I think so," Ed said.

"Well, if it's any consolation," The Director patted Ed's shoulder, "I think that your little niece, here, may have just won herself an Emmy Award."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 4

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  • Clara

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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Bebe in LaLa Land: 4

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

More problems at school and a date with Blaine.
Twenty year old John keeps facing the challenges of being a fourteen year girl.


 
Author's Note: Insurance, police reports, blah blah blah! Car wrecks are never fun. Especially when you have to buy a new car. I know this piece was done some time ago but year end business has kept me occupied. I do apologize! And again, Merry Christmas to everyone!

I hope you find Bebe having a great time and may you have one as well too! Please, toss me a review, good or bad? ~Clara.
 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
FINDING HIS WAY -or- WHO, IN THE WORLD, AM I?
 

When his alarm went off on Thursday morning, John had a hard time opening his eyes. He'd been on the set till 10:00 on Tuesday and Wednesday night and the schedule was catching up with him. He kicked the blankets off of himself, trying to make the morning coolness wake him, but it wasn't happening. His eyes just didn't want to open.

The work on the set had been very rewarding. Since the exteriors on Tuesday, everything he'd worked on had been interiors on the set. Several scenes with Kylie, which all went well, eventually, but always took several takes due to Kylie's inexperience and
nervousness, and lots of small scenes with Marion and Rose. Everything could be classified as 'girl talk.' Some scenes were more important to the story than others, but all propelled the storylines and needed to be done as well as possible,

John rolled over, took a deep breath, welcoming more rest, but moments later, Ed's voice shattered his coma. "Hey! What are you doing? Your alarm went off. Come on, Lazy Lucy, Oscar will be here in an hour and it takes you that long to get ready."

"Can't," John mumbled. "Too tired."

Suddenly, John felt Ed's arms pushing underneath him and lifting him off the bed.

"No!" John pleaded and giggled as Ed threw him over his shoulder as if he were carrying a stack of lumber. "Please! Let me sleep!"

Ed carried him into the bathroom off of John's bedroom exerting no effort whatsoever. When he flipped on the lights, John let out a dramatic scream. "Oh! No! You're just cruel! It hurts!"

When Ed turned towards the mirrors, he couldn't help but notice John's purple, silky panties peeking out from under his short nightie. "Did you shower last night?"

"No," John replied as he hung, limp, over Ed's shoulder. "I was too tired."

Ed reached into the walk-in shower and turned the temperature valve three quarters of the way around and the water began flowing. "A shower will help you wake up and it'll wash the stink off of you."

As Ed lowered John to the floor, John argued, "I don't stink!"

"You were on set, sweating under hot lights. You stink, just like the rest of us."

"I'm a girl, I don't sweat! I glow!"

"Well, your 'glow' stinks, so take a shower and get ready for school." Ed walked out of the bathroom and into John's closet where he pulled out a clean uniform shirt and skirt, grabbing a clean pair of white panties and a white bra from his bureau. He walked back into the bathroom as John was pulling his nightie over his head. "Hey! I'm nearly naked in here!" He placed his arm across his little breasts to hide them. "Don't you know how to knock?"

"If you want privacy, then get your lazy butt out of bed in the morning," Ed gave John a playful slap on his bottom as he headed back out of the lavatory.

"Ouch!" John grabbed is disrespected bottom and called after his friend, "You're a very mean man, Edward McNeal!"

"But I'm a good Uncle, Bianca Foley, so, unless you want me to come in there and scrub you clean, get your ass in gear!"

Knowing full well that Ed was strong enough to do it, John hurried into the shower.

"Look," John was dressed in his school uniform and drinking his breakfast smoothie, "Kylie's not going to school today. She says she's too tired. See! Her mother loves her and is concerned about her health."

Ed looked at the message. Rose had already left for the studio. "Yeah, well, I'm sure your mother loves you, too, but she put me in charge, so you're going to school. I'd like to end this discussion, now, and talk to you about tomorrow night."

John sat back in his high stool at the counter, crossed his legs at the knees and his arms across his stomach and waited for Ed to continue.

"Have you told this boy that I want to meet him before your date?"

John let out a big sigh. "Yes, I have told him that you want to meet him, but it is NOT a date. We are going to a movie together. I am paying for my own ticket."

"Uh-huh. How old is he?"

"He's fifteen. He'll be sixteen in November."

"So, How is he getting here?"

John shrugged. "Uber? Lyft? A parent? I didn't ask."

"Well, I'd like you to ask because I'd like to know how you'll be getting to and from the movie theater."

"Seriously?"

"Yes, 'Seriously!' I want to know, so ask him, please."

"Ok," John nodded.

Ed watched as John waited for him to continue. "Now," Ed finally said.

"Now? Text him, now?"

"Yes. Now. I want to know."

John grunted his frustration as he typed and hit send. When he was done he tossed his phone onto the counter and folded his arms, again. "Are you doing this JUST to embarrass me?"

"Honey," Ed refused to be goaded into an argument, so he spoke slowly, deliberately and with parental authority. "You, above all girls, should know why I'm doing this. Remember what fifteen year old boys are like, Bebe. They are all coming of age, too, and they are VERY interested in being with a girl."

"Oh, my God..." John could not believe what Ed was saying.

"Now, knock it off and think, Bebe. You are a very pretty, little thing and I don't blame this boy for being attracted to you, but his intentions may be... shall we say, suspect. Both you and I know that if he got into your panties he'd have a pretty big surprise, so I don't have to worry about you going too far, but what if he got that surprise? What then? Do you think that ABC/Disney is going to put up with a scandal? Demi Lovato was huge with that company, then her drug problem became public. How many shows have you seen her in, lately? Huh? Not many. To them, you're a product and they'll drop you like a hot turd if someone finds out about what's hiding between your legs. You do see that, right?"

Reluctantly, John nodded.

"I, on the other hand, love you and want to keep you safe and that's turning out to be a much more complicated job than I expected. You're not exactly a low profile kind of personality, Bebe, and Rose and I are going to do whatever it takes to make sure that you're kept safe. Understood?"

John's phone chimed and he picked it up. "His friend, Matt, is driving us."

Ed shook his head. "Oh, no he's not."

"What!?"

"You heard me. Number one, you are not going anywhere in a car with a teenaged driver. You are too young and too important to me.

"Too young...!?"

"Number two, I am not allowing you to be put in a situation with two older boys and you in an unsupervised situation."

"Ed!"

"Uncle Ed, Bebe. We've been through this. If that boy wants to go out with you then here are the rules. I want him here by 4:00 tomorrow night and I want him here alone. He will have dinner with your cousin and me and I will have a conversation with him before I drive you to the movies. After the movies, I will pick you up. If he wants to walk around the mall with you or go for ice cream, that's fine - just let me know when you want to leave. I will be happy to drive him back to Beverly Hills, too, but that's up to him. Those are the ground rules, Bebe. They are not open to discussion. Now, text him and tell him that or I will." Ed left the room to gather his pages for today's shooting schedule.

John wanted to fight. He was tired and irritable, but he knew that, if he challenged Ed, it would be a losing battle. Instead, he let out a huge grunt of frustration, grabbed his phone and typed:

'I'M SORRY, BUT MY UNCLE'S BEING A JERK. I WAS JUST TOLD THAT IM NOT ALLOWED TO TRAVEL IN A CAR WITH A TEENAGED DRIVER. HE SAYS THAT IF WE GO TO THE MOVIE, HE WANTS YOU TO COME HERE FOR DINNER AT 4:00 SO THAT HE CAN MEET YOU AND HAVE THE TALK. THEN HE'LL DRIVE US TO THE MOVIE. AFTER THAT, WE CAN HANG TOGETHER FOR AWHILE, IF YOU WANT, BUT HE WANTS TO DRIVE ME HOME. HE'LL DRIVE YOU, TOO, IF YOU WANT. IF THIS IS TOO MUCH TO DEAL WITH, WE CAN CANCEL. SORRY. SORRY. SORRY.'

It took a couple of minutes before a reply came.

'NO PROB. HES NOT BEING A JERK - JUST PROTECTIVE. I CAN HANDLE THAT. ILL BE THERE AT 4. I'LL USE UBER. IF HE DOESN'T MIND DRIVING ME HOME, THAT WOULD BE COOL. SEE YOU TOMORROW HOW'S YOUR EYE?'

John was relieved by the response. Being so vulnerable to the whims of his guardians was really getting to him.

'YOU'RE THE BEST EVA,' John text back. 'THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING. I REALLY AM SORRY. MY EYE IS FINE. YOU CAN BARELY SEE THE BRUISE NOW. SEE YOU TOMORROW'

"Well?" Ed asked as he reentered the kitchen with his postal-sack style satchel open and he stuffed the pages in.

"He'll be here at 4:00. If you don't mind driving him home, that would be good, too."

"No problem."

"So, should I talk to Oscar about scheduling a car for tomorrow night?"

"Nope," Ed smiled. "I leased a brand new Tesla, like the one Rose had during the summer, only mine is red. I'm picking it up today. We can't rely on the studio for everything." He smiled. John knew that the car Ed had been driving since he got his license was a 1999, champagne colored, Ford Taurus that he'd inherited from a great aunt when she passed away. It wasn't 'nice' by any measure and Ed had loved driving the Tesla all summer.

"Wow," John said quietly. "That's great, Uncle Ed. Does that mean that we've had more money deposited in our accounts?"

"Well, yes and no. Rose and I have access to our latest paychecks, but you'll need to talk to your mom about yours. She's holding yours in-trust until you're legally eighteen, remember. Rose and I made arrangements with her for your share of the rent, but you'll need to ask her for money."

John rolled his eyes.

"Oh, come on, Beebs. What would you spend it on, anyway? Clothes? She'll help you out with that. I'll give you money for the movies. What's the big deal?"

"The big deal," John huffed, "is that I EARNED that money! I should have access to it!" He put his elbow on the counter and rested his chin in his hand. "It's all just... unfair."

Ed bent at the waist and mimicked John's posture, Looking him directly in the face. "No, baby, it isn't. It's the deal you made." He leaned forward and kissed John on the end of his nose. "Now, please, don't keep complaining about a situation you created. It's not my fault, or Rose's or anyone else's except yours. You agreed to be a child. Now, be a child, Bebe. Please, don't fight with me all the time. I love you too much to be your enemy." He kissed his nose, again.

They remained face to face, but John nodded as much as his position would allow. "Ok. Sorry."

"No problem. Now, tell me you love me, too."

The request amused John just a little. Of course he loved Ed. He always had. He smiled and Ed mimicked the smile, too.

"Come on," Ed teased. "I say it all the time. It's time for you to say it back to me."

John laughed at Ed's teasing. "You know I love you."

"Then say it. Don't be a little brat. I'm doing everything I can to help you. All I ask in return is to hear you say three little words."

John controlled his giggles long enough to say it. "I love you, Ed."

"Uncle."

"I love you, UNCLE Ed."

"Thank you. That makes a world of difference."

John's phone chimed again. Without looking at it, Ed kissed his nose once more and stood back to his full height. "That's got to be Oscar. Get your backpack and get going."

John hustled to the mirror on the back of the door to the kitchen closet, checked himself, then ran back to the counter and grabbed his bag. He was headed for the door, but he stopped and turned to look at Ed, who was leaning on the counter by the sink, sipping his coffee. John ran back and hugged Ed as hard as he could. Surprised, Ed put down his coffee and hugged the little boy in the girl's body.

For his part, John marveled at the size and firmness of Ed's chest, while Ed considered how small and weak his former friend had become.

"Thanks, Uncle Ed. I really do love you."

"I know you do, Bebe. I love you, too. So does Rosie."

John let go and ran to the door without looking back. Ed watched, then looked at his tee shirt. Where John's eyes had been, there was a damp spot.

It was Lab-Day in science class and John had been paired with a girl he'd never spoken to before. She was a sophomore and John didn't know, nor particularly care, why she was in this Science class with a bunch of freshman. The girl's name was Glimmer, which definitely would have raised eyebrows on the east coast and probably have destined the girl to a career as a stripper, but here in the land of indulgence, no one seemed to find it at all odd. She was very beautiful and John found her intimidating. She was the kind of girl that held her breasts, and they were substantial breasts, out in front of her like they were weapons. She didn't seem all that bright, though. Just pretty - and strangely sexual for a girl in a school filled with other girls. John didn't like nor dislike her, per se, but he didn't like the way that she insisted that John do all the lab work while she read the instructions.

"Miss Bebe!" The teacher called from her desk. There was an older student standing next to her.

John stood. "Yes, Miss?"

"Miss Gabriella wants to see you in her office, immediately. Please go with Ann, here. Take your things, please."

"Yes, Miss," John gathered his books quickly.

"What about the lab?" Glimmer asked in an annoying whine.

"You'll have to complete that yourself, Glimmer," the teacher shook her head.

John made eye contact with both Ella and MK as he hurried to join the messenger. Both looked concerned, but neither looked as concerned as John felt. 'What did I do now!?' Kept running through his brain.

The student-messenger remained quiet and stoic all the way to the main office, where John was handed over to Miss Dorothy who told him to sit on the bench and wait.

Eventually, Miss Gabriella entered the main office from the front of the desk. She was moving quickly, as if she'd been hurrying to complete several things at once. "Ahh, Miss Bianca," she smiled at John and indicated the entrance to her office, "please go in and have a seat. I'll just be a moment."

John sat in the center one of the three chairs in front of Miss Gabriella's desk.

She came in shortly, closing the door behind her and stopped at John's side bent to take a look at his eye. "Well, that seems to be healing well, hmmm? You'll be as pretty as ever in a day or so, I should think?" She continued on to her desk chair.

"Thank you, Miss." John said, a bit worried about why he was here.

Miss Gabriella sat and opened a manilla folder and perused it for a moment before speaking. "The reason I called you in here, today, Miss Bianca, is because I noticed that you are missing a Physical Education credit. Were you aware of that?"

"No ma'am. This is the first I've heard of it."

"Hmm," the Head Mistress looked over the file again. "At the time of your admission to Notre Dame, I discussed this situation with the studio representative. You see, we have no in-school Physical Education Program at Notre Dame, but the State of California requires that each student fulfill one credit of PE every school year. So, all of our young ladies are required to fulfill her Phys-Ed requirement on her own. Many play on our after school sport teams, or they take gymnastics, or dance, or horse back riding, or even logging her own running schedule. Regardless, of how, each young lady MUST fulfill this credit obligation on her own and, thus far, you have not done so,"

John was speechless. "Miss Gabriella... I... I... I..."

The Head Mistress smiled at John's confusion. "I've tried to reach both of your guardians, this morning, Miss Bianca, but they do not appear to be available right now. I felt that this was too urgent a matter to not call you in to discuss it. You see, we are well into our first marking period and you will not be in class next week because of your shooting schedule, so I need to hear from your guardians by the end of the day tomorrow to set up whatever program they feel is most appropriate for you."

She handed John a sheet of paper. "This is our Physical Education waver form. Please pass it along to your cousin or Uncle and have them return it to me by the end of the school day tomorrow."

John glanced at the form, overwhelmed. "Umm, Miss, between school and filming the show, I'm already..."

"This is a state requirement, Miss Bianca. I made it clear to the studio representative that you'd need to do this. Now, I know that your Uncle Edward seems to feel that I am persecuting you, but talk to your friends and you'll see that they all have some kind of athletic program after school. Now, I have things to do and you need to get to lunch, so please take that form home and have them get it back to me tomorrow. They can email it or fax it if that's more convenient."

John just stared dumbly. How could he possibly take on more, right now?

"That'll be all, Miss Bianca. Thank you."

John stood and said, "Yes, ma'am. Thank you, ma'am," and he left the Head Mistress' Office.

"Yeah, I take an aerobics class three nights a week and MK takes karate. We all have to do something. It's no big deal." Ella had met John outside the main office door, concerned that he was being expelled. MK, who thought that Ella was nuts, had gone to the cafeteria to reserve their usual table. "At least it's nothing big."

"Ella, I'm already at school or on the set, like, eighteen hours a day! How do I add something like this?"

"I don't know, but if it were me, I'd let my mom handle it. Just tell your cousin. Let her deal with it."

That wasn't a bad idea. What could he do from school other than send a text? That made sense. After they grabbed their lunches, John pulled out his phone and typed, 'HATE TO BOTHER YOU, BUT I JUST HAD A MEETING WITH THE HEAD MISTRESS. I NEED TO GET A PHYS-ED CREDIT OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL AND I NEED TO BE SIGNED UP FOR SOMETHING BY THE END OF THE SCHOOL DAY TOMORROW. I'LL TAKE A PIC OF THE FORM AND SEND IT TO YOU.' He took a photo and sent that as well.

"What did she say?" Ella, who'd been giving MK a briefing on why John had been summoned, asked.

"Nothing, yet. She's probably working."

"Ok, enough of that crap, look what I have!" Ella nearly sang the last part of that sentence as she was pulling a small, clear plastic bag with a yellow garment inside, out of her backpack and handing it to John. "Your dress arrived!"

"Ohh! Let's see it!" MK stopped looking at her phone and turned her full attention to the bag.

John smiled at their enthusiasm. He couldn't deny that the idea of a new dress excited him, too. "Ok!" He giggle as he opened the bag and pulled the dress out.

All three of them inhaled noisily as the dress pulled free.

"Oh! It's beautiful!" MK nearly cried.

"It really is!" John agreed, but then he said, "Hey! This isn't the cheap one! You bought the $700 dress!? Ella! I don't have $700 to pay you back!" He was genuinely scared to even hold the dress. If he told his mom he needed $700 for a dress, she'd kill him!

Ella smiled, "Oh, my God, Bebe, calm down! I don't want you to pay me back. It's only $700! Like I said, my parents won't even notice! I spend more than that on clothes and shoes all the time!"

MK patted John's shoulder. "She's telling the truth, Bebe. Her parents are stinking rich and Ella has bathing suits that cost more than my mom's car."

"Yeah, but I look cuter in my bathing suits than your mom does in her car," Ella smirked as she tossed a crouton into her mouth.

"It is awfully cute," John conceded. He hugged it to him, the very soft feel of the material making him want, more than anything, to go try it on. "Thank you, Ella. It's absolutely lovely."

"Let's put that away, young lady," Señorita Linda, a Spanish teacher who John only knew by name, said. "You know that you shouldn't have non-uniform clothes in school except in your locker."

"I'm sorry, Señorita," John folded the dress, carefully and slipped it back into the small, clear bag. He smiled at Ella and MK and thanked them both.

"The sandals are coming today," Ella assured him. "You'll look hot for your date."

"It's not..." John started, but his friends said in unison.

"Yes it is."

John's phone buzzed and he looked at the screen. It was a text from Rose. 'NO PROBLEM. I SET UP A CLASS THROUGH THE STUDIO. PAPERWORK ALREADY ON IT'S WAY BACK TO MISS GABRIELLA."

John told the girls that Rose had taken care of it.

"What kind of class?" MK asked.

"She didn't say. I assume it's aerobics or maybe just a trainer like she and Ed have. I'll find out this afternoon."

"You've got to be kidding me!?" John was wearing a simple, light brown, short sleeved, shirt-dress with a little red belt and a subtle petticoat beneath. Julia was buttoning up the back of the dress for him and fluffing his hair to make it lay correctly. This kind of shirt-dress seemed to fill his wardrobe area and they all made him feel a little old fashioned and very young.

Rose stood opposite him in a form flattering, dark grey sheath and spiky, pointed toed pumps. She'd just completed a scene in which her character and Ed's had gone on their first date together and her shoes made her tall and makeup made her look very grown up. She folded her arms across her abdomen and frowned at John in a disturbingly maternal manner. "Seriously? You're going to fight me on this, too? Your Uncle Ed told me that you'd had a talk this morning and you agreed to be more cooperative. Do I need to get him involved in this conversation?"

"No, but Rose..."

"Look, Bebe, you sent me a text asking for help with a problem and I solved the problem for you. QED. This is an easy fix and you can do it during your down time on set. Three or four hours a week to start and we'll see where it goes from there."

Julia guided him to the mirror to see himself in the dress. It was childish, so was his hair and makeup. He was childish and the petulance in his face made him look even more childish. He couldn't help it, though. There had to be another solution.

"I don't know why you're so upset," Julia said as she fussed with a few stray hairs. "It's just a dance class. I took dance from the time that I was a toddler right through college. It's a great way to stay in shape and the Disney has the best teachers and choreographers in the world! You'll love it."

"Listen, Bebe," Rose joined Julia's line of thought, "I took dance class most of my life, too. Most girls, especially actresses, have had a solid dance background. From a purely professional stand point, you should, too."

"I know, Rose, but it's just... well, isn't there something less... girly..."

"Oh, Lord, Bebe, not this AGAIN!" Rose shook her head. "Julia, may I have a moment alone with my cousin?"

Julia smiled and walked out of the room.

When the door was closed, Rose turned to John and in a scolding voice she said, "Alright, young lady, I have had just about enough of this crap from you. I'm at work and so are you. This is not the place for you to act like a spoilt little brat, am I making myself very clear?"

John nodded, genuinely frightened by her demeanor. "Yeah, but..."

"No 'buts' and no 'ifs' or 'ands' either. From now on, if I make a decision, you just say, 'Yes, Rose.' Is that perfectly clear, or do I need to get Ed in here to spank your argumentative little backside?"

Would she do that? John wasn't sure, but he knew that he'd never seen her this angry and it seemed that he'd been making her angry a lot recently.

"Well? Should I go get Uncle Ed?" Rose tapped he toe noisily.

John thought for just another second. "No."

"No, what?"

"No, Rose."

"And are you going to take the dance classes?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"And are you going to continue to challenge me at every turn?"

"No, ma'am."

"Alright, then." Rose paused, happy by the result of the
conversation, but still filled with adrenaline. "Now, let's have no more of this nonsense, ok?"

John nodded.

Rose opened her arms wide and invited John in for a hug, an invitation he gladly accepted. He was so confused and upset by everything, absolutely EVERYTHING, lately that he longed for some solace and Rose was his favorite place to get some. He felt like crying, but he choked that back and he just accepted her hug.

But something odd happened, too. Unexpectedly, John felt a twitch in his panties and that twitch grew and resulted in a full blown orgasm right there. He did his best not to broadcast what was happening to him, hoping Rose won't notice, but there was no denying what had just happened. Something about the way that Rose had treated him had overwhelmed him to the point of cumming in his panties. This was mortifying and he had to change them and clean himself before leaving the dressing room.

"So, let's get our heads back in the game, now, ok?"

John nodded and rose released him from her embrace. There was a knock on the door and Julia called in, "Rose! Bebe! You're both wanted on set!"

Rose headed for the door, but John held back, pretending to look in the mirror for a second.

Rose opened the door and looked back at John. "Come on, then."

"Umm," he searched for a reason to stay behind. "I'll be right there. I just need to talk to Julia for a moment. My hair looks funny."

"Ok. I'll wait."

"NO!" He didn't want her to know what he'd done. "I'll be right along. You go ahead."

As Julia pushed past Rose to get into the room, Rose shrugged and nodded, then departed.

"What's the matter, honey?" Julia asked as she closed the door. Obviously, there was something bothering this child.

There was no way to not tell her what he needed, so... "Umm... I kind of... ejaculated in my panties. Do you have some clean ones I could wear."

Julia didn't quite laugh, but she came very close. "Of course, baby. Here." She pulled out a fresh pair. "I forget that you're different down there, you know." She grabbed a baby wipe from the makeup table and knelt in front of John. Hold up your skirts, baby. I'll clean you up."

Thank goodness, Oscar was driving on Friday! It was an early release day for the students, so he picked them up at 11:30 and he agreed to bring John, Kylie, MK and Ella all to a nail salon that the girls of Notre Dame frequented.

"Have fun, girls!" Oscar said as he let them out at the salon. "I'll meet you down the street at Roni's." Roni's was one of Oscar's favorite places for take out food. This worked out great, for him! An order of Ronni's Asian Salmon Dinner was in his very near future.

The girls waved as John reached in and grabbed the garment bag containing his dress and sandals. "Thanks, Oscar. I know this is an imposition..."

"Don't be silly, honey," he smiled as he watched the young woman being as careful as possible with her treasured dress. "As far as the studio knows, you were in school all day." He gave John a cheerful wink and said, "Go have some girly fun with your friends. You take things too seriously for a girl your age. Go relax and enjoy yourself."

The girls and John were ushered into a small alcove at the salon and they were seated in a row of seats. Soon, each had a woman working on their toe nails. John had had his nails done by Stacy at her studio back on Cape Cod and Rose had polished them a few times since, but this... this was HEAVENLY! The technicians worked their tools around the edges of his nails as they shaped and colored them for him. Soon, his eyes were closed as he enjoyed the sensations of being pampered by a pro. It was wonderful!

"Girls' night out tonight, ladies?" The proprietress asked as she walked over to greet the young, rich clients.

"Just a girl's afternoon. One of us has a hot date tonight! The rest of us are watching Netflix at my house," Ella teased.

"Oh, who's the lucky girl?"

All three girls pointed at John who blushed a bit.

"She has to be home by 4:00, too, so that her date can meet her uncle," MK offered.

She smiled and asked John, "First date, honey?"

"Kinda," John shrugged. "We went to homecoming at his school together, but this is our first time out alone. It's not a date, though. We're going Dutch."

"Oh, shut up," Kylie threw a hand towel at John. "A date is a date is a date and you're going on one with Blaine, tonight."

"Ooh, Blaine, huh? Is he handsome?" The woman sat next to John and prodded him for information.

"He's gorgeous!" MK said. "Ella, show her his picture."

Ella held up her phone with a picture of both Blaine and John taken at the homecoming dance.

"Oh, my, he is gorgeous and look at how pretty you were in that dress! No wonder he asked you out, again! What color are you wearing tonight."

"Yellow," John said, shocked that this would interest anyone, let alone a total stranger.

"I bought it for her!" Ella enthused. "It's in that garment bag." She pointed to the pink bag hung behind John's chair.

The owner unzipped the bag and moved the zippers around the hanger so the pretty, little, yellow, peasant dress was completely exposed. "Oh, yes, this is just perfect for you! I'm sorry, what is your name, dear."

"Bebe, ma'am."

The woman chuckled. "This isn't Notre Dame, Bebe. You can call me Jess. What color were you planning to do your nails, honey?"

John looked blankly at the girls who all giggled. "You'll have to excuse her," MK said. "She's from Massachusetts. Believe it or not, this is her very first time having her nails done in a salon."

"Really!?" Jess feigned shock. "Well, then I guess we need to make this a special event."

She spoke to the nail technician, "Yuki, when her nails are filled and filed, find a red that matches these little red lines in the dress. Ok?"

The technician nodded.

"Tell you what, Bebe," she hung the dress on a nearby hook, "since this is such a special day for you, I'm going to have my best beautician, Andrew, do your makeup for you at no charge."

The other girls seemed much more excited about this than John, who just smiled and said, "Oh, thank you, Jess. That's very, very kind of you."

"You're very welcome, Bebe. Enjoy your mani-pedi." She walked away.

"Bebe," Ella was very wound up. "Andrew is the best beautician in the shop! My mom books appointments with him three months in advance! He's amazing!"

"He really is, Bebe," MK said. "He did my makeup for homecoming! I booked it in August, before I even had a date!"

The makeover was as luxurious as the mani-pedi and Andrew spoke nonstop through the entire procedure. He talked about the importance of making a good impression on a boy and about skin care and poise. He was meticulous and gentle, but not at all effeminate. When he'd finished, he made John put on the dress before he could look at himself in the mirror. When he saw himself he was very, very pleased. The makeup somehow complimented both him and the dress perfectly. His cheeks were plump and round and his eyes were big and curious. He still looked young and innocent, but there was a roundness of womanhood present, too.

"Wow, I look..." he stuttered.

"Beautiful is the word you're looking for," Andrew said with a deep, gentle voice. "You look beautiful because you are beautiful, Bebe. Young. Smart. Talented and beautiful. Now, I want you to to remember that forever. You will always be beautiful if you carry yourself beautifully." He kissed the side of John's head. "Always be beautiful, Bebe."

In the last few months, John had felt beautiful many times, but this was different. He wasn't 'Bianca' beautiful or 'Nancy' beautiful. He was just beautiful. He was 'Bebe' beautiful and he really loved it.

"Thank you, Andrew. Thank you." Was all he could say.

Oscar dropped John off at 3:50 and all the girls wished him luck before he ran as quickly as he could into the lobby of his building. Rose had been sending him texts for the last half hour.

'WHERE ARE YOU!?"

"ITS GETTING LATE AND YOUR FRIEND WILL BE HERE, SOON!"

"DAMN IT, BEBE WHERE ARE YOU? IF YOU DON'T GET YOUR SORRY ASS BACK HERE IN TEN MINUTES, YOU WILL NOT BE GOING OUT TONIGHT!"

John had responded to each text with apologies, but it was obvious that Rose was displeased that he had not been at home to help her prepare dinner. The last text had come three minutes ago and John had replied 'I'M IN THE PARKING LOT! I'LL BE THERE IN A FEW MINUTES. I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY!!!!!!!'

When he burst into the condo, Rose was standing in the kitchen with a handful of knives and forks in her hand. "Well, it's about time!" She said with a great deal of irritation present in her voice. "Do you know what I have been doing all afternoon while you've been getting pampered at a Beverly Hills Spa? I've been cooking and cleaning and getting this place ready for your friend!"

"I'm sorry, Rose, really, I am so sorry! I didn't know it would take this long!"

"Oh, please, you knew I'd take care of all of this for you, so you didn't put in any effort."

"Alright!" Ed entered and put his arms on Rose's shoulders. "We're all stressed. This is new to all of us. Let's just take a breath and move on from here. Bebe, tell your cousin you're sorry."

John nodded, "Honestly, Rose, I am so, so sorry. I've never been to a spa before and I completely lost track of time."

"Apology accepted?" Ed asked Rose.

Rose nodded.

"Ok, now, Rose, think about what it was like when you were fourteen and had a date. Can you understand how she could have lost track of time?"

Rose took in a deep, purging breath and let it out slowly. "Alright, Alright, Alright. I get it. Jesus, Ed, you can be exasperating, the way that you never get mad."

He kissed the back of Rose's head and said, "It's my superpower."

Rose handed John the silverware. "Here, put these out and grab some napkins out of the linen closet. When you're done, fill the water glasses. There's a gallon jug of spring water in the fridge."

When he was putting the water jug back, Rose took him by the shoulders and turned him to face her. "Let me take a look at you, baby"

She looked at him with loving, maternal eyes. "Ok, well, you look absolutely perfect, I must say. I'm sorry that I got mad, it's just, I don't know, I'm really stressed about having my little girl dating... and I kind of wanted to help you get ready. I know that's foolish, but... God, I'm going to be a lousy mom, huh?" She gave a tired chuckle at that.

John hugged her. "I'm sorry, Rose. Really I am. You're being great. I just lost track of time. Thank you for making dinner. It smells great. What is it?"

"Roast chicken and stuffing. I figured it was a good, New England dinner and besides, it's all I really know how to cook."

The intercom buzzed. "I'll take care of that," Ed said. He pushed the button on the intercom. Blaine's Image appeared on the screen. "Yes?"

"Hi, Mr Foley. I'm Blaine. Bebe's friend. I'm here to meet you."

"Come on up," Ed pushed the buzzer and finished tying his tie. "Why don't you guys wait in the kitchen so it doesn't look like we're just standing here, waiting for him."

Moments later, there was a knock at the door. Ed answered and Blaine entered.

"Hello, Mr Foley. My name is Blaine." He extended a hand to Ed. "Very nice to meet you."

Ed took the younger man's hand and shook it. "My name is McNeal, Blaine, but you can call me Ed. It is very nice to meet you. Come right in."

"Thank you, sir. You're younger than I expected. When Bebe said I'd be meeting her uncle, I pictured an older person."

Ed nodded. "Happens all the time." He looked towards the kitchen and called, "Beebs! Your friend is here."

John stepped out of the kitchen and waved. "Hi, Blaine. How're you doing?"

"Great, but... wow! You look amazing, Bebe!"

John's grin could not have been bigger. "Oh, well, thanks, I guess."

They looked at each other awkwardly until Rose pushed past John, carrying a covered platter, and said, "Hi, Blaine. I'm Bebe's cousin, Rose. Let's all sit down and get started. I hope you like roast chicken."

He did.

Blaine did his best to keep up with Ed as the chicken, stuffing, potatoes, corn and peas were shoveled onto their plates and into their mouths. Rose kept the conversation going, asking Blaine about his family, school, interests, etc.

"Bebe," Rose stood and started piling plates to take into the kitchen, "why don't you help me clear the table and we'll leave the men to talk, so that you and Blaine can get to your movie on time."

John stood and started picking up plates. Blaine smiled a smile that said, 'Don't worry. I've got this.' Then he turned to Rose and said, "Thank you, Mrs McNeal. It was a delicious meal."

Rose giggled and looked at Ed with a grin. "We're not married, Blaine. Just call me Rose."

"Oh, I'm sorry. I mean, Bebe said that Mr McNeal was her uncle and you're her cousin..."

"Don't worry about it, Blaine," Ed said. "I'm not actually related to Bebe or Rose. I'm just a family friend and we all got onto the same show, so Rose and I are Bebe's guardians. Her mom is back east."

"Oh... ok. I get it."

John smiled at Blaine. It wasn't a big deal, but he could see that, just this little misstep had unnerved the pretty confident boy a bit. He hoped that Ed wouldn't leave him a complete mess.

John cleared his place and Blaine's, then brought that load to the kitchen. Blaine watched as the loose fitting peasant dress flowed around Bebe's upper thighs. Everything about Bebe was just... cute. He really liked her. Maybe, if things between him and his girlfriend in Florida were different...

Suddenly, he realized he was staring. He hoped that Bebe's uncle didn't notice. The boy glanced at the older man, who seemed oblivious to Blaine's faux pas. Whew!

John and Rose returned to grab the rest of the table setting. Blaine felt that he should probably occupy himself rather than just stare, so he initiated the conversation with Ed. "Umm, Mr McNeal, about my date with Bebe, tonight..."

Ed placed his hand on the younger boy's arm and shook his head. "Let's wait till the girls have finished clearing the dishes."

Rose smiled at Ed. He'd become such a good father-figure lately. What a great guy.

John rolled his eyes at Blaine and grabbed the last of the setting that needed to be cleared. He mouthed the words 'Good Luck' to him as he disappeared into the kitchen.

Ed waited a moment, until the sounds of water running and dishes being rinsed could be heard.

"Blaine," Ed said, "I want you to understand something. Bebe's mom put me in charge of her well being and I take that very seriously. Do you understand me?"

"Yes, sir."

Ed nodded. "Good. Now, you probably aren't aware of it, but that girl is one of the most talented young actors in this town right now, so as seriously as I take my responsibilities to Bebe's mom, I take my responsibilities to the studio nearly as seriously."

This time, Blaine just nodded.

"So, if you want to take my niece out, there are a few rules. No drinking. No drugs. No riding in cars with inexperienced drivers. No sex - at all. And I want to know where she is at all times, so - if you say you're going to the movies, you'd damned well better be at the movies. If you're going to the mall - same thing. Violate these rules and you will be very, very sorry. Do we understand each other?"

"We do, Mr McNeal." Blaine smiled and extended a hand, which Ed accepted and shook.

"So, having said all of that, what EXACTLY are your plans for tonight?"

"Well, the plan is to go to see the new Marvel movie at the AMC Theater over at the Century City Mall on Santa Monica Boulevard, then, maybe, go into the mall and have an ice cream at Halo's or Rori's or Smitten... something like that. I was thinking, maybe, a little window shopping, you know... stuff like that."

Ed nodded. "And will it just be the two of you?"

"Um, well, no... We're supposed to meet my friend Matt and his girlfriend at the movies. I don't know if they'll hang in the mall with us. Sorry... I wasn't keeping that from you. I just didn't think it was all that important."

Ed raised his eyebrows. "It is. This guy Matt, he drives, right?"

"Yes, sir. He's nearly eighteen."

"And what are the rules about Bebe getting into a car?"

"No inexperienced drivers, sir. Don't worry, though. I didn't plan on doing anything other than walk around the mall."

Ed nodded.

"He is really cute," Rose was saying as she and John rinsed the dishes. "Is he a nice boy?"

John nodded, "Yeah, he is. He seems to know a lot about literature and movies." John bent over to load the dishwasher and Rose watched and listened. "His theater knowledge has a lot of holes in it and he doesn't know much about classic rock, but that can be fixed."

When he stood, he saw Rose grinning back at him.

"You like him."

John shrugged. "Of course I LIKE him. I wouldn't be going to the movies with him if I didn't LIKE him."

Rose shook her head and spoke is a hushed, teasing voice. "No. I mean you REALLY like him. Like, you 'LIKE' like him. Like, you've got a crush on him." Her grin had grown huge as she tease him.

John was blushing. He looked towards the dining room and shook his head before looking back to Rose. "No I don't..."

"Yes, you do, little girl." Then she sang quietly "You liiiiiike him. You think he's seeeeexy. You liiiiiike him. You think he's
dreeeeaaaamy."

John couldn't help but laugh at the way Rose was behaving. "Rose, come on! I'm not gay! I want to be with you!"

Rose giggled, "I've got news for you, cutie-pie. Whether you're with me or with Blaine, you're kind of, a little bit, gay. There's no way around it, honey. You're part boy and part girl. If you're with me, your upper parts are gay and, if you're with him, your lower parts are. Enjoy it, though, baby. You'll be able to experience sex in ways that men and women have only dreamed about."

"Sex!?" John was shocked. "Rose, the boy is fifteen years old. He's not thinking about sex!"

"Oh, Yeah?" She giggled at John's protestations. "I've never met a fifteen year old boy who wasn't thinking about sex and, seeing you in that cute, little dress... trust me Beebs... he's thinking about it. And to be perfectly honest, so am I."

"Yeah?" John cuddled up to her.

"Yeah," she breathed and kissed his lips, slowly, her hands creeping around to squeeze his bottom through the shear material of the soft dress. I don't know why it is, but the cuter you look, the more I want you. I swear, if I were to dress you in a diaper and a onesie, I'd have a heart attack and die."

John squinted and smirked at her. "You're just weird, you know that, right?" He kissed her again, slowly and lingeringly.

"I know," she whispered when the kiss ended, "but I can't help it. I've never felt this way about another girl, Bebe. There's something very, very sexy about a guy with a nice sized thing and a cute pair of boobs. Especially when he's such a little cutie, like you."

She kissed his neck, then pulled back, "But, before we get carried away out here, you've got a date with that stud-ly young fella in there, tonight. So, go fix your lips and get ready to go. Uncle Ed will be done soon, I'm sure, and he'll be thrilled to go for a ride in his new Tesla."

Since it was a good long ride to the mall, Rose came along. She was happy to drag Ed around the mall to do some shopping for the three of them while John and Blaine went to the movie.

"Thank you, sir. I like your car, a lot. Congratulations," Blaine said as he got out of the car.

Ed slipped three, folded, twenty dollar bills into John's hand as John leaned in the window for a kiss, and Rose whispered "Be a good girl," when John leaned in to kiss her.

Blaine took John's petite hand in his larger one and they headed towards the entrance.

"You guys are close, huh?" He asked as they entered.

"I guess. We love each other, if that's what you mean."

Blaine snickered. "I love my mom and my brother and sister, but I don't kiss them goodbye before I go to a movie for a couple of hours."

"Is that weird?" John asked, actually a bit confused.

"Maybe. Who knows. Maybe my family is the weird one. Now that I think of it, we probably are."

They both laughed at that.

At the ticket counter, Blaine refused to let John buy his ticket. Same at the concessions. All John wanted was a Frozen Coke, but Blaine bought a huge tub of pop corn and some candy as well.

"Dude, we're up here," someone shouted as they entered the theater.

Blaine waved to the boy in the back of the theater. "That's my friend, Matt," he explained as they walked towards the back of the theater - a seating location that John hated. He preferred to be in the center of the theater - better sound - but he chose not complain.

"Dude, she's cute!" The boy said as Blaine and John approached. He sounded a little drunk or high. Not wasted, but feeling his oats.

Blaine made the introductions, "Bebe, this is my friend, Matt, and his girlfriend, Meg."

"Hi," John waved from his position behind Blaine.

"Bebe?" Meg said as she laughed too hard. "What kind of a name is that?" She showed signs of intoxication, too. John knew that rudeness and drinking or getting high went hand and hand and that was one of the many reasons he'd avoided it when he was a man. It was a little more awkward tonight, though. He was the youngest person here.

"It's a Knick name for Bianca," John said, politely.

"Bianca!" Meg laughed as if John had just delivered a joke with the precision of a seasoned standup comic. "Fancy, huh? BIANCA! Oh, my God."

Blaine looked back at John, a little embarrassed and a little confused. John just shook his head and sat down. Blaine sat between John and Meg and Matt sat beyond her.

"So, Dude," Matt leaned across Meg and whispered, loudly, "I got some stuff to make the movie better. Here."

He held his hand out and tried to pass something to Blaine, but Blaine just shook his head. "No thanks man. I'm fine."

"Well, what about your friend. Maybe she'd like some."

Blaine just looked forward and said, "We're Cool, Thanks."

"What's the matter," Meg's nasal voice cut through the entire theater like a laser, "you guys too good to party with us?"

Blaine turned to John and started talking about anything other than what was happening.

"I thought you said he was cool," Meg said loudly to Matt.

"I thought he was," Matt scoffed. "I figured if he was going out with a Notre Dame bitch, he'd need a little something."

John leaned forward, "Did you just call me a bitch?" John couldn't believe someone would call him that. He always tried to be polite to everyone. Why would this jerk call him a bitch!?

Matt just chuckled and shrugged.

"Come on, Blaine, let's sit somewhere else." John was gathering his purse, but Blaine held up his hands, asking John to hold on.

"Look, Matt," he said, calmly, "we just came to see the movie. If you guys want to hang with us, fine, but you gotta stop this stuff."

There was a silence in the back row while they all looked at the trivia questions flashing across the screen until Meg said in a stage whisper, "What is she, like a nun or something? What's Notre Dame, a convent?"

"Matt..." Blaine started, but Matt interrupted.

"Naw, but all those girls are synced up together, you know. It's like, if one's on the rag, they all are, and you'd better stay away from them when they are. Must be that time of the month."

"HEY!" Blaine yelled as he turned towards his friend.

"That's it," John said, "I'm leaving." He grabbed his purse and stormed down the stairs, leaving the drinks, pop corn and candy behind.

Blaine stood, "Bebe, Wait!" Then he turned to his friend and said in ambushed, angry voice, "You're a fucking asshole, Matt, you know that?" He grabbed the food and hustled after John, who was already down the stairs and headed for the exit.

Lacking any filters due to the drugs, Matt called after him, using his outside voice, "You're the fucking asshole, dude! What? Your leaving 'cause of some frigid cunt? What's wrong with you?"

Meg joined in, yelling, "Bitch! She's not giving you a blow job tonight, moron! Mousy little bitches like that never do!"

By now, the other patrons had had enough and were shouting at the back row. As Blaine exited, an usher was running into the theater and another was running for a manager.

By the time Blaine caught up with him, John was entering the main lobby and his phone was out.

"Bebe! Bebe, please, I'm sorry! I've never seen him like that. I'm sorry! I really am! Please, let's go see something else! Or, if you want, there's another showing of that movie in like a half hour. Look, I'm sorry. I really am!"

John held his phone by his side and considered what to do. When he turned to face Blaine, Blaine was surprised to see that his date was crying.

"Bebe... I'm so sorry. Honest. Please... don't leave." She looked so hurt and so sad, that Blaine's heart nearly broke. He stepped closer, uncertain as to what to do. A space remained between them. "He's an idiot. Guys are like that."

"No they're not, Blaine," John was trying as hard as possible to stop himself from breaking down. "I know lots of guys. He's a pig. I'm not a bitch, Blaine. I'm a nice person. I don't deserve to be treated like that."

"I know." He waited for Bebe to say something else, but she just stood there and waited for him to say something. "I'll make it up to you. Honest. I'll never let something like that happen, again. I promise. I'll take care of you. Please. Let's not end the night like this. I really like you, Bebe. I really want to be friends."

John nodded and sniffled back his tears.

"Come on," Blaine tried to smile. "Let's see when the next showing is."

He took John's hand and they headed towards the ticket counter when, from the side of the lobby, Matt's voice could be heard shouting, "Yeah, big deal, you're going to call the police! Well, up yours, asshole, we're leaving, so screw you."

They looked and saw a group of ushers and managers leading Matt and Meg out the side door. At the same time, blue lights could be seen flashing in the parking lot.

"I don't think I have to worry about Matt driving home under the influence tonight. I think he'll be sleeping it off with the police."

John nodded and watched the commotion, too.

"Want to go back into that theater and see the movie we bought tickets for?"

John shrugged. "Sure."

Ed had already walked a huge collection of bags of clothes back to the trunk of the Tesla, twice, by the time Rose suggested that they stop and have a coffee and dessert. Both enjoyed a cup of bitter coffee and a selection of small pastries.

"You did very well with that boy, Ed," Rose smiled. "You're a good guy, you know. To be honest, you surprise me. I kind of thought that I'd be the mature one, but I find myself acting like my mother did when I was Bebe's age."

Ed laughed at that. "I don't know, I think you're doing great in an odd situation. I mean, not many women your age have a boyfriend that's a fourteen year old girl." He thought for a moment before he asked, "You don't think we pushed him too hard to go out with this boy, do you?"

"I don't know," Rose shrugged, "but it would seem odd if a pretty girl wasn't interested in dating a handsome boy. I don't think there really was a choice. I do wonder, though, if this goes on too long, how far he'll go with a boy."

Ed looked confused, "What do you mean? He can't, you know, go all the way without letting the boy know that he's a boy, too."

"Well, Yeah, but, you know, if a girl dates a boy long enough, she's going to find herself on her knees at some point. It's kind of inevitable."

"Geez," Ed shook his head, "I hope he's ready for that if it comes to it. To tell you the truth, Rosie, sometimes I wish he really was just Bebe. You know, like Bebe was really... Bebe. I worry about him, a lot. He's not the guy I used to hang out with. He's a lot different, now. He's... well, he's not a he at all... she is a such a baby, now. The worst part about it is, even though I worry about her, I really like being her uncle. I feel like I'm a dad and I really enjoy it."

"I know, Ed, and believe me, she knows it, too. When I first met you guys in June, John was kind of the leader, you know? You even told me that you only stuck with theater to hang out with him. Now, he'd be lost without you. She's turned into your little girl. Can I ask you something?"

"Sure."

"Do you have a 'thing' for her?"

He smiled and shook his head. "No. I had a thing for Bianca, once, I guess, but... Can I tell you something? Something I need you to keep just between us?"

"Of course."

"For a long time... well... I kind of had a thing for... John."

"Really? Huh? That does surprise me a little, but, now that I think about it... it shouldn't. I can see it. Did you ever tell him?"

He scoffed. "No. Of course, not. I mean... I'm not really, a hundred percent, sure of where I fall on the sexuality scale, but John's the only guy I ever felt that way about. Usually, I'm attracted to girls, but... well, John definitely pushed some buttons for me and when he became Bianca... he was kind of my perfect partner for a little while."

"And now?"

"Now? No. Never, now. John's gone and so is Bianca and Bebe's just...d my little girl. I can't think of her any other way. It still love her with all my heart, just... not like that."

Rose reached across the table and rubbed her hand along the back of Ed's. "Thank you for sharing that with me, Ed. I know it wasn't easy."

"It's easy if you trust someone. I trust you, Rosie. We make a good team."

"We do. Thank you, Ed."

"Thank you, Rosie."

The movie had been a lot of fun. Typical of the Marvel Movie Universe, the action, humor, spectacle and human drama were perfectly parsed out throughout the film. They'd both enjoyed it.

'JUST GETTING SOME ICE CREAM AT HALO'S' John had text to Ed and Rose when they'd left the theater. Now, as they threw away their napkins and headed back into the mall, John text, 'ALL DONE. WHERE SHOULD WE MEET YOU?'

'MAIN ENTRANCE. 15 MINUTES.' Rose had replied.

"I had a nice time," Blaine said as they walked hand in hand. "I'm really sorry about Matt..."

"I had a good time, too," John interrupted. "I'm glad Matt and Meg had to leave. They were..."

"Pigs," Blaine finished the thought. "Yeah. I'm sorry." He hesitated, obviously considering how to say something. "Hey, ummm, could I, maybe, kiss you goodnight before we meet your family?"

John stopped walking and turned to look at the boy who had been his escort for the evening. Blaine was tall, strong and handsome. Truly the opposite of John, who was small, weak and cute. Maybe Rose was right. He was just as different from Blaine as he was from her. Shy of finding a flat chested person with a vagina, John would always find himself in 'gay' situation, whether he was with a man or a woman - or, in this case, a boy. His smile grew as he considered how nicely Blaine had kissed him at the homecoming dance. That had been lovely. Why not, then. "Sure. If you want to."

"If I want to!?" Blaine laughed. "I've wanted to all night, but between Matt messing everything up and my fear that your uncle, who is much younger and stronger than I expected, by the way, was somewhere in the theater behind me, I was afraid to do it."

That made John giggle. "Well, am I scaring you, now?"

"Kinda," the boy teased. "Can I, then?"

John nodded.

Blaine moved in, slowly and gently, and wrapped his arms around the adorable image of a teenaged girl that stood before him. God, he had such a thing for her! Just her touch and her smell was intoxicating. He savored every second as his embrace brought her closer. And she never closed her eyes! She looked right at him. She wasn't imagining someone else. She was kissing him and thinking about him.

Slowly, their lips touched. She was warm and tasted of lipstick and vanilla ice cream. He felt her arms wrap under his, so that her arms reached up the back of each of his and her hands rested, small and dainty, on his upper back, unable to clasp each other.

The kiss lasted several seconds and when it ended, they didn't break their embrace. They didn't even separate. They held each other, their lips centimeters from each other.

"I had a really nice time with you," Bebe said quietly. "Thank you for taking me."

"Thanks for coming," Blaine replied, just as quietly. It was as if they were alone in this giant mall. All he could see, feel or sense, was her. "You look beautiful. Did you buy that dress just for tonight?"

Bebe smiled and giggled a little. "Ella bought it for me. I'm glad you like it, though."

The boy hugged her, just a little more tightly. "Ella wouldn't have looked half as pretty in it as you."

Something about that remark stirred a girlish part of John. It was the nicest thing a boy could have said to him. He was lost in all things feminine, now. 'Just be soft and pretty for this boy. Be what he wants you to be.'

Slowly, again, Blaine's lips closed the gap between them and their lips met even more gently than before. This time, the kiss lasted longer and felt even more right. Blaine was losing track of time, of place and of himself, lost in the feeling of holding this amazing girl in his arms, when his new reality was interrupted by the sound of someone, someone very close by, clearing his throat.

"Ah Hmm," the nearby person said, again, and much louder.

John peeked out of one eye to see who it was and the sight scared the daylights out of hi. "Oh, shit," he muttered, causing John's eyes to fly open.

"Uncle Ed!" They separated quickly. "We were just..."

"Yeah. I know what 'you were just...'" Ed's expression seemed more bemused than angry. "Come on, you two. Let's get going." He threw his arm around Blaine's shoulders and led him towards the exit.

"I'm sorry, sir," Blaine said, as he looked over his shoulder to check that Bebe and Rose were following. The last thing he wanted was to be alone with Bebe's uncle, right now. Thank goodness, the girls were following, arm and arm, behind.

"It's ok, son," Ed said kindly. "Maybe you could be a little more discreet - a little less... public, in the future. I guarantee, a month from now, a picture of you two kissing will be captured by TMZ. Let's avoid making that possible, ok?"

"Ok. Yes, sir. Thank you for not killing me."

Ed laughed as he shook the boy's shoulders.

"You've got to be more careful than that once the show starts airing, Beebs," Rose whispered as she linked her arm into John's and they followed the men towards the exit. "You can't let photographers catch you kissing a boy in the mall."

"Ok," John whispered. He was both enthralled in romance and horrified with the shame of being caught kissing a boy.

They walked in silence for a moment, before Rose whispered, "Did you like it, though?"

John smiled, giggled a little and shrugged.

"Ooh, you little slut." She kissed his cheek as he blushed.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 5

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  • Clara

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

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  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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Bebe in LaLa Land: 5

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

As the debut of his TV series approaches, overworked John becomes more and more
the fourteen year old girl he agreed to become. Blaine has some news and an offer, too.


 
Author's Note: As always, I adore your reviews! Please, toss me a review, good or bad? ~Clara.
 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 5 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
FINDING A NEW PATH -or- SHE GENERALLY GAVE HERSELF GOOD ADVICE
 

"Oh, my God! He's gorgeous!" Annie's voice came through the FaceTime connection on John's phone.

"You dated that guy!?" Cassie was incredulous! "You're not even a star, yet!" She teased. "You shouldn't be able to get a guy like that until you're a mega-star! Like Jennifer Lawrence, or something!"

John giggled. "I didn't 'get' him! We just went to the movies together."

"And homecoming!" Cassie corrected.

"Yeah," Annie interrupted, "and you hung up on us to take his call and it took, like, an hour for you to call back."

John giggled, blushed and shrugged. "What can I say? He's very nice."

"And gorgeous!" Annie repeated.

"Ok, ok, ok," John gave in, "he is gorgeous. Anyway, I called tonight because I'm going to be on set all day, everyday this week and I wanted to let you know that I wasn't blowing you off, or anything. I'll call or text when I can."

"Cool, and we'll do the same," Cassie smiled. "So, when are you going to be on Ellen?"

"Ummm," John looked at his calendar. "Looks like October twenty-eight. The whole cast is on to promote the two-hour, debut episode."

"Get outta town," Cassie's jaw had literally dropped. "I was just kidding. You're actually going to be on Ellen!?!?"

"Yeah, I guess. We're going to be on a bunch of shows that week. You know, to promote the series."

Annie shook her head. "Wow. You really are becoming a star, aren't you?"

"I don't know. I'm just lucky enough to be on the series. We'll see what happens from there. Listen, I gotta go. Rose just stuck her head in and said that dinner was ready. Love you guys!"

"Love you, too," the sisters said in unison.

"Oh!" John stopped before terminating the call. "When are you coming out? I know it's Veteran's Day weekend, but what day are you getting here?"

"Umm," Cassie checked her calendar, "we arrive on Thursday, the tenth, and we leave on Sunday the thirteenth. Wow! Your show will have been on for two weeks by then!"

"And you'll be a star!" Annie giggled. "When we go to Disneyland, people will recognize you! That'll be amazing!"

"I doubt it," John laughed. "I look a little younger on the show. Besides, with streaming and everything else, people don't all watch the same shows, anymore. No one will know who I am."

"Bebe!" Rose's voice cut into his room. "We're waiting and supper's getting cold!"

"Oops," Cassie made a face. "You'd better go!"

"Yep!" John got up from his bed and headed to the dinning room. "Love ya!" He sent them an air-kiss. "Bye!"

"Bye, Bebe!" The sisters returned the kiss and John hit the 'end' button, just as he reached the table.

"Sorry."

"How are the girls?" Ed asked.

"Good. Excited about visiting next month."

"I bet they are," Rose laughed. "Those girls are just a pile of joy and energy molded into girls' bodies. They were excited to spend time at your house at The Cape. This will be incredible for them! Traveling across country by themselves, spending time with their TV star friend. I bet their crawling out of their skin, already."

"Huh," Ed was looking at his tablet. "Look what my aunt just sent me." He turned the screen to show Rose and John a photo of all three of them as well Don and Marion. It was taken on the church-parkinglot -set on the day that they'd filmed there.

"Where did that come from?" Rose asked.

"According to my aunt, she went to the dentist's office today and picked up Entertainment Magazine and there was a story about the show. This picture was captioned, 'Don Ferry's TV family prepares for the inevitable explosion when this show hits the airways.'"

"Wow!" Rose pulled out her tablet and did a google search for Entertainment Magazine. "This is getting pretty real, huh?"

She found the article on the site. "It's a critic's choice for upcoming shows." She read the short article out loud.

'One time Action Star, Don Ferry, returns to the small screen for the first time in twenty years with next week's debut of his new series, 'Civil Disobedience' on ABC. Ferry's last TV appearance was as a murder suspect on 'Law and Order.' Since then, he has started his own theater company in Palm Springs and he has appeared in three highly praised Broadway plays, including last seasons 'The View From The Bridge' for which he won a Tony Award.'

'His new series, set in the early 1960s, follows the life of a Los Angeles policeman who recently lost his wife, his rookie partner (new comer Edward McNeal), his mother-in-law (TV staple Marion Holt) and his two daughters (newcomers Rose Carlson and Bebe Foley). '

'Buzz around this show and these unknown actors, particularly fourteen year old, Bebe Foley, has been intense around Hollywood, recently. Although I can reveal nothing about the show at this time, I have seen the rough cut of the debut, two-hour long episode and I will confirm that the hype is well deserved. I highly recommend that you set your recorder to catch this show.'

"Look," she turned her tablet towards the others. "There's two more pictures."

One was of Don looking intense and speaking into an old style, black phone. The caption read, 'Ferry's character, Jason Richmond'

The other was a candid shot taken on the soundstage of Ed sitting on a bench with his arms stretched across the back. On one side, Rose had her head laid on Ed's shoulder. On the other, John had his head resting on Ed's chest. The caption read, 'Long time friends, now cast mates, Carlson and her real-life cousin, Foley, rest on costar MacNeal during a break in shooting.'

"Wow." John was both excited and shocked that his image appeared in a national magazine. "I should call my mom and Nancy. They'll want to see this."

He started to rise, but Rose stopped him. "Beebs, honey. Eat first, then call your mom."

"Oh, please, Rose. If she hears about it from someone else, she'll get mad at me."

"Let her call her mom, Rose. She can heat up her dinner in the microwave, later." Ed smiled at Rose.

Rose shook her head in frustration. "Oh, Alright, but you should thank your Uncle Ed for having that sweet smile, or I would have said, 'no.'"

"Thanks. And thanks, Uncle Ed." The last part was called over his shoulder as John ran back into his bedroom to start making a series of phone calls.

"And cut," the director called. "Don and Rose, I need you for a few closeups. Bebe, you're free for a couple of hours. See a PA to check, but I think you're on set again at about 6:30. That's about two hours from now. Thanks, sweetheart."

A woman with a clipboard came over to John and said, "That's right. You're due back on set at 6:30. See Julia at 6:10 to check your hair and make up. Right now, you're scheduled to take an American History test with your tutor. The classroom is in room 'H' at the end on the dressing room hallway. Do you need anything?"

It had been a grueling week and it was only Thursday. When he wasn't required on set, John was working with a tutor, or running lines with the younger cast. Everyone else was remarking on the amount of downtime they had, but John's schedule didn't give him time to think. Add to that the director's penchant to have John and Don improvise their scenes together, and John was finding himself dragging his butt around the soundstage.

He was also getting texts from his mother, Ella, MK, Cassie and Annie all complaining that he was not answering their communications. It was a lot to deal with. When he was acting, he was exhilarated and energized, but, as soon as the cameras stopped, his energy level plummeted and he could barely think straight.

John sighed. He really would rather just look at the script for next scene or, better yet, sleep, rather than take a History test. "Do you know which tutor is here, now?"

The PA flipped through her pages. "Umm... Oh, it's Stephanie."

John nodded. 'Of course it is,' he thought. "I really need to take a nap," John told the woman. "Do you think that I could have a rest before I take the test?"

The PA smiled and said, "Of course you can..." but a familiar voice cut her off.

"No. You can take a nap AFTER the test, if there is time, but your school work comes first." Miss Stephanie stood with her arms folded, waiting for John to join her.

John looked to the PA for help, but the twenty-something woman just gave him a sympathetic smile and a shrug.

He followed Miss Stephanie to room 'H' which was set up to be a makeshift classroom. The tutor on duty had a desk in the front of the room and there were a half-dozen two-foot-by-four-foot tables acting as desks. Sometimes, John was in here with other members of the younger cast, but, more often than not, it was just him and one of the tutors.

Attempting to be friendly, he asked, "Are you enjoying the show, Miss Stephanie?"

"Well, to tell you the truth," Miss Stephanie looked thoughtful, "even though this kind of story is far from my cup of tea, I am very impressed by Don's professionalism."

John had noticed Miss Stephanie's moon-eyed behavior whenever she was in the vicinity of the famous actor. He was amused that she called him 'Don' when he wasn't around, but she always called him 'Mr Ferry' when speaking to him.

"I do think that it's a shame that the production company chose to hire less experienced actors for the ensemble, rather than surround Don with an appropriate cast. I guess they just wanted to save money."

"Yeah... I guess," John mumbled, not surprised, but still slightly hurt, by the remark.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean you, Bianca. Of course, a young actress is always going to be an unknown, but your aunt and uncle... I, mean, you must see it, too."

Not quite knowing which part of that statement to respond to, since it was all designed to provoke him, John took the safest subject. "Rose is my cousin. Not my aunt."

"Well," she purred, happy to have been rude to her student, "be that as it may, I stand by my critique."

John nodded, resigned that Miss Stephanie was looking for ways to hurt him at all times, sat where he was instructed and Miss Stephanie pulled out a multi-paged document and placed it in front of him, face down.

The test did not come as a surprise to John. He knew that he would have to take it either today or tomorrow and he was prepared, but except for a one hour lunch break, he'd been on set since 8:00 that morning and he was tired. Oh, well, he knew the unit from the history book, 'Road To Revolution,' backwards and forwards. Between having already taken the subject six years earlier and growing up in Massachusetts, where the heroes of The American Revolution lived on as part of everyday life AND having a college professor/history buff for a mom, he was well steeped in the subject.

"You have forty-five minutes to take the test. Section one is multiple choice. Section two is short answers and section three has three prompts for essays. Pick two of them and write a minimum of a five hundred word essay in reply to each of those two prompts. Any questions?"

"No, Miss,"

She pulled out her phone and set the timer. "You may begin."

Section one was easy. Fifty multiple choice questions. He flew through it.

Section two required just a little more thought. Each of the fifty questions required a one sentence answer. Still, not a big challenge.

When he turned to the essay prompts, he'd only used up seventeen minutes of his allotted forty-five, but then he spotted a problem. The essay prompts in his 'Road To Revolution' unit test had nothing to do with the American Revolution. The prompts read

Explain the Harding administration's responsibility in the Teapot Dome Scandal.
Explain how the practice of instant credit contributed to the stock market crash of 1929.
What lasting impact did the judgement in the Sacco and Vanzetti trial have on American society?
John raised his hand and waited until Miss Stephanie chose to acknowledge him. "Yes?"

"Miss, I think the last page is from another test."

"I'm sorry, Bianca," she smirked like a cat who'd just swallowed the last morsel of a canary, "but are you accusing me of something?"

What a strange response. "No, Miss, but the questions aren't about the Revolutionary War."

"Huh? Well, that's the test I was given, so that's the text you will take."

"But, Miss..."

"Tick-tock, Bianca. When this alarm goes off, I am taking your paper. If you're trying to waste time until the clock runs out, and then asking for more time, it won't work."

"No, Miss, I'm not, but if I could just show you..."

"That's enough talking, Bianca!" She was staring John down. "You have twenty minutes and twenty-three seconds to finish that test. I strongly suggest that you stop talking and get to work."

John's face was flushed with frustration. What was wrong with this woman? He controlled his breathing and determined to wipe that smug look off of her face and he went to work on the essays.

"What do you think, Alex?" Don as 'Jason' asked as the character and his daughter sat at a table in a darkened kitchen, eating brownie batter from spatulas.

'Alex' shrugged. "He seems like a nice guy and Susan's not stupid, daddy. As long as he treats her nice and she's happy, what difference does it make?"

"Well, Susie's still in high school and he's my partner. I'm afraid people will talk."

'Alex' shrugged. "He's only five years older than her and he is a nice guy... and you were five years older than mom..."

'Jason' licked the last of the batter from the bowl. "It's all gone."

"Want me to make some more."

The policeman smiled at his daughter. "Why not. I'm not going anywhere." He smiled as his youngest daughter, clad in a pink, chenille bathrobe, rose, took the mixing bowl with her and began working at the counter behind him. He licked the spatula, again, and gazed into the distance, lost in thought.

"And... cut!" The director called. "Great work, everyone! That's a wrap for today! Everyone's called back here at 8:00 tomorrow morning. Get some rest!"

Conversations broke out everywhere. Don put his arm around John's shoulders and they headed towards the dressing rooms. "Nice work, angel." Don kissed his temple. "I love acting with you, honey, and I rarely say that to anyone. The three of you are just great for an old fart like me."

John smiled and giggled at the remark. "Thanks, Don. I think you're amazing. Thanks for taking a chance on us."

They turned the corner and saw Ed and Rose speaking to Miss Stephanie. "Uh, Oh." Don laughed. "What did you do to the wicked witch of the west?"

John sighed. He knew that this had to be about the test. He didn't want to deal with it, though. He just wanted to go to bed. "I think I might have passed a test and made her mad."

"Alright. That makes perfect sense, I guess." As they approached the teacher and John's guardians, Don smiled. "Why the long faces, folks? Why, Miss Stephanie, you are looking quite lovely today."

Miss Stephanie blushed. "Well, thank you, Mr Ferry, but I am discussing a concern with Bianca's guardians. I think we have a big problem."

"Really," Don looked shocked. "What kind of a problem?"

"Well, if you must know," she stared directly at John, "I believe that Bianca cheated on her History test. I think she must have brought a cell phone into the classroom and, somehow, used it to look up information to write her essays."

"Huh?" Don took the essays and looked at them.

"Bebe," Ed asked, "do you have anything to say?"

"I didn't cheat." John said flatly.

"Oh, really?" Miss Stephanie crossed her arms. "Well, then, you're one of the smartest fourteen year olds I've ever met. I've been teaching for more than a decade and I've never seen a high school freshman write like this and, besides, how would you know anything about either The Teapot Dome Scandal or the Sacco and Vanzetti Trial?"

"Miss Stephanie, my mom is a college professor and a history buff. We talked about history at home the way that other people talk about sports or movies. The lady across the street from us is a direct descendent of Calvin Coolidge and she told us stories about how her grandfather struggled to put Teapot Dome behind him when he became President. I know this stuff because I know this stuff - not because I cheated."

"Well," Ed nodded, "what she's saying is certainly true. I never once left the Foley house without learning at least a dozen new things."

"You're right," Rose agreed. "My Aunt Marilyn was always discussing books and history. I think that you have to accept that Bebe is just very knowledgeable about history, Miss Stephanie."

"Even if I did believe that," the tutor was angry, "what about her level of writing....?"

"What about her level of acting?" Don interrupted.

"What?"

"I said, 'What about her level of acting?' Miss Stephanie."

"What about it?"

"Miss Stephanie," Don handed the test back to her, "Bebe is the most gifted actress I have ever worked with and, as you pointed out, she's only fourteen. If she's that gifted as an actress, why should we be shocked that she's able to write well, too? I mean, they're both creative activities, right? I see no reason to doubt her abilities."

"Well," Miss Stephanie chuckled condescendingly, "I think that you and I may have drastically different opinions of Bianca's abilities, Mr Ferry..."

"Perhaps," Don nodded, "but I have taught theater, too, Miss Stephanie, and I have worked, professionally with more actors than you've ever met, so, my opinion carries more weight in this discussion. Regardless, though, Miss Stephanie, why was my little girl, here, given a test on events of the 1920s when she was taking a test titled 'Road To Revolution?'"

"Well, obviously, those pages were attached to the test
mistakenly..."

Don reached for the test, again, and tore off the last few pages. "Then I'll just throw these away," he said as he tore the pages off, folded them and tossed them into a nearby waste basket. "Miss Stephanie, we are all tired and want to go home. None of us want to stand here and discuss a test that should never have been given. So, ask Bebe's History teacher to provide the correct essay questions to you and Bebe will take that part of the test tomorrow. Until then, if you need me to speak to either the tutorial company or your Head Mistress, I would be more than happy to do so - IN THE MORNING. Right now, we are all going home. Good night Ms Stephanie."

He put his arm around John's shoulders again and led him towards his dressing room.

"Mr Ferry, I am not happy about this..."

"I truly do not care," Don called back. "GOOD NIGHT, Miss Stephanie. We can discuss this further when you arrive back on set tomorrow afternoon."

When they were in John's dressing room, Rose said, "What were you thinking, Bebe? You should have just told her that you'd been given the wrong test."

"I did! She wouldn't listen. She put those pages there on purpose. She thinks she's so smart! I just couldn't let her get away with it!"

"Still, you need to be smarter about things like this."

"No, she shouldn't," Don sighed. "That woman is a meddling pain in the ass and Bebe did nothing wrong. Leave the child alone and go get some rest. We're all exhausted and on edge. Don't let that woman get to you. Bebe," he kissed John's cheek, " never let someone like that beat you." He winked at him. "Go get some rest, Beebs. Remember, you're my favorite daughter."

As he hugged John, Rose shouted, "Hey! What do you mean SHE'S youR 'favorite' daughter!? What about me?"

"I stand by what I said. Just don't tell Amanda," he opened the door to leave.

"Who's Amanda?" Ed asked.

Don smiled. "My real daughter." He laughed and closed the door behind him.

"Wake up, sleepyhead," Rose's voice and the kiss she planted on John's cheek cut into his deep sleep. The entire week had been a blur of work and he was exhausted. He'd managed to avoid Miss Stephanie on Friday, but that day had ended with a rehearsal of the next week's incredible schedule of running from one promotional interview to another. Don and Marion had done these dozens of times, but the idea of speaking as themselves on television was very nerve wracking for the three younger actors. Tuesday and Wednesday would focus on the morning shows. Marion would do The Today Show on Tuesday while Rose, John and Ed did Good Morning America and Don would do Fox. On Wednesday, the trio of newbies would switch with Marion who'd switch with Don, then they'd all be on The View. On Thursday, show day, they were all appearing on Ellen, which was an NBC show, but the buzz around Don and 'Civil Disobedience' was so big, that she was dedicating the entire episode to this cast. Don would handle all the late night line up - Fallon, Colbert, Kimmel and Corden.

The prep rehearsals were primarily a series of questions that the actors would answer, then receive corrections as well as dozens of camera tests to see how clothing and makeup played on camera. John found it a thousand times more exhausting than doing the actual show.

He grunted from the covers he'd pulled over his head to dissuade Rose from waking him. "What time is it?"

"10:30. You've been in bed for twelve hours."

"Still sleepy. Need sleep."

Rose pulled the covers off of him with one quick pull, eliciting a screech of Nooooo!!!" from the little figure in the baby-blue sheath nightie who had pulled itself into the fetal position when the cool air of the bedroom had hit its skin.

"Come on. You made a date with your little school friends. They're coming over at noon and, to be perfectly honest, you are a smelly mess. So, get up and get going. I'm making you bacon and eggs."

He swung his legs over the edge of the bed and sat with his hair hanging in a tangled mess on either side. "I'm not supposed to eat bacon or eggs, any more. I'm on a strict diet."

"Yeah, well, you need some protein, too. You're walking around like a zombie. Tofu's not going to give you what you need. One day of Bacon and eggs isn't going to kill you and maybe it'll kickstart your motor. Now, come." She took his hands in hers and pulled him upright. She turned him towards the lavatory off of his bed room and slapped his bottom. "Get in there and get cleaned up."

"Ouch! Why does everyone like to slap my butt?"

Rose giggled at him as he walked away, rubbing his rear end. "Because it's such a cute, little butt. You'd like it if you could see it, too."

Just after noon, while John was rinsing off his plate, Rose answered the door security buzzer. Moments later, there was a knock on their door.

"Hi! You must be Ella and Mary Kate," Rose greeted them with a welcoming grin. "I'm Bebe's cousin, Rose. Come on in. Beebs' is in the kitchen. Go ahead, through." She pointed the way and the girls bounded in to see their friend, leaving a beautifully dressed woman standing in the doorway.

"Hi, I'm Rose. Come on in," she invited.

As woman entered, Rose noticed the woman's clothes were casual, in a California-rich sort of way, and, obviously, VERY expensive. Even the baby carrier suspended from her left hand looked expensive. The baby within the carrier was shielded by a blue and gold cloth cover.

"Hi," the woman sang, "I'm Joy Keller, Ella's mom." She extended her hand. "I hope I'm not intruding. I just wanted to say 'hi' and meet you."

Rose offered the woman a seat, which she accepted, and a beverage, which she politely declined.

"I'm sorry that I had to bring Ella's little brother, but the nanny has Saturdays off."

"No problem at all," Rose assured her. "He's very quiet."

"For now. Anyway, I just wanted to meet you. You're quite a bit younger than I expected. How long have you been Bianca's guardian?"

"Just a few weeks, actually. It's because we're on the same TV show and her mom wanted Bebe's Uncle Ed and I to be able to make decisions for her. She's a very good girl, though. Usually, it's pretty easy."

"And will you be driving the girls to the rock-wall center, today?" Ella, apparently, loved to climb rock walls and John and MK were being introduced to the sport, today.

"Well, no, actually, Bebe's Uncle Ed will be driving, but I'll be going, too. You know, just to help keep an eye on the girls."

"Oh. I see. I don't mean to sound patronizing, it's just that your age surprised me, and Ella's safety is very important to me."

"Oh, no, I understand, completely. Honestly. Ed and I are the same way with Bebe."

Just then the infant in the carrier made himself known with a series of unhappy noises. "Oh, dear, I'm sorry," said the child's mother. Someone woke up wet and messy. Excuse me for just a second."

Before Rose could explain to the woman where the lavatory was, the woman shouted, "Ella! Ella, honey, come here, please. Ronnie needs to be changed."

'Of course,' thought Rose. 'This woman has probably never changed a diaper in her life.'

"Did you call me, mom?" Ella asked as she entered the room, followed by her two friends.

"Yes, honey. I need to finish my conversation with Rose. Would you mind changing your brother's diaper?"

The resigned smirk that crossed the child's face made it clear to Rose that this was her mother's modus operandi. "Sure. No problem." She lifted her sibling - half sibling, in fact, as all of hers were - from the carrier, cooing to him all the way, "Are you a messy, boy? Huh? Are you a messy boy?" Once the baby was safely resting against her shoulder, Ella reached for her mother's large bag, which Rose had assumed was just a pocket book, and headed out of the room.

"Where do you want to change him?" John asked. Being the youngest in his family and, until recently, male, he had no experience with babies at all.

"If you can grab me a towel, I can change him on the floor, anywhere."

"Ok. Come on into my room."

John's room was fairly sparsely decorated. Besides the short time since he'd lived in Los Angeles, he didn't have a lot of items at home that would appear appropriate in the room of a young woman. Rose had decorated the room with lavender bed clothes and curtains, but the rest of the room's decor consisted of just a white, wrought iron, queen sized bed, a white dresser and a two white night stands. Nothing overtly feminine.

John grabbed a towel from the lavatory and spread it on the floor for Ella. He watched as she laid the three month old down and undid his onesie to reveal his soiled, diaper.

"You need to decorate your room," MK said as she looked at the collection of cosmetics, hair sprays and beauty tools neatly assembled on top of the white dresser. "Even hotels have pictures."

John laughed at the remark. "I know, but I came in a rush and we're still not sure how long we're going to be in this condo. If things go well, we'll look for a house. If they don't, we'll have to get something cheaper or move back to Massachusetts. So, decorating hasn't been part of the plan, so far." He watched as MK moved around the room, casually inspecting what little evidence there was of John's personal life.

"We need to go shopping, Bebe. Like - stat! This room is just sad. You need stuff."

He laughed, then looked back at Ella, who was removing the diaper and using it as a wipe, still cooing to her brother. "That's my good boy," she sang over and over again.

John became fascinated with the easy and natural way that Ella handled the baby. She seemed to be very comfortable caring for him, whereas John would have been petrified to even hold something that small and human.

Without even thinking, he muttered, "He's beautiful."

Ella smiled up at him, surprised by his fascination. "What's the matter? Haven't you ever seen a baby before?"

John shrugged. "Not really. I'm the youngest in my family."

"Didn't you ever babysit?" MK asked, giggling a little.

"Nope," John's eyes remained focused on the baby.

"Kneel down and help me," Ella laughed. "It's not hard. I've already gotten rid of the poop. Here, take a baby wipe and clean his whole diaper area in front."

He took the wipe and wiped, carefully.

"Not like that," Ella laughed at his ineptness. "Like this." She took another wipe and demonstrated as she took a thorough approach to the matter at hand. "Make sure he's good and clean."

MK watched and laughed. "Get his wee-wee good and clean, too." She was very surprised that a girl her own age was this skittish near a baby.

John did his best, but Ella was a pro. She had her brother spic and span in moments. "See, just make sure that you get everywhere. No big deal. You get used to the poop and baby pee is nothing. You're lucky he didn't let go while you were cleaning him. Boys do that, you know. They really can't control it."

"I hear that they can't control it when they're older, either," MK teased, making John blush.

"Hey, don't be fresh in front of the baby," Ella laughed and threw a used, but not badly soiled, baby wipe at MK. Then, she lifted the baby's legs and slid the fresh diaper in, dropped his legs and finished the job at hand. In seconds, the onesie was snapped shut and she was picking up a happy, gurgling baby. "Here, hold him while I clean all this up," she said as she casually laid the child on John's shoulder and walked away.

The baby was warm and happy and he smelled, well, he smelled like heaven. Baby powder and that scent that a baby has. Hmmm, it was a beautiful smell.

He looked up at John and smiled. His eyes were big, blue orbs that just melted John's heart and he slammed his wobbling head against John's sensitive chest, but it didn't hurt. It felt nice. Without thinking he started a little bounce and cooed a little song of his own to the child. "What a good boy you are. Yes you are."

"Uh Oh," MK giggled. "Someone's got mommy eyes." She came behind John and put her hands on his shoulders. "Don't start thinking about being a mommy, too soon, Bebe, but, you know what? You and Blaine would sure make beautiful babies."

That brought a little pang of sadness to him. Right now, as he held this child, more than anything, he wanted to be a mom. A true mom. To carry a child and give it life and birth it and nourish it from his own self, but he knew that he'd never be able to do that.

Ella returned from the lav and looked at her happy little brother who was being held by her new friend. "Someone's got a new friend, doesn't she? Are you Bebe's friend, huh?"

She smiled at John, then her eyes screwed up in concern. "Are you crying?"

John shook his head and hugged the baby. "I don't know what's wrong with me. I just never held a baby before..."

"Ok, this is getting really weird," MK said. "Are you seriously trying to tell me that there are no babies in Massachusetts?"

"Don't be stupid," Ella chided, with a big laugh. "She's just never held one before. She's probably just hormonal. You get that way, too."

MK nodded. That made sense. "Is it nearly time for your 'ladies' week?'"

"My what?" John bounced the baby and smiled at MK, not understanding the question.

"Your time of the month?" MK restated the question.

"Oh!" John thought for a moment before responding. "No. Not for about ten days, I think." That seemed like a safe response.

"You THINK?" MK was horrified. "You don't know EXACTLY when it's coming?"

John shook his head. Should he?

"Relax, Bebe," Ella smiled. "MK has very hard periods. I usually just go by when I start feeling bloated. She's like a twenty-eight day clock, though. Once you get used to her, you'll know when she's about to go onto her 'ladies' week,' too. She gets weepy and grumpy and hungry and short tempered... she's a blast to be around."

To John, this would have seemed like a horrible thing to say to a friend, but MK just laughed it off. "So, consider yourself warned, Bebe! Mark your calendar and steer clear!"

"It's really the cramps that get to her. I don't really get them. How about you?"

John didn't know what the appropriate answer to this question should be. Geez, why wasn't there a class covering all of this in college!? "Not really, at least not often. I'm sorry that you do, MK."

"Hey," she laughed, "it's just the price you have to pay to be this beautiful!"

They all giggled at that, and Ella led them back to where her mother and Rose were just finishing up their conversation.

"Aww, Beebs," Rose teased. "You make such a perfect little mommy. I think he likes you."

"I like him, a lot," John kissed the baby's nearly bald head. He felt very warm and smelled wonderful. "We need to get one of these, Rose."

Rose laughed. "Well, not too soon, please. You're only fourteen, honey. You're the only baby I want to see in this house."

"Maybe you could look into it, then," he smiled wickedly at his 'cousin.'

Her eyes narrowed and she smirked at him. "You sound an awful lot like my mother, right now, Beebs. Maybe we should change the subject."

Instead on antagonizing her any further, he turned to Ella's mother and said, "Can we keep this one? I really like him." He smiled sillily at the wealthy woman.

"I'll tell you, Bebe, there have been plenty of nights when I would have taken you up on that offer, but, for now, I'm afraid I need to take him with me. It'd be too hard to explain his disappearance to his father."

She extended her arms and John exercised a huge amount of care in transferring the little parcel to its mother. Once the child was safely back in his seat, Ella's mom headed out the door with the child in tow. John watched as the elevator door closed and he felt a little sad and somewhat wanting for his new friend.

Rose stood behind him, robbing his bared arms. "Someday, baby. I'm sure you'll be a great mommy, someday."

Just as before, he felt a pang of sadness that he could never really be a mom - fully and completely. There were three other people in the room and they could all do things that he never could. They could give birth and nurse and nurture. Who knew if, when the hormones had all taken hold of his body, if he'd even be able to father a child. How could he have never truly considered having children in his life? He needed to give this aspect of femininity some sincere
consideration and he needed to talk to some people - doctors, his mom, Rose, Nancy - about all of this.

"We need to get ready to go," Rose said. "Go see if Uncle Ed is out of the shower."

"Oh!" MK raised her hand. "Can I go? I saw him at Notre Dame once. He's a hunk!"

"Ewww," John made a face. "That's my Uncle you're talking about!" He hurried down the hallway, giggling to himself, and knocked on Ed's door.

Ed stuck his head out. He was freshly shaven and wearing a smart looking, red polo shirt. "Hey, Beebs. Almost ready?"

"Yeah, Ella's mom just left."

"Ok." Ed hesitated before he said, "Can you come in for a just a second?"

"Sure."

Once inside, Ed indicated that John should sit on the bed. "Umm," Ed vacillated for a moment of two, "I just got a text and I'm not sure how I should answer it."

"Oh? About what?"

"Well, you, actually."

"About me? Who sent it?"

"Blaine."

This perpetual state of confusion in which John kept finding himself was getting tiring. "Blaine? Why would he send you a text."

Ed knelt in front of his 'niece' and looked John in the eye. "Bebe... Blaine has broken up with his Florida girlfriend."

"Oh. Well, that's not all that surprising, I suppose. I mean, even adults can't maintain a real long distance relationship. It was bound to happen. Do you think he's ok?"

"He's more than ok, Beebs. He's on the move. He sent me a text asking if it would be ok with me if he was to ask you to go steady."

John stared at Ed, unable to answer. This was supposed to be a complication-free friendship. Now, what?

"It's a really sweet text, Beebs. I bet he spent a long time writing and rewriting it before he hit 'send.' He says that he thinks you're smart and beautiful and talented and he thinks he might be falling in love with you. He said that he wouldn't ask you to go steady, though, unless I approved. I think he's a little scared of me. What do you want me to tell him?"

"I don't know," John said. "My first impulse is to say 'no,' but that would probably hurt him. I mean, he's a nice boy, good looking, polite... there's nothing wrong with HIM at all. The problems are all ME. Rose said that, no matter who my partner is, I've got to get used to the fact that I'm always going to be, kind of, in a gay
relationship, but going steady with a boy... I just don't know."

Ed reached across and moved some strands of hair from John's face. "Well, if there is even a little interest in this boy, maybe I should just tell him I need to think it over so that you and Rosie and I can discuss it. How does that sound?"

John nodded. "I guess."

"Ok, baby." He kissed John's forehead. "It'd probably be best if we just put this on hold until after your play date with your friends today. What do you say?"

John nodded again. He did take note of Ed's use of the term 'play date,' though.

"Alright. Go on, then, I'll be right out."

John left in a daze, but MK, Rose and Ella called to him as he passed his room. He turned to find the three of them looking into his dresser and closet.

"Houston, we have a problem," Ella announced.

Rose said, "You have no leggings or pants. We need to get you some to go climbing. We'll stop on the way."

John nodded. If only all of his problems were this easy to solve.

They settled on a pair of black yoga pants from a sporting supply store that was near the wall-climbing center. John had not worn any pants in months, but these were remarkably soft and comfortable. He understood why women wore them outside of yoga classes. Ed and Rose left John and the girls to have fun, while they went off to buy John dance-wear at a nearby dance-center.

A somewhat creepy twenty-something man who's stutter was nearly crippling, helped them all on with their safety rigging and walked them, slowly, due to the stutter, through the process of climbing the walls. John did find the strap that ran under his crotch extremely uncomfortable. He imagined that it would have been uncomfortable for any male, but having his equipment gaffed under him made it even more so. He did get used to it, though and had a great time.

Ella was like a mountain goat, climbing up and across the wall effortlessly, while John and MK struggled behind her, making fun of both her and themselves.

In the ninety minutes that they were at the center, they climbed several different structures and finished their time in a trampoline center which was available to the climbers. Bouncing with his, albeit modest, breasts was an interesting experience.

When they all climbed into Ed's Tesla, they were flushed with exertion and joy.

Ed drove them back to Beverly Hills.

"So, you're not going to be in school next week either?" MK asked.

"No, but I should be back the following week. Our shooting schedule is slowing down, so I'll be able to do most of my scenes after school." John would be genuinely happy to be spending more time with his friends.

"Do you have any afternoons free this week?" Ella was looking at her schedule on her phone.

"I don't know," John said, honestly. "We're not really shooting a lot this week, but we have a lot of promotional things going on."

"Like what?" Ella looked up.

"Like interviews. We have some morning shows to do this week, then we're all on Ellen on Thursday to promote the show's premier that night."

"Are you recording Ellen on Thursday?" MK asked.

"Yes."

"Cool. I'm going to ask my dad if he can get us some tickets. He knows the producer really well. They go to the same AA meeting."

"Cool!" Ella agreed.

"Let me know if you're coming so I can wave to you," John smiled. It would be great to have them there.

"My house is just up here on the right, Mr McNeal," Ella leaned forward and pointed between the front, bucket seats.

"Holy Moses!" Ed said as they turned into the driveway. "This is your HOUSE? It looks like a resort."

"Yeah," Ella laughed. "It's pretty gaudy, I know. My step dad has a lot more money than taste."

"I think it's beautiful, Ella," Rose said.

"I guess. Thanks for the ride." She leaned over and kissed John's cheek. "Good luck with everything. Maybe we'll see you Thursday."

MK did the same. "Love you, Bebe! Be great on the shows!"

"Thanks guys!" John called as they exited the car. "I'll do my best."

They waved as they disappeared into the mansion.

"Wow!" Rose looked around the property as they drove back down the driveway. "Kinda makes Hearst Castle look like a lakeside cottage, doesn't it?"

Ed laughed at the remark. "It is pretty elaborate."

"Is it nice inside?" Rose called back to John.

"Yeah, in a cold and impersonal kind of way "

There a few moments of silence before Rose looked at Ed, nodded and then said, "So... I think we need to talk about this 'going steady' thing, don't you?"

John sighed. "I really don't know what to do about it, Rose. He's a nice boy, but... well, you know."

Ed and Rose glanced at each other, again. To John, it was obvious that they'd already discussed this and reached a decision.

"Why don't we consider the pros and cons of this situation," Ed said, with practiced rationality.

"Why?" John asked.

Rose looked over the seat at him. "What?"

"I asked 'why,' as in 'Why make a list of pros and cons?' I mean, I can tell by the way you guys looked at each other that this has been discussed and a decision has been made for me. Am I wrong?"

They glanced at each other again and Ed shrugged. "No. You're not wrong."

"Honey, we spoke to your mom about this, too." Rose had turned her body nearly around in her seat. "Now, we know you like Blaine, we caught you kissing him and kissing him, well, passionately, I guess is a good word. We also know that Blaine really likes you, he told Ed that in his text. We really see no harm in creating an image of a happy school girl in a happy relationship. It'll play well as proof that you're just like every other girl."

John looked out the window. He nodded, slightly, then said, "And my mom likes this idea?"

"She agrees with the idea," Ed said.

"You need to keep up appearances, baby," Rose said. "You're an anomaly, honey and you know it. We're just helping you to fit in."

"An 'anomaly,' huh? You may want to use smaller words when talking to me. Remember, I'm just a child." He crossed his arms, leaned back and closed his eyes.

"Ok, fight us if you want, but you'll enjoy going steady. I guarantee it."

"I'm not going to fight you," John said in a frustrated mumble. He let out a big sigh, "I'll do it if you want me to."

"We each get four tickets to the viewing. That's twelve seats. Rosie and I don't really know anyone out here, so, if you want to invite more kids from school, you certainly can." Ed ran his hand along the hair that hung behind John's Head. Things had been a little cool since last night's discussion in the car. So, as John sat at the kitchen island and drank his fruit and yogurt smoothie, Ed tried to be as pleasant as possible.

"I only really know Ella and MK, though."

"Hmmm, how many girls are in your Theater Class?"

John thought for a moment. "Sixteen including me, I guess."

"So if we can get three more tickets, we could invite the whole class. That'd be nice, wouldn't it?"

"I guess. I don't know, though, Uncle Ed. I'm not real popular with those girls. It might be weird to make the offer. Especially with Miss Stephanie..."

"Miss Stephanie is already coming," Ed sat on the stool next to him. "She's an employee of the show, so she's already been given tickets."

"Of course she's coming," John mumbled.

Changing tacts and trying to keep the conversation moving, Ed asked, "So, what's on the agenda for today?"

John looked at his phone. "I wasn't planning on anything, but I got a text from Blaine awhile ago. He wants to take me to lunch at the taco place down the block from here. He says his mom can drop him and pick him up. He wants to walk to and from the taco place. Gee... I wonder what this is all about, huh?"

"Look, Bebe," Ed put his elbow on the counter and rested his temple in his hand, "you can't deny that you like the boy. You enjoyed going out with him... what difference does it make if he wants to go steady with you?"

"I don't know... I guess I just wish that I had a choice." He leaned his head on Ed's shoulder as he spoke.

Ed put his arm around the tiny person beside him. John cuddled into the embrace. "You know," Ed massaged his friend's shoulder, "it really isn't all that weird for you to date this boy. Actors and actresses... well, there's a history of them needing to hide their personal lives behind relationships. You're not really doing anything different."

"No," John sighed, "it's different. I've given up everything I knew to get my shot as an actor... well, an actress... and everyday, something new and unexpected comes along and I need to face it, and face it alone."

"Bebe," Ed shook his head, "you're not alone. We're with you, every step of the way."

"Look, I really, really appreciate the way you've kinda become, like, my dad or something, lately, but you won't be with me when we're dating some night in a year or two, and his hand wanders down and finds something 'unusual' in my panties."

Ed nodded. "I know."

He sat straighter and pulled John into an affectionate embrace. "I do love you, you know."

"I know. I love you, too."

"We don't have a lot of choices, you know. I don't think we can just go home, at this point. The show starts running on Thursday and people are already talking about you. You need to have a life like any other girl your age if you don't want the press hounding you every minute. Blaine could be part of your 'normal' life. What do you want to do?"

John smiled at his friend's concern. He hugged him, tightly. "I don't know, but it's getting late. I have a 'gentleman caller' coming soon. I need to make myself pretty."

Blaine could not have been nicer on the walk to 'Paco's Tacos.' They held hands and chatted about friends, told funny stories and talked about music. John invited Blaine to use one of his tickets to see the first viewing of 'Civil Disobedience' on Monday evening and Blaine was thrilled to be asked.

John wore a prairie-influenced dress, white with little bouquets of roses printed prettily about it. It had tiny, cap sleeves and a matching belt that hugged his high waist and allowed the dress to blossom out below, paired with a pair of pretty, little, red and white flats, a thin gold necklace with a faux pearl drop and matching earrings. The dress also had pockets, which had now become a welcome luxury for John and made it possible for him to carry his house key and phone without taking a purse. He'd chosen the outfit because, with its soft, cotton material and knee length hem, it was modest and comfortable, but if he'd been trying to seduce a high school boy, he could not have picked a more perfect outfit. To Blaine, the outfit screamed, 'I am a weak, beautiful girl and I need you to love me and care for me.' He was already infatuated with Bebe. Now, seeing her dressed so prettily and femininely, he was down right smitten.

Blaine ordered four tacos, one chicken taco for Bebe and three regular tacos for himself. John ate nearly half of his, the entire time worrying about what his dietician would say if she knew. John gobbled his down and could easily have ordered a couple more, but he had other things to do.

"So," he said, and his demeanor suddenly becoming more serious, "I've had a few things happen this week that... well, I'd like to talk to you about."

"Oh?" John braced himself for what he assumed was coming. "Is everything alright?"

"Oh, yeah, I mean, I'm not sick or anything... it's just... Well, last Sunday, I got a call from my girlfriend in Florida and... well... long story short, she broke up with me."

"Oh, Blaine. I'm so sorry." John placed his hand on Blaine's. "It wasn't because of me, was it?"

"No, no. It was because of the distance. She just got tired of going to movies and parties by herself, you know? I understand. It was kind of bound to happen, I guess. Honestly, except for having to call or Skype with her every night, it really isn't that different."

John nodded.

"Anyway... if she hadn't broken up with me on Sunday... well... I was kind of thinking that I was going to break up with her, because..." he struggled for the words.

"Because, why, Blaine. The distance?"

"Yeah, sure, the distance was the biggest problem, but there were other problems, too?"

"Oh? Like what?"

He took a deep breath and let it out. "Like you."

"Like me?"

"Yeah." He smiled.

"I'm A PROBLEM!?'"John knew the boy was flustered, but the word hurt, anyway.

"Oh, no, no, no, that's not what I meant! What I meant was, I mean... there's you... and I... I... I like you. I like you a lot, Bebe and, well, I guess that kinda was a problem."

John took his hand back, somewhat relieved, and yet disappointed in a way, too, that Blaine wasn't headed where John had expected. This sounded more like a breakup. That might be easier, actually. "Oh, ok... I understand. Well, I like you, too, Blaine, but I certainly don't want to be a 'problem' for you. You didn't have to take me to lunch to say that you didn't want to go out any more. I mean, it is sweet, but you could have sent a text, or something."

"No, Bebe, I don't want to stop seeing... Oh, geez, I'm not saying this right. What I mean is... I 'LIKE' you. Oh, man, I'm no good at this at all. Here," he took a small box out of his pocket and placed it on the table. "I bought you this."

John took the little box. It was nicely wrapped, obviously by a store clerk, not a teenaged boy, in pink paper and a silver ribbon and bow. "It's very pretty."

"Open it."

Carefully, John opened the bow, and then the paper, revealing a box with the name of a jeweler embossed in gold on the dark green cardboard.

"It reminded me of you" Blaine said, with a bit of excitement. It was obvious that he wanted the girl he was crushing on to like the present.

John smiled across the table and freed the box of the wrapping. Then he opened it to find a silver chain with a tiny, silver, ball-shaped decoration. It was simple and pretty without being at all
ostentatious. It was plain. John considered Blaine's words and he did wonder how the jewelry remained the boy of him. Maybe Blaine thought that he was 'plain,' too.

"It's very pretty, Blaine, thank you." He examined it more closely. "It reminded you of me?"

"Yeah!"

"How so? Don't get me wrong, it's very pretty a necklace, but how does it remind you of me?"

"Really? You don't get it?" Blaine was smiling but he was on the verge of being crestfallen. Obviously, this was important to him, but John just didn't get it.

John smiled sillily and shook his head. "Sorry. No, I don't."

Blaine sighed. "It's you. Your name is Bebe and the necklace is a silver ball. A BB. Get it. It's a 'BB' and you're a Bebe!"

Suddenly, it all dawned on John. The boy had put a lot of thought into this gift. It was a silly thing for the boy to find romantic, but he obviously did, so the present was, obviously, the most romantic gesture he could make. "Oh, my God, Blaine! That's so sweet! Thank you, so much!"

Caught up in the moment, John pulled the necklace from the box and held it up in front of him. It truly was beautiful in its simplicity. He opened the clasp and was about to put it on, but Blaine hurried behind him and said, "Here. Let me help you." He took the necklace. John reached back and held his long, wavy, black hair clear of his neck, allowing Blaine to gently reach around and run the jewelry around and closing it behind John's neck.

"Can you take off my other necklace, please?" John asked.

Blaine opened the clasp on the faux pearl necklace John had been wearing. It was a simple procedure. Just a matter of opening a clasp and pulling a piece of inexpensive jewelry free, but to both Blaine and John, it seemed extremely intimate and romantic. Especially since it was being done in front of the other people at the restaurant.

Blaine removed the chain and secured the clasp, handing it to John, who wrapped it neatly, placed it into the box that Blaine had given him, and placing that box into one of the pockets of his dress. Then he held up his phone, turned on the camera, put it into 'selfie' mode and admired the BB necklace that Blaine had given him.

"Blaine, it's beautiful. Thank you, so much."

"You like it, then?"

"Like it!? I love it! It's perfect, Blaine. Thank you!" John was truly overwhelmed by the thoughtfulness of the gift. "It's a BB! I love it!"

Blaine beamed with satisfaction. He'd gone out with his mom to find just the perfect gift and, when he found this one, he just knew that Bebe would love it. His mother tried to dissuade him and guide him towards something more expensive and eye catching, but Blaine insisted that Bebe wasn't the kind of girl who'd want something too fancy. She was too pretty to wear anything that would distract from her beauty. A simple, silver ball was perfect. Blaine's mother thought her son was crazy, but she let him buy the piece, anyway, and suggested that, if the girl was disappointed, he could always return it and get something fancier.

"I'm glad," the boy smiled. "Listen, I have something to ask you."

John was very caught up in the emotions of the moment. He knew what was coming and, although he'd been apprehensive about it up until now, at this moment, he was almost excited for Blaine to say the words.

"Yes?" John asked, innocently. He put his phone down and looked into Blaine's soft, green eyes.

God, she was beautiful! Not like the other girls he knew. She wasn't wearing too much makeup or a dress that showed too much skin... she was just beautiful in a sweet and pretty and very natural way. She made him feel comfortable and nervous at the same time. She gave him goose bumps when she smiled. She smelled like vanilla and flowers and she made him trip over his words in a way that made him feel giddy and foolish, but he liked that feeling all the same.

"Ok... so, like I said, I'm kinda 'single' now, since my girlfriend broke up with me and, like I said, I've been thinking about you a lot... an awful lot, you know? And... Well... I mean, I like spending time with you and you like spending time with me, don't you?"

"Well, yes, sure, of course I do."

"Ok, good, then..." the boy mustered all of his grit to spit out the main topic of the thesis he'd been babbling through so far. "...I guess, it would make sense for us to, you know, go steady. You know, like not date other people and just, like, hang out together on weekends and stuff. What do you say?"

To be honest, John was still deciphering what Blaine had said, but he did realize that the boy had just asked him to go steady and, since this seemed to be what Ed and Rose wanted, anyway, and, since Blaine really was a nice and thoughtful boy... why not?

"Go steady?" John asked. "Really? You want to go steady with me!?"

"Yeah! What do you say?" Blaine already looked a little surprised that Bebe hadn't just melted when he'd asked the question.

"Well... sure, I mean, I'd be honored to, but I need to ask Rose and Uncle Ed first."

"No you don't!" Blaine's smile was huge and excited. "I already asked your uncle."

"You asked my uncle!? Blaine, this isn't the Middle Ages! A girl can make up her own mind, you know!"

"Oh, I know, but I didn't want him to get mad at me. He looks pretty strong, you know? He said that if you said 'yes,' then it was ok with him and your cousin. And you said yes! So, he's ok with it."

John smiled. The boy's enthusiasm was infectious. He was like a happy golden-retriever. He was nearly bouncing with enthusiasm. Without any warning, he came around the small, round table and took John by his bare upper arms and lifted him right out of his chair, then planted a soft, yet passionate kiss on John's lips. Shocked by his
aggressiveness at first, John pulled back just a little, but soon just let himself be taken by the passion of the bigger boy. It was a nice kiss and it made every butterfly in his stomach take wing. Some of those butterflies flew up into his chest and others flew lower and excited other parts of his body. Suddenly, he felt his own skin turn to goose flesh. He closed his eyes and let all those feeling wash over him.

From somewhere in the sparsely populated restaurant, John began hearing noises. People making 'Aww' sounds and someone giggling about being young and in love.

When the kiss broke, John's eyes opened slowly and he raised his gaze to Blaine's. Slowly, John began to blush and smile. This was ok. Why had he been scared of this? This boy, this handsome, kind boy, wanted to be his boyfriend. That was something to be happy about, right? Sure it was.

"I really think I do, you know?" Blaine smiled.

"Do what?" John was having a very hard time even thinking straight right now, let alone deciphering Blaine's half-statements.

"I really do think I love you."

John's eyes teared up with emotion and he threw his arms around Blaine's neck, burying his face in the bigger boy's shirt. "Oh, Blaine," he wept.

Blaine pulled John's face back, so that he could see it more clearly. "Are you ok?"

The dichotomy of John's tear stained face and huge, sincere smile was confusing to the older boy. "I'm ok." John laughed as he cried, "I'm just... happy."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 6

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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  • Posted by author(s)

Bebe in LaLa Land: 6

by Clara
Copyright© 2018, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Now that twenty one year old John, disguised as fourteen year old Bebe,
has begun going steady with Blaine, he has to examine his feelings more closely,
as well as dealing with the opinions of others..


 
Author's Note: As always, I love to read your comments. ~Clara.
 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 6 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
A MORE PERFECT GIRLFRIEND -or- I WONDER IF THE SNOW LOVES THE TREES AND THE FIELDS THAT IT KISSES THEM SO GENTLY?
 

"Ok, let's hold up for a few minutes, guys," one of the panel of publicity people from the production company, ABC headquarters and The Disney Company stopped the mock interview. "Ed, you have to make your stories more concise. If you make them long, you'll be interrupted by the host. You've heard how Don tells a story, right? Quick, funny, short? That's what you need to do, too."

"Ok, got it." Ed nodded

"And Rose," he continued, "make sure you smile at all times. I know we've put a lot of pressure on you guys, but you have to remember to smile. When you smile, you're gorgeous. Let's be gorgeous at all times, ok?"

"Sure. Sorry." Realizing she wasn't smiling, Rose immediately assumed a more congenial posture and smiled. "I think we're a little over tired and overwhelmed right now, is all."

"I understand," he turned to John, "and Bebe..." John felt a wave of embarrassment wash over him. He knew he wasn't doing well at this. He just didn't know how to open up as himself. As a character, Sure! You couldn't shut him up, then - but as himself, he just kept drawing blanks. "You have to say something other 'yes' and 'no,' honey. This is your introduction to the world. You look petrified and we're still in your home studio. Relax, sweetheart. Just talk. Ok."

"Yes, sir." John hated not achieving, but he felt so awkward doing this. "I'm sorry, sir. I'll do better."

"Of course you will, honey. Just relax. My name is Bill, honey, not 'sir.' We're just having a conversation here. Relax and join the conversation."

They were sitting in three high, director-style chairs. Ed on one side, Rose on the other and John in the middle. Both Ed and Rose gave John's hand a supportive squeeze. "You can do this, baby," Ed whispered. "You're better at this than any of us. Just be Bebe - like she's your character. Just be her and tell her story."

John nodded. "Ok."

"Alright, next question," Bill said.

A woman on the panel read from a card. "Rose, I've heard that you and Bebe are real-life cousins. What's it like to share the stage with your cousin?"

Rose smiled, turned towards John, flipped her hair in a casual way that John envied, and said, "It's just wonderful, Jean. You know, we're second cousins and we only met each other fairly recently, when we played sisters in a production of 'The Taming Of The Shrew.' I was so impressed with her abilities - and she's so young! Anyway, I ended up moving in with Bebe and her mom and, not only did I get to know a great acting-colleague, I got connected to a part of my family that I didn't even know existed."

John smiled. What a great answer!

"And Bebe," the woman asked a follow up, "it must be wonderful for you to share the stage with a woman who is not only beautiful, but a member of your family."

Drawing on Ed's advice, John considered how Bebe would answer. "Oh, it really is wonderful," he said, "and, I don't know if you know it or not, but Uncle Ed has been a friend of the family since I was little. It's like I'm on stage with my own family everyday."

"That's better, Bebe!" the man named Bill shouted. "Keep that up."

The woman continued her questions. "Ed is that true? You're Bebe's uncle?"

Ed chuckled. "Well, not really but I've been involved with Bebe's family for more than a decade, so I have seen her develop into this amazing girl you see here, today. I'm very happy to be called her uncle."

"Excellent," Bill murmured.

"And you and Rose are taking care of Bebe together?"

"Yes," Ed snickered. "She's a good Kid, but any fourteen year old can be a handful!"

There were giggles from several people.

"And are you and Rose romantically involved?"

Ed looked at Rose and smiled. "No, we're not romantically involved at all. That's just on the show. We're more like best friends."

Bill stopped the questions. "Wait! You guys AREN'T involved in real life?"

Both Rose and Ed shook their heads.

"Hmm, it might play better for the press if you said you were." Bill stared at the two of them.

"Well..." Rose was perplexed.

"No." Ed said it flatly. "My personal life is my personal life and that's that. I've seen what you can do to other people and I'm not letting that happen to me or Rosie. We are just good friends and that's what we'll say."

John hung his head, saddened by Ed's words, but understanding exactly what he meant. By 'other people,' he obviously meant John.

Bill leaned back in his chair and waited for more explanations, but none came. Finally, he said, "Your personal life may not be yours much long, Ed. This could be a way to steer clear of speculations."

"Speculate all you want," Ed was calm and forceful, "but I'm not going to pretend that I'm involved with Rose. The ultimate outcome will be that she gets hurt and I won't allow that. End of story."

"Ok," Bill said, "but don't say I didn't warn you."

The questions continued for another hour or more.

As they ate their lunches in Rose's dressing room, John moped through his salad. "What's the matter, honey?" Rose asked. "Are you nervous about the preview of the show tonight?"

John shrugged. "I guess."

Ed sat back and looked at the child sitting opposite him, next to Rose. "No. She's upset about what I said about keeping my personal life private. Aren't you?"

John glanced up, then returned to his salad.

"Look, Bebe," Ed said as patiently as he could, "I meant every word that I said. I know that this was your only way to be on this show and all, but, sweetheart, you're a different person then you were in July and you know it. You agreed to do that and I got sucked into it, but I'm not going to allow myself to be sucked in any further. I'll be your uncle forever, now, but the rest of my personal life is going to remain mine."

"So," John put his fork down and looked up at his friend who now was much bigger, stronger and, apparently, older than he was, "you two can force me to date a boy, against my will, and then refuse to pretend to date each other? Doesn't that seem a bit hypocritical to you?"

"Not at all," Ed shrugged. "As I said, you agreed to your
circumstances. I'm not willing to do the same thing. They can fire me if they want, but I'm going to live my own life. Bebe, just because you were willing to give up everything for your shot doesn't mean that we have to, too."

"Besides," Rose continued eating her salad, "we may have forced you to go steady with this 'Blaine' boy, but I don't believe that we're forcing you to do anything that you don't want to, now. I mean, I saw how excited you were when you showed me the little BB necklace he gave you, Beebs. You're taken with this boy, there's no denying that."

John folded his arms and pouted. "Arrrgggh! You have no idea how frustrating all of this is for me! You guys can make all your own decisions and I just have to do as I'm told."

"Because we're adults," Rose put down her fork and plate of salad.

"I'm an adult, too!"

"No, you're not!" Ed slammed the table. He gathered himself together, quickly, though and resumed his paternal tone. "You are not an adult, Bebe. John was an adult, but he is gone. Just look in the mirror if you don't believe me. You are no closer to being who John Foley was in July than Rose is. In fact, she's probably closer. Bebe, you're a girl, now. A young girl. Rose and I will make your decisions for you for as long as we need to - which appears to be for about another three and a half years, until you're legally eighteen, again. Am I making myself perfectly clear?"

John hugged himself and turned away, but they all turned quickly when they heard a voice say, "She's a young girl, now?"

They turned to see Miss Stephanie standing in the doorway with a text book in her hand.

"I beg your pardon?" Ed asked, very irritated that this woman had imposed on their conversation. He stood.

"You said she's 'a young girl, NOW.' What did you mean by that?"

"He meant that she's not a child anymore, if you must know," Rose stood and put her arm around Ed's waist, effectively creating a wall between Miss Stephanie and John. "How may we help you, Stephanie?"

The teacher huffed. Something wasn't right here. "I just came to drop off this book for Bianca's English class. She needs to read a short story for her work tomorrow. I've marked the page. The story is 'Araby' by James Joyce. There's a series of questions to answer as she proceeds through the story." She handed the book to Rose.

"In the future, Stephanie," Ed said with a certain amount of restraint, "please knock before entering any of our dressing rooms. Thank you."

"Well," the teacher stood taller, "I would have, but I heard someone slamming things around in here and I was afraid for my student's safety."

"Well," Ed's nod acknowledged that he had slammed his hand on the table, "be that as it may, we were in the middle of a family discussion. Thank you for the book. Was there anything else?"

"Yes," Miss Stephanie folded her arms and took on her teacher-pose. "How is it that all three of you ended up on the same show?"

"I beg your pardon?" Rose said indignantly.

"I mean, who got hired first? How did this whole thing end up as a family-affair. It is a bit odd, isn't it?"

"I was hired first," Ed said. "Rose and Bebe were in a production of The Taming Of The Shrew with me and when Don came to see the show, he fell in love with them."

"Uh, huh, and is this the production that was directed by Maureen Weldon. The one that Bianca told me about when she first arrived?"

"Yes. Why?" Ed was getting very defensive.

"Well, because I had a friend named Randy Weiss who worked as an acting coach on that production. Did you know him?"

"Of course," Ed said. "Why?"

"Well, it's just that Randy sent me some pictures of the show and I have to say, the girl that played Bianca did look like your niece, but she also looked substantially older and better endowed than your niece. How is that possible?"

"Seriously?" Rose scoffed. "Bebe wore breast forms and we did her make up in a more grownup manner. Does it surprise you that a theatrical production might do something like that, Stephanie?" Rose refused to use the title 'Miss' when speaking to this pest.

"I guess not, but she sure looked believable."

"That's because my niece is very talented, Miss Stephanie. Now, if you'll excuse us, we need to get ready for tonight's preview. Are you coming?" Ed reached behind the woman and opened the door.

"Oh, I wouldn't miss it for the world, Mr McNeal."

"Excellent, Miss Stephanie. I look forward to seeing you there."

She exited, but looked back at John one last time.

"Alright," Ed sat and calmed himself, "that could have gone very badly, Bebe. You need to knock this off and live up to your obligations or go home and start a new life. Don says that they have the first half of the season in the can, so if you want out, then you need to do it before we start the second half. Maybe they could kill off your character or something, but I am not - I repeat, I AM NOT - going to have the same discussion with you every other day. If you want to be a grownup, then go home. If you want to be on this show, then you're Bebe. You're fourteen. You're a good student and you're dating Blaine. You have ten seconds to make up your mind. Are you John or Bebe?"

John let a tear of two fall. "I'm Bebe. I'm sorry. I'll be good."

"That's my good girl," Ed hugged him. "Let's finish this up, then we can go to wardrobe and you two can have your hair and makeup done for tonight."

Rose looked beautiful in a gold lame dress that hung across her pert breasts in a very inticing way. It fell to just above her knees and shone lusciously with every movement.

Ed wore an Armani, double breasted tuxedo that made him look like the next James Bond.

John wore a white, sleeveless dress that hung loosely to his knees. It had a modest, but low neckline that had a middle eastern style design in a thin band along the edge of the neckline. That pattern turned in a pretty way around the bottom of his breasts and joined a wider, similar pattern that formed a belt-pattern around his high waist. His hair was curled and his makeup was more mature than he'd worn since 'Shrew' had closed. His finger and toe nails were painted a sweet, but bright pink and he wore silver, two inch heels with a series of small straps across them, just before his toes. He felt very elegant and pretty and, standing between Ed and Rose, he felt like a very special girl.

"I didn't know that they made such a big deal over showing a TV show to a group of critics and friends." John said, as Rose fussed with getting his moderately large, silver medallion earrings to hang just right.

"Me neither," Rose chortled, "but it's nice to get all dressed up, isn't it? And to be able to wear clothes this pretty and not have to pay for them... well, you can't beat that!"

"Are we nearly ready?" Ed asked. "Oscar is picking us up. I was told that I shouldn't drive to this. I guess there's a sort of red carpet entrance for the cast and the execs. To tell you the truth, this whole thing has me a little nervous."

"Oh, you'll be great." Rose stood straight from adjusting John's earrings and gave Ed a little peck on the lips."

Ed wiped his lips. "Holy cow, woman, how many layers of lipstick are you wearing? You left half a tube on me!"

She laughed. "As many as it takes to look this pretty."She grabbed her matching clutch and announced, "We're ready."

Ed's phone buzzed right at that moment. "Excellent! Oscar just arrived. Let's go!"

Oscar held the door for Rose and assisted as she got into the car. "You all look lovely, this evening," Oscar beamed at the trio. "A very big night for all of you, indeed!"

As John approached the door to the car, Oscar took his hand and kissed in a very chivalrous manner. "And you, beautiful girl, after tonight, I understand that you will be a star."

John flushed at the intimate greeting and the kiss on the back of his hands sent a shiver down his spine. "I don't know Oscar. Who knows, if things go badly, you might be driving me to the airport tomorrow." He giggled at his own joke.

"I don't think so, señorita. I drive a lot of different people and the one thing they all have in common is what they are saying about you. You will be here a long, long time." Oscar kissed his hand, again, and helped him into the back seat, next to Rose.

He shook Ed's hand and slapped his shoulder. "Enjoy your evening, sir. I'm sure it'll be a great success."

Ed returned his smile. "I hope so, Oscar. Thank you for coming to get us. It means a lot to Bebe to have you with us."

"My pleasure, sir."

"And you got the ticket I left for you, right?"

"I did, Mr McNeil, thank you. I'm really looking forward to seeing you all in the show."

"Great!" Ed climbed into the limo.

When they were moving, Ed asked, "Are these kinds of things always this big a deal, Oscar?" He had his arm around John and his hand was resting on Rose's shoulder.

"No, sir. It's actually kind of unusual, in my experience. I've been working for the studio for quite a while and I've only seen it a couple of times before. I think it's because Mr Ferry has been keeping a low profile for a while and this is a pretty big deal for ABC/Disney."

"Well, I guess we're just lucky enough to be riding Don's coattails," Rose said with a big smile on her face.

"Thank goodness," John agreed.

As they approached the theater that the studio had rented for the preview, Oscar explained, "I'll leave you off here for the red carpet entrance. I'll park and come in with the rest of the hoi-poloi. After the preview, you'll have at least an hour or so with the press and I'll be back out here to pick you up."

The car pulled to a stop. Oscar jumped out and opened the door next to where Rose was seated. She stepped out to a barrage of photographers shooting picture after picture of the young, beautiful ingenue who was making her debut. Rose smiled and moved slightly to the side, allowing Oscar to assist John from the vehicle. The photographers, once again, took dozens of pictures of the child actress. Rose put her arm around her ward and they made room for Ed to step out and experience the same cacophony of shutter noise. Ed waved as casually as he could until a woman with a clipboard appeared and and said, "Please follow me."

Soon, they were behind a wall of curtains where the rest of the cast was waiting. John hugged Kylie and Darren after getting hugged by Don and Marion.

"Oh, my God, this is so exciting!" Kylie was shaking with excitement. It made John smile.

"Are you excited, too, Darren?" John asked.

"Petrified is a better word, I think," he joked.

"Oh," John reached up and hugged the young man, "you'll do great."

The clipboard lady interrupted everyone's conversation, "Ok, folks, here's the plan. There are two stops on the carpet. At the first station, each of you will stop for a photo. This is the 'What are they wearing?' stop and you'll each wait there about thirty seconds before moving on. This is Victor," a dark skinned man with a gold jacket raised his hand and waved, "and he is the official time keeper at the each stop. When he gives you the signal, just move on. Questions? Good."

"Then, we'll regroup behind the mid-way curtains and we'll send out Marion first, and you can do a quick interview on the carpet, then the daughters, Susan and Alex, that's you, Rose and Bebe, then Don and his partner will join you guys for a quick photo op and a couple of questions, then you guys move on and we bring out the neighbor kids to finish up. Questions? Good. I think we're ready, then. Let's start with Marion."

Ever the seasoned veteran, Marion walked out to the mark on the red carpet area. She exuded confidence and she smiled broadly. Her Ralph Lauren pantsuit was mauve and hung beautifully on her well maintained, older, full figure. The number of cameras and the brightness of the lights was very daunting to everyone else, except Don, of course.

"Edward," the woman with the clipboard said. "It's your turn."

"Here goes," Ed said, as he kissed both Rose and John's cheeks. He looked petrified till he stepped out, then he looked as cool as a cucumber. He waved and smiled and stood at the spot until Victor waved him on.

"Rose," the clipboard lady said. "You're up."

Rose started to go, but stopped. She looked overwhelmed, as if she may faint. "Come with me," she whispered to John. I don't think I can do this alone. There's too many people out there."

"Ok," John said.

As they started forward, the clipboard lady tried to stop John from going. "Bebe! Not yet."

John looked at the woman and shrugged. "Change of plans, I guess." Rose was holding his hand tightly and led him to the mark. She smiled and looked calm, but John could feel how clammy her hand was. She was definitely stressed.

They stopped at the mark and looked towards the photographers. "Who are you wearing?" One of the reporters shouted.

The question made no sense at all to John, but rose shouted back, "Stella McCartney."

"And the young lady?" the reported called again.

John shrugged. Rose smiled at his naiveté. "We don't know!" Rose called back, making everyone, including herself, laugh. She felt much more confident after that.

Victor waved them on and the press went crazy when Don Ferry emerged from behind the curtain. John watched him. He was so cool and relaxed, even more so than Marion. His smile showed appreciation for the attention and joy for being able to come back after a decade away from the spotlight.

Victor waved him on, but he stayed a little longer. What could they do to him? He was a bonafide star and he could do what he wanted.

When, at last, he did move on, he was followed by Kylie. She was obviously thrilled to be there, but the press had really come to see Don. Most of them wandered away while she stood on her mark. She maintained her smile, but John could see that she was crushed. Victor waved her on very quickly and when she entered the curtained area where the others were waiting, John hugged her. "Oh, you did so good!" He said.

"Thanks." Kylie smiled, but she was obviously hurt by the experience.

By the time Darrin hit the mark, there were very few members of the press still watching. He seemed almost relieved, though.

"Ok, guys," it was clipboard lady, again. "Victor is going to be near the mark again and you're all going to walk to the mark, take some softball questions from the press, then move on on his cue. Questions?"

"Yes," John asked.

The woman was surprised. No one ever asked a question. "Can we all go out together?"

The woman was flummoxed. "Ummm, no," She stuttered. "Why?"

"Well, we're an ensemble, right? So, shouldn't we go out as an ensemble?"

"I think it's a great idea!" Don said as he stepped out before Victor had even had a chance to get to the mark.

Don waved and smiled. "Ladies and gentlemen," he called out in his commanding voice, "let me introduce my new TV family. First, my mother-in-law!"

The press and assembled crowd were all excited for Marion's appearance.

"How's it feel to be back?" Someone shouted.

"You're not really old enough to be his mother-in-law, are you?" Someone else asked.

Marion managed the questions like the pro that she was.

"My new partner on the LA Police Force!" Don shouted. "Ed, come one out!"

Ed smiled and fielded a few questions before joining Don and Marion.

John grabbed Kylie and Darrin and pushed them to the opening in the curtain. "You're next," he told them.

Don looked to the curtain, expecting to introduce his stage-children, but he saw the faces of the young actors waiting. John stood behind Kylie and pointed to them, indicating that Don should introduce them next.

Don nodded and smiled. "Next, two very talented young actors who play the children of my next door neighbor. Kylie and Darrin! Come on out!"

They received a huge round of applause.

"That was nice,' Rose whispered and kissed John's cheek. "You're a good girl, Bebe."

"And my two daughters on the show! Rosie and Bebe, come on and join us!"

The applause turned to thunder and questions came from everywhere. The questions were about everything and neither Rose nor John could hear them all, but they answered them as well as they could.

"No, we're not sisters. We're cousins."

"It's great to work with family."

"I'm fourteen."

"I'm twenty-one."

"I'm not dating anyone."

"Yes, I have a boyfriend."

Etc.

Don finally came forward and rescued them for the press. "Aren't they great? Let's hear it for my girls!"

The applause came in a huge wave. Don turned to everyone and indicated it was time to go into the theater. They all waved graciously and entered the lobby, where there was a mob of young women waiting. It took John and Kylie a few moments to recognize their classmates, since no one was in uniform. The girls were all smiling and applauding and, of course, staring at Don.

There were a lot more girls than just John's drama class. It was almost the entire school. Ed had arranged it for both John and Kylie so that they would know people in the audience. All the girls were trying to get pictures of Don, so he started organizing things. "Ok, girls, let's get a picture of all of you with the cast. First, let's get the cast up here on the stairs. Then, let's have seniors on this step, juniors the next one down, etc, and so on. Victor, can you take a picture? Kylie, give Victor your phone. You can send the picture to everyone."

As they were about to take the photo, Don said, "Wait! Wait! Wait! Miss Stephanie, jump up here with us! We can't take the picture with out you!"

The teacher had just entered the lobby and was waving to her students when Don called her up with them. She did seem genuinely happy to be a part of the photo and as she worked her way through the throng of teenaged girls, Don whispered to John, "You can catch more flies with honey..."

"I wish I had a fly swatter," John whispered back, making Don laugh out loud.

The picture was taken and Ella yelled out, "Hey, girls! Let's have a round of applause for Mr McNeil who got us all tickets!"

All the girls applauded and shouted thanks to Ed, who smiled in return.

As they headed into the theater, Blaine waved and bounded over to John. The boy was well dressed in a stylish suit and a bright tie."Wow," he said, a bit breathless, "you look amazing!" He hugged John and planted a quick kiss on his lips.

"Thanks, so do you," John smiled.

"This is a really big deal, huh?"

"I guess. I'm kind of... overwhelmed, I guess. There's so much going on for just a TV show."

"It's not JUST a TV, show," Rose said, overhearing the couple's conversation. "This is a show with Don Ferry."

"No," Blaine smiled at John, "I think this is all for you."

Suddenly, a hand tapped Blaine on the shoulder. "Do you suppose I could break in on you and get a hug from my baby sister?" The woman asked.

Blaine turned and looked at the woman who was almost an exact replica of Bebe, just a bit older and not as well turned out.

"NANCY!" John screamed as he threw his arms around her neck. "What are you doing here!?"

"Rose told us this was happening, so we flew out to see it." Nancy kissed her younger sibling's cheek and squeezed him tight. "Oh, I've missed you. Even though I don't live at home, I miss seeing you when I come by."

"Wait! Did you say we?"

"Of course," Nancy laughed. "You don't think that mom would ever miss one of your performances, do you!?"

John released his sister and looked around the lobby. "Where is she?"

"Over by the concession stand. She had to make a call and I saw you with all those girls."

"They're from my school," John said, distractedly. Then, suddenly, he spotted his mother. "Mommy!" he shouted as he ran to her and threw his arms around her, nearly knocking her down in his excitement.

"I'm Blaine," a handsome young man said to Nancy as he accompanied her towards the concession stand. "Your sister and I are going steady."

"Really?" Nancy said with raised eyebrows. "I guess my sister works pretty fast, huh?"

"I beg your pardon?" Blaine had only caught part of what she'd said and didn't understand that.

"Nothing," Nancy laughed.

"Oh, mom, I can't believe you came all this way! And on a weeknight! How long are you here?"

"Oh, baby, you look so thin. What's happened to you?" Marilyn held him at arms' length to assess his wellbeing.

"Oh," John laughed, "diet and hormones, I guess. I'm down to a hundred and eighteen pounds."

"A hundred and eighteen, honey! That's awfully thin! Are you ok?"

"I'm fine, mommy. How long are you staying?"

"We leave in the morning, I'm afraid, baby, but we really wanted to be here for this."

John hugged her hard, again. "Thank you for coming. I really appreciate it."

"We wouldn't have missed it for the world, baby."

"So," Nancy said as she reached them, "this is Bianca's boyfriend, Blaine."

"Oh, Blaine," Marilyn smiled, "I've heard a lot about you, how nice to meet you."

"Johnny," Nancy said with out thinking, "that dress is amazing! Did you pick it out?"

Not phased at all by Nancy's faux pas, John said, "No. Everything was picked out for all of us by the costume department. It is pretty, though, isn't it? I have been lectured to death about not letting it get wrinkled. 'Cotton is a fragile fabric!' I must have heard that a thousand times today."

His mother and sister laughed at his story. They'd been brought up knowing about fabrics, but John was just learning the things they'd learned at age five or six. "It is lovely and really compliments your figure." Nancy was being surprisingly supportive.

"Have you seen what Rose is wearing!?" John asked, enthusiastically. "Oh, my God, she's gorgeous!" He pointed towards Rose and both his mother and sister let out breaths of approval.

Ed called to them all. "It's about to start! We need to get inside."

They all nodded and headed in that direction. Blaine took John's hand and asked, "Johnny? Why did she call you Johnny?"

"What?" John asked, oblivious.

"Your sister called you 'Johnny' back there. Why did she call you that?"

"Well," he said loudly enough so that his mother and sister could hear, "That's an annoying nickname that they saddle me with when I was little. I didn't like dolls or other girly things when I was really little and all my friends were boys, so my mom started calling me 'Johnny' and it stuck."

Both women turned and smiled at the young couple. "I guess we should stop doing that," his mother said. "I think that 'Johnny' is long gone."

They all laughed at that.

"Wow, you've really changed since then, I guess," Blaine laughed.

"Why?" John asked.

"Because you're about the most feminine girl I know." It was said in all sincerity and it was meant to be a compliment, but it made John laugh, anyway.

"Really?" he asked.

"Absolutely!" Blaine confirmed.

Ed had his arm around Rose's shoulders and, when the others joined them, John took Ed's free hand, while he continued to hold Blaine's hand in his other, and said, "Thanks, Uncle Ed and Rose. This is all so amazing!"

"Our pleasure, sweetheart," Ed smiled, happy to have pleased his 'niece.'

"Now, if the show is good," Rose joked, "this will be a great night!"

"Seriously!?" Blaine scoffed. "Everyone's so excited about it! How could it not be great!?"

Ed laughed and muttered, "Episode One: The Phantom Menace."

"What?" Blaine asked, but Rose and Ed were laughing too hard to respond.

John looked at his boyfriend and shrugged. "Grownups. They're so weird!"

The show was, in fact, good. Very good. Very, very, very good!

John let out a little scoff when he saw the title of the first episode was 'One Little Slip.' Since the whole story line about his slip was in this first episode, it seemed a little 'on the nose' to him, but, as it turned out, it dealt with mistakes that Don's character, Ed's character and John's character all made.

The dramatic sections, particularly the slap that had given John a black eye, were powerful and impacted the audience very well. The scenes between John and Rose or John and Kylie were all handled with a light touch and had just the right amount of humor in them.

The scenes with Ed and Don doing police work were exciting and the scene between Don and John in the church parking lot brought the house to tears.

When the two hour presentation ended, the audience leapt to their feet and applauded and applauded and applauded until Don grabbed the entire cast and dragged them onto the stage, in front of the screen.

When the audience quieted, Don took a microphone from a stage hand and said, "Well, I have to say, even I was impressed with that. Just goes to show you that an old fart like me can still be made to look good with a good director and a good ensemble cast!"

That brought more applause and some laughter from the audience. Then he introduced Ed, then Rose, then Marion, then Darrin, then Kylie and each received a huge round of applause.

Then, Don held up his hands to ask for quiet. "Now, I know we've promised to take some questions and we need to talk to the press for a few minutes, too, but I need to acknowledge a member of our cast who has made me a passionate actor, once again. Ladies and Gentlemen, when I first met this actress, she was wowing audiences with her portrayal of of Bianca in a regional production of 'The Taming Of The Shrew,' and it was a great production, too. Both Ed and Rose were in that production, as well. I, essentially, hijacked the bunch of them to come do this show. But this girl... fourteen years old and so ridiculously talented... She improvises with me like an old pro and has, on more than one occasion, made me cry on camera. She is a powerhouse of talent, energy and happiness. Ladies and Gentlemen, I give you... Bebe Foley!"

Everyone leapt to their feet again! The applause was so loud that it actually pushed John backwards.

And it didn't stop.

It kept going and going. The girls from Notre Dame started clapping and chanting in time and the others joined in. "Be-be! Be-be! Be-be! Be-be! Be-be!"

On and on it went and John could not keep his emotions in check any longer. He was smiling, broadly, but his face was covered in tears and he needed to hold on to someone. Don, eventually, realized that John was overcome and threw his arm around the his 'on-screen-daughter' to offer support. Soon, though, John was being held by the star and he was balling tears of joy.

Once he'd composed himself, John stepped back and waved and bowed in the theatrical way that he'd been taught to do the previous summer.

Don handed him the microphone and John said, in a loud clear voice, "Thank you all, so very much!" Then handed it back to Don.

Several chairs were brought onto the stage and they all sat in a semicircle. Each actor was handed a microphone and a line of guests with questions was formed on the floor with Victor ushering the next questioner forward.

Most of the questions were either asking Don about his career or were, really, just comments about the quality of the show they'd just watched.

One woman asked Ed if he was available, which made him laugh, but he did say that he was open to a relationship.

Rose was told several times that she was beautiful.

One of the senior class girls from Notre Dame made it to the mic and asked, "Bebe, did I hear that you're going steady with a boy from St Mark's?"

The entire student body of Notre Dame applauded, but John just melted into his chair.

Kylie and Rose, though, weren't going to let this go by without a response.

"She is!" Kylie answered for her costar. "And he's gorgeous."

Rose stood and shielded her eyes then spoke into her microphone, "Blaine!? Blaine, where are you? Stand up and take a bow."

Blaine was also melting into his seat, but Marilyn and Nancy stood and raised the boy to his feet. "Here he is!" They shouted and the audience applauded.

"Wait a minute!" Don stood and walked to the edge of the stage, "that woman looks just like you, Bebe. Who is that?"

John finally spoke into his microphone, "The one with brown hair is my mom, Marilyn, and the one that looks like me is my big sister, Nancy."

"Wow!" Don led a round of applause for John's family. "You and your sister are like twins who are separated by... well, how many years is there between you too?"

"Twelve," John said.

"Twelve years!? Wow, Mrs Foley, I guess that Nancy must have been a handful, huh?"

Marilyn and Nancy laughed.

"What's your boyfriend's name, Bebe?" Don asked.

"Blaine."

"Well, Blaine, you know exactly what your girlfriend is going to look like in twelve years, I guess!"

That got some laughs.

"You've got two beautiful girls there, Mrs Foley! Congratulations!"

More applause.

Another question. "I heard that both of your daughters on the show are actually sisters. Is that so?"

"No," Rose fielded it. "We're cousins, but very close."

"How did you end up on the same show?"

"Well," Rose said, "they were actually interested in Bebe, first, but Alex was supposed to be a boy," Rose related the rest of the story.

"And do you take care of her while you're on the west coast?"

"Oh, yes, we both do. Ed and I."

"But he's not related, is he?"

"Uncle Ed?" Rose teased. "No, but he's been a friend of Bebe's family for a long time."

Finally, the questions ended, but they still had to speak to the press. As the crowds started exiting, John ran down and thanked his school mates for coming. All of them seemed thrilled to have been there. There were a few teachers, too. Of course, Miss Stephanie was there, but she offered no comments. No sign of Miss Gabriella, though. He kissed Ella and MK, both of whom raved about the show, then ran to where his mother and sister were waiting with Blaine.

"I gotta go, Bebe," Blaine apologized as he wrapped his arms around John's small waist and held him close, "but you totally rocked that show!" Without warning, he planted a long hard kiss on John before letting go. "Man! I am so proud of you!" He ran off, leaving John shocked, flushed and breathless.

"Well, he seems to like you," Nancy teased.

John smiled and shrugged, a bit embarrassed.

"He seems like a good boy, baby," Marilyn said. "He doesn't know, does he?"

"No," John was very embarrassed now. How could she say something like that where people could hear her? Did his mom and sister approve of this? He couldn't tell.

"You're going to have to tell him at some point, Johnny." She shook her head at her son.

"We'll see. Did you like the show?"

"We loved it, honey," Nancy opened her arms and gave him a hug. "You were SO GOOD! And I can't believe that you're so friendly with Don Ferry!"

"Oh, he's really nice. Want to meet him?"

"Oh, no," Marilyn said. "You're too busy. Another time. We need to go, baby. We'll see you tomorrow before we leave."

She hugged her son. "You feel so small, Johnny. You feel, and even smell, like a girl. It really is amazing. And I really do love that dress on you. Oh, I miss you baby." She hugged him, again.

"I miss you, too, mommy, but you have to call me Bebe all the time, ok? We can't have any slip ups."

He hugged both women, then, just as he was headed back to the stage, he heard a woman say, "Aren't you going to introduce me to your family, Bianca?"

Suddenly, the plastic smile of John's theater teacher was present.

"Oh... I'm sorry... I didn't know you were here," John stuttered. "Umm..., mom, Nancy... this is Miss Stephanie. She's my theater teacher at Notre Dame."

"And her tutor on set, sometimes," Miss Stephanie purred. "So nice to meet you."

"Bebe, we need you on stage," Don called through the sound system.

'Damnit,' John thought. Then he said, "Mommy, I have to go. I'll see you tomorrow."

"Bye-bye, baby. I'll see you for lunch, tomorrow. Rose has a reservation somewhere."

"Ok." He kissed her and his sister, then ran back to the stage.

"May I buy you ladies a drink?" Miss Stephanie asked as she ushered her new acquaintances towards the exit.

By the time they were done with the press conference, it was well past midnight. Everyone was tired, but John couldn't even keep his eyes open. Ed held him close as they headed to the waiting limo and Oscar.

"Oh, my goodness," Oscar smiled, "too big a night for the little one, huh?" He smiled his caring smile and helped Rose into the car.

"Ok, honey, in you go," Ed whispered to John.

"Here, let me help you," Oscar took John's hand and guided him into the limo where he collapsed on the seat.

"I'll ride up front with you, Oscar, if that's ok," Ed said.

"Sure, sure," Oscar said as he closed the back door.

"Well," Oscar said as they drove along, "it's close to two o'clock, now and you're scheduled to be in the studio for a remote interview at five. Do you want to go home, or just nap in the limo and I'll wake you."

"What do you think?" Ed called over the seat.

Rose shrugged. "I suppose that going home is a waste, but I can't let Beebs sleep in that dress. She'll look terrible in the morning."

"There's some tee shirts in the compartment back there," Oscar said. "Maybe one will work as a night gown for her."

Rose reached over and raised the privacy screen.

"Did you like the show, Oscar?" Ed asked.

"I really did, sir. I enjoyed everything about the evening. Thank you."

"Good," Ed said.

"Your niece, sir," Oscar shook his head. "Wow."

"Yeah. I know." Ed chuckled. She's something, isn't she?"

"You did very well on the morning shows," Marilyn said as she cut into a piece of beautifully grilled salmon. "You all looked like old pros."

John smiled. "Thanks, mom."

"That's another pretty dress, Johnny," Nancy smiled, but immediately put her hand to her mouth. "Oops, Sorry. Bebe."

"You guys really need to get a handle on that," Ed said. "It's always got to be Bebe."

Marilyn nodded. "It's hard, though. Twenty years of Johnny, you know."

Ed became very serious and leaned forward. "Nancy, Mrs Foley, that has to be the last mention of that name. We have worked very, very hard to create this new life for Bebe. Please don't mess that up."

"Of course, Edward," Marilyn smiled. "My goodness, this salmon is delicious."

"Back to your dress... little sister, where did you get it?" Nancy was admiring the cotton dress that John had worn to lunch with Blaine a few days earlier. "It's really precious."

"Thanks," John smiled. "Rose bought it for me. I love this dress. Look! It even has pockets." John smiled. "I miss pockets."

Marilyn looked at Nancy and smiled. "That's a pretty little pendent you're wearing. Did Rose buy that, too?"

"That," Rose smiled, "was a 'going steady' gift from Bebe's boyfriend. Isn't it cute? See. It's a BB. Blaine is a surprisingly romantic boy." Rise fondled the necklace and smiled supportively at John.

Marilyn stopped and put down her fork. "Ok. I didn't want to bring this up, but I can't go home without saying something about this 'boyfriend' situation."

John looked up from his salad and put down his own fork, crossed his legs at the knees. Folded his hands in his laps and said, "What about it?"

Marilyn thought about her next words before she spoke. "Now, you know that I'm very open minded, baby, but, well, even when you began living as Bebe, well, I never suspected that you were gay. That is, until now. I mean, I saw how you behaved with Blaine and, well... are you gay?"

"I am," came back the answer, but not from John. The response came from Ed, who was sitting in a relaxed position, his arm around Rose.

Everyone, except Rose, shot a shocked glance at Ed. "Edward?" Marilyn asked. "When did his happen?"

Ed smiled. "It didn't 'happen,' Mrs Foley. "I've always been confused about things, but when Bianca appeared this summer, well, I guess that made me face my sexuality, because I was very, very attracted to her - knowing that she was John."

John put his hand on Ed's. "Ed... I... I didn't know..."

Ed smiled at the beautiful child. "Don't worry, Bebe. Bianca just opened a door for me. From there... things just became more obvious to me."

There was silence until Rose leaned her head towards Ed and used it to give him a hug. She looked up at him and said, "Feel better?"

Ed smiled at her and nodded.

"And the world didn't end." She hugged him again. "We love you, Ed. No one cares about your sexually. We just want you to be happy."

"Of course we do," Nancy said sympathetically.

"Thank you for sharing with us, Ed." Marilyn smiled.

Eventually, all eyes turned back towards John. "What?" He asked with an incredulous look. "You all just told Ed that it didn't matter, but you're all still curious about my sexuality? Isn't that just a little hypocritical?"

"Joh... Bebe," Nancy said, "we're not trying to be nosy, we just want to be sure that you're ok, honey. You've been through a lot, and, well... to be perfectly honest, it was pretty shocking to mom and me when we saw that boy latch on to you the way he did. He's obviously in love with you, honey, and, well, that has us a bit concerned."

"Concerned? Or jealous?" John snapped back, obviously uncomfortable with this conversation.

"John," Marilyn reacted with defensive press and surprise. "That's not very nice. Nancy and I just want the best for you..."

"Oh, for crying out loud, would you, please call me Bebe!" John's voice was an aggregated, hoarse whisper. "And I don't want to talk about Blaine!"

"Well, why on earth not?" Nancy persisted.

"Because..." John searched for the words. "... because I like him... and... that confuses me... and..., well... it's none of your business!"

"Beebs," Rose interrupted, "That's no way to talk to your mother, or any other adult."

John was immediately cowed.

"Now, apologize," she added.

He was silent for a moment, until Ed added, in a firm voice, "Now, Bebe."

John looked at his mother and sister, all anger gone. He just looked disappointed in himself to have upset Rose and Ed. "Sorry, mom. Sorry, Nancy."

Marilyn and Nancy stared, astonished, at the apparent adolescent sitting across from them.

Smiling like a conscientious mother who'd just displayed how well she could discipline her child, Rose said, "Marilyn and Nancy, we understand your concern, but think of things this way..." She went on to explain her concept of how John, with aspects of both sexes, would always be in a relationship that could be construed as both gay and straight, simultaneously.

"So," she continued, "it only makes sense that, as a high school girl, Bebe has experiences with a high school boy. She'd be drawing more attention to herself if she didn't, and she knows that she needs to keep things innocent. I really don't think that you have anything to worry about."

Marilyn snickered at that. "Obviously, you've never been a parent, Rose. Parents worry about everything."

"That's where you're wrong, Mrs Foley," Ed said. "Rosie and I are, for all intents and purposes, parents and we worry about Bebe every single minute of every single day. Granted, she's your daughter, but Rosie and I are the ones who are fighting with her to do her homework. Running to the school when something goes wrong. Making sure that she's eating well and getting her from 'point A' to 'point B' three, four, or five times a day. We understand exactly why you're worried about your twenty year old son, because we feel the same way about our fourteen year old ward."

Marilyn looked at child, who's head was still hung low. He appeared to have shed a few tears, too. This wasn't her son, anymore. She needed to accept that, fully and without question. She no longer had a son. Just two daughters; Nancy and Bebe.

"Listen, ED," Nancy over pronounced his name to give evidence to her fury without raising her voice above an angry whisper, "this weird game that you three are playing..."

But Marilyn interrupted, "No, Nancy. They're right."

Nancy followed her mother's gaze to the child who sat, recovering from the reprimands of her guardians and, after a few breaths to squelch her emotions, she had the same epiphany as her mother. John was no more.

"Oh, my goodness, child, your hands! What are you doing with your hands!?" John's first dance lesson was going well, but the forty-ish teacher whose name was Chloe, kept harping on how John used his hands. "A dancer's hands must be strong when needed, or elegant, or flirtatious, but you, child, my goodness, your hands are just balls of stress! You look like a boy, about to get into a fight. Please, relax those fingers and concentrate on making them elegant extensions of your long, feminine arm."

"Yes, Miss Chloe. I'm sorry, Miss, it's just that this is all new to me." Dressed in the traditional, black dancer's leotard, with flesh toned tights and tan colored, split sole, jazz shoes, John felt exposed and clumsy next to the statuesque, elegant dance tutor.

"I know that, dear, she said, without a lot of patience in her voice, "but still... Didn't your mother ever instill any lady-like hand gestures in you?"

"I guess not, Miss. Sorry."

The woman's countenance softened just a bit. "I do apologize, Bianca. I am used to working with more advanced students." A soft smile appeared on the teacher's face, but it didn't look very welcome there. John knew that dance teachers had a reputation for being pretty hardcore, but this one definitely scared him a bit. Not in the way that Miss Stephanie scared him, he didn't sense any malevolence, she just seemed perpetually disappointed and John REALLY didn't like disappointing people.

"I'll learn quickly, Miss Chloe, I promise." John grabbed a small towel to wipe his brow. He'd been doing flexibility exercises or dancing for nearly three hours now.

"Well," Miss Chloe touched John's face with surprising softness, "I guess I've worked you hard enough for today. We can call it a day. I expect to see you back here on Wednesday at 1:30, unless the shooting schedule changes.

"Yes, Miss."

As if she'd been 'on-duty' before and was required to maintain a stern artifice, Miss Chloe's face softened and she took John's chin in her hand. "You're a beautiful child, Bianca. You'll enjoy dancing and you'll look lovely when you dance. Keep up the work you did today and we'll be fine."

The door to the dance studio opened and Miss Stephanie entered with a pile of folders being held in the crook of her elbow. "Well, what have we here? The newly crowned queen of teen actresses is taking on dancing!? Oh, I think this is a perfect Phys Ed credit for you, Bianca. Hi, Chloe. Nice to see you."

Chloe leaned forward and air-kissed Miss Stephanie's cheek. "You, too, Stephanie. What brings you to the studio, today?"

"I just need to drop off these time sheets for you. We need Bianca's Phys Ed hours submitted every week. Bianca, you can go. I need to talk to Miss Chloe."

"Yes, Miss," John said, as he pulled on a little, black, dancer's skirt and started to go, but Miss Chloe called to him.

"Actually, Bianca, I need to go through our schedule before you leave, so, please leave your bag here and just go take a break in the hall. I'll only be a few minutes."

John waited in the hall for a few minutes, trying to hear the conversation in the dance studio, but all he could make out were some muffled conversation - no real words.

Finally, the door opened and Miss Stephanie stepped into the hallway. "Well," she smirked, "you had quite a big night last night, didn't you?"

"Yes, Miss Stephanie," John replied, eyes flickering from the woman's face to anywhere else as he spoke. "I hope you enjoyed yourself."

"Oh, I did, actually, Bianca. I enjoyed the show much more than I expected. It's amazing how much the editors and music can add to a show, isn't it?"

"Yes, I guess, Miss."

"Also, I had a lovely and revealing chat with your mother and sister. Did they mention it?"

"No, Miss, they didn't." John was suddenly very worried. What had they said. They'd insisted on calling him John a hundred times in the few hours they'd all spent together. Had they slipped up and told her stories about him being a boy? "How was it 'revealing,' Miss?" He couldn't help but ask.

"Well, for instance, you told me that you took 'A' class at Emerson. Your mom told me that you'd been taking classes there for three years and your sister mentioned that you'd even done a semester of dual enrollment there last year."

Why hadn't they told him these things!? Emerson didn't even have dual enrollment for high school students! Nancy had done that her junior and senior years at Worcester State University, but it would just take one phone call or a glance at his transcripts to find out that this was a lie. "Umm," John stuttered to find a response, "It wasn't a true dual enrollment, Miss. I took some classes at my school and some classes on line, then I'd go to Boston and take classes in the evening."

"Oh," Miss Stephanie seemed a tad deflated. "Well... that is somewhat different than what I understood, but, still it is an impressive resume for a fourteen year old."

"Thank you, Miss."

"Your performance in the show..."

"Yes, Miss?"

"It was... impressive, but... well... I'd like to give you some notes."

"I would appreciate that, Miss," John nodded. He really would rather discuss acting with her than anything else.

"Alright..." Miss Stephanie nodded. "We'll do that."

"Bianca," Miss Chloe appeared in the doorway, "please come in. I need to go through this with you before you leave."

"Yes, Miss." John moved past the two women and reentered the studio.

"It was nice seeing you," Chloe said in a very stiff manner, to Miss Stephanie. "I'm sure that we'll see you around, now that we're both working with Bianca."

"Yes, I'm sure we will," Miss Stephanie walked away.

"Come with me, Bianca." The dance teacher hurried to a desk on the other side of the studio. She was obviously upset about something.

"Miss?" John asked, "Are you ok?"

"I'm fine, Bianca, thank you."

She sat and pulled out a piece of paper and started scanning it, but then, suddenly, she was crying. Loudly, sobbing-ly crying. It threw John and made him very concerned.

"Miss? Miss? Are you ok?" He didn't know what he should do. He barely knew this woman and she kind of scared him. Touching her didn't seem right.

A moment later, though, she waved him off and took deep breaths to get herself under control. "I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm sorry." She sat back and breathed deeply, wiping her eyes. "I'm sorry, Bianca."

"No need to apologize, Miss. Are you ok."

"I am," she nodded and breathed herself under control. "May I ask you a question, Bianca?"

John nodded.

"Are you close with Stephanie?"

John looked towards the door where Miss Stephanie had been. She was gone. "No ma'am. Not at all. In fact... well... not at all."

"Good," the teacher said. "I'd recommend that you keep it that way."

"We've got a big treat for you, today," Ellen DeGeneres said from her comfortable chair, one leg folded under the upper thigh of her other. "It's been quite a while since we've been joined by Don Ferry," the audience erupted into applause. When the ovation subsided, she continued, "Well, he's got a new show premiering on a rival network, ABC, tonight and he's here, today, along with some of the primary members of the cast, to talk about how the show came about, what he's been doing for the last few years, etc. So, let's kick things off with the man, himself, Don Ferry!"

Don entered the space between the stage-right side of the stage and the small interview-set that Ellen used and, as the club music thumped, he began the required dancing that all of her guests performed. The audience stood and applauded and Don's dancing got broader and more ridiculous. Ellen joined him and they both made wonderful fools of themselves to the delight of the audience.

When, at last, he was seated, his smile was warm and inviting and he answered Ellen's questions effortlessly. He was so charming! He exuded confidence while simultaneously transmitting a sense of humbleness. John watched from the wings in amazement. He didn't think he'd ever be that comfortable at an interview. There were too many things to hide about his life. He needed to be more cautious than everyone else.

The plan was to keep Don on stage alone for 30 to 40 minutes before, Marion, Ed, Rose and, finally, John would join them on stage. Don was talking about his theater work until, just about ten minutes into the interview, when they went to commercial.

While Don took a drink of water, on stage, while John and the others sat in the green room.

"Oh, what a lovely dress." Marion came up behind John and fussed with the dress that wardrobe had given him. It was a modern version of a shirt-dress, like those that 'Alex' wore on the show. This one was sleeveless and ended mid-thigh and was a very pleasant shade of yellow. "Every girl needs a pretty, yellow dress," she kissed the back of John's head. Just relax, baby. Everything will be fine."

John turned and hugged the older woman. "Thanks, Nana."

"What did he just say?" Ed asked. He and Rose were watching the monitor. Don and Ellen were still chatting during the commercial break. Their mics were muted in the studio, but they could still be heard in the green room.

"I think he said that he wants to bring us out, now!" Rose hustled to the mirror to check herself, once more.

Marion said to john, "Turn around, dear," and she straightened out the large, yellow bow that held some of his hair into a high ponytail at the rear of his head. "Remember, you're not being yourself; you're being Bebe Foley, the actress. She's a character unto herself, so just be that character and you'll be fine."

"Ok," John breathed a deep breath and smiled. "I think I'm ready."

"That's my girl." Marion's smile was warm and reassuring.

Just as the show on the monitor was coming back from the commercial break, a woman with a headset hurried into the room and said, in a very harried voice, "Change of plans, everyone. You're all going out together, NOW! I need you in the on-deck area, immediately! Please, hurry!"

Ed stood and said, in his deep, confident voice, "Are we ready, ladies?"

"We're always ready, Edward," Marion said with a relaxed quality, while taking John's hand.

"One sec," Rose finished applying a little lip gloss before stepping back and straightening out her simple, sage-green, sheath dress, which looked breathtaking on her. Once she approved of herself, she said, "Ready," and ran to take Ed's hand and they all walked to the offstage area to wait to be called out.

They didn't wait long. As they arrived, they heard Don saying, "...but this is an ensemble show and I have been blest with one of the best ensembles I've ever worked with and I'd really like them to come out and talk about the show so you can all get to know them."

"Sounds good!" Ellen stood and called out, "Lets have a big round of applause for the cast of 'Civil Disobedience!' Come on out, everyone!"

Marion took the lead, followed by Ed, who held Rose's hand in one of his and John's in the other. When it came time for them all to dance, John was handed off to Marion, who took him in her arms and mock swing -danced with him, allowing him to twirl his skirts and look involved without looking like an idiot. He was grateful.

Just as they were all about to take their seats, from the audience came a shout from several people, " BEBE! BEBE!"

John turned and a smile spread across his face when he saw Ella and MK shouting and waving from the front row, with Blaine sitting right beside them, embarrassed. John waved, grateful for the friendly faces.

"Friends of yours?" Ellen asked, amused.

John nodded. "We go to school together."

"Oh, where's that?" Ellen continued as she looked at the group. The camera also captured the cheering section.

"Notre Dame Academy for Young Women."

"Really!?" Ellen looked closer. "It seems that one of those people is not a young woman, but a very handsome young guy. Does he go to your school, too?"

"That's her boyfriend, I believe," Don chuckled.

"Really?" Ellen stood, hustled to the first row, grabbing a wireless microphone along the way. "Stand up, stand up," she said, and the girls did.

"What are your names?" She asked.

"I'm Mary Kate."

"I'm Ella."

"And you go to school with..." not having spoken to John, yet, Ellen drew a blank on his name.

"Bebe," Ella offered. "Yes, we are friends from school.

"And this fellow, here?" She pointed to Blaine. "Where do you go to school?"

Blaine remained seated, and looked even more embarrassed. "I go to St Marks."

"And are you dating, Bebe?" She offered her hand and pulled the boy to his feet. When he didn't respond to her question, she asked again. "Well, are you?"

"Yes," he grinned. "We're dating."

"How long?"

Blaine looked embarrassed. "Just a few days."

"Really!?" Ellen pretended to be shocked. "Just a minute." Ellen ran back to the interview area and grabbed John's hand, pulling him across to the front row of the audience. John had to bounce on the balls of his feet to keep up with Ellen's sneakered jog.

"So, Bebe," she asked, as she reached Blaine, again, "is it true that you and this young man are involved?"

MK and Ella were laughing hysterically at John and Blaine's discomfort. Laughing with embarrassment, John nodded, "Yes, we are.... Well, dating."

"And what are your prospects, young man?" Ellen had taken on the role of a parent. She pushed the mic into Blaine's face.

He laughed. "I have none."

"Oh, well, I don't know if I can allow this, then... What do you think, girls?" Ellen pushed the mic back at John' s friends.

"Oh, you should," MK said.

"He gave her that necklace when he asked her to go steady! Isn't that romantic?" Ella giggled.

Ellen inspected the piece of jewelry. "Oooooh, that's sweet."

"Ask him what it is!" Ella persisted.

"What is it?" Ellen asked Blaine, who shook his head and smiled apologetically at John.

"It's..." he mumbled.

"What is it?" Ellen pushed.

"It's... a BB," he finally said causing the audience to break into shouts of 'Aww' and applause.

'So much for keeping MY personal life to myself,' John thought as Ellen pushed him into Blaine's arms. "Let's take a selfie of this, girls, jump in here, too." Ellen produced a cell phone and took a photo of her and the four young people, a photo which was immediately posted to her website.

Finally, Ellen grabbed John's hand and, once again, dragged him across the studio with him bouncing on the balls of his feet. "That was fun," Ellen announced as Ed put his arm around Bebe. "Now, about this show of yours..."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 7

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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Bebe in LaLa Land: 7

by Clara
Copyright© 2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Deeper and deeper into the femininity of a young teenager, Bebe deals with a lot.
A successful debute of the TV show, a conniving teacher, meeting his boyfriend's mother,
shopping with girlfriends and a Halloween party at St Mark's Boy's School.
Oh, the busy schedule of a pretty girl!


 
Author's Note: As always, I love to read your comments. ~Clara.
 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 7 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
MEETING EVERYONE'S EXPECTATIONS-or- I KNEW WHO I WAS THIS MORNING, BUT IVE CHANGED A FEW TIMES SINCE THEN
 

"We're with Don Ferry's party," Ed told the Maitre'd at the posh country club. Ed was looking dashing in his dark blue suit, crisp white shirt and red tie. Behind him, in pretty, flowered dresses, Rose and John looked lovely.

"Ah, yes, this way, sir, ladies." The thin, dapper, middle aged man said as he led them into the elaborately decorated dinning room. Dark wood, coffered ceilings and photos of presidents and celebrities who'd golfed or eaten there decorating the walls. Don felt that this was the perfect place for a 'Decompression Brunch;' the opportunity to sit and talk and reflect after a week of travel and promotion - a chance to relax and prepare for a new round of filming.

Don was sitting with a stunningly pretty woman at a table in an alcove which overlooked the deep green golf course - which, considering this area of the world had been in a horrible drought for more than a decade, seemed awfully indulgent against the dull brown hills beyond. A man was talking to Don and shaking his hand, while Don smiled his best 'I'm your buddy' smile, when they arrived at the table.

"Ah! Excuse me, Larry, but the kids are here!" Don stood and patted Larry on the shoulder. "Kids, this is my good friend, Larry Rosen. He is, among other things, President of this club. He also runs everything else in LA, Beverly Hills, Palm Springs and anywhere else that matters in California." Don winked at Larry, who smiled and chuckled. "You ever need anything, you call Larry. If he can't help you, he knows who can."

Larry shook Ed's hand, "A pleasure to meet you," he grinned. He kissed the hands of both Rose and John. "I was just telling Don that I saw your show last night and I enjoyed it tremendously. Congratulations. As a matter of fact, your brunch, today, is on me."

"Now, That is a true miracle!" Don teased.

He patted Larry's shoulders once more and the man departed, but on his way by, he stopped and took one of John's hands and cupped it in both of his. "You, young lady," he kissed John's cheek, "are a revelation. Congratulations."

John smiled. "Thank you, sir."

"I'm not a 'sir,'" he smiled. "I'm just 'Larry.' Enjoy your breakfast." He left.

Don clapped his hands, "Ok, kids, take a seat. This is my lovely wife, Vivian. Viv, this is Ed, Rose and, of course, Bebe."

Each said hello to her and took their seats.

"So, have you read any of the overnight reviews?" Don asked.

"Nope," Ed poured three glasses of freshly squeezed orange juice into the glasses that were waiting in front of the place-settings where John, Rose and he had taken seats. "We didn't watch the show at all, either. We went to bed early and came straight here, this morning."

"We have gotten texts and emails from family and friends, though," Rose said. "They all seemed to love it!"

Don snickered. "Of course they did. They love you. What you really need to hear is the brutal truth from an unbiased view. That's why I invited you to breakfast and why Viv is here. Viv is not just my wife, she's my worst critic."

"But she is your wife, Don, and, no offense, Vivian, but as his wife, you're hardly an unbiased viewer." Ed smiled at the older woman.

"You're right, Ed," she smiled back. "I'm much worse than an unbiased viewer. I hate to see Don in anything in which he gives less than his all. I'm really the reason he took a hiatus from film and TV."

"Are you guys ready? She's pretty brutal." Don winked at them.

"Sure," Ed finished his juice and crossed his arms. "Have at us, Mrs Ferry."

Vivian smiled and considered her words. "Ok, well, first, I think that the scripts and storylines are all pretty great for a TV show. They're not predictable and the dialog, that dialog which is actually written, I mean, is strong and doesn't pander to the audience. It's definitely too early to make true comparisons, but the way that I immediately locked in to the characters really reminded me of The Sopranos or Boardwalk Empire."

"Wow," Rose raised her eyebrows. "That's pretty auspicious company to be in."

"Now, as for each of you," Vivian continued. "Ed, I love the way that you and Don interact. You guys have a really nice chemistry and you don't just nod at everything Don says. You have a real range of emotions and Don has to work a bit harder than he usually does to get you on board. I like that. I also like how you melt when you see Rose. That's really sweet."

Ed smiled at Rose. "It's easy. Just look at her."

Vivian did, "Rose, your scenes with Ed are tremendous, but you kind of disappear in scenes with Marion, Don or Bebe. I think you need to be a little less accepting of every word that comes out of the mouth of your father or grandmother. With Bebe, though, there's something almost motherly about how you treat her. I really like that, but you need to do more of it. You guys need to touch each other more. Hug. Kiss each other's cheeks. Little touches will make a big difference. Just be more sisterly while your being motherly. Know what I mean?"

"I do," Rose smiled. "Thanks."

Then, Vivian looked at John, crossed her arms and shook her head. "Bebe... what can I say?"

John looked at her, then glanced at the rest of the party. No one said anything. "Well?" He finally asked. "Did I do anything right?"

Vivian leaned back and thought for a moment. "It's Bianca, right?"

"Well, yes, but I prefer Bebe."

"Honestly, Bebe, I think that you need to go with Bianca. See... I have been an acting and dialect coach for nearly thirty years and when I first met Don, I couldn't believe he was throwing away his talent on foolish action films. He was one of the most naturally talented guys I ever met and I convinced him to give up film and TV to become a real actor. Over the last decade, he has become one of the most respected stage actors in America and I was not in favor of him coming back to TV."

Don laughed. "That's an understatement! We nearly divorced over this."

Now, Vivian laughed. "Well, that's not true, but I wasn't happy."

She continued, "My biggest concern with Don and TV was that no one would stand up to him and challenge him, emotionally. I was afraid he'd look too broad, emotionally, and come off as staid or overbearing, but, you, young lady... I see a depth in your character that is
overwhelming. When he's on screen with you, he has to fight to gain the attention of the audience - even me, Bianca. I couldn't keep my eyes off of you. And the scenes that two of you improvised... dear God, Bianca, your dialog was better than the writers'! That scene when you said you hated your mother for dying... I've watched that scene at least a dozen times since last night and I can't see a hint of anything but sincerity on your face or in your body language, Bianca. Honestly, you are the first leading lady who has ever offered Don an emotional challenge. Whatever you're doing, you're doing it right, dear. Please, honey, never, never stop doing it."

There was silence around the table, till Ed put his arm around John and kissed his cheek. "What do you say to Vivian, Beebs?"

John breathed for the first time in what seemed like an hour. "Wow, Mrs Ferry..."

"Viv, honey."

"... Viv... I'm speechless, I think. Thank you. That's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me."

"She's right, Bebe," Don leaned back and took in the group he referred to as 'The Massachusetts Mafia.' "The three of you are amazing individually, and as a group, the four of us can be a sensation. And Bebe, no matter what happens, you're destined to do huge things. Just stay clear of drugs, sex and scandals and remain true to your art and I promise you, you will own this town in less than a decade."

Although he enjoyed the compliments, these predictions scared the heck out of John. There was a lot to consider and he didn't really have the means to process all of this. "Thanks, Don." John huffed a little air, then shook his head. "I really don't know what to say."

"Don't say anything, angel," Don reached over and took John's hand in his, "just let us ride your coattails for awhile, ok?"

John shrugged. "Ok, I guess."

"Alright," Don clapped his hands and pulled an iPad out. "We've heard from the harshest critic, now let's see what the press has to say about out little show."

For the most part, all of the reviews were positive and in every case, the newcomers were given warm welcomes. Don got hit hard by a few reviewers who felt that he was just an action-star that was trying to become a legit-actor. None of that seemed to phase him, though. In fact, he seemed amused by them.

The brunch stretched to over three hours of relaxed conversation and discussions about where the show should be headed, until, finally, as 1:30 rolled around, Ed said, "Well, Don, Vivian, I'm afraid that we need to get going. Bebe has a dance lesson at the studio in a half an hour."

Don stood and shook Ed's hand, "Ed, congratulations on your first big hit. You have a big future in this business, buddy. Are you happy you decided to give it a shot?"

"More than I can say," he laughed and gave Vivian, who had also stood to say goodbye, a kiss on the cheek. "It was nice to finally meet you, Viv."

"Rosie, Rosie, Rosie," Don said as he gave her a hug, "my grownup girl. Congratulations to you, too. Oh, you're going to be such a big star! So pretty! So talented."

"Thanks, Don. Thanks for everything, including brunch! Thank you, too, Viv. I really appreciate the constructive criticism." They embraced as well.

"And Bebe." He squeezed John in a crushing hug. "I swear, you are an answer to my prayers, sweetheart! You elevated this show more than you can understand."

John's New England humbleness was making him feel a bit embarrassed by the amount of compliments he'd been receiving, lately, but Don seemed very sincere. "Thanks, Don. I can't tell you how much I'm learning from you."

"Oh, pfft," Don scoffed. "I'm just an old hack, baby. You're the future. Stay focused, angel, and you'll be the next Meryl. I can feel it."

John laughed at that as he turned to Vivian. "Thank you for lunch, Mrs Ferry."

Viv laughed. "I guess I'm not going to get you to call me by my first name, am I?"

John smiled and shrugged.

"Think about what I said, Bebe," Vivian examined John's face and moved some stray hairs in a very maternal manner. "Bebe is almost too-cute for an actress of your abilities. Bianca is a good, strong name. Consider using it."

John giggled a bit, "I hate that name. It seems so... old lady-ish."

"Really?" Vivian laughed. "See, I think it's exotic and sexy. Makes me think of Bianca Jagger."

Don laughed. "Honey, Bianca Jagger IS an old lady, now! Besides, I doubt that Bebe has any idea who Mick Jagger is, let alone Bianca. They've been divorced for, what, forty years!? I think 'Bebe' suits her just fine."

Vivian completed her examination of John's face. "I suppose it does," she smiled. "You're almost too cute to be as talented as you are. Cute girls usually just rely on being cute. You're something very different."

"You've said a mouthful," Don joked as he put a hand on John's shoulder and guided him towards Ed. They said their final goodbyes.

"No, no, no!" Chloe stopped dance routine. "I swear to God, Bianca, I am going to cut those hands off of your arms if you can't make them move more delicately!"

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" John took deep breaths. Chloe had been running him ragged for over three hours and she had not smiled once. John felt miserable. He hated failing and that's what he was doing now.

He was surprised when he looked up and saw his instructor with a bemused smile on her face. "Alright, honey, let's call it a day. You've actually done quite well, today. I can tell you've been practicing the exercises I gave you, which is a good thing, and your foot work is very good, considering this is only your third lesson, but, honey, PLEASE go onto YouTube and look at some of the dancers I listed for you. Look at their arms and hands, and try to emulate their actions."

"Yes, ma'm," John nodded and reached for a towel to wipe his face.

"By the way, Bebe," Chloe said as she moved to her desk, "I watched your show."

John pulled on the little dance skirt. "Oh? Thank you for watching it, Miss. I hope you enjoyed it."

The teacher smiled and indicated that John should sit. "Bebe, I enjoyed every second of it. It was wonderful! Don Ferry was wonderful and you, young lady, were absolutely wonderful! Bebe, I am so impressed with you! You were just... well, wonderful."

John smiled humbly and blushed. "Thank you, Miss. That's very nice of you to say."

"And it is true, dear," the teacher smiled, but, suddenly, a cloud came over her face. "Bebe... I probably shouldn't say this to you, but... well... I was in your position once and I... well, to be honest, I threw it all away because I was stupid and, well... maybe if I tell you this, you can avoid the same problems."

John sat silently and waited.

"Bianca... Bebe... I came out here from Arkansas when I was eighteen. Besides being a very good dancer, I could sing and act, a little - certainly not as well as you, but as well as most people. Anyway, I got a few walk-ons and some commercials and, after about a year, I got onto an established sitcom. I was a weekly-recurring character and I thought that I'd made it. From here on out, I was living on Easy Street. You see where I'm headed with this?"

John nodded. "Yes, Miss. I think I do. You're saying that, even though I lucked into this show, that can go away and maintaining a career is hard."

Chloe shook her head and smiled. "No, honey, although you are correct, my career ended because I'm an idiot. I was in my early twenties, making, if you'll excuse the expression, a shit-ton of money playing a hardworking college student in a top rated show, but I also started spending more than I made, drinking and taking drugs... lots of drugs. I got pregnant and got thrown off the show. I went from making more every week than my father made in a year, to selling everything I had just to stay alive."

John gasped. "Miss... I'm so sorry."

She scoffed, "Don't be, Bebe. I did it to myself, and I've reconciled to that. I'm clean and sober, now, but it's a struggle and we don't all have a redemptive second act, like Robert Downey Jr did. Some of us just disappear and that's hard."

There was silence.

"Bebe, about two, two and a half years ago, I fell off the wagon and I fell hard. Really hard. I lost my son, who has developmental problems, for a while and I nearly lost my job here. If they'd found out, they definitely would have fired me - they'd probably fire me, still. It was a really bad time for me. There were police and courts involved, Bebe. It was a real nightmare and I hope it's all behind me."

Oh, Miss... I don't know what to say... I'm... well, if I can help in any way..."

"Bebe, Bebe," the teacher laughed sadly at the misunderstanding, "I am not asking for help. I'm offering some. See, when you have a secret, someone is, eventually, going to find out what it is and that's what happened to me. Your Theater teacher at Notre Dame, in fact, knows that I had a relapse and this has given her some power over me, but it's time to put an end to all that. Later today, I'm going to my supervisor and I'm going to tell her everything and I'll see what happens from there. Maybe they'll understand... probably, they won't, but, at least, it'll all be over."

She looked sad and nervous as she finished. "I'm sorry, Bianca, I shouldn't have told you all of this. Please, forgive me, but I just hope that you may be able to learn how to protect yourself. It's a tough, tough business, Bianca, and you need to always have a defense plan."

"Miss Chloe," John said, "I don't know exactly what to say, but... well... does you decision to talk to your supervisor have anything to do with me and Miss Stephanie."

Chloe breathed a heavy sigh, "Well, yes and no. What I mean is, Stephanie seems to have it in for you, dear. I don't know why, but she's out to get you and, yes, she tried to enlist me in dredging up information she could use against you, and, to be perfectly honest, I considered it. I know how that sounds, Bianca, but I have a son with special needs to consider..." tears gathered in Chloe's eyes and emotion choked her voice. "Oh, Bebe, I have made a mess of my life and my son's, but I can't help her to destroy yours, too, so... I've made up my mind - This all ends, today." She stood, but the fit, strong dancer looked broken and frail.

John came around the desk, slowly, and, tentatively embraced his dance teacher. "No, Miss, please. Let me talk to Don. He's been in the business for decades. He'll know what to do."

Chloe hugged him tightly. "I don't think so, Bebe. Why would Don Ferry help me. I've never even met him, and he's known to be squeaky-clean. I'm just a junky who can't keep her life together."

"No, that's not true. Don's a sympathetic guy and you're a person who's lived a tough life and, I don't know, stumbled, I guess, along the way. Don will help you if I ask him. I know he will. Let me call him."

An hour and a half later, Don, Ed, Rose and a woman named Kim had joined John and Chloe in the studio. Kim, who was Chloe's immediate supervisor in the Talent Development Department, said, "So, let me get this straight... this woman," she checked her notes, "Stephanie, from the tutorial service, has threatened to tell us that you had a relapse, what, three years ago?"

"Nearly, yes," Chloe said.

"And in return for her silence she wanted you to do what?"

"Well, pass on any information I could find out about Bebe, or her uncle or cousin, and she even suggested that I offer her pain killers if she complained about any soreness from dancing."

Kim wrote a few notes, then she looked at John. "And why, exactly, would this woman want to get information about you, Bianca?"

"I don't know," John said. "I don't know why, but she has never liked me."

"I think I may have an answer for you," a voice came from the other side of the room. The man who'd spoken the words was a fifty-ish man in a smart, dark blue suit.

"This is Hank Miller," Don stood and shook the man's hand. "Thanks for coming, Hank. Hank is probably the best private investigator in LA. I asked him to take a look at Miss Stephanie's life to see if he could fine out anything."

"And you've found something this quickly?" Rose asked.

"Well, to be honest, your 'Miss Stephanie' is not a very skilled criminal - she has been prolific, but she's pretty sloppy." Hank explained. "Evidently, she's been making a nice extra-income blackmailing a number of people, most of whom are second and third tier actors working regularly in television. Judging by the buzz around Bianca, here, if she could have gotten her hooks into her, this early in her career, then she could have had a very long and profitable payday. Here's a list of the people we currently know of who are paying her hush money." He handed the list to Kim.

"Good God!" She said as she read the list, "at least a third of these people are under contract to this studio! Why is this the first I've heard of this!?"

"Blackmail's a very personal crime," Hank shrugged. "Most people would rather pay than explain that they have something to hide."

"Well, Chloe, you did the right thing, letting me know," Kim took out her cell phone and called the studio's attorney.

After she spoke for a good five minutes of more, she turned to Hank and said, "Our legal department is going to look into all of this. What do you suggest we do, now?"

Hank shrugged. "I'd suggest that we get LAPD involved and then, we wait."

"Wait for what?" Ed asked.

"For them to move forward or for Miss Stephanie to make a mistake. One way or another, though, I expect that she will be taking to a policeman pretty damned soon."

"Try this one. Blue looks nice on you," MK handed yet another dress into the fitting room. This one had an Asian design. Very tight with a notched collar and high slits on the side.

"I can't wear this," John handed the dress back out, "I don't have the boobs, butt or hips for this style."

"I have a dress like this and I look fine in it," MK pushed it back towards him.

"She's right," Ella took the dress away. "She'd look like a little boy in that. You've got, like, the third biggest boobs in our grade. Besides, that's way too formal to wear to a lacrosse game."

"I'd wear it to a game," MK considered the dress on the hanger.

"You'd wear a prom dress to burger joint. The rest of us dress appropriately." Ella laughed at her friend.

"I like the second one I tried on. I'm going to try that one, again." John called out. "Besides, the debit card my mom gave me will only let me spend three hundred dollars a day. Most of these dresses are really pricey and I still need to get shoes and a bag. The second one I tried on is only eighty-five dollars."

"No," MK protested from outside the fitting room, "you look like a child in that. You need to look sexy. You're going steady, now! You don't want him to lose interest!"

"I'm meeting his mother for the first time, MK! I don't want her to think I'm trying to seduce her son!"

"But you are, Bebe, and he needs to know it! You're not even planning on wearing a sexy costume to the St Matthew's Halloween party!"

"She's got a point there, Bebe," Ella contributed. "I've never heard of the boy's mother picking out the costumes before. She might have you dressed like a nun."

"Argh!" John growled from the fitting room. "You guys aren't helping!"

"Come on, girl," MK persisted, "at least try this one on. The slits are nice and high. He'll love it."

"Are you having any problems, girls?" Rose asked as she approached with a small bag in her hand.

"Kinda," Ella shook her head. "MK wants Bebe to dress like a Rodeo Drive hooker and Bebe wants to dress like Holly Hobbie. That's all."

"Besides," MK said, looking at the dress John had just rejected, "she needs to be sexy at the lacrosse game. She has no idea what costumes his mother picked out for the Halloween Dance, but she know HIS MOTHER picked them out, so... there's that to consider."

Rose laughed. "I'm sure that she's picked out lovely costumes. She wouldn't want Blaine to be embarrassed." Then, knocking on the door, she said, "Honey, I'm coming in, ok?"

As she opened the door, John called back, "Ok."

He was standing in his purple bra and panty set, fussing with the second dress he'd tried on. It was an off white, Rose called it 'tea stained,' cotton sheath that had little, beige polka dots on it and a small, braided, leather belt sat at its high waist.

"Ok, honey," Rose said, "I got you something to wear underneath." She held out a new bra, with less padding than what he'd normally worn.

"What's this for?" John asked.

The bra had soft, molded cups, but no extra padding. "I noticed last night, that your breasts are coming in nicely. I think you're up to at least an 'A' cup now. Let's try it on and see. It's going to be more comfortable and natural looking than the padded one."

It had been months since John had felt anything erotic about wearing women's clothing. At this point, they weren't 'women's clothes' at all; they were just 'clothes,' but something about this particular change in bra style was giving him butterflies in his tummy.

Rose must have seen it and said, "Here. Let me help you."

She undid the hook and eyes at the back of the bra he was wearing and slid it down his arms, then turned him towards the mirror. "A girl's first grown up bra is a big day for her, honey. Look, you're becoming a real young woman."

John looked at himself in the mirror. He'd become very used to the budding growths on his chest, but had not paid an awful lot of attention to them, lately. Now, there was no denying that he had breasts. Actual, unavoidably noticeable breasts that sat pert and pretty on his chest.

Rose held the new bra open for him and he slid his arms in and she pulled it up and into place. She fastened it in the rear, then reached into the cups to settle them in correctly. The bra held him firmly and shaped him perfectly. His breasts were still smaller than the prosthetics he'd worn as Bianca, but this was different - very different. These were his. He could feel the softness and lovely, hugging support of the garment and it created a very modest, but very real cleavage that he found extraordinary. Obviously, he knew that this would eventually happen, but it was quite a surprise that it'd happened so quickly.

Then something odd happened. Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed a reflection in a mirror on the side wall of the fitting room. It was just the soft curve of the underside of his breast as it curved back towards his chest. The bra held it so perfectly and the breast filled the bra so femininely. It was a sight he'd glimpsed through gapped shirts a million times before, but this was different. Incredibly different.

"Bebe," Rose whispered worriedly, waking him from his trance, "You're not wearing your gaff."

"Huh? What? No. It's not always comfortable, so I don't wear it when I don't have too."

"Well, I've got news for you, little girl... you have to!"

John followed her gaze to see his purple panties with the pretty lace on them being stretched in a very unfeminine manner.

"Oh, shit!" He whispered.

"Well, push it down, or something! Quickly!"

"Hey guys," Ella I knocked on the door.

John's hand slapped over his mouth, "Oh, shit! Oh, shit! Oh, shit!" He whispered in a total panic.

Rose held up her hands indicating that he should relax.

"What is it, Ella?" Rose called out.

"Are you going with the Holly Hobbie dress, 'cause if you are, MK and I will go look for a nice bag to go with it."

"Um, yes," Rose sounded relieved. "She's taking the tea-stained one. See if you can find a bag that is brown and has some braiding on it, like the belt on the dress, ok?"

"Ok. We're going to Crawford's. It's a few doors down, on the left. We'll meet you there."

"Perfect. Thanks, hon!"

She returned her gaze to John, who's erection had, if anything, gotten even more noticeable. Now, there was a gap at the waistband and his penis could be see in the silky panties.

"Can't you, you know, soften it, again?"

John shook his head. "I'm sorry, but... no."

"Oh, geez," Rose shook her head like a disgusted mother, then reached into her pocketbook and pulled out a small poach of tissues. "I never thought I'd need theses for this... especially in a fitting room. Thank God these are full sized doors, but you're going to need to be quiet, do you understand me?"

John nodded.

"Then, take off your panties. I don't want you to mess those up."

He stepped out of the panties, a blossoming woman on top, a grown man on the bottom. "I swear to God, Bebe, if you ever leave the house without a gaff on again, I'll pull you over my knee and spank you till you can't sit for a month."

That just made matters worse.

Rose began to run her hand up and down his shaft, but the noises from the store were startling and frightening John. The fear of getting caught was very exciting, but it was a very real and palpable fear that interrupted his concentration.

"Come on, sweetheart," Rose whispered, "we need to do this quickly."

"I know," he closed his eyes and tried to concentrate, "but the noise is distracting me."

Rose moved closer and kissed his cheek while she continued to stroke him. "Just listen to my voice," she cooed into his ear. "Just be a good girl and cum for Rosie."

It was no use, though. He was excited and wanted to explode, but each time he came close, he was distracted by a cough, or laugh, or a loud voice, just outside the door to the fitting room.

"I can't," John whispered through his heavy breathing.

Rose moved even closer, enveloping him in her presence. "Yes, you can, my little one. Don't listen to anything, but me. There's no sound, but my voice. Concentrate on how big and strong my hand feels on your dinky." She gave his shaft a quick, slightly more aggressive, pull to get his attention. "Doesn't my big, strong, soft hand feel nice on you?"

He panted and nodded.

"You've gotten so small, Bebe. So, so small. Do I feel bigger to you?"

"Yes," his voice barely audible.

"Yeah?" She felt him stiffen a bit. "You like being a pretty, little thing, though, don't you? You like being Blaine's little girlfriend."

He stiffened more and she thought she felt a twitch as well.

"That's right. Think about Blaine. Imagine my hand is his hand. Imaging how much bigger his tool would be than your dinky. Being such a pretty, little girl, you'd love to be with a big, handsome boy like Blaine, wouldn't you?"

John's breaths became deeper and more strained.

"Have him hold you and play with your nipples and dinky."

His round, new breasts heaved in his pretty, lacy, new bra.

"Then you'd kneel in front of him; get down on your knees and lick your lips and you'd see his big, young, powerful tool, staring at you."

He pumped his hips to increase the friction from her hand.

"Then you'd be a really good girl, wouldn't you, and good girls make their men happy, don't they?"

John's skin was hot, damp and reddening.

"What do good girls do to make their men happy? Huh? What do they do?"

He could not have spoken a coherent word if he'd wanted to.

"They open their mouths and accept the gift the man offers. Open your mouth, little girl. Open wide."

Eyes closed and hips bucking, John let his mouth fall open, allowing Rose access. She leaned down and used her tongue to penetrate past John's lips, filling his mouth with herself.

Suddenly, John's hips slammed against Roses hand one last time and he came with so much force that he nearly passed out. Had his mouth not been filled with Rose's tongue, he would have shrieked like a woman in a thrill of sexual rapture.

Slowly, Rose withdrew from him and, as she loosened her grip and John sank onto the bench, she straightened herself and looked down at the spent child in front of her. Bebe's eyes were closed and she was struggling to gain control of her breathing.

And SHE was definitely Bebe.

Despite the very masculine discharge, John was gone - forever. Rose knew that the fame that had already been showered on them because of their work on a show, which had already gained a following, a real relationship with John was going to be difficult, but now she knew that John was gone. At one time, she could bring John nearly to orgasm with a smile. Now, she had to indulge his girlish fantasies about his boyfriend to get him off.

The whole event hadn't been a girlfriend giving her boyfriend a hand-job. It had been an older cousin helping her younger, female, cousin with an embarrassing, female-problem.

She was sad that John was gone, but happy that she had the relationship she had with her little cousin and that made her smile. She stilled loved this little girl. Just differently.

The door bell rang at EXACTLY 11:00 on Saturday morning. Ed checked the video monitor and saw Blaine's image Looking back at him.

"Morning, Blaine. Come on up."

"Is she almost ready?" He asked Rose.

Rose shrugged and laughed, "I think so. Honestly, I've never seen her so nervous. I mean, she's been through auditions, opening, going to school, homecoming dances, but meeting his mom seems to have her ready to cry."

Ed laughed in sympathy. "Do you suppose that's partially the hormones?"

"I'm sure, but she needs to tone it down or she'll make herself sick. Believe me, I know. I've been there. I've met several boyfriend-mothers and each has been a horror show."

There was a knock on the door.

"Blaine," Ed smiled as he opened the door, "Good to see you! You must be Joanne." He extended his hand as the woman entered the room.

"Oh, yes, hi, I'm Blaine's mom, Joanne, and I know who you are! Hi, Mr. McNeal. I just loved your show the other night. Oh, you were so good."

"Oh, well, thank you... and this is Bebe's cousin, Rose."

"Hi, Joanne, nice to meet you," Rose extended her hand as well, but Joanne hugged her instead.

"Oh, my, you are even more beautiful in real life."

"Well..." both the hug and the compliment threw Rose a bit off balance. "Thank you."

"Sorry, guys," Blaine grinned, "but my mom is a little star-struck. I recorded your show and she's watched it, like, a dozen times. She really loved it."

"Oh, I did, I did." Joanne laughed and smiled.

"Well, that's very nice of you," Ed chuckled. This really was the first time anyone had ever been star-struck to see them. "Won't you have a seat? I'll go see how our girl is doing."

"Yes, please relax, but, Ed, why don't you get them a drink and I'll check on Beebs." She looked at Joanne, "She's a little stressed about meeting you. You know how it is - meeting the boyfriend's mom. I'll be right back."

Oh, please," Joanne laughed. "She's a star, for crying out loud. I'm nervous about meeting her!" She laughed louder.

"All set, Beebs?" Rose asked as she looked into the bedroom, but John was not ready. His dress was laid neatly on his bed and his shoes sitting below it. "Beebs?" She called as she closed the door behind her.

"In here," John called from the bathroom.

Rose looked in to see him sitting on the toilet seat cover. "Honey, Blaine and his mom are here. What are you doing?"

"My hair looks awful and the girls were right, my dress makes me look like Holly Hobbie." His eyes were red-rimmed. He'd obviously been crying.

Rose leaned against the sink and waited for John to say more, but he just looked at the floor.

"Honey," Rose said as soothingly as possible, "what's wrong?"

"I don't know. I guess I'm just feeling... off. And to make matters worse, I have a pimple."

Rose chocked back the giggle she felt. "Well, as for feeling 'off,' the doctor said that you might have days like that because of your hormone treatments. Believe me, baby, I feel 'off' for a bunch of days every month. She says that the best thing to do on those days is to look your best and carry on. She says you'll feel better later in the day. And as for the pimple, where is it."

"Right here. It's huge." John pointed to his hair line on the right side of his face.

Rose inspected and found a moderately small, white-head. "This is nothing. I'll pop it for you."

"No, you'll make it all red and... OUCH!!!"

"Oh, hush, you big baby. It's all gone, now. Come on, let's get you ready."

Rose took his hand and led him back into the bedroom, then held the tea-stained, polka-dot dress open so John could insert his arms and head. Then she buttoned the small buttons up his back. "I think this is an adorable dress, and you look very pretty in in. Don't let the girls get into your head."

"Rose?" John sounded concerned.

"Yes, baby?"

"What if the costume is, like, too 'womanly' for me?"

"'Womanly?' What do you mean by that?"

"You know... too... busty or revealing... too... womanly."

This time she couldn't hold back the giggle. "Honey, Blaine's mom didn't pick out a 'sexy nurse' costume for you. She picked out something that you and Blaine will look nice in, together. And as for being 'womanly,' honey, you have the same curves as any other girl your age."

John looked at her and rolled his eyes.

"You know what I mean. The same curves as any other fourteen year old. You are wearing a gaff, though, right?"

John nodded.

Rose ran his hair through a beige head band and grabbed a brush and began brushing his wavy, black hair down his neck and back. "Good. Now, look in the mirror. You know what I see? I see a very pretty girl, who's smart and talented and ready to go out and meet her boyfriend's mom." She finished brushing and kissed his cheek. "Ready?"

"I guess," he huffed.

"Joanne," Rose said as she entered the living room with John in tow, "this is my cousin, Bebe."

"Hi," John waved and smiled, a bit embarrassed.

"Oh, my dear," Blaine's mother stood and crossed to John, "You're even more beautiful in real life than you are on TV!" She hugged John tightly. "Oh, I've heard so much about you from Blaine! No wonder he's so taken with you!"

"Mom! Come on!" Blaine protested.

"Oh, stop it, Blaine." She waved him off and took a step back to take in John completely, but she held each of his hands in each of hers and spread his arms so she could complete her inspection. "All I've heard since homecoming is 'Bebe this,' and 'Bebe that...' I'm telling you, dear, that boy is in love with you!"

"Mom!" Blaine put on elbow on the arm of the chair he was sitting in and dropped his forehead down in the classic, teenager body language for, 'I can't believe my mother is saying these things.'

Ed patted his shoulder, "Tough it out, big guy. Moms are moms. Mine was the same way."

Blaine sighed and, on Ed's cue, stood and followed him to where his mother was praising John.

"She's just perfect, Blaine," Joanne said, never taking her eyes off of John. "Treat her well. This one's a keeper."

Finally she released John's hands. Blaine, immediately, took John's left hand in his right and whispered, "Sorry."

John just shrugged and smiled. He'd met Blaine's mom and she seemed to like him, so - phase one was complete.

The ride to Blaine's game was a bit awkward. Joanne, and she insisted that John call her Joanne, asked John a million questions about home and school and the TV show and Ed and Rose, while Blaine, strong, confident Blaine sat in the back seat with John and just smiled and shook his head at his mom's exuberance.

"Not Boston, ma'm, Worcester. It's about 35 miles west of Boston. Right in the middle of the state."

"I'm a freshman."

"I've been acting my whole life. There's lots of theater troupes in Massachusetts."

"Ed's a family friend, not my real uncle."

"Don's very nice. I don't know if I could arrange for you to meet him, though. I'll see what I can do."

"We all got really lucky. We were all in the same production and Don saw it."

Blaine just rolled his eyes.

Finally, when there was a break in the questioning, Blaine said, "Look, Bebe, when we get to the field, I gotta grab my stuff and get into the locker room. You're going to be ok with my mom, though, right?"

"Of course she'll be ok with me, Blaine." His mother answered for John. "Don't worry, I won't let anything happen to your precious girl." She 'tsk-ed' at him and shook her head.

Again, he just rolled his eyes.

"I'll be fine," John smiled. "Your mom's very nice."

"Thank you, Bebe!" Joanne laughed.

"Yeah? Wait till you get to know her, better," Blaine said, very loudly.

"Oh, you!"

John had never seen a lacrosse game before. It was really just for prep school guys back in Massachusetts. Well, of course, Blaine was a prep school boy, but John wasn't really a part of the preppie life back home. It didn't take long to figure out the rules, though, and it was very clear that Blaine played very well - better than most, in fact. John soon found himself engrossed with the game and impressed with Blaine's abilities.

During a break in the action, John and Joanne walked down to the concession stand and got bottles of water and hot dogs.

"Oh, this hotdog is SO GOOD!" John said, a bit too enthusiastically.

Joanne laughed. "It's ok, I guess."

"Oh, but I haven't had a hotdog in months."

"On a diet for the show?"

"On a diet for life, I think."

"But you're so small, dear. Are they really that strict?"

"Not them as much as me. I was bigger. I feel better when I'm smaller."

Joanne had no response, so they walked along.

"Blaine's really good at lacrosse," John made small talk.

"He is, but he's showing off a little for you, today, too," Joanne confided. "I'm not kidding, Bebe, I think that Blaine is head-over-heels in love with you. You've stolen that boy's heart. Have you had a lot of boyfriends?"

"No," he said, honestly, "Blaine is the first boy I ever dated."

"Oh, my. That does surprise me."

"Really? Why?"

"Well, because you're so pretty, I guess. I assumed you'd had boyfriends back home, too."

John blushed. "You're very nice, but I'm not nearly as pretty as Rose or my sister, Nancy. As a matter of fact, until last summer, I don't think anyone ever called be pretty. I was just a plain tomboy. Things changed fast, though."

"Well, they musty have," Joanne guided John back to his seat, "because you are gorgeous, Bebe. I mean it. Now, later, when I show you my costume choices for you, I hope that you'll let me fuss over you a little. I never had a girl to help get ready."

John smiled. He remembered how his mother had enjoyed being able to fawn all over him when he'd first become Bianca. Must be a mother thing. "I'll be very grateful for any help you can give me, Mrs... I mean, Joanne. Thank you."

Joanne noticed the little round ball hanging from the chain around John's neck and she smiled. "Do you like the necklace that Blaine gave you?"

"Oh," John held the chain, allowing the ball to be displayed, "I love it! I haven't had it off since he gave it to me. There's even a scene in the first episode where you can see it."

Joanne took a nibble of her hotdog. "I tried to talk him into something bigger, but the moment he saw that, he said, "No. This is what Bebe likes.' I guess he's right."

"Yeah," John shrugged. "I guess he is."

St Marks won by several points. Honestly, John had lost track, but he'd enjoyed watching Blaine play and seeing his muscular legs in the uniform shorts had been exciting, too. More than once, he'd found himself concentrating on Blaine's legs and rear end, rather than the game.

When the game ended, Joanne and John waited by the locker room entrance until Blaine came out. Then, they both applauded for their favorite player, but Blaine surprised John when, without any warning, he picked him up, swung him around and planted a long, passionate kiss on his lips."

"Blaine! You mom!" John chastised the boy even as he giggled at Blaine's impetuousness.

"Don't worry, I'll kiss her, too," Blaine smiled that big, handsome smile. "Did you like the game?"

"I did," John laughed, his boyfriend's arms still wrapped tightly around his upper legs, supporting him in the air.

"And did you watch me play?"

"Yes, of course I did, Blaine. Please put me down."

"Nope. Not until I get another kiss."

"Blaine..."

"Nope. No kiss, no walking. I'll carry you everywhere." He started running around the area, recklessly.

"Alright, Alright!" John leaned down and kissed Blaine, full on the lips. It was a nice kiss. It made him shiver.

"Nice game, dude!" Another player called, as Blaine was lowering John to the ground.

"Thanks, Deke!" Blaine waved. "Hey, this is her. The girl I told you about."

"She's hot, dude. See ya at the dance!"

"Cool!" Blaine waved to his friend.

"I'm hot?" John asked as he straightened his dress

"You are," Blaine beamed with pride. "I hope that didn't embarrass you."

"I guess not," John shrugged.

"Good, cause I have to kiss my mom, now."

Blaine turned to his mother and planted a kiss on her cheek.

"You played very well, Blaine, but don't tease Bebe. It's rude." Joanne scolded.

"Oh, she likes it," he smiled. He had one of those smiles that God gave to some people to keep them from ever getting into trouble, and Blaine obviously used it on his mother every day. She knew it, but what could she do. He was a good boy and had a good heart.

They drove to the home that Blaine and his mother shared with Joanne's husband. It was a very opulent home. As nice as Ella's House, possibly nicer, certainly more tasteful.

"I'm going to take a quick swim before I shower," Blaine smiled as he led John into the house, "wanna join me?"

"Oh," John stuttered over his words for a moment, "Umm... I wish you'd told me. I would have brought a swim suit, but..."

"There's plenty of bathing suits, come on," Blaine grabbed John's hand and started jogging towards the pool, with John in tow.

The pool enclosure was as opulent as the house. It was, essentially, a large oval comprised of sliding doors and a steeply pitched roof. Inside, there was a huge pool with at least fifteen feet of patio area surrounding it on all sides. At one end, there was a restroom with changing rooms on each side and a huge bar with a well stocked, locked liquor cabinet mounted on the wall.

"Wow!" John gasped as he entered. He knew that Blaine was rich, but... wow!

"Here," Blaine showed John the chest of drawers in one of the dressing rooms. "Just pick one that fits. I'll get changed in the next room and I'll meet you in the pool!" He kissed John's cheek and bounced out of the room, closing the door behind him.

"Wait!" John pulled the door open and called after him. "I need your help."

Blaine came back, "Sure. What can I do?"

John turned, then pulled his long, wavy, dark hair to the side. "I... um... could you... would you mind unbuttoning the buttons? I can't really do it myself. Well... I could, but it'd take forever..."

"Oh..." Blaine muttered. "Sure, I guess."

He was as gentle as he could be with the delicate, little buttons, but he was slower than Rose would have been. John could feel the boy's hands begin to shake as he worked the buttons through the holes and more of John's pale, perfumed skin appeared.

When he'd reached the seventh or eighth button, John said, "Thanks. I can manage from there."

He turned and looked at Blaine, who stood still with his face flushed and a little bit sweaty. "Oh... ok... Are you sure?"

John smiled and looked more coquettish than he could have ever imagined that he could, as he said, "I'm sure. I'm a big girl. I can undress myself. I just couldn't work the buttons that high. They're very small."

"Yeah... and flowers."

"What?" John asked.

"Oh, Umm... they're shaped like flowers. The buttons, I mean. They're... very... pretty."

"Oh," john waited for a moment, but Blaine didn't budge. "I think, maybe, you should go, now, so that I can get changed."

"Oh... sure... yeah, ok." Blaine laughed as he moved clumsily to the door, not quite sure what to do or say. He'd just touched Bebe in a more intimate way than he'd ever touched her before and his stomach was suddenly filled with butterflies. More than anything, he wanted to touch her more. To unbutton more of those cute little buttons. To completely undress her and worship her beautiful little body. "Ok..." he muttered again. "I'll be be taking my clothes off... Oh!... I mean getting changed in... umm... in that room over there, if you need any... Well, you won't need... umm... yeah... I'll just go now." And he turned and walked to the other changing room in the most awkward manner imaginable.

John smiled as he watched Blaine close the door to the other room. He'd never had this kind of impact on another person, before, and he found it... appealing. He liked that Blaine found him attractive. It made him feel... pretty.

John had gone swimming with Annie and Cassie back on the Cape, but that suit had a gaff sewn into it. He figured he'd have to wear his gaff under the suit, but that didn't work. When he tried on a nice, pink and blue one piece suit, he could see the outline of the undergarment through the thin material of the suit. No good.

When he tried the suit without the gaff, it looked like he had a massive camel-toe happening. No good, either.

In desperation, he returned to the drawer and pulled out another one piece suit he'd not seen before. This one was pink and white, but it also had a little swim-skirt sewn onto it. Nothing overly noticeable, but enough to cover his groin. Perfect!

He pulled it on and checked himself in the mirror. The suit was more revealing around the bust than John would have preferred, but, upon inspection, he liked the way that he looked, there. Son of a gun, he actually had pretty breasts!

When Blaine saw him walking out into the pool area, he stopped and looked at him. God, Bebe was a pretty girl. Her thighs were thin and shapely, her rear end was small, but tight and nicely curved, but her breasts, small and perfect, made his heart leap!

"You look... amazing," Blaine said.

"So do you," John smiled. Blaine's fit body looked very striking in his board shorts.

Blaine took John's hand and led him to the large, beautiful pool, but, just before they reached the steps, Blaine bent, quickly and pulled John up in the classic carrying-a-bride-across-the-threshold manner, causing John to let out a giggled squeal and to throw his arms around Blaine's neck to keep from falling.

"Holy cow, Blaine!" John giggled. "You were so quiet earlier. What's gotten into you?"

He smiled. "I know, sorry. I'm always wound up tight before a game, but I really get a buzz from winning! It makes me feel... powerful." He started down the stairs into the warm water of the pool.

Once John's bottom half was covered in water, he expected to be let go, but Blaine held him tight and continued to move him through the water. It was nice. John enjoyed it.

"Do you mind getting your hair wet?" Blaine asked.

"Do you have a hair dryer?"

"Of course."

"Then I don't mind."

Then, without warning, Blaine plunged the two of them under water. When they resurfaced, both were gasping and laughing.

"I like carrying you," Blaine smiled. "You're very light."

"I like being carried," and he did. It was nice to surrender to Blaine's strength. To be, in a way, taken.

They looked into each other's eyes for a long moment, until Blaine leaned forward and planted a very warm, gentle kiss on John's lips. Again, he felt a shiver run down his spine.

"I love you, you know," Blaine said, very quietly.

It made John smile. "I know." The soft, passionate statement of Blaine's affection made John feel warm and loved, but there was an undercurrent of guilt mixed in, too. John liked this boy - REALLY liked this boy - and that meant that, at some point, he needed to tell him some things.

Everything, in fact.

He felt a churning in his stomach. Now was as good a time as any.

"Blaine..."

"Yes?"

"There's somethings that... well... I think we should probably talk about..."

"I know, Bebe. You're only fourteen and maybe I'm rushing things on you, but it's true - I really do love you."

John searched for the right words. "I know, and I really feel strongly about you, too. I've never really dated a boy before and I've certainly never felt this way about a boy before and, well, it's all, just a lot for someone like me."

"I know, Bebe. I'm sorry. I'll back off - give you some space. I don't expect you to say it just because I do. I'm sorry. I'll be patient."

"Oh, Blaine," John sighed. "You're great, you know that, right? A girl couldn't ask for a nicer or more handsome guy. This is all just a lot for me to take in and process, though, because..."

John was interrupted by another soft kiss. This time it lingered and he felt himself melting in Blaine's arms.

"Alright, you two," Joanne's voice echoed in the pool enclosure. "Come on out and have some lunch. It's getting late. You won't have dinner till after eight. Come on." She placed a platter of cold meat, whole grain breads and salad fixings on a patio table near the pool, then took a seat herself, as John and Blaine climbed out of the pool.

"This looks great, mom. Thanks." Blaine grabbed some bread and meat, created a turkey sandwich in seconds and took a big, healthy bit of it.

"Thank you, Joanne. It looks delicious." John placed some romaine lettuce, spinach and some tomatoes on his plate and took small bites.

"Oh, that's a cute suit on you, Bebe," Joanne complimented. "I'm surprised you picked one with a skirt. Usually girls choose the skirt to cover up a little belly fat, but you certainly don't have to worry about that!"

John smiled and blushed a little. He glanced at Blaine who was shining a big smile back at him.

"I'm very excited to get to see you two in your costumes, later. I hope you like them. I have a friend who works in a costume supply house and she helped me pick out a couples-costume that I think is just perfect for you two."

"So when do we get to see what you've picked out?" Blaine asked through a bite of turkey sandwich.

"After lunch, you two dry off and then you can get into them. I'm so excited!" Joanne clapped her hands.

After lunch, John returned to the changing room where there was a shower. He rinsed off, then changed back into his gaff, panties and bra and began brushing hair, using a blow dryer and a barrel-brush to dry his hair.

"Excuse me, Bebe," John jumped when he heard Joanne's voice as she peaked in through the doorway.

"Oh! You scared me!" He laughed. He was so used to being in front of Rose or members of the costume department while he was just wearing his under things, that he didn't even feel the need to be shy.

"I'm sorry, sweetheart, but I brought you a robe." She handed him a short, white, nylon robe. "No need to get dressed, dear. You don't have to get your hair perfect, either. I have a wig for you."

He pulled on the robe and tied the belt. "Ok. I guess I'm ready, then."

"Wonderful," Joanne smiled. "Come with me." She took John's hand and led him through the house, stopping at photos of Blaine, or at trophies to explain the significance of each. She was very proud of her son and she enjoyed showing off his accomplishments.

When Joanne reached her bed room, she guided John to the chair in front of the vanity. "Just sit, dear. I'll tell you what, why don't you do your eyes? Your dress is blue, so keep that in mind."

While John did his eye makeup, Joanne twisted his hair and pinned it to his head as tightly as she could. She slipped a white wig-cap onto his head and smoothed it out.

Then, Joanne worked on his face for a while. "I'm not a pro, like you're used to," she said as she worked, "but I can do something simple, like this."

The end result was a nearly un-made-up Look with a good deal of girlish, pink blush on his cheeks. With his hair up under the wig-cap, he looked very young.

"Now, let's get this wig onto you," she said as she brought out a wighead bearing a human-hair wig with a similar cut to the style that John wore, but the wig was a honey-blonde. Joanne bobby-pinned the wig into place and said, "isn't that pretty? Now, you know how you'd look as a blonde."

John smiled. "I look like I could be Rose's sister instead of her cousin." He examined himself in the mirror. He definitely looked different, probably a little more of a classic-beauty, but he still preferred his dark hair. It made him more distinctive.

"Mom!" Blaine said as he walked into the open door of the bedroom. He was wearing a Victorian style maroon suit with a large, matching top hat. "I'm not sure I get what your concept is..."

He spotted John as a blonde and stopped dead. "Oh, Wow..." he mumbled.

"Isn't she pretty this way? Maybe you should consider changing to blonde hair, Bebe."

Just as John started to say, "No, the studio wouldn't allow it," he heard Blaine say, "No, she's much pretty with dark hair."

John smiled broadly. What a sweet thing to have said.

"You think so?" Joanne asked.

"Yes," Blaine answered, "but I see what your concept is, now. Good choice. I'll go finish getting ready."

As he left, Joanne looked at John again and said, "I don't know. I think you make a cure blonde. Stand up, angel."

Joanne held a pair of white tights open and guided them on to John's feet, then assisted as they worked them up John's body to sit just below his breasts. "Step over here, sweetheart."

John followed her instructions and she laid a full, but fairly short petticoat slip on the bed. "Here, honey, step into this so it doesn't ruin your hair."

Again, he followed directions and Joanne helped him into the garment, which sat with narrow, lacy straps on his shoulders and ended just at his knees. "Oh, that's perfect," Joanne smiled as she adjusted the slip on his body.

Next came a pair of ankle high, high heeled, white, Victorian boots. The two inch heel was very manageable and they were surprisingly comfortable. "Thank goodness those fit. They were my only concern." Joanne said.

"They fit fine. They're very comfortable."

"Excellent."

Next came a baby blue, cotton dress with a white satin, Peter-Pancollar. Joanne lowered it carefully over John and smoothed it over the petticoat slip. It sat just below his knees, about two inches lower than the petticoats. "Oh, perfect!" The puffy sleeves were trimmed in a very feminine, white lace and came just above his elbows. She buttoned the row of tiny buttons up his back.

"One last item," Joanne moved around to John's front and raised a very beautiful, pinafore style apron up his arms, then returned to behind him and tied a big, floppy knot in the back.

"There," Joanne pronounced him done. "Now, let's look in the mirror."

She walked him to the mirrored door of her closet and let him take it all in. The classic costume of a blue dress with a spreading skirt, the puffy, childish sleeves, the pristine white pinafore apron and little boots. He was perfect, but no matter where he put his hands, they were engulfed in skirts, so he folded them daintily in front of him.

He felt oddly little and little-girlish, too - but not in a bad way. In a very, very pleasant way.

"What do you think?" Joanne asked as she fussed with every detail.

"Oh, Joanne, it's just beautiful."

"Oh, I'm so happy that you like it. Alice has always been one of my favorite characters. I've always wanted to have a daughter that I could dress up like this and I cannot imagine a more beautiful Alice than you are, my dear."

John stared at himself. He really was Alice. Just a pretty, silly, little girl.

"Come on, Alice," Joanne put her arm around John's tiny shoulders, "let's go see if your Mad Hatter is ready."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 8

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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  • Posted by author(s)

Bebe in LaLa Land: 8

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

John goes to the Halloween party dressed as Alice in Wonderland and has a great time,
but he has a nagging feeling of guilt because he's keeping secrets from Blaine.
Miss Stephanie makes several more appearances, too.


 
Author's Note: As always, I LOVE TO READ YOUR REVIEWS! ~Clara.
 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 8 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
THE PRETTY LITTLE GIRLFRIEND -or- 'TIS LOVE, 'TIS LOVE, THAT MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND!
 

"Are you ready to see your 'Alice,' Mr Mad Hatter?" Joanne called down the hall to Blaine.

"I'll be right out!" he called back. "I'll meet you in the living room."

"Ok," Joanne was in heaven. Having a girl to fuss over seemed to be a source of absolute joy for her. "Come on, dear, just down the hall, to the right."

As they entered the large room with the sectional sofa and what had to be a one-hundred inch television mounted on the wall. John caught his reflection in the huge, black screen of the titanic television and swayed just a little to see the petticoated skirt sway. The dress was truly beautiful and well made and, unlike the petticoats he'd worn as Bianca, these were wide and playful - almost 'frothy' in the way that the dress played over them. It hung in such a lovely way and made him look absolutely adorable.

"It's very pretty, isn't it, dear?"

"It really is," John replied.

"I knew that it would be."

Probably due to the old fashioned design of the dress, he reverted to his Bianca curtsy.

"Oh, sweetie," Joanne clapped her hands together and held them near her chin, "that curtsy is just perfect for Alice. You must do that throughout the night!"

Before John, who was oblivious to the fact that he'd curtsied at all, could ask what she meant, Blaine entered in his meticulously made suit with the oversized top hat, which now bore a tag reading, "In this style 10/6."

"Wow," he said breathlessly. "You look... amazing. I mean it, Bebe, you look absolutely beautiful. Like Alice come to life."

Again, with no thought to it at all, John responded first with a curtsy. "Thank you. You look really cool, Blaine."

"Oh... thanks. It's pretty comfortable, too. Thanks mom. But I don't know if anyone will even recognize you, Bebe. You just look so... young and beautiful. Almost like a little girl."

"Is that a good thing?" John giggled.

"It's... a great thing."

"Ok, you two, let's get some pictures before you go!" Joanne grabbed her phone and guided the two young people towards the fireplace.

"Oh!" John said as a thought occurred to him. "I need my phone! Rose and Ed will want a picture."

"I'll grab your purse, dear," Joanne said. "Where did you leave it?"

"In the changing room, by the pool."

"Ok. I'll be right back. You two stay right where you are."

Joanne left. John looked at Blaine's costume - slightly comical, but very nicely cut and sewn. "You look very handsome." He smiled in that innocent way that Blaine adored.

"Yeah? I feel a little goofy next to you. You look... just amazing, Bebe."

"I look like a little girl in this. You even said so." He laughed. "It is pretty, though, isn't it?"

"I guess, but it's only pretty to me because you're wearing it." He bent down and kissed John with a soft, loving kiss. "Every time I see you, you're more beautiful. I don't know how you do it."

John felt a rush of warmth flow through his body. He smiled, again. "You're so sweet." Once again, he felt just a little pang of guilt. He knew he had to tell Blaine, but he wasn't going to ruin tonight. Tonight, he'd be Blaine's pretty, little girlfriend. That was all he needed to be.

"Here, sweetheart," Joanne handed John his purse. He fished in it for a moment, produced his phone, turned it on and handed it back to Joanne.

Joanne arranged them in front of the fireplace and stepped back. "Oh, you two are just adorable, together. Ok, now smile." She took several pictures with John's phone, then did the same with her own.

When she'd finished, she handed John his phone. "There's a pocket in the pinafore so you can carry a phone or a wallet with you, if you'd rather leave your purse at home," she told John. That made the costume even more perfect for John.

"I know it's not very elegant, but I will be your chauffeur this evening. We'll take the Mercedes, though, so you won't have to look this pretty and travel in my SUV." Joanne laughed at her own teasing. She was enjoying this evening even more than Blaine and John.

Getting into the back seat of the Mercedes sedan was a challenge unto itself. John's petticoats were so bounteous that he had difficulty sliding into the seat without creating an uncomfortable mound of fabric below him. Then, once he was seated, he had to pull his skirts in and hold them tightly so that the door could be closed. When Blaine got in beside him, he had to push the skirts to the side to make room for himself.

"Sorry," John smiled. "Almost as bad as a wedding dress, I guess."

"No problem," Blaine smiled.

When they arrived at Blaine's school, there were boys dressed as skeletons acting as doormen. One opened John's door, the rear door on the passenger side, while another ran around to help John. The skeleton offered John a hand as he rose daintily from the back seat. "M'lady," the skeleton said. It made John giggle.

John took Blaine's offered arm and they entered the school's function hall, which was amazingly well decorated with black and orange drapes, upshot, purple lights and projections of Halloween images high up on the wall.

"Wow!" John said to his escort. "You guys don't do anything halfway, do you?"

Blaine laughed. "I guess not. It's very different than back east. There's a lot of money in this school."

"Obviously," John laughed.

They sat at a table with Blaine's friends and their dates, some of whom John recognized from either the homecoming dance or from Notre Dame. All of the girls were juniors and seniors and all were dressed as sexy witches, as were many, many other upper class girls. Pointed hats and fishnet stockings were everywhere.

The girls all complimented John on his costume.

"Oh, you look so cute!"

"Your dress is adorable!"

"I love Alice in Wonderland! You look so sweet!"

"I could never look that cute!"

Blaine and his friends went to the bar area to get themselves and the girls soft drinks. On his way back, he ran into Ella, dressed as a 1920s flapper, and MK, dressed as Marilyn Monroe in a skin tight, silver sequined dress.

"Hi, Blaine!" Ella bounced up to him. "Where's Bebe?"

"Hey, Ella!" He smiled. "You look great! And MK... Wow! That's quite a dress!"

MK looked at John's costume. "So what are you supposed to be? The Greatest Showman?"

He laughed. "No. I'm The Mad Hatter." He continued his walk back to his table with both girls following.

"Oh, my God," Ella gasped. "Don't tell me she came as a rabbit!?"

"Not quite," he laughed. "There she she is." He gestured to the table.

"Where?" MK asked, not recognizing her friend with the blonde wig.

"Oh, no," Ella said, dramatically, "she actually came as Hollie Hobbie."

"What?" Blaine laughed. "No. She's Alice. I'm The Mad Hatter and she's Alice."

"She looks like an eight year old," MK said to Ella in a loud voice.

"I know," Ella replied.

"She looks absolutely perfect," Blaine said a bit defensively.

Both girls took double-takes from John, back to Blaine and back to John again. "Seriously?" MK asked. "You think she looks 'perfect' like that?"

Blaine's smile was sincere. "I do. You guys look sexy and all, but for me, Bebe is perfect, no matter what."

"Ok...?" Ella said, her voice trailing higher in an audible question mark. "If you like her that way, then... great!"

"Come on," MK grabber her friend's hand and they hustled, as quickly as their very high heels would allow, over to the table, where John stood to greet them with a big smile.

"You guys look amazing!" John said, honestly. "You both look so tall in those heels! And MK, you look... well, I know that Rose and Ed would never let me dress like that! Not that I have the equipment to pull it off." They all laughed at that.

"I got it, so I might as well show it off," MK teased. In their platform heels, they were each a couple of inches taller than John.

Ella circled John. "This is quite a get-up you're wearing, Bebe. I think it's interesting that your boyfriend's mother made you look like a child to go to a party with her son."

"Maybe we could discuss this in our 'Psych' class," MK joined.

"Very funny," John laughed. "I like it. I think it's a beautiful dress and I like the Alice stories."

"I like it, too." Blaine put the drinks down and put his arm around John's shoulder.

"Hmm." Ella walked around John, inspecting the costume. "It is beautiful, in its own way, but let's figure out why Blaine might find this costume appealing."

"Incredibly feminine," MK said, with feigned seriousness.

"An apron, indicating servitude." Ella took the same tone.

"Age reduction, indicting a need for dependence on a stronger, more mature male."

"Childish, virginal appearance."

"Alright, Alright!" Blaine held up his hand. "How about this? I think Bebe is beautiful, no matter what, and I think that she's beautiful in this costume. She is a beautiful, intelligent, talented young woman who doesn't need to dress provocatively to keep my attention. She could have come in dirty sweat pants and I'd still be staring at her and wondering how I could be so lucky as to hold her hand. How does that sound?"

John leaned in to hug Blaine.

"Kinda sickly-sweet, if you ask me." MK smiled.

"Oh, I think it's romantic," Ella said. "I knew you two would be perfect together when I set you up for the homecoming dance. Neither of you ever thanked me for that, by the way."

"Oh, well, thank you." John smiled.

"Yes, Ella." Blaine used his free hand to tip his hat. "Thank you for introducing me to Bebe. I'll owe you forever." Then he looked down at his date and said, "Let's get something to eat, Bebe."

"Ok." John smiled. "Nothing messy for me, though. Your mom will kill me if I get red sauce or anything else on this pinafore."

"Hmm," MK said, disapprovingly. "By the way, I do like that you finally got your hair dyed blonde."

"It's just a wig." John giggled.

"Too bad," MK said. "I thought it was a big improvement."

"Bite your tongue." Blaine started heading towards buffet table. "I like her hair black. She couldn't be more beautiful than she is."

"Yeah, sure," MK said.

"That boy is twitterpated." Ella shook her head.

"Uh Huh," MK agreed.

The dinner was delicious and the band was great. This band had a very powerful female singer who sang the new songs as well as she sang the old ones. John, Ella and MK danced nearly every dance, and they were joined by one date or another every now and then. Blaine was more interested in dancing than the other dates, but he much preferred the slow dances. When, on occasion, a boy would try to insert himself into the group of John and the girls, Blaine seemed to appear out of no where to make his claim on Bebe known to everyone.

Later in the evening, John excused himself to go to the ladies' room. Ella went with him. "Are you going to need any help with all those petticoats?" Ella asked as they entered.

"Umm." John looked down at the dress that puffed out everywhere. "No. I think I can manage. I'll call for you if I need help."

The lavatory was quite large, with sinks and mirrors by the entry area, then, around the corner, several rows of stalls. John proceeded to a handicapped stall to allow him the room he needed to deal with the petticoats. It was in the second row of stalls, nearly the furthest from the entry.

It was, actually, a bigger challenge than he'd expected. Just pulling down his tights and panties was difficult enough, but holding the layers and layers of silky material that comprised the petticoat out of the way while he sat on the open seat was quite an achievement. He took longer than Ella, who knocked on the stall door to check on him.

"You ok, Bebe?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. I'll be out in a minute."

"Ok. I'll be by the sinks."

When, at last, he'd gotten his panties and tights back up and he was sure that his petticoats, dress and apron were all hanging correctly, he made his way to the sinks where Ella was waiting, but talking to a woman dressed as a fairy. John was washing his hands when the person turned to face him.

"Well, well, well," Miss Stephanie said with an air of superiority about her that would have annoyed John, even if he didn't know what he now knew about her. "If it isn't little Miss Alice in Wonderland. How very apropos for our little transplant from the east coast."

John smiled as best he could. "Hello, Miss Stephanie. I didn't know you were chaperoning."

"Well, if you spent more time at school, you'd have known I would be here."

He nodded. "Yes, I know, Miss Stephanie, but I do have a job, too. I'll be in school all next week, though."

"Oh, good." Her attitude became noticeably snarky. "I'll tell the office to hang a banner to welcome you back." She folded her arms and took in John in a very uncomfortable manner.

"So, tell me, Miss Bianca, are you enjoying your fame and riches?" Her stare cut right through John. He felt very small and vulnerable.

"I'm not famous, Miss, and I'm certainly not rich. My mother is putting almost all of my money into a trust for me. Even if I was getting my pay checks, I'd still be poorer than almost anyone else at Notre Dame."

"True. True," the teacher pondered, "but that can change. Especially if you're willing to sacrifice the art of acting to be on a TV show." She waited for a response.

John shook his hands to remove excess water, then stepped to the hand dryer, but before he hit the button, which would start the noisy blower, he said, "I'm sorry that you don't like the show, Miss. I did my best. I'd hoped you'd be pleased." He hit the button and drown out the sound of the teacher's voice.

By the time his hands were dry, Miss Stephanie had stormed out.

"Are you nuts!?" Ella asked. "She could fail you!"

"I didn't do anything to make her mad. She just doesn't like me."

"Wow." Ella looked at him with actual admiration. "You've got some pretty big balls for such a little girl."

That made John laugh.

When John returned to the dance floor, Blaine was waiting. They danced through the entire last set. The last dance was Dolly Parton's version of 'I Will Always Love You.' Blaine held him close and swayed him to the gentle country beat of the song, so different from the Whitney Houston version that was much more familiar to John. The singer's voice was very beautiful and, as he rested his head on Blaine's chest and closed his eyes, John couldn't help but sing along. "And I-I-I will always love you-oo-oo-oo."

"And she sings, too," Blaine whispered to John.

"She croaks a bit," John laughed back.

"No. She sings."

There was no dissuading this boy.

The lights came up to find Blaine and John locked in a soft, loving kiss. "I think it's time to go," John said when the kiss broke.

"Damn." Blaine smiled. "I was just starting to enjoy myself.

Joanne was waiting outside, driving the Mercedes with a garment bag containing John's dress, etc, in the trunk. Once again, John fussed to pull of the frothing petticoats into the vehicle without catching in the door. "We'll take you home, honey, and you can get changed there. Ok?" Joanne said, looking into the rear view mirror.

"Are you sure?" John asked. "It's very late. I'm sure my Uncle would be happy to come get me. He's up at all hours, anyway."

"Oh, don't be silly," Joanne scoffed. "We don't mind at all, do he, Blaine?"

Blaine slipped his hand over to where John's was buried in his skirts and took it. "We don't mind at all."

It was nice to continue the evening with Blaine. With the exception of the encounter with Miss Stephanie in the ladies' room, it had been a wonderful, romantic evening. John still felt the nagging guilt that he needed to tell Blaine some things and tell him soon, but Looking over at him, as the traffic lit his handsome face, John knew that he needed to find a kind and gentle way to tell him everything.

"I bet your cousin will be thrilled to see you in your Alice dress," Joanne called from the front seat.

"She probably will be." John laughed. "She loved the picture I sent her. She said that, with blonde hair, we looked more like cousins."

"Oh, Sorry," Ed met them at the door, "I don't have any candy for trick or treaters here." He closed the door in their faces.

When he didn't open it again, John pounded on the door. "Come one, Uncle Ed. Open up."

Nothing

John huffed and reached into the garment bag to get put his purse. He was fumbling for the key when they heard Rose saying, "Honest to God, Ed, your worse than the kids!" and the door flew open to Rose smiling out at them. She took one look at John and her hands immediately flew up to her mouth. "Oh, my goodness, look at you! You look adorable! Ed, come see your niece."

Ed and his big grin came out of the kitchen. "Hi, sweetie. You look very nice. You too, Blaine."

"Thank you, Mr McNeal."

"'Nice!?'" Rose said. "She looks perfect! Oh, Joanne, you made her look so young. I love it! You look like a tall ten-year-old, Beebs! Just adorable!"

"Thanks, I guess." John laughed.

"Did you send pictures to your mom and Nancy?"

"I did, and to Annie and Cassie, too. I even sent one to Ms Weldon and one to Rita. I told her she could start booking me as a blonde, now. She got real mad. She thought I was being serious."

"Oh, I wish I could keep you dressed like this all the time," Rose gushed. "You look so... feminine and young."

"That's funny," Blaine said.

"What's that?" asked Rose.

"Oh, you said she looked 'so feminine.' I was just saying to Bebe the other day that I've never met a girl as feminine as her, before. I mean, yeah, this is all frilly and everything, but I've never seen Bebe wear anything that made her look like anything other than 'feminine.' I mean, she's, like, one hundred percent girl, through and through."

"Yeah, I guess she is," Ed chuckled. "She wasn't always, but there's no denying it, now, that's for sure."

"Alright," Rose elbowed Ed, "enough teasing. Come on, Beebs. I'll help you get changed and we can give your costume back to Joanne. It's getting late."

Once in his room, John took one last look at himself as Alice before he started untying the back of the pinafore.

"I tell you, honey," Rose came in to help, "when I think back to last summer... I could never have imagined you looking like this. I don't think I've ever worn anything as frilly and feminine as this and I've been a girl my whole life."

John shrugged. "I really like this dress. It's very pretty, don't you think?"

Rose began unbuttoning the long row of buttons that went up and down John's back. "I think it's beautiful and I can see why Blaine loved you in it, too. It made you look so young that he felt even more grown up and powerful. Boys like that. That boy is nuts about you, you know?"

John sighed. "I know."

"And I think you're nuts about him, too, aren't you?"

He shrugged. "I guess... I'm really having a hard time sorting through all of this Rose. I mean... I like him a lot, but I never had thoughts of boys before."

Rose pulled the dress off, exposing the petticoat slip. "You were never a girl before, Bebe. Just be a girl and be happy with your boyfriend. That's all you need to be."

John, still facing the mirror, looked at himself in the incredibly frilly petticoat slip and nodded. "I really am a girl, I guess."

"There's my best girl-friend!" Oscar greeted John on Monday morning. When John reached him, Oscar reached out and gave a big, paternal hug. "I've missed you, Bebe! I might have to slash the tires on your uncle's car so that I get to see you more."

John chuckled at that. Oscar had a big personality and it certainly woke him up on a Monday morning. "I missed you, too, Oscar. How are you?"

"I am excellent, my dear. And the reason that I am excellent is because I have been watching your show all weekend with my friends and it gets better every single time."

John laughed at that as Oscar held the door for him. "That's very nice of you, Oscar. Thank you." As he sat and the door closed, he noticed that it was nice to be back into the routine of school, then work. It was also nice to be back in his blue, Oxford shirt and grey, soft, wool skirt. Yes, it was a uniform, but it was the closest thing to 'casual' clothing that he got to wear, these days.

After Oscar had jumped into the front seat and put the town car in gear, he called back, "It's just you and me, this morning, Miss."

"Oh,?" John was surprised. "No Kylie, today?"

"No, Miss. She's got some kind of an appointment, today. An audition, I think. So, you're stuck with just me."

"Wow!" John said. "She didn't tell me about an audition. That's great!" John took out his phone and sent a text to Kylie reading 'OSCAR JUST TOLD ME ABOUT YOUR AUDITION. BREAK A LEG! I HOPE IT GOES GREAT!'

Minutes later. 'THANKS! IT'S FOR AN AD CAMPAIGN. I WISH YOU WERE COMING. YOU REALLY HELPED ME LAST TIME.'

He wrote back, 'YOU GOT THIS! REMEMBER, YOU'RE ON A HIT TV SHOW, NOW. YOU'RE A BIG DEAL. JUST RELAX AND BE GREAT!'

'WILL DO! LOVE YOU!'

'LOVE YOU, TOO!'

"So," Oscar asked, "how does it feel to be a star?"

John laughed. "About the same as before. Nothing much has changed."

"Really? No one has asked for your autograph or anything?"

"Nope. It's all the same as it was before."

"Oh. That's disappointing," Oscar said thoughtfully.

"Not really. I just want to act. I can do without the other stuff."

"Uh Huh," Oscar chuckled. "So, having a studio supplied driver and car at your disposal and getting paid obscene amounts of money... all of that is no big deal?"

"Well, I'm not seeing any of the money until I'm twenty-one, the car is because they're taking me out of school a lot and as for you - you're not my driver; you're my friend."

Oscar reached his arm behind the front seat and took John's hand in his. "I am that, my princess. I am that."

School was fine all week. Miss Stephanie was typically cold, but he expected that. Most teachers went out of their way to tell John how much they'd enjoyed the premier of the show and he appreciated their compliments.

Ella and MK were, as usual, a lot of fun to be around, too. Ella had become obsessed with the idea of getting her belly button pierced and was furious that her mother said, 'No.' MK promised to have hers pierced with Ella when they were eighteen, which brought about the question of Bebe's birthday.

"When is your birthday?" Ella asked as they ate lunch on Friday.

"November 17," John replied.

"Oh, my God! That's coming up! Why didn't you tell us!?"

"I didn't think it mattered..."

"Does Blaine know?" MK asked.

"I don't know," John shrugged. "I don't remember my birthday ever coming up."

"Well, we've got to do something for your birthday!" Ella slapped the lunch table emphatically.

"But we are," John said. "We're going to to Disneyland with my friends from Massachusetts. That's what my mom, Rose and Uncle Ed are giving me."

"But you didn't tell us that was for your birthday! We need to plan." Ella was busy looking up something on her phone.

"Guys," John said, "my mom and sister and I, we never really celebrated in a big way. We just had a cake together. Going to Disney with you guys is a HUGE thing for me. That's all I want is a day with you guys. Ok?"

"Well... it's a start." MK sounded dismissive. "We have big parties out here, though, Bebe. People expect to be invited to your birthday party."

"People expect? So, somehow, my birthday is about everyone else? Does that make sense?"

"Yeah," both girls said together.

Before John could say anything else, Kylie popped herself down into the seat next to him. "Hey, girl, guess what!"

John's eyes opened wide, "You got the ad campaign!?!?"

"I did! Isn't that amazing!?"

"Oh, Kylie, congratulations! I'm so happy for you!" He threw his arms around her and hugged her.

"Thanks! I'm really excited!"

"What is the campaign for?" Ella asked.

"It's for a new line of cosmetics designed for teenagers. It's supposed to be healthier for your skin, have stuff in it to stop acne... you know, stuff like that. I'm the 'knowledgable friend' who guides girls to the products. I'm really psyched about it!"

"Wow, you should be," MK said. "My Mom has a friend that knows that girl from the Progressive Insurance commercials and she's doing really well. If this goes well, you could be making mucho-bucks."

"Cool," Ella smiled, "can you get us some samples?"

Kylie laughed. "I don't know. Maybe! I'll let you know."

John was genuinely happy for his 'Civil Disobedience' colleague, but his joy for his friend wained later in the day, as he and Kylie waited for Oscar's car to move forward in the pick-up-line. Kylie was standing with John, Ella and MK, just discussing homework, etc, when Kylie was called over to the area where the teachers waited.

John watched as Kylie was congratulated by several teachers, but he grew concerned when Miss Stephanie put her arm around the young actress. This couldn't be good. Kylie was a good girl and had probably never done anything that Miss Stephanie could exploit, but what about her parents? John knew very little about them, but he knew that they had struggled for a long time, they were divorced and Kylie always seemed embarrassed when her father was mentioned.

All in all - this wasn't good.

When Oscar was in the 'on-deck' position, John called over to his friend, "Kylie! We're next!"

"Coming!" Kylie said her goodbyes to the teachers and hurried back to John.

"Afternoon, ladies!" Oscar said, gleefully, from the front seat. "Miss Bebe, my schedule says you're due at the Studio at 4:00. Miss Kylie, I think you're going home, correct?"

"I am, Oscar," Kylie had been grinning so broadly all day that her cheeks hurt, "but, before we go home, can you swing into In-N-Out Burger? I want to celebrate a little."

"Of course, Miss. What's the occasion?"

Kylie explained her triumph and Oscar congratulated her.

They pulled into the burger joint and John and Kylie ran in to order. Kylie got a full meal for herself and another for Oscar. John just ordered a vanilla shake, which Kylie insisted upon paying for.

Back in the car, Oscar thanked them for his meal. "I'm going to get fat driving you girls around. Well, fatter, anyway."

Both students laughed. "This was all a gift from Kylie," John said. "She's feeling pretty rich, today!"

Kylie laughed. "You must be feeling pretty rich, too, right? I mean, you're making more than me on the show, so..."

"Yeah, but I don't get much of it. My mom has it going into a trust. She finally agreed to get me a debit card, but I can't spend more than three hundred dollars a day and she's keeping the balance in that account at no more than six hundred so that I can't spend a lot without her knowing. She gets alerts on her phone every time I use my card, too."

"Oh, man, that sucks!" Kylie laughed. "All my money is my own account. My mom just says to be careful."

Another bad sign, John thought. If Miss Stephanie found out that Kylie had access to her income, then she'd know that Kylie was an easy target. He'd need to tell Don about this.

"Everyone set?" the Assistant Director called through his headset. He waited for replies, then looked at the director and nodded. "All set."

"Ok," the Director said loudly, "let's go. Action."

Don and John were in a set that looked like a girl's clothing store. "Ok, Alex, get what you need and... let's get out of here." Don, as 'Jason,' said.

"Ok, daddy," John, as 'Alex,' replied. Then he picked up a bra and started looking at it, causing 'Jason to blush.

"Oh, geez," Jason mumbled under his breath. "Come on, Alex, just grab one. Come on."

"Umm, dad, I'm not really sure what size I need..."

"May I help you?" a woman playing a clerk interrupted. "Oh, Jason! I didn't recognize you. Is this your daughter?"

"Oh, hi, Pam," 'Jason' looked trapped. "Oh, um, yes, this is my youngest, Alexandra. Alex, this is Pam."

"Your 'youngest!?!?' Jason, I didn't know that you even had children! How many more of you is he hiding?"

"Just my sister and me." 'Alex' smiled.

"Yeah," 'Jason' nodded. "Anyway, Pam, Alex, here, is having some trouble... I mean... some difficulty with... these."

"It's a bra, Jason," the clerk laughed. "What's the problem, dear?"

"Well," Alex looked from the woman to her father and back, "I've gotten a bit bigger, up here, and I'm not really sure what I need to get..."

"... and daddy is of no use in these matters, am I right?" The clerk said. "Come with me, dear. I'll measure you. Jason, go get a cup of coffee and come back in fifteen minutes. I'll take care of your baby."

The clerk guided 'Alex' through the racks. "Why isn't your mother shopping with you, dear?" The woman asked.

"Oh, Umm, my mom passed away a few months ago..."

"Oh, honey, I'm so sorry,"

As they walked away, 'Jason' heard the conversation, realized he'd fallen short of being an ideal parent, looked as if he was struggling with something inside himself, but was surprised when he heard his partner's voice from behind him. "Do you think this bra makes me look chubby?" He asked.

'Jason' jumped in surprise, "God almighty! What are you doing here?"

Ed was holding up a very large bra in front of himself. "Looking for a bra, same as you." He smiled.

"I swear, someday I'm just going to shoot you!" 'Jason' scowled. "Put that Down and let's get out of here."

They exited.

"And cut!" The director shouted. "I liked it! Don, how do you feel?"

"I'm good." Don replied.

"Bebe?" the director shouted.

John stuck his head out from between the prop-racks, surprised that he'd been asked how he felt - that was usually reserved for Don, exclusively.

"Oh... I'm fine," he smiled and waved at the director.

"Than we are 'wrapped' for the week. Have a good weekend, everyone!" The Director smiled and waved at everyone.

"Jesus, Ed," Don laughed, "the look on your face when you were holding that bra - priceless. It was all I could do to keep a straight face." He pat Ed on the back.

"Excuse me, Uncle Ed," John interrupted, "Don, could I talk to you for a few minutes."

"Sure, sweetheart," he smiled and draped his arm around John's shoulders. "Nice to do a light-weight scene together for a change, huh?" They walked towards the dressing rooms.

"Yeah," John agreed. "I don't get a lot of funny stuff. I guess I'm the drama-queen of the show."

Don laughed and they reached John's dressing room. "What do you want to talk about?"

"Umm," John looked around, "could we talk in my dressing room. It's kind of... sensitive."

"Oh." Don's eyes opened wide, then blinked a few times. "Should I ask your Uncle or cousin to join us? I mean... well, a man in a fourteen year old's dressing room... proprieties and all..."

"Oh." John shrugged. "Sure, I guess. I mean, it's something I plan to talk to them about, anyway."

"Ok." Don knocked on Rose's door and invited her to come next door. Ed walked down the hall and followed Don in.

"What's the matter, Beebs?" Rose asked.

"Well, it's about Miss Stephanie, my Theater teacher."

"Oh, God." Ed shook his head. "Did she find out something?"

"Well, I don't know and this isn't really about me. It's about Kylie."

"Kylie?" Don asked.

"You know, the girl who plays 'Cora' on the show," John said.

"Oh! Oops! I think I've been calling her 'Karen.' My bad! What about her, Bebe?"

"It might be nothing, but Kylie just landed this big ad campaign and she claims that she's getting paid a lot of money."

"She probably is, if it's for a full campaign," Don said. "If I wasn't married to Viv, I probably would have ruined my career doing ad campaigns, but this girl a small part of the show, Bebe. I don't think you should consider doing work like that. You're too recognizable."

"No, no, that's not the point. The thing is, Kylie has access to all of her money..."

"Ooo, bad idea." Don shook his head.

"... and at the end of the day, today, Miss Stephanie was really sucking up to her. Like, really obviously. I'm afraid she's fishing for stuff to blackmail her. I was wondering if you'd heard from your friend, Hank, about finding out anything more about Miss Stephanie before she gets her hooks into Kylie."

"Umm, Beebs, did you tell Kylie about what we know about Miss Stephanie?" Ed asked.

"No, of course not. Kylie really likes Miss Stephanie. She's never believe me, anyway."

"Ok, good-" Don nodded. "I'll give Hank a call and see what he might know. I'll tell him that another cast member may be susceptible to her blackmail, too. Sound good?"

They all agreed that was the best place to start.

"And If Karen says anything to you, Bebe," Don said, "let us know, right away."

"I will... and her name is 'Kylie.'"

"Kylie? Kylie - right. I'll remember that. On a happier note - any big plans for the weekend? Viv and I are going to fire up the barbecue tomorrow afternoon and we'd love for you guys to come."

"Oh, we'd love to," Rose smiled, "but Beebs has a late afternoon date and we have to drive her."

"The boy from the preview!? Bring him along! I need to meet him. You shouldn't be dating someone without your father's approval, anyway."

"Well. He's got Uncle Ed's approval," Rose laughed. "That's almost the same thing."

"Great! Why don't you touch base with your boyfriend, sweetheart, then, Ed, you can send me a text if you're all coming and we can figure out a time from there. Sound good? Ok! Have a great evening, gang." Don kissed Rose and John's cheeks and left them to change their clothes.

"In one-half mile, your destination is on the right," the navigation system in Ed's Tesla said.

"Oh, this is so exciting." Joanne was nearly vibrating with excitement.

When John had invited Blaine to change their plans for a Saturday date and come up to Don Ferry's home for a barbecue, Joanne had nearly passed out. Hearing about her excitement, Ed had called Don and asked if it would be ok if Blaine's mom had come along. "Sure," Don laughed. "We've got to get to know the in-laws, don't we?" he kidded.

Now, Joanne sat on the passenger side of the backseat, with Blaine on the other side and John in the middle.

It was a warm day for early November, with the temperatures in the high seventies, and a very warm sun. Ed and Blaine both wore khaki shorts and polo shirts, Ed in grey and Blaine in blue. Rose wore a very pretty, fringed top with short-shorts, Joanne, a fancy, V-necked Tee-shirt with a loose skirt and John wore a very pretty, red romper that had very loose, very short sleeves, a comfortably revealing, button front and was decorated with white flowers and green stems and leaves.

"I should have dressed fancier," Joanne said quietly. "I'm going to Don Ferry's house dressed like a bum."

"Oh, stop," John giggled. "You look lovely. I love your skirt."

"Ha, this old thing! I didn't have time to go shopping. My SON," she said that word louder to make sure Blaine had heard her, "wanted to surprise me and didn't tell me where we were going. I look like I shop at Goodwill sitting next to you in that outfit. Oh, Lord, you are a beautiful girl, Bebe. I don't know what you see in Blaine, but I'm glad you're willing to put up with him."

John smiled at Blaine and gave his hand a squeeze. Then he said to Joanne, "To tell you the truth, I love shopping at Goodwill. I used to go there all the time, until Rose moved in with us and she made me dress better."

"Damned right I did." Rose turned in her seat and looked over the back. "If it weren't for me, Beebs would be running around in dirty jeans, with greasy hair and no makeup. I taught her how to dress, how to walk, how to do her makeup. I was her Svengali and she was my Trilby. I made her the beauty she is today." Rose smiled smugly.

"Well," Blaine laughed, "I guess I owe you, then. I'm very glad that you taught her so well, but - who are Svengali and Trilby?"

Rose laughed. "They're characters in a book and a movie. Svengali taught Trilby every thing and she, of course, left him. Just like the girls in Phantom of The Opera and Pygmalion, or My Fair Lady. It's kind of a literary trope, I guess."

Blaine nodded and pretended to understand.

"I thought that a 'Trilby' was a kind of hat," Joanne laughed.

"Your destination is on the right," the navigation system said.

"We're here," Ed said as he turned into the long driveway and followed it up the hill towards the massive 'Arts & Crafts' style mansion on the top of the hill.

"Wow! It's beautiful," Joanne enthused as she gazed out the window. "It's exactly the type of house I'd expect Don Ferry to live in. Classic. Beautiful. Masculine. Oh, Bebe, it must be so wonderful to spend time with him."

"It really is," John agreed. "He is very talented and he has taught me so much about acting. He's very generous with his art."

"Well... I really just meant because he's so handsome." Joanne laughed.

"She's got Blaine and her Uncle Ed with her all the time, Joanne." Rose smiled. "She's surrounded by handsome men all. Don's just another pretty face in Bebe's world." She smiled at Blaine and rubbed Ed's shoulder.

"Oh, look! There he is!" Joanne was bouncing in her seat as Don waved from the end of the driveway and pointed Ed towards a parking space."I can't believe I'm about to meet Don Ferry! Don Ferry!!"

They parked the car and and Don was at the passenger door within seconds, offering Rose a hand to assist her in getting out of the car. He kissed her hand and said, "Welcome to La Casa de Ferry, my dear!"

"Thank you, Don." Rose looked around. "It's beautiful, Don. Absolutely beautiful."

"Thank you, my love," he opened the back door and offered Joanne a hand as well. "And this must be Joanne, my baby's boyfriend's mother." He kissed her hand, as well.

Joanne giggled, nearly uncontrollably. "Oh, Mr Ferry... thank you so much for including Blaine and me... your house... it's just as I would have imagined your house would be."

Don laughed. He'd been a star long enough to be used to fans losing their cool when they met him. "Well, Joanne, I'm glad that I didn't disappoint you! Please, make yourself at home while you're here."

Joanne stepped forward to allow John to get out and she continued to take in the view and the beauty of the estate.

John took Don's hand and pulled himself out of the back seat. "And here's my baby," Don laughed as he pulled John into a bear hug and he planted a kiss on his cheek.

"Thanks, Don," John smiled. "You've met Joanne." He turned and pointed over the top of the Tesla. "And this is Blaine. My boyfriend."

Don kept one arm around John's shoulders and they moved around the car. "Blaine!" He grabbed the boy's hand and shook it heartily. "So nice to finally meet you. I've heard nothing but good things about you from my little girl, here."

"Oh, Umm, thank you, sir," Blaine found himself stuttering a bit in the presence of the star. "Very nice to meet you, sir. You have... umm... a beautiful home, sir. Thank you for inviting my mom and me."

"My pleasure, son, and, please, no more 'sirs.' Just call me 'Don.' Ok?"

"Oh, umm, yes, sir," Blaine was still staring at the star in disbelief.

That made Don laugh, again. "Ok, everyone, let's go into the house. How are you doing, buddy?" Don asked Ed.

"Great, Don. You?"

"Couldn't be better, my friend. Couldn't be better."

After a quick tour of the first floor of the estate and introductions to Vivian, they all settled into oversized, padded, wicker chairs on the roofed part of a stone patio which overlooked a dry brook and the valley below. Rose, Vivian and Joanne had glasses of a very expensive, Napa Valley wine, while Ed and Don had beer from a nearby micro-brewery, Blaine had a Coke and John, an unsweetened iced tea.

The chat was mostly about the house and the surrounding lands, changes Vivian had overseen at the estate, the horses in the barn on the far side of the grounds and other non-show-related subjects.

Eventually, Don took the seat next to Vivian and looked at Blaine. "So, young fellow, how did you meet my little girl?"

Blaine gave a nervous laugh before saying, "Oh... for real... ok... we were set up together for the Homecoming Dance at my school and we, sort of, hit it off, I guess."

"And what do you do with your free time, Blaine?"

"Well, I, umm, play lacrosse and I workout and do homework... read... you know... stuff."

"Lacrosse? That's impressive. My school didn't have any sports as fancy as lacrosse. We were strictly middle class. I played baseball and ran track, myself. Ed, how about you?"

Ed laughed. "Just pick up games of baseball and basketball for me. I was really into swimming, though. Not competitive, mind you, unless you count beating your own times as competitive. I just liked to dive and swim laps."

"Not competitive!?" John laughed. "You were certainly competitive with me! Who could dive from the highest board? Who could swim the most laps? You were always competitive with me."

John had been serious. Ed had always been very competitive with him, but the rest of the party didn't see Ed and Bebe as athletic equals. They all chuckled at the story.

"I'm sure he was just trying to push you to be better, dear," Vivian chuckled. "Weren't you, Ed."

"Yeah." Ed recovered from the surprise of hearing John being so honest. "Rosie is your 'girly' Sven-garlic and I am your physical fitness one."

That made everyone laugh.

"Svengali, pal," Don laughed. "Do you guys like old movies? 'Svengali' is one of my favorites! John Barrymore and Marian Marsh... Barrymore is astounding in the film. There's a 1914 version, too, called 'Trilby,' after the novel. Herbert Beerbohm Tree plays Svengali in that one. He's brilliant, too."

"Don, Don," Vivian interrupted. "No shop-talk, remember."

"Oh, Sorry." Don smiled. "I get carried away. Well, let's get the grill going, boys. Come on, Ed. Blaine. It's around the corner where there's no roof."

Blaine gave John a peck on the cheek and said, "I'll be back."

"Oh, don't worry, slugger," Don pat the boy's shoulder. "She'll be fine without you."

When the men had left, Vivian said, "Your son is very handsome, Joanne. You've chosen well, Bianca."

John blushed a little. "Thank you."

"He's a good kid," Joanne said. "I do have to say, though, that he is always on his best behavior around Bebe. Incidentally, Bebe, I didn't realize until just now that your name is Bianca. Why do you go by Bebe?"

"I don't know. It's what Rose has always called me, so... I guess I just prefer it to Bianca. That just seems stuffy, you know?" He pulled his legs up, under himself and settled in on the love seat on which he was seated.

"Oh, I think that Bianca is a beautiful name!" Joanne said.

"See," Vivian chimed in, "I told you - Bebe is childish. Bianca is timeless. You need to change your name."

"What about Bebe Neuwirth or Bebe Rexha?" Rose asked. "They've done well with that name. I can't think of a famous actress named Bianca."

"Even more reason to make the change. I'm telling you, young lady, you should consider making the change. It'll be good for your career."

"I'll think about it," John shrugged, "but isn't this shop-talk? I didn't think that we were allowed any shop-talk today."

Vivian stood and poured herself some more wine, then topped off the other women's glasses. "Hmm. Don told me that you were brilliant, but he didn't tell me that you were a smart ass."

Around the corner, Ed stood in awe at the sight of Don's barbecue set up. It was a stone counter with a gas grill in the top, a refrigerator underneath as well as a cabinet with every barbecuing accouterment imaginable inside. Next to the grill top was a large pizza oven and beyond that was a smoker.

Don started the grill and threw some mesquite chips under the grill top to add flavor to the meat.

"Don," Ed said in amazement, "up to this point, I knew that you were successful - nice car, nice clothes - and when I pulled up to your house, I realized you were incredibly rich, but Don... this grill set up... this is success, pal! THIS is success!"

Don laughed. "I guess it's a little extravagant, huh?"

"Extravagant!? Don, this is heaven! This is what I want! I want a grill like this when I grow up!"

Don laughed again. "How about you, Blaine. What do you want to do when you grow up?"

"I'm not sure, Mr Ferry. I'm thinking, maybe, of being a doctor, but I'm not sure, yet."

"A doctor," Don said with admiration. "Very noble. I like that. What do you think, Ed, would you let our little girl marry a doctor?"

Ed drained the last of the beer in his glass and gave a thoughtful sigh. "I guess that depends on what kind of a doctor. I mean, a brain surgeon or a heart specialist? Sure. But a dermatologist or a podiatrist? I'm not sure if that would be good enough for Bebe, Don."

Feeling very much as if he was on-the-spot, Blaine smiled and said, "Ok. Brain surgeon it is, then."

The older men laughed.

"You're a good kid, Blaine," Don said.

"Didn't I tell you?" Ed smiled.

"Thanks," Blaine smiled, happy to be accepted by the older men.

"Just remember, though," Don said, his hand on Blaine's shoulder, "Ed and I both love that child as if she were our own daughter. Treat her well, Blaine, and we'll get alone great. Treat her badly..." he let it hang there.

"Don't worry, Mr Ferry, Mr McNeal. I'll take good care of her. I promise."

"See that you do," Don gave him a pat on the shoulder and a smile.

Dinner was amazing! Fresh salad. Good wine for the adults. Chilled gazpacho. Perfectly seasoned and grilled, fresh steak. Everything was just perfect.

After dinner, the women and Blaine walked over to the stables to see the horses. Vivian and Rose were fearless near the animals. Rose had grown up in a fairly rural part of Massachusetts and she'd taken riding lessons when she was younger. Joanne was not frightened, per se, but she mostly limited herself to just patting the animals on the haunches. John, however, was not at all familiar with animals this big and found them very intimidating. He kept his distance.

"Come on, Beebs," Rose encouraged. "Just pat her right here. She won't mind."

"Thanks, anyway," John said as he backed up into Blaine's embrace.

"They're pretty big, huh?" Blaine said.

"Too big for me," John said.

"Want to take a walk?"

"Sure." John took Blaine's hand. "Rose," he said, "Blaine and I are taking a little walk around the estate. Ok?"

"Sure, Beebs," Rose smiled at the young couple. "We'll meet you back at the house."

As they walked away, hand in hand, Vivian said to Joanne, "Those two are made for each other. They're adorable together."

"I know," Joanne beamed. "I've never seen Blaine so happy. Honestly, I think if he could, he'd ask her to marry him right now."

"Isn't that wonderful. To find your soulmate so young. They could have a beautiful life together."

"And imagine how beautiful their babies would be," Joanne smiled. "I hope that they stay together forever. Don't you Rose?"

Rose forced a smile. This conversation was fraught with complications that these women didn't understand. "I hope so," she finally said.

"Do you think we could ever live in a place like this?" Blaine asked as they roamed the perfectly landscaped grounds of the estate.

"I wouldn't mind trying it for a few decades," John laughed. "Imagine sitting on that porch, eating breakfast, every day. It must be heaven."

"I can see you living like that. A nice dog at your feet, a nice bowl of fruit, a pretty dress. It's a nice dream."

John looked at Blaine and smiled. "It is, but who knows... maybe, one day, if things go well, we might be able to afford something like this, too."

Blaine's grin widened. Bebe was talking about a future - with him. "You think so? Just you and me and a place like this?"

John was caught up in the beauty of the estate and the possibility of happiness with Blaine. "That'd be nice."

"And maybe a few kids, too," Blaine added, but Bebe became quiet.

"I'm sorry," he said contrite. "I pushed it too far, didn't I? I'm sorry."

"No, Blaine." John shook his head. "It's not you. It's me. I'm not... well, children may not be possible for me..."

"Oh, I know. Your career and all. I get it, but other actresses manage to have..."

"No, it's not that... Blaine... I'm not really, physically able to carry children..."

"Oh, my God, Bebe." Blaine was horrified that he'd tread into a subject that was upsetting to Bebe. "I'm so, so, sorry. I didn't know. That's really not a big deal, I mean, we could, you know, adopt or something..."

"Look, Blaine." John's head was down. He couldn't look Blaine in the eye. "There's a lot we need to talk about. Things about me that I need to tell you, but... well... not here. Not today, ok? Can we just put that all on hold for now and maybe, next weekend we can talk about it? For now, can I just be with you? Would that be ok?"

Blaine had gone ashen with concern. How could he have upset Bebe this way? "Sure, Bebe. Sure. I'm really sorry. I didn't know..."

"I know, Blaine, but please, just... just let it go for today. Ok?"

"Yeah. Ok. Let's... Umm... let's walk down by that stream down there and follow it back to the house, ok?"

John smiled and it melted Blaine's heart. Thank God she still liked him!

They threw rocks into the dry riverbed. Sniffed wildflowers and held hands again. Blaine's mind was working overtime, though. He knew that a lot of girls had reproductive problems, but he didn't know much about them. He never needed to know about these things before. He kept looking at this girl - this beautiful, feminine girl and wondered what kind of horrible health issues she might be contending with. He wanted to know what was wrong and, more than anything, he wanted to help. He wanted to be her protector and make everything right for her. For the time being, though, he felt helpless and worried. He loved Bebe. He wanted to be with her forever. Oh, God, please don't let it be something so serious that it could take her away from him. Please, don't let it be cancer, or something like that! He was enjoying every second he was with her, but he was petrified as well. How could he hold out until next weekend to find out what was wrong?

When they reached the front porch, again, they climbed up the steep banking and Blaine lifted John up and onto the porch before pulling himself up.

"There they are!" Vivian announced to everyone. "We were getting worried about you two! Did you enjoy your walk?"

"Oh, yes, Vivian." John smiled. "Your yard is amazing. We walked all the way around it."

"That's wonderful, dear." Vivian led him towards a table where a selection of desserts had been setup.

Blaine just watched as Bebe walked away.

Joanne watched her son and she knew something had changed. "Is everything ok, Blaine?"

"Huh? What?" Blaine had not even noticed that his mother was there. "Oh, Yeah, Mom. Everything is... well, it's fine. I'll tell you about it later, ok? Tonight. When we're at home."

Now, Joanne was concerned. "Oh. Ok, honey. Ok."

They drove home as they had come, with John in the middle of the backseat. Everyone was tired and John rested his head on Blaine as the Tesla rode silently through the night.

When they reached Blaine and Joanne's house, Joanne got out and thanked Ed for driving them. Blaine just leaned over and hugged John as tightly as he could. He held him like he'd never be able to hold him again.

Joanne watched with concern.

When he finally let go, Blaine whispered as quietly as he could, "I love you, Bebe. I really do. I'll call you tomorrow, ok?"

"Ok," John smiled as reassuringly as he could.

Blaine got out of the car, but never took his eyes off of Bebe until he'd closed the door and the car rolled away.

"Blaine, honey," Joanne asked, "what's wrong?"

Blaine looked at his mother and asked, "Mom, what do you know about women not being able to have babies? You know - infertility?"

Joanne took a deep breath. Why did something like this have to complicate a beautiful relationship for Blaine? "Oh, honey, is that what's got you upset? Does Bebe have problems with her...? Well, honey, there's a lot of reasons a woman can't have a baby. Come on in, sweetheart. Let's talk about this."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 9

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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  • Posted by author(s)

Bebe in LaLa Land: 9

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

A promise to tell Blaine the truth. A blackmailing teacher making her move.
A visit from friends from back east. Homework. A TV show to be made... just another
week in the life of an average fourteen year old girl.
Bebe's got a lot on her plate!


 
Author's Note: Thank you to everyone who has commented or emailed me about this story. I am so glad you're enjoying it!
As always, I LOVE TO READ YOUR REVIEWS AND COMMENTS! ~Clara.

 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 9 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
STRUGGLING -or- IT WOULD BE SO NICE IF SOMETHING MADE SENSE FOR A CHANGE
 

"No, Blaine, I'm not 'sick,'" John sighed as he spoke into his phone to a very concerned young man several miles away. "Please, I really don't want to talk about this over the phone. We have the long weekend coming up, so let's meet for breakfast on Friday morning - my treat. After breakfast, we can have a long conversation. Then we can go to the airport to pick up my friends from Massachusetts that afternoon. Is that ok?"

"Ok, I guess," Blaine's voice came back through the earpiece of the phone. "I just wish I knew what the problem is. You seemed so upset yesterday."

"Blaine... these things are really... personal... and I need to prepare before we talk, ok? I'm really tired from yesterday and I have a lot of homework for both school AND work to get finished this afternoon. Sundays are my only day to do these things. Let's just be normal people for a few more days, ok? Then, on Friday - AFTER breakfast - I'll tell you everything I want to say."

"Alright, Bebe," the boy sighed and it kind of broke John's heart. "I'm sorry. I'll wait until Friday."

"Thank you," now, John sighed, relieved that the conversation was ending. "I'm really sorry, but I have to get this stuff done, ok?"

"Sure, Bebe. I'll call you tomorrow."

"Ok. Oh, after six, though. I'm working from two till six. I'll be leaving school at one." John was shuffling the books around on his bed, while also fussing with his computer to find his assignments in the online classrooms.

"Ok. After six. I love love," Blaine said, immediately realizing he'd told Bebe that he'd hold off saying that until she was ready.

He was about to apologize for saying it when Bebe's voice came through his phone, "Yep, I love you, too."

John froze. He was so used to saying that to his girlfriends - Ella, MK, Kylie, Annie and Cassie - that it had just popped out of his mouth. Shit! He definitely had strong feelings for Blaine, but to say those three words before telling him the truth... bad idea. A VERY bad idea!

There was silence on the phone for at least thirty seconds before John finally had to see if Blaine had heard him. "Blaine?"

"Yeah, I'm here. I'm just... Thanks Bebe."

Shit! Shit! Shit! What should he do? Explain? Laugh it off? Deny it?

"I..." John started to speak, but he couldn't find the words.

"You just made my day," Blaine sounded very emotional on the other end.

John waited a moment. "Blaine?" He asked. "Are you ok?"

"Yeah. I'm good," He stifled, just a little bit. "I'll let you do your work, Bebe. I'll call you tomorrow. Bye."

"Bye," John whispered into the phone as it disconnected.

Damnit! That wasn't going to make Friday any easier. He was really stressing about how much he should tell him and how. When this all began, he never anticipated dating as a fourteen year old and certainly not dating a boy - and now that he was dating a boy, he'd never anticipated falling for him - which he definitely had. He had envisioned a life with Blaine. A life in which he was Blaine's loving wife. That could be nice - if it were only possible.

He sighed and slammed his Civics textbook down on the bed in frustration. Then, he took a cleansing breath and opened the book he'd just abused, while also checking his assignment in his online classroom.

He'd only just started reading the assignment when that annoying, under-water-ish sound that indicated a Skype call was coming in came through his computer speakers.

"Arrrgh!" He grunted as he hit the 'accept' button before even looking at who was Skyping. "Hello?" He said in a grumpy sort of voice.

"Hi, Bebe!" came the chipper voice and face of Cassie. "Are you ok? You look awful!"

"Oh, sorry. I'm just tired and I'm in the middle of homework and... never mind.... I just have a lot of homework."

"Oh, that's cool. Call me back when you're not busy, ok?"

"No, no, no! I need to talk to you. I'm feeling a lot of pressure here and I need to talk to a friend."

"Sure, Bebe. What's going on?" At sixteen years old, Cassie had actually offered John a lot of good 'female' advice along the way, but, obviously, John could not be completely honest with her about what was bothering him.

"Oh, you know... school and work are really catching up to me. I could use a clone to help me get all of these things done and I'd still be stressed. I guess I'm just being a diva. I'm sorry. I was in a foul mood when you called."

"That's ok, Bebe. Are you ok, now? I mean, I can wait if you've got other things going on."

"Listen, Cass, have you ever dated a guy, you know, seriously dated?"

Cassie's smile faded a little and she took on a more serious expression. "Oh... that explains the bad mood. What did he do?"

John laughed. "Nothing. He's great. I'm the problem."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, Blaine is absolutely great. I mean, I know he loves me, he keeps telling me that he does, and I'm... I really like him. I don't know if it's love, or not, but... you know."

In the glow of the computer screen, John didn't notice that Rose had started to enter the room, but stopped when she heard that John was talking to Cassie. When she accidentally over heard the subject of the conversation, she stopped and listened. Not to be nosy, but to be a good cousin/parent. If Bebe was having a problem with Blaine, then Rose knew that she could probably offer better advice than Cassie.

"Ok," Cassie prodded, "so, he loves you and you're falling in love with him. What's the problem?"

John let out a nervous laugh. "I don't know, really... I guess, it's just all moving kind of fast."

"I get it," Cassie smiled. "How many boys have you dated, Beebs?"

Rose smiled when she heard Cassie call John 'Beebs.' That was Rose's nickname for John. She thought it was an adorable name. She loved that someone else was using it besides her and Ed.

"Let's see," John feigned counting on his fingers. "There was that boy in Algiers, they one in Paris, a whole bunch in Moscow, then there was that wild weekend in Tokyo... that comes out to... let's see... ONE, CASS! I'VE ONLY EVER DATED BLAINE!"

"Ok, ok, sorry." Cassie was laughing hard. "I think you need to be honest with him and tell him that you need him to go a little slower."

"Yeah, well, here's the thing... I told him that and he agreed to slow down, but... today, I made a big mistake."

"What?" Cassie asked and Rose grew curious, too.

"Well... a few minutes before you called, I was talking to Blaine on the phone and I was trying to get my homework started, so I was distracted, and... well, you know how when you we say goodbye, or you say goodbye to any girlfriend, you just automatically say, 'I love you?"

"Oh! My! God! You didn't?" Cassie was being dramatic, but even Rose's eyes were wide open, waiting to hear what John would say next.

"I did. I was trying to get onto my Civics classroom page and I was thinking of something else and... well, he just very casually said, 'I love you,' as we were hanging up and I blurted out, 'I love you, too.' Oh, Cassie, what am I going to do?"

Rose's hand shot up to cover her mouth to prevent her from letting out a loud 'Awww' at this sweet story of young love blooming.

Cassie groaned and said, "Did you tell him it was a mistake or anything?"

"No, of course not! What could I possibly say after saying 'I love you' that could take that back? 'Just kidding?'"

"Oh, you have done it, now! You have a love sick puppy following you around and you just threw him a bone. I don't know what to tell you. Have you talked to Rose?"

"Are you kidding?" John said more excitedly, but also more quietly. "She'd just think it was 'cute.' She thinks that everything that I do with Blaine is 'cute.'"

Rose was momentarily offended, until she realized that she really did think that it was cute. Hell, she thought it was adorable. A twenty-one year old man becomes a fourteen year old girl and falls in love with a fifteen year old boy... what could possibly be more precious? And she helped to orchestrate the whole thing!!!

Cassie was actually giggling a bit, now. "To tell you the truth, Beebs, I really have to agree with her, this time. I have no idea idea how you tell someone that you said 'I love you' by mistake."

"Ooooooohhhhhhh!" John looked at the ceiling and bounced on the bed in frustration as he moaned. "I am so screwed!!!"

"Well, not if you actually love him..."

"Cassie! I do, I think, but I wasn't ready to say it!" He hung his head and shook it from side to side. After a reasonable display of drama, he raised his head and looked at the computer through strands of his dark hair. "Are you guys exited about coming out here?"

Cassie blinked in confusion at the abrupt change of topic. "Oh... Yeah! We're super psyched! Annie and my mom are out shopping for new clothes, now. Annie talks about it, nonstop. I doubt she'll sleep at all this week."

John smiled and moved the hair from his face. "I'm glad. I can't wait to see you guys. I need to get some New England back onto my life. It's really nice here, but I miss home."

"You mean you miss your mom, or you miss Worcester?"

"I mean I miss The Cape. I always thought of The Cape as Home and the house in Worcester was just 'The Other House,' you know what I mean?"

"I do. I saw how much you loved being there. And you had that theater group that you worked with and all that. I get it."

John sighed. "Oh, well. I guess that sums up my life at the moment. I miss The Cape, I put my foot in my mouth with my boyfriend and I have a truckload of homework to finish." He sighed again. "I should probably go. Rose and I will be at the airport when you land on Friday - twothirty, right?"

"Right. Hey, did you have a lot of jet lag when you flew out there?"

"No. You might feel that when you fly home, at least that's what they tell me, but it's not so bad in this direction."

"Ok," Cassie laughed. "I'll explain that to Annie. She's sure that she'll be a mess from the time change."

John smiled. "She's so sweet. I hope you like my new friends."

"We will, Beebs. I'm sure we will. I'll let you go."

Hearing this, Rose stood straight and entered the room as if she'd just been passing. "Who are you talking to, Beebs?"

John looked up, then turned the computer to face Rose. "Cassie."

Rose sat on the end of the bed. "Hi, Cassie! Are you excited?"

"Oh, Yeah! I was just talking to Bebe about next weekend. We can't wait."

"Great!" Rose waved as John turned the computer back towards him. "We'll see you at LAX on Friday."

"Bye, Cass," John said and smiled.

"Bye, Beebs. Love you."

"Love you too," John said, then rolled his eyes at how easily it came out. "See you Friday," and the call ended.

Rose smiled at him. "Still in your nightie, I see. It's almost one o'clock."

"I know." John shrugged, a little guiltily. "I just don't have any casual clothes and I need to do this school work and look at the scripts for this week."

Rose smiled. "You're only called Monday and Tuesday and not for too long tomorrow, right?"

He nodded. "I know, but I like to know the whole script before we start shooting."

"I know," Rose reached out and moved his hair out of his face and tucked it behind his ears. "Is everything ok, Beebs? When you guys went for your walk, yesterday, you both seemed happy, but when you got back, Blaine seemed concerned about something."

"I know," John kept his head down. "Rose... what am I going to do?"

"About what, sweetheart?"

"About Blaine. He told me he loves me. What if he knew I was a guy?"

"Bebe, your no more a guy than I am."

"I am where it counts, Rose. I don't like lying to him."

Rose nodded. "If you ever wanted, you could change what's down there, you know."

John's head shot up. He'd never really considered that, let alone speak about it. He went ashen.

"I'm only saying that it is an option, Bebe. I'm not telling you to do anything. I love you just the way you are and I'm sure that, years from now, when you find the right guy, whether that's Blaine or another guy, he'll love you just the way you are, too."

"How?" John's gazed remained lowered. "I was a guy, Rose. I know how guys think. If I found out that a girl I was dating had a penis, I'd freak out."

"I know, baby, but you do. So, we either need to think about how to tell Mr Right, when he comes along, or make a change. You know what I mean."

John nodded.

"Does that help?" Rose asked.

John shook his head to indicate 'no.'

"I'm sorry, baby. We'll figure it out, though. I promise."

He nodded again, and opened his Civics book without looking up.

"Alright, baby, I'll let you do your work."

Rose stood and headed out of the room, but she was stopped by a quiet, sad voice. "Rose... could you just sit on the bed with me for a while?"

"Sure, baby," she crossed to the other side and sat with her legs extended down the bed and her back against the headboard.

John grabbed his book and laptop and snuggled in under Rose's arm.

"What are you studying?" Rose asked.

"It's a paper on the Dred Scott decision."

"Oh," Rose took the book from John and held it so he could see it, still. "The fugitive slave laws, right?"

John nodded and started typing.

Rose watched as the pretty girl in the silky, lace covered nightie who was snuggled in, next to her, worked and she felt nothing but love for the child. She pulled her just a bit closer, kissed the child's temple and rested her head on hers.

"I love you, Beebs."

"I know. I love you, too."

"Miss Bebe," Miss Karen hung up the classroom-phone and turned to the girls who were working on a Biology lab.

"Yes, Miss Karen?"

"Please take your things with you and report to the main office for dismissal."

John checked the clock. It was only 12:15. He didn't expect to be dismissed for another forty-five minutes. "Yes, Miss," he said and gathered his things. He blew a kiss to Ella and MK and hustled to his locker. He grabbed his backpack, stuffed his books into it and was in the main office within five minutes of the phone ringing.

"Yes?" the secretary asked as he arrived at the counter.

"Excuse me, Miss. I'm Bianca Foley. I'm being dismissed."

The secretary checked her clipboard. "Yes, but Miss Gabriella wants to see you before you leave."

John felt a flush of warm fear pass through his body. "Oh?"

The woman knocked on the Headmistress' door. "Excuse me, Miss Gabriella, but Bianca Foley is here." She waited a moment, then turned to John and said, "You can come in, Bianca."

John came around the counter, passed through the outer office and entered the Headmistress' office. As he did so, the secretary closed the door behind him. Miss Gabriella looked up from her computer, gazing at John over her reading glasses. "Please be seated, Miss Bianca. I'll just be a moment."

John sat and waited, looking around the office and wondering why he was here. Miss Gabriella continued typing and ignoring him for more than five minutes before she finally acknowledged his presence.

Finally, she pushed the keyboard aside and looked at John, her arms folded, the reading glasses staying in place like a theatrical prop.

"Well, Miss Bianca, here we are, again."

"Yes, Miss," John said. "Did I do something wrong?"

"Well, I should say so, Miss Bianca," the older woman said. She reached for a pink slip and looked at it for a few moments before continuing. "I have seen your TV show, Miss Bianca, and I have to say, I was very impressed, but I find myself wondering how a young woman who does such a good job on that show is receiving an F-warning in her Theater Arts class."

She placed the pink slip in front of John. He looked it and was shocked to see the words 'insolent to teacher' and 'incomplete work' and 'grade average: 36' written on the right hand column.

"Miss," John stuttered, "I was never insolent to Miss Stephanie and I thought I'd completed all of my work. I checked on the classroom page on the Internet last night and I thought that I'd turned in everything. I don't understand this."

"Well, neither do I, young lady. You may think that this is the kind of school that you can just sail through without doing any work, but I assure you, it is not! Now, I have had just about enough of your nonsense, Miss Bianca, and I am giving you an ultimatum - if this grade isn't at least a seventy-five by the time this quarter grades close in three weeks, you will no longer be a student at Notre Dame Academy. Am I making myself perfectly clear?"

John nearly cried. How could this have happened!? He'd done all of his work! "Miss... I didn't..."

"AM I MAKING MYSELF PERFECTLY CLEAR, BIANCA?" The Headmistress was turning red in the face.

"Yes, Miss," he said in a quiet voice.

"Now, you will report to my office at seven thirty tomorrow morning and you will have both of your guardians with you so we can discuss this."

"Yes, Miss," he nodded.

"No excuses, Bianca. I am serious. Both of them. Here. Seven thirty."

"Yes, Miss."

Miss Gabriella checked her watch. "Good. Now, your car should be here any minute. Take that warning, show it to your guardians and I will see you in the morning. Good bye, Bianca." She went back to her computer.

John rose, took his backpack and headed to the door. "Miss?" John made one final effort to plead his case, but the Headmistress would hear none of it.

"Tomorrow morning, Miss Bianca. Seven thirty."

John walked through the office, past the secretary and out to the front entrance where there was a town car waiting. He hurried to it, surprised that Oscar had not gotten out to open the door for him, but when he opened the door, Oscar was not driving. It was a young, Asian man who looked up from his phone as John dropped onto the seat.

The driver glanced up into the mirror. "Bianca Foley?"

John nodded, and as he did, he felt all of his will power fade away and his face melted into tears. What the hell was Miss Stephanie's game and why was she doing this to him? Besides upsetting him, this was going to get Ed and Rose mad at him. They already thought of him as a child. Now, they'd be mad because he couldn't maintain his grades. His grades in a Theater class, for crying out loud!

The driver glanced in the mirror, again and saw that his passenger was upset. "Hey. Hey. Girl. Umm... Bianca? Are you ok?"

John just nodded and looked out the window.

"Ok..." It wasn't his fault. He was only about twenty years old himself. He didn't know how to deal with a high-strong, teenaged girl. Probably just PMS-ing, anyway.

"Jesus, honey," the makeup woman said to John, "your whole face is swollen. Have you been crying?"

John just shrugged and looked at his lap.

"Oh, crap, honey," the woman, who John had only worked with once before and he could not recall her name, said. "I can't cover this. We're going to need to ice your face to get that swelling out."

"Miss Foley," a production assistant stuck her head into the room, "we need you on set right now."

The makeup woman straightened up and turned to the PA. "She won't be ready for an hour or so. You'd better tell the director."

"Oh, shit," the PA muttered. "Is she ok?"

"I don't know. Just tell him."

Within moments, the Director, Ed, Rose and Don were all running down the hallway.

"Beebs, honey," Rose knelt by the makeup station, "what happened?"

John put his hand on his forehead, his thumb and forefinger just above his eyebrows, hiding his face. "I'm sorry, Rose, but I just can't take it, any more. Miss Stephanie, she..." he started shaking with his sobs.

"Hey, guys," Don said in a very rational voice, "why don't you all clear put for a few minutes and let us talk to Bebe. Ok?"

Everyone nodded and filed out. The Director was last and he spoke quietly to Don. "Listen, Don, we're kind of up against the schedule, here. Do you think she'll be able to work today?"

Don patted the man's shoulder. "Frank, you know how it is with kids. You have to deal with these things as they come along. Now, Bebe has been a work horse for you since she arrived and you know, full well, that she's one of the reasons that this show got off on a good footing. So, I suggest that you give us a little time to talk to her and see what's happening. I'll let you know what's going on when I can."

The Director heaved a sigh and nodded. "Oh, for Christ's sake, Don... figure it out quickly, will ya?"

"I'll do my best, Frank." And with that, Don guided him out the door and closed it behind him.

Ed was now kneeling on the opposite side of the chair from Rose. He had one hand on John's head and he was speaking in a quiet, patient tone. "Bebe, baby. What happened with Miss Stephanie?"

John struggled to gain his composure, but he just couldn't. He felt overwhelmed.

Rose looked at Don, who's face was a map of concern, "The hormones make her more emotional. The doctor told us she may have reactions like this from time to time."

"They're essentially pushing her through puberty at a very quick rate," Ed explained. "It takes a toll on her."

Don nodded.

"Come on, baby," Ed held his head to John's. "Take some deep breaths and tell us what happened. No matter what, we're here for you."

"We love you, Beebs," Rose kissed his cheek. "We're not going to be upset with you."

What was happening to him, John wondered? He used to be a self sufficient adult. He lived at college in Boston and dealt with everything on his own. This was a problem with a talentless, high school, theater teacher. Why was it such a crisis for him? Was it just the hormones or had he completely forgotten how to be an adult?

"She... She... She..." he tried, but he couldn't get the words out. Finally, he reached into his bra and took out a piece of pink paper that had been folded neatly into a small square.

Rose took it and read it.

"What is it?" Ed asked, while still hugging his head to his niece's.

"It's a failure warning from Miss Stephanie. It cites missing work and insolence to the teacher."

Ed stood tall and took the paper from Rose to read it himself.

Don breathed a heavy breath. "That's all it is, then? A failure warning?"

"It says," Ed continued to read, "that she has three weeks to get her grade up to a seventy five or she'll be expelled. That's probably what's got her so revved up."

John shook his head.

"That's not it, baby?" Rose asked. "What is it, then?"

Finally able to breath, again, John explained that both Ed and Rose needed to be at the school at seven thirty the next morning. "I'm sorry. I didn't want to upset you."

"Bebe," Ed laughed, "why would this upset me?" Ed crumpled the pink piece of paper in frustration "You know how I feel about that teacher and that Headmistress. They're both a couple of petty functionaries with this much power," he held up his thumb and forefinger, separated by a fraction of an inch to illustrate, "that they wield over vulnerable, little girls."

"Ed," Rose interrupted him before he could get carried away, "relax. We'll discuss this tonight - after Bebe's gone to bed. We'll present a united front tomorrow and we'll get this straightened out. Ok?"

"Yeah," Ed nodded. "Ok."

Don moved in front of John and looked him in the eye. "Hey, sweetheart," his voice was soft and paternal as me stroked John's cheek. "See, no one is upset with you. Do you think you can work today, or would you rather go home? Because, if you need a day off, no one is going to be upset with you."

John looked at the three supportive faces and steadied his breathing. "I'd really rather work, if that's ok."

"Of course it is, angel," Don kissed his forehead. "They're going to have to ice your face down a little though, to take care of the swelling. While they do that, I'm going to suggest that you don't look at your phone, ok? I don't think you're in the right frame of mind to be dealing with any more teenaged angst, today. We'll just put on some music that you like and you can concentrate on that. Alright?"

John nodded.

Don called the makeup woman in and gave her instructions. She nodded and said, "Alexa - play 'Disney Mix.'"

Louis Prima's voice came out of the six inch tall speaker, "Well, I'm the king of the swingers, Oh, the jungle VIP.

"Is this music ok, Miss Foley?" The makeup woman asked.

John nodded. "Please don't call me 'Miss' anything though. I've kinda heard enough of that, lately. Please, just call me Bebe."

"We're here for a meeting with Miss Gabriella," Ed told the secretary at Notre Dame. It was seven-twenty-eight am. Classes didn't start until eight, so the hallways were pretty much empty.

"Oh, yes. I'm afraid she's with another parent, right now. She'll be about fifteen minutes."

Ed checked his watch. "Our meeting was scheduled by Miss Gabriella for seven-thirty. It is now seven-twenty-eight. I expect that we will be in her office in no more than two minutes. In seven minutes, if we are not in there, we will be contacting our lawyer to deal with Miss Gabriella. Please make sure that she receives that message."

Ed sat on a bench with John to his left and Rose just beyond.

"Just stay calm," Rose whispered to him. "Remember what we discussed. We listen and we nod, then we respond, Ed. Remember - RESPOND. Don't react."

Ed checked his watch and nodded. "That's how the meeting will go, but if she's not out here in six minutes, we're leaving."

John could feel his heart pounding out the seconds in his chest. He hated being stuck in the middle like this. He hadn't done anything wrong. This was just a power play by Miss Stephanie.

Ed sighed and looked at Rose. "One minute."

Rose rolled her eyes just as the secretary picked up the phone receiver, muttered a few words, then called to them, "Mr McNeal, Miss Gabriella will see you, now."

He stood and buttoned his suit coat. "Thank you." Then he turned to Rose and John and indicated they should precede him. Rose went first, but as John passed, he reached out and took Ed's hand in his. That is how they entered the Headmistress' office.

Miss Gabriella was standing behind her desk. "Good morning, Miss Bianca," she said, coolly. She shook hands with Ed. Then said, "And you are?" To Rose.

"I'm Bebe's cousin, Rose. I share guardianship of Bebe hit Ed."

"Oh, my, yes, I recognize you from your TV show, now. You look much older on TV. How old are you, dear?"

"I'm twenty-two."

"Oh, my, you are very young to have the responsibilities of raising Bianca, aren't you?"

"Obviously, my aunt did not think so. I assure you, Mrs Gabriella, we are very focused on Bebe's well being."

"Well, that's good to know, but I regret to have to tell you that it appears that Miss Bianca has been pulling the wool over your eyes, I'm afraid. She has neglected her work in her Theater Arts class, and she has been belligerent to her teacher in that class, as well."

At that moment, there was a knock on the door and Miss Stephanie stuck her head in. "I'm sorry I'm late, Headmistress. Traffic was terrible, this morning."

"Understandable, Miss Stephanie. Thank you for coming in early. Please come in. This is Miss Stephanie, Miss Bianca's Theater Arts teacher."

Ed and Rose nodded to her. "We know Miss Stephanie," Rose said. "She works on the set with our younger actors."

"Oh, of course. Miss Stephanie, could you, please, give them a summary of the situation in which we find ourselves, today."

"Yes, Miss Gabriella. Well, regarding her classwork and homework, Bianca has neglected to pass in seven assignments, to date. A summary of three different plays; 'The Man Who Came To Dinner,' 'Marty' and 'Lady Windermere's Fan.' She has also not completed four installments in her online acting journal. These installments are due every Friday and Bianca has only submitted one installment."

"Let's address these items, first." Miss Gabriella said. "Miss Bianca? What have you got to say for yourself?"

Before John could say anything, Ed said, "Miss Gabriella, I will speak for Bebe on these matters. I reviewed Bebe's online classroom work, last night and I found that she had submitted her summary of 'Lady Windermere's Fan,' but that Miss Stephanie had requested revisions to this work. The thing is though, she submitted this request at 5:00pm YESTERDAY - after Bebe received the Failure Warning. As for the summaries of the other two plays, both of those were assigned before Bebe was a student at Notre Dame and, again, according to the online classroom which is managed by Miss Stephanie, Bebe was not required to do these assignments."

"Well, Mr. McNeal," Miss Stephanie smiled a malicious and condescending smirk, "I may not have written that specifically into the classroom, but I told Miss Bianca - verbally - that she needed to get caught up on those."

"Did she?" Ed asked John.

"No," John responded, quietly.

Ed returned his gaze to Miss Stephanie. "Evidently, you are mistaken, Miss Stephanie. Bebe is an excellent student and Theater has always been her favorite class. She was not aware that these assignments were due, but she is willing to have that work into you within a week. Is that satisfactory?"

"For those assignments, yes."

"Now," Ed continued, "regarding these journal entries, Bebe has screen shots indicating that she submitted fairly large entries into her journals on the dates requested, however, only her first entry is still posted In your online classroom. How is that possible?" He placed printouts of the 'Assignment Completed' notifications on the desk for the Headmistress to see.

"Hmm, these do seem like the correct dates, Miss Stephanie." She passed them over to the teacher.

"May I ask, Miss Bianca," Miss Gabriella said, "why you would take screen shots of these notices?"

John looked to Ed who nodded, giving John permission to speak.

"When I took online classes at Emerson, Miss Gabriella, they told us to always take a screen shot of our submission receipt just in case the Professor lost track of it. I just continued to do it when I started here."

She nodded. "That is a good practice, obviously, Miss Bianca. Miss Stephanie, can you explain these receipts."

"No, Miss Gabriella," she shook her head. "I am baffled. Do you have copies of the work, Miss Bianca?"

John shook his head and looked to Ed for permission, again. Ed nodded.

"No, Miss. The journals are all done online, and I didn't think I needed to print out the work - I'm not even sure I could."

"But the point is," Ed said, firmly, "that she did submit the work and, since it could only have been deleted by the classroom administrator, which is you, Miss Stephanie, only you could have deleted it."

The teacher looked indigent. "I beg your pardon, Mr McNeal, are you accusing me of something?"

"No, Miss Stephanie," he shook his head. "You are the only one making accusations. I am just here in defense of my niece."

"Alright, everyone," the Headmistress said, "let's remain composed. I believe that the matter of the outstanding work has been addressed and resolved. Now, Miss Stephanie, please relate the story you told me about your encounter with Miss Bianca at last weekend's Halloween Dance at St Mark's."

She explained how she'd volunteered to chaperone the event and how she ran into John in the Ladies' Room. "I complemented her on her costume and the success of the TV show. Then, as I asked about her schedule at school next week - Well, this week, now - she stuck her middle finger up at me and said, 'Fuck you.' Well, I was absolutely shocked and I walked straight out of that room! I've been teaching for many years, now, but I have NEVER been treated like that by a student!"

The Headmistress looked at the family before her. "Well, Bianca?"

Rose spoke, this time. "Miss Gabriella and Miss Stephanie, both Ed and I have spent an awful lot of time with Bebe and neither of us has ever heard her use language like that. I am, truly, not able to believe that she said anything like that."

"Well, believe it, or not," Miss Stephanie said, "it did happen."

"Bebe?" Ed asked, "Did this happen?"

"No. Not like that. I was talking to Miss Stephanie and she was being kind of mean to me about the show and about being out of school because of my job, and, eventually, I did turn my back on her and put my hands under the hand dryer, and she was gone when my hands were dry. I never said anything like that to her."

"What do you mean when you say that Miss Stephanie was being 'mean' about the show?" Miss Gabriella asked.

John shrugged. "I don't know. Like it was no big deal and that we were all just riding Don Ferry's coattails. Stuff like that. She's always been kind of mean about the show."

"Oh, what a little liar you are, Miss Bianca," Miss Stephanie acted appalled.

"I'd watch my language if I were you, Miss Stephanie," Ed said, calmly, still holding John's hand. "So far, almost everything that you've told us has been untruthful."

"Alright, everyone,"the Headmistress said. "Here is what is going to happen. One of my teachers has made an allegation and that is a serious matter. So, since we are in a 'she said, she said' situation, I am going to take Miss Stephanie's side in this matter. I am going to leave the resolution of this matter to her. I will not proceed towards Miss Bianca's expulsion at this time. Miss Stephanie can set up a community service project of some sort for Miss Bianca to serve as an abject lesson about being respectful to others. Is that acceptable to everyone."

"No," Rose said. "Bebe did nothing wrong."

"Then the lesson will be about helping others. There is no downside to community service." She was obviously done with this discussion. "Miss Stephanie, please send an outline of a community service project to Miss Bianca's guardians. I think a project that lasts between fifteen and twenty hours Over several days or weekends should serve our purposes. I think this will settle the matter, nicely. Are we in Agreement?"

Miss Stephanie nodded.

"I am not happy about this," Ed said, flatly. "I don't believe that Bebe did anything wrong, but, if this will put an end to all of this nonsense, then... fine."

"Well, school is about to start, so, thank you for coming in this morning. Miss Stephanie will be in touch."

"That's it" Ed seemed shocked. "No apology for 'losing' Bebe's work? Or for making her upset?"

"No, Mr McNeal," Miss Gabriella acted exhausted by the question. "These things happen. Let's just move on."

He shook his head in disgust, but Rose stood quickly and shook hands with the two educators. "Thank you for your time. I'm sure that noting like this will ever happen again."

Ed just stood and walked out of the office with John in tow.

Once in the hallway, he turned to Rose and said, "I hate these women. I don't understand this 'screw the children' attitude. Maybe we should look at another school for her."

Rose shrugged. "Maybe we should. What do you think Beebs?"

John looked as if he was going to cry, again. "I mean... except for those two women, I really like it here. I have friends, too. I'm kinda lonely like this, you know. I only really have Ella and MK for friends."

"What about Kylie and Darrin and the other kids on the show?" Rose suggested.

"Kylie and I are friends because we both go here and Darrin and I are friendly, but we're not really friends..." a tear rolled down his cheek.

"Alright, Alright, Alright," Ed couldn't face another day of crying. "We'll work it out."

"So, Hank says," Don was speaking quietly to Ed and Rose. John was filming a scene with Kylie and he felt more comfortable discussing the private detective's findings without John present, "this Miss Stephanie has more than a dozen people paying her off at the moment and that he's passed that information along to the police. The problem is that no one wants to testify in court about whatever it is that she has on them. Blackmail is a tough crime to get witnesses for."

Ed nodded. "But the police are still investigating, though, right?"

"Oh, yeah, of course. It may take awhile, but they'll get to her, eventually."

Ed folded his arms and looked at Rose. "I guess that's all we can do for now, then."

"I guess," Rose stood from her makeup mirror chair. "You told him about our meeting this morning, though, right?"

"I did. Other than suggesting that you record any meetings or phone calls, he said we just have to sit and wait for her to make a mistake."

"Ok. Thanks, Don," Ed shook his hand. "Let's hope that she makes a mistake before she gets her hooks into either Bebe or Kylie."

"Did you come up with a schedule for our girl to do her community service?" Don asked.

"Of course, not," Rose sighed. "She keeps demanding that Bebe stays after school, which, of course, she can't do because of the show."

Just then, Ed's text-tone sounded. He read the text and said, "Huh. I think we may have found how she's going to get her hooks into Bebe. Listen to this. 'MR. MCNEAL. SINCE NONE OF MY SUGGESTED TIMES WORKS FOR YOUR NIECE, PERHAPS WE COULD WORK OUT A SCHEDULE WHICH WOULD INVOLVE MEETNG WITH HER ON THE WEEKEND. THAT, OF COURSE, WOULD REQUIRE THAT I BILL YOU FOR MY TIME, WHICH WOULD BE PRICEY, BUT IT WOULD BE A WAY TO PUT ALL OF THIS UNPLEASANTNESS BEHIND US. IF YOU'D LIKE TO DISCUSS THIS OPTION, I CAN MEET YOU TOMORROW EVENING AT THE STARBUCKS NEAR NOTRE DAME TO DISCUSS THE COST. PLEASE LET ME KNOW.'"

"This sounds promising," Don said. "I'll let Hank know, but be sure that you record the meeting on your phone. If Hank wants to do something more technologically advanced, I'll let you know."

"Ok," Ed sent a text back. 'I THINK THAT THE WEEKEND OPTION MAY BE THE BEST. I KNOW WHERE THE STARBUCKS IS. IS 6:45 TOMORROW EVENING A GOOD TIME?'

Within seconds, the reply came, 'PERFECT. SEE YOU THEN.'

"Excellent!" Don clapped his hands. "I wouldn't bring Bebe, though."

"No, I agree," Ed tucked his phone into the breast pocket of his shirt.

"I'll take her shopping," Rose said. "She wants to get a new dress to go to breakfast with Blaine on Friday."

"Another new dress!?" Ed pretended to be outraged. "She is becoming quite the clothes-horse."

"You know," Rose teased , as she helped John into the fifth dress that he had tried on that afternoon, "at some point, Blaine is going to have to see you wear the same dress more than once."

"I know," John fussed, "but I want something special to wear to the airport to meet the girls, Friday, too. Breakfast with Blaine is just part of why I need a new dress. Besides, I really don't own all that many clothes. None of my 'Bianca Clothes' fit any more and, certainly, none of John's do."

"I know, sweetie," Rose kissed John's cheek as she pulled the dress over his arms and head. "I just like to tease you."

She spun him around and pulled the tiny zipper up his back.

"Oh, I like this one,"John said as he looked at himself in the peachy-pink, crepe, fit and flare dress with the V-neck and sleeves that puffed, just a tiny bit, on top and hung loosely to his elbows and the full, flowing skirt that ended just at his knees. It was simple and perfect and just as feminine as Blaine liked.

"Well, I have to say," Rose fussed with the skirt and then his hair in a decidedly maternal way, "you do have wonderful taste in dresses, Beebs."

John swayed to make sure that the skirt swung correctly. It did. "Do you think we might be able to find a comfortable, heeled sandal to go with this?"

Rose giggled. "I'm sure we can find the perfect shoes to go with it, baby." She kissed the back of his head.

She pulled the zipper down and helped him out of the pretty garment.

Hank was already at the Starbucks when Ed arrived. He was seated at a table in the center of the restaurant with a laptop opened. He looked like every other business person who might have stopped for an overpriced, bitter coffee on the way home from work. There were only a couple of other people in the coffee shop. A pretty woman of forty-five or more years sitting in the far corner, looking at her phone, and a good looking guy in his twenties sitting near the counter. The guy was playing an online video game and sipping his iced coffee through a straw. He was wearing a sleeveless, black tee shirt with the logo of the band Aerosmith on the front and a list of tour dates on the back. More notable than the shirt, though, was the size and definition of the man's upper arms. He looked strong enough to be a professional athlete - probably an actor, though, since this was LA. He was handsome enough to be one.

Hank had told Ed not to worry about recording the meeting. He'd be there and he'd have the appropriate microphone and recording equipment to capture everything that was said.

Ed ordered a black coffee and headed over to sit at a table by the window, as Miss Stephanie had instructed.

Within minutes, she arrived, placed her order, waved to Ed, then, after receiving a cup of soy latte, she took the seat opposite Ed.

"Hello, Mr McNeal, thank you for meeting me here. It's right on my way home from school."

"My pleasure, Miss Stephanie," Ed smiled as friendly as he could.

"Oh, I hope you don't mind," the teacher pulled out her phone and shut it off, placing it on the table, "but would you mind shutting off your phone whilst we talk. I hate being interrupted by cell phones, don't you?"

"Sure." Ed pulled out his phone and held down the button to shut it off. When the Apple logo was displayed, he put it on the table next to Miss Stephanie's. 'Pretty clever way to keep from being recorded,' he thought.

Miss Stephanie then explained a plan for a series of Saturday mornings in which she would meet with Bianca and set up community service work for each of those days. Bianca would be required to do things like park clean-up, removing graffiti, food bank distribution... things like that.

"Well," Ed was making notes on the back of his receipt, "that sounds like a reasonable compromise. Thank you, Miss Stephanie."

"Now, of course, if I am giving up my free time, then I will need to be compensated."

"Of course," Ed stayed casual. "What do you think is a fair amount?"

"Well, I hate to just throw out numbers, but I have given this a lot of thought. Bianca did behave appallingly towards me and I am being gracious enough to spend this extra time with her, so..."

Ed stopped writing and looked at the teacher, waiting for the ax to fall. "So...?" Ed mimicked her intonation.

"Well... let me just write down a number on my napkin and pass it over to you." She scribbled on the napkin, folded it, smiled and passed it across the table.

Ed opened it, then looked up at the woman and he smiled. "This is your 'per-hour' rate?"

She nodded, her smile never fading. "This is my final offer, Mr McNeal. Either you accept this offer, or I tell the Headmistress that you were uncooperative and your niece is out of Notre Dame by the end of the day, tomorrow. Oh, and if you decide to mention this fee to the Headmistress, I'll deny it and tell her that you threatened me with physical harm. Won't that play nicely on the cover of People Magazine?" Her smile broadened.

Ed remained calm. "So, you think that your time, the time that you're willing to spend helping Bianca to do community service, is worth five thousand dollars per hour?"

"Yes, Mr McNeal, I do."

"So, for twenty hours of work, you will expect to receive one-hundredthousand dollars?" He pronounced the words slowly and clearly, both to avoid screaming and to be sure that Hank hear it, loud and clear.

"I do, Mr McNeal. In fact, I think it's a bargain for you to keep your precious, little money maker in this school and out of the papers and off of TMZ. Don't you agree?"

"You're a thief, Miss Stephanie." Ed took a deep breath. "What if I were to call the police right now?"

"Do what you like, Mr McNeal. You have no evidence, and besides, no money has exchanged hands, so no crime has occurred."

Ed folded the paper and put it in his pocket. "I'll think about it."

"Think quick, Mr McNeal. This offer is only available for the next two minutes. Then... Bye, Bye Bianca."

"You're a piece of shit," Ed said in a loud whisper.

"Oh, now, now, Mr McNeal, if you use language like that again, then I'm afraid that the price will go up up, substantially."

Ed crossed his arms. "How long do I have to get the money?"

"See, now, that's much better. Let's say, twenty-four hours. You can come back here tomorrow - same time - and we'll make everything official. No receipts. No contracts. Just a simple promise."

Ed just nodded.

"See the rather large fellow in the corner?" She indicated the man in the Aerosmith shirt that Ed had noted earlier.

Ed nodded without looking.

"You'll be dealing with him, tomorrow, not me. He'll be my Insurance today, too. I'll leave first, then you can go, but don't be surprised if he follows you, just to be sure that you don't do something... regrettable."

She stood and kissed his cheek as if they were old friends. "Until tomorrow, Mr McNeal," and she exited. Ed watched her go, then his eyes strayed to the Aerosmith guy, who was leaning back in his chair. When their eyes met, Aerosmith nodded, then his attention returned to his computer game.

Ed picked up his phone and turned it back on. When it had booted up, there was a text message from Rose. Ed opened it and found a picture of John in a peachy-pink, crepe dress, with matching, strapped sandals with a low heel. It was a lovely outfit. He returned a text, 'VERY PRETTY.'

He stood and headed for the door. Hank never even glanced up at him. Aerosmith-man watched him the whole way, though. As Ed passed him, he glanced down at the screen of the man's computer where he saw the words 'VERY PRETTY,' written on the screen.

"Son of an bitch!" Ed mumbled.

"You know it," the man grinned.

On the way home, Ed pulled into a Verizon store and bought a new phone and calling plan. He didn't know if Aerosmith needed to be close to him in order to eavesdrop, but he wasn't going to give him a chance to try.

The next night, Ed pulled into the parking lot of the Starbucks and was headed into the coffee shop, when he was stopped by Miss Stephanie's henchman, this time wearing a 'Rush' tee shirt, again with the arms cut off. "I'll take the envelope, Mr McNeal," he said quietly, yet somewhat threateningly.

Ed looked the tough guy in the eye and slowly removed the envelope from the interior pocket of the sports coat he was wearing, stopping with the edge of the envelope visible to the blackmailer. "Tell me something," Ed said before turning over the one-hundred-thousand dollars, "are you and Stephanie proud of yourselves? Do you sleep well? Ripping off little girls - does that make you feel like a real tough guy?"

"Give me the money, now, ass-wipe, or I'll show you how tough a guy I can be."

Ed pulled the envelope free of his jacket and held it between his first and second fingers above his right shoulder. "Tell the woman who holds the end of your leash that this is the first, last and only time she will get a penny from us."

The man in the Rush tee shirt grabbed the envelope and smirked at Ed. "We'll see, pussy. I wouldn't be surprised to see you in this same parking lot in six months. Know what I mean?" He turned and walked away, laughing loudly.

Ed stood and watched as the guy got into an old Toyota sedan and drove away. Moments later, Hank and Don walked up behind Ed.

"Did you get all that?" Ed asked.

"We did," Hank said. "LAPD already has it. There's two detectives following him, now. As soon as they can link him to Stephanie, they'll grab them both."

Ed nodded.

Don patted him on the back. "Way to go, tough guy! You've got balls of steel, my friend. I couldn't have been that cool."

Ed shrugged. "Bebe needs me to take care of her. That's all I was doing."

"You're a good guy, Ed. Let's go get a drink."

The steam from the shower had clouded the mirror in John's bathroom. He brushed his teeth and towel dried his hair before picking up his blow dryer and went to work on his hair. Using a barrel brush to separate his hair, he did his best to get it mostly dry before opening up the door to the bedroom and proceeding to gather his undergarments for the day. After the mirrors had cleared, he'd return to finish his hair.

He pulled out a peach colored bra and panty set and laid them on the bed, then he took the hanger holding his new dress out and hung it on the hook on the back of the hallway door.

It was still early, not quite 7:00. He'd had a hard time sleeping. He kept thinking about what he should tell Blaine and how he should tell him. He wanted to talk to Rose and Ed, but they'd just tell him not to say anything and John couldn't do that.

He looked out the window at the sprawling valley below. In many ways, this was everything he'd dreamed of, but then again - it wasn't.

He headed back to his bed, but stopped at the mirror to look at his hair. Not horrible for having done it in front of a steamed-up mirror. He'd have to do more to it, though - curl it with the curling iron, then loosen the curls with a brush. Blaine liked it wavy. Not straight. Not curly. Wavy. If that's what Blaine liked, then why not give it to him?

As he looked at his hair, he noticed his face. It's features had softened a great deal since June, when he first became Bianca for 'The Taming Of The Shrew.' God, that seemed like a lifetime ago. Now, his nose and chin looked softer. His cheeks, a little plumper. His eyebrows were plucked to a moderate point, with an arch implied. They were much like most of his classmates at Notre Dame. Not a high arch, just neat and pretty.

He touched his cheek. He hadn't shaved in months and he assumed he'd probably never shave again. No big loss there. He never really had much facial or body hair. It never really bothered him. The Van Dyke he wore until late May took months to grow and was always scrawny and unattractive.

His shoulders looked smaller than before. Granted, he'd lost a lot of weight since this all started. He was 151 pounds in June. He was 117, now.

His gaze moved to his breasts. They were more than just the puffy beginnings of female puberty. They were breasts. Real breasts. They had a darkened areola surrounding a firm, erect nipple. They were well shaped and, even though they were modest, they stood out prominently on his small frame. He touched them and they felt warm, nice, right.

Maybe Don was right. Way back when he'd first auditioned for 'Civil Disobedience,' Don said, "You're better as a girl." Maybe he was right. Thinking back to high school, the only friend that John ever had was Ed, who didn't even go to the same school as him. Almost everyone seemed to like Bebe, though. Why? Maybe Bebe just seemed right to everyone and John had been a little... off?... Weird? Well... Something.

When he went to high school in Worcester, some of the less intellectual guys called him 'gay,' or a 'fag' because he knew nothing about sports and loved theater. Ha. What would they say now!? Was he gay? Maybe. He wasn't sure. He knew that he'd been smitten with Rose, that was for sure, but he felt different with Blaine. Very different. He worshipped Rose, but he... longed for Blaine. He missed him terribly when they weren't together. He thought about him during classes and at night when he was in bed. He wanted to to be pretty for Blaine. To cheer him on and tell him how much he... he loved him... but he couldn't do that until he told Blaine the truth. Maybe not about his age, after all, a lot of girls fibbed about their ages - maybe not about six years, but still... legally and as far as everyone in his life was concerned, John was Bebe and Bebe was fourteen until next week when she turned fifteen. That could wait till another day.

But what about today? What should he tell Blaine?

Blaine.

John glanced at his breasts. Just thinking about Blaine made his nipples grow hard and more erect. That had to mean that he liked boys, right? But was he even a boy, anymore.

He returned his gaze to his reflection. No makeup and hair not done, but that was definitely not a boy looking back at him.

He stepped back and looked at his hips. They'd rounded and plumped and he'd hardly noticed. He turned and looked at his rear end. Same thing there. Pumper, rounder, more feminine. Nice.

Then his eyes wandered to his genitals. Shaved and naked, they looked as if they belonged to a little boy. Is that what he was? A little boy pretending to be a girl?

No.

He knew what it felt like to be a boy and he felt awkward and wrong like that. He'd searched his heart since arriving in California and he knew that his life before had been a mistake. What if the doctors had discovered that he was intersexed when he was an infant? Would he have been raised as a girl?

Who knew?

He was what he was. He was where he was. He could only deal with life as he understood it and he understood that, despite how odd it may be to accept, he loved Blaine.

He looked at the limp organ that hung where his legs met. He really liked it at times. Yeah, it was a liability for Bebe, but was he ready to make the decision to remove it?

No. He wasn't. It was part of who he was. If he could have it removed and then be a biological woman, have children and everything, he'd have it removed in a heartbeat, but... as things stood, now, he wanted to keep it, even if it had to be tucked away.

But what would Blaine think?

Would he freak out? Maybe. Probably.

Would he hit John? Probably not, but he might be justified if he did. After all, John had not been honest with him... No. Blaine would never hit him. He was sure of that.

Would he leave? Maybe. That was the worse thing that John could think of. He needed Blaine. He needed to be Blaine's girl. That meant as much as being on the show...

... the show...

What if Blaine freaked out or just walked away?

What would happen to the show?

Would Blaine tell everyone that Bebe was a freak? Maybe. Probably. But it was a chance that John needed to take.

He had to.

He had to.

"Fifty percent a boy, fifty percent a girl," John muttered into the mirror, quietly, "and one hundred percent in love." His lip quivered and his eyes watered. "I hope he understands."

He hung his head and wiped his eyes, then returned his gaze to the mirror. "I love you Blaine. Please, please, please understand that I never meant to be dishonest with you."

He heard a shower turn on and it made him jump. He checked the clock. Nearly 7:30. That would be Ed. He had a 10:30 call this morning. He was getting ready.

Ed.

John loved Ed like he loved no one else in his life. He'd loved him as a friend, he'd loved him as a colleague and, now, he loved him as a father figure. Ed's metamorphosis was almost as extreme as John's.

No matter what happened with Blaine, today, Ed was going to be mad at Him. No question about that.

Why had things become so complicated? It wasn't fair!

It wasn't fair!? If that didn't sound like the rankings of a fourteen year old girl, nothing did.

Ok. Today's order of business.

1. Get dressed.
2. Do hair and makeup
3. Make sure you look as pretty as possible.
4. Spend time with Ed before he left.
5. Tell Ed how much you love him.
6. Stay calm.
7. Have breakfast with Blaine.
8. Tell Blaine.

"Ok," John sighed. "Easy peasy."

"Hey, honey," Ed said as he entered the kitchen. "Look at you, all dressed up on a day you could be sleeping in. New dress? It's very pretty."

John beamed at the attention Ed offered. "I'm taking Blaine to breakfast this morning."

"You're taking Blaine? You mean you're going to go to his house and get him?"

"No," John laughed. "He's taking an Uber here. We're going to walk to Max's Place."

"Where's that?"

"Umm... a block and a half down and one over. Not far."

"Sounds romantic," Ed teased as he kissed John's head. "I wish I could stay and talk, but I have a breakfast meeting to get to. Remember, Oscar is picking you and Rosie up at 11:15 to go to the airport and meet the girls."

"Oh!?" John had not heard this. "I thought that Rose was driving the Tesla."

"Nope. Change of plans. When this meeting came up and you mentioned that Blaine might go with you, we figured that you guys needed a bigger car. I hired a full sized limo. That should impress the girls, don't you think?"

"For sure!" John laughed.

"Ok, baby, I have to go." He kissed John, again and headed for the door.

""Uncle Ed?" John said, just as Ed opened the door. Ed turned and waited. "Umm, I just wanted to say thank you."

"For?"

"For everything," John shrugged. "For being there for me. I couldn't do all this without you, and... well... I really appreciate it."

Ed walked back into the room and hugged his niece. "Bebe. You don't need to thank me. I'm happy to be here for you. And do you know why?"

"Because you love me," John giggled as he snuggled into Ed's chest. He smelled like Ivory soap and shaving cream. "I love you, too, Uncle Ed. I really do. I just need you to know that."

"You just need...? Hey..." Ed pulled Bebe away from him and looked at her face. "Is everything ok?"

"Everything's great. I just... Well, I know I don't always make things easy for you. I just need you to know that - I love you. I really do."

"I know, Beebs, I know, but I really need to run." He hugged the child tightly one more time. "Have fun with Blaine and the girls. Rosie will probably sleep a little late. She was up past midnight getting things ready for your guests. Tell her I love her, when she wakes up." He waved and the door closed behind him.

John stared at the closed door. He took a deep, shaky breath and whispered, "Please don't be mad at me."

At 9:03, Blaine's text appeared on John's phone. 'HERE.'

John replied, 'BE RIGHT DOWN. ROSE IS STILL ASLEEP.'

Outside, John skipped out of the door and hugged Blaine.

"Good morning, Bebe!" Blaine was surprise by how happy Bebe was to see him. "How can you look this pretty this early in the morning!?"

John laughed. "Lots of hard work. I got up at 6:00 to get ready."

"Why!?" Blaine laughed, shocked that she would do this.

"Because I want to be pretty for you."

They walked hand and hand to the restaurant, talking about school, Blaine's team and the show all the way. Blaine told funny stories about how his mom kept telling people that she'd been to Don Ferry's house; she was still riding high about that.

The restaurant was busy, but they didn't have to wait long. Their waitress made a big deal out of the fact that this was 'the kids' first breakfast-date. Blaine had the 'Three Egg Western Omelet' while John had a Belgian waffle with fresh strawberries and homemade whipped cream.

Both enjoyed the food, the waitress and each other.

When they were finished, the waitress kissed them both goodbye at the door and told them that they'd better be back soon, or they were in trouble!

They started walking back, but the conversation became sparse, then Blaine finally said, "Bebe? Are you going to tell me what's going on?"

John sighed. It was the last thing he wanted to do, but he knew that he had to. He nodded.

"Blaine," he stared. "I... well, you know how I feel about you, right?"

The boy smiled. "I do."

"Ok... well, I... Oh geez..." he spotted a bench just ahead. "Let's sit down for a few minutes."

They sat and looked at each other.

Finally John said, "Blaine... do you love me?"

"Of course I do, Bebe."

John sighed and a tear rolled down his cheek. "Ok... please... after I tell you this... please... still love me..."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 10

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Bebe in LaLa Land: 10

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

The moment of truth has arrived. What will John tell Blaine? How will Blaine react?
What will happen to Miss Stephanie? And the girls arrive from New Hampshire! How much can
one twenty-one-year-old-man-living-as-a-fourteen-year-old-girl take?
A lot happens in one day! I hope you all enjoy the story!


 
Author's Note: As always, thank you to everyone who has written comments and emails. I am so glad that you enjoy Bebe's exploits as much as I do! Please leave comments if you can. They really inspire me! ~Clara.
 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 10 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
ENDINGS AND BEGINNINGS -or- NOTHING WOULD BE WHAT IT IS, BECAUSE EVERYTHING WOULD BE WHAT IT ISN'T
 

"LAPD is ready to make their move," Hank told Ed as they ate their breakfast in a luxurious restaurant near the studio. "If they just had the video from the other night, she'd be getting arrested. With the evidence we sent them, she's facing a long, long sentence."

Ed nodded. "Good. Maybe the girls at that school will be safe now." Ed used his fork to separate a section of his egg white Denver omelette. "When do they plan on arresting her? I hope they're not planning on doing it at the school. That could be upsetting to a lot of the girls."

"No, they won't do that." Hank bit into his steak and eggs. "My guess is that it'll happen sometime today. I know that the teachers have a professional development day till one o'clock. They'll probably wait until after that, then do it when she gets home."

Don took a swig of a very vile looking breakfast drink. Despite his insistence that it tasted good, he winced at the flavor. "I have to say, I've played a cop at least a dozen times, but this is the first time that I've ever been involved in an actual arrest. To tell you the truth, I don't like it all that much. The thought of someone losing their freedom is... sobering, I guess. I mean, I'm glad that she's being taken away from her victims, but can you imagine what actually being locked up for years and years is really and truly like? It must be terrible."

"It is," Hank laughed, "and that's the point."

"Yeah, I know." Don laughed, too. "But I'm not usually part of the process."

"Me neither," Ed swallowed a mouthful, "but since she targeted Bebe, I'm having a hard time finding any sympathy for her."

"Yeah... agreed," Don took another swig of the drink and, once again, winced at the taste.

"Good stuff?" Ed teased.

"Ok, I admit, it's terrible, but I'm a middle aged action star. I have to stay in shape. Have you looked at Tom Cruise lately? He's ten years older than me and he looks fifteen years younger. I hate to sound vain, but..." He held up the glass filled with brownish-greenish gunk and said, "... cheers!"

John breathed a very deep breath, then let it out before beginning. "Ok... Blaine..., I know you're concerned about my health, but you really don't need to be. There's nothing 'wrong' with me. I mean - nothing like a disease or anything."

"Oh, thank God." Blaine gave a nervous laugh and he held his hand to his heart. "I mean, all week I've been thinking about the worst possible reasons that you couldn't have a baby. I've been reading things online and everything seemed so serious. I kept thinking that it must be cancer or something and that I was going to lose you. Oh, man, that sounded so creepy, didn't it? I didn't mean that..."

"Blaine, Blaine," John interrupted Blaine's monologue. "I'm not going to die - Well, not for a long time, I hope - but... like so many things in my life... there are complications."

"Such as?"

John inhaled again. "Ok, look... when I was born, I had a condition that wasn't diagnosed until, like, six or seven months ago. See, I was always smaller than other people in my classes and... well, there were other things, too, that we really never noticed, but I just thought that I was, I don't know, normal, but small."

Blaine, again nervous, nodded. "You're not THAT small, Bebe. I mean, it's not like you're a little-person of anything."

John thought for a moment, then continued. "Yeah. I know, but I didn't... develop... the way that other kids did. So, I just went on with my life. I was just sort of... stupid about it because I didn't know about it. My mom kept saying that I'd get a growth spurt and that I'd catch up."

"Anyway... remember how I told you that my sister is a doctor?" John said.

Blaine nodded.

"Well, last summer she noticed something about me that made her concerned and, even though I didn't want to, she talked my mother into taking me to this specialist doctor to get checked out. He's an endocrinologist. Do you know what that kind of a doctor does?"

Blaine shook his head.

"Well, he deals with things like hormones and stuff."

"Oh, I get it!" Blaine breathed a sigh of relief. "So, your body didn't produce enough hormones, so you didn't grow as much as your friends and your puberty was delayed. See, I'm not dumb!" He smiled, sure that he'd figured out the whole thing.

"Kinda, but, like I said... it's complicated. See..." he took a deep breath, then said, "... Blaine... there's more than just two kinds of people in the world. You know? I mean, there's men and there's women and there's people in-between. People who are called 'intersexed.' Like... they're bodies develop... wrong, I guess."

Blaine grew nervous. "Soooo.... You didn't develop a uterus?"

John nodded. "I didn't."

"I see." Blaine shifted a bit uncomfortably. "And... is there more?"

John looked away as a tear rolled down his cheek. "Yeah. There's more..."

Blaine waited.

"See... when they took blood tests and all that, they realized that I wasn't developing the way that they expected me to because I was not what they had always told me I was."

Blaine tried to figure this all out. "Well... what did they tell you you were?"

John's shoulders slumped. How could he say what needed to be said? "They said I was..."

"Wait..." Blaine stopped him. "When she was here... you're mom... she called you John."

John nodded.

"So.... What? They thought that you were... a guy?" Blaine made a face of incredulity and he let out a scoffing laugh as he waited for John to deny the remark. That was ridiculous.

John just nodded.

"Why? I mean, look at you! You're..." Then it hit him like a ton of bricks. "Wait a minute... you're not saying that you have... a dick, are you?"

John's tears flowed freely, but he didn't even notice. "I wish you hadn't used that word," he said sadly.

"What!? You do!? You actually have a dick!? A cock!? How is that possible!? Look at you!"

"I don't have a 'cock,'" John couldn't look at him. "But, yes, I do have a penis."

"Oh, Jesus!" Blaine turned away from John and leaned back against the bench. After a few moments, he looked at him as if John were nonhuman. Like he was a monster. A horrible, disgusting... thing. "So you're a guy?"

"No, Blaine." John shook his head, but still looked away. "I'm not a guy."

"Oh, really." Blaine folded his arms and shook his head. "Well, how can you have a dick and not be a guy?"

Finally, John faced him. "How can I have breasts and not be a girl?"

"Implants?"

John shook his head. "No. They're mine."

"Hormone shots, then."

John nodded. "I have had some shots, but not because I am a transgendered person, or anything like that. I'm intersexed, Blaine. I have aspects of both sexes. My body fooled me, and the doctors, into think I was a boy, but then it made it clear that I was meant to be a girl. I didn't ask for this. I didn't want this! I never even tried on girls' clothes until I had to. This isn't a choice! This is who I am!"

Blaine sat silently for at least a minute. "Wow," he muttered, at last.

"I know." John looked away.

"I... I don't even know what to say... I mean... look at you! You don't look anything like a guy!"

"Because I am not A GUY, Blaine. I am... a girl, but I'm kinda still in the process of becoming a girl."

"None of this makes sense!"

"I KNOW! Believe me... I know..."

They were both silent for a few moments, until Blaine asked, "So... who knows about this? I mean, your cousin and uncle must know, right, but how about Ella and MaryKate? Did they know that they were setting me up with... a guy?"

John's head hung lower. He turned his sight in Blaine's direction, but he looked no higher than Blaine's feet. "Uncle Ed and Rose know, of course. So do Don and a few people in the production company. When I auditioned for the show, I was just finding all of this out, so some of them were introduced to me as a boy. Ella and MK don't know anything about this."

"Why?"

"Why!? Because I'm not playing a game, Blaine. I didn't wake up one day and decide that I was going to give up the life and knew and become a girl. This is a physical condition. I never discussed it with anyone outside of my family before. It's a deeply personal and very embarrassing thing for me to talk about at all. The only reason I told you is because..." he slumped again.

"'Because...' why?"

Finally, John made eye contact, but only briefly. "Because I... Because you mean a lot to me, Blaine. An awful lot, and I wanted to be honest with you."

Blaine laughed and shook his head. "A little late for that, don't you think? I mean, Christ almighty, I really liked you. You should have told me that first night!" Suddenly, Blaine seemed a lot more angry.

"Blaine, this isn't the type of thing you discuss right off the bat. I don't get introduced to people and say, 'Hi. My name is Bianca. I like old movies, Broadway shows and, although my primary sexual identifiers are those of a male, my secondary sexual identifiers are those of a female.' I'm sorry, but I needed to get to know you before I could say anything. Before I knew I could trust you. As things are, Rose and Uncle Ed are going to kill me when they find out that I did this!"

"Well, maybe that would be appropriate, huh?"

"What?"

"If they killed you." Blaine stood and paced for a moment. "Part of me would like for me to kill you myself!" He was letting his emotions take over. He was hurt and the only recourse he could muster was to lash out and hurt someone else. Maybe not physically, but he could damned well hurt her emotionally! "You really are a great actor, aren't you?"

John's focus had been on the sidewalk as Blaine's anger rose. Now, it snapped back to Blaine. "What?"

"I mean... you fooled me, didn't you. You're probably pretty proud of that, aren't you? The great actor fooled the big dummy into saying that he loved you. That's pretty shitty, you know."

"Blaine..." What could John say to make him see the truth? "Blaine, I never lied about anything, I just didn't... I mean... how could I tell you right from the beginning that I was... complicated?"

"Just like that, John! You say, 'I'm complicated, and by the way, I have a dick as big as yours under this dress!'" Blaine was obviously hurt and angry.

"Please, stop calling it that..."

"Why? Am I in the presence of a lady, JOHN?"

"My names not 'John.' My name is 'Bebe.' I never thought that I would end up as a girl named Bebe, but that's who I am, Blaine... I'm Bebe... now and forever."

Silence.

Pacing.

Silence.

Pacing.

Silence.

Pacing.

Blaine took out his phone and fiddled with it for a moment or two.

"I'm still the same person I was an hour ago, Blaine." John said, quietly. "Can you... live with this?"

Blaine nodded. "Live with this!?!?!? I can live with the fact that I made a HUGE mistake, I guess. Believe me, I'll never make that mistake, again. I can live with the fact that I fell for a lying, scheming tranny..."

"Blaine!"

"... who didn't care how many people she hurt as long as she had her fun in her pretty dresses!"

"Blaine! Please sit and let me..."

"I can even live with the fact that I was attracted to a guy, but what I can't live with is you, JOHN! I can't live with YOU!"

John nodded, too sad to speak, too sad to sob, but with the tears still flowing. He reached behind his neck to undo the clasp on the necklace Blaine had given him.

"Oh, for crying out loud, don't bother," Blaine said when he realized what John was doing. "I have no use for it. You can keep it... or throw it out... whatever. I don't care."

John nodded and started shaking with disappointment. It was over. It was all over. Blaine was over and he was going to tell people, so Ella was over. MK was over. The show was over - for him, anyway. It was all over. Ed would be furious and never speak to him again. Rose... same thing. Ed was over. Rose was over. It was all over because John had become Bebe and Bebe was a stupid, love sick, little girl.

All over.

All gone.

As he shook and tried to keep himself from completely falling apart, a late model, black Acura sedan pulled up to the curb. The passenger side window rolled down and the driver shouted out, "Hey! Did one of you hail an Uber?"

Blaine waved his hand. "Yeah. I did."

Blaine opened the back seat, passenger side door, but stopped and looked at John once more. "I thought... I thought that I knew you. I thought that I loved you. Now, I don't know what to think."

"Blaine... I'm...really, really sorry. I never meant to..."

"Yeah, well, I don't think I can care about that, right now." Blaine was nearly as close to tears as John was. He was holding it together, but not for long. He needed to get away from Bebe before he cried himself. There was one lingering concern though. Leaving her alone. He wanted to swear at her and call her more horrible things, but it just wasn't in him to do it. He knew he should be a gentleman, like his mother had taught him, but he just couldn't do that either. Instead he said, "You know your way home, right?"

John nodded and Blaine climbed into the back seat.

"Hey! Hey! Girl!" The driver called to John, who's face was contorting to keep from crumbling into girlish sobs. "Hey! You ok!?"

John held up a hand and nodded.

"Hey! Do I know you?"

John shook his head.

"Yeah! Yeah, I do! You're on that show! That new one!"

John hung his head, his elbows on his knees, he laced his fingers behind his head and used his hair to hide himself from the rest of the world.

"That's you, right!?"

"Just go," Blaine said, desperately from the back seat. If he stayed he'd cry or forgive her or something else weak and unmanly. He needed to go home and to go home now.

"Hey! That's who she is, right? The girl from the show, right?"

"Yeah," Blaine said, Looking out of the street-side window, unable to look at the love of his life any more.

"Hey, is she ok?"

Blaine looked once more at the person who'd just broken his heart. "She's fine. Just go." He buried his face in his hands to avoid the driver's gaze.

"Ok. You're the boss." The confused driver shrugged.

The window rode up in its track until it closed tightly, then the car slipped into gear and the driver pulled out, leaving John alone on a city bench.

He stayed as he was until the shaking became unbearable and then he burst into uncontrollable, desperate sobs that lasted for more than twenty minutes.

No one stopped to help.

No asked if he was ok.

No one cared.

No one.

Not even Blaine.

Ed went to pay for the breakfast, but Don stopped him. "I'll take care of that, buddy," he smiled. "After all, you're out one-hundred-thousand dollars until they don't need it for evidence anymore."

Ed smirked and raised his eyebrows. "Yeah, about that, Hank. How long do you think they'll be holding onto to that?"

Hank shrugged. "If she cops a plea, maybe a month. If it goes to trial, it could be a couple of years."

Ed shook his head. "I guess I need to find a part time job for a while. I wonder if Walmart is looking for greeters?"

Don laughed. "You're a little young for that, pal."

"I know, but I don't have any other skills. I quit college before I finished, so, I can't get a real job! Walmart greeter may be the best I'll ever do!"

Hank laughed, too. "If you need help, I can talk to the courts. They might be able to help out if we ask."

Ed shook his head. "No. As long as I'm working, I'm fine. Thanks."

"No problem. Let me know if you need it, though. I know a lot of people."

"YOU TOLD HIM WHAT!?" Rose was irate. "Are you out of your mind!? After all the planning, the conversations, the legal paperwork... how the hell could you have told anyone? Especially a teenaged boy!? How long do you think that he'll keep his mouth shut, Bebe!? He's probably already told your friends! Jesus Christ! How could you do something so absolutely stupid!? What about the show!? What about your career!? Did it ever occur to you that you may have just put, like, a hundred people out of work!? What about Don!? What about Marion!? What about Ed and Me!? We've killed ourselves for you!? Did you even think about us!? How could you be so selfish!? How could you be so stupid!?"

John sat on the end of the couch, his forehead in his hands, muttering, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Over and over and over.

"Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God!" Rose was pacing, now. "I need to talk to Ed."

She grabbed her phone and saw the texts from Oscar. The first one read, 'I'M HERE WHENEVER YOU'RE READY."

The second was sent twelve minutes late, five minutes before she saw it. "DO YOU NEED HELP WITH ANYTHING? I CAN COME UP, IF YOU DO."

"Oh, well, that's just goddamned wonderful," she spat at the phone. "Oscar's here. Look at you. You're a mess and you've just destroyed everything and what are we going to do instead of deal with this matter? We're going to the airport to pick up your little friends from New Hampshire. What perfect, freaking, timing!! ARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!! I'll text Oscar that we need ten minutes. You get your ass into that bathroom and wash your face. We'll deal with makeup at the airport."

"Can't we just..." John started, but then realized that they couldn't cancel the girls' visit because they were already in the air and would be arriving at LAX in a few hours. He got up and headed to the lavatory while Rose sent Oscar a text. 'SORRY. RUNNING LATE. BE DOWN IN TEN.'

"Goddamnit, Bebe... or I suppose that calling you Bebe is stupid at this point... I can't believe you did this! Hurry up in there, for crying out loud! Oh, God, this is going to be a long, rough weekend. You have great timing!!"

John came out of the lavatory, keeping his eyes diverted from Rose. "I said I'm sorry."

"Well, that's not much help right now, now is it? You're hair looks terrible. Give me a brush."

John reached into his purse and handed Rose a brush.

She went to work with a bit too much force. "You are a piece of work, I have to say. Honest to God, I have no idea where this will end, now. Ed is going to flip his lid when we tell him. You certainly have complicated our lives."

"I'm sorry, Rose," his voice was weak and sad, "I really am."

"That'll have to do," she said, stepping back and looking at John's hair and face. "Come on. Let's go."

They both grabbed their purses. John was closing his as Rose opened the door and said, "Oh, God."

John looked up, shocked to see Blaine standing in the doorway. "Hi," he said quietly. "Um, a lady was leaving and let me into the lobby. I'm, Umm... is Bebe here?"

"I'm right here." John's voice was equally sad and quiet.

"Oh, hi, Umm... Yeah, sorry, Rose," he stepped in past her and walked over to John. "I, umm... look, I thought about it and I'm... well, my mom called me an ass and asked me if I loved you before I knew everything and... I said I did... and she said, 'Then get your but over to her place and tell her.' So, Umm... here I am."

"Blaine," John had not looked Blaine directly in the eye, yet, "I'm sorry. I'm so, so, so, sorry. I just needed to tell..." He began weeping, again.

"Oh, Lord," Rose mumbled, Looking at her watch.

"No, I know... I mean... well, like my mom pointed out, we've really only gone out a few times and I should have realized how hard it was for you to tell me everything."

John nodded.

"If it helps at all," Rose said, "she actually violated her legally binding contract with the studio by telling you about her condition. Even if you and your mom don't tell anyone, she could still lose her job."

Blaine squinted as he considered this. "Why would you take a chance like that?"

"Because... I needed to say something to you and I needed to tell you everything before I said it."

"What did you want to tell me?"

"Well, the other day, it kind of slipped out, but I wanted to say it for real. So that you knew that I meant it."

"Say what?"

Finally, John looked up and looked directly into Blaine’s eyes. “I love you, Blaine. I really... really... love you. I never thought that I’d feel this way about a boy, but I do.”

Blaine smiled as his eyes filled with water. “I’m sorry Bebe. I was such a dick before.”

John smiled and teared up, too, “Blaine you’ve got to stop using that word.” He laughed at himself.

Blaine laughed, too.

“I’m sorry, anyway, though,” Blaine shook his head as he spoke. “Can you forgive me?”

John took three quick steps and threw his arms around Blaine and buried his head in the boy’s chest. “I’m so sorry, Blaine. Can you forgive ME?”

“There’s nothing to forgive. Like you said, you just are who and what you are. I love you, too, Bebe.” He bent and rested his cheek on John’s head. “My Mom was right. I am an ass.”

Rose sighed. “Guys, as much as I hate to interrupt, there are going to be two teenaged girls stranded at LAX if we don’t get going, RIGHT NOW! Blaine, I am thrilled that you’ve decided to stick around, I really am, but I think that the studio may ask both you and your mom to sign a nondisclosure contact or something along those lines, we’ll have to find out. Will your mom keep Bebe’s secret?”

“Are you kidding? She told me that, even if I didn’t accept Bebe for who she is, if I told anyone about her, that I should find someplace else to live. I think she loves Bebe as much as I do!” He smiled then looked back at the girl who was still wrapped around his torso. “Well, nearly as much as I do.”

“Well, that is certainly a relief, but we still have to get going. There’s room in the limo of you want to come with us, but we need to leave, NOW. Oscar’s been waiting for nearly a half hour, as is.”

Blaine looked at John. “Do you mind if I come?”

John stood on his tiptoes and kissed Blaine – just a peck on the lips. “I would love, love, love you to come.”

“Ok, then,” Rose clapped her hands and made motions to guide them into the hall. “Let’s go, let’s go, let’s go!!!”

They hustled into the elevator and rushed out on the ground level, then hurried to the limo.

Rose opened the front seat, passenger door and said, “Oscar, I’m so sorry! Bebe has had a tough morning.”

Oscar turned and looked over the back of his seat. “What’s the matter, princess?”

John smiled. “Nothing, Oscar. Everything is fine, now.”

“Was it this guy?” Oscar teased, assuming that this was Bebe’s boyfriend. “Do I need to have a word with him?”

“Actually...” Rose teased.

“Oscar, this is Blaine. My boyfriend.” John smiled and blushed, just a bit.

“Boyfriend, Huh?” Oscar played the tough-guy-Father role, very well. “Then we’re going to need to have a little talk.” He winked at Rose.

“Geez,” Blaine said. “I’ve already had ‘the talk’ with your Uncle Ed and your TV dad. How many times am I going to have to have this ‘talk?’”

“Beebs,” Rose said from the front seat of the limo, which was parked in the limousine waiting area at Terminal One at LAX Airport, “how long is this going to take? The plane has landed. It should be at the terminal in a minute of two. We need to get to baggage claim.”

Having just finished doing his eyes in the vanity mirror in the back of the limo, John was working on his lips. “I ave ooo ake e-ery ing erect, ” he replied as he carefully spread lipstick across his lips.

“Did you get any of that?” Rose asked Blaine.

He laughed. “I think she said, ‘I have to make everything perfect,’ but I’m not sure because she seems to have given up on using consonances.”

That made John laugh. He pulled the lipstick away from his lips and looked at Blaine, then slapped his thigh. “Hey! I’m doing this to look pretty for you, so don’t make me laugh.”

“Bebe!” Rose was getting frustrated with her little cousin, “The girls! We have to get going!”

“One sec,” he returned to the mirror, finished spreading the lips stick, blotted them against each other, checked the result and smiled as he closed the mirror, raised the visor and said, “All set!”

Oscar looked into the review mirror and said, “And well worth the wait, princess. Wouldn’t you agree, Mr Blaine?”

“I do,” Blaine nodded. “And you don’t need to call me ‘Mister,’ Oscar. Just ‘Blaine’ is fine.”

John thought for a moment about the number of times in the course of a day he was called ‘Miss,’ now. It was odd.

“Thank you Mr. Blaine,” Oscar smiled. “That’s very nice of you.”

Blaine shook his head.

“Don’t they call you ‘Mister’ at school?” John asked.

“Nope. Just last names.”

“Oh, how rude.” John smiled.

“BEBE! NOW!” Rose opened her door and stood outside the car, then bent and looked back in at the kids in the backseat. “Now, you little brat! Let’s go!”

Blaine opened the door and got out, then turned and offered his hand to John who scooted across the seat, took his hand and got out.

“Blaine,” Rose said, “would you mind just running ahead and checking the arrivals board to see what carousel the flight from Boston will be using? I need a minute with Beebs.”

“Oh, Yeah, sure.” He ran ahead.

Rose checked John’s face. “Well, you did clean up pretty well. An hour ago, I would have thought that you’d look like a mugging victim when the girls arrived.”

John smiled and let Rose fuss with him for a few moments.

“I’m glad that you and Blaine are still together. He’s a good boy.”

“Me too,” John glanced in the direction Blaine had gone. “I didn’t think he’d come back.”

Rose nodded. “You know that there’s still going to be Hell to pay when your Uncle Ed gets home, right?”

“I know.”

Rose nodded. “I’ll talk to him in the hall and then, maybe, you could ‘run an errand’ with him, or something. That way, you could talk in private. Maybe in the car or something.”

“Ok.”

“But you can’t come back in looking like you’ve been crying, so toughen up and be a big girl, ok?”

He nodded.

“Alright. Let’s go see the girls.”

“BEBE!!!!” Annie shouted as she ran past the luggage carousels and threw her arms around her friend. Slightly taller and much for womanly than John, she pulled him into a hug so tight that John actually could not breathe.

Cassie was right behind her, but she was running more to keep up with her sister than due to excitement. When she reached John and Annie, she threw her arms around John from the back.

They both squeezed until John thought he’d pass out.

When they released him, John took a big breath and rolled his eyes. “Wow! Hey, guys! Oh, man, it’s good to see you! Annie, you highlighted your hair! It looks cute! I love it. Cassie, you’ve cut your hair since we Skyped the other day! It’s perfect!”

“Oh, it’s so good to see you, Beebs.” Cassie kissed his cheek. “We’ve been watching the show and you’re amazing! We wanted so much to watch it with you and hear all about how it was made and what it’s like to be on camera.”

“Hi, girls,” Rose interrupted.

The girls replied with big greetings and thank-yous and hugs.

“We should probably get to the luggage carousel and grab your bags, ok?”

“Oh, we just have these,” Cassie said, indicating the large Dooney and Bourke weekender bags they’d dropped when they’d greeted John.

“I’ll grab those for you.” Blaine stepped forward and picked up the luggage.

Both Cassie and Annie, stopped and stared at Blaine.

“Wow!” Annie whispered.

“Is that him? The guy who... you know... the one you told me about?” Cassie said, too loudly.

“Oh, Yeah, that’s Him. I mean... Blaine, this is Annie and Cassie.”

Blaine nodded as he stood straight with the heavily packed weekender bags in each of his hands. “Hi. Nice to meet you.” He smiled and nodded at the sisters.

“Hubba, hubba, hubba,” Annie said under her breath. “He’s even more gorgeous than his picture.”

Blaine laughed. “Thanks, I guess.” He turned and walked towards the exit next to Rose.

“That’s the guy that you ‘accidentally’ said ‘I love you’ to?” Cassie asked.

John smiled and nodded.

“You wanted to take things slowly with HIM?”

John nodded again.

“You’re nuts, Bebe. I take back everything I said. Go fast. Tell him you love him. Ask him to marry you.”

John laughed. “I’m definitely not ready for that,” his voice dropped to a whisper, “but I did tell him I loved him – just a couple of hours ago.”

Cassie’s mouth opened in shock before she burst into laughter.

“Excuse me,” a woman’s voice interrupted their conversation. John turned and saw a middle aged woman with an odd look on her face.

“Yes?” John didn’t recognize the woman and wasn’t sure if she was speaking to him.

“I’m sorry, but aren’t you that girl? The one from Don Ferry’s TV show?”

John was taken aback. This was still new to him. “Umm, yes, I am.”

“See, Veronica,” the woman shouted over John’s head, “I told you it was her! Oh, honey, you are SO GOOD on that show! We’ve watched every episode so far!”

“Oh, well, thank you, so much.” John smiled at the woman, genuinely delighted that she enjoyed the show.

By now, Rose and Blaine had stopped and saw a small, but growing group of people assembling around John. “What’s going on?” Blaine asked.

“I don’t know.” Rose hurried back to see if anyone had fallen or passed out or gotten sick. Why else would a crowd be forming around the girls.

When she finally pushed her way into the center, she heard the first woman saying, “Would you mind if I just took a couple of pictures? Here, Veronica, take one of me with my arm around her.”

John was smiling, but it was a pasted on smile and Rose could see that the growing crowd was becoming a threat to him.

“Excuse me.” Rose pushed her way all the way to John’s side. “Are you ok, Beebs?”

“I guess.” John took her hand. “These people just want pictures, but they’re pushing in pretty close.”

Rose stood tall and spoke in a loud voice. “Ladies and gentlemen, we’d be delighted to let you have your picture taken with Bebe, but, please, everyone PLEASE TAKE A STEP BACK so that she has room to breathe.”

“Hey,” the woman answering to Veronica said, “you’re on that show, too, aren’t you?”

“Yes, I am, and I’m very happy to accommodate all of you, but please, take a step back.”

Annie and Cassie stepped to the side and stood by Blaine as Rose moved John to a more suitable picture taking location. Now he had a wall to his back so he couldn’t be approached from that direction. Within moments, police assigned to the airport had come to see what the commotion was. They were used to celebrity sightings and the crowds those created, so they were able to organize people so as to not pose a threat to the celebrity and allow airport business to be conducted as usual.

Cassie looked at Blaine and asked, “Is this a common thing? Being mobbed like this.” In fact, calling it a mob was a bit of a stretch. There were, perhaps, forty people in total and they were now moving quickly and in an orderly manner.

“This is the first time I’ve ever seen it!” Blaine shook his head in amazement. “I doubt it’ll be the last, though.”

Don and Ed were seated in director’s chairs on the set, mumbling through their lines for the next scene, when one of the three production assistants assigned to Don, a small, dark skinned girl from Argentina, hurried over to them.

“Excuse me, Mr Ferry.”

“Hmm? What is it, Tillie?”

“I’m sorry to bother you on the set, but a Mr Hank Miller called your cell phone. He says it’s very important.”

“That’s ok, Tillie. I’ll take it.” He glanced at Ed and raised his eyebrows in a questioning method.

The girl handed Don his cell phone. “Hi, Hank. What’s going on?”

He sat silently while he listened to the phone for several minutes and his expression turned serious. Ed watched with growing concern.

“Really?” Don finally said into the phone. “I thought you said that they’d do it at her home.”

He listened some more.

“Yeah, I understand, Hank, thanks. Let me know if you hear anything. Yeah, thanks, pal. Talk to you soon.” He pushed the ‘end’ button, then turned to the assistant and said, “Thank you, Tillie,” and he handed her the phone, then he sat quietly until Tillie had walked away.

He looked at Ed.

“So?” Ed asked calmly.

“Well,” Don stayed as cool as a cucumber. No one would have suspected that anything was wrong. “LAPD is ready to make the arrest, but there’s been a change of plans.”

“They’re not arresting her at the school, are they?”

Don sighed. “They are, but... they have a reason.”

“So if we incorporate the data from the PARCC Test,” Miss Karen was finishing her PowerPoint presentation to the other teachers, “we can extrapolate an expected academic achievement for the student.”

The teachers applauded the work of their colleague. Some, like Miss Karen, were very data-driven educators, while others were having a hard time staying awake. There were twenty-seven women and three men in the large cafeteria space, drinking coffee and nibbling on donuts and muffins.

“Thank you, Karen.” Miss Gabriella returned to the microphone at the podium. “Ok, well, it looks like we are nearly done for today. I’d just like to take the time to thank you all for the hard work and dedication that you have brought to your classrooms, this year. As always, I am impressed by the high level of achievement our girls display. This year has been an unusually productive year for our girls with the success of the basketball team and the math-letics championship...”

Her voice trailed off as four men in suits entered the cafeteria from the main entrance. They were accompanied by four uniformed police officers as well.

When the men said nothing, but just stood there, Miss Gabriella finally asked, “May I help you, gentlemen?”

One man stepped forward and held up a badge. “Yes, ma’m. My name is Detective Lieutenant Dan Fugleman and I am here about a very serious matter.”

There was a concerned murmur in the room.

“I see.” Miss Gabriella shifted uncomfortably at the podium. “Perhaps we should speak in my office first.”

She started to move to the men, but Detective Lieutenant Fugleman interrupted. “No thank you, ma’m.” He glanced around the cafeteria and moved to a table with three women and one man. He circled the table until he stood behind the prettiest woman of the group. “Miss Stephanie Wallace?” He asked.

“Yes?” the woman replied.

The Detective summoned a female police officer who joined him. “Please stand up.”

She did, while asking, “What is this all about?”

The officer pulled her arms behind her back and locked a pair of handcuffs on the pretty woman. “You are under arrest.”

“For what!?” she screamed as the woman all let out shocked vocal expressions.

“We will discuss that in the foyer, Miss Wallace,” the Detective said.

The man seated at the table wore a blue, sleeveless tee shirt with a Led Zeppelin logo on the front. He stood and tried to intervene on behalf of his colleague. “Wait a minute, Detective, this is absolutely ridiculous. I’m sure you’ve got the wrong person.” The man tried to sound level headed and reasonable, but the detective just smiled.

“Mr William Crawford?” the Detective asked.

“Yes?” The man said, confused.

In a second, a male officer was behind the sleeveless man, locking his hands into handcuffs, too.”

“Officer?” Miss Gabriella stormed across the room to the Detective who had dared to invade her school. “What is going on, here?”

The man grinned confidently. “Detective, ma’m. Perhaps this would be a good time for us to step into your office.”

Nearly an hour later, John and Rose and Blaine and Cassie and Annie and Oscar were on their way out of LAX and the back seat of the limo was as noisy as it could possibly be. John and the girls were singing along to Broadway show tunes at the top of their lungs. Oscar had allowed John to plug his phone into the sound system. He had a pretty extensive show tunes playlist.

“I don’t have the time to waste on you, anymore,” they sang. “I don’t think that you even know what you’re looking for.
For my own sanity, I’ve got to close the door and walk away Oh oh.”

Just as they finish the bridge from the song from ‘Avenue Q,’ John’s phone rang. Rose looked at the screen. “Beebs, it’s Rita. Want me to answer it?”

“I can put it through the sound system, if you want,” Oscar said.

“That’ll be good, Oscar. Thanks.”

Rose tried to intervene to stop that, but Oscar pushed the button too quickly. Rose just prayed that this wasn’t about John revealing his secret to Blaine. If Rita found out, Rita would be angry!

“Shh, Shh, Shh,” John said to everyone. “Hi, Rita. Just so you know, you’re on speaker phone and I have some friends with me.”

“Hi, sweetie,” Rita said in her sickly-sweet, ‘I’m your best friend’ voice. “I have news, angel!” As always, she half-spoke, half-sang when she had good things to talk about.

“Oh! What kind of news, Rita?” Blaine looked interested. Annie and Cassie were very excited. Imagine! An actual Hollywood agent! How cool!

“You have an audition, my dear! Ten days from now, at Disney Studios in Burbank, and it’s big, Bebe. Really big.”

John felt a rush of excitement course through his body. “What do you mean, Rita?”

“How about an audition for a live action musical written by Robert Lopez and Kristen Anderson-Lopez?”

Annie and Cassie gasped.

John glanced at them, surprised by their reaction. “Is that a big deal?” he asked Rita.

“You’re kidding me? You never heard of Robert Lopez?”

Cassie whispered, “Beebs...” but John shook his head and held up a finger.

“Oh, Wait,” John said. “Robert Lopez! We were just singing one of his songs from ‘Avenue Q!’ Now I know who you’re talking about. ‘Avenue Q’ and ‘Book of Mormon.’ I know who he is.”

“Beebs...” Cassie and Annie hissed together.

“Is Kristen his wife?”

Rita laughed. “Bebe, baby, yes, she is his wife, but think about those names for a minute. You must have heard of them!”

“Beebs...” the girls said slightly louder.

“What?” he mouthed to them.

“Frozen,” they said.

John shook his head, not realizing what they were saying. He looked to Blaine who shrugged. Then he looked to Rose who nodded and mouthed the same word. “Frozen.”

John shook his head again, still not getting it, but then the lights came on in his brain. “Frozen!? They wrote FROZEN!?!?” His heart felt as if it stopped beating for a moment.

“Bingo!” Rita laughed through the phone. “Pretty big deal, huh?”

“Oh, my God, Rita!!! This is unbelievable!!!”

“I know, baby, now listen. I’m going to email you all the information, then I want you to call me on Monday morning. By then, I will have set up a good vocal coach for you. You can sing, I assume. We’ll get a good coach and she’ll help you get ready for the singing part of the audition. Sound good?”

“Sounds... amazing... and frightening. Rita, I’m... overwhelmed!”

“I know, sweetie. Call me Monday. Bye, bye.” And the call was disengaged before John could say ‘Goodbye.’

“Holy shit!” Cassie shouted at the top of her lungs.

“Language,” Rose said, more out of maternal instinct than any real concern. Frankly, she wanted to yell the same thing and do it even louder.

“This seems really big,” Blaine said.

John smiled at him. “It is. It’s really big. But it’s just an audition.”

“For the Lopez’s!!!” Cassie scream. “The mother-f-ing Lopez’s!!”

That made Rose Actually laugh, until she realized she needed to say something. “Cassie!” It was no good, though. Rose was laughing too hard to sound like a disciplinarian.

“Congratulations, princess!” Oscar called back.

“Thanks, Oscar.” John was nearly numb with excitement. Blaine put his arm around John’s shoulder and gave him a congratulatory hug. Everyone was riding high, when John’s phone rang again.

“It’s Ella,” Rose said. “Speaker phone?”

John nodded.

“Hi, Ella...” John said, ready to give her the same warning about the speaker phone he’d given Rita, but Ella was too quick.

“Bebe, you’re never going to believe it! It’s unbelievable!”

For just a moment, John thought that Ella had, somehow, heard about his audition, but then he realized how concerned she sounded. “Ella... what’s wrong?”

The whole car got quiet.

“You know Rachel Quint? She’s a junior. She’s Miss Karen’s daughter. You know who I mean?”

“Yeah,” John said. “Is she ok?”

“She’s fine, but she was at the school today during the teachers’ meeting. She was helping out her mother with some kind of a presentation and all of a sudden the police showed up.”

“The police?” John sat up straight and looked at Rose. She was as shocked as John was.

“Yeah! You’re not going to believe it! They arrested Miss Stephanie! They pulled her out of the meeting and arrested her in front of everyone.”

“Oh my God!” John said in shock.

“But then,” Ella continued and John felt the skin crawl all over his body, “they arrested Mr Crawford, the track coach, and, this is the weirdest part, they arrested Miss Gabriella, too!!!”

John and Rose stared at each other in shock. Neither of them knew for sure, but they both had a feeling that Ed had made this happen.

“Bebe? Are you there?” Ella asked.

“I’m here,” John whispered, “but I don’t know what to say.”

“I know. It’s weird, right?” Ella was slowing down, now that she’d delivered her news.

“Yeah. Really weird.”

There was a stunned silence from Blaine, Rose and John. Cassie and Annie were just confused. They had no idea who any of the people were who’d been arrested.

Finally Ella said, “Hey, I gotta call a few more girls, ok?”

“Yeah, ok...” John didn’t know what to say. He was a little relieved and a he felt a little guilt, too. One way or another, this probably had to do with him.

“So, we’ll be at your place by 8:00, ok?”

“Yeah. Yeah. See you guys at 8:00 tonight.”

“Ok. Love you.”

John paused. “Ella...”

“Yeah?”

“Ella... I’m sorry that this happened. I know you like Miss Stephanie.”

Oh, umm... thanks, but... well, I’ve seen a different side of her lately, you know, I think that she might have actually done something. Something really bad.”

John nodded and looked at Rose. He wanted to shed a tear for his teachers and his friends, but he couldn’t. Besides being all cried out, he was having a hard time feeling any sympathy for the teachers involved.

“Ok...” he just couldn’t think of anything else to say. “See you at eight. Love you.”

Ella hung up.

The weekend long slumber party was well underway when Ed got home at a little after 8:30. He’d had a long and stressful day. He’d been distracted since Hank’s call and it made the work they did that afternoon difficult.

Rose had been waiting for him to return, anxious about how to tell him about John’s I’ll advised confession to Blaine. She was nervous. She knew he wouldn’t hurt John, but she wanted to handle it delicately. Ed could handle anything, but he did have a temper.

Ella, MK and Kylie had arrived just before 8:00. Blaine was still at the condo, hanging out with the girls. They were watching ‘The Princess Bride’ and the girls were reciting all of the lines in sync with the movie, which shocked Blaine, since he’d never even heard of it.

Rose was in the kitchen making popcorn when Ed walked through the door. He put his courier-bag-satchel by the coat rack and was about to go find Rose when Blaine was suddenly next to him.

“Good evening, sir,” Blaine said and offered Ed his hand to shake.

Ed was momentarily confused by the boy’s formality, but shook his hand. “Hi, Blaine. How are you doing?” He sounded a little confused.

“I’m fine, sir, but could I have a word with you in the hallway?” Blaine was acting... oddly. He was being very formal, almost like a soldier about to deliver bad news to a family.

“Umm,” Ed shook off his confusion. “Maybe in a few minutes, ok? I’d like to get something to drink and maybe have a sandwich...”

“I’m sorry, sir,” Blaine persisted, “but it’s very important.”

Ed shrugged and shook his head. “Well, ok. If it’s that important...” and he opened the door so that he and Blaine could speak in private. “What can I do for you, Blaine?” Ed asked as brightly as he could. Blaine cleared his throat, “Well, sir,” he considered his words carefully. His goals were (1) to inform Ed without upsetting him, (2) to make sure that Ed didn’t get mad at Bebe and (3) to make sure that Ed didn’t hit him. Ok, these were all, more or less the same goal, but Blaine was going to do his very best.

“You see,” he continued, “Bebe and I had a long talk after breakfast this morning and, well, I just wanted to let you know that I know all about her condition and, even though I was shocked at first, I have come to terms with everything she told me and I will never, under any circumstances, tell anyone, other than my mother, what she told me.”

Ed just stared at Blaine while he processed what the boy had said. When it had all worked it’s way into his consciousness, Ed crossed his arms and leaned back against the wall, thinking before he spoke. Blaine could tell that the man was upset, which, since Ed was very, very fit, scared him, a lot.

“Blaine... you’re a good kid, I know that, but there’s a lot more to Bebe’s ‘condition’ than you may understand – from a legal stand point, I mean.” Ed thought for another moment before he continued, “Suppose you tell me what Bebe told you.”

“Well,” Blaine spoke as confidently as he could as he recapped the conversation.

“And you’re ok with all of this?” Ed was tense. He couldn’t believe that John had been this reckless with information.

“I am, sir. I mean, I was pretty upset at first, but after I spoke to my mom, I realized that I really loved her and I came right back here.”

Ed nodded and considered everything. “Alright,” he muttered as his posture relaxed a bit. “I’m not quite sure how this will all play out, Blaine, but you and your mom may be asked to sign some forms. Do you think your mom would agree to that?”

“Oh, yes, sir, I know she would. She worked in the medical field for a long time. She understands about all of these things.”

Ed nodded, then gave Blaine a pat on the shoulder. “Like I said, you’re a good kid, Blaine. I’m sorry that life with Bebe is so complicated. You’ll get used to it, I’m sure, but the thing to remember is – She’s really worth it.”

“I know she is, sir. Thank you.”

They reentered the apartment, Blaine showing relief and Ed a bit more stressed than he had been when he’d first come in. This time, John spotted them coming in and he saw Ed hold up his right index finger and indicate that John should come join him – immediately.

“I’ll be right back,” he told the girls and headed for the door where Ed waited.

When they were alone in the hallway, Ed, once again folded his arms and leaned against the wall. John stood in front of him, his head down.

“Well?” Ed finally said.

John looked up, still avoiding eye contact, went to speak, but could not find the words, so he hung his head, again.

“You know,” Ed took over, “when I left here this morning, I knew that something was up. For a few minutes, I thought you were thinking about leaving. You really had me scared.”

“I’m sorry,” John whispered.

“But I never, not in a million years, would have guessed that you would do something like this. I am in awe of how selfish and careless you can be.”

“I’m sorry, Ed...”

“Uncle,” Ed interrupted, rather loudly and rather firmly. “Uncle, damnit, Bebe, I don’t know why you took this huge step backwards today, but damnit all to Hell, you are getting all your ducks in a row now, or so help me God, I will not allow you to take Rosie and me down with you. I know that we owe you a lot, but, Jesus, Bebe, you have made this process so much harder than it should be that I am about to give up on you completely. I swear, I’ll love you forever, but if you’re not going to keep your life in order, I’m not going to let you ruin mine and Rosie’s. Are you understanding me?”

“Yes, sir.”

“Alright, then tell me why? Why did you feel the need to jeopardize everything we’ve accomplished and tell Blaine about your... ‘condition?’”

John stared at the floor and mumbled something.

“What!?”

John spoke a bit louder, but is was still a sad whisper. “Because I love him and I couldn’t tell him that without him knowing who... what... I am.”

Ed scoffed. “You ‘love’ him? Bebe, how on earth do you even know what love is? He’s your first boyfriend, for crying out loud, and now he knows something that he can hold over your head for the rest of your life.”

John’s eyes never met Ed’s. “I may look like a child, and people may treat me like a child, but I’m not a child. I know how I feel. I love Blaine and I love him differently than loved Rose. I want to be with him. I miss him something awful when he’s gone and, even more than a career or the show, I want to have a life with him. That’s why I took a risk – for love. I’m sorry if I put you or Rose in jeopardy, but I had to, and I didn’t tell you because I knew you’d forbid me from doing it... and I had to do it. I’m sorry.”

Ed exhaled his frustration. ‘I did it for love,’ Bebe had said. How the heck could he condemn her for that? “Alright, but this has got to be the end, Bebe. No one else – ever! Understood?”

John gave a sad nod.

“Did you hear about Miss Stephanie?”

John nodded, “And Miss Gabriella and Mr Crawford, the coach.”

Ed nodded. “Yeah. I wish it hadn’t happened the way that it did, but it looks like they were all in it together. Do the girls know?”

“Yeah. Ella called me and told me.”

Ed nodded again. “Tough day, huh?”

“Yeah.”

“Well, at least things worked out with Blaine.”

John nodded. “Oh, and I have an audition at Disney studios for a live action musical written by the people who wrote ‘Frozen.’” This was the first time that John made eye contact with Ed.

“Wow.” Ed blinked at John. “That’s... awesome.”

John smiled.

“Ok, new rule - You start acting like a good kid who knows right from wrong. Agreed?”

John nodded and smiled.

“Ok. Back to your friends.”

When they walked back in, Rose was giving the girls and Blaine a big bowl of freshly popped popcorn. She saw Ed and hustled over to him. “We need to talk in the hall.”

“Geez.” Ed shook his head. “I’ve tried to get into this place three times and I haven’t made it past the entrance, yet.”

Rose looked confused. “Sorry, But I need to talk to you about something Bebe did this morning.”

“You mean that she told Blaine everything? I’ve already spoken to Blaine and then to Bebe. Please, can I go into the kitchen and have something to eat and a drink?”

It took a moment for Rose to realize that the huge conflict she’d anticipated had been resolved without her involvement at all. She looked at Bebe hanging out with her friends, Looking so happy, cuddled up next to her boyfriend, then back to Ed. How had it all gone so smoothly? How? Well, obviously - Ed. Ed was a good guy and a good uncle. “Come on.” She smiled as she took his hand. “I’ll make you an omelet.”

Ed glanced back at the girls and Blaine watching the movie. “Is Blaine spending the night, too?”

Rose shook her head. “No. He’s leaving when the movie’s over, but he’ll be back by 7:30 tomorrow morning so they can all go to Disneyland together for Bebe’s birthday celebration.”
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 11

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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Bebe in LaLa Land: 11

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

John's birthday weekend begins in earnest. His California friends meet his Cape Cod
friends and they enjoy a weekend of teenaged girl fun.


 
Author's Note: Sorry for the delay, lots going here and I wrote as quickly as I could.
As always, I adore reading your comments and reviews! ~Clara.

 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 11 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
SETTLING INTO A NEW LIFE -or- IF I HAD A WORKED OF MY OWN, EVERYTHING WOULD BE NONSENSE
 

"Wake-y, wake-y, eggs and bac-y!!" Ed laughed as he clapped his hands loudly to wake up the five girls and John who were sprawled on inflatable beds in the living room.

"What time is it?" Annie groaned. She'd had a long day the day before - the excitement of her first time traveling without her mother, the hustle and bustle of the airport, the time change and the excitement of being in California - and was in a deep sleep when Ed began his noisy start to the day.

"6:00 am. Rise and shine!"

"6:00!?!? Why are we getting up at 6:00?"

"To go to Disneyland!" Ed said with exaggerated enthusiasm, but that was all it took. Suddenly, all of the kids were moving quickly. "There's toilets and showers in all three bedrooms and the lav in the hallway, too. Hustle, ladies! Rosie is making pancakes, eggs and bacon. Big day! Big day!"

Within a half hour, there were five teenaged girls and John with wet hair and the sound of hair dryers and the smell of singed hair, hairspray and body wash filled the apartment. Ed had never seen so much preparation-business going on simultaneously. There was makeup being applied, hair being brushed and braided and fluffed and small backpacks being loaded with wallets, cosmetics and feminine hygiene products.

"How's it going out there?" Rose asked as he entered the kitchen.

"It's like nothing I've never seen! They're all so focused and hardworking. It's pretty odd!"

Rose chuckled. "They're still girls, Ed. They're focused. They're excited about going to Disneyland and they want to look as cute as possible. You never know who you'll meet there. Maybe a celebrity or, maybe just a cute guy that looks at you and makes your heart flutter."

Ed smirked. "I'd like to meet a guy that looks at me and makes my heart flutter. I've noticed that my social life is no better as a gay man than it was a straight one."

Rose smiled and kissed his cheek. "You'll always have me, big guy."

Ed smiled. "Thanks, Rosie. That means a lot to me."

"Want a couple of pancakes?"

"No. They smell great, but I'll wait for the girls to eat before I have some."

Rose put the platter of flapjacks on the table and shook her head. "There may not be any left after they have their way with them."

"Rosie," Ed shook his head, "I doubt that any of them will eat more than one. You must have made twenty."

"Twenty four, actually, but, I warn you, they won't last."

The entry bell had sounded several times, but Ed had assumed that one of the girls would answer it. It sounded again and Ed shook his head. "Don't they hear that?"

"Probably not."

Ed hurried to the video screen and pushed the button. "Hi, Blaine. Sorry for the wait. Come on up."

Minutes later, Blaine and his mother, Joanne, were coming into the condo. All the girls called out 'hellos' to the handsome boy, who smiled and waved.

Ella grabbed Blaine's hand and pulled him into the madness of young, females preparing for a day together. There was makeup and hair products and tools of all kinds scattered everywhere around the room.

When Blaine reached him, John looked as if he was trying to push a scissor into his eye. "Bebe, what are you doing?"

John smiled and looked at his boyfriend. "I'm curling my eyelashes."

Blaine shook his head. "Why? They're beautiful as is."

"You're only saying that because they're always curled when you see me." John laughed. "If you want me to look cute, then I have to do a lot of work before I see you." He smiled as he pulled the device away from his eye and kissed Blaine's cheek.

Joanne put her bag down and laughed, "Oh, my goodness, Ed. Look at the mess they've made here. You get them all into the kitchen to eat. I'll take care of this."

"Don't worry about it, Joanne." Ed looked at the wasteland that Bebe and company had created in his living room. "We are not even looking at that mess until everyone goes home on Monday night."

"Ed!" She sounded horrified. "You'll have rats by Monday night! I'll just fold the clothes and pick up the trash. I've had breakfast. You deal with the kids."

He shrugged. "Ok, ladies and Blaine, let's go have breakfast." He clapped his hands and ushered them into the kitchen. They all filed in, talking and giggling the whole way.

Joanne went to work in the living room, folding blankets, folding discarded clothes, picking up stray pieces of popcorn, putting dirty glasses on an end table to bring into the kitchen when she'd finished picking up.

"Can I help you, Joanne?"

She turned to see Bebe standing behind her, looking radiant in her light blue, half-sleeved sundress with the lace edging on the ends of the sleeve, around the scooped neck and the mid-thigh hem.

"Bebe?" Joanne was surprised. The kids had only been in the kitchen for a three or four minutes. "You look lovely, darlin'." That last word was the first time that John had heard any trace of Joanne's Florida Panhandle heritage. It was pretty - lilting - sweet.

"Thank you." John blushed. He looked behind him to be sure they were alone. Then he moved a step closer and looked as if he were about to speak, but nothing came out.

Joanne saw him struggling. "What is it, dear?" She took John's hands in hers. "What is it, dear?" she asked again when nothing was forthcoming.

"I... I just wanted to say... thank you," John spoke quietly.

Joanne smiled. "There's no need to thank me, dear. You're a beautiful young woman and my son loves you. I just reminded him of that."

John smiled, but he needed to say some more. "Joanne... I know I'm not..."

Joanne stopped him. "Where's your room, Bebe? I'd like to see it."

Surprised by her change of topic, John pointed down the hall. "Umm... down the hall. Second door on the left. Here, I'll show you."

John led the woman into his room. "I know it's not very fancy." He indicated the scarcity of furniture in the room. "We don't know how long we'll be here, so..." he heard the click of the bedroom door closing. When he turned, Joanne's hand was just leaving the door nob.

"Come, sit on the bed with me for a moment, dear."

Joanne sat and pat the bed next to her. John joined her and sat where she'd pat the bed. Again, Joanne took his hands in hers. She smiled at him, then said, "Bebe, you never, ever, need to apologize for who you are."

John smiled. Joanne released one hand and ran her finger around his ear, tucking his hair behind it.

"But," John started to say, "I know that you're disappointed with me..."

"No, Bebe," she sounded more stern than John expected. "Didn't you hear me. You never, ever apologize for who you are. You could never disappoint me just by being yourself."

John smiled, both relieved and surprised by such acceptance from Blaine's mom. "Thank you, Joanne."

"Have you had conversations with your mom or your sister about all of this?"

John shrugged a little. "Yes and no. We were living in our house on Cale Cod when we, well, when I found out. I think my mom was just hoping I could cope with everything. I think she kinda felt guilty. Like it was her fault or something. And Nancy, my sister, she's the one who noticed that my hips and chest didn't look right, well, she didn't stay with us last summer because she was working. So... I guess Rose and Ed were the only ones I could really talk to."

"No therapy or anything?"

"Oh, Yeah, I spoke to a therapist a couple of times, but, to be honest, I usually felt worse after speaking to her. She always talked about 'accepting myself,' which wasn't really the problem. I was just stuck with all these changes - I accepted that."

"Stuck?" Joanne looked horrified that he'd used that word. "You don't mean that, do you, Bebe?"

He shrugged, again. "Yeah, I think I do."

"Bebe," Joanne smiled and held his hands tightly, "if you look at what makes up our genetic material, all the millions and millions of atoms that we are made of, then we are all nearly exactly the same, but there is a teeny, tiny bit out of all those millions of atoms that makes us different, too - and what makes us different, makes us us."

John nodded and considered what she was saying.

"Look at my eyes, baby. What color are they?"

"They're brown," John replied.

"And yours are green. Does that make us different?"

John smiled. "No."

"Well, my love, it's the same kind of little changes in our DNA makeup that give us different eye colors that also give us our other characteristics and that is what makes us us. Are you proud of your beautiful green eyes."

"I don't know if 'proud' is exactly the right word. I mean, I think they're ok..."

"Ok!? Bebe, they're gorgeous, and you can't fool me. Your eyes are always made up beautifully. You're proud of them, aren't you?"

John smiled. "I guess I am."

"Good. You should be. I'm proud of my eyes, too, darling." There was that touch of that sweet, southern drawl, again. John liked that.

"And you know what else I'm proud of, my beautiful, beautiful child?" She waggled her head and brought her nose close to John's.

John giggled at her sweetness. "What?" The word was broken by quiet laughter.

"I'm proud of my boobs," she whispered and grinned.

John's mouth hung open in amused shock, then morphed into a huge grin.

"And my butt, and my thighs and my hips..."

By now, Joanne's forehead was pressed against John and they were both laughing.

"I'm serious," Joanne grinned. "My genetics gave me a good body and I exercise and diet and work hard to look good and I'm proud of that. You told me that you recently lost a lot of weight and you're, obviously, proud of that. You wear flattering clothes and always have your hair and makeup looking 'just so.' Now, I know that a year ago you never would have expected that this is where your life would have taken you, but this is where you are, right?"

John nodded.

Joanne gently tweaked John's nose, "Then be proud of all of you, Bebe. You are a beautiful, talented, intelligent young woman. Be proud of who you are. 'All' of 'who you are.' Ok?"

John's smile could not be bigger. "Ok. Thank you, Joanne."

"Don't be silly, Bebe."

John looked a bit more serious. "But, Joanne..."

"What, dear?"

"I know we're still young and all, but..." he couldn't think of a comfortable way of saying what he wanted to say.

"You're concerned about marriage and children and all that, right?" Joanne's smile was so natural and calming.

"I am... I mean, I know that's a long way off, but..."

"...but you love Blaine, right?"

John nodded.

"Well, I have news for you, my dear, he loves you, too. So, I don't think that a life together is out of the question. Bebe, there are a lot of women who can't have children. That doesn't make them any less of a woman. And it doesn't make you any less of a woman, either. If you should end up married to Blaine, and you decide that you want children, then you can adopt. You can offer a child facing a difficult life, the opportunity to live a life full of love with a beautiful, gentle, loving mother. That's not so bad, is it?"

John's eyes watered with love and appreciation for this woman. "Joanne... your so... kind. Thank you. Thank you, so much."

Suddenly, the door swung open. "There you are!" Rose smiled, then she became concerned when she saw that she'd interrupted a discussion. "Is everything ok?"

"Everything is perfect, right Bebe?" Joanne looked from Rose to John.

John smiled and the hugged Joanne tightly. "Yes. Everything is perfect. Thank you."

Rose smiled, still a bit confused. "Ok, then. It's time to go."

Ed had said he'd hired a van to get them all to Disneyland.

"Good morning, everyone," Oscar said as they all exited the lobby. He was dressed casually and waiting as if he was going to join them in the park. Of course, everyone knew him and greeted him warmly.

"Oscar!" John bounded to him and gave him a hug. "I've never seen you out of uniform! Are you joining us?"

"I am, princess," he smiled, "but I am also driving the bus."

"Bus?" John was confused. "Uncle Ed," he called. "I thought you ordered a van? Oscar said he's driving the bus."

Ed was standing near the corner of the building, smiling. "Come look," he said. All the kids ran to see. John was the last to arrive. Around the corner was a black bus that had been reworked to be a 'party bus.' Usually designed to take people to Las Vegas for bachelor/bachelorette parties or long weekends of drinking, this particular one was owned by the studio and was used for bringing bigwigs to sets. It was fully equipped with a refrigerator, which was currently filled with water and sports drinks for the kids, WiFi, a seventy-five inch TV and a selection of Disney films as well as a Netflix account.

"Oh, Wow!" Annie and Cassie were the most impressed.

"You guys must be zillionaires, now, huh?" Annie asked.

Rose laughed. "Now, Annie, we certainly are not and if Ed doesn't stop spoiling his niece," she said that part loudly to get his attention, "we never will be."

Ed laughed. "It's the studio's bus. Oscar got me a great deal."

"Yay, Oscar!" Joanne yelled and lead a round of applause for the driver.

Oscar took a bow and said, "Thank you! Thank you!" He grinned. "Now I see why you actors like applause!" He joked.

They opted to watch 'Tangled' on the way - again, a film that the girls knew every line of, but Blaine had never seen. The girls loved the romantic parts. Blaine liked the villains at 'The Snuggly Duck' Tavern who sang the 'I Have A Dream' song and the constant use of frying pans as a weapon.

When they arrived at the parking lot at Disneyland, Oscar dropped them as close as he could with the promise to meet them all inside the park. Ed passed out the passes and they headed for the lines.

He got them all lined up and told them to get through the gate, then wait inside by Mickey face made of flowers, but before they reached the turnstiles, a girl in the next line yelled, "That's her!" She yelled so loudly that everyone turned to see, including everyone in Bebe's party.

Suddenly, the girl was on top of John. "You're 'Alex,' right?"

John looked at her blankly for a moment, then the girl said, "On 'Civil Disobedience!' You're 'Alex,' right!"

"Oh, Yeah." John smiled and offered her his hand, but the girl turned and said, "It's her! I told you! It's 'Alex,' from 'Civil
Disobedience!'"

Suddenly a murmur ran through the crowd and grew louder and louder as people got out of line and started crowding around John. Ed moved forward and put his arm around his niece. "Kids," he said to John's friends, "move forward and go through the turnstiles. We'll be in as soon as we can. Joanne, Rosie, go with them, I'll meet you inside."

They all moved forward, but Rose was waylaid by a man who looked her right in the face and wouldn't allow her to pass. "You're on that show, too!" He pulled out his phone and started photographing her. "Hey, that guy is, too! And that other kid!"

Now, John, Ed, Rose and Kylie were all being overwhelmed by autograph seekers and picture takers. Ed was trying to get a handle on the situation, but things were becoming more and more frightening by the second, until a group of Disney Guest Relation people showed up with several Disneyland Police Officers, who escorted the four of them through the gates and into an office just beyond.

"Well," the highest ranking police officer said, "that was quite a scene you people created out there." Kylie couldn't help but smile. It was scary, but it was also kind of cool that all those people knew who she was. "Could one of you explain what that was all about?" The police officer asked.

"Ok," Ed shook his head, "well, we're all on a TV show called 'Civil Disobedience' and..."

"...and they recognized you, huh? I see." The policeman sat and waved a member of guest services over. "Well, you know, Mr..."

"McNeil."

"...Mr McNeil, that we offer celebrity escorts to keep things like this from happening." The policeman seemed annoyed by Ed's ignorance.

"Well, no," Ed was a bit defensive, "I didn't know that you offered that kind of a service and, to tell the truth, until about fifteen minutes ago, I didn't know that we qualified as celebrities."

"That's ok," the woman from guest services entered to defuse the situation. "We can deal with this for you. By the way, I love your show. I'm not sure that I would have recognized all of you, but you," she pointed at John, "I'd recognize anywhere."

John looked around and shrugged.

"Ok," the woman said, here's what we're going to do. First, we'll provide everyone in your party with ball caps and sunglasses to make you less recognizable. Then, we'll provide you with a couple of our celebrity escorts. Since your show is on ABC, we'll make sure that you all get the best of everything. You'll go right to the front of the lines; everything."

"Ok," Rose said. "Great. Thank you."

Once they'd discussed the size of their party, etc, Ed and Rose decided that the kids would go with the escort and the adults would take it easy on their own. They'd trust their safety to the dark glasses and ball caps.

When they came out of the office to join the others, those who had waited outside all looked concerned. Blaine walked over to meet John and hugged him.

"Are you ok, Bebe?" He asked while he squeezed tightly.

"Oh, yeah," John laughed. "We're fine. We just caused a commotion so they took us in there to calm the crowd down."

"Whew, what a relief," Oscar said. "We were afraid they'd arrested you or something."

Ed laughed and explained what happened.

"See," Joanne said to the kids, "I told you they were fine."

"What's with the hats and dark glasses?" MK asked.

"That's just so we won't be recognized," Kylie said with a big smile. "Cool, Huh?"

"They would be, if you wore them right!" Ella nudged MK and the two of them went to work - MK on Kylie and Ella on John. Soon, their hair had been pulled into pony tails and which popped out through the hole in the back of the Mickey baseball caps.

"What do you think?" Ella asked Cassie and Annie.

"Better!" Annie smiled.

"Much better, and you'll be cooler," Cassie added.

"Ok, kids," Ed took over, after consulting with Joanne and Oscar, "this is Maelee and Richard," he introduced the Guest Services employees wearing the plaid vests. "They are escorting you around the parks to make sure that you stay out of trouble, ok?"

Every one said hi to the two college students.

"You have all of my number, so if you need anything - anything at all - just call or text and I'll come running, ok?"

They all nodded.

"Excellent! Now, we 'old folks' are going to have a relaxing day of wandering around and eating and drinking. Thank you, Maelee and Richard! Be good, kids and have a great time!" With that, he sent the seven kids off with two Guest Relations escorts. "We'll meet you at six for dinner!" Ed called to them as they left.

By the time Ed, Rose, Joanne and Oscar had meandered to the end of Main St USA, the kids were already on board Big Thunder Railroad, Blaine's favorite ride. Maelee and Richard made sure that the entire party made it on to any ride they wanted as they bounded excitedly through the parks.

By 1:30, Ed and Rose were eating salads while Oscar and Joanne sat opposite them, enjoying burgers at the Galactic Grill.

"Oh, look," Rose turned her phone screen and showed the others. "They all got into one log on Splash Mountain. Isn't that a precious picture?"

It was a photo of a screen at the exit point. On the screen was the picture that was taken that the log descended the ride's waterfall. They all had their hands in the air, mouths frozen in screams.

"Oooohhh," Joanne looked at the picture. "They look like they're having a great time!"

"Now, look at this one." Rose brought up the next photo. All the kids were standing near the ride's exit. They were all soaked to the skin from the ride.

They all laughed. "Now, YOU KNOW they're having a good time," Oscar said.

"Looks like they've done a lot of rides." Ed was checking the texts on his phone. Scrolling through picture after picture of happy, smiling faces.

"You can get a lot done when you don't have to wait in lines," Joanne chuckled.

"Do you think we're spoiling them?" Rose asked with a smile.

"No." Ed shook his head. "It's just a perk of working for Disney."

Just at that moment, a girl of perhaps twelve came up to Rose and asked for an autograph.

"Of course, sweetheart," Rose said and signed the child's book. Rose noticed that the autograph on the previous page read 'Goofy.' At least she was in good company.

"Does that get bothersome, at all?" Joanne asked.

"Not really," Rose smiled. "It's still pretty new. Kind of exciting, too. Who knows how I'll feel in a year?

"Bebe's our only concern," Ed said. "She seems to attract big crowds. People really seem to like her. I bet if she and Don went out on the street together, they'd stop traffic!"

The others laughed.

"She's lucky to have you two," Joanne smiled. "You make a beautiful couple."

Rose had cuddled into Ed's side to show him some of the pictures she'd been sent. She smiled at the compliment, but corrected Joanne, "Oh, we're not a couple. Not a 'romantic' couple, anyway. We're just... buddies."

Joanne smiled at the woman who was so comfortably nestled in her 'buddy's' embrace. "Uh Huh. I have a lot of buddies, but you two look more like... well, a couple than just buddies. As a matter of fact, I've heard you two tell each other that you love each other more than I've said it to my husband in a month."

"That's just us," Ed laughed.

"I see." Joanne let the matter drop, but she suspected there was more to these two than even they realized.

"Beebs says that they're heading over to California Adventure."

They all met at Carnation Café for dinner. Not the most elegant restaurant at Disneyland, but John had never had chicken and waffles before and it was on their menu. Since it was his birthday weekend...

"Come on." He'd pleaded with Rose when she'd been shocked that he was asking for this high calorie meal, or what she referred to as, a 'carbohydrate overload' after all his dieting. "It's my birthday dinner. I just want something fun for just one meal."

Eventually, Rose had given in and made the reservation.

Rose and the other adults had arrived before the kids and they were seated at a large table, slightly away from the others.

"Oh, my goodness," Joanne's said as the kids entered. Blaine was wearing a pair of Mickey Mouse ear with his name embroidered onto it. This purchase had, obviously, not been made by Blaine, so she had to assume that it had been forced on him by Bebe. He looked goofy and adorable, but that was not what had caused her utterance. As the girls and John entered, each was wearing an elaborate tiara and each wore a huge, self satisfied grin. John and Kylie had removed their ball caps, but with their hair still in pony tails and the dark glasses, they looked like any of the other teenage girls, if just a bit sunburned from roaming around the sunny parks.

The adults began applauding as the kids crossed the restaurant, which was dark enough to demand that Kylie and John remove their glasses.

Ed stood as he applauded, "Here come the princesses," he said, probably too loudly for a quiet restaurant. In fact, he attracted enough attention that people took note of the kids who were crossing the room.

A teenaged girl, probably seventeen or so, stood and hurried to John. "Excuse me," she said politely, but firmly, "You're Bebe Foley, right?"

"Oh." John was a bit startled. "Yes, I am."

"Oh, I love your show!" she said. "My theater teacher makes us watch it because he says that you're the next big actor!"

"Oh." John laughed a little. "Tell your teacher I said 'thank you' for his confidence. I'm not sure if he's right, or not, but that's nice of him to say."

By now, Richard from Guest Services, was hurrying to John's side.

"May I take a picture to send to him?" the girl asked.

"Sure," John said, but Richard intervened.

"No pictures, I'm afraid!" he announced.

The girl stepped back, surprised. "Oh..."

John stepped around Richard. "You can take one, ok?" he told her with a friendly smile.

"No, I'm sorry, but..." Richard tried to take charge, but John cut him off.

"I already said she could take a picture, Richard. It's ok." Then he looked at the girl. "Just one, ok? We don't want to interfere with the other people's meals." He winked at the girl, and posed with his cheek against her's. "Go ahead. Take a quick one."

The girl did, and Richard kept the rest of the restaurant patrons at bay, although his diligence far exceeded the patron's motivation to get to the TV actors.

Once the kids were seated, Richard whispered to Ed, "Sir, you really shouldn't be eating in a family-level restaurant without warning the cast members that you were coming. It could cause problems for both you and the other guests."

Ed looked around at the calm dinners. "Firstly, Richard, when I booked this meal, we were not people who were likely to be recognized. Secondly, we paid our entrance fees, etc, just like every other customer, so we have a right to be here. Thirdly, What 'cast members' should I have notified?"

Richard heaved a sigh at this Disney neophyte. "'The Cast' who work at this restaurant, sir."

Ed looked around, confused. "Cast?"

Rose leaned in and whispered, "The staff at any Disney Park is always referred to as 'the cast.'"

Still confused, Ed asked Rose, "Why?"

She shrugged. "They just are."

Now, Ed shrugged, then turned to Richard. "Ok, Richard. Go have some dinner on me. I'll tell you when we're leaving."

Richard looked shocked. "Oh, no, sir, I need to stay here while you..."

"Go, Richard." Ed laughed at the foolish level of Richard's commitment. "Leonardo DiCaprio isn't joining us. We don't need a guard to celebrate my niece's birthday. Thank you."

"Yes, sir." He left, reluctantly, and stood near the doorway. Soon, he was joined by his partner, Maelee. They looked like plaid bookends as the stood at attention by the door.

They all eat their fill, including Maelee and Richard, who, reluctantly, ate the meals that Ed ordered for them.

"So, what's the verdict?" Rose asked John as they finished their entrees. "Was it worth coming here for the chicken and waffles?

"Yeah, it was good!" John smiled, contented.

"It must have been," Ed smiled. "You cleaned your plate."

"Well," Blaine laughed, "to be perfectly honest, I ate a lot more of that than Bebe did." He smiled sheepishly.

Ed laughed.

"Who's the birthday girl, then?" Interrupted a server with a big grin and a cake.

"The one with the tiara!" Oscar teased, causing everyone to laugh.

"This one," Joanne pointed to John, "with the beautiful, dark hair."

John blushed as the servers and everyone at the table, and several at other tables, too, started singing 'Happy Birthday' to him.

It was a beautiful, big cake, white Italian cream with bright pink flowers and the words 'Happy Birthday, Bebe' written, also in pink, on the top. The cake was a two layer, yellow cake, John's favorite. The cake was cut and everyone got a piece that was way too big for anyone to finish, except Blaine. Blaine had his piece, most of John's and a little of his mom's, too.

Suddenly, all the girls, except for John, nodded to each other and Ella reached down into her backpack and pulled out an envelope with a card in it. "Ok, Bebe," she smiled as she looked around at the others, "the girls and I all chipped in for this birthday present."

"Happy birthday," they all shouted, together.

John opened the envelope to find a computer printout with an itinerary for the next day at Renee's Day Spa in Beverly Hills. The list of things to do included mani/pedis, mud baths, jacuzzi baths, make overs, a new outfit from their exclusive boutique, massages, etc. John's eyes were wide open as he passed the sheet to Rose. "This must have cost you a fortune!" He said to the girls. "Thank you, but I can pay for my own admission."

"Not with the debit card limit your mom keeps on you," MK teased.

Rose showed the sheet to Ed, too. "Don't worry, Beebs. It's all taken care of. Joanne and I have our own spa day planned, too. You won't even see us, but, since I had to arrange the car and you're all under age, so I have to be there, too, I figured I'd have a little luxury, too."

John smiled, just a little concerned that he may have an issue if he need to completely undress, but he'd talk to Rose about, later.

"And while you girls are getting all soft and pretty," Ed reached his arm around Blaine and gave him a shake, Blaine and Oscar and I are going to go fishing with Don on his boat, right buddy?"

Blaine smiled broadly. "Yeah, Cool, Huh? Fishing with a couple of movie stars on a private boat." He looked at Oscar and exchange a 'thumbs ups' sign with him.

"Well," Ed laughed, "one movie star and one guy who hopes his show and career lasts a couple of seasons."

"Guys, though," John was trying to figure out how much it would cost for even one person to go to this spa, "this is an amazing gift! I'm just... please, let me pay you back."

"No way," Cassie smiled. "Ever since Ella got in touch with us, we've been looking forward to tomorrow."

"Yeah," Annie was ecstatic, "besides, I've never been to a spa before. I can't wait!"

"Geez," MK groaned, "you can tell you guys are from Massachusetts!"

"We're from New Hampshire," Annie said, seriously.

"Yeah, like there's a difference," MK scoffed.

"There is," Cassie laughed, "but what's your point?"

Well," MK shook her head in disbelief, "it's like when we first met Bebe. It's like she lived in the Stone Age. Never been to Homecoming, never been to a spa, never dated... it's like, instead of coming on a plane, you guys came here through a time machine."

Cassie laughed, "Well, I have dated, but Annie hasn't..."

"I working on it, though!" Annie interjected.

"... and I've never been to a spa or a homecoming dance because we just don't have those in Manchester, which, just an FYI, is A LOT different than Massachusetts."

"Ok," MK rolled her eyes, "if you say so." Then she turned to Blaine, held up her plate with half a piece of cake still sitting on it. "Want the rest of mine?"

Blaine was about to grab the plate when Joanne intercepted it. "No, he certainly does not. He'll be throwing up on The Matterhorn if he shoves any more into his mouth."
 

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Their hair in towel-turbans and wearing fluffy, white bathrobes with their swimsuits beneath, the six pretty, young girls were led into a warm room where six pure white tubs sat on pure white tiles, surrounded by pure white, tiled walls. It was like a humid temple built to the worship of leisure and opulence - an almost holy place. In each of the tubs was a mixture of therapeutic muds and oils. It smelled like a temple as well.

"Welcome, ladies," the spa employee said. "I understand this is a birthday celebration for one of you, correct?"

"It's for her birthday." Cassie pointed to John who was looking about the room in awe! Did men ever experience anything like this!? Not that head ever heard, that was for sure!

"Excellent!" The employee put her arm around John's shoulder and guided him towards a gleaming tub.

"Before you get in the tub, ladies," she instructed, "take one of these shower caps and tuck all of your hair into it. No point in getting a head full of mud, right."

The girls all nodded and laughed quietly and excitedly as they watched the woman tuck John's hair into a white, plastic shower cap.

"Now, kick off your flip-flops and take off your robe, you can hang it right there by the chair. Then, climb into the tub."

John did as he was told. When his toes touched the mud, he realized that it was an absolutely perfect temperature and there was a gentle circulation going on under the surface, as well. The substance hugged and messaged his legs as he lowered himself in. Just having the mud touching his thighs made him feel as if he was in heaven. As it crossed his tummy, his eyes rolled to the back of his head. As it embraced his breasts, his nipples hardened and he felt butterflies fluttering throughout his abdomen.

"Awwwwww...." He sighed as he sank into the fragrant mire.

"Nice, Huh?" the attendant asked.

"Yeah," he sighed, then, just trying to be funny, he said, "Better than sex." Causing peals of laughter from his friends.

Even the attendant giggled at the child's precocious remark. "I'm sure," she laughed. Then she continued, "Now, just lay back, enjoy the warmth and I'll be back to rinse you all off on an hour. The meditation music will keep playing, but you are the only people in this part of the spa, so feel free to chat while you relax."

Within minutes, they were all unwinding in the warm goo. For a few minutes, it was silent except for the music, but fifteen and sixteen year old girls being what they are, the silence soon ended.

"Oh, my God, this is amazing," Annie whispered.

"Isn't it?" Kylie said. "I love mud baths."

"Me too," said MK.

"I wish I could do this every week," Ella sighed.

"Ahhh," Cassie sighed. "I think this mud bath just made me pregnant." She joked.

The laugher was just as relaxing as the mud bath.

"Bebe?" Ella finally said, "Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure," John said with his eyes closed.

"How serious are you about Blaine?"

He exhaled and thought. "Very serious, I guess."

"She told him she loved him," Cassie said, causing John to smile guiltily.

"No, you didn't!?" MK said, shocked!

"She did," Cassie smiled. She kind of loved to be the one who was able to spill these beans.

"Wait," Ella said, eyes wide with astonishment, "who said it first? You or Blaine?"

John sighed again, enjoying both the mud bath and the girl talk. "He did. He said it to me a lot before I told him. The first time I said it by accident..."

"How the heck do you say THAT by accident!?!?" Kylie was incredulous.

We were ending a phone call and I was distracted... he said it and it just came out, you know?"

MK laughed loudly. "Holy cow! How embarrassing!"

"Did you tell him it was a mistake?" Annie asked.

Eyes still closed, John shook his head and smiled, causing everyone else to laugh. "I've told him for real, since then, though. I'm sure of it, now."

"Aww," Cassie smiled. "How sweet. Young love in Beverly Hills! It's like a soap opera."

John kept his eyes closed, but joined the laughter as he gloried in the warmth of the mud and the sisterhood he felt with these girls.

"Whoa! You got a big one there, Blaine!" Don laughed as Blaine struggled to bring a large sea bass on board the beautiful, but moderately sized fishing boat that Don owned.

"I'll help you land it," Oscar laughed as he grabbed a net that sat at the end of a long handle. It was obvious to everyone that Blaine had very little experience with sports fishing.

Once the fish was on board, Ed slapped Blaine's shoulder in paternal encouragement. "Way to go, buddy! That's got to be a thirty pounder!"

Blaine beamed.

"We'll be eating well for lunch, gentlemen!" Don was really enjoying the day on the sea.

He sat on the side of the boat and said, "I have to you, Ed, this is really unusual for me. I never connect with cast members like I have with you and your family. I'm usually kind of a dick on set, but you guys make it all so easy. And now I know Oscar and Blaine, too! This is turning into a really amazing show, pal. Let's keep things like this, ok? Open and friendly, ok?"

Ed shrugged. "Sure. I'm having a great time, Don, and you've taught me so much! I'll owe you forever, but I'm even happier that we're friends. I'm enjoying getting to know you and Vivian, too. To tell you the truth, I couldn't have ever anticipated things would go this well."

Oscar laughed at the two men. "Mr Ferry, I just want to say 'thank you' for including me, today. I've never spent time with the actors until Miss Bebe showed up."

Don leaned forward and slapped Oscar's knee. "How long have you driven for the studio, Oscar?"

"Fourteen years, Mr Ferry."

"I'm going to be honest, Oscar, I hardly ever even talk to my drivers. I'm so embarrassed about that, now. You're a good guy! Have I ever been in your car, before?"

"No sir."

"Good," Don laughed. "Then I never insulted you by being sullen in the backseat."

Don looked Blaine. "And you, Blaine. Are you enjoying yourself?"

"Oh, yes, sir."

"Jesus Christ, guys," Don laughed, "can we drop the 'sir' and 'Mister' stuff? I'm Don, ok? Just call me Don!"

"Ok, Don!" Blaine said a little too quickly and a little too loudly, causing the others to laugh heartily.

"Oh, this is the life!" Joanne simmered in her mud bath, a few dozen feet down the hall from the room that Bebe and the girls were in. She and Rose were the only two in this room. They were far enough away from the girls so that the girls could feel independent, but close enough in case of emergency.

"Ahhhhh..." Rose relaxed every muscle in her body and felt the warmth of the muck. "It truly is! This is just wonderful."

They wallowed in their individual baths in silent relaxation for a few minutes, until Joanne said, "It's very good of you to be taking care of Bebe the way that you are. Most girls your age would be thrilled to be out here, making lots of money and enjoying the life of a starlet."

Rose laughed. "Well, none of us would be here if it weren't for Bebe."

Joanne was intrigued. "How so?"

"Well," Rose explained the audition process, etc. "So, even though she was the last one hired, none of us would be here if it weren't for Bebe."

"Wow." Joanne was even more impressed with the talented child. "But she's not your child, Rose. You and Ed aren't really her parents. You shouldn't give up your lives to take care of her. You're awfully young to have that kind of responsibility."

"Oh, I don't mind. I love the little squirt. What can I say? I don't think of myself as her mom, but I love being her older cousin... or, more like a sister. Honestly, I think it's keeping both Ed and me grounded."

Following the mud bath came the hot tub for the girls. There were two, each big enough to hold four people, so they had three in each.

"I think we should all quit school and do this every day," Ella said as she enjoyed the bubbles.

"Oh, I need this!" Cassie sighed.

"To get rid of your stress?" John asked.

"No," Cassie laughed, "to get the mud out of my hoo-hoo."

They all laughed, but MK said, "Your 'hoo-hoo!?' You call you vagina a hoo-hoo!?"

"Yeah. What do you call it?"

"A vagina!" MK laughed.

"Or a 'va-jay-jay,'" Ella laughed.

"Man," MK continued to laugh, "that New England Puritanical upbringing really shines with you guys! Loosen up your corsets, girls. California is a liberated state!"

"Just curious," Ella teased, "what do you call a boy's penis?"

"A ding dong," Annie said, innocently, causing everyone to break into hysterics.

"Do you have a boyfriend, Cassie?" Kylie asked.

"I do," Cassie said.

"His name is Kevin," Annie teased, "and he's on the football team. Very cute and very dumb."

"Annie!" Cassie laughed.

"Come on, Cass," Annie said, "he's as cute as they come, but he's not going to ever get into a college. He's a straight 'D' student who loves stupid video games."

"Yeah," Kylie giggled, "but how does he kiss?"

"He's a little sloppy, actually," Cassie shrugged, causing peels of girlish laughter from the others.

When it came time for their massages, the girls were told to just strip off their swim suits and wrap a sheet around themselves, but, fearing exposure, John said, "Umm... I think I need to keep a panty on. That time of the month, you know?" He grabbed his gaff-panty and ducked into a changing room to pull them on and tuck himself in.

Not being overly comfortable with being completely naked, either, Annie and Cassie both also pulled on a pair of panties.

"Geez," MK began to make a sarcastic remark about the girls from New England, but Kylie cut her off...

"...yeah, yeah, they've never had a massage before because their from the east coast. We get it."

Within a few minutes, they were all laying facedown on massage tables while six, strong masseuses dug wonderfully-painfully into them and loosened any tension that still remained.

Lunch was a selection of 'California Cuisine' served in buffet style. The café was filled with women and girls wearing oversized, fluffy, white, towel robes. Some had just had makeovers, but most were sporting no makeup and somewhat wet hair. They were enjoying the freedom of female company and casualness.

"Hi, Rose." John stopped at the table where Rose and Joanne were eating. "Enjoying yourself?"

Rose reached up and rubbed his back through the thick terry-cloth. "I'm in heaven, baby. How about you?"

"Yeah, it's great." He smiled and looked at Joanne. "Are you having fun?"

"I think that I've died and gone to heaven, darling."

"What are you eating for lunch?" Rose asked.

"Oh, Umm..." John looked at his plate. "Some salad, a couple of pieces of California roll, and little bowl of fruit."

Rose smiled. "Good girl. You had a lot of things that aren't on your diet, yesterday. Stick with the healthy choices."

He nodded.

"Ok," Rose gave John's rear end a playful swat, "go join your friends. Enjoy your lunch and we'll see you around three."

"Ouch!" he said as he walked away.

"God, she is a cutie," Joanne said as she watched him walk away. "Have you known her her whole life?"

"No," Rose smiled. "We had met a while back, but I didn't know we were related until we were cast as sisters in 'Shrew,' last summer."

"So..." Joanne paused, then spoke very quietly, "... did you know her... before?"

Rose also checked that no one was in earshot. "I did."

"What was she like?"

Rose shrugged, "Well... cute, but... confused, I guess. She didn't have a lot of friends. Honestly, she was always with Ed. I don't think she really related to a lot do other people. That's probably why acting was such a big outlet for her."

"Really? No friends!? She seems to love being with the girls, now."

"I know. I guess she needed to... find herself. It's been fascinating to watch her become who she is, now."

Joanne smiled. "You sure sound like her mom to me."

Rose laughed. "I don't know. I definitely love her to death, but... you know, even when she was still living... you know... as a boy... she was kind of my hero. When Ed was tanking his audition, she jumped in and saved him. She arranged my audition, too, even though she had already auditioned and wasn't cast in the show. She's strangely generous, that girl. Even Kylie was having problems with stress at her audition and Bebe jumped in and helped her, and every other kid that came to auditions that day. I don't know where it comes from, but she's fearless when she sees unfairness, but she's not as likely to stand up for herself as she is to stand up for others. She's really a remarkable kid."

"She certainly is," Joanne smiled. "To have adjusted so well, too..."

"To be honest," Rose said, "I think moving out here helped. A whole new life, you know? She has definitely had her moments, though. She knows how to push my buttons when she wants to. Ed, though... he's unbelievable. I swear, he was born to be a dad - her dad, in fact. Nothing seems to phase him and, honest to God, nothing bothers Bebe more than disappointing Ed. It's like he's really her dad and she's really his daughter."

"Aww, that so sweet." Joanne watched John sit, eat and interact with his friends. There was nothing to indicate that he hadn't been raised to be this precious, beautiful jewel of a girl. It was meant to be.

"Ready to meet the 'new you,' ladies!?" The lead stylist, whose name was Erin, clapped her hands as the girls and John took seats and said that they were, indeed, ready.

"Before we start," Kylie said, "Bebe and I can't do anything drastic. The studio is very strict about that."

"'The Studio,' Huh?" Erin smiled, assuming that the young woman was making a big deal out of nothing. "You're an actress, then?"

"Yes, Bebe and me," Kylie said. "We both are."

"And who is Bebe?" The woman looked about.

"I am," said the smallest of the girls.

Erin took a double take. "Oh, my goodness!" she said. "You're 'Alex' on that TV show with Don Ferry, aren't you?"

John blushed. "I am and Kylie," he directed her attention back to his friend, "is 'Cora.'"

"I'm sorry." The woman was getting a bit excited. "I didn't recognize you, girls. Well, we can still have some fun with your hair and makeup without doing anything that can't be reversed, ok?"

"Excellent!" shouted Kylie. "I want to look like I'm twenty-five and sexy!"

This caused everyone to laugh.

"Anyone up for a new hair color?" Erin asked as she began writing on a pad of paper.

"I'd like some bronze highlights!" MK announced.

"Cool!" said Ella. "Some gold highlights for me, please."

"Anyone else?"

No one said anything for a moment, but Annie said, a bit tentatively, "l... I'd like to lighten my hair, please. Not, like, a platinum blonde, but... like a gold or yellow, you know what I mean?"

"Sure, honey." Erin smiled. She handed Annie a book. "Take a look at this book and pick the color you'd like."

Cassie was laughing. "Oh, man, Annie, mom is going to have a conniption when she sees you've dyed your hair!"

John looked concerned. "Annie, I don't want you to get into any trouble over this."

Annie waved him off. "Don't worry. I asked her if it was ok. She said to be sure that I didn't go crazy, but if I wanted to lighten it, that was ok. It just has to look natural."

"Ok," Cassie seemed dubious, "but it's you're butt if she gets mad!"

A whole crew of stylists arrived to get to work on John and the girls.

After his hair was washed and conditioned, John's stylist massaged in some styling gel and took her time rolling medium sized, pink curlers into his hair. "I'm going to do a pretty, but casual, updo for you, is that ok?"

"Sure," John smiled. "I guess... as long as you don't cut or perm it, it'll be fine."

"No worries, honey," she smiled. "I'm going to make you look like a princess. You have beautiful hair. We'll just make it more luxurious. Then we'll do your makeup to make your eyes and lips just pop off of your face. Then we can pick out a pretty, new dress from our boutique; I think I know the perfect one for you. Do you have a boyfriend, angel?"

John nodded.

"Well, he is just going to adore you when he sees you tonight!"

Ella laughed. "He already adores her!"

"He follows her around like a puppy!" MK teased.

"He is definitely smitten with our starlet!" Kylie teased.

"Really!?" The stylist said, wide-eyed and smirking. "Is he cute?"

"Oh, my God!" Cassie said, too loudly, "he's absolutely gorgeous!"

"Cassie!" John laughed.

"She's right!" Annie joined the conversation. "He's like a model or something!"

"Wow!" The stylist was amused by the girls, and her words were just a little condescending, but John was enjoying the 'girl time' so much that it didn't bother him at all. "Sounds like a dreamboat, huh? Well, if he's that crazy about you, then he's going to melt when he sees you, tonight."

Once the curlers were in place, John was placed under a dryer for a twenty minute heat session. While he sat and cooked, the stylist did his toe and finger nails in a beautiful, dark blue with a thick, shiny sealer that made them look more solid and elegant than his nails had ever looked. "This will match the dress I have in mind for you, just perfectly," The stylist shouted over the noise of the dryer.

John smiled, curious as to what kind of dress she had in mind.

Out from under the dryer, but still in curlers, the stylist worked on John's eyes. Deep, blues and light pinks adorned his lids, while a thick line of eye liner went along the edge of his lid and ended slightly beyond the end of his actual eye.

When the curlers were removed, his hair hung in long fat curls, which the stylist separated and brushed out and created thickness that he didn't think was possible. Then, she pulled sections of his hair up and pinned them into, what looked like, careless ringlets that were pinned to the back of his head. When all of his hair had been pinned in this manner, it created a bounteous puff of delicately constructed, beautifully interwoven strands of dark, brunette hair. It was luxurious without being overly formal or stuffy.

"What do you think, honey?" She asked as she turned John to face the mirrors and he surveyed the work she had done.

"Wow!" John whispered. "That's... beautiful!"

"What do you guys think?" Cassie grinned as she appeared from the boutique. Her moderate length, brown hair had been sculpted into a classic, but interesting bob-style and she was wearing a tight, light grey, stretch dress that clung to her beautiful form.

"Geez, Cassie," MK was just getting out of her chair to go try on a dress, "you actually dolook like your twenty-five years old!"

"And sexy!" Kylie added as she came back in through the same door. Kylie's red hair was full and wavy and her makeup softened the youthful look of her natural freckles. She was also wearing a tight, stretch dress. Hers was a light, sage green, similar to Cassie's, but not quite as revealing in the cleavage, but where Cassie's dress had tiny capped sleeves, Kylie's was sleeveless, displaying her delicate shoulders.

MK entered the boutique, while the stylist fussed over a few details on John.

Seconds later, Ella and Annie appeared together. "Huh? What do you think? Total babes, right?" Ella joked as she and Annie posed in strained model-poses. Ella was in a beautiful, halter-top, silver dress that showed off her smaller, but luscious form, while Annie wore a silky, fit-and-flare, floral dress with a yellow back ground.

John's hands shot up to his mouth as he took in the two girls, particularly Annie. Both also looked to have somehow aged into their twenties, but as cute and flirtatious as Ella looked, Annie, silly, mousy, little Annie, was drop dead gorgeous with her gold-blonde hair, high heels and newly, permed hair style.

"Total babes!" Kylie and Cassie clapped.

"Oh, Annie!" John finally managed. "Your Mom isn't going to even recognize you!"

"I know, right!?" Annie's grin was huge and it was obvious that the girl was thrilled to have this opportunity to tryout womanhood.

"Ta-da!" MK burst back into the room wearing a fire engine red, lace, bodycon dress. Narrow shoulder straps connected to inverted-V shaped cups that showed the large, firm, natural shape of her large breasts. The form fitting stretch garment clung to every millimeter of her body from her breasts to her thighs and ended just inches below the spot where her legs met her torso. It transformed her fit body from pretty to voluptuous. She was the embodiment of teenaged sexy.

""Holy shit!" Ella said, way too loudly. "Mary-Kate, your mom is going to blow her top when she sees you!" She, and all the others, were looking at MK with both awe and respect.

MK laughed. "Naw. She'll just borrow the dress."

"She won't look like that in it, though!" Kylie was not being funny at all. She meant it sincerely. "You look like a freaking goddess!"

"Your turn," the stylist told John as she offered a hand and led him to the boutique entrance.

"Yeah, and remember," MK called, "no 'Holly Hobbie,' no 'I Love Lucy' and no 'Little House On The Pairie!'"

John smiled as the stylist responded, "Don't worry! I'll take good care of her."

Once in the boutique, John looked around at rack after rack of form fitting dresses. Spandex and Lycra was everywhere.

"Are you excited?" the stylist asked.

"Yes, but..." John stared, but the stylist interrupted.

"... but you don't want to wear something as form fitting as your friends, right?"

"Yeah..." John was surprised. "How did you know."

The stylist smiled. "I was small when I was your age, too. I don't want to make you uncomfortable, but I was an 'A' cup till I was nearly twenty. Even now, I'm only a 'B.' I would have been very self conscious in a dress like those. Here. Try this on. I think it'll be perfect on you."

"Here she is," the stylist introduced John. When he entered, the girls' breath caught in their throats. Below John's elegant hair and more mature makeup, and the long, crystal earrings that dangled playfully against his neck, was a dress with a dark blue background and a pattern of groups of tulips with stems headed in different directions. The deep round neck of bodice was sweet and innocent, revealing tantalizing skin without displaying a hint of cleavage. The very short sleeves revealed the thin, delicate, femininity of his arms. The bodice was loose and just a little blousy. It showed no shape of his breasts, but hinted that there were perfect, little breasts just underneath. The chiffon material blossomed at the high waist and billowed around his legs in yards and yards and yards or extra, diaphanous folds that ended just at his ankles, where a pair of three inch, black, toeless heels were held to his feet by just one thin, elegant strap.

It was a look that was entirely different than all of the other girls, but was absolutely perfect for Bebe. He looked older than usual, but no more than eighteen or so and, even with the more mature makeup and hairdo, he still looked sweet and virginal.

"Well?" John asked when no one said anything.

"Beebs..." Cassie said, "...you're breathtaking."

John smiled, relieved. "Yeah?"

"Yeah." Cassie hugged him.

"I'm so glad you like her look," the stylist said. "I tried to spruce up her jewelry a little, but she wouldn't wear a different necklace."

"Of course not," Ella laughed. "That's her B.B. necklace. Blaine, her boyfriend, gave that to her. She even wears it on TV."

John touched the little ball of silver on his chest and smiled.

"Oh, ok. Now I get it." The stylist hugged John and gave him an air-kiss. "I believe your sister is waiting for you."

John didn't bother to correct the stylist. He just smiled and took the little, box-shaped, clutch-purse that the stylist had chosen for him. "Thank you." He smiled.

"Oh, dear God," Joanne said as John and the girls approached. "Who are these beautiful women? What happened to the little girls we came with?"

Joanne and Rose had both chosen versions of the classic 'little black dress' for themselves. Rose's clung perfectly to her upper body and hung beautifully over her firm rear and thighs. Joanne's was looser and perfectly appropriate for her age. Both looked amazing.

"I don't believe this!" Rose said amazed. "You girls look... unbelievable!"

Then she caught sight of John. "Oh, Beebs... Beebs, your just... Oh, my goodness, just wait till your Uncle Ed sees you. He won't believe it."

"Just wait until my son sees you," Joanne marveled at how John looked and at the beauty of his dress. "He's going to pass out!"

Rose checked the time on her phone. "Well, we're meeting the boys at Don's Country Club at four-thirty for drinks and appetizers before dinner and our car is here. It'll take us a while to get there, but let's take the long way to the car and we can look at the ocean from the scenic walk."

"And show off the new us!" Joanne added.

"The breeze was refreshing and blew through John's skirts so softly and sensuously that he wished he could stay there for the rest of the day. Passing women, also clients of the spa, stopped and complimented each of them and they did the same in return. Everything was soft and beautiful and female, and John was in heaven as he enjoyed every moment of it. He knew that he would never, ever have been able to experience something this wonderful as a boy, and then a thought struck him - He now, unquestionably, identified himself as a female, but even if someone were to think of him as a boy in drag, he was no more 'in drag' than any of these other women. It was all just costumes and makeup and he had never been so happy that these things were available to him as he was right now.

"Ed!" Rose greeted he roommate with a friendly hug. She was feeling very feminine and needed to hug a strong male body. "Look at that sunburn! The makeup department will have to work overtime on you and Don until that fades!"

Ed smiled. "Haha, I know, but we had a great day! And look at you! You look amazing! And smell pretty wonderful, too."

Oscar had chosen not to take Ed up on the invitation to diner. He excused himself, saying that he had to pick up his daughters. Don and Ed and Blaine were wearing lightweight pants, buttoned shirts and sports coats. "I think we might be a little underdressed to have dinner with you guys." Ed kissed Rose's cheek.

"If you think we look good," Joanne teased, "wait till you see the girls."

"Where are they?" Ed asked.

Rose glanced over his shoulder and said, "They were walking around the gardens. Here they come, now, though."

Ed turned and his smile melted into astonishment. "Those aren't the girls, really? Are they?"

"Whoa," Blaine whispered. Joanne watched him closely.

"Hi!"

"Hi, Mr McNeal!"

"Hi, Blaine!"

"Hi, Mr Ferry!"

The girls said as they arrived. The final two to enter were Annie and John. Ed looked right past them, not recognizing them and wondering were John was.

"Bebe!?" Blaine gasped, wide eyed. "You look so... so..."

John smiled hugged the boy.

They were all escorted into a private dinning room, which Don had reserved, for drinks and appetizers. Ed, Don and all the kids, except John, piled their plates with delectable, bite sized, 'finger' food - small quiches, sushi, shellfish wrapped in bacon, etc, etc.

Rose led John to the vegetable selection and reminded him of his responsibilities to the show and his need to remain thin. Joanne joined them, explaining that, although she'd love to indulge in the beautiful selection of high calorie delights, if she was going to be spending time with Rose and Bebe, she needed to get herself back into better shape so she didn't look like a 'fat old lady' when she stood next to them. Rose laughed and assured Joanne that she was just lovely as she was.

The view of the golf course and the surrounding hills was beautiful and romantic. John stood in the huge window near the end of the room, where a bride and groom would sit at a wedding, and nibbled carrots and celery as he looked at the beauty of the view while he considered what the last months had brought him. A new way of life. Back to school, a school which, if he was honest, was much more challenging than even his college had been. A new career. Success. Blaine. Love. And friends. He'd never really had friends before. Not friends who invested in his happiness the way that the people with him now did. Sure, Ed had always been there, and he was still here, now, thank goodness - what would he do without Ed? - but these girls, all of them, they seemed to really want to help him be happy and he wanted to do the same for them. They were his friends. His actual friends.

And then there was Blaine.

Tall, handsome, sweet and forgiving Blaine. When John had arrived in LA, just a couple of months ago, he never would have believed he'd fall for a guy, let alone a boy, but Blaine... he truly, madly, deeply loved Blaine.

As if on cue, Blaine arrived next to him and he slipped his arm around John's back, resting his hand on John's hip. He pulled him slightly closer and said, in a quiet, intimate voice, "Hey."

John smiled and rested his head on the tall boy's sport coat covered upper arm. "Hey, yourself."

"You look like a movie star, you know."

John giggled at that. "What?"

"Yeah. Your hair, your makeup, that dress... everything about you. I looked over here, saw you standing and looking out at the valley and, the way you look and the way you're holding yourself... just like a movie star."

John loved the compliment, but he giggled again. "Which one? Bruce Willis? Arnold? Stallone?"

"No. A beautiful movie star. One from one of those old movies my mom makes me watch. Ingrid Bergman... or Ginger Rogers. You know? Beautiful and elegant and perfect. That's the kind of movie star you are."

It could not have been a sweeter, more perfect compliment. John looked up at the boy who'd captured his heart and smiled. Blaine smiled back, then lowered his head and placed his lips softly on John's. It felt like it was meant to be just a little, loving kiss, but it lasted a long, long time.

When the kiss ended, Blaine took the plate of vegetables from John and placed it on a nearby table. Then he turned to face John and locked eyes with him as he wrapped the love of his life into his arms. Again, he started with a soft kiss, but this one was more heated, more intense. John let his head roll back and Blaine's kiss followed him. For the first time, Blaine's tongue entered John's mouth. He was tentative and patient as John accepted him, but he was strong and determined as well. He needed to kiss Bebe this way. To take her in the only way that he could, right now.

John accepted it. He submitted to being taken in this manner. It's what he wanted. In fact, he wanted more. Much, much more, but that was years off. As much as he wanted to be a woman for this man, he was just a girl who would be turning fifteen in a few days and Blaine was just a boy. For now, this was enough.

The thin, delicate chiffon of the dress rubbed elegantly against John's skin as Blaine's hands caressed John's lower back, occasionally playing across the top of his buttocks. Then, he felt it. John felt Blaine's manhood pressing against his belly. The boy was excited and John needed to slow things down - that was the girl's job, to control things like this, but the problem was, John couldn't think of anything, but the boy who held him.

"Ah hmm," a voice cut into their consciousnesses and the each felt Rose's hands caressing their backs. "I think you'd better go have a drink of soda, Blaine," she whispered with a bemused smile on her face.

Blaine stood straighter and looked from Bebe to Rose and back again as a guilty smile spread across his face.

"Now, Blaine," Rose inserted an arm between the two young lovers, separated them, turned Blaine around and sent him on his way with a little push.

Then she turned to John. Her bemused smile faded a bit and took on a look of more maternal concern. "You're lucky that Joanne and I saw you before anyone else did, Beebs. You two were going at it pretty hot and heavy."

"I'm sorry," John said, but his impish smile remained.

"He's still a baby, Beebs, and dressed like you are, I understand that he couldn't control himself, but Beebs..." she shook her head, "... if I hadn't interrupted, you would have been on your knees pulling down his zipper in five minutes. You've got to control yourself - and him, Beebs. I know that the hormones are playing games with you, but you have to control yourself. Do you understand?"

John took a deep breath and let his heart start beating at its normal pace again. "I do. I'm sorry."

"Ok, then. Let's go join the others."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 12

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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  • Posted by author(s)

Bebe in LaLa Land: 12

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

As Bebe's birthday weekend comes to a close and her friends from the New England head home,
she starts preparing for yet another audition when a health crisis suddenly impacts our young star
to be. Thank you to everybody who who has stuck with me and Bebe throughout this adventure!


 
Author's Note: Sorry for the delay, lots going here and I wrote as quickly as I could.
As always, I adore reading your comments and reviews! ~Clara.

 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 12 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
JUST BEING BEBE -or- HOW DO YOU RUN FROM WHAT'S INSIDE YOUR HEAD?
 

Monday morning and Rose, Ed, Kylie and Bebe all had to be on set for 8:30am. It was the last day that Cassie and Annie would be in LA. The early call was to make use of Kylie and John's day off from school. The plan was to shoot just one scene involving all of them, as well as Marion and Don. That should be done by 11:00 or 11:30. All the girls and Blaine were coming to the set to watch, Ed had cleared it with the director. When they finished the morning shoot, the plan was for Ed to remain and continue working, while Oscar drove Rose, Blaine and the girls to LAX where they'd say goodbye to Cassie and Annie.

"Oh, my, we have an audience, today!" Marion said in her sweetest grandmother voice when she spotted Blaine and the four girls sitting in director chairs, off to the side. "Are you all friends of Bebe and Kylie?"

They all nodded and Marion shook hands with each, asking each their names and how they knew her 'granddaughter' and her 'granddaughter's friend.' When she reached Blaine, she said, "Oh, I know who you are, Mr. Blaine! I've seen plenty of pictures of you, my handsome, young fellow."

Blaine blushed. "Thank you, ma'am. I know who you are too. You're amazing on the show, ma'am."

"Oh, that's very sweet of you, young man, but we need to find a few minutes together to have a talk. I want to be sure that my
'granddaughter' is in good hands."

"Yes, ma'am," Blaine smiled and, as she walked away, he muttered, "Great! ANOTHER talk!"

When Don came out, the girls nearly melted. Even though they'd all met him the night before, he was still Don Ferry: movie star. He was wearing a brown blazer that had several tears and dirty marks on it and his face was made up to look sweaty.

"Hey, Blaine, buddy!" He jogged over and shook his hand. "Come to watch your little girl make some magic?"

"Yes, I guess, sir."

"Good morning, ladies!" He greeted the girls "and why aren't you all in school, today?"

"Veterans' Day," they all replied.

"Oh, my gosh, it's November eleventh already!?" Don pretended to be shocked. "Christmas will be here before we know it!"

As Ed, Rose, John and Kylie came into the sound stage, the stage manager called everyone to the set.

"Ok, everyone," she announced in a very strong voice, "a quick review of where we are in the arch. 'Jason,'" she said, pointing to Don, "you're going to break the news to 'Alex' and 'Cora,'" she pointed to John and Kylie, respectively, "that a girl from their school was killed in a robbery. 'Cora,' you knew the victim and you turn to 'Sue,'" she pointed to Rose, "for consolation. 'Nana,'" she pointed to Marion, "you notice that 'Alex' doesn't react and you ask if everything is ok. 'Alex' says 'Yes, I didn't know her,' and 'Jason' waits a moment, makes eye contact with 'Nana,' then nods and leaves. That's the whole scene. Questions?"

There were none.

"Ok, then, places."

They all moved into the kitchen set and took their places.

"Oh," the stage manager snapped her fingers, "I forgot to mention, the director had a dental emergency this morning. The Assistant Director is overseeing today's shoot."

The AD! That was just great! John had avoided him since the incident with his uncomfortable slip in the park, but now, with his friends here to watch, the AD was in charge. He really didn't like this man and he felt an upset stomach coming on - but that would have to wait. John needed to forget about that and just do his job the way he knew how.

The AD entered and headed towards the set with a fiery determination - he was an upstart with a command of his own. He stopped briefly to look at a group of young people sitting quietly and watching. He turned to a PA and said, not too quietly, "What is this? A school field trip?"

The PA shrugged and said, "Friends of Bebe and Kylie's. The director gave them permission to come in today. The girls only have this one scene and they're done."

He nodded. "Well, make sure that they stay the fuck out of my way."

The PA looked at the kids, who had obviously heard what was said and then back to the Assistant Director. "They're not doing anything..."

"I didn't ask your opinion. Just do your job and babysit them. Understand?"

"Yes sir." The PA nodded and shrugged at his behavior. As the Assistant Director walked away, the PA turned and looked at the kids. She shrugged and smiled at them.

The scene was set and lit. John and Kylie sat at the table peeling potatoes. Marion and Rose were organizing things elsewhere in the kitchen.

"All ready," the stage manager said to the AD.

"Action," the AD called out.

"... and we need to set out an extra plate for your dad's partner, in case he comes to dinner, too..." 'Nana' said, but she stopped as 'Jason' entered, disheveled and preoccupied. His partner followed, Looking down trodden, as well. "'Jason?' What is it?"

"Oh, umm..." 'Jason' organized his thoughts. "Hi, 'Nana.' Listen, girls..." he looked around and realized that 'Cora' was seated at the table with his youngest daughter. It caused him to regroup for a moment. "Girls... do any of you know a girl from your school named Barbara Green?"

'Susan' shook her head and looked to her sister, who said, "I don't really 'know' her, but I know who she is. She's a junior, I think..."

"I know her," 'Cora' said. "She's a great kid. Pretty, smart... we used to..." Something wasn't right. She stood. She knew that something was wrong. That bad news was coming.

'Jason' crossed to the table. "I'm sorry, 'Cora,'" he said. "I just came from her family's house..."

"Oh, dear God," 'Nana' whispered as she held a dishrag to her breasts.

'Sue' ran to her neighbor and stood behind her, her hands on the child's shoulders.

'Jason' continued, "She was working in her father's drug store, and there was a robbery..."

"Oh, no," 'Cora' uttered, suddenly frightened. "She's dead, isn't she?"

'Jason' looked around the room, hoping to avoid confirming the statement. "I wish you hadn't put it quite that way, 'Cora,' but... yes. I'm afraid she is."

'Cora's' hand flew to her mouth as she turned to 'Sue' and wept into she shoulder.

'Jason' looked to his mother-in-law with broken eyes. He hated the idea of his work invading his home like this, but it had.

He looked back to 'Sue,' uncertain as to what to say.

"Come on, 'Cora,'" 'Sue' said with sadness in her voice. "I think we should go talk to your mom." She ushered the child out of the kitchen. 'Jason's' partner, who was also Sue's boyfriend followed.

"Oh, 'Jason,'" 'Nana' said, "What happened to the poor child?"

'Jason' walked back to the older woman. He leaned against the sink, his back to the table. He spoke softly to her. "The robber... he locked the front door and took her into the back room. He... He hurt her... badly. He cut her, while he..."

"Oh, 'Jason,' no." 'Nana' indicated that 'Alex' was sitting at the table, silent.

'Jason' watched as his mother-in-law crossed to his youngest daughter and placed a hand on her shoulder. "Are you ok?" Nana asked.

She nodded.

'Jason' waited, trying to think of something to say, but nothing came. He turned and headed to door, leaving 'Alex' with a very concerned 'Nana.'

"Daddy?" The child asked, but the magic of the scene was broken by the shout of the Assistant Director.

"Cut! That's good. We need a couple of coverages, but..."

John shook himself out of the character. "But... I was going..." He was used to The Director giving him a moment to improvise. The writers had come to expect him to do so, too.

"Did you have more, honey?" Don asked.

John was still a bit dazed from being in character. "Umm, Yes, I was going to say..."

"Don't tell me," Don said, knowing that he'd improvise with Bebe better if he didn't know what she had in mind.

He turned to the AD and said, "Excuse me, but you cut us off. Bebe had more to say."

The AD smirked. "Not according to my script, she didn't." He turned away.

The set was suddenly quiet and tense. The crew knew how the shoots went and they had anticipated Bebe's improvisations.

"Look," Don said with rational calmness, "you know how we do things on this show. Bebe is ready to go on. You need to let her. That's what makes this show different from all the other things on TV."

"Umm, Mr Ferry," the AD took a confrontational tone, "you may be a star, but you do not run this show. Right now, I do..."

Suddenly, the Director Of Photography was between Don and the AD. "Maybe you should take a break," he said to the AD. "I'll take care of this shoot."

"What?" The AD was in shock.

"Yeah," the Stage Manager agreed. "Everyone back to one! We'll do this again."

"Like Hell you will!" The AD shouted, but the crew was already moving to reshoot the scene.

"Seriously," The DP said. "Take a break."

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" The AD raged, but no one paid attention, except the security guard who was on set every day. The big man loved this show and he loved the way that this cast all knew his name and spoke kindly to him. He also knew that the young girl sitting at the kitchen table was the reason everyone was nice to him. They followed her lead. Congeniality was not typical on these sets. He stepped in front of the AD and indicated that he should leave the sound stage. "You're all going to be unemployed tomorrow!" The AD yelled as he was escorted to the exit.

No one paid attention. They all had a job to do.

"I have an idea," the DP said to Don. "We'll do it all the same way, but this time, I'm going to set a stationary camera here that captures Bebe at the table. It'll take in the entire kitchen behind her, too. We may be able to capture the whole scene in that shot with her in the foreground. It could make a real interesting shot to cut to and from. We'll do the rest of the coverage the same. Sound good?"

"Sounds great!" Don slapped his shoulder as they heard the call to, 'places.'

They ran the scene exactly the same way, until -

"Oh, 'Jason,' no." 'Nana' indicated that 'Alex' was sitting at the table, silent.

'Jason' watched as his mother-in-law crossed to his youngest daughter and placed a hand on her shoulder. "Are you ok?" Nana asked.

She nodded.

'Jason' waited, trying to think of something to say, but nothing came. He turned and headed to door, leaving 'Alex.'

"Daddy?" 'Alex' whispered.

"What is it, 'Alex?'" He asked as he returned to stand beside her.

"Did she... was it really bad for her?"

"It was, honey. It was bad."

"So... she suffered? A lot?"

'Nana' and 'Jason' sat on either side of 'Alex.' 'Nana' took her hand. "Don't think about that, child. Just pray for her."

"But, 'Nana,' she was alone and scared. "When mom died, we were there... with her. She knew we loved her. Barbara was a nice girl. I didn't know her real well, but she was friendly and pretty... She had a lot of friends. She never hurt anyone. It's not right that she should be alone and scared. Why would someone hurt her like that?"

'Jason' and 'Nana' exchanged looks.

"Baby," Jason took a deep breath. "He didn't just hurt her to hurt her..." he thought for a moment. "He... he did things to her..."

"Jason," 'Nana' interrupted and shook her head at her son-in-law. "Another time, Jason,' she whispered.

The father sat and stared at his child and thought about the corpse he'd just left. That bloody mess who had so recently been someone else's beautiful daughter.

He could think of nothing to say.

Finally, 'Jason' laid his forehead against the side of his daughter's head and whispered, "The world is not a fair place, baby. It's filled with good people and there are a few awful, evil people. I'm sorry that Barbara met one of them, baby, but she did. I'm sorry that I couldn't keep it from happening, baby, I really am. I'll find him, though. I promise."

'Alex' nodded. "I just feel... so bad, daddy... and I barely knew her. I just feel so bad." She was on the verge of tears.

"I know, baby." He kissed her head, again. "I know."

The set was silent for a solid minute before the DP called, "Aaaand Cut!"

The set remained quiet for another ten seconds or more before people started moving about to set up the next scene.

Don hugged John and Marion did the same. "Wonderful, dear," she said as she kissed the young actress's cheek which was wet with tears.

"But you need to keep some emotion for yourself," Don whispered. He'd told her this before. He'd seen actors lose themselves because they gave too much away to their characters. They were left as empty husks. "Always keep some for yourself, baby." He kissed her head as he rose.

When John looked to his friends, he saw Blaine and the girls all looking as if what they'd just watched was real. They looked traumatized and shell shocked. When he reached them, he said, "You guys ok?"

They all nodded, shocked that 'Alex' was gone and 'Bebe' was back.

At Kylie's insistence and much to Rose's consternation, Oscar pulled the luxurious van into an In-N-Out Burger on the way to the airport. "They can't leave California without tasting In-N-Out!" The red head insisted.

"Please don't over eat and don't spill!" Rose said in her 'worried mom' voice. "God, all I need is for Cassie or Annie to get sick on the plane! Your mom will kill me!" This caused the girls to laugh at the young worrier-mom.

One half-hour and one burger, medium fry and milk shake (each) later and they were back on their way to the airport. Blaine, Ella and MK sat in the second row seats while John sat in the middle of the rear seat with Cassie to his right and Annie to his left.

"I'm only going to be in Worcester for a couple of days at
Thanksgiving," John explained, "but we're on hiatus from December fifteenth through January twentieth. Let's do something when I'm home. Maybe we could all meet up in Boston and go to a museum or see a play. Have you guys been to the Gardner Museum? It's beautiful and you can walk from there to the MFA and look at everything they have, too."

"That sounds like fun," Cassie said.

"But how are you going to survive for five weeks without your Prince Charming?" Annie teased.

"I don't know," John admitted. "I won't leave for home till school gets out on the twentieth, but it doesn't start up again until the twenty-third. I hear that lots of families go skiing, so they have a big break in January and then a two week break in March to accommodate those trips. So... I don't know how I will get by without him..."

"Aww..." Cassie gave his thigh a pat, "you'll survive, Beebs. You're a strong girl."

John smiled at that. "I'm going to miss you guys, though. You were there right at the beginning of all this and I don't think that I could have done any of this without having you guys to talk to."

"The beginning of 'all what?'" Annie asked.

Realizing that, while he was lost in thought, he'd nearly talked about his transition, John covered with, "At the beginning of all of the auditions and everything. I didn't have any friends until I met you guys. You really mean a lot to me."

The two sisters both planted big, wet kisses on John's cheeks and the three of them laughed. "Thanks for having us out here, Beebs," Cassie said as she took John's hand and gave it a big kiss, too. "It's been the best weekend of our lives."

"It really has," Annie agreed. "I'm not really an actress or anything like that, but I was talking to one of the girls who worked in production design and I think I know what I want to do when I grow up, now."

As the van pulled passed the huge letters 'LAX' and headed towards the terminal, John felt a great deal of sadness at the thought of his friends leaving. He was finding it more and more difficult to keep his emotions in check recently. He used to smile and laugh at things, or feel bad if something was going wrong, but now, every emotion - joy, happiness, sadness, despair, fear, courage, panic - they all seemed to have been amplified by the introduction of estrogen into his system. He was overwhelmed easily and that was evident now, as a tear rolled down each of his cheeks.

"Beebs? Are you crying?" Cassie asked, surprised.

John laughed at himself as a few tears continued to trail down his face. "I'm sorry. I just wish that you guys could stay."

"Oh, we do, too," Cassie rubbed his shoulder. "We'll Skype tomorrow night, though, ok?"

John nodded. "Ok. I really love you guys."

"We love you, too, Beebs. We'll see you in six weeks or so, though, ok?"

"Ok."

The van stopped and Oscar jumped out to retrieve the luggage from the back of the van. Blaine opened the slider and everyone got out to give the girls a big hug before they headed into the terminal.

When the automatic doors had closed, they all climbed back into the van with John and Blaine in the third row and Ella and MK in the second, but turned so everyone could chat. Inevitably, the subject of tomorrow's arraignment of the headmistress, theater teacher and coach came up, causing John to feel pangs of guilt and concern over that entire procedure. He joined in the conversation as much as he could, but mostly he leaned against Blaine to feel his strength. It felt good, until Oscar pulled up in front of the boy's house and they had to say goodbye. Again, the end of a beautiful weekend and the concerns of a dramatic week drew a few tears from John as he kissed Blaine goodbye. He joined the girls in the second row until each of them were dropped off, too. Then he leaned on the window and closed his eyes and listened to Rose and Oscar in the front row talking about 'grownup things' that seemed to offer no interest to him, anymore.

"The State Of California versus Gabriella Montez," the Clerk Of Court called out.

The, now former, Headmistress was led into a booth in the courtroom. She wore a nice dress, but her hair and makeup were no where near the level or beauty that it had been when Ed had seen her before. As he sat a few rows from the back of the courtroom and watched, he couldn't help but feel just a little bit sorry for the woman who'd always looked so perfectly turned-out before.

"The defendant is charged with 'being an accessory to grand larceny,' your honor."

The judge looked up from her paperwork and looked over her half-glasses towards the booth.

"I will be representing Ms Montez, Your Honor," a man in a very expensive suit stood and crossed to the front of the booth.

"Please, state your name for the record," the judge said with tired routine. It was only 10:00am and she'd already had a full day of revoking parole, hearing pleas and issuing restraining orders.

"My name is Roland Montez, Your Honor. I've already registered my credentials with the Clerk's Office."

The judge jotted down the man's name and asked, "Are you related to the defendant, Mr Montez?"

"Yes, Your Honor. The defendant is my wife."

The judge looked a bit surprised, but she sat back and folded her arms. "Well, Mr. Montez, I can't tell you what to do, but I can't say that I approve of a husband representing his wife in court."

"I understand, Your Honor. I am only representing Ms Montez for the purposes of entering a plea. We will find other representation if we need to return to court."

"What is your plea, then?"

"Well, Your Honor, we have been in discussions with the District Attorney's Office to try to work out a deal, but, unfortunately, our contact at that office does not appear to be in court today."

"That is unfortunate, Mr Montez, but not really pertinent. For now, please enter your plea and you can work with the DA on your own. We have a full docket today."

"Yes, Your Honor. Ms Montez pleads 'Not Guilty,' Your Honor."

"Thank you, Mr Montez."

She turned to the attending Assistant District Attorney. "Ms Whitehall, bail?"

"The people request that bail not be any less than one hundred thousand dollars, Your Honor."

"That's absurd, Your Honor," Mr Montez shouted. "Ms Montez has no previous history of criminal behavior and..."

The judge banged a gavel on her desk. "Enough, Mr Montez. I agree with the defense, Ms Whitehall. Bail is set at ten thousand dollars. Mr Montez, please see the Assistant District Attorney to work out a date to enter a plea agreement." She gaveled again and they moved on to the next case.

By noon, Ed was leaving the courthouse, angry and unsatisfied. All three defendants had been represented by Ms Gabriella's husband and all had received a low bail amount. Ed was sure that they would be out before he got back to the studio. They had come after him and his family, as well as many other families, and they were going to be able to sleep in their own beds tonight. What bullshit!

"Well," Veronica Pearl, a well known voice teacher in the movie-musical world, smiled and petted John's back. "you have excellent pitch and intonation, but you are definitely an alto and the audition lists calls for a soprano. They've also specifically requested you to read for the role, so let's see if we can open up your head voice as much as we can, ok?"

"Yes, ma'am," John breathed deeply and nervously. Since Veronica had mentioned that the role was for a soprano, he'd been a bit crestfallen. He'd always had a higher voice for a guy, and he found a comfortably high placement for his new speaking voice, which was definitely assisted by the hormones, but he doubted that he'd ever be a real soprano. He'd heard about men who could access that high female voice, like the actor who'd played 'Mary Sunshine' on the original cast recording of 'Chicago,' but he didn't know if it was possible for him.

It had been a hard school day, too. Theater Class didn't have a new teacher, so they'd just used it as a study period, today. The new Headmistress was actually a Headmaster named Mr Carlin, who was an assistant principal at St Mark's until that morning. He went out of his way to speak to everyone, in person, during the first couple of periods of the day, and he'd called a few girls, including John, into his office throughout the morning to talk to them about the arrests that had taken place on Friday. He seemed like a very nice guy, but John noticed that he spoke to the students as if he were speaking to boys, instead of girls. He was just a bit colder in his delivery than most of the teachers at Notre Dame. Maybe the girls hadn't noticed, but John certainly had.

"Your cousin told me that you never really sang in front of an audience before, is that true?" Veronica asked.

"Umm, I did a few musicals at school, but I never sang a solo. Is that a problem?"

Veronica laughed. She had a lovely, lyrical laugh and her eyes lit up when she did so. "No, honey, that's not a problem. We'll work on opening up your head voice this week. The producers are sending the audition piece over next week. Hopefully, by then, you'll have opened up a bit and we can make you comfortable with the song before the audition. Sound good?"

"Yes, ma'am," John nodded.

"Sweetheart," the voice teacher took her student's chin into her hand. "I love how polite you are, but, please, call me Veronica. All of the 'ma'am' stuff is making me feel very, very old."

There was nothing 'old' looking about this woman. She had strawberry blonde hair that she wore long and full and she wore lovely, youthful clothes that fitted her fit body quite beautifully. Her shirt, skirt and knee high boots were very striking and made John jealous. She was tall and shapely, while John was small and only just beginning to develop. He hoped that, someday, he might be able to wear something as comfortable and beautiful as Veronica.

"Ok," Veronica stood and had John stand in front of the mirror, again. "Feet spaced a bit apart, relax your knees, stand straight, not stiff, and shake the stress from your shoulder. Now, let's do three sirens and see if we can find your 'real' voice, ok? Here we go."

It had been the longest week that John could ever remember - and Monday had been a holiday! Friday night, he'd had to work till 10:00pm, so he didn't get home till midnight. On Saturday morning, he'd joined Ella and MK for some rock-wall-climbing time and he'd barely been able to keep up with his friends.

By the time he'd gotten back to the condo, he was feeling very tired.

"What's the matter, Beebs," Rose sat next to him on the coach and felt his head. "You feel a little warm. Do you feel sick?"

John shrugged. "I don't know. I just feel tired."

"Hmm," Rose grabbed a blanket and covered him. "Maybe you should stay in tonight. You want me to call Blaine's mom and tell her you're not feeling well enough to go out tonight?"

"Nooo," John moaned. "I haven't seen him since Monday."

"I know, but if you're not feeling well..."

Just then, the entry bell sounded. "Looks like it's too late. I think Blaine is here." Rose shook her head. She checked the entry screen and, sure enough, Blaine was waiting to be let in. She pressed the button. "Come on up, Blaine."

When she turned, John was getting up. "Where are you going?"

"I need to get changed. We're going out."

"No, Beebs, you're not going out. You're sick and you need to get some rest. You and Blaine can watch some NetFlix and I'll order some Asian take out food, but you are not going out tonight. So, park your pretty little butt back on that couch and I'll explain everything to Blaine."

"Ok," John sighed as he continued to walk down the hall.

"Where are you going?" Rose asked, confused.

"To get changed. I can’t let him see me like this. I’m sweaty and I’m wearing yoga pants. He’s only ever seen me in dresses and that’s the way it’s going to stay.”

A moment later, as Blaine knocked on the door, Rose heard the sound of the shower in John’s lavatory.

When John emerged from his room, a half an hour later, Blaine was seated at the kitchen table with Ed and Rose and there was a selection of Japanese and Korean takeout food in various styles of containers spread out in front of them. Rose had called Ed, who was out running errands, and he had taken care of picking up dinner.

“Hey!” Blaine waived as John walked passed. John waived back and smiled and crossed to pour himself a glass of iced tea.

Rose was beside him, quickly,. “You look cute,” she smiled and put her arm around him, giving his bicep a rub. He did look cute in a loose fitting, light blue, sleeveless shirt dress with a delicate lace collar. “How do you feel?”

John shrugged. “Ok. Just tired, I guess.”

Rose nodded, hoping that he was just exhausted and not coming down with something. “You’ve had a long week, Beebs. You’re probably just wiped out. Take it easy tonight and stay in bed tomorrow. Ok?”

He nodded and they joined the others.

“Blaine tells me that he’s joined the track team,” Ed said, by way of recapping their conversation.

“Oh, you made the cut?” John asked with a sense of admiration and pride in his boyfriend. “That’s wonderful! Congratulations!”

“Thanks,” Blaine grinned; happy both to have made the team and that Bebe seemed so impressed. “It’s ‘indoor’ track, but if I like it, I may try out for Cross-Country in the spring.”

“That’s awesome, Blaine!” John beamed.

John had just a cup or so of white rice and said he was full.

“Are you sure, honey?” Ed asked, concerned. “Rosie says that you haven’t had much to eat today. You shouldn’t starve yourself.”

John snickered at that. Typically, Rose was warning him about eating too much. “I know. I’m just not hungry at all.”

“Ok,” Ed shot a concerned look to Rose. “Maybe later.”

“How was your week?” Blaine asked John.

“Not bad. Lots of uproar at school because of Miss Gabriella and the others being arrested and all that. Mr Carlin from your school seems nice. Kylie and I had a late shoot last night and I went to the Rockwall place with Ella and MK this morning, so I’m a little burned out. Sorry about that. Rose says that I need to stay in bed all day tomorrow to catch up. You don’t mind just chilling here tonight, do you?”

“Of course not,” Blaine smiled and took another mouthful of Korean barbecue as he looked at the beautiful girl across from him. All of a sudden, though, Bebe didn’t look right. Her eyes squinted and she turned pale. “Bebe?” He spoke with more concern than usual. “Bebe? Are you ok!?” She was leaning towards her left side and seemed dazed and confused about her surroundings. “Bebe!?”

This last acclamation caught Ed’s attention and he leapt up to catch John as he fell to the side. “Bebe!!??” Ed was nearly panicked. “Bebe, honey, what’s wrong!?”

He lifted the child and carried her towards the coach, but part way there, John said, “Bathroom. Please, I need the bathroom... quickly!”

Rose was right beside Ed and she ran ahead to the hallway lavatory, turned on the light and lifted the seat of the toilet, expecting John to need to vomit, when Ed arrived, John, who was slightly more cogent than before, but still pale as a sheet, said, “I need to sit on it.”

Rose dropped the seat and Ed helped John to stand while Rose pulled down his panties and guided him towards the seat. Instinctively, Rose turned and pushed Ed towards the door, closing it behind him.

“Is she ok?” A very frightened Blaine asked from the end of the hall.

Ed hurried past him saying, “I’m not sure, bud. I think I’d better call a doctor.”

Ed grabbed his briefcase and pulled out a business card he’d been given months ago, when John had first joined them in LA. On the front was the name ‘Dr Richard Roman’ and a phone number. The doctor specialized in, among other things, transgender issues and he was closely affiliated with the studio. Ed pulled out his phone and dialed the number. Within a few moments, Ed was running back to the lavatory and knocking on the door.

“Is she ok?” He asked when Rose opened the door halfway.

“Ed, no, she is definitely not Ok. She’s going – you know, ‘going’ - like crazy, Ed, and there’s a lot of blood in there. I’m really scared, Ed. She needs to go to the hospital.”

“There’s an ambulance on the way...” Ed started.

Rose interrupted, though. “... but Ed, she can’t just go to a hospital. The staff will see...”

“It’s ok. I called the doctor from the studio. He’s sending the ambulance and their taking her to a private hospital. It’s near by. He’ll meet us there.” As he spoke, he heard the sound of John letting out a quiet moan followed by the sound of a loose, watery discharge hitting the water in the toilet. For the first time, he realized that the smell was nearly overwhelming.

“Is Blaine ok?” Rose asked.

“What?” Ed was surprised by the question. “Oh... Yeah, I guess.”

“Well, check on him and have him call his mom. Bebe’s definitely going to the hospital.”

“Oh, ok...” Ed was not used to being this flustered. What if something happened to Bebe? He couldn’t face that.

Rose closed the lavatory door and Ed walked back down the hall. “Hey, ummm, Blaine, buddy,” he said as he approached the nervous boy. “You’d better call your mom and ask her to come pick you up. I think Bebe is going to the hospital.”

“What’s wrong with her!.” Blaine had gone a bit pale, too.

“I’m not sure, but we have an ambulance on it’s way. You should call your mom.”

“I want to go to the hospital with her.” Blaine was scared and wanted to be sure that Bebe was ok. He had no intention of going home.

“I don’t think that would be a great idea...” Ed started to explain, but Blaine cut him off.

“Look, Ed, I know she’s your niece and your responsibility, but I love her, too. If I can’t ride with you, I’ll just call an Uber and be there a few minutes later. Besides, I’m only like six or seven years younger than you and Rose. I can handle this. Please, let me come with you.”

Ed wanted to be the decisive adult he’d become lately, but he was really confused, right now.

“Ed!” Rose called from the lavatory. “Put the food in the fridge so it doesn’t spoil!”

That really shook Ed out of his thoughts. Food? What food? Oh! The food!

Just then, the entry buzzer sounded.

“I’ll get the door,” Ed said. “You throw the food in the fridge and the dishes in the sink.” He ran to the video screen, pushed the button and said, “Eighth floor. Straight ahead of the elevator.” He opened the door and waited while he heard Blaine in the kitchen and the toilet in the lavatory flushing again.

It seemed to take forever before the elevator doors opened and two EMTs emerged with a stretcher that carried a large toolbox-like equipment box.

Ed led them down the hall where Rose was waiting. She stepped out of the way to let the EMTs in.

“How is she?” Ed asked again.

Rose shrugged and shook her head. “She says her stomach hurts really bad and... she’s lost a lot of blood, Ed. I’m really scared.”

Ed put his arm around Rose’s shoulder and hugged her. “She’ll be ok, Rosie. She has to be.”

“Ok, Marilyn,” Rose said into the phone, as she paced in the waiting room. “I’ll call you as soon as we know anything. Ok. Ok. I’ll tell her you love her, of course. Ok. Goodbye.”

“Is she ok?” Joanne, who had driven to the hospital when Blaine called, asked Rose.

“I don’t know.” Rose shrugged and shook her head. “I don’t even know what to tell her. She says that Nancy is going to call the hospital and ask for updates.”

“Is Nancy Bebe’s sister?”

Rose nodded. “She’s a Doctor.”

Joanne nodded. Rose looked so disconsolate that Joanne had no option but to hug her tightly. “I’m sorry, Rose. She’ll be ok. I’m sure she will.”

When Joanne released her, Rose had to wipe a few tears from her eyes and snorted back some more. “I can’t cry. If I do, Ed will lose it completely.”

They both looked over at Ed, who was standing and looking out a window, biting his bent thumb as he spoke to Don through his phone. Only Blaine was seated and he was holding his head in his hands, scared to death.

“I’d better see to my guy,” Joanne said. She rubbed Rose’s shoulder. “Are you ok?”

She nodded.

Joanne sat next to Blaine, took one hand away from his head and held it tightly, offering as much encouragement as she could muster.

When Ed finished his call, he continued to look out the window and bite his thumb.

“Hey,” Rose said, in a quiet voice. “Are you ok?”

He nodded. “Rosie... Rosie, I don’t know what I’ll do if she...”

“She’s in good hands, Ed,” Rose hugged him. “Don’t even think about that.”

Ed looked towards the door that lead to the interior of the hospital. “I know how stupid this all sounds, Rosie, but I really do love her like she’s my own daughter. I can’t lose her, Rosie. I can’t lose either of you – ever. You guys are everything to me. You’re my girls. I can’t lose you, I just can’t.”

Rose hugged him tightly, but kept her head down so Ed wouldn’t see her cry.

“Mr McNeal?” The doctor asked as he entered the waiting area. It had been nearly three hours and no one had given them any information.

Ed stood and nodded. “Yes. Is she ok?”

The doctor nodded and gave a tired smile. “She will be, Mr McNeal. The worst is over.”

“Oh, thank God,” Rose sighed as she breathed for the first time in hours.

“What happened,” asked Joanne.

“She had several severely ruptured duodenal ulcers,” the doctor said. “She lost a lot of blood. We were able to cauterize the ruptures and stop the bleeding. We’ve given her three units of blood and sedated her. She should be ok after a day or two of rest.”

Ed nodded and his hands shook as he rubbed his forehead and took a few, shaky breaths. “Ok, ok, ok, ok...” he muttered.

“Are you ok, Mr McNeal?” The doctor asked, concerned. “Maybe you should sit down.”

Ed looked around and shook his head. “No. I’ll be ok. What caused this?”

“That’s a little hard to determine at the moment. Obviously, she has a propensity towards ulcers, but she is awfully young to have them manifest in such a severe form. They can be exacerbated by several factors; stress, alcohol consumption...”

“She certainly doesn’t drink,” Rose said, “but stress? She’s had a lot of stress, though, that’s for sure.”

The doctor nodded. “We’ll need to discuss that when she’s awake. The important thing, though, is that she’s going to be ok, so you can all relax. She won’t be awake till mid morning, so, if you want to go home and get some rest, that will be fine. If you want to see her before you go, you’ll be able to do that in an hour or so.” The doctor shook Ed’s hand and walked away.

Joanne hugged Ed. “See. She’s going to be fine. Take a breath and relax.”

Ed nodded and sat. The others joined him.

“I’d like to see her before we leave,” Ed said and Rose agreed. “You should probably get Blaine home, Joanne.”

Joanne nodded. “All set, honey?”

Blaine shook his head, though. “No, mom. I’m not going home. You can, but I can’t leave until she’s awake and I can apologize.”

“Apologize for what?” Rose asked.

“This is all my fault,” Blaine said. “I was so mean to her when I broke up with her... That’s what caused this, mom. I made her sick.”

“Blaine, honey,” Joanne rubbed his knee, “it’s not your fault. People get sick. That’s all there is to it.”

“Blaine, buddy,” Ed smiled, “your mom is right. Bebe is under a lot of stress on the show and at school and this whole thing with her teachers getting arrested, too... Believe me, bud, you are the best part of her life. I mean that from the bottom of my heart.”

“He’s right,” Rose agreed.

“I don’t care.” Blaine shook his head, unconvinced. “I’m not leaving till I talk to her. You can go home, mom. I’ll call you later for a ride, or take an Uber.”

“I’ll wait with you, honey,” Joanne smiled at her son.

“You’re a good boy,” Rose smiled. She leaned and kissed his head. “She’s very lucky to have you, Blaine. We all are lucky to have you.”

“Welcome back, sweetie.” Rose smiled down at John as he blinked awake. “You gave us quite a scare.”

John blinked some more. “Where am l? What happened?”

“You’re in a hospital, Beebs,” Rose smiled as she ran her hand gently across John’s soft face. “You’re ok, now. I’ll explain everything soon, but look who’s here.”

Blaine’s face came into John’s view. The boy looked both concerned and relived. “Hi,” his voice was quiet and loving.

“Hi,” John smiled up at him.

“Ed and Joanne went home to get us all some clean clothes,” Rose spoke very maternally, as if speaking to a child. “They’ll be back in an hour or so. They waited until the doctors said that you were ok.”

“Clean clothes? What day is it?” John squinted to see more of the room. It was a very nice room, for a hospital room. Peach colored walls with pretty, flowered prints on the wall. It looked more like a hotel room than a hospital room. Even the bed was nicer – a full sized, comfortable bed, instead of the typical cot-style.

“It’s Sunday, baby,” Rose kissed his forehead. “We called the ambulance at 6:30 last night. It’s nearly 2:00 in the afternoon, now.”

John felt weak. He raised a weak arm up to push his hair from his face. Immediately, he realized that his hair was a mess. He felt his face and realized it bore no makeup. He clapped his hands to his face. “Oh, my God, I must look awful! Don’t look at me, Blaine!” He laughed at his own vanity.

Rose and Blaine smiled at each other. Rose pulled his hand away and pinned them to his pillow, wrestling-style. “Don’t be silly. You look beautiful. Tell her, Blaine.”

“You do, Beebs,” Blaine smiled. Hearing him saying ‘Beebs’ made both John and Rose smile. “You look, just... perfect. I’m so happy to see you smile, again. You had me so scared.”

“I’m sorry,” John whispered, feeling guilty for upsetting everyone.

“No need to be sorry,” Rose smiled and let go of John’s wrists, releasing him from the ‘pinned’ position she’d been keeping him in. “I’m going to go tell the doctor you’re awake. I’ll give you two a little alone time.”

Once Rose had left, John moved to the far side of the bed, patted the mattress and said, “Sit with me.”

Blaine climbed onto the bed, his back against the headboard and John cuddle next to him as well as he could. It felt good to have Blaine’s arm around him again.

“So, do you feel better?” The boy asked.

“I do. I’m just tired and I wish you hadn’t seen me like this.”

“Don’t be silly. You look great,” Blaine scoffed.

“No I don’t. I never wanted you to see me without my makeup.”

“Really? Why?”

“Cause, without my makeup, I look like... like a boy.”

“You’re kidding, right?” Blaine shifted enough so that he could look into the eyes of the girl he was holding. “Bebe, with or without makeup, you’re still the most beautiful girl I’ve ever met! And I’m not saying that to be nice. I really mean it.”

“Thank you for saying it, I feel like a grunge, though. Could you turn on the TV?”

Blaine picked up the remote and scrolled through the channels until he came to a station showing the first of the Marvel’s The Avengers movie. They both agreed to watch that and for a few minutes, they watched in silence.

“I need to tell you something,” John said, quietly.

“What’s that?” Blaine asked as he watched the screen.

John sighed. “I have another secret.”

“You mean that you’re really a few years older?” Blaine just kept looking at the screen.

John raised his head and looked at Blaine in surprise. “How did you know that?”

“I heard the doctor talking to your uncle, this morning and it came up – but he also said that your development as a woman makes you more like a thirteen year old. So, the way I figure it, if you look a few years younger and you’re really a few years older, then when you balance it all out, you really are, kinda like a real fifteen year old.” He just continued watching the TV.

John looked at him and tried to read his face to see if he was upset, but he couldn’t tell. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.”

Blaine smiled down at him. “Beebs, I was awake all night thinking about you – Who you are. What you’ve gone through. How you’ve become the girl that I love and you know what I realized?”

John shook his head.

“I don’t care. I don’t care if you were a boy or a girl or Martian. None of it matters. The only thing that matters is who you are right now and I love who you are right now. That’s it. Nothing else matters, except that I love you and you love me and you’re going to be ok.”

John leaned up and kissed Blaine’s slightly stubbly cheek. “I love you, too. I really, really, really do.”

Ed smiled, sighed and shook his head. “I’m not sure you understand exactly what you’re asking us to do, Doctor. Acting is everything to Bebe. It always has been. And now she’s just found real success. I can’t ask her to cut back at this point. No matter what I say, she’s probably going to that audition and she’ll do her best. That’s just her nature.”

The doctor leaned back in his chair. “That is a decision that you and your partner,” he looked to Rose, “will need to make, Mr McNeal, but I can’t recommend that she takes on any more responsibilities at the moment. I mean, as you lay out her schedule, Bianca has school five days a week, she’s on call for the studio’s shooting schedule everyday, which seems pretty demanding, she’s taking dance classes three days a week and she’s currently taking singing lessons every evening. That’s a hell of a schedule for anyone. Pile on the stress of transitioning, the hormone therapy and her unwillingness to stick with her therapy, then pile a fairly active social life on top of that... Mr McNeal, I am surprised that she’s as healthy as she is. She needs to cut back. That is all there is to it.”

Ed looked at Rose. She shrugged. “I don’t know, Ed. I hate to call her mother about this, but...”

“Are you kidding!?” Ed scoffed. “That’s a Sure Fire way to insure that she’s under more stress. Look, Rosie, John was Marilyn’s son, but Bebe is ours. We need to figure all of this out... you and me.”

“I could suggest some medication – antidepressants – to take the edge off of her stress,” the doctor said, “but that would be contingent on her returning to therapy.”

“Well,” Ed nodded, “I think that therapy is a given. We’ll find someone she can work with. Rosie and I will make sure that she’s there for every appointment. I am hesitant to start her on antidepressants without giving therapy a try, first.”

“Ok. That’s a good start,” the doctor nodded, “but increasing her stress with a movie project... honestly, it concerns me. Now, I’m saying that and Disney/ABC is my biggest client. It’s my job to keep their staff of talent healthy. Please consider giving this opportunity a pass.”

Rose and Ed exchanged another look. Rose turned back to the doctor and said, “Doctor, I honestly don’t think that we can stop her from auditioning, even if we tried. We will recommend that she not do it, but we are going to support her decisions regarding her career. We really don’t have any choice about that.”

The doctor held out his hands, palms up. “It’s your decision.”

Ed stood and extended a hand. “Thank you doctor. Can we take our girl home, now?”

The doctor shook Ed’s hand. “It’ll take about an hour or so to finish her paperwork and get her ready. She can go back to school tomorrow if she feels up to it, but keep her to mild foods – yogurt, milk shakes, maybe some low fat ice cream – for a few days and make sure gets to bed and GETS TO SLEEP early for a week or so and she should be in good shape in a few days.”

“Thank you, Doctor,” Rose shook his hand, too and they exited into the hallway. “Well?” Rose asked as they headed to John’s room. “How do you think she’ll react when we tell her what the doctor said?”

Ed heaved a big breath. “I don’t know, Rosie, but I do know that she needs therapy. I should have put my foot down about that a long time ago. Heck, I wouldn’t mind seeing a therapist, myself. I have somd things of my own that I’d like to work out.

“Ok, I agree with that. Maybe we should look for a family therapist who could help all of us. What about the audition?”

“Rosie, you and I both know that we wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for Bebe, and she worked harder than any of us to get here. Now that she’s about to really break out and become an actual, real life star... if we stand in her way, she will resent us for doing that and she’ll pull away from us. I just don’t think we can do that to her.”

Rose hugged Ed. “She’ll never pull away from you, Ed. She loves you more than you realize.”

Ed smiled at that. “Ok. I need to see my niece. I need to be sure she’s ok and I need to hug her so hard that I break her ribs.”

Rose laughed.

“Can I ask you a question?” Blaine asked tentatively, as he sat on the hospital bed.

“Sure,” John was laying on his side with his head on Blaine’s chest.

“When you were... well, a boy... did you like boys?”

“No.” John’s answer wasn’t angry or evasive. Just true.

“So you liked girls?”

“Yeah, I guess,” it was a confusing and complicated question. John wasn’t really sure how to answer it.

“So... do you think you like boys because of the hormones?”

“No.”

“Then why?”

John lifted his head and looked at Blaine. “Don’t like boys, Blaine. I love you. Just you.”

Blaine smiled and gave John a little hug. “Good answer.”

“Hey,” Ed burst into the hospital room with great bravado, “there’s my girl! How are you feeling, baby? Off the bed, Blaine, I want to hug my niece.”

Blaine smiled and pulled himself free of John and got off the bed. “She’s all yours.”

Ed climbed on and assumed the same position In which Blaine had been sitting. John laid his head on Ed’s chest and Ed put his arm around John. “You scared the crap out of me, baby” Ed murmured as he laid his head on John’s. “Don’t ever do that again.”

“I’m sorry,” John whispered with a smile. Ed smelled good and felt warm and strong, but John was surprised to feel Ed shaking slightly. Then he realized that Ed wasn’t just shaking, he was softly crying. John had known Ed since they were little boys together and Ed had never once cried, even when he was hurt. This was not right.

John pulled his head away from Ed’s chest and shook the hair from his face. “Are you ok?”

“I am, now, honey,” Ed smiled, his eyes brimming with tears. “You really scared me. Like – really, really, really scared me. For a while, I was afraid we might lose you. I guess I’m just so happy that you’re ok. Rosie and I really love you, Bebe. Almost like you’re our own girl, you know what I mean?”

John rested his head back on his Uncle’s chest. He could feel the warmth and hear his heart and he felt more than love – he felt home and family. “I love you, too, Uncle Ed.”

“Thank you, Bebe.”
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 13

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  • Clara

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • Teenage or High School

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  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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Bebe in LaLa Land: 13

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Recovering from his stress-related illness, John tries to cope with Bebe's ever advancing career.
An old nemesis reappears and threatens to upset the delicate balance of John's life as a teenaged girl.


 
Author's Note: I'm sorry for the delay. Again - RL can be time consuming! Thank you to everyone who to everyone
who is sticking with me and Bebe! We both appreciate it! As always, I adore reading your reviews! Thank you, all! ~Clara.

 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 13 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
COMING TO TERMS -or- MY REALITY IS DIFFERENT THAN YOURS
 

"This is all the information that the studio is releasing at this point." Rita sat at the kitchen table with John seated opposite her and Rose and Ed sitting at the ends of the table. "They're using the writing team from the new Mary Poppins movie for the script, the Lopez's are writing the music and Rob Marshall, who has directed a ton of musicals, is directing. There is no story outline, but Lily James is playing the one of the leads and you'll be auditioning for the role of her younger sister. I forwarded the sheet music to Veronica and I have a copy here for you, too. At this point, that's all I know. So, can someone please explain to me why we are discussing this instead of preparing for this audition?"

"Because we care about Bebe's health, Rita," Rose said. "The doctor said very specifically that she needed to rest."

"Oh, for crying out loud, kids," Rita shook her head, "we can negotiate a shooting schedule that won't add to her work week for the show. This is all negotiable! Come on, this is a once in a life time opportunity! I've handled big names for years and I've never had anyone generating the kind of buzz that this little girl is generating. It's too early in her career to be overly picky. You can't just turn your back on this offer!"

Ed crossed his arms. "Look, Rita, I hear every word that you are saying, but I don't think you're hearing us. You didn't see her Saturday night when they took her out of here in an ambulance! Her lower body was covered in blood! We are very scared that too much work could actually kill her until she learns to deal with stress."

"Ed, I hear every thing you've said and I understand, but right now we are just talking about an audition! If she is offered the part, we negotiate for limited work hours, etc, and we make the environment appropriate for her health. This is the business, guys! It's tough and it's stressful, but that's how it is! We need to strike now, while the iron is hot or opportunities like this will pass on to other people!"

Ed looked at Rose and she looked as concerned and confused as him.

"Think about this," Rita continued, "there was a time when Emma Stone was only getting roles that Lindsay Lohan and Amanda Byrnes turned down. Then, Lindsay and Amanda, both of whom are immensely talented women, developed health issues - mental health, drug abuse, whatever, but health issues. How often do you hear about a movie starring Lindsay Lohan and Amanda Byrnes today, huh? Never! And don't you think that both of those actresses want to scream when they see Emma Stone in prestige films like 'The Help' or 'The Favorite?' Of course they do! They didn't capitalize on their momentum and their careers dried up and disappeared. Now, I can't predict the future, but I'm not brave enough to throw away this opportunity. If you decide to, then I don't want to hear any crap from any of you when a new pretty face starts getting the big pictures while 'Bebe Foley' moves to the 'Where is she now' section of the entertainment page."

There was silence while Ed and Rose digested this.

Rita looked at John. "You've been uncharacteristically quiet, young lady. What do you think about all of this?"

John folded his arms, just under his breasts, and looked from Rose to Ed. He shrugged and said, "I mean... I heard what the doctor said and all that, and I don't want to upset anybody, but..." He let it hang there while he considered his words.

"But what?" Rita looked around, trying to assess the family dynamic that had developed among these three.

"...but... I really, really, really... REALLY... think I should at least do this audition. I probably won't get it, anyway - they want a soprano and I can't sing nearly that high - but I really want to at least try to get the part. If I don't get it, then we don't have a problem, right? If I do get it, then Rita can work things out so that everything fits my schedule, right? I don't see a down side." Throughout this explanation, John avoided making eye contact with any of the other people at the table. Now his eyes were staring at the table.

"Alright." Ed looked at Rose, who nodded. "IF you are cast in the movie and IF we let you do this, then here are the rules. Rule one: You can ONLY do it if your shooting schedule for the movie doesn't coincide with the shooting schedule for the show."

John nodded.

"Rule two: You agree to work with us to find a therapist that you can help you with your stress problem."

Again, John nodded.

"Rule three," Rose said, "you come to a family therapist with Uncle Ed and me."

Ed looked at Rose and smirked. They hadn't discussed this, but he really didn't see a problem with it.

John just nodded.

"Rule four: IF you're cast and IF we can work everything out," Ed continued, "then you have to realize that your health comes first. If you feel sick, or stressed, or even if you have a hang nail, you tell us and let us take you to the doctor. Understood?"

"Yes, sir," John said sadly.

"Alright. Those are the rules and they are non-negotiable. If you violate and of those rules, then I'll pull you out of the movie in a heartbeat. I don't care if there's a penalty or how embarrassing it might be. If you violate our rules, it's over. Agreed."

John nodded.

"You need to say it," Rose said tersely.

"Agreed," John said quietly.

Rita was more than a little shocked by what she had witnessed. She'd seen scenes just like this before, but in all of those cases, the young actress was, in fact, a YOUNG ACTRESS. Despite their similar ages, she'd always seen John as younger than Ed, but it seemed that John had actually regressed to a teenaged girl and Ed seemed to have added fifteen years to his age. He acted like a nervous father, afraid that his baby girl might get hurt out in the world for the first time. It was sweet, but it was odd.

"Sooo..........?" Rita waited for confirmation.

Rose looked to Ed, who nodded, "She can do the audition, Rita, but her health comes first. After the audition, we're cutting back on her dance to twice a week until the show wraps and we'll figure out how the vocal lessons will fit into her schedule, BUT at the first sign of any physical problems or if she neglects her school or her therapy... that's it. It's over. Is that ok with you?"

"That's fine with me, kids," Rita smiled and organized her papers, "but let's keep this between ourselves, ok? The insurance companies don't like any hint of problems and if there is a chance that Bebe might have any condition that would cause her to pull out of the project, it would give them conniptions."

They all nodded.

"Wow." Veronica looked at the materials from the studio. "It looks like they're going all out on this. I didn't know that Lily James could sing, but she has a very pretty smile that I find very engaging."

"She was in 'Mama Mia, Here We Go, Again,'" John pointed out. "She did a good job in that."

"Oh, I'll have to watch that, then." Veronica returned her gaze to the sheet music. "We do have a problem, though. This song has a couple of high notes. I mean, you're rock solid up to a Bb4, but that is definitely your break-spot. Your head-voice-mix will get you up to an Eb5, but above that... I mean, we could probably get you there in a couple of months, but not in a week, and the audition is next Monday."

"So..." John sounded dejected. After all the negotiating with Ed and Rose, it all seemed a little worthless, now. "I shouldn't audition, then?"

"Oh, don't be silly." Veronica smiled at the small, young girl in her private school uniform. She'd seen 'Civil Disobedience' and she knew that this little package was a powerhouse, but she was still a vulnerable, little girl who needed reinforcement. "We'll learn it two ways. First, we'll drop the song down a major third so the notes are accessible to you. That way, you'll have a well prepared version song to present. Second, we'll work on it in the original key and we'll see if we can open up these few high notes for you. If we show them that you can really sell the song in the lower key, then they'll have a good idea of what we can give them, eventually. Ok?"

The young actress smiled. "Ok."

"So, you willingly agreed to live this life... to change your sex and lower your age... give up all the freedoms of adulthood... for a career in acting?" Dr Shapiro was in her mid thirties, very attractive, with long, gold hair. She dressed comfortably, but very attractively in a nicely fitting, sleeveless, beige, sheath dress with a scoop neck. Her office was very comfortable as well, done is pastels, with a variety of manipulative Knick-knacks, Rubrics cubes, Slinkys, things like that, designed to relax the patient.

John nodded, but looked at the floor. For some reason, this seemed a bit shameful to say out loud, but Ed had told him to be honest with the doctor.

"Do you have any remorse, or regret surrounding this decision?" The doctor watched John carefully.

He thought for a moment. "No. I don't. I'm happier now than I have ever been."

"And what about your relationship with Rose? Obviously, that has changed dramatically. You were lovers, but now she's more of a mother figure to you. How does that make you feel?"

John sighed as he pulled his legs up under himself and reconfigured himself on the couch. He didn't like this conversation. "I love Rose. I want to be with Rose, but not like I used to. It's all different now."

"And how is it different?"

"Well, I mean... I used to want to be with her, like be her boyfriend, but now... I guess it's like you said. She takes care of me, but I don't think of her as a mother... I have a mother... I think of her as... Rose. Like, she's my big sister, or something."

"But you have a big sister, too."

"I know, and I love Nancy, but... I'm closer to Rose than I ever was to Nancy. When I'm with Ed or Rose... I feel safe... loved... you know. Like... like we are a better family together than my real family is. My mother and sister... well, they judge me when I'm with them. With Rose and Ed... well, they don't. I just feel loved when I'm with them."

"And how do you think Rose feels about this? Or Ed for that matter?"

He played with the B.B. necklace and looked out the window at the sprawl of downtown Los Angeles. "I don't know. I hope they feel the same. I just... I don't know."

The doctor watched John closely. "I like your necklace. Did Rose or Ed give you that?"

John shook his head.

"May I see it?"

John stopped fingering it and allowed Dr Shapiro to see it more closely. "Is it silver?"

He nodded.

"Does it symbolize something?"

"It's a B.B.," he stated simply and his hand returned to the ornament.

"Oh, I see. A B.B. for Bebe. That is sweet. Who gave you that?"

John sighed. He really didn't want to get into a conversation about Blaine. He knew that she'd ask him questions he didn't want to answer. He just looked at the view some more.

"Bianca? Who gave..."

"I hate 'Bianca.' I really, really, hate it. I'm Bebe. Please, just call me Bebe."

The doctor was surprised by the vehemence of John's reaction. "You 'hate' Bianca? Didn't you choose that name?"

"No. It was the character's name and I... well... it just sort of happened and that became my name. They say it at school all the time and... I just don't like the name. I only really hear it when I'm being scolded and I hate being scolded. I'm not Bianca. I'm Bebe. Ok?"

"Ok. I'm sorry, Bebe." The doctor made a note. "Getting back to the necklace... was it a gift?"

John nodded.

"From someone special?"

He nodded, again.

"A boy?"

John took a deep breath, then let it out slowly as he nodded, again.

"Your boyfriend?"

He nodded, again.

"How Old is he?"

"He'll turn sixteen in a few weeks."

The doctor thought for a moment. "Are you... sexually active with this boy?"

John shook his head.

"Does he know about..."

John interrupted, "He knows everything. He knows I'm a freakish little boy-girl. He knows I'm pretending to be something I'm not. He knows EVERYTHING! Ok? I know what you think of me! That I'm... weird and a liar, but it's not like that! I'm not really a boy! I never was! I thought I was! Everyone told me I was! But I wasn't! I've always been something else and it hasn't been easy to figure out what that was! Now that I know who I am and what I'm meant to do, I have to justify that to you for some reason and I just don't get it! I finally know who I am and what I am and I don't know why I have to keep talking about it! Do people make you talk about the most personal things in your life all the time? No, I bet they don't! You were lucky enough to be born as a woman - that's simple - you're just a woman! Not a woman who finds out twenty years later that she's a man! Not a woman with a penis! Just a woman! Good for you!
Look how lucky you are!"

The doctor was about to respond, but John went on, "How would you like it if one day, without any warning, you found out that you weren't what you thought you were. That you weren't even the opposite of what you thought you were? That you were some kind of in-between freak? That, if you stayed as you were, a woman, you'd start looking like a guy, anyway, and if you took the drugs that helped you develop as a guy, you'd never fully be one of those, either!? How would that make you feel? Huh? Like a freak, I bet! Well, that's what happened to me! And I came out here to start over. Why can't I just do that and forget about the mistake that I used to be!? I'm happy now! I have Rose and Ed and Blaine... can't I just be left alone!?"

It was at this point that John realized that his face was wet with tears. This was the worst part of being a girl - the emotions! He loved that he laughed harder than he'd ever laughed before, but he hated that he hurt so much more. He cried so easily, now, that he never felt as 'in control' as he should. Suddenly, he realized that his out burst must have sounded like a spoilt adolescent and that made him feel embarrassed. He looked away from the doctor. "I'm sorry," he muttered.

"Why?" the doctor asked.

"For yelling." John grabbed a tissue and dabbed his eyes.

"Bebe-" The doctor stood and crossed to her desk. "You're allowed to yell. You're allowed to cry. You're allowed to be angry with me or anyone else. That's what we're here for. Don't try to keep it in - just let it out. You're doing great. Honestly."

John blinked at the doctor. THIS was ok? THIS was doing great?

"I think we may have gone as far as we can for now, so, I'll tell you what; why don't you take a few minutes in the lav to clean yourself up, then we'll continue with Ed and Rose, ok?"

John nodded, a little exhausted and a little confused, but he stood and moved towards the door to the small powder room off of the doctor's office. He stopped before entering, though, and turned to the doctor and said, "I was confused. I didn't mean to get so angry. I'm sorry. I was just, confused by all these questions. That was all, ok?"

"That was great, Bebe. Doesn't it feel better to get all of that off of your chest?"

"I guess," he shrugged.

"That's what this is all about, Bebe. Getting it out so it doesn't eat you up inside - literally eat you up inside, in your case. Now, clean yourself up, fix your makeup and let's continue with Uncle Ed and Rose, ok?"

"And, how do you view your relationship with Bebe?"

Rose smiled and looked at John. "My relationship? Whew, well, I guess I see her as my colleague... my roommate... my little sister... my friend... my... responsibility, I guess? She's my... Bebe. My little Beebs." She reached over and ran her fingers through John's hair and she smiled.

The doctor nodded and smiled. "And how do you feel about your little 'family unit,' the one you share with Bebe and Ed?"

Now, she looked to Ed. "I know it must seem odd to people on the outside, but I couldn't be happier! And I'm not just saying that to be agreeable. When I moved out here, I was just a selfish, pretty girl who got her own way and only really thought about herself. Now, I'm part of a wonderful family and we have an extended family with our friends, Don and Vivian and Blaine and Joanne. Even our friend Oscar is wonderful. So far, it's all been great, Doctor. Honestly!"

The doctor looked at Ed. "And you, Ed? How do you feel about your current life?"

Ed took Rose's hand and smiled. "Honestly, I couldn't be happier."

"Really!?" The doctor looked surprised. "I noticed on the questionnaire that you filled out, that you have never had a long term, romantic relationship. Wouldn't that make you happier?"

"I suppose," Ed shrugged, "but I have Rosie and Bebe. They're pretty great."

"Yes," The doctor smiled, "but physical intimacy is an important part of a young person's life. Neither of you seems to be considering that. Do you rely on each other for that?"

"No," he replied a bit hastily. "To tell you the truth, doctor, I kind of came to terms with my attraction to men recently, so... I guess I'm still looking for Mr Right."

The doctor pondered this for a few minutes before she asked, "Rose, if Ed were to start dating someone, how would you feel about it?"

"I'd be happy for him, I guess."

"And Ed, if Rose were to start dating, how would you feel about it?"

"I'd be thrilled. All I want is for my girls to be happy. What are you getting at?"

"Nothing," The doctor made an innocent face. "I'm just reading a lot of intimacy in your body language with each other. You've been holding hands since you sat down, you smile at each other constantly... to tell you the truth, if I weren't asking you these questions, I'd just assume that you were romantically involved. In fact, I think that on an emotional level, you probably are. In all aspects of your relationships that I've observed today, I would classify you as a couple."

Ed laughed. "But I'm gay, Doctor."

"Yes, Ed, but are you truly gay, or are you just slightly left of normal on the 'sexuality scale?' I would think that anyone who lives with Bebe would have had to examine his or her sexuality, but I do think that you two need to consider how deep your relationship truly runs. Are you friends? Lovers? Supporters? Enablers? Parents? I'd like you to give this some thought this week, ok? When I see you next week, maybe we could delve a bit deeper into this. What do you, say?"

Ed and Rose looked at each other and shrugged. "Ok, sure," they said in unison.

"Ok, well, Bebe and I had a great session today and I think that the four of us have had a great first session, as well. Let's get back together next week and continue, ok? Feel free to call anytime if you have any questions and I'll be happy to chat. Sound good?"

They all acknowledged that it did sound good, shook hands and left.

When they were traveling down in the elevator, Ed noticed that Rose sniffled just a bit.

"Are you ok?" he asked.

Rose gave a quick short intake through her nose and blinked her watery eyes. "I'm fine," she said and gave his hand a squeeze as she fixed a brave smile to her face.

"Excuse me, Mr McNeal." Someone was knocking on the door to Ed's car as he sat and waited for John to come out of his voice lesson with Veronica. Ed had been considering what the doctor had said a few days earlier and was lost in thought until the knock and voice roused him.

Ed pushed the button to lower the window. "What is it?"

"Would you mind stepping out of the car, sir? We'd just like to ask you a few questions."

At first, Ed had thought that the man, who wore mirrored sunglasses, was a fan, but now he realized that the man wearing wearing an LAPD uniform. He shook his head to clear it, then stepped out of the car and stepped to the rear of the car as the officer indicated.

"What is this about?" Ed asked as he reached the space between his car and the car behind him, which bore no police department markings. He looked around at the quiet side street. There was no one around but him and the officer.

"Put your hands on the back of your car, please." The policeman took an aggressive stance, his mirrored sunglasses reflecting Ed's own image back at him.

"What?" Ed was confused. "Why?"

The police office took his baton in hand and pressed a button so that the truncheon telescoped to its full length. "Do as I tell you, sir."

Ed looked from the man's right hand and the baton to his own reflection in the man's glasses. "Not until you tell me what this is all about."

Suddenly, the policeman's right arm swung towards Ed. It was a strong, but imprecise swing and, after months of working out and training in screen-combat, Ed sidestepped easily and, instead of hitting Ed, the swing landed on Ed's Tesla, breaking the rear window.

"What the hell is wrong with you!?" Ed called out as the officer recovered.

"Shut the fuck up, you prick!" the police officer hissed, causing Ed to take a closer look at man's uniform. Something wasn't correct about it. It looked more like a costume than a uniform.

Again, the officer made a powerful, but inaccurate swing at Ed, but, again, Ed stepped out of the way and moved to the side of the vehicle causing the officer to over reach and stumble.

"Bebe! Come back!" Ed heard a call from behind him, but he didn't dare look away from his attacker.

The officer, however, glanced over Ed's shoulder and saw a woman running after a teenager. "Shit," he spat, as he brought his attention back to Ed just in time to see Ed's right fist as it came in contact with the left side of his chin.

He stumbled back, but didn't fall down. He steadied himself on the rear of the car and squared himself off opposite Ed, once again.

That was when he was slammed in the gut with the head of a small, teenaged girl, who tried, to no avail to knock him down. "Get off of me," he shouted as he pushed the girl to the ground. When he looked back to Ed, his first sight was Ed's knuckles as they crashed into his left eye socket, knocking the mirrored sunglasses from his face and knocking him to his knees.

Ed looked to his niece, but Veronica was already helping her to her feet. When he turned back to the man in the police uniform, two things occurred to him. 1) He recognized this face from the Starbucks parking lot. He was the scumbag that had taken the money for Ms Stephanie and 2) This sonofabitch had just hurt Bebe.

With his left hand, he grabbed the man by the collar, then he landed six powerful punches, in rapid succession, to his face, until his knuckles and the man's face were both covered in blood.

The man held up his hands and cried, "Enough! Enough! I give up!"

As Ed pulled him to his feet, he could hear Veronica's voice speaking into a phone, giving the address and explaining that a parent of one her students had been attacked by a man dressed as a police officer. Ed spotted the hand cuffs that were tucked into the man's belt. He grabbed them and cuffed the man's wrists behind his back, then sat him on the curb while he checked on John and Veronica.

"Are you ok?" he asked the teacher first.

She nodded. "Yes. I'm fine."

Ed turned his attention to John. "Are you ok, Bebe?" He offered a hand.

"I cut my leg," he said as he stood. Below the hem of the grey, uniform skirt, John's knee was bloodied with a broad, but shallow abrasion that was dirty with gravel from the street.

"Oh, Bebe," Veronica put her arm around John's waist, "come with me and I'll clean that for you and put some disinfectant on it. It doesn't look too bad."

Just then, a police car pulled up and two actual police officers got out and took in the scene.

"I'll talk to the police," Ed said. "Thank you for taking care of her." He turned away from Veronica and John to talk to the officers.

Veronica sat John on a wooden chair near the front door while she hurried to the lavatory to retrieve some first aid supplies. When she returned, she knelt in front of John and began to carefully clean the scrape. "Oh, that's not too bad," she cooed, as if speaking to someone considerably younger. She wiped the abrasion lightly with an alcohol covered cloth, causing John to wince slightly.

When the wound was clean, she applied a disinfectant gel and taped a gauze pad over the knee to keep it clean. "That should do it." She smiled and stood.

"Thank you." John stood and received a supportive hug from his vocal teacher.

"You're very welcome, sweetie," she smiled. "Now, let's go see how your uncle is doing with the..." Veronica had been leading John to the door, but she stopped as she saw what was happening outside. She expected to see the assailant in a police car and Bebe's uncle giving a statement, but instead, she saw the assailant being loaded into into an ambulance with several attendants seeing to his well being, while Bebe's uncle was bent over the rear of his own car and hand cuffs were being clasped onto his wrists. "What the hell?" she muttered.

John looked past her and saw what was happening. "Uncle Ed!" he yelled as he tried to push past the older woman.

"Just Wait here, Bebe," the teacher restrained her student as she went out the door to speak to the police.

"Officer!" She called as she hustled down the path to the street. "Officer! I think you may have the wrong idea about what happened here."

The officer held up his hand, indicating that she should stop. "Please stay back, ma'am. We're handling this."

"But he's done nothing wrong! He was the victim! What are you arresting you for!?"

Ed looked over his shoulder and called back to Veronica, "I'm being arrested for aggravated assault, Veronica. Do me a favor, call Rosie and tell her to come get Bebe, then have Rosie call Don and have him meet me at the courthouse with a lawyer, ok? Thanks!" He seemed angry, but controlled.

"Uncle Ed!" John came running out of the house as quickly as he could with his bandaged knee. "You can't arrest him! He was attacked!"

"And he beat the crap out of that guy!" the police officer said, pointing to the departing ambulance.

The police ushered Ed into the back seat of a cruiser and pulled out

It was past 8:30 when Ed finally opened the door to the condo. Rose ran to him and hugged him. "Oh, Ed, I was so worried!"

Don followed him in the door and closed it behind him.

Ed said, "I'm sorry, Rosie, I couldn't call you until we left. Don brought his lawyer and after a few hours, he straightened everything out."

"But what the hell did they arrest you for?" Rose gave Don a hug, allowing John to move in next to Ed for a hug. He remained under Ed's arm as they all proceeded into the kitchen.

"According to the police," Don explained, "our boy, here, used excessive force to subdue his assailant and they were trying to push things a bit further by stating that, when Ed used that jackass's own handcuffs against him, he was holding the man against his will, meaning - kidnapping."

"Don's lawyer was great, though," Ed said. "He called the guy who arrested me a 'Barney Fife,' and he had me out within an hour."

Don looked at his phone. "Uh Oh," he murmured, "Viv says that we need to watch the episode of TMZ that's coming on right now."

"Oh, shit," Ed muttered as he hustled back into the living room and grabbed the remote.

When he found the right station, he sat and watched the end of a commercial until the unsavory host of this sleazy show appeared. They ran a piece on a comic who had been arrested for drugs and then the announcer said, "The young stars of the hit series, 'Civil
Disobedience,' had a big day today. Here is a photo of Ed McNeal, who plays the partner of the show's star, Don Ferry, who was pulled over by a police officer. It appears that McNeal didn't care for the officer's tone and, as this picture shows, he resisted arrest and eventually punched the officer in the face. When the officer tried to fight back, McNeal's niece and costar, Bebe Foley, tried to come to his aid, but was easily subdued by the officer. Eventually, McNeal was arrested and the officer was taken away in an ambulance. My guess is that McNeal's career is about to be put on hiatus, what do you think, Frank?"

Don took the remote and shut off the TV. "Jesus, there's never a dull moment with you guys!" He shook his head as he let out a frustrated laugh.

"Those are all lies!" Ed raged. "My family is going to see that! All I did was defend myself! How could they just lie like that!?"

"Welcome to the fame-monster, buddy." Don patted Ed's back. "Relax, people will believe what they want to believe and these vultures love to feed the frenzies. You can go on talk shows and set the record straight, but I think you're missing the big picture, here."

"What's that?" Rose asked.

"Someone has a video of the whole event," Don smiled. This looks like it came from someone's home security camera. My lawyer will track them down and get a copy. If either the slime-ball who attacked you or the idiot cop who arrested you want to pursue anything, we'll have proof of what really happened."

"How did this get on TV so fast?" John asked, still nestled beside Ed. "I mean, shouldn't this have been sent to the police, not TMZ?"

"The police don't pay for the footage, angel," Don laughed at the naivety of the question. I bet TMZ gave them a few thousand dollars for that. It has nothing to do with morality - it's all about profit."

"What's wrong with these people?" Rose shook her head.

"Again," Don sat, "I think we may be missing something here." He gave Ed's knee a slap. "You can survive some bad press, Ed. We can get this straightened out and you can tell your side of the story. Our big problem is Bebe."

John perked up. "What did I do?"

"You got yourself into the sights of the vultures at TMZ. Not intentionally, of course, but the last thing any of us want is for anyone at that place to be digging into 'The Life of Bianca 'Bebe' Foley.' Catch my drift?"

"Good God, Almighty, Don." Rose sat and put her head in her hands. "Is this ever going to stop? I mean, Ed is sitting on the side of the road, minding his own business and this piece of crap, who should be in jail awaiting trial, shows up and tries to beat him up, Ed defends himself and now, because these jackasses make their money with these salacious stories, everything we've done could get destroyed! What the hell is the point of trying if everything is this easy to ruin?"

"Ok, Rose," Don smiled, "it's not time to despair, yet, but we need to organize some damage control to keep things. The studio lawyers have created a document trail that the paparazzi will scrutinize and they'll decide that they believe them or not, but we need to be sure that we're ready if one of them stumbles onto the truth."

"Ok," Ed nodded. "So, we just stay cool for now, right?"

"Right," Don smiled and turned to John, "and if anyone from TMZ or any other paparazzi tries to engage you, you just smile and walk away as dignified as you possibly can. Understood?"

John nodded.

"So, tomorrow's the big auditions huh?" Ella asked as she sipped on an ice cream soda. MK, Ella, Blaine and John had gone to see the new Anne Hathaway movie on Sunday afternoon. After the movie, they'd had a light dinner at a salad place in the food court of the mall and now were having dessert together.

John nodded as he swallowed his spoonful of strawberry gelato. "Yeah. I'm leaving school at eleven. My audition is at two."

"Nervous?" MK asked.

"Oh, Yeah!" John giggled. "Nervous doesn't come close to describing how I'm feeling!"

"Why?" Blaine asked.

"Why!? Are you serious!?" MK laughed. "She's auditioning for a movie, Blaine! Wouldn't you be nervous?"

"Well, Yeah, Of course, but I'm not Bebe Foley. She is. She's done this before, obviously, and she's already a TV star and you guys all saw her on the set of the show. Not only did she do a great job, the whole cast and crew deferred to her. I mean, if I were as talented as her and had the track record she has, I'd be pretty relaxed about auditioning."

"Blaine," John wiped the corners of his mouth with a napkin, "I auditioned and auditioned and auditioned for 'Civil Disobedience' and they didn't cast me. Rose and Ed were cast after just one audition each. Getting this movie would be huge!"

"Yeah," Blaine smiled, "but you're amazing! Either you'll get it and you'll be amazing or you won't get it and you'll be amazing in the next thing that comes along. You know how I know? Because YOU'RE AMAZING! End of story!"

John looked at Blaine and blinked at how simply he put everything. He looked to his girlfriends and shrugged. "Well, I guess that settles that."

"He's kinda right, though Beebsm" Ella slurped on her straw. "You know that people love you on the show, so things are going to happen for you. Maybe this is the right thing, maybe it's not."

"Yeah," MK joined in, "I mean, it's good that you're ambitious and all, but I don't think you need to worry an awful lot. All you can do is your best and they'll make their decisions based on what they need."

"That's how show business works, right?" Ella nodded at MK's statement. "So, Blaine's right and there's no reason to get stressed about it."

Suddenly a light bulb went on on John's Head. "Wait a minute," he laughed and looked at Blaine, "did Rose or Uncle Ed tell you to talk to me about being stressed?"

MK and Ella looked to Blaine, who smiled and shrugged. "Yeah, but Bebe..."

John took a spoonful of gelato and smudged it into Blaine's cheek. "But, Nothing! You guys are supposed to be my friends, not the minions of my guardians." He smiled and shook his head. "Oh, I am going to throw such a temper-tantrum when I get home!"

Blaine wiped the pink gelato from his cheek and laughed quietly. "Look, Bebe, you really scared the bejeezus out of me... well, all of us, last week and, well, we're all worried about you."

"We'd like you to get old enough to at least get into Club 27," MK teased.

"Club 27?" John asked. "Is that that really exclusive club at Disneyland?"

The three Californians laughed. "Seriously?" MK was, as always, amazed at how little people from New England actually knew about the real world.

"The club at Disneyland," Blaine explained, "is Club 33. Club 27 isn't a club you want to be a member of."

"What is it?" John looked around for an answer.

"Its what they call all the famous, talented people who died at 27," Ella said. "You know, like Amy Winehouse, and that fat guy from Tommy Boy..."

"Chris Farley," Blaine interjected.

"...and Janis Joplin..."

"... Jimi Hendrix..." MK added.

"...Kurt Cobain..."

"...Jim Morrison..."

"...The Rolling Stones' first lead guitar player..."

"Alright, Alright, Alright." John looked around in shock. "You guys want me to live long enough to die at twenty-seven years old!" He smiled a cockeyed smile, "Well, that's awfully sweet of you, but I'd kinda like to live a little longer than that, if you don't mind."

"Well, right now," Ella said with uncharacteristic seriousness, "we just want to make sure that you get through this week, ok?"

John smiled at her maternal sound. "Ok."

"Seriously, Bebe," Blaine reached around John's shoulders and rubbed John's arm, "we're all worried about you. Please take care of yourself."

"Aww," John leaned into his boyfriend and pressed his head against Blaine's chest, "you guys are all so nice. Thank you. Hey! Did you guys see Kylie's first ad this weekend?"

"I did!" MK smiled.

Neither Blaine not Ella had.

"You've got to see it," John smiled, thinking back to how scared his redheaded costar had been at her audition for 'Civil Disobedience.' "She's so good!!! Her smile is beautiful and she has such great presence on the screen. It was really impressive! I don't think I could do something like that."

"Really!?" Ella said surprised. "You mean there's something that the great actress can't do!?" She assumed a stereotypical acting pose and giggled at her own teasing.

"Oh, Yeah, The 'great actress.'" John laughed, too. "Kylie's so much prettier than I am! I bet she'll be a big star, someday. Mark my words!"

They all laughed, happy for their friend's success.

"Well, I certainly don't think that she's prettier than you." Blaine kissed the side of John's head.

"That's because you're blinded by love," MK scoffed and threw a crumpled up napkin at Blaine.

"True. True." Blaine smiled.

"Excuse me," they were interrupted by a woman in her mid thirties, "you're that girl from that TV show, right? Bianca Foley?"

John smiled, then looked around at his friends as a bit of an apology for the interruption, then smiled at at the woman, again. "Hi. Yes, I am, but please, call me Bebe." He extended his hand to shake the woman's hand, but instead, the woman placed an envelope in his hand.

"Consider yourself served, little girl. Make sure that you give that to your mommy." The woman turned and walked away.

"Served?" MK looked around the table. "What does she mean by 'served?'"

John tore open the envelope and looked at the papers within. "Oh, my God!" he said in near hysterics. "I'm getting sued by Mr Crawford!"

"The coach?" Ella asked, surprised. "The one they arrested for blackmailing your uncle?

"Yeah! It says that he's suing me for hurting him when he attacked Uncle Ed!"

Blaine leaned in and the girls ran around behind John and they all read the legalese that comprised the legal notices. Very little of it made sense to them, but it was obvious that Bebe was correct.

"How can he do that?" Ella looked to Blaine as if he could offer an explanation.

"Yeah," MK did the same. "I mean, that douche-bag attacked your Uncle, right!? He can't really sue you just because you tried to defend your uncle, can he!?"

"He can try, I guess," Blaine was as flummoxed as the girls, but he was trying to sound confident, "but I don't think he can really win. It's probably just to try to get some money out of you."

"But I don't have any money!" John said. "My mom has all my money in a trust... That's what she meant by 'Make sure you give it to your mommy!' She must have known that!"

"I think we'd better go," Blaine said. "You need to talk to Ed and Rose about this."

As John gathered his purse and trash together and prepared to leave, a man in his early fifties appeared. He had a microphone and he was accompanied by another man of comparable age who was aiming a video camera at John and his friends.

"Bebe Foley," the first man said, "do you have a statement regarding this law suit?"

"What!?" John asked, the others were all frozen in confusion.

"I'm Austin Meadows from TMZ. Do you have a statement regarding this law suit?"

Blaine began to move forward in a defensive posture, but John stopped him. "No, Mr Meadows, I have no statement. Good night." He looked strangely dignified as he spoke to reporter. He shook his hair from his face and straightened the fall of his pretty little dress, then said to his friends, "Come on. We need to go."

They headed towards the mall entrance, but Austin Meadows was in front of them before they reached the exits. "Come on, Bebe, tell, your fans - After your little encounter with Mr William Crawford in broad daylight on the streets of Los Angeles, do you consider yourself a threat to the community at large?"

Since beginning his work on 'Civil Disobedience,' John had been warned about TMZ and the paparazzi in general, but his conversation with Don was still fresh in his memory. He'd been instructed, over and over, to not engage with them - to just walk away with a smile and a wave. He knew that's what he was supposed to do. He understood why he needed to do it, but this Meadows guy was relentless. He was walking backwards in front of John with a microphone shoved in his face. It was irritating - infuriating and embarrassing. It was drawing attention to him and his friends and the accusation was not only ludicrous, it was laughable. At the very worst, John had distracted Ed's assailant - he certainly never injured him.

All of these things churned in John's belly. This was just not right. He needed to confront this jackass and he needed to do it in a polite, businesslike way that couldn't be taken out of context.

He stopped abruptly and asked his friends to excuse him for a moment.

"Umm, Bebe..." Blaine tried to keep John from talking to the 'reporter,' but John held up his hand.

"It'll be fine. Don't worry." He indicated that his friends should step to the side.

John brightened his eyes and pasted on his sweetest smile. "What can I help you with, Mr Meadows?"

"Well, thank you for taking the time to talk to me, Bebe," Meadows began, a little surprised that the actress was talking to him so freely. "It has come to our attention that you are being sued by the man you assaulted last week. Do you have any statement to make regarding the event or the law suit?"

John feigned a look of total surprise, but remained flirtatious with the reporter and the camera. "I think you may have me confused with someone else. I have not been accused of assaulting anyone." His sweet smile broadened.

"That may be, Bebe," the man continued, "but TMZ has obtained a surveillance film in which you attacked a man dressed as a police officer."

"Oooohhhh!" John chuckled and gave the reporter a sympathetic look. "I understand what you're talking about now, Mr Meadows..."

"Hi, Bebe," a passing fan called and John waved as he continued.

"... you're referring to the man who attacked my Uncle. Yes, you are correct, I did, foolishly, try to defend my uncle, but all I did was get myself knocked down. I scraped my knee pretty badly, too. I've been wearing tights ever since. It's so uncomfortable..."

"Yes, Yes," Meadows interrupted. "But you attacked a police officer..."

"Oh, now, Mr Meadows," John's flirting tone sounded almost like a kindergarten teacher speaking to a student, "you and I both know that that man was not a police officer. He was just a very bad man trying to hurt a very good man. Like I said, I was trying to help, but I just got myself hurt."

Throughout this interview, a small crowd of people began to gather around Bebe and Meadows. They were interested in the novelty of something being recorded right there in the mall, but they also recognized Bebe and they wanted to say hello and maybe take a picture.

"Yes," Meadows tried to regain the upper hand, "but about the law suit..."

"Law suit?" The perfect look of confusion crossed John's face. "What law suit?"

Now, Meadows looked a bit confused. "Come on, Bebe, you were just served papers. You know you're being sued."

"I am!?" John looked at the envelope in his hand. "Is that what these are all about?" He shrugged and made a comical grimace. "Wow. I didn't realize that."

Some of the crowd of fans giggled at that.

"What!?" The reporter wasn't thrilled with the gathering crowd. "You read the papers. How could you not know...?"

"Mr Meadows! I just turned fifteen! I read the papers, but I didn't understand a word of it. Have you ever read a legal document? I mean... there's a lot of words in there that I never heard before." He gave an innocent laugh, self-effacing and youthfully ignorant.

The crowd gave a big laugh at that. Of course she didn't understand the document - she was just a kid! Most of the adults there wouldn't have understood the documents.

The reporter huffed and waved to his cameraman to stop recording.

John knew he'd won this round, but he had another point to make. "Oh, hi, everyone!" He said to the crowd, as if noticing them for the first time. "I'm sorry, I've been keeping Mr Meadows all to myself and you're all waiting to meet him, aren't you?" John linked his arm through Meadows' and turned him to face the crowd.

There was a murmur amongst the gathered people. "No, 'Alex,'" a woman smiled as she came forward with a pen and a piece of paper. She was using John's character name on the show. "We're waiting for you. May I just get an autograph for my daughter?"

"Me!?!?" John looked shocked. Really!? But I've only been on TV for a few weeks! How long have you been on TV, Mr Meadows?"

He knew that this child was making a point. "Fifteen years," he admitted.

"Fifteen years!?!? Wow! See, everyone, Mr Meadows is a much bigger star than I am. He's been on TV since the year I was born! Come on. I'll pose with Mr Meadows for as many pictures as you'd like." He turned and smiled at the reporter. "You don't mind if I share a little of your fame, Mr Meadows, do you?" John was already signing autographs and posing with his arm still linked into the reporter's.

The reporter stood and allowed Bebe to use him as a prop for a good few minutes, until he realized that his own cameraman had resumed recording. He knew he was being made to look foolish and he didn't like it. There was no respectable way to exit the scene, so he just shook himself free of the actress and stormed off.

Most of the crowd didn't even notice.

Monday, John went to school in his usual uniform, blue, Oxford shirt and grey, pleated skirt, but his makeup was unusually well done. Rose had taken a great deal of care with his look that morning. His lips, which usually had just a soft pink finish, were lined and had a deep, velvety red finish. His eyes, which usually had just a hint of blue, today were done with a thin line of mascara and a blending of several colors, making them pop more than usual.

"Well, Miss Bebe," his history teacher pretended to be taken aback by his sultry look, "aren't we looking a bit more beautiful than usual, today!?"

John blushed. "Thank you, Miss."

"Are you going to tell us what the occasion is that has inspired this look?"

He sighed. "I have an audition this afternoon, Miss. I think that my cousin went a bit overboard this morning."

"Not at all, Miss Bebe, or should we be more formal and refer to you as Miss Bianca, today?"

"No, Miss. Bebe is just fine, please."

"Well, I think you look just lovely, Miss Bebe. Take a seat and we'll get started." She patted John on the back and he headed to his seat.

"Ooh," MK teased. "Look who's a pretty girl today!"

"Knock it off," Ella warned MK as she hugged John. "You got this audition, babe, right?"

"Babe?" John laughed. "Did you just call me, babe?"

"She's working on her street-cred," MK joined the hug, "but her heart's in the right place. Good luck, Bebe."

"Thanks, guys." John was truly touched by their support. The bell rang and they broke their group hug so that they could take their seats.

A history test, followed by a series of rather silly improv exercises with the new Theater teacher, Miss Amy, then a World Religions quiz and a Math class that, as always, left John's head spinning, and it was time to leave.

"Bianca Foley," the announcement came through the speaker in Math class, "report to the office for dismissal."

Many of the girls wished him luck as he headed down the hall. When he reached the office, both Rose and Rita were waiting. Rita was carrying a garment bag.

"Hi," John greeted them. "Rita, I didn't expect you to be here."

"I didn't expect to be here, either, sweetheart," she kissed John's cheek, "but I just couldn't stay away."

"Is there a ladies' room where Bebe can change?" Rose asked the surly secretary.

"Just across the hall," she replied, barely looking up.

"Come on, Beebs," Rose took him by the hand and they left Rita waiting in the office.

The small lavatory was a tight fit, but they'd be able to deal with it. Rose hung the bag on the door to the stall and pulled the zipper. "Rita didn't like what I'd picked out. She said it was too little-girly, so we went shopping this morning. I hope this all fits."

John stripped to his bra and panties. Rose handed him a pair of opaque, black tights and told him to sit on the toilet seat and put them on.

"Tights?" John followed the instructions, but questioned the choice. "I never wear tights, except for dance class."

"I know, sweetie, and I hope they're comfortable, but Rita was concerned about the scrape on your knee. The tights will cover that."

John stood and pulled the waistband over his hips.

Rose handed him a small, black, sleeveless, knit top with a V-neck. He pulled it on and it hugged his form nicely, accentuating his modest breasts.

Next came a little, circle skirt. It was black, with bright red roses printed on it. Rose held it open so John could step in. She pulled it up and zipped it up in the back.

"You like it?" Rose asked.

The skirt billowed around his thighs, ending at least four inches above his knees. "I do. It's really pretty. And soft."

"Yeah, it's real silk. Rita doesn't believe in going to an audition in bargain basement clothing, I guess. This skirt cost more than all of my prom gowns put together."

"Should I be wearing a slip with this?"

"The sales lady said, 'No.' she said that it needs to hang on its own, without a slip."

"Ok. It is very pretty and it kind of tickles through the tights."

Rose smiled at that - he'd become such a girl. She pulled a pair of kitten heals out of the bag and helped him get them on. "Ok, princess," she smiled, "let me touch up your makeup."

John assumed the prone position that he always took when someone went to work on his face. It just took a minute or so before Rose said, "Ok. I think you're all set!"

John relaxed and checked himself in the mirror. He looked cute. He liked that. "Thanks, Rose." He kissed her cheek.

"Your welcome, Beebs. Oh, my goodness, you are adorable. Are you ready?"

"As ready as I'll ever be!"

They returned to the office where Rita was laughing flirtatiously as she spoke to Mr Carlin, the new headmaster.

"Oh," Mr Carlin said, "here's the beautiful Miss Bianca, now! My goodness, you look absolutely beautiful, today, Miss Bianca!"

John smiled, flattered by the remark. "Thank you, Mr Carlin."

"I won't hold you up, ladies," he said as he shuffled some papers he had in his hands. "I wish you luck, Miss Bianca. I hope that it all goes well!"

"Thank you, sir," he smiled as Rose and Rita led him out of the building.

"Bebe Foley, right?" a gregarious man jogged down the hall with his hand extended.

John took his hand, but Rita spoke for him. "Yes, this is Bebe Foley," she explained to the man who beamed at John. "We have an audition appointment in fifteen minutes. Are you a production assistant?"

The man chuckled. "No, I'm the composer. I'm Robert Lopez."

John's eyes went wide as he stuttered to say something.

"She's a big fan of yours," Rose smiled, "and your wife, too, of course."

"Of course," the man's grin was infectious. "And we are both big fans of you, young lady." He took John's arm in his and led him down the hall. "I'm afraid that Kristen couldn't be here today, one of our girls is home sick from school, but we are both very excited to have you audition for our project. What do you know about this script?"

"Nothing," John finally formed a word. "I was told that I was auditioning to play Lily James' sister, though."

"That is true," he chuckled. "Are you a fan of hers?"

"Well, Yeah!" John giggled. "I mean, Cinderella, Baby Driver, Mama Mia Two... she's amazing!"

"Excellent, Excellent!" he continued. "There are actually three sisters, you will, obviously, be auditioning for the youngest sibling, and just today we locked in Anna Kendrick as the second sister."

John stopped in his tracks.

"What's the matter?" The man seemed concerned. "Are you familiar with Anna's work?"

"Ummm?" John was completely taken aback by what he'd just heard. "Into The Woods? Pitch Perfect? I mean, yeah, I know her work and..." he looked at Rita and Rose. "Maybe this isn't the best idea. I mean, they are so far out of my league..."

"Are you kidding me?" Robert Lopez guffawed. "Anna is waiting to meet you because she's such a big fan of yours."

John went pale.

"Beebs." Rose touched his shoulder. "Are you ok, baby?"

"I think I'm going to throw up," he muttered.

Robert Lopez gave out a big, hearty laugh this time. "I know what you mean, Bebe. I've only been working at this level for a few years, too. It can be overwhelming, I know, but she's just another actress. She's really sweet, I promise. Come on down the hall. She's very excited to meet you."

John's cute little pumps felt like they were made of lead as he allowed Robert Lopez to lead him down the hallway and into the audition room.

The door opened and there were two women sitting at a table with their backs to the door.

"Anna?" Robert said, causing the smaller of the two to turn and smile, "This is Bebe Foley."

"Oh, my goodness," the woman stood and hustled over to John. "I am so happy to meet you!" She hugged him and stepped back. It was her! It was really her! The narrow eyes! The huge smile! It was really her! It was really Anna Kendrick. As John stood dumbfounded, Anna looked beyond John to Rose. "Oh, my, I recognize you, too. Anna Kendrick."

She shook Rose's hand. "I'm Rose," Rose smiled. "It is truly an honor to meet you. I think my cousin is a bit... surprised, I guess... to meet you."

"Aww, that's nice," Anna said, Looking at the smile and a few tears that dominated John's face. "I love your skirt!" Anna she continued, trying to relax the younger actress.

"Thank you," John replied, as he noticed that this amazing star was wearing nearly the same thing - a sleeveless, black top, black tights and pumps and a skirt, but hers was grey wool and fit more snuggly. "I like yours, too."

"Why, thank you," she smiled and adjusted the skirt. "Come on over to the table and let's look at the sides. I'm going to be reading with you."

John looked at Rose and opened his mouth, but nothing came out. Anna Kendrick took his hand and pulled him towards the table.

"We'll wait outside," Rita said.

"Oh, don't be silly," Robert Lopez smiled. "You can stay. I'm hoping that this is just a formality."

Rita and Rose joined the others at the table.

"I'm from New England, too, Bebe," Anna Kendrick was trying to relax John. "Portland, Maine. Where are you from?"

"Worcester," John said, knowing she'd know that Worcester was in Massachusetts.

"Wiss-tah, Huh?" The star teased, pronouncing the city's name with the horribly course accent that the natives of the city used. "I've been through there. Lots of colleges, right? What's the name of the one that the highway curves around, you know, the one I mean? Lots of brick buildings."

"That's Holy Cross," John beamed. "My mom teaches there!"

"Oh, how cool!" She put her hands on his shoulders and guided him into a seat. "Diane, this is Bebe Foley." She introduced John to the woman at the table as she took a seat herself.

"Oh, I know who Bebe is," the other woman at the table smiled and extended a hand. "I'm a big fan of Civil Disobedience. It must be great working with Don Ferry, huh?"

"Oh, it is." John was still finding his voice.

"Diane is our accompanist today, Bebe. I worked with her on Into The Woods. She's amazing."

"Awesome," John took a big breath. "I'm sorry, Ms Kendrick, I must look like an idiot, I just... Well, I'm kinda shocked to see you here. I didn't know that you were attached to this project."

"Well, I wasn't until about an hour ago." She smiled that beautiful, big, toothy smile of hers. As she smiled, two Disney executives entered and took their seats around the table as well.

"Gentlemen," Robert Lopez smiled at everyone, "this is Bebe Foley and, of course, you know Anna Kendrick. Bebe will be auditioning for us in a few minutes.

The men nodded and opened their tablets to start taking notes.

Anna Kendrick turned her smile back to John and asked, "What would you like to do first, Bebe? Read or sing?"

"Oh, read, please!"

"Ok. Then, when you're relaxed, we can do the song together."

"Holy shit," John whispered, but everyone heard it and laughed.

Rose took note of how Anna Kendrick was working with John - helping him to relax and allowing him to act instead of just reading. She'd only ever seen one person behave this way at an audition before and that person was John. He'd helped Ed, he'd helped Kylie and all those other kids and he'd helped her. 'How wonderful,' Rose thought, 'that someone is doing the same for him. Maybe Karma is real!"

They read the scene a couple of times times and Robert Lopez offered critiques and guidance. It was a playful argument about what Bebe's character should wear on a date. There was the mention of a 'bustle,' so John assumed that the story had to take place sometime on the late nineteenth or early twentieth centuries. He didn't question that though, it just didn't seem to matter.

"Excellent!" Robert Lopez clapped when they'd read the scene for the last time. Everyone applauded them.

"That was great, Bebe." Anna Kendrick hugged him.

"No, YOU were great. Thank you." John hugged back.

"Ready to sing?" Diane asked as she stood and headed to a digital piano at the side of the room.

"Well, not really." John stood, as did Anna. "Umm, my voice teacher told me to ask you this. Is it possible to try the song in the key of Bb, first?"

"Fine with me," Diane said, "is it ok with you, Mr Lopez?"

"Yeah, sure, Bebe, but I want to hear it in D, as well. Ok?"

"Ok," John nodded. "She tells me I'm an alto, but I'll do my best."

Anna offered John a fist bump. "Altos rock, sister!" She said, then, as they bumped fists, she said, "I really do love that skirt! We're about the same size. Maybe I could borrow it, some time."

It was meant as a joke to relax him, but John was so mesmerized just being near her that he replied, "Sure! Any time!"

Diane pushed a couple of buttons on the keyboard, transposing the instrument down a major third, then began playing the introduction.

"Mind if I sing along the first time through?" Anna asked.

"No, please do," John let out a relieved laugh. "And, please, sing loudly!"

She laughed.

They sang it through together and Anna did sing it loudly, which offered John a bit of a shield so that he could sing out loudly, too.

"I think your teacher's right, Bebe," Anna said when they were done. "I love it in that key! So much easier to sing!"

"Yeah, well it's supposed to be dramatic, not easy." Robert Lopez smiled and shook his head. "By yourself, now, Bebe, please."

"You'll be great," Anna Kendrick said. "Just close your eyes, listen to the music and sing."

He nodded, closed his eyes and listened. When he sang, it all seemed to flow out of him effortlessly. He even felt comfortable throwing in some ornamentation he'd practiced at home.

"Alright!" Robert Lopez applauded and Anna Kendrick hugged him. "Can I hear it in D, now, please, Diane?"

She reset the tuning on the keyboard and played it again. Again, Anna Kendrick sang along the first time through. She stopped him once at the start of the second verse and offered some advice to support his breath better and produce a stronger note. He nodded and did as she told him and it really helped.

"Ready to do it by yourself, now, Bebe?" Anna asked as they finished.

He shrugged and grimaced.

"Oh, come on. Do it just like you did it before. Close your eyes, listen to the music and just let it come out. It's just long, sustained dialog. Just be awesome."

"Ok," John looked to Diane who started playing. He closed his eyes and started just a bit tentatively, but it didn't feel quite right. He stopped and held up his hand. When Diane stopped, he said, "Could I please start again? I'm sorry, I messed up the words."

"Of course." Diane smiled and started again.

This time, he let the music surround him. He felt every note as it bounced around the room, and when he opened his mouth to sing, it was as if he'd been a singer all of his life. His tone was round and beautiful and his pronunciation was clear and natural. He could feel his voice as it mixed with the sound of the piano in a way he'd never heard it before. There was a perfect symbiosis between the two and he sensed that Diane was working with him, building when he did, falling back when he did. It felt so good. So natural. Perfect.

As he reached the end of the last note, he nearly fell over because Anna Kendrick hugged him while his eyes were still closed. "Yes! Yes! Yes!" She said as she hugged him and kissed his cheek. "What do you think, Bob?" she asked Robert Lopez.

He looked to the two executives, who nodded. He looked back to Anna at his heart and the piano and said, "I think I need to talk to her agent," he grinned.

"Well, then," Rita leaned across the desk and handed him a card, "you are in luck!"
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 14

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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Bebe in LaLa Land: 14

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

As the poet wrote, 'You can never go home.' Bebe finds she agrees. Thanksgiving is causing some anxiety
for our heroine, but when she gets home, things are very different than when she left. Can she use the benefits of
her fame to help make things right, or will she just make things worse? Thank you to everyone who is sticking
with Bebe and me, I really appreciate your support.


 
Author's Note: Please comment??? It means the world to me to hear from everyone. ~Clara.
 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 14 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
GOING HOME -or- MY REALITY IS JUST DIFFERENT THAN YOURS
 

"And going home for the holidays makes you feel...?" Dr Shapiro prodded.

John was feeling very stressed. He'd be headed back to Massachusetts for Thanksgiving in a couple of days. It was a short visit, but there was a longer one coming up in a few weeks.

"I guess 'apprehensive' would be the best way to describe how I feel."

"Because?"

"Because, when they came out here for the premier, they acted a little weird."

"Weird, How?"

"Like, they acted surprised that I was strange because of how I'm living."

"And don't you think that might be a logical reaction to your choice to live this way?"

"No. Not for them. They knew from the start. Heck, my mother helped at first. She even encouraged me. My sister was the first to notice my condition. They knew and then they came out here and acted all superior and snotty."

"I see. How did their attitude make you feel?"

"Awful. Like I was doing something wrong. Like I was a freak. I hated it."

"I see. Bebe, do you think that, maybe, you're giving them too much power? That maybe - just maybe - you're ALLOWING them to have power over you?"

John thought for a moment. "How would you feel if you were suddenly more successful than you ever expected, but the two people who had always been most important to you acted like you were trash?"

"I'd be hurt," Dr Shapiro confirmed. "Is that how you felt?"

John nodded.

"So, how are we going to keep this from happening this weekend?" The Doctor asked.

John sighed. "By not letting them get to me."

"How."

"By staying confident about who I am, why I'm here and why I'm doing what I'm doing."

"Excellent, Bebe," the doctor stood and walked to the window where John had been staring out at the city below. She hugged him. "Stick to our plan and you'll be fine. If you need me, call. Ok?"

John nodded. "Thank you."

"That's a good girl," she let go of him. "I think you've done some great work over the past couple of weeks, Bebe. Right now, though, I think I'd like to see your cousin and uncle and talk to them without you in the room. Would that be ok with you?"

John shrugged. "Sure. I guess."

"Thank you, Bebe. I'll ask you back in in a little while, ok?"

"Ok," John said as she led him to the door.

"Rose? Ed?" The doctor called out as John exited. When they were seated on the couch, the doctor sat in a comfortable chair and asked, "So, how have you been since we last spoke?"

"Good," Ed replied, heartily.

"Oh, Umm, fine, I guess," Rose smiled and nodded.

"Problems? Concerns?"

"Well," Ed cleared his throat, "from what Rose tells me, Bebe had a very good audition for a film this week. We're waiting to see if her agent can work out acceptable terms for her to do it. She came home very excited about..."

The doctor interrupted. "Ed. I know about Bebe's audition. I just spoke to her. I mean, any problems or concerns for either of you, or between you two?"

Ed looked from the doctor to Rose and back and shook his head. "No. I don't think so."

Dr Shapiro nodded. "Rose?"

Rose started to speak, then looked at Ed, smiled and said, "No. I guess not."

The doctor waited a moment, then continued, "Alright, then I'd like to explore your parental obligations regarding Bebe and how she..."

"Umm... well..." Rose looked at Ed, again.

The doctor stopped and waited, but Rose just looked at Ed.

"Rose?" She asked. "Would you like to say something?"

"Umm..." she bit her lip. "I... I... I don't know, exactly, but..." she sputtered.

"What is it, Rosie?" Ed asked, patiently. "You can say anything in here."

"Yeah... Yeah..., but..." she looked anywhere but at Ed or the doctor for a few moments. "Ed... I do need to say something."

Ed glanced at the doctor and then back to Rose. "Rosie," he took her hand, "say what you need to say."

She took a deep breath, then looked into Ed's eyes. "Ed, I've been thinking. There's a condo available in our building and, well, like I said, I've been thinking that maybe I, well, maybe I might lease it."

Ed looked confused. "Why?"

She sighed. "Ed... I don't know if I can keep this up."

"What? Keep what up?"

"Ed," the doctor spoke quietly, "let her speak."

"Look, Ed," she took a deep, shaky breath, "I love you, but... I live in the same condo as you and Bebe and I love you both, but... I'm lonely. Every night, I go to bed by myself and I'm just... alone, Ed. Everyone thinks we're a couple, and we are, but we're not. I just don't know if living this way is the right thing for me to do. The more I think about it, the more the future scares me. I don't want to be alone, Ed. I know this awful and selfish, but... Oh, God, I wish I hadn't even said that, I'm sorry... never mind." She grew quiet.

Ed looked like he was about to vomit. "Geez, Rosie... I don't know what to say..."

"Don't say anything, Ed. I had no right to say that. I'm sorry. Forget I ever said anything. I'm sorry." She wiped the tears from her cheeks.

"Rose," the doctor said, "if that's how you feel, then you absolutely should have said it. Ed, do you have a response?"

He was pale and hurt. "Rosie..." Ed's eyelashes flicked a tear from his eye. "... Rosie... I'm so sorry. I thought I knew... I mean... I thought that things were ok. I mean, do you have to leave?"

Rose nodded. "I think I do, Ed. It's too hard to be around you as much as I am."

She might just as well have stabbed Ed in the heart. "Why? What did I do to make you hate me?"

"Hate you!?!?" Rose's voice sounded angry for the first time.

"Ed," the doctor said, "don't read into what Rose is saying. Let her explain what..."

"Ed, I don't hate you!" Rose cut the doctor off. "Ed... I love you and being near you all day and all night and knowing that you'll never, ever be interested in me... every night, Ed, every single night I lay in my big, cold bed and I cry because I love you. I need some space, now. I'm twenty two years old, Ed, and I have a make believe fifteen year old daughter and a make believe husband, but it's like we've been married for twenty years and the romance is over. My heart is absolutely broken, Ed, and not because you don't love me, but because I feel this way. Because I am so selfish and petty, but, goddamnit, Ed, I am. I'm so, so sorry, but I am."

She sobbed and Dr Shapiro handed both of them a few tissues.

It was cold and quiet in the office.

Finally, the doctor asked, "Rose, how long have you felt this way?"

She sniffed and shrugged for a few moments as she thought. "I think..., no I KNOW the exact moment that I fell in love with you, Ed," she said as she sniffed. "Then, I didn't know you were gay, I don't think that you even did, but, I was still involved with John, then and... oh God, I sound like such an idiot and a tramp."

"No, Rosie," Ed spoke quietly, "tell me."

"It was a Saturday night. We were going to a performance of 'Shrew' and we stopped at an A&W Root Beer Drive-In Restaurant. John was very antsy before the show and he was bouncing around outside of the car, like he always did before a show, you know? Anyway, this time, he grabbed your food and you chased him and picked him up like he was a bag of potatoes and you carried him back to the car. Do you remember?"

Ed nodded. "Rosie... why didn't you tell me?"

"Well, like I said, I was involved with John and I wasn't sure if you were into him, too."

"I guess I kinda was, but..." Ed scoffed, but couldn't find the words to continue.

There was a very uncomfortable silence.

"May I ask a question?" The doctor asked. They both nodded. "When you talk about 'John,' are you talking about Bebe?"

Ed sighed. "Well, yes and no. I mean, John was a guy and he was my friend. Then he became Bianca because of the play and, for a while, he was still an adult, but once he became Bebe... well, everything changed."

"How?"

Rose took a deep breath. "All of a sudden, John was gone - like, completely gone. He was a completely different person. Young and dependent. Within a couple of weeks, he went from being our friend to being our little girl. I know that sounds weird, but that's how it happened, and the more Bebe needed a Dad, the more of a Dad Ed became."

"I see," the doctor took note of that.

"Ed," she took a moment to word her next question, "how many men have you slept with?"

Ed chuckled. "None. To tell you the truth, I've flirted a little, but I've never really felt connected enough to ask them out."

The doctor nodded. "How about women?"

This chuckle was very uncomfortable. "None. I know - a twenty one year old virgin. What a loser."

"Ed, stop." Rose squeezed his hand.

"And you, Rose?" The doctor asked.

Rose gave an uncomfortable smile. "Well, I've fooled around a lot - you know, hand jobs and a few blow jobs, but as for going all the way... just once."

"And have you ever had a lesbian relationship?"

"Well... I guess that my relationship with John... or Bianca... had lesbian qualities, but it was more of a kinky thing than an actual lesbian thing."

The doctor nodded. "Ed, have you ever had met a man you were truly attracted to?"

Ed shrugged. "Just John, I guess. I was very attracted to John."

"As John, or as Bianca?"

Ed smiled. "Bianca."

"I see." The doctor waited for them to say something.

"So..." Ed spoke slowly, "are you suggesting that I'm not gay?"

"Not at all," the doctor said, "but sexuality is not all one way or another. It's a spectrum, Ed, and we all have own preferences. It's like a cafeteria. All the food is good, but we each pick what fits our tastes."

The doctor thought for a moment, then continued. "You know what's funny about cafeterias? I never considered trying sushi. I mean, I'd heard of it, but I never tried it. Then, one day while I was getting my lunch, my friend got sushi and it looked good, so I tried it and I liked it. I didn't give up my other foods, but I grew to appreciate sushi, too."

Ed nodded.

"I think," the doctor finally reached her point, "that, perhaps, when you found yourself attracted to John when he became Bianca, that you became more open to the prospect of another aspect of your sexuality."

"So, What? I'm bisexual?" Ed asked.

"Possibly," The doctor shrugged. "Maybe you are gay, but I wouldn't recommend shutting off your attraction to women just because you found your feelings for John - or Bianca - confusing. Does that make sense?"

Ed nodded. "Look, I think I need to say something."

"Of course."

Ed turned to Rose. "Look, Rosie, I love you. You know that right?"

Rose nodded. "Yeah, Ed, but not the way I need you to love me."

"Well, I don't know, Rosie. I mean... Jesus, this is so damned hard for me to find the right words!? The thing is... I've thought about men lately, but... I've thought about you more. A lot more, but... I mean... What if I did ask you out. Huh? What if I did ask you out and then things went wrong? I mean, I love you, but I live with you and I work with you and... Well, then there's Bebe. What if things went wrong? I didn't even know how to talk to you about this until now, but... Rosie, I don't want to lose you. When you say you're lonely... I am, too, but despite that... and I know it sounds weird, but I have never... never... never been happier than I am now. I wake up in the morning happy to know that I have you and Bebe in my life. I come home from work happy to know that I'll see you and Bebe. I go to bed happy that we've made it through another day together, but then, like you, I'm lonely, too."

Rose had looked away from Ed and was looking at the knuckles of the hand she was biting. Her face was wet with tears and she was shaking.

"Rose?" The doctor asked. "Do you have anything to say to Ed?"

Rose's chin quivered uncontrollably and her face screwed up into an expression of emotional confusion.

"Take a breath, dear," the doctor said.

Rose breathed deeply and nodded. After five deep, cleansing breaths, she said, "Ed, I feel exactly the same way, but where does that leave us?"

"How about this?" Ed thought carefully. "While we're home for Thanksgiving and Bebe is with her other family, could I, maybe, take you out? You know, dinner and a movie? Then, maybe, we could see how things go from there? Maybe talk a bit? Figure things out? What do you say?"

Rose smiled, took Ed's hand in hers, then pulled it to her lips and kissed it. "I'd like that. I'd like that a lot."

"Have you said goodbye to Blaine, yet?" Ella asked. "I bet he's going to miss you."

"His Mom is driving me to the airport, later. We'll say goodbye, then. Besides," John used a napkin to wipe a little bit of yogurt from his lips. "I'll only be gone for a few days. We're taking 'the red eye' tonight, so we'll get back to Massachusetts tomorrow morning. That's Wednesday. Then we're coming home early on Sunday. So that's only five days. We can Skype and text the whole time. I won't give him time to miss me." He smiled.

"Aren't your cousin and uncle coming with you?" Ella popped a piece of pineapple into her mouth.

"They're taking Uncle Ed's car. We'll follow them."

"Why on earth," MK was chewing a French fry, "would anyone take two cars to the airport?"

"Because Blaine wanted to come, too, and there isn't enough room in Uncle Ed's car, and he'd still needed a ride home. So, his mom is driving us. She's wicked nice."

MK laughed out loud. "'Wicked nice!' I love that! 'Wicked!' Makes me laugh, every time."

John laughed, too.

"I thought you'd outgrown all those New England-isms," Ella teased. "Now, you're going back and you'll relapse."

"Probably, not," John giggled. "I'm just seeing my mom and sister. Mom's an academic and Nancy's a doctor. They don't talk like that."

"Excuse me, ladies," Mr Carlin, the Headmaster, stood by their table. "Miss Foley, may I speak to you in my office for a few moments, please."

John and his two friends looked concerned.

"No need to worry, girls," Mr Carlin smiled. "I just need to talk to Miss Bianca about her tutoring services. I have to fill out some forms for the state D.O.E."

John stood and grabbed his books and followed the Headmaster down the hallway.

"So, how did your audition go the other day?" Mr Carlin asked.

"Real well," John smiled. "If they can make things work with my schedule, then I think I'll be in the movie."

"No kidding!?" He seemed genuinely enthusiastic for the young girl. "Well, that's wonderful, Bianca! Congratulations! I'm very happy for you."

"Thank you, Mr Carlin."

They entered the office and John took a seat in front of the desk as Mr Carlin sat behind it. He went through the forms, asking about the names of tutors and what work they'd gone through with him, etc.

When he'd finished, he sat back and crossed his legs with right ankle on top of his left knee. He folded his arms and took a second before saying, "Look, Bianca," his face took on a serious expression, "I know that you've had a hard time here, with Miss Gabriella and Miss Stephanie, but I hope that things are better for you, now."

"They are, sir. Thank you."

"You know, I am not real comfortable with my new position, here at Notre Dame. I'm the only male in the building. I've never really dealt with this many women and girls, before, and then there's you and Kylie to deal with. It's a lot."

"Me and Kylie, sir? You mean the tutoring and needing to be on set?"

"Well, yes, that and... well, are you aware of how many phone calls we get every week requesting information about you two? Most you, of course, but Kylie, too."

"No, sir. I didn't know anything about that." John felt a shiver run down his spine.

"Oh, don't worry, Bianca, we never release information, but they are persistent."

John nodded and thought. He considered what the Headmaster said, then said, "Sir, maybe I should mention that I've had a bad time with the people at TMZ, lately."

"Oh?"

John explained the situation, the attack on Uncle Ed and the confrontation at the mall.

The Headmaster nodded and took it all in. "Well, thank you for telling me about that, Bianca. I'll make the staff aware, as well. If you need us to know anything else, just come by the office and let me know. We're not just here to educate you, we're here to protect you and provide a safe place for you. Do you understand that?"

"Well, yes, sir, I do, but you do know that I was a target for Miss Gabriella, Miss Stephanie and Mr Crawford. So, I'm not really sure how 'safe' Notre Dame really is for me."

He smiled. "You're very bright, Bianca. I'm very impressed with you."

"Thank you, sir, but could I ask you a big favor?"

"Of course."

"Could you please call me Bebe? I hate being called Bianca."

He stood and extended his hand. "You got it, Bebe."

Blaine gave a big sigh as they traveled past the big letters L.A.X. At the gate of the airport. He was not happy about saying goodbye to Bebe - even just for a few days.

"I'm going to circle the airport a few times," Joanne said from the front seat. "Rose said she'd text me when she and Ed get to the terminal. It'll take a few minutes to park the car and take the shuttle."

"Don't rush, mom," Blaine said.

She snickered at her son's voice. He sounded a little desperate. "Don't worry, honey. She'll be back Sunday night. You'll both be busy with the holiday. You won't even have a chance to miss each other."

Blaine sighed and shook his head as he leaned over and whispered to John, "She's wrong. I'm going to miss you every minute. In fact, I miss you already." He leaned back and smiled.

"I'll miss you, too. I'll send a text when I land and we can talk tomorrow. Ok?" John smiled and Blaine's heart melted.

John's phone chimed, indicating a text. He glanced at it and snorted. He held up the phone and showed it to Blaine. It was from MK. 'HOW'S IT GOING? AT THE AIRPORT, YET? IS ROMEO CRYING?'

Blaine smirked and took out his phone. He sent a text to MK. 'ROMEO ISN'T CRYING, BUT HE'D APPRECIATE IT IF YOU'D MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND LET HIM SAY GOODBYE TO JULIET.'

John giggled at the text and his phone chimed, again. 'UH OH. I THINK ROMEO'S GETTING SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED ALREADY.' John's hand flew to his mouth as he giggled uncontrollably.

Blaine took the phone and read the text. He dropped his hands to his side and shook his head. "Argh! I'm going to need to start hanging out with guys, again. Your girlfriends suck."

"Hey," John couldn't stop laughing at Blaine's expression, "they were your friends, first. And besides, I've met a few of your friends and they DO SUCK. You know that's true."

He sighed and nodded. "True and they don't smell as good as you guys."

"Tell you what," Joanne called over from the front seat, "I'll drop you two off so you can say goodbye without me eavesdropping. I'll keep circling and I'll pick you up after Bebe gets into the TSA line."

"Thanks, mom."

"Thanks, Joanne." The SUV came to a stop in front of the terminal. John leaned over the seat and kissed Joanne's cheek. "Happy Thanksgiving, Joanne. Thanks you for driving me."

Joanne raised her right hand and pulled John's soft cheek against her own in a quasi-hug. "Stay safe, Bebe. Your boyfriend will count the hours until you come back."

John kissed her cheek, again. "So will I!"

Blaine took John's hand and helped him from the SUV. He wheeled the small carry-on bag through the automatic doors while holding John's hand. "Have you heard back from Rita, yet?"

"No. She said it'd be a week or more before she knew if they'd agree to everything and the holiday will probably slow things down a little, too. But, you know what's funny? I'm really happy with my audition. It's like you guys all said at the mall. I'm really ok, no matter what. I did better than I expected and they really liked it. I hope that I get the role, but if I don't, it's not because of anything I did or didn't do and I'm ok with that."

Blane smiled. "I hope that's true." He stopped walking and turned to face John. He let go of the carry-on and he smiled at John while he ran his hands up and down his smooth arms. "Listen, Bebe, I'm going to miss you, but I'm going to worry about you even more than I miss you."

John hugged his boyfriend's chest. "I'll be fine. I promise."

"Yeah? I saw how stressed you were when your mom and sister came out here for the premier. Please don't get all wound up, ok? Stay cool. Don't let them get to you. Ok?"

"Ok. I'll do my best."

"I love you, Beebs."

John laughed at his use of the nickname. "I love you to, Blaine. I'll miss you."

"Hey, you two!" Rose called as they entered the terminal.

"Come on, honey," Ed said, heading to the ticket counter. "We're running a little late. Let's go."

"I'll miss you so much more." He hugged John and gave him a soft, quick, passionate kiss. "See you on Sunday."

"See you Sunday," and John hustled to join Rose and Ed at the counter.

"Ladies and gentlemen," the voice came through the loudspeaker as the plane taxied to the terminal, "welcome to Logan Airport in Boston Massachusetts. Local time is 4:25am and the local temperature is thirty three degrees." Everyone on the plane groaned at the cold temperature.

"Did you pack a winter coat?" Rose asked Ed.

"I have a polar fleece jacket," he said. "You?"

"Yeah, I have one."

"How about you, Bebe?" Ed asked as the plane came to a stop.

"I don't own a winter coat, anymore. I have a sweat shirt."

"A sweat shirt? Bebe, it's cold out. Why didn't you buy one?"

"We looked for a nice coat for her," Rose said as she stretched, "but we couldn't find anything nice. We figured that she'd find one at a good price here. Her mom can bring her to Burlington Coat Factory this afternoon and get her something nice.

Ed stood and shrugged. "Ok, but don't go getting sick on us." He pulled their carry-ons down from the overhead bin and they joined the line to exit the plane.

They checked their phones as they reached the terminal exit. "My limo ride is here," Rose said. "I ordered a car from a service to drive me home. How about you two?"

"My sister says she's two minutes away," John typed a text to his sister to confirm he'd be looking for her.

"My dad is outside. You go ahead, Rosie. I'll wait with Bebe until Nancy arrives."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, go ahead. I'll see you Friday night," he kissed her cheek.

Rose smile and returned the kiss, then turned to John and kissed his cheek as he asked, "Friday night? What are we doing Friday night?"

"'We' aren't doing anything, Beebs. Your uncle and I are going out on a date."

John did a double take at both his cousin and his uncle. Then, with a big smile he said, "What!? A date? When did this come up?"

"None of your business, young lady," Rose poked his nose. "It's a night for grownups." She blew them each another kiss and walked to the exit, her carry-on trailing behind her.

John turned to Ed, his eyes wide open. "A date?"

"Knock it off, Bebe, we're just trying to figure things out."

"I thought you were gay!?"

"And I thought you were a guy. Things change."

"Ooo, touché!"

As he giggled at the embarrassment he was causing Ed, a blue Dodge Journey pulled up by the crosswalk in the second driveway in front of the terminal exit. The passenger door opened and Nancy appeared. John let out a long breath. "There's Nancy. Oh, well. Here goes nothing. Happy anniversary, Uncle Ed." He hugged him and Ed bowed his head to receive and deliver kisses.

"Happy Thanksgiving, sweetheart. Remember, I'm just a phone call away."

Nancy entered the terminal, obviously irritated that John had not come running fast enough. "All set?" She asked.

"Yep," John started for the door.

Nancy looked at John's uncle, a bit of contempt in her eyes. "Ed," she nodded, coolly.

"Nancy," Ed smirked and nodded. "Happy Thanksgiving." He watched them head out the door.

"Did I just see you kiss Ed, goodbye?" Nancy's voice was smug and superior.

"Don't start on me, Nancy."

"'Don't start on me...'" Nancy smirked and mimicked him. "I'm here in the middle of the night to pick up my little brother who's now my little sister and I see him kissing his childhood friend, who's also his guardian, and the first thing I get is 'Don't start on me'? Come on, Johnny..."

John came to a dead stop at the sound of his old name.

"What's the matter?" Nancy asked, perturbed.

"Never mind," John turned and headed back to the terminal. "I'll call for an Uber."

Nancy fumed for a moment, then turned to the driver of the Journey and held up her open palms in an expression of extreme frustration. Then, she ran after her brother.

When she stepped in front of him, she said, "Ok, ok, I'm sorry. I'm just tired, ok?" She sighed. "Oh, why does it always have to be like this with us, Johnny?"

John leaned his head back and shook it, then headed towards the door, again.

Nancy grabbed his arm. "Alright, Alright... BIANCA!" She said, pronouncing the name with great exaggeration.

John stepped close and in an angry whisper said, "Nancy, we are in a public place, for crying out loud. Anyone can hear you. My name is Bebe and you know it. Why are you being like this?"

Nancy shook her head in frustration. "Oh, for crying out loud. Ok, BEBE," again she over pronounced the name, "I apologize. I've been working for twenty-six hours and I'm tired, ok? I don't live in this fantasy world that you live in, BEBE, I work long, hard hours with very sick people. I'm sorry if I don't live up to your expectations, that I'm not acting like part of your entourage..."

"Entourage!?" John was shocked.

"... but I just want to get out of Boston, get back to Worcester and take a long shower before falling asleep for a few hours. Do you understand me?"

"That's an apology?" John was livid. "Nancy, I didn't ask you to come here. I could have hired a car. Mom said you volunteered for this. Now, just go home and I'll call an Uber." He headed into the terminal again.

As John looked through his phone, searching for the Uber app, a tall, man with a heavy beard walked up, next to him and extended his hand. "Hi, Bebe, I'm Walter."

John looked up, knowing that the man wanted a picture. "Hi, Walter," he said with a distracted smile. "I'm sorry, but this is really not a good time. If you don't mind..."

"No, Bebe, I'm not a fan," the man interrupted. "Well, I am a fan, but... I'm also dating your sister."

John looked confused.

"I drove her here," he said.

"Oh," John began to realize that the man had witnessed the whole confrontation. "Oh, Umm, Walter, umm, I'm sorry that you had to see that. I'm just... well, I'm going to call for a ride, ok?"

The man shook his head and took the handle of John's carry-on. "No, you're not. I'm sorry, Bebe. Nancy was tired and wound up before we even left the hospital. To tell you the truth, I think she's pretty jealous." John noticed that the man was missing several teeth on the right side of his smile.

"Jealous? Of what?"

"Of what!? Bebe, you're her fifteen year old sister and you're a major star in Hollywood. She's worked her ass off - school, med school, long hours as a resident - while you rocketed to the top while you should be in high school! Can't you see how that might make her, at least a little bit, jealous?"

Suddenly, John felt bad for his sister. He looked out through the plate glass and saw his sister sitting in the light blue SUV - not even a nice SUV; a five or six year old, not particularly well maintained, mid priced vehicle. Nancy's face was turned away from the window, but her head was leaning on her hand. She was, obviously, upset.

"Come on, Bebe," the man said. "Let's go, ok? It'll be ok?"

John sighed. "Ok."

As they walked towards the door, John asked, "Do you work at the hospital with Nancy?"

The man smiled and chuckled at that. "No, no, no, I don't work work with Nancy. I work for the town of Newton. I drive a truck. Street repair. Snow Plowing. Stuff like that. We met at a coffee shop. We started dating back in August."

Back in August? Why hadn't Nancy or his mother mentioned it?

As Walter opened the back hatch of the vehicle and put the small suitcase in, John took a good look at Walter. He was older than Nancy by a few years, anyway. Maybe even over thirty or thirty-five. He was not very well dressed and smelled a bit of cigarette smoke. Nancy had never been serious about anyone before, why would she settle for someone like this? Maybe he was a nice guy, but he wasn't Nancy's intellectual equal by a long shot and he seemed... coarser than someone that Nancy would be attracted to. This seemed very un-Nancy-like. What was going on?

"Why don't you jump in behind Nancy," he said as he went to get in the driver's side.

As he opened the car, it occurred to John that this was the first time that he'd opened his own car door in months. Maybe he was living in a fantasy world of a sort! But then he noticed the empty food containers on the floor of the Dodge and the smell of cigarettes, pot and beer. Now, instead of being angry with Nancy, he was worried about her. He tossed the Chinese food boxes and empty cups from McDonalds, Burger King and Wahlburgers to the other side of the car, then climbed in. Before he had a chance to buckle his seat belt, Walter was zooming out of the passenger pickup area and headed for the Mass Pike.

John watched the familiar scenery flying by, but he didn't feel at all nostalgic for it. He liked Boston a lot, but this was John's past. It wasn't part of Bebe's life. That began in September in Los Angeles.

The radio blared out classic rock as they passed through Watertown and Newton and headed out into the Metro-West area. John could hear Walter and Nancy talking, but the music was loud enough to keep him from understanding what was being said. Pretty soon, Nancy seemed to drift off.

"Did you hear what I said?" Walter called back. He turned down the radio enough so that he could speak to John.

"No. I'm sorry, I didn't," John replied.

"I said, 'What's it like to live in LA?'"

"Oh, I like just fine," John said.

"Is it like Boston? I mean, noisy and lots of traffic?"

"Kinda," John shrugged. "I mean, it's a lot bigger than Boston, and more confusing, too. The traffic is much worse, too, but the sun shines a lot more and it's a lot warmer."

"Cool," Walter nodded and drove on. "Have you been to the Chateau Marmont?"

"The what?" John hadn't even heard of the infamous place.

"The Chateau Marmont! You know, Hunter S Thompson lived there in his heyday and John Belushi died there. I think Johnny Depp lives there, too. It's a very cool place."

"No. I've never been there."

"Really!? I'd love to go there."

John just shrugged.

"Not up your alley, huh?"

"I don't know, Walter." John wasn't really enjoying the conversation. "I only just turned fifteen. I don't really travel around the city. I just go to school and work."

"Oh, man. That sucks. No sight seeing?"

"I went to Disneyland, once, for my birthday," he admitted, "and I went to Disney Studios for an audition, but that's about it. Mostly, I just hang out with my friends."

Walter was about to ask another question when his phone rang. "Tony! What's up?"

John looked out the window and watched the world fly by for a few moments before a thought hit him. Who was calling Walter at 4:15 in the morning?

"Yeah, sure, man," Walter continued, "I can get it to you in a few hours. No can do, dude, I'm taking my girl to Worcester to drop her and her kid sister off."

'Kid?' Thought John.

"About 10:00, I think," Walter spoke into the phone. "Sure thing, dude. Meet me at the Dunkin' Donuts on Washington. Cool. See you then."

When he disconnected the call, Walter turned to John and said, "Sorry. Business, you know?"

"I thought you drove a truck."

"I do a lot of things, Bebe. Gotta pay the bills, you know. We're not all movie stars."

John sighed. "Neither am I."

When they reached his mother's street, John leaned forward and shook Nancy's shoulder. She woke up with a grunt. "We're home," John said.

"Oh," she sat up and blinked her eyes.

The brakes squealed as Walter stopped in front of the house. The sky was just brightening. "I gotta run, babe," Walter said. He leaned over and gave Nancy an aggressive kiss on the lips and, John noticed, a squeeze on her left breast.

"Yeah, ok," Nancy said dispassionately. She opened the door and stepped out.

John tried to open his door, but it wouldn't open. "Oh, Yeah," Walter said. "That handle's broken. Nancy, you have to open her door from the outside."

Nancy shook her head and opened the door. "Hey," she said, quietly, as if greeting John for the first time that morning. She hugged John as he stepped out of the SUV.

She led her very confused brother around to the back of the vehicle where she opened the hatch and pulled out his carry-on. Then she put her arm around John as they headed into the house. Without a word, Walter pulled out.

As they entered the house, Nancy said, "Welcome, home, hon. You should get yourself to bed."

John stood confused. "Nancy?"

She turned with a questioning look.

"What's going on?" He asked.

"What?" Nancy squinted.

"At the airport...? You were such a bitch. Now... what's going on?"

Nancy rolled her eyes. "Was I? I'm sorry, Johnny... sorry, Bebe. I was just wiped from a long shift. We do twelve hour shifts at Tufts, you know."

"Tufts? Since when do you work at Tufts? You were at Mass General."

"Yeah. I had to move to Tufts. Long story."

"But you were so happy there before... and what about Walter? Are you serious about him?"

"Walter?" She thought for a couple of seconds. "No, we're not really serious. Why?"

John tried to think of a way of saying, 'Because he's a creep,' but his thoughts were interrupted when his mother came down the stairs.

"Well, what a great way to wake up - with both of my kids in my living room!"

She hugged and kissed each of them.

"I'm going to upstairs and take a real quick shower before I go to bed. Love you, mom. Love you, Bebe."

"Do you want to go bed, too, or will you join me in the kitchen and talk for a few minutes," Marilyn asked.

"I'd like to talk," John followed his mother into the kitchen.

"How was your flight?" She asked.

"It was fine. I slept most of the way. Mom, can I ask you a question?"

"Sure, honey. What is it?"

"Is Nancy ok?"

"Well, sure, I think so. Why?"

He explained the differences between Nancy's behavior at the air port and then how she behaved after she slept.

"Oh, I imagine she's just over tired. She's been going all out since she started at Tufts."

"Yeah, and about that, why did she leave Mass General?"

Marilyn sighed as she sat and John sat across from her. "To tell you the truth, honey, your sister has been going through a lot recently. She didn't want me to tell you, but she lost her job at Boston General and she had a hard time finding a new one. She lost her car because she couldn't make the payments. She's had it rough, honey, but her new job has been a life saver."

"Mom!" John was shocked. Nancy was always the responsible one. This didn't make sense. "How could you have let her lose her car!? I would have helped! I have all that money in my trust fund. She didn't need to lose her car!"

"Well, to tell you the truth, honey," Marilyn patted his hand, "I didn't know about that or her job until we were on the plane to visit you. We had a pretty tense few days. I'm sorry if we seemed out of sorts while we were out there. We had a lot to work out, but she made me promise not to tell you. It's all over now, though, but please, don't mention any of it to her."

Marilyn got up and put a K-Cup into her Keurig coffee maker and pushed a button.

John digested what his mother had told him. He'd kind of hated both his mother and sister since that visit. Now, he felt confused. He considered everything he'd been told and he was concerned. Still, Nancy's behavior was more confusing than this explanation could justify.

"What do you think of Walter," John asked.

Marilyn turned, folded her arms and leaned back against the counter. "I don't know, honey," she said. "You can't control who your kids fall in love with. He doesn't make a great first impression, that's for sure, but Nancy seems to like him. What do you think of him?"

John scoffed. "What's not to like? I got to spend an hour and a half with him in his filthy, smelly car while he blasted Led Zeppelin and Def Leppard and my sister snored. It was a perfect opportunity to get to know him."

Marilyn snickered. "Sorry, honey. I was going to pick you up, but Nancy really wanted to. I thought she wanted to make amends with you."

John nodded. "Should I be worried about her?"

"I don't know, baby," she said. "People go through phases in their lives. It's too bad that you entered a very positive phase just as Nancy entered a negative one. That may have exacerbated her depression, but I think she's getting over it. Maybe having some sister time with you will be good for her."

It was nearly 1:00 that afternoon when John woke up. He came down stairs to an empty house and a note from his mother that read, 'Hi, Honey. Nancy and I went to do some shopping. I'll pick up a coat for you. If you don't love it, we can go out together on Friday or Saturday and get another. Love you.'

He looked through the cupboards and the refrigerator, but he couldn't find anything inspiring to make for breakfast. He'd need to ask his mom to pick up some fruit and yogurt. So, he went upstairs to change. He put on a fresh bra and panty, then pulled out his cosmetics to get ready. Of course, since this was John's room, Bebe couldn't really do his hair and makeup there. He looked into Nancy's room and noticed that her vanity was, for the most part, vacant, so he decided to use it.

He spread his makeup and applicators and began his morning regime, even though it was early afternoon. When his face was done, he began working on his hair. It just wasn't coming together for him, though. He plugged in his curling iron and waited a few moments for it to heat up.

He looked around the room. Nancy had only lived here part time for the last eight-plus years, so it still resembled a high school girl's room. It was cute and neat, but then something incongruous leapt out at him. On her night stand, he spotted an open pill bottle. It was larger than he'd normally seen around the house. It made him wonder what it was for, so he reached over and picked it up.

There was no label, but it was about half filled with white, oval shaped pills with the numbers '10/325' impressed on them. He wondered what they were. He picked up his phone and googled the description of the pills. He read the description and he felt a warm wash of fear cross over his body.

He opened up Goggle again and this time entered the name of the drug and the word 'symptoms of abuse." He read article after article and took note of everything.

Finally, he called up his 'contacts' app and pressed the proper name. It rang three times before someone picked up. "Hi, Dr. Shapiro? This is Bebe. I need some advice."

It was nearly 6:30 before John returned home. "Is that you honey?" Marilyn called from the kitchen.

"Yeah, it's me, mom," John entered and pulled off the sweatshirt he was wearing.

"Where have you been, honey?"

"Oh, I had to run a few errands. I called an Uber and took care of it. I also picked up a few groceries. I'm sorry, but I'm on a pretty strict diet. I picked up what I needed."

Marilyn took the bag from John and put the fruit and yogurt into the fridge. "That's fine, baby. You were gone a long time, though. The store is just around the corner."

"I had to deal with a few other things, too."

"You didn't buy a coat, did you? Because I bought you the cutest coat! Come here."

Marilyn lead John into her office, where she picked up a white, cloth coat, with a fluffy, faux-fur collar and big, black buttons that formed a double breasted silhouette. There was a white belt and the bottom flared out and landed just at his knees. It was warm and comfy and absolutely adorable.

John pulled it on, buttoned it up and looked at his reflection in the mirror. "Oh, mom, it's beautiful! I love it! Thank you, so much!"

"You're welcome, dear," she beamed at his reaction. "I enjoyed buying younger clothes for a change. Nancy's a bit more conservative than this coat, now."

"How is Nancy, today?" John asked, sounding concerned.

"Oh, ok, I guess, honey. She's been very moody for the last few months. I am a little concerned. Hopefully, she'll feel better when her residency is over. Becoming a doctor is very challenging. I think it's taking its toll on her."

John nodded and sighed. "I hope she's ok."

"I'm sure she is, baby," his mother hugged him in his pretty little coat. "Nancy's a smart girl. She'll be ok."

At 2:00pm, on the dot, on Thanksgiving afternoon, as was Marilyn's tradition, dinner was served in the dining room, a room that was reserved to three or four meals a year. Everything smelled amazing!

Marilyn wore a comfortable, but pretty, mid-length blue skirt with a beige, button down top and black flats. Simple and pretty.

Nancy wore a pair of clean jeans, a white, button down shirt and an old pair of flip flops. Not sloppy, but not dressy. She did look pretty, but tired.

They were already seated when John entered. He'd spent a good deal of time on his hair and makeup. His lips were darker than his usual, young pink, and his hair was full and shiny. He wore a mauve, fit and flare, knee length dress - the stretchy top had a V-neck and sleeves that ended just where his elbows bent. There was a hidden zipper up his back and, something John always looked for in a dress, pockets. His feet looked beautiful in two-inch heals that had just a thin strap across the 'vamp' and an even thinner strap around his ankles. The shoes were the same color as the dress, as were his finger and toenails. His earrings were pearl studs and, of course, the ubiquitous silver B.B. hung from from the dainty chain around his neck.

"Holy moly!" Marilyn laughed. "Ladies and gentlemen, the movie start has arrived!"

John smiled, but stopped before sitting. "I'm sorry, am I over dressed?"

"Yes," said Nancy

But Marilyn laughed her off with a big, "No! You look absolutely beautiful, dear. Nancy and I will have to try to rise to your level for Christmas, that's all." She beamed at the beauty that he son presented as he smoothed his skirts and sat at the table.

"Before we begin," Marilyn said, "I just want to say that I am incredibly thankful to have my girls with me today and to know that they are both beautiful, confident women who are doing so well."

"Thanks, mom," Nancy said, but her smile was fleeting and she didn't retain a lot of eye contact.

"Thanks, mom," John smiled at his mother, then at his sister.

They devoured turkey and potatoes and yams and celery and cranberry sauce. John's eyes were bigger than his stomach and he quickly ran out of space. Within a half-hour, he was sitting back with his hand on his abdomen. "Ug," he groaned, "as my friend Ella says, 'I think I'm having a food-baby.'"

Marilyn laughed, but things were interrupted when Nancy's phone rang. "I have to take this. It's work."

Marilyn nodded, a little disappointed that she hadn't left her phone out of the dining room, as was their Thanksgiving rule. She returned to finishing her meal.

John sipped water, but strained to hear what Nancy was saying.

"Hi. - No, I haven't had a chance to ask her, yet. - Wally, this is embarrassing for me, you know. - Yeah, well, you're not a doctor, Wally. I am." She let out a very frustrated sigh. "No. I only have enough for myself, right now. I can try to get some on my next shift. - I can't guarantee anything, Wally. It all depends on who my supervisor is."

"That must be delicious water," Marilyn said, rousing John from his listening.

"Huh? What?"

"Don't eavesdrop on Nancy, honey. It's not polite."

"I'm not eaves... mom, I'm really worried about Nancy. I think she might be in trouble."

Marilyn looked from her youngest child to the doorway where her oldest could be heard mumbling into her phone, then back again. "I am, too, Bebe." John noticed that this was this first time since he arrived that his mother had used his new name. They both heard Nancy saying goodbye. "We'll talk when we have some privacy, ok?"

John nodded.

They cleared the table and laid out the dessert, apple pie with vanilla ice cream and slices of cheddar cheese. They all enjoyed the combination of flavors. Marilyn and Nancy each had two slices. John couldn't finish his first slice, but did indulge in a second helping of the ice cream, which came from a local dairy and had a flavor that you could only find in ice cream made in New England.

When they were all about to enter a food coma, they sat back in their chairs and smiled at each other. At this point, John figured that now was as good a time as any to say what he wanted to say.

"Mom?"

"Yes, honey?"

"I know that this is Thanksgiving and we don't usually exchange gifts, but I got something for you." Out of one of the pockets of his skirts, he pulled a small box wrapped in silver foil and bearing a small silver bow.

"Oh, well, thank you, dear," she accepted the gift and smiled at her pretty, little son.

She unwrapped the present to find what was, obviously, a jeweler's box which contained a ring. She opened it to find a beautiful, silver ring with two stones, one a small, but beautiful diamond, the other a bright blue topaz. Marilyn had always preferred silver jewelry to gold and the setting was simple, but elegant. "Oh, my, oh, my," she gasped. "Bebe... its just beautiful."

She handed the box to Nancy to see.

"It's a mother's ring," John explained. "The diamond is for April, Nancy's month, and the topaz is for November, my month. I hope it fits."

Nancy handed it back to her mother who removed the ring and tried it on. "It fits beautifully, baby," there was a tear in her eye. "Thank you. How did they size it correctly?"

"I took a ring out of your jewelry box and had them match that." He made a playfully guilty face. "I hope you don't mind."

"Oh, don't be silly. It's just beautiful, dear. Thank you."

John smiled, then turned to his sister. "Nancy, I got you this." He handed her an envelope.

She took the envelope and gave an expectant chuckle. "You got me an envelope! Oh, you shouldn't have!" She teased.

But when she opened it, she turned pale. She looked up quickly and stared at her little brother.

"What is it, dear?" Marilyn asked.

She looked at her mother, then back at her brother. "Johnny... I can't accept this."

John didn't even blink. "Yes, you can. You need it."

"What is it?" Marilyn snatched the envelope and looked at what it contained. It took her breath away as well. There was a cashier's check with a 'Post-It Note' adhered to it. The note read, "Nancy, use this to buy a new car. I love you. Bebe." The cashier's check read "Pay to: Nancy Foley. Amount: Thirty Thousand Dollars." Marilyn finally took a shaky breath and said, "Honey, this is very generous, but, I think that Nancy may be right..."

John's Eyes never left his sister. They remained soft and loving. "Nancy, I love you and you need it. I won't take it back. It's yours. Please, use it for a car. I know you can't buy anything too fancy, but thirty thousand should be able to get you something nice and reliable. It's yours. End of story."

Suddenly, John looked much more confident and secure than he'd looked in months.

"Johnny..." Nancy sputtered, "...I don't know what to say."

"Don't say anything," John smiled some more, "but before we're done, I got you something else, too."

He handed her another envelope. Nancy opened it and looked at it, confused. "Mountain View? Assisted detox? John, what the hell is this?" Her voice had an edge to it.

John could tell she was getting angry. Yesterday, before taking any steps, he'd talked to Dr Shapiro and she'd warned him to remain perfectly calm and not let Nancy draw him into a conflict. "I talked to my therapist, Nancy, and she says this is the best clinic in New England for drug problems."

"Drug problems!?" Marilyn was confused.

John continued in his soft, even tone. "They specialize in doctors and nurses who get hooked on things like Percocet."

"What!?" Marilyn's Eyes shout wide open as Nancy's hand shot to her mouth and her eyes narrowed. "Nancy!?" Marilyn was pale. "Are you taking drugs!? Percocet!?"

"Who the fuck do you think you are!?" Nancy glared at John. "You waltz in here with more money than brains and think you can help 'save' me!?"

"I just want to help you, Nancy."

"HOW!?" Nancy screamed, now. "By telling my mother I'm a drug addict!?"

"Nancy!?" Marilyn was falling apart. "Nancy, are you...?"

Nancy stood and threw the envelopes at John. "You cocky little faggot!" She screamed. "Coming to dinner in a dress that cost more than I make in a week and acting like your shit doesn't stink. Who the FUCK do you think you are, you little fairy!?"

Now, Marilyn stood and slammed her hands down on the table. "Nancy! Sit down and..."

"Oh, shut the fuck up, mom!" Marilyn was stunned into silence. "You and your little princess think you can sit in judgement over me!? Well, fuck you, both!"

She turned and headed towards the stairway, but John jumped up and hurried to get in front of her. "Nancy, please, let me help you. It's twenty-eight Days. If you go by Monday, you'll be back home by Christmas. Please, give it a try. I can't stand to think of you with this kind of..."

He was silenced when Nancy's right hand came in contact with his left cheek. The slap was loud, hard and painful to both of them.

"LEAVE ME ALONE, GODDAMNIT!" Nancy's voice had become an unnatural shriek. She slapped him again, this time making him stumble backwards. "I'll mess up your pretty, little, faggy face so bad that the great Bebe Foley will never appear on TV again. How would you like that? Then you'd lose your handsome boyfriend, too. Oh, wouldn't that be a shame, little girl?" Her volume remained loud and her tone became mocking. "Poor little Bianca lost her boyfriend because she wasn't pretty anymore. Now, she has to find some other little boy to jam his dick up her ass. Poor little thing!"

"Nancy! Stop it!" Marilyn didn't know what to do. She'd never been in a situation like this before. She'd never heard Nancy use language like this before.

"Oh, just shut up and leave me alone!" She ran up the stairs.

Marilyn ran to John. "Are you ok?"

He nodded.

"Is Nancy really...? Is she taking drugs?"

John nodded as he rubbed his cheek. "I think she's taking a lot of them, mom. I found the bottle of Percocet in her room. It was big and it was two-thirds empty."

Nancy came running down the stairs, her coat, purse and a small bag in her hand. "I'm out of here," she said as she pushed past them. She stopped at the door and turned to shout, "Happy Fucking Thanksgiving!" before she slammed the door.

Marilyn ran to the door and struggled with it for a moment before opening it just in time to see her own car speeding out of the driveway and down the street.

She came back in and ran to the phone.

"Mom, don't call the police," John begged.

"John," Marilyn spoke firmly, "Nancy has my car and a supply of Percocet! I'm not going to let her hurt herself! What if she has an accident!?"

"Mom, if you report the car stolen, she'll be arrested and then she'll never come back. And she doesn't have any Percocet. I took them all and replaced them with Tylenol."

Marilyn put the phone down. She rubbed her forehead, then looked at John. She took a few steps toward him and hugged him. "Are you ok?"

He nodded. "I'm sorry, mom. I had to do it. She could die." He'd didn't mean to, but he started sobbing.

Marilyn sobbed, too. "I know, baby. I know. Maybe there was a better way to handle this, but you're right - it had to be done. I just wish you'd told me about it."

"I couldn't mom. You never would have let me spent the money for the rehab center."

She leaned back and looked at him, concerned. "Why? How much did the rehab place cost?"

"It doesn't matter, mom..."

"Yes it does, John, and I'm going to see the statement, anyway. What did the rehab place cost?"

John looked around, avoiding making eye contact, until he finally said, "Nineteen Thousand, five hundred dollars."

Marilyn's eyes grew wide. "John Robert Foley!" She wasn't being mean, she was just revved up and that was the name she always used to scold this particular child. "You spent twenty-thousand dollars and then handed her thirty thousand dollars!? That's fifty thousand dollars in one day!? You can't spend money like that, you know that! How did you even access that much money?"

"I went to the bank. The five hundred dollar limit you put on my account only applies to my debit card. I can take money out at the counter."

Marilyn sagged. "Good God, Almighty, John... fifty thousand dollars!!! That's a fortune!"

"Mom, I have a fortune, or at least a lot of money. Fifty thousand dollars is nothing. The show is going to be renewed and Rita is negotiating my salary for a film... I can afford to spend fifty thousand dollars - hell, I can afford to spend five hundred thousand dollars if it helps my sister! Mom, this guy she's with... he's a drug dealer. I think she's stealing Oxycodone and selling it. She needs help and I can help her!"

"Oxycodone!? I thought you said she was taking Percocet." Marilyn held up her hands.

"Same thing, mom. Percocet is just a brand name."

There was silence.

"Well, What do we do now?" Marilyn asked as she collapsed into a chair.

"Wait, I guess." John sat on the couch and tucked his legs under him. "Hopefully, she'll come back."

It was 10:06pm. The house had gone dark, but neither John nor Marilyn had moved since Nancy stormed out. Occasionally, one or the other sighed or said something, but for the most part, it was quiet.

Marilyn's phone chimed. She looked at the screen. It was a text from Nancy. 'MOM. I REALLY MESSED UP. I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. CAN I COME HOME?'

She read the text to John, then replied, 'OF COURSE. PLEASE COME HOME. I LOVE YOU.'

'I LOVE YOU, TOO.'

The second that the text came through, the front door opened and Nancy entered. She came and sat on the coach, near John.

"Should I leave?" John asked.

"Why?" Nancy asked. "You already seem to know everything."

John leaned back and waited for Nancy to speak. She put her elbows on her knees and her forehead in her hand. She sat that way for a long, long time. Finally, she said, "I've really fucked things up, mom. I need some help."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 15

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  • Sweet / Sentimental

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Bebe in LaLa Land: 15

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

The family of three return to Massachusetts for Thanksgiving. It is a time of discovery for Ed and Rose.
For John, too, but his discoveries are more difficult to deal with. This chapter is a series of contrasts between
one of the best Thanksgivings ever and one of the worst. It's a slightly different approach for me.
Thank you all for sticking with Bebe and me!


 
Author's Note: Please let me know your thoughts and critiques on this chapter?? ~Clara.
 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 15 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
GOING HOME -or- IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU'RE GOING, ANY ROAD WILL GET YOU THERE
 

"Hi." The woman smiled as she opened the front door of the charming, colonial farm house. "You must be Ed. I've heard so much about you. I'm Eileen, Rosemary's mother. Come right is."

"Thank you, Eileen." Ed came in and handed the woman a bottle of rather expensive wine. "Here, I brought this for you."

"Oh, well, that's awfully nice of you, Ed. That was t necessary, though, I mean, you and Rosemary are headed out for dinner, anyway. But thank you."

Ed smiled. "I know, but Rosie said that you liked wine. I don't know much about it, actually, but the guy at the store recommended this. I hope you like it."

She read the label and was impressed by the name of the winery. "Oh, I'm sure I will. Umm, did you just refer to Rosemary as Rosie?"

Ed nodded. "Yes."

"Huh," the woman smiled. "I have never once heard anyone refer to her as Rosie. She has always been Rosemary or Rose."

Ed laughed. "See, I didn't know her real name was Rosemary, or I would have called her that."

The woman smiled, but went to the foot of the beautiful, two hundred year old staircase and called up, "Oh, Rosie! Rosie! Your little friend is here." She looked at Ed with a smirk on her face. "She'll be right down. I'm sorry that my husband isn't here. I know he'd like to meet you, but he always flies to Florida for the weekend after Thanksgiving to golf with his brother. Do you golf, Ed?"

"Oh, um, no ma'am." Ed shook his head. "I never learned how."

"Well, despite the many hours that my husband spends trying to get better at it, I believe that the game is essentially just about getting a little ball into a hole. I'm sure you could learn. If you'd ever like to get to know Rosemary's father, you should probably learn how to play."

Ed smiled and nodded.

"Ed," Rose said from the stairway. "I didn't know that you were here. I'm sorry I made you wait. You're a little early." She kissed his cheek.

"Hey, Rosemary." Ed grinned as he kissed he back. "I've missed you."

"I've missed you, too," Rose replied as she immediately got caught up in Ed's beautiful eyes, "but if you ever call me 'Rosemary' again, I'll kick you from here to hell and back again." She smiled and kissed him, again.

"Ed tells me that he calls you Rosie," her mother teased. "As I recall, that name was forbidden in this house."

Rose smiled. "It still is."

"Then you need to explain that to your gentleman caller."

Rose smirked. "He has my permission. No one else, though. No one! Never!" Rose kissed her mother and took Ed's arm. "We'll be home late. Love you, mom."

As they walked to Ed's rented car, a Mercedes SL, Ed took her hand and teased, "You never told me that you didn't like to be called Rosie."

"Yuck! It's an awful name, isn't it? It sounds like a maid's name. Or a waitress in a greasy dinner?"

Ed chuckled. "No. I think it sounds beautiful and musical. Like the start of a beautiful, rosy day."

"See?" She hugged him as he opened the door for her. "That's why I love it when YOU say it."

He smiled and, before she could insert herself into the luxury sedan, he kissed her, but not like he'd not a thousand times before. This time he kissed her on her lips and the kiss was soft and warm and lingering. When, at last, they parted, she smiled at him and looked as if she'd just heard a very funny joke.

"What?" Ed asked with a nervous chuckle.

"I've been waiting five months for that kiss."

"And?"

"And... you did not disappoint, Mr McNeal." She gave him a brief, affection, second kiss, then pulled herself into the car.

Ed closed the door gently, then proceeded to let himself into the driver's side. "Your Mom was watching through the window." He said as he pushed the ignition button.

Rose grinned and took Ed's hand. "She's jealous. She loves you on the show. I think she's crushing on you."

"Want me to go back in and kiss her, then?"

Rose laughed. "You'd make her night, I can tell you that."

He put the car in gear and pulled out into the street. "I'll catch her when I drop you off."

As they drove through the early evening gloom of a November evening in rural Massachusetts, they chatted. Mostly, about how strange it was to come home after living on their own for months. It was different than college. Coming home from college was like... well... coming home. This was more like leaving home. They missed each other, and Bebe.

"Where are we going?" Rose asked. Ed had taken a route that she did not recognize.

"Well, since your family decided to live in the middle of nowhere, Boston was out of the question. I found a little five-star place up in Barre, though. It's a B&B, but Yelp says that their food is amazing."

"Well, aren't you something?" Rose chuckled.

"When you're taking a television star out to dinner, you have to prepare."

Marilyn's minivan was noisier than anything John had traveled in for months, except, of course, for Walter's beat up Dodge Journey. John sat in the back seat behind his mother. Nancy rode in the front passenger seat. It was dark and the unfamiliar, dark, two lane highway that was Rt 2 was getting smaller and more winding as they worked their way further and further into The Berkshire Mountains.

"Maybe we should do this in the daytime," Nancy murmured, a bit disconsolate.

"No, they said that we could check in at any time. Besides, we've been on the road for almost three hours. We're pretty close now. Honestly, I didn't know that you could drive this far and still be in
Massachusetts."

Nancy nodded. She looked into the back seat at her brother who was huddled in a sweatshirt and wrapped up in a New England Patriots' fleece blanket. "Why didn't you wear the coat we picked out for you?"

John took his attention away from the darkened window and said, "It seemed too nice to wear in the car for so long."

Nancy smiled. Her grungy little brother didn't want to mess up his pretty new coat. It was funny, but until now she'd been able to disassociate the little girl on Civil Disobedience from her brother. She knew it was John, but it really wasn't. It was just a girl on TV. Bebe was real though and she needed to come to terms with that.

"Johnny," she said, quietly, "I'm sorry."

John shrugged. "I know."

"No, Johnny, you don't. I should have been... better."

"Nan... it wasn't your fault."

She snickered. "But it was, Johnny. It was all my fault. I stole the drugs. I took them. And worst of all... I treated you like shit... and I'm sorry."

"In two miles," the voice of Google Maps said through the radio, "take the exit."

"We're nearly there," Marilyn said. "Ten minutes."

Nancy nodded. She was dreading this. She'd heard about the rigors of detox and she wasn't looking forward to it. She hadn't admitted it to her mother or brother, but she'd been taking the drugs for well over a year. She'd been able to go unnoticed for a long time, then Walter came into her life and things got a lot more complicated. She'd lost her position at Mass General and barely avoided an arrest. When the drugs weren't available as easily anymore, she became reliant upon Walter - that made things an awful lot worse.

"Johnny," Nancy said, again, "I'm very... well... thank you, Johnny. And I know that Johnny doesn't exist anymore, but.." her voice became a little shaky. "... no matter what... I never stopped loving you. I know that it didn't look like it, but..." a tear rolled down her cheek. "...I'm just so, so, sorry that I've been such a crappy, bitch of a sister when you needed me."

"Nancy," John was having a hard time controlling his own emotions, "who knows where I'd be if you hadn't diagnosed what was happening to me. I guess I was just too wrapped up in everything that was happening to me that I didn't pay attention to what you needed."

Nancy reached back and squeezed his hand. "Never again, Johnny, ok?"

He nodded.

"And Johnny," she smiled, "I'll never call you anything other than Bebe, again, but you'll always be my little Johnny."

"We're here," Marilyn said flatly as she turned into the driveway. She'd remained uncharacteristically quiet through most of the trip. She pulled the van to a stop in front of the stairs to the building. It was 9:45pm, it was dark and it was windy. How could she leave her child here? Didn't she need to be at home where her mother could help her heal? This wasn't right. These strangers... they didn't know Nancy. Was this the right thing. She undid her seatbelt and reached for the door handle, but Nancy stopped her.

"No, mom, I'll go in by myself. It's time that I started acting like a grownup."

Marilyn nodded and stared at her daughter. Her chin quivered as she watched her daughter pull her coat more tightly around herself and prepared to leave her.

"I'll see you on the twenty-third, I guess." Nancy was having a hard time speaking. "Mom... I'm so sorry I let you down."

"Nancy..." Marilyn's voice was filled with tears, even as she refused to cry. "You couldn't... Oh, honey, just get through this, baby. I love you."

Nancy nodded, then smiled at her mother, then at her brother, then, in a very quiet voice, she said, "Bye," and got out of the car, closed the door and walked up the stairs and into the building.

Marilyn watched until she was gone, then put the mini van in gear and drove to the end of the parking lot where she stopped, put the van in park, took a deep breath and let everything out, with deep sorrow filled moans and self deprecating shouts of, "You stupid, stupid woman! How could you not have seen that she needed you!? Stupid, stupid idiot!"

The the driver's door opened and a little girl appeared before her. A girl she recognized, but was unsure that she could never really claim as her own child, but the child wrapped her arms around her and held her tightly. "I'm so sorry mom. I'm so sorry." Then the child wept as well.

"Oh, my this all looks so beautiful," Rose said as her plate was placed before her.

"Is everything ok?" The proprietor of the elegant B&B appeared by the table. His smile was big and welcoming.

"Everything looks delicious." Ed smiled and spread his napkin across his lap.

"Wonderful," the man said. "And, by the way, I'm a huge fan of your show."

"Oh, thank you," Rose sang to him.

"I was just curious," the man looked about to be sure he wouldn't be over heard. "I saw your interview on Ellen and, well... I didn't think you two were... involved. If you don't mind me asking... is this a date?"

Ed and Rose exchanged smiles.

"First date, in fact," Ed said.

The man clapped once, then realized that he may attract unwanted attention. "I'm so happy for you both!" He left with a huge smile on his face. What a story this would make for years to come

"Oh, this is amazing!" Rose said as she sampled her trout. "How is yours?"

"It's delicious." Ed put down his knife and fork. "Rosie," he sounded more like a young man in love than he'd ever sounded before, "I know that this is our first 'official' date, but you know how I feel about you, don't you."

Rose took another small bite and looked around the charming dining room. "I do, Ed, and you know how I feel about you, too."

He held his palms open. "So? What do you say we give this whole 'being a couple' thing a shot, then?"

Rose smiled at his sudden boyishness. "Ed... You and I both know that there's a lot more to this than just 'going steady' or something like that. We live together, we work together and we are both responsible for someone else. Put that all together and it's already a mess. Then add in the fact that we have suddenly become some kind of celebrities and our lives, well, your life, anyway, seems to be the subject of a paparazzi frenzy, and I just don't know how we are meant to move forward."

"Move forward? As what?"

"As friends, Ed. As partners. As... lovers... whatever. It's all so damned complicated."

Ed nodded and thought, "How about this, then."

God, that smile and those eyes. She was melting.

"How about, for the foreseeable future, I'll love you and you'll love me and that will be how we live. Screw the press and the paparazzi. Everyday, I will love you with all of my heart and every night I will hold you until you're asleep and kiss you when you wake up. I'll be your friend and your boyfriend and when we're ready, I'll be your lover and, hopefully, someday, I'll be your husband. I've been thinking about this for a long time and that's the best plan I can come up with." He laughed.

Rose beamed at him, but once again looked as if she was about to laugh at some kind of a joke. "You are amazing, Ed McNeal." She looked around and no one was listening. She took a sip of water, put her glass down and leaned back. "I'm at a loss. I have nothing to say."

"Well, say 'yes,'" Ed smiled.

She took him in for a few more moments. So handsome. So smart. Such a good father to Bebe. He was, undoubtedly, a great guy. Probably the best she'd ever met or was ever likely to meet.

"Ok, Ed," she laughed, just a little, now. "Ok. I say, 'yes,' and I will do the same for you. Let's... be together."

"Excellent." Ed smiled. "I really do love you, Rosemary."

"I love you, too, Edward."

He laughed at that, then picked up his knife and fork and cut himself a slice of the prime rib on his plate. He put a bite into his mouth and grimaced.

"What's wrong?" Rose asked.

"It got cold," he laughed.

Rose laughed, too. "Mine's fine. Here. Take a bite."

"Are you going to be ok, mom?" John asked as his mother headed for the ladies room. They'd stopped about two thirds of the way back home to have a coffee. Marilyn had had a tough time after Nancy left the van.

"I'm ok, honey. I'll be right back."

John sat and sipped his hot chocolate, hoping he'd done the right thing.

"Hey, you're Alex, aren't you?" a man sitting at the counter of the Denny's restaurant called out rather loudly.

John smiled and gave a modest wave, hoping to dissuade the man from engaging, but it didn't work. He walked over to John's table and said in a very loud, probably tipsy, voice, "You are! You're that girl, Alex, on that TV show. I just said to my buddy, 'Look over there. That's that girl from the TV show, Civil Disagreements' or whatever. And you are."

"Hi," John said quietly.

"Well, geez, Alex." The man sat down opposite John as if he'd been invited. "What are you doing in Leominster, Massachusetts?" He remained loud and John could see other people taking note of him.

He smiled at the lout and said, "I'm from Massachusetts. I'm here to celebrate the holiday with my family."

"No shit?" The man was being overly friendly and ignorantly rude.

John forced a smile and nodded.

"Hey, Hey, Hey." The man had obviously had an idea. "Let's get a picture with you and everyone in the restaurant. Ok? Hey, everyone, let's get a picture with Alex, here, what do ya say!?"

The people, unused to a celebrity, applauded and started moving towards John's booth. He sighed. There was no way to avert this, now. Luckily, there were only about fifteen people in the restaurant at the moment.

"You stand on the bench and we'll all stand around you," the man instructed.

John took a second to grab his mother's coat and purse and put it near him before he stood on the bench. The people gathered around and one waitress took the first picture, she changed places with another waitress who took another picture. Then, phone after phone was passed forward so patrons would have a souvenir of meeting 'Alex' from 'Civil Whatever.'

They all thanked John, but as he got down from the bench, the original lout of a patron said, "Here," to a waitress. "Now, take one of just me and Alex."

John did his best to smile as they looked into the camera-phone, but at the last second, the man turned and planted a big, sloppy kiss on John's lips. As John tried to push him off, his buddies hooted and howled and applauded from behind the waitress-photographer. Everyone seemed to think that this was just good natured fun, but John was horrified and petrified by the man's aggression and lack of respect.

When he finally pushed himself loose, he grabbed the coats and purses at his table and hurried to the ladies room to the applause of the ignorant morons who were populating the restaurant.

"God," he whispered to himself, "I can't wait to get back to LA."

He pushed open the ladies room door to find his mother dabbing her puffy eyes in a mirror. "Mom, we have to go."

"Ok, honey, I just need to fix my face. Oh, you have my purse. Thank you." She took the pocketbook and began looking for her cosmetics.

"Mom... I really need to leave. I kind of had a situation out there. A drunk guy recognized me and... well, he kissed me and there was a lot other drunks applauding. I really need to go."

Marilyn gave a tired snicker as she touched up her lipstick. "Welcome to the downside of being a pretty girl, Bebe." She sounded very tired. "It's not all pretty dresses and makeup, my dear. It's also dealing with handsy drunks and their stupid friends. It's not a nice feeling, is it?"

"No," John said as he considered that, probably in a more private way, his mom had had similar experiences to this. "It isn't."

"Being a girl is different when you're not sheltered by a studio, dear. We are targets and objects for these jerks. You'll learn how to deal with it."

John felt nauseated by the idea of just living with people like this. Ed had called him a brat and Don had called him a princess, but John had just thought they were teasing. Maybe he actually was being overly-pampered in Los Angeles, who knew, but he knew that he didn't like being treated this way and wanted to get back to the safety of his new world.

"Come on, sweetheart," Marilyn patted his shoulder. "Stand straight and tall and let's walk out to the car. Don't even look at them. Just be yourself and keep to yourself. Ok?"

"Ok," John said and walked out the door with his mother behind him, offering him some protection.

"The stars are so bright when the air gets cool, aren't they?" Rose said as they drove down the narrow state road the led back to her town.

Ed tried to sneak a peak at the sky through the landscape that was cluttered with trees, but gave up, quickly. "If you say so. I'm afraid I'll hit a tree or a turkey or a deer. Do you have any idea how much this car costs?"

She smiled. Ed: The Pragmatic Romantic.

"Ed," Rose said thoughtfully. "What would you be doing right now if the show hadn't worked out?"

"I'd be a junior at Wentworth training to become an engineer. You?"

She nodded. "I'd be a senior at Emerson with almost no chance of being a successful actress. If it weren't for Bebe being so damned good in 'Shrew' and elevating all of us, I probably wouldn't ever have had a shot."

After a few moments of silence, she asked, "Do you think we'd be dating?"

Ed thought. "Probably not. You were pretty unattainable in my book. You still are, as a matter of fact."

"Ed! Stop it! I am not! Look, we're together. You ATTAINED me."

"Yeah, but I'm a lot different now than I was then."

"You mean your body? Well, yeah, but I thought you were cute before, too."

He laughed. "You would never have even noticed me if it weren't for 'Shrew.' I'd still be afraid to talk to you if we hadn't become friends first."

She smiled.

"And yeah," he teased, "I'm a lot more ripped now than I was last summer. Does that make you hot?"

She laughed out loud.

So did he.

He turned on to her road and slowed. "I had a great time, Rosie."

"Me too, Ed."

He pulled into the driveway and parked, got out and came around to open her door. He walked her to the doors the house and said, "Good night."

"Good night, Ed."

"I love you Rosie." He kissed her. It was tender and loving and warm and it gave them both chills.

"I love you, too, Edward," she smiled. "I'll see you at the airport."

She started to open the door, but Ed stopped her. "Oh, did you want me to come in and make-out with your mom? You said she had a thing for me..."

She laughed and slapped his arm. "Go home, Ed. Get some sleep."

"Ok. Love you!" He blew her a kiss and jogged to the Mercedes. The car purred and disappeared into the night.

"Mom?" John was staring out the windshield from the passenger seat as they drove down I-190 towards Worcester.

"Yes, baby?"

"Do you think that you'd ever consider moving to LA?"

She smiled. "Oh, I don't know, baby. I have a life here. I'm happy at Holy Cross and the house is paid for and, of course, there's the house at The Cape... I think I'm a Worcester girl till my dying day, baby."

John nodded.

"Are you happy there?" she asked.

He though for a moment. "I am. The weather is nicer. I know that it lacks the history and tradition that's part of the day to day here, but I like the food and the people. After meeting Walter and those people tonight... well, let's just say that my opinion of the people, of Massachusetts has dropped considerably."

Marilyn nodded. "Honey, there are people like that everywhere, it's just that in LA, you don't have to see them because your position keeps you sheltered. How many Denny's have you been in since you left?"

John nodded. "I see your point. But, I would love to be a part of the family, mom, and I just don't feel that way, now. I mean, look how much Nancy had changed and I didn't know anything about it."

Marilyn nodded. "I know, honey, and that's probably my fault, but can I make two points?"

John nodded.

Ok. Point number one - Although I knew that Nancy had been dismissed from Mass General, I had no idea that the changes in her personality were due to taking drugs. I know that sounds like a cop-out, but it's true. I only saw Nancy a few times this fall and I was working and had responsibilities there AS WELL AS being very concerned about sending my baby away under very odd circumstances AND being very, very proud of her achievements. So, to summarize," Marilyn's professorial-educator demeanor was on full display, "I had a lot on my plate. Ok?"

"Ok. That's a valid point." John nodded, used to his mother's logical mind.

"Thank you. Now, point number two - I find myself confused about how much I should tell you. See, if you were John, my twenty-one year old son, then I would have felt that you needed to know that Nancy was having trouble, but, you're not John. You're Bebe. How old is Bebe? Fourteen or fifteen years old? Should I burden a fifteen year old who is trying to find her own way in the world with the problems of her twenty six year old sister? No, I don't think so. Especially since Bebe isn't even being raised by me. I signed away my rights to Bebe. She's being raised by Ed and Rose and, believe me, honey, that point was driven home to me when I got the call that you were in the hospital. Ed made all of the decisions about your care - and they were all good decisions - and I was informed about them after the fact. Do you understand what I'm saying?"

John sighed and nodded. "I do, mom. I put you in a tough position. I don't really have the right to complain about that, now."

Marilyn took his hand. "You have the right to complain, baby, and so do I. I think that this just makes a few things very clear. I think we need to improve our lines of communication for one thing, but for another, I think we need to talk about what's really important and do that more frequently, don't you?"

John held his mother's hand to his cheek. "I do and we will."

The ringing phone woke Rose from her deep sleep. She glanced at the clock. It was 9:01am. She grabbed the phone and looked at the caller ID. 'Ed' it read. She pushed the 'accept' button and mumbled, "Ed? Is everything ok?"

"No, it is not?" he replied.

"What's wrong!?" A coldness seized her chest. What had happened!?

"I miss you," he whispered this sentence in a soft, intimate tone. "I don't like waking up in a house that you're not in as well."

"Aww." She sat up. "You're a sweetie, Ed, but it's a little early to be romantic."

"No," Ed's tone became playful, "calling you at 5:30, when I first woke up and missed you, would have been too early. I waited until a decent hour to call you. How about lunch?"

"Ed, you're almost an hour away."

"Perfect, then!" He pretended not to hear any protests, "I'll pick you up at 12:15 and we'll find someplace to get something light. Sound good?"

Rose pushed the bulk of her luxurious hair from her face and laughed, "Ed, I have to pack and get ready to go back..."

"Excellent! See you at 12:15!" He disconnected.

"Ed?" Rose said to the dead phone. She laughed as she shook her head and bounced out of bed. "He's like a puppy."

"And, after Nancy entered the facility, how did that make you feel?" Dr Shapiro was on the screen of John's old, desk top computer as they Skyped.

"A little relieved, I guess, but when my mom broke down, I felt a lot of guilt. Like, this was all my fault and maybe I should just mind my own business."

"Well, Bebe, you certainly could do that, but let's look at the big picture. If you hadn't helped her, would Nancy have sought help on her own?"

"Probably not."

"So, if her health and well being degraded, would that impact your mom?"

"Definitely, Yes."

"And if your mom was impacted, how would that make you feel."

"Bad."

"So?"

"So... I guess I did the right thing." It sounded more like a question than a statement.

"I certainly think you did, Bebe. I think you owe yourself a big pat on the back."

"Ok." John nodded.

"So, are you enjoying your time back home?"

He laughed. "No."

"Ok, I'm sorry. Are you looking forward to coming back?"

"Dr. Shapiro, I cannot WAIT to get back to LA! I miss everyone so much - and I hope this doesn't sound stupid, but as much as I miss everyone, I miss working even more."

"Ok, honey. Relax. You'll be back here before you know it. Umm, I need to ask you a very important question, though."

"Yes?"

"What did you do with Nancy's stash of Oxycodone?"

"I flushed it down the toilet."

"Really?"

"Yes. Why?"

"It's my job to be concerned about you, Bebe. Lots of young actresses get hooked on Oxy. I'm just asking to be sure. You understand, don't you?"

"I do, doctor. Thank you."

"Ok, Bebe, call me if you need me."

"Thank you, Doctor. I will."

There was a knock on the door. Rose's mother peeked out and saw the handsome suitor waiting. It was a cool, noon time and he wore a brown, leather bomber-jacket, a lilac shit, a shiny, green tie and pressed jeans. He struck a very handsome figure. "Rosemary," she hollered as she unlocked the door and opened it, "Ed is here."

Ed entered carrying what appeared to be a large bouquet of roses, but as he entered, he separated the two wrappers at the base of the flowers and handed one bouquet to Rose's mom. "These are for you, Eileen. I hope you like them."

"Oh, gracious," she cooed, "that's so nice of you, Ed!" Rose appeared at the foot of the stairs and her mother turned to her and displayed the long-stemmed roses to her daughter. "Look, Rosemary. Ed brought me flowers!"

Rose smiled. "He's working you, mom."

"I am, Eileen," Ed grinned, "but I'm working your daughter, too. These are for you."

He handed her the second bouquet. She smelled their rich fragrance. "That's very sweet, Ed. Thank you, but, mom," she handed the flowers to her, "these really are for you, too. I can't take them back to LA."

"Oh, how nice!" She said, then she stretched up and kissed Ed's cheek. "Thank you, so much, Edward. You're very kind."

"You're welcome, Eileen," he grinned, then looked at Rose. "All set?"

"I am," she smiled as she zipped up a warm jacket.

"Are you all packed?" Eileen asked.

"Nope. Not even close. I won't be long, mom." She kissed her mother's cheek. "Bye, bye."

There was a loud banging on the door. "Nancy! Come on, Nancy!" Walter screamed in the bright, cool midday, causing neighbors in this nice, middle class neighborhood to pull back curtains and look out to see what was causing the ruckus.

John came hustling down the stairs, but Marilyn beat him to the door. As he reached the bottom step, Marilyn held up her hand. "Stay right there. I'll handle this."

"Mom..."

"Stay RIGHT THERE. I mean it."

John stayed put. He was wearing a chocolate brown, warm, wool skirt Marilyn had bought him, and comfortable, baby-blue sweater she'd pulled out of Nancy's closet. It was a little big, but comfortable and the extra material helped create a very young, sweet look for John.

"Walter," Marilyn scolded as she opened the door, "just stop all of this racket!" She kept her left hand on the door and her right hand on the door frame, not giving Walter an invitation to enter.

"Where is she?" he demanded.

"She's not here, Walter. We had an argument and she stormed out."

"Yeah, well, where did she go? She lost her place, she didn't come to mine and she's not answering her phone. So where the fuck is she?"

"I told you, Walter, I don't know. I found her stash of pills and we had a huge fight. She's gone. That's all I know, and quite frankly, until she gets her act together, I'm not interested in seeing her back her."

"Yeah, sure," he was dismissive as he tried to push past her, but Marilyn held firmly.

"Walter, you need to leave, now."

"Nancy!" He yelled past her. "Nancy, what the fuck is going on?"

"Walter, please leave!" Marilyn was more scared than she let on.

"Nancy! Nancy! You can't hide forever, you bitch!" he yelled some more. "Nancy!"

"Hey, you," Mr McManus, their neighbor from across the street was coming up the walk. "You need to leave. Come on."

Anxious for a fight and artificially confident due to the drugs, Walter turned and confronted the silver haired man. "Back off, old man," he threatened. "This is None of your business."

"It's ok, Joe," Marilyn said. "He was just leaving."

"Bull shit," Walter spat. "I'm not going anywhere."

"You should go, buddy," Mr McManus said, "you're getting yourself into trouble here. I called the police. They are on their way."

Walter pushed Mr McManus on the shoulders, but the older moved very little. Despite the silver hair, Mr McManus was only a few years older than Walter. A life long athlete, he worked out with weights nearly every morning and he was not only a black belt in Tae Kwon Do, he taught the marshal art several evenings a week and was, in fact, at that moment, just returning from teaching a weekly self defense class at the YMCA.

"Oh, 'The police are on their way!'" Walter mocked. "Well, in that case, I'm going to beat you to a pulp nice and quick. How does that sound." He threw a wild, adrenaline fueled punch at McManus' face, but the other man side stepped it easily, then tripped the man to the ground and dropped a knee on his back just as a Worcester Police Department car pulled into the driveway.

McManus explained everything to the officer, who cuffed Walter and put him into the squad car. Walter screamed and swore the whole time. Within moments, another police car pulled up. After consulting with the first officer for a few moments, officer number two asked Mr McManus to come into the Foley house so he could take statements.

As they entered, Marilyn turned to John and said, "Bebe, please go to the kitchen and get some coffee for these gentlemen."

"Ok," he answered as he stepped down and turned to the kitchen.

As Mr McManus came in, he made eye contact with John. He smiled and nodded, but stopped and looked again. John turned and went quickly into the kitchen.

Marilyn and Mr McManus gave their statements to the police officer, who suggested that Marilyn take out a restraining order to keep Walter away from her property. With Mr McManus' prodding, she agreed to go to the courthouse on Monday to request it. The policeman said that he'd give her the appropriate paperwork. He pulled a form from his binder and began filling it in.

John entered with three mugs of coffee and some milk and sweeteners on a tray. He placed them on the coffee table and sat on the couch near his mother.

The policeman had been writing and explaining, but he glanced up to say 'thank you' and he came to an abrupt stop. "Oh, my..." he muttered, "...you're that girl... Alex, right?"

John smiled and nodded.

"Officer, this is my daughter, Bebe."

"Of course," the officer said. "Bebe Foley! I love your show!"

Mr McManus looked confused. "Show?"

"Yeah, Yeah," the police officer said, "it's called... oh, geez... Don Ferry is in it and it's great. What's it called?"

"Civil..." John started but the officer interrupted.

"That's it! Civil Disobedience! I love that show and you're great on it. Congratulations!" Then he turned to Mr McManus and said, "You haven't seen it?"

Mr McManus looked confused as he glanced from John to the officer. "Oh, Umm, no, I haven't. I don't have a lot of time to watch TV."

"Well, you should make time for this one," he smiled at John.

"Thank you," John smiled humbly.

When the officer completed his work, Marilyn escorted the officer to the door and thanked him for his help. Once he was gone, she turned to Mr McManus and thanked him, as well.

As McManus was headed out the door, he stopped and said, "Listen, Marilyn, can I ask... well, what I mean is, I've lived across the street from you for four years and... well... how is it that I never met your daughter before?"

Marilyn smiled and said as sweetly as possible, "Bebe was at a private school, Joe. She's a very talented girl. She needed to go to a special school."

"Oh." Joe smiled. "I see. She sure does look like a younger version of Nancy. I hope Nancy is going to be ok."

"Thank you, Joe. I hope so, too. This all kind of came to a head this weekend. We'll have to ride it out and see what happens."

"Look, Marilyn, I'm sorry about all of this, today. If you need help...well, just call, ok?"

"Thanks, Joe. Thanks for everything." She closed the door as he walked down the path.

"So, I'll pick you up at 4:30 tomorrow morning. We'll be at the airport in plenty of time and we'll be on our way home." Ed leaned across the car and kissed Rose for possibly the hundredth time since they'd had lunch at a country store that Rose had heard served sandwiches.

"That's just stupid, Ed. You'll have to leave your house by 3:00 to pick me up. I'll call a car."

"You will not." He kissed her again. "I'll sleep in your mom's driveway and I'll be waiting for you."

"Oh, you certainly will not! Go home, Ed. It's nearly 9:00 and I haven't finished packing.mi told my mom I'd be back early. She's probably having a conniption as is! If I don't get started..."

Ed cut her off with a kiss. She surrender to it and when their lips parted, she said, "Ok. You win. I'll see you here at 4:30."

He smiled.

"I called for a car to pick me up in the morning, mom," John said. He was in a short, pink nightie that offered very little warmth on a chilly November night in Worcester, Massachusetts.

"Don't be silly. I'll drive you, honey." Marilyn was hanging up her clothes.

"No, mom. I've already made your weekend too complicated. I'll take the hired car. Besides, you have things to do."

She touched her son's soft cheek. "Don't be so sad, baby. Everything will work out. You're helping Nancy a lot. This will be a fresh start for her."

John nodded. "I love you, mom. I'm sorry this weekend sucked."

"Don't worry, baby. Things can only get better."

Ed kissed Eileen's cheek as he grabbed Rose's carry-on. "Don't worry, Eileen, I'll take very good care of Rosemary."

Eileen smiled in the light of the entryway. She was a beautiful woman, too. Closer to fifty than forty and must have looked a lot like Rose when she was younger. Even a little disheveled from sleep and in a robe, she was striking. As Ed kissed her, she could smell the scents of fresh soap, shaving cream and a clean shampoo. He had obviously gotten up early and prepared to greet Rose. What a great guy! "I know you will, Edward - I know that you already have been." She looked at Rose as she arrived at the door. "Oh, you two are gorgeous together. Take care of each other, ok?"

Rose kissed her mother and fastened a belt around her coat. "We will, mom. I'll miss you. See you in a few weeks for Christmas." They exited the house and hurried to the warmth of the Mercedes.

John snuck quietly into his mother's room and left a note on her nightstand. He considered kissing her, but was afraid he'd wake her, so she snuck back out again and slowly and quietly descended the stairs. He'd spent six-and-a-half hours staring at the ceiling, unable to sleep as he reviewed the weekend. If he'd done the right thing by confronting Nancy, then why did he feel so bad? Why did his mother cry so hard when they'd dropped her off at the rehab center if he'd done the right thing? Was his mother safe with Walter knowing where she lived? It sure seemed like he'd screwed up his family's lives a lot more than he'd helped.

He waited at the door until a black, Lincoln Town Car pulled into the driveway. John pulled an old Boston Red Sox cap on to cover his hastily brushed and pony-tailed hair and hurried out into the cold, dark morning so the driver wouldn't beep the horn. He tossed his carry on into the backseat and climbed in beside it.

"Mmm, chai tea!" Rose sipped at the warm beverage that Ed had supplied.

"There are cranberry-orange muffins in that thermal bag. They should still be warm. The bag is plugged into the outlet in the dashboard. There's butter and marmalade in the bag on the back seat." Ed beamed at Rose. He had planned everything out so that even their ride back to the airport would be romantic.

Rose opened the thermal bag and found several muffins a paper plates. "Ooo," she cooed as she pulled the muffin onto a plate. "Better than warm. They're actually kind of hot. They'll melt the butter. Would you like one?"

Ed shook his head. "No. I don't want to get crumbs in the car. God knows what they'll charge to vacuum out a few crumbs." He grabbed his coffee and sipped it, making a smacking sound when he put it back down. "I love to be out and about when the sun rises, especially down The Cape. Watching the sunrise over the ocean is one of the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. You can't see that in LA."

Rose sipped the fragrant tea. "Nope. If you were inclined to go to the beach, you could watch the sun set, though. Today, we'll be lucky if the sun's up by the time we get to Boston. Watching the sun rise over the city can be beautiful, too."

Ed looked at Rose. "Not as beautiful as you and I get to see you here, in Boston and in LA. How great is that?"

Rose laughed at his silliness. "Oh, Ed... you're incorrigible. The on ramp for the pike is just ahead, here. Keep your eyes on the road."

"I'm just going to pull into this McDonald's to get a coffee, if you don't mind," the middle aged woman driving the town car called back to John.

"That's fine." John was focused on nothing beyond the window.

"You want anything?"

John reached into his purse and passed a twenty over the seat to the driver. "No, but here. Get yourself a full breakfast, if you want."

"Oh... thank you," she said.

Once she had the coffee and greasy bag of food in the car, the driver tried to hand John the change, but he held up his hand and shook his head. "Thanks," the Driver said.

She sipped her bitter coffee and watched the young woman in the mirror. "Where are you going so early in the morning, honey?" She asked.

Still staring into space, John replied, "Home, I guess."

"Where's that?"

"Los Angeles."

"Nice," the woman sipped more coffee and took a bite of the bacon, egg and cheese biscuit. "Have you every met a movie star out there?"

John gave a soft, ironic chuckle. "Yeah. A few."

"Really!" The woman was very interested, now. "Like who?"

John looked out the window, again. "Oh, Don Ferry and Anna Kendrick."

"Oh, my God! You met Don Ferry?"

John nodded. He didn't go so far as to tell her that he'd been to Don's house and he'd been to dinner with him several times.

"How about Tom Cruise? Have you ever met Tom Cruise?"

"Nope." John shook his head.

The driver watched the passenger carefully. She felt as if something was wrong. "Are you ok?"

John shrugged. "I will be... once I get home."

"How old are you, sweetie?"

"Fifteen."

"And you're traveling alone?"

At first John nodded, then said, "Well, no, I'm meeting my uncle and cousin at Logan."

"Good." The driver seemed genuinely relieved. "A pretty thing like you shouldn't be traveling alone. It's too dangerous for a young girl to go anywhere on her own, these days."

John nodded. He just seemed to lack the energy to continue remained engaged in conversation.

"Ok, sweetie," the woman said. She took another bite of her industrial tasting bacon, egg and biscuit sandwich and watched the young woman. "Why don't you try to get some sleep, honey?"

John nodded and closed his eyes for a few minutes, but to no avail. He was so anxious about everything that had happened this weekend that he could not rest.

"I'll take the car, Mr McNeal," the man in the red car-rental-company uniform shirt said when Ed pulled up to the curb.

"Great!" Ed pulled the luggage out of the trunk and handed the man a fifty dollar bill. "I loved the car. Just give us a moment to grab the empty coffee cups."

"No need, sir," the man assured him. "I'll deal with that. You're all set."

Ed took Rose's hand and they each used their free hand to tow their carry-on bags. They were both very young, very beautiful, very well dressed and very much in love. There weren't many people in the terminal at that time of morning, but those who were took note of the gorgeous couple and the joy that they seemed to radiate. Even if they didn't recognize them from TV, they noticed their smiles.

"I don't see Bebe," Rose looked around.

"She isn't here yet," Ed said.

"How do you know," Rose checked her phone, but saw no texts.

"If she were here, there'd be a crowd around her," Ed laughed.

Rose sent a text, 'UNCLE ED AND I ARE AT LOGAN. LET US KNOW WHEN YOUR MOM DROPS YOU OFF.'

'I'M HERE. I ALREADY WENT THROUGH TSA. I'M WAITING BY THE GATE.'

"She's already inside," Rose said.

Ed shook his head. "I told her to meet us here."

"What difference does it make?" Rose shrugged. She could tell that Ed was perturbed.

"The difference is I told her to do one thing and she did another. I thought that we were beyond that at this point. One weekend away and she's doing her own thing, again. That's dangerous, Rosie."

"Maybe there were too many fans out here, Ed. Don't go getting mad at her till you know what's going on."

He nodded and they moved to the the VIP line at their airline. Then, they moved quickly and smoothly through the TSA's VIP security line and they wandered to their gate where they half expected to see a mod of Bebe-maniacs swarming, but there were very few people there. They looked around and couldn't see Bebe anywhere.

Rose sent another text. 'WE'RE AT GATE 46. WHERE ARE YOU?"

They heard a chime and the girl sitting just in front of them, her back to them, checked her phone, then she turned around. Her hair was tucked into a baseball cap which was covered by the hood of her 'Boston' sweatshirt. She turned and saw Ed and Rose taking seats behind her. She stood and pulled her little bag around to join them. "Hi," she mumbled as she say next to Ed.

Ed nodded at the stranger, then looked again. "Bebe!?"

The child nodded.

Rose leaned over and pushed the hood off of the face of the person next to Ed. "Beebs? Is this a disguise or something? Are you even wearing makeup?"

John shrugged. "Makeup? No. Sorry. I left in the dark. I didn't think to do my makeup."

"Is something wrong?" Rose asked, suddenly very concerned.

"Just a tough weekend."

Ed, his irritation replaced with concern, turned in his seat. "Why? What happened?"

"Let's see." John took a derp breath, then began. "First, my sister and her drug dealing boyfriend picked me up at the airport and we had an argument in public, then I found out my sister was hooked on Percocet, then my mother hit the roof because I took fifty thousand dollars out of my trust fund, then Nancy slapped me and called me a faggot because I registered her for a rehab center, then she stole my mother's car, but came back then I made my mother cry like I've never seen before because Nancy actually went into rehab, then the drug dealer boyfriend threatened my mother... all in all, it wasn't a great Thanksgiving for the Foley family."

"Oh, my God," Rose said in a loud whisper, "is your sister ok?"

Ed's eyes were wide, too, but his response was, "You spent fifty thousand dollars in one weekend?"

John clarified the story to them both.

Rose checked the clock. They still had a little time before they boarded the plane. "Come on, Beebs," she stood and took John's hand. "Let's go to the ladies' room and get you cleaned up. You'll feel better."

John allowed himself to be led to the restroom.

"I can't believe your mother let you out of the house looking like this," Rose tsk-ed as she pulled off his cap, removed the hair tie and let his hair fall free over the hoodie so it could be brushed.

"I didn't wake her."

"How did you get here?"

"I hired a town car."

"Oh, for crying out loud, Bebe, you should have called us."

It's was just enough scolding to send John over the edge and he began crying and crying and crying. He held tight to Rose who held tight to him and tried, with little success, to offer solace.

Resting his head on her shoulder and breast was a comfort that he felt he'd missed forever. Her smell and her touch felt like home in a way that his mother's house never could.

They remained that way for a long time till Ed called in, "Rosie, they're boarding. Are you guys ok?"

"We'll be right out," Rose called back. Then to John she said, "Here. At least let me brush out your hair." She pulled a brush from her purse and did her best to make John more presentable. Then she handed him a piece of toilet paper. "Wipe your eyes, baby, and blow your nose. We'll do your makeup in Los Angeles, ok?"

He nodded and they left to board the plane.

"I told you not to panic, Blaine," Joanne chided. "Their plane just landed. She'll be another five or ten minutes before she's even off the plane. We're here in plenty of time!"

"Sorry, mom," the boy was anxious, "it's just that Bebe seemed really different all weekend. Like she was upset about something. I just wanted to be sure she was ok."

Joanne shook her head. "Relax, honey. I'm sure she's fine."

Ed was waiting for Rose to finish up with John in the ladies' room at LAX. A few people stopped to tell him that they loved the show and Ed was gracious, but he was concerned about Bebe. On the flight, there had been empty seats across the aisle so Bebe sat there and was uncharacteristically quiet for the whole trip. Rose told him that she'd been very emotional in the ladies' room, too.

As much as Ed wanted Bebe to be healthy, he definitely did not want to be the guy that had to say 'no' to her movie career, but if these things that happened at home had taken a toll on her health, well, then what choice would he have?

"All set." Rose emerged from the lavatory with John in tow. His makeup was fresh and his hair looked quite nice. His eyes were still redrimmed and puffy, but Rose had managed to get some color and mascara on them, so he looked much, much better.

"Where are they?" Blaine was getting very stressed. "The plane landed a half-hour ago."

Joanne was seated and had given up on trying to calm her son down.

"She's not answering her texts, she's not answering her calls..." Blaine turned to his mother. "I bet they never got on the plane in Boston."

"Blaine," she huffed, "Bebe is here. She's probably just in the ladies' room, or dealing with something with the airline. Maybe she left her phone on the plane, or something like that. Please, just relax."

His phone buzzed. It was a text. 'SORRY. LADIES ROOM WITH ROSE. LEFT MY PHONE WITH ED. ON OUR WAY. JUST A FEW MINS.'

Joanne watched him read. "Bebe?" she asked.

"Yeah."

"Ladies' room?"

He put his phone away. "I'd rather not say."

Joanne smiled. "She's fine, honey."

"She's sick, mom. Don't you remember that night at the hospital?"

"Of course I do, honey, but... oh, here she comes, now."

Blaine turned and saw Ed and Rose coming out of the hallway into the terminal lobby. A few seconds later, Bebe appeared. Blaine started jogging towards them.

John was still looking at his phone as they entered the lobby. He sensed someone moving quickly toward him. He looked up and saw Blaine hustling across the open area. John felt something he'd never felt before - his heart leapt. It literally felt as if his heart jumped and came back to life in his chest.

John gasped, dropped the handle of his carry on and ran, full out, towards Blaine. He wasn't thinking, he wasn't aware of anything except Blaine and his need to get to him.

They were just a few steps apart when John leapt into the air, arms and legs splayed. Blaine caught him and John's arms and legs wrapped tightly around the tall, handsome boy. His face buried in Blaine's shoulder, John's voice was muffled by Blaine's light coat, "I don't think I ever missed anyone as much as I missed you this weekend. I love you, so much!"

"I love you, too," Blaine grunted as he held Bebe tightly. He could feel her shaking and weeping as he tightened his grip and swung from side to side.

Joanne met Ed and Rose and they all stood about ten feet away from the desperate young couple.

"Looks like someone was homesick for the west coast," Joanne grinned. "Everything ok?"

"Everything's great with us." Rose indicated Ed and herself. "Bebe had a rough weekend."

"She looks pretty happy, now," Ed chuckled.

"Well, Blaine needed a good dose of 'vitamin Bebe' himself. He was a wreck. 'She sounds sad. Her texts have me worried.' I've never seen him so concerned."

Ed nodded. "The hormones make Bebe a little emotionally unstable. What's Blaine's excuse?"

Joanne chuckled at his joke. "Bebe makes him emotionally unstable."

Finally, John unwrapped himself from Blaine and Blaine lowered him to the floor. John's face was, once again, covered in tears. There was freshly applied mascara flowing along with the salty tears. Rose laughed, "Oh, good God!" She threw her hands in the air. "No matter what I do, that child is going to look like a raccoon today!"
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 16

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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Bebe in LaLa Land: 16

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

The saga continues as 21 year John continues to become immersed in the life of fifteen year old Bebe
and learns to cope with her successes and struggles. This one is a tad different, a bit self-referential and
may be a just a little confusing to readers unfamiliar with some of my previous stories and characters.


 
Author's Note: Please, please, please... I beg of you, let me know what you think of the story and this installment???
I love reading your comments and critiques. I truly do. ~Clara.

 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 16 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
EXAMINING LIFE -or- CURIOUSER AND CURIOUSER
 

"Have you heard from Nancy since her rehab began?" Dr Shapiro had moved two comfortable chairs over to the window out of which John liked to look during his sessions. She was sitting in one and John sat in the other.

"No. They took her phone away. She can't make any calls until the last week."

"Are you worried about her?"

"Very. Nancy was always so smart and so driven. I never would have thought it was possible for this to happen to her. I was always the one who screwed up."

"How?"

"What do you mean?"

"How did you screw up?"

"Well, I was always smaller than the other guys. I was never good at sports. I chose to study acting instead of medicine. That kind of thing."

The doctor nodded. "Do you think that being short means that you didn't achieved in some way?"

John thought about that. "No, I guess not. I mean, now that I know that it's because of a medical condition... I don't know if I'm responsible for it or anything, but I've always been kind of ashamed of it, anyway. I mean, I wasn't very manly."

"I see. And is being short and 'not very manly' the only way you 'screwed up?'"

"Well, no, I mean, Nancy went to med school - I studied acting."

"And how is that 'screwing up?'"

"Are you kidding?"

"No. I went to med school. Anyone can go to med school. You're an artist."

"Yeah, but..."

"Who makes more money, you or Nancy?"

"Me, I guess..."

"Who has a thriving career, you or Nancy?"

"Well, Me, But..."

"Then how can you consider yourself a screw up, Bebe? I just don't understand."

John folded his legs underneath himself. He shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe I'm not such a screw up."

"You know what? That's the first thing you've said today that makes any sense at all,"

John smiled. "Thank you. I'm still worried about my sister, though,"

"And you should be, Bebe. She's going through a very bad time, right now. She needs you to be worried about her. If you weren't, where would she be right now?"

He nodded.

"Ok, I think we need to wrap this up for today, dear. Keep thinking positive thoughts, Bebe. You're a great kid and a great actress. You need to accept that and embrace it. Ok?"

"I'll try doctor."

While Ed and Rose worked with Dr Shapiro, John needed to get to the studio for an afternoon shoot. He sent a text to Oscar to tell him he was through. Oscar replied, 'I'M ON MY WAY. BAD TRAFFIC. SHOULDN'T BE MORE THAN TEN MINUTES OR SO.'

John stood in the large, bustling, glass enclosed lobby of the building and watched out the window, waiting for Oscar to arrive.

As he thumbed through the messages on his phone, a voice from behind him started speaking. At first, John didn't think the voice was speaking to him, but then something caught his attention. It was the name 'Maureen Weldon.' John turned and came face to face with TMZ's own Austin Meadows. No microphone or camera man, this time - just the slimy face of superiority and self righteousness that made John nauseated every time he saw it.

"Oh, Mr Meadows," John plastered on a smile. "So nice to see you. What a coincidence meeting you here."

"No coincidence, Bebe. I followed you from school."

"Oh, well, that's not creepy at all, Mr Meadows, and probably not legal."

Meadows' smile was as creepy as everything else about him. "I assure you, it is. You're a news maker, now, Bebe. Get used to seeing a lot of me."

John smirked and returned his attention to the street outside.

"I hope that you had a happy Thanksgiving, Ms Foley," the ass continued.

"Just fine, thank you," John never took his attention from the street.

"Nice time to relax and see the family, huh?"

John nodded.

"And maybe have your sister locked up in a rehab clinic against her will."

John turned quickly, but had enough wits about him to stop himself from saying anything.

"It's funny how people come looking for me when I start offering financial incentives for information, Bebe," Meadows was nearly salivating. "For instance, I had a very interesting conversation with a fellow named Walter this morning. Charming fellow. Didn't seem to love you, much though. And like I was saying before, when you were pretending not to be listening, I spoke to an acting coach named Randy who says that he knew you when you worked with Maureen Weldon last summer. Either of these names mean anything to you?"

The chill that John felt was much colder than anything he'd felt during his early winter visit to Massachusetts. He stared at Meadows, his mouth hanging open, unable to form words.

"Is there something you'd like to tell me, Bebe?" He stunk of smugness.

"What's the matter, Bianca," Meadows could sense a victory, "cat got your tongue?"

"Listen, Mr Meadows..." John struggled to find the right words, but they wouldn't come. What did he know? What should John deny?

"I'm all ears, young lady." He looked like a wolf from a Tex Avery cartoon. He was hungry and close to a kill.

"Everything ok here?" The familiar voice startled John who'd nearly forgotten there were other people in the world. Oscar moved himself to stand beside his young charge and presented a very formidable challenge to Meadows.

Meadows laughed at Oscar's body language. "Everything is cool, ese."

Oscar, who was of Mexican descent, had lived in the US his whole life and identified as an American with Mexican traditions. Meadow's use of the word, 'ese,' was not only meant to emphasize his status as a mover and shaker, while Oscar was a mere driver, it was also meant to imply that Oscar was or had been a member of a gang, when, in fact, Oscar had been gainfully employed since he was sixteen and was damned proud of his achievements.

John felt Oscar tense and sensed trouble ahead. "Oscar, let's just go, please," he whispered.

Oscar moved John towards the exit, while maintaining eye contact with Meadows.

Meadows radiated condescension and it irked Oscar. "Watch yourself, Jack," Oscar threatened. "She's off limits to you. Got it?"

Meadows scoffed. "We'll see."

Just as they headed out the door, John stopped and looked back at the slimeball. "Mr Meadows. Please, leave my sister out of this."

That's when he knew that he had her. "Sure," he grinned, "just give me something better and I forget that your sister's a junkie."

"She's not..."

John started to engage, but Oscar pushed him into the revolving door. Then he gave Meadows one more warning. "Off limits," and he followed John out.

"So, you've reached a new starting point in your relationship?" Dr Shapiro asked.

"I think so." Rose smiled. "He's been wonderful since we met, but these last few days, he's been, just... well, wonderful!" She laughed.

"I'm very glad to hear that, Rose." The Dr smiled. "Ed seems happy, too."

"Excuse me, Mr Ferry, May I have a word with you?" Oscar asked from the door to Don's dressing room.

"Oscar!" Don said, with genuine joy at seeing his fishing buddy. "Come on in, and it's 'Don.' You know that."

Oscar smiled and took a seat to which Don had gestured.

"What can I do for you?" Don asked.

"Well, Don, it's not really about me, it's about Bianca." He relayed the events of earlier and told Don how upset Bebe had become.

Don, of course, knowing everything that he knew about Bebe, was more concerned than Oscar. He nodded and listened. Finally, he said, "Listen, Oscar, you and I know what sleaze-balls these guys are. I'm not sure that Bebe, or any of them, really understand how bad things could get if these guys get their claws into them. I'll tell you what, I'll take Bebe home tonight and I'll talk to all of them - make them aware of the dangers, etc. Thanks, Oscar. You saved the day for Bebe. I'll try to keep it from happening, again."

The call for Don to report to the set came over the intercom, so both men stood, shook hands and left together.

"Great job as usual." Don hugged John as they walked back to the dressing rooms. "Meet me out here when you're ready to go."

It had been a good shoot. John had been edgy when they started and Don had made everything work for him.

"Ok," John said. "Is anything wrong?"

Don feigned surprise. "Wrong!? No. Why?"

"No reason," John said. "It's just that we usually say goodbye BEFORE we change."

"Oh." Don smiled. "Oscar had a family thing to attend, so I'm driving you home."

John was very surprised. "Don, you live in the exact opposite direction. I'll call Uncle Ed, or Uber."

Don's smile waned a bit, "Well, the truth is, Bebe... Oscar told me about Meadows accosting you. I think we need to talk. All of us - you, me, Uncle Ed and Rose."

John felt a little scared. He'd planned to talk to Ed and Rose when he got home, but now it looked as if he was trying to hide something. "Umm, Don, I was going to talk to them tonight..."

"I know, honey," Don kissed his head reassuringly, "but I've been through the mill with these jerks a million times. Don't be mad at Oscar. He did the right thing by telling me."

"Oh, look at the happy couple!" Meadows was waiting when Ed and Rose exited the elevator. "It's like Prince Harry and Megan Markle have descended from on high."

Ed recognized Meadows from the TV report about the man who'd attacked Ed. This is the guy who kept referring to the assailant as a 'police officer.'

Ed veered Rose away from him and continued on.

"Oh, come on, Ed! Don't be that way! Let's have a chat."

"Who is that?" Rose asked.

"Ignore him," Ed warned. "We'll talk in the car."

"Yeah," Meadows shouted, "talk in the car. Talk about your future and kids and all that stuff! Oh! And while you're at it, talk about that rehab center where the princess' sister is staying."

Ed stopped for just a moment. He glanced at Rose, then shook his head and continued on.

"Ok. I tried!" Meadows hollered, then he laughed much louder than anyone should in a building lobby, but Ed and Rose continued on.

"I think that Mr Meadows must have waited until Rose and Uncle Ed left the therapist's office," John said, looking at his phone as Don drove.

Don nodded, "Are they driving right now?"

"I think so."

Don pushed a button on his steering wheel. A chime sounded and he said, "Call Ed McNeal."

"Calling Ed McNeal - mobile," the radio said.

It rang twice before Ed said, "Hi, Don. What's up?"

"Hey, Ed. Look, Bebe is with me. I know about that TMZ idiot. I was planning on meeting up with you at your place, but instead, let's meet at Rudy's Bistro. I'll call ahead and reserve one of their backrooms. We can talk in private and we'll have some dinner. My treat."

By the time Ed and Rose arrived, the table was covered with family style servings of far too many foods. There was spaghetti with red sauce, linguine with clams, antipasto, chicken piccata, chicken gnocchi soup in a big terrine, sautéed veal and several items that neither Ed nor Rose could identify.

"Hey, kids," Don said. "Let's sit and eat, first. Then, we'll talk about this issue."

"Are you ok?" Rose went straight to John and hugged him tightly. "Did that asshole do anything to you?"

John shook his head and submitted to the hug.

"What did you tell him?" Ed was confused as to how TMZ had heard about Nancy's rehab.

"She didn't tell him anything." Don patted Ed's arm to offer a bit of calm. "TMZ offers money for tips. Nancy's boyfriend called it in."

"Shit," Ed whispered.

"Ok, now, relax." Don moved to the table. "Let's have a good meal and THEN we'll come up with a plan. Viv will be here in a few minutes. She's really skilled at derailing these situations."

"Viv's here now." Don's beautiful wife entered dressed as if she was about to take tea with the queen; a skin tight, sleeveless, dark green, silk dress with a hobble-style skirt. Her hair and makeup was shockingly perfect considering this was an impromptu dinner. She was pulling matching opera gloves and she took small steps as she closed the door behind her. "What's the big problem?" She then spotted the food on the table and shook her head, "Donald Ferry," she scolded, "how many different kinds of carbs can you pile onto a table without considering that not everyone can eat that stuff?"

"Loosen up, sweetheart." Don kissed her cheek. "Live a little. It's delicious."

"Delicious or not, I can't eat that. If I do, I'll split my dress. Bebe and Rose shouldn't be eating this, either. No one hires a fat leading lady."

Vivian exited and ordered some more appropriate food for herself and 'the girls,' then came back in and sat at the table with the others.

"You look gorgeous," Rose said.

Vivian looked at her dress and smiled. "It is beautiful, isn't it. It's an Alexander McQueen. I just came from a fundraiser for a charitable. Their doing a big even Friday night and we had some planning to do. I do like the way it looks, I just wish that it was comfortable." She smiled and looked at John sitting comfortably in his school uniform. "Enjoy comfortable clothes while you can, Bebe. Soon enough, you'll be forced to wear horribly uncomfortable, but beautiful clothes, am I right Rose?"

Rose looked surprised by the remark. "I guess I've just been lucky, so far. I've been able to wear comfortable clothes most of the time."

Vivian sighed. "I keep forgetting how young you are, too. Believe me, ladies, it will happen to you, too. You'll get to look amazing, but you'll be uncomfortable the entire time."

They ate, but the food on the table didn't seem to disappear. Ed's usual insatiable appetite was lacking, tonight.

When they'd eaten their fill, the table was cleared, coffee was served to the adults, John was restricted to water, and Don asked the waiter to put a 'do not disturb' sign on the door to their dinning room.

"So," Don began, "from what I understand, Austin Meadows knows that Bebe's sister has a drug problem. How much damage can this do to us?"

"No offense, Don," Rose said, rubbing John's shoulder, "I don't think that Beebs is as concerned about how this will damage us as she is about how this could damage Nancy."

"Of course, of course," Don agreed. "But we do have to consider the show, too."

"Ok," Ed said. "Are there publicity people at the studio we can talk to?"

"Well, yes," Vivian started to advise, "but they are not aware of Bebe's... circumstances."

Rose looked surprised. "Viv, I didn't know that you were aware."

"Oh, don't be silly," Vivian chuckled. "Don and I discuss everything regarding his career. In many ways, his career is my career. I knew about Bebe after the first audition."

"Alright, then," Ed said. "Where do we start?"

They began by discussing what they thought Meadows knew. Rose had Randy's phone number, so she gave him a call. It turned out that no one had spoken to him. He said that he got a call from TMZ offering him cash for information, but he didn't return it. "So, they're just using his name to make you think that he knows something," Vivian said.

They moved on to Walter. John had spoken to his mother and, although they could not be one hundred percent certain, neither thought that Nancy had told him about John's actual sex.

"So, all they seem to know about is Nancy," Don said.

"This could work in our favor," Vivian said. "If it comes out that Bebe Foley, up and coming starlet, is helping her older sister to get sober, that may make Bebe look like a saint."

"So, What? We do nothing, then?" Ed seemed concerned by this decision.

"That may be our best course," Vivian said. "Maybe it's just a quick, fifteen minutes of trending on the internet and it goes away. That's our best outcome, of course, but if things go awry, then we play up the 'Bebe is helping her to get clean' angle. Agreed?"

Don looked at his colleagues. "What do you think?"

"Ok." Ed raised his eyebrows, obviously finding the decision a bit unsatisfactory.

"I guess." Rose shrugged. "If you think that's the best route."

John sat quietly, staring at the table.

"Bebe?" Don asked.

John looked up. "Yes?"

"What do you think, baby?"

John looked back down at the table, again, then looked back up and made eye contact with everyone at the table before saying, "No."

"No?" Don looked to Ed as if asking him to talk some sense into the child.

"Do you have a better idea, honey?" Ed asked.

"No." John sounded sad an a bit defeated.

"Then," Rose was trying to sound as supportive as possible, "what do you want to do?"

John shrugged. "I don't know, but... Do you know who Monica Lewinski is?

Rose shook her head at this abrupt change of topic. "Umm, Yeah... I mean... sort of. I know she was in a scandal or something."

John looked at Ed, who shrugged and said, "Yeah, I know her name."

John looked at Don. "Wow, you guys are really, really young. She gave Bill Clinton oral sex and he lied about it. He was impeached and nearly removed from office. He would have been the first president to be removed and it was all because of a blowjob. What's your point?"

John took a breath. "Look, Monica Lewinski was just a nobody and then she did something stupid. It was something that thousands of girls her age did every day, but she did it with the president and she got caught. Now, because she had the misfortune of doing it with Bill Clinton, that's all we know about her. We know that Bill Clinton did lots of things since then, but Monica Lewinski? She's just the blowjob girl."

"I still don't get it," Vivian said.

"Look," John tried to clarify, "Nancy is a smart, talented woman and she did something stupid. Something that thousands of other people have done, stupidly, as well. I really think that she can overcome this, you know? She just needs to get through this and she can start over. That's the same chance that all those other people in the same situation get to do, too."

"Ok..." Don, wasn't seeing a connection. "... but what does this have to do with this situation?"

"It's not Nancy's fault that she's my sister. It's not her fault that I'm famous all of a sudden. It's not her fault that Austin Meadows wants to get his teeth into me for some reason. If she gets herself sober, she deserves a new start and that's what I want for her, but if she comes out of rehab and finds out that instead of being a doctor who's had some problems, she's become the punchline to late night jokes, then she's just like Monica Lewinski. No matter what else she does, for the rest of her life, she's going to be Bebe Foley's sister - the junkie. That's not fair and I won't do that to her."

Vivian sighed and looked at Don. "For Christ's sake, Don, you didn't tell me that she had a sense of morality. That makes all of this much more difficult."

"I did tell you that she was amazing, Viv." Don shook his head.

"Yeah, but this complicates things a lot. Typically, the best way to end a Hollywood scandal is to throw somebody under a bus. This morality stuff... well, this is going to be a lot harder to deal with."

"I'm sorry."

John looked back at the table. Rose pulled him close and laid her head on his. "Don't be, Beebs. You're right."

"You know, sweetheart," Don said as he shook his head, "if it were one of my siblings we were discussing, I don't think I'd have a problem letting them take a little fall so I could avoid taking a big one. I'd rationalize it and say I'd help them out financially or something along those lines, but not you. You have more integrity than all the rest of us, Bebe. I still don't know where the hell you came from."

"I think I might have an idea." Ed snapped his fingers and smiled.

"Actually," Kylie leaned into the lunch table and whispered. "He's really sweet and he's got an amazing car! It's an old Austin-Martin like James Bond used to drive." She'd gone out with him twice now, the son of a legendary Hollywood producer. He was nineteen, ripped, gorgeous and ludicrously wealthy with money that had been earned over four generations in the film industry.

"Wow!" MK, who tended to not be impressed by anything, knew of this boy's family and their assets and was, indeed, impressed with him. "Do you think you might get serious about this guy?"

Kylie sat back gave a 'cat that ate the mouse' smile. "I think I already am."

"That's so cool." Ella smiled.

John had heard of her new boyfriend. He had a reputation that played well in the sleazier tabloids. He was very handsome, very rich and very interested in seeing his own face on TV and in print. "That's great, Kylie," John presented a genuine smile. "I hope it all works out. He seems really..." He could quite find an appropriate adjective, so he went with, "...handsome."

That was fine with Kylie, though. "Oh, He is! And he smells so good! I don't know what cologne he wears, but it makes me crazy."

MK laughed at that. "Well, keep yourself under control, Ky. No one wants to see an episode of Civil Disobedience about how the girl who lives next door has to go visit relatives for nine months."

That made Ella and Kyle laugh more than John. He didn't really understand why they found it so funny. It was a very real risk, after all. Back when John went through high school the first time, he heard plenty of boys bragging about 'getting laid,' and sometimes he even envied them, but he also knew a girl, a really smart, funny girl, who got pregnant and it made her life really hard. No one labeled her or anything, she just had all these new, grownup responsibilities, all of a sudden.

"Yeah, be careful," John contributed.

Kylie giggled. "Oh, come on. You and Blaine have been going together for a couple of months, now. You must have done... something, right?"

John looked surprised. "No. Just, you know, kissing..."

"Really? Have you... you know... touched it?"

He blushed. "No, of course, not!" He didn't mention that he hardly 'touched' his own any more because, thanks to the hormones, it took forever to finish the job once he started.

"Really? Huh..." Kylie let that hang in the air for a few minutes, leaving John feeling just a little... inferior, in a way.

"Bebe's a good Catholic girl," MK teased. "She and Ella are all sugar and spice."

"Oh, and you're the girl with all the experience!?" Ella replied.

"Let's see, including homecoming, you've been on... ummm... add the right column... carry the three to the left column and add all that up..... THREE dates! Don't act like you some kind of worldly woman, MK. You're just as scared as Bebe or me - and probably Kylie, too - of doing anything that could lead to... well, going all the way. I don't know about you, but I don't plan on getting pregnant any time soon!"

MK shook her head. "Elle, you don't get pregnant just by touching it - come on!"

Ella let out an exasperated huff and waved her friend off.

"Someday, though," Kylie said, "I'd love to have a baby, though."

"Yeah!?" MK seemed surprised.

"Yeah." Kylie seemed surprised by MK's surprise. "I love babies. The way they feel. The way they smell. I love them."

"Yuck," Ella chimed in. "That's because you don't have one to deal with. I have my little brother and, let me tell you, he's a lot to deal with. The crying, the feedings, the long nights when nobody sleeps. The ever present smell of poop. No thanks!"

"Yeah!" MK said and high-fived her friend, making everyone laugh.

"Bebe?" My. Kylie asked. "How about you? Babies or no."

He smiled. "Oh, I'd love to be a mom, but not for awhile and... well, I'm not sure I can have a baby myself. I might have to adopt."

"See!" MK slammed the table. "I told you she was a boy!"

For a moment, John thought that she was serious, but then realized that everyone was laughing and it was just a playful tease.

"Why can't you have a baby, Beebs?" Ella asked with concern.

"Oh, I have... some problems... you know?"

"Oh, honey, I'm so sorry!" Ella took his hand and she showed genuine concern. So did the others.

"Don't worry, Bebe." Kylie petted his arm. "If you want to have one, I'm sure that there's a way. You just have to find the right doctor."

"And besides," MK smiled, "I'm adopted and I'm ok with that."

"Really?" Kylie asked. She'd never heard this. Nor had John.

"Sure. My mom had cervical cancer real young, so they had to adopt. Good thing for me, too, wouldn't you say?"

"You definitely hit the jackpot." Ella laughed. "Really nice parents, filthy rich, big, beautiful house. A girl could do a lot worse."

"So, if it comes to it, Bebe, adoption is great. Besides, who really wants to get pregnant?" MK said a bit too loudly.

"Who's pregnant!?" Mr Carlin was walking by and overheard just a few words and he was Immediately concerned!

"Oh, no one, sir," MK laughed. "Just talking about having kids."

"In the future!" Ella laughed as she clarified the conversation. "In the future, Mr Carlin. I promise!"

"Well-" The flustered man regained his composure. "Alright, then, but... let's put that off for a long, long times, ladies. Ok?"

"Yes, sir," they all said in unison.

When Mr Carlin had taken a few steps away, they all burst out laughing.

"And here's our corespondent, Austin Meadows, coming to us from the set of the new hit series, 'Civil Disobedience,' with a TMZ exclusive. Austin?"

They were all in Don's dressing room, watching the big flat screen on the wall.

"Thanks, Frank. Yes, I'm here on the set where young love seems to be blooming between two young 'Civil Disobedience' costars."

The story went on to interview Ed and Rose and show both candid and staged footage of them walking together, talking, kissing, etc.

"We've known each other for what? Six of seven months?" Ed said, offhandedly.

"Just about." Rose smiled and rested her head on Ed's arm. "And eventually, we just sort of... fell for each other."

The story went on to discuss their dedication to each other and how lucky they were to have both ended up on the show, etc. Finally, Meadows asked, "And what about the third member of your family. Is there romance in Bebe's future?"

"Well-" Ed laughed a well acted, but insincere laugh. "Bebe's been with her boyfriend for awhile now, but she's still just a baby, you know. She's concentrating on school and the show for the time being."

They all smiled and chuckled at that. It was a a perfectly schmaltzy ending to a puff piece.

"Back to you, Frank."

Don pushed the button on the remote to shut off the show. "Well, That should hold them for a while," he slapped Ed on the back. "If you guys just continue to be the 'Luke and Laura' of the new millennium, we'll be fine."

"Who are 'Luke and Laura?'" Ed asked.

"Seriously?" Don was both amused and shocked.

"Oh," Rose held up her phone, "they were a soap opera couple in the eighties."

"Thank God someone knows their pop culture," Don said dramatically.

"I Googled it." Rose showed him.

Don just shook his head. "Ok, so Meadows is happy for the time being. If we can keep feeding him positive exclusives, I think we can keep him from being a nuisance. Good work, kids!"

Friday afternoon at 4:30, Blaine was buzzed into the condo building. He was well dressed in a long sleeved, light blue shirt, yellow tie and beige, dress pants.

"Blaine!" Ed said as he shook the boy's hand and invited him into the condo. "You look sharp! So, where are you guys going, tonight?"

"Honestly, I have no idea," he smiled. "My mom just said that is an early Christmas present for both Bebe and me. She's pretty wound up about it, though."

"Wow, that's exciting," Ed said, as he looked down the corridor and called, "Bebe! Blaine's here, honey!"

"She'll be out in a minute!" Rose called back.

When John did emerge from the bedroom, he looked absolutely stunning. His hair was thick and curled, his makeup was sensual and provocative with bright red lips that popped all the way down the hallway.

And then there was the dress!

It was a pale blue, off the shoulder design with sheer material forming sleeves that ended at the bend of his elbows. The straight neckline cut straight across his pale and developing chest, revealing little, but promising much. Along the neckline, the falling lace icicles, were delicate, inserts of lace and flowers, one between his breasts and one near each arm, those were sewn into the same sheer material that covered the satin underdress. At the waist was a matching, narrow, satin belt with a tiny bow at the front. The skirt flared out femininely and ended just at his knees, but if truth be told, the flare was so extreme that the material barely touched his thighs at all. The back of the dress was just as enticing. The underdress was zipped up, but hiding that was a braid of interwoven, wide, satin laces that were tied into another to hold the outer dress closed with a more elaborate bow at the base of his back.

It turned John from a pretty little girl into a teenaged goddess.

His shoes were high for John, three inch heels with just two, incredibly thin straps of light blue leather, one just behind the toes and one at the ankle. Even his finger and toenails were painted the same, soft shade of pale blue as the dress.

And, of course, the little silver 'B.B.' was hanging from his slender throat and simple, little pearl studs on his ears.

He was not just 'breathtaking' in the conventional sense of the phrase - in fact Blaine's breath was literally taken away for a few moments by the beauty of his girlfriend.

"Holy cow," Blaine muttered as John approached. "You look... amazing!"

John kissed the boy's cheek, which was not enough for Blaine, but as he tried to maneuver himself into a position to kiss Bebe's lips, Rose interrupted his with an abrupt, "Uh, Uh, Uh, Uh, Uh!"

"What?" Blaine looked to her.

"I spent a half an hour on those lips! Let them set up for a while before you start slobbering all over them!"

Blaine controlled his urges and smiled at Rose, then at John. He'd be patient. They had a long evening ahead of them.

"Have fun, you two." Rose kissed each of their cheeks goodbye.

Ed kissed John and shook Blaine's hand. "Be careful. Have a great night."

The young couple left and got into the elevator. When the door closed, Blaine said, "Wow, Bebe... you just look, amazing!"

"Thanks. You look very handsome, Blaine."

"Naw," he blushed. "I'm just wearing a shirt and tie. You... you're like, I don't know, a model or something. Maybe I should stop and rent a tux!" They both laughed.

Joanne drove them for a few blocks before handing them each a sleeping mask. "Put those on for me, ok?"

The kids both laughed. "Really, mom? We have to put these on?"

"Yes, and do it before this light turns green. I don't want you to see where we're going until we're there."

John and Blaine looked at each other and shrugged, then put the satin masks onto their eyes.

They rode on in the darkness of the masks, chatting and laughing. Eventually, Joanne came to a stop, but warned them not to remove the masks until she said they could.

They heard a conversation. Marilyn said, "Hi. VIP passes and underground parking."

They heard papers shuffle. "Ok. Pull through the overhead door, then follow the arrows to the right. I'll call ahead and have someone meet you. They'll have a green vest on."

"Thanks!"

The car moved more slowly, now. "Keep those masks on back there," Joanne warned.

She rolled to a stop and spoke to the attendant who said, "You can just leave the car here, ma'am."

"Great!" They could hear the smile in Joanne's voice.

"Can we take off the masks, yet?" Blaine asked.

"NO!" Joanne was adamant.

In a moment or two, the two back seat doors opened and John and Blaine both felt hands reaching in for them and guidance being given. "This way, please. Just let me guide you to the seat. Ok, now, just lower yourself. Very good."

It didn't take much intellect to realize that they were in wheelchairs, but it also was obvious that they were definitely not in a hospital. It didn't smell like a hospital at all. In fact, it smelled like popcorn and hot dogs and beer and burgers. There was also a lot of commotion going on around them and people were speaking into two-way radios.

"All set?" John's attendant asked.

"I guess," he giggled. "I mean, I'm not being kidnapped, am I?"

The young woman moving his wheelchair laughed. "I don't think so. By the way, I just love your dress."

"Oh," John was truly flattered. "Thank you!"

"Bebe."

He heard Blaine's voice close by, to his right. He reached out and felt his arm. He followed that to his hand. "Blaine?"

He gave her hand a squeeze. "I'm sorry that I neglected to mention that my mother is completely and totally insane, sometimes."

Joanne was nearby, too, and chided, "You Just watch yourself, Blaine, or you'll wait outside while Bebe and I have a good time."

"Doing what, mom? Floating in a sensory deprivation tank? If that's your plan, then why did we have to get so dressed up?"

"You can wait in here," John's attendant said. "They'll just be a minute."

"Thank you so much," Joanne said, graciously and John was sure that he heard her count out some money and hand it to the attendant.

"Oh, thank you, ma'am. That's very kind of you."

John heard Blaine, "Mom, is there a reason for all of this, or have you just finally gone off the deep end?"

"Oh, hush, you!" Joanne sounded stern, but there was an excitement in her voice.

John sensed that someone, or, in fact, several someone's had entered the room. Joanne was whispering and there were several giggles.

"Hello, there," somebody whispered just inches from John's face. The voice was a woman, no doubt about it.

"Hi...?" John said tentatively.

"And hello, there," a different woman said to Blaine.

"Ok..." Blaine said, "... hello."

Then there voices behind them, teasing them making them guess where they were. There was one in front of John and one behind, the same with Blaine. The playful teasing went on and on.

Suddenly, there was a new voice in between and in front of the wheel chairs. "This a big honor for us, Bebe." The voice said. "We love your show."

"Oh, well, thank you," John said.

"Blaine," the voice said, "can you guess where you are?"

"No," Blaine said honestly.

"You're at The Staple Center."

"Oh? Ok, if you say so." Blaine had never been to The Staple Center before. He knew it was a sports arena, but not much more.

"Maybe this will help," The voice said. "Ok, girls. Introduce yourselves."

"I'm Grace and I play guitar," the voice behind Blaine went first.

"I'm Gina and I play drums," said the voice behind John.

"I'm Margo and I play bass," said the voice in front of John.

"I'm Terry and I play guitar, too."

"Any guesses," the voice in the middle asked.

"I'm going to guess that Terry has a twin sister named Chrissy." Blaine sounded very excited.

John was as well. He certainly knew who these women were. You couldn't turn on a radio for the last three years without hearing their music.

"In fact I do," Terry said. "Say 'Hi' Chrissy."

The voice in the middle said, "Take off the masks."

And there they were. Chrissy, Terry, Margo, Grace and Gina. The powerhouse, hit making machine that was known all over the world as Dusty Rose.

"NO SHIT!" The words burst out of Blaine's mouth before he could stop them.

"Blaine!" Joanne said horrified.

"Oh, Sorry, Mom," he said. Then, to the women in the room, "Sorry, I'm just so excited!" He leapt up and hugged Terry. "I love you guys!" He then went to each of the other performers and gave and received hugs and kisses. Finally, he landed at his mother who got the biggest hug of all. "Thanks, mom! This is amazing!"

"Oh, my God, your dress!" Grace said as she helped John to stand. "It's absolutely gorgeous!"

"Yeah," Margo scoffed, "it's the dress that's gorgeous. Ignore her, honey," she patted John's shoulder. "The dress is a nice choice, but you're the gorgeous one."

"Thank you, so much," John said to both women, then as he turned, he came face to face with Chrissy, the amazing dynamo that had guided this band to success.

"Hi, I'm Chris," the beautiful woman said.

"Oh, I know who you are." John stumbled over his words, suddenly as star struck as he had been when he met Anna Kendrick. "I'm such a big fan."

Chrissy chuckled at that. "Thank you, Bebe, but the truth is, we really are big fans of yours. We love the show! It's so good!" Chris hugged John and kissed his cheek.

John gave Chris a gently, friendly kiss on her cheek as well, but when he pulled back, John said, "Oops," he reached over and rubbed Chris' cheek, "I left some lipstick on your face."

"That's ok," Chrissy replied. "I haven't done my makeup, yet." This surprised John because, frankly, Chrissy was beautiful just as is.

"Alright, everyone," a tall man with a deep southern drawl called from the door, "if you're going to have dinner, it's got to be now!"

Chrissy linked her arm with John and they all walked down the hall to a room where a veritable banquet had been set up. They sat with John to Chrissy's right, then Blaine, then Terry, then Joanne, and the rest of the band around the circular table. The girls in the band were wearing just jeans and flannel shirts, except Chrissy, who wore a simple, beige dress. John looked around and said, "I feel like I'm horribly over dressed."

"Don't be silly," Terry said. "You look absolutely beautiful."

"And in a couple of hours," Margo volunteered, "Chrissy will be dressed up like a human disco-ball, so don't worry about it."

"I've been reading about you," Chris said, which made John wonder where he could possibly find anything written about himself. "You're very lucky to have your Uncle and your cousin to share your success with you. You know, we all left New Jersey together. We had each other to celebrate the good times and support each other through the bad times. It's really a tremendous blessing."

"I suppose it is." John smiled. "It has been a little overwhelming. It all happened so quickly."

"That's how it happens," Margo chuckled as she started passing plates and silverware to everyone. "One minute, we were just trying to get things together in Terry and Chris' basement, then, all of sudden, we were in a Nashville recording studio, then, just as suddenly, we were headlining our own tour. We still look at each other before we go out on stage and think about how lucky we are to be where we are and be who we're with."

"But you've got your family with you, and this guy, too." Terry slapped Blaine's shoulder.

"I read," Gina said, "that George Harrison said that being a part of a group was the only thing that kept him sane during Beatlemania. He said that he didn't know how Elvis had survived all alone. I think he was right. Thank goodness we have each other."

Grace stood to serve the family style meal. "We knew you were from Massachusetts, so we went with a New England menu for our dinner, tonight. Ham, turkey and roast beef with mashed potato, butternut squash, corn, green beans, corn bread and, of course, gravy for the turkey and roast beef and a raisin sauce for the ham. Oh, and we had Ocean Spray cranberry sauce brought in for you, too. Both the jellied and whole berry kinds."

John looked at the feast before him and, although he adored each item, he considered how difficult it would be to keep those gravies and sauces off of his light blue dress, and one word screamed in his mind - CARBS! Viv's warning rang in his head as he searched for something to each that wouldn't haunt him with cellulite.

"Wow!" John's eyes were wide. "It all looks amazing! Thank you!"

Everyone dug in. Blaine and Gina filled their plates several times. Joanne and most of the rest of the band had moderate helpings, but John was very relieved to see that Chrissy ate only a very small helping. It made him feel better when he did the same.

Chrissy asked John about his old school and his school back in Massachusetts and how he was handling working and school here in LA. "Be sure to finish high school," Chrissy said. "I left to record the first album. I got a GED after the first tour, but it's not the same."

"Oh, I will," John assured him.

"We're a lot alike." Chrissy smiled. "Both kinda misfits until we found our true callings. It's a new life, but satisfying in a much different way, right?"

John agreed, but thought that his former life was probably very much different than hers.

Strangely enough, Chrissy thought the same.

As they finished, Terry said, "Well, Bebe, I hope you enjoyed the meal, but we do have a favor to ask of you."

"Oh?" John was surprised.

"Well," Gina smiled, "we don't usually set up banquets like this, even for VIPs, but this all kinda worked out perfectly, so we fed you well to butter you up for this favor."

"We're not the most sociable band. In fact, we even try to avoid meet-and-greets." Margo laughed.

"So, when Joanne called and asked if she could set up a meet-and-greet for her son, at first we said 'no,'" Chrissy explained, "but when we found out you'd be here, we hoped that we might impose on you to help raise money for our charity."

"What charity is that?" John asked, already willing to be involved in nearly anything."

"The Dusty Rose Foundation," Blaine offered. "It's a charity to help kids dealing with LGBTQ issues."

"Very good, Blaine!" Terry congratulated him.

"That's right." Chrissy smiled. "Do you think you could help us?"

"Sure! How?"

"Do you sing?" Gloria asked.

"Not really..." John started to respond, but Blaine interrupted.

"Sure she does. She just auditioned for a Disney musical. She takes singing lessons, too!"

"Great!" Chrissy pushed forward, not allowing John the opportunity to protest. "How about this, near the end of the show, we'll invite you out and you can give a spiel for the foundation, and then you can join us for a song. The audience will love it."

"Well-" John was very concerned about singing something he hadn't prepared. "I'll be glad to come out and speak, but I'm not real familiar with all the lyrics..."

"That's ok," Gina laughed, "neither is Chrissy. There are Teleprompter's all over the place during the show so she can check her lyrics if she forgets them."

The others laughed, but Chrissy rolled her eyes. "I don't forget the lyrics, but the production company insists that we use the promoters, just in case. Anyway, the lyrics will scroll by, just like Karaoke. Do you know any of our songs?"

"Well, sure." John smiled. "I did 'One Less Set Of Footsteps' at a karaoke thing one time. I know it pretty well."

"Perfect!" Chrissy clapped her hands. "That's a cover, too, so the audience will love having you sing it with us!"

"Here's the script. It's only a few paragraphs, but we can put it on the promoters if you want." Margo handed him a page printed from a computer printer.

John read it through and nodded. "Ok. I guess. What do you think, Blaine?"

Blaine had been grinning since the masks had been removed. "Are you kidding!? Of course I think you should do it! My favorite band and my girlfriend all singing together!?!?!? This is the greatest night of my life!"

John looked to Joanne, who nodded. "It's up to you, honey, but it is a once in a lifetime opportunity. I wish I had the talent to have ever been asked to do something so amazing."

John shrugged. "Ok. I'll do it."

Chrissy hugged him. "Great!"

The tall man with the pronounced drawl appeared again. "Sorry to interrupt, but it's forty-five minutes to showtime."

John looked around at the casually dressed, casually made-up women. "Forty-five minutes? Do you have enough time to get ready?"

"Why?" Gina made a mock-angry expression. "Are we that ugly?"

For a moment, John thought he'd offended them. "Oh, no, no..." then he realized they were kidding him. "I meant, well, it takes at least an hour for them to do my hair and makeup and costumes for the show."

Chrissy laughed. "We have plenty of time. There's a warmup band doing a half hour set first and we don't need to look as pretty as you do. We just throw on the war-paint and curl and brush out each other's hair. We can do it in fifteen minutes."

"But we SHOULD get going." Terry stood.

"This is Will," Chrissy introduced the tall man with the drawl. "He'll take care of getting you to your seats and he'll come get you before you need to go out on stage, ok?"

"Sure." John smiled, butterflies filling his insides.

Everyone was standing, now, and they had Will take a picture of all of them on Blaine's phone. There were kisses and hugs all around and John, Blaine and Joanne were escorted to their front row seats.

The concert as amazing. The band was so good! Gloria was on fire on every instrument that she played. Chrissy was everywhere at once, spurring the audience on, getting them singing and cheering and working them into a frenzy.

About an hour into the concert, Will appeared and signaled that John should follow him. Blaine didn't plan to follow, but his hand was being gripped so tightly that he had no choice. He looked back to his mother and waved for her to follow, but she shook her head and indicated that she'd stay put and take pictures.

Will led them backstage and told John he'd tell him when to go out. "Have you ever been in front of an audience this large?"

John shook his head. The auditorium at his high school sat a thousand people, but a show typically drew two to three hundred, so it always looked empty. In college, he'd only been in the small stage productions, and those theaters only seated about two hundred and the shows were never sold out. This crowd was well over twenty thousand people

"Just relax," Will instructed him. "The lights will blind you a little and, believe it or not, that will probably help. It'll keep you from seeing the crowd. Just focus on walking to the microphone, acknowledge the applause and say what you need to say. Chris will guide you through the song. You'll do fine."

John nodded, then looked at the short script he'd been given. He read through it and nodded, then took a deep breath and tried to get into performance-mode. He glanced out into the monumental space that was filled with people and he felt a tingle of fear sweep through him. Lord, that was a lot of people!

He turned to Blaine and shouted above the volume of the band. "I need a hug!"

Blaine wrapped his arms around him and shouted back, "Any time."

Suddenly, John felt more exposed and vulnerable than ever. His off-the-shoulder dress suddenly seemed to reveal far too much of his upper body. The just-above-the-knee length of the dress' skirt, with its wide silhouette and the way that it hardly ever touched his legs, seemed to expose far too much of his lower body. He looked at Chrissy, who's dress was far more revealing and realized that his fears were foolish, but they remained, none the less.

He could not put aside the thought that the only thing separating his privates from more than twenty-thousand people was a thin, nylon panty, a thin, silk skirt and the sheer outer dress. No pants, no tights, no stockings - just a few, very thin, pieces of fabric.

He shook in Blaine's arms.

"Nervous?" he asked above the noise.

"Petrified," John replied.

"Why?"

"Are you kidding? Look at all those people!"

"So what? Millions of people see you on TV all the time."

"Yeah, but I can't see them! And I'm not singing in front of them."

"You'll be great!" John was about to express his doubts about that, but Blaine planted a soft, warm kiss on his mouth and, for a moment, everything else was forgotten.

The kiss didn't last long enough, though.

"I hate to interrupt, kids," Will called above the din of applause, "but Chris is about to introduce you. Are you all set?"

John shook his head. "I don't know."

"It's now or never." Will shrugged. "Want me to wave her off?"

"Do it, Bebe," Blaine said. "They're going to love you."

John looked stressed, but he looked from Blaine to Will and nodded. "I'm good."

Will gave the 'ok' sign to Chrissy who said, "Well, Alright, L.A!!! Hey, we have a surprise for you, tonight."

The crowd cheered.

"Ladies and gentlemen, our new friend, the star of ABC's 'Civil Disobedience..."

John chuckled at that. Don was the star of 'Civil Disobedience.' There was no question about that. He was just an upstart.

"... Miss Bebe Foley!!!!"

The crowd's volume increased as Will gave John a soft push towards the stage. "Go get 'em!" He said.

That was the last thing that John could hear for a few moments because the crowd's screaming overwhelmed his hearing.

He looked at the audience. Will had lied. He could see every single face. He swore he could see the eye color of the people in the very last row. He could feel their cheers even more than he could hear them.

But there was something more than noise.

There was love. There was acceptance. There was belonging.

And then, just has he if he felt that he needed to run back off the stage, something exploded within him. His weak legs suddenly found great strength and the blood that was pounding in his temples began to flow smoothly and with a new found force. At that moment, the euphoria that overcame him made him realize that he was exactly where he was meant to be. His eyes brightened, his posture straightened, his demeanor became more accessible and suddenly, where a frightened ingenue had been walking, a strong confident star strode to the microphone, waving and smiling to the adoring crowd.

"HELLO, L.A.!" She hollered and the crowd responded with screams. "Hey, just so you know," he continued, completely off the script, but still delivering the correct message, "you guys are helping a lot of people, right here, in Los Angeles, tonight! For each and every ticket you purchased for the show, tonight, ten dollars has been donated to the Dusty Rose Foundation to help LGBTQ kids who are struggling to find themselves. And for every Dusty Rose tee shirt sold tonight, an additional dollar has been donated as well. So, just by being here and listening to these amazing girls, you have raised more than TWENTY- FIVE-THOUSAND DOLLARS!"

The crowd went nuts, screaming and whistling and applauding.

Chrissy took over the mic again. "Hey! Let's hear it for Bebe!!!" Chrissy was now sporting her famous dusty-rose-colored Taylor acoustic electric guitar.

The cacophony continued, but somehow, Chrissy controlled it and was able to speak over the chaos. "Would you like to here Bebe, sing!?"

Miraculously, the cheering got even louder.

"Come on! Let her know that you want her to sing with us!"

Even louder, still.

"Well, Alright! Bebe, sing this one with us!"

Gina clicked her sticks and called out, "One, two, three, four!"

The introduction began and Chris said into John's ear, "I'll sing the first phrase. You come in on the second. If you need help, I'll jump in."

John nodded. Suddenly, he was looking forward to this!

Chrissy started,

"We've been running away from
Something we both know
We've long run out of things to say
And I think I'd better go."

Chrissy nodded to John who moved to the mic and sang,

"So don't be getting excited
when you hear that slamming door
'Cause there'll be one less set of footsteps
On your floor, in the morning."

He glanced at Chrissy who flashed a supportive grin and gestured with her chin that John should continue.

"And we've been hidin' from somethin'
That should have never gone this far
But after all it's what we've done
That makes us what we are

And you been talkin' in silence
But if it's silence you adore
Oh there'll be one less set of footsteps
On your floor in the mornin'"

Then Chrissy joined John at the microphone and all the girls joined in on the famous Dusty Rose harmonies

"Well, there'll be one less set of footsteps on your floor
One less man to walk in
One less pair of jeans upon your door
One less voice a'talkin'"

The feeling of all the instruments and voices being so perfectly coordinated was new and exciting and uplifting. John was exhilarated beyond any feeling he'd ever had before.

He continued singing the lead vocal,

"But tomorrow's a dream away
Today has turned to dust
Your silver tongue has turned to clay
And your golden rule to rust

If that's the way that you want it
That's the way I want it more
There'll be one less set of footsteps
On your floor in the mornin'"

They reached the bridge, again, and this time, except for the drum beat, the girls were singing their harmonies with him in an a cappella style.

"Well there'll be one less set of footsteps on your floor
One less man to walk in
One less pair of jeans upon your door
One less voice a'talkin'"

The band kicked in once again and the audience screamed with excitement.

"Oh, But tomorrow's a dream away
When today has turned to dust
Your silver tongue has turned to clay
And your golden rule to rust

If that's the way that you want it
That's the way I want it more
There'll be one less set of footsteps
On your floor in the mornin'
There'll be one less set of footsteps
On your floor in the mornin'"

The audience went insane with applause. Chrissy slid her guitar around her back and hugged John. "You were amazing, Bebe!" She turned to the microphone and called out to the audience, "Bebe Foley, ladies and gentlemen! Bebe Foley!"

John waved to the audience, gave Chrissy a kiss on the cheek and ran as quickly as his pretty, little heels would carry him until he leapt up into Blaine's embrace and felt himself being swung in a circle. "Bebe," Blaine shouted, "you were unbelievable!!"

When the concert ended, Joanne accompanied the kids backstage where they kissed each member of the band goodbye, exchanged contact information, jumped into the car and they headed back to the condo.

"I've sent Rose all the pictures I took, tonight, Bebe. I'm sure she'll be thrilled to see them."

John was still high on the experience. "That's was all so great! Joanne, thank you so much for setting all of that up!"

"Yeah, mom," Blaine held John close. He was every bit as excited as John. "This was the best night of my life!"

"Has Rose said anything about the pictures?" John was dying to tell Rose and Ed everything that had happened.

"Nothing yet, honey," Joanne said. "She could be in the shower or something. I'm sure she'll be blown away when she sees them."

Joanne pulled into the parking lot at the condo.

"I'll just ride the elevator up with Bebe, mom." Blaine jumped out and turned to help John. "I'll be right back."

"Thanks for tonight, Joanne! I love you!" John leaned over the seat and kissed her cheek before bouncing out of the car.

"I love you, too, honey!" Joanne called back.

They entered the lobby and the elevator opened the moment Blaine pushed the button. They boarded and Blaine pushed the button for Bebe's floor, but then he pushed two more.

"What are you doing?" John asked.

"This is the first time I've been alone with you all night. I need a couple of extra minutes." He pulled John in tightly and kissed his forehead while running his hand up and down John's soft, slender arms. "You were unbelievable on that stage, Bebe," he whispered. "I can't believe how much I love you."

"I love you, too, Blaine. I really, really do."

They kissed, a long, soft, passionate kiss, as Blaine's hands continued to caress John's arms. On one pass up the soft flesh of his girlfriend's body, Blaine's hand inadvertently brushed the side of John's breast. It was an innocent graze, but they both felt an electric surge when it happened. The soft yielding of the dress, the bra and the developing flesh was both loving and forbidden. They both shivered and Blaine kissed John just a bit more forcefully.

Just when they both wanted their time alone to continue, the elevator opened on John's floor. "I have to go," John said reluctantly and he smiled at the big boy.

Blaine sighed. "Good night, my love," he whispered.

"Goodnight, my love," John whispered back, as he stepped out of the elevator and watched the door close. God, it was hard to end an evening with Blaine.

He unlocked the door and entered the apartment. All the lights were off. It was after midnight, but it was a Friday night. Ed and Rose were usually up late on Friday. They must have been tired and turned in early.

John moved quietly through the twilight of the apartment and he entered his room for a moment, but he was just too wound up to even consider going to bed without telling Rose about everything that had happened. What the heck, she wouldn't mind if he woke her up.

He stepped back out into the hall, then continued on the Rose's room. He turned the handle and opened it and was surprised to hear Rose shout, "Oh, my God! Bebe!"

John's eyes focused in the dim light as he saw two bodies scrambling about and heard Ed's voice, "Jesus, Bebe!" as he jumped out of bed and wrapped a sheet around his naked lower half.

"Oh, geez!" John half yelled, half giggled as he ran out the door, swinging it closed behind him. He stopped for a moment, laughing at having caught 'his parents' in a compromising position. Then he ran on the tip-toes of his sandalled feet to his bedroom, and he closed the door, laughing with adrenaline.

Moments later, there was a knock on the door and Ed's voice came through. "Bebe? Bebe? Can I talk to you?"

John opened the door, his face fixed in a silly, childish smile. When he spoke, he spoke in a very proper manner, as he'd heard in old movies. "Well, hello, Uncle Edward. How was your evening?" The impish smile threatened to burst into a laugh at any point.

Ed stood there wrapped in his sheet, embarrassed that Bebe had seen him in the midst of... well... with Rose... that way. After a moment, his embarrassed face also morphed into a smile. "Not bad, actually. In fact, I think it was probably the best Friday night of my life."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe in Lala Land - 17 Final

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  • Clara

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental

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  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Hormones

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Bebe in LaLa Land: 17 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 


This section of the Bebe epic comes to an end. While her television career is in high gear and her movie
career is blossoming, things at home in Massachusetts are in flux as John returns home to celebrate
Christmas. Thank you, everyone who has stuck with Bebe and me to this point. We may take a brief
break, but we'll be back soon to explore Bebe's next phase of life.


 
Author's Note: PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE... I am begging you here... PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME COMMENTS AND CRITIQUES!!!
It's the only reward us author's get for writing here. :*( It really isn't much to ask. ~Clara.

 
This version of Bebe in LaLa Land: 17 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
FAMILY -or- WE'RE ALL MAD HERE
 

"Here is footage of the young star as she joined the band Dusty Rose on stage this weekend at the Staples Center," Austin Meadows spoke under the footage on TMZ's Monday night broadcast. "The starlet wowed the audience when, after thanking the audience for their contributions to The Dusty Rose Foundation, she joined the band to perform the band's first big hit, a cover of Jim Croce's 1973 song, 'One Less Set Of Footsteps.'"

They played a ten second snippet of John performing and the anchorman said, "Holy Moses, Austin, that girl has some pipes, doesn't she!?"

"She really does," Meadows was thrilled to have such great access to the the lives of John, Ed and Rose, and he was playing up their successes and their importance in the entertainment world to the hilt. "You know, she's recently auditioned for a role in an upcoming Disney musical featuring Anna Kendrick and Lily James. After seeing this performance, I think Disney would be crazy to not sign her today!"

"I gotta agree, Austin," the anchorman smiled, then turned his gaze to the camera. "Next up, what Australian singer is finding herself in hot water after getting arrested for driving under the influence? Find out after this."

As a commercial for Twix candy came on the screen, Don pushed the mute button on the remote at the condo. "I think you guys may have just been the first people to find a way to keep Austin Meadows on a leash." He smiled and stood.

As he pulled on a zip-up sweatshirt, he said, "it looks like we'll be wrapping up the shooting a few days ahead of schedule. When are you guys headed back east for Christmas?"

"Bebe's in school until the twentieth, so we can't leave until at least then," Rose stood and gathered the empty coffee mugs.

"Good," Don nodded. "Viv and I would like to have you guys over for a Christmas celebration before you go. Nothing fancy, just dinner. Just you guys, Bebe and Blaine, Blaine's mom if she'd like to join us. I'll talk to Marion, too - see if she's available, but I know she has a place in Vail and she like to spend as much time skiing as possible."

"Sounds great," Ed said as the meandered towards the door.

"So, where is the princess on this chilly Monday evening?" Dan asked.

"She's out with her friends. There's a cinema that shows 'classic' movies for five bucks on Monday nights. She conned her friends into seeing something she heard was good." Ed shook his head. "Imagine, a bunch of teenaged girls, and Blaine, of course, going to see an old movie."

"That's great. She can learn a lot from the 'classic' films." Don admired Bebe's desire to get better at her craft. "What movie?"

"Umm, I think it's called 'What's Up, Doc.' I never heard of it," Rose put the mugs into the sink.

Don made a grunting, confused sound. "'What's Up, Doc!? Ok, that's not a classic! A classic is Brando, Bogart, Cagney, Lombard, Astaire, Hepburn... 'What's Up, Doc' is a comedy with Ryan O'Neal and Barbara Streisand. Great film - great cast - great script, but not a 'classic.' There's only a handful of films that came out after 1970 that can be considered 'classics.'"

Ed laughed. "How about 'Jaws,' or 'Taxi Driver,' or 'Schindler's List?'"

"All 'classics,' but they're not like the real CLASSICS! James Cagney losing it in the prison cafeteria after he hears his mother died in 'White Heat...' that's a classic. Ingrid Bergman in 'Casablanca' or 'Notorious' - classics."

"You'd be surprised what Bebe and Blaine watch when they're hanging around," Rose said. "They love that old stuff."

"Old stuff," Don huffed. "I better leave before I get angry." He kissed Rose's cheek. "Good night, sweetheart."

"'Night," Rose replied.

"Hey, how are you two going to survive away from each other, now that you're really a couple?"

Ed chuckled. "Not to worry. I rented a house about halfway between my parents and Rose's parent's houses. We'll deal with Christmas like an old married couple. Christmas Eve at one house, Christmas morning at another."

"Excellent!" Don shook his hand and left.

"Should we tell Bebe that we're staying together for Christmas?" Rose asked.

"I don't know," Ed shrugged. "Let's talk about it before we tell her. She's a good girl. She should be able understand."

"We need to head home, soon," John said as he nibbled on carrot sticks at the food court. "Uncle Ed will kill me if I'm a minute later than 10:30." John was wearing a cute, light weight, long-sleeved-bellsleeved, white sweater with a scooped neck, over which he wore a tan New-England-plaid jumper-dress, complete with a bib and shoulder straps.

"You know," MK ate a fry and sipped on her strawberry shake, "when I imagine what it's like to be a star on a TV show, it's never anything like your life. Shouldn't you be living it up, or living on the edge? You know, all that kind of stuff? Instead, you hang around with us, go to Catholic school, dress like a nun and follow every rule that your young, hunky uncle makes. If I realized that being a star was as boring as being a nobody, I don't think I would have been envying all those Disney Channel kids my whole life."

John shrugged. "This is how it is for me, anyway. And besides, I love hanging with you guys."

"Oh, that's sweet." Ella slurped the last of her mocha shake, "but sometimes I wonder if we're just chaperones for you and Blaine."

Blaine laughed at that. "Great chaperones you guys would make. 'You guys need to fool around more! You guys need to take it to the next level!' If we followed your advice, we'd be pushing a baby carriage down the street before school started next fall."

"Funny you should mention kids!" MK teased.

"Shhh." John looked irritated, yet coy.

"Huh? What did I miss?"

"Oh, nothing." MK gave a sly grin. "It's just that, the other day, we were talking about kids and, how many did you say you wanted, Bebe? Was it six? No, twelve? No, eighteen. Yes, I'm sure that was it. You said you wanted eighteen kids!"

John and Ella laughed, Blaine just looked shocked.

"Excuse me, kids," an older man interrupted. "Hi, Bebe. We met a few weeks ago at my country club. I just wanted to say, 'Hi.'"

John looked up and immediately recognized the man from the brunch at Don's club the morning after 'Civil Disobedience' premiered. "Mr Rosen." John smiled and shook the man's hand, "how nice to see you." He turned to his friends. "Guys, this is Mr Rosen. Mr. Rosen, these are my friends, Mary Kate and Ella and my boyfriend, Blaine."

"Nice to meet you, kids," the man said pleasantly. "Call me 'Larry.' I don't want to interrupt. I just wanted to say hi and tell you that I am still very impressed by your work, Bebe. I even saw some footage of you singing at The Staples Center on TV this afternoon. You sounded great! Keep up the great work!"

John smiled. "Thank you, Larry, that's very nice of you."

"Not at all. Well, I must get going, so, goodnight, ladies. Blaine."

They all said goodbye and returned to their chatter, but after a moment or two, John jumped up and looked in the direction the man had gone.

"What's wrong?" Blaine asked.

"What? Oh, nothing. I just thought of something. I need to talk to Larry before he leaves. I'll be right back."

John hurried as quickly as his slightly slippery flats would allow. When he reached a side corridor, he saw Larry approaching the exit. "Larry!" He called, but the man didn't respond. "Larry! Mr Rosen" he yelled louder and ran as fast as he could.

Larry heard something and turned, surprised to suddenly have to catch Bebe Foley as she slid on the soles of her flats into his arms.

"Bebe? What's the matter?"

John huffed to catch his breath. "Oh, Nothing..." Big breath. "Can I ask you something?"

"Sure, Bebe. What's up?"

John looked around for a moment. "Is it true that you run everything in L.A.?"

He chuckled. "That is a bit of a Don Ferry over statement, but I am very well connected. Why? Do you need help with something."

John nodded. "As a matter of fact, I do."

"That's a wrap!" the director called out. "We are closed for business until next year! We have food and beverages - adult beverages and some for the kids, too - in the studio next door. So, happy holidays, everyone and let's go get drunk!"

There was a big round of applause from everyone.

People hugged and kissed each other as they wrapped up cables and shut down computers, peeled off wigs and wiped off makeup.

Marion stepped up beside John and wrapped her arms around him in a big hug. "Merry Christmas, Bebe. I hope that next year is even more exciting than this year has been for you." She planted a wet sloppy kiss on his cheek.

"Thank you, Nana." John giggled and kissed the older woman, back. "And thank you for all of your advice on the show. I really appreciate all of you patience and wisdom."

"Oh, poo!" Marion laughed. "I don't have any 'wisdom' for you, Bebe. I'm just a work-a-day actress. I've been lucky enough to hitch my wagon to a few winners along the way, but I've never been as lucky as I have been lately. Between you and Don, this show has become a phenomenon. Thank you, sweetheart." She kissed him again.

As they reached the dressing rooms, John asked, "Are you going to stick around for the party?"

She smiled and shook her head. "No, Bebe. There's something you should know about your Nana. Once upon a time, your Nana partied way too much. So much, in fact, that she partied herself right out of a marriage and a nice steady job on a detective series. And, well, to cut a long story short, twelve steps later, I stay away from parties like this one. I'm meeting my friend at the airport and we are headed to my place in Vale where we shall ski and eat well for the next six weeks."

"That sounds lovely," John smiled.

"It is, sweetness. As you go through life, dear, remember that the perks of this business can kill you if you're not careful. Ok?" She kissed him once more.

"Ok." John kissed her again. "Merry Christmas, Nana."

"Bebe!" John turned to see Kylie coming down the hallway. She had not been called for shooting that day, but had come just for the party.

"Hi, Ky!" John smiled. "Merry Christmas!"

"I got you something," Kylie smiled and handed John a pretty little gift bag.

"Oh, thank you." John kissed her cheek. "Come one in. I have something for you, too."

In the dressing room, John handed her a small box, wrapped in red foil.

"You first," Kylie insisted.

John opened the bag and found a complete cosmetics kit manufactured by the company for which Kylie had become the spokesperson. "Oh, Wow," John giggled. "Thanks! This is great!"

"I know it's a little cheesy - giving you a present that I got at a discount - but it's really good stuff. My skin has gotten a lot better since I started using it."

"Oh, don't be silly." John looked at the selection of applications and colors in the kit. "I love it. Open yours."

Kylie opened the box to find a little necklace with a small, circular medallion attached. On one side was Kylie's name, beautifully inscribed into the silver circle. "Oh, how nice!"

"Turn it over." John was grinning.

On the back, Kylie found another inscription. 'My favorite neighbor. Love, Bebe'

"Oh!" Kylie sighed as she blinked back a few happy tears. "That's so nice, Bebe. Thank you! And I only got you some makeup."

They hugged.

"Don't be silly. I love it!" John assured her. "Help me change and we can go to the party."

Kylie unbuttoned the back of John's dress and helped him step out of it. As John stepped into a sleeveless, black dress with a generously flared skirt and a print that featured little Santas and fancily wrapped gifts all about it, Kylie gushed, "Oh, That is absolutely adorable, Beebs!"

John looked in the mirror while Kyle zipped up the back and hooked the hook and eye at the top of the zipper. "Thanks. I thought so, too." He pulled the little, silver B.B. and chain out from under the dress and made sure that hung perfectly.

"You can pull off 'cute' much better than I can," Kylie brushed the hairspray out of John's hair. "I think I'm just too busty to be 'cute.'"

John laughed. "Oh, Poor you. Maybe we should start a charitable foundation for gorgeous redheads with perky C-cups." Kylie and MK were both very well stacked young women and, when he'd first met them, they made him feel a bit inadequate. Even Ella, who was a full B-cup, could be a little intimidating when they all really dressed up, but Blaine seemed to like John just as he was, so what difference did it make?

There was a knock on the door and Rose stuck her head in. "Oh, hi, Kylie. Do you girls need any help in here?"

"No, thanks." John slipped his feet into little, kitten heeled sandals, "Kylie got me dressed. We're all set."

Rose opened the door all the way. Kylie and John joined her in the hallway and they proceeded to the party.

"There's my girls!" Don shouted loudly as they entered. He ran to them and swept Rose right off of her feet and into a traditional carryingover -the-threshold hold and he kissed her cheek with great
theatricality. "My beautiful first-born!"

He returned Rose to her feet, then grabbed Kylie, who let out a surprised squeal as Don lowered her into a dramatic tango-dip as he kissed her cheek. "My baby's best friend and neighbor."

He let Kylie stand and he looked at John and his eyes narrowed. "And you!" John took a confused step backwards, but Don closed the space between them in a flash and scooped up John as he had Rose, then made a run for the small stage at the other end of the studio where a DJ had set up to play some dance music, later.

John was both thrilled and scared by the sensation of being carried like this. He felt weightless and protected, and he loved the way that his skirts billowed as Don ran, but the feeling of potentially falling was always present and made the experience more exciting.

When they reached the stage area, Don did not put him down, but continued to support him, effortlessly.

"Excuse me, my friends," Don said into the microphone and the members of the cast and crew grew quiet.

"My friends... my very good friends," he began, very excited, "I believe that you all know my youngest child, Bianca-Bebe-Alexandra." Everyone applauded politely while Don kissed John's cheek. "Well, ladies and gentlemen, this little girl has just given us all a very great Christmas present."

Now, there was a murmur of interest amongst the guests.

John turned and looked at Don, shocked. "Don, I didn't get them anything."

"Oh, But you did, sweetness. You did." He grinned. He turned his attention back to the guests. "I just got a call from the network and they told me that Bebe's on-screen time has been testing off the charts with audiences of all ages and, because of her popularity, and all the hard work that you have all put into making this show something different and special, Civil Disobedience has been the number one network television show on TV since our premier, AND..." he paused for dramatic impact, "it has just been picked up for an additional two seasons with an option to renew for years to come! Congratulations, everyone! It looks like we're all going to be employed for a long, long time!"

Everyone cheered and hugged each other. Most of the people in attendance, all of whom were very talented, had worked their tales off on failed project after failed project, but they all knew that this show was different. And now, thank heavens, they could rely on a steady income for the next few years. This meant more than just extra cash. This meant nice homes and good schools. The ability to afford to get married. To have kids. To live without worrying about foreclosure or repossessions. At least for a while.

"Oh, my God! That's fantastic!" John screamed and threw his arms around Don's neck as he lowered John to his feet.

"And not only that," Don smiled as he spoke into John's ear, "I made sure that you and Uncle Ed and Cousin Rosie and Nana Marion all had extension bonuses built into our contracts. Because we've been picked up, you get a pretty impressive bonus."

John was gobsmacked. "How impressive?"

"Would you find five million impressive?"

John's eyes went wide. "Five millio... you mean we each get a million dollars?"

Don laughed hard. "No, Bebe. We each get five million and believe me - you are worth every penny, my love. To me and to the network."

John's mouth had been hanging open while Don spoke. "Five? Each?" Was all he could muster as Don hugged him tightly.

"How does it feel to be rich, angel?"

John was finding it hard to breath. "I thought I was already rich." He mumbled, overwhelmed.

"You were comfortable, before, honey. NOW, your rich!"

John stood stunned for a moment, then said, "I need to make a phone call," and he hustled towards his dressing room, his skirts flowing as he ran.

Don walked down from the stage and accepted hugs and handshakes of congratulations until he met Ed who asked, "Is everything ok with Bebe? She left in a rush."

"I think so," Don laughed. "She said she had to make a phone call. Probably calling her mom."

"Or Rita," Ed chuckled. "Hey, getting off the subject, just a bit, I just got a call from your friend, Hank Miller."

Don looked a little more serious at the mention of the private detective's name. "Is anything wrong?"

"I don't think so, but it looks like I'm going to have to go to court tomorrow. All three of teachers from Notre Dame have worked out a deal with the district attorney and their entering their pleas to the judge. He said that the judge MAY allow me to make a victim-statement, if I want to."

"Do you want to?" Don shrugged.

"Yeah, I guess," Ed shrugged as well. "I guess I'll see what they say and I'll make a decision then."

"Ok, but take Rosie with you," Don advised.

"Why? I'm the only named victim."

"True," Don winked, "but she's a lot cuter than you are. The judge will like that."

Ed shook his head. "That's a little cynical, isn't it? Maybe even a bit sexist."

"It is," Don smiled, "but it's all theater, my friend. Dress the set correctly and the audience will be drawn in."

Ed saw his point and nodded. "Wait," he pointed out, "what if the judge is a woman? Or gay?"

Don laughed. "Wear a nice suit."

"Are you sitting down, darling?" Rita asked through the phone.

"I am," John fibbed. Actually, he was standing in front of Notre Dame, waiting for a car to pick him up.

"We got them to concede to everything, Bebe. You'll be finishing up Civil Disobedience the first week of May and you'll start recording vocal tracks for the Disney project on May 15th. Then, you have a six week shooting schedule and you'll be back to your precious Cape Cod by mid-July. How does that sound?"

John let out a big breath. "That sounds AMAZING, Rita!"

"What? What? What sounds amazing?" Kylie asked, with Ella and MK getting excited, as well. "Did you book the movie?"

John nodded, but plugged his free ear to hear Rita over his friends' squealing.

"And you're clearing a really nice chunk of change for this one, too!"

"Really? How much?" John knew that the question sounded mercenary, but he needed to ask it, none the less.

"How does three and a half million sound for your first movie, PLUS a little taste of the back end?"

Again, John breathed a huge sigh. His mother had been a professional educator at the top of her field her entire life. She'd publish five books and was considered an expert in her field, and if she worked until she was a hundred and fifty, she wouldn't make three and a half million dollars and, if you combined this with the bonus he'd earned yesterday, John had earned over eight million dollars in two days! Was that even possible!? "Thank you, Rita!" John's voice was shaking. He wasn't sure if he was laughing or crying, but he was definitely shaking. "Thank you, so much!"

"You're welcome, baby." Rita giggled at the excitement in her client's voice. "We'll talk soon. Congratulations!"

The girls were pushing hard for information and John did his best to relate what limited information he had.

Who was in the movie? Lily James and Anna Kendrick.

What was it about? He only knew he was the youngest of three sisters.

When would it be released? No idea.

Suddenly, something occurred to John. "Guys, I need to just send a couple of texts."

The first was to his mother. The next to Ed, Rose and Don. Then he wondered if he should send another. He needed some advice, but he wasn't sure if he should impose on someone he barely knew. Oh, well, it was worth a try. If he offended the recipient, he'd apologize and that would be that.

Resolved to take the chance, John typed, 'HI, CHRISSY. THIS IS BEBE FOLEY FROM CIVIL DISOBEDIENCE. I DON'T KNOW IF YOU REMEMBER ME. WE MET AT THE STAPLES CENTER. I DON'T MEAN TO IMPOSE ON YOU, BUT I NEED SOME ADVICE. WOULD YOU MIND IF I ASKED YOU A FEW QUESTIONS?'

When he read the text, it seemed a little odd, but the only other person he knew with lots of money was Don and if he asked Don about this, he'd definitely tell Ed and Rose and they'd say 'no' to his plans. He needed to talk to someone who wouldn't tattle on him to anyone and Chrissy was the only person he knew who might understand.

Finally, he pushed the 'send' icon.

He took a deep breath, knowing that, even if Chrissy was willing to respond, she was very busy, so it would take hours or even days to get a response, but, within seconds, his phone vibrated in his hand. It was a response. 'HI, BEBE! DID YOU REALLY THINK I DIDN'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE? SO GREAT TO HEAR FROM YOU! WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU? IF I CAN HELP YOU AT ALL, I WILL.'

John felt great relief. 'THANKS. IS THERE SOMETIME THAT I MIGHT BE ABLE TO CALL YOU AND ASK YOU SOME QUESTIONS?'

'HOW ABOUT RIGHT NOW?' Chris replied. 'THEY'RE STILL SETTING UP OUR SOUND SYSTEM. SOUND CHECK IS AT LEAST A COUPLE OF HOURS AWAY.'

John was shocked that someone as famous as Chrissy was being so nice to him. He pressed the number under Chris' name. It only rang once before he heard a voice on the other end of the connection. "Hi, Bebe? How are you? How's Blaine and Joanne?"

John stumbled over his words. "They're both good, and I am too, I guess, but could you give me a little guidance about something?"

"Of course, honey," the voice was very friendly. "What can I help you with?"

"Yes, Your Honor," Ed said. "I would like to say a few things."

"Step up to the podium, then, please, Mr McNeal," the Judge, a handsome man in his fifties, indicated a wooden desk with a microphone that was at the railing of the courtroom. All three defendants had spoken from the same location.

When he reached the microphone, he said, "Thank you, Your Honor. Your Honor, I am more than a little shocked to have heard what was said here today. These people, Your Honor, they're asking for no jail time and I can't imagine how that could be appropriate. They targeted my niece, Your Honor. At the time, a fourteen year old child who was a student at the school that employed them. That should have been a safe place, Your Honor. Instead, it was a place that they used to extort money from the families of their students. And this man threatened me on one occasion and, on another, he attacked me while I waited outside my niece's voice teacher's house. He dressed as a police officer and attacked me. I have no idea why he's not in prison for that, let alone the extortion charges."

"May I ask a question," the judge interrupted.

"Yes, Your Honor."

"How old are you, Mr McNeal?"

"I'm twenty-one, Your Honor."

"And how is it that you are taking care of your niece?"

Ed sighed. "Bebe is not really my niece, Your Honor. I am a close friend of her family and she has always called me Uncle Ed, so I have always referred to her as my niece. Since moving out here to work on a TV show, I have shared custody of Bebe with my girlfriend." He indicated Rose who was sitting in the courtroom.

"And who is on the TV show, Mr McNeal?" The judge was writing notes. "You or your girlfriend or the child?"

"All of us, Your Honor."

The judge looked up. "Really? That is unusual."

"Yes, Your Honor."

"You do understand, Mr McNeal, that, if I grant these people a suspended sentence, as they are requesting, that is not letting them off the hook. They will be on a very short leash. If they make any mistakes, they will find themselves thrown into jail in a heartbeat."

Ed nodded. "I do understand, Your Honor."

"All of these defendants are first time criminals, Mr McNeal. The court needs to take that into consideration.”

“They are also people who were charged with protecting young girls, but instead, they preyed upon them and their families. I turned to the police for help and got none, so I turned to a private investigator. Had I not, there’s no telling how many more children and families would have been abused by these vultures. In fact, when that man attacked me, I was arrested by the police for defending myself and my good name was smeared in the press. These are bad people, Your Honor. Very, very bad people. They may deserve a second chance, but not until after they have served a sentence. Until they’ve had their freedom taken away from them, had their sense of security and well being taken away from them as they have taken it away from my family and many others.”

The judge nodded. “The court will be in recess for one hour, at which time I will share my decision with all parties. Mr District Attorney, I’d like to see you in my chambers in fifteen minutes. Thank you, everyone. Court is at recess.”

The judge stood and the court officer called out, “All rise!” Everyone stood until the judge had exited.

“So, I gave my guy a call and he said he’d be in his office for the next hour or so,” Chrissy’s voice came through the phone. “He can talk to your bank and work everything out for you. You’ll just need to have an adult sign the papers for you.”

“Ok,” John replied. “Thanks, so much. I’ll talk to my cousin. I don’t think my uncle would allow me to do this.”

“Why?”

“He’s just very cautious, you know? Rose is a little more
understanding.”

“Alright, Bebe. Let me know if you need any more help.”

“I will, Chrissy. Thank you so much for all of your help!”

“All rise. Court is now back in session,” the officer called. Everyone stood, then sat back down.

“The defendants will, please, step to the rail,” the judge instructed.

Ms Stephanie, Mr Carlin and Ms Gabriella stood with Ms Gabriella’s husband, who was still acting as the attorney for all three, stood beside his wife.

“It appears,” the judge began, “that not all of the information required for sentencing was presented prior to Mr McNeal’s testimony. After reviewing the arrest records and the evidence as well as a conversation with our esteemed District Attorney, I find that I cannot accept the terms agreed upon between the defendants and the District Attorney’s Office. I will, however, accept the guilty pleas entered previously.”

“Your Honor!” Ma Gabriella’s husband nearly shouted. “I must object strenuously! We had a deal...”

“You had a deal with the District Attorney’s Office, Mr Montez, not with me. Before your clients entered their pleas, I made it clear that the agreement was only tentative. The final sentencing is up to me and, quite frankly, Mr Montez, after hearing from Mr McNeal and reading the background of this case, I am disgusted with the agreement between your clients and the ADA. These people abused the trust of the people who were put into their care and I was not made aware of the pending prosecution of Mr. Carlin for the attack on Mr McNeal’s person. In fact, Mr. Montez, I am inclined to punish your clients to the fullest extent of the law and to report you and the ADA assigned to the case to the California Bar Association. Neither of you deserve to be practicing law in this state. Am I making myself clear, Mr Montez?”

“Yes, Your Honor,” the lawyer stuttered, “But...”

“The conversation is over, Mr. Montez!” The judge’s anger was obvious. “One more word and I will hold you in contempt. Now, I am going to ask you a question, Mr. Montez, and your answer will be either ‘yes’ or ‘no’ and no other words will be uttered. The question is, do you understand me, Mr. Montez?”

“Yes, Your Honor,” the lawyer said, “but...”

“That’s three words too many, Mr. Montez,” the judge gaveled and surprised everyone in the courtroom. “Mr. Montez, you are in contempt of this court. Officer Casey, please remove the attorney to a holding cell. I will deal with him, later.”

The big, ruddy faced court officer grabbed the lawyer’s upper arm and lead him away, shouting all the way.

“To continue...” the judge started, it Ms Stephanie interrupted.

“Your Honor, we need to have an attorney.”

“Silence!” The judge gaveled, again. “You have already entered a guilty plea with the assistance of your attorney. You do not need an attorney present for me to pass sentence.”

The three of them looked at each other in a panic. For a moment, Rose felt bad for them, but then she recalled what they’d done to her family and she got over that.

“Having entered individual guilty pleas, it is the judgement of this court that all three of you shall serve a sentence of no more than five years for the crime of extortion and theft in the amount of more than five thousand dollars.”

The three defendants looked as if they’d been hit with hammers.

“Your sentences shall be served in a minimum security prison and, if you all behave, you may be eligible for parole in thirty two months. You shall be escorted from this court to a prison to begin your incarceration.”

“Your Honor, please!” Ms Stephanie was panicked. “I have to deal with some personal issues - closing up my apartment, finding someone to care for my cats, storing my car...”

“I apologize if the State of California is inconveniencing you, but you will have to deal with all of these issues by making collect phone calls from the prison.”

Ms Stephanie looked as if she was about to burst, but the judge stopped her by saying, “And before anything else is said, I see that there are several more extortion cases pending for the bunch of you. I cannot guarantee that I will be the presiding judge, but I can guarantee there will be little or no sympathy for you when those cases are presented – AND – Mr Carlin, you still have a criminal assault charge to face. I would recommend that you forget about looking for someone to babysit your cats and find someone to adopt them. You may not be out of prison in time to ever see them again.”

Everyone in the courtroom was stunned by the vehemence of the judge’s words.

“Please remove the prisoners,” the judge said to the court officers.

As they were escorted out, it hit Ed and Rose both that these people, once pillars of the community, were no longer citizens, but prisoners. Everything had been resolved so strangely quickly and instead of filling them with a sense of righteous justice, it left them feeling empty and sympathetic. It was an awful feeling and one that they never hoped to experience again.

“Well. I don’t know about anyone else.” Don chuckled as he pushed back from the table and folded his napkin, “but I can’t eat another bite!”

The dinner had been excellent. It was catered by a restaurant in Brentwood in which Vivian was a silent partner. It was a primarily sea food banquet in the ‘Spanish Cuisine’ tradition. John had grown up with a lot of Puerto Rican school friends, sharing their food traditions in class and in the cafeteria, and since coming to LA, he’d had a lot of Mexican food, but this tasted like nothing he’d ever eaten before and he’d enjoyed every morsel he’d eaten. Judging by the other plates around the table, everyone else had, too.

“Let’s go into the great room and open some presents.” Vivian stood and invited everyone. They had also hired a wait staff for the evening, so they would attend to clearing the table.

Back home, John had had some friends with ‘great rooms’ – large rooms that would usually have a TV, a sectional sofa and, maybe, a pool table or a foosball table, but Don’s was more like a ‘great hall’ from a castle. It had to be well over fifteen hundred square feet, with eighteen foot high ceilings that featured beautiful beams and artistic tiles, as well as a fireplace tall enough for Ed to have walked straight into without bowing his head.

There was a Christmas tree in the center of the room that was big enough to have looked good in the court yard at Rockefeller Center. Wreaths made of boughs of holly with deep green needles and bright red berries hung everywhere, as did balls of mistletoe and huge, shiny, silver balls.

“Oh, Vivian, it’s just so beautiful!” Joanne said, not for the first time, as the entered.

“Thank you, but to be honest, I hired a decorating company this year. I could never have found the time to do all of this myself. I did pick the theme, though. Can anyone guess what it is?”

“Other than Christmas?” Ed asked playfully.

Rose gave him a shot in the ribs, as she giggled at his dad-joke, The she said, “Well, I have a guess. I see a lot of bright silver balls that remind me a lot of a certain necklace that I see constantly hanging from my cousin’s neck. Might the theme of this year’s party be ‘Bebe?’”

“Well, yes, I suppose,” Vivian laughed, “but the necklace was actually my inspiration. Did you know that necklaces with silver balls on them are one of the hottest jewelry items being sold this holiday season? How do you like that, little Miss Popular? You’re a trendsetter!”

John smiled and hugged Blaine around the waist. “Not me. Blaine bought it.”

“But it’s how it looks on you,” Don teased as he pulled her away from Blaine, “that makes it popular.”

John blushed. He was wearing the same Christmas themed dress he’d worn to the studio party.

Don led John to a side table where champagne had been poured. “Help me pass these out, sweetheart.”

When all of the adults had flutes of champagne, Don handed John and Blaine flutes with sparkling grape juice. Then he held his glass high and said, “A toast! To new friends! May we all become old, old friends together! Merry Christmas, everyone!”

“Merry Christmas!” everyone called back, in response. Then they all clinked their glasses together.

There were sounds of ‘mmm’ when they tasted the very pricy champagne.

“And one more toast. To our own personal unicorn, Bebe! She’s barely begun her TV career an she’s already embarking on a film career. Let’s all hope that next year brings her as much success as this year has! To Bebe!”

“To Bebe!” They all replied.

The phone chimed early on a Sunday morning. John was cuddled in his bed when he heard it. He grabbed his phone and after noting that the time was 5:23am, he saw that he’d received a text from Nancy.

This could be good or it could be bad.

He took a moment before opening the text.

‘HI, BEBE. I JUST GOT MY PHONE BACK AND I WANTED MY FIRST TEXT TO BE TO YOU. WHAT I WANT TO SAY IS – I’M SORRY. I WAS A PIG TO YOU FROM THE MOMENT I PICKED YOU UP AT THE AIRPORT IN PROVIDENCE LAST JUNE. I SHOULD HAVE SUPPORTED YOU, BUT, INSTEAD, I JUST ATTACKED. I’D LIKE TO SAY THAT WAS BECAUSE OF THE PERCOCET, BUT THAT WAS ONLY PART OF IT. IT WAS ME. I HAD TURNED INTO A SELFISH PERSON AND I TOOK OUT ALL MY FRUSTRATION ON YOU EVERY YIME I SAW YOU. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. ALSO, THANK YOU FOR YOUR HELP. I FEEL BETTER THAN I HAVE IN TWO YEARS. I FEEL LIKE MYSELF. IT’S NICE TO BE ABLE TO THINK STRAIGHT AGAIN. SOME HOW, I WILL PAY YOU BACK. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU. I’LL SEE YOU IN A WEEK OR SO.’

John read the text three times before he started to type a response.

‘I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, NAN. PLEASE, DON’T EVER LEAVE ME AGAIN. I NEED YOU TO BE OK. I CAN’T TELL YOU HOW I FEEL JUST READING YOUR TEXT. I MISS HAVING MY SISTER.’

A minute passed and then three texts came through, ‘I’M BACK TO STAY, JOHNNY’

‘OOPS’

‘BEBE’

John smiled, then typed, ‘JOHNNY IS FINE.’

“All packed?” Ed asked. He’d been watching his favorite holiday movie, ‘Elf,’ on the coach when John climbed on and cuddle next to him.

“Yep. All set.” He watched the silliness on the screen for a few minutes, enjoying Ed’s warmth and knowing he’d be missing it while they were back home.

“And you’re ok with me and Rosie staying together during the holidays?”

“I think it’s great. Really, I do.”

Ed kissed the crown of John’s head. “Thanks, honey. I didn’t know how you’d react to all this.”

John shrugged. “Two people I love are in love with each other. Why would that bother me?”

Ed kissed his head, again. “Did you say goodbye to Blaine?”

“Yes,” the single word was drawn out and frustrated. “He’s already on his way back to Florida to spend the holidays at his grandparents’ house. They’re stopping off in St Louis to see his aunt on the way.”

Ed smiled at the petulance in John’s voice. He patted his head, gently. “I know you’ll miss him, but is just for a few weeks.”

“I know.”

On the screen, Zooey Deschanel began singing a Christmas carol while on the coach, John’s breathing slowed and became more steady until he drifted off to sleep with his head on Ed’s chest.

“Don’t worry about it, Marilyn. Ed and I will drop her off. It’s really not a big deal.” Rose was talking on her cell phone as the plane flew over Indiana. “We’re staying in Boylston, so a quick spin to Worcester isn’t that big a deal. You take care of Nancy and we’ll take care of Bebe.”

Rose listened for a few minutes, then said, “Ok, well, you send us a text when you’re a half an hour from home and we’ll head to your place. That way, she’s not alone. Ok? Alright, Marilyn. No, it’s no trouble at all, honestly.”

She disconnected the call and looked over the sleeping form of John to speak to Ed. “Marilyn’s picking up Nancy. They’re letting her put a couple of days early because of the holiday. So, why don’t we just go find our place and make sure everything is ok, then we can take Bebe home when Marilyn gets back?”

Ed nodded. “Ok, but I’m sure she’d be ok for a few hours by herself if we brought her home first.”

“Marilyn asked us to keep her with us until she was home. She said that she didn’t want her coming home to an empty house.”

Ed shrugged. “Ok. Seems a little weird, though.”

“She’s just trying to keep both of her girls safe and happy, Ed. I think she’s very concerned about Christmas turning into a battle like Thanksgiving did.”

That made sense.

“When are you delivering Bebe’s present?” Rose asked, quietly.

Ed smiled. “I’m picking it up from the shop tomorrow morning. I talked to Marilyn. She’s taking them all to midnight Mass and she’s leaving a key taped behind the wreath on the door for me to use to get in. I’ll sneak in, drop it off and sneak out again.”

“Just like Santa Claus,” Rose smiled.

“Do you think we could stop at a McDonald’s and get a vanilla shake on the way home?” Nancy asked as they pulled out of the rehab center’s parking lot.

“Sure, honey,” Marilyn smiled. “Anything you want.” It was nice to see Nancy looking so rested and relaxed. Her skin looked better than it had in a couple of years and her eyes were clear.

“I’ve been craving one for, like, two weeks.”

“We could stop someplace nice and get a milkshake, too, you know.”

“I know, mom, but the thing is, I’m craving that strange, unnatural stuff that goes into a McDonald’s vanilla shake. Real ice cream just won’t do it.”

Marilyn laughed.

They rode in silence for a few minutes, until Marilyn asked, “How was it?”

“How was what?”

“How was it... in there?”

“In rehab?” Nancy smiled. “Not as bad as you’d expect. I mean, I had some withdrawals, but nothing like some of the others people. There was a girl dealing with a heroine issue and she really had a tough time. I kinda became her personal attendant for a couple of weeks. It was really rough for her. Lots of vomiting, cold sweats... stuff like that.”

Marilyn listened. Nancy’s voice was clear and even. It wasn’t until this moment that she realized that her voice had sounded edgy and anxious for a long time before she went into rehab. Then something that Nancy said hit her. “What do you mean, you became her attendant?”

Nancy smiled. “Well, we were all assigned jobs and if we had medical training and if we felt like we could handle it, we helped out with other guests.”

Marilyn seemed surprised. “Really!? Is that ethical?”

“Oh, I think so,” Nancy nodded. “It was good for me, too.”

“How so?”

“Well, when I first went there, I thought that my medical career was over. I figured I’d be getting a real estate license or going back to school to teach middle school science or something, but they let me jump right back into my field – with supervision, of course. Anyway, it clarified things for me. I mean, I know that it’s not going to be easy to get back into a hospital, but I’m going to do it. No matter what I have to do, I’m going to put this behind me and be the best doctor I can be.”

Marilyn reached across the dark cabin of the minivan and took her daughter’s hand in hers, then pulled it back across and kissed the fingers that were intertwined with hers. “That’s wonderful, dear. I’m so proud of you. I know it’s been tough, but I hope that you can make a new start, now.”

“That’s the plan, mom.”

They drove a while longer before Marilyn spoke again. “What about Walter?”

Nancy rolled her eyes. “Yeah,” she sighed. “What about Walter?”

Marilyn waited patiently. Eventually, Nancy continued.

“There was a time that I actually did have feelings for Walter, but now I see that he was just using me. I need to stay clear of him, obviously, but I imagine that, if I stay in New England, he’ll eventually catch up with me.”

Marilyn agreed. “As much as I hate to even think about it, honey... maybe you should consider relocating.”

“Yeah, mom,” she pulled her coat a little more tightly around her, “but where would I go? I thought about asking my friend, Ginger, if I could crash with her down in Atlanta, or Ellen from med school, she lives in Oregon, but they’re both still residents themselves, so they really can’t afford to have a rehabilitated junkie living with them.”

“Oh, Nancy, don’t describe yourself like that!”

“Why, mom? I’m reconciled to it, but the point is, if their employers find out, then they’ll lose their jobs, I can’t ask them to take that chance.”

Marilyn drove on for a few minutes before stating the obvious. “You could, maybe, ask your sister if you could move in with her for awhile.”

Nancy shook her head. “I think she’s sacrificed enough for me, mom. I’m not going to ask for that kind of help after she’s given me a second chance.”

Marilyn nodded, but after a few minutes of silence, she said, “Well... think about it, anyway. I think she may be open to it if we frame things the right way.”

Nancy nodded halfheartedly, but suddenly brightened up and pointed to an oncoming sign. “Look! There’s a McDonald’s at this exit. Could you pull off?”

“Sure,” Marilyn said as she turned on her right-turn blinker.

“This is nice!” Rose said as they entered their rented house. “Good job, Uncle Ed!” She teased. “What do you think, Beebs?”

John looked out the window at the view of the reservoir below. “This is really gorgeous! Congratulations, guys! It’s kind of perfect!”

Ed flopped onto the huge, soft sofa with a sigh. “Any place would be perfect as long as I had my girls with me,” he laughed.

“Oh,” Rose giggled, “such a romantic!”

She jumped and landed on top of Ed, who let out a big groan. “Ooooooh!” He over-played the impact her landing. “Did you gain weight?”

She sat back, eyes wide and a smile playing on her lips. “Gained weight? Well, that’s it! I’m going to go stay with Bebe!”

She pretended to be offended and started to stand, but Ed stopped her and pulled her close. “Ok, but Bebe’s house doesn’t have an indoor pool!”

Rose stopped and pretended to consider things for a moment. “Ok. I’ll stay.”

It was after 4:30 when Ed pulled into Marilyn’s driveway. The sun hadn’t quite set yet. Marilyn’s minivan was in the driveway, but there were only a couple of lights on and the outside of the house was cast in that strange, oppressive, December twilight that only seemed to engulf New England in the days leading up to Christmas.

“I hope that you have a better time at Christmas than you did at Thanksgiving, Beebs,” Rose said, as she unbuckled her seatbelt.

Ed was already out of the car and headed to the passenger side of the car to help Rose and John to get out. When Ed opened John’s door, he swung his legs out, but then said, “Maybe it would be best if I just went in alone.”

Ed and Rose exchanged concerned glances.

“Are you sure, Beebs?” Rose asked.

John nodded. “Yeah, I think so. I haven’t seen Nancy since she... Well, you know... and I don’t want to put any pressure on her if she’s not feeling great, or, well, if she’s self conscious about anything, I guess.”

“Ok,” Rose smiled. “I love you sweetheart. Take good care of yourself and call if you need me, ok?”

John leaned over the seat and kissed Rose’s cheek. “I love you, too, Rose. See you soon.”

Rose touched his cheek as he pulled away. “Yeah. See you soon.”

Ed had pulled John’s bag from the trunk and pulled the handle up so it could roll easily. “I’ll walk you to the door,” Ed said.

When they reached the stoop, Ed shrugged and handed the bag’s handle to John. “Well, I guess this is goodbye for a couple of weeks.”

John hugged the bigger man and said, “I guess. I’ll miss you.”

“I’ll miss you, too, Bebe. Geez, it seems like I’ve been your Uncle Ed for forever. I’m really going to miss you.” He squeezed John more tightly and lowered his head to kiss the side of John’s head.

When they separated, John stood on his toes and kissed Ed’s cheek. “I love you. See you in a couple of weeks. Merry Christmas.”

“Merry Christmas.” Ed hesitated before walking away. When he turned his back and headed towards the car, John turned and entered the house.

When Ed pulled himself into the car, Rose could see that his eyes were watery. “You going to be ok?”

He nodded and laughed at himself. “I’m fine. That was just harder than I thought.”

John could hear his mother and sister speaking to each other upstairs. Everything sounded calm and normal. He took off the lovely, white coat with the white faux-fur collar his mother had bought him in November and hung it in the entry closet. Then, he took off his shoes and walked softly up the stairs. He didn’t know exactly why he as was sneaking around, but he felt like he needed to get a feel for the chemistry between his mom and Nancy before getting involved, himself.

When he reached the upstairs landing, he waited and listened. The conversation seemed light and somewhat mundane.

“I’m going to have to either drop fifteen pounds pretty quickly or go buy some bigger clothes. I ate better in rehab than I have since I moved out for college,” Nancy said, with a little laugh.

“I’ll help you buy some new clothes,” Marilyn said. “You look good at this weight. Your face looked very thin before.”

“Gee, Thanks, Mom,” Nancy retorted.

“You know what I mean, honey...”

Nothing seemed out of sorts, so John moved closer to the door to Nancy’s room. He peeked around the door frame just in time to see Marilyn take a seat on the bed next to Nancy. She put her arm around her daughter and her daughter let her head rest on her mother’s shoulder. “Welcome home, baby,” Marilyn sniffled a few happy tears back.

“I’m sorry I put you through all of this, mom. I don’t know how I got so deeply into everything. I thought I had it all under control and then... I didn’t.”

They sat in silence for a moment, then Nancy asked, “Do you think I can ever make things right with Johnny? I was pretty hard on him on Thanksgiving.”

“Nancy,” Marilyn laid her head on her daughter’s, “I think that he understands that everything you said was said out of shame and fear. He knows you love him.”

“I do, you know mom. And I’ll never be able to thank him for his help.”

“You don’t have to,” John said from the doorway.

The two women turned and saw him. They both smiled.

“Merry Christmas,” he said as he came to the bed and joined them.

Nancy wrapped her arms around him. “Merry Christmas, Johnny.”

On Christmas morning, John and Nancy were both awakened by the smell of Marilyn’s ham-strata, a baked omelet which she only made on Christmas morning and which smelled glorious. They both rolled out of their beds and pulled on new, warm chenille robes that Marilyn had bought them as Christmas presents and had insisted they open them before going to bed. They met on the landing, Nancy in blue, John in white, and walked down the stairs together.

Just as when they were kids, Marilyn had piled gift upon gift upon gift under the tree. It looked like a picture from a catalog. Most of the gifts, they knew, would be inexpensive, practical gifts – gloves, scarfs, socks, things like that – but there would be one or two special ones for both of them.

“There are my babies!” Marilyn was grinning far too brightly for someone who’d been out late to attend Midnight Mass at St John’s Church on Temple Street. It wasn’t their usual parish, but St John’s was the oldest Catholic Church in the US and Marilyn wanted this Christmas to be a special one.

“Merry Christmas, mom,” John and Nancy said together.

“Come on and sit down. We’ll have our Christmas breakfast, then open the presents!” Marilyn’s smile was sincere and reflected her relief that all the drama of the past few months seemed to be behind them all.

“Oh, my God, mom.” Nancy covered her mouth as she chewed a bite of hot strata. “This is the best thing I’ve ever tasted!”

“It is delicious, mom,” John agreed.

“Oh, thank you,” Marilyn tasted it herself. “Oh, That is good! Mmmm!”

Just at that moment, there was a knock at the door. “Come in!” Marilyn called, causing John and Nancy to exchange confused glances. Who would visit on Christmas morning and why didn’t their mother seem surprised that someone was knocking on the door?

“I hope I’m not too late for breakfast!” Mr McManus said, as he took off his hat and coat. “Hi, girls. I hope you don’t mind me joining you. Your mom invited me, but I didn’t know if I’d be able to make it.”

“Not at all.” Nancy smiled as she stood. “I’ll get you a plate and silverware. Would you like some coffee?”

“Just orange juice, if you have it,” he bent and kissed Marilyn on the lips. “Merry Christmas,” he said, quietly.

John smiled and looked at Nancy who was putting Mr McManus’ silverware on the table. “Well, well, Well,” Nancy smiled. “It looks like there’s a story to be told here.”

“Don’t be fresh,” Marilyn blushed just a little. “Joe and I have been... seeing each other for a couple of weeks. Nothing more.”

“Nothing more – yet,” Mc Manus smiled.

They finished the meal and left the dishes for later.

They opened the mundane presents first. All lovely, but practical. Then Marilyn presented her ‘special presents.’ “Here you go, girls,” she handed each a small, beautifully wrapped box.

They opened them together. Inside was a silver ring for each of them. They were beautifully simple bands. On each one, though, was inscribed, ‘I am stronger because my sister loves me.’

“Oh, mom.” John wiped a tear from his eye. “They’re just... perfect.”

Nancy couldn’t hold back her tears. She hugged John, then stood and hugged her mother. “Thank you, mom. I love it, so much.”

Mr. McManus smiled and pulled out a small box of his own. “Well, I guess that rings are all the rage this Christmas.” He handed it to a very confused Marilyn.

“Joe?” she stammered. “I didn’t think we were exchanging presents.”

“We’re not,” he smiled, “but I’m giving one to you.”

Marilyn trembled slightly. No. He couldn’t be asking me that.

Everyone watched and waited as Marilyn removed the wrapping paper. When she cracked open the jeweler’s box, she gasped. “Oh, Joe!” She sputtered. “Oh, my God! Oh, Joe!”

John and Nancy leapt up to see the ring. It was beautiful. A delicate, gold band with a very substantial, princess cut diamond at the center. John and Nancy ooo-ed and ahh-ed at it, but Marilyn just held the box in her left hand, her right hand splayed on the flat of her chest, just below her throat.

Finally, Joe, stood and took the box from her. He removed the ring, then took Marilyn’s hand and slide the ring onto her ring-finger. “I know we’ve only been dating a few weeks, but we’ve known each other a good long while. What do you say, Marilyn?”

“Oh, Joe,” she almost swooned before saying, “I say ‘yes,’ Joe.”

There was joy and there were hugs and kisses and congratulations. Everyone was happy.

“Oh, look,” Nancy pointed to the side of the tree, “there’s a big green box that has Bebe’s name on it.”

John bent, held his hair back and read the label. ‘For Bebe from Rose and Uncle Ed.”

“Huh,” John said as he took the large box and placed it in the middle of the floor, then sat cross-legged beside it and ripped the paper. In the plain cardboard box were several small parcels wrapped in white tissue paper. He pulled the largest parcel out and opened it, revealing an elaborately carved canopy bed, that was painted white and was approximately the right size for a Barbie Doll to use.

John blinked. “Huh,” he said again.

“They got you a doll house?” Nancy asked, amused.

“I don’t know.” John pulled out another parcel and found a chest of drawers that matched the bed.

When he was done, he had added two night stands and a blanket chest to the set of matching furniture.

Confused, he looked into the box once more and found an envelope with the name ‘Bebe’ written on it. He opened it and read, ‘Merry Christmas, Bebe. Uncle Ed and I wanted to get you something special for Christmas, so we decided that the best thing we could buy you was a pretty and feminine bedroom set. Right now, the furniture in your bedroom at home has been replaced with full sized versions of miniature set in this box. From now on, our little princess will have a bedroom that is fit for a princess. We love you. Rose.’

John read the letter to everyone, a bit chocked up as he read it.

“Isn’t that sweet?” Marilyn said, Looking at the miniature chest of drawers.

“They sound like very nice people,” Joe said with a smile. “It’s a beautiful set.”

Nancy inspected the miniatures, too, and then felt a twinge of guilt. “I’m sorry, everyone, but I haven’t been able to do any shopping this year. I’ll try to make it up to you on another Christmas.”

“Don’t be silly,” Marilyn laughed. “Just having you at home, happy and healthy is enough for me and your sister, isn’t it?” She looked to John.

“It is,” John smiled, but then he stood and moved to a side table and opened a drawer. He pulled out a few envelopes and handed one to his mother and two to his sister. “Merry Christmas,” he said.

“Umm, Johnny...” Nancy started, but stopped and looked at McManus. “Oh... um... I call Bebe ‘Johnny’ sometimes. I have since she was a baby.”

“It’s ok, honey,” Marilyn explained. “Joe figured it all out that day that he helped us to get rid of Walter.”

“Don’t worry,” Mr McManus waved his hand in a dismissive manner. “Even if I weren’t dating your mother, I’d never tell anyone about your secret.”

Nancy seemed relieved, then returned her attention to John. “Johnny, you’ve already given me the rehab stay and money for a car. I think that’s plenty.”

John nodded. “Ok, but it’s Christmas, so just accept what I’ve given you, please. Mom, why don’t you go first.”

She shrugged and opened the envelope. She gasped when she saw tickets and paperwork. “Johnny!? A Baltic Cruise!? Oh, my heavens! I can’t accept this! It’s got to cost more than ten thousand dollars!”

“Don’t worry, mom,” he smiled and pulled his comfy robe tighter around him. “I told you, I got the Disney movie. I can afford it.”

Marilyn looked at McManus. “Joe? How would you like to take a Baltic cruise for our honeymoon?”

He chuckled. “Well, that’s much nicer than the weekend at Lake Winnipesaukee that I had planned!”

“Thank you, baby,” Marilyn leaned back and cuddled into Joe McManus’ embrace.

“Now you,” John said to Nancy. “Make sure you open them in order.”

Nancy noticed that each envelope had a small number in the upper left hand corner. “Ok.”

She opened the first and smiled. “Oh,” Nancy was pleasantly surprised and showed the others. “It’s a ticket to visit Johnny in L.A. in two weeks. That’s really nice, Johnny, thank you, but I can’t confirm that I can go, yet. I need to look for a job.”

“Ok,” John nodded. “Open the next one.”

Nancy did, and this time, she removed a letter. She eyed her brother suspiciously, then read the text and looked a bit shocked.

“What is it, honey?” Marilyn asked.

Nancy looked at John and shook her head, baffled, then looked at her mother, unable to speak.

“Just read it,” Marilyn was a bit confused.

“Ok,” Nancy sighed, then read aloud, "Dear Dr Nancy Foley. After speaking to my colleagues and with the consideration of a
recommendation from one of our hospital board of directors, Mr Lawrence Rosen, we are very happy to offer you a position in residency at the Holmes Clinic. Due to your recent substance abound issues, you’re your appointment will be accompanied by a one year probationary period which will require biweekly blood and/or urine analysis. Should these tests result in a positive test for unprescribed, regulates substances, your position will be terminated, however, upon the successful completion of one year of employment, no further testing will be required. Your yearly salary and the fifty-two week breakdown of payroll is below. Should you have any further questions, please feel free to contact me using the contact information in the letter head. I look forward to meeting you. Sincerely. James A. Rudick, Clinic Administrator.”

There was silence in the room until Marilyn asked, “Who is Larry Rosen?”

“A friend of mine,” John shrugged. “Well, a friend of Don Ferry’s, actually, but he’s doing this favor for me and in return, I am appearing at a fundraiser for his country club in February.”

Nancy was dazed, but she mutter, “Johnny, I really appreciate this, but... I just don’t know, I mean, moving clear across the country where I don’t know anyone...”

“Nancy,” Marilyn said, “don’t discard this chance too quickly.”

“And besides, you know me,” John said, a bit hurt that the same thing hadn’t occurred to his sister.

“Well, Yeah, I know you, but... I mean, where would I live? I can’t just move in with you and your crew. I’d upset things there.”

“Open up the third envelope,” John smiled.

Nancy’s hands were shaking as she ripped the envelope open. “Oh, my God,” she whispered as she read the contents.

“What is it?” Marilyn asked. Nancy held the sheet of paper up. Marilyn stood and took it from her daughter.

“Well?” Joe asked from the loveseat.

Marilyn shook her head. “It’s a lease to sublet a condo. It’s made out to ‘The Foley Family Trust.’”

“It’s just downstairs from where I live,” John beamed. “Close enough so I can still be there for you, but far enough away that you can have as much privacy as you want.”

John was surprised by the silence in the room. “Did I do something wrong?” He asked and pulled his soft, white robe more closely around himself.

“Not at all, baby.” Marilyn shook her head. “It’s just... Johnny, it’s a lot to take in. I mean... Johnny, you can’t keep spending like this.”

“And I won’t have to, now, mom. Everything will be back to normal. I’m just trying to help.”

“And you have, baby, but...”

Nancy interrupted. “Johnny... thank you. I mean that sincerely – thank you, and even though this is happening way too fast and it’s kind of scaring the living crap out of me... I’m going to do it.”

John relaxed.

“Are you sure, honey?” Marilyn was concerned. Nancy had made the decision her mother had wanted her to make, but was it the right one? “You’ve been through a lot, you know...”

“Mom,” Nancy stood and hugged her. “This is exactly what we were talking about. A new start in a new city, far away from Walter and my reputation in Boston. This will be good for me.”

Then she turned to John and held her arms wide. “Come here.”

He did and Nancy hugged him and rocked him from side to side. Then she laid a big, smacking kiss on his soft cheek. “My little sister taking such good care of me. Unbelievable! Thank you, Bebe.”

John wiped a tear from his eye. “You’re welcome, Nancy. Merry Christmas.”

Marilyn perused the documents that John had given Nancy. She showed the plane ticket to Joe and smirked. “No return flight. “ she shook her head.

Joe took the ticket and looked at it, laughing. “Pretty sure of herself.”

As Marilyn looked at the other papers, she said more loudly, “May I ask a question?”

John and Nancy separated and John said, “Sure.”

“What, exactly, is ‘The Foley Family Trust?’”

“Oh,” John smiled. “I was speaking to a friend who has both a personal and a charitable trust and she told me how they work and got me in touch with a lawyer to set this one up. I’m putting any money I get from movies into that trust and it can be accessed by any of the three officers, any time and for any reason. The good part is that we don’t pay any taxes on that money unless we take it out of the trust.”

“I see,” Marilyn folded her arms. “And I suppose that the three officers are you, Rose and Ed?”

“No,” John laughed. “You and Nancy and me. That’s why I did this. So you guys would always have money if you need it. You can get it any time you want, for any reason and never need to tell me why.”

Everyone stared at him, numb.

“Of course, you’ll have to sign the paperwork. I have it in my bags. We’ll need to see a lawyer to act as a witness when you sign.”

“Alright, Alright, Alright,” Marilyn tried to gather her thoughts. “Three questions. One – how did you manage all of this when you’re a minor? Two – who is your friend who told you how to do this? And three – how much money is in there?”

“Well, there’s not an awful lot of money in there, just the money from the Disney movie, so... in the neighborhood of three million dollars.”

“Oh, good God,” Marilyn muttered as both she and Nancy sat on the couch in shock.

“Obviously, since I’m legally a minor, I couldn’t sign any legal papers, so Rose signed it for me and as for my friend who set me up with a lawyer, you know the band Dusty Rose?”

“Yes,” they all replied, with a leery intonation.

“Well, Chrissy, the lead singer helped me.”

“Oh,” Nancy said, with a laugh. “Chrissy from Dusty Rose, the most successful band of the last decade, is your friend. That makes perfect sense.”

Marilyn leaned forward and rested her elbows on her knees and shook her head and looked at Joe with an exhausted look. “I’m sorry, Joe. I’d like to say that things aren’t normally this surprising, but that would be a lie.”

He shook his head. “Honestly, after spending a couple of hours with you people, nothing would surprise me.”

Marilyn smiled and shook her head.

“As a matter of fact,” Joe joked, “if Bebe had said that her friend was Paul McCartney, I would have just accepted it.”

Marilyn reached over and took his hand, kissing the back of it. “You’re going to do fine around here, Joe. Just fine.”
 
 
THE END
 
 
BUT

 
 
Look for more from these characters in ‘Bebe Goes To Hollywood’ coming soon!

Bebe Goes to Hollywood - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Slow Transformation
  • The Operation
  • Uniforms
  • Hormones
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

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Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Bebe is back and about to start filming her first movie, but, of course, there are potholes on her
road to movie stardom.

PLEASE NOTE, this is not a stand alone story, but a continuation of Kiss Me Bianca and Bebe in LaLa Land.


 
Author's Note:
Hi, everyone. I know it's been a good long while since I last posted a Bebe story, but, to be perfectly
honest, the delay is all your fault. See, I'm not a cross-dresser or gender-fluid or anything else. I
just fantasize and write stories for fun. The problem is, you all have embraced Bebe so lovingly that
I am scared to death of ruining one of my favorite characters or your image of Bebe. You have all been
so generous with your comments and emails that I want to do my very best for you. I am also petrified
that, as I explore Bebe's intersex life, that I may insult those of you with gender nonconforming
identities.

Honestly, I love and support you all and I never, ever want to hurt your feelings. As I prepared to
take on this next phase of Bebe's life, I spoke to a number of gender-fluid, and gender nonconforming
friends and asked a lot of questions about their experiences and feelings. This type of research is
not typical of how I usually write (ie. Fantasy), but, again, I wanted to be as honest in my writing
as I could. So, I know that by making this more of a real-life story than many of the other works on
this site, that I am treading on dangerous ground, but I hope that I am telling the story well and
with the appropriate amount of sensitivity.

Please, if I should write anything insulting or just plain wrong, let me know. I want to do my best
for Bebe and for all of you.

With all of my love and respect,

Clara.
 
This version of Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
And Now - The Story -

 
Chapter 1

"PEOPLE ARE FUNNY. THEY WORK SO HARD AT LIVING THAT THEY FORGET HOW TO LIVE"
~ Gary Cooper as Longfellow Deeds in 'Mr Deeds Goes To Town' ~ 1936
 

"That's the last of them," Ed said as he put a box down in the living room of Nancy's apartment, two floors below their own. "Put that one in Bebe's bedroom for me, will you, Blaine?" He looked at the mess he and Blaine had created and shook his head. "Where are the girls, for crying out loud? They knew that we had to get this all moved before five o'clock."

Blaine came back down the hall and shrugged. "My mom said they were going curtain shopping."

"And how long does that take?"

Blaine chuckled. "For most people, probably an hour or so, but my mom is pretty particular, as you've probably noticed. This could be an all day event for her."

Ed nodded. "She does have great taste, though, and it's nice that she's helping to make Bebe's room down here nice for her. Everything in our condo still looks like an efficiency apartment. None of us have had time to do anything about the place. Maybe, when Rosie and I come back in August, we'll leave enough time to do some decorating."

"If you ask my mom, she'll have it all done for you when you get back."

Ed laughed at that.

"I'm serious, Ed. Decorating is, like, her favorite thing to do. She's good at it, too."

Ed patted Blaine's shoulder. "Ok. I'll think about it." He looked around the condo, which was almost exactly the same as his, and shook his head. "Blaine," he sounded suddenly serious, "call me if anything goes wrong here, ok? If you notice anything odd happening, call or text immediately and I can be back here in five or six hours."

"Everything will be fine, Ed. Nancy's been fine for five months, now, and Bebe is doing great. She's got me and my mom, Ella, MJ, Don... you're not leaving her alone, out here. She's in good hands. Go back to Cape Cod and relax in your new house. Enjoy yourself."

Ed was really looking forward to getting back to The Cape. They'd wrapped the shooting on 'Civil Disobedience' more than two months ago and both he and Rose were anxious to get out of Los Angeles. It had been an amazing and turbulent year since he and his best friend, John, had been cast as lovers in 'The Taming Of The Shrew.' No one could have ever guessed how things would have turned out just a year later. He definitely needed a rest. So did Rose. So did Bebe, but she'd gotten so damned popular because of the show that she had to stay to film the movie she'd signed on to and, to be honest, that worried him - a lot.

"We're back!" Rose sang from the doorway. She kissed Ed and continued, "Don't hate us for taking so long, but we found the cutest curtains, bed-set, towels - everything for Bebe's room down here. Honestly, Ed, before we start shooting again, we have to do something about our place."

Ed laughed. "Yeah, Rosie. I know. We'll plan some time."

"I'll do it for you, if you'd like," Joanne said, happily. "I'd be thrilled to do it."

Ed looked at Blaine and laughed.

"Told you," Blaine chuckled as Bebe slipped under his arm and hugged him.

Ed checked his watch. "Alright, everyone, we need to get ready. We're meeting Don and Viv at their club in an hour for our farewell dinner. Beebs, you're going to have to deal with this mess in the morning, ok? You'll probably need to sleep at our place, tonight. I hope that you don't need anything that we brought down here, because it's all a mess.

"Nope, I left my dress hanging on the back of your bedroom door so it wouldn't get wrinkled or brought down." John smiled at his own resourcefulness. "And I left a set of sheets and my pillow in Nancy's linen closet so I could stay down here. That way, I won't be in your way in the morning."

"Ok," Ed looked at Nancy. "We'll all go up and get changed. Is fifteen minutes enough time for you to get ready?"

Nancy rolled her eyes. "Ed. I know that this is all run-of-the-mill for you, but I'm going to go out to dinner with Don Ferry at his club. Don frigging -Ferry, Ed. I can be ready in fifteen seconds if you want to get going, now."

Ed smiled as friendly as he could. He still didn't trust Nancy and he was very nervous about leaving Bebe in her care. Yeah, yeah, he knew that John was really an adult, but... well... Bebe wasn't and he worried about her all the time. "Ok, then. We'll meet you in the lobby in fifteen."
 

~^~

 

"There's my beautiful little lady!" Larry Rosen, the manager of the country club said as he embraced John and kissed his cheek. "Welcome back, sweetheart. Tell me, how is your sister doing at the clinic. Is it working out for her?"

John kissed the man's cheek in return and smiled. This was one of the nicest and most obliging men he'd ever met, but others had told him that Larry could be dangerous if he was crossed. 'Stay on his good side' was the most frequently given advice when his name came up. So far, that had not been a problem. He seemed to adore John, well, Bebe, anyway, and John liked him as well. "She's doing great, thanks for asking." He turned and grabbed his sister's hand, pulling her forward.

"This is Nancy. Nancy, this is Larry Rosen. He's the man who put in a good word for you at the clinic."

Nancy smiled, but she was a bit uncomfortable with the situation. She owed this man a lot, but had never actually met him. It was a bit awkward. "Oh," Nancy extended her hand to shake his, "thank you so much, sir. I really appreciate your help."

"Of course you do, my dear," Larry took her hand, but instead of shaking it, he kissed it and held it a little longer than necessary. "I hear that things are going very well at the clinic. Let's keep it that way, ok? And if you need anything to help out your little sister, you just call here and ask for me. I'll do anything for her."

The word 'her' was stressed just enough to let Nancy know that her job had been procured as a favor for Bebe, not Nancy, and she needed to remember that. In fact, since Nancy had arrived in LA in January, it had become increasingly clear to her that in the Venn Diagram that displayed normal life in the LA/Hollywood world, and the world of wealth and fame, there was only a very thin overlap that included Nancy - and that was only due to the generosity of Johnny. As a sister, she was thrilled to be included in the wonderfully interesting life that Johnny had found here, but as a recovering addict, a part of her resented the privilege that Johnny experienced and she fought to keep those thoughts down.

"Well, thank you for everything. I love being out here with Bebe."

"Ed!" Don's booming voice came from the entrance to the private dining room. He pulled Ed into a tight hug and beat his shoulder firmly. "Man, I can't tell you how much I've missed you guys!" Everyone got a hug and a kiss as he guided them into the dining room. "It's going to be a very long summer with you and Rosie back on Cape Cod," Don said as his wife, Vivian, made her greetings and everyone took their seats.

"Then come visit us," Rose said as Ed pushed her seat in for her. "You enjoyed your time on The Cape last summer. Come stay with us for a while."

"I just might," Don smiled. "I just might."

They all enjoyed their meal and the conversation that went on around it. As coffee was being poured, Vivian said, "Are you out of school for the summer, Bebe?"

"Since Tuesday," John smiled.

"Any plans for the summer, then?"

Don laughed. "Yeah, She has plans, Viv. Eighteen hour days while they shoot that movie at Disney, right Bebe?"

John shrugged "I guess. Its all pretty daunting, though."

"You'll do great, sweetness," Don threw his arm around him and squeezed his shoulders supportively. "You're a natural. Look at how you took over the set on the show. The movie will be no different."

John sipped his mango juice. "Rita says I shouldn't improvise anything on the movie set. She says that their schedule won't allow it."

"Yeah, well, Rita's wrong," Don laughed. "Do What feels right, sweetheart, and if the director is worth his salt, he'll use what works best - whether it was in the script or not. They hired Bebe Foley because they've seen what Bebe Foley can do. Don't stop doing what you do, baby. That's why you're there."

"When do you start?" Vivian asked.

"Next Wednesday..." John said, but Rose interrupted.

"...but she's got her first costume fitting tomorrow. I am desperate to go with her, but we need to get back to The Cape to sign the papers on our house, so... ugh!...It's just so frustrating."

"Well, do you need someone to go with you?" Vivian asked. "I have a meeting for one of my charities, but if you're nervous..."

"That's ok," Joanne smiled. "I'm going with Bebe. If you'd like to come, too, that's fine with us, though."

"No, no. As long as she's not going alone." Vivian seemed a bit relieved to not have to change her plans. "A fifteen year old shouldn't be out alone in this part of the world, even at Disney Studios."

"We'll have to leave early, of course," Joanne looked to John to remind him to be up early. "LA traffic and all. Ohh," she let out an exaggerated exclamation, "I hate driving across town at that time of day." She gave a little, nervous laugh while she turned to Nancy. "Will you be able to join us?"

As Nancy replied, Don grabbed his phone and typed.

"No," Nancy sipped her water. "I have to work. God, I would love to see what a Hollywood costumer does, though. Maybe next time I will be able to work it out."

"I'm excited to see it, too," Joanne Agreed. "I've never been to anything like this, before! My life has become so much more fun since Bebe came into it."

"All set!" Don said as he slipped his phone back into his shirt pocket. "Joanne, just get to Bebe's place by 7:30 and Oscar will pick you both up there."

"Oscar!?" John was surprised. "But, he works for ABC."

"Which is owned by Disney. He'll work out the billing and, besides, Angel, he adores you. He'd do it for nothing if you asked him."

"That's right," Rose teased, "Oscar was your first fan. Well... after your Uncle Ed."

That made everyone chuckle.

"So," Vivian returned her attention to John, "Are you excited to get started?"

"I guess," John shrugged, "but 'petrified' may be a better word."

"Oh, stop it," Ed took John's tiny hand in his big mitt. "You're the bravest person I know. None of us would be here, now, if you hadn't stood up to the producers back on Cape Cod."

"Not just the producers," Don laughed, "she stood up to me, for crying out loud. Imagine that! Me, a big movie star and this fourteen year old girl in a local production of The Taming Of The Shrew starts telling me what's-what! Right after I met you, I got in the car and called Viv and I said, 'Viv, you are not going to believe it, but this little Massachusetts spit-fire just put me in my place.' I couldn't believe it!"

"It's true," Vivian said to the laughter of everyone at the table. "He said, 'Mark my words, Viv, a year from now this girl is either going to be star or in jail.'"

"I stand by that statement!" Don said.

"So?" Vivian continued. "What are you going to wear?"

Blaine threw down his napkin, dramatically. "Seriously!? Does it really matter? I mean, they've already cast her in the movie, right? She's bought, like, twenty dresses and tried on, like, three hundred! That's all she's done for the last three weeks!"

Everyone stared at Blaine in amused astonishment. "You went dress shopping with her?" Don chuckled.

Blaine looked around at everyone's faces. "Yeah. Of course. I mean, I wanted to spend time with my girlfriend."

"Ahh," Don nodded, knowingly, then he turned to Ed and said. "Poor kid. He's smitten," causing everyone to laugh.

"He sure is," Ed slapped Blaine's shoulder. "'twitterpated,' as they say in Bambi."

"Oh, stop," Joanne tried to defend her son, "he enjoyed every minute of it." This made Don and Ed laugh all the harder. "Seriously, he did. And why wouldn't he enjoy seeing a beautiful girl dressed in a beautiful dress."

"Forget it, Joanne," Rose smiled along with everyone else, "they're Neanderthal's. They'll never understand. Anyway, Viv, Bebe is sticking with her trademark fit and flare style. It's a beautiful, knee length dress with a really full skirt."

"It's gorgeous," Nancy took over. "Really soft, cotton, sleeveless, bright purple with a faded pattern on it. Shows just a little of 'the girls.' So pretty! I'm telling you guys, if you knew this child growing up the way that I did, this change towards everything feminine would shock you as much as it shocks me."

"It's true," Ed offered. "A year ago, I'd have never believed she'd be this girly."

"Get used to it, Blaine," Rose laughed. "You may just end up with an All-American-1950s-Housewife if you marry this one."

"It's not just the dress, though," Blaine continued to complain. "After she'd finally picked out the right dress, Rose took her shopping for underwear. UNDERWEAR! For crying out loud! It's under the dress! What difference does it make what color her underwear is!?"

"A white bra showed through the fabric," Rose explained, causing the women to nod, knowingly. "Besides, she's starting her movie career. She needs to look and feel like a movie star. Cotton underwear doesn't do that. My Bebe needed silk and lace and that's what she got."

They all laughed, again, and Vivian held up a glass of champagne. "Alright, everyone," she said with a commanding voice. "A toast!" Everyone held up a champagne glass, except Blaine and John, who were too young, and Nancy, who was now living a straight-edge life. "To Bebe! The girl who's bringing back femininity!"

"To Bebe!" They all clinked glasses and took a drink.

Dinner was served and devoured and as coffee was served and as the dessert was being prepared, John whispered to Don and asked if they could speak in private for a few minutes.

Nodding, Don stood and said, "If you'll all excuse me for a moment, I'd like to have a few words with my beautiful, youngest and favorite daughter before we eat dessert."

"Hey!" Rose feigned being hurt. "I'm right here!"

"Sorry, Rosie," Don teased. "The truth hurts, sometimes."

Rose laughed, but Vivian added, "It's a joke for you, but I'm pretty sure that he actually feels more like a father to Bebe than he does to our own daughter."

"Now, that's just not true," Don laughed. "Come on, Bianca," he spoke to John as if he was scolding him, "it's time for a father-daughter conversation."

John pretended to be surprised at Don's request as he took his hand and accompanied him out onto the balcony. The others just continued talking and paid no particular attention to the accomplished movie star giving advice to the up-and-comer.

"What's up, Princess?" Don asked when they were alone. "Nervous about tomorrow?"

"Well, yeah, of course," John nodded, "but there's something else and I need to talk to you about it."

Don sat on a bench and patted the seat beside him. "What is it, honey. You can tell me anything."

John sat, nodded and took a deep breath, but said nothing.

After a few moments, Don said, "Sounds serious, baby. What is it?"

He took another big breath, then finally, John blurted out, "Ok. See, Don..." he bounced a little and turned away, "I think it's time."

"Time for what, baby?" Don asked, suspecting what John was speaking of.

"You know... time to go all the way."

"With Blaine?" Don chuckled as he said this.

"What?" John was momentarily confused. "No! God, no! We're too young... well, you know what I mean. No. I mean," he indicated his lap, "you know. All the way."

Don waited patiently, but John didn't continue. "If it's time to go all the way, Beebs, then it's time to say it out loud."

John nodded. "Yeah. Ok. It's time to... become a girl. Like, completely. To have the surgery and... be a real woman."

Don leaned over and kissed John's temple. "That's great, as long as you're one hundred percent sure, Beebs. Are you? You seem nervous."

John nodded. "Of course I'm nervous, Don. Once I do it, I can't undo it. I just think, it's time."

Don nodded. "Have you talked to anyone about this?"

"Just my therapist. I think I knew this was where I was headed since I was diagnosed as intersexed last summer. It seems inevitable."

"It isn't, baby. It's a decision and one that you need to be responsible for. Is this what you really want?"

"I think so. Yeah."

"Why?"

John looked shocked. "Why? I mean... I've been living this way for a year, now?"

"Yeah, but that was for work, at least at first. Is this for work?"

"Yes, of course, but..."

Don waited.

"I want to be a woman, Don. For real. I mean... if I could become a complete woman, you know, reproductive system and all, I would. I'm tired of pretending. I want to be a real woman. I need your help, though. I want to do it as quietly as possible and with the movie schedule going almost till the show starts shooting again... well, I'm not sure how to do what needs to be done in the time that I have, you know?"

Don pulled him close, then pulled John's head to his shoulder and rested his own head on John's. He sighed and said quietly, "I'll help you, sweetheart, but you're going to have to talk to the rest of your family about this, too. Your mom, sister, Uncle Ed, Rosie... not to mention Blaine and Joanne. As personal as this is for you, it will impact them as well."

John nodded, rubbing his smooth cheek on Don's rough one. "I know, but... I just don't want to ruin their summer. And I really don't want them to get mad at me."

That made Don chuckle. He straightened his head and looked at his young protégé. "Mad at you? You realize that your our own, personal Mary Lennox, don't you?"

John looked confused. "Mary Lennox?"

Don smiled. "Mary Lennox. You don't know The Secret Garden?'"

John shrugged. "I've heard some of the songs..."

Don laughed. "Not the musical, Bebe. Before it was a musical, it was a book. In the book, this little girl named Mary Lennox loses her parents and has to move in with her Uncle Archie and, just by being her own, stubborn self, Mary makes everybody's lives better. She teaches her Uncle how to love again, saves her cousin from an imagined disease, makes all of the servants feel good about themselves... all kinds of good things."

John shrugged, again. "That doesn't sound like me. I seem to upset everyone, no matter what I do."

"And so did Mary Lennox, baby. That's my point. You do what you think is right and everyone gets mad at you, but what happens as a result? Let's see - Ed and Rose have careers that they never expected, Nancy is recovering from addiction and getting her career back on track, your mother is finding new happiness with a new man, Blaine and Joanne have found you to love and care for and my career is doing better than it has in years AND I've found a whole new family to add to my own. So, yes, Mary Lennox, you are a bit of a tornado that churns up everybody's lives, but you are also the person that makes us all whole and we all love you for that."

John laid his head on Don's chest and let a few tears fall. "Thank you, Don."

"No, baby, thank you. You've done wonderful things for all of us. Now, it's time for you to do something for yourself. Something to make yourself 'more whole.' I know that it's a very personal thing and that makes it hard to talk about it, but believe me, baby - even if they need to ask some questions, everyone is going to understand and support you. I promise." He kissed the fragrant hair of the young woman he was holding. Then he raised her damp face to look into her eyes. "I promise."

John threw his arms around Don's neck and held tightly. "Thank you, daddy," and Don's heart melted.
 

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"I'm serious," Blaine was saying as Don and John returned. "I was dragged along to A MILLION stores and looked at A BILLION dresses! I told Bebe which one I liked. She buys it and takes it home and shows you three," he indicated his mother, Rose and Nancy, "and you tell her it's awful! What's the point in having me involved?"

"Wait!" Nancy held up her hand. "Are you talking about the red dress?"

Rose's eyes popped as she remembered the dress. "The one with the white polka dots?"

"Yeah!" Blaine nodded as he sipped his Coke.

"Blaine, honey," Joanne laughed. "She looked like she was wearing Minnie Mouse's dress! She can't wear that to a studio - particularly not to Disney!" The women all laughed.

"Honestly, Viv," Rose explained. "It was an adorable dress, but it kinda screamed 'Minnie Mouse."

Ed threw his arm around Blaine's shoulder. "It's ok, Blaine. I like Minnie Mouse, too."

"What's so funny?" John asked.

"My taste in dresses, apparently," Blaine complained, with a touch of humor.

John sat and kissed the boy's cheek. "Not to me."

"See?" Blaine said to everyone at the table.

"Everything ok?" Vivian asked her husband, quietly.

"Everything's fine. She's just nervous." He smiled.
 

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"Hey, Nancy," John stepped into his sister's bedroom where she was watching a rerun of 'Friends' as she sat in bed, checking her email on her tablet. "Can I talk to you for a few minutes?"

Her little brother looked adorable in his baby blue nightie, but something was obviously upsetting him. "Sure, Johnny," she smiled and patted the bed beside her. "Come sit."

John sat on the bed, his legs tucked under his bottom. He watched the old sitcom for a few moments. "I like this one. This is the one where the college kids all make out in the area where the paleontology books are stored and Ross' thesis is there, right?"

"Yeah," Nancy smiled. "It's one of my favorites, too." She looked at John. He looked so much younger than he used to. So much more feminine. So much more vulnerable and frightened. Yet, he was her savior, in a way. Something was wrong, now, though. Nancy smiled as sweetly as she could. "What's the matter, Johnny?"

He took a deep breath."Look, Nance," he looked at the mattress as he chose his words. "I know that you've got a lot on you plate right now and I don't want to add any stress to it, but... I need to tell you something."

"Sure, Johnny. What is it, baby?"

"I think... no, I know that it's time for me to move forward with... you know... things."

Nancy felt a bit sick in the pit of her stomach. She'd been pretty bad at handling important things in her own life. Now, it seemed like Johnny needed her support and advice. What the Hell did she know about what he was going through?

"You mean you're considering having complete reassignment surgery?"

"Yeah. I am. It's time, I think."

"You think?"

He shook his head. "No. I'm sure. It's the right thing to do and the right time to do it."

Nancy nodded. He seemed pretty sure, but she felt the need to offer him the opportunity to talk it out some more. "You're sure...? Ok. I guess I'm not real surprised that you're doing it, just a little surprised that you'd do it now, when things are so busy for you."

He nodded. "Don's going to help me schedule it. He'll deal with the show and he has connections at your clinic. He's calling them to set up everything. I'm hoping to have the first procedure in August, when the movie wraps."

"August? Wow. That's quick. What does your therapist think about this?"

"She supports it. I hope you will too."

Nancy hugged her fragile, little brother. "Of course I will, Johnny. I'm here for whatever you need."

"Thanks," John said as he left her hug and smiled at her.

"It's a big step, Johnny. You're sure that you're ready?" Nancy's concern was genuine.

"I am. I'm sure. I need to do it - soon, too. I just.. I don't know... I just don't want to be in flux like this anymore. Half-boy-half-girl all confused and scared, you know?

Nancy nodded. "I understand, Johnny. But... being a woman isn't always easy, you know. It's not just pretty dresses and a cute boyfriend, Johnny. It's dealing with jerks, not making as much as men, social prejudices... it's a whole package and you've been shielded from a lot of it because of your school, your friends and your job. That could all change later in your life and there's no going back."

"I know. I'm ready, though."

Nancy gave him a sad, but supportive smile. "And Rose and Ed and mom are all ok with this?"

John shrugged. "I don't know. I've only told you and Don and I only told Don tonight when we went out onto the porch."

"Wow!" Nancy's eyes shot open. "You need to talk to them, too, Johnny..." then something occurred to her. "Wait! You told me before you told Ed and Rose?"

John nodded.

Nancy leaned over and hugged him tightly. "Johnny... I can't tell you how much that means to me, but... you still need to talk to them before they leave."

John shook his head. "I'll email them."

"Like Hell you will!" Nancy laughed as she stood and grabbed her robe. "Go get your robe. We're going upstairs and talk to them."

"What? Now?"

"Right now, little lady! Let's go." She swatted his butt as she pushed him out of the room. "I am not getting blamed for letting them leave before you talk to them."
 

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"Well, that's a lot to process," Ed shook his sleepy head and looked to Rose, who was sitting on one side of John, with Nancy on the other. "What do you think, Rosie?"

"What do I think?" She smiled at John and took his hand. "It's not my place to think anything, except maybe that I'm thrilled that you're made this decision, Beebs. I'm so happy for you!" She kissed his cheek. "And don't worry, sweetie. Uncle Ed is happy for you, too."

Rose's reaction actually surprised Ed a bit. He looked at John and made sure that he held eye contact with with his former-friend-current-ward and spoke seriously. "You do realize that this is a one way street, Bebe, right? Once they snip it off, they can't sew it back on."

"Oh, God, Ed!" Rose scolded her lover as she ran her fingers over John's soft, long hair. "Don't be so crass! You knew this day was coming. Now, support your niece. She doesn't need any naysayers around her right now."

Ed looked at the two women and the person he considered more as a daughter than a friend and he realized that Rose was right. This conversation really began in John's mother's Cape Cod kitchen a year ago. Maybe, if John had not played Bianca, things may have been delayed a few years, but this was preordained. It was going to happen one day or another. John was long gone. It was time to make Bebe a complete girl so that she could someday become a complete woman.

Ed stood and crossed the few feet that separated him from the women and he took John's hand and pulled him to his feet, wrapping him in a huge, loving hug. "Ok, Beebs, but I do have one stipulation."

"What's that?" John asked, his voice muffled by the hug.

"You have to keep us updated every step of the way and UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES will any surgery take place unless I am with you. Do you understand? I will be the last person to kiss you as they roll you out of your hospital room and I will be the first person to kiss you when open your eyes. Understood?"

John nodded as he softly cried into Ed's chest.

"You may have to fight Blaine for that," Rose stood, crossed her arms and smiled at her little family.

"I can take a Blaine," Ed joked.

"Well," Rose stood and joined Ed in hugging John, "we really should get to bed. We have a flight in five hours and Beebs has a big day tomorrow." She kissed the back of John's head. "Good night, baby."

Ed slowly released John and kissed his cheek. "I mean it, now. NOTHING happens unless I'm with you, ok?"

John nodded and wiped the tears from his cheek. "I promise."
 

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"Alright, ladies," Oscar smiled as he pulled open the backdoor to the limo he'd acquired for the day. "I will be on the lot all day." He helped John out of the car and looked at the pretty purple dress he was wearing. "You look amazing today, Princess. So grown up and beautiful."

John accepted a hug from the stocky man as Joanne got out of the car behind him.

"You have a good day today, Princess," Oscar smiled. "I remember the first day that I drove you from school to the studio. I had an inkling that you would be a star on that show, but now... now you're on the verge of being a movie star. I am so proud of you."

"Thank you, Oscar," John kissed his cheek. "I'll do my best."

"I know you will, Princess. Now, have a good first day."

John smiled as he stepped aside to allow Joanne space to pass. "I'll send a text when she's all done, Oscar. Thank you."

"My pleasure, ma'am. I'll be waiting."

Joanne took John's arm and led him towards the wardrobe signs. "Oh, this is so exciting, Bebe! Isn't it?" Just being on a Disney lot was enough to make Joanne bubbly.

"I feel like I'm going to pass out," John said, slightly breathless.

"Oh, don't be silly," Joanne laughed. "You're as big a star as either of those other girls."

"You're kidding, right?" John shook his head. "I mean, I'm about to start working with Lily James and Anna Kendrick. That's Cinderella and Beca Mitchell. I am not even close to being in their league, Joanne." For a moment, he stopped to think. "Maybe I should just go home, now, and save myself the embarrassment of looking stupid next to them."

Joanne nudged him forward, again. "Oh, my Lord, are you serious? You're the star of the most popular show in the world right now and you've been working with Don Ferry for nearly a year. He never made you nervous."

"Well," John shrugged, "to be quite honest, I thought that Don's career was pretty much over when I met him. I didn't realize he'd taken a sabbatical from acting. So, I was never intimidated by him, really. And besides, Don's name comes first on the show, then Ed, then Marion, then Rose, then me - So, I'm not really 'the star' of the show. That's kinda comforting."

"Well, your name won't be first on this film, either, so relax."

They reached the door with the words "Wardrobe Building 7" written on it and Joanne stopped and turned John to face her. "Ok, Bebe, this is it. Are you ready?"

John nodded. "Yeah. I'm ready."

"Good." She looked at the young woman with her. "You look beautiful, you know."

"Thank you," John blushed.

"That color purple is just gorgeous on you." Joanne smoothed the full skirt of the bright purple, fit and flare dress that John wore. It's scooped neck line revealed just a hint of his developing cleavage and his ever present 'BB' necklace, while the dress's skirt ended just at his knees. The faded-tapestry-print of the dress made it perfectly elegant without being overly dressy for a warm, early summer morning and the low heeled pumps that had been dyed to match tied everything together for Bebe's ensemble. Simple, fresh makeup and silver studs in his ears made him look just as mature as any other fifteen year old without making him look like he was trying to look older.

"Here we go," Joanne nearly giggled as she pushed the door open and led John into the cool, air conditioned air.

"May I help you?" A woman asked at a desk, just inside the door.

"Yes, thank you," Joanne smiled. "This is Bebe Foley. She's here for a wardrobe fitting. Are we in the right place?"

The woman checked her tablet's screen and smiled at them. "Yes, you are. Hi, Bebe, I'm Ashley. Welcome. I'll take you to the right fitting room. Are you her mother?"

Joanne was about to say that she was not Bebe's mother, but John, still very nervous and not wanting to be left alone jumped in, "Yes. This is my mom."

Joanne did a quick double take, then, seeing the pleading in John's eyes, turned to Ashley and said. "Yes. I am her mother."

"Well, very nice to meet you both," Ashley smiled. "Right this way."

As they walked down the long hallway, Joanne took John’s hand in hers. "Relax," She whispered.

John nodded. "Okay, mom."

That made Joanne smile. She liked the sound of that.

Ashley opened up the door to the fitting room and indicated that John and Joanne should enter. "Come on in and make yourself at home, ladies," she said. "There’s coffee, fresh fruit and pastry to the left. The costumers will be in in a few minutes and..." Ashley looked around the room. "... Ms Kendrick? Are you in here?"

With that, one of John’s favorite actresses, Anna Kendrick, stepped out from behind a rack of costumes. "I’m here, Ashley, and I told you to call me ‘Anna.’"

Ashley smiled. "Of course, Ms Kendrick. This is Ms..."

"Bebe!" Anna said with great familiarity as she hustled over to John and gave him a warm hug. "You look beautiful! Welcome to your first movie."

John realized that he and the star of Pitch Perfect were nearly exactly the same size. Small, thin, small breasted with dark hair – they really did look like sisters.

Anna stood back and held John’s hands as she spread his arms wide. "Wow, Bebe! You look... amazing! Look at me – leggings, a tunic and flip flops – and look at you, all dressed up like a princess. Wow! I feel like a scrub."

John laughed. "Thanks, Ms Kendrick."

"And that is the last time you every say that, Bebe!" Anna slapped his arm, lightly. "We are going to be working together for the next eight weeks or so. I am ‘Anna,’ and you and I are sisters."

John smiled at the star’s familiarity. "Thanks, Anna. This is my mom, Joanne."

Anna shook her hand. "Hi, Joanne. Very nice to meet you."

"Oh, hello," Joanne beamed as she shook her hand. "I just love your movies, Anna. You’re amazing."

"Oh, that’s sweet," Anna smiled.

Just then, the door opened again and Ashley entered with a woman wearing a floppy hat, leggings, a loose blouse and sun glasses to hide her identity, but her curly, dirty blonde hair told everyone that this was, in fact, Cinderella herself – Lily James.

"Ladies," Ashley said. "May I introduce your third sister, Lily James."

The British actress removed her hat and sun glasses revealing the trademark, crooked smile and beautiful eyes that had helped contribute to her stardom. "Hi!" She said. "I’m Lily."

Anna strode comfortably to the other actress and hugged her. "Hi, Lily. You may not remember me, but we met at the Oscars a few years ago."

Lily laughed. "Don’t remember you!?" She looked shocked. "You’re Beca f-ing Mitchell," she teased, quoting the Character of Fat Amy from Pitch Perfect 2. "Of course I remember you!" They hugged, again.

"And," Anna acted as hostess, "this is our little sister, Bebe."

"Oh, my God, Bebe!" Lily smiled as she crossed the distance between them and hugged John with surprising strength. "I’ve heard so much about you and I just binge-watched ‘Civil Disobedience’ on the plane. You’re amazing, sweetheart! I’m so happy to meet you!"

Very taken aback by the effusiveness of Lily James’ greeting, John smiled and said, "Um, thank you, Ms..."

"Uh, Uh, Uh," She interrupted. "I’m Lily or Lil. Is this your mom?"

"Yes," John tried to gain control of his overwrought emotions. Lily James knows who he is! How is that possible!?

Before he could speak, though, Lily was off to meet Joanne. "I’m Lily, and your name is?"

"Oh, I’m Joanne, Ms... Lily. I’m so honored to meet you. I mean, to meet both of you. I’m such a big fan of both of you."

"Oh, don’t be silly," Lily brushed away the compliment. "The Honor is all mine. Now, I could kill for a strong, hot cup of coffee. I smell it, but I don’t see it."

"It’s right over here," Ashley said, leading all of them to the back corner where the service tables was set up.

After nearly an hour of chatting and getting to know each other, they heard a call from the front of the room. "Ladies!? Ladies!? If I could interrupt, would you mind coming this way so that we can get started?"

"Oops," Lily giggled. "Time to start earning our money."

As they stood, John straightened his dress and said, "Well, we don’t have any acting or singing until next Wednesday, right?"

"I have some recording time scheduled tomorrow," Anna said with a shrug, "but Lily’s right – actresses get paid for looking nice in clothing. You look pretty in your costumes on the show, right? But the actress that plays your sister on the show is, essentially, a model for the costumers. As you get older, that will become more important for your career."

"Oh," this gave John pause. His costumes for ‘The Taming Of The Shrew’ were beautiful, but the acting was the focus of the production. His clothes on series were pretty run of the mill for the early 1960s, But Anna was right, Rose was always dressed to the nines and was anybody’s wet dream at all times.

"I think I should probably get out of the way, honey," Joanne said, interrupting his thoughts. "They probably don’t want me to be here."

As she kissed John’s cheek and prepared to go, Anna said, "Oh, don’t be silly. You’re fine here. My mom used to always be at fittings and rehearsals when I was doing Broadway shows – even during my first few movies. No one will mind – and if they do, I’ll say something to them."

"Oh," Joanne looked to John. "Do you want me to stay, Beebs?"

"Yes, mom," John breathed a sigh of relief. "I’d feel much better if you stayed."

"Ok, honey. I’ll sit to the side, though. If you want me to leave, just let me know, ok?"

John nodded.

"Did your mom just call you ‘Beebs?’" Anna asked with a big smile.

"Yeah. My friends and family all call me Beebs."

"Oh, that’s adorable!" Anna laughed, as she hurried ahead to tell Lily about their little sister’s nickname.

Ashley was waiting up front with three women who were all in their thirties and wearing bib-aprons with lots of pockets, all of which were filled with tailoring tools.

"Good morning, ladies," the woman in the center said. "I’m Doreen, I’m an assistant costumer here at Disney and these are my colleagues, Jane and Aubrey, and we’ll be doing your primary fittings today. We’ve got a lot to do, so, if you don’t mind, please strip and stand up here on the platforms so we can get started."

John looked confused and he glanced at his co-stars who were both kicking off their shoes and pulling down the waist-bands of their leggings. "Oh...um..." he stuttered. "We just... undress? Right here?"

Anna and Lily looked at each other with knowing smiles, each remembering their first movie fitting.

"Don’t worry about it, love," Lily giggled. "We’re all girls here. You’ll get used to it."

Joanne put her hand on John’s shoulder. "It’s ok, Beebs. You’ll be fine." She knew that John had been in his skivvies in front of Ella, MK and Kylie without any problems. "Want me to unzip you?"

A bit nervously, John said, "Yes. Thanks, mom."

Joanne lowered the zipper, then pulled the dress free of his shoulders and lowered it to the floor, revealing the expensive and elegant, silk, purple bra and panty set that Rose had insisted John needed to complete his ensemble.

"Oh, that’s pretty, but..." Anna said and at that moment, John realized that his co-stars were both wearing flesh-toned teddy-style one piece undergarments that allowed them both to appear nearly naked.

"Oh, Bebe," Lily interrupted, "you should always wear a tan, one-piece for fittings. They like to see how the colors look on us and they get upset when your underwear bleeds through."

John looked down. "Oh. I’m sorry. I didn’t know..."

"Well, of course you didn’t," Anna said, "but we can fix that." She turned to the woman in charge and said, "Um, Doreen. This is Bebe’s first studio fitting and... well... do you think you could get her something more... appropriate? Just for today."

Doreen turned and looked at the young actress. "Oh," she laughed, just a little, "darling you look adorable, but... of course. Ashley, could you go over to ‘Wardrobe 1’ and get a size two one-piece for our little up and comer, here?"

"Of course," Ashley smiled and hustled off to get the garment.

"In the meantime," Doreen clapped her hands, "let’s start with bloomers, ladies. We shouldn’t have any big problems with those."

Each actress took their place on the three-foot-wide circles that stood in front of the mirrors and waited as the costumers gathered the elaborate bloomers that they’d be wearing under their costumes. John stood on the middle platform, with Anna to his left and Lily to his right.

"By the way," Anna said to Lily, "I loved all the denim outfits that you wore in that Beatles movie. Each one was adorable."

Lily laughed. "Thanks. You know, Danny Boyle directed that and he only used a costumer for Himesh Patel, who played ‘Jack.’ He gave me and the other secondaries a budget and sent us out to buy clothes that fit our characters. I figured, you know, an underpaid school teacher who wanted to look cool... denim, right?" She laughed, again.

"Well, I loved it! It looked great on the screen."

As the chit-chat and shop-talk continued, they each stepped into their bloomers and the costumers fussed with every aspect of the garment. The older actresses barely noticed as the additional pieces of clothing as they were added.

Occasionally, Doreen, who was working on John’s costume pieces, would sigh or huff and mutter that the purple of his panties was ruining the look of the bloomers, or the color of his bra was ruining the look of the chemise. John felt awkward and kept muttering apologies, which Doreen ignored.

Finally, Ashley returned with a small package containing a flesh colored item, which John assumed was his ‘onesie.’ Thank God! Now, Doreen wouldn’t complain and he’d look more like Anna and Lily.

Doreen held up a finger, indicating that Ashley should wait a moment, and she finished pinning John’s chemise.

"Ok," Doreen finally said. "I’m done with this. Let’s take these off and you can put on the teddy."

John nodded as Doreen dropped the bloomers to the floor and he stepped out. Then she helped him remove the chemise.

"Open that for her," Doreen instructed Ashley, who opened the bag containing the new one-piece garment and she shook it loose to so the garment unfolded and relaxed.

"Let’s get you out of your fancy panties and into something more appropriate."

Ashley handed John the onesie and smiled as she walked away to throw away the wrapping.

Then, without warning, Doreen slipped her fingers under the waist band of John’s purple silk panties and pulled them down, exposing... everything.

John screamed, dropped the one-piece and slammed his hands over his groin to hide his secret, but it was too late. It had been seen by two sets of astounded eyes.

"What the hell are you doing!?" Lily screamed at Doreen.

"Leave her alone!" Joanne pulled Doreen aside, then hurried John towards the clothes racks.

"Get out!" Anna screamed as she and Lily pushed all three costumers towards and out the door.

"What’s going on!?" Ashley called out, confused, as she emerged from a different row of costumes.

Joanne left John in the safety of the costumes and grabbed Ashley, perhaps too firmly, by the arm and led her to the door as well. As she ushered the confused, young woman into the hallway, she said, "Do not come into this room until I invite you back in!"

She slammed the door in the faces of the three baffled costumers and receptionist, but the door reopened immediately and Joanne reappeared, looking directly at Doreen. "I don’t care who you work for, if you EVER do something like that to my daughter again, I will pound you into dust and throw that dust into the wastebasket."

The door slammed again, but this time the sound of the lock being turned in the handle was very obvious.

Turning from the door, Joanne grabbed the one-piece garment from the floor and ran back to John, who had pulled his panties back up and was seated in the food services area, weeping with embarrassment.

"Is she ok?" Anna asked Joanne.

Joanne stopped and looked from Anna to Lily and back again. "Yeah... I don’t know, but..."

"It’s ok," Lily said. "We saw, but I don’t think anyone else did. It’s not a big deal."

Joanne’s eyes opened wide. "Not a big deal!?" She looked back towards John and said. "Please. Give us a few minutes."

"Of course." Both women said in unison.

"Bebe? Bebe, baby, are you ok?" Joanne asked as she rubbed John’s back.

"Ok!?" John said in a nearly hysterical whisper. "I want to go home. Please. Just take me home."

Joanne sat beside him and whispered as well. "It’ll be ok, baby. I’m sure that it will."

"No. I want to go. Please. Just call Oscar. I can’t face them, now. I need to leave."

"Well..." Joanne was uncertain as to what to do at this point. If they left, not only could it be the end of Bebe’s participation in this movie, it may be the end of her entire career. "If that’s what you want... I guess we could leave, but, Bebe... you know that there could be legal and financial consequences..."

"Please, mom, please. Just take me home."

Oh, God. She called her ‘mom’ again. What to do?

"Could I, maybe, talk to you both for a few minutes?" Joanne’s thoughts had been interrupted by Anna Kendrick’s voice.

John didn’t even look up, but Joanne nodded and moved over a seat so Anna could sit between John and herself. Anna fidgeted for a moment as Lily moved into the chair on the other side of John, who kept his tear filled eyes focused on the floor.

"Bebe," Anna spoke haltingly, choosing her words carefully. "First, you have to know that this doesn’t matter to me, or Lily." She looked at lily and raised her eye brows, asking Lily for help.

"That’s right, love," Lily was as careful with her words as Anna. "Your secret is safe with us. They didn’t see, I’m sure of it."

"I think she’s right, Bebe," Joanne confirmed. "I was screaming so loudly and so quickly... I think they just thought I’d gone nuts because they’d pulled off your panties."

"And we joined in when we saw what was happening," Anna said.

"May I ask you a question?" Lily asked.

John, still in his purple bra and panties, nodded.

"Why keep it a secret?"

John’s eyes moved slowly from the floor to Lily’s eyes. "Why? Because I don’t want anyone to know."

"Honey," Lily continued, "it’s the twenty-first century. People change gender. It’s not as big a deal as it used to be."

"But I’m not just... this wasn’t a choice... it..." John choked back another crying jag while he recounted a thumb-nail summary of his life since his audition for The Taming Of The Shrew and ended by saying, "and the worst thing is, I just decided this week to complete everything. I just spoke to my sister, cousin and uncle about it last night."

Had anyone been looking at Joanne, they would have noticed the blood draining from her face. "Oh, my," she gasped. "Bebe... you’re going to... baby... you never told me... or Blaine."

"I’m sorry, mom," John weeped a bit more. "I was going to... this weekend... I’m so sorry."

"I understand, Bebe," Joanne looked embarrassed. "I’m just... a bit surprised, I guess."

"Of course you are," Anna comforted Joanne. "I’m sure that Bebe had intended... wait... did you say you told your cousin and uncle, but you hadn’t told your mother? Bebe? Oh, Joanne, no wonder you were upset."

Joanne looked at John, then cleared her throat. "Yes, well... to be perfectly honest... I’m not exactly Bebe’s mother, although I do think of her as a daughter. She’s... well... kind of like my daughter-in-law. See, she and my son, Blaine, have been dating for quite some time. Bebe’s mom is back in Massachusetts, so..."

"Well, thank goodness you were here, today," Lily patted Joanne’s shoulder. "Here, come sit with Bebe." She stood and switched seats with Joanne.

Joanne sat next to John and placed her arm around his shoulder and pulled his head to her shoulder, an offer that John accepted, gratefully.

"Alright," Anna sighed. "Back to the matter at hand. Bebe, your secret is safe with us and we are just as thrilled as we could be to have you as our little sister in this movie. Right, Lily?"

"That’s right, Bebe," Lily confirmed.

"Or, Beebs," Anna teased as she ran her hand along John’s cheek. "I still love that nickname, but, right now, I think we need to get the costumers back in here so we can get this project moving. Why don’t you get dressed in that one-piece and then we’ll get back to work. Ok?"

John nodded and stood.

A few moments later, the three costumers and Ashley, who were still waiting in the hall, heard the lock, the door handle being undone and then the door swung open, allowing them to see the, now somewhat imposing, figure of young Bebe Foley’s mother in the doorway. Someone who’d become, to them, in the past hour, the most formidable of all stage mothers.

Joanne folded her arms and stared at the costumers. When no one spoke for the first few moments, a confused Ashley finally asked, "Is everything ok in there?"

Joanne glanced at the young woman and said, "Why don’t you go ahead back in, Ashley. I need to have a word with these ladies."

Ashley squeezed by Joanne and disappeared into the fitting room.

Finally, Doreen felt the need to move things along. "Look, Mrs Foley, I don’t know quite what happened in there..."

"That’s not my name," Joanne interrupted without moving a muscle.

"What?" The confused costumer asked.

"My name is ‘Joanne,’ not ‘Mrs Foley,’ and I’ll tell you what happened in there – My daughter... my FIF-TEEN-YEAR-OLD daughter, had her panties yanked off of her in front of a room of strangers without a second of warning. She was shocked and embarrassed as was I. Do you understand what happened, now?"

Doreen looked to her colleagues for support, but neither said anything. "Ok, I understand, Mrs... Joanne, but that’s just how things work around here. She’ll get used to it, I’m sure." Doreen tried to smile reassuringly.

"Oh, I’m sure that she won’t, Doreen, and you know why I’m sure it won’t? Because if it ever does happen again, my daughter and I will be out this door, off of this lot and onto The Today Show as quickly as humanly possible. Wouldn’t they love to hear how Disney treated this young, beautiful, star? You bet they would. So. Do we understand each other?"

"We do," Doreen said, contritely, but without every actually apologizing.

"Good. Now, let’s start all of this over, shall we? My daughter – one of the most notable actresses in the world today – the young woman who you are here TO SUPPORT, not harass - is waiting."

Doreen sighed heavily. "Yes, ma’m."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe Goes to Hollywood - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Slow Transformation
  • The Operation
  • Uniforms
  • Hormones
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Bebe has to break the news of her upcoming operation to her friends and family.


 
Author's Note: Hope you all are doing well and keeping the fire lit for Bebe. As always, I really would like to hear
from everyone who is reading this story. It would kind of help me to craft things along for you all!
I read every review!! ~Clara.

 
This version of Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 2

"I wouldn't give you two cents for all your fancy rules if, behind them, they didn't have a little bit of plain, ordinary, everyday kindness and a little looking out for the other fella, too."
~ Jimmy Stewart as Jefferson Smith from 'Mr Smith Goes to Washington'
 

"Oscar," Joanne asked politely, as she and John settled into the backseat of the tow car, "would you mind if I close the privacy partition for a few minutes? I am sorry, but I need to talk to Bebe for a moment."

"Not at all, ma'm," Oscar smiled into the rear view mirror and raised the divider for her.

John sat on the back seat with Joanne and looked at his phone where there was a slew of texts.

From Ella - HEY MOVIE STAR! HOW'D IT GO?
- IS ANNA KENDRICK AS CUTE IN PERSON?

  • CALL WHEN YOU'RE OUT
  • LOVE YA

From MK - IF THEY'RE LOOKING FOR ANOTHER STAR, I'M AVAILABLE
- GOOD LUCK LOVE

  • IF YOU SEE A JONAS BROTHER (PREFERABLY NICK) GIVE HIM MY INFO!!!
  • DYING TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR DAY. WANNA DO SOMETHING TONIGHT? LMK

From Blaine - LOVE YOU
- EVERYTHING OK? I'M THINKING OF YOU. HOPE ALL IS GOING GREAT

  • LOVE YOU. BE A SUPERSTAR

John sighed as he shut off his screen and looked to Joanne.

"Well, That didn't exactly go to plan, did it?" Joanne said.

John shook his head. "Thank you, mom. I really appreciate your help."

Joanne smirked. "Look, Bebe, you know I love you and nothing would make me happier than to have you call me 'mom,' but if you're doing it because you don't want me to talk to you about what happened or if you're just going to try to manipulate me, then it won't work."

"I'm not," John said, quietly. "You and Rose are kinda like my moms, now. I talk to my mom and all, but between her new life with Mr McManus and the fact that I don't think she really understands any of my life out here, I really need some moms. Do you mind if I just keep calling you 'mom?'"

"Of course not, then, honey." Joanne touched John's smooth face. "Now... about this surgery..."

"I'm sorry that you found out that way. I really did intend to talk to you and Blaine this weekend."

"That's fine, but, listen - you know that I worked in the medical field and I'm aware that the this is a very personal decision, but... well, I'm only trying to watch out for your health, so do you mind if I ask you a few questions?"

"No. You can ask me anything."

"Thank you, Bebe. First, does your therapist approve of you doing this?"

"Absolutely. If you'd like to come to my next session, I'd be fine with that."

"No, Bebe, that's ok. I just... I just worry. You understand, right? I mean, you're out here, pretty much by yourself. Ed and Rose are great and all, but they're barely adults themselves. The same goes for Nancy and she...well, she's doing well, now... but you understand why I'm concerned?"

"I do, and thank you, mom. To tell you the truth, as much as I love Ed and Rose, I realized recently that I look to you and Don as parents more and more. Your opinion is more important to me than you could possibly understand. I'm sorry if I disappointed you, today."

"Disappoint me!? Bebe, I am constantly and continually in awe of you - your courage as a young man caught in a medical conundrum, your courage to become a young woman, your courage to come out here so young, and your courage an actress when you take over a set and do what you feel is right instead of just saying the lines - and now, the courage you're displaying as you head into a life changing surgery... Bebe - you are, truly, unbelievable. You could not possibly disappoint me." She reached over and hugged the child next to her. "I love you, Bebe, and I always will."

"I love you, too, mom," John was relieved, "but... how do you think Blaine will take the news?"

"I think he'll be confused, honey. He's a teenaged boy. Teenaged boys live in a world of confusion. I doubt that he's given much thought to you even having a penis for a long time, but he'll need to face that fact, now, so - Yeah, he'll be confused, but he'll be ok."

John nodded. "Ok. Maybe we should go to your place first, then, so I can tell him right now."

Joanne shrugged. "Sure, honey. If that's what you want, but... you've had a hell of day already. Are you sure that you're up for this today? I mean, talking to a teenaged boy about removing a penis is bound to be difficult. Blaine's penis is pretty much his best friend." She chuckled at that and John smiled.

"Mine used to be my best friend, too, but... I guess my friend betrayed me."

Joanne nodded. "Ok." She pushed the button to lower the privacy panel and said, "Thank you, Oscar. I'm sorry about that."

"Not at all, Ma'm," Oscar smiled.

"Change of plan, Oscar. We're going to stop by my house for a few minutes. Then, I'll still need a ride back to Bebe's to pick up my car. Is that ok?"

"I'm all yours, ma'm. Whatever you want."
 

~^~

 

Joanne poured lemonade for John and Blaine and looked at the two of them sitting at the kitchen table. So cute, together. Why couldn't they just be a normal boy and girl? Why did everything have to be so damned complicated?

"Alright," Joanne put the pitcher back into the refrigerator. "I'll leave you two alone."

She touched Blaine's shoulder as she headed to the door. The boy was obviously concerned about why they were having this conversation. She'd intended that her touch would offer some support, but, instead, she just made him more concerned. She nodded to John, smiled and left.

Once in the living room, Joanne picked up her tablet, opened her Kindle app and continued reading a book she'd started about a week ago. It was a detective story. Not bad, not great. Drugs, kidnapping, guns and sex, nothing out of the ordinary for this kind of thing. Easy to read.

As she turned a page, she heard some noises that sounded like concerned voices coming from the kitchen. Obviously, Bebe had told him. Joanne stopped reading and listened. The tone stayed the same for a few sentences, but eventually she could make out words that sounded more excited and most of those words came from Blaine.

"I'm not saying it's wrong," her son said, "I'm saying that you don't have to do it. We're fine the way we are."

This was not what she'd expected Blaine to say. She rose and listened at the doorway.

"Blaine," Bebe was saying, "please, try to understand. I need to do this."

"No, Bebe, you don't 'need' to do it, you 'want' to do it and you don't have to. I love you just like you are."

"And I love you, too, Blaine, and I want to, someday, be able to be with you - like a man and a woman. I'm not meant to have this... THING between my legs. I have to get rid of it."

"No!" Blaine was more scared than anything else.

"No!? Are you trying to forbid me from doing this, Blaine?"

"No, I'm not but... please... don't do it. Please."

Feeling it was time to become a mediator, Joanne entered the kitchen where Blaine was leaning against one counter and Bebe was leaning against another at the polar opposite end of the large kitchen. "Blaine?" Joanne's voice was quiet and confident. "Are you ok, honey? What's going on?"

"You know what's going on, mom," he said, on the verge of tears. "She wants to have a surgery that she doesn't need. You know about these things. Please, tell her not to do it."

"Blaine, honey," Joanne made the classic adult mistake of chuckling at the rampant emotions of her son, "you're over reacting..."

"Over reacting!? Mom! People die in surgery! No! I don't want to loose her! Make her see some reason, please!"

John looked from Blaine to Joanne and back again, confused and a little frightened by Blaine's reaction. After all, after John, the person who stood to benefit the most from this surgery was Blaine, not Immediately, of course, but some day.

"Honey," Joanne tried to get Blaine to see reason, "calm down..."

"Calm down!? Mom! I've read that, like, thirty-percent of people die from the anesthesia, alone!"

"Blaine, that's a pretty big exaggeration..."

"I don't care, mom! If there is a zero-point-zero-zero-zero-zero-one percent chance that something bad can happen to her, then it's not worth the risk! I don't want to lose her mom!"

Joanne was speechless.

Blaine looked to John. "Please. Please, don't do this."

John could not figure out what to do or say, so he turned and ran for the door, not knowing where he'd go, just needing to think.

"Bebe!" Joanne ran after John, but stopped at the door and turned to Blaine. "Aren't you going after her!?"

"Aaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhh!" Blaine groaned, frustrated and frightened, he slammed his fists on the marble countertop and ran out the door behind his mother.

They caught up with Bebe as she turned the corner and was headed for Oscar and the town car. Joanne passed him, grabbed hold of him and pulled him into a big hug. John sobbed and shook, not certain of the the reasons for Blaine's stubbornness. "Oh, momma," he cried. "Oh, momma, I don't know what to do."

"Shh, Shh, baby," Joanne whispered. "It'll be ok. Just come back inside."

"Is everything ok?" Oscar asked as he came closer to the group. "Ms Bebe, are you ok?"

"She's fine, Oscar," Blaine said, dismissively. "It's a family issue. Just wait in the car."

"Blaine!" Joanne yelled at her son's insensitivity.

Oscar understood, more than anyone, that he was from a different class than his clientele, and he understood that the younger the person was, the more untitled he was. Even though he had shared a good deal of offwork time with the young man, this dismissive behavior did not surprise him.

"No offense, Mr Blaine," Oscar said as he moved to stand beside Joanne as she embraced Bebe, "I don't work for you. I work for Ms Bebe and she seems pretty upset. Now, I don't know what exactly happened here, but I think it might be a good idea if you gave Ms Bebe a few minutes. Maybe you should go back in the house until she calms down."

Blaine couldn't believe he was being spoken to in this manner by anyone, let alone by a driver. Before he could speak, though, Joanne said, "That's a very good idea, Oscar. Blaine, give us a few minutes. We'll meet you in the kitchen when we're ready."

Blaine couldn't believe it! What the heck was wrong with everybody!? Why couldn't anyone see how wrong everything was!? "Fine!" Blaine finally said with frustrated rage and he turned and stormed back into the house.

"I'll leave you to it, ma'm," Oscar said with a deep, warm voice. "If you need me, I'll be in the car."

"Wait," Joanne stopped him. "Could you...?" She indicated John's sobbing form.

"Of course," he smiled and took the child to his chest as Joanne hurried back into the house.

She found Blaine sulking in the kitchen.

"Mom, " He was still revved up, "you've got to talk to her..."

"Now, just stop, right now," Joanne interrupted him. "That girl is desperate and you just made her feel worse."

"But mom!"

"But nothing, Blaine! We've been through this before. You behaved horribly when Bebe first told you about her condition and you're behaving horribly, now, too. How would you feel if you thought that you were one kind of person, then found out that you weren't? That you were something, not completely different from what you thought, but partway in between one sex and another? How would you feel? Haven't you ever thought about how difficult this is for her?"

Blaine remained quiet and looked everywhere except into his mother's eyes.

"Well, please, Blaine, put yourself in her place. You were confused, frightened, alone, in a new city when you found a boy who loved you and made you feel whole. Wouldn't that make you feel better?"

Blaine still didn't talk.

"But you knew that you could never be with that boy the way that you wanted to be. Kinda sucks, Blaine, doesn't it?"

"I guess."

"Look, Blaine," she took a deep breath, "Bebe is an amazing girl and I understand why you love her, but, Blaine, she's not... complete... and that is a big problem, honey. She's not talking about unnecessary surgery. She's talking about corrective surgery, baby. If she had a leaky valve in her heart, she'd have to have it fixed. If she had a bone spur in her foot, she'd have to have it fixed. Blaine... she has a penis where she's supposed to have a vagina. It makes her feel incomplete, honey. She needs to be made complete and this, very safe, tried and true procedure is what she NEEDS to do. Can't you understand that?"

Blaine wiped a tear from his cheek. "Mom." He still could not look directly at his mother. "Last year, this kid from my class, Eric Heffernan... he went into the hospital for a simple hernia operation and, once they had him under sedation and started working on him... everything went wrong and... he was a healthy fifteen year old kid, mom, and he was... gone. Dead. Fifteen, mom, and dead. Everyone said it was a 'routine operation' but he died, mom. He died! How old is Bebe?"

Joanne felt everything drain from her. The poor boy. He'd never told her about this. Well... maybe he had. Before Bebe came into the picture, she and Blaine had been drifting apart for several years - really since she'd remarried. Now, mostly because Bebe included Joanne in almost everything they did, Joanne and her son were closer than ever. She crossed the room and touched his face. "She's fifteen, honey, but that's not going to happen to her."

"How do you know?"

"I know, Blaine. I know where the procedure will be done and I know the doctors who will do it. She'll be in the most capable hands in the world, honey. I promise you. She will be fine."

Blaine looked out the window where Oscar was still holding Bebe. "I love her, mom. I love her so.. much. I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost her."

Joanne moved closer and stroked his arms. "You're not going to lose her, Blaine. She's going to be fine and you're going to have a long, happy life together."

Blaine chocked back his emotion. "Yeah?"

"Yeah, honey. You guys are going to grow old, fat and happy together and you're going to adopt and raise up beautiful babies that I can spoil rotten. I promise."

He nodded and she hugged him. "Now, go talk to her. You really gave her a pretty big scare."

He looked out the window a moment longer and he realized that he'd have to face more than just Bebe. "Mom. What do I say to Oscar. I was such an asshole."

"Well," Joanne smiled, "I'd usually say, 'Watch your language,' but you're right, you were an asshole. So, go out there. Apologize to Oscar. Shake his hand and, if he allows you to get near Bebe, hug her and bring her back in here so you can tell her how much you love her, how much you want for her to be happy, and how you're going to support her as she goes through this procedure. Sound good?"

Blaine let his arms unfold. He took a deep breath and nodded. "Sounds good."
 

~^~

 

Nancy's condo was empty when John got back at 6:30 that night. Joanne had wanted to come up and sit with him, but he said he was too tired, and he was, but when his phone rang and the ID said 'MK' he was happy she'd called.

He pressed the green button. "Hey, MK. What's up?"

"'What's up,' she asks," his friend's flippant voice came through loud and clear. "What do you mean by sending me a text that says 'worst day ever' and then not responding to my questions?"

"Sorry," John made a face as he realized that he'd never gotten back to her after they'd left the studio.

"Sorry, my ass, young lady," MK scolded. "Now, push the button and open the freaking door to this building. We're coming up."

"We?"

"Yeah. Ella and me. We brought sushi. Open the door."

John almost shook with happiness. These girls knew he was hurting and had come all the way from Beverly Hills to comfort him. He wanted to be alone and just have a good cry, but this was so much better. He pushed the button on the security panel, opened the door and waited for the elevator to arrive on his floor.

When Nancy arrived home at eight thirty that night, she found her little brother sprawled on the floor with his two closest girl-friends, empty carry-out food boxes on her coffee table, red Solo cups halffilled with soda and 'A Walk To Remember' playing on the television. It didn't take a great detective to know that this was an estrogen-fueledpity -party.

After saying her hellos to Ella and MK, Nancy invited John into the kitchen for a moment.

"Something go wrong, today?" She asked.

"Nothing went right," John scoffed. "Everything was a mess. The fitting session... Blaine... everything. I hope you don't mind that the girls are here. They came to cheer me up. I didn't even invite them. I saved you some sushi in the fridge."

Nancy pushed a few stray hairs behind John's ears. "Do you want to tell me about it, Johnny?"

John glanced back to the girls. "Could were, maybe talk tomorrow? I kinda had to edit a lot when I talked to them, and..." he let it hang there.

"Oh," Nancy's eyes opened wide. "Oh! They didn't... see it, did they?"

John shrugged. "It's a long story, but everything's alright for now."

"Soooo," Nancy looked at John with a questioning expression, "you're still doing the movie, right?"

"Oh, yeah, nothing's changed. It was Anna and Lily who saw... it, and they say that they're fine with it. I don't think they'll say anything."

Nancy acknowledged that. "Was Joanne with you?"

John chuckled. "Nan, you should have seen her. She was like a lioness defending her cub. I think the costumers are actually petrified of her. She took good care of me."

Nancy joined his chuckle at the thought of sweet, quiet Joanne not just protecting Johnny, but scaring the costumers. "That's good, Johnny. Now, give me hug."

They hugged tightly, two dark haired peas in a pod. One a younger version of the other.

When the hug ended, Nancy ran her hand through John's soft, shiny hair and smiled. "You'll let me know if you need anything, right, Johnny?"

He smiled back at his sister. "I'm fine, Nan. Honestly, I am. I promise."

She smiled and nodded, accepting the response. "And the girls? Are they spending the night?"

John looked over his shoulder, then back to Nancy. "Would you mind?"

Nancy's smile grew wide. "They're good girls, Johnny. I'm glad you have them. They're always welcome here. There's blankets in the linen closet."

John smiled and hugged her again. "Thanks, Nan. Love you." He hustled off to tell the girls.

As Nancy pulled a plate of sushi out of the refrigerator, she heard a cheer rise from the living room, followed by shouts of, "Thanks, Nancy! You're the best! Woo hoo!"
 

~^~

 

At 9:45 the next morning, John's phone began to vibrate on the floor next to where he was sleeping.

"Bebe," Ella shook his shoulder. "Bebe. Your phone is ringing."

John snorted himself awake and looked around as he tried to shake the late night of teen-angst-movies and female camaraderie out of his brain. He grabbed his phone and saw that it was an 'unknown' number, but he accepted the call, anyway. "Hello?"

"Bebe?" The voice came through the speaker. It was a familiar voice, but John couldn't imagine it was who he thought it was.

"This is Bebe."

By now, MK and Ella were both sitting up and rubbing the sleep from their eyes.

"Hi, Bebe," the voice cheered up as it spoke. "This is Anna. I'm just calling to see if you're ok."

Suddenly wide awake, John sat bolt upright, the straps of yellow camisole he was wearing as a pajama top slipping from his shoulders. "Anna! Umm... hi. Umm, yeah, I'm ok, thanks. I mean... yeah... I'm fine, thanks."

"Anna!?" Ella jumped closer to hear and giggled.

"As in Anna Kendrick!?" MK moved in tightly on the other side.

John nodded.

"Look, Bebe, I feel really bad about everything that happened yesterday and, well, I was thinking... if you're free this afternoon, maybe you'd like to come over to a little restaurant by the studio and have some lunch. I mean, I'm recording here today and we could, you know, get to know each other a little."

John glanced at the clock and at his friends. "Oh, well, you know, I'd love to but, my friends came over last night to cheer me up and they're still here, and..."

"Well, bring them along," Anna said. "I'd love to meet them."

"Seriously?" John asked as Ella and MK made silent cheering motions.

"Sure," Anna said. "And bring your mom if she's available. I liked her. Your boyfriend, too if he wants to spend an afternoon with a bunch of girls."

"Oh, Umm, Wow, ok, thanks. Ummm, what time and where?"

"There's a little Armenian place, just down the street from the studios, called 'The Gentle Lentil.' How about one thirty? Sound good?"

Before he answered, he thought of something. "Oh, ooo, I just thought... can I bring my sister, too?"

Anna laughed. "Of course. Now, is she your real sister or is she your sister like your mom is your mom?"

John let out a nervous giggle. "No. She's my real sister. I'm living with her right now and I don't think she's working, today. You wouldn't mind?"

The smile in Anna's voice was obvious. "Bring anyone you'd like, Bebe. I'll see you and your whole crew at The Gentle Lentil at one thirty. Bye."

"Bye," John hit the 'end' button and there was an instant scream of joy from Ella and MK.

"We're having lunch with Anna Kendrick!" MK yelled.

"With Beca Mitchell!!" Ella joined in as they both erupted into shouts and dances.

"What's going on in here?" A disheveled, tired and recently awakened Nancy asked from the entrance to the hallway.

"Get dressed," John said as he and his friends rocketed past her and headed for his bedroom. "We're all having lunch with Anna Kendrick!"

"Can I borrow a dress?" Ella yelled to John as MK skidded to a stop.

"Yeah! Of course," John yelled. "Come on MK!"

"What? Me too?" Nancy yelled down the hall, as MK skidded to a stop and turned to face Nancy.

"Yeah, you too!" John called back from inside his room. "And can you call Joanne and Blaine and tell them to get dressed and meet us here by twelve thirty? I'll call Oscar and see if he can drive us."

Nancy shook the sleep from her head. "Oh, ok." Then she spotted MK standing in the hall, waiting to say something. "MK? Do you need something?"

"Um, yeah, Nancy. Could I, maybe borrow a dress from you? Those two are a lot more flat chested than me and even though you're... well... you're closer to my size."

"Yeah, yeah, of course," Nancy nodded and smiled, happy to be included in the girls' fun. "Come on in. I'll show you what I have."

"Thank you, thank you, thank you!"
 

~^~

 

The Gentle Lentil was a small place, set just off the main road near Disney's recording studios. The Hagopian family had been serving good food from the Armenian tradition for nearly a century and they didn't need to advertise. They catered to the Hollywood elite and kept a very low profile. The sign on the door to the restaurant was no bigger than an index card and without knowing it's location, people would pass it by without a second thought. Luckily, Oscar knew where it was.

Anna Kendrick was speaking to the proprietors as a parade of people entered, led by her young costar, Bebe Foley.

"Hi, Beebs," she called out, as she came over to hung John. "Bebe, you have got to stop dressing so beautifully! I always feel like bum next to you. This dress is beautiful!" She fingered the soft material of the skirt of the pale, blue sundress with tiny with flowers. It hung loose and pretty from John's shoulders, blousing at his breasts and contracting again at his waist before blossoming out again into a flowing, feminine, umbrella of a skirt that ended just at his knees.

"Oh, thank you, Anna," John smiled broadly as he made the
introductions, "this is my friend, Ella, my friend, MK, my boyfriend, Blaine."

"Whoa," Anna stopped at Blaine for a moment and looked him over. "You ARE a good looking guy. No wonder she's crazy about you."

Blaine blushed and said, "I'm crazy about her, too."

Anna laughed and smiled that big, trade mark smile of hers. "I'm glad to hear it." She moved on in the line, "Oh, and here's momma," she said to Blaine's mom. "Good to see you again, Joanne."

"You, too, Anna, and thank you for having us all."

"This is my good friend, Oscar," John continued.

"Oscar? We've meet before, haven't we?" Anna asked.

"Yes, Ms Kendrick. I'm a driver. I've driven you several times. I'm, kinda, Ms Bebe's personal driver, now." Oscar shook her hand and acted almost apologetic that he'd been invited in for lunch.

"You're not my driver, you're my friend, Oscar," John said. "You just happen to have access to big cars."

Oscar laughed.

"And this is my sister, Nancy."

"Oh, my goodness," Anna laughed. "Talk about family resemblances! You two look like you were made in the same mold! My brother and I look a little similar, but... wow! Hi, Nancy. I'm Anna."

"Oh, I know," Nancy said, nervously. "We hear that we look alike all the time. Thank you, so much, for including us all. It means so much to the kids to get to meet you. Oh, well, it means a lot to me, too!"

Anna laughed, "Well. It means a lot to me to get to know all of you, too. Let's sit down and get things started."

There was a large, round table set up towards the left side of the small restaurant. They all took their seats around it with John and Nancy set like bookends on either side of Anna Kendrick. There were a couple of other, small parties of diners in the restaurant as well. Most were hidden in small alcoves with drapes drawn to offer privacy. John had brought so many people with him that their party could not fit into one of those little cubby holes, so they were in the larger, open part of the room.

"Are you ever mistaken for Bebe?" Anna asked Nancy as things settled in.

"Just from a distance. Once they get close and see that I'm a lot older, they usually just smile and move on."

"You do look uncannily alike," Anna looked from one side to the other. "Well, Bebe, at least you know that you'll be gorgeous when you're in your twenties. Nancy, have you done any acting?"

"Just a little when I was in high school," Nancy was enjoying the conversation with and compliments from this movie star. "I did a few plays in school and I was in a few of the Shakespearean plays with a rep-company on Cape Cod. That's the same theater troupe that Johnny, Rose and Ed were all working for when they were cast in 'Civil Disobedience.'"

"Johnny?" Anna asked. "Was That Bebe's name before..."

John and Nancy both held their breath, realizing that Nancy's faux pas had indicated to Anna that John's secret was common knowledge with everyone around the table. Thankfully, Joanne had her wits about her and interrupted the star. "Oh, Anna," she laughed, casually, "you should have known Bebe a year ago when we all met her. An awkward tomboy who hated all things girly. Nancy always called her 'Johnny' as a bit of a sisterly tease."

"It's true," Ella joined the conversation. "When Bebe first came to our school, she only had her school uniform skirt and a few, uninteresting pieces of clothes." She indicated herself and MK. "Mary Katherine and I had a heck of a time turning her into this fetching creature, here."

Anna laughed at the overly-mature manner in which Ella had spoken, and use of the word 'fetching' was adorable. She also realized that the girls were oblivious to Bebe's gender history.

"That's the truth," MK laughed. "When we fixed her up with Blaine, she was actually mad that we made her buy a new dress to go out on a date. Can you believe that?"

"Oh, Bebe," Anna teased, "buying a new dress is the best part of a date! I certainly hope that you've learned your lesson."

"Oh, she's learned it, and then some," Blaine shook his head and looked to Oscar for support, who just smiled. "I can't tell you the last time I saw her in anything other than a dress and she must have four hundred in her closet. Not to mention the shoes and jewelry and everything else."

"It was like she was brought up by wolves," MK laughed at her friend.

"Or like she was brought up as a boy," Ella added.

Anna laughed at the roasting of her young costar. "But now, you're a perfect young lady, Bebe?" She squeezed his soft hand.

"I try," John laughed, relieved that Anna seemed to understand the situation.

"Well, believe me," Nancy spoke to the girls, "she certainly didn't get all this girly-girl stuff from me or my mother. She gets all of that from you guys and Cousin Rose. I'd much rather wear jeans and sneakers."

By this time, the waitresses had delivered pitchers of lemonade and iced tea for the kids and Oscar, who couldn't drink while working, and glasses of surprisingly delicious Armenian pomegranate wine for the older women. Anna held up a glass and offered a toast. "To all of you, who took Bebe from Tom-boyhood to womanhood. Great job, everyone!"

They all clinked glasses and laughed.

The meal was delicious - Hummus, cheese and olives for appetizers, lamb, beef and chicken kebabs with rice for the main course and sweet, sticky Baklava for dessert. Everything was amazing and very different from the 'California Cuisine' that they all tended to eat.

As the meal was wrapping up, Anna called for a check.

"Oh, let me pay for it," John tried to insist. "I brought too many people."

"Don't be silly," Anna smiled. "You're all my guests and I haven't had this much at lunch in ages."

Then the waitress said, "The bill has already been taken care of, Ms Kendrick."

Both Anna and John were surprised. "By who?" Anna asked.

"By me," Don Ferry clapped his hands as he approached the table. He leaned over and kissed John's cheek. "How are you, sweetness?"

"Don!?" John said in surprise. "What are you doing here?"

"I might ask you the same thing, my dear. I was having lunch with Bruce Willis and Kurt Russell about a charity event next week, but I was surprised to see all of you here. The Gentle Lentil is one of LA's best kept secrets. I assume that this lovely lady introduced you to it." He turned and offered his hand to Anna Kendrick. "Hello, Anna. Nice to see you, again."

"Don, how nice!" Anna stood and shook his hand as she air-kissed his cheek. "It's been a while."

Don's money-making smile was beaming to everyone at the table. "It has, Anna. The fundraiser for the governor's re-election, I believe. Now, I need you to take good care of my little girl here on that set of that movie, ok?"

"I promise, Don," Anna smiled at John. "She's in good hands with Lily and me."

Don looked around the table, "Blaine, Oscar, how we doing boys?"

They both smiled and responded that they were fine.

"Nancy, Joanne," he continued, "looking as beautiful as always."

They both thanked him.

"And the rest of the wreaking-crew," he smiled at the young women. "It's Ella and Mary Katherine, right?"

Flattered that a star of Don's stature would remember their names, the both glowed with joy. MK didn't even bother to correct him - she HATED being called Mary Katherine and it had already happened twice during this meal.

"May I steal my favorite child for a moment, Anna," Don smiled as he helped John move his chair away from the table.

"You certainly may, but bring her back quickly, please," Anna laughed.

Don escorted John to the other side of the restaurant and he indicated that he should sit. When they were settled, Don leaned forward and spoke quietly. "I have spoken to the production company and with the clinic. We've worked out a schedule for the filming the shiow, your surgery and a recovery period. Barring any complications, you should be all set. I'll text everything to you later. Ok?"

John took a deep breath and gave Don a worried smile. "Thanks, Don."

"Huh," Don sat back a bit. "You look worried, Angel. I thought that this is what you wanted."

John shrugged. "It is, but it's just... scary, I guess. I mean, it's surgery and all. Anyway, I'll let Rose and Ed know the schedule, if Ed says it's ok, then we'll do it."

Don laughed quietly at that. Uncle Ed protecting his young charge.

Don watched him as John glanced at the table where Anna and his friends and family were sitting.

"Tell me, baby, how many of them know?"

"Everyone except Oscar, Ella and MK."

"Anna, too?"

"Anna and Lily. There was... an incident... at the fitting. They saw."

"The costumers?"

John shook his head.

Don looked at the happy group across the room. "Let me ask you something." He paused as he thought. "Aside from Rose, Ed, Blaine and Joanne - who have been your closest friends since you moved out here?"

John glance at the table across the room where his friends were in heaven, dining with one of their movie-star idols. "You think I should tell them?"

"Yeah, sweetheart, I do. I mean, forget about the studios and the publicity machine. Forget about the no-disclosure agreements and all the other bullshit. Those two girls, and Kylie, too, they have been with you every step of the way. They have loved you and helped you become a beautiful, happy, young woman. How do you think they'd feel if they heard about it later? It'd break their hearts, sweetie."

John nodded.

"You don't have to do it now, but don't wait too long, ok?"

He nodded, again. "What about Oscar? You think he'll understand?"

"Of course he will. Why?"

John shrugged. "Well, Ed and Blaine were kinda freaked out at first and they're family. Do you think Oscar will be ok?"

Don considered this. "I think so. He's older than Ed and Blaine and he's a father with daughters and I think he already thinks of you as a daughter of sorts. He very protective of you. I think he'll be fine."

Suddenly, a burst of laughter came from the group and Oscar starting singing,
"Don't you forget about me
As you walk on by."

Then the girls joined in, singing the Barton Bellas' finale from the movie Pitch Perfect.
"Will you call my name
As you walk on by
Will you call my name
As you walk on by
Will you call my name
I say..."

Now everyone was singing and making a Breakfast Club fist pump into the air

"La
La, la, la, la-a
La, la, la, la-a
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la"

At which point their laughter took over the singing.

"I hate to bring them down," John sighed.

"Hey," Don said as he took John's hand and kissed it. "Better now than later and better from you than from someone else."

John nodded. "Ok. I'll do it."

"Attagirl," Don stood and offered a hand. "Come on, sweetheart. Let's get you back to your friends. Call me if you need anything. Ok? And I mean anything."
 

~^~

 

It was eight o'clock that evening when Blaine kissed his girlfriend good night. "Do you want me to stay? I mean, I know I overreacted when you told me, but I'm cool with it, now."

John stood on the toes of his bare feet and kissed Blaine, gently. "I know you are, but... this is kind of a girl thing, you know?"

He smiled and kissed John once more. "Ok. Love you."

"Love you, too." And he left the apartment.

When she heard the door close, Nancy peeked into the foyer. "Everything ok?"

John nodded. "Blaine just left."

She glanced into the living room. Nancy had never been much for housecleaning, but the mess generated by having teenagers staying with her was a bit overwhelming. She knew that this was not the appropriate time to address that issue, though.

She looked at John, again. "You can wait until tomorrow if you want. You don't have to tell them right now."

"Better to get it over with, though, Nan. I'm going to do it, now."

Nancy kissed him. "Ok. I'll be in my room if you need me." She smiled, squeezed his hand and walked away.

MK was flipping through Netflix options as John reentered. "What do you guys want to watch? Action? Animated? Romcom? Teen angst?"

"Hey," John pulled an ottoman over and sat in front of the girls. "Do you guys think that, maybe, we could talk for a bit."

"Talk?" Ella sat up. "That's the one thing MK is qualified to do."

"Damned straight," MK sat up and shut off the TV. "Listening, though, that's another story altogether. I'm not so good at that."

John smiled at his friends. "I kinda need you to listen, too. This is kinda important."

"Ok, Beebs," Ella suddenly took on a serious tone to match John's. "What's up?"

"Well," he sighed, "I'm going to be having some surgery in a couple of months and I just thought I should talk to you about it."

"Wow," MK's smile diminished. "Sounds serious. It's not, like, cancer or anything, is it?"

John looked at her, confused, but Ella spoke first. "Just stop, MK. Let her talk."

John looked from one to the other, trying to figure out what they thought they knew.

"Ok, look, this is kind of a weird thing to say, but..." MK started.

"Shut up, shut up, shut up," Ella muttered through clenched teeth.

"No," MK said, then looked back at John, "Are you trying to tell us that you are really a boy?"

John's eyes shot wide and his mouth hung open. "What?"

"Shit!" Ella said. "I told you to shut up. She was only kidding, Beebs. What were you going to say?"

John sat, still dumbfounded, and stared at his friends in disbelief. A moment passed and then another until MK finally said, "Oh, my God it's true." Her voice was quiet, but full of wonder.

Ella looked from MK to John. "Is it? Are you really a boy?"

The look on John's face spoke volumes.

"No, really!?" MK was amazed. "I mean, I was like eighty percent joking."

"It is true," Ella finally said with both shock and a bit of annoyance. "Damnit." She reached for her pocketbook and pulled out her wallet. She opened the wallet and pulled out a twenty-dollar bill and handed it to MK. "Here. I guess you get this back."

MK laughed. "Ha! Come to mama!" She folded the bill and placed it in her bra.

"Wait, Wait," John stuttered. "What's going on?"

"Well," MK was very full of herself. "Back on the first day you came to school, I bet Ella twenty dollars that you were a boy."

"A couple of months later, when we went to the spa, we saw your breasts and your swimsuit was flat in front, so I figured that you were a girl and made her pay-up."

"But I was right, all along!" MK clapped her hands. "Seriously, though, you had us fooled until you admitted it."

John was baffled by what was happening around him. He had been petrified of hurting his friends and now he felt a little hurt himself.

Ella realized he wasn't joining in their fun. "Hey, Beebs... it doesn't matter. We love you, no matter what. You know that right?" She touched his arm.

"I don't know what I know," John said. "I didn't think you even suspected... I mean... did anyone else know?" He was beginning to look and sound desperate.

"Oh, honey, no," Ella soothed. "It was really just because you were so, well, awkward, I guess is the right word. You didn't know anything about being a girl. Your makeup was really basic, your clothes outside of school all looked as if someone else chose them for you, things like that. No one else got to know you like we did."

"She's right," MK agreed. "Honestly, I was just teasing. I figured you were just a tomboy, or maybe homeschooled- awkward. Something like that."

John buried his face in his hands and shook his head for a moment before lifting his head up again and looking at the ceiling, sighing. "Argh, why does everything have to be so difficult!?" He said in frustration. Then he looked at the floor to his left as he thought for a moment. "I'm sorry I lied, guys. I just couldn't really tell you the truth."

"No probs," MK smiled a sisterly smile, then planted a gentle punch on John's upper arm, "bro."

John nodded, "Very funny."

They sat in silence for a moment or two until MK couldn't keep quiet any more. "Soooooooo... is your really name Johnny?"

John nodded. "Well, John. Only Nancy ever called me Johnny."

"And what?" MK persisted. "You just always knew that you were a girl in a boy's body?"

"No. I never really thought about it until last year." He gave them a quick synopsis of his gender issues and how he'd come to terms with everything.

"Soooooo..." MK said, again, but this time she has a mischievous smile, "Do you have penis, now?"

John nodded, a little ashamed that he did.

"How come we never saw it in your panties or bathing suit?" Ella finally felt comfortable enough to ask a question.

"I keep it tucked and I use a gaff," John explained. "To tell you the truth, with the amount of hormones I've been on, it's always soft, now and it's even gotten a little smaller."

"Can we see?" MK asked, mostly in jest, but still curious.

"No!" John shouted, hoping she was kidding.

"Does Blaine know?" Ella pushed MK to the side in mock frustration.

"Yeah. I told him a long time ago. Right after he gave me this necklace."

"And he's ok with it?" MK was skeptical.

"It took a few hours, but he said he loved me, so - yeah, he was ok with it."

They both smiled at that for a moment. Then Ella asked, "What's it like?"

"What?"

"Being a boy."

"Well..." John contemplated. "I don't know. I mean... it was just how I was."

"What was it like to become a girl?" MK asked.

"Ummm.... You know... it started just for a play, but since I had to kinda live that way due to the breast forms, I guess it was kind of like a game for a few weeks. Rose had fun dressing me up like a doll and I think she kind of enjoyed freaking Ed out."

"Did it make you feel different?" Ella asked, delicately.

"Yeah. A lot different. I felt... kind of naughty, at first, I guess, and then... I wouldn't admit it at first, but I just felt... right, after a while."

The girls just nodded. That made sense to them.

"When I started auditioning for the show, it was for a boy's part, so I was really clumsy, looking like a girl and acting like a boy. It was Don's idea to try it is a girl. Then Nancy was concerned and made me go see a doctor who diagnosed me as intersexed, so it looked like I was suppose to be a girl all along. And now, I can't imagine not being one."

"Well," MK smiled, "you're pretty damned good at it, young fellow," making them all chuckle a little.

"Well, 'Johnny,'" Ella teased, "I cannot tell you how happy I am that MK and I taught you how to be a pretty, little thing and helped you to get a handsome stud as a boyfriend."

MK smirked at Ella and said, with glib pride, "We are freaking awesome," and they high-fived each other.

Eventually, they settled in to watch the Broadway version of 'Newsies' on TV and as they all stared at the screen, they girls started asking playful questions. John answered them all, but none of them ever took their eyes from the screen.

"Did you like girls before?"

"I guess."

"Were you ever in love with a girl?"

"I thought I was once, but it was nothing like how I feel about Blaine."

"Did you ever have 'the hots' for either of us?"

"No."

"Can you pee standing up?"

"I can, but I don't."

"Why?"

"I want to be a girl."

"Were you hairy as a boy?"

"Not really."

"Do you think Jeremy Jordan is cute?"

"Yes."

Do you think Kara Lindsay is cute?"

"I think she's adorable, but I'm not attracted to her. I love her costumes, though."

"Will you tell people about your operation!"

"No. Just my friends and family."

"Why not?"

"It's nobody's business."

"You could be a role model."

"I don't want to be. I just want to be me."

"Will you have vagina?"

"Yes."

"Will you have a period?"

"No. I won't have a uterus."

"Unfair. Will you be able to have sex?"

"Yes."

"Will you be able to get pregnant?"

"No. I just told you, I won't have a uterus."

"Unfair, again. Do you want to be a mom?"

Finally, John sighed and looked away from the TV. "More than anything."

MK put her arm around him. "You will be. My mom couldn't get pregnant, either, and she got stuck with me. We yell at each other all the time, just like she gave birth to me. Someday, you'll be looking at your own obnoxious, fifteen year old daughter and, in the midst of a huge, knockdown, drag-out argument over the length of her skirt, you'll suddenly find yourself screaming, 'Oh, my God! You're just like your Auntie MK!'" she pulled his head to her shoulder and Ella leaned into John from the other side.

"You're an awesome girl, Beebs. You're gonna be an amazing woman." Ella whispered.

"Just like us," MK said as she gave him a squeeze.

"Thanks. I love you guys."
 

~^~

 

Oscar sipped his soda through a straw and nibbled on his In-N-Out Burger meal as he looked at John's worried face across the table from him in front of the fast food restaurant. He'd listened to the child's story without saying a word. Now, as he watched her, she seemed uncharacteristically uncertain of herself. Smaller than usual. More scared. More vulnerable.

"So?" Oscar asked.

The child looked confused. "What do you mean 'so?'"

"Well," Oscar shrugged, "you said you wanted to talk to me about something really important, but all you told me was that your life is complicated. So's mine. See that guy over there in the expensive suit? So's his. See that guy begging for money down the street? So's his."

John nodded. "Ok, but I'm sorry that I lied to you."

"When did you lie to me?"

"Well, every day since I got here."

"No you didn't."

"But I..."

Oscar held up his hand to silence the teenager. "Did I ever ask you if you were ever a boy?"

"Well, no, but..."

"Did I ever ask you if you were genetically a girl?"

"No, but..."

"Did you ever tell me that you had lady-parts down below?"

"No, of course not, but..."

"Listen, Bebe, my best friend is a guy named Rafael. I've known him since we were about twenty years old and we have done some crazy things together, but I have never seen him naked, I never want to see him naked and I have never asked him about his genitalia. It's none of my business. I like the guy. He makes me laugh. End of story."

John nodded. "But my name..."

"Is Bianca Foley. You told me that you had it legally changed. Bebe is your nickname. I could not care less what it was before I met you, I could not care less if you change it later. People change their names all the time, especially out here. Someday, if you get married, you may decide to change it again. Is that any of my business? Nope, and it's nobody else's either, Bebe."

"Now," Oscar continued, "I'm not a fool, Bebe. I know that this is a special time for me. I'm just a schlub who drives a car for important people. Right now, I've been lucky enough to strike up a friendship with a very talented young actress and her family. It may last forever, but in this town, it may only last a little while, but no matter what, you will always be a very special person to me. That nervous little girl from someplace in Massachusetts with a name I can't pronounce who took the whole industry, Hell, the whole country by storm and she still was a sweet, kind girl who is nice to my little girls in real life and makes the whole world take notice on her show. You're one of a kind, Bebe. My little princess. And you always will be. Now, do we understand each other?"

"Not quite," John said, seriously.

"Oh?" Oscar wiped his lips and folded his arms. "Well, then, allow me to clarify any confusion. What do you not understand?"

"Well," John looked down as he thought, "you see, I have this friend - more than a friend, really. Kind of a role model - you might even say he's kind of my hero - and he's a really smart guy, and really nice, too. A great father, excellent at his job, protective of the people he loves and he always knows the right thing to say, but..."

Oscar smiled at Bebe's story. "'But' what?"

"'But' just a few minutes ago, I heard him call himself 'a schlub,' whatever that is, and I can't figure something out."

Oscar's smile was as broad as it could be. "And what is that?"

"Well, you see, this guy keeps telling me that I'm something special. He even calls me 'his little princess.' So, what I can't understand is, if I'm so special, why would my hero be some 'schlub?' I mean, if I'm so special and I think he's wonderful, well, then, doesn't that mean that he is really something, well, extra special?"

Oscar reached across the table and took John's hand in his. "No, Bebe. It just means that your heart is bigger than most. You're right, I love my girls and I take my job seriously, but the only thing special about me is you. I've driven thousands of celebrities, honey, and I have only ever connected with one. You make me special, sweetheart. You make your Uncle Ed and Cousin Rose, special. You make the show special, you make Blaine and Joanne special. You need to face facts, Bebe. You have been blessed, you're something very, very special and we all love you, but the reason that we are all here, together, making each other better, is because of you, Angel."

John shook his head. "No, Oscar. The only reason I've had any success is because of you and Rose and Uncle Ed and Blaine and Joanne and Ella and MK and Kylie and Nancy. I wake up every day, petrified that I'm going to mess up and ruin everything and I've never been more scared of anything than I am of what I'm doing in order to become a woman. I need your support, Oscar. Thank you for giving it to me."

"You never need to ask, princess."

They cleaned up their waste and dropped it into a bin, then Oscar held open the front passenger-side door and let John in before closing it behind him. He ambled to the driver's side and got in. They were listening to some show tunes on the satellite radio when John's phone sounded a chime indicating that he received a text. He dug into his purse and pulled out his phone and said, "Shit."

"Hey," Oscar said, very seriously. "Language. We don't swear in this car."

John didn't answer, though. He stared at his phone and then, quieter this time, he said, "Shit," again.

Realizing that John was very upset, Oscar asked, "What's up, Princess? Is something wrong?"

"Yeah," John said. When he looked at Oscar, John was pale and shaking."I got a text."

"What does it say?"

"It says, 'Call me right away. Very important.'"

"Sounds serious," Oscar was concerned, now, too. "Who's it from?"

"It's from Austin Meadows."

"That guy from TMZ?"

"Yeah."

"Oh, shit," Oscar agreed.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe Goes To Hollywood - 3

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  • Clara

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Slow Transformation
  • The Operation
  • Uniforms
  • Hormones
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

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Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

The movie's production is underway, the surgery has been scheduled, and John is ready to become
a complete girl forever, but TMZ has evidence of John's true biological sex, obtained from an
unknown source. How can Bebe and friends persuade them not to make that evidence public?
As always, our heroine is in pretty deep and troubled waters.


 
Author's Note: Thank you to everyone who has continued to offer critiques of these stories.
Please keep your comments and criticisms coming! It's the only way I'll get better at writing these stories.
Thank you so much! TTFN. ~Clara.

 
This version of Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 3

"It's like I'm out in a big boat, and I see one fellow in a rowboat who's tired of rowing and wants a free ride, and another fellow who's drowning. Who would you expect me to rescue? The man who's just tired of rowing and wants a free ride? Or those men out there who are drowning? Any ten year old child will give you the answer to that."
~ Gary Cooper in 'Mr Deeds Goes To Town.'
 

"So, what did the message say?" Don asked as he handed John and Oscar soft drinks on the porch.

John held up his phone and showed Don the text. 'CALL ME RIGHT AWAY. VERY IMPORTANT.' The name at the top of the screen indicated that the text was from Austin Meadows, the reporter from TMZ who John had been able to keep on a short leash for the last few months.

"Who do you think told him?" Don asked, very concerned.

"I have no idea." John's eyes were heavy with tears, but he hadn't cried, yet.

"Well, I guess the first thing to do is find out what he knows and then, maybe after that, we can find out who told him." Don pulled the cap off of a bottle of micro-brewery beer and sat facing them. "Did anyone get upset about the conversations you had with them? Did anyone suggest going to the press?"

John shook his head. "Blaine was upset at first, but he calmed down and MK suggested that I could be a role model if I spoke out about trans issues, but Blaine would never do something like this and, to be honest, MK's not smart enough to get in touch with Meadows."

"So," Don sipped his beer, "getting away from family and friends, you're sure none of the costumers saw anything."

"I don't think so," John thought carefully. "No. Even if they caught a glance, they couldn't have seen enough to be sure."

Don nodded. "Ok, well, I think it's best to keep the studio's publicity out of this as long as possible, so maybe the best thing to do is start by calling Mr Meadows and see what he thinks he knows."

"I don't know, Don," Oscar said. "Won't the studio publicity department be ticked off if this blows up into something big and they didn't have a chance to handle it from the get-go?"

Don let out a sardonic chuckle. "You have a lot more faith in the Studios than I do, my friend. In my opinion, the only people working in publicity for the studios are the idiot sons and daughters of the idiots who did the same jobs a generation ago. No, I believe, in these cases, it's better to do something and apologize than to turn something this sensitive over to those people."

"Ok," Oscar shrugged. "I'm sure going to miss you guys though."

He smiled at the joke he'd made, but Don took a deep breath and grimaced, "Yeah. Well, here goes nothing." He took John's phone, pushed the correct contact, turned on the 'speaker' function and waited while it rang.

"Bebe." Meadows' voice was excited and overly friendly.

"Hi, Austin," Don said. "This is Don Ferry on Bebe's phone. Bebe's here with me, too."

"Hi, Austin," John said in as friendly a voice as he could.

"Well, well," the reporter said, sure that he was on to something, now. If Don Ferry was involved, then something was definitely up. "The gang's all here, I guess. Are we circling the wagons, or what?"

Don laughed convivially. "What? No, no. Bebe is at my place for a cookout and and she got your message. I'm just acting as her guardian, for the time being. You know, with Ed and Rose back east for the summer, I'm just being a protective dad."

"Yeah, sure," Meadows snickered. "Ok, this is why I contacted her - I got a tip that little Miss Bebe is having a pretty shocking surgery at the end of August. I'm sure my audience would be very interested in this."

Don held up his hand to keep John for responding. He could see his TV daughter' s temper rise. "Shocking!?" Don sounded dismissive. "I don't think there's anything shocking about it, Austin. Just corrective surgery for a congenital condition that she's been dealing with for most of her life. Nothing too interesting, and, of course, she is only fifteen years old, Austin. We'd really rather that her privacy was respected during her surgery and recovery."

"Yeah, Yeah, Yeah," the reporter laughed through the speaker. "'Congenital condition' my left nut. You and I both know that this is something very different than that and, as for her privacy, DON," he stressed the actor's name to indicate that, despite Don's manner, he and Meadows were not friends, "if she wanted privacy, she got into the wrong business. So, do I get the scoop from her, or do I just move forward with what I have?"

"Mr Meadows," John was feeling panicked and trapped, "I really am..."

Don interrupted. "Look, Austin, you and Bebe have had a great relationship up to this point and we certainly don't want to mess that up, so how about this? I'll arrange for you to meet with me, Bebe and her doctor and you can have all the facts of the case. How does that sound?"

Both John and Oscar were staring at Don in disbelief and tried to wave him off.

"Sounds good," Meadows said, they could almost hear him salivating through the phone. "When and where?"

"Tell you what - I'll call Bebe's doctor and see when he's available. I'll have Bebe send you a text when I know his availability. Is that ok?"

"It's ok as long as we meet tomorrow or the next day. I'm not waiting any longer than that."

"Understood." Don had a casual smile in his voice. "I'll text ASAP. Take it easy, Austin." He disconnected the call.

"Well," Oscar shook his head, "it looks like the world is going to find out about everything in a couple of days."

"Don?" John asked. "How could you have done that?"

Don shrugged. "I just bought us some time. I'll call your doctor and we'll figure all of this out. We'll give him something, but not the truth."

"A congenital health issue?" John slapped his hands into his lap. "What do we tell him, now."

"Well," Don said, "that part's not a lie. Let me talk to Dr. Shapiro and Dr. Martinez, he's your surgeon. Relax, Bebe. We'll work this out."
 

~^~

 

"Isn't there someway that you could just tell this guy to piss off and mind his own business?" MK asked. They were all sitting in the glassedin enclosure around Blaine's pool eating ice cream and enjoying the breezes coming through the patio doors that lined the bottom of the two story high sunroom.

"I guess not," John shrugged. He was uncharacteristically nervous about this whole situation. "I don't know," he thought out loud, "it probably wouldn't be the worst thing that could happen if I HAD to tell everyone. It's just... personal, you know? I mean, I know that I'm on a popular TV show and all, but I didn't even want to talk about all this stuff with you guys. I certainly don't want to go on to James Corden or Jimmy Fallon and tell the whole world about my messed up genitals. I mean, how much more personal can you get?"

"I say ignore them," Blaine offered. "If you don't reply, then all they have is what someone else is saying and they can't report that without evidence, right?"

"Blaine," Ella stirred her chocolate ice cream into a soup as she worried along with her friends, "TMZ is known for saying whatever they want to say, no matter who it hurts. They don't care if it's true or not or who it hurts. They're scumbags."

"Great, So they get to make all the decisions that will affect Bebe's life?" Blaine put his arm around John's shoulders. "That's ridiculous."

"Not Just Bebe's life," MK corrected, "all of ours. I mean, it's not a big deal for Ella and me, but you'll have to deal with a bunch of testosterone-fueled morons at school who are going to make a big deal out of the fact that you've been dating a girl with a dick for the last ten months."

"MK," Ella shook her head, "could you PLEASE try to have some manners? Call it penis if that's what you're talking about, but don't call it that."

"Oh, Sorry," MK said, surprised that she'd caused any upset.

"Oh, what difference does it make what she calls it?" John was getting frustrated with the whole conversation. "I'll be the punch line on every late night talk show and every comedy special for the rest of my life."

"That's not true..." Ella tried to calm him down.

"Oh, Yeah!?" John was getting heated, now. "What about Caitlyn Jenner, Huh? Have they ever let up on her? No! It's been years since she came out and they still make jokes about her. I'm on the top rated show in the country, right now. They'll tear me and it apart. It's all over, just because I was stupid enough to think I could have this stupid operation!! I just... Oh, damnit, I'm going to put like a hundred and fifty people out of work on the show, they're going to fire me from the movie...it's all over, anyway. I'll have to move back home and focus on something else to study in college. Geez... I'm really going to miss you guys."

Now, John's tears flowed freely.

"You're not going anywhere," Blaine assured him. "You're staying here, with me."

"Yeah," John sobbed. "I doubt you'll want me around when the talk shows all want to talk to you about the little faggot who fooled you into thinking he was girl. You'll be better off without me. You'll all be better off without me. I never should have done this. I should have just stayed at home, been a nobody and I never, EVER should have tried to be happy."

Before they could stop him, John was up and running from the pool enclosure into the house. He grabbed his clothes bag as he passed it and headed towards the door, figuring he could just start for home and have Oscar pick him up. He just needed to leave. He'd messed up everything so badly for everyone. He'd always known that he would do it, too. God, he was such a screw up.

"Bebe!" Joanne wasn't looking for John or anyone else as she was passing from the kitchen into the hallway, but when John ran directly into her, she grabbed a hold of him to keep either of them from falling. "Bebe! Calm down! What's the matter?"

Of course she knew what the matter was, but when she'd left ice cream with the kids by the pool, everything had seemed fine.

"It's all over, mom," John wailed. "The show, my career, the movie, my life, it's all over. I let everyone down and now everyone's going to hate me for it."

"Oh, baby, no," Joanne hugged him tightly, his face buried in her bosom. "Don will figure something out, I'm sure of it. He's been in this business a long time, Angel. He'll know what to do."

Blaine and the girls had arrived while Joanne spoke. "It will be ok, Beebs," Ella patted his shoulder. "You'll see."

"Yeah," MK patted his other arm. "Like they say, what doesn't kill us makes us stronger."

"I don't want to leave, mom," John whispered into Joanne's chest.

"You're not going anywhere, little girl. You're staying right here with Blaine and MK and Ella and me. This is not going to beat you. Do you hear me?"

"I hear you, mom, but I don't know how it can possibly be worked out. If I lose my job then I'll have to move home and no one will ever hire me again after a scandal like this."

"Oh, Bull," Joanne scoffed.

"Bebe," Blaine interrupted. "You left your phone and I grabbed it. It's ringing. It's Don."

He held it out and John took it from him, pushed the answer button and leaned his head to the right so he could fit the phone between his hair and his ear. "Hi, Don."

"Hi, sweetheart. How you holding up?"

"Not very well, to be honest."

"Well, cheer up, my dear, because I think we have this all worked out. Oscar is picking you up at Blaine's house in an hour. Wear a pretty dress, do your makeup, brush your hair and don't look upset. We're going to push Mr Meadows back on his heals, ok?"

"An hour!? Don, I need more time..."

"Can't have it, baby. The longer we procrastinate, the more it seems like we're trying to hide something. We're meeting Meadows and your surgeon at Blacksmith's Restaurant At 7:00. Ready or not, sweetheart, here we go!"

"But... Don... what are we telling him?"

"It's better that you don't know until the surgeon tells Meadows. It's better that way."

"Ok..."

"One hour, baby. Get your butt in gear."

"Ok... oh, Don!"

"Yes, honey?"

"Um... can I bring Joanne with me? I'd feel better if she was there."

"Of course, honey. See you there." He disconnected the call.

"It's this it?" Joanne asked. "The moment of truth?"

John nodded, frightened beyond reason. "Yeah. Will you come with me? We're going to a restaurant called 'Blacksmith's.'"

"Of course, I will. Holy cow, Blacksmith's is very fancy. Blaine, take the girls, my car and my credit card. Run down to the boutique on Canyon. Girls, get Bebe something to wear, but be quick. I want you back here in a half hour with a dress and shoes."

"Ok," Blaine said. "Come on, guys. Let's go."

"Half an hour?" MK grabbed her purse. "Is it even possible to pick out a dress in half an hour?"

"It'll have to be," Ella shrugged, "but it won't be any fun."

"Something that Bebe would wear, girls!" Joanne called after them. "And don't bring her those stilts that you wear for shoes! Something reasonable with a low or medium heal! AND BE QUICK!!"

Then she turned to John. "Ok, you use the shower in the guest room. I'll use mine. Be quick, but wash your hair. I'll help you dry it when you get out. Now, hurry."

She pushed him towards the stairway, but he stopped at the bottom step. "Mom... if things don't go well... I just want to say 'thank you...'"

"Everything's going to go perfectly, Bebe. Now," she slapped his rear end rather hard, "move that pretty little ass of yours. The clock is ticking!"
 

~^~

 

They pulled up in front of Blacksmith's Restaurant on Winston Street at 6:57. The brick front of the building and the somewhat dilapidated condition of the neighborhood worried John as Don stepped up to open his door and help him out of the town car.

"This is it?" John asked as he looked around.

Don laughed. "Just wait till you get inside. I was afraid that you wouldn't have time to get dressed up, but, wow, sweetheart, you look amazing!"

He really did, too. The girls had gotten John a pale blue dress, well, gown was more like it. It was in the fit-and-flare style that he enjoyed, but the top was a halter top that left his back and arms fully exposed and the plummeting neckline would have been embarrassing to wear had his feminine assets been more developed than they were. The skirt of the dress did flare out, but in diaphanous layers of chiffon that came to his ankles and barely exposed the silver, two inch heeled sandals that he wore beneath.

As always, the small silver ball that Blaine had given him hung from his neck and two, round, matching silver studs adorned his ears. He truly did look like a movie star, as did Don in his five thousand dollar suit, but the neighborhood did not seem to warrant this kind of clothing.

When Oscar helped Joanne from the other side of the car, she was dressed beautifully in a simple little-black-dress with gold jewelry. "I've never been here before," she said as she surveyed the very unassuming face of the restaurant. "Have you, Oscar?"

"Many times, ma'am, but I've only ever seen it from the outside. I understand it's quite beautiful inside.

"Joanne!" Don took her hand as she came around the car. "You look lovely, as always."

He thanked Oscar and was about to lead them into the restaurant when he spotted a car pulling up and he recognized the face of Dr Jorge Martinez in the passenger seat. "Hang on," he told John and Joanne. They waited for the car to stop and the very distinguished, forty-something year old man to exit the vehicle carrying a leather bound portfolio style briefcase. They exchanged a few words before he looked past Don to see Joanne and John.

"Jorge, this is Joanne and Bebe. Bebe, this is Doctor Jorge Martinez, a leader in sex reassignment surgery as well as a noted gynecological surgeon. He will be performing your surgery. You have an appointment with him next Thursday, by the way."

The doctor shook both their hands, kissed each of their cheeks and gave them both a very reassuring smile. His mocha colored skin, chiseled face and salt and pepper hair gave him the appearance of a movie star, himself. "So nice to meet you, Bebe. I am sorry that it has to be under these circumstances, though."

He looked to Don. "Has the reporter arrived? I only have about an hour and a half. My husband is not thrilled that I made him take me here before we fly to Vegas for the weekend for his class reunion."

"I am sorry, Jorge." Don looked to where the doctor's husband had pulled into a parking lot. "Would he like to join us?"

"Oh, no, thank you. He's aware of the reason for the detour, and I already invited him to sit with us, but he says that he'd rather have a drink at the bar and watch from a distance. He's finding the whole thing rather fascinating and amusing."

"Amusing?" John thought that was an odd choice of words.

"Just the stupidity of it, Bebe, I assure you. We understand how important this is to you and, I promise you, everything will be fine."

Joanne rubbed John's back.

Don checked his phone, "Well, to answer your question, Meadows is inside and waiting impatiently. He says that he can see us through the windows. Let's go in."

When they entered, the amazing opulence of the restaurant shocked John. From the humble neighborhood outside, they entered into a room fit for a Czar. High ceilings and crystal chandeliers with men and women dressed in expensive, elegant clothing. It was breathtaking.

Don spoke to the maitre'd who guided them to a table to the side of the main room. There were restaurant patrons sitting nearby, causing John to wonder why they'd chosen this location for a meeting, but Don seemed to know what he was doing.

Both Don and John were stopped several times on the way to the table. Happy and gracious fans asked for autographs or selfies and they happily obliged, while Austin Meadows fumed at being kept waiting.

When they finally arrived at the table, Don made the introductions and they all sat and waited until their drinks order was taken. Finally, Don broke the ice. "Well, Austin, we understand that you've heard about Bebe's upcoming surgery and we're here to be completely honest with you in the hopes that you will understand how personal and frightening something like this can be to a child of fifteen. I mean, it'll change her whole life, her future - everything - and we hope that, in consideration of how much access Bebe has offered you to 'Civil Disobedience' and her own life, that you'll show some respect, some restraint and some decorum for our little girl's situation."

"Yeah," Meadows shook his head. "Look, Ferry, if you're making Mooney in the public eye, then your life is public domain. Now, I appreciate all the access that I've been given to your show, but this is too big to not talk about. I'm sorry, Bebe, but this is huge. This is how I make my living - reporting on the challenges that celebrities face, and, let's face it, Bebe had everyone fooled."

"Well, that is true, Mr Meadows." Dr Martinez crossed his legs and took on a very professional demeanor. "Over the last few months, as Bianca's condition developed and worsened, she found herself in nearly constant pain and when she was menstruating, that pain was amplified to the point that, when she was not on set, she was spending most of her time in bed with a heating pad on her lower abdominal region. This procedure, although extreme, will provide her the relief she deserves."

Confused, John glanced to Joanne who, like him, was pretending that this was all old news. She surreptitiously winked at him and they both continued to listen and wait.

"After the tests that we've run so far, we are fairly confident that this procedure can be done laparoscopically without leaving any scars and keeping Bianca's recovery time to a minimum..."

"Wait, Wait, Wait, Wait," Meadows held up his hand and gave a dismissive chuckle. "I don't know what you're getting at, doc, but I know what's really going on. Little Bianca here is getting sex reassignment surgery and I want to have the whole story, including pictures from the hospital room - the operating room, if possible."

Don and Dr Martinez exchanged well practiced, confused looks. Don glanced at John, then back at Meadows. "Austin," he spoke quietly, but he seemed extremely sincere, "did someone tell you that Bebe would be transitioning to being a boy?"

Meadows made an incredulous face and shook his head. "No. Obviously, she, well - he, is getting surgery to transition to become a woman, well, a girl. So stop the bullshit and let's get down to the truth, ok?"

Don pointed to John in his gorgeous, pale blue evening dress, makeup perfectly applied, small, but developing breasts presented in a lovely manner beneath the flowing material and smirked as his gaze returned to Meadows. "You think that's a boy?" He asked it flatly and with disbelief evident in his tone.

"Yeah, I do," Meadows replied, a little less confident, now.

"Mr Meadows," the doctor opened the portfolio case and presented a very well documented case study of, apparently, Bebe Foley's illness. "I don't know where you heard that story, but the truth is much more shocking. This seemingly healthy, fifteen year old girl is about to undergo a radical hysterectomy due to an abundance of uterine fibroids, benign tumors, that have devastated her internal, female organs. It's not an uncommon condition in women in their thirties or older, but nearly unheard of in a child of this age. This procedure will remove her uterus and ovaries. Do you understand what that means, Mr Meadows? Just as she is about to enter womanhood, Bebe will lose the ability to procreate. She will never mother a child, Mr Meadows. This is a devastating situation for any woman, but imagine how difficult it is for a teenager. That is why we are hoping for your discretion when dealing with this matter."

John realized that Joanne had taken his hand and that both of them had watery eyes. Neither was acting. Neither was pretending. They were both just caught up in the situation being presented.

When Meadows glanced in their direction and saw the older woman clutching Bebe's hand and the look of concern on her face, his confidence in his story faded even more. Had he been given a bad lead?

"You probably aren't aware of this, Mr Meadows," Don spoke now, "but Bebe was hospitalized several months ago due to massive bleeding. She nearly died."

"Yeah," Meadows checked his notes. "Yeah, I have that. It says that was caused by ulcers, though."

Both Don and Jorge nodded at that. "That's what the official report stated, yes," the Doctor agreed, "but that was really just for the production company's insurance binder. A health issue of this magnitude would have shut down production and cost a fortune. Here is my actual report of the event."

He shuffled some papers and showed Meadows a medical record that indicated John's previous hospital was due, according to the records, to gynecological issues. Everything was dated and stamped and official.

"This is a very serious matter, Austin," Don said, his voice awash with friendship and paternal concern. "I mean, if I have a problem with my plumbing at my age, it's kind of a normal thing and if it gets on TMZ I'll just be the butt of a few jokes, but Bebe's still young, a child really, Austin. Please, be as discrete as possible. This is a frustrating, embarrassing and, ultimately, tragic issue for a child who has shown incredible bravery since she arrived."

Meadows was examining all of the medical records. Each was stamped and dated. It seemed as if he'd paid five hundred dollars for a bad lead. Goddamnit! Regardless, he looked at Don with disdain. "Courage? Seriously, courage? She isn't a political refugee, Ferry, she moved out here to be very well paid on a TV series. 'Courage' doesn't really come into it."

"Of course, Austin, you're correct. I mean, what were you doing at fourteen years old? Playing baseball? Basketball? Soccer? Riding a bike?"

"Your point?"

"My point is that while most kids, like you and me, were just being kids at fourteen, Bebe was in a Shakespearean production directed by a world renown director and she did so well in that play that she got onto a TV show. That meant leaving her home, her mother, her friends - everything she knew - and moving to a strange city, a new school and she took on the pressures of a job that most adults find grueling."

Meadows glanced at John and considered what had been said.

"And you know what, Meadows?" Don reached across the table and took John's free hand in his. "If 'Civil Disobedience' was just my show, it probably would still be a minor hit, but because of the power of Bebe's talent and her determination on the set, it's the number one show in the world right now. If that could be done by anyone, then you and your slimy company wouldn't give a crap about her, but it's her hard work and, yes, COURAGE, that makes that show brilliant. Now that fate has thrown her a bad pitch, try to go easy on her and remember that Bebe is the only person in this city who has ever been nice to you."

Meadows put down the file and chuckled at Don Ferry's 'slimy company' jibe, but even he would have to admit, there was some truth to it. And Bebe had been more friendly to him than most other celebrities. Still... he needed to prod. That was his nature.

He looked at Bebe and Joanne for a moment, then to Don. "And who's this holding her hand? It's not her mother, I know what she looks like. Is this some actress you hired to play the concerned mommy?"

Joanne let go of John's hand and leaned across the table offering her hand to Meadows. "My name is Joanne Larkin, Mr Meadows. My son and Bebe have been dating. I believe you've met him when you interrupted a few of their dates."

Meadows looked at the proffered hand, but did not shake it. "And you're here... why? As a prop?"

"No. I'm here because a child I care a great deal for is being harassed by a piece of shit and she was afraid to come without me."

John was shocked at Joanne's language. She was always so prim and proper. Well, that is until the incident with the costumers.

"Alright. Alright," Don held up his hands to calm things down, but even he was amused by Joanne's ferocity. "We're all friends here, right?"

"If I may return to the matter at hand, Mr Meadows," the doctor interrupted. "Here are the facts:

Bianca is a very sick young woman and I am her surgeon.
Her illness does not invoke sex reassignment surgery.
Her privacy and dignity are important to us.
What else needs to be discussed?"

"This," Meadows held up his phone on which there was a photo of a piece of paper with lots of scattered notes written on it including the words 'Bianca Foley - SRS. August 24.' "Care to explain, Doctor?"

Jorge smiled. "That's a piece of paper from my notebook, Mr Meadows. Not a hospital record." Dr Martinez looked at the paper on the screen, then pointed to some of his notes in the paperwork he'd handed Meadows. "What does that say, right there, Mr Meadows?"

Meadows looked at the page and muttered as he read, "'Severe Reaction to Sedatives.' Are you saying that's what 'SRS' means in your notes? You're kidding, right? I mean, 'SRS' means 'Sex Reassignment Surgery.' Everyone knows that."

"No, Mr Meadows. In medical terms, it can mean 'Sex Reassignment Surgery,' it can also be a procedure called 'Static Radiosurgery,' or 'Silver-Roberts Syndrome,' which is a growth disorder, or even 'Slow Reacting Substance,' however, when I take notes on a new patient, you will frequently find the notations 'NRS' or 'SRS' next to the patient's name. It is important that my team knows how a patient will respond to sedatives, Mr Meadows. 'NRS' means 'No Reaction to Sedatives,' and 'SRS' means 'Severe Reaction to Sedatives.' Nothing more and nothing less."

"This is all bull shit," Meadows mumbled as he stood, but then he thought better of storming out of the restaurant and ruining his relationship with the young star at the table.

Instead, he extended his hand to her and said, "Bebe, I'm sorry that I wasted your time. I won't report anything more than a hospital stay unless you want to come forward with more information."

John shook his hand and said the first words he'd said since they entered the posh restaurant. "Thank you, Mr Meadows. I really appreciate it."

He nodded to Joanne. "Nice to meet you, Mrs Larkin." Then he turned and nodded to Jorge and Don. "Ferry. Doctor Martinez. Thanks for the meeting." He turned and left without making a scene.

"So," Don said when he was sure that Meadows wasn't returning, "the tip came from the clinic."

"That is concerning," Jorge said. "We treat a lot of celebrities for things that they'd like to keep private. We're going to need to fine our informant."

Don gave Joanne a concerned look, which John saw.

"It wasn't Nancy," John muttered, his head bowed a bit, his eyes fixed on the flowing material of the skirt of his dress.

"Bebe," Joanne touched his arm, "we never suggested..."

"But you thought it," John was fighting back tears, but he lost the battle and one flowed down his cheek. "You all did. And I did, too and I hate that I did. It wasn't her."

"Beebs," Don started to say, but John shook his head and looked away.

"It wasn't her, Don. End of story. I love her and she loves me and it didn't happen that way. Please... don't ever even ask her if she did it."

Don and Joanne looked at each other wondering how to proceed.

"Bebe," Joanne tried, "we won't just go up and ask her anything, but we need to rule her out..."

"Why? Because she's a recovering addict? I know what your thinking. I'm not stupid. But she did not do this, mom. I don't need to ask her because I already know the answer. She didn't do it. Ok?"

"Ok," Don shrugged.

"Who is Nancy, besides being Bebe's sister?" Dr Martinez asked.

"She's doing her residency at your clinic," Don explained. "She had a drug issue back in Massachusetts, but Bebe used her newfound money to get her into rehab and her newfound influence to get her a job at your clinic."

"Wow!" Jorge was truly impressed. "You're a one in a million, Bianca. I'm looking forward to getting to know you."

John didn't respond. He just kept looking at the skirt of his dress and he watched the fine material move in the breeze created by the air conditioner.

"Do you mind if my husband joins us?" Dr Martinez asked, looking at his phone.

"No, no," Don said. "Can I buy you dinner, or at least a drink?"

Before he could answer a tall, slender, handsome man with striking red hair and beard appeared at the table. He too, wore an expensive suit and looked like he belonged in Blacksmith's palatial environment.

Jorge stood and said, "Everyone, this is my husband, Ben. Ben this is Joanne, Don and, of course, Bebe."

"Hi, everyone," the man said, as he leaned to shake hands with Joanne and Don. John was obviously distraught, so the man just said, "Bebe - I'm a big fan." Then, a bit self-consciously, he said, "Oh, and Don, too. I mean, I'm a big fan of yours, too, but... never mind - I have something to tell you."

Ben took the chair that Meadows had been sitting in and leaned in so he could lower his voice. "Listen. I stepped out as I saw that reporter headed for the door and I was waiting near the valet station while they got his car. I pretended to be on hold on my phone and listened while he was on his. And he was mad as a hornet."

"What did he say?" Jorge asked.

"Well, first he was yelling about the person on the other end of the call being an asshole and giving him bad information. That continued for a while and he told the person that he owed him, big time. That this was an embarrassing mess, etc, but then there was an issue with his credit card at the valet station, so he told the person on the phone to hold on while he talked to the valet. He put his phone down so he could pull out his wallet and, I got a look at the contact name."

Both Don and Jorge looked up in shocked surprise. "You're kidding?" Jorge asked.

"Hey, I wouldn't kid about this."

"What's the name?" Don couldn't believe they could be this lucky.

Joanne looked at John, though and she could see fear written all over his face. He knew that it wasn't Nancy. It couldn't be Nancy. It absolutely wasn't Nancy and he knew that, but a small part of him was still petrified that it was.

"It'll be ok, Bebe," Joanne whispered as she put her arm around him.

"The name was 'Crawford.' 'James Crawford,'" Ben said.

"Does that ring a bell with you, Don?" Jorge asked.

"Not with me," he answered. "Bebe?"

He looked to John and was surprised to see he was crying. "Bebe?"

"She'll be fine," Joanne explained, quietly. "She's just relieved."

When Don looked back to Jorge, he had out his phone and was holding up a finger. "Hi, Jan," he said into the phone. "This is Dr Martinez. You know Jimmy, the new maintenance guy? Yeah. What's his full name?" He waited. "Great. Thanks, Jan."

"Well," he said to everyone at table, "it came from our new maintenance guy. What a creep. I'll see that he's fired immediately."

"So, it was just for money, then," Don said. "At least we know it wasn't a vendetta against Bebe. You don't know that name do you, Joanne?"

"No," Joanne confirmed. "Bebe, you never heard of him did you?"

John wiped the mascara from his cheek. "I'm sorry. I just..." he sniffles and got control of himself. "I only heard that it wasn't Nancy. What was the name?"

"James Crawford," Don repeated the name and John went white.

"I do know him. He used to be a coach at my school. Uncle Ed was arrested for defending both me and himself when Mr Crawford attacked us dressed as a policeman. He worked with Ms Stephanie to try to blackmail us."

Don sat back in his chair, shook his head and said, "Great. Here we go again. Jorge, don't have him fired, just yet. I'll call Hank Miller and have him look into this creep, again, and find out what's going on before we do anything else. Why isn't that son of a bitch in jail?"
 

~^~

 

The flight hadn't been bad, the traffic hadn't been bad and the house on the beach in Falmouth was everything they'd hoped it would be. The private road and private drive lead to the huge, grey and white, gambrel roofed house with six gables and a wrap-around farmer's porch, an exterior kitchen, a hot tub and several reclining deck chairs and in two of those chairs is where Ed and Rose found themselves at the end of their first day as home owners on Cape Cod.

"I could get used to this." Rose sipped her glass of celebratory champagne. "What a view." She held up her glass towards the beach front of their property and said, "Here's to you, Old Cape Cod! It's good to be back!" Then she sipped from her champagne-flute and looked to her right where Ed was smiling at her. "I love you, Mr McNeal."

Ed smiled and clinked his glass against Rose's. "I love you, too, Rosie. Congratulations on your first day as a home owner."

They looked around in disbelief that they'd actually bought this piece of heaven. Then, as the quiet set in, Rose said, "You know what's really funny?"

Ed smiled. "Yeah. You miss her."

"I do. I mean I thought that it would be great to not have to be a 'mom' for the summer, but I gotta tell you, I'm really having some separation anxiety right now. She'll be ok, right?"

Ed squeezed her hand. "She'll be great and if she has any problem at all, she knows to call us."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe Goes to Hollywood - 4

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  • Clara

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  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
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Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 4

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 


Filming begins and John has more and more anxiety. Working with famous composers,
famous costars and a famous director adds new pressures and concerns. Meanwhile,
Ed and Rose are back in Massachusetts, blissfully ignorant of what has been going
on in LA - but even they have a few surprises.


 
Author's Note:I hope you enjoy this installment. Please, please, please feel free to comment.
I love reading your thoughts and critiques! ~Clara.

 
This version of Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 4

"It's like I'm out in a big boat, and I see one fellow in a rowboat who's tired of rowing and wants a free ride, and another fellow who's drowning. Who would you expect me to rescue? The man who's just tired of rowing and wants a free ride? Or those men out there who are drowning? Any ten year old child will give you the answer to that."
~ Gary Cooper in 'Mr Deeds Goes To Town.'
 

"Relax, don't do it, When you want to go to it
Relax, don't do it, When you want to come" ~ Frankie Goes To Hollywood

"He's not a good guy, Don," Hank Miller sipped his single malt scotch and let out a grateful sigh as it burned his throat and warmed him to his core. "His father is State Representative Richard Crawford from up in Fresno. After young James was arrested for the ninth time - drugs, theft, extortion, you name it - State Representative Crawford washed his hands of his youngest. After all, with four other sons, all of whom were successful and making him look good, Jim-bo was just an embarrassment. His arrest for 'extortion,' 'Impersonating a Police Officer' and 'Assault and Battery Upon Mr Edward McNeal' was his tenth arrest. Unfortunately, daddy didn't know about this one, so Jim-bo went to prison this time."

"Ok," Don nodded, "but why is he out? I mean, he should have been in for at least a few years, right?"

"Right, but dad was out doing a political event when a reporter asked him about his youngest son being in prison. So, daddy made some calls and made a deal with the parole board and got his baby boy a job to help him straighten himself out."

"Well that didn't work out very well, did it?" Don sipped his beer.

"It never does." Hank took another sip of his scotch. "The more daddy helps a messed up kid, the more messed up the kid becomes. It's like a scientific rule, but the Representative hasn't heard about it, I guess. So, how do you want to handle this, Don. I can call a friend at LAPD and they can pay him a visit and threaten to revoke his parole. That might scare him into leaving the clinic on his own."

"No," Don said. "Let's leave him alone for now - give him enough rope and see if he hangs himself. Just keep an eye on him for me, ok, Hank?"

"Will do. What about the woman?"

"What woman?"

"His girlfriend. The one who used to teach at Bianca's school."

Don rubbed his stressed forehead. "He got her out, too?"

"Apparently."

Don thought for a few minutes. "I just don't know right now, Hank. Let's give this some thought before we do anything."
 

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The early summer water of the North Atlantic was still very cool. Falmouth, nestled into the north east corner of Narragansett Bay, was at least a bit warmer than it would be in the waters on the beaches further east on the flexed-arm of land that made up Cape Cod.

"Just jump in," Ed said, chilled, but happy on this early summer day. What could be better than owning this beautiful house, enjoying this beautiful day and sharing it all with the beautiful woman he was falling deeper and deeper in love with everyday.

"Do you want me to go into shock!?" Rose laughed and splashed water towards Ed. "It's cold, for crying out loud."

"Yeah, but you're torturing yourself by going so slow. You're already up to your hips. Just jump in, or just sit down. It's great, once you get into it."

"See these, Ed?" She held her hands beneath her shapely breasts. "These are sensitive. I can't just throw them into cold water. Be patient."

"Oh, Geez," Ed said, as, in one quick motion, he stood, grabbed Rose into his strong arms and fell backwards back into the chilly water, with Rose screaming all the way.

When they resurfaced, Rose was bouncing in playful rage. "You're a jerk, McNeal! You know that? A jerk!" She couldn't maintain her anger though and broke into laughter. "I'm surprised I didn't have a heart attack."

Ed just laughed, then hugged her tightly. "Better?"

"No," Rose teased. "I'm cold, I'm salty, I'm shivering and I'm in love with a jerk! I am not 'better!' You big goofball!" She punched him, playfully, in the chest, causing Ed to let out a deep groan of pretend pain and he fell backwards, back into the cool water, once again pulling Rose with him.

This time, when they surfaced, she just laughed and enjoyed the feel of the cool, salt water on her skin and the warmth of Ed's body heat against her back. The two of them floated in their own private world, looking at the beautiful home, perched just off the sandy beach, that they'd been able to buy. It was truly unbelievable, barely into their twenties and they already owned something like... this. It was theirs and it was beautiful.

"We're really lucky, Ed," Rose said with a satisfied sigh.

"I'm lucky, Rosie," Ed laughed. "You're talented. If it hadn't been for 'Civil Disobedience,' you would have found another show sooner or later. I just lucked into all of this because of Bebe."

Rose chuckled. "I don't know about that, Ed. I'm at this point in my life because of Bebe, too. Maybe I would have made it big without her... maybe not... but all of this is because Bebe stood up for me - and for you." She turned and kissed him. The kiss was long, soft and warm. "Even being with you... I'd never have known you if it weren't for Bebe."

They floated a little longer.

"Maybe we could call her tonight," Rose said. "I miss her. I'm a little worried about her being out there without us."

"Sure," Ed said, "but we'll have to go into town to get some reception. The cable company is coming tomorrow afternoon to install our modem and our cell phone reception extender. After that, we'll be in good shape here. I'm really enjoying our alone-time. Can we wait to call her tomorrow?"

"Sure. I'm sure she is fine." Rose kissed him, again. "I love you, you know."

"Yeah," Ed smiled. "You mentioned that."
 

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John wiped the condensation from the mirror in his bathroom. The hot shower felt good, but didn't eliminate the anxiety he was feeling about today - the first day of shooting for a movie he knew nothing about. He hadn't seen a script, hadn't gotten a synopsis and didn't even know his character's name. His schedule had been changed yesterday. Instead of starting in the recording studio, he was starting with filming. Don said it was not unusual for changes like this to occur, but it was definitely scary.

He looked at himself in the mirror. His face, smooth, plump and feminine. His hair reached to his shoulder blades and then some. His shoulders, narrow and rounded. His arms, small and smooth, no sign of muscle. His breasts becoming quite respectable, pert and girlish. His hips round and wider than before.

But then...

There it was. Small and limp and useless and ugly. Why was this a part of his life? Why couldn't he be either one thing or the other? Why was he stuck, like this, in between? It wasn't fair. When he was a boy, he knew he wasn't really adequate. He was small and weak and unable to compete with the other boys. Now, as a girl, he was happy, and pretty and in love. Maybe God, if there was a God, enjoyed playing games like this - like in Greek mythology. It just wasn't fair, though, that he had to be a pawn in this stupid game. He hated his situation and that little piece of skin so, so much. It just wasn't fair.

Why couldn't it just fall off? Lately, he'd been reading stories, fantasies, in which a man would lose his penis and somehow, magically, he'd be a woman. Fully functioning and beautiful. Why couldn't something like that happen to him?

"Johnny?" Nancy knocked on the door. "Are you all set? I'm sorry, but I have to run to get to work on time."

"I'm fine, Nan. Thanks," John said without enthusiasm. "Have a good day."

"You, too... umm..., could you open the door for a minute?"

"I'm naked, Nancy."

"Johnny, I used to change your diapers and I'm a Doctor. Please, can I just talk to you face to face for a minute."

John opened the door and reached for a towel, but Nancy stopped him. "You're fine, honey. Just... give me a hug."

He let his sister pull him in tightly to her chest. He listened to her heart thump as she spoke. "You're not scared, are you?"

"Not scared," John said, quietly, "petrified."

"I'm sorry I can't be there for you, honey. I'm still being watched pretty closely at work and I'm afraid that any thing could draw attention to me. It's like I'm on probation or something. I wish I could go with you."

"I know. I'll be fine. Joanne will be there."

She kissed his cheek. "Be good, be careful and be wonderful."

"Ok." John smiled as she released him.

"Call if you need me. Love you."

"Love you, too."

She left.

Dressed and waiting for Joanne and Oscar to arrive, he sent yet another text to Ed and Rose. 'MISS YOU GUYS. HOPE THE HOUSE IS GREAT. PLEASE CALL WHEN YOU CAN. I COULD USE SOME ADVICE. DON'T GET SUNBURNED. LOVE YOU BOTH.'

He pushed send and watched as the message turned blue. It was the fifth text he'd sent in three days. He missed them more than he expected and he wanted Uncle Ed to be here to make everything all right.

How did this happen?

He'd always been timid unless he was acting, but Ed used to hang around with him, not the other way around. Now, he needed Ed's approval of everything he did and he didn't know why.

He looked at his phone and snickered.

Exactly one year ago today, he was standing in the kitchen of his mother's cottage on Cape Cod when his phone rang.

Ed was there, and his mom.

That was the day that changed his life.

Maureen Weldon offered him an opportunity he'd never expected, to play a secondary lead in a play he loved.

To play Bianca.

It was just a play.

A stupid, local production.

Then Ed kissed him and everything has been messed up ever since.

And now...

Were things better or worse?

Better, of course.

He was rich.

He was working.

He was famous, although that wasn't always 'better' than being anonymous.

Mom was happy with Mr McManus.

Nancy was sober and working.

He had friends, real friends. He loved Ella and MK like sisters - Cassie and Annie like cousins. Kylie was great, too. Her career as a spokesperson was taking off, so he didn't see her as much, but he felt very close to her, too.

And then there was Blaine.

How could a boy make him feel so... complete. Without him, he felt small and alone. With him... he felt beautiful and loved and happy. He didn't just date Blaine, he craved Blaine. He needed to be near Blaine like an addict needed a fix.

That was what was wrong, right now. He needed Blaine.

The entry panel rang. He pushed the video feed and saw Joanne waiting. "Good morning, Bebe. I'm a little early, sorry."

"No problem, mom. Come on up," his voice sounded sad. He pushed the button, opened the door and waited for the elevator. When it opened, Joanne stepped out, but so did the answer to his prayers.

"Blaine!" He ran to him and clung to him tightly.

"Well..." Joanne stepped aside. "Good morning, Mom. How are you? Oh, I'm fine, Bebe, thank you for asking?" She smiled at the young lovers. "Come on, you two," she took her son by the arm and guided them towards the apartment. "Let's go inside until Oscar gets here."

For now, at least, John felt less scared.
 

~^~

 

"Alright, So," Robert Lopez, one of the composers for the film was on the set, along with his wife and co-writer, Kristen as well as Rob Marshall, the director, "we're trying to get all the kitchen-interior scenes done before moving on to the next set."

John had just met Colin Mulbry, the young man who'd be playing his character's friend in the film. He seemed like a nice kid, but his Scottish accent made him difficult to understand. Luckily, when acting, he had a huge assortment of accents from which to choose.

Rob Marshall came over to where John and Colin were seated and motioned for a PA to bring their 'sides,' the scripts for just the scene they were filming. "I'm sorry for all the secrecy, but Disney is very concerned about this project, so it's very hush-hush at the moment. Has anyone told you anything about your characters?"

Colin said, yes, but John shook his head. "I have no idea what's happening, other than this is the most uncomfortable dress I have ever worn in my life."

The dress was truly a work of art - various shade of feminine blue, a modest, scooped neck that revealed some shoulder, large, puffed sleeves with ruffles all about them, a tight bodice that displayed his narrow, corseted upper body, then a vast, white skirt that dropped with layer after layer of beautiful lace and ribbons. Beneath that, layer after layer of petticoats made the whole ensemble weigh a ton and it had a bustle that made his rear-end stick out lick a side-table. The bustle made sitting with his back against a chair-back impossible.

The director smiled and nodded. "Well, we all have to suffer for our art."

John glanced at the actor next to him in a well fitting suit of the 1890s and wondered how much he was suffering.

"So," Rob Marshall continued, "we're looking at a very short scene, here. You're both supposed to be at a party up stairs, but you've snuck down here to take a peak into the Cook's office and see if she is hiding stolen money in there. You only have fifteen lines or so. Take a look at your sides and we'll block the scene, then get a shot. Ok?"

John looked at his lines. Nothing very exciting, just basic stuff. These lines certainly didn't give him any insight into his character.

"Ready?" Mr Marshall asked.

"Umm." John was uncertain as to whether he should ask a question or not. Finally, he decided to give it a shot. "Can I ask a question?"

"Sure." The director smiled, a bit too condescendingly.

"I don't know anything about the story or the character... I haven't even heard the music. I don't know the tone of the film or anything else. To be honest, I don't know how to play the scene. I don't want to be difficult, but could I please either see a full script or at least get a summary so I know what to do?"

The actor beside John crossed his legs and leaned away, separating himself from the young actress.

"I see." The director smiled, but, again, there was some condescension in that smile. "And how many movies have you made, Ms Foley?"

"None," John said, "but I'd like to do a good job for you, Mr Marshall, and I can't do that if I'm meant to act blindly." As timid and quiet as John had become off set, acting was still his home turf and he knew what he needed to do a good job.

"Ok, look," Robert Lopez interrupted. "We made a decision to only release plot information on a need-to-know basis. I know that's inconvenient, Bebe, but it's how things are for this movie."

"Well, I'd say that she needs to know," came a British-accented voice from behind John. He turned and saw Lily James standing behind him, her arms folded. "I saw the whole script, Rob. Why can't she?"

Both men looked at each other with uncomfortable expressions.

"To be honest, Lily," Robert Lopez said, "Bebe is a bit of an unknown commodity. She is very young, we can't really hold her to a nondisclosure deal and we really want this all kept under wraps. So, Lily..."

"It's our decision, Lily," The director snapped his words. "End of story. So, Bebe, let's go walk through the blocking."

Lily was a bit put out. "Look, Rob..."

"End of story." He looked away from Lily and back to the younger actors. "Let's go."

Bebe took the pages of her side and she and Colin walked onto the kitchen set and Rob Marshall walked them through the scene, explaining their positions and what his expectations were. "It's meant to be a bit comic, a bit serious, but, mostly, it just moves the story along. Ok? Let's try it."

Colin and John moved to what looked like a doorway to a staircase and waited instructions.

"Ok," the director called. "Aaaand, let's see what it looks like. Go."

John and Colin came out of the 'stairwell' looking around and moving stealthily. "Good," the director said. "Now, find your way into the kitchen, and..."

As the young actors did as they were told, John saw a pot on the counter and acted as if he was pulling himself up to explore that area, but, instead, he grabbed the handle on the pot and intentionally pulled it down, sending it crashing to the floor. The crash was very noisy and scared Colin, but John was trying to make the scene funnier, so he made a big deal of hushing his costar.

Rob Marshall yelled, "Stop, Stop, Stop! Bebe... what are you doing? It's a simple scene! Don't make more of it than what I am asking!"

"I don't KNOW what I am doing or what you're asking!" John stood firmly by the counter and folded his arms. "You said it was supposed to be a little funny, so I tried to be funny. You don't want that?"

"No!" The director stood, frustrated that his first day with this young actress had gotten off on the wrong foot.

"Actually, Rob," Robert Lopez said, "I kinda liked it."

"Bob," The director stood and headed to where the songwriter was standing, "not now. This is my set, remember."

By now, Joanne had come closer, standing by Lily James. Lily put her hand on Joanne's arm, though and said, "Give her a minute. She's doing fine. Let her set her own rules. Rob's a good director, but he's a bit of a know-it-all and he likes to talk down to women on set. Let her take charge."

Reluctantly, Joanne waited and watched.

Rob got closer to the younger actors and Colin moved aside. "I'm sorry, Mr Marshall. I had nothing to do with this." The director ignored him.

"Alright, young lady, lets get something straight. This is my set and you will do as I say or we will be saying goodbye very quickly."

"All I'm asking for is to see a script so I know what the heck I'm doing..."

"Give her a script, Rob," a new voice joined the fray, it was Kristen Anderson-Lopez, the other half of the song writing team. She'd been working on some lyrics to the side of the studio, but came over to try to calm things down. "She knows not to share anything with anyone, right Bebe?"

John nodded, but he didn't get a word out before Rob Marshall said, "No. She has the smallest part of the three sisters and I'll provide all the information she needs."

"I need to see a script..." John started saying, but was again interrupted.

"No. Now, I know that you're doing well on that TV show, but that's mostly due to Don Ferry's star power. Now, I have a wall full of awards in my office that indicate that I know what the hell I am doing, so suppose you start listening to what I'm saying and we get this small, little, insignificant scene filmed and we move on!?"

John wanted to back down. He wanted to just be a good girl and do what the director wanted, but he couldn't. Acting meant too much to him and he didn't want to do a mediocre job - or worse. This was a big opportunity, but he needed to do things his way. Not only that, he knew that Rob Marshall was behaving this way because he saw Bebe as a helpless little piece of set-dressing and he was not going to be treated that way by Rob Marshall or anyone else.

He folded his arms and stared down the director. "I need a script or every single scene is going to be this difficult. I'm sorry, Mr Marshall, but I need to know what I'm doing or I can't do what you want me to do."

Now, Rob Marshall leaned back and folded his arms. "No." He stared at the young actress who showed no sign of backing down. "This is not my first rodeo, Bebe..."

"I know, Mr Marshall." John had hardly blinked. "I have watched all of your movies a dozen times. I know what you can do and I wish you knew what I can do."

"Well, if you know what I do, then you know that I know what I'm doing..."

"I know that you knew what you were doing on 'Chicago' and 'Mary Poppins Returns.'"

Now, the whole studio grew quiet as everyone listened to see how far this child would push the well established, but bossy director.

"Meaning?" he asked.

"Mr Marshall, I respect you and I admire much of your work, but as much as I like 'Chicago' and 'Mary Poppins Returns,' I don't think 'Nine' works very well at all and I think you made a big mistake by reducing the role of The Mysterious Man/Narrator in 'Into The Woods.'"

The silence was palpable as the two stared at each other. Everyone expected the little girl in the elaborate costume to back down, but she didn't budge an inch. As the tension grew, they expected that the director would just fire the girl and move on, but nothing happened.

Finally, Rob Marshal spoke first. His eyes remained locked on Bebe's and spoke loudly. "Bob?" he said to Robert Lopez.

"Yeah, Rob?"

"Can we get this kid a script?"

The entire room breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.

"Sure," Robert Lopez called the script girl over and took a copy from her. As he handed it to John, he whispered, "you better live up to the challenge you just set forth for yourself."

John breathed for the first time in what seemed like a week. "I'll do my best," he whispered back. He took the script and looked at Colin, who shook his head, held up his hands as if to say, 'good luck,' and walked away.

"Well, aren't you the courageous one?" Kristen Anderson-Lopez said. "I'm Kristen." She shook John's hand. "Very nice to meet you. I love your show." She was a slightly heavy, but very attractive, dark haired woman with a friendly smile. "Do me a favor, though - If you have a problem with a lyric, let's talk about it in private, ok?"

"Ok." John nodded. "Do you think I went too far? Should I apologize?"

"Are kidding?" Kristen said. "You just set the parameters of your relationship with Rob. Don't back down, now, or he'll think he won. Just do what you were hired to do. He'll be fine."

"Is she in trouble?" Joanne asked Lily.

"I don't think so." The beautiful woman giggled as she spoke. "If she does a good job from here, he should get over it."

"Thank goodness," Joanne sighed. "I guess that Disney Studios isn't much like Disneyland."

"Not by a long shot." Lily giggled some more.

"Well, that was an interesting way to start her movie career," Rob Marshall spoke quietly to Robert Lopez.

"She seems to know what she wants." Lopez laughed, a little nervous about the mood on the set.

"She sure does," Marshall chuckled. "I think I'm going to like this kid." He looked around and called out, "Everyone be ready to start shooting in one hour! One hour! Ok?" Then he sat in his tall, director's chair held his hands, palms up, towards John. "One hour, Ms Foley. Enjoy your reading."
 

~^~

 

"You would not believe this kid, Oscar!" Joanne was beaming with joy and pride. "First she puts a famous director in his place, then she does such an amazing job, that at the end of the day, he hugged her and told her how great she was."

"Doesn't surprise me one bit, ma'm." Oscar smiled as he looked into his rear view mirror to see the faces of his passengers. "I could have told you that she would know what to do in there."

Joanne looked at John and shook her head. "Oh, Bebe, you had me so scared, but you were so amazing! And that boy, Colin, he didn't know what to make of you, at all! He thought you were just some pretty, little thing. He didn't expect you to stand up to Rob Marshall the way you did! My God, Bebe, I'm so impressed. No Don, no Rosie, no Ed and you just took over that set!"

John smiled at all the praise from Joanne. "Thanks, mom. Now I have to live up to the level that my big mouth set."

As they pulled out of the studio parking lot, John turned on his phone. As soon as the screen lit up, he saw a text from Blaine that read 'MOM SAYS YOU KICKED ASS TODAY. GOOD. LOVE YOU.'

Then another from Don that read, 'JOANNE SAYS YOU HAD A ROCKY START TO FILMING. JUST LIKE AT OUR SHOW, HUH? GOOD FOR YOU. ITS NICE TO BE BACK IN FRONT OF A CAMERA WHERE YOU BELONG, ISN'T IT?'

It really was, too. Who knew why, but on a stage was the one place that he felt at home. It didn't matter if it was a theater stage or a sound stage, something inside him guided him when he was there.
 

~^~

 

The sound of a car traveling over the unpaved driveway to the 'cottage' in Falmouth was the only indication that Rose was pulling up to the house. Ed had leased another Tesla for the summer. The electric vehicle was perfect for trips around The Cape. She'd left before he'd gotten up and they had no cell phone reception, anyway, so the note she'd left reading 'I'll be back with breakfast,' didn't give Ed a lot of information.

"Morning, beautiful!" Ed called from the porch where he'd set the outside table with plates and glasses for whatever Rose brought home for breakfast.

She hurried up the porch with two bags, one in each hand, stopping on her way to the table to kiss Ed. "Good morning. I bought bagels, cream cheese, a couple of jams and some lox, which I find disgusting, but I know you like them."

"Wow!" Ed smiled. "Carbs galore! We really must be on vacation!"

Rose smiled as she placed items from her bags onto the table.

"The cable guy called. He'll be here by one o'clock. He's running a little late, but we'll have cable, Internet and the cell reception extender installed this afternoon."

"Great." Rose smiled as she placed the last item, a small box, on Ed's plate. "I admit, though, I've kind of enjoyed being off-the-grid for a few days." She kissed Ed again as she moved towards her chair.

"Me too." He smiled at how much he enjoyed their relaxed intimacy. Then, he noticed the little box on his plate. "What's this?"

Rose smiled a playful, innocent smile. "A present."

"It's not my birthday, Rosie. What's the occasion?"

"The occasion," rather than sitting, she returned to Ed and hugged him, looking up into his rugged, handsome face, "is that I hate being called 'Rosie' - it sounds like the name of a maid in a 1930s movie - but I am madly, deeply in love with a man that makes me melt every time he says it. I just wanted to acknowledge that."

Ed smiled. "Thanks, Rosie, but I didn't get you anything."

"Ed, you did all of the work to find this house and buy it. This house is a huge commitment for us. This gift is just a token of what all that means to me. Now, open it."

He picked up the small box and shook it, but nothing rattled inside. "I don't suppose it's a necklace with a silver BB on it, is it?"

"Oh, heaven forbid!" Rose teased. "How embarrassing would it be to be seen out in public wearing the same jewelry as your niece!?"

They both chuckled at that. Finally, Ed took his arm from around Rose and opened the small package. After removing the wrapping paper, he saw a small, red box with a gold, saw toothed design running around the edge and the word 'Cartier' written in the center. That word caused Ed to stop and look at Rose with a surprised expression.

"Go ahead," she encouraged, "open it."

When he flipped the cover open, the ring inside took his breath away. It was a rather large circle of white gold with six, black enameled circles around it. Each circle was separated by a pattern of small, but beautifully cut diamonds. The diamonds filled that space between the circles with three horizontal rows in each section, four on the top, three in the middle and four on the bottom. Each diamond sparkled and created an elegant, yet masculine pattern.

Ed didn't know much about jewelry, but he knew that this was a very expensive ring - like, in-excess-of-ten-thousand-dollars expensive.

When, at last, he could breath again, he said, "Rosie, this is... too much..."

But Rose just smiled at him as she sunk to one knee and took one of his hands in hers. "It's not nearly enough, Ed. I know this is a bit different and may seem a little silly, but will you, Ed McNeal, marry me and call me 'Rosie' for the rest of your life?"

Caught completely off guard, Ed stuttered over his reply. "Rosie... I mean... Rose... I wanted to... Oh, shit, YES, ROSIE... I will be honored, delighted, thrilled, and ecstatic to marry you."

He helped her up and they embraced and kissed and smiled, broadly.

"I'm sorry to steal your thunder, but I couldn't wait."

"I don't care about that, but you've got to let me buy you a ring later today."

She smiled. "Let you? I planned on making you buy me one the moment that the cable guy leaves."

"Sounds like a plan," Ed smiled as he kissed her more firmly, more tenderly, more lovingly, more sincerely than ever before.
 

~^~

 

"Glenmorangie twenty-five - double - neat," Hank Miller told the bartender as he planted himself on a stool.

The bartender poured and placed the drink in front of Hank. "That'll be sixty-five dollars."

Hank threw eighty dollars on the bar and said, "Keep the change."

As he sipped the whiskey, the woman next to him considered what she'd just seen. "Excuse me," she asked, interested, "Did you just pay eighty dollars for a drink?"

Hank laughed. "No. I paid sixty five for the best single malt on the planet. I don't usually indulge, but I've had a really good day and I want to celebrate. What are you drinking?"

"I'm drinking 'Jack' and I thought IT was overpriced."

"Bourbon!?" Hank feigned being shocked. "That's not whiskey! Hell, they even spell the WORD 'whiskey' wrong on the label. That'll destroy your taste buds. Quick, we have to get you something worth drinking before you can't tell the difference between heaven and garbage." He held up his hand to get the bartender's attention then indicated his own drink. "Another one of these for this lovely lady, please."

The bartender served the drink and Hank handed him his credit card. "Why don't you just put this on file." He smiled at the woman, then winked at the bartender. "We'll be having a few more before the night is done."

He turned his gaze to the woman who was sniffing the glass of whiskey. "It doesn't smell very strong."

"Well, it is," Hank laughed. "You need to sip it slowly or you'll find yourself falling off the stool before that glass is done. Now, just take a little sip."

She did.

"And?" Hank smiled at her.

"It's nice. I can taste something different... flowers, almost."

"Very good." Hank sipped his. "There is a floral quality to it compared to most other Scottish distilleries."

She sipped again. "I taste fruit, too. Apricots, maybe? Or... is that lemon? Mmm... It's got a nice feel going down, too."

"It's the best," Hank smiled. "Better than sex."

She sipped again. "Close, but not better." She smiled. "Maybe you've just been having sex with the wrong person."

"Maybe." He smiled flirtatiously.

"So, what's the occasion?" The woman moved slightly closer, her smile warmer than before.

He gave her a very self satisfied look. "Well, if you must know - first, my divorce papers were finalized this morning, so I'm a free man for the first time in six years, and then I closed one of the biggest deals of my career this afternoon. So, I'll be making millions and, because I closed the deal AFTER my papers came through, I will not have to share a penny with my ex."

"Well," the woman said, holding up her glass, "that calls for a toast. To a great day!"

Hank clinked his glass on hers. "A great day, indeed!"

They both sipped.

"So," the woman asked, very interested, "what do you do that makes you millions of dollars?"

He laughed. "I broker deals between the US government and foreign companies. I also broker deals with US companies and foreign governments. It's tough and it's aggravating, but when it comes together, it's like winning a football game. Right now, I feel like spiking the ball and doing a victory dance in the end zone."

"Well, good for you." The woman smiled at his enthusiasm and held up her glass in another toast.

"And, what do you do?" Hank asked.

"A little of this and a little of that. I've been an actress and I've taught acting... I've been a waitress and a temp... right now, I'm kind of between jobs. I had an interview here, at the hotel, earlier and I had nothing else to do, so I stopped for a drink. Nice place, isn't it?"

Hank looked around and nodded. "It is." He sipped some more, then acted a bit more sly and said, "So, you're here alone, then?"

"All by my lonesome," the woman flirted.

Hank looked around. "Say, how would you like to take these drinks into the restaurant and have a nice big meal? Steak? Lobster? Whatever?"

"That sounds great," she smiled.

She grabbed her purse and stood and took his arm as they headed for the door. "I guess if we're going to continue this relationship, we should get to know each other. My name is Stephanie. What's yours?"

Hank smiled at her. "My name is Dave."
 

~^~

 

"I'm so jealous!" Kylie smiled across the table at John. The five of them, John, Kylie, Blaine, MK and Ella were sitting at the circular table in the picnic area at the food-truck-court with huge portions of all kinds of food spread out in front of them. There were nachos, cheese fries, pork fried rice, pot stickers, portions of shawarma... you name it, they'd bought it. "Working with Lily James and Anna Kendrick! It must be amazing!"

John smiled. "I haven't actually had scenes with them, yet, but they're really nice to me. The work isn't as much fun as the show, though. Everyone is really stressed and the makeup room isn't even any fun. They just work on me. No chatting or gossip or anything."

Kylie shrugged. "Do people hang out on the set?"

"Hardly at all," John explained. "Every one camps out in their trailers until they're called to places. Then, there's just a little 'How are doing' kind of chat, but that's it. It's really lonely. I spend more time with mom... well, Blaine's mom... than anyone else. I can see why so many actors get hooked on drugs and alcohol. It's just plain boring."

"Oh, my heart breaks for you," MK smiled.

"Yeah," Ella laughed. "You live a rough life."

"I know." John gave a small chuckle. "It's just not what I expected."

"Maybe it's because you're making a movie that will be less than a couple of hours long," Blaine had been thinking about this. "I mean, you filmed sixteen tv shows for your first season. That's sixteen hours of show. Now, you're doing like two hours in twelve or sixteen weeks. They can take their time and make everything perfect, right?"

"Good point," Kylie agreed. "By the way, what's the movie about, anyway?"

John sighed. "I can't tell you. It's all got to be kept a secret. I had to fight to find out for myself."

"And how are the songs?"

"I don't know. I haven't recorded anything, yet. Anna and Lily say the songs are great, but I haven't heard any of them. My schedule keeps changing."

"Hey," MK was getting tired of the 'shop talk' between Bebe and Kylie, "you guys want to go see that new horror movie tomorrow afternoon? I hear it's really scary."

"I do!" Ella enthused. "I have to baby sit my little brother on Friday, but I can do tomorrow."

"I'll go, too," Kylie said. "I'm dying to see it!"

"Sounds like fun." Blaine smiled at Bebe, who made a 'sorry' face.

"You guys go and see it. I'm not really interested in horror movies. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow afternoon. It'll probably be a long one. Blood work and check up and all that."

"Ooo," Kylie grimaced. "Sounds serious. Are you ok?"

"You don't know?" MK was shocked.

"She's been out of town, stupid." Ella slapped MK's arm.

"Why? What did I miss?" Kylie looked at the others.

John was about to launch into an explanation, but MK and Ella pulled Kylie in close and started telling her the whole, somewhat elaborated, story.

"I'll go to the doctors with you," Blaine whispered. "Sorry. I didn't forget. I just wasn't thinking."

"No," John insisted, "have fun. You don't need to sit around a doctor's office all day."

"I know I don't NEED to, but I'm going to, anyway."

John kissed Blaine's cheek. "Thanks."

John's phone rang. The number was not familiar, but the exchange looked like a Disney Studios number so he answered it, assuming that his schedule was changing again.

"Hello?"

"Hi, is this Bebe?" the woman's voice asked.

"Yes. This is Bebe."

"Hi, Bebe. Kristen Anderson-Lopez, here. Hey, Bob and I have an idea. Can you come to our place tomorrow morning for a few hours?"

John shook his head in shock. "Umm, Yes, I suppose so, but... umm... I have a doctor's appointment at one o'clock, so I'd need to leave in time to get there."

"Oh, hang on." Kristen covered her phone and John could hear muffled conversation until she returned to speaking to him. "Are you free tonight? Say, in an hour and a half or so? We'll only be a couple of hours, but we live up in Brentwood, so it's a bit of a haul. We don't want to make you late for your appointment tomorrow."

"Umm... Yeah... sure, I guess. I'll need to get a ride, but, yeah. I'll be there in an hour and a half. What's the address?"

"I'll grab my cell and I'll text you the address. It's not hard to find. We'll see you soon." She hung up the phone.

"Where are you going to be in an hour and a half?" Blaine asked.

"The Lopez' house in Brentwood." John was grabbing his purse and tidying up his food mess.

"Brentwood!?"

"Yeah. Can you drive me?"

"I... I don't know. I'll call mom and ask. I don't know Brentwood at all."

"Ok. Call mom and ask. I'm going to run to the ladies' room. If mom says 'no' can you see if Oscar is around, or call an Uber or Lyft? Nancy's working till seven. I'll text her. I gotta get there, though."

"Ok," Blaine said, confused as to why he was being asked to do all this so urgently, but understanding that Bebe was excited about it, so he grabbed his phone and pressed his mom's contact button.

"Sorry," John said to the girls. "I gotta run. I'll call you guys tomorrow."

Kylie grabbed John's arm as he was passing, though, "Wait a minute, Bebe. Just hold up a minute."

Excited and hurried, John swung his head around and said, "What? What's up?"

Kylie spoke with quiet surprise. "You have a dick?"

John showed no surprise, insult or concern. In a very matter of fact voice, he said, "Yeah. So?"

"So!?" Kylie was shocked both by the new information as well as the casual attitude Bebe was displaying. "So... how did you keep this a secret from me for a whole year?"

John looked to the girls and then back to Kylie. This wasn't in any way pertinent to the matters on which he was focused at the moment, so he gave Kylie a response designed to answer her question honestly as well as allow him to move on and get to Brentwood. He shrugged and said, "It's not a very big one."
 

~^~

 

"What would you think about a Christmas wedding?" Rose asked. They we're looking out at the ocean and enjoying the breeze.

"Whatever you want, Rosie," Ed smiled at her happiness. "Would we get married here or in LA?"

"Huh." Rose looked at him. "I was just assuming we'd get married here, but maybe LA would be better."

"Well, I don't think it matters, really. If we get married here, our LA friends have travel. If we get married there, our Massachusetts family and friends will have to travel. Maybe we should get married at Disney World so that everyone has to travel."

Rose sat up taller. "Disney World! I love that idea!"

Ed laughed. "I was only kidding, but whatever you want is great."

"Ok, Mr McNeal," the man from Spectral Cable Company came out onto the farmers porch that wrapped around the Falmouth house, carrying a stack of paperwork, "I need a few signatures and you'll be all set to go."

Ed signed everything and chatted with the workman.

"You have cable access in every room and the picture looks great. Your internet access is going to appear on your devices as 'Disobedience 1' and your password is 'best-show-on-television,' all one word, no hyphens."

Ed laughed as he continued to sign the papers. "That's funny, Joe, thank you."

Rose sat at the table as well and she grabbed her iPad and started entering the password.

"Your cell phones should work in a few minutes, too. I just need to program the expander to the Verizon towers. I'll do that while you sign everything and make sure that everything works."

"Sounds great," Ed said.

He finished the paperwork as Rose announced that she was online.

"Perfect," Joe said. "I'll go program the cell phone expander while you connect all your devices."

Ed grabbed his phone as the cable guy walked away. He was about to open his 'settings' app, but his attention was drawn to Rose as she sat bolt upright. "Oh, my God," she muttered.

"What!?" Ed was suddenly concerned.

Rose looked at him, pale. "Ed... Bebe... Ed, something's happened in LA. We need to call her."

Ed grabbed Rose's phone and read a series of texts from his bestfriend -turned-niece. "Goddamnit!" he handed the phone back to Rose and stood.

"I'm sorry," Joe, the cable guy, said as he stepped back out onto the porch. "Is everything working ok?"

Ed was flush with adrenaline. "Everything you've done is great, Joe, thanks. I just need... are you all done?"

"Yeah," the confused man confirmed as he gathered his paperwork. "All done. I'll get out of your way. I hope everything's ok."

"Everything's fine," Rose assured him. "Thank you for everything."

"My pleasure," Joe said. "And, I really do love your show."

"Thank you, Joe." Rose gave him her best smile. "I'm sorry, but we really need to make some calls right now."

"Yeah, I understand," he nodded and exited.

"Call her," Rose said to Ed.
 

~^~

 

"Calm down, Ed," Don said into his phone. "We're dealing with it."

Vivian could only hear the words from Don's end of the conversation, but the tone of the voice speaking into his ear was very agitated.

"Ed, you know that we couldn't reach you. I called Hank. He's on it."

Vivian, who had been ready to leave for a late-luncheon/early-dinner, sighed as she sat on the settee and crossed her legs in a way that told Don that she was not happy with being made to wait.

"Ed, Buddy. I need to go, but I'll call you tonight, ok? I promise, Bebe is fine and we're on top of this."

He glanced at Viv, who pointed at her watch.

"No," Don continued to talk to Ed, while holding a hand up to Vivian to indicate that he understood that she wanted to leave, "you don't need to fly back. I promise, I'll keep you in the loop. We just couldn't reach you for the last few days. I don't know why she's not answering her phone now, Buddy, but I'm sure that she's fine. She knows to reach out if she's in trouble. You taught her well."

Don listened for a few more moments.

"Ed, Ed, Ed... I understand, but everything is fine and if I don't get going right now, my wife is going to stab me... Understood. Talk soon. Give my love to Rose. Bye." He disconnected.

Vivian stood, shaking her head. "You know that this is never going to end, right?"

"It'll be fine, Viv." Don grabbed his suit coat and they headed to the door.

"Even after the surgery," Vivian pointed out, "she'll still have a secret and secrets make life difficult. You can't always protect her, Don."

"I'm not protecting HER, dear. I'm protecting our little golden-calf. Now, let's get going or we'll be late."

"We're already late."

Don kissed her cheek to clam her down. "Only just a little, dear. Fashionably late, as they say. Come on. Let's go."
 

~^~

 

"I'm sorry we're late," Blaine said, as he and Bebe were led into the sprawling mansion Robert Lopez shared with his wife, Kristen AndersonLopez. "The GPS on my phone took us to 'Atherton Boulevard' instead of 'Atherton Court.' I don't really know Brentwood very well. Sorry."

"No problem." Robert Lopez smiled. "Happens all the time. We should have warned you. You're here now and that's all that counts."

"Your home is gorgeous." John smiled as he looked about the beautiful home.

"Thank you," Kristen said as she met them in the 'music room.' "I'm sorry.mi was upstairs helping the girls with homework. Come on over to the piano, Bebe. I'd like to play you something."

They gathered by the piano, Blaine hanging back, just a bit, so as not to be in the way.

"Bob and I have been looking at your dailies and, even though you only have completed a few scenes, we saw a... oh, I guess you'd call it a sad-mischievousness in your character that we didn't expect to see and it got us thinking."

"Originally," Bob Lopez said, "your character didn't have a solo number. Just a duet with Lily and a trio for all three sisters, but we really like what you're doing and we want to enlarge your part, a bit."

"Substantially, actually," Kristen corrected. She unfolded a piece of notebook paper and placed it on the music stand of their huge, Yamaha grand piano. "We wrote this earlier today and we played it for Rob Marshall. He likes it a lot. If you can sing it, we'll add it in and change the script as needed to accommodate it."

"Wow!" Blaine let out, involuntarily. "Sorry," he said when everyone turned to look at him.

"Don't be," Bob said and he waved for Blaine to join them at the piano. "Your girlfriend is a very impressive talent. If things go well, everyone's going to be saying, 'Wow!'"

"Except Mr Marshall," John said, uncertainly. "I don't think he likes me very much."

Kristen and Bob exchanged smiles. "He likes you, fine, Bebe. It's just that, once you stood up to him, he wanted to push you as far as you'd go to see if you'd back down," Bob explained.

"And you didn't," Kristen smiled. "He was very impressed, Bebe. He's on your side, now. I promise."

John smiled, relieved. "Really? Oh, thank goodness."

"Ok," Bob smiled. "Listen to this."

Kristen started playing a simple, but engaging piano line in a minor key. When she started singing, John was surprised by how well she could sing. He'd always assumed song writers couldn't sing, for some reason, but her voice was lovely.

She sang,

'Where am I going?
Not where they plan
Why does life seem so determined
To make me settle on a man?

Who am I really?
I'm not like them
Not a thing of beauty
Not a shining gem

I'll never be like like her
I'll never find my way
I'll never be the princess
In a beautiful play.'

Bob joined her for the refrain

'I just want to be the girl
Who no one ever sees
The one who no one bothers
The one who is just... me.'

Kristen stopped playing and looked at John. "Are you ok?"

John realized he was crying and wiped his eyes. "I'm sorry. It's beautiful. I love it."

"The idea is," Bob explained, "that by the end of the song you've realized that being you is ok. You're not the pretty woman-doll that Lily's character is and you're not the brilliant, analytical-woman that Anna's character is. You're just - you - and you're happy to be that way. Almost defiantly happy to be that way. What do you think?"

"I can't believe you wrote this for me." The weeping continued. "It's not just how my character feels. It's how I feel. All the time. I'm always afraid that I'm not what I'm supposed to be."

Kristen reached up and took his hand. "That's because you're a girl, honey. We all feel that way."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe Goes to Hollywood - 5

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  • Clara

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Slow Transformation
  • The Operation
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  • Hormones
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Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 5

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

John is examined by his surgeon for the first time, Miss Stephanie is up to her old tricks,
filming for the movie is underway, John faces the horrors of swim-suit shopping, Ed is
searching for the perfect engagement ring for Rose, John has a rare day away from
adults when he and his friends travel to the beach and, through all of this, it seems as
though John's relationship with his sister has not only healed thoroughly, but they have
grown much closer. That's a lot.


 
Author's Note: Thank you to everyone for your very kind and constructive critiques. Please leave reviews!
*I love to know if I'm on the right path or not.
*ps: I mean anything other than my usage of the name John for now.~Clara.

 
This version of Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 5 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 5

"He's got goodness. Do you know what that is?... No, of course you don't. We've forgotten. We're too busy being smart-aleck's. Too busy in a crazy competition for nothing."
~ Jean Arthur as 'Babe' in 'Mr Deeds Goes To Town.'
 

"Blood work looks good, blood pressure looks excellent, your therapist says you're very well adjusted..." Dr Jorge Martinez looked through all the paperwork in front of him, then at John. "So, the big question is, Bianca... are you really ready to bury John Foley forever?"

John's eyes were watery and he didn't know why. He gripped Nancy's hand with his right hand and Joanne's with his left. He tried to speak, but nothing came out, so he nodded.

Dr Martinez was patient, but eventually he said, "I need you to actually say the words, Bianca."

John sighed. "I'm ready, Doctor. I swear that I am."

"Alright, then, let's talk about what's going to happen as we approach the day of surgery. Of course, Dr Shapiro and I will be monitoring your health and hormonal balance as the date approaches and making sure that your health remains excellent. You'll be admitted to the hospital the day before surgery so we can extract blood, both for testing and for replacement if it's required."

John was shivering a little as specifics of the actual event were discussed. Nancy and Joanne, both medical professionals who had heard these kinds of conversations many times before, both were feeling very stressed, too, though. This wasn't just another patient. This was Johnny. This was Bebe. This was scary.

"We'll be able to do the removal and reconstructive surgeries in the same day. The removal of your testes and penis is a very simple procedure, less than an hour or so. The formation of your female genitals is a longer job and we take our time doing that. We want it to not only be esthetically pleasing, but also we want to be sure that none of the nerves are damaged. This will give you a more pleasurable sex life later."

He reached into a draw and pulled out a tube, similar to tooth-brush carrying case, but a little thicker.

"For the first two to three days, depending on your healing, this kind of a dilation tool will be inside your vaginal opening. It will allow you to heal correctly. You will also need to use this, or something approximating the same size and shape of this, at least three times a day for the next year. We will give you a schedule and a chart on which to record your sessions. Do you understand?"

"Not really," John looked at the clinical looking item, his brow furrowed, confused.

Nancy sighed, "What the Doctor is saying, Johnny, is that, after your surgery, you are going to need to masturbate at least three times a day for at least a year."

"Oh!" John's eyes popped open. This was a bit unexpected.

"He's also saying," Joanne took over, "that, if you'd like to find a tool... a phallus... that was more... lifelike, you may be able to enjoy the process a bit more than you would using something as... artificially shaped as this tool."

"More lifelike?" John wanted to clarify. "You mean..." he let that hang for a moment, but Nancy finished the sentence for him.

"A dildo, Johnny. A dildo."

"Oh, Wow." John looked to his right and his left. "A little embarrassing to talk about this in front of my sister and my boyfriend's mom."

Nancy chuckled. "Well, I never thought I'd have to discuss dildos with my little brother, so I guess we're even."

Joanne was more uncomfortable with this topic than anyone else in the room, at the moment, so she changed the subject. "And what is her recovery timeline expected to be, Dr Martinez?"

"Well, barring any complications, she should be back to one hundred percent in four to six weeks."

Then he looked at John. "Of course, you'll probably feel well enough to be on set and do SOME acting before that. Nothing strenuous. No running bases and getting in fights with boys like in season one - scenes that have you seated or standing still should be comfortable very quickly, though. I want you to pace yourself, Bianca. If they ask you to over exert yourself before you're ready, the answer is..."

He waited for John to complete the sentence.

"No," John said, after a pregnant pause.

"That's right. You need to learn to say 'no' when you are healing. Remember that word and use it frequently. Understood?"

"Understood," John smiled. Don must have been talking to the Doctor about John and telling him how rambunctious he could be on a set.

"One last thing," the doctor said. "And this may be none of my business, but... could we, at this point, stop calling Bianca 'John?' I know it's just between the two of you, but it is an issue that needs to be addressed. After all we went through with that reporter last week, I think that we may have reached a point where Bianca is called Bianca and only Bianca from now on."

John smiled and looked at his sister before speaking. "That's my fault, Doctor. I said it was ok. It's just between us."

"I realize that," the doctor was closing the file-folder and preparing to end the meeting, "but today is the first time that I have spent any real time with you two - neither of you know me very well - I could even be recording this meeting - yet I have heard Nancy refer to you as 'Johnny' well over a dozen times. I realize that the existence of 'John Foley' is difficult to verify, now, but nothing disappears forever and it makes no sense at all to be offering people your old name. Start getting used to it, now. John is dead - long live Bianca. Ok?"

John looked at Nancy. "Ok," they said together.
 

~^~

 

"So, provided everything continues the way everything's been going," John's voice came through the phone's speaker as Rose and Ed listened, "I'll be having the surgery in nine weeks."

"That's great, Beebs," Rose smiled at Ed who seemed more concerned than she.

"And you're sure this is the right thing for you to do?" He asked.

Rose slapped his arm and pointed a scolding finger at him while mouthing the words, 'Stop it!'

He whispered back, "I just want to be sure."

"I am, Uncle Ed. I'm very sure. I am Bebe forever, now, and I want to be her - completely."

"Ok," Ed still looked worried, but he nodded, "as long as it's the right thing to do, then I'll sign all the papers and send them back to you."

"Thanks, Uncle Ed," they could hear the relief in John's voice.

"We have some news, too," Rose was back to being excited.

"Oh?" John seemed happy to move on to other things. "News about the house?"

"Kinda," Rose giggled. "As of December twenty first of this year, a real family will own this house. A husband and a wife."

"You're selling it so quickly!?" John sounded confused.

Rose laughed. "Of course not, Bebe. Don't be silly."

"Then what?" John asked.

Rose smiled at Ed until he broke the news to John. "Your cousin, Rose, proposed to me."

"What!?" John's voice rose with excitement. "SHE proposed to you!? That's so cool!"

"I know, right!?" Ed laughed "She gave me an engagement ring, got down on one knee... the whole bit. I wish we'd recorded it."

Before John could react, Rose said, "And guess who my Maid-of-Honor is going to be?"

Genuinely overwhelmed by the news of an upcoming wedding, John had no idea, so he said, "Who?"

"Well, you, silly!" Rose laughed. "Who else?"

"But I'm... that's... I mean..." John could barely think in his excitement. "That's unbelievable! Congratulations! And, thank you, Rose... I'm so honored."

"Well, who else would I pick, Beebs. You're like our own little girl." Rose realized that at some point, either she had taken Ed's hand or he had taken her's, but they were holding hands and smiling big, silly, stupid smiles of joy at one and other.

God, they were cute! Just two, beautiful, young, rich kids in love!

"So..." John's voice through the phone's speaker intruded on their reverie, "since Rose proposed... who's wearing the wedding gown?"

They all laughed.

"I am, you goofball," Rose said, "although, in this family, I suppose that's a fair question."

They all laughed.

"Congratulations, you guys!" John was still giggling when he spoke. "I love you both, so much! And I miss you, too."

"We love you, too, honey," Rose was aglow with joy at the prospect of a wedding.

"Just one thing before we say goodbye, though, Bebe," Ed's voice went from smiling to serious as he spoke that sentence. "About all of this business with Crawford..."

The giggling stopped and all three became quiet.

"I want you to be careful, baby, ok?"

John was not surprised that Ed had mentioned Mr Crawford, but this was probably the first time Ed had ever called him 'baby' and his tone was warmer and more paternal than ever.

"I will. I promise."

"I mean..." Ed looked at Rose, who's smile had faded a bit. "... well, we owe everything to you, honey, but... if anything were ever to happen to you..." Ed struggled to say what he wanted to say. "... well, Bebe... I don't want you to think that this is only ever about the show... I mean.. we love you, you know..."

"I know, Uncle Ed. I love you guys, too."

"No, honey, I mean... we're not just your guardians anymore, you know... it's more... I mean... we're more than that..."

Rose was shocked to see a tear running down her lover's face. She could also hear a chocking in his voice, and she knew that the big man was about to lose it, emotionally.

"What Uncle Ed is trying to say, Bebe," Rose rescued him, "is that we're a family, now. The three of us. We have our other families, too, but the three of us... we're as real a family as any of those and if you need us, we'll be there for you."

"I know, Rose," John's tone was serious and tender, too. "I love you guys, too, and I wish I could be there with you. I'll call if there's any more trouble. I promise."

Ed cleared his throat. "Good. We love you a lot, baby. And we miss you. Call us again tomorrow."

"I will."

"Bye, Beebs," Rose said and she disconnected the call.

She reached across the table and took Ed's hand in hers. "She'll be fine, Ed. She has Don and Blaine and Joanne... everything is going to be ok."

Ed nodded. "I know. I just wish we were there... or she was here."

"I know. Have you heard from Hank?"

"No. If he doesn't call by tonight, I'll call him."
 

~^~

 

"Ok," Rob Marshall called the rehearsal to order. "Bebe, you're at the piano with Lily. Anna, you come in announce that you're all moving to Manhattan. Remember - it's 1901. Keep your speech and mannerisms as idiomatic as possible. Lily!"

"Yes, Rob?"

"Try to remember that you're American, please!" Many crew members chuckled at this.

"Of course, Rob. No problem." Lily replied, innocently.

"What was that all about?" John asked.

"We had a very long night, last night, and Rob kept having me do the same four lines, over and over and over." She looked at the director and rolled her eyes.

"Why."

"He was just proving a point, just because I questioned something he wanted me to do in a scene the day before."

"What a jerk," John commiserated.

"Par for the course, little sister," Lily laughed. "He's not even as bad as most. It's no big deal. Anyway, the more he pushed, the more my American accent disappeared. Also to prove a point."

"What was your point?"

"That I understood his, but I wasn't intimidated by his tactics." She smiled. "Movie sets are the most childish places on earth, Bebe. Testosterone is flowing like crazy and making every man into a moron. You'll get used to it."

"Alright, ladies!" Rob called from 'video village,' where he could watch the scene through the cameras. "Let's go."

"April!" Anna called as she came into the sitting room set, acting agitated. "April! We've received a letter from father."

Lily turned and faced her 'sister' in the scene. "May, May, calm down. What does he say?"

"It says, 'Dear girls. I have had a stroke of luck and come into a great deal of money. Pack your bags, girls and come as soon as possible. I've bought a grand home for us all on Park Avenue in New York City. Come at once. Just shut up the old place and come I have arranged for June's education as well. Love, Your Father."

Lily jumped up and took the letter. "Oh, my! May, this is the answer to our prayers! New York City! Can you imagine. So many men to chose from! How soon can we leave?"

"Well," Anna looked around, "we'll need to sell the house and ship the furniture..."

"No," Lily pointed to the letter, "Father says to just shut up the house and come."

"Then we can leave tomorrow morning!" Anna said, turning and flipping the hem of her somewhat thread-worn, turn of the twentieth century dress and looked into the mirror. "I have to admit, I would enjoy some new clothes. This dress was second hand when you wore it, April."

"And June's clothes are even more worn than yours. Oh, just imagine it, May! The men!"

"The libraries!" Anna said.

"The clothes!" Lily shouted.

"The opportunities!" Anna turned, smiling.

"The future!" They called out, together.

Then the playback started and Lilly and Anna began singing with the recording, alternating at first, then singing together. They continued acting as they mouthed the words -

" The Street Cars! The buildings! The autos! The men!
The opera!
The theater!
The excitement!
The lights!"

Finally, John, as the youngest sister, June, joined in.

"Electricity is coursing through us
Lighting up our world
The power of our future
Our lives are in a whirl!"

"And that's that," Rob Marshall called from 'video village.' "From there, we need to move to the 'packing and moving' montage. The choreographer will work with you girls, tomorrow. Do we all feel good about the scene up to this point?"

Everyone agreed that they were ready to light and record the scene.

"Alright, then," Marshall clapped his hands. "Everyone back to 'one,' please! Let's get this recorded."

They went back to the top of the scene.

"Nice, job," John said quietly to Lily. "I liked how you squealed when you said, 'the clothes.' It was really cute."

"Thanks," lily smiled. "I loved the look on your face when you jumped up to join us. You were adorable."

"Thanks," John smiled. "I didn't really have much else to do."

"Sometimes, acting is being in the background, then coming in strong when the time comes." Lily smiled. "You did great."

They ran the scene, again and recorded it. They did it once more with a few tweaks, then one last time to ensure coverage.

Then, as Rob Marshall was about to dismiss everyone for a break and to set up a new set, he stopped and looked at John.

"You have an idea that you didn't act on, don't you, Miss Foley?"

John looked at the director. "I didn't say anything, Mr Marshall."

"I know," he smiled, "but I can see it on your face. I spoke to a few of the production staff members over at 'Civil Disobedience' and they asked me if I was letting you 'riff' on the script. I said, 'No,' and they told me I was crazy. So - is it worth my while to do the scene once more?"

"I'd kinda like to try something, sir," he smiled, "but I know that we got off to a shaky start and I don't want to upset you."

"Ok." The director called out to everyone. "Once more, ladies and gentlemen, and this time, be prepared for whatever Ms Foley does. Back to 'one,' again! Let's do this, people."

John glanced off stage left to where Joanne was standing, her fingers laced together, and bouncing against her chin. She smiled at John and nodded her support and pride.

Lily sat back down next to John and whispered, "Take it easy on me, Bebe. I'm not a good improviser." She smiled and hugged him.

"All set, ladies!?" Rob called.

They each held up a thumbs up.

"Then, ACTION!" He yelled and the scene started again.

This time, when Anna said they could leave tomorrow, John stood and said, "Tomorrow!?"

"Yes, June," Anna smiled. "We can leave in the morning."

"But," John said, "what about our friends? Our animals? Our lives, here?"

"We'll have a new life in New York," Lily said, stroking his hair. "A new, beautiful life."

"I can't wait," Anna said. "We can have anything we want, June!"

"Can I bring my dog?" John asked.

"Of course, Honey," Lily smiled.

"It's going to be great, June, " Anna said, and then she returned to the script. "I have to admit, I would enjoy some new clothes. This dress was second hand when you wore it, April."

"And June's clothes are even more worn than yours." Lily followed Anna's lead and stuck with the script, "Oh, just imagine it, May! The men!"

That was all that changed, just a few lines, but the director was smart enough to know that it had made the scene better. More real. It was a big improvement. This kid... she's really something.
 

~^~

 

The door to the hotel suite closed and Hank opened his eyes. He'd been listening while Stephanie had been bustling about, trying not to wake him. He listened as the elevator outside his room opened and closed. He waited another minute before climbing out of the bed. He grabbed his locked briefcase and opened it, removing his MacBook and turning it on, to review the recording of the night before that he'd made with nine hidden cameras throughout the suite.

He rewound to the beginning of the recording and reviewed what he'd recorded. Hmm... not the best sex he'd ever had, by a long shot. She was obviously just going through the motions, but so was he, though, so...

He fast forwarded through the dirty deed, then slowed down when things calmed down. He listened to their 'pillow talk' as they each congratulated the other on the quality of the sex, then they shut off the light and the cameras switched to the odd green color of the night vision recording. He watched at 2X speed until, about forty-five minutes after the lights had been shut off, Stephanie carefully moved out from under the covers.

He watched carefully now as Stephanie tip toed around the suite and pulled 'Dave's' wallet from his pants and took it to the vanity area outside of the lavatory. She took the time to look carefully through all of the credit cards and identification that she found, all of which indicated that the owner's name was Dave Rothman, a representative of OLC - the Olson International Corporation. She saw his personal credit card and his company credit card as well. She saw a few of his business cards from business contacts and several cards from international companies.

Then she saw the four thousand one hundred and twenty dollars in cash in the wallet. Hank watched as she pulled the money out, counted it, recounted it, this time in two piles, one of three thousand dollars, one of one thousand one hundred and twenty dollars. She put the small stack back into the wallet and took the rest.

'Pretty bright,' Hank thought. Leaving a substantial amount in the wallet would probably cause the owner to not count the money immediately.

He watched as she put the wallet back into his pants, then she took his phone from its charger and looked at his emails, forwarding several to a dummy gmail account she had created for just such an occasion..

"Gotcha," Hank laughed. He knew he had her for the theft of the money, but taking the emails, he knew, would eventually lead to him being contacted with a blackmail demand. The bait had been taken - soon, he'd be reeling in his prize.
 

~^~

 

"Try the lavender one on, again," Ella told MK. "Your boobs are going to pop out of that one."

"That's what I want," MK smiled as she checked herself out in the mirror. Ella was right, her breasts were definitely in danger of popping right out of this swimsuit, DAMN, she liked how it looked, though. Fifteen years of growth and development had been kinder to MK than most of her classmates and she was very pleased with her current physique.

"You want to get arrested for exposing your breasts at the beach?" Ella asked. "Ok, but I'm not bailing you out."

"Hmm," MK pondered her sexy, young figure in the mirror. My mom would kill me if I wore this, but admit it - I am smokin' hot."

Ella snickered. "And modest."

"Does this look ok?" John came to the mirror and looked at himself. Honest to God, was there anything more stressful than shopping for a new swimsuit? He had his own issues, of course, but he felt the stress that Ella felt, too. Her breasts were slightly bigger than John's, but he was catching up, and her best friend, MK, was built like a supermodel - plump, shapely breasts and hips, long, elegant legs - everything that bathing suits were designed to enhance. Next to MK, both John and Ella looked like they were just entering puberty.

John looked in the mirror at the simple, blue one-piece he'd chose, checked his crotch - nice and smooth - then he twisted to see his butt - it was nicely curved and round. Even his hips looked pretty good.

Unexpectedly, MK gave his rear a playful, but firm slap. "Looking good there, slugger," she teased, causing Ella to laugh out loud.

"Ow!" John was shocked and his bottom smarted. He rubbed it. "That hurt, you know."

"Oh, man-up," MK laughed, but their playful friendliness was interrupted by a man's voice behind them.

"Looking good, ladies," The voice said, causing them all to turn to face two older men. One with an expensive camera around his neck, the other with a familiar smirk on his face.

"Get out of here, you creeps," MK snapped.

"Security!" Ella yelled, but John just pushed forward and stood face to face with the smirking face.

"Mr Meadows." He shook his head. "I thought we had a deal. I give you as much access to 'Civil Disobedience' as I can and you leave my personal life alone."

Meadows took a step back and looked at the young woman in front of him. "Very pretty, Bebe. It shows off your body, very nicely. Keeps you nicely tucked, too?"

John feigned confusion. "Tucked...? You don't still think that I'm... do you!? Look, Mr Meadows, this is as close as you're ever going to come to seeing me naked. Do you see anything that makes you think I'm a boy?"

Meadows smiled. "I'm only kidding, Bebe. Honest. I'm here for something else, today. I just saw you and your friends as I passed. I just wanted to apologize for last week. I had some bad information."

John knew that the apology was insincere, but it was still an apology. "Thank you, Mr Meadows. That means a lot to me." He knew that this apology would cost him at some point.

"Well, I mean it, Bebe. We're friends and I feel bad about all that business. I should have known that the information was ridiculous."

"Well, Mr Meadows," John wanted to go back and be with his friends, "have a nice evening."

"You too, Bebe." Meadows turned to walk away, then stopped, pretending to think of something. “Oh! By the way. I hear that there’s a wedding being planned.”

There is was. It certainly didn’t take long.

Meadows continued, “I think it’s wonderful, don’t you? Young love blooming between two cast members. Pretty romantic.”

John wanted to look irritated and angry, but in the little, blue one piece, he knew he’d just look petulant. So, he smiled. “It is, Mr Meadows. I’m very happy for them.”

“Yeah,” Meadows returned the grin. “What are the chances of me being your ‘plus one’ for the event?”

“I already have a ‘plus one,’ Mr Meadows. You know that.”

“Yeah, I do. Well, maybe you might be able to arrange a few interviews with the happy couple and maybe an invite for me and my friend, here.” Meadows indicated his photographer.

John smirked at the man’s audacity. “I’ll see what I can do.”

“Thanks, Bebe,” Meadows winked. “You’re the best. Have a good time swimming.” He and the photographer walked away.

“Who was that?” Ella asked as they watched the men disappear into the store.

“A TMZ reporter,” John replied. “And a massive pain in my tush.”

“And what a cute tush it is, too,” MK teased. She was about to slap it again, but John turn himself away from her and frowned at her attempt. “Wait!” She suddenly seemed very serious. “That guy was a photographer for TMZ!?”

“Yes,” John seemed confused.

“Well,” MK smiled, “get him back here to take my picture in this suit! If they show a picture of me looking like this on TV tonight, I’ll be a superstar tomorrow.”
 

~^~

 

“You know who you look like?” The custodian asked Nancy.

“Bebe Foley?” Nancy asked with a smirk.

“If that’s that girl on ‘Civil Disobedience,’ then, yeah. You look just like her.”

“I get that a lot,” Nancy continued typing on the standing computer station that rolled from room to room. “She’s my little sister.”

“Cool!” The custodian smiled.

“Yeah, very cool. Look, I have to get a move on, here, so...”

“Oh, Yeah, of course. Sorry,” the custodian was handsome and had a lovely smile.

Nancy pushed her computer cart towards the room that housed her next patient. “Umm, hey,” the man called to her. “Maybe, sometime, we could have coffee or something?”

Nancy looked at her watch and said, “Umm, yeah, maybe sometime, but I can’t today. Sorry.”

“Oh, yeah, I know, I didn’t mean right now, but maybe another time?”

Nancy smiled. “Ok. Sure, but I gotta go.”

“Great!” The custodian looked very pleased. “By the way, I’m Jim.”

“Nancy,” she smiled. He returned her smile, then turned and headed off in the other direction.

When she was sure that he was well around the corner, Nancy pulled out her phone and sent a text to Hank Miller. ‘I’VE BEEN APPROACHED BY CRAWFORD. WANTS TO MEET FOR COFFEE SOMETIME.”

‘GREAT.’ Hank responded. ‘KEEP HIM INTERESTED, BUT KEEP MAKING EXCUSES FOR A FEW DAYS. DON’T WANT TO APPEAR ANXIOUS. GOOD WORK.’

Nancy put her phone away.
 

~^~

 

“This one. The one with the white setting and the oddly cut diamond,” Ed was beaming as he stared into the glass counter cases at Dorfman Jewelers, one of the most prestigious jewelry stores in Boston.

“An excellent choice, sir,” the lanky man with thinning hair smiled. “This was designed by Louis Comfort Tiffany, himself, for Mrs Oliver HP Belmont of New York and New Port. It’s a dazzling piece, isn’t it?”

“It is,” said Ed, who was wearing a nicely pressed, but comfortable polo shirt and a pair of beige shorts.

“Yes, Tiffany’s jewelry is often overlooked due to his glasswork, but this is a lovely piece. A platinum band and setting with a two carat, uniquely cut diamond. Just exquisite.”

“How Old is it?” Ed asked.

“It was commissioned by the second Mrs. Belmont, Elva Erskine Smith Vanderbilt Belmont, the wife of Congressman Oliver HP Belmont, who came from a very wealth New York family himself, in 1906, to celebrate the tenth anniversary of their marriage. Representative Belmont’s father founded the Boston Stock Exchange and Oliver took over that enterprise. The Belmont’s always kept a home on Beacon Hill.” The salesman was a font of historic information, but Ed really liked the ring and hearing its history just made it that much more enticing to him. If he was going to give Rose a ring, it was going to be a ring with some real history and class.

“So It wasn’t an engagement ring at all?” Ed asked, encouraging the salesman to provide more background.

“Oh, no. Her engagement ring was MUCH more elaborate. This was just a bauble to be worn at their summer home in New Port, Rhode Island – Belcourt, it’s called.”

“A bauble,” Ed laughed. “A pricey little bauble, I bet.”

“Indeed, It is, sir,” The man smiled, knowingly.

“May I see it?”

The man sighed as he assessed Ed’s age and appearance, “Perhaps sir would prefer something a bit less... costly. This is a very notable piece, and as such, it is very... prized... by jewelry experts and collectors.”

Ed stood straight. His hands in his pockets. He glanced across the shop to where Rose was looking in a different case and chatting with a sales woman. “I asked to see this one, please, and I’d like to do it without any fuss so that my fiancé doesn’t see it until I decide on the perfect ring. Thank you.”

“Yes, sir, but as I said...”

“How much?” Ed cut him off.

“It is quite expensive, sir, and I have no wish to embarrass you...”

“Tell me the price.”

The man sighed, again, and leaned forward so that he could speak quietly. “One hundred and twenty two thousand dollars. So, if sir would take a look at...”

“I really like this one,” Ed smiled. “Please, may I see it?”

The man sighed, again. “I’m afraid, sir, that, since you are not a customer who is known to our establishment, if you would like to see this particular ring, then I will need to authorize your credit card for the full one hundred and twenty two thousand dollars before I open the case. No funds will be deducted unless you decide to purchase the ring, of course...”

Ed nodded and reached for his wallet.

“Or, if sir’s card cannot be authorized for that amount, I will need to call sir’s bank to confirm that the funds are available.” He was a bit dismissive in his tone, which irritated Ed, a great deal, but he did understand the concerns of allowing ‘just anyone’ to handle such an expense item.

Ed produced his MasterCard ‘Black Card,’ surprising the man.

“I’m sure there won’t be an issue with the card,” Ed smiled.

The man took the card and sputtered, “Yes, of course. Let me just have my manager run your card for you.” He gave a confused, yet slightly impressed smile, then disappeared into the back room for a moment.

Ed looked over at Rose, who held up a very conservative string of pearls. “Do you think Bebe would like these for her birthday or Christmas?” She called across the open space.

Ed smiled, “I do. They’re very pretty. Classic. Just like Bebe.”

Rose smiled and handed them back to the sales woman. “I’ll take those,” she smiled.

Then she turned back to Ed and said, “Can I come over, yet?”

“Nope,” he laughed, “but I think I found it!”

“Really?” Rose laughed. “Don’t rush, now, this is only our seventh jewelry store we’ve been to in the last two days...”

Rose had seen well over a dozen rings that she would have been very happy to wear as an engagement ring, but Ed hadn’t approved of any. He wanted to find ‘the perfect’ ring for Rose.

A moment later, the salesman returned with his manager.

“All set, Mr McNeal,” the man smiled as he unlocked the door to the case.

“Holy cow,” the manager said in a very unbusinesslike manner, which immediately clued Ed that the man had recognized him. “I know you. You’re on that show. The one on Thursday nights, right?”

Ed nodded. “I am, yeah,” he smiled at the man.

“Oh, I love that show! My girlfriend and I never miss it! You’ve seen it, haven’t you, Geoffrey?” He prodded his subordinate.

“What show is that, Mr Cramer?” The salesman stood and held the ring in his gloved hand. “I don’t see much television.”

The manager snapped his fingers. “Oh, man, I’m sorry, Mr McNeal. I’m drawing a blank on the title.”

Before Ed could answer, the salesman, Geoffrey, said, “The only show I watch religiously in that show ‘Civil Disobedience,’ and that’s only because I love that Bebe Foley. She’s so talented. The rest of the cast though... I don’t know anything about them. They’re riding her coattails, anyway. That girl is amazing.”

The manage froze and looked at Ed, embarrassed, and he searched for something to say.

“You know what’s funny,” Ed said with a chuckle, enjoying the upper hand he had in this conversation. “Bebe Foley is my niece.”

Suddenly, Geoffrey became much more excited. “Oh, my God!” he squealed, “you must be so proud of her.”

“Geoffrey,” the manager tried to intervene, but Ed persisted, playfully, enjoying this quite a bit.

“Oh, I am. And look over there at my fiancé. She plays Bebe’s sister on the show.”

Suddenly, the man grew nearly breathless in the presence of someone famous. “Oh, my goodness,” he whispered. “I didn’t recognize her. Oh, she’s so beautiful! You’re a very lucky...” Geoffrey turned and looked at Ed. “You’re him, aren’t you? The younger cop on that show, right?”

Ed smiled, thoroughly enjoying the man’s discomfort. “I am. Now, may I see the ring?”

“I’m so, so, so, so sorry, sir.”

Ed smiled, put on and offered, cotton glove and took the ring to examine it. “It’s beautiful,” he said. “A work of art. Just like my Rose. I’d like to buy it, but let’s talk price.”
 

~^~

 

“Argh,” MK stretched and groaned as she emerged from Blaine’s mother’s Mercedes-Benz GLE sports utility vehicle. “I thought it was only a two and a half hour ride to Coronado Beach. We were on the road FOREVER!”

“We were on the road for exactly two hours and fourth four minutes,” Ella sounded disgusted. “I timed it because I knew you’d complain about it.”

John laughed at his friends. They were like an old married couple. He looked around and realized that Blaine was still in the car texting Joanne that they’d arrived safely. He smiled. Blaine wasn’t just handsome and loving, he was a nice guy who respected his mother. He liked that.

He thought about the first time his mother let him drive from Worcester to Cape Cod without her. It was a shorter ride than today’s by about an hour and he knew the route by heart AND he was almost a year older than Blaine. John was allowed to drive down in his mother’s nine year old Ford Focus, which was technically Nancy’s car at the time. Blaine drove them all in a one year old SUV that probably cost more than ninety thousand dollars. God, he had really entered a different world when he moved out here. A world of unbelievable privilege. He was grateful to be a part of it, but he needed to remember that the rest of the world didn’t live like this. He was pretty sure that, given the chance to visit his mother’s beloved cottage on Cape Cod, his friends would recoil at the perceived poverty of the lovely little house.

When Blaine had finished, he climbed out of the car and opened the hatchback where their beach bag and small cooler of soft drinks and lunches was waiting.

Ella looked at John and smiled. “That’s a pretty coverup, Bebe.”

It was a thin, red, dress-like garment, covered in graphics of hibiscus blooms that sat low on his shoulders, revealing his pale skin and the bright blouse straps of his suit, and high on his shapely legs. Both Ella and MK were wearing running shorts and tee shirts over their suits, while Blaine just wore his swim suit as shorts with a tee shirt above that.

“Thanks,” John smiled. “I like it, too. I don’t wear much red.”

“I think you look pretty in red,” Blaine smiled as he handed John a tube of sunblock. “And remember that your agent warned you not to get sunburned today. So, put this on.”

“Yes, Father,” John joked, but he dutifully began spreading the lotion across his skin.

“Here, we’ll help,” Ella offered, as she and MK squirted some into their hands and rubbed it into the backs of John’s legs, neck and shoulders.

“Now, you,” MK said to Ella, who turned her back to her friends so they could do her back while she did her front. “You burn like toast in about an hour.”

“Now you,” John said to MK when Ella was appropriately slathered.

“Nope,” MK laughed. “My skin is darker than you two. I’m fine.”

Blaine squeezed a little into his own hands and rubbed it into his face. “It’s still skin, Mary Kate, and it will burn. Besides, you’re only like the color of a Starbucks soy latte. You need protection, too.”

“Well, well, well,” MK laughed. “Who died and put you in charge?”

Blaine smiled. “My mom put me in charge, and she insists that we ALL wear sunblock. So... if you don’t mind...?” He handed her the sunblock.

“Well, in that case... I’ll wear it for your mom – not for you.” MK smiled her goofy smile as she took the tube as if it would sting her and applied as little as she could get away with, but John and Ella, eventually had her just as slathered as they were.

“Ok,” Blaine put the sunblock back into the beach bag and smiled. “Ella and MK, why don’t you guys go to the beach and find a place to set up the chairs. I’ll bring the cooler down later. Right now, I want to bring Bebe over to the hotel. There’s something that I want to show her.”

“Alright, stud,” MK looked suspicious. “You may be in charge, but you’re not bringing that little girl anywhere near a hotel to show here ‘something’ unless I know what you’re showing her.” She said the word ‘something’ with a great deal of innuendo.

Blaine laughed. “Just the hotel. She’ll get a kick out of it.”

“Oh, really? Why’s that?” MK crossed her arms, lips pursed, and waited for an answer, which Blaine whispered to her. “Seriously? Why would that interest anyone?”

Blaine rolled his eyes. “We’ll see you on the beach in a little while.”

Everyone pulled out their individual, long, nylon bags with their collapsible chairs within. Blaine pushed the button to close the hatch and each couple went in opposite directions. John pulled on a large, floppy, straw hat to further protect his delicate skin from the sun, held Blaine’s hand and followed his lead.

As they walked along the walkway, Blaine kept John occupied by pointing out points of interest towards the beach and asking questions that required thoughtful answers to keep John from looking towards the hotel.

“So, your meeting the surgeon went well?”

“Yeah. I think so. He says I’m ready, so... I guess I’m ready.”

“Are you going to miss it?”

John smiled. If things had remained the same as they had been a year ago, he too would have been very confused by anyone who chose to have his penis removed, but if anything, this year of living in a disguise had taught him that a lot of people aren’t what they appeared to be – even to themselves.

“I suppose it’s going to be odd not having it for a while, but... do you really understand why I’m doing it?”

“I mean... yeah... but I can’t imagine ever doing something like that, myself.”

“Of course, not, Blaine. You’re a guy. You’re happy to be a guy and someday, I hope, you’ll be happy that I’m not a guy.”

“Yeah, but you are a guy, too.”

“Hardly. I mean, I was KINDA a guy, but you know the story... my body never should have been a boy’s body. I just wish I’d been born a girl and all of this crap didn’t have to happen.”

They stopped walking and Blaine stood with his back towards the Pacific Ocean and turned the love of his life towards him. “I don’t, because if you had been born any different, then you wouldn’t be who you are and I couldn’t love anyone as much as I love you.” He kissed John softly and lovingly.

“Thank you, Blaine,” John smiled, then kissed him, again. “That’s means so much to me.”

Blaine smiled. “Are you ready for your surprise?”

John shrugged. “I guess.”

“Then close your eyes, keep them closed and turn around.”

John did as he was told.

“Are they still closed?”

John nodded.

“Ok. Open them.”

John opened his eyes, looked at the sprawling hotel and gasped in shock.

“Oh, my God! Is that really the same place?” He looked at the huge, red, rambling roofs of the hotel, the distinctive and unusual, rounded dormers in the rounded-pyramid shape on the section furthest to their right, the bright white siding and the beautiful, white rocking chairs on the expansive porch and recognized it at once.

“It is,” Blaine knew that Bebe would love this as much as he did. They both shared a love of great old movies and this had been used in one of the greatest comedies of all time. It was kind of ironic that this particular film was one of their favorites, but it was. “It’s ‘The Hotel Del Coronado. Built in 1888 and it’s still amazingly beautiful, isn’t it?”

“It is, but I thought it was in Florida. In the movie, they’re supposed to be in Miami.”

Blaine laughed. “There’s a smaller replica of it at Disney World, but this is the original and this is where they filmed the movie. They used it because it looked exotic enough to be a Florida resort in 1929. “He pointed to the porch. That’s where Joe E Brown sat as Jack Lemon, Tony Curtis and Marilyn Monroe passed him...”

“Zowwie!” John laughed as he quoted Joe E Brown’s lecherous old character in the movie.

“That’s the balcony that Tony Curtis climbed to get back into his room, aaaaand....” He turned John around to face the beach and pointed to the cabana chairs, “that’s where Marilyn said that she played ‘jazz... real hot.’ Remember?”

“Of course I do!” John loved all of this. This was a part of movie history. He could not be happier to see it all. “Tony Curtis told her that he owned Shell Oil...”

“He implied it.”

“And when she said that she played jazz ‘real hot,’ he said...”

They recited the titular line of the film together.

“Well, I suppose ‘SOME LIKE IT HOT.’ I personally prefer classical music.”

They both laughed.

“Come on,” Blaine smiled. “I want to take your picture on the porch.”

They held hands and hurried to the hotel, quoting the scene that leads to one of the greatest last-lines in movie history.

“Osgood, I’m going to level with you,” John quoted, “We can’t get married at all.”

“Why not?” Ed played along.

“Well, for one thing, I’m not a natural blonde.”

“Doesn’t matter.”

“Well, I smoke. I smoke all the time.”

“I don’t care.”

“Well, I have a terrible past. For three years now, I’ve been living with a saxophone player.”

“I forgive you.”

“I can never have children.”

“We can adopt some.”

“Oh! You don’t understand, Osgood... argh... I’m a man.”

“Well, nobody’s perfect.”

They both laughed out loud, both at the brilliance of the film, as well as the ironic nature of the juxtaposition between the film and their lives.

When they reached the porch, still laughing, John ran up the stairs, turned and smiled a huge, sincere smile, while Blaine took his picture. Then they switched places and John took pictures of Blaine. They asked a kindly looking couple to take pictures of them together and the couple happily complied.

As they were thanking the couple, John heard the distinctive shutter sound of someone else taking a picture. He glanced to the side and saw a man with a familiar face taking pictures of John and Blaine with a very expensive camera. The face was familiar because the man bearing the camera had been at Bloomingdale's yesterday with Austen Meadows.

This couldn’t be a coincidence. They had traveled too far to just accidentally run into this man.

“Now, what?” John muttered as they headed for the beach.
 

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It had been a very long shift, but Nancy really felt the need to stop and pick up a present for Johnny – no – Bebe. She had to get used to that. She walked into the shop, embarrassed, but confident that no one would know her here, anyway.

“Can I help you?” The girl behind the counter asked. She had more piercings than anyone Nancy had ever encountered before, a lot more, in fact, as well as tattoos crawling up her neck and onto her cheeks. Her arms were complete sleeves of color and design, most of which were quite lovely flowers. Nancy appreciated those, but the ones that imposed on the woman’s face gave her the creeps. She seemed friendly, though, and to each her own, right?

Nancy held her phone forward, the screen facing the clerk. “Hi. I did a little research online and I want to buy one of these.”

The woman nodded. “I have those. I have others that have more options if you’re interested.”

Nancy smiled and blushed a bit. “No thanks. It’s for my younger sister. Her first, you know? I don’t want to overwhelm her.”

The woman’s smile spread. “Aww, how nice. I’m sure she’ll love it. How old is she?”

“Fifteen,”Nancy smiled, relaxing a bit.

“Wow!” The woman giggled, but was impressed. “I wish I’d had a sister like you when I was fifteen!” She reached down and grabbed an item, then stood again and said. “Gift wrapped?”

A little surprised, Nancy said, “Oh, well, yeah. That would be great!”

The two chatted as the woman wrapped the box. Nancy was a bit surprised that she had become so comfortable in this strange surrounding. The woman behind the counter had a very friendly persona and Nancy enjoyed talking dealing with her.

Just as Nancy was about to leave, the woman said, “You know who you remind me of?”

Assuming that it would be better to not admit to being Bebe’s sister at the moment, in this particular environment, Nancy said, “No. who?”

“Zooey Deschanel,” The woman smiled. “The dark hair, the bangs, the apple-cheeks... you really have a ‘New Girl’ vibe.”

Nancy laughed. “Wow! No one ever said that to me before. Thanks!”

“Sure,” The woman smiled. “Come back soon!”

“I definitely will,” Nancy said as she slipped out the door. Wow! Zooey Deschanel! She loved Zooey Deschanel. That was pretty cool.
 

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“Congressman Crawford will see you, now,” The well dressed woman said with a businesslike smile. “Come this way.”

Hank walked behind the woman and straightened his tie as he gauged the words he’d use to convey the importance of what he needed to say.

“Mr Miller,” the Congressman stood and offered his hand.

Hank took the hand and smiled. “Thank you for seeing me, Congressman.”

“Not at all, Mr Miller. Always happy to meet a constituent.”

“Yes, well, you see, Congressman, I’m not exactly a constituent. I’m not from your district. I live down in Los Angeles. I’m afraid I’m here on some very serious business, though.”

The Congressman’s expression became more concerned. Whether spontaneous or rehearsed, the politician’s face was very engaging. “Well, please, Mr Miller, have a seat. How can I help you?”

“Actually, sir,” Hank opened his briefcase, removed a large Manila envelope and passed it to the politician, “after I explain the contents of this envelope to you, I think we’re going to need to discuss how ‘I’ can help ‘you.’”
 

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John was asleep on the couch when Nancy came in. The trip to the beach the day before had tired him out more than he would have expected. Nancy sat on the couch, just above his head, and ran her fingers through his soft hair, removing it from his pretty face.

John’s eyes flickered open. “Hey,” he whispered in a tired voice.

“Hey,” Nancy replied in a childishly maternal manner. “Sleepy?”

“Yeah,” he smiled and sat up. “I don’t know why, though. I mean, I slept late, went to a voice lesson, had dinner and fell back to sleep before the second rerun of ‘The Big Bang Theory’ was half over.”

Nancy smiled. “Yesterday was a big day for you. A day off ... going away with your friends...”

John smiled. “Come on, Nan. You know I’ve had plenty of beach days with friends, before.”

“Not like yesterday, though, I’ll bet. Rather than throwing a Frisbee around and eating fried food from the snack shack, I bet you did a lot more talking, and laughing, and talking, and laughing, and talking, and laughing... didn’t you?”

John smiled. “I did. We had a great time. I doubt poor Blaine has even woken up, yet, though. Between the girl talk and the driving, I think we wore him out completely.”

Nancy smiled. She remembered being with her friends as a teenager. It was always exciting and exhilarating to be free and young. Johnny - no Bebe - was lucky to have this opportunity to relive his teen years. Other than Ed, he really never had any close friends at all the first time around. Now, he was part of a really lovely group of friends. They were all really good kids who cared a lot about each other.

She put her arm around his shoulders and laid her head on his. “I’m so glad you had a good day off, Bebe. You deserve it.” She pulled the beautifully wrapped present from her purse and held it out in front of John.

“What’s this?”

“A gift,” Nancy smiled.

John looked at his sister with playful suspicion. “What’s the occasion? It’s not my birthday or anything.”

Nancy kissed his forehead. “I owe you everything, honey. You believed in me when not even I believed in me. You gave me my life back, Beebs, and I just wanted to say a little ‘thank you.’ It’s just a little something from a big sister to welcome her little sister to womanhood. I know I’m a little late to the party, but... Open it.”

Now interested in what was in the present, John took the box and looked at it. He shook it, but couldn’t figure out what was in it. He gave her a mischievous smile, then tore apart the paper revealing the name of the shop. “Romantix?” John asked. “Interesting name for a store...”

“Keep going,” Nancy prodded. She was enjoying this.

John pulled the top off, revealing tissue paper. When he spread the tissue paper, his eyes opened as wide as they possibly could and his hand shot to his mouth as he exploded into uncontrollable laughter. “Oh, my God! Oh, my God, Nancy!!” He squealed. “I can’t believe you got me this!” He laughed more powerfully as he looked at the gift.

Nancy laughed as well. “Well, you’re going to need one. This is just a basic one, but I guarantee you’ll enjoy it!”

John reached in the box and retrieved the lifelike phallus from the box. “It’s kinda big, isn’t it?” His laughter continued.

“No,” now Nancy was laughing hard at her little brother’s naïveté. “No, sweetie, it’s pretty much average sized.”

John shook his head at the very thought of using it. “This is going to... fit... in me?” He marveled at the very thought.

“It is, baby,” she giggled. “And, trust me... it’s going to feel WONDERFUL. I promise.” She kissed his forehead, again. “I figured that, if someone was going to give you a dildo, it should come from your big sister.”

John bit his lip, then laughed some more. Obviously, something had tickled his sense of humor again.

“What’s so funny?” Nancy laughed.

“It’s just...” he blushed as he tried to speak through the giggles. “... it’s got... veins! Why would a nylon dildo need to have veins.”

Nancy’s eyebrows raised as she spoke in her best Red-Riding hood Grandmother ’s voice. “All the better to feel it with, my dear!”

John’s jaw dropped in shock! His sister! His up-tight, professional sister had actually just said THAT! He couldn’t believe it! Then, as his face contorted into joyful laughter, he looked at Nancy and shouted, “Nancy Foley!!! I can’t believe it! You’re a slut!!!”

They threw their arms around each other and hugged each other tightly as they fell back onto the couch, laughing and content. Sisters. Really sisters. For the first time, ever.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe Goes to Hollywood - 6

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Slow Transformation
  • The Operation
  • Uniforms
  • Hormones
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

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Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 6

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

As the filming of John's first film role draws near, he struggles to achieve what's
expected of him and self doubt becomes a huge problem for our young actress.
Also, the day of his SRS approaches and that fills him with apprehension as well.
This is not the easy, happy-go-lightly life of a young, successful actress that
he had expected.


 
Author's Note: As always, I adore your comments and critiques. *Please let me know how you feel about Bebe and her story.
*ps: I mean anything other than my usage of the name John for now.~Clara.

 
This version of Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 6 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 6

"Live those dreams, scheme those schemes."
~ Relax by Frankie Goes To Hollywood.
 

"I don't know, Bob." Rob Marshall sat in the booth at the recording studio and shook his head. "She's really not selling this song. It's just... flat and uninteresting. Is there anything you or the music director can do to make her sing it any better?"

"Such as?" Bob Lopez, the co-composer of the music for the movie. "Her pitch is fine. Her timing is fine. Everything is... fine. She's just not bringing the emotion we need to the song. This is a first for me. I'm at a loss."

"So... we bring in a singer to do the song and she lip syncs for the film. End of story."

"Let's see if we can get more out of her," Bob's wife and writing partner, Kristen, said. "She's nearly there. She's great in the trios she's already recorded..."

"Because those are just playful things and she's not featured," Rob shook his head. "She's a great little actress, but we're running out of time. The song came into the script late in the process and we have a drop-dead-date with this kid. She's having some kind of surgery on Monday. That only leaves three days to get this all done. Call that kid who you used on that Christmas special last year. I liked her. Bebe will lip sync to her voice. Agreed?"

"Yeah." Bob nodded his head, resigned to the situation.

"No," Kristen demanded. "No, no, no. She can do it. She's just never done it before. She's still a kid, guys. This is her first musical EVER. We can get it out of her. Bob, you know I'm right."

"I do, Kris, but the clock is against us. She's got four scenes to finish this week and one of them features this song." Rob shook his head. "As far as I can tell, either we dub her voice or we cut the song."

"We can't cut the song, Rob." Bob Lopez was surprised by the suggestion. "We rewrote the whole movie to lead to this song."

"Then we dub?" Rob was done with the conversation.

"Then we dub," Bob agreed.

"Kris?" Rob waited.

Kristen thought for a moment. "Give me till the day after tomorrow, please."

"Ok," Rob said. "Then we put it to bed. Ok? We film the scene with that song in it the day after tomorrow. She can lip sync to her own track, but if it doesn't work, we use the other singer to dub the voice in post production."

Bob nodded, but Kristen stood and headed for the door. "She'll do it. I guarantee it."

When the door had closed, the two men looked at each other and shrugged.
 

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When he heard the gold iPhone ring, Hank hit the record button on his memo app on his silver version of the same model. Then he hit the speaker button on the gold one.

"This is Dave Rothman," Hank said into the phone. The phone had not rung for nearly six weeks. He was beginning to think it wouldn't. Six weeks ago, he'd had a second date with Miss Stephanie. This time he'd brought her back to 'his place,' a dummy apartment he'd set up to establish an home for Dave Rothman.

"Dave!" a cheery, man's voice came through the speaker.

"Yes. Who's this?"

"My name's Jim, Dave. We have a mutual friend named 'Stephanie.' Ring a bell?"

"Yeah, sure, I know Stephanie. What can I do for you."

"The question is, Dave, 'What can I do for YOU?'"

I don't understand." Hank pretended to be confused.

"Here's what I can do for you, Dave." The voice remained upbeat. "I can make sure that the emails, the spread sheets and the other documents that Stephanie took off of your phone and tablet don't find their way to your superiors or the authorities. How does that sound, Dave?"

Hank paused as if to process the offer. "Hang on. Let me close the door to my office." He left the phone on speaker, while he stood and closed the door to his office. "Umm," he sounded very nervous when he sat back down, "What, exactly, are we talking about here? Ransom? Blackmail? What?"

"Oh, Dave, Dave, Dave, those are such nasty words. I'm just a friend who wants to help you out."

"How much?"

"Wow! You're the kind of guy who gets right to the point, aren't you. You don't ask about the files or which ones we have. That makes me think that maybe you have a lot to hide, Dave."

"How much, goddamnit. I don't have time to play games."

"Well, that's too bad, Dave, because I have all the time in the world. I think we need to meet. Let's say eleven o'clock tomorrow morning at your place. Sound good? Don't bother answering. We're coming, no matter what. Nice talking to you, pal."

The line went dead.

Hank smiled and nodded. "Keep it up, smart ass," he muttered as he shut down both phones. "You're going back to jail for good this time and, if daddy knows what's good for him, he'll let you rot there."
 

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"It's a lovely home, Edward." Marilyn smiled at the tasteful opulence that Rose and Ed had created on the coast of Falmouth. It was a far cry from the little cottage that she had in Hyannis. "I wish you both many years of happiness here."

"Thank you, Marilyn." Rose loved showing off the house to people. They'd been trying to get Marilyn and her new boyfriend, Joe McManus, to stop by the house all summer. They finally came by today - just a few days before Ed and Rose were scheduled to return to Los Angeles. "I'm so glad you guys could come by. And it's so wonderful to finally meet you, Joe."

The pleasant man who lived across from Marilyn in Worcester and had proposed to her on Christmas smiled. "It's a very impressive place, kids. Congratulations."

"And congratulations to you, two." Ed smiled as he handed everyone a fluted glass of champagne. "Have you set a date, yet?"

"Next spring, some time, I think." Marilyn smiled at Joe. "We're taking it slow."

"Not like you two, huh?" Joe teased. "Can't wait for married life, I guess?"

Ed put his arm around Rose and blushed a little. "Well, when you find the right woman, why wait, right?"

They laughed and Ed raised his glass. "A toast! To Marilyn and Joe. May you be happy forever."

They clinked glasses and sipped the expensive drink.

"And to Ed and Rose," Marilyn said. "May you also find happiness... and take good care of my baby."

Both Ed and Rose looked at each other confused by the remark. Before they could clink glasses, Marilyn put hers down and turned to face the ocean, obviously upset.

Joe gave Ed and Rose an uncomfortable look, then put down his glass and put his arm around Marilyn. "We agreed not to discuss this, today, honey. He rubbed her back. "Come on, now. What's done is done. Let's just be civilized and wish them well."

"Oh..." Marilyn was suddenly very angry. "... to hell with being civilized. My son is having his penis cut off and I wasn't even involved in the discussion. I'm tired of being civilized."

Joe looked over his shoulder at the younger couple, obviously embarrassed and uncertain as to how to proceed from here.

"Marilyn," Rose said, softly, as she stepped in front of the distraught woman. "Sit down, please. I think we need to discuss this, now, before we leave for California."

"Now!? NOW, we need to discuss this! It's Tuesday, Rose. My son is having himself castrated and reshaped on Monday, but NOW we need to discuss this? You two signed all of the forms. I guess that makes it all ok. No one asked for my opinion?" She was crying hard, now, and Joe guided her to one of the chairs that surrounded the table on the porch.

Ed took a seat opposite John's mother with Rose to his left and Joe to his right.

Rose took the older woman's hand in hers. "Marilyn... I'm sorry that you're upset. I wish you'd told us you were upset earlier. You knew about John's diagnosis and that he wanted to become a full woman, right?"

"Of course I knew," Marilyn sniffled back tears and tried to gain her composure, "but I was never brought into the conversation about this surgery. I'm his mother, for God's sake. I should have been consulted"

"You're HER mother," Ed said with patience, but a little more coolness than Rose expected, "and you turned HER care over to Rose and me. I asked Bebe if she told you and she said that you had a long conversation. Is that untrue?"

"No, we talked," Marilyn sat straighter, now, "but I was more than a little surprised that all of the hospital forms were signed by you two and not by me. I should have some say in this, shouldn't I?"

"Well, yes... of course..." Rose smiled and tried to comfort Marilyn. After all, Marilyn had been very gracious to her last summer and even invited her into her family.

Ed, though, was not going to be quite. "Marilyn, you made Rose and me Bebe's guardians. From the moment that we took on that responsibility, we have not, not one time, thought of Bebe as anything other than a little girl who needed our help, our guidance and our protection."

Rose chose not to correct that statement, since, when they first moved to Los Angeles, Rose and John were still involved in an affair. Ed was right, though - John didn't exist anymore. Just Bebe.

Ed continued in a businesslike manner. "I was the one who fought with her when she didn't want to go back to school. I was the one who dealt with the school when she was in trouble. I was the one who took her to the hospital when her ulcers burst. The terms of our guardianship indicate that Rose and I are the sole guardians of Bebe Foley for as long as she lives in Los Angeles or until she turns twenty-one according to her new birth certificate. Legally, she is a fifteen year old girl who lives in LA and needs an operation. Legally, the signatures on the hospital form HAD TO BE either mine or Rosie's and I signed them knowing that you were aware of the surgery. Why is this suddenly a problem?"

"Because I have been pushed out of my son's life, Edward! You... you... you usurped my role as a parent... both of you. It's unfair!"

"Marilyn," Rose was still holding her hand, "we were only doing what you asked us to do. We never meant to hurt you."

"And you do not have a son, Marilyn," Ed was firm, but patient in his tone. "You agreed to everything and no one forced you. I think it's very apparent that Bebe was always meant to be a girl, but nature has a funny way of screwing around with people. I could never do what she's doing. Honestly, she's a lot braver than I am. We acted on your behalf and in Bebe's best interest. I'm sorry if that's somehow upsetting you, but we acted as we felt we should. If you didn't think we were doing the right thing, I really wish that you had contacted us sooner."

"And Marilyn," Rose's tone was much kinder and patient than Ed's, "Bebe is not being 'castrated.' Bebe's hormones were out of whack and would have caused her big problems later on. The hormone treatments and the surgery are one hundred percent corrective. She is going to be a much happier, a much healthier and a more complete girl after the surgery. We all need to support her, ok?"

"Look," Joe said, "this has been a very hard time for Marilyn - with both the kids in Los Angeles, Nancy being in recovery and John..."

"Bebe, Joe. Her name is Bebe and only Bebe," Ed sighed at having to repeat this very basic concept.

"... ok, Bebe is having sex reassignment surgery. A year ago, both of her kids were close by. Now... they're a continent away and their lives are... complicated... and independent.. of hers. It's been tough for her. Do you understand that?"

"Of course we do, Marilyn... Joe," Rose tried to be soothing. "Is this why your not coming out to the coast for the surgery?"

Marilyn nodded as new tears appeared in her eyes.

"Well, then," Ed said, "now that we've aired all that out, you should come out and stay with us. You should be there."

"Oh, I don't know," Marilyn wiped her eyes. "Maybe he'd be better off without me."

Before Ed could correct her, Joe interrupted. "'She,' yeah we know that Bebe is a 'she.' What do you say, Marilyn? Let's go to California for the surgery. It's the right thing to do and I know it's what you want to do."

Marilyn looked defeated, but she knew, deep down, that she wanted to be there when her baby went into surgery and when he came back out, too.

"Thank you," she said as she nodded. "I'll go."
 

~^~

 

"I'm so scared, Cassie," John confided in his friend back east in New Hampshire. "This is supposed to be a big opportunity and I'm blowing it. If they dub my singing voice, everyone will know and I'll be a laughing stock."

"I really don't get you, sometimes, Beebs." Cassie shook her head on the computer screen as they Skyped. "I saw the footage of you on stage with Dusty Rose. You were unbelievable. Why can't you do that for the movie?"

John shrugged. "I don't know, Cass. It's just... really different in the recording studio. I keep trying, but I either push too hard or I crack on the higher notes... I just suck at singing this song. AND ITS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SONG, too! I just wish I'd never agreed to do this movie. It's going to end my career."

Cassie shook her head. "What do your other friends say?"

"You know - 'You can do it. You're so good at this. You got this.' - the same stuff. It doesn't help."

"Alright, then," Cassie shrugged, "then I won't say the same thing, but Bebe, you're more talented than anyone I know. If you asked me, I'd say that you're panicking for no reason. You need to calm the heck down and do your freakin' job."

John stared at the screen for a moment. "Was that supposed to help me, somehow?"

Cassie shrugged again. "Yeah. It was supposed to be a pep talk, I guess."

"Well, then you really suck at pep talks," John gave a weary laugh. "Thanks, though. I gotta go to bed. I have to be in makeup at six o'clock tomorrow morning. So... say hi to Annie for me. I love you guys."

"We love you, too, Bebe. Let me know how it goes, ok? Good luck."

"Thanks, Cass. 'Night."

"Night, Beebs."
 

~^~

 

"More wine?" Jim asked Nancy. This was their second date and Jim was trying to be as suave as he could be.

"No," Nancy smiled. "I need to limit myself to just one drink. I'm back on the ward in the morning."

Jim smiled. "Are you having a good time?"

"I am," Nancy said, following the script that Hank had created for her. "I don't get out much."

"It must be tough being your little sister's babysitter all the time."

Nancy thought about that for a second. "We take care of each other."

"Nice," Jim smiled. "Did you know that I know your sister? I mean, not from the show, but in real life?"

Nancy looked surprised."You do? How?"

He bounced his head from side to side in thought. "I used to be the coach at Notre Dame. In fact, I went to jail briefly because of your sister."

Nancy sat up straighter. "Hey, Umm... What's this all about, Jim?"

"Well, Nancy," he smiled a sleezy smile, "it's about money. Here's the thing - yesterday, I discovered that there were a whole bunch of Percocet missing from the dispensary on your ward. Now, no one has noticed that the drugs are missing, yet, but come tomorrow, I may have to tell someone about the missing drugs unless you give meeee... let's say... two hundred thousand dollars. That's what this is all about."

Nancy looked surprised and hurt. "I... I don't have that kind of money, Jim..."

"I know, Nancy, but I bet that your little sister does, doesn't she. Here's a thought - get the money from her before six o'clock tomorrow night or the hospital is getting an anonymous phone call indicating that the young, brunette doctor with the history of drug problems is having a relapse. Sound good?"

Even though she'd expected something like this, the brazenness of the man opposite her was shocking and the threat touched an exposed nerve. "But..."

"No, no. No 'buts,' Nancy. Have the money by six pm or you're going to have a lot of explaining to do. We clear?"

Nancy just stared at him. "But... I thought you liked me, Jim. I really liked you."

"Oh, poor baby," he grinned as he placed his napkin beside his plate and stood. "Two hundred thousand by six pm. Thanks for dinner? It's been a ball, babe. See ya," and he walked out the door.

Nancy watched him go, then looked around, feigning embarrassment until she was sure no one was watching. Then, she paid the bill and left the restaurant texting to Hank as she walked. 'TWO HUNDRED THOUSAND BY SIX TOMORROW OR THEY ACCUSE ME OF STEALING PERCOCET.'

Hank text back, 'OK. I HAVE A MEETING WITH HIM TOMORROW MORNING. THEY MUST BE PLANNING ON LEAVING THE COUNTRY SOON. DID YOU KEEP THE RECORDER ON YOUR PHONE GOING?'

'YES.'

'GOOD JOB, NANCY. AFTER OUR MEETINGS WITH THEM TOMORROW, I THINK WE GOT THEM.'
 

~^~

 

"It's going to be fine, Bebe," Joanne assured him as they headed into makeup. "I have a good feeling about today."

The makeup artist worked her art on John's face. She barely chatted as she worked. John missed the constant chatter from the makeup artists on the TV show crew.

Kristen Anderson Lopez entered and sat beside John. "Morning, Bebe. Morning, Bebe's mom. How are we doing this morning?"

"Ok, I guess," John said without moving much.

"She's very nervous," Joanne said. "She can do it, you know. It's just new to her."

"Alright," Kristen nodded in agreement, "we're going to finish your scene with Anna, then you and I are going to work this song to death. Sound good?"

John shrugged. "I don't know, Kristen. I'm beginning to think that I can't do it. I'm sorry."

"Oh, for crying out loud," the makeup artist said, "don't start crying. I don't have time to do your eyes again."

"Sorry," John sniffled.

"Relax, Bebe," Kristen said as if that was all that needed to be said. "You can do this if you just relax and act while you're singing."

"Ok," John sighed.
 

~^~

 

"You sure you don't need any more backup, Hank?" Don asked, concerned. They were in the living room of Dave Rothman's apartment. Jim and Stephanie were due at nine, but another couple of guests would be joining Don in the next room in just a few minutes.

"The room has cameras everywhere, Don, and there are microphones behind every lamp shade and picture. We'll have everything we need. I promise. Just relax and be a gracious host for our guests."

"Ok," Don nodded, nervously. "You're the pro."

A knock came on the door. Don went to the door and opened it, surprising the guests.

"Don Ferry!?" The older man said. "I'm confused."

Don smiled. "Come next door with me, Congressman. I'll explain everything. Good to see you Detective Brady."

Don extended his hand to each man. "Good to see you, too, Don. Let's get ready."
 

~^~

 

The rehearsal studio was becoming stuffy - maybe not really, but between the constricting, Edwardian costume that John had to continue to wear in case he was called to the set and the amount of frustration and failure that filled the room, John was ready to melt into resignation and tears.

"I don't understand what's going on in your head, Bebe," Kristen Anderson Lopez shook her head. "You're perfectly capable of opening up and doing a great job on this song, but you don't. We rewrote the whole movie to provide you with this showcase piece and you seem determined to not sing it. Why?"

"I don't know how to explain it, Kristen... I really don't. I'm trying my best, but I just can't seem to find the... I don't know what I even mean. If I were acting, I guess I would say that I can't find my character. I kind of feel the same way when I sing the song. I feel like I'm too loud or too soft at all the wrong times and that I'm not in character. It's like I'm all over the place and not anywhere near where I want to be."

"To be perfectly honest, Bebe, that's exactly what it sounds like, too. Take a break and think about what you want to get out of the song and we'll get back to it in ten minutes. Ok?"

John nodded as Kristen headed to the ladies room.

Joanne, who had silently been wishing she knew how to help, stood and crossed to Bebe and rubbed her back. "You ok?"

"No, mom. I'm really not. I'm scared. I never felt this...
inadequate... before. Like I'm in so far over my head that I know that I'm going to drown. I can't do this. I really can't. They're just going to have to dub my voice."

Joanne bent so that her lips were next to John's ear and she whispered, "That's enough of that, young lady. The Bebe that I know doesn't give up. The Bebe that I know is a fighter. She has fought with every director she's ever worked with and she's won every battle. Who are you fighting right now, Bebe?"

"Myself," he whispered.

"Then figure out how to beat yourself, Bebe. Being a star isn't easy, but you are one. Now, put on your big-girl panties and be the woman you know you can be. No more tears. No more self pity. It's time for Bebe Foley to grow up. Right here. Right now. Think it through, Bebe. Be 'June' in the movie. You know her. You know who she is. Now, be her."

John stood and nodded. "I will," he said as Joanne's phone buzzed and Kristen reentered the rehearsal studio at the same time.

"Ready to get back at it?" Kristen asked.

John nodded and kissed Joanne's cheek. "I am." He said.

"I need to step out for a moment," Joanne said. "I'll be back in five minutes."

John nodded.

"Will you be ok?" Joanne asked, quietly.

"I'm good," he smiled.
 

~^~

 

The knock on Dave's apartment door came at exactly 11:00. Hank opened it, looking just disheveled enough to look like a guy who'd had trouble sleeping, but was trying not to show it.

"Hi, Dave," Stephanie said as she entered with Jim following behind her. "Long time, no see. How're you doing?"

"Steph," Hank sneered. "Jim, I assume?"

"You got that right," said the slime ball behind her. "Nice place, Dave. I think we may be able to work out a deal that allows you to keep it, if you're cooperative. What do you say we get right down to brass tacks and make this as undramatic and painless as possible?"

"Sure," Hank indicated the dinning room table and they sat around it.

Over the next twenty minutes, Stephanie and Jim showed Hank an assortment of emails and paperwork that Stephanie had managed to take off of his cell phone and tablet. All of it was very incriminating for Dave Rothman.

"Jesus Christ," Hank muttered as he buried his face in his hands and grunted in frustration. "You two are pieces of work, I'll tell ya. Jesus, Steph, I thought we really clicked, you know? I mean... what the fuck!?"

She smiled, "Sorry, Dave. You're a little old and pudgy for me, but don't worry. We're going to be seeing a lot of each other from now on."

Hank looked confused. "What do you mean? Why?"

Jim stood and patted Hank's shoulder. "Dave, my friend. You don't think that we're going to tell anyone about these papers, do you?"

"You're not?" Hank looked surprised and relieved.

"Of course not, Dave. I mean, if you go to jail, then I don't make any money and Steph doesn't make any money and, of course, you don't make any money. So, here's what's going to happen. We want a hundred grand when we come back here at nine-thirty tomorrow morning. Then, we'll take ten grand a week for... let's see... the rest of your life. Sound good?"

"What!? Ten thousand dollars a week!? Are you nuts?"

"Nope, and neither are you, pal. You're a smart guy. You can figure something out, I'm sure."

"There's no way..."

"It's nonnegotiable, Davy," Stephanie teased.

"We'll be back at nine thirty tomorrow morning, my friend," Jim took Stephanie's hand and headed for the door. "See you then."

When they closed the door, they heard the sound of something heavy hitting the door from the inside and the sound of Dave Rothman shouting, "Fuck! You fucking assholes! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!..." it continued until the elevator doors closed and they descended.

When he was sure they were gone, Hank stopped, then looked at the closest camera and said, "Congratulations, Congressman. You must be very proud."
 

~^~

 

"Well, of course she needs a party," MK shook her head and rolled her eyes at Blaine's ignorance. "We want to welcome her to womanhood."

"Yeah, ok, but," Blaine was concerned, "we can't invite a lot of people. This is all supposed to be a secret, remember?"

"We remember, Blaine," Ella looked a bit offended. "We're not idiots, you know? We're planning on inviting Bebe's sister, her cousin, her uncle, you, your mom, Don Ferry and his wife. That's about it."

"The theme," MK explained, "is womanhood. Makeup, pretty dresses, lingerie... stuff like that."

"And where do you plan to hold this event?" Blaine crossed his arms and looked from one girl to the other. "If you have it at a country club or an event hall, people will find out about the operation."

"We know," the girls said together, with very mischievous smiles.

"Then, where to you plan on having the party?"

"Your place." MK smiled.

"My place?" Blaine was surprised. "I don't think we've EVER had a party at my house. We always go out. I don't know what my mom would say about that."

"Seriously!?" MK laughed at his statement. "I don't know if you've noticed, Blaine, but your mom is spending more time with Bebe than she is with you. She's nuts about her. She won't say no to Bebe."

Blaine shrugged. "That's probably true, but you guys should probably ask her about it. She has no problem saying no to me."
 

~^~

 

"Well, that's better, Bebe, but I need you to open up more. I need more emotion. Do you understand what I'm getting at?"

John hung his head and shook it. "I know, but... see... I feel like I'm giving more, but it doesn't ever seem to come out on the recording. I don't know how to do what I want to do. I know that doesn't make sense..."

Kristen nodded. "Actually... it makes perfect sense. There's a reason that Bob and I don't sing professionally, Bebe. We know what we want to do, too, Bebe, but... we can't make it happen, either. Maybe we're all in the same boat."

John's nod was sad and resigned. He'd tried. He'd tried his best, but... he'd failed.

Joanne opened the door to the studio and stuck her head in. "Excuse me, Ms Anderson Lopez. Could I see you out here for just a moment?"

"Sure," Kristen sighed stood from the piano. "Take a break, Bebe. We'll talk when I come back."

John watched her leave and caught Joanne's eye as the door began to shut. Strangely, Joanne winked at him as she turned and looked out into the hallway. The door didn't close all the way and John could hear voices outside. He couldn't make out who was speaking, but there were at least two people and they were complementing each other. He could only hear snippets, but he heard the words 'Big fan' and 'Love your work' several times. Then the conversation turned a bit more serious, but it got too quiet for him to hear.

Finally, Joanne turned back towards John and she smiled as she said, "I think I found some people who might be able to help you."

Joanne's smile was huge as she pushed the door open all the way, revealing two of the most famous faces in the world.

"Chrissie!" John shouted. "Terry!" He leapt to his feet and ran to them as quickly as his Edwardian dress would allow.

The two country music superstars from the band Dusty Roads spread their arms as the young actress approached and embraced them both into a three way hug.

Abruptly, John pulled back and looked at the two superstars. "What are you doing here!?"

"We hear you're having some problems, Bebe," Chrissie smiled.

"We're here to help you, sweetheart," Terry said.
 

~^~

 

Nancy sat in the coffee shop and kneaded her hands nervously. She knew that Hank and Don were watching on a camera they'd hidden in the restaurant, but she didn't like being in this position at all. She'd do it to protect Bebe, but she didn't feel at all comfortable being here.

Unexpectedly, a very attractive woman in her early thirties slid into the bench on the other side of her booth.

"You must be Nancy," the woman smiled. "You really do look just like your sister, but I'm sure you're told that all the time."

"Actually," Nancy took on a smug tone, "I'm usually told that I look like Zooey Deschanel."

"Really?" The woman looked more closely. "Yeah, I can see that, too."

"Is there something I can help you with?" Nancy asked.

"There is, actually," the woman smiled a bit to friendly. "I'm here about some money that you owe my friend, Jim. Do you have it?"

Nancy nodded.

"I'll take it."

"No." Nancy looked around, feeling real fear. She knew that she needed to get Jim into the payoff video in order to have them both charged with the crime of extortion, but she wasn't comfortable doing this. "I'll only give it to Jim. I need to talk to him. He owes me an explanation."

Stephanie smiled. "Well, I suppose he actually does owe you some sort of explanation, doesn't he?"

She pulled out her phone and pressed a number. "Hi. Yeah. She has the money, but she wants to talk to you, first. Ok."

She disconnected the call and said, "He'll be right in."

Within seconds, James Crawford stormed into the café and sat next to Stephanie. "Hey, girls," he sneered. "What's up?"

"Your girlfriend feels you owe her and explanation," Stephanie laughed.

"Oh. Ok. I'll explain. I was nice to you so I could take your sister's money." He looked at Nancy for a moment before adding, "Any questions?"

Nancy just shook her head. "You're an asshole, you know that?"

"I do, yes, but in a moment, I'm going to be an asshole with a lot more money. Give it to me, now."

Nancy reached into her purse and pulled out an envelope. Jim opened it and looked at the bills inside.

"I'll go out to the car and count it." He said. "I'll call if it's all there."

"It is," Nancy said.

"Then I'll only be a minute," Jim smiled and headed for the door, but he came to a dead stop when he ran into a man coming into the café with several other men. "Dad!?" Jim said.

The congressman just shook his head at his son as another man stepped forward and produced a pair of handcuffs. "James Crawford, I'm Detective Brady of the LAPD and you're under arrest."

Hank looked to the booth where Stephanie sat with Nancy and smiled. "Just stay put, Steph. We'll be right with you."
 

~^~

 

The next day on the set started much the same way that the previous day had. Makeup for an hour then John was squeezed into another beautiful, elaborate dress. This time, though, John felt much better about things.

As he and Joanne walked onto the soundstage, Kristen, Bob and Rob were all talking near video village.

"Come on, Rob," Bob was saying. "We have the time, it's the same set, she's in the right costume... what have we got to lose?"

"I'm not sure," Rob Marshall shook his head. "I really hated the way this worked in 'Les Misérables'."

Kristen rolled her eyes. "I hated the way everything worked in 'Les Misérables', but think about Evita, Rob. They did it in just one scene. Jonathan Price didn't like his studio recording in the 'But on the other hand, she's slowing down,' scene, so they just used a piano player in the studio and mic-ed him. He walked through the scene and acted as he sang and it worked great! Then they added the orchestration later. Give Bebe just one more chance. Try doing it live and I think she'll do great."

Rob shrugged. "Ok, but if it doesn't come together, we're done with all this nonsense and we dub her voice."

"Thanks, Rob," Bob shook the director's hand.

"Which one of you is playing the accompaniment?" Rob asked as he moved to a control panel.

"Neither," Kristen smiled. "We brought in the big guns."

Rob looked to where she was pointed and his eyes bugged out of his head. "That's not really...? The twins? The ones from Dusty Rose?" He could only have been more surprised if Paul McCartney or Mick Jagger had been sitting there.

"It is," Kristen laughed, "and they got more out of her than I could ever have expected. You're gonna love it what you hear it. It's like a whole different song."

Chrissie sat at the piano, just out of the camera shot, and Terry sat close by with an acoustic guitar.

"Any time you're ready, Rob," Bob patted his friend's shoulder.

Rob Marshall shook his head. "Unbelievable," he muttered. Then he spoke into a microphone. "Good morning, everyone. Can I have everyone at 'one' please? Everyone at 'one.'" Crew people scurried to their position and when everyone was ready, Rob said, "Ms Foley... if you would, please."

John held his skirts clear of his steps and moved to his first mark. He glanced at Chrissie and Terry who each blew him a kiss. Then he looked at Joanne who mouthed, 'I love you,' and held two thumbs up.

'I love you, too,' John mouthed back and he smiled.

"Lights, please," an assistant director called. "Sound are you ready?" The tech with headphones nodded and gave a thumbs up.

A female PA stood in front of John and held a digital mark-board in front of her face. "'Our Father's House.' Scene thirty nine. Act three. Take 'one.'" She clapped the board and stepped to the side.

"Action!" Rob Marshall called.

"Go, Music," The assistant director cued Terry and Chris and they began playing. It was different than it had been before. Less driving, more relaxed and thoughtful. It encompassed a feeling of sadness that the previously recorded accompaniment had only hinted at and it immediately enfolded everyone on the soundstage in its magic spell of deep and anguished sorrow.

And then John started singing. It was quiet at first, not tentative - sad. Sad and lonely. Sad and lonely and, somehow... defiant.

'Where am I going?
Not where they plan
Why does life seem so determined
To make me settle on a man?

Who am I really?
I'm not like them
Not a thing of beauty
Not a shining gem

I'll never be like like her
I'll never find my way
I'll never be the princess
In a beautiful play.

I just want to be the girl
Who no one ever sees
The one who no one bothers
The one who is just... me.'

Sensing that something unusual was happening on the soundstage, Anna Kendrick and Lily James both appeared from the makeup area, their hair still in curlers and their makeup half done. When they felt the energy of the performance, they stopped and stared at their younger 'sister' and they, too, became enthralled by the performance.

'Why don't they know me?
Why can't they see,
That I don't belong on a pedestal?
That I need to be free?

Do they think I'd be happy
Just to be swept aside?
With no say in my life,
Just along for the ride?'

As the song moved into its refrain, Bob looked around the studio and saw an entire crew of more than a hundred men and women standing still, enraptured with the emotion generated by the young woman at center stage. As he smiled, Kristen elbowed him gently. When he turned towards her, she used her chin to gesture to Bob's right. When he turned, he saw Rob Marshall, arms folded, walking slowly out of the video village area, moving towards the brightly lit stage area with his jaw hanging open, just a bit. As John’s voice grew in intensity and determination, the director continued to wander forward until he was at the edge of the lighted area.

‘But I...
I am electric and alive
I will call lightning from the sky
No one will hear me if I cry

And I...
I will not wait, I will not slow
I will I will not stay if I should go
I’m not the simple girl you know’

Joanne shivered with emotion as she watched this child who’d always been so quiet and polite suddenly burst out of herself and become this powerhouse in front of her. She looked around at the mesmerized crew and the smiles on the faces of the composers and the joy on the faces of the amazing musicians she’d finally gotten in touch with and who’d allowed Bebe to find the song within her, and she smiled and she cried and she knew that Bebe had done what she needed to do.

The song continued,

‘Don’t condescend to me, don’t preach like I’m a child
The world is new and bright, untamable and wild

So, look and see my sparks of life as you watch me pass
I’m not the girl you knew, my moment’s come at last!

‘Cause I...
I am electric and alive
I will call lightning from the sky
No one will hear me if I cry

And I...
I will not wait I will not slow
I will I will not stay if I should go
I’m not the simple girl you know’

The song ended and John froze in place, waiting to hear the director’s call that the scene was over, as he’d been taught.

But nothing happened.

The sound stage remained quiet.

No one moved, or spoke, or even seemed to breathe for what seemed like an eternity.

Finally, Robert Lopez prodded the director by quietly saying, "Rob... Rob..."

As if being shaken awake, the director looked to his left and said, "What...?"

Bob indicted the whole sound stage.

Rob Marshall looked about and suddenly realized what was happening. "Oh, geez," he muttered. "Cut!" He yelled. "Cut! Cut! Cut! Everyone!"

Then he turned back to the techs in video village and yelled, "Please, tell me you got that!"

The techs all held their thumbs up and smiled.

Rob turned to the set and spread his arms as he approached the sole actress on the stage. "Bebe! God almighty, Bebe! Where the hell did THAT come from!? That was the single greatest performance I have ever seen in my entire career!"

Finally, the sound stage came to life with whistles and applause and John was swamped by people running up to hug and congratulate him.

Joanne, still not aware of her tears, hurried to where Chris and Terry we’re preparing to leave. "How can I ever thank you?"

"Don’t be silly," Chrissie smiled. "We are happy to have been able to help. I really love this kid. She is amazing."

Just then, Bebe appeared at Joanne’s side, "Mom! Mom! Oh, my God, I did it! I can’t believe it!"

"You sure did, Bebe!" Joanne hugged John harder than she’d ever hugged him before. "You were incredible, baby! I’m so proud of you!"

John turned to Chris and Terry and smiled as he hugged each of them. "Thank you, thank you, thank you, so, so much! I never could have done it without you!"

"Oh, don’t be silly," Terry said. "We just played for you." She pointed to John’s heart. "It was all right here, inside of you."

"You really did a great job, Bebe," Chris smiled and kissed John’s cheek. "We’re very happy for you. If we can ever help you out again, just let us know."

"Actually," John made a ‘you’re going to hate me for asking this’ face, but continued, "Can I call you tonight or tomorrow? I do have a favor to ask."

"Of course," both of the twins said in unison.

Before they could say anything else, John heard the director calling his name. "Bebe! Bebe! Come over here. I want a picture of you with me, Bob, Kristen, Lily and Anna! We want to preserve this moment! Then, we’re going to watch the rough playback."

"Gotta go," John said to Chrissie, Terry and Joanne, "but thank you all, so, so much!"

At least a dozen pictures were taken and the whole crew stopped to watch the playback. Even John, Who was typically embarrassed by his own performances enjoyed watching the scene. What a great way to wrap up his shooting schedule on the film!
 

~^~

 

"What do you mean ‘there’s a twelve to twenty four hour delay!’" Ed was not a happy man. They had planned to fly to LA overnight on Saturday in order to be at the hospital in plenty of time to spend Sunday afternoon with Bebe before her surgery on Monday. "It’s August! There’s no snow out there, there are no tornados or hurricanes causing issues... Why is there a delay!?"

"There was an attempted terrorist attack at O’Hare Airport in Chicago, Mr MacNeal," the serious young woman at the airline help desk explained. This was news to Ed and Rose. They’d been listening to music on the way to the airport. "They successfully blew up a power station," she continued, "so there’s no power at the airport. They found a bomb hidden in one of terminals and they are searching for more as quickly as they can, but, until they clear O’Hare of any bomb threat and reopen the airport, I’m afraid that everyone is grounded – the entire United States’ commercial fleet. Just like in the days following Nine Eleven. ’"

The news seemed to drain Ed. He was a big, strong guy and he could be very imposing if he was riled, and he was very riled right now, but he knew that no amount of strong-arming or money was going to fix this problem. This was more than a travel issue. This was an attack on the country.

"So, we suggest that people return home..." the young clerk tried to explain, but Ed interrupted her.

"How long ago did this happen?" Ed asked, surprising the clerk.

"Fifteen minutes ago, or so. Maybe not even that long. They shut us down just before you arrived at the counter."

Ed looked around the crowded airport. It was filled with frustrated, angry and scared people, but his major concern was still getting to Los Angeles as quickly as he could. "If it just happened, then there should be hotel rooms available near by. Come on," he took Rose’s hand and headed into the crowd, "let’s see if we can find a room at The Airport Sheraton. When the airport opens, I want to be on the very next plane to LA."
 

~^~

 

"Alright, everyone," the nurse said as she came into John’s suite at the hospital, "it’s nearly nine o’clock and time for this young lady to get some sleep. She has a big day tomorrow." Don and Vivian had left about a half an hour earlier, but there was still a gaggle of people loitering in John’s suite.

"Oh, damn," Ella said. "I wanted to see the end of the movie."

"It’s ‘Mean Girls,’ Ella. You’ve seen it a billion times before," MK scoffed. Then she turned to John and smiled. "You’re going to be ok, Bebe, right? I mean... I’ll see you tomorrow evening when I come back, right?"

John gave his sarcastic friend a tired smile, touched by her concern. "I’ll be here, don’t worry." It seemed like they’d taken gallons of blood from him over the last six hours and he felt very tired because of it.

"Ok," MK smiled and kissed his cheek. "Please be ok," she whispered.

Ella was equally concerned. "Be ok, Beebs, ok?" She kissed him, too.

"Don’t worry," John smiled. "I’ll be fine."

"Of course she will," Joanne smiled and kissed him as well. "See you tomorrow, sweetheart. Love you."

"Love you, too, mom," John smiled and waved to them as they left the room, leaving just Blaine behind.

John smiled at him, seeing his concern.

"Are you scared?" He asked.

John shook his head. "No, not at all. In fact, I’m kind of excited." He did feel a little excitement at the prospect of becoming fully a woman, but he also was very concerned about the operation – especially since Ed and Rose had been delayed. He knew that they could do nothing to help him through this, but just having them nearby and knowing that they’d be there when he woke up would have been a bit comforting. "Are you ok?"

Blaine smiled. "I’m fine, I guess. I’m just worried, just like everyone else. You’ll be fine, though. I know it."

John squeezed Blaine’s hand and smiled. "I know it, too."

Just then, the door opened and Nancy entered. "I’m here to throw you out, Blaine. Sorry. Bebe’s nurse is getting antsy out there." She smiled at him and indicated the door with her thumb.

"Ok," he kissed John on the lips. It was a slow and tender and loving kiss. "I love you."

"I love you, too."

"See you tomorrow afternoon,"

"Ok." John let go of his hand and waved as he left.

"How are you holding up?" Nancy asked with a smile.

"I’m really tired."

"You should be," Nancy laughed. "Between the blood they took and the drugs they gave you, you’re going to sleep well."

He smiled.

"Scared?" Nancy sat on the bed.

"A little... Well... yeah... I’m pretty scared."

Nancy checked her watch. "I’m off in about twenty five minutes. I’ll sneak back in then. How would you like it if I slept on the sofa over there for tonight?"

"I’d really like that," John smiled at his sister.

She kissed his forehead. "Ok. I’ll go finish up and I’ll be back as soon as possible."

Nancy left with a small wave. When she returned, John was breathing softly and sleeping soundly.
 

~^~

 

"What’s your name?" Yet another nurse asked as she prepared some kind of medication.

"Bianca Foley," John repeated once again, for the umpteenth time.

"And you’re here for what procedure?"

"Sex reassignment surgery," he said, again.

"And your birthday is?"

The questions went on and on and John kept repeating the same answers, over and over again.

When the nurse left, Nancy moved back beside his gurney and smiled at him. "You’re doing great, baby. I know those questions are frustrating, but they just want to be sure that there are no mistakes."

John nodded. He’d only been awake for three hours, but he was already exhausted from the procedures that preceded the actual surgery.

"Don called and said to tell you that he loves you and he’ll see you here tomorrow."

"That’s nice," John gave a tired smile.

"Blaine and Joanne are in the waiting room already. Unfortunately, hospital rules won’t allow them to come in, though."

He laughed at Blaine and Joanne being so devoted to him. They should still be at home in bed. There was no reason for them to be here already. "When you go back out, tell them I love them, ok?"

"Sure."

"And kiss Blaine for me."

Nancy laughed at that. "No, I don’t think I’ll do that. I think you’re already dopey and they haven’t even given you any anesthesia."

Now, John laughed at Nancy.

Just then, Dr Martinez came in followed by Dr Shapiro.

"Well, look who’s hiding in here," Dr Martinez had a big, infectious smile. "Morning, Bebe. Morning, Dr Foley. Is everyone feeling GREAT this morning?"

Nancy smiled and said, "She’s pretty tired, already, Doctor."

Dr Shapiro was looking at the chart that had been assembled for the surgery. "Probably due to all the blood they drew yesterday. I bet you feel like a pin cushion, don’t you?"

"I do," John smiled at the joke, but the same joke had already been made by several doctors and nurses.

"Ok," Jorge Martinez moved to the other side of John’s gurney. "In a few minutes, some one is going to come in and give you drink. There’s a dye in it that helps us during surgery. It’s very sweet and you probably won’t like it very much, and that’s too bad for you, because we need you to drink it. Swallow it down in one or two swigs. Don’t prolong the taste any more than you need to."

"Ok," John nodded.

"Then, someone will give you a shot that will relax you a lot. With your weight being a hundred and seven pounds, it may even knock you out. After that, if you’re still conscious, they’ll offer you some headphones to listen to some music while you wait to be rolled into the operating room. Any questions?"

John shook his head ‘no,’ but Nancy saw fear forming in his eyes. So, she moved to the top of the gurney and put a gentle, supportive hand on his shoulder. He appreciated that.

"You’ll probably be asleep before you go into the operating room, but even if you’re still awake, I doubt that you’ll have any memory of going in there. The anesthesia usually wipes out your memory from about a half an hour before it administered until you’re completely awake after surgery. Ok?"

"Ok," John responded.

"Alright, then," Dr Shapiro squeezed John’s forearm and smiled, "I guess the next time I see you will be in the recovery room. Good luck, Bianca. You’re in the most capable hands in the world."

Dr Martinez smiled down at John and laughed, "I’d love to be humble and tell you that Dr Shapiro is just being nice, but I can’t. He’s right. I’m the best there is, Bebe. Relax. You have nothing to worry about."

The two men left the suite, leaving just Nancy and John.

"Nancy?" John asked.

"Yes, honey," Nancy moved to his side.

"Just in case... you know what I mean? Just in case... please tell Blaine and Joanne that I love them, and tell mom too, and... tell Ed and Rose that I’m sorry for everything I put them through. I didn’t mean to be such a brat to them... ok?"

"Bebe," Nancy smiled as sweetly as she could, "stop worrying. You’re going to be fine."

But she could see that John was really getting nervous, now.

"And tell Cassie and Annie that I’m sorry I lied to them, but I couldn’t tell them the truth. I wanted to, but I couldn’t." Now, he was beginning to cry and cry hard.

"Honey, shhh."

"And Don and Viv and Oscar... tell them I love them, too. And Ella and MK... tell them that they were better friends than I ever deserved to have. I love them, too."

"Bebe, honey," Nancy was getting emotional now. "And Nan... I’m so sorry about how I treated you at Thanksgiving. I was such an asshole. I’m sorry."

"Baby, baby," Nancy kissed his head. "Please stop. You’re getting yourself all worked up for nothing. I love you with all my heart, sweetheart, and I’m going to be here when you wake up this afternoon. Please, just calm down."

Mercifully, at that moment, a doctor who identified himself as surgical assistant entered and produced the drink that Dr Martinez had warned him of. "Drink it in one gulp if you can," he instructed, "and resist the urge to vomit if makes you nauseated."

With the help of the Doctor and Nancy, John sat a little taller and downed the drink in one gulp. "Ugg!" He groaned. "That was horrid."

The doctor laughed. "I warned you. Do you feel ok, though? No feelings of vomiting?"

John shook his head. "No. I’m fine."

Nancy was at least grateful that the intrusion of the Doctor had gotten John’s thoughts away from his fears.

As that doctor exited, another entered. "Good morning, Bebe," she was very cheery. "I’m part of your anesthesiology team. I’m going to give you a shot that will make you very relaxed, ok?"

John nodded as the doctor took his left hand and injected the IV line that was already installed there. "You may feel a little discomfort here as the drug disperses through your body."

"Ow," John cringed. "My hand really hurts. My wrist, too."

"That’s normal, dear," the doctor told him.

"Then you should have warned her BEFORE you injected her," Nancy growled. "Relax, baby. It’ll pass."

Unperturbed by Nancy’s remark, the doctor disposed of the needle, then turned to John, again. "I have an MP3 player for you. We have found that concentrating on music helps our patients to relax. What kind of music would you like?"

He thought for a moment, then asked for show tunes.

The doctor scrolled through the playlists. "Hmmm, I’m sorry, but I don’t have a show tunes play list. Something else?"

"Do you have any Dusty Rose?" Nancy asked.

"Sure," The doctor smiled. "I have a country music play list and there’s plenty of Dusty Rose on there. Sound good?"

John nodded.

The doctor put the ear buds into John’s ears and pushed the ‘play’ button. Dusty Rose didn’t come through his ears, but a song he really liked by The Eagles did.

‘There's talk on the street; it sounds so familiar.
Great expectations, everybody's watching you...’

Glenn Fry’s voice was very comforting. John could see Nancy and the other doctor talking, but he couldn’t hear them anymore. Nancy was nodding, occasionally glancing at John, smiling and looking supportive.

‘Johnny come lately, the new kid in town.
Everybody loves you, so don't let them down...’ the guitars were so peaceful...

John’s mind began to float. He saw another person come in and felt the gurney start to move. Nancy kissed his forehead and smiled. Part of him felt peaceful and part of him was terrified.

‘You look in her eyes; the music begins to play.
Hopeless romantics, here we go again...’ the harmonies were so pretty.

He watched the ceiling go by above him and the door frame passed. He knew he was in the hallway, but had no idea which way he was headed.

‘There's so many things you should have told her,
But night after night you're willing to hold her, just hold her. Tears on your shoulder...’ Those lyrics were sadder than he remembered.

He caught a glimpse of sign that had the words ‘Surgery 3’ written on it.

He felt his gurney being turned to the left, and saw a door opening, but then there was a commotion. He didn’t know what caused them to stop, but he didn’t care much, either.

Then, there was something in his line of sight.

Then two somethings and they were talking to him.

It seemed important. He struggled to think. To focus.

He knew them.

They loved him.

He loved them.

‘There's talk on the street; it's there to remind you...’ The song was confusing his thoughts.

He finally knew them.

"Uncle Ed. Rose." John tried to sound happy, but his voice sounded drunk and slurred.

"That’s right, baby," Ed said, breathless from running down the hall. "I told you you couldn’t have the surgery unless my face was the last thing you saw before you went in. Remember?"

John’s thoughts reeling in drug induced confusion. "You guys came..." He slurred and smiled a silly smile.

"We did, baby," Rose said. "We’ll be here when you come out."

"We really need to get her in, now," the doctor said.

Ed nodded and kissed John’s cheek. So did Rose.

"I love you guys," John muttered in a barely understandable voice.

"We love you, too, baby," Ed smiled as he shook with nervousness. "We love you, too."

The ceiling began to move above John’s head, again.

‘There's a new kid in town. I don't want to hear it.
There's a new kid in town. I don't want to hear it,
Ahh, ooh...’

What a nice song.

He loved this song.

Then his vision began to fade.

There was a doctor that he recognized... Jorge was his name... Dr Jorge...that was a funny name.

Then the bright lights of the room faded into darkness.

Then the sound of The Eagles faded into silence.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe Goes to Hollywood - 7

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  • Clara

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  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Slow Transformation
  • The Operation
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  • Hormones
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Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 7

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Post surgery, Bebe's life is still filled with surprises.


 
Author's Note: I have ceased to use the name ‘John’ for the main character in this story. The character
is no longer a male. John is gone. Long live Bianca ‘Bebe’ Foley!
Please leave your comments and critiques. I promise you, I really do read them!!! ~Clara

 
This version of Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 7 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 7

'A point is all that you can score.'
~ from Two Tribes by Frankie Goes To Hollywood.
 

There was something.

Something in the distance.

Something calling her name.

Something that wanted her attention.

Something she wanted to respond to.

Something she knew.

Something she loved.

Could she open her eyes?

She tried.

No.

She tried again and there was a flicker of light and a blur of color.

She tried again.

This time she got them open, but couldn't make out anything.

She worked to clear her vision.

Her eyes fluttered and fluttered and, slowly, cleared and then the voices in the distance became closer and more understandable.

Then she was awake.

"There she is." Ed smiled at her. "How are you feeling?"

Good question. How was she feeling?

"I don't know," she muttered as she tried to clear the cobwebs from her consciousness.

Then she felt the dull soreness between her legs. "Ooo. It hurts a bit."

Nancy appeared opposite Ed. "It will hurt for a few days, baby. Use your morphine button for now. If it starts to ache, push this button so you don't feel any pain. It'll be better in a day or so."

Fingers were pushing her hair from her face. She couldn't see who it was, but she knew that touch. It was Rose. She looked to the left of her head and saw Rose's beautiful face. She was smiling. "Hi, Beebs," she smiled and giggled at her as if she was a child. "You're a woman now. Really and truly a woman. How does it feel?"

She smiled at Rose. "It hurts a little, I guess."

"Haha," Nancy laughed as she smiled at Rose. "That's the understatement of the century. You'll feel much better very soon, honey. I promise."

Ed picked up her hand and kissed it. "We almost didn't get here in time. Do you remember talking to us on the way into surgery."

Bebe thought for a few moments, then smiled. "I do. At the door to the operating room, right? I thought it was dream."

Rose laughed. "Not a dream, Bebe. Your Uncle Ed performed a miracle and got us here on an Air Force plane."

Bebe blinked and processed that. "How?"

Ed laughed. "My cousin is a senior officer in the Air Force. I called her and explained the situation. She called a superior and, as it turns out, that person is a big fan of yours, and we got on a plane and got here just in time."

A moment later, Dr Martinez entered. "How's she doing?" He smiled.

"Good, Doctor," Nancy smiled. "She's a little dopey, but she's coherent."

"Excellent!" The doctor smiled as he looked at Bebe. He felt her forehead and looked at the monitors behind the bed. "Feeling a little beat up right now, Bebe?"

She smiled and nodded.

"You will for a day or so, but I think that you'll find that it's all worth it. Everything went perfectly and the construction of your vagina is, if I say so myself, a work of art. You just need to A) Give yourself time to heal and B) Follow the guidelines we'll be sending home with you, and you'll be feeling great in a couple of weeks. Ok?"

Bebe nodded.

"And don't be brave. Do you understand me? Any discomfort at all and I want you to push that morphine button. It will monitor your intake and we're not going to give you enough to do hurt you. It'll just numb the pain and let you rest. Ok?"

She nodded again.

"Good girl," he smiled. Then he leaned down and whispered, "Isn't it nice to think that you really are a girl, now? Congratulations, Bebe. Today is your Second-Birth-Day."

Bebe nodded, again, feeling very tired already.

The doctor stood and smiled. "I guess that it's ok to bring the rest of the family in, then. There's a couple of beautiful young women, and a handsome young man and his charming mother going a bit crazy out there. I understand that they have some news for you. I'll show them in."

After he had turned to leave, the doctor handed Bebe's chart to Nancy and said, quietly, "You're doing a very good job, Dr Foley. Let me know if she needs anything. I'll be on the floor most of the morning and in my office this afternoon."

"Thank you, Doctor," Nancy smiled. Praise on the hospital floor was rare and made her fell very good.

Ed ran the back of his finger along Bebe's cheek and he smiled. "We missed you, Bebe. Rose and I talked about you every, single day."

Bebe smiled again. Her thinking was clearing. "I was worried that you wouldn't make it before I went into surgery. I felt better when I saw you guys. Thanks."

Rose leaned over and kissed Bebe's cheek. "Your Uncle Ed is a superhero, Bebe. I think he's going to replace Tony Stark as the new Avenger." She smiled at her fiancé.

"Can we come in?" Joanne said from the door. Nancy held it open and waved them all in.

Blaine made a bee-line for the bed. "Hi," he said breathlessly.

"Hi," Bebe smiled. The smile spread and she looked at the boy with mischief in her eyes. Her smile brightened as she bit her lower lip. Everyone in the room knew what she was thinking. Things were different, now. She was really a girl and he was every inch a boy. She could be with him as his actual girlfriend and someday as his wife. In a way, it was very romantic. It was a private moment, but they were all sharing it.

"Feel ok?" Blaine asked.

"I'm fine. Or at least I will be in a few days."

Blaine leaned in and planted his lips on the beautiful little woman in the bed. He kissed her softLy, tenderly and long, until Ed put his hand on the boy's shoulder. "That's enough for now, lover boy. Let her up for air."

Ella and MK kissed Bebe's cheeks and told her how happy they were she was ok.

Finally, Joanne said, "We have some news."

Bebe and her friends quieted and everyone looked to Joanne. Something was going on. Everyone except Rose, Ed and Bebe seemed to know something.

Ed looked at the coy faces and said, "What's going on?"

"Don called mom a few minutes ago," Blaine smiled. "Guess what?"

Rose looked around and smiled at their face. "What?" She giggled.

MK smiled. "The Emmy Award nominations have been announced."

"And?" Ed asked.

"Go ahead, Ella," Joanne smiled.

Ella unfolded a piece of paper and read, "'Outstanding Writing on a Dramatic series,'" she paused and smiled, "'Civil Disobedience,' including Will Crocker, Larry Franks, Max Webber and Bianca Foley."

Bebe's jaw dropped.

"Bebe!" Rose shouted. "They gave you a writer-credit for all of your improves!"

"Well," Ed was equally surprised, "you certainly helped to shape the show and pointed it in a different direction! Congratulations, baby!"

"Wow!" Bebe muttered.

"That's not all," Ella continued. "'Outstanding Lead Actor in a Dramatic Series, Don Ferry in 'Civil Disobedience.'"

"Alright, Don!" Ed clapped his hands.

"'Outstanding Featured Actress in a Dramatic Series,' Marion Foreman, Civil Disobedience."

Ed and Rose and Bebe all looked to each other and smiled at Marion's good fortune. After all these years, she deserved some recognition.

"'Outstanding Dramatic Series,' Civil Disobedience."

"Oh, My God!" Ed hugged and kissed both Rose and Bebe.

Ella handed the list to MK, who cleared her throat and smiled. "'Outstanding Supporting Actress in a Dramatic Series,' Rose Mason, Civil Disobedience."

Rose's face went white as her hand shot to her mouth. "Oh, God!" she uttered.

"Rosie!" Ed lifted her right off the floor and spun her around.

Bebe held open her arms and hugged Rose. "Oh, Rose! Congratulations!!"

"I can't believe this," Rose could hardly breath. "I'll have to call my parents."

"I'm not done," MK said with mock irritation. "'Outstanding Supporting Actor in a Dramatic Series,' Edward McNeal, Civil Disobedience."

Now, Ed stood slack-jawed in shock. "That can't be right..." he breathed.

"Of course it's right, Uncle Ed!" Bebe said as she hugged his arm and kissed his hand. "This is amazing! We all got a nomination!"

MK handed the paper to Blaine, who said, "There's one more."

Everyone got quiet and waited.

Blaine couldn't contain his grin as he spoke. "'Outstanding LEAD ACTRESS IN A DRAMATIC SERIES..."

"Lead actress," Ed, Rose and Bebe all whispered at the same time.

"... Bianca Foley, Civil Disobedience."

"OH, MY GOD!" Rose was shouting, her voice a fifth higher than usual, without realizing it, "BEBE! LEAD ACTRESS! Lead, baby! They're calling you 'The Female Lead!' Can you believe it!?"

Ed was speechless for a few moments. "I wish I could pick you up and hug you, baby! I can't believe this! I'm so proud of you!"

The others all congratulated her as well. Bebe was nearly as high from the news as she was from the morphine. "Nan," Bebe called to her sister, "can you call mom so I can tell her?"

Nancy looked at her phone. "You can tell her when she gets here, Beebs. The planes were allowed to take off this morning. Mom and Joe are on their way here from the airport right now."
 

~^~

 

"Next question, please," the moderator of the press conference called. The studio had set this up the moment the Emmy Awards were announce. Don and Marion were handling the questions. "Yes, the woman with the purple top over there."

"Hi," the woman stood. "Your show received an astounding number of nominations - five for acting, three for writing, two for directing, Outstanding Drama, Outstanding Episode... the list goes on. How is the cast feeling about all of this positive feedback?"

Don indicted that Marion should speak first. "I think we all knew that we had something very special happening, even before the premiere. The show is so beautifully written, week after week, after week, and the show runner leaves us room to actually act - not just read the lines... it's a very positive and supportive set. We're very proud of our work and thrilled to have that work acknowledged."

She looked at Don, who's million-dollar-smile was shining brightly. "We keep telling the kids to enjoy this time," he chuckled. "Shows don't last forever and shows like this one don't come around very often. All the stars aligned for 'Civil Disobedience.' The right producers, directors and writers..."

"And Bebe!" Someone called from the audience, causing everyone to laugh.

"... and, of course, Bebe and that whole Massachusetts contingent. They are all great kids who work so well together. It wouldn't be the same show without them - and I mean that quite literally. The original script called for me to have two sons. We completely switched gears when we met Rose and Bebe. My partner was supposed to be a burned out guy, about to retire, and then I read with Ed and his energy was so infectious that I suddenly became the older cop. See, that's the kind of insight and creativity that our team is open to. We're really lucky to have all found each other. We really are just like a family."

"And where's the rest of the 'Civil Disobedience' family today?" A reporter called out.

"To tell you the truth," Don turned just a bit serious, "they're all at the hospital. Bebe had some surgery, nothing too serious, this morning, so Uncle Ed and Cousin Rose are with her."

"What's the surgery for, Don?" Asked another reporter.

"It's private, Frank, but nothing very serious. She'll be back on the set when we need her, you can count on that."

"Were you surprised," a familiar face from TMZ asked, "that Bebe received a nomination for Outstanding LEAD Actress in a Drama? I mean, she was never meant to be the 'lead' actress, was she? She's billed fifth in the opening crawl her role isn't what you'd call a typical 'lead' on a TV show."

Don laughed, "Well, Austen, you're absolutely correct. Bebe was meant to play 'Alex' who was expected to be a secondary character, but you've seen the show, I assume. She is anything but secondary to this show. I'm going to be very honest with you - if I'm lucky enough to be remembered for anything as an actor, it'll probably be for helping to discover Bebe Foley. This kid... I don't think I can explain how talented she is, can you Marion?"

Marion thought for a moment, then shook her head. "You really need to be on the set with her to understand how gifted she is, Austen. She's always prepared and motivated, which, of course, is what we expect from all of our colleagues, but frequently don't get. But... when the camera starts to roll, she's a completely different animal than anyone else I've ever met."

Don nodded. "That's a great way to say it, Marion. Bebe's instincts are always perfect and never what we expect. She's not the 'lead' of this show - she's the heart, the soul, the circulatory system, the consciousness... she is the show, Austen, and everyone seems to know that, except for Bebe. She's never the 'ball hog' on the team - she passes the ball. She waits for reactions. She's always thinking, but never calculating. None of this probably makes any sense, but it's the truth."

"So..." Meadows smirked, "do you feel you owe your nominations to Bebe's acting?"

That million-dollar-smile came back. "I do, Austen. Marion?"

"Mr Meadows," the older actress smiled, "I've been doing this for nearly forty years without any recognition whatsoever. Most years, I was just thrilled if I worked enough to keep my health insurance. Now... well, let's just say that she's revitalized my career. I can be in a scene with two lines and I feel like I'm playing Lady Macbeth as long as Bianca is with me."

Don nodded and looked back towards the reporters. "In short, Austen..." he winked at the reporter, "Life is good."
 

~^~

 

"Oh, baby, I'm so sorry that we weren't here for the surgery," Marilyn hugged her new daughter. "Do you feel ok?"

"A little achy and very tired, mom, but other than that, I'm ok. Thanks for coming, you too Joe. I didn't think you'd be able to make it."

"Our plans changed, honey, and Ed and Rose invited us to come. So, we wanted to surprise you before you went into surgery, but that stupid terrorist attacking Chicago messed us all up."

Despite the abundant size of the room, it was getting a little crowded with so many people coming by to wish Bebe well. Even Oscar and his daughters had been there for an hour or so, but they'd left just as Marilyn and Joe arrived.

"Mom," Bebe smiled, "I want you to meet my other mom. This is Joanne. Blaine's mom. She's been my 'Studio Mom' while we were filming the movie."

The two women said hello and were exchanging pleasantries when the door opened again and, even though she could not see the entry, Bebe could quite distinctly hear Don's voice as he kidded, "What is going on here!? Has anyone seen Bebe Foley in this room? I just wanted to see my favorite daughter for a moment, please."

"She's over here, Don," Joanne laughed. "Just push your way through!"

"Well, I would," Don pretended to shout, "but I have two other people with me who want to say 'hello!' as well. I don't think that we can all fit."

Joanne looked around and said, "Alright, kids. You all come with me and I'll buy you some lunch across the street and we'll come back later, ok?"

Ed spoke to Rose for a second, then said, "We'll join you guys. We haven't eaten since last night and we could use some protein."

Blaine peeked through the crowd and said to Bebe, "We'll be back. Love you."

Bebe's smile was broad and loving. "Ok. Love you, too."

As people headed out, Bebe could hear people talking out in the hall. Don must have brought a surprise. Maybe he'd brought Vivian or Marion.

Nancy kissed her mother and said, "I'm going to go down stairs and take care of a few things. You guys enjoy your visit and I'll be back in a half an hour or so."

As she reached the door, Don said, "I think you need to stay for a moment, Nancy. I held on to these two, as well." Ed and Rose stepped back in with big smiles on their faces.

"Ok," she laughed and stepped back to allow Don to enter with Chrissie and Terry in tow. Nancy covered the huge smile on her face. "Oh, my God!" She laughed. "You're... you're the Dusty Rose girls! I can't believe you're here."

Terry and Chris smiled. "Judging by the resemblance," Terry said, "my guess is that you must be Nancy, right?"

Nancy was completely taken off guard. "Umm... well... yes... I am... how... did you know my name?"

Chris smiled and looked at Bebe. "Bebe told us all about you. How you are taking care of her this summer and how you're doing your residency here. It was very nice of you to relocate your life just to help out your sister."

Nancy looked at Bebe and said, "Well, we take care of each other. Just like you and your sister do, right?"

Joe could tell that Marilyn was very touched by this remark. When he'd first started dating Marilyn, Nancy was struggling with her addiction and she resented brother-now-sister for interfering in her life. Now, it was clear that Marilyn's girls had a very healthy and loving relationship. He put his hand on his fiancé's shoulder.

"How are you feeling, Bebe?" Chris asked, coming to the side of the bed and kissing the young actress.

"Pretty good, under the circumstances," Bebe was thrilled to see the two musicians who'd so graciously helped him out last week.

"This is my mom and her fiancé, Joe."

They all exchanged pleasantries and talked a little about how Terry and Chris had saved Bebe on the set, a story which Chris and Terry insisted was overblown. Finally, Chrissie leaned down and whispered something to Bebe.

"You're kidding," Bebe's eyes were wide and her smile was huge.

"Nope. Everything worked out perfectly." Chris smiled, then looked at the other people in the room. "So, do you want to tell them or should Terry and I?"

"You can start."

"Ok," Chris smiled. "Terry?"

Theresa looked around the room and smiled. "Well, I understand that there are a couple of weddings coming up for this family."

The two couples took each other's hands and smiled.

"Well, we don't tour at Christmas time and we're taking a few months off in the spring because we're recording and album and, Margo, our bass player, is expecting a child and will be delivering right around that time, so..."

She let it hang there, but Bebe jumped in, "So... Dusty Rose is my wedding present to each of you."

There was confusion in the room.

"What do mean?" Rose asked first. "Like autographed albums or something?"

"No," Bebe giggled hilariously. "Dusty Rose is playing the receptions for your weddings."

"OH, MY GOD!" Rose shrieked, then hugged the person nearest her, who happened to be Terry. "I can't believe this!"

"Well," Chris smiled at everyone, "it's been a long time since any of us played a wedding, but I bet we can figure out how to play ‘The Bride Cuts The Cake,’ by December."

"And don’t worry," Terry smiled at the older couple. "If you’d just like some acoustic music, we can do that, too."

"Oh, no," Joe laughed. "We’re planning on having a really good time!"

Terry and Chris hugged everyone in the room, including a smiling Nancy.

"Nan," Bebe’s smile was even more mischievous than before. "When do you finish you residency, here?"

"Provided everything goes well," Nancy thought, "I guess I’ll be done in June of next year."

Chris looked at Bebe. "Perfect timing."

Bebe nodded as Nancy asked, "For what?"

"See," Chris took Nancy’s hand, "we’ve set up a charitable fund that has developed very, very well, and we have been working with a whole lot of other foundations, including ‘The Don Ferry, Civil Disobedience Foundation,’ to fund and build a hospital over near The Staples Center."

"We’re modeling it after The Mayo Center and St Jude’s Hospital," Terry explained. "No patient will pay for services."

"It will specialize in two fields, Childhood Cancer and LGBTQ issues – counseling services, health services, etc. We’ve talked to some of the most reputable health professionals in the world and we’re putting together one of the best medical staffs anywhere," Chris smiled.

"My Doctor, Dr Martinez, will be on staff there as well as here," Bebe offered.

"Anyway," Terry continued, "Bebe told us all about you, how dedicated you are and how well you’ve done since over coming your problems..."

"We also met with Dr Martinez and all of your immediate supervisors," Chris smiled.

"And, well, "Terry smiled at Nancy, "we’d like to offer you a position there when we open in July. If you say yes, you can join Dr Martinez’s team here so that you can move into the new hospital with a senior position – which, of course also would include the salary of a senior team member."

The room was quiet as everyone waited for Nancy’s response.

"Oh, my..." she muttered uncertainly. "... I don’t know..."

"What!?" Marilyn was shocked. "Nancy! This is the opportunity of a lifetime! A chance to pay off all those student loans and live well with a great job!"

"I know, mom..." Nancy considered her words, "... but I can’t just keep taking advantage of Bebe. I need to... I don’t know... do things on my own. Not rely on my baby sister. Thank you, Beebs, but..."

Bebe nodded, but looked disappointed.

Ed cleared his throat. "Look, Nancy, I know that we have never really gotten along all that well, but... think about this – None of us would be here if it weren’t for Bebe. She’s like a good luck charm. Rose and I wouldn’t know each other, I’d be packing for my senior year at Wentworth, Rose would be an Emerson grade, waiting tables in New York City while she looked for an acting gig, you’d still be living with that guy in Massachusetts... Even your mom and Joe might never have gotten together. Just being near her gives you an advantage. I wouldn’t just throw this chance away."

"And I never would have gotten through the movie shoot if it weren’t for Chris and Terry, Nancy. We all help each other out." Bebe tried to reason with his sister.

"Think it over, Nancy," Chris handed her a cell phone, "but look at these emails. There’s at least a dozen from your supervisors here and at the hospitals in Boston. They are all very frank about the problems you ran into when you got hooked on Percocet, but they all indicated that, when you are sober, you are one of the most promising young doctors they’ve ever seen."

"We would not be making this offer," Terry touched Nancy’s arm, "if we didn’t believe you could do it, Nancy. What really made us take notice was Bebe’s story about how you diagnosed her condition in your mom’s kitchen. That is an amazing story. You changed her life for the better."

"If you think about it," Bebe smiled, "none of us would be here if it weren’t for You, Nan. Please consider the job."

Nancy smiled. "It’s a very generous offer, Terry, Chris, and I appreciate it. Would you mind if I talked to Dr Martinez first?"

"Of course not," both replied.

"I know this may be an awkward thing to say at this moment," Ed chuckled, "but if I don’t get something to eat soon, I’m going to pass out, so...."

"Ed’s right," Rose agreed. "I’m starving. We’ll go meet the others."

"You know," Nancy smiled and patted Bebe’s hair, "she really should get some rest. Maybe we should all leave for a little while so she can sleep."

Everyone said their goodbyes, except for Chrissie, who said to Nancy, "May I speak to Bebe for just a few minutes? I promise I won’t be long?"

Nancy smiled at her sister. "I guess she’s not THAT tired. Sure." She bent and kissed Bebe’s forehead. "You get some sleep after Chrissie leaves. Understood?"

Bebe saluted, "Yes, sir."

Nancy laughed and left.

Chrissie pulled a rolling chair up next to the bed and said, "How do you feel?"

Bebe smiled, took a deep breath and sighed. "It’s hard to explain, but I feel... right... different. It doesn’t feel real, yet, but I know somethings have changed."

Chris smiled and took Bebe’s hand. She thought for a few moments, then said, "You know, Bebe... from the moment I met you, months ago, at The Staples Center, I felt a connection to you. I didn’t know why until last week when you told me about your surgery, but I knew that you were special... different."

Bebe smiled. "I’m glad, Chrissie. I feel the same way and after what you did for me last week... well, your friendship means the world to me."

Chrissie nodded. "Me too." She looked around the room and Bebe could tell that Chris was nervous about something. Whatever she was going to say, was obviously important. "Oh, Boy, this is harder than I thought it would be, but... I need to confess something to you, Bebe. Something you need to know."

Bebe waited, uncertain of what to say.

"See... I haven’t talked to anyone about this in, like, five years or so and... well, under the circumstances... well, it seems like I should talk to you about it."

"Of course, Chrissie. You’ve helped me so much, I’d love to return the favor, if I can. What can I do for you?"

Chris laughed. "Well, Nothing, really. It’s just... well, you know how I said that Margot would be having a child in the spring?"

"Yes."

"Well... see... I’m the father."

Bebe stared in disbelief. "You!? You mean... you’re a... you, too!?

Chris nodded and gave a guilty smile. "Me, too, but... well... I’m keeping my little secret in my panties. I don’t have a desire to be a real woman, but... I’m very happy this way. I should say, Margot and I are very happy with me this way."

Bebe looked at the beautiful young woman sitting beside him and he suddenly understood how everyone felt when he told them he was a boy. "But... how? Why are you living as a woman?"

Chris chuckled. "It’s a long story, Bebe. Would you like to hear it?"

"More than anything!"
 

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"You’ve got ten minutes before I have to throw you out," Nancy smiled at Blaine, who, she knew, had been desperate all day to have a few minutes alone with Bebe. "So, I’ll leave the room, but when I knock, I expect you to come out immediately. Deal?"

"Deal!" Blaine smiled, then he kissed Nancy’s cheek to thank her. As far as Nancy could remember, Blaine had never even shaken her hand before. So, when he kissed her, what he really did was just shock her into standing still for another moment or two before leaving.

"Hi," Blaine smiled as he sat on the rolling stool and smiled at his girlfriend. Once he’d heard that Bebe had gone through the surgery with no complications and that she was fine, he’d felt a wave of joy and relief flow through him that had continued throughout the day.

"Hi," Bebe smiled and looked extremely pleased with herself. Her smile was nearly bubbling with happiness.

"So... how do you feel?"

"I’m good, I guess. Just sore."

"No..." Blaine chucked at the awkwardness of the situation. "... I mean... do you feel... like a girl?"

Now, Bebe laughed. "I do. I know it’s weird, because I haven’t felt like a boy for a long time, but... I feel really different. I can feel things I didn’t feel before and it feels good."

Blaine bent low, kissed her cheek, then remained very close to her. "I’m so glad you’re ok, Bebe. I hardly breathed during your surgery. My mom said I was driving her crazy, but... well, I’m just glad that you’re ok."

"I’m good, Blaine. I’m better than I’ve ever been. By the time school starts, I’ll be moving around just fine and I’ll be just like every other girl."

Blaine smiled even wider. "I’ve got news for you, Bebe. You will NEVER be like every other girl. That’s why I love you so much."

He leaned in closer and kissed Bebe with a soft, sweet, passionate kiss that lingered and lingered and lingered. Bebe’s arms didn’t wrap around his head tightly, but rather hung loosely on his shoulders as he softly inserted his tongue into her mouth and gently insinuated himself into her the only way he could, for now. The kiss lasted for a minute, then two, but then a knock came on the door.

Blaine pulled back just a few inches and Bebe, who tried to follow his lips, eventually fell backwards against her pillows.

"Gotta go," Blaine smiled, "but I’ll miss you. Love you."

"Blaine," Bebe said as Blaine headed to the door. He stopped and looked back at her, just as Nancy stuck her head in to see if he was coming. Bebe continued, "I love you. I love you more than anyone in the world and I am so happy that I did this. Not just for me... but for us."

Blaine glanced at Nancy for a moment, then back to Bebe. He smiled and said, "Me too, Beebs. I’m glad, too."

As Blaine passed her, Nancy stopped him and said, "Blaine..." she looked at the joy on the boy’s face. It was plain to anyone who looked at him that he was truly, madly, deeply in love. "... you’re a good kid, Blaine. Thanks for loving Bebe."

Blaine smiled at her, then he looked back at Bebe and said, "Like I have any choice."
 

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The brief retrospective of the stunning, but, to date, brief career of Bianca ‘Bebe’ Foley flashed across the large screen in the editing room at the studios of TMZ. Austen Meadows, his producer, his photographer, his camera man and the editor all watched the presentation, complete with some video from ‘Civil Disobedience," many still photos and a few interviews, and they listened to Austen’s voiceover as it praised the talent of the young actress.

"That’s some good work, guys," the producer complimented them.

"Thanks," said the photographer, camera man and editor.

"You, too, Austen," the producer added. "It’s going to be a nice piece."

"It’s going to be a fluff piece," Meadows complained. "This isn’t what I do and you know it. I should be putting together a piece about how she abused a cashier or something. I don’t like playing-nice with anyone – especially successful people. But it’s like this kid is a nun, or something. She just works, goes to school and hangs out with the same three or four kids. It’s disgusting. I had her trailed by photographers for a month and all they got was one precious picture after another." He laughed at that. "If I keep my relationship going with that show, I’m going to get diabetes from all of the sweetness."

The producer chuckled. "You’ve got a good thing going over at that show, Austen. Keep it up. It’s going to be running for a long time. And besides... you’re going to be the only reporter allowed into ‘The Royal Wedding’ at Disney World in December. Everyone’s going to want your footage. It’s going to be a big, profitable story."

"Yeah, but I miss the drama of drug addicts, prostitutes and infidelity. Maybe they could get Charlie Sheen to play a recurring character or something, just to keep me going."

The producer slapped his shoulder. "I know it’s rough, pal, but you’ll survive. Alright, team. Let’s get this ready to air tonight."
 

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"It’s a brand new school year, Ms Bebe. Are you ready?" Oscar seemed much more excited about the first day of school than Bebe did. It had been three weeks since her surgery, and she’d been barred from the first week of work on the set, but, somehow, everyone felt going to school was just fine. It’s not that she didn’t like school, she did, but between the movie and the surgery, she hadn’t had much time off and she craved the beach, the sunshine and freedom.

"I guess," she whined. "I miss having Kylie riding with us, though."

"Well, in a year or so, you can get your license and drive yourself to school, too."

"Why would I want a license when I have you?"

Oscar laughed. "We’ll see. We’ll see."

MK and Ella were waiting at the front door and greeted Bebe with excited hugs and kisses.

"Sophomore year!" MK said in an oddly triumphant manner. "We’re not the peons anymore. Let’s find some freshmen and beat them up."

"How about we just get to homeroom, big shot?" Emma looked at her schedule. "We’re all in Civics with Miss Roberta, right? That’s in C-21. Come on,"

Their route to homeroom brought them past the auditorium. "I wonder who they got to teach Theater this year?" Bebe said with genuine curiosity. "I hope she’s good."

"And not a criminal mastermind," Ella shook her head.

"Some mastermind," MK laughed. "Sent to jail twice in six months."

"Well, let’s at least hope that she’s not a criminal." Ella laughed.

The incoming freshmen had all been sent to the auditorium to attend a welcoming assembly and receive their schedules, so there were quite a few young faces in that area. As Bebe and her friends approached, the faces of the freshmen girls turned towards them. They began to stare, as amazed voices started to whisper, "That’s her. That’s Bebe. That’s the girl from the show. That’s her. That’s her. It’s her."

Bebe tried to be as bright and cheery as possible as she passed, but the crowd started moving in her direction, slowing their progress.

"It’s a like a zombie hoard," MK teased. "Back, you mindless freshmen!" She was joking, but the crowd continued to close around them.

"Bebe!" The girls were calling to her now.

"Um, this is an issue," Ella was suddenly concerned.

"Hi," a pretty little girl in pigtails was suddenly in Bebe’s face. "I love you. I actually came to Notre Dame just because you go here. Could I, maybe, get an autograph?"

Bebe looked around for a teacher, but none were present. "Well," she said to the child, "maybe when it’s not quite so crowded..."

"Please," another, nearly identical, freshman girl insinuated herself into Bebe’s personal space. "My mom told me I’d see you here. Please, can I take a selfie with you?"

"Ok, little people," MK called out in a very authoritative voice, "move! Go into the auditorium or something, but let us get passed. Go on! Move!"

But the crowd grew bigger. Now, there were well over a hundred freshmen girls in the small lobby of the auditorium, pushing towards Ella, MK and Bebe.

"Ok," Ella was getting genuinely frightened, "this isn’t funny, any more. Let us through! Right now!" Her shouts were ignored, though.

It just got worse. More girls gathered and the crush towards Bebe got tighter.

On the outskirts of the crowd, some upperclassmen tried to move the freshmen into the auditorium, but the freshmen were not paying attention.

"Karen!" MK called to one of the seniors who was trying to gain control of the situation. "Go get a teacher, PLEASE!" It was getting very scary.

Finally, a man’s voice boomed over the crowd. "What’s going on here?" Mr Carlin, the headmaster hollered. "All of you freshmen – into the auditorium, NOW, and take a seat in the first twenty rows, or you’ll begin your tenure at Notre Dame with a three day suspension!"

Immediately, the crowd began to move into the wide doors of the auditorium, disappointed grumbling could be heard as they moved.

"Are you guys ok?" The girl named Karen asked. The three girls nodded. "That was nuts!"

"It certainly, was," Mr Carlin agreed. "You two," he indicated MK and Ella, "get to homeroom. Ms Foley," he looked at Bebe, "to my office immediately."

Bebe was shocked, but MK spoke first. "Mr Carlin, this wasn’t Bebe’s fault. All she did was walk down the hallway."

Mr Carlin turned his furrowed brow towards her. "I am aware of that, thank you, but I’m not going to have this happen every time Ms Foley needs to move from point ‘A’ to point ‘B’. Go wait in my office, Ms Foley. We need to work out something that will maintain your safety and allow this school to function without the kind of upset we just witnessed. Now... all of you... get going."

"What a great way to start the school year!" MK said loud enough for the headmaster to hear.

"Do you want to challenge me, young lady?" Mr Carlin turned to face her. "Because my day has already been a difficult one. If you’d like me to take out all of my frustration on you, then I’m perfectly willing to do so."

"No, sir," MK sounded contrite. "Sorry, sir."

The headmaster spun on his heels and stormed into the auditorium, leaving just the three girls, a few helpful seniors and an older woman in the lobby.

The seniors dispersed, Ella and MK kissed Bebe goodbye and wished her good luck, and as Bebe turned to head to the office, the older woman stepped into her way.

"Bebe?" The woman said.

"Yes?" Bebe replied.

"I’m Miss Alexandra. I’m the new theater teacher. I just wanted to say, ‘hello.’"

"Oh," Bebe was relieved. "Very nice to meet you, Miss."

"I have to admit," the teacher smiled, "when I found out that you were a student here, I did feel a bit intimidated at the prospect of having you in class."

Bebe squinted as she considered this. "Why, Miss? I’m not going to be a problem."

Miss Alexandra laughed at that. "I didn’t think you would be, Bebe, but if you were to take a look at my resume and yours, I’m sure that mine would pale in comparison. I have a PhD in Dramaturgy from Harvard and I’ve worked behind the scenes at some impressive theaters, but... Bebe... I had the privilege of seeing you playing Bianca on The Cape last year and I’ve seen your work on ‘Civil Disobedience.’ You’re a Force Of Nature, Bebe. I’m not sure that I have much to teach you."

Bebe blushed, flattered. "Thank you, Miss... Umm... Oh, you’re a doctor, right. Should we call you ‘Doctor?’"

"‘Miss’ is fine," the teacher smiled. "You’d best be headed to the office before Mr Carlin comes back out. It was lovely to meet you, Bebe. I’ll see you sixth period."

"Nice to meet you, too, Miss."

Bebe headed to the office, where the secretary was waiting. "Starting the year off with a bang, I see," she shook her head in disgust. "You’re not a star here, Bianca. You’re just one of eight hundred students in a blue shirt and grey skirt. Get used to it." That statement actually resonated with Bebe for some reason. The secretary indicated a chair and snarled with contempt at the successful young woman. Bebe took the seat and waited.
 

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"Thank you for seeing me, Dr Martinez," Nancy took a seat and smiled at the accomplished man across the desk.

"Always a pleasure, Dr Foley," he smiled. "Have you come to a decision?"

"Well..." Nancy was a bit uncomfortable in this position. "... yes and no, I guess."

Jorge laughed. "Meaning what, exactly?"

Nancy took a deep breath. "May I be very frank with you, Doctor?"

"I’d prefer it if you were."

"Ok..." Nancy thought for a moment. "I’ve spoken to my family, my sponsor from my support group and my therapist and... see... everyone thinks I’d be crazy to pass up this opportunity."

Jorge waited, but Nancy remained quiet, her eyes on the desk. "I sense that there is a ‘but’ in that sentence."

She nodded. "There is. Dr Martinez... I love my sister."

"Ok," he folded his arms and waited.

"And... well, when I has high... I treated her very badly. Worse than you can imagine. I knew that she was intersexed and I knew what she was going through and I threw all of it right in her face to make myself feel better."

"Understood," he said. "I’ve heard this from Bebe, too, you know? But, as you said, you were addicted to Percocet. You’re doing well in recovery, now, aren’t you?"

"Yeah, I am," she smiled, "and I want to continue doing well, but... Look, Dr Martinez, the reason I started taking Percocet was because I was over tired and over stressed and I hated who I became. I never want to be that woman, again, and... Jesus, I hate saying this out loud... I’m afraid that I may relapse some day. Not now, or even soon, but... what if I do and I’m in a high profile position like the one you and the Dusty Rose girls are offering me? It’d be bad enough to fail, but to be a public disgrace and to be an embarrassment to my sister... after all she’s done for me... I... I just couldn’t handle it."

He nodded and considered what Nancy had said. "So, what’s the plan? Complete your residency and retreat into a backwoods hospital in Appalachia where no one will notice if you fall off the wagon, or get hooked on alcohol, or opioids? Create a situation in which you’ll never find happiness just to punish yourself for a mistake? Or, maybe, just give up and prove everyone who doubted you right?"

She shrugged and kept her eyes down.

"Look, Dr Foley, What you did was wrong and you knew it was wrong. You abused your position, you consumed prescription drugs knowing their addictive qualities, you got involved with a drug dealer... I know all about all of this..., but you’re a good doctor who may just have a bright future if she makes good decisions about her life AND her career from now on. Running away and hiding is a sure-fire way to fail. If you want to stay out of sight and fumble along, hoping that you don’t fall on your face again, fine – I can’t talk you out of that – but if you want to be a good doctor, then grow up, accept the fact that you’re human and you’re going to have problems in the future, but if you remain in therapy and take jobs that allow you to live a lifestyle that makes you happy and proud... well, it seems to me that that could lead to some actual happiness in your future."

Nancy nodded. "So... I knew that you knew I took drugs, but you knew about Walter, my boyfriend-slash-drug-dealing-partner, too?"

He nodded. "It wasn’t hard to find out about him."

"And you still think you can trust me?"

"I’ll tell you something, Nancy... I could not possibly put more pressure on you than you are putting on yourself, so... yeah... I trust you – BUT – I expect you to stay sober, keep your support systems in tact and, above all, do your job and do it well. Can you do that?"

Nancy thought for a moment, then raised her head and looked at Jorge. "Yes. I can." The statement may have lacked the gusto of a ‘Hollywood Moment,’ but Nancy said it with enough confidence to convince Mr Martinez.

"Then you’ll take the job?"

"I will, Dr Martinez. Thank you. I won’t let you down."

"You’re damned right you won’t," Martinez laughed. "These are people’s lives that we deal with every single day. I’ll be watching you like a hawk – the same way I’ll be watching everyone else on my team."

He stood and extended his hand. "Welcome to the team, Dr. Foley."
 

~^~

 

The secretary fussed over papers, answered phone calls, sent parents in the right direction and, occasionally, made dismissive remarks about Bebe while she sat in the office and heard the bell that began homeroom.

Then the bell that began period one.

Then the bell that ended period two.

Then the bell that began period three.

"How long will Mr Carlin be?" Bebe asked.

"He’ll be as long as he’ll be," the secretary sneered, seeming to amuse herself with her disdain for the child currently in her care. "You’ll just have to sit and wait."

Finally, fifteen minutes into period two, Bebe stood and picked up her backpack and pocketbook.

"Sit back down, there!" The secretary snapped. "Where do you think you’re going?"

"To see Mr Carlin and resolve all of this," Bebe said and she headed around the counter and towards the auditorium.

The secretary ran to the counter and called down the hall, "This is not a good way to begin the year, Ms Foley! Your uncle is not going to be happy when he receives a call from the headmaster!"

But Bebe ignored her and kept walking.
 

~^~

 

"How’s my eldest doing?" Don teased as he met Rose on the set.

"Happy to be back to work, I guess," she smiled and accepted a kiss on her cheek.

"So, what do your folks think about your EMMY Award nomination?"

Rose laughed. "I think their excited – maybe even proud – but it doesn’t mean an awful lot to them. To them, acting isn’t a real job. It’s something their daughter does and happens to make money doing it, you know?"

"I do, and thank heavens we can get away with it!" He laughed at his own joke. "I’ve haven’t had a REAL job since I was sixteen. I got a small part as a waiter in a weird little comedy that got a little bit of critical notice when I was seventeen. I didn’t even audition for it – the director came into the store where I was bagging groceries, thought I looked right and offered me a job. I took it more seriously than anyone expected me to and... cut to twenty eight years later and I still don’t have a REAL job."

Rose liked the story and smiled. "They don’t like that Ed and I bought a house on The Cape, either, so there’s a little friction there, too."

"Why?"

"Well, because we bought it before we got married for one thing, but also because it cost more than three times what they paid for their house. We’re too young, we’re not married, we have no concept of what money really is... stuff like that."

"Ok, tell you what you need to do," Don smiled. "Buy a stupidly expensive dress and sinfully high heeled shoes. Get some jewelry store to let you wear a diamond necklace that costs more than the national budget and walk down the red carpet a week from Sunday looking like the biggest star on television, because that’s who you are. I guarantee that they’ll take notice."

This made Rose laugh out loud. "Oh, Yeah. The biggest star on television!"

"That’s who you are, sweetheart."

"No, that’s who Bebe is. I’m just set-dressing compared to Beebs."

"No, Rosie. We’re a team. You, me, Ed, Marion and Bebe. If we keep an ‘all for one and one for all’ attitude, this show could run long enough to make us all obscenely rich and embarrassingly famous. You are just as big a deal as Bebe."

She kissed his cheek. "Thanks, Don, but I’d rather be a supporting actress, like the nomination says. I’ll let Bebe be my leader."

Don considered that and heaved a big sigh. "Maybe you’re right. Maybe I should do the same thing."
 

~^~

 

"Regarding after school activities, including sports, dances and performances, if you are not in school on the day of the sporting event, dance or performance, you are not eligible to participate in that evening’s event. The only exception to this rule is if you are out of school on school business, such as representing the school in the community..." Mr Carlin droned on and on as the girls in the audience glazed over in boredom. They’d been in the auditorium for over two hours, now, and they were having a hard time focusing.

First, Mr Carlin had laid into them about what had happened in the foyer when Bebe Foley had appeared. Then, they’d gotten their schedules and were grouped into their home rooms within the auditorium, and, for the last half an hour, the headmaster had been reading them the school handbook.

They were done with listening. It was all so boring.

Finally, Mr Carlin seemed to wrapping up his presentation. Maybe they’d be able to stand up and stretch a little, soon.

"Alright, ladies," Mr Carlin spoke into the microphone, "in a couple of moments, I’m going to let you go to your classes and get to know your teachers..."

Suddenly, there was a commotion in the audience and people started applauding. Uncertain of what was going on, Mr Carlin looked around and was shocked to see Bianca Foley stepping out of the curtains on stage right and headed towards him at the podium. His first reaction was to take a stand and send the sophomore back to his office, but she wore a very confident smile that belayed him shouting. Then he noticed that the other young woman from Bebe’s show, Kylie ‘Something,’ was with her.

The girls in the audience began applauding for the celebrities, as Mr Carlin covered the microphone with his left hand and he said to the two girls on stage, "What is going on, here?"

Bebe smiled at him and said, quietly, "I’m going to be sure that what happened before never happens again."

"How?" He asked.

"May just use the microphone?"

The headmaster shrugged and stepped back, allowing Bebe to pull the cordless microphone from its holder. Once it was free, she grabbed a chair that was on the stage and moved it to the apron. Kylie did the same thing.

"Hi, girls," Bebe said as she and Kylie sat. "Welcome to Notre Dame!"

The girls applauded wildly while they hooted and hollered.

"Ok, ok," Bebe smiled at them. "Let’s all sit down and talk, ok?"

Gradually, the girls sat and quieted.

From the side of the stage, Mr Carlin appeared and handed Kylie another wireless microphone.

"Ok," Bebe smiled, "so, my name is Bebe."

The girls cheered.

"And I’m Kylie," Kylie said and the girls cheered, again.

"Listen, girls," Bebe continued, "I want you all to take a look at what you’re wearing. See? Kylie and I are wearing the same thing, too, right? See? When we’re here, at Notre Dame, we’re not Kylie and Bebe from ‘Civil Disobedience.’ We’re just Kylie and Bebe – your classmates – and we’d like to get to know you. Kylie, why don’t you tell them about yourself."

Kylie smiled and said, "Well, ok. My name is Kylie and I’m from LA." The girls applauded for Los Angeles. "I met Bebe at an audition for ‘Civil Disobedience,’ and she really helped me out. I was cast as the daughter of the next door neighbors and it’s been a lot of fun."

The girls applauded.

"And now she’s the spokeswoman for a line of cosmetics for teenagers." Bebe threw in and the girls applauded more.

When it had quieted, again, Bebe said, "And I’m Bianca Foley and I’m from Worcester, Massachusetts." When that didn’t get a response, Bebe smiled and said, "Well, that didn’t get the same response as LA did." That generated a giggle.

"Alright, girls, now, this morning, out in the foyer, my friends and I got a little scared when we got crowded by so many people. So, I’d like to get to know you all so that we don’t have that happen again. Ok? So, as you know, we’re both actresses, but so are a lot of you, I’m sure. So, we’re nothing special while we’re here and we can’t block the hallway to take selfies, or anything like that. So, let’s make it so that we’re all just friends."

For the next few minutes, Kylie and Bebe talked about themselves and joked about working together. Then Bebe turned to the girls in the audience and asked, "Do you guys have any questions for us?"

And they did.

"What’s it like to be famous?" Asked one girl.

"I’ll let Bebe take that question," Kylie laughed. "I’m ‘recognizable. She’s ‘famous.’"

Bebe smiled. "Well, there’s a lot of great things that come from being famous. I mean, I have money and nice things and stuff like that, but there’s some things that are kind of hard to deal with, too. Like, when I go somewhere... don’t get me wrong, I appreciate how much people love the show and all, but... when I go somewhere, everyone knows who I am. I have to always be on my best behavior. There’s always someone with a phone or a camera ready to catch me getting upset about something, or looking sloppy, or getting into an argument with my boyfriend... Unless I’m at home, with the blinds drawn, I don’t really have any privacy anymore. I’m not complaining, I’m just saying how it is."

"And then," Bebe looked at the girls in the audience with a more serious expression, "there’s things like what happened this morning. That was scary. I know that you guys were just excited – first day, new school, stuff like that – but my friends and I got pretty freaked out. I mean, there were an awful lot of you guys and just three of us."

"That’s, kinda, why we’re talking to you, today," Kylie added. "We’d love to get to know you as the year goes along, but, please understand, we are all just students here. You’re here to learn. I’m here to learn. Bebe’s here to learn. So, please, treat us like your friends or your classmates and everything will be great, ok?"

From the wings, Miss Alexandra appeared and took the microphone from Bebe. "Hi, girls. I’m Miss Alexandra, your new Theater teacher. I hope that a lot of you will be in my classes this year. I’ll tell you what - I’m going to talk to these two lovely ladies and I’m going to ask them to come and visit our freshman classes from time to time to discuss their experiences on the set of their TV show. How does that sound?"

The girls cheered.

"Excellent," Mr Carlin took the microphone from Kylie and spoke to the assembled girls. "I’m going to have you all exit with your teachers. Welcome to Notre Dame, girls. I hope that you make the most of your time at our school." He smiled. "Teachers, thank you."

As the girls rose to follow their teachers, Bebe and Kylie waved and turned to leave, but Mr Carlin held out his arm in front of them. "No, no. Just wait here. We need to talk." His smile remained plastered onto his face and he watched the freshmen all file out of the room.

When the auditorium was empty, Mr Carlin took the microphones, shut them off and walked to stage left to put them away. "You were supposed to wait in my office, Bianca. Did I say anything that would have confused you regarding that?"

"No, Mr Carlin, sir," Bebe replied.

He closed the AV cabinet and turned. "And you, Kylie? Why are you here?"

Kylie glance at Bebe for a moment. "Because Bebe came to my classroom and asked me to come."

He folded his arms and looked at Kylie, appraisingly. "At the risk of sounding like a teacher from the nineteen fifties, ‘If Bianca jumped off a bridge, would you?’"

Kylie glanced to her right, again, smiled and nodded. "Yes, Mr Carlin, I would. Bebe helped me when I needed her help and now I’m helping her."

He nodded and turned to Bebe with his best schoolmaster’s scolding expression. "Explain yourself before I call your Uncle."

Bebe didn’t flinch, but didn’t look very confident, either. "I had been sitting in the office waiting for you for an hour and a half and I figured that the best way too keep something like what happened this morning from happening was to just tell the freshmen that we’re all just students here and to point out how dangerous it was and just have Kylie and me introduce ourselves. So, I went to Kylie’s class and got her then came here."

Mr Carlin nodded. "And did it occur to you, Ms Foley, that you are not the headmaster of this school, but I am? Don’t you think I may have had a plan to deal with this morning’s incident?"

"I’m not trying to be a brat or a diva, Mr Carlin, but I figured that, since your were busy with the freshmen, you probably hadn’t had much time to think about a solution. I wasn’t trying to make you mad, sir, I was just trying to help you out."

He nodded and looked both girls in the eye. "What would you say if I decided to start your new school years with three days of suspension, young ladies."

"You’ve got to be kidding!" Kylie nearly shouted.

"I beg your pardon!?" Mr Carlin asked firmly.

"Oh," Kylie sputtered, "I’m sorry. You’ve got to be kidding... sir," she said with much more control.

Carlin shook his head. "Day one, year two, Ms Foley. Is this how the entirety of the next three years is going to be? Daily challenges from you and upheaval around you?"

"I sincerely hope not, Mr Carlin, sir, and that is the truth. I was only trying to help." Bebe looked a bit concerned about the consequences of her actions at the moment.

Slowly, the headmaster’s angry demeanor grew warmer until it became a smile. "Honest to God, Bianca, you are going to take a decade off of my life. Please, Bianca... please don’t... HELP... me anymore, ok? It doesn’t look good to have a student running the school. I’m sure my secretary will be giving me an earful when I get back to the office."

Bebe and Kylie looked at each other and smiled, relieved.

"Now, both of you, get back to your classes and let’s move on from here."

"Thank you, Mr Carlin," Bebe said.

"Thank you," Kylie agreed.

As they headed towards the stage doors, the headmaster called, "Oh, and Bebe. You’ve come a long way. Just a few months ago, you would have just stayed in my office and cried until your Uncle got here, but, this time, you handled everything by yourself. Well done. I’m very proud of you."

Bebe smiled and blushed a bit. "Thank you, Mr Carlin, sir. That means a lot to me."

The girls exited through the double doors backstage and headed down the hallway. "Well, well, well," Kylie teased. "Look who grew a pair."

Bebe laughed out loud.
 

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"What about something like this one?" Rose asked as she turned the screen of her iPad towards Bebe. "It’s designed by ‘Eve of Milady.’ Do you like it?"

Bebe cuddled close to her ‘cousin’ as the lay on the bed in the darkened bedroom that Rose and Ed shared and looked at the glorious bridal gown on the tablet. "I love it, Rose. You’d look beautiful in it. You’d look beautiful in any of them."

Ed was working late. They were filming a lot of the ‘work’ segments of the show while Bebe recovered.

Rose smiled and kissed Bebe’s head. "You’re sweet. You’re ok with all of this, right?"

"Of course," Bebe smiled. "Why?"

"Because... well, because of us... before."

Bebe laid her head on Rose’s shoulder. "I couldn’t be happier for you, Rose. I love you both and I’m glad you’re happy... and I want to wear that dress." She pointed to a Maid of Honor dress that was extravagant in the extreme. Long red, silk that clung to the model’s upper body and flowed down into elegant, billowing skirts.

Rose chuckled. "That’s too grown up for you."

"I could make it work," Bebe said.

Rose smiled, enjoying being with her little charge once again.

"Have you... you know..." Rose always found this conversation silly and embarrassing, "... taken care of things, today."

Bebe laughed and bit her lip. "You mean, have I masturbated with my dildo?" She laughed harder and leaned harder against Rose.

Rose chuckled, too, "Yes. That’s what I mean, you little wiseass. Have you?"

"I have."

"Good girl," Rose smiled as she scrolled through the pictures of gowns on the screen. She pushed the button to load a new page and she thought for a moment about Bebe and how she’d changed. "Is everything healing ok?" She asked.

Bebe nodded.

"How does it feel?"

"How does what feel? My new vagina?"

"Yeah. And how does it feel when you use your... thing?"

My dildo?" Bebe laughed.

"Oh, you’re such a little pain in the ass," Rose laughed. "Yes. Does it feel... nice?... good?... when you use your... dildo?"

"It feels..." Bebe kissed Rose’s cheek. "It feels... wonderful and... good."

Rose could not contain either her humor at this weird conversation. "Good?"

"It feels great, Rose. It’s...exciting and it feels... amazing. And I don’t even have as many nerve endings as you have! I can’t imagine what it feels like when you do it with Uncle Ed!"

"Oh, my God!" Rose laughed with shock. "You had better NOT ever imagine ANYTHING about what your Uncle and I do!"

She their laughter subsided, Rose asked, "So, you’re happy you did it?"

"I’ve never been happier about anything I’ve ever done."

"Good," Rose said as she buried her nose in Bebe’s dark, soft, fragrant hair. "I’m glad. You know... we both love you, Beebs. We love you like crazy. Like you’re my little sister, or my own daughter. I can barely remember what life was like before we were all together. I think we were meant to be together. You and me and Ed."

"And Blaine," Bebe agreed.

"And Blaine," Rose kissed the soft hair. "We should get to bed, soon. Tomorrow’s a big day. Our first award show."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe Goes to Hollywood - 8 Final

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  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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  • School Girl
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Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 8 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

It's Emmy Award time! The glamor, the beauty, the excitement - experience it all with Bebe and her friends.
The story, sadly, comes to an End for now, but I have a small continuation in mind!


 
Author's Note: I really love reading your critiques and comments.
Please let me know what you think of Bebe's life. Thanks! ~Clara

 
This version of Bebe Goes To Hollywood: 8 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 8 Final

"All of your dreams can come true if you have the courage to pursue them."
~ Walt Disney.
 

Oscar was waiting outside of the condo building at 6:30 Sunday morning. Rose and Bebe has to be at the studio my 8:00 at the latest to be ready for The Emmy Award Show that evening, which began its red-carpet events at 3:00 in the afternoon in order to be edited and ready to go 5:00 West Coast Time - 8:00 Eastern Time.

"Good morning, ladies," Oscar said with a great deal of joy in his voice. "A beautiful day for an exciting event! Will Mr MacNeal be joining us this morning?"

Rose laughed at Oscar's formality while working. Ed and Oscar were actually very friendly. They'd gone fishing together on several occasions and whenever a new action film came out, you can be sure that Ed and Oscar were going to be at an opening-day viewing, but while he was working, Oscar was always all business.

"He'll be driving himself to to the studio around noon, Oscar," Rose smiled from under her large, floppy hat. She and Bebe had been told to shower and comb out their hair this morning, but no makeup or hair work. That would all be taken care of in the hair and makeup room at the studio. "He didn't get home until after three this morning. He needs a little sleep."

Oscar held open the door as Rose slid into the large limousine, sliding across the seat in her tight fitting Jeans.

"You look sleepy this morning, Ms Bebe," Oscar laughed, "or is that just because you're not wearing any makeup?"

Bebe stopped and leaned her face on the stout man's chest. "I don't think I sleep more than an hour all night, Oscar. This whole thing has me so nervous."

Oscar patted the young actress's shoulder. "There's no reason to be nervous. You got the nomination, that was the hard part. Now, you just get dressed up, sit back, look beautiful and enjoy the day. If you win, you have to make a speech. If you don't win, all you have to do is smile and applaud for the other woman. Now that I think of it, it's actually easier if you don't win."

Bebe smiled at Oscar's chiding. "To tell you the truth," Bebe said quietly, "I'd kinda rather not win for just that reason. I can say lines, but giving a sincere speech.... I'd rather not, you know?"

Oscar kissed her head. "I know, honey, but I also know how talented you are. If I were you, I'd have a speech ready." He helped her into the limo and off they went to the studio.
 

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Within a half an hour of the their arrival at the studio, Rose and Bebe had had their hair shampooed, again, and conditioned, again, and rolled into curlers - Rose into small curlers so that she could give the effect of a perm to add body, Bebe into larger curlers so that her hair could hang nicely with some fullness.

The last few weeks had been a blur of beautification for Bebe and Rose. Skin care, hair coloring, discussions of Botox and minor surgeries, both of which Rose and Bebe refused, dietary restrictions imposed both by the studio's stylist and themselves, and dress fittings after dress fittings after dress fittings. Now, their bodies were being inspected for stray hairs from top to bottom by women they didn't know who were armed with razors and tweezers. The two actresses stood in just their bras and panties and tried to make the day seem less awkward than it really was.

"Good morning, my goddesses," a very flamboyant sounding, male voice came from the doorway. "Is it safe to come in?"

"Come on in Cameron," Rose sighed. The studio's style-esthetician, which meant he was the man charged with insuring that all of the studio's stars appeared superhuman when they strode the red carpet, had become a constant presence over the last week. He was an infinitely upbeat personality with the ability to say horrible, hurtful things and make them sound like compliments, while simultaneously giving compliments that had a strangely insulting quality to them.

Rose found him exhausting, but Bebe liked him.

"Oh, I see we've started down the road to hideousness that eventually leads to beauty," he laughed as he took in the sight of the two women in their undies and curlers. Rose shook her head, but Bebe laughed. Cameron continued "And when will the rest of the team be arriving?"

"Turn around," one of the women inspecting the Bebe grunted.

"Don and Viv will be coming around 1:30, Blaine, Joanne, Nancy and Ed will be here around noon." Each nominee got a ticket for themselves and a 'plus one.' Vivian was Don's 'Plus One,' Blaine was Bebe's and, since no one from the east coast was able to fly out for the event, Joanne was Ed's 'Plus One' and Nancy was Rose's.

Bebe had used her new found influence to wrangle five tickets for the balcony as well. One each for Ella and MK, another for Oscar and two for Oscar's little girls. When the logistics of getting his girls to the theater began to worry Oscar, Bebe had laughed. "They can ride with us, Oscar. We'd love to have them with us." She'd said this as if it were the most natural thing in the world to have a driver's family join a group of stars as they went to one of the most important award ceremonies of the year. Oscar knew better, but if Bebe said it was ok, then it was ok. She was changing all the rules for everyone.

"Well, Don and Ed are easy, just throw them into a tux, but young Mr Blaine will need to have his hair trimmed at the very least," Cameron took notes. "I hope that his acne isn't acting up."

He made a note to check on his skin, then continued down his list. "Vivian has her own stylist," he huffed at that, obviously not happy that he was not dressing her, "so she'll be all set. Now, I've seen Joanne's dress - just a little black number, nothing too challenging and it'll look good on her, but I am concerned about your sister Nancy, Bebe. Have you seen her dress?"

"No," Bebe replied.

"Me neither and that's concerning," Cameron put his clipboard under his arm and fretted. "Once the press sees how much alike you look, they're sure to want to take pictures of you together. Granted, you are supposed to be the one who's shinning, but we don't want her looking scruffy."

"I'm sure she'll look lovely, Cameron," Rose assured him.

"Well, let's hope so," he smirked as he picked up the white and navy blue gown that hung on a hanger nearby and held it to Bebe's near-naked body. "You, my dear, will be looking like a princess. We can't have your sister looking like a poor relation."

"Don't worry, Cam," Bebe laughed. "Nancy didn't show me her dress because she wanted it to be a surprise, but I'm sure she'll look gorgeous. She always does."

"My name is 'Cameron,' not 'Cam' and you know it," he said, as if he'd just received the greatest insult of all time. He hung the gown back up and said, in his queen-y-est voice, "You're just lucky that I love you, you little pain in the ass. I know that your sister isn't walking the red carpet, but she'll be in plenty of pictures. Let's make sure she shines, ok? She just doesn't have to shine as brightly as you two. You two need to explode through every screen in the world, tonight." He started to walk away, but called over his shoulder, "Glamour, ladies! That's the name of today's game! Glamour! That's 'glamour' with a 'U' - because that makes it that much more glamorous."

"You can put your robes on now, girls," Meg, the head of hair and makeup said as she came in. "You've passed inspection. We can start your makeup, now. You've got at least a couple of hours in the chair ahead of you. Hopefully, when we're all done with you, you'll look like you never touched any makeup this morning."

Rose rolled her eyes. "We'll look like manikins, you mean. Perfect, painted manikins."

"Don't go becoming a hardcore feminist on me, today, Rose," Meg laughed. "The studios all want their stars to be beautiful at these events. That's just the way the things are. So, let's make you beautiful."

Once their robes were on, they spent the next hour and a half being made up and 'finished' in every way possible, except their lips.

At eleven thirty, they took a break and had a light lunch, salads and water.

"Well, look at you two," Ed said with a laugh as he entered with Blaine, Joanne and Nancy. "Sitting around in your robes and curlers. You make a very pretty picture." He pulled out his phone to take a picture.

"Put that thing away, Edward MacNeal," Rose scolded. "I don't want a picture of me in curlers floating around waiting for TMZ to find it." She looked in her mirror and shook her head. "I look like my grandmother with all of these things in my hair."

Ed laughed. "Not to me you don't." He kissed her cheek. "Yikes! That's a lot of makeup you're sporting, there."

She gave him a playful slap and shooed him away.

Blaine smiled a silly smile at Bebe.

"What?" She asked with a giggle.

"Nothing," he chuckled. "You just look... funny."

"Yeah, well, this is what it takes to look beautiful, apparently."

He laughed, bent and kissed her cheek. "All you have to do is smile to look beautiful."

"To you, I guess," Bebe laughed, now, too. "I'm told that the natural light of day and the cameras don't get along, so I have to go through all of this."

"And you'll be gorgeous, I'm sure," Joanne kissed Bebe's other cheek, now. "I'm so excited, Bebe. Aren't you?"

"I guess," Bebe shrugged. "It's a bit overwhelming right now. It's my first nomination, so I'm fine if I don't win."

"Atta girl," Rose reaches over and squeezed her hand. "I feel the same way."

Nancy hung her garment bag on the costume rack nearby and looked around the room. She too kissed Bebe's cheek, then said, "So, this is what your office looks like? Fancier than mine, that's for sure."

Bebe smiled. "You'd better watch out for Cameron, Nan. He wants to see your dress."

Nancy shook her head. "Cameron can suck it. I'm wearing what I picked out and he'll have to be happy with it. I don't work for ABC or Disney. I'm going to be comfortable."

Just then, a bustle of talking and excited movement came from the entrance. Everyone turned and saw Oscar entering holding hands with seven year old Mia and nine year old Sofía, his daughters.

"Is it ok if the girls come by for a visit?" He asked, looking around to be sure he wasn't interrupting anything. "They're pretty excited and their going crazy in the limo."

"Sofía! Mia!" Bebe spun in her chair and opened her arms wide to invite them to her. "My favorite little girls! Come give me a hug!"

Oscar released the girls, who dashed to Bebe to get their hugs in.

"I didn't get them all dressed up, yet," Oscar explained to Joanne. "I'm hoping I can use a dressing room here to get them changed before we leave. If that's an issue, I'll take them to the Birger King around the corner and change them there."

"We'll make sure that they get changed here, Oscar," Rose smiled at the girls. "They are NOT going to get changed in a filthy Burger King restroom."

"What are you wearing," little Mia asked, touching the curlers in Rose's hair.

"These are called 'curlers,' honey," Rose explained. "Bebe and I don't have pretty curls in our hair like you two do, so we have to use these to curl our hair."

"Do they hurt?" The child asked.

"Actually, they do hurt, a little," Rose laughed. "Here, come sit in our laps."

Rose took Mia in her lap and Bebe took Sofía.

Meg returned and clapped her hands. "Lunch time is over, ladies... oh, my... we have quite the crowd, don't we?"

Ed waved, "Hi, Meg. We can all get out of your way, if you want."

Meg smiled and shook her head, "Don't be silly. Why don't you and Blaine go get changed into your tux shirts, then I can brush and spray your hair so that you'll be presentable. Oscar, you crop your hair so close that there's not much I can help you with there."

Oscar laughed. "I'm good, thanks. The girls and I aren't going to be downstairs, anyway. We'll be in the balcony. No one will be photographing us."

Meg nodded and turned to Nancy and Joanne. "Why don't you ladies sit in these chairs, here and I'll brush you out and see if I can do anything for you."

Joanne took a seat, eager for some pointers. Nancy looked into the mirror and said, "I think I'm good."

Meg smiled and grabbed a tube of lipstick. She walked to Nancy and looked into the mirror with her. "Here. Try this color. I think you'll like it."

"Thanks," Nancy said, a bit intrigued. She knew how to be pretty and how to 'do herself up' for a night out, but she did enjoy trying new things. She spread the lipstick across her lips and smiled. "Wow! I like that. It makes my lips look fuller."

"It does," Meg smiled. "Here, seal it with this."

Nancy tried the sealer as well. "That's great! Thanks!"

"My pleasure," Meg was pleased with Nancy's response. "Why don't you sit in a chair and I give you just a few 'extras' to make your hair pop, too."

Pleased with the lipstick, Nancy joined the crowd.

The next ninety minutes were a blur of hair brushes, mascara brushes, hairspray, hairpins and chatter.

The little girls were amazed by it all.

"Your eyes look so big and pretty," Mia said to Rose.

"Your lips are so shiny," Sofia said to Bebe.

Meg made sure that the little girls were included in the feminine regime as well. The girls remained on Bebe and Rose's laps as Meg straightened their hair, then used curlers to put waves back into it, but the waves were more controlled and flattering. Bebe used her little finger to spread very pale pink lip gloss on their lips, too and Meg found each of them an inexpensive, but glittery tiara-headpiece. Just a little rouge was put on their cheeks, but mostly their faces were just tickled by the large blending and powder brushes.

"Oh, you both look so beautiful!" Bebe said with exaggerated enthusiasm. "Oh, my goodness, you're so pretty that you're going to make Rose and me look bad!"

The girls loved that.

"You're very good with the girls," Nancy said, quietly. She'd been watching her little sister, fascinated, not just by her ability to endure the rather severe beauty regime that had been inflicted upon her, but also by how she engaged so naturally and in such a nurturing way with Oscar's girls.

Bebe smiled and shrugged. "I like being 'the big sister' for a change. You were my big sister and took care of me when I was little. Then, Rose was kinda my big sister and taught me how to be a girl... I really like being the big girl for a change."

Nancy smiled and kissed Bebe's hair. "Don't grow up too quickly, Bebe. The world really likes you just like this."

When it was time to dress, Rose was the first target of the costumers. Rose was wearing clothing by an important designer, but the studio costumers had last say on all of her choices and they were going to do the final fittings before the event. Bebe's gown had been designed by the studio costumers as a tribute to an iconic actress from long ago.

As Rose stepped into her pale, rose colored, mermaid style gown, Nancy and Joanne both opened their garment bags and began changing and Bebe knelt down and asked Oscar's girls, "How would you like me to help you get dressed?"

Thrilled to be doing the same thing as the grownups, they each took one of Bebe's hands and bounced with her to the garment bag that Oscar had carried in.

"Oh, my goodness!" Bebe exclaimed as she removed a very pretty, little dress from the bag. It was obviously Mia's, judging by the size, but Bebe made a big deal out of deciding who would wear it.

"Who's beautiful dress could this be?"

Mia giggled and bounced. "It's mine!"

"No this can't be yours! This is a dress for a grown up lady. You're still a little girl. This must be someone else's."

"No, it's mine!" Mia was laughing so hard at the teasing and flattery that she could barely speak.

Bebe held it up and showed it to the other women. "Nancy," she teased, "I think you put your dress in the wrong bag. Look at this beautiful dress. Mia says it's her's, but I think it's much too grown up for her. What do you think."

Nancy smiled and considered the dress. "You know, that dress is much too pretty for me. The only person I know pretty enough to wear that is Mia. Maybe you should try it on her and see if it fits."

"Ok," Bebe shook her head theatrically, "if you say so."

Still in her robe, Bebe squatted daintily in front of the smallest child. "Here, let's take this off." She lifted the tee shirt style dress off of Mia, warning her to be careful of her hair, then lowered the lovely silver-grey dress onto the little girl.

The dress was, essentially, a little silver-grey shift with a thin, nearly transparent over-dress. It had a round collar with little pearlescent buttons along its opening, belled sleeves that reached to her elbows, a wide, elastic waist that caused the top to blouse and a wide skirt that reached her knees, about an inch past the underdress. The outer dress was dotted with the same pearlescent buttons, seemingly in randomly places, and embroidered pink flowers and grey vines. The dress probably cost less than fifty dollars and looked perfect on the beautiful child.

Bebe oohed and Ahh-ed over how pretty it was, then asked Sofia to help zip Mia up, praising her for being such a good big sister as she did so.

Sofia's dress was next, and Bebe pulled it out slowly, letting the long, flowing skirts appear dramatically, while she sounded breathless. "Mom," she said to Joanne, "just look at this beautiful dress! Can you imagine how beautiful Sofia will look wearing this!?"

"Oh my," Joanne, still in a black slip, came over and inspected the dress, fingering the soft material. "This is a very special dress, Sofia. You're a very lucky lady."

"I know," Sofia bounced and bit her thumbnail. "I picked it out with my abuela."

"Oh," Joanne smiled, "I love Blaine, but I always wished I'd had a little girl that I could dress in pretty clothes like this." Then she smiled at Bebe. "But I have you, now, baby."

Bebe smiled and squatted down, again, helping Sofia to remove her dress, again cautioning to be careful of her hair.

The peach colored dress was a soft chiffon with a scooped neck, softly ruffled sleeves, and empire waist and just yards and yards of soft, flowing skirts below. The chiffon top was plain and pretty, but the skirt was sparsely decorated with little bouquets of roses, each tied with a pink ribbon.

Sofia's long hair had been shaped into gently falling ringlets that perfectly imitated the flow of the skirts. When Meg saw the dress, she said, "You know what would go great with that?"

Everyone waited while she grabbed some flowers from a vase and wove them into a perfect little head band that popped out of Sofia's dark, hair. She quickly made another with baby's breath for Mia as well.

Between the tiaras and the flowers, the girls felt like movie stars and Bebe's constant praise of them made them feel even more special.

"Ok, Bebe," the costumer called across the room. "Your turn."

Bebe stood and took the girls' hands. "Come on. Let's go see if my dress is as pretty as yours."

When they caught sight of Rose, Bebe's breath caught in her throat. Rose was stunning. Her soft, Rose colored gown didn't come anywhere near her shoulders. There were very small sleeves that sat on her biceps and were attached to the bodice that sat just at the top of her breasts. The neckline plunged between her breasts and ended at the sash that formed the waistline. From there, the skirt hung loosely and flowed around her hips in a very sexy way. There was a slit up the front that allowed her shapely legs to protrude from the dress with each step. The dress was a study in seduction. Her pale skin and soft hair was the main focus, but whatever material there was was designed to amplify, rather than cover, the curves beneath.

"Wow," Bebe breathed.

"You look pretty," Mia said.

"Well, thank you," Rose bent to the child. "And look at you! You're gorgeous!" Then she turned to Sofia, "And so are you!"

By now, Joanne and Nancy were dressed, too. Joanne in a lovely, little black dress that looked perfect for any fancy occasion and Nancy in a black, halter top gown that made her look statuesque and elegant. Bebe, still in her robe turned the girls around and said, "Wow, girls. Look at how pretty everyone is! Don't you feel special to be here with so many pretty girls. I know that I do!"

"You need to get pretty, now, too, Bebe," Sofia said. "Then we'll all be like princesses."

Bebe smiled, "Ok, but I'm going to need your help to get dressed up, ok? Come on over to the mirrors."

The costumer was smiling at the girls. "Are you my helpers to get Bebe ready?"

The girls smiled and looked excited.

"Here," the costumer held the gown, "we have to spread this on the floor so that Bianca can step into it, ok?"

"Why did she call you 'Bianca?'" Mia asked.

"Because that's my name," Bebe laughed. "Bebe is just my nickname."

The girls nodded and eagerly helped to spread the yards of fabric across the floor. They were entranced by the softness of the Pearl-White material with the navy-blue flowers embroidered sparingly around the bodice and on the lower part of the skirt. The embroidery also incorporated tiny jet beads and the hem of the dress was trimmed with a black tulle ruffle. The abundant amount of material was due to the luxurious train that was designed to trail behind her on the red carpet.

"It's so soft," Sofia was charmed by the confection of cloth.

"Isn't it wonderful?" The costumer asked. "It's real silk organdy. We want Bianca to feel like a princess when she walks down the red carpet tonight. She's a star, now, you know?"

"She is?" The girls asked in unison.

"Yes, she is," the costumer smiled, and gave Bebe a glance as well. "So we designed this gown after a gown that another big movie star wore. Her name was Audrey Hepburn and she wore a dress just like this in a movie called 'Sabrina.' You probably never saw that movie, though, have you?"

"I've seen it," Sofia said. "The girl's a witch and her cat can talk."

Bebe laughed. "That's a different 'Sabrina,' sweetheart, but I like that one better."

While they maneuvered the material, Bebe put on a pair of very classic looking, three inch, black pumps with a very narrow, pointed toe and very slender heel.

When the dress was all been spread out, the costumer folded one section under, allowing Bebe to get close enough to the center of the gown to step into it. An assistant costumer offered a hand which Bebe accepted and, as delicately as possible, she stepped into the garment.

"Ok," the costumer explained, quietly, "you're going to take off your robe and we're going to raise the dress up onto you. Now, the dress has a built in bustier, so you won't be wearing a bra. Once I have the bodice up to your chest, I want you to hold the top against your belly and breasts. I'll undo your bra and we can slip it off of you while you hold up the dress and maintain your modesty."

The costumer gave Bebe a sweet, protective smile and Bebe nodded that she understood.

The costumer and her assistant, with the aid of Mia and Sofia, raised the top of the dress to Bebe's chest. She held it in place while the costumer undid the back of her bra and they maneuvered the bra off of her while still maintaining her modesty in front of the little girls.

"Keep holding that while we lace up the back." costumer and her assistant worked together to pull the laces as tight as possible, causing Bebe to grunt quietly with each tug.

"Why are you tying her in like that?" Sofia asked. "Can't you just use a zipper?"

The costumer chuckled at that. "No, honey, we can't. See, this dress has to fit nice and tight so that it always stays up on Bianca's chest. See how her back is all showing? She won't have her shoulders to hold up the dress, so these laces need to be very tight."

The girl nodded, but then asked Bebe, "Does it hurt?"

Bebe shook her head, but then considered her answer. "To be honest, Sof, it is very tight, but I'd rather be certain that it stays up and I don't have an accident."

"An accident." Mia asked. "Like a potty accident?"

"No, silly," her older sister scolded. "Like having the dress fall down and having everyone see her boobies."

That made Bebe, the costumer and her assistant all laugh.

When the laces were secured, the costumer told her assistant to get the needle and thread.

Once they had started stitching up the back of the dress, Sofia made a very obvious observation. "You're sewing her into the dress?"

"Yes, we are, sweetie," the costumer smiled. "This is a very big night for Bianca and we don't want people seeing any zippers of buttons on her dress, so we are sewing her into it."

"How will she get out!?"

"After the show and the reception, we'll use a seam puller to undo all the stitches I'm putting in, now. Then we'll undo the laces and take the dress off."

"What if she has to pee?" Mia asked, again causing the women to chuckle, this time at the apparent one-track-mindedness of the little girls.

"Well, let's hope she doesn't," the costumer laughed, but she gave Bebe a sideways glance as well, "because if she does, she's going to need a lot of help from people to hold this dress aside."

"See, girls," Bebe spoke. "Tonight, this dress is the star and I'm just wearing it."

"Oh," the girls said in unison.

When the sewing was done, everyone stepped aside so that the costumer could appraise her work.

The dress and Bianca had truly become one entity. Bebe's small, elegant shoulders and thin arms led to small, but apparent breasts that were hugged by the gown's top, which swooped elegantly down to Bebe's lower back, then gently nipped her waist before exploding into a waterfall of material that hung straight to the floor in front, but trailed beautifully for eight feet behind. When the great costumer, Edith Head, had designed Audrey Hepburn's original gown, the skirt had been a pencil skirt and the rest of the gownskirt had been added for effect, but this 'homage' to the original was just one large, flowing confection of soft, femininity.

"How do you feel?" The costumer asked.

Bebe shrugged. "Kinda trapped, but everything is so soft and beautiful... I guess it's ok."

"Ok?" The costumer laughed. "This dress cost nearly twenty five thousand dollars. 'Ok' is not what we were going for. You look gorgeous, honey, and I mean that. Does it feel heavy?"

"A little."

"It'll feel heavier when you walk, of course, because of the train, but the impact it'll have will be amazing, I guarantee it. You and this dress will be on every fashion website and in every fashion magazine for months. Next spring, when girls are buying their prom dresses, their going to be carrying pictures of you in this dress with them to tell their mothers, 'this is what I want.'"

Bebe smiled and looked at herself in all of the mirrors. "It is beautiful, Tina. Thank you."

"Just doing my job, Angel. Now, let Meg finish up with you and you can be on your way. I'll see you after the reception. Good luck."

Bebe held up the front of her skirts in order to be able to walk. The little girls, seeing the train dragging behind, each grabbed a bit of material and held it and walked behind Bebe as if they were attendants to a Royal Princess.

Meg finished off Bebe's look with a small, rhinestone headband that added sparkle to her jet black hair. Her bangs were full and curled, her hair shone with life and body and the ends were curled under to give a full body look.

Lastly, Meg touched up Bebe's eyes to make sure that all of the colors complimented the dress, then, the final touch, Bebe's lips received several layers of classic, rich red lipstick and a glossy sealer. "From here on out, no food, as little drink as possible, don't lick your lips, don't wipe your lips and avoid actually making contact with people when kissing them. Before the 'Outstanding Lead Actress in a Dramatic Series' award is given, you'll be escorted to makeup for a one last touch up and I'll make sure that you're ready. Any questions?"

"Doesn't sounds like much fun," Bebe smiled.

"It's not supposed to be fun, Bebe. It's only a party on TV. In real life, you're working. Have fun and all, but remember, tonight you are representing ABC and Disney. You need to be perfect throughout the evening. Answer the questions on the red carpet with a big smile and lots of enthusiasm, meet other actors and new directors, and all of that, but remember your appearance and your dress are the focus of the evening. You're both perfect right now. It's up to you to keep everything perfect all night. Understood?"

Bebe took a deep breath and smiled.

Meg smiled back and relaxed a bit. She sputtered for a moment, then said, "I know it doesn't count for much Bebe, but I can't tell you how proud I am of you. I mean, it was less than a year ago that you first sat in that chair and I tried to figure out how to make you look like a tomboy in 1961. Now, just look at you. You're a bonafide star, you look like a princess and you're nominated for the most important award in your field. I know it's silly for me to say this, but it's true - every single person on this crew thinks of you as daughter or a niece. We have all watched you grow so much... well, look what I've done. I've gone and made myself cry."

Bebe squeezed Meg's hand in hers and smiled. "Thank you, Meg. That means so much to me. Oh, geez, now I 'm going to cry, too."

"Oh, God, NO!" Meg was genuinely concerned, and her voice raised in pitch and emotion. "You need to leave in like five minutes. I don't have time to redo everything!"

That made Bebe laugh. "It's ok, Meg. Sorry. I'm ok." She smiled as she dabbed the corners of her eyes.

Meg hugged her tightly. It was the first time she'd ever done that. "We all love you, honey. We believe in you and we all want you to win tonight, but if that doesn't happen, remember that we're all here to help you get ready for next season starting Tuesday morning. Ok?"

Bebe nodded. "Thank you, Meg."

"Oh, good heavens, DO NOT WRINKLE THAT DRESS OR MY ACTRESS!" The overly dramatic screech came from the doorway, where Cameron was entering with Blaine, Don and Ed following close behind.

As he passed Joanne and Nancy, he waved his hand up and down in an appraising manner. "Oh, yes, very nice." When he reached Rose, he stopped for a moment, "Oh, yes, just perfect. Sex on toast. I love it!"

"Hey!" Ed yelled, genuinely irritated. "Watch yourself, Cameron. That's my fiancé, you're talking about."

Unperturbed, Cameron moved on and spotted Mia and Sofia. "And who, precisely, do these... two... belong?"

Bebe pulled up the front of her gown and hustled over to the two adorable, but confused girls. She took on in each hand. "This is Sofia and Mia and they are with me."

"Well, not on the carpet, they're not, but you look ravenous, my dear."

Bebe ignored Cameron's remark and looked at the girls. "Sofia. Mia. This, very rude man, is Cameron. Say 'hello' to him, please." She was hoping that Cameron would pick up on the 'rude' comment and improve his behavior.

"Hello, sir," Sofia said.

Mia said, "Hi."

"Alright, now," Cameron started clapping his hands to get everyone's attention. "I want a picture outside in front of the studio sign before we go..."

"Cameron," Bebe interrupted. "Two, very polite young ladies just said 'hello' to you. Don't you have something to say?"

He laughed. "Not now, love. Too much to do. Like I was saying, everyone..."

"Cameron," Bebe's stubborn streak was starting to show. "While everyone else associated with this show has been dismissing you as an egotistical no talent, I have stood up for you and have always been nice to you. Now, as I was saying... these two, lovely ladies just said 'hello' to you. Don't you have something to say to them?"

Cameron crossed his arms and purses his lips. For a moment, he looked as if he was sucking on a very sour candy. He tried to stare down Bebe for a few moments, then , realizing that the reason he was even in the room at this particular moment was due to Bebe's talent, he plastered on a fake smile and bent slightly. He looked at each of the girls and said, "I'm sorry, ladies. It's very nice to meet you." When he stood he raised an eyebrow at Bebe and made a face that said, 'Good enough?' Bebe nodded and they continued on.

"You look amazing," Blaine said as he laced his arm around her waist.

She smiled at him. "Thanks, but you probably shouldn't touch me right now. If the dress doesn't look perfect, I'm in big trouble."

He laughed, but then realized she might actually mean it.

"I'm serious, Blaine. This dress costs as much as my mom makes in a year. I love you with all my heart, you know that, but please, be careful."

"Oh..." he said, a bit stunned, "... ok." He leaned over to kiss her cheek, but she pulled away.

"No, Blaine. No kisses until later, either. Geez."

"Why?"

"Blaine, honey," Joanne smiled at her son, "Bebe's not Bebe tonight. She's been given very strict orders. Give her some space until the show starts. She'll be fine, then."

He nodded, still a little hurt. He fell back a bit in the procession.

Bebe noticed he was lagging behind and she stopped, each hand still clinging to a child. "Blaine, I'm sorry... I love you. You look so handsome in that tux... please forgive me. I'm a wreck."

That made him smile. "You're the most beautiful wreck I've ever seen," he smiled, again. Then he kissed his hand and touched her arm with the kiss.

She smiled at him. "You know, I think a kiss on my shoulder may be ok."

Blaine moved closer, but Mia stopped him with, "Don't step on the dress!" He smiled more broadly, then, carefully, leaned in and kissed Bebe's small, soft shoulder. It was a soft, lingering kiss and they both wanted more, but... work, work, work...
 

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The coordination that it took to have limousines arrive at precisely the right moment and for the traffic to not become snarled and for everything to be timed in such a way that the press could move smoothly from one distinguished person to the next without anyone having to wait more than a few second and for all of this to look unplanned and spontaneous was massive. Each limo driver had a specific time to arrive in a lot about a mile away, then to line up in their proper place and then proceed to each of the waiting areas along the way until, finally, they opened the doors and let the celebrities and their guests out of the vehicles. It was a long process and each driver was receiving messages via cell phones and two way radios almost continually. It was very similar to the work being done by air traffic controllers over at LAX at the same time.

There were four limousines for the performance-nominees from 'Civil Disobedience.' Don and Vivian we're in the first vehicle, Marion and her girlfriend in the second, Ed and Rose in the third and In the forth, and largest, Nancy and Joanne sat looking towards the rear of the car while Bebe and Blaine sat facing the front. Between Blaine and Bebe were Mia and Sofia, both talking pretty much nonstop in a haze of excitement and boredom.

As they waited in the last waiting area, Oscar looked over the seat and said, "I think it's time for you two to join me up here, girls. We're going to be letting the ladies and Mr Blaine out at the next stop."

"Noooo," the girls groaned in unison. "We want to stay with Bebe."

"I know, girls, but you can't do that. Ms Bebe and Mr Blaine have work to do on the red carpet and they can't have you with them."

"Oh, please," they sang again in that plaintive tune that all little girls seem to know. "We'll be good."

"I can stay with the girls," Joanne smiled. "You can sit back here with me until the car is parked."

The girls looked crestfallen.

"You have to get out when we do, mom," Blaine explained. "If you go through the side entrance, you have to sit in the balcony. Your seats are on the floor."

"Oh," Joanne realized her son was correct. "Sorry, girls."

"Tell you what," Bebe's eyes lit up as she spoke to the girls. "If you both promise to be very good girls and always hold onto our hands, you can walk down the red carpet with Blaine and me. How does that sound?"

"Yes!" The girls shouted in unison.

"Oh, I don't think that's a great idea," Nancy said.

"She's right, Bebe," Joanne said. "They were pretty specific about what they wanted you to do."

"I agree, Ms Bebe," Oscar actually looked scared. "I appreciate you getting us tickets and everything, but it's pretty unusual for a driver to be attending something like this, let alone his children. This might not be the best idea."

Bebe looked at Blaine who shrugged, "I kinda gotta agree with them, Beebs. The studio wants things to go a very specific way..."

Bebe looked at the girls, then back at everyone else in the limo. "Look, my hair is perfect, my makeup is perfect, my dress isn't wrinkled... I'm doing everything that the studio wants me to do. They didn't tell me that I had to be mean to little girls, though. Look how beautiful they are! They're all dressed up for the red carpet. I think it would be criminal not to include them. Oscar, I can have an usher bring them up to you before the event starts, ok? Please say it's ok."

"Yeah, daddy, please!" Sofia begged, causing Mia to join in as well.

Oscar looked at Bebe. He knew that arguing with her was pointless. He shrugged and sighed, "Oh, alright, but you two better do exactly as they say, do you understand me?"

"Yay!" The girls yelled. "We'll be good! We promise!"

There was a knock on the side window, Oscar turned and saw a man waving him forward, so he rolled forward and joined the procession on final approach to the disembarkment point. They had clear instructions regarding how to get out of the car. If it was a male celebrity, he should get out first. If it was a female celebrity, a male escort should get out first to help the female celebrity to get out of the vehicle as gracefully as possible. Blaine was seated on the far left in order to be able to perform his role. When the limo stopped, he waited for the uniformed attendant to open the door, then he got out and briefly looked at the vast crowd of people. When he turned and offered a hand, he was surprise that Nancy was the next guest to exit.

Nancy smiled at Blaine's confused look. "Bebe's orders," she whispered as she waved at the crowd, many of whom assumed that she was Bebe Foley.

Next, Joanne emerged. "Thank you, sweetheart," she said as she joined Nancy to the side.

Next came Sofia, beaming at the confused, but enthusiastic crowd.

Blaine was relieved when he felt Bebe's hand take his. When she exited the limo, the crowd went crazy, hooting and applauding wildly, causing Mia to be frightened of getting out of the vehicle, so Bebe turned and picked her up, holding the child on her hip, her head on her shoulder, nose buried in Bebe's neck.

Bebe rubbed the child's back for a few moments, then waved at the crowd.

Once again, Joanne offered to take the girls, but Bebe shook her head 'no.' Then she spoke into Blaine's ear. He nodded and took the five year old from a Bebe and held her the same way that Bebe had. Bebe then took Sofia by one hand, Blaine by the other and she moved towards the first interview spot as if there was nothing at all unusual about what was currently happening. A huge smile on her face and an occasional big wave of the hand that she used to hold on to Blaine, and all was fine with this young starlet.

Each stop along the red carpet was a variation of the same questions -

  • Are you excited? - Yes, and I'm very honored to have been recognized.
  • Who are you wearing? - This was designed by the studio costume
    department. It's inspired by Edith Head's creation for Audrey Hepburn.
  • Who is your handsome escort tonight? - This is my boyfriend, Blaine.
  • And who are these charming little girls? - These are my friends Mia and
    Sofia. Aren't they beautiful?

By the third stop, Mia was enjoying the attention. She was no longer clinging to a Blaine, but she was standing on her own and smiling for pictures.

As they reached the last stop on the carpet, Don, Marion, Ed and Rose were all waiting for them. It was the TMZ stop and, of course, it was manned by TMZ's 'Friend of The Show,' Austen Meadows.

"And here she is," Meadows gushed as Bebe and company approached, "and she seems to have brought her whole family with her. Bebe, did you get married and have a family over the summer!?"

Bebe laughed, "Of course not, Mr Meadows. You know my boyfriend, Blaine, and these are my friends, Sofia and Mia."

"Well, hello, girls," Meadows tried to be friendly, but it came off as a bit creepy. "And how do you know Bebe?"

"Our daddy drives her," Sofia offered.

Meadows looked surprised, "These are your chauffeur's children?"

"These are my friend's children," Bebe smiled, "and they looked so beautiful that I wanted them to walk the red carpet with me so that everyone could see them."

Don leaned toward's Ed's ear and whispered, "Does she think these things through, or just do them? Because, whether we win or lose, every single news show is going to lead with shots of Bebe Foley and her two little friends. You can't BUY publicity like this!"

Ed chuckled. "I don't think she's ever though about anything except being nice to people. She hates to disappoint. I'm sure that she took the girls because the girls wanted to go with her."

"Well, thank God she's on our team."

"So, Bebe," Meadows was all smiles, "I can't remember an Emmy Award nomination quite like yours in the past. Nominated for a 'writers' credit without ever being listed as a writer on the show and nominated as 'Outstanding Lead Actress' despite being billed fifth in the credits. Do you have anything to say about that?"

"Not really, Mr Meadows," Bebe smiled that huge, beautiful, girlish smile of hers. "I mean, I kinda felt like the show would be nominated because it's so popular and I knew that the others all deserved their nominations, but I was pretty shocked when I heard that I was nominated."

"May I say something, Austen?" Don interrupted.

"Of course," Meadows moved the microphone to Don.

"Everyone has seen 'Civil Disobedience' and I think that they are aware of how important Bebe is to the show. By the fourth episode, the producers approached us about changing the billing on the show to have Bebe appear second, or maybe even first, but she refused to let them do that. She is, unquestionably, the lead on our show. She sets the tone, she drives the story, she sets the performance bar at a stupidly high mark."

He put his arm around Bebe and hugged her closer. "I always tease Rose that Bebe is my favorite daughter, but I'll tell you the truth - without her, all of us, Marion, Ed, Rose and I would all be doing something else tonight. We certainly wouldn't be here, at the Emmys. So - believe me, she deserves not just that nomination, but that award."

As he squeezed her again, Bebe looked up and said, "Thanks, Don."

"I mean it, my love. I really do."

A little tired of this love-fest, Meadows said, "Tell me, Don, what do you have to say to the critiques who say that 'Civil Disobedience' is a little to goody-goody. That the cops are a little to perfect, that the grandmother is too kind, that the love affair between Ed and Rose is a little too sweet and that Bebe is too smart for a girl her age. One critic even said that the show was nothing more than a combination of 'Hill Street Blues' and 'Leave it to Beaver?'"

Don smiled, "I believe that that critic was you, Austen, and that's fine. We're not looking to please everyone, we're just making the best show that we can, and, besides, I loved 'Hill Street Blues' and I can't think of any other show that was made in 1957 that people still watch today other than 'Leave it to Beaver,' so I guess if we have to be compared to two other shows, at least we're being compared to two great shows."

Meadows gave up and faced the camera, "Well, ladies and gentlemen, that's the cast of 'Civil Disobedience' headed in to see what the evening holds for them. Good luck, everyone." As they moved into the theater, Meadows was saying, "And here we have Gracie Mae Trainer, star of the hit series 'Middleton' coming down the carpet..."

As they entered the theater, the first person waiting for them was Cameron. His arms were crossed, his foot was tapping and his lips were pursed. He was not happy.

"Well, well, well," he snapped, "I thought I made it very clear what was expected of you tonight, Bianca, yet I find you can't follow simple instructions." Don whispered to Vivian and handed her his cell phone as the little man's tirade continued. "I said, 'protect the dress,' instead you first appear on the carpet with a sticky child on your hip. Do you have any idea how much that dress cost? Do you have any idea how important it is to project the right image on the red carpet? Do you have any idea..."

"Cameron, Cameron, Cameron," Don interrupted and put his arm around the man's shoulder. "Please, step over here and let me have a word with you." He led him to the side of the lobby.

"Don't try to calm me down, Don. She had specific instructions..."

"Understood, Cameron, but let's take a breath and consider a couple of things. For instance, we all know that Bebe never sticks to the script, right? So the fact that she went off script tonight shouldn't be a big surprise to anyone."

"Yes, but..."

"Also, your job is to SUPPORT the cast tonight. You did a great job getting her ready, but she is always a loose cannon, Cameron, so relax and let her do things the way she always does things - her own way."

Cameron was about to protest some more, but Vivian handed back Don's cell phone. He glanced at the phone and smiled. Then he held up the phone so Cameron could see. "Look, Cameron. When you call up this year's 'Emmy Awards Red Carpet,' every major outlet has the same first photo - Bianca 'Bebe' Foley walking the red carpet with her handsome boyfriend and two beautiful, little girls. Look - Vogue, British Vogue, 'E' Entertainment, even NBC - a competing network. Do you think that all of those outlets would have had Bebe on the site just because of a dress, no matter how beautiful it is?"

Cameron took the phone and looked at the photos. "You mean... she planned this?"

Don laughed. "She never plans these things, Cameron. She's just... magical." Don took his phone back and called to the others, "Come on, kids. Let's get inside."
 

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"Good evening, ladies and gentlemen and welcome to the Television Industry's biggest night of the year! The Emmy Awards!" James Corden's boyish smile welcomed everyone to the event. "I'm afraid that I may not get the attention I deserve as tonight's host, so I'm going to follow Bebe Foley's lead and accessorize appropriately for tonight's show."

With that, a very good looking young actor appeared on the stage with a little girl holding each of his hands. While the audience was looking at the actors entering, Corden put on a 'Bebe' wig and joined the others. Corden took one child by the hand and began waving and walking until he came to another actor, his back to the audience and a microphone in his hand.

The new actor asked, "So, tell me, Bebe, why have you brought these two, adorable children with you, tonight?"

When the actor turned to face James Corden, the audience immediately recognized him as Stephen Colbert and they cheered.

"Oh, I'm just being the sweetest, most adorable child actor in the history of television," Corden replied as the television feed settled on a shot of Bebe, Blaine and the rest of the cast laughing at the presentation. Bebe's mouth was wide open in joy and surprise. Her expression became even more shocked and happy as the two late night talk show hosts began singing to the tune of 'Let It Go.'

'The lights shine bright in the valley tonight
Not a critic to be seen
A kingdom of entertainment
And it looks like I'm the queen

My charm is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I've tried

Invite them in, and let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, the feel, don't let them know
Well, now they know

I'm the show. I'm the show
Can't hold me back anymore
I'm the show. I'm the show
Watch Don Ferry slam the door

I don't care what he's going to say
Let the show rage on
The script never bothered me anyway"

The number ended and the audience exploded in applause as they rose for an ovation. Obviously, the number had been worked out before, but because of Bebe's insistence that Sofia and Mia come with her on the red carpet, the child actors had been added. The camera returned to Bebe who was blowing kisses to the actors on stage as she bounced up and down in appreciation. It was a great way to start the evening off.
 

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The evening kicked off with a series of writing awards. The episode of 'Civil Disobedience" entitled 'One Little Slip' for which Bebe had been included in the credits, lost to another episode of 'Civil Disobedience' entitled 'Crazy From The Heat' about a riot. Bebe smiled through the loss, happy that the show had won, regardless.

When the winner of the 'Outstanding Featured Actress' award was announced and that the winner was Marion, Bebe found herself leaping into the aisle to hug her older costar. Marion was obviously very moved by the award and when she took the stage, she wiped a tear from her eye and thanked her life partner, the writers and directors, but then ended with, "And I would be remiss if I didn't take a moment to thank the young actress who brought life back into my career. The girl who brings so much energy and emotion to every scene I share with her and makes an old lady like me look fresh and new on camera. Bebe, this is as much your award as it is mine, baby. Thank you."

The camera cut to Bebe as she waved and wept with joy, both for her friend and for her words.

The awards went on and the next of the 'Civil Disobedience' crew to be in contention was Rose in the category of 'Outstanding Supporting Actress in a Dramatic Series.' "And the winner is," Christina Hendricks read from the podium. She opened the envelope and smiled. "Rose Mason, 'Civil Disobedience.'"

Rose stood, a bit in shock, and hugged Bebe to her left, then moved to the aisle, hugging Ed along the way. Don met her in the aisle to hug her as well, and by the time she reached the stage, she was having a very hard time focusing on what she needed to do and say. Luckily, there was an usher waiting at the stairs to guide her towards the podium.

Christina Hendricks hugged her, too, then she turned and faced the audience.

"Wow.... I've completely forgotten what I had rehearsed... so, I apologize to everyone I'm going to miss. Umm... mom and dad, of course, thank you for your love and support. Don Ferry and the production staff at ABC, thank you for taking a chance on three unknown, inexperienced actors from Massachusetts... umm... my wonderful costar and fiancé, Ed MacNeal. You're my rock, baby. Thank you so much for everything... oh, and of course, my wonderful younger cousin, my BFF, the girl who taught me how to act... Bebe... thank you, my love."

When she returned to her seat, she hugged a weepy Bebe hard and kissed her cheeks and forehead several times before sitting.

Next, came Ed's category. Karl Urban was the presenter. He read the nominees and Ed smiled and looked cool as he waited for the winner to be announced. "And the winner is," he pulled the card out of the envelope, "big surprise," he smiled, "Ed MacNeal for 'Civil Disobedience.'"

Ed smiled as he stood and turned to kiss Rose. Then he reached across her to hug Bebe. Don shook his hand as he hustled down the aisle to the stairs and then straight to the podium. He accepted the trophy and smiled, holding it up to the audience.

Ed remained cool and well prepared. "Well, gee, thank you everyone. This is quite an honor. Thank you to my family back in Massachusetts and everyone who has been involved with the show - you're all amazing. Don, thank you for teaching me so much and Rosie, thank you for making my life worthwhile."

He took a breath and continued, "You know, a lot of casts say that they are a family, but we really are and I mean, Rose and I met because I had a family friend whom I referred to as my niece and Rose had a cousin and we all ended up in a little Shakespearean production last summer on Cape Cod. When my 'niece,' Bianca, became noticed, Don Ferry came to see her on stage and, somehow, she managed to arrange auditions for Rose and me. Rose, of course, did great. I didn't and when I was really failing, my little niece jumped into my audition and saved me. I know you've already heard a lot about her tonight, but I would not be here if it weren't for Bebe. Bebe, honey, I thank you for everything and I will love you forever. And, because of that, I cannot accept this award. It doesn't belong to me. It belongs to you. So, met me in the aisle, baby. I want you to have this."

The crowd stood and applauded as Ed hustled back down the stairs and Bebe maneuvered her voluptuous gown into the aisle. Once she was free, she held up the front of her skirts and ran down the aisle to Ed. She threw her arm around his chest and hugged him. When she released Ed, he handed her his trophy, but Bebe made sure that he held on, too, and she raised her hand as high as she could, forcing Ed to do so as well, and they held the trophy aloft as the audience continued to applaud and photographers took endless numbers of pictures of this very unusual Emmy Award moment.

"We're at commercial," someone yelled and an usher took Bebe by the arm, saying, "Ms Foley, I'm supposed to bring you to your makeup artist so you can be ready for your category."

"Ok," Bebe smiled, then turned to Ed, stood on her toes and kissed his cheek. "I don't even care if I win, anymore. This was the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me."

Ed kissed her back, "You deserve it, baby. I still want you to win, though. Now, go get yourself all beautiful, again. Your eyes seem to keep leaking and messing up your makeup."

Bebe smiled and went with the usher.
 

~^~

 

"Good God, Bianca," Meg laughed. "What did you do? Did someone point a hose at your face? You're a mess!"

"It's been a more emotional night than I expected, I guess," she laughed, too.

"I know. I was watching on the monitor. We've got fifteen minutes to get your face reassembled, so let's get started."

Meg used makeup wipes to clean off the wreckage around her eyes. Then began the process of coloring and lining her eyes again. "Are you enjoying yourself?" Meg made small talk as she worked.

"It's amazing, Meg. I met so many people - Laura Linney, Bill Hader, Ellen Page, Bruce Campbell... it's unbelievable!"

Meg smiled at the youthful enthusiasm of the starlet. "I think they're all excited to meet you, too, Bebe."

That made Bebe giggle. "No. I don't think so."

"Hmm... that opening number wasn't about Ellen Page or any of those other people, Bebe. It was about you. Now, your category is coming up in a few minutes. If you win, then you know what to do, right?"

"Yes. I go to the podium and recite my speech."

"And if you don't win?"

"Then I stay put."

"No, Bebe. If you don't win, you applaud the winner and cheer her on. The camera stays on the runner ups, as well as the winner. Up until now, it's been your night. Everyone has been praising you and the cameras have loved you and the way that you've been over emotional about everyone else's win. If you win, try to keep it together, but if you lose... you absolutely MUST hold it together. Do you understand?"

"I do," Bebe said very soberly as she took a deep breath. "I'll... be a pro."

"That's my girl," Meg smiled and looked over her work. "Your makeup's ready, honey. Are you?"

Bebe's smile came back in full force. "I am."

"Than go get 'em, baby."
 

~^~

 

"Ladies and gentlemen," the announcer said, "please welcome Tina Fey." The audience applauded wildly for the brilliant writer/actress.

"The nominees for 'Outstanding Lead Actress in a Dramatic Series' are -

  • Emma Roberts, Nighttown."

There was applause.

  • "Megan Boone, Who Can Say?"

More applause.

  • "Laurie Metcalf, Riversong"

More applause.

Bebe leaned towards Blaine and whispered, "I can't beat these women. This is nuts."

Blaine shrugged. "I don't know... I think you're as good as any of them."

Bebe scoffed. "Yeah, sure."

Tina Fey continued, "Mary Steenburgen, My Neighbor's Keeper."

More applause.

"And Bianca Foley," the applause nearly drown out the title of the show, "Civil Disobedience."

Bebe looked around at trying to make sense of the din. Had someone important entered during the introduction? The cameras caught her looking confused.

Tina Fey opened the envelope and and smiled, holding it to her chest as she waited for the noise to subside.

When, at last she felt she could be heard, she spoke, "And the winner is - and I'm sure this is no surprise," the cheering started to build again. "BIANCA FOLEY!" She shouted as loudly as she could, causing the audience to leap to their feet.

Bebe hadn't been able to hear the winner's name, though. She looked to Blaine and asked, "Who won?"

"You!" He laughed.

She looked to Rose. "Did I win?"

Rose laughed out loud, "Yes, Beebs, you won. Go on up."

Shocked, she pulled up her skirts and worked her way out to the aisle where Ed hugged her and kissed her cheek, then handed her off to Don, who did the same.

The cheers were deafening as she climbed the stairs, all of the noise was becoming disorienting. Suddenly, the podium seemed miles away, the lights seemed blinding, her dress seemed to get heavier and heavier, she began to feel light headed and purple clouds began to interfere with her vision.

At the podium, Tina Fey was smiling and applauding, but she saw that the young actress was struggling. So, she hurried over to her and hugged her in order to offer support without making it too obvious that the young woman was about to pass out.

"Breathe with me, Bianca," she said as kindly as she could. "Take a nice deep breath and lean on me so we can make it to the podium, ok?"

Bebe did as she was told and her sight began to clear.

"Do you think you can walk to the podium with me?" Tina asked.

She nodded and took the five unsteady steps it took to reach the podium where a model stood waiting with the iconic Emmy Award. She smiled and handed it to Bebe, who took it and stared at it, blankly as her brain processed the fact that she'd not only just won her first Emmy, but that she'd won it in a contest against Emma Roberts, Laurie Metcalf, Megan Boone and Mary Steenburgen.

Suddenly, it was all too overwhelming. She felt herself shake and as much as she tried not to, the tears began to flow, which, oddly, caused the applause to increase. Tina Fey put her arm around her and she spoke into her ear. "Can you make your acceptance speech, honey? If not, I can walk you off the stage."

Bebe turned her head and spoke into Tina Fey's ear. "I can do it. Thank you, but, please, stay with me."

Tina smiled and guided her forward to the podium and encouraged her to put the trophy on the podium so she could hold on to the podium for support.

When the sound finally ebbed and she could start her speech, Bebe took a deep breath and said, "I'm pretty sure that I knew what I was going to say, but now I can't think of what that was. Thank you to my real mom in Massachusetts and Joanne, my mom out here. Thank you Don Ferry for taking a chance on me. Thank you Uncle Ed and Rose for everything you have done for me. Thank you Nancy for being the most courageous woman and best sister I could ask for. Thank you Oscar and your girls, you're the best. Thank you, Ella and MaryKate, Cassie and Annie, all of you are my very best friends and I couldn't get through life without you. Thank you to my agent Vera for everything you've done for me. Thank you to the staff and crew at 'Civil Disobedience' for putting up with me. Thank all of you for all of this amazing support and, most of all... thank you, Blaine. Blaine... I love you so, so much and I've put you through so much this year. I'm so sorry for all of that, but thank you for still loving me."

The audience began to applaud, again, but Bebe spoke once more. "Oh... and thank you, Tina Fey, for not letting me pass out on the way up here."

What Bebe intended to be a sincere thank you, was received as a witty end to her speech by the audience, so the applause increased even more.

As Bebe was ushered stage right, the announcer's voice rang out, "To present the award for 'Outstanding Actor in a Dramatic Series,' please welcome Henry Winkler." Bebe felt the older man squeeze her arm and say 'congratulations' on the way past, but things were still unfocused.

In the wings, someone handed her a small cup of water, which helped her tremendously. Just the touch of the fluid to her lips helped revive her and turn her brain back on.

"The nominees for 'Outstanding Actor in a Dramatic Series' are..."

She turned to listen, but someone told her that she needed to move to a press area. Whoever it was started to pull her arm, but she stopped and said in a loud whisper, "No. I want to see if Don wins." The usher in charge of her sighed heavily.

  • "Jim Parsons, Tango in the Morning"

There was applause.

  • "Don Ferry, Civil Disobedience"

Huge applause

  • "Andrew Lincoln, The Walking Dead."

More applause

  • "Mark Harmon, NCIS."

More applause

  • "and Anthony LaPaglia, Homeward"

"And the winner is..." he opened the envelope and looked at the card... "Don Ferry, Civil Disobedience."

The crowd went nuts before the title of the show could be announced.

Don kissed Vivian, then stood, turned and hugged Ed and Rose in the row behind him, then blew a kiss to Marion before moving quickly down the aisle and up the stairs, onto the stage.

As he crossed towards the podium, he spotted Bebe applauding from the wings, so he walked straight past Henry Winkler, holding up his index finger indicating he needed a moment, and he continued till he reached Bebe. Then he took her hand and led her back to the podium, where he shook Winkler's hand and accepted the statue.

"Thank you," he said in a clear, confident voice, "Thank you, all, very, very much. This is quite an honor. You know, we all like to say that the awards don't really matter, yet, here we all are, so... they do. I've been in this business a long, long time and I'm touched to receive this recognition. Viv, thank you for being my guide, my voice of reason, my everything for so long. Ed, Rose, Marion, all the writers, crew, everyone at 'Civil Disobedience,' thank you for being the best of the best. I have never felt as much a part of a team as I do on this show."

He stopped and looked at Bebe, then pulled her closer.

"About sixteen months ago, I was asked to go to Cape Cod to see a young actress who had auditioned for the part of 'Alex' on the show, which was odd, since 'Alex' was meant to be my youngest son. I watched these three amazing, young actors on stage and I knew that Ed was perfect to play my partner and that if we changed my oldest 'son' to my oldest 'daughter,' then Rose was perfect, too..."

"...but that younger kid...there was something odd about her. She was quirky and impetuous on stage - not always the best combination for TV. We did another screen test with her and the producers and I kept scratching our heads. She was cute, yeah, and she had a great presence, but she couldn't stick to the script."

Everyone chuckled at that.

"So, we decided not to cast her, that is, until her third screen test was seen by my wife who said I was an idiot. Since she says that a lot, I had to ask her what idiocy in particular she was referring to. It was Viv who said that Bebe was the right choice and because of her, my costars and I are all here tonight receiving these awards. Bebe," he hugged her tighter, "all of these awards tonight are yours. Thank you for everything you do on that set everyday. You truly are my favorite child, but... I'm keeping my Emmy."

He kissed her cheek and the audience stood to applaud as Don led Bebe back to the wings, with Henry Winkler congratulating them both as they walked.

"To present the award for Outstanding Dramatic Series," the announcer was saying, but Bebe's attention was taken by Meg, the makeup artist, who was waiting in the twilight-lit wings to fix her, once again, wet face, "please welcome Edie Falco."

"Honest to God, Bianca," Meg scolded, playfully, "I have never had to work so hard on one face in my whole life!"

"Sorry," Bebe said, sincerely, but her face could not get rid of the grin she was wearing.

As Meg worked quickly, Bebe could hear the nominations.

"Riversong, Nighttown, Civil Disobedience, Tango in the Morning and Who Can Say?"

"Here we go, Bebe," Don whispered, uncharacteristically excited.

"And the winner is," she opened the envelope and shook her head. "I don't think that this is going to surprise anyone," she chuckled. "The winner is... 'Civil Disobedience!'"

As the audience erupted, Meg made one last correction to Bebe's makeup before Don grabbed her and actually raised her high up into the air, then swung her around, her skirts and train flowing in the breeze he created. "We did it, Bebe! We did it!" He shouted. "Come on!"

He put her feet back on the ground and took her hand, nearly running onto the stage, with Bebe struggling to keep up.

On stage, Ed, Marion, Rose and the whole production crew were climbing the stairs, huge smiles on all of their faces. Don released Bebe's hand so that he could lift Rose high in the air the way he had done to Bebe. Then, in a rush of adrenaline, he lifted Ed up, too. Finally, he enfolded Marion in a big hug. "Can you believe it, Mar?" He said into her ear. "How long have we worked to get here?"

When he released his costar, they both had tears in their eyes.

Finally, the whole team assembled by the podium and the producer spent a moment thanking everyone at ABC and Disney before saying, "I think that, once again, we need to hear from the young lady of the evening. Bianca? Do you have something to say?"

The audience applauded as Bebe moved to the microphone and smiled. "I guess I've thanked everyone already, so... well, let me talk to the kids out there who want to be actors, or singers, or whatever, and are being told that they can't do it for some reason - please - don't listen to the people who say you can't. They're wrong. You can. We can all change and grow and become who we want to be. I am not the same person I was a year ago when I arrived in California. I never could have imagined that my life would become what it is or that so many people would support what I do. Believe in yourselves and be who you want to be. Just for a moment, let me talk to every single person who is in this room and making a living in show business... if anyone ever told, you when you were young that you shouldn't do this, or that you weren't good enough, or if you didn't have the right body type... whatever they said to discourage you... if anyone ever heard any of those things, would you please stand up?"

Nearly every person in the lower part of the theater and a lot of people up above stood up.

"See!?" Bebe shouted, "If we can do it, you can too. It'll take years of hard work and lots of tears, but if you believe in yourself, you can do anything you want and be anyone you want to be. So, right now, stand up in your living room, or your bedroom, or wherever you are and say to the world, 'I CAN DO IT!'"

Unexpectedly, the audience all started chanting, "I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT!" Until they all erupted into cheers and applause.
 

~^~

 

"A most unusual Emmy Awards presentation tonight," the anchor woman for the CNN News Report read from the prompter. "Bianca 'Bebe' Foley, star of the ABC hit drama series 'Civil Disobedience' seemed to have started some kind of revolution on the floor of the theater. The young star who won the Emmy Award for 'Outstanding Lead Actress in a Dramatic Series,' was thanked by each of her cast mates and her producers as the show won twelve Emmys, including Outstanding Lead Actress, Supporting Actress, Featured Actress, Supporting Actor, Lead Actor, a handful of writing and directing awards and 'Outstanding Dramatic Series' at tonight's event. She spoke to any of her fans who may be afraid to follow their dreams and encouraged them to stand up and say, 'I can do it,' prompting this reaction from the audience."

They showed a clips of the chanting crowd.

"Wow, Gail," the coanchor said when the clip ended, "looks like that little girl has a lot of power in her. A kid like that could actually change peoples' lives."

"I think she may already have, Joyce."

The other news outlets all featured similar stories.
 
 
THE END
 
BUT

 
Please Follow Bebe's last Adventure soon in Bebe: A Disney Wedding!

Bebe: A Disney Wedding - Day 1

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Slow Transformation
  • The Operation
  • Uniforms
  • Hormones
  • Petticoats and Crinolines

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Bebe: A Disney Wedding - Day 1

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 


It's the day before Rose and Ed get married. The whole gang is at Disney World to
celebrate the big event. Everything has been planned to the smallest of details,
so it's bound to go smoothly, right? Hmmm... do things ever go smoothly for Bebe?

This is a continuation of my other Bebe stories and you should be familiar with the
characters to enjoy this story.


 
Author's Note: Please leave a comment for this continuation?
I always love hearing your critiques! ~Clara

 
This version of Bebe: A Disney Wedding - Day 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Day 1

"There's nothing like planning a wedding to make you want to punch everyone you've ever met in the throat."
~ Anonymous.
 
"I wonder if other mothers feel a pain in their insides, watching their daughters growing up to be the people that they wanted so badly to be."
~ Judy Picoult, 'Keeping Faith.'

It was a beautiful, cool December morning in Lake Buena Vista, Florida as Bebe woke up in her suite at The Grand Floridian, the Walt Disney World resort that had been designed to look like the hotel that had been featured in 'Some Like It Hot' - The Hotel Del Coronado, the same hotel to which Blaine had taken her this summer. She would need a light jacket this morning to go out, but this morning's breakfast was downstairs at '1900 Park Fare' with Rose, Nancy, Joanne, Bebe's mom and Rose's mom. It was the start of a 'Girls' Day' at Disney World. After breakfast, they'd head to Magic Kingdom via the monorail, then, in the afternoon, they'd head over to EPCOT for a late lunch/early dinner at Le Cellier in the Canada Pavilion, Rose's favorite steakhouse.

"Are you up?" Nancy called in from the other side of the door. She was staying in the other bedroom in the suite.

Bebe opened the door, "I am. I'm just going to take a quick shower before we go."

Nancy checked her watch. "Ok. We need to be downstairs in forty minutes. Can you do that? You don't have your makeup team with you today."

Bebe laughed at the joke. "I can do it. I'll be out in a half hour at the latest."

"Ok." Nancy smiled and started to walk away, but stopped. "Um, Beebs... what are you wearing? I don't want to be underdressed. Well... I'm always kind of underdressed when I'm with you."

"Rose said that we should dress comfortably. I have a warm dress and tights. I think jeans and nice top are fine too."

"Ok," Nancy nodded, then said, "You know... I can't remember the last time I saw you wearing jeans, or any pants other than yoga pants when you work out or go to dance class."

Bebe shook her messy, onyx hair from her face. "Nope. I seem to have an aversion to pants, now. I had to wear jeans on the show, last week. I ended up wearing pantyhose under them because I found the pants so scratchy."

Nancy shrugged. "To each her own."

Thirty five minutes later, Nancy and Bebe met Marilyn at her room, they took the elevator to the lobby and they walked into the restaurant where Rose, her mom and Joanne were all waiting at a table. Following instructions from Disney Guest relations, Rose and Bebe both wore their hair in uncharacteristically high ponytails, ball caps and prop eye glasses with clear glass. They looked like any other wealthy guest at The Grand Floridian, one of the more expensive resorts at Disney World.

They ordered their juices and coffees and went to the buffet, returning with a variety of fruits, Mickey-waffles, eggs, omelets and pastries.

"You'd better watch yourself," Rose's mom teased, "or you're not going to fit into that gown tomorrow."

Rose laughed. "My trainer was been working me to death lately, mom. Honestly, I could probably eat everything over there and be fine, my metabolism is like a hummingbird's right now. I could eat half my body weight in sugar and still be fine."

"So, no hen's night before your wedding?" Marilyn asked teasingly.

"No," Rose laughed. "I mean, some of the girls from the show took me out last Saturday, but... well, my maid of honor isn't old enough to go clubbing," she smiled and reached across the table and took Bebe's hand in hers, "so we'll have to keep it to 'family friendly' partying until later. Ed and I and a few people are going to House of Blues, tonight."

Rose's smile told everyone that she didn't feel as if she was missing out on anything by eliminating an overly developed dancer dressed as a police officer showing off his abs and tush from her prenuptial activities.

"Damn," Nancy teased, "and I brought a case of penis shaped lollipops for everyone to eat as we walk around Magic a Kingdom."

Everyone laughed, but before they could pursue that line of conversation further, they were interrupted by the amusing, but somewhat strained, voice of a Disney 'Cast Member' who was doing her best to imitate the posh British voice of Julie Andrews, "Good morning, ladies," the faux Mary Poppins grinned, "and how are we all this morning."

"Good," they all replied in unison.

"Oh, my," the 'actress' exaggerated. "I believe that one of us is going to be a bride very soon. Now, whom might that be?"

Everyone smiled and pointed as Rose. "That would be me," she smiled.

"Oh, and what a beautiful bride you will be!" She smiled, then, almost caught off guard, said, "You know who you look like?" Before she continued, she looked at Bebe and, again, there was a flash of recognition followed by a bit of doubt. Then she looked at Nancy and, seeing how closely she resembled that actress, Bebe Foley, she was certain as to who was in front of her. "Oh, my!" she sputtered. "I... I think you should have an official escort while you're here."

"No," Rose said quite calmly, yet firmly. "We'll be discreet, but I want a normal day in the parks, ok?"

Mary Poppins bit her lip as she thought for a moment, "Then," she was back in character, "May I suggest that this young lady," she pointed at Nancy, "also wear a bit of a disguise? Perhaps that will keep people from noticing. Even just a ponytail and hat would be fine."

"Good idea," Rose smiled. "We'll take care of it after breakfast."

"Well," Mary Poppins smiled, "enjoy your breakfast, then, and," she bent low and whispered, "I am a big fan."

They went back to eating their breakfasts and talking about important things.

"You should see Rose's gown, Mrs Mason," Bebe said with a voice that sounded excited and a bit envious. "It's gorgeous. The designer says she based it on Cinderella's gown, but it's so much more beautiful!"

Eileen Mason, Rose's mom, smiled. "Oh, I've seen lots of pictures, but she won't show me the actual gown until tomorrow."

"It's a surprise," Rose smiled. She was obviously excited and enjoying the anticipation. "You'll see it when the time comes."

Eileen just laughed and shook her head. "Always such a showman."

"Are your friends here, yet?" Marilyn asked Bebe.

Bebe nodded as she swallowed the food in her mouth. "Ella and MK got here yesterday and are staying at the Polynesian."

Joanne said, "They traveled with Blaine and me."

"And Cassie and Annie," Bebe continued, "are staying at The French Quarter. They're all going to 'Star Wars: Galaxy's End' today."

"You know, Beebs," Rose said, maternally, "if you'd rather be having fun with your friends, that's fine with me."

"Are you kidding!?" Bebe said with exaggerated indignation. "I wouldn't miss a minute of this weekend with you! After the wedding, I'll have two full days with them."

"It was nice of you to invite them all," Marilyn said to Rose.

Rose laughed, "I kinda had to. Ella and MK wake up on my couch more often than in their own beds and Cassie and Annie were Bebe's first real girlfriends. They're all very special to Ed and me."

Suddenly, they were surprised by a six foot tall Tigger at their table. He was miming his excitement at being alive and in the restaurant.

They all said hello to him and Marilyn stood, handing her camera to Nancy. "Oh! Nancy! Take my picture! I love Tigger!"

Laughing, Nancy used her mother's phone to take a picture of the costumed 'cast member' and her mother, who was smiling like a child.

"Thank you, Tigger," Marilyn kissed his snout.

He pretended to blush, then, from behind his back, he produced a Disney World ball cap and a hair tie, presenting it to Nancy.

"For me?" Nancy laughed.

He nodded and held the items closer to her.

"Well, thank you, Tigger," she laughed as she accepted the disguise.

She took a few moments to pull her black hair back and into a ponytail, securing it with the fabric covered hair tie.

"How's that?"

Tigger nodded, but held up his paws in the shape of glasses and held them in front of his eyes.

"Oh! Ok," Nancy laughed as she looked into her bag and pulled out a pair of oversized sunglasses. She put them on and looked at the gigantic, plush animal. "How's this."

He nodded and patted her shoulder with his big paws, before moving on to the next table.

"He's right," Marilyn smiled as she nibbled her toast. "No one could recognize you, now."

"Not even Bruce," Bebe teased.

"Bruce?" Eileen asked. "Who's Bruce?"

"Bruce," Marilyn said with playful frustration, "is my oldest daughter's new flame, who, it would seem, she kept a secret from me until I arrived yesterday. I still haven't met him, yet."

"Ooo," Eileen smirked. "Tell us about him."

Nancy gave a guilty smile, but was still characteristically uncomfortable talking about herself. With a big sigh, she explained, "Bruce is a guy I work with on Dr Martinez' team. He's an anesthesiologist. He's a little older than me, thirty five, he's been a widower for four years and he has a six year old daughter named Cora."

"Wow, two doctors in the family!" Eileen sounded impressed.

"Three," Bebe corrected. "Mom's a Doctor, too."

"Really?" Eileen was surprised. "What's your specialty."

"Renaissance Literature," Marilyn smiled. "I'm a PhD. Not a physician."

"Well," Joanne smiled. "I've met Bruce and Cora and they are both lovely people. I'm sure you'll like him, Marilyn."

"We'll see," Marilyn smiled.

"Cora's just beautiful," Bebe said.

"And she loves Auntie Bebe," Rose laughed.

"Of course she loves Auntie Bebe," Nancy said. "Auntie Bebe spoils her rotten. We left her with Bebe and Blaine last weekend and she went home with, like, a dozen new dresses, two new Barbies, and a tiara."

"She's a Princess. She needs a tiara." Bebe said with playful petulance. "I got one for each of Oscar's girls that day, too. We were at Disneyland. They're all princesses and they all need tiaras."

"How many does she need, though?" Nancy shook her head. "You bought her another one yesterday as soon as they arrived."

"She's a Princess, Nan," Bebe sounded as if she were stating the obvious to her sister. "Princesses need crowns for different occasions, Nan. She can't walk around Disney World with a tiara from Disneyland, Nan. Have some common sense, for crying out loud."

"I rest my case. She's spoiling her." Nancy looked to the others for support.

"Auntie Bebe is going to run out of money if she's not careful," Marilyn said with a warning tone.

"No, Auntie Bebe is more aware of her money than you give her credit," Bebe was emphatic, but playful. "Auntie Bebe is doing better than fine, financially, and Auntie Bebe wants to be the 'fun aunt.' Besides, Auntie Bebe likes being 'Auntie Bebe,' and she wants to continue to be 'Auntie Bebe' forever, so Nancy can never break up with Bruce."

"Wow," Rose laughed. "No pressure, huh?"

"Is Oscar coming to the wedding, too," Marilyn asked. She was confused by her daughter's relationship with this much older man, but knew better than to question it.

"He arrives later today," Rose said. "He and his daughters are traveling with Don and Vivian."

"How can a driver afford to travel all the way across the country just to go to a wedding?" Marilyn asked.

"Auntie Bebe," Rose, Joanne and Nancy all said in unison.

Marilyn gave her youngest a stern look. "You'd better be careful, honey."

"Mom," Bebe shook her head. "Want a new house? Want seven new houses? Want a mansion? I can afford it, but I'm not spending that kind of money. Most of my money is in a trust, anyway! I'm spending 'upper middle class' money. When I show up with a yacht that has a helicopter landing pad and a staff of sixty, then you can worry. Until then, though... Auntie Bebe is buying dresses, dolls and tiaras. End of story."
 

~^~

 

They started with a ride on Big Thunder Mountain Railroad, then next door to Splash Mountain, then, to Rose's favorite, Pirates of The Caribbean, then a Dole Whip as they headed back to the front of the park to catch the monorail to EPCOT. They were soggy from the water rides and having a blast.

At EPCOT, they made their way to The Earth for a ride on Soarin', then they hit the World Showcase, walking clockwise from Mexico around the circle towards Canada on the other end of the walkway.

"Excuse me," a woman said, very quietly, to Rose while they waited in line at the Norway Pavilion, "but I think I recognize you."

Rose smiled. "Oh?"

"Yes. I'm pretty sure that you and that girl are both on TV, aren't you?"

Rose was gracious and smiled. "Yes, we are. I'm Rose."

"Oh, of course! 'Civil Disobedience,' right?"

"Yes, that's right." Rose smiled, staying quiet.

She was about to ask the woman to not make a scene when the woman spoke, still in a quiet voice. "I don't want to ruin your day. I just wanted to tell you how much I love your work."

"Well, thank you, so much," Rose was grateful.

By the time they reached Le Cellier in the Canada Pavilion, the last pavilion before the exit back into EPCOT, they had bought themselves and their friends lots of collectibles, clothing and crafts, and they were all ready for a big meal.

The dim, cavernous design of the restaurant provided additional privacy for the party. They were able to relax and prepared to enjoy their meals.

All of the women ordered steaks that the menu described as tender and juicy. Bebe settled on a bowl of potato and leek soup.

"May I ask you a question?" Eileen whispered to Bebe.

"Of course," Bebe wiped a trace of breadcrumbs left behind from breadsticks from the premeal breadbasket .

"You were a boy, right?"

Bebe's face went ashen and her jaw dropped for a moment before snapping back into a very nervous smile. "A b... boy? Why... why would you ask that?"

"Because, last year, when my husband and I went to Cape Cod to see Rosemary in 'The Taming of The Shrew,' her costar was named 'John,' but he was playing Bianca. He looked like you. Maybe a little heavier, he looked a little older... certainly not as old as Nancy, and your mother doesn't have any other children. That leaves you."

Bebe shifted uncomfortably, uncertain as to how to proceed. Should she deny it? Ask Rose for help?

"I... umm... I am a girl... I mean... I am... fully... a girl... now."

Eileen leaned closer. "I'm glad, dear, if that's what you wanted, I'm just curious..."

"About?"

"Well... all or it, dear, and my daughter's role in it."

Bebe glanced at Rose, but she was enthralled in a conversation with Joanne, Marilyn and Nancy about tomorrow's events.

"You're daughter's role...? I don't understand...?"

"Ok," Eileen smiled, but Bebe was still very concerned about the situation. "Let's start at the beginning. You were born a boy, correct?"

What did she know? How much had Rose told her? Where was this going? Friendly conversation or extortion?

No point in denying it. Rose was family. Eileen was going to hear it all eventually.

"Yes," Bebe said, quietly, in an ashamed whisper.

"And you've had sex reassignment surgery?"

"I've had 'corrective' surgery. I was... intersexed."

"Intersexed?" Eileen mulled that word over. "That's a new one for me. So, when was your surgery?"

On the verge of a panic attack, Bebe whispered, "This is all pretty personal, Mrs Mason, and I really shouldn't be talking about it, especially not in public."

"I'd really like you to answer these questions, Bianca. I have some concerns about your... situation and your relationship with my daughter."

"But... I can't discuss..."

"Why? If it was 'corrective' surgery, then why keep it a secret?"

"Well..." she was at a loss.

"Are you ashamed of what you did?"

"Ashamed? No, I'm not..."

"Then why not talk about it?"

Bebe's stomach was becoming a big knot and her head was pounding. This was dangerous to discuss ever, let alone in a public space. "Why are you... I mean... what do you want from me, Mrs Mason?"

"I want the truth. Why are you hiding the truth?"

"Because... I don't understand why you'd ask me this? Do you want money from me? I can only access so much until I turn twenty one, but..."

Eileen suddenly looked insulted. "Do you think I'm trying to extort money from you!?" Her voice was slightly louder than a whisper, but definitely loud enough to catch Rose's ear. She turned and looked to where Bebe and Eileen were seated as Eileen said, "Well, that's just about the most insulting thing I've ever heard!"

"Mom?" Rose asked as Eileen stood, grabbed her bag and headed towards the exit.

Rose looked at Bebe, who was a bit shaken and off balance. "I don't... she was asking a lot of questions... about me... and my surgery..."

"What!?" Rose stood and worked her way around the table. "How did she know?"

"I don't know!" Bebe said. "Rose, I'm sorry... I thought she was going to tell people... I was scared."

"What did you say?"

"I offered her money..."

"Oh, my God!" Rose increased her speed as she headed to the exit to try to catch her mother.

Bebe looked around at the confused faces of her family. Joanne took her hand. "It's ok, baby. Rose will straighten it out."

"Why on earth did you offer her money?" Marilyn asked, a bit shocked at the idea.

"I thought she was going to tell."

"Tell who?" Marilyn persisted. Her tone was decidedly unsympathetic.

"Who!? The news. TMZ. Her next door neighbor. Does it matter? Why ask would she ask?"

"Because she was curious, honey," Nancy moved into the seat that Eileen had vacated and put her arm around Bebe. "There's always going to be someone who knows a little, Beebs, and I'm sure that she was just interested."

"I asked her not to discuss it here, though, but she kept on asking." She looked toward the door where Rose had just disappeared. Had she ruined Rose's weekend?

"You see how offering her 'hush money' might be a bit insulting, right?" Joanne asked, calmly.

"Yeah, but... I mean... what could possibly be more private than that?"

"I think you should go apologize to that woman, right now, John," Marilyn scolded, causing all three women on the other side of the table to look up in shock.

"Mom," Nancy tried you be diplomatic and keep a lid on things. "First - there is no 'John.' You know that. Second - No, Bebe, you should NOT go after Eileen. Let Rose talk to her and you two can work things out later."

"Well," Marilyn was shocked by Nancy's tone. "I thought that you were on my side. Now, you've teamed up with your brother against me?"

Nancy's eyes were wide, astonished that her mother could be behaving this way, on this weekend, in this venue with so many people nearby. "Your side? Mom... there are no sides. Just right and wrong. Yeah, it was probably insulting to Eileen that Bebe offered her money, but come on... And I haven't teamed up with 'MY SISTER,' mom, I'm trying to remind my MOTHER that her youngest daughter has certain rights to privacy."

"Oh, SHE'S got rights. I see." Marilyn was getting wound up. She was speaking quietly, but it wasn't a whisper. It was an angry hiss. "And when my son decided to mutilate himself, where were my rights? Did anyone call me and ask my opinion? And you, Nancy. I haven't even met this man that you say you're 'serious' about. I'm not even a part of my children's lives any more. Where are my rights as a mother. How can you say that you're not teaming up against me?"

Joanne and Bebe were paralyzed in astonishment.

"Mom!" Nancy's voice was an angry, shockingly protective growl. "That is enough. Our lives are three thousand miles away from yours, now, and we both need to make decisions together and on our own, every single day. You have a new life with Joe, mom. We'll always be one family, but we can't be picking at each other like this. We'd love to have you come out and live with us, if you'd like..."

"Oh, sure," Marilyn scoffed. "Just pick up and move to California. I have a career, you know? I can't just move."

"We have careers, too, mom," Nancy was fit to be tied. Her teeth were clenched and she kept her voice low, but she was emphatic. "I have opportunities in LA that I never would have had in Worcester or Boston, and, in case you missed The Emmy Awards or if you haven't turned on a television on a Thursday night for the last year, Bebe's career is doing pretty damned well. No one is taking sides against you, mom, and no one is shutting you out. We're just trying to get our lives together and, as my history demonstrates, I am not real good at keeping things together, all the time. Thank God I have Bebe's support."

Bebe had been shocked by her mother's untimely attack, but now she was even more shocked by her sister's vehement defense.

"Ladies," Joanne spoke tentatively, "if I may... Obviously, there is a lot to talk about, here, but this is supposed to Rose's weekend. Today is Friday. Do you think that, maybe, we could put all of this on hold until, maybe, Sunday afternoon when the newlyweds are off on their own, enjoying their honeymoon. Then, maybe, you could have a nice lunch in your suite and say everything that need to be said - IN PRIVATE?"

Bebe looked at her mother, pleading that this didn't become a bigger scene than it already had become. Marilyn took a deep breath and looked around, realizing that they were, in fact, in a very public place. "You're right, of course, Joanne. I apologize... Joanne, girls... I'm just being overly emotional. It must be because of the wedding. You know how weddings make me. Forget all of this. I'll be good."

"No," Nancy shook her head, "we will not be forgetting this. Joanne is right. Sunday, we'll have breakfast together in the suite, then we will sit on the balcony, look at the lake and we will get all of this out in the open so that it never happens, again. Agreed?"

Marilyn nodded. "Ok."

"Bebe?" Nancy asked.

"Yes, of course. Mom... I never meant to..."

"On Sunday, honey," Joanne patted his hand. "Wait till Sunday."
 

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Rose ran up the ramp, past the gardens in front of the pavilion looking for her mother. When she reached the main walkway, there was no sign of her to the right or the left, but since the left led to the front gate, she ran that way. She caught up with her on the pathway to the Land and Sea area.

"Mom! Mom, stop! Please! Mom!"

Finally, Eileen stopped and turned, her face a picture of anger and frustration. "What?"

"Mom, please, let's talk."

"Talk? Seriously, you want to talk, now? You've allied yourself with these people who your father and I don't know. You buy a house against our wishes with a man you are not married to, and now, this little... tramp... accuses me of trying to extort money from her? But NOW you want to talk? Oh, I don't think so, Rosemary."

"Mom, please," Rose was looking around at the passing crowds, hoping that they were not paying attention to her mother's tantrum, but knowing that they were, "could we, maybe, find a private place to have this discussion."

"There is nothing to discuss, Rosemary. I am going to my room and when your father gets back from his golf game, we are going home. You've been living with this man for months and now we're supposed to pretend we're giving away our 'virgin' daughter? It's all a farce, Rosemary. A fantasy. It belongs here in make-believe-land."

"Mom..." Rose was interrupted by a pretty teenaged girl.

"Excuse me," the girl smiled, "could I just get a selfie with you?"

"...oh, umm... I'm sorry, dear," Rose sputtered, "this just isn't a good time. I'm sorry."

The girl left, politely, but Rose could sense that the photo was being taken.

Rose looked around and spotted a Disney cast member approaching. She waved to the young woman wearing the white top with all of the world's flags on it, the EPCOT uniform shirt, and called her close.

"Hi," Rose smiled. "I hate to ask this, but do you know who it am?"

The girl started to shake her head, 'no,' but suddenly recognized her. "Oh! Yes, of course. How can I help you?"

"Well, you see, my mother and I... well, we just need a quiet place for a minutes. Can you help us?"

"Oh," the girl looked around. "Yes, come with me."

She walked them to a building, just inside the Earth and Sea area. The building was being used, occasionally, to show Pixar shorts, now, but had previously been the domain of the 'Figment' exhibit. She opened a door in the back and turned on a light. "You can talk privately here. I'll wait outside to be sure no one disturbs you."

Rose thanked her and she and Eileen entered the hallway. It was a utility hallway that had mops, brooms, and other cleaning implements leaning on the walls.

"Well, this is lovely," Eileen looked around.

To Rose, it looked like the off stage area of any sound stage, but that wasn't worth arguing. She crossed her arms and looked at her mother. "Why are you doing this? Why today of all days?"

A look of self righteousness formed on the older woman's face. "When could I have brought it up before, Rosemary? We haven't seen you at home since Christmas and Ed was with you, then. I couldn't exactly speak freely in front of him, could I?"

"No, but you could have come to Falmouth any time this summer. We invited you several times and finally left it as an open invitation."

"You know how we felt about that. You should never have bought a house with a man who wasn't your husband."

"By this time tomorrow, he'll be my husband, mom. I knew that we were getting married. Could we, maybe, just for the sake of time, not discuss everything I ever did to disappoint you, and instead discuss why you seem bound and determined to make my wedding a miserable experience?"

"Argh," Eileen shook her head. "That... girl... or whatever she is... she accused me of being dishonest. I did nothing, Rosemary, but she accused me of being an extortionist. Do I deserve that?"

"Yes." Her answer was flat and emotionless.

"I beg your pardon!?" Eileen was shocked.

"Mom. You had absolutely no reason to have asked her anything about her sex. That is off limits when talking to anyone - ESPECIALLY when it's someone who has been through as much as Bebe has and someone who has as much to lose as Bebe. Your question was rude, uncalled for way out of bounds. Why did you even ask it and what the hell did you think her reaction would be?"

"Oh, really? I'm the rude one, am I? Listen, Rosemary, you have shut me out of your life and I was just trying to find out what the hell was going on!"

"Going on!? Mom! I'm living a charmed life! I'm successful. I'm happy. I'm in love. What more could a parent want for their child?"

"To be included, Rosemary. That's all I want!"

"Ok, mom. I'm sorry, but the planes fly in both directions, you know. Yes, I haven't been home, but I've been very busy. You're retired, mom. I invited you to LA, I invited you to Falmouth and, except for coming here, you've always said 'no.' How do you think that makes me feel, huh?"

"Well, Rosemary, to tell you then truth, your father and I are not very comfortable with all of... this..."

"'all of this,' what?" Rose was working hard to not get angry, but it wasn't easy.

"This... life, Rosemary. The excess. Living with a man. Bebe. All of it. We always knew you were talented, honey, but we never really thought you'd end up living three thousand miles away and that your life would be this.. odd."

"How is my life ODD!? I'm in bed by nine o'clock most nights, unless I'm working. I have dated a grand total of one guy since I left - a guy, who, by the way, I am about to marry, and I'm worth several million dollars, but live in a nice, middle class condo and I'm half owner of a home on Cape Cod that's nice, but hardly extravagant considering how much money I've made. None of that seems ODD to me!"

"Well, in my day, we didn't just start living with a man. We got married, first."

"Ok, I get that, but I'm getting married tomorrow, mom. I lived with the man I'm marrying before the ceremony. That's not usual today and it doesn't exactly make me a tramp."

Eileen breathed deeply. "And then there's the whole... Bebe thing."

Rose turned cool and stood straighter. "What about Bebe?"

"Oh, come on, Rosemary. I mean... this all so... unnatural. A young man pretending to be a girl. Come on, now. Are you seriously telling me that if your daughter was involved in something like this that you wouldn't be concerned?"

"Mother," Rose took a deep breath, "when I first met Bebe, yes, she was biologically male in that she had a penis, but she was not really a boy. She had the hormonal levels of a ten year old girl and she was starting to develop the hips to prove it. She was born with an intersexed condition which she has faced bravely and recently had the surgery needed to correct it. Biologically, now, she has the body and hormonal levels of a fifteen year old girl."

"Oh, that's just ridiculous," Eileen scoffed. "People are born male or female."

Rose was suddenly very quiet. "I cannot believe I'm hearing this from my own mother. I thought that you were an empathetic person, mom. If Bebe had been born with some other kind of genetic condition, something that medical science could fix - say a cleft pallet, or if she was hard of hearing - should she not have had the surgery to repair the cleft pallet so she could speak clearly, or not gotten a cochlear implant so she could hear? This is no different."

Eileen shook her head and started to say something, but Rose held up her hand and spoke first. "There's something that you need to understand, mom. Over the past year or so, I've gotten very close to Bebe, and not in a sexual way. Ed and I have had to take care of her as if she was our own child. We are her legal guardians while she is in Los Angeles and she relies on us for everything. I think of her as if she were my own, mom. My own daughter or my own little sister - I don't know exactly - but as my own. She has been through hell, mom. Stress ulcers, adjusting to a new life, a new sex... it's been really tough for her, but all anyone sees is how brilliant she is on camera - and she is, mom. She's absolutely brilliant. She is one of the most courageous people I have ever met as well as one of the most talented and she is mine, mom. I don't know if she's my sister or my daughter, but she is MINE. Do you understand that."

Eileen remained silent.

"Now, I will love you and daddy forever, but I will protect Bebe from anyone who tries to treat her badly, and that includes you. I never intended to create a rift between us, mom, and I'm sorry if I've disappointed you somehow by finding happiness and becoming successful, and I want to just put this all aside and move on from here, but if your acceptance of me is somehow dependent of me rejecting my Bebe, then... well, I'm sorry, mom, but that is NOT going to happen."

Eileen gave it one more try. "Rosemary. I was brought up a certain way - to believe certain things. That men are men and women are women. That's how God intended things to be..."

"Spare me, mom," Rose interrupted. "I haven't seen you in a church since my confirmation, so don't get all high and mighty with me. I don't know a lot about the Bible, but I know that it says that where two or more are gathered in love, then God is there, too and Ed and I love each other and we both love Bebe. I also know that it says that we shouldn't judge one and other, so I'm not going to judge you, mom. I'm just going to ask you to reconsider everything that you just said to me. I am truly, truly sorry that this distance exists between us and I want things to go back to the way they were, but... I just don't know what to say, mom. I guess... if you want to leave and shut me out of your life, then that's your decision, but it's not what I want."

Eileen wiped a tear from her cheek. "I don't know what to say, Rosemary. I need a little time to think."

Rose nodded. "Ok. Ed and I are going to go to Disney Springs tonight. I'll come by your room at The Polynesian at seven and see if you've had time to think things over. If you decide to leave... well... I guess I'll understand."

There was nothing left to say, so Rose opened the door and let the bright sunshine in. She stopped before leaving, though, and said to her mother, "I love you." Then she let the door close and walked away.
 

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"Well," Nancy shook her head as she and Bebe caught Rose up on what had happened between them and Marilyn while Rose was dealing with Eileen, "it seems like we all got blindsided by our moms. I'm really sorry, Rose. Weddings are always stressful, but you shouldn't have to deal with crap like this."

They had left their delicious meals uneaten at Le Cellier and they were now having ham and cheese croissants at the bakery in the France pavilion. It certainly wasn't as scrumptious as the meal they'd been prepared to eat, but it was very tasty, none the less.

"Are we really rotten daughters?" Rose was feeling particularly down. The thought of her parents not coming to her wedding was bringing her close to tears.

"No," Bebe sighed. "You're both great daughters. It's all because of me, just like always. My mom feels like I left her out of the biggest decision of my life and your mom thinks I'm a freak. I guess that I kinda am."

"Alright, Bebe," Rose scolded. "Enough of that. I don't want to ever hear you say things like that."

"I don't mean it in a bad way, Rose," she shrugged. "I mean I'm freakish because I'm different than almost everyone else in the world. I'm not talking myself down or anything, I just wonder if I would understand if I hadn't gone through all of this and I knew someone else who did. Anyway, I'm really sorry."

"Honey," Rose patted Bebe's cheek, "it's not your fault. My parents are just being... awful."

"Mom, too, Bebe," Nancy agreed as she tossed the half uneaten remains of her croissant onto her plate and covered it in a napkin.

"Auntie Bebe!" A voice shouted from the doorway.

Bebe spotted the little, mocha skinned girl wearing a Lilo and Stitch sweat shirt and an elaborate tiara waving from the doorway next to a good looking man in a handsome, leather coat. "Cora!" Bebe's mood was suddenly much more upbeat. She opened her arms wide and invited the child run to her. Bebe wrapped the child is a tight hug and inhaled her hair. "Oh, you just made my day so much better!"

The child giggled and smiled. "I met Sleeping Beauty!" She said with excitement.

"Hey," the handsome man leaned down and kissed Nancy's cheek. "Sorry to interrupt. I didn't know you'd be in here. I just wanted to get Cora something to eat and sit for a few minutes. "

"Hi, Bruce," Nancy accepted the kiss, gratefully. "Don't worry. We've had a rough day. We were just looking for a place to hide."

"But you've had a great day, haven't you?" Bebe asked Cora.

"Yes!" She said excitedly.

"Do you want something to eat?"

"Yes!"

"Ok, come on." Bebe stood and took her hand.

As they headed to the counter, Bruce called to Bebe, "Something healthy, please! Something with at least a little protein!"

"You know she's coming back with a cream horn or something like that, don't you?" Nancy said.

"I know," he smiled, "but I have to try."

He looked at the exhausted faces of the women sitting with him. "Well, you two look awfully depressed considering there's a wedding in about eighteen hours. What happened?"

They explained what had happened to Bruce and felt even worse when they were done.

"So, where are your moms and Joanne, now?" Bruce asked.

"Our moms are back at the hotels," Nancy said. "I think Joanne really needed to get some distance between herself and all of this. I don't blame her. I think she thought my mom was about to attack her."

"Wow. Sorry," Bruce shrugged. "I hope it all works out."

Just then, Bebe returned with a tray of food in one hand and holding Cora's hand with the other. Bruce looked at the tray and saw a sandwich of some kind, a drink and a pile of napkins covering something.

"So, what have we gotten for a meal?" He asked.

"It's apple slices, cranberries and brie on whole grain bread, with apple juice to drink."

"Very good, Bianca," Bruce teased. "And what else did you get?"

"Just a little dessert," Bebe smiled.

Bruce reached across the table and removed the napkins revealing a flantart with cherries, and puff-pastry layered with cream. "She's not to eat all of that sugar, Bebe."

Bebe smiled, sadly. "Actually, it's been a really bad day, Bruce. I plan on eating a lot of that myself."
 

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"They're both really good girls, Marilyn," Joanne was sitting on the couch in Marilyn's suite. "I know that they're crushed to think that they have upset you. Is there anyway that we can rectify this situation?"

"I was shut out, Joanne. Completely shut out when my son made a decision that changed his life, and now my daughter doesn't tell me that she's in a serious relationship until she is in a situation that makes it impossible for me not to find out. How would you feel if your child alienated you, Joanne?"

Joanne nodded. "I understand, I really do, and I hope that you don't think that I ever wanted to interfere in your relationship with Bebe. I was only trying to help. But I do understand what it's like to be alienated by your child. Not long ago, my son and I barely spoke. We lived in the same house, but I had my responsibilities and he was drifting away from me. My husband, Blaine's stepfather... well, he's a good man, but he travels a lot and he isn't... involved, if you know what I mean. He takes good care of us and he loves us in his own way, but..."

Joanne realized that she was wandering. "Anyway, Blaine did his own thing and I did mine until one day when he came home excited about meeting a girl. He couldn't stop talking about her - how pretty she was, how smart she was, how funny she was... he was smitten, plain and simple."

Joanne chuckled at the memory of Blaine's infatuation. "Since Bebe entered our life, Marilyn, Blaine and I have grown closer and closer. She's a magical girl, Marilyn. She makes the world better, just by being in it. I understand why you're upset that you have to share her with us... with the world. But there are a few things that you should always remember - Even before she was Bebe, she was ALWAYS a Bebe waiting to bloom and that she will love you forever and she would never have done anything to upset you."

Marilyn shifted in the overstuffed chair and sighed. "You think I'm a selfish woman, don't you, Joanne?"

"Not at all. I think you're a loving mother whose children have both had challenging years. I think you're frightened for them and that you want to hold them close and make sure they're ok, but... you can't because they're thousands of miles from home. I think you're scared for them. That's all."

Marilyn sighed again, but this time the sigh was filled with a tremor of emotion. "I've done a terrible thing, Marilyn. I accused my own children of being horrible people. I made my youngest feel like something less because she was different." A tear rolled down her cheek. "I accused them of shutting me out, but I was the one who slammed the door on them." Now she cried freely. "Oh, I'm such an idiot. They'll never come back, now."

Joanne leaned forward and took her hand. "I think you're right, Marilyn. They're never going to come back to Massachusetts full time. They have new and successful lives in California, but that doesn't mean that you can't share their new lives with them. I know that's what they want. Is that what you want, too?"

"Well, of course it is, but... I just miss them, so much, Joanne."

"I know, dear. I'm sorry, but isn't it better to be a part of their lives than to be excluded?"

Marilyn nodded. "Thank you, Joanne. I'll talk to them tonight and... I think that... I guess a good long talk after the wedding is a good idea."

The door opened and Joe McManus entered the room. He was smiling, but immediately realized that something was wrong. "Is everything ok?"

Joanne stood. "I should go." She touched Marilyn's shoulder in friendship. "You must be Joe. I'm Joanne. Nice to meet you."
 

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"Are you sure that you don't mind having Cora with you, tonight?" Nancy asked as she slid the post of her earring into the piercing of her ear. She was wearing a lovely red dress that hugged her curves sexily. "I mean, Bruce and I don't have to go out tonight."

"I'm thrilled to have her with me," Bebe grinned as she loaded a few water bottles into her backpack. "We're taking Mia and Sofia with us, too. Blaine and the girls are meeting Oscar to get them so Oscar can go out with you guys and then we're meeting them in front of Cinderella's Castle at eight. I love the fireworks at Magic Kingdom. I'm sure they'll love them, too."

There was a knock on the door. Nancy looked towards the entrance in surprise. "Oh, gosh, they're early. I need to finish my makeup. Just let them in, will you?"

"Sure," Bebe smiled as she headed to the door and Nancy disappeared into her room of the suite.

"Nancy's not quite ready," Bebe grinned as she opened the door, but there were two unexpected faces waiting on the other side. "Mom? Joe?"

"Hi, Bebe," Joe said. "Umm... May we come in and talk for a few minutes?"

"Oh, Umm... yeah... of course." Bebe turned and led them into the suite. "Umm... have a seat. I'll... I'll tell Nan that you're here."

She knocked on the door and cracked it open. "Nan... mom and Joe are here. They want to talk."

Nancy came out as her mother and Joe were taking their seats. "Hi."

"Oh," Joe looked at how beautiful Nancy looked, "is this a bad time?"

"No," Nancy sat opposite them. "Bruce won't be here for fifteen minutes or so."

By the time Bruce and Cora showed up, Nancy, Bebe and Marilyn were all dabbing their eyes, but a lot of air had been cleared.

"Mom, Joe," Nancy said. "This is Bruce."

"Hi," Bruce smiled and gave a nervous wave.

"And this," Bebe said, lifting Cora into the air, "is Princess Cora. The most beautiful girl in all the land."

Cora giggled and smiled as she was spun around and hugged.
 

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"Are you sure you want to do this tonight?" Ed asked as he and Rose walked down the hallway of The Polynesian Resort to Rose's parents' room. "I mean, tomorrow's your wedding day I don't want you to be upset."

"If I don't talk this out with her, I will be upset. Now, could you do me a favor and just be there to support me? I know you and your righteous indignation. Only help me if I'm losing, ok?"

Ed could see that Rose was very stressed. "Sure, Rosie. Whatever you want."

They knocked on the door to her parents room and almost immediately it popped open and Mike Mason's sunburned face appeared. "Oh! Hi, kids!" He seemed surprised to see them. "Hey, Eileen, the kids are here."

They followed him into the hotel room. "Did Ed tell you how I kicked his butt on the golf course this afternoon?" He laughed. Mike was the kind of guy who judged everyone by their golf skills. Obviously, Ed had done well enough to get a teasing, rather than just scorn, so that was a good thing. "He could learn a lot from that Don Ferry, fellow, though. That guy could go pro. And that kid, Blake is it? He was something, too."

"It's Blaine, daddy," Rose corrected, but Mike didn't pay attention.

"This guy, though," Mike continued with a chuckle in his voice, "he did not get along with that ball at all. Hey, that Oscar guy is a card, though. He didn't golf, but we met him for lunch. Funny guy. And he's met, like, every star in Hollywood..."

"Mike," Eileen interrupted, "the kids have to meet their friends for drinks. We need to talk about things, first. Have a seat."

There were two pull out couches on either side of the moderately sized room. Eileen was sitting on one and she offered the other to Rose and Ed. As they sat, Mike sighed, "Do we really need to do this, Eileen?"

"Sit down, Mike." He did.

"I've thought a lot about what you said this afternoon, Rosemary," Eileen began, "and you're right. I had no right to ask Bianca or anyone else about their personal decisions. I was out of line and I apologize."

Rose relaxed a little. This had started better than she'd expected. "Thank you, mom, but that apology really should be made to Bebe, not me."

Eileen glanced at Mike, who had looked more and more uncomfortable. "If the opportunity presents itself, I will apologize to her, too, but we need to discuss how Bebe fits into... the picture."

Rose could sense Ed tensing up and she squeezed his hand to make him relax. "No, we don't, mom. I made it clear this afternoon - Bebe is mine... ours. Think of her as your granddaughter or your niece or as a total stranger, I don't care, but that is the end of our conversation about Bebe - forever."

"Rose," Mike said, quietly and with tenderness in his voice, "just think about things from our point of view. We worked hard to give you everything - a wholesome upbringing, a good education and, to tell you the truth, we never REALLY expected you to become an successful actress. We figured you'd give it a shot, then, maybe, come back home and find a good job teaching drama at a high school. We were really taken by surprise when you got that show and moved away. It all just happened too fast, honey."

Rose furrowed her brow as she considered this. "Well, thanks for the vote of confidence, I guess."

"Now, no offense, Ed," Mike continued and shifted his attention back to Rose, "but we always thought that you were... well... a virgin. We were pretty surprised when you and Ed went from roommates to... well, lovers."

Rose was torn as to whether of not she should dispel her parents' delusions about her sexual activities, but she felt it would derail the reasons she'd come, so she just listened.

"We can't help but feel that, maybe, being out there, with all those show business -types might not be the healthiest environment - morally, I mean."

"Dad," Rose sighed, "if you were to look through my high school yearbook and call the girls I went to school with, I would bet that at least half of them are living with boyfriends and I'm marrying mine. Why is this a big deal?"

Mike shrugged. "Rose... we're concerned about... well, Goddamnit, had you ever even met a tranny before?"

"Alright." Ed's ire was awakened, now, "just hold up a moment..."

"I don't mean to be rude," Mike held up both hands. "I'm just asking? I mean, I never met one before? I know that these show-biz types are unusual - you know, Michael Jackson and people like that..."

Ed stood, his face red with rage. "Come on Rosie, let's go."

Rose stood, resigned, and was about to leave with Ed, but Mike blocked their path. "Wait. What did I say to upset you?"

Ed looked at Rose, completely baffled as to how to respond.

"Daddy," Rose shook her head, "do you really think that what you just said is acceptable?"

"Yes. Why?"

She looked at Ed and rolled her eyes. "Sit down, dad. I think that we may have to lay down some very important ground rules right now." She took a big breath. "Alright, Mom, Dad... I know that you live in a small town and all, but... it's time that you entered the twenty-first century. I'm going to help you become a bit more... 'woke,' ok? Now listen..."

An hour later, Ed and Rose walked into The House of Blues in Disney Springs to the hoots and shouts from Oscar, Nancy, Bruce and Joanne.

"You're late," Nancy smiled, hoping that the 'happy couple' were ok. "Is everything alright?"

"It is, now," Rose smiled.
 

~^~

 

Bebe sat on the pavement in front of Cinderella's Castle, her legs tucked under her, Cora on her lap. To her left, Sofia was tucked under her arm with MK and Cassie sitting beyond. To her right, Ed sat, cross legged, with Mia on his lap, with Ella and Annie beyond. They watched the beautiful projections changing the castle from a medieval edifice into amazing visualizations of various Disney films as it told a story that wound all the other stories together. The music played and the fireworks exploded overhead. She felt the precious little girls touching her body and looked around. There were thousands of people within a few dozen feet of her and most of them probably knew who she was, but right here, within just three or four feet, were eight people who she loved and who loved her. She leaned to the left and kissed Sofia's head, then did the same to Cora, then to Mia. Then she smiled at Blaine and kissed him, softly and passionately.

"Happy?" he whispered.

"Of course," she smiled. "My life is just like a fairy tale."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Bebe: A Disney Wedding - Day 2 / Epilogue

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  • Clara

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  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
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  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Workplace Situations
  • Slow Transformation
  • The Operation
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  • Hormones
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Bebe: A Disney Wedding - Day 2 / Epilogue

by Clara
Copyright©2019, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

The Epic Story Reaches it's final conclusion!


 
Author's Note: About fourteen months ago, Bianca Foley arrived in my life and now, after thirty six installments
and nearly a thousand pages, I think I have finally reached the end of this amazing girl's story.
It's the big day for Ed and Rose and Bebe is the maid of honor. Fantasy carriage rides and a
wedding in the Disney Wedding Pavilion as well as a serious conversation with mom, it's a very
busy weekend for Bebe.

I may be AWOL for a little while so I can work on some other things, try to come up with some new
ideas, and get over saying goodbye to Bebe. Thank you, everyone for all of your support throughout
this long story! I couldn't have done it without you!

As always, I live for your comments and critiques! ~Clara
 
This version of Bebe: A Disney Wedding - Day 2 / Epilogue has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Day 2

"Familiarity breeds contempt - and children."
~ Mark Twain.
 
 
"Hey, Siri," Nancy spoke to her phone, "what is today's weather going to be like?"

"The weather in Lake Buena Vista, Florida, today, calls for clear skies and sunshine with a low of fifty-six degrees and a high of seventy-seven degrees."

"Sounds just about perfect." She smiled at Bebe, both in their prettiest undies as they nibbled some toast and sipped tea. Their dresses were upstairs in The Bridal Suite with Rose. In fifteen minutes, they'd don their robes and head up to help Rose and then Mia, Sofia and Cora get ready for the big day. It was 6:08am and the sun was not yet up, but they needed to be ready so that they could be taken by horse drawn carriage, Cinderella's carriage, in fact, to Magic Kingdom to take wedding party pictures before 'rope drop,' the Disney World Term for opening the park for the day.

"Do think that you and Bruce will get married at some point?" Bebe asked, a smile playing of her face.

Nancy shrugged and considered that. "I don't know, Beebs. We've only been dating a couple of months. I mean, I like him... I like him a lot... I'm pretty sure that I actually love him, which would be a first for me, but I'm not sure that I'd be a great mom for Cora."

"Why?"

"Well... Bruce and I both work long hours and... I don't know... I never thought of myself as 'mom material.' Cora is the first child I ever dealt with, other than you, of course, but we were both children, then."

"And you don't like being with Cora?"

"Oh, no, no, I LOVE being with Cora, but she is different with me than she is with Bruce, or even you. She smiles and hugs me and all, but she worships you. How did you get so good with kids?"

Bebe thought about that. "I don't know. When I was a camp councilor at that YMCA camp for a summer, I had a good time with the kids, but... When I started taking hormones and thinking about living life as a woman... I guess that kids just seemed like a logical part of that life and I began wanting to take care of them. Whenever I could, I started holding Ella's little brother and playing with him and any other babies I could get my hands on. It's like I crave them. I love being 'the big girl' when I'm with Sofia or Mia, and It's like I'm addicted to Cora."

"Do you want to be a mom?"

"Oh... more than anything. I mean, I'm not stupid, I know that I can't 'HAVE' a child, like give birth, but I want a family, Nan. Little dresses and glitter and tiaras..."

Nancy smiled. She never in a million years would have thought a conversation like this would happen with her younger sibling. "No boys?"

"Oh, of course, boys. Little ball caps and bow ties... I'll take a dozen of each, thank you."

"Two dozen, kids!? You'd better get a grip, there, Bebe. One or two will be a lot to handle. Don't go crazy."

Bebe laughed. "I'm just fantasizing."

"Yeah, well, I know you. Fantasies become obsessions for you. Make sure that you keep some perspective. Even Angelina Jolie doesn't have twenty four kids. And I suppose that Blaine would be the father of this brood?"

Bebe sat and nodded. "Of course. Can I be honest about something, Nan?"

"Of course, sweetheart."

"I know that I've been obsessed with Blaine for a long time, and recently, my therapist asked me to evaluate our relationship. She gave me a sheet and had me write down the good things and the bad. I spent an entire, two hour session doing it and, when I was done, the whole left side was filled with good things and the only thing I'd written on the right side was, 'He makes me scared to lose him.' She thinks I'm emotionally dependent on him. Do you?"

Nancy exhaled and shook her head. "Wow, Bebe. I don't know exactly how to respond to that. I mean, and I'm just being honest, you've always be pretty dependent on Ed, even before he was your caretaker, and once Rose came on the scene, you became attached to her, too. I think that emotional dependence is a big part of your personality, BUT - you always pick great people to attach yourself to. So, yeah, I do think that you're emotionally dependent on Blaine, but I can't imagine a better guy for you, so what difference does it make?"
 

~^~

 

The bridal suite smelled of singed hair and hairspray when Bebe and Nancy arrived. Meg, the hair and makeup coordinator from 'Civil Disobedience,' was not only a guest at the wedding, but she was on the job this morning. "Hi!" Bebe called from the doorway. "Rose?"

"We're in the bedroom," Meg called out. "The bride can't speak. I'm doing her lips."

When they entered the bedroom, they found Mia and Sophia sitting on the bed, their mouths open, just like Rose's, watching the process of creating a bridal-princess intently.

"She's got a few more coats to go," Meg said without looking up. When she finished Rose's lips, she grabbed a tube of very pale pink lip gloss and applied it to each of the little girls' lips. Both Nancy and Bebe knew that the application of the lip gloss was a simple procedure and didn't need this much attention, but it was sweet that Meg had made them feel like they were a part of the preparations.

Rose's hair was done both high on her head as well as down her back. She had a lot of hair, but some of this had to be extensions or just additional pieces, but they all matched her own hair, perfectly.

"Oh, Rose," Bebe gushed. "Your hair... you look incredible."

"Anks," Rose uttered without moving her lips.

"Oh, but Meg," Bebe teased, looking at Oscar's girls, "I think you messed up. The bride is supposed to be the most beautiful girl at the wedding and look at these two! They're gorgeous!"

The little girls grunted their 'anks' as well, keeping their lips still, just like Rose, and they both giggled.

Nancy watched Bebe's natural interaction with the children and smiled. She'd make a great mother. No doubt about it.

"Maybe I should go get Cora," Nancy said. "I'll text Bruce and see if he's bringing her up."

"I have a plan for you, two, as well," Meg smiled at Bebe and Nancy. "Nancy, I'm going to do yours in the same kid of bob that you usually wear, but add a little texture to it, if you don't mind."

"Sure," Nancy said as she completed the text. When Rose had asked Nancy to be a bridesmaid, Nancy was both surprised and flattered. When she found out that her participation would also require her to submit to Meg's skills, she was a bit less enthusiastic, but Meg had done a nice job on her for The Emmy Awards, so she hoped that she wouldn't go nuts on her today.

"Bebe, I'm going to do something a little more elaborate for you, but still comfortable and easy to wear. Could you plug in my hot-curlers, please?"

As Bebe did that, Nancy read the reply to her text. "Oh, they're on the elevator right now."

"Cool!" Bebe shouted as she ran out of the bedroom and out of the bridal suite.

"What's that all about?" Meg asked.

Nancy shrugged. "Who knows."

When the elevator door opened, Bruce and Cora were greeted with the sight of Bebe standing at the end of the hall, her arms swinging wide. "Cora!" She shouted with greatly exaggerated enthusiasm.

Cora let go of her father's hand and ran as fast as she could to her favorite person in the world, giggling all the way. She let out an ecstatic shriek as Bebe caught her and swung her in a circle, hugging her tightly.

"I missed you, so much," Bebe laughed as she kissed Cora's head, the fits of giggling continuing.

"You know," Bruce sighed, "before she met you, I never would have seen my daughter running full blast through a hotel hallway."

"Oh, it's good for her." Bebe grinned as she swooped the child around in her arms.

"Bebe," Bruce smiled, "she used to have manners. She very impetuous when she's around you."

"And I'm impetuous when I'm around her," she smiled at Nancy's handsome boyfriend. "You've got a great little girl, Bruce, and I love her to death. If I'm really being a bad influence, just say so."

He looked at his daughter, so happy in Bebe's arms, and shook his head. "That's ok, Bebe. She's happy when she's with you and that means a lot." Suddenly, he looked away, looking a little embarrassed. "Umm... your robe, Bebe..."

She looked down and realized that, while playing with Cora, her robe had come untied and her bra and panties were exposed. "Oops," she laughed, pulling it closed. "I didn't mean to flash you, but you were in the operating room when I had surgery, so, you've definitely seen worse."

"Yeah, but that's different. That was a professional situation and I wasn't dating your big sister at the time."

Bebe smiled at his discomfort. She'd never made someone blush like that before. "Sorry."

Bruce kissed Cora's cheek, "Now, you be a good girl for Bebe and I'll see you at the wedding, ok?"

"Ok, daddy," she smiled and hugged Bebe tightly.

Then he kissed Bebe's cheek and said, "Goodbye," leaving Bebe shocked that Bruce had just kissed her.

When she brought Cora into the bedroom, Nancy said 'hi' to the child, then looked at Bebe. "Everything ok?"

"Yeah, fine," she smiled, "except your boyfriend just kissed me goodbye."

"Really!?" Nancy laughed. "Lips?"

"Cheek, but I was surprised anyway."

"Well," Nancy laughed, "I guess it's all in the family. I'll give Blaine a kiss, later."

The next few hours were a blur of hairspray and lingerie. They dressed the girls, first. Their little dresses were white, sleeveless confections with scoop necks, plain tops that ended in wide red sashes with little splashes of mistletoe scattered around them. The girls wore petticoatslips that were wide and feminine, but the dresses also had petticoats sewn in, so the result was a wide expanse of feminine fluff.

"Thank you for including Cora," Nancy whispered to Rose. "She's so happy to be a part of this. I know she wasn't part of your original plan."

Rose smiled. "My pleasure, but, to tell you the God's honest truth, I never really planned on having Oscar's girls involved. It was all Bebe's idea. I said we were getting married and, suddenly, I had flower girls. When you started dating Bruce and we met Cora, how could we not include her?"

"I have something for each of you," Bebe told the children as she produced three, small boxes from the pocket of her robe.

When they opened the little gifts, the girls all let out a quiet, "Whoa."

Each contained a delicate, gold necklace with a small, gold Mickey Mouse hanging on it. Bebe helped each put their's on then fussed over each, telling each how beautiful she looked.

Nancy was the first to get her gown on. Her's was a tribute to the clothing of Princess Jasmine. As she always preferred, it was simple, but elegant. It was a deep green gown, sleeveless, with a plunging neckline. The halter top was resplendent with green beads of various sizes, while the skirt was comprised of layer after layer of sheer, green material that flowed around her legs, elegantly. Meg had given Nancy's hair wonderful fullness and done her makeup to be enhanced by the green of the gown. It all worked together in such a way as to make Nancy's already beautiful body, breathtaking.

Once Bebe had helped Nancy into her dress, Nancy turned to help her.

Bebe's dress was a tribute to Belle's ball gown. It was an off-the shoulder gown made from soft, deep red material. The bodice fit tightly and cuddled her breasts over her strapless bra. It narrowed to a triangular waist, then spread wide in a bell shaped skirt that kept its shape with the largest petticoat any of the women had ever seen. When the dress was all in place, Bebe's feet were in the center of a circle of soft, noisy fabric, eight feet around. It was all that she could do to get her feet into her three inch sandals.

Finally, Nancy and Bebe turned to Rose to help her into her gown. It was a masterpiece of fashion design, based on Cinderella's gown, but fit for a bride. Spaghetti straps supported the white bodice, that scooped low and exposed her perfect cleavage and supported dozens of diamond shaped crystals. It stretched gorgeously around Rose's slender, athletic chest, showcasing the perfect breasts beneath. The high waist domed out in layer after layer of sheer fabric, similar to Nancy's dress, but was supported by wide and voluptuous petticoats, similar to Bebe's. The outer layer of the skirt was also adorned with crystals and there was a Christmas-red fringe exposed at the bottom of the elegant creation.

The style combined elements of both Bebe and Nancy's gowns, was in perfect harmony with the idea of the traditional bride's gown and made Rose sparkle like the star that she was. She was beautiful, gorgeous, unique, precious and startling.

The little girls were mesmerized by the beauty of the women's dresses, especially Rose's, and when each of them, girls and women alike, all had tiaras made of Swarovski Crystals pinned into their hair, each of them felt like real royalty.

Then came a knock on the door. Bebe opened it to find a man dressed in an elaborate costume. A powdered wig with horizontal curls on the sides, a gold tail-coat, long, gold vest, gold knickers, white tights and wearing pattern leather shoes.

"Milady," the man bowed, "I am your coachman and I am here to escort the bridal party to their coach."

Bebe curtsied, a skill she'd mastered in 'The Taming of the Shrew.' It had become such a habit that she'd had to work hard to not curtsy when spoken to after the show closed. This time, though, with the elegant gown and elaborately dressed gentleman and the magical atmosphere, it not only felt right, it was fun.

"Just a moment, kind sir," Bebe spoke in her posh, Bianca accent, "and I shall gather my mistress and her retinue and we shall depart with thee, anon."

The 'cast member' smiled, happy to have such a cooperative guest. "I shall be waiting, milady."

Bebe held up the hem of her skirt so she could walk, then said, in her same Bianca accent, to the women and girls, "Our escort has arrived, mistresses. Shall we depart?"

Rose was amused and used a much more pretentious accent when she replied, "Yes, let's shall."

Each woman took the hand of a little girl as they headed to the hallway and each felt more special than they'd ever felt before.

Despite their attempts to keep the date of the wedding a secret and keep low profiles while at the parks, they caused quite a stir in the lobby of The Grand Floridian. Any bridal party would have, of course, but the opulence of the dresses caught the attention of everyone in the lobby. Then, as recognition kicked in, they stopped for a good number of photos until Disney handlers moved them along. Even Nancy enjoyed the attention.
 

~^~

 

"You're not nervous, are you?" Don patted Ed's shoulder.

"Me? Naw. I love Rosie and she loves me. Why would I be nervous?" Ed shrugged.

"Because there's enough food to feed a small village in Bangladesh on your plate, but I don't think you've eaten a bite."

Ed looked at his plate. "Oh, yeah." He shrugged. "I'm not nervous, really. I'm just not hungry. Anyone want some of this?"

Don, Oscar and Blaine all shook their heads and patted their very full bellies.

"I guess," Ed explained, "that I'm not really worried about being with Rosie, it's just that I'm a little freaked out by the idea of actually being married. I mean, I was fine with it before, but now that the day is here... I'm kinda freaked out by it."

Don and Oscar laughed at that, but Blaine shrugged. "I can't wait to married," he said a bit shyly.

"Really?" Oscar laughed. "You just want to settle down? No wild oats to sew or anything?"

He shrugged again. "I don't know... I mean, I'm happier when I'm with Bebe than when I'm not... so why not just get married?"

"So, Bebe's the one, then?" Don asked, his arm around the boy's shoulder.

"Yeah."

"No question about that?"

"No. None. I want to be with Bebe, you know, forever."

Oscar reached over and slapped Blaine on the back. "Atta boy. Know what you want and go get it."

Blaine blushed a little.

"But not for a good long while, yet, though," Ed smirked. "Finish high school, then college, then get a good job, then get married. Ok? Maybe when you're, like, twenty-five or so, get married."

Blaine nodded. "Ok."

"So, Don," Oscar smiled, "what college did you graduate from?"

Don smiled back. "I didn't graduate, Oscar as you well know. Two years at Juilliard, but I did not graduate. I got a part in a movie and one thing led to another, so... I never finished."

"And you're married, right?"

Don smiled and nodded.

"And you, Ed?" Oscar was enjoying this. "You graduated from what college, now?"

Ed looked from Oscar to Blaine and back. "Two years at Wentworth, but then things changed."

"No diploma?" Oscar teased.

"No."

"But you're getting married, today. Hmm."

Don and Ed smirked at Oscar as Oscar went on, "And you, Oscar?" Oscar interviewed himself. "Oh, I graduated from Pasadena City College with an associate's degree in Communication Sciences - graduated second in my class, as a matter of fact. Oh, that's wonderful Oscar and are you married? Nope, not at the moment - married once at nineteen and a second time at twenty six. Both ended in divorce. And do you have a good job, Oscar? Not bad, actually. I bring in about eighty-five grand a year, but with two girls and an elderly mother to care for, that doesn't go very far. So, yeah," he smiled at Blaine, "make sure you get that degree and a good job before you get married."

The table sat silent for a moment, until Oscar asked Ed, "And exactly how old are you, Mr MacNeal? Twenty-five or so?"

Ed started at Oscar for a good ten seconds before turning his gaze to Blaine. "We will discuss this at another, more private, time, but DO NOT, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES PROPOSE TO MY NIECE TODAY. IS THAT UNDERSTOOD?"

Blaine smiled and sipped his grapefruit juice. "Got it."
 

~^~

 

The little girls stared out the carriage windows in amazement as the replica of Cinderella's carriage drove bumpily through a nearly deserted Magic Kingdom. Word had gotten out that the bride involved in today's photoshoot was Rose Menard from 'Civil Disobedience' and that Bebe Foley would be there, too, so there were quite a few 'cast members' reporting to duty well ahead of schedule, and oddly, many of them had their phones with them.

Nancy disembarked from the carriage and when the 'cast members' caught sight of her exotic gown, there was an audible gasp from the onlookers. There were 'awws' when the saw the little girls in their charming little outfits, and when the coachmen helped Bebe down, there was applause, probably more for the dress than the fact that Bebe Foley was there.

But when Rose stepped out, the onlookers nearly cried at the bridal beauty of the woman and the dress. She was, truly, a sight to behold.

Bebe and Rose waved to the small crowd of employees that had gathered.

"Wave to them," Bebe told the girls. "You're princesses."

The girls smiled and waved and loved the reaction.

"Come on, Nan," Bebe scolded. "You're a Princess, too. Wave."

Nancy's first reaction was to retain her professional demeanor and just smile, but then she looked at the little girls, particularly Cora, and she knew that this was an opportunity to show Cora that her father's girlfriend was not a stick-in-the-mud. So, Nancy joined in the waving and found that it was quite a nice thing to do - especially when Cora grinned at her.

"Everyone just stay there and let us take some pictures!" Bebe called to the assembling crowd. "After we're done with our pictures, we'll take one with all of you in it."

"Umm, Ms Foley," one of the footmen said, nervously, "I don't think we're allowed to do that."

"Oh, I understand," Bebe smiled. "You aren't, but I am. Don't worry about it. You won't get into trouble."

The young man rolled his eyes. "Ok..."

The photographer had done these shots hundreds of times before, although he typically did them with less auspicious clients. He set up each shot quickly and and executed each one without fanfare, but kept things personal and fun.

When all the pictures were taken, the photographer thanked them, but Bebe stopped him from leaving. "Could we put all those people on the steps of the castle, so we can stand in front of them and take a picture?"

"Umm..." now it was the photographer's opportunity to be concerned. "Actually, Miss, we're not supposed to do anything like that. We're just supposed to take the pictures you chose and get you back to the Grand Floridian. It's only a half an hour to rope-drop and they all have jobs to do."

"I see," Bebe smiled. "Well, if they have jobs to do, then let's get this done quickly so that they can get back to their own jobs." She raised the hem of her skirts and headed towards the crowd to tell them how to organize themselves.

"Yes, but... Miss...." The photographer tried to stop her.

Rose laid her hand on the photographer's shoulder. "She's going to do this, regardless of what anyone does to try to stop her, so there's no point in arguing about it." Rose smiled, then took the hands of both of Oscar's girls, Nancy took Cora's, and they walked toward the castle steps to be ready for Bebe.

The man shook his head and shrugged.

"Hi, everyone!" Bebe called to the crowd, which had grown to at least two hundred people at this point. "As you have probably figured out, Rose is getting married to my Uncle Ed, today." The crowd cheered, but quieted quickly so they could hear Bebe continue. "We'd love to take an individual selfie with each and every one of you, but that's not possible. So, if you'll all just put your phones and cameras away, we'd love it if you could all move quickly and carefully onto the stairs of the castle and we'll have the photographer take one picture of all of us. Just follow me on Instagram and I'll post it there so you can capture it for yourself. Do you guys want to do that?"

They all cheered, then moved quickly towards the stairs.

"She's a born actress," Nancy laughed, marveling at her younger sibling's ability to be charming and friendly as she and the other people moved towards the stairs.

"No," Rose shook her head, "she's a born superstar."
 

~^~

 

At nine thirty that morning, Rose and her party were waiting in the bride's room at the Disney Wedding Pavilion, while Oscar and Blaine greeted guests and guided them to their seats.

"You look very handsome, honey," Joanne kissed Blaine's cheek, then unconsciously fussed with his black bow tie.

"Thanks, mom," he smiled.

"Oh, this is just breathtaking!" Joanne looked about the Disney Wedding Pavilion Chapel in awe. The light colored, hard wood floor led to an alter with a ten foot, arched window behind it and through the window, Cinderella's Castle, which resided at Magic Kingdom, just across the lake, was perfectly framed. The white pews and silver-grey walls led upward to a white ceiling, arched, and the whole room spoke of a feminine dream of a wedding.

"The whole place is just beautiful, don't you think?" She asked Blaine.

Blaine looked around, impressed, certainly, but not as deeply affected as his mother. "Sure. Yeah, I guess. Umm, mom, Mrs Foley said she wanted to talk to you when you got here."

"Oh?" She looked around. "Where is she?"

"She's in the 'Groom's Room' waiting. Ed and Don are already in the room down front with the priest."

"Ok," she smiled and walked away, but the smile faded quickly as she wondered what this woman could possibly want to talk to her about just minutes before a wedding. Was she really that self centered, or was it really important?

She knocked on the door to 'The Groom's Room.' "Hello? Marilyn? It's me, Joanne."

The door opened and Marilyn looked lovely in a lavender dress. "Hi, Joanne," she smiled, then hugged Joanne as she ushered her into the room. "I'm sorry to have this conversation right now, Joanne, but I'm afraid that we won't have another opportunity." Marilyn offered Joanne one end of the couch and she sat on the other. "May I ask you a question that has been bothering me all night?"

"Ok," Joanne replied, hoping that this didn't turn into a 'big thing.'

"Well... let me start by just saying that I'm only trying to get my head around everything that has happened out in California since John moved away."

"Bebe."

"Oh... I'm sorry, force of habit. Bebe."

"Ok."

"So," Marilyn took a deep breath, "when Nancy and I flew out for the premier of the show, John... sorry... Bebe told me that Blaine didn't know... well about John, I guess is one way to put it."

Marilyn thought for a moment. "That's probably correct. Why?"

"Well, may I ask when Blaine did find out."

Joanne sighed and thought. "Oh, my... well... huh, you'd think that I would have that date burned into my head, but I'm really not sure. It wasn't all that much later, I'm sure of that. Why?"

Marilyn nodded. "And how did Blaine handle that?"

"Oh, well, of course, I wasn't there when the conversation took place, but when he got home... well. He was crushed. He was angry and, to tell you the truth, he really couldn't believe it."

"And you?"

Joanne thought about this for a moment. "Well... for some reason, I wasn't all that surprised. I mean, I really liked Bebe, right from the moment that I met her, but at first she wasn't very comfortable with herself. It's as if her friends, Ella and MK, were pushing her into being the kind of girl that they were and she was almost... frightened, I guess. I definitely felt that, at times, I was 'teaching' her about things that any girl should already know. When I found out that she was not born a girl, well, that kind of explained a lot."

"I see. Were you shocked, though?"

"Oh, I don't think that 'shocked' is the right word, exactly. Why?"

"Well, to tell you the truth, every time I see her... I am shocked. I can't believe that this is the little boy that I raised and I'm really trying to wrap my head around it. It's not easy, Joanne. It's a lot harder than everyone else seems to think."

Joanne nodded and considered that. Yes, it had to be hard, especially when you don't see the development - just the results, and having those results broadcast on network TV every week, too...

"Did Blaine and Bebe break up?" Marilyn obviously had been thinking a lot about how things must have gone.

"Oh, sure."

"For how long?"

"Oh... a couple of hours, I guess."

"A COUPLE OF HOURS!?" Marilyn was shocked. "Blaine found out that his girlfriend was a boy and they only broke up for A COUPLE OF HOURS!?"

"Yes," Joanne was calm and smiled. "Marilyn, Bebe told Blaine against the wishes of Ed and Rose. She put herself on the line to do the right thing. That's what she always seems to be doing. You raised her very, very well. When Blaine came home, he was devastated, and, of course, I was surprised, but, as I said, it did make a bit more sense to me."

Joanne continued, "After Blaine slammed his bedroom door, my first inclination was to let him be, but... before Bebe, there was a gap between Blaine and me and I didn't want that to happen again, so... I did what Bebe would do - I did the right thing. I comforted my son and I asked him how he felt about Bebe before she told him her secret. He told me he loved her and that's why it hurt so bad."

"I bet it did," Marilyn shook her head in sympathy.

"Then I asked him how he felt about her after she told him, and he said he hated her."

Marilyn nodded. That made sense to her.

"So, then I asked him what exactly had changed."

Joanne waited until Marilyn answered that question. "She told him the truth."

"Exactly. She told him the truth. So, I asked him if Bebe would be a better person if she hadn't told him the truth. He struggled with that, but eventually conceded that she was a better person for having told him the truth, so the real problem wasn't that Bebe had once been a boy, the problem was that Blaine couldn't handle the truth."

Marilyn's eyes were moist, but she was determined not to cry.

"As we spoke, Blaine finally reached the realization that he had been much happier with Bebe than he had been without her and that he was hating her because she had actually done the right thing and told him the truth. He asked me what he should do, and I couldn't answer that for him. He was quiet for awhile and just thought things through while we held hands. Honestly, Marilyn, those five or ten minutes were the most painful and, ultimately, the most wonderful minutes of my life. I felt more connected to my son than I'd ever felt in my life."

Marilyn couldn't help let a tear fall, now.

"Finally, Blaine asked me, 'Mom... if I love Bebe... does that make me gay?'"

"Well, it would have, wouldn't it?" Marilyn asked sincerely.

"Marilyn... the fact that I love a man doesn't make me better than a woman who loves a woman, so why label ourselves? I told him that it just made him someone who loved Bebe, unless he chose to view himself some other way."

Marilyn just nodded.

"He stood up and he said that he did love Bebe and that he wanted to be with her, so I drove him back to Ed and Rose's and I never heard him mention Bebe's sex until Bebe announced her surgery, but that's another story."

Marilyn dabbed her eyes, careful to not mess up her makeup. "So... I'm the only one who is having a problem with all of this, then. Joe keeps telling me to just leave it alone, but, Joanne... it's so strange to think of your son cutting off his penis. I just wonder if I should have done something to stop him."

"To what end, Marilyn? To leave him a sterile man who probably would have developed breasts at some point, anyway? Marilyn, I never knew John, but... honey, Bebe is the most lovely young woman I have ever met. Maybe you didn't think that you were raising a daughter, but somehow you did and she is amazing. I am truly sorry that you lost your little boy, Marilyn, but... if you can accept your daughter for who she is, you'll be very proud of her. I promise."

Marilyn stood and sniffled back her tears. "Thank you, Joanne. I can't tell you how much you have helped me."

Joanne stood, too, and hugged Marilyn. "I'm glad. Are you going to be ok?"

She nodded and sniffed again. "I'm going to be fine."
 

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"Here we go, big guy," Don said quietly into Ed's ear as Pachelbel's 'Canon in D' was played on the organ, but Ed's attention was focused on trying to catch a glimpse of Rose. He knew that he'd feel better as soon as he saw her.

First down the aisle was Nancy with Oscar escorting her. Ed was shocked at how beautiful she looked. Nancy was always 'pretty,' but she looked as beautiful as any actress Ed had met since arriving in LA. And she moved so beautifully. She was obviously growing more accustomed to being dressed up and in the public eye, but when he noticed that she gave Bruce a shy smile, Ed knew that there was a new sensuality in her life, now, too.

She was followed by Bebe accompanied by Blaine. The dress showed she had grown a lot in the last year. In fact, it showed so much shoulder that it made her look too much like a beautiful, grownup woman than Ed would have liked.

"Your little girl is growing up, Ed," Don whispered, aware that the younger man was shocked by his niece's gown up persona. "She's sixteen, now, but she's a good girl, Ed. Be proud of her."

Ed shot his friend a smirk. "She's growing up too fast," he chuckled quietly. "So's Blaine, and that's my concern."

Don laughed, but their attention returned to the aisle as everyone oohed as Sophia walked down with a silk pillow with two rings on it and she was followed by Mia and Cora who strewn rose petals in preparation for the bride's entrance.

Suddenly, the music changed to a 'Hornpipe' by George Frederick Handel and Ed's breathing ceased as his attention was riveted to the entrance. What if she had second thoughts? What if she suddenly realized how much better she could do than him? What if she just decided not to go through with it? What if...

But there she was. Breathtakingly beautiful. Her smile shining and her father looking nervous at her side.

Ed took his first breath in what seemed an eternity and his heart beat firmly in his chest.

Rose walked straight and elegantly down the aisle, smiling at the guests and, finally at Ed. How could life possibly be as wonderful as it had become? He didn't deserve any of it, especially not Rose, but thank God and fate that he had her. Rose. Rosie. God, she was gorgeous.

As they reached the front pew, Rose's father stopped, turned to his daughter and raised her veil. He placed a kiss on her cheek, then offered her hand to Ed, who stepped forward and took it with a big smile on his face.

"Take good care of her," Mr Menard whispered to Ed.

"I will," Ed whispered back, but his eyes never left Rose's eyes as he escorted her to the alter.

Bebe handed her small bouquet of roses to Nancy, then she bent at her knees and adjusted Rose's long, wide veil and train, adjusting it until it presented itself perfectly.

It was not a full Catholic Mass, but rather a twenty minute long service, throughout which, the bridal party did not sit.

Finally, the priest turned to Ed, "Edward, I believe that you have written your own vows."

Ed nodded and turned to face Rose. He spoke in a strong voice, "Rosie," she smiled, knowing that the members of her family in attendance would know how much she hated that name, "sometimes I look at you and I can't believe that I could ever be so lucky as to have met you, let alone have you in my life. I didn't know it, but before you, I didn't know how to be happy. I didn't know how to love someone else and I didn't know how to live. I will love you now and forever and I will be there with you in joy and in sadness, in good health and bad and I will be true to you all day, every day, from now until we are parted by death. And even then, I will find you and love you throughout all eternity. Thank you for asking me to be your husband and thank you for becoming my wife."

The priest smiled at him, then turned to Rose. "Rosemary?"

Rose smiled at the priest, then at Ed. "Ed, when I first met you, I thought you were a funny and goofy guy with the sweetest smile I'd ever seen. I watched how you took care of Bebe and, later, how you took care of me, and then, one day, out of the blue, I suddenly realized that I loved you. That I loved you like no else had ever loved anyone else before. You are my heartbeat, my breath, my light, my darkness, my waking, my sleeping, my everything. Ed, I will love you and be true to you every moment of everyday of my life."

"Edward and Rosemary, " the priest smiled, "do you take each other as your lawfully wedded spouses from this day forth and until death do you part?"

"We do," they responded.

"May I have the rings?" The priest asked.

Don stepped forward and motioned for Sofia to come to him. He untied the laces on the pillow, released the jewelry and held the rings in front of the priest to receive the blessing. The priest handed the smaller ring to Ed, who held the ring just above the tip of Rose's ring finger on her left hand.

"With this ring, I do thee wed," he smiled as he slide the ring onto her finger.

Rose repeated the process, placing the larger ring on Ed's left hand.

"I now pronounce you man and wife," the priest said, the window behind him framing Cinderella's castle across the lake at Magic Kingdom. "You may kiss the bride."

The hundred and fifty assembled friends and family stood and applauded as Mendelssohn's 'Wedding March' sounded from the organ and the couple kissed, then exited down the aisle.

They assembled a receiving line on the walkway that led back to The Grand Floridian, with Rose and Ed at the start, followed by Don, Bebe and Blaine, Nancy with Cora, and Oscar with Sofia and Mia. Many of the guests were mutual friends from the show, but there were also family members who wondered at the relationships between Ed and Bebe or Rose and Bebe.

"So, if Rose is your cousin," several people said to Bebe, "then we must be related somehow, too, right?"

"I would imagine so," Bebe replied with a big smile and a kiss on the cheek. "We'll have to figure that out." Then she'd move smoothly to the next guest.

"How come we never met you before," one of Ed's younger brothers asked. "I met John Foley, but never Bebe Foley. Are you guys related?"

"Yes," Bebe smiled, then looked to the next guest.

Maureen Weldon, the director of 'The Taming of The Shrew' suddenly was the next in line.

"Maureen!" Bebe shouted.

"Oh, Bebe, Bebe, Bebe! Look what you've become! I'm so proud of you!" She hugged Bebe hard, surprising her. Maureen had always been a bit cold and distant.

"Maureen, this is my boyfriend, Blaine. Blaine, Maureen is the director who cast me as Bianca."

Maureen smiled and shook Blaine's hand. She was surprised when Blaine said, "Well, I guess that I have a lot to thank you for, then."

Maureen smiled, glanced back at the smiling sixteen year old girl with the modest, but tastefully displayed cleavage and she smiled, then leaned back and whispered in Bebe's ear, "Would I be correct in assuming that you are one hundred percent female, now?"

"You would be," Bebe giggled.

"And are you happy?"

"Happier than I could ever have been before." Her smile was huge and sincere.

"I'm so happy for you, then," Maureen stood back and took in the vision of femininity in the elaborate red dress. "Oh, Bebe, you are a very lucky girl." Then she took Blaine's chin in her hand and shook his head from side to side. "And you are probably the luckiest boy on earth."

"And don't I know it!" Blaine laughed.
 

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The guests boarded luxury bus coaches to be transported to The American Pavilion at Epcot for the reception. The rotunda of the hall, which had been built in beautiful tribute to the Georgian architecture of the rich colonists in The Virginia Colonies, was even more ornate than usual, with white buntings hung among the white columns beneath the vast, domed, white ceiling.

"Ladies and gentlemen," the 'cast member' costumed as a butler from the eighteenth century, with an elaborately embroidered long coat and a powdered wig called out, "pray thee cast your attention to entrance as we greet the wedding party. First, may I introduce the flower girls and ring bearers - Mistresses Sofia, Mia and Cora!"

The crowd applauded as the slightly confused little girls crossed the dance floor to the head table, where Joanne was waiting and waving them forward.

"Next, may I introduce the bridesmaid and groomsmen - Mistress Nancy, accompanied by Master Oscar and Master Blaine."

Again, the crowd applauded as Nancy entered with Oscar on her right arm and Blaine on her left. They, too, crossed the dance floor and took their places at the head table.

"Good sirs and madams, I give you the Best Man and the Maid of Honor - Master Donald Ferry and Mistress Bianca Foley."

The applause this time was huge. Don smiled and waved to the crowd as he escorted Bebe to the head table. Bebe waved, too, but when she caught sight of her mother and saw how she smiled at her, she waved a little harder and smiled even more broadly. The smile seemed oddly... accepting and loving.

"Pray thee, good sirs and madams, please stand as the bride and groom enter. For the first time, please welcome Mr Edward McNeal and his wife, Mrs Rosemary Menard-McNeal."

The crowd applauded and hooted and hollered as the handsome young husband and his beautiful young wife crossed the floor and stopped at the center of the dance floor.

"For the newlywed's first dance," the 'butler' called out, "the happy couple has chosen to dance to the song 'Beauty and the Beast.'" He nodded to the costumed conductor of the small orchestra that was set to the side of the room, and the familiar music began.

The singer was a 'cast member' as well and she sang the first verse, beautifully,

"Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly..."

As the second verse began, the sound of the singer changed to a more pop oriented sound and then the sound of anothe band came from the other side of the room.

"Just a little change
Small to say the least..."

The people who had been watching the dancing, turned and saw Chrissie and the rest of the girls from Dusty Rose playing along with the small orchestra. When they recognized who was singing, they applauded, wildly, but Chrissie held up a hand to quiet them and keep the attention on the bride and groom.

"Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast."

"At this time," the 'butler' called out, "would the rest of the wedding party join the bride and groom on the dance floor!?"

Blaine and Nancy came out onto the floor with Cora, who they held against Nancy while they danced. Oscar escorted Sofia, with whom he danced, while she struggled to follow his lead, and Don and Bebe had Mia with them. Bebe held Mia while Don embraced them both and led them through the dance.

"Ever just the same," the 'cast member' singer stepped forward with a wireless microphone in hand from one side of the room, while Chrissie did the same from the other. They met in the middle, near the edge of the dance floor and sang together, Chrissie taking the harmony where appropriate.

"Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise."

By now, the onlookers were wiping tears from their eyes. How perfect could a wedding be? The bride and her court dressed as princesses, the groom and his court looking sophisticated in their tuxedos, a beautiful orchestra playing a beautiful song and the most popular band in the world playing along. Add to that, the beautiful little girls being included in the dance and it was all just too beautiful to take in.

Finally, the song came to an end.
'Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast.'

When the music had finished reverberating through the room, the guests applauded and the dancers began to leave the floor, until the tinkling of champagne glasses compelled the new couple to stop and kiss each other for the amusement of the guests.

"Those dance lessons definitely paid off," Don said to Bebe, as he pushed her seat in for her. "Even with your little friend clinging to you." He kissed her cheek.

"Thank you, Don," she smiled.

"You look amazing," Blaine said as he sat next to Bebe.

"So do you," she bit her lower lip as she looked him up and down. "You should always wear a tuxedo."

Blaine put his arm around her. "Will you dance with me when the party music starts?"

"There's music playing, now," Bebe said. The small orchestra was playing 'Fly Me To The Moon.'

"No. I mean when Dusty Rose is playing." He kissed Bebe's naked shoulder sending shivers through his girlfriend.

"Of course," she smiled as he kissed her, again, this time right at the spot where her shoulder met her neck.

Bebe leaned back a bit and kissed Blaine. His lips were soft and yielding and so were hers. "I can't believe how beautiful you look in that dress," Blaine kissed her again. "Like an Angel." Another kiss. "Or a Princess." One more kiss.

"Alright, you two," Nancy came up from behind them, "enough of that."

"Yeah," Cora said in her little voice, "enough of that." She maneuvered her way between the two of them and pulled herself onto Bebe's lap.

Blaine chuckled. "Oh, good. A chaperone."

"Well, it seems that you may need one," Nancy chided. "Besides, your friend is here." She indicated a man approaching from the dance floor. "You don't want pictures of the two of you playing tonsil-hockey on TMZ tonight, do you?"

"Nancy, Blaine, Bebe," the man said with a bit of his ever present anxiety in his voice.

"Mr. Meadows," Bebe smiled. "Are you enjoying yourself? I understand the bacon-wrapped-scallops are delicious."

"I don't care for scallops," he said, dismissively, "thanks. I would like to bring my photographer in, now, if that's ok, though."

Before Bebe could say that it was really Rose and Ed's call, Don reappeared and slapped the reporter too firmly on the shoulder. "Austen, my friend. What a coincidence. What brings you to Disney World? Hoping to try out the Avatar ride? Or maybe the new Star Wars ride?"

Meadows scowled. "You're a riot, Ferry. You know why I'm here."

"I do, and did you enjoy the ceremony?"

"Yeah, it was very nice. I just wish that I could have had my photographer in there, too."

"Oh, come now, Austen. You know the rules as well as I do. No cameras allowed in the chapel. Not our rule - Disney's. Besides, Disney has hidden cameras taking video and photos throughout the ceremony. You'll be the only one getting copies - I promise."

"Great," Austen Meadows was clearly uncomfortable being in and amongst the friends and family of the celebrities upon whose reputations he made his living, but he was getting a huge exclusive, so he was willing to be a little uncomfortable.

"Tell you what," Don smiled his friendliest smile, "have your photographer come on in and have a little food, maybe a drink or two, and when it's time to take pictures, I'll let you know, ok."

"Listen, Ferry, I didn't travel three thousand miles to have the chicken with green bean almandine, ok. I have deadlines to meet."

Don put his arm around Meadows' shoulder and led him away from the head table. "Bebe looks pretty amazing in that dress, Austen, doesn't she?"

Meadows glanced back at the startlingly beautiful young woman in the red gown. "Yeah, I guess."

"Still think she's a boy?" Don laughed.

"You can be a real jackass, sometimes, Ferry, you know that?"
 

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"Alright, everybody!" Chrissie shouted into the microphone. "Let's get this party started! One! Two! One! Two! Three! Four!"

After two hours of swing and adult contemporary music from the small orchestra, everyone expected Dusty Rose to kick things off with one of their mega-hits, but, instead, they kicked into a slightly countrified version of The Beatles classic, 'I Saw Her Standing There."

'Well she was just seventeen
And you know what I mean
And the way she looked
Was way beyond compare

Well, I'll never dance with another
Since I saw her standing there...'

The floor was immediately filled with dancers, young and old alike. Bebe grabbed Blaine's hand and ran him to the dance floor where they were greeted by Cassie, Annie, Ella and MK. With arms over their heads, big smiles and total disregard for their hair or the integrity of their strapless gowns and dresses, they shouted and they danced and sang at the top of their lungs.

"Mom," Nancy touched her mother's shoulder to get her attention. "Could you come out into the hall for a few minutes. I'd like you to meet a couple of people."

"Sure, honey," Marilyn stood, then touched Joe's shoulder. "Come on, Joe. Family stuff. This is important."

Nancy led them into a quiet corner where Bruce and Cora were waiting.

"Mom... Joe... I want to introduce you to some people who are very special to me. This is Bruce and his daughter, Cora."

"How do you do, ma'am," Bruce shook her hand, then turned to Joe, "sir."

"Well, it is nice to finally meet you, Bruce, and you too, Cora," Marilyn smiled. "I understand that you two work together. Is that right?"

"Yes, Mrs Foley," Bruce smiled.

"Dr Foley," Nancy whispered to Bruce.

"Oh, I'm sorry... Dr Foley. I am sorry. Nancy told me that you were a professor. I guess, I'm just a little nervous."

"Mom," Nancy interrupted, "Bruce and I have been dating, off and on, for a couple of months, now, and I thought that you should get to know each other."

"Oh, well, that's lovely, dear. Is this something serious?"

"Mom," Nancy was uncharacteristically nervous during this meeting and she had hoped that her mother would be tactful and pleasant. So far, she'd been very pleasant, but that was a less than tactful question. "It's only been a couple of months..."

"Well, dear, Joe and I were only dating a couple of months before he..."

"Mom..." Nancy was getting more uncomfortable by the second.

"Oh, I'm sorry, Nancy," Marilyn smirked, playfully. "I'm just asking..."

"Well," Bruce interrupted, "since you brought it up..."

He looked at his daughter and nodded. Cora stepped over to Nancy and held up a small package. "This is for you - from both of us."

"Oh, how nice," Nancy smiled and stooped to kiss Cora's cheek. "Thank you, so much."

She tore the paper and found a red, jewelry box, the size that would normally contain a necklace. "Ooh," Nancy teased, "I wonder what's in this?"

Bruce raised his eyebrows in a 'I don't know' fashion and waited for Nancy to open it.

When she did, she sputtered and took a step backwards in shock, her face going white with surprise. "Oh, my God!"

Marilyn reached out, concerned. "Nancy! Are you ok?"

Nancy began breathing again and placed a hand on her bejeweled breasts as she struggled to not hyperventilate. She turned the box to show her mother.

"Oh, my," Marilyn breathed as she made room for Joe to see the lovely diamond ring in the platinum setting that the box contained.

Bruce got on one knee and took Nancy's hand in his. "Nancy Foley, I know that it's only been a few months, but I know what I'm feeling and I hope that you're feeling the same way..." he smiled as he organized his words, but Cora couldn't wait any longer.

"Will you marry us?" she blurted out, a big smile on her face. Then she put her hands together in a begging fashion and pleaded,
"Pleeeeaaaasssse?"

Nancy's head was racing. This all happened much quicker than she'd expected, but Bruce was handsome and smart and successful... "Of course, I'll marry you," she blurted as the tears started. "Both of you!"

She picked Cora up and hugged her tightly and, when Bruce stood, he joined in the hug.

"Geez, Bruce," Joe laughed. "You should have done that on the dance floor where everyone could have seen."

Bruce laughed. "Obviously, you have not spent a lot of time with Nancy. She would have killed me if I'd done it there."

"Well, congratulations kids," Joe put his arm around Marilyn's shoulder. "Looks like there's going to be another wedding to plan!"

"Oh, lord," Bruce laughed, "I hope you're not expecting Dusty Rose to play at our wedding, Nancy. I'm a simple anesthesiologist. I don't have my own TV show."

"I don't need a big wedding, Bruce," Nancy held Cora and held her on her hip, "but I do want to go show my sister my ring!"

"Oh, my God!" Bebe yelled from the dance floor, then she showed her sister's left hand to all of her friends, before grabbing Nancy and pulling her to the bandstand, arriving just at Dusty Rose completed playing Lady Antebellum's 'Need You, Now.'

Chrissie saw Bebe and handed her a microphone. "Look, everyone!" She shouted, excitedly. "Bruce proposed to my sister, Nancy, and she said 'yes!'" She held Nancy's left hand up for all to see the ring. The crowd applauded and Ed pushed Bruce up onto the bandstand as well. Cora climbed up behind him.

Ed took the microphone from Bebe and held his arm towards the newly engaged couple and said, "Let's hear it for the happy couple!"

More applause and Bebe picked up a Cora so she could see what was happening.

"Do you know what this means?" Bebe asked the little girl.

Cora shook her head, a bit overwhelmed by the volume of the applause.

"It means that my sister, Nancy, is going to be your new mommy and I will be your Auntie Bebe forever!"

"Yay!" Cora shouted as she hugged Bebe's neck
 

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It was well past midnight when Nancy and Bebe finally made it back to their suite at The Grand Floridian. Both were exhausted, but filled with joy and expectations.

"Oh, Nancy, what an unbelievable day! Ed and Rose married and you and Bruce engaged! This has been the most romantic day, ever!! MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED!!! Have you set a date?"

"Beebs, we've only been engaged six hours," Nancy smiled, both at her sister's exuberance and at the pretty ring on her hand. "We'll probably wait until the new hospital is opened and things are settled. Turn around, I'll unzip you, then you can get me."

Bebe turned and Nancy lowered the zipper. As the dress was lowered to the floor, Bebe asked, "Are you moving in with Bruce?"

Nancy held out her hand and helped Bebe step over the massive skirt. "Well, actually, that is something we have discussed." She turned and allowed Bebe to lower her zipper. "After his first wife died, Bruce sold the condo they lived in. He said it was too big and expensive. He lives in a pretty small place, right now. So... I know that the condo is in your name, but would you mind if Bruce and Cora moved in with me?"

Nancy stepped out of her gown, as well.

"Are you kidding!?" Bebe's eyes were wide. "You'll still just be two floors away AND Cora will be there, too!? That's perfect! Oh, my god! I can babysit! I mean, I can babysit all the time! Like, after school, or when you and Bruce are working! I can stay on the couch down there, or we could make Rose's old bedroom into a guest room for Cora and she could be upstairs with me! This is awesome!"

The younger sister hugged the older tightly. Both women in their best bras and panties and their heels. Their breasts pushed together in sisterly affection.

"Oh, I am so glad that you're my sister!" Bebe said in a voice muffled by the soft skin of her sister's shoulder.

Nancy kissed Bebe's hair, then raised a hand to hold that head tightly. "Bebe... I am so, so, so blessed to have you as my sister. Without you, who knows where I'd be? A drug addict? In jail? Maybe even dead. I never expected my life to be like this, Bebe. You make everything wonderful."

Bebe looked up at her sister's face. "Nan... remember that night that you picked me up at the airport in Providence? That first time that you saw me dressed as a girl?"

Nancy winced at the memory. "I do. I wasn't very understanding, was I?"

"I thought you hated me. That you'd hate me forever. I don't think I've ever been that sad before."

"I'm sorry, baby. I was overworked, overtired, overstressed and over medicated. I shouldn't have been the way that I was."

"Nan... I think that today, knowing that you're happy and healthy and clean... I think that today may actually be the happiest day of my life."

Nancy smiled. "Argh... I love you you death, Bebe. I really do."

Bebe gave one last, overly forceful hug. "I love you, too, Nan. I really do."
 

~^~

 

The door to the suite opened and a waiter pushing a tray-cart was waiting. "Your brunch, Ms Foley," he smiled. "May I bring it in?"

Bebe was still in a robe, despite the fact that it was nearly noon, her hair was wet and she'd not put on any makeup. Yesterday, she'd looked like a twenty-something princess. Today, she looked like a sixteen year old girl-next-door who'd just gotten out of the shower.

"Yes, please come in. Just put it over there, by the table."

"Yes, Miss," the man complied, then headed for the door.

Bebe grabbed her purse and handed the man a twenty dollar bill. "Thank you."

"Oh, THANK YOU, Ms Foley," the man smiled as he left.

"Nan!" Bebe called down the hall, as she broke a small piece of bacon off and nibbled it. "The food is here!"

There was a knock on the door. Bebe opened it and found her mother in the hallway looking fresh and ready to face the world.

"Hi, mom."

"Hi, baby," Marilyn entered and kissed Bebe's cheek. "Well, you certainly look a lot more relaxed than you did yesterday. Oh, you looked absolutely gorgeous in that dress, honey. Absolutely gorgeous!"

A little surprised that her mother was being so complimentary, Bebe smiled. "Thanks, mom. You look like you're ready to go out to dinner. I love that dress."

"Oh, well, thank you, Bebe. In fact, Joe and I are going to make a day of it before we go home tonight. Dinner at Ohana and drinks with Joanne, then we're off to the airport for a midnight flight home."

"Hi, mom. You look nice," Nancy kissed her mother. "Oh, brunch is all set up. Let's eat before it gets cold."

"I'm starving," Bebe said.

Nancy laughed. "You'll eat three mouthfuls and be full. You should see her eat, now, mom. She eats like a bird."

"But I look sexy!" Bebe teased as they all took their seats.

"Look, kids," Marilyn held up both hands in a 'wait' motion, "before we do anything else, I have something to say."

Both Bebe and Nancy paused and waited, hoping that this was not going to be another scene like the one at Le Cellier.

"I love you, both," Marilyn started, "and I have done a pretty poor job of showing you that, lately, and for that... I am very sorry. I have been selfish and self centered and I behaved as if I didn't think you loved me back. But... I know that you do... both of you."

"I don't know exactly when I started feeling sorry for my self, but at some point, I began to resent the fact that you were both young and happy and successful... and I guess that I was jealous that you had each other while I was alone... and I took all of that out on you two this weekend and... I'm very sorry."

"Oh, mom..." Nancy started to speak, but Marilyn continued.

"No, Nancy... what you said to me at that restaurant on Friday... well, that really hurt, but it hurt because it was true. I'm so sorry. I really am."

"Nancy," Marilyn took Nancy's hand, "I'm so sorry that I never saw how hard you were working or how much you were struggling. I should have. I'm so happy that you are past that, now, and that you've found happiness with Bruce. He seems like a great guy and that little girl of his is just precious."

"Thanks, mom." Nancy smiled.

"And you," Marilyn took Bebe's hand in her other hand. "My beautiful little boy. Thank goodness you've found someone like Joanne to help you. She is a wonderful woman... but... Oh, Bebe... I looked at you yesterday... how beautiful you looked in that dress... how you interacted with your friends... how you are with Blaine and how you mothered those little girls... oh, baby... you are just a perfect young woman and I am so very, very proud to be your mother."

"Oh, mom," Bebe leaned over hugged her mother tightly. "I love you."

"I know, baby, and I love you, too. Both of you." She squeezed their hands and smiled at them in a way that she'd not done in a long, long time.

"We love you, too, mom," Nancy smiled.

"So, from here on out, I promise that I will cherish every second I spend with my two, beautiful girls and that I will show the world how proud I am of each of you. Now, if either of you has anything to add, then let's get it out. If not... let's eat."

"I vote for eating," Bebe smiled.

"Me, too," Nancy smiled as well.
 
 

Epilogue

 

"Are we all set?" Austen Meadows asked his crew. "Come on, guys, the clock is ticking here. Let's get things together. This has to be edited and ready for five o'clock."

The men bustled around the large living-room of the palatial estate on the California Coast. "I think we're ready, now," the producer said. "We just need to mic her and we're ready to go."

"Great," Meadows walked you the doorway and called down the hall. "All set, any time you are, Bianca."

The actress hustled down the hall and smiled at her long time TMZ connection. "Sorry. We had a bit of a mess in there." She laughed at the unglamorous pre-recording issues. "Cora's helping me out with them, today, though."

Meadows nodded and indicated a chair near glass doors that overlooked a beautiful view of the ocean. "No, problem. Is this good for you?"

"Sure," Bebe said nonchalantly and sat, then remained still while the sound tech attached a microphone to the side of her head, hidden by her hair.

"Could you just say a few things for me, Ms Foley?" The tech asked.

"Testing, testing," Bebe said in a flat, experienced tone. "One, two, three, four, five, testing, testing."

"That's great," the man smiled and backed out of the interview area.

Meadows sat in the chair opposite Bebe and looked to his producer. "Ok. Let's get this done."

"Ok," the producer nodded. "Recording in five, four, three..." she held up her fingers for 'two and one.'

Suddenly, Meadows' demeanor was that of a charming interviewer, rather than an anxious reporter. "Thank you, Dan," he started with the link to the studio anchor who'd be introducing the segment. "I'm here with... well, I guess calling you 'America's Sweetheart' is kind of a cliché at this point, but still seems very appropriate."

Bebe laughed. "I'll never get tired of it."

Meadows smiled. "Of course, I'm with Bebe Foley. Bebe - the last episode of 'Civil Disobedience' airs tonight, it must be a very emotional experience for you, and everyone in the cast. Twenty years, more than five hundred episodes spanning the tumultuous years from nineteen sixty one to nineteen eighty one, more than fifty Emmy Awards for the show and its cast, seventeen for you, alone - not to mention your other accolades along the way, two Grammy Awards, two Oscars for Best Supporting Actress, one for Best Actress, and two years ago, a Tony Award for your work in a revival of 'City of Angels'... that's a hell of a track record for that little fourteen year old girl from Massachusetts that I met way back when."

Bebe smiled and blushed a little at the praise. "I think that little girl would be pretty shocked to find herself in this position twenty years later, too, Austen."

"So, why, Bebe? Why is one of the most popular shows in the history of broadcasting calling quits while it's still so popular?"

Bebe laughed and thought about it. "Well, it's certainly not because we're tired of doing it. The writing and directing have remained top notch all the way through the series and we certainly all love each other... I think it's got more to do with just... life, Austen. I mean, we lost Marion to cancer a few years back and that made us all consider how we'd like to live our lives from then on. Don's character has gone from being a beat cop to being a captain and even the character would have to consider retiring pretty soon... Uncle Ed's character is a Detective Lieutenant, at this point, Rose's is a politician... they've all had long, interesting paths, but we all just felt that it was time to put the show to rest."

Meadows nodded, "And will it be hard to say 'goodbye' to your character, Alex, after all these years?"

"Oh, harder than I would have thought, Austen. We wrapped the final episode two weeks ago and it was like we were saying goodbye to family members. 'Alex' has been very good to me and I'm going to miss her, terribly."

The interview went on to thank the fans and production staff, then eventually settled on Bebe's personal life.

"And how are things at home, Bebe?"

"Things are great, as always, Austen. My husband, Blaine is doing great things as a research scientist in an institute connected with The Dusty Rose Foundation, and all three of my children are doing great! My oldest daughter is in first grade, my son is starting preschool and my youngest is turning one tomorrow."

"Three kids under six years old sounds like a handful," Meadows laughed.

"Well, they can be, but I'd be fibbing if I said that I was doing it all by myself. My husband is always involved with the kids and I have some professional help with them as well. Oh, and my wonderful niece, Cora, is a great help. She's earning her PhD in Renaissance Literature at Stamford, just like her grandmother, but during her off months, like now, she's staying with us."

"So," Meadows headed for the conclusion of his segment, "I guess this is 'goodbye' to 'Alex' and all of her 'Civil Disobedience' family, but certainly not to Bebe Foley. We'll be seeing you in several films, next year, and I understand there is talk of another TV series, as well."

"It's just talk right now," she smiled, "but I've got my fingers crossed."

"I think we all do, Bebe," Meadows smiled. "And back to you, Dan."

"Aaaannnnd we're clear," the producer called.

"Thank you, Mr Meadows," Bebe stood and took off her mic. "It was a pleasure, as always."

Meadows thanked her and said his goodbyes, then Bebe turned to the entrance to the room where Cora stood holding little Alison, Bebe's youngest adopted child. Cora had become a striking woman, taller than Bebe, slender and athletic, a volleyball star in high school and college, her smooth, mocha skin and exotic face, not to mention her beautiful smile, all combined to make her one of the prettiest women Bebe had ever met, and, just as she had adored Bebe, Bebe's children adored Cousin Cora.

"Here she is, all cleaned up," Cora smiled and bounced the child.

"Aww," Bebe reaches out and took the child, "did you spill all over yourself? Yes, you did," she teased Alison, getting a big smile in return. "We can't have you being dirty today. Not with Grandma Marilyn and Grandpa Joe coming all the way from Massachusetts for your party."

"And to watch mommy's last performance on 'Civil Disobedience,'" Cora said in the same sing-song voice.

"Oh, no one cares about that. We only care about Ali's birthday day, huh?"

"We're here," Joanne called from the door.

"Hi, mom!" Bebe kissed her mother-in-law, who was a fixture in there home most days. Then to her mother and her husband, she said, "Hi, Mom. Hi, Joe," and there were kisses all around. Nan and Bruce will be over in an hour or so. So will the girls," which meant Annie, MK and Ella. Cassie was in Canada for a conference on meteorology, her chosen field. She'd miss the show, but be back in time for the party. "Uncle Ed, Rose, Don and Viv will be here before the show."

"Hi, baby," Marilyn kissed Bebe, squeezed Alison's cheek, then moved along to Cora to hug her. "How are you, honey? How's your thesis coming?"

"I'm good, Grandma. The thesis is going great, but I'd like to have you go through it with me while you're here, if you don't mind. It's so good to see you." Cora kissed her grandmother.

"You'll be joining us at The Cape this summer, won't you?" Joe asked.

"I wouldn't miss it, Grandpa," Cora smiled and kissed Joe. "It's my favorite part of the summer."

"Daddy's home," Blaine called from the garage entrance. He had little Valerie and Jonathan in tow. "Look kids! Grandma and Grandpa are here!" The kids ran to greet all three of their grandparents and their favorite aunt.

"How'd it go?" Blaine asked Bebe, then gave her a kiss.

"Oh, fine. You Know Austen. He plays softball with me."

"Good. Big night tonight, though. I'm glad everyone's coming over."

"Me too." She linked her arm through her husband's and looked around at the faces in the room. So many people that she loved were here and more would be here tonight. This probably wasn't the life that destiny had intended for little John Foley, but it was a truly amazing life and Bebe Foley often had a hard time believing it was her's.

She took a deep breath, smiled and kissed Blaine's cheek.

"What was that for?"

"Because I love you." Bebe smiled. "I'm a very lucky girl."

The End
 
 
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Marriage is a Compromise: 1

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Out of work due to strike and in need of some money in order to save his marriage,
Parker turns to his brother for a job in a cabaret club.


 
Author's Note: Please let me know what you think of this story? Leave me a review. ~Clara.
 
This version of Marriage is a Compromise: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 1
 

“Hello?” Parker spoke into his phone as he sat at his kitchen table, bills and bank statement spread in front of him. “Yes. Yes. I understand, but I spoke to someone there earlier in the week and I explained my situation. You see, my company has been on strike for going on seven months and…”

Olivia put down her dish cloth and pulled out a chair to sit near her husband. She couldn’t hear what was being said on the other end of the conversation, but there was a sternness in the tone of the voice and Parker’s face was screwed up with stress.

“Yes, Yes, But I just don’t have any money to give you right now. I am hoping that we’ll be back to work in a week or two, but… no… no, I can’t guarantee anything, I’m afraid.”

Olivia glanced at the papers on the table. This couldn’t go on.

“Ok, yes, thank you. I will do my best to get it to you by then.” Parker grunted with frustration and slammed his fist on the table. “Goddamnit, I don’t deserve this crap!”

Olivia had heard this rant before. There was no point in interrupting until Parker got this out of his system.

“I was a good student, I never screwed around with drugs, hardly ever drink, got a good job at a union shop, worked my ass off to get a job in accounting, got my associates degree and became certified… Jesus! Everything was great until the company gets sold to some huge Asian conglomerate and wants us all to work for slave wages! We should not be in this position, Liv! We did everything right! Now, my car’s about to be repossessed, I can’t afford heating oil and the power company could shut us off at any time! This is all such bull shit!”

Olivia folded her arms and waited until he caught his breath. When, finally, he was resting his head on his hand and fuming quietly, instead of ranting, she said, “Was that the auto finance company?”

He nodded.

“What did they say?”

He sighed. “I have ten days to get at least two payments to them or they’re repossessing it.”

Olivia picked up the bank statement and looked at the balance. God, she’d had more money than this in her account ten years ago when she was working at a grocery store in high school. Nursing was supposed to be a great career and it had, thank God, let her make the house payments and her own car payments since Parker’s income had disappeared, but there were limits to what she could handle. The house, her car, groceries, health/car/life insurance payments… it ate up all of her income and, if she was honest, the whole situation was eating up her patience.

“Look, Park, I’ve been very patient and supportive up to this point,” Olivia said with a sigh, “but the time as come for you to make some sacrifices and take a short-term job that may be… below your standards.”

“Such as?” He asked with a petulant look. He crossed his arms and waited.

“Such as anything, babe. We can’t survive another month like this and the strike could drag on forever. There are more than forty-five hundred people out of work because of the strike at Allegro and there weren’t many other places to work in this town before that. I hate to say it because I know how much you hate asking your brother for help, but Pootie did say that he could get you a job at the club. He says they’re always looking for bar-backs and kitchen help. You should give him a call.”

Parker shook his head. He couldn’t believe that Olivia would ask him to take a job like that. He was a licensed accountant, for crying out loud! He wasn’t about to take a menial job, and he certainly didn’t want to call his brother, Patrick, and beg for help.

Patrick was Parker’s ‘Irish Twin’ brother. He was months older than Parker, and Parker had difficulty learning his brother’s name when they were babies. He called his brother ‘Pootie’ and the name stuck. Parker and Patrick were in the same grades and many of the same classes through high school. Pootie, as everyone who knew Patrick called him, was the biggest bully in the schools until sophomore year, when things changed. Pootie had made it a point to beat the crap out of any effeminate boy, up until that point. Then, almost out of the blue, that changed and he started hanging around with Craig. Craig was a nice kid, but he definitely had a bit of a swish about him. Something about their friendship calmed Pootie down. On his nineteenth birthday, Pootie took Parker aside and said he had something important to tell him, Parker nearly laughed. “You mean that you’re gay?” Parker said with a snicker.

Pootie had been shocked. “How did you know?”

“Come on, Poot,” Parker had hugged his brother and smiled. “Everyone knows, man, and nobody cares.”

They grew closer after that, but since their mother had retired to Florida, they just didn’t see each other much any more.

Focusing back on the subject at hand, Parker shook his head, “Jesus, Liv, I can’t believe that you want me to work at some dive bar. I thought you thought more of me than that.”

Olivia folded her arms and took on a serious tone, “Alright, Park, just knock it off. First, The El Camino is not a dive bar. It’s a nice dinner club with a great cabaret show. Secondly, I would think more of you if you’d be willing to suck up a little of your foolish pride and started looking at things from a practical point of view. We need money, Park. We’re on the edge of oblivion here and, as much as I appreciate you taking over the house work and all, you’re not contributing as much to the household as I need you to. You need to start bringing in some money, babe, or you need to bring your car back to the dealership and accept a pretty hard hit to your credit report, and you’ll need to get used to taking cold showers, because when the oils runs out, so does the hot water. Come on, Park. Marriage is a compromise. Meet me half way, won’t you?”

They stared at each other for a few moments while Parker fumed a bit. He knew that Olivia was right, but it ticked him off, anyway. That tone, it just gnawed at him. It was like she was mansplaining to him and it got on his last nerve, especially when she was right, like she was now. It was bad enough that she was taller than him by a good four inches and she had a bachelor’s degree while he only had an associate’s, but since the strike began, she also made a lot more money than him. Did she always have to be right, too?

He huffed a few times, but could not think of a single real reason to not call Pootie. “Ok,” he finally relented, “I give up. I’ll call Poot and see if there’s anything I can do at The El Camino. Satisfied?”

Olivia stood and shook her head. “Park, don’t be like that. You must see reason, here.”

Great, more mansplaining from his wife! She couldn’t just let it drop. She had this tone, sometimes, that just… got to him.

“We took on these responsibilities as a couple and we have to pay them back as a couple. I’ve been doing everything I can. You need to pull some of this weight, too. Ok?”

“Yeah,” he conceded. “Ok.”

“Good. I’m going to go shower and put on my PJs. I’ll be back down in twenty minutes or so. It’s Monday, so The El Camino is closed. Give Pootie a call. See if he can help you out.” She kissed his head and headed to the stairs.

Parker watched her leave and shook his head. “This sucks,” he muttered. “I can’t believe I’m doing this. ‘The El Camino,’ for crying out loud. I’m begging for a job at a place where the owner that doesn’t even know that ‘El’ means ‘The’ in Spanish.” Every time he’d seen the sign for the club, Parker had shaken his had at the stupidity of the owner. ‘The El Camino’ meaning ‘The The Way.’ What morons.

He pushed Patrick’s number. He heard ‘Please enjoy this ringback tone while your party is reached,’ followed by a very distorted recording of Lady GaGa singing, ‘Born This Way,’ causing Parker to shake his head.

“Park!” Came the excited voice of Parker’s brother through the phone. “I was just thinking about you and Livy. What’s up?”

“Hey, Poot,” Parker did enjoy hearing his brother’s voice. He missed seeing him. “I… Umm… I got a problem, Poot, and I am wondering if you might be able to help me out.”

“Sure. What’s up?”
 

 

On Tuesday, Parker met Patrick for lunch at a nice bakery just a block from The El Camino. Reportedly, the place had great sandwiches and the coffee smelled delicious, but when Parker saw the menu and the prices, he knew that it was a little too rich for his blood, right now.

“I’ll have a small, regular coffee,” He told the waitress.

“Don’t be silly,” Patrick waved off his brother’s concerns. “We’ll both have two Ruben sandwiches with the home made chips and large ice teas.” Typically, Pootie was dressed to the nines when Parker saw him. A nice suit with a well pressed shirt was the norm, but today he wore skinny jeans and a Harvard sweatshirt that was substantially oversized for him.

When the waitress left, Parker leaned across the table and whispered, “Poot, I can’t afford this place, right now. I told you, I’m really short of money.”

“Oh, stop it,” Patrick insisted. “If I want to treat my little brother to lunch, then I can do it, and no one, not even you, can stop me.”

Then Pootie smiled and leaned forward himself. “I have great news.”

“Yeah?” Parker was interested and hopeful.

“I spoke to Kate, the owner, and you can start as a bar-back tonight,” he smiled and held up his hand before Parker could respond, “BUT, and this is the best part, one of our wait staff is leaving after the weekend, so you can use this week to earn a few hundred dollars as a bar-back, and when you’re not busy there, you can get trained to be a server, too. So, starting next week, you can make some real good money.”

“Wow!” Parker was really surprised by his brother’s news. It was an answer to his prayers. “I don’t want to sound greedy or anything, but when you say ‘real money,’ how much are you talking about?”

Patrick smiled. “Most weeks, the wait staff clears a couple of grand each week.”

Parker was very surprised by this. “No shit,” he whispered. “Poot, this is unbelievable, man! Thanks!”

“My pleasure, bro, but you need to do a good job, right? I know that you will, but you need to know that I’m putting my rep on the line for you, ok? So, please, make me look good, alright?”

“Are you kidding, Poot? I’ll make you look great, and I’ll make you proud!”

Their food arrived and they dug in and spoke about other things while they ate, but the possibility of an income this lucrative kept returning to Parker’s psyche.

“Are you serious about the kind of money I can make at the club?” He finally asked.

Pootie nodded and smiled. “Absolutely, Park. Most of the girls on the wait staff make over a hundred grand a year. Some do better than that.”

Parker shook his head in disbelief. Then, something occurred to him. “You said ‘girls.’ Am I the only guy who’ll be waiting tables?”

Patrick smile a strangely feminine smile and said, “Don’t worry, Park. See, not all of the wait staff are girls, but all the girls are guys, if you get my drift.”

“Oh…” Parker considered that for a moment. He’d never had a problem with gay people in the past, but he’d had limited exposure to either cross dressing or transgendered people. So, what. To each his own. He just had a couple more questions, though. “But, some do dress as guys, too, right?”

“Oh, Yeah,” Pootie reassured his brother. “A couple of them. You’ll see tonight. Look, Park, don’t get stressed. The bar-back job is yours. If you don’t want to wait tables, that’s fine. Just talk to the wait staff and make up your own mind. Like I said, though, the bar-back job is pocket change compared to waiting tables. You can make up your own mind.”

Parker nodded, then smiled and asked, “Just out of curiosity, Poot, if the waiters make a hundred grand a year, how much do you make?”

Patrick smiled, glanced around the bakery and leaned forward as he whispered, “More. Lots more.”
 

 

“Hey, Liv,” Justine called to Olivia as she was typing a patient update into a computer, “you have a phone call.” Justine held up a receiver and shook it towards her colleague.

Olivia picked up a phone near her and pushed the button next to the flashing icon. “Hello, this is Olivia. Can I help you?”

Through the phone, a woman’s voice said, “Hello, Ms Corbet, this is Ellen from the Town Hall. We’ve been trying to reach you through the number we have on file, but it appears that your number has been disconnected.”

Damnit! The land line had been provided through the cable company and when they cancelled the cable a couple of months ago, that shut off their land line, too. Obviously, they had neglected to notify the town hall and to give them one of their cell phone numbers.

“Oh, hi, Ellen. Sorry. We shut off our land line. I can give you a mobile number if you need that.”

“That’s ok, Ms Corbet,” the woman assured her. “I’m actually calling because we know that your husband is caught up in the strike at Allegro and we’re trying to be as patient as possible, but we have not received the excise tax on either of your vehicles nor have we received any payment on your water bill. I’m afraid that, if we don’t receive some kind of a payment as a substantial down payment towards resolving these issues in the next ten days, we will have no choice but to notify the Registry of motor Vehicles about the excise taxes and, I am very sorry to say, we will have to shut off your water.”

Olivia leaned forward on the desk and rested her forehead on the fist she made with her right hand. She sighed into the phone and said, “Look, Ellen, I understand that we’re getting behind, but the strike can’t last forever and we’ll be happy to pay back everything as soon as we can. It’s just that, at the moment, we’re stretched to the limit.”

“I understand, Ms Corbet, and believe me, I hate making these phone calls, but the town is demanding these payments and there’s nothing I can do about it. I am sorry.”

Olivia was oblivious to the tears that were rolling down her cheeks at this point. “Alright, Ellen. Ten days, right?”

“Yes, ma’m.”

“Ok. I’ll figure it out and get back to you.”

“Great, Ms Corbet. Thank you, and I am sorry to be the bearer of bad news.”

“That’s ok, Ellen, thank you.” Olivia hung up the receiver without raising her head. God, they were calling her at work, now. How did her happy life become such a crappy mess? Suddenly, she was sobbing without control. Things had to change.
 

 

It was just past 2:00 in the afternoon as Patrick lead Parker to the door of The El Camino. Olivia had told him that it was a nice place, but he didn’t realize that it was quite as fancy as it was. The exterior was reminiscent of a Vegas hotel, with bright marquees, lots of gold colored metal and names of comedians, magicians and singers who would be appearing in the near future. There was also a picture of the cast of the in-house cabaret cast which featured Pootie at the center. Wow. He was obviously a star, or at least he was here. Parker had no idea.

Patrick stopped with his hand on the door. “Ok, bro. Welcome to my world. Please, don’t embarrass me.”

Parker furrowed his brow in confusion as he followed Pootie into the club. How could he embarrass him?

There was a great deal of activity going on near the huge bar that took up all of one wall. “Come on,” Pootie whispered. “I’ll introduce you to Regina. You’ll be answering to her while you’re working in the bar area.”

As they approached the bar, Parker noticed a distinct change in Patrick’s behavior. His stride became more theatrical and his hands took on a much more feminine demeanor. He swished his way to the rail and shouted in a higher and much more girlish manner to the bar tender. “Regina! Regina!”

A handsome man stood straight and glanced around before finding Patrick waving in the half-darkness of the club.

“What the eff, girl,” the man screamed in a shockingly womanly manner as he moved towards the brothers. “It’s only two o’clock. I never see you before five! What’s up?”

The two men leaned over the bar and kissed each other’s cheeks.

“Reggie,” Patrick said, his hands flailing in exaggerated gestures, “this is my baby brother, Parker. He’s going to be backing for you for a few days.”

“OH, MY GOD!” The man’s enthusiasm seemed a bit overdone, but he climbed over the bar and hugged Parker tightly. “He’s adorable, Pootie! Like a smaller version of you - my favorite girl! Oh, sweetie,” he said to Parker, “I just love your sister! We all love her here!”

Parker looked confused. “Sister?”

The man stepped back and put his hand to his mouth in an expression of extreme sympathy. “Oh, honey, I’m sorry. I didn’t realize you were straight. I’m so sorry.”

Parker gave a small, nervous laugh. “You’re sorry that I’m straight?”

“Oh, well, no, dearie,” Reggie explained, “I’m just sorry that I came on so strong. See, we’re all a little… well, flamboyant, I guess, when we’re together. You’ll get used to it.”

Another nervous laugh escaped Parker as he said, “I guess so.”

Reggie gave Patrick a sly smile. “I guess that explains why you look like a housewife going grocery shopping instead of your usual, fabulous self. Hmm, Pootie?”

“Oh shut up, you bitch,” Patrick slid his arm through Parker’s and led him away from the bar. “I’m going to show Parker around first, then, after we’ve had a little heart to heart, I’ll send him back to you so you can train him appropriately.”
 

 

“Is everything ok, Liv?” Justine sat down next to her and handed her a tissue.

“Thanks,” Olivia forced a smile as she looked around to see who else may have seen her crying. Luckily, no one was around. “I’m sorry, Justine. I’m just at my wits’ end with this strike and everything. That call was about our taxes and water bill. Parker is starting a new job today, but I doubt that it’s going to pay much and… well… it’s all just really getting to me.”

“I know, Liv,” Justine rubbed her friend’s shoulders. “My brother works in the shipping department at Allegro and he’s having a rough time, too. In fact, his wife left him last weekend. She just up and took the kids and left. Can you imagine that?”

“Actually, Yeah, I can. Don’t get me wrong, Justine. I love Park and I don’t want to leave him, but I can’t carry this whole load by myself. I hope that this job works out. Even a little money is better than none.”

“I know, I know. Keep looking at the bright side, though, Liv. You and Parker love each other and he has taken over everything at home right? I mean, he does understand that he has to pitch in. It’s just that there aren’t any good jobs around because of the strike.”

Olivia chuckled and dabbed her wet eyes. “You’re right, I know. In fact, Parker has become quite the little homemaker. If he does get this job, I’m going to miss the clean house, pressed laundry and home made dinners. I’ve enjoyed have a little-woman around to take care of me.”

Now, Justine laughed. “You’d better watch they ‘little’ talk around Parker. I know his sensitive about his height.”

Finally, through the tears, Olivia smiled broadly. “I know, but he lets me tease him. I call him my little guy all the time. He’s fine with it, as long as it’s just us.”

“Well, maybe, if you’re lucky, your little guy will be your little bread winner, again, soon.”

“Boy, that would be nice, but, you know, I always made more money than Park. Not a lot more, but always a little more. Hopefully, things will get back to normal, soon.”
 

 

“And this is my dressing room,” Patrick said as he finished Parker’s tour of The El Camino.

All the doors around had name-plates on them that all read, ‘Dressing Room 1,’ or ‘Dressing Room 4,’ except Patrick’s. His name plate just read , “Pootie.” “Wow, you’ve got your name on the door, Poot. Looks like you’re really a star around here.”

Patrick smiled and laughed. “Don’t fool yourself little brother – I’m a star everywhere. It’s just that not everyone knows it.” He opened the door and invited Parker in.

The dressing room was actually fairly large with an impressive, lighted vanity area for doing makeup and hair and there were two large racks filled with costumes – one was filled with suits and tuxedos, the other was filled with dresses and gowns. Parker also noticed that there were a lot of wigs on a shelf near the vanity.

“What do you think?” Patrick asked as he posed and indicated the garments and accoutrements as if he were a spoke's on a game show.

“Nice.” He was trying to be as supportive as possible, but he was a little confused by the feminine items.

“Sit with me for a moment,” Patrick plopped into a loveseat, legs folded tightly at the knees, and he tapped the seat next to him, inviting Parker to sit, too.

“Ok, so there’s some things I need to tell you before the show.”

Parker nodded.

“Well, first is that part of my show involves impersonating some of the great women of show business, as in I dress up and perform as a woman. Does that bother you?”

Parker’s eyes opened a bit and he glanced at the clothes around him. “No, I guess not. Have you been a drag queen long?”

“I am most certainly not a ‘drag queen!’” Patrick waved away the accusation. “I am a female impersonator. I am not an exaggerated cartoon of a woman, I am a salute to all the great women of show business. I salute Lady Gaga, and Bette Midler, and Barbara Streisand… and as you’ve said, I am a star, and I am a star because I do it well, Park. Very, very well. You’ll see. You’ll like it.”

Parker nodded. He hadn’t meant to hurt Pootie’s feelings. “Cool,” was all he could think to say. Then he looked at his brother’s face, so much like his own, but it was definitely a lot smoother and his eye brows had been very well sculpted, too. “So, how long have you been doing this impersonation act?”

“Oh, baby, I’ve been doing it for years. I never discussed it with you, but if you’d ever bothered to come to my show, you’d have known.”

He had a point. Parker wasn’t a fan of bars, at all, and he had intentionally avoided coming to this one for years.

“Are you ok with this?” Patrick took his brother’s hand and looked at him as if he suddenly needed approval from him.

“Ok with this? Sure I am, Poot. You can do whatever you want and I’ll always support it. You know that.”

Patrick relaxed a bit, then tensed right up again. “That means a lot to me, Park, because there’s something else, too.”

Patrick sat a little straighter, took a deep breath and pulled his Harvard sweatshirt up over his head.

Parker stared in shock at his big brother who was sitting on the other end of the couch, shirtless, but wearing a simple, lace trimmed bra. He might have shrugged that off, but in the cups of the bra were two perky, moderately sized breasts. Actual breasts! There was nothing at all artificial about them. They were as real as Olivia’s, but they were on his brother’s chest. It startled him so much that he jumped to his feet. “Jesus Christ, Pootie, What the hell are those!?”

“What do you mean?” Patrick looked at his bra and breasts. “They’re breasts, Park. You’ve seen breasts before.”

“Yeah, but not on you, Poot! When did you do this to yourself!?”

“Oh, let’s see… ummm… I had them done in September of last year, so…” he counted on his fingers, “… I guess about eight months ago. They’re nice, right.”

Parker took a breath and composed himself. He knew he was sounding judgmental and he didn’t want to. “Yeah, Poot, they’re nice, I guess, but… why? Are you going to transition, or what?”

“No, silly,” he laughed. “It’s for the show. I used to wear stick on breasts, but they were giving me terrible rashes, so I made a business investment. I like ‘em. So does Vincent.”

Vincent was Patrick’s boyfriend. They’d been together for ages, but there didn’t seem to be a wedding in the near future.

“Really?”

“Yeah, and I’m surprised as to how sensitive the doctor made them. Seriously, I can come without even having my cock touched. Just having Vincent’s tongue on these nipples and, oh, my God, Park, it’s like I’m ready to shoot in seconds. Of course, I’ve always been happy to be the bottom partner, but this is a whole different thing…”

“Poot, please, I don’t need to here all of this!” Parker held up his hands in the universal gesture of ‘stop.’

“Oh, Sorry,” Patrick laughed. “I forget how squeamish straights can be about gay sex.”

“It has nothing to do with gay sex, Poot. I wouldn’t want to hear this stuff from my straight friends, either.”

Patrick stood and faced his brother. “But, you’re ok with this, right?”

“Yeah, I guess. I mean, I admit I am confused, but if it’s what you want, then I’m fine with it.”

“Oh, Park, that’s sweet,” Patrick smiled and hugged Parker tightly. Parker could not help but notice that the breasts felt very real and oddly nice.

“You should know,” Patrick said as he released Parker, “that you’re going to see a few other guys with this kind of augmentation working here. Some of the chorus girls and some of the wait staff have them, too. I thought it would be best for you to see mine first so you weren’t too astonished while you were working.”
 

 

Mentally, the work of a bar-back was not very challenging – keep the shelves filled.

Physically, the work was a bit more challenging. It had been a while since Parker had had to haul heavy boxes around and by ten that evening, he was already getting tired.

“You’re going to have to get used to the lifting and hustling those boxes if you’re going to be working behind the bar,” Justine teased.

“I’ll get used to it,” Parker nodded and wiped the perspiration from his brow.

Dressed in a tight, little, black dress with a wildly bright red wig, Justine was made up as a very attractive, if a bit trampy, woman – not unlike many of the female bartenders Parker had encountered throughout his limited experience in bars.

“Are you Parker?” A woman in her late thirties, with bobbed, dark hair and large glasses called over the bar.

“I am,” he responded and extended a hand which the woman gripped firmly and shook.

“I’m Kate, Parker. I own the club. How’s Your first night going?”

“Good, I guess,” he smiled at his new boss.

“I told him, Kate,” Justine interrupted, “that he needs to do some exercising before the weekend if he’s going to survive. I told him that this is a busy night for a Tuesday, but it’s nothing like it’s going to be on Thursday, Friday and Saturday.”

Kate smiled at her bartender, then at Parker. “Look, the headliners will be on in fifteen minutes or so and I think Justine can spare you for a few moments so that we can talk. Would you come into the office for a moment so I can have you sign your tax forms, etc?”

“Oh, Yeah, sure,” Parker hustled around the end of the bar and followed Kate to her office where she had his tax forms placed on a side table, along with a pen, so that he could sign them.

When he was done, Kate asked him to sit and she said, “Pootie tells me that you and your wife have had a tough time of it because of the strike at Allegro, huh?”

“Yeah, we have, but this is going to help a lot. Thanks for giving me the opportunity to make some money, Kate. I really appreciate it.”

She smiled and waved away the need to be thanked. “I don’t know if you’re aware of it or not, but Pootie is a pretty big deal around here. When I bought this place, it was a pretty seedy dinner theater with a second class cabaret. Pootie was the star and he did some great singing, a little dancing and some stand-up. The problem was, no one was even close to his level of talent. The first thing I did was work with Pootie to get some first rate talent in here and renovate the place to attract a higher class of clientele. Pootie found the whole cast, wrote and directed the show, the became the amazing female impersonator who will be coming on in a few minutes. Have you ever seen him perform?”

Parker admitted that he hadn’t and that he was looking forward to see the show tonight.

“Before I let you go,” Kate said, “I would like to ask you a few questions just to be sure we’re both on the same page.”

“Sure.”

“Question one, Pootie says that you’d be interested in being a waiter because of the increase in pay. Is that correct?”

“It is, Kate. I need money – as much as I can make, as quickly as I can make it. I’m really falling behind on my bills.”

Kate wrote a note to herself and nodded.

“The thing is though,” Parker said, hesitantly, “I’m not a cross dresser, or anything, so… well, as much as I need to make money, I’m not really comfortable about waiting tables as a woman. Could I be a waiter? You know, a guy waiter?”

Kate chuckled. “Yes, of course. The wait staff who dress make about thirty percent more in tips, but I’d never force anyone to dress if he didn’t want to.”

“Oh, ok, great. Then, yes, I would like to be a waiter.”

“Ok, second question, what did you do at Allegro?”

“I was an accountant. Department head, in fact.”

“Really?” Kate wrote another note. “If I had some accounting work here, would you be interested in some extra money?”

“Sure! I’d be very happy to help out if I can.”

“Ok, great. Last question. Do you sing?”

Parker was surprised by the question. “No. Not really. I mean, I was in the chorus and a rock band in high school, but that’s about it. Nothing serious. Why?”

She smiled. “No reason, really. Well, you see, Pootie is a great singer and I just thought that if you sang, too, you may want to get on stage as well. You know – a brother act.”

He shook his head. “like The Jonas Brothers, Huh?”

“Sure,” Kate laughed, “or Donnie and Marie.”

That made Parker laugh harder. He stood and turned to leave, but as he turned the door knob, Kate stopped him by asking, “How far behind are you on your bills.”

It seemed like a pretty personal question, but what the heck, there was no reason to not be honest with Kate.

“Well, it’s pretty bad. I’ve got ten days to come up with a down payment towards my missed car payments or they’ll repossess my car. I’m going to run out of heating oil any day. We haven’t had cable or internet in the house for a month… it’s pretty bad.”

Kate considered that, then said, “Look, I’m going to loan you some money against your first few pay checks. How does that sound?”

“Oh… no… Kate, I’ll pull my own weight…”

“Damned right you will,” she joked as she wrote the check. “I’ll give you fifteen hundred dollars now, and I’ll withhold five hundred from each of your first three paychecks to pay it back. How does that sound?”

His masculine pride wanted to say, ‘No, Kate. I can handle this,’ but he needed that money, badly. So, instead, he said, “Kate… that’s awfully generous of you. I don’t know how to thank you.”

She tore the check from the book, stood and handed it to Parker. “You can thank me by doing a great job and, just so you know, I don’t do this for just anybody. I’m doing this because you’re Pootie’s little brother and I both love Pootie and owe him everything. If helping you helps Pootie, the it’s a good investment.”

Parker took the check and swallowed his pride at the same time. He already owed Patrick for getting him this job. This was just too much. He never expected so much good will from the people at The El Camino. “Thank you, Kate.” Parker looked at the check which represented more money than he’d held in several months and he felt as if he was going to cry with relief. “I can’t… Well… thank you.”

“You’re very welcome,” she smiled as some Vegas-style music began to play in the showroom. “You’d better get back out onto the floor if you want to see Pootie’s act.”

Parker suddenly noticed that music was playing. “Oh, Yeah, ok. Thanks again.”
 

 

Olivia sighed as she picked up the little pile of mail beneath the slot in their front door. Each letter was a bill and several were final demands on credit cards that belonged to Parker. FINAL NOTICE written all in caps across the envelopes. It was bad enough that they had to go through all of this, but was it necessary to let the mailman know that they were having problems?

It was nearly eleven and Parker wouldn’t be home till at least two the next morning. She wanted to hear about his night, but wasn’t going to wait up. If she heard him come in she’d ask about things, otherwise, they’d talk tomorrow.

She trudged up to their bedroom and took off her dirty scrubs, exhausted and fed up by all of these money issues. She couldn’t live like this, anymore. Tomorrow, she and Parker needed to have a serious conversation. She turned on the shower and let it run while she brushed her teeth. Then she stepped into the spray and let out a shriek as the ice cold water hit her tender skin.
 

 

Parker had not made it back behind the bar. He stood in amazement through Pootie’s entire show. He could not believe that was his brother on the stage – the same young, tough guy, bully who’d been the terror of their neighborhood growing up. The same quiet, twenty-something, gay man, who’d sat quietly for hours, reading and highlighting passages of poetry to show to Vincent. How could either of these people possibly be this beautiful, feminine performer who was so funny and sang so beautifully that the hundred and fifty or so people at The El Camino sat spellbound for more than an hour. Patrick was unbelievable! And when the restaurant closed for the night at 1:00am, Parker gave his brother a huge hug and congratulated him over and over on his amazing performance.

When the kitchen and bar were cleaned and ready for the next day, everyone, the kitchen staff, the wait staff, the actors, the dancers, the musicians, even Kate, all sat down together and had a drink. Some had beer or wine, others soft drinks, others, like Parker, water, and they chatted away about everything and nothing for about forty five minutes. It was a wonderful way to end a busy day and when Parker left that night, he felt like he was a part of something wonderful. Something creative and exciting. He’d always loved accounting, but something told him that this was the life for him.
 

 

Olivia couldn’t sleep. She was too angry. Too disgusted. Too revved up. It was nearly 2:30. Where the Hell was Parker?

Just then, she heard the back door open and close again. Parker had entered quietly and he’d taken off his shoes so he’d tread lightly when he entered their bedroom.

As he approached their master lavatory, Olivia turned on her nightstand light.

“Oh, Hey,” Parker smiled. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to wake you…”

“You can’t wake someone who can’t sleep, Park. Where have you been?”

“Been? I’ve been at work. I took the job like you wanted me too.”

“Oh, good for you,” Olivia’s anger was oblivious to Parker, but he couldn’t figure out what had triggered it. “Tell you what, Parker, Why don’t you take a nice warm, relaxing shower before you go to bed.”

He glanced towards the lavatory door. “Um, no thanks. I’ll take one in the mornin…”

“NO YOU WON’T PARKER! YOU WON’T TAKE A NICE WARM SHOWER IN THE MORNING, AND DO YOU KNOW WHY?”

Before he could answer, Olivia continued, “BECAUSE THERE’S NO HOT WATER, PARKER! THAT’S WHY! THERE’S NO GODDAMNED HOT WATER!”

Shit! So close, but he didn’t quit succeed.

“I’m sorry, Liv. Really, I am, but I can order some in the morning.”

“GREAT, PARKER! AND WHAT WILL YOU USE TO PAY FOR THAT? A CREDIT CARD? I GOT LETTERS FROM BOTH OF YOUR CARD COMPANIES TODAY. YOU’RE MAXED OUT, PARKER. NO CREDIT AT ALL!”

“I know, Liv, but look.” He took out his wallet and handed her the check that Kate had given him. “That’s fifteen hundred, Liv. And look!” He held up a wad of small bills that he pulled from his pocket. “I got a share of the bar tips. A hundred and forty three dollars. Not bad for a Tuesday night, huh?”

Olivia stared at the check in her hands and the cash in Parker’s and whispered, “Oh, Park. This is… this is great! How did you make so much in one night?”

Parker explained it all. “So, I’ll get up early, deposit the check and call the oil company. I figure, three hundred for oil, two hundred or so to the utilities company and maybe six hundred for the car loan and we’re good till I paid again on Saturday. That’s all good news, right?”

All the stress and anger of the last few days left Olivia’s body all at once. They were going to be ok! Thank God!

“Hey,” Parker asked, “Are you crying?”

Olivia felt her cheek. “I guess I am.” She stood and hugged Parker. She was barefoot and wearing a pale green, loose fitting, nylon nightie. Parker had never seen a woman more beautiful. She put her arms around his shoulders and pulled his head to her shoulders. He wrapped his hands around her lower back and breathed her in. He loved being hugged by this tall, strong woman.

“I love you, Liv,” he said, never meaning it more.

“I love you, too, Park.” She leaned his head back and gave him a long, firm, commanding kiss. “Come on to bed, baby. This calls for a celebration.”
 

 

“Are you sure you can’t sing or dance or anything?” Kate asked as they all sat around the tables after the the club closed on Saturday night – well, actually, Sunday morning.

“He can sing, just fine,” Pootie teased, sitting with his hair in wig-cap, his stage makeup looking a bit garish in the bright lights that came on after the crowds left. “He’s just scared to try, again.”

The people around the table started making clucking noises, indicating that Parker was ‘a chicken.’

He laughed at that. “I sang in chorus and in a garage band when I was in high school, but that was a while ago. Patrick can have the spotlight. I’m satisfied waiting tables. And thank you for letting me start doing that so quickly, Kate.” He held up his glass of cranberry juice in a toast to his boss.

She held up her flute of champagne to return the toast. “You’re a natural, Parker. Keep up the good work.”

One of the male-waitresses sitting cross legged next to Parker and wearing a very revealing white blouse over a very short, but loose fitting black skirt, the typical uniform for the ‘female’ wait staff, looked around and said, “Wait. Who’s Patrick.”

Patrick looked as if he’d been wounded by the sound of someone other than Parker saying his real name. “Argh!” He moan as if in unbelievable agony. “Regrettably, I am Patrick. What an awful name, I know, but my mother was not thinking of style when she saddled me with it.”

Everyone laughed at his theatricality.

“I think it’s a great name,” the waitress said. “Where did ‘Pootie’ come from?”

Patrick told the family story that laid the blame for his name on Parker, prompting everyone to laugh, again.

“I still say it’s too bad, though,” the waitress continued. “I mean, like Kate says, you two would make a great sister act.”

“Not happening,” Parker laughed.

“Well, you should at least consider dressing to wait tables,” the waitress said. “You’d make a lot more money, baby. I’m telling you the truth. The first week that I wore a skirt, my sales and tips increased by thirty percent or more. That was the best decision of my life!”

“She’s telling you the truth,” said the only other waiter, besides Parker, who wore slacks contributed. “I could never pull it off, myself. I’m six-one and weigh two-thirty-five, but you’re small, Parker. You could make a yit-load more money if you did decide to do it en-femme.”

“Oh, Yeah!” another waitress clapped her hands. “And you’re so small that could buy right off the rack, too! You should definitely do it, Parker! You’d look so cute! Like a little Pootie!”

“I don’t think so,” Parker laughed at the playful jibes of his coworkers. “I’m a married man, you know.”

“So am I,” said two waitresses, in unison.

“Yeah,” Parker laughed, “But I’m married to a woman.”

“So am I,” replied the same two men, again in unison, causing more laughter.

“Seriously,” one of the two men said, with just a hint of the effeminate tone he used when working, “it’s really worth the extra money.”

“My wife doesn’t mind at all,” the other waitress said. “In fact, she’s kind of into it – especially in bed!”

More laughter.

“Well, I don’t think that Livy would like it,” Parker laughed with the rest of them.

“You never know,” said Kate.

“What size are you?” asked another waitress.

“Size?” Parker shrugged. “I don’t know. I mean, I’ve got a twenty-five inch waist…”

This was greeted with a huge, shocked intake of air by all the waitresses.

“That’s a size four, you bitch,” one cried out and slapped Parker’s shoulder with a loose wristed slap.

“Come with me,” one of the married waitresses said. “I want to see something.”
 

 

Olivia heard the back door open and close. She’d worked another late shift and had been in bed an hour already, but she wanted to ask Parker how his first Saturday of waiting tables had gone. Thank heavens he’d found a job! She just hoped that he could keep it and that it wasn’t making him miserable.

She heard him at his bureau, setting his watch and phone on their chargers. She heard him undressing and pulling on a tee shirt to sleep in. Then she heard him tiptoe to his side of the bed and she felt him climb in, his warm, slender body laying just inches from hers.

“How’d it go?” She whispered.

“Oh, I’m sorry, Liv. I didn’t mean to wake you.”

“You didn’t. I’ve been listening for you. How was your first Saturday night waiting tables?”

“It was fine. Actually, I kind of enjoyed it. I liked interacting with the people, I didn’t have any problem keeping the orders straight, the kitchen was on top of everything, no complaints, and I made over four hundred dollars in tips. All in all, a really good night.”

Olivia rolled over and looked at the dark silhouette of her husband laying next to him. She laid her hand on his chest and said, “That’s great, Park. I’m so glad that things are working out.”

“Me too, Liv, and it’s kinda great to see Poot all the time. He’s unbelievable on stage. You should see him.”

“I have, Park. He sang at that bachelorette party I went to last year. I told you he was great.” Her hand circled his chest, softly.

“I should have listened.”

Olivia’s hand slid to the waistband of his boxers and gentle lifted it. She slide a little further down and began playing with his pubic hair. Parker let out a contented sigh. It all felt nice and he was still relieved to have put his money problems behind him, at least for now.

As her hand gently wrapped around the shaft of his penis, Olivia pulled herself up onto an elbow and moved closer. “Does that feel nice?” She whispered.

“It feels great.” She could hear the smile in his voice and she felt him slide closer, his arm moving under hers and wrapping around her back.

Olivia lowered his boxers as she shook her hair from her face and she lowered herself to his chest, where she gently licked and nibbled his nearly nonexistent nipples. He reacted by raising his chest to help her gain access.

As she continued, she rolled half onto him and now used the soft, silky material of her loose fitting nightgown to wrap his penis, which she continued to massage through the 7soft, feminine material. Parker always enjoyed this treatment.

She felt him hardening and she was going to move to take the dominant position, but she wanted a kiss first. “Kiss me,” She whispered and she lowered her head towards his mouth.

He raised his head to meet her part way and their lips joined in a tender touch, but… something wasn’t right. Olivia pulled back. Her hand remained on his manhood, but her head was raised above his.

“What’s the matter,” Parker asked.

She lowered her head to kiss him again, but the same problem persisted.

“Park?” She asked. “Are you…?”

Parker was confused. “Am I What?”

She pulled away from him and turned to turn on the light. When she looked at her husband, she was shocked. She sat up and scowled at him.

“What?” He asked.

“Parker Corbet,” Olivia was flabbergasted, “Why are you wearing makeup?”

Parker’s hands shot to his face. “Oh, shit, Livy. I’m sorry.” He sat up and looked at her apologetically. “I forgot to wash it off. Sorry.”

“Wash it off? Parker… I don’t understand. Why are you wearing makeup in the first place?”

“Ok, just relax, Livy, and let me explain.” He gave a quick summary of the conversation he’d had after work and the way that the others on the wait staff were encouraging him to start dressing as a woman to increase his income. “They were just clowning around, Liv. We were all tired and silly and they wanted to show me how I’d look if I were to become a waitress. It was just a little fooling around. I’m sorry. I was so tired, I just forget to wash it off before I left.”

Olivia had calmed down and saw a little humor in the situation. She knew that Patrick did a female impersonation act and that some of the wait staff were men in drag, but Parker had always had a bit of a Napoleon complex. He was very sensitive about his slender, five foot four inch frame and he always tried to assert his masculinity when they were out in public. In the bedroom, due to her bigger size, Olivia had always taken the dominant role, but that had just sort of evolved and, since they both enjoyed their sex life, neither gave it much thought.

“Did you wear a dress, or anything?” She asked.

“No,” Parker laughed. “One of the guys put his long wig on me, but that’s as far as it went.”

Olivia was disappointed when Parker told her that he hadn’t taken any pictures. She was uncharacteristically curious about how he would have looked.

“Just give me a second,” Parker said. “I’ll go wash it off.”

“No, wait,” Olivia said, a little too quickly, “kiss me again.” She leaned over him as he sat against the headboard and she kissed him softly, gently biting his lip as the kiss ended.

She giggled a little. “I never kissed someone wearing lipstick before.”

She kissed him, again. A little more aggressively. “I kinda like it,” she said before kissing him a third time, this time thrusting her tongue deeply into his mouth.

Parker threw his arms around the suddenly strong shoulders of his aggressively amorous wife. As she searched his mouth with her tongue, she maneuvered his boxers down his legs and over his feet, leaving him in just a loose, slightly too large tee shirt.

She gripped his penis, which had gone a bit soft, with the strength of a vice, and Parker’s body responded with a shudder of a little pain, a little fear, a little acceptance and a lot of desire to be taken by this woman – and she sensed that in a way she’d never sensed it before.

“Shh, I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I won’t hurt you.”

To prove that, she again encased his tool in her silky night gown. She worked him with a firm gentleness as she felt his will fade and her power increase.

After kissing his lips until they ached and nibbling his ears and kissing his neck with so much enthusiasm that he could barely breathe, she knelt up and looked at her made-up husband. His lipstick was smeared by her manhandling of him, but that just made him cuter, and the big, yellow tee shirt he wore looked like a nightie on him. Something was happening to her. Something she never thought she had inside her was not just rising to the surface, it was exploding her from within. She was awash with a manly desire to take this girlish image before her.

She reached down and lifted the hem of his shirt, guiding it gently over his head as she removed it. She was almost disappointed to see a flat, boyish chest revealed. Part of her had hoped that he’d have somehow grown pert, girlish breasts – not womanly ones like hers, but small, girlish buds that she could encourage by sucking and nibbling them to maturity.

Surprised that Olivia had stopped, Parker tried to catch his breath and asked, “What?”

She smiled back at him and she smiled with manly desire. “You’re beautiful,” she smiled.

He smiled back and replied with a breathless whisper of his own. “Thanks.”

Quickly, Olivia pulled her gossamer, blousy, baby blue nightgown free of her knees, then over her head. She knelt above her husband, powerful, ready to take him, to use him, to conquer him.

“Sit up,” She whispered and when he did, she slipped the soft nightie over his head, helping him to raise his little bottom up so she could pull it past and beyond so that it reached all the way past his pretty little knees. The garment was still warm from her body heat and Parker could smell her scent in the material – lavender and vanilla from her body wash and the strawberry of her shampoo.

She sat back on her heels and took in the sight. His feminine face made up prettily, but with the smeared lipstick indicating that there was nothing virginal about this little beauty. His small, but long neck, led to a small, thin body that was clad in a white lace, v-neck that trimmed the feminine, blue garment. If she’d had a penis, she knew that it would have been as hard as a rock.

She climbed over him and settled her knees in his armpits, raising herself and steadying herself on the headboard, forcing her womanhood into his face. “Eat me, please,” and he did. He’d only done this a few times before, but this time he did it with aplomb. His tongue was gentle and forceful and playful and exciting and she shook with excitement as she came and came and came again.

Finally satiated, she climbed off the bed and stood beside the bed, becoming excited all over again by the site of the feminine body in her bed, waiting for her to take him.

She raised his knees, spread his legs and climbed into the space in between. Feeling suddenly empowered, she decided to try something that she’d never done before, but she’d learned about in nursing school. She reached for her pillow, then raised Parker’s rear and tucked the pillow beneath. Then, slowly and gently, she began inserting first one, then two, then three fingers into his anus, searching for his prostate.

Parker let out shocked, joyous noises as she maneuvered her fingers, and eventually her fist, in and out of her husband. She knew that something very important had changed in their relationship. She knew that he was now hers in a very new and very different way.

And there it was. She felt it and she saw it in his reaction. He’d never felt this way before – far beyond vulnerable and with no sense of his old self left. He was new and he had needs that he’d never known before. He needed to be Olivia’s. To be hers completely, totally and in all ways imaginable. He was a teenaged girl experiencing sex for the first time. He was a housewife having an affair and experiencing the wonders of a strange man’s huge organ. He was a princess being deflowered. He was hers, now and forever.

He began to quiver as she tickled him, deep within himself. His body tensed and Olivia knew that his acquiescence to her manipulations was about to manifest itself in an ejaculation, so she gently moved the nightie away from his groin and lowered her lips to the stiff, quaking organ. She kissed its tip and gave its shaft a soft lick before devouring it just as it sprayed rope after rope into her mouth.

She removed her hand from his bottom, but held his penis in her mouth until it was small and soft again. Then, she slipped her lips from him, raised herself to his painted lips and kissed him, deeply, forcing her ejaculate-covered tongue far into his mouth and filling it with her tongue and his seed.

Now she sat back and gazed at her nymph like partner. She’d penetrated him. She’d made him swallow ejaculate. She was suddenly strong and in control and she liked that – a lot.

“Oh, my God, Liv…” Parker began to speak, but she interrupted him with a ‘Shh,’ as she reached for a tissue from the nightstand and she wiped his penis dry. Her touch was in no way the touch of a professional nurse. It was the gentle, maternal touch of a loving woman, but it was also the touch of a paternal husband who was just taking care of the situation.

Once the area was clean and dry, she lowered the nightgown back around his knees. “Come with me,” she said in a quiet, decisive voice, “and I’ll help you wash off your makeup.”

She stood and helped him up. As he began to gather the nightie together in preparation to pull it over his head, she gently removed the silky material from his grip and said, “I want you to wear that tonight.”

“Yeah?” Parker asked.

“Yeah,” she nodded. “I like it on you.” She hugged him to her naked breasts. “You like it too, don’t you?”

He looked down at the garment, so different from anything he’d ever worn before. “It feels nice.”

She smiled. “It would feel even better if you didn’t have all that hair on your arms and legs. We’ll talk about that, tomorrow…”
 
 
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Marriage is a Compromise - 2

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Marriage is a Compromise: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2019,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Giving in to money concerns and under pressure from his wife to help them better their
financial situation, Parker considers moving from being a waiter to a more lucrative
career in Waitressing. Soon, though, things are moving much faster than he'd expected
and he feels his old self slipping away. His reinvigorated sex life with Olivia, though,
inspires him to press onward.
I don't know if this chapter warrants an X rating or not, but it is certainly the most graphic
story I have ever written.


 
Author's Note: As always, I love to read your comments and critiques. ~Clara.
 
This version of Marriage is a Compromise: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar. ~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people . ~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 2
 

It was after two in the afternoon on Sunday when Parker woke. He'd always been an early riser and he hadn't really gotten the hang of his new schedule. He glanced to the other side of the bed and saw that Olivia was already gone. With a contented sigh, he pushed back the bed covers and sat up, immediately aware of his clothing. The lace trim of the baby blue nightgown played around his chest as the oversized garment ballooned, then settled around him, causing him to chuckle at the silliness of how he'd appear to a stranger.

At the foot of the bed, where he always placed his robe, he found a bed jacket that matched the nightie Olivia had dressed him in. As silly as it seemed to wear it, the idea of appearing before Olivia wearing it seemed playful, in a sexy way, so he pulled it on and tied off the belt.

When he began to walk, he felt an odd, slightly sore sensation coming from his rear end. When he stopped at the master lavatory to deal with relieving himself, shaving and brushing his teeth, each movement seemed to pull against the irritated area in his fanny. It was an odd and uncomfortable feeling, but it reminded him of the greatest sexual feeling he'd ever had in his life, and even though the thought of what Livy had done to him in order for him to achieve those feelings caused him a little embarrassment, he longed to repeat that feeling sometime soon.

Before leaving the bathroom, he brushed his shaggy hair and looked at himself in the mirror. Actually, he didn't look as silly as he'd expected. "Well," he muttered to his reflection, "aren't you a pretty little thing?" He smiled at how weird the last week had been. He checked his appearance once more, then he headed downstairs to see Livy.

Everything was quiet, though. "Liv?" he called. "Livy? Are you here?"

Silence.

He looked out the window and saw that her car was gone, so he returned to the bedroom to, with just a bit of reluctance, change.

Boxers, gym shorts and a tee shirt donned, the nightie folded and placed beneath Olivia's pillow and her bed coat hung in the closet, Parker finally picked up his phone from the charger. That's when he saw Olivia's texts.

The first one read:

'I WOKE UP AT 9. YOU WERE STILL ASLEEP AT 11 SO I RAN OUT TO DO SOME SHOPPING. I MIGHT BE A FEW HOURS, BUT ILL BE BACK AS SOON AS I CAN.'

The second one, sent at 12:30 that afternoon read:

'I'LL BE HOME BY 3 OR 3:15. WE'RE IN GOOD SHAPE WITH OUR BILLS AND WE HAVEN'T BEEN OUT TO DINNER IN MONTHS. LET'S TRY THAT NEW PLACE OUT IN LEICESTER TONIGHT. SEE YOU SOON. LOVE YOU.'

Parker shrugged as he texted back, 'SOUNDS GOOD. SHOULD I CALL FOR A RESERVATION?'

Within seconds, Olivia texted back, 'I DID ALREADY. DINNER AT 7. LEAVING HOUSE AROUND 6:15. ON MY WAY HOME. BE THERE IN 30 MINS.'

Well, so much for a lazy day in shorts, but it would be worth putting on a shirt and tie to have a nice meal and a night out with Liv. Last Tuesday, before he'd met with Pootie, Parker had been scared that he and Livy were headed for a separation until the strike was over. All that had disappeared with the job at The El Camino and last night had been... well... insightful, to say the least.

"Park! I'm home!" Olivia called as she entered from the garage door into the kitchen. She could hear the vacuum cleaner running in the TV room, so she left her pile of bags on the kitchen table and headed that way.

When she tapped his shoulder, he jumped at her touch. "Oh, Hey." He smiled and shut off the vacuum. He stood taller and kissed her cheek. "I didn't hear you."

"I know, I tried not to scare you." She looked him up and down and Parker could see a bit of disappointment in her eyes.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"Oh, Nothing." She forced a smile. "I was just hoping... never mind." She headed back to the kitchen.

Confused by her behavior, Parker followed, "Hoping what, Liv? Was I supposed to do something? I dusted and vacuumed. The kitchen was already clean. Was I supposed to do something else for you?"

Olivia stopped at the kitchen table, turned and shook her head, a smile on her face. "No, babe, you weren't supposed to do anything for me and I appreciate all your work, I just... Well, I was just hoping to see you wearing my nightie when I got home."

Parker thought she was kidding, so he laughed. "What?"

She shrugged. "I don't know, Park. I just thought you looked nice on you and I was hoping... Oh, never mind. I'll see you in your new nightie tonight."

Before he could ask about that, Olivia continued, "I bought a lot of stuff for you. I know that money is still tight, but, like Pootie told you, it's all just a business investment, right?"

"Business investment?" Parker muttered, but Olivia didn't hear and just continued talking as she picked up a small back from CVS and handed it to Parker.

"I guess we should start with this."

He looked into the bag and saw a bottle of Nair hair removal cream.

"You cover yourself with that." Olivia was organizing the bags as she spoke, "Wait ten minutes and rinse it off. It works well, but since this is the first time you're using it, you may have to do it a couple of times. It'll burn a little, but I got you some very nice body oil, too. That will soothe your skin and make it feel nice."

"Livy..." Parker tried to get her attention, but she was focused on what she was doing.

"I picked up a couple of different style bras, all in an A cup, I figured you wouldn't want to go too big right off the bat."

"Liv..."

"And I got you a black skirt and the kind of white blouse that Pootie said would fulfill the requirements of the club."

"Wait, Wait, wait!" Parker finally got her attention. "You spoke to Poot?"

"Yes."

"When?"

"I called him this afternoon from Lord and Taylor, why? Am I not supposed to talk to my brother-in-law?"

Parker was very confused by what was going on. "I don't care if you call Pootie or not, Liv, but I am not going to dress like a woman to wait tables."

"Why not?"

"What!? Why not!? Because... because I'm not gay, Liv. I'm not going to start sashaying around as if I am. What would you think of me if I did?"

Olivia closed the bag she'd been rummaging through and put her hands on her hips. "Frankly, I'd think you were doing your best to try to get us a little bit ahead after we've suffered such a big loss."

"But that's not the point, Liv. It's just... not normal."

"What's not normal? People wear skirts and blouses every day."

"Yeah, women."

"And men."

"What men?"

"The men you work with, Parker. It's perfectly normal for men to wear skirts and blouses, there, right? That's what you told me last night, right?"

"Yes, But..."

"And those men, the ones in skirts and blouses, make more than you do, right?"

"Yes, But..."

"How many hours do I work every week, Parker?"

Momentarily derailed by this sudden change of topic, Parker stuttered out, "What? Work? Well... I don't know... forty, forty five hours a week."

"Try sixty to sixty five hours a week, Park. Sixty hours minimum. I don't think you've ever worked a sixty hour week in your entire life, but I do it every single week, Parker, so that we can live a comfortable life. Have I ever complained about it?"

"No, Liv, you never have, but..."

"Now, we've lost THOUSANDS of dollars since this strike began at Allegro, Park, and our savings have all been used up. All we need to wipe us out right now is an unexpected car repair, or a leaky roof, or a burst pipe. That's it it, Parker. One big expense and we are done. You do understand that, right?"

"Ok, yeah, I guess that's true..."

"Guess!? For crying out loud, Parker, you're an accountant! You need to start thinking like one."

"Ok, Livy, you're right. We're not out of the woods, yet. I understand that."

"Alright, then. I am contributing everything I possibly can to keep us afloat and to help us get ahead, again, right?"

"Right, Livy, and I appreciate it, but..."

"Are you?" Olivia's tone was flat and cold. It was as much an accusation as it was a question.

Parker knew that she had a valid point, but evaded the answer for another few moments by saying, "Am I what? Contributing? Yes, Liv, I am. I took on a job far below my educational level to help get us back on track..."

"Are you contributing everything you possibly can?"

Parker remained quiet. Defeated, but looking for a maneuver to get out of this.

"According to what you told me," Olivia fished in the bags again, "you could be making an awful lot more if you'd just wear a skirt and blouse when you wait tables. I've waited tables, Parker, and I've done it in a skirt and blouse. It's not uncomfortable."

He still remained quiet.

"I checked your story with Pootie and confirmed what you said. If you continue to work at The El Camino for a year, and who knows, you may need to, wearing slacks, you could gross about sixty five thousand dollars, but according to what you told me and what Pootie confirmed, if you'd just be willing to demean yourself so low that you'd wear the kind of clothing I wear," Parker thought that was a low blow, "then you could easily gross more than one hundred thousand dollars. Am I wrong?"

"No." Parker's eyes were focused on the tiles on their kitchen floor. He couldn't look up to meet Olivia's gaze.

"Do you think I LIKE changing catheters on old, fat men, Parker? Do you think I LIKE being at the beck and whim of people who view me more as a servant than a medical professional? Don't get me wrong, Parker, I LOVE my job, but there are parts of it that are just awful and I would love to not have to do it for sixty or sixty five hours every single week! Am I making my point, here, Parker?"

"Yes." He still looked at the floor.

"So, from a purely accounting point of view, what should you be doing?"

He sighed. She had him. He had the opportunity to make a lot of money with a very minor change to how he did his job. He really didn't have a choice. "I should be working as a waitress rather than as a waiter."

"Ok, then." Olivia relaxed a bit. "Thank you, Park. I know I'm asking a lot, but I think you'll agree - this is the right thing to do."

"I guess you're right." Parker nodded. Then, finally, he raised his eyes and made contact with hers. "I don't want to look like an idiot, though."

"And you're not going to. Today, we'll deal with the hair removal, try on a few outfits, then go to dinner. Then, after we come back home, we'll prepare for tomorrow."

"What happens tomorrow?" Parker asked. "The club is dark on Mondays."

"Exactly, and I don't have to go in until 6 tomorrow night. So, I've spoken to my hair dresser, Barb, and she's going to help us figure out your best options for hair and makeup. She'll tell us whether you'd be better off with a wig, or with extensions... she'll know what will work best. Ok?"

"Ok."

"Good. Now, upstairs with you and let's get that hair off of you."

Olivia wore latex gloves to apply the hair removal cream all over his body, including his beard area. "I know that you don't shave frequently, but your hair does grow faster here than anywhere else. If you use this a couple of times a week on your face and once a week on the rest of your body, you should be able to keep yourself nice and smooth."

"It smells, Liv, and it's burning my eyes. Can I rinse it off?"

"Not for ten minutes, baby. You know, women use this all the time. If you want to pretend to be a woman, you have to do what women do."

"Ok." Parker was still a bit miffed about having to go through all of this. "First off, I don't WANT to do this. I HAVE to do this because of the strike, and second, women don't have to have this smeared on their faces and right under their noses."

"You'd be surprised by how many women have to use this on their mustache areas, babe, so don't make a fuss, and I do appreciate your sacrifice. I promise, I will make this all worth your while."

Fifteen minutes later, along with the cream, all of his body hair washed down the drain, and Olivia was washing and conditioning his hair with heavily fragranced products. "Your hair needs to look better, anyway, Park. I don't know what Barb is going to suggest you do, but even if it ends up in a wig, it's going to end up getting greasier than usual, so you need to start taking much better care of it."

Trying to find the bright side of the situation, Parker said, "Who knows, maybe we'll get a call tomorrow telling us that the strike is settled and I won't have to do this."

"A call like that would be great, Park, but we still need money and you could continue to work at the club for a while longer until we get ahead. You don't make a hundred thousand at Allegro, you know. Even Pootie said that your boss would be willing to have you work weekends for as long as you want, after the strike is over."

Well, that was that, then. There was no way out. Parker gave a heavy sigh as Olivia shut off the water and indicated that he should step out onto the bath mat. As she patted him dry, she said, "You're making a bigger thing out this than you should, Park. Try to relax and have some fun with it. I bet you'll start enjoying it, if you do."

She reached for a bottle of body oil, flipped open the top and held it to Parker's nose. "Lavender," she said. "It's my favorite. Not overly floral, but subtle and delicate. Feminine. Like you need to be. Not a drag queen, or even a female impersonator. Just subtle and and soft. That's what you should be aspiring to be for the time being, Park. Subtle, soft and feminine."

Looking up into his wife's eyes as she said these words caused Parker's libido to suddenly come to life and the evidence of that was visible to Olivia. She smiled as she began rubbing the oil into his shoulders and she worked her way down his body.

Olivia had seen her husband's body naked many times, but this was different. This time, she was caring for him in a very different, very maternal way. That combined with Parker's denuded body brought back those feelings of dominance that she'd felt last night. Last night, Parker had not looked like a man. His made up face was pretty and feminine. Today, he didn't look like a man, either. He smelled like a woman, but his hairless body looked like, a little boy's. She found it exciting and empowering. She liked it. She liked it a lot.

"Here," she said, lifting Parker's hands in front of him and pouring a little oil into them. "I'll take care of your back, you do your front."

His back had always had very little hair, but the sight of his hairless back and legs reinforced her image of him as the weaker, more feminine partner who required her care.

She moved more quickly than Parker, so when she reached his legs, she kneaded the oil in on both the front and back. When she reached his ankles, she worked her way back up, enjoying how smooth he'd become.

"Get your private's, too, babe," she instructed, just as he reached his lower abdomen and she reached his bottom.

She reached between his balls to check that his upper thighs were covered in oil as he oiled his testicles. Her hand gazed his as she caressed his taint and then she dragged her fingers back, up his crack and towards his opening as his own oily fingers touched his very erect penis.

As his fingers rubbed in the oil along his shaft, her slippery finger slipped firmly into his hole, causing him to gasp in surprise, joy and anticipation.

"Don't stop rubbing yourself," she whispered, "but move to the toilet."

He waddled to the open toilet, his hand still grasping himself and her finger thrust deep within him, moving in a very awkward manner.

"Make yourself come," she whispered. "I want to see you make yourself come."

Another man might have been embarrassed by this, but Parker had given up control. He would do whatever she asked as long as she made him feel what he'd felt last night.

"Do you like me inside of you?" she whispered. "Do you like me making you my girl?"

Her finger became two, then three and the pushed into him more firmly. The feminine moans and whimpers he was producing had already told Olivia what he felt. There was no reason to deny it. "Yes," he whispered in a weak hoarse gasp.

"Yes, What?" she asked as she exerted more pressure onto his inner G-spot.

"Yes, I like it when you make me your girl."

Liv smiled. She liked this. She liked it a lot. "Good." She nibbled his ear, inserting her tongue into that hole as well.

"Faster, baby," her voice was quiet, but filled with excitement. As the speed of his manipulations increased, so did the speed of hers. She was being so forceful that she was actually lifting him onto his tip-toes with her thrusts. "Faster. Faster."

When the head of his penis was purple with strain, and she knew that the moment was imminent, she thrust deeply and wiggled her fingers as much as she could, causing Parker to gasp and hold his breath as he began to ejaculate. Olivia kept one hand planted deep within the thin, frail man, as the other caught several ropes of his ejaculate before it reached the water in the toilet.

"Was that good?" she asked.

He nodded.

"You know what I like?" she asked.

He shook his head.

"I like to have my man stay in me after he's done. I like to feel him go soft and them I like to feel him pull out slowly. Can you feel me in you, now?"

He nodded.

She began to relax the stress in her fist and Parker could feel the shape of the intruding object changing within him. "Can you feel me getting softer?"

He shivered and nodded again.

When her hand was loose and relaxed, she slowly pulled her hand free. "What am I doing now, baby?"

"You're pulling out."

"What am I pulling out of?"

"My rear."

"Not your rear, baby. I'm pulling out of your vagina. Say it for me."

"You're pulling out of my vagina."

"Good girl." She was as excited by this after-glow teasing as she was by getting him off. "What am I pulling out, baby, and don't say my hand, it's not my hand. Hands don't go into vaginas. What am I pulling out?"

"Your... penis."

She smiled. "That's right, baby. You've had my penis in you and you liked it, didn't you? You liked my penis, my dick, my cock, inside you, didn't you?"

"I did." He nodded.

"Lick my hand, then." And as she pulled one hand from within him, he licked his wife's other hand clean of his own seed and it didn't seem at all shameful. He was just obeying his dominant partner.

"Pull this up your arms and I'll help you fasten in the back."

Parker looked at the bra as if it would burn him. "Did you have to get such a feminine one, Liv?"

"I'll tell you what, Park. I'll take you shopping and you can find a more masculine bra, how does that sound? Maybe one that's endorsed by a football player or something like that."

"Ok, hahaha," he replied to her sarcasm. "What I mean is, this one has all this lace on it. I've seen you wearing plain ones."

"Those are sports bras, Park. I'm a nurse. I need to wear functional undergarments. You're a waitress in a cabaret. You're going to be part of the ambiance of the performance space - That, incidentally, came directly from Pootie. You need to look and feel cute, Parker, and your not going to feel cute and pretty and feminine wearing a sports bra, believe me. Now, let me help you with that."

Reluctantly, Parker allowed the thin straps to be guided up his arms.

As Olivia clasped it behind his back she felt excited again at the sight of the tiny item closing around his small torso.

To Parker, it felt as if he was being shackled into something strange and foreign.

Olivia placed the silicon breast forms into the cups. "These are just to fill the cups. They make some that actually look real. Real nipples and everything. They're a little pricey, but if you're doing this for a long time, you'll probably want some of those."

Parker looked at himself in the mirror and he nodded at what his wife was saying. He felt his old self fading away and a new self emerging. It was frightening and fascinating.

Olivia stood behind him and looked at his reflection. With the little heels that she was wearing, she was a full head taller than her barefooted husband. "That fits nice."

Parker shrugged. "I guess."

"Let's try the panties."

"Panties? Do I really have to wear panties?"

"You can't wear boxers underneath a short skirt, Park. Come on. Work with me, ok. We need to go to dinner." She handed him a pair of white panties, lace around the waist and legs, with a silky, lace covered panel in front. He pulled them up his legs. They sat slightly higher on his waist than his boxers, but were remarkably soft and not at all uncomfortable.

"Nice, Huh?" she asked.

"They are very soft," he said, touching the material.

"And they're obviously making you excited. Here. Let me help you with that." Olivia pulled the panties down a bit, reached in and gripped Parker's testicles. Then, she felt around with clinical efficiency and when she'd found the cavities from which the testicles had descended, she pushed them back up into his body. Then she folded his penis back beneath him and pulled his panties back up.

"Ouch!" Parker exclaimed as the testicles popped back into him.

"Oh, don't be a baby." Olivia laughed.

Once the panties were back in place, Olivia smiled at their smooth front. "Very cute," she chuckled. "Let's just try on the skirt and blouse. This first."

She handed him the blouse. At first, it appeared to be just like a man's dress skirt. The first challenge, however, was buttoning it up. The buttons were on the opposite side from a man's shirt and it wasn't really difficult to button it, it was just that having twenty six years experience of buttoning shirts one way, it was awkward to have to button it another.

The second challenge is what Olivia referred to as the 'darts' in the blouse. It caused the shirt to be tailored quite tightly around his abdomen, then it loosened and accentuated the modest bust created by the lacy bra he was wearing.

"Is this too tight?" he asked.

"No, it fits perfectly," she assured him. "I don't wear this style very frequently, but you'll get used to it. This is what Pootie told me to get you. I think I'll need to get you a chemise to wear under it, though. The lace on your bra shows through. We want you to be cute, not slutty."

"Well, thank God you have limits as to how far you'll push this!" Parker's tone was meant to hurt and Olivia did not appreciate it. She stood, hands on her hips, the little, black skirt hanging from one of them, and she stared at Parker with a ticked off look on her face.

Parker realized that he'd been a jerk. They needed the money, plain and simple, and this was the best way to make it. "Sorry," he muttered.

With a perturbed sigh, Olivia held the skirt open so he could step into it. When he had, she raised it up, adjusted it around the area of a women's natural waist, which was the same height as his panties' waistband, and she made sure that his blouse was well tucked in.

"There," Olivia smiled, "that looks nice. Come see."

He looked in the mirror again and Parker had to admit that the clothes fit him much better than he’d hoped. The look was incomplete, though. “I still look like a boy,” he said, sounding almost disappointed.

The fact that he said ‘boy’ and not ‘man’ did not escape Olivia’s notice. She liked that, too.

“And that’s why we have to deal with a few things tomorrow,” she pointed out. “Starting with your hair and makeup, Barb will sort that out for us, and some comfortable heels will extend your calves and make your posture more like a woman’s. Honestly, though, babe, we’re nearly there. I promise.”

“Ok, if you say so.” Parker was very fascinated by his new look, but still very scared. “So, can I get changed for dinner?”

Olivia checked the clock. The did need to change. “Sure, but keep your panties on. You need to get used to moving with your stuff all retracted and tucked. It’ll be good practice, and I like knowing that you’re wearing them. I think it’s sexy.”

Parker smirked at her. “You’re getting pretty weird, Livy.”

“And you love it.”

Dinner was lovely. For a Sunday evening, the new restaurant was surprisingly crowded. It was a seafood specialty and they each ordered their favorites. Fried clam strips for Olivia and baked haddock for Parker. It was delicious, but Olivia insisted that the evening was also meant to be a tutorial. “Watch all the women, Park. I want you to take note of everything they do. How they walk, how they sit, how they cross their legs, how they gesture when they speak, how they eat, how they sip their wine. Pay attention to all of it. You need to be ready for Tuesday night.”

“Listen, Liv... I know we need the money and I’m willing to do it, but couldn’t we, maybe, do this a little at a time?”

“We are, babe. Last night you wore a nightie for the first time.” The waitress showed up with their food as she continued, “and now you’re wearing panties for the first time. Tomorrow, you’ll go to the salon and get your hair and makeup done and Tuesday night, you’ll be a waitress. See. A little at a time.” She looked at the waitress. “Thank you.”

“You’re...” The waitress looked from Olivia to Parker, a little confused and a little embarrassed, “... you’re welcome.”

The nightie that Olivia had bought him was the same, free flowing style that she wore, but his was bubble gum pink, had puffy sleeves and a lot more lace than any of Olivia’s.

“Keep your bra on, Park,” she instructed. “It’ll hang better and you need to get used to it.”

“Of course,” Parker huffed. This was all moving very quickly. He did have to admit, though, the bra that had seemed so foreign and awkward the first time Olivia had made him wear it, now seemed quite comfortable. It did make sense that the more he wore it, the less aware of it he’d be, so – why not?

As Olivia’s had been, his new nightie was soft and exciting, even more so now against his hairless skin. The pink color did feel a bit emasculating, but how much more emasculated can a you be when you’re already wearing a bra and panties.

“Oh, that’s cute on you, baby.” Olivia smiled as she approached the bed with two tubes of something in her hand.

Parker had noticed that Olivia’s occasional use of the word ‘babe’ had gotten much more frequent and the occasional use of ‘baby’ had arisen. Odd. “Thanks, I guess. I’m not sure how to take a remark like that.”

“Well, I certainly meant it as a compliment, baby. Honestly.”

Parker smiled at that. If he was doing all of this for them, it was nice that Olivia was at least appreciative enough to compliment him.

“Thanks, then,” he smiled. Then, noticing the two tubes, he asked, “What are those?”

“These? This one is skin cream. Girls need to take much better care of their skin than boys, baby. Here, put out your hand and I’ll squeeze some out for you. You can do your arms. I’ll take care of your legs.”

Once the cream was in his hand, Parker began rubbing the rose-scented substance into his arms. “What’s the other tube for?”

A lecherous smile appeared on his wife’s face. “That tube? That’s some KY jelly with a warming agent in it.”

Remembering the bliss of his first two explorations into anal sex, Parker’s cheeks heated up at the though of submitting his new found vagina to his wife. “What’s it for?” he asked coyly.

Olivia finished rubbing the skin cream into Parker’s second leg, then reached for her bedside table, pulled out the drawer and produced a large, phallus shaped sex toy. Biologically speaking, the owner of a tool this big would have to be at least eight feet tall. Olivia spread some of the KY Jelly over the toy, then flicked a switch on its base, causing the hole item to vibrate and the inch or so at the tip to gyrate slowly. She smiled at her slightly frightened little husband and said, in a poor imitation of Al Pacino, “Say hello to my little friend!”

“Come on, baby, Barb is expecting us.” Parker was sitting in the passenger seat of the car, pretty close to petrified with fear of stepping out onto Langley Blvd, the main street of their town. It was 8:15 in the morning and there were plenty of people walking past on their way to work. None of the faces looked familiar, but Olivia had insisted that he wear his waitress uniform so that Barb would know what needed to be done.

Impatient, Olivia opened the passenger door and held it for him. “Come on, baby. We need every second she can give us. Let’s go.”

“Check that the door to the salon is unlocked so I don’t get stuck out here on the street,” he nearly begged.

“Argh, this is foolish,” she huffed as she walked to the door, twelve feet away.

It was locked.

She knocked and within moments, her hairdresser, Barbara, was rushing to the door. “Sorry,” she said as she leaned out to kiss Olivia’s cheek. I kept it locked so no one would walk in. We’re not official open, you know. It’s Monday, after all.” She glanced around. “Where’s the victim?”

“In the car, afraid to come out. Now that the door is open, he’ll be able to make a run for it.” Both women laughed. Olivia turned back to the car and said, “Come on, baby. The door’s open now.”

Parker scanned the street. No familiar faces nearby. It was a good time to make a run for it. He pushed the door open again, then stepped out, immediately losing his right flip flop between the curb and the car. He leaned against the car and used his right foot to pull it out from under the car and set it so that he could slip his foot back in. All of this amused the women to no end.

He felt frightened and exposed and he was trying to move quickly before he was found out, but the more he hurried, the longer everything seemed to take.

Still leaning against the car, he closed the door and began to move forward, his head down, hoping to remain anonymous, but just one step into his twelve foot sojourn, he felt a tug on his waist. He turned and saw that he’d closed the door onto his loose fitting black skirt.

“Are you coming or not?” Olivia asked from the salon door.

“I can’t,” he tried to explain. “Unlock the car door, please!”

“Why!? There’s nothing in the car that you need. I have your wallet. You’re not going to jump back in there, Parker. Let’s go - chop, chop!”

“I can’t!” he pleaded. “I caught my skirt in the door!”

More laughter from the women as Olivia searched for the key-fob. It seemed to take forever for her to find it. When he heard the lock click, Parker opened the door, stood aside, shut the door and turned to make a run for the door, but instead came face to face with Bridget Samson, an older accountant who he had supervised at Allegro.

“Parker? I thought that was you!” She sounded surprised. “What’s with this get-up?” She continued. “Are you going to a masquerade party?”

“Oh, Bridget... hi... I’m...”

Thank goodness, Olivia came to his aid. “Hi, Bridget! So nice to see you! How are you?” she said as natural as could be.

“Oh, hi, Liv.” She kissed Olivia’s cheek. “I’m doing ok, all things considered. What’s this all about?” She indicated the very embarrassed man standing near the car.

“Well, Bridget, you see, we were not doing well at all, but Parker found a really well paying job at The El Camino. Do you know the place?”

Bridget blinked and tried to figure out where this story was headed. “Yes, I know it. The cabaret place, right?”

“Right, well, anyway, he’s waiting tables there and he found out that he could make A LOT more money if he did it in drag, so... that’s what he’s doing.” Olivia had explained this as if it made perfect sense. As if people did this kind of thing every day and it flummoxed Parker as to how she could be so nonchalant about this. It all seemed so natural to her that he half expected her to start telling Bridget about what she’d done to Parker’s rear end the night before.

“Oh,” Bridget smiled at Parker, aren’t you the bravest thing!” She touched his cheek as if he were a child and said, “And you look just adorable in that outfit, doesn’t he, Olivia.”

“I agree,” Olivia said as Parker swore he could feel his penis shrivel up and recede into his body. “It was lovely chatting, Bridget,” Olivia took his hand and led him, again, like a child, towards the door of the salon, “but we have a lot to do to turn my Cinderella into a princess so she can work this week. Bye, bye!”

Finally in the salon, Parker met the smiling beautician he’d hear so much about. “Hi,” she shook his hand. “I’m Barbara. You can call me Barb if you’d like, but Barbara is just fine, too. Are you ready for your makeover?”

Barbara felt a little pity for the little man standing before her. He seemed a little lost in everything that was happening to him.

“Yeah, I guess,” was his only replay. He looked around the salon at the tools of her trade with tremendous fear.

“Don’t worry, honey.” She led him to a chair. “I won’t bite and I won’t do anything to embarrass you.”

Well, that was some consolation, anyway.

When he was seated, Barbara asked Olivia, “So, What is our goal here? Straight ahead, over the top drag queen or regular woman?”

Thankfully, Olivia didn’t go for drag queen.

“I think I’m hoping he can pull off a cute, real woman look. Something really cute and nothing humiliating for him. He’s got a lot of ratty hair. Do you think you can do something with it, or should we consider a wig or extensions?”

“Weeeelllll....” Barbara pondered the options as she brushed his hair around a little bit. “I’m thinking that we could do a kind of pixie cut. If you blow dry it, it’ll look nice and full and feminine, but if you just comb it out after a shower, it’ll look kinda trendy for a guy. Kind of like a Bieber look, you know?”

“Perfect!” Olivia enthused, without consulting Parker, who’s chair was already being spun around so that Barbara could start washing and conditioning his hair.

About forty minutes later, Barbara was abusing his head with a barrel brush and burning his scalp with a blow dryer. “What do you think?” She asked Olivia.

“Not bad.” Olivia looked at him critically, obviously unsatisfied. “But he still looks a little too boyish, you know what I mean?”

“Yeah, I do.” She was studying him as well.

Parker was about to ask if he could see himself, but before he could, Barbara said, “Let’s see what makeup does.”

His chair was lowered halfway back as Barbara went to work on his face. “I’m going to go a little night-Club-y since she’ll be working in a club, ok?”

She? Did she just say, she?

“Sounds good,” Olivia said.

Barbara began by spreading warm wax on his eyebrows and pressing little pieces of cloth into the wax. Olivia and Barbara kept up a conversation as she worked on his face. Then, without warning, suddenly the cloth and wax were yanked from Parker’s face, taking with it a good chunk of his eye brows.

“Owwww!” he howled, but Olivia just laughed at him.

“Men are such babies,” Barbara laughed. “You’re a woman now, sweetie, and women have to suffer for their beauty. Get used to it, little girl. There’s a lot more of those in your future.”

“Did you leave any eyebrow at all?” Parker could not believe how painful that had been.

“I left plenty,” Barbara laughed. “As a matter of fact, I still need to clean them up a bit. Lay there and don’t start crying.” She spent at least ten minutes pulling stray hairs out by the roots, leaving Parker to wonder what the heck he’d look like with no eyebrows at all.

Then, Barbara began his makeup.

Anxious to see the outcome, Olivia watched Barbara carefully. “Honestly, I’d prefer that no one questions that she’s a girl while she’s working.”

Now it was both of them calling him a she.

When she was done, Olivia considered the look and shook her head. “I don’t know, Barb. I mean, I love the hair and her makeup is perfect, but somethings still not right. She doesn’t look like I’d hoped. I can’t put my finger on it, but...”

“I’ve got it!” Barbara interrupted. “Highlights. If I give her some highlights, it’ll pull it all together for her!”

“Hmm...” Olivia mulled it over. “Highlights, Yes, But her hair is so light.... I don’t want it to look frosted.”

“No, no, no.” Barbara grabbed a magazine of hairstyles. “Look. Like this.”

“That’s cute,” Olivia agreed, “but I love this one and that’s nearly the same pixie cut. Could she do that?”

“Sure. It’ll take about ninety minutes, though. Is that ok?”

“Sure!” Olivia seemed a little too happy.

“Can I see what I look like right now?” Parker asked.

“Not right now, baby,” Olivia insisted. “Wait till you see the finished product. You’re going to be adorable!”

An hour and ten minutes later, following a harrowing ordeal involving his wet hair having something rubbed into it, being bagged and rinsed and something else rubbed into it and bagged again and rinsed again and then that painful brush and the burning hair dryer, Barbara finally stepped back and proclaimed him ‘done.’

“OH, YES!” Olivia proclaimed. “She’s perfect, Barb! You’re a miracle worker!”

“She is pretty gorgeous, if I do say so myself!” Barbara nodded. “You’re not the first boy I’ve worked on, Parker, but you’re definitely the cutest.”

“Can I see myself?” Parker asked.

“Just a moment.” Barbara removed the cape he’d been wearing, then instructed him to close his eyes and stand. When he was upright, she turned him towards the mirror, then, with a great deal of pomp, said, “Ladies and gentlemen... well... I guess we’re all ladies here... I present my latest creation. Open your eyes, Parker, and meet the new you!”

When he opened his eyes, he was confused by the reflection. The mirror showed Olivia and Barbara standing on opposite sides of a very pretty girl in a white blouse and black skirt, but Parker’s reflection was missing. Then, when he realized that the very pretty girl was, in fact, him, he panicked.”

“Red,” he whispered in shock.

“What?” Olivia asked.

“Red! My hair! It’s red!” He was shaking.

“Yes, with gold highlights.” Barbara smiled at him. “It came out beautifully, didn’t it?”

It was too much for him to process. The red hair, cut in a decidedly feminine, pixie hair cut, above perfectly sculpted, arched eyebrows, impeccable, Club-style eye makeup, bright red lipstick and then the waitress uniform. How could that be him? It couldn’t be him, could it? No! There’s no way that was him. This was a joke! This was a beautiful, young woman – certainly younger than him. Maybe nineteen or so, but younger than him.

“Shit,” he whispered.

“Don’t you like it?” Barbara asked a little surprised.

“Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit,” he muttered on and on.

“She’s just surprised,” Olivia said. “She’ll get used to it. I think she looks absolutely perfect, Barb. Thank you.”

“Shit, shit, shit, shit,” he kept muttering.

‘I’m a woman, now,’ he thought. ‘I don’t look at all like a man. I look like I’m my own baby sister. I won’t be able to go out like this. Even without fluffing up my hair, I’ll still look like a cute, little high school senior! I’m dead. I’m dead. I’m dead.’

On the outside, though, he just kept saying, ‘Shit, shit, shit, shit...”

“Alright, baby,” Olivia was beginning to get worried about his reaction. “Calm down, baby. Come on. This is how things need to be right now. Just calm down.”

But he couldn’t. He just kept muttering, “Shit,” over and over and it grew louder and louder until it was nearly a scream.

And then both women jumped back in shock.

“Oh, my God!” They both exclaimed as they looked at the floor, heard the sound of water and watched the puddle of yellow urine pool around Parker’s feet.

“Parker!” Olivia called to him, but he was in some kind of an intense daze, still screaming that one word over and over.

Finally, she turned him and firmly shook his shoulders. “Parker!” she yelled. “Parker! Baby! Snap out of it!”

It took a moment, but his eyes focused on her. “Livy? What did you do to me?”

“I did what we discussed, Park. Now, you can work as a waitress and not be embarrassed. No one will know.”

“I’ll know, Liv! I’ll know. I’m gone, Livy! I’m gone! There’s nothing left of me!”

“Ok, calm down, Parker and take a breath. Barb, do you have a towel I could use to wipe him off?”

“Of course.” Barbara opened a cabinet and handed Olivia a clean white towel.

“Ok, Park.” Olivia was using that maternal tone again. “I’m going to have you just step out of your flip flops and step over here, ok? Just be careful not to step into the puddle.”

“Puddle?” He looked down and could not believe what he saw. “Jesus Christ! Did I wet myself!?”

“You did, baby, but don’t worry. You were just in shock. Everything’s ok, now, though. Livy will take care of you. Just step over here, carefully. That’s a girl.”

Once he was clear of the mess, Olivia said, “Reach under your skirt and pull off your panties, baby. Don’t lift your skirt up and no one will see anything.”

Parker did as instructed as discretely as possible, horrified to see that his pretty, silky panties were soaked. They were put into a plastic bag to be taken home.

Olivia knelt, reached under the skirt and used the towel to dry him. Barbara provided a container of makeup wipes that Olivia used to cleanse him, thoroughly.

Parker was concerned that, without being tucked into his panties, he may develop an obvious erection, but his psyche had taken such a hit that he wasn’t sure if he’d ever get a hard-on again.

Barbara mopped up the urine as Olivia finished up with Parker. “Why don’t you just wait here for me for a couple of minutes, Parker,” Olivia said. “I’ll run across the street to Marcus’s and get you some clean panties. Then, we can walk over there and get your shoes. Ok?”

Parker just nodded, hoping that at some point he’d get a handle on what was happening to him. He sat in the waiting area, his legs crossed tightly to ensure that Barbara couldn’t see anything untoward.

“Are you ok?” Barbara asked him.

“I will be,” he said.

“I’m sorry, Parker. I was only doing what I thought you wanted. Honestly, though, no one’s going to know that you’re a guy unless you tell them. I think you’ll start enjoying looking pretty once you get used to it. I certainly do and all the ladies I take care of here do, too.”

He nodded.

“Come look in the mirror, again, with me.”

He stood and looked in the mirror with Barbara standing behind him, at least a head or more taller than him.

“Just look at yourself as if you were looking at a woman,” Barbara encouraged. “Tell me what you see.”

He sighed. “I see... a pretty girl.”

“Describe her to me.”

“Well... she’s young – like eighteen or nineteen. She’s got a pretty face, very pretty, really. Nice legs. Little breasts. Very pretty, though.”

“See,” Barbara said in a sing song voice. “Now, what’s wrong with that? When the time comes, it can all be undone. I promise. Until then, enjoy being pretty. How many men ever get to see things from the other side? You’re really very lucky.”

He smiled for the first time that day. “I guess you’re right... and Livy seems to like it.”

“Who wouldn’t love her husband to look like this?” Barbara patted his back. “I wish my husband would give it a try.”

That seemed odd to Parker, but it did help to explain the large number of female patrons at The El Camino.

“There is one thing still missing, though,” Barbara stepped over to a desk and pulled out something. “And don’t worry. This can be undone, too. I promise.”

When Olivia came back into the store with a bag with new panties, she was more than a little shocked to see Parker standing by the mirror, admiring the three earrings that Barbara had installed in each of his ears.

“Oh, Look, Parker,” Barbara said. “Go show Livy how pretty you look with your new jewelry.”

Looking much more comfortable about his look than he had just ten minutes earlier, Parker smiled as he turned his head to display the faux diamonds and pink glass-stones that now adorned his ears. “See?” He said, strangely happy.

“Aww,” Olivia made a mother-who’s-proud-of-her-daughter face and said to Barbara, “my little baby’s all grown up.”

After they left the salon, Olivia wasted no time hustling Parker into Marcus’s where she bought him a pair of very comfortable pumps with a two inch heel. They were very easy for Parker to adapt to, which was a good thing because Olivia insisted that he continue to wear them all day.

They made a quick stop at Old Navy to pick up some inexpensive skirts, tops and dresses, then she insisted that they walk around the mall so that he got used to the shoes, the feel of the skirt, and, essentially passing as a women.

He did pretty well.

At one point, while picking up his dinner, Japanese chicken with fried rice and vegetables, he dropped his straw and he bent to pick it up. Olivia quickly moved behind him to keep his modesty, and she explained how to squat in a skirt to pick up something from the floor. After that, Olivia seemed extremely clumsy, dropping things everywhere they went and each time asked Parker to pick it up. Each time he was more and more adept at maintaining his girlish modesty.

She also forced him to speak to clerks everywhere they went and each time it got easier and easier.

By the time Olivia left for work that evening, Parker was exhausted and already in his lacy pink nightie with the puffy sleeves, watching last night’s Jeopardy on the DVR. The cable had been turned back on the previous Friday and Parker had missed his favorite game show more than he’d realized.

“Oh, I wish I could stay here with you,” Olivia leaned over to kiss him goodbye, “so I could have my way with you!”

Parker smiled up at her. “Well, if you’re up for it when you get home, wake me.”

After she’d left, though, he got to thinking about the last thirty six hours or so. Ok, you could, maybe, justify the clothes and hair as being financial necessities, but other things had changed even more drastically than his clothes and hair.

Sex, for instance.

Their sex life had always been good... well, fine, anyway. Very heterosexual, very quiet, very vanilla, excepting for the fact that Livy had always been ‘the aggressor’ in their relationship. That was fine. When you’re a five foot four inch man with a slight physique and your wife is a physically fit, nearly five foot nine woman, you accept the fact that you’re not the strongest person in the relationship.

But now... he had actually become ‘the woman.’ Pretty hair, pretty makeup, pretty perfume, pretty nightie.

The nightie.

It was a disgustingly feminine item that dripped with girly lace and almost infantilized the wearer. It was appalling in its ability to diminish the person wearing it to the status of woman-child. Puffy sleeves – Ridiculous! Dripping in lace – Absurd! Yards and yards of wastefully flowing, silky material – Disgraceful! Bubble gum pink – Childish! It was an abomination to any free right thinking person, male or female, and it was the most wondrously perfect item of clothing he’d ever worn. He adored it and, unquestionably, Livy adored him wearing it.

But what did Livy really think of him when she looked at him wearing it? That made him a little concerned.

And what did she think of him when she saw how he reacted to being penetrated by her?

He knew that his reactions were those of a women experiencing the same thing. No. Not a woman. Women had actual real vaginas. They could, of course, have anal intercourse, but that wasn’t the norm. Who had anal intercourse and enjoyed like he had? Gay men, of course. He had, for all intents and purposes, become the ‘bottom’ in a gay affair with Livy being the ‘top.’ Did she still see him as a man? As her husband? Did he care? And if she did see him as her ‘bottom,’ then how could he discuss this with her without admitting that he loved his new role and wanted more sex like they’d had since yesterday? Because he did love it! It was amazing! He couldn’t discuss it without telling her he wanted to go even further and that just couldn’t happen. Not yet, anyway. Maybe someday.

When she did finally get home at nearly 3:00 the next morning, she found Parker curled up in a ball on top of the bed clothes, his feet curled up within the folds of the pick nightie. He’d taken off his makeup, but with the cute, red hair with the gold highlights in that precious style... oh, she could just devour him right then and there, but she thought that she’d let him sleep so he’d be ready for his big night.

She went into the lavatory and got changed. As she was brushing he teeth, there was a gentle tap on the door, then it opened a little way. “Livy?” Parker whispered through the crack he’d opened the door. “Are you up for it?”

She pulled the door open further, pulling him partway into the lav, and she stopped his momentum with a kiss on his lips. “I am if you are.”

“Oh, I am.” He was actually giggling with excitement. How cute!

“I’ll be right out,” she kissed him again and sent him on his way.

When she did come out of the lav, he was waiting, laying on his back, the crests of his bra visible through his nightie. What a wonderful sight to come home to. Her perfect little woman.

“You’re wearing pajamas,” Parker said with quiet surprise. “You never wear pajamas.”

She smiled. “I thought that at least one of us needed to wear the pants in this bedroom. Come here.”

Parker got up and took the few steps he needed to take to reach Olivia. “Kneel down.” It wasn’t a command, but it certainly was a firm statement and he immediately did as he was told.

Slowly, very slowly, she untied the belt of her pajama bottoms, then lowered them to reveal her womanhood. “I want a blowjob,” she said in that same firm tone, and again, Parker acquiesced to her wishes. Starting slowly, with little licks and kisses, he soon had her worked up into a frenzy. She clutched his head tightly to her groin and she thrust herself firmly into his face, demanding more and more enthusiastic tonguing from the man who knelt in supplication before her. When she looked down at him, his pretty hair and abundant nightie were all that could be seen. She’d never been a big fan of oral sex, but now she understood why men liked it. It wasn’t just the feel of a lover’s tongue on your genitals, it was the feeling of power one got from looking down at someone in such a submissive position before them. The fact that this submissive was once a confident man, but now was a willing sissy in what was a very youthful, pink with virginal white lace nightie, made her feeling of dominance even more powerful.

When she could take no more, she pulled his head away. “Get on the bed. I’ll be right there.”

He did as he was told and he watched as Olivia opened her nightstand drawer and pulled out what looked like a panty made of straps. She stepped into it, tightened it around her, the pulled out last night’s sex toy, which she inserted between the straps, holding the large penis in place where just a moment ago, her vagina had been visible.

Then she took some KY and poured it into her hand, and massaged it into the pliable silicon dick.

“Get on your knees,” she instructed and he obeyed, turning his back to her, as she climbed up onto the bed. “On all fours,” she whispered into his ear, “like a little little puppy. A little female puppy. My cute little, girly puppy.”

Just the words were nearly too much for him to take. He complied immediately.

“Such a pretty little nightie,” Olivia said in a seductive growl. “Someone must have loved you an awful lot to have bought you such a pretty nightie.” She raised the hem, exposing his panties, the back of which she then lowered to his bent knees. “And such a pretty fanny, too. No ugly hair. Just soft, smooth skin and my pretty baby’s vagina, the prettiest thing of all.”

Parker was already panting as the tip of the fake penis touched the rim of his anus. Last night, Olivia had played with with his opening for a long time, eventually inching the toy into him. It was blissful.

Tonight, though, without any warning, she suddenly thrust the phallus deep within him. He let put a surprised squeal of exquisite pain. It was painful and wonderful! Intrusive and welcome! It was the most alien and most welcome feeling he’d ever experienced in his entire life. He wanted it out of him almost as badly as he wanted it to penetrate even deeper, but more than anything, he wanted it to keep moving!

He pulled forward and felt the invading form move towards leaving him, so he slammed back against Livy so that it would push as deeply as possible back into him. He repeated that motion and he swung his hips from side to side just trying to keep some movement continuing. He was wagging his bottom in excitement as he attempted to keep the rod within him in constant motion.

It was huge and it was in him!

In him!

Straight men didn’t feel these things, but he was feeling it! He was feeling it and he wanted to feel more!

He began grunting and moaning, but he wasn’t even aware of it. All of his focus was on the sensations caused by his wife’s penis invading him, tearing him in half in the most amazing way possible.

Olivia heard the grunts and moans though. There was nothing male about them. They were the sounds of a female in rut. That’s what Parker had become. He was reacting entirely on instinct, deep-seated, female instinct. He wasn’t just trying to feel passion, he was trying to bring his lover to an explosive orgasm that would impregnate him. He wasn’t a cute little, female puppy, he was a bitch in heat.

She leaned over him, grabbed his wrists and forced him to grab the headboard so that he now knelt erect. The toy never left his opening. Now, she pulled herself close, her firm belly pressed to the small of his feminine back. “Come,” she grunted as she thrust over and over and over. “Come, you little slut. Scream for me and come in those pretty, silky panties. Be my bitch. Come, baby. Come.”

And he came. He came again and again and again. When he was done, his panties were nearly was wet from his release as they had been at the salon when he’d peed into them. Through his spasms, Olivia remained pressed as deeply as possible into his guts.

When, at last, she did pull out, he grunted and began to weep.

“Baby?” Olivia was suddenly very concerned. “Baby? Are you ok?”

He turned and threw his arms around her neck, sobbing into her shoulder. “That was wonderful,” he gasped.

On Tuesday morning, Parker did find that he was a bit bruised on and in his posterior, but he’d do it all again to relive that ecstasy.

After breakfast, Olivia dressed him in little, mustard yellow dress, with white polka dots she’d found at Old Navy for a good price. It had a rounded, jersey style neck line, not unlike a tee shirt, sleeves that ended just at the elbow and a swing skirt down below, that hung playfully at his knees. It was a little stretchy and pulled over his head, also like a tee shirt. It was remarkably comfortable and it made him feel free and flirty.

The entire day was spent out in public, doing ‘research’ to be sure that Parker could pass as a woman.

By 4:30, when they got home so that Olivia could change into her scrubs and Parker could change into his waitress attire, he was very surprised to find that he was actually very comfortable with his new look. In fact, he’d had a pretty great day pretending to be a woman. He’d gotten lots of compliments and he felt confident about himself. This wasn’t going to be so hard, after all.

“Are you ready to go?” Olivia asked as she grabbed her purse.

“Yeah, but I don’t need to leave for another half hour, or so. Why?”

“No, baby, I’m driving you, tonight. Pootie will drive you home. I don’t want you to have any problems driving on your first night out in heels.”

They drove through downtown to The El Camino where she pulled up in front of the club, which was not yet open.

“Well,” Parker took a deep breath, “I guess this is it!”

Olivia leaned over and kissed his cheek. Then she handed him a little clutch-purse. “You’ll do great, baby. Here, take this. I put a tube of lipstick and some mascara in there in case you need it. If you have any problems, just ask Pootie or one of the other girls for help.”

He nodded. “Ok. I love you.”

“I love you, too, baby. Knock ‘em dead!”

He smiled and climbed out of the car, then waved as Olivia pulled away. He took another deep breath and entered The El Camino.

“Excuse me, Miss,” Justine called from behind the bar, “we’re not open, yet. Can I help you?” He wiped his hands on a rag and walked around the bar to stop this stranger’s entrance into the club.

“It’s me Justine.” Parker waved.

Justine squinted at the woman. “Me who?”

“Parker.”

Justine stopped dead in his tracks, then his face broke into a huge grin. “Oh, good God in Heaven, it is you! I don’t believe it! Honey, you’re adorable.”

He bounced over to Parker and threw a bear hug around him, nearly crushing him.

“Oh, darling you’re just a perfect, little doll! Where did you get that wig? It looks so real and it suits you perfectly!!!” By this time, he was holding Parker at arms’ length and looking in amazement at the perky young woman before him.

“It’s not a wig. It’s my hair. I had it cut and dyed. Do you like it?”

“Like it!? Sweetie, I ADORE it, sweetie! Has Pootie seen it?”

Parker shook his head.

“Oh, baby, she is going to just DIE when she sees you! Let’s go show Kate!”

Kate could not help but laugh when Justine brought Parker into her office. “What happened, Parker!? Just a couple of days ago, you swore that you’d never dress to be a server. Now, you don’t even look like an impersonator. You look like a real woman. What happened?”

Parker was sitting cross legged, his back straight, not touching the chair. “Basic accounting, Kate.” He smiled. “My wife and I need money and I can make more looking like this.”

“Uh huh,” Kate said skeptically. “And your wife? How does she feel about this?”

Parker chuckled. “She’s a bit more enthusiastic than I’d like to admit.”

“I bet she is,” Kate gave a full blown laugh at this. “I just bet she is.”

There was an awkward moment as Kate just shook her head. “Well, my dear, we need to make you a new name tag before the doors open. Have you chosen a name?”

He shrugged. “I figured I’d just stick with ‘Parker.’ You know, like that actress, Parker Posey. No one questioned me when I used my own name out in public today. Is that ok?”

Kate shook her head. “I wouldn’t recommend it,” she said. “This is a small town, honey, and, if you ever want to go back to your old life, I don’t think you’ll want everyone knowing who you are while you’re working here. Especially people from Allegro. Eventually you will run into one of them while your working here and it’ll be easier for you to have an alias. Trust me.”

“Ok. What would you suggest?”

Kate typed onto a laptop, then turned the screen towards him. “Here is a list of girl’s names. Pick one.”

He glanced at the screen for just a moment and said, “Abby.”

“Abby?” Kate asked. She screwed her face up and didn’t look too pleased. “Abby is a little too... goody-goody, don’t you think? Why did you pick Abby?”

“Because the first name was Ava and I don’t like that. Abigail was second, so I said ‘Abby.’”

Kate shook her head. “Abby just will not due, young lady,” she laughed. “Tell you what. I’ll pick a name for you and I’ll bring your name tag out to you before the doors open. Now, go see Pootie. I just heard his voice out there. I’m sure he’s excited to see you.”

As the door closed, Kate heard a high pinched, drag-Queen screech. “OH MY GOD! I HAVE A LITTLE SISTER! YOU’RE GORGEOUS!” Obviously, Pootie approved.

Just as the doors were opening, Kate came onto the floor and handed Parker a new name tag. Then she walked away.

“Oh, you’ve got to be kidding!” Parker called, stopping her in her tracks,

She stopped and turned to him, smiling. “You should have picked out your own name.”

“And this is better than ‘Abby?’”

She laughed. “I think it’s very cute. Just like you!”

Parker shook his head and attached the pin to his blouse. From now on, to everyone in the club, he would forever be known as ‘Pixie.’

It was a slow Tuesday night, which suited Parker just fine. It gave him time to get used to everything and, aside from a few men who got a little too handsy, things were going great. He found that he could flirt with everyone, men and women alike, and that he was really enjoying being a bit flamboyant - like the other girls.

Twice he was asked why a real woman like him would work with all these female impersonators. His first inclination was to just say he did it because it was a good job, but eventually he started teasing customers by saying, “Real woman? I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

As usual, Pootie’s show was dynamite and the audience loved him. Parker was so amazingly proud of his older brother. He wished he’d come to see him years ago, but he was caught up in the dull, day to day life of an accountant. He didn’t even realize there were things beyond his job that he should have been experiencing.

As the evening was drawing to a close, Pootie addressed his audience. “Ladies and gentlemen, thank you so much for being such a great audience! I just love you, so, so much!”

The audience applauded appreciatively.

“Now, I know she’s going to kill me for doing this, but I am so excited about something that I just have to share it with you! You see, when I was growing up, I was a very confused boy – I know, big surprise, right!? Anyway, there was only one person who really understood me, back then. He was my rock! Always there to support me and tell me when I was being a bitch!”

The audience laughed at that.

“That person was my little brother, Parker, and I wish that he could be here tonight, but, unfortunately, I found out tonight that my little brother is, alas, no more.”

“Oh...” the audience moaned in sympathy.

“Oh, don’t feel bad for me!” Pootie laughed. “Parker’s not dead! He’s just been reborn into the most beautiful girl in the room!”

Parker felt his heart beating faster. Everything had been fine up until this point. Was Pootie really going to ‘out’ him in front of all of these people!? So much for the anonymity that Kate had encouraged him to maintain. Leave it to Pootie to have to make a show of everything.

“And now,” Patrick, in his most Pootie way, continued, “I’m going to have Donna and Paula drag my brand new little sister up here, onto the stage so you can meet her. Grab her, girls.”

The two big waitresses each grabbed one of Parker’s arms and led him onto the stage. Parker was red with embarrassment, but kind of enjoying being the center of attention, too. It had been a long time since he’d played Seymour in his high school’s production of ‘Little Shop Of Horrors.’

“Ladies and gentlemen, here she is! My brand new little sister – PIXIE!”

The audience erupted in support and surprise. Parker smiled and waved, then accepted a hug and a kiss from his brother. It occurred to him that this was probably the first time they’d ever exchanged kisses. Why? Why didn’t brothers tell each other they loved each other and show it with kisses? That needed to change.

“Ok. So she hasn’t killed me – YET – but she probably will in a minute. You see, about two years ago, my late brother and I had a few drinks and he loosened up a little, and we sang some karaoke. You know what? He was darned good. So, tonight, to celebrate her rebirth as Pixie, I’ve asked the band to play one of the songs she sang that night.”

“Poot! No!” Parker was scared at the prospect of singing in front of these people, but couldn’t help but smile at his impetuous brother. The band began playing ‘Shake It Off’ by Taylor Swift and Parker nearly collapsed from surprise and fear. He waved at Pootie and started heading for the stairs, but Paula and Donna were blocking his path.

“Let’s give her some encouragement!” Pootie called into the mic. Then, he began a chant of “Pix-ie! Pix-ie!” until Parker had no option but to take the mic.

“I am going to kill you,” the diminutive girl said to the grinning star. Then, she began singing –

“I stay out too late, got nothin' in my brain
That's what people say, mmm hmm, that's what people say, mmm hmm

I go on too many dates, but I can't make 'em stay
At least that's what people say mmm mmm, that's what people say mmm mmm

But I keep cruising, can't stop, won't stop moving
It's like I got this music in my mind, sayin' gonna be alright”

By the time he reached the chorus of the song, Parker was having a blast and Pootie had joined him in singing.

“'Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play
And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Baby, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off
Heartbreakers gonna break, break, break, break, break
And the fakers gonna fake, fake, fake, fake, fake
Baby, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off”

They got a huge round of applause and when he left the stage, all the waitresses were waiting to give him hugs. When he’d been thoroughly crushed by the breasts of the bigger men in skirts, the next person waiting to hug him was Olivia.

“Livy!? What are you doing here!?” He accepted the biggest hug from her.

“I got off early,” she said with a wide smile. ”Pootie told me he was going to do and I just had to be here to see your debut. You guys were great!” She hugged him, again.

As he pulled out of the hug, Kate appeared with a big smirk on her face. “Well, aren’t you just full of surprises, little lady!?” She shook her head. “Cash out your tables, then I want to see you, your wife and your brother in my office. We need to talk, little girl.”
 
 
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Marriage is a Compromise - 3 Final

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Marriage is a Compromise: 3 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2019,2024 Clara Schumann

 

New opportunities arise for Parker. He finds that being Pixie has its pros and cons
and there are some pretty severe consequences to loving his life as a woman. This all
began as a way to ease stress in his marriage, but now it looks like continuing along
this path may destroy his relationship with his wife. Lots of decisions to be made!
This is the final installment of this story.

I don't know if this chapter warrants an X rating or not, but it is certainly the most graphic
story I have ever written.


 
Author's Note: I hope that you enjoyed it and thank you to everyone who has commented or emailed. PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! Leave your comments and critiques. I love reading them and they are very helpful feed back for me as I try to constantly improve my writing ~Clara.
 
This version of Marriage is a Compromise: 3 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar. ~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people . ~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 3
 

"Make yourselves comfortable," Kate said as Patrick, Parker and Olivia entered her office. "Grab a snack and a drink from my kitchenette. We're going to be here a while."

Pootie seemed unperturbed about being called into his boss's office, but Parker and Olivia were very concerned. They had, after all, just been through a financial disaster due to the strike at Allegro. They really couldn't take another financial hit right now.

"If you don't mind me asking, Kate," Olivia took the lead, "what is this all about? I mean, did Parker do something wrong? Is he getting fired? Because, honestly, I kinda pushed him in this direction. If I pushed too far or too quickly, we can back off on his look."

"YOU pushed him in this direction?" Kate asked. "Really? Now, that is interesting!"

Olivia blinked at that remark.

"Don't worry, Livy," Pootie said. "If Kate had an issue with anything happening in the club, she wouldn't beat around the bush, would you Kate?"

Kate just smiled at her star.

"This is about what just happened on stage, am I right darling?" Pootie was still in his over the top stage mode.

Again, Kate's only response was a smile.

"I'm sorry, Kate," Parker joined the conversation, holding on to Olivia's hand for support. "I know that I shouldn't have been on the stage. It just sort of happened and... well... don't blame Poot. I could have said no, you know..."

"Oh, please," Patrick interrupted. "No one says no to Pootie and besides, you loved every second of it, little sister. I watched you. You can't deny it."

"Alright, Alright," Kate called everyone to order with her raised voice. "Firstly, no one did anything wrong. Secondly, I need to know what Olivia, it is Olivia, correct? We haven't really been introduced."

"Oh... yes," Olivia stood and reached across Kate's desk to shake hands. "I'm sorry. I'm Olivia Corbet, Parker's wife. The woman tending bar told be you were Kate."

"Nice to meet you, Olivia," Kate shook her hand. "Now, when you say you 'pushed' our little Pixie, here, what exactly do you mean."

"Oh... well... Parker wasn't really interested in dressing for work, but after I heard about how much money he could make... I kinda forced him to try it. He really didn't want to."

Kate looked at Parker, the turned back to Olivia with an incredulous look on her face. "You FORCED him?"

"Yes."

"Well, that I do not believe. I cannot believe that any man, even one as petite as Parker, could be FORCED to become the person sitting here right now. This person enjoys being a girl, that's very obvious. Has this 'change' in his behavior impacted your sex life?"

Olivia sat back in her chair, then folded first her arms and then her legs as she stared at Kate.

"I beg your pardon?"

Kate laughed off Olivia's reaction. "Look, Olivia, I'm not interested in what you do in your own bed, but I want to be sure that what I am about to propose doesn't interfere with what happens there. Am I making myself clear?"

"No. Not at all," Olivia remained in her protective position.

"Livy," Pootie jumped in, "I think that Kate is trying to offer Parker a more lucrative position here, but that position might require still more... modifications... and she wants to be sure that you're ok with them and that they don't interfere with your marriage. Right, Kate?"

"Exactly," Kate agreed. "Because that is the very last thing I'd want to do."

Olivia finally relaxed, a bit. "Ok. I see, but, well, I know that Parker and I are new to this business, but I want to make something clear before we go on. Our personal life is our own business. We are not going to discuss things that happen between us with you. No offense, but what doesn't impact his work here is none of your business."

Already a bit uncomfortable about being called into Kate's office and feeling more vulnerable than ever do to his new persona, Parker sat holding Olivia's hand, grateful that she was there to speak for him.

"Understood," Kate smiled, "but let me ask you a question, Olivia. You're a nurse, right? Does that job impact your home life at all?"

"No. Not really." Olivia considered things for a moment. "I mean, it's a good job that pays pretty well, so there's that kind of impact. Other than that, no."

"So, working all kinds of hours... that doesn't impact your home life?"

"A little, I suppose..."

"And when you come home in your scrubs, do you immediately change into sexy clothes for your husband?"

"No. Of course not, but..."

"And if you think about it, is your manner and way of speaking maybe more... clinical than it was when you were younger?"

This question flummoxed Olivia a moment. "Well... Yeah... I suppose I get what you mean. I do speak a certain way at work and I guess some of that comes home with me, sure. I mean, Park says that I'm the only woman he knows who 'mansplains' everything to him. That's probably because I'm used to kind of pontificating on the job. So what's your point?"

"My point is," Kate was still smiling, "the attitudes that we take on when we're doing our jobs eventually will become who we are. Now, I was on the floor for about an hour tonight and I watched our little Pixie fluttering from table to table. Every now and again I would see a hint of Parker - a smile, or a slouch of the shoulder - but for the most part, I just saw a hard working, young woman named Pixie out there. That's great, but I am telling you from experience, he's going to change a lot as Pixie emerges. It's only natural."

Olivia shot a worried glance at Parker, then returned her attention to Kate. "Look, Kate, we worked hard over the weekend to get Park ready for tonight. He learned a lot about being a woman, but he's still Parker and he can go back to being his old self with a haircut and a dye job. His eyebrows will grow back and the holes in his ears will heal. So none of this is a huge deal, right? As long as he's happy here and for as long as he needs to be working here, what difference does it make?"

"The difference, Livy," Patrick touched his sister-in-law's upper arm with affection, "is that he's not going to be working in an office with professional, reserved women. He's going to be working here, with a bunch of flamboyant queens. That doesn't mean that he's going to suddenly turn gay or anything, but he's definitely going to develop a swish to his step. Once that becomes second nature, you're going to see that seeping into his behavior at home too. It's inevitable."

"And that swish has broken up more than one marriage," Kate said seriously, "including my own."

That statement surprised both Parker and Olivia.

"Yes," Patrick said to his boss, "but to be perfectly honest, Justine was already curious about playing for my team before she started working here. I take full responsibility for the swishiness, but you know that she was already seeing a little twink on the sly before she came to The El."

"Justine?" Parker was very surprised. "He was your husband?"

"For eleven happy years," Kate said, sadly. "Well, ten happy years, then one long, difficult year of revelations and reevaluations. It was a tough thing to go through and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy, Liv. That's why we're having this chat, now. If Parker continues to work at The El Camino as a waitress, then you're bound to see him develop some more effeminate behavior, but if I offer him a job on the stage with Pootie, then all of those mannerisms will need to be amped up, a lot. So, you're going to see a lot more - as Pootie and the girls on the floor refer to it - 'Swish' in his behavior. It may even go further than that, if he really wants to follow in Pootie's footsteps."

Olivia digested all of this. Parker was never a macho guy, that would have seemed very incongruous for someone as tiny as him, but he'd never been effeminate- until two days ago when she kind of forced all of this on to him. Why, just a few minutes ago, when they'd entered Kate's Office, she'd watched with pride as he smoothed his skirts beneath him when he sat. She doubted that he'd ever become a 'screaming queen,' but how would she feel about him if he was a truly swishy sissy?

But then - what if he weren't a sissy? What if he actually lived as a women and stayed at The El Camino when Allegro went back to work? That might actually be quite nice. She did like him this way. Could they maintain a relationship like that?

"Look," Olivia said, still trying to sort out her thoughts, "I love Park. Nothing is going to change that, but you've given me a lot to think about. The last two days have been a lot of fun for me - for both of us. It was like I had a little sister to dress up and teach everything about being a woman. It's been a blast, but..." she stopped to think some more.

"What about the bedroom?" Kate asked.

"Again," Olivia's face smiled, but her tone did not, "none of your business."

"Ok," Kate gave a knowing nod, "but I guarantee that things have already changed. I'm not stupid, Liv. I can see that you guys are enjoying this. Don't be embarrassed. Since I came here, I've seen it happen many times. Formally traditional couples find some cross dressing exciting and it all seems like some innocent fun, but not every woman is able to live with the long term consequences of that fun. Do you think that you can?"

Olivia was very uncomfortable with all of this and she didn't immediately answer, so Kate continued, her voice as kind as she could make it. "I just want you to think about that as you consider the offer that I'm about to make to our little Pixie, here."

Kate's attention turned to Parker. "Pixie, you did a great job tonight, both as a waitress and on stage, and I am very happy that you're taking the opportunities that The El Camino is offering seriously. I believe that the boys and girls that work for me should be well paid for their work. It's good for moral and it's just good business. Understand?"

Parker nodded.

"That being said, I'd like to offer you another opportunity. Pootie is the Queen of The El, as you know, and she is a brilliant performer, obviously. Over the past couple of years, we've been constructing a great show, but finding classy female impersonators is difficult - gaudy drag queens are everywhere, but we've been looking for another performer of Pootie's caliber for a long time, haven't we, Pootie?"

"No, Kate," he smiled. "YOU'VE been looking for a long time. I knew exactly who I wanted, but I never in a million years dreamed it would be possible. And I never would have asked you up to the stage if you hadn't come in looking so picture-perfect tonight, Park. It just all came together - like fate! Like kismet!"

"Or maybe like hubris," Kate interrupted. "Let's just be careful moving forward, shall we?"

Parker and Olivia looked at each other and each smiled, sadly.

"Maybe," Parker said, "we shouldn't even discuss having me join Poot's show, then, Liv. I don't want anything to come between us."

Olivia looked as if she was going to cry. Frankly, so did he.

"If that's what you want, baby." Olivia was very sincere.

He nodded, resolved, but not sure if he should be happy with that resolution.

"Listen, Park," Patrick spoke quietly, fraternally. "I just want you to know what you may be able to make if you join me, ok? Kate and I are going to throw this out there and I'll never mention it again. If you ever want to join me, though, all you have to do is say so. And remember, no matter what, I love you, right?"

"Ok, Poot," Parker nodded. "I love you, too."

Patrick smiled. "Thanks, Bud." He smiled at his little brother. "Ok, so, my income does fluctuate a little from year to year because that's the nature of an entertainer's life, and if you were to join me, at least at first, I'd still be the headliner, so Kate and I have discussed things and until we became co-headliners, I'd probably make about ten percent more than you."

"Sure, Poot." Parker assumed that Patrick was being evasive because he was going to tell him that he'd have to take a cut in pay in order to join the show. That was ok. If that was the case, Parker would just continue waiting tables.

"Also," Patrick unbuttoned his dress a bit, "my pay did increase a bit after I committed to getting these." He revealed his brassiere covered breasts to the room.

"Pootie!?" Olivia's eyes were wide. "Those are real!?"

"They are," he smiled. "The finest silicon encased in my own, supple flesh, Liv. Vincent and I discussed it and we approached it as a business investment, but I'm not going to lie - it's changed our relationship. Something like this makes change inevitable. But that's not something that Park would ever be required to do, unless you both decided to do it."

He buttoned the dress up again. "Any way, my loves," he continued, "the long and the short of all of this is - if Park decides to join the show, then, after the rehearsal cycle is over and he's full time on the stage, then he would be making a minimum of two-hundred-thousand dollars. Within six months, that could go up by about twenty-five thousand and, if, at some point down the road, he should decide to opt for some... modifications such as mine - then he'd probably end up making in the neighborhood of three-hundred-and-seventy-five-thousand."

The room was silent as Olivia and Parker absorbed this.

Finally, Parker asked, "Poot, do, you seriously make that much money every year?"

"I do, but..." Patrick looked to Kate to help with the explanation.

"Parker, I own fifty-two percent of this club, but I have two partners in this business as well. Justine owns fifteen percent and your brother owns the rest. He is a very rich guy, Parker, and he wants to share that with you, but, if you choose this route, it's not an easy road. So, think about it."

"Livy?" Parker asked. "What do you think?"

Olivia looked much more thoughtful than usual. "Park..." her eyes were suddenly watery, "I don't know what to say? I mean, I feel like I pushed you, or guilted you into this situation, but, Park... I don't want to lose you, baby. I love you so much... I'm afraid, baby. Maybe we need to put the brakes on all of this and take stock."

Olivia felt bile in her throat. What had she done? What had started out as some sexy fun might actually end up destroying the happy life she was trying to protect.

Olivia stood and took her husband's right hand in her left, like a mother and child. With her right hand, she reached across Kate's desk and shook her hand. "Thank you for being so forthright about all of this, Kate. I appreciate it."

"I hope that I didn't scare you off, Liv. I just wanted you to know what you were getting into." Kate looked disappointed with the way the meeting was ending.

Olivia turned to her brother-in-law, her gaze glancing at his bosom before rising to her face.

"Livy," Patrick looked for the right words to say, "we're not saying that any of the things we discussed would definitely happen to you guys. Please consider the offer. I'd really love for Pixie to join the show and become..."

"Parker," Olivia interrupted. "My husband's name is Parker. Not Pixie." Tears flowed now as she turned and led a silent Parker out the door to their car.

They rode in silence and Parker was surprised when she pulled into an all night dinner that was about halfway back to their house. "I need a coffee." She said without any invitation for Parker to join her, but he did anyway.

The train-car-style dinner had a wonderful 1930's look to it, but neither were able to enjoy it.

The waitress brought Olivia a coffee and Parker and orange juice, but neither spoke. Each thought that, perhaps, things had already gone too far, but both felt so guilty that neither could think of anything to say. Was their marriage over? How could something this destructive have happened so quickly?

"Well, hello there," someone said from the edge of their booth. "My goodness, Parker, don't you just look adorable?" It was Bridget, Parker's colleague from Allegro. Her look was smug and intolerant and somehow morally imperious.

Suddenly, all of the training that Olivia had given to Parker and all of the confidence he had gained at the club was gone. He wasn't a cute girl in a waitress outfit, he was a man who had been infantilized and feminized by his wife. Both of them felt ashamed of the position in which they had been discovered and Bridget seemed to sense it, too, and she seemed to enjoy the discomfort she was inflicting on the younger couple.

"Hi, Bridget," Parker whispered, ashamed.

"So, how is your plan to be a professional sissy coming," Bridget asked, getting more smug by the minute.

"Bridget, please," Parker whispered, again. "This isn't a good time."

"Oh, I'm sorry," she chuckled. "I guess it's not very PC of me to speak that way to you, is it? Well, I'm a bit old fashioned about these things, I guess. When I see people acting like freaks, I guess I just point it out. And let's face it, kids... this is pretty freaky."

Olivia slid to the edge of the booth's bench and stood, saying, "Excuse me," and she headed towards the door.

"Was it something I said?" Bridget mugged an innocent look as she loomed over her former supervisor, who sat prettily in a little white blouse and black skirt.

Parker slid himself to the edge of his bench and stood.

"Oh, you're not leaving, too are you?" Bridget spoke with great and irritating condescension. "Here, spin around, young lady. Let me get a good look at you."

Parker ground his teeth and was determined not to make a scene in the diner. He stood on his tip toes and strained to reach Bridget's ear. Then, speaking very quietly, "You're a fucking asshole, Bridget," he said as he turned and hurried to catch up with his wife.

"Is that anyway for a pretty girl to speak?" She called loudly behind him, causing the other customers to turn and pay attention. "Wait until I tell the other girls in accounting that the little Napoleon that drove them like a slave driver is a pretty little girl, now! They'll get such a kick out of it! Oh, wait! Can I get a quick picture?" But Parker was already out the door.

They arrived home without a word being spoken, but Olivia had been crying quietly all the way from the dinner.

When they entered the house, it was dark and stuffy. "You can use the bathroom, first," Olivia finally spoke. "Be sure you wash your face well."

"Ok," a very sad and confused Parker closed the lavatory door behind him.

He took off his clothes, putting the blouse into the hamper and hanging his skirt from a hook on the closet door. He relieved himself, then used the makeup remover and cotton removal pads to clean his face thoroughly. Then he washed it with soap and water and rubbed in the face cream that Livy had given him. Finally, he brushed his teeth and used his mouthwash.

As he entered the bedroom, wearing just a bra and panties, Olivia was standing by the bed. "Take those off and put these on," she said, sadly, her voice cracking a little as she handed him a pile of clothes consisting of a pair of boxers, his ratty gym shorts and an oversized tee shirt.

"Livy..."

Parker tried to speak, but his wife interrupted. "This is all over, now, Park. No more dress up games. I'm sorry I ever started all of this. It was all my fault and I am truly sorry. I love you, Park, and I am not going to lose you. I've made up my mind. This is final. I'll call Barb tomorrow and we'll fix your hair, but starting right now, we're back to the way things were. You're the man and I'm the woman."

She went into the bathroom.

Fifteen minutes later, she crawled into bed next to Parker, who's back was to her. She spooned in behind him and spoke softly. "Park. You were really great tonight."

"Thanks," He was quiet, too.

"I'm sorry things ended up like the did."

He shrugged.

"I don't want to lose you, baby. We'll get by on your waiter's income until Allegro is open again, ok?"

He shrugged, again.

"Can I at least get a goodnight kiss?"

He rolled towards her and they shared a soft, tender kiss.

"You still love me?" Olivia asked.

"I'll always love you, Livy. Nothing could change that."

She smiled and kissed him again as her hand snuck down and slipped under the waistband of his boxers. They kissed, again. She became more aggressive as her hand dug deeper and gripped his flaccid tool. In spite of himself, Parker did grow harder in her grasp, but he was tired, confused and upset. Still, he wanted to please Olivia, so he concentrated on her its activities.

As soon as he was getting hard, certainly not rigid, Olivia pulled down his trunks and his boxers, straddled him and settled down onto him, enveloping his semi-hardness into her, rocking back and forth with him gripped tightly inside of her.

He came quickly and without much excitement. As soon as he stopped twitching, Olivia climbed off and laid back down. This time, her back has to her husband.

Parker cleaned himself up and rolled back onto his side. They laid like that, back to back, in the darkness and Parker could hear Olivia sniffling back tears until, finally, she fell asleep.

Parker didn't sleep a wink, though. Instead, he just laid in bed, looked at the clock, listened to the sounds outside of the house and contemplated everything that had happened in just a few days. First he was on the brink of losing everything, then he had a pretty good job and a pretty good income. Then he had a better job with a much better income, then he joined Pootie on stage, then, for a few minutes, everything seemed to be incredibly good, but then it all went to hell in a few quick seconds. He needed to figure what would be best for them and he needed to do it quickly, before his marriage was damaged beyond the point of repair.

When the sun came up at 5:30, he was still wide awake and thinking.

At 9:30, Olivia rolled over and saw that, instead of finding Parker's head on his pillow, there was a note that read, "YOU'RE RIGHT, LIVY. I NEED TO BE THE MAN IN OUR RELATIONSHIP. I CALLED BARBARA MYSELF. SHE'S GOING TO HELP ME MAKE EVERYTHING RIGHT FOR US. I'LL BE BACK SOON. LOVE YOU. P."

Too tired and too emotionally wrought to do what she really wanted to do - call Barb and tell her not to cut and color Parker's hair, Olivia rolled over and wept at the thought of losing the little, pretty thing her husband had become. More than anything, at this moment, she wanted her cute little Parker, with that little pixie hair cut, to stay as he was - adorable.

But that couldn't be. Not if she wanted to keep Parker. Obviously, being her little, feminine partner was not what he wanted. After all, he'd gotten up early to have his makeover undone. That made it clear that he'd never wanted any of it. That she had forced it all on him. Geez, how could she have done that to him? She'd make it up to him, though. He seemed to enjoy some parts of it. Maybe they could compromise a little and still have some 'Pixie time' every now and then. For now, though, she needed a little more sleep or she'd be no good on her shift, tonight. She pulled the covers over her head, rolled over and went back to sleep.

She woke up again at 2:00 that afternoon. She could smell coffee and bacon in the kitchen. Parker must be home. She needed to speak to him. They had to work this out. She got up, wrapped her robe around herself and headed down the stairs to the kitchen.

"Hi," Parker said, as Olivia entered the kitchen. "Have a seat. I made egg sandwiches. Here's your coffee."

Olivia stared in shock.

"What?" Parker asked when he saw her astonished look. "Sit. You're sandwich is getting cold."

"Park..." She stuttered over her words, trying to get her thoughts in order, "...I thought we decided..."

"Well, we decided wrong."

Parker removed the flowered, half apron he'd been wearing to cover his new dress. The dress was a white, cotton, halter dress with hundreds of tiny blue and red flowers with green stems and leaves scattered about it. The modest bodice covered his false breast nicely and zipped closed under his left arm. At the high waist, there was a white satin sash, just below which the skirt of the dress exploded into a bountiful umbrella of pleats and it flirted with his legs, ending just below his knees. Below, his slender, but shapely, pale, smooth legs, his little feet were clad in four inch heeled, white sandals.

"Livy, Poot and Kate are wrong. Maybe I'll develop a little more of a swish, but so what. I love you and only you and I'll never be tempted by anyone else - female or male. And, besides, I don't want to ever go back to Allegro or accounting, except, maybe just now and again for The El Camino. I want to stay at The El and I want to work with my big brother, Liv."

She considered all of what he had said and nodded. "But, what about at home?" She looked at the dress more closely. "Are you wearing a petticoat, Park? And why did you go to see Barbara this morning?"

Parker smiled, "I went to Barbara to have my nails and makeup done. I wanted to be a picture perfect housewife for you when you got up."

There was no doubt about it, he had succeeded at that.

"And as for how things are going to be at home, I think we should take that day by day. Today, I feel pretty, so..." he indicated the dress and shoes. "And no," he sat in a chair next to his wife, "I am not wearing a petticoat."

But the way the dress settled, Olivia could see that he was, so she raised the skirt of the dress to reveal the stiff layers of tulle. "Yes, you are, Park," she laughed. "You're wearing a petticoat. Other than when I wore my wedding dress, I haven't worn a petticoat since I was nine. I mean, it's adorable, but it's kind of over the top, isn't it. If the perfect housewife was Leave It To Beaver's mom, then you nailed it, baby."

Parker smoothed out the skirt. "That's not a petticoat. It's sewn into the dress."

She laughed even harder. "It's still a petticoat, Park. Oh, my goodness, I misjudged you! You really do love this girly stuff, don't you?"

Parker leaned forward and kissed her, his beautifully lipsticked lips meeting her unadorned lips.

"Look, Livy," he smiled and the bright red lipstick made his teeth look brighter and whiter than they could possibly be. "The way I see it, marriage is a compromise. Lately, I compromised and took on a job I didn't want and it opened my eyes to a whole new world with opportunities I didn't even know existed. Then I compromised and gave in to wearing women's clothes. I didn't want to do it at all, but it opened my eyes to a relationship with you that was better than anything I could have imagined."

Olivia was shocked to hear all of this. Still scared of the ramifications of her husband being fully feminized, she was at least relieved that he wasn't angry with her for pushing him so hard.

"Last night," he continued, "when we had sex, I know that you didn't find it fulfilling."

"Well..." Olivia was about to protest. What he said was true, but they never really discussed sex before, so it seemed appropriate to protest.

"You know how I know that you weren't satisfied?" Parker interrupted. "Because I wasn't, either."

She laughed at that. "Oh, please! I felt you orgasm."

"That's not the same as being satisfied, Liv. When we did it last week, it changed me. I felt connected to you in ways that I'd never felt before. You took me like I have never been taken. I felt like you owned me - body and soul - and I discovered things about myself I never knew. Wonderful things. Things that I never want to go away."

"Ok," Liv said. "I get that. I guess I felt the same way, too."

"Did you feel like you were a man?"

"In a way, I guess. Did you feel like a women?"

He shrugged, embarrassed to actually talking about these things. "I guess, in a way. More than feeling like 'A' woman, I guess I felt like I was 'YOUR' woman."

"And did you you like that?" Now, she was blushing a bit, too.

"If there is one thing that I've learned recently, Liv, it's that I adore being your woman in bed and I really want to find out what it's like to be your wife full time."

She smiled and kissed his forehead.

"So," he stood and spun in his dress, displaying all of its feminine charms to his wife, "after laying in bed and thinking all night, I made a decision. I decided that I was going to fully embrace being your woman. I got up and showered, called Barbara and headed out. She did my hair, nails and makeup perfectly for me, then, she went to Marcus's with me and helped me pick out this dress and these shoes. Do you like them, by the way?"

"They're..." Olivia was just beginning to appreciate that all of her dreams were coming true and she couldn't help but laugh at that. "They're stunning, baby, and I'm sorry that I didn't say so before. I'm impressed, I really am! I could never pull off a look this soft and feminine. In fact, I'm a little jealous."

"Don't be," Parker laugher. "You'll always be the woman that I aspire to be. Oh, here," he handed her a bag, "I got you this."

Olivia pulled out the contents of the bag, revealing a deep blue, silk pajama set, very nicely trimmed in black lace.

"Pajamas?" She smiled. "Park, I have pajamas."

"Yeah, but not like these. These are real silk and the looked really sexy on the mannequin. See, this way, I'm being the man and buying my wife sexy lingerie, but at the same time, I'm still making sure that there's someone wearing the pants in the relationship."

With a laugh and a smile, Olivia stood and threw her arms around Parker. "I am very glad that I have my pretty woman here to stay, Park. I'm sorry about last night, baby. I was just so scared of losing you." She pulled him close for a deep, loving kiss.

As the kiss ended, Parker said, "That will never happen. There is no woman or man in the world that could ever do to me what you can do."

"Aww," Olivia hugged him again, then took him by the hand and ran towards the stairs calling, "Come on!" As she hurried to the bedroom.

Within seconds of entering the room, Olivia had removed her nightgown and was naked as she hurried Parker towards the bed. When he raised his left arm to find the zipper so he could remove the dress, Olivia hollered, "Don't you dare take that dress off!"

She lifted him right off the floor and tossed him onto the bed, then pulled him back to the edge, causing his skirts and petticoats to balloon up towards his waist.

Leaving his shoes on, she slid his silk and lace panties over them and threw them aside. She grabbed the sex toy from her nightstand and, as quickly as she could, she spread the KY lube over it. Then she spread his legs and flipped the skirt and petticoats out of the way as she teased the opening of his rear.

"Tell me you want it," she was panting with excitement. It had only just begun and it was already so different than the mediocre encounter they'd had last night.

"Oh!" Parker giggled and yelled as he felt the phallus press gently into his opening. "I want it. Please! Please, let me have it!"

"What do you want, baby?" Her voice became teasing.

"I want your thing inside of me."

"My thing!?" Olivia's eyes were wide in mock disbelief. "Why, I am shocked. A precious little girl like you, in her pretty dress and petticoats asking me to do something like that!? You're going to have to be more precise than that, little girl. What do you want me to put inside of you?"

She administered just a little more pressure to his opening, causing more giggles of delight. "Your penis," he laughed. "Put your penis in me, please."

"Oh, But I don't have a penis," she teased even more strongly. "I do have a cock, though. Is that what you want, little girl? Do you want my big cock inside of you?"

He nodded, panting.

"Then tell me. Say, 'Please, mommy, put your great,'" She exerted a little more pressure, "'big,'" a little more pressure, "'cock,'" a little more, "'inside of me.' Say it, little girl. Tell your mommy what you want."

He licked his lips. The lipstick tasted wonderfully female. The makeup he wore smelled wonderfully female. The voluminous skirts and petticoats that floated, inverted, around his face felt wonderfully female. And most of all, the feeling of being vulnerable in this manner, of having someone making him beg to be penetrated by this wonderfully masculine item, felt wonderfully female. And the way she spoke to him - so sweet, so condescending, so maternal - and the way she was calling him 'little girl...' Yes! This was what he wanted. He wanted to be her 'little girl lover' more than anything else right now.

"Please, mommy," He panted and squirmed, trying to grab the toy with his butt and pull it into him, "put your great big cock in me. Please, mommy! That's what I really want!"

"Ok," she said as she slid it into him, slowly, gently, almost glacially.

When he tried to thrust against it to speed its progress, Olivia said, "No, no, no. Young ladies are patient. They wait for their lovers to take them. Just lay back and feel it as it enters." Slowly, very slowly, she pushed it forward. "Feel that, baby. Feel it as it expands you. As it moves closer and closer to your center. Feel it as it claims you. As it makes you want it - want it more than anything else on earth. Feel it fill you like nothing else on earth can. You are its vessel and it is your master."

His head was back and his eyes were closed as he experienced a new level of submission and ecstasy.

"Who's cock is it, baby?" She asked.

"Yours."

"Then who's your master?"

"You are," he grunted as the toy reached his g-spot. He breathed deeply, quickly, excitedly.

Olivia moved his rear onto the bed, causing him to sit on the toy and drive it even deeper than he thought possible. Then she spread his legs and made sure that his heels could find purchase on the mattress. Slowly, as she remained standing, she directed his tool into herself and she leaned slightly forward to accept it fully. She had to press down against his lower abdomen to keep him from thrusting too quickly.

When she was ready, she asked, "Who am I?"

"You're my master," he moaned.

"That's right, little girl, I'm your master. I'm not your mistress - I am your master. You're my little girl and right now, I'm going to show you how good it is to be my little, itty, bitty baby. Now, while I devour your manliness, I want you to feel my cock as it pushes into you with each of my thrusts. Do you understand?"

He grunted something, but seemed to have lost all ability to communicate verbally.

With that, she began to thrust forward with as much Force as she could muster and then pull back as she remained standing. Each thrust drove his penis deeper into her and the phallus deeper into him. She held her hands on his raised, bent knees as he lay prone and open to her advances. They each panted and he moaned and occasionally shrieked, high, female shrieks as he surrendered everything to her. He was hers to do with as she would.

Her thrusts became more and more aggressive until finally Parker yelled and thrust himself hard up into his master and he shuddered and squirmed and shook until he had spent every sperm in his body. Then, he collapsed on the bed, his skirts laying on his chest and neck, tickling his cheeks.

Olivia grabbed a few tissues from the nightstand and, after wiping herself clean, she gently wiped her pretty, little husband's crotch clean as well.

"Oh, what a good girl you are, Pixie," she said, playfully and maternally. "You've made your mommy very happy." She drew the discarded panties back over his shoes, then up his legs. She tucked him in safely, then helped him to stand on his shaky legs.

"You were right, baby," she said as she straightened his pretty dress. "Last night was a big mistake. We should never have gone back to the way things were. We should have just plowed forward."

Parker blinked his eyes to regain his strength. "Yeah," he smiled. "I feel like I've been plowed pretty well, right now."

She smiled and laid another tender kiss on his ruby red lips. "You'll get used to it, little girl. I promise."

"Start the car
I know a whoopee spot," Pootie sang in a strong voice.

"Where the gin is cold
But the piano's hot," Parker took over the familiar melody of the song from the musical 'Chicago.'

"It's just a noisy hall
Where there's a nightly brawl
And all that jazz," They both continued.

Wearing matching beaded, flapper's headpieces and metallic silver, fringe dresses, Parker and Patrick shimmied on either side of the stage, causing the fringe to stand out perpendicular to their bodies. The crowd applauded as they continued their shimmies and crossed towards each other and headed into the big finish.

"No, I'm no one's wife
But, oh, I love my life
And all that Jazz!
That Jazz!"

And the audience went wild with applause, as they had every night for months. In fact, it had been twenty months since Parker had been reborn as Pixie for the stage at The El Camino and eighteen months since the strike at Allegro had ended. That first weekend after the strike had ended, Bridget had encouraged the entire accounting department to go out together to celebrate. She had chosen The El Camino for supposedly innocent reasons, but, in fact, it was chosen to encourage her office mates to ridicule Parker's new life. Unfortunately for Bridget, not only did everyone in the department enjoy the show, they were all very happy for and supportive of Parker's new career. Very soon after that, Bridget bid the accounting department at Allegro a hasty goodbye, but the rest of the department had such a great time that they'd come back every three months since and they were always a great audience. Tonight was no exception.

Parker was in his performance zone this night, too. That wasn't unusual, though. Pootie had been and remained a great
teacher/director/partner. Parker could sing as well as Pootie and after more than a year of dance classes, he could dance as well, too - possibly better, but Pootie was the unquestioned star at The El Camino. He had a wit and charisma that Parker didn't, but that was just fine. Pootie always made sure that everyone on stage with him felt like a star, too and, for Parker, the very best part of being in the show was being able to be able to be with his big brother. He'd forgotten how much he'd loved spending time with him. It was great. Everything was great. The new income. The new house. The new found sense of accomplishment... everything was great.

Pootie had also introduced Parker to Dr Vance, his surgeon. Six months after joining the show, Parker had taken a two week sabbatical and had some work done. He was fitted out with perky, B-cup breasts, a shaved Adam's apple and enhancements were added to his derrière and hips. Except for the penis and the number of ribs he had, he was
indistinguishable from any other woman and he loved himself the way that he had become.

"Ladies and gentlemen," Patrick called over the din of applause, "let's hear it for my baby sister, Pixie!"

Parker had grown to love the applause and Pootie's praise was wonderful, too. The 'baby sister' thing always made him laugh, though. Patrick was, after all, only a few months older than Parker, but it was true that Parker, kind of at Olivia's insistence, cultivated a much younger appearance. He'd mastered the college-coed-girl-next-doorfresh -faced-heartbreaker look and the audience seemed to love how his look contrasted with Patrick's more mature, fem-fatale look.

"And don't forget my sister," Parker yelled. "Pootie!"

More applause.

Now came Parker's favorite part of the show. They went out into the audience and flirted with the patrons. They teased men that they (the brothers) were more than they could handle and they teased women that they couldn't compete with them because they (Patrick and Parker as Pootie and Pixie) had more equipment than they did.

Then, Parker would find some poor guy and end up sitting on his lap, telling Patrick that he'd found 'Mr Right.'

"Oh, please!" Pootie screamed across the audience, "that man isn't interested in you! You're cold and distant, little sister. He wants someone like me who can heat him up! You're an Ice Queen!"

Then, the two 'sisters' engaged in a fight in which Pootie would pull on Pixie's dress, which was designed to just tear away, easily, revealing the startling white dance leotard he wore beneath. The leotard had long, one inch wide fringe hanging from it everywhere and each strip was adorned with dozens of teardrop shaped, sparkly, silver beads, resembling all the beads in the flapper's 'lavalier' headpiece.

Parker always loved the audience's reaction to the dress being torn free. First it was shock that the dress had ripped, then admiration for the amazing costume beneath, and finally, Parker hoped, admiration for his amazing, feminine form and how beautiful it looked in the leotard.

He was a true beauty, now, and the costume showed off all of his gorgeous assists to their best.

Then, the piano started playing the iconic opening of the 70s hit and Patrick began singing,

"You're as cold as ice
You're willing to sacrifice our love.
You never take advice
But someday you'll pay the price, I know..."

And just as the next section of the song was about to begin, Parker interrupted with,

"Let it go, let it go,
Can't hold me back any more.
Let it go, let it go,
Turn away and slam the door."

Then, they both sang, in harmony,

"Here I stand, in the light of day
Let the storm rage on..."

Then Pootie finished that song with "The cold never bothered me anyway," while Pixie jumped into an Adele song.

"We could've had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
But you played it with a beating..."

The Pootie came back in with Pat Benatar's Hit Me With Your Best Shot.

"You're a real tough cookie with a long history
Of breaking little hearts like the one in me
Before I put another notch in my lipstick case
You better be sure you put me in my place

Hit me with your best shot
Come on, hit me with your best shot.
Hit me with your best shot
Fire away"

This back and forth went on through nearly a dozen songs until they both ended with,

"Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down down down
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon"

The audience, of course went nuts, again.

As Parker took his bow, hand and hand with his big brother/sister, he glanced towards the bar where Olivia sat uncomfortably on a barstool, her pregnant belly swollen with their child. It was kind of late for her to be out, but it was the last time that she'd see the show for a while. The baby was due any day and she wouldn't be going to the club for a while after that. He winked and smiled at her and she waved back.

Still in the bedazzled leotard, Parker bounced down the stage stairs to greet his Allegro colleagues. He hugged and kissed everyone, man and woman alike.

"Hi, Park!" Betsy, the Department Secretary half shrieked, half sang as she threw her arms around him. "Oh, my God, you are amazing!"

"Yeah," Rick, Parker's former co-manager said, kissing Parker's cheek, "I never in a million years would have ever expected to see you looking like this, Park, But you really are awesome!"

"Oh, Parker," Melinda, one of the senior clerks, a slightly heavy, but very attractive woman, ran her hand down his back and squeezed his tush, "I would kill to have your body! My goodness, Olivia must be so happy to have to Looking like this!"

The kisses and compliments and hugs went on for about fifteen minutes until the Allegro crew said their goodbyes and headed out the door.

As Parker skipped happily to his wife, she noticed something new on his costume. After she hugged him and congratulated him on a great show, she leaned forward and whispered, "Dr Vance's pills seem to be working, baby."

He smiled and glanced at his cleavage. "Yeah, they have gotten a little bigger since I started taking the pills and using the breast pump to get things moving."

"Well, I've got news for you, baby," she laughed, "things are moving just fine. You're expressing milk right now."

He touched his breasts and felt the dampness that Olivia had seen spreading on his costume. "Oh, my God!l he shrieked, causing the rest of the employees in the bar to coming running. "I'm a cow! I can't believe it! Look! The pills worked! I'm going to be able to breast feed the baby!"

The other waitresses clambered around, offering congratulations. "Oh," Justine waved her hands near her face to keep from crying, "this baby is going to be the most beautiful little girl! And she's going to have the most wonderful mommies to take care of her!"

After hugging Parker in a near death grip, she did the same to Olivia, but suddenly, Olivia let out a shriek of surprise and concern. "Oh! Oh! Oh! Park! My water just broke! I'm going into labor!"

"Oh, my God! We have to go!"

"Not like that, Park!" Olivia stopped him. "Quick, get changed and put a couple of folded tissues into your bra so that you don't leak onto your dress!"

Donna went with Parker to help him change.

"Tell Pixie that I'm taking Livy to my car!" Patrick called to Donna. "I'll drive them to the hospital! I'm so excited! I'm going to be an aunty!"

That did make Olivia chuckle a little. "Oh, Poot, I hope everything goes well! I want everything to be perfect for this baby!"

"Oh, don't worry your pretty head about that, Livy. Everything is going to be fine. With Park being Pixie, you're financially sound - you don't even need to go back to work unless you want to. You've got that nice, new house with that beautiful nursery and the baby is going to get more love from her two mommies and her Auntie Pootie and Uncle Victor than she'll know what to do with."

Just then, the door to The El Camino opened and Parker burst out, followed by the other staff members, all screaming support and well wishes. Parker was wearing a casual,sage green, fit and flare dress that was kind of revealing and had a skirt who's hem hung at just about finger tip length on his upper thigh. He was carrying his open toed pumps in his hands so he could run faster.

"Oh, and look," Pootie teased as he and Olivia watched Parker hurrying, "your baby will have Cinderella for her second mommy. Won't that be sweet."
 
THE END
 
I hope you liked it!

On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Victorian times
  • Workplace Situations

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On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper
of New York and Newport - 1

by Clara
Copyright©2021, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

The Harper estate, Golden Bluffs, is a living museum on Mansion Row in Newport,
Rhode Island. Once the home of the most important chronicler of The Gilded Age,
Louisa Harper, the museum offers glimpses into Louisa's daily life in 1890.
The staff portray members of the family and staff.
Unexpectedly, a new Louisa is needed...


 
Author's Note: I hope that you are staying safe. This is a different take on my stories and I hope that you will find it as fascinating as I do. If you enjoy this story, please help me find my way and comment? I do want to become a better author. ~Clara
 
This version of On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport - 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 1
 
From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper'

~ "The summer of 1890 was to be the start of my new life. At fifteen years of age, I was to be presented to society and I had expected that I would then be considered an adult. That, at long last, I would have a say in my own life, my own destiny. That was not to be, though. I was still just a doll to be dressed and used as decoration in the home of my powerful parents.

I was made up and dressed and used to impress the visitors who came to visit us at Golden Bluff that summer. There were Astors and Goodyear's, Vanderbilts and Thorndykes, Cabots and Lowells and Rockefellers. There were princesses and princes, dukes and duchesses, lords and ladies, and of course, Presidents. Both Grover Cleveland and Benjamin Harrison were guests that summer. I smiled and nodded and laughed at their jokes and endured their flirtations while always remembering my place. It was beautiful and glorious and exasperating. I was a debutante, yes, but unlike many of my peers, I was a debutante with opinions. Strong opinions which I wanted so very badly to voice.

Don't misunderstand me, though. There was much about my adolescent life that I loved. The elegance and opulence of Newport, Rhode Island was like nowhere else on earth in that year. Back then, my head was not yet strictly a place of serious thought and reflection. It was also a steamer trunk filled with the din of small talk, the chaos of feminine intrigue and the ever important subject of fashion. I was the Rembrandt of fashion. I decorated myself as no one had done before and few have done since. I was a work of art. I began everyday with the blank canvass that was my pale body and by mid-day, when I appeared in public, I was a masterpiece of color, texture and style.

In 1890, my father was the King of New York City, my mother was the Queen of Fifth Avenue and I ruled Aquidneck Island as the Princess of Newport, Rhode Island."
 

~^~

 

"I'm sorry Mrs Jenkins, but I just can't do it. I tried, I swear, but the pain in my back is just too much to bear." Quinn grimaced as he tried to find a standing position that would relieve some of the pain he was dealing with. "See, since my surgery..."

Carolyn Jenkins held up both of her hands as she sat behind her desk. 'Quinn, I know the whole story. You know that." She heaved a big sigh and shook her head. "The stable work was too much for your back, being a part of the kitchen staff was too much for your back, now being a butler is too much for your back. Quinn, I told your sister that I'd find something for you to do here at Golden Bluffs, but you just don't seem capable of doing anything. Not even something as simple as just standing up."

"I know, Mrs Jenkins, and I am truly sorry, but the pain is constant and even just standing becomes more than I can stand." Quinn looked at the floor and shook his head. "Look, Mrs Jenkins, I appreciate your help, but... I guess I should probably just go."

Carolyn Jenkins looked at Quinn, then at her assistant and shook her head. "Just... just go sit in the outer office, Quinn. Let me think for a few minutes. There must be something you can do around here."

"Ok, Mrs Jenkins," the twenty one year old nodded. He turned and headed to the outer office, but stopped at the door. "I really am sorry, Mrs Jenkins. I am grateful for all that you've done, but... I really don't want to make things more difficult for you than necessary."

"I know, Quinn. Just give me some time to think, ok? I'm sorry if I was brusque. It's just been a crappy day. I'll call you back in in a little while. Better yet, go down to the restaurant and have some lunch. We'll talk later."

She waited for the door to close, then looked her assistant and shook her head. "I swear to God, Jess, if we manage to get the estate reopened this year, it'll be a miracle." Jess and Carolyn were both attractive women in their mid fifties and had been friends and colleagues for decades. They'd faced a lot of challenges along the way. It wasn't easy to keep a living museum viable, especially on Mansion Row in Newport, Rhode Island where every house on the street was just as magnificent as the estate they ran, Golden Bluffs. All of these 'Gilded Age' mansions, with the exception of Golden Bluffs, had been acquired by The Newport Historical Society years ago, but Golden Bluffs was still owned by the descendants of the most famous woman of the period; Miss Louisa Harper - The woman who, at age seventeen, wrote the book that became the chronicle of the Gilded Age, then went on to be one of the most important voices in the fight for women's suffrage and social reform. The family relied not only on tourist dollars to keep the mansion in good repair, but also on private events such as weddings, anniversaries, company retreats, etc. It was a difficult job that became more challenging every year.

"Why don't you just let the kid leave?" Jess asked, baffled by her boss' interest in the boy. "When the estate closed for the winter in January, we knew that this would be a tough year. Now, it's even tougher than we expected. Why are you allowing this kid to be such a distraction? God, that stupid pony tail of his was a big enough problem; it doesn't come close to any men's style of the Gilded Age. I don't know if he's lazy or just stupid."

Carolyn sighed and shook her head. "Long story short - Quinn was in a car accident seven years ago that killed his parents and older brother. His sister lives down the street from me and she and Barbara are best friends. His sister was away at college the day of the accident and, as the only surviving family member, she took on the responsibility of caring for Quinn. He was quite the athlete in middle school and they expected that he'd dominate when he got to high school. Unfortunately, the accident broke his back in several places and he also had to have a kidney transplant. Six surgeries later and it's a miracle he's alive. That's why he's in constant pain. And that long hair... well... at first no one knew if he'd ever walk again, so the barber wasn't a priority. Then, as he made progress, the female nurses and physical therapists all kept praising his beautiful red hair, even though it is stick straight and pretty scraggly. I think it was just something positive in his life that he could cling to. Now his hair is like his security blanket. I guarantee you it won't be there any more once he's back to feeling like a whole human being."

Jess nodded. "Wow. Poor kid. But if he can't work, he can't work. End of story."

Carolyn shook her head. "Jess, the kid has been through hell. He only just graduated from high school last month - at age twenty one, for crying out loud - and now he's been accepted to Salve Regina for college. His sister is living paycheck to paycheck because of his conditions and I promised I'd find SOMETHING he could do to earn some money to help her out." She shook her head again. "So... I'm sure you didn't come in here to talk about Quinn. So far today we've had plumbing issues, parking permit problems, the chef is demanding a raise and the trash removal company is increasing its pick up costs by sixty percent. What else could possibly go wrong today?"

Jess grimaced as she broke the news. "I just got a call from Lindsey Carter. She got a role on a TV show and is leaving for Atlanta tonight."

"You've got to be kidding me," Carolyn sunk in her chair.
"Unbelievable. We have two weddings on the premises in the next ten days, not to mention the opening of the museum and we lose our teenaged Louisa. This is like some sort of bad dream!"

One of the most popular attractions at Golden Bluffs were The Three Louisas. Louisa 3 was an actress in her fifties who talked to guests about Louisa Harper's work as a social reformer in the 1930s and 40, Louisa 2 discussed the woman's work as a suffragette at the beginning of the twentieth century and Louisa 1 discussed living as a debutant in The Gilded Age and the legendary writings that brought her fame. Louisa 1 was always the most popular Louisa, due in part to the original Louisa's writing still being very popular, especially amongst young women, but also because of the opulent clothing and jewelry of the period that never failed to mesmerize the female guests.

For the last two seasons, Louisa 1 had been portrayed extremely well by Lindsey Carter. Finding a replacement would not be easy. Especially since they would need to find that replacement pretty damned quickly.

Carolyn checked her watch. Only eleven forty five. Still plenty of time for a lot more to go wrong. "Do you know if Barbara is back yet?"

"She is." Jess checked her phone. "She sent me a text at eleven twenty that she was back and working in the wardrobe room. She says that her team is making some new maids uniforms for the servers in the restaurant."

"Tell her I need to see her ASAP, will you? Let me know when the plumbers are done and I'll call Aaron over at the trash removal place and try to reason with him and his organized crime associates." Carolyn looked at the pile of work on her desk and groaned. "This gets harder every year."

"I know," Jess agreed, then headed to the door. "What about that kid? Want me to just send him home?"

"No," Carolyn grunted. "Maybe Barbara will have some idea of what to do with him. She knows him pretty well."
 

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"Hi, mom," Barbara smiled as she entered Carolyn's office carrying a bolt of fabric and a large screened iPad with her.

"Hi, sweetie." Carolyn was sitting at a small table near a window that overlooked the estate's rocky beach as she nibbled on some pita bread and hummus. "Have you had lunch?"

"That's your lunch? Mom, come on. At least have a salad or something. There's a kitchen fight below us. Get something decent, will you?"

"It's plenty," Carolyn waved her daughter off. "Come sit."

They discussed the new uniforms for the servers and the issues that had plagued Carolyn that morning. "Oh, and to top off all of that," Carolyn said disgusted, "We need a new teenaged Louisa like yesterday. Whoever we find will have to do a lot of work to get ready for the parties next weekend."

"Keep that tight timeline in mind when you cast her, mom. Remember that Louisa 1's dresses are the most involved. Everything we had before was altered to fit Lindsey and we've made and remade a lot of her clothes since. So, no matter how great an actress you may find, unless she's five foot six inches tall with no more than a twenty six inch waist that can be corseted in to twenty two inches, you don't have girl who can play Louisa. There is no way we can make new costumes in ten days."

Carolyn nodded. "So, in effect, we are looking for an actress to fill the costume, not costuming the actress. I'm sure that will narrow down our options."

"Well, if you do run into a situation, just cast someone who fits the costumes, then have Ashley Kemp work as a narrator. She has been the docent in that wing for years and knows the whole script backwards and forwards. She can handle any questions that the visitors may throw at her."

"Good idea," Carolyn made a note on her legal pad. "So, what size are we looking for?"

Barbara sniffed as she grabbed her iPad and searched for a moment. Because everyone needed to dress in period garb, Barbara and her staff measured everyone who was hired at Golden Bluffs when they were hired. Staff members were expected to let the wardrobe people know when/if they went up or down a size so that costumes always looked correct. "Five foot six, thirty five inch bust and twenty five inch waist and an A cup would be best."

Carolyn took notes. "Hips?"

"Doesn't really matter. Everything is high waisted and heavily petticoated, so hips are hidden."

There was a knock on the door.

"Yes?" Carolyn called.

The door cracked open and Quinn's head popped in. When he saw Barbara, he refrained from entering. "Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt."

"Oh, don't be silly, Quinn," Barbara smiled at her long time, young friend. "Come on in." She stood and hugged him gently. "Why are you out of costume?"

Carolyn let out an unintentional and very sardonic chuckle. "And that's another thing. We need to find something else for Quinn. He's having a hard time standing all day."

"Of course you are," Barbara smiled. "Not your fault, honey. Come and sit down and let's see what we can find for you."

Quinn's face reddened a bit when Barbara called him 'honey,' a pet name she'd adopted for him back when she'd been a part time caregiver for him, when he was unable to care for himself, before and immediately following his back surgeries. Barbara was a dark haired, breathtakingly beautiful woman and always was, even back then when she was still in high school. Being three six years older than him and so beautiful, Quinn had developed a huge crunch on her, one that he still had, but could never tell her about.

"I... I just wanted to stop in and say 'thank you' and 'goodbye,'" he explained. "You've been very patient and kind, but I've thought about every job here at the estate and I really don't think that I can do any of them with my back pain. I'm really sorry."

"What!?" Barbara said in a shocked expression that one might use to keep a toddler's attention. "You're not seriously thinking of leaving Golden Bluff, are you? Quinn, you just got here!" She took his arm and guided him towards the little luncheon area in Carolyn's office. "Now, you just sit right there and let's see what we can find."

Quinn began to protest, but Carolyn stopped him. "That's right, Quinn. I promised Annie that we'd find something to help you out. Now, don't make me out to be a liar."

Quinn let out a sad sound as he sat. This was all hopeless. He'd had nothing but bad luck for years, now. It seemed as if the fates were just out to get him.

"Now, let's see. Hmmm...." Barbara perused the spreadsheet that had the jobs at Golden Bluffs and the employees assigned to those posts. She looked for a very long while and her face grew concerned. "So... do you think you'd be ok if you were seated for part of the day?"

Quinn shrugged. "I guess. I really don't know for sure until I try."

"Of course, of course," Barbara nodded. "What about reception?"

Carolyn cleared her throat. "I'm afraid we can't do that. Reception involves dealing with cash and, as foolish as it sounds, everyone who works at reception has to be bonded and in order to be bonded, the employee must have a high school diploma and at least one semester of college credit. This isn't something I can bypass. Our insurance insists on the bond. I'm sorry."

Barbara nodded, but kept reading the list. "Food prep? Can you do that from a stool?"

Her mother grabbed her own iPad and looked up something. "Hmm... no. According to the chef's description, 'Applicant must be able to lift boxes of fifty to sixty pounds and be able to work at a counter for long periods of tine.'"

This went on and on and the whole process made Quinn feel more and more inadequate as they went along.

"Ooh!" Barbara perked up. "We need a Chauffeur!"

"I haven't gotten my license, yet." Quinn said, embarrassed.

"Oh... of course." Barbara muttered. "Well..." she looked at her mother, "... could we add another doorman?"

Carolyn pursed her lips and pondered. "Doormen were typically fairly strong. There is some standing on busy days, of course. And then there's the uniform. I don't think we've ever had to fabricate one of those, there were so many here already. I'm pretty sure that Quinn would be swimming in even the smallest of those."

"Let me look and see what we have in stock." Barbara looked at her costume inventory. "It appears that our smallest uniform pant is a thirty four and our smallest jacket is a forty two. Now, let me check... here we go... Quinn, your waist is a..." she looked at her mother. "Twenty six." Carolyn sat straighter and listened to what came next. "Your five foot six inches tall and have a thirty five inch chest."

Quinn had once been one of the better built kids in his class but the accident and the surgeries had caused him to whither substantially. The anti-rejection drugs he'd taken for his new kidney had also left him more or less the same height he'd been the day of the accident when he was fourteen. Just hearing those numbers spoken aloud made him cringe. "Ok. I think that's enough. I get it - I'm just useless."

"No, no, no, no!" Barbara grabbed his forearm as he tried to stand. "Quinny... we have the perfect job for you. Lots of sitting. No heavy lifting. It's perfect... but a little unconventional."

"Unconventional, how?" Quinn was genuinely curious, but concerned.

"Quinn," Carolyn said, "how much do you know about Louisa Harper's life and writings?"

He shrugged and thought for a moment. "I think I know a lot. I mean, I remember what we learned on our school trips and, when I was confined to bed, Barbara read me her autobiography a few times... maybe more than a few times."

The women looked at each other. "Ok. Let me give you a little quiz," Carolyn said.

"I need to run down stairs for a minute," Barbara said as she stood and hurried out the door.

For the next few minutes, Carolyn asked him increasingly more obscure questions about the life and times of Louisa Harper, until, at last, Barbara came back into her mother's office carrying an armful of clothing.

"How did he do?" Barbara asked as she draped the clothing over the back of a chair.

Carolyn smiled. "If I didn't know any better, I'd swear that he'd done a graduate thesis all about Louisa's life. He knows more about her than I do."

"Awesome. Quinn, come here let's see if this fits."

Confused by the enthusiastic comment on his knowledge about Louisa Harper's life and the amount of material that Barbara had carried with her, Quinn stood up and walked across the office.

"Take off your clothes and put this on," Barbara instructed.

He looked around for a moment then asked, "Where can I change?"

Barbara laughed. "Quinn, just a few years ago, you were laying in bed, crippled and unable to care for yourself. My mother and I were changing your diapers and wiping your butt on a nearly daily basis. Come on. This is important. Just..." She could see that he was nervous. "Oh, for crying out loud." She opened a door to a shallow storage room that had just enough space for shelves. "Stand behind this door and put this on." She handed him a cotton garment like none he'd ever seen before, but he knew that a lot had changed in clothing since the Gilded Age, so he just took the garment and ducked behind the door.

"Can I leave my underwear on?" He asked.

"Take everything off,' Barbara instructed. "That is underwear."

He removed all of his clothing, then shook the garment he'd been given, then turned it this way and that until he figured out where the top and front were located. He looked it over and had some concerns. Those concerns were caused primarily by the over abundance of elaborate layers of lace all over the garment.

"This is women's underwear, isn't it?" He called around the door.

"It's just a costume, Quinn. Put it on and after we take some measurements, we'll discuss if you're even going to be able to play the part we have in mind for you." Barbara sounded exasperated with him, so Quinn opened the front of it and considered how to get it on.

"What is this thing?"

"It's called 'a combination.'"

"And how do I get into it?"

"How do you...?" Barbara was clearly frustrated, now. "It's just like a romper. Open it up, step into the pants, pull it up and pull the top part onto your shoulders."

"It opens in the front, right?"

"Of course it opens in the front. It's got a flap that covers the rear end. Obviously, that goes in the back."

"There's so much lace on this thing it's hard to figure out what's what."

Suddenly, both woman raised their voices and shouted in unison. "Just put it on!"

"Alright, alright." He stepped into the short pant legs and pulled it up to his waist, then put his arms thru the sleeve holes and settled it onto his shoulders. "It's only got, like, a couple buttons. There aren't enough to keep it closed."

"No, that's what the ribbons are for. Step out and I'll tie them up for you."

Before he could even take a step, Barbara pulled the door open to reveal Quinn wearing the loose fitting combination. It was made from a very soft, very sheer cotton and covered in lace from the shoulders to the waist. Below that, there was layer after layer of lace fringe that hung off the very loose fitting hips and wide leg openings that reached gently to his knees, making it look as if he might have been wearing a skirt. She quickly tied the ribbons on his chest and waist, then stood back, looked at him and smiled, looking towards to her mother. "What do you think?"

"He looks great," Carolyn nodded and looked at him with the eye of someone who'd seen many people dressed just like this.

"Really? Because I feel stupid," Quinn said, fingering the material. "You don't really expect me to go out in public dressed like this, do you?"

"Don't be foolish, Quinn," Carolyn scoffed. "That's just the first layer of clothes."

"Hold your arms to the side," Barbara got his attention.

He did as he was told and a moment later, Barbara was standing right in front of him, leaning over his shoulder to see behind him while she wrapped him in something stiff and beige. Then she stepped back a bit and began fastening hooks and eyes on the front of the wrap that encased his abdomen from just above his hips to just below his pectoral musicals.

"What is... is that a corset!? I can't wear a corset!" He said in shock.

"Of course you can," Barbara said, as she continued to fasten the hooks into the eyes. "Lots of men wore corsets in The Gilded Age. Truth be told, a lot do now, too."

"Oh," Quinn took a breath. "So, this is a man's corset?"

Barbara finished the fasteners, looked him in the eye, smiled and said, "No, but don't get upset. It's not one of those fetishistic things that are popular today. It's just a foundation garment that was worn everyday by more than half the population in the eighteennineties." She touched his chest. "See, no cups or anything. Just support to shape the body." She moved behind him.

"Why would I need to shape my body? Ooof!" That last noise was an involuntary noise made when Barbara first yanked on the laces in the back of the corset. "Please, be careful of my back."

"Don't worry, I'll be gentle," she assured him.

"You know," Carolyn offered, "a lot of the museum employees who wear corsets say that it actually offers a lot of back support."

"Don't let me hurt you, though," Barbara said as she worked. "I want it tight, not painful." When he grunted again, she asked, "Am I hurting you?"

"It's not the tightness that hurts, it's how my back shakes when you pull the laces back there."

"Oh, we can fix that. Come over her and grab onto this rack," Carolyn pointed to what looked like an ornate, sturdy, towel rack that had been mounted on the wall. "Hold tight to this and, if Barbara is careful, you won't get jerked. Not too hard, now, Barbara."

"What is this bar for?" Quinn asked, gripping the ornate piece of iron work.

"It's a corseting bar," Carolyn said, matter of factly. "Louisa's mother had these installed in all the guest bedrooms for the benefit of female guests. My office was once a small, guest bedroom."

Barbara pulled the strings some more, trying to not jerk his body. Having him hold onto the corseting bar helped a great deal, too. Once he was more stable and not being hurt by the jerking of the lacing process, Quinn's torso began to narrow very quickly. Very soon, Barbara was wrapping the strings to the front of Quinn's body and tying the excess into a neat knot at his waist line.

"Grab my tape measure, please," Barbara asked. Her mother handed it to her and in seconds it was wrapped around Quinn's waist. She looked up at her mother and smiled.

"Twenty two inches?"

"Twenty one and a half," Barbara smiled. "I was being gentle, too. I bet we could even get him smaller."

"Ok, fine, but there's no need for that, right?" Carolyn asked.

"No. This is great."

As the two women talked, Quinn looked down at himself and grew concerned. "Maybe this isn't a fetish corset with cups for a woman's breasts, but this thing is making my chest look awfully weird. It's pushing all my skin up."

Barbara reached into the top of the corset and pulled as much skin as possible over the top of the corset on both sides of his chest.

"Hey," Quinn complained.

"Maybe not quite an A cup, but not too far off, either." Barbara smiled. She picked up two very tall stockings and handed them to Quinn. "Put these on."

"Now, come on. What exactly are you expecting me to do?" Quinn tried to draw a line in the sand.

Barbara and Carolyn looked at each other. Finally, Carolyn
said,"Quinn... we need a teenaged Louisa, at least for a few weeks."

"A teenaged...? Are you nuts!? You want me to pretend to be Louisa Harper!? Come on! People will see me! I can't do that!"

"Ok, take a breath," Barbara tried to calm him down. "First of all, you need a job and this is a job - AND it's a job that pays a lot better than any of the other jobs that you're actually qualified for. Second, no one is going to recognize you if you're dressed as Louisa. I was Louisa for two years when I was in high school and at least a couple of dozen people I knew pretty well came into the museum and no one ever recognized me. The makeup and hair are specifically designed to make the person dressed as Louisa look just like Louisa. And third, under our current time and financial limitations, it's more important that we have someone who looks good in the dresses than a great actress."

Quinn shook his head. "How about four, five and six? Four, I'm not a girl. Fifth, I'm not a teenager. Sixth, I'm not a teenaged girl! This is crazy!"

"Ok, everyone take a breath," Carolyn put one hand on Quinn's shoulder and the other on Barbara's. "Now, Quinn, let's just try this - Let Barbara get you dressed in the costume. If the costume fits and makes your body look like Louisa's, then take the night to think about what we're asking you to do. If you decide to try the next step, tomorrow we'll do a hair and makeup test. If that looks alright, then we'll put the costume back on and see if the whole package works. Then, after we see that, we sit down, discuss what comes next, and we work out a reasonable wage that makes all of this worth your while and doesn't bankrupt us. Now, does that sound reasonable?"

"No!" Quinn could not believe that they were serious. "It's not reasonable at all!"

"How about plausible, then?" Carolyn remained calm. "Quinn... we are stuck. Lindsey left without notice, we have all kinds of things happening in the next couple of weeks. We need your help."

He thought done a moment. "I don't know. I need to think about this."

"Fair enough," Barbara agreed, "but let me ask you a question. How does your back feel?"

Quinn blinked. "My back? It's... ok, I guess. Why?"

She smiled. "Quinny, I've been watching you for the last couple of days. You're moving really well, but you kind of list to the left because of your back injury. Now, I've been watching you move around here since I put that corset on you and you are moving perfectly naturally. So... come on. How does your back feel? Really?"

Quinn moved a little and thought. "Actually... it feels really good. You were right, it does support your back well.'

"Ok. One point for Team Louisa. Now, let's put those stockings on."
 

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From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper'

~ "The summer of 1890 was filled with events at Golden Bluffs. Millionaires, congressmen, senators and notable men and women from all over the world who required our attention at all hours of the day and night filled the estate. Making them feel welcome and important occupied nearly every minute of every day, but the biggest challenge that I faced that summer was communicating with my sister. Nine years older than me and more schooled in the ways of society, she questioned everything - every decision I made, every word that I said, every flirtatious gesture I made to an eligible suitor. Of course I loved and respected her, she was my sister, but nothing that I could do would ever please her. I strived desperately to gain her approval, but it became increasingly more apparent that she would never see me as anything but a child - An emotional and intellectual invalid who could not be trusted to do something as simple as live my own life."
 

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"Annie? Annie?" Barbara called as she entered the modest, Cape Cod style house in Portsmouth, a town twenty minutes north of Newport on Auidneck Island in Rhode Island. "Annie?"

"Be right down!" Came from upstairs. Then the twenty eight year old, attractive Special Education teacher trotted down the stairs in running leggings and a pullover sweatshirt bearing the name and color of the college where she'd gotten her Masters Degree. - 'Brown.' "Hey, Barbie! What's up?"

They exchanged a friendly hug and a peck on each other's cheeks.

Barbara smiled and took a deep breath. "So... I need to talk to you about something kind of... odd."

"Sure," Ann nodded. "I was just on the treadmill. Let's go into the kitchen and sit. I need a drink. Water?"

"Sure."

They enter the small kitchen with its worn faux-brick linoleum, old, small cabinets painted in flat white milk-paint, mid century gas range and olive green refrigerator. Ann grabbed two bottles of cold water from the noisy appliance and handed one to Barbara as they sat at the table. "So, what's up? I'm going to take a wild guess and say that the reason you're here is because Quinn isn't working out at the museum. Look, Barbie, you don't have to feel bad. The kid... well, there's a lot going on there, of course, but I really think he's making more of his back pain than it really is. According to his doctor and physical therapist, any pain that he's having at this point should be manageable. Don't get me wrong, Barb, I love my brother to death, but I think we may have moved past being in pain to just being lazy."

Barbara understood her friend's feelings. Ann had graduated from Salve Regina as Valedictorian, headed to Brown to get her masters degree and planned to continue on to a PhD from there, but her life had been as drastically altered by the accident that took the lives of most of her family as her little brother’s had, even if she had escaped injury. Her dreams of success, freedom and travel had disappeared the moment she received that phone call from the local police. Since then, she had had to narrow her dreams of success to teaching in the small school system where her parents’ home was located, and her dreams of freedom and travel had been traded in for the reality of becoming the primary caregiver to a brother who’d suffered horrible injuries, but always seemed to be recovering at a slower pace than the doctors predicted. Yes, she loved her brother... Yes, she wanted to help him... But... Goddamnit, this was not the life she’d planned for herself.

"Alright, yes... Quinn’s first couple of days haven’t gone well. He can’t do grounds work or stable work because he has no strength and he can’t do household work because he can’t stand very long..."

Ann had been shaking her head through all of Barbara’s explanation. "Son of a bitch, Barbie, that kid... look at this place! My father had all these big plans to renovate it and then... I have been
hemorrhaging money since the accident. I’m absolutely broke and Quinn won’t put in the least little bit of effort to help. I don’t know how he plans on dealing with college in the fall if he can’t even..."

"Ok, ok, Annie, back the truck up! Quinn still has a job and it’s probably going to be a better paying job than he expected to have. In fact, a pretty lucrative job at that, but... well, as they say... therein lays the problem."

Ann sat back a bit and looked at her friend. "He still has a job? And that job pays well? Can he do it without complaining about his back?"

"Well... yes... It’s not his back he’s complaining about." Barbara went on to explain the costume situation and how Quinn looked pretty darned good in one of Louisa Harper’s dresses and its accompanying accoutrements, but she also explained the young man’s concerns about doing the job.

‘So, he looks good as Louisa?" Ann asked, weighing the pros and cons of the situation.

"His body fits everything perfectly, yes, and – added bonus – the corset seems to support his back and relieve the pain. Tomorrow morning, we’re going to do a makeup test and try some hairstyles and maybe a few hair pieces. Honestly, though... I think he’s a natural. He knows everything about her life and he even has her red hair and pale, freckled complexion. His hair is long enough that we could probably use hair pieces rather than wigs, which would be a lot more natural looking."

Ann considered everything she’d just heard. "And... how much would he make?"

"Well, mom and I talked and we figured that we’d add a little more to his wages than we’d normally pay our Louisa's due to his having to crossdress and, to be honest, because we know and love you guys and we know that he needs to make some real money, so..."

When Ann heard the hourly wage they were willing to pay her brother there was no question in her mind that he’d be taking the job. No, it wasn’t a fortune, but it was extremely generous for a guy who had no work history whatsoever.

"He’ll do it," Ann said, decisively.

"Well, ok, but there’s a lot he’ll need to agree to do beyond just the clothes and makeup..."

"I don’t care," Ann held up a hand. "He needs to step up and be a man. He’ll do it."

"See. He actually needs to step up and be a fifteen year old girl..."

"He’ll do it," Ann shrugged. "I’ll talk to him. I’ll explain how close we are to actually slipping in to poverty. He’s a good kid. He’ll understand. He’ll do it."

"Ok," Barbara nodded. "I sure hope so. We need him as much as he needs the money, so... that would be great."

"Where is he now?"

"Mom’s bringing him here to talk it over. She gave me a twenty minute head start to give you a heads up about the whole situation."

Ann nodded as she thought. "He’ll do it."

Just then, they heard the sound of car doors closing outside.

"That’s them," Barbara looked in the direction of the sound. "Now, Annie, just remember... this is a lot to ask of him. Take it slow."

"A lot to ask of him? Barbie, I gave up everything to take care of him. It’s about time that he..."

"Annie, Annie, Annie!" Barbara held up both hands. "Take... It... Slow."

"Hello?" Carolyn called from the front door.

"We’re coming," Barbara called back, then looked at Ann. "Slow."

"Yeah, yeah, yeah... slow," Ann shook her head and headed into the front room. She expected to see her friend, Carolyn, and her own kid brother, but instead, standing next to her friend was a person who, yes, had her brother’s face and bright red hair in a ratty ponytail, but below that was the body of an elegant woman of the late nineteenth century wearing a high collared, antique silk blouse with a lace boarder on that collar. The blouse was covered by a very short jacket of red plaid that featured a plunging neckline, revealing the opulent elegance of the blouse. The jacket also had impressively puffed upper sleeves, tight fitting lower, three large, gold buttons at the bottom to close the jacket, three sewn on a delicate angle on each side to emphasize the feminine shape of the wearer, a peplum fringe traveling around the back from one hip to the other, and a black leather collar and wide lapels featuring green stitching in the shape of the boarders of the pages in 'The Book of Kells.' Below that jacket was a floor length, obviously petticoated, skirt of the same material that hung in such a way as to insinuate that the wearer, who, she had to remind herself, was in fact, her little brother, had the elegant form of a Gilded Age beauty.

"Holy moly," Ann gasped.

"Impressive, isn’t he?" Carolyn asked, pleased with Ann’s response.

"Impressive does not describe it," Ann said in a daze, as she approached Quinn.

She touched the material of the sleeves and was impressed by the soft feel of quality to the cloth. Then, without thinking, she ran her hands across the jacket where it covered his chest. "I like that you kept the inserts small. It looks and feels very natural."

"It is natural," Barbara laughed. "It’s all him, just shaped by the corset. Even though he’s thin, Quinn has enough extra skin to create breasts without inserts. He’s not wearing any kind of bra – not even attached to the corset. That’s just a little extra flab being put to good use."

"I think it’s because of the anti-rejection drugs that I took for my kidney. They made me a little plump in certain places for a while. Remember?" Quinn was embarrassed by the fact that he was so easily able to pretend to have breasts.

"I do," Ann nodded, still amazed by what she was seeing. She ran her hand along his rear end, as well, and shook her head. "That doesn’t feel natural."

"No, that’s a bustle-pad," Barbara explained, looking at Quinn from the other side. "By the time Louisa was a young woman, women had traded uncomfortable bustles for little pads that enhanced their backsides. In Quinn’s case, it doesn’t just enhance, it creates shape where none really exists at all. Of course, the corset does enhance what little he has."

"Just incredible," Ann smiled as she looked from Quinn to Barbara to Carolyn. Then she smiled at Quinn and said, "Quinn, I’m in shock. From your chin up, you’re my brother, but from your chin down... Damn, girl, you are hot! Well... hot for 1890, but... damn, Quinn... this is going to work!"

"And, like I told you," Barbara added, "the corset offers his back support."

"Does it?" Ann smiled, rubbing his back to feel the corset below.

"I kind of hate to admit it, but, yeah, it really does. I was in agony all morning but I haven’t had a single spasm since I put it on."

Ann nodded. "Then that settles it. You’re going to do this, right?"

"I... I don’t know," Quinn looked around. "I mean..." he breathed a heavy sigh. "Look, Annie... I know I’ve never really said it, but... I am very, very grateful for all you’ve done for me, and I want to help out, I really do. And I know how much college is going to cost and that the money from dad’s life insurance is all gone... well, I know all of that, and... Since you’re kind of excited about this instead of being freaked out, I assume that Barbara told you how much they’re willing to pay me to do this, but... this is all kind of... weird, isn’t it?"

Ann stared at Quinn. In an odd way, he had just thanked her for everything she’d done for him. It was as if a drain had opened up and all of her resentment towards her brother began flowing out of her. "You’re... grateful?" She muttered.

"Of course I am." Now, it was Quinn’s turn to be amazed. "Annie... without you... I’m sure I’d be dead by now. I couldn’t have made it this far without you, Annie, and I thank God every night that you cared enough to give up everything for me, but... now it’s time for me to help. I’m just not sure how I feel about helping this way."

Suddenly, all of resentment and pettiness that Ann had felt just a few minutes earlier was gone. Instead of just insisting that he put his male ego aside and take whatever Carolyn had to offer, she understood why a twenty one year old man would have reservations about portraying a fifteen year old girl in close quarters with curious museum goers. All at once, he wasn’t the bane of her existence anymore – he was her scared little brother again.

Ann nodded and looked at him. "Ok... ok. Well... what do we do, then?"

Quinn just looked confused.

"Let’s sit and talk," Carolyn suggested.

Carolyn and Ann sat on the old couch that sagged in front of the TV and Quinn and Barbara sat on the sad, worn loveseat by the wall.

"Sit with your back in the corner of the seat, Quinn," Barbara instructed. "You’ll have to sit with a straight back due to the corset. Cross your ankles, keep your knees together and use the arm of the chair for support is you need to."

He nodded and sat, a bit tentatively, but found that sitting in this manner and having the tight fitting corset wrapped around him to be quite comfortable.

"Ok – Pros?" Carolyn kicked off the conversation.

The Pros were obvious. The corset offered support that relieved his pain. The clothing fit very well and looked lovely on him. The museum needed a Louisa and he fit the bill. He knew more about Louisa than almost anyone except Carolyn and Barbara. The wages would be much higher than he’d expected. He would hold a place of honor at staged events, private parties and weddings.

The cons were obvious, too, but much less plentiful. In fact, there was only one – There was a stigma attached to men dressing as women.

"I promise you, Quinny," Barbara patted his back, "when we’ve done your hair and makeup, no one will suspect that your not a girl. Heck, after we’re done and you look in a mirror, YOU won’t even see anything but a girl."

"And if we’re wrong, we’ll find something else for you to do," Carolyn added.

It was quiet for a few moments. Finally Ann asked, "Well... what do you think, Quinn? You want to give it a try or not?"

He looked down at the beautiful clothing he was wearing and thought about it. It might be fun... right? Like... fooling everyone into thinking he’s a girl. The clothes were cool and all, but... "What about my voice?"

"What about it?" Carolyn seemed confused by the question.

"I don’t really sound like a girl, do I?"

"Well..." Barbara felt that she should tread lightly here. "...your voice isn’t exactly... low... but... we can work together and we’ll find the proper voice placement and... ummm... intonation... to make you sound convincing."

He nodded, then looked at his sister. "Do you think I can do it?"

She smiled. "Quinn... I have seen you accomplish the impossible a dozen times in the last seven years. This is nothing compared to learning how to walk again." She paused for a moment, but felt that there was something else that needed to be said. "Besides, Quinn... I haven’t really wanted to talk about this in front of you, much, but we are not in good shape, financially. Now, I don’t want that to be the sole reason for you to do this, but... things are... not good. We need to either bring in more money or sell mom and dad’s house. And, to be honest, if we sold the house, I’m not sure we could afford to live anywhere on the island, or even over the bridge. We’d probably need to leave the area."

Quinn knew what that meant. Not just starting over in a new community, it meant a new job in a new school system for Ann and a whole new team of doctors and therapists for him. He nodded. "I’ll give it a try," he said, quietly. "But if I end up looking like one of those Monty Python guys, then the deal is off. Either I look so much like a girl that no one knows, or I don’t do it."

"Deal," Barbara said, shaking his hand. "But... there are a few things we need you to do tonight, then, so that we can be ready for tomorrow’s hair and makeup work, ok?"

He nodded. "Alright."

Barbara looked at Ann and said, "Can I talk to you in the kitchen?"

"Sure." The two friends exited the room to speak.

"You’re going to do fine, Quinn," Carolyn stood and crossed the room, looking at the boy, closely. "Stand up, please."

She turned him to face away from her and pulled the hair tie from the back of his head, allowing his hair to hang freely. It wasn’t very well kept. That would need to change. There was time, though. God created the world in six days, surely she and her team at Golden Bluffs could turn this boy into a suitable version of Louisa Harper in ten.

"Do you have a brush?" She asked.

"Yes."

"Would you get it, please?"

As Quinn walked to the downstairs lavatory to retrieve a brush, Carolyn took note of how he moved. He’d already learned to shorten his steps in order to move easily while wearing two petticoats and the heavy, multilayered, lined skirt while also wearing the two inch heeled walking boots they’d put him in. That, combined with the stiffness in his upper body caused by the constricting corset, he was already moving like a young woman. This could work.

When he returned with a wide brush, Carolyn instructed him to sit in a straight backed chair and she began to brush it. "You really do have lovely hair, Quinn. You should take better care of it. Maybe have someone trim those split ends or use some conditioner now and again. It could be a lot nicer looking and it’d feel nicer, too."

He’d heard this from Ann before.

Carolyn moved around to stand in front of him. "Lean your head down as far as the corset will let you."

Quinn didn’t understand why she wanted him to do this, but he obeyed. Carolyn began under brushing his red locks, being a bit aggressive. "I need you to condition your hair tonight, then I’m going to ask Annie to set it for us so that we’ll have some body to work with tomorrow morning, alright?"

"Ok," Quinn agreed, not really having any idea what he’d agreed to do.

The brushing continued for a few more minutes before she had him sit up straight again just as Ann and Barbara came back into the room.

"Oh, wow," Ann said, "that already looks great." His hair looked as if it had much more life and texture to it. Because it wasn’t pulled tight to his scalp, it also just looked cleaner.

"Well, maybe for today’s women, but not for a young woman in 1890." Carolyn set the brush down. "So you’ll take care of his body hair, condition his head of hair and set it for him so we have a better chance of getting things right tomorrow?"

Ann nodded. "I’ll help him with everything. Barbie gave me the chart to follow for setting his hair. Tomorrow morning he’ll be ready to go."

"Awesome," Barbara smiled, then touched Quinn’s cheek. "You’re already ninety percent of the way there, Quinny. You’re going to look great, so just relax and enjoy it."

Quinn chuckled at that. "Ok."

When the others had left, Ann looked at her brother and smiled. "I can’t remember the last time I saw your hair down. It looks nice. Pretty. It really looks nice with your skin tone."

"Thanks, I guess. What did Barbara say you needed to help me do?"

Ann smiled and giggled. "Be a girl."

"Very funny," Quinn stood. "Can you help me out of all of this?"

"Sure. Let’s go to your room. You’re going to have to let me help you get ready, too, Quinn. That means I’m going to need to see you in your birthday suit. Just remember, though, it was only a short time ago that I was cleaning you up down there every day. Ok? So, there’s no reason to be shy."

"Geez, why does everyone feel the need to remind me of that?" Quinn was a bit insulted.

She took his hand. "Just don’t get upset, Quinn. Just let us help you to get everything done. Today and tomorrow may be pretty odd for you, but it needs to be done and just take comfort in the fact that you’re twenty one and doing it for the first time. Barbie and I have been doing this stuff since we were eleven or twelve. So, bite the bullet and be a big, grown up girl. Ok?"

He snorted a laugh. "Ok."

Ann guided him to his bedroom upstairs and left him there for a few minutes while she gathered some things into the bathroom. When she returned, she she seemed surprised. "I thought you’d have started to get undressed."

"I can’t get undressed myself. The way everything is made, I need someone else to help me."

She smiled and shook her head as she looked at the boy in the beautiful outfit. "So... where do I start?"

Quinn held up his right arm and with his left, he pointed to six tiny buttons running from his wrist up his arm towards his elbow. "I guess here. This was the last thing that Barbara buttoned."

Ann took his hand and began unbuttoning the tiny, gold buttons. "Barbie dressed you?"

He nodded.

It occurred to Ann that Quinn probably enjoyed that quite a bit. Ann and her family had moved to Portsmouth from Ohio nine years earlier. Their parents had wanted to give their family a new, exciting life on the ocean and the fact that their new home was close to the historic mansions of Newport was very exiting to their history teaching father. Ann was already attending Salve Regina University and her father found the whole area fascinating. He’d provided them with the biggest house that he could afford, but it needed repairs that he’d barely begun before the accident that taken his life and those of his wife and oldest son. Barbara and her mother lived diagonally across the street and they became fast friends with Ann’s family. Carolyn and Ann’s mother were like sisters who’d been separated at birth and Barbara and Ann were the same. Being a very normal teenager, Quinn had found all of his big sister’s friends intriguing, but he’d been smitten with Barbara from the first time she’d walked into their house.

After the accident, Barbara practically lived with Ann and Quinn for the first year and on many occasions, those times when Ann or Quinn or both had lost their momentum and found the need to wallow in self pity, Barbara had been the stabilizing influence that brought them back to reality. In Quinn’s case, just seeing Barbara walk into his room would give him hope that there was still good things in the world.

So – Ann now understood how her little brother had ended up in these outrageously feminine clothes: Barbara had dressed him.

With the long cuffs on both sleeves unbuttoned, Quinn could manage the three gold buttons that held the jacket closed and pull his arms from the garment, revealing the truly beautiful, lace covered, silk blouse below. It too had sleeves that were tight on the forearms and blossomed into large puffs of silk above the elbows.

Ann moved behind Quinn and was amazed that it was even more beautiful in the back than the front. What she’d assumed would be a small button at the rear of the neck to hold the lacy neckline in place, was a large, elaborate bow tied into a perfect, girlish decoration. Below it was an endless number of tiny, round pearl buttons.

"Wow! You weren’t kidding,"Ann said, impressed. "There really is no way that you could get out of this without help."

It took a good minute or more to undo all of the buttons on the back and sleeves of the blouse and when that came off, it revealed a less ornate, but no less beautiful, silk garment below.

"It’s a corset cover," Quinn explained. "I think I need to take off the skirt and petticoats first, though.

The skirt unbuttoned in the back, then Ann slid it to the floor so that Quinn could step out. She picked up the multilayered garment and laid it neatly over a chair. "That must weigh ten pounds," Ann kidded.

Then, she untied the rear of the outer petticoat, which was just a skirt of soft, thin cotton, and had Quinn step out of that. The inner petticoat was a bit more structural with an inner lining of soft silk and an outer lining of gently pleated cotton that ‘inflated’ the outer skirt in the style of the day.

Next came the corset cover, the bustle pad and the corset itself. Barbara had tied the excess laces in a bow in front of Quinn. He untied that and Ann loosened the lacing in the back, allowing Quinn to undo the hooks and eyes in the front. He did breath a sigh when the pressure surrounding his abdomen was released, but he immediately felt the loss of support for his lower back.

"Well, that’s adorable," Ann smiled admiring the gorgeous combination Quinn was wearing. "Like a fancy little girl’s romper."

"Thanks," Quinn chuckled as he reached under the legs of the combination, untied the ribbons that had acted as garters and rolled the black, silk stocking down to the tops of his ankle boots. "Damn. I think we need a buttonhook to undo the buttons on the boots. That’s how Barbara put them on."

"Sit on your bed and I’ll do it for you," Ann instructed. It wasn’t easy, but eventually she was able to get all the buttons through their holes.

While she struggled with them, though, she kept stealing glances at Quinn. "I don’t know if you want to hear this or not, Quinn, but with your hair down and brushed out like that, you really do look quite pretty."

Quinn just smiled.

"That doesn’t bother you that I said that you look pretty?"

"Isn’t that the point?" Quinn shrugged. "Louisa was one of the most beautiful girls of her day and I’m supposed to look like her, right?"

"That’s right," Ann smiled, but that’s not what she had meant at all. What she had meant was the pale, freckle faced, red headed boy she was looking at made a very attractive young lady, even without any makeup. The hair that had been brushed out nice and full and the pretty lace that framed the soft featured face was enough to turn her little brother into a very cute girl.

"All done," Ann said at long last, as she pulled the ankle boots from his feet, then slid the stockings off.

Quinn stood, just wearing the combination. "Thanks."

"And what did that take? Only about fifteen minutes. That’s normal for getting undressed, right?" Ann laid the stockings and shoes on the same chair as the skirts, etc. "Ok, little girl, now it’s going to get a little weird. Take off your pretty undies and let’s go into the bathroom."

Minutes later, Ann was shaking a blue plastic bottle and handing Quinn a shower cap. "Tuck your hair into that. This is Nair. It’s a depilatory cream to remove hair. Basically, you need to be hairless from your eyebrows to your toes, so this is a lot less painful than shaving. Luckily, you don’t have a lot of hair, so I think I have enough. I will spread this onto you, then we give it about five minute to work and we wipe it off. Simple. Ok?"

"All my hair?" Quinn seemed surprised. "The only parts of my body that showed are my face and my hands. Besides, women didn’t shave their... privates... back then."

"Barbara said your WHOLE body, Quinn. Do you want to call her and argue?"

He shook his head. "No. I ll do it. It’ll grow back, right?"

"Yes. I need to use it about once a week. So, come on, spread eagle, please."

Quinn complied and Ann began spreading the goop over his body. Ten minutes later, Quinn was wet from the shower and his body hair had all disappeared down the drain. Ann handed him a bar of Dove soap and told him to wash as usual.

"What about my hair?" He asked.

"I’ll wash that for you when you’ve cleaned your body. I need to wash it a couple of times and teach you how to condition it."

This all seemed like a bit of overkill to Quinn, but so what. He needed the money, he liked the way the clothes felt and he wanted to please Barbara. He knew that she’d never be interested in him, not romantically, anyway, but he loved being with her and hearing her praise him.

He had to kneel in the tub for Ann to shampoo his hair. Her technique seemed a bit more aggressive than any shampoo he’d ever given himself, but it wasn’t painful. What was getting painful, though, was the aching in his back. He really missed the support of the corset and his back was complaining quite loudly about it.

His hair was washed twice and the conditioner stayed in his hair for a good long while before Ann rinsed it out. "You can get out, now," Ann said and she turned to the vanity and washed her hands. She was drying her hands on a towel when she heard a tired groan. Quinn had stopped drying himself and stood with his eyes closed. "Your back hurt?"

He nodded.

"Too much standing, today?"

He shook his head. "Maybe, but... well, I think my back misses the corset’s support. Weird, huh?"

"No. It makes sense. Your back is weak, Quinn. I’d say to put the corset back on, but I don’t think you should sleep in it. It is a costume piece for the museum, so I expect that it costs a pretty penny." Then, a thought occurred to her. "Tell you what – Use this body oil all over yourself, the go put on your boxers and a tee shirt. I think there’s something in mom’s dresser that might help you."

Quinn was standing in his boxers, pulling, with a bit pain and effort, a ribbed, sleeveless tee shirt on when Ann entered. She immediately noticed that his hair was still very damp and that he smelled of the vanilla and lavender that the shampoo and body oil contained.

"Here. Try this on," Ann said, holding what looked like a modern day version of the corset Quinn had been wearing. It was definitely some kind of corset, but it was covered with black satin, had five large buttons in the front and it came to a peak in the front and that peak was obviously meant to separate a woman’s breasts.

"Mom had a corset?" Quinn was very surprised at the idea of his mom wearing a fetish garment.

"Mom had a waist trainer. It’s like a corset, but most modern corsets have breast cups. She’d wear this at night. She claimed that having us messed up her figure and this helped her regain it. When I was like fourteen or so and I got a little chubby, she got me one too. I wore it for a few nights, but I hated it. Maybe it’ll help your back, though."

"Ok. It’s worth a try."

As it turned out, the buttons in the front were strictly decorative and the waist trainer opened and closed in exactly the same way that antique corset had – using hooks and eyes in the front and a lace-up system in the back.

Quinn fastened up the front and Ann went to work on the back. It was nearly completely tightened when Quinn said, "Wait. Wait. Something is cutting into my side."

Ann loosened the lacings and Quinn undid the hooks and eyes. When the trainer was removed, Quinn lifted his ribbed shirt and the problem was obvious. The crude seams on the sides of the shirt were digging into his sides, forming a red trough on each side of him. The ribs on the shirt had also left red lines on his torso.

"Well, that won’t work," Ann shook her head.

"Maybe I should put the trainer on first," Quinn suggested.

"No," Ann said. "I remember mom being very clear about how to wear it and she always insisted that it had to have a chemise under it." She thought for a moment. "I have some, but they’d be too big for you." She thought some more, then she had a thought. "Ooh! I’ll be back." She ran out of the room, returning with something black and silky in her hands. "Take off that shirt."

When he’d removed his shirt and tossed it to the side, Ann handed him the black cloth. "Put this on."

"It’s one of mom’s nightgowns," Quinn stared at the item. It had spaghetti straps that met the inverted ‘V’ shape of the two breast cups with a tiny white bow over each breast. Other than those bows, there was no decoration.

"Yeah. You’re just about mom’s size. Put it on and let’s see if that works."

Quinn hesitated for a moment prompting Ann to say, "Quinn... it’s ok. Mom would just want you to not be in pain. She won’t mind."

"That’s not it." He just looked at it. "It..." he chocked as he tried to speak. "It... it still smells like mom. Annie... it’s been seven years and it still smells like mom!" Tears were filling his eyes.

"Oh, Quinn, honey, no, no... that’s the sachets of potpourri mom kept in her drawers. That’s what smells like mom. She always smelled like those."

It didn’t matter, though. Quinn had been kept in a an induced coma for days after the accident and when he awoke, nearly everything he heard horrified him, but the loss of his parents and a sibling had been overwhelmed by the news that he’d broken his back and may never walk, again. The psychologist that had attended to both Ann and Quinn had warned Ann that her little brother had not had the opportunity to grief and that someday – maybe a week from that day and maybe in twenty years – something would trigger the boy and his grieving process would begin. All of a sudden, it looked like this was that day.

And it was.

Suddenly, Quinn began to shake, nearly to the point of convulsions, and his tears burst out of him like a dam had just collapsed behind his eyes.

All of it was becoming clear to Quinn. He’d spent the last seven years fighting to get back his health and to build a future for himself, but he’d never fully realized that that future would not, could not ever, include his mother or his father or his brother Tony. They were gone – gone forever. He’d actually convinced a part of himself that, if he just worked harder at getting better, if he just pushed himself to take that next painful step, if he just was able to walk, and care for himself and work, everything would go back to how it had been, but now he knew that ‘how it had been’ was a fantasy. It was just him and Ann and he was nothing but a burden to her.

The tears came in torrents.

Ann patted his back and held him tightly. He was half a head shorter than her and he felt so small and vulnerable that Ann could not have let go if she’d wanted to. She cried a few tears herself and she clung tightly to the boy with the damp, red hair as he purged his anguish.

It was at least ten minutes, possibly much longer, before Quinn was able to get control of his breathing, again. It was at least another few minutes more before he realized that he was crying into his sister’s shoulder.

He gathered his strength and got a hold of himself. What had happened? He’d just... lost it! How? Why? It had been seven years! Why now?

He straightened up and pulled back from Ann’s embrace.

"Are you, ok?" She asked as gently as he could.

He nodded. "Yeah. I... I think so. I don’t really know what happened. I was just..." he looked at the nightgown in his hands. "All of a sudden, I just... missed them so much."

"I know," Ann kissed his cheek. "That was my fault. I’ll put this back and see if I have anything..."

"No!" Quinn was almost too forceful when Ann made to take the nightgown from him. "Sorry. No... no... it’s ok. I like that it smells like mom. I... I want to wear it."

Ann nodded and smiled. "Ok. Ok. Let me help you."

In a few moments, Quinn was wearing the sleek, mid-thigh reaching nightgown, breathing in the memory of his mother as he once again donned the waist trainer and connected the hooks to the eyes. Ann worked the lacings for him and pulled them as tight as he felt he could bear. The nightie and the trainer being the same color created the appearance of one garment instead of two.

"So," Ann looked him over, "how does the nightie feel?"

Quinn swayed from side to side a bit. "Very light. Soft."

She nodded. "Even nicer without body hair, I bet. So, that’s the comfortable part. Now, it’s time for the less comfortable part. Ready?"

"Ready for what?" Quinn found the remark odd.

"I have to set your hair. Come on. I haven’t done this for a while and mom always kept everything downstairs so she could do my hair while I sat in a kitchen chair. Tell you what, though - it’s getting late, so why don’t I call for pizza and we’ll bring a kitchen chair into the living room. We can eat pizza and watch Netflix or something after I set it."

"Ok," Quinn said as he followed her out of his room and down the stairs. "How do you go about ‘setting’ my hair, though?"

Ann laughed. "Why, with curlers, of course, Quinn. Barbie left me a little diagram outlining how I should do your hair. They want you to have some body in that lifeless mop of yours, so I’ll put the rollers in, pin them in place and douse you with setting solution. By morning, it’ll be dry and you’ll have some nice curl to your hair."

Curlers!? That had not occurred to Quinn at all. "I have to sleep in curlers?"

She nodded.

"Is that even possible?"

Ann laughed. "Lots of girls and women do it every night, Quinn. It’ll be uncomfortable for a little while, but you’ll get used to it pretty quickly and then you’ll sleep just fine. If all of this works out, you might want to consider getting a perm. They can give you some nice, loose body and you might be able to go without curlers, but for tonight... another chapter in the mysteries of womanhood is about to be revealed to you."

It took a few minutes to get everything together and call the pizza place across town, but pretty soon, Quinn was sitting in a kitchen chair in the living room, watching an old comedy with great music while Ann separated his hair into sections, inserted large clips into his hair to hold it in those sections, and began rolling the hair at the center of his head onto pink plastic curlers that had not been used in nearly a decade.

"I’ll do this for you for a few days, Quinn," Ann said, "but if this has to be done every night, then you’re going to have to learn to do it yourself."

"Ok," Quinn said.

As the minutes passed an, on the television, Jake and Elwood devised their plan to raise enough money to save the orphanage where they’d grown up, Quinn began to think - and then he felt the need to talk. Maybe it was because he was facing forward and Ann was behind him, or maybe it was because the way that Ann was touching his hair and speaking so quietly to him, but everything just felt so much more intimate and safe than it ever had before. So Quinn decided to say what he needed to say.

"Annie... I just want to say... thank you."

"Oh, that’s ok, Quinn," Ann let out a little laugh as she continued to roll his hair. "I’m really kind of enjoying this."

"No... Annie. I want to say... thank you. You know... for everything. I know that I’ve kind of ruined your life and I’m really sorry for that, but... I just wanted to say it... you know... just say thank you."

"Alright, now stop," Ann said a bit harshly. Now it was she who was fighting back some tears. She stopped her work and rubbed her bowed forehead with her hands. "Ohhhh, Quinn, Quinn, Quinn," she whispered. "Quinn... I never..." she stopped before she found herself lying. "Quinn." She paused again. "Honey... I may have felt... just a few times, when I was being selfish... Jesus..." she struggled. "Quinn. Life hasn’t been fair to us and, every now and then we all get to feeling sorry for ourselves, but Quinn..." she moved to be in front of him and knelt, taking his hands. "If I ever came across as not being happy, then... well, that’s me being a jackass. The truth is, Quinn... If I’d lost you, too, then... Quinn, I can’t imagine that. Honey, I love you. You know that, right?"

"Yeah, of course I know that, Annie, I just... I just feel sorry that I ruined your life. I’m not saying that because you’ve acted like I ruined it, it’s just that... I know what you wanted to do with your life and I know what your doing now. You never wanted to be a public school teacher like dad. You wanted to be a researcher, a writer, a college lecturer. You gave all of that up for me, and I just need to say thank you."

He must have heard her when she was feeling low. These were nearly the same words she’d uttered a million times when she was wallowing in self pity. He wasn’t supposed to hear that.

"No, Quinn. I’m sorry. I’m just... hey... let’s do this - You’re kind of starting a new life, now. You’re healthy again, you’ve got a new job, you’ve got college ahead of you... everything’s getting better. Let’s make a pact. Let’s support each other all the time, ok? Let’s just be a family, ok?"

Quinn smiled. "Ok. Brother and sister. Or..." he touched the mass of curlers in his hair, "... whatever."

There was a knock on the door. "The pizza is here. We’re good, right?"

He nodded. "We’re great."

"Cool," she kissed his forehead and hurried to the door, retrieved the pizza and placed it on the coffee table. "The pizza will have to wait. Two more curlers and we’re done."

A few minutes later and the last two curlers were in and she was tying a flowered, silk scarf around his curler covered head to keep everything in place when he went to bed.

"Ok, we’re done," she said as she tapped his shoulder to stand. When he turned to look at her, Ann had to marvel at how very girlish he already looked. The silk scarf and curlers framed a very cute, somewhat apple-shaped face, his neck was slender, narrow, small shoulders, slender arms, cute legs, the pretty nightie with the waist trainer creating not just a more narrow, feminine waist, but pushing up just enough flesh to give the impression of a girl who was in the process of leaving childhood behind and taking her first steps into developing into a woman.

There was one issue, though. One thing that looked incongruous. She knew how to fix that.

"Don’t sit, yet. I’ll be right back," she ordered as she turned and ran up the stairs.

Quinn took that opportunity to return the kitchen chair to its place at the table and the two of them returned to the living room at the same time. "What’s that?" Quinn asked, looking at a piece of cloth in his sister’s hands.

"The final touch," Ann laughed as she quickly knelt in front of him, then quite unexpectedly reached under the short skirt of Quinn’s nightie and pulled his boxers to the floor. "You look so good, but the bottoms of your boxers are sticking out. These will fix that."

Ann held up a pair of plain, silky, black panties. "Their a little granny-ish for someone your age, certainly not stylish enough for a fifteen year old like Louisa Harper, but they’ll do the job for tonight."

"I’m not wearing my mother’s panties!" Quinn was a bit horrified at the idea.

"Don’t worry," Ann smiled. She held up the panties and displayed a price tag being held on by a plastic thread. She pulled on the plastic thread, breaking it free of the panties. "Mom never wore them. I saw them in her drawer before. Step in." She held the panties open by his feet and Quinn stepped into them. Ann pulled them up under his skirt and settled them in place in his hips. Then she stood. "Nice, huh?"

In fact they felt nicer than Quinn wished to admit. So, he just nodded.

His sudden shyness amused Ann. She could tell that he was enjoying this – not just the soft feeling of the clothes. He was enjoying the forbidden nature of this adventure.

"Come on. It’s pizza time." Ann opened the box and handed a slice to her brother, then grabbed one for herself and sat next to him on the old couch. As they ate, she’d sneak peaks at him. It had been a long, difficult seven years since the accident and this may have been the first ‘normal’ night that she had shared with Quinn since that night. And in a way that could only happen in their family, their first ‘normal’ night involved having her little brother wearing his mother’s lingerie and having his hair up in curlers.

He did look awfully cute, though.

"Hey! How are you guys doing with the..." Barbara entered the house through the front door without knocking, as was her custom, but she came to a dead stop at the sight of Quinn. She looked from Quinn to Ann and back again several times before finally asking, "Getting into character?"

"In a way," Ann smiled as she responded. "Since the corset you had Quinn wear helped his back so much, we’re using mom’s waist trainer to give him the same kind of support. He needed something soft under it, so we used mom’s nightgown. The curlers are per your instructions."

Barbara could tell by the tone of her friend’s voice that this was all ‘a good thing,’ and that it should be treated as normal, so that’s what she did. "You look great, Quinny. Let me look at your face."

Quinn was still chewing a small bite of pizza, but he looked at Barbara and kept chewing.

Barbara held his face by his chin and looked at it closely. She smiled and looked at Ann. "He’s a cutie, isn’t he?"

"He sure is," Ann agreed. "I don’t want to jinx anything, but I think that you may have found yourself the perfect ‘Miss Louisa Harper.’"

"Of New York and Newport," Barbara agreed, using the real Louisa’s debutante title. "Are you ready to become a real girl, Quinny?"

"I think I am," Quinn smiled.

Barbara winked at him. "You’re going to love it, Quinny. I promise."
 
 
To Be Continued...

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On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport - 2

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  • Clara

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  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • School Girl
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Victorian times
  • Workplace Situations

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On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper
of New York and Newport: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2021, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Quinn delves more deeply into the daily life of a debutante from 1890 while that
part of his life creeps unrelentingly into his real life


 
Author's Note:Thank you for your comments and critiques. Please keep them coming.
They are very helpful to me. ~Clara

 
This version of On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 2

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper'

~ "Beauty comes from pain, Louisa. A proper young woman does not present herself unless she is properly coiffed, properly made-up, properly attired and wearing the proper accoutrements. That, Louisa, is what 'proper' means."

Of course, I tried to argue. That is, after all, what an adolescent is supposed to do, but my mother would just purse her lips, shake her head in disgust and repeat that one sentence that she spoke most frequently in her life. "Pain leads to beauty, Louisa."

When I tried to reason with her by explaining that I wanted to be dressed and presented properly, but that I had things that I wanted to say as well, she would just reply that, "Young women should be seen and not heard." Then she'd look to my personal maid and dictate her decrees. "Erin, I want my daughter scrubbed, coiffed, made-up, dressed and in the north sitting room in one hour or she will be sent off to boarding school and you will be looking for employment elsewhere. Am I making myself crystal clear?"

Erin would, of course, respond with a courtesy and 'Yes, ma'am' then turn to me and lovingly chastise me through a thick brogue. I would always concede to Erin's demands, though, because despite my parents providing me with a reasonable amount of affection, several palatial homes and more beautiful clothing than any twelve young women could wear, it was Erin who had shown me patience, love, friendship and understanding. Erin had raised me.
 

~^~

 

Quinn found sleeping with a head full of curlers to be very difficult. The stiff plastic things cut into his head when he put any weight on them at all. Since he still had the adjustable bed that had been installed in his bedroom during his convalescence, he eventually figured out that if he raised the head of the bed about halfway and used a neck pillow, he could finally get some sleep. When he woke the next morning, he was shocked to find that during the night he had rolled onto his side and had been sleeping on the curlers after all. Maybe Ann had been correct - it was possible. It just took some getting used to.

He got up and went to the small upstairs lavatory and relieved himself, enjoying the feel of the nightie and panties. He was sitting and relieving himself, sitting did seem most appropriate, when he realized that he had actually woken up, gotten out of bed, walked a bout twenty feet and had not once felt a twinge of back pain. This waist shaper had done a great job of supporting his weak back. That was a huge bonus.

"Oh, good," Ann smiled as she exited her bedroom and meet her brother in the hallway, her head tilted to the side as she installed an earring for the day, "you're up. I just got off the phone with Barbie. She says that you should leave the curlers in for now. Someone will take them out at Golden Bluffs. How did you sleep?"

"It took a while, but eventually I got comfortable."

"Good." Ann looked at him and gave a little smile. "You even look cute in the morning. This look really suits you."

Quinn shook his head at her teasing. "Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm just doing this for the job, Annie."

"I know. How's your back?"

"Actually, its really good," he wiggled his shoulders from side to side to show he wasn't in pain. "I think I should get a few more of these. Maybe some without the gold buttons."

"Good," Ann nodded. "I thought that you might like it, so I ordered three more for you off of Amazon last night while we watched the movie. They'll be here this afternoon."

"Thanks."

"I also ordered you a dozen pairs of panties, four nighties and a couple of slips."

"Why?" Quinn was very surprised.

"Well," Annie shrugged. "You looked so comfortable and happy last night, I just wanted to help you. Besides, you can't keep wearing mom's old stuff."

Quinn walked to his room, his head shaking. "You're a piece of work, Annie."

"Maybe so, but I bet that, pretty darned quickly, you'll be happy that I ordered you everything. A girl needs a big sister to help her out." She laughed at her own joke. "I have to get going in about ten minutes. Barbie's going to pick you up in a half hour."

"Ok!"

And so, just about thirty minutes later, Barbara came in the front door, smiling at Quinn's hair and scarf once again. "Are you ready for your big day, Quinny?"

He stood and took a deep breath. "I guess. I am a little nervous, though."

"What are you wearing!?" Barbara burst out with a laugh. "Who's pants are those?"

"Mine," Quinn answered, confused. "Why?"

"Because they don't fit," she shook her head. "Quinn, the waist is miles too big! Your hips are the only thing holding them up." She pulled the waist of the pants higher on him, but it didn't help. "You look like, what they called in Louisa's day, a raga-muffin."

"Huh," Quinn pulled on the pants a bit, too. "They fit fine yesterday. Maybe it's the waist trainer I'm wearing..."

"You're wearing a corset, now!?" She had an odd smile on her face. "Why?"

"It's not a corset, Barbara, it's a waist trainer..."

"Potatoes - po-tah-toes," Barbara giggled. "Why are you wearing one now?"

"For my back. It feels better with support."

"Ok. I get that, but if you're going to wear a corset, or trainer, or whatever you want to call them, all the time, then you're going to need to update your wardrobe a bit."

"Yeah?" Quinn looked at his pants. "Are they ok for now?"

"Sure," Barbara straightened his loose sweatshirt over the top of the poorly fitting pants. "I'll take some measurements and I'll text Annie to get something for you to wear to your class tonight."

"Ok, thanks," he nodded and followed Barbara out the door. As he opened the passenger door, he suddenly realized what Barbara had said. "Did you say I had a class tonight?"

"Oh... yeah. I probably should have explained that, sorry," Barbara said, very matter of factly, as she slipped into the car.

When she just put the car in reverse and didn't offer any further information, Quinn finally asked, "What kind of a class do I have to take?"

Barbara sighed. "Ok, look... I didn't mention this last night because I didn't know if I could set it up fast enough, but I called a friend and they are willing to fit you in. So, you'll need to go to these classes tonight, tomorrow and Thursday, then again on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday of next week. Maybe that'll be enough, but, if not, you still might need a few more after that. And it's no big deal, Quinn. It's just a skill that you'll need as Louisa."

"Ok, fine, but what kind of class is it?"

Barbara avoided looking at him. "It's... a dance class, Quinny, but..."

"A DANCE CLASS!?" Quinn was really taken aback by that. "Like what? Ballet dancing? Barbara, I'm not putting on a tutu or something and going out in public! I'm not taking a dance class!"

Still avoiding eye contact, Barbara said, "Quinny, Quinny, calm down. It's not that kind of a dance class. It's a ballroom dance class. You know... It teaches you to waltz and polka and things like that. It'll be fun, Quinny. I promise."

"Yeah, well, you say that a lot," he shook his head. "Why do I need to take this class?"

"Well, as you know, Louisa and the Harper family are always the hosts of the weddings that take place at Golden Bluffs and, well... Louisa always dances with her father at the weddings. You need to learn how to do that."

"She dances with her father? You never mentioned that!?" Quinn had never danced in his whole life! The idea of being on a dance floor at all was pretty sobering - let alone being led around by an older man who was holding him.

"It's no big deal, Quinn. It's usually just a couple of songs. A waltz and maybe one other song. It breaks up the monotony of just sitting at there all afternoon."

"But, Barbara! I've never danced with anyone before!"

"Hence the ballroom dance classes."

"But I might look like an idiot!"

"Again - 'Hence.' What are you so worked up about, Quinn? It's a just wedding. That's what people do at weddings - they dance. All you need to do is learn a few steps and everything will be great. One of the many advantages to being a girl is that you just follow the man when you dance. They lead and you follow. It's easy."

"But I'm not a girl..."

"Well, that's open to discussion, but for the purposes of your job as Louisa, you most assuredly are a girl and you need to be able to do the most basic dance moves to be convincing. Six lessons is probably four more than you'll need if you concentrate and work hard, but the extra time on the dance floor will give you more confidence."

He heaved a huge sigh as the pulled into the employee parking area at Golden Bluffs. The idea of some dance instructor who knew that Quinn would be portraying a woman laying hands on his hip, or back, or whatever, and leading him around a dance floor just seemed
humiliating.

Barbara stopped the car and shifted it into park before turning to look at Quinn. "Look, Quinn... some jobs require people to stand in a trench that's half filled with cold water in the middle of winter so a water pipe can be repaired, right? Some require people to use dangerous tools that can maim or even kill them. This job requires a you to look pretty, move gracefully, wear amazingly beautiful clothing, smile, be a generous hostess and have the ability to glide around the gilded grand ballroom of one of the most beautiful homes in the world. So, yeah, we're asking you to wear your hair a bit more elaborately than most men, and wear... well, let's call it 'a uniform...' that is a little unconventional for a man, but is also beautiful, soft and silky. Compared to a lot of other jobs in this world, it's not all that bad, is it?"

He shook his head.

"And, by the way, when your taking the classes, you'll be on the clock. So, since each class is two hours long, that's an extra twelve hours added to your paycheck this week and next."

"Really?" That was appealing.

"Really. So... are we on the same page, now?"

"Yeah, ok," Quinn agreed.

"Good," she opened her car door. "Let's go. We have a lot to do."

Quinn followed obediently while just hoping that none of this got too humiliating.

Barbara walked past a salon chair and patted the seat with her hand. "Have a seat here while I grab my iPad."

He sat and a moment later, Barbara was back and holding her iPad in front of him. The screen displayed a very famous photograph of the head and shoulders of Louisa Harper wearing a puffy sleeved, lace covered, silk blouse with her hair piled high in a 'Gibson Girl' style that was popular with young women of the day. The picture had been colorized, though, and the process had enhanced the young woman's features and makeup.

"This is what we're shooting for, Quinny. Now, for today and the next few days, I'll do your makeup for you, but the goal is for you to do it yourself. I actually have a tutorial video in the Golden Bluffs private group on YouTube. I'll send you an invitation. Watch it a lot and practice at home. On Friday, you have to do it yourself."

"Great," Quinn shook his head, "yet another thing I've never done before that I have to master in the next few days."

'It's just dancing and makeup, Quinn. I'm not asking for all that much, am I?"

"And setting my own hair. Annie made it clear that I had to learn how to do that myself, too."

Barbara smiled. "Speaking of which, let's get those curlers out."

She undid the silk scarf he was wearing and spread it out on Quinn's lap. "Leave that there. I'll put the curlers and clips in the scarf. Then we'll tie it up and you can take it home and you can set your hair again, tonight."

"Ok," Quinn nodded, a little overwhelmed at the prospect of having to wear curlers for eight or ten hours every night, but resigned to do it if necessary.

It only took a couple of minutes for Barbara to pull out all of the curlers. As she tied up the scarf in order to keep the curlers inside, she noticed that Quinn was looking at his reflection in the mirror mounted on the wall in front of him. "Nice, huh?"

"Maybe if I was going to be an Irish step dancer." He was actually rather fascinated by the curls he now sported. Maybe not as extreme as a step dancer's curls, but they were tight enough to give him pause. The curls, the red hair, the pale, freckled skin - he looked like he could be one of the Irish immigrant maids at Golden Bluffs back during Louisa Harper's day.

Barbara chuckled. "Come on. It's not that bad. Once I brush it out, I think you'll be happy with it. Then I'll put it up for you."

Without a word, Barbara went to work on his hair with a large brush. She was brushing harder than he was used to, but she was being as gentle as she could. With the exception of a few grunts of frustration and some huffs and puffs, she worked without any comment, remaining focused on her goal of full body from his head to his shoulders with rich waves below. She'd brush and spray and brush and spray and underbrush and spray and brush and spray, again. It seemed to take quite a while, but it was only about twenty five minutes of work before she stopped and nodded at her work.

"What do you think?" She asked as she smiled at him through the mirror.

"I... I..." Quinn was completely blown away by the woman looking back at him in his reflection. "I'm not sure what to think. I never thought my hair could look like that."

"Pretty, right?"

"Well, yeah, but... maybe a bit too pretty for a guy."

Barbara smiled. "No guys here, sweetie. You are Louisa Harper of New York and Newport, fifteen year old debutante, poetess, bon vivant, socialite and one of the most beautiful women in The United States in the year of our Lord eighteen hundred and ninety. No more talk about 'guys,' Quinny. Get all thoughts of that kind out of your pretty, little head. Just look at yourself in that mirror. That is one pretty girl, there, and she's not even wearing makeup, yet. So... any questions?"

"Actually, yeah. I do have one question." Quinn said, still focused on his reflection.

"And what is that?"

He turned and looked at Barbara. "What's a bon vivant?"

Barbara laughed. "A bon vivant is someone who enjoys 'the good life,' and I assure you, Louisa enjoyed 'the good life.' And you know what, Quinny - when you're portraying Louisa, you can live a little of 'the good life,' too. So, relax and enjoy it."

Quinn looked at the beautiful hair flowing down his back and nodded.

Barbara grabbed a small bowl filled with Bobby-pins and instructed him to stay still as she worked. She worked quickly and with the confidence of someone who'd done this a million times before. Quinn just watched in amazement as his newly luxurious hair was piled into neat, wide rolls of perfectly symmetrical sculptures of curves with a beautifully tied knot of hair at the top center. He looked... like Louisa in her Gibson Girl style.

This was a lot to take in. It just shouldn't be this easy to make him look this way. He'd never imagined that it was possible for him to look this pretty with so little effort.

Barbara sprayed a good amount of hairspray onto his hair and touched it lightly to guide stray hairs into the sculpture. "It will feel like you're wearing a big hat until you get used to it, but like everything, it's not that big a deal."

Quinn didn't respond at all. He just kept turning his head from side to side to see the beautiful hairdo.

"Ok," Barbara sighed, "before I start the makeup, there are just a couple of things I need to do and... well, these things might hurt just a little bit."

"Hurt?" That got Quinn's attention.

"Just a bit and only for a second," she assured him. "I'm going to have you lean back in the seat, now."

Reluctantly, Quinn leaned back as Barbara pulled a lever to allow the back of the chair to lower. The chair had a neck support that held his head comfortably without touching his hair. When he was reclined, Barbara held up a gun shaped tool and then showed an earring with a clear stone in it to Quinn. "Listen carefully, Quinny. These earrings are real diamonds. Not the very highest quality, but they are real, and they are replicas of a pair that Louisa was photographed wearing in eighteen eighty eight when she was thirteen. By the time she was fifteen, Louisa routinely wore lavaliere style earrings - you know, like pendants - but to do the piercings, I need to use studs and these are the ones that look like Louisa's. So, please, please, please... DO. NOT. LOSE. THEM!"

"Is this really necessary," Quinn asked. "I mean... did women really pierce their ears in eighteen ninety?"

"They sure did," Barbara smirked and nodded, a little amused at his fear of the little pinch involved in piercing an ear. "Screw back earrings didn't come around until the nineteen thirties. In fact, we know from her mother's diary that Louisa's ears were pierced when she was two days old so that she could wear tiny pearl earrings to her own baptism. So, if a two day old baby can stand to have her ears pierced, it'll be easy for a grown up girl like you."

She loaded the Diamond stud into the gun and situated it on his left earlobe. "On three, ok?" She said. "One... two," she pulled the trigger and inserted the stud in his ear, "... three." She smiled at Quinn. "Easy, right?"

Quinn blinked at the strange, but not painful sensation of having a hole created in his body. "I barely felt it."

"Good. One more to go."

When the other earring was installed, Barbara looked at him and smiled at him in a sympathetic, understanding way. "Ok... now... your eyebrows."

"Are you going to pluck them?" Quinn was a little fearful of not just the process of plucking them, but the result of having to live with women's eyebrows. "I think that might be going just a bit too far."

Barbara nodded. "I understand, but I'm not going to make them those thin, highly arched brows that a lot of girls wear now. These will just look like they've been neatened up. Really, it won't look any worse than the sculpted brows that many guys wear. Trust me, honey. I won't make you look like a freak."

He sighed deeply and shrugged. "Ok, then."

She took her time and gently and carefully spread warm wax across Quinn's, not bushy, but not groomed, eyebrows, then applying small strips of white cotton cloth to the wax. Then she took two small baggies and placed a few ice cubes in each.

Then... nothing.

"What are you doing now?" He asked.

"The wax needs to cool enough to adhere to your eyebrows and the cloth."

"And then what?"

Barbara just looked at her watch and said nothing.

"Barbara? I asked you... OUCH!" Without any warning, she pulled the cotton cloth and wax from his face, ripping out the unwanted hair from his eyebrow.

"Judas Priest, Barbara! That really... OUCH!" She pulled the other one off. "Come on! A little warning would have been nice!"

Barbara smiled as she grabbed the small bags of ice and placed them on his brows. "If I'd warned you, the anticipation of the pain would have made it so much worse. Now, take five minutes to hold, that ice on your wounded face, then it's back to work. I'm going to send Annie a text about picking up something for you to wear to your class tonight."

It wasn't long before Quinn was sitting up straight, again, and listening as Barbara worked through his makeup plan.

"It's a myth that women in the Gilded Age didn't wear makeup. They didn't wear an awful lot and they kept is subtle, but a wealthy young lady like Louisa definitely would take advantage of the cosmetics available to her and lipstick was very fashionable. They learned to mix carmine dye with oil and wax and created a less theatrical, more natural looking lip dye. When we get to lips, we'll use a modern product, but it won't look too audacious - just pretty."

Then she went to work. She evened out his skin tone with a base. "We use these colors to emphasize the soft, roundness of your cheeks and just a touch of color to your eyes to make them pop a bit. No eye liner, but some mascara to bring fullness to your lashes. Not a ton of ornamentation, but just enough to turn a wallflower into fashion plate. There." She stepped back so he could see himself clearly. "What do you think?"

"To tell you the truth... I don't know what to think." The elaborately piled hair, the sculpted eyebrows, the diamond earrings, the subtle makeup... it all created a beautiful young woman where Quinn should have been. "I didn't think this was possible."

"Oh, ye of little faith." She bent low beside him so that their faces were side by side as they looked in the mirror. "I told you you'd look great. From now on, trust me." She gave his cheek a peck. "Come on. Typically, Louisa wears a day dress around the museum and the truly fancy gowns are reserved for functions. So, what I'd like to do is have you try on five or six day dresses and I can make sure that they all fit well. Then, after lunch, I'd just like to check a couple of the gowns so I'm sure that you'll be the princess of Newport next weekend. Sound good?"

"I guess," he said as casually as possible. In fact, Quinn was having a hard time staying casual. He was finding all this girlish activity strangely exciting. His body was starting to feel electric with titillation. His spine tingled with excitement and not just because Barbara was fawning over him, although he did enjoy that quite a bit. This was all due to the way he was changing. The way that the clothing he wore yesterday had changed him. The way that the removal of his body hair and the curlers had changed him. The way that the makeup and hairdo had changed him. It was all... erotic... in a way he never expected it to be.

Oddly, though, despite his erotic state, his body was reacting differently than he would have expected. Instead of feeling his excitement in his groin and having that centralized excitement result in the stiffening of his manhood, he felt no manhood at all. He remained limp and un-engorged, but he desired more of those wonderful, girlish tingles. What was wrong with him? This couldn't be right, could it? No matter. He just wanted to feel just like he felt now, only more so.
 

~^~

 

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper'

~ Dressing was not just an art for me, it was an exquisite ritual in which my corporeal form was treated as a goddess of beauty and grace. My mother provided the softest, most beautiful clothing for me so that I might add to the grandiose elegance of the palatial world that was Golden Bluffs. I reveled in the feelings of being an object of desire. A virginal idol to enhance the alabaster and marble diorama of excess and opulence that my parents had created.
If there was a softest cotton, I wore it.

If there was a silk that shone more perfectly in the candle light than any other, I had a gown made from it.

If there was a most elegantly and delicately constructed piece of lace, it belonged to me.

At fourteen, I was an awkward, curve-less drone of no use to anyone. On my fifteenth birthday, for the first time, I was made-up, dressed up, polished up and held up as a work of art. For better or for worse, that moment changed my life and transformed me from whatever I had been before into Rodin's 'Danaide,' and Degas' 'Little Dancer,' and Milo's 'Venus' in the course of just a few hours. From that moment on, regardless of my other thoughts and convictions, 'dress' became my one true passion in life.

 

~^~

 

Quinn was less shy than he'd been the previous day, just turning his back to Barbara as he stripped to his skin and pulled on a clean combination. This one was as soft, lace covered and beautiful as yesterday's had been, but where the combination he had worn the previous day had been secured with the aid of several white satin ribbons, this day's combination featured bright pink satin ribbons that gave the lingerie an even more feminine appearance.

Once the combination was buttoned and the ribbons tied, he slipped on the thigh high, black, silk stockings and, with Barbara's help, secured them with wide, pink satin ribbons tied in wide bows.

The heeled ankle boots that required a button hook to secure the eight tiny, black jet buttons on each boot came next. Then another beige corset was secured around his torso and Barbara once again pulled whatever extra skin he possessed up above the top of the top of the satin covering, once again creating little blossoms of breasts.

The bustle pad, a lace covered corset cover, the thick inner petticoat, the thin outer one and then the silk lace blouse with the wide puffed upper sleeves and the tight lower was buttoned up his back and up his forearms. A silver-grey, floor length skirt with a subtle floral pattern was added and, finally, a matching vest that hugged his middle tightly, but bloused loosely above was buttoned into place.

Barbara looked at her finished product and raised and lowered he eye brows appreciatively. "Well, my little friend, I must admit that even I am impressed. You look... scrumptious, Quinny. Honestly, you look better than Lesley did in these clothes - and I made them for her. Come take a look."

She guided Quinn to a tall, three sided mirror to the side of her workshop, allowing the mesmerized boy to stare at his reflection and take in the Gilded Age beauty he'd become and the implications of his fascination with his new image.

'Wow..." he whispered.

"I know," Barbara laughed. "Pretty awesome, right?"

Quinn ran his hands over the soft material, feeling his new shape beneath, and felt those same tingles all over his skin, again. "Did Louisa Harper actually wear these clothes?"

"Well, yea and no. The original version of this dress is part of the museum collection, but this is a reproduction that I made from a pattern I made based on the original."

"You made this?" Quinn asked, impressed.

"Yeah, Quinny. That's what I do. I'm in charge of the textiles and fashion. I maintain and recreate the clothing, draperies... even the napkins that were used at Golden Bluffs in Louisa's time. That's what I studied at RISD when I went away to college."

The Rhode Island School of Design, known as 'Rizz-Dee' due to its initials, was one of the nations most prestigious and most important art institutes and Barbara had not only attended RISD, but had also finagled herself an internship in The UK with the costuming company that had dressed the cast of a very popular television show that took place during the Edwardian Period. That position had trained her well and she returned to Golden Bluffs ready to do away with the poorly made costumes that had become the norm at all of the Mansion Row attractions. Golden Bluffs was now renown for the authentic clothing worn by all of its staff in general and the clothing worn by all three Louisas in particular - especially the intricate clothing provided for Louisa 1.

"So? Do you like how you look?"

That was a very loaded question because he didn't just like the way he looked, Quinn was completely enthralled by the way he looked, but saying so would betray his manhood. A man, a real man, would be disgusted that he could look like this. A real man would just shake his head and undo all of this female foolishness. A real man would scoff at all of this foolish feminine frilly-ness and storm out of that place right then and there, and walk directly to a barber shop to have all of that ridiculous hair shaved off of his head.

Yeah. That's what a real man would do.

So, what was Quinn? He had been a rough and tumble, aggressive, high scoring soccer player before the accident. He admired the tough players who left their blood and sweat on the field. The ones that ran headlong into their opponents and led their teams to victory through strength and pain.

That's what a real man was - tough. And that's what Quinn was. Quinn was tough. He was a real man and he knew that no amount of money was worth giving up who he was. This... this image he saw looking back at him wasn't a man. This was... a woman... no... not even a woman... this was a girl. A feeble, empty headed little girl. A bauble. A decoration. A doll. Enough was enough. It was time to tell Barbara and Carolyn and Ann that he wasn't going to do this anymore. That he was a real man and no man - no REAL man would submit to being reduced to the position of being a girl.

With his mind made up, he took a deep breath, but then the tingles came back. The soft, elegant, addictive tingles that felt like a billion, little butterflies on his skin, all flapping their wings a once, and his proclamation of manhood reclaimed came out differently than he'd intended.

"I... I'm not going to... I can't..." he swallowed hard. "I... can't believe that's me. I'm..." he looked at Barbara, who was a couple of inches taller than him, even with him in heels and Barbara in sneakers, and he suddenly felt smaller than he'd even felt in his life. Smaller and... weaker and... softer and... right. "I love it, Barbara. I love it."

Barbara smiled. "I'm glad, Quinny. You look really good. Tell you what, let's take a walk up to Louisa's suite and see how the clothes feel when you move. I'll introduce you to the crew that work up there. It'll give you a little break from primping and dressing and then we'll come back and get everything else tried on. Looking at the way that fits you, though, I don't think I'm going to have to make many alterations."

"Ok," he started to follow, but stopped. "Wait! What are we going to say my name is?"

Barbara giggled. "We'll say your name is Quinn, silly. No one really got to meet you before, right? Quinn is an adorable name for a girl."

Ok, that was true, Quinn was a girl's name, too, but the 'adorable' remark was a little tough to take for a moment or two. He stopped again. "What about my voice?"

Barbara shook her head and grabbed her cell phone and a copy of a pamphlet put out by the local tourism council. She opened the voice recorder app and handed the pamphlet to Quinn. "Read the description of one of the mansions."

He looked at the pamphlet and began reading. "The Breakers: Cornelius Vanderbilt II purchased the grounds in 1885 for $450,000 ($12.8 million today). The previous mansion on the property was owned by Pierre Lorillard IV; it burned on November 25, 1892 and Vanderbilt commissioned famed architect Richard Morris Hunt to rebuild it in splendor."

At that point, Barbara took the pamphlet and continued reading. "Vanderbilt insisted that the building be made as fireproof as possible, so the structure of the building used steel trusses and no wooden parts. He even required that the boiler be located away from the house in an underground space below the front lawn."

She stopped the recorder and looked at Quinn. "Now, listen to our voices when I play this back."

Quinn paid attention and pretty quickly realized Barbara's point. His voice and hers were not so different sounding. In fact, Barbara's may have been pitched just a little lower than his.

"I sound like a girl?" He asked, a bit surprised.

"You sound perfect to portray a girl, Quinny. Come on."
 

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Ann used her bottom to push open the door to the old servants' dinning room that Barbara used as a workshop at Golden Bluffs. She'd been to this workshop five or six times since Barbara took over the space as her work area. Barbara had sewn Ann a number of pieces of clothing, including a lovely suit to wear to an awards ceremony last year. So, every time that Ann had left Golden Bluffs, she'd always had new clothing draped over her arm. This was the first time, though, that she was arriving with new clothes. Barbara had told her to pick up these items for Quinn, but Ann had her doubts that they would get him to put them on without a fight. A costume was one thing. This wasn't a costume. This was clothing. There was a difference.

"Barbie?" Ann called as she entered the space that was, well, maybe not quite cluttered, but busy and filled with clothes racks.

Barbara appeared from behind one of the racks, smiling. "Hey, Annie!" She kissed her friend's cheek and took one of her bags from her. "Were you able to get everything?"

"Yeah," she nodded as she looked around. When she was sure that Quinn was not nearby, she said, in a low voice, "I don't think you're going to get him into these things very easily."

Barbara laughed a big stomach laugh. "I will bet you any amount of money that we only meet minimal resistance."

Ann was surprised. "Well, I would take that bet if I hadn't just spent every penny in my checking account on all of these things for Quinn."

Barbara's eyes opened wide. "Oh, Annie, I'm sorry! I wasn't even thinking. Here," she grabbed her pocketbook, "let me give you something towards that."

Ann shook her head as she placed the bags on a work table. "No, no. I don't need any money. Payday is just two days away. We'll be fine until then. Thanks, though." She looked around. "So... where's Quinn?"

Barbara smiled with a twinkle in her eyes. "Come see."

Ann followed her into the public area of the museum. It wouldn't be open for the season until Saturday, but all of the furniture had been uncovered and polished in anticipation of the guests. They continued on, into the dinning room area where they found two women in beautiful, Gilded Age dresses sitting at the enormous table.

The older woman instructed the younger. "Much better, but remember - you're never to just flop into a chair. If your hands are full, remember to swing yourself into position so that your long skirts follow you into the chair, then gently place yourself into the chair and always keep your back perfectly straight. Now, show me, again, how I taught you to pour the tea."

The younger woman remained bolt upright as she leaned ever so slightly forward and lifted a saucer with a cup, then poured water from a silver tea pot into the cup, placed the pot down, then passed the filled cup on its saucer to the older woman.

"Excellent, dear. You're doing extremely well."

The older woman wore a lovely yet fairly unadorned, white blouse with pale blue skirt. The younger wore a much more beautiful silk blouse that dripped with lace covering every inch of the garment, from its gently scooped neckline, to its enormously puffed upper sleeves, loose fitting lower sleeves and frilly lace cuffs, to where the blouse disappeared into the waist line of her less-pale blue skirt that was embroidered with intricate little flowers.

It was like a scene from an expensive movie and Ann could certainly appreciate the amount of effort it took to create the scene, but she was uncertain as to why she was watching it play out before her.

"So... where is Quinn?" She whispered to Barbara.

Her friend gave a very satisfied smile, then held up one finger, indicating that Ann should wait a moment. Barbara then entered the dining room and said, "Excuse me, Mrs Harper, but Miss Ann Collins us here to see you."

Ann was caught off guard when she heard this, but when the older woman said, "How lovely. Please show her in," she was even more surprised.

"Very good, ma'am,"Barbara said, then returned to the doorway and whispered, "Walk over to Mrs Harper just do as you are told."

Ann looked at her friend, confused for a moment, then did as she was told.

"Ahh, Miss Collins," the woman playing Mrs Harper looked up and smiled regally, "how very nice of you to join us. I do apologize that our staff is not here to greet you, but please do take a seat."

As the very confused Special Education teacher took a seat, the ersatz Mrs Harper continued. "It is Ann is it not? So nice to meet you, I am Winnifred Harper, and I believe that you have met my daughter, Louisa, have you not?"

"So very lovely to see you again, Miss Collins," the younger woman smiled in the way that only a beautiful child of culture possibly could as she gave Ann the slightest nod of her head.

Ann was very confused. "Ummm... no I don't think that I've had the pl... Oh, my God! Quinn!? Is that really you!?"

The younger woman's smile grew ever so slightly and for just a moment before her demeanor returned to its previous state.

"Please, Miss Collins," the older woman said, after clearing her throat at her 'daughter's' ever so slight lapse of control over her behavior. "It is only four fifty in the afternoon. I believe there is a young woman named 'Quinn' expected to arrive at five, but until then... only Louisa and I are here."

"I see..." Ann said, staring in shock at her little brother. She barely recognized him. The clothing, hair and makeup were so perfectly beautiful that she her brain could not properly register his identity.

"Now, dear," Mrs Harper said to Louisa, "please tell our guest that charming story you were telling me earlier about your dress."

"Yes, mother," the princess-like adolescent answered. Then she looked at Ann and in the most enthusiastic, female voice imaginable explained, "My father, Mister Winslow N. W. Harper, of Harper, Forbes and Bennet in New York City, recently returned from Paris with several books of sketches of the latest fashions for young women, and I saw a drawing that I absolutely ADORED and just HAD to have, but, as you know, if I were to order it from Paris, I would not have it until the season was over. So, I had our longtime family clothier make this dress based on the sketch in the book and I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER WITH THE RESULT!"

"It is lovely, is it not, Miss Collins?" Mrs Harper asked Ann.

"Oh... yes... yes. Quite... quite lovely," Ann said, but then she opted to get into the spirit of the moment and said, "Of course, anything would look beautiful on you, Miss Louisa."

"Oh, aren't you the sweetest thing?" Miss Louisa smiled as she reached across the table and gave Ann's hand a soft squeeze.

"Yes, Louisa, she certainly is," Mrs Harper smiled as a clock on the sideboard chimed the hour. "Ah. It is five o'clock." She rose and so did Louisa. It took Ann a moment to realize that she should stand as well. "Do walk with us, Miss Collins. I am sure that this Quinn person for whom you are searching will join us once we exit the salon. Is this your first visit to Golden Bluffs, Miss Collins?"

'What? Oh, no. I have been here many times before." Ann's attention was consumed by Quinn as he glided down the marble halls of the great house beside her. His arms were bent, his hands met in front of him and hung limply from his wrists as they clasped onto each other. He looked as if he'd lived in this house and in these clothes his whole life. This was Quinn! This absolutely breathtakingly beautiful, adolescent goddess was her twenty one year old brother! How was this possible.

"Ah," Winnifred Harper said, as she reached a doorway on the far end of the salon, "here we are, Miss Collins, it was a pleasure to have met you. Please come back to Golden Bluffs many, many times. But for now... goodbye." She opened the door and stepped through it leaving Louisa and Ann in the salon.

Ann just stood and looked confused until Louisa swung one of her elegantly attired arms towards the open doorway. "After you, Miss Collins."

"Oh!" Ann jumped just a little. "Through there? Ok?"

Louisa followed her through. Winnifred Harper was waiting inside, as matronly and imperious as she'd been just a moment before when saying goodbye to Ann, but if she was just waiting on the other side of the door, why had she said goodbye?

Ann heard the sound of the door closing behind her and, all of a sudden, the matronly woman before her was gone and was replaced by a modern woman. Still dressed the same clothing, still with her hair pinned up, but without the stodgy attitude. She clapped her hands and hurried past Ann to Quinn and threw her arms around him.

"Oh, Quinn! You were amazing, honey! Congratulations! You're going to be so great as Louisa!" She praised the beautiful boy.

"Thanks!" Quinn laughed out loud at the effusive praise and the hug. "And thank you so much for coming in and helping me. This has been great."

"Don't be silly," the woman waved her hand. "I miss this place something fierce when I'm not here. I enjoyed it." Then the woman looked at Ann and extended a hand. "Monica Reed. I play Winnifred here at Golden Bluffs."

"Yeah, I figured that," Ann smiled and shook her hand.

"Sorry about not breaking character out there, but that's the first rule of Golden Bluffs - Never break character until you're out of the public areas. Well? What do you think of your little sister as Louisa?"

"I am speechless," Ann laughed. "Quinn, you were amazing - you LOOK amazing! Sound AMAZING! I didn't even recognize you at first. You don't even move like yourself."

"Yeah, Monica has been teaching me what she calls the 'Gilded Age Mid Atlantic Snob Accent.' It's pretty fun to speak that way, actually."

"And this dress!" Ann gushed.

"It's actually a blouse and skirt," he corrected.

"Whatever," Ann said shaking her head. "My God, you never wore a dress a day in your life before yesterday and now you move like a real woman!"

Quinn went silent and the room froze for a moment. Ann could tell from the look on her brother's face that she'd said the wrong thing.

"You never wore a dress before yesterday?" Monica said, shocked. Quinn and Ann both felt a sense of terror pass over them, but it dissipated when Monica continued. "Your mother most have been one of those gender neutral people, huh? I get it, but how can you not put a pretty little girl in a dress? I mean, it's one of the joys of motherhood."

"Oh, well," Ann found her footing again, "it wasn't so much mom as Quinn. I was always in dresses, but Quinn here was resistant to embracing her girly side until recently."

"Oh, well you must be so happy to have your little sister at long last, and what a wonderful girl she is." Monica hugged Quinn once more. "I have to run. I'll be back tomorrow. If Barbara isn't torturing one of us with alterations, then we can practice some more."

"Thank you, so much Monica." Quinn waited for the older woman to leave the space, then looked at Ann, held his arms to the side and asked, "Well?"

"Oh, honey," Ann hugged him. "I cannot believe how great you look and the way you were acting in there... I am just floored!"

Quinn beamed with joy at the praise. "Thanks. Do you like the outfit?"

"It's amazing," Ann said as she touched the massive puffs on her arms and shoulders. "What's it like to wear something like this?"

Quinn shrugged. "Kind of amazing, I guess. It just kind of makes you feel... well... beautiful, I guess. It's not like anything I've ever worn before."

"So... you like it?"

He made a comic grimace and answered, "I kind of love it."

"That's great," Ann smiled and put her arm around him. "Come on. Let's get you changed. I have to get you to your dance class by seven and it's over in Saunderstown."

Even with Barbara's aid, it still took nearly twenty minutes to get Quinn out of his clothes. Once again, not behaving shyly, he stood naked for a moment until Ann pulled something from a bag and handed it to Quinn.

"Panties?" He asked, confused. "Why should I wear panties under my pants?"

Ann looked at Barbara hoping she'd explain. After all, Quinn was more likely to acquiesce to Barbara than his sister.

"Quinny," Barbara spoke with just enough patient condescension to make whatever came out of her mouth sound logical, "we talked about this earlier. It's better if people don't know that you're a boy while you're portraying Louisa, so you'll need to come and go looking like a girl."

"Oh," Quinn considered that while looking at the soft pink panties with the white lace panel in the front.

"Besides, you're about to go to your first ballroom dance class where you'll be learning to dance the woman's part, which is very different than the man's. Girl's need to learn to follow their partner while men need to lead. You don't want to show up for the class looking like a boy who is learning the girl's part, do you? Especially not looking like a boy who's clothes don't fit right because he's wearing a corset under them."

He nodded. "Ok, I get it, but what if someone recognizes me? It'd be kind of embarrassing to have to explain why I'm dressed like a girl when I'm out in public."

"I don't think that's likely, Quinn," Ann said, with no condescension. "Look, we'd only been living here a short time before the accident and you only had a few friends. After the accident, they disappeared, so the only people who have even seen you in the last seven years are Carolyn, Barbara and me."

"And the hospital staff," he pointed out. "What if I run into one of them?"

"Honey," Barbara laughed, "a few minutes ago, I watched as your own sister sat three feet away from you and didn't recognize you. No one will have any idea that you are not what you appear to be - a pretty girl. Ok?"

He sighed and pulled the panties on.

"If I could make a suggestion," Barbara made a cringing face. "I think it might be a good idea to tuck your little friend down into the gusset of the panties."

Quinn look at his bulge and shrugged. "Why? No one will see it."

"Yeah, but you'll be dancing and that might involve someone pulling you in tight. So, maybe you can't see it, but trust me, someone will feel it if it's there."

He shook his head and tucked it down. "Better?"

"Much," both women said.

"Oh, that's pretty," Barbara said as Ann produced a beautiful, white, modern corset from a bag. The corset had a floral pattern in its silk covering and, unlike any of the corsets he'd worn before, this one had breast cups and shoulder straps.

"It certainly should be, for what I paid for it. I had to get it from a bridal shop. If I'd been able to order it online, I probably could have bought something similar for a third of the cost. The good news, though, is that it's got a silk lining, so it doesn't require a chemise underneath." Ann explained as she and Barbara prepared to put the garment on Quinn.

He had to put his arms through the straps, but other than that, the corset was put on in the same way as the others he'd worn.

"Why does it have a bra?" He asked.

"I could have gotten an under bust version, but you'd still need to wear a bra with it," Ann explained as she began connecting the tiny hooks and eyes. "I thought this would be more comfortable."

"Yeah, but why a bra at all? I don't have breasts. Even the little ones I get from the corsets don't need support, and I don't have nipples that would show through." Quinn wasn't really fighting the bra, in fact it was kind of exciting to him, but he just wanted to know why they chose to get one for him.

"Just for appearances, Quinny," Barbara explained. "The bra has just a little padding. It'll lift up your little breasts enough to give you a tiny bit more boob-age. Also, your clothes will hang better, and that's our ultimate goal. The better you look, the less attention you'll draw and the less attention you draw, the few questions will be asked."

That made sense, he guessed.

The corset was tightened and then he was pushed into a chair as Barbara grabbed a pair of shoes from a bag.

"These are perfect!" She declared. "Quinny, these are called 'character shoes.' Women use them in theater all the time. Basically, they are just classic pumps that go with pretty much anything and, much more importantly, they are probably the most comfortable shoes a girl can wear." She looked into the bag once more and produced several very small, flesh toned, nylon socks. "These little stockings just cover the sides of your feet. They'll protect the shoes from your foot-sweat and protect you feet from blistering."

In a few moments, his feet were in the shoes and he stood. "They feel like my ankle boots," he smiled. "Very comfortable."

"Yeah... YOUR ankle boots," Barbara laughed. "Into the salon chair, angel." Then she turned to Ann and said, "Start by pulling out as many bobby-pins as you can find. Then grab a brush off the vanity and brush it as best you can. I just need to grab a couple of things."

"God almighty," Ann laughed as she worked, speaking half to herself, "you could never make it through airport security with all these pins in your hair."

"As Winifred Harper would say," Quinn said, "'beauty comes from pain.'"

When his hair was down, Ann ran her fingers through it from underneath, shaking it as she did in order to be sure that all the hairpins were out. A few more, unseen pins hit the floor, causing Ann to shake her head in amazement. "I swear, you have three times more hair now than you did last night when I put your hair up."

"Three times as much volume, anyway," Barbara laughed. "Between your curlers and my teasing, we made your little brother into a Gibson Girl. Pretty cool, huh? And it'll get easier each time we do it and his hair becomes more 'naturally' full bodied. Here. Let me get in there and give his hair a daytime look."

Barbara took the brush and a spray bottle filled with water and, in very short order, had his hair looking much more 'Twenty First Century' than it had all day. It was still full and wavy, but now hung lusciously down his back.

"That's more like it," Barbara announced, satisfied with the way he looked. She slipped a white headband onto the back of his head to keep his hair off of his face. Then, she opened a tube of lipstick she'd carried back into the room. "Let me give your lips a little bit more modern color." She painted his lips with the waxy color, use her pinky-finger to touch-up a few spots on his lips, then took a folded tissue and said, "Open up." She put the fold of the tissue across his mouth opening. "Close." She nodded. "Open." She removed the tissue that was now soiled with a perfect imprint of Quinn's lips.

She held up another tube. "This is sealer. It'll keep your lipstick fresh longer. It'll give you a nice subtle shine, too. Not cheap and artificial like some lip glosses. Annie, can you grab his dress?"

As Barbara finished applying the sealer, she looked up and past Quinn's head, a smile spreading across her face. "Oh, yes! That's perfect! Just adorable!"

This remark certainly piqued Quinn's curiosity, but Barbara held him in place until she'd finished. When, at last, he turned, to see Ann, she was holding up a dress with a navy blue background, covered with dozens of bright yellow sunflowers.

"I'm wearing that? Out in public?'

"Oh, don't be a little prig," Barbara gave his arm a playful slap. "Let's see how it looks before you whine about it."

Shaking his head, Quinn stood and allowed his sister to lower the lightweight dress over his head. She zipped it up and straightened it a bit. "That fits nicely." She was very happy with her choice. "How does it feel?"

Quinn flounced the dress' skirt and considered that. "Airy." He said. "It's a lot different than wearing all of the layers of clothes Louisa wears. Her clothes feel... safe. This doesn't."

"You'll get used to it in no time," Barbara smiled. "I think you look adorable. Long, wavy, red hair, perky little boobs and those character shoes make your legs look sexy." She checked her watch. "Oh, geez, you guys need to go. Traffic might be heavy on the bridges."

"I forgot to get you a pocketbook, Quinn," Ann said as she gathered everything they'd need to take with them. "There are pockets in the dress, though, so just put your phone in one of your pockets. That's all you'll need."

The tiny state of Rhode Island is split nearly in half by the vast Narragansett Bay. The state Capitol of Providence sits at the narrow, northern head of the bay, which opens to a wide mouth at the southern end. There are many islands in the bay, with Aquidneck, home of Newport, being the largest. To reach Saunderstown on the mainland, Ann needed to first take The Claiborne Pell bridge to Jamestown on Conanicut Island, then The Jamestown-Verrazzano over to Plum Beach in Saunderstown. It was a half-hour drive with no traffic, but at this time of day, the possibility of traffic backups on the bridges was high, so they should have left more time than they had to get to the studio.

As it was, they pulled up to the entrance of the studio at six fifty eight for a seven o'clock class. "Ok," Ann smiled at her little brother, "I'll go get a coffee or something, correct some papers while I wait, and see you back here in an hour or so. Have fun."

"Thanks," Quinn said, without irony. He was actually grateful that Ann had taken the time to drive him. He was nervous about the class though. He closed the door.

Feeling as if Quinn needed a little bolstering, Ann lowered the passenger window and shouted out the admonitions that their father used to say to them every school day morning. "Do great things! Be sure to thank your teachers! Make good choices!"

Quinn turned and gave her a big smile, then entered the studio.

It looked exactly as Quinn had expected it to look. A large room with hardwood floors and floor to ceiling mirrors on three of the four walls. The final wall was the one that faced the parking lot. That one was entirely windows, except for the door at its center, and the dancers inside had been hidden from the outside world by large bamboo blinds that had been rolled down.

In front of those windows, a few folding tables had been set up with coffee, water bottles and some light snacks. It appeared that most of the rest of the class was gathered around those tables, laughing, talking and stirring coffee cups.

"Uh, oh!" A slender man in his seventies, possibly older, turned and saw Quinn. "Fresh meat! Come on in, honey. Grab a little something before the class starts."

"Umm, no thank you," Quinn suddenly felt very shy.

"Oh, stop it, Moe," a woman of approximately the same age chastised the old man in a playful manner. "You're scaring the poor child. Come on in, dear. I'm Sylvia, you met Moe, and that's..." Sylvia went on to introduce the other dozen or more people, but the names just went in one of Quinn's ears and out the other.

All of the people seemed friendly and all of them were well past fifty years old. That was actually comforting to Quinn. He figured that people that much older than him would be friendly without being too inquisitive.

Suddenly, swing music began playing through speakers that were perched all around the ceiling line. It wasn't very loud, but definitely got everyone's attention. Then, a door in the mirrored wall to Quinn's left, opened and two people entered, clapping their hands. It was obvious that both were dancers by their build and their outfits. A sixty-ish woman with a cute, pixie hair cut and a forty-ish man with a shaved head.

"Well, alright everybody," the woman said through a small lavaliere microphone she wore on her gold, silk blouse, "it's Tuesday night and time to get our ballroom on!"

All the older people applauded and whooped, so Quinn applauded with them.

The male dancer spotted Quinn and asked, also through a microphone of his own, "Are you Quinn?" Quinn nodded, so the man said, "Hey, everyone, we have a new class member tonight. This is Quinn and I understand that she's never danced before, but after tonight, she won't be able to say that!" More applause. "Let's give Quinn a big Dance Center welcome!"

In unison, everyone shouted at the top of their lungs, "Welcome, Quinn!"

It was so sweet, seeing the old folks shouting like kindergartners, that Quinn couldn't help but smile and giggle a bit. "Hi, everyone."

"Welcome, Quinn," the woman added after the others. "This is Ken and I'm Judy. Oh, Quinn, I just love that dress! It is adorable, isn't it ladies?"

All the women gave overly approving answers, again causing Quinn to giggle. It was at this point that Quinn actually saw himself in a mirror for the first time. The sunflower adorned dress was indeed adorable. A scoop neck, very short sleeves, clinging top making his modest bust cute and girlish, and a circle skirt with a hem that laid about three inches above his knees. He might have found this shocking had he not already seen himself in five different dresses that day.

"Now, all of you are already partnered up, so I called Ricky and asked him to come join us, tonight," Ken announced and the mention of 'Ricky' seemed to illicit some sounds of approval. "I haven't heard back, though, so, if he doesn't come... gentlemen, please, don't let our new guest become a wall flower."

More rumblings amongst the older people.

"Now, don't get stressed over learning something new," Judy smiled as she spoke to Quinn. "We were all beginners once and the best way to learn is to just jump in and do it. Ken and I will explain everything as we go, but feel free to ask questions at any time. Remember - the most important thing to do, though, is to have fun."

"Ok," Quinn smiled and nodded. This didn't sound all that bad.

"I'm here!" Someone shouted from the door, causing everyone else to let out a cheer of, "Ricky!"

Quinn was surprised to see a very young man, possibly his own age, enter. His hair was very nicely combed straight back in a low pompadour, short in the back, large, black framed eye glasses, a very smart, royal blue sports jacket, baby blue Oxford shirt with a yellow bow tie and yellow sweater vest above a nicely fitting pair of jeans, with brown, dress shoes.

He was a little over six feet tall, fit, handsome, well dressed and confident and - and this was the oddest part - he had a smile that made Quinn tingle in the same way that the clothing had earlier. In fact, he felt the hairs on the back of his neck actually stand up.

He caught his breath and realized what he was feeling and actually mumbled to himself, "What the hell?"

"He's gorgeous, isn't he?" Sylvia whispered. "Isn't it a shame that all the handsome ones are gay?"

Quinn looked at the older woman with what could only be described as 'doe eyes' as he whispered back, "Gay?"

She smiled and shook her head. "Such a shame."

"Yeah... what a shame," Quinn whispered, shocked by his mixed emotions.

Ricky held court with the senior citizens for a few moments before opening his arms wide to Quinn's confidant. "Sylvia! How are you, dear?"

"I am wonderful, you delicious thing," she said as she hugged him. "This is your date for the night. Her name is Quinn."

"Quinn!?" Ricky smiled as he extended a hand to him. "Well, it looks like I'm the luckiest guy in class tonight. So nice to meet you! I love your dress! Tell me, is that hair your natural color, because it is amazing!"

He was effusive and flamboyant without being overly effeminate. He could be coming across as gay or he could be coming across as the friendly maître d' in a neighborhood restaurant. One thing was for sure, though, his very presence was impacting Quinn like no one else ever had before.

"My hair?" He sputtered. For his entire life, his red hair had been his bane and his pride. Boys always teased him for being a red head while women always told him how beautiful it was. Now, a man, a very, very handsome man, was praising it. "It's... umm... yes, it's my natural color."

"It's gorgeous!" Ricky proclaimed.

"Alright, Ricky," Ken said, smiling, "if you wouldn't mind... let's start with a waltz."

Ricky nodded at Ken, then turned to Quinn. "Ok, I’m going to step forward with my left foot, then to the side with my right." He demonstrated as he spoke. "Then, my left foot joins my right, step back on my right, slide like this on my left and finally my right foot comes back to my left. Here, come do it with me before the music starts. Just follow me. Let me lead. Good, now, try to stay on the balls of your feet and step as lightly as possible. That’s it. Yeah, good job."

The whole time that Ricky was instructing him, Quinn was trying to clear his head. What was wrong with him? He wasn’t gay, was he? He didn’t think so, but... tingles. He couldn’t look away from Ricky’s beautiful eyes. His look, his smell, his touch, it was all
overwhelming Quinn.

"Here we go," Judy announced in a happy tone and the music started.

At first, they stayed in a corner as Ricky drilled Quinn on the steps, but after about a minute, he said, "We’re going to move around the room, now. Here we go!" He half lifted Quinn into the fray, swinging him out of the corner. Quinn was stunned by the feeling of near weightlessness as he allowed himself to be led around the dance floor.

As the song ended, Kenny announced, "Let’s give your ladies a spin, gentlemen." Each man lifted their partner’s left hand high and each woman spun beneath their man’s grip, causing their skirts to flare. Quinn saw what they did and followed suit, spinning and flaring his skirt, but he was surprised when he heard Ricky let out a sharp groan.

"Ohhh!" He said loudly as his knees bent and his upper body folded over his lower. He was obviously in pain, but Quinn didn’t know why. He slapped both of his hands over his mouth and took a step backwards.

"Oh, my God! Are you ok?"

The others had stopped and were looking on with concern as well.

"Argh," he grunted as he stood, but a grimace remained on his face. "Do you have something in your dress pockets?" He asked.

Quinn felt the pockets. "Just my phone."

Ricky stood, red faced. "Just your phone," he laughed. "Your phone is a weapon when you spin it around like that."

"Oh, I’m so sorry," Quinn was horrified to have hurt someone. "Where did it hit you?"

Ricky laughed. "Where to you think? I don’t usually discuss that part of my body on a first date. Here, give me your phone and I’ll set it on a bench until later."

He took Quinn’s phone and set it aside.

As he returned to the dance floor, he smiled at Quinn. "Are you hiding any other weapons in that pretty dress? Maybe some nunchucks, or a switchblade or brass knuckles or anything like that?"

Quinn smiled at the joke. "No. Nothing like that. I’m really sorry."

"Don’t be," he laughed.

"Ricky, are you ok to move on to a polka?" Ken asked.

Ricky nodded. "I thinks she’s completely disarmed." He put his arm around Quinn’s shoulders and gave him a squeeze.

Quinn was a little embarrassed that he’d caused a bit of a scene, but he liked the way it felt when Ricky squeezed him. What was he feeling? What was he thinking? He was a guy! A straight guy! Why did he feel this way when Ricky touched him. Besides, Ricky was gay and thought that Quinn was a girl. He wouldn’t feel any attraction to Quinn, anyway.

Yet... he still had these feelings.

They polkaed. They two-stepped. They tangoed. And through it all, Ricky was teaching and cajoling and encouraging Quinn to do better.

Finally, it was time for a ten minute break. Quinn went to the table to grab a bottle of water and Ricky talked to a few of the others before sitting down on a bench to the side of the room. In a few moments, Quinn joined him on the bench and handed him a bottle of water.

"Thanks," Ricky smiled that amazing smile. "So... what brings a pretty young woman like you to The Dance Center to take part in ‘The Retiree Ball?’"

Quinn half spit his water out laughing at the retiree remark. "I need to dance for a job."

"Dance for a job? What kind of a job?"

"I’m the new Louisa Harper at Golden Bluffs," Quinn said, proud, but a bit embarrassed to admit it.

"Oh, wow!" Ricky gushed. "How awesome! Congrats! So that means you’re... what... seventeen? Eighteen?"

Quinn swallowed a mouthful of water and shook his head. "Twenty one."

"Me too! Hey, where are you going to school?"

"I start as a freshman at Salve Regina in the fall."

"Ooh, a rich girl!" Ricky teased. "Just starting college at twenty one. Let me guess why. Hmmm... Maybe you’ve been serving hard time for murder. Or, maybe you were in a convent. Oh, no... I know... you were a hostage in some kind of international espionage thing, right? Yes! I guessed it! You were a hostage, right?"

Quinn was laughing at him. "Actually, your last guess is kind of the closest to the truth. I kind of was a hostage. I was in a car accident when I was in middle school. Broke my back. I couldn’t even move my legs for awhile. Bunch of surgeries and lots of physical therapy and now I need to learn to dance. Which, now that I think about it, is pretty cool."

Ricky’s mouth hung open as he looked at Quinn with admiration. "Wow! I mean... Wow! That’s unbelievable." He shook his head in disbelief. "You’re like a superhero or something. That’s amazing! Well... congratulations on... being alive I guess."

Quinn felt himself actually blushing. "Thanks."

"Wow," Ricky said quietly, again. "Hey," he said more loudly, "would you like to get a coffee or something after class?"

"Oh," Quinn grimaced a little, "I’m sorry. I can’t."

"Oh, look," Ricky persisted, "I just meant, you know, for coffee. Just to talk and get to know each other. You know... just to be friends."

"Oh, yeah, I know," Quinn explained. "It’s just... see... I can’t drive – I mean, I don’t have a license, yet – so my sister, Ann drove me here. She’s waiting out there for me. Unfortunately, my life is kind of a logistical nightmare, especially for Annie, so... I’m really sorry. I’d like to, really I would, but I just can’t."

"No sweat. I get it," Ricky nodded. "How about tomorrow? Where do you live. Maybe I could pick you up or something, and then bring you home after class and we could stop for some coffee then."

"Well... I don’t know. See, I live way up in Portsmouth, over on Aquidneck. It’s a haul."

Ricky put his arm around Quinn, again, and again... tingles. "I don’t mind driving you home. I’d really like to get to know you. What do you say?"

Quinn bit his lower lip as he thought for a moment. "I need to talk to Annie before I say yes. Is that ok?"

"Sure," he smiled. "Maybe you could introduce me to her so she knows that I’m not some kind of creepy stalker - I’m actually a really sweet stalker."

Quinn laughed again. "Ok."

Judy clapped her hands. "Ok, break’s over, ladies and gents! Let’s get back on the dance floor."
 

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Ann was listening to one of her favorite podcasts and typing some grades into her grading software on her iPad when she saw Quinn exiting the dance studio and he was walking... with a guy. This was unexpected. And they were coming to the driver’s side of her car. Hmm... curiouser and curiouser.

She lowered the window. "Hi! How did it go?"

"Kind of great, actually," Quinn smiled.

"Hi," Ricky smiled and extended a hand, "I’m Rick. I was Quinn’s dance partner, tonight."

Ok. That made a little sense. "Hi, Rick. Annie. Thank you for walking Quinn out."

"No problem," he smiled. "Umm... look, Quinn and I were talking and, would you mind if, tomorrow night, I drove her home? I thought it’d be nice to get to know each other a little better. Maybe get a coffee or something."

This was really unexpected. She looked at Quinn for guidance and got the distinct impression that Quinn wanted to have coffee with this guy. Yeah, he was really handsome, but... there was a lot to unpack here. Oh, well, Quinn was twenty one. If he wanted to hang out with this guy, she couldn’t really say no. "Umm... ok, sure, I guess, but... did Quinn tell you we live in Portsmouth? It’s a long ride."

"More time to chat," Ricky smiled. "Thanks." He looked at Quinn and smiled. "So... I’ll see you here tomorrow, then?"

"Yeah, ok," Quinn sputtered.

Ricky shook his head as he looked at Quinn once more. "You really are the first superhero I ever met." Then, he did something that surprised Quinn and shocked Ann. He leaned in, hugged Quinn tightly and kissed his cheek. "Good night, my sunflower girl. See you tomorrow."

"‘Night," Quinn said as he watched Ricky walk away.

After a few moments, Ann cleared her throat. "If you’re done pining, I’d kind of like to get home sometime this evening."

Quinn blinked at her, then realized he hadn’t yet gotten into the car. "Oh... sorry." He hustled to the passenger side and got in.

As Ann drove out of the parking lot, she looked straight ahead and said, "So... he seems nice."

"Yeah," Quinn agreed. "Everyone was really nice. It was a lot more fun than I expected it to be."

Ann nodded. "Good. Good. Umm... listen, Quinn... this thing with Ricky tomorrow night... well... you know that’s a date, right?"

Quinn laughed. "No, it’s not a date, Annie. Ricky is gay."

"Which means he likes guys," she pointed out.

"Right."

"And you’re a guy."

"Yeah, but he doesn’t know that. Annie, everyone in the class loves him. He’s just one of those guys that has a big personality. Trust me. It’s not a date."

Ann remained skeptical, but drove on. Quinn took out his phone and started to play a word game he quite liked and Ann remained quiet, wondering how concerned she should be about this Ricky situation. Yeah, Quinn was an adult and all, but he also was not the most socially astute person. He had spent a lot of time with a very limited number of people and Ann had seen him misread simple social cues on more than one occasion.

She was brought out of her thoughts by the sound of a chime from her brother’s phone and then the sound of Quinn laughing. "What’s so funny?" She asked, intrigued. As far as she knew, the only person who ever sent Quinn texts was sitting a foot and a half away from him, driving the car.

"Oh, nothing. I just got a text from Ricky telling me to look in my picture folder on my phone. I did and look." He held up a picture of Ricky winking at the camera. It was kind of cute, but definitely flirtatious. "There’s a bunch." Quinn shook his head. "He must have taken them when we took our break. Oh, here’s a really funny one." He held the phone for Ann to see it. On the screen was Ricky blowing a kiss, but his eyes were crossed."

"Quinn. He’s blowing you a kiss. I’m telling you, this kid has a thing for you."

"You’re crazy. He’s just goofing around. He’s like that with everybody."

Ann drove on through the darkening night, but she found herself wondering a number of things. Was Quinn gay? It had never really come up before. Yeah, he was always a bit enamored with Barbara, but that was never going to be sexual. Not that it mattered if he WAS gay in the long run, but for tomorrow night... what should she tell him about going out on a date with a guy? Should she say anything at all or just let things unfold?

"Annie?" Quinn asked, sounding a little tentative.

"Yeah?"

He thought a moment then asked, "Do you think that, maybe, I might be able to borrow a few bucks from you until I get paid on Friday?"

Ann assumed he wanted to have some money with him so he could pay for a cup of coffee when he went out with Ricky. "Sure honey."

"Thanks," he nodded. "I was thinking that I might ask Barbara if she could drive me to that discount outlet on the waterfront during lunch tomorrow."

That caught Ann by surprise. "Why do you need to go there?"

He shrugged. "I was just thinking that, maybe, I might find a nice dress to wear tomorrow night."

Well, that both confirmed and confused a few things for Ann. She didn’t know if Quinn was gay, or confused, or just caught up in his girly feelings, but she did know that she would not be going to bed tomorrow night until her new little sister was home safely from her first real date.
 
 
To Be Continued...

On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport - 3

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  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper
of New York and Newport: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2021, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Quinn's world is becoming something very different than he'd expected. Girlish
feelings of all kinds are occupying his thoughts. A new dress for his outing with
Ricky, and some thoughts that are confusing him make his evening out one of
the most enlightening of his young life.


 
Author's Note:Thank you once again for your supportive comments and critiques. Please do keep them coming.~Clara
 
This version of On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 3

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper'

~ "Langdon Beech-Thorndyke III was 'a catch.' Mother and Father thought that he would be a perfect match for me. He was twenty three and I was fifteen. My parents hoped that we would become betrothed that summer and then a grandiose wedding would follow in three years after I turned eighteen.

This was my sister's summer, though. Miranda would be married in August to a Vanderbilt cousin who she barely knew. The opulent affair was scheduled for August seventeenth at Golden Bluffs. The night prior, the Vanderbilts would host a rehearsal dinner down the street at The Breakers. There would be parties and balls all summer long, but these two events were the events of that summer.

There was a shadow cast on those events, though. My sister was twenty four years old, nearly a spinster by the standards of the New York/Newport elite. She had been engaged twice before, and both engagements had ended in controversial tragedy.

Her first fiancé was involved in an embezzling scheme designed to steal large amounts of money from Father's firm. When his duplicity was discovered, rather than bringing loose lipped law enforcement into a situation, which would certainly lead to terrible publicity for everyone involved, he was, instead, ruined financially and disowned by his family. I think that Miranda truly loved him, but she could never have suffered the shame of being his wife, so their engagement was quietly called off and, after a season of respectful solitude, she was back on the list of eligible young women.

Her second fiancé was a very sweet man, but I don't think that she ever had real feelings for him. He was just a means to a financially secure life for her. After they announced their engagement, they spent nearly no time together at all. He would drop by with colleagues and spend one or two days at Golden Bluffs, riding, shooting, sailing, but always with his friends. Miranda would be left alone at Golden Bluffs while he and his friends got up to no good.

A week before their wedding, we received word that his body had been found floating in the East River near Roebling's bridge that connected Manhattan to Brooklyn. I heard whispers of improprieties, but the details were never discussed in my presence.

One would have expected that Miranda would have been devastated, but I believe that she was actually relieved to be free of that commitment.

Miranda's third fiancé was a very wealthy, very cold man with little or no interest in Miranda as anything other than an ornament to be worn on his arm. He was fat, bald and fifty two years old, but he did offer her the security that she desired. He owned a large home in Yonkers and a handsome estate in Newport. The estate was nowhere near as grand as Golden Bluffs or The Breakers, but it was nice enough for her to play hostess without embarrassment.

When I saw her bridal dress, I thought it was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen and I was sure that she would shine like the sun when she wore it, and I told her as much.

Miranda scowled and shook her head. "I wish it was a mourning dress," she said. "I have no feelings for this man at all, Louisa. He is a vile, smelly pig, but I take solace in the fact that he will most likely be dead in less than five years."

I must admit that I was not shocked by the callousness of Miranda's remarks, but they did cause me to reevaluate my expected betrothal to Langdon Beech-Thorndyke III. I knew that women had very little say in their futures, but the day that I heard my sister say those words was the day that I determined that my choices would be my own. No one else's. Regardless of what my parents wanted me to do, I would chart the course of my own life."
 

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The next day went pretty well for Quinn at Golden Bluffs. He tried to put his own hair up into the Gibson Girl hair style, but was not very successful. Barbara assisted and patiently guided him through his second, and only slightly more successful, attempt. The third time he tried, he succeed to the point that Barbara proclaimed it, "Good enough for today."

He had more success with his makeup, though. The printed instructions that Barbara provided were concise and easy to understand. He received a 'good job' after only his second attempt.

Monica had called and said that she'd be in at one o'clock and that she'd be very happy to keep drilling Quinn on how to present himself to guests of the museum.

"I think it would be a good idea for you to wear a formal gown, this afternoon," Barbara said. "There are some differences. A formal gown has even more elaborate undergarments and requires even more practice. After lunch, I'll get you into one of the ones you'll be wearing to the weddings coming up in ten days. Hopefully, with the museum opening this Saturday, you'll be used to dealing with guests by then."

Quinn had borrowed a dress from his mother's closet that morning. It was not exactly the kind of dress he found attractive on a woman, but it fit. It was a grey-blue shirt dress with a fairly wide matching belt. It buttoned up the front and fell fairly drably to his knees. The manly collar and cuffs did nothing to express the beauty of its wearer, at least in Quinn's opinion.

"Hey, umm... Barbara, umm... I was wondering if during our lunch break today... if you wouldn't mind, I mean... if it's not too
inconvenient..." Quinn was still feeling odd about asking Barbara to take him to a discount store to buy a dress for that night.

"Quinny, I'm going to stop you right there." Barbara smiled and patted his shoulders. "Annie told me that you want to buy a new dress to wear to class tonight. Sure, I'll drive you to the outlets, but only under three conditions."

"What are those?" Quinn was concerned that she was going to say something along the lines of she'd take him once he mastered the hairdo on his own. In that case, he'd never get there.

"Number one, you let me help you pick out a dress. Number two, you let me pay for it. And number three, on the way there, you have to agree to tell me about this boy that's taking you out after class."

Quinn had no issues with the first two stipulations, but the third proviso bothered him.

"He's not taking me out, it's just coffee."

"Yes, he is, so I want to know about him."

"It's not a date, Barbara. He's gay. He thinks I'm a girl. He has no interest in me."

"Yes, he does. Coffee and a ride all the way up to the northern tip of the island is a date, Quinny? That's a boy who is hot and bothered. End of story. So... do we go get in my car and you tell me everything you know about him, or do we stay here and continue to have this pointless discussion?"

Quinn weighed those options. Why was everyone making such a big deal out of having coffee with a guy. Didn't people have coffee together every day? But still... he wanted to look nice for him... no, not for him, for class... and this dress he'd taken from his mother's closet did not fit that bill at all. So... what were his options?

"Alright. I'll tell you about him, but don't make a great big deal out it, ok? It's just coffee."

"I believe that 'just coffee' is a plot point in just about every Meg Ryan, Michelle Pfeiffer and Sandra Bullock movie I've ever seen. So... I promise that I won't make a big deal out of it, but trust me, little lady... it is a big deal."

Barbara started to take off her work apron, while Quinn protested some more. "No it isn't. He's just a nice guy and we got along well, and he...

Barbara began to sing at the top of her lungs drowning out Quinn's objections, "Your are fifteen, going on sixteen, baby it's time to think. Better beware, be canny and careful, baby you're on the brink."

"Those aren't even the right lyrics," Quinn complained. "It's 'you are sixteen going on seventeen,' and besides, I'm twenty one."

Suddenly, Barbara turned and looked at Quinn with a seriousness that surprised him. "No, you're not, Quinn. Yes, you've been alive for twenty one years, but in a lot of ways, you stopped maturing when you were fourteen. Since then, you've had almost no social interactions at all. People can be mean and terrible, Quinny. You need to be very, very careful about who you trust your heart to. Trust me. I know."

Quinn was shocked at the serious turn the conversation had taken. "Ok." He didn't quite know what else to say. "I'll be careful. Ok?"

Barbara smiled, but Quinn could see that her eyes were a little teary. "That's my girl. Now, let's go find you a pretty dress." Then, as they crossed the parking lot to her car, Barbara broke out in song again, "I feel pretty. Oh, so pretty. I feel pretty and witty and bright. And I pity any girl who isn't Quinn tonight..."

She went on and Quinn would have preferred if she didn't tease him quite so relentlessly, but he just smiled at her and waited for the sound of the door locks releasing before climbing into the passenger seat of her Prius.

When they arrived at the outlets, Barbara led Quinn away from the store where he'd planned to shop. "But I looked at their stuff online and it seemed cheapest," he complained.

"There's a difference between cheap and inexpensive, Quinny. That store has 'cheap' clothing. It won't hang nicely and will only last a few washings before it's faded, shrunk or falling apart. Now, the store I'll take you to is... somewhat... inexpensive. It's a real outlet. The clothes are just as good as the clothes they sell in their regular stores. It's high quality, it'll fit well and it will last for years. We may spend a little more, but, penny for penny, it'll be a better investment. Besides - It's my money. So just relax and learn how to shop correctly."

They entered Barbara's chosen store and Quinn watched as she strolled slowly through the racks, hemming and hawing over items, seemingly rejecting items for no reason. When Quinn asked why, she was happy to explain. She pulled a hanger out and hung it from the rack in such a way that the front of the dress faced them. Then she grabbed another and did the same. "Ok, so, these dresses look pretty much the same, right?"

Quinn looked confused. "Not really. I mean, one is orange and one is purple."

That made Barbara smile. "Yes, That's true, but they are both similar in style. Both sleeveless, both scooped necked, both wide skirted, right? Well, look more closely. The seams on the orange dress are all subtle and smoothly sewn, while the seams on the purple one are puckered here and there. Here, look inside and it's more obvious. The purple dress has chunky seams with excess thread all over them while the orange dress has small, carefully crafted seams that are clean and free of excess thread. Do you see? That's important when picking your clothes. A well made dress will work hard for you and look pretty for years. Do you understand?"

Quinn nodded. "Yeah. I guess, so." He looked from one dress to another, then asked, "So... we're buying the orange one?"

"Oh, my God, no, Quinn!" Barbara laughed, but sounded shocked at the very idea. "You have pale skin and red hair, honey. That would look terrible on you! To tell you the truth, it'd look terrible on me or Annie, too. It's just too bright. A woman with dark skin, though - that dress would make her look beautiful. Quality, color and style are all important for a girl's clothes, Quinny. Oh! Oh! Wait! Oh, Quinn, look at this. It's perfect! Come on. Let's have you try this on."
 

~^~

 

"Oh, Monica, I'm so sorry we're late!" Barbara apologized as she hustled Quinn into her workshop. Both were carrying several bags. "Quinn has a date tonight and I guess I got a little carried away helping her pick out a dress."

"A date?" Monica smiled as she took a hanger carrying a shinny, silver gown from a rack. The older woman was wearing a simple silk combination, a beautifully constructed corset and a corset cover hung unbuttoned from her shoulders. "How exciting! New guy?"

"Quinn? Monica asked you a question," Barbara said to the embarrassed boy.

He sighed. "Yes. I just met him last night, but I keep telling everyone - it's not a date. It's just coffee."

"Ooh!" Monica gushed. "Coffee is a nice. The opportunity to sit and chat and get to know each other better. Maybe much better..." her voice rose insinuatingly at the end of that sentence.

"I keep telling people, this guy, Ricky, is gay. He just wants to be friends." Quinn was a bit embarrassed, but was enjoying the attention.

"Of course he does,"Monica teased, sounding unconvinced. "Try to get a picture of him, sweetie. I'd love to see what your friend looks like."

"Oh," Quinn grabbed his phone. "I have some photos. He took a bunch of selfies on my phone last night. Here. That's Ricky."

Monica looked at the photo, then at Barbara. "Have you seen this boy?"

"No," Barbara answered as she came to see the photo. "Why? Is he gruesome or something." She looked at the picture, then snatched the phone away from Quinn to get a better look. "Geez Louise, Quinny, that boy is gorgeous! THAT'S the boy who's interested in you?"

"Come on," Quinn still enjoyed the teasing, but wanted to make it clear that nothing romantic was going to come of this casual get together. "Ricky is a really nice guy, but he has absolutely no interest in dating me."

Monica laughed. "Ok. If you say so." Her smile, though, made it clear that she remained unconvinced. She turned her attention to Barbara and said, "I was just looking for this gown. It wasn't in my cubby."

"No, I fixed the hem in the back where your heel caught it on New Year's Eve. It's all set now, though. Why don't you give me a half an hour or so to get Quinn ready, then she'll meet you upstairs and we'll get her used to the gown."

Monica nodded. She looked at Quinn and smiled. "See you then, sweetheart."

"Ok," Quinn said and smiled. When he looked at Barbara, she was holding his phone and Ricky's photo was still displayed and smirking. "It's not a date."

"It's a date, Quinny."

"No, it isn't."

"He's blowing you a kiss."

"It's not a date."

"He's adorable, he's blowing you a kiss, and he asked you out!"

"Just for coffee!"

"It's a date!"

"No, it's NOT a date!"

"What do I have to do to convince you, Quinny? This is wonderful! It's your first date and not only is he handsome, he's flirting with you by taking selfies! You should be thrilled!"

Quinn turned to the rack of clothing and said, "What gown am I wearing today?"

"Quinn, come on at least acknowledge..."

His next remarks even surprised Quinn. Not only because he half barked them at his friend, but because of what he actually said. "Barbara! It's not a date! He's not into me. He's gay and thinks I'm a girl! No interest. I'm a guy in a dress, but I'm still a guy and I'm not gay, so I can't be interested in him."

"But..." Barbara wanted to calm him down, but also help him understand his own feelings.

"No! Barbara! I AM NOT GAY! I can't be! I've never had feelings like that! I'm not... that! I am not gay, but I am..."

"What, Quinny? You are... what?"

He hung his head for a moment, then said, "... I'm lonely, Barbara. I'm so... so... so lonely." When he looked at Barbara, his eyes were watery. "I have spent seven years... alone. You and Annie and your mom, you've been great, but... Ricky is handsome and funny and everyone likes him... and he's my age, Barbara. He makes me laugh and he likes me. He's not 'into me,' he just... likes me. Annie has to like me, I'm her brother. You and Mrs Jenkins... You guys are great, but... to you, I'm just... well, no matter what, you'll just always feel sorry for me - for the accident and losing my family... for the rehab - all of it. I'll always just be a victim."

"Oh, Quinn, no..." she started, but Quinn continued.

"Yes, Barbara. There's just no way around it. I'm very thankful for your friendship, but... do you get what I'm saying? Ricky is the first person in seven years who wants to be my friend, and hasn't had to give me a sponge bath... or change my diapers... or seen me struggle to stand and use a walker, or crutches. When he looks at me... yeah, I know he's not seeing the REAL me because of the dress and all, but... he's not seeing THAT me. To him, I'm not 'Poor Quinn.' I'm just... Quinn. Does any of that make sense?"

"Oh... Quinn..." Barbara made to hug him, but he stopped her.

"Please... don't feel sorry for the me."

"I'm not, Quinn. I want to hug you because I just realized how amazing you really are. Please, give me a hug."

He did.

When she released him, she sniffled just a bit, then immediately went back into professional mode. "Ok. So, today you are wearing this." She pulled a gown from the rack. "It's made from this rich green, silk taffeta, with lace inserts in the bodice and on the back of the skirt. There are two tricky things to moving in it though. Number one, the train is really long and wide. You'll have to scoop it in your arms when walking on stairs and be careful when you're near other people because it's a danger to them, too. Number two is this," she turned the skirt inside out to display a strange couple of straps at the bottom, near the front. The straps were tied together and seemed like a ludicrously dangerous hazard to the wearer. "These straps are tied to control the shape of the skirt. It allows the upper dress to be full and voluptuous but keep the front from flaring as widely as that much material normally would. It does require that you take very small steps, though, so that your foot doesn't get fouled up in the straps. Ok?"

Quinn nodded. "Is that something that you added, or is it historically accurate?"

"It's historically accurate."

"Really?" He was shocked. "Why would women wear something like that?"

"Because it's pretty," Barbara smiled. "And, in your case, with your pale complexion and that beautiful red hair, this deep green is going to look amazing."

The combination he put on was less decorative than the ones he'd worn before, but the silk from which it was made was as soft and smooth as Quinn could imagine anything being. The silk stockings were white and were secured to his thighs with green silk bows that matched the gown. The corset was brilliant green and had two small clips, similar to large Bobby pins, on the front. The corset cover was thin, soft, white cotton that had patterns of small, delicate eyelets across the front. The bustle pad was less thick than the one he'd worn before and was made of the same green silk that covered the corset. The inner petticoat was thick and plain in front, but the back was a waterfall of frills. The outer petticoat was just three layers of the thinnest, lightest silk you could imagine, and it was secured in the front to the clips on the corset to ensure that it didn't rise up and interfere with the line of the dress' bodice. The skirt was a rich Emerald green that hung nicely in front of him, expanded a bit to the sides and then sloped elegantly from the back of his waist, over the bustle pad, over the layers and layers of fringe on the petticoats and spilled magnificently across the floor behind him. There was no other ornamentation needed on the skirt because the bodice was breathtaking.

It fit as if it had been made specifically for Quinn's corseted form and small breasts. It's green material hugged his narrow sides and spread across his wider hips, and the lower hem followed the shape of his hips, with a slight dip in the hemline in the front and rear. It rode up to just barely cover his very modest breasts, didn't quite enter his armpits, but provided two loose fitting loops of material that sat limply, yet prettily, on his upper arms. Just a beautiful dress like that would have been breathtaking, but added to it was iridescent silver thread that formed tiny, intricate, delicate, feminine bows embroidered all about the front of the top.

Quinn stared at himself in the mirror, his hair piled, once again, in the Gibson Girl style, the Diamond studs he'd had installed the previous day, a delicate Diamond pendant sitting near the implied cleavage and his soft, pale upper chest, neck and shoulders exposed and contrasted beautifully against the rich emerald color and he could only marvel at his own beauty.

The deep breath he took sounded like a shiver.

"Nice, huh?" Barbara asked, standing beside him.

"Beautiful," he said, not looking away from the mirror. "You made this."

"Every stitch," she smiled. "It's based on a dress Louisa wore in a photograph taken on July fourth, eighteen ninety. They had a massive event here that year and it was one of the most photographed events of that part of Louisa's life. I used computers to analyze the photos and figure out the colors in all of the fabrics. I think this is pretty close to the original piece. It took me four days just to make the gown. A week on the silver decorations, a couple of days on the petticoats and the bustle pad. Just the corset took almost two days. I love this dress, Quinny, and I am so happy that it looks this good on you." She fussed with a few stray hairs. "It's a dress fit for a princess. It's a dress you deserve to wear." She kissed his cheek. "Let's go upstairs. Remember, small steps."
 

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Ann arrived at Golden Bluffs at four that afternoon. Barbara had sent a text stating that Quinn would be done by three thirty, but by the time Ann had met with students for extra help, she was already running later than she'd hoped. This 'date thing' had her a bit worried, but she kept telling herself that Quinn was an adult and she needed to let him find his own way.

She opened the door to Barbara's workshop and called, "Hello!" into the room.

"Oh, hey," Barbara appeared. Strangely, she was wearing clothes that were definitely not work clothes. Tight skirt, sleeveless tank top and heels - she was also wearing makeup, which was actually pretty rare for Barbara.

"Do you have a date, too?" Ann asked, teasing just a bit.

"I do," Barbara smiled.

"Who's the lucky guy?"

"You are," she said, grabbing her purse. "Quinn has lots of time before his class, you probably had nothing for dinner last night and won't get home till after seven thirty, so you and Quinn and I are going to go to Mastro's for a nice dinner before his class."

"That sounds great," Ann replied, a little sadly, "but with the amount of money I've spent on Quinn this week, I just cannot afford to eat someplace like Mastro's."

"That's why it's my treat," Barbara seemed very upbeat that evening. She checked her look in the mirror. "I clean up pretty nicely, don't I?"

"Yes, you do," Ann said, but she didn't want to have her friend paying for her dinner. "Barbie, I appreciate the offer, but..."

"But nothing," Barbara paid no attention to Ann's concerns. "Annie, I have a good income, I live in my mother's house, rent free, I have no plans for the evening, so I am going to Mastro's and I am buying three meals. Now, you and Quinn can come along and eat two of those meals, or you can not come, I'll still order the food, and you will be responsible for the food being tossed in the trash. Your choice."

Ann laughed. "Ok. We'll come, but only because I couldn't handle the guilt of wasting the food. So... where's Quinn?"

Barbara looked around, then smiled in a very satisfied way. She took out her phone and showed Ann a photo. "Look at this. I put him in my favorite dress today. What do you think?"

Ann looked at the photo of Quinn in the green gown. She shook her head in amazement. "You've done an unbelievable job on him, Barbie. He looks more like Louisa than anyone else I've ever seen working here."

"I know, right, but... Look, Annie, Quinn's a little freaked out about this whole 'Ricky' thing."

"Yeah. Him and me, both."

Barbara blinked at her friend. "Really? You'd be upset if it turned out that Quinn was gay?"

"What? No! Of course not," Ann said, a bit insulted. "It's just that I never considered that he was. I mean, at fourteen, he was only interested in soccer and superhero movies. The only crush I ever suspected was the crush he has always had on you. So, the idea that he was gay is just as alien to me to as the idea that he was Asian - mean, like, how is that something I wouldn't have noticed? Frankly, the 'gay' part of this doesn't bother me nearly as much as the idea that he's entering this date as a very naïve girl. I'm just worried about him because he's an innocent little girl and God knows how much experience this Ricky guy has."

"Ok, calm down," Barbara said as she looked towards the hallway door. "I'm pretty sure that I just heard Monica's laugh, so they're probably on their way back. So, let's just chill. We'll both tell him to be cautious and I'm sure that everything will go fine."

"Yeah, but what if..." Ann was going to continue the conversation, but she stopped when she heard the hallway door open.

"Now, you have a great time, sweetheart, and remember - Don't do anything that I wouldn't do." They heard Monica talking and laughing. "And yeah, I know, I know, it's not a date. Have a good time, anyway."

Monica came around the racks first. "I'll see you tomorrow, Barb. Oh, hi! It's Ann, right. Nice to see you, again. I just love your sister. I wish she really was my daughter. God, I wish I had been that smart and lovely at her age. Well, good night, all!" She disappeared out the door in the wall behind Ann.

Monica had been so focused on leaving work that she barely noticed that Ann hadn't said anything. The reason for that was, for the third, or fourth, or fifth time in just a few days, Ann had been struck mum by the sight of her brother.

Barbara had done his hair differently, with a strip of hair from each side of the front of his hairline, pulled back to keep his hair off of his face. Those strips of hair were held in the back of his head by a large, playful bow that matched his dress - and what a dress it was.

I had a classic, mid-twentieth century vibe to it. It would have been commonplace on any young woman from 1935 to 1965, and just considered 'classic' from then on, but it was striking.

To begin with, it was yellow, but not a soft, subtle yellow, while also not a garish yellow. Just a perfect yellow. The yellow material had a floral pattern on it, but the medium sized flowers were meant to look like white drawings of flowers. They were several different styles of wildflowers with stems and leaves that looked as if they'd been drawn in pen and ink style on plain white paper, perfectly cut out and some how applied to the dress.

The material was soft and just a bit clingy. Enough to fit and emphasize a woman's bosom. On a larger woman's chest, it would have looked curvy and luscious, but on Quinn, it gave the shape of the bra that contained his gentle little breasts a look of a virginal promise of things to come.

The skirt was gathered at the high waist and hung beautifully from there to just below his knees.

Above that was a wide, form fitting area that ran from the high waistline to just beneath his bust. It clung nicely to his corseted torso, making him look delicate and girlishly shapely.

Then, the things that really set the dress apart, stood out.

The neckline plunged from wide on his soft shoulders down into his modest cleavage, displaying, even on someone as under developed as Quinn, shadows that spoke of the soft, exciting feel of the breasts within.

Then the sleeves. The sleeves were short and sat very high on his slender arms, but the perfect, little puff ball shape of them gave the wearer the soft innocent look of a little girl. The word 'womanchild' would probably be the best description of how Ann's innocent, little brother looked.

Quinn noticed his sister's expression and looked down at his dress, a dress that he'd fallen in love with the moment he'd seen how he looked while wearing it. "What? Don't you like it?" He absent mindedly took hold of both sides of the skirt and fluffed it just a bit.

Ann looked at Barbara and shook her head. "I'm going to assume that you picked this out."

"We picked it out together," Barbara smiled proudly.

"I'm also going to assume that this cost a lot more than the forty dollars I gave him to buy a dress."

"Not a lot more," Barbara still looked proud.

"Barbie, you can't keep..."

"Alright," Barbara nodded. "I'll stop, now. Well, right after dinner, ok? It was so much fun, though, Annie. Quinn had never been dress shopping before. It was like I had a little girl to spoil. I didn't intend to buy everything that we bought, it just happened and I don't regret it for a moment."

"You didn't intend to buy 'everything?' How much did you buy?"

She thought for a moment. "Not much. Just..." she sighed dramatically. "... four dresses, two slips and two new pairs of shoes - BUT they were all on sale AND that was on top of the outlet price. So it wasn't that much."

Ann looked at Quinn and shook her head. "You look beautiful, Quinn. Scary beautiful, actually."

Quinn looked down at the dress, confused. "Scary?"

"Quinn," she spoke as lovingly as she could, "that dress is not just pretty. It's sexy as hell, and I'm a little scared that you'll be sending this Ricky guy a very dangerous message by wearing it."

"Oh, now stop it," Barbara interrupted. "You know better than to shameblame someone for their clothes."

"You know that's not what I'm saying," Ann shook her head. "Quinn... you've told me at least a dozen times that this is not a date. So... if it's not a date, why dress like it is?"

Suddenly, Quinn looked crestfallen.

"I don't mean to be over critical, or anything, honey, but... think about the message that this dress is sending."

Barbara listened to her friend and thought back to her conversation with Quinn earlier in the day. "Annie... just stop, ok. Quinn looks amazing, end of story."

"Barbie, I'm just trying to tell him to be careful."

"Then tell him. Then tell him that he's beautiful, that you love him and that you hope that his coffee get together goes well. But no more criticisms, Annie."

Ann looked from her stern faced friend to her sad little brother and shook her head. What was she doing!? She sounded just like her own mother. When Ann had started dating at sixteen, her mother drove her nuts and drove a wedge between the two of them with her constant harping about being careful. She hated her mother for several years because of that kind of criticism. Is this really how she wanted to treat Quinn?

She walked over to her brother and looked him up and down. "Quinn... you look better than amazing. You look... perfect."

"Like the new Princess of Newport," Barbara said quietly from a few feet away.

Ann smiled. "Like the new 'Princess of Newport.' Quinn... I love you so much and I just don't want anything to happen to you. So... don't go anywhere secluded with this boy. Never leave your drink out of your sight, men have been known to drug girls through their drinks. Don't let him talk you into doing anything you don't want to do and, above all, please, please, please..." she put a hand on each of his shoulders and stepped closer to hug him, "...please forgive your idiot sister for everything she just said, because she couldn't stand it if you ever stopped loving her."

"No chance of that Annie," Quinn laid his head on her shoulder. "Thank you."
 

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Dinner was uneventful. Ann had pasta primavera, Barbara had eggplant parmesan and Quinn just had a bowl of Italian Wedding Soup because he didn't want to feel heavy and bloated at dance class.

There were a few remarks made about the dangers of falling for a guy too quickly and Quinn just shook his head at those.

There was also a moment when Ann made a comment about Barbara knowing about being heart broken, but Barbara put an end to that topic immediately, leaving Quinn to wonder what had happened.

Finally, just before seven that night, Barbara's little hybrid pulled up in front of the studio. She put the car in park and looked into the back seat. "This is it, Quinny. Have a great time, and remember - whatever happens, we love you."

Quinn thought that was an odd statement, but decided that it was meant to be supportive, so he just said, "Thank you, Barbara."

Ann got out of the passenger seat, then opened the back door and extended a hand to help Quinn get out. They walked in silence to the door and then Ann asked, "Are you ready for this."

Quinn smiled and nodded. "Yeah. How about you?"

That made Ann smile, too. "I think so. It's just hard to see my little boy all grown up to be such a pretty woman." She kissed his cheek. "Have a great night, Quinn, but..." she thought about giving him another warning, but realized that there was no reason to do that, so she changed tacts. "... don't stay out too late. We have to set your hair when you get home and I have school in the morning."

He smiled, knowing she was just teasing. "I'll do my best."

They kissed each other's cheeks and Quinn disappeared into the studio.

Ann pulled the front passenger seat door open and sat down again. She looked back at where Quinn had just been standing and she asked her closest friend, "Do you think he's going to be ok?"

"Yeah," Barbara answered. "I think he's going to be great."
 

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From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper'

~ "My first date with Langdon, or Lanny as he was called, was arranged by our mother's, which was odd, since I'd known Lanny since the day I was born. Formality and discretion were important for the societal norms of our community of wealth and pretense.

We met on the east veranda of Golden Bluffs for afternoon tea. Lanny looked very handsome in a linen suit, smelling of Pinaud Clubman aftershave, his light brown hair darkened a bit by the bear grease in his pomade. Both of our mothers as well as Father acted as chaperones on that first afternoon. Tea was lovely. Father and Lanny both preferred coffee with their finger sandwiches and petit fours.

I had been given very specific instructions that, while at the table, I was to only speak when spoken to and to keep my responses short and polite. Mother and Mrs Beech-Thorndyke discussed what dress I'd be wearing to the upcoming ball, while Father and Lanny discussed business and investments, and I sat in the middle, listening to both conversation and awaiting the opportunity to answer any questions directed towards me.

"The silk chiffon came from Paris and is being worked by Chappell and Cormier Clothiers of Fifth Avenue," I could hear on my right side. "We found the most elegant drawings from a Parisian designer and Antoine is working from those to create her gown. We could have ordered it from Paris, of course, but she is developing so quickly, now, that we didn't know how to anticipate her curves ahead of time."

"She certainly is," Mrs Beech-Thorndyke stated, as she pursed her lips and looked at me with the eye of a person considering the purchase of a horse, annoying me in the process. "Just a year ago, I remember her being as flat as a board, but her figure does show some promise, now."

"Indeed," Mother played the part of the horse's salesman. "Little bulbs grow into beautiful tulips."

As embarrassing as I found that conversation on my right, from my left I could hear, "The steel industry is just not as profitable as it was thirty years ago." Father lamented the difficulty of his life. "Railroad construction has slowed, of course, but the real problem is in the factories and the mines. These uneducated mongrels don't understand finance. They're not interested in hearing how much hard work and sacrifice goes into making the profits that pay their outrageous salaries. Instead of being grateful for the jobs they have been given, they think that they're entitled to a portion of the profits."

"Ludicrous," Lanny spat, disgusted by the very idea of these people wanting to earn a living. "Mark my words, these unions that they are trying to start in every factory in the country will be the death of the entire American way of life."

I wanted so badly to comment on Father and Lanny's conversation, but my attention was drawn back to the right side when I had to request that Mother repeat her question. "The ball, Louisa. Do you know if The Commodore's granddaughter will be there?"

By 'The Commodore's Granddaughter,' she was referring to Gertrude Vanderbilt, who was the same age as I and my biggest social rival on both the islands of Manhattan and Aquidneck. My answer should have been, 'Yes, mother, I'm sure she will be. I saw her in town last month and she said as much.'

Instead, my mouth asked the question my brain had formed by listening to Father and Lanny. "Why should the person working in the factory not have at least some share of the profits created by his work?"

Mother's eyes opened nearly as widely as Mrs Beech-Thorndyke's mouth gapped. The men just grew silent and looked at me with pity for my ignorance. Eventually, my father's head shook, just a bit, and he turned to Lanny and said, with disdain dripping from each word, "You'll have your hands full with that one. Her mother did not teach her her place."

Lanny smirked and gave me a look of superiority that cut me as deeply as a blade. "Don't worry, Mr Harper. I have broken-in many a filly in my day and I enjoy the challenge. This one comes from good stock and I appreciate a challenge."

Until that moment, I don't think I fully understood the passion that hatred could arouse.
 

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"Oh, my goodness," Sylvia gushed as Quinn entered the studio. "You look just precious in that dress, Quinn. Oh, it is such a breath of fresh air to see a young woman who truly enjoys being a girl. So many women these days never get out of a pair of jeans or an ugly business suit." She said with pity in her voice. "A young woman should look like a young woman. But, of course, you already knew that." She smiled and turned to the rest of the class. "Look who's here, everyone!"

"Quinn!" Everyone greeted him. "So glad you came back." "Ricky will be so happy that you're here." "You look lovely, Quinn." Quinn decided that this wasn't so bad. These were really nice people.

"Alright, ladies and gentlemen," Ken said, calling everyone to order. "It's Wednesday, and that means it's Ladies' Choice. So, what's the first dance, ladies?"

At that moment, every woman shouted something different.

"I heard Bossa Nova!" Ken announced. "So, grab your partners and let's review the steps before we start."

Quinn looked around. Ricky was nowhere to be seen. He felt a wave of disappointment pass over him. He'd put in a lot of effort to look nice tonight, and now... no Ricky. The one plus at this moment was that the Bossa Nova wasn't a dance he needed to know, so he didn't need to dance right now. He headed for the snack table to get a bottle of water.

"May I have this dance?" A man asked from behind Quinn before he reached the table.

Quinn turned and saw a man he'd been introduced to the previous night, but he could not remember the man's name. "Oh, umm, thank you, umm..."

"Abner," the octogenarian said with a friendly smile.

Quinn apologized. "I'm sorry. I didn't catch everyone's name last night. Thank you, Abner, but I think I'll sit this one out."

"What?" The man's eyes opened wide. "Sitting out a Bossa Nova is unheard of." He smiled a very sweet smile. "Come on, dear. I know that I'm no spring chicken, but I still have a few moves in me and I promise not to step on your toes."

Quinn had no choice but to smile at his sincerity. "Ok, thank you. I don't know the steps, though."

"It's easy,"Abner said. He took Quinn into the proper position. "Follow me." He explained the steps and soon the music began. "Hold on tight, my dear, and enjoy yourself."

The older man recited the steps to Quinn as he led the boy around the dance floor. As he had the night before, Quinn found that the dance was easy once he'd been around the floor a few times, and more importantly, it was a lot of fun.

When the song ended, Judy called out, "What's next, ladies?"

Sylvia was first to respond. "Boogie-Woogie!"

The group of older people all let out sounds of approval.

"May I take over?" A man who, Quinn eventually remembered, was named Sten, asked. The man was well over six feet tall and nearly as broad, but not flabby at all - Just powerful.

"Be careful," Abner teased. "She's breakable."

Sten smiled. "I'll be gentle."

Quinn explained, again, that he had never done this dance before, and just as Abner had, Sten explained the steps and reminded him that having fun was the primary goal.

Dance after dance went by and dance after dance led to a new, elderly, yet spry dance partner. Had he been just observing the event from the outside. Quinn may have made jokes about the dirty old men wanting to dance with the pretty, young woman, but that was not the reality of the situation. These were just kind men who loved to dance in these bygone styles and who were sharing that love with the young person who'd joined their group. Each time an older man danced with Quinn, there was an older woman who was happily sitting that dance out so that this newcomer could learn and have fun, too. It was as if Quinn had suddenly been adopted by six or seven new sets grandparents and it was kind of sweet and lovely.

Nearly forty five minutes of dancing with different partners had passed and Quinn was being instructed on the nuances of a proper fox trot when someone who sounded rushed and a bit breathless asked, "May I cut in?"

"Ricky!" He man who was Quinn's current partner smiled and slapped the younger man on the shoulder. "You made it! We've been keeping your friend company until you got here."

"Thanks," Ricky smiled, then looked at Quinn and smiled. "Hi."

When he had arrived and a Ricky wasn't there, Quinn had been very disappointed, a little hurt and a bit angry, but all of these sweet grandpas had taken such good care of him that he'd gotten past it. At this point, he wasn't at all upset and he was surprised to feel those tingles again when he looked at Ricky's smile. "Hi."

Ricky leaned forward and said, "I'm so sorry. I got held up at work. I was supposed to get out at five thirty, but the person who was supposed to relieve me was running late because of a sick child and I would have called, but I'm not allowed to have my phone with me when I'm working and by the time I got out to my car, you would have already been in here, so I did send a text, but..."

Quinn was surprised by the onslaught of words and apologies. "Ricky, Ricky, it's ok. I was fine. Everyone here was really nice to me. Don't worry."

"I know, but..." he took a breath to calm down. "... I just... I just feel bad that I asked you out after class and then I wasn't here... I was afraid it would make me look like a jerk. That's all. I'm sorry."

"It's ok," Quinn smiled.

"Oh! These are for you." Ricky suddenly realized he was holding something behind his back. He produced a bouquet of a variety of different flowers with a medium sized sunflower in the middle. This was not the run of the mill bouquet of flowers that a person picked up at a grocery store or a gas station. This was a little work of art. "I went to a flower shop down the street from where I work and I asked the florist to make something that featured a sunflower. You know, like the ones on the dress you wore last night." He smiled as he presented the bouquet to Quinn.

For his part, Quinn was momentarily speechless. He'd never been given something like this before. Not only was it lovely, it was thoughtful and showed a lot of care - and a lot of feeling. It was also a very romantic gesture. Something that a man did for a woman. For a woman for whom he felt romantic feelings. That was confusing, but then again, it was the very first romantic gesture that Quinn had ever received. He was already feeling tingles down his spine at the mere sight of Ricky and his handsome smile. Now, he felt a hurricane of butterflies spreading from his very core and those butterflies were bringing all of those feelings to his face, causing him to blush, smile uncontrollably and his eyes to water up with joy and confusion. "Oh... my God, Ricky..." he looked from the thoughtful bouquet to the handsome smile and back again. "... I've never been given... Ricky... they're beautiful. Thank you. Thank you, so much."

Then, without even a thought, Quinn threw his arms around Ricky's neck and hugged him.

When the hug ended, Ricky was beaming with happiness, both because Quinn wasn't upset and that the bouquet had been received so well. "I'm glad you like them."

"I love them." Quinn dabbed at his eyes then noticed that everyone was watching the scene that had been playing out in the studio. He smiled and held up the flowers to show everyone. "Look!" The joy on his face was spreading to everyone else. "I got flowers. Ricky brought me flowers."
 

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When the class ended, Ricky and Quinn walked out together to get into Ricky's rather ancient, but very well maintained, Chrysler Sebring convertible. "It was my grandfather's car," Ricky explained. "He took really good car of it and told me he'd give it to me if I learned how to take care it. So, I have to change my own oil and filters. I do most of the maintenance myself - you know, break changes, tire rotations, stuff like that. It's got like two hundred and sixty thousand miles on it, but it runs really well." Part of that explanation was to explain why he drove an old car, part was to reassure his would be passenger that the car would be safe to get in to, and part was just a bit of a brag about being able to maintain the car himself.

"I think it's a beautiful car," Quinn said, honestly. "Your grandfather had good taste. When did he pass away?"

Ricky laughed. "Oh, he's still very much alive. He'd only give me the car if I was willing to learn how to work on it. I think that he had a couple of reasons for doing that. I mean, yeah, it's good to know how to work on a car, but by insisting that I spend my weekends in his garage learning from him, he knew where I was for most of my teenage years. Also, by giving me this car, he had an excuse to go buy a new one. I don't think he'll be offering me his BMW any time soon."

Quinn smiled and sniffed his fragrant bouquet once more.

"Drive safely, you two!" Sylvia called across the parking lot. "And be careful!"

She laughed after saying that, but neither of the young people caught her joke, if one was implied, and so just waved back.

Ricky walked Quinn over to the passenger side and opened it for him. When Quinn got in and pulled the skirts of his dress in, Ricky closed the door, then walked around and got in the driver's side. He fastened his seat belt and started the engine, then looked at the beautiful girl beside him. "I don't think I mentioned how pretty that dress is."

Quinn looked down at the skirts, then back. "Oh. Thank you. My friend Barbara helped me pick it out."

"Well, at least one of you has great taste," he smiled. "I was thinking we could stop at the Newport Creamery down on Bellevue, but they close at nine, so there's this place in Jamestown that I know of that's kind of a sandwich place, but they have coffee and baked goods and they're opened later. Is that ok?"

"Great," Quinn felt as if he was up for anything. This was really the first taste of freedom he'd had in his whole life. At fourteen, he was able to ride around on his bicycle and get himself a snack at a convenience store or something like that, but he had never had a night like this. A night to go out with a friend and just hang out and talk.

"What kind of music do you like?" Ricky asked as he pulled out of the parking lot.

"I don't know," Quinn admitted. "I just like music."

"Fair enough." Ricky connected his phone to a USB cable that was connected to a radio that was at least fifteen years younger than the car. "I listen to a lot of show tunes. Is that ok?"

"Great." In fact, Quinn knew very few show tunes. They had the DVDs of 'The Sound Of Music,' 'Little Shop of Horrors,' and 'Mama Mia' at home, so he knew those, but not much else.

Music came out of the radio. Ricky turned to look at Quinn. "I love this song. It's from 'Les Miserables.' Do you know it?"

Quinn shrugged. "No. Sorry."

All of a sudden, Ricky began singing along with the song. Quinn had never seen anything like this before. Some one confident enough to just sing in front of someone he barely knew!

"There
Out in the darkness
A fugitive running
Falling from God
Falling from grace
God be my witness
I never shall yield
Till we come face to face
Till we come face to face..."

Quinn smiled as he looked at his new friend. Ricky really did have a nice voice. And he was confident enough to just relax and sing. That was amazing. And he was so handsome. That night he wore the nice fitting, well pressed jeans, again, as well as a nice, white Oxford shirt and a different sports jacket, this one was burgundy.

Ricky sensed Quinn looking at him. He smiled. "What's the matter? Is my singing that bad?" He laughed.

"No, I like it. I was just looking at how you're dressed. You look very handsome."

"Really!? Well, thanks! My roommate at college tells me I dress like an old man. I like having a sports coat on in the evening. I think it dresses up whatever else I have on. Looking at you, though, I feel bad that I didn't wear a tie. You really look beautiful, Quinn, but you already know that."

"That's a weird thing to say." Quinn didn't know if he was being complimented or insulted.

Ricky laughed. "Why is that weird? Look at you. You're a beautiful woman. How could you not be aware of that?"

Quinn turned and looked out the windshield, but Ricky saw a smile spread across her face.

"You don't think you're beautiful?"

Quinn blushed a little and shrugged.

Ricky took Quinn's hand in his. "Well, you are, Quinn. Never forget that. You are beautiful."

Quinn looked forward and bit his lower lip to keep from smiling even more broadly. "Ricky?"

"Yeah?"

Quinn thought for a moment before speaking. "I know this might sound weird... well... frankly, my whole life is pretty weird, but other than doctor's appointments and a few dinners with my sister and a couple of family friends... this is the first time I've been with somebody my own age since I was in eighth grade. So... if I come off as weird, it's because I don't know how to not be... weird, I mean. Ok? So... I guess what I'm saying is... Can I ask you to be kind of patient with me?"

Ricky raised Quinn's hand and kissed the back of it. "Thank you for sharing that with me, Quinn. I'll be as patient as you need."

That was a relief to Quinn. He just needed to make sure that Ricky understood that. He liked that Ricky had kissed his hand, though. That felt nice. A little European in a way. Gay men just seemed so much more relaxed than straight men. Quinn could envision a very long friendship with Ricky. That was exciting.
 

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The sandwich place that Ricky chose could not have been more perfect. Lots of wood, the great smell of coffee and pastries and a classical guitar player playing quietly in the corner... it was just Bohemian enough to seem very adult and sophisticated to the inexperienced boy.

"I'm hoping to be a psychiatrist eventually," Ricky explained. "They have a really good program at URI, so I went there. I would have liked to have gone away to college, but there was a great program just over in Kingston, so it didn't make sense to spend all that money to move far away. How about you? What do you want to do when you finish college?"

Quinn shrugged. "I don't know for sure."

"No ambitions?"

"Of course I have ambitions!" Quinn replied, playfully insulted. "For a long time, walking was my primary ambition."

That made Ricky chuckle. "Ok, but you've achieved that with aplomb. Anything beyond that?"

"My dad was a teacher and my sister is a teacher, too. That always seemed like a good job. So, I might do that, but I really don't know."

"Then why spend all that money to go to Salve?"

"Actually, I'm a scholarship kid," Quinn explained. "The accident and all that... I got a lot of pity money."

"Oh, come on, don't be like that," Ricky cajoled. "Don't resent people for wanting to help. It's not pity, it's social consciousness and goodwill. That's all."

"I guess. And I don't resent them, per se. It's just a little embarrassing. 'Poor Quinn,' you know?"

"I get it," Ricky smiled. "I'll leave that subject alone. So, what do your parents think about you becoming a teacher."

Quinn just shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know."

That surprised Ricky. "Wow, really? You guys aren't close? You don't share with each other?"

Quinn looked around, but could see no way out of explaining things. "You know how I said before that my life is pretty weird?"

"Yeah."

"Well, this is kind of part of that." He took a deep breath. "See... My brother, Anthony, was turning sixteen and my parents wanted to do something special for him. So, they decided to take us to Six Flags New England up in western Massachusetts."

"I love that park!" Ricky contributed.

"Yeah. It's a great park. Well, anyway, we got there early and had a great time. We stayed until they closed at nine that night. Tony had a great day and we left the park really happy."

"Nice," Ricky smiled.

"I was really tired and I fell asleep pretty quickly. Then..." he shrugged again. "... then I woke up in the hospital. They told me that I'd been unconscious for four days, that my back was broken, that I might never walk again and that my mom, my dad and my brother had all been killed in the accident."

"Oh, Geez, Quinn... I'm so sorry. So just you and your sister survived?"

"No. Annie was up in Providence at Brown working on her PhD, which she never got because she had to quit to take care of me. See... my life is weird."

Ricky shook his head. "Quinn, your life is a miracle. You should never feel like people are pitying you, because they're not. They're in awe of you." He squeezed Quinn's hand. "Just the fact that you are sitting here tonight is a miracle."

Ricky looked at Quinn and knew that this was an uncomfortable subject.

"Tell you what. I am very grateful that you felt comfortable enough to share all of that pain with me, but I will never ask you about it again - PROVIDED - you promise to remember that I am always here for you if you ever need to talk about that or anything else. Ok?"

Quinn nodded and thought for a moment. "I'll agree with that provided you promise to never look at me like I'm a victim. Everyone else I know does that already. Please, never do that to me."

Ricky's smile was the most love-filled expression that Quinn had ever seen. "I promise."

He kissed Quinn's hand for the second time that evening. "Let's talk about something else. Quinn is beautiful name. Where does that come from?"

Quinn didn't quite know how to answer that. "Ummm... Ireland, I think."

Ricky laughed at that answer. "Fair enough, but how did it end up being YOUR first name?"

"Oh!" Quinn smiled and it was Ricky's turn to feel butterflies. This girl was just so pretty! As Quinn continued, Ricky just marveled at every little thing about her - The way her eyes sparkled in the low light. The way her cheeks filled out when she smiled. The way that the freckles made her look so much younger than she really was. This was an amazing girl.

"My grandmother's maiden name was Mary Elizabeth Quinn. I didn't know her because she died a few weeks before I was born. Anyway, my mother didn't know if she was going to have a girl or a boy, but figured that Quinn would work either way. So - they named me Quinn."

"I bet your mom was thrilled when you were born and were such a beautiful girl."

Quinn guffawed at that. "I don't know about that. How about you? How did you end up being called Ricky?"

He looked around and said, in a confidential voice, "Can I tell you a secret?"

"Yeah, of course."

"Ricky is not my real name."

"Whaaaaa?" Quinn made a show of being overly enthusiastic.

Ricky shook his head. "Nope. My real name is Dennis."

"Then where did Ricky come from?"

"Well," he looked around again in a pretense of espionage, "apparently, I was a very precocious five year old - shocking, I know - and one day I just announced that my name was no longer Dennis. From then on, I wanted to be called Ricky and that was that."

'Wow!" Quinn laughed at the story. "So everyone just went along with it?"

"Well, they way my mother tells the story, I had a zero tolerance for non-capitulation. I guess I was quite the diva and if anyone dared to call me Dennis or Denny, I either ignored them until they came to their senses, or I was quite quick to put them in their place. Regardless, I've been Ricky ever since, which is kind of weird, since, now that I think about it, I think I prefer Denny to Ricky." He looked off in the distance in pantomimed thought. "Nah. I'll stick with Ricky."

"You could pick something else, if you wanted," Quinn teased. "What was your grandmother's maiden name?"

Ricky scowled. "Llewelyn." He shook his head. "I don't think that'll work. Ricky it is."

They both laughed and the evening wore on with more laughter and more coffee and more friendship developing between them.
 

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From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper'

~ "Lanny and I took a walk on the lawn after tea. Mother had given me very specific instructions to repair the damage I'd done at tea, but my ire was still high and I was not particularly interested in being seen and not heard.

As we proceeded across the vast, open, lawn area towards the cliffs near the end of the estate, I stomped a good eight to ten steps in front of Lanny and spoke not a word.

"Louisa, please slow down," he called from behind me, but I persisted in stomping on. Eventually, Langdon ran ahead of me and asked me to stop. Since he stood directly in my path, I acquiesced.

When he asked me why I was behaving as I was, I responded with venom. "How dare you!" I spat. "How dare you refer to me as an animal! A dumb, filthy animal that you plan to break!" The more I spoke, the more my anger rose to higher levels. "You and Father sit in judgement of everyone, EVERYONE, while the rest of us endure your haughty superiority. Well, let me tell you something, Mister Langdon BeechThorndyke The Third, you and the other men of your ilk may intimidate the rest of the world, but you will never intimidate me."

The look on Lanny's face spoke of his surprise at my behavior. "Louisa," he spoke with a calm rationality that was more irritating than I can explain, "when I compared you to as a horse, I meant it in only the most complimentary way. I meant that, like a horse, you are a magnificent thing and I would be honored to be the man who helps you to become a pillar of society. It was not meant to be insulting."

"Not insulting?" I had left the good girl my mother had raised somewhere back on the veranda and I was now a force of nature. "Langdon, just now, as you were explaining how much respect you are showing me, you referred to me as 'a magnificent thing.' A THING, LANGDON. I am not 'a thing.' I am an intellect, a soul, an anima, a person, Langdon. I. Am. A. Person. That is what I am and I will never be made to feel as if I am anything less than a person. I am not your... thing... your bauble... your pet or your decoration and I never will be."

Langdon folded his arms and looked at me in a new and odd way, but did not say anything. Not able to suffer the silence of the moment, I spoke a bit less loudly. "Perhaps it would be best if we returned to the veranda and explained that I am not a suitable prospect for a fiancé. It would be best if we did not allow our parents' expectations to grow beyond their current level."

"Why should we do that?" Lanny asked in that irritatingly calm voice.

"Because I just made it clear that I could never be the perfect, unthinking wife you desire." My venom was lessening a bit.

Langdon nodded and looked out over the ocean before speaking. "I love the ocean, Louisa. I love how the ocean can look like it does today; calm and beautiful, yet the reason I love it so much isn't just because of that beauty. I love it because I know that beneath that beauty there are depths that will fascinate me for my entire life. Because, if I were to live a thousand years, I would never know the true depth and power of what that beauty contains."

He turned and looked at me with a very serious look.

"Louisa... this morning, I told my mother that I had reservations about speaking to your father about our future together. After all, you are much younger than I, you are known to be a fashion maven, something about which I have no interest, and I was under the impression that your only interest in me was for financial security.'

'Well, my mother made it clear to me that I had no real financial security to offer. I was not aware of it, but my family is struggling financially. So, as she explained, it was incumbent on me to look to you for that stability. I should make it clear, however that I shall never do that. My parents have given me a good start in life and I will capitalize on that, succeeding or failing on my own."

He looked to me to see if I was shocked, but I was not. I was intrigued. Many of our social class were struggling to maintain their family's wealth, but no one I knew would ever admit that to someone outside of our own family.

"Perhaps the resentment I felt towards you because of my own family's diminished fortune led me to be as boorish as I was earlier, but that is no excuse. I apologize for that, Louisa."

I was stunned by his words and I was shocked when he took my hand and looked into my eyes. "Dear, Louisa. I have just now seen a glimpse beneath the surface of your beauty and I know that, if I were to live for a thousand years, I will never know the true depth and power that your beauty contains, but if you will have me, I would be honored to be your partner, your lover, your husband for as many years as God grants me."
 

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The last mile or so of the ride to the house that Quinn shared with Ann was fairly quiet. Quinn had had a very nice, somewhat exciting, somewhat confusing evening and the last thing he wanted was to have it end.

"It's just up here on the right," Quinn instructed as they approached the house, sniffing the sweet perfume of his bouquet once again. Suddenly, he became aware of the peeling paint and poorly trimmed bushes that distinguished their home from the others in the neighborhood and declared to everyone who saw it that something had happened to this family - something that made their priorities different from everyone else's.

"Hey, nice place," Ricky said as he pulled the car to a stop. "Just you and your sister?"

"Yeah," Quinn answered, a little taken aback by the compliment on the property. "Annie tries her best to keep up with the place, but it's hard for her. I'm hoping that I might be able to help out a bit when my back feels better."

Ricky got out of the car and hurried over to help Quinn. "How far away is the ocean? I can smell it, but you can probably smell it everywhere on the island, right?"

"Probably," Quinn shrugged. "There's a beach about two blocks over that way. We're on the east side of the island, so the beaches are ok. The west side is the rich side, so those beaches are nicer."

"We should go sometime," Ricky said enthusiastically. "I love the beach. My extended family have a place near the ocean in Westerly on Misquamicut beach. It's nice and the waves are fun, but the water is cooooold!"

Quinn didn't respond to Ricky's offer, knowing that a bathing suit might be a challenging thing to deal with. Instead, he climbed the three steps to his porch and turned to Ricky. "Well, I guess I'll see you tomorrow night."

"Yeah, ok," Ricky was feeling awkward for the first time since arriving late to class. "I... ummm... I hope you had a good time."

"I had a great time."

"Good, because I did too." Ricky struggled to come up with any conversation ideas that might prolong the evening for even a few more minutes, but drew a blank. So he just looked at the beautiful face of that girl in that amazing yellow dress and he waited for her to say something.

The problem was, though, that Quinn was staring at the handsome face of that boy with the black rimmed glasses and not thinking about much else.

Neither was aware of it, but as the minutes passes, their faces grew closer and as a result, so did their lips. Then, with neither of them being fully conscious of it happening, their lips touched, softly, and only for a few moments. They separated for a moment, then it happened again. This time more passionately and for longer.

Then, as if waking from a dream, Quinn's eyes shot open and he pushed a very confused Ricky away. "What are you doing!?" Quinn shouted louder than he meant to.

"I... I was kissing you. Why? I thought that you wanted to kiss me, too." Ricky was very confused.

"But you're gay!"

"I'm gay?" Ricky looked even more thrown than before. "I'm not gay! Who told you that I'm gay?"

"Sylvia. Last night when I met you, she said you were gay."

Ricky laughed. "Sylvia said I was gay!?"

"Yeah... and then... well... you dress well, and your hair is nice and you like show tunes, so..."

Ricky rolled his eyes. "Ok, I get it. I'm not exactly a Neanderthal, but I'm not a sissy, either. Yeah, I dress well and take care of myself, but that doesn't make me gay. And sure, I like show tunes, but lots of people like show tunes." He took a breath. "Look... maybe I misread this whole situation. If you're not interested in a dating situation, then I apologize for coming on too strong. We can, you know, just be friends if that's what you want. Ok?"

"I'm... I'm a little confused right now, Ricky. I just... I just didn't think that tonight would end this way - with kissing, I mean." He straightened his dress just to do something other than look into Ricky's eyes.

"Well, that's disappointing, because all day long, I've been hoping it would end with kissing, but... hey, I understand if you don't feel the same way that I do. Why don't we... let's just call it a night and maybe we can talk after class tomorrow, ok? I'm really sorry about all this, but... I guess I'll just see you in class."

"I'm sorry, too," Quinn didn't know how to feel about the whole situation. He wanted to run into the house and hide, while at the same time he wanted to grab Ricky and kiss him again. His brain was at war with his heart and he didn't have any idea what to do about it. One thing he did know was that the feeling in his chest as Ricky walked back to his car and then drove away, was raw, painful despair. It took every fiber of his being to not run after him and ask him to stay.

When the rear lights of the Sebring disappeared up the road, Quinn opened the door to find Ann waiting just a few steps inside. She looked concerned as she asked, "Are you ok?"

He shook his head and fell into her arms. "You heard?"

"I didn't mean to listen, but I heard you yell and came running." She hugged him tightly. "I might be wrong, but I think you're feeling something for this guy, aren't you?"

Quinn nodded.

"It's hard to open yourself up to something new, Quinn."

"Annie... I don't know what I am right now?"

She laid her head on his. "You're a person who is falling in love with another person, Quinn. That's all."

"But he's a guy, Annie. I didn't think I was gay, but I really, really, really like him, and when I kissed him... I don't know what to do. It'll never work out."

"Quinn, being gay or straight or anything else isn't just a black or white thing. You are a person and you're having feelings for another person. That's a beautiful thing, honey. Don't fight it. Accept it."

He stood straighter, pulling back from Ann's hug. "It doesn't matter. It will never work out. I'm a boy and he's a boy and he's straight, so that doesn't work. Also, I'm disguised as a girl and he has feelings for me, but I'm NOT a girl, so those feelings aren't real. So... remember what dad used to say when he couldn't fix things? He'd say FUBAR and throw it in the trash."

Ann nodded. "I remember. He said it stood for. 'F-ed Up Beyond All Repair.'"

"Yep. And that's me and Ricky. FUBAR."

"No, honey, it's not," Ann tried to encourage him. "At least it doesn't have to be. Maybe, if you explain everything to him..."

"Then what? Then he falls madly in love with me even though I'm guy? Not likely. If I'm lucky, he'd just storm out. If I'm unlucky, he'd beat me up first." He flopped on the couch and shook his head. "Annie... when I said that I didn't know what I was, I didn't mean gay or straight. I meant... I don't know if I'm a boy or a girl. Look at me. My hair is long and wavy, I smell like flowers and fruits, I'm wearing a dress and I even have little boobs of my own. Except for a few square inches of skin, I'm a girl and, it's really hard to say this, but I really like being a girl."

Ann sat beside him. "Oh, wow... this is kind of a big conversation, Quinn. Maybe you should calm down a bit before we have it. You know... give yourself a little time to think."

He nodded. "Maybe. But it's not my thinking that's got me confused. It's my feelings. Annie... when I... Geez, this is an awkward thing to say to your sister, but when I fantasize about girls... and when I... you know... when I do I get hard... down there. Do you understand?"

Ann rolled her eyes. "Yes, Quinn, I understand. I know how a boy's body works."

"Yeah, but here's the thing... when I'm with Ricky, or when I even think about Ricky... it's a whole different thing. I don't want to play with myself or... climax or anything like that. I just... I want to be with him. To have him talk to me. To hold me. To love me. Annie - I don't even get hard down there. I just want to be a girl for him. Even before I knew he wanted me to be a girl, I wanted to be a girl for him."

"Quinn," Ann didn't really know what to say, but her little brother... or sister... or... what did it matter?... Quinn was hurting and hurting badly. "Love can really suck, honey. It can hurt like crazy. I'm so sorry that this is happening, and I know that you don't want to hear it, but the only way to find out if he has real feelings for you is to talk to him."

Quinn shook his head and was about to speak again when there was a knock at the door. Both siblings turned to look at the entrance in surprise.

Ann looked at the clock on the cable box. "It's almost eleven. Who could that be?"

She got up and went to the door, opening it just a crack at first.

From the couch, Quinn could hear a familiar voice. "Oh, hi. I'm sorry. I know it's late, but... do you think that I might be able to come in and talk to Quinn for a few minutes?"

Ann glanced back at her brother who shook his head.

"Ummm, I'm sorry, Ricky, but it's awfully late and we both have work in the morning. Maybe it would be best if this waited until tomorrow."

"Please," the voice outside of the door asked politely. "I really need to talk to her. I don't want her to feel... to feel like I do right now."
 
 
To Be Continued...

On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport - 4

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  • Clara

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  • Sweet / Sentimental
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On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper
of New York and Newport: 4

by Clara
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Quinn and Ricky talk things out and Quinn officially begins working as Louisa,
modeling Gilded Age clothing, etc, for visitors.


 
Author's Note: Thank you for all of the comments, pro and con. They really help me to be better. Also, I apologize for the length of time between installments. This is a very busy time of year at my real life job and that really disrupted my writing schedule.~Clara
 
This version of On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 4

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper'

~ "The July Fourth holiday was always a huge event at Golden Bluffs, as it was at all Newport estates. Most notables of Boston, New York and Washington would vie for invitations to spend the holiday at Golden Bluffs, The Breakers or The Elms, and Independence Day in 1890 was grandest that anyone could ever recall. Despite the social stature of most of our guests, the holiday was dominated by a handsome bureaucrat from The United States Civil Service Commission named Theodore Roosevelt who's ebullient personality and gregarious nature dominated every moment of weekend. Although the Roosevelts were an old and powerful New York family, Newport society was not necessarily welcoming to their outspoken views on social and political reform. Nevertheless, you could hear Teddy's laughter and reedy voice echoing through every hallway, while his lovely wife, Edith, befriended every woman at Golden Bluffs, including every cook, maid and dishwasher.

Mother was a bit annoyed that Teddy so dominated her affair, and Father avoided speaking to him as much as possible. In private, Father would rail about 'the man's insistent denial of political realities' and his 'blind support of radicals like Henry Cabot Lodge,' who was also in attendance that weekend.

On the week since our first date, Lanny had become a constant presence in my life. As many men of our strata did, Lanny avoided being in New York City during the oppressive heat of the summer. It was a wretched and smelly place at all times, but in the summer, the smell of rotten food, horse manure, dead animals and human urine, in areas outside of the fashionable neighborhoods, was more than anyone could stand. We were lucky enough to have the option of retreating to Newport, a place that was easily accessible by boat, so the men could still conduct business while enjoying the fresh air.

Lanny, as did Father, would work most mornings, emerging from his room at lunch time, then spend the beautiful summer afternoons escorting me around the estate or into the quaint village of Newport to do some shopping. I'd forgiven his remarks made on the veranda that day a few weeks earlier and now he seemed to offer only support and affection, even holding my hand when out in public, a sign of affection rarely made in our sphere.

Aware of my sister, Miranda's tragic romantic history, cautiously, I had begun to hope that Lanny and I might have a long and happy life together."
 

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Quinn sat up straighter on the couch and nodded to Ann, indicating that he would speak to Ricky after all. When the young man entered, his typical air of good humor was not present. Instead, his brow was furrowed with concern and his shoulders slumped just a bit. He did, however, remember to thank Ann for allowing him in.

As he passed her, Ann made a sign to Quinn that she would be in the kitchen if she was needed.

Ricky forced a smile as he sat on the couch, but looked away to think. When he looked back in Quinn's direction, the forced smile was back. "Hi."

"Hi." Quinn didn't smile. His stomach was in knots, but the mere presence of Ricky was filling those knots with butterflies, too.

"Look... Quinn... I don't know how our signals got so badly crossed tonight, but... I really, really like you. Do you like me at all?"

"Of course I do, Ricky," Quinn admitted, "but... I'm just... confused. I thought that tonight was just a casual thing. I didn't realize that it was going to get so romantic. I guess it just spooked me a bit - ESPECIALLY since, until the moment you kissed me, I thought you were gay and just wanted to be friends. I'm sorry, I'm just not... ready... for this kind of thing, I guess."

Ricky nodded. "I get it."

He looked so sad that Quinn had to say something. "Like I told you earlier, my life is weird..."

"Yeah, yeah, I understand. The accident and recovery and all that. I guess that damage like that is hard to get past."

"I'm not damaged, Ricky." Quinn sounded sullen. "I was hurt and I was broken, but I'm not any more. I'm not damaged anymore."

'I know. I didn't mean it to sound that way. Look... I don't want you to get the wrong idea about me, Quinn. I really am a nice guy. A nice, straight guy who would love to date you, but... if that's not in the cards, then I guess I'm a nice, straight guy who wants to be your friend. Is that a possibility? Could we, maybe be friends, at least?"

Quinn nodded. "I'd like to be your friend, Ricky, I really would, but if you're harboring any hope that this will turn romantic, then I have to tell you that it probably won't."

He nodded. "Can you at least tell me why?"

Quinn thought about that, but didn't answer.

"I mean, are you gay?" Ricky asked. Quinn looked at him with confusion. Ricky went on, "I mean... are you a lesbian? I'm sorry. I'm really confused right now and I'm not sure which term people prefer. You know what I mean, though."

Quinn looked around the room - anywhere but at Ricky. "I'm... not a lesbian. I'm..." he just couldn't say the truth. "... complicated, Ricky. Like I told you earlier, I'm weird. Everything about my life is weird. I'm not who or what you think I am - heck, I'm not even what I always thought I was. I'm a... Argh... My friend Barbara says that I stopped maturing emotionally at fourteen because I was in seclusion for so long. Maybe she's right. Maybe you're right. Maybe I just am... damaged. I don't know, but I'm just not... normal."

Ricky huffed a little. Self pity was a tough defense to break through, but if anyone deserved to play that card now and again, it was Quinn.

"Quinn... like I said before, after all you've been through, your very existence miraculous and part of me feels that I was actually... meant... to meet you, because the moment I saw you, I felt like had known you my whole life." He laid his hand on Quinn's. "Let's be friends, ok? Let's spend time together and help each other like friends do. I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me, alright? No expectations. No demands. Just friends. You can teach me about Louisa Harper and everything that goes on at Golden Bluffs and I'll ruin show tunes by singing along with them in the car. Sound good?"

Quinn turned his hand over so he could embrace Ricky's. He wanted so badly to just tell him the truth about his feelings and his chromosomes, but all of that was just a lot more than he could say. A lie this big couldn't last forever, but he just couldn't tell him the truth right now. "Sounds good."

"Ok." Ricky stood and said, "I have this friend named Pat and, well, when I say goodbye to Pat, we always kiss each other's cheeks. Would that be ok?"

Quinn stood. "That would be lovely.

Ricky leaned forward and kissed Quinn's soft cheek and Quinn kissed Ricky's.

"That was nice," Ricky smiled.

"It was. I bet that Pat enjoys your goodbye kisses, too."

"Maybe, but it was nicer to kiss your cheek."

Quinn thought that was an odd thing to say. "Why's that?"

"Because, when I kiss Pat goodbye, his beard always tickles me."

That made Quinn smile. "You're a funny guy."

"And handsome. I'm quite the catch. Let me pick you up after work tomorrow and we'll have something to eat before class, ok?"

"Dutch treat?" Quinn asked to insure it wasn't a date.

"Dutch!? Oh, my God, you're a racist!" Ricky pretended to be shocked.

Quinn laughed and playfully slapped his arm. "I'm serious. We pay for our own food, ok?"

"If you insist. I'm working an early shift tomorrow so I'll be done around two. What time are you done?"

Quinn shrugged. "It seems to vary. Sometime between three thirty and five, I guess. The museum isn't officially open for the season, yet. That happens on Saturday."

Ricky nodded. "Ok. Tell you what - I'll head over toward Newport around three. I have some errands to run and I can do them all in town here. When you're done, send me a text and I'll come up and pick you up."

"Ok. I'll see you then."

They both walked to the door and said goodnight before Ricky gave Quinn one last smile and walked to his car and drove away. Quinn stayed at the door watching until the red tail lights had long disappeared.

"So?" Ann asked when Quinn had closed the door. She was leaning on the wall in the hallway. It was obvious that she'd been there for a little while watching Quinn as Quinn watched Ricky's car drive away.

Quinn shrugged and gave a small smile. "I guess we're still friends, but it's still pretty complicated."

"Life is always complicated, Quinn, but you could have made it less so if you'd just told him the truth."

He laughed a little and shook his head. "So, what should I say? 'Oh, by the way, Ricky, I have a penis?' That would go over well, wouldn't it?"

Ann shook her head. She had no interest in escalating things, especially not this late at night, but she had to speak her mind. ''No, Quinn, but... I wasn't really eavesdropping, but I heard some of what you were saying and, to be honest, there were a couple of times that it seemed like it would have made sense to have just said, 'Look, I think I need to explain to you that I am not really a girl. I took a job at Golden Bluffs and I had to dress this way. I still want to be friends, but it's important that you understand who I really am.'"

"Yeah. There were a couple of times that I almost said something like that, too, but I just can't say it. Not right now."

"I understand, but you know that the longer this goes on, the harder it will be to tell him, right?"

"I know, but..." he sniffled a little and Ann suspected that he was done talking about it. "...I Kinda need to get to bed."

"Alright, honey," Ann patted his cheek. "It's been a long day for you, I know. Go on up and get ready. You can wear one of the nighties I bought you or one of mom's. I'll be up after I lock up. I think we'll just braid your hair tonight. I'll explain it to Barbie. She's got a set of hot rollers that will take care of you when you get to Golden Bluffs tomorrow."
 

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"This isn't going to hold as well as usual," Barbara said, fussing to help Quinn with his hair. "The hot rollers do an ok job, but the overnight set is better - especially with your stick-straight hair." She shook her head. She grabbed a massive can of hairspray and sprayed and sprayed and sprayed his hair. "Alright, I guess that will have to do." She scowled and shook her head. "You know, you're going to need a perm at some point, Quinny. Your hair is naturally really straight and doesn't hold a curl very well. You need some wave and body for this kind of hairdo. Louisa aside, it would look really nice on you, too."

Quinn was distracted and didn't respond. He'd been mopey since Barbara had picked him up that morning, barely talking in the car and requiring constant prodding to get ready. Maybe she'd been pushing him too hard and he was too tired, but she suspected that something had happened on his date the previous night.

"I can make an appointment at my salon, if you'd like to give it a try. It'd certainly make sleeping easier."

Still no engagement from Quinn.

Frustrated, she tossed her brush onto the countertop and dropped herself into a chair with its back to the mirror, facing Quinn.

"What's the matter?" Quinn asked, as if aware of Barbara for the first time.

"What's the matter? With me, you mean? What's the matter with me? Quinn, I've been talking to you all morning and barely getting a grunt in return. So, forget about me - What's the matter with you?"

"Oh." He frowned and looked down at the lace ladened combination he wore. "I don't know, Barbara... I think I'm just... confused... and maybe a little frustrated."

"About what. Quinny? The job? You're doing great, here. You look great and Monica says that when she's asks you questions about Louisa, she hasn't been able to stump you once. So...?"

Quinn remained quiet.

"Ahh... the date, right? What happened?" Barbara's voice was gentle.

"I don't know," he said as he shook his head. "I had a great time and it seemed like he did too."

"But...?

"But..." Quinn sighed. "Well... turns out... he's not gay, and... like you said all along... he's kind of into me."

Barbara nodded. "Is that a bad thing?"

Quinn was shocked by the question. "Barbara... he thinks I'm a girl."

'Did you explain that you're not?"

"What's with you and Annie!? You both seem to think this is the easiest thing in the world to deal with. Like it would be the most logical thing in the world to just tell someone something like that in the middle of a conversation. Like - 'What's your favorite movie?' 'Spaceballs, how about you?' 'Oh, mine's The Avengers.' 'Oh, by the way... you know how I look all pretty and all, well, I'm really a guy. So, who's your favorite singer?' Why can't you guys see how that conversation would end? I'd end up in the hospital, again."

Barbara laid her hand on Quinn's arm. "Oh, Quinny... Things are different today. People are more understanding."

He laughed at that. "Really? Then why haven't we announced to everyone here that I'm a guy? Because it is not normal. I don't mean that it's some kind of a perversion or anything. I just mean... it's not the norm... you know? And if someone wants to have a relationship with a girl, the last thing he wants that girl to have..." he sighed. "... is a penis."

'Quinn!" Barbara sounded very surprised. "There's no reason to assume that going out on a few dates will lead to sex! God! I've gone out with lots of guys and I've only had sex with... well... that's none of your business, but I certainly haven't had sex with all them."

Quinn looked her in the eye. "But you weren't deceiving them about who you are. Barbara... I just wanted a friend and then... all of a sudden... I wanted to be his girlfriend. And I can't. And I'm sorry, but..."

"That makes you sad, right?"

He nodded.

"I'm sorry, Quinny." She gave him a sad smile. "So... what happens now?"

He shrugged. "I don't know. We agreed to still be friends and he wants to talk about last night. We're getting a sandwich before class tonight."

"And he doesn't suspect anything?"

"Why should he? You turned me into a pretty girl, right? Why should he question that?" When he saw a shadow cross her face, he spoke again, "Oh, don't worry. I'm not blaming you. The thing is..." he looked in the mirror, "... that girl, there... Louisa... that's me. That's the real me. That's who I want to be. That's the person I'm happy being. I just kind of suck at being Quinn."

"Well... if it makes you feel any better... I kind of suck at being Barbara, too. Being Louisa seems a lot easier, sometimes."

Suddenly, Barbara stood and her whole demeanor changed. "Alright, then. Take your hair down and brush it out."

"Why? Do I have to put it up again after that?"

"Nope. I think you need a few hours out among real people to get used to your feminine persona."

"But Monica is coming in at..."

"I'll let her know, don't worry. She says you're ready, anyway." She pulled out her phone and dialed her mother's assistant. "Hi, Jess. This is Barbara. Listen, let my mom know that I need to leave for a few hours and I'm taking Quinn with me. Yeah. We have to pick up a few things for him. Ok. Great. Thanks, Jess. Bye." She looked at Quinn. "Let's go."

"Where?"

"Well," Barbara chuckled, "we really should be headed to a spa to get you a massage so you can relax, but we don't have time for that, and even if we did, your sister would kill me if I spent that kind of money on you. So - We are going to get ourselves a mani/pedi."

"A...?" Quinn suddenly realized what she meant. "We're getting our nails done?"

"We are." Barbara grabbed her purse and handed Quinn his. "Have you ever had one?"

"No," he admitted. "I was a guy until a few days ago."

"Oh, poo," she laughed. "Lots of men have their nails manicured."

"Yeah?"

"Of course. There used to be nail girls in every barber shop in America. You've seen them in old movies, right? Even in 'The Untouchables,' Capone is getting his nails done while his hair is being cut."

"Huh. I never noticed," Quinn remarked as he followed her into the parking lot. 'So... they're just going to trim and polish our nails, then?"

Barbara chuckled as she pulled her door open. "Now, Quinny... what fun would that be?"
 

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From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper'

~ "Until I was twelve, my childhood activities at Golden Bluffs were no different than the activities of my male cousins or the boys from the surrounding estates. We ran through the fields and along the beaches, practiced archery, explored the woods and caves and sailed or rowed small boats on the inlets and ponds surrounding us.

During that summer of 1887, though, things changed. My parents, who had previously been focused solely on Miranda's tragic love life and had taken very little interest in me or my activities, suddenly began to focus their attention on my behavior and how it would impact my future. The reason for their sudden interest was a cut, well, more accurately described as a slash, on my left hand caused by a sudden wind, a full sail and a coarse rope. When I presented the wound for bandaging, I was told by Father that, 'Your boyhood days are over,' and Mother declared that 'Proper young ladies have soft, perfect hands. Your's are as rough as an old, Irish charwoman's.'

The virtues of clean clothes, a clean face, clean hands and clean ears were constantly being preached as I sat on the veranda, watching my former friends continuing their activities in the greater world. As my dresses became more and more elaborate and constricting, they wore less and less as they tested their strength and endurance. As they played sports and ran with abandon, I was confined to the veranda where mother, or Miranda, or a visiting aunt would grow more and more exasperated with my lack of feminine grace and guile.

Eventually, though, I did learn that I could regain some of the freedoms I'd lost by excelling at being female. I did long for my younger days of boyishness, but for every inspection that found my face rosy and clean, that found no dirt behind my ears, that found my cuticles properly pushed and my nails highly polished and trimmed just beyond my fingertips, I was given more time to myself. Time to read and write and think my own thoughts.

And so, I became the embodiment of the feminine ideal of that age. I was more gracious, more graceful, more gloriously beautiful than any Belmont, Morgan or Vanderbilt girl had ever been. I became The Princess of Newport and thus I found some level of freedom in a world that held women hostage."
 

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The nail salon was unlike anyplace that Quinn had ever seen - or smelled. There was a businesslike efficiency to the look of the place, but the design was entirely based on pastel pinks, purples and yellows. There was no doubt that this was a 'no boys allowed' clubhouse, which made it a bit thrilling, as well as daunting. Each baby step into womanhood had felt like this. Each one was a new kind of excitement, a new exploration of the woman within and a new way to express who he truly was.

Barbara seemed to know everyone. She chatted and laughed and smiled as she caught up on the lives of the women who worked there and those who were customers as well. She also introduced Quinn to everyone and everyone was just as gregarious was Barbara. One woman complimented Quinn's dress, nearly to the point of embarrassment. When he was a boy, he had been to the barber shop with his father many times, and he heard the men and boys there speak and laugh freely, but there was always a guarded sense to their behavior. As if they could only share so much and no more. These women shared everything! Intimate details about themselves, their husbands, their children, the health of everyone they knew... some were interested in sports and spoke a bit about that, but they were never restricted to that subject. When he was a boy, the barbershop talk was limited to sports, cars and crass remarks about women. Quinn had always been take aback by the change he saw in his father when they entered the barber shop. Here was a man who always valued education and intellect above all things, but when he was waiting his turn or sitting in the chair, he would only discuss fishing, which he did rarely, or sports, which he only ever watched in small clips on the news.

They began their treatment in the back of the salon, seated in massaging chairs with drawers that pulled out from behind their calves. The drawers were filled with warm water and bath salts designed to soften the nails and calluses.

Quinn leaned back in the chair and lowered his feet into the relaxing concoction, then pressed a button on the chair and the chair grew warm and devices began to massage his neck, back, bottom and thighs. Even through the corset he was wearing, he could feel the chair relaxing the hard working muscles. Had his day ended with just ten minutes of that luxury, he would have felt wonderful, but it did not.

After just about ten minutes, a woman arrived and sat in front of him. She introduced herself as 'Sunny,' and used a towel to lift his left foot from the drawer.

"You have soft feet," she commented. "Nice straight toes, too. You must not wear a lot of pointy toed shoes."

"To tell you the truth, Sunny," Barbara offered as another woman began working on Barbara's left foot as well, "Quinny never wore heels at all until this week, and I'm the one who forced her into it. She only wears high quality heels, though. "

"That's good," Sunny smiled up at Quinn. "Cheap shoes will ruin your toes. Stick with good ones. I am surprised, though. Girls your age usually start wearing heels pretty regularly. How old are you, honey? Fourteen? Fifteen? Sixteen?"

Quinn smiled, unsure of how to answer that without looking foolish, but Barbara answered for him. She was laughing as she explained, "Quinny is just a late bloomer. She's twenty one, actually, but she looks younger until she's done her makeup to go out. Then, she's a heartbreaker."

"Oh, I bet," Sunny laughed along with Barbara. "You're a very pretty, girl, Winnie."

"It's 'Quinny,'" he corrected. "My real name is Quinn."

"Oooh, very pretty."

From there, Quinn learned about the exquisite pain and relief of having his toes and nails dug and maneuvered and groomed with sharp little tools. Each little excavation into his skin was followed by a feeling of relief and a small, healing rub from Sunny. She dug and shaped and filed the toes one each foot for at least ten minutes each before asking, "What color would you like them?"

Not expecting the question, Quinn hemmed and hawed for a moment before saying, "I think they look great just like that."

"Clear, then?" Sunny asked, reaching to grab a bottle from a nearby cart.

Quinn nodded, but Barbara intervened. "No, no, no, no! She's just being a coward, Sunny. Bright red, please. Something that really draws attention to her perfect little toes."

Sunny nodded and smiled as she grabbed the appropriate bottle.

Quinn spoke to Barbara in a low voice. "No one can even see my toes when I'm dressed as Louisa."

"I know," Barbara smiled broadly, "but summer is coming and you'll want to wear pretty sandals and open toed shoes. Trust me, Quinny. You WANT your toes to be pretty. Men love it. They don't realize it, but they do."

Layer after layer of beautiful, bright red enamel was spread in gentle tickles across his toes, until, at last, his toenails were perfectly smooth and shone like Christmas lights at the end of his feet. They were charming little gems that wiggled and caught his attention. They were a foolish little bit of feminine finery that served no purpose whatsoever, but were just there as a bit of indulgence.

And yet...

When Quinn looked at them, his heart beat just a little faster. How pretty! How lovely! How absolutely delightful to have pretty feet!? Imagine - pretty feet. How wonderful it was to have these gorgeous bits of color to enjoy.

"You like them?" Sunny asked.

"I love them!" Quinn answered honestly.

"Good. Wait here while they dry. I'll set up my manicure station and be back for you in a few minutes."

"That lifted your spirits a bit, didn't it?" Barbara asked, smiling at how Quinn kept wiggling his toes and admiring how they looked.

"Lots." Quinn smiled. "Thank you, Barbara."

"Sadly, you can't have red fingernails. Louisa didn't color her nails."

"Why not? She wore other kinds of makeup." Quinn was a bit disappointed that his fingers and toes wouldn't match.

Barbara giggled. "For the same reason she didn't carry a cell phone, Quinn - nail polish didn't exist yet. Don't worry, though. You're getting French tips. They'll look very natural."

"What are those?"

She winked at him and smiled. "Relax. You'll like them."

And he did.

If anything, the manicure was even more relaxing and exciting than the pedicure. There was a strange sense of intimacy with Sunny as she worked his cuticles, added the acrylic nails, shaped them to be just slightly longer than his fingertips and then worked on them with various paints and enamels for an additional ten minutes each to create a very natural looking nail.

"There you go, my dear," Sunny smiled. "Perfect nails to go with anything from a sundress to a bridal gown. What do you think?"

Quinn looked at them and admired their perfect shape and brilliant sheen, and also how they made his fingers look even longer and more feminine. "They're beautiful, Sunny. Thank you!"

"You are welcome, my love. Now, when your nails are not limited by work restrictions, you come on back here and see me and I'll help you pick out something really pretty and fun for you. Ok?"

"Thank you," Quinn smiled. "I will."

He turned when he heard Barbara speaking into her phone. "No, that's great, Andrea. We'll be there in twenty minutes. Thanks!"

When Quinn gave her an inquisitive look, she smiled and raised her eyebrows. "Congratulations, Quinny. You're about to get your first perm."

Part of Quinn felt a need to act shocked that Barbara would presume to make that kind of a decision for him, but he didn't act on that. Instead, he considered how wonderful every baby step into girlhood had been so far, and he said, "Really!?"

"Yep. A mani-pedi and a perm all in the same day. Wait until Annie hears about this!"

"You think she'll be upset about the money? I'll pay you back out of my first paycheck."

Barbara laughed. "Quinny, you needed the manicure and the perm to play Louisa. Golden Bluffs will pay for all of that."

"Then why will Annie get upset."

"Because her baby sister is growing up too quickly, Quinny. I know she's not saying anything to you about it, but I can tell. Annie's enjoying having you embrace your inner Louisa."

If the nail salon had given off the 'no boys allowed' vibe, the salon felt like a bastion of femininity. A place where women were actually transformed from mere humans to goddesses. The women waiting for service were all attractive and well kept, but the women leaving were gorgeous.

And gorgeous sounded pretty nice to Quinn right about then.

The curler-type contraptions that were rolled into Quinn's hair were very different than the hard plastic curlers that Ann used. These were spongy and bendable. Instead of the straight rows that Ann created in his hair at night, the stylist, Andrea, seemed to place them in a bit of a haphazard arrangement around his head. When she was finished, though, Quinn could see a symmetry to the arrangement.

From an earlier time, he could remember his mother coming home from the salon with a new perm and the smell of her hair would send everybody in the house scurrying to their rooms to escape the fetid odor. The solution they used on Quinn, though, was surprisingly inoffensive.

"Pleeeeeaaaase don't tell me that this is your NATURAL color, baby," the very expressive hairdresser said as she fawned over Quinn's hair, rolling those odd instruments into his red mane.

"It is," Quinn smiled. His hair color and fullness had always been admired by women and ridiculed by boys. It had made him self conscious as a child, but since, during his rehabilitation, most of his care givers had been women, he had grown proud of the rich red color.

Andrea looked at Barbara and rolled her eyes dramatically. "What are you doing to me, Barbie? You can't bring someone with hair like this into my salon! If people find out that this color is available in nature, I'll have to close up shop and start selling Avon, door to door."

"Or," Barbara smiled, "you could tell people that YOU can give them hair like THAT."

"Oh, Barbie, I wish I could. I can only do so much, though. You know the old proverb: 'Poems are made by fools like me, but only God can make hair that color.'"

Barbara chuckled. "No. I didn't know that one."
 

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"Hello?" Ricky called into the 'employees only' doorway. "Anyone here?"

Barbara came into the entrance area and waved. "You must be Ricky. Quinn's getting changed. Come on in."

He followed her into her workshop and looked about at the clothes and material on the racks and shelves. "I sent Quinn to the administration office across the estate. She'll be back in a few minutes." Once in the room proper, Barbara turned and folded her arms. "So... You're Ricky."

"Yes," he replied, confused, since he thought that they'd established that already.

"Ricky who is NOT gay."

Ricky looked around. Was he being Punked? "That's correct. I'm not gay."

Barbara scowled and looked him up and down.

"Is that a problem?" He asked, confused. "I mean... I never said that I was or wasn't gay, but when Quinn found out that I wasn't, she seemed almost mad about it."

"Just surprised, I suspect. She spent most of yesterday trying to convince me that you were gay and that last night's coffee get-together wasn't a real date. I think she was probably just surprised when you told her the truth."

Ricky considered that for a moment. "You know what? I'm not quite sure how appropriate it is for me to be having this conversation with Quinn's boss. I mean... this is all pretty personal, you know."

"Listen, Slick," Barbara looked towards the hallway to be sure that Quinn was not about to enter.

"Slick?" Ricky tried to interrupt. "I was never acting 'slick.'"

If Barbara had heard him, she just ignored him and continued. "Quinny and I are much more than friends."

"Oh?" Ricky asked, but then something occurred to him. "OH! You and Quinn are a couple! I'm sorry. I guess I just misunderstood the situation."

'No, no, no," Barbara laughed and waved him off. "No... Quinn and I are, most assuredly, NOT a couple, but I do love her like a sister. So, you'd better be nice to her."

"I thought that Quinn only had one sister; Ann."

"I said LIKE a sister, Ricky. We are LIKE sisters."

"I see." Now, Ricky folded his arms and looked a bit more confident. "Well, since you are so interested... I tried very hard... VERY HARD... to be nice to Quinn. I was a gentleman, I was sweet and funny and just as charming as I know how... but Quinn flipped when she realized I was straight."

"I bet," Barbara nodded.

"See... that's an odd response. Why do you think she was so shook up when I told her I was straight?"

Barbara puckered her lips as she thought. "Ahh. See, there's the real question, Ricky. The truth is... I know exactly why she behaved that way, but... I'm afraid that you'll need to figure that out by yourself. I will tell you this, though. Quinn is the toughest and most fragile person I have ever meet and that's the key to getting to know the real Quinn. Every time you discover something new about her, you're going to realize that she's exactly the opposite of who you think she is. She's tough and fragile. She's smart and naïve. She's confident and petrified."

Ricky waited for more, but Barbara had stopped speaking. "That's a bit cryptic, isn't it? She's hot and she's cold. She's tall and she's short. I sense there's something you want to tell me, so... why not just tell me?"

Barbara heard something in the hall, so she wrapped up her comments. "That would be far too easy, my friend. So... Be careful. Be gentle and don't give up. Trust me - It is going to take some effort, but Quinn is worth it."

"Yeah, but she's the one who rejected me..." Ricky started saying, Barbara cut him off with a 'Shh.'

"Hey, Quinny!" Barbara sounded bright and cheery, as opposed to her previously cryptic and maternal sound, when Quinn opened the door. "Your friend, Ricky, is here. We've been getting to know each other."

"Hi." Quinn smiled in spite of himself. Just seeing Ricky standing there made him feel better, but what he really found exciting was the way that Ricky was looking at him. "What?"

Ricky shook himself back to reality. "What? Oh... I'm sorry... I just... Your hair."

Quinn smiled as he touched his now very full locks as they fell in waves down his neck and back. "Oh, yeah. I got..." There was no point in explaining. Ricky wasn't interested in how Quinn's hair had gotten this way. He was only interested in how it made Quinn look. "Do you like it?"

What the heck kind of a question was that!? Just the night before, Quinn had made it clear that she had no interest in dating Ricky, so why ask a question like that!? What he wanted to say was that he wouldn't have believed that it was possible to find Quinn more beautiful than he already did, but the way that her hair flowed in waves and curls had risen her beauty from amazing to unbelievable. But saying that would drive Quinn away. Besides, Quinn's friend had just told him to be patient and careful.

So, instead, he said, "It's ummm... Yeah. It's nice. I mean... yeah. I like it... a lot."

Quinn smiled and blushed. "Yeah? Thanks."

Barbara watched this exchange. This was ridiculous. Just look at the two of them! They're obviously in love. This isn't the Middle Ages, or even the twentieth century, for crying out loud. People love each other and no one should question that love - especially the two people who were in love. These two just needed to come to terms with that.

"So," Quinn smiled as he gathered his purse from Barbara's counter, "you two have met each other."

"Yes," Barbara said.

"Well, no," Ricky said. "Not really. I mean.. you know that I'm Ricky, but you never told me your name."

"Barbara," she smiled and extended her hand. "My name is Barbara. Nice to meet you, Ricky."

"Oh, you're Barbara," Ricky smiled. "Quinn has mentioned you."

"Really?" She looked at Quinn. "Only good things, I hope."

"What else would I have to say?" Quinn smiled. She looked at Ricky. "Barbara helped me after the accident. She also gave me this job. She's been very good to me. She and Annie are my sisters and my closest friends."

Barbara smiled. She hadn't realized that Quinn felt that way about her.

Ricky looked at Barbara with respect. "So, you're part of the miracle that is Quinn's life. I guess I should thank you, then. I'm really happy that she's still here for me to get to know."

Geez... this kid... Barbara could see why Quinn was taken with this guy. He was an honest to goodness sweet guy.

While Barbara watched, Ricky looked more closely at Quinn and his face took on a glow as he smiled and said, "Thank you for wearing that dress."

Quinn looked down at it and blushed a bit more. "You like it?"

It was a dress that Barbara had selected, so she was pleased that Ricky liked it. It was a simple white, loose fitting, knee length affair. The smooth, unadorned bodice featured a modest scoop neckline and ruffled cap sleeves and a high, narrow, empire waistline. Below that, there was a loose abundance of material formed by three horizontal, widening circles of material, each forming a delicate, understated ruffle. The bottom of the first and second ruffled circle was sewn into a seam with the row below it, but the bottom row was a wide, relaxed ruffle that seemed to be in constant motion around Quinn's smooth, slender legs.

Barbara had run to a boutique across the street from the hair salon and picked out the dress and the plain, silk underdress that the sheer white material required while Quinn's perm was setting. When he first saw it, he thought that it looked babyish and like something that Holly Hobbie might wear, but Barbara assured him that it was a classically feminine dress that would make Quinn irresistible to Ricky.

Quinn tried to explain that attracting Ricky's attention was not really a problem, and that something less flirty would be more appropriate, but once he tried on the scrumptiously soft material and felt how the dress hung from his modest breasts, he adored the dress and looked forward to seeing Ricky's reaction to it.

Now that he'd seen Ricky's jaw drop, he was very satisfied with Barbara's choice.

Ricky shook his head in impressed bemusement. "Do I like it?" He chuckled. "You know how you look in it and you should be ashamed of yourself. Here we are trying to be friends and you show up looking like that." He shook his head, again. "You should be ashamed."

Quinn just smiled and blushed some more.

Barbara was also amused by watching this scene play out. The smitten Romeo was funny enough, but the innocent sex appeal of the flirtatious Juliet who had no idea how beautiful she really was, was just the sweetest thing she'd ever seen.

"Ok, you two," Barbara moved closer, putting a hand on Ricky's shoulder, "you should get going if you want to have an relaxed dinner before your class. Quinny, it might get chilly tonight. There's a lightweight, white cashmere sweater on rack four that will fit you. Go grab that to take with you."

"Oh, ok. Thanks." Quinn went to grab it.

When Quinn had gone, Barbara whispered to Ricky, "She's been through more than you can imagine, Ricky. Be patient and be gentle. I can see how much she likes you, but this is all very, very new to her. Don't give up on her."

Ricky looked at her with a mixture of intrigue and thanks on his face. "Did you see her in that dress? I'm not going anywhere."

"Atta boy," Barbara winked at him and Quinn reemerged from the racks.

"All set. Thanks, Barbara."

"Always my pleasure, baby," Barbara stepped away from Ricky and kissed Quinn's cheek. "Have a good night. Let me grab my purse and I'll walk out with you."

They walked out the door and down the path to the parking lot. Just as they arrived at Ricky's car, Ann emerged from her car, just a few spaces over.

"Hi," she smiled, but the smile faded as she saw Quinn's hair and dress. She looked at Barbara and shook her head. "A new dress and a perm? I thought you weren't going to spend any more money on Quinn?"

Barbara smiled and shrugged. "Oh, come on. Look at her! She's adorable! How could I not spend some money on her? Besides, we both needed some cheering up this morning. So, we got mani/pedis, then I got my color touched up and Quinny got some body installed in her hair. Then, we felt better."

Ann glanced down at Quinn's hands, saw the nicely manicured nails and shook her head. She leaned forward and kissed his cheek. "You look lovely, honey. Beautiful, actually, but you need to stop Barbie from spending money on you. Ok?"

"Ok," Quinn smiled, knowing that Ann's attitude was just a show for Barbara's sake. "You're all dressed up, too. Are you going out to dinner?"

Ann nodded. "It's payday, so I am taking Barbie out to thank her for helping you so much. I suppose that I should take her someplace even more expensive than I'd planned, now that she's spent even more money on you."

"She's just being Annie," Barbara laughed. "You two go have a good time."

"Ok," Quinn smiled and gave his sister a kiss.

"You look amazing, honey," Ann whispered.

"Thanks," he smiled. "I'll see you at home."
 

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From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper'

~ "Late in July, I needed to return to Manhattan Island for two days to have my dress for Miranda's wedding fitted and to visit the jewelry store at fifteen Union Square West to view the settings Mr Tiffany and his designers had created to accompany my ensemble. Mother was occupied with the preparations for the upcoming nuptials and was unable to accompany me. So, Langdon and Mother Beech-Thorndyke agreed to act as my chaperones.

We left Golden Bluffs as the sun rose and made the crossing from Aquidneck to Manhattan on Lanny's small Yacht in very short order. We traveled from the docks to the home of Mr and Mrs J. P. Morgan who had offered to act as our hosts for our one night in the hot, smelly city. Although the Morgan's owned a beautiful home in Newport - Beacon Rock sat dramatically on a stone ridge that sat high above Narragansett Bay - Mr Morgan's business interests would not allow him to be away from the city for the entire season. The Morgans tended to take advantage of their New Port estate in short visits, but their wealth was so vast that they could easily maintain a full staff at each of their homes, while my family would move the majority of our Fifth Avenue staff to Golden Bluffs for the entire summer.

Langdon spent the afternoon at his Manhattan offices while Mother Beech-Thorndyke, Mrs John Pierpont Morgan, Miss Frances to me , accompanied me to our clothier's salon. My dress was a work of art that clung tightly to my torso, then flared out in an elegant skirt that was bound to be the envy of every woman at Miranda's wedding. The diamond ensemble created by Tiffany and Company was equally beautiful and would be a breathtaking addition to an already stunning gown.

Both the dress and the jewelry received passing grades from Mother Beech-Thorndyke and Miss Frances, so arrangements were made to have them delivered to Golden Bluffs.

When the Morgan's carriage dropped us off in front of their residence at 219 Fifth Avenue, Lanny was waiting, dressed elegantly in his evening jacket. He offered me his arm and invited me to walk the halfblock south to dine at Delmonico's restaurant. Mother Beech-Thorndyke and Miss Frances were horrified that I would even consider going out to dinner without changing into evening clothes, but Lanny assured me that I looked lovely and, to tell you the truth, I felt that the dress I was already wearing was more lovely than the other two I'd brought with me.

Delmonico's had a beautiful dinning room. The highly decorated coffered ceilings, gas powered, ball shaped chandeliers, immaculate carpets, pristine linen wear and the smells of the finest food in Manhattan made the place nearly magical. Lanny had 'Lamb Chop Robinson,' a savory meal of thin, fried pork chops covered in Delmonico's Robinson sauce, while I had 'Lobster Newberg,' a delicious meal featuring boiled lobster meat that was then fried in butter and served in a sauce made from cream, cognac, sherry and eggs, with just a dash of cayenne pepper. Since the restaurant catered to an adults only clientele, I had only been allowed to dine there on two previous occasions. On each, I had ordered the Lobster Newberg and I found the dish so delicious that I could foresee no reason to ever try anything else on their menu.

The feeling of emancipation that I felt in that restaurant was exhilarating. Never before had I been allowed to be escorted by a man to a destination where everyone treated me like an adult. No Mother, no Mother Beech-Thorndyke, no Miss Frances. Just Lanny and me in a crowded restaurant learning about each other. Our wants, our needs, our ambitions, our achievements, of failures. By the time we finished our dinner and took the short walk back to the Morgan home, I felt as if I actually knew my betrothed and that a part of my heart had developed deep feelings for him. I believe he felt the same."
 

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The Newport Creamery was an ice cream and sandwich place designed in the same manner as many other mid-twentieth century ice cream and sandwich places. A central work area was surrounded by a seating area featuring a combination of a bar and spinning stools, or small booths with fixed tables and benches. In short, it was nothing fancy.

Ricky held the door open and let Quinn enter the restaurant first. It wasn't very crowded and there were some booths available, and plenty of spinning stools up front, but Ricky said, "Let's go around the back. I have a friend working the grill. I want you to meet him."

So they walked around the bar and booths and sat on two of the stools in the rear.

"Joe!" Ricky called to the young man working the grill. "Joe! Hey, Joe!"

The young man looked up and turned towards the voice calling his name. "Rick! Hey, man, how are you doing?" He stepped away from the grill for just a moment to fist bump Ricky, then he returned to the hot surface, while also talking.

"Joe. This is Quinn. The girl I told you about."

The cook looked at Quinn and made a face that indicated he was impressed. "The girl from your dance class? Oh, hey, Quinn. It's nice to meet you. This guy hasn't shut up about you since he got home Tuesday night. Now that I see you, though, I can understand why. I'm Joe, by the way. I'm this guy's room mate at URI."

"Nice to meet you, Joe," Quinn smiled and then looked at Ricky. "Haven't shut up about me, huh? Has anything you've told him been positive?"

Joe let out a big belly laugh. "Are you kidding!? All I've been hearing is, 'Quinn is so smart,' and 'Quinn dances so well,' and 'Quinn is the most beautiful girl to have ever lived. She makes Helen of Troy, Beyoncé and Zoe Saldana all look ugly by comparison.'"

Ricky turned and faced Quinn with a sheepish grin. "I just said you are very pretty. I didn't say any of that other stuff."

Joe pushed down on a counter bell as he raised two plates onto a small, raised counter in front of the grill. "Order up!" He called to the wait staff. Then he wiped his hands and walked over to where the couple was seated. "So, I see that Rick is sparing no expense by bringing you to the nicest place in town. I guess he really wants to impress you. Nothing shows a lady a good time like a grilled burger and a shake! Am I right?"

Quinn smiled. It was nice to be the center of attention in this way - because someone likes you and not because you're that poor kid who was in the accident. "We're just grabbing something light before our class," he explained to Ricky's friend. "Besides, I was only here once before and that was a long time ago."

"Dance class?" Joe chuckled. "You have no idea how much fun I have poked at this guy for taking dance class, but if I'd known that there was a chance of meeting a beautiful girl there, I would have gone with him."

"I've been going on and off for two years and Quinn is the first girl I've meet who was under thirty," Ricky smiled as he glanced at Quinn.

Joe smiled and looked around. "It looks like it's only Amy taking orders right now. Beth must be on break. What can I get you guys?"

"Want a burger?" Ricky asked. "They're pretty good, here."

The answer was, of course, yes. Quinn would have lived to have had a burger, but he thought about the hazards of eating one in this white dress and he decided against it. "Umm... maybe something lighter."

Joe offered some advice. "I'd stay away from the tuna - it smells a little funny. We have salads, but they're mostly iceberg lettuce, so nothing special. How about a grilled cheese?"

"That sounds great," Quinn smiled. "Thank you."

"My pleasure. So, a burger for monsieur and a grilled cheese for mademoiselle," Joe put on a terrible French accent. "Perhaps a beverage as well? May I interest you in a fine Coca Cola, or perhaps a wonderfully effervescent Sprite?"

"I'll have a root beer," Ricky said, pretending to find his friend annoying.

"That sounds good," Quinn agreed. "I'll have a root beer, as well."

"Eh bien," Joe said with a quick bow. "I shall return."

"He thinks he's hilarious," Ricky laughed as he looked at Quinn.

"He is," Quinn laughed back. "So... why do you take ballroom dancing classes?"

Ricky let out a big sigh. "Ok, now, don't laugh, but... when I was a kid, my sister was in a Christmas show at the studio and they just needed a boy to come on and do one little thing. So, my mom volunteered me. Well, when a dance studio sees a boy willing to help out, they grab hold of him and never let go. I've been involved at the studio ever since. But... to tell you the truth, and please, PLEASE, never tell this to anyone..." he looked around to see if anyone could hear, then whispered, "... I really like ballroom dancing. I like the music, I like the exercise and I like the socializing, even if everyone else is two generations older than me."

"That's great," Quinn giggled. "They all seem to love you."

He shrugged. "I hope so."

Joe dropped off the two glasses of root beer and returned to his grill.

Each opened a straw and put it in the drink. Ricky immediately noticed the lipstick that Quinn's sip left behind on the straw and, for some reason, that little residue became one of the most exciting things he'd ever seen.

Quinn interrupted his thoughts by saying, "You didn't tell me you had a sister."

Ricky shook his head to clear it. "I don't."

"You just said..."

"I know, but I don't have 'A' sister. I have EIGHT sisters. I'm one of nine and I'm the only one with a 'Y' chromosome."

"Wow! Nine kids!" Quinn was very surprised.

"Yeah. That's a lot, I know. Too many, really, and waaaaay too many females to be around. No offense, I mean I like being with women, but eight, plus my mom... that's a lot of hormones."

Quinn laughed. "I bet! So... are you the baby?"

Ricky shook his head. "No. I'm fourth. I guess my parents always planned on having a big family because they named us alphabetically. Alice, Beatrice, Catherine, Dennis, Ellen, Fiona, Grace, Hannah and Isabelle. I'm Dennis, remember? That's nine kids in six years." He shook his head. "They were nuts."

"Wait," Quinn did a little math. "How can..."

Ricky held up a hand to stop her. "Alice and Bea are twins, Catherine a year later, me ten months after her, Ellie a year after me, Grace and Hannah are twins and then Bella arrived on her own, thank God."

"Wow! That's amazing," Quinn giggled. "I'm surprised they stopped at nine. Why not go for an even dozen?"

Ricky suddenly looked a bit more serious. "Because my dad left before Bella was born."

"Oh, my God."

"Yeah. It turned out that he actually had two families. He traveled a lot for work. He had us in Rhode Island and another family in Kentucky. When his other wife found out, he had to make a choice and... well... he didn't choose us."

"How did your mom cope with that? I mean... eight kids and one on the way."

"Grandpa Bill," Ricky said with a smile. "My grandfather, who is, incidentally, my father's father, was a machinist until he retired a few years ago. My grandmother had died a year before all this happened, and Grandpa Bill was living on his own in a nice little house near the bay. When my dad left and we found out that we were going to lose the house, Grandpa Bill stepped in. He sold his pretty little dream house and bought a three decker house in a nice neighborhood. Then we all moved in."

Quinn was wide eyed listening to the story.

"I think about what he did a lot. Here's a guy who worked a pretty tough job all of his life so he could retire and spend his golden years with his wife who he adores. Then, just as he's approaching retirement, his wife dies of cancer, his son turns out to be a jackass, leaving his grandchildren destitute. So he sells the house he loves, moves into the city, which is someplace he has never liked, goes from a quiet, contemplative life to a life filled with insane kids who have no idea what they did to make their dad leave them, and has to work an extra ten years to be sure he can eventually retire and still support this huge tribe of people he's been taking care of. I mean... how could he have done that?"

Quinn thought for a moment. "Have you ever asked him?"

"I have," Ricky smiled.

"What did he say?"

"He hugged me and said he was the luckiest man in the world because he got to spend his life with so many people he loved."

"Holy cow," Quinn whispered.

"Yeah." Ricky took a sip of root beer. "Remember the other night when I talked about people being damaged and you got upset? Well, that's me and my sisters. We are definitely damaged. My dad did a number on all of us, but he continues to do a number on me. I'll get letters and texts out of the blue from him saying that I'm his only son and that we need to patch things up between us... he even showed up at my dorm one time. To tell you the truth, I wasn't even sure who he was, but... every time I think I'm done thinking about him, he pops up out of nowhere again."

Joe, who had overheard a little of the conversation, placed their food on the table without saying anything.

Quinn just searched for something to say, but couldn't come up with anything.

Ricky ate one French fry, then said, "Quinn... when you talk about your life being weird... I get it. Mine is too. Sure, you're 'poor Quinn, who was in the accident,' but I was always 'poor Ricky who's father left.' I'm not comparing my struggle with yours, though. God knows I haven't been through anything like you have, and as I've said, you really are a miracle, but my life is weird, too. Maybe we were meant to find each other, you know? I mean, we've both been through some stuff and have survived and we both have people who love us and want us to have good lives. Now, I don't know if we're meant to be a couple, but... I think we're meant to be with each other. To help each other, maybe even love each other - one way or another."

A tear clung to the corner of Quinn's long eyelash, but refused to fall. He leaned over and kissed Ricky's cheek, then rested his head on Ricky's shoulder. "Ricky... I... I think you may be right and... I'm really sorry if I've been stand-off-ish. This is all really new to me. Like... in ways I can't even explain, but... you should know that I've never had a friend who I felt closer to than you. I mean that."

Ricky leaned his head on hers. "Thanks, Quinn. That really means a lot." He heaved a sigh. "I'm a heck of a date, aren't I? Come on. We need to eat up and get to class."

Quinn pulled away slowly and sat up straight. "Ok, but this is not a date." He smiled flirtatiously.

"Of course it's a date. I asked you to come to dinner with me. That's a date," Ricky flirted back.

"I'm paying for my own food so... it's NOT a date."

"No, you're not. You haven't even gotten your first paycheck, yet. I'm paying."

"No."

"Yep."

"Nope."

"Oh, yeah."

"Geez, would you two, stop!" Joe said without turning around. "Neither of you are paying for it. I'll take care of it. End of story."

Ricky chuckled. "You're the best, Joe!"

"Yeah, yeah, yeah," his roommate shook his head.
 

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"Big day, honey," Ann smiled as she pulled into a parking space at Golden Bluffs. It was Saturday morning, Quinn's first day as Louisa with actual guests. "You think you're ready?"

Quinn looked at the estate and saw people pulling into parking spaces and looking excited to have a day of exploring history. "I guess I'm as ready as I'll ever be." He looked at his sister and smiled. "I guess we'll find out if I'm any good at being Louisa pretty soon. Thanks for driving me."

"No problem," she squeezed his hand. "Look, I'm going to go grocery shopping now and then head home. My phone is on, though, so, if you need anything - just to talk, or... if you need to leave... or anything... just call. Ok?"

He nodded. "You're more nervous about this than I am, aren't you?"

Ann smiled. "Possibly. I just want you to be safe, Quinn. Be careful of your back and watch out for yourself. Ok?"

He leaned over and kissed her cheek, then opened the door. "I'll be fine. Thanks, Annie. Love you."

"Love you, too, honey," Ann said, feeling a lot of anxiety watching him walk away. All week, she knew this was coming, but it felt very real, now. The previous night, Quinn had been at home - no dance class and Ricky had had to work. They'd talked a lot and she realized that Quinn had changed a lot in a very short time. There was very little boy left in him. He wasn't exactly becoming Louisa, but Louisa had somehow been guiding him all week and now, her broken little brother was a budding young woman. It was a very odd thing and one that she'd never expected to be dealing with. She just prayed that Quinn was able to handle all of this. It was a lot.
 

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"Good morning," Monica was the consummate hostess as the first group of visitors of the season arrived. "Welcome to Golden Bluffs. I am Mrs Harper, the 'Grand Dame' of Golden Bluffs. Welcome to our home. I shall be guiding you through this part of the estate. When we reach our more private areas of our home, my youngest daughter, Louisa, will take over as your guide." Monica always made a point of stating that the guests, who were always a majority female and many were mothers with excited daughters who had read Louisa's books, would be seeing Louisa soon, to avoid having them ask about meeting her. The guests, particularly the teenaged girls, always had a million questions about daily life in the Gilded Age, but they wanted those questions to be answered by Louisa - even if Louisa was just an actress. It was not unlike a full grown adult wanting to go to Walt Disney World to meet Goofy. Everyone knew that Goofy was just a kid in a costume, but the need to see the character was important to some people.

Quinn was listening from the top of the stairs where he remained unseen behind a corner. He was ready for this, he knew he was, but it was nerve wracking nonetheless. It would not only be the first time he'd have to do this particular job, it would be the first time he was alone and portraying Louisa, wearing replicas of her clothes and her hair style, in front of a crowd of people.

He took a deep breath and calmed himself. Easy-peasy. Just focus on Louisa's story and don't trip on your skirts!

He was wearing a lovely, soft blue dress that day. The the soft, modest neckline traveled along his modest cleavage and kept his modesty with a lace inlay that bridged the bottom of the opening. Three quarter length, massively puffed sleeves that narrowed to sleeves so well fitted that they needed to be buttoned on his lower arms and a lower bodice that buttoned tightly to emphasize his corseted waist led to the flowing blue, narrow bell shaped skirt that reached the floor and created a perfectly female silhouette.

"Excuse me, Miss," a staff member dressed as a maid spoke from behind Quinn, startling him a bit. "The tour group is about to come upstairs. You really should be waiting for them at your vanity."

"Oh," Quinn nodded. "Ok. Sorry."

The maid smiled. "No need to be sorry, Miss." She led Quinn to Louisa's bedroom.

"Thank you," Quinn said, as he sat. "I'm Quinn, by the way. I'm sorry, I didn't catch your name."

The maid smiled and gave a very shallow curtsy. "I'm sorry, Miss, but I don't have a name and your name is Miss Louisa, Miss. Those are the only names that we use in public areas, Miss.'

Quinn shook his head. "Oh, yeah... of course. Sorry. It's my first day..."

"No, Miss, it's not." The maid was a bit frustrated. "Miss Louisa has lived here every summer of her life, Miss. Now, the tour group is coming up the stairs and you need to be ready to greet them when they arrive."

"Ok..."

"No, Miss. Miss Louisa never uses modern slang, Miss."

Quinn took a second to compose himself, before looking at the maid. A look of confidence and privilege appeared on his face. "Thank you. I am ready to receive guests, now."
 

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"What's this, now?" Ann muttered as her house came into view. The grocery store had been crowded, not as crowded as it would be when the summer season began in earnest, but just the normal Saturday morning kind of crowded. Normally, she'd have gone a bit earlier to avoid the crowd, but she really wanted to drive Quinn that morning just to be sure he was ok. Now, as she pulled up to her home, she saw an old Ford Ranger parked in front of her house with a ramp coming off of its tailgate. The small pickup truck was in decent condition for a vehicle that was probably thirty years old, but it's location, in front of her house, was puzzling.

As she pulled into the driveway, something else was puzzling caught her attention. Her hedges, the hedges that were a massive pain in the butt to keep looking nice, had been groomed into long, box shaped decorations. Also, her front lawn had been mown and trimmed, and the sound of a lawn mower was coming from her back yard.

Oh, for crying out loud. Some damned lawn service had come to her house by mistake. Geez, this was going to upset someone and probably end up costing her money that she really did not have to spend.

She walked around the corner and walked along the side yard, the sound of the engine getting louder as she walked, driving her anxiety higher.

Just as she reached the back corner of the house, a man in khaki shorts, a dirty, sleeveless tee shirt and a loose, unbuttoned, long sleeved work shirt stepped into her path, surprising both of them.

"Oh, hi!" The older man with a few days growth of beard and a bent rimmed baseball cap said with a smile. "You must be Ann, right?"

He caught her completely off guard and it took a moment or two for her to respond. "Umm, yeah... yes... I'm Ann. What... what is going on here? I didn't call anyone to do any work here. Who authorized this?"

"Authorized?" The man chuckled. "I'm sorry. No one 'authorized' us to do this. Let me explain. My name is Bill. I believe you know my grandson."

The man pointed to the younger man riding an older model, John Deere lawn tractor in the back yard.

Ann shaded her eyes and looked closely. "Is that... Ricky? What's this all about?"

The man smiled broadly. "I'm sorry if we caught you off guard, Miss, but Rick and I were working in our yard early this morning and he was talking about... Quinn, I believe her name is. She's your sister, right? Well, anyway, Rick was telling me how he wanted to do something special for her, but he didn't have a lot of money. So, I asked him what he could do that wouldn't cost any money that would make this girl's life better. He said that you had a great house, but the yard could use some attention. So... here we are. I drove him over because my old truck isn't as reliable as I'd like it to be - I really only use it to go to flea markets - and I didn't want him to be stranded on the side of the road. Anyway - when we got here, you weren't home, so I figured that we'd just do the job and disappear, like the elves that made the shoes."

"The elves..."

"You know. The Elves and The Shoe Maker. The children's story? No? Well. It doesn't matter. I hope you're ok with this. He's a good kid and he's trying to impress your sister. She sounds like an unusual girl."

"Unusual?" Ann looked at the older man who smiled back.

"Special." He winked. "I've never seen Rick so smitten. She must be something."

Ricky was driving back in their direction and spotted Ann talking to his grandfather. He waved and smiled, broadly.

Ann's first reaction was to scream that this invasion was a big violation of her trust and that coming onto her property was just not acceptable, but then she looked at the yard. The bushes that boarded her property were beautifully trimmed and the refuse from the trimming had even been raked up and tossed into the compost heap in the rear of the yard. So, rather than chastise the older man and his love struck grandson, Ann shook her head and smiled. "Wow. This... this is a really big help, Bill. I can't thank you both enough. The yard looks great - better than it has for a long time. Thank you."

"Don't thank me. Thank Ricky. He's a good kid. Really he is."

"I know that. Look... I need to get my groceries into the house. Let me at least make you some lunch to thank you."

Grandpa Bill's lower lip protruded for a moment before he smiled. "Lunch would be great. Thank you."
 

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"Did you have to wear a corset every day?" The fourteen year old girl asked after Quinn had completed his scripted presentation.

"Every day!" Quinn smiled. "It becomes like second nature when you wear on all of the time."

"I've heard that corsets can push your organs around inside of you. Did that ever happen to you?" Another girl of approximately the same age asked.

"That is very true and I know a few girls my age who did some real damage to themselves by over tightening their corsets. Mother was always very strict with me about my corset lacing. Tight enough to give me the proper form for a young lady of my day, but never tight enough to do any damage. It did shape me, though. After years of corset training, my waist became permanently shaped by them."

"Are you wearing one now?" The first girl asked.

"I am,"Quinn smiled.

"Can we see?" A third girl asked.

Quinn laughed in a display of embarrassment. This was the third group of visitors he'd seen and the questions had been very similar. He was growing comfortable with the job and enjoying the people - especially the young girls and their interest in clothing. "Oh, my good heavens, no, I could never show another person my lingerie. I am shocked that you'd even ask."

"This is stupid," a boy groaned. "Who cares about stupid girls' underwear."

The rest of the group just looked disgusted at the twelve year old boy.

"Well, you know," Quinn said in a very confidential way to the boy, as he took the boy's hand and turned him to face her, "girls only wore corsets to look nice for boys, and guess what."

"What?" The boy asked.

"Boys wore corsets, too. In my day, boys would lace up their corsets, too, so that they'd look slender and handsome for the girls. So, by the time you were fourteen or fifteen, whenever you put on your fancy suit, you'd be wearing a corset made for young men. Now, that would have made even a chubby man look handsome. Of course, you are a very handsome young man. So, a corset would be wasted on you, but a plain girl like me needs all the help she can get."

The boy smiled. "I think you're very pretty."

"Oh... thank you. You're very sweet. Can I ask you a favor?"

He smiled and nodded.

Quinn pointed to his right cheek. "Could you give me a little kiss on my cheek? Just a little one."

The boy's smile widened and he blushed as he leaned forward and kissed Quinn's cheek, then hustled as quickly as he could back to his mother.

"Thank you," Quinn smiled. "Now, it's very, very important that if any of you ever speak to my betrothed, please, please, PLEASE don't tell him that I asked for a kiss from another handsome man. Do any of you know my betrothed name?"

In unison, the young girls all said, "Langdon Beech-Thorndyke."

"That's right, and Lanny and I are very much in love. So, please don't tell him about this."

Everyone was smiling and enjoying the show.

"Ladies and gentlemen," the group leader, who was also dressed as a maid, called, "I'm afraid that Miss Louisa has another group to see, so we must be going. Let's all say 'goodbye' to Miss Louisa and follow me to the library."

There was a sound that could only be described as the sound of disappointment as the group realized that they had to move on.

"Thank you, everyone for coming," Quinn smiled. "Please come and visit me again."

The session ended with Quinn receiving at least a dozen hugs from children and parents alike. The last hug came from the same little boy. As he trotted out the door, his mother smiled at Quinn and said, "Thank you. You made his day."

"He made mine," Quinn smiled.
 

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"And then, one day, Dennis here just decided that he didn't like that name and he demanded that we all call him Ricky. Not Rick, or Richard, but Ricky. If you called him Dennis, he would just ignore you, so we all just complied and... the rest is history."

Ann laughed at the story as Ricky smiled in embarrassment. "I have a very forceful personality, at times." He joked.

"I guess," Ann laughed.

"Well," Grandpa Bill said, pushing his chair back, "I think it's time that Ricky and I head back to the mainland. He's got to shower and get ready to come right back and take your sister out to a movie. Isn't that right, Rick."

"Yeah," Ricky smiled and nodded. Ann noticed that Ricky's effervescent personality was a bit less bubbly when in the presence of his grandfather. Perhaps it was out of respect for the older man, but he was definitely quieter.

"Hey, I can't thank you guys enough," Ann smiled. "I didn't know how or when I'd get to the yard work. Look, I know you did it for Quinn, but it really helped me out."

"Anytime, Annie," Grandpa Bill smiled. "Ricky's told me about what you and Quinn have been through and we're always here to help. What do I always say, Ricky?"

Ricky smirked as he recited his grandfather's favorite inspirational pep talk. "We're never going to have wealth, but we can find riches in helping others."

Ann shook her head. "I didn't think people like you existed."

Grandpa Bill winked, again. "When you have ten people living with you, you need to create a very strict code of behavior. My grandkids and their mother know that they need to tow the line. All that aside, though... it was a pleasure meeting you and if you need any help with your yard, or any minor work in your house... anything at all, just tell us. Rick and I will help you out."

"Thanks, Bill... Ricky. I wish I could offer something in return."

"Don't be silly," the older man laughed. "Now that we've met, you're family. Family takes care of family. Here," he pulled a business card from his wallet and handed it to Ann. "This is my contact information. Let me know if you need us."

Ann smiled at the quaint, antiquated practice of business cards. It was very sweet.

"That goes for me, too," Ricky added, as he and his grandfather headed towards the front door.

Suddenly, Ann felt very guilty about taking advantage of the kindness of these people. These were genuinely kind and generous people and Quinn was... well, maybe not lying to Ricky, but certainly not being truthful. How could he just string this kid along forever? He and his grandfather were... nice. Nicer than anyone she knew. This all needed to be resolved and if Quinn wasn't going to do it...

"Ricky. Umm. Can I talk to you privately for just a moment?" She asked, just as they reached the door.

"Sure." He turned to his grandfather, "I'll be right there, grandpa." He looked at Ann, again. "What's up?"

What should she say? The girl you love is a boy? No. But she had to say something.

"Umm... Ricky... Hey... Do you know my name?"

Ricky chuckled. "Of course I do. It's Ann."

"Yeah," Ann nodded, "but... what's my full name?"

The young man thought for a moment. "I guess I just assumed it's the same as Quinn's"

"And what's Quinn"s last name?"

"Collins, right. I mean, that's what she told me."

"Yeah, that's it," Ann said as she took a breath and considered how to proceed. "So... her name is Quinn Collins and she lives in Portsmouth, right?"

Ricky was confused. "Yeah."

"What has she told you about her back?"

"She broke it in an accident, right?"

Ann nodded. "It was a bad accident, Ricky. A very bad accident. So bad that it shut down the Highway for hours. So bad that it made the TV news and all the papers."

Ricky nodded. "Ok."

"Look," Ann bit her lower lip and just spit out what was on her mind. "You know how to use Google, right?"

He nodded. "What are you trying to tell me? You and that Barbara lady keep talking in riddles all the time."

She reached up and petted his cheek. "That's all I can really say, Ricky, but... think about what I said. If you do a little research, it might answer some questions."

Ricky blinked, not really understanding what Ann was getting at. "Ok... I guess. Thanks."

"You'd better get going."

Ricky tried to process what had just transpired. "Ok. I'll... I'll talk to you later."
 
 
To Be Continued...

On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport - 5

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • Historical
  • Slow Transformation
  • School Girl
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Victorian times
  • Workplace Situations

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  • Posted by author(s)

On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper
of New York and Newport: 5

by Clara
Copyright©2021, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Quinn meets Ricky's family, spends girl time with his sisters and then, of course,
things get more complicated.


 
Author's Note:Thank you for the continued support for this odd story. I hope that readers are enjoying both the storylines. Also, as we head into summer,I hope you are all staying safe! Please, If you enjoyed this chapter, toss me a review!~Clara
 
This version of On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport: 5 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 5

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper'

~ "The week prior to Miranda's wedding was a hectic and crowded one at Golden Bluffs. All of our relations came to Newport for the event and many of them stayed with us. Unfortunately, we also had many friends and business associates staying as well, which did lead to some difficult choices. Father was a self-made man who had family he wanted in attendance, but they were from a lower rung of society. So, since the rooms were assigned to guests according to their social standing, there were some hurt feelings.

Father was adamant that his sister, though, Aunt Ada, needed to stay in a nice room. So, I invited her to stay with me. At just thirty one years old, Aunt Ada was a great deal of fun. She was vivacious and mischievous, and she prided herself on contradicting nearly every word that came from Father's mouth, and this behavior would always make Father laugh. If I were ever to contradict Father, he would grew angry immediately, but when Aunt Ada did the same, he would laugh out loud.

Not only Father was subject to Aunt Ada's wiles, though. Every male seemed to be amused by her flirtations. She had a way of being playful without being sensual. If the men did feel a little titillation, it was not so intoxicating as to encourage further advances. Instead, they would laugh and, invariably, agree with whatever Aunt Ada said. Even Langdon was not immune to her personality. She was like a 'Siren' of ancient times, but instead of coaxing men to perish on the rocky shore, she used her voice to lure men to bend to her will.

She was a proud, unmarried woman who was able to navigate the world using just her wit and smile. I had never witnessed another woman with her skills. I wanted to study her, to learn from her and, more than anything, to be like her. That summer, I became her apprentice."
 

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"It sounds like you really enjoyed yourself," Ricky smiled as he listened to Quinn's nearly nonstop, ebullient stream of stories about his first day with an audience as Louisa.

"Oh, it was so great! The girls had so many questions about the clothes and the hair - lots about the corsets, of course, but there were also so many insightful questions about the social norms of The Gilded Age and things like that. I was really shocked by how smart they were. Oh, thank you." That last sentence was spoken to the attendant who was bringing Quinn's food to his seat in the movie theater. Just chicken fingers and fries to go with a small popcorn for later in the evening when the film began.

After the attendant had left Ricky his food as well, Ricky asked, "Have you ever been to a theater like this before, where they bring you food?"

Quinn shook his head. "I've never been anywhere, though," he giggled. "You, know... I really appreciate everything you're introducing me to. I didn't even know that places like this existed. It's really cool!"

That made Ricky laugh. "Yeah, I guess it is. It's kind of pricey, considering we're just getting finger food, or 'pub grub,' as one of my sisters would say, but so what. It makes for a fun night."

Quinn gave him an agreeing smile as he nibbled a fat French fry. Suddenly, it occurred to him that he'd not relieved himself since much earlier that day. "What time does the movie start?"

Ricky checked his watch. "Not for another twenty minutes. The previews will start in ten minutes or so. Why?"

"I need to use the Ladies' Room before it starts. I'll be right back."

"Ok," Ricky smiled.

Quinn went to leave, but stopped and pointed at his food. He smiled a very pretty smile and said, "Don't eat my food while I'm gone."

"I can't promise anything," Ricky smiled back.

There was a twinkle in Ricky's eyes when he teased that made Quinn want nothing more than to be kissed and held by this beautiful young man. There was a warmth spreading under his corset that scared and excited Quinn tremendously, but to be sure that he didn't act on any of the impulses he was feeling, Quinn just walked up the aisle towards the exit in the back of the theater.

He was lost in thought as he reached the back row, and just before he turned left towards the door, two young women sitting on the aisle gave him a smile and a wave and said, "Hi."

Caught a bit off guard, Quinn blinked before smiling back and returning the greeting.

"I love your dress," the older of the two girls said.

"Oh..." still surprised, Quinn looked down at the sage green, floral sundress he was wearing and then returned his gaze to the young woman. "... thank you."

This was Quinn's first excursion into a public ladies' room and he was relieved that it was not crowded. In fact, when he entered, there was only one other person in there, and she was drying her hands and preparing to exit.

Quinn entered one of the eight stalls in the room and took care of what needed to be done as quickly as he could, then opened the door to the stall and stopped in surprise. "Oh... hi... I didn't hear anyone come in."

The two young women from the back row smiled at Quinn, not in a threatening manner, but it was still odd.

"Hi," the older one who had complimented his dress smiled. "You must be the amazing Quinn we've heard so much about."

Completely flummoxed, Quinn took a moment before responding, "Excuse me?"

"You are Quinn, right?" The younger girl asked.

He eyed them suspiciously before responding, "I am Quinn, but... do I know you?"

The girls looked at each other and giggled. The older one spoke first, "I don't think so, but we have heard a lot about you."

"You have?" That was perplexing. "From who?"

The younger woman laughed. "We're scaring her, Alice." She smiled at Quinn and extended a hand. "I'm Cathy and this is Alice. We're Ricky's sisters."

"Two of them, anyway," the one who was, apparently, named Alice added.

Quinn accepted the handshake from Cathy and then one from Alice as well. "Nice to meet you. So... are you spying on us?"

The sisters looked at each other and laughed. "No, we're not spying on you," Alice said. "We just came to the movies and when you got up, I said to Cathy that I liked your dress. We were both looking at you when we spotted Ricky sitting there."

"We just assumed that you were the girl that he's been going on about." Cathy said.

"Going on about? What has he said about me?" Quinn was a bit concerned that Ricky may have been telling people stories about him that made him look... odd... different.

"Not to worry, honey," Alice assured him. "Ricky's your biggest fan. That's why Rick and our grandpa went over to the island and did all that yard work today."

"I'm confused," Quinn looked from one woman to the other. "What yard work did he do?"

"Oops," Alice grimaced. "I think I may have ruined his surprise. I'm sorry."

Cathy took over the narrative, "Ricky and our grandpa went to your place this morning and trimmed all the bushes, mowed the lawn, weeded the flower beds... all kinds of stuff, I guess."

"I didn't know that," Quinn was very surprised.

"Grandpa said that he met your sister. He really liked her. Said that she was a charming." Cathy chuckled. "For Grandpa, that's very high praise."

"He's a bit old fashioned," Alice laughed.
 

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"So, what? Do think he's going to hurt himself or something? Annie... Quinn worked way too hard to get well to ever hurt himself
intentionally." Barbara sipped the red wine Ann had provided as an accompaniment to the beef kabobs she'd made for them on the back deck of her house. It had been quite a while since the shrubs and fast growing sumac trees that sprung up around the deck had been trimmed away to allow them to use the nice deck that Ann's father had built the first, and only, summer they had all lived together in this house.

"Barbie, I don't know WHAT I think Quinn might do, but I spent a lot of time reading about young people who are discovering their sexuality for the first time and are having a hard time dealing with it. I'm really scared that if Quinn continues to deny his feelings for this kid... well, it could really mess him up."

Barbara considered that as she took another sip. "I don't know, Annie. I've watched him at the mansion and I've seen an incredible change in him. Quiet, shy, little Quinny, the boy with the sweet smile and freckles has become this beautiful young woman - maybe not as mature as his twenty-one year old age might indicate, but there is nothing boyish - and certainly nothing mannish - about Quinny any more. She's all girl. I think she's accepting it all pretty well."

"The clothes and all that, yeah. Quinn likes the clothes and the attention, but..." Ann thought about what she wanted to say. "Quinn is... conflicted, I guess is the right term, about how he feels about... well, I don't know if it's all boys, but certainly this boy. I think that, maybe because he was only fourteen when he suddenly was in complete isolation, his thoughts about same sex love are, maybe, just a little immature. I think that he is fascinated with the clothes and that they opened up a new way of looking at himself. It's like he's accepting that he might be a woman deep down, but the idea of being with a guy is just too... gay... for him. And I mean 'gay' in that horrible way that middle school boys use it."

"So...?" Barbara wasn't getting it. "Give him time. He'll figure it out. That's the same advice I gave to Ricky. Just be patient."

"Barbie," Ann shook her head, "you need to read the statistics around things like this. More often than not, the boys who go through things like this have incredibly high incidences of eating disorders, cutting... even suicide. I really don't know how to deal with this."

Barbara chuckled. "'I really don't know how to deal with this.' I remember you saying the exact same thing when they told you they were sending Quinny home and you'd have to be responsible for every aspect of his life. You got him through that, Annie, and you'll get him through this."

"Yeah, Barbie, but all these kids..."

"All THOSE kids didn't have YOU, though, Annie. Quinn does. To a lesser extent, he has me and my mom, too, but... Annie, Quinny adores you. You are his world - for a long time, you literally were his world - and even though he made you frustrated and there were nights that both of you ended up crying, you have always known that he loves you and he has always known that you loved him. All of this is tough, Annie, yeah, I get that, but it's nothing compared to what the two of you have been through already."

"So your advice is what? Not to worry?"

"Oh, God, Annie, NO! You will worry, no matter what I say. That's just who you are, but... be patient. Tell Quinn how much you love him. Accept all of his changes. Be his sounding board. And keep reminding him that we can't always control who we love. He'll get there with your help."

"Or..." Annie looked at the table top for a moment. "... are we forcing Quinn into this boy's arms?"

"Why would you say that?"

Ann sighed, "Because he was so freaked out when he realized that Ricky wasn't gay."

"And he found that out when? WHILE HE WAS KISSING HIM!!! Annie... if Quinn didn't want to be with Ricky, he'd be at home with us right now. Instead, he spent almost an hour getting ready to go to the movies with him. Annie, Quinny is in love. He's just afraid to accept that."

Ann nodded. Barbara was right. Hell, she had to be right because if she was wrong, then Quinn was going to have problems with which Barbara was unable to help.
 

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"Are you ok?" Ricky asked as Quinn returned to his seat.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Why?"

"No reason," Ricky shrugged. "It's just that you've been gone a long time."

Quinn returned his shrug in reply as they both felt some people move into the row behind them.

"I hope your chicken and fries aren't too cold."

Quinn took a taste or a chicken nugget. "Nope. They're fine."

"Good." Ricky nibbled some of his own food for a few moments before Quinn spoke.

"So... I heard that you did some yard work at my house today."

Ricky looked surprised for a moment, then smiled. "You talked to your sister?"

Quinn shook his head and looked at the screen, which at this point was showing very easy, pop culture, trivia questions.

Ricky thought for a moment. Who else would have seen the lawn? "Then... how did you find out that my grandfather and I did some work at your house?"

Quinn looked at Ricky as if his question was a surprise. "Huh? Who told me? Oh. There were some girls in the bathroom. They told me."

"What?" Ricky made a confused face. "Girls in the bathroom told you about YOUR lawn?"

Again, seemingly distracted by his comment, Quinn turned and said, "Hmm? Yeah."

"This is so weird," Ricky said, in wonder.

"By the way," Quinn suddenly looked interested, "why did you just show up and do lawn work, any way?"

"Well..." Ricky didn't feel comfortable saying that the reason he'd done all the work was because he was falling deeply in love with Quinn and wanted to do something to impress her, so he stumbled over his words for a moment before saying, "... I just thought that, you know, you could use some help... in the yard, I mean."

Quinn smiled sweetly. "That's nice, Ricky."

He smiled back, but he was surprised when he heard one of the people in the row behind him say, "Oh, this is pathetic. Just tell her you did it because you love her."

Shocked, he turned and saw his sisters laughing. "Damnit!" He said in a loud whisper, trying to sound forceful without disturbing the other people in the theater. "What are you two doing here? I intentionally didn't tell anyone where I was going tonight just to avoid something like this."

"Relax, Ricky," Cathy shook her head. "We just came to see the movie. We didn't know that you'd be here."

"Geez..." Ricky hissed. He looked at Quinn. "I'm sorry. They think they're being cute. Do you want to leave?"

"Leave?" Quinn was surprised. "Of course not. They're just teasing you, Ricky. Don't get upset."

"I'm not upset." He took a breath to calm down. "Look, Quinn..." he shook his head, irritated, but resigned to the situation. "Quinn, this is sister number one, Alice and sister number three, Catherine. Blisters, this is Quinn... the girl I told you about."

"We've met," Alice smirked.

"Don't worry about the 'blisters' remark, Quinn," Cathy laughed. "We know he loves us."

"Sadly, that's the truth," Ricky said, relaxing a bit. "Look... I thought long and hard about where to go tonight, ok? Please don't ruin this night for us, ok?"

"Why? Are you proposing or something?" Cathy teased.

Alice took a more mature approach. "Don't worry, Ricky. Just enjoy your movie and forget we're here. We'll walk out to the parking lot with you afterwards. Ok?"

Ricky shook his head. "Ok." He turned and settled heavily into his seat.

Quinn looked over the seat at the sisters and made a face that said, 'Maybe that was a mistake.'

"Don't worry," Alice smiled back. "He's not mad. Ricky doesn't know how to be mad."

The previews started and the movie followed it. It was a silly action/adventure/comedy with handsome people surviving un-survivor-able events at every turn, but it made everyone laugh. At some point, in the darkness, Quinn noticed that the fingers on his left hand were intertwined with the fingers on Ricky's right hand. Quinn looked down and wondered when this had happened. How long had he been holding Ricky's hand? Should he continue to hold Ricky's hand? What harm could there be in holding on just a little longer? Besides, it felt nice. He felt... connected. Not just connected because he was physically holding Ricky's hand and connecting in that way, but... connected like... like... like in the way that every human being longs to be connected to another human being. He felt a sense of warmth - of friendship, but more than friendship - of protection - of... love.

The feeling was entirely different than anything he'd ever felt before. He loved his sister. He felt affection for Barbara and Mrs Jenkins. He'd had friends before the accident, so he knew what friendship felt like. This was new, though. Just this innocent little touch fulfilled a longing to be with Ricky. A longing to have Ricky be his guy and to be Ricky's girl. Definitely NOT to be Ricky's guy, but to be his girl. That was a need that had been growing in him since Ricky walked into that dance class, but... was it possible? Could Ricky ever see him as his girl if he found out the truth and... what was he, anyway? Gay? Transgendered? What was HE, himself, him, Quinn? What was Quinn and and could Quinn live with being what he actually was?

He was still pondering all of that when the movie ended and the lights came up.

"Did you like it?" Ricky asked, as they stood up.

"Yeah, it was great," Quinn smiled, despite the fact that he'd lost the thread of the plot quite some time ago.

"Excuse me," a lady walking up the aisle said, "but didn't I see you playing Louisa Harper at Golden Bluffs earlier today?"

"Oh," Quinn was caught a bit off guard, "yes. You did."

"Oh, let me tell you... you were wonderful. I brought my kids there three times last year and the girl that played Louisa was excellent, but you were awesome! I know you have a script for some of it, but you were so good with the kids! My daughter was raving about you all the way home."

"Really!?" Quinn was surprised to get such a rave review. "I'm so glad you enjoyed it. Please come back again."

"Oh, I will. You're not going to believe this, but my little boy put up a HUGE fuss about going to that 'girly' place again, but when he started acting up today, you gave him some attention and now... well, let's just say that I think we'll have to bring flowers with us the next time we come. He is smitten with you. Just plain smitten."

Quinn laughed as he said, "Ohhh, I know who your kids are, now. Oh, he was so sweet."

"Thanks to you." The woman looked up the aisle and said, "Oops! My husband is all the way to the top and waiting for me. Thank you, again, and we'll see you soon."

"Bye! And thank you!" Quinn said.

"Wait," Cathy said, after the woman left, "you're playing Louisa Harper this summer?" She slapped her brother's arm.

"Ouch! Hey! What was that for!?" Ricky said, fairly loudly.

"For not telling us you were dating Louisa Harper!" Cathy actually looked angry.

"I told you she was working at Golden Bluffs." Ricky tried to mount a defense against something that made no sense to him.

"So what? Beatrice worked at The Breakers, but who cares. We assumed that she was just one of the maids who lead the groups from room to room." Cathy shook her head.

"Or maybe a waitress," Alice joined in.

"Being Louisa is like... I don't know... it's like being Belle in a production of Beauty and The Beast. She wears the best clothes, has the best lines and has the best wigs." Cathy shook her head.

"I don't wear a wig," Quinn tossed in. "We just put my hair up."

"Great God Almighty, Ricky!" Cathy looked even more shocked than angry now. "You're dating the Princes of Aquidneck! Why didn't you tell us!?"

"Well, for one," Ricky took a stand, "because I didn't want you going to Golden Bluffs and embarrassing me, and for two - if that's the right thing to say - because we're not REALLY dating. We're just... hanging out together."

"What!?!?" Both sisters were a bit suspect of that remark, but Alice took over from there. "Come on, Ricky. You came home today, stinking of sweat from doing chores at her house, took a twenty minute shower, complained about your hair for an hour, then left the house dressed like a million bucks."

"Can we... maybe... just leave, now and we can talk at home before I go back to campus?" He obviously did not want to continue this line of conversation.

"Oh," Cathy said, suddenly serious. "I'm sorry, guys. I guess we misunderstood."

"Geez, Quinn, you must think we're jerks. I guess we just assumed that..." Alice looked really upset.

"No, no, no," Quinn shook his head. "I understand, it's just... well, it's too long a story to tell right now, but... I just... I don't have much experience with guys. We're just taking it very slow."

"Yeah," Ricky nodded. "Can we just leave it there?"

"Sure," Cathy smiled.

They walked out to the parking lot and before they got into Ricky's car, Alice asked, "Hey, Quinn. Are you free on Monday by any chance?"

"No, she's not," Ricky said, but Quinn answered at the same time.

"Yes. There are no character actors at the Mansion on Mondays and Tuesdays, so I work Wednesday through Sunday."

'Cool! Look, we have a 'Sisters Day' on Monday. All eight of us are going to an outlet mall to do some shopping and get some family time in. It's 'sisters' only, so Ricky's not invited..."

"As if I'd want to spend a day dress shopping with eight women," he tried to interject, but Alice didn't even slow down.

"... but I was thinking that it would be a pretty cool way for you to get to know all of us."

Quinn was more than a little surprised by the invitation. He'd love to do something new with anyone, but being alone with Ricky's sisters seemed a bit overwhelming. Still... he'd really enjoyed going dress shopping with Barbara the other day... this could be a lot of fun.

"One big problem," Ricky almost laughed as he tried to foil his sister's plans. "Quinn lives way up in Portsmouth and she doesn't drive. You'd have to get to Newport, then go another twenty minutes to get to Portsmouth. You guys are planning on going all the way up to Wrentham, Massachusetts. That would add an extra hour to your trip - both up and back."

It wasn't that Ricky wanted to ruin a day out for Quinn, he just didn't want his sisters getting to know her better than he did, and he certainly did not want them telling Quinn all kinds of embarrassing stories about him without knowing what had been said and being able to mount a viable defense for whatever they told her.

"You don't drive?" Cathy was surprised. "Eye sight or something?"

Quinn felt a bit deflated. He wasn't sure if he wanted to go or not, but he would have liked to have made that decision on his own. "No... like I said, it's too long a story to go into at this time of night, but... I don't drive."

"Tell you what," Alice said, with a great deal of enthusiasm, "I'll take a ride over get you earlier in the day, then we can pick up the girls on the way back. I don't mind the drive over to the island and I'm always ready to go an hour before anyone else."

"Oh... I'd like that..." Quinn said with a sad smile, "... but I wouldn't want to put you to that kind of trouble."

"Trouble?" Alice laughed. "Honey, it's no problem at all. Who knows... one day, we might actually be sisters."

"We're a big, loud family, Quinn," Cathy laughed, too. "Trust us... it's better that you get used to us sooner, rather than later."
 

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From "The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper."

~ "Aunt Ada and I went to town on a bright Monday morning, in the week before the wedding. It was one of the most perfect summer days I could ever remember and I mentioned to Aunt Ada that I hoped that Ada's wedding day would be as glorious as that day was.

Ada shook her head. "I don't think that God would waste a beautiful day on a marriage that will contain no joy."

Her bluntness shocked me. None of us thought for a moment that Miranda loved her fiancé, but we were discreet about our feelings. Here we were in an open carriage and Aunt Ada was speaking freely, without a concern about anyone overhearing - even the driver, a few feet away.

"My heart aches for your sister, Louisa, but when I see you and Langdon together, it reaffirms the idea that it is possible to find love in this world."

As we entered the town, Aunt Ada noticed a bookseller's establishment. "Driver. Stop here, please."

I was confused. We'd come to town to visit a silversmith who Aunt Ada had commissioned to make a serving set for Miranda as a wedding gift. On the rare occasions on which Mother and I went into the town of Newport, we never strayed from the route we'd planned. I was certain that, should our driver report our change of itinerary to Father, that we would receive a harsh tongue lashing.

None of that bothered Aunt Ada, though.

Feeling somewhat as if I was involved in an intrigue, I followed Aunt Ada into the booksellers, a place that smelled heavenly. The leather bindings, the ink, the paper, all of it smelled of a freed mind.

Aunt Ada went directly to the proprietor and asked for a copy of 'Withering Heights,' a nearly forty five year old tome of which we had at least two copied at Golden Bluffs. When I tried to inform Aunt Ada of this fact, she just 'tsked' and waited for the proprietor to return from the shelves with romantic novel.

When she was handed the book, she seemed to know exactly what she was looking for. When she'd located the passage she desired, she asked the proprietor for a pen, ink and a ribbon. She used the ribbon as a place holder, then used the pen and ink to underline a passage, then inscribe a message in the front blank page of the book.

'My dearest Louisa. Love is rare in this world and it is not always an easy commodity to retain. Being in love is as risky as trading in tulip bulbs. The commodity is delicate and requires constant attention if it is to bloom year after year. When you feel alone or ill of heart due to the neglect of affection that will inevitably occur in the course of a marriage, remember that when I look at look at you and Langdon I am reminded of the passage I underlined on page five of chapter nine of this book and remember - Be patient with Langdon, my child. He is merely a man, but he is a man who is deeply in love with you, now and forever. With all my love, Aunt Ada.'

I was surprised by this kind of sentimentality from a woman who I had always viewed as charming and intelligent, but somewhat superficial when it came to emotion. So, I opened the book at the ribbon and read the underlined passage aloud.

'...because he's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.'

I sniffled and shook as I hugged my aunt, a display of affection which would have scandalized mother had she witnessed it.

"Miranda will always be rich and secure," Aunt Ada smiled and held my cheeks in her gloved hands, "but you, my dear, will always be loved and that is a far greater fortune than money can provide."
 

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"You're going shopping with his sisters!? Eight sisters!?" Ann was shocked. It was Monday morning and she had to get to school. She'd assumed that her brother would be sleeping late and was surprised to find him awake and preparing for an excursion with Ricky's sisters - all the way up to Massachusetts, no less! "Quinn... what exactly are your intentions with this boy? You keep saying that you only want to be friends and now you're planning a family outing with his eight sisters! Eight sisters, Quinn! They're not just looking to be your friend. They're evaluating you as a potential sister-in-law."

"No they're not, Annie," Quinn shook his head as he checked his makeup in the mirror. "They just invited me to go with them."

"As a test-drive, Quinn. They want to see if you're worthy of dating the one brother in the family." Ann huffed and ran her hand through her own, mousy brown hair. "Quinn... honey... Do you... Do you... love... this boy?"

Quinn stopped and stared at his reflection without speaking.

"Honey... if you do... that's ok. You know that, right?"

Still nothing.

"Quinn? Honey? Do you love him?"

Finally, he spoke. "I... I don't know... I might, but... I'm trying really hard not... to think that way."

Ann sat on her mother's bed and looked at her little brother sitting at the vanity. His always pretty hair was now rich and full and wavy. His makeup, something he'd never even considered wearing barely a week before, had been applied meticulously. His narrow shoulders were made even more feminine by the narrow straps of the all-in-one bra and corset combination he wore.

He was soft and pretty and confused as hell and she wanted to push him a bit harder, but then she saw the exposed skin of his back, above the back of the corset, it broke her heart. The skin was scarred in a symmetrical pattern left behind from surgery after surgery after surgery. Her brother was nearly her child, too. She loved him differently now than she had before the accident. She had resented him at times, sure, but look at the poor little thing. He still needed her. And she wanted to be there for him.

"Quinn... why? Why don't you want to think that way?"

"I just... I just don't want to be... I don't want people to think that I'm... gay."

'But, honey, if you love this boy, then..."

"Annie, please." He looked at her with pleading eyes. "Annie... God, how do I explain this? I think... no... I'm not thinking anymore, Annie. I can't think anymore. I'm feeling so, so much, now. So much that I never felt before."

"Feeling what, baby?'

He sighed and put down his makeup brush. "Annie... I feel like... a different person. Like... like the Quinn I always just suddenly... went away. Like... now I'm... Annie, I was weak and useless as boy-Quinn. I'm... not... anymore. Girl-Quinn is almost... normal. Almost... right."

"I get that, baby, but... what about Ricky?"

"I'm getting there. Like I said, I feel like I'm ALMOST normal, Annie, but I'm not. I'm still..." he swallowed and almost looked like he was about to cry. "...where it counts... where it's always going to count... I'm still... boy-Quinn. Just as ugly and useless as I ever was."

"Quinn, please..."

He knew she wanted to console him, but he needed to continue. "Annie, when I'm with Ricky... I try to keep every thing... cool, you know. Like... no kissing or anything, but then... then I realize I'm staring at him and wanting to kiss him. Or I suddenly realize that I'm holding his hand and I realize that he makes me feel... complete, in a way. Just him being there with me makes everything... right."

"So... you love him, Quinn."

"But I can't, Annie. I can't. Because if I did... then I'd be..."

"You'd be someone who loves someone else, Quinn."

He shook his head. "Annie. You've never been in a junior high locker room or a barbershop. Being a... being a... a fairy is the nicest way to say it that I can think of... being... one of those... Annie, that's just about the worst thing you can be. Yeah, and I know that wearing a dress and makeup makes me a fairy, too, but... if I'm careful, no one will ever know that I'm a guy. If I let myself love Ricky, or let him love me... he'll find out, and... he'll hate me for it."

"Oh, Quinn, Quinn, no. You don't know that. You need to trust him to love you, honey. He's a nice guy, Quinn. Give him a chance."

Quinn shook his head. "If I give him a chance... I'll lose him forever."

Ann stood and walked over to him. What could she say? She couldn't guarantee that Ricky would understand. What if she forced Quinn to tell him and he reacted the Quinn expected. That would crush him. Was everybody's life this goddamned complicated or was just people with the last name of Collins? It was never easy for Quinn and, because of that, it was never easy for her, either.

She knelt down and laid her head on his soft shoulder. "Quinn... I love you, baby, and... no matter what... I am always going to love you. I'll always be your sister. You'll always be my brother or sister and whichever you are doesn't matter, but Quinn... please, please, please never forget that I'm right here for you, honey, and there is nothing, absolutely nothing that will ever happen to change that."

"I know, Annie. I know that I've messed up your life..."

"No, Quinn, you didn't..."

"Alright, but I've complicated it, anyway, and... I'm sorry. I don't mean to, I swear it. I just want... a normal life."

Ann knelt up straighter and kissed his cheek. "I don't want a normal life, Quinn. I want what we have... and maybe just a little more craziness would be fine, too. This is our life, honey. It's OUR normal. And I wouldn't trade it for the world."
 

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"Grandpa! What are you doing here?" Ricky smiled as his grandfather entered the front door of the cell phone store where Ricky worked.

"Hey, Buddy," his grandfather smiled. "I was just wondering... umm... when do you have lunch, Rick? I thought I might take you for a nice sandwich at that place up the street, if that's ok."

Ricky looked at his watch. "Yeah, that'd be good, I guess. Let me check with Paul and Elsa and see if they're ok with me taking the first lunch. I'll be right back."

Grandpa Bill looked around at the high tech gadgets all over the counter tops and wondered how kids were able to navigate their way through these things. No buttons, no wires, no nothing. Yet they seemed to have the world at their fingertips. He was content with a phone that made calls and also could get texts and emails. Beyond that, he really didn't know how to use any other functions. Being seventy eight and having a lifetime of experience had its advantages, but when it came to technology... it was a hinderance.

"All set," Ricky smiled as he came out of the back room. "They'll cover. Let's go. I have to be back in an hour."

As they walked up the street to a café that Grandpa Bill liked, but Ricky tended to steer clear of due to the slightly high price of their sandwiches, they stopped and looked at a vintage Indian motorcycle parked on the side of the road, discussed it's mechanics, the beauty of its design, etc, and did the same when they came upon a 1963 Volkswagen Karmann Ghia that had been restored to the level of its first-made glory.

When, at last, they'd entered the café and Grandpa Bill had ordered them both a tuna melt and a Raspberry Lime Rickey, Ricky smiled at his grandfather and asked, "So?"

Bill was young for seventy eight years old. His close-cropped hair was white, but his body was strong and his eyes were clear and piercing. He sat up straight and looked at his grandson and could not believe how different this boy was from Bill's own son, Ricky's father. Ricky was smart and handsome and the hardest working kid he knew. Bill loved all of his grandchildren as if they were his own kids, but this kid was special. Really special.

"Rick... did I ever tell you about the night I first met your grandmother?"

Ok, this was an odd topic. "No, Grandpa, you didn't." In fact, his grandfather rarely spoke about anything prior to the decision for all of them to move in together. There were two pictures on his bureau, though; one of Ricky's grandmother as a young woman and another of both of them on their wedding day. Beyond that, nothing was ever said.

Bill nodded and thought. "She was something, my Joanie. I was working third shift at the time, so my schedule was all messed up. Anyway, I got off at seven in the morning and I went to a diner down near the train station to get something to eat before I went back to my little apartment and tried to get some sleep."

The older man's eyes were focused on the wall as he remembered and a smile played on his lips when he thought about that day.

"So, I was just digging into my steak and eggs when this girl walks in, and Rick... it was like my world changed at that moment. My heart wanted her... no... my heart needed her, Rick. I watched her order, wait for her egg sandwich and coffee and she was headed out the door and I hadn't said so much as hello to her. She was about to walk away forever and I didn't know who she was."

Ricky was smiling and enjoying the story. "So, what did you do?"

"I got off my ass and ran out the door after her. Now, mind you, I was filthy from just finishing a shift, but I couldn't risk NOT talking to her."

"I caught up with her outside and introduced myself as politely as I knew how, and, to my great surprise, she smiled at me, told me her name and said I could call her that night to set up a date. Man, I was flying high that whole day. Barely slept a wink. I called her that night before I left for work and we went to dinner and a movie that next Saturday night. Here's the kicker, though... she insisted that nothing could ever come of our dating. That we would never, ever be a couple."

Ricky laughed at that. "Well, that sounds familiar. Why didn't she want to be a couple."

The older man smirked. "Religion. She was Catholic and I wasn't. She said her parents would never allow us to get serious unless I converted."

"And did you?" Ricky had not been brought up in any religion.

Grandpa Bill shook his head. "I thought about it, but... it just seemed hypocritical to me. I hadn't been to church since I was a kid and I didn't have any real connection to God, so... we just dated for a few months."

"I'm going to assume, since I've seen the picture of your wedding, that you worked it out at some point."

They waited silently while the waitress placed their food on the table. When she'd gone, Bill continued. "We did. I asked Joanie to marry me four times, Rick, and she turned me down the first three. Finally, we made an agreement. She would marry me as long as she could raise any kids we had Catholic and I never made a stink about her taking them to church. I agreed and two weeks later, we were at city hall in our best clothes tying the knot."

"That's great, Grandpa," Ricky had really enjoyed hearing the story.

"That hurt her, though, Rick. I mean... her parents never let up about me not becoming Catholic and that drove a wedge between them and that hurt Joanie. Your grandma never held me responsible for that hurt, but... it was there and I was never able to fix it."

"But, Grandpa, that wasn't your fault. People need to accept others on their own terms, you know what I mean?"

His grandfather smiled. He'd made his point. "I know, Rick, and that's what I want you to understand as you move forward with courting this girl you're so enthralled with."

"I don't get it grandpa," Ricky looked very perplexed. "I am being patient."

"I know, Rick, but I was sitting on the porch last night and I was thinking about this night seven or eight years ago when I was driving home from another late shift - second shift this time. I was exhausted and only wanted to get home to our place and kiss all of you in your beds. I was almost home, when I came around a bend and traffic was at a dead stop. I had to sit there for almost an hour before we moved very slowly forward. It was a terrible accident, Rick. A tractor trailer had wandered into the right lane and pushed this little Honda up onto the concrete barrier. There was nothing left of the car. The police and EMTs were still trying to get into the car as I drove by. I saw them taking a child into an ambulance, Rick. The kid couldn't have been any older than you and some of your sisters. Right in that moment, Ricky... I found God. I wept and I prayed for that child and I have prayed every day since that you and all of your sisters be spared that kind of pain. And you have... almost."

"You think that was Quinn you saw that night?"

"I think it probably was, Buddy. I mean, I probably remember some of the news stories wrong, or maybe they were just mistaken about some facts, but I'm pretty sure that the child was named Quinn. Regardless, Rick... if you're serious about this girl... just like you said... you have to accept her on her own terms. That girl was broken, Rick, and I mean nearly broken in two. She was a broken, bloody mess and I was shocked that she lived, and Ricky, she went through things that you and I can never imagine. She must have felt unbelievable pain, pal, and she's still in pain, and she'll be in pain for the rest of her life. You're never going to heal her, Rick. You're not capable of that. No one can do that, but you can love her and make her happy, but only..." he waited for Ricky to finish.

"...if I accept her on her terms." He looked at his grandfather and nodded. "So... what? I just wait until she's ready?"

"Rick, I've watched you and I've seen how you behaved with girlfriends before, but I've never seen you as distracted by a girl as you have been this week. I don't think you're just crushing on this girl, are you? I think you're as crazy for her as I was for your grandma. So, I'm asking you, man to man... do you love her?"

Ricky looked his grandfather straight in the eye and spoke seriously. "Yeah, grandpa. I think I do." He thought a moment longer. "I do."

Bill smiled. "It sucks, doesn't it, pal? But don't worry... it's the greatest thing that'll ever happen to you, too."

Ricky smirked at the irony of that statement and shook his head. "You're pretty smart, you know, grandpa."

He smiled at the boy. "No. I'm really not, Buddy. I just know what love is and I know that it hurts almost as much as it brings joy, but without it... there's no point in anything."
 

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"Quinn, this is Bea, you know Cathy, and that's Ellen, Fiona, Grace, Hannah, and the little one back there is Bella." Alice made the introductions beside the full sized van that she'd driven to Quinn and Ann's house in Portsmouth.

Quinn gaped at the mob who had all piled out of the van to say hello. He doubted that he'd get their names right every time, not just because there were eight of them, but because they all seemed to share nearly identical faces. Quinn knew that some of them were pairs of twins, but this was amazing. It was almost like they had been designed in a laboratory, their features were so perfectly matched, and yet - they looked almost nothing like Ricky. Each girl or young woman had Sandy brown hair, a small nose, strong chin and high forehead. They were absolute clones of one another. It was amazing and it made Quinn smile.

"Hi, everyone," he smiled as he gave a small, self conscious wave. "Nice to meet you, all. Please forgive me if it takes a few minutes for me to get to know your names. I'm not great at names."

"Don't worry," Fiona smiled. "Our teachers never know our names. My history teacher calls me Alice all the time, and Alice graduated years ago."

"The gym teacher just calls me Briggs all the time and says that she'll be glad when I graduate and she can go on with life without the Briggs Clones driving her crazy." Isabella offered. She would be the easiest to tell from her sisters due to her slightly shorter stature.

"I'm sorry that the whole battalion came with me," Alice shrugged. "My plan was to come get you and prep you before the onslaught, but they all wanted to come along and meet you. Besides, it smells so good out here on the island, with the salt air and pine trees. It kind of makes it worth the ride."

"Alright, let's get going," Cathy said, clapping her hands. "Everyone to their assigned seats. Quinn, why don't you sit behind Alice while she drives. I'll sit next to you. I hope your ready for the Briggs Inquisition."

The girls started climbing into the van, but Quinn turned to Cathy, who had already proved herself to be the coordinator of the group, and asked, "Inquisition?"

Cathy smiled. "Don't worry. We just want to get to know you. Don't be scared. We don't bite."
 

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"Annie, you need to calm down," Barbara assured her friend. She'd been surprised to find Ann coming into her workshop mid afternoon that Monday. "Quinn is going to figure it out. He'll be fine."

"How, Barbie? How can he be fine if he hates what he is?" Ann was having a very hard time thinking about anything other than Quinn since she'd left for school that morning.

"Have you talked to his therapist?"

"I did, but she said that she's not really equipped to deal with something like this. She recommended a couple of people and I called them. One can't see him for eight weeks and the other doesn't take our insurance."

"So, did you make an appointment with the one who does accept your insurance?"

"I did," Ann nodded and as she spoke the rest of the sentence, she burst into tears in a way that Barbara had never witnessed, "but what if something happens before then, Barbie? What if he hurts himself? What if he does something worse?"

Barbara ran to hug her friend, frightened herself by the outburst of emotion. "Annie, Annie, come on. You're stressing about something that hasn't happened and probably will never happen. Take a breath, Annie. Come on."

Ann pulled away and tried to calm down, but she was feeling a sense of panic like nothing she'd ever felt before. "Barbie, what if I lose him? I can't. I just can't lose him. He's all I have, Barbie. Everyone else is gone. Without Quinn... Barbie, he's three inches from happiness and he just won't take that step, and he's a foot from disaster and I feel like that's the way he's headed. I'm so, so scared, Barbie."

"Annie..." Barbara was ill equipped for this conversation, but had no choice but to try to calm her friend down. "...just a week ago, all you wanted was for Quinn to get out and start living. Now that he is, you're falling apart about it."

"Oh, for crying out loud, Barbie. A week ago he was a boy who was entirely asexual as far as I knew. Now, he's a trans woman who is denying that he's in love with a boy because people might think that he's a fairy."

"A fairy?"

"His word, Barbie. I think he's just petrified to say the other 'F' word. Barbie, he's accepting who is on one level and completely denying who he is on another." She shook her head. "I just don't know how to help him."

Barbara smiled. "Annie... he told you all of this, right?"

"Yeah," Ann nodded as she wiped her eyes.

"Then you're helping him. Let him talk. That's what he needs."
 

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"You know, I think you are the same size as Isabella," Alice told Quinn, trying to be helpful. It had been a fairly fun hour and a half long drive from Quinn's house to the outlet mall in south eastern Massachusetts. The trip had been a blur of conversation, mostly about clothes and boys and some funny stories about Ricky.

Quinn had mostly been able to get by with short answers about his own life. The girls were inquisitive, but not pushy. 'Where did you go to high school? I was homeschooled for high school. Why? Because I had a physical issue and couldn't get around by myself until recently.' 'Do you live with your mom and dad? No, it's just my sister and me.' 'How long have you been playing Louisa Harper at Golden Bluffs? Just a week, now. Is it fun? So much fun.' 'How did you meet Ricky? At dance class.' That lead to long stories about Ricky's involvement in dance class as a boy. The sisters loved to laugh, too, and their free spirits made Quinn laugh, too. He had a great time just being 'one or the girls.'

"Oh, look at this dress," Alice pulled a white sundress with little cherries, stems and leaves printed on it off of the rack. "Damnit. It's too small for me. Bella, come here!"

The youngest sister hustled over to see. "Isn't this pretty? It'll fit you, I think and its only seventeen dollars. You should try it on."

The youngest sister looked at it and made a face. "I don't know. It seems a bit fussy for me. White and I are not good friends. It is pretty though. What I'm really looking for is a romper to wear to Boston next weekend with my friends. Let me know if you see any."

Alice nodded. "Ok." Then she turned to Quinn and held the dress up to him. "That'll look nice on you. What do you say? You want to try it on?"

"Oh, umm..." Quinn looked at the playfully girly dress, a dress that was more casual than any he owned, and decided, "Yes. I would like to try it on."

"Cool. I have these two to try on. Let's go to the dressing rooms."

Alice informed her sisters that she was going to try some things on and Quinn was coming, too.

They had to wait a few minutes for a changing stall to open up, but when it did, Alice grabbed Quinn's hand and led him in. Alice shared her living space and her wardrobe with seven sisters and Quinn had been changing in front of other women for a week, now, so neither gave a thought to changing together, until Quinn began to remove the dress he was wearing.

"Oh," he said, sounding a bit embarrassed, "I should tell you, I have to wear a corset because of a back injury. Without it, I can't stand for more than a few minutes at a time."

"Really?" Alice chirped, happily, as she stepped out of her casual dress. "I have a couple, too. I tried to do some waist training when I was in high school, but my mother found out and had a cow, so I only wear them, now, if I want to smooth my torso out for a special dress."

Ok, that hurdle had been jumped without any problem. Maybe this would be ok, after all. He knew that his biggest secret was tucked into the gusset of his panties, so he dropped his dress and stepped out of it.

"Here," Alice held open the cherry pattern dress for Quinn to step into it. He raised it up and settled it on his shoulders, and as he reached for the zipper in the back, Alice said, "I'll get that for you."

She moved behind Quinn and began to zip it up, but stopped.

"Is everything ok?" He asked.

"Oh, umm, yeah. Sorry. The... the zipper got stuck." She pulled it all the way up. "There. Do you like it?"

Quinn swayed in the mirror, feeling the flow of the skirt, whose hemline was a good long way above his knees. "Yeah. I do. What do you think?"

She looked over his shoulder into the mirror. "I do. It's pretty. You should buy it."

"You think? I promised my sister I wouldn't go crazy spending money. I just got my first paycheck."

Alice took Quinn's hair in her hands and straightened it down his back. "Well, it's a really good price and I'm pretty sure that Ricky will like it on you... I mean... if that's important."

Quinn looked down, then turned to face Alice. "You all must hate me over this Ricky thing, huh?"

Alice raised her eyebrows and smiled. "I don't think so. It's just confusing for us. Rick is... well, he has always worn his heart on his sleeve, you know? When he came to the house after meeting you... he just couldn't stop talking about you. He's like a little boy sometimes and he gets focused on things, but this was different, Quinn. He really likes you. Like - really REALLY likes you. And to be honest, Quinn... you could do a lot worse than Ricky."

"I know." Quinn sat on the bench in the small room. "Ricky is great, but... I'm new to all of this."

"To boys?" Alice sounded surprised.

He nodded. "To boys and... adulthood, and... independence. Everything. Someday I'll tell you the whole sad story."

Alice sat next to him. "Can I ask you a question? It might be a little... personal."

Quinn nodded.

"Being new to... everything... does that have anything to do with all those scars on your back?"

He nodded again.

"We're you hurt, somehow?"

"Yeah. I was paralyzed for a long time because of a car accident. I'm sorry you saw that. I didn't think about those scars. I don't see them, so I don't know what the look like. Are they ugly."

Alice shook her head. "No. Just surprising. Do you want to talk about what happened?"

"Not really. If that's ok."

Alice put her arm around his shoulders. "That's fine."
 

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"I think she's freaking out a bit more than you might expect because it's the first time that Quinn's gone anywhere that required a long drive since the accident," Barbara told her mother.

"And I'm sure that's stressful for her," her mother, Carolyn Jenkins, replied. "Not only that, but they'll have to go up and back on Route 295. That's probably the first time that Quinn's gone past the accident site since they cut him out of the car."

"Yeah, but Quinn was unconscious that night, mom. There's no way he'll realize that he's passing that spot."

Carolyn nodded. "Barbara... I'm not talking about Quinn. From what you have told me, I think that Annie is petrified of anything happening to Quinn. For seven years, he has been the sole focus of her life, honey. Despite her impatience with him from time to time, if something happens to that child... it would destroy Annie. I think she's scared because she's petrified that he can't get by without her and, if he can... Where does that leave her? She's in a tough spot. She's worked hard to help him get this far. Now that she's helped to create a wholly-formed human being, her work should be done, but what if he gets broken again? That would break her, too."

'I guess it's like she's more his mother than his sister, huh?'

"I think so, but she took him from child to adult in a very short time. I'd worry about her as much as I'd worry about Quinn."
 

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They shopped and ate lunch and shopped and ate ice cream and shopped and laughed and shopped and made a TicToc video with Quinn joining the younger three sisters in a dance set to a popular song, then they shopped and laughed some more.

It was nearly eight that night when they pulled up in front of the three decker home that Grandpa Bill provided for the whole family.

"Grandpa," Cathy called into the kitchen as they entered the front door, "come meet Quinn." Then she yelled up the stairs, "Mom! MOM! Come down for a minute!"

"Oh, my," the girls' grandfather smiled as he came out into the hallway, wiping his hands on a dish towel. "So, this is the famous Quinn I've heard so much about." He extended his hand and Quinn accepted it. "I'm sorry if my hands are a bit damp. I was just doing the dishes." He smiled at the swarm of granddaughters in the hallway. "It was quiet at the table tonight; just your mom and me."

"Where's Ricky? We saw his car outside." Fiona asked.

"He came home to do his laundry. He's around somewhere. Probably up on three." He looked up the stairwell and shouted in a shockingly loud voice, "Rick! Hey, Rick! You've got company!"

"Holy cow, Bill," a woman in her late forties or early fifties made a show of covering her ears as she walked down the stairs. The thing that struck Quinn the most about the woman was how she also shared the same face as all of her daughters. "You're going to burst everyone's eardrums, shouting like that!" She stepped over Hannah and Isabella, who had taken seats on the stairs, and edged her way through the others to Quinn. "I'm the mother of this tribe," she smiled. Quinn extended his hand, but the woman smiled and threw her arms around him. "It's so nice to finally meet you. Ricky just goes on and on about you."

"I do not," Ricky laughed as he hurried down the stairs. "I didn't expect you guys to bring Quinn here."

"We figured that mom and grandpa would like to meet her," Bea smiled. Then she whispered to her younger brother, "Besides, we thought you'd like to drive her home."

"Thanks," Ricky whispered back.

"We talked you up pretty well. Now don't mess it up," she teased in a quiet reply.

He smiled and kissed her cheek. "You guys are the best."

They chatted for a few more minutes, until Ricky said, "I should probably take Quinn home before it gets too late. I have work in the morning."

They said their goodbyes and put Quinn's bags into Ricky's red car, and headed east towards Narragansett Bay.

"My God," Quinn laughed, "I'm exhausted. Your family is so..."

"Loud?" Ricky laughed.

"Joyful might be a better word, but yes, they are loud. I really like them, though."

"I'm glad."

It was quiet for a moment before Quinn said, "They really love you, you know."

He looked at her and smiled. "They're my sisters. They have to love me. You and your sister love each other, don't you?"

"Yeah, but... your sisters... they're like fans of yours or something."

It was quiet again until Quinn spoke once more.

"You know, Ricky... I feel like... there's things about me that, if you knew them... maybe you wouldn't like me any more."

Ricky's brow furrowed and he glanced at Quinn, confused. "Quinn... I'm beginning to see a pattern to our time together. Every time we're together, things start off well... they seem to go better as time passes... and then, as we start to wind things up, you suddenly say cryptic things like that."

Quinn nodded, then looked away, watching the trees pass.

Ricky cleared his throat and said in an unsteady voice, "Ok. I'm just going to put this out there for you to do whatever you want with."

Quinn returned his gaze to Ricky.

It took him a moment to organize his words, but then Ricky spoke. "I like you, Quinn. No... that's not what I mean... Quinn... I have really strong feelings for you. Like... I think... shit, why is this all so awkward to talk about." He took a deep breath. "Quinn... I love you. I truly do, but I'm only saying that because you seem to be the only one who can't see how I feel. Now, before you say anything, let me finish. So... I love you and I know that you don't feel the same way and I know that you're dealing with a lot, so... I'm willing to wait until you see that I'm a good guy."

"I know that you're a GREAT guy, Ricky. I really do, and... I have a lot of feelings about you, too, and... and I'd really like to date you..."

"Cool. Then we're dating." Ricky smiled. "See that was easy."

Quinn chuckled in spite of himself, relieved at the break in the tension.

"Come on," Ricky smiled. "Let's just say we're dating. We're together all the times, anyway. Just say it." He flashed that adorable smile. "Come on, Quinn... just say it."

As the car turned onto Quinn's street, he shook his head and laughed. "Ok. We're dating."

"See! That was easy!" Ricky pulled up in front of Quinn's house. "So... when's our next date?"

Quinn smiled at the irrepressible young man. "Ricky... I need a couple of days to get my head together, ok? I'll see you in class tomorrow, but maybe it would be best if Annie drives me to class tomorrow, ok? Maybe, in a day or two, I'll be able to tell you everything I need to say, ok? I know you've been patient, but... just give me a few more days, ok?"

Ricky put the car in park and said, "Under one condition."

"What's that?"

Instead of answering, Ricky opened his door and got out, hustling over to Quinn's door to open it. He helped him out, grabbed the bags out of the backseat and they started up the short walkway to the front door.

Quinn, who had been waiting for an answer asked once more, as they stepped up onto the front porch. "What condition?" He asked again.

Ricky turned and looked into Quinn's eyes. "Under the condition that you let me kiss you goodnight."

His first impulse was to say 'no,' but the truth was, Quinn wanted to kiss Ricky. He wanted to kiss him a lot.

"Ok," he smiled.

Ricky moved in close and very gently, very softly, very warmly pressed his lips to Quinn's, causing Quinn's belly butterflies to all start flapping their wings again. He would have been content to have stayed just like that, in Ricky's arms, their lips pressed together, forever.

When the kiss ended, both of them opened their eyes and smiled at the intimacy they'd just shared.

"Thank you," Ricky smiled, then gave Quinn one last peck on the lips. "Good night."

Quinn watched as Ricky got back into his red car, made a three point turn and drove away, before entering the house while feeling feelings that he'd never felt before.
 

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"Thanks for driving me, Annie. I'll be out right after class ends," Quinn said as he gathered his character shoes and his purse and prepared to get out of Ann's car to go into dance class.

"I don't mind, honey," Ann smiled at him. Earlier her brother had explained to her that he'd asked Ricky for a few days off to gather his thoughts and that he planned on telling Ricky the truth before the weekend. The idea of Quinn telling Ricky the truth was a relief to Ann. It would force Quinn to face his feelings. "I've got my coffee and a few end of the school year reports to fill out, so I'll just stay right here, sip my coffee, fill in my reports and listen to some music. Go have fun."

Quinn kissed his sister's cheek. "Ok. Thanks again. Love you."

"Love you, too," Ann hollered as the door shut.

She watched Quinn walk into the studio. His pretty, blue and white dress, his long, full red hair and the way he moved all made him look like a perfectly put together young woman. There was no boy there at all. Once they got through the whole 'telling Ricky' thing, she'd have to find out what Quinn's long term intentions really were. Just ten days ago, the idea of her brother having surgery to become a woman seemed as far fetched as him having surgery to become an automobile, but now... now, she was expecting him to bring it up to her at some point and she knew that she would support his decision if that's how he wanted to live his life.
 

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"Good evening, young lady," an older man with sparkling eyes, a big grin and a thick Irish brogue said, as he held the door to the studio open for Quinn to enter. He doffed his well worn herringbone tweed cap. "You must be new here. Liam's the name."

"How do you do," Quinn smiled as he stepped past the opened door and into the studio. "I'm Quinn. I started last week."

"You don't say." The man followed Quinn in. "I'm gone for a few days and a beautiful girl like you arrives. I bet you already have a partner, don't you? Just my luck." The man was obviously teasing, and Quinn smiled and laughed along with his harmless flirting.

When the were in the studio, both Quinn and Liam were distracted by the sound of laughter and clapping coming from the refreshments table.

"Oh, that's wonderful," Sylvia clapped, then noticed Quinn entering. "Quinn, you're wonderful! Liam come here. You must see this. It's adorable."

In the midst of all the other class members, Ricky stood holding an iPad.

"What are you looking at?" Quinn asked, rather sheepishly, as she and Liam joined the others.

Ricky smiled. "It's the TikTok video you made with my sisters. It's great."

"Oh, God, no!" Quinn laughed, looking over Ricky's shoulder to see himself in the food court at the outlets dancing to a classic Beyoncé song. "Oh, I look like an idiot."

"You look like you were having fun," Sylvia said as she playfully slapped Quinn's arm. Then she looked at the older man. "Liam! Welcome back. How was your granddaughter's graduation?"

The man smiled. "I had a splendid time, Syl, thanks. It was grand to see my family once more before I go."

"Oh, shut up, you old goat," Sylvia joked. "You're ninety three and in better shape than any of us. You'll be giving eulogies at all of our funerals."

Liam chuckled as he glanced at the iPad screen. "Well, you have some impressive moves, young lady. Do you think I might impose on you to dance with me when a foxtrot comes up tonight?"

Quinn looked at Ricky who smiled and nodded.

"I'd be honored," Quinn told the older man.

Just then, Ken, the instructor, called for everyone's attention. "Alright, everyone! Let's get things started with some Dino!" He pressed a button on his phone and Dean Martin's 'Ain't That A Kick In The Head' came through the speakers.

"Well, what do you know. A foxtrot!" Liam smiled.

"What a coincidence!" Quinn teased as he offered the older man his hand.

"Did you say your name is Quinn?"

"I did," Quinn nodded.

"That's your first name?"

"Yes."

"And what's your family name"

Quinn smiled at his inquisitiveness. "Collins."

"Well, isn't that grand? Two fine Irish names."

"Really?" Quinn had never really investigated his name. He knew that 'Quinn' was an Irish last name, but he didn't know much about 'Collins.'

"Indeed," Liam pulled Quinn into the correct foxtrot position and kept speaking. "Quinn is an ancient family name and, of course, we all know about the great Michael Collins. Perhaps you are related."

"Perhaps I am," Quinn smiled, then looked at Ricky and raised his eyebrows as if to say, 'I have no idea who Michael Collins is.'

They danced away.

Truth be told, Ricky had no knowledge of Irish history at all, so hadno idea who Michael Collins was, either, so he retreated to the chairs on the side of the room and entered 'Michael Collins Wikipedia' into the search engine.

When the site opened he read, 'Michael Collins (Irish: Mícheál Ó Coileáin) 16 October 1890 - 22 August 1922) was an Irish revolutionary, soldier, and politician who was a leading figure in the early-20th century Irish struggle for independence. He was Chairman of the Provisional Government of the Irish Free State from January 1922 until his assassination in August 1922...'

It went on from there, but Ricky felt as if that was enough information to tell Quinn so that Liam didn't think that these two young people were idiots. He looked up and caught Quinn's eye and help up the tablet and pointed at it, then mouthed very broadly, 'Mi-chael Col-lins.'

Quinn saw the Wikipedia page, realized what Ricky was mouthing, then smiled and nodded.

Ricky watched the couples dance by for a moment, then he remembered something that Quinn's sister, Ann, had said as he was leaving their house on Saturday afternoon. He thought about Ann's cryptic words for a moment, then turned his attention back to the iPad, opened a new window and typed 'Ann Collins' into the search engine. That search reaped thousands of results, none of which seemed relevant, though, so he added 'Rhode Island' to the search.

That brought up a few mentions of the correct Ann Collins - Graduated from Salve Regina College with a Bachelors Degree in Education. Graduated from Brown University with a Masters Degree in Education focusing in Special Needs and Learning Disorders. Accepted to Brown University's Doctoral Program in Educational Research focusing on Dyslexia and Autism... Definitely the right woman, but still irrelevant.

He thought for a moment, then entered 'Quinn Collins' into the search engine.

This search brought up some relevant stories. The first was from The Providence Journal and was dated seven years ago. The part of the headline visible on the search engine's page read, 'Three Family Members Dead And One In Critical Condition Following a Collision...'

Ricky looked up at Quinn dancing with Liam and judged how long remained in the song. At least a minute and a half.

He touched the story and it opened revealing the full headline, 'Three Family Members Dead And One In Critical Condition Following a Collision With A Tractor Trailer On Route 295.' Beneath the already chilling headline, there was a high definition photograph of what had once been a car, but that, at the time of the photo being taken, had become a horrifying mess of ripped and twisted metal.

Ricky felt his stomach tighten at the sight of the photo. He glanced up at Quinn and thought about what his grandfather had said about passing the accident as Quinn had been being put into an ambulance and he almost wept at the pain that Quinn had gone through. He began reading.

'Traffic came to a stand still for nearly two hours last night as emergency responders worked to free the passengers of a Honda Civic that was forced into a concrete barrier when a tractor trailer driven by Eliot Winston of Cranston crossed into the Honda's lane at approximately 10:15pm yesterday evening. Authorities stated that Mr Winston, who was operating the vehicle on an expired license, admitted to falling asleep while driving and was taken into custody at the scene. The Collins family of Portsmouth was returning from a birthday celebration at Six Flags New England. Parents Anthony and Karen Collins and their sixteen year old son, Anthony Collins Jr, were pronounced dead at the scene. A fourth passenger...'

"Ricky, could you pick up the case of water for me?" Sylvia called over to him, interrupting his reading.

Ricky looked up at Sylvia, and shook his head. "I'm sorry. What?"

"Can you give me a hand with this case of water?" Sylvia said. "Are you ok?"

Ricky put the iPad to the side and stood. "Oh... yeah... sorry." He went to help Sylvia as the song ended.

"Whew!" Quinn smiled and fanned himself. He smiled at the old man. "Thank you for the dance."

"No, no, thank you." Liam smiled and gave a shallow, but very gallant bow. "I hope we dance together again soon."

"I'm sure we will," Quinn laughed, then crossed to where he'd seen Ricky sitting.

Ricky was not there, but Quinn spotted him at the refreshment table, helping with a case of water.

Quinn did notice the iPad though and picked it up, expecting to see an article about Michael Collins, but instead saw an article he'd seen several times before.

Quinn felt as though his heart stopped as he read the article and reached the last sentence of the first paragraph.

'A fourth passenger, fourteen year old Quinn Collins, son of the deceased couple, was pulled from the wreckage using the jaws of life and transported to a nearby hospital where he is reported to be in critical condition and is not expected to live...'

It went on from there, but that was enough. All Ricky had to do was read the first paragraph and it was all over.

He'd know.

No.

If he'd called up this article, he'd already read the first paragraph.

He knew.

Ricky all ready knew, but he was just being polite because there were other people around.

Quinn considered his options and the most logical one appeared to be - leave. Leave now, as quickly and quietly as he could.

He glanced towards the refreshment table. There were a few people grabbing water and Ricky was engaged with them. Quinn moved with a forced casualness as he laid the iPad back on a chair and picked up his purse and his street shoes, then headed for the door as quickly as possible, without attracting attention.

He passed outside and made a beeline to Ann's car. His sister looked up startled as Quinn fell into the passenger seat and slammed the door shut.

"Quinn..." she began to ask, but Quinn interrupted.

"Just go, Annie. Please, just go. He knows, Annie. Please, just go. PLEASE just go. Now! PLEASE!"

Ann put her work and coffee aside and buckled her seat belt. "Are you sure? What did he say? How did he...?'

"ANNIE, PLEASE JUST GO!"

"Ok. Ok," Ann put the car in gear and pulled out.

Inside, Ken called out, "It's waltz time, ladies and gentlemen. Grab your partners."

Ricky took the plastic that had held the case of water together to the waste basket and dropped it in, then turned to find Quinn so they could waltz together, but she wasn't anywhere to be seen. He looked around the dance floor to see if Liam had hijacked her again, but Liam was chatting with a couple of dancers on the other side of the room.

He looked around once more, then walked to Sylvia and her partner and asked, "Have you seen Quinn?"

Sylvia pointed to where Quinn had been a moment earlier. "She's right over... huh... She was just there a moment ago."

'Do me a favor, will you," Ricky asked, beginning to feel a bit panicky. "Would you just check in the ladies' room and see if she's in there? I'm a little nervous that she might have gotten sick."

"Of course, honey," Sylvia smiled, trying to comfort him.

She walked to the ladies' room and called as she entered. "Quinn? Quinn? Are you in here?" She turned to Ricky who was waiting by the door and shrugged. "Sorry. She's not in here."

Ricky hustled back to where he'd last seen Quinn, the same place that he'd been looking at the iPad. That was when he noticed that Quinn's purse and other set of shoes were gone. "Shit," he whispered. "Why the heck would she have...?"

He ran out the door and looked around the parking lot. No Quinn.

He knew that Ann had driven Quinn to class and he'd seen Ann's car several times, so he looked about for it. Nothing. He ran to the street and looked up and down. About three blocks away, he saw a car that could have been Ann's turn right onto another street, but he couldn't be sure if it was her car or not.

He turned in a circle and looked everywhere. No sign of Quinn, or Ann or the car.

Finally, he clasped both hands to his temples in frustration, then yelled as loudly as he could. "Quinn! Quinn! Quinn!" but nobody responded.
 
 
To Be Continued...

On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport - 6

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On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper
of New York and Newport: 6

by Clara
Copyright©2021, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Why does life have to be so complicated for poor Quinn? The problem is, it keeps
getting more complicated as time goes on.


 
Author's Note: Once again, thank you for all of your very thoughtful comments. I do appreciate them. Please keep them coming, they really help.~Clara
 
This version of On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport: 6 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 6

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

~ "The day of Miranda's wedding was cloudy and overcast, so perhaps Aunt Ada had been correct. Perhaps God would not waste a beautiful day on a wedding that would lead to a loveless marriage. Instead of using the vast tents that had been erected on the lawns at Golden Bluffs, everything was moved into our grand ballroom, which was large, but could not accommodate everyone who'd been invited. So, tables were also moved into the large entry area of the estate. The higher up on the social strata you were, the closer to the head table you sat. Poor relations and acquaintances who were beneath a certain social rank made do in the foyer. Their food was just as good, but they missed out on some of the music and dance.

Miss Edith and her husband, Theodore Roosevelt, chose to not dine in the ballroom, but rather spend time with, what he jokingly referred to as 'The Hoi Polloi' in the foyer. Truth be known, Mr Roosevelt's blustery personality and huge belly laugh tended to resonate better with the less cultured than the grotesquely wealthy, anyway. His politics did as well."

Miranda did look exquisite, though, even if her demeanor remained as grey and cheerless as the weather outside. She followed me and her other attendants into the ballroom where a beautiful arch of roses, originally meant to be set up in the tents outside, had been placed. She dutifully took her vows, repeating the words that the Pastor of First Presbyterian Church, the newest and grandest church on the island, read. Father had donated the funds for the beautiful, rose shaped, stained glass window, and had always stated that he'd done so just so the window would be a beautiful prop at his daughters' weddings, but even Father realized that Miriam's nuptials were far too secular to be held in a scared space.

The entire event was as beautiful as a fairy tail, yet as emotional as a bank transaction.

As Father and Mother were presenting the 'Happy Couple' with a present of a very handsome yacht, Aunt Ada leaned over and whispered in my ear, "The greatest gift I could offer your sister is a small vial of cyanid to mix into her husband's gravy."

As much as I was typically amused by Aunt Ada's humor, I did feel that this remark was a bit too much. "That's a terrible thing to say," I whispered back. "I'm sure that, once they settle in, they shall find some measure of happiness together."

Langdon, who could not possibly have heard Aunt Ada's remarks, leaned into my other ear and whispered, "I have never seen a more dour bride nor groom in my life. I am sure that this is a mistake."

Indeed, it was, but a necessary one if Miranda was to live out her days in comfort without the stigma of spinsterhood. My heart broke for my sister, but when I looked at Langdon, it soared with joy at the happiness I was sure laid ahead for us."
 

~^~

 

"What, exactly, did Ricky say to you?" Ann asked as she turned off of the road that ran past the dance studio and headed to the first of the two bridges she'd have to cross to get back home.

"He didn't say anything," Quinn sniffled and fumed from the passenger seat.

"Then how do you know that he figured out that you're a boy?"

"I saw it on his iPad."

Ann was perplexed. "His iPad told him you were a boy?"

Quinn grew angry. "No, Annie! He had his iPad with him and after I danced with someone else, I saw his it. It was opened to a story about the accident, Annie!"

Annie's heart sank. She'd given him the hint to look at that article, but she'd hoped that he'd read it and then talk to Quinn so that all of this might be worked out. Instead, this was becoming more and more like some horrible Greek tragedy. "So... what did he say when he read the article?"

"I didn't wait to find out. I ran out as quickly as I could."

"Then... you don't know if he even read it."

"Of course he read it, Annie. It's right there at the start of the article. It says that their SON, Quinn Collins, was in critical condition and was not expected to live."

"Yeah, but maybe he hadn't even read that..."

"Annie! Please! It's in like the fifth sentence. If he opened the story, he's at least read that far."

Just then, Quinn's phone rang.

Ann looked at her brother who was looking at the phone. "Is that Ricky?"

Quinn pushed the button to silence the ringing and nodded.

"Aren't you going to talk to him?"

Quinn shook his head. "No. That's all over, now. I can never talk to him again."

"Quinn, you might be over reacting..."

The phone rang again and again Quinn silenced it, then said, "Annie, what would you do if you found someone that you really, really liked, but you had to keep a huge secret from him - A REALLY HUGE secret. Something that would completely change how he looked at you from then on - Then, just when you're trying to figure out how to tell him everything, he suddenly found out? Would you just hang around and wait for his reaction?"

The phone rang again, causing Quinn to scream irrationally at it. "STOP! STOP! JUST STOP!"

Ann pulled to side of the road and snatched the phone from Quinn. She pressed the button on the side of it, shutting it off. "Alright, now, just take a breath and calm down. You're out of control."

"Out of control!? Annie, my whole world just fell apart! I had really strong feelings for Ricky and..."

"Then why did you lie to him!" Ann interrupted, almost angrily.

Quinn was shocked into a quieter voice. "Annie... you know why I didn't tell him everything..."

"No, no, no, Quinn. You lied to that boy. Even if you never said it in words, you told him that you were a girl in a thousand different ways and he believed you. Not only that, I think he loved you."

His face was blank as he stared at his sister. "I... I... couldn't just... it would have hurt him too much..."

"Oh, so despite the fact that you had ample opportunities to tell him the truth long before his feelings for you developed, you were only sparing HIS feelings by lying to him. And you were only thinking of HIS feelings when you let him drive all the way to Portsmouth every night. And you were only thinking of HIS feelings when you let him kiss you. And you were only thinking of HIS feelings when you met his enormous family and let them get to like you, too. My God, Quinn, now I see it! You were acting like freaking Mother Theresa, caring for everyone else's feelings while you suffered the horrors of being loved."

"Annie... I..."

"You're not a child anymore, Quinn. You're an adult and an adult, whether he's a man or she's a woman, has adult responsibilities and responsibility number one is treat people with respect. Did you treat Ricky with respect, Quinn?"

He looked straight out the windshield and thought for a moment. "I... I think I did. I tried to be nice when I was with him..."

Ann sat back in her seat and sighed. "Quinn... you know I love you to death, but you have to be a grownup about this. You know that Ricky was falling for you, right?"

He nodded.

"And every minute that you were with him, he treated you like you were a princess, right?"

He nodded again.

"Did he ever once, to your knowledge, lie to you?"

He shook his head and wiped a tear from his eye.

"And yet, you showed him nothing but contempt by lying to him every second of every minute you spent with him."

"I didn't mean to, Annie," Quinn croaked as he tried to breath through sobs. "I just... I just wanted so badly to be... his princess."

Ann felt horrible for having said everything that had burst out of her mouth in the last few minutes, but it was all true and it needed saying. Now, repair work needed to be done. "Maybe you still can be, Quinn. Why don't we go back..."

"No," he shook his head vehemently. "No. Not tonight. Annie... I... I wouldn't know what to say. Please. Let's just go home. Maybe I'll call him in the morning or something, but... I just couldn't face him tonight. I'm too ashamed."

Ann hoped that he meant he was ashamed of the lying and not of finding his true self, but she felt like she'd beaten up on him enough. "Quinn... the boy loves you. Don't play with his feelings for too long. It's not just deceitful, honey... it's mean. Now, I know you as well as you know yourself, Quinn, and we both know that you're not a mean person."

He nodded. "Thanks, Annie. Can we just go home now and get some rest? I feel like I might get sick if we keep talking about this."

Ann squeezed his hand. "Ok, baby. Just take a breath and stay calm. I'll take you home."

As they drove through the evening twilight, Ann wondered if she'd pushed him too hard. She wanted to be supportive, but Goddamnit, she wasn't just his sister and his friend - she was his mother and his father, too, and sometimes mothers and fathers had to wake their kids up to certain realities. She just hoped that Quinn was strong enough to face them.
 

~^~

 

"Well, where could she have gone?" When Ricky hadn't returned, Sylvia had come out to the parking lot to be sure he and Quinn were ok.

"I don't know, Syl," Ricky said in a distracted tone. "One minute she was there and the next she was gone."

Sylvia looked around, worried as well. "Did you say something to her that might have upset her?"

Rickey shook his head. "I wasn't even talking to her. She danced with Liam. I was helping you with the water and then... she just wasn't there any more."

"Is her car gone?"

"She doesn't drive. Her sister drove her and her car isn't here, but I don't know if she was waiting or not. I've called Quinn's phone like six times and left messages, but no one's picking up." He looked around once more. "I'm calling the police."

Quinn raised the phone to call nine one one, but Sylvia stopped him. "Ricky, the police aren't going to come running because a full grown woman has been gone for ten minutes. She'd have to be missing for a day or more before they responded."

Ricky let out a few more hollers. "Quinn! Quinn! Quinn!" But no answer came.

"Ricky, come on back inside. If she's still around here, she'll be back. If she went home, then you'll find out what happen when she wants to talk to you." Sylvia put her arm around Ricky's back and tried to guide him towards the studio, but he stopped and thought for a moment.

"What's your phone number?" He asked.

She recited her number to him. "Why?"

He dialed the number and let it connect, then disconnected. "I just called you, so my number will show up on your missed calls. I'm going to go see if she went home. If she comes back here, call me, ok?"

"Ricky..." she tried to stop him, but he was already running for his car.

"Call me!" He called back as he jumped in and started the engine.
 

~^~

 

Barbara looked at her phone when the text tone chimed. 'THE S*** HAS HIT THE FAN. ON OUR WAY HOME. NEED YOUR HELP. CAN YOU COME OVER.'

Barbara grimaced and groaned. 'OF COURSE. I'LL WATCH FOR YOUR CAR.'

'THANKS. WE'RE JUST HITTING THE ISLAND NOW. BE HOME IN 30.'
 

~^~

 

"Hey, pal," Bill said into his phone. "Shouldn't you be in dance class right now?"

"Grandpa, Quinn disappeared. I don't know what to do."

Bill had never heard Ricky this agitated before and he found it concerning. "Rick, are you driving? Pull over, Buddy. You're too wound up to talk and drive."

'I can't, Grandpa. I have to get to Portsmouth..."

"Dennis Francis Briggs, you pull that car over NOW and we will continue this conversation when that vehicle is in park." Bill was not about to lose his grandson to high emotions and speed.

Ricky was shocked to hear his grandfather use his full legal name. That almost never happened. "Yes, sir," he said, soberly and he pulled to the side of the road and put the car in park. "I'm parked now, grandpa."

"Good man. Now, tell me what happened."

Ricky took a calming breath. "Ok... So, class started great. You know Liam, that guy in his nineties that comes to class, well, Liam and Quinn danced the first dance. I was sitting on the side of the room and then I helped with opening a couple of cases of water. The dance ended and Quinn walked to where I had been seated and then, when the next dance started, she was gone. I can't find her anywhere. I've called her phone and it goes straight to voicemail. I don't know where she is or if she's alright. I'm really worried, grandpa."

"Ok," Bill said, calmly. "So, what's your plan? Go to her house and confront her? Rick... if she ran out and she's not returning your calls, then she's upset. I can tell by the sound of your voice that you're upset, too. So, how do you expect this all to play out? You show up and she's at home... she's already upset about something, you're already upset about her running out... What's going to happen?"

Ricky didn't know how to respond. "I don't know, grandpa. I guess... we talk?"

"Rick..." the old man chose his words carefully. "... we talked about this. That girl has been through more than you can imagine. She's only been out in the adult world for a few months. She's bound to have a bad day, now and again. Something happened to trigger her, pal. Let her get over it. Why don't you come back here and we'll talk it out. Ok? Let Quinn get past whatever it was that set her off."

Suddenly, something occurred to Ricky. "Grandpa, I think I might know what upset her."

"What's that, pal?"

"Well, I had my iPad with me and, while she was dancing with Liam, I... I looked up the newspaper story about the accident that killed her parents and brother. I might have left the iPad open to that story. Maybe she saw it."

His grandfather waited a moment before asking, "Did you read the article?"

"No," Ricky was speaking quietly. "I read the first few sentences, but... there was a picture, grandpa. It was worse than you described. The headline said that Quinn wasn't expected to survive. That's what set her off, isn't it grandpa. She must have seen the picture."

"Maybe," his grandfather spoke very calmingly. "Rick... come home. We'll talk."

The young man thought for a few moments. "I will, grandpa, but first I have to at least swing past her house to be sure that Annie got her home ok."

"Rick..." his grandfather was being calm, but firm. "... you are in no state to driving around Aquidneck peeking into windows. Turn around and come home."

Ricky thought for a moment. "I'm sorry, grandpa, but I just need to be sure she's ok. I won't even get out of the car. I'll just swing by, then I'll come back home."

Bill let out a heavy sigh. "Look, Rick. I have a friend up in Portsmouth. I'll ask him to check on Ann and Quinn. You just sit tight where you are and I'll call my friend. Just stay put for about half an hour and I'll call you back. But please... promise me you'll sit tight until I call you back."

"Ok, grandpa," Ricky finally agreed. "I'm going to go about a mile up the road from here and pull into the Dunkin' Donuts parking lot. I'll wait there."

"Thank you, Rick. I'll call you back."

Bill disconnected the call and looked up the name of an old fishing Buddy. He pressed the contact's name and listened as the phones connected.

"Hello?" Came from the other end.

"Hey, Chief. This is Bill Briggs. I know it's been awhile, but I wonder if I might impose on you for a favor."

"Bill! Long time, no see! Sure, pal. What do you need?"
 

~^~

 

Barbara was waiting and when she saw Ann's car come down the street, she hurried out the door and over to the Collins' house to offer any support she could.

Ann pulled into the driveway and Barbara reached Quinn's door in time to open it for him. "Oh, Quinny, what happened, honey," she said with a great deal of sympathy, but sounding a bit like a babysitter speaking to a toddler who'd scraped his knee.

Quinn accepted the hugs and sympathy, but only shrugged in answer to the question.

"Come on in the house, honey. We'll talk in there." Barbara put her arm around Quinn's shoulders and had him rest his head on her shoulder as they followed Ann to the door.

Once the door was unlocked and they were inside, Barbara said, "Sit on the couch, Quinny. I'll get you some tea."

"No, that's ok," Quinn said, sadly. "I think I'd like to just take a shower, if that's ok."

"Ok," Barbara smiled. "I'll help you out of your corset." They went upstairs, but Barbara looked at Ann and said, "I'll come down when he's in the shower."

Ann nodded as she dropped her purse onto the hall table. What a rotten night and she felt as if she was responsible for the whole thing. She never should have told Ricky to Google Quinn's name. She knew it would lead him to that article, but she'd hoped that cooler heads would prevail. What had Ricky even thought when he read about the fourteen year old boy who'd been pulled from that terrible wreck. Ann hadn't even been there that night and that godawful photo made her nauseated every time she saw it. She couldn't imagine what the last few minutes of her parents' lives had been like, let alone poor Tony. This was the seminal moment of the remainder of her life. The moment that drew a distinct line between what life was meant to be and what it was always going to be. The fear of pain and loss and empathy for her family churned her stomach whenever she thought of that night and the overwhelming weight of survivor's guilt always buried her for days after thinking of the crash. She should have been with them. Yes, she had work to do, but it had been Tony's sixteenth birthday. A better person would have gone with them and maybe, had she'd gone, they may have left Six Flags New England just twenty seconds later, so that when that truck came into the right lane, her family might have been a few seconds behind the truck instead of beside it.

It didn't matter - it was all her fault. If she'd gone with them, they'd all still be alive.

And this was all her fault, too. She should have just kept her mouth shut. Now...

She poured a glass of wine for both her and Barbara, who was coming down the stairs.

"He's not saying much," Barbara said as she entered the kitchen. "So, what happened?"

Ann was about to answer when blue flashing lights appeared outside her front door. "What the hell is happening, now?" She grunted as someone knocked on the door."
 

~^~

 

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

~ "Mr Theodore and Mrs Edith Roosevelt sat at a table with General William Tecumsah Sherman and his wife, Hugh J. Grant, Mayor of New York City and the youngest man ever to hold that post, and his wife, Charles F. McClean, Police Commissioner for New York City and his wife, and US Senator for the State of New York Senator Chauncey Depew and his wife. All of these men were key players in the Lincoln Republican Party and much of the conversation at that table on that afternoon would surely impact the people of New York City in the days, weeks and months to follow.

Miss Edith caught me as I was making the rounds of tables, being the hostess-in-training, a post Mother had created for me, I was told that I needed to speak to every table, but Miss Edith grabbed my arm and invited me to sit with them for a bit. Truth be told, I needed a break and sitting at this illustrious a table would please Mother.

Father was only as political as his business demanded, but he was not a huge fan of the reform minded Republicans of New York City. He found them difficult to buy and could not understand their reluctance to take his money. A man only worked for money, after all. 'You can't trust a man who pretends to be above money, Langdon,' I'd heard him say to my fiancée more than once. Lanny would smile and nod, but I knew that he supported all of these men.

I took my seat between Miss Edith and General Sherman and I must admit that being in the presence of the great general did make me a bit lightheaded. He was an old man, but he was still a formidable visage with his receding hairline, pockmarked face and thin beard. He was still the man in the photographs from The Civil War. The man who marched his men from The Mississippi River to Savannah, ending the war.

"Thank you for inviting me into your home, Miss Harper," the general said. "I am honored to be present at the wedding of your beautiful sister."

"The honor is all ours, general," I smiled as engagingly as I knew how. I had assumed that the conversation would remain civil and polite, and I was shocked to my core when I was asked a question that I never expected to be asked on such a festive occasion.

"So, tell me, Miss Harper," Mr Roosevelt said to me, "what is your opinion of the condition of our public orphanages and workhouses in the city?"

"Oh, Teddy," Miss Edith looked as shocked as I felt. "This is not appropriate conversation for a young woman or for this kind of festivity."

"Nonsense," her husband replied. "Miss Harper and I had long discussions when last we visited. I think Mayor Grant and Senator Depew would like to hear her opinions."

It was true, Mr Roosevelt and I had discussed a number of issues previously, but always in private. This kind of a public conversation was a very different matter and if Father should hear that I discussed public policies with men, even Aunt Ada would not be able to save me from his ire.

Still, my opinion had been requested and I did have an opinion to give, so I gave it.

"Well, to be honest, gentlemen, I feel that the current state of public facilities for all of the less fortunate is appalling. In this land of plenty, it seems absurd that anyone should be deprived life's most basic needs. Clean water, healthy food, medical services, education - these are things that we of privilege take for granted, but is not just unavailable, but flatly denied to those less fortunate. I believe it in incumbent on us to insure that all of our citizens have access to all of those services."

The Mayor and the Senator smiled and nodded. "So, tell me, Miss Harper," Senator Depew smirked, "how do you feel that you could contribute to rectifying some of these conditions?"

I blinked at him as a fire was suddenly lit in my chest. At that moment I knew that I would be dedicating my life to helping the poor and downtrodden of my country. "That is an intriguing question, Senator, and one for which I do not currently have answer, but I assure you, an answer will be forthcoming as I research this matter further. Gentlemen, may I call upon each of you once I have formed a proper answer. I do believe that I can do some good if I set my mind to it."

Each man assured me that they would make themselves available to me should I call on them and I returned to my hostess duties with a new sense of purpose in my life."
 

~^~

 

The patrolman was young, certainly not yet thirty, and quite tall. When Ann opened the door, she found herself looking directly into the man's chest.

"Yes?" Ann asked, looking up at his chin.

The officer checked his note pad. "Oh, good evening, ma'am. I apologize for interrupting your evening, but I was asked to swing by and do a wellness check on..." he checked his note pad again, "Quinn Collins. Is Miss Collins here, ma'am?"

Ann sighed. "Yes, she is, but she is currently showering. Who asked you to check on her?"

He checked his pad again. "Umm... a Mister William "Bill" Briggs, ma'am. Apparently, Miss Harper has been missing from a dance class for an hour or so and a lot of people are concerned."

"Bill Briggs?" Ann mulled than for a moment. "Oh, Bill! Ricky's grandfather. Look, Officer, my sister had a rough night and I drove her home earlier than expected. She's... well, she's been through a lot and today turned out to be a tougher day than usual. I'm sorry, I should have let the people in the class know I took her home. Thank you for checking up on her."

"Well, if you don't mind, ma'am, I sort of need to see your sister and be sure she's ok. I'll be in my car. I'll knock again in a half an hour or so and, hopefully, by then she should be out of the shower."

"What?" Ann was frustrated. "You need to see her? That's absurd!"

Barbara had been listening from down the hall. "Annie, it's fine. Officer, I'll come knock on your window when Quinny is downstairs and you can talk to her, then."

"Thank you, ma'am," he said and was turning to go when something occurred to him. He turned back and said, "Annie? Annie Collins?"

Ann was in the process of closing the front door, but she stopped. "Yes."

Suddenly, the officer's stern façade melted to a smile. "Annie Collins." He shook his head. "I'm John Tomlinson. From Salve Regina. You tutored me in English when we were freshmen. Remember?"

It took Ann a moment to remember him. She'd tutored a number of people as part of her work study program at Salve Regina. Then she remember the awkward nineteen year old version of the man in front of her. In her memory, John Tomlinson was a tall, thin boy with feet too big for his body. He moved like a Great Dane puppy, still trying to figure out how his extremities worked.

"Oh...? John? Oh, my goodness. I never would have recognized you. How are you?"

"I'm doing good, I guess." He smiled. "Oops. I forgot who I'm talking to. I'm doing WELL, I guess."

"That's wonderful," Ann smiled, then couldn't help but tease a little. "And it's 'to whom I am speaking,' not 'talking to.'"

The Officer laughed. "Yep. You're right... oops, correct." He smiled at Ann and she could see he wanted to say more, but that wasn't the reason for his visit. "Well... it was great to see you, Annie. I'll be in the car when Quinn is available."

"Don't be silly," Barbara suddenly burst back into the conversation. She pushed the door open and grabbed the officer's arm. "Come on in and have a cup of coffee with us."
 

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Ricky's anxiety level was off the charts. He'd been waiting in the Dunkin Donuts parking lot for nearly an hour with no word from his grandfather or Quinn. He'd wait ten more minutes and then, if he hadn't heard from anyone, he was going to go up to Portsmouth anyway.

Then, not only did his phone ring, but the caller ID said, 'Quinn.' Quickly, he pressed the 'accept' button.

"Quinn? Are you ok?"

The voice on the other end spoke quietly, "Ricky, it's Annie. I'm just using Quinn's phone because I don't have your number."

"Annie? Where's Quinn? Is she ok? Why did she run out like that?"

"She's fine," Ann tried to assure the young man, "she was just upset that you'd read the article about the accident. She figured you'd be mad at her, so she just ran out."

"She thought I'd be...? Why would I be mad?"

Ann was a bit confused by that. "So... you haven't read the article?"

"Just the beginning. I saw the picture and almost got sick. I read that your mom and dad and brother all died at the scene and that Quinn wasn't expected to live. That's about all." It was at that point that he realized that he'd left his ipad at the studio. "To be honest, I really don't think I could get through the whole article. It was too upsetting. I don't know how you got through it so well."

So well? Was he kidding? Seven years of guilt, seven years of crying with no warning, seven years waking up screaming, seven years of... of Quinn. It had been a waking nightmare for her, but for Quinn... it was so much more for Quinn. They hadn't 'gotten through' anything. They were just barely surviving.

But that wasn't Ricky's fault. The issue at hand was that Ricky hadn't read enough of the article to know that Quinn was a boy. It was still possible for Quinn to deal with this in a mature manner.

"Look, Ricky... you have to understand that Quinn's life changed really drastically that night and now... well... she's only taken a few steps into adulthood so far. You're her first real crush and... I think we're all expecting more from Quinn than Quinn is capable of giving just yet. Please... give her a few days, like she asked. Let her explain things to you her own way. Ok?"

Ricky sighed, disappointed that he couldn't see Quinn for a few days, but oddly excited that Ann had said that he was Quinn's first crush. That meant that she did have feelings for him and that was a good thing. "Ok. Thank you for calling me. I appreciate that. Can you tell Quinn... well... tell her I'm sorry that I upset her. Ok?"

Ann smiled at that. The boy had done nothing wrong, but was still apologizing for upsetting Quinn.

"Ok, Ricky. Look, I have to go. Quinn was taking a shower, but I can hear her moving around upstairs, now. Thanks for understanding. Bye bye."

"Bye," Ricky whispered, then despaired at the sound of the call disconnecting.

After a moment, he called his grandfather's phone.

"Rick?" The older man seemed cautious. "Is everything alright?"

"Yeah, grandpa. I'm ok. I just wanted to tell you that I spoke to Annie and Quinn is ok. It's kind of a long story, I'll tell you about another time. I'm headed back to my place near campus. I'll talk to you tomorrow."

"Rick," Grandpa Bill suddenly sounded old to Ricky, "can you do an old man a favor?"

"Sure, grandpa. What?"

"Buddy... can you please come here tonight instead of going back to the college?"

He sighed at that. He really just wanted to be alone. "Is it important to you, grandpa?"

"It is, Buddy. I really need to see you, tonight. To know that you're ok and... Rick... maybe not tonight, but, tomorrow, after you've had some rest... we need to have a long talk."

This was not like Grandpa Bill at all. In fact, this tone was freaking Ricky out just a bit. He wasn't sick or something, was he? Ricky couldn't handle Grandpa Bill being sick right now. "Ok, Grandpa. I'll be there in about a half hour."

"Thanks, Rick. Drive safely and remember... I love you, pal."

"Yeah, grandpa. I love you, too."
 

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Officer Tomlinson spoke into the microphone mounted on his left shoulder. "I just finished that safety check on Quinn Collins. She's ok. She's at home with her sister. Just had a rough night. Sounds like a little PTSD due to a bad accident a while ago."

"Copy, Officer. Thank you. I will notify the chief."

"Thanks," he said, released the microphone and stood straight on the porch. "Well, it was great to get caught up," he smiled at Ann. "I'll meet you at The White Horse Tavern around three tomorrow, then?"

Ann smiled. "Around three. See you then."

She closed the door as he got back into his car.

"Quinny is in bed and seems ok. I think he's pretty tired. He's probably asleep already," Barbara said as she came down the stairs. She smiled at Ann as Ann closed the front door. "Well, look at you, Miss Collins. Dating the boy she tutored all those years ago."

"Very funny," Ann smirked, "but I'm just going to have a drink with him. It's not a date."

"Oh, dear God," Barbara laughed, "you're as bad as Quinn. Of course it's a date. So, what are you wearing?"

Ann shook her head, amused by her friend's enthusiasm. "I don't know, Barbie. It's the last day of school, so the kids have a field day. I was planning on wearing a pair of shorts and a tee shirt to school, so I'll probably wear that. The White Horse is a pretty casual place..."

"Oh, like hell you'll be wearing shorts and a tee shirt," Barbara interrupted, with a maternal tone. "Before I leave, I'm picking out a nice dress for you. You can take ten minutes to get changed and fix your hair and makeup before you go to have a drink."

Ann shook her head and smirked at her friend. "Ok, I'll wear something nicer, but nothing too fancy. Ok?"

"Ok," Barbara relented and followed Ann into the kitchen.

"So, Quinn seemed ok when he went to bed?" Ann asked.

Barbara nodded. "You know, Annie, when I first put Quinn into a dress last week, I never expected things to go this far."

"I know. I've been thinking about Quinn a lot and honestly, I never saw this coming, but... maybe I'm not as surprised as I should be. I mean... Quinn has always been... may not girlish, but... not boyish, if that makes sense."

Barbara nodded. "So... have you taken a look at Quinn when he's not wearing a corset, lately?"

Ann placed the dirty cups into the sink. "No. Why?"

Barbara bit her lip for a moment before speaking. "The corset training... well, you know, he's had been wearing a corset twenty four seven, which is something I never anticipated, but... the corset training is... working."

"Meaning what?"

"Meaning... his torso is more hour glass shaped than before and... well... those little breasts he gets in one of Louisa's corsets...? well, the corsets he wears MOST of this time, the ones with cups... well, they kind of train the breasts as well as the torso, so..."

"He's developing breasts?"

Barbara nodded.

Ann shrugged, "Well... I guess we'll just have to wait and see if that's a problem or an asset. Quinn and I have a lot to talk about this week."
 

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"Morning, Rick," Grandpa Bill greeted Ricky as he came down stairs to the kitchen. Their three decker home had been modified before they moved in, in order to make the house more useful for them. The only kitchen now was on the first floor where Grandpa Bill's bedroom was. There was also a large family room on that level. So, at every mealtime, everyone had to come down to see Grandpa Bill.

"Hi, Ricky," Isabella smiled, as she stood up from the table and went to the sink to rinse out her cereal bowl.

"Hi, Grandpa," Ricky said, then he kissed the top of his youngest sister's head. "Morning, Bella. Last day of school?"

"Yeah," she giggled. "Just six more hours till freedom. Next year I'll be a senior!"

Ricky grabbed a glass from the dish strainer next to the sink, then pulled a jug of orange juice from the refrigerator. "And then college! You're nearly an adult."

"Yeah, so are you," she teased. She grabbed her backpack and kissed her grandfather's cheek. "Bye grandpa."

"Bye, sweetie."

"Will you be here when I get home, Ricky?"

Her brother smiled and shrugged. "Maybe, Belle. I don't know."

She looked at him more closely, then kissed his cheek. "Cheer up, Ricky. You look more handsome when you smile."

That made Ricky laugh. "Have a great last day, squirt."

When Isabella had exited out the front door, Ricky looked at his grandfather. "So, what's going on, grandpa?'

Bill looked at the contents of his coffee cup before answering. "Rick... you really had me worried last night. You sounded a little... unhinged... on the phone. I just wanted you to come here so I knew you were ok."

Ricky sipped his orange juice. "Ok. I'm sorry if I made you worry, grandpa, but... that big hug when I got here and then you said we needed to talk... I'm going to ask you this point blank, grandpa... Are you sick or something?"

The old man broke a smile and shook his head. "No, Buddy... I'm as healthy as a horse. I want to talk to you about you."

"And Quinn," Ricky interjected.

"And Quinn," Bill nodded.

Ricky sat back and folded his arms. "A special lunch the other day and now a special conversation... Grandpa, Alice is engaged. Cathy and Steve have been dating for years. I don't think that you've ever had a single conversation with them about their relationships. What is it about my relationship with Quinn that concerns you so much?"

Bill drained his mug and pushed it aside. "Rick... you're my only grandson. Hell, you're more my son than your dad ever was. I look at you and I see so much promise, so much potential... I just want you to be happy, pal."

"So...? At lunch you said you understood my feelings towards Quinn. Now, what? Now, you don't think it's a good idea for me to follow my heart?"

A small, sad smile crossed Bill's face. "Rick... Being with Quinn is going to be complicated."

"Yeah, just like it was for you and grandma. We've already talked about this."

"No, Rick. Not like that at all. Yes, Quinn has been broken and put back together and that is going to be very hard to overcome, but... Rick... last night, when you were so upset, I called an old friend, who also happens to be the Chief of Police over in Portsmouth. I asked him for some help and he sent a car by Ann and Quinn's house and did a wellness check."

"You sent the police to Quinn's house? Grandpa, that must have freaked them out!"

"I don't think so, Rick. In fact, I spoke to Ann this morning and I offered and apology and she was fine with the whole thing. She knew I'd done it to keep you safe. That's not really the point, though."

Ricky shook his head. "I wish you hadn't called him, grandpa."

"Then I'm sorry, pal, but there's more." Bill rubbed his face with both hands and considered his words. "Rick... that night, seven years ago... when I saw that poor child being pulled from that wreckage... that was the most horrendous thing I've ever seen in my life. The image of that poor baby has haunted me ever since. I'll be watching TV or doing yard work... just day to day things, you know? And suddenly, I will see the EMTs laying that poor child on that stretcher. Rick... Quinn didn't look hurt. Quinn looked dead. I couldn't believe that any child could survive that kind of injury."

Ricky nodded. "I saw a picture of it last night. It was on the Providence Journal site. Actually, that's what upset Quinn. Why she ran out of class."

Grandpa Bill nodded. "But you didn't read the article?"

"Just a little. It was more than I could take, actually."

Bill nodded. "Do you remember that I said that maybe I remembered something's about that night wrong or maybe I read something that might have been incorrect in one of the newspapers?"

"Yeah, I do. Why?"

Ricky watched his grandfather look around the room before he spoke. "Rick. When I talked to the chief, I checked the facts of that night with him, and..." he just couldn't find the words.

"And what, grandpa?"

"Rick..." this was the hardest conversation Bill had ever had. "Rick... we love who we love. We can't always control that. We love who we love who we love. That's how we're made. You get that, right?"

Ricky stood, started to say something, but couldn't turn his thoughts into words, and so headed to the kitchen door.

"Where are you going?" Bill asked.

"Grandpa... if you're going to tell me anything that might make me think less of Quinn, then I just don't want to hear it. Ok? I'm sorry, but... no thank you."

"Rick, please sit down. You need to hear this."

"No, grandpa. Quinn will tell me what she wants me to know when she wants to tell me."

"Rick...'

"Grandpa, I love you, but..." Ricky looked at the man who'd raised him and who had always treated him better than anyone else in the world and for the first time, his grandfather looked old and worried. "I'm sorry, grandpa, but... I have to go." The silence in the room was uncomfortable to both of them. "You do understand, don't you grandpa?"

His grandfather nodded. "I do, Rick. You're a good guy." Bill stood and stretched out his arms. "Give an old man a hug."

Ricky complied and even accepted his grandfather's kiss on his temple.

Then Bill held the boy by the shoulders and looked at him with nothing but love on his face. "I read a quote this morning, Rick, and it made me think of your Grandma Joanie, and that made me think of you and how you feel about Quinn. I'm not sure who said it, but it goes, 'I saw you were perfect and so I loved you. Then I saw that you were not perfect and so I loved you even more.' Remember that quote, pal. Ok?"

"Ok, grandpa... ok."
 

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"Yes, I wear a corset every day," Quinn explained to a fourteen year old girl while he was in his Louisa persona. "It is, after all, the style of my day." He was wearing one of his favorite day dresses - a soft blue dress with a white, lace top.

"Is it uncomfortable?" Another young teen girl asked.

"Not really," he smiled. "It is constricting, but you get used to it very quickly."

"How many dresses so you own?" A different girl asked.

Quinn smiled. "It's a little embarrassing, but I actually have about two hundred dresses in my closet. Mother is very adamant that I am never seen in the same dress twice if it can be avoided. That does make it necessary to own a lot of dresses."

"Did you ever love anyone other than Langdon?" An older voice asked from the back.

Quinn looked to see who was speaking and, for a moment, froze when he saw Ricky's sisters Ellen and Fiona smiling at him. Quinn felt a bit of a chill run down his back. Had Ricky told them what he'd read in the paper? Did they know he was a boy? No. They were smiling too broadly. They didn't know.

"No. I never did love anyone other than Langdon, but I did not love him at first. It took a little time to get to know him, but once I did know him... I loved him."

"And did he love you as much as you loved him?" Fiona asked.

Quinn smiled. "No. No, I think that Langdon actually loved me a lot more than I loved him, and that wasn't easy, because I loved him with all my heart."

There was the predictable sound of girls and women sighing after that statement.

"I'm afraid we need to leave Miss Louisa, now," the maid/tour guide explained. "Please follow me."

The crowd followed the guide and Quinn said goodbye to everyone as they passed. Fiona and Ellen were the last two guests to pass by him.

"Thank you, Louisa," Fiona smiled and shook Quinn's hand.

"Thank you, Fiona. Please come again," Quinn said, taking the risk of acknowledging that he knew Fiona, which made the young woman smile.

He turned to Ellen and offered his hand to her as well. "And thank you for coming as well, Ellen."

Ellen smiled at the familiarity Quinn showed and shook his hand, too, but when she released her grip, a note remained behind in Quinn's hand."

He waited until the room was empty, knowing he had about four minutes before the next group arrived, before reading the note. 'HI, QUINN. YOU LOOK AMAZING! WE'LL BE AT THE CREAMERY AT SIX AND WE'D LOVE TO HAVE YOU JOIN US FOR SUPPER. OUR TREAT. HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE. LOVE, SISTERS FOUR AND FIVE.'
 

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"Have a great summer!" Ann called to a colleague

"You too, Annie!" The portly man called back. "See you at the end of August!"

Ann was carrying a pretty big load to her car, not just because she was leaving the building for eight weeks, which meant taking a few extra things beyond her briefcase with her laptop, but because Barbara had convinced her to dress well for her 'get-together' with John at The White Horse Tavern. That meant that she had changed into the very pretty green dress she had brought with her and so, now she was carrying her briefcase on her shoulder, a box of classroom things she might need at home, a garment bag containing her shorts and top she'd worn for the kids' field day, her sneakers and a small tote bag that held her curling iron and makeup.

"Here. Let me help you with that," voice came from someone who was rushing up beside her to help.

"Oh, thank you," Ann laughed as she turned, expecting to see a colleague, but instead seeing a face from her personal life. "Ricky? What are you doing here?"

Ricky took nearly everything Ann was carrying into his arms and smiled. "I'm sorry, Annie, but I really need to talk to you and I don't have your number. Can I talk to you for just five minutes, please?"

Ann let out a slightly exasperated sigh. She really wanted to get to The White Horse. She hadn't been out with a guy since about three months before the accident and she hadn't had a serious relationship since her senior year of under-grad school. She checked her watch. "Ok, but I only have about five minutes. I'm really sorry, but I have to meet someone soon." She opened the hatchback of her Prius.

"Yeah, that's fine." He placed the items he was holding into the rear of the car. "Annie... I just need you to tell Quinn that I'm sorry that I opened that article. When I saw the photo of the crash scene, I was nearly sick. I should have been sensitive enough of Quinn's feelings to have closed it before she saw it."

Ann couldn't help but feel bad for this poor kid. "Ricky... I'm sure that Quinn is freaked out by the photo, I mean, God knows I am, but..."

"Annie," Ricky interrupted, "how did you get through all that? I mean, my God, I couldn't imagine how terrible it would be to lose anyone so... violently. My mom, my grandpa, my sisters.. anyone. You must be the strongest person I've ever met."

Ann raised her eyebrows as she considered that. "See... that's the thing, Ricky. I never got over it and neither did Quinn. To be honest, if I live to be a hundred, I still expect that I will be waking up in the middle of the night because I had another nightmare about the crash."

Ricky nodded, sure that he understood why Quinn had run out of the class the previous night. "Ok. Can you just tell her that I'm sorry, then, and ask her to please... please... talk to me. I probably shouldn't say this, but I'm really scared that I'm never going to see her again. And it's all because I left that stupid picture on my iPad."

The young man started to walk away, but Ann called him back. She took out a pen, ripped a Post-it Note off of a pad in the box in her car and wrote on it. "Here. This is my number. I don't know if I'll be able to offer any help at all, but... well, at least you don't have to drive all the way up here talk to me."

"Thanks," Ricky said, with a small smile as he took the piece of paper.

As he walked away, again, Ann called, "Did you read the article, yet?"

He turned and shook his head. "No. I don't think I ever will."

Goddamnit, why the hell was Quinn making this kid suffer like this? "Ricky... just read the article."

He shook his head again. "You know, I am really confused by you and your friend Barbara and even my grandfather. You all seem to know something horrible about Quinn that you seem to think will make me feel differently about her."

Ann went a bit pale. "Your grandfather knows?"

Ricky shrugged. "I guess so, because he tried to tell me something this morning and acted all weird when I didn't want to hear it." He was going to walk away, but had to say a bit more. "What the heck could be so bad? I mean, she's not a crack dealer or something, right?"

"No," Ann rolled her eyes. "Ricky, for six of the past seven years, Quinn has either been in traction recovering from a surgery, or in traction preparing for the next surgery. For the last year... you have no idea how hard Quinn worked to be able to walk again. It was constant PT and exercising for the last twelve or thirteen months. That doesn't leave much time for drug dealing. There are some things you should know, though."

He nodded and his lips pressed together. "I'll find all that out when Quinn tells me. Until then... I don't want to know." He opened the door to his car, got in and drove away.
 

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"You came!" Fiona nearly bounced off the booth bench at the sight of Quinn. "Here. Sit by me."

"Hi," Quinn smiled nervously. He was wearing a yellow dress with a white flower print that he'd bought on his trip to the outlet center with Ricky's sisters. "Umm... this is my friend Barbara. Do you mind if she joins us? I can't drive, so Barbara drove me."

"No, no," Barbara tried to be diplomatic. "I'll just sit at the bar and have a little something for dinner."

"Don't be silly," Ellen smiled and tapped the open part of the bench next to her. "Join us."

Barbara sat, a bit self consciously, not really wanting to be part of Quinn's 'date with the sisters.' "Thanks."

"Hey! Quinn! How are you?" Ricky's friend, Joe, waved from the grill. He came over to the side of the table and smiled. "I guess my cooking was so good that you couldn't stay away, right?"

Quinn smiled. "Hi, Joe. Good to see you, again."

"Girls night out, huh?" He smiled, then realized that he recognized Ellen and Fiona. "Oh, shoot! It's sisters three and four, right?"

Ellen pointed at herself and then her sister. "Four and five."

Joe made a show of counting on his fingers "A, B, C, Rick is really Dennis, so he's D, so you guys are E and F. Don't tell me, let me get it. Ellen and Fiona, right?"

"Hey, not bad," Ellen smiled.

"So... what can I get you ladies, this evening?"

"How about cheeseburgers with fries and a chocolate shakes for all of us," Barbara said. "My treat."

Ellen and Fiona were both about to object, but Barbara held up her hand to stop them. "I remember what being in college was like. I'll cover this. It's my treat."

The sisters looked at each other and shrugged, then looked at Quinn who just smiled, knowing that Barbara enjoyed being generous. "Ok," Ellen said to Joe.

Joe leaned down and asked in a hushed voice. "Regular shakes or 'Awful Awfuls'?"

Quinn looked at the other three who all seemed to know what Joe was talking about. "What's an Awful Awful?"

Joe's jaw dropped dramatically. "You've never had an Awful Awful!? It's a Newport Creamery specialty. 'Awful big. Awful good.' It's made with more ice cream than a regular shake, so it's thicker. Want to try one?"

"Of course she does," Barbara smiled. "Four burgers with fries and chocolate Awful Awfuls."

Joe gave a big thumbs up. "Four Creamery Specials coming up."

"God, he's gorgeous," Ellen muttered as Joe walked away.

Fiona rolled her eyes at Quinn and Barbara. "She's a little boy-crazy. She falls in love with pretty much every friend Ricky ever brings home."

Ellen turned and looked at her sister with narrowed eyes. "That may be true, but that is one fine man, right there." Then her jovial attitude returned. "Quinn, you were just great as Louisa. We go to Golden Bluffs a couple of times every summer and have a nice lunch in the restaurant and you're the best Louisa we ever saw."

Before Quinn could thank her, Fiona said, "And you wear Louisa's clothes so naturally. Oh, they are so beautiful!"

Quinn giggled at her enthusiasm. "Well, thank you for coming and I'm glad you enjoyed it, but the clothes are entirely Barbara's doing. She makes them all and she made them fit me and taught me how to wear them correctly."

"Shut... the... door...." Fiona said dramatically, looking at Barbara with awe. "You made all of Louisa's clothes?"

"I did," Barbara smiled, obviously proud of her work's impact on this girl.

"Fi sews a little," Ellen explained. "She's getting really good, actually. She made the dress she's wearing today."

"I was looking at that," Barbara smiled. "You do good work, Fiona."

"Thanks," she beamed. "My mom taught me."

"Four Awful Awfuls," Joe interrupted, placing the milkshakes on the table. "And a straw and long spoon for each of you."

"These are massive!" Quinn looked at the huge plastic cups. "We're supposed to consume these AND a full meal?"

Joe laughed and before walking away teased. "You need to get out more, Quinn. We've been serving these for fifty years."

Ellen saw an opportunity to change the subject. "So, Quinn... did you and Ricky have a fight or something? I don't want to pry, or anything..."

"Yes, she does," Fiona cut her off. "We both do, in fact, but tell us it's none of our business, if you want to."

"I'm NOT trying to be nosy," Ellen insisted, "it's just... well... obviously, we LOVE Ricky and we want him to be happy, but in the short time we've spent with you, we really like you, too and... well, you get it, right? We'd really like for all of us to be one, big, happy family."

Quinn, who had been trying to figure out how to get any of his drink to go up his straw without the straw collapsing against the thickness of the milkshake, was taken aback by the question. "Wha... what did Ricky tell you?"

"Well, nothing, and that's the problem," Ellen shook her head, frustrated. "He was just really upset last night and this morning, our grandpa made us all wait upstairs until he'd had a talk with Ricky. All except Bell, of course, because she had to get on the school bus. Anyway, we only over heard a little of it..."

"There's an old heating exchange in the floor between the first and second floors, so we usually listen there, but grandpa kept his voice down. Probably knew we were eavesdropping."

Ellen gave her sister that narrow eyed look again. "Anyway... when Ricky left, he was still upset. He told grandpa that whatever it was that grandpa wanted to tell Ricky, Ricky only wanted to hear it from you."

"He only wanted to hear it from me?" Quinn seemed astonished. Soooo.... Did this mean that Ricky DIDN'T know he was a guy?

"That's what he said," Fiona confirmed.

Quinn felt a wave of heat wash over him. He thought that Ricky knew - how could he not? It was right there in the article! He needed a minute alone to think. "Ummm... I need a minute. I'll be right back." He stood and looked around to find the ladies' room and spotted it at the rear of the restaurant.

"I'll come with you..." Barbara offered, but Quinn shook his head.

"No. I need a minute by myself. I'll be right back." He hurried away.

"Well done, Elle," Fiona shook her head at her sister "I told you it was none of our business."

"Shut up, Fi," Ellen spat as she watched Quinn disappear through the ladies' room door. She looked at Barbara and asked, "is she really mad at me, do you think?"

Barbara had been watching Quinn's departure as well. "Girls, Quinn's been through a lot, with the accident and all..."

Fiona interrupted. "Accident? What accident?"

Now it was Barbara's turn to look shocked. "Quinn didn't tell you about the last seven years?"

"Just that she was home schooled through high school because of some health issues." Ellen said, looking to where Quinn had gone. "Why? Was she hurt in an accident or something?"

Barbara let out a heavy sigh. "Look, never tell Quinn that I told you this, but without knowing about the accident, you'll never understand why Quinn seems... twitchy."
 

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From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

~ "In many ways, being a tomboy by nature made it easier for me to embrace my developing womanhood. Yes, I missed the freedoms of my 'boyhood,' but I also understood how boys and men reacted to women more clearly than did many of my more 'well brought up' peers. The Vanderbilt girls, for example, had never known a day without whale bone, satin bows and Irish lace. The same was true of the Astor girls. This tended to make my fellow females snobbish and inconsiderate of the feelings of others. I don't know why, but I could never achieve the kind of indifference towards the people around me that most of my class did. My relationships with my parents' friends were always cordial and polite, but my relationships with the household staff was always more friendly and relaxed.

As the afternoon turned into evening and Miranda and her newlywed husband departed for their honeymoon on the yacht that my parents had provided as a present, the weather cleared and the sun came out, making the day far more cheery than it had been when we'd been in the presence of 'the happy couple.'

"I will wager a dollar to a doughnut that the clouds will follow those two south to the Jersey shore," Aunt Ada teased as we waved from the dock, and I had no reason to argue that point with her.

When they'd heaved off, Langdon and I walked along the lawns and cliffs of Golden Bluffs and enjoyed a bit of quiet time, together. Quiet time had been difficult to come by during the recent days at my parents estate and we were grateful.

At the far end of the lawn, there was a comfortable bench that overlooked Narragansett Bay and provided a secretive location for the two of us.

The sun was just starting to set as we sat and took each other's hands.

"May I tell you a secret?" Langdon asked.

Any intrigue was fascinating to me, so of course I wanted to hear what he had to say. "Of course."

"Throughout today's festivities, I began thinking about you and me. Now, I am aware that our betrothal was something that was thrust upon you, and the more I think about it, the more concerned I am that, perhaps, you may want to rethink your options. If that is the case, Louisa, I would understand, but I do want you to know that, since our first meeting with our parents, I have grown much more than fond of you. I do believe that I have fallen in love, in fact, and that is the reason I am sharing my secret concerns with you."

I was in shock at Langdon's words.

"I don't understand," I stuttered. "Are you breaking off our engagement... because you love me?"

He smiled and squeezed my hand in his. "No, my love." He took a deep breath and looked at the water he seemed to love so well. "I heard Mr Roosevelt and Mr Grant speaking to you before and I heard your replies to their questions about social reforms. Louisa... most women of our sphere spend their lives denying the problems of the world outside of Newport or even a block away from Fifth Avenue, but you are different. You do not deny your intellect and that is something that great men, men like Roosevelt and Grant, can see. That is why they asked your opinion. It would be a crime to stifle that mind of yours in any way, Louisa. Should we marry, I warn you, you shall never be allowed to sully that mind of yours with mere household concerns. No, my love, if you become my wife, then I will expect you to be far more than just the administrator of my household."

"I am still confused," I confessed. "What would you have me do instead."

"You must change the world for the better, my love. You must use your stature, your wealth and your wiles to make this world a better place for everyone. Is that something you can do?"

My eyes must have been wide with wonder at the words of my fiancée. He was offering me a key to the gilded cage I'd been living in, but with the proviso that once that key is used, I must then enter the world of men and do all I could to make them become rational creatures. This was no mean chore he was suggesting. This was a challenge of epic proportions that far exceeded my half-formed plans for my future. I would be a new Odysseus in a world of modern monsters.

I should have found the proposal daunting and considered the consequences of my answer, but as I stated, my childhood was far more of a boyhood than it should have been and it left me longing for challenges and adventures. I smiled and said, "I can, Langdon, and with your help, I shall."

He smiled and stood, then kneeled before me. He produced a lovely little opal ring from his pocket, then slide it onto the little finger of my left hand before saying, "In that case... will you, Louisa Harper, do me the honor of not just becoming my wife, but becoming an equal share in the life that we will face together?"

I could no longer remain socially proper. I threw my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. "I will, Lanny. With all my heart, I will."

At that moment, I heard Mother's voice coming from much closer than I expected. "Louisa!" She shouted. "What is wrong with you? Have some sense of propriety!"

I was horrified that my mother had witnessed my break in protocol, but Langdon stood, helped me stand as well, then turned me so that I faced my mother. With his arms around my waist, he quite calmly stated, "Mother Harper, Louisa and I have entered into a pact together and from this point onward, I would appreciate it if you would no longer think of her as a child. She is now my wife-to-be and I ask that you treat her with all the dignity and respect which you have always offered to me."

I was uncertain if Mother would remain upright after hearing those words, but my life at Golden Bluffs was drastically altered from that moment on and I was no longer considered 'just a girl' by anyone."
 

~^~

 

Wednesday evening had been awkward for Ricky. Without Quinn in class, he felt as if he was the object of far too much sympathy. It did occur to him, however, that this was just a small taste of the kind of pity that Quinn so wanted to avoid.

He stayed for the full class because it would have been impolite to have left, but he'd already decided that he was not returning on Thursday unless Quinn came as well.
 

~^~

 

"I'm going to tell him," Quinn told Ann on Thursday morning before he left for work.

It was Ann's first day of summer vacation and she had come downstairs in the silk shorts and tank top she'd worn as pajamas and was sipping a cup of coffee on the back porch. "I think that's a good thing to do, Quinn," she nodded. "I know it won't be easy, but it needs to be done and its best if it comes from you."

Quinn nodded. He knew she was right. "I'm going to ask him to meet me at the bakery where we went after class that first time."

"When?"

"I was thinking about doing it tonight at around six, if that's ok."

Ann smirked and thought for a moment. After all these years, she'd finally had the opportunity to have a casual get together with a nice, handsome guy. Everything had gone great at The White Horse Tavern the previous night - so well, in fact that when John had asked her out again the following night, Ann had readily accepted, hoping against hope that the following night might be drama free. But... she should have known. Oh, well... better to have Quinn to mess things up than to not have Quinn at all.

Just then, Barbara called from the hallway. "Hey! Where are you guys?"

"Out here!" Ann shouted back.

"Oh, hi," Barbara smiled. "What's going on here? It looks like a funeral."

Ann chuckled. "No. Quinn wants to go meet Ricky tonight to tell him the truth."

Barbara patted Quinn's shoulder. "That's good, Quinny. So... why the long faces?"

"No big deal," Ann smiled. "It's just... well... John and I kind of hit it off last night and he asked me out to dinner tonight. I'll just reschedule, though."

"Why?" Barbara seemed to actually not understand. "I don't have anything to do. I'll drive Quinny."

"Barbie," Ann shook her head. "We keep imposing on you. It has to stop. I'll take him."

"Like hell you will," Barbara put her arm around Quinn's shoulders. "If you think for one second that I will stand by and let you mess up a nice evening with a drop dead gorgeous guy, you've got another thing coming. Besides... I know that you don't think of me this way, but when I think about my family... that includes you two."

Both Quinn and Ann smiled.

"So..." Barbara nodded. "I'll take Quinny. You go have fun with Officer John."
 

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"All dressed up?" Grandpa Bill asked as Ricky bounded down the stairs. "What's the occasion?"

"I'm meeting Quinn. She wants to talk."

"Ahh. That explains the emergency load of laundry, huh?"

Ricky laughed.

"Listen, Buddy... stay calm, ok? You need to be patient with Quinn. If anything goes sideways... remember that we're here for you."
 

~^~

 

"Geez Louise, you look amazing!" John Tomlinson smiled as Ann approached him in the bar at the tavern. "Thanks for coming out again. I know it's a school night..."

"No, it's not," Ann smiled. "I am officially on vacation."

"Awesome!" The big man smiled. "How about we get some dinner and see what happens from there? Maybe we'll go wild and stay put past nine thirty."

Ann laughed. "Sounds good."
 

~^~

 

"Hi," Ricky said sheepishly as Quinn joined him at his table at the bakery. "You... umm... you look nice... as usual."

Quinn's worried face broke into a smile for just a moment before realizing that he was there for a serious conversation. "Thanks. You look nice too... as usual."

There was an uncomfortable feeling between them that had never existed before and neither of them liked it.

Ricky tried to make things less awkward by filling the void with talking. "Quinn... Quinn... I have only dated a few girls and... well... I never meant to mess this up. I can't even explain why I opened that article. I never should have. I wasn't even looking for that. I was actually looking up Annie and this..."

"Annie?" Quinn was confused. "Why were you looking up my sister on the Internet?"

Ricky shook his head. "Never mind why... it was just something she said. Anyway... all I saw was a few stories about her academic achievements and then this story about your accident came up. Quinn, I... I was just curious and... Quinn... I'm just so sorry that I intruded into that part of your life. I swear - I will never do anything like that again. Can we just move on from here?"

Quinn sigh and wanted to cry. He would have loved to have just moved on and put all of this behind them, but... that wasn't possible. There were things that needed to be done.

"Ricky..." he took a big breath and mustered what little courage he could find. "... the article was... well, I guess I was surprised and... that picture... it's pretty hard for me to see."

"No, I get that..." Ricky began, but Quinn held up his hand in a 'stop' signal.

"Ricky... I have a lot to say and I'm not sure how to say it, so..." he looked away and blinked a few tears away. "Ricky, I really, really like you. Like... like I've never liked anyone before, but I haven't been... honest..."

Ricky wanted to speak, but since Quinn had asked him not to, he remained quiet and waited.

"The very first moment I saw you... when you walked into dance class... my heart actually skipped a beat, Ricky. I mean... you know how things have been for me, right? So, I never even thought about dating or..." He huffed and swallowed some emotion. "Ricky... after that crash... I didn't think I had a future. To me, the future was preparing for the next doctor to come into my room and shake his head - trying to not cry at the pain from the last surgery or the physical therapy - or just trying to take one more step. I had never considered that I'd ever... fall in love... like I did the second I first saw you."

"You love me?" Ricky asked, in spite of himself.

A tear rolled down Quinn's cheek and he gave a desperate nod. "But I shouldn't, Ricky. I have no right to."

"Quinn, I know you've been through hell and back, but everybody has a right to find love."

"Not me," Quinn looked at the table top. Finally, he looked up at Ricky. "Can I see your phone?"

A bit surprised by the sudden shift in the conversation, it took Ricky a moment to grab his phone, unlock it and hand it across the table. Quinn took it, opened a search engine and typed in 'Collins Accident Rhode Island.' He opened the same article that Ricky had opened on his iPad a few nights earlier, and passed it back to him.

Ricky saw the photo on the screen and put the phone aside. "Quinn... I already said I'm sorry..."

"Read it," Quinn interrupted, more harshly than he'd intended. Then, more gently, he said, "Please... please read it."

Ricky picked up the phone and scrolled quickly past the horrific photograph and began reading. Very quickly, he looked up at Quinn, who looked away. Ricky returned to reading until he finished the article. Then he set the phone aside and looked at Quinn.

"They made a mistake, right? I mean... Quinn is a boy’s name as well as a girl’s... they just messed up in the article, right?"

Quinn stared at nothing on the floor and shook his head.

Ricky could not look away from the woman he loved. This wasn’t possible. Look at her, for crying out loud. She was everything a woman should be.

"Quinn... why didn’t you just tell..."

"I thought you were gay. I thought that, maybe I was, too, and that..." There was no way to hold back the tears and emotion any more. "I thought that... that... I don’t even know what I thought, Ricky, I just wanted..." Tears were rolling freely down Quinn’s soft cheeks. "Ricky, I am so, so, sorry..."

Ricky was numb with shock. This had to be a bad dream. Things like this only happened in movies – in bad movies. This couldn’t be real. He knew he needed to do something. To say something. To fix something. But he was frozen. In shock. In disbelief. "Quinn..." he muttered, but nothing else came out.

Quinn waited for him to say something, to do something – anything – but Ricky just stared at him with a look of confusion. Or was it hatred? Quinn couldn’t tell, but his own already broken heart was about to stop beating if he just sat there. So, he mustered what little strength he still had and stood. His tear stained cheeks and flooded eyes and quivering lip drew the attention of several of the other patrons, making the whole ordeal so much worse. He just needed to retreat to the safety of Barbara’s car, now. "Goodbye, Ricky. I’m so, so sorry." He turned and half-walked-half-ran out the door, leaving Ricky still and lost in despair at the table.

He picked up the phone and looked at the words in the article. ‘Boy,’ ‘son,’ ‘brother’... Then he realizes that his own cheeks were as wet as Quinn’s had been. He wiped them and looked around the room at the people who were suddenly looking away from him. He didn’t have the strength to be embarrassed or even care. He was drained and lost. Completely, absolutely, totally, irrevocably... lost.
 
 
To Be Continued...

On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport - 7

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Real World
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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  • Lingirie
  • Historical
  • Slow Transformation
  • School Girl
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Victorian times
  • Workplace Situations

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On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper
of New York and Newport: 7

by Clara
Copyright©2021, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Now that the truth has been revealed, Quinn and Ricky have a lot to deal with.
Each has their own struggles as they try to figure out what is best for themselves.


 
Author's Note: Thank you, as always, for all of your reviews and comments, both positive and negative. I truly do appreciate them.~Clara
 
This version of On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport: 7 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 7

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

~ "Exactly one week after Miranda and her husband sailed away from the dock at Golden Bluffs, she was back at the estate, living in the same room she'd lived in every summer her life. One might have thought that this may have raised the eyebrows of our appearance conscious neighbors, for the most part, it went unnoticed. Everyone knew that Miranda’s new husband was a man of business who rarely, if ever, indulged in leisure time. So, Miranda’s position as his wife, with no obligations to children, would have allowed her the opportunity to spend time at her family’s estate. Beyond that, though, the fact that Miranda’s was a marriage of convenience was not a secret to anyone in our social circle.

As long as I could remember, my relationship with Miranda had not been so much one of ‘sisterly affection’ as it had been one of ‘sibling intolerance.’ I knew that Miranda thought very little of me and I had grown comfortable with that. So, I was very surprised to find Miranda seeking me out one day while I breakfasted on the southern veranda. Mother was in The City for a day or two and Father had left early to meet with Mr Astor on a business matter. It was just the two of us and a breathtaking view of Narragansett Bay.

Without any preamble, Miranda took a pastry and a cup of tea from the buffet table and sat at the round breakfast table with me. I had had my morning repast at this table nearly every summer day for several years, but never once had Miranda chosen to join me, let alone engage me in conversation.

We nodded to each other and looked at the waters in silence for a minute or two before Miranda spoke in a low voice. "He has a lover."

Confused, I turned and looked at my sister, who looked frighteningly sad, suddenly. "Who? Father?"

"Don’t be daft," Miranda spat. It was nearly inconceivable that father would have a lover. He was. Of course, dedicated to Mother, but his long term relationship had always been with his business. "My husband. He has a lover."

I had no idea what the proper response to this statement should be. At fifteen years old, I lacked the social skills of an adult and was only peripherally aware of the intrigues of adult infidelities. So, I responded in the only manner I could imagine to be appropriate. "Oh, Miranda... How terrible for you."

She sipped her tea and rolled her eyes. "I don’t know if it is or it isn’t, Louisa. At least he didn’t try to touch me. I had been dreading that and I am grateful to have been spared that much at least."

Of course, I understood what Miranda meant, but I’d never engaged in a conversation surrounding such matters before. Still, if Miranda had suddenly seen me as an equal, I was not about to miss out on the opportunity to be a sister for the first time. "He didn’t flaunt his mistress at you, did he?"

Miranda sighed and shook her head. "I wish it was that simple. A mistress would be almost an acceptable complication, but if the identity of his lover were to become known, it would lead to social ruin for both he and me."

This vague statement confused me a bit. "Why?" Then the only possible reason for such consequences occurred to me. "Is she another man’s wife?"

Seeing my confusion, Miranda seemed to feel it best if she not delve into specifics. "No. It is complicated, though." She then looked at me with an unusual sense of sorority. "You have become quite a young woman, Louisa. You are more beautiful and far more intelligent than I have ever been. I am happy that you have found Langdon. He is a good man. You will do well with him."

"Thank you, Miranda," I smiled, quite pleased that my sister had found a reason to compliment me in any way. "Lanny is a wonderful man."

"And he loves you, Louisa. That is important. So, much more important than I knew. Do you love him?"

I smiled. "I do. He surprises me, you know. Not with gifts, but with himself. He is a wonder."

Miranda took my hand in hers, a gesture of intimacy far exceeding any she’d ever displayed before, and she spoke to me with an urgency that shocked me. "Never let that go, Louisa. Hold onto love through any trials that you may face. Love is so much more important than wealth, or security, or position. If you love Langdon... never... never... never let him go."
 

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"What did he say?" Barbara asked as she pulled out onto the street.

I think he thought it was a joke, or a mistake, or something." Quinn wiped a sheet of tears from his face. "He said it couldn’t be true."

"Did he get angry?"

"Not yet, but I’m sure he will be soon, once he gets past the shock." He punched his hand into the door panel. "Arrrr! This all would have been so much easier if I’d just..." He let it hang there, afraid to say anything more.

"If you’d just what?" Barbara asked, feeling a pang of guilt. "If you’d just said no when I asked you to be Louisa, right? Oh, Quinn, I’m so sorry. I never meant for things to go this far..."

"If I’d just been born a girl" he shouted louder than he’d intended. "This all would have been so much easier if I’d just been born a girl."

Barbara drove in silence for a few moments considering what she should say. "You... don’t want to be a boy anymore?"

He sniffled and wiped his cheeks, yet again. "I never WANTED to be a boy in the first place. I just was. I never thought about it... but then I got to be a girl."

Barbara glanced at him. "And now you want to be a girl? Full time, I mean?"

He shook his head. "Now I AM a girl full time."

"And you prefer being a girl?"

He nodded.

"So... what now?"

"I don’t know." He sniffled. "I really don’t know."
 

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Ricky was rereading the article, trying desperately to find a mistake. There’s no way that those words could be true. There’s no way that Quinn could be anything other than a girl. He’d seen her. He’d held her. He’d smelled her perfume. He’d kissed her. She just HAD to be a girl.

He was so wrapped up in his thoughts that he barely noticed that someone had taken the seat opposite him.

"Tough night, buddy?" The person asked in a very low voice.

Ricky looked up and blinked. "Grandpa? What are you doing here?"

The old man’s smile was very sympathetic. "Well, pal, I’d love to tell you that it’s just a coincidence, but when you told me you were meeting Quinn here to talk... well... I suspected that you were going to have a tough evening. I’m here to take you home."

Ricky nodded. "You know, at some point you’re going to have to let me grow up, grandpa."

"Well, at some point, I will, but for now... I’m here to drive you home so that you don’t get hurt."

"Yeah, but I have my car with me and..."

"And Cathy and Fi are visiting friends down the street. I gave them your spare set of keys. They’ll drive your car home for you."

Ricky looked at his grandfather and thought. "Grandpa... were you always this concerned about us driving when we are upset or is that something that happened after you saw the Collins’ family’s car that night?"

"Hard to tell, pal," the old man shrugged. "None of you drove back then, but... when any of you go out, I sit in my Lazy Boy and wait until I hear you come home before I call it a night. Now, maybe that’s just because I love you, but maybe it’s because I saw a family destroyed one night. Who knows."

Ricky nodded and stood. "I need to pay my bill."

"I already did. Come on. Let’s go home."

As they crossed the parking lot, Ricky asked, "That was what you wanted to tell me in the kitchen, right?"

"No, Rick, that was the last thing in the world I ever WANTED to tell you... I just felt that I had to."

Ricky shook his head. "Of all the people to fall for... I have to fall for a sissy who was out pretending to be a girl."

Grandpa Bill stopped and looked at Ricky. "Dennis Francis, I have never been ashamed to be your grandfather until that moment. How dare you say something so hateful about a girl who has gone through so much."

"Oh, come on, grandpa! She’s not even a she! She’s a guy in a dress."

"Is this what they teach you at that college of yours? Huh? I thought you wanted to be a psychologist or a councilor. That you wanted to help people."

"Well, yeah, I do but..."

"Well, does that involve using hateful language? Quinn’s not a sissy, Dennis, she’s a girl who is struggling to be who she’s meant to be and you should be the first person to understand that?"

"Me? Why me?"

"Because you said you loved her."

"Yeah. I loved HER, grandpa. Not HIM."

"There is no HIM, Dennis. There is just Quinn. Quinn Collins may well have been born male, but she is a young woman now."

"You mean... she’s been... you know... altered."

His grandfather stared at Ricky. "I can’t believe I’m hearing what I’m hearing, Dennis. Get in the car before someone else hears you."

"What?" Ricky was flabbergasted. He opened the door to his grandfather’s BMW and sat, confused. "Why are you mad at me, grandpa?"

Bill pushed the ‘start’ button and shook his head. "I guess I just expected more from you, Rick."
 

~^~

 

"So, I’m working full time as a Phys Ed teacher at the middle school over in Jamestown and I am a part time cop up in Portsmouth. It keeps me busy – probably a little too busy, really, but it pays the bills! I’m finishing up my Masters Degree this summer, too, so I’ll move another column over on the pay scale and I can probably stop doing the police job in the fall." John Tomlinson smiled as he took a sip of his Sam Adams IPA.

"That’s awesome, John." Ann was really enjoying herself. John was a surprisingly funny and bright. She remembered him as a quiet kid who’s interests didn’t extend far beyond sports. Now, he seemed to be able to talk about anything. Books, television shows, politics, art, music... he had well formed opinions on all of them, but he was also open to discussion on all subjects as well. She took one last bite of her ‘crispy duck breast’ entrée and dabbed her lips with a napkin. "Oh, my God, this is delicious!" She said a bit louder than necessary. She laughed at herself. "Sorry. I haven’t really been out for a nice meal in a long, long time."

John chuckled at her happiness. "Really? I would have thought that you had a pretty active social life. You were pretty popular in college."

She raised her eyebrows. "Yeah, well, that was before the accident. I had a personal life back then."

"Oh, yeah, of course," John nodded. "Sorry. That must have been rough."

"Well, sure. Of course it was rough, but... I don’t want to sound like I’m complaining. I’m really grateful to still have Quinn. It was just... overwhelming, I guess."

"Sure," he smiled. "I’m sorry I brought it up."

"Oh, don’t be silly," Ann shook her head. "It’s part of who I am, you know? If I didn’t talk about IT, then I’d have nothing to talk about at all."

He nodded. "Hey, umm... while we’re on the subject of the accident and all, then... and please, just tell me to mind my own business if I’m out of line, but... Quinn.."

"What about Quinn?" Ann asked.

John sighed, sorry to have brought up the subject, but needing to ask. "Well, it’s just that... I remember reading about the accident when it happened. I mean... I knew you and I knew it was your family and I really felt bad about it, so I followed the story while they ran it, but... Quinn was a boy then, right?"

Ann suddenly felt uncomfortable. "Does that really matter to you?"

John let out a nervous laugh. "No, not at all. I only ask because... see... I have an older brother, Shane, and Shane used to be my sister, Sarah. So, I saw what Shane went through and I know it can be hard for everyone involved – even siblings. I’m just asking because... well... if you ever need to talk about it... I’ve been there."

Ann blinked and processed what she’d just heard. "Wow," she whispered.

"What’s the matter?" John asked.

"Nothing’s the matter, it’s just... To be honest... it never really occurred to me that anyone else ever went through this but Quinn and me. Well, see, even that sounds selfish. It’s Quinn that’s going through it, not me."

"What? Are you kidding?" John laughed. "Annie, if Quinn’s a part of your life, then you’re going through it, too. It’s a lot to deal with. Geez, I mean, with Shane... I was scared to death that he might do something wrong along the way, you know, take a wrong turn and not find his way back – or through – or whatever. You get it though, right? Quinn’s your flesh and blood, just like Shane is mine. When someone you love is in pain, then so are you. Like I said - it’s a lot to deal with."

"It sure is," Annie smiled. "When did your brother transition?"

"About twelve years ago," John said, obviously very comfortable talking about the situation. "Not that it was a huge surprise. Sarah was never comfortable as a girl, I knew that. Still, when the announcement came, it all seemed very sudden."

Ann nodded.

John asked, "So, when did Quinn start transitioning?"

Ann thought for a moment. "About ten days ago, or so."

John almost choked on a sip of IPA. "Ten days ago? That’s incredible. I saw her with no makeup and wearing a nightie. She looked like a natural born woman. I’ve never heard of someone passing so quickly."

Ann nodded, again. "Believe me, no one is more surprised about that than me, but to tell you the truth, I’m not even sure if Quinn IS transitioning. I mean... well, long story short – this all started as part of a new job, but it seems to be a lot more, now. Everything just seemed to cascade from the moment he put on a dress. And now..." she shook her head, "... he’s in love with a boy, he’s gone on shopping dates with the boy’s sisters, the boy and his grandfather have come to the house to help with yard work... It’s unbelievable how he’s blossomed as a girl, but I still have this nagging feeling that..."

"That he’s making a huge mistake," John nodded. "That’s just natural, Annie. We worry, because we love them. I remember reading about the suicide rates for transsexuals when Sarah first started going by Shane and I was sure that I would wake up some morning and not find my sister or my brother, but just a body. Oh... sorry. That was a bit much, wasn’t it?"

"No," Ann smiled. "In fact, that’s exactly what I needed to hear. This whole thing is scaring the life out of me, John, and just knowing that you and your brother survived it... well... it really helps."
 

~^~

 

"Look, Ricky," his grandfather had calmed down enough during the ride home to at least stop calling him Dennis, "I’m not trying to force Quinn on to you, I just want you to see things clearly. Now, maybe a romantic relationship is off the table, now that you know she’s not anatomically female, but there is no reason for you to shun someone you have feelings for just because you found out that she’s not quite the same as every other girl you know."

"I can’t believe you’re taking her side in this, grandpa," Ricky really just wanted to be left alone, but Grandpa Bill had been insistent that they talk. "She lied to me, grandpa. You don’t lie to your friends. End of story."

"But you’re not mad at her because she lied to you, Ricky. When you thought she was a regular girl, you were more than happy to be with her. You’re mad at her because..." Bill waited for an answer.

Ricky shook his head. "What do you want me to say? I keep telling you that I’m mad at her because she lied to me. That’s the whole story, grandpa."

Bill heaved a heavy, tired, exasperated sigh. "When – exactly when – did you get mad at her?"

"When I read the article. Tonight. At the bakery."

Bill nodded and waited a minute, but Ricky didn’t pick up on his point. "So, Rick... Did you get made when she was keeping the truth from you, or when she told you the truth?"

Ricky grunted his frustration. "Grandpa, you are over simplifying this. Quinn let me think that she was a girl..."

"For a whole ten days," Bill interrupted. "How dare a person who has suffered more pain and faced more challenges than you will ever know, have the audacity to wait ten whole days to tell a total stranger the most personal secret a person could possibly have. You’re right Rick, I was over simplifying. She should have sat you down that first night, when, incidentally, she was under the impression that YOU were gay, and said, ‘Oh, by the way, let me tell you the most private secret a person can possibly have.’ What you are not seeing, Rick, is that she DIDN’T tell you because she liked you and that she DID tell you because she loved you. And according to what you told me, you loved her, too."

Ricky stared at the table top.

"I’m not trying to force you to see things my way, Rick, but I saw what happened at the bakery tonight and I didn’t see a boy in a dress trying to hurt you. I saw a beautiful young woman who bared her innermost self to you because she loved you and wanted to be honest with you. Now, take that for what it’s worth and think about it before you write her off." Bill knew that he’d pushed the boy as far as he could. "Why don’t you go to bed now, Rick. I won’t bring this up again, but you know that I’m here if you want to talk."

Ricky nodded and stood. "Ok. Goodnight, Grandpa."

"Goodnight, pal. I’d say ‘sleep well,’ but I doubt that you will, so I’ll just say – See you in the morning."

Ricky walked out of the kitchen, through the living room and was about to start up the stairs when he saw his sister Fiona sitting on the stairs, about halfway up. She held up a key ring with one key and a remote fob on it. "Here’s your spare key."

Ricky took the key. "Thanks."

He started to walk past, but Fiona grabbed his hand and pulled him down. "Sit with me, Rick."

"Fi... I just want to go to bed."

"Please, Rick. I know you had a rough night, but I need to talk to you."

Reluctantly, Ricky sat beside her.

After a moment of silence, Fiona said, "I’m sorry, Ricky. I know you liked her a lot."

Ricky let out a small, sad laugh. "Him actually. Quinn’s really a guy."

"I know," she said quietly.

He looked at her surprised. "How did you find out?"

Fiona shrugged. "I heard about her accident... so I Googled it."

"Do the others know?"

She shook her head. "I don’t know, but I didn’t tell them."

"Thanks," Ricky said.

"I didn’t do it for you. I did it for Quinn. It’s nobody’s business but hers. Besides, I like her."

Ricky looked at her and saw she was a little ticked off at him for some reason. "Yeah. I liked her, too."

He was about to stand up, but Fiona stopped him with a question. "Were you planing on sleeping with her any time soon?"

"What!?"

"You heard me."

Ricky couldn’t believe what his younger sister had just asked him. "Fi, that’s a pretty personal question and..."

"Oh, for crying out loud, Ricky, just answer it."

He took a moment to think. "No, Fi... I did not plan on sleeping with her any time soon."

"Then what difference does it make if she doesn’t have a vagina?"

Ricky shook his head and blinked. "Fi, this is not a conversation I want to have with my kid sister, so..."

"I’m not a kid, Ricky. I’m twenty."

"Even so," Ricky waved his hands in a ‘stop it’ gesture, "I don’t feel comfortable having this conversation with you."

"Answer me a simpler question, then. If you weren’t planning on sleeping with Quinn, so that’s not the reason that you’re breaking up with her, then why are you breaking up with her at all? I mean, you love her, she loves you and she’s the nicest girl you’ve ever brought home, so... why?"

He let out a big breath. "Fi... it matters. Being a guy or a girl, I mean. It matters a lot. I thought Quinn was THE one. You know what I mean? The one that I was going to marry eventually. The one I’d have kids with, you know? Quinn’s not a woman. She can’t do that."

Now it was Fiona’s turn to let out a frustrated breath. "Ricky... remember when I was like fourteen and had an operation? Mom told you it was appendicitis?"

He nodded.

"Well, it wasn’t. I was born with something called Swyer Syndrome. Ever hear of it?"

"No," Ricky sounded concerned. Why would his mother have lied about the reason for Fiona’s surgery? "What is Swyer Syndrome?"

Fiona looked at him, looking very sad. "When I was born, my ovaries didn’t develop correctly. When I entered puberty and my period didn’t start, mom brought me to see a doctor. The doctor told me that my insides were undeveloped and they needed to remove my ovaries so they didn’t become cancerous."

Ricky was shocked. "Fi... I’m sorry. I had no idea."

"Of course you didn’t, Ricky. Do you think I wanted to tell you something that personal? To tell my brother that I’d never be a mother? That I was something less than a woman?" Fiona wiped a few tears from her cheeks. "I’m not being over dramatic, Ricky. I am not a fully developed woman. Those are the exact words that the doctor used. He didn’t think that I heard, but he told mom that I was LESS than a complete woman. I’ve been taking hormones every day since I was fourteen, Ricky, just so I could pass as a woman."

Ricky tried to put his arm around his sister, but she pushed it away and stood up, looking down at her brother.

"No, Ricky, don’t. I’m not a REAL woman, as far as you’re concerned."

"Fi, I never said that..."

"No, but... if Quinn’s not worthy of your love just because she’s not a REAL woman, than neither am I."

"Fi, please don’t be like this. You know that I love you. I love all of you guys."

Fiona sniffed back her tears. "Yeah, well... Maybe now that you know the truth about me, that might change. Think about what I just told you for a few days, Ricky, then... well... MAYBE then we can be brother and sister again, or... maybe not. We’ll see. I guess it’s all up to you." She disappeared up the stairs, leaving Ricky sad, empty and nauseated on the staircase.
 

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"He’s out on the deck," Barbara told Ann in a whisper. "He was pretty broken up earlier, but it seems like he’s cried himself out."

Ann nodded. "Thanks, Barbie. I probably should have been there to drive him home."

"Now, stop. He did fine with me. How was your date with John?"

"Kind of amazing," Ann smiled despite her feelings that she may have let Quinn down.

"That’s great, Annie. Tell me about it tomorrow, ok? I think you might need to talk to Quinny right now. He’s feeling kind of chatty, I think." She leaned forward and kissed Ann’s cheek. "Have a good night, Annie, and remember – Quinn is an adult. Ok? He’s not just a kid. He’s put a lot of thought into his current situation."

"Ok," Ann replied, confused by Barbara’s strange warning.

She found Quinn on the back porch, a glass of lemonade and some peanut butter and crackers beside him. "Hi, Quinn," Annie smiled and sat in another chair. "How are you holding up?"

"Ok, I guess," he half smiled. "I’m kind of glad it’s over with. I just wish I didn’t have to tell what I told him at all."

Ann nodded. "I know, honey, but it’s better that he knows the truth. Did he say anything to you?"

Quinn inhaled and looked around the dark yard. "Not really. He was definitely surprised, though."

"Well, who knows. Maybe he’ll..."

"No, he won’t call," Quinn interrupted. "I’m not very bright, Annie, but I’m not stupid. It’s over. I wish it wasn’t... but it is."

Ann just nodded. Quinn was probably right. "So, Barbie tells me that you might want to talk about something."

Quinn looked at the deck floor and sipped his lemonade. "Annie... I’ve been thinking a lot since, well, since I started becoming Louisa, and..." He looked at his sister and thought about his words. "... I think I’m going to stay a woman. Full time, I mean. And I don’t mean I’m just going to wear dresses. I want to talk to some doctors and find out what it would take to... you know... fix me."

Ann shook her head. "Quinn, why do you have to say it like that? You don’t need to be ‘fixed,’ honey. You’re perfect just as you are. BUT if you want to investigate how to become a woman, then I am here to help you. I’ve already talked to your counselor and I have an appointment for you to speak to someone who specialized in sexual reassignment cases in a few weeks. Can you wait that long?"

Quinn’s jaw had dropped. "You already have an appointment? How? Why?"

Ann realized now that she may have overstepped a bit by making the appointment, but obviously, it was the right choice. "I was... scared... Quinn."

That made no sense. "Scared of me? Because I was suddenly pretending to be a girl?"

"No," Ann sighed and straightened the skirt of her dress. "I was scared FOR you, Quinn. I could see that you were headed in this direction and... honey... there’s a lot of tragic stories about sexually confused people online and, well... I could see that you were confused. I just didn’t want anything bad to happen to you. If you want to see someone else, though, Quinn, then I’ll just cancel the appointment I made. I... I just want what’s best for you, honey. I swear, that’s all I want."

Quinn nodded. "Thanks, Annie. And thanks for not hating me."

"Hating you? Quinn... why would I ever hate you?"

He shrugged. "I don’t know. I’ve put you through so much already... I’m sorry that I’m not giving you a break."

Ann stood and moved behind Quinn’s back, wrapping her arms around him and putting her cheek next to his. "Quinn. You’re not putting me through anything. Honey, I almost lost you once and I was just afraid I might lose you again. I couldn’t handle that. No matter what happens, baby, I’ll be right beside you, every step of the way."

Quinn pressed his cheek into hers. "Thanks, Annie. I don’t think I could do this without you."

"You don’t have to, honey." She kissed his cheek, again. "Come on. Let’s go in. It’s getting buggy out here."
 

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"In fact," Quinn, dressed as Louisa, explained to a crowd of fully engaged Girl Scouts, "if you visit our neighbors over at The Breakers, you can visit a bedroom with a chair in it that has a thick steel rod running vertically up the center of the back. All of the Vanderbilt girls had to sit in that chair for several hours a day with their corsets laced around that rod so that they couldn’t slouch at all."

The girls all gasped. "That’s horrible," the chaperone grunted.

"But it’s true," Quinn assured them.

"How old were they when they started doing that?" One scout asked.

"Eight or nine years old," Quinn said. "All the Vanderbilt girls did have perfect posture, though."

"But you never had to do that, did you?" Another scout asked.

"Oh, heavens, no!" Quinn said with exaggerated shock. "My goodness, when I was eight or nine, I was running wild with the Vanderbilt boys while the Vanderbilt girls were being tortured in that chair."

"I’m afraid we need to move on, now," the maid/tour guide explained. "Thank you for your time, Miss Louisa. If everyone would please follow me."

The girls all said goodbye and followed dutifully out of the room. As the last one exited, Quinn saw that Barbara was waiting in the corner of the room. She smiled and closed the door behind the guests. "How are you doing Quinny?" She asked.

Quinn, for the first time, broke character in the public areas. "I’m ok, I guess." He forced a smile. "Just being Louisa helps. When I’m talking about Louisa stuff, I kind of forget about everything."

Barbara nodded. "Look, honey, the reason I stopped by is because I’ll probably be down in the function tents when you’re done. Remember, we have two weddings tomorrow. One at eleven and one at three."

"I know," Quinn nodded. "Monica was telling me about how everything works at lunch today. I guess I’m going to meet the elusive Mr Harper tomorrow, too."

"You will, and you’ll have to dance with him, too. Don’t worry, though, he’s an excellent dancer and a good actor. You’ll like him. A couple of warnings, though. Remember that the gowns you’ll be wearing tomorrow will make moving a bit more complicated and, also, remember that you’ll be served dinner at both weddings, so don’t eat too much at either wedding. Ok?"

"Ok," Quinn smiled, "but I hear that the baked chicken is pretty great."

"Believe me," Barbara smiled, "by the time this wedding season is over, you never want to eat baked chicken with green bean almandine ever again." There was a knock on the door. "I need to go. See you after I’m done at the tents."

She left through the exit door, just as the entrance door opened. "Good afternoon," Quinn smiled. "Welcome to my chambers at Golden Bluffs..."
 

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Ann had just settled into a nice, hot bath with a wonderfully fragrant bath bomb dissolving between her ankles. The smell was incredibly relaxing and she sighed as her muscles unwound. "Ahh," she whispered, "this is what a vacation is supposed to be."

She closed her eyes and was just on the edge of sleep when a neighbor’s lawn mower started up. She let out a little grunt of frustration, but closed her eyes, determined to relax, in spite of the noise.

Then she noticed that the sound was getting louder and closer to her house. "What the hell?" She muttered, then pulled her wet body from the water and peeked out of the window. It took a moment or two for the lawn tractor to come into view, but when it did, she saw Ricky’s grandfather, Bill, driving past. "What the hell?" She muttered, again.

Then she realized what must have happened. Ricky hadn’t told his grandfather what happened. Bill still thought that Ricky and Quinn were still a couple. Well, so much for a bath! She’d have to get dressed and go break the bad news to him.

Five minutes later, Ann emerged from her back door, uncharacteristically poorly dressed in grey sweat pants and a tee shirt with no bra beneath, her hair pulled into a hair tie and wearing just a pair of flip flops on her feet. She called and waved to try to get Bill’s attention, but his back was to her and the motor was too loud for him to hear her.

"I don’t think he can hear you," a young woman’s voice came from Ann’s right, surprising her.

"Oh... hi," Ann tried to get a handle on the situation. "Are you... with Bill."

The girl walked up the stairs to the deck and extended her hand. "Yeah. Hi. I’m Fiona. One of Ricky’s sisters."

"Oh..." Ann was surprised, but also concerned that she’d need to explain the break up to two people, now. "Ummm... listen... Fiona... ummm... I’m sorry to have to tell you this, but..."

"No, we know," the young woman stopped Ann. "Grandpa and I came over to keep your lawn looking good, though, just to let you know that as far as we’re concerned, Ricky’s an idiot. Quinn’s the best thing that ever happened to him and he’s too stupid to know it."

Ann snickered at that. "Really? That’s nice to know and... well... a little surprising. Your grandfather knows about Quinn and isn’t freaked out by it?"

Fiona returned Ann’s snicker. "Grandpa isn’t like most older people. Well... to tell the truth, Grandpa Bill isn’t like anyone else, period."

"I guess not," Ann smiled.
 

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"There seems to be an awful lot going on in this house today, Ricky, but I don’t seem to know what all the hubbub is about."

Ricky looked at his mother and just wished that he didn’t have to discuss this whole situation any further. "It’s not a big deal, mom. It’s just that Quinn and I broke up and everyone seems to be blaming me."

His mother raised her eyebrows in surprise. "Really. That seems odd. You’re usually the fair-haired-boy around here. How is it that the boy who can do no wrong is suddenly in the dog house."

Ricky’s head bobbed from side to side before he answered. "To tell you the truth, I think they like Quinn more than they like me."

His mother laughed. "That seems unlikely. What really happened?"

Ricky gave her a thumbnail synopsis of the previous evening.

"Wow. That beautiful girl was a boy once. That is amazing." His mother sounded impressed.

"Is still a boy, mom. Where it counts, she’s still a boy."

"Oh, please, Ricky... Where it counts, she’s a girl. Obviously, in her head and her heart, Quinn is a girl. But if you are freaked out by a little piece of skin, then I understand."

Ricky didn’t respond for a moment, but then had a different tone when he spoke. "Mom... if I were to... you know... see... Quinn again. You know what I mean... like date her again... would that make me... gay? I mean... would you think of me as... gay... if I did?"

His mother took his hands in hers. "Ricky... When you met Quinn and fell for her, your heart saw her as a girl, right?"

"Yeah."

"Then I think that, on the surface, anyway, you are just a regular, straight guy."

Ricky knew his mother’s tactics and he knew that she wasn’t done with what she had to say. "But?"

"But... you’ve never been a superficial kind of guy, Ricky. I’m thinking, and of course, I might be wrong, but I’m thinking that you didn’t just fall for a cute girl with a big smile and little breasts, did you? What I think is that you fell in love with the way she looked at you with love in her eyes, too. The way that she laughed when you told her a joke. The way she felt in your arms. The way she smelled like flowers and the way she just made you feel ‘right,’ even when she was confusing you. Am I right?"

He nodded. "Yeah. You’re right. But there’s still the matter of how we’d ever... you know... be... intimate... together."

"Well, that’s the thing about being ‘intimate,’ Ricky. It’s nobody’s business what two people do together except for those two people. I don’t think it’s any secret that your father and I had a healthy sex life before he ran off..."

"Ok, mom..."

"I mean, there’s nine rather obvious testaments to that living in this house..."

"Mom..."

"And we did things to keep things interesting that other people might find pretty weird, but it kept us going..."

"MOM! COME ON!"

His mother laughed at Ricky’s discomfort, which was her plan all along – get him to think of something else. "My point is, Ricky... I know lots of women who have problems having tradition sex. Women with vaginal pain, or back problems... whatever, but they have happy, satisfying sex lives none the less. Now, you have no way of knowing what Quinn’s plans for the future are. It’s possible that she plans to stay just as she is and it’s equally possible that she plans on having surgery, which would make regular, old, vanilla sex possible."

Ricky had no idea how to respond to his mother.

"Regardless, Ricky," she continued, "sex isn’t love. It’s part of a marriage, or even a long term relationship, sure, but even after it’s a part of your shared life, it’s a very small part. A few minutes here and there. It’s not the whole relationship."

He nodded and she stood.

"I guess the question is," she smiled, "would you rather be in a relationship that is loving and exciting and happy all the time with just a few minutes of complications every now and then, or... would you rather have a less than happy relationship with simple, vanilla sex every now and then?"

She waited a moment before finishing, "Think about that, Ricky. I made one decision and Grandpa Bill made the other. I wonder which one of us had the better marriage?"

Having said everything she needed to say, she left Ricky alone.

"Vanilla sex?" Ricky muttered. "Definitely not something I ever wanted to hear my mother say."
 

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From "The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport’

~ "There were ongoing battles between Mother and Father and Miranda for the remainder of the summer. Much of it involving Father’s restricting of his will. Until now, Father had willed his entire estate to his brother, my Uncle Archibald, with the proviso that Mother, Miranda and I be allowed to live in our homes and be taken care of for as long as Father’s money lasted. When a daughter married, however, it was the norm to change the terms of the paternal will to leave the estate to the eldest son-in-law. The problem was, however, that Father had very little respect for Miranda’s husband prior to their marriage. Now that they had been wed and Miranda had made her husband’s infidelity known to father, he was adamantly opposed to having a penny left to him.

Instead, Father had spoken to his attorneys to have his estate left to Langdon, even if father should pass before our wedding. He said that he trusted Langdon and was sure that Langdon, not Miranda’s husband, would be attentive to the needs of not just his wife, me, but the needs of Mother and Miranda as well. "If I leave my money to that son-of-a-bitch you married," Father exploded one morning, in uncharacteristic anger, particularly odd because it was done in front of the servants, "then you and your mother will live in poverty. Is that what you want?"

"Of course not," Miranda snapped back, "but I have no desire to spend the rest of my life begging for money from my younger sister, either!"

I, of course, was horrified to be trapped in the middle of a situation like this. "Father, can’t you just leave the money to Mother or Miranda so that they could manage their own lives?" It seemed like an innocent question when I asked it.

"And how, exactly, would a woman manage her own money, Louisa? What bank would give a woman a checking account? What investment firm would allow a woman to do business with them? Think before you speak, Louisa."

"But Aunt Ada..." I began to protest, using my independent aunt as an example, but Father corrected me before I could even finish.

"Your Aunt Ada is on a strictly regulated allowance which is overseen by Archibald. When Archie passes on, that allowance will be overseen by me, unless Ada settles down before then. Don’t get me wrong, Louisa, your aunt is a fine woman and has an wonderful, independent spirit, but that independence is subsidized by the money my father set aside for her and she is able to speak and act the way she does through Archie’s good nature. Don’t think for a moment that freedom at her level of living is free."

I stood, angrier than I’d ever been, and I did something I never suspect I was capable of doing. I challenged my father. "This is absurd! Why should a woman be treated as something less deserving than a man. If Miranda is the eldest, then Miranda should be the beneficiary of your estate."

"Oh, don’t be foolish," Father retorted. "A man has a job... a career. A man takes care of a woman. A woman should be a... a... a thing of beauty. A wife. A mother."

"Well, I for one shall never be a mother," Miranda spouted as she stood and took her place beside me. "The man to whom I have been shackled has no interest in being a father. Frankly, he has no interest in my or any other woman. I am merely a prop to hide his true life, Father, and I cannot be expected to just be a costume for him."

"Oh, stop, please," Father was very dismissive.

"No, Father," I continued to snap. "Being a woman does not mean that I shall be consigned to being just a bauble for a man. A woman and a man are equally deserving of happiness and success and I intend to be both happy and successful – AND – I intend to see to it that my sister is as well."

With that, I took my sister’s arm and we strode, straight backed and side by side, into the main house.

I heard Father grumble and then heard Mother say, "Congratulations. You have just made your daughters suffragettes. Soon, we shall be hosting Lucy Stone and Elizabeth Cady Stanton at Golden Bluffs. They may even hold a convention here." She sipped her tea and smirked at Father as she watched us depart.
 

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"Are we all set for tomorrow?" Carolyn Jenkins asked her daughter.

"Yes, we are," Barbara replied, looking over the check lists on her clipboard and the tables, chairs and platforms that were set up on the lawn of Golden Bluffs for the next days’ festivities. "We’ll only have about forty five minutes to set up the second wedding after the first one ends, but we can do that. God knows we’ve done it plenty of times before."

Carolyn nodded. "And what about Miss Louisa? Is she ready to play junior hostess?"

Barbara laughed. "Mom, Quinny is the best Louisa we’ve ever had. He adores playing the part. He’ll be great."

"Well, let’s hope so. This is the first time he’ll need to be Louisa in such close proximity to the public. A slip up in that kind of situation could be quite embarrassing, both for Quinn and Golden Bluffs. Please just be sure that everything goes well. Oh, and tell the rest of the Harper Family to keep their eyes on Louisa, just to be on the safe side."

"Yes, mother, I already have. Everything will be perfect."

"That’s all I ask of you, dear," Carolyn said with a playful smile. "I’ll see you at home."
 

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"It’s no problem at all," Bill told Ann. "I told you that we’d help you get your yard in order, and that’s what I intend to do. I’m not inconvenienced at all."

"No, it’s just a forty five minute ride up here, plus loading and unloading your mower a few times," Ann smiled, but tried to look stern. "Honestly, Bill... I really appreciate everything that you’ve done for us, but with the kids not dating anymore... this seems like a huge imposition."

"Annie," he chuckled, "I’m retired and I don’t like hanging around with other old men. What else am I going to do with my time. Let an old man feel useful, ok?"

Ann shook her head. "You’re a very generous guy, Bill. I just don’t want to take advantage of you."

"Fi," Bill looked at his sixth oldest grandchild. "What did you and Annie discuss while I mowed the lawn?"

"Grad school, grandpa. She gave me some advice about what I should consider when choosing a school for my master’s degree."

Bill smiled. "Seems to me that guidance like that would cost more than a little physical labor, Annie." He winked at her. "I’d say we’re even."

"Ok, ok," Annie gave up, "but come on in and have some iced tea, at least. I could use a little company."

They sat around the kitchen table and Ann poured some tea into each glass. Bill took a long sip and let out an appreciative, ‘ahh.’

"So," Ann asked after a few minutes, "how is Ricky doing?"

Bill looked at Fiona. "Perhaps you should answer that?"

Fiona thought for a moment. "Ricky’s being a stupid asshole."

"Hey!" Bill interrupted abruptly. "You know better than than, young lady. Answer the question and be polite."

Fiona sighed and started over. "Ricky is... confused. He knows he’s nuts about Quinn, but he’s pretending that he has a problem with her not being a traditional ‘female.’ Like I said, he’s being a stupid..."

"Fi!" Bill snapped.

"... jerk," she finished the sentence. "A stupid jerk."

Bill shook his head. "I apologize for my granddaughter. I thought that she was capable of expressing herself more eloquently. We shall discuss that on the way home. More importantly, though, how is Quinn."

Ann shrugged and thought for a moment. "Quinn’s... well, crushed, I expect, but she suspected that telling Ricky the truth would end everything, so... huh... I thought I might be able to clarify that a bit, but... I’m at a loss. Quinn is crushed, but not unexpectedly so."

Bill nodded. "That is a shame. Ricky is crushed, too, but... there is no reason for it. There’s no reason for any of this."

"I agree," Ann nodded. "If Quinn had been honest from the start, none of this would have happened."

Bill seemed surprised by that. "Annie, I’m afraid I have to disagree with you on this. Quinn shouldn’t have to start each conversation with a stranger by saying, ‘Oh, by the way, I’m really a boy under all this beauty.’ As deeply as these two kids seemed to love each other, they only knew each other a little more than a week before Quinn told Ricky the truth. That seems pretty forthcoming to me. I just wish that Ricky could understand that."

"I hadn’t thought of it that way," Ann said as she considered his point of view. "Quinn is... how do I put this... emotionally immature, I guess, even though that sounds a little harsh. He..."

"She," Bill interrupted. "If you’ll pardon me, Annie... I think it’s time that you start thinking of Quinn as a woman."

"You’re right," Ann agreed. "SHE hasn’t had the time to develop her emotions the way that most twenty one year olds do. She’s still trying to figure things out. Ricky is her first crush. Even if she’d been born a girl, with everything that she’s been through, it was bound to be very complicated."

"How about you?" Fiona asked.

"Me?" Ann asked. "What about me?"

"You’ve been through everything that Quinn’s been through, too. Are things complicated for you, too?"

Ann smiled at the young woman’s empathy. "You’re going to make a great teacher, Fiona. I didn’t have all the physical pain that Quinn had, but... yeah.. I’ve been through a lot, too." She thought for a moment. "And it’s always going to be complicated. No doubt about it. But I still have hope."

Fiona looked at her grandfather, then back to Ann. "You’re not alone, Annie." She held up her glass of tea. "Here’s to a complicated life."

"And to hope," Bill said as he tapped his glass against the glasses of the two exceptional woman.
 

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"Oh, this isn’t good. This is NOT good," Carolyn groaned as she preened in her lavatory.

"What’s the matter, mom?" Barbara called the hallway.

"I’m listening to the weather on the radio and they are talking about showers this afternoon. We want to kick off the season with two beautiful weddings."

Barbara looked at her wrist and pressed the face of her Apple Watch. "According to the app on my phone and watch, there’s only a twenty percent chance of rain. We’ll be fine, I’m sure."

"I certainly hope so, and I hope to God that Quinn pulls this off. All of his drama lately has been a distraction for you. I hope it all pays off today."

Carolyn was always overly stressed before a wedding at Golden Bluffs, and, of course, everything Barbara had done to help Quinn had already paid off and Quinn had done more than prove that he made a great Louisa. This was just her mother doing what she always did – Placing blame before anything could go wrong – just in case she needed to place blame for real, later. Barbara just shook her head and said, "Quinny will do great and you know it. Now, just get ready and I’ll see you at the estate. I have to pick up Quinny. Bye."
 

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"So, what about the people who come to do the tour of the mansion?" Quinn asked, quite concerned. "I mean, if they show up expecting to be able to meet with Louisa and Winnifred, won’t they be disappointed if we’re not there?"

Monica laughed. "We’ll do a little meet and greet at the exit when we’re not in the tent. All and all there’s only a couple of hours during the day when we’re not available to the tours and those times will be well marked at the entrance."

"Oh," Quinn nodded. "I just didn’t want them disappointed."

Monica shook her head. "You’re something, Quinn. A couple of weeks ago, you were just learning how to move in your dresses. Now, you’re worried about your fans being disappointed."

"You make me sound like an egomaniac," Quinn smiled, as he buttoned the sleeves of his blouse and prepared to put his short jacket on.

Monica kissed her ‘daughter’s’ cheek. "Just a responsible little star."

"So, where’s my youngest daughter?" A man’s voice boomed into the dressing room.

"Hi, Evan," Monica greeted the man with a hug. "Long time, no see. How have you been?"

"I’m good, Mony. How are you doing?"

"Doing well, honey. Come here. Let me introduce you to the new Louisa. Evan, this is Quinn. Quinn, Evan."

Quinn shook hands with the man, who stopped the hand shake and kissed the back of Quinn’s hand. "Welcome to the team, my dear. I hope you enjoy your time at Golden Bluffs."

Quinn looked closely at the man. "You’re... you’re... that guy. The car guy – on TV."

Evan smiled. "Well, yes, I WAS the Speed-E-Lube spokesman about five years ago. You have a good memory."

"I’ve watched a lot of TV over the past few years," Quinn explained. "I thought you were very funny on those ads, though."

"Well, thank you." He kissed Quinn’s hand once more. "That was my little brush with fame."

"Are we all set?" Barbara interrupted. "Big day, everyone. Oh, hi Evan."

"I’ll be ready in ten minutes," Evan said, then he kissed Barbara’s cheek in greeting as well.

"Where’s our Miranda?" Monica asked, pinning her hat to her hair.

"We’re using one of the tour guides as Miranda, today. She won’t be speaking, just smiling and nodding."

"What happened to that girl we used last year?" Monica asked. "I liked her."

Barbara shrugged. "I couldn’t reach her. Don’t worry, though. This girl looks good in the dress and no one really wants to interact with Monica, anyway. She’ll be fine."

"And how well do you dance, Louisa?" Evan asked Quinn.

"I dance fine," Quinn shrugged. Monica was fussing with Quinn’s hat, now. Pinning it on, just so, just as she had done for herself.

"Then I look forward to our first waltz." Evan winked and retreated into the racks to get dressed.
 

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The meet and greets at the exit were actually lots of fun. Quinn enjoyed interacting with the girls on a different level than he had before. He answered the same questions and smiled the same way, but being out in the early summer sunshine made everything feel so much more natural.

As eleven o’clock approached, Evan joined them and so did a young women dressed as Miranda. "Shall we go, ladies?" Evan asked in a more theatrical voice than he’d used before.

"Yes, of course," Monica joined the act. "Come, Louisa. It’s time to attend the wedding."

"Yes, Mother," Quinn replied, but then he bent a bit low and spoke in a conspiratorial voice to the girls at the meet and greet. "To tell you the truth, I’d rather stay here and talk to all of you, but Mother and Father are hosting a wedding and I must attend. So, please forgive me, but I must go."

That seemed to make all of the girls feel like they were part of a game, so they happily said goodbye to Louisa and moved along with no disappointment.

‘The Harper Family’ took their seats at what was referred to as ‘The Second Head Table’ to distinguish it from the actual ‘Head Table,’ where the bridal party would be seated. The guests were all in the tent when Evan stood and clinked his spoon against a wine glass.

"Ladies and Gentlemen!" He announced in a clear, loud voice. "Please join me as we welcome the bridal party. First, may I introduce the grandmother and grandfather of the groom. Mrs Ronda and Mr William Bowman." There was applause and he continued to announce the party until just the bride and groom were still waiting for admission. Evan’s voice became even bigger and more present as he announced. "And now, Ladies and Gentlemen, please stand and join me, my wife, Winnifred, my daughters Miranda and Louisa, in welcoming our guests of honor for today’s festivities. The newly married and gloriously happy couple – Mrs Kylie and Mr Kevin Bowman!"

Evan was a brilliant master of ceremony, keeping everything moving along smoothly throughout the reception. He guided the couple through the cutting of the cake, led the crowd in clinking their glasses so that the newlyweds would kiss, and even encouraged dancing after dinner had been served. The orchestra, and it was an actual orchestra, played music from the Gilded Age and Quinn was very surprised to see that, with Evan’s encouragement, nearly everyone joined in the dancing.

Of course, the Harpers danced, too. First, Evan danced with Monica, then with the girl playing Miranda, and finally with Quinn.

"You dance extremely well, Louisa," he said quietly. "You will dance well at Miranda’s wedding, I am sure."

Of course, he spoke this way for the benefit of the people nearby who could hear them.

"Thank you, Father," Quinn smiled. "I have been studying with my dance instructor. I am pleased that you are happy with my progress."

As they approached the bride and groom on the dance floor, Evan tapped the groom on the shoulder. "May I cut in, young man?"

The confused groom looked at his new wife and back to Evan before stopping their dance and stepping aside so that Evan could take the bride into his arms. "I trust," he said to the groom, "that you will entertain my youngest, Louisa, whilst I dance with your good lady wife."

"Oh, of course," the slightly flummoxed young man of about twenty eight or nine took Quinn into his arms and began to guide him, a bit clumsily around the dance floor.

From then on, most of the men wanted to dance with Quinn. It was flattering, but, of course, he did realize that the men only really wanted to dance with Louisa Harper because Louisa was the biggest celebrity at Golden Bluffs.

Before Quinn knew it, the first wedding was over. Quinn joined the rest of ‘The Harper Family’ to say goodbye to everyone and wish them all well before Barbara appeared and took over. "Ok, clean up staff, you have twenty five minutes to get this place immaculate! Set up crew, get the supply carts ready so you can jump in as soon as clean up is down. Harpers, you can take a break. Oh, and by the way, great job everyone!"
 

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Bill and Fiona had barely left the house before there was a knock on Ann’s door. "Oh, my God!" She grunted quietly. She’d hoped to be able to warm up her bath and climb back in, but the universe seemed determined to make sure that Ann Collins didn’t enjoy her vacation.

Whoever it was knocked again.

"I’ll be right there!" Ann screamed, hopefully loud enough that the person could hear. She pulled her sweat pants and tee shirt back on and headed towards the stairs.

Apparently, Ann had not been loud enough, because whoever it was at the door knocked again.

"Oh, come on," she grunted, very frustrated with whoever it was. "I’m coming!" She shouted again. When she reached the front door, she pulled it open and stopped short, surprised to see the face looking back at her.

"I’m sorry. I... I really need to talk to you... in person." Ricky looked exhausted.

Well, that was it. She’s wasted a thirty dollar bath bomb. "Come on, in."
 

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From ‘The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport’

~ "There was an odd calm around Golden Bluffs after Miranda and I had confronted Father. Langdon had thrown in his oar on our behalf as well. He said that he knew of a bank in New York City who would be willing to allow Miranda to run her finances through their offices.

"I will not become an object of ridicule amongst my peers because I allowed a woman to behave like a man," Father railed. "A proper woman just DOES NOT sully her days with financial concerns."

Mother remained calm. "Well, it seems to me that a proper woman doesn’t survive at the whim of a husband or brother-in-law, either. Honestly, wouldn’t you feel better knowing that your daughters were well taken care of then to be on your deathbed wondering if they will survive?"

"On my deathbed? Honest to Heaven, Winifred, you have an extraordinary flair for the macabre."

It was only a week or so after that conversation, though, when Father called both Miranda and me into his private offices – a place where neither of us had been with any frequency. When we entered, we found Father behind his desk with Langdon standing to the right side of Father’s desk.

"What is all of this about?" Miriam asked.

Father huffed uncomfortably and spoke in a clipped manner. "Against my better judgement, Langdon has persuaded me to speak to his colleague at a bank in New York City. It seems that this man has several female clients who are running their financial interests through his company. I am loath to allow you two to do the same, but it seems that, due to Miranda’s poor choice in husbands and Langdon’s insistence that no money pass directly from me to him, I have no choice but to allow you both to learn how to manage your own money."

Both Miranda and I were stunned and just stared at Father in disbelief. Finally, Miranda spoke. "Thank you, Father," she said, sounding very formal at first, but a tear crept into her voice very quickly. "I... I..." Suddenly, she ran to Father and knelt beside his chair to hug him. "Thank you," she said once more before running out of the office.

As for me, I stood with my mouth hanging open as if I was a halibut. Father looked at me, obviously frustrated, but not angry. He pursed his lips and sucked his teeth for a moment before he said in a voice that was a mix of reluctant respect and irritation, "You should know, Louisa, that your husband to be has proved himself to be a very interesting fellow. You and I are both aware that his family has had some financial set backs recently and that it was the intention of his parents that his marriage to you would bolster the family fortune. Now, due to his recent decision to have you learn to manage your own money, that may not happen. Although I do find his decision vexing, I also find it quite admirable. He is a good man, Louisa."

I looked from Father to Langdon and back to Father, unable to fully comprehend what was being said, but understanding quite clearly that my life with Langdon would be a life full of wonderful surprises."
 

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"Ladies and Gentlemen!" Evan announced in a clear, loud voice. "Please join me as we welcome the bridal party. First, may I introduce the grandmother and grandfather of the groom. Mrs Margarette Cooper and Mr William Cooper." There was applause and he continued to announce the party until just the bride and groom were still waiting for admission. Evan’s voice became even bigger and more present as he announced. "And now, Ladies and Gentlemen, please stand and join me, my wife, Winnifred, my daughters Miranda and Louisa, in welcoming our guests of honor for today’s festivities. The newly married and gloriously happy couple – Mrs Sarah and Mr William Cooper!"

The second wedding began exactly the same as the first had. The guests were even more enthusiastic than the guests at the first wedding had been. People were coming up to the ‘Harper Family’ and discussing the beauty of the estate and the beautiful clothing the family wore as if it all had actually belonged to the people portraying the characters at The Second Head Table.

Quinn smiled prettily and focused on the festivities. This would be easy. Just a replay of the first wedding with new faces and names.
 

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Barbara was just walking out of the mansion with Carolyn. So far, everything had gone very well.

"Quinn seems to be acclimating quite well," Carolyn said as they walked. "Nothing but rave reviews from this morning’s family."

Barbara raised her eyebrows. Her mother had spent the morning inventing scenarios that would divert blame away from her should things go badly, but now she was practically taking bows. Barbara chose not to point out her behavior, though, and instead focused on the matters at hand. "That’s good news. We know from experience that, if they weren’t happy, they would have made their displeasure known."

Carolyn chuckled at that. "That is true. We’ve gotten pretty good at these things over the years, though. We’ve learned that the best way to do these things is never to deviate from our outline."

"Very true." Just then, Barbara’s phone rang. She looked at the screen, surprised at the name. She stopped walking, turned and accepted the call. "Hello?"

She listened.

"Are you insane? I’m in the middle of a wedding right now."

She listened some more.

"Geez, this is not a good time. Where are you, now?"

Listened once more.

"Alright. I’ll be right there." She turned to her mother who had been waiting. "I’ll be right along. You go on ahead."

"What?" Carolyn seemed shocked that Barbara was going to allow anything to distract her during an event like this. "Barbara, we’re in the middle of a wedding. Where on earth could you possibly be going right now?"

"I’ll only be a moment. Trust me, I just need a minute." Barbara turned and ran back towards the mansion.
 

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The baked chicken dinner as exactly as it had been at the earlier wedding. Nicely cooked and beautifully plated. Quinn picked at it and made it look as if all of the food on his plate had been touched.

"Ladies and Gentlemen," Evan spoke loudly and clearly. "Since we have finished our repast, I invite you all to join my beautiful wife, Winnifred, and me on the dance floor."

Just as before, people stood from their meals and joined Evan and Monica on the dance floor and the orchestra changed from chamber music to Gilded Age dance music. At the end of the first dance, Evan passed Monica off to an unescorted man and he asked ‘Miranda’ to join him for the next song.

Quinn sat and smiled at the guests, still a bit surprised that things could possibly be as similar from one wedding to another. He did notice, however that Barbara had suddenly appeared near the edge of the dance floor. Dressed in modern business clothes, she did stand out rather drastically from either the guests or the staff. Quinn watched as Barbara subtly waved for Evan to meet her. When the dance ended, Evan passed ‘Miranda’ off to another guest and he went to where Barbara waited, bowed his head and listened as she whispered in his ear. Whatever Barbara said seemed to confuse him for a moment. He asked a question, nodded and walked back to the Second Head Table, presumably to ask Quinn to dance.

Instead, though, he grabbed a wine glass and a spoon and tapped it, requesting that the bride and groom kiss, again. They happily obliged, but before the orchestra could begin the next song, Evan’s strong clear voice rang out once again. "Ladies and Gentlemen, I must make a quick announcement. I would like you all to welcome to our festivities, the fiancé of my youngest daughter, Louisa. I give you - Mr. Langdon BeechThorndyke. Please help me welcome him with a big, welcoming round of applause."

Quinn was surprised. No one had said a word about a Langdon character at the weddings and there had been no Langdon at the earlier wedding, either. He looked around the room, trying to locate a new actor entering. He could see a bit of a commotion coming from the other side of the room, and eventually he caught sight of someone in a very handsome tuxedo crossing the dance floor, but he couldn’t see anything beyond a fit man with jet black hair combed straight back, just like...

A shiver of apprehension shot down Quinn’s spine, then a feeling of lightheadedness slammed into him as the room began to swim. He was sure he was going to pass out when Evan’s strong hands were suddenly holding Quinn’s shoulders.

"Come on, my dear," Evan said, softly. "Langdon is here to dance with you."

Without the capacity to think, Quinn allowed himself to be helped from the chair and guided to the dance floor.

"Enjoy the dance, you two love birds," Evan said loudly, causing the guests to let out a little laughter.

‘Langdon’ turned and smiled at Quinn. It was the first time that Quinn had ever seen him without his black rimmed glasses. His eyes were even more beautiful without the appliances.

"Hi," Ricky said, quietly and nervously. "May I have this dance?"
 
 
To Be Continued...

On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport - 8

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On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper
of New York and Newport: 8

by Clara
Copyright©2021, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Having surprised Quinn at the wedding, Ricky wants to talk things through,
start over and make a fresh start. Every step forward creates a new complication for
Quinn, of course. I hope that you enjoy this installment, too.


 
Author's Note: If you do enjoy this chapter, please consider leaving me a review? I truly do appreciate them. ~Clara
 
This version of On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport: 8 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 8

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

~ "Mother was very pleased with the financial arrangements that Langdon and Father had worked out for both Miranda and me. "It gives me a great peace of mind to know that you'll both be taken care of," she told us both one morning as we rode a carriage down to the docks to take a boat to Manhattan to begin our education in personal finances.

It was late in the morning when we disembarked from the water transport, onto the docks in New York City. Langdon met us and helped us all into a carriage and we headed to the bank.

"Langdon," Mother smiled, "I have not had the opportunity to say so before, but thank you very much. I am very grateful that my girls will be self sufficient after we're gone."

"It is my pleasure, Mother Harper. I want to be sure that Louisa is always taken care of, as well. This is the best way to do that." Langdon smiled and squeezed my hand.

"Really, I am the one who should be thanking you," Miranda said. "I know that this can't be easy for you, Langdon. I'm sure that many of your colleagues have expressed their lack of support for this scheme."

Langdon smiled and looked at me. "You are very welcome, Miranda, but I will happily suffer a little ridicule to secure a happy future for my wife-to-be, and in order for her to be happy, we must secure your happiness as well."

Miranda looked at me and astounded me by saying, "In that case, thank you, Louisa. I am very happy indeed."
 

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"Why are you here?" Quinn asked Ricky as he took him into his arms and began to dance a moderate tempo waltz.

"I needed to see you, Quinn. I was unhappy without you and I wanted to be with you." Ricky smiled.

"But... I thought you were mad."

"I was confused. I just needed time to process everything and now... I think we have a lot to talk about."

Quinn looked around the dance floor. There were way too many people to talk candidly here. "We should wait until after the wedding is over. I'm going to need to dance with other people."

"Really?" Ricky looked surprised. "I come all the way out the island, put on a tuxedo that must have twenty five pieces to it and you want to dance with someone else?"

Quinn smiled. "No. I don't WANT to dance with anyone else. I WANT to dance with you and to talk to you, too, but dancing with everyone else is part of my job. I'm sorry."

Ricky laughed at his own insecurity. "Ok. If it's part of your job then I won't make a big deal out of it."

The music ended and Quinn and Ricky applauded for the orchestra, as did most of the rest of the guests. Suddenly, Evan was next to them, taking Quinn's hand in his. "Thank you, Langdon," he smiled as he slapped Ricky on the shoulder. "Now, it's time for Louisa to perform her duties as hostess. So, please excuse her."

"Yes, of course, Mr Harper," Ricky played along. "Thank you for allowing me to have one dance."

"Don't go away," Evan smiled. "I'll arrange for another dance partner."

"Oh, but I was just..."

Evan winked at Ricky. "I'll just be a moment."

Evan started to lead Quinn away, but Quinn stopped and looked back at Ricky. Then he pulled loose of Evan and put one hand on each of Ricky's cheeks, stood on tip toe and kissed him softly on the lips. "Thank you... for coming, I mean. I... I'm really happy you're here."

"Me too," Ricky smiled.

"Now, Louisa," Evan sounded a little impatient, but nearly immediately found a happy couple who'd just finished the dance. He spoke to the man in the couple, "Good afternoon, sir. Let me introduce you to my youngest daughter, Louisa."

The man seemed a bit confused, but nodded at Quinn.

"Might I impose on you to lead Louisa around the dance floor, just one time?"

"Oh...!" The man seemed surprised. He looked at the woman he was with and shrugged his shoulders.

"Go on," she smiled. "How often do you have the opportunity to dance with a legend?"

The man looked at Quinn and smiled. "I'd be honored to dance with you, Miss Harper."

Quinn gave a shallow curtsy-style bend of the knee. "Why, thank you, sir."

"I'll meet you back at the table," the woman said and turned to leave, but Evan stopped her.

"Perhaps," he took her hand, "you'd do my son-in-law-to-be the honor of being his partner for this dance.

"Oh," the woman chuckled, then looked at the handsome young man standing by. "I'd be happy to."

Evan smiled and led the woman to Ricky. "Langdon, this is..." he looked at the woman, who responded after a moment.

"Oh, I'm Melissa."

Evan nodded. "Langdon, this is Melissa. Melissa, this is Langdon BeechThorndyke. Langdon, please escort Melissa to the center of the dance floor."

"It will be my honor, Mr Harper," Ricky smiled and straightened his jacket. "Miss Melissa." He offer his hand and led her away as the music started.

Evan smiled and walked to the side of the room where Barbara was trying to be inconspicuous.

"Well, that went better than I thought it would," Evan said.

"Damned good thing, too, or my mother would have killed me," Barbara rolled her eyes and watched the guests moving about the floor. "Let's hope we have happy endings all around."
 

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Ann had been waiting in the Golden Bluffs parking lot until Barbara sent her a text that read 'ALL'S WELL.' Ann let out a relieved sigh and headed out of the parking lot. She was less than a mile from home when she had to stop for some road construction. There was a police officer directing traffic and he stopped the flow of cars from her direction.

Ann drummed her fingers on the steering wheel along with the Beyoncé song on the radio.

When, finally, traffic in her direction started moving, again, Ann followed the two cars in front of her slowly past the first police office. As she approached the police officer at the other end of the construction area, a female officer held up her hand for Ann to stop.

When the car had stopped, the officer made a rolling motion high her hand so that Ann would lower her window. "Yes?"

"Just pull your car in right here, please, ma'am."

"What? Why?" Ann couldn't imagine what she'd done to draw the attention of the police.

"Just pull in, please, ma'am. You're holding up traffic."

"Oh, for crying out loud," Ann muttered as she pulled to the side of the road, just beyond the construction vehicles. She looked in her mirrors and watched the female officer, but the woman seemed uninterested in her at all.

About a minute passed and someone knocked on the passenger door. Shocked, Ann looked to her right and saw the chest of police officer's uniform and an Orange safety vest filling her view. The officer made the same 'lower your window' motion, so Ann pushed the button and lowered it.

As soon as it was fully retracted into the door, the officer unexpectedly reached into her Prius and pulled the interior door handle, opening the door.

"HEY!" Ann screamed, fearful that the officer wasn't an officer at all. "What the hell are you doing?"

The officer just stepped aside to allow the door to swing past him, then plopped himself into the car. "Surprise!" John smiled. "Man, you should see your face."

Ann's jaw dropped. "Jesus Christ, John, what the hell is wrong with you?" She slapped his arm. "You scared the living daylights out of me!"

John laughed. "Yeah, that's the funny part." Then he realized that Ann was not laughing. "Hey... look... I was just clowning around. You're not mad are you?"

Ann relaxed a bit and even smiled just a little. "No. I guess not, but... you really scared me. I don't think that's very funny."

John reached over and rubbed the back of her neck. "I'm sorry. It's no big deal, right?"

Ann took a deep breath. "No. Actually it was kind of sweet." But then something occurred to her. "Oh, my God! Don't look at me, for crying out loud. Just... look out the windshield."

"What? What's wrong?" John laughed as he spoke.

"What's wrong? God, we've only had two dates, John. I'm not wearing makeup, my hair isn't done, I'm wearing sweat pants... oh, Lord, I'm not even wearing a bra!"

John smiled and glanced in the direction of Ann's chest.

"Don't look, for crying out loud!" Ann was nearly irrationally agitated.

"Geez, Annie, I'm sorry..."

"Don't be sorry, just... get out!"

John pulled his big body out of the Prius and bent back down to look back into the car. "I have tonight off because I took this construction detail. Can I take you to dinner to you to dinner to apologize?"

Ann folded her arms across her breasts and felt her embarrassment level lower just a little. "Tonight? Umm... yeah, I guess I could do tonight, but no place too fancy, ok?"

"Ok," John shrugged. "I was thinking of that nice Indian place across the bridge. Is that too fancy?"

Ann grunted. That actually sounded very nice, but... "Ok, that sounds good, but do you have any idea how difficult a last minute invitation like this is for a girl like me who hasn't had a lot of reasons to get dressed up for a while?"

"Oh, hey, I'm sorry," John said, trying to be nice. "Look," he pulled out his wallet and started to pull out a credit card, "here. Take this and go back to Newport, to a nice store and get a new dress."

"Are you deaf!?" She yelled back. "I'm not wearing a bra! Just let me go home and... I'll see if I can borrow something of Quinn's. She dresses better than I do, anyway."

John couldn't help but laugh at Ann's predicament, and, truth be told, the idea of her breasts being concealed by just a little bit of cotton was pretty exciting, too. "Ok." He leaned in to kissed her cheek, but Ann turned to face him and the friendly kiss on the cheek turned into a kiss on the lips. It lasted longer than John had expected and when he pulled himself back out of the car, he was smiling at the unexpected turn of events. "I'll be by around five thirty."

Ann looked at the clock on her radio and saw that it was already four twenty two. That didn't leave much time, but... you know what... who cares. She was going to go home and get ready and have a great night. "Ok," she smiled. "Five thirty."

She put the car in gear and pulled back out onto the street and headed for home.
 

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"You did great out there, today, kid," Evan said as he slapped Ricky on the back. "You should consider joining us for weddings. The girls enjoyed dancing with you."

Ricky smiled. "Thanks. I had a good time, actually."

"I'll talk to the management," Evan smiled and winked at Ricky.

As they reached the dressing areas, Ricky stopped and took Quinn's hand. "Hey, we still haven't had a chance to talk, so... umm.... How about we go get something to eat and we talk for a while?"

Quinn smiled. "I really couldn't eat anything, Ricky. I just had two huge dinners. I'll go with you and have a soda or something, though."

Ricky nodded. "Great. I'll go get changed. Since you're not eating, is The Creamery ok?"

"Sure," Quinn smiled.

They each went to the disrobing areas. When Quinn reached the women's changing area, Monica was helping 'Miranda Harper' out of her corset.

"Oh, freedom!" 'Miranda' shouted playfully. "I don't know how you people wear those torture devices all day."

Monica laughed. "You get used to it." Then she noticed Quinn as he started unbuttoning his short jacket. Monica smiled at both of her 'daughters' and said, "You both did an amazing job. Good work."

"Thanks," Quinn smiled and looked at the woman who had played his sister all day. "Hi. I'm Quinn."

The woman smiled and shook Quinn's hand. "Roxanne," she said. "Well... Roxie. Nice to meet you."

The three of them set about undressing and they chatted about some of the amusing things that had happened during the day: The little girl who wanted to dance with the groom throughout the entirety of the first wedding. The blonde lady with the silver dress who got a bit too drunk and loud during the second. Just some fun chit chat.

Quinn stepped into the racks for a moment to remove his period corset and combination. He pulled on his panties and modern corset. When everything was on, he slipped on his new tee shirt dress than hung very loosely on him and stepped back into the common area.

"Quinn's an unusual name," Roxie said.

"Not any more unusual than Roxanne," Quinn teased.

"I guess," Roxie laughed. "I have met other people named Roxie, though and I only ever met one other person named Quinn, before."

Quinn began brushing out his hair in the mirror. "Well, see... that's more than the number of Roxies that I ever met."

Roxanne joined him at the mirror and began removing her makeup. "Touché. To be honest though, the only other Quinn I ever met was a boy."

Quinn stopped brushing for a moment, but after a moment, went back to the action. "Oh?"

'Yeah," Roxie began applying her own makeup. "There was this boy who went to my school. He was in a bad accident or something. He was in really bad shape. Paralyzed, I think. I kind of lost track of what happened to him. I think he might have died."

Quinn stopped brushing his hair. He wanted to be relieved that she hadn't made the connection between the fourteen year old boy and the young woman sharing her mirror, but... Wow... Was that how little he'd meant to the kids at his school? 'I think he might have died.' That was all. "That's awful," he finally muttered.

"Oh, Geez, I'm sorry," Roxie chuckled. "Leave it to me to bring everyone down! Yeah, I didn't know him well, but I remember that the accident was a really big deal at the school for a few days."

Quinn sat and put down his brush, picking up the makeup wipes. "I bet it was," he said, feeling a strange emptiness in the pit of his stomach. He'd only been at the school for a year and he wasn't a real social kid, but... a few days? Really? That's all?

"So, tell me," Monica said, reentering the conversation, "was that handsome boy who appeared on the dance floor the young man you told me about?"

Quinn blushed a little and smiled in spite of himself. "He is. That's Ricky."

"That's your boyfriend!?" Roxie gushed and nudged Quinn with her shoulder. "He's gorgeous! Does he have any brothers?"

That made Quinn laugh. "No brothers but plenty of sisters I could introduce you to."

"Oh, well, no thanks," Roxanne shook her head, but played along. "Well, it was nice working with you both, today. I hope that I get to do it again."

"I'm sure you will," Monica smiled at her. "We'll see you, soon."

"Bye," Quinn and Monica said at the same time as Roxanne left the changing area.

"So," Monica said in a more confidential way to Quinn, "am I to understand that the presences of this young man at today's wedding means that you and he are a couple, again?"

Quinn shrugged. "I don't know. We're going to talk, anyway."

"Well, fingers crossed, then." Monica rubbed Quinn's back. Remember to do what's right for you, though, sweetheart. There are a lot of pretty young men around."

"I know," Quinn smiled as he opened his purse and took out his phone. He looked at the screen and let out the words, "Oh, no!"

"What?" Monica asked. "What's wrong?"

"I got a bunch of texts from my sister. She says to call. It's an emergency." Quinn looked Monica, pale with fear.

"Well, just call her, Quinn. Find out what's wrong."

He nodded and touched Ann's number.

"Quinn?" Ann said through the phone.

"Annie. What's wrong?"

"I have a last minute date with John and..."

"What?" Quinn interrupted. "You said there was an emergency."

Ann laughed. "It is an emergency. I only have a couple of dresses and I've already worn them on dates with John, but you have all these new dresses..." she let it hang there.

"Wait. You told me it's an emergency because you want to borrow a dress from me?"

"Well... yeah. Quinn, I haven't dated anyone since the accident. I like this guy. You get that, right?"

Quinn took a breath and relaxed, assuring himself that there was no real emergency. "Of course I do, Annie. Do my dresses fit you?"

"Well, some do. Obviously, I'm a lot bigger in the bust, but you have like three of these tee shirt style dresses that fit really loose. They fit me, nicely. Can I borrow the light green one with the white flowers?"

That made Quinn laugh. "I bought four of those at the outlets. I'm wearing the yellow tie-dyed one right now."

"So... can I borrow the green one? I hate to rush you, but John will be here soon."

"Of course. You can always help yourself."

"Thanks, honey," Ann sounded happy. "I wonder how many girls can say that they can borrow dresses from their little brothers?"

"Probably more than we think."

XXX

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

~ "My life had taken many shocking turns over the summer of 1891. At only fifteen years of age, I had been betrothed to a man six years my senior, I had opened a checking account at one of Manhattan's most prestigious banks and, and probably most odd and a bit concerning, I had been charged with applying my energies to the needs of the less fortunate in the city and beyond.

Late in August, Langdon took me back into the city in order to meet with the Mayor of New York - a man who was nearly as, if not more powerful than, President Benjamin Harrison.

We arrived at Mayor Grant's office at eleven on that hot August morning. His secretary, a middle aged woman with severely unfashionable taste in clothing, tried to speak only to Langdon, but he refused to answer and diverted all questions to me. At first, I found this unsettling, but then I realized that Lanny was just showing me the respect that he expected the rest of the world to show me as well.

We waited about ten minutes before the woman announced, "Mr Beech-Thorndyke, the Mayor will see you, now."

Langdon remained seated, his legs crossed casually, and he ignored the Secretary.

"Mr Beech-Thorndyke?"she called to him.

"Yes," Langdon responded, acting as if he'd not heard her before.

"The mayor will see you, now."

"Oh? I'm sorry. I am not here to see the mayor. I am merely a chaperone."

The woman was very angry as she looked beyond Lanny to me and said, "Miss Harper. The mayor will see you, now."

"Thank you," I said as sweetly as I could.

Langdon stood and helped me to rise as well, then he followed my towards the mayor's office door.

Before we reached it, the Secretary stopped us. She had moved behind her desk, but was not yet seated. "If I might suggest, Miss Harper," she said, sharply. "A woman needs to know her place if she is to survive in a man's world. As a woman of your young age and high breeding, I would imagine that you have not been put in your place very frequently, but let me assure you that the kind of behavior you and your chaperone have displayed here will not be tolerated in most quarters."

I glanced down and saw the woman's name plate on her desk. Then, emboldened by Langdon's support, I said, "And let me assure you, Miss Sullivan, that no matter what kind of obstacles I may face, I shall always be aware of 'my place,' and that shall always be wherever I can do the most good."

The woman began to speak, but I was too fast for her. "And may I also assure you that I shall never encourage a person of our sex to 'know her place,' Miss Sullivan. The times are changing, ma'am, and I suggest that you work with your fellow women. Not against us."

The woman stared at me, her eyes blazing with anger, but she held her tongue as I past. Langdon could not help but make comment, though. He smiled at the woman and said, "Isn't she something amazing? Imagine what a world she can create."

As we entered the mayor's office, I heard Miss Sullivan slam her stout body into her chair and mutter, "Well, of all the impertinent gall..." but then the door closed and I could no longer hear her.
 

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"You did an excellent job today, Barbara," her mother complimented as they finished clearing the event tents. "I was concerned that that little stunt of yours might backfire, though. All'x well that ends well, I guess."

"Stunt?" Barbara asked innocently. "What stunt is that, mom?"

"Oh, you didn't think I saw that boy that you brought in as Langdon, I guess. Well, I did. Tell me... what is going on between him and Quinn?"

Barbara shrugged and smiled. "Love, I guess, mom. Just love."

"I see," Carolyn pondered that a moment. "So, Quinn is... a homosexual? I didn't see that coming."

"Quinny is just Quinny, mom. Let's try to avoid labeling him right now, ok? He's just trying to figure out who and what he is right now. Let him be."

"Oh, aren't we a little over protective, Hmm? Remember, as I have tried to point out a million times, you are not that boy's mother. You are far too invested in his well being. You need to start worrying about your own life, young lady, or pretty soon you're going to find yourself alone and wondering what happened to the best years of your life. Take it from me, Barbara, it's better to have someone to be with at night. I think it's time that you cut the apron strings on that boy. Especially now that he's decided to go down this road he's chosen. I mean, it's one thing to wear a dress as a costume to help us out, but a whole other thing to decide to be gay..."

Barbara slammed her clipboard down on an empty table creating a loud crash and causing everyone to look in their direction. "Not another word, mother!"

"Well, Barbara, I'm just saying..."

"NOT ANOTHER GODDAMNED WORD, MOTHER!" She shouted so much louder than she'd expected to. She looked around with fire in her eyes and everyone just went back to work without comment.

Barbara moved in close to her mother and spoke in a quiet, but terse voice. "Who the hell do you think you are to say something like that about ANYONE, especially Quinn Collins? You KNOW what that child, what that family has been through and you're going to stand there and pass judgement on him because YOU don't approve of who he loves or how he is living his life?"

Carolyn was taken aback by the vehemence of her daughter's tone, but was attempting to continue to look as if she was in charge for the benefit of the rest of the staff. "Barbara, I was simply saying..."

"I know what you were saying, mother. You were saying that Quinn's a little pervert who has no fight to happiness and that I'm an idiot for caring about him. Well, let me be very, very clear about this, mother - that boy, his life, his love life, his body and his choices are never, ever open to discussion with me. Is that clear?"

Carolyn went to speak, but Barbara continued on.

"And further more - I am not particularly interested in hearing your opinions on my life choices, either. I threw away one chance at happiness because of your narrow mindedness and I have regretted that every day of my life ever since. And don't give me that 'while you live under my roof' bullshit, either. It's as much mine as it is yours. Daddy left that house to both of us and for the past few years, I have been the one paying for the repairs and maintenance."

"Barbara," Carolyn was turning a bit pale. By now, the rest of the staff had left the tent, partially due to duties elsewhere and partially to give the mother and daughter some privacy. "I can't believe..."

"That'd I'd talk to you like this?" Barbara snapped, but she was realizing that she'd been pretty aggressive in her attack. She took a breath and spoke more quietly and with more control. "Well... neither can I, mother, but... I am serious. I love you and you are my mother, but Annie and Quinn are my family, too and I expect... no, I insist that you treat them with the patience and respect that they deserve - that they have PROVEN they deserve." She looked around at the beauty of the estate and calmed herself completely. "Now... I'm sorry if I... flew off the handle, but... I guess those were things that needed to be said."

Carolyn nodded. "I understand that, Barbara, and I apologize if I was insensitive, but... in the future... can we PLEASE have conversations like this at home, or at least in the privacy of my office?"

"Yes... yes... of course," Barbara said, completely astonished at herself for having been as forceful as she'd been. "And I apologize for that, mom. I am very sorry to have embarrassed you, but... I mean it. Annie and Quinny are off limits. Ok?"

Carolyn nodded again. "Ok. I... umm... I will be home late. We'll talk in the morning." She nodded a few more times, not knowing what else to do, and she turned and walked back towards her office.
 

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"I didn't think you'd ever want to see me again."

"To tell you the truth, I didn't know how to react when I read the article. Well... you really didn't give me much time TO react to it and it was a lot to take in. It took me a while to get my head around everything, but... I'm here, now and I'm happy that I am."

"Me, too." Quinn smiled from the passenger seat of Ricky's car. They'd been in the parking lot at The Newport Creamery for nearly forty five minutes talking, so far, and there was still an awful lot to discuss.

"So..." Ricky was tentative, but needed to ask a few questions. "... when did you... you know... start wearing dresses?"

"The day before I met you," he answered, honestly. 'It was only supposed to be so I could play Louisa, but... it escalated pretty quickly."

"I guess," Ricky laughed. "And... when did you realize you were gay?"

Quinn shrugged. "Well... the minute I saw you, I guess, but... I don't feel like I'm really gay, per se, Ricky. I know now that I'm going to remain a girl... well, a woman... from here on out, but... I can think of a million handsome men - or even a million beautiful women - and I feel... nothing. I don't feel attracted to them. I don't feel excited by them. I don't imagine what it would be like to be with them... but when I saw you... I just fell apart. Like I was completely unmade, right there, right then, and I was put back together just for you. See, I don't think I'm actually gay. I never wanted to be with anyone else, but as soon as you smiled... I just wanted... to be with... you."

"Wow." Ricky whispered. "Can I tell you something? I felt the same way. The moment I saw you... well... I just knew I loved you. Now, believe me, I know how stupid that sounds, but, honest to God, it's the truth. It was like... like I was a jigsaw puzzle with a piece missing and then I found you and you were that missing piece." He chuckled at himself. "I bet people would think we were nuts if they heard us talking like this."

Quinn squeezed Ricky's hand. "I don't care. It's the truth."

"So..." Ricky sighed, "what now? I mean... can we just pick up from where we left off and move forward, or... what?"

"I hope so," Quinn replied, a little nervous. "I should tell you, though, that I have an appointment in a few weeks with a new councilor. One who specializes in people with sexual dysphoria - I think that's what they technically call people like me. Anyway... eventually... I do plan on becoming a woman. Like... you know... a woman."

Ricky nodded and looked serious. "That's something you'd do just for yourself, though, right? Not just to please me, because..." he took a deep breath. "Quinn... I've really thought about this a lot and... well... I'm not gay, either, but... you mean an awful lot to me and... I really don't care what kind of... equipment... you have. What ever you have... It's you and I love and you I want to be with you. So, whatever makes you feel ok about yourself is ok with me. Did that make sense?"

Quinn leaned over and kissed Ricky's cheek. "No, it makes no sense at all, but it means the world to me."
 

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"Holy Moses, that's hot!" John said as he took a bite of his curry. "I'm used to Mexican food, but that's a whole new level of hot!"

Ann laughed, but had to agree. She'd had Indian food a few times in college and she had expected it to be spicy, but this was unusually hot curry. "I know. I think we should take smaller bites."

"You think that will help?"

John laughed and his eyes sparkled, sending a little shiver down Ann's spine. It had been a long time since Ann had opened herself up to anyone other than Quinn and she was really enjoying it - AND she was feeling things she hadn't thought about in ages.

"Maybe not," she laughed back. "Let's see, the appetizer nearly killed both of us and the curry is even hotter than that... Maybe we're just not cut out for Indian food."

John drank a big gulp of water, but that just seemed to make the spicy hotness intensify in his mouth. "Oh, God. Maybe you're right. Here I was, trying to seem worldly and experienced by taking you out for an exotic meal and I'm about to keel over and die from the food."

"Believe me, everyone is more worldly than me," Ann smiled, knowing that she'd been locked in a house taking care of Quinn for a big part of her life. "Maybe you're right, though. Why don't we get going and we can go to that burger place we passed on the way. I'll buy you a burger and some ice cream."

John stared at Ann in near disbelief. "Seriously? That'd be ok with you?"

"Look, John - I'm sure that this is excellent food for people who are used to this kind of heat, but I'm not and I'm hungry. Let's go get something we both like. We can eat on the beach and talk. How does that sound?"

John looked away from Ann and waved to catch the attention of the waitress who came quickly to the table.

"Can we, please, get our check?"

The waitress looked concerned. "I'm sorry? You didn't like the food? I can get you something else if you'd like?"

"No, no," he fibbed, "we just got a phone call and we have to run."

"Oh," the waitress seemed relieved that they weren't leaving because they didn't like the food. "Let me get you some boxes for the food..."

"NO!" John said a bit too quickly. "Just the bill. You know, never mind." He pulled four twenty dollar bills out of his wallet. When they'd ordered, he'd estimated that the meal would cost somewhere between fifty and sixty dollars. "Here," he said as he laid the money on the table.

"Oh, but this is too much," the waitress said, fishing their running tally-bill out of her apron.

"It's a tip," John assured her as he put his arm around Ann's shoulders and led her towards the door. "Thank you!" He called back.

The woman was shocked. The bill was only fifty two dollars. This was a pretty big tip, especially from a customer who'd barely touched his food. "Please come back again, soon!" She called to the exiting couple.
 

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Barbara looked into her glass of white wine and shook her head. She'd spent to many evenings like this - alone, lonely and looking at her wine. She'd made huge mistakes in her life, just trying to please others. Well, one big mistake, anyway. She'd done it because she wasn't brave enough to be honest with her friends and her mother. Yet, she'd pushed poor Quinn to be braver than she'd ever been and now, Quinn seemed to have found somebody. It wasn't going to be easy for them, but they seemed happy.

This was too much, though. Here she was, home alone, her mother was out with someone, Annie was out with a new boy friend and even Quinn was out with Ricky. Yet, here she was - alone and drinking wine.

She picked up her phone and scrolled through her contacts, stopping on that number she used to call nearly every day. She stared at it and wondered what would happen if she called. Could she apologize? Would an apology even be welcomed?

She stared at the name with her finger hovering over the contact's number for at least five minutes.

Finally, she pressed the number and she put the phone on speaker. It didn't even ring. Instead, a message sounded. "We're sorry, but this Verizon Wireless number is not active. Please check your number and call again."

Barbara sighed. It had been three years since she called. It wasn't that unusual for someone to change their number.

She looked at the landline number that was listed for the contact and thought about it for a moment. Finally, she touched that number as well.

"Hello?" The familiar voice came through the speaker. Barbara was almost too surprised to say anything. "Hello?" The voice said, again.

"Hi," Barbara said in a hoarse whisper. "Umm... April?"

"Yes," the voice said.

"It's..." she nearly hung up. "It's me... Barbara."

"Barbara?" The voice said, surprised. "Umm... How are you?"

"I'm ok," Barbara said. "You?"

The woman's voice definitely had a defensive quality to it. "I'm alright. Umm... why did you call?"

Barbara sighed. "I don't know. I guess I just... missed you."

"Really?" The voice sounded skeptical. "Barbie, it's not like I've been avoiding you. You left me, remember?"

"I know," Barbara said. "And... I'm sorry. I really am. Do you think that, maybe, we could talk sometime."

There was silence on the end of the line for nearly a minute. "Barbie... you really hurt me. I thought you loved me and you left." The voice sounded cold, now.

"I did love you," Barbara was shaking. "I should never have listened to my mother, April, but... never mind. I guess I just wanted to say I'm sorry. I won't bother you any more. Bye." She disconnected the call and wiped a tear from her eye. She didn't know what she'd expected, but... oh, well.

She sipped her wine and picked up the TV's remote. She looked at it and considered pushing the 'on' button, but couldn't even muster the ambition to do that. She looked at the wine some more and swirled it a bit in her glass.

She laid her head back against the back of her chair and looked at the ceiling. What a stupid idea that had been. Just a stupid idea.

The silence of the room rested on Barbara's chest like a weight and she just stared at nothing.

Then the phone rang.

Barbara looked at it, but didn't recognize the number. She accepted the call. "Hello?"

It took a moment for anyone to speak. "Barbie..."

"April?" All at once, Barbara expected to be on the receiving end of the angry attack by a spurned lover.

"Barbie... I miss you, too. I'd like..." the woman took a deep breath. "I'd like to talk, too."
 

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"Hey, Rick and Quinn!" Joe called from the grill. Then he looked at the waitress and said, "I'll take care of these guys." He grabbed a towel and wiped his hands, then came over to where the couple was was sitting. "Geez, Quinn, you're becoming a regular here."

Quinn smiled. "I just come to see you."

"Really?" Joe laughed. "Hey, if you ever want to dump that guy and give me a shot," he winked, "just let me know."

Quinn laughed and blushed at his brazen teasing.

"Alright, alright," Ricky interrupted and snapped his fingers. "Garçon, I'll have a burger, fries and a root beer."

"Yes, your highness," Joe smirked and nodded to Ricky. "How about you, Quinn? How about another Awful, Awful?"

"Oh, Lord, no," Quinn laughed. "That's like a pint of whipped ice cream. I couldn't possibly handle that today. I'll just have an iced tea."

"Coward," he winked again and smiled broadly. "Hey, Rick - do you want mushrooms on that burger?"

"No," he laughed. "You know that I hate mushrooms."

"Extra mushrooms it is, then," Joe turned and walked away.

"You know," Ricky said to Quinn, "my sisters were really ticked off at the prospect of me and you breaking up. I suppose your sister was, too."

"Not really. She blamed me for it, I think." He thought for a moment. "That was really sweet of your sisters, though. I like them, a lot."

"Good, because I think you're dating them, too."

That made Quinn smile. "I don't think I've ever had three close friends before. Dating nine people sounds exciting."

Both of them laughed at that. Then Ricky looked at Quinn and was once again taken by how beautiful she looked when she smiled. He took Quinn's hand in his kissed it. "I missed you, Quinn. I was afraid that we'd never have times like this together again."

"Me too," Quinn agreed. "I so sorry that things are so... complicated with me. I wish it could be easier."

Ricky shook his head. "You know what? I don't care how complicated it is." He leaned forward and kissed Quinn's lips very softly. "I'm just happy to be with you."
 

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From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

~ "Mayor Grant looked over my proposal and nodded. "I do have a question, though, Miss Harper."

I asked what that question was and he paused before asking, "How exactly do you plan to be the executrix of this foundation?"

I was a bit surprised by the question. "Well, as I explained in the proposal, I plan to work in conjunction with Jane Addams of Hull House in Chicago to set up a similar house here, in New York City. I plan to talk to some of the directors of the more successful social programs in this city as well and create a means of helping as many people as possible."

Mayor Grant nodded, but persisted. "What I mean, Miss Harper, is... in your proposal, it appears that you and you alone will be overseeing the day to day financial operations of this endeavor..."

"With the oversight of an independent accounting firm," Langdon pointed out.

"Yes, but," the Mayor smiled, "but... at the risk of pointing out the obvious... you ARE a WOMAN and a VERY YOUNG WOMAN at that. I cannot imagine any financial institutions working with you on this project."

Then, it was my turn to smile. I pulled the agreement I had signed with Langdon's colleague and handed it to The Mayor. He read through it, then stood and extended his hand. "Miss Harper, it will be my honor to help you in this very noble endeavor."

I stood and accepted his handshake, but I must admit that I was just a bit embarrassed by my inability to keep from smiling broadly. I was suddenly very proud of myself - A fifteen year old woman with financial independence far beyond any of my peers, a fiancé who not only loved, but supported me and a mission in life that was filling me with a new found sense of excitement.
 

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"Morning," Barbara called as she entered the Collins house.

"Hey, Barbie," Annie smiled from the coffee maker in the kitchen. "Here. You have this one. I'll make another."

"Oh, thanks," Barbara took the mug and sniffed the vapor. "Vanilla? Mmm... I love vanilla coffee."

Ann returned to the coffee maker, placing another K-cup in the receptacle and pushing the 'brew' button.

"Hey, umm, Annie... can we talk before Quinn comes down?"

"Sure," Ann smiled. "What's up?"

Barbara put the coffee mug down and thought for a moment. "Do you remember that, when I was in college, I talked about someone I was in a relationship with."

"Of course," Ann nodded. "You seemed really serious about that guy for a while. I thought you might even be considering settling down with him. I was always hoping to meet him. You never told me why you broke up."

"Yeah, well... that guy... his name is... April... and I kind of reconnected with her last night."

Ann turned and looked at Barbara. "April? Well, that's... great, I guess. I mean... you did want to reconnect with her, I assume?"

Barbara nodded. "I did. I called her, in fact."

"Well, then, that's great, Barbie."

It took a second for Barbara to assess her friend's reaction to her revelation. "So... you're ok with me being... you know... a lesbian?"

Ann shrugged and added some creamer to her coffee. "I don't understand."

"I mean..." Barbara huffed as she looked for the right words. "Look, Annie... When Quinny started developing a shine for Ricky... I thought I detected a little hesitance on your part to accept it. Remember? I asked you several times if you were ok with it."

"Yeah, of course I remember, but Barbie... Quinn had never had a crush on anyone before. I would have been just as thrown if he'd 'taken a shine' to a woman."

"Really?" Barbara screwed up her face in an expression of disbelief.

"Ok, I admit it. I was surprised, ok, but that doesn't mean I made a judgement or anything. Regardless, though, that's not what we should be talking about right now. If you're asking if I am going to be judgmental now... I am a little disappointed that you think that I might be like that." Then she paused and cocked her head. "Wait... why didn't you tell me about April before? I mean, I knew you had a serious relationship, but you never even hinted that it was with a woman. Did you seriously think I was too shallow to accept that?"

Barbara shook her head and stood silent for a moment.

"You know what," Ann sat. "I don't care. I shouldn't have asked that. God, if I've learned anything from living Quinn, it's that I should never expect things to be simple. Barbie... I'm very happy for you and I hope that this works out for you. Honestly. That's all I want. I swear it."

Barbara sat, too. "I should have told you. I wanted to tell you, but..."

"Your mom?"

Barbara nodded. "I couldn't tell her. Not back then, anyway."

"And now?"

Barbara smiled. "Now... I'm a different person, now. I think she'll accept it more gracefully than she would have when I was still in college. She always felt that RISD was too 'bohemian.' Now...? Now, I'm a well recognized, successful costumer with some pretty impressive credits. I think - I think, mind you, I certainly don't know, but I think that she'll be ok with it."

Ann reached across the table and squeezed her friend's hand. "You know she loves you, Barbie. Just tell her. It'll be ok. Even if she bocks at first, she'll come around eventually."

Barbara bit her lower lip. "And if she doesn't?"

Ann smiled. "You're a well recognized, successful costumer with some pretty impressive credits. There's no law that says that you have to stay at Golden Bluffs."

"But I like Golden Bluffs."

"Then stand your ground and make sure she understands that you're serious about this girl and she'll understand."

Barbara looked up at the sound of someone coming down the staircase. "Thanks, Annie. Don't say anything to Quinny, just yet. She has enough on her plate."

Ann nodded. "Yes, SHE does."

"Oh, hi. Barbara, right?"

Barbara turned to the sound of the low, masculine voice, and she blinked a few times. "Oh, ummm... yes. I'm Barbara. John, right?"

He was wearing a nice looking pair of jeans and a sleeveless tee shirt. His muscles on full display - even his well defined six pack was visible through the tight fitting tee shirt.

"Yeah. Nice to see you again." Suddenly, he felt out of place. "Hey, did I interrupt something?"

Ann accepted a kiss on her cheek from the sweet Adonis. "Not at all. Barbie is just picking up Quinn."

"Cool," he nodded and turned to the coffee maker.

Barbara reached across the table and slapped Ann, playfully. "Why you little minx, you."

"Alright," Ann laughed. "Let's not make a big deal about this, ok?"

John turned and smiled at Ann. "I think it's be ok to make a big deal out of it. It's a big deal for me."

Barbara looked from John to Ann. "Wait... is this something more than just a night of casual sex?"

Ann looked insulted. "Casual sex!? Barbara! How long have you known me? You don't seriously think that I'd..."

"I guess I hoped that you would," Barbara laughed. "I mean, if this isn't casual than that means...?" She waited for Ann to say something.

John finally broke the silence. "Barbara. Both Annie and I would be honored if you'd be a part of our wedding."

"OH, MY GOD!" Barbara's jaw dropped. "YOU GOT ENGAGED AND YOU SAT THERE AND LISTENED TO ME PRATTLE ON ABOUT MY LITTLE NEWS!? WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!?" She stood and hugged her friend, then hugged John. "Is this a little quick?"

"Yes and no," Ann chuckled. "Yes, we've only had a few dates, but we've known each other awhile. Besides, we've discovered that we have a lot in common. We're both grownups. I think we know what we're doing."

"That's great." Barbara was genuinely happy for the couple. "So... does Quinny know, yet?"

Ann laughed as she glanced towards John. "You're not going to believe this, but John actually took Quinn aside and asked Quinn for permission to propose to me before he asked me."

"Aww," Barbara smiled at John. "Wait... is this a 'man of the house' kind of a thing?" Then, realizing that she'd just referred to Quinn as a 'man,' her hand shot to her mouth, covering it to stop it from saying anything more. "Oh, no."

"Don't worry," Ann laughed. "John knows everything. Apparently, he always did."

"And this isn't a 'man of the house kind of thing,'" John smiled as he stirred some sugar into his mug. "I just knew that Quinn was going through a lot and I didn't want to add to that if it was going to hurt her recovery."

"Geez, a cop and a saint." Barbara gave his bicep a soft punch. "You're the whole package, aren't you?"
 

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From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

~ "I'd read all of those Horacio Alger 'rags to riches' stories that were so popular and I knew that the United States had recently developed what was being called a 'middle' class. A class less well off than the families in my social circle, but better off than the majority of the country's working poor. It was a relatively small group of people, but I sensed that they had made a firm foothold in our country. Strangely enough, it was not the wealthy or secure that chose to contribute to my cause, but the members of this new middle class who rallied to assist. They seemed much more empathetic to the needs of the poor and it was these people who helped to fund my first Community Home.

What surprised me, though, was the vehemence of the opposition to helping these poor people from my own social strata. It seemed that, rather than seeing the betterment of all as a positive thing, the rich and powerful saw any behavior that strayed from their view of normal as an intrusion on their freedoms. I could not then and cannot now understand this attitude. I guess that people just don't like what they don't understand."
 

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"It's so nice here," Quinn said, quietly. "I always liked the ocean, but I never really just sat and looked at it like this before."

It was past eight o'clock on a quiet Sunday evening. Quinn had worked till five and Ricky had come to pick him up after. The plan had been to go have a nice sit-down dinner and talk, but the plans had changed to sharing a tuna sandwich from a nearby pizza place and a picnic on a secluded part of the beach, not far from Golden Bluffs, on the western shores of Aquidneck Island. Now, after hours of talking things out, the clouds above Narragansett Bay were a beautiful orange, creating a beautiful end to a beautiful day.

Quinn was cuddled under his arm, his head against Ricky's chest. Ricky laid his head on Quinn's. "Quinn... can we make a promise - right her, right now?"

"Sure."

"Let's just always be honest with each other, ok? No more secrets. Ever."

Quinn pulled his head out from under Ricky's and smiled up at him. "I think I've told you everything possible about my life, but I don't know any of your deep, dark secrets. What are you keeping from me?"

"I'm an open book," he laughed. "Let's see - the big stuff: Father left us flat. Grandpa Bill is a freaking Saint. Great mom, who can be a little overwhelmed and disengaged from time to time. Eight sisters, all of whom are great, but can't seem to mind their own business. I listen to way too many show tunes. Working on a degree in Psych. Part time job at a Verizon store. That about sums it up."

"And the little stuff?"

Ricky sighed. "The little stuff... let's see. I love brown sugar cinnamon Pop Tarts. I hate peas. I love Humphrey Bogart movies and I'll stay up late to watch them with Grandpa Bill. Oh, and westerns, too. If '3:10 to Yuma' or 'The Magnificent Seven' is on - either the old versions or the remakes - I'm probably going to sit down and watch them. I like to play Michigan Rummy on rainy days... I think that's about it."

"Former girlfriends?"

"Ah..." Ricky made a show of thinking. "Four, I guess. Suzy Roberts in eighth grade - she dumped me because we disagreed on music. Marcie Hill in freshman and sophomore years of high school. She dumped me when she found out I took dance class. Carla Swenson in junior and senior years - she dumped me for a college football player just before senior prom. I had to take my sister Cathy."

"Oh, no," Quinn couldn't help but laugh.

"And Natasha Ramirez in freshman year of college."

"Did she dump you, too?"

That made Ricky laugh. "No. She failed almost all of her classes and moved back to California. Turns out, a long distance relationship requires a bit of a commitment from both parties."

"I imagine it does."

"So... why do you think you'll dump me?"

Quinn looked up at him and looked more serious than he had all evening. "Me dump you? I don't think that will happen. If anyone is going to dump anyone, it'll probably be you dumping me."

"Why would I ever do that?" Ricky seemed surprised. "Quinn, I have spent the last two days telling you how important you are to me. Why would you think I'd ever leave?"

Quinn sighed. "What if someone - someone like your friend Joe at the Creamery. What if Joe found out about me and told other people? How would you handle that?"

"Handle that?" Ricky seemed surprised by the question. "Quinn, you're as much of a woman as any other woman I know. I wouldn't 'handle' anything. If people can handle it, great, if they can't, who cares. I'll just remove them from my life."

"You think that you could really do that?"

"Of course I do. Look, if you want, I'll tell Joe tonight."

Now it was Quinn's turn to look confused. "What? No! My genitals are none of his business."

"Ok, so we're on the same page. Our business is our business and screw the rest of the world."
 

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"So, what are you telling me, Barbara? Are you saying that you are suddenly a lesbian? What is this, some kind of a trend or something? Quinn is gay, so now you want to be gay? Come on, Barbara, get serious. This isn't you and this kind of behavior is in very bad taste."

Barbara heaved a very heavy sigh. "Mom, please try to understand. I had a very meaningful relationship with April for nearly three years in college and nothing - no one - has been attractive to me since. Now, I am lucky enough to have a second chance with her and I'd really appreciate some support from you right now."

"Support? Barbara, if your relationship with this woman was so 'meaningful,' then why is it that you never told me about her before?"

"Because of this, mom. Because of this... attitude of yours. This... narrow minded attitude. I just couldn't handle... THIS... back then and, frankly, I can't handle it now, either."

"Good," Carolyn crossed her legs, "then let's not discuss this nonsense any more."

"NONSENSE!? Mom, I am lonely, I am in pain and I am desperately, achingly unhappy. Please, try to understand how important it is for me to give my relationship with April another chance."

Carolyn stood and straightened her skirt. "I have someplace to be, Barbara. Good night. I will see you in the morning." She headed for the door.

"Mom," Barbara said, in a moderate volume and unemotional tone. "This isn't how I want this to be. You and me, I mean."

"Good," Carolyn turned and looked back towards her daughter. "Then let's never speak of this again."
 

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'Call me, Ricky. It's important.' That was the voice mail message that Ricky found on his phone when they returned to the car.

"That's weird," Ricky said after hearing the message.

He looked at Quinn. "It's a message from Alice. She says to call. She says it's important."

Quinn asked, "Are you going to call her?"

He blinked. "Quinn... I have a really bad feeling right now. What if something happened to Grandpa Bill, or my mom, or one of the girls."

"Maybe it's something simple. Like... they need you to bring home milk or bread or something. I got an emergency call from Annie yesterday and all she wanted to do was borrow a dress."

He blinked in surprise. "You share dresses with your sister?"

"Sure. Why not?"

He shrugged. "I don't know. I guess all my sisters share, but you and Annie just seem to have different... aesthetics."

"True, but my 'aesthetics' are just getting started and I think that Annie's have been hampered because she had to tend to me for so long. Anyway - yes, Annie likes my dresses and borrowed one yesterday. Now, are you going to call Alice or not?"

He took a deep breath. "I'll call."

He pushed the button to return the call. After a moment, he spoke. "Alice? What happened?" Silence. "Are you kidding me? You call me and leave a message like that for something this simple? You scared the shit out of me?" Silence. "Ok, I'm sorry. You scared the liver and lights out of me. Better? So, you want me to ask her what, exactly?" Silence. Then he turned to Quinn and held out the phone. "She wants to talk to you."

"Me? Why?" Quinn was confused.

Ricky shrugged.

"Do they know about...?" Quinn whispered and indicated her body.

He shrugged again and whispered. "Fi found out on her own. I don't think that Alice knows, though. I'm pretty sure that Fi wouldn't say anything."

Quinn flinched as he took the phone from Ricky. "Hello?"

"Hi, Quinn. This is Alice. Hey, we are having another 'sister's day' tomorrow and we want you to come with."

"Oh," Quinn breathed a sigh of relief. Having enjoyed the previous 'sister's day' so much, he was happy to be invited. "Sure! I'd love to come."

"Great! We're going up to Cape Cod and going to the beach at West Dennis. We're going to make a day of it, so we'll be by around seven thirty tomorrow morning. What time do you think you'll be back home tonight?"

The beach? That was a problem for a number of reasons. "Oh. Umm... you know what... On second thought, I probably can't make it tomorrow."

"Oh, don't be silly. Of course you can."

"No, really. I... I don't have a bathing suit."

"Then you're in luck. I remember how you were self conscious about the scars on your back, so I went to the mall and I found you a racer-back swim suit that will cover nearly your whole back - AND - I made sure that the suit had lots of support in it, because, you know, you told me about your back and how you prefer to wear a corset. This won't be as stiff as a corset, but it'll give you support."

"Oh, wow..." Quinn was surprised. "That's very kind of you, Alice, but... see... I have other issues..."

Before he could finish, Quinn heard someone say, "Give me the phone." A second later, the voice said, "Hey, Quinn. This is Fiona. Hey, let me get out of the car so I can talk to you."

Quinn heard a car door shut and the sound of someone walking for a moment.

"Hey - look, don't get made at Ricky. He didn't tell me anything. I found out about your accident and I googled you, so I know about... umm... you know... that you used to be a guy."

Quinn felt a warm tingle of concern wash across his body. He didn't want to admit to Fiona that she was correct, but there was no reason to deny it, either. "Umm... yeah... I still am."

Fiona laughed. "No you're not, Quinn. You just have some inconvenient things to deal with. Believe me, I understand. You're just as much a woman as I am. Anyway, when I found out that Alice bought you the suit, I knew that your inconvenient things would be a problem, so I looked up how pre-op-trans-women deal with it. Have you ever heard of a 'gaff?'"

Quinn was really not comfortable with this conversation. "Well... yeah... I know what they are, but I haven't tried one. I don't have one."

"No sweat," Fiona was nearly bubbling on the other end of the call. "I went online and I looked up how to sew one into the crotch of a bathing suit and I sewed one in for you. I didn't tell Alice about it, I just told her that I needed to make an alteration to it and I wouldn't tell her what I was doing."

"Oh..." Quinn was curious, now.

"Anyway, it might take a few minutes to learn how to use it the first time. So, we figured you could try it on tonight so it goes on easier tomorrow. So, what time will you be home?"

"I think we're going home now," Quinn looked at Ricky who nodded. "Yes, we'll be back to my place in like twenty minutes."

"Cool!" Fiona replied, brightly. "We're on our way there, now. We'll be there about the same time. See you then!"

The call ended.

"What's going on?" Ricky asked.

"I'm invited to a 'sister's day' tomorrow."

"Great! Where are you going?"

"A beach on Cape Cod."

'Cool. Sounds like fun."

"I'll have to wear a bathing suit."

For a second, Ricky didn't see a problem, but then... "Oh. So you're not going?"

Quinn shrugged. "I don't know. They're meeting us at my house. Alice knows about the scars on my back and bought me a suit that will cover it. Fiona seems to be the only one who knows about my... you know. Anyway, she says she has a solution for that."

"What kind of a solution?"

"I don't know."
 

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"Hi," the tall, dark skinned woman with very short hair stood and smiled as Barbara entered the tavern. She was wearing a tight, knee length, leather skirt with a white, silk blouse that complimented her fit, shapely body, beautifully.

"Hi," Barbara flashed a nervous smile, but was relieved when April reached out and offered a hug. They kissed each other's cheeks and Barbara wiped away the beginnings of a tear as they sat down on opposite sides of the table.

"I ordered you a strawberry daiquiri. I hope you're still drinking them," April smiled.

Barbara nodded and said, "Thank you for coming, tonight. It really means a lot to me." Then she suddenly looked serious. "Ummm... April... before we do anything else I need to start by saying I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being such an idiot. For saying the things I said, for not saying the things I should have said, for not being honest with you, for not telling my mother and my friends about us. I'm just so... sorry. And I have been for so long."

April's smile was soft and forgiving. "Hey. I know. Look, I should have been more patient, too. I was your first girlfriend and I should have understood how hard it would be for you to tell your family about me. Let's not beat ourselves up over the past. We were both kids, Barbie. I'm really happy you called, though. I didn't realize how much I missed you until I heard your voice."
 

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From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

~ "Evenings got long in August. The season was ending and many of the other summer residents were headed back to the city. Miranda and I had decided to stay at Golden Bluffs for a few more weeks. Mother and Father were taking much of the staff back to our townhouse and it would be quieter in Newport for the remainder of our stay.

It was good for Miranda and me to be alone together, though. Over the last few weeks, we had grown so much closer. In the past, because we got along so poorly, I had wished that I did not have a sister at all. Now, I wished that I had eight or nine more.
 

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"It looks perfect!" Fiona said with excitement as Ann opened the door to Quinn's bedroom so the young woman could see how her ingenuity as a seamstress had paid off. She'd taken some of the stretchy material from an old bathing suit of her own and sewn a gaff into the gusset of the suit that Alice had purchased for Quinn. She'd found a video on YouTube that explained how to sew the addition into the garment, but it also contained instructions on how to attain a feminine look, which involved pushing the wearer's testicles back up into their testicle cavities. Since Quinn had never tried this before and Fiona was not prepared to assist with this particular aspect of the process, Ann's help had been requested.

Due to her long term role as nurse for Quinn, Ann was very well acquainted with every square inch of her brother's body, so it was an easy chore for her to complete without embarrassment to anyone.

The solid aqua swimsuit did fit perfectly, now, though, and the built-in, padded bra offered Quinn the same modest breasts that his corset created. That combined with the 'shaping' nature of the suit created an undeniably female, if a somewhat boyishly-female, shape. Like the shape of a fifteen or sixteen year old, athletic girl on the verge of young womanhood.

They went into the master bedroom and looked at Quinn's reflection in his mother's full length mirror. There was no question that this person was a woman. No hint of mannish characteristics showing anywhere.

Ann ran her hand along the area of the suit wear Quinn's equipment should be visible through the Lycra and complimented Fiona. "You did a great job, Fi. I wouldn't have believed this was possible."

"I just followed the instructions," Fiona smiled. She couldn't help but join Ann's tactile inspection of Quinn's nether regions.

Strangely, the touch of these two did nothing to either shock or excite Quinn. It was just the feeling of two sisters helping him prepare for yet another step into womanhood.

"Come on," Fiona said as she grabbed Quinn's hand. "Alice will want to see how you look in the suit. So will Ricky, I'm sure."

Quinn stopped at the door though. "Fi... does Alice know that I'm still a guy?"

Fiona stepped much closer to Quinn than he expected and looked him straight in the eye. "Quinn... you and I have a lot in common and we need to have a long talk at some point. I may never have been a boy, but I will never FULLY be a woman, either. Do you see me as a woman, though?"

A little confused, Quinn responded, "Yes, of course."

"And that's how I see you, too. And that's how the world will see us. Now, come on. Alice is excited.

Fiona half-walked-half-leapt down the stairs and took Quinn's hand again when he reached the bottom step. She hustled him into the living room where Alice, Ricky and John were watching an old episode of a television program. "Here she is!" Fiona announced with glee. "What do you think?"

Alice jumped up and clapped her hands together. "Oh, Quinn, you look amazing! Let me see the back!"

Quinn turned and and waited for a critique. He'd been so concerned about his crotch that he'd forgotten about this back and the scars that seemed to scare people.

"Oh, it's perfect!" Alice clapped some more.

"Wow," John said in a very brotherly manner, "you really do look beautiful, Quinn. That look really does suit you."

"Thank you," Quinn blushed, just a little.

"Well, Ricky," Fiona said, a bit tersely, "aren't you going to tell Quinn how nice she looks."

Ricky stood and stared. "Quinn... you look... you look beautiful. I... can't believe... I mean..." he laughed at his own inability to form a sentence. "Yeah. I mean... wow... you look great."

That was exactly what Quinn had wanted to hear and he blushed deeply and smiled.

"Do you think that suit gives you enough support for your back?" Alice sounded a bit more concerned, now.

"I think so," Quinn squirmed a bit. "As long as I'm not walking too far or standing for too long, I think I'll be fine. If we're going to be walking a lot after the beach, I'll just get changed and put my corset back on."

"Oh, a couple more things," Alice suddenly grabbed a bag and pulled out what looked like an oversized, sheer scarf with the same color background as Quinn's swimsuit, but with white flowers printed on it. "Here, this is a wrap to wear around your waist in the car or even on the beach, if you want to."

She wrapped it around Quinn's waist, creating a skirt with a knot on Quinn's left hip and a diagonal hem line that started at the knot on his left hip and ended just below his knee on his right leg.

"Very pretty," Ann said, appraising the look.

"And these," Alice dropped two aqua colored flip flops on the ground for Quinn to step into.

The addition of the wrap and the footwear turned Quinn's swimsuit into an outfit, and the bright aqua color in contrast with Quinn's pale skin and thick, dark red hair made Quinn look like a model. Ricky just stared in disbelief. How could he be so lucky as to have this girl in his life?

"One more thing," Alice said, excitedly. She reached into the bag and pulled out a what appeared to be a very short, white dress with small violets printed prettily about the material. It was sleeveless, with tiny ruffles along the sleeve openings and hem. "We kind of have a tradition on these 'sister day' outings. We all get outfits that, well they don't match, exactly, but they all are really similar. For tomorrow, we all got rompers like this one. They're all identical, except for the flowers."

"Mine has daisies," Fiona explained.

"Mine is roses, etcetera. You get it, right? Well, as our ninth sister, we wanted you to have one too. Here. Let's try it on to be sure it fits."

"Ninth sister?" Quinn sputtered. He had no idea that there were people in the world this sweet and welcoming.

"Yeah, of course," Fiona smiled, as she untied Quinn's wrap.

"Here, just step into this," Alice began to kneel, but she stopped at the sound of John's voice as he spoke to Ricky.

"Look at the TV, Rick. Give her some privacy."

"Huh?" Ricky looked at John, surprised that anyone had spoken to him. "What? Hey, she's wearing a bathing suit."

"Look at the TV," John smiled and sounded a bit more forceful. "The lady is getting dressed. Be polite."

Ricky shrugged, sat and returned his attention to the television.

"Come on," Alice stood and put an arm around Quinn's shoulders. "We'll try it on in the kitchen." Then she looked at Ann and Fiona. "We'll be right back."

Once in the kitchen, Alice quickly had the romper on Quinn and he was buttoning it up the front.

'Oh, that's adorable," Alice smiled. "Do you like it?"

"It's really comfortable," Quinn said, looking at the garment. It sat on his body in a very similar manner as the combinations he wore under his clothes as Louisa. "Thank you for including me."

Alice nodded and looked at Quinn closely. "Quinn... I just want you to feel like you're a part of our family. You know, I have a lot of experience being a big sister and helping the girls with... well, with whatever. Now. I know that there's a lot more that your dealing with than just recovering from your accident and since Fi seemed really concerned about it, I assume it has to do with... well, reproductive things, let's say. I don't know if she's talked to you about her issues, too, but... well, I should just shut up about that. My point is - If you ever - EVER - need to talk about anything. I want you to think of me as just as much a big sister as Annie of your friend Barbara. Your biological family may have been taken away from you, but I want you to always feel like you found your real family when you found us. Ok?"

Quinn's eyes were rimmed with tears that were ready to fall any second. "Thank you, Alice. That really means the world to me."
 
 
To Be Continued...

On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport - 9

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  • Clara

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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  • Lingirie
  • Historical
  • Slow Transformation
  • School Girl
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Victorian times
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On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper
of New York and Newport: 9

by Clara
Copyright©2021, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Just as Quinn finds love and acceptance, the world seems to turn against her.


 
Author's Note: If you do enjoy this chapter, please consider leaving me a review? I truly do appreciate them. ~Clara
 
This version of On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport: 9 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 9

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

~ "Miranda and I grew closer during our time together without parental interference at Golden Bluffs. Since I had never really had a relationship with my sister before, I was shocked as to how wonderful it was to have a woman with so much feminine knowledge to impart and so much love to share. They say that you can't miss what you never had. That may be true, but once I was the recipient of sororal attention, I was like an addict and I needed to feel that connection every minute of every day from then on."
 

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"Hi, everyone." Quinn's smile was broad as he climbed into the van with Ricky's sisters.

Cathy was driving that day. "Bella," Alice instructed the youngest, "switch seats with me."

Normally, the opportunity for the youngest sister to sit in the front passenger seat would be greeted with 'thank you,' but Isabella wanted to get to know Quinn better, just like the rest of the sisters. "Why?" Bella responded.

"Come, on," Alice said, clapping her hands as if she was the child's mother. "I've braided all the rest of you. I can braid Quinn's hair on the way."

Bella groaned and climbed out of the van through the right side slider.

"Thanks." Alice patted her sister's back as she turned to get into the front passenger door.

"I'm sitting with Quinn on the way home," Bella said quietly.

Alice gave her sister's swim-suit-and-silk-wrap covered bottom a quick, sharp slap. "Watch your mouth. Remember who you're talking to."

"Ow!" Bella screeched.

"Come on!" Cathy shook her head and grabbed Bella's arm, pulling her into the car. "You can be in charge of the radio."

Bella screwed up her face, then climbed in and pulled her seatbelt around her waist. "I hate it when she acts like a bossy bitch," she whispered loud enough for only Cathy to hear.

"You want me to spank you?" Cathy asked, threateningly.

"No," Bella pouted. "Can I plug in my phone and play my music?"

Cathy nodded. "I said you could be in charge of the music, didn't I?"

That seemed to please Isabella.

Alice climbed into the seat behind Quinn and handed him a small, nylon satchel filled with hair accoutrements. "Hold this for me. I'll braid your hair like the rest of us, ok?"

Even though Alice's voice pitched higher at the end of the question, it really wasn't a question at all. If Quinn was taking part in sister day, then Quinn was going to have to have his hair braided into two, tight braids just like the other sisters. The braids would begin at his forehead hairline, sit tightly along the top of his head, stick tightly to the back of his head and hang neatly down past his shoulders and onto his back. He knew that his hair would look like that because that was how all of the eight girls in the car had their hair done.

"That bag has my clips, bobby-pins and hair ties in it," Alice explained.

"Oh..." Quinn replied, a bit surprised to have been brought so quickly into the fold - and to have been TOLD, not ASKED that his hair was about to be braided.

Cathy started driving and the sound of a popular K-Pop song came from the speakers, causing seven of the sisters to groan. "Come on, Bella! Not BTS!"

The youngest sister turned and smiled. "I'm in charge of the music."

Cathy gave her sister an irritated side eye. "The next twelve songs that you play had better be songs that we all like or I swear, I will pull over and leave you on the side of the road."

Isabella didn't respond, but Quinn got the distinct impression that she took Cathy's threat very seriously.

Within a few minutes, the music on the radio seemed moot since the conversation became louder than the recording being played. Quinn was quickly caught up in the questions, laughter and conversation.

"You brought your romper, right?" Someone asked.

"What bridge are we taking?" Someone else.

"Quinn - guess what! Bea got engaged last weekend!" someone else called out.

Beatrice proudly displayed the ring for Quinn to see. She was one of the quieter sibling, but she was thrilled to accept Quinn's congratulations and happy to tell Quinn about her fiancé.

An hour and fifteen minutes after the van had pulled out of Quinn and Ann's driveway, it pulled into the parking lot, very close to the beach-house/changing rooms/snack bar at West Dennis beach, about half way out on the south shore of Cape Cod.

"Why can't we ever go to Hyannis?" Grace asked. "That's where the Kennedys live. We might run into celebrities there."

"I don't think Taylor Swift is going to be walking around on Main St in Hyannis, Gracie," Ellen laughed.

"Didn't she sell her place after she broke up with that Kennedy kid?" Isabella asked.

"You never know," Fiona said, defending her younger sibling. "If there are celebrities on The Cape then they're either going to be in P-Town or Hyannis."

"Well, WE'LL never know if there are any celebrities here or not," Hannah commiserated, "because we're always at public beaches where rich people never go."

"Oh, my God," Catherine shook her head as she helped Alice and Beatrice get the blankets out of the back of the van. "We planned the day, bought you all matching rompers and drove you all the way to Cape Cod and all you can do is complain?"

"And in front of a guest, too," Alice chided.

"Actually," Fiona said, apologetically, "I really like the matching rompers."

"Good," Beatrice said, coming around to the side of the van, handing a blanket to Hannah. Then she looked at Quinn. "I'm sorry. Sometimes too many sisters can be a problem."

"Oh, don't mind me," Quinn smiled. "I'm having a great time."

"Good," Fiona said, linking her arm with Quinn's, "because we want you to like being with us." She raised her voice and called to the back of the van where Alice was closing the hatch. "And Quinn is NOT a guest. She's as much a sister as any of us."

Alice rolled her eyes. "Who's turn is it to pick a spot to set up?"

"Mine!" Hannah raised her hand.

"Ok," Alice nodded. "Let's get onto the sand - but not too far from the snack bar, ok?"

"Yep!" Hannah grabbed a hold of one of the small coolers they'd brought and led the way to the beach-proper.
 

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"I have not enjoyed a Monday morning this much is years!" Ann chuckled as she snuggled against John who was spooned up against her back as they laid in her bed. The sheets were a mess and the sunlight was filling the room.

"I've got news for you," John laughed. "It's well last noon time. It's Monday afternoon and we haven't even had breakfast, yet."

Ann giggled, which was something she had once done with regularity, but hadn't in years. Now, she found herself doing it again. "Are you hungry?"

"Not so hungry that I want to get up," he laughed. "Tell you what. Let's hang out here for a few more hours, then I'll make a run to the farm down the Highway and I'll get some steaks and corn on the cob and do them on your grill for supper."

"Sounds great!" Ann laughed. "But I don't have a grill."

"Then I'll stop at Home Depot and get one of those, too. What do you say? Sound like plan to you?"

Ann looked over her shoulder at John and smiled. "You know I love you, don't you."

He kissed the back of her neck. "And I love you, Ann Eloise Collins."

"Oh, God! You used the middle name! I've asked you never to use the middle name!" She laughed hysterically as he squeezed her tight and licked her ear.

"Well, I think it's beautiful. Maybe I should take a shower and head out if I have to pick up a grill, too."

John got put of bed and gathered some clothes from his overnight bag before heading to the shower.

"John?" Ann asked while watching him.

"Yeah?"

"When we're married and if we live here... how will that work?"

John seemed confused by the question. "Well... I'll give up my apartment in Jamestown and commute from here to school. It's only about forty minutes. Not that big a deal, really."

"Yeah, but what about Quinn?"

"What about her?"

"I mean... will he live with us?"

John blinked. "Yeah, I suppose, so. I mean, I hadn't really thought about it, but if I thought about us being together in this house, then, yeah, of course she'd be here. This is her home, Annie. I'd never consider moving in if it meant pushing her out."

"She," Ann shook her head. "I just can't think of Quinn as a girl, yet. A boy pretending to be a girl, yes, but not as an actual girl."

John came back to the bed and kissed Ann's forehead. "If I can offer a little advice from my own experience - Get used to it. It will make everything easier. Especially for her."

Ann smiled, her tossed hair and her clean, un-made-up, natural skin made her look a bit younger than usual and she could tell that John liked how she looked. "How did you become such a nice guy?"

John snickered just a little. "I've always been a nice guy. You just weren't aware of it." He kissed her forehead. "And Quinn's always been 'an actual girl.' You just weren't aware of that, either. Now, you are, and you really need to support her."

"I do support Quinn. I support him every way I can."

He smirked, knowing that Ann hadn't even noticed what she'd said. "Then use the correct pronouns from now on."
 

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"Mmm, this omelette is delicious," April dabbed her lips with her napkin. "This feels so decadent, going out for brunch on a Monday."

"Mondays and Tuesdays are my weekends," Barbara smiled and sipped her tomato juice. "I don't typically go out to brunch, though, because it's usually just me and a bunch of retirees in the restaurant."

April looked around. Most of the people in the not very crowded dining room were either above the retirement age or a few young mothers with very young children.

"I think it's nice. I could get used to starting the work week like this."

That made Barbara chuckle. "So, what are you working on, now?"

"Mmm," April held up a finger as she finished the morsel in her mouth. "I've got two projects going, right now. I'm working with a firm in Indianapolis that is doing this really cool building that's almost an inverted triangle and I'm also working with a firm in Indonesia that's building a project that's completely environmentally efficient, but will look really similar to the traditional buildings in its area. They're both really cool projects."

"And you do what for them?"

"I'm a kind of liaison between the creative people and the engineers. I understand what the creatives want and how the practicals need to turn that into blueprints for the construction people. Basically, I'm an interpreter between all the factions."

'That's so cool," Barbara shook her head, impressed. "You must have been all over the world."

April bobbed her head from side to side and nibbled on a strawberry. "I've been to a lot of places, but I do most of my work from my desk in my condo up in Providence. Lots of emails and Zoom meetings, you know. I love the challenges, but I need to set up a schedule that actually gets me out of the house and makes me interact with other human beings."

Barbara laughed. "I get that. I can bury myself in my workshop and go days at a time without seeing anyone."

April put her fork down and looked at her friend. "You look good, Barbie. Happy."

She thought about that before answering. "I am happy... to a point. I mean... I love my job and all of its challenges, but... I've been pretty lonely. Oh, I have Annie, my friend across the street from my house, and of course, Quinny, but... but... I really miss you, April. Thank you for meeting with me."

April nodded and thought for a moment. "I missed you, too, Barbie, but I don't want to be put into your closet, ok?"

That really surprised, Barbara. "My closet?"

"Barbie, you left me because you couldn't handle the embarrassment of being a lesbian. If we are going to be a couple, then we need to be a couple all the way. A couple that introduce each other as 'my girlfriend,' not 'my friend.' That means that I meet your friends and..."

"My mother?" Barbara sighed.

April nodded.

The big sigh that came out of Barbara's mouth was louder than she'd intended. "Ok. Let's finish breakfast, then I'll give you a private tour of Golden Bluffs. Then... we'll go meet 'Mommy Dearest.'"
 

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The beach was long and, this early in the summer, there weren't a lot of people. Throughout the morning and early afternoon, two or three sisters at a time would take a long walk down the sands to stretch their legs and look at whatever the coast had to offer. Hermit crabs were abundant, as were pretty stones that the waters had polished and shells in all colors and shapes.

Without the support of an actual corset, Quinn was a bit nervous about taking too long a walk. He didn't want to get too far down the beach and not have the stamina to make the walk back. So, mostly he enjoyed the sun and sand with the occasional wade into the cool water of the North Atlantic.

More than one person commented on how cute they all looked with their hair in braids. Even though all of the sisters shared the same dirty blonde hair color while Quinn's dark red was noticeably different, anyone that spoke to them assumed that they were all sisters and Quinn was thrilled that all eight of Ricky's siblings readily confirmed that they were.

Around one in the afternoon, Alice and Beatrice announced that it was time for lunch. They decided to get five orders of burgers and fries and split them amongst themselves. "We'll have a big dinner somewhere on the way back," Alice announced with maternal finality. "Besides, we have lots of snacks with us if anyone is still hungry."

Bea held up a debit card. "Who wants to go get the food?"

Typically, this question would be greeted with silence, but Fiona quickly agreed to take care of it. "Quinn and I will handle it. Do we need drinks?"

Alice shook her head. "We've got plenty in the coolers."

Fiona extended a hand to Quinn. "Come on, Quinn. It's time that you found out what being one of the Briggs sisters is really like. If your not one of the oldest three, you have to wait on them."

"Hey!" Cathy called, without sitting up, or even opening her eyes. "What did I do? I was the chauffeur today, remember?"

Fiona just smiled and bobbed her head towards the beach house and led Quinn in that direction.

There were only a couple of people in line, so they quickly reached the window. Fiona ordered five burgers with fries and ketchup on the side.

"You're number 629," the girl in the window told her. "Ten or twelve minutes."

"Thanks," Fiona smiled and she led Quinn to the far end of the deck area.

When she was sure that they were alone, Fiona took a deep breath and said, "I don't want to ruin your day, or anything, but I'd really like you to know about... well, what I said the other day. About me not being a 'full' woman. I only said it that way because some idiot doctor said it to my mom that way and I overheard him."

She went on to give Quinn a quick, but detailed account of her diagnosis, her surgery and how it had impacted her life since. It was a lot to take in, but Quinn was touched that she'd chosen to share it.

"Fi," Quinn looked for the correct words, "I... I'm so sorry that you went through all that, but you don't seriously think that actually makes you any less of a woman, do you?"

"I don't know," Fiona squinted at Quinn in the bright sunlight. "Do you? Im not talking about me - I mean, but do you think of yourself as less than a woman?"

"Well... you do understand that I was not... born... female, right?"

"Of course I do. So what? I mean, you were born a boy and I was born a girl, then things changed. Now, we're both women who have some peculiar issues to deal with. We're still women, though, right?"

Fiona stood about two inches taller than Quinn and seemed incredibly well adjusted to pretty much everything. She was a wonder to Quinn. The problem was - was Quinn really a woman?

"Fi... you are, unquestionably, a woman and anyone who says otherwise is a moron. As for me...?" He took a deep breath and thought. "Fi... I've had a lot to deal with and the whole idea of being a woman is very new to me. I mean, yeah, I plan to live my life this way and I hope that I can live it with Ricky and all you guys, but... Am I really a woman? I really don't know."

"What does your heart tell you?" Fiona touched Quinn's shoulder and the simple gesture seemed to offer Quinn friendship, sisterhood, understanding, and above all - courage. It was at this point that he realized that Fiona was truly his sister. She'd been through a different hell and back, but she truly did seem to understand what he was going through.

"My heart tells me that I'm a woman."

Fiona nodded. "End of discussion, then."

"Fi..." Quinn seemed less confident on his next point. "...I think I need to tell your sisters the truth. I feel like it is the right thing to do."

Fiona nodded, again. "I understand that, but it is entirely your decision. I'll never tell them unless you do and, to be honest, it's none of their business."

"Yeah, but you found out about it. Didn't it bother you that you hadn't heard it from me?"

"No. See, I heard about the accident and I was curious. I didn't realize how bad it had been. I shouldn't have Googled it and I really regret that I did. When I told you I knew, I was kind of apologizing for being so nosy. I shouldn't have been."

"The accident..." Quinn mused over that word for a moment. "Fi... so far, my life seems to be split into three parts. Before the accident, the recovery and now this new life."

"I can understand that."

"But... before the accident, I was just a normal boy. I was... invincible, you know. Nothing had ever really hurt me. I had a nice family, two great parents, an older sister who was kind of distant because she was so much older than me, an older brother who taught me how to climb trees and play video games... you know... just... normal."

Fiona waited for Quinn to continue. Whatever he had to say, obviously needed to be said.

"Then, after a really fun day at an amusement park, I fell asleep in the car on the way home. I woke up four days later to find out that I had a whole different life. No mom, no dad, no Tony and I couldn't move my legs, by back or my left hand. I could barely move my right hand and it couldn't hold anything. I'd gone from normal to an invalid without any warning whatsoever. Just - 'Oh, you're awake. By the way, most of your family is dead, your sister is at their funeral right now, and, oh yeah, you may never walk again and even if you try, you may well be dead in a month or two, anyway.' I was fourteen years old, Fi. I didn't think I'd ever be fifteen or sixteen, let alone twenty one."

Fiona tried hard to keep it from happening, but her eyes were welling up with tears. She couldn't cry, though. If she did, Quinn would stop and this was obviously what Quinn needed right now.

He shook his head and continued. "I'm not even sure what drove me to work so hard to get through everything. I guess I just wanted to get well so Annie wouldn't have to give up her whole life taking care of me forever."

"Anyway, the first time I ever put a dress on was a couple of weeks ago, and... I changed. I swear, the minute I saw myself as Louisa Harper, my whole world changed. I knew her story and how much she'd achieved and I felt like, somehow, I had become her. Like - her if she were alive today - not her in the nineteenth century. Barbara and Annie didn't seem to see anything odd about it, in fact they both helped me, so I guess I didn't see any harm in it either, but then..."

When Quinn remained quiet, Fiona helped. "You met Ricky."

He nodded. "I met Ricky. The moment I laid eyes on him, my whole world changed. I didn't want to be Louisa. I wanted to be Quinn. Just Quinn. A girl that he would fall in love with."

Fiona smiled. "Well, congratulations. It worked. He's in love with you, Quinn. No matter what your DNA says, he's in love with a girl named Quinn."

Quinn nodded. "And I love him and... I love you guys, too. I can't lie to you and your sisters."

Fiona hugged Quinn. "OUR sisters, Quinn. We love you, too, just like you're one of us. I promise you, in time Cathy will be just as rude to you as she was to Bella this morning because that's how she is - she's bossy to all of us. Alice is already mothering you, look at your hair, for heaven's sake! And your swim suit! I promise you - if you tell them your story, they will understand and still love you like a sister."

Quinn gave a small smile. "Ok, then. I will find the opportunity to tell them today. I'll start with the accident and then tell them the rest after they've digested the first story."

"Ok." Fiona patted the braids on Quinn's head. "You look good as a Briggs-girl. We're not about to let you go. I'll be beside you when you tell them, if you want. I'll even hold your hand if it'll help."

Now, it was Quinn's turn to hug Fiona. "Thank you, Fi. It will help a lot."

"Hey!" A teenaged voice called. It sounded a little irritated. "Are you number 629?"

Fiona looked at her receipt. "Oh... yes."

"Your order is ready. Sorry to break up you 'bonding time' with your sister, but I've already called your number three times."

"Oops! Sorry!" Fiona took Quinn's hand and they headed back to the window.

As they headed back to the sand, Fiona whispered, "You don't have to rush things and you don't have to say anything at all if you don't want to, but just remember that we're not going anywhere. You're a Briggs, now. Nothing will change that."
 

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From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

~ "The trees were turning bright red and yellow and both Miranda and I knew that we'd need to return to New York City, soon. We had been enjoying our independence at Golden Bluffs, though. Surprisingly, Miranda had taken an interest in my charitable endeavors. She had an unexpected talent for seeing the solutions to unsolvable problems. Being the wife, even if she was just a token wife, of a powerful man gave her access to people that would never consider responding to a note or a telegram from a fifteen year old debutant who had little or no social standing. The result being that, even though many businessmen viewed my undertaking as a foolish indulgence of my father and Langdon, because of Miranda's interventions, their wives viewed them as exciting and noble.

"Excuse me, Miss Louisa," our butler, Williams, appeared from nowhere, as he typically did, in the small bedroom that I had converted into an office, "you have a telegram from Berlin."

I was surprised and asked, "Berlin... Germany?"

"Yes, Miss," he confirmed. "From Mister Samuel Clemens, Miss."

I looked at Miranda, shocked. "Samuel Langhorne Clemens?" Miranda asked. "Mark Twain?"

Williams smiled, just a little bit. "Yes, ma'm. I believe so."

"Well, read it, Williams!" Miranda stood, expectantly.

Williams looked at me. "May I, Miss?"

"Yes, please."

He opened the pale yellow envelope and removed the matching pale yellow telegram and read.

"To: Miss Louisa Harper, Golden Bluffs Estate, Newport, Rhode Island, USA.
From: Samuel Clemens, Hotel Bristol, Uter bin Linden, Berlin, Germany

Dearest Miss Harper (stop)

Am on tour of Europe (stop)
Heard of your work in NYC (stop)
Impressed (stop)
Please contact my rep in Hartford regarding support (stop)
I wrote of our age that the gilded surface hides the cheapness of the metal underneath (stop)
Your metal is pure gold Miss Harper (stop)
Deepest Regards (stop)

S Clemens

When I could breathe again, I looked at my sister and smiled. "My goodness," I breathed.
 

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"Wait a minute," Grace held up her hands in disbelief, "you're saying that you just woke up in the hospital, your mom, your dad and your brother had died and you were paralyzed?"

Quinn nodded. "Yeah. That's how it was for me. Of course, for Annie, it was worse. She had to deal with all of the arrangements for the funeral and the burials, and all that stuff."

"YOU were paralyzed and you say that it was worse for your sister?" Isabella mimicked her sister's shock. "What happened then? Who took care of you? How did you start walking again?"

He shrugged. "I was in the hospital for a few months. I had a couple of surgeries and I was able to use my arms and hands, but I still couldn't walk. Our insurance would only pay for me to be in a pretty sketchy rehab hospital. I was supposed to get physical therapy every day, but it wasn't consistent and I hardly ever saw the same therapist twice. It was pretty horrible. I didn't tell Annie how bad it was, but she figured it out and she quit the doctoral program she was in to take a job at a school near our house with good insurance so she could take care of me. I moved home and had nurses and therapists come there. I did better after that, but it wasn't until I'd had a couple more surgeries that I started being able to feel my lower body and begin trying to walk."

"When was that?" Beatrice asked.

"About eighteen months ago," Quinn said after calculating the time since he first stood upright on his own.

"Geez, you're a superhero," Hannah said.

That made Quinn laugh. "That's what Ricky said, too."

"That is horrible," Alice shook her head in her maternal way. "I am so sorry that you had to go through all of that, Quinn, but I'm so glad that you're ok, now."

All the other sisters mumbled their agreement.

Just as Quinn was about to continue, a woman in her early forties and a girl of approximately eleven or twelve years old stopped by the little encampment that Quinn and the sisters had constructed on the beach.

"Excuse me," the woman smiled as she spoke. "My daughter and I have been sitting just over there and we've seen you all throughout the day and... we'll I don't want to be rude, but... would you mind if my daughter asks a quick question?"

Cathy immediately became the family spokesperson. "No, that's fine. What's your question, hon?"

The young woman blushed a little. "Go ahead, Rachel," the woman encouraged.

"Umm... Are you all sisters?" The girl asked.

Before Quinn could speak, Cathy jumped right with an answer. "Yes we are. All nine of us. Would you like to guess who's the oldest and who's the youngest?"

The girl looked around then pointed at Beatrice. "You're the oldest."

Bea laughed. "Close. Actually, I'm number two." She pointed at Alice. "My sister Alice is just a little older than me, but I'm the most mature."

Some of the sisters groaned at that.

"Who do you think is youngest?" Alice asked.

The girl gave her choice a lot of thought before pointing at Quinn. "I think you're the youngest."

Quinn was about to correct her, but he was interrupted by Ellen, Fiona, Grace, Hannah and Isabella who all confirmed that the girl was correct.

"So, what's the age span?" The woman asked.

"We're twins," Alice explained, indicating Beatrice and herself. "We're twenty four."

"And Quinn's the youngest," Ellen said, quickly.

"She's fifteen," Isabella offered, using the age of Quinn's alter-ego, Louisa Harper, as her guide.

Quinn looked at the youngest sister, about to correct what had been said, but instead, he just smiled.

"Well, you're all just beautiful," the woman said, causing all of them to thank her. "And it's so nice to see sisters getting along so well. Rachel, here, just has one brother and they fight like cats and dogs."

"We have a brother, too," Cathy laughed, "but he's not allowed to participate in our sister-days."

"It's a sister thing," Alice winked at the girl. "Maybe, someday, you'll have a sister, too."

The woman laughed. "Yeah, well, not much chance of that. It's was nice speaking to you girls. Thank you for being so sweet. You all look beautiful. I love the braids."

When the woman and girl had left, the sisters all smiled at each other and Isabella raised her hands in victory. "Woo hoo! They didn't guess I was the youngest. That was a first! Sorry, Quinn. You don't mind, do you?"

"No, I don't mind," Quinn shrugged, a little confused. "Does this kind of thing happen a lot?"

"All the time," Fiona laughed. "It's bad enough that mom used to make us all dress and do our hair the same when we were kids, but now we have 'Momma-Alice' making us do it again on these sister days."

"Oh, stop it," Alice smiled. "You all love it."

Cathy laughed, too. "It is pretty cool to be part of a big family." She looked at Quinn and smiled. "We hope you feel the same way."

Quinn looked as if he might cry. He nodded and looked around the beach, making sure that there was no one too close to them. "Umm... look... you guys... you've all been so nice and welcoming to me, but... I need to tell you something else about me."

Fiona looked around at her sisters and instantly knew that the others had no idea what Quinn was about to say. "You know, Quinn, you've shared an awful lot with us today. If you'd rather put this off till another time..."

Quinn shook his head. "No. It's ok. I really, really want to be part of your family, but I need to be honest with you about something really important."
 

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"Very nice to finally meet you, Mrs Jenkins," April smiled and extended her hand to Barbara's mother.

Carolyn forced a smile and shook the woman's hand. She nodded, but didn't say anything, instead, taking in this woman that Barbara had brought home. There was no denying that April was an attractive thing. Very short cropped hair in a style that was very professional looking on dark skinned women, smooth, well moisturized cheeks, immaculate makeup, plump, red lips, strong shoulders, toned arms, firm breasts under an expensive, form fitting Asian-inspired, silk dress that hugged her hips and revealed lovely knees and calves. Three inch Italian pumps that must have cost eight or nine hundred dollars or more adorned her feet.

All in all, April was - a gorgeous woman.

But - She was a woman and not the appropriate choice of romantic partner for Carolyn's daughter. To be very frank, even if April were a man, Carolyn would have had reservations about Barbara engaging in a relationship with someone of April's race. Carolyn, of course, was not prejudiced in anyway. Hell, she'd even worked as a volunteer on one a Barrack Obama's campaigns.

No, she had no problem with mixed-race couples, per se, but the rest of the world was not as open minded as Carolyn and dating a person of African heritage... would be difficult for Barbara under normal circumstances. Engaging in a LESBIAN relationship with one - well, that was just ridiculous.

This was just a fad. Barbara might be experimenting, or maybe she was just bringing April home as some kind of punishment for Carolyn. A means of punishing her mother for criticizing Quinn's perverted choices.

Yes.

That was probably it. Barbara was just being an immature little brat and punishing her mother.

"Say 'hello' to April, mom," Barbara said, stress evident in her voice.

"Hello, April," Carolyn said with a judgmental glare. "I understand that you and Barbara were friends in college?"

April smiled more broadly and glanced at Barbara. "Yes. Barbara and I were inseparable at RISD."

Carolyn nodded. "And what do you do for work, now?"

"I'm an architect. Well, an architectural Consultant, actually."

"Consultant?" Carolyn smirked just a bit. "Meaning that you don't have a full time job?"

April laughed. "I assure you, I work much more than 'full time' hours."

"April works with some of the most famous architects in the world, mom," Barbara explained. "A lot of times, these big shot building designers come up with ideas that seem brilliant, but they can't figure out the engineering to make it work in real life. That's when they call on April to figure it all out. She's helped to build buildings all over the world."

Carolyn's eyebrows were raised. Possibly she was impressed, possibly she was being facetious. "That's very impressive for someone so young, let alone a woman of..."

"Of color?" April asked when Carolyn seemed to have run out of words.

Carolyn blinked and looked at Barbara. "Well, you two have a good evening. It was nice to meet you, April." She turned and started to leave the room.

Disgusted, Barbara turned to leave and quietly said to April, "Let's go."

April didn't move, though. "What is it that you don't like about me, Mrs Jenkins? The fact that I'm dating your daughter, or the fact that I'm black?"

Carolyn turned back to her and with a look of superiority said, "What bothers me, April, is that my daughter is throwing away her life by indulging in a trend..."

"A trend?" April asked, but Carolyn pushed on.

"Yes, a trend. Suddenly being gay, or being a lesbian, or being queer, or whatever the hell you want to call it, suddenly that's the new, trendy way to be. Well, I still see it as perversion."

"Perversion!?" April was appalled. "You call affection perversion? You call love perversion? You call your daughter a pervert!?"

"I do, yes," Carolyn took a stand. "In this case, yes, I do. Barbara, you know that this isn't really you. You know that this is not who you truly are."

"Mom," Barbara grunted, "just knock it off. You are being rude and ignorant and it's not only embarrassing, it's insulting to both April and me."

"Well, I'm sorry, Barbara, but that's how I feel about all this nonsense." Carolyn had dug in and was not moving on this point.

Barbara's ire was rising and she was about to let loose with an emotional attack, but April put her arm around Barbara's shoulder and spoke with calm confidence. "Mrs Jenkins... your attitude is not only petty and old fashioned, it is harmful. Not harmful to me, though, or to Barbie for that matter, but to you."

"To me?"

April nodded. "You're not a young woman Mrs Jenkins. If you start burning bridges at this point in your life, you won't have enough time to rebuild them before you find yourself alone and wondering what happened to the life you planned. Do you know why Barbie left me in our senior year? Because she knew that you would behave this way and she loved you too much to hurt you. What a waste. If only she'd known that you had no problem hurting her, then maybe we could have been happy together earlier. You have a good evening, as well, Mrs Jenkins."
 

~^~

 

"Oh, my favorite part of summer is corn on the cob!" Ann wiped her lips, only a little embarrassed by the smear of butter that had moments earlier adorned her lips.

John smiled at the beautiful woman across the table from him. "The steaks are pretty darned good, too. Here," he poured a little more red wine into Ann's glass, "have a little more wine."

"Are you trying to get me drunk, air?"

John's smile broadened. "No." He just stared at her for a moment. "You're far too smart and too beautiful to spoil by getting you drunk." He reached across and took her hand in his, kissed it and looked into her eyes. "You're happy, right? I mean, happy about everything that's happened recently. Me proposing and all?"

Ann pulled his hand towards her and kissed it in return. "I am very happy, John. I love that you came back into my life. I love that we're together. I love that we're always going to be together and I love that you got out of bed, went shopping, assembled a grill and made me the best meal I've had in years. Yes, John. I'm very happy."

"Good, because I am too."
 

~^~

 

There were a few moments of silence among the Briggs girls when Quinn finished his story. Finally, Ellen spoke. "So... is this the reason that you and Ricky kind of broke up for a couple of days?"

Quinn nodded.

"And you and Ricky are both ok with all of this?" Cathy asked.

He nodded again.

"Ok, then," Grace said with a shrug, "I guess that's all there is to it, then."

"It was very brave of you to be this honest with us, Quinn," Alice said. "Thank you for trusting us."

Quinn blinked and looked at the girls. "So... what I just told you doesn't upset any of you?"

The sisters glanced at each other and shook their heads.

Beatrice took Quinn's hand. "Quinn, it's not the twentieth century, you know. We all have trans friends. I mean, you are pretty natural looking, so I don't think that any of us really suspected anything, but it's not as big a deal as you seem to think it might be. We still love both you and Ricky and none of what you've told us is going to change that."

"Wait a minute," Alice smiled and looked at Fiona. "You knew about this, didn't you. This is what you were helping Quinn hide in her bathing suit, isn't it?"

Fiona glanced at Quinn, then nodded.

Alice looked at Quinn. "It seems that when I guessed that Fi's concerns about you were based in reproductive issues, I was... in an odd way... correct."

Quinn nodded, but looked around at the eight young women around him. "I can't believe you're all so relaxed about this. I thought you'd freak out and make me walk home or something."

"A lot has changed since you last went to school, Quinn," Cathy rubbed Quinn's shoulder as she spoke. "We understand that this is a huge discovery for you - I mean, finding yourself and your true sexuality - but we're not shocked by it. We're just happy that you've found yourself and that you and Ricky found each other."

"What about your mom and your grandfather?" He asked. "What will they say?"

Alice and Bea looked at each other and shrugged. Alice spoke first. "Mom...? Well... I wouldn't be surprised if she already knew. You should probably find out now - Ricky is a bit of a momma's boy, so I wouldn't be shocked if he confided in her. No matter what, though - she'll be ok with it."

"As for grandpa," Bea said, "I don't think he'll even blink twice about it."

"He already knows," Fiona said, quietly.

"He knows?" Quinn was very surprised.

Fiona nodded. "I overheard him talking to Ricky about it. I wasn't eavesdropping, I just heard a little and then, after I found out, I talked to grandpa, too." She looked at Quinn. "Actually, he was driving on the highway the night or your accident and he saw you being pulled from the car."

Quinn didn't know how to feel about that. He did gasp a bit, though. "Oh, God." He thought about what it must be like for a man that old to have to deal with all of this issues, but it was all too confusing to get his head around. "And he doesn't hate me for being a boy?"

Fiona smiled and touched Quinn's knee. "He says you're a miracle. A bonafide miracle and he says that if he ever doubted that God existed, then the fact that you survived and brought his grandson joy is more than enough proof for him."

"He said that?" Quinn was shocked.

"Those exact words."
 

~^~

 

"Thank you for picking me up, Ricky. Your grandfather had an eye doctor appointment and I really needed to get my brakes done."

"No problem, mom," Ricky replied as he pulled out into traffic.

"So..." his mother looked at him a bit sideways and saw that there was something different about him. "...this girl you're dating? Is it serious?"

He raised his eye brows and bobbed his head from side to side for a moment. "It might be, mom. I really, really like her."

"Well, she seems very nice. Your sisters certainly seem to like her - Bill, too. I'd like to get to know her better, Ricky. You should bring her by for dinner some night."

Ricky chuckled. "Mom, we've only been dating a few weeks. I'm not sure that she's ready for dinner at our house. Nine women and two men all reaching across the table trying to grab enough food to survive while everyone's talking at the top of their lungs."

"Oh, we're not that bad," she laughed, but knew he had a point.

"Yeah, we are, mom and besides, she comes from a small family. Well, it used to be five of them but her parents and brother passed away after the accident. So, for almost a decade it's just been Quinn and her sister. I think a Briggs family meal might be a little overwhelming at this point."

"Well, maybe we could take you and Quinn out to dinner sometime. You know... you and Quinn and Grandpa Bill and me. We could go someplace quiet and get to know each other. How about Wednesday night? I'll call that nice Italian place in Jamestown. That's about halfway between our place and hers. What do you say?"

Ricky slowed to a stop at a red light and looked at his mother. "Was this whole thing a ploy to set up this date with me and Quinn?"

She scowled at her son. "Of course not. I needed to get my brakes done."

"And does Grandpa Bill really have an eye doctor's appointment?"

His mother let a small smile show. "Yes, he does, but... well, to be perfectly honest, I did schedule my car service at the same time as his appointment so that I could have a few minutes to talk to you about Quinn."

He looked at his mother and waited for her to continue.

She sighed. "Ricky, you're only twenty one years old. You're sure of your decisions regarding Quinn, right?"

He shook his head and pulled ahead when the light went green. "Mom... I didn't DECIDE to meet Quinn and fall for her. It just happened and I'm really happy that it did. Besides, by the time you were my age, you already had gotten married and had Alice and Beatrice and you were expecting Cathy..."

"And I should be a lesson to all of you kids, too," she interrupted. "Ricky, I didn't plan. I didn't think ahead. I didn't think past pleasing your father and look what it got me!"

"It got you a family who loves you, mom."

"It got me failure, Ricky. A failed marriage. No career. Dependent on my father-in-law - the father of the man who deserted me, Ricky! That's what it got me. Now, use your head. Make sure you don't throw the opportunity to have a happy, successful life on a girl you barely know, who just happened to wander into your dance class one night."

"Mom, come on! I'm not talking about getting married right away..."

"That's good Ricky. Between her recovery and her... issues, well... I'm just concerned that she might be more than you can handle at this age. Just give yourselves some time to get to know each other and make sure that her baggage isn't more than you can handle."

Ricky looked at her, and he felt a bit more anger than he wanted to feel towards his mother. She'd always been a bit flighty and had a tendency to blow hot or cold from one conversation to the next, but he really didn't like where she was headed right now.

"Mom... Number One: You are not a failure. You are a very successful woman. You raised nine kids who love you and that's a hell of an achievement."

"I know, Ricky, but that's not what I meant. You're my only son and I just..."

"I know what you meant, mom, but let me continue. Number Two: The day I met Quinn was not the day my life became more complicated. It's the day my life became better and the life that I wanted became clearer. Yes, I understand that she's not perfect, but neither am I. I know that life with Quinn will be complicated, but what is life without challenges? Mom - I love her and she loves me and that is all there is to discuss."

"I know Ricky, but..."

He pulled up in front of their house and stopped the car. "No, mom. No buts. I think, maybe, we shouldn't discuss Quinn until you get to know her better, ok? Let's do that dinner and then, after you've had a little time to get to know her, we can talk, again. Till then... well... let's not discuss my relationship. Ok?"

His mother opened the car and looked back at her son. "Ok. I'm just trying to be a good mom, Ricky."

"I know, mom, but it's not your place to deal with this particular aspect of my life. In fact - let's call this part of my life 'off limits,' ok?"

She nodded her head. "Ok."
"I'll be back to pick you up in a few hours, ok?" Ricky said, hoping to end the conversation on a happier note.

"Ok. See you then."
 

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"Wait... there aren't any stalls?" Quinn asked as the Briggs girls began disrobing in the changing area in the building that housed the lavatories and snack bar at the public beach in West Dennis, Massachusetts.

"There are some in the lavs next door," Fiona offered, "but don't worry. It's just us. No one will come in with all of us changing. Hannah, when you're all dressed, just guard the door, ok?"

"Sure," Hannah replied as she began buttoning up here romper.

"But..." Quinn was a little nonplused by the situation. "Maybe, I'll just keep my swim suit on and put on the romper on top."

"Don't be silly," Alice chided. "You need your corset. Tell you what, turn your back to us and drop your swim suit top to your hips. I'll help you get the corset on. Once that's all set, Fi and I will hold up a blanket and cover you while you put on your panties. Then the romper will go on in a heartbeat. Ok?"

Not seeing a lot of alternatives, Quinn nodded. "Alright."

There was a lot of chatter from the sisters.

"We're getting ice cream on the way home, right?"

"Yeah, that place in Hyannis is great. Let's go there!"

"Can we get a sandwich someplace?"

"Let's get something to eat closer to home. We want to beat the traffic before the bridges over the canal back up"

Quinn carefully laid out what he'd need for clothing, the corset, the panties and the romper, on the bench. When Alice asked if he was ready, Quinn nodded and pulled the straps from his shoulders and lowered the top of the suit to his hips. He'd only just noticed that the room had gotten quieter when he heard Cathy mutter, "Holy shit."

Quinn looked over his shoulder and realized that they were all staring at his back. He quickly started to pull the suit back up, but Alice stopped him. "No, honey. It's just startling. They'll get used to it. I'm sorry."

"What the hell is wrong with you, Cathy!?" Fiona snapped.

Cathy had not actually realized that she'd said anything. "What? Oh... Quinn... I'm so sorry... it's just... I guess I just didn't expect that you'd... I mean that it'd be... I mean... I'm sorry." She came forward and hugged Quinn from behind, laying her cheek on the top of his head for a moment. "God almighty, Quinn, you really are amazing. I'm sorry I reacted, but you should never be embarrassed. Each of those scars show how powerful you really are."

Quinn sniffled a little. "I'm sorry. I forget how grotesque my back is sometimes and I start to think that I'm normal. Imagine that: me thinking I'm normal."

Fiona joined Cathy's hug. "Don't say things like that, Quinn. We're all sorry. It's just that we suddenly realized how badly you were hurt and... well... you're our sister, now, and when we realized how much you've suffered... I guess we felt some of that pain, too. You are just the same as us, Quinn, and we don't want you to be hurt."

"She's right," Alice said, touching Quinn's shoulder. "This is you, Quinn. Quinn is a strong, scarred woman and we are as proud to have you as our sister as we can be."

Quinn's head was still bowed, but he raised it and looked at Alice. "Thank you. And thank you all for accepting me so lovingly." Then he smiled, just a little. "This is a lot of pressure, though. What if Ricky and I break up."

"Screw Ricky," Isabella said. "We like you better than we like him."

That made everyone laugh.

"Come on," Alice picked up the corset. "Let's get you dressed."
 

~^~

 

"So, how is Barbara doing?"

"Well, if you'd asked me a couple of days ago, I would have said that she was doing very well," Carolyn Jenkins explained to her friend, Eve. "After the last couple of days, though..." she waved her right hand to indicate that she had no idea what was happening with her daughter.

"Why?" Eve asked as her baked haddock dinner was placed on the table by the waitress. "Is she ok?"

"Oh, she's fine," Carolyn shook her head. "Apparently, she's a lesbian, now, though."

"What?" Carolyn's dinner companion laughed. "Since when? Didn't she have a fiancé in college?"

"She did and we never met - until today. Her fiancé is a black woman named April."

"My, oh my," Eve said, a bit amused. "I gather it was a tense meeting, then?"

Carolyn shrugged. "I just don't understand this generation, Eve. Yes, we had our fads and trends, but nowadays it's different. For us, it was dying our hair or wearing gawd-awful, ugly clothes to irritate our parents. For young people today, it's - today you're straight and tomorrow you're gay. Hell, the boy across the street from us is now a girl and has a boyfriend, for crying out loud."

"You're kidding?" Eve seemed just as shocked as Carolyn had intended.

"No, I'm serious. Of course, that was Barbara's doing as well. Mine, too, I guess. See, the girl who played Louisa Harper for the past few years at the estate had an opportunity to be on a TV show and left us flat just a few days before the season started. Quinn, that's the boy's name, was the right size for Louisa's costumes and Barbara convinced him to take on the role."

"You didn't try to stop her?"

"I would have if I'd foreseen how far things would go," Carolyn shook her head. "The truth is, the boy is a remarkably good Louisa. The guests adore him and he knows absolutely everything about the Harper family. It all just escalated very quickly and now... Now, the boy is a girl, the girl has a boyfriend, my daughter is a lesbian and she has a girlfriend. The world has gone absolutely insane, Eve. Absolutely insane."
 

~^~

 

'DON'T WORRY ABOUT YOUR MOM. I'LL TAKE HER TO PICK UP HER CAR.'

Ricky read the text from his grandfather and immediately felt relieved.

'THANKS, GRANDPA. IS SHE STILL UPSET ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED EARLIER?'

It took a few minutes before Bill responded.

'PROBABLY. SHE WAS REALLY WOUND UP WHEN I GOT HOME. DON'T WORRY, CHAMP. WE'LL MAKE HER SEE THE LIGHT.'

Ricky snickered at that. Good old Grandpa Bill. Always the optimist. 'THANKS, GRANDPA. I SURE HOPE SO.'

He checked his watch. It was only seven thirty. He really didn't want to be alone. He took stock of his options. Quinn wasn't available and neither were any of his sisters. That was the sum total of all of his confidants. He liked Annie and her fiancé, John and it seemed like they were both pretty sympathetic to Quinn's situation, but it was kind of late to barge in on them.

So, that left Joe, who was working. At least he was working until nine. So, why not head to Newport and drop into the Creamery to see if Joe might want to hang out after work? Not a great plan, but at least it was something to keep him busy. Even if Joe didn't want to hang out, the ride to and from Newport would kill some time.
 

~^~

 

"Holy cow, it looks like a bus just pulled up," one of the waitresses groaned.

"Cripes, what is this? Attack of The Clones? They all look identical!"

Of course, they didn't look 'identical,' just similar. They all wore very short rompers that had similar floral patterns, but with different flowers featured on each. They also all wore very neat braids in an identical style.

The restaurant was empty. It was Monday night, after all and they would be closing in a little over an hour.

The happy group of nine young women entered the restaurant, filling it with boisterous conversation and laughter.

"Sit anywhere you'd like," the first waitress told them.

They sat in two booths to the side, five girls in one and four in the other.

The waitress placed the appropriate number of menus at each table and asked, "Can I get you something to drink?"

The sisters were all well trained to let Alice be their spokesperson. "We'll have nine Diet Cokes, please. Oh, and we don't really need the menus. We'll have nine cheese burgers with fries. Please hold the pickles. Thank you."

The waitress nodded and picked up the menus before retreating. She looked around and said to the other waitress, "I think the cook is taking inventory in the fridge. Better tell him he has some cooking to do."

"I thought we'd eat someplace nicer," Ellen said, but she was smiling. "I suppose a burger is a burger, though, so what difference does it make?"

Hannah looked at Quinn and shook her head. "I hope you wanted a burger. I would have preferred a salad, but you see how much my opinion matters."

"Alright, alright," Beatrice held up her hands in a 'calm down' manner. "You know the road trip rules. We all eat the same so we can get served quickly."

"Yeah, but it's our second burger today," Hannah complained.

"Too bad," Beatrice shook her head. "Let's just enjoy the rest of the day."

"Did you have a good time, Quinn?" Fiona asked.

"I've had a great time," he admitted. "Thank you all - for everything, I mean."

"Hey, it's no big deal," Cathy said. "We're glad you had a good time."

"Oh, good God, it's the Briggs sisters!" Joe laughed as he returned to his station at the grill. "It's all eight of you at the same time! That's a pretty rare sighting."

"Hi, Joe," Cathy smiled at the young man, still a bit smitten with him.

"Hey, number three," he smiled.

"It's Cathy," Fiona corrected.

Joe smiled. He was a very handsome guy. "I know, Fiona. I know you all." He pointed as he spoke, "Alice, Beatrice, Catherine, Ellen, Fiona, Grace, Hannah and Isabella."

"That's amazing," Cathy said, impressed, perhaps a bit more than she should have been.

"But wait! What have we here?" Joe said, sounding like a detective in a bad movie. He pointed at Quinn. "Quinn, what have they done to you? They turned you into a Briggs clone!"

Quinn and the sisters all laughed. "Hi, Joe. How are you?"

"Well, I was great until a few minutes ago. The grill was clean and the inventory was done. Oh, well. I guess it's time to dirty up my nice clean grill if you guys want some food." His words sounded spiteful, but he was smiling and obviously just teasing.

Joe turned to go back to the grill, but stopped and turned to face them all, again. He leaned down and in a quiet voice, asked, "Hey, Cathy... can you give me a hand at the grill?"

Cathy seemed shocked. "Sure!"

She tried to get out of the seat, but Fiona and Beatrice sat between her and the aisle and Beatrice wasn't moving.

"Let me out," Cathy said.

"Hmm?" Bea looked confused.

"Let me out, please," Cathy said, again.

Beatrice looked at Quinn. "Did you hear something?"

"Come on," Cathy was getting peeved.

Beatrice didn't react at all. "So, what are you doing tomorrow, Quinn?"

"Come on, Bea, please!" Cathy was getting very anxious to join Joe at the grill.

Without turning her head, Beatrice said to no one in particular, "What do you suppose the Creamery's insurance company would say about a customer working the grill with an employee? I bet they wouldn't be very happy about it."

"Oh, for crying out loud!" Cathy groaned as she stepped onto the bench of the booth and climbed over the back into the vacant booth behind them and she headed to the grill, calling out behind her, "You're an asshole, Beatrice! An asshole!"

Everyone, all the sisters, Quinn, Joe and even the two waitresses laughed as Cathy hurried to join Joe.

"She's had a crush on him since the day that we dropped Ricky off at URI to start his freshman year," Beatrice explained with a slightly evil grin.

"Still, you could be a little nicer," Alice scolded, half heartedly.

Beatrice glanced at the grill area where Cathy and Joe were talking while Joe put hamburger patties on the grill's surface. "Oh, she loves it. Cathy's the biggest tease in the world. Every now and then, she appreciates getting teased in return."

Just then, they heard Joe call out, "Well, holy cow! The last member of the Briggs clan just walked through the door!"

Everyone turned to the entrance where Ricky was entering.

"How did you know we were here?" Isabella asked as Ricky pulled a chair over to the end of their booth.

"I didn't" he smiled. "I was just lonely and thought I'd come hang out with Joe. It's a Monday, so I figured things would be slow at this time of night. I didn't expect that there be this big a crowd." Then he looked at Quinn and smiled. "Hi."

"Hi," Quinn smiled back. They would have greeted each other with a kiss, but they were separated by Alice, who shared the bench with Quinn.

Ricky looked at the flowered romper that Quinn wore and the way that his hair had been braided just like all of his sisters. "I see that Alice turned you into a Briggs," he chuckled. "I'm not sure how I feel about that."

Alice looked at Quinn and then at Ricky. "Why?"

"Well, no offense," he smirked, "but, as much as I love all of you, I never wanted to date one of my sisters."
 

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Tuesday was a quiet day at the Collins house. A little cleaning a little relaxing and lots of talking about Quinn's future. Ann was surprised that he had been doing a good deal of research about his options as a trans woman - therapy, hormones, surgery, etc. That was a good thing, though. If he was going to walk this path, then it was best that he did it with his eyes open.

On Wednesday morning, Barbara showed up at her usual time to take Quinn to work. "Did you have a good time with Ricky's sisters?" She asked as they drove the twenty minute commute to Golden Bluffs.

"I had a great time."

"And do they know?"

Quinn smiled. "They do. I told them while we were at the beach."

"And?"

"And they were very cool about it. They said they all knew trans people and that it made no difference to them."

Barbara looked at him with a big smile. "That's great, Quinny. I'm happy that they're so open minded."

As they approached Golden Bluffs, though, something was amiss.

"What's going on?" Barbara muttered.

There were a lot of people on the front lawn. "Maybe a tour group arrived early, or something," Quinn suggested, but there was something about the way that the people were milling about on the lawn that gave Barbara a sense of foreboding.

"No," she whispered as she looked at the people. "No. Something is going on here."

As Barbara turned into the driveway, she was suddenly gripped with both anger and fear as she saw the signs that the people on the lawn were carrying. "Oh, shit," she muttered and she accelerated into the employees only parking area.

The signs were very well painted and filled with hateful rhetoric. 'God hates fags.' 'Soldiers die for fags to live.' 'You're going to hell!' 'God hates fag enablers.'

"What's going on?" Quinn finally realized that all of these people had assembled here to profess their hatred of him and he felt a fear greater than he'd ever felt before.

All of a sudden, there were people running towards them to block their path. Some had signs, some were just trying to interfere with their progress, but all were wild with irrational, self righteous hatred. They were screaming hateful rhetoric and waving religious icons like flags.

Barbara sped up and pulled her car as close to the entrance to her workshop as possible. "Don't even look at them, Quinny. They won't touch you. These people know how to protest and they know they can't touch you or they'll be arrested. Just head straight into the shop. Don't stop. I'll be right behind you."

They both opened their doors and made their way into Golden Bluffs as quickly as possible. The surrounding crowd screamed hateful things at them as they hurried through the door.

The door had barely closed when Monica was running towards them. "Oh, my God, are you two alright?" She half screamed, then wrapped her arms around both Barbara and Quinn. "Those people are crazy!"

Barbara rounded her shoulders in determination and headed into her shop. "They are not going to get away with this," she grunted. "Who the hell do these people think they are? How did they even find out about this."

"You don't know?" Monica seemed shocked. "It was on the news last night at eleven and again this morning. At least it was on Fox News and they've been running it on their news channel ever since. My friends were calling me all night. The newscasters said that the staff of Golden Bluffs had defamed the memory of one of America's most important women by having a trans woman represent her."

"What!?" Barbara stopped in her tracks. "Who told them? How did they find out? You didn't even know!"

Monica looked at Quinn and shook her head. "I don't care, either, Quinn."

"Thanks," he whispered, overwhelmed by what was happening.

"Oh, God! The hypocrisy of those people! They demean women constantly, then jump to defend a woman who's been dead for seventy years when it suits their purpose!"

"I know," Monica agreed, not sure what else to say.

"Does my mother know, yet?" Barbara was reaching for the phone on her desk to call upstairs, but she stopped as she heard her mother's voice.

"Yes, she knows," Carolyn said, angrily. "She knows and she is not in the least bit happy about it." She looked disdainfully from Barbara to Quinn and back. "This is your fault - both of you - and you had better figure out how to deal with it - AND FAST! - or you will be responsible for the closing of Golden Bluffs."
 
 
To Be Continued...

On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport - 10 Final

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On Becoming Miss Louisa Harper
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In this, the story finale, Quinn needs more help than he can imagine and
finds more than he ever expected. I cannot thank you all enough for
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Chapter 10

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

"It was truly amazing how quickly we were able to gather donations for 'Harper House,' as my enterprise came to be called. We started by acquiring and adapting a large, old place on the East Side which would eventually house approximately one hundred mothers and children. We then turned our attention to establishing a reliable means of feeding and clothing the residents once they arrived.

By the second week following our return to Manhattan, Father demanded that my 'offices' be removed from our townhouse as quickly as possible. With that in mind, Langdon found us a suite of offices two blocks from our home with a large 'partners desk' for Miranda and me to share and several smaller areas for the staff that we would need, eventually.

With the support of Mr Samuel Clemens and his friends, as well as the friends of both my mother and sister, we were nearly ready to open the doors of our first Harper House. Every day, our offices were abuzz with excited and generous women who were coming and going with checks from their husband's accounts and suggestions of how we could feed and clothe our soon to be tenants.

With the help of the wife of the owner of Delmonico's Restaurant, we found a farmer on Long Island who was willing to help us out with a discount on beef, chicken and vegetables. With the help of Mrs Astor, we found a charitable organization that already clothed the poor through donations. They were very happy to work with us as well.

The biggest problem was milk. Milk in the city was of a notoriously poor quality. Swill milk, milk from cows fed from the swill of breweries, was the most common and was a very poor excuse for a nourishing supplement. It was also not uncommon for the purveyors of swill milk to 'enhance' the quality of this beverage with everything from plaster dust to cow puss.

It was a cool Thursday morning in October, when I hired a carriage to take me to a farm in Harlem that had an excellent reputation for producing a high quality, wholesome product. It was my first unaccompanied trip and I was more than a bit nervous about being alone, but bound and determined to present myself as a mature and selfpossessed woman.

The owner, a Mister Sturdevant, was a very well spoken fellow who was justly proud of his farm and the food it produced. Once he became aware of our undertaking, he was eager to help. He offered us a small discount to start, but promised that he would reconsider his prices in a year if our partnership proved beneficial.

I was feeling very mature and powerful as my carriage pulled up in front of the building that housed our offices on 7th Avenue. I paid and tipped my driver and walked up the stairs, eager to tell Miranda of my victory, but even before I entered our offices, I could hear that something was happening inside. A man's voice was growling menacingly and Miranda's voice was harsh and scolding in response to each masculine growl.

When I opened the door, I was shocked to find the man had piled all of our files into boxes and our furniture into the center of the room. He was instructing two other, very large men, to remove everything.

The man turned and looked at me, disdainfully and barked, "Who are you?"

"These are my offices," I said with pretend bravado. "My name is Louisa Harper. MISS Louisa Harper Who are you?"

"I own this building," he shouted at me, "and I am not going to lease space in my building to a female - and a child at that. Find somewhere else to wile away your free time, young lady. This is a place of business - where MEN do business - and I will not allow a parade of silly females to interfere with the comings and going's of men with serious work to do."

My hackles were already raised as I stepped forward and grabbed a folder of paperwork from his hands. "'Silly women?'" I shouted. "'Serious work?' I am trying to help those less fortunate with the work we do in this office, sir, and I would appreciate it if you and your oxen leave this minute."

His smirk was more off putting than his frown had been. "Do you think that you have the right to speak to me that way, child? I guess that Mr Harper spared the rod with you, eh? Well let me be very clear, young Miss Harper, I have no compunction against putting you across my knee right this very minute and teaching you how to speak to your elders and your betters."

The blood in my face was boiling and I was about to spit directly in the face of this pig when we all heard a voice shout, "What on earth is going on here, Marguliese?"

When I turned, I was both relieved and a bit angered to see Langdon entering. Relieved that there was someone arriving who could speak rationally to the building owner, but angered that I was going to have to defer to a man to speak for me. Even if that man was Langdon, it was still demeaning.

Suddenly, the man's attitude changed. "Ahh, Mr Beech-Thorndyke. Very nice to see you, sir, but I do believe that we have a rather big problem."

Langdon shut the door behind him and strutted into the office. He put his hands in the pockets of his breeches, pushing his coat back. With his vest exposed, he looked much tougher than I'd ever seen. "And what is the nature of this problem, Marguliese?"

"Well, sir, you see, I do not rent to women, Mr Beech-Thorndyke, and you never informed me that this office would be used as a hen house for women to congregate in. So, I need to vacate this office immediately so that I may rent it to a man, sir." The man's growl had softened considerably.

"In fact, Marguliese, you do rent this space to a man - me. My name is on the lease and I am subletting to Miss Louisa Harper, one of two women designated to inherit the Harper Financial empire. There are no laws prohibiting me from doing so. You can go to City Hall and check, if you'd like. While you are there, perhaps you could stop into Mayor Grant's office and explain to him that you want to evict his protégé, Miss Louisa Harper, for no reason other than her unwillingness to be a man."

"Yes, Mr Beech-Thorndyke, but the issue is not just Miss Harper, sir. The problem is that this office is occupied by dozens women throughout the day, sir. Unchaperoned, unsupervised women, sir. It's just not right, sir, and some of the other tenants are complaining, you see."

"I see," Langdon smirked, then looked at me and winked. "May I speak to you in the main office, Marguliese? Out of the ear shot of the women. Man to man, as it were."

The building owner nodded. "Yes, of course, sir." Then he looked at the two burly men he'd brought with him and told them to wait. Then, he and Langdon retreated to the office - MY office - and closed the door.

For the next ten minutes or so, the two men chatted while Miranda and I waited impatiently in the reception area with the two overly muscled workers.

"Begging your pardon, Misses," one of the men said to us. "I just want to say that, well, I think that the work you're trying to do here is worthwhile. I'm sorry that we have to do this. It's our job, you see. Nothing personal."

I looked at Miranda, who forced a smile and said, "Well, thank you. That means a lot to us."

There was a silence until the men began talking to each other.

"It feels pretty personal," I muttered to my sister.

"Hush, Louisa," was her quiet response.

When, at last, Langdon and Marguliese emerged from the main office, the building owner tipped his hat to us saying, "Ladies," and headed to the door, motioning for his assistants to follow him.

When the door had closed, I looked at Lanny and shrugged. "So?"

He smiled a very self satisfied smile and said, "So - the office is yours."

Miranda and I exchanged confused looks. "And he will never interfere with our business again?"

His smiled broadened. "No, he will not. He has no reason to, Louisa, because YOU now own the building?"

"I..." I was flummoxed by his statement. "How can I possibly own this building?"

"I just bought it for you, my darling. Happy birthday."

Barely able to comprehend what he'd just said, I stuttered, "My birthday isn't until March."

"Well, then, Merry Christmas. Or just... Happy Thursday. The point is, the building is now yours to do with as you please."

Miranda shook her head. "Lanny, you are unbelievable. Louisa is only FIFTEEN. Even if she were a boy, she still could not legally own a building."

"Then I shall hold it in trust for her until she comes of age."

"Yes, Lanny, but she will still be a woman..."

Langdon wrapped his arms around me from behind and smiled at Miranda. "Then we must use the time we have between now and then to find a good lawyer to make it possible for a woman to own a property like this one. Honestly, Miranda, you have a terrible knack of over complicating things."

My sister scoffed at that, but her attitude was becoming more playful. "So, this is it, then? You and Louisa are going to change the world all by yourselves."

He winked and kissed my temple, a very brazen gesture for an unmarried couple. "That's the plan, Miranda, but not alone. We need your help, too."
 

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"Hey, John, can I see you for a minute before you leave?"

"Yeah, sure, Chief," John nodded as he turned from the exit and headed into the office of The Chief of Police of Portsmouth, Rhode Island - a much more auspicious sounding title than the job deserved. Yes, the Chief had put in his time and learned the job from the ground up, but he only oversaw three full time police officers and five part timers. John, of course, was a part timer, but he had more hours during his summer hiatus from school than he normally had the rest of the year.

"What's up?" He asked as he entered the office. He'd just finished a ten hour, overnight shift and, although he wasn't all that sleepy, he was anxious to get back to the Collins' house to see Annie.

"Shut the door," the Chief didn't look up.

That caught John by surprise. "Sounds serious," he half-joked as he closed the door and waited to find out if he'd screwed up in some way.

The Chief sighed and nodded. "I'm assuming that you haven't been listening to the local news for the last few hours."

He shook his head. "No. Why?"

The Chief examined the tiles in the old drop-ceiling for a good few seconds before saying, "There's a big hubbub going on over in Newport. At Golden Bluffs."

John's skin tingled. "What's going on?"

"Well, it seems that someone let it leak to some far right wing website that Quinn Collins, the person representing America's first feminist, is a boy and that story made national news last night. Now, there's a slew of whacko zealots protesting on the lawn. So far, there's only been a few interactions, but you know what these people are like, John. It could get ugly down there."

"Shit," John uttered, not even thinking that he was speaking to his commanding officer. "Is Quinn ok?"

"As far as I know." The Chief sat back in his seat. "Look, John, we may not be very good at showing it, but when that accident wiped out that family... Quinn became very important to some of us and we have a vested interest in seeing that he is ok, but I have no authority in Newport and I can't send you down there as a cop. I know you, though, and I know that your first instinct is going to be to run down there and be Quinn's savior. I have to advise you not to do that. There is no scenario in which that would be a smart move. If you have any interaction with those people, even if you're out of uniform, the press will see it as an officer over stepping his authority. And the truth is, John, they'd be right."

"So... what do I do?"

The Chief raised his eyebrows and spoke sympathetically. "I know that you're seeing Quinn's sister, John. Go sit with her. There's not much else you can do right now."
 

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Ricky's phone was ringing. He'd worked a late shift at the Verizon Store and then stayed up way too late to watch 'Key Largo' with Grandpa Bill. So he'd planned to sleep-in that morning. He opened one eye and looked at the caller ID. 'Joe.' Then he glanced at the clock. 9:03am. Ugh. He'd hoped to stay asleep till at least eleven.

He pressed the accept button. "Joe, it's too early. Call back in a few hours."

"Dude, this is really serious. Something's happening at Golden Bluffs and I think Quinn's in trouble. Big trouble. Dude, they're saying she's a guy." Joe's voice was excited and the fact that he'd called Ricky 'dude' twice indicated he was very agitated.

Ricky sat up quickly. "What? What are they saying!? What's going on!?"

Just then, Ricky's bedroom door flew open. "Ricky, you'd better come down stairs right now! Quinn's in trouble. Big trouble!" Fiona's voice was just as excited as Joe's and she looked very upset.

Ricky was already pulling the sheet off of himself and headed to the door in his tee shirt and boxers. "Joe, I'll call you later."

"Ricky, wait!" Joe shouted into the phone.

"What?" Ricky was already hustling down the stairs behind Fiona.

"Is Quinn really a guy?"

Ricky grunted. "Joe, she's my girlfriend, ok? That's all you need to know."

"Yeah... got it. Sorry, dude. Let me know if I can help."

Ricky entered the front room of the first floor where all eight sisters, their mother and Grandpa Bill were watching a corespondent reporting on Good Morning America that a well known, far-right sect of a conservative religious group was mounting a protest on the grounds of one of the most historic properties in America because it had come to their attention that one of America's greatest women was being represented by a boy. In fact, 'boy' was the nicest noun he heard them use. In interviews with the protestors, he heard the girl he loved referred to as 'a fag,' 'a female impersonator,' 'a fairy,' and 'a drag queen.'

It was all so hurtful and upsetting that Ricky couldn't even process what was happening.

Then he heard Cathy's voice behind him, speaking into her phone. "Hi. Look, I need to call out today. Yeah, I know and I'm sorry, but one of my sisters is in trouble and she needs my help. Yeah. Sorry. Bye."

Ricky was about to thank his sister when he heard Alice's voice. "Hi, this is Alice Briggs. I won't be in today. We have a family crisis. One of my sisters needs our help. Thanks."

Then it was Beatrice's voice. Then Grace's. Then Ellen's. Then Isabella's. Then Hannah's. And all of them said 'my sister needs my help.'

In his haze of wonderment, Fiona's arm was suddenly around his torso and her head was against his shoulder. "She needs all of us, now, Ricky."

Ricky put his arm around Fiona and looked around the room, his eyes watering. "Thanks, guys." He said very quietly. "Now... what do we do?"

Grandpa Bill's arm came around Ricky from the other side. "Well, we don't do anything confrontational, pal. That's what those people want us to do. I think the first thing we should do is call Annie and make sure that she's ok. Then, maybe we can coordinate efforts with her. Ok?"

"Ok, grandpa."
 

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From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport'

~ "Langdon's rash decision to purchase the building soon turned into a problem as nearly all of the tenants began to move their businesses elsewhere. This left Langdon, well, Langdon and me, with a big mortgage and no income from the building. He didn't say so, but I could tell that he was very concerned that he may have been too rash in his actions and was afraid that he would soon be bankrupt because of it.

"What on earth can you do about it?" Miranda asked after I'd shared my concerns and my intentions to help my fiancé with her.

"Find tenants," I explained, matter of factly. "It shouldn't be too hard. People need offices and we have office space available."

"SOME people need offices, Louisa, but most business people HAVE offices. You and Lanny have five empty floors. Honestly, I think that you'd better talk to him about selling the building. Father and Mother will get used to us working from home."

I was determined, though. I began by sending wires to every businessman I knew in Manhattan, explaining that we had space available in a modern building at a good price. Within a few days, I received back three inquires and twenty nine notices of regret.

It was a start, though, so I persisted.

I set about sending wires to the wives of all the men I'd contacted before. This time, three responded that they had sons who needed offices, two inquired for relatives and several inquired on their own behalf. It seemed that there were other women with interests outside of a household.

Very soon, the two store fronts were rented. One to a woman who made women's hats and the other to a woman who designed and manufactured clothing for woman who could not afford the more high end shops that my family frequented.

Miranda and I occupied the second floor and soon there was a group of young lawyers setting up a practice on the third - all were the sons of women to whom I'd written.

It took nearly a month more to rent the fourth floor to a partnership of men who imported fruits from South America.

Then, just before December, I received another telegram from Mr Samuel Clemens.

TO: MISS LOUISA HARPER, NEW YORK CITY

FR: SAMUEL CLEMENS, AIX LES BAINS, FRANCE

MISS HARPER

MY TOUR OF EUROPE CONTINUES (STOP)
HOWEVER I AM IN NEED OF OFFICE SPACE IN MANHATTAN (STOP)
UNDERSTAND THAT YOU MAY BE ABLE TO ACCOMMODATE (STOP)
TOP FLOOR PREFERRED (STOP)
PLEASE CONTACT MY REPRESENTATIVES IN HARTFORD TO CONFIRM ARRANGEMENTS (STOP)
IN FRIENDSHIP, S CLEMENS

I framed that telegram and hung it in my office.
 

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"John, I can't just leave him there! Those people will eat him alive! He must be petrified!" Ann was wringing her hands as she fretted. All these years of taking care of Quinn - all these years of crying when he couldn't hear her - all these years of protecting him as if he was her own child and now - and now - and now she couldn't help him when he needed her the most.

"Look, honey," John took her hand as they sat on the couch with the television muted, "you just spoke to Quinn and you spoke to Barbara. They are safe inside. Those people out in front, they're professional protestors. They know what they can and can't do, and they know they can't enter the building. She's as safe there as she would be here."

Suddenly, Ann leaned forward and put her head in her hands and started sobbing.

"Annie..." John put his arm around her shoulder. "Annie... it's going to be ok..."

"No, it's not, John!" She said loudly, not intending to sound defensive, but sounding that way, nonetheless. "It's already NOT ok!"

She tried to control herself, but her adrenaline level was high and she had reached her breaking point.

"Look," she tried to explain, "I know that, to you, Quinn is this tough, courageous trans-woman who is pursuing her true self and all that, but to me he's still my Quinn. The little boy I babysat. My baby brother who's diapers I changed to help my mom. The sad, broken little boy that my mom and dad left me to take care of. John... Quinn is as much my child as he'd be if I'd adopted him. I gave up my dreams to take care of him. Oh, God... that sounds awful and it's not what I mean, but... John... as much as I may have complained and whined about how unfair it was that I was stuck here as his nurse... I never really meant it. Quinn is MY child, John. My little boy. My little girl - whatever - he's MINE and these... these... these... ASSHOLES... have already hurt him just by doing what they've already done. The damage has already been done, John, and I don't know what to do about it. I've already helped to put him back together once, John... I don't think I can do it again."

John had no response. The things that Annie had just said... they were horrifying. They were heart wrenching and they showed John something he'd been wholly unaware of until that point. The accident had done more than broken Quinn... it had broken Annie as well. Of course, he knew that it had been terrible for her, but... this was bigger than just mourning. Annie was just as broken as Quinn and she needed just as much help putting herself back together as she had given to Quinn. For some reason, that made him love her all the more.

"Annie..." he didn't know what else to say, and he didn't have to say anything because Ann's phone rang where it sat on the coffee table. John looked at the called ID. "It's Ricky."

Ann sighed and shook her head. "He must be frantic, too."

"I'll answer it," John pressed the 'accept' button.
 

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Barbara was trying desperately to get her head around how this had all happened and how it had become such a monumental issue for everyone involved. "Well, someone must have told them!" She shouted a little too loudly.

Quinn had disappeared into the clothes racks and Monica had gone with him, leaving just Carolyn and Barbara talking by Barbara's desk.

"What about your new girlfriend, April?" Carolyn asked, angrily. "Did you tell her?"

Barbara shook her head. "No. Besides, she would have understood how devastating something like this could be for the estate. She never would have said anything, even if she had know ."

"Did Quinn tell anyone?"

Barbara froze. Quinn had told her on the way to work that he'd confessed to all eight of Ricky's sisters. Holy Moses. One of them could have said something. Instead of telling her mother that, though, she just said, "No. I don't think so."

"Well, figure this out, Barbara and get those people the hell off of our front lawn as soon as possible. This isn't some clubhouse for the sexually depraved population of Aquidneck Island." She turned and stormed off.

Barbara was about to respond to her mother's last attack when she heard someone shouting from the exterior door way. "Don't you fucking touch me, you asshole!" The voice was angry and female, and Barbara understood why someone would be upset, but if that remark had been recorded for a newscast, it wouldn't help their cause at all.

Barbara hurried to see who had shouted. "Roxie?" She said, surprised.

The young woman who had played Louisa's sister, Miranda, at the weddings shook her body, as if shaking off the rain.

"What are you doing here?" Barbara asked, confused. "You're serving today, right? You're getting changed with the other servers."

"Where's Quinn?" Roxanne asked, not paying much heed to Barbara.

Barbara looked around, a bit confused. "I'm not sure... Quinn!?"

He emerged from the racks wearing his favorite Louisa outfit, a silvery-blue day dress, his hair and makeup done, ready to go into the greeting areas.

"What are you doing?" Barbara asked. "We're not opening the doors to those lunatics!"

"Oh, Quinn!" Roxanne hurried over to him and threw her arms around him.

Barbara looked at Monica who was also dressed to receive guests. "She's insisting on greeting the real guests," Monica explained.

Barbara was about to lay down the law and forbid that, but Roxanne spoke first. "So, you ARE the Quinn who went to my school. The one I thought was dead. Oh, Quinn, I'm so sorry that I said what I said and that all of this is happening. You don't deserve this, honey. You've been through so much already..."

Monica interrupted Roxanne's stream of words and said, "Roxie, go put on one of Miranda's dresses. You and I will stay with Quinn all day. They won't pull anything if we're all together."

"Now hold on!" Barbara shouted. "No one is going out into the greeting areas today! I don't care how many ACTUAL guests show up today, NO ONE IS COMING THROUGH THE FRONT DOORS OF GOLDEN BLUFFS." She took a breath. "Not until the police get those jackasses out of here."

"I doubt that they plan on going anywhere, Barbie," Monica said, sadly. "They've got all kinds of press coverage and there seems to be enough trans-phobic people around to support them. I don't see a lot of options. Either we can greet the people who are here as legitimate customers or we can keep ignoring everything, hide in our castle, and keep acting as if nothing unusual is happening out there. I don't know what else to do."

"I do," a man's voice came from the hallway. It was Evan, already dressed in his Mr Harper suit. He smiled as he entered the costume shop and looked at the worried faces of the women. "Ahh, it's good to be amongst family at a time like this." He kissed Monica's cheek, "Winnifred, my love." Then he kissed Roxanne's cheek. "Miranda, my dear, so good to see you." Then he kissed Quinn's cheek. "And here is little Louisa. The light of my heart and the bane of my existence. You know, I don't think that the real Louisa gave her father as big a run for his money as you have given me, my dear."

Quinn sighed. "I know. I'm sorry. All of you... I'm sorry."

"Oh, don't be silly, Quinn," Barbara shook her head. "This was all my idea."

"Well," Evan sat and crossed his legs, "regardless of who's idea it was to have a trans-woman portray Louisa, I think that casting Quinn, regardless of her DNA, was brilliant. The kids love her and she knows everything there is to know about the Harpers and Golden Bluffs. Now... let's move on."

"Good idea." Barbara sat on her desk and folded her arms. "So... what's your plan to deal with all of this, then?"

Evan was very sure that he knew what he was doing. "You know Toby Franklin over up in Warwick?"

Barbara blinked at him. "Sure. He runs that big costume supply shop, right?"

"He does," Evan smiled, "and he is sending a truckload of things our way as we speak. Don't worry - I'll help pay for everything."

Barbara, Quinn, Monica and Roxanne all looked at him and to each other, completely baffled.

"Why is he bringing things to us?" Barbara was curious, now. Evan was always a clever guy. He definitely had something up his sleeve.

"Well," he sat a bit straighter and looked at each of them, "you know how some people wear those bracelets that have 'WWJD' on them?"

"Sure," Monica nodded. "What would Jesus do?"

Evan smiled. "In this case, I think we should ask 'WWKDD,' or 'What Would Kirk Douglas Do?'"

No response.

"Well, to be more precise, it should probably be 'WWTCD.' 'What Would Tony Cutis Do?'"

Still no response.

'God, you people are so young. Let's just start rallying the troops, ok? Call everyone you know who might help us out and have them come here. Tell them to park at The Elms and walk along the ocean path, though. That way the protesters won't see them."

"Ok," Quinn nodded, "but for now, I'm going to go meet my guests."

"No!" Barbara insisted.

"Barbie," Monica said quietly. "Let us do this. We need to stay busy and there's plenty of people who can standby as security."

"Argh!" Barbara let out a groan. "Sometimes I feel like Doctor Frankenstein and now my monster is out of control."

Evan stood and said, "An excellent analogy, Barbie. Now, let's get the pitchforks out of the hands of the villagers, shall we?"
 

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"These people... they think that they can just undermine our traditions and pervert history. Well, they can't. We won't let them."

"How is having a trans-woman portray Louisa Harper perverting history?" The NBC Network news reporter asked.

"Don't act so naïve," the protesters scoffed. "Louisa Harper was a straight woman. She had a vagina and two 'X' chromosomes. That's how she should be represented."

"Yes, but," the reporter persisted, "it does seem odd that your organization, which is known for demanding that women remain in traditional roles as homemakers and caregivers, should suddenly be the defenders of a woman known for her progressive views of women's rights. She was not a traditional woman in any way and encouraged women to seek opportunities outside of the home and beyond the restrictions society placed on the women of her day."

"That's not true," the protester scoffed.

"Of course it is," the reporter explained. "Anyone with a basic knowledge of the life and achievements of Louisa Harper knows that she broke social norms rather than live within their confines."

The protester laughed. "You better check your facts. Women of that era didn't challenge the Bible's guidelines for women. They stayed home and supported their husbands the way that God intended."

"So, you have no idea who Louisa Harper was or what she represents?"

"Of course I do. I need to go."

The reporter turned and faced the camera. "Well, there you have it. This is Julio Rivera, live from the Golden Bluffs Estate in Newport, Rhode Island."
 

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"Welcome, everyone, welcome," Quinn, as Louisa, said as he welcomed a group of tourists into the suite where he'd been greeting tourists for several weeks, now. Barbara had tried very hard to keep Quinn, Roxanne and Monica from going out into the estate that day, but Quinn had insisted that the real guests deserved a real show. Finally, Barbara had relented, but insisted that Monica and Roxanne be in the same room with Quinn at all times. This was the fourth group of tourists of the day and things were going well. They all had started to relax a bit. "My name is Louisa, this is my sister Miranda and my mother, Winifred. It is a bit unusual that we are all together to greet you, today, but I'm sure you've noticed that today is an unusual day. We have a lot of unexpected guests with us today and we just want to make sure that everyone feels welcome."

Quinn did his usual spiel about Louisa's life at Golden Bluffs with Monica adding some highlights from Winifred's point of view. Even Roxanne, who was very beautiful in her burgundy dress, added a few tidbits from Miranda's point of view, tidbits that had been provided by Quinn.

"Any questions?" Quinn asked, as always.

"Is a corset uncomfortable?" A very pretty, dark haired girl of maybe twelve years old asked. That was almost always the first question from each group to enter the suite.

All three of the Harper women smiled. Quinn answered, "Yes and no. At first, it is very restrictive, but you get used to it very quickly. After a day or two, you forget that you're even wearing it."

A second little girl raised her hand and Quinn called on her. "Did you own a car?"

"A car? Do you mean an automobile?"

The girl nodded.

"Well," Quinn leaned forward to act as if this were confidential information, "of course, I know what an automobile is. I've read about them in magazines. But, no, in 1901, when I was fifteen, we did not own an automobile. Father has spoken about purchasing one, but I don't think that will happen for at least ten years or so."

A third little girl raised her hands. She was very dressed up for a tourist.

"Yes?" Quinn asked, brightly.

"Are you going to burn in hell?" The child asked.

Quinn was caught off guard by the question. "I beg your pardon? Do you mean because my family is rich? I do think that my good works will be taken into consideration when my time comes." It wasn't a great response, but Quinn wanted to just say anything and move along.

"No," the child's mother said, a smile plastered onto her face. "What she means is are you, Quinn Collins, prepared to spend eternity in hell?"

That threw Quinn, a bit. "I beg your pardon... My name is..."

Another woman interrupted. "Your name is Quinn Collins. You live in Portsmouth, Rhode Island. You are a homosexual and you will burn in hell."

Before Quinn could respond the little girl piped up, again. "On account of you're a fag."

"Security!" Monica called out loudly. "Security!"

"You ARE a fag, aren't you?" The second lady asked. The strangest part of the interaction with these females was the self-satisfied smiles that they maintained during their insulting attack.

"You're just a faggy boy in a dress, aren't you?" The girl persisted.

As several men who worked as 'butlers' in the estate entered to escort the women and child out, Quinn said, "I do hate to be an ungracious hostess, but I must say that you are, perhaps, the rudest people I have ever met. I am afraid that I must ask you to leave."

"This way, ladies, please," one of the butlers said, without touching anyone, but just indicating the direction in which he wanted the group to proceed.

The three females smiled even more broadly and began to chant rhythmically, "Fag. Fag. Fag. Fag. Fag..." and they allowed themselves to be led away.

"I'm sorry," Monica announced, "but I am afraid that Louisa needs to leave, now."

"Oh, don't be silly, Mother," Quinn laughed. "We mustn't let a few rude people ruin our day. I'm sure that there are more questions." He smiled at the guests.

Monica let out a frustrated sigh. "Alright, Louisa. A few more questions, but then we'll need to prepare for dinner."

Quinn shook his head and smiled at the guests. "Mother can be very demanding," he said to the children. "I bet your mothers can be demanding, too, can't they?"

"Yeeeessss," the group said in unison, causing the mothers in the room to laugh and murmur to each other.

"So," Quinn's bright demeanor was back, "does anyone else have any questions?"

Almost every girl under fourteen raised her hand with yet another question about the life of Louisa Harper.
 

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"Oh, Lord!" Carolyn grunted as the phone on her desk rang yet again. She picked up the receiver and said, "Hello," then listened for a moment. "No. At this time we have no statement, but we will be addressing the press later today. Thank you." She said and put the receiver back into its cradle.

She looked at her daughter and said, "Have you figured out who told the press?"

Barbara shook her head. "No, mother, I have not, but Evan has a really good idea for dealing with the protesters."

Carolyn rolled her eyes and shook her head. "Until you know who spoke to the press, you'll never be able to handle this situation, Barbara."

"I disagree..."

"Listen. I have been running this estate since you were a child and I have never had a scandal like this to deal with, Barbara. This mess is your fault and you need to put an end to it."

"Mom, you can't allow these people to hold the moral high ground. Yes, having a trans-woman portraying Louisa is definitely a new idea, but it is not something to be ashamed of. We need to present ourselves to the press as the people who are enlightened and accepting of everyone."

"Oh, for crying out loud, Barbara!" Carolyn had reached the end of her rope. Why was everyone else so useless? "We are a historical museum, not a place for a political stance!"

"Why not, mom? Those people aren't even from around here. They're from nearly two thousand miles away. I guarantee that, if we take a stand and support Quinny and every other trans-person, then I really think that our customer base will support us even more."

"Well, that's not going to happen. Quinn is obviously no longer going to be playing Louisa..."

"Of course she is," Barbara shook her head. "She's the best Louisa we've ever had..."

"No HE is not, Barbara. If you can't fire him, then send him in here and I'll do it. Where is he, now?"

"She's at her station greeting guests."

"What!? Are you insane? Get him up here immediately!"

"Mom, Quinny is doing the right thing and we are going to support her..."

"NO!" Carolyn shouted and slammed her open palm against her desk top. "No, Barbara, now, just stop this stupidity."

"Mom!" Barbara tried to rationalize with her mother. "Outside of New England, if you tell someone that you're from Newport, the first thing that they ask isn't about the mansions. The first thing they ask is, 'Is that the place where Bob Dylan first used an electric guitar?' We can change that, mom. We can make that first question, 'Is that where the community stood up for that trans-woman?' This is important, mom." Carolyn dropped her forehead into the palms of her hands in an overly dramatic manner. "God, you just don't get it, do you, Barbara? Just because you've decided that all things gay are cool, you can't push that down other people's throats! Honest to goodness, I do not understand you, any more. When I was eating with Eve yesterday afternoon, I was telling her how you and the rest of the world seems to have gone completely off the rails! You and everyone else your age seem to think that anyone can be anything just by saying so! You have to get a handle on reality before you ruin everything that we've worked for, here."

"Wait!" Barbara sat forward in her seat. "What did you tell Eve?"

Carolyn blinked as she thought. "Well... I told her about you and that April girl and how foolish I thought that was..."

"Did you tell her about Quinny?"

"No, I did not," Carolyn said, emphatically, but then she thought for a moment. "Well... not, specifically, no. I mean... I never mentioned his name. Just that the boy across the street was now a girl and had a boyfriend."

"And that she was playing Louisa, right?" Barbara said, getting a bit pushy.

"Well... maybe... I don't know for sure. I mean... Barbara, you have my head spinning with all of this nonsense. Hes and shes and girls with girlfriends and boys with boyfriends... it's all too much. Maybe I did say something..."

"MAYBE!?" Barbara looked shocked. "Mom, how could you have done this? When I was in high school, Eve was leading a charge to have 'Huckleberry Finn' removed from the school library! She called 'A Catcher in the Rye' pornography! She wanted to have a science teacher fired because he was gay! Mom, you told the only person I know who is self-righteous enough to destroy everything just to have her own way, the one thing that you had no right to tell anyone!"

Carolyn shook her head. "Barbara, you and that boy... you have me so confused. If I DID say anything it was because..."

"It was because YOU told her, mom. It wasn't because of anything I did. It was because you CHOSE to say something to someone who you knew would try to damage either Quinny or me, and I have to tell you, mom, I think that's incredibly petty."

"Oh, of course!" Carolyn wasn't about to quit without a fight. "YOU suddenly turn MY life upside down and now I'm the bad guy because I needed to vent to someone - anyone - who might understand..."

"Enough!" Barbara stood. "You can just sit here and deny the facts, mom, but I'm going to put an end to all of this insanity on the front lawn. You may want to come outside at about two thirty. I think you may find our solution pretty eye opening."
 

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"Ok, we'll be there," Ann said into the phone, then she disconnected the call.

"Should I call Ricky?" John asked.

"No. Quinn already called him and he and his sisters are calling everyone they know.'

"Alright. I'll call some of my friends, too."

Ann nodded. "You know, what? I'm going to send an email to my whole school system. See if anyone will come out."

"Sounds good," John nodded and grabbed his phone. "I'll do the same."
 

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"Just come up along the beach approach, ok?" Ricky said into his phone.

"Yeah, sure, Rick," Joe replied, eager to help. "But... is it true that Quinn's a guy? I only ask because... well... because I'm curious, I guess."

Ricky sighed. "Joe... all you need to know is that Quinn is everything I have ever wanted in a girl and that I love her."

"Everything, dude? Everything? I mean... something is definitely missing, right?"

"Joe, you're my best friend, but if this is going to be a big deal for you, then we're going to have to say goodbye, ok?"

There was quiet for a moment. "Ok, Rick. I get it. If she makes you happy, that's all I need to know."

"Thanks, Joe."

"I'll see you around two."

Ricky put down his phone and shook his head. Why couldn't people just let Quinn be Quinn and Ricky be Ricky? This was a much bigger thing than it should be.

"Ricky?" A voice came from his doorway.

He turned and said, "Hey, mom."

She entered and sat on the other side of the bed with her back to him. "Ricky... this is going to be big, you know. Like... on TV, big. Everyone's going to know that Quinn's a boy. This might be more than you can handle."

Ricky nodded, then stood and walked around the bed so that he stood in front of his mother. "You're right, mom. This is a lot and... I could really use your support today."

She looked out the front window and thought for a moment. "I know that I'm not the best mother in the world, Ricky, but I don't think I'd be doing a good job as a mom if I didn't point out that this is probably not going to go smoothly. Everyone you know and everyone you've ever known is going to see you on TV and they're going to think of you differently after that. Can you deal with that?"

Ricky stared at her for a long few moments. "How about you, mom? Will you see me differently?"

She shrugged. "Does it matter, Ricky?"

He took a deep breath and let it out. "As far as the rest of the world is concerned... no. It doesn't matter. But as far as you're concerned... it matters. I don't want you to turn your back on me, mom. I love you too much to let that happen."

"So... if I asked you not to do this, you wouldn't?"

"No, mom, I'm going to go help Quinn anyway I can. I love her. I just want you to be on board with it so we don't end up with a wedge in between us."

She stood and hugged him. Then she let him go and said, "I don't want that either, Ricky. I'll get ready to go."

"Thanks, mom," he smiled as she left the room.

He was looking at his phone, pondering who else to call when he heard Fiona's voice. "Are you ok?"

Ricky's eyes were filled with un-shed tears as he shook his head. "No, Fi. I'm really not. This shouldn't be this hard."

Fiona entered and hugged him. "I know, Rick, and I know that this might make a few things uncomfortable for you in the next few months, but think about who's had to given up more privacy here - you or Quinn. She's literally being laid bare in the press."

"I know, and that's really killing me. I just want to be in Newport with her right now. I'm so scared that she is going to be hurt by those assholes."

"Hey," Fiona looked him in the eye, "I have never, ever, ever met anyone, male or female, as strong as Quinn Collins. She has been through more than any of us could possibly survive. This will be nothing for her. All she needs is for you to be there."

Ricky smiled. "Just me and her eight sisters, huh?"

Fiona smiled, now. "It's what sisters do."
 

~^~

 

Bill looked at the phone that was vibrating in his hand and pushed the 'accept' button. "Hi, Chief. What's up?"

The man on the other end of the phone huffed a little. "Hi, Bill. Look... I understand that Quinn Collins' friends are planning some kind of a demonstration down in Newport this afternoon."

"That's the plan, Chief," Bill said, matter of factly.

"Honestly, Bill, I can't recommend that you do that. In situations like this, it's always better to just let the protestors tire themselves out and go home. It'll all be over in a week or so and no one will even remember it in six months."

Bill chuckled at that. "I can't agree with your assessment, Chief. Even if everyone else forgets about it, this attack on Quinn is going to harm her irreparably unless we show up and show her that she's worthy of our love and acceptance."

"You're doing the wrong thing, Bill. Take my advice, just let it blow over."

"You know," Bill wasn't being defensive, just honest, "about seven years ago the Collins family was destroyed and that community that you represent had an opportunity to come to their rescue and help out a poor college kid who had to give up her dreams to take care of her little brother who was facing challenges that no one should ever have to face. And how did your community handle that opportunity, Chief?"

"Come on, Bill. You're over simplifying the situation. The Collins family had only lived here a short time. We barely knew them.'

"That's just an excuse, Chief, and you know it. You and everyone else in Portsmouth had the opportunity to do the right thing and nobody, not you, not anyone else, did a goddamned thing."

"Bill..."

"Hey, don't take it too much to heart, Chief. I didn't do a goddamned thing, either. I saw that accident. I read the stories in the papers and I could have helped, but I was too wound up in my own life to do what I should have. Now, I have a chance to help her, again, Chief, and I'm not going to let that opportunity pass me by. So... as for these people who are attacking one of my kids..."

"Bill, Quinn is NOT one of your kids."

"... I am not going to let them tear either my family or the Collins family apart."

The Portsmouth Chief of Police sighed again. "Is there anything I can say to stop you from doing this?"

"Not a fucking thing, Chief. Not a fucking thing."
 

~^~

 

The overflow parking lot at The Elms was already nearly full when Ricky pulled into it. Grandpa Bill was right behind him in his BMW with Ricky's mother in the passenger seat, and all of Ricky's sisters were following the BMW in the family van.

When they all had gotten out of their vehicles, they headed towards the beach to follow the walking path that led to Golden Bluffs. They were all surprised to be joining a large group of people already heading in the direction of the Harper estate.

When, at last, they entered the house, they were all ushered into the huge grand entry where Evan was standing at the top of the stairs on the little balcony that overlooked the first floor.

"Alright, ladies and gentlemen!" He shouted. "If we could have some silence, please, I'd like to tell you how this is going to work. We are setting up a public address system outside the main entrance, right behind you, as we speak. First, we'll all line up in single file inside. We will pass among you and give you each your prop. Then, we will start the event with Barbara, here," he indicated Barbara, "saying a few words before she turns the microphone over to me. I will give a very short speech and then each of you will walk up to the microphone and say your line, then follow in the direction that I will walk. Now, we're going to rehearse our line. Please, please, please, only say this line - nothing else - and then follow to where I have gone. Any questions? No? Ok. Repeat after me..."
 

~^~

 

From 'The Autobiography of Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport"

~ "If I have learned anything at all throughout the first part my brief life, it is that I cannot find success, and I certainly cannot find happiness, without the love and support of my family and friends. At the beginning of the summer of 1891, I felt like a rudderless child who was ignored by her family. As Christmas approached, though, I realized that I was no longer a child, but with the help of my family, friends and, especially, the love of my life, Langdon, I could achieve anything - regardless of my age or sex."
 

~^~

 

"Son of a bitch," the Chief of Police of Portsmouth muttered and he slammed his desk drawer shut. He stood and walked to his office door and looked around. "Bartlett!" He shouted across the office.

"Yeah, Chief?"

"I'm going to Newport. You're in charge while I'm gone."

He looked at the young woman who was both receptionist and dispatcher for the small department. "Call if you need me."

"Ok, Chief," she nodded.

The Chief grabbed his hat and headed for the door. Just as his hand touched the handle, the receptionist/dispatcher called to him. "Chief! Don't let anything happen to her, ok?"

He shook his head. "That's the plan, Ellen."
 

~^~

 

Quinn had changed back into the yellow sundress he'd worn that morning and had just entered the very crowded foyer of the estate. He stopped dead in his tracks, shocked by the number of people who'd turned up to support him. "Wow," he muttered, then he smiled. "Hi, everyone. I'm Quinn..." he would have continued, but the applause was too loud and lasted too long for him to say anything.

"Hey," Ricky said, coming to his side and kissing Quinn's cheek. "Are you ok?"

Quinn nodded and smiled. "Yeah. I think I am. I wasn't, but... now, you're here. Look at all of this!"

"Quinn!" Fiona appeared and hugged him tightly. "Are you ok?"

Quinn smiled back at her. "I am, now."

"We're all here for you," Fiona said, excitedly. "Grandpa Bill, mom, all of the girls... everyone. We even called all of our friends and almost all of them are here, too."

This was unbelievable. Everyone was smiling at him, offering him a thumbs up, waving... it was so much more than he could possibly process in the moment.

"Quinn!" He turned and saw Silva, Liam and all of the people from dance class waving at him.

"Oh, my God!" He smiled, touching his hand to his chest. "Thank you guys so much for coming!"

"Are you kidding?" Sylvia laughed. "You're one of us, honey. We're always going to be here for you."

Before Quinn could tear up too much, a woman touched his right arm. "Quinn? Do you remember me?"

It took him a moment but her name came to him. "Mrs Gallagher!" He said, shocked to see his seventh grade history teacher.

"Oh, honey," the woman wrapped her arms around him, "I'm so sorry I didn't stay in touch to see how you were doing all these years. It was just so tragic and none of us knew quite how to deal with it. I just want you to know though, that you have been in my prayers every morning and night since you were hurt. I am so happy to see you looking so beautiful." She hugged him tighter and Quinn could tell that she was crying.

"Thank you, Mrs Gallagher," Quinn said into the woman's ear. "That means the world to me."

Other people spoke to him, too. Other teachers, fellow students, neighbors, colleagues of Annie's, friends of the Briggs sisters, people who'd seen Quinn's presentations as Louisa Harper, people who just wanted the hate group on the front lawn to leave their community... there were, literally, hundreds upon hundreds of people there to support him.

"Alright, ladies and gentlemen!" Evan shouted. "We are going to pass out your props. Please just get ready and once you have everything ready, just leave it alone. Thank you."

"You should get to the doorway," Ann said, touching Quinn's shoulder.

Quinn excused himself from the person who'd been speaking to him. He looked around and spotted Ricky, he took his boyfriend's hand and whispered, "I really need you to be near me." Then he spotted Fiona and he took her hand as well. "I need you, too. In fact, I need my whole family. Come on. We need to get to the front."

Annie smiled as the entire Briggs family joined John and her as they moved forward to support her little sister.
 

~^~

 

The road from Portsmouth to Newport was very crowded and the traffic was moving very slowly.

"What the hell?" The Chief mumbled to himself. He was several miles south of the area in which he had any jurisdiction, but the clock was ticking. John had told him that the plan was to do whatever crazy thing they were planning to do at two thirty and it was already two ten. He knew that it was one hundred percent against protocol, but he needed to be there. If he wasn't and something bad happened, he'd never forgive himself. So, he turned on his siren and pulled into the left lane and headed to Golden Bluffs as quickly as he could.

Why the hell wasn't anyone listening to him, today? John had never once challenged him before and Bill Briggs tended to only call him when he needed some advice. Now, he'd told John to stand down and he'd told Bill to let the situation blow over, but no one had paid a bit of attention to him. Now, whatever nonsense they had planned was more than likely to end up in some kind of confrontation with people from both sides ending up in jail.

What no one seemed to be hearing was that the people who'd shown up to protest knew exactly how to provoke the community members. Chances are, the jail cells would have a lot more locals in them than they would provocateur's.

As he approached Mansion Row, there were Newport police officers directing people away from The Elms, Golden Bluffs and The Breakers. The Chief pulled up to the makeshift barrier they'd assembled and rolled down his window.

"Hey, Chief," the Newport officer said, reading the insignia on the side of the police car as he leaned down to look into the window. "What can I do for you?"

"Hi, officer. Hey, I know this is a little unorthodox, but I need to get to Golden Bluffs."

"Ooh, no can do, Chief," the officer said. "Things are really heating up down there and my Chief says no one else is allowed in. There's probably three or four thousand people down there already."

"Can you call your Chief for me? Tell him that I'm here and I need to get through. That's one of my girls in there and I just want to be there to help if things go sideways."

"Ok," the cop was dubious, but he pressed the button on the microphone that hung on his chest. He spoke for a few moments, then turned back to the Chief. "Alright. Follow the road to Golden Bluffs and park in the Golden Bluffs employee lot. My Chief will meet you, there."
 

~^~

 

"How could you have done this to me, Eve?" Carolyn nearly screamed into her phone. "I confided in you as a friend! How could you have just turned around and told the press about this?"

"Look, Carolyn," her friend's voice was very self righteous and superior sounding, "you told me about horrible, perverted things going on in my own backyard. Did you really expect me to just sit quietly and let your daughter and her friends undermine the moral integrity of my community? Surely, you know me better than that. You told me those things because you were afraid to do anything about them yourself. Well, I wasn't and I took care of it."

Carolyn groaned in frustration. "You may have destroyed Golden Bluffs. This is a scandal, Eve, an absolute scandal and Golden Bluffs may never recover from this."

"Well, then just do the right thing, Carolyn. Drag that little fairy out in front of the cameras, tell the press that you were duped by your daughter's poor judgement and fire the little faggot. That will be the end of it."

Carolyn felt a contraction in her chest. She'd known Eve for decades, but she had no idea that she could be this cold and heartless. "Eve... Barbara is my daughter and I've known Quinn since he was a child. I can't just throw them under a bus like that."

"Then I don't know what to tell you, Carolyn. You need to make a decision. Do you protect your daughter and her little fairy friend, or do you do what's right and put an end to this whole thing?"

"Goddamnit, Eve, you had no right to share that information! I'm sorry, but our friendship is dissolved as of this moment."

"Oh, please, you can't be serious."

"I am deadly serious, Eve. I've been an idiot up until this point, but no longer. I love my daughter and if she's a lesbian, that's just something I need to accept. And as for Quinn... well... I don't have the right to condemn him, either. Goodbye, Eve."

She heard the woman on the other end of the call start to speak again, but she'd already ended the call.

Immediately, she pushed Barbara's number.

"Mom?"

"Barbie, you haven't started yet, have you?"

Barbie? It had been a good long while since Barbara's mother had called her 'Barbie.' "No. In about five minutes."

"Well, don't start without me. I'm coming down to support both you and Quinn. I'm on my way."

When the phone call ended, Barbara looked at her device and muttered, "What the hell?"
 

~^~

 

"Chief!" The Chief or police in Newport waved and walked towards him, offering a hand. "A purely social visit, I assume? I don't need to remind you that you have no authority here."

The man from Portsmouth shook his head. "No need at all. I'm just here to... honest to God, Frank, I can't even tell you why I'm here. I guess I just feel like... well, maybe I let down this kid when she got hurt way back when. I'm just here to be supportive, now, I guess."

The Newport Chief looked around. "You and several thousand others, from what I gather. I'm just hoping to keep a lid on things this afternoon. Honestly, I never thought I'd see these whacko's come to Rhode Island. Must be nice to have nothing better to do than to be a professional asshole who just travels the country destroying the well being of decent people."

The Chief from Portsmouth nodded. "Let's just hope that today isn't the day that they win."
 

~^~

 

"Good afternoon, everyone," Carolyn spoke into the microphone. Pretty much everyone was shocked to see her arrive in the foyer, but Barbara was watching her now, as she addressed everyone outside the estate, in a state of shock. "My name is Carolyn Jenkins and I am the Director of Operations here at the Harper Estate. I'm sure that you've read all of the news reports about our Louisa here at Golden Bluffs. Well, I am here to assure you that not only are those reports completely, utterly and unashamedly true, but I want to emphasize that this year's Louisa, regardless of her gender at birth, is the most knowledgeable, most gracious and most beautiful Louisa we have ever had at Golden Bluffs and I, for one, could not be more proud of the work that she has done here."

There was a smattering of applause from the people who'd just arrived to show support and loud booing from the protestors.

"For those of you who feel that we have somehow violated some unwritten rule by employing this young woman, I can only apologize to you for making you feel that way, BUT I DO WANT TO EMPHASIZE, that it is my policy and the policy of this institution to employ the best possible person to represent one of this country's greatest female thinkers and doers, and no one could possibly be a better Louisa Harper than our current employee - with the notable exception of Louisa Harper herself. Now, having kicked things off, I shall turn the microphone over to my daughter, Barbara."

Barbara stepped up to the makeshift podium, which was actually a sturdy black music stand with a table cloth hastily duct-taped to it.

"Good afternoon," a fairly stunned Barbara said, in a clear voice. "I just want to point out that we are not here to challenge anyone, or confront anyone, or create any problems. We - my mother and I and everyone else who speak in the next crew minutes - are celebrating an amazing and very brave young lady here, today, and we should be ashamed that it took this group of outsiders to make us aware that we have failed to acknowledge the hard work and achievements of Quinn Collins."

This got a very loud series of boos from the protesters.

"Most of you will remember Quinn's name from the newspapers when she was the sole survivor of a horrific car accident that took the lives of her mother, father and older brother. Since then, this young woman has been called a paraplegic, a fighter, and even a superhero. But today, we are here because some people are calling our Quinn Collins, the child who SHOULD, by all rights, have died on the side of Rt 95, the child who should never have walked again, the child who has put all of her pain behind her to bring a bit of joy to the visitors here at Golden Bluffs - that amazing, brave child is being called horrible, childish, hateful epitaphs by people who know NOTHING of her pain and achievements. So, rather than spew hatred and intolerance, we are inviting all of you to join us in celebrating this amazing young woman."

She looked about at the crowd and saw no sense of shame on the out-of-towners.

"At this point, I will turn the microphone over to a man that many of you know from his years as Mr Harper at Golden Bluffs, Mr Evan Coleman."

Evan stepped to the microphone and looked about before speaking very solemnly. "Good afternoon." He breathed deeply and looked at each protester, making eye contact when possible. "I know that you, we, all of us are good people and that our personal relationship with our creator cannot be questioned by another human being. So - I will not question, nor condemn the actions of any of you good folks out here today. I will say, though, that I understand your desire to show the world that we are a morally strong and secure nation, and for that I applaud you. I also understand that the thing you want most of all is to meet and confront this horrible, dangerous person who has been denigrating the name of Louisa Harper. As you have already heard, this heartless, vile creature is named Quinn - Quinn Collins - and she is prepared to meet you and face your wrath."

At this point, Evan bent low and fiddled with something for a moment. When he stood again, he was wearing a dark red wig done up in the fashion of Louisa Harper. He made a dramatic sigh, then said, "Ladies and Gentlemen... I am Quinn Collins," and he walked away from the podium and towards the crowd of protesters.

Almost immediately, Ann appeared from the front doorway wearing the same style of wig and walked to the microphone and said, "I am Quinn Collins," and followed Evan onto the front lawn.

John followed, the wig again in place. "I am Quinn Collins."

Then Quinn, appeared. No wig was necessary, but his hair was up and in character. "I am Quinn Collins."

Then Ricky.

Then each sister.

Ricky's mother.

Grandpa Bill.

Monica.

Roxanne.

The people from dance class.

Joe and the waitresses from The Newport Creamery.

Dozens of teachers from the Portsmouth School Department there to support both Quinn and Ann.

People he barely knew and people he'd never met before. Each with a dark red wig and each walking up to the microphone and proclaiming, "I am Quinn Collins," then walking forward onto the lawn to form a line of love and support in front of the line of pettiness and hatred.

The line just went on and on and on until people were appearing without the wigs because they'd run out of the costume item.

At some point, the people on the lawn who'd shown up just to support the person they'd heard about on the news began to shout, "I am Quinn Collins," as well and, one by one, they too formed a line of love and support, but theirs was behind the line of pettiness and hatred.

Soon, instead of individual voices, the two groups of supporters were shouting in rhythm. "I am Quinn Collins. I am Quinn Collins. I am Quinn Collins. I am Quinn Collins," and they all joined hands in support of Quinn and each other.

It became so loud that the shouts of "Fag," and "Burn in Hell," from the protesters were nearly completely drowned out.

It seemed to go on forever, but it was probably only about twenty minutes before one of the leaders of the protest motioned for a policeman to come to him. He whispered something to the officer who spoke into his microphone and within a few minutes, several school buses proclaiming the name of their church arrived in the parking lot next to the front lawn. Several officers led the protesters, single file, to the vehicles. When they were loaded aboard and the vehicles were pulling out of the lot with a police escort, a huge cheer erupted from everyone who remained on the lawn. There were hugs and kisses all around, but no one was hugged and kissed more than the woman of the moment: Quinn Collins.

As for Quinn, he could barely contain his emotions. His tears were plentiful and meaningful to all assembled. The joy and love that he felt for everyone around him was more than he could process and he was grateful when, at last, he was able to collapse into Ricky's arms and sob like a child.

"Hey, Quinn," Ricky whispered, genuinely concerned by Quinn's shaking. "Are you ok?"

Quinn nodded, but kept his head buried in Ricky's shoulder where he felt safe and most loved.

"Hey, Bill," a tired and surprised voice called as it approached.

"Chief?" Bill smiled as he removed the red wig from his head. "What brings you so far south?"

The Chief extended his hand. "Nicely done, Bill. I'm impressed."

Bill shook his head. "Nothing to do with me, Chief. I just helped out my kids."

The Chief smiled and nodded. "I guess, but... this was pretty impressive. Congratulations, Bill. Let's get together soon, ok? Maybe some deep sea fishing? What do you say?"

Bill laughed and nodded. "Sounds great, Chief. Give me a call, ok?"

"Ok, Bill." He turned and walked away, but stopped and said, "Oh, and by the way, Bill... when we do go fishing together, I'd appreciate it if you'd wear that wig. It really makes you look younger."

Bill looked at the wig in his hand, then held it up to look more closely. "You know, I've been thinking about changing my hair color. Do you think red works for my skin tone?"

The Chief winked. "Very cute."

"Ladies and gentlemen!" Evan's voice sounded through the public address system. "If I may!"

The crowd quieted, but was far from silent. They were all just too happy to be truly quiet.

"First, on behalf of all of us at Golden Bluffs, thank you for coming here today and showing this wonderful young woman so much support. I don't think any of us expected this kind of turnout, but I guess that the great people of the nation's smallest state have spoken!"

Huge cheers went up for that remark.

"Second, and lastly, I just want to thank Quinn for being the strong, intelligent, beautiful woman that she is and, believe me, honey, every person on this lawn today is going to be watching you for the rest of your life to see what kind of woman you become. We are here for you today, tomorrow and forever, baby! Remember that."

More cheering erupted.

He continued. "I feel as if we have all learned something today, Quinn, and that you have taught us a great and enduring lesson. Not a lesson about social reform, or equal rights, but a lesson about ourselves and how much we all need each other. We need each other's support and love to see us through the hardships that sometimes arrive unexpectedly on our doorsteps. The strength that you have quietly displayed for years is not all that different from the strength that our great inspiration, The Queen of Aquidneck Island, displayed throughout her life, too. Quinn, you have taught us a lesson about the strength of womanhood. Just putting on those wigs today put us all in a new frame of mind. Entering your world for a few moments taught us the power of dignity and, in our own way, the importance of becoming Miss Louisa Harper of New York and Newport. Let's hear one more big round of applause for Quinn Collins!"
 
 

THE END

Positively Glowing - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Accidental
  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding
  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Pregnant / Having a Baby

Other Keywords: 

  • Authoritarian
  • Halloween
  • lingerie
  • Slow Transformation
  • Workplace Situations

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Positively Glowing: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

With the encouragement of his wife and sister, Gerry tries on some foundation garments
to see if they make him look thinner. Unfortunately, they have the opposite effect.


 
Author's Note: This story, back when I wrote it, was definitely different from my usual faire. Please, when you read this, please tell me what you think of it: the premise, the characters, and how you felt? ~Clara.
 
This version of Positively Glowing: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

"That's quite alright, Ms Kimble." Gerry smiled into the headset microphone he wore as he typed into his large screened, desk top computer, "it's what I do. It was just a little glitch in the coding, but everything should run fine, now. Call me back if you need anything else."

He hung up the phone and glanced at the crib set up against the wall in his home office. The big, blue eyes and gold hair of his niece smile back at him, expectantly. He stood and walked towards the child, bent at her level and smiling. "And that's his Uncle Gerry makes a thousand dollars, honey." They both giggle as he lifted her out of the crib and took her and bounced her on his hip. "That little call earned Uncle Gerry more than he has earned since he started this software consulting business. Yes it did! Yes it did!"

Then Gerry noticed the smell. "Oops! Someone's dirty!" he cooed at the child. "Let's get you changed and then we'll go out on the deck for a little while, till mommy and Aunty Stevie come home."

He smiled down at the child, who smiled back up at him as he opened the bottom of her onesie. "Oh, my goodness," he smiled as he pulled the Huggies disposable away from her bottom, "we are a dirty girl this morning, aren't we?" He used the clean portion of the diaper to dispose of the excess poo, then dropped the folded item into the diaper pail and grabbed a baby wipe to clean his eight month old charge who smiled and blew spit bubbles back at him.

For the past four months, since Gerry's sister had returned to work, little Mila had been his best friend from 8:30 to 5:15 everyday while Taylor, Gerry's older sister, went to work as an investment advisor at their mother's firm downtown. Taylor and Gerry were both gifted at numbers, but where Taylor's talent had led her to her mother's investment company, Gerry's gift had led him to software engineering. Some people could look at Beethoven's music and hear it all in their heads. Gerry could look at a screen of ones and zeroes and he could picture how each command would function. It made him an excellent proofreader for software designers, but sadly, not many software designers knew about him, yet. He'd worked for a local software developer for a little over a year when he'd graduated from college, and he'd done well there, but he really wanted to run his own business.

Luckily, his wife did very well and she agreed to help him get started by working out of the spare bedroom in their townhouse.

In his spare time, he wrote his own programs and tweaked existing programs for small businesses. At twenty five years old, he was doing alright well for himself. A beautiful wife, a nice townhouse with his sister on one side and his mother on the other and, due to his wife's investment acumen, between them they had nearly a million dollars in the bank. Granted, Stevie had earned most of that money, but that's how marriages worked, right?

The one thing that Gerry never thought he wanted, though, was a child in the house, but since Mila had come along, he was infatuated with her and he couldn't wait till he and his wife, Stevie, adopted one of their own. Sadly, they had recently explored having a child the old fashioned way, but found that Gerry's sperm count was very low and the sperm that he did produce were 'underperforming,' whatever that meant. The doctors didn't even recommend artificial insemination saying that the chances of success were too low to warrant the cost.

Gerry fastened the fresh diaper onto Mila and snapped the onesie back together just as the front door opened and within seconds Taylor appeared in the doorway of his office/nursery. "Well, look at you - the perfect little mother." She smiled as she stopped to kiss her brother's cheek. "How was she today?"

"Perfect as always." He smiled as he handed the child to her mother. "Mommy's home, Mila!"

Taylor took the child and kissed her as well. "Hi, baby! How are you?" She cooed. "Did Uncle Gerry take you for a walk today?"

"Only a short one," Gerry offered. "I had a job for Dynatran that took up most of the afternoon. We were just going out onto the back porch to get some fresh air. I have chicken stew in the crock pot. Want to stay for supper?"

"Sure." Taylor smiled, although staying for supper was the norm, lately, and she really appreciated her brother's kindness. "Has she eaten lately?"

"Not since her nap, no." Gerry looked to the door. "Where's Stevie?"

Taylor and Stevie had been friends since they both played on the Women's Basketball Team at George Mason University up in Fairfax, Virginia. Stevie was a business major, too, and when they graduated, Gerry's mom invited both of them to work for her. That was how Stevie and Gerry got together and even that was an improbable scenario.

Like Taylor, Stevie was just about six foot one and just as pretty as Gerry's sister. The very idea that a tall, athletic woman could be interested in a five foot four computer nerd was absurd, but it was also true. Gerry was cute, in a little guy kind or way, and funny and incredibly intelligent. During the summers of Gerry's college career, he worked at his mother's firm doing everything from cleaning, organizing, filing, to acting as a receptionist, answering phones and directing clients to the proper advisors. That was when he and Stevie struck up a friendship and found that they shared a lot of interests - theater, music, travel... they also had their own interests as well. Stevie and Taylor were on a local basketball team in a YWCA league and they both went running a few evenings a week to stay fit. Gerry played video games and watched action movies. They got along great.

"Just as we pulled in, Stevie remembered that she was supposed to bring home some milk, so she dropped me off and went back to get some. She'll only be a few minutes." Taylor reached down and grabbed a clean, cloth diaper and threw it onto her shoulder, both to protect her silk blouse and to offer a little modesty for what she needed to do, right now. "Do you mind if I take her out onto the porch now and feed her? I need to get this milk out and I'd rather not have to pump later."

"No, let's go." Gerry held the screened door open and let his sister through. She sat in one of the tall chairs and prepared herself to nurse the child.

"Could you hold her again for a minute?" Gerry took the baby as Taylor unbuttoned her blouse and and pulled it free of her grey, pencil skit, exposing her nursing bra. Without a moment's thought, she popped the cup open, revealing her left breast. She reached for the child and Gerry handed her back, while looking away from his sister.

"I know that you have no shame in front of me, but we do have neighbors, you know. You may not want to give them quite that much of a view," Gerry teased.

"Oh, for crying out loud, Gerry. It's a completely natural thing to do. Get over it. Besides, the screens are dark. No one can see me." She laid the clean diaper over her left shoulder and the baby's head as Mila latched on and began feeding.

"I'm glad I have you alone for a moment." Gerry looked back towards the front door to be sure that Stevie had not come in. "Look, November tenth is a month away and, for our first anniversary, I was thinking that I'd take Stevie to St Thomas for the Veteran's Day long weekend. What do you think?"

"Sounds great! Can I come?"

Gerry laughed at his sister's joke. "No. Anyway - do you think mom would give her a couple of extra days off so I could stretch the whole thing to a week long vacation?"

"I don't see why not. November isn't usually all that busy. Ask mom. See what she says."

"Yeah, well, that's why I'm talking to you. Would you ask her?"

"Me?" Taylor smiled as she moved the baby to the other breast. Now, both breasts were exposed. "Why me? Can't you talk to your own mother?"

Gerry sighed. "Of course I can, but... she's really been riding me about money and about losing weight and if I mention going to a beach... Could you ask her for me? There's just too many things there for her to criticize."

Their mother had a point, though. Gerry was not earning much money since he'd started this company six months ago and his sedentary lifestyle was catching up with him, recently. Currently he was sporting a noticeable pot belly.

"Well, she's not wrong, Gerry," Taylor laughed. "You live in Florida, for crying out loud. You could be at a beach nearly everyday of the year, but you just sit at that computer..."

"... which is my job..."

"... even when you're not working, and eat trash."

"Trash!?" Gerry was genuinely hurt. "I make a great meal every night!"

"Yeah, and eat chips all day."

"That's not true." He wasn't hurt, now, but still defensive. "Mostly I eat Cheerios and Goldfish, and lately I share them, with Mila."

"It's better junk food, Gerry, but it's still junk food. You should get out and exercise more."

"I take Mila out for a nice walk nearly every day."

"Uh Huh... and where do you go?"

"The park, usually."

"The one at the corner? That's probably a thousand feet there, another thousand feet around, stop for a rest to feed the ducks Cheerios, some of which you eat, then another thousand foot walk back home. That's not exactly marathon training, Honey. You need to do more."

"Now that you mention it," Gerry stole a look at the door, "and please don't say anything to Stevie, I've been considering getting a tummy-tuck. You know, get rid of my belly."

He stood sideways to show his sister.

"Your baby-bump, you mean. Gerry, I was out to here when I was pregnant, just like you. Now, I'm back to my old size. It's just diet and exercise." She moved the baby from here breast to her shoulder to burp her and stood, her blouse hanging freely, both cups of the nursing bra open exposing her entire torso to her brother, who was quite used to being eye level to the breasts of either his wife or sister.

"Ah ha!" he shouted, pointing at her abdomen. "Your old size, huh? Well, what's that, then?"

She looked down and saw the waistband of a foundation garment peaking out above her pencil skirt. "Alright, I admit it, I'm wearing a high waisted panty girdle, but that's just to help everything go back where it belongs." She handed Gerry the baby as she began to reassemble her clothing. "A woman's body goes through a lot when she has a baby. It takes a while to heal."

"I bet," Gerry laughed as he bounced with the infant. "If they made girdles for men, I'd look just fine, too."

"Yeah, ok." Taylor shook her head. "I'm going to go next door and get changed. I'll be right back."

At the front door, Taylor met Stevie who was holding a gallon of milk. "Leaving?"

"No." Taylor gave up on tucking her blouse back in. "Just running next door to change. Gerry's in the kitchen with Mia getting dinner ready. I'll be right back."

Stevie entered the kitchen and saw Gerry standing by the counter, the baby on his hip, swaying back and forth while stirring the contents of the crockpot and singing quietly, "Look for the bear necessities, the simple bear necessities, forget about your worries and your strife..."

He was kind of adorable. His pudgy little rump swaying back and forth just like Baloo the bear in The Jungle Book.

"And how's my little homemaker?" she teased.

Without interrupting his swaying, Gerry turned and smiled. "Hi, Stevie. Taylor just went to change. Why don't you, too and Mila and I will get things onto the table, ok?"

Stevie smiled at him and said, "Ok. You know, you look very natural with Mila."

Not knowing quite how to respond to that, he just smiled as she left to change.

By the time Stevie and Taylor returned, Gerry had professionally plated food on the table and Mila was situated in a high chair, and he was pouring a little white wine into glasses for Stevie and himself. Taylor was still restricted to water due to her breast feeding.

Stevie sat at one end of the table and Gerry on the other, with Mila between Gerry and Taylor on one side, an empty chair on the other. When she took her seat, Taylor hung a beige, plastic bag from the back of her chair.

"I saw mom outside," Taylor mentioned. "She's already eaten dinner, but she has some pastries that she picked up at Cuomo's Bakery that she's going to bring over for dessert, if that's ok."

"That's great!" Gerry smiled.

"Oh, I love Cuomo's pastries," Stevie agreed, "but I usually stay away from them because I don't want to be as big as a house."

"Just a taste won't hurt," Gerry teased as he served his wife and sister their food.

Taylor caught Gerry's eye, then leaned over and whispered, "Mom says that the vacation is fine, but she needs a favor from you, too."

"What?" Gerry scowled.

Taylor shrugged.

"What are you two whispering about?" Stevie asked.

"What?" Gerry looked at her innocently.

"I didn't hear what you two were saying."

"I was telling Gerry that mom needs a favor from him." Taylor smiled.

"Oh?" Stevie was surprised. "What kind of a favor?"

"No idea," Taylor laughed. "Just a favor. I'm sure she'll tell us, later."

"Hence the pastries, I'm sure," Gerry laughed.

"Maybe," Stevie shrugged, "but before she comes over, you'd better brush your hair and redo your ponytail. Your hair looks a little greasy and it's coming out of your scrunchie."

"Really?" Gerry asked concerned.

"Yeah," Taylor nodded as she took a bite of the chicken stew. "I notice when I got here. Whenever you have a challenging job, you run your hand through your hair while you work. It always makes it a little greasy and pulls some hairs free."

"Shoot." Gerry stopped serving before playing his own food. "Should I shower?"

Both women chuckled. Taylor and Gerry's mother, Kate, was a great woman, but being a professional woman, appearances were everything. Everyone needed to always be dressed well, no matter what they were doing. Even casual clothes needed to be 'presentable,' as she put it.

"That's ok, babe," Stevie said, "but after dinner, brush it out, redo the pony tail and put on some clean jeans instead of those sweats. You'll be fine."

"Ok." Gerry nodded and plated his own food.

Dinner converse was mostly shop talk. Gerry proudly told the others about his successful work for Dynatran, which prompted the confused women to congratulate him while not understanding a word of what he'd just said. From there, Stevie and Taylor spoke of the work at their office, leaving Gerry to chat with Mila and give her the occasional Cheerio.

After dinner, Gerry rinsed the plates and loaded the dishwasher while the woman chatted some more, then, when Taylor said, "I'll call mom and tell her to come over for coffee and bring the dessert." Gerry hustled to the bedroom to change.

He pulled his hair free of the scrunchie and let it fall beyond his shoulders as be pulled off his sweat pants and Star Wars tee shirt, replacing them with a pair of clean, chinos and a baby blue polo shirt before giving his hair a quick one hundred strokes and replacing his scrunchie with a white terry cloth one and making sure that it hung perfectly centered at the base of his skull. He looked in the mirror and decided to just run his electric shaver over his face and neck to be sure that he didn't have a stubble before he was satisfied that he was presentable. His mother didn't really approve of his long hair, but as long as it was clean and kept, she tended to just give the occasional 'tsk' rather than a lecture on how unprofessional long hair looked on men. God forbid anyone were to mention getting a tattoo! When he was in college, Gerry had sported two small, gold studs in each of his ear lobes and his mother had never missed an opportunity to berate him for what she considered to be a massive fashion faux-pas. He'd liked them, though. He'd only given up wearing earrings because Stevie didn't like them - and he'd always suspected that her dislike of them was due to his mother's influence.

"Hi, Kate!" Gerry heard Stevie say as he headed back to the kitchen. When he arrived, he found his mother setting a box of pastries on the counter, looking for a platter on which to place the dessert.

"Hi, mom," Gerry said as he kissed her cheek. "Leave the box. I'll get a platter and pour the coffee."

"And how's my beautiful granddaughter?" Kate kissed the baby and took a seat opposite Taylor.

"She's wonderful, as always." Taylor smiled at the child. "I've never seen a happier baby."

"Well, she's well loved." Kate smiled. "Oh, you're a beauty. Just like your mommy."

Taylor blushed. "Thanks, mom."

"And where is daddy this week?"

Now, Taylor sighed. Her boyfriend of four years and father to Mila worked for an international engineering firm. Before Mila's birth, Fred had traveled for the company, but the trips had been brief and infrequent. Since Mila's birth, he seemed to be gone almost continually. Frankly, Taylor was beginning to despair that the relationship was coming to an end. "He's in Frankfurt, mom. I'm not sure when he'll be home."

Kate nodded, a bit too judgementally. "I see." She left it there.

Gerry served the coffee and placed a platter of petit-fours from the box that Kate had brought on the table. When he'd also placed the milk pitcher and sugar bowl in the center of the table, Gerry joined the women, who were once again engaged in shop talk.

Eventually, Kate turned her attention towards her son, who was in the process of eating his fourth petit-four. "I think you may have had enough of those, Gerry," she looked at him with disappointment on her face.

He shrugged. "They're small."

"Yes, THEY'RE small, Gerry, but you've gotten pretty chunky, lately. You should watch that."

Gerry placed the remainder of the small cake on his plate, his taste for dessert ruined.

"So, as I'm sure Taylor told you, I do have a favor to ask of you, Gerry."

"Sure, mom," he said, trying not to let his annoyance show. "What can I do for you?"

"Well, you know Monica, my receptionist?"

Gerry nodded.

"Well, she's going to be taking four days off this week to fly home for a wedding. I need a temporary person to run her desk. A temp would be a waste of time, since whomever they'd send would need to be trained and couldn't possibly learn the job in four days, so I was wondering if you'd be willing to come to work for me - just for four days."

Both Taylor and Stevie looked very pleased at the prospect of having Gerry join them at the office, but Gerry was a bit anxious about the idea.

"Gee, mom, I don't know. What if a job comes in while I'm working there?"

"I've seen you work, Gerry." Kate sipped her coffee. "If a job comes in, you can use Monica's computer to do whatever it is that you do. We don't have that many people walking in without an appointment, so you'll know what to expect as far visitors right from the start of the day. I'm sure it will really only interfere with your video game time."

Gerry looked to his left and saw Mila playing with the Cheerios on her high chair tray. "Well, what about Mila? I have her with me all day."

"There's plenty of room behind Monica's desk to set up a playpen and a travel bed. She's a good girl. She won't be an issue, I'm sure. Both you and Taylor went to work with me many times when you were infants."

Realizing that his mother wasn't about to back down and that he couldn't expect any support from Stevie or Taylor, he finally shrugged. "Alright, I guess, but if I get a call from Dynatran, I'm going to have to leave and deal with it here, ok? Everyone else is easy to deal with, but Dynatran writes some very complicated code and I'll need my equipment to analyze it."

"Then we're all set." Kate smiled, having gotten her way, as usual. "Make sure you're dressed appropriately, dear, and make sure your hair is... well, see what you can do with it, please."

"Of course, mom." He smiled despite his irritation.

"You may have to buy a new sports coat, babe," Stevie said, nibbling on a petit-four. "I think you may have outgrown your old one."

"Oh!" Taylor perked up. "Maybe not." She grabbed the plastic bag on the back of her chair and handed it to Gerry.

He looked inside and saw a beige garment of some kind. "What's this?"

Taylor giggled. "It's a girdle, silly. You said that if men had girdles you'd wear one. Well, now you have a girdle. I bet if you put that one on, your sports coat would fit."

"Haha, very funny." Gerry shook his head and tried to hand the bag back to his sister.

"I didn't give it to you to be funny, Gerry. I think it may be useful for you. Try it on."

"Don't be ridiculous!"

"Now, wait a minute," Stevie took the bag, "maybe this is a good idea, babe." She was half teasing, but half serious, too. "I mean, you have been packing on the pounds lately. A girdle is designed to help with that kind of thing. Come on. I'll help you try it on."

"No." Gerry wasn't sure if the girls were teasing him or not, but the situation was getting odd. "I'm not wearing a girdle."

"Tell you what," Kate offered. "Try on the girdle and see if your sports coat will fit. If it does, I'll buy you a couple more girdles so that you can wear a clean one everyday until you smarten up and lose some weight. If it doesn't help you into your sports coat, I'll buy you a new coat to wear to work this week."

"Mom, I can buy my own clothes..."

Stevie interrupted him. "That's not the point, babe, and you know it. The point is that your getting pudgy and you need to do something about it. If a girdle helps, it'll be an ongoing reminder that you need to concentrate on diet and exercise. Besides, it'll be fun to see how much it helps. Come on. Don't be a stick in the mud. Let's go try it on."

"Stevie..." he started to argue, but his wife's face suddenly took on a dark look that said 'don't embarrass me in front of your mother.' "... alright, but just to make you all happy."

"Great." Stevie smiled. "We'll be right back."

They adjourned to the bedroom where Stevie sat on the bed. "Take off your pants and boxers. I'll help with the girdle."

She fussed with the bag for a moment as Gerry undressed from the waste down.

When she'd gotten the garment out, Stevie seemed a little perplexed. "Hey, Taylor?" she called putting to the kitchen. "Did you mean to bring a one piece?"

"No," Taylor called back. "I meant to bring a high waisted brief. I grabbed it in a rush, though. Why? Did I bring a one piece?"

"Yep, but we'll give it a try anyway. The result should be the same."

Then she looked at Gerry. "Gotta take of your shirt and tee shirt, too, babe. Sorry."

"Oh, for crying out loud." Gerry pulled off the polo and tee shirt, leaving him naked except for a pair of white socks.

Stevie held the opening of the one piece foundation garment open and motioned for Gerry to come to her. "Step in, babe, and I'll help you pull it up. Then, it'll go over your shoulders, like a bra."

"Wonderful."

Gerry shook his head, steadied himself against his wife's shoulders and stepped into it. Stevie pulled the waist up, but stopped for a moment. "You'd probably be more comfortable if you tucked your little guy into the crotch."

Gerry rolled his eyes and complied.

Stevie continued to work the garment up his body. When the hips, crotch and waist were in place, she slipped each of Gerry's arms into an appropriate arm hole and pulled it up.

When it was all in place, she looked at him for a moment and laughed. "Oh, my goodness."

"What?"

"Wait a minute," she laughed. "Let me check something."

She reached into the cups of the bra portion of the one piece control garment and pulled gently on Gerry's excess body fat, drawing it into the cups. "Jesus, babe, you fill the cups up completely! You really need to start exercising."

"What? Don't be silly," but when Gerry looked down, he found that she was right, but before he could react, Stevie called out again.

"Taylor, I don't think that this particular girdle is going to help Gerry."

"Why not," she called back.

"I'll show you," she stood and adjusted some straps that ran below his belly and fastened to the other side of the garment with Velcro then took Gerry by the hand and led him towards the door.

"What are you doing?" He tried to pull away from her. "I'm nearly naked."

He was, in fact, presenting a fairly modest sight. Everything was covered that needed to be covered, but the skin toned garment made him feel naked, in spite of the flowered side panels and bra cups and the little bit of lace that surrounded his new found cleavage.

"Oh, don't be silly," Stevie chided as she moved him along, through the doorway and back towards the kitchen.

When they'd reached the doorway to the kitchen, Stevie pulled her little husband in front of her and displayed him to her mother and sister in law. "This is why," she said, presenting the obvious.

Both of the woman began laughing hysterically. "Oh, my God, Gerry!" Taylor could barely speak. "When are you due?"

"You'd better put some pads in those bra cups before you start leaking," Kate howled.

"What?" Gerry looked at Stevie, confused.

"Come here." She was laughing too, as she led him to the hall closet, which she opened, revealing a full length mirror. "Look."

Gerry did look, and what he saw was his own face on the body of a very pregnant woman. "What the fuck!?" he yelled.

"Hey!" Stevie was offended by the word. "Watch your mouth! Is that any way for a woman in your condition to talk?"

Suddenly, Taylor and Kate we're beside Gerry, still guffawing at how he looked.

"I'm sorry." Taylor tried to control her breathing. "I really meant to bring a regular, high waisted, panty girdle over. My bad! This is a maternity girdle. A baby-belly-belt they call it. It gave me smooth lines and lots of support, but there's very little firmness in the front to avoid causing the baby any harm. I used to joke that this girdle made me look like a model from the back and ready to burst in the front - and look! It does the same for you. Nice tushy, bro!"

"Very funny." Gerry was growing tired of being the brunt of their jokes. The girdle did left his excess flab on his rear end and on his pecs and pushed it into feminine forms, but what was very odd was the way that his pot belly was pushed forward into an imitation of the belly of a pregnant woman - and not just into a subtle baby-bump, but into the full, round belly of a woman who was six or seven months along.

"I'll tell you what's not funny," Kate said seriously. "How well you fill out that bra! Look at yourself, Gerry. You really need to get a handle on your health. You have a wife and a niece to think about."

As, if on cue, Mila began crying from her high chair. The poor thing felt alone, abandoned and afraid.

"Oops." Taylor hurried down the hallway. "Mommy's coming."

"Your mom's right, babe." Stevie shook her head. "Look at the size of these things." She said this last sentence as she cupped his newly defined breasts in their silk and lace cups, but instead of feeling disgusted, something in Stevie was suddenly titillated and excited. Huh. This was a new sensation! But she snapped back to reality when Taylor and the upset a Mila came back out into the hall.

Taylor was bouncing her baby on her shoulder making shushing sounds, but the baby was upset and wanted comfort. When she saw her uncle, she lurched forward, almost pulling herself from her mother's grasp. Instinctively, Gerry reached out and took the child, laying her across his new, ample breast. Within seconds, she stilled and felt safe and happy again.

"Well, now you look every bit the young, pregnant mother, Gerry," Kate snickered. "Maybe we're on to something, here." She stepped behind her son and pulled the scrunchie from his hair, allowing his hair to fall free. "Hmm. Pluck those messy eyebrows, apply a little make up and no one would ever mistake you for a man."

Stevie snapped her fingers and excitedly shouted, "That's perfect!"

"What's perfect?" Kate was surprised. "That your husband looking like a pregnant, little mommy?"

"Yes." Stevie remained excited. "Well, no... I mean... the party with the other investment firms in our building! The Halloween party! This could be a great costume!"

"It really could be," Taylor laughed. "You could be the husband... or just the baby-daddy... wear a suit, a short wig and a fake mustache. That might even win the grand prize."

"What's the grand prize?" Gerry asked, actually interested in the conversation.

"Just a trophy and, of course, bragging rights," Stevie laughed, "but no one from our firm has ever won. It would be cool to be able to brag about it to the other firms for a few weeks."

By now, Mila was settling in and drifting away on Gerry's breast. Seemingly very happy with this newly designed uncle.

"Well, we can discuss that later," Kate said with a bit of distaste, "but for now, could we cover up my... well... my PREGNANT son... or daughter, or whatever. I don't see any point in trying on a sports coat at this point. Gerry, I'm going to Atlanta tomorrow morning for a seminar and I won't be back till late on Sunday. Monday evening I'll take you out and we'll get you some clothing appropriate for work. Even if we have to spend a few hundred dollars on clothes, it'll be cheaper than hiring and training a temp."

"Yeah, ok. I'll get changed." He started to hand Mila to her mother, but the child immediately started to fuss and another melt down was eminent.

Taylor gently pushed the child back onto Gerry's breast and shoulder. "Wait until she's asleep. Then I'll take her."

Stevie ducked into the bedroom and came out with a short, sheer jacket type piece of clothing and slipped it onto Gerry's free shoulder, then carefully maneuvered it up his arm towards the shoulder on which Mila rested. When it was in place, the jacket covered the baby as well as Gerry.

"Oh, what a pretty bed jacket," Kate gushed. "Where did you get this?"

"It came with my bridal Lingerie. I wore it on our honeymoon and maybe a half dozen times, since."

Suddenly, Gerry realized what he was wearing and glanced into the mirror. "Oh, for crying out loud," he grunted quietly as he saw the chaste-white, nearly transparent garment he wore. The lace and flowers of the all-in-one girdle were clearly visible through the sheer material, which was also trimmed in delicate, feminine lace. On tall, well muscled Stevie, the bed jacket only reached her waist and softened her physique a bit. On little, pudgy, faux-pregnant Gerry, the jacket reached mid thigh and when it's feminine designs hung from his small shoulder, it amplified the girlishness of his small shoulders, largish breasts, distended baby-belly and curved rear end.

Kate took a sniff of the material of the bed jacket. "Oh, that's pretty. What is it?"

Stevie took a whiff. "That's 'Flora' by Gucci. It's my favorite scent."

"Oh, I like it. It's very feminine." Then she smiled at Gerry. "It suits you."

"Hilarious," Gerry shook his head as he took Mila back into the kitchen and began the process of loading the coffee cups and plates onto the dishwasher while the women returned to the table and finished up their shop talk.

"Well, I should get going," Kate announced as the time approached eight o'clock. "I have a car picking me up at five thirty tomorrow morning and I haven't even packed my overnight bag, yet."

She said her goodbyes to her daughter and daughter-in-law, then gently kissed Mila's head, then, "Good night, Gerry." She kissed his cheek. "Honestly, I never thought I'd see my only son barefoot and pregnant in the kitchen with an infant asleep on his breast." She shook her head and laughed.

Gerry refused to be baited into an argument with his mother, so he just smirked and nodded his head. "It's a new world, mom. Have a safe trip."

"I guess it is. I'll see you Monday afternoon. We'll go get you some decent clothes. We'll take Mila with us." She leaned down and kissed his cheek. Not nearly as tall as the other two women, Kate was still five foot nine, very tall for a woman of her generation. As she ran her fingers through his long hair before turning to go, she thought, not for the first time, why wasn't Gerry taller? His father, God rest his soul, had been six foot four and a mass of impressive muscle. As strange as it seemed, seeing Gerry looking the way he did right now, Kate felt as if she was seeing him in his true form for the first time, ever.

When Kate had departed, Taylor stood and took Mila from Gerry's shoulder. The child had been sound asleep for a good long while and didn't even stir more than just a cute little gurgle. "I should get this one to bed, I guess."

She looked at her younger, little brother, hair down, looking more like a pregnant woman than she'd ever have suspected he could, and smiled. "I kind of like you like this, Ger. You're positively glowing!"

He smiled and nodded, resigned to the playful ribbing. "Yeah, yeah, yeah."

"Tomorrow's Saturday, so I'm taking Mila to the park for some fresh air and sunshine. I don't think she'll be back here till Monday."

Gerry sighed and kissed the baby's head. "I'll miss her."

Taylor kissed his cheek, again. "You'll survive."

Stevie walked Taylor and Mila to the door, then waited on the stoop until the mother and child were safely in their own town house before locking the door and coming back into the living area, but Gerry wasn't in the kitchen as she expected. Nor was he in the office/nursery.

"Gerry?" she called out.

"In the bedroom," he called back.

She found him in there rummaging through the drawers of his dresser, a pair of boxer shorts in one hand and pair of pajamas in the other. "What are you doing?" she asked.

"Getting ready for bed."

"Gerry, it's only eight o'clock."

"I know, but if I'm going to get changed anyway, I may as well get ready for bed, then I can watch a movie or something with you."

"Actually," Stevie entered the room and looked at her little husband before running her fingers through his hair, "I was wondering if I might be able to have a little fun with you before you got undressed?"

"Fun?" Gerry was suspicious after his rather demeaning evening. "What kind of fun?"

"Dress up fun. I was thinking about the costume party and I was just wondering if you'd let me try a little makeup on your face, maybe curl your hair just a little so I can see if the costume idea might work."

"You're serious about that!?"

"Of course I am, babe. You look almost perfect already. Imagine how perfect you'll be with a little tweaking. Come on. Let me try."

"Stevie... I don't know about this..."

"Oh, come on! Let me have a little fun."

He sighed and was about to argue his case, but Stevie spoke before he could. "I'll make it worth your while."

That got Gerry's attention. "Make it worth my while, how?"

Stevie was surprised she'd need to explain. "I'll make it worth your while as in we'll have sex." She moved closer to him.

"Just sex?" he teased.

"Not JUST sex," she laughed as she caressed his body, soft in the bed jacket and sleek in the girdle. Then she gripped one of his new breasts in its satin, lace and Tricot and Spandex bra cup. "Hot. Passionate. Smoldering sex. I'll screw you so hard that you'll be waddling like a pregnant woman for a month." She bent and nibbled his ear sensuously.

Gerry's eyes opened wide with shock at his wife's dirty talk, but then his knees went weak with the feeling of having her attacking his ear. "Ok, Stevie. I'm all yours."

"That's my girl," she teased as she stood straighter and dragged him to her vanity, plugging in her curling iron as he took a seat.

She began with the makeup. Some base, a little powder, blush, eye makeup, eyeliner, mascara, lip stick and sealant.

"Your mom was right," Stevie said looking at his face critically. "We'll need to do something about your eyebrows before Halloween."

Next, she had him bend over, his breasts between his knees, as she brushed out the underside of his hair. When he sat up again, he looked like a member of a hair-band from the 1980s, but Stevie began curling his hair with the curling iron, then taming all that she'd done with the brush, again. When she was finished, his hair was full and looking far more feminine than he would have liked, but still lacked real style. "This is just to see how it would look," she assured him. "You'll need to visit my stylist if we do this."

Gerry sighed. "Aren't we getting a bit carried away, Stevie?"

"Oh, come on. Let's have some fun with this. I know it's a petty little thing, but I'd really like to win the costume competition this year."

Gerry just shook his head. She was too focused to think right now. He'd talk to her later.

Stevie pulled a garment out of a drawer and handed it to her husband. "Just put this on to see how it all comes together."

Gerry shook out the nightie and shook his head. It was just a plain white, nylon, sleeveless gown that hung loosely from the wearer's shoulders, draping in pleats. On Stevie, it was cute and sexy and hung to the top of her thighs. When Gerry put it on, it hung to just above his knees. Just a little lace accentuating his new found breasts. It could have been a lot worse. Stevie had a lot of sexy nighties. She had been merciful and chosen one of her plainer nighties. She was just being playful.

"Oh, yeah, this could really work!" Stevie laughed as she guided him to the mirrored window on her closet door. "Seriously, Gerry... a more skilled makeup artist, a nice hair cut, get rid of that hair on your legs and armpits... I think you could be a perfect little pregnant mommy. I like it, don't you?"

Gerry just shook his head. "It's fine, if that's what you want to do for Halloween. I guess I can survive one night like this."

"Atta girl!" Stevie laughed and hugged him. "Ohh, you really do have quite a rack there, babe."

"Very funny," he said as their hug ended. "Help me out of this, stuff, will you?"

Stevie held him at arms' length for a moment and smiled sexily. "Hmmm.... What if we kept them on for just a little while, longer?"

With that said, she leaned over and kissed the nape of his neck and gave it just the littlest nibble. She ran her hand along his smooth, baby belly and towards his now-smooth crotch. "Let me spend a little time with my girlfriend. Ooh, just feel how smooth you are down there. Nothing for me to grab and play with. I guess I'll have to be content to suck on these." She squeezed his left breast, causing Gerry to let out a surprisingly feminine gasp. "Feels good, doesn't it?"

It did and it didn't make any sense that it should. Maybe it was just the heightened excitement of this sex game, but suddenly, more than anything, he wanted Stevie to play with his breasts. "It feels great," he whispered.

"And we're just getting started, little girl," Stevie said in a hoarse, wicked whisper. "On the bed with you, my pregnant princess, and let me have my way with you."

Their lips never lost contact as Gerry backed towards the bed. He laid back and Stevie followed him, her lips working down his his neck to the straps that held the bra portion of the belly-belt/girdle. She covered that exposed cleavage with kisses both gentle and forceful as she spread his legs, knees up, and she slide her excited, probing tongue into the cups of his bra. The more she teased his breasts, the faster his breathing became, making his chest rise and fall, making both of them more and more excited.

Stevie pulled the bra cup back, exposing his nipple, which she gave a little bite, causing Gerry to let out a shocked gasp as his hands wrapped around her strong shoulders.

"Feels good to be a girl, doesn't it Gerry? To have someone nibble you like this." She did it again.

"Yes," he whispered, not wanting her to stop.

"I don't know why I never noticed your pretty boobies before. They're so nice and womanly. I love the way that they fit into the lace cups of the bra. So plump and full. You're going to be able to feed a slew of babies with these."

In his excitement, Gerry could barely fathom what Stevie was saying, but he began grinding his crotch against his wife, trying desperately to find some satisfaction for his tool, which was bent backwards in the gusset of his pregnancy girdle.

"That's right, angel." She kissed the nipple and began rubbing his other nipple through the lace covered cup of the bra. "Rut against me like a little whore. You look like a perfect little mommy, but I know there's a wildcat under that façade, isn't there?"

Gerry was lost in too many overwhelming, erotic feelings to say anything beyond a few gasps and grunts.

Stevie pushed her knee hard against Gerry's crotch as he rutted and her lips and tongue worked his nipples. His face was red with exertion when finally his tucked penis fired string after string of cum toward his rear end, and his body spasmed in an attempt to prolong the ecstasy he was feeling. He clenched his wife with his arms and locked his legs around her waist, bucking as much as he could, but soon it subsided and he relaxed, wide-eyed and spent.

Stevie smiled at him. "You just came and I didn't so much as touch your little guy. I think you like being my pretty, pregnant wifey, don't you?" She stood beside the bed and offered him a hand.

When he rose, he headed toward the lavatory, but Stevie pulled him back. "Where do you think you're going, little lady?"

"To the bathroom, to clean up and take these clothes off."

"Uh Uh." She had that smile, again. "You may have climaxed, sweetie, but you need to keep your husband happy, too."

Gerry looked down at his nightie and his breasts contained within and tried to work out how he was going to satisfy his wife with his penis still imprisoned in the girdle/baby-belt.

He looked back up at Stevie who smiled and guided his hand to the waistband of her skirt and pushed three fingers into the space between her blouse and skirt. "Don't worry, baby," she giggled, "I know that a lot of girls lose their sex drive when they're in a family way, so I'm going to let you get away with just giving me a blowjob."

Still confused, since neither of them had ever offered the other any form of oral sex, Stevie took his other hand and, with her help, she guided her skirt to the ground, where she stepped out of it.

"Now what?" he asked.

"Seriously?" She giggled. "What don't you understand? I want a blowjob, so... on your knees, pretty lady." Her smile was intoxicating.

Still aroused and wanting to keep the festivities moving, he knelt tentatively in front of Stevie. She was still wearing the two inch pumps that she wore to work and the skirt of her full slip hung from below her blouse to just above her knees.

"Now, reach under my slip and pull off my panties." She was enjoying this. She'd always been the bigger member of the married couple, but she'd never really been all that aggressive. Now, she still wasn't being all that pushy, but seeing her husband being so submissive... it was just awesome.

Gerry was feeling lost in a wash of submissive feelings. As a small man, he tended to avoid being in situations that made him feel even less tall than he was. He was used to Stevie's modest heels and her natural height, but kneeling before her was different. He was not her equal like this. He was her supplicant and he didn't mind. He pulled the soft, silky panties down and guided them past her shoes.

"Now," she slowly raised her slip to expose her vagina, "suck my dick."

He actually felt scared to try, but right now, she was his mistress, so he leaned in and gently licked her little nub.

"That's it." She shivered. "Keep it up, baby. Make your big man happy."

She looked down and could not believe the scene before her. It was Gerry, but he was on his knees and servicing her. His hair was fluffed out and he was wearing a soft, white nightie - and, when he pulled himself closer to her legs, she felt the most wonderful feeling imaginable! Her husbands big breasts pressed softly against her legs. She had gone to heaven and she remained there for another hour and a half.
 

 

Stevie's phone rang. It was still dark out and it was Saturday morning! Who would be calling her at this time of the morning!?

It was from Taylor. Oh, God! Something must have happened to the baby!

"Hello!?" She was sitting up, legs over the side, adrenaline pumping as she spoke.

She listened for a few moments, then said, "Oh, thank God! I thought that something was wrong with Mila or you. Just give me five minutes to get dressed and I'll be right out."

She listened for another moment as she headed to the lavatory.

"Of course. Bring her right over."

She stopped at Gerry's side of the bed and shook him awake. "Gerry," she said. "Babe, wake up."

He shook his head as he looked around. "What? What is it?"

"Your mom's car to the airport didn't show up. She called and it was in an accident, so Taylor's driving her. She wants me to go with her."

"Oh... ok." He started to lay his head back down, but Stevie interrupted him.

"Taylor's bringing Mila over to stay with you while we're gone. Get up!"

Just then, there was a knock on the door.

"There she is, babe!" She was sliding a pair of jeans up her legs. "Go get Mila."

Still dazed by sleep, Gerry jumped up and hustled to the door. He turned on the front room's light, partially blinding and disorienting him as he ran to the front of the house, and pulled the door wide, expecting to see his sister. "Hi," he said, breathlessly, as he reached to take the child, but he was surprised to see that it was his mother dropping off the baby.

The baby was grumpy, having been awakened and hustled out the door, so Gerry immediately began to bounce and sway, "Oh, it's ok, Mila. Uncle Gerry has you. You can go right back to sleep."

He smiled at his mother, but she scowled back at him.

"What?" he asked.

"Is this going to be a new lifestyle for you then?" she asked with a bit of disgust in her voice.

He looked confused, then looked down and realized what he was wearing. "Oh, my God! No! This is... This is..."

At that moment, Stevie arrived and broke into laughter. "Oh, my goodness," she chuckled. "No. This is just some harmless, marital fun."

"I see," Kate remained unamused.

"Come on," Stevie continued to laugh as she pushed past Gerry and Mila, kissing each on the cheek, "we should go."

"Yes," his mother scoffed, "perhaps we should." She shook her head as she followed Stevie out the door.

When the door had closed, Gerry continued to gently sway and bounce Mila to sooth her, but he also sighed and shook his head. In a very maternal voice, he cooed to the baby, "I think Uncle Gerry is in some pretty deep poo poo with grandma. Yes, he is. Yes, he is."
 

 

It was just past noon when Stevie and Taylor entered quietly through the front door, careful not to be noisy in case Mila was asleep - and she was. They found her nuzzled against her uncle's shoulder as he also slept on the couch. He was upright with the recliner-footrest extended and snoring quietly. He had showered and was wearing a plain tee shirt and brown plaid, flannel, lounge pants.

The women laid their bags on the small bench by the door and moved quietly to look at the baby and uncle.

"Aren't they adorable together?" Taylor smiled. "My baby brother and my baby girl. Maybe it's just my mommy brain playing games with me, but it melts my heart."

Stevie laughed. "That's just because you're still producing all those mommy hormones. They are cute together, though. I think Mila misses his boobies. She seemed to enjoy them last night and this morning."

"Yeah," Taylor sat on a nearby loveseat, "I bet she misses them. I bet he does, too." She chuckled.

Stevie sat next to her, "God knows I do." She shook her head and chuckled, too.

"You're kidding, aren't you?"

Stevie shrugged. "Yes and no. I mean, I'm not a lesbian - I tried that in college with Maryanne Polanski..."

"You didn't!?" Taylor was shocked.

"Just a couple of weeks. We roomed together when the team was on the road in our sophomore year."

"You never told me that."

"Well... She was gorgeous, you know. Taller than me, long black hair and so much confidence. What can I say? She seduced me and I gave it a try."

"Didn't like it?"

"I liked parts of it. Her tongue in my twat... ahh... heaven. My tongue in hers... no thank you! Turned me off from oral sex forever... until last night..."

Taylor waited for more information on that subject, but when nothing came she asked, "What happened last night?"

Stevie blushed. "Well... while I had Gerry in that nightie that mom was talking about... I got him to..." she let out an embarrassed sigh, "to perform conalingus on me."

Taylor smiled, giggled and flushed just a little. "Well, good for you. Fred went down on me a few times. I liked it. Did Gerry complain?"

Stevie shook her head. "No. I think he liked it."

"And did you like it?"

"Are you kidding? Having my husband dressed and made up as a woman and kneeling before me, the lace trim of my slip dripping over his head like a bride's veil...? I've never felt so powerful before. I loved every second of it."

"Powerful of masculine?"

Stevie pondered this for a moment. "Both, I guess."

At that moment, Mila gurgled and lifted her head, causing her uncle to open his eyes too. He looked at the waking child and whispered in a maternal tone, "Oh, we're waking up. Did we have a good sleep? Huh? I bet we did."

When he turned and saw his wife and sister sitting on the loveseat smiling at him, he blushed, just a bit, realizing how his baby-talk must have sounded. "Hi. I didn't hear you come in. How long have you been here?"

"Just a couple of minutes," Taylor said. "We were watching the two of you sleeping. Honestly, Gerry, of the two of us, I think you make a better mommy. You're so good with her. I swear, sometimes I don't think that you really have any 'Y' chromosomes in your whole body. Thank you for being such a good uncle and babysitter."

"Ha." Gerry shook his head as he stood with Mila still happily snuggling his shoulder. "Judging by my sperm-count-and-activity, you may be right about those chromosomes."

When he'd turned his back to them and headed to the kitchen, the women looked each with a 'what was that all about' look.

They heard the refrigerator open and close, then the microwave oven being used for a minute or so. A little bit of fussing and a lot of cooing to the baby and Gerry returned to the living room with Mila cradled in his arms, sucking contentedly on a bottle of breast milk.

"I could have just fed her," Taylor said.

Gerry just sighed and shook his head. "So, what did mom have to say about how I looked this morning?"

"Oh, that's what you're upset about," Taylor smiled. "Nothing much, really. She did compliment your busy line, though."

"I'm sure she did," he shook his head. Gerry loved his mother dearly and she had been very generous towards both of her children, giving them each the down-payment for their condos just after college, helping him start his own business and giving Stevie opportunities that she never expected, but appearances were everything to her. Gerry knew that he'd let himself go of late and that he needed to get his pudgy butt to a gym, but he was now afraid that he'd opened himself up to a whole new avenue of criticism from his mother. The disappointed 'tsk' that she uttered as she left this morning was enough for him to realize that he had not heard the end of the conversation.

"No, really," Stevie said. "Once I explained that we were just trying to see if the pregnant mom look would work as a Halloween costume and that we just got playful, she was fine."

Gerry looked skeptical.

"And after I explained that seeing you like that excited my latent lesbian tendencies and I couldn't help myself, she seemed to understand completely," Stevie said in all seriousness, but it caused Taylor to fall into her friend's shoulder laughing.

"Yeah, yeah, very funny." Gerry shook his head.

"You did look very cute, honey," Stevie said as she stood, crossed to the couch and kissed his cheek.

"And very pregnant." Taylor laughed some more.

Gerry smirked, nodded his head, but remained focused on Mila. "Hilarious."

"Ok," Stevie grabbed a bag, "we stopped at Goodwill on the way home and picked up a couple of maternity dresses for you to try on, so we can see what fits."

Gerry gave a tired shake of his head. "Seriously? After what happened this morning, you expect me to dress up again?"

"Oh, come on, don't be that way," Stevie teased, as she sat beside him on the couch. "We can win this costume party, but we need to make sure that you have properly fitting clothes. Come on! It'll be fun, I promise."

"Stevie," Gerry was obviously not in favor of this game, "my mother will be there. I don't want this to become a 'big thing,' you know?"

Stevie's shoulders shrugged in disappointment. "I know she will, babe, but it's Halloween. Everyone dresses up for Halloween. I guarantee you there will be at least a half dozen other guys there in dress - probably more than one looking pregnant, but you can win the whole thing, babe. Come on. Pleeeeeease? I really want to win."

"Besides," Taylor moved to sit on the other side of him on the couch, "I'll run interference between you and mom. Once she realizes that she could end up getting the better of some of the other business people that attend the Halloween party, she'll get on board. I promise."

Gerry shook his head. He hated conflict and, to be honest, last night was pretty amazing. "Alright, but let me finish feeding Mila, first."

"You know," Taylor watched her brother feeding her daughter, "now that we've discovered that your breasts are big enough to pass as a woman's, maybe we should see if they're up to the task of nursing."

"Alright, that's enough of that," Gerry shook his head, but it did make him wonder. He smiled at the child.
 

 

They'd bought him a new belly-belt and a more supportive bra, which was a good thing since he'd had no time to do the laundry and the one-piece he'd worn last night was pretty smelly from their playtime. If anything, though, the new and better fitting belly-belt forced his belly into a more prominent position in front of him and the better fitting, longline bra, lifted his breasts higher.

"No," Taylor said as she inspected him in the new foundation garments. "Too much hair. We need to do something about that."

"Like a hair cut?" Gerry asked sarcastically.

"No," she raised his arm, "like shaving your body. We'll have your hair done when we get closer to the date of the party."

"Oh, for crying out loud," Gerry put his hands on his hips and stomped his foot, "I am not shaving my body."

"No, you don't have to," Stevie hustled into the lavatory and returned with a small, pink and white bottle. "I have Veet."

"Great!" Taylor beamed.

"What's Veet?" Gerry took the bottle from his wife. "Hair Removal Cream!? No thank you."

"Look, Gerry," Stevie smiled, "you can't very well be hairy and pregnant, right? Pregnant women glow. You can't glow through arm and leg hair. We need to get rid of that nasty hair so that your skin can glow through for everyone to see. It don't hurt at all. We just rub it on, wait six minutes and you shower away your hair."

"Forever?"

"Of course not," Taylor laughed. "It starts coming back in ten days or a couple of weeks. You'll have to do it again at least once more before the party, but it should be growing back by Christmas."

"Come on, babe. Be a sport about this. Do this for me, then, after Halloween, I'll help you get back into shape, ok? It's just a little hair. It grows back." Stevie pleaded with her husband, who she knew would cave into her.

"Oh, alright," he muttered, resigned to whatever Stevie wanted to do.

"You're the best, babe!" She hugged him and pulled him into the lavatory.

Fifteen minutes later, Gerry emerged from the lavatory with out a hair on his body below his eyebrows. Stevie had even insisted on using the Veet on his beard, which was not particularly thick, anyway. The girls helped him back into the baby-belt and bra and, this time, when Taylor inspected him, she said, "Yes, that's much better. You should be sure and use skin cream for now, though. It'll even out your skin tone and make your skin look beautiful. Of course, we'll need to get him some maternity panties. Those tightie-whities look pretty silly on a pregnant woman."

"What difference does it make?" Gerry shrugged. "No one's going to see my underwear

The first dress that Stevie pulled out of a bag was mint green with bright red flowers, three quarter sleeves and cinched just under his breasts. It was made of a very soft chiffon and had a modest, scoop neck.

"It's pretty short, isn't it?" Gerry asked when he realized that the hem sat a good three inches above his knees.

"Not at all," Stevie said. "Just because a girl is pregnant doesn't mean that she shouldn't show off her legs."

"And you have great legs, Gerry," Taylor said. "I'm not kidding."

"Here, try these on," Stevie knelt and slipped a pair of white, two inch heeled, open toed pumps on his feet. "Wow, those give your legs some great definition. You're a babe, babe!"

"Come sit at the vanity," Stevie patted the stool. "I'm going to do your hair a little differently than I did yesterday and Taylor's going to do your makeup."

As he sat, Stevie brushed and pulled and used a curling iron on his hair while Taylor applied and brushed and blended. A few eyebrows were plucked and a few clouds of hair spray filled the room and the woman chattered and offered suggestions while Gerry sat still, his head spinning.

"Give me that head band, will you?" Taylor handed Stevie a headband the same mint green color as the dress, but it had a large white bow on it, too. Stevie carefully pulled Gerry's hair through the band and placed it so that the bow was just a bit to the right of the center of Gerry's head.

Finally, the women stepped back and admired their creation.

"Just about perfect, I'd say." Taylor smiled.

"She is, isn't she? You know, some women are just more beautiful when they're expecting." Stevie teased and smiled, then kissed Gerry's cheek.

"Well, she certainly is." Taylor agreed. "Would you like to see how you look?"

"Yeah," Gerry feigned indifference, but with all of the fussing over him that had taken place over the last forty-five minutes, he was curious.

Stevie offered a hand to help him up, which, with all of his belly fat pressed into a ball in front of him, was a bit of a chore.

He looked in the mirror and was very surprised to see what looked like Taylor's smaller, pregnant little sister in a pretty, mint green dress with a matching headband and a floofy white bow just off center of her head. His hair was a little darker, Taylor's was always a bit lighter due to the amount of time she spent in the sun, but the girl in the mirror had a very similar face.

"Not bad, huh?" Stevie smiled. "We can definitely win with you dressed this way, babe. We just need to get you acting more feminine and we're a shoe-in."

Just then, Mila's voice came through the baby monitor. "Oops," Taylor smiled, "her highness is awake. I'm going to take her home, ok? Come on over for lunch, tomorrow. I'll make some spaghetti or something like that. I'll bake some garlic bread and make a good dessert. I owe you guys a nice meal."

"Sounds great!" Stevie smiled, "but do you mind if my hubby comes in his 'Susie Homemaker' clothes? I think we need to keep up our training all weekend if we're going to get this costume just right."

"Seriously?" Gerry complained. "You want me to be dressed like this all weekend?"

"I do, and while we're all up and moving, I'm going to leave with Taylor and Mia and go to the Motherhood store at the mall and grab you a few pairs of panties to complete your ensemble."

"Panties!?"

"Of course, Gerry. Expectant mommies wear panties not men's briefs, but don't worry, I'll get you some very macho maternity panties. I guarantee you'll love them."
 

 

The panties were all soft and silky and dripping with lace. They were very comfortable, unsettlingly comfortable in fact, but they didn't stay on very long. Within the first hour after he'd put them on, he'd been on his knees to service Stevie's vagina twice and she'd given him a brief, but exciting, hand job through the soft, feminine material of the panties.

After a rest to reinvigorate the little guy in his panties, Stevie pulled the them off of him, raised his knees and knelt between them. Gently, she guided his penis into her while he remained in the prone position.

"Oh," she breathed.

"What?" Gerry asked from below her.

"It just feels... different this way." She began to thrust her pelvis towards Gerry. Slowly at first "Ahh," she gasped.

"Different good?"

"Different amazing. Oh, God, this just feels so, so awesome."

"It does," Gerry was gasping, now. With his penis bent at this angle, he was feeling friction in places he'd never felt it before.

"Oh, yeah, this is amazing." Stevie would speed up and slow down and take shallow thrusts followed by deep thrusts, but it wasn't just the new position of Gerry's tool, it was her new position. The sensations from her groin were smooth and elegant and exciting, but she was controlling it in a way that she'd never done before. She could control the speed and depth and destination of each thrust. The feelings emanating from her core were feelings that she created, that she controlled, that she could work any way she wanted. This was what it was like to be the dominant partner. This was what it was like to be on top. This was what it was like to be a man.

And she liked it.
 

 

"We're here!" Stevie called as she and Gerry entered Taylor's townhouse, just next door to theirs.

"We're in the kitchen," Taylor called back. "Come on in, but be prepared to step over the debris. I've been trying to get Mila to eat and it's a losing battle and Mila is... Oh, my! You look absolutely adorable!"

When Taylor turned around and saw her little brother, hair and makeup done even better than yesterday, wearing a knee length, white Cotton dress covered in red roses with the same under the breast cinch and tiny, cap sleeves, she nearly swooned. With just a little bit of cleavage showing, he was the very picture of expectant motherhood.

“Doen’t she, though?” Stevie teased, but in fact, she was very proud of how she’d gotten her husband to look. “I think that floral patterns make her look even more delicate, don’t you? I think I’ll be keeping her in floral prints for the duration.”

Gerry just chose to ignore the two woman and focused on the condition of his niece. “What on earth is going on here?” He said to Taylor in a scolding voice. “You’re letting her just splash her food all over the place? You can’t do that! Tomorrow she’ll come to my house and do the same thing! I’m not spending all day mopping up my kitchen floor just because you can’t discipline your child!”

He didn’t stop because he’d finished his rant. He stopped because he heard the girls laughing at him.

“What’s so funny?”

“Oh, nothing, mother,” Taylor laughed.

He shook his head and grabbed a wash cloth from a drawer and wet it as he set about cleaning up the strained-carrot covered little girl in the high chair.

“She’s right, babe,” Stevie laughed. “You sound just like your mother! Wait, say, ‘A business woman dresses appropriately for the workplace.’ That’s one of her greatest hits!”

He shook his head once more and squatted to wipe up some of the mess on the high chair legs and floor. “Honest to God, you two are absolutely useless with this child.”

The women squealed in laughter at that.

“Wait, wait,” Taylor said as she opened the tall cabinet in the kitchen. “You’ll ruin your pretty dress. Here.” She handed him a full length apron, also floral, but with birds and music notes and staves embroidered onto it as well.

Gerry’s first response was to laugh at the garment, but he knew how messy feeding Mila could be when she was fussy, so he stood, slipped his head through the neck strap and attempted to tie it around his body, which proved to be impossible.

“Here,” Stevie offered, “I’ll tie it in the back for you,” and she tied a big, pretty bow. “It’s very pretty, Taylor, and we wouldn’t want her to get anything on her new dress. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

While Taylor and Stevie busied themselves preparing the spaghetti dinner for the adults, Gerry pulled a chair up beside the high chair, opened up a new jar of baby food and began placing small spoonfuls into the baby’s mouth. Within moments, Mila was happily eating, being the perfect little girl that she always was for her Uncle Gerry.

When they sat for dinner, Mila remained by Gerry who kept her entertained with tastes of tomato sauce and Cheerios.

Dessert was strawberry buckle, Taylor’s specialty, and vanilla ice cream. Taylor and Stevie chatted about work while Gerry cooed to his niece and let her taste the ice cream and strawberry.

“Gerry,” Taylor called to him, rousing him from his conversations with the infant.

“Huh?”

“Do you have any idea how adorable you are like that? I mean, I’m not just talking about the boobs and belly and dress, I mean the way that you are with Mila. I watch you with her and I wonder where this new Gerry came from. As a kid, you were always so isolated in the room with your computers, but you’re amazing with her. You have more maternal instincts than I have. I really envy how wonderful you are with her.”

Gerry blushed a bit. He loved praise of any kind, but in essence, his sister was saying that he was a good mommy and that was a bit embarrassing.

“Thanks, I guess. The truth is, before Mila arrived, I never would have thought that I was any good at this kind of thing either, but from the minute I first saw her... I guess I just wanted to take care of her.”

Taylor nodded, then looked at Stevie. “How’s the adoption process coming?”

Stevie shrugged. “Slow as ever. We’ve filled out the paperwork, had three interviews, talked about age options, sibling options, blah, blah, blah, but in the end, we’re just left waiting and wondering.”

“And you don’t want to pursue artificial insemination or anything like that?”

“There’s no point,” Gerry stood, wiped his hands on the skirt of the apron and pulled Mila from the highchair. “The doctors said that what little sperm I produce isn’t very active. So, to inseminate one of Stevie’s eggs, we’d need a surrogate father. A sperm donor. It wouldn’t be any more our baby than an adopted baby, so why not give a good life to a child that’s already in need, rather than spending all that money?”

Trying to be funny, Taylor said, “Gerry, they’ve checked everything, right? I mean, now that we’ve seen you like this... are they sure that you don’t have a uterus in there somewhere?”

Taylor and Gerry had been verbal sparing partners since Gerry turned seven and Taylor was eleven. They were always playfully harsh and sarcastic, but that remark hit Gerry hard and his face showed his hurt.

“Oh, honey,” Stevie sat forward, “she was only teasing. She didn’t mean anything by that.”

“I know,” Gerry sniffed then handed the baby to Taylor. “Here. You take Mila, please. I’ll do the dishes.”

“No, no, Gerry,” Taylor grabbed his arm, “I didn’t mean to upset you. I was really just complimenting you and trying to be funny. I’m sorry, Gerry. Just sit back down. I’ll do the dishes.”

“No, that’s ok,” he sighed. “I mean, I might as well finish my ‘training’ by doing housework. After all, I’m already wearing the apron.”

“Gerry...” Stevie tried to steer things back to the happy dinner they were having.

“I mean,” Gerry started running water into the sink, “after all, Taylor is the more masculine of my mother’s children. She’s taller than me, a better athlete than me, her hair is shorter and she’s had more living sperm in her body than I ever will.”

“Well, that was kind of gross,” Taylor grimaced, but still amused by what Gerry had said.

“Gerry,” Stevie gathered something dishes together, “let me help you.”

“No, I’m fine,” he insisted. “Look, there are four people in this kitchen and only one of us is wearing a dress.”

“Actually, there’s five people in this room,” a voice spoke from the doorway, surprising everyone. “But you’re correct – only one is wearing a dress.”

“Mom,” Taylor said shocked. “You weren’t supposed to be home till midnight tonight.”

“Yes,” she said, imperiously, “but the seminar was a useless bore, so I came home earlier. I’m sorry if I disrupted some sort of... well, I can’t imagine what this could possibly be. Gerry, is there anything you’d like to tell me?”

“Um,” Stevie gave a nervous laugh as she tried to explain, “you see, Kate, I thought that we’d win that contest for sure if Gerry did a little, well, training on the weekends until the party. So, this was our first time out of our house, coming over here. I figured that, maybe, if Gerry got used to being a feminine little, pregnant woman over the next few weeks, he’d feel better about going out the night of the party. See?”

“Uh Huh,” Kate grunted judgementally. “What I ‘see’ is my daughter and daughter-in-law looking fit and and trim and well kept in casual slacks and blouses, my beautiful granddaughter looking adorable in a Miami Marlin’s onesie and my slovenly son looking better than he has since his wedding, but sadly looking like he’s seven months pregnant. It’s a lot to process.”

“It is really just for the party, mom.” Taylor stood with Mila still on her shoulder and kissed her mother’s cheek. “Nothing more than that. Welcome home.”

“Yes, well, thank you, but I thought I’d drop in and see my children and granddaughter, but this is all too tiring to deal with right now. I will leave all of you ladies to enjoy your evening. Gerry... or Geraldine... or Gerrianne, or whatever you want to be called when you’re dressed this way... don’t forget that I’ll be coming to pick you up tomorrow afternoon to take you shopping for decent clothes for you to wear to the office on Tuesday. Please be ready and have Mila dressed nicely, too. Goodnight.”

She turned abruptly and left as the others uttered a quiet ‘goodnight’ behind her.

“Great,” Gerry muttered as he turned to the sink full of dishes, pots and pans, knowing that his shopping trip tomorrow, which was already going to be filled with comments about his hair and weight, was now going to be filled with uncomfortable conversations about what his mother had just seen.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Positively Glowing - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

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  • Accidental Change
  • Costumes
  • femdom
  • Authoritarian
  • Halloween
  • lingerie
  • Pregnant / Having a Baby
  • Real Life Situation
  • Slow Transformation
  • Stuck
  • Workplace Situations

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Positively Glowing: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

With the encouragement of his wife and sister, Gerry tries on some foundation garments
to see if they make him look thinner. Unfortunately, they have the opposite effect.
Now, Gerry's mother gets involved and things get a bit out of hand!


 
Author's Note: When you read this story, please tell me what you think of it? A good comment goes a long ways! ~Clara.
 
This version of Positively Glowing: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 2
 

Gerry had showered twice and washed his face a dozen times, but he was pretty sure that a little mascara remained from yesterday's training in the maternity dress and foundation garments. His mother was due to come by in the next half an hour or so to pick up Mila and Gerry to take Gerry shopping for a new blazer and some new shirts and pants to wear while he filled in for the receptionist at his mother's investment firm, where his wife and sister also worked.

A little gurgle came from the bouncy chair in the next room, so Gerry dried his face and went to check on his niece. "How's my little princess." He asked in an excited coo at the child. As he picked her up he continued to speak baby-talk to her. "You look so beautiful today, Princess. Yes you do. Grandma is going to want to show you off to everybody. Yes she is. And why wouldn't she? You're the prettiest and best baby in the world, aren't you?"

Mila smiled and giggled at the attention. She was still developing her concepts of the world, but she knew that Uncle Gerry loved her and that was plenty to make her happy.

Gerry had dressed Mila in his favorite dress. It was a classic, little girl's dress. Pale pink, with a white Peter Pan collar, puffy little sleeves, a smocked bodice with little red hearts embroidered all over it and a puffy little skirt that just covered the disposable diaper and pink plastic panties she wore beneath. He'd prepared the diaper bag for an afternoon of shopping and was ready to go.

He did wish that it was possible to get a diaper bag that looked a little less feminine, though. The bag that Taylor had given him to use was a bright pink checkered affair with a long, white shoulder strap that was covered in lace. Months ago, Gerry had tried to adapt a gym dufflebag to act as a replacement to these feminine accouterments, but there was just no replacement for a well designed diaper bag, so - pink checks and a lace covered shoulder strap would have to do.

A knock sounded at the door.

"Huh," Gerry whispered to his little charge, "that's odd. Grandma usually comes right in."

He walked to the door, Mila happily bouncing along in his arms, and opened door to reveal a thirty-something, attractive woman with a large, rolling suitcase.

"May I help you?" Gerry asked.

"I think so." She smiled down at him. She probably would have been a good couple inches taller than him in bare feet, but she was wearing very high heels. "Is this 1753 Flagler Estates Way?"

"Yes," Gerry answered, expecting an explanation.

""Then you must be Gerry!" She seemed overly happy as she pushed her way past him into his townhouse.

"Yes, I am, but... excuse me, ma'am, but what exactly is going on here?"

"Oh, I'm sorry." She laughed at her lack of protocol as she extended her hand. "I'm Veronica, your mother's hairdresser. I do her hair every Monday afternoon. Usually at the office, but today she asked me to come here."

"Oh, I see." Gerry was a bit relieved. "You're looking for 1755 Flagler Estates Way. That's next door. My mother lives there. I don't think she's home just yet, but..."

The woman smiled and shook her head. "She didn't tell you, did she?"

"Apparently not." Gerry waited for clarification.

"I'm meeting your mother here today to do your hair as well as hers. I understand that you'll be working for her this week and she wants me to neaten you up, as she put it, 'my son's rat's nest of hair' so that you'll look nice at her offices. I'm sorry if you didn't expect me. She asked me to come here early to get started on you before she comes. I'll touch her up while your hair is drying."

"Oh, I see..." Gerry remained nonplused. He shouldn't be surprised that his mother would go this far, but, strangely enough, he was. "Well... I'll need to put Mila down for a bit. Umm... I guess I could set up her playpen and let her watch some Sesame Street. Could you give me just a moment to set that up?"

"Of course." The woman smiled. "Here, let me take that beautiful baby from you while you set things up."

"Oh, ok. Thank you." Gerry handed her to the beautician and hustled to grab the portable playpen. He pushed the kitchen table to the side and set it up there so that he could keep an eye on her.

"You have an absolutely adorable little girl and I love her dress and the way you've done her hair in those pink ribbons."

"Thank you," he huffed with the effort of trying to get everything done at once. "That's Mila. She's actually my niece. I take care of her during the day."

"Oh, how nice! I suppose her mommy picked out this dress, I'd love to know where she got it."

"Actually, no," Gerry said with a great deal of pride. "I bought her that dress. My sister buys her lots of sports team shirts and things like that. I just love to get her all dolled up in something pretty."

As soon as the words left his lips, he knew that he'd sounded silly. Being a doting caregiver to a little girl had required Gerry to explore the feminine side of his personality a bit, but he was still embarrassed to display that side of himself to anyone outside of Mila, Stevie and Taylor. "I bought the dress at 'Little Ones' downtown. I buy most of her dresses there."

"How sweet," Veronica smiled. "Now, I understand why your mother wants to treat you to a nice treatment."

Gerry attached his iPad to the side of the playpen and started an episode of Sesame Street, which immediately got Mila's attention. She leaned back and reached for the playpen, nearly pulling herself free of Veronica's grasp.

"Hey, you!" Veronica held her more tightly and kept her from falling. "Boy, she really loves Sesame Street, doesn't she?"

Gerry laughed. "I don't let her watch TV much and it's only ever Sesame Street, so, yes, she loves it."

"My goodness! No Disney Channel or other cartoons?"

"Nope. It's Sesame Street or I read to her."

"Really!? That's wonderful. What do you read to her?"

Gerry smiled. "Well, she loves the picture books, of course, but sometimes she just wants to hear a voice, so I read her literature. The Brontes or Jane Austin or Louisa May Alcott. Sometimes it's poetry - Dickinson, Browning... whatever. It all makes her happy."

"Hmmm," Veronica smiled. "All women writers. Interesting."

Gerry shrugged. "I'm hoping to inspire her."

"Very nice."

Veronica pulled her roller suitcase into the kitchen and placed it on the floor, opening it to reveal a plethora of bottles, cans and equipment. "We've got a lot to do to get that hair of yours under control, so we should get started." She removed several bottles of hair products and placed them on the counter. "Come on over to the sink so that we can get your hair washed." She began running water, testing it with her hand and making sure the temperature was correct. "Come on. I won't bite." She smiled at the obviously apprehensive little man.

"Ummm..." He hesitated. "I thought you were just trimming the split ends and stuff like that. I don't want to cut it short - regardless of what my mother may have said."

"Oh, don't worry, sweetie." She smiled. "I just need to wash it and condition it before we start. Your hair is obviously starving for nourishment. We may do a hot oil treatment, too. You know how your mom is about appearances in the office!"

"Yes, I do, and that's what worries me."

"Oh, come on. I'm going to shampoo it a couple of times, then put in a conditioner. After that, if I think it needs the hot oil treatment, I'll do that too, then another washout and we'll be ready to start shaping your hair."

"Ok, then."

Gerry went to the sink where Veronica wrapped a pale blue, plastic cape around him. She turned him so she could close the clasps on the cape and pulled his hair through the opening. "This will protect your shirt from the water and the chemicals."

"What chemicals?"

"Whatever chemicals we end up using to make your hair beautiful."

He huffed. "Let's just shoot for 'acceptable' and leave 'beautiful' for someone else."

"Bend over," Veronica laughed.

As she worked the water and then the shampoo into his scalp she complimented him on his house and how well he kept it and how well he took care of a Mila. "You are quite the little homemaker, aren't you?" She teased.

"I guess." Gerry accepted the compliment.

"Is that why you're going to the Halloween party as a woman?"

Gerry froze. "Excuse me?"

"Oh." Veronica felt his unease. "Don't worry, dear. Your secret is safe with me."

He tried to stand upright, but Veronica had her hand on his back. "I don't have a secret."

"Your costume, I mean," she laughed. "I just meant your costume. Listen, Gerry, every October I am inundated with men and boys needing makeovers to look like women and girls. At least you will be able to pass."

"Pass?"

"As a woman. I mean, for a straight guy, you're very cute, in a plump-mommy kind of way. You'll look adorable in a little black dress."

"No, he won't," came a voice from behind. Kate had let herself in. "He will look adorable in a maternity dress."

"Oh, an expectant little mommy," Veronica laughed. "Even better." She wrapped his hair, turban style, then let Gerry stand straight for a few minutes while the conditioner worked.

"Hi, mom," he smiled.

"Hello, Gerry." She kissed his cheek and proceeded past him to kiss Mila as well. "Oh, I love the dress you put her in, Gerry, did you buy that for her."

"Does it say 'Miami Marlins,' or 'Boston Red Sox' on it?" Gerry asked.

"No. It's perfectly lovely," Kate replied.

"Then I bought it for her."

Kate smiled. "I have to admit, Gerry," Kate places a kitchen chair next to the playpen then sat so she could interact with Mila, "that I was very skeptical and a little concerned when I came home last night and found my son looking like a pregnant woman for the second time, but Stevie has convinced me that it was just to try out a few things for the costume party."

Gerry looked from his mother to Veronica and back again. Why would she start talking about this with Veronica here? "Umm, yeah, that's true, mom. I'll do it for you guys to win."

"And that's very sweet of you, Gerry. It's funny - this morning I was at the Starbucks across the street from my offices and I ran into Janice Llewelyn. You know Janice, right? She has a law firm on the third floor of my building. Tall girl. Beautiful eyes. Any way, she immediately started talking about our annual Halloween bash and she was all excited about the costume competition. It seems that, this year, they have added a prize to the traditional trophy."

"Really?" Gerry was genuinely curious. "What's the prize?"

"It's an eight person hot tube, Gerry. Now, I could never rationalize spending tens of thousands of dollars on something as frivolous as a hot tube, but if I were to get one for free... we'll, that would be quite lovely."

"But mom," Gerry pointed out, "if I won, it would be 'my' hot tub, right?"

"Well, yes and no, Gerry. Here's what I was thinking - if I were to help you to look, dress and act like the perfect, pregnant woman so that you could win, then we could all share it right out back here. Wouldn't that
be nice?"

"Yes, mom, it would."

"Ok, then, I'd like to have Veronica give you a complete makeover today. The works, Gerry - hair, nails, eyebrows, makeup, everything. That way you can practice your act and between your sister, Stevie and me, we could have you up to speed by the big day. What do you say?"

Feeling very much on the spot and not wanting to get into a big fight with his mother in front of a stranger, he tried to set a reasonable tone for the conversation. "Umm, mom, I appreciate you wanting to win, but it's still a few weeks away and how would it look if I'm sitting at your reception desk dressed as a guy, but with long nails and women's eyebrows?"

"Pretty foolish, I should think," Kate scoffed, "which is why you'll be covering the reception desk dressed in your maternity clothes."

"What!?" Gerry screamed. "Mom! You can't be serious!"

"I am as serious as a heart attack, Gerry."

"Mom! What if someone recognizes me!? I'd be a laughing stock!"

"Oh, come now, Gerry, who is going to recognize you? Taylor and Stevie already know. You'll be covering for Monica, so she won't know, and that leaves Laura and Erin. Laura started in May and Erin in August. Neither has ever met you. Face it, Gerry, it's the perfect training camp for you. Four days out in public, in disguise as a woman. No one will be any the wiser once Veronica is finished with you, right Veronica?"

"She's right, Gerry. When I'm done, you'll just be another pretty face. I promise."

Gerry shook his head. "Mom... come on... this is nuts."

"Let me up the ante a little, then." Kate folded her arms. "I understand that you intend to take your wife to St Thomas for your first anniversary, is that correct?"

"Yes, but you've already agreed to give her the time off for that."

"Yes, I did, but how do you intend to pay for that trip?"

"We have money, mom."

"What money?"

"The money in our bank accounts."

"That's Stevie's money, Gerry."

"No, mom. It's our money. Stevie always says so."

"So you're planning on taking her on a trip using money that she earned. Wouldn't it be a bit more gallant of you to pay for the trip yourself?"

"Mom, I don't have that kind of money. You know that."

"No, but you could EARN the money."

"By doing this?"

Kate nodded. "You do this for me, Gerry, and I'll pay for the whole trip. Plane tickets, hotel, food, everything. It's just four days work in what I promise will be comfortable, pretty clothing and you can take that tall goddess that you married on a trip to remember. I think that's a much nicer present, don't you?"

Gerry felt a knot in his stomach, but he knew that he was going to have to do this. He'd hate himself if he had a way to pay for the trip, but used Stevie's money instead. He breathed deeply and tried to figure out a way out of this.

There was none. She had him and she knew it.

"Ok. I'll do it, but I don't want to look like a joke or a drag queen. I need to look... right. A regular, everyday, pregnant woman. Ok?"

"Of course, my dear." Kate smiled and stood. "Veronica, I shall leave my new daughter in your capable hands while I run next door to change. I'll
be back and you can touch up my hair while Gerry's new hair color is setting up."

"You want to dye my hair!?" Gerry was frightened.

"Of course, Gerry. It's for your own good. It'll make you look so much different that, even if you should run into someone you knew, they'd never recognize you."

"Don't worry," Veronica smiled. "I'm going to choose a complimentary color for you. Nothing garish or weird. It'll look great. I promise. Now, let's rinse that conditioner out of your hair."
 

 

Gerry was in the office changing Mila's diaper when his mother returned. He was wearing a plastic cap to keep the dye on his head and he knew that he looked incredibly foolish. "Grandma is going to make Uncle Gerry into a jackass, Mila. Yes she is," he spoke in his baby voice. "She's going to make me look like an idiot and Uncle Gerry is going to sell his dignity for the chance to maybe, just for once, look like a breadwinner.
He's going to look like a woman just so he can appear to be a man in the eyes of his wife. Life can be pretty silly, Mila. Yes it can. Yes it can!"

"Gerry, can you come out here, please?" Kate called.

Gerry picked up his niece and adjusted the perfect little dress she was wearing. "Oh, aren't you the prettiest girl in the world? Yes, you are!" He cooed some more as he headed back into the kitchen.

"Gerry, Veronica have been speaking and I think, and she agrees, that in order to get you properly made up and your hair properly styled, that you need to be in your costume... or rather, your disguise. So, please put on your maternity undergarments and a nice dress. Once Veronica has seen you in the dress then you can take it off and you can wear this. I picked it up for you on the way home."

She held a simple, satin robe out in front of her. It was a dark rose color with black lace trim along the opening, the bottom and the sleeves, which would only come to his elbows.

"Now?" he said, not wanting to don the pregnancy persona with Veronica there.

"Now, Gerry. Don't dawdle, dear. I'll help you. Come on."

"Mom, I just... I just think it would be silly to put all of that on, right now."

"Gerry," Kate did not like being opposed for any reason. "You are going to put on everything that I request you to wear. You are about to take on a very difficult disguise and Veronica is here to help you. You must work with her. Besides, look at yourself. Your hair is in a dye-cap and your taking care of a baby. Gerry, I'm a woman of average height and I am at least three inches taller than you. Veronica is taller than me in those heels of hers. If you're concerned about losing your masculinity, then don't be - it's long gone, my child. Essentially, you are your sister's nanny and it is high time that you started dressing for your position."

Gerry was shocked at his mother's harsh tone. He knew that she was just saying these things to force him to cooperate, but they really cut him to the bone. Partially because they insulted his male pride, but partially because it was all so goddamned true. For a moment, he looked as if he was going to cry.

"Mom-" He hesitated and sunk his nose into Mila's soft, dark hair for a moment as he chose his words. "I am not my sister's nanny. I am my niece's caregiver and I love her in a way that I never expected to be able to love another human being. Now, I don't expect to be applauded for being a good caregiver to my beautiful niece, but I don't intend to be demeaned because of it, either. Also, if you think that saying that I am less a man than anyone else because of my size, then that's fine. Bullies have done that to me my whole life. But if you think that saying that I act like a woman to take of Mika is some kind of an insult, then you're wrong. Everyone I love is a woman - Stevie, Taylor, Mila and even
you. I act the way I act when I'm taking care of Mila because it's good for Mila. If that seems girlish or womanly, then that's fine, because it's good for Mila. I'm not insulted, but I am hurt that you see me as such a disappointment."

"Oh, Gerry." Kate, who had a great deal of difficulty expressing affection or even giving positive feed back, looked about to cry herself, now. "That's not what I mean." She sighed. "Gerry, you know that I love you and I am as proud of you as I could possibly be. I'm sorry. I guess I was just trying to goad you into doing what I wanted. You are a wonderful uncle and my favorite son. Both Mila and I are lucky to have you. Do you forgive me?"

He nodded. "Sure. I'm sorry, too."

"Thank you," she touched his cheek and smiled. "Now, I hate to be too pushy, but I am paying Veronica by the hour, so... if you wouldn't mind getting dressed..."

Gerry handed his mother her granddaughter. "Yeah. I'll be out in a few minutes."
 

 

Stevie was a bit surprised to find the front door locked when she got home. As she turned the key in the lock, Taylor peeked into the side window.

"I don't think they're home, yet," Taylor said. "It's dark in there."

It was nearly eight o'clock at night. Stevie and Taylor had gotten a message from Kate stating that she and Gerry had gotten a late start and she was taking Gerry and Mila for some dinner before coming home. Since Gerry and Kate were going out, Taylor and Stevie decided to go to a lovely East African Cuisine restaurant downtown. It was delicious.

"Gerry!? Honey!?" Stevie called into the twilight of the townhouse. "Nope. They're not home, yet."

"Geez," Taylor grimaced as they turned on lights and walked through the front room, "I hope everything's ok. I mean, they've been gone for hours. Mila must be getting tired and cranky by this time of night. Being caught between a cranky niece and a cranky mother must be getting to Gerry."

Stevie laughed. "Let's go sit on the porch and have a glass of wine."

"I'll have to have some cranberry juice," Taylor smirked and pointed to her breasts. "Until the dairy closes, I need to keep my milk pure."

"Oh, of course. Sorry. I'll have some cranberry juice, too. Do you want some ginger ale mixed with it?"

"Whoa, lady," Taylor teased. "I have a baby, now. I can't be living on the wild side, like you kids."

"Right," Stevie opened the refrigerator, "straight cranberry juice it is."

"Oh, you know what?" Taylor snapped her fingers as if she'd just thought of something.

"What?"

"It would be great if you'd add a little ginger ale to that cranberry juice."

Stevie smiled and chuckled a bit. "Ok, but don't be cursing me when you have a hangover tomorrow morning."

Both women laughed at that. They settled in on the porch and sipped their drinks. They chatted about business and friends until Taylor asked, "How did Gerry deal with the news that he couldn't father children?"

Stevie thought about that. "You know, it's not easy to be Gerry. He's smaller than most men and he's got you for a sister and me for a wife. We're both taller than him, stronger than him..."

"More successful than him," Taylor said what Stevie was avoiding.

"Look, Tay, you and I have been really lucky. Athletic scholarships and then your mom gave us opportunities that most people never get. Gerry works hard."

"I know he does, Stevie, but how much money has he made since he started his own business?"

Stevie shook her head. "Not much, but so what? I make plenty and he's absolutely wonderful doing the cooking and housework. Heck, he even helps you with the laundry sometimes. He cooks for both of us and just look at how good he is with Mila. No, we're not a traditional couple, but we love each other and we're happy. When he found out he'd never be a biological father, I thought that he was going to fall to pieces, and I think he might have when he was alone, but in public, he put on a brave face. Until this weekend, we've hardly talked about it."

Taylor nodded.

"He is amazing with Mila, though." Stevie wiped a tear from her eye.

"Having said that," Taylor became serious, "I need to tell you something. I recently spoke to a lawyer about my will and I named you guys as Mila's guardians."

"Really?" Stevie was surprised. "I assumed that she'd live with Fred if something ever happened to you - or Kate."

Taylor shook her head. "I don't think that Fred's coming back, ever, and mom would still need Gerry to take care of Mila, so... She loves Gerry and if I was gone... well, he's the logical choice. I'm glad that Gerry has you... and that Mila has him, too." Suddenly Taylor was crying.

"Tay?" Stevie was caught off guard. "Tay, what's the matter, honey. You're not sick, are you?"

She shook her head. "No. Everything's just so... fucked up, Stevie. I thought Fred loved me and now don't know where he is or who he's with... I wanted to give my baby a perfect life, Stevie. I didn't want to be a single mom imposing on my brother and sister in law all the time. I love her so much, Stevie, but I'm so lonely and scared all the time. I put her to bed every night, then crawl into my bed, all alone and lonely... all I do is worry and cry and worry and cry."

"About what?"

"About everything, Stevie. Is she ok? Is she developing correctly? Is she going to be smart enough? What if something happens to me? What if something happens to her? Why am I all alone in that bed and where is that son of a bitch that I was so ready to spend my life with? What did I do to drive him away? Everything, Stevie. Everything."

"Oh, Taylor," she took her friend's hand, "I'm so sorry. I didn't know. I thought that you were... never mind, look, honey, you are not alone. We are right here next door and your mom is just one door beyond that. You did nothing to drive Fred away, Taylor. Fred is a craven little coward who ran out on his wife and new born child. You'll find the right guy eventually, honey, I know you will."

Taylor nodded and tried to calm her nerves. "Stevie, I'm so sorry that I lost it. Oh, God this is embarrassing. These hormones are making me crazy. " She wiped her eyes and laughed at herself. "Oh, God, I need a glass of wine so badly!" This set them both into a bout of sad laughter.

"I'm sorry, Tay, but you know that we're here for you whenever you need us. Both of us. You know that Gerry loves you as much as he loves me or your mom... and as for Mila... well, I don't think I can even compete with Mila."

They both smiled.

"Thanks, Stevie. I love you guys, too."

"We're back!" Kate called as she entered the door. "Where are you?"

"On the porch, mom," Taylor called back. Then to Stevie she asked, "Do I look ok? I don't want her to know I was crying."

"Here," Stevie handed her a napkin. "Just blow your nose and wipe your eyes. You'll look great."

Taylor smirked at that, but wiped her eyes, blew her nose and took a deep breath as she prepared her appearance for her mother.

"Well," Kate smiled as she set a multitude of bags on the floor near the doorway to the porch, "we had a wonderful day."

"Really?" Stevie chuckled in surprise. "Gerry usually hates shopping."

"Yes, well, today was different and I had a wonderful time. I think Gerry did, too."

"Where is Gerry?" Taylor asked.

"He's changing Mila. They'll be in in a minute, I'm sure. Oh, Taylor, that child was a perfect angel today and Gerry had her dressed so preciously... oh, I got so many compliments on my beautiful granddaughter! I was in heaven!"

Taylor smiled at the praise. "I should go help Gerry." She stood to go, but Kate stopped her and said, "Just let Gerry be, now. He knows how to take care her as well or better than you do. I'm sure that he's got everything under control."

Knowing her mother was right, Taylor sat back down.

"Now," Kate clapped her hands, "about the rest of this week. We got a lovely little travel crib and a little playpen that will fit just perfectly behind Monica's desk so Gerry should be able to have my little angel there without any problems. I think we're all set for everything to go off without a hitch."

"What if she gets fussy?" Stevie asked.

"Then Gerry knows how to deal with that. A little crying isn't going to upset anyone."

"Where is he going to be able to change her if he needs to?" Taylor asked.

"There's one of those 'Panda' changing tables in the ladies' room," Kate smiled.

"The ladies' room?" Stevie said surprised. "Won't it be a little odd to have Gerry using the ladies' room?"

"Oh, I don't think that's going to be a problem," Kate smirked.

Stevie and Taylor gave each other confused glances.

"Kate," Stevie asked, "why, exactly, do you think that Gerry will be able to use the ladies' room without any problem?"

Kate smiled like the cat who swallowed the canary and called into the house, "Gerry!? Are you almost done, dear?"

"She's all changed, mom."

When he entered the porch, both Stevie and Taylor let out huge gasps of shock. He was wearing an ankle length, navy blue dress with bright flowers printed on it that Stevie and Taylor had brought home from Goodwill over the weekend. It had short sleeves, a tiny hint of a white collar and showed just a very little cleavage. He also had little Mila held against his breast in her pretty, little dress.

The fact that Gerry was wearing his baby-belt and bra and, assumedly, panties to go out with his mother was surprising enough, but what really shocked them was his long, wavy, chestnut brown hair with subtle red highlights, his delicate, arched eyebrows, the dangling earrings that glittered through his hair and the masterfully applied makeup that changed his face drastically, making him look fresh and plump and fertile.

"Hi," he said in a quiet, tentative and embarrassed voice.

Both woman sat frozen in shock for several seconds before Stevie stood. "Gerry?" she asked, knowing it was him, but needing reassurance. "Is that you? What's going on?"

"I can answer that," Kate smiled and she explained what had transpired throughout the day and her decision to have Gerry working in his disguise in order to properly train him for the contest. "Brilliant, right?"

Stevie's breathing began to increase as she searched, but failed, for a way to approach her mother-in-law/employer in a rational manner.

"Jesus Christ, Kate!" she erupted. "What the hell have you done!? He doesn't even look like himself, anymore!"

"That was the point," Kate replied, calmly.

"Alright, Stevie, calm down," Taylor tried to help.

"Calm down!? My husband looks like a woman. Not like he's in costume, Taylor, he looks like a real woman!"

"Isn't that what you wanted?" Kate smirked.

"Well... yes and no, Kate! This is undoable, for crying out loud! His hair color! His eyebrows! He's a woman for real! It's not a costume any more! It's a lifestyle, for crying out loud!"

Roused be the sounds of shouting, Mila began to cry and look for protection. "Shh," Gerry said as he bounced her and moved away from the noise. "Come on with Uncle Gerry, my love. Everything's ok. Everyone's just upset because Uncle Gerry is messing up everyone's life, as usual. Shh. Shh." They retreated to the bedroom.

"Who do you think you are," Stevie continued, "to do something like this without talking to me about it first!?"

"I didn't need to talk to you, Stevie," Kate was getting a bit annoyed that this conversation was still ongoing, "I spoke to my son. He's an adult. He can make his own decisions."

"Mom, now that's not fair," Taylor offered. "You know that Gerry would never say 'no' to any of us. Especially you. You should have run this past Stevie first."

"Alright, now both of you just sit back down and listen to me for a moment," Kate said with a tone that was commanding enough to make the women comply.

"Now, look," she said as pleasantly as possible. "I am very concerned about my son. He is as bright as anyone, but he is floundering. Stevie, if it wasn't for you, he'd be destitute at this point. This is a golden opportunity to give him the kick in the pants that he so desperately needs. He is entirely capable of doing the receptionist's job at our office and that's what I want him doing for the next four days. Now, at the end of that time, I am hoping that he will be either so embarrassed by being in a dress all week, or feel such a sense of accomplishment by succeeding for a change, that he'll pull his life together and make some sensible decisions about his health and his career."

The women nodded, calmed a bit by the thought that maybe Kate wasn't just being a bossy bitch.

"But," Stevie said, "you still went miles further than I ever would have pushed him, Kate. The makeup looks amazing..."

"And my hairstylist taught him how to do it himself," Kate interrupted.

"... and that can be washed off, but his eyebrows will be months growing back and how long will it take that dye job to grow out?"

"Why would you want to let it grow out?" Kate asked matter of factly. "It's beautiful."

Stevie shook her head in confusion. "Because it's a woman's color, Kate. I wasn't planning on dying his hair, just having it done."

"Tell me it doesn't look nicer than his typical, greasy, dirty blonde hair.”

Stevie thought for a moment. “Well, I’m not saying that... I mean, it looks beautiful, but men don’t typically walk around with beautiful hair.”

“No,” Kate nodded, “because they don’t wear it that long. My feeling is, if he’s going to wear it long, then it should be beautiful, don’t you agree, Taylor?”

“Mom,” Taylor chose her words carefully, “his hair isn’t the issue. It’s... well, did it ever occur to you that Gerry may not be cut out for a nine to five job? That, maybe, he’s happier here, at home.”

“What, just lazing around all day?”

“No, mom. Taking care of the house, cooking, cleaning, taking care of the baby. He hated working for that tech company. He loves doing this.”

“Being a housewife, you mean?”

“In a way, yes, I suppose, but so what. Look, mom, my place was a mess before and so was yours. We both kept talking about hiring a service, but then Gerry started coming by once or twice a week and now our houses are as neat and clean as this one.”

“So, he should just stay home and be a housekeeper.”

“No,” Stevie said. “Not a house keeper, a partner in our marriage. I like coming home to a clean house and a nice hot supper. I like having you two join us, too. I couldn’t do that if Gerry was working full time. I’ll miss it this week.”

“Well, then,” Kate said, suddenly self satisfied, “if he’s meant to be a housewife, then I’ve done you a favor and put him into the correct clothes. In my day, men went out and earned a living for their families. If you want to wear the pants in your marriage, Stevie, then I guess that’s fine, but if that’s the case, then maybe you’ll enjoy coming home to your little homemaker looking pretty in nice dresses.”

“Kate...” Stevie sighed.

“No, I mean it, Stevie. Be honest with yourself for a moment. When you left for work this morning, you were married to an overweight, slovenly man who didn’t smell all that nice. Now, your spouse is dressed well, has beautiful hair and smells absolutely delightful - I’ve seen to all that for you. Now, I suggest that you enjoy those improvements for the next four days and then, at the end of that time, you decide whether you’re better off with your previous spouse or this one. Frankly, I think you’ll either prefer this one or a slightly more boyish version of this one, but either way, I suspect that the pretty hair and perfumed soaps and shampoos are here to stay.”

Stevie sighed and shook her head. “Look, Kate, I’m not going to lie. I was pretty turned on when we put Gerry into that one-piece the other day and we had some fun that night, but I wasn’t looking to turn him into a woman forever. We’ll do these four days since you said that Gerry agreed
to those, but after that, we just do what we need to do to win the contest, ok? No more forcing him into dresses except for what’s needed and we let his eyebrows grow back and his hair color grow out. Understood?”

Kate smiled. “Whatever you say. Now, let’s talk about his office attire.”

Stevie looked at Taylor and they both raised their eyebrows at Kate’s enthusiasm.

“Now, that mint green, chiffon number you bought is fine,” Kate picked up the bags she’d placed on the floor, “and that white cotton one with the roses is good, too, as long as he’s wearing pantyhose,” she dug into a bag and pulled out several plastic envelopes, “which I bought him.” She laid them on the coffee table.

The women nodded. They knew that Kate insisted that all the women working for her wore hosiery, even in the heat of Florida summers.

Kate continued, “That dress he’s wearing today is just too casual, though. Fine for shopping, but not for the office.”

“Of course,” Taylor said when Stevie remained silent.

“I bought him a few more office dresses, too. More than he’ll need, but... just in case. Besides, I’ve never had as much fun buying clothes for Gerry as I did today.”

She smiled as she remembered the afternoon.

“It was nice to have my child and grandchild both dressed so prettily out on a shopping spree with me. Oh, that reminds me,” she handed Taylor a small, but full bag. “These are all for Mila. Gerry picked them out and I bought them. That boy has an amazing eye for little girls’ fashions.”

She handed the bag to Taylor who thanked her mother.

“Now, this bag,” she picked up a bag from a store called ‘A Pea in A Pod,’ “are five more dresses, all of which are perfect for the office. “These two bags have some more casual dresses for her to put on when she comes home.”

“He,” Stevie said.

“I beg your pardon?” Kate said.

“He. Gerry is a ‘he.’ You said you bought ‘casual dresses for her to put on when she comes home.’ Gerry is a ‘he.’ I just want you to remember that.”

Kate smiled, but moved on. “This bag has several very lovely bras and a couple more belly belts. And this last bag has a variety of panties.”

Stevie looked into the bag. “How many pairs of panties did you buy him?”

“Oh, twelve or fifteen or so. Like I said, I was enjoying a lovely afternoon with my child and granddaughter. Maybe I got a little carried away.”
 

 

It was an hour or more later after Kate had gone home when Taylor and Stevie opened the bedroom door and found Gerry sitting on the bed, his back against the headboard l asleep with Mila in a blanket sleeper laying on his breast.

Taylor touched his smooth cheek. “Gerry, honey. I’m taking Mila home now, ok?” She spoke quietly.

Gerry opened his eyes and smiled as his sister lifted his niece from his shoulder. When he could he stood and kissed first the baby’s soft hair, then his sister’s cheek. “Goodnight,” he whispered.

Then he looked at Stevie and shrugged. “I’m sorry. I made a deal with mom. I guess I should have talked to you first, but...”

“I know,” Stevie smiled and hugged him, his head nestled sweetly in her neck and shoulder. God, he smelled so good, of lavender, vanilla, roses, hairspray and makeup. “No need to apologize. I know how your mother can be.” She hugged him tighter. Maybe it was just the dress, but he felt so
soft and small in her arms. It was nice. Very nice. “

They walked Taylor and Mila to the door and waited outside until mother and daughter had entered their own townhouse, then Stevie locked up and they headed back to the bedroom.

“Are you ok with all of this, though? The hair and makeup? Everything?” Stevie asked.

He shrugged. “I guess.”

“Were you embarrassed when you went out with your mom?”

“At first I was. I mean, more scared than embarrassed, I guess, but... well as the day went on, I began to notice that no one was taking any real notice of me. As people kept complimenting me on Mila and wishing me luck having a second child so soon, mom pointed out that everyone just thought I was woman. Usually, when I’m out with Mila, I just get funny looks. Today, everyone thought I was a normal person. I kind of enjoyed it.”

There was no doubt that Gerry could pass for a woman, Stevie realized, but she still felt bad that his mother had pushed him so far so quickly. She also felt bad that the more she looked at him and thought about kissing those soft, plump, lipstick cover lips, the more aroused she felt.

“So you liked it?”

“I liked the compliments. I don’t get many, you know. I mean, I know that Mila isn’t really mine, but I’m very proud of how I’ve contributed to raising her so far. The way she’s learning. How happy she is. The way I dress her. All of it. It’s nice to know that it’s appreciated.”

Stevie smiled. “Taylor appreciates it, Gerry.”

“I know, but... you know what mean. Nothing I can do was ever appreciated by guys and women look at me funny when I’m out with Mila. Today, dressed as a woman, women kept complimenting me. They told me how beautiful Mila was and how beautifully I dressed her. It was nice. Even my mom seemed to like me.”

Stevie laughed. “Honey, your mom likes you.”

“No, my mom loves me. Today she actually seemed to like me. Even that was different and nice.”

Gerry pulled a lacy, blue, sleeveless nightie from a bag and laid it on the bed, staring at it.

Stevie stood beside him and put her arm around his shoulders. “You don’t have to wear that tonight if you don’t want to, baby.”

He shrugged. “Yes, I do. The deal is that I dress as woman, completely, twenty-four-seven for the whole four days and whatever else it takes to be ready for the contest.”

“Yeah, but she wouldn’t know...”

“But I would. It’s ok. I’ll be alright, but I am sorry this all got so out of hand.”

“No need, baby.” Stevie smiled and ran her fingers through his beautiful, chestnut brown hair. “If it’s any consolation, you really are beautiful.”

He turned and laid his head on her shoulder and breast. “I’m glad you think so.”

She hugged him tight, closed her eyes and breathed him in, his breasts pressed into her, just below her own. So nice.

She kissed him and drew the zipper of his dress down his back. She slipped her hand inside and felt something silky. “You’re wearing a slip?”

Gerry smiled. “Mom dressed me. A lady always wears a slip, you know.”

She smiled down at him. “They feel nice, though, don’t they?”

“They do when you’re hand is sliding on it... especially when your hand is there.”

Stevie’s hand was on his butt and it was kneading it’s through the flimsy material of his slip and panties

“It does feel nice, doesn’t it?” Stevie whispered, her voice becoming huskier.

She nibbled his earringed lobes and worked her way down his neck.

She lowered the bodice of his dress down, revealing the lace coved cups of his bra. She continued kissing down his neck to his shoulders to his chest to the tops of his breasts. She kissed some more and soon had his dress completely puddled on the floor around his ankles. She liked the slip too much to take it off, though. Silky and lacy... it was so feminine and it made him look plump and pretty.

Suddenly, she stopped.

“What?” Gerry asked.

She stood back for a moment. “Gerry... I was really pissed off at Kate for pushing things so far, and I don’t want to make things harder for you, but... I don’t know why, but I find this all very erotic.”

“I know,” he whispered back. “I do too.”

She smiled. “I’ll change. Put on your nightie.”

Stevie opened a drawer and disappeared into the lavatory. When she emerged, she found Gerry pulling down the bed clothes, wearing the blue nightie. Stevie was wearing dark blue, satin pajamas.

She giggled as she looked at him.

“What?” he asked.

“Well, first, you’ll need to take off your makeup before you go to sleep, but I kinda like it for right now. Second, honey, you don’t need to wear a bra and baby belt to bed.”

He sighed. “I do. It’s part of the deal. Does that upset you?”

She smiled. “Actually, it pleases me a great deal.”

Not knowing quite why, Gerry smiled at that.

“Come to bed, baby,” Stevie whispered. “I want to show you something.”

Gerry crawled under the covers, but Stevie pulled them to the foot of the bed. Then she climbed on, spread his legs and knelt between his knees. Slowly, she lowered the waistband of her pajamas and revealed a black panty with a very realistic looking phallus hanging off of the front.

Gerry’s eyes widened as he looked at it. “Where did you get that?”

“Do you remember what my nickname was on my basketball team in college?”

He shook his head that he did not. He really didn’t know Stevie then. She was just Taylor’s friend.

“The called me ‘Stevie, the man’ because of my name and because I was so aggressive on the court. They used to shout at me, ‘Stevie! You’re the man!’ whenever I made a basket. When I played my last game as a senior, the girls gave me this as a joke. I wore it over my shorts that night in the locker room, but it’s been sitting in my drawer ever since. I think tonight’s the night to finally use it.”

Gerry looked from the strap on to his wife’s face and back. Was she serious? What would it feel like? Would it hurt?

Stevie reached under his nightie and undid the baby belt, removing it and his panties. “Don’t worry, you can put them back on when you wash your face.”

She tossed the under garments onto a nearby chair, then she tucked her pillow under Gerry’s lower back and pulled a tube of KY lubricant from her nightstand. She spread the gel on the phallus, then put some on her fingers and began to work it slowly into his bottom, gradually working her fingers deeper and deeper into him.

“It’s warm,” Gerry said.

“It’s got a warming agent,” Stevie smiled. “Feels good, doesn’t it?’

Gerry nodded, then gasped as she pulled her fingers out.

She adjusted herself and guided the penis into his opening. “It’s going to feel tight at first, baby. It might even hurt a little, but once we get past that, you’re going to love it. I promise.”

He nodded, a little scared. “Ok.”

It felt like nothing he’d ever felt before. As soon as the penetration began, it felt tight and full, but as she pushed her manhood forward, he felt himself stretching like he’d never been stretched before.

“Uh!” he gasped.

“Relax,” she whispered. “This is what it’s like for a girl the first time, too.”

She pushed in further and he arched his back trying desperately to create space within himself where none existed. Stevie knew what he was feeling and she leaned down to nibble his nipples through the bra to distract him.

Gerry was overwhelmed, unable to think of anything other than the these new, amazing feelings.

Stevie leaned back and looked at the beautiful, brown haired woman below her wearing a feminine, lace trimmed, silky nightie and she felt a contentment she’d never felt before.

“Ready?” she asked.

Not even comprehending the question, he nodded.

“Here we go,” she smiled and then she pushed. She pushed hard and she pushed deep. She saw the look of pain and fear on his face and she heard his loud, anguished scream, but then she felt him grab her shoulders and
arch his back even more drastically than before. His eyes rolled to the back of his head and his face took on a look of ecstasy as he tried to accept more and more of her manhood into him.

“That’s a girl,” Stevie whispered. “It feels good to have your man in you, doesn’t it?”

He couldn’t even speak, he just huffed and puffed and tried to assist her dominance of him in any way that he could.

“What a good little girl you are,” she teased. “are you ready to cum like a girl?”

He didn’t respond, other than to find a way to thrust against her without interfering with her rhythm.

Stevie thrust deep and stayed there, then shook her pelvis, imitating the motions of a male orgasm. She held him impaled on her organ while he grunted and gasped and grabbed until he felt his own, new way of orgasming pass.

Finally, his breathing slowed and their eyes met.

“You liked it, didn’t you?” she asked.

He nodded.

“I’m going to pull out, now. You’re going to miss me, but we’ll do it again another time, ok?”

He nodded, again.

She pushed him back and pulled the dildo from his rear end as he groaned and involuntarily tried to clench the penis and keep it in him.

She smiled at his new expressions of femininity, the expressions expressed by many a satisfied woman after her first intense orgasm. He was lost in new feelings of joy and loss and want. These were feelings that most men ever felt and she had introduced him to them. She hadn’t orgasmed, but she felt a sense of release in herself that was unlike anything she’d ever felt before. She was satisfied.

She pulled back the hem of his nightie to find a limp, dry penis. He had definitely experienced several orgasms, but he had not produced any semen. No muss, no fuss, just ecstasy.

“Now,” she smiled, “be a good girl and go wash your face and brush your hair. You’ve got a big day ahead of you, tomorrow.”
 

 

It had taken longer to get out of then house than they’d expected due to both spouses needing time for hair and makeup, but they were in the driveway at eight thirty and arrived at the firm at eight fifty, just as Stevie and Taylor did everyday.

They entered the offices with Gerry carrying Mila, who’d been his back seat buddy on the way, and Taylor carrying the diaper bag.

They went directly to the reception area where Gerry would sit behind a high desk.

“Oh, look.” Stevie smiled and pointed to a brass nameplate that read ‘Gerri Morley, Receptionist.’ “Your mom gave you my maiden name. Isn’t that Isn’t that sweet?”

Both Stevie and Taylor chuckled at that, while Gerry rolled his eyes.

Kate, who had been there for more than an hour already, came out to greet them. “Welcome, ladies, welcome!” She smiled. “And where is my little angel?” She asked before Gerry had even set the carrier down. “There she is! Let me have her for a few moments, please. Grandma needs some kisses.”

Gerry bent down, released the child’s restraints and lifted her to hand her to his mother.

Kate huffed and shook her head. “Gerry, I am flattered that you are wearing the lovely panties that I bought you, but there is no need for you to show me. When you need to bend, do so with your knees and maintain your modesty, for heaven’s sake.”

“Alright, mom.” He blushed a bit.

“And do not call me ‘mom’ at the office. You’ll call me Mrs Wentworth. Your wife and sister are both ‘Ms Wentworth,’ is that understood.”

Gerry nodded. “Yes, Mrs Wentworth.”

“Very good, now, may I assume that my oldest daughter dressed this child this morning?” She displayed the child wearing a onesie bearing the logo
of the LA Clippers basketball club.

“Yes,” Taylor said, “and she looks adorable.”

“She looks casual,” Kate scoffed. “Miss Morley, please check your book and tell me when our first appointment is.”

Gerry stood still for a moment before realizing his mother had meant him. “Oh, sorry,” he uttered as he hustled around the desk. He flipped the book open and said, “Ummm, it looks like the first appointment is at nine thirty, a Mr Winslow for you, mo... Mrs Wentworth. Then it gets busier at nine forty five.”

“Excellent, then that gives you some time to run an extra errand when you go to Ruby’s for the Danish.”

“Danish?”

“Yes, Danish. We have a standing order over at Ruby’s. Monica picks it up every morning on her way in. That’s part of your job, now.”

Gerry blinked. “Where’s Ruby’s?”

“It’s down the block near Fast River Road,” Stevie explained. “It’s only been open for a few months.”

“Oh. Ok.” Gerry already felt out of his depth. He started for the door.

“Your purse, sweetheart.” Taylor grabbed his purse and held it up for him.

He retrieved it and headed for the door, again.

“Gerry,” Kate called him back, again. “You’re in charge of the baby. You need to take her with you.”

“I’ll take care of Mila,” Taylor said.

“No, you have work to do,” Kate insisted. “Mila is Gerry’s responsibility.”

“Mom...” Taylor started, but Gerry interrupted.

“No, that’s ok. I’ve got her.”

He took Mila from Kate, squatted down, knees together, and strapped the baby back into the carrier. As he did that, Kate said, “On your way back, please stop at ‘Little Ones’ and find something appropriate for Mila.”

Gerry nodded as Taylor folded her arms, annoyed.

“And before you pick up the carrier, let me take a look at you.”

Gerry finished getting the straps locked then stood and faced his mother for inspection. “Hmm,” she had that judgmental sound to her voice. “Did you do your hair and makeup yourself?”

“Yes,” he replied.

“Yes, what?” Kate demanded.

“Yes, Mrs Wentworth.”

Kate nodded. “You did well. I like that dress on you.” He was wearing a loose fitting, bright red, sleeveless, chiffon dress that clung pleasingly you his breasts then flowed beautifully around his baby bump, resting moderately high on his stockinged thigh. “Pantyhose or stockings?”

“Stockings.”

She nodded approvingly. “I don’t love the beige shows with the red dress, though. Stop at Roberts’ and pick up a pair of either black or red pumps. Both if you want.”

Gerry sighed. “Mom... I’m sorry... Mrs Wentworth, I don’t have that kind of money with me...”

Kate waved her hand dismissively. “Just tell everyone that I sent you and they’ll put it all on my account. Now, hurry. We have a business to run here.”

As Gerry hustled out the door carrying Mila’s carrier in his right hand with his purse hanging on his left shoulder, Taylor said, “You’re being pretty hard on him, mom.”

“Nonsense,” Kate shook her head. “For the next few days, Gerry is a young mother trying to make it in the real world. It’s important that he learns how to cope.”

“Mom,” Taylor didn’t agree, “I’m not just a young mother trying to cope, I’m a SINGLE mother and I never have all these things happening at once.”

Kate smiled at her. “You were already well off before having a child, Taylor. Sadly, Gerry is not. Maybe this experience will encourage him to become well off.”

“Gerry is well off, Kate,” Stevie pointed out. “We have plenty of money.”

“You have plenty of money, Stevie. I don’t want my son living off his wife.”

Stevie looked at Taylor and shook her head.
 

 

At nine forty, Gerry hurried back into the offices, looking just a bit disheveled from rushing, and carrying the baby carrier and a bag from Little Ones in one hand and a box of pastries from Ruby’s as well as a large bag from Roberts’ in the other. A woman in her early forties was sitting in the receptionist’s desk. She didn’t smile when she saw Gerry.

“You must be Gerri.” She stood.

“Yes,” Gerry put down the pastries and bags in his right hand and extended it to shake the woman’s hand.

“Look,” the woman said without accepting the hand, “I don’t know where Kate found you, but I am not here to cover for a temp. I work on commission and I have better things to do than sit here while you’re out doing whatever you were doing. Understood.”

“Yes,” Gerry said, his hand dropping back to his side. He set about putting Mila down and unloading his packages. “I’m sorry. My mo... Mrs Wentworth send me to do a few things that I didn’t expect to have to do. It won’t happen again.”

“I certainly hope not.” The woman started to walk away, but stopped. “You brought a baby to the office?”

“Yes ma'am.”

“Does Kate know about this?”

“Yes, ma'am. You see...”

“This is highly irregular. I mean, I do not want that child making a fuss while I am speaking to a client.”

“Oh, she’s a wonderful child, ma'am. I promise. You’ll hardly know that she’s here.”

“Well, we shall see about that!”

Just then, Kate appeared with another woman, this one in her mid thirties. “Ah, Laura, I see that you’ve met Gerri. Gerri, this is Laura and this is Erin. You will refer to Laura as Ms Abraham and Erin as Ms O’Hara. Ladies, this is Gerri and she will be covering for Monica for the next few days. Gerri worked here during the summer while she was in college and she has graciously agreed to come back for the next few days.”

Erin said ‘hello’ to Gerry and asked, “When are you due?”

Caught a bit off guard, Gerry looked down, noticed his appearance and smiled back at the woman. “Three months.”

“Oh, my goodness,” Erin gushed. “You’re this big at six months? You must be having octuplets!”

Although Gerry found the remark a bit callous, he laughed along with Erin and his mother.

“Speaking of babies,” Laura interrupted, “could we have a discussion about having an infant in the office, Kate?”

“Well, we certainly can, Laura,” Kate smiled as she looked at Mila in her carrier, “but before we do, I should point out that this infant is Taylor’s daughter, Mila, and my granddaughter.” She reached down to take the child up into her arms.

“Oh!” Erin squealed. “May I hold her for a moment? I just love babies.”

“Of course,” Kate kissed Mila, then passed her off to Erin. “I know that this is unusual, but Gerri has been working as Taylor’s nanny since Mila was born and when Monica asked for the week off, it just made sense to have Gerri come back to fill in.”

“Oh, she’s gorgeous.” Erin bounced Mila who smiled back. “And I just love the Clippers’ onesie.”

“Hmm.” Kate shook her head. “Ms Morely, did you remedy this clothing issue?”

Gerry, who had been watching Mila being bounced and feeling a sense of maternal pride at Erin’s compliments, looked at his mother for a moment before saying, “Oh, yes. I got her a really cute bishop’s dress in purple and white.”

“Very nice,” Kate nodded. “May I see it?”

“Of course.” Gerry dug it out of a bag and held up the tiny purple dress with puffy white sleeve.

“Oh, yes, perfect,” Kate took it and showed the other women. “If Taylor had her way, Mila would be wearing cleats and shoulder pads. Thank goodness Gerri is there to bring a sense of femininity to Mila’s wardrobe. Gerri has such wonderful fashion sense when it comes to Mila.”

Gerry smiled at the compliment, but his contentment was short lived because Kate continued, “Did you have a chance to do anything about those abominable shoes you’re wearing, Gerri?”

“Yes, Mrs Wentworth,” he nodded. “I got a lovely pair fo black pumps and a pair of red heels that match this dress. Which would you prefer I wear?”

The women were a little surprised by the question, but Kate moved right along. “When you say ‘heels’ do you mean that the heel is narrower than a pump’s heel?”

“Yes, Mrs Wentworth.”

“Well, those sound lovely. Wear those. In the future, I’d like you to show me your attire before we open. I think that will be helpful in training you to dress yourself as stylishly as you dress Mila.”

“Yes, Mrs Wentworth.”

“Alright, ladies,” Kate took Mila and handed her back to Gerry, “let’s get back to work. Gerri, please put the pastries out and pick up all of these bags before our clients arrive. Thank you.” They all dispersed, but Kate stopped and said, “Oh, Gerri, did the people at Little Ones add the item I called about?”

“Yes, Mrs Wentworth.”

Kate had called the children’s store and asked that they include a BabyBjorn baby carrier that would allow Gerry to have Mila strapped to his chest. “In pink?”

“Yes, ma'am.”

“Excellent.”
 

 

At one o’clock, after several hours of greeting clients, guiding them to the correct investment councilor, making and delivering coffee and the occasional pastry, two discreet diaper changes in the ladies room, two feedings and a lot of standing and bouncing Mila on his hip, Kate arrived at Gerry’s desk and announced that he would be having lunch with his wife and mother at a soup and salad shop down the block.

“Use the Baby Bjorn,” Kate said without room for discussion, “it’ll make things easier for you.” She went to retrieve her purse.

Gerry pulled the item from its packaging and read enough of the instructions to figure out how to adjust the straps and contain the child safely.

“How’s it going?” Stevie asked as she arrived at the reception area.

Gerry looked up and mustered a smile. “Ok, I guess. No one has complained, at least not to me, so I guess that’s good, right?”

“I suppose so,” Stevie smiled. “Believe me, if any one had complained to Kate, you’d know about it. Mila hasn’t been fussy, has she?”

Gerry smiled at the child. “She’s been great. She likes the fact that she has my undivided attention most of the time.”

“All set?” Kate was already moving past them as she headed to the door.

Stevie hustled to get in front of Kate and held the door for her mother in-law and then her husband, who, besides resembling a very pretty and very pregnant woman, also had Mila strapped to his front.

“Ooh, nice shoes,” Stevie remarked in a not at all teasing way as Gerry passed.

“Oh, thanks,” Gerry smiled.

At the restaurant, Kate ordered a salad, as did Stevie, but Gerry ordered a small ham and Swiss on rye with a little mustard and mayo, and some potato chips on the side. It wasn’t a big meal, but it wasn’t a salad, either.

When he sat, Kate looked at his plate and shook her head. “Would it kill you to eat a salad?”

“Now, Kate,” Stevie smiled and joked, “remember, Gerry is eating for two.”

Gerry struggled to sit in the chair at their table, the awkwardness of his plump silhouette increased by the addition of Mila hanging on his torso. The gentle movement of their walk and the fresh air had sent Mila back to sleep and Gerry didn’t want to chance waking her by taking her out of the papoose-like carrier.

“So, we have a complication,” Kate announced before Gerry had even managed a nibble of his sandwich.

“What kind of complication?” Stevie asked, assuming that there was a new investment regulation that Kate was about to explain.

“I received a couple of emails today that impact both of you.”

“How?” Gerry turned to his left a bit to try to grab the sandwich with his right hand.

“Well, one of the emails lays out the rules for the Halloween Ball and the costume competition. It seems that, although spouses and romantic partners are invited, the only people eligible to win the grand prize are employees of the participating companies.”

Both Gerry and Stevie remained quite as they considered the ramifications of this statement.

“So...” Stevie spoke first, “Gerry would have to remain working for the firm for the next three weeks in order to be eligible to win?”

“Correct.”

Stevie looked at Gerry and shrugged. “Oh, well. We tried, baby. I guess we’ll have to think of something more clever. You can still come in your mother-to-be get up, but you can’t win the prize.”

Gerry shrugged. “Sorry, mom. Do you still want me to dress up for the rest of the work?”

“Of course, Gerry, and there’s no need to be sorry. I’m going to keep you on at least until Halloween.”

“But mom...”

“Gerry, it’s still Mrs Wentworth. You never know who’s going to overhear us, even out of the office.”

“Ok, Mrs Wentworth, but won’t Monica be back on Monday? You don’t need both of us at the reception desk.”

“See, that’s where karma and the fates all seem to have come together. The other email I received was from Monica. It seems that on her flight home last night, her old boyfriend was on the plane with her. They sat together and talked, then, after they landed, went to dinner together. Apparently, they chatted all night and he proposed at breakfast this morning. She’s not coming back.”

When Stevie glanced at Gerry, the color had all left his face.

“Kate, you don’t expect Gerry to go on like this forever, do you?”

“Oh, no, Stevie, of course not,” Kate laughed. “Just until after Halloween. By then, I will have found a replacement and Gerry can train her for me. Everything is working out just perfectly.”

Gerry pushed his plate away from him, his appetite gone.

“Kate,” Stevie said quietly, “I think we need to discuss this before we agree to having Gerry living like this all month.”

“Oh, don’t be silly. He’s fine, aren’t you Gerri?”

Gerry didn’t answer immediately, so Kate continued. “Remember, Gerry, your anniversary is coming up soon. Wouldn’t it be nice to give your beautiful wife something extra special for your first anniversary?”

The threat was clear – do this or forget about St Thomas. He took a deep breath and nodded. “Yes, Mrs Wentworth, that would be very nice.”

“Gerry, you don’t need to...” Stevie started to say, but Gerry interrupted her.

“No, Ms Wentworth, that’s ok. I’ll continue through Halloween. A deal’s a deal.”

Stevie sat back, irritated by Kate’s presumptuousness, and confused by Gerry’s passive acquiescence.

“I will make a concession, though,” Kate smiled. “I will allow Gerri to leave work an hour early every day so that he can get home and get dinner ready. There’s to reason for you to not have a nice dinner in the evening, Stevie and with Taylor still nursing Mila, she needs to eat well, too. So, I have arranged for a car to pick you up every day at four o’clock and take you home, Gerry. If you need to stop at the grocery store on the way, just tell the driver.”

Stevie sighed. “He won’t need a car every day, Kate. We’ll take two cars tomorrow...”

“Oh, don’t be foolish. Imagine what would happen if she got into an accident or was pulled over looking like that and having a license stating that she was a male. Until she’s done with maternity dresses, our little mommy here is not driving herself anywhere.”
 

 

At three fifty five, Gerry put Mila into the car-seat style carrier and and gathered all of his bags together, putting everything he could fit into the diaper bag. It had been agreed that the other women would take turns covering the reception desk for the last hour of the day and Taylor agreed to go first. Laura was not pleased about this arrangement at all. When Taylor reached reception, she found her little brother standing by the door, looking out the window for the hired car.

Taylor had heard about Kate’s imposition of a full month of dresses for Gerry and she wasn’t happy about it either, but then she watched her brother with her daughter.

He stood in the window in his pretty red dress and red heels, gorgeous waves of brown hair with red highlights flowing down his back and her daughter in the carrier being held, cradled in his arms as he swayed from side to side to comfort the child. The hem of his dress swayed along with him and when she listened closely she could hear him singing quietly.

“Edelweiss, Edelweiss
Every morning you greet me

Small and white
Clean and bright
You look happy to meet me

Blossom of snow
May you bloom and grow
Bloom and grow forever

Edelweiss, Edelweiss
Bless my home-land forever”

And Taylor started thinking, ‘Maybe this wasn’t the worst thing that could happen to her brother. Maybe her mother was actually on to something.’
 
 
To Be Continued...

Positively Glowing - 3

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Positively Glowing: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 


With the encouragement of his wife and sister, Gerry tries on some foundation garments
to see if they make him look thinner. Unfortunately, they have the opposite effect.
Now, as things get stressful, Gerry's body starts reacting strangely!


 
Author's Note: I have noticed comments have dropped to near zero here. Have I lost BigCloset's audience with this story? ~Clara.
 
This version of Positively Glowing: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 3
 

"You're taking this the wrong way, Stevie," Taylor was riding in the passenger seat and trying to explain what she meant before her best friend and sister-in-law got too angry. "Now, remember, I love Gerry, too and I am not happy that my mom pushed him so far so fast or that she changed the rules of the game after he'd already made a deal with her - BUT - I was watching him before he left today and I didn't see a boy in a dress."

"Jesus, Tay, you're getting to be as bad as your mother. What are you suggesting? That I encourage my husband to get sex reassignment surgery? That I encourage him to get a vagina? What?"

"See, you're overreacting, now. All I'm saying is... well... some people are meant to be mothers and homemakers and some of those people are men. If Gerry is one of those men, I think that's great, but what if he's one of those men who is meant to be a mommy and a homemaker, but he's also meant to be cute, and plump and pretty? Is that so bad? Mom was right about one thing - Gerry looked a hell of a lot better when we got home from work last night than he did when we left for work yesterday morning. His transformation was too much, too quickly, yes, but you can't deny that he looked better."

Stevie pulled into the parking lot of a convenience store a few thousand feet before the turn off to their road. She pulled into a parking space and put the car in park. Stevie rubbed her face with her hands and groaned.

"Look, Tay, my whole life has been a battle to be accepted as a woman. First my mother, a massive Fleetwood Mac fan, gives me this stupid, boy's name, then, through some fluke of nature, I end up growing taller than any of my brothers and, despite my large breasted mother and sister, I end up strong, athletic and small breasted. I was teased unmercifully. When I was in my teens, I wished that I could go to sleep one night and wake up either as a boy so that I'd fit my body in or that I would shrink and be like all those popular girls who laughed at me when I walked by."

"I know, Stevie," Taylor said. "I went through the same things..."

"No, Tay, you didn't. I've seen your high school year book. You were tall, but you were always beautiful. I didn't start getting comfortable with my looks until halfway through college - and that was mostly because of you. I tried being a lesbian and failed miserably, so I made up my mind to just give up any chance of ever finding a man who could ever love me and I was all set to grow old and die alone."

"Then," she continued, "the weirdest thing happened! I met a guy, a little guy, and he got me. He really got me. He'd gone through the exact same things I'd gone through, only in reverse."

Taylor nodded that she understood.

"Now, I find myself turned on by... what? Feminizing him, I guess. It was a fun little bedroom game for a night or two, then Kate made it all so public, which was ok, I guess, as long as it was an open secret between us. Now... how can we keep this a secret for almost a month? I mean, if people found out that our cute little, knocked up receptionist was actually my husband, what would people think about him? Or about me? I can just hear the whispers now - 'See! I told you she was a dyke.' I just don't know if I can face this." She crooked an arm over the steering wheel and buried her head in it, her bobbed hair covering her face.

Taylor just stared at her friend for a few moments before saying anything. What could she say? Everything that Stevie had said was valid, but what about the truth of the matter? Gerry was a natural homemaker and he seemed to be more natural dressed in a pretty dress than a pair of sweat pants.

"Stevie? Do you love Gerry?"

Stevie's head shot back up and Taylor could see the wet marks left behind by tears. "Of course I love Gerry. You know that."

"So, do you think that he looks cleaner and healthier now than he did before my mom took him shopping and got him a makeover?"

Stevie sighed. "Ok. There's no denying that he was a little depressed and letting himself go. I mean, he had seriously immersed himself in every aspect of cooking, cleaning and caring for Mila, but he only showered every few days, his hair was always in a greasy ponytail and I admit I was getting a little fed up with it, but..."

"Hold that thought for a moment.," Taylor interrupted. "I was at your house this morning when you guys were getting ready. Did you notice anything different about Gerry's morning routine?"

Stevie scowled. "Well, yeah, of course. His whole routine was entirely different. He had to do his makeup and his hair and he needed my help zipping up his dress... lots of things were different."

"Was he letting himself go, or making sure his appearance was perfect?"

"Making sure he looked perfect, but that's because he didn't want to stick out."

"Or - maybe he wanted to blend in and look nice for you so you'd be proud of him."

Stevie contemplated this. "So what are you saying?"

"I'm saying that Gerry knows that you love him and you love him because you guys are soulmates who shared similar heartaches growing up, but he also knows that he'll never be a tall stud, like the guys you drool over in the movies - Like Armie Hammer or Chris Hemsworth."

"Those are just fantasies, though."

"Right. Fantasies that he can't live up to, but the other night he was able to fulfill one of your fantasies by being a pretty, submissive wife and you told him how much you enjoyed that fantasy, didn't you?"

Stevie nodded.

"Honestly, as much as I know he'd deny it, I think that Gerry is trying to not just please my mother, but to become your dream girl by being as pretty as he can be."

Stevie mulled that over.

"And," Taylor continued, "he's really trying very hard to give you an amazing anniversary present. I can't tell you what it is, but you'll love it. That's what this is all about."

Stevie smiled. "Really?"

"Oh, yeah. Trust me, this is all going to be worth it."

Stevie leaned back and relaxed for the first time. "So... what? I should just let this all run it's course and see where it takes us?"

Taylor nodded. "And support whatever Gerry chooses to do. I think that mom may have inadvertently opened up a part of him that we hadn't seen before, but we may be seeing a lot of from now on."

Stevie shook her head as she put the car in reverse. "Geez, why couldn't I have a normal life? Everything has become so complicated and scary."

"I think you mean 'exciting.'"

Stevie pulled into traffic. "You're just weird."
 

 

When he'd arrived home, Gerry had immediately hung up his red dress, placed it carefully on the rod in the closet, then grabbed the satin robe his mother had given him and wrapped it around himself so that he wasn't just wearing the silk and lace slip.

He hustled to the kitchen and took several boneless chicken breasts from the refrigerator and set them on the counter. Before the process of breading them began, he took Mila from her carrier, checked her diaper, found it dry, pulled the highchair near the counter, placed her in the seat and locked her in, then sprinkled a few Cheerios onto the chair's table top and returned to the counter.

"Did you enjoy yourself today, Mila?" he cooed to the child, who smiled and nibbled on the cereal. "You looked so pretty and you behaved so well! You made me very proud. Yes, you did."

He broke and egg and mixed it with a little milk, placed the breasts into a mixing bow and poured the mixture in on top of it. Then grabbed a bag and poured bread crumbs in. While the chicken soaked in the mixture for a moment, he set the oven for three hundred and fifty degrees, pulled out a cookie sheet that he lined with parchment paper, grabbed a small baby bottle and filled it with water from the refrigerator's dispenser, tightened the nipple and put it on Mila's high chair top so she could grab it, then returned to battering the chicken breasts in breadcrumbs and laying them on the cookie sheet.

"What do you think, Mila? Wild rice pilaf, basmati rice, couscous or little red potatoes for supper?"

The baby bounced and gurgled at her favorite person.

"Basmati rice it is, then. An excellent choice!" He grabbed the rice cooker and plugged it in, added the water and rice, then pushed the button to the 'cook' setting just as the oven's beeper told him that it was appropriately preheated. He put the chicken breasts into the bag with the breadcrumbs, shook the bag, then placed the chicken onto the cookie sheet and slid it into the oven, set the timer for forty five minutes, opened a cabinet, removed a jar of Gerber's puréed garden vegetables, grabbed a small, rubber coated spoon, pulled a chair over to the high chair, opened the jar of food, removed a spoonful and smiled at his beautiful niece. There was a lot to accomplish, but Gerry was completely at home in his kitchen.

"Tada!" he said in a playful tone when he slid into the chair and that made her laugh.

As he fed her, he made loving cooing noises and recited little rhymes that she always enjoyed.

When the jar was empty, he pulled a bottle of breast milk from the refrigerator and warmed it just a little in the microwave, shaking it and making sure it was an acceptable temperature before slipping the nipple into Mila's mouth.

He smiled as she began to drink the nourishing fluid.

"You know what?" He spoke in the sing song voice that Mila loved to hear. "I missed being home with you today. I did. I don't think I realized it until today, but you have become my world, Mila. Taking care of you and talking to you... it's everything to me. I never thought about it until today, but I don't think I want to run a software consulting business, anymore. I don't think I want to do anything else, ever, but take care of you. I would love to have more like you, too. Maybe a little girl of my own to be your best friend - your little cousin who's more like a little sister."

The tone and cooing stayed the same, but Gerry's eyes became watery as he continued to speak to his best and only friend.

"I could dress you up and take you out in a twin stroller and buy you sweet little dresses that matched. When you got older, we could have tea parties when you're even older than that, we could all go together to pick out the perfect dress for your First Communion, or your first school dance..."

The tears flowed now.

"And then, when you got old enough to know that I'm not really the woman I look like, you grow to be embarrassed by me... then you wouldn't want me around and then... you'd hate me."

He held the baby's hand and kissed it, first on the back, then on the front and he held her palm against his cheek. "Please don't ever hate me, Mila. I want to be a good uncle for you, but... things have gone a little off the rails and I'm not sure if they'll ever get back on. Do you like me better like this or looking like a man?"

The child sucked on the bottle and stared lovingly. Her deep blue eyes were so shiny and filled with so much love and promise. She filled him with warmth and love and hope.

"Please don't ever hate me, Mila. Please."
 

 

On Thursday afternoon, Kate announced to Laura and Erin that Gerry would be staying on for a couple more weeks until a permanent replacement for Monica could be found. Erin was thrilled because that meant that she had a couple of more weeks spending time with Mila. She constantly complimented Taylor for the beauty of the child and Gerry for the beautiful clothing he provided. Laura was less enthusiastic because this meant she'd be stuck covering the reception area at least two or three more times before a replacement showed up.

"One more day till the weekend," Erin smiled as she arrived back at reception for another dose of Mila. "Have you enjoyed your first week here?"

Gerry shrugged. "I guess. I like everyone and it's nice to get into the stores downtown, but I miss being home with Mila. I can't do everything I'd like to do with her here."

"Like what?"

"Like read, or sing or just be spontaneous with her."

"Aww," Erin smiled. "You're going to make a great mommy."

He smiled. "Thanks."

"So, who's your OBGYN?"

For a moment, the question made no sense to Gerry. "What?"

"Your OBGYN? Who are you going to?"

"Umm..." he searched for a name, then remembered that Taylor had gone to see a doctor named Dr Crenshaw, so that's the name he gave. "I see Dr Crenshaw."

"Crenshaw?" Erin smiled. "Bill or Joseph?"

Just then, Taylor stepped into the reception area to grab a cup of coffee.

"Oh, excuse me, Ms Wentworth?" Gerry called you her, hoping for some help.

"Yes, Gerri?"

"We were just discussing my OBGYN. I go to your doctor. Is Dr Crenshaw's first name Bill or Joseph?"

"Rosalyn," Taylor said without any thought.

Erin looked from Taylor to Gerry. "Rosalyn? You couldn't remember if your female ONGYN was named Joseph or William or Rosalyn?"

"Oh... well..." Gerry sputtered.

"Sorry, Rosalyn is Joseph's daughter," Taylor laughed. "Gerri has seen both Joe and Rosalyn. I only saw Rosalyn."

"Oh," Erin smiled and returned her attention to Mila. "Honest to God, Taylor, I think you have the most beautiful baby who ever lived."

Taylor came close and smiled over Erin's shoulder at her beautiful daughter. "I know. I'm very lucky."

"Is her father as good looking as you?" It was an innocent question and one that wasn't meant to offend, after all, Erin and Taylor were just coworkers. They weren't really friends and Taylor didn't speak about Fred at work.

Taylor gave a sad smile and said, "He is. He's very good looking."

"Excuse me, Miss Morley," Kate was suddenly in reception with them, "may I see you in my office for a few moments?"

"Yes, of course, Mrs Wentworth." Gerry stood with a bit of difficulty and half-walked-half-waddled around the desk.

"Taylor," Kate gave the other two women a judgemental look, "will you please look after reception and Mila for a few minutes. Erin, I believe you owe me some paperwork on the Grossman account. I'd like that before you leave today."

"Of course, Kate." Erin handed the baby to her mother. "I'm sorry. I'll have that to you in less than an hour."

Kate linked her left arm through Gerry's right and led him towards her office. "That is a lovely dress, dear," she whispered, "did Stevie buy that for you?"

Gerry glanced at the soft lavender dress with what looked like lilac blossoms in darker purple tastefully printed on it. Tiny cap sleeves and an unusual, twisted belt emphasized the empire waist. The bodice draped tastefully over his breasts in a manner that reminded him of a Greek goddess' dress. Like most of his office dresses, the hem brushed his stockinged legs just above the knee. The stretchy jersey material breathed well and moved nicely. It was the most comfortable dress he'd worn so far - in fact, it was one of the most articles of clothing he'd ever worn.

"Oh, no." He smiled at the compliment. "I saw it in the window at Kennedy's and I really liked it, so I bought it for myself. According to the saleswoman, it's a style that The Duchess of Cambridge wore when she was pregnant and it's appropriate to be worn after pregnancy, too."

Kate closed the door after they entered her office. She indicated a chair that faced her desk and Gerry took the seat.

"So," Kates' eyes were raised, "you bought yourself a dress that you can wear AFTER you've delivered the baby. How very foresighted of you. When is your due date, again?"

Gerry was embarrassed. "I was just relaying what the saleswoman said..."

Kate waved him off. "It's a lovely dress, Gerry, and I'm glad to see that you've trained that fashion sense that you use so well on Mira to enhance your own appearance. In fact, one of the reasons I asked you in here was to tell you how impressed I am with how well you've integrated yourself into the office this week. I know I'm asking a lot of you, and you're doing very well. Here."

Kate passed a credit card across the table to him.

"What's this?"

"It's my credit card. When you get home tonight, book your vacation and flight and anything else you want for your anniversary trip - massages, boat rides, whatever."

Gerry's eyes opened wide. "Mom... thank you."

"Oh, don't be silly. You've lived up to your part of the deal up to this point. I still expect you to live up to the rest of your agreement, but I can't expect you to wait until a week before your trip to arrange everything. Just return the card when you're through with it. Oh, also attach that card to your reservation so that you can charge anything that comes up while you're there."

"Wow," he whispered. "Mom... I mean, thanks. This is very generous of you."

"A deal's a deal." she stood, which Gerry took to be his cue to stand as well, but he had to maneuver himself up with some care.

"Are you ok?" Kate asked.

As he worked himself upright he sighed, "My back is stiff, probably from sitting all day and using that Baby Bjorn carrier. I'll be ok."

What he didn't tell his mother is that his whole body was feeling aches and pains in new and troubling places. His back pain may well have been from sitting so much or from using the Baby Bjorn or because the babybelt created a very realistic baby belly that put a new strain on his body, but his little bit of a waddle was due to the fact that he and Stevie had been much more sexually adventurous than they had been in the past and most of these adventures involved his bottom and his breasts his nipples in particular. They'd been awake later than usual every night this week with Gerry either on his knees servicing Stevie, or underneath her while she kissed, nibbled or penetrated him. The truth was, his nipples and his bottom both ached a great deal!

"To tell you the truth, it actually helps to make your disguise convincing."

"Thanks... I guess... and thank you for the vacation, mom. That's really means a lot to me."

"Mrs. Wentworth, dear. Always Mrs Wentworth in the office. You're welcome."

Just as he opened the door to leave, Kate said, "Oh, I nearly forgot! Our biggest client, Kirkland-Williams, is sending several of their people in tomorrow to review the investments we've made for their retirement fund. They are also considering moving their entire investment portfolio to our firm. Whenever they show up, we like to put on a bit of a dog and pony show for them. When you go to Ruby's for the pastry order, it'll be three boxes instead of two and the florists will be coming in first thing in the morning with quite a few arrangements to place about the office. I'll trust you to work with them to make everything look lovely before their representatives arrive."

"Oh, of course, Mrs Wentworth." Gerry smiled. "Thank you for trusting me."

"Of course, my dear, however, about the dress you'll be wearing tomorrow..."

"Yes?"

"Well, I know what a limited selection you have in your closet. Hmm, I do wish I knew about this lovely number, it would have been perfect for tomorrow. Do you have anything else this nice?"

Gerry thought for a moment. "No ma'am. I could, maybe, go to Kennedy's again after work."

"No, no, dear, in fact, I'd like to set up a visit from my 'nail girl' for you this afternoon. I'll call her and have her at your house by four thirty. That will give you time to get home, get Mila settled and start dinner for you and the girls."

"What's wrong with my nails?" Gerry looked at the acrylic nails that Veronica had applied on Monday.

"Nothing, dear. It's just that, when presenting the office to very important clients, I want everything and everyone to look perfect. That red polish was lovely with your red dress, but I'd like something more 'classic' looking for tomorrow."

Gerry started at his nails, confused.

"You'll learn, dear, that a truly well turned out woman takes care of every aspect of her appearance. Men should, too, but very few do. Perhaps, at the end of all of this, you'll have learned something beneficial about presenting yourself."

"Yes, ma'am," he nodded.

"Well, then," Kate smiled, "back to work, girl. You still have an hour before your car arrives."
 

 

"You'll like this color," the sixty-something-year-old, elegant Asian woman explained, holding one completed hand up for Gerry to see. "The soft pink goes with everything and it's just bright enough so that people notice it."

"It is very pretty," Gerry agreed, while keeping an eye on Mila in the playpen with another episode of Sesame Street playing on the iPad.

"Oh, you new mommies are always nervous when you're not holding your babies. Listen, I've raised five children, three girls and two boys, and I'll tell you, they're not as fragile as you think. She'll be fine for a few minutes."

Gerry had barely gotten home before Maelee had arrived. She set up her folding table and accoutrements in the kitchen and Gerry was ordered to stop doing what he was doing and sit. Luckily, Mila wasn't wet and didn't appear hungry, but he'd not had time to start dinner, which he was fretting about - well, that and having Mila in the same room as the harsh fumes from the nail polish. He was always very particular about things like that.

"She is a beautiful baby," Maelee said as she went about her work. "She looks just like you."

Gerry always loved to hear that, even though she really looked just like Taylor.

"Actually," Gerry admitted, "she is my niece, not my daughter."

"Oh, good," the woman laughed.

A bit insulted, Gerry asked, "Why is that good?"

"Oh, I just meant, well, with you being pregnant... well, two that close together and a job... that would be a lot to handle."

As Maelee started the other hand, Stevie and Taylor appeared. Each greeted Gerry with a smile and kiss on the cheek.

"Where's my princess?" Taylor cooed as she danced to the playpen and received giggles of joy from Mila.

"And how's my princess doing?" Stevie teased as she leaned on the counter and smiled at Gerry as he was being pampered.

"Good," he smiled.

"This is pretty," Stevie smiled as she fingered the cotton material of the full length, white, ruffled apron he was wearing to cover the dress he'd worn to the office. "Did you buy it for yourself?"

"No," Gerry was a little surprised by the question. "It was in a box from Amazon on the porch when I got home. It was addressed to me. I thought that you bought it for me."

"Mom strikes again!" Taylor laughed as she bounced Mila on her hip.

"I can take it off if it's not appropriate," Gerry said sincerely.

"No," Stevie smiled. "Keep it on. I like it. It's pretty and it looks pretty on you."

Gerry smiled at the compliment. "I didn't have time to start dinner. We'll be running a little late."

Stevie petted his hair, still fascinated by its beauty and softness. "Don't worry, baby. We'll call for something."

"No we won't," Gerry shook his head, indignantly. "I'll make you something quick and easy. How does lemon pasta and shrimp sound? I know it's not haute cuisine, but it'll be healthier than Chinese takeout."

"Argh," Taylor looked at Maelee and shook her head. "She is such a mother hen!"

Maelee laughed. "It's good that you have someone taking care of you."

"Can I help with anything?" Stevie asked.

"Sure," Gerry nodded. "You can grab that big pot and fill it up about halfway with water, then start the burner so it's boiling when I'm done here."

"You got it!" Stevie kissed the crown of Gerry's head.

Taylor sat beside the table and, in a stage whisper, said, "Oh my God! Stevie is going to touch the stove! I think this is one of the signs of the apocalypse! Watch the windows for four horsemen."

"Yeah, you should talk," Stevie teased back from the stove. "When was the last time you cooked?"

"Sunday, remember."

"And Gerry did most of that, too, so don't throw stones, Miss Glass House."
 

 

Dinner was delicious, as usual. Despite his newly lacquered fingers, Gerry managed to make dinner, serve it and clean up after it all while wearing his size small, yellow, Playtex, rubber gloves and his new, ruffled apron.

As Gerry washed the dishes, with Mila in her chair beside him, Stevie and Taylor adjourned to the porch. They loved sitting on the porch in the evening, especially in the autumn when the evenings were cool enough to enjoy the fresh air without sweating profusely.

"What do you think of mom's newest gift?" Taylor asked, referring to the apron.

Stevie looked through the sliding doors to where Gerry was working in the kitchen. "Part of me wants to kill her for making him such a girly little thing, and part of me wants to take that girly little thing to bed and fuck her senseless."

Taylor laughed so hard that she could hardly contain cranberry juice she'd been drinking in her mouth. "Holy cow, Stevie! I've never heard you use that word once in all the time I've known you."

"I'm telling you, Tay, this feminine stuff is playing with my brain. It's not just the dresses - it's everything. When he put on his flats to make dinner - the way that he wiggles his ankle to slide his foot into the flats - it was such a ladylike manouver that I wanted to sweep him up and take him to bed - As if I was Rhett Butler and he was Scarlet O'Hara. I think I'm losing it, I really do."

"Losing it?" Taylor laughed. "It sounds like you're 'getting it,' and in a very good way, too. I'm telling you, Steve-oh, relax, accept that you like him this way and enjoy it. Who knows? It may last a few weeks, or it may last forever, but if it turns you on, enjoy it."

"Hello!" Kate called as she walked in through the front door, a garment bag hanging from her right hand. "I'm just stopping by with a new dress for my youngest daughter to wear to the office tomorrow."

She hung the garment bag she carrier on the kitchen door frame and crossed to the sink, first kissing Mila, then Gerry. "Oh, do you like the apron? I thought it was just darling when I saw it online."

"Well, yes, I do..."

"And it reminded me so much of the maids and nannies in old movies, I just thought it would be such a charming addition to your look, and I was right, don't you think?"

"It is very pretty mom..."

"And you'll need to give it a little extra attention to keep it that way. When you wash it, you'll have to take some time to iron it and remember to use spray starch to keep the ruffles looking fresh. It's just a few extra minutes, but it will make all the difference in the world. A girl has to look her best, especially at home. The breadwinner should always come home to a beautiful, well dressed spouse. Remember that, Gerry."

What was the point in arguing. "Yes, ma'am."

"That's my girl." She kissed his cheek, again.

"Now, everyone come see the dress I found for Gerry to wear to work tomorrow. It's adorable. It's soft and feminine and professional. It's all girl, but with just a touch of boyishness."

"A boyish maternity dress," Stevie snickered as she stood. "I can't wait to see that!"

"Maybe it's culottes," Taylor kidded.

"It is certainly NOT culottes," Kate said, only hearing the end of the conversation and horrified by the very idea.

Kate took the garment bag from its perch on the door frame and turned it towards her as she drew the zipper down. She pulled the dress free of the bag, but left it hanging so that it shielded the dress from her 'audience.' Then she turned it to face them with a 'tada.'

It was truly a lovely dress. A stretchy, plain, black, scooped neck bodice with barely-there cap sleeves, a high, empire waist that was sure to draw attention to Gerry's delicate condition, and a wide-flared, pink skirt and a three inch, baby blue band of satin circumnavigating the skirt six inches from the bottom.

"Ohh," Taylor exclaimed, sincerely impressed. "That's beautiful. I love that fit-and-flare style. Gerry, you'll find this really comfortable."

Gerry thought the dress was lovely, but even though it was
unquestionably a maternity dress, it did seem a bit... young.

Stevie lifted the skirt to reveal the petticoat she suspected was hidden beneath. "A petticoat?"

"They're very stylish, Stevie," Kate waved a hand. "Lots of girls are wearing them."

"Any women?" She asked in retort. "I thought you said that there was something 'boyish' about this dress. I'm looking at a pink skirt with a petticoat. What exactly is 'boyish' about this dress?"

"Well," Kate seemed annoyed that Stevie couldn't see it for herself, "the top is, essentially, a stretchy tee shirt and then there's that blue strip around the skirt near the bottom. Boys like tee shirts and the color blue, don't they?"

"Sure," Stevie shook her head, "that's why there are so many sports teams with BABY blue as their team color."

Kate ignored the sarcasm. "Anyway, Gerry, I won't make you try it on, now, I'm sure it'll fit just beautifully, but I wanted to give you this to wear with it."

She handed him a gift wrapped box, approximately eight inches long, two inches wide and a little more than an inch deep.

"What's this," Gerry asked tentatively, suspecting a trap of some kind.

"Just something that every girl should have. I gave one to your sister on her eighteenth birthday and one to your wife for her wedding day."

The women's eyes opened wide, assuming they knew what was in the box. They looked at the box in shocked expectation as Gerry opened it to reveal a beautiful, three strand, pearl necklace, very similar to ones owned by both Taylor and Stevie.

Gerry looked up at all the women standing over him. "Pearls? They're beautiful, mom, but weren't they expensive?"

"Of course they were expensive, Gerry, but quality costs money. And besides, I think you'll find that these go with nearly anything shy of a tee shirt. You'll get plenty of use out of them. And I know I shouldn't have, but it's just so fun to shop for a girl who has nothing... I got you earrings to match." She handed him a small, unwrapped box with the name of the most prestigious dealer in the area embossed in gold on its green top.

Gerry opened it to see two, large, perfectly round and opulencent pearls mounted on gold studs.

As thoughtful as this gifts were, they seemed to have a message attached that read, 'Gerry, this is all permenant now. The decisions have all been taken away from you. You are now and will always be a pretty, pregnant woman.' The message petrified him, both because he wasn't ready to hear it and because he kind of felt as if taking the decision away from him would be the easiest way to make it all permenant and a very big, and growing part of him really wanted it to be permanent. But he couldn't face that, let alone discuss it right now, so he did the only thing he could think to do.

He cried.

He didn't bawl or weep, he just cried what could have been construed as tears of fear or tears of joy, and he laid his head on Mila's as he hugged her on his hip.

Kate patted his face. "That's ok, baby. I understand. Girls love pretty things." Then she turned to everyone else and said, "Remember to be a little early, tomorrow, girls. It's going to be a big day! Love you all! Good night."

She headed for the door, but stopped and turned, saying, "Tell you what... let's all wear our pearls tomorrow. It'll look lovely and won't it be nice to see all of the Wentworth girls all decked out in their pearls together? Goodnight, and she was out the door and gone.

"Are you ok?" Stevie asked her husband.

He nodded. "Just a little... overwhelmed, I guess."

Stevie moved behind him and wrapped her arms around him and the baby. She offered comfort without saying a word. She wasn't sure what to say, to be honest, but she couldn't deny that she was, at some level, very pleased with the dress and pearls.

"Do you like any of this, Gerry?" Taylor asked.

He sniffles and shrugged. "I mean, the dress is lovely, I guess, and the pearls... they must have cost a fortune. It's just all... a lot, I guess. Do you guys..." he took a deep breath, "... do you even consider me a man any more?"

"Of course we do, Gerry," Taylor reassured him. "How could you even ask us something like that?"

"You'll always be my man, baby," Stevie kissed the back of his head. "You know that."

Gerry nodded and looked at the pearls again. He didn't want them, but he couldn't wait to feel them around his neck. What was wrong with him?

"There are aspects to living like a woman that you enjoy, though, aren't there?" Taylor asked.

He shrugged. "Sure, I guess."

"Like what?"

"I don't know... I'm less isolated. Like I've told you, I like talking to other women about Mila and cooking and stuff. I get to spend more time with you two... and..."

"And what?"

"I like..." the last part was muffled.

"What?" Taylor had not heard his words.

"I like... looking... nice. I'm not a handsome guy, but... I'm... kinda... I don't know..."

"You're adorable as a girl," Stevie finished it for him.

He shrugged again.

"Well, you are," Taylor laughed, in a kind way. "And you know it. You were a geeky little brother, but you're a drop dead gorgeous little sister. No matter what, Gerry, I'll always love you. And so will Mila."

"And so will I," Stevie hugged him harder. "You're stuck with me for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health and in trousers or in petticoats."

He laughed at that.

"Look," Taylor smiled and patted his cheek, "you know we didn't start this to turn your life upside down. It was just meant to be some fun at Halloween, but you're pretty good at being a woman - better than me in a lot of ways, actually. It doesn't have to be forever. You've already almost finished one week. Just a few more to go, ok? Enjoy the soft clothes and perfume while you can. Then, come November first, you can make up your mind about how you want to live your life. Ok?"

"Ok," he nodded.

Stevie squeezed him once more, then let go. "Maybe we could do something fun this weekend to get your mind off of all of this, ok?"

"That'd be nice."

Mila laid her head on his breast and snuggled, tiredly.

"I should get her to bed," Taylor said as she reached for the child. "It's been a long day for her."

Gerry kissed the baby as she left his arms. "Goodnight, baby," he whispered.

"You guys finish up in here. I'll let myself out. Love you both." Taylor went out the front door.
 

 

The water felt glorious on Gerry's skin as he soaped himself up in the shower. The shower was the only time that he was free of the tight foundation garments he wore day and night. In fact, he was getting quite used to wearing a bra, but the baby-belt could be quite cumbersome as the day wore on. Having a belly residing so prominently in front of him all the time was also tiring. Everything felt different, now, though. The softness of his skin from the creams he applied morning and night, the softness of his hair from the rinses and conditioners he used when he showered. Even the way the water traveled over his hairless skin.

Because they both needed to shower for Friday, Gerri was taking his tonight in order to give Stevie enough time to take hers in the morning. He'd been told to wash and condition his hair as he'd been taught, then just dry his hair with a towel. Stevie's was planning to braid it so that he'd have nice waves in his hair for the next day.

He shut off the water and stepped out, grabbing a towel from the rack, he bent over and began toweling his hair dry. It was a longer process than it had been before when he'd just give it a quick brushing and then tie it into a low ponytail. Everything had to be done 'just so,' now.

Finally, his hair was dry enough to wrap turban style, which he did, then he stood, snapping his head back and standing straight up, facing the mirror over the sink.

And then he saw it.

"Shit," he whispered, then looked more closely.

It couldn't really be like that, could it?

"Shit," he whispered.

He ran his fingers over his body, noticing the changes for the first time.

"Shit," he whispered.

He grabbed the sheer robe his mother had given him and quickly wrapped himself in it's protective softness. He tied the the belt that sat right at the empire waist of the robe, but that just accentuated every thing.

"Shit," he whispered.

He sat in the wooden chair in the corner of the bathroom and tried to think clearly, but he couldn't.

"Shit," he whispered.

He gazed into nowhere and tried to think of what he should do. He must have sat there quite a while, because when Stevie knocked and called in, "Is everything alright in there?" it roused him back to reality.

"Umm... yes..." he responded, but he knew that was a lie.

"Then come on out. I'm waiting to braid your hair, then defile your body." He heard her laugh.

"Shit," he whispered, then stood and looked at himself in the mirror once again. Nothing had changed since he'd last looked.

He took a deep breath, then opened the door and entered the bedroom, where Stevie was sitting by her vanity, brushing her own hair.

He moved slowly towards her. Slowly enough to catch her attention.

"What's wrong?" She asked. "You look like you've seen a ghost."

He took another breath. "I think I might be in trouble, Stevie."

"Trouble?" Stevie stopped brushing. "What kind of trouble? Do you need money? I'll give you whatever you need?"

He shook his head.

"Then what kind of trouble?" She asked.

He opened his robe and let it drop from his shoulders to his elbows, revealing his naked body.

"Oh, shit," Stevie whispered. "How? I mean... how?"

"It must be from wearing the baby belt and bra all the time."

She stood and looked at her husband. The belly that had been pushed forward by the baby belt now, without the belt on, looked much more like a pregnant belly than before, but his breasts were different. They didn't hint at a woman's breasts - the were women's breasts. Well defined, and feminine women's breasts. They sagged a bit, but that just added to the pre-natal look.

"Jesus, Gerry, even your nipples look bigger."

"That's probably your fault, though," he said as he looked at himself In the vanity mirror.

"My fault? How is it my fault?"

He blushed a bit as he said, "You've been nibbling and suckling on them on week. They've gotten very sensitive."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because I liked it," he blushed some more.

Now, Stevie blushed as well. "Yeah, well... maybe we should stop, then. We'll just have to tell your mom."

Gerry thought about that and about having to pay back the vacation he'd just charged on her credit card. There was no way he could do that. "No... look, if this all happened because I wore shapewear for four or five days, then when I stop, it should all go back to normal even faster, right? So... let's just keep doing what we're doing. Ok?"

"Are you sure?" Stevie asked, very uncertain, but very aroused as well.

"Yeah. I'm sure. Let me put on my bra and baby-belt and you can show me how to braid my hair."

"Hold on a minute." Stevie went to his dresser and pulled out a black nightie with a thin straps and lace around the breast area. "I thought that your mother was crazy for buying this, since you'd always be wearing a bra underneath, but, just for a little while, wear this. You can put on your bra on later."

She pulled his hair free of the towel-turban, slipped the sheer material over him and settled the nightie in place, the gentle elastic quality of the bodice settling seductively around his breasts, causing them both to shiver, just a little bit.

They kept their eyes looked on each other, each wanting to move to the bed, neither wanting to make the first move. Finally, Gerry moved to sit in the vanity chair, but Stevie, in a sudden and desperately aggressive move, threw her arms under him and swept him up into her arms, nearly throwing him onto the bed.

"My hair..." Gerry began to protest, "... its still wet."

"Fuck your hair, ill do it later," Stevie pulled down her pajama bottoms and stepped out of them. "Better yet," she growled, "I'll fuck you, instead,"

She leapt onto the bed and was immediately tonguing, suckling and nibbling his breasts as her hand pulled the hem of the nightie high enough so she could grad his penis, an organ that had been neglected a lot recently. She was so aggressive and passionate that Gerry didn't know where to put his hands, but long before he reached a male orgasm, he'd experienced many other, less masculine ones due to the manipulation of his nipples and several fingers inserted into his rear end. It was well past eleven before he was back in his bra and baby-belt, a clean, less revealing nightie and having his hair braided.
 

 

Knowing how important this day was for Kate, Taylor and Stevie arrived at the office, with Gerry and Mila in tow, at eight o'clock Friday morning, just moments before the florists arrived with more flowers than Gerry had ever seen outside of a flower show.

Gerry worked with the delivery men to create a stunning array of color and scents throughout the outer office, Kate's interior office and the conference room, as well.

It was only eight forty when everything had been set in just the right place.

"Taylor," Kate said, "could you watch the baby for a few moments? Gerri, before you go to Ruby's I'd like a few words in my office, please."

"Yes, Mrs Wentworth," he replied and he followed his mother to her desk.

"You did a lovely job decorating this morning, Geri. Thank you, very much for that."

A bit surprised to receive such an unqualified compliment, Gerri smiled. "Thank you, Mrs Wentworth."

"You've done very well all week, in fact and I am very proud of you..."

Gerry was about to thank her again, but before he could, Kate continued.

"...but today is a very, very, very important day for us and I need you to be even more on the ball than you have been this week."

Gerry nodded. "What would you like me to do?"

"Well, first of all, when speaking to these men, I need you to be more demure than usual. Don't look them directly in the eye. Look up through your lashes at them. They are used to being served by women, they do not view women who work as receptionists as equals. In fact, mom, I am sure that they view all women as inferior - that is, of course, unless you've made them millions in investments as I have, or if you're and Amazon beauty like your wife and sister. I expect you to be what they will perceive you to be - pretty, little, demure Barbie doll who happens to be pregnant. Do you understand me?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"Do you like your new dress?" The question seemed like a drastic departure from the conversation.

Gerry looked down and ran his hand over the pink material of the skirt which was a bit inflated by the petticoat beneath. "It's lovely, thank you."

"And the pearls?"

In truth, Gerry adored the pearls. They had an unusual weight to them that he just loved. They moved so perfectly and felt amazing when he touched them. The earrings were the same - just perfect. When he looked in the mirror while wearing them, they seemed to make his face glow.

When he didn't respond, Kate asked again. "Do you like your new pearls, Gerri?"

"Yes, Mrs Wentworth, I love my new pearls. Thank you."

"Well, you're certainly very welcome, but do you know why I chose this particular look for you to wear today?"

"No, Mrs Wentworth, I'm afraid that I don't."

"It's because, like a Barbie doll, it is classic. The black top is simple and emphasizes your breasts. Men love that. The pink skirt just screams of female subservience. The blue strip follows the line of the hem as it raises a bit in the front because of your pregnant belly. Soft, beautiful, little and pregnant. Everything about you reflects a time from before even I was born when women were meant to be seen and not heard, at the beck and call of men and objects of desire. That's what you need to be today, Gerri. Do you understand?"

He felt so diminished by his mother's words. So reduced to a mere object or a servant. Just a useful ornament, but when he looked at his dress, he realized that that was all that he was. The dress was girlish and feminine in the extreme. He looked like a pretty little pregnant girl compared to the professional women surrounding him in the office. He needed to accept what he had become.

"Yes, Mrs Wentworth, I understand."

"Very good. One more thing. Do you know how to curtsy?"

"Curtsy?"

"Yes, Gerri. Curtsy. Like a maid in a manor house. Curtsy. Do you know how?"

He pondered the question for a moment. "No, ma'am, I'm afraid I don't."

"Then stand."

Gerri pushed himself up using the arms of the chair to rise, belly first, and stood before his mother in the petticoated dress she'd chosen for him. He kept his gaze down due to shame, but Kate took it as a display of demureness.

"Place the toe of your right foot, just behind the heel of your left."

He did as he was told.

"Now, bend your knees ever so slightly and nod as you do so."

He did as he was told.

"And back up."

He did as he was told.

Kate had him try it all in one fluid motion a half dozen more times before dismissing him to take charge of Mila once again and retrieve the pastries from Ruby's.
 

 

At ten fifteen on the nose, the phone in reception rang. Gerry picked it up, "Good morning. This is Wentworth Investments, Gerri speaking. How may I help you?"

He listened for a moment, then said, "Thank you," and hung up, hurrying to his mother's office with Mila on his hip. He knocked and was given permission to enter.

"Excuse me, Mrs Wentworth, but I just received a call from Angelo at the parking garage valet desk. The men from Kirkland-Williams just dropped off their car. They should be here any second."

"Excellent, Gerri. Please return to reception and prepare to greet our clients."

"Yes, ma'am." He turned to leave.

"Gerri." She stopped him and he turned to face her. "When you have finished your chore, what do you do?"

"I do apologize, Mrs Wentworth," he said as he curtsied and exited. He returned to the reception desk and placed Mila in the playpen, hoping she would remain quiet until he had shown the men into the conference room where his mother had called his sister and wife to prepare for the men.

The five men arrived wearing perfectly fitted suits, each of which must have cost a minimum of thirty five hundred dollars. Gerry stood and came around the desk, eyes diverted slightly so he gazed up through his lashed. "Good morning, gentlemen. Welcome to Wentworth Investments. My name is Gerri. May I help you?"

Four of the men were at least in their fifties, if not older and one was much younger. All were fit and trim, well maintained and handsome.

"You're new," the leader acknowledged as he ran his eyes up and down Gerry's body. "There was a redhead here last quarter."

"Yes, that was Monica, sir. I'm afraid she left us to get married."

The man nodded and looked around. "Please tell Kate that Ben Kirkland and his partners are here to see her."

"Yes, sir, Mr Kirkland. Mrs Wentworth and her partners are waiting for you in the conference room. Please, follow me."

As Gerry led the way to the conference room, he could feel Mr Kirkland's eyes on him the whole way. When he reached the door, he knocked gently before opening and saying, "Mr Kirkland and associates to see you, Mrs Wentworth, Ms Wentworth, Ms Wentworth."

"Please show them in, Gerri," Kate said loud enough to be heard.

"Please go right in, gentlemen," he smiled, still maintaining a demure demeanor, eyes down.

The men passed by, but one stopped - the youngest. He was taller than the rest and he was the only one whose hair had not gone grey.

He stopped as he reached Gerry and looked at him closely. "Do I know you?"

Gerry glanced up, just for a second, then looked back down, terrified. It was Bob Williams. Gerry had attended high school with him. They hadn't exactly been friends, but they'd had a lot of mutual acquaintances and ran into each other quite a bit back then.

"No, I don't think so, sir." He said as convincingly as possible.

"Really? We never dated or anything before?"

"No sir," Gerry blushed and shook his head.

"Really? You seem so familiar to me..."

"Bob," one of the older men said. "Stop flirting and let's get down to business."

"Yeah, sorry, dad," Bob Williams said. Then, looking back at Gerry, he said, "I'll think of it, honey." He winked at him and smiled.

"Please be seated, gentlemen," Kate said, sounding very important. "Gerri, please fetch these gentlemen some coffee and pastries."

"Yes, Mrs Wentworth," he curtsied and left the room, a move that did not go unnoticed by his wife.

Moments later, as the men were opening up portfolios with financial reports held within them, Gerry returned with a large tray of pastries, several thermos-pitchers of coffee and milk, cream and sugar.

"Oh, Geez, let me help you with that," Bob said, leaping to his feet. "A delicate little thing like you shouldn't be carrying something this heavy. Especially in your condition."

"I'm fine, thank you," Gerry insisted, but Bob took the tray and carried it the last few feet for him.

Gerry grabbed several coffee mugs and circled the table, putting a mug by each man and woman. When he returned to the side table to grab the thermos-pitchers, Bob was waiting.

As Kate began her meeting, Bob spoke quietly, "I'm sure I know you. I just can't put my finger on where I know you from."

"Excuse me for just a moment, Kate," Kirkland said. "Bob, if you'd rather chat up this young woman, that's fine, but the rest of us have a business to run."

"I'm sorry, Mr Kirkland," Bob smiled, unabashed.

"Sit down, Bob," Bob's father said, sounding a bit cross. "You're here to learn, not flirt. Besides, if you'd take a second to look at the young lady, you may notice that she's not only wearing another man's ring, she's carrying another man's baby. Now, sit down, shut up and take note of what we're doing."

Throughout Mr Williams' declaration, Gerry had been placing the thermos pitchers as well as containers of milk, cream and sweetener dispensers on the table.

"I am sorry if Gerri is a distraction," Kate said. "She is a lovely little thing, but I'm afraid that young Mr Williams is having a hard time concentrating with her in the room. Gerri, that will be all for now."

"Yes, Mrs Wentworth," Gerry finished laying out the pastry plates and headed to the door where he paused, curtsied and exited, pulling the door closed behind him. Once again, Stevie took note of the gesture of subservience.

Gerry returned to reception where he found Erin holding Mila and cooing quietly to her. "She was getting a little fussy,"

"Oh, thank you," Gerry smiled and took Mila back. "Were you lonely without me, Mila? Huh?"

"He's gorgeous," Erin said.

"Who?" Gerry asked, but he knew the answer.

"The young guy. He's into you, too."

Gerry blushed, embarrassed. "He seems nice, but I'm married."

"Are you?" Erin seemed surprised.

"Yes, of course. Why?"

Erin shrugged and looked apologetic. "I don't know... I just thought that you were single. I guess because you were Taylor's nanny, I just assumed that you were living with her and, well, since she's a single mom..."

"Being a single mom isn't a disease that you catch, Ms O'Hara. I'm not Ms Wentworth's nanny, I just take care of Mila for her at my house. Mila went home at night with Ms Wentworth."

Erin looked confused and embarrassed. "I'm sorry, Gerri. Really, I am. Tell me about yourself. Where did you grow up? Tell me about your husband."

Gerry began to sputter, trying to think of something to say. Luckily, at that moment, the buzzer on Gerry's phone sounded. He leaned over the desk, Mila on his left hip, grabbed the phone receiver, held it to his ear with his right shoulder and said, "Yes, Mrs Wentworth."

He listened for a moment, then said, "Yes, Mrs Wentworth. Right away." He turned back to Erin and said, "Mrs Wentworth says that she wants you to bring her a prospectus on investments in Eastern European Technology Companies and she wants it right away."

Erin nodded. "Oh, ok." She headed to her desk, but stopped for a moment. "I'm sorry if I offended you Gerri. I'm just trying to get to know you."

"I'm not offended, Ms O'Hara," Gerry smiled, relieved that the conversation had been interrupted.

Erin nodded, then hurried back to her desk.

The next four, hectic hours involved rushing to and from the office with beverages, papers, folders, sandwiches, desserts, even toothpicks were requested at one point, forcing Gerry to grab Mila and hurry across the street to the drug store to purchase some.

It was nearly three o'clock when the men filed out of the conference room with Kate walking arm in arm with Mr Kirkland.

"... and we will be sure to include that five year projection in the paperwork we'll be sending you next week."

"Excellent," Kirkland smiled, his hand patted Kate's arm as it entwined his. "Send it by messenger, though, Kate. I don't want this stuff sent as an email - even an encrypted one. It's too easy to hack."

"Of course," she smiled. "You know that your security is our priority, Ben. I'll let you know when it's ready and one of us will drive it over to you."

"Excellent," Ben said as he passed Gerry's desk without any indication that he, or Kate, was aware of the pretty, pregnant girl standing behind the desk holding the baby.

Behind them came another pair of men, who glanced at Gerry and smiled as they passed.

Next came Bob's father with Taylor desire him. He glanced at Gerry with a sense of superiority. Then he glanced back him at the man behind him, who was walking and talking with Stevie. Bob's father raised his eyebrows and flashed a look at Gerry.

The man walking with Stevie, glanced at Gerry and shook his head. Then he said to Stevie, "Looks like you'll need to open a day care center, or maybe an obstetrics ward, pretty soon."

Stevie smirked at the remark, which really hurt Gerry. He knew that the company was important and that it was just a little misogynistic remark, but the fact the Stevie just shrugged it off, bothered him a little bit.

As Gerry watched Stevie and the man pass, his vision was suddenly blocked by the chest of his high school classmate. Gerry looked up into Bob's smiling face as Bob blurted out. "Sarah Lawrence College, right!"

"What?" Gerry asked.

"You go to Sarah Lawrence with my sister Susan, right? Carrie Williams. You went to college with you, right? What happened? Did you drop out or transfer here? Carrie's a junior, now, so what are you, a senior someplace local? Oh, geez, of course, you had to drop out because of the baby, right?" Bob seemed so delighted to have figured out who Gerry was, that he just rambled on.

"No," Gerry said. "I didn't go to Sarah Lawrence and, non, I didn't drop out, I went to... well... never mind. I'm pretty sure we never met, Mr Williams."

"Call me Bob."

"No, I don't think that's a good idea, Mr Williams. I'm married and..."

"I'm not trying to date you, honey," Bob interrupted. "I just want to figure out how I know you."

"Well, I don't think I ever met you before, Mr Williams. It was a pleasure meeting you today, but prior to that, I'm afraid that I never had the pleasure of making your acquaintance."

"No, no, no," he insisted. "I never forget a beautiful face..." he glanced at the name plate on the desk, "...Gerri Morely. I will figure it out, I promise."

"Bob!" His father called from the door. "Are you coming?"

He glanced at his father, then turned back to Gerry. "Gotta run, beautiful." He bowed deeply, as if he were a courier. When he stood he reached across the desk and said, "May I kiss your hand, your highness?"

"I don't think that would be a good idea," Gerry said. "I just changed Mila's diaper."

"Bob! Let's go! NOW!" His father called, unamused by his son's flirting.

"Ciao Bellissima," he blew Gerry a kiss and hustled to the door.

"Thank you, again," Kate said as she closed the door behind the men. Then, unexpectedly, at least to Gerry, she locked the door and pulled down the shades on the doors.

The moment that the men left, Gerry felt a stress unwinding in his chest. It was an incredible feeling of relief. Everything had gone well, his mother would be happy and had survived a brush with his past. The stress seemed to release in his shoulders and just fall through his breasts.

Kate turned to the four women and Gerry and said, in an excited voice, "Congratulations, ladies! We are now the sole investment councilor's for Kickland - Williams' retirement account! You will all be receiving very big bonuses after this deal is finalized!"

The women all let out 'woo-hoo' sounds as they burst into clapping and high fives.

"Everyone back into the conference room for a little champagne - with, of course, sparkling apple cider for our mommy and mommy to be."

They all filed into the conference room. Gerry followed Kate's instructions and pulled six, plastic champagne flutes from a cabinet in the corner, while Taylor and Stevie set about opening the champagne and sparkling apple juice. The bottle's popped open and Stevie poured four flutes of Moët & Chandon while Taylor poured two flutes of Marinelli's Sparking Apple Juice.

The plastic glasses were passed around and, just as Kate held up her glass, Mila began to fuss and wanted to be put down. Gerry put down his glass and dealt with the baby as Kate said, "A toast! To the best team at the best investment firm in southern Florida. To us!"

"To us!" The rest called put together as they sipped their drinks. Gerry had also called out the 'to us' toast, but he was busy making sure that Mila didn't get into any trouble.

He followed her for a few minutes until she found her way to Auntie Stevie who picked her up and cooed, "And you were such a big help being such a good girl today! What a good girl."

Since Mila was in good hands, Gerry returned to his glass and picked it up.

"Oh, good heavens, Gerri," Taylor teased, "what did you do, spill your drink on yourself?" She laughed.

"No," Gerry looked at his glass. "I haven't even taken a sip, yet. Why?"

"Well," Taylor laughed, "because your dress is wet."

Gerry bent and looked at the pink skirt of the dress. "Where? I don't see anything wet?"

"No," Taylor was grinning at her little brother's obtuseness. "Right here." She touched the very tip of his breast, then stopped and felt for a moment. Then, in a more serious voice, she said, "Come with me." She took his hand hand led him quickly from the conference room to Kate's office.

Several minutes later, Kate was patting her granddaughter's head as the child's head rested on Stevie's shoulder.

"Is my princess sleepy? Huh? Did she have a big day?"

"She must have if she's falling asleep on me," Stevie laughed.

Kate looked around the room. "Where are Taylor and Gerry?"

Stevie looked around as well, but only Laura and Erin were there and they were partaking of some of the food that had been left untouched during the meeting.

Just then, Taylor appeared in the doorway and said, "Excuse me, Stevie. Could you come here for a moment."

"Sure," Stevie said. She put her plastic champagne flute on the conference table.

"I'll take my girl," Kate said, taking the sleepy child from Stevie and enjoying the feeling of the tiny body snuggling up against her while Stevie made her way around the conference table to the doorway.

Kate was making small talk with Erin and Laura when Taylor appeared, again.

"Mom, I think I need to take Gerri home. I don't think she's feeling well."

"Oh, the poor thing," Kate said. "Let me take a look at her before she leaves. Erin, would you mind holding my little angel?"

"Are you kidding?" Erin beamed and took the baby, very happy to hold her.

Moments later, Taylor and Kate reentered the conference room, obviously in a rush. "I'm sorry, ladies," Kate said. "I hate to leave you with a mess, but could I impose upon you to pick up all of this and lock up for me?"

"Of course," Laura said. "Is everything ok?"

"Oh, I'm sure it is," Kate smiled as Taylor grabbed Mila and headed out the door. "It's just that Gerri isn't feeling at all well and, well, in her condition I just think that it's probably wise to get her to a doctor to be sure everything is ok."

"Oh, my God," Erin stood. "Oh, Kate, please tell her we hope she's ok."

"Yes," Laura stood, too. "Oh, I hope nothing's wrong with the baby." She was genuinely concerned for the welfare of the receptionist and her child.

"I'm sure she'll be fine," Kate said, obviously nervous, "but we must be going."

Kate moved as quickly and calmly as protocol would allow. Taylor was waiting by the door with Mila in her carrier. "Stevie's pulling around. I'll sit in the back with Gerry and Mila. Should we go to the hospital?"

"No. I'll call my doctor. I'm sure she'll see him"

Stevie pulled up and they got in as quickly as Taylor could secure Mila in the car seat.

Once in the car, Kate turned to looked at Gerry who's face was wet with tears. "Now, don't worry, Gerry. I'm sure that this is nothing serious."

Both Gerry and Stevie were too scared to say anything.

Kate pulled out her phone, pressed a contact and put it on speaker.

"Palm Tree Medical Arts Center. How can I help you?" The voice asked from the phone.

"Good afternoon," Kate said. "This is Kate Wentworth. I need to speak to Annette Falcone, immediately."

"I'm sorry, but Dr Falcone is not in today. May I take a message."

"No. I have her cell number."

"Oh, but Dr Falcone..." Kate disconnected the call and hit another contact button.

After six rings, the call connected. "Kate?" The surprised voice asked. "Is everything ok?"

"Actually, Annette," Kate said, "it's not. I do apologize for calling your cell for a medical matter, but this is a bit of an emergency and it's rather... embarrassing, I guess is an appropriate term."

"Oh?" the doctor was surprised. She knew Kate well and had just seen her at the clinic within the last ten days. "What are your symptoms?"

"Well, you see, Annette, it's not me. It's my son, Gerry."

"Alright, so... what are Gerry's symptoms?"

"Well..." Kate searched for a delicate way to say what needed to be said. "... you see... Gerry has recently gained a good deal of weight and his breasts have begun to sag..."

"I see," The doctor sighed. "Well, male breast development is not all that uncommon and is typically a temporary condition. Just encourage Gerry to start exercising and..."

"No, Annette, that's not the current problem."

"Look, Kate, I don't mean to be rude, but I'm just about to play tennis. Just tell me what the issue is, please."

"Well... you see... a few minutes ago, Gerry began... umm..." For a women to whom appearances were very important, this was a very embarrassing situation in which to find herself. Finally, she took a deep breath and just said it. "Gerry began lactating."

There was quiet for a moment.

"Did you say lactating?"

"Yes, Annette, I did."

"Your SON is lactating?"

"Yes."

Again there was silence.

"I'll meet you at the clinic in forty minutes."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Positively Glowing - 4

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Positively Glowing: 4

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

With the encouragement of his wife and sister, Gerry tries on some foundation garments
to see if they make him look thinner. Unfortunately, they have the opposite effect.
Now, his body seems to be adapting to his expectant-mother status in unexpected ways.
Hopefully, the doctor can explain why he is suddenly lactating.


 
Author's Note: I again apologize for having lost you all with this story and Spit and Image. ~Clara.
 
This version of Positively Glowing: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 4
 

"It's called 'Galactorrhea,'" Dr Annette Falcone sat at her desk, a file open and test results strewn about her desk. "It is an abnormal development of milk production. Typically, the condition manifests itself in women who are caring for an infant and start lactating spontaneously, but it has been known to happen in men. It is very rare though."

"I did a little research on my phone while Gerry was in the examination room," Stevie said, "and I found a condition called 'gynecomastia.' It said that male breast growth wasn't uncommon."

"'Gynecomastia' is a common problem for many heavy men, but it's just increased mass on their chests. It isn't the development of actual, functioning, female breasts. Gerry almost certainly suffered from gynecomastia, which is why the bra one of you provided created breasts, but that doesn't account for milk production."

"Is this why his sperm count is so low?" Kate asked as Gerry felt himself sink even lower into his seat. This subject was embarrassing when discussed by anyone, but when his mother mentioned it, it seemed to carry a certain amount of judgement.

"Well, yes and no. I'm sure that his low testosterone levels contributed to both issues, but men with low sperm counts do not typically become wet nurses."

Gerry felt the very last vestiges of manhood slip away from him right then an there and his vision blurred as his eye watered.

"Well, at least you're not pregnant," Taylor teased as she squeezed his hand, but no one else found the remark very funny.

"So..." Kate sat bolt upright in her chair, "...is this a common thing?"

"Common?" Annette asked. "Have you ever heard of a man producing mother's milk, Kate? This is a very unusual health issue, but it is also unusual to have a man come into my office dressed the way your son is dressed. Now, it's Friday, it's supposed to be my day off and I need some straight answers to help me understand what is causing your son to lactate."

The family glanced at each other. Taylor spoke first. "This couldn't be caused just by wearing a bra for a few days, could it."

"No," the doctor said, "but I am not fully satisfied with Gerry's explanation as to why he's wearing one. He swears he's not a transgender person, but the evidence suggests otherwise."

"Then what can cause it?" Stevie asked.

"Well," the doctor thought. "Extreme stress with a desperate need to feed a child. The need to provide milk for a child during a war, or during times of deprivation... things like that have been known to cause men's milk to flow."

"Well," Kate cleared her throat, "I admit, I have put a lot of pressure on Gerry this week, but there was no deprivation and Mila was always going to be fed."

The doctor nodded. "It could have been stimulated through nipple suckling. Gerry, have you been trying to breastfeed the baby?"

Gerry looked shocked at the question. "Of course not! Doctor, no matter what you think of me, I would never do anything to harm my niece."

"Alright." The doctor held up her hands to calm him down. "I just needed to ask."

"Umm..." Stevie was tentative. "Would the suckling have to have been done by a baby?"

"No. Why?" the doctor asked.

"Well," Stevie looked around, very embarrassed, "you see... since the weekend, Gerry and I have been... experimenting... in bed."

"Oh, good God," Kate muttered as she turned her head away from Stevie and shook it.

"Lots of nipple play, I assume?" The doctor took a few notes.

"Yes," Stevie nodded. "Lots of nipple play." Kate tsk-ed while Taylor suppressed a smile. Stevie and Gerry were too embarrassed to do anything but blush.

"So, is that what caused all of this?" Kate spat. "A stupid sex game?"

"It may have been a part of it, yes, but I would say that the primary contributing factors would be the stress he was put under combined with the breast stimulation during sex and his new role as the caregiver for his niece." The doctor jotted notes onto her paperwork. "I think that all of these factors combined to make a perfect storm of female stimulation which all resulted in Gerry's body producing milk."

"So, we're all to blame." Taylor shook her head.

"'Blame' is a harsh word, Taylor," the doctor said. "You contributed, yes, but Gerry's reaction is not a typical response to these factors. I can't say exactly why this happened, but it did and now we need to deal with it."

"So," Kate was ready to stop the whining and move on, "how do we treat this... problem." Her hands flailed toward Gerry.

"It's not a problem, Kate," the doctor insisted, "it is a condition that Gerry will need to live with for the foreseeable future."

"Fine," Kate fussed, "how does he cope with this condition, then?"

"In the normal way that anyone producing milk would deal with it - by expressing it on a regular basis."

"How!?" Kate seemed insulted at the idea. "By breast feeding Mila?"

"Well," the doctor nodded, "that is certainly an option. We pumped Gerry's breasts in the examination room and he is certainly producing plenty of milk to sustain a child, but I think a good quality breast pump would be a good investment as well."

"You must be joking?" Kate said. "I'm not buying MY SON a breast pump! Are you insane?"

"Correct me if I'm wrong, Kate. In the last week, you've bought him dresses and shoes and even a string of pearls, had his hair and nails done and forced him to present himself in public as a pregnant woman." Kate refused to respond. "Now, as a result of that treatment, he needs a breast pump to relive the pressure in his teats and you're drawing a line there?"

"Doctor," Taylor interrupted in order to let her mother cool down, "if Gerry pumps or breast feeds, won't that prolong the amount of time he is lactating?"

"Yes and no, Taylor," the doctor explained. "From everything I've read online in the past few hours, and judging by Gerry's output of milk when we pumped him, he's got ten months to a year of production ahead of him, no matter what. Leaving the milk unexpressed will be painful and may cause even more severe physical problems."

Stevie buried her head in her hands, her elbows on her knees. What had she done to her husband?

"And you say that the quality of Gerry's milk is no different than mine?" Taylor continued.

"No different at all. His milk is just as nourishing as the milk produced by any other young mother."

"Oh, Taylor!" Kate was shocked by where this was headed. "You can't possibly mean that you intend to allow..."

Taylor shrugged. "Why not? If it's the same quality of nourishment of Mila," she glanced down at the sleeping child in the carrier, "then why not? Gerry, you're going to find that nursing is a much more pleasant way to get your milk out than pumping is. I know that pumping will be necessary at times, but would you consider nursing Mila when you can?"

"Oh, this is absurd!" Kate insisted.

"Why, mom? Why is this so absurd. Look at us. I'm in a severely cut business suit, so are you and so is Stevie, while Gerry is wearing a pink dress with a petticoat. Even before all the dresses began last weekend, Gerry was always the most nurturing, supportive and, in many way, feminine influence in Mila's life. Look how he dresses her, how he cares for her, just how he 'is' with her. In many ways, he's more of a woman than any of us. I think his body is just telling him to move one more step in that direction."

That silenced Kate.

"Well, Gerry?" The Doctor prodded.

He'd been very quietly listening to this point. He was uncomfortable in the chair and overwhelmed with embarrassment and fear. There were tear tracks on his cheeks. "I... I just don't know. I need to think about it, I guess."

"Ok, Gerry," Taylor smiled, supportively, as she took his hand in hers, "but you'd be doing both Mila and me a huge favor."

He nodded. "I really need to think about it, Taylor. Ok?"

"Sure, baby." She patted his damp cheek. "I understand."

When she stood, she gripped Stevie's shoulder. "Hey, Steve-O. It's ok. You didn't do anything wrong. It just happened."

"So is that it, then?" Kate fumed. "We're just supposed to leave and buy a breast pump for my son and get on with our lives, then."

"That seems to be the most logical way to proceed, Kate, yes," the doctor closed the file, but held out a business card. "I suggest you call my colleague, though. I think she could be of a great deal of help in this situation."

Stevie stood and took the card. "What is her specialty?"

"She's a lactation specialist."

Kate looked at Gerry and shook her head. "What will people think? A man going to a lactation specialist."

"Sorry, mom," Gerry struggled to get out of the chair.

"You have nothing to be sorry about Gerry," Annette said. "You have no more control over this than any other medical condition."

"Come on, baby," Stevie put her arm around his shoulders. "Let's get home and figure all of this out."
 

 

It took some convincing, but Stevie talked Gerry into sleeping without the shareware under his night clothes. He still wore a nightie, though. He tried to wear a tee shirt, but the cotton was rough on his bloated nipples. The nightie was much softer.

"We're ready whenever you are, honey," Stevie called into the bedroom from the kitchen.

Gerry heaved a big sigh, pulled on the emerald green, silk robe his mother had bought him and headed out to face his fate.

And there they were. His wife and his sister and the breast pumping machine set up on the table. The instructions the doctor had sent home with him stated that he should pump before bed and then every three to four hours from then on, for a total of eight to ten times a day - especially if his milk was going to be used for Mila, which already seemed like a decision that had been made.

He sat in the seat that Taylor offered and then she began her instructions. "It's not all that uncomfortable once you get used to it, but it is pretty boring. Make sure you have your iPad or a magazine with you so you're not bored to death."

"Ok," he whispered, embarrassed and scared.

"It's pretty simple," Taylor, the voice of experience went on. "The suction is strong enough to hold the cup onto your breasts, so all you need to do is sit back and let it do it's job for a half an hour or so and it'll be done. I know the doctor said to set your alarm to get up and be milked during the night, but, trust me, after a day or two, you won't need the alarms. The pressure will build up on a pretty regular cycle and you'll know when it's milking time."

"Great," Gerry muttered.

"I'm sorry, babe." Stevie rubbed his shoulders. "If there's anything I can do to help..."

"Could you do this for me?"

Stevie just looked sad.

"Ok, now, just relax," Taylor instructed. "Open your robe and lower the cups on your nightie so that your nipples are exposed."

"Can't I do this on my own?" Gerry was hesitant to show his sister his newest assets.

"Gerry, come on." Taylor was miffed. "I have been doing this for six months and I can help you. I have seen women's breasts before, you know. Besides the fact that I have a pair of my own, I've spent a lot of my life in women's locker rooms. I know what a woman's breasts look like."

"That's the problem, though." Gerry opened his robe. "They aren't a woman's breasts. They're mine." He lowered the straps of the nightie releasing his breasts. He'd never been all that comfortable with his body before, but now he felt more exposed and vulnerable than he'd ever felt before.

Stevie patted his hair as Taylor positioned the cups over his nipples. "Using a double pump will help shorten your milking time and it will also increase your production. It's a little uncomfortable to get used to, but better in the long run."

"Ok," Gerry breathed. "Let's just get it over with."

"Here. Hold them in place and I'll press the start button." She did and the machine began its electronic suckling and milk flowed into the bottles connected to the cups.

"How does that feel?" Taylor asked.

"Very weird," Gerry admitted. He shivered as some primal instinct within him kicked in and he let down his milk.

"Weird, how?" Stevie sat beside him. "Does it hurt?"

"No. I just feel... like a product, I guess. It's like I'm not a man at all. I'm just a means of producing milk."

There wasn't much that the women could say. Taylor had felt similarly and Stevie had grown up assuming that someday she'd have to breast feed a baby. It was a lot to burden a poor, simple man with.

"I guess I'm really not a man any more, now, though, huh?" He looked at Stevie sadly. "I know that this is probably a conversation that we should have in private, but if you want..."

"Now, just stop right there," Stevie was forceful. "We are not even discussing the remotest possibility of going that route."

"Seriously, Stevie," Gerry insisted that she listen, "look at me. I'm not a man at all. I'm a fat little thing in a silk nightgown and robe. I wear makeup and a pearl necklace. I have pink fingernails. My hair has been dyed and styled to be as feminine as possible and now I'm using a breast pump to get my mother's milk out. Christ, Stevie, you make all the money while I keep house and babysit. I'm not a man. I've never been one, but I used to be able to pretend I was."

"That's enough of that talk..." Stevie started to say, but Gerry surprised her by speaking over her.

"Remember earlier in the week when we talked about doing something different this weekend to get our minds off of all the girly stuff? Well, what are you doing tomorrow? You're taking your husband to be fitted for a nursing bra. That's certainly different, but probably won't take our minds off of my girlish problems, now will it."

"No... I guess not." Stevie looked to Taylor who just shrugged. What could they say?

"Look, Stevie, I love you so, so much but you deserve a husband. You don't deserve a girlish little cow like me."

"You're right," Stevie said after a few moments. "I don't deserve you. You're loving and gentle and caring. You make my life sweet and clean and healthy and how did I repay you for that? I screwed up your body. I don't deserve you, Gerry, but you're all that I want. Please... stay with me... forever."

Gerry gave Stevie a sad smile. "I love you."

"I love you, too, baby."

He sniffled back some emotion, then grunted as he looked at the bottles hanging from his engorged breasts. "Argh! I feel so stupid."

"You'll get used to it, Gerry," Taylor assured him, "but I really wish you'd consider trying breastfeeding Mila directly. It'll feel better, I promise. It won't just feel like a biological function. It'll feel soft and tender and... well, maternal is the best way to describe it."

"I just don't know Taylor..."

"Well, then, sleep on it. Maybe, after a night of pumping, you'll feel a little different about it. I better get Mila home and into bed. I love you guys, you know. Steve-O, if you need anything, I'm right next door. Gerry..." she looked at her poor little brother, his green, silk robe barely covering the two pumps attached to his chest and she couldn't think of anything encouraging to say, other than, "...it'll be ok."

He nodded and watched as she picked up Mila's carrier and left.

Stevie took Gerry's hand in hers and smiled at him. "Are we ok?"

He nodded, again.

"As long as you're ok with me, Stevie. I'm just... so sorry and so... ashamed."

Stevie pulled her chair in closer and wrapped an arm around him. "There is nothing to be ashamed of, baby. It's just one of life's curveballs. We'll get through it and be even stronger at the other end. You'll see."

After a moment, Gerry said, "Do you think I'll ever be a man again?"

Stevie sighed, "You're a man now, Gerry. Just a very special one."

"You know what I mean." Gerry shook his head. "Do you think I'll ever... look like, or be able to live like a man again?"

"I don't know, baby." Stevie was trying to be honest. "Would it be so awful if you stayed like this?"

"What? Pregnant forever?"

"No. I can help you get rid of your belly, but... now that your man boobs are actual, functioning breasts... I'm not sure if they're going to go away, shy of surgery, that is. Would looking like a woman be so terrible?"

Gerry glanced at the paraphernalia attached to him, sucking the most feminine of substances from his body, then looked back at Stevie, his eyes wet with tears. "I never wanted anything like this Stevie. I mean, I always wanted to be big, and strong, and tough... like you. I mean... I mean, you're beautiful and feminine, too, but... you know what I mean. You're also strong and confident. I've always been the quiet, little dweeb in the corner. Lately, though..."

"What?"

"This week... I've felt kind of... right. Like I've found my place in the world... as a woman of sorts. I don't want to get, you know... to cut it off or anything, but... people seem to actually accept me when I present myself as a woman."

"And you like that?"

He shrugged. "It's a lot less lonely."

"So..." Stevie approached this next topic gingerly. "Do you want to continue to be you mom's receptionist?"

That made Gerry laugh. "Oh, my God, no!"

Stevie smiled at his laughter. "Then... what?"

He sighed. "Would it be so awful if I... if I stayed here... at home... and raised Mila and, maybe, someday, our own babies?"

Stevie started to speak, but Gerry jumped right back into speaking. "I know, I know, it's not a real job, but I'll take care of the house, too and take care of making dinner and even help Taylor with her house. I know it's not contributing to the house income, but..."

"Gerry, Gerry, Gerry!" Stevie took his hand in hers. "Relax. I think having you at home is a great idea. Let's just finish up your commitment to your mother and we'll go back to having you as the homemaker and me as the breadwinner, ok?"

"Ok. My mother isn't going to like it, though."

"I know, but, to tell you the truth, I think that this whole lactating thing may have scared her a bit. Maybe she'll back off a little."

Gerry snickered. "And maybe the sun will rise in the west tomorrow."

Now Stevie snickered. "I know, she's a force to be reckoned with, but she'll get used to it. Between Taylor and me, we'll get her to see the light... eventually."

Gerry looked down at himself, again. "How do I know when to stop this thing?"

"When you run dry, I guess." Stevie leaned over and looked into the cup where Gerry's distended nipple was being suckled mechanically and she saw a substantial spurt of milk come out of his nipple. "You've got a while to go, yet, I think."

Gerry sighed. "These are going to be long days and nights."

"Do you think that feeding Mila may be helpful?"

"Being a wet nurse, you mean?"

Stevie shrugged. "Being a caretaker - like you always say."

"Maybe. I'll think about it and let you know, tomorrow."
 

 

Shelby Ryan was a very prim and proper woman in her late sixties and her entire working life had been dedicated to finding women bras that fit and functioned correctly. She empathized with women who suffered from wearing poorly fitting bras and made it her crusade to save them from their misery. Mothers to be and new mothers were the most challenging and this young thing with the big blue eyes and long brown hair appeared to be both a new and expectant mother. This could be a challenge! Shelby was up to it, though.

"Come right in, ladies." Shelby held open the door to the fitting room in the foundation department of Kennedy's Department Store. "Just relax, dear," she said to Gerry. "I promise, I won't hurt you and you'll be much more comfortable when all is said and done. By the way, you have a lovely little girl there, and you dress her so prettily. Most mothers these days don't take the time to get their daughters all dolled up to go shopping. You've done a lovely job with your little girl. What's her name?"

"Thank you," Gerry smiled, delighted with the compliments. "Her name is Mila, but she's my niece. She's my sister Taylor's daughter. That's Taylor, there."

"Hi," Taylor smiled.

"Oh, I'm sorry." Shelby laughed. "Of course, Taylor! Kate Wentworth's daughter. I'm sorry I didn't recognize you. I guess I was complimenting the wrong mommy."

"No." Taylor rubbed Gerry's shoulders. "Gerry is the one who gets her all dolled up. I'm more of 'onesie' kind of mom, but Gerry buys her the sweetest clothes."

"On, how nice!" Shelby smiled. "Now, what can I do for you, Gerri, is it?"

"Well..." Gerry didn't know quite how to begin.

"I assume you need some help with a new bra?"

"Yes, but..." He was stumped. He wasn't even sure what size he was wearing, now.

"You see, Shelby," Stevie explained as Gerry sat with Mila in his arms, "Gerry has gone through several bra sizes recently and yesterday, she began to lactate, so... well, I guess she needs a nursing bra so she can pump."

"Oh, my." Shelby looked at Gerry with disbelief. "You're still carrying so high. When are you due?"

"Still a couple of months to go." Gerry smiled, embarrassed.

"And your milk has come in already!? My goodness. Do you think it's because you take care of this little princess?"

"Maybe." Gerry shrugged.

"Well, aren't you just an anxious little mommy to be!? Let's get your sorted, then. Please stand and take off your top so I can see what we've got to work with."

Taylor took the baby and Gerry stood, then stopped, realizing that he was wearing a wrap-dress. It had a dark blue background with a series of geometric patterns in different colors, flutter sleeves and modest neckline. Taylor had given it to him as a hand-me-down because she said it was 'breastfeeding friendly,' so he could pump easily. He could open the dress to reveal his breasts, but that would also reveal his panties, baby-belt and nylons. He wasn't really sure how well camouflaged his genitals under all of that, but he was nervous and hesitated.

"Oh, don't be shy, dear." Shelby smiled a friendly smile. "We're all girls here, after all."

"It's ok, Gerry," Stevie said supportively. "We've all done this. Shelby's the best there is."

"Well thank you." Shelby smiled. "I'm sorry, but I've forgotten your name. I know that you're Kate's daughter-in-law and that you have a boy's name, but I am honestly drawing a blank on what your name is."

"Stevie," she said, not thrilled with the 'boy's name' remark.

Gerry untied the belt of the dress and let the sleeves slide down to his elbows where he held it in place, hiding as much of his lower body as possible.

"Oh, that's a lovely bra," Shelby complimented and Gerry would have been flattered if not for the fact that this older woman was suddenly touching his breasts! Running her fingers along the silky undersides of the cup and across his sensitive nipples, causing sensations in him that he'd only ever felt when Stevie played with him in bed.

Inadvertently, he backed up just a little to escape her touch. "Don't worry, sweetheart." Shelby stepped closer. "I just need to do this to see how this bra is fitting you. Please, just relax." Shelby ran a finger under the edges of the bra, sending shivers down his spin.

"So, who bought you this bra?"

"Umm, my mom, I think."

"Well, she has very nice and expensive taste, but we need to adapt things for you. Are you already nursing?"

"Just pumping."

"That still requires a good nursing bra. Let me grab a couple. I'll be right back." She went out the door.

Taylor and Stevie were sitting on the padded bench, with Taylor holding Mila. "How are you holding up, baby?" Stevie asked.

"Fine, I guess. She's pretty touchy, though. She really squeezed me."

Taylor chuckled. "I don't think she was flirting with you, honey. She's just doing her job."

"Do women... you know... touch each other like that?"

The women laughed. "No, baby," Stevie said through her laughter. "Women aren't all as perverted as I am. And I only do it with you."

Gerry blushed.

"Because you're so sexy!" Stevie teased and laughed some more.

As they waited, Mila decided that she wanted to be with Gerry and started reaching for him.

"Do you want Uncle Gerry?" Taylor asked in her sing song voice. "Here, let's go see Uncle Gerry."

She stood to bring the baby to Gerry, but he said, "l can't take her. My dress will be wide open."

"So?" Taylor asked.

"So... I have parts that I don't want her to see."

"Well, let me see if they show."

"No!" Gerry was surprised she'd even suggest this.

"Oh, come on. Mila wants her Uncle Gerry and Uncle Gerry never says 'no' to his Mila."

"'Uncle' Gerry?" Shelby asked from the doorway. She walked slowly to Gerry and looked his body up and down, paying attention to the curve of his belly. "You're not a man, are you?"

Gerry looked around the room for help.

"Listen, Shelby," Stevie said as she stood, "we're not trying to play a game with you or anything, but Gerry, who, yes, is a man and is my husband, does need a nursing bra."

"But...?" Shelby was very confused. "But... how can a man be...? I've sized men before. Men who are transitioning, I mean. I know what they look like - even after surgery. I saw your breasts - they're not implants, they're natural. I felt the damp nursing pads under your bra. You're actually producing milk. You can't be a man."

"He is," Stevie stood and put her arm around his shoulders, "and he's my husband."

Shelby stared, agog.

"And," Taylor handed Mila to Gerry, "he's the best uncle a little girl could ask for." Mila chirped happily as Gerry took her, kissed her soft, chubby cheek and held her close.

"So I see," Shelby nodded. "You can't actually be pregnant though, can you?"

"No." Stevie laughed. "He's just a little chubby and the baby belt does the rest. He is leaking, though, and he does need a few nursing bras."

Still fascinated, she whispered, "You look so real, though," before she clicked back into work mode. This was, indeed, an unusual challenge, just as she'd anticipated - just more unusual than she'd ever faced before.

"Well, based on what you are wearing, which, apparently your mother chose for you - that's story I'd love to hear someday, too - I chose some very pretty, very feminine bras for you. Now, if these are too flowery, or lacy, just tell me. I have plenty of others that are more... well... I was going to say 'manly,' but that would be silly, wouldn't it? Let's just say, less girly."

Stevie picked through the hangers that Shelby had brought in. "Oh, these are lovely, baby," she said. "Oh, I wish I could get away with wearing something this pretty, but I'm just too flat chested. You don't want to draw attention to assets that you don't have, you know?"

Shelby watched Gerry. How he bounced and engaged the baby. How he smiled at her so she'd smile back. How he smoothed the child's dress. Nothing about him seemed at all manly.

"You say that you dressed up this baby?" Shelby asked.

"I did," Gerry answered, although his attention remained on Mila.

"Who brushed the baby's hair and put the bows in?"

Taylor watched Shelby watching Gerry. When Gerry didn't respond, she said, "Gerry did. Gerry always does a beautiful job on her hair - on her clothes, too."

"Amazing," Shelby nodded. Nothing garish or over done. Just perfect, sweet, old fashioned and feminine. "And how long have you been cross dressing yourself?"

"Just this week," Gerry replied quietly.

"Really?" Shelby was amazed. He looked so natural. "And have you had the opportunity to use that wonderful fashion sense you use on your niece to make yourself beautiful?"

He smiled a bit at the odd compliment. "I bought myself a couple of things, but not much."

"Well, here." Shelby handed him several bras. "Try these on and, when I come back, tell me what you like. I have a few dress ideas I'd like to show you." As Shelby headed to the door, she said quietly to a Taylor, "I don't often get to dress up boys, but I've never had one like this before."

"Hi, Mila," Stevie cooed at the baby. "Come see Auntie Stevie so that Uncle Gerry can try on some bras."

Reluctantly, the child let go of Gerry and settled for Stevie - a poor substitute for her favorite person.

"I'll help you, honey." Taylor moved behind Gerry and undid this bra.

"I've noticed," Gerry said as the bra slid down his shoulders, "that you guys and mom have been calling me different names, lately." He slide the first bra on.

"Like what?" Stevie asked while bouncing Mila on her hip.

Taylor confirmed that the bra fit well and looked 'adorable' before moving on to the next one. This process continued as they spoke.

"Like you've been calling me 'baby' a lot," he said to Stevie. Then to Taylor, he said, "And you've been calling me 'honey' and 'sweetie' a lot."

"I've always called you 'baby,'" Stevie said, surprised.

"No. You called be 'babe' sometimes, but now you're calling me 'baby' all the time."

"Guilty," Taylor said. "I used to call you things like 'honey' and 'sweetie' when you were little, but it does seem more natural to say them to you now than they did before. It's like you're my little sister, now. Do you mind?"

"Not really," Gerry admitted. "It's just something I've noticed."

"What does your mom call you?" Gerry asked. Knowing Kate, she was a bit concerned.

"'Sweetheart' and 'darling' and once she just called me 'girl.' Again, I'm not complaining. It's just something I've noticed."

At that moment, Shelby returned with a rolling clothing rack with a minimum of fifteen dresses hanging from it. "Did we like any of those bras?"

"They all fit beautifully, Shelby," Taylor assured her. "I think we'll take these five, though." The ones that she selected were, far and away, the most lacy and decorative of all of them. "I'm afraid that the bras that have prints on them may show through Gerry's work dresses."

"Oh, good heavens!" Shelby gasped. "You work and take care of this little angel?"

Stevie smiled. "He sure does - at least for a couple of more weeks. He's filling in as the receptionist at the investment company where Taylor and I both work. It's his mother's company."

"Wait... what?" Shelby looked around. "Let me understand this. Until a week ago, you were a normal guy wearing slacks and shirts. Now, out of the blue, you're wearing dresses, you've obviously been to a hair and nail stylist and not only is your mother buying you lingerie, you're working as a woman in her company?"

Gerry nodded, while Stevie explained how he came to have tried on the baby-belt and one thing leading to another.

"My goodness," Shelby pretended to fan herself, "what a whirlwind of a week you have had, young lady! Now, let me ask you, after this Halloween event, will you be going back to men's clothing?"

"I don't see how I can," Gerry shrugged, indicating his breasts. "From what the doctor tells me, I should expect to be lactating for ten to sixteen months. So, I don't know how I could pass as a guy until after I stop producing milk."

"I see. Now, tell me... it's not all that bad being woman, is it?"

"No," Gerry said shyly. "I don't like pumping the milk much, but the rest is ok."

"Just ok?" Shelby gave a very sly smile. "Look at you. Your hair is gorgeous, your makeup is fresh and perfect, your legs are smooth and shapely... no one could look that pretty and not be proud of it. So, truthfully... you like being pretty for your wife, don't you."

He blushed a deep red and looked at Stevie, who was smiling at him. "I do," he finally smiled.

"And you like coming home to a pretty wife, don't you?" She said to Stevie.

"I do," she shook her head in wonderment of how things had become. "In fact, I like it an awful lot more than I should."

"And you-" She turned to Taylor. "How do you feel about having a sister?"

Taylor touched Gerry's shoulder. "Gerry knows how much I've always loved him. I would love him in dresses or pants, but I have to admit that he looks a lot better now than he did a week ago and, if we're all being honest, I'm getting a kick out of having a little sister to teach all about being a mommy."

"Good." Shelby was very happy with these answers. "So, let's assume that Auntie Gerri here is going to be a pretty little girl for the foreseeable future and, for the sake of argument, let's say that she's going to need a few more work dresses before Halloween and some pretty dresses to wear at home when her provider comes home from a hard day's work. Can we all agree on that?"

They did.

"Good," Shelby prepared to close the deal, "then let's find our little girl some pretty dresses to make her feel pretty - even after she 'delivers.'"

They smiled at that.

"Let's start with my favorite. Take a look at this," she pulled a dress from the rack. It was a vivid yellow, silk dress, sleeveless, with a front buttoning bodice that would allow for a tasteful amount of cleavage, no collar. A narrow belt separated the bodice from the skirt which had a loose underskirt and a vast and flowing, knee length, silk gauze overskirt.

The simple, feminine beauty of the garment caught in Gerry's throat, but both women let out audible gasps.

"Now," Shelby smiled at the dresses reception, "it is a little pricey, but, Gerry, I guarantee that when you try this on, it will make you feel like the most beautiful princess in the world, and," she looked at Stevie, "you can't tell me that you wouldn't love to come home to find your little homemaker dressed in something this soft and feminine."

Stevie's heart was racing as she touched the soft skirt. She was jealous that Gerry could wear something this soft and feminine when it would just look silly on her, while at the same time, she didn't want to force him to buy something this girly if he wasn't ready, but more than either of these things, Stevie wanted buy this dress for Gerry so that she could take him out, show him off and take him back home to ravish him.

Instead of saying 'we'll take it,' though, she said, "What do you think, baby?"

"It's very beautiful," he said as calmly as he could, but there was a shakiness in his voice.

"Gerry," Taylor, the voice of reason, said, "that would not only look amazing on you, it would be a really easy dress to wear while your pumping or feeding. I really think you should get it."

"How much is it?" Stevie asked.

"One hundred and thirty seven dollars," Shelby said, "but worth every penny."

Stevie nodded, controlling herself. "Do you want it, baby?"

Gerry sighed. "That's a lot of money."

"We have plenty of money, baby. You never need to worry about that. Can I buy it for you?"

He looked at it and pondered the ramifications of trying it on and loving the feel of it.

"Just try it on, Gerry," Taylor encouraged. "If you like it, you can make a decision. If you don't like it, then that's ok, too."

Gerry was silent for a few moments, then said, "Ok." He took the dress and headed into the small changing room.

Shelby smiled. "Oh, my," she whispered to Stevie. "You are the luckiest woman on earth. Imagine having something like that to come home to. I would give anything to have my husband or one of my sons taking this path."

Stevie looked at Shelby, surprised by her statement. "Really?"

"Oh, yes. You got it right. You found someone smaller than you to stay home and take care of you the way that you deserve to be taken care of. You are so, so lucky."

Stevie looked at Taylor who'd heard Shelby. Taylor cocked her head, raised her eyebrows and smiled.

"Thanks," Stevie said.
 

 

Stevie headed to the bedroom with the bags of maternity and nursing clothing that she'd purchased for Gerry that day. "I'm going to drop these in the bedroom and take a quick shower. Gerry, after you've pumped, I need you to hang these up."

"Alright," Gerry called back as Stevie closed the bedroom door.

"Oh, my God, this is getting painful," Gerry whined as he sat at the kitchen table and readied things for his eleventh milking since he'd started lactating the previous day. "I don't know if I'm going to be able to do this every couple of hours for the next year or more."

Taylor put Mila in the playpen with some toys for her safety while she helped to carry some of the bags of bras and dresses that they'd brought home from Kennedy's. As she was passing Gerry, she stopped and kissed the crown of his head. "You'll get used to it, sweetheart. Believe me, I know how tough it is to be a woman." She continued on.

"That's just my point," Gerry called after her. "I'm not really a woman. I'm not built for this kind of thing."

Taylor left the bags near the bedroom then came back into the kitchen and sat next to Gerry. She smirked as she looked at him, her left elbow bent on the table, her chin resting in the palm of her left hand. "I beg to differ."

"Taylor, no matter what I may look like right now, I'm really a guy and men and women are made differ... ow!" He howled as Taylor poked his breast with the index finger of her right hand.

"You were saying that men and women are made differently."

He rubbed his sore breast. "Yeah, I was because we are... OW! STOP IT!" She poked him again.

"Regardless of your lower plumbing, you have a woman's plumbing up here and when it comes to your current problems, you are a woman, little sister. You can't deny that." She went to poke his breast again, but he slapped her hand away.

"Taylor," he took a deep breath as he considered what he wanted to say, "I don't think that you realize how difficult this can be sometimes..."

"Lactating?" She laughed. "Gerry, I started lactating a week before Mila was born. I've been nursing and pumping for more than six months. If anyone understands how frustrating and tiring it is, I do."

"Yeah, but Taylor... you are a woman. When you were a girl, you were prepared to become a mom. You learned about taking care of babies and about how your body would someday nourish another human. It's all beautiful and miraculous for a woman."

"Ok... I get that, but you took health class."

"Yeah, and we learned how NOT to get women pregnant by wearing a condom. Not much more."

Taylor gave a small chuckle at that.

"I was a boy, Taylor. I never thought about the functions of a woman's body. Until Mila was born, I never even thought about what it would be like to have a baby in my life."

Taylor glanced at her beautiful child. When she looked back at Gerry, he was gazing at Mila with great warmth and affection.

"I remember being at the hospital." Gerry went on. "Fred was out in the hall on the phone and he waved Stevie and me into your room. The minute I saw her laying against your chest, my whole world changed."

Taylor laid one of her hands on top of one of his.

"She was so beautiful, Taylor. So tiny and helpless and she looked just like you... and you both looked so happy. It made me feel... not jealous, but it made me want what you had. I didn't want to take Mila or anything like that, I just wanted... a real family... with children and babies and everything that goes with it. All the heartache and all the mess and all the smelly diapers and worrying. It was like, just seeing you and Mila together opened up a part of me... the biggest part of me... and I thought that I knew who I was for the first time."

Taylor remained quiet and waited for Gerry to go on.

"When you handed her to me... oh, my God, Taylor... I was so scared... but... she smelled so good and holding her felt so right. Don't get me wrong... I mean... I know you're her mother and I never wanted to be any more than her uncle, but... I knew right then and there that I was meant to be a parent. A caretaker... you know?l

"I do, darling. I do."

"When I found out that I really wasn't a... well, that I couldn't be a father... well, I left for work the next morning, but I just couldn't do it. I couldn't face the world now that I knew I'd never be a dad. I drove to the parking lot at Manatee Bay Beach and... I just sat there. I looked at the water and I cried. I cried for eight hours until it was time to go home. That night, I talked to Stevie about starting my own business because I couldn't face the world knowing that I was... well... knowing what I wasn't."

Taylor's heart was breaking for her brother, but all she knew that the best thing she could do was to just sit and let him talk.

"Then, do you know what happened?"

"What, honey?"

"My sister... my big, strong, beautiful sister, whose life was falling apart because of her asshole boyfriend... she did something that saved my life. She asked me if I'd take care of this perfect little creature that she'd created. She trusted me with the most important thing in the world. She asked me to take care of Mila. Oh, Taylor, I was so scared at first. Scared that I'd hurt her, or do something wrong that could mess her up for the rest of her life... but you told me to just love her and everything would be fine."

"And it has been fine, right, baby? You've been a great uncle."

"I hope so... but like I said, Taylor. I was a guy... Kinda... until last week. I mean... it all started out as a joke, but now... just look at me, Taylor. What the hell am I, really? You're a mother and a rich, successful woman. I'm nothing but a cow, Taylor. I hook myself up to a milking machine and I pump out this... milk that I make. There's no reason for it. It's just a crude, biological function and now I'm going to have to do it ten or twelve times a day for a year or more. And to what end? To pour it down the sink? I don't know who I am or what I am right now and I'm afraid that, at some point, Stevie is going to look at me and see how ridiculous I've become, wake up and just leave me."

"Gerry... just stop for a moment. I think that you might be a little overwhelmed by hormones right now. I've been there. They can make you very emotional, but there is one thing that you need to remember - Stevie loves you. No, that's not right. Stevie adores you, Gerry. No matter what happens, you will always have Stevie. And me. And Mila. You're not alone, Gerry. We all love you and we all need you. Especially Mila. Gerry, we don't care if you wear sweatpants or an evening gown. We'll always love you. Now, we just got back from a shopping spree during which your wife spent nearly a thousand dollars on women's clothing for you to wear, so I'm pretty sure that she is happy with the new you, so what is causing all of these doubts?"

Gerry looked at his breasts. "These... and the milk."

"Well," Taylor sighed, "there's not much we can do about those for a while, Gerry. I'm sorry. And as for the milk, you said it all feels so 'biological.' Well... breast milk is just that, honey. It's biological, but, your also right when you say it's miraculous. It is. It's a bond between mother and child, Gerry. It is a gift."

"For you, I suppose it is, but for me... it's a waste."

Taylor looked at Mila, the smiled at Gerry. "Then, let's make it miraculous."

Gerry followed her gaze as she turned back towards Mila.

"Taylor... it's just not right..."

"Why?"

"Because I'm not a woman."

"Your breasts say you are."

"I'm not her mother."

"Neither would a wet nurse be. So what!?"

"She's your child!"

"And your niece and she loves you because you take care of her and love her. Now, take care of her the way that nature, obviously, intended you to take care of her. Mother my daughter, Gerry. Give her your milk. I guarantee that you'll feel different about your milk when you've done so."

Taylor picked up the baby and smiled at her little, feminine brother who looked back, concerned and fearful.

"Gerry," Taylor kissed Mila's head, "don't make it a gross, biological function. Make it an act of selfless love. Take Mila and feed her."

"Taylor... what if it messes her up? What if it makes her sick? What if it does something to screw her up psychologically? What if...?"

"What if, what if, what if... Gerry! What if it's the most amazing, miraculous thing you've ever done? Because it will be, Gerry. It will be. Trust me."

She looked at Mila and cooed, "Now, go to Uncle Gerry. He has something special for you." She handed the baby to him.

Gerry held the baby the way he'd always held her when feeding her a bottle. "How do I start?"

"Well, open the top of your dress and then pull open the bra cup."

He did as he was instructed and immediately saw Mila's expression change as she seemed to search for something. "Is she ok?"

"Of course she is, Gerry. She just smells your milk. Now, guide her to your nipple. She'll know what to do from there."

He nodded and lifted Mila, who had no problem finding her target. She latched on to his left nipple and began suckling. Her tiny lips were stronger than he expected and she sucked with a surprising amount of strength.

The feeling wasn't sexual at all. It was a feeling of need. Of wanting. Of pure, natural, actual hunger - and thanks and love. It made him shiver. Gerry watched the child, amazed, but Mila quickly seemed to get fussy. It confused Gerry, but Taylor understood and stood, moving behind her brother.

"It's ok, Gerry," she whispered. "Just relax and let it go. You love Mila and she loves you. Just relax and let it go. Mila needs what you have, so just let your milk down and nourish the baby. Take a deep breath and relax. Nature will do the rest."

He took a deep breath and relaxed and he felt himself let his milk down. He felt the same kind of relief that he'd felt the day before in the office when the men had all left. What he'd thought was just relief at his mother having a successful meeting, must actually have been the feeling of his milk being let down for the first time.

"There you go," Taylor cooed to Gerry the same way she would to Mila, as if he were a child, but he didn't mind. He was focused entirely on Mila. As the baby nursed, Taylor continued cooing encouragement. "That's it. Let her lead you. Just support her and let her feed. She'll let you know when the breast runs dry, then you can shift her."

Gerry's breath began to catch and become more shallow. Taylor knew what was coming. She'd experienced it many times, too. As the warmth and excitement built at his core, Taylor whispered, "Its ok, Gerry. Just embrace the feeling. It'll be ok."

His eyes rolled to the back of his head as he gasped and jerked as little as possible to avoid upsetting Mila. There was sweat on his face as he looked at Taylor who was smiling. "Felt nice, didn't it?"

"What was that?" Gerry huffed for breath.

"It was an orgasm," she giggled.

"Not like any orgasm I ever felt." He shook his head and looked at the child still latched to his nipple.

"The way my lactation coach explained it, the same hormone that reacts to the stimulation of your nipples, also stimulates the vagina, so, just occasionally, you have these lovely orgasms."

Gerry steadied his breathing. "But, I don't have a vagina and believe me, that feeling didn't come from my penis. I've never felt anything like that before."

"Well, lucky you, then. Just enjoy them when they happen. You may well be one of the only men to ever have experienced a mom-gasm. Congratulations." She was patting the soft, chestnut brown hair on her brother's head. "Just look at you, Gerry. I never would have believed it, but you are just a natural mommy. I'm so proud of you."

"Proud of me? Why?"

"I just am, baby." She stifled back a tear or two. "It's just that, well... with Fred gone... I just feel better knowing that, if anything should happen... Mila will always have you."

"Of course she will, Taylor." Gerry kept his voice quiet and calm for Mila's sake. "She'll always have me and Stevie and, of course, mom."

Taylor laughed. "Mom? Imagine mom having to deal with a baby at this point in her life."

Gerry shrugged. "She raised us."

"She raised us till daddy died, Gerry. You don't remember what it was like then. That first year... we hardly saw mom while she learned to work as a broker and investor. Then, I took care of you. Mom provided for us. She didn't really raise us. I think you need to change breasts. Open the cup first so you can move her quickly."

Gerry followed Taylor's instructions and in seconds, Mila was settled on the other nipple.

"That's a girl," Gerry encouraged his niece. "That's my girl. You're doing great."

"So are you, apparently," both Taylor and Gerry looked up and smiled at Stevie, who was in a plaid, Terry cloth robe, with her bobbed hair wet and straggly, but still attractive on her handsome, un-made-up face. "I didn't think you were ready to try this."

"I wasn't."

"I talked him into it," Taylor admitted.

"And?" Stevie sat opposite her husband and watched how deftly he maneuvered his niece and held her gently but securely to his nipple.

Gerry blushed as he smiled at his wife. "It's pretty amazing."

Stevie smiled. "Good. I'm happy for you, baby."
 

 

It was a lazy Sunday afternoon. Taylor and Stevie had a basketball game at a nearby gym and Gerry had been spending the day with Mila, getting caught up on the cleaning and laundry and napping whenever possible. Mila was closing in on the end of her noon feeding, nestled against Gerry's chest as he sat on the couch, while he sat with his feet on an ottoman, enjoying the quiet and the love of his little charge.

"Hello," Kate called as she entered the townhouse. "Gerry?"

"In here, mom," he called back quietly, not wanting to disturb Mila.

Kate spoke as she walked towards the open living area. "I thought that I would find you here, since Taylor and Stevie have a game today. Don't you ever go with them to see them... Oh, my God!" Suddenly, she was riled up and her voice was raised. "What the hell are you doing!?"

Mila let out a cry at the sound of the raised voice, but Gerry shh-ed her and guided her back to his nipple. "I'm feeding Mila, mom. Why?"

"Gerry, get her off of there! You shouldn't be doing that. You're not her mother, for God's sake! Taylor will have a fit if she sees you doing this."

"Shh, Shh, Shh..." Gerry calmed the child. Once she was settled, he looked up at his mother. "Mom, Taylor encouraged this. Not only that, she put Mila on my breast and taught me how to nurse her correctly."

"Really?" Kate looked a bit disgusted. "And have either of you considered the psychological impact this may have on Mila?"

"Taylor says that all Mila will be aware of is being loved, so it's better than feeding her from a bottle."

Kate sat on the edge of the nearby love seat, her back ramrod straight and she crossed her legs tightly at the knees. "Well, I bottle fed both of you and and you both turned out just fine." She glanced at her son, his breast protruding from the his lace trimmed nightie, a beautifully dressed little girl latched onto his breast and couldn't help but remark, "Well, fine for the most part."

Gerry ignored the barbed remark and kissed Mila as she finished up. "Did you have enough? Huh? Did you have enough?" He placed a cloth diaper on his shoulder, then put Mila there as well. He burped her till she brought up some wind and just a little bit of his milk. When he was sure that she was all taken care of, he brought her back to his lap, where she nestled, a little sleepy from the feeding.

"Here," Kate said, "give her to Gramma. Come here, my angel."

Gerry stood as he handed her the child. While he stood, he pulled the top of his nightie back into place. "Can I get you some tea, mom?"

"Tea would be lovely, Gerry, but only if you're having some too. I don't want to put you out."

"It's ok." He smiled. "I need to keep hydrated. I'll just have some water for now. It'll just take a few minutes for the tea."

While the water was heating, Kate came into the kitchen with Mila on her hip. "I've been thinking, Gerry, that we just can't have you dressed as a pregnant woman for the party. I mean, if you're going to be at work for the next few weeks, and you're going to need to pump your milk, or, god help us, breast feed Mila, we certainly can't very well tell everyone that you're my son, now can we. So, if we're going to win this contest, we need to come up with something more dramatic than just a man dressed as pregnant woman."

Gerry sighed at the prospect of his mother upping the ante in this Halloween contest, but rather than argue, he placed a tea bag into a tea cup and poured boiling water onto it. As he handed the cup and a teaspoon to his mother, he asked, "What do you have in mind?"

"Oh, nothing yet, but I have some ideas. I'll talk to Stevie and Taylor about them tomorrow."

Gerry nodded, resigned, but needed to ask anyway, "I won't be involved in the choice?"

"Gerry," she seemed amused by the idea, "you've never attended one of our Halloween parties. You have no idea what the competition is like. Let us make the decisions."

He nodded, again.

Kate looked at her son and seemed to reach a decision. "Come back into the living room, Gerry. We need to talk."

He grabbed a saucer for her teacup as well as a bottle of water for himself and followed her back to the couch and loveseat. Mila reached for Gerry once they'd seated, so he took her from his mother as she retook her rigidly upright seated posture. "Gerry," she began. " When I was growing up back in Indiana, I never expected to have to become a business woman. I took my preparations for being a wife and mother very seriously. I learned to cook and sew and be pretty. I dated the boys who seemed to be the best prospects for a successful spouse and I found one. He was tall, and handsome and he was going to college to study business. He was level headed and came from a good family. When your father and I got married, I knew that I was going to have a good, comfortable life, Gerry. That's all I wanted."

"You loved him, too, though mom, right?"

She sighed. "I really can't say for certain, Gerry. I know that sounds cold, but it's true. I mean, we were a part of each other's lives, we enjoyed each other's company and all, but... did I ever tell you why we moved to Florida?"

"No." Gerry set Mila beside him on the couch and handed her a book made of fabric and filled with pictures of animals.

"Your father was doing very well, working for his father's insurance company. We had a lovely home and I was expecting Taylor when..." she took a deep breath, "... when the indiscretions happened."

For just a moment, Gerry saw his mother look vulnerable. "Dad cheated on you?"

She nodded. "He did... and with more than one woman. Gerry... you have no idea how much something like that hurts. He swore that it was nothing, that he still wanted us to stay married, but I was determined to leave him, until..."

When she didn't continue, Gerry prodded. "Until what, mom."

"Gerry... you've always had a safety net. I've always been here to be sure that you had what you needed to have a good life. I know that I'm not as affectionate as some mothers, but I did what I could. I didn't have that safety net. I was alone, pregnant and I had never held a real job. Do you have any idea how many unmarried or divorced mothers are wandering the streets looking for a job - any job?"

She sniffled, just a little. "I wasn't strong enough to do it, Gerry. I couldn't leave him. There are two kinds of people in this country, Gerry. Those who have money and those who don't. My parents had nothing... your father's family did. I was nobody before I married your father. That changed when I married him. Then I had money, Gerry. I didn't have to go without or do without ever again. I didn't ever want to have to apologize for my clothes, or my car, or my house. Once I'd found out what being well off was like, I could never face being poor again."

She looked at her son and granddaughter for a moment. "I know how shallow that sounds, Gerry, but... if you'd been brought up the way I was... well... then you'd understand."

Then it happened. A tear rolled down her perfectly made up face. Just one, but it told Gerry how hard it was for his mother to talk about these things.

"Mom..."

"Let me finish, Gerry."

He nodded.

"So, at the suggestion of your paternal grandfather, your father took a job with an company here and we started over. It went well for a while - long enough for us to have had you - but then, just after I learned that your father not only had been having an affair, but that he had set his mistress up in a condo in the same development we lived in... Gerry, I could have strangled him. I really could have."

She lowered her head and held her forehead in her right hand for a moment.

"Gerry... we had such a fight that night. I... I asked a neighbor to keep you two so that I could confront him and... he slapped me, Gerry. Not for the first time, but he slapped me harder than I have ever been slapped. And he called me... such awful things, Gerry. I tried to call the police, but he knocked me down. I thought he was going to kill me. I really did, but then..."

Gerry waited.

"Then his face turned blue and he collapsed. He fell onto the floor beside me and he couldn't speak. He couldn't breath. I tried to help, Gerry, I swear I did, but... by the time the ambulance got there, he was gone."

"Mom... I'm so sorry..."

"Gerry," she led up her hand and raised her head, again. She didn't want any sympathy. She was beyond that. "When I said I could have strangled him, I meant it, but... when I saw him dying... I didn't want that anymore. I just wanted everything to end."

Gerry had no response. He didn't know what to say or do.

"Anyway..." she continued, "... I didn't just lay down and let the world take pity on me, Gerry. I became what I needed to become. I set my sights on becoming a breadwinner for you two. To be a mother and a father, Gerry. A man and a woman all at the same time. Do you understand?"

He nodded. "Mom, you did a great job..."

"I know I did, Gerry, and I'm very proud of it, but I so many times I thought, 'This would be so much easier if I were a just man. Why couldn't I be a man?' Maybe that's why I am the way I am, Gerry. I don't know."

She looked at Gerry who looked back at her, dumbfounded. "Gerry... the reason I am telling you this is... well... I know I pushed you to dress and act the way you have all week, but... I never could have expected that your body would... well, that this would happen, but... maybe... maybe... just as I was never really meant to be a REAL woman... maybe you... maybe you just were never REALLY meant to be a man. Maybe this IS the real you. The pretty spouse of a successful person. The mommy. The home maker. Maybe we're both just... made wrong."

Gerry felt a tenseness in his throat. "Mom... I'm sorry if I've been such a disappointment to you..."

Kate sat even taller, if that was possible. "Gerry! Have you even listened to a word that I've said?"

"Yes..." he acknowledged. "You said that maybe I wasn't meant to be a man."

"Yes," Gerry, but I don't think you understand what I'm trying to say. Gerry, Taylor's life has been filled with trophies and award ceremonies that come with her talent and beauty. Until Fred left, she'd lived a charmed life. Gerry... you're more like me than you know. You've struggled and searched to find yourself and... well... I think you may well have done that. What I'm trying to say is... I know that I've pushed hard and, well... the dresses and the curtsying and everything, but... Gerry, I think that it may well have all been for a reason."

She took a deep breath.

"Gerry, I don't say this much, not to anyone, but... Gerry, I am so very proud of you and the woman that you've become. I thought that if I pushed you hard enough, you'd become a better man, but I was wrong. You've become much better than a man, Gerry. You have become what I never could be, Gerry. A good woman. I just... I just thought I should tell you."

Gerry moved to kneel in front of his mother. He took her hands in his and kissed them. Then, for the first time that he could ever remember, he laid his head in her lap. "I love mom. I'm so sorry about everything, but... I love you."

Kate ran her fingers through his soft, brown hair, relieved to have finally gotten all of this off of her chest. "I know, Gerry. I know."
 

 

Monday morning got off to a bad start. Mila was fussy and Laura, who appeared to be somewhat hungover, was very vocal about her dislike for the sound of a child in the office.

When lunch time rolled around, Mila was hungry as well, so Gerry was obliged to take her to the ladies' lounge and nurse her, while Stevie and Taylor went down the street to a deli with delicious soup, promising to bring him one as well.

When he returned to the reception desk, there was, indeed, a small bag with a cardboard tub of soup within, but before he could even remove it from the bag, the buzzer on his phone sounded. He pushed the 'reply' button and spoke, "Yes, Mrs Wentworth?"

"Gerri, please come into my office immediately. I have an errand for you to run for me."

He looked longingly at the soup, but realized there was no point in thinking about it. He'd have to heat it up in the microwave later. "Right away, Mrs Wentworth."

Kate smiled when he entered her office. "Gerri, it appears that you made quite the impression on young Mr Williams the other day."

"Oh?" Gerry replied innocently. "He said I looked familiar and was trying to figure out where he knew me from."

"And do you know him?"

"Casually. We went to high school together and had mutual friends, but that's all."

"I see. Why didn't you mention this to me?"

"Well, besides the fact that just a few minutes after he left, my breasts started producing milk, which kind of knocked it put of my mind, I didn't think it mattered. I'll never see him again."

"Well," Kate's smile disappeared, "a certainly don't care for the tone of that response, young lady, especially not at work, but I do understand that Friday was an unusual day. Unfortunately, though, you are going to see young Mr Williams again, I'm afraid. I have some documents to be brought over to their offices and he specifically requested that you deliver them."

"Mom! No, please..." Gerry began to plead, but Kate stood and her look stopped him in his tracks. "... I mean..." he got himself under control, "Please, Mrs Wentworth, couldn't someone else take them over for you?"

Kate huffed. "Certainly not, Gerri. Kirkland-Williams is, by far, our biggest and most important client. If they requested that I brought them their paperwork, I would be on my way there, now, but they requested you. So, take Mila's stroller and this envelope and walk it over there. It's a beautiful day and the fresh air and sunshine will do you both a world of good." She handed him the envelope and shooed him towards the door. "Go on, now."

"Yes, ma'm." He turned to go, but Kate stopped him.

"Oh, and Gerri..."

"Yes, ma'm?"

"Remember what I told you about dealing with Kirkland-Williams men - demure, subservient and always curtsy."

"Yes, ma'm," he replied as he gave a small curtsy and returned to his desk to prepare.

It was only a four block walk, and the weather was lovely. The fresh air seemed to be exactly what Mila had wanted and she giggled at everything that they passed on the way. The slight, autumn breeze played with the above-the-knee hem of Gerry's red, sleeveless, silk dress with the scoop neck, blousy skirt and tiny white polka dots. He even stopped twice in order to chat with women who stopped to tell him how pretty Mila looked in her tiny, apple blossom print dress. He didn't think that he'd ever tire of those kinds of conversations.

Kirkland-Williams took up fifteen floors of very big high rise downtown. Gerry took a crowded elevator to the twenty seventh floor, apologizing to the men who scowled at the inconvenience of having a stroller in the elevator with them.

When the elevator doors opened, Gerry entered their offices through the etched glass doors bearing the name of the firm and several of the officers who worked on this floor. He spotted a woman sitting at the reception area desk and immediately felt a kinship with her. She smiled at him as he approached and she said, "May I help you?"

"Yes," Gerry smiled back, "I have an envelope for Mr Robert Williams. May I just leave it with you?"

The woman looked at the envelope, the smiled broadly. "Oh! You must be Gerri Morely, right?"

"Yes," Gerry smiled and, although the fact that this woman knew his name seemed odd to him, he remained focused on making a hasty departure from this office.

"Just a moment," the woman smiled through brilliantly red lips. "Mr Williams wanted me to tell him when you got here."

Gerry sighed as the woman pushed a button on an unseen intercom system.

"Yes, the is Maureen at reception. Please tell Mr Williams that Gerri Morely is here to see him."

"But, I really don't need to..." Gerry tried to correct the woman, but she held up one finger to indicate that she was listening to the person speaking through her earpiece.

"Thank you," Maureen said to the person on the intercom, then she turned to Gerry and said, "Mr Williams will be right out."

As Gerry was about to try to explain that his schedule was too tight to wait, Maureen said, "Your daughter is beautiful."

"Oh," Gerry's expression changed to sheer joy at the compliment, "thank you. She's actually my niece, but I have her during the days."

"Really?" the receptionist said. "She looks just like you." Another compliment that went right to straight to Gerry's heart.

"Oh, thank you, so much," he smiled and looked at his little charge. "She's a pretty hard not to love."

"I can see that," Maureen smiled.

"Well, well, well," Bob Williams chuckled as he arrived in the reception area with something behind his back. "I told you I recognized you." He had that cat-that-ate-the-canary look on his face that Gerry always found smug.

Gerry immediately became cautious. "Oh, Mr Williams," he gave the man a businesslike smile, "I brought those papers you requested. I need to get back, so..."

"Not so fast, Ms Morely," he smiled, "or should I say... Wentworth."

Gerry froze and looked at Bob Williams with fear and suspicion.

"See," Bob went on, "your married name threw me off, but," he pulled a book out from behind his back and slammed it on the reception desk. It was open to a page with pictures of young people, all of whom Gerry had once known in high school. It was his yearbook - Bob's too. Bob pointed to Gerry's picture and grinned even wider. "I gotcha."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Positively Glowing - 5

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  • Clara

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  • Accidental Change
  • Breast Enlargement
  • Costumes
  • femdom
  • Authoritarian
  • Halloween
  • lingerie
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  • Slow Transformation
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Positively Glowing: 5

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

With the encouragement of his wife and sister, Gerry tries on some foundation garments
to see if they make him look thinner. Unfortunately, they have the opposite effect.
Now, an old acquaintance is causing some issues for our heroine and things keep
steamrolling ahead while Gerry is trying to get a handle on the changes in his life.


 
Author's Note: I again apologize for having lost you all with this story and Spit and Image. ~Clara.
 
This version of Positively Glowing: 5 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 5
 

"See," Bob Williams said, "your married name threw me off, but," he pulled a book out from behind his back and slammed it on the reception desk. It was open to a page with pictures of young people, all of whom Gerry had once known in high school. It was his yearbook - Bob's too. Bob pointed to Gerry's picture and grinned even wider. "I gotcha."

Gerry started at the picture from seven years earlier. He still had short hair then, cut in a traditional young man's style and the color was his natural, light, mousy brown. He wore a suit coat and a tie in the picture. Underneath was his name, 'Gerald L. Wentworth, Jr.,' and his senior quote, which he'd taken from a pretentious Song by The Moody Blues, 'Beauty I'd always missed with these eyes before. Just what the truth is, I can't say any more."

Gerry looked up at Bob Williams, uncertain as to what to do or say.

Bob laughed. "See, I thought I knew you, but I couldn't put my finger on just how, but it turns out that I just went to school with a relative of yours. I mean, you are a Wentworth, right?"

Gerry was hardly able to breath, but there was an opening here. Bob hadn't figured out that the boy in the picture was the woman in front of him. "Umm... yes, I am a Wentworth." He was about to say that he was Gerry's sister, but Luckily, Bob spoke first.

"So how is it that Gerry Wentworth has a sister named 'Gerri,' too. Wasn't that confusing growing up."

"Actually," Gerry smiled, "Gerry and Taylor are my cousins. My father and their father were brothers."

"Ahh," Bob smiled. "I get it. Now, tell me about this husband of yours."

"Honestly, Mr Williams..."

"Bob," he interrupted.

Gerry took a breath and began again, "Honestly, MR WILLIAMS, I am in a bit of a rush to get back."

"So, you said that this little girl was your niece, correct."

Gerry sighed and glanced at the receptionist who returned a 'sorry about him' look. "Yes, she is."

"Your sister's child, you said."

"Yes."

"That's funny, because at the meeting, Taylor Wentworth said that this was her child."

"She is."

"But I thought that you and Taylor were cousins."

Gerry froze. Think, Gerry, think. "Well... yes, but we were raised as if we were sisters, so we call each other..."

Bob was shaking his head. "Nope. I'm not buying it, Mrs Morley. Let's have a chat in my office, shall we?"

Gerry looked at the receptionist who seemed thoroughly confused, then at the exit, but ultimately just sighed and followed Bob to his office.

"Take a seat, my dear," he said with great amusement.

Gerry sat and looked at Bob, who seemed to be endlessly patient as he waited for an explanation.

Finally, Gerry spoke. "Look, Mr Williams..."

"Bob."

"I'd really rather stick to Mr Williams."

"Look, Gerry, we've known each other a long time. I know we weren't exactly 'friends' in high school, but we got along ok, didn't we." Gerry nodded. "Then call me Bob."

"Alright... Bob... there isn't a lot to tell you. This all started out as a joke and just steamrolled from there."

Bob nodded. "Are you gay?"

"No," Gerry looked anywhere except at Bob. "I'm married. You know Stevie, right? Well, she's my wife."

"Whoa!?" Bob laughed. "You've done well, then. She's a healthy looking woman."

Gerry nodded, not knowing how to respond.

"How long have you been... like this?"

"Not long. A week or so."

"Really!? What about the breasts? I mean, they look real."

"They are, real."

"Huh. Ok, I'm more confused than ever, but let's move on. Is this going to be a permanent life style for you?"

"I don't know," Gerry sighed, uncomfortable with the conversation. "I think... maybe... yes."

Bob shook his head. "Well, I have to say, you never did anything halfway, Gerry. You look... amazing. But - why the pregnancy thing? Just a kink or something?"

Gerry explained how things developed and hoped he'd be able to leave soon. "Honestly, Mr Williams..."

"Bob."

"... I need to go. Mrs Wentworth will be furious if I'm gone too long."

Bob laughed. "Mrs Wentworth. She's really got you under her thumb, doesn't she, Gerry? Ah, well... if you have to go... but I'd like to continue this conversation." He glanced at the calendar on his desk. "How about lunch on Thursday. Someplace nearby. Nothing fancy. See if someone else can take the baby, though."

"I don't know, Mr Williams. I am married..."

"And I am curious. I'll come by at noon on Thursday and either you and I will be going to lunch together, OR... I'll be telling your mother, I'm sorry, Mrs Wentworth, that Kirkland-Williams will be looking elsewhere for our financial needs. How's that sound?"

Gerry looked at the floor. "Very good, Mr Williams. I'll be ready to go." He stood to go.

"Excellent. Say 'hello' to your mother for me."

"Yes, Mr Williams." Gerry took the stroller in hand backed towards the door. He curtsied as he said, "May I leave now, Mr Williams?"

Bob smiled. "Ohh, I like the curtsy. Nice touch. Have you ever considered becoming a maid?"

Gerry didn't even smile. "Have a good day, Mr Williams." He backed out the door and left.

Gerry pushed the stroller through the office and last reception.

"Have a good day, Ms Morley," the receptionist called, but Gerry was too focused on getting to the elevator to respond.

He pushed the 'down' button and waited impatiently. Just as the doors opened, someone grabbed his arm. It was the receptionist, Maureen.

"Are you ok, Ms Morley?" She could see tears on Gerry's cheeks.

Gerry stared blankly for a moment, then shook his head. "No..., actually, I'm not ok. I feel a bit... dizzy."

Maureen nodded. "Here, come with me for a few minutes. You're too upset to be walking around on your own with a baby."
 

 

"Stevie. A moment, please," Kate asked as a sales staff meeting ended and the others were filing out of the conference room.

"Sure, Kate. What can I do for you?"

Kate shut the door and indicated that Stevie should sit. Eventually, Kate took a seat opposite Stevie and cleared her throat. "I assume that Gerry spoke to you about our conversation, yesterday?"

Stevie looked a bit surprised by the question. "No. He did mention that you came by and that you'd had a long talk, but... nothing else, really. Why? Is something wrong?"

"No," Kate relaxed a bit. She'd shown Gerry a side of her that she didn't like to show - a softer, mor vulnerable side - and she really didn't want him telling Stevie or Taylor about the conversation. "The thing is, Stevie... I... well, I gave Gerry my blessing to live as he pleases. To be a househusband or housewife, or whatever works for you and him."

Stevie sat back, crossed her legs and folded her hands in her lap. "Well... That's very magnanimous of you, Kate, but, respectfully, it wasn't really necessary. How Gerry and I chose to live our life together is nobody's business. And, as much as we love you, that includes you."

Kate smiled flatly. "I understand, Stevie, but - also respectfully - you are mistaken. Obviously, you will make your own decisions, but I know that my opinion weighs heavy on Gerry. I know that he feels as if he has never achieved in the same way that Taylor has and that can be tough on a child, especially one as sensitive as Gerry. Regardless, I just want you to know that, however you and Gerry plan to proceed from here on, it is fine with me."

Stevie eyed her mother-in-law suspiciously. "I don't get it, Kate. What's in this for you? We still don't have a Halloween plan worked out and you've been alternatively overly supportive and then judgmental of Gerry since this whole thing began."

Kate looked hurt for a moment. "There's nothing in it for me, Stevie. What a horrible thing to say."

"Oh, come on, Kate," Stevie laughed, "you see every situation from every angle and you chose the situation that best suits your needs. How does having Gerry in dresses benefit you?"

Kate smirked. "Stevie... you do love my son, right?"

"Yes, of course I do."

"Then let's help him to be happy."

"I'm confused," Stevie said with genuine confusion. "I mean, obviously, Gerry seems to be happier this way than before, but... how does that benefit you."

"Look," Kate took a breath and continued. "I thought that giving Gerry a kick in the pants and making him work here this week would make him wake up and act like a man. I expected that, by Wednesday or Thursday at the latest, he'd confront me and go find another job. But the exact opposite happened. He became more... maternal. So much so that his own body thinks his Mila's mother."

"And you're ok with that?"

Kate sighed. "I shouldn't be, should I? I know that I should be screaming at him to man-up and be a good husband to you, but... I think that I accidentally pushed him into being exactly what he's meant to be. A good wife and mother. As unorthodox as that may be, he is happier than I've ever seen him, healthier looking, cleaner, dressed so much better... he's everything I could ask for in a daughter, Stevie. With Taylor, I have a brilliant business woman to take over my company someday and with Gerry, I have a beautiful, maternal daughter who will provide my grandchildren with love and clean, healthy home. What more could I ask for."

Stevie considered this for a moment. "Ok, Kate... that makes sense." She got up to leave, but stopped at the door. "And... if Gerry goes back to living as a man?"

Kate thought about that for a moment. "Is that something you'd like to happen?"

"I don't know."

"Then let's cross that bridge when we come to it."

Stevie nodded and returned to her desk.
 

 

"Here," Maureen, the receptionist, handed Gerry a small bottle of water from the refrigerator in the staff lounge. "Drink this and take a few minutes to calm down."

Sensing that Gerry was upset, Mila began to get anxious and was calling out for her uncle.

"Oh, don't worry, baby," Maureen soothed her. "Your auntie is just having a little rest. She'll be ok."

Gerry took a sip of the water and reached for the baby. "Come here, honey. Everything's ok."

He unstrapped Mila and pulled her onto his lap and 'Shh-ed' her till she calmed down.

"So," Maureen started the conversation, "you've transitioned, right? So why not just admit it and move on. Why try to hide it? You look like a natural woman."

"It's complicated," Gerry said, not looking at Maureen.

"How? I mean it's the twenty-first century, right? People transition one way or another all the time. My oldest brother used to be my sister. It's really not a big deal."

Gerry smiled sadly. "It's not like that. I just started... I mean... this was only supposed to be a temporary thing. Kind of a as a joke, but..."

"It got out of hand?"

"More than that. I don't know if it's permanent or what, but... none of that matters. See your company is my mom's biggest client and if I mess things up between you guys and my mom... well, I just can't let that happen."

"I see," Maureen nodded. "If you're not... well, why are you pretending to be pregnant?"

Gerry sighed and told her a thumbnail version of his last ten days.

"Holy Moses," Maureen shook her head. "You've really had a roller coaster of a week, haven't you!? So... what's the deal with Bob Jr? He definitely thinks that he's got something on you."

"He does," Gerry seemed surprised by the question. "He knows who I really am."

"So?"

"So... he could tell people."

"So?"

"So... it could be an embarrassment to my mother's company."

"Your mother's company?"

"Yes."

"Owned by your mother?"

"Yes."

"Your mother who bought you your first bra, a bunch of dresses, had your hair and nails done and blackmailed you into working as a receptionist while still being a nanny to your niece?"

"I'm not a nanny," Gerry sighed. "I just take care of Mila because I love her, but other than that... yes."

"Look, Gerri," she took Mila's hand in hers as she spoke, "there is no reason for you to hide who you are. You're a beautiful lady with nothing to hide. If you're going to chose to live like a woman, then you're going to have to be prepared to make an explanation about your past every now and then. Don't hide who you were - it diminishes who you are. Look at you! I'd kill to be as cute as you! Be proud of yourself and if Bob Jr. tries anything, tell him to go to Hell. Your mother will understand."

"I doubt that," Gerry shook his head.

"Look, Gerri... woman to woman... Bob Jr is a is handsy creep and you can't let him think that he's got anything on you or he'll own you. Unless you want to find yourself on your knees in a dirty men's room giving him a blowjob, you need to put him in his place right from the start."

Gerry's stomach turned as he considered her words. This was an aspect of being a woman, of being small and pretty and vulnerable, that he'd never considered and one that he was sure his wife and sister didn't deal with on a daily basis due to their size and strength.

"Are you listening to me, Gerri?" She asked him.

"Yes," he answered, a bit breathless.

"A week or so ago, you may he been able to think of the world as a safe place, but it's not anymore. You're not just some guy walking around, anymore. You're a very cute girl in a pretty little dress. You need to always assume that every male you meet, no matter how young or old, is trying to figure out how to get into your panties. Do you understand?"

Gerry hugged Mila close and nodded. "I do, Maureen. Thank you."

Maureen sat back, feeling that she'd made her point and that Gerry might take a stronger position when dealing with Bob Jr. "Are you ok, now?"

He nodded and stood. As he strapped Mila back into the stroller, Maureen said, "If you ever need someone to talk to, or even just to go to lunch with, give me a call. Just call the main number and enter extension 432. It's easy to remember. I'm always here."
 

 

"So," Kate was not a happy woman, "you just told him who you were so now the entire Kirkland-Williams account is in jeopardy. I swear, Gerry, you need to make sure that you straighten everything out when you go to lunch with that man on Thursday."

"What do you want him to do, mom?" Taylor was offering a defense. "We have always said that Bob Williams Jr was a creep. If he thinks that he has something on Gerry, then he's going to assert himself to make sure that he gets what he wants."

Kate folded her arms. "Well, Gerry has no money, so there's nothing for him to get there."

"If it's blackmail money he's looking for, mom, he won't be after Gerry," Taylor pointed out. "He'll be after you and the company."

"Oh, good God. We need to figure out how to fix this. Gerry - no matter what he asks, you give it to him."

"Kate!" Stevie was shocked. "What if he's looking for something other than money!"

"Like what?"

"Like sex!"

"Well..." Kate left that hanging for a moment. " I guess that would be inappropriate."

"Inappropriate!?" Taylor was nearly shouting.

"Mom..." Gerry started, but Kate cut him off.

"No, Gerry, I am not 'mom' here. You cannot slip up like that."

"Oh, for crying out loud, Kate!" Stevie strode to the door and called out to Laura and Erin. "Would you two come in here, please."

Everyone waited as the other two women entered the conference room. Kate was trying to figure out just what her daughter-in-law was up to.

"Girls," Stevie started, "we need to tell you the truth about something."

"No, Stevie, there is no need for this," Kate said. "This is a family matter."

"Not anymore, Kate. Ladies... our temporary receptionist, Gerri, is in fact my husband, Gerry. He is not a woman and he is not pregnant. He is however, the caretaker of Taylor's daughter, Mila, a wonderful husband and one of the sweetest human beings I have ever met. Questions?"

There was silence for a few moments until Erin said, "But... wait... I saw her breast feeding the baby this morning."

"Yes, he is lactating, so we, as a family, have encouraged him to breast feed Mila in order to take some of the burden of pumping away and to allow Taylor some freedom."

The women looked at Gerry, wide eyed. "HE'S lactating?" Laura said.

"Yes," Stevie said, matter of factly.

"How!?"

"He has a condition called Galactorrhea. You can look it up on line if you'd like, but it's not something that Gerry brought onto himself. It just happened."

"So..." Erin was deep in thought. "You're a girl on top and a boy on the bottom?"

"In essence," Stevie said, "but, if you don't mind, his condition is what it is and doesn't really require constant comment. If you have a question that can't be answered on the internet please feel free to ask Gerry in a confidential, nonjudgmental manner and he'll be happy to answer it if he can, but we'd like to avoid having this be the overarching subject of conversation in the office. Is that ok with everyone?"

"Oh..." both women snapped back to reality, "of course."

"But..." Laura said, "why is he pretending to be pregnant?"

Taylor gave them a brief recap of their Halloween plan and her one piece baby-belt-bra and the outcome of his trying that on.

The women still seemed surprised by the stories, but they agreed that things were out of Gerry's control and they promised to help him in any way they could and they returned to work.

Throughout Stevie's briefing, both Gerry and Kate had remained silent. Once Stevie had closed the door again, Kate shook her head and asked, "And how is that supposed to help anything?"

"Look, Kate," Stevie said, "if there's no secrets, there's nothing for Bob Williams to use as leverage. From here on out, no matter how Gerry is dressed, he is introduced as my husband and your son. If there are no lies, there's no problem."

"Alright," Kate huffed, "but we need to figure out Bob Jr's motives before Thursday. Now, let's get back to work."
 

 

At eight thirty, after dinner had been eaten and the dishes had been washed and put away, Gerry sat on the coach with Mila at his breast while Stevie and Taylor sat on the porch, enjoying the air and an after work drink - one a bubbly moscato, the other a ginger ale.

They could hear Gerry quietly singing to Mila as she nursed.

'Being close and being clever
Ain't like being true
I don't need to, I would never
Hide anything from you
Like some

No one's gonna hurt you
No one's gonna dare
Others can desert you
Not a worry, whistle I'll be there
Demons will charm you with a smile for awhile
But in time
Nothing can harm you
Not while I'm around'

It was a charming, loving sound and they both enjoyed it as much as Mila did.

"You think he's going to be ok?" Taylor asked.

"I think he's going to be great. There's no reason for him to hide anymore. He's happy the way he looks, I LOVE the way he looks, you're fine with it, Mila's happy... no one else has a right to care."

"Except my mother."

"Kate gave me her word that she'd be ok with whatever decisions we make."

"Well, good, then." Taylor held up her glass of ginger ale. "A toast to freedom."

"To freedom," Stevie taped her wine glass against Taylor's tumbler.

They sipped and smiled. Then Taylor said, "You know, as odd as all of this is, it's all kind of a miracle for both of us."

"How so," Stevie sipped.

"Well, according to what you've told me, your sex life has never been better."

Stevie laughed and held up her glass again. "Here, here!"

"For Gerry... well, I think he's really found a purpose in life. He looks so much happier and, well, prettier."

"Again," Stevie smiled, "Here, here!"

"And for me..." Taylor laughed, "... with Gerry producing more milk than Mila can consume, I should be able to put these babies to rest pretty soon."

Stevie laughed. "And what will you do to celebrate your departure from the dairy industry?"

"Well, I'll wear more comfortable and prettier bras, for one thing, and I'll drink wine again, for another."

"Won't you miss nursing her?"

Taylor made a 'you must be kidding' face and shook her head. "Not as much as I miss my glass of wine, Steve-O. Not as much as I miss my glass of wine."

"That's a good girl," they heard from the other room. "What a good, good girl." Then they hear the sound of gentle tapping and, eventually a quiet little burp, followed by Gerry complimenting the child, again, and the sound of Gerry padding softly towards the spare bedroom.

"He'll be changing her, now, then I should take her home and put her to bed." She held up her tumbler in one more mock-toast and downed the rest of her soft drink in one gulp, then stood and grabbed Stevie's glass and said, "you're done with this, right?"

Stevie grabbed Taylor's wrist, laughing, "Oh, no you don't, lady. Not just yet."

"Damn," Taylor snapped her fingers in a 'curses, foiled again, manner.' "I almost got away with it."

Stevie joined Taylor as they walked out into the kitchen, rinsed their glasses and placed them in the strainer to dry.

"Are you a sleepy little girl?" They heard as Gerry walked back towards the kitchen carrying Mila who wore a pink sleeper with tiny, bright white flowers speckled all over the material.

"Oh, Gerry, that sleeper is just adorable! Did you pick that out for her?"

"Yes," he smiled. "I bought it on the way home, today. When I had the driver stop for groceries, there was a new boutique for children that just opened next door. Oh, they have the most beautiful clothes, but I didn't have a lot of money with me, so I only bought her this."

"It's beautiful, Gerry," Taylor smiled as she took her daughter from her brother. "She's so lucky to have you." She kissed his cheek and said her goodnights and headed for the door. As usual, Gerry and Stevie waited outside the front door until Taylor and Mila were safely inside their townhouse next door.

As Stevie locked up, she said, "There are a lot of nice clothes for Mila at that new store?"

"So many," Gerry beamed, fantasizing about dressing Mila in many of the fashions he saw at the boutique.

Stevie saw how badly he wanted to purchase the pretty dresses for their niece. "Why didn't you buy some?"

"Oh," he shrugged. "I only had about eighty dollars with me and, after groceries, that sleeper was all I could afford."

"So..." Stevie was genuinely baffled by this, "... why didn't you use a debit card or a credit card?"

Gerry walked to the strainer and wiped down the glasses his wife and sister had left there. "I don't know. I guess I didn't want to spend your money without talking to you first."

"MY money? Since when is it MY money, Gerry. You know that we're partners. MY money is OUR money, baby. If you want to spend money, especially on Mila, you don't need to ask me. Were did this idea of MY money come from?"

Gerry shrugged, but didn't turn around.

"It came from your mother, didn't it?" She came up behind him and hugged him from behind. "Baby, we're very lucky. We've done well. We don't need to live on a strict budget. Your mother is just playing mind games with you." She kissed his neck and felt him yield to her kisses. "We're partners, baby. Equal partners." She kissed his neck again. "Understand?"

"Uh Huh," he whispered, enjoying the kisses.

Stevie snuck her right hand up to his right breast and teased his nipple. "Equal in all things." She nibbled his earlobe, which still bore the pearl earring he'd worn to work that morning. "Never, ever, ever ask permission again."

She felt his knees buckle as her left hand touched his left breast, so she swept her right hand lower and scooped him up from behind his knees and carried him, Rhett and Scarlet style, into the bedroom, where she gently tossed him onto the bed, his green, silk robe fluttering open, revealing the lace covered, silk slip beneath.

Gerry caught his breath and turned to see Stevie stripping faster than he'd ever seen her strip before. Within seconds, she was on the bed, her hands under his slip, pulling his panties and baby-belt free. She grabbed his legs, spreading them and pushing his heels towards his bottom, his knees up in air.

Just the excitement caused by her animalistic arousal was enough to make Gerry receptive to her powerful, masculine advances, but when she gripped his swollen, extended organ and quickly devoured it into her womanhood, he was already close to erupting.

Stevie began thrusting, pulling his manhood deep into her, but looking as if she were thrusting into him. He may have come right then and there if she had not suddenly, and with equal parts aggression and gentleness, bitten down on his nipple through his bra, nursing pad and slip.

Gerry's attention moved from his groin to his sensitive breasts as his breathing became ragged with desire, but Stevie's attention to his breasts didn't last long. Without warning, she slowed sat back on her heels, careful to keep his penis clenched firmly in her vagina. She kept the slow motion thrusts going as she looked down at the beautiful, womanly man beneath her. She'd always loved having sex with Gerry, but lately, he was such a soft, compliant lover and he smelled so good, and the lace that seemed to always encase his plump, feminine breasts... it was all just so wonderfully exotic and erotic and wonderful.

"You're so beautiful," she whispered.

"So are you," he gasped. "I love you so much."

That made her smile. She kept a soft, firm pumping going. "You're my beautiful, sexy, pregnant boy." That made them both smile. "Will you be my wife?"

Gerry smiled. "I will, if you'll be my husband."

"I will, but," now she smiled, "I'm afraid that my business suits will all have to be skirt suits. Your mother insists on a specific look in the office."

"Do you want me to go back to wearing pants?" He asked, thinking he knew the answer.

"Not on your life, missy," Stevie smiled in a nearly predatory manner. She picked up the momentum of her thrusts as she spoke. "My little wifey is the kind of girl that would never wear pants."

"Really?" Gerry giggled as he felt her core grip even more firmly around his very being. "Why not?"

"Because she lives to be my little woman. My perfect housewife. The perfect, plump nursemaid for my niece and, someday, for our own children. She's a soft, weak, feminine goddess who likes it when I do this." She thrust harder. "And this." She increased her speed and intensity. "She loves it when I make her scream. Scream for me, baby. Scream for me, little girl. Tell me I'm your man."

Gerry was nearly breathing, lost in ecstasy and the all too real fantasy that his strong, powerful, tall wife-now-husband was narrating. "You..." she thrust and took his breath away. "You're my..." she did it again.

"I'm your what, baby girl?"

"You're my man!" He huffed.

"Louder, sweet thing. Say it louder. Scream it for me."

She thrust again, devouring him completely. Not just pulling his penis deep within her, but taking it from him. Stealing it. Nearly tearing it from him as his squealed in a loud, high pitched voice, "You're my man! Oh, God, yes! You're my man!"

And they came in hot, sweaty, loving unison.
 

 

"Gerri," Kate caught him as he was returning from changing Mila in the ladies' room, "May I see you in my office for a moment. You can bring the baby with you."

"Yes, Mrs Wentworth." Gerry felt a flush of fear wash over him. Tuesday had gone by without incident and so had the first few hours of Wednesday. What could he have done to have earned a reprimand today!? There had been a half dozen clients so far, but all had gone well with them, as far as he knew.

As he followed his mother, he glanced at his wife, who was with a client, then at his sister, who was on the phone. No support was to be found.

When he entered, his mother held the door for him and told him to take a seat. When she'd closed the door, she took a seat behind her desk and looked very serious. "I've been thinking, Gerri, and I think we need to make a few changes if you're going to be living this way."

Great. It wasn't a work related talk. This could be bad. "What sort of changes, Mrs Wentworth?"

"Well," she glanced at her notebook, "I was thinking this morning. You are planning to to take Stevie to St Thomas in a few weeks, are you not?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"And how, exactly do you plan to board a plane looking like that?"

Gerry looked at himself and shrugged. "I don't understand."

"Gerri," Kate shook her head, "you will need some form of ID to board the plane, won't you?"

"Yes, I suppose I will, but I have a license..."

Kate held up his license for him to see. "I hope you don't mind. I took it from your purse while you were dealing with Mila. Look at this picture, Gerri."

He did. The picture was of an unkempt twenty two year old man with dirty blonde, scraggly hair and a lame attempt at a mustache. The personal information read 'Gerald Wentworth, Jr' then his birthdate and a section that read 'Gender' which was followed by the letter 'M.'

"If you were a TSA Agent, would you allow someone who looked like you to pass through airport security with this license as an ID?"

"No, I suppose not."

Kate wrote on a Post-It Note and pulled it free, handing it to Gerry. "You're going to need to take a slightly longer lunch break today to deal with a few things. First, go to the address that I wrote on that sticky note and ask for Marion. She's my lawyer and she has some paperwork for you to sign. She'll take care of getting you an appropriate license as quickly as possible. You should have it within a week or so."

He looked at the note. The address was just a few doors away. "Yes, ma'am. Ask for Marion."

"Good." Kate wrote on another Post-It Note. "After you've done that, I want you to go to this address. Taylor will meet your there at twelve forty-five. She knows what needs to be done."

"What's this all for?" Gerry asked.

"Well, if you must know, it's for your Halloween costume. We have come up with a novel idea and I'd like you to be measured to see if our idea will work. You may need to try on a few things as well."

"What's the costume going to be?"

"Now, don't you worry your pretty little head over it, Gerri. The idea is a hoot, but I don't know if it'll work or how much it'll cost. Just go to that address and let Taylor do all the talking."

"Was it Taylor's idea?"

"No," Kate chuckled, "as a matter of fact, it was Laura's idea. I never would have expected something this creative from her, but... live and learn! Now, off you go."

"Yes, ma'am." As he headed for the door, he stopped and asked. "Mrs Wentworth... since Laura and Erin know who I am, couldn't I call you 'mom,' now?"

"Oh, Gerri, I really don't think that would be appropriate, do you?"

"Well, Taylor calls you 'mom' and Stevie calls you 'Kate,' so..."

"Yes, but Taylor and Kate are junior partners, Gerri. You are just a receptionist. Remember our conversation, Gerri. The world is run by those with money. I have money, Gerri. Taylor and Stevie have money. At home, you can call me 'mom,' but in the workplace, I'm afraid that proper protocol must be observed. While you are here, I will always be Mrs Wentworth. Understood?"

"Yes, Mrs Wentworth," he nodded.

"That is a very lovely dress you're wearing today, Gerri." Kate seemed to sense that she'd crushed his spirit more than she'd intended and was trying to boost his moral a bit. It was a lovely dress, though. A knee length sundress, white, with moderately wide shoulder straps, four tiny, pearlescent buttons on the front of the bodice, eyelets modestly placed on the straps and the belt-region of the empire waist and a wide, soft skirt with a scalloped hem and a band of a baby blue checkerboard pattern that emphasized the pretty scalloping by mimicking it's shape in the checkerboard design. "You really do have a lovely sense of women's fashions, dear. I'm so glad that we've discovered that talent and found a way for you to display it to the world."

Gerry looked at the dress, hiked Mila a little higher on his hip and tried to determine whether his mother's remark was a compliment or not, but decided to just accept it as a positive remark. "Thank you, Mrs Wentworth." He returned to his desk.
 

 

"I'm here to see Marion," Gerry told the receptionist. The address was just a few blocks away and he and Mila had both enjoyed the walk.

"And your name?" The very attractive thirty-something woman smiled.

"Gerry Wentworth."

"Oh, yes, Miss Wentworth. Marion told me to show you right into conference room B. She'll be with you in just a moment. Right this way, please."

The receptionist walked beside Gerry as she led the way.

"You have your hands full, don't you?"

Confused by the remark, Gerry asked, "What do you mean?"

"Well, one in the stroller and another on the way. They'll be Irish twins, won't they?"

Realizing what she meant, Gerry explained that Mila was his niece.

"Oh, how sweet. Here we are. Marion will be in in a moment."

Gerry unstrapped Mila and pulled her into his lap. Within a minute, a woman in her sixties opened the door, but stopped and said, "Oh, I'm sorry. I was looking for someone else."

She closed the door again and shouted down the hall to the receptionist. "Anna! Where did you put Ms Wentworth?"

He heard the response, "Conference B."

There was a pause, then the door reopened and the same woman stuck her head in. "Ms Wentworth?"

"Yes," Gerry smiled, but didn't rise because Mila was occupied with the cloth book he'd put on the desk in front of him.

"Oh," the woman looked a bit confused, "you're not quite what I expected. I mean, Kate told me that you were her son, but... are you really a man?"

Gerry shrugged. "I guess. I mean... I was, but now... it's confusing."

"I see..." the woman sat down and opened a folder. "I'm sorry if I was rude, it's just... I've done dozens of things like this for transgender people, but... if you don't mind me saying, you're remarkably attractive for a transgendered woman."

Gerry blushed a bit. "Well... thank you."

"May I ask, who is your surgeon?"

Gerry sighed. "I haven't had any surgery."

She balked at that. "Just hormones?"

"Just the ones that nature gave me," he smiled.

"My goodness..." she shook her head. "Uncanny. It really is. Well, let's get down to business. I understand that you need a new license that reflects your new gender choice and that you need it quickly in order to use it for your ID when traveling. Is that correct?"

"Yes," Gerry smiled, relieved that the topic had changed to his actual reason for being there.

"And when do you plan on leaving on this trip?"

"November ninth."

"Oh," Marion wrote down the date. "That is tight, but not impossible." She handed him several papers. "I'll just need your initials here and here and here and a signature at the bottom."

Gerry followed the instructions.

"Alright," she smiled. "I'll have a judge sign these this afternoon and I'll call my friend at the Department of Motor Vehicles and I'll have a license expedited for you. You'll need to go to a DMV Office either today or tomorrow, depending on when I get the signature, to have a new picture taken. Ok?"

"Oh, that's all there is to it?" Gerry was relieved.

"Yep, and once the judge signs the paperwork, you will be a female in the eyes of the the State of a Florida."

"What!?" Gerry felt a rush of fear in his chest.

"I'm sorry. I don't know what you're concerned about."

"You said I'd be a female. You mean... legally... I wouldn't be a man any more?"

Marion seemed even more confused than before. "Well... yes, Gerri, that's what the paperwork is for. If you want to travel without being detained or otherwise bothered by the TSA, then this is the only way to handle it. There is no 'Gender X' option on a Florida license. Either you're Gerald Wentworth or you're Gerri-Anne Wentworth. It's your choice."

His heart was racing. He was thrilled to have been able to experiment the way he had, but this was all so legal and permanent. "There's no other choice?"

Marion took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "Not unless you want to spend the rest of your life explaining yourself to every police officer and TSA Agent you encounter. Ms Wentworth, you... how should I say this... you present as such a lovely woman... why is this an issue?"

Gerry considered things for a moment. At least a year, maybe more of his breasts producing milk, then the breasts still being a part of him unless he had them surgically removed, which scared him a lot... but he'd never be considered a man again. He'd be, legally, a woman from now on. "How will this impact my marriage? I mean... will my wife and I still be married?"

"Your wife?" This seemed to shock Marion even more. "You mean you're... a lesbian?"

"No." Gerry took a breath. "I'm a man. I mean... I have man parts and I'm married to a beautiful woman."

"Ok," Marion was getting frustrated, "let me get this straight. You're transitioning, you've obviously had some sort of breast augmentation, although you don't seem to want to admit it, and you're afraid that this little, legal process is a problem? Well, rest assured, same sex marriages have been legal in Florida for quite some time, so, legally, nothing will change."

"My breasts..." Gerry looked for the right words. "I'm not taking hormones, but I have a condition and my breasts... well... I'm... I'm lactating, so all of this is very new to me."

Marion sat back down, this time next to Gerry and she patted his cheek. "Oh, you poor thing. You mean, this all just... happened to you?"

He nodded.

"My God, no wonder you're so overwhelmed." She looked at him closely. If this was recent, then he'd adapted remarkably well. "Gerri... did you ever, maybe, consider that this is, perhaps, the universe correcting a mistake? That, maybe, you are meant to be who you are now? I mean, judging by the way you're dressed, your wife must be supportive, and look at your little girl. She's obviously not confused. You can see how much she loves you."

Gerry didn't bother to correct her. Mila may not have been his daughter, but she was definitely his little girl and there was no question that she loved him. So, he just nodded.

"If you want to travel, Gerri, if you want to drive a car, if you want to be able to present your license as an ID for any reason, this is the best choice to make. I'm sure of it."

He nodded, again. "Ok. Go ahead and do it. I guess it doesn't really matter."

"Atta girl," Marion said without any sense of teasing, as she stood up. "Leave it to me. I'll have everything dealt with in about ten days."

"Thank you," Gerry stood, Mila on his shoulder, and he shook her hand.

"You're a beautiful woman, Gerri. Never deny that."
 

 

His second stop during lunch hour required him to walk past his mother's office and another two blocks beyond. When he arrived at the address, it was another office building, but he had no indication of what floor he needed to go to. As he looked around, confused, until he spotted Taylor waving from the door of one of the ground floor business. He turned Mila's stroller in that direction and hurried to his sister.

The sign over the door read 'Amanda's Boutique.' When Gerry entered, he was a bit surprised to see that the store was empty. There were no displays of any kind to indicate what the store sold. There was a desk in the corner where an elegantly dressed woman sat and several comfortable looking chairs. The walls were painted a deep rose color and the carpet was a thick-pile, beige that looked and felt very expensive.

"I'm so excited," Taylor nearly bubbled as she bent, unstrapped Mila and put her on her hip.

"What are we doing here?" Gerry asked. "Is there even a business in here?"

"Of course," Taylor smiled. "Come meet Amanda."

She walked over to the elegantly dressed woman and introduced him simply as Gerry. The woman shook his hand then said to Taylor, "Will your brother be here soon, Ms Wentworth? I have someone coming in at two and I'd rather not have them think that my boutique is a costume shop, if you don't mind."

Taylor put her free arm around Gerry's shoulder and stood next to him, pulling him close. "This is my brother, Amanda. This is Gerry."

"This is...?" The woman slowly stood, mouth agape, and she stared at the person beside Taylor. She was much, much smaller than Taylor, the top of her head barely reaching Taylor's shoulder, and she wore a dress that was decidedly feminine. The dress also showed a great deal of shoulder and all of her arms. Her shoulders were narrow and weak looking and her arms were on the pudgy side, but showed no muscle development at all. "YOU'RE the brother? How? I expected to be fitting a boy, not..." Realizing she was babbling, Amanda looked at Gerry and said, "I'm sorry, dear, I'm just very... surprised. Why... you're lovely, my dear. We have a lot of choices. Let's get started."

She stood and pulled a seamstress' tape measure from a draw in the desk and guided Gerry to a small platform in the rear of the store that he had not noticed. "Jump up her, my dear, and we'll get things underway."

For the next few minutes, the woman touched Gerry in ways he'd never been touched before as she ran the tape over his body, while also speaking nonstop to Taylor. "Are we thinking something traditional and full length, or something that shows off these beautiful legs of hers?"

"Well," Taylor thought, "I think we were going the traditional route, but if you have something that had a traditional look while also letting us see his knees and calves, I think that might be adorable." Then, to Mila she said, "Yes, see Auntie Gerri? She's getting fitted for a very pretty dress."

"I have some nice choices, but let's talk about her bust. Do we want to be revealing or is some of that padding?"

"No, that's all him, but we don't want to be too revealing. He's a good little housewife, not a slut."

"Well, you know what they say, 'A good little housewife should be a slut in the bedroom.'"

That made both the women laugh, but Gerry was just concerned about what was planned for him.

"Alright, darling," Amanda smiled, "just have a seat and give me five or six minutes. I think you're going to love what I have for you."

Gerry stepped down from the platform and took Mila, who was stretching to reach him, from Taylor and they both crossed to a coach and took a seat. "She has called me a 'she' every time she referred to me, no matter how many times you said 'he.' Does she understand that I'm your brother."

"Relax. She's used to working with women, that's all. Besides," Taylor indicated Gerry's new body, "come on."

Gerry huffed. "Well, I suppose it doesn't matter much. Pretty soon, in the eyes of the State of Florida, I will be a woman. Legally and forever."

"What do you mean?"

He explained what had happened at the lawyer's office.

"Wow." Taylor was surprised he'd agreed to go this far. "And you're ok with this?"

He shrugged. "What choice do I have? I can't use my current license at the airport and I did all of this to take Stevie to St Thomas for our anniversary. It wouldn't make sense to throw it all away for the sake of a little government technicality."

Before Taylor could discuss it any further, Amanda burst back into the waiting area with several dresses hanging from a rack. "Here we go, ladies! Come take a look!"

Taylor Rose, then turned and helped her 'pregnant' brother, who was carrying her daughter, to stand and they went to see what Amanda had for them. When Gerry saw the dresses, he gasped. "Wedding gowns!? That's the plan? A pregnant bride?"

Taylor smiled. "That's part of it, but let's see what we have to choose from."

"Now, this," Amanda smiled as she held up a very heavily beaded dress, "is a very popular style. It's a bit revealing, but she can certainly pull that off, and the dress has a lovely, seven foot train." She held the full length gown out for Taylor to inspect.

"Hmm," she mulled over the gown and its very revealing buts area, "it's a little... trampy isn't it? We're looking for something that's a bit more... classic."

"Oh, then look at this one," Amanda bubbled. "It's a true classic. Tea length, lightly beaded about the bodice, see through, lace straps, modest, but sexy, and this nineteen fifties inspired , flared skirt with built in petticoats and matching, very feminine, lace gloves. The back zips up for a nice, uniform fit, but the zip-track is covered by another flap that is closed with seventy five tiny, pearl buttons so it has the look of a traditional gown, but the comfort of an everyday dress - granted, an everyday dress from the nineteen fifties. Take a look."

Taylor gasped. "Oh, Amanda! It's perfect! Just perfect! Do you like it, sweetheart?" The last part was directed to Gerry.

"Yes," he was surprised by how mesmerized his sister was by the beauty of the dress. Usually, she was more interested in simple sheaths and dress slacks for special occasions.

"Oh, Gerry! Quick, go try it on. I can't wait to see you in it! I'm sure you'll look just perfect."
 

 

"This one, right here," Stevie told the salesperson. He was an older man with stark white hair and a finicky little mustache that must have occupied a good amount of his mornings in order to maintain its thinness and neatness.

"Yes, ma'am," he smiled condescendingly as he removed the item from the case. "That's a three carat diamond in a halo setting, designed by Scott Kay. The band is platinum and the ring has a companion wedding ring that compliments it beautifully if you and your fiancé decide you'd like to have that as well."

Stevie smirked at the man's condescension. "Actually, it's for me to give to my husband."

The salesman seemed confused. "Oh, well, Madame, these are women's rings, you see. The men's wedding bands are in the case over here, to your right. If you'll step this way..."

"No, I like this one." Stevie insisted.

"But... madam, I'm not even sure if we could size that to a man's finger."

"I'm sure that won't be an issue. He is a rather... slight man. I know from experience that his ring finger and my little finger are the same size. So, if you could measure my little finger and size this ring accordingly, I would appreciate it."

"Yea, Madame, of course, but... I do want to emphasize that you are choosing a decidedly feminine ring and, since it is priced at forty-two thousand dollars, I would hate for you to make a very costly mistake..."

"Well, perhaps my mistake was to come into this store," Stevie stood taller and made to exit the shop. "If you are willing to lose the commission on a five thousand dollar sale, then far be it from me to stand in your way. Have a good afternoon."

She was nearly to the door when she heard the salesman coming around the counter and chasing after her. "No, no, Madame, please, I believe you misunderstood me and I apologize for my assumptions. I was just trying to be helpful. Please, do come back to the counter and I will check the size of your little finger. I'm sure your husband will adore the ring."

Stevie considered this for a moment, then turned to return to the jewelry case. "Alright... but I expect you to do a bit better on the price of the wedding ring."

"Oh, yes," the man said with a great deal of nervousness, "of course."
 

 

"Oh, Gerry, it's just perfect!" Taylor praised.

"I'll need to shorten the hem, just a bit," Amanda explained. "I'll leave a little extra length in the front so her bump doesn't show as much. If the hemline is even when she's wearing it, people won't notice the baby bump."

"No, no," Taylor said with a bit more vehemence than she'd intended. "Let his belly lift it a bit. We want people to see that he's pregnant and that he's carrying correctly and not wearing a pillow under there."

"Alright," Amanda shrugged as she knelt and began pinning the hem of the dress."

"You look beautiful, Gerry," Taylor told her brother. "I wish we'd known how pretty you were before your wedding. You make a delectable bride."

Despite the time he'd spent in dresses, seeing himself reflected back in the three mirrors near the platform, wearing a bridal dress with the lace gloves, a wide petticoated shirt, a virginal veil pinned into the delicate tiara on the crown of his head, made his knees a bit weak.

"Don't you just love it?" Taylor asked.

"It's..." he didn't know quite what to say. "... it's a beautiful dress, but..."

"But what, sweetheart?" Taylor could not imagine why he'd had any reservations about the dress or how he looked in it.

"Taylor, I look... I mean... I don't look anything like a guy in drag as a bride. How is this going to help us win the contest? I just look like... a bride..."

"A precious, pregnant, little bride, Gerry, and, trust me, this is going to be great. I really can't tell you the whole plan, but this is just perfect!"

"Ok," Amanda stood up, again. "She's all set for today. I should have it ready by the end of the week. Do you need anything else? Shoes? Jewelry? Lingerie?"

"Yes!" Taylor said, realizing that there were other things required. "I think some basic, open toed pumps that match would be perfect, and could we see what you have for bridal lingerie? I want him to have everything that a real bride should have - even on his wedding night. He won't need jewelry, though. My mother bought him a gorgeous set of pearl earrings and pearl necklace."

Then she looked at Gerry and said, "I think mom is arranging to have your hair and makeup done that day." Suddenly, she actually bounced like a junior high school girl and giggled as well. "Oh, Gerry, this is so much fun!"
 

 

By the time Gerry and Taylor returned to the office, his hired car was waiting to take him home. He knocked on the passenger window of the car and, when the driver had lowered the window, said, "I'll be just a few minutes. I need to just grab a few things and I'll be right out."

"Take your time, ma'am," the driver replied.

When they entered the office, Gerry came to a dead stop when he saw a stranger sitting at his desk. "May I help you?" The pretty girl asked. She was approximately the same age as Gerry, but she looked athletic and, even though she was seated, he could tell that she was taller than he was.

"Umm..." he took a second to evaluate the situation. "This... this is my desk..."

"Dayna!" Taylor shouted happily. "My mom hired you? That's wonderful!"

The girl stood and came around the desk to hug Gerry's sister and he realized that she was even taller than Taylor - AND - she was wearing very tall, very elegant heels.

"Oh, Taylor, thank you so much for putting in a good word for me! Since graduating in May, I haven't been able to find anything but waitressing jobs. This is such a Godsend and your mother said that if I do well at reception, she'd teach me about investing and maybe I could move up to being an investment councilor in a year or so."

"Oh, that's great, Dayna," Taylor enthused. "I think you'll love it here. We're a company of women and we support women. Anything we can do to help you, just let us know. We'll be happy to help."

"Thanks, Taylor. I'm so excited to be here. Look! I still have goosebumps!"

Taylor laughed. "Oh, how could I have forgotten!? Dayna, this is my little brother, Gerry. He'll be training you, I guess. Gerry, this is Dayna. She plays basketball in our women's league."

The girl's eyes searched the reception area for a moment before settling on Gerry, who held out a hand and said, "Hi."

Dayna blinked in confusion. "Gerry? This is your BROTHER, Gerry?"

"Yes," Taylor laughed. "Long story. I'll explain it all later, but Gerry's in a hurry right now. He'll start training you tomorrow morning. Gerry, sweetie, go tell Stevie you're leaving."

"Ok," he said and left the two women to chat.

He found his wife at a filing cabinet, her jacket off, revealing a sleeveless, white, low cut, silk blouse that somehow complimented both her strength and female form perfectly. If she didn't have a jacket on, then Gerry knew that there were no clients anywhere in the offices. If there were, she wouldn't dare appear in just a blouse and skirt. "Hi, Stevie. I just wanted to let you know that I was back, but I'm leaving, now."

"Hi, baby," she beamed at him, "did you find a nice dress?"

"Yes, I guess," he gave out a nervous laugh. Everyone could hear them and he wasn't sure that everyone was a cool with his new form as they let on.

"You guess!? Baby, a bride needs to love her dress. I loved mine!"

"Oh, no, it's beautiful and, yeah, I love it, I just wish I knew what the whole concept was."

Stevie winked at him. "It's a surprise, baby, but trust me - You'll love it!"

"Ok," Gerry sounded dubious, "but I should get going, now. Love you." He stretched to kiss her cheek, but she turned and pulled him into a passionate kiss on his lips. The heat of her lips caused him to close his eyes and submit to her strength. His arms found their way to her neck and he held loosely to her as she leaned him back and continued the kiss.

When, at last, she let him up for air, she asked, "Do you remember how we became engaged?"

Gerry blinked to regain his senses and tried to clear his mind. "Engaged? Yes. We were on the beach and I asked you if you'd ever thought about marrying someone. You said you'd only ever thought about marrying me, so I said, 'let's get married.'"

"Right," she smirked. "Not all that romantic, was it?"

He shrugged. "It seemed to work."

Now, she smiled broadly. "It did, but..." she took him by the hand and led him to the center or the office. "May I have everybody's attention, please!?" She called out, causing everyone to stop what they were doing and stand. Even Kate came out of her office.

"Everyone," Stevie continued, "you all know that Gerry and I have been together for a while and, well, things have been going great - especially lately since we've kinda... found ourselves. Well, what you may not know is that this beautiful man is the most wonderful, sensitive, feminine wife a working woman could ever dream of coming home to. He makes my life wonderful and he is the perfect surrogate mommy for our niece, Mila. I cannot imagine my life without Gerry in it and I want to make an honest girl of him, so..." she knelt in front of him, confusing Gerry completely, "Gerry... beautiful Gerry... will you please, do me the honor of officially becoming my wife?"

She held open the box from the jeweler's and presented it to him. The sight of the huge diamond and the ornateness of the setting caused Gerry's breath to get away from him. He gasped and his hand shot to his throat.

"Well...?" Stevie asked.

"Not knowing quite what was happening and wanting nothing more than to please Stevie, Gerry nodded and wept a few tears before the words came out. "Y... yes! Yes, of course, Stevie!" He wrapped his arms around her neck as she stood and carried him up, off of his feet for a moment.

Stevie took his left hand and removed his wedding ring, sliding the ornate engagement ring onto his finger. Immediately, Gerry held the hand at an angle and stared at the ring - a sign of feminine subservience to a husband-to-be. It was gorgeous and it looked gorgeous on his hand and he felt so beautiful, so lucky, so complete to just be wearing it! His heart beat fast and his tears of joy flowed.

Stevie hugged him and whispered, "I'll make you happy, baby. I promise."

Before he could ask what she meant by that, Taylor suddenly pulled him into a hug and kissed his cheek, too. "Congratulations, sweetheart." She said.

What was wrong with everybody!? Stevie and he were already married! There was a lot going on that was confusing Gerry.

Erin and Laura both touched his arms and congratulated him, as did the new girl, Dayna. Then, the most shocking thing happened, Kate hugged him tightly. "I'm so glad that you have become the woman you are, Gerry. I know that you'll make Stevie a wonderful wife."

As Kate released Gerry from her hug, a phone was ringing. Realizing that there was no one at the reception desk, Erin picked up the phone and spoke to the caller. "Stevie," she called out, "it's for you! She says it's important!"

"Excuse me," Stevie said as she left Gerry's side. "Probably Mrs Fedderman calling about her IRA. I'll just be a moment."

As she walked away, Taylor began an animated description of Gerry's wedding dress, leaving Gerry to try to figure out why things were becoming so elaborate. The dress, the ring - and the ring sure felt real. It had some heft to it, like a diamond in a platinum setting. Not at all like a hunk of glass with cheap metal. At this point, they must have spent at least the cost of the hot tub that was the costume party contest prize.

"Oh, my God, you're kidding!" Stevie said excitedly into the phone, causing everyone else to stop and listen. "No... I mean... yes, of course we want it. When can we... I mean... I'm sorry, I'm just so excited... what do we need to do?"

"Oh, my God," Taylor whispered. "Gerry...!"

Gerry started at his wife. Was this really happening.

"Yes... uh huh... yes, of course..." Stevie was saying, but her face had a full blown smile on it. "Oh, my God, thank you. Thank you, thank you, so, so, so, so much!" She said as she hung up the phone.

She turned to everyone, a smile exploding on her face.

Gerry held his breath, looking at his wife and hoping against hope that she had wonderful news.

"Well!?" Taylor screamed.

"We're getting a baby," Stevie said with great glee and the applause of everyone. Gerry felt a sense of joy and shock explode at the core of his being. "There's a girl in St Petersburg who just offered her unborn daughter up for adoption. She'd been under a doctor's supervision for the entire pregnancy, no history of drug use or family illness, just a college student who made a mistake and she's due on December twelfth. DECEMBER twelfth, Gerry! We'll have her home in time for Christmas!"

"Gerry!" Taylor shouted as she grabbed her brother. "You're going to be a mommy!"
 
 
To Be Continued...

Positively Glowing - 6

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  • Clara

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  • Accidental Change
  • Costumes
  • femdom
  • Authoritarian
  • Halloween
  • lingerie
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Positively Glowing: 6

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

With the encouragement of his wife and sister, Gerry tries on some foundation garments
to see if they make him look thinner. Unfortunately, they have the opposite effect.
Now, Gerry must face a creepy high school friend who has figured out his secret and
who may be planning to take advantage of him.


 
Author's Note: If you read this story, please consider leaving me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Positively Glowing: 6 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 6
 

"Good morning, thank you for calling Wentworth Investments, this is Gerry speaking, how may I help you, today?" The phone rarely rang before nine thirty, so Gerry had a pretty good idea who was calling at nine oh-seven on Thursday morning.

"Well, hello, Miss Morley," the snide voice on the other end of the phone oozed through the receiver. "How are we doing today, sweet cheeks?"

Gerry sighed. "Good morning, Mr Williams. How may I direct your call today."

"Oh, I'd say that my call has been perfectly directed already, Miss Morley. I'm looking at my calendar and I seem to be available from eleven till, hmmm, well, my afternoon looks wide open. Why don't I drop by at, say, eleven forty five and we can go to Anna Maria's Restaurant for lunch, then... who knows."

"Mr Williams," Gerry's voice was nervous and he spoke in hushed tones, "I'm afraid that today just won't work for me, it's very busy around here and..."

"You're not trying to avoid me, are you, Gerry? I mean, I'm just trying to catch up on lost time with an old buddy, right? An old buddy who suddenly seems to have sprouted luscious tits and has killer legs, sure, but an old buddy, nonetheless."

"Not at all, Mr Williams, it's just that..."

"I really like that, Gerry. That submissive, little girl quality you've developed. When I hear you call me 'Mr Williams..." he sighed, "... well, it just makes my day, sweet cheeks. I hope that you're giving me a little curtsy every time you say it, too."

Gerry felt his flesh crawl.

"Tell you what, since you're into this kind of submissive little girl stuff, now, I'll make all the decisions. Eleven forty five. Ditch the baby. Anna Maria's for lunch and make sure that mommy knows that you'll be gone for most of the afternoon."

"Mr Williams, I am married..."

"Who gives a shit? So am I. Eleven forty five. Be ready."

"Mr Williams... please..."

"Ooh, begging. We're off to a good start, sweetheart. I'm hanging up now. Remember, mommy wants our business, so look pretty and be nice to me, or else."

Gerry sighed, again. "Yes, Mr Williams."

"Oh, and one last thing! On your break this morning, you may want to run over to that drug store across the street and get some KY Jelly. I don't usually need it, but... well, I'm sure you understand. Hey, get some with that warming agent in it. I've always wanted to try that. Till later, cutie!" He disconnected the call.

Gerry looked up and made eye contact with his wife, sitting at her desk. He'd never felt so dirty in his life. The very thought of cheating on Stevie was nauseating, but to do so with any man, especially Bob Williams, was absolutely vomit inducing.

"Are you ok?" Dayna asked.

"No, not really." He was on the verge of tears.

Stevie stood and crossed to Gerry, her face looking serious. "You ok, baby?"

"No. I feel awful."

"I know, love, but listen." She pushed a button on her phone and they heard 'Well, hello, Miss Morley. How are we doing today, sweet cheeks?'

"I got the whole thing and I've already transferred it to an MP4 file."

Gerry just nodded.

"Well, good morning, Mr Kirkland," they heard Taylor speaking into her phone, "this is Taylor Wentworth over at Wentworth Investments, how are you today, sir?" - she listened - "Well, I'm very well, thank you for asking. The reason I'm calling is because my associate and sister in-law, Stevie Wentworth..." - "Yes, that's her, the other tall woman, anyway, Mr Kirkland, Stevie and I have some rather important and somewhat, shall we say, sensitive information that we'd like to discuss with you and the older Mr Williams as soon as possible." - "Well, sir, I'm afraid that this is extremely time sensitive. Would you have the time to meet Stevie and me at Anna Maria's Restaurant on Baker St. at, say, noon to discuss it?" - "Yes, I do realize that this is short notice, but I guarantee that this information will be of great interest to both you and Mr Williams." - "No, sir, I'd be very appreciative if we could just keep this between the four of us for now." - "Yes, sir, it is very important." - "Thank you, sir. Stevie and I will meet you in front of the restaurant at noon."- "Yes, sir. Thank you, Mr Kirkland." When she hung up, she looked to the reception area and held up a less than victorious thumbs up.

"God Almighty," Kate said from the door to her office where she'd stood, arms crossed, throughout the previous few minutes, "you two better know what you're doing or we'll all be living on welfare in a month." She shook her head and returned to her office.

Gerry shook his head.

Stevie picked up his soft hand and kissed the back of it. "Don't worry, baby. I won't let anything happen to you."

As she walked back to her desk, Gerry glanced at Dayna who's hands and laced fingers were pressed to the base of the front of her neck, just above her impressive breasts, her eyes glistening. Confused, Gerry asked, "What?"

Dayna sighed. "She loves you, so much."

A sad little smile crossed Gerry's lips. "I know."
 

 

Taylor found Gerry in the ladies' room. He was sitting on a padded bench with a small towel covering his left breast, where Mila was latched on, feeding. His eyes were closed and he looked more exhausted than she'd seen him since he'd left his full time computer programming job. He wasn't sleeping well near the end of that period and she had been very worried about him.

"Hey," she said, quietly, as she sat next to him.

"Hey," he whispered back.

"Didn't sleep well last night?"

He chuckled a bit, "I hardly slept at all."

"Worried about the adoption?"

He smiled a little. "Are you kidding? I can't wait. A little girl of my own to grow up with Mila? I can't imagine anything better. I spent almost two hours online looking at nursery ideas. I want to set everything up for two so that our baby and Mila can be like sisters. I think I drove Stevie crazy suggesting girl's names."

"Did you pick one?"

"I like Olivia a lot, but Stevie says it's too old fashioned. She likes that you chose a more exotic and modern name for Mila. We have time to figure it out, though. Taylor... I think I can do this. You know... be a good parent. I really do."

"Of course you can, honey," Taylor smiled and put an arm around his narrow shoulders. "You're already a better mommy than I am. So much better, that sometimes I'm actually jealous of you."

He laughed again. "Sure. A girly looking loser. Who wouldn't be jealous of me?"

"Gerry! How can you say that?" Taylor shook her head in disbelief. "Look at you, you're absolutely beautiful and none of us could live without you? Don't ever say something like that again. I'm very proud of you. Be proud of yourself."

"Thanks, Taylor. If I think about it, I'm very proud of how I take care of Mila for you and I'm looking forward to doing it with another baby, too."

"See? That's what I'm talking about, honey. And that's another reason I'm jealous."

"What? Because I'm able to breast feed Mila?"

"No. Because you're going to St Thomas and I'm going to have to keep up the breast feeding until you get back. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad that I was able to have the bonding time with her that I've had, but I'm not looking forward to being on nursing duty full time, again. Besides, I'm ready to stop the milk-works and move on." She kissed his cheek. "I am DYING for a glass of wine, Gerry. I just can't wait to get back to being myself, again."

Gerry smiled at his sister's silliness, but his smile disappeared quickly and he shook his head. "Taylor... I'm scared."

"Of what, honey?"

"All this... stuff today, you know, with Bob Williams. What if he takes me somewhere and... you know. Taylor, I'm not like you. I'm not strong. Could I even stop him if he..."

"He's not going to, baby. Stevie and I will keep our eyes on you."

"Taylor... I... I don't want to be raped. And he could, you know. He could rape me and I couldn't stop him. He's much bigger and stronger than me. I'm really scared."

"And that's why you were awake all night?"

He nodded as he pulled Mila free and brought her to his shoulder and patted her back.

"That fear, honey..." Taylor watched how delicately he maneuvered the child, "... that's something women deal with everyday. It's part of being a woman. We all learn about that fear when we're little girls. You were never a little girl, so it's all new to you. It's ok to be scared, though, honey, just... well, just never let a man get into a compromising situation. It's hard, I know, but you need to face these things."

He was about to reply when Dayna opened the door. "Oh, here you are. Gerri, there's a woman here to see you. Her name is Maureen... she says she's from Kirkland - Williams and she says it's very important that she speaks to you."

Taylor looked at Gerry with a question on her face. Gerry answered the question. "She's the receptionist on Bob Williams Jr's floor."

"What does she want?" Taylor asked Dayna.

"She just said it was important that she talked to Gerri." Dayna was confused. She only knew a little about what was happening.

"Put her in the conference room," Taylor said. "Tell her we'll be right out and have Mrs Wentworth join her."

"Your mother?" Dayna asked to be sure.

"Jesus Christ, no!" Taylor said, way too loudly. "My sister-in-law - Stevie. We'll be right there."
 

 

"I really don't know for sure," the very nervous receptionist explained, "but Mr Williams Jr had me book a room at the Sure Winds Hotel this afternoon and there was this real sketchy guy in the office this morning looking for Mr Williams Jr, too. Maybe I shouldn't say anything, but you seem like such a nice girl..." Maureen stuttered for a moment, "... I mean.... Well, anyway... see... there was this girl named Kay who worked with me for a year or so, and she and Mr Williams Jr went to lunch together once and... well... she told me that she thought he'd used roofies on her and... I guess you get the picture. Anyway, she was never really the same after that and, well... like I said... you seemed like such a nice girl, taking care of your niece and all... I just needed to tell you, I guess."

Gerry say opposite Maureen with Mila nuzzling his shoulder in an attempt to fall asleep and Stevie on his right and Taylor on his left. As Maureen looked at them, the girl she'd meet a few days ago just looked scared, but the two amazons on either side of him looked very angry. Maureen felt like she was on the spot - as if she was being interrogated by the police.

Stevie looked at Taylor and asked, "How far is it to Anna Maria's Restaurant?"

Taylor shrugged. "Two blocks? Three? No more than that, I don't think."

Stevie nodded. "Listen, baby," she said to Gerry, "when Bob gets here, I want you to insist that you guys walk to the restaurant, ok? Under no circumstances are you to get into a car with him."

Gerry nodded, but he was not sure that he could demand that they walk if Bob had other ideas.

"I'm sorry," Stevie said to the receptionist, "I've forgotten your name."

"Maureen," the girl said.
"Thank you... Maureen, I can't tell you how much we appreciate your help and concern for my husband. He is a very special person and... well, suffice it to say, I could never forgive myself if something happened to him."

Maureen nodded and sighed. "I really hope that we can keep all of this between us. You know, there could be, like, repercussions for me if anyone at Kirkland-Williams were to find out that I came here behind their back."

Taylor stood and offered Maureen her hand. "Of course, Maureen. Thank you for your help and if we can ever reciprocate, please let me know."

"I'd better get back before I'm missed," Maureen said as she stood.

"Thank you, Maureen," Gerry said, still a bit stunned. "Listen, maybe over the weekend, or something, would you come and have dinner with us? I'm a really good cook."

"He really is," both Taylor and Stevie said simultaneously.

Maureen slung her purse over her shoulder as she prepared to leave. "Thank you," she smiled, "but I need to take a rain check on that. I've got family commitments all weekend, but I'd love to another time, though."

Gerry stood, with difficulty due to the belly and the infant sleeping on his shoulder. "Thank you, again." He kissed the woman's cheek and smiled.
 

 

"Ready to go to lunch, little lady!?" Bob Williams entered the office with a burst of self important bravado.

"Just a minute, please, Mr Williams," Gerry stalled as he strapped Mia into her carrier. "Let me just bring Mila to her mother."

"Yeah. Her mother," he laughed, "your sister. Or cousin. Or total stranger or, whatever."

Gerry took Mila and headed into the offices, leaving Dayna at the reception desk.

"So," Bob oozed as he spoke, "what's your name, beautiful?"

"Dayna, and you can forget about coming on to me, Mr Williams. I know all about you and I'm not interested."

"Really!? Gerry talks about me, huh? All good things, I hope."

"No, actually, I haven't heard a single good thing, to tell the truth."

Bob chuckled. "Well, that's because my old buddy Gerry hasn't met my friend 'Little Bob,' yet. Wait until tomorrow. He'll be daydreaming about me by then."

Dayna scowled at him. "Does this technique work with anyone, Mr Williams? This, 'being a pig' mentality seems awfully nineteen seventies to me."

"Ahh," Bob winked, "a lesbian. I get it."

Dayna shook her head and went back to her work.
 

 

"Call me, now," Taylor said, quietly. "Then put the phone into the mesh pouch of the sports-purse I bought you. I'll be able to hear you in my ear pods."

Gerry did as he was told, dialed, set the phone on speaker and Taylor confirmed that she could hear him. "Good, now Stevie is already at Anna Maria's, sitting in the bar. I'll be right behind you while you walk. Be sure that you put your purse on the table and we'll make sure that his bosses know what a creep he is."

"Taylor... what if they don't care? What if they're ok with him behaving the way he does? Isn't there a chance that they'll pat him on the back for being a creep and then mom could lose the account?"

Taylor shrugged. "I suppose it's possible, Gerry, but I certainly hope that Mr Kirkland is a rational man and he'll see how messed up Bob Jr is. I would imagine that Bob Sr might be a tougher guy to convince, but, come on, the guy is blackmailing an employee of a partnering firm. That's a lawsuit waiting to happen. Right?"

Gerry shrugged, then heard a loud whistle coming from reception. When he looked in that direction, Bob pointed impatiently at his watch. "I gotta go," Gerry whispered to his sister. "Don't leave me alone, ok?"

"Not for a minute, honey." She smiled and kissed his cheek. "Be brave. I'll be right behind you."

He nodded and headed to the reception area where he grabbed his unstylish purse, which served their purposes today. He tucked his phone, which was already connected to Taylor's, into the mesh pocket on the side of the sporty purse and headed out with Bob.

As soon as the door closed, Taylor grabbed Mila's carrier and ran into her mother's office. "I'll be back as soon as I can, mom. Gerry just fed her and put her in a fresh diaper. She should be fine for as long as I'm gone."

Kate shook her head at her daughter. "Please, don't be long, Taylor. I have a lot on my schedule this afternoon."

"No, you don't, mom. I checked your calendar. You don't have anything until after four o'clock. I'll be back well before that."

Kate huffed. "This had better go well, Taylor. I don't understand why you're escalating things this way. We should just let Gerry go on his own and see how things play out. He's a grown man, for crying out loud. He can take care of himself."

"No, mom, he can't and you know it. And he's not a grown man, he's... Well... He's going through a lot and he needs help. My help, Stevie's help and it would be really nice if he got your help, too."

"Oh, for crying out loud, Taylor! I've given his wife a wonderful career, I gave them a downpayment on their townhouse as a wedding present and in the past few weeks, I've spent hundreds of dollars on his new... lifestyle. I always support both of you and you know it."

"Alright, mom. I'm sorry if I upset you, but I need to go, right now. Will you watch your granddaughter, or should I ask Erin to watch her for you?"

"Don't be flippant, Taylor. Leave Mila with me and go, but handle those men with kit gloves. I do not want to lose their business. Am I making myself perfectly clear?"

"You are, mom, yes, but I need to run so I can use my kit gloves to keep your only son from being raped by the son of your very wealthy client. See you in an hour or so. Bye." The door slammed a little harder than she'd intended, but she was in too much of a rush to care.
 

 

"Reservation for Williams," Bob told the girl at the desk at Anna Maria's Restaurant. "I requested a private table, please." His hand was touching the bright green, silk material at the lower back of Gerry's dress, occasionally grazing the top of his rump.

Gerry looked around, but couldn't see Stevie in the bar. He looked out the window behind him and couldn't see Taylor approaching, either. He felt very alone.

"This way, please," the girl said, grabbing two menus and leading them towards the back of the restaurant.

When they reached a table in the rear, Bob pulled out a chair for Gerry, but Gerry moved to the other side of the table and sat facing the door. He placed his small, unstylish purse on the table and pulled his chair in for himself.

When the waitress had told them the specials and left them alone, Bob said, "You know, a pretty girl like you has got to get used to being pampered by her dates. Something as simple as holding out a chair for a lady shouldn't be viewed as an unwanted advance."

"Mr Williams..."

"Bob."

"... Mr. Williams, this is not a date. I'm not sure why you wanted to have lunch with me, but here we are."

"Of course you know why, sweet cheeks. I made that clear."

As he spoke, Gerry spotted Stevie heading to the door to meet Taylor and Mr Kirkland and Mr Williams Sr. He breathed a sigh of relief.

"By the way," Bob looked Gerry right in the eye, "did you have a chance to get to the drug store before lunch?"

"No," Gerry responded, a flash of hot fear surging through his body.

"Really? Ok. Have it your way. I like it when the girl is tight. I was just thinking of you. See - I'm being a total gentleman, here. Am I your first date with a guy?"

"It's not a date."

"Sure it is. Have you, you know, taken it up the ass before? Another guy, maybe, or does your wife have a dildo that she uses on you? Or has it all just been a fantasy up until this point? Is that it? You're just playing a game? Well, let me tell you, baby, I'm here to make your dreams come true. When I'm done with you, you'll be on your knees, begging for more."

Gerry opened the menu and looked at the selections, trying desperately to ignore the asshole opposite him.

"Or, maybe it's not just a game." Bob reached across and grabbed Gerry's left hand.

"Mr Williams, please..."

"Oh, quiet, sweet cheeks. I just want to see the ring. New, isn't it. From your wife? Certainly not made for a man, and it looks pretty goddamned expensive. You guys are all in on this thing, aren't you. Say, do you suppose that your wife might like to join us in a threesome? I mean, she must wonder what it's like to be fucked by a man, instead of a chick with a dick."

"You're a pig," Gerry whispered.

"I'm a guy, Gerry. I'm a rich, powerful guy and I like women. To tell you the truth, you won't be my first tranny, either."

Gerry recoiled at the ugliness of the word.

"Ever been to Asia? Whoo-eee they know how to make a pretty sissy over there. Those whores in a Thailand... unbelievable! We should go sometime. I'm sure you could learn a lot from them."

Gerry's stomach rolled with fear and disgust.

"Since I mentioned being on your knees, baby, do you have any experience giving blowjobs?"

"Don't be disgusting," Gerry snapped back.

"Well, don't worry," Bob actually laughed at Gerry's reaction, "by the time you go home today, you'll be a pro. I'll teach you all you need to know. I'm an excellent coach."

"May I take your order," the waitress interrupted, mercifully.

"Fillet mignon," Bob smiled, "and the lady will have a Cobb salad. I'll have a beer and the lady will have a good white wine."

"Excellent," the waitress said.

"Actually," Gerry stopped her, "I would rather just have a cup of the Italian Wedding Soup, and I'll just stick to water. Thank you."

The waitress glanced at Bob for confirmation. He just raised his eyes and smirked in a 'women - what can you do' expression.

"You're not being very romantic, Gerry."

"I don't feel very romantic, Mr Williams. I was blackmailed into going to lunch with you, but that's all. Now, what do you want to talk to me about? I am here to do whatever I need to do in order to be sure that my mother's business isn't destroyed because of my... situation."

"Why didn't you take the glass of wine I ordered for you?"

"What?" The question caught Gerry off guard. "Well... if you must know... I can't."

"Why not? Are you an alcoholic? Do you have diabetes? What's wrong with a little wine?"

Gerry sighed. "I'm... I'm lactating, so I can't have any alcohol."

Bob laughed at him. "Lactating. Geez, Gerry, you're taking this all the way, aren't you. Pretty face, nice hair and makeup, a plump, pregnant belly and milky tits. You're the whole fucking package, young lady. I'd love to see you scooting around the kitchen, barefoot and submissive, then take you into the bedroom and fuck you like a whore, just like you want."

"Mr. Williams..." Gerry tried to bring some civility to the conversation, but Bob slammed his hand down on the table to shut him up. He also attracted the attention of several diners.

"You will call me 'Bob,' do you understand?" He hissed in an angry whisper. "I don't know what caused you to turn into this freak, but I gotta tell you, it turns me the fuck on. Now, I'm going to fuck you before the afternoon is over and you're going to enjoy every second of it, you little bitch. You got that? And if I want you to have a little wine to make you relax, then that's what you're going to do. Got it?"

Gerry shivered, but didn't reply. Why weren't Taylor and Stevie coming yo help him? Couldn't they hear this?

Suddenly, Bob's face turned into a knowing smile and he sat back and folded his arms. "Holy shit," he laughed. "I just realized... it's not because you're lactating... you're breastfeeding your niece, aren't you?"

Gerry didn't respond, but Bob took the look of fear on his face as confirmation of his question.

"You are, aren't you? You're a wet nurse for a baby, Gerry. You used to be a man, but now you're just a fucking wet nurse. Oh, this is just too fucking good. I am going to enjoy fucking you, baby. An innocent little wet nurse who used to be a man. You're going to scream my name and beg for more. I guarantee it. Tell, you what," he leaned closer, "pretend to drop your fork and kneel down to get it. Then crawl between my legs and blow me, you little cunt. Go on. You know you want to."

He reached over and knocked the fork off the table and stared hungrily at Gerry. Then, in an angry, forceful whisper, he spat, "Get it, Gerry. Go on. Go get it, then crawl, Gerry. Crawl under the table. No one will see. Crawl under and unzip me. Pull out my big hairy cock and worship it, Gerry. Go on. Do it. It's what you want, you little slut, isn't it? Now, go. On your knees, bitch. Right... fucking... now... " he leaned so far forward that he was nearly nose to nose with Gerry. "...cunt."

Gerry could feel his warm, foul breath and he could see the lustful sweat forming on Bob's face. He wanted to hit him. To spit at him. To throw water in his face. Something. Anything. But all he could do was shiver with fear. He was going to be raped by this man. He knew it. This horrible excuse for a human being was going to take him, hurt him, penetrate him - rape him. There was no place to run. No one would help if he screamed. It was all going to happen. His life was never going to be the same after this. From here on out, he'd be a victim.

"May I join you?" The strong, baritone voice interrupted both of their thoughts. Gerry looked up to see the very perturbed face of Ben Kirkland.

"Ben!" Bob said with a more shaky bravado than earlier. "What a coincidence. Yeah, of course, please join us."

"Good afternoon, young lady," Kirkland gave Gerry a nod and a business smile. "It's Gerri, isn't it? I believe we met at Wentworth a few days ago."

Gerry accepted the offered handshake. "Yes, sir. Very nice to see you, again."

"Yes, I imagine it would be, under the circumstances. I hate to be rude, young lady, but could you excuse us. I need to have a few words with my young associate, and I believe that your wife and sister are waiting for you in the booth closest to the entrance."

Gerry stood, shakily, and Kirkland steadied him. "Do you need some help?"

"No, sir, but,... thank you."

"My apologies, young lady," Kirkland said, quietly. "I will deal with this."

Bob stood and made to embrace Gerry. "I'll call you, Gerry," he smiled. Then to Kirkland, he said, "Nice girl. We went to high school together, you know."

"Sit down, Bob," Kirkland said, forcefully. "Do not touch that woman."

Bob laughed. "Ben. Gerry and I are old friends. In fact, Gerry's not even really..."

"Shut up, Bob. Shut up and sit down. Keep your hands to yourself and do not say a word for the next ten minutes."

"Ben..."

"Shut up, Bob. Now. Or I'll call the police and have you arrested for attempted sexual assault." Then he turned to Gerry and said. "I apologize young lady. I'm sorry you had to hear that. Please excuse us."

"Of... of course," Gerry muttered as he moved away, towards his wife, who he had just realized was standing by the front door.

When he reached her, she said, "I'm sorry it took so long, Gerry. Mr Kirkland wanted to go over earlier, but Mr Williams was arguing with him about it until Mr Kirkland told him to leave. Come on. Have a seat."

"No," he muttered as he shook, "I need to leave. Right now. I need to get away from this place, right now."

"I know, baby, but we need to see how Mr Kirkland is going to handle this..."

"No!" He said it much louder than he'd intended. "I NEED to leave. I NEED to leave now. Right now, Stevie."

"Ok, baby," she hushed him, trying not to make a scene. "Let's just have a drink of water first and give you a minute to calm down, then..."

"No!" Gerry pushed his wife away for the first time, ever, and he bolted out the front door and was already running as fast as his heels and jiggly physiology would allow by the time Stevie had signaled Taylor to grab their purses and follow her.

Stevie's long, athletic stride allowed her to catch up with her husband within twenty long strides and Taylor was right behind her.

"Let me go!" Gerry shouted. "Let me go!"

"Baby, baby, baby," Stevie tried to calm him down, but he was blind with tears and hurt and rage and he fought against her. "Calm down, baby."

"No!" He screamed at the top of his lungs, "You were going to let him do it! You were going to let him put me on my knees! You were going to let him make me take him... I was scared to death and you just sat there! Let me go!"

"Gerry, Gerry, please, listen to me. I wasn't going to, baby! I wasn't. I swear! I was trying to get to you, but Mr Kirkland stopped me and said he'd do it. I know, he took forever getting Mr Williams to leave, but I couldn't get past him, baby. I swear, baby. I never would have let him hurt you."

By now, Taylor had caught up with them and was trying to calm him down as well. "Honest, Gerry. Taylor was on her way when Mr Kirkland said he'd handle it."

"Leave me alone!" Gerry was still struggling to pull free, Stevie pulled him into a tight hug.

"What the fuck is wrong with you two?" suddenly came from behind Stevie. They turned and saw Bob Williams Sr standing there, red in the face with anger. "What kind of a game are you playing, sending this tranny to trap my son and destroy his career and maybe his marriage?"

"Look, Mr Williams," Taylor tried to explain, "Bob created this problem for himself. Didn't you hear what he was saying to my brother? He was the aggressor in all of this."

"Oh, give me a fucking break," Williams scoffed as he pushed past Taylor and tried to pull Gerry from Stevie. "Come with me, you little freak," he spoke in a gruff, threatening voice, "I need to straighten you out."

Without a moment's hesitation, Stevie grabbed the lapel of William's suit coat and pulled him in front of her, then she pulled back her right hand and formed a strong, firm fist.

"Stevie...!" Taylor yelled in an attempt to stop the inevitable from happening, but Stevie was so angry that she could only see Williams' face, surrounded by red fury and could only hear the pumping of blood in her ears. Nothing could have stopped what was about to happen.

"NEVER TOUCH MY HUSBAND, YOU SON OF A BITCH!" Stevie growled as she landed a punch directly on the bridge of Williams' nose, causing blood to gush out and Williams to stagger backwards before his knees buckled and he fell to the ground, clutching his bleeding face.

"Shit!" Taylor gasped as Gerry stared in mute amazement.

"Oh, my God," Stevie uttered in a shocked whisper, not knowing quite what to do.

"Come on!" Taylor shouted as she grabbed her brother and sister-in-law by their hands and moved hurriedly away, down the street and around two corners till they came to Maury's Deli, a place busy with lunch traffic, where they could find a table in the back to gather their thoughts.

"Holy shit, holy shit," Stevie muttered. "I can't believe I did that. I'm done. Your mother is going to fire me, for sure. I've ruined everything. I'm going to have to move. I won't be able to stay living next to your mother. Baby, I'm so sorry. I've messed everything up. I'm going to have to leave. I just punched your mother's biggest client in the nose. I'll probably be arrested for this."

"Alright, alright," Taylor held up her hands to get everyone to slow down, "we need to figure this out. Mom's not going to go crazy. You're her daughter-in-law, Stevie. She's going to understand that you were just trying to protect your husband from being assaulted."

"Really, Tay!? YOUR mother is going to understand that I lost my temper and just lost her an account worth over a billion dollars!? Have you MET your mother!? This is not going to go unpunished. I'm about to be fired - BY MY MOTHER-IN-LAW! I live next door to her, Tay! I just punched the biggest account she's ever had in the nose. I won't be able to look at her ever again, let alone see her every morning and evening! I'm done, Tay. I am done!"

"Now, come on. I'll talk to her..."

"Talk to her as much as you want, Tay, she's going to fire me at best, destroy me at worst. She warned us not to mess things up, and I certainly didn't heed that warning. Oh, my God... baby, I'm so sorry. I've ruined everything. Christ, how could I have done that?"

"Alright, just stop it, Stevie," Taylor grabbed her sister-in-law's hand to get her attention. "My mother may be a bit... cool at times, but she loves you like a daughter. We'll get through this. I promise."

"Oh, please," Stevie chuckled, sardonically, "she was fine with me as long as I did what she wanted. I just ruined her business, Taylor. I just punched one of the partners in her biggest client's firm square in the nose."

"To protect your husband, for Chrissake, Stevie! My mother's son. She will understand that."

"Bullshit," Stevie scoffed. "I've known your mother long enough to know that l'm through, I'm done, I'm out."

She stopped for a breath and looked at Gerry, who was startled and pale.

"Are you ok, baby?" She asked.

He shook his head. "No. I'm not, but... Stevie... thank you. I can't believe you did that for me."

She reached across the table with her free hand and took his in hers. "I will never let anyone hurt you, baby. I mean that. I love you so much..."

Taylor took his free and in hers and smiled at her feminine, little brother. "We both love you, Gerry." She squeezed the hands of both her brother and sister-in-law. "That asshole had it coming." Then she laughed a little. "I wasn't 'man' enough to punch him in the nose," she couldn't help but chuckle at that, "but, Goddamnit, he had it coming!"

They all laughed a bit at that.

"What about mom?" Gerry asked, very concerned. He knew that his relationship with his mother was more complicated than Taylor's, but he hadn't set out to sabotage her biggest account.

"Yeah," Taylor shook her head, "what about mom? That is the question of the day, I suppose. I'm tempted to just not go back to work and let her process everything and cool down a bit, but... she does have Mila, so... what do we tell mom?"

Stevie shook her head. "I'm sorry, guys, I really am, but when I saw that son of a bitch touch Gerry..."

"I know, Stevie," Taylor squeezed her hand. "You only did what I wanted to do."

"But you didn't, did you?" Stevie took a breath and finally began to calm the adrenaline rush that had overtaken her. "I swear, when I saw that son of a bitch touch Gerry... I couldn't even think straight. I just wanted... well, to tell the truth, I wanted to actually kill him. I've never felt such rage in my life."

"Excuse me," a voice from the aisle next to them spoke softly. "I don't mean to interrupt, but are you all ok?"

They all looked up and saw a fit man in his late thirties or early forties, with a little grey in his well groomed hair, wearing a suit that must have cost at least three thousand dollars.

"I saw what happened back on Flagler Ave. Are you all alright? Can I call someone for you, or offer you a ride home?"

"Oh," Stevie smiled as much as she could, "no, thank you, though. You're very kind."

"Are you alright?" He looked directly at Gerry, concern evident in his expression.

"I think so, yes. Thank you," he smiled as best he could.

"Pardon my French," the man laid a large, gentle hand on Gerri's small, feminine shoulder, "but what kind of a jackass treats a pregnant woman that way?" Then he smiled at Stevie, "I was running across the street to intervene when you flattened that S.O.B. with that punch of yours. Very impressive."

Stevie smirked. "Thanks, I'll try to keep that in mind when the police are handcuffing me."

"Oh, I doubt that will happen," the man smiled and handed her a business card, "but in case that idiot should decide to file charges, call me."

The card read 'Russell Cahill, Attorney at Law.' The name of one of Florida's most well known defense attorneys was well known to all three of them. They'd heard his name in dozens of news stories. Stevie was the first to read the card before passing it along. Each was duly impressed.

"Thank you, Mr Cahill," Stevie said with genuine gratitude. "I certainly will call if anything comes of all of this."

He nodded. "Do you know who you socked on the nose back there?"

"I do," Stevie felt a bit of shame.

"Then you know that he's one of the most obnoxious sons of bitches in this part of Florida. I doubt that he's going to want any publicity that involves him being flattened by one punch thrown by a beautiful woman, but should he decide to come after you... just give me a call. I'll put him in his place for you."

For the first time, Stevie breathed a bit more easily, the tension unwinding in her chest. "Thank you, Mr Cahill. I'll call if I need to."

He smiled a very friendly, confident smile, and winked at all three of them. "Call me Russ. Have a good day, ladies."

He started to leave, but Taylor thought of something and hustled after him. Stevie and Gerry watched as she spoke to him and gestured back towards the table. Russ Cahill looked back at them and seemed to smile a bit more before he spoke quietly to Taylor, shook her hand and went on his way.

"What did you say to him?" Stevie asked as Taylor returned to the table.

"I explained that Gerry wasn't the woman he appeared to be."

Gerry let out a worried sigh. The friendly glance that the lawyer had given them suddenly seemed more menacing than it had. "What did he say?"

"He said," Taylor smiled, "that, since his attack on you was due to your choice to live an alternative lifestyle, it would actually be considered a hate crime, which is a federal offense. He said that, if he gave us any trouble, he'd enjoy dragging both of the Williams men into court and destroying their reputations."

"Well," Stevie chuckled, "that seems to solve one problem. Now, as for Kate...?

"You know what," Taylor seemed strangely confident all of a sudden, "I don't want think about my mother right now. I want a nice cup of Maury's delicious chicken noodle soup. I think we all need to get a little something into our stomachs and to take a few minutes to get our heads straight before facing 'Mommy Dearest' and explaining that we just lost her her most lucrative client."

She stood and headed to the counter to get soup for all of them.

"Are you ok, baby?" Stevie took one of Gerry's hands in both of hers and rubbed it, tenderly.

"I guess," he took a deep breath and let it out a big sigh. "Mom's going to kill me, isn't she?"

Stevie shrugged. "Who knows. You really didn't do anything, though, baby. It was me that punched Bob Sr. in the nose. Whatever happens, we'll face it together, though. Ok?"

He nodded, then he spoke in a sheepish voice. "I'm sorry about what I said before - when I was upset about no one coming to help me."

She shook her head. "We shouldn't have done what we did, baby. I think that Taylor and I got into being Nancy Drews and we lost track of your safety. To be honest, we never expected him to be as aggressive as he was right there in the restaurant."

Gerry nodded. "Yeah... me neither."

"Forgive me?"

Gerry's eyes watered a bit as he nodded. "Forgive me?"

Stevie kissed his soft, little hand. "There's nothing to forgive, my love. And as for Kate... We'll figure that out together."

Taylor returned to the table with three bowls of hot, delicious smelling chicken soup and placed the tray on the table. "Alright, lets get our stories straight..."
 

 

"Where have you been?" Dayna greeted them as they returned. "Mrs Wentworth has been going nuts!" More than the new girl's agitation, what concerned Gerry and Taylor the most was that she was holding a very upset Mila on her hip.

"Here," Gerry moved quickly to his niece, "let me take her."

Nearly instantly, the baby quieted at Gerry's loving touch.

"What has she heard?" Stevie asked.

"God almighty," Erin said as she entered the reception area, "where have you been? Kate's been going crazy!"

"Oh, God," Taylor muttered. "I guess we should go talk to her."

"Not right now," Laura was suddenly there as well. "She's in with Ben Kirkland. What the hell happened?"

Before anyone could explain, Kate's office door opened and she shouted, "Gerry! Taylor! Stevie! In my office! RIGHT NOW!"

Taylor took a deep breath and said, "I think it's safe to say that things didn't go to plan. I'll fill you in after I talk to my mother."

"Here," Erin said as Gerry neared her, "let me take Mila."

More than anything else in the world right now, Gerry wanted to just hold the baby and care for her and forget about the events of the last few hours, but he knew that Mila shouldn't be in the office while tempers were high. So, he kissed the crown of her head and breathed in that beautiful baby smell before handing his niece over to Erin.

"Good luck," Laura whispered as they passed.

"Thanks," Stevie whispered in return.

"What do you think she knows?" Gerry whispered.

"Everything," Taylor shook her head. She'd hoped to have more control over the situation. "She always knows everything. She's omnipotent."

Kate was seated at her desk, once again, by the time Gerry and the girls made it to the office. Opposite her, Ben Kirkland was seated, cross legged and a look of concern on his face.

Taylor shut the door behind her and the moment that Kate heard the latch catch, she started speaking. Her voice was harsh, irritated and she spat out each consonant as she spoke. "Ben Kirkland, here, has been telling me about his interesting lunch meeting at Anna Maria's this noontime. Perhaps you all have something to say for yourselves?"

"Kate," Kirkland held up a hand, "I don't want this to turn into a family spat. I just want to deal with this in a professional manner."

"I understand, Ben, but this is just too much." She looked at her family, daggers shooting from her eyes. "Are you three aware that Bob Williams Sr has been arrested for assault?"

"Good," Taylor said.

"What!?" Kate stood and turned pale. "Because of you, a partner in one of the city's most prestigious companies and one of my biggest clients is going to have his reputation soiled and that's ok with you? Is that what you're telling me!?"

"Mom!" Taylor was trying hard not to let her temper rise, "That jackass attacked your son! If Stevie hadn't intervened, he would have hurt Gerry, badly."

Kate pointed at Stevie, "And you! You PUNCHED one of my biggest clients in the nose! What the hell were you thinking!?"

"I wasn't thinking, Kate, I was protecting my husband from a lunatic who was trying to drag him away from me." Stevie was controlled, but stern. She wasn't going to apologize for what she'd done - at least not right now.

"ALRIGHT! ENOUGH!" Ben stood and held up both hands. "Everyone just stop. I would like to discuss the events of the last few hours in a calm and business-like manner. Kate, please sit back down. Ms Wentworth," he said to Taylor, "please sit there, and Mrs Wentworth," he said to Stevie, "please sit there." Then to Gerry, he said, "And you, young lady... please... take my seat. You should not be standing in your condition."

"Oh, for God's sake, Ben," Kate shook her head in exasperation, "that's Gerry, my son. He is most assuredly NOT a lady and NOT in any condition."

Ben held the back of the chair and indicated that Gerry should sit. "Kate," he spoke patiently, "Gerry may not be a woman, but from my brief encounters with her, I can honestly say that she is certainly a lady and, furthermore, despite the fact that she is not pregnant, my understanding is that she is experiencing a very confusing change in her body, so - she most certainly is experiencing changes in her condition." He indicated the chair, once more. "Please, my dear... take a seat."

Taken aback by the sudden kindness in this hostile meeting, Gerry looked to Stevie, who raised her eyebrows and indicated that he should take the proffered seat as she took her own chair.

"Thank you," Gerry muttered as he sat and Ben Kirkland patted his shoulder.

With everyone quite, Ben rubbed the back of his neck to relieve a bit of the tension and he looked about the room. "Jesus, what a mess," he half chuckled. "Let me start by apologizing for the behavior of both my partner and my employee. I have to admit, young Bob's behavior isn't all that surprising. Although he certainly went much further than I expected he would, I had heard rumors of his sexual appetites before and I am ashamed to say that I turned those accusations over to my partner and let him deal with talking to his son. I realize, now, that I should have taken a more forceful role in those situations."

The three younger people waited to see where this was headed, but, true to her nature, Kate tried to take control, "Listen, Ben, this is certainly not your fault. I'm not sure what my children were thinking, but..."

"Kate," he spoke quietly, but forcefully, "let me continue."

Kate sighed and waited.

"Ladies," he looked from one face to another, "I want you to understand that I am the father of four beautiful, successful daughters. I grew up respecting every woman in my life and I have always tried to treat everyone in my employ, male and female alike, with the same level of respect that I expect in return."

They all nodded.

"However, I also must admit that I am aware that I have, on occasion, turned a blind eye to my colleagues, both male and female, who may have used their positions within my company to take advantage of... shall we say, the less empowered. I apologize for that and I am not going to be understanding of this behavior as I go forward."

No one knew quite what to say, so Ben continued.

"Having said that... I was horrified by what I overheard and witnessed at Anna Maria's today." He looked at Gerry, "My dear... how can I possibly apologize for allowing someone as lovely as you to be in such a horrible situation?"

Gerry was speechless. He had no idea how to respond.

"Mr Kirkland is waiting for a response, Gerry," Kate prodded.

"I don't know what to say," Gerry whispered. "I mean... thank you for understanding, Mr Kirkland."

Kirkland nodded. "Well, we do need to discuss the issue or the Williamses."

"Do you think he'll press charges?" Stevie asked, genuinely concerned that she may be arrested.

Ben shrugged. "He may want to, but I am going to make a proposal to him. I'm going to propose that if Bob Sr is willing to sell me his interests in the company for a reasonable price, and, if he and Bob Jr are willing to leave the company quietly, then, and of course, I'll need your cooperation with this aspect, you all will not press charges, either."

"Oh, Ben," Kate said, "of course you'll have our complete cooperation."

Taylor glanced at Stevie, her eyebrows raised, asking if this was ok with her. For her part, Stevie was relieved that no one would be filing charges against her, but she wasn't the one accosted by Williams. "Is that ok with you, Gerry?" She asked.

Still overwhelmed by the events of the day and intimidated by the presence of both his mother and Mr Kirkland, Gerry shrugged. "If it's ok with you, then I guess it's ok with me."

Stevie nodded. "Alright, then. No charges filed on either side."

Kate gave them all a sour look for not just agreeing immediately to Kirkland's terms, but she smiled as she returned her attention to Ben. "As I said, Ben, you'll have our complete cooperation."

"Excellent," Ben nodded. "Well, I guess that about wraps this all up. Ladies, once again, I apologize for my former partner's behavior. It was inexcusable, and I hope that your opinion of me won't be tarnished by his stupidity."

"Of course not, Ben," Kate stood and smiled as she extended her hand, "and I hope that our business relationship won't be damaged by the behavior of my children."

"Your girls behaved nobly, Kate," he shook her hand. "All three of them." He smiled at Gerry, then gently touched his shoulder. "Take care of yourself, young lady."

"Yes, sir," Gerry was very confused. Were things really going to be ok?

"Then, I'll be going," Kirkland turned to the door. "I'll be in touch, Kate. Bye, girls," and he exited into the office where Laura, Erin and Dayna were all doing their best to pretend that they had not been sitting in silence and trying desperately to hear what had been going on in the office.

"Shut the door, Taylor" Kate said, the anger apparent in her voice.

"No, mom," Taylor said, unexpectedly. "We're done talking for now. Gerry's had a long, hard day and he's taking the baby and going home to get some rest. Gerry, put Mila down and take a nice, hot bath, then relax a bit. We'll bring home dinner."

Kate, unused to being countermanded was angry. "No. We have things to discuss..."

"Yes, we do, mom. Just you and me. Stevie, would you and Gerry excuse my mother and me? We will be a little while."

"Umm... ok," Stevie was not sure quite what was happening, but she knew that she didn't want to be in that office right now. "Come on, baby," she said, offering Gerry a hand, "let's go."

Once Stevie had guided Gerry out the door, Kate steeled herself for a confrontation. "Well, young lady, I'm not sure who you think you are, but..."

"I'm your daughter, mom. I'm not a 'young lady,' I am a fully formed, thirty year old woman who loves her mother and is very thankful to her for everything she's done for her, but, Goddamnit, mom, this nonsense has got to stop."

"Nonsense? Exactly what 'nonsense' are you talking about."

"This puppet master bullshit, mom. Gerry is where he is right now because we all pushed him too far, but Jesus Christ, mom, he was assaulted this morning by a piece of garbage who wanted to rape your youngest child and you were willing to let him do that to your son as long as it served your purposes."

"Oh, that's not true..."

"Yes, mom, it is and you and I are going to sit down, right now - not as boss and employee - not as mother and daughter - but as two grown woman and we're going to work this out. Now, remember, I love you. So, let's sit down, speak calmly and respectfully and make it possible for us all to move forward."
 

 

It was nearly three in the morning and Gerry had not even closed his eyes. For the second night in a row, he'd been looking at the shadows on the ceiling for nearly five hours, but the frightening events of the previous day kept coming back to him. There was no sense in continuing to try to sleep. He got up and grabbed the new, sheer, white, lacy robe that matched the short, sexy nightie that he'd worn to bed, and went out into the screened in porch where he sat and breathed in the damp, cool, night air.

The more he thought, the more emasculated he felt, if that was even possible.

He had been about to submit, he knew that he had been about to give up hope of help arriving in time and he had run out of options. He couldn't have run - Bob was between him and the door. He couldn't have screamed - who would have taken pity on a sissy in a dress who'd willingly gone out to lunch with a creep like Bob Williams Jr? The more he thought about it, the more he knew that he had only been seconds away from surrendering everything about himself and crawling under that table and giving...

... he couldn't even imagine how terrible that would have been.

He looked down at himself. His breasts large and beautiful in the soft, lacy cups of the nightie. They were pretty, there was no doubt about that, and they were feminine, and if there was any doubt about that, then that doubt would be laid to rest in an hour and a half or so when he'd need to pump the mother's milk that they produced. His belly was the perfect imitation of a ripe female's distended womb and his legs were smooth and shapely. None of that was really his fault.

What was his fault, though, was the pretty, coconut scented, perfectly dyed and styled hair, the deep red nails on his toes and fingers and the way he chose to dress - soft and sweet and sexy in that 'good girl next door' kind of way that Stevie seemed to like - well - that wasn't fair - he liked it, too.

Maybe he really should have been born a woman. Maybe Taylor and Stevie should have been born men. They were bigger, stronger and more confident. They were driven in their careers. They loved being in charge.

He hated it.

He loved cooking. He loved keeping a beautiful, clean house. He loved taking care of Mila - oh, he loved that SO MUCH and he so longed for being able to nurture his own baby in just a few weeks. In short, he loved being a housewife and mother.

Why was everything so messed up just because he was who he was?

"Can't sleep?" Stevie's voice roused him from his thoughts.

"No," he mumbled as he shook his head. "Sorry. I didn't mean to wake you."

Stevie knelt in front of him and took his soft, little hand in hers. She smiled at the feminine engagement ring on his third finger. "What's wrong?"

He let out a sad laugh. "What's wrong? Stevie, what's right? I mean... look at me. I'm not a man... I'm not a woman... I don't know what I am and... and I nearly... Stevie... I've never been as scared of anything in my life as I was today. I almost had to... I mean... what could I have done? I couldn't even defend myself, Stevie. I'm nothing but a... a..."

"A woman?"

He shook his head. "A sissy. A fairy. A disgrace."

Stevie leaned forward and took both of his hands in hers. "Hey, now, I am not going to listen to the person I love calling himself a disgrace. Not when he's the most beautiful, miraculous man I've ever met."

He snickered. "Miraculous... yeah, right."

"I mean it, baby. I know, literally, thousands of men and do you know how many of them loved a baby so much that he started producing milk for her? One, baby. Just one. If that's not miraculous, then I don't know what is."

He smirked at that.

"And you can't sit there and tell me that you don't love being able to nurse Mila. I've seen you do it. I've seen the look of contentment on your face. You love it, don't you? Admit it."

He smiled a little. "I do. That's definitely the best part of all of this."

"And you're going to be such a good mommy and daddy to our own baby when she comes."

He smiled a bit more. "But... Stevie... about today... at the restaurant...and on the sidewalk..."

"What about it, baby?"

"Stevie... I've never been so scared in my life. I'd never felt that kind of fear before. The very idea that someone could... violate me the way he almost did... Stevie, I've been small my whole life, but I never felt like that before."

"Listen, baby," Stevie moved a little closer and kissed his nose, "you're new to this whole 'being a woman' thing and there's a lot to it. A lot has changed for you lately, I know. You've become a whole new and more wonderful person, but that person has to learn how to cope with a world that could turn dangerous at any second. You've already allowed yourself fo be penetrated by me, baby, but nearly every man you meet from here on out will have at least a passing thought about penetrating you himself. It's horrible and unfair, but it's a fact of life."

Gerry sniffled back a tear. "How can you live like that?"

"When you're brought up that way, baby, you don't know that there's any other way to live. That's why a girl looks for a big, strong man to love her, to take care of her and to protect her."

He scoffed again. "You didn't find that guy, did you?"

"No, I didn't." She smiled at him. "I found something so much better. See, baby, I grew up and I BECAME big and strong and didn't need a man to protect me anymore, but I never met a man who could accept me as someone who didn't need his protection. See, I don't need a man to protect me, I can do that all by myself. I don't need a man to be a driven businessman to bring home the bacon for me, I can do that all by myself, too. I need a man to just love me. A man who can put up with me being bigger and stronger and more driven. A man who can take care of me and be my life partner and help me raise my children. Someone who's so sweet and loving and maternal that he could actually nourish a child with his own body in a way that I don't think I ever could. I need YOU, baby, and thank God that I found you."

He liked that. It made him feel warm and loved.

"But..." he needed to make sure she understood, "I couldn't even protect myself, Stevie. You had to take care of me. Like... like I was a child or a..."

"Or a woman, baby. A woman. Like I said, there's no shame in being a woman."

"But I'm not..."

"But you kind of are, baby, and I could not love you more if you were seven feet tall and covered in muscles. I punched that son of bitch because he was going to hurt you. That's why I'm here."

He nodded.

"Look, baby, we're not the norm. We're so much better than that. And besides, who wants to be normal? You and I are special. I love being strong and fit and you love being soft and feminine. We're a perfect match. Why fight it. I'll take care of you my way and you take care of me your way and who cares what anyone else says. I love you, baby. Do you love me?"

"Of course I do."

"Then," she slipped her hand under the lacy hem of his nightie and caressed the silky panel on the front of his panties, "let's just be us." The panel was soft and flat. Obviously, Gerry had tucked himself when he'd put them on. She continued to caress the flat, hairless area where his manhood should be and she smiled. She liked this. A man who was not a man. A man who was her little woman. A man she could cuddle and protect and see him dressed in soft, beautiful clothes. A man who needed flowers, and silk, and lace, and perfume, and babies to make him feel like a woman. She loved her girly, little man so much that her heart ached. "Come on, baby. Let's go back to bed. I'll turn on a little, soft, orchestral music and maybe we can get some rest before the sun comes up."
 

 

Friday got off to an odd start. For the first time since Dayna had started working at Wentworth Investments, she had not accompanied Gerry to the bakery to pick up the morning order of munchies for the clients. Gerry had to handle the load by himself while also dealing with Mila's stroller. Just before nine, Gerry returned to the office to find that the entire staff, except for him, were in the conference room. He set up the snack area while Mila sat on his hip and played with his soft hair.

When he finished his morning tasks, he was about to knock on the door to the conference room to see if he needed to be part of the meeting, but he was interrupted by the sound of the entrance from the street opening and a man calling, "Hello!?" from the reception area.

"Yes?" Gerry called as he hurried to his desk. "May I help you?" He asked the well tanned, handsome young man in worn denim shorts and a well worn button up shirt who was waiting with several floral arrangements.

"Oh, hi," he smiled. Then he looked at Mila and his smile grew bigger. "And hi to you, too, beautiful. Aren't you a beautiful girl? What's her name?" He asked Gerry.

"This is Mila," he said, thrilled that the man was paying attention to his beautiful niece.

"Mila?" He seemed surprised and impressed as he remained focused on the baby. "Like that actress from 'That Seventies Show?' Or maybe that one from 'The Fifth Element?' Either way," he finally looked at Gerry, "she's got big shoes to fill. But, I suppose if she's half as beautiful as her mother, she'll do just fine."

Gerry smiled at the cheap flattery. "You're right. Her mother is my sister and she is very beautiful."

He smiled. He seemed like an affable kind of guy. The kind of young man you meet up and down the shores of Florida. Content to bask in the sun and do whatever menial jobs they could just to keep a roof over their head. "I have three deliveries for you."

"Oh?" This was a first. No one had sent flowers to the office before - at least not since Gerry had arrived. "Who are they for?"

"Let's see... This one," he pulled a medium sized arrangement of purple flowers out of his box, "is for Mrs. Stevie Wentworth."

Gerry was surprised and a bit jealous. Who would send his wife flowers? Before he could get upset about it, though, the delivery man placed the flowers on the reception desk and then continued, "And this one is for Miss Gerri Wentworth." He handed Gerry an arrangement similar to the one meant for Stevie, but instead of being primarily purple, Gerry's was a blend of baby blues and pinks.

"Really? That's for me? Who would be sending me flowers?"

The young guy smiled and flirted on, "Oh, come on. Who wouldn't be sending a beautiful girl like you flowers. I mean, I see that huge rock on your hand. Maybe it's from your fiancé."

"Maybe," Gerry smiled, but since the previous arrangement was from his wife, he assumed that these were not from Stevie.

"And these," the man held up a beautiful display of five dozen, long stemmed, American Beauty roses in a tall, crystal vase, "are for Miss Taylor Wentworth."

"Holy cow!" Gerry gasped. "Those are gorgeous!"

"And expensive!" The man chortled. "Someone's pretty taken with Miss Taylor Wentworth."

"Oh, my God!" Stevie said as she entered the reception area. "Those are beautiful. Who are they for?"

"Taylor," Gerry smiled, "but these are for you." He handed her the arrangement of purple flowers.

"Really? From who?"

"I don't know, yet. My hands are full." He continued to bounce Mila on his hip as he turned his arrangement to admire the flowers and search for a card.

"Tay!" Stevie called across the office. "You've got flowers, here."

"Really?" Taylor hurried into the reception area and took the huge vase from the delivery man. "From who?"

"There's a note right here," the young man smiled. "Man, are you all sisters?" His grin was huge and sincere.

"More or less," Taylor replied as she placed the vase on Gerry's desk and pulled the little envelope with a card within from the flowers.

By now, Stevie had found her card as well. They opened them together, then both let out surprised chuckles as they looked at each other.

"Who are they from?" Gerry asked.

Stevie looked at Gerry and read the card. "'To the woman with the great right handed jab to the nose. Congratulations on a job well done.' It's signed 'Russ Cahill.'"

"The attorney!?" Gerry was surprised that the man who'd spoken to them at the deli yesterday had sent flowers. "Read mine, please."

She dug into his arrangement and pulled out the envelope, opened it and read, "'To the little lady who put the Williams men in their place. Congratulations, Russ Cahill.'"

"Wow!" Gerry said, surprised. "That was nice of him."

"It sure was!" Stevie agreed. "What does yours say, Tay?"

"Umm," she smiled and, uncharacteristically, she blushed, "it says, 'It was a pleasure to meet you, yesterday. I hope this isn't too forward of me, but I would love to take you for some dinner and dancing this weekend. I'll pick you up Saturday evening at six-thirty and we'll go to The Palms Country Club. Here's my cell number. Please either text regrets or your address. Either way, enjoy the roses. Sincerely, Russ Cahill.'"

By now, everyone was gathered in the reception area to admire and smell the roses.

"Wow," Stevie smiled. "So... are you going?"

"Geez, I don't know..." Taylor was stunned, flattered and confused. The handsome, slightly older man had been very charming and it was obvious that he was a good 'catch,' but Taylor had been holding out hope that Fred would be returning at some point and that they might be able to iron things out. "... I mean... what about Fred?"

"Taylor," Kate had been listening from the side, "in light of our... discussion, yesterday, I am hesitant to give you advice, but - if I WERE to offer some advice, I would say that you should go out with Russ and get to know him. I have met him many times at business events and he is always charming and polite. His wife passed away a few years ago and he has been unattached ever since. What difference would it make to just go out and enjoy his company for an evening. You deserve a night out."

"Yeah?" Taylor looked at the beautiful flowers once again, blushed and giggled and sighed some more. "But... what about... Fred?"

"Tay," Stevie put her arm around her sister-in-law's shoulder, "it's just a date and... well... You haven't heard a word from Fred in almost five months."

"So you think I should go?"

"I do."

Taylor suddenly seemed much more excited. "Gerry, could I impose on you to take Mila for the night?"

"Impose!?" Gerry smiled. "I'd love to, Taylor."

"Well... alright, then! I guess I'm going out with Russ Cahill tomorrow night!"
 
 
To Be Continued...

Positively Glowing - 7

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Positively Glowing: 7

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

With the encouragement of his wife and sister, Gerry tries on some foundation garments
to see if they make him look thinner. Unfortunately, they have the opposite effect.
Now, Gerry prepares for a Halloween party with some pretty high stakes.


 
Author's Note: If you read this story, please consider leaving me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Positively Glowing: 7 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 7
 

The electric chime sounded as Taylor and Gerry entered Amanda's Boutique during lunch on Friday. "Oh, it's my favorite bride," the proprietress beamed at them. She pulled a garment bag from a rack and handed it to Gerry. "Here you go, sweetheart. Take this out back and try it on. Try on EVERYTHING, though. The panties can go on over what you're wearing for now, but I need to see you in the bra, with the stockings and then the dress. I'll help you with the veil when you come out."

Far more excited by the prospect of wearing the wedding dress than he should be, Gerry smiled as he took the garment bag and headed to the dressing room.

"Listen, Amanda," Taylor said, confidentially, as she checked that Mila was still napping in her stroller, "I have a kinda big date tomorrow night and I need something formal, but... well, not over done, if you know what I mean."

"Oh?" Amanda feigned surprise. "A special guy or a special evening?"

"To tell you the truth," Taylor blushed, something she'd been doing a lot lately, especially when considering her impending date with Russ Cahill, "I'm not really sure. It's a first date with a man I only just met and only spoke to for less than ten minutes, but it's at a fancy country club and I certainly want to be dressed appropriately."

Amanda smiled, knowingly. "Ahh, something beautiful and slinky and sexy, but elegant and not too suggestive, right?"

"Exactly," Taylor smiled.

"Well, Ms Wentworth, I am sure that I have exactly what you're looking for. After we get your sister dealt with, I'll show you some things that I think you'll love."

Taylor breathed a sigh of relief. "Thank you. God, I'm so stressed over this date. I mean I hardly know the guy and it shouldn't be a big deal, right? But... it's been a while since I've been on a 'first date.' I mean... well... I was with Mila's father a loooong time and he... I'm sorry. You don't need to hear about that, but... anyway, I do need something nice. Thank you."

Amanda smiled at the very professional woman's uncertain demeanor. Obviously, she wanted to look beautiful for her date. How sweet.

"Umm, Taylor." Gerry stuck his head into the front room. "Can you button me up? I can't reach back there."

"Of course, honey. Just step out here."

Not really wanting to be in the front room with the back of the dress wide open, Gerry took a big sigh and steeled himself before stepping out, keeping his exposed back turned away from the door, lest someone walk in.

"Oh, Gerry," Taylor gushed as she moved behind her little brother, "you just look so perfect. Ahh... I always wanted to be a beautiful bride, but... well, I'll never be the blushing. A perfect little doll walking down the aisle." She sighed. "I guess I just have to live that vicariously through my beautiful, little brother."

Taylor buttoned up all seventy-five, tiny, pearl buttons up his back, then pulled the delicate, narrow zipper up to conceal those. The process tightened the empire waisted bodice around his lush, maternal breasts, decorating them in a snow storm of lace and delicacy and feminine elegance.

Then, she stepped back, but hesitated long enough to fluff out the petticoats and skirts that settled again about the hairless, real silk stocking-clad legs in the submissive fashion of a bygone era.

"Oh, Gerry," she uttered, with a tearful choke in her voice, as one hand moved to cover her quivering lips and the other rested on the skin exposed by the open collar of her silk blouse. "Oh, Gerry," she whispered again, "you're the most beautiful bride I've ever seen."

Amanda stepped forward with the veil. "I chose a different veil for her," she said as she secured it to the back of Gerry's head. This new veil was anchored to the hair on the back of his head with a six inch decorative comb that was covered in tiny, white, silk flowers, resembling the edelweiss flowers from the song that Gerry so frequently crooned to Mila. It was soft, and girlish, and delicate, just like Gerry, and the sheer, simple veil fell to the bottom of Gerry's back without being garish, or in anyway detracting from the glorious, feminine beauty of the perfect, petticoated wedding dress.

He was the perfect bride from the mid twentieth century. The classic dress and classic shoes were simple, but just right.

He was Elizabeth Taylor in 'Father of the Bride.' He was Audrey Hepburn in 'Funny Face.' He was Julie Andrews in 'The Sound of Music.' He was Robin Wright in 'The Princess Bride.' He was Kiera Knightly in 'Love Actually.'

He was chaste and womanly and virginal.

He was every little girl's dream of the bride she wanted to be when her daddy gave her away and every grown man's dream of the bride he wanted to deflower on his wedding night.

"Oh, Gerry, Gerry, Gerry," she just couldn't stop, "you don't even need your hair and makeup done. You're perfect, just the way you are. Stevie isn't going to believe how beautiful you are."

"I take it you're both happy with everything, then?" Amanda asked, certain of the answer. When that answer was confirmed, she said, "Excellent. Then, why don't you," she said to Gerry, "get changed," then she turned to Taylor, "while I pull a few things for you to try on."

Taylor nodded, then said to Gerry, "Come one, honey. I'll help you out of the dress."
 

 

"Oh, yes," Amanda gushed at Taylor, "that's just perfect."

"Really? You like it?" Taylor asked as she looked at the clinging, sage green sheath that hugged her tall body and fit curves. It was the fifth dress that she'd tried on and, so far, she thought that all of them were pretty, but none of them were right. "Gerry, what do you think?"

Her brother was back in his pretty, flowered, sun dress, bouncing Mila gently on his hip while watching his sister as she examined herself in the triptych of mirrors. "I don't know, Taylor," he said, critically. "I like it, I do, but... I think it stretches kind of oddly across your breasts."

Taylor examined that area more closely. "You're right. There's something not right here, isn't there. It's stretching like I'm too busty, and let's face it, that has never been my problem. I'm just a 'B' cup. Maybe closer to a 'C' right now, thanks to Miss Mila's arrival." She smiled at her baby, then turned to Amanda. "I'm afraid Gerry's right, again, Amanda. I love everything you've shown me, but... I'm just not seeing 'IT.' You know what I mean?"

Amanda gave a small, frustrated sigh, but her smile never wavered. Rich women were always challenging, so were tall women, and tall-rich women were even more challenging. Gay boys who gave their girlfriends advice were usually catty and petty about clothes, too, so when women asked the opinion of their fairy-friends, that could be challenging, as well, and, typically, Amanda was able to tease and flirt with her customers to guide them towards the expensive purchases. The problem with this woman was that she seemed to have a good sense of how to display her body, but didn't seem to have the vocabulary to express what she wanted to Amanda, and the problem with her girlish little brother was that he actually seemed to have a great eye and he was being tactfully honest with his sister. These two had great taste. That was always a problem.

Taylor adjusted the material around her breasts and shook her head. "No. I don't think so. Maybe, after my boobs go back to their normal size, but Gerry's right. Well, thanks anyway, Amanda. I think that Gerry and I need to get back to the office."

"No!" Amanda said, just a bit too loudly, "I'm sure we have what you need. Let me grab a few things. I'll be right back."

Taylor preened in the mirrors and she sighed at the flaws she notice. "Maybe I should just run into Lord and Taylor and get another little black dress," she uttered sadly, as much to herself as anyone else.

Gerry had wandered to the rack of clothes that Amanda had taken out. It had Taylor's rejected selections as well as several other items tried on by other customers that Amanda still needed to return to stock. "You wear a size eight, right?"

Taylor sighed as she slapped her hip. "I do, but I'm trying to get back to a six." She smiled at her baby. Then, in a playful tone, said, "This is all your fault, young lady."

Mila smiled and chewed on her fingers.

Gerry pulled a royal blue, silk dress from the rack. It was simple. Nearly a slip. The rich color was dark enough to be conservative, but bright enough to be noticed. It had spaghetti straps and not much else to be described. "Try this on," Gerry held up the dress.

"Seriously?" Taylor seemed surprised by the suggestion. "I mean... it just a slip dress. Do you think that's appropriate for a country club?"

"I think it'll look nice on you. Just try it."

"Ok." Taylor shrugged. "I'll give it a try." She entered the changing room.

Moments later, she emerged wearing the royal blue dress. Her bra straps were showing, but other than that, the dress looked lovely on her. The silk material hung beautifully from her curves and was tailored enough to show her fit curves, but loose enough to hide the bits of weight that she hadn't lost since giving birth. The inverted 'V' shapes that formed the top of the dress gave her enough cleavage without being slutty or cheap. It flowed beautifully over her hips, making them appear less boyish and the hem of the narrow skirt fell to just below her knees and had the faintest touch of a flair.

She looked in the mirror and smiled. "I like it, but... do you think it shows too much shoulder?"

"You have beautiful shoulders, Taylor." Gerry looked over the dress with a critical eye. "Seriously, a little gold jewelry and makeup, and you'll be gorgeous, won't she be?" This last question was directed at Mila who let out a noise that sounded shockingly close to 'yes,' causing both Gerry and Taylor to laugh.

Taylor sighed. "I really like it, but I feel a little naked in it."

"Oh!" Amanda reentered with two more choice. "Do you like that one? I wouldn't have chosen it for you, but I must say, you look amazing in it!"

"You think so?" Taylor was intrigued by the slinky dress. "I feel kinda... naked."

"Let me tell you," Amanda smiled, "when you feel that man's hands on your back as you dance..." she let out a knowing sigh. "...you'll be thrilled to feel that naked."

Taylor bit her lower lip, anxious to commit to the dress, but needing a little more convincing. "Gerry? You really like it?"

"I've never seen you look more beautiful, Taylor." Then he looked at Mila and said, "Tell mommy to buy the dress," to which Mila responded with a happy chirp.

"Well, I guess that settles it," Taylor smiled. "I'll take it. Let me just get changed and you can write all of this up for us."

When Taylor had gone back into change, Amanda looked at the pretty, pregnant woman playing so naturally with the infant child and wondered at how such a woman could be a man. "You have a great eye for fashion." She complimented him.

Gerry looked up and smiled. "Oh, thank you. I usually only get to dress Mila. It's fun to help dress my sister."

"And... this is all new to you?"

"What? Dressing Mila? I've been doing that since she came home from the hospital."

Amanda shook her head. "No... I mean... well from what your sister told me, you've only been living as a woman for a few weeks."

He nodded and smiled at Mila. "Yes. I guess that is true."

"But you've been taking care of the baby since she was born?"

He smiled, shyly.

"Not many men would do that for their sister."

"I didn't do it for my sister," he smiled. "I did it for my niece. From the first moment I laid eyes on this angel, all I wanted to do was take care of her. So, maybe I did it for myself. Anyway - who could resist loving this face?" He kissed Mila, making her giggle.

Amanda raised her eyebrows and thought, 'Nearly every other man I ever met,' she said. "How sweet."

Taylor returned and Amanda took the blue dress, hung it in a garment bag and went to her desk to write up the sale.

"You look happy," Taylor said to Gerry as he strapped Mila into her stroller.

"I am happy."

"Why's that?"

"I just had my first shopping trip with my big sister and I really enjoyed it."

"What are you talking about? We were here just a few days ago."

"I know, but I didn't go shopping, then. I just tried on the dress you picked out and that was that. I don't even know what I need for. This was different. I got to dress you in something that I thought was pretty and you liked it. I enjoyed this."

"Oh, how sweet," Taylor smiled and kissed his cheek. "I enjoyed it, too, sweetheart. I guess you're really becoming my little sister."
 

 

Gerry stared at the Florida issued driver's license in his hand and mulled over the implications of the letter 'F' that appeared under the word 'Sex' on the laminated face of the state issued document. He might have felt like it had been wrong of him to give up his male-status so easily, but just six inches away from the license, a baby was latched onto his breast, feeding - taking nourishment from the mother's milk that his no-longer-entirely-male body produced. What did it really matter? Mila viewed him as female. His mother and sister viewed him as female. Hell, even his wife viewed him as female. Why shouldn't the State of Florida view him as female, too?

Mila released his left breast and he gently maneuvered her to his right, kissing her temple as he moved her. He watched in loving fascination as she latched on, again, and continued to nourish herself from his breast. Her eyes were closed as she suckled and softly grunted in infantile satisfaction. "All of this is worth it, as long as you're happy and healthy, Mila. I love you. You know that, right? And when we have another little girl here to be your cousin, I'm still going to love you just as much as I do now. I promise."

"The costume party is this week," Taylor said, quietly, to Stevie as they sat in the screened room. She could see Gerry in the living room, seated in the rocking chair, rocking slowly while he murmured to her daughter. "Do you think that he'll be surprised?"

"I do, but I think he'll love it, too. He's such a romantic at heart. He'll adore this."

Taylor smiled. "Have you heard anything about the adoption?"

"As a matter of fact, I spoke to the agency today. Mother and baby are both doing well, everything seems to be on track for the delivery. The mom doesn't want to see the baby, or be involved with her, so as soon as she's born, she's ours. I told them that there are two people lactating in my household, so the baby will be getting plenty of breastmilk."

Taylor laughed. "Well, if I have to continue breasting for awhile longer, I guess I can do that. How about the nursery? Have you figured that out, yet?"

Stevie rolled her eyes. "Gerry has been on every website imaginable. He has picked out a soft, pink paint, with glossy white trim and he's got his heart set on several wall decals with Disney Princesses on them. He's also picked out a couple of really elaborate, white cribs and a matching changing table. It's all very pretty, very feminine. These little girls don't stand a chance, you know. I guarantee you that he'll have them in frilly dresses and puffy sleeves every day of their lives."

Taylor laughed. "I don't think that Kate ever had any delusions that I was going to be a girly-girl. Dresses were for Sunday school and special occasions - that is, until I got into high school and I discovered the power that dresses and skirts with crop-tops had over boys. Then - well, I was never a girly-girl, but I learned how to utilize the tools I had at my disposal."

Stevie chuckled. "I'm still learning about those tools, I guess."

"Oh, come on. Yeah, in college you were a little awkward, but now? Steve-O, you are a stone-cold fox, sweetheart."

Stevie laughed out loud at that. "No. You taught me how to dress well for work and when a special occasion comes along, you help me get all dolled up, but I'd still rather be wearing jeans and tee shirts."

"Well," Taylor looked out at her brother, "I guess that it all worked out for you, anyway. You found a great guy and, as it turned out, he's a girly-girl. Best of both worlds, I guess."

Stevie smiled. "We're doing the right thing, aren't we, Tay? I mean, taking this baby and all while Gerry is... I don't even know how to describe it. 'Transitioning' doesn't seem right. 'Morphing' maybe. I don't know, but... it won't be too weird for the baby, will it?"

"Well," Taylor brought her right hand to her chin in a thoughtful pose, "let's consider what she would have if she stayed with her mom. Mom would have to drop out of college to take care of her, get a dead end job at Walmart or Costco, she'd live in a substandard environment with an overworked, single mom who resents the fact that her life was upended by a mistake that lead to an unwanted pregnancy."

"That's a bit harsh."

"Maybe so, but probably true."

Stevie considered that possibility and took a sip of her moscato.

"Now, if she comes to you. Let's see, two loving parents, not to mention a doting aunt next door and a cold, but well meaning grandmother on the other side."

Stevie laughed.

"One of those parents is a tall, powerful, hard working woman who provides every material need a child could ask for, and the other, a sweet, loving, beautiful, maternal figure who will drown her in live and attention, treat her like a princess and live to make her happy. Oh, yeah, ok, the maternal one is a guy who wears dresses, but so what? He's kind and loving and looks better in a dress than anyone else in this family..."

"Except you," Stevie interrupted.

"... obviously..." Taylor laughed. "Which life do you want for that little girl?"

Stevie nodded. "We'll make her happy, won't we."

"Of course you will, Steve-O. You two are meant to be together and raise beautiful babies."

Taylor watched Gerry for another few minutes. She could just hear him singing softly to her daughter. "I thought that Fred and I would make great parents." She shook her head. "How could he have been such an asshole and I didn't even notice? And PLEASE, don't say it was because I was in love with him. I should have seen it."

Stevie took her hand. "None of us did, Tay. He had us all fooled. Maybe he isn't an asshole. Maybe he's just... a coward."

Taylor shook her head. "What am I going to tell Mila when she asks about her father?"

Stevie shrugged. "I don't know, Tay, but just always let her know that her mommy loves her, and so does her Auntie Stevie and Uncle Gerry, and, in her own way, so does her grandmother."

Taylor took a deep breath to fight back the emotions she felt building up in her. "Uncle Gerry? Maybe, in light of the fact that Uncle Gerry is currently breast feeding her, we may want to consider having Mila call him 'Auntie Gerri.' What do you think?"

Stevie shrugged. "We'll figure that out as Mila starts talking, I guess. Let's let Gerry make that decision, though. I think that getting his new license freaked him out a little."

"Yeah. Now, it's all kind of 'official,' isn't it."

"It is."

Gerry closed the cup of his nursing bra and walked down the hallway as he burped his beautiful niece.

"I was just telling Taylor about your plans for the nursery," Stevie smiled. "Lots or pink and white."

"Soft pink," Gerry smiled. "Not that harsh, amoxicillin-pink that most people slap on their walls. Baby-pink, for Mila and her cousin."

"And what is her cousin's name going to be?" Taylor sipped her cranberry juice and watched Gerry bouncing her daughter gently on his soft little shoulder.

Gerry looked at Stevie, who smiled and said, "I think we have. Tell her, baby."

"What do you think of 'Marni?'" Gerry smiled as he considered the name, even as he spoke it.

"Marni," Taylor said the name and considered it as well. "Marni. I like it. Short, sweet, a little unusual. Marni. Marni Wentworth. That works. Yes. That's a great name. Are you considering a middle name?"

"Well..." Stevie looked at Gerry with a sly grin, "... we thought we'd give her her godmother's name for her middle name."

"Nice," Taylor smiled. "So, what is her godmother's name?"

Now, Gerry smiled. "It's 'Taylor,' of course. Marni Taylor Wentworth."

Taylor's eyes opened wide. "Me? I'm going to be my niece's godmother!? Oh... guys! Thank you, so much!"

"Then you'll do it?" Stevie wanted to be sure. "You'll be our little girl's godmother?"

"Of course, I will! I'm honored! And I'll be a great godmother, too! I'll never miss a birthday or Christmas or anything."

Everyone was smiling as Stevie held up the glass of bubbly wine and said, "To Marni Taylor Wentworth and her marvelous godmother."

"Here! Here!" Taylor giggled. "Marni... I really like that."
 

 

The banana clip held back Gerry's hair as he rubbed the moisturizer into his face while inspecting every nook and cranny of his features in the mirror that was mounted over his side of the double vanity in their ensuite lavatory. His beard was gone. Completely gone, as if it never existed. It had never been very full, but his face had become completely smooth and soft. His cheeks were even softer and rounder than before. The face that looked back at him was makeup free and could never possibly be mistaken for a man's face. The strange thing was, though, was that he really liked it better this way.

"Almost ready for bed?" Stevie asked as she entered the lavatory wearing a new set of silk pajamas, grabbed her toothbrush and prepared to brush her teeth.

He nodded, and looked at his tall, powerful wife wearing her manly bed clothes. Her breasts looked nice with the loose fitting, silk pajama top draped across them.

Then he returned his gaze to his own mirror and saw girl looking back at him. That girl's soft, lace covered, cotton nightie hung prettily from her breasts, also, and the apple face, framed in a beautifully sloppy fall of hair, small, fragile shoulders, big eyes and plump lips. The contrast between the two was stark and obvious and would have been perfectly natural were it not for the fact that person in the manly pajamas had a warm, female opening between her legs, while the person in the overtly feminine nightie had a moderately conservative penis tucked between his legs.

"Stevie?" He asked as he released the bright pink banana clip, picked up a brush and began his final task of brushing out his hair before bed.

"Yes, baby?" She spit out the toothpaste and poured a little mouthwash into a small cup.

"Do you love me?"

The mouthwash had barely entered her mouth, but she spit out, nonetheless. "What!? How could you ask me that!? Of course I love you!"

"I know..l but... I mean, now... like I am, now. Do you love me like I am... now?"

Stevie wiped her mouth, then stood behind him, wrapped her arms around his 'expectant' belly and kissed the spot where his slender neck intersected with his narrow shoulders. His skin was soft and both tasted and smelled of vanilla and lavender. "Baby, I would love you, no matter how you looked, but right now, you look more beautiful to me than I could ever have imagined. Of course, I love you. You are the most precious thing in my life, baby. Never doubt that."

He sighed and gave a sad smile to his reflection. "I know we've talked about it, but I still need to know that this is all ok with you. The way I look. The way I dress. They way my body has become. The nursing... all of it. I just need to know that it's all ok with you."

She kissed that spot again. God, he smelled so good! "It is and I do and," she scooped him up in her arms and headed to the bedroom, "I intend to prove it to you."

Gerry squealed a high pitched 'eek' as he was swept off of his feet. "Wait! I'm not done!"

"I don't care," Stevie chuckled as she laid him gently on the bed and pulled the lacy folds of the knee length nightie up, displaying his equally lacy panties. She bent and nibbled the smooth silk panel on the font of his panties, then she gripped the waistband with her teeth and drew it down. He lifted his rump to let the gentle elastic pass and soon she had pulled them past his toes and she dropped them on the floor.

Then she glanced at the semi hard, hairless appendage between his legs and she smiled. "You have the prettiest little penis I've ever seen."

This caused him to giggle. "Yeah?"

"Yeah. Velvety soft, no hair... like a naughty little boy's hoo-hoo. So pretty. If women had penises, they'd look just like that." She bent and kissed his thigh. "Let me see your plump, little tush."

He rolled over and she covered his rump with gentle kisses, while doing something with her hands that he could neither see nor feel, but he knew she was up to something.

"What are you doing?" He asked.

"I'm just getting my new toy ready."

Could he have seen her, he would have seen her lubricating a sixteen inch, double headed, blue dildo with large, penis-shaped heads on each end. She kissed his rump once more and said, "Raise your fanny like a good puppy."

Gerry obliged, then let out a breathy gasp as the phallus was worked into his rear.

"Feel good?" Stevie kissed his bottom cheek, again, while working the latex toy deeper.

He gasped again at the sensation of intrusion, but nodded and smiled. "Very good."

She pushed it further in until she knew that she was close to his G-spot. Then she knelt close and slide the other phallus shaped end into her sex and slide in close to him, until the sensation of the tube made her eyes flutter.

"Ready?" She asked and he let out an affirmative whimper. "Here goes."

When she began thrusting, they both let out grunts if surprise at the delight inflicted on them by the toy.

Within minutes, Stevie was thrusting and grunting in excitement. Then, her breath caught as she was wracked by her first orgasm. It caused her to shake so violently that Gerry's arms collapsed, leaving his rear thrust high in the air. This new position created a whole new set of sensations in his backside and he wagged his bottom to make the most of them. His new movement brought new shivers of excitement to Stevie and she, again, slammed against him, forcing the dildo further into both of them.

Within moments, she had grabbed onto his waist as she humped like a rabbit against his raised fanny until both shouted out in unison and both clenched their openings for one last sensation before each of them collapsed and painted as they tried to make their eyes focus once again.

Stevie withdrew the toy from herself, but looked at her little husband for a moment before extracting it from him. She thought about what he'd asked her just a few minutes earlier - Did she still love him like this?

Soft, beautiful, brown hair with soft red highlights, bound up in a white, pearled banana clip, plump, soft cheeks, a slender, soft neck, small, smooth shoulders, the adorable, white cotton, lace trimmed nightie covering lush, milk filled breasts with wide, brown aureoles and plum nipples, the sexy baby-bump that lead to the perfectly plump, hairless rear-end and shapely thighs. The sex toy protruding from his anus was almost as cute as the rest of him, kind of like a little tail sticking out of his playful tush, which had been wagging excitedly just a few moments ago. What was there not to love? Did she miss the fantasy of well muscled, he-man who could carry her to bed and screw her brains out? No. That was never her fantasy. This was definitely different than her teenaged sex fantasies, but it was still amazing and she had someone who loved her unconditionally. No - his devotion for her was beyond unconditional. It wasn't sycophantic or worshipful... it was just a pure, devout, chaste-yet-naughty love. He was hers, heart, body and soul and she was his, too.

"You're beautiful," she muttered, without realizing she was saying it out loud.

He glanced over his shoulder and smiled. "I'm a sweaty mess."

"No to me, Gerry. To me, you're the most beautiful woman and the most handsome man I have ever seen. You're my... you're my everything, baby. I know that sounds stupid, but I'm just realized that you're not just my husband - you're everything I've ever wanted, baby. I just want you to know that."
 

 

"Harvard and Yale!? That's impressive!" Taylor sipped her Virgin daiquiri and smiled at the handsome, successful man opposite her.

He smiled back, "Not really. My dad went to Yale and was an active alum, so I was kind of a shoe-In for my undergraduate work. I don't know if you're aware of this or not, but Yale has a reputation for graduating some pretty piss-poor lawyers. Lawyers who don't practice REAL law, but specialize in saving corporations billions of tax dollars. I went to Harvard because I wanted to be a REAL lawyer. You know, fighting for the underdog... all that bull sh..."

He stopped and looked embarrassed.

"I'm sorry, Taylor," he smiled. "I haven't really done this in a long time and I'm not being very polite, am I?"

"Don't be silly," she smiled.

"No," he dabbed at his lips with a napkin, more as a reason to do something than because he had anything on his lips. "I just realized that I've been talking about myself for ten minutes straight and that, not only was I about to say 'shit,' I said 'piss' a few moments ago." He dabbed his lips again as he chuckled. "And... now, I've gone and said both things, again. I'm going to be very honest with you, Taylor... I haven't been on a first date since I was seventeen and, frankly, I'm nervous as hell. I'm sure that you're aware that your are one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen, and the way you're dressed tonight... Jesus Christ, am I really saying these things out loud!? What the Hell is wrong with me?"

Taylor laughed and reached across the table to squeeze his hand. "Relax, Russ," she smiled, "it's been awhile for me, too. Let's just get to know each other."

He nodded. "Ok. Thanks."

"Now, May I ask for clarification about something you just said?"

"Of course."

"I believe you said that I am one of the most beautiful women you've ever seen. Could you clarify?" She smiled, temptingly.

He laughed. "You certainly are, Taylor. You are an amazingly beautiful woman and I am truly honored that you've agreed to go out with me tonight. And that dress, Taylor... it's just breathtaking."

She blushed and smiled. "Well, thank you for the compliments, but to tell you the truth, I didn't pick out this dress. My brother picked it out for me."

"Well," he sipped his scotch, "if I ever meet your brother, I will have to thank him for dressing you so well."

"But, you've met my brother, Russ. Gerry. You met him at Maury's Deli. He was the one attacked by Bill Williams."

He shook his head. "Gerri, of course. I'm sorry. It's very hard to think of Gerri as your brother."

"I know. He is a cutie, isn't he. Thank a God I have him. He's got Mila, my daughter, tonight. With Gerry around, I never need to worry about a babysitter."

"Really?" Russ seemed surprised. "He's that... maternal... is he?"

She laughed. "You have no idea."

They were interrupted as, across the room, the big-band began their first set of swing-era music. The soft, pulsing sounds of Glenn Miller's 'Moonlight Serenade' filled the room.

"How about we give my brain a few minutes to get itself in order and we dance?" Russ stood and offered his hand.

Taylor smiled as she stood and let him lead her to the dance floor. When Russ placed his right hand against her lower back and pulled her tightly to him, she felt nearly naked in the thin, silk dress, but that was just fine. It was a soft, vulnerable, sexy nakedness and that was just fine. In fact, that was just perfect. As the song continued, she rested her head on his broad chest and closed her eyes, letting the sound of the music, the swaying of the dance, the softness of his hands against the silk, the smell of his aftershave and the beating of his heart take her away.
 

 

"Good morning," Kate called as she entered Gerry and Stevie's townhouse at ten thirty Sunday morning, "I have fresh bagels from Weintraub's for you."

As she entered the kitchen, she noticed Stevie and Gerry in the screened in porch and she noticed that Mila was attached to Gerry's left breast.

"Good morning, Kate," Stevie stood and took the bag of bagels. "Can I grill one of these for you?"

"That would be lovely, thank you," she smiled, then sat in the third chair on the porch. "Is Taylor not home, yet?"

"I don't know," Gerry cooed as if talking to a child so that a Mila would remain focused on her feeding. "Maybe she's asleep."

Just then, Taylor entered, still dressed in her blue slip-dress. "Good morning, everyone!" She called from the doorway. "Isn't it a beautiful morning!?"

Gerry looked up and smiled as his sister leaned over and kissed his cheek. "How is my girl doing?"

"She's doing great." He glanced at the baby.

"And how's Mila." She teased, causing Gerry to chuckle.

"Morning, mom," she kissed her mother's cheek, too.

"Taylor, for heaven's sake," Kate shook her head judgmentally, "I told you to date Russ, not throw yourself at him."

"Throw myself?" Taylor laughed. "Are you implying that you think I slept with him on our first date? Mother! What kind of woman do you think I am!?" She smiled the entire time she spoke and showed no sign of being truly offended.

"Well, what am I meant to think, seeing you stumbling in here, still wearing that dress..."

"This dress!" Taylor interrupted. "Oh, Gerry, you were so right about this dress! He adored it and I could not have felt more sexy or romantic. Thank you, so much."

Kate was confused by her daughter's sudden dismissal of what she was saying.

"Taylor Wentworth, are you even listening to me?"

"I am, mother, but do you remember our recent conversation about how you are to treat Gerry and me? No more snap judgements, right?"

"Well, yes, but..."

"And besides, Russ and I had a wonderful night. We danced until the band stopped at two this morning, then we drove down the coast, watched the sunrise, meandered back to town and had breakfast back at the country club before coming back here. We had a lovely time, mom, just talking and getting to know one and other. And I will give you this - you were right about one thing. Russ is a very charming man."

"Well," Kate was calmer, now, mostly due to Taylor's use of three words, 'you were right,' "I guess you two really hit it off, then."

Taylor shrugged. "We shall see. The best part was that he wasn't at all phased by the fact that I had Mila. Turns out he was a six year old girl, himself."

"Really?" Kate seemed surprised. "She must have been born right around the time that his wife passed away. What a tragedy for a little girl to grow up without a mother, BUT - that may be good news for you, Taylor. Maybe he's looking for a good mother for his child."

"Oh, mother, please... I'm not going to marry a man just to be his nanny. We got along very well on our first date. That's all. We'll take it from there and see where it goes. We both have our own child to deal with - separate from whatever may develop between us. Let's not rush things, ok?"

Kate shrugged. "Ok... but..."

"But what, mother?" Taylor sighed, knowing the answer.

"Well... you're not as young as you used to be, dear."

Taylor rolled her eyes and turned the conversation back towards Gerry. "Was she good for you?"

Gerry moved the baby to the cloth diaper that he had draped across his left shoulder, discreetly sliding his breast back into his nighty, and began to burp her. "She was perfect for me. She only got me up once."

"But Gerry was up a half dozen times to check on her," Stevie smiled as she re-entered the room with a few grilled bagels covered in cream cheese. "Here you go, Kate. Have a seat. I made you some tea as well."

She returned to the kitchen to retrieve tea cups for all for of them.

"I wasn't 'checking on her,'" Gerry explained. "I was just watching her sleep. I will never get tired of watching her when she sleeps. She's so beautiful. And it was only like four times."

Stevie handed Kate and Taylor cups of tea, then returned to grab two more.

"Thank you, Stevie. Now," Kate sat and took a petite bite of the bagel, "are we all set for Friday night?"

"About that," Taylor said, "is it ok if I have Russ join us as my date? We're going to have dinner on Tuesday and possibly Thursday, as well, but... well... I didn't want to say 'no' to Friday, so, I invited him."

"I don't see why not," Stevie said, sitting in a chair she'd brought from the kitchen.

"Can we include him in our theme, though?" Kate was a bit concerned.

"Oh, I'm sure we can," Taylor smiled.

"And, would anyone like to share the theme with me?" Gerry asked as Mila let out a mighty, little burp, causing everyone to smile.

"Honestly, baby," Stevie chuckled, "I think you'll get a bigger kick out of it if you just show up and enjoy yourself."

He just shrugged and moved Mila so she could see her family seated around the screened-in room. All three woman smiled and thought the same thing, 'What a wonderful mother he is.'
 

 

On Thursday, Gerry said his goodbyes to the women at the office. Friday would be his last day, but he'd been told that he'd be spending it with Taylor at a salon preparing for Friday night.

"Oh, I'm going to miss you," Erin said as she hugged him. Then she bent to touch Mila's cheek before kissing it. "And I'm going to miss you even more." She smiled at Gerry, happy tears in her eyes. "And when you get your own baby, you'd better bring her to the office so I can see her."

Gerry smiled. "I will, I promise."

On Friday morning, when Gerry kissed Stevie goodbye at the door to their townhouse, she was smiling deviously and carrying a garment bag that he'd never seen before with her.

"Is that your costume?" He asked as he stood in his nightie and robe. His own garment bag had been kept at Taylor's since they brought it home the week before.

"It is."

"May I see it?" He smiled like a little girl, excited for Halloween.

"No, you may not," she smiled. "You'll ruin the surprise."

"Oh, come on..."

"No, and stop being a brat. You'll see it tonight."

"A brat!? I'm not being a brat! I just want to know what's going on!"

"And you'll find out tonight," Taylor interrupted as she and Mila appeared in the doorway. "You'd better get going," she smiled and kissed Stevie's cheek. "There's a lot to do here."

"Oh, alright, LADIES," she teased. "You two enjoy your day of feminine bless while I return to the coal mine to earn enough money to keep you in your silk and lace finery." She kissed Gerry again. "Bye, baby. See you tonight."

When the door was closed, Taylor smiled at her little brother. "Alright, young lady, this is the biggest day of your life so far. We've got a lot to do, so let's get you into something pretty and sweet so we can go make you the prettiest bride the world has ever seen."

"Taylor, I haven't even had breakfast, yet, and besides, it's just a Halloween party. That hardly qualifies as 'the biggest day of my life.' You said we weren't due at the salon until noon. What's the rush?"

Taylor smiled. "Alright, listen - I have a surprise for both of you and we need to get to our first appointment at ten. So, let's make you as pretty as we can, then we'll go have breakfast at The Montreaux."

Gerry took a double take at his sister. "The Montreaux!? That's a little pricey, isn't it!? I mean, the last time I was there was to celebrate my graduation from college, and the last time you went there..."

Taylor smiled. "That's right. I took Stevie there the morning of your wedding. I did that because I wanted her day as a bride to be perfect and I'm bringing you today for the same reason today. Today is all about making my baby brother feel like the most important girl in the world." She grinned at the confused look on Gerry's face. "So, come on, my beautiful, little sister, let's get going."

She pushed Gerry into the bedroom, instructed him to take off his nightie. She placed Mila on the floor and hustled to the closet, where she grabbed a pink bag she'd hidden in the back. When she turned, she saw Gerry standing by the bed, wearing just his panties and his arm folded modestly across his breasts.

"Panties, too, honey. I have some delicious undies for you to wear today."

"But, Taylor..."

"No butts, Gerry. We're all girls here and I guarantee that there is nothing you have up above or down below that I haven't seen before. Come on, now. Look at these."

She held up a pair of sheer, lace boy shorts that were obviously cut to expose a great deal of fanny.

"Adorable, aren't they!? And I have the bra to match. Here, I'll start you off with the bra." She pulled out the bra and held it out for Gerry's arms to enter the straps. Then she walked behind him and attached the band in the back. "Nice, isn't it?"

"It is," he smiled. "It's very comfortable, but I won't be able to just open a cup to feed Mila."

"Oh, so what. It's too beautiful not to wear. We can take turns with Mila today. Now, drop your prego-panties and put these on. They're sexy!"

"Umm... could you, maybe, turn around?"

"You're not serious, are you? Gerry, I changed your diapers when you were a baby. I bathed you till you were eight or nine years old. I've seen your breasts grow and even seen them express milk. What difference does it make if I see your penis at this point? Come on, you're my little sister, now. No more silly bashfulness."

"Oh, yeah," Gerry teased, playfully skeptical, "so you'll show me your vagina?"

"Sure, why not?" Taylor said as she pulled the sheath dress she was wearing over her head.

"No, no," Gerry held up his hands, "I was kidding."

"But I wasn't," she smiled as she dropped her rather plain panties and stepped out of them. "Ta da! Look, well trimmed and not looking too bad considering a human being pushed her way out of there not so long ago."

"Oh, Taylor," Gerry laughed, "don't be so graphic."

"Listen, Gerry, being a woman is a miraculous and messy thing. The breasts, the hips, motherhood, the clothes - all wonderful. The periods, the aches and pains, the bloating, the recovering from childbirth- all messy. You're lucky. All the fun parts, none of the mess."

"I have plenty of messes, Taylor. I wake up with wet nipples every night."

"Oh, you poor baby. After you've woken up in a puddle of blood because your period started while you were sleeping, then we'll talk about messes. Now, come on, drop your panties and put these on. No baby belt this morning, but you'll wear it under your dress tonight."

"Ok." Gerry pulled down his panties and stepped out of them.

Taylor felt his leg. "When did you shave last?"

"I used that cream that mom's beautician gave me last night. I've actually used it every night since I got it."

"Hmm, very well done. Your legs are softer than mine. More shapely, too. Step in."

Gerry did as he was told and his sister slid the sheer, lacy panties up his legs. When she reached his crotch, she gingerly tucked his penis back and pulled the garment into place. Gerry flinched just a little at her touch, but she moved right along and stood up. "Let me take a look at those."

The panties were very sheer all around, with just a slightly thicker pattern on the front panel to offer a bit of modesty. They road up high on his fanny cheeks displaying the soft, girlish curve of his rear end.

"Perfect," she smiled. "Now, I have another pretty surprise for you."

She went to Stevie's closet and pulled out a pale yellow, sheer dress that would hang loosely from his shoulder and bloom loosely around the wearer's body. It slid easily over his head and its sleeveless bodice was adorned with a just a few inches of lace before falling loosely around his little body.

"Not really a maternity dress, but that's ok for our first stop today, and the salon won't matter either. We just want them to make you a beautiful bride."

She admired the way that the dress hung down to just above his knees. It looked precious on him. Soft, sweet, feminine and, despite his baby bump, virginal. She smiled as she spoke to him.

"You know, Gerry, back when we were kids, I used to wish I had a kid sister. Not that I ever wanted to lose my wonderful little brother, but... I think every girl wants a little sister. Someone to teach about being a girl. How to dress... do her makeup... her hair... how to behave with boys... you know... everything. Now... it's like my wish came true. Not only do I have a little sister, but I'm even closer to my brother, too."

She smoothed the dress.

"There. My beautiful little brother who is also the best little sister a girl could wish for."

She hugged his head to her breast and shoulder and kissed his forehead. When she let him go, she said, "Ok, just do some light makeup and we'll go have breakfast. You're getting 'The Works' at mom's salon, so there's no point in going crazy this morning.
 

 

"Ms Wentworth?" The woman in the lab coat held the door open and waited.

"That's us," Taylor smiled and stood. She was excited and helped Gerry to his feet. "Come on, sweetheart. This is going to be great."

"Right this way," the woman in the lab coat led them down the hallway and into a ten-by-twelve, clinical-looking room and began typing into a computer.

"Gerri Ann Wentworth?" The woman asked.

"Yes," Gerry replied after a moment's hesitation.

"Date of birth?"

Gerry confirmed that and answered several other questions before the woman asked, "Are you currently pregnant?"

He glanced at Taylor who shook her head, 'no.'

"No," Gerry replied.

"Breast feeding?"

He glanced at Taylor again, who nodded.

"Yes."

The woman stopped for a moment and glanced at Mila, sitting on Gerry's lap and gurgling happily. "Your daughter's beautiful." She smiled.

Before Gerry could explain, Taylor said, "Isn't she just?"

"How old is she?"

Gerry answered this time, "Nearly seven months."

"Alright," the woman smiled, "this will take about an hour and a half. I'm going to have you lay back on this table, I'll lay this gel pad on your abdomen, it's just like the gel pads that your OBGYN used when you had your ultrasounds when you were pregnant, and then I'll place the cold-laser on you stomach. We'll do two areas today and each will take about forty-five minutes. Initially, you'll feel just a little heat, but then it'll just feel like you've got an ice pack on your belly. There should be no pain, but you'll probably feel like you did a hundred sit ups for the rest of the day."

Gerry nodded.

She continued, "Now, the cold lasers will freeze your excess fat cells and they should just flush out of your system after that. You should see some improvement even after just one treatment, but it does take several treatments for substantial loss of fat and we do emphasize that diet and exercise are the only way to ensure prolonged body maintenance. Are we all on the same page?"

"Yes," both Gerry and Taylor nodded.

"Now, I see here that you are going to have daily treatments, that is excellent, and provided you react well to the treatment, you should have your pre-mommy body back in ten to twenty days, but, again, exercise is going to be the key to your success. Ok?"

"Ok," Gerry smiled. Was this even possible? He might lose his baby bump this easily?

"Great!" She smiled. "So, let's give that little princess to her auntie and have mommy jump up here on the table and let's get you started!"
 

 

When they arrived at the salon, Gerry did feel a bit as if he'd been punched in the stomach, but the technician had assured him that this feeling would pass in a few hours.

"Taylor!" The woman at the reception desk smiled at the sight of her. "I just heard that your little sister is getting married tonight. A Halloween wedding! How exciting! Is this your sister? Oh, my goodness, is this Mila!? I've heard so much about her! Come here, baby! Oh, I love babies, especially baby girls! Come see Auntie Josie!"

Taylor, knowing Josie's enthusiastic conversational pattern, waited until the other woman had finished her explosion of words, before she smiled and said, "Yes, this is my baby sister, Gerri, and she is the bride, and yes, the child that you just abducted from Gerri, is my daughter Mila. I'm sorry that we're a couple of minutes late, but we are here to get Gerri ready for her big day."

"Oh, of course," Josie grinned and bounced the baby. "And we need to get you ready, too, right? I mean, you are the maid-of-honor, right?"

"I am," Taylor said as she placed her hand on the small of Gerry's back and guided him to follow Josie into the salon.

"I don't remember asking you to be my maid-of-honor," Gerry whispered.

"Well, who else would be?" Taylor giggled.

It was true. Who else would be? So, Gerry let it drop.
 

 

The curlers pulled his hair in a strangely pleasant way and Josie insisted that Gerry needed at least a little height on top. Nothing ostentatious, but 'a girl needs to be a little fancier than usual on her wedding day.'

"Ok, let's talk makeup," Josie held her hand to her chin as she inspected Gerry's face. "What are going for, today? Is it Halloween themed? I mean, are we looking 'Elvira eyes' or something like that?"

"No, no, no," Taylor laughed, her own hair in curlers, as well. "We're looking for the perfect, virginal bride. Something young and fresh and pretty."

"Ok," Josie smiled. "So... big eyes, round cheeks and plump lips, right?"

"Right. Not a kewpie doll, and not too overdone. Just a perfect, plump, virginal, fresh, girl-next-door look."

Josie winked. "You got it."

"Let me just clean up your eyebrows a little before I do your eyes," she said, almost more to herself than to Gerry. "They're pretty good, but I'll thread them to get rid of the strays."

"Thread them?" Gerry had never heard the term.

Josie smiled as she snapped off a long length of string. "Don't worry, sweetie, it's painless and it won't make your skin puffy around your brows."

Without warning, Josie formed the string into a powerful bow-shape and began snapping around the area over his eyes. As she worked, she babbled, not expecting Gerry to respond. "Halloween weddings are so popular, now, but usually the theme for the wedding is 'goth,' you know what I mean? Like, the groom is dressed as Dracula or Frankenstein and the bride is The Bride of Frankenstein or The Corpse Bride, or Elvira, or Morticia Addams, or something like that. I'm glad you're going with a traditional look, though. You're too pretty to cover yourself up with Comic-Con makeup. Besides, I bet all those Halloween brides regret it later - not that they got married, mind you, but that they wore the silly make up. Imagine, years later, showing your children your wedding pictures and having to explain why you look like a cartoon character at your wedding. It's absolutely stupid, if you ask me..."

Without taking a breath, Josie dropped the thread into a waste basket and picked up a small plastic case of base coat makeup she began brushing that onto his face, but the chatter never stopped.

"And your fiancé, what's his name?"

"Stevie," Gerry managed to mutter as she continued.

"Steven? Oh, that's a nice strong name, isn't it? I like strong, butch names for guys. Steven, Michael, Raymond, William... I hate trendy names for guys. Jamie, or Brandon, or Camden. Oh, my God, I dated a guy named Camden one time and my father kept saying, 'Jesus Christ, Josie, the guy is named after a ball park, for crying out loud! Why not go all the way just date a guy named Fenway!?' He never liked him, just because of his name and couldn't understand why I stayed with him. Of course, I couldn't tell him it was because Camden was hung like a bull. Then he really would have hated him! Anyway..."

Gerry just let himself get lost in the blather that came from Josie and concentrated on the feeling of brushes tickling his face.

"Ok, now, eyelashes..." Josie was suddenly inspecting his face in a new way. "I've curled her lashes, but if you really want her eyes to pop, then I'd go with accent lashes on the top and bottom. What do you think?"

Gerry was about to answer, but he realized that the question had actually been directed at Taylor.

"That's a great idea," Taylor replied, "but she's never worn false lashes before. I don't think that the magnetic ones are a great idea. The first time I wore those, I ended up looking like a crazy-lady."

"Oh, I hate those," Josie scoffed and waved the idea away as she grabbed a box of different length lashes from under her counter. "A little adhesive won't bother her." She pulled a long set of lashes out and opened a small tube of adhesive. Then, to Gerry, she said, "Don't worry, honey, they only hurt a little coming off. Not even as bad as a band aid. Think or it as suffering for your beauty. It's all part of being a woman, right, Taylor?"

"She's right, Gerri. You're going to look so pretty, though. I promise that you'll be glad you did it."

"Ok," Gerry shrugged, pretty sure that his opinion wasn't really going to be part of the decision.

"Ok, sweetie, look up."
 

 

"Did your clothing arrive?" Kate asked Stevie as their meeting ended.

"Last night. Everything fit just fine. I'll get changed after work. Erin is going to help me with my wig. She has some experience in theater makeup from working with some regional theaters. I think we're good to go!"

"Good," Kate stood. "I'm going home for a couple of hours to meet my hair dresser and change. I'll be back by five-thirty. You're in charge for the rest of the day."

Stevie smiled and nodded. "Ok. I'll try not to bankrupt the company before the end of the day."

"See that you don't," Kate shook her head and grabbed her purse.
 

 

"Well?" Josie smiled as she stood on Gerry's right side facing the mirror.

"Oh, Josie, she's just perfect!" Taylor gushed. "Her eyes are just huge! And those rosy, round cheeks...! Oh, Gerri, you're just perfect!"

For his part, Gerry was speechless. Weeks ago, when he'd first had his hair colored and his brows plucked, he'd been astounded at the transformation, but this was something very different. His hair had been recolored and his brows replucked, but there was more... much more. His hair was wavy and curled on the ends to imply more fullness, and a group of curls was piled prettily on top of his head where his short veil would be pinned later, but even that was not as disconcerting as the face that stared back at him. His apple-shaped face was softer than it had been when he was a child and his cheeks were rosy and plump, like those of a child as well, but his eyes were enormous. They were wide and sparkling and his eyelashes fluttered, huge and childlike.

Even the thin, loose fitting, yellow dress that hung loosely from his shoulders had the result of infantilizing him by downplaying his plump breasts and belly.

All in all, he was looking at a teenager. A little girl done up as a child-bride.

The effect was at once desexualizing and incredibly enticing. A child goddess who could enrapture any man with a glance.

There was no maleness left.

There was no Gerry left.

Just Gerri.

"Is that really me?" He finally managed to mutter.

Taylor giggled. "Well, of course it's you, baby. Who else would it be?"

"I... I don't know, but... that is a child. That's not me... that's a little girl! Stevie won't even know who I am!"

Both women laughed at that. "Of course he will, honey," Josie said. "I just brought out the beautiful bride that was hiding inside of you. I guarantee that when your Steve sees you, he'll want to explode into his boxers. Trust me, honey, you are every man's wet dream, right now. Wait till you see yourself in your wedding dress. You're mother is going to be in tears when she sees you. You're absolutely perfect."

"Really?" Gerry stared at the reflection, still shocked that the reflection was his.

"Are you kidding?" Taylor laughed. "Josie's right. Stevie is going to lose control at the site of you. Come on, baby sister, let's go. We still have to get dressed and get you to your wedding on time."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Positively Glowing - 8 Final

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Positively Glowing: 8 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

With the encouragement of his wife and sister, Gerry tries on some foundation garments
to see if they make him look thinner. Unfortunately, they have the opposite effect.
It's time for the Halloween party and time to see if Gerry can pull off the pregnant
bride persona and win the hot tub.


 
Author's Note: Please let me know if you enjoy this story? Consider leaving me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Positively Glowing: 8 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 8
 

"No, wait," Taylor was nearly giddy with excitement, "let's get a picture of us both getting ready. Just like I did with Stevie on your wedding day."

She placed her phone on her dresser, set the timer and hurried back to stand next to Gerry. "Three, two, smile!" she said as the telephone imitated the sound of an SLR camera taking a picture.

"Let's see it!" She grabbed the phone and looked at the photo. "Aww, that's great!"

She showed Gerry the photo of himself and his sister, both in lacy bras, garter belts, panties and shear stockings, Gerry's white with lace around the top and Taylor's shear, flesh toned, and both of them smiling at the camera. Taylor's grin seemed much less forced than Gerry's, though.

"Don't you like it?" Taylor asked, incredibly wound up.

"No, I like it," Gerry smiled. "It's just... I don't know."

"Oh, stop being a spoil-sport. Let me have some fun with you. You look adorable, you know."

Gerry looked in the mirror at the feminized, youth-en-ed image of himself. He knew that he looked lovely, perhaps much more lovely than he should, but...

"I hate to ruin the flow of pretty lingerie, but you do need to wear your baby belt, tonight. I bought you the prettiest one I could find, though." She pulled a new support garment from a bag. It was quite pretty, covered in lace and flowers, but it's functionality did remove some of the romance of the other garments.

Once the last piece of underwear was in place, Taylor removed the bridal dress from its bag and prepared for Gerry to put it on. She bent low and arranged everything just-so and said, "Are you ready? Time for my little brother to become a beautiful, blushing bride."

Gerry chuckled as he put a hand on his sister's shoulder to steady himself as he stepped into the center of the dress and it's built in petticoats. "'Blushing?' Isn't the bride typically 'blushing' because she's about to lose her virginity and everyone attending the event knows it. I look like I'm six or seven months pregnant, so I guess I'm blushing for a whole different reason."

"Oh, stop it. You won't look that way for long.. Six months, tops," Taylor laughed. She turned him away from her as she adjusted the dress around his feminine form and began buttoning the dress.

"You know, Gerry... I'm really very jealous of you." Taylor's tone was suddenly serious.

"Jealous of me?" Gerry scoffed. It was an inconceivable idea. "Why would anyone ever be jealous of me?"

Taylor shook her head. "Why!? Gerry, you have everything. You have a wife who adores you almost as much as your niece does, and look at you... you're gorgeous."

"Taylor... I'm not supposed to be gorgeous... well... I guess I am for this party, but... you know what I mean... I'm not supposed to look like this and... I'm kinda scared that I'm not going to be a good father for my daughter when we get her."

Taylor's heart nearly broke. "Oh, Gerry... baby... your daughter isn't going to need a tough, construction worker type father."

"No?"

"No, baby. Your daughter will need two, loving parents who will care for her and give her the best life possible. You can do that for her, Gerry, can't you?" She hugged him from behind and pressed her cheek to his temple.

"I hope so, Taylor, I really do. I mean... I've messed up so many times... I would never forgive myself if I wasn't a good parent for Marni."

"When have you ever messed up?" Taylor spoke to him in a patient, sisterly tone.

"Don't patronize me, Taylor. What have I ever done right? I mean... I tried out for every sport in high school and never once made a team. You went to a great college, I went to a state college that didn't even allow me to major in computer programming. I quite a good job to start my own business and after, what, six or seven months, what did I earn? Two thousand dollars? Three thousand? Not much that's for sure. I'm not even good at being a man. My own body has betrayed me there."

Taylor turned Gerry to face her. "So? What is a good example of a man?"

"You know... tall, strong, smart, successful, handsome, broad shouldered... stuff like that. Like Russ, I guess."

"Ok," Taylor nodded, "I'll agree that Russ seems to fulfill all of those criteria, but so does Fred, Gerry. Fred is all of those things except he's not much of a man, in my opinion. He's a slimy asshole who walked out on his daughter and her mother. A real man doesn't do that. A real man takes care of his family - like you do. A real man lets his partner know that she, or he, is loved and cherished every moment of every day - like you do. A real man knows how to love - how to love his wife, his mother, his niece, his sister and especially his child, and that's you, Gerry. You're going to love your baby just like you love Mila. You love so well and so fervently that your body made it possible for you to express that love in ways that very few men ever have. Your body didn't betray you, Gerry. Your body elevated you to make you more than a father... more than a mother... you are the embodiment of love, Gerry. Love for me. Love for mom. Love for Mila and, more than anything, love for Stevie and that precious little girl that will be yours to raise. That's what you are, Gerry. Not a failure. You are love."

A tear ran down Gerry's cheek.

"Oh, my god!" Taylor laughed. "Don't you dare cry! I can't fix that makeup for you!" She grabbed a tissue and dabbed carefully. "Now, just stop it." She laughed some more.

"Tay..." Gerry said. It was unusual for him to call his sister by the shortened version of her name. He nearly always called her 'Taylor.'

"Yes, honey?"

"Thank you for being so good to me."

She smiled. "Gerry... I owe you more than I can ever repay. You are everything to all of us, honey. Please remember thank."

She kissed his cheek.

He smiled.

"Now, let's get you into your pearls."
 

 

"Russ?" Kate said, genuinely surprised to see the man Taylor had been dating for the last week or so. "Taylor isn't here right now. She's helping her brother get ready for tonight's party. I was just about to leave, myself, but I can give you her address, if you'd like... or I could call her..."

"No, no, Kate," Russ laughed. "I actually came to speak to you, if you can give me five minutes."

"Oh? Well... of course, Russ... I mean... please, take a seat. What can I do for you?"

As he sat, Russ placed a rather thick, Manila folder on Kate's desk. "What's this?" She asked.

"My most recent financial statements." He took out a handkerchief and dabbed a little sweat from his brow. ""Sorry, Kate... I'm just a little nervous. It's been a long, long time since I've done anything like this."

Kate glanced at the folder, confused. "Like what, Russ? You don't need a an investment firm, your firm does that in-house. What do you want me to do with this?"

Russ let out a long, tense sigh. "Kate... It's all there. My most recent bank statements, last years tax returns, last quarter's investment reports. What I want you to do... What I'd LIKE for you to do is review them so that you have a rough idea of my current financial footing."

Still confused, Kate asked, "Why on earth should I do that?"

"Look, Kate, I'm at least eight or ten years older than Taylor and I want everyone involved to be comfortable with this before it goes any further. I know you and I know you're all business. I want you to be one hundred percent comfortable with my finances and if you or Taylor want a prenup drawn up, then that's fine with me, but I don't feel the need. I mean, we can file separate returns..."

"Wait, just a minute, Russ!" Kate was shocked. "Let me get this straight... you intend to propose to my daughter after only a week or so of dating?"

"Umm... well... yes, Kate, that is my intention. I mean, yes, I know that I'm moving quickly, but, well, I'm not as young as I used to be and I am really attracted to Taylor... I mean, she hasn't even met my daughter, yet, but I think that Evelyn would love her..."

"Now, just stop right there, Russ."

He stopped a little stunned by the ferocity of Kate's voice. They sat in silence for a few moments before Kate finally asked, "Do you love my daughter?"

"Had I not made that clear?"

"No, you had not and you still have not. So...?

"So, what?"

"Do you love Taylor?"

"Oh... yes, of course. That's what this is all about. Kate, I thought that my days of being in love were over when my wife died, but Taylor... Kate, she is amazing, and... yes... I love her truly and deeply. I want nothing more than for her to be my wife."

Kate's right hand flew to her mouth as she stood and hustled around the desk. "Oh, Russ, That's wonderful! Of course, I can't speak for Taylor, but... well, it is all just fine with me." Then, unexpectedly, Kate hurried you the office door and called out, "Stevie! Stevie, come in here, immediately!"
 

 

Gerry stared at himself in the mirror while Taylor touched up her own makeup. The expectant bride that stared back at him was truly lovely. She looked younger than he was. Seventeen? Eighteen? Nineteen? Twenty? Certainly no older. The bride's hair was piled just high enough on top of her head, with the hair not used in that structure flowing in waves down his back, a petite, pearled hair comb decorating the chestnut brown locks and a subtle, white train falling down his back from the comb to his waist. Beneath that beautiful, brown hair was a pair of enormous green eyes with long, curled lashes and very subtle eye makeup. Plump, apple cheeks, plump, cherry red lips, a soft chin, long neck, small, creamy shoulders, elaborate, lace sleeves that barely covered the tops of his arms, simple, virgin-white silk embraced the brides plump, perky, milky breasts, then gently swelled over his belly and flowed in a feminine arch over the layers of silk and tulle petticoats that supported it, ending just at his knees. Beneath the hem, smooth, shapely legs, adorned with a very subtle frost from the stockings, led to silk, pointed-toed white pumps with a two inch heel.

The bride was him and he was a feminine dream come true.

A mid-twentieth century bride

Even though he'd been wearing soft, beautiful, feminine, wonderful clothing for weeks, now, this was different. He'd grown up as a normal, run of the mill boy. Not athletic. A bit smarter than most. Not artistic. Just a regular, everyday, ignorable boy.

He'd always loved girls.

He loved being with them.

He loved looking at them.

He fantasized about being with them.

But he'd never wanted to be be one.

Yet... here he was. A bride. Yes, it was a costume, but... it wasn't. It was so, so much more than a costume. It was a statement. It said, 'I am a woman.' It said, 'I am a beautiful woman.' It said, 'I am the most beautiful woman in the room.' More than anything else, it said, 'Look at me,' in a way that no other piece of clothing ever could.

Then, in the distance, he could hear something. Someone was saying something, but Gerry couldn't make out who it was or what was being said. All he could do was look at himself, mesmerized.

The sound grew louder and closer, though and he tried to make sense of it, but he just couldn't make his consciousness do anything other than take in the girl who looked back at him, who moved when he moved and breathed when he breathed.

"Gerry!" Taylor's voice broke the spell.

"Huh?"

"Can't you hear the doorbell?"

"What? Doorbell?" Then he heard it. The doorbell was ringing and someone was knocking.

"Can you get that, please? I'm not dressed, yet."

"Oh! Yes. Sure. I'm sorry... I was just..."

"Yeah, I know," Taylor laughed. "Go get the doorbell, please."

"Oh, yes. Of course. Sorry."

Gerry hurried to the door and opened it to reveal the same well tanned, handsome young man in worn denim shorts and a well worn button up shirt who'd delivered flowers from Russ to the office a week or so earlier.

"Oh! Hi!" Gerry smiled, recognizing the man's familiar, smiling face.

"Hi," the delivery man replied. "Oh... hey... I remember you! Little Mila's aunt, right? Wow, look at you! Getting married tonight?"

Gerry looked down at his dress and shrugged. "Kinda, I guess."

"Well, you look beautiful," he chuckled, looking at Gerry from top to bottom and back again.

"Oh... well... thank you," Gerry sputtered, genuinely taken aback by the man's attention and honesty.

After a moment's silence, the man cleared his throat and said, "I... I have a delivery for you." He displayed two clear plastic containers. One a moderately sized pentagonal box with a beautiful, hand held bouquet of flowers, and the larger, coffin shaped box, which also contained a hand held bouquet, but one that had a long hanging array of flowers pouring off of the front of it.

"Thank you," Gerry smiled as he reached for the boxes. "Do I need to sign something, or anything."

"No...no..." the delivery man handed Gerry the boxes, but did not move. "Look... umm... I don't want to come off as weird, or anything, but.... I mean... I see brides all the time, but... I mean... wow! You just look... wow!"

Gerry's smile broadened as he blushed, just a little. "Aww, well... thank you."

The man shrugged and blushed, himself. "Yeah... sure... well... anyway.... Congratulations and... ok... I gotta go."

Gerry waited until the man was in his van and waved once more. The man's reaction to Gerry's beauty had given Gerry butterflies in his stomach. As much as he loved looking the way he did, that feeling threw him off balance.

"Oh, let me see!" Taylor, still in a slip, hurried to Gerry by the door. "Oh, those are beautiful! Mine is the little one. Don't you love yours?"

Gerry looked at the flowers, then back out the door where the delivery van was pulling away. The flowers were beautiful and thrilling. The way the man looked at him was thrilling. The delicate material that encased his body, the rich taste of the lipstick, the pearls on his earlobes and neck, all of it was thrilling and it all was so, so, so feminine. Why was this all so wonderful to him?

"You don't like them?" Taylor asked.

"Hmm?" He shook himself back to reality. "Don't like what?"

"Your flowers."

"Oh," he smiled at the beautiful arrangement he'd be carrying down some kind of an aisle very soon, "no, no, I love the flowers, Taylor. They're beautiful. Did you pick them out?"

"Yes and no. Amanda from the dress shop called the florist for me and explained what kind of a bouquet would go with the dress and they gave me three choices. This one just screamed 'Gerry' to me. I'm glad you like them."
 

 

"Just hold that in place until the spirit gum dries. It should stick all night. It only hurts a little coming off." Erin was fussing with Stevie's new facial hair, using a stippling sponge and darker makeup to create the illusion of a five-o'clock-shadow on Stevie's smooth face.

Stevie looked at herself in the round, table mirror beside her. "Hmm. I like it, but it's a bit '70's, isn't it? I mean, a white suit and a black shirt and I'd look like I was headed to the disco."

Erin laughed as she spread the spirit gum onto the back of another hairpiece. "Let's see if this makes you look a bit more contemporary." She placed the small beard on Stevie's chin and told her to hold it in place for thirty seconds.

When the glue had secured the beard, Stevie checked it in the mirror as well. "Ohh, yes, I like that." She lowered the pitch of her voice. "Very macho. I've always thought it would be cool to have a goatee."

"Technically, you have a Van Dyke. The mustache and beard aren't connected. 'The Dude' in 'The Big Lebowski' had a goatee. Tony Stark in 'The Avengers' had a Van Dyke."

"So the name has nothing to do with the guy from Mary Poppins?"

Erin laughed again. 'I guess not. Now, put your hair into the wig cap and I'll get your hair piece ready.

Once Stevie had her hair safely tucked away in the tight cap, Erin busied herself with placing the short, mannish wig on Stevie's head and pinned it into position with Bobby pins that were invisible once in place.

"There," Erin stood straight and smiled. "I think you look great! Go take a look in the big mirror while I get your costume ready."

Stevie stood and moved her lips and jaw around. The spirit gum made her face feel stiff and had a very unnatural aroma to it. Also, the wig and the Bobby pins that secured it pulled on her head uncomfortably. It all seemed a little silly, until she stepped in front of the mirror.

"Oh, my God," she whispered. "Erin, you're a genius. I look just like a guy!"

It was true. The reflection was of a handsome, well kept man with a silk blouse, modest breasts and a pencil skirt. Something about the look of her sent strange tingles down her spine and through her stomach. It seemed dangerous and exciting and strangely empowering. She liked it. A lot.

"Do I sound like a guy?" She asked, lowering her voice substantially, again, "hey, bro... What did you think of the Marlins' game today? Geez, when are they going to get some talent in that bullpen?"

Erin handed Stevie a pair of boxer-briefs. "That's excellent! Have you pretended to be a guy before?"

Stevie shook her head. "No, but, to tell you the truth, sometimes I feel like I'm pretending to be a woman."

Then Stevie thought, 'I wonder if this is how Gerry felt the first time he saw himself in a mirror as a woman.'
 

 

"Hi, I'm Debbie, Erin's sister," the twenty-ish year old woman said when Taylor answered the door. "I'm here to babysit Mila tonight."

"Oh, that's great!" Taylor smiled and shook her hand. "Come on in. Gerry! When you're done, bring Mila out to meet the babysitter, please! Gerry's changing her. They'll be right out. Come on into the kitchen and I'll show you where we keep the bottles."

As they walked, Debbie said, "My sister told me how tall and beautiful you are, and I thought she was exaggerating, but I have to say, Ms Wentworth, you are a very stunning woman."

"Oh, well, aren't you sweet!?" Taylor laughed. "It's probably just the dress though." She flounced the peach, silk shirts of the gown.

The dress was very flattering, though. Spaghetti straps that showed off her neck, shoulders and strong arm, an exposed back that reached nearly to her panties, a plunging neckline that showed plenty of cleavage and the firm flesh of her breasts before dropping down into the loose skirt that danced around her as she walked.

"It is a beautiful dress, Ms Wentworth, but..."

"Taylor, please," she smiled as she opened the refrigerator. "Ms Taylor is my mother... and my sister-in law..."

Just then, Gerry entered the kitchen, still in the wedding dress, but with a full length apron on top of that and Mila on his right hip. "Hi," he nodded to Debbie.

"... aaaaannnnnddd...." Taylor smiled, "... my brother, I guess. Gerry, this is Erin's sister, Debbie. She's sitting for Mila, tonight. Debbie, this is my brother, Gerry."

Debbie stared at Gerry, astounded.

"There's plenty of milk in here when she get's hungry," Taylor said, indicating the top shelf of the refrigerator, "Gerry and I both pumped a little extra for her. She'll probably start getting fussy around seven thirty and want to eat around eight. There are Cheerios in the cupboard and there's juice if she wants some, but make sure that you cut the juice with water - fifty-fifty. There's plenty of snacks, if you want some, and there's... Is something wrong?"

Debbie, who had been staring at Gerry, shook herself back to reality. "What?" She shook her head. "I'm sorry, it's just..." she looked at Gerry, again. He was at least a few inches smaller than her and, well, there was no other way to describe him, he was just... gorgeous."

"What's the matter?" Taylor asked with a smirk, knowing full well what had the girl fascinated.

"Oh, um," she stuttered. "I'm sorry... I mean, I'm REALLY sorry, but... I mean... my sister told me about you, Mr Wentworth, but... I just never expected... this. You're just so... you know.... You don't look anything like I expected. I don't mean to be rude or anything, but... you're not really a man, are you?"

Gerry blushed, confused as to whether the remark was a compliment or not.

Taylor laughed and put her arm around her brother's small shoulders. "Yes, Debbie, Gerry is my brother and, until a few weeks ago, he was one hundred percent man. Isn't he beautiful, now?"

"He is!" Debbie enthused. "I wouldn't believe it was possible for a man to look like that if I didn't see it with my own eyes. I take that back. I am seeing it with my own eyes and I still don't believe it. I'm sorry, Mr Wentworth, but... WOW!"

"Thank you," Gerry said, confused.

"So, this is Mila," Debbie smiled at the baby and restored some sense of normalcy to the situation. "Hi, Mila. My name is Debbie. Do you want to stay with me tonight?"

She reached for the baby and Gerry surrendered her, reluctantly. "Are you sure you'll be ok with her?"

"Oh, of course," Debbie smiled. "I've taken care of lots of babies. We'll get along just fine."

"Ok," Gerry said, fretfully, "but you have our numbers if you need us, right? She's a very good girl, but she's never been away from one of us before." He indicated Taylor and himself. "She may be a bit fussy without one of us with her. If she is, call me and I'll come right back home..."

"Now, just stop, Gerry," Taylor laughed as she reached behind her brother to undo the bow in the back of his apron. "You will not be running right back home just because she gets fussy and she's plenty old enough to stay with someone else."

Then Taylor looked at Debbie and smiled patiently, "I'm sorry. Mila is nearly seven months old and my brother hasn't been more than a hundred feet away from her since the day she came home from the hospital. I'm afraid that he's being an overly nervous auntie right now. We should be home before one, ok?"

"Of course," Debbie smiled and bounced the baby on her hip.

"One!?" Gerry whined. "I'll be home well before eleven, Debbie, and if Taylor isn't with me, I'll come over take her so you can go home."

Debbie gasped as Gerry pulled the apron off. "Oh, Mr Wentworth! Your dress is just lovely! I love it!"

"Oh..." Gerry checked the way the dress was hanging. "... thank you."

"Yes, Debbie, thank you, and we will be home when we get home, and I will be taking Auntie Gerry's phone away from him so that you're not getting calls from him every five minutes throughout the night."

There was a knock on the door.

"That'll be our car," Taylor looked to the door, then back to Debbie. "Any questions?"

"Nope," the girl smiled. "Have fun and don't worry, Auntie Gerri. I'll take good care of your little girl."

"Oh..." Gerry grabbed his flowers, then kissed Mila's head. "Please be good for Debbie, Mila. We won't be long. We love you very, very, much and we'll check in on you when we get back. Remember, mommy and Auntie love you very much and...."

"Oh, for crying out loud, Gerry, you'll see her in six or seven hours!" Taylor was waiting somewhat impatiently by the door. "Let's go!"

Gerry kissed the baby once more and whispered, "I love you." Then, as he hurried to the door, he called back Debbie, "Remember, we're just a phone call away! Call me if you need ANYTHING!!!"

Taylor gently pushed him out the door. "Go on, now!" Then she turned to Debbie. "Thank you, Debbie. I'm sure that you won't have any issues. We'll be back later."
 

 

"Russ! How are you, buddy!?" The slender athletic man with very fancy whiskers smiled and extended his hand.

"Oh... hi," Russ responded, struggling to come up with the man's name. He looked a little familiar, he couldn't come up with a name or figure out from whence they knew each other.

"Looking sharp in that tux," the stranger continued. "Armani?" He spoke in a steady baritone and his eyes were steady and penetrating.

"Versace," Russ said with a shrug. "I'm sorry... I hate to be rude, but... have we met?"

"A few times," the man smiled.

Russ squinted as he thought. "A few times, huh? And you're obviously going to make me sweat as I figure this out, too. Have I ever represented you?"

The stranger smiled. "No, but you did offer to."

Russ shook his head. "Nope, I'm at a loss. I'm sorry... who, exactly, are you?"

The stranger smiled. "I'll give you some hints. We've seen each other very recently. Very recently."

Russ just stared.

"You know members of my family better than you know me."

Still nothing.

"You're dating my sister-in-law."

Russ almost jumped at the realization. "Stevie!? Jesus Christ, Stevie!? Is that really you!? You look great!"

Stevie laughed and patted Russ' shoulder. "Shh. It's just 'Steve' tonight, ok? At least until the unmasking."

"So... what? Are you going to be a guy full time, now?"

"Haha, no, man, I don't think so, but I'm having a good time pretending, tonight. I've been proving that I'm a woman for way too long to give up on it, now."

Russ laughed and raised his eyebrows as he digested what Stevie said. "Well... Steve... thanks for letting me be a part of the wedding party, tonight."

"No problem at all. Besides, I needed a best man and Erin wanted to wear a pretty dress. So, she's my bridesmaid and Taylor is my maid of honor."

"And your mother-in-law."

"Mother of the bride."

"Of course. Isn't there another woman in your office?"

"Yes, Laura. She's got a part to play, too."
 

 

"Oh, baby," Kate clapped her hands together in an astonished manner and placed her index fingers to her lips, as tears formed in the corner of her eyes. "Baby, baby, baby... you are just... oh, honey... I cannot believe how beautiful you are." She shook her head and pressed her lips together to keep her emotions in check. "Gerry... when this all began, I never could have expected that you'd look like this. You're just the most beautiful bride I have ever seen, and that dress! Ah...Taylor, you out did yourself. It's absolutely perfect."

Taylor kissed her mother's cheek. "Thanks, mom. Shouldn't we be getting into the party, now." They were still standing by the limousine where Kate, wearing a lavender 'mother of the bride' dress, had met them.

"Yes, of course," Kate nodded, but the nod quickly turned to a head shake as she looked at Gerry again and her amazement returned.

The crowded room was filled with men wearing doctors' coats, and pirate hats, accompanied by women wearing nurses uniforms and cheerleader outfits so short that they couldn't even take big steps without exposing their panties, or butt cheeks.

The DJ was playing the typical 'Classic Hits' playlist, Journey, The Bee Gees, The Beatles, Madonna - generic, pop-rock/disco to keep the dance floor filled. As they entered, the twangy guitar of Wild Cherry's 'Play That Funky Music, White Boy,' began. Kate and Taylor went out of their way to hug and air-kiss work associates, all of whom complimented Gerry on his costume, but none even suspected that he was anything other than a pregnant woman in a pretty bridal dress.

Erin met up with them wearing nearly the same dress as Taylor, but hers was slightly less revealing and was a very pale blue.

"You look amazing, Gerry," Erin whispered.

"Thank you," Gerry whispered back. "I wish we could just do this and get it over with. My stomach is nothing but butterflies."

"Really?" Erin smiled. "If I was looking half as pretty as you, I mean, even if I just got to wear that dress for a night, I'd never want that night to end. You must feel amazing in that, am I right."

Gerry looked at the dress and felt the silky petticoats and knew that he couldn't deny the truth. "I do," he nodded.

"Save the 'I do's' for the alter," Erin laughed. She considered her pretty little companion. "When you were growing up - as a boy, I mean, did you ever fantasize about wearing a dress, or being a bride?"

"Never. Not even once," Gerry shook his head.

"How about at your own wedding? Were you jealous of Stevie when you saw her in her gown?"

"Not at all," Gerry thought back to that day. "All I could think about was how lucky I was that someone as beautiful, smart and strong as Stevie could have fallen in love with me."

Erin smiled and touched his cheek. "You're a very sweet little thing, Gerry. Stevie's very lucky to have you."

"No," Gerry said, looking around, "I'm the lucky one. By the way, is Stevie even here?"

Erin, of course, had been with Stevie all afternoon and as she looked across the room, she spotted her bearded colleague chatting with Russ and a few other guests. "I think everything is nearly ready. We'll probably begin in ten of fifteen minutes. Come on. Let's go get some wine."

"Oh... I can't, Erin." He indicated his breasts. "I'm still nursing."

Erin smiled. "Of course. Let's go get you a Shirley Temple, then, and I'll have some wine. Come on."
 

 

Ladies and Gentlemen!" A voice called above the hubbub of the party chatter. "Ladies and Gentlemen," the voice called again and the chatter began to subside as partygoers turned to the stage where the DJ was set up. There, they saw a woman in a well tailored, business-style, skirt suit holding a microphone, her hand raised to get everyone's attention. "Thank you, everyone. I know many of you and, those of you who know me, know that my name is Laura Abraham and that I am an investment counselor at Wentworth investments. What you may not know is that I am also a certified Justice of the Peace and I just need to interrupt the festivities for just a few moments. You see, we have a young couple here, this evening, who want to share their wedding vows with you." A murmur of male chuckles and female 'ahhs' rumbled through the hall. "So, if you could just give us about ten or fifteen minutes, they'd like to share their wedding with you. Steven and Russel, if you'd come stand by me, we can begin."

As Stevie and Russ stepped onto the stage, the DJ began playing a recording of JS Bach's 'Jesu, Joy of Man's Desiring' and Erin began her walk from the back of the room, near the bar, to the stage. She was carrying a bouquet similar to Taylor's, but, like her dress, the color pallet was tilted towards blue shades.

As Erin reached the stage, Taylor prepared to begin her march, but she stopped for a moment and turned to kiss her brother's soft cheek. "You look perfect, Gerry. I'm so proud of you." Then she turned and walked towards the stage.

"Ready?" Kate asked as she took Gerry's arm in hers and prepared to start towards the stage area.

"Mom." Gerry was feeling very overwhelmed with everything going on around him. "What if we don't win? I mean... I could never afford to pay you back for all of this..."

"Gerry," Kate smiled, "you don't owe me a penny, no matter what. When this all started, I was just hoping to shake you out of your sedentary existence - to make you more ambitious - to make a man out of you. How could I have ever foreseen that you'd become such a perfect daughter? Such a perfect aunt to Mila? Such a perfect sister to Taylor and such a perfect wife to Stevie? And very soon, you will be a perfect, little mommy, too. Gerry... I know I'm hard on you kids and that you think of me as cold, but... I truly do love you all. You are the exact opposite of what I expected my son to be and I could not be prouder of you. Who cares about tonight's outcome? I've had a wonderful time with you and the girls as we prepared for this, but - win, lose or draw - the best part of the last few weeks has been spending time with you as you discovered who you really are."

Gerry blinked back tears, desperate not to mess up his makeup. "Thank you, mom. I love you, too."

"I know, baby. I've always known." She kissed his cheek. "Now, are you ready to marry the man of your dreams?"

"I am." Gerry's smile was wide, sincere and beautiful.

"Good." Then, she couldn't help but tease him with a touch of the old Kate. "Then let's go win that hot tube."

As Kate proudly escorted her son through the crowd, women oohed at the dress and how it made the bride look so very, very perfect. Phones recorded the event in photos and videos.

Throughout the sixty foot walk, Gerry's heart was beating with fear, excitement and joy.

"Oh, God," one woman said to her friend, "that dress! She's so beautiful."

"That looks just like my mother's wedding dress!" Another woman said.

"This all so romantic," yet another said, her hand on her heart.

As they reached the front of the stage, Kate stopped and turned Gerry to face her. She placed a hand on each of his silk covered shoulders and smiled at him. "Are you ready to meet your husband?"

Gerry smiled. "I guess."

Kate looked up to the stage and motioned for Stevie to come take Gerry's hand. Kate smiled at her son, then ran her hand down his arm to where she found his tiny, manicured hand nestled in small, sheer, lacy gloves. She took his right hand in hers, then held it out to the tall, bearded man who waited patiently behind the bride. "I know that I don't need to say this, Gerry, but be a good wife and mother for Stevie. She'll take good care of you."

"I will, mom," he smiled as she kissed his cheek one last time.

When Gerry turned and saw the tall, slender, bearded man taking his hand, he nearly lost his breath. "Stevie!? Is that really you?"

"It's me, baby girl," Stevie chuckled. "Just stick with 'Steve' for today, though. Come on. Let's get hitched."

When they reached the alter, they may as well have been all alone. They gazed at each other is awe and wonder. Could this little, beautiful, full breasted woman really be the man that Stevie had fallen in love with years ago? And could this handsome, mustachioed, athletic man really be the woman that Gerry worshipped and adored every day of his life?

They wanted to stare at each other forever.

They wanted to take each other, right there and then.

They wanted to be each other's.

But they were roused from their reverie by Laura's voice.

"Friends, we are gathered here today to witness the marriage of Steven and Gerri Ann. In a world where people are forever searching to, not only find their soul mates, but to find themselves, Steven and Gerri Ann have managed to do just that. They found each other and then they found themselves within each other. They wake, each day, aware of each other and the needs of each other. They find their happiness in each other and neither can conceive of a life alone, now that they are together."

"When I look at these young lovers before me, I am reminded of the the song 'Love is a Rose.' I think that is true - love is a rose, but it is a living rose, not one made of silk or nylon. Love is a living thing and it must be nourished and fed every day. The beauty of love is its changing nature and how we can evolve and change and still remain happy in the veil that love creates. Gerri Ann... Steven... never forget that you need to nourish your partner. To be there to help and support each other and, above all, to love each other."

"Steven, do you take this woman to be your wedded wife? Do you promise to be true to her in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health? Do you promise to love her and honor her all the days of your life?"

"I do." Stevie spoke in a deep, masculine voice that Gerry found strangely exciting.

"And do you, Gerri Ann, take this man to be your wedded husband? To have and to hold from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health? Do you promise to love, honor, and to obey him all the days of your life?"

Gerry noticed the use of the mid-twentieth century vows. That he was giving up more of his manhood by promising to 'obey' Stevie for the rest of his life, but he didn't care. He was Stevie's forever. He would always obey her. He would happily love her and serve her as her wife. Nothing would make him happier. "I do."

"Then, by the power vested in me by the State of Florida, I now pronounce you, Steven, husband, and you you, Gerri Ann, wife. May you find nothing but happiness, all the days of your life. You may kiss the bride."

Stevie bent forward and gently, softly, romantically and commandingly kissed Gerry's soft lips. She tasted the lipstick and smelled the perfume, makeup and hairspray. This little, pretty man was hers. Hers forever. He was, now and forever, her precious, little wife.

And she loved him with all of her heart.

The kiss was so gently, so soft, so loving that Gerry actually swooned. He felt his knees collapsing, but Stevie's strong hands held his back and supported him. She supported him as she always did. As she always would. She would always take care of him.

The applause from the audience interrupted their kiss and they smiled at each other as their lips parted.

"Ladies and Gentlemen," Laura called out, "I present Mr and Mrs Steve Wentworth!"

"We're keeping my last name?" Gerry seemed surprised.

"It's my name, too, baby."

As the crowd applauded politely, Stevie bent low and scooped Gerry up into her strong arms in the classic 'carrying the wife across the threshold' manner. This not only caused Gerry to let out a joyous shriek, it caused the assembled partygoers to laugh and increase their applause.

The best man, Russ, took the hand of the maid of honor, Taylor, and they followed the bride and groom down the aisle with Erin, as a bridesmaid, following them. Everyone was smiles and everyone was laughter. What a great treat for everyone at the party!

"Just so you all know," Laura spoke into the microphone, "the bride and groom are going to cut the cake and everyone will get a piece."

That brought even more applause.

"Geez," Russ chuckled as he spoke to Taylor, "you people don't do anything halfway, do you! This must have cost your mother a fortune!"

"It certainly cost a lot more than a hot tub would have," she laughed.

"Then why not just buy the hot tub? Why go through all of this?"

Taylor shrugged. "I don't know, but... something happened when my brother put on my belly belt. He changed and so did my mother. They're both different, now. I mean, obviously, Gerry is physically different, but my mom... she's almost... human. She's found a whole new life as part of our family. It's pretty amazing."

"You do have an amazing family, Taylor." Russ laughed and shook his head.

Taylor looked at him. "Yeah?"

"Yeah," he smiled. "Amazing."

"Yeah," Taylor nodded.

The cake was delicious and there was plenty to go around. Vampires and hookers and anime characters and wizards and superheroes and even the cast of Firefly all ate cake and drank and laughed. The party was a huge success! Everyone was enjoying themselves.

"Before I play the next song," the DJ announced, "I was asked to tell you that the costume judging will take place in about ten minutes. Each company presenting a group costume should send a spokesperson to the stage to give a one minute synopsis of your concept before the ballots are distributed."

Eric Clapton's 'Wonderful Tonight' began to play. Stevie took Gerry's hand and headed towards the dance floor. "Come on," she whispered to Gerry, "I think I may actually be able to dance to this one."

As they left the table, Taylor stood and took Russ' hand. "Come on. Let's get at least one dance in."

But Russ stayed seated and tugged Taylor back to him. "Maybe in a minute, Taylor, but... I need to speak to you for a minute." His lip was wet with perspiration.

Taylor saw the sweat and grew concerned. "Russ... what's wrong?"

When he didn't respond immediately, she grew sad and said, "Oh... Russ..." she sat and slumped. "... I knew this was too good to last. You're breaking up with me, aren't you?"

"What? Taylor, no..."

"Don't feel bad, Russ. You're a great guy and..."

"Taylor, please, just shut up for a moment, will you. Look... I wanted this to be a romantic moment, but... things just took a weird turn. Look... Taylor... oh, Hell," he reached into his jacket and pulled out a tastefully lovely diamond ring and held it out to Taylor. "Taylor Wentworth... will you marry me?"
 

 

"You look amazing tonight, Gerry," Stevie whispered as they swayed to the song. "Or should I say, you look wonderful tonight?"

Gerry smiled. "You certainly make a very handsome groom, Steve," he laughed. "Are the whiskers here to stay?"

"No, I don't think so," she snickered. "I was never all that comfortable trying to find my way as a girl, but as a woman, I think I've done pretty well. That's how I want to stay. This is just for fun."

"Steve... would you mind if I stayed... like this?"

"Mind?" She smiled. "I'm afraid I would have to insist, my darling little wife."

Gerry smiled back, warmed by the response.

"You know, baby," Steve drew closer, "Laura really is a justice of the peace and we really just renewed our vows, but this time, you were pronounced to be the wife - AND - unlike when we were married the first time, the wife promised to 'love, honor and OBEY' her husband. I'm afraid you're mine, now, sweetheart. But don't worry, I'll take care of you forever."

Gerry snuggled in closer to Stevie's bound chest. "I wouldn't want it any other way."

"Steve, Gerry, look!" Taylor was suddenly beside them and she was wiggling the fingers on her left hand. "Russ asked me to marry him!"

"Oh, my God!" Gerry squealed as he hugged his sister tightly. "Congratulations, Taylor! I'm so happy for you!"

"Congratulations, Russ," Stevie reached out a hand and shook Russ'.

Taylor looked at her sister in law, a bit surprised by her lack of enthusiasm. "Wait a minute... you knew he was going to propose, didn't you!"

Stevie smiled. "Just a little secret between guys, Tay." She kissed Taylor's cheek. "Congratulations. I know you'll be very happy."

"Alright, ladies and gents," the DJ spoke, "can I please have the representatives from each company up here to summarize your costume ideas. We'll do this alphabetically, so AAA Developers, you can go first."

A man dressed as a pudgy version of Captain Malcom Reynolds from 'Firefly' stepped forward and gave a brief synopsis of why his company chose to dress as the crew from that cult TV series. His explanation got laughs and applause and he was followed by a representative from Bentley Engineering, and so it went until Kate stepped forward to represent the last company, Wentworth Investments.

"Hi, everyone, and happy Halloween. I guess I should explain, right? Well, as you know we are a wedding party, but what you probably don't know is that our blushing, pregnant bride is actually my son, Gerald Wentworth and our handsome groom is actually my daughter-in-law, Stevie Wentworth."

Stevie smiled and pulled the beard from her face, then pulled the wig, then the wig cap from her head. "Hi, everyone!" She laughed.

"Unfortunately, Gerry's costume doesn't come off as easily, but trust me, that's my son. Doesn't he make a beautiful bride!"

Everyone applauded.

"Alright, alright! Let's hear it for all of our companies!" The DJ shouted. "Now, the waitresses are passing out the ballots, so please take a moment and cast your vote for the best group costume and your nominations for best individual costumes."

When the ballots were tallied, McQuire Consultants won for best group costume for their 'Guardians of The Galaxy' group, which was a truly impressive collection of costumes feature all of the major and minor characters from the movie.

"Sorry, mom," Taylor whispered.

"Oh, that's fine dear. The bigger companies always win the group costume. They have more people at the party. The hot tube goes to the best individual costume. Let's see who wins that."

The five highest vote getters for individual costume were announced and Gerry and Stevie were both included in the list.

"Ok," the DJ announced, "judging by the number of ballots turned in, there are three hundred and seventy people at tonight's party. I'll start with the number three vote winner. With twenty seven votes, the number three vote winner is Stevie Wentworth of Wentworth Investments."

There was some polite applause as Stevie was handed a bottle of expensive whiskey as a prize. She smiled and waved to the crowd.

"And our number two vote winner with twenty-nine votes is Roselyn Jackson from McQuire Consultants."

There was more applause as a woman dressed as 'Gamora' from Guardians of the Galaxy was handed a bottle of champagne as her prize.

"And our winner," the DJ announced with great flourish, "in a landslide victory, with two hundred and fifty one votes, is 'The Pregnant Bride,' Gerry Wentworth, from Wentworth Investments!"

The room went wild with applause as Gerry felt the excitement of victory course through his body.

"And the prize for tonight's best costume is a full hot-tub-and-spa from Sun Coast Pools. Here is the paperwork for the prize and you can call the company to arrange installation at your convenience. Congratulations Mrs Wentworth!"

The DJ, who obviously knew that Gerry was a man, still referred to him as 'Mrs Wentworth.' That was ok, though. Gerry knew he was going to be hearing a lot of that from now on and that was just fine with him.
 

 

"We're out here, in the hot tub!" Taylor called as she heard her husband enter the townhouse through the front door. She could see from the renovated patio which was centrally located between all three of the Wentworth townhouses.

"Hi, ladies," Russ smiled as he caught sight of his wife and her sister in law soaking in the hot water. He loosened his tie and said, "Where are the girls?"

"Out for a girl's day with Auntie Gerri," Taylor smiled. "We've had a lovely Saturday." She took a sip of wine.

"Auntie Gerry seems to find a reason for a 'girl's day' every Saturday, lately." Russ chuckled.

"If Evelyn weren't in school during the week," Taylor said, "Gerri would have 'girl's day' everyday."

Evelyn was Russ' daughter from his first marriage. She was six years old when Taylor entered her life, and she was thrilled to have a new 'mother figure.' Taylor never wanted to take the place of Evelyn's mother, but on the day that Taylor and Russ were married, Evelyn began calling Taylor 'mom,' which could not have made Taylor any happier. Now, three year's later, nine year old Evelyn adored her stepmother almost as much as she did her little step-sister, Mila, her adopted cousin, Marni, and her Auntie Gerri, who, as far as Evelyn was concerned, practically walked on water.

"I thought everyday WAS a 'girl's day' for Gerri and the two little ones." He leaned over and kissed his beautiful wife. "Mommy and Me exercise and swim classes, constant walks around the parks in matching dresses... Heck, Gerri could have a 'Girl's Day' all by herself. I don't think I've ever seen her in anything other than a lovely dress." He smiled at his own joke. "You know, those of us who came along after Gerri 'got pregnant' have a hard time believing he was ever a guy."

"Well, he was, I assure you," Stevie sipped her wine. "And he still is all man where it counts, I promise."

"I'm sure she is," Russ smiled.

"And there's nothing 'pregnant' about my baby sister anymore!" Taylor laughed.

"Nope," Stevie raised her eyebrows. "Between the 'Cool Laser' treatments before we went to the islands for vacation and the exercise regime he's been so loyal to, he's a fit, little thing."

"She is indeed," Russ laughed.

"Hey," Taylor made a lame attempt to splash her husband. "You're not hot for my little brother, are you?"

Russ pulled her wet hand from the warm water and kissed the back of it. "Not at all, my dear. As the old song goes, 'I Only Have Eyes For You.'"

"Good," Taylor smiled. "See that it stays that way."

She took a long sip of wine and let out a satisfied 'Ahh.' "Russell... you are lucky to have been born a man. You'll never know how hard it is to go without wine while you're pregnant or nursing." She held up her glass in a toast. "To wine... and not being pregnant!"

"I'll drink to that!" Russ grabbed the bottle and poured a bit into a nearby glass and took a sip.

"Never say never," Stevie teased.

"Yeah, but two is plenty for me." Taylor laughed. "How about you, though. Have you guys decided about adopting another baby?"

Stevie shrugged. "We haven't made up our minds. Gerry only just stopped lactating. If we bring another baby into the house, he'll be leaking all over again. Not that that's so bad, but... we still need to think it through."

"Well," Russ took another sip, "I am surprised that both of you don't want a baker's dozen each. I mean, with Gerri around, you guys get all the benefits of being moms without having to do a lot of the dirty work."

"And how many dirty diapers have you changed through the years, Russell?" Taylor was enjoying putting Russ on the spot.

"Probably not as many as you, but you have to admit that neither you have changed as many as Gerry has. In fact, I bet that he's changed more diapers than both of you combined."

Stevie and Taylor looked at each other and smiled.

"Truer words have never been spoken," Stevie giggled. She held up her glass. "To Gerry!"

"To Gerry!" Taylor raised her glass.

"To motherhood!" Russ raised his glass and they all took a sip.

"We're home!" Gerry called as he and his daughter and two nieces entered.

"We're out here, baby!" Stevie called.

Before Gerry appeared, a nine year old girl in a flowered dress came running out to the patio. "Daddy!" She yelled as she hugged her father.

"Hi, angel," he smiled as he bent, hugged her and kissed the top of the girl's head. "Did you have a good time with Auntie Gerri?"

"I did, daddy. Auntie bought me this dress. Isn't it pretty?"

Russ shook his head. "Auntie is spoiling you rotten, you know that, right?"

The girl laughed. "Auntie said that you'd say that. She told me to tell you that I'm a princess and princesses need pretty dresses. It's part of the job."

"Oh, dear God, it's worse than I thought!" Russ laughed as he lifted the child and hugged her tightly. Her darker skin and huge, brown eyes were a testament to her late mother's Hispanic heritage, and the child knew just exactly how to use those beautiful eye to manipulate her father.

"Hi, everyone," Gerry said as he stepped out of the screened in room and onto the patio. As usually, his hair and makeup were perfect, and he sported a very Floridian, flowered dress - an adult version of the dress worn by Evelyn. Not so coincidentally, the nearly four year old, Mila, and the just over three year old, Marni, both of whom he carried, one on each hip, wore dressed of the same style and material.

"Oh, wow," Taylor laughed as she and Stevie rose and exited the hot tub. "I forgot that it was National-Mother-Daughter-Auntie-Niece-Day! Of course, such a holiday calls for new dresses all around!"

"Oh, you're just jealous," the now slender and even more beautiful Gerry smiled.

Taylor took the blonde child from Gerry, "Come to momma, Mila." She kissed the child.

"And you come to momma, too, Marni," Stevie smiled and kissed her daughter. "You all look lovely, girls."

"Mommy, do you like my dress?" Mila asked her mother, her voice tiny and happy.

"Yes, I do," Taylor smiles. "It's a very pretty dress."

"Mine too?" Marni asked Stevie. Marnie was even more verbal than her cousin who was seven months her senior.

"Yes," Stevie kissed the little girl's forehead. "Mommy Gerry always picks out such lovely clothes."

Russ put his arm around Evelyn's shoulders and said, "They all look beautiful, Gerri, but you're spoiling them. They don't need new dresses every weekend."

Gerry smiled and sat in a chaise lounge, smoothing his dress beneath him. "Oh, don't be a spoil sport, Russ. I want my girls to be dressed perfectly when we go out. Besides, I love dresses and I want them to love them as well. Do you like your new dress, Evie?"

Evelyn looked at her father and smiled broadly before answering. "I love my new dress, Auntie Gerry. Thank you for buying it for me."

"Alright, alright," Russ kissed his daughter on the top of her head, again. "As long as all my girls are happy." He hugged his daughter a bit tighter. "And that includes Auntie Gerri."

He stepped away from his daughter, bent and kissed Gerry on the cheek.

"Thank you, Russ. I just love dressing the girls... and Evie..." he glanced at the child, "...she's growing into such a beautiful young woman. You should be so proud of her."

"I am," Russ nodded.

"Daddy?" Evelyn asked coyly, a mischievous smile playing on her lips. "Would it be alright if I slept here tonight with my aunties and Marni?"

"Oh... I don't know, baby. Auntie Gerri has had you all day. She needs a break sometimes, too."

"Don't be silly, Russ," Gerry pulled Evelyn close. "You know how much I love to have Evie here. I promised her that, if you let her stay, I'd teach her how to use my sewing machine. Why don't you leave Mila for the night, too. Mila and Marni love you be together. Besides, if you leave them with us, you two can have a nice romantic night."

Russ glanced at Taylor who smiled sexily. "Sound nice to me."

"And you don't mind, Stevie?" Russ asked.

"Like you said, Russ... As long as all my girls are happy." Stevie kissed Marnie, again.

"Well..." Russ acted as if he was still thinking for his daughter's benefit. "... I GUESS it'll be ok. You do know, though, that when you sleep in your own bed, you're only thirty feet away from your Auntie Gerry. It's not like she's miles away."

Evelyn climbed into the chaise lounges beside Gerry. "I know. Thank you, daddy. Auntie Gerri is teaching me a lot."

"That's great, honey."

"Besides sewing, baby, what is Auntie Gerry teaching you?" Taylor smiled at her stepdaughter, encouraging her.

"Auntie is teaching me to be a lady," the child said with pride.

That made both Stevie and Taylor chuckle.

"What?" Stevie said through her chuckles.

"Auntie Gerri is teaching me to be a lady, aren't you, auntie?"

"That's right, Evie." Gerry rubbed the child's shoulder. "Explain to mommy and Auntie Stevie what a lady needs to know."

"Well..." she thought for a moment, "... a lady needs to know how to take care of herself and others."

"Ok," Stevie smiled. "And how does a lady do that?"

Evie thought about that for a moment, too. "Well... first a lady has to be very smart. She needs to have a career that will let her live a happy life and she needs to know how to make time for her family, too."

"Wow..." Taylor looked at Stevie. "I'm impressed."

"Then," Evie continued, "a lady needs to know what she likes. How to look pretty when she has to, how to dress for work and how to find a look that she's comfortable with. To do that she needs to know how to take care of her skin, do her hair and nails and... ex... ex... ex..."

"Externalize," Gerry whispered.

"Externalize," she gave her aunt a smile of thanks, "her inner beauty so the world sees her as she truly is."

The other three adults stared at Evie and Gerry, shocked that the child had been guided with such insightful rhetoric.

"Gerry..." Stevie shook her head and laughed, "I'm kind of shocked."

"I thought you might be," Gerry smiled proudly. "What's our motto, Evie?"

Evie sat up a little straighter and smiled proudly. "Anyone can be born a woman, but it takes hard work to be a lady."

There was a moment of stunned silence before Stevie and Taylor burst into laughter.

"That's quite a motto, Gerry!" Taylor laughed. "Who taught you that?"

Gerry whispered into Evie's ear. "Tell them who taught me to be a lady."

"Oh," Evie smiled and recited, "Grandma Kate taught Auntie Gerri to be pretty, but Auntie Stevie and mommy taught Auntie Gerri how to be a lady."

"Aww," both Stevie and Taylor giggle. "Gerry..."

"What's all the noise about?" Kate stepped out of her townhouse and into the patio area.

"Hi, Grandma!" Evie hustled to Kate to get a hug. "You look very pretty. I like your skirt."

Kate smiled, "Well, aren't you the sweetest thing!? And I love your dress. It looks just like Gerry and the girls! So, pretty."

"Thank you, grandma. Auntie Gerri bought all of us new dresses so we'd all look like we are family."

That little remark shot right to everyone's heart. Evie, who'd lost her mother so young, felt loved and part of a family because Gerry made it all so clear to her.

"Oh, how very sweet, Gerry. What a wonderful gesture." She kissed his cheek.

"Thank you, mom. How are you."

"I'm fine, honey. Now, what was all the laughter about out here?"

Evelyn jumped right in. "We were talking about how you taught Auntie Gerry to be pretty."

That made Kate laugh. "Oh, did I now." She looked at her son and smiled at what a beautiful, generous, happy and contented homemaker he'd become. All of their lives were better since that strange day a few years ago when Gerry pulled that baby belt on. Certainly, that moment had changed Gerry drastically, but, in retrospect, it had changed them all in ways none of them could have expected. They used to be polite to each other and worked together, but now... now... they were truly a happy family and they showered love onto each other without restraint.

Marni became antsy and reached down from Stevie, wanting to go to Gerry, so he reached up as Stevie handed the baby down. "I want auntie," Mila complained, seeing her step-sister and cousin getting Gerry's attention, so Taylor put her down and she ran to Gerry as well. Then Evelyn insinuates herself back onto the chaise lounge next to Gerry and they all snuggled to him.

Kate looked at all of them. It was amazing how all three of the little girls became more and more like Gerry every day. Not just the clothes, but the smiles, the way they raised their eyes to look up, the gentleness, the sweetness. All of it seemed to flow from Gerry to the girls. It was miraculous. The love he exuded for these young ladies, and 'ladies' is definitely what Gerry was guiding them to be, was as natural as breathing to him.

"You know, Evie," Kate's eye sparkled with a few tears of love, "I don't think I really taught Auntie Gerry how to be pretty. Gerry was always pretty. We just didn't see it until he showed us how pretty he could be. I just helped with that. But, I'll tell you something that's a fact - Your Auntie Gerry taught me how to be a good mother."

This confused Evie a little. "But you are a mother. You're auntie's mother... and mom's mother and she's older than Auntie Gerry... So, you were a mom before he was even born."

"That's right, darling, I was a mom, but I wasn't a GOOD mom until Auntie Gerry taught me how to be one and I thank God every day that I paid attention to what Auntie Gerry taught me."

She shook her head as she looked at the children surrounding her boy, his chestnut brown hair perfectly framing his plump, perfectly made-up face, his ample breasts filling out the lovely dress... he was a picture of feminine joy. "You are a wonder Gerry. You truly are."

Gerry smiled and, with a bit of difficulty, freed an arm to take his mother's hand in his. "Thank you, mom."

She smiled at him.

"Ok," Stevie interrupted the moment, "let's lock down a few things. Number one - Russ, call the country club and see if we can have a table for dinner, tonight. Number two - Can I order a pizza for this lot for tonight?"

"That's ok," Stevie waved her off. "We'll take care of the pizza."

"Pizza?" Kate scoffed. "I'll call for some good food to be delivered. My treat."

"No, no, no," Gerry hugged the girls closer. "These princesses need to eat something nutritious. Russ and Taylor, you go have good night. Stevie and Mom, you relax and have another glass of wine. My girls and I will take care of dinner."

Gerry stood, Marni still against his breasts. Once upright, he turned and spoke to Evie. "Come on, Evie. Take Mila's hand. We'll have the little ones help with the vegetables while you and I get the main course ready."

Before he left the patio, Gerry stopped to give both Taylor and Russ pecks on their cheeks and told them to enjoy their evening.

As they headed into the screen room, Evie asked, "Do ladies need to know how to cook, too, auntie?"

"Everyone needs to know how to cook, honey, but... yes... ladies need to know how to take care of their families and that involves knowing how to cook."

The door closed and Taylor and Russ left to dress for their evening, leaving Stevie and Kate to sip their wine.

"I should probably get out of this this swimsuit before dinner," Stevie said. "Gerry will give me the lecture about ladies dressing appropriately for the dinner table. I don't want to be held up as a bad example for the girls." She laughed as she headed for the door.

"Stevie..." Kate asked, but didn't continue.

Stevie stopped and waited until Kate was ready to continue.

Finally, Kate found her words. "Are you happy? I mean... happy about the way things have worked out?"

Stevie leaned against the wall, her strong, slender, well muscled body looking amazing in the Lycra garment. "Honestly, Kate, I could not be happier."

Kate liked the answer, but persisted. "What if Gerry had been like this when you met him. Do you think that you would have ended up with him if he was?"

Stevie shrugged. "Probably not. I'm not a lesbian, so I don't think I would have been attracted to someone as... well, a girl like Gerry."

"Then... I don't want to be too personal, but... I do wonder about these things. So, how can you be happy with him, now? I mean... I see that you are, and I'm very happy that you are, but... you are, essentially, living a lesbian life, aren't you?"

"Maybe... maybe not. I don't analyze it, Kate. All I know is that I fell in love with a wonderful guy who was so unsatisfied with his job that it made him miserable, and that made me sad for him. Then, through some miracle, he found his true calling - first by being Mila's aunt, then being Marni's mom and then helping a little girl who'd lost her mom to find happiness, again. His body actually changed, Kate. It made him able to nourish a child. Talk about a true calling!"

Kate nodded.

Stevie turned and looked through the house where Gerry had the babies busy helping with preparing vegetables while he stood behind Evie, his arms reaching around her to show her how to properly bread a chicken breast. All of them wearing clean, white, pinafore-style aprons - it looked like a photo from an old women's magazine. It was a beautiful sight.

"See, Kate... Gerry found himself as a woman and I found myself in Gerry. I know it sounds crazy, but we complete each other in almost every way. Come take a look at this."

Kate joined her at the door and looked in at the perfect domesticity within.

"He is beautiful, Stevie."

"I know," Stevie smiled. "Who wouldn't be smitten by a woman like that?"
 
THE END
 

Quarantine: 1 - Stir Crazy

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Age regression
  • Real Life Situation
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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Quarantine: 1 - Stir Crazy

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Stuck in quarantine with nothing to occupy his mechanically inclined mind, Jordan
is looking for a project to keep himself busy.


 
Author's Note: This was just a little something to write during the Covid quarantine. I sometimes wonder if my mind might drift like Jordan's? Heh! But seriously, please do leave me a review of this story's plot premise! I would like to know if it is as fun as I think. ~Clara.
 
This version of Quarantine: 1 - Stir Crazy has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

"I'm telling you the truth, auntie." Jordan rubbed his forehead as he sat at his aunt's kitchen table, pushing the mop of messy, matted, curly, mousy-brown hair out of his eyes. "If we have to stay in quarantine much longer, I swear I'll go out of my mind!" It had been fifty days since he'd had to abandoned his dormitory in New York City and take shelter with his aunt and his cousins in rural Massachusetts.

Mary took a sip of her coffee and shrugged at her nephew. "I don't know what to tell you, Jordan. We're all going a little crazy around here. Do a puzzle. Read a book. Take a walk. Find a way to keep yourself busy. Frances and Robbie are dealing with this situation. You need to, too. I know how much you like to keep busy, but this is the way the world is tight now, honey."

"They're on their phones talking to friends twenty-four-seven, Aunt Mary. That would drive me crazy, too! I've done all the puzzles I can find and I've been taking, like, four walks a day. I don't mind being alone, in fact, I kind of prefer it, but I need something to do, something to fix, something to make. I can't believe there's no tools in this house at all!"

The truth was, Jordan didn't have a lot of friends to talk to, anyway. He'd always preferred to be alone and found nearly any social interaction uncomfortable. He was a tinkerer and always had some kind of a project on his workbench, even in his dorm. It was this quality that was allowing him to excel as a mechanical engineering major.

Mary considered Jordan's whining for a few moments. She'd always found the boy fascinating - intense and intelligent about anything mechanical. A ball of kinetic energy squeezed into his tiny, five foot-one body. She could see he was desperate to keep his hands busy.

Two months ago, when the virus' impact on New York City started closing the city down, Jordan had no place to go. His parents, both physicians, had taken advantage of their son moving out and going to college to sell their home and sign on to work with Doctors Without Boarders. They'd found themselves in China at the start of the pandemic and could not, in good conscience, leave while the population around them suffered the impact of the disease. When Mary's older sister called and asked if Jordan could stay with her and her stepdaughters, who, at that time, were also headed home from their respective colleges, she was more than willing to have him join them in their old, twenty four room farmhouse. Plenty of room! Of course, no one expected the quarantine to last this long, let alone go on without end. Certainly Jordan didn't. He showed up with a couple of days clothes and his bamboo fiber pillow and not much else. Already, clothing was an issue for Jordan. When his clothes needed to be laundered, he was resorting to wearing one of his cousin Roberta's old bath robes, which hung far too loosely from his meager frame.

A thought occurred to Mary. "Jordan, I just thought of something! There IS a small toolbox in the house. It's in your great grandmother's sewing room out in the old servant's wing. Come with me and I'll dig it out for you."

"Cool!" The boy jumped up, excited.

The eighteenth century behemoth of a house had, at one time, had servants' quarters which had never had a heating system installed. When Jordan arrived in March, it was too cold to go exploring in that wing. Now that the beginning of May was bringing warmer weather, he was excited to go exploring. So, he followed his aunt up the stairs.

"What's up?" Frances asked as she ran into her stepmother and cousin in the hallway.

"Jordan and I are going to dig out the tool box in great grandma's sewing room."

Frances, the older daughter of Mary's late husband's first marriage was a good head taller than her step mother and at least another half a head taller than her cousin. "Oh, good. Maybe that'll occupy you're A.D.D., Jordie!" she teased.

"You guys are the ones with A.D.D.," he teased back, good naturedly. "I just need to keep my hands busy to help me think."

"If you'd like to play video games with us," Robbie, Frances' younger sister, called from the upstairs den, "you're always welcome!"

Jordan smiled at the offer. "Thanks, but I don't really know how to play video games."

"Ok," Ronnie turned her attention back to the game, "but the offer stands. You're always welcome."

"Thanks, Robbie."

Robbie was nearly the same size as her step mother, but a bit bustier. Both girls were very good looking without being overly into makeup of expensive clothes. They both preferred dresses to skirts or pants, but they had their tomboy qualities, too, especially when it came to their 'win at all costs' instinct when playin video games. The few times that he had joined them for a round of Mortal Combat or even Candy Crush, he found himself destroyed by their aggressive manner of gaming.

Mary continued down the hall and pulled back the heavy curtain that hid the door to the servants' wing and kept the cold air out of the rest of the house in the depth of Massachusetts winters.

The first room on the right, which had once been the servant's common room, was the largest of the rooms in that wing and when Mary's grandparents had bought the house in the nineteen fifties, her grandmother had claimed that room as her sewing room.

Mary opened the door and led him into the shelves of carefully stored bolts of fabric and file cabinets neatly filled with sewing patterns.

"Wow!" Jordan looked around. "She was serious about sewing, huh?"

Mary laughed. "She was, but she was also a pack-rat and never threw away anything. I haven't had the heart to clean the room since she passed away. Look around, now. There is a green tool box on one of these shelves."

After a few moments of searching, Jordan said, "Here it is!"

He pulled the box out and placed it on the large table in the center of the room. His excitement at finding the toolbox dissipated when he opened it and found nothing but a tack hammer and a selection of very small screwdrivers.

Mary saw his shoulders slump at the revelation. "I'm sorry, Jordie." She rubbed his shoulders. "I didn't know what was in it. I guess these were just for grandma to fix her sewing machine."

Jordan nodded, then said, "Machine?"

"What?"

"You said 'machine.' Is there a sewing machine here?"

Mary smiled at his excitement. "Yes. It's in that black case behind you, but it hasn't worked in decades. Grandma gave up sewing because of her arthritis and my mom only used it for occasional repairs. I remember the last time it was out was when your mom ripped her winter coat and my mom tried to sew it back up. She couldn't get it to work, so it got put in its case and left here."

May I look at it!?" Jordan was suddenly very engaged.

"Of course," Mary smiled.

"It's heavy," Jordan grunted as he lifted it up onto the table.

"It's a professional model," Mary said, whetting his interest even more.

When he opened the lid, the machine was still covered in thread and looked as if it was ready to use, but it also looked overly complicated, which piqued his interest even more.

"Umm, Aunt Mary... would you mind of I took a shot at getting this working, again? I mean, it's already broken, so I can't do any harm, and I could go online and see what I could find out about it... I think I might be able to get it working for you!"

Mary didn't have the heart to tell the boy that no one was really looking to use the machine, and if anyone actually had an interest in sewing, a new machine would probably be a lot easier to operate and wouldn't cost all that much, anyway. So, rather than discourage him, she smiled and said, "You know what, Jordan - that would be a great help! I'd love to have a working sewing machine around here. If you can get that working again, I'd be very grateful!"

Jordan was suddenly smiling. "Great! Let me just take a picture of the model number and I'll go online and see what I can find out. This is awesome! I'm excited!"

Mary smiled. "I'm glad honey. This should keep you busy for a few weeks."
 

 

"Ahem." Mary cleared her throat as they all ate the chicken pie that she'd made for supper.

Frances and Robbie looked at their cousin, then back at each other, smiling. When Robbie glanced at her mother, Mary jerked her head towards the boy and said, 'Ahem," once again.

Giggling, Robbie knocked on the table in front of the tablet that had captured Jordan's attention. He jumped a bit and looked about, confused.

"Mom's been trying to get your attention, Jordie," Robbie laughed.

"I'm sorry," he muttered. "What...?" It was more of a question or 'What's going on?' than 'What do you want?'

"At this point," Mary said with a matronly air, "I wouldn't think that I'd have to say this, but meal time is family conversation time, Jordie. Now, put that iPad away until after dinner."

"The iPad?" It took a moment for him to reentered the reality of the kitchen.

"Yes." Mary stifled the giggle and maintained the matronly delivery.

"Oh..." He closed the cover on his iPad and placed it on a side table.

"So-" Mary looked around. "What's new with everyone?"

Frances laughed now. "Nothing's new, mom. It's been the same old same old for two months, now. We get up, we do the busy week we get from school, we play some video games, clean a little bit around the house, have dinner, watch a little TV and go to bed. What's new with you?"

Mary shrugged. "Nothing I guess. I can't wait to have clients coming back to the salon. I feel a bit useless around here."

"Oh, mom," Robbie said, remembering something, "Alison's mother asked if she could buy some of her hair dye from you. Alison says that her mom's roots are really showing."

Mary nodded. "Tell her that I'll go out to the salon tomorrow and get it ready for her. I'll put it in a paper bag with her name on it on the table out front. She can come by and pick it up when it's convenient for her. Tell her to leave the money in the Mason jar on the picnic table."

The two seat beauty salon that Mary's late husband had built for her in the barn was initially meant to be just a little side-money for Mary while the girls were at school. Then, when her husband dies very suddenly, it became their sole income, but she did manage to make a good living. Now, after two months of quarantine... well, the money in the bank account, much of which came from her husband's insurance policy, wasn't going to last forever.

She didn't want to dwell on that, though.

"How about you, Jordie?" She changed her train of thought. "What were you so engrossed in?"

"Me?" Jordan seemed surprised that he'd been included in the conversation, he to be honest, he always seemed a bit disconnected from his surroundings.

Frances shook her head. "Yes, Jordie. You. Mom asked what you were reading on your iPad?"

"Oh... um... I found the schematics for great grandma's sewing machine and I was trying to get my head around it. It's a surprisingly complicated little machine." He went on a two minute explanation of the complex nature of the Mis-twentieth century device, describing it in terms that made no sense to the three women at the table. "I'm looking forward to getting to work on it tomorrow." His previously vacant expression had been replaced by a big smile.

Robbie reached over and squeezed his hand in hers. "You know you're like the biggest nerd in the world, right?" Her smile told Jordan that she meant no malice, but was just playing with him.

"Alright, Roberta." Mary's matronly tone was back. "Stop teasing your cousin."

"I'm not teasing, mom. I'm stating the obvious, right Jordie?"

"Sure," he chuckled. "I mean, calling me a nerd is like calling a basketball player tall. It's just the truth. I don't mind at all. I call myself a nerd all the time."

"Well, enough of that for now. Let's just finish our dinner and be nice to each other."

After a few moments of silence, Frances asked, "Mom, maybe when you go out to the salon, do you think that Robbie and I could get our hair trimmed?"

Mary smiled. "Sure, honey. Are you looking for a change, or just a trim?"

"Just a trim for me, mom. To neaten it up."

"Yeah, me too," Robbie nodded, swallowing a piece of chicken pie.

"Ok," Mary smiled. "No problem."

Then she spied her nephew glancing to his right to try to sneak a peek at his iPad. "How about you, Jordie?"

"Hmm?" He looked at his aunt, knowing he'd been caught obsessing on his project. "How about me, what?"

She smiled. "Tomorrow morning, when I go out to the salon to make up the hair dye for my customer, can I neaten up your hair while I'm neatening up the girls'?"

"My hair?" It seemed odd to Jordan. "Auntie, I haven't cut my hair in... in years."

"Yes, I know, and it looks like that. In fact, it's been driving me crazy since you arrived. So, tomorrow, come out to the salon while I'm working and I'll neaten it up for you."

She could see that he was about to protest, so she spoke again. "Don't worry, Jordan, I am not going to give you a crew cut. I'm just going to trim up those split ends and get some of those nasty mats and snarls out. I'm sure that you'd feel better if we could actually run a comb through that rat's nest on your head."

"But I have to work on..." he began, but Mary held up her hand in a 'this is my final word' gesture.

"No more discussion. One of these days we are going to be able to leave this house and when we do, we are going to look like proper human beings. So - tomorrow. Nine o'clock. Out in the salon. All of us. The Queen has spoken."

"But..."

"The sewing machine can wait, Jordie. It's been sitting there for a decade or more. It's not going anywhere. Let's deal with some self-care first. We'll all feel better if we get cleaned up a little. That was an excellent suggestion, Frannie. Now, I've made butterscotch pudding for dessert, so let's finish up so we can all enjoy that."
 

 

At seven thirty the next morning, Mary stepped out of the shower, toweled off, put on her robe and headed back to her room to dress, but she stopped when she heard a noise coming from an unusual part of the house. It was an odd sound, too - like - scratching and movement and small grunts and groans. What the heck was that?

She moved quietly down the hall, fearful that a raccoon or, God help us, a possum, had gotten into the less used part of the house. As she passed the doorway where the heavy winter drapes hung, and prepared to step into the servant's quarters, the sound grew louder. She stopped, then realized that the sound was coming from the first room on the right - grandma's sewing room.

She relaxed a little and peeked in to find Jordan, disheveled as usual, lost in his work, pieces of the sewing machine laid neatly on grandma's work table.

There was that intensity that always amazed her about this boy. His peculiar genius was on display. She'd seen this intellect in him since he was a child and it never failed to amaze her.

Mary and her sister had remained close throughout their life and when Jordie was little, Mary had him with her almost as much as his own mother did. Mary married late, she was in her late thirties, and with her husband came the children he'd had with his late, first wife. Frances, a year older than Jordie and Robbie a year younger, had been good to their new cousin, but, Jordan being Jordan, he had a hard time relating to his peers, particularly female peers who seemed to vex him more than males.

"You're at it early," she said, surprising him a bit.

"Oh... yeah... I didn't wake you, did I? Sorry if I did."

"No, honey, you're not apt to wake anyone out here. I was up and heard you, though. How about I make you an egg sandwich in a half an hour or so, then, when the girls are ready, we can go out to the salon and get ourselves cleaned up?"

Jordan sighed. "Oh, gee, auntie, I don't know. I'm just getting this underway and..."

"No, Jordie, we discussed this. You know how you can get when you're focused on a project. You need to set boundaries."

"...but..."

"No 'buts,' Jordie. You've been like this since you got your first Lego set. You shut the world out and you're hyper focused for days on end. Now, that'll be a great thing when you're older and working for NASA, but for now, you need to focus on not only that machine, but on your health and well being. When this is all over, I will not be put into the position of having to explain to your parents that you got sick because you didn't eat right or keep yourself clean. Set an alarm on your phone - thirty minutes from now, you are to be in the kitchen. Understood?"

He heaved a huge sigh. "Understood."

"Good." She smiled. He was a great kid, but he could lose himself too easily. His mother and father were always wrapped up in their own worlds, too. This hiatus from the world could be good Jordie. Maybe a different kind of structure was just what the boy needed. He needed a new perspective on the world. "You're a good kid, Jordie."

He looked up and smiled at his aunt, a little confused by her smile. "Thanks, auntie. I'll be down in thirty minutes."
 

 

"Ok," Mary stepped into the small salon in her barn, "Robbie, you jump into the blue chair and Jordie, you jump into the yellow one. I'll wash Robbie's hair and Frannie, you wash Jordie's. Give him two shampooing and," she paused and grabbed a plastic bottle from a cabinet shelf, "condition his hair with this. It's a de-tangler. Let it sit for ten minutes or so before you rinse. Maybe that will help untangle that rat's nest and I won't have to shave him bald."

"Auntie...!" Jordan began to protest, but Francis patted him on the chest and guided him towards the yellow seat.

"She's kidding, Jordie. Relax," his oldest cousin said.

He sat and Francis reclined the seat so that his head was in a sink. As soon as she began to run the water through his hair, though, she realized that her mother wasn't kidding, not completely, anyway. "Whoa, your hair really is tangled, Jordie. When was the last time you brushed it?"

He shrugged. "I don't really think about how my hair looks. I wash it and I dry it with a towel. That's all."

"Well, young fellow," she teased, "this is your lucky day, because by the time mom is done with you, your going to be able to feel air on your scalp for the first time in..." she tried to run her fingers through his wet hair, "... in forever... I'd guess."

It was an odd feeling for Jordan to have someone else shampoo his hair. He wasn't really a 'touchy-feely' kind of guy, in fact, he didn't really like being touched all that much. That is, until...

Since he was a little boy, Jordan knew that he was different than the other kids. He didn't hug his parents the way other kids did. He didn't like to touch certain textures. He didn't make friends..

...but then there was his Aunt Mary. She kind of 'got' him in a way that no one else did. As far back as he could remember, Aunt Mary never looked at him like he was weird. She had a look that just said, 'We Are Family.'

He remembered going to Aunt Mary's wedding when he was eleven. He was actually angry with her husband. He seemed like an ok guy, but he was taking Auntie Mary away from him. He was providing her with two girls to bring up. She wouldn't need him any more.

But then, the weirdest thing happened.

The girls...

They were just as nice and welcoming as Auntie Mary. At first he figured that she must have told the girls to be nice to her weird nephew, but that wasn't the case at all. They were just genuinely nice people and they seemed to like him, too. Just like Aunt Mary did.

Whenever he saw Aunt Mary or the girls, each visit began and ended with a hug from each of them, and it was odd... he liked their hugs... a lot. He actually looked forward to seeing them and when the girls would touch his arm or leg while they were talking, or fooling around playing a board game or something, he liked that, too.

In the last two months, though, he'd been touched and hugged and even kissed on his cheeks dozens of times every day! He should be horrified, but... it was great and he looked forward to each hug, touch and kiss.

So, he wasn't really a 'touchy-feely' kind of guy, in fact, he didn't really like being touched all that much. That is, until...

... now.

Now, these familial gestures felt wonderful. Like friendship. Like family. Like love.

After the de-tangler conditioner had been in Jordan's hair for ten minutes, Francis rinsed it as best she could. "I don't know, mom," she said quite seriously, "it's still pretty bad. Should I condition his hair, again?"

"No, no." Mary continued to trim Robbie's hair. "The rinse can only do so much. I'll work on him as soon as I'm done with Robbie. It's a long, slow process. I have to start on the edges of the mat and slowly pull it apart."

"Ewww." Francis made a face. "Sounds painful. I don't envy you, Jordie."

"Oh, stop it," Mary laughed. "I've untangled the hair of people with dreadlocks. I can handle a messy boy."

It was, in fact, a challenge, even for a pro like Mary, to remove all of Jordan's mats, but two hours later and with a minimal amount of cutting, she was finally able to run a comb through his hair.

Mary breathed a heavy sigh. "That was a challenge!" She laughed as she looked at her newly de-tangler nephew sitting in her 'styling' chair. "Before I trim off your split ends, Jordie, I'm going to have Robbie wash your hair once more, using a medicated shampoo. Your hair was so matted that you actually have some sores on your scalp and the medicated shampoo will help to clean those. It may sting a little, but the choice is either start healing your scalp with some daily maintenance, or we shave you bald, right now."

"Don't shave it off, auntie," he said a bit shocked at the idea. "I'll do whatever needs to be done to heal it."

"That's a good boy," Mary chuckled, patting his shoulder. "Franny, come sit in the chair and I'll take care of you while Robbie shampoos your cousin."

"Ok, mom," Frances said as she took the seat that Jordie was vacating.

"Right this way, sir," Robbie teased as she used a towel and snapped it on the seat, pretending to clean it. "I think you'll like this seat. It's well padded and has a lovely view of the ceiling."

Jordan stopped for a moment and looked from his cousin to the ceiling, not understanding her teasing.

"Just sit, Jordie," Robbie giggled. "I'm just joking."

"Ow!" Jordan let out when the medicated shampoo hit his scalp.

"I haven't even touched you," Robbie laughed.

"It stings. It stings a lot!" Jordan said very concerned.

"Jordie," Mary never took her focus off of Frances' hair, "you let your hair get so matted that it stopped the flow of air to your scalp. You have some serious sores there. They will start healing in a day or so if you let us treat it. Otherwise, you'll end up getting your head shaved in a hospital so they can treat it, and, baby, if you go into a hospital right now, having your head shaved may be the least of your concerns."

Robbie looked at her cousin with sympathy. "You're ok, though, right, Jordie. I mean, I want to wash your hair for you, but I don't want to hurt you."

He nodded. "I'm ok, I guess."

"Ok, I'll be gentle." Robbie continued to work, using the hand held shower head to work on his scalp as gently as possible.

"That's funny that you called him, 'baby,' mom," Frances mentioned. "I don't think I've ever heard you call anyone by that name."

Mary smiled. "I used to always call Jordie my baby," she glanced over to be sure that her quiet words were covered by the sound of the water.

"Yeah?"

"Sure. He was kind of my baby, Franny. You know my sister and her husband. They're brilliant, but... well... I guess 'clinical' is the perfect word. I think they learned to compartmentalize their feelings because of their careers as doctors. You treat dying people day in and day out... it does something to you. That took its toll on Jordie, too. You girls... from everything I know, your mom doted on you both and, of course I know how much your dad loved you."

As Mary was combing her bangs out, Frances grabbed her stepmother's hand and pulled it to her lips, kissing her knuckles and hugging the hand. "And don't forget you, mom. You made us feel loved when we were trying to figure out why God had taken our mother away from us. You've always been our mom, too."

Mary smiled at the twenty one year old in front of her. She was beautiful without trying, just like her sister. Maybe that had to do with how beautiful she actually was inside. This was a prime example of her beauty. Neither Frances nor Robbie ever let Mary forget that they thought of her as their mom, that she occupied the same place in their hearts as did their late mother and father.

"You're a blessing." Mary kissed her forehead. "You and Robbie both. Always have been. Always will be." She leaned forward and rested her forehead against the side of Franny's. "Even if I'd found someone when I was younger, I could never have given birth, but... I could not love you and Robbie more if I'd carried you in my own womb."

She sighed at how lucky she was and went back to trimming Frances' bangs.

As Robbie wrung out Jordan's hair, she said, "Jordie, you need to throw that shirt out. It's filled with holes, and... and I hope I don't offend you, but... it smells of body odor." She wrapped his hair in a turban and helped him to sit up.

"I know, but it's the last shirt I have left. I only brought three and I wore out the other, two."

Frances kept her head steady, but glanced over as Jordie sat, legs splayed, in the shampoo chair. "Whoa! You need more than a shirt, Jordie! You're putting on a heck of a show, right now!"

"Oh, sorry!" Jordan turned red as he snapped his knees together.

Not having seen, Mary turned and looked at her red faced nephew. "What did I miss?"

"All I said was that he needed to throw out his shirt." Robbie shrugged. "It's ripped and smells."

Mary sighed. She couldn't afford to buy new clothes, right now. Money was too tight.

"His pants are ripped, too, mom," Frances said. "Right up the crotch."

Mary shook her head. "Show me," she said, more sternly than usual.

Jordan just shook his head.

"Jordan James Alden," she scolded. "I will not ask you again."

Jordan just looked the floor and shook his head.

Sensing Mary's impatience and a little upset that she'd been so indiscreet, Frances said, "Mom... he can't... he's not wearing underwear."

"What!?" Mary was shocked. "Why on earth not?"

Jordan just wanted to crawl into a hole and die, but he answered, nonetheless. "I only brought two pairs and they were already old. I had to throw them out. I asked dad to help and he said he'd figure out how to set up an Amazon gift card for a few hundred dollars so that I could get new clothes, but... that was back in March. He never followed through and I haven't heard from either him or mom since then."

"Alright, alright, alright..." Mary shook her head in frustration. Her sister and brother-in-law were both very successful and, as a result, they were a wealthy family. This adventure with Doctors Without Boarders was the first truly selfless thing either of them had ever done - even going into the medical profession was purely a financial decision. Unfortunately for Jordan, though, they'd ended up in China just prior to the most contagious outbreak in at least a century, possibly in history.

Also, unfortunately for Jordan, Mary was stretched just about as thin as she possibly could be before her financial elasticity snapped. They had food in the extra fridge and freezer and, living in a rural area meant that there was plenty of small farms selling meat, so they were getting by, but they were one financial challenge away from oblivion.

"Why on earth didn't you tell me about this, Jordie? I don't want you living in rags." Mary shook her head.

"Because... well... you've been so generous already, auntie, and, well, I don't have any money and I know that you haven't been working, so... there's really nothing I can do."

Sadly, he was right. "Well... we'll finish up in here and... we'll figure something out. In the meantime, Robbie, drape a towel over his lap, please."

When Mary finished trimming Frances' hair, she went to work on Jordan's. "Oh, my..." she looked through his hair and inspected his scalp. "Robbie, go into the first aid kit and get some Neosporin for me. Franny, grab some Q-Tips. Jordie, I'm going to put some medication on some spots on your scalp. It won't hurt. Ok?"

"Ok."

She coated a swab with the ointment and worked for a few minutes before becoming frustrated.

"Your hair is curling as it dries," Mary said through a frustrated exhale. "Honey... I'm going to use a flat iron to straighten your hair so that I can see what I'm doing. It won't hurt, either, but I need to keep your hair out of the medication as much as possible. Ok?"

"Sure, I guess." Jordan shrugged, really wanting to leave the salon and get back to his sewing machine project.

The smell of the flat iron on his hair was like nothing he'd ever smelled before, but Mary assured him that it was normal for the iron to burn, a little.

"Good heavens, Jordie," Mary marveled as she looked at the completely straightened crop of hair on her nephew's head, "without all the mats and after straightening the curls, your hair touches your shoulders." She chortled a bit. "I had no idea that you had this much length."

"Wow," Franny smiled, "it actually looks nice, Jordie. I'd almost say it was pretty."

"Look at how nice it looks," Mary turned him towards the mirror. "Nice, huh?"

"How did you do that?" he asked.

"Do what, baby?"

"I mean... did you add artificial hair pieces or something? My hair isn't that long."

Mary and the girls all thought that was funny. "Of course it is, Jordie," Mary laughed. "Its just been all curled up and matted. This is how long your hair actually is and every morning for the next week or so, you are going to have to come out here with one of us so we can straighten your hair and check on those sores on your head."

"Everyday!?"

"Everyday, baby. I want you to be healthy, and those sores are serious business. Understood?"

"Yes, ma'm," Jordan sulked.

"Good. Now let me just neaten up a few things and we'll go into the house and figure out how to deal with your clothing issues."
 

 

Robbie took Jordan into the house while Franny and Mary took care of reorganizing the salon.

"Mom," Franny asked, tentatively, not wanting to sound too judgmental, "Is Jordan... I mean... is he ok? You know... mentally?"

Mary stopped to think of the correct answer.

"Look, mom, I'm just asking. I think he's a great kid and I've always enjoyed spending time with him on holidays and all, but we've never been with him this long before, and..." she could see her stepmother searching for the right words and, not wanting to upset her she withdrew the question. "Never mind, mom. I guess that's kind of rude, huh?"

"No, honey, it's not rude. It's an honest question and I'm trying to think of an honest answer. Jordie has always been... different. Small. Delicate. Intense. Overly focused on the tiniest things. He has a hard time with new people and new situations. He stresses over everything, but... the boy is brilliant, Franny. He's brilliant in ways that my sister could never see. He's a great student, sure, but I have never known anyone who understood how everything - and I mean EVERYTHING - works the way that he does. He's got the most mechanical mind I've ever seen, but it's almost all concrete-thought. His imagination is... let's just say - under-developed. I was really hoping that spending time with you girls might open him up to some creative thinking a bit and some socialization, but..."

Frances nodded. "You should have told us, mom. We would have worked harder to get him to join in with us."

Mary shook her head. "No. It can't be forced, Franny. He needs to open up to us of his own free will."

"Was he ever tested? You know, for autism or Aspergers? Or anything like that?"

"Oh... I doubt it, honey, but that would just put a label on what I've always known. He's a great kid, honey, and if he could apply the creative side of his mind even half as well as he applies the concrete thinking side, there's no telling what he could accomplish."

"So... how can we help?"

Mary kissed her stepdaughter's forehead. "By being patient with him and showing him as much love and acceptance as possible, even if he does come across as a little odd. Remember - Jordie isn't weird. He's family. Just treat him like family and he'll find his way."

"Ok," Frances nodded as she processed all that had been said, "but to start, I think I might have something in my dresser that might help him."
 

 

"These are the only pant-bottoms I have," Robbie said, holding out a pair of dark green leggings. "I'm sorry. Try them on. They're pretty comfortable. I bought them for gym class in middle school."

Jordan took the leggings tentatively, and nodded.

"They're just pants, Jordie. They're better than what you're wearing. I'm sure mom will work something out soon."

Again, he just nodded.

"Oh, good," They heard Frances in the next room. "Hey," she said as she entered Robbie's room, "I found these in my drawers. I bought them back in the fall and they got the size wrong. I meant to return them, but I forgot about them until now."

She handed him a package made of soft, plastic sheeting. On the front of the package, the label read, 'Six Pack, Boy Shorts, Hipster, Small."

The Jockey brand underwear had a 'Y-front,' just like men's underwear, but the colors wear very different than any underwear he'd ever seen. Pinks, and purples, and one had flowers on it.

"They fit just like your tightie-whities, without the added pouch, of course. The Y-front is just for design. They don't really open."

"Then why are they made to look like they'll open?"

Frances shrugged. "I don't know. It makes them cuter, I guess."

"Cuter?" Jordan found that idea perplexing. "Why would that be cuter?"

Frances looked to Robbie and shrugged. "I don't know, Jordie. I guess it's just cute to think of a woman wearing little boys' underwear."

"Really?" He just couldn't fathom why that would be.

"Well, putting that aside," Frances giggled, "at least you'll have some underwear."

He nodded and shrugged. "Ok. Thanks."

He started to leave, but Franny stopped him. "Jordie? You know that we are here to help you, right? If you need something... don't go without. Just tell us and we'll do whatever we can. Ok?"

He nodded. "Ok. I guess I just didn't want to be a bother."

"You're not a bother, Jordie. You're family."

Jordie nodded and then, slowly, smiled. "Thanks." He left to try on the clothes.

"What was that all about?" Robbie asked.

Frances smiled. "I was just talking to mom..."

A few minutes later, Jordan returned wearing the green leggings with the lace insets on the side of each leg. He was carrying his ripped trousers in front of him.

"Well, those look good," Robbie said, encouragingly. "How do they feel?" She moves behind him

"Not bad," Jordan ran a hand up and down the thigh of his right leg. "Kind of clingy, but I guess that's how they're supposed to feel, right?"

"That's right," Franny nodded, inspecting the leggings. "I assume the boy shorts fit ok, too. You are wearing them, aren't you?"

He nodded. "They sit a little low, but they fit fine, too."

"Good. Lift up your shirt and let me see where the waistband sits."

He put his old trousers down on Robbie's bed and lifted his shirt. Robbie, who was behind her cousins, said, "They fit perfectly. In fact, your butt looks better in those than mine did. So, at least we've got one pair of pants to get you through today."

"Ahem," Franny cleared her throat and laughed a little. "Houston; we have a problem up front."

"What's the prob..." Robbie started to say, but stopped when she moved to his front. "Oh, my," she laughed.

"What?" Jordan looked down, confused.

"Oh, nothing to worry about," Robbie laughed. "It just kind of looks like you're smuggling a bunch or grapes in your leggings."

"What?" Jordan was still flummoxed.

"Oh, stop," Franny gave her sister a soft slap on the arm. "It's nothing, Jordie. It's just that we can see that you're a healthy young man. That's all."

"Very healthy, apparently," Robbie joked.

Franny rolled her eyes at her sister. "Do you remember that tunic you used to wear in middle school all the time. You know the one I mean. I used to call you a hippy when you wore it?"

"Yeah. Why?"

"Because it's long enough to cover up his... junk. Go get it."

"Oh. Good idea," she agreed and pulled it out of her closet. "I love this top. It's too pretty to get rid of."

"Perfect," Franny smiled. "Take off that ratty tee shirt, Jordie, and put this on."

He pulled off his hole ridden tee shirt and dropped it on the bed with his ripped trousers. Franny held the shirt open and helped him slide it over his arms and head. She pulled it down and it sat nicely on his shoulders, reaching to a couple of inches down his thighs.

"See?" Franny said to Robbie. "Just like I said. Perfect."

"Perfect?" Jordan said, looking at the garment. "The stupid sleeves are too short and floppy, the bottom is too long and the whole thing is covered in flowers and lace!"

The tunic was a classic peasant style. Very soft cotton with a V-necked opening, half-sleeves that formed a wide bell to the delicately pleated shoulder seam. The luxuriously wide sleeve openings were edged with a wide band of flower-shaped lace. There was an elastic waist that gave the wearer, who was meant to be a young, developing girl, the illusion of mature, feminine hips. The most distinguishing feature of the garment was the embroidery that ran in a wide band around the bottom hem and neck opening. It was a repeated pattern of red and yellow flowers with green leaves and a pretty little daisy chain connecting each floral pattern from one to the next.

It was adorable and it fit Jordan just perfectly and both of those things confused and bothered him.

"The sleeves are not 'stupid,'" Robbie said with a touch of hurt in her voice, "and they're not 'too short.' They are exactly the right length and the lace accentuates the bell sleeve. And, yes, it is covered in flowers, but so what? I've seen plenty of pictures, from the old days, of male rock stars wearing shirts like this and they wore them to look cool."

Jordan turned to look in a mirror that stood on a frame in the corner. The long, straight hair was weird enough, but the clothes just enhanced the impression that he was trying to look like a woman.

"Look, Jordie," Franny stood beside him and put an arm around his shoulders, it was a gesture that very few people ever did towards Jordan and, under normal circumstances, he would have shaken off the other person's touch - unless it was Aunt Mary, of course - but, for some reason, he accepted it. It felt comforting and she was, after all, family. "I know this isn't a perfect solution, but at least you're in clean, comfortable clothes, right?"

"I guess," he pouted a bit, "but don't you have any jeans or anything?"

Franny glanced at her sister who shook her head in the negative. "None that would fit you, I'm afraid. The truth is, we really only ever wore pants of any kind when we were required to. Our mom - our biological mom, I mean - she grew up in a religious sect that required women to only wear dresses and, even though she'd left that religion before we were born, she was never comfortable in pants and she brought us up to always were dresses. We don't even have many skirts. Robbie and I just grew up wearing dresses all the time. I guess we kind of did it to honor her memory and mom - you know, our mom, now - always indulged us with that. Sorry."

He fingered the soft material of the blouse. It was very comfortable and softer than anything he usually wore. "Ok. I guess it'll be ok, but..." he lifted the material to his face and sniffed it, "... it even smells like flowers."

Franny smelled his shoulder and smiled at Robbie. "It does."

Robbie stepped over to them and took a whiff, then giggled. "Oh, my God. That's 'Truly Yours' body spray. I used to slather myself in that in middle school. Everything I touched smelled like that. It's pretty, isn't it?"

"Yeah, I guess," Jordan shrugged.

"Well, it certainly smells a lot better than that dirty old tee shirt you've been wearing." She joined Jordan in looking into the mirror. "Look at you. Clean, straight hair, clean clothes... it feels good to be clean, doesn't it?" She put her arm around him, too, and planted a loud, sloppy kiss on the side of his head. "You look nice, Jordie. Enjoy it."

"Yeah, ok," he smiled, enjoying, more than he would have expected, the feel of both of his cousins standing so close and touching him. They'd always been very nice to him, but... well... this was different. They weren't just being nice to him, they were... maybe, including him was the right way to put it. He liked that. A lot.

"Later, we'll see what we can find for tomorrow," Franny said, "but how about a we watch a little TV or something?"

"Umm," Jordan looked at their pretty faces in the mirror, "I'd like that, I really would, but... would you mind if I got back to working on that sewing machine? I really want to rebuild that and see if I can get it working."

"That's fine, Jordie," Franny smiled.
 

 

"He let you put your arms around him!?" Mary was in a very pleased state of shock. Jordan DID NOT like to be touched by anyone, but he always made an exception for his aunt. She and her daughters were busy preparing a roast chicken dinner for supper that evening.

"Yep!" Robbie smiled. "I even kissed him, right here, on the side of his head."

"Girls," Mary shook her head in disbelief, "that's huge. Keep engaging him, please. That boy needs social interaction in the worst way."

"You should have mentioned it earlier, mom," Franny said as she lined the roasting pan with aluminum foil. "We were kind of giving him his own space."

"I know, honey, and he needs that, too. I'm so glad we found this sewing machine project for him. That should keep him busy for a few days, at least."

"I hate to disappoint you, mom," Robbie chuckled, "but we heard the sewing machine running before we came down to help you. I think he's already fixed it."

"Oh, great," Mary shook her head, "now I'll have to break the microwave so that he can fix THAT for me."

Just then, they heard the sound of someone coming down the stairs, so they all turned, expecting to see Jordan enter wearing his new clothing, which is exactly what they saw, but he was also wearing a bib apron that was made from rather old fashioned looking, brightly flowered material and had ruffles around all the edges.

"Hi," he said as he stood in the doorway, one hand behind his back and wondering at their stunned silence.

"That's a..." Robbie stopped to giggle a little, "...a lovely apron you're wearing, Jordie."

He looked down and was actually a bit surprised he was still wearing it. "Oh... yeah... the clothes you gave me don't have pockets... so... this does and it made it easier to work." He reached into a large pocket that ran across the front of the midsection of the apron and pulled out two pairs of pliers, one a standard pair, the other a needle nosed pair. "See?"

"Oh," Mary smiled as she crossed the room to him and straightening the shoulder straps. "Well, it suits you, Jordie. It was your great grandmothers. I'm glad that you're using it."

"Oh, ok, good, I guess, thanks, but..." he was obviously excited about something, "... so I got the sewing machine working and I made you something. Here." He pulled his arm around from behind his back and presented his aunt with folded parcel of plaid material.

"What's this?" she asked with a smile.

"Well, I noticed that you didn't have a curtain in the window over the sink," he indicated where he meant and Mary and the girls all glanced over there to see that there was an old fashioned, wrought iron curtain rod mounted, but naked, in that spot, "and this is the same material that the other curtains are maid of, so I made you a short curtain to go up there. I guess it's called a valance. It'll just cover the top half of the top window sash."

Mary unfolded the material to reveal a nicely cut and neatly hemmed piece of material with the obvious pocket sewn into the top to accept the curtain rod. It looked store bought, it was so well made.

"Jordie...? How could you have made this?" Mary was astounded.

"Easy! It's just like following blue prints."

"But... you never used a sewing machine before. How did you know how to use it?"

"Youtube! I watched a few videos to learn how to run the thread and stuff, then I tried it on some material - it was easy. I mean, I only know how to do a couple of types of stitches, but the videos said that was enough to get started. So I looked in the file drawers up there and found a bunch of patterns, all neatly filed. This looked like the easiest one to start with, but I already have another project started. It should be done in a few hours. Here, let me put that up."

He took the valance and climbed up to kneel next to the sink, revealing the smartly tied, puffy bow in the back of his apron, pulled down the curtain rod, slid it into the curtain pocket and put it back up. It was a perfect fit, more than filling the space and allowing for the curtain to bunch up in spots and create gentle waves.

"Jordie... that's just perfect," Mary gushed. "I can't believe you made that without anyone teaching you how. I'm so impressed!"

"Thanks, Aunt Mary. I'm working on something else, too, so I'm going back upstairs. I should be done in three or four hours."

"Ok, but you'll need to take time out for dinner. It'll be ready in an hour and fifteen minutes."

He was already hurrying out the doorway and towards the stairs. "I'll go without dinner tonight, thanks, auntie."

"You'll do no such thing!" Mary called after him. "Set the timer on your phone, Jordie! One hour and fifteen minutes from now, I want you back down here and I want a nice, relaxed dinner for the four of us." She raised her voice to be sure that he could still hear her as he put distance between them. "If you can't finish whatever you're making tonight, it can wait until tomorrow. Do you hear me, Jordie!"

"Yes ma'm," he called back from a distance. "One hour and fifteen minutes."

When she turned back into the kitchen, Robbie and Franny were both admiring the valance.

"See," Mary smiled as she joined them, "I told you he's brilliant, but you have to set parameters for him." She reaches up and touched the valance. "I'm very concerned, though."

"About what, mom?" Robbie asked.

"Well," Mary heaved a heavy sigh for effect, "there's only about half a warehouse of material up there. Of he gets too focused, he'll blow through that in a week and we'll have more new curtains than we'll know what to do with - then what will we do?"

The girls laughed.
 

 

He'd come down for dinner, just as he'd been instructed. He'd patiently sat through diner and dessert and answered questions when asked, occasionally offering long winded explanations about the inner workings of the sewing machine he'd repaired, to which the women reacted with nods and smiles and words of encouragement.

The moment that dessert was done and the dishes were stacked in the washer, he disappeared again into the sewing room.

A little after eight that evening, Mary remarked to the girls as they watched TV, "I'd better give your cousin a one hour warning. He's not going to be pleased with me, but, like I said, he needs parameters or he'll be puttering away on whatever he's doing all night."

She was about to get up when she heard the sound of footsteps on the stairs. "Huh. Here he comes."

When Jordan entered the room, he, once again, had one hand behind his back. He was still wearing the green tights, peasant blouse and apron.

"Another surprise?" Mary asked smiling.

Jordan was also smiling and looking very proud of himself. "Yes, but this time it's for Robbie."

"For me!?" Robbie sat up straighter.

Jordan pulled his arm around to reveal a plain, baby blue, gingham dress.

"Oh, my God!" Robbie jumped up and hugged Jordan. "That's so nice, Jordie! Why would you make me a dress."

"Look," Jordan smiled, unfolding a paper envelope from his apron pocket. The envelope was a commercial product with the word 'Simplicity' written across the top and, in an older style of artwork, a picture of young women in three various versions of essentially the same dress. One of those women bore a striking resemblance to Robbie. "See. She looks just like you, so I made the dress she's wearing for you."

"Oh, how sweet!" Franny said from the couch. "Robbie, go try it on."

Robbie kissed his cheek and took the dress and headed for the downstairs lav, but stopped. "Umm, Jordie... I think this is too small for me, honey."

"No..." Jordan muttered, crestfallen. "It has to be big enough. When we were in your room, I saw some of your dresses and they said that you wore a size four. This is a size five. If anything, it should be a little big. I figured I could take it in for you if I needed to."

"Size five?" Robbie looked confused. "There is no size five. Women's sizes are in even numbers, Jordie."

"But there is a size five in junior sizes," Mary said, looking at the envelope. "Jordie, I'm sorry, but you made Robbie a dress that is sized for girl. Not a woman."

"Oh..." Jordan was heartbroken. He'd really tried to do something nice.

"Oh, don't feel bad, Jordie," Robbie held the dress up to look at it. It was a baby blue dress with a high waist, a scoop neck and puffy sleeves. There was a gold zipper running up the back. It was remarkably well put together for a home made dress, let alone a dress that had been made by someone who'd never even touched a sewing machine a few hours earlier. "This is just lovely, Jordie, and I'm touched that you'd make it for me, but, I'm sorry, I haven't been able to fit into a juniors' size five since I was in seventh grade."

"What a shame." Mary patted her nephew's back. "You did a beautiful job, Jordie. We'll have to find someone who'll fit into it when all of this is over."

"Umm," Franny stood and looked at the dress, "Robbie, what grade were you in when you wore that blouse?"

"I don't know... seventh or eighth."

"And what grade were in when you had to buy those tights for gym?"

"Oh, that was definitely seventh. That was for Ms Graves' class. She was a strange lady... oh..." the lightbulb went on over her head. "I get it."

"Get what?" Mary asked.

"Well," Franny said as sweetly as she could, "I think that Jordie may have solved tomorrow's clothing issue."

"Oh... no..." Mary laughed. "That wouldn't be right, would it?"

"Why not?" Franny giggled. "Jordie, remember when I said how cute it is when a woman wears boy-style underwear?"

"Yeah," he said, a bit confused and very apprehensive.

"Well, that's a two way street, Jordie. A boy in girls clothes is cute, too. You saw yourself in that blouse, right? You look adorable. So... for tomorrow... let's see if that dress fits you."

"If the dress fits?" Jordan looked around. "Are you serious?"

Mary looked at the dress and considered the lack of options available to them. "Well, it's not a horrible idea, Jordie, but only if you are willing to wear it. We don't have any pants or anything like that for you to wear. We do have some of the girls' old clothes that we could dig out of storage tomorrow, so if you'll agree to it... it would really help out."

When he hesitated, Mary added, "But only if you're ok with it."

"Come on, Jordie," Robbie encouraged. "No one will see. It's just the four of us, here and it's just clothes, right?"

Jordan looked at the dress he'd spent six hours cutting and sewing for his cousin and took a deep breath. "I guess, with my hair like this, I kind of already look like a girl, so... you won't laugh, will you?"

"No, baby," Mary ran a finger down his soft cheek. "We won't laugh. It'll just be until we can get some money together to get you new pants, ok?"

He sighed. "Ok. I guess I'll try it, BUT I'd if anyone laughs, I'm not doing it."

"Ok, baby," Mary smiled. "Just take off your shirt and we can try it on right here."

He took off the flowered apron, then pulled the soft blouse over his head. Mary pulled the zipper down and helped to lower the dress over his head. He guided his arms into the sleeves and took a deep breath as the dress slid onto him.

"Turn around, baby," Mary said maternally. "I'll zip you up."

It was a very strange sensation for Jordan. The zipper pulled the waist line tightly to his body. It wasn't uncomfortable, but the waist was very high, just below his chest, and the zipper made him feel trapped in the girlish garment.

"It fits nicely," Mary said. "You did a very good job, Jordie. How does it feel?"

"Kind of weird," he said. "I don't really know what to do with my hands, the skirt is like, everywhere. Also... there's some itchy parts."

"Itchy parts?" Mary asked.

"I know what he means, mom," Robbie offered. "When great grandma or grandma made me dresses when I was a girl, the seams were always a little raised and they itched if I wore the dress without a slip."

"Oh, ok," Mary remembered having the same problem when she was young. "Well, that's easily solved. I bet we have a few slips in the walk in closet off the back hallway where we've stored all of your old dresses."

"A slip?" Jordan asked.

"Just think of it as an undershirt," Franny explained.

He nodded.

"Alright, then," Mary forced a smile for Jordan's sake, "I think we've found a temporary solution to the clothing problem. Are you sure you're ok with this, Jordie?"

"Sure, I guess," he shrugged. "Like Robbie said, they're just clothes, right?"

"Right, Jordie," Robbie smiled and gave him another kiss on the cheek. "Thank you again for thinking of me. I'm glad that such a pretty dress will get some use."

"Alright," Mary turned him around and pulled down the zipper, "let's get ready for bed, ladies. Jordie, put on your pajamas and find one of us. We'll get your hair ready. You can either wear in in a ponytail or a bun while you sleep, but I want to be sure that it's not a tangled mess again in the morning."

"Couldn't we just take care of my hair right now?" Jordan asked.

"I'd rather that you were in your pjs so that you don't need to pull your pajama top over your head after we put your hair up."

"Well, see, auntie," Jordan sputtered, "I threw away my pajamas about a week ago. They fell apart when I put them through the wash the last time. Since then... I've been kind of sleeping in the nude."

"You've been sleeping naked on my good sheets!?" Mary was a little miffed, but got control of herself. "Alright, Jordie, go upstairs and brush your teeth and I'll figure out something for you to wear to bed."
 

 

"Wake up, Jordie," Franny cooed as she entered her cousin's room and raised the blinds. "Mom says to get you up, help you get dressed, strip your bed and put the sheets you've been sleeping naked on into the washer, have some breakfast and take you out to the salon to give you another shampooing with the medicated shampoo, straighten your hair and put on some more Neosporin on your sores so that everything heals correctly. Your bun stayed in nicely, last night. That's a good thing."

Still groggy and confused by Franny's intrusion into his room, Jordan blinked his eyes to try to see more clearly against the bright morning light. At the mention of the bun Fanny had put in his hair last night, he put a hand up to the back of his head and felt the ball of hair back there. He'd asked her to put the bun on top of his head like other guys he'd seen, but Aunt Mary said to put it in back so the scalp on the top of his head could breathe. As he pulled his hand back from the bun, he noticed the ruffled cuffs on the sleeves of the long sleeved nightie they'd found for him to sleep in last night. It was white, with narrow, baby blue stripes and small yellow flowers that reminded Jordan of dandelions decorating the entire gown. The bodice was smocked and should have enhanced the shape of a small, developing bust, but just laid shapelessly against his flat chest.

"Aren't you getting up?" Franny asked, lifting the hanger holding the dress he made yesterday. "You did a great job on this, Jordie. I'm glad that you'll have something to wear today. After an hour or so, you'll forget that your even wearing it. It's just a piece of clothing."

Jordan shook his head, both at the ludicrous situation he found himself in and at the amount of talking Franny was doing. "I need to go pee before I get dressed," he said.

"Ok. You have a bathroom right here. Go ahead. I'll wait."

Jordie stood and the nightie that fell to halfway between his knees and ankles, freed itself from the wound position it had held around his body.

Franny smiled at him.

"What?" he asked.

"Nothing. It's just that, with your hair in a bun and that granny night gown... well, you're awfully cute, Jordie."

"Wonderful," he muttered as he headed towards the lavatory.

"Oh, Jordie," Franny stopped him. "Don't forget some clean panties." She pulled the next pair out of the pack that she'd given him the precious day. They were a soft blue, just a few shades lighter than the dress he'd be wearing. It was a coincidence, but a happy coincidence, none the less.

When he emerged from the lavatory wearing just the panties, Franny held up a silky looking dress of some sort.

"What's that?" he asked.

"That's your slip. It'll keep the seams from irritating you. It's very soft. Hold up your arms."

Jordan followed her instructions and she lowered the slip over his head. It was cool and soft against his body. In the front were two empty pouches.

"Is this a bra?" he asked.

"Well, it's meant to have a bra under it, but I don't think you need a bra. To tell you the truth, though, when I wore that slip, and when Robbie wore it after I did, we only wore training bras, so it wasn't very full then, either." She laughed at her memory of the days when she was Jordie's size. "Let's get the dress on you."

Again, he raised his hands and, once again, Franny lowered the garment onto him. Then she turned him and zipped up the back, giving him the feeling of being helpless and trapped, again. "Doesn't that feel better with the slip?"

Jordan nodded.

Franny adjusted the skirt at his hips and commented, "You did a remarkable job on this dress, Jordie. I'm very impressed. If you're looking for another project, I'd love for you to make me a dress."

"Really?" He asked, happy at the prospect of a project. "But I messed up the dress I was making for Robbie."

"You didn't mess it up, Jordie," Franny laughed, "you just didn't understand about women's sizing, which is normal. Most women don't understand women's sizes. You can take my measurements and I'll help you to figure it out. Robbie would love a new dress, too, so would mom, I'm sure. We could keep you busy for weeks if you like sewing."

"I do," he smiled as he moved to the mirror. "I like building anything and sewing is kind of the same." He examined the dress in the mirror. "I guess it does look good, huh?"

"It's lovely, Jordie. You should be proud of yourself. I'm very proud of you."

"Really!? Proud of me?"

"Very proud, Jordie. Now, do you want me to brush out your bun before breakfast?"

He looked at himself more closely, taking in the way his hair made his face look. "No, I think I'll keep it like this. I like it. It's very neat this way."

"Ok," his cousin chuckled, neatness had never been part of Jordie's look. His room and any workspace he used was always immaculate, but his personal appearance was always a little disheveled. Maybe this was a chance to help him with that. "You know, I could help you neaten up your look a lot, if you want."

"Really? How?"

She stood beside him and rubbed his back, feeling the zipper in the dress and the silky feeling of the dress sliding on the slip below "I'll give you some options when we get out into the salon. Let's go have breakfast, now."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Quarantine: 2 - Expanding Horizons

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  • Clara

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  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

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  • Age regression
  • Hair or Hair Salon
  • Real Life Situation
  • Sweet / Sentimental
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Quarantine: 2 - Expanding Horizons

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Jordie makes new decisions about how he will get through the quarantine and his
explorations into sewing lead him to self discoveries.


 
Author's Note: Strange what happens when people are restricted and limited indoors! A little review is a small payment to help more of these stories come forth. Again, I would seriously like to know how I am doing. ~Clara.
 
This version of Quarantine: 2 - Expanding Horizons has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 2
 
 

 

The sheets were in the washing machine, the breakfast dishes were in the dishwasher and Franny was leading Jordan out to the salon on an overcast spring morning in rural Massachusetts.

"Seriously," she was chuckling as they walked into the salon and turned on the lights, "you don't know who Billie Eilish is!?"

"No," Jordan shrugged. "Should I know her?"

"Well, I don't know... don't you like music?"

"Sure. I like music just fine. I just don't always know who I'm listening to."

"Ok, that's fair, I guess. So, is there anyone that you like to listen to?"

He shrugged again. "I like The Beatles, I guess."

Now, Franny laughed out loud. "The Beatles? Well, of course you like The Beatles. Everyone likes The Beatles, Jordie, but they're old. Isn't there anyone new that you like to listen to?"

"I don't know. I guess I like Adele," he said, not even sure what songs she sang, but at least knowing the name.

"Ok, see, that's a great choice. What album?"

"I don't know, Franny. Like I said, I just like to listen to music."

"Ok," she indicated the chair at the shampooing station, "sit down and I'll hook my phone up to the speaker. We'll listen to some Adele while we take care of your hair. Undo your bun while I take care of the music. Oh, and Jordie..."

"Yeah?" he asked as he reached behind his head.

"Keep your knees together, honey. You need to be aware of that all the time, ok?"

"Oh," he realized how he was sitting, "yeah. Of course. Sorry."

She plugged her phone into the speaker and smiled at him. "Don't apologize, Jordie. You'll get used to it. It's just that dresses are new to you."

Piano music started playing through the salon, then Adele's sultry alto joined the piano to sing some of Bob Dylan's most beautiful lyrics.

'When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.'

Frances started the water in the sink at the shampooing station and checked the temperature. "Lay back, Jordie. Let me take care of your hair. I'll be careful. I won't hurt you."

Until yesterday, no one, other than his mother, when he was very young, had ever washed his hair for him and it seemed like a huge luxury. A luxury he really liked. He closed his eyes and enjoyed it.

Franny smiled down at him, happy that he was enjoying it. She joined in the song, singing quietly with Adele,

'I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong.'

"You have a nice voice, Franny," Jordan said, his eyes still closed.

"Yeah? You think so?" She began rinsing his hair. "I was in chorus in high school. I had a few solos. There were always girls who sang better than me, though." She thought about high school and how much she enjoyed singing with her friends back then. Would there even be choruses in high schools after the pandemic was over? "Do you sing?"

"No," he chuckled at the absurdity of the question.

"Why not?" she asked.

"I don't know. I just don't."

"Well, we need to fix that," she said. "I'll teach you some songs. Now, sit up."

She wrapped his head in a turban and helped him stand and walk to the styling chair. Once seated, she used the towel to dry his hair a bit and then she inspected his scalp. "Wow, Jordie. Everything is healing really well. That's really good. Mom will be happy."

She ran a wide toothed comb through his hair and said, "You know, a lot of guys have their brows cleaned up, nowadays. I could do that for you. Get rid of the stray hairs over your nose, clean up the ones outside of the brow line, things like that. How does that sound?"

"I don't know," he said, looking at his lap. "Whatever you think is best, I guess."

"Oh, come on, Jordie. Don't lose momentum on me. This morning you were talking about neatening up your look. I want to help you do that. Now, look in the mirror and tell me if you want me to do your brows for you."

He glanced up at the mirror, but looked away immediately. "Whatever you want to do is fine, Franny."

She looked at him and she worried. "Jordie... look at your reflection for me. I want to show you what I'd like to do."

He raised his eyes and looked at the mirror, but his eyes darted away again. Then back. Then away. Over and over.

"Jordie... can you... I mean... is there a reason you don't want to look at yourself?"

He shrugged and she asked him again.

Finally, he sighed. "I... I don't like to look at my reflection, that's all."

She watched him struggling to keep glancing from his reflection to the side wall, to his reflection, to her face, to his reflection, to his feet...

"You looked at your reflection this morning," she prodded gently.

"No I didn't. I looked at the dress and how it looked on me and I looked at how neat my hair looked, but... I didn't look at... me. I never look at me. Like... all... of me."

She patted his damp head. "Why not, Jordie."

He shrugged. "Cause..." he took a deep breath, "cause, I'm ugly."

Her heart sank. "Don't say that, Jordie. You're not ugly at all. You're very good looking."

"No, I'm not," he said, emotionlessly. "I know that I'm weird looking, Franny. My mom always said that I was always going to look like 'an odd child.' I don't like to look at myself because... well... I look like a weird child."

Frances leaned against the bench area and looked at her cousin. "Jordie..." She thought through her words. "Jordie... you're a very good looking person, really you are. I'm telling you the truth. Please don't ever say that you're not."

He glanced at her, then glanced down. "You're only saying that because you c..."

When he sputtered and stalled, Frances pushed him a bit. "Because why, Jordie? Because I care about you?"

He shrugged, then nodded.

"Jordie, I do care about you, you know. In fact, I love you. So do mom and Robbie. You're my cousin, Jordie - my only cousin - and you're very important to me. Can you look at me?"

He looked at her for a moment, then away.

She sighed. "Jordie... this morning... did you like how you looked in the dress that you made?"

He shrugged.

"Did you?"

"I guess... I mean... I like the way the dress came out and... well... I kind of like that I made something that I could wear. It made me look different, and that's a good thing, right?"

"You mean it made you look neater?"

He nodded.

"And did you like your hair this morning?"

He paused for a moment, then nodded.

"Because it looked neater?"

He nodded again. "And because it made me look different, too. Not... ugly."

"Oh, Jordie..." she muttered heart broken.

By now, Adele was singing 'Rolling In The Deep.'

"Jordie... I need to go grab something that I forgot in the house. Just sit right there. I'll be right back. It might take a couple of minutes, but I'll be back. Just wait here, ok?"

He nodded and she left in a hurry.

She was gone for almost ten minutes and when she returned, Mary was with her and Mary's eyes were rimmed in red. She looked at her nephew and her eyes became watery.

"Are you ok, Auntie? You look like you're going to cry."

Mary forced a sad smile and she reached out and touched the boy's soft cheek. He was so small and so sweet and, now she realized, so broken.

"Jordie..." She tried to maintain that sad smile. "...baby... your mom... she never really said that you were ugly, did she?" Mary knew that her sister could be cold and tactless, but this was a bit beyond her expectations.

He shrugged. "Not just outright, like that, but... you know... like... when we were shopping and couldn't find a suit coat in the men's department that would fit me and she'd have to drag me over to the boys' department and even then nothing fit right... when things like that would happen, she'd say things like, 'Are you ever going to be a man?' or 'Maybe if you'd exercise now and again, you'd grow a little," things like that. I mean... I got the hint. I know I'm ugly."

"Oh, baby, no, no, no." Mary kissed his cheek. "Baby... you are one of the sweetest people I know, Jordie. There is nothing... absolutely NOTHING ugly about you in any way. You are perfect and beautiful, just the way you are."

He smile just a little and gave a chuckle at the absurdity of that, but then he thought about yesterday and what his aunt had done to his hair. "You're just saying that because of what you did yesterday."

Confused, Mary asked, "What do you mean, Jordie? What did I do yesterday?"

"You know... what you did to my hair. That's the first time in my life that I ever looked..."

Mary waited, but Jordan didn't continue. "Pretty? You looked pretty yesterday?"

He nodded.

"How did that make you feel?" she asked as gently as she could.

Slowly, his eyes raised and, just for a moment, they made contact with Mary's. "It made me feel... nice, I guess..."

Mary looked at Frances who nodded and indicated that her mother should continue down this path.

"Jordie... when you make something yourself... when you start with nothing and end up with something that all comes together and looks great... how does that make you feel?"

He shrugged. "Proud, I guess."

"And when you made me that valance... were you proud of that?"

He nodded.

"Are you're proud of the dress you made?"

He shrugged again. "I guess so. I mean... it's ok."

"It's not 'ok,' Jordie, it's lovely. Here, stand up and stand next to me."

He did as instructed and stood by his aunt facing the full length mirror on the door of the rest room.

"Look at yourself, Jordie," she told him. When she saw that he would only glance briefly, she placed a hand on his jaw and gently guided his gaze towards the mirror. "Tell me what you see."

"I see you and me," he said as he looked away again.

Mary gently guided his chin back to the mirror and held it there. "Now, tell me what you see."

"I see a guy in a dress with stringy, wet hair. He's pasty and pale and short and... well... not attractive. He's ugly."

Mary shook her head. "That's not what I see. I see my nephew. A guy I love a lot, Jordie. The smartest guy I ever met. He has a kind and generous heart and, when I look at him, I see a little of my sister, a little of her husband, a little of me, even - and now that I look closely, a lot of my mother. It's a beautiful face, Jordie. A face made up of the faces of people I love and it hurts me when you say that it's ugly or unattractive, so let's never say that again. Ok?"

"Ok," he nodded and then looked at his face more closely. "Do you really think I look like you and grandma?"

She kissed his cheek again. "I do, baby. You have a kind, gently face, just like my mother, your grandmother, had."

"And you?" he asked. "You think I look like you?"

She pressed her face next to his. "Yes, baby. You look just like me sometimes. Especially when I was younger."

Now, he was staring at himself.

Mary looked at him, amazed. So sweet and gentle. How could her sister have hurt him this way?

"Tell you, what," she said as she guided him towards the styling chair, "let's see what we can do to make you see how wonderful you look."

Once he was seated, she looked at him in the mirror. "What would you like me to do with your hair, Jordie? It's long enough that I can do pretty much anything you'd like. I could even cut it short and give you a regular man's haircut. What would you like?"

"Well," he pondered, "I don't want it short." He was very sure of that. "I need my hair. Dad's bald. I don't want to be bald."

"Ok." Mary looked at Frances and they both smiled.

"I want it long."

"Ok," Mary rubbed his shoulder. "How would you like it styled?"

He considered this for a long moment or two.

"Think of someone that you think is good looking," Frances offered. "Maybe mom could do something like that for you."

"I think you're pretty," He said to Franny, "and Robbie, too. Could I wear my hair like you guys?"

"Oh..." Mary was surprised by the answer, but at least he was thinking of beauty instead of ugliness. "S...sure, baby... I can do something like that, if you want."

"Yeah," he nodded. "Something like that, I guess. I like the way you made it look when it's long, and I liked wearing a bun to bed last night, too. So, something like theirs would be good."

Still shocked, Mary wanted to be sure. "Are you sure, Jordie? Those are girl's hairdos."

"Yeah, but... even if it's a girl's hair cut, I think I would look better that way."

"Well, ok," Mary laughed. "Let's give it a try, then... then, if you don't like it, we have plenty of time to change it. Franny, hand me a spray bottle so we can wet his hair again."

Franny did that, then asked, "Mom, Jordie looks nice in that dress, doesn't he?"

"You do, honey," Mary said to Jordan. "You did a good job on it. Is it comfortable?"

"I guess," he gave his stock answer.

"Well, I appreciate you helping us cope with our limited finances for now."

Frances pulled a stool close to the styling chair and continued. "He's going to sew me a dress, too. And Robbie. I bet he'd make you one, too."

Mary smiled as she began combing his hair. "That would be lovely, Jordie. So, you really enjoy sewing?"

"It's pretty cool." He smiled as his aunt began to inspect his scalp. "It's just like building something with wood, or metal. You follow the instructions and you end up with something that looks great and serves a purpose."

"That's excellent." Mary loved that he was sharing his enthusiasm so freely. "Your scalp looks better already, Jordie. That's great, too."

Frances said, "Robby is out in the storage rooms right now, going through our old stuff. She'll look through everything and see if there's anything out there you can wear, Jordie. You don't have to make yourself a new dress everyday."

"Ok," he said, "but I could, you know. It only takes a few hours, unless you want to make something really fancy."

"Ok," Frances chuckled, "but just in case you get too busy to make one EVERY day, you'll have extra clothes."

"Alright, Jordie," Mary interrupted, "I'm going to straighten your hair again, then I'm only going to do a little cutting and then I can style it like your cousins. Are you sure that's what you want?"

"Yes, auntie."

"Ok, honey."

Forty five minutes later, Jordan's hair was feathered prettily around his face and fell with some thick, vertical curls near his shoulder. Mary bushed out the curls leaving lots of body behind.

"There," she smiled. "What do you think?" She pulled the cape from him and had him stand, again.

Jordan stood, looked into the full length mirror, again, and the smile on his face faded. "Oh..."

"What's the matter, honey?" Mary asked.

"I don't know..." he said sadly. "...I still look... like... me. I wanted to look more like you and Franny."

Frances cleared her throat and Mary turned to look at her. Frances ran her finger across her own eyebrows and mouthed the word 'eyebrows'

Mary mouthed back, 'oh.' "Um, Jordie, would you like me to trim your eyebrows for you? That will neaten things up for you, too."

"Ok," Jordie nodded.

Mary sat him back down then went to work on his brows, first with a razor, then with a tweezer. It wasn't long before he had neat, not overly narrow arches over each eye.

She directed Jordan's attention back to the mirror. "How's that?"

"Better, auntie. That's does make me look more like you, but..." He looked at Frances closely. "Why don't my eyes look as big as Franny's? And my skin doesn't look the same?"

"Jordie," Frances smiled and touched his arm, "I'm wearing makeup, honey." Jordan examined her face carefully, then let his eyes wander down her body to the hem of her dress, inspecting everything about her.

He turned to his aunt. "Can I try some makeup?"

Mary looked from her nephew to her stepdaughter and back again. "Jordie... this is only temporary, right? Until we can get you some trousers. Your hair could look fine in a ponytail or a bun and your eyebrows will grow back pretty quickly, but... I mean... do you want to really try all of this... girly... stuff?"

"Why?" he asked very concerned. "Does that make me... weird?"

"No, baby." Mary smiled at him. "Lots of boys are curious about girls and girls' clothing. It's just... Are you sure this is what you want, honey?"

Jordan considered this, then turned and looked at the mirror on the lavatory door. He stood straight and inspected himself. He liked his new hair and eyebrows, then there was the dress. He looked at it again. The scooped neck led to his flat chest and the puffy sleeves led to his slender arms. He smoothed the skirt of the dress that ended about two inches past his finger tips.

"Franny... if I wear dresses... will you and Robbie like me?"

Frances shot her step mother a shocked look as she stood and hurried to his side. "Jordie... Robbie and I LOVE you right now! We loved you before, too! If you're wearing jeans and a tee shirt, we'll love you. If you're wearing a dress, we'll love you. If you're wearing a gorilla costume and climbing up The Empire State Building, we'll love you! You don't have to wear a dress so that we'll love you?"

"No," he said, taken a bit aback by his cousin's response, "I mean... if I were to wear a dress... would you STOP loving me, because... well... you guys are the only ones who... love... me." The word 'love' sounded uncomfortable when he said it.

"Oh, honey, that's not true." Mary kissed his cheek. "I love you, your mother and father love you, your friends..."

"I don't have any friends," he interrupted her. "No one even likes me, auntie, so there are no 'friends' who love me and as for mom and dad..."

"Don't even say it, Jordie, because it's not true. Your mom and dad love you very much. They just... they just have a hard time showing it, honey."

Finally, Jordie looked away from the mirror. For the past few minutes, while he appeared to be looking at 'himself,' he had, in fact, been inspecting the minutia of his new look, never taking in the full picture, but, all in all, he definitely preferred the reflection he was seeing now to the one he'd seen all of his life.

He looked at the floor, now. Sparse blonde hair on his legs and ugly sneakers on his feet. Both of those things would have to go, too. He wanted to be someone different. Someone new.

He took a deep breath, then looked at his aunt with eyes that were as sad as his eyes could ever be. "I don't think they really do, auntie. I don't think that mom and dad hate me, or anything, I just don't think they think about me very much other than seeing me as... disappointing, I guess."

Mary wrapped one arm around and his wrapped his head with her other, then pulled him into the tightest hug he'd ever received, which was also, possibly, the hardest hug she'd ever given. For a young man who hated the touch of others, a young man would pull his arm aside as quickly as possible if it was so much as brushed by another person, this was a frightening turn of events and he tensed for a moment, until he inhaled his aunt's aroma and he knew that he was safe and loved in this embrace.

Mary shook with sobs. How could her nephew have felt this way all of his life and she'd never noticed, never asked, never observed... She rocked him back and forth and whispered, "We love you, baby. We love you. You always have us, baby. We love you."

When, at last, she released her grip on the boy, her face was wet with tears and even his eyes were watery.

Frances was standing just to the side of him and she was crying, too.

"Alright, alright." Mary cleared her throat and tried to get a handle on her emotions. "Tell me what you want me to do, Jordie, and I'll... I'll make you beautiful."

Jordan nodded. "Well... I guess that makeup would be a good start. It'll make me prettier, right? Like Franny and Robby?"

"Ok," she nodded as she led him back to the styling chair. "Anything else?"

"Umm... do you think that, maybe, you could show me how to shave my legs and whatever else I need to shave?"

"I can do that for you, honey." She smiled, the turned to Frances, "Franny, grab the pink shaver in the black cabinet and make sure that the battery is charged for me, please."

Frances went to the cabinet and turned the device on. The motor sounded well powered. "Yep. It's good."

Mary looked at her nephew once more. "Anything else?"

He was tentative to say this one. "Umm... can you... I mean... do you know how... to... Umm... pierce someone's ears."

Mary smiled broadly. "Of course, my baby. I know how to do that."
 

 

Robbie was spreading several dresses on Jordan's bed when she heard voices downstairs. She'd spent more than an hour going through boxes of old clothing, looking for the least feminine dresses she could find, realizing, of course, that an unfeminine dress was an oxymoron.

She'd found six. All were fairly plain and all were fairly short, but since they were looking for clothes that fit Jordan and those clothes would have to be clothes that she and her sister had worn in sixth, seventh and eight grade, everything in the appropriate size was designed to be youthful looking - meaning - short. The fit and flair styles that both she and Frances wore at that age tended to feature skater-dress-style skirts, which were pretty girly, but it was the best she could do. Jordie could wear them if he didn't find them too offensive, or they could be returned to their boxes without any fuss.

The voices came up the stairs and Robbie peeked out into the hallway to see her sister, followed by her stepmother and she could see that another person, Jordan, of course, was right behind them.

"I found some dresses that I think Jordie will like," she said as the group approached. "I only pulled out the plain ones - nothing too girly."

"That's probably not going to be a big deal," Franny smirked as she passed the bedroom door and stopped. Then, Mary stepped out of the way revealing someone else and it took a good few seconds for Robbie to realize that the 'someone else' was her cousin Jordan.

"Oh, my God, Jordie..." She laughed a little at the way he looked, but not because she found it amusing, but because she found it amazing.

Jordan stopped and looked at her. "Why are you laughing? Do I look funny? Or weird?"

"Jordie," she let out another shocked titter, "you look... amazing! You're hair and makeup... did you shave your legs!?"

"And arms and armpits," Mary confirmed. "He got the works."

"Even pierced ears," Frances smiled and pulled Jordan's hair back revealing two baby blue studs in each of his earlobes. Then she smiled at her sister and announced, "Jordie and I are going to the sewing room. He's going to measure me for a dress. We watched a video on YouTube and now he knows how to measure correctly. There's a dress dummy in there, too, so we'll set that up to my measurements. Come on down with us and help me pick out a pattern." And with that, she and Jordan continued down the hall, leaving Mary standing next to her gobsmacked step daughter.

"He looks nice, doesn't he?" Mary said to break the stunned silence.

"He looks amazing, mom, but... why? How?"

Mary folded her arms under her breasts, shrugged and raised her eyebrows. "I don't know, Robbie. I think that this may have been a long term curiosity for Jordie."

"I don't think so, mom. Yesterday, he was pretty upset about the embroidery on that peasant blouse. He didn't seem too into girl's clothes at that point."

"Well, maybe that was just an act so we wouldn't think any less of him. Either that, or his fascination at making a dress made him very curious. Either way, every change was his choice."

Robbie shook her head. "Mom, he's adorable. He looks like..."

"A little girl, I know. Nothing I did could make him look older. That boyish body and no breasts... eleven or twelve... thirteen at the oldest, I'd say, but you're right, he is adorable. We asked him who he thought was attractive so we could style his hair that way and he said he thought you and Franny were pretty, so he asked me to make him look like you guys."

"Well, you certainly did that." She shook her head. "It's like I have a little sister."

Mary nodded. "Treat him that way, Robbie. Teach him. We found out things about that boy today... well, just take my word for it - that boy has been through a lot more trauma than I could have imagined. Be good to him. Pamper him. He needs some tenderness and beauty in his life and you two are the most qualified to give him that."

A little confused, but willing to take her stepmother's word for it, Robbie agreed to give Jordan even more love and attention than usual.

"Be careful not to push too hard," Mary warned. "We don't want him to go back into his shell."

"Oh," Robbie smiled, "I'm great with kids, especially girls that age. I was a mentor at school, remember. He's going to love being my little pal."
 

 

Five hours. That's all it took for Jordan to measure, Frances, set the dress dummy to her dimensions, cut the cloth and sew the dress. It fit the dress dummy beautifully and Frances was anxious to try it on, but Jordan was looking through a draw full of zippers for just the right one.

The girls had stayed in the sewing room the whole time, marveling at his deftness as he handled the material, the scissors, the marking chalk and the sewing machine, all the while wearing his light blue dress and his grandmother's apron. It was as if he'd been sewing his entire life, instead of thirty-some-odd hours.

Frances had chosen a pretty, but a bit dated, floral pattern on a light cotton material that she thought was pretty. Robbie agreed with her, but when asked for an opinion, Jordan had replied that it was fine as long as she liked it. For a final opinion, Mary was asked up to see the fabric and she agreed that it was lovely, but she requested that they call her when the dress was ready to be tried on so she could see it.

Jordan ran the zipper seam up and down in the sewing machine, then slipped the garment back over the top of the dress dummy and inspected it with his ever critical eye before pronouncing it done.

Frances clapped her hands in excitement and appreciation and asked, "Can I try it on, now?"

"Sure," Jordan replied.

"Robbie, text mom and tell her the dress is ready and can you unzip me?"

Robbie unzipped the rear zipper on her sisters dress, then text her mother downstairs that she should come up. Due to the size of the house and the fact that, under normal circumstances, Mary was in the barn very frequently, texting was the normal way to communicate from one part of the enormous house to another.

Frances lowered her dress and stepped out of it without a second thought, causing Robbie to say, "Franny!" And indicate the presence of Jordan.

"What? You don't mind, do you, Jordie? I'm wearing a bra and panties, and besides, you've already touched me everywhere when you took my measurements."

Jordan shrugged noncommittally, a bit baffled by the concern, but when Frances had stepped out of the dress, both girls noticed that the boy's brow was furrowed and he was staring at his cousin's breasts.

"Umm," Robbie touched his shoulder, "Jordie that's not very polite."

Without looking away from Frances' breasts, he replied, "What's not polite?"

"Staring at Franny's breasts, Jordie. A gentleman would look away."

Jordan blinked and looked at Robbie.

"Is this the first time you've ever seen a woman's breasts?" Frances asked.

He shot Frances a look. "Of course not. I've been swimming and been to the beach. Swimsuits show more breast than your bra. I wasn't looking at your breasts. I was looking at the bra."

"Oh," the girls let out relieved giggles.

"Do you want one?" Robbie asked. "I don't know if we have one that would fit you, but I could look."

"Why would I need a bra?" He seemed confused at that question.

The girls exchanged confused glances. "Then why were you staring at mine?" Frances asked.

"I was looking at how it was made. I wonder if the thread is actually elastic. It all seems to mold itself to you so well... That's all... I was wondering how it was made. I was just curious. I'll look it up later."

Just then, Mary appeared at the doorway, an iPad resting in her folded arms, and took in the sight of her oldest stepdaughter in her skivvies. "Well, aren't we all getting relaxed with each other?" She teased.

"Oh, yeah," Frances smiled. "I'm just about to try on the dress. Look at it. Isn't it pretty?"

Mary entered and looked at the dress displayed on the dummy. "It's lovely, yes. Let's see if it fits."

She unzipped the dress and held it low so that Frances could step into it. When she'd gotten it onto the girl's shoulders, Mary gently drew the zipper up and, just as it had on the dress dummy, it hung beautifully on Frances' youthfully fit form.

"Oh, it's beautiful, Jordie," Robbie said as she joined Mary in examining the dress.

"Thanks." Jordan smiled, happy to get the compliment.

"How does it feel?" Robbie asked Frances.

"Nice!" She giggled. "It's like it was made for me. Do you like it, mom?"

"I do," Mary smiled and touched the loose fitting, capped sleeve, "but..."

She let it hang there.

"But what?" Jordan asked, moving close to look for a problem.

"Oh... nothing..."she said, dismissively. "It's just that..." again she let it hang there.

"What!?" Jordan was now moving around, looking for any problem. "What's wrong with it?"

Mary winked at her daughters, knowing that Jordan had taken the bait. "Oh, nothing, Jordie, it's just that... well... wouldn't this dress look beautiful with a little bit of a lace collar? Nothing too elaborate, just something soft and feminine, like this." She touched the screen of her iPad and showed a photo of woman in a flowered dress, fairly similar to the one that Jordan had just constructed, but with a delicate, lace collar. "Look," Mary pointed to a narrow spool of material on the shelf that had as eight inch band of lace wrapped on it, "that's almost the same lace as the lace on this dress. Could you put a collar like that on this dress?"

Jordan looked from the iPad to Frances to the spool of lace and back again and tried to process what had been suggested. "But... this dress doesn't have a collar and, besides, that lace is a lot wider than the lace on the dress in the picture..."

"I know," Mary said patiently. "That's my point, Jordie. I think that a pretty, lace collar would dress this up beautifully. We have lace that can be cut down and we have the dress and you know how to sew. Can you add some lace to this dress?"

"Yes, please," Frances encouraged. "Mom's right. The lace would make this dress just perfect, Jordie."

He looked at the picture again. "But... it's not in the pattern. I don't know how..."

"Oh, I think you can figure it out, Jordie. It's just a little lace on top of the dress material. Here, take my iPad and think about it. I bet that you'll figure it out."

Jordan stared at the iPad for a solid minute and no one spoke. Robbie was about to say some words of encouragement, but Mary held up her hand and stopped her.

Suddenly, Jordan reached for a plastic ruler, then he took the ruler and iPad to the other side of the cutting table and he sat on stool. He used two fingers to enlarge the dress as much as he could, then he used the ruler to make some measurements, which he wrote down on a piece of paper, mumbling the whole time.

Then, he stood abruptly and pulled his tape measure from his apron pocket and took some measurements on Frances. He turned and grabbed the square piece of waxy marking chalk and made a few marks on the dress, near the neck opening. Still, he mumbled and mumbled. What he was saying, the women weren't sure, but whatever it was, it involved numbers.

He returned to the cutting table and wrote a few more numbers down, then grabbed the iPad, opened Safari, and typed something in. Moments later, a Youtube video was telling him what kind of stitch he should use on decorative lace.

When the video was done, Jordan turned, grabbed the spool of lace and cut a two foot length off. He began to trim it and create the shape he wanted from the material in his hand, then mumbled some more and looked up at the women. "Ok. I can do it. I just need the dress."

"Oh... ok," Frances said as she allowed her stepmother to pull down the zipper. She stepped out of the dress and handed it to Jordan.

He laid the dress on the cutting table, turned the collar inside out and began pinning the lace into place, drawing pins from the puffy, silk pin cushion attached to the bracelet on his left wrist. He worked quickly. And methodically, making adjustments when needed and mumbling quiet little curses when something vexed him for a moment, but always figuring out a solution to each problem.

"Ok," he nodded as he moved the dress to his machine, "I'm going to need an iron after I sew the lace on. Could someone get me an iron and some spray starch?"

Robbie hustled off to do that as the sound of the sewing machine filled the room, again. Mary stood next to Frances, still in her bra and panties, and watched Jordan, who worked at a frenetic pace.

By the time Robbie had returned, Jordan was pulling the dress free of the machine. He cut some stray threads, then hurried to Robbie, thanked her as he took the iron from her and plugged it in, checking the settings, then returned to the dress. He pulled out the pins that had kept the lace in place on the underside of the neck opening, and he pinned the front of the lace so that it stayed in place the way he wanted it. When he was satisfied with the look, he returned to the iron and went to work creating a crisp, delicate crease in the lace, so that it would lay flat on the dress. He ironed, sprayed starch, ironed, sprayed starch, over and over until he was happy with his work. He smiled and held the dress out to his scantily clad cousin.

Within seconds, Mary had drawn the zipper up Frances' back and everyone had moved to the full length mirror to look at the additional ornamentation. Of course, it was perfect. It was sewn on with precision, it was exactly the right size and it was positioned perfectly symmetrically around the neck opening.

"I love it," Frances squeaked as she turned and pulled Jordan into a tight hug. "How on earth did you figure this out?"

He shrugged, a bit embarrassed to be enjoying the hug.

"Come on, now, Jordie," Mary said in a maternal tone, "tell them how you figured it out."

"Well," he looked at the floor as he explained, "I looked at the picture and I measured the distance between that girl's neck and shoulders. Then I figured out the proportional size of the lace collar in the picture. The lace took up eighteen percent of the distance between her neck and shoulder. Then I measured the same distance from Franny's neck to her shoulder, figured out what eighteen percent of that was, added enough to fold over the back so I could sew it, then I put it all together. Easy."

"Easy!?" Robbie laughed. "I took trig in high school and I couldn't do that."

"You don't need trig," Jordan corrected. "It's just basic math." He said it very matter-of-factly, as of Robbie's suggestion of using trigonometry was absurd.

"Well, whatever," Mary gave him a hug and a soft kiss on his smooth cheek, "whatever you did, baby, you did a great job."

"Thanks, auntie," he smiled.

"Look," Robbie held up an envelope with a dress pattern contained within and drawings of the versions of that dress that could be created on the front, "Jordie's making me this dress tomorrow."

"That's lovely," Mary smiled. "You'll look adorable in that. Right now, though, let's get this room swept up and get ready for dinner. I really haven't made anything, today, so we'll go with franks and beans and brown bread for dinner, ok?"

The girls loved the idea of this casual meal.

"Can I just do one thing before I come down?" Jordan asked.

Mary checked the time. It was four-fifteen. "Alright, Jordie, but we're eating at five thirty on the dot, ok? So, set your phone for a four-twenty-five alarm and be there on time, ok?"

"Yes, auntie," he nodded. "I should be able to do what I want in that amount of time."

"And Jordie," she said a bit sternly.

"Yes, auntie?"

"The dress is beautiful, honey and you did a great job adding the lace. I'm very proud of you."

Jordan smiled broadly, the white of his teeth accentuated by the pink coloring on his lips. "Thank you, auntie."

As the girls left the room, they each kissed him and also told him what a great job he'd done.

Praise. He'd never gotten a lot of that, before.

He was in heaven.
 

 

Mary handed Robbie some plates as Frances fished some silverware out of a drawer.

"So," Frances said, slyly, "what exactly was all that about up in the sewing room?"

Mary smiled. "I just thought that the lace collar would look nice. Don't you like it?"

Frances touched the lace. "I love it, but we all know that you had ulterior motives."

"Ulterior motives," Mary laughed. "You make me sound like a criminal."

"You are acting pretty suspiciously, today," Robbie jokes as she set the plates on the place mats.

"So?" France crosses her arms and waited for an explanation.

Mary touched the lace on Franny's dress. "I knew he could do it... that he could think creatively... without the pattern to guide him. That's what I want him to do - think differently. I want him to figure things out without a pattern or blueprint."

"Ok, yeah," Frances nodded, "I can see that, but he didn't have to be all that creative. Like he said, It was just basic math."

"Uh huh, and is that how you would have done it?"

"Well... no... but I probably would have figured something out eventually. Maybe through trial and error."

"Yes, but I didn't see any errors, did you?"

"No..."

"Right. Because Jordie doesn't have a 'trial and error' personality. Yes, he made a mistake on the size of the first dress, but he didn't make a mistake on the garment. It was perfect. Regardless, Robbie, tomorrow, when he starts your dress, ask him to make a change that's not in the pattern."

"Like adding lace?"

"Well, yes, but he's already figured that out. If you want lace, that's fine, but ask for something else, too. Maybe a lower cut cleavage area, or buttons instead of a zipper, or fancier cuffs - something that makes him think outside the box."

"What's your goal in this behavioral experiment?" Frances leaned back against the counter, genuinely curious.

"First - it is not a behavioral experiment. It's parenting. I wish that my sister had done more of that. And, second, as for a goal... Jordie's remarkable, but... limited. I'm hoping that, if he realizes that he can make creative decisions on his own, he may be able to use that knowledge in other aspects of his life. Make him more flexible and self reliant. Is that so bad?"

"No," Frances finally agreed with a loving smile.

"And," Mary smiled, "by next week, I want to just be able to show him a picture of a dress in a magazine and have him make it for me."

"Or mabe he could design a dress for each of us." Robbie giggled.

"We'll probably have to give him two weeks for that." Mary joked as she reached into the refrigerator to get the hot dogs for dinner."
 

 

Jordan was on time for dinner, his apron had been left in the sewing room and he'd taken a few moments to remove as much loose thread as possible.

"Did you finish your other project?" Robbie asked.

"Yes," Jordan smiled. "I'm getting pretty fast at this. It's fun."

"Maybe you could make yourself a pair of trousers," Frances said, offering him a way back to boyhood, but Jordan shrugged.

"I don't know. There are no patterns for pants up there and, besides, I like making dresses. They're much... prettier, I guess. I like making them because they're not just utilitarian, they're kind of... little pieces of art, I guess."

"They are." Mary smiled at him. "You have a real knack for dresses, Jordie."

He smiled as he used his fork to cut a piece of frankfurter and combined it with a small helping of beans.

"What was your other project, Jordie?" Robbie asked. "Another dress for tomorrow?"

"No, I'll have to wear one of the dresses you picked out for me tomorrow. I made new pajamas for tonight. That nightgown I wore last night was kind of hot."

"Very nice." Mary smiled. "Tell you what, Jordie. After dinner, why don't you take a shower - wear a shower cap if you don't want to wash your hair wet, again - then you can put on your new pjs and we'll all meet in the upstairs den and we'll play a board game. How does that sound?"

Jordan stopped and thought for a moment. "What game?"

Mary was surprised that he wanted a list of games. "I don't know... maybe Scrabble, or Sorry. Maybe a card game like Uno or Rummy... whatever you'd like."

He thought for another moment. "Either Scrabble or Rummy."

"Ok." Mary smiled, the decisiveness of his answer amusing her a bit. "Girls, what would you like to play?"

"I like Scrabble best," Robbie shrugged.

"Scrabble is fine with me," Franny said, also finding Jordan's businesslike attitude towards a game awfully cute.

With that agreed upon, they returned to their meals.

"Auntie," Jordan asked, a few minutes later, still serious.

"Yes, baby?"

"When you say 'Girls'... am I included in that now?"

"Umm..." Mary looked at her stepdaughters, but the question confounded them, too. No one was sure how Jordan wanted this question to be answered. "I don't know, Jordie? Why?"

"Well... because I'm wearing dresses. Do you think of me as one of the girls?"

"Oh, I see..." Mary took a breath. "Let me ask you, Jordie... do you want me to think of you as one of the girls when you're wearing a dress?"

He looked at the table for a few moments and considered it, then he looked at his aunt and said, "Yes. I think that I do."

"Well. Ok, then. You're one of the girls, now."

He smiled. "Good," he said. Then, quieter, he said, "Good," again.
 

 

The old card table was set up in the upstairs den and a bowl of freshly popped popcorn was on the sideboard along with a pitcher a lemonade and some sugar cookies. The Scrabble board was in the center of the old card table and the comfortable chairs from the old kitchen set were in place and ready for the game.

Mary wore her old pajamas, baggie flannel things that were far more comfortable than fashionable, while both Frances and Robbie wore silky, knee length nighties with similarly silky wrap-around robes.

Frances turned some music on to play through the Bluetooth speaker.

"Adele?" Robbie asked, surprised. "I didn't think you were all that into Adele."

Frances shrugged. "I like her just fine, but Jordie seems to like her a lot, so I thought he'd enjoy this. It's a YouTube Music playlist, so it'll play other people, too."

"Cool," Robbie nodded.

"Jordie?" Mary called down the hall. "Jordie, honey, we're ready to start. How are you doing in there?"

There was no answer.

"Hmm," Mary said to the girls, "he's been out of the shower for at least ten minutes. I'm going to go check on him."

"She walked down the hall and knocked on the door to Jordan's room. "Jordie? Honey? Is everything ok?"

Still no answer.

She turned the nob and opened the door slowly. "Jordie?" But the room was empty. That was odd. The door was closed as if he was changing, but... no Jordie. She checked the floor on the other side of the bed to be sure he hadn't fallen or anything, but... no Jordie.

Maybe he was in the sewing room.

As she was headed to the door to she heard something moving in the closet.

"Jordie?" She approached the double doors of the closet and listened. Someone was definitely in there. "Jordie? Can I open the door?"

"No," was the quiet reply.

She waited a moment. "Jordie, honey. What's wrong?"

"I went too far, auntie."

Mary felt a fearful warmth rush over her body. What had he done!? "Jordie? Jordie!? What did you do? You didn't hurt yourself in anyway, did you? Jordie!? Baby? I'm opening the door."

She didn't know what to expect. She'd heard of some boys who were so disgusted by their own bodies that they'd castrated themselves. Things were moving awfully quickly. He couldn't have gone that far this quickly, could he!?

She took a breath and pulled the doors open. The smallish, walk-in space didn't offer a lot of places to hide, but Jordan was trying to stay out of sight. He'd pulled a blanket from a shelf and had thrown it over his head.

"Jordie?" She reached for the blanket and started to raise it, but he held on to it.

"I went too far, auntie."

Oh, God. What had he done? "What do you mean, honey?"

"My pajamas, auntie. I went too far. They're too g... you'll laugh at me. So will Franny and Robbie."

Oh, thank God. "Jordie, I promise, we won't laugh. Let me see." She lifted the blanket and he released his grip on it. She pulled it over his head and he stood there, eyes downcast, shame written on his face.

It took a moment for Mary to realize what the problem was. His face was clean of makeup and his hair was dry, still showing the fullness Mary had created with the curling iron hours earlier. Then, she noticed the 'pajamas.' They were not pajamas at all, though, they were not even 'they.' What he wore was a nightgown. A very simple, feminine, pretty nightgown.

The bodice was a simple rectangle. The boarder of the rectangle was a flowered pattern, so were the one-and-a-half inch straps that ran over his naked shoulders and created a flowered boarder across the top of the back, too. The center of the bodice's rectangle was cut from another fabric. It was a rather large bouquet of flowers that sat on a field of white - very simple, very pretty, very feminine.

From beneath the boarder of the rectangle, the nightgown hung loose and flowing, made of a very sheer, very soft, white cotton. It billowed around his small body and ended a few inches above his knees.

The nightgown was a classic style for little girls on the verge of young-womanhood. The effect of the billowing fabric blossoming out below the short bodice gave girls the impression of developing breasts. He looked smaller than ever. He looked younger than ever. He looked more like a girl and less like a man, or even a woman, than ever before.

He was adorable.

"I look foolish," he mumbled. "You're all going to laugh at me."

"Oh, Jordie, no, no... you look... amazing, baby. You look just perfect. A perfect, pretty little thing, Jordie. No one will laugh at you, baby. Come on out of the closet."

"You promise you won't make fun of me?"

"Jordie, just come out. I think you look great." She held out her hand and waited a moment until the boy took it. Then she led him the few steps out into the bedroom.

Once into the light of the room, Mary looked more closely at the nightie. It was truly precious. The kind of nightie that would melt the heart of any doting mother. The kind of nightie that a mother would shop for for days before sending her eleven or twelve year old daughter to a socially important slumber party.

"Oh, Jordie, I love it!" Mary gushed, a tear of pride, or perhaps relief, in her eye. "It's just... it's so pretty, baby, and you look so beautiful in it."

"Really?" Jordan seemed amazed by his aunt's response.

"Really, baby." She touched his cheek and was about to continue to praise him, when Robbie's voice interrupted them from the doorway.

"Jordie! You look so cute!" She gushed. "You made that!? It's so precious! I love it. Franny! Come see Jordie's nightie!"

Within seconds, Frances was at the door. "Oh, my God, Jordie! You're so adorable!" She burst into the room and wrapped her arms around her cousin and squeezed him. "Honest to God, Jordie, you're like a living paper-doll. Every time I see you, you're wearing another outfit and each one is more adorable than the one before it. Come on. Let's go play Scrabble."
 

 

By nine thirty, they'd finished two rounds of Scrabble. Robbie won the first round and Mary won the second. Frances had come in a close second in the first round and Jordan a close second in the second round. Everyone was smiling.

Throughout the game, the women had noticed that Jordan's behavior had changed. He was beginning to conform to the way the clothing and his hair made him feel. First, it was the way he'd flick his hair from his soft, creamy shoulders. Then, it was the way that one leg was folded up underneath him with his nightie billowing around him.

Then it was the giggles and the smiles, so unlike Jordan. He laughed at their jokes and smiled coyly when he scored a triple word score. Oh, sure, he was still intense when he was studying his tiles, a little awkward when he'd make brief eye contact and there was still the furrowed brow when he was vexed, but there was a new relaxation to him. A softening of his defensive shell. An occasional playfulness that had never been there before.

They all saw it and it made them all smile.

This wasn't just the clothes. Jordan was much too complex a person to be so quickly and totally changed by just wearing a girl's clothes.

This was a young person finding himself, or perhaps herself.

The confidence that was building as his creativity grew and his achievements were appreciated, complimented and encouraged. He'd never felt this kind of acceptance before. This kind of support. This kind of... family.

"Come on, Jordie," Robbie chirped as she plopped herself into an easy chair and patted the large, oversized ottoman in front of it. "Sit here and let me braid your hair before you go to bed. You'll love it. I promise."

He sat and allowed himself to be leaned back a bit so that Robbie could reach his hair. She ran a brush through his hair. It felt luxurious and relaxing, but that was nothing compared to the feeling of having her fingers manipulate his hair into firm plaits that hugged tightly to his scalp.

"This is called a 'Swedish Braid Crown,'" she explained, "and it's very comfortable to sleep in. You'll like it. When I was your age... I mean... when I was little... I mean... when I was your size, like in middle school or so, we used to set up a little triangle made up of me, Franny and mom and we'd braid each other's hair before we went to bed, remember mom."

"I do," she smiled. "Those are some of my favorite memories, Robbie."

"Mine too," she smiled back. "We'll have to teach our little cousin here how to braid and we can do it again."

When she was done, Jordan's hair was all braided and wrapped in a neat pattern that formed a delicate crown around his head. It was elaborate with a homespun quality to it that was very comforting to him, for some reason.

By this point, Mary and Franny had put away the game, folded up the old card table and they had settled onto the coach. Franny had turned on the TV and was searching for something to watch. "Oh, look!" She said, excited, "'Enchanted' is on. I love this movie! I remember the first 'girls weekend' we had with you, mom. Daddy dropped us here after school on that Friday. We were both kind of scared, but you had everything planned out. Grandma was still alive and you and grandma had set up this room to look like a girl's fantasy - pink and white, gauzy material was draped all over and we had pizza and talked about everything. Then, at like nine o'clock when we thought you were going to send us to bed, you turned on this movie and we all sat right here and watched it together."

Mary smiled. "I remember that, too. I remember every minute since you two entered my life, girls. Some of the best times of my life, and, of course, some of the worst. I could never have gotten through my mom's death, or your dad's, if it weren't for you two."

Frances reached for her stepmother's hand and squeezed it.

"Have you ever seen this movie, Jordie?" Robbie asked.

"No," he said, watching the animated section that began the film. "What's it about?"

"Well, you'll just have to watch it to see," Mary said playfully.

"You'll like it, though," Robbie bubbled. "That's Princess Gisele. She sews, just like you!" Robbie scooted to the side of the overstuffed chair and laid her head on the arm. "Here, pull the ottoman to the side and you can lay down on it and rest your head on my tush."

At first, this seemed awkward, but once he had the large ottoman situated and he'd settled in behind his cousin, laying his head on her upper thigh just seemed natural. Robbie reached down and began running her hand along his braids and she smiled at her stepmother and sister. "This is nice. And it's our first 'girls night' with Jordie."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Quarantine: 3 - New Challenges

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Quarantine: 3 - New Challenges

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

As Jordie grows more comfortable in dresses and his sewing skills improve, he finds
new opportunities and faces new challenges.


 
Author's Note: Thank you for all of your comments. Please continue to comment. It really does help me. I apologize for the abundance of typos in the previous chapter. I accidentally posted an unedited version. Frequently, my iPad thinks it's smarter than I am and I have to go back and fix quite a bit.
I was more careful this time... I hope. ~Clara.

 
This version of Quarantine: 3 - New Challenges has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 3
 
 

 

A week, nine dresses, two nighties and a new set of living room curtains later and Jordie was sitting at the cutting table, staring at a piece of paper that was covered in rough sketches. With a pencil in hand, he was struggling to picture how he'd like his first dress designed from scratch to look. Mary stood beside him, encouraging.

"I can't get this quite right," Jordan mumbled, "I can't figure out how to get the skirt the way I want it. Maybe if I look at the premade patterns I could find something that I could copy."

"No, no, no." Mary rubbed his back, softly, through the soft material of the lilac, cotton dress he wore. "I want this to be an original 'Jordie' dress. That means no cheating. You figure it out." She leaned down and kissed the top of his head.

The design, written on graph paper, looked more like an industrial design than a dress, but Jordan was figuring out the correct amount of material, proper amount of sway to the skirt, the way the dress would hang from the wearer's bosom and hips... everything. He just didn't know how else to express his ideas on paper other than as strict, rigid drawings on the checkerboard paper.

"I don't know if it'll look like I want it to look without using a pre-made pattern, though. What if it doesn't come out right?"

"Then you'll learn what you did wrong. That's ok, isn't it?"

He huffed and puffed about it a bit then mumbled, "Yeah. I guess."

"Good." Mary smiled she kissed his head once more.

Over the past week, Mary had gotten permission from the local board of health to take a few customers into the salon everyday. Only 'essential workers' were allowed to come in to have their hair, makeup, nails, whatever, done and a thorough cleaning had to take place between each customer. She wished that she could accommodate all of these people at no cost, but she just couldn't afford that. She did discount their beauty treatments substantially, though, and many were so appreciative that they tipped very well. It was nice to have some money coming into the house, again - even just a little.

"Listen, baby, I need to go out to the salon. I have two ladies coming in, today - one at ten and one at noon. Robbie's going to come up to keep you company..."

"...And make sure I don't cheat and use a pattern from the files." Jordan shook his head as he finished her thought. "Why is it so important that I do this all myself?"

"It just is, Jordie. Once you've conquered this, you'll be surprised by how proud it makes you. This is good for you, honey. Trust me."

He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair to push it out of his face. The constant attention to his hair had made the once ratty looking mess quite lovely and shiny. There were natural highlights in his once drab, brown hair that were not noticeable before. It had become quite lovely.

"I'll have Robbie bring you something to keep your hair back for you, ok?"

He nodded. "Good. I can't even think through all this hair, today."

"I can cut it all off for you, if you want, honey." Mary knew that this would rile him up a bit.

"No! I like my hair! I like it even more now than before. I was just... being frustrated, I guess."

She smiled and left him.

She found Robbie in the upstairs den, playing a video game. "Listen, honey, I have a customer coming, so I need to go out to the salon. Can you sit with Jordie while I'm gone?"

"Sure, mom," she said, happy to have something to do.

"Remember, don't let him use a pattern. Make him think everything through on his own."

"Yes, ma'am!" She giggled as she saluted her mother.

"Good. Where's your sister?"

"You just told me that she's in the sewing room," Robbie teased.

"Very funny. Where's Franny?"

"In her room, I think."

Mary looked into the next doorway and found her oldest stepdaughter seated at her desk, ear buds in use, so she entered and touched her shoulder, making Frances jump, just a little, in surprise.

"Any luck?" Mary asked.

After catching her breath, Frances shook her head. "No, mom, sorry. I've been trying to reach them through email, text message... I even sent an email to Doctors Without Boarders and asked if they could get a message to them. I haven't heard anything back, though."

Mary was frustrated. Her sister and her brother-in-law had not communicated with them for weeks, now. She knew that this didn't mean that anything was necessarily wrong - they were, after all, in China, a country notorious for stiffing communication, and there was a world wide pandemic to deal with - but it was frustrating, nonetheless.

She'd thought long and hard about how to deal with telling Jordie's parents about his recent change of wardrobe and had finally decided that it would be best to let them know about it sooner, rather than later. Unfortunately, that turned out to be much harder than she expected. They remained incommunicado.

"Is there a phone number for Doctors Without Boarders?" Mary asked, willing to do whatever it took to reach her sister.

"Yes, but their head quarters is in Geneva, Switzerland. I can try to reach them, if you want."

Mary scrunched up her face and considered that. "No. I'll call them later. I have a customer coming in a few minutes."

"What are you up to?" Frances asked Robbie.

"I'm on Jordie Duty."

The pun of 'Jordie Duty' sounding like 'Jury Duty' made all three of them chuckle.

"How's the dress coming?" Frances asked Mary.

"Slowly, but surely. He'll get it, but he'll take shortcuts if we let him."

"Hey, you know what?" Robbie was suddenly a bit excited. "We're all wearing dresses that Jordie made."

"Yes, we are," Mary smiled, looking from one to the other.

"I love the dresses he's made for me," Frances said. "I don't think I've ever had clothing that fit as comfortably as the dresses he makes."

"That is true," Mary said as she moved towards the stairs. "I'm afraid we may be taking advantage of him, though. He's in that room six to eight hours a day."

"Yeah, but he loves it!" Robbie shrugged.

"Mary nodded. "I have to run. Robbie - like you said, you're on 'Jordie Duty' until I get back. Oh, and Robbie, bring him something to hold his hair back. Love you, girls," and she hustled down the stairs.
 

 

"This has been just terrible," Joan Green said from the styling chair. "I have been a GP for so long, I've forgotten how exhausting being at the hospital day in and day out really is. I'm used to doing my rounds in the morning and again at the end of the day, but I've been working hands-on in the COVID Ward full time since this began. Twelve to sixteen hour days, six or seven days a week... and in an anti contamination suit. I guess I'm really out of shape, but I feel like I'm at least contributing."

"I'm sure you are, Doc," Mary said through her mask to the woman she'd known since fourth grade - the woman who'd followed Mary's sister from high school to Umass to Umass Medical and became a successful doctor herself. Joan was smart, athletic and beautiful and funny as heck. During normal times, Mary and Joan would meet for dinner or drinks at least once a week. Both were single - Mary widowed and Joan divorced - and they had supported each other through an awful lot of hard times. "Thank God we have you guys. You really are heroes."

"Oh, please," Joan laughed. "We're just doing what we're trained to do. All these signs on people's lawns are a bit much. Someone put a sign on my lawn that said, 'A Hero Lives Here.' I took it down within five minutes of seeing it. It embarrassing."

"People are just trying to say 'thank you,' Doc. No one meant to embarrass you."

Joan laughed. "I guess 'embarrassed' isn't quite the right word. I guess I appreciate the thanks, but... you know what I mean."

"I do," Mary agreed. She pulled the cape free of Joan's shoulders and joined her friend's gaze in the mirror. "What do you think? Did I make you beautiful enough?"

Joan smiled. "You did the best you could with what you had to work with."

"Oh, stop it." Mary wrapped the cape up carefully and placed it into a waste basket, then she took off the smock that she'd worn. "I want to hug you," she shrugged, "but... God, this sucks."

"I know, Mary, but it is what it is. It'll all be over at some point. Now, forget about all that, I'm looking at what you're wearing and I LOVE THIS DRESS! Is it new?"

"Oh," Mary made a bit of a show, swaying from side to side, "do you like it?"

"I LOVE it, Mare. Where did you get it?"

Mary took a breath and the smile beneath her mask was obvious in her eyes. "Well... you remember my nephew, Jordan?"

"Of course, I do. He was such a sweet little boy. I haven't seen him in years, though."

"Well, Jordie is staying with us and... well, he was looking for something to do, so... well, the long and the short of it is, he discovered that he not only sews beautifully, but he LOVES sewing! He's made dresses for all of us and every dress is as pretty as this. Isn't this great!?"

"YOUR NEPHEW MADE THAT DRESS!?!?" Joan gaped at her friend. "That's beautiful! Is he taking orders?"

"Oh, no he's not..." Mary started, but then stopped. "You know, I don't know the answer to that. I can ask him, though. What style are you interested in?"

"That looks comfortable to work in. Is it?"

"Funny you should ask. Just as I was coming out here, the girls and I were talking about how comfortable his dresses are."

"And you think he'll make me one?"

"Like I said, Doc, I'll need to talk to him. Tell you what - I'll call Jordie down here and we can ask him. Why don't we go out into the yard and he can put on a mask and come out. You can ask him yourself."

Three minutes later, Robbie and Frances stepped out of the house with a young, prepubescent girl behind them. The child wore a very cute, lilac dress, flip flops and her hair was held back with a large, floppy, white bow. The girls were waving and calling hellos to the doctor.

"Where's Jordan?" Joan asked.

"Oh," Mary grimaced behind her mask. "I forgot to tell you. Jordie has started wearing the dresses he makes too."

Joan looked from her friend to the group of girls and back again. "That's Jordan? That little girl? That's Jordan!?"

Mary was a bit surprised by her friend's agitation. "Please, don't make a big deal out of it. He's going through a lot right now."

Joan shook her head. "No, no, I won't. I'm sorry. I just... I deal with patients dealing with gender dysphoria all the time, but, Mare... that doesn't look like a twenty something year old man. That looks like a child. Like a female child. Didn't his mother ever look into his lack of growth!? She is a doctor, after all."

"I don't really know, Doc, but can we put a pin in this conversation for now? I don't want to upset Jordie."

"Oh... yes..l of course." She turned and smiled. "Ronnie! Franny! How are you!? And Jordan! My God I haven't seen you since you were probably ten years old! How are you?"

"I'm good," he smiled behind his mask. "And you?" He asked out of politeness, not really having any recollection as to who this woman was.

"I'm fine, jordan, thank you, but your aunt tells me that you made her dress. Is that true?"

"He made all our dresses," Robbie said enthusiastically.

"My goodness, Jordan. They are all beautiful."

"Thank you," Jordan said, a bit uncomfortable about being outside and being confronted by the woman.

"Do you think I might be able to convince you to make a few dresses for me?"

Jordan was surprised by the question. "Umm... a few?"

"Yes," Joan said, matter-of-factly.

"I don't know. What are you looking for?" he asked.

"I'll tell you what, Jordan. I usually shop at some pretty high end stores. I'm used to paying for high quality clothes and these clothes look like they are very well made. How about we make a deal? I'd like to have you sew me five dresses. One in each of the styles I see on your aunt and cousins and maybe two others. I'll pay you one hundred dollars for each dress if I can have them in two weeks. How does that sound?"

The girls gasped and both said Jordan's name in surprise. Jordan, though, just stood there in shock for a moment.

"What do you think, Jordie?" Mary asked. "Doctor Green is offering you five hundred dollars for five dresses. What do you say?"

"I... I... I... say 'yes,' I guess. Thank you, Dr Green. I really can use some money."

"Excellent," Joan said as she clapped her hands. "So... how do we proceed from here?"

Jordan stared blankly, uncertain as to how to answer.

"If I could make a suggestion," Frances offered, "maybe we could set up a video call later and Jordie could walk Dr Green through measuring herself. Then you could look at materials over the phone and Jordie could get started from there."

"Great idea!" Mary said. "Joan? What do you think?"

"Excellent!" She said, then reached into her pocketbook and pulled out some bills. "I'll give this to your aunt, Jordan, since she's wearing gloves. It's two hundred dollars as a down payment. I'll give you the other three hundred when the dresses are done. Sound good?"

"Sounds great!" Jordan finally said. "Thank you, Doctor. Thank you very much."

"My pleasure, Jordan. I can't wait to see my new dresses!"
 

 

"Alright," Mary sighed as she stood to clear some dishes from the table, "you can do the shopping tomorrow - but I want you to go early, before there are any crowds, you keep your mask on at all times, you keep hand sanitizer with you and use it frequently and it's one stop - Walmart and back. Lord, I wish there was a smaller store in this town. I just don't trust a place that big."

"I'll be careful, mom. I promise," Frances said, rising to help her stepmother.

"Can I go, too?" Robbie asked, knowing the answer.

"Absolutely not," Mary said with finality. "It's bad enough that I'm sending your sister. If we didn't need paper goods I wouldn't even consider this. If you need anything, tell Franny. She can pick up anything you need. That goes for you, too, Jordie. But no one else is going. That's final."

Robbie nodded, glumly. She didn't particularly like Walmart, but the idea of going somewhere - anywhere - seemed like a nice change of scenery.

"Actually," Robbie said, "I do need a few things. Not a lot, but could I give you a list? Mom, I'm sorry, but could I borrow, like, thirty bucks until I can start back to work?"

"Of course, honey, and that goes for you, too, Jordie. If you need anything - within reason, of course - just let Franny know."

"I could get you some boxers or Y-fronts, or even some jeans or chinos, if you'd like," Frances offered.

Jordan just shook his head, "No thanks," but then he thought for a moment and said, "I probably do need a few things to finish the dress I'm working on for Aunt Mary. Can I think about it and let you know later?"

"Yes, of course." Frances smiled at him. "You know where to find me."

Mary smiled at the mention of the dress. "I'd really like to see that dress tonight, Jordie."

He smirked and shook his head. "It'll be done tomorrow. Then you can see it."

"It's really pretty," Robbie confirmed. "You're going to love it, mom. It's the first 'Original Jordie' design."

It was about an hour and a half later that Jordan leaned into the upstairs den a said, "Franny? Can I talk to you for a few minutes?"

"Sure, Jordie. Come sit," Frances replied, tapping the space on the sofa next to her.

"Umm..." He stood and considered sitting for a moment, but then he took in his aunt and Robbie sitting nearby and made a decision. "Umm... no. That's ok. I'll talk to you later."

He turned and started down the hall, but Frances appeared in the door seconds later. "Jordie? What's up?"

He shrugged. "Nothing. I'll... talk to you later." He stepped into his bedroom.

Frances was confused by his behavior. She considered giving him whatever time he needed, but then thought that she'd just check to be sure he was ok. When she entered his bedroom, Jordan was sitting on the side of his bed looking out the window. He was wearing a new light green nightie he'd made for himself. It was very similar to the first nightie he'd made, but shorter and, instead of the straps going over his shoulders, this one had puffy, capped sleeves. He looked very young and very sad.

"Jordie? What's wrong?"

He looked away. "Nothing. It was stupid, anyway."

"What, Jordie?" Frances sat on the bed beside him. Over the past ten days, Jordan had begun making more eye contact with the family, but now his gaze was, once again, elusive. He was embarrassed about something. "What is it, Jordie. You can tell me. You can tell me anything."

He didn't say anything.

"Is this about what you need at Walmart?"

He nodded and Frances noticed a piece of paper folded in his hand.

"Is that your list?"

He nodded again.

"Can I see it?"

He handed it to her and she read it.

"Ok, Jordie. These are all things for sewing. I can get this for you. Ok?"

He nodded, but hung his head a little.

"Is there anything else you need?" She was trying to be patient without sounding patronizing.

He looked at his other hand realized he was holding something else. He held it up and gave the dollar bills in his hand to Frances.

"Jordie, mom said she'd pay for anything you needed." She smiled and then looked at the money. "Besides, there's a hundred dollars here, Jodie. I don't think that the stuff on your list would cost more than fifteen or twenty bucks."

He shrugged.

"You wanted something else, didn't you?"

He shrugged.

"Jordie... did I embarrass you when I mentioned buying boys underwear and trousers?"

Another shrug and, "Kinda."

"Because you want me to buy you some more panties?"

He nodded. "But... maybe... a little nicer. Softer, maybe."

"Silky?" Frances asked.

"Yes," he whispered.

She put her arm around his shoulder. "Ok, Jordie. I'll pick out some very pretty panties for you. Ok?"

"Thank you," he muttered as he nodded.

Frances studied his face. There was something more that he wasn't saying. "What else would you like me to buy for you, Jordie?"

He took several deep breaths, then said, "Could you give me my iPad?"

Frances turned, saw the tablet on the bed and handed it to Jordan, who signed on and opened the browser. "Could you buy me a couple... of these?"

He handed the iPad back to Frances who looked at the screen. It was signed on to the Walmart website and below the corporate banner was a female model in a bra and panties. The name of the item was to the right of the photo. It read 'Wilderness Dreams Padded Bra Mossy Oak Push-up 32a.'

"You want me to buy you a padded bra?" she asked without judgement.

Jordan just looked at the floor for a moment, then nodded. "Can you?... please?"

"Of course, Jordie. I'll buy it for you. Do you want just one style, or do you want several?"

Again, he pondered. "A few different styles, I guess. I think... I think that I'd like to start wearing one everyday."

She nodded and hugged him. "Ok."

They sat in silence for a few moments, then Frances asked, "Jordie? Why the change of heart? Just last week or so, it seemed like you weren't interested in wearing a bra."

She could tell by the sound of his breathing that he found the conversation embarrassing.

"I know, but... the dresses look so much prettier on you and Robbie. I just... I just want them to hang right on me. You know... like they hang on you."

Frances leaned her head onto Jordan's head and rubbed her cheek on his hair. "Ok, Jordie. Let's get you some bras. I'm sure that you'll love how they make you look."

"And Franny...?"

"Yes, Jordie?"

"Could you, maybe, not tell auntie about it until I try one on and see if I like it?"

"Ok, Jordie. It'll be between you and me."

"Thank you."
 

 

"Your hair has really started to glow," Mary said as she prepared the water temperature at the shampoo station the next morning. "Do you like how it looks, now?"

"Yes, auntie. I like it much better than the way it was before."

"Yeah? I'm very glad to hear that, Jordie. Now that you've been wearing it this way for a little while, is there anything different that you'd me to do with it? Maybe cut it shorter or shape it differently? Maybe color it a bit differently? What do you think?"

Jordan shrugged. "Auntie... do you think that, if you colored it or something, that people would think that I was a girl? A real girl, I mean?"

Mary pondered. "Jordie... I think that, if you were to meet someone... they'd think you were a girl, now. Would that bother you?"

He shook his head. "I don't think so. I kinda think that's what I'd want them to think."

Mary nodded. This was all new to her. Was she helping him, or leading him down a dangerous road? "Long term, Jordie... how do you plan to present yourself? As a man? As a woman?"

Jordan blinked. "I don't look like a man, auntie."

"I know, honey, but if we style your hair more masculinely and get you some clothes that fit..."

"...and I'd still look like a weak, little boy. At least this way, I look like a regular girl. I thinks that's better."

Mary smiled a sad smile and nodded. "Ok, baby. Would you like me to do something different? I think I could make you look even prettier. More like a regular girl. What do you, say?"

He nodded. "If we do this... could you, maybe, not tell people that I'm your nephew?"

Mary's smile brightened. "You mean like I did with my friend, Dr Green, yesterday?"

He nodded.

"Ok. It's a deal. Lay back and let's get started. I have a client at eight thirty." She wondered if Jordan was thinking more than a few weeks ahead, though. What would he want to do after the quarantine? What were his sexual desires? Did he want to attract a man? A woman? Was he asexual? Did he even have sexual urges? She knew that, eventually, she'd figure all that out, but it did bother her, just a bit, that she was the one walking Jordan through all these exploration - and at this age, too! Why hadn't her sister helped him to find himself long before this? She'd expected more of his parents.
 

 

"Hi," Frances said as she ducked into her sister's room. "Here, these bags are yours. I was able to get everything you wanted except the TRESemme shampoo in the red bottle. Sorry. I could only get the black bottle. There are a lot of empty shelves."

"No problem," Robbie bubbled. "You got tampons, right?"

"Yeah. I bought four boxes so we wouldn't run out."

"Great."

"The rest of this is Jordie's stuff. Is he in the sewing room?"

"Yes, and Franny..." She stopped mid sentence.

"What?"

"Never mind," Robbie giggled. "You'll see for yourself."

Franny squinted at her sister and shook her head at her silliness, then continued down the hall.

When she reached the sewing room, she could hear the sewing machine running, so she entered, speaking loudly. "Hi, Jordie. I got most of the sewing stuff that you asked me get and I got you some nice..." she stopped as she stared at the small, auburn haired girl who was sitting at the sewing machine. She had thick bangs and the hair surrounding her face was shaped to enhance the pudginess of her cheeks and, although it sat luxuriously thick and straight on her head, it cascaded in loose curls from just below the level of her face to her small shoulder, which were on full display in a sleeveless sheath dress that hung so loosely from her shoulders that, had she actually had breasts, they would have not been noticeable.

Frances remembered the dress. It had been one of her favorites when she was in seventh grade and the moment she grew out of it, it became Robbie's favorite, too. The dress had a white background with black piping around the crew neck, arms and hem. There were playful, fashionably childish cartoons of rather self satisfied looking, long necked dinosaurs with demure eyelids and girlish smiles scattered about the dress, while in soft baby-pink, the words 'Dream' and 'Big' were written in planned randomness about the cloth. There were also pairs of baby-pink, puffy clouds with baby-pink line drawings of rainbows between each pair of clouds.

The dress style was grown up enough to appeal a girl entering the first stages of womanhood who wanted to look somewhat womanly, while also infantilize the wearer with the graphics, making sure that she still looked girlish and virginal.

After staring for five or ten seconds, Frances muttered, "Jordie?"

He stopped sewing and bowed his head just a little, enhancing the girlish, demure look that the dress had already created.

"Do I look a lot different?" he asked, cautiously.

Frances let out a big breath and smiled. "I'll say! You do look cute as hell, though, I'll give you that!"

"You mean that in a good way, right?" Jordan didn't always read people's reactions well and he wanted to be sure that she wasn't making fun of him.

Finally able to move again, Frances put the bags she'd been carrying on the cutting table and moved towards her cousin, holding out her arms in front of her, inviting him to take her hands. "Stand up for me. Let me see how pretty you look."

Then, the most amazing thing happened. Jordan smiled. Of course, he'd smiled before, but his smiles were always nervous and self conscious. This smile was broad and carefree. It was the smile of a child who wanted nothing more than to be accepted and who had just found the kind of acceptance he most wanted. Someone he loved had just told him he was pretty.

Jordan took Frances' hands and stood, the loose sheath dress flowing freely around his body.

Frances touched his bangs. "I love your hair, Jordie! That color! The bangs! I can't believe how cute you look!"

"I told you you'd see for yourself!" Robbie giggled from the doorway. "Isn't he just the most perfect thing!?"

Frances was running her fingers through his hair. "He is. He really is. You are, Jordie. You look... just perfect. Do you like how you look?"

"I think I do. Do you like it? Robbie said she did."

Frances looked from Jordan to Robbie and back. "I love it, Jordie, but that's not what's important. What's important is that you like it."

He nodded. "I do, but there is something missing. Did you get... I mean... did they have?"

"Oh, yeah!" Frances grabbed the bags and fished for a moment before pulling a small, lace covered bra with cups that were distinctly padded into decidedly feminine shapes.

"Are you ready to become a teenager?" Frances asked, playfully.

He nodded.

"Here," Robbie hustled to his side, "let me help you take this off." She pulled the dress carefully over his head, leaving him in just a pair of yellow boy shorts.

Jordie looked at Frances, then at the bra and a chill ran down his spine. He was feeling an excitement he didn't expect to feel. He knew that some people found dressing in the clothes of the opposite sex stimulating, but he really hadn't thought much about that. Now, he felt a tingling in his groin that was undeniable. His penis was safely tucked, but he could feel that blood was pumping there in a way that he'd never felt before.

"Ready?" Frances asked.

He turned his back to her and she reached around him, sliding the bra straps up his arms. Once it was situated on his shoulder, she gently connected the hook and eyes in the back. "Is it comfortable?"

He smiled and nodded his head.

"Do you want the matching panties?"

Jordan thought for just a few moments before nodding.

Frances fished through the bags once more before producing a lace covered panty that matched the bra perfectly.

"We'll turn our backs." Robbie smiled and both girls turned away.

As soft as the boy shorts were, these were different. The nylon was silky and cool on his hairless skin and when the panties gripped his hips and rear end, they felt like nothing he'd ever felt before. Soft, sensuous... pretty. It took a moment to secure himself into the gusset of the panties so as not to let his cousins know that he was excited by the panties, but he did manage to get his penis under control before the girls turned around.

"All set?" Robbie asked.

"Yes."

Robbie guided the dinosaur dress back over his head, once again being careful of his hair. The material wafted back down around him and, even though his new, shapely breasts weren't all that visible, there was an imperceptible something that was more perfect about the way the dress hung.

"Well?" Robbie asked, her eyes wide.

"Well, what?"

"Well? How does if feel?"

A smile spread on Jordan's face as his cheeks blushed under his make up. "It feels nice. Really nice. Kinda... right... I guess. Does it make me look more like you guys?"

Frances turned her attention back to the bags while Robbie moved behind Jordan and pulled the fabric of the dress taut so that the delicate shape of his new breasts was visible in Jordan's reflection in the nearby mirror. "I think it does, Jordie. What do you think?"

He raised his shoulders as if to begin a shrug, but instead he shook just slightly in a very girly way, pulling the fabric from Robbie's gentle grasp and letting the it shake playfully as it now hung on him - hanging away from his body due to the padded bra's added girth. "I love it. It feels really nice."

"Here," France said, "I got you these, too."

She held out two small, black, cloth flats. They were not in any way ornate, but just simple, classic and decidedly female.

"Oh, wow. Thanks!" He took them, dropped them to the floor, stepped out of the flip flops he'd been wearing and slipped the shoes on. They fit in such a strange and wonderful way. The shape of the base of his toes barely visible before disappearing under the stretchy, black fabric.

He bounced on his toes and said, "I love them, thank you, Franny." Then, very suddenly, and much to her surprise, he suddenly reached out and hugged her, his head nestling on the top of her beast, his arms wrapping around her torso.

Frances looked at her sister with a look of shock on her face, but that look soon changed to a wide mouthed expression of 'wow!'

Robbie was drop-jawed, too, and she laughed, silently.

After a moment of shock, France wrapped her arms around her little cousin and returned the hug. "You're very welcome, Jordie. I'm glad you like everything. See. You can tell me anything. I'm always here to help you."

When they separated, Jordan asked, "Were you able to get the pearl buttons I had on my list?"

"Oh, yes." Frances pulled the small package from the bags. "Here."

"Perfect," he smiled. "It'll only take me a few minutes for me to sew these on the collar of auntie's dress and then it'll be all done."

He hurried to the dress on the dress-dummy and checked the buttons with the collar of the dress. Happy with the match, he quickly threaded a needle and went to work hand sewing the buttons into place.

While he was focused on that, Frances tapped Robbie's shoulder and signaled her to come out into the hall. Once they were out of ear shot, she whispered, "Did you know that mom was going to do his hair like that?"

Robbie shook her head. "I was as surprised as you when I saw him, but he's precious, isn't he?"

"Well, yeah, but... I mean... wow! Robbie, he's a twenty years old. He looked young before, but now... honestly, he looks like a twelve year old. If we ever get in touch with his mom and dad..."

Robbie shrugged. "I don't care."

"What do you mean, you don't care?"

"I don't care what they think. Did you see him, just now? He's happy, Franny. He's finding himself... or maybe he's finding herself... I don't know, but we've known Jordie for what... eight years? Nine years? And how many times have you ever seen him smile like that? To be in the moment like that? To hug you, Franny? I've never seen him hug anyone, before. Sure, mom has hugged him and we've given him little ones, but I nearly cried when I saw him hug you, just now. Franny... that's amazing! I don't care how rich or smart his parents are, they've been pretty shitty parents to him and if we can help him to be happy, then that's great with me. Isn't that what mom wants us to do? Help him become a whole person?"

Franny had to agree, so she nodded. "Man... the crap is going to hit the fan when they see him, though."

At that moment, Jordan stuck his head out into the hall. "Can you send auntie a text and tell her that her dress is ready whenever she has a moment to try it on?"

"Sure, Jordie," Frances said as she pulled out her phone. As she typed, she whispered to her sister, "I don't think that we're going to ever have a big, family Thanksgiving dinner in this house, again."
 

 

"Oh, Jordie," Mary gushed, "I just love it!" The top of the dress appeared to be a white, sleeveless blouse fitted loosely around her torso, while the bottom was a wide-bottomed, brilliant blue that hung even more loosely, and ended mid-calf.

Jordan smiled, happy with the way the dress hung on his aunt. "I'm glad you like it. I was going to use small, white buttons on the neck opening, but Franny was able to get me those little pearl ones. I like those better. I hope you do, too."

"Honestly, Jordie, I could not be happier with this dress or prouder of you for having designed and made it. It's absolutely beautiful." She turned and hugged him, tightly, but she immediately noticed the bra straps on his back and the feel of the padded cups. She paused for just a moment, but finished the hug without comment. "I bet Dr Green is going to be very jealous when she sees me wearing this."

"It's almost too nice to wear around, mom," Robbie said.

Frances joined, "Maybe you'll get a hot date when all of this is over and you can wear it then."

Mary chuckled at that. "Oh, yeah. You know how many 'hot dates' I had before I met your father? None. And since he passed way? None. I think it's just beautiful, Jordie, and I'm going to wear it frequently to celebrate your creativity."

"I'm glad," Jordan replied, and Mary could see that he meant it, too. This was a breakthrough. He was smiling on his own. Showing pride in his work. Being creative. Sharing with them.

"How are Dr Green's dresses coming?" Mary asked.

"I've already finished one and I've been cutting out the second one. Here's the first one. I kept it kind of plain so she could wear it to work. I looked up some unofficial guidelines for professional women and I sort of stuck to those."

The dress was pale yellow with small polka dots on it. Again, the fabric design was just a little dated, but could be considered to be 'retro' and 'trendy' in the right application, and this certainly looked like the right application. The sleeveless, form fitting dress would look lovely on the doctor's fit body.

"Do you think she'll like it?" Jordan asked. "The style is kind of similar to dresses I saw her wearing on her Facebook page."

"You went prowling on her Facebook page?" Franny laughed.

"Just to see what she liked to wear," Jordan said without any guilt. "Anyway, I should be able to have them all finished in a week or so."

"That's excellent, Jordie," Mary said, still looking at her own new dress in the mirror.

"I bet she'll be surprised it you're done ahead of schedule." Robbie smiled at her clever cousin.

"Ok," Mary clapped her hands, "how about we call for pizza, tonight? It's already a bit late in the day and I haven't had a chance to prepare anything. I'll call from down stairs. Jordie, you clean-up up here and, girls, meet me in the kitchen to get things ready for supper."

"Get things ready? For pizza?" Robbie seemed surprised. "Isn't it usually paper plates and eating in the downstairs den room for pizza?"

"Yes," Mary's tone indicated that Robbie was not following her train of thought, "but I need you to help me get everything ready."

"Oh... ok," Robbie nodded.

"Help me out of this, Franny," Mary added. "I don't want to eat pizza in a dress this pretty. You know me. I'll get grease on it with the first bite. I'll put on something more casual."
 

 

"I assume you bought him that bra, today," Mary said to Frances when they were all downstairs, away from Jordan's ears.

"Well... yes..." Frances shrugged, a little surprised that her stepmother would even ask that question. "He asked me to and I didn't see any harm in it. He's already dressed like a girl. He just wanted to look a little older, I think."

Mary nodded, and before she could speak, Frances continued, "Besides, you colored and styled his hair to look like it does. Bra or not, he'd look like a girl no matter what he wore, now." Her tone was more hurt than accusatory, but Mary understood that the reason for her question had been misunderstood.

"I think he looks adorable," Robbie added.

"I'm not upset," Mary shook her head. "At least not about that. I am curious, though. Did he say WHY he wanted a bra?"

Frances nodded. "To look more like all of us. He said he wanted his dresses to hang better... and probably to look more grown up, too. I think that he thought Dr Green spoke to him like he was a child. And, let's face it, mom... she did."

Mary heaved a heavy sigh. "All of that aside, my sister is not going to be happy about this when she comes home. She's a liberal woman, but Jordie is her only son. She may be less liberal about his needs than she is about the general concept of transgenderism." She thought for a moment, then asked Frances. "Any luck finding them through the Internet?"

She shook her head. "Did you call Switzerland to ask at their headquarters?"

"I did," Mary nodded. "They said that someone would get back to me and hung up on me. It doesn't seem possible that two professionals could just disappear at this point in the twenty first century."

"There may only be limited, or maybe even no internet where they are in China, mom. I'm sure they'll get back to us as soon as they can."

Mary pulled a jug of iced tea from the refrigerator, then opened a cabinet to retrieve glasses. "Has he said anything to either of you about his long term plans? Like, living as a woman? Or becoming a woman? Anything like that?"

The both shook their heads.

"God, I feel like I'm in so far over my head, right now, but... I mean... I did the right thing, didn't I? His hair, I mean. I was just trying to make him feel more comfortable with himself."
 

 

By the time the pizza was delivered, all four of them had settled into an old episode of 'Parks and Rec' on NetFlix in the downstairs den.

"I can't believe that Chris Pratt was so pudgy back then," Frances said. "He's so buff as Star Lord in the Guardians movies."

"He's still pretty good looking," Robbie argued. "He's not fat or anything. Kind of a cute dad-body even though he was only in his twenties."

"What do you think, Jordie?" Mary asked prodded, just to include him.

"I don't know," he shook his head. "I like the Guardians movies though, and the Jurassic Park ones he was in. I just think he's pretty funny."

"Yes, he is," Mary smiled.

"Not your cup of though, huh?" Frances teased.

"No," was his brief reply.

"Well, my fantasy actor crush is definitely Rami Malek. I think his eyes are beautiful," Robbie swooned.

"Eww..." Frances giggled.

"Well, who is your fantasy movie star date, then?"

"I'd have to say... Zac Efron. Those pants he wore in 'The Greatest Showman'... Ahh... be still my heart!"

They all laughed at that.

"Mom?" Robbie asked.

"Well... I know that he's getting along in years, but I'd have to say that Tom Cruise is still as hot as hell!"

"No arguments from me!" Frances laughed.

"Oh, ick!" Robbie laughed at her sister. "He's like twice your age!"

"And still hot as hell!" Frances quoted her mother.

"How about you, Jordie?" Robbie asked innocently, but everyone was interested in the answer.

He thought for a moment, then said, "I think Gal Gadot is really pretty. I don't think she'd ever date me, but she's beautiful."

"Well, don't worry." Frances laughed loudly. "I don't think that Zac Efron is going to be asking me out anytime soon, either!"

They all laughed joyfully, even Jordan.

They had placed their paper plates and paper napkins in the empty pizza box and Robbie had taken the glasses out to the kitchen as the end credits to the third episode they'd watched began to scroll past. She was hurrying to get back into the TV room to see the next episode when someone knocked on the door. That had not happened in nine weeks. Everyone froze.

Mary stood and called, "Just a moment," then looked at Robbie. "Grab my mask off of the doorknob of the back door."

They knocked again.

"Coming. Just give me a moment to put on my mask," she called again.

Once her mask was on, she went to the door and looked through the eye piece. The man didn't look familiar, but even if she did know him, the distortion of the eyepiece and the mask that the man wore would have made it difficult for her to recognize him.

Mary cracked the heavy wooden door open and said, "Would you please step off of the stoop before I open the storm door?"

"Oh, yes, of course," the man said and stepped down the one step to the walkway.

Mary opened the wooden door, then cracked the storm door open. "Yes?" She asked.

The man held up a business card and offered it to her. "My name is James Leary," he said. "I'm an attorney."

Mary shook her head. "I don't want your card, Mr Leary. I'd rather not touch anything without gloves on. What can I do for you?"

"Oh," the man said, tucking the card back into his pocket. He was very well dressed in an obviously expensive suit and tie and a tan overcoat. "Of course. I apologize, ma'am. Force of habit, you know."

"What can I do for you?" Mary was a bit concerned that a lawyer would be knocking on her door at six thirty in the evening.

"I'm sorry, ma'am," he said, "I can't even think straight with this darned mask on. I am looking for Jordan Alden. Is he staying with you?"

Now, feeling very protective, she asked, "Why?"

By now, Jordan and his cousins were in the hallway, listening.

"You are his aunt, are you not? I was led to believe that he may be staying with you since his school closed."

"Mr Leary," Mary stood a bit more defensively, "this conversation is a bout to end, unless you tell me why you are looking for Jordan."

"Well, this is a private, legal matter, ma'am. I would rather talk to Mr Alden in private..."

"Have a good day, Mr Leary." Mary stepped back and pulled the storm door closed.

As she was pushing the heavy wooden door closed, the man said, "Wait, wait, wait! I do need to speak to Mr Alden about a very important matter."

"Perhaps we should schedule a meeting, then, and I can call an attorney to be present for my nephew. Why don't you call me and..."

"ma'am, please!" The man was insistent. "I am actually acting as Jordan's attorney at this point in this matter. It is very important that I speak to him."

Mary considered this for a moment. "Wait just a minute, please." She said as she closed the door.

She turned to the three in the hallway. "Jordie, do you have any idea why a lawyer is looking for you?"

Jordan's eyes opened wide. "No. I didn't do anything. I've never even spoken to a lawyer, that I know of."

Mary nodded. "Franny, grab Jordan a disposable mask from the box in the back hall. Maybe we should at least see what this is about."

Seconds later, Jordan was masked and stood beside Mary by the door. After making sure that Jordan was all set, she swung the door open. "This is Jordan, Mr Leary,"

The man seemed a bit confused. "Oh... I... well... I'm sorry, I just thought that Jordan was a young m..." he shook his head, reminding himself that things had changed since he was young. "I'm sorry. Forgive me. Let me start again. Jordan, my name is James Leary and I have been looking for you for nearly three weeks, now. Every since... well... ever since the news reached us."

Mary and Jordan glanced at each other, confused.

"News, Mr Leary?" Mary asked. "What news?"

"Well..." Now he seemed truly flustered. "The news of... surely, someone contacted you about..." He took a moment to regroup, cleared his throat and stated, flatly, "Jordan... I represent the estate of your parents. I am hear to discuss the distribution of their estate with you."

Jordan stared blankly, not able to process what was just said.

Mary's head drooped forward and her knees nearly gave out as she muttered, "Oh, dear God."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Quarantine: 4 - Troubled Waters

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Quarantine: 4 - Troubled Waters

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

The bad news that arrived at the end of the last installment has huge ramifications
for Jordan and he tries to come to come to terms with everything that has been thrown
at him.


 
Author's Note: Thank you for all of your reviews and support! Please, please, please continue to comment - pro or con. I find it very helpful. ~Clara.
 
This version of Quarantine: 4 - Troubled Waters has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 4
 
 

 

"Umm... perhaps you should come in," Mary muttered, uncertainly, as she tried to get her bearings. She'd just been informed that, apparently, her sister and her sister's husband had died and she was having a hard time thinking clearly. "Just give us a moment to get ready for you, please. I'm not comfortable with anyone entering the house at the moment, but... just give us a few minutes, please."

She turned to her daughters and said, "Put on masks. This gentleman needs to come in to talk to Jordie. Umm... Franny, grab one of the plastic table cloths in the pantry - the ones we use on the picnic table in the summer. Spread it on the kitchen table. We'll throw it out when he leaves."

She was following the girls to the kitchen when she realized that Jordan was still waiting by the door. She turned and walked back to him and wrapped him in a hug. "I'm so sorry, baby. Are you going to be ok to talk to this man?"

He shrugged. "I think so. He meant that they died, right? My mother and father. They're dead?"

"I think so, baby. Right now, though, you know as much as I do. Let's talk to this man and see what happened, ok?"

He nodded. "Auntie... why aren't I crying about this?"

"It will come, baby, I'm sure. You're probably in shock, right now. God knows, I am. Come on. Let's get things ready and we'll talk to Mr Leary and we'll see what happened. Then we'll talk about how we feel. Ok?"

"Ok."

Within a few minutes, James Leary, Esquire, was sitting at the kitchen table, opening his briefcase and looking solemn. "I am very sorry for your loss," he said, his look taking in everyone. Frances was to his left, holding Mary's hand. Mary, across from him, held Jordan's hand, also across from him, and he, in turn, held Robbie's hand and she sat to his right. "Of course, I assumed that you had been notified by Doctors Without Borders, or the State Department, but the world is so topsy-turvy right now... anyway, I hope that I wasn't too indelicate in telling you. I am truly sorry if I was."

"We understand, Mr Leary," Mary spoke. As her eyes became more red rimmed, so did the eyes of her stepdaughters. They never felt particularly close to Mary's sister and her husband, but they could see the pain building in Mary and that made them emotional as well. "Can you tell us how they passed?"

"Oh," he fished a paper out of his briefcase, "this is what I received." He waved the paper. "See, I was dealing with their interests in this country while they were away, so my name was the first they found. They told me that the State Department would notify the family, though, and since you are the only family..."

"How did they pass?" Mary interrupted.

"Of course," he muttered, then read, 'Mr Leary. We are contacting you today as the business agent of two of our doctors. It is our unfortunate duty to notify you of the death of Dr Margaret Alden on April 27, 2021 and the subsequent passing of her husband, Dr William Alden, on April 28. Both doctors succumbed to the COVID-19 virus which they contracted while working to save the lives of the people of the world. Our organization will contact the family of Doctors Alden through the State Department of The United States. You can contact us through our offices in Geneva...' "Well, it goes on to give me some email addresses and phone numbers, but since the estate is pretty straight forward, I didn't really need to do much other than talk to the probate office."

Mary wiped a tear from her face. "Do you know how long they were sick, or if they suffered, or about getting their bodies back for burial..."

He held up a hand as a gently signal to stop. "No, ma'am, I do not know anything about their illness beyond what is in the letter, but I did inquire about their remains."

He paused and swallowed.

"Unfortunately, due to the current fear of contamination, their bodies have already been cremated and..."

Mary turned to Jordan and hugged him tightly as she let out a guttural scream of despair. Then she shook with tears.

"I am very sorry," the lawyer said as gently as he could. Then he organized his paperwork as he tried not to look at the heartbroken people around him.

"Oh, Jordie, honey, I'm so, so sorry," she wailed.

He did his best to empathize with his favorite person in the world. He patted her back and squeezed her tightly. "I'm sorry, too, auntie. I'm sorry."

Realizing she was confusing Jordie, who had a hard time navigating the world of emotions in the best of times, she slowly untangled herself from their hug and kissed his cheek. "We'll get through this, baby."

He nodded, uncertain of what other response was appropriate.

Frances touched her stepmother's arm. "Are you ok, mom?"

Mary hugged her. "No, honey, I am not, but... let's get through this."

"How about you, Jordie?" Robbie asked. "Are you ok?"

He shrugged. "I don't know. I feel... I'm not really sure how I feel, but... I know I'm sad. I just don't know how to feel anything except that."

Robbie hugged him and kissed his cheek. "You're ok, Jordie. Everyone processes these thing differently. When daddy died, I just felt empty for weeks."

He raised his head. "That's what I feel. I feel... empty."

"Well," Mr Leary said, as he cleared his throat and shuffled some papers around, "I just need to confirm a few details."

He checked Jordan's social security number and birthdate, which he did check twice due to his skepticism that jordan could possibly be twenty years old. Then he explained, "The terms of the estate are rather simple, since Jordan is already past the age of maturity." He looked at the small boy with auburn hair in the cute little dress with the dinosaurs and said, "As you know, your parents recently sold the house in Winchester and that money has been deposited in the Alden Family Trust..."

"Trust?" Mary asked.

The lawyer kept his head down and looked up over his glasses. "Yes, ma'am. The doctors put the majority of their wealth into a trust to avoid taxes and be sure that there was money left behind for their... son." The last word seemed to be tinged with just a hint of contempt. Jordan didn't seem to notice, but Mary and the girls certainly did.

Mary nodded and the lawyer continued.

"The trust does, however own the family house on Martha's Vineyard..."

"We..." Jordan interrupted, "... we never owned a house on Martha's Vineyard."

Again, the lawyer looked up over the top of his glasses. "In fact you do. They bought the house in September of nineteen ninety nine. It appears that it has been exclusively a rental property since twenty-ofive.

Jordan looked at his aunt. "Have you ever been to that house?"

Mary shook her head. "I never heard of it."

"I assure you, you own the house in the town of Oak Bluffs and the value of the property is currently estimated to be six million dollars."

Everyone at the table gasped.

"Six MILLION?" Frances asked. "A house is worth six million dollars? How is that even possible!?"

The lawyer shrugged. "Must be a nice place. According to the rental records, both President Clinton and President Obama have stayed there. It appears to only be rented for a few weeks every year, but at a very high rate."

"Whoa!" Robbie muttered.

"There is also the doctors' investments in various companies. Those are currently valued at twelve point six million dollars."

Another gasp.

"That's a lot of money," Robbie muttered, again. "Jordie, it looks like you're a rich person."

"We've always been the poor relatives," Frances said, "but now you probably won't even want to be seen with us."

"Yeah," Robbie nodded. "You can live anywhere in the world that you want."

Jordan felt a chill run down his spine at that remark.

"There is more," the lawyer said to get things back on track.

When he had their attention, he said, "So, as of today, Jordan, you are the sole member of the board of directors of The Alden Family Trust. I would recommend that you find someone else to serve on the board with you, because, as I said, the value of property owned by the trust is six million dollars, the current value of the stocks and securities, which have recently suffered a bit of a loss due to the COVID-19 related drop in stock market values, but, as I stated, they are valued at twelve point six million dollars and the cash assets in the trust are values at eighty one million dollars, bringing the value of your assets, Jordan, to approximately one hundred million dollars."

"Holy God," Mary muttered as her head shook slowly in disbelief.

Jordan stared blankly at the lawyer. Nothing he was saying was making any sense to him. "My parents are dead?" He asked.

"Yes." The lawyer replied.

"And you want to give me their money?"

"Well... yes... but... it's YOUR money, now Jordan. By the way, all of the paperwork indicates that the heir is their SON, Jordan. I assume that, when I write all of this up, I should change the wording to read DAUGHTER, correct?"

"Why?" Jordan asked, looking at the lawyer's tie.

"Well... because..." the lawyer sputtered. "You are...
transitioning... aren't you?"

"Transitioning?" Jordan's gaze remained steadfast.

Attorney Leary looked at each face in the room. No one quite knew what to say. What the hell was with these people? Was this kid a boy or a girl? We're they trying to scam him? "You are Jordan Alden?"

"Yes."

"And your parents were Margaret and James Alden of Winchester, Massachusetts?"

"Yes."

The silence of the other family members in the room was frustrating the attorney. What the hell? Didn't they see how weird this was? "I mean," he tried to clarify, although he could not for the life of him figure out why he needed to, "you are currently female, or in the process of becoming female, correct?"

Jordan looked around. "No. I mean... I'm dressing like this because... I like it. That's all."

"Oh..." the lawyer seemed even more confused.

"You see, Mr Leary," Mary said, "Jordan came here with, shall we say, just the clothes on his back, and his dressing like this is just... more convenient at the moment."

Leary looked at the young woman before him. This wasn't just a case of borrowing clothes to get by, but that wasn't the issue at hand. "I see. So, regarding the trust...."

"I don't want it," Jordan said suddenly.

The lawyer looked up, startled. "I beg your pardon?"

"I don't want their money," Jordan said, firmly.

"But..." the lawyer was flummoxed.

"Jordie," Mary could see her nephew's body tensing, his jaw clinching, the stress building. When he was young, Jordan had been prone to violent tantrums when he couldn't understand a given situation. They always began with this kind of tightening. He was shutting down. All of his progress of the last few months was about to be wiped out if she couldn't calm him down. "Jordie, the money is already yours. Your parents built this fortune up over the course of their lives so that you would be taken care of. They did all of this for you, because they loved you so much..."

"LOVED ME!?" Jordan said with more force than either of the girls had ever seen him exhibit. "If they loved me, then why did they run away from me the first chance they had? The day after I left for college, they announced that they were selling our house. They just wanted to get away from me."

"No, baby. They wanted to do some good in a part of the world that needed their help."

"I NEEDED THEIR HELP! I NEEDED THEM, BUT THEY LEFT ME! THEY LEFT ME! THEY LEFT ME!" He stood moved away from the table. "THEY NEVER LOVED ME! THEY HATED ME! THEY HATED ME SO MUCH THAT ALL THEY WANTED TO DO WAS LEAVE ME BEHIND! THEY DIED JUST TO MAKE SURE THAT THEY'D NEVER SEE ME AGAIN!!!" He ran out of the kitchen and up the stairs.

"Jordie!" Mary yelled, but Robbie stood up before her mother did.

"You stay here, mom. I'll go talk to him." She said and she disappeared before Mary could stop her.

Mary looked at Frances. "I should go after her. He might need me."

"Robbie can handle him, mom," Frances assured her. "Just let them be for a little bit."

Mary took a breath, then looked at the lawyer. "I... I apologize, Mr Leary. This is, obviously, not how Jordan usually behaves. It's just been a lot to drop on him all at once and he's a very sensitive young man..."

"With all due respect, ma'am," Leary interrupted, "that kid needs help. The clothes, the make-up, the spoilt-brat attitude... he needs some professional help pretty damned quickly. I think it would be ill advised at this time to allow him access to..."

Mary's rage grew quicker than she could ever had imagined it could. She rose quickly, stared at the lawyer, then raised her right hand high above her head before slamming it down on the tabletop and shutting off the lawyer's words. "How dare you." She growled.

"ma'am, as I said, with all due..."

"You get the fuck out of my house NOW before I throw you out myself."

The man sat back in his chair and looked at the two women across from him. He smirked, just a little before he spoke. "Umm... I think it would be best to resolve these matters as quickly as possible..."

"OUT!" Mary screamed and pointed at the door.

"ma'am... there is the matter of a hundred, million dollars to resolve."

"And we will resolve it when my nephew has processed the fact that his parents have died, Mr. Leary. Now, GET OUT OF MY HOUSE, NOW!"

The man stood and gathered his papers, leaving a folder on the table. He stuffed his papers into his briefcase, but pulled out another of his business cards and placed it on top of the folder he'd left behind. He smiled a fake, ugly smile and said, "Call me when you're ready to talk through these things." He turned and walked down the hall and out the front door.

As soon as the front door closed, Mary collapsed into her seat, crossed her arms on the table in front of her and buried her face into her arms as she wailed and cried. "Oh, Maggie! Oh, Maggie! Maggie how could you leave us like this?"

Frances sat next to her and tried to figure out how to offer any solace. When she couldn't think of anything to do, she laid her head on her stepmother's back, hugged her and cried right along with her.
 

 

"Jordie?" Robbie tapped on his door. "Jordie? Can I come in?"

She could hear something banging firmly into the wall. She knocked again.

"Jordie? Please. Can I come in?"

When there was still no answer, she turned the knob, surprised to find the door unlocked.

"Jordie?" She opened the door slowly, then entered. Jordan was in the room, sitting at the foot of the bed, his eyes focused on the gloomy evening outside and his right foot was swinging back and forth, banging into the the wall with his toes and the bedpost with his heel on each stroke.

Robbie sat next to him. She didn't speak for a few moments. Then she took his hand in hers. She kissed his palm, then used her second hand to hold his hand tightly with both of hers.

Eventually she said, "Are you going to be ok?"

He shrugged.

"We love you, Jordie. We're here to help you, through all this."

Jordan let out a huge breath. "I want... to hit something. I want to scream. I want... I want to hurt myself. I... don't know what to do, Robbie. I'm so... mad, right now and I should be sad. I should be crying. What's wrong with me? I'm such a freak."

Robbie just nodded and listened.

"They had no right to do this. They had no right to leave me. To die on me. They had no right."

She continued holding his hand, but laid her head on his shoulder.

"They didn't love me, Robbie. They never loved me. I'm so mad at them, right now, though... I just want to hurt something... anything... me."

"Don't," Robbie whispered. "It won't help. It'll only hurt more."

He began to shake. He shook so hard that Robbie thought he may be having a seizure. She raised her head and looked at him. His pulled his hand from hers, and suddenly, both clenched tightly. His jaw was stressed with emotion. His eyes were closed and every muscle in his body clenched tightly as his shaking head turned toward the ceiling and he let out a huge, primal roar of hurt and pain.

"Jordie?" Robbie was very frightened for him, but not of him.

The roar must have lasted ten seconds or more before he had to breathe, again. The shaking continued, but now all of his hurt and pain and anger turned into tears and sobs and gasps.

"Oh, Jordie," Robbie said as she pulled his head towards her breasts and held him, tightly.

"Oh," he wailed and wailed. "Oh."

"We love you, Jordie," Robbie said, over and over and over. "We love you, Jordie. We love you."
 

 

The next morning, Mary looked into Robbie's room. The bed was unmade. She knew where her stepdaughter was, though. She'd been holding a distraught Jordan the night before and had refused to leave or even let go of him.

Mary walked down the hall and looked into Jordan's room. They were both on the bed, Robbie laying behind Jordan, her arm around him.

Then Mary noticed another form sitting at the foot of the bed. Frances was sitting on the floor, her head against the mattress.

"Hi," Frances whispered.

"Hi," Mary said back. "Have you been in here all night?"

Frances shook her head. "I sat by your doorway until you were asleep. Then I came here. They've only been asleep a little while. It took a long time for Jordie to cry himself out."

Mary nodded. "Why don't you go to bed? I'll sit with them."

Frances shook her head. "I'm fine, here."

Mary entered and looked at the bed. She bent and kissed both Jordan and Robbie on the forehead. Then she walked to the end of the bed and sat on the floor beside Frances. She gave her a sad smile, then her jaw shook and her smile disappeared as she wept again. She took Frances' hand in hers and, through her tears she whispered, "I love all so much."

It was past nine that morning before Robbie rolled to the side and opened her eyes, surprised to find her sister and stepmother sitting on the floor beside the bed.

"Morning, honey," Mary gave a sad smile.

"Morning, mom," she whispered back. She glanced at her sleeping cousin. "Jordie's still asleep?"

"No," he mumbled. "I'm awake. I just don't want to move." After a pause, he mumbled, "Can you guys, please go away and leave me alone for, like... ever?"

Mary looked at Robbie and bobbed her head indicating that it was ok for the girl to get out of bed. Robbie turned, kissed Jordan's cheek and whispered, "I'll go make you some toast and tea if you want."

"Thanks, but I don't want it," Jordan didn't even open his eyes.

Robbie slid gracefully from the covers and stood, straightening the wrinkled dress she'd slept in.

"Go help yourself sister, please," Mary said to Frances.

"Ok," Frances took Robbie's hand and stood.

When the girls had left the room, Mary sat on the bed, her back towards the back of Jordan's legs. She rubbed his side and sighed. What was the right thing to say? There was no way of knowing. So she just started talking. "Are you going to be ok?"

"I don't think so." There was nothing dramatic about his voice. He was just answering the question.

"That's fair." Mary agreed. "I don't think I'll be ok either." She checked her own emotions. This was about Jordan.

"Why, auntie?"

"Why, what, baby? Why did they die?"

"No. Why did you love them?"

"Oh, baby... that's... that's quite a question. I mean, your mom was my sister. I loved her because she was my sister. We grew up together. We shared everything thing growing up. She was family and you love your family."

He shrugged, still laying with his back to her. "I don't know. I don't think she really loved me. I know she didn't like Uncle Bill... of Franny or Robbie. She used to say that he only married you so the girl's would have a babysitter."

This wasn't news to Mary. Her sister had said these exact words to her face on more than one occasion - including her wedding day. In fact, on the day of Mary's husband's funeral, her sister, after having a couple of glasses of wine, looked at Frances and Robbie across the room and said to Mary, 'Well, I guess you're stuck with those two, now.' It broke her heart that her sister would say something like that, but that was how she was.

"I know..." Mary said calmly, "but I forgave her for that, Jordie. Bill was... well... the opposite of your mom and dad. They were all business, always planning for the future, always needing to be the smartest people in the room... I always said that Bill was six foot three inches of life. He enjoyed every second he lived. We weren't rich, but we never went without and he treated me, and your grandmother and your great grandmother like queens. He loved your parents, too. He always hoped that they'd learn to like him, but... some things aren't meant to be."

It was quiet for over a minute. Mary rubbed his hip through the bed clothes and his dress and both mulled over things.

"I've been thinking about this all night, auntie, and... I don't think I loved them."

"Jordie, please... don't say that."

"But listen, auntie - I know that everyone thinks I'm weird and unfeeling, and I guess I kind of am, but I know what love is."

Mary let the pause linger before asking, "How do you know that, baby?"

"Because I love you."

A lump caught in her throat.

"When I think about you - or Franny or Robbie - I feel... different. Like... I belong with you guys. When mom told me to come here for the quarantine, I was almost afraid to come."

That seemed like an odd follow up to his previous statements, so Mary needed to ask, "Why would that scare you, Jordie?"

He breathed a few times before saying, "Because... I was afraid that if I was near you guys for too long... you'd find out what a freak I am and you wouldn't love me back."

"Oh, Jordie..." it was all she could do to keep herself together. "We'll always love you."

He shrugged. "Anyway... That's why I don't want the money."

"Because you don't think you loved your parents enough?"

"No..." he had to catch his breath because, suddenly, he was sobbing. "I want to live here."

"What?" Mary was thoroughly baffled, now. "Jordie, you can stay here forever if you want."

"But, last night, when Robbie heard how much money they left me, she said I could live anywhere I wanted. I don't want to live anywhere else. I want to live here. Forever." Now, he cried desperately into his pillow.

Mary reached for him, knowing he'd pull away, but he didn't. Instead, he rolled toward her and buried his head in her lap. She tried to sooth him with ssh-ing sounds as she patted his auburn hair. "Then stay here forever, baby. Nothing would make us happier."

Slowly, his sobs slowed and his breathing returned to normal. "Thank you," he choked out.

After a few minutes, Mary said, "But, Jordie... you really should take the money. It is yours and, I know that they weren't the most touchyfeely parents, but this is their way of taking care of you."

He shook his head. "I can't. I told that man that I didn't want it."

"Don't worry, baby. I'll call the lawyer I use. She'll help us. Once you get the money, you can do whatever you want with it. Invest it. Pay off your college debt. Ignore it. Donate it to charity... whatever you want, but I don't want that Mr Leary to make a nickel off of it. I don't like him."

"Me neither," Jordan agreed.

"Come on, baby. Let's get you out of bed. You take a nice long shower, then we'll have something to eat and figure everything out. Ok?"

"Ok," he said as he pulled himself into a seated position beside her.

"And, baby... no matter what happens... from now until the end of the earth... you and Robbie and Franny and I are a family. Do you understand that. We will always be together. Forever."
 

 

They had bacon, egg and cheese sandwiches on kaiser rolls for 'brunch' that morning. They all chatted about the weather, the pandemic, the chances of returning to school in the fall, the possibilities of normalcy returning to any aspect of life in the near future... anything but the death of Jordan's parents.

When they were done, Jordan said he was going to go to his sewing room, but Mary insisted that he needed to take the day off and relax. "I've cancelled all my clients for the day," she explained. "Let's just give ourselves the next twenty hours or so to take a breath."

"It's really warm out, today," Frances said. "I think I'll take a nice, long walk. Anyone want to come?"

"I can't, honey," Mary stood to clear the table. "I need to call Sue Lewis."

Frances nodded, recognizing the family lawyer's name.

"I'll go!" Robbie bubbled. "I need some fresh air. Jordie?"

Before he could back out of the walk, Mary said, "That's what you need this morning, Jordie. A nice walk. Look at the three of you looking just perfect in those dresses. Go on and show the world how beautiful you are."

"Yeah, come on, Jordie," Robbie pleaded. "I want the world to see us in your dresses and, to be honest, I need an hour or so outside before I burst. Please... come with us."

He smiled at the silly way she was pretending to beg. "Ok. I guess I could use some air, too."

"Yay!" Robbie cheered.

"Take your masks with you," Mary said as they got up from the table. "If you meet up with anyone, those masks go on IMMEDIATELY! Understood?"

"Yes, ma'am," the sisters and their cousin said in unison as they headed for the door.
 

 

"Jesus, Mary and Joseph," Susan Lewis said at the other end of the phone. "Mare, I don't know anything about handling an estate of that value. I do think that that Attorney Leary was right, though. The first thing to do is to get everything into a family trust, then we can investigate options from there."

"Just so I understand," Mary was taking copious notes, "why do you call it a 'family' trust?"

"Well, it is typical for families to set up trusts that protect the source of their wealth. Usually, the board of directors of that trust would consist of members of the family, plus an attorney, or maybe an accountant. These people manage the funds and have access to them as well, so choose people you trust."

"So, could the board of directors be just you and Jordie?"

"Well... yes... but there should be other family members as well. If anything were to happen to Jordan..."

"We could deal with that in a will, right? We wouldn't HAVE to be on the board."

"Look, Mare, let me consult with a few people and maybe we could talk out in your yard after dinner tonight, but I would STRONGLY suggest that at least you be a part of the board. No matter how smart he is, a twenty year old is still just a child. One or two bad decisions and - poof - a hundred million dollars down the drain. I've read about it happening before, mostly to lottery winners, but it can happen to your nephew, too."

"Alright, we'll discuss it. What time is good for you?"

"Seven?"

"Ok, Sue. See you at seven."

"Mare, for the ten thousandth time. It's always 'Susan.'"

"Ok. I'm sorry. I just think it's funny." Mary giggled at her lifelong friend.

Yeah, well, you wouldn't find it very funny if you were a lawyer named 'Sue.' See you tonight."
 

 

"Why are you walking behind us?" Robbie asked, looking behind her at her cousin. He seemed lost in thought as he walked an uncomfortable two or three steps behind them.

"Come on, Jordie," Frances encouraged. "Walk here, between us. There's almost no traffic on this road. We can all walk side by side."

Jordan moved forward and took his place between his cousins. Both of them wore dresses he had made. Both were from the same pattern, but with notable differences. Frances' was a pretty, soft grey with tiny white dots softening the look of the fabric. Her dress had elbow length sleeves and a six button collar that she left mostly open to display her lovely cleavage.

Robbie's dress fit the same as her sister's, but was a pale pink and had what appeared to be branches of blooming dogwood trees displayed across the surface. The narrow, brown branches and brilliant white blooms were pretty and playful on the knee length dress. Her sleeves were very short and her collar was 'T' shaped, giving her a more modest display.

Jordan had also sewn his own dress, but it was very different. Made of a green-and-white-checked cloth, it had a bib style top that was tailored with front and side darts to show off a young woman's developing bust, which, thanks to the bra Frances had provided, he now sported. Two inch straps went over his shoulders, hiding his bra straps. The skirt of the dress had a modest bell to it that was decorated with a six inch ruffle of the same material at its base. The dress rested a good three inches above his knees, giving him a very youthful look. Despite the short zipper in the rear of the dress' top, the front, center of the bodice was decorated with four, oversized, wooden buttons that, somehow, seemed to add an even more adorable look of youthful virginity to the wearer.

All three of them looked like they'd been plucked from a Vermont Trading Post catalog in their country style, homemade, but beautifully made, dresses.

"It just occurred to me," Frances grinned. "This is your first time out in the world in a dress. How does it feel?"

Jordan thought about it for the first time. "Fine I guess. I mean, it looks right on me, doesn't it?"

"It looks adorable on you, Jordie," France's giggled.

"Is that why you were walking behind us?" Robbie asked.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"Well, I mean - were you hiding back there so no one would see you?"

He shook his head, "No. I was just thinking."

Frances took his right hand in her left, pulled it to her lips and she kissed it. "Do you want to talk about anything?"

He shook his head.

Robbie took hold of his left hand and repeated the soft kissing process that Frances had just performed. "We know what it's like, you know. Our dad has only been gone for a little while. I still expect to see him when I come down stairs in the morning. Our first mom died when we were little, too, and we miss her everyday, still. You can tell us how you feel, if you want."

The walked a few steps before Jordan finally said, "I'm really confused."

"Why, Jordie?" Frances asked.

As they walked forward, holding each other's hands at their slides, they all just looked forward at the slowly greening world around them. They walked and talked and listened.

"I don't know how to feel about any of this. I feel kind of... empty... about my parents. Not really sad. Kind of mad, I guess, but mostly... just empty."

"I get that," Robbie acknowledged. "Like what happens now, right? I felt that way when our first mom died. Abandoned, I think."

Jordan relayed his fears that he never really loved his parents, but Frances assured him that someday he'd realized that he loved them, just in his own way.

Then he repeated what he'd said the night before. "I don't want their money," he said with a great deal of force.

"Jordie," Frances tried to be subtle, "you have to take it. It's yours. If you don't want to spend it, then just leave it for your children. That much money could benefit your children, grandchildren, great grandchildren... heck, it could benefit your great
grandchildren's great grandchildren."

"I'll never have children," he said, matter of factly.

"Of course you're will," Robbie giggled. "Someday you'll meet the right girl or the right guy and you'll start a family. You'll see."

"No. I don't think so." He still only looked forward.

"Well, why not?" Robbie half laughed. "I mean, neither Franny or I are dating anyone, but we both assume we'll meet a nice guy someday and it'll all come together."

"That's right," Frances agreed, "and the same thing can happen to you."

Jordan shook his head. "No. I'm not gay, you know. I mean, when I... well... when I fantasize... it's about girls. I'm not attracted to men.

"Ok. Then find a nice girl." Franny squeezed his hand.

"What girl would want a guy who looks like me? Even before I started dressing the part, I still looked more like a girl than a guy. I just used to fight it, then."

"So, you're going to continue to dress as a woman? Forever?" Robbie was careful not to sound judgmental.

He shrugged. "Why not. I look better and... I know this makes me sound like a pervert, but... I really like it. I like it a lot more than dressing like a guy."

It occurred to Frances that they'd known Jordan for about a decade now and in that time he hadn't said half as many words to them as he had in the last couple of days. She felt closer to him than ever. "Why do you like it better?"

"Well... number one, I look right. I don't look like a little boy in men's clothes - or a little girl in boys clothes. Number two, I like how they feel. Not just that they're softer, but the bright colors and the flowers and things... they all make me feel... better."

"Those are good reasons, I guess," Robbie shrugged. "I mean, if you actually needed reasons, which you don't. I can wear pants if I chose, so you should be able to wear dresses if you want to."

"And makeup and earrings and anything else you want to wear," Frances agreed.

"And besides all that," Jordan said, then took a breath before continuing, "I feel more like you guys when I look pretty. Like I can be a part of your group."

"Jordie!" Frances sounded surprised, "We always asked you to join us before you were a girl... well, you know what mean. We always wanted you to be a part of our group."

"I know, but... I felt like an outsider. Now... I feel more... like you."

"And you like that?" Robbie smiled.

"Yeah," Jordan nodded.

As they passed an elementary school, abandoned for the time being due to the pandemic closures, they meandered into the playground area and each sat on a swing. The swayed a little, enjoying the spring air, but didn't try to build any momentum up.

"I never really thought about it until now," Robbie said, "but I think I could enjoy dating a guy who liked to look pretty and wear pretty clothes. That would actually be pretty cool."

When Jordan looked a bit uncomfortable at this topic, Robbie laughed nervously, "Oh, I didn't mean that we should date or anything, I just meant... it'd be pretty cool to have a guy who understood what it's like to want to be pretty and appreciated the feel of a soft nightie or a silk panty. I guess my point is, I bet there are other girls who feel the same way. Maybe you'll find one, someday."

"I'm not holding my breath," Jordan smiled, "but... that would be nice."

"So..." Robbie was being coy. "In the long run... what do think you'll do?"

"About what?" Jordan swayed from side to side.

"About being a girl."

"I'm not a girl."

"I know, but... are you always going to... present... as a girl?"

"Probably," Jordan shrugged.

"Then, will you... eventually... become one?"

"A girl? No. I told you, I'm not gay."

"Jordie," Frances laughed at that. "There are lots of girls who are attracted to girls, you know?"

"I know, but... what are you getting at?"

Robbie cleared her throat. "Jordie... right now, you're still small and feminine, but... at some point, that's probably going to change. You may not grow, but your features will start to get more... manly. If you want to stay... girlish... you might have to do something about that."

"Something like what?"

Robbie shrugged. "I don't know, Jordie. Something like... hormones... or blockers... or... breast implants... whatever... I don't know, but... you should think about it while you still look young."

Jordan thought about that for several minutes before asking, "Are they worth it?"

Robbie and Frances exchanged glances. Finally, Frances asked, "Are what worth it?"

"Boobs," he said, matter of factly.

The girls stayed in stunned silence for at least ten seconds before they both burst into laughter. "Well," Frances said between chortles, "I never really thought about it. Let me ask you this - Is your penis worth it?"

"That's not the same thing." Jordan found the question very odd. "A penis is comparable to a vagina. Essentially, we both have them. But breasts... breasts are something that only women have."

"No, no, no," Robbie pointed out. "Men have breasts."

"Wrong," Jordan said. "Men have nipples and so do women, but only women have breasts."

"What about fat men?" Robbie giggled.

"Those are fat deposits. Come on, just answer my question. Are breasts worth it?"

"Ok, look," Frances stood up and pushed her hair back. "When I was a little girl, more than anything, I wanted to look like a woman. So, that meant that I had to grow breasts. I knew that they'd come eventually, but it seemed to take forever. When they finally did come in, I felt... awkward and ugly and freakish for at least a couple of years, but then... one day... I looked in the mirror and... I was a woman. And I love it. So, yeah, to me... they're totally worth it."

When she looked at her cousin, he was looking at her breasts. She looked at her sister who was giggling.

"Do you like what you see?" Frances asked.

Jordan raised his eyes to meet his cousin's. "I guess they're fine, but I think they're a little big for my body."

Robbie burst into laughter while Frances feigned shock and insult. "FINE!? DID YOU JUST SAY FINE!?!?"

Jordan nodded, uncertain if Frances was upset or being funny.

She sighed and looked to her sister for support, but none was coming. "They're lovely, Jordie. They are perky and sexy and... and... arrgh... they're better than fine, ok?"

"I'm sorry," Jordan said, finally certain that he'd insulted his cousin by mistake.

Frances finally smiled and laughed. She bent and kissed Jordan's cheek. "It's fine, Jordie. I'm just teasing." She looked at Robbie. "So, Robbie... You're bigger than I am. Do you find that your breasts get in your way?"

Robbie cupped each breast in a hand and bounced them up and down. "Not at all. I think they're great. I never go anywhere without them."

Jordan looked from one woman to the other. "So... should I get some?"

Both girls smiled and shook their heads. "Come on," Frances chuckled, "let's go home. We can talk about this another time."
 

 

"There's nothing really complicated about setting up a family trust," Susan Lewis said, as they all sat around the large picnic table that sat beneath the huge elm tree in the side yard. "My concerns are regarding the size of this estate. We need to make sure that these funds are well protected. That will require several other
professionals - accountants, investment councilors, etcetera."

"Who do you recommend?" Mary asked, while the girls sat and listened and Jordan looked at a crack in the surface of the picnic table.

"Well," Susan continued, "I have a friend at Burnside and Whyte in Boston and I trust her, implicitly. Burnside and Whyte are one of the most respected firms in the country and they handle accounts similar in size to this one all the time. They have banking specialists, accountants, investment councilors, everything you'd need on staff. My recommendation would be that we start by setting up the trust immediately, transfer everything into Jordan's name, then, when you're comfortable with the state of the world, we can can work with them and, eventually, when you're comfortable, I'll step aside. How does that sound?"

Mary exhaled a worried breath. She looked at her stepdaughters, each of whom shrugged, then she looked at her nephew. "Jordie? What do you think?"

Jordan continued to stare at the crack.

"Jordie?"

"I don't want the money."

Mary looked at Susan and shook her head.

Susan looked down the table at the pretty, but sullen young person in the cute green and white checked dress. She took a second to pick her words, then said, "Look, Jordie... I know that we just met and that you’ve had an awful lot to take in in the last twenty four hours, but... this is not something you can just say ‘no’ to. The money is, in fact, already yours. All of this is just a formality. Once the money is in your name, you can do whatever you’d like with it."

Jordan offered no indication that he’d heard her.

Susan continued, "Give it away if you want, Jordan. Invest it if you want. Make a big pile of it and sleep on it if you want. Whatever you want to do is fine, but you need to step up right now and be a big girl. You need to be all grown up and take this first step."

Jordan raised his eyes and looked at a bud on the branch of a tree, but said nothing.

Susan looked at Mary. "Is she hearing me?" She asked, more out of confusion and concern than frustration.

Mary nodded, then looked at Jordan. "Jordie, please answer Mrs Lewis."

Jordan’s head didn’t move. "I’m tired." He stood and pulled his legs free of the bench as he turned for the house.

"Jordie," both girls tried to get his attention and both touched his arms, but he didn’t respond beyond saying, "I’m tired," again.

Susan looked at Mary, who held up both hands, gave out a frustrated grunt, then stood and hurried to get in front of her nephew.

When she saw his face, she was even more concerned than before. His eyes were focused in the ground and he seemed to be running on autopilot as he lumbered towards the house. "Jordie, please, don’t shut down on me. I can’t do this for you, baby. I need you to be a grownup right now."

He stopped, but didn’t say anything.

"Can you hear me, Jordie?"

He nodded.

Can you tell me what you’re thinking?"

He shrugged. "I’m not thinking anything. I’m just so tired."

Mary nodded. "Can you tell me what you’re feeling, then?"

It took a very long time for him to respond. "Auntie... I don’t want this. I don’t want to think about my parents. I don’t want to think about this money. I want... to start over. I want to be like Franny and Robbie. I want to be with you. I don’t like all of this change. I just want to be..." he stopped.

"What, baby? What do you want to be?"

His lip quivered and, slowly, he raised his gaze to meet hers. "I want to be happy, auntie. That’s all."

"Does being with me and the girls make you happy?"

He nodded.

"Then stay with us, Jordie. That won’t change. I promise. But... for now... you need to get things started with this money so that you can do whatever you want with it - get rid of it if you want to, but we need get the money into a safe place and away from that awful man who was here last night. Ok?"

"Ok," he nodded.

Marry hugged him, then began to guide him back to the table. "You should at least keep enough so you can pay for college and maybe grad school, though."

"I’m not going back to college." He said with great finality.

Mary nodded. "Well, maybe taking a year off is for the best."

"Not ever, auntie. I wasn’t happy there. I’m not going to ever live like that again."

"Ok, baby," she kissed his head and wanted to cry for him. The poor child had suffered so much more than she’d ever thought.

They sat again. "We’re ready, now," Mary said.

Susan nodded and passed the preliminary paperwork to the very frail looking child across from her. It didn’t seem possible that this was a twenty year old man. It looked like a broken little girl. "Jordan, I’ll work with you to make sure that you’re happy with how the money is used. You can help people, you know, Jordan. You can help people who are struggling. Help people with less opportunities than you - educate people. Whatever you want."

Jordan took the pen, then stopped. "Help people with less
opportunities than me? Educate people?"

"Of course," Susan smiled.

Jordan glanced at his cousins. "Can I help Robbie and Franny? Can I help to educate them?"

Susan looked at Mary, who said, "You don’t have to do that, Jordie. Their father took care of their college..."

"Yeah, but... can I, if I want to, give them money?"

"Well," Susan confirmed, "of course you can."

Jordan froze. "Let me think for a moment."

He stared into space for a moment, then nodded and said, "I’ll only sign this if I can split half of everything equally with my aunt and cousins. The rest I’ll use for projects – to help educate people, if that’s ok?"

"No, Jordie," Robbie said as Frances shook her head. "This is yours to do with as you want, but we don’t need..."

"Yes, you do. Since I got here, we’ve been struggling. If you guys had any savings, we wouldn’t have struggled to get by. You all need money and I want to split it with you. I want you to be rich. I want you to spend your summers on Martha’s Vineyard and be happy. I want you to help me give away my money other people. Please. I really can’t do this by myself. It’s too hard."

Mary shook her head. "That’s very generous, baby, but..."

Jordan put the pen down. "That’s my deal, auntie. Either we’re a family and we’re all in this together, or we’re not and I’m not signing anything."

"Jordie, of course we’re a family, but this is yours..."

"No, auntie, it’s not. I didn’t earn it. It’s not ‘mine.’ It’s either ‘ours’ or I’m not signing it."

Mary looked around and finally decided that it would be best to just sign the papers and move on to the next stage and she’d make sure that this got straightened out later. "Ok, Jordie. We’re all in this together."

"Mom!" Frances shouted loudly.

Mary waved her off, though. "We’ll make it right, later," she whispered.

Susan pulled the paperwork back, made a few notations, then pushed it back towards Jordan. "Ok. This will list all of you as board members, equal partners. Ok? We can talk to the people at Burnside and Whyte about setting up a charitable arm of the trust later. Is that agreeable?"

Jordan nodded and signed, then passed it along to the others who signed as well.

"Alright," Susan smiled. "I’ll file these tomorrow, notify Attorney Leary and I’ll let you know how we’ll proceed from there. Ok?" She stood.

Mary stood and went shook Susan’s hand, but then remembered the current circumstances and pulled her hand back. "Thank you, Susan. You’ve been very helpful."

"My pleasure, Mare. Roberta, Frances, it was lovely to see you, again."

"You, too," both girls waved, a bit dazed by the proceedings. Robbie was a bit tweaked by the use of her real name.

Susan then turned towards Jordan and sighed. "And you, Jordan. It was an experience meeting you, too."

Having heard many euphemisms about his odd personality through the years, Jordan was a bit hurt by the lawyer’s words. He just nodded.

"You’re a very special young lady, you know." Jordan looked up, surprised at praise after what he’d taken as an insult. "Faced with the prospect of getting a hundred million dollars, most people would just take the money and run. To hell with everyone else. But not you. You’re a very special girl, Jordie. Promise me something." She leaned forward and kissed the top of his head. "Don’t ever change."

"Ok," Jordan muttered, trying to get a handle on the situation.

"Ok," Susan smiled at him. Then she looked at Mary and said, "Walk me to my car?"

"Of course," Mary was also a bit confused by Susan’s words, but walked with her.

"That’s a very interesting girl you have there," Susan said.

"That’s an understatement," Mary chuckled. "But... you do realize..."

"That she’s not a girl? Yes, of course, I haven’t forgotten, but... she really is, Mary. She’s certainly not a man, and she’s not a woman. She is a child, emotionally, and that child is just as confused and struggling to understand things as any kid who lost her patents suddenly. She's not a grown man. She’s a stunned twelve year old. You can see it in her eyes. She’s trying to make sense of the loss of her parents and trying to understand the relationships she’s lost due to their departure."

"Yeah, well, that relationship turns out to be a much more complicated relationship than I could have ever guessed. You’re right, though, he is struggling. Hopefully, he’ll be able to think more clearly and make some rational decisions soon."

"Well, in my opinion, having you and the girls as equal partners in the trust is actually a very good decision. I know it makes you uncomfortable to be dragged into the finances, but, trust me, it is the right thing." She adjusted her mask. "Oh, these masks drive me nuts. Listen, I’ll be in touch in a day or two, but, as a friend, I’d like you to keep an open mind about a few things. One - If Jordie decides to make you all gifts of this money, that’s not a bad thing. You can accept it and not touch it and still sign it back to him later. So don’t panic over that. Two - Remember that Jordan’s looking to you for guidance, but he needs your love and protection more than your opinion right now. So try not to get frustrated. And Three - I think it might be a really good idea to start adjusting your pronouns. I don’t see a ‘he’ or a ‘him’ anywhere in this yard. I look over there and I all I see are three very pretty girls. Two are beautiful, intelligent coeds and one is an adorable, troubled young teenaged girl. I think that all three of you should get used to the fact that, whoever Jordan was, he is gone. Jordie is here to stay."

Mary looked across at the picnic table. Susan was right.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Quarantine: 5 - Struggles

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Quarantine: 5 - Struggles

by Clara
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A doctor's examination, a legal hearing, new goals and new opportunities.


 
Author's Note: Thank you for all of your reviews and support! Please, please, please continue to comment - pro or con. I find it very helpful. ~Clara.
 
This version of Quarantine: 5 - Struggles has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 5
 
 

 

"You're going to love them," Mary said to Dr Green as she trimmed a little more of her hair. "He said to tell you that he should be done the day after tomorrow. Each dress is just amazing, Joan. I'm so impressed with his ability. He'd never sewn anything less than a month ago, now, you'd swear he'd been doing this his whole life."

Joan smiled. "That's wonderful, Mary, and I am very excited to see them, but can I ask you a question?"

"Of course," Mary smiled under her mask. "You can ask me anything. You know that."

Joan violated the rules of social distancing in order to obey the rules of friendship and took Mary's latex-gloved hair into her ungloved hand. "Mare, I can't tell you how sorry I was when I heard that Margaret and her husband had died. They really were heroes, Mare. I never could have done what they did. I truly am in awe of their dedication. I want you to know, before I ask my question, that I could not possibly respect her more or feel worse about her death."

Mary nodded and sniffled a little. "I know."

"Ok, so... having said that... why didn't she ever look into Jordan's stunted growth? I mean, I've never even examined the boy, but I don't think he's entered puberty - his skin is too soft, his cheeks are too plump and his voice is too high. Didn't any of these things bother her?"

Mary shrugged. "Honestly, Joan, I don't know how to answer that. Since Jordie came to stay with us, I have been horrified by how poorly my sister treated that child. I hate the fact that that boy can't even properly mourn his parents' death and I hate myself for not seeing it before. How could I have let him always be so distant and not have intervened?"

"Well, Mare, let's be honest - none of us would be willing to interfere in our sister of brother's private family affairs unless we saw injury. That's just normal. You know that. You can't beat yourself up for that."

Mary shrugged. "I don't know. But I will tell you something - I usually do the laundry and... I can tell you that he has entered puberty. I have found evidence of it in panties that he tried to hide."

"Well, boys masturbate, Mare."

"Actually, I don't think it's masturbation, I think it's an occasional wet dream, but... the evidence is there. Also, I did teach him how to shave his legs and pits and... it was kind of inevitable that I would catch a glimpse of his... bikini area. There is hair there, or at least there was."

"Ok," Joan thought about that, "he has the primary male features, but limited evidence of secondary. Interesting. Do think that he'd submit to an examination? I am concerned and I'd really like to help him if I can."

"Oh, Geez, Joan, I don't know. He's been through a lot and, with the pandemic and all..."

"I know, I know, but... What if I was to do the examination here. I can take blood samples safely. I'll wear a clean room suit the whole time... it would be safer than it would be in my office before any of this happened."

"I'd need to talk to him," Mary said. "I just don't know if he'd do it or not."

"Tell you what," Joan said, "don't say anything. I'll bring it up when I get my dresses from him. If he says no, then I'll drop it unless he becomes my patient sometime down the road, ok?"

Mary nodded. "Ok."
 

 

"This is Jim Leary, how can I help you?"

"Good morning, Mr Leary, my name is Susan Lewis and I am an attorney in Hardwick, Massachusetts. I have been engaged to be the representing attorney for the Alden estate. I am representing Jordan Alden. I'd like to get some specifics from you regarding the estate of his parents."

Leary cleared his throat. "Ahh, yes, Ms Lewis. I... Umm... I am afraid that I am not able to help you in this matter at this time."

"Really? Did I misunderstand? Didn't you pay a visit to the home of Jordan's Aunt Mary the evening before last?"

"I did, Ms Lewis, yes, but at that time, I was unaware that young MISTER Alden was not mentally sound."

"I beg your pardon?"

"Since becoming aware of his mental instability I have notified the courts that MISTER Alden is not competent to have access to this kind of wealth. Instead, I have requested that, in the interests of the estate, that I remain executor of the trust and that I provide MISTER Alden with a modest yearly allotment of approximately twenty five thousand dollars annually until such time as MISTER Alden passes on."

"Twenty five...? Forgive my French, Mr Leary, but just what the hell are you talking about. Jordan Alden has not been examined by a medical expert. The courts won't just give you the power to keep his inheritance..."

"That may be so, Ms Lewis, if it were not for the fact that I informed the court that when I visited Mr Alden at his Aunt's home, he presented himself not as a twenty one year old male, but as a ten year old female..."

"First of all, Mr Leary, Jordan may look young, but certainly not ten years old, and secondly, this is the year two thousand and twenty and many males present themselves as females and many females present as male. That is the new norm, Mr Leary, not a sign of instability. No court would..."

"And of course there was the extraordinary temper tantrum that I witnessed when his aunt demanded that he work with me. The young MAN is violent to the point of dangerousness and unstable to the point of endangering the welfare of the three women who share the house with him. Trust me, Ms Lewis, if you want to challenge me on this matter, that little princess will face much more than just the loss of his inheritance. He could lose his freedom. And I'd do that to that little shit just because of the way his aunt spoke to me."

"Listen, Mr Leary..."

"I don't think there's anything more to be said here, Ms Lewis."

"Well, I don't agree..."

"Goodbye, Ms Lewis. Please don't call again. See you in court." The call ended.
 

 

"Jordie, honey," Mary said, quietly, as she entered the sewing room. "Can I speak to you for a few minutes?" She was surprised to find Robbie sitting on the floor, playing with her Nintendo Switch. "Are you Jordie's helper?" She asked.

"Franny's been Skyping with her roommate from college for most of the morning. I was lonely, so I came to bother Jordie. He told me I could stay if I sat and stayed quiet." She smiled as she told her mother about Jordan's orders. "He's very focused on getting Dr Green's dresses done today." She giggled at that, looked at Jordan with affection and returned to her game.

"Look, auntie," Jordan pointed to a clothes rack, "they're all done except this one, and I just need to finish the zipper on this one. What do you think."

Mary pulled each dress out and gave each a quick inspection. "Jordie, they're just lovely. Dr Green will love them, I'm sure."

Jordan beamed a smile back at her. "I hope so."

Mary pulled a chair up to the work table. "Listen, baby... I need to talk to you. I just got off the phone with Susan Lewis and... there's a complication that we need to deal with regarding your parents' estate."

"Like what?"

"Well... remember that Mr Leary who was here the other night? Well... he's... well... he's contesting the will. Do you understand what that means?"

He nodded, thoughtfully. "Yes. It means that he doesn't want the money and everything else going to me, right?"

"That's right, baby."

He shrugged. "That's because I said I didn't want it, right? I guess I messed things up for you guys, huh? Sorry."

"No, Jordie. Mr Leary doesn't think..." she knew that this would hit him hard and hurt a lot, but he needed to know. "... he doesn't think that you're... capable... he thinks that... because of the way you look and," she sighed, "... well, because of your behavior, you know, when you stormed out of the kitchen... he's... petitioning the court to keep control of the money."

Jordan stopped and looked at his work table and he thought for a few moments. "Because... I'm weird, right?"

""No," Mary insisted, "no, now, baby, no one is saying that..."

"Because I'm not 'normal,' then, right? Because I don't feel things the same way as other people? That's why they think I'm weird, right? Or is it because I don't look normal?"

"You look perfect, Jordie!" Robbie said, from the floor.

"But I don't look like a guy, do I? I don't look like any other guy you know, do I? I look like this. Like... what? A woman? A girl? A child?"

"You look like Jordie," Robbie moved to her knees and grasped his hand. "I look like Robbie and mom looks like mom. Everyone looks different, Jordie."

"Yeah, but you're a girl and you look like a girl. I'm a guy and I look like a girl, too. That's not normal. That's weird."

"Alright, alright," Mary held up her hands to calm things, "That's enough. Jordie, the problem is not how you look or chose to live, or even your outburst the other night. The problem is that Mr Leary was hoping that we'd just sign his papers and accept the inheritance and allow him to remain in charge of the estate without question. That way he could go right along administering that huge estate and making money from it. Now, because I threw him out..."

"Yeah, you did," Robbie said, still impressed by Franny's telling of the story and her saying that her stepmother had actually told the lawyer to 'get the fuck out of her house.'

Mary shot Robbie a 'that's not helping' look. "And now he's trying to keep you from getting the money you deserve. That's all it is, Jordie. It's a petty man trying to exact some vengeance for the fact that a woman spoke up to him and a gentle, sensitive boy, who is probably much smarter than he is, doesn't fit his definition of being a man. That doesn't make you weird, Jordie. That makes you the amazing kid that you are. Do you understand me?"

He looked from his aunt to his cousin, then nodded. "Yes. I understand, but I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what?" Mary asked.

Jordan sighed. "I'm sorry... because... even though I don't want to be rich, I wanted you guys to be, but... I guess I can't give you anything because I'm not getting the money."

"Ok. First," Mary said forcefully, "you don't owe any of us a cent, understood. Second, there is no way on heaven or earth that that arrogant, misogynistic son-of-a-bitch is making a penny of profit off of my sister's estate. You will get everything penny you have coming to you, I promise you that. Susan has set up a hearing using Zoom for next Wednesday, and we need to be ready because I want Susan to shove her foot so far up that piece of crap's ass that when he smiles you'll see the color of her toenail polish on his teeth."

"Whoa, mom!" Robbie giggled, impressed, "when did you become a badass?"

"The moment that someone tried to mess with my family and then tried to make one of my own feel 'less than' someone else. I'm a quiet, polite woman, Roberta, but I'm telling you this, I will protect the three of you from now until the end of the world and if a scumbag like that jackass wants to fight with me, I will make sure that he leaves the courthouse with his ass aching and dragging behind him."
 

 

"Jordan," Dr Green gushed, "I just love everyone of these dresses. You have outdone yourself."

It was raining, so Mary had suggested that they don masks and meet in meet in the barn. There was an office just off the salon that Mary's husband had built for himself, but never had the opportunity to use. Dr Green could change in there, then come into the salon to use the mirrors. Because of Dr Green's work in a hospital that treated COVID- 19, Mary insisted that she and Jordan remain masked and at least ten feet away from the doctor. She also opened the windows and turned on small fans to keep the air moving towards the doctor at all times.

"I'm glad you like them," Jordan smiled, a look of pride visible even through the flowered, opaque mask.

"I think I like this one the best," Joan Green fussed with the dress and examined it in the mirrors. "I'm going to wear this one home, I think. God, I feel like a queen in this. It's so soft and it fits so perfectLy."

"I told you," Mary smiled. "My Jordie is a genius."

Joan sat down in the shampoo station seat, smoothing the skirt of the dress under her as she sat, she picked up her pocket book and removed her wallet, putting three one-hundred dollar bills on the counter. "Three hundred dollars plus the two hundred I gave you before. Correct?"

"Yes, thank you," Jordan nodded.

Joan appeared to be thinking for a moment, then took another three one-hundred dollar bills from her wallet and held them in front of her. "How would you like to make an additional three hundred dollars, Jordie?"

Jordan glanced at his aunt, then looked back towards the doctor. "Do you want three more dresses?"

Joan smiled. "No, Jordie. I want to examine you."

He looked from on adult to the other. "What? Why?"

"Now, don't get all wound up, Jordie," the doctor said, gently. "It's just that... I knew your mother when we were young and I am... surprised, I guess... that she, well, frankly, that no one ever looked into why you are... underdeveloped, I guess is the right word. I'd really like to see if I can help you and... to be honest... the sooner we get started with investigation your condition, the better our chances of coming up with a course of treatment."

"Treatment for what?"

"Well, Jordan, I believe that is what we need to find out."

"Do I look sick to you?" He was getting a bit anxious.

"Not sick, per se, Jordie, but... I am sure that you are aware that you're not as well developed as most males your age, right?"

"So what? That doesn't matter any more."

"What do you mean, any more?"

"Well, I'm happy, now. I like how I look, now. I don't need to grow any more."

"Ok," Joan regrouped and tried another approach, "but if your body isn't producing the right hormones, you could be headed for some pretty big health problems and I'd like to be sure that we avoid any chance of that."

Jordan blinked many times and stared at the floor as he thought.

"I'll make sure that everything is perfectly safe, Jordie. We'll do the exam right here. You'll wear a mask and I will wear a cleansuit... you know... a white suit made Tyvek? One that I can just throw away after we're done."

He still looked at the floor, blinking.

"What do you say, Jordie?"

Finally, his head snapped upright and he looked towards the doctor, not quite making eye contact. "If I do this for you..."

He paused, thinking for quite a long time.

"...can you help me with something?"

"I will if I can, Jordie. What exactly would like help with?"

He looked at Mary and thought for a moment before blurting out, "I'd like to get breast implants."

Mary breathed as steadily as she could, covering the shock of what she'd just heard.

"Well..." Joan considered this. "That is a bit complicated, Jordie. If a man wants to become a woman, there are a lot of things to consider. I mean... his mental health, his physical health, his long term goals all need to be considered."

"I don't want to become a woman, though."

"But... you just asked me..."

"For breast implants. I don't want to be a woman, I just want breasts."

Now, it was Joan's turn to blink. "Well, let me just ask you this, Jordie - Why?"

"Because I want them. I want to look right. Breasts will make my clothes hang right. So, I want to get them."

"But... why not wear a padded bra, Jordie, like you are now?"

He shrugged. "I have my own reasons. Can you help me?"

Joan shrugged, "Well, all I can promise is that I will help you find the right doctors who can help you, Jordie. I can't just give you implants. I'm not a plastic surgeon. Is that a deal?"

He thought for a moment or two then nodded. "Ok. When do you want to do the examination?"

"How about now?" Joan asked, surprising the boy. "I have everything I need in my car."

"Ok," he stood and straightened his dress. "Then, when can I expect to have implants?"

"I don't know the answer to that, Jordan. I can only help you to find the right people to guide you through the process."

"Ok." He nodded. "Auntie, can you unzip me?"
 

 

"Come sit on the ottoman," Frances tapped the furniture piece, "and let me braid your hair."

Jordan sat on the ottoman and looked straight ahead at the television, which was showing a Meg Ryan movie that Robbie had chosen for the evening. Simple plot - Meg Ryan meets and hates Kevin Klein, Kevin Klein helps Meg Ryan to win back her straying husband, in process, they fall in love. Pretty much the same as several other Meg Ryan movies Jordan had seen since his arrival. Just swap Kevin Klein for Tom Hanks or Hugh Jackman and the plot remains the same.

Today, just after Jordan's physical exam, a package addressed to Mary had arrived from Amazon.com. She opened it and happily presented new nightgowns to everyone. "They're lightweight for the warmer weather," she'd announced as she handed each of them a nearly identical garment, except for the size and color. The knee length nighties were made of polyester and meant to feel like silk. Each had comfortably wide straps going over the shoulders, a box shaped neck-line that showed a little cleavage on the women, and a splash of lace and delicate netting along the bust-line. Franny's was a deep blue, Mary's sea green, Robbie's a dusty lavender and Jordan's a vivid red that Franny called 'fuchsia.' All of the gowns hung loosely from the women's shoulders and breasts. Jordan's hung from his shoulders and the modest breasts created by his padded bra, but, even though Mary had chosen an extra-small for him, the petite garment still fell just past his knees, instead of above.

The length didn't matter, though. The comparison that kept leaping into his head was the difference in their natural breasts and his artificial ones. He didn't mind wearing a bra to bed, in fact he hardly noticed that he was wearing it at all at this point, but the three women all showed just a trace of nipple pushing through their bodice. He'd like that for himself, someday.

Mary looked at her eldest stepdaughter as she braided Jordan's hair and couldn't help thinking how tiny, frail, weak, vulnerable, childlike he looked. Like her stepdaughters' little sister waiting and wanting to become a woman, just like them. It prompted a warm smile to spread on her face. If only she'd taken Jordan in earlier. What would his life be like, now?

"Did Dr Green say anything about your health, today?" Robbie asked, still focused on the movie, but not needing to catch every word, since she'd seen the film at least twenty five time before.

"No," Jordan said, keeping his head very still so Frances could work. "She just said I was too little for my age and that I needed to have my hormone levels tested."

"Huh, no kidding," Robbie continued. "Wouldn't it be funny if the tests showed that you really are a girl?"

Mary was shocked at the casual way Robbie had just thrown this out. Of course Jordan was going to go crazy and scream at this suggestion.

But the strangest thing happened.

He didn't.

"I don't think that's going to happen," he said, just as casually. "I mean, if I had female organs I'd know it by now. I mean, obviously I don't have a vagina and if I had ovaries or anything, someone would have seen them by now. No. I think I'm just a small guy."

"Who has cute, braided pigtails," Frances giggled as she threw her arms around his belly and leaned back, pulling him with her so that she slouched against the back of the chair and he laid back with his back on her abdomen and the back of his head on her breasts.

The thought of a sweet little sister went through Mary's brain again. She decided to let the girls in on Jordan's revelation from this morning.

"You know, Jordan is thinking about getting breast implants." She said, cautiously.

Robbie turned from the TV, smiled at Jordie, then looked at Mary and smiled. "Yeah, we know. He told us the other day."

"Oh, really?" Mary was very surprised. "I guess I'm the last to find out."

"I guess," Robbie shrugged. "We didn't think it was a big deal or anything."

Mary wanted to say that it was, in fact, a very big deal, but she looked at the way the girls were remaining relaxed, open and accepting of what was, to her, a very bizarre situation, and she decided to just go with the flow for the time being.

She looked at her high-strung, stressed out nephew and saw a relaxed, content young lady, laying comfortably on someone she obviously loved and trusted. This was more than she could have ever expected would happen and, all in all, that was good.

"It wouldn't be so bad, though, would it?" Franny asked, running her hands absentmindedly along Jordan's braids.

"What wouldn't?" Jordan asked, equally unconcerned.

"If you found out you were really I girl. I mean, I'm a girl and I love it." Then she reached out to her sister saying, "Robbie, hand me those two blue ribbons on the table beside you." Robbie complied.

As Frances tied first one, then another baby blue bow over the hair ties she'd used to secure the ends of Jordan's braids, he shrugged and said, "I don't know. I like looking like a girl, but I don't know if I really want to be one - down there, I mean. Besides, like I told you, I'd rather have a night with Gal Gadot than Chris Pratt."

That made Robbie giggle.

Mary was astounded at the casualness of the conversation. It was just 'girl talk,' pure and simple. Just a couple of weeks ago, Jordan had been unable to accept even a passing hug or a peck on the cheek from his cousins. Now, look at him. He was relaxed and engaged, sprawled in the loving warmth of Frances' sisterly love. Whatever Jordan was - a boy, a girl, a man, a woman, something in between - he was, for the first time in his life, relaxed and at home in his own skin. He knew he was safe with them and he knew that he was loved. Mary made a vow right then and there that she'd be sure that Jordan never again doubted that safety and love was surrounding him forever - and if that meant that she had to become a vicious bitch in order to keep that jackass Leary at bay, then so be it.
 

 

"Ready?" Mary asked Jordan. He was standing in his room, looking at himself in the mirror.

"I think so," he shrugged. "Is this dress ok?" He was wearing a dress he'd sewn specifically to wear to his court hearing today. It was made from a complicated plaid material with larger blue and white squares combined with thin red and black lines. It was an older pattern that, nowadays, was reminiscent of a private school girl's uniform. The collar was a wide, plain white affair that calmed the pattern near his face. The very short sleeves ended in the same, plain, white material used as a delicate cuff.

His makeup was fresh and youthful, with soft pink lipstick and just a touch of gray and tan on his eyes. Plucked eyebrows, thick, straight bangs, straightened hair flowing down his back and small, gold rings in his ears.

In short - he looked... precious.

"You look lovely, Jordie. They're only going to see your head and shoulders, though, so don't worry."

He nodded. "I just want to look nice."

"You do, baby. Let's go down stairs. We'll use two computers so that we're both on screen, ok? Susan and Joan will be on with us, so they'll do most of the talking. Let them answer everything unless Susan specifically tells you to talk. Alright?"

He nodded. "But... why is Dr Green going to be there?"

"In case there are any questions about your health or mental state."

He nodded.

"Above all, baby... control your temper, ok?"

He nodded again. "Ok. I promise."

When they got to the dining room, Robbie and Frances were already there. Each had set up a MacBook, one on each side of the large tables opposite each other,

"Everything's ready to go, mom," Frances said, obviously nervous about the upcoming proceedings. "I'll sit beside you and I'll stay on the phone with Ms Lewis through the whole thing. If she needs to have you say anything, she'll shut off her video and tell me what to tell you. Just remember to keep your 'mute' on unless you want to say something to the judge.

Mary nodded. "Ok."

"I'll be on the line with Dr Green the same way," Robbie confirmed. Then she looked at Jordan, who looked very scared. She hugged him tightly and said, "I'll be right next to you, Jordie. You'll do great, I promise."

"You guys had better get ready," Frances said with a bit of urgency. "It's ten fifty eight and the hearing starts at eleven."

Everyone sat, Mary on one side with Frances, Jordan on the other with Robbie.

"How do I do this, now?" Mary asked. "I've never done this before."

"I'll click the link and you'll ready to start. Adjust the camera before you join the meeting, then click 'join' and you'll be in the 'waiting room' until the judge lets you in."

Mary followed the directs just as both France and Robbie's phones both rang. The girls answered and confirmed that they would stay on the line with their respective expert.

"Why isn't anything happening." Mary asked, looking at the unchanging screen.

"Just wait," Frances said with calm experience. "He'll let you in when he's ready. Just make sure to use your 'unmute' button when you want to talk."

They sat and waited.

Nothing changed.

"Ask Susan if everything is ok," Mary said, the concern evident in her voice.

"Hi," Frances spoke into the phone. "Mom is just worried because it's taking so long to get in." She listened and nodded. "Ms Lewis says to just be patient. The judge will start when he's ready."

By eleven thirteen, Mary was ready to burst. She was about to have Frances check in with Susan again, when suddenly, the screen flickered to life and the meeting opened up. In the Brady Bunch style grid, Mary could see a very well put together woman with no name under her picture, an older woman with the words 'Court Recorder' under her picture, Mr Leary with his name, Dr Green, Susan Lewis, Jordan and herself. She was about to ask Frances why there was no judge when the well put together woman said, "Good morning, everyone. My name is Judge Amanda Lang. When addressing me, please do so as 'your honor' and if you are not an attorney, please only speak if I request you to do so. Thank you. Today we are meeting in an online hearing to determine the competency of Mr Jordan Alden relative to the distribution of the estate of Mr Alden's parents' estate. Is Mr Alden present today?"

Jordan hit the 'unmute' button and said, "Yes, your honor."

The judge looked more closely at her screen. "Mr Jordan, why does your screen indicate that your name is 'Roberta?' If you are transitioning and have not yet had your name changed legally, I must refer to you as Jordan Alden."

"I am not transitioning, your honor. My name is Jordan. I'm using my sister's computer, your honor. Her name is Roberts."

Mary, Frances and Robbie all gave each other shocked glances when Jordan said that Robbie was his 'sister' instead of his 'cousin,' but he made no attempt to correct himself, so they didn't say anything.

"I see," the judge made a note. "Just so I am clear, Jordan, you are a twenty one year old male who is presenting as a female, correct?"

"Yes, your honor."

"And should I use male of female pronouns, Jordan?"

"Which ever you prefer, your honor. I will not be offended by either."

The judge nodded. "If I might impose for a moment, Jordan, would you mind standing back from the computer for a moment so I can see more of you?"

"Your honor," Susan Lewis broke in, "May I ask why?"

"Because, Ms Lewis, Jordan's sexual presentation is mentioned in the papers filed by Mr Leary. I would like to know what he was
describing."

"I understand, your honor, but how a person chooses to dress is in no way pertinent to the case."

"I disagree, Ms Lewis. I need to see the situation, so, Jordan, please stand and move back so that I can see you better."

Susan muted her Zoom feed and spoke into the phone. "Tell him to do it."

"She says to do it," Frances said.

Jordan stood and moved back towards the living room.

"Please move that chair and lower the screen a bit." The judge instructed.

Without Jordan moving, the chair back left the frame and screen lowered to better frame him.

"Who is moving your computer, Jordan?" The judge asked.

"That's Robbie."

Suddenly, Robbie's face filled the screen. "Hi. I'm Roberta."

The judge smiled. "Hello, Roberta. Thank you for your help."

"No problem," Robbie smiled and moved out of the way.

The judge looked at the person on the screen. This was extraordinary. Nothing about this person looked male - or twenty one. Even the choice of style was more juvenile than she expected. She wrote a few notes and said, "Thank you, Jordan. You may sit, now."

"Now," the judge looked at her papers, "the paperwork I have here indicates that you are an only child. Is that true?"

"I was, your honor."

"So, Roberta is not your sister, then."

"She's like my sister, your honor. So is Franny."

The judge looked at the paperwork for a moment. "I see... Frances and Roberta... these are your cousins, yes?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"Alright... now, Jordan, I understand that you may consider these women to be your sisters, but for the sake of today's hearing, we must adhere to the letter of the law. So... please refer to them as your cousins. Do you understand?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"Very good. Let's begin. Mr Leary, please state your case."

"Thank you, your honor," and for the next ten minutes, Leary laid out an in depth history of the Alden family accounts, frequently taking time to point out that Jordan's parents had never made him aware of any of their wealth and that, in and of itself, was reason to believe that they didn't think that Jordan was capable of understanding how to deal with the fortune they had accumulated.

Susan Lewis made a few objections along the way, but for the most part just took notes and said a few encouraging words through the phone for Frances to forward to the others.

Finally, Leary spoke about the evening he'd visited Mary's house. "Honestly, your honor, I'd never seen anything like it before. When that woman told me that that eight or ten year old girl standing in the doorway was Jordan Alden, well, you could have knocked me over with a feather. I honestly couldn't believe it. A grown man dressed like a little girl. And he was playing the part to the hilt, too, your honor. Sulking. Refusing to acknowledge the death of his parents. Storming out in a temper tantrum. It was quite a sight. I don't know what is going on in that house, your honor, but it seemed to me that the whole family was indulging in some sort of bizarre fantasy game..."

Four times during this last section of testimony, Susan had raised an objection, but the judging held up her hand each time, indicating that Susan should wait. Finally she'd had enough and very loudly shouted at her screen, "Your honor, I object strenuously to this testimony. Mr Leary's subjective, biased, and might I say, grossly outdated opinions are slanderous to my client and her family. I do not understand why you have allowed him to go on for so long."

Unfazed, the judge looked at the screen and said, "That will do, Mr Leary. Ms Lewis, if you will allow me, I would like to move on by asking you and yours client - or clients, as I assume that you also represent the extended family - some questions before you address Mr Leary's remarks. Is that amiable to you?"

Susan was surprised by the change of procedures, but agreed, nonetheless, with the stipulation that, should the judge not ask questions that Susan felt pertinent, that she would have the opportunity to ask those later.

"To begin with, Mr Leary, on the evening that you first met Miss Alden at the home she is currently sharing with her aunt, did she present herself in the same manner as she is presenting herself today?"

Leary thought for a moment, then said, "Yes, your honor, I'd say that she... HE is dressed in the same style, although HE was dressed more casually that evening."

"How so?"

"Oh... I don't know.... I guess HIS dress was the kind of a dress that a girl wears around the house or something like that. Today HE is dressed for court, of course, but HE appears to be wearing a more dressed up outfit today."

"Anything else?"

"Well... I'm not sure if HE was wearing makeup that evening or not, as HE certainly is now. I am not an expert on these kinds of things, your honor, but, that is my opinion."

The judge nodded. "Looking at Miss Alden's aunt on the screen, Mr Leary, approximately how old do you think she is?"

"I beg your pardon, your honor?" Leary was shocked by the question.

"Just approximately, Mr Leary. Say, within a five year age range."

"Well... if I have to... I'd say..." he exhaled as he thought, "between forty five and fifty."

"If you don't mind, ma'am," the judge said to Mary, "please tell us your age."

"I am forty six," Mary said, nervously.

"And we saw Cousin Roberta earlier. Are you still there, Roberta?"

Robbie stuck her head into frame. "I'm here, yes."

"How old would you say Roberta is, Mr Leary?"

"Your honor, I don't see..."

"Indulge me, Mr Leary. How old is Roberta."

He shook his head and sighed. "I don't know, your honor. Nineteen? Twenty?"

"How old are you, Roberta?"

"I'm nineteen, your honor." Robbie was as confused as anyone else.

"So, Mr Leary, it is obvious that you are capable of determining the ages of the people with whom you are speaking. Now, tell me, on what planet would someone who looks like Miss Alden be mistaken for an eight year old?"

"I believe I said ten, your honor."

"You said 'eight or ten,' Mr Leary."

"Well, perhaps I exaggerated, your honor, but MISTER Alden..."

"For the remainder of this hearing, Mr Leary, please refer to Miss Alden as 'Miss.' I know that she said that pronouns were not an issue for her, but I see a charming, young teenaged girl and it I would prefer that we refer to HER appropriately."

The ground was shifting under Leary and he was getting angry. Friggin' female judge! If the judge was a man he'd see how stupid this whole thing was. Have to stay focused on the prize, though. Call the faggot 'she' if the judge wants, but don't lose control of that money.

"Yes, your honor."

"Thank you, Mr Leary, now, Ms Lewis, according to your paperwork, Miss Alden is not a trans woman, nor does she consider herself a crossdresser, however you stated that there were recent medical findings that may explain her appearance?"

"Yes, your honor," Susan was feeling more confident about things, now. "For an explanation of those issues, I'll turn things over to Dr Joan Green. "Dr Green, could you explain?"

"Certainly," Joan pulled an iPad in front of her and began. "Your honor, Miss Alden has only been my patient for approximately ten days, but in that time, we have found some abnormalities in her system that are... well, concerning."

She cleared her throat and continued, "Having done some pretty extensive blood work, we have found that Jordan has several comorbidities that have combined to create the prepubescent appearance she presents. The primary issue is a 'Growth Hormone Deficiency' which appears to have appeared in her system with the start of her male puberty. Had it been present in her system as a child, then the result would most certainly have been some form of dwarfism, but since her body had already developed to the size that she is today, the deficiency instead inhibited any further growth."

"Further, even though Miss Alden had begun male puberty, she has very low testosterone and sperm levels. As I am sure you are aware, both men and women have testosterone and estrogen in their systems, Jordan's body produces very little testosterone and, therefore has developed very few secondary male characteristics. She has removed her body hair, your honor, but prior to that, she had little to no facial hair and very little body hair."

"Are you saying that Miss Alden's body thinks she is a female?"

"Not exactly, your honor. In fact, her body is acting as if Miss Alden is still a child about to enter purity. I know that seems
contradictory to the fact that I stated that she did, in fact, begin her male puberty, but it seems as if the onset of the 'Growth Hormone Deficiency' somehow staunched the progress of her development - physically, that is. Mentally, this has had no impact."

The judge nodded and asked, "Ultimately, how do you plan to treat Miss Alden?"

"It is still too early to make that decision, your honor. There is nothing WRONG with her so treatment needs to have an desired outcome. Since these are very recent discoveries for all of us, we have not determined how to proceed, yet."

"May I ask, Dr Green," the judge continued, "given the stature and accomplishments of both of the Doctors Alden, how is it possible that none of this was ever discovered before?"

"I cannot say, your honor. I have wondered the same thing myself."

"And had these conditions been diagnosed and treated at the time of Miss Alden's brief pubescence, what would the outcome have been?"

"I have to assume that, had Jordan received artificial growth hormones and his testosterone had been kick started through rather ordinary hormonal therapy, he would have grown to an average sized male with all of the secondary male attributes we could expect him to have developed."

Clearly disturbed by the doctor's testimony, the judge scribbled some notes and shook her head. "And how does all of this impact Miss Alden's intellectual and emotional state.

"Well," Dr Green let out a small chuckle, "intellectually, Jordan has the highest IQ of anyone I've ever meet. He is a member of MENSA and his IQ has been determined to be 167. He was the valedictorian of his high school graduating class two years ago and had his choice of colleges"

She let the judge digest that before continuing. "Jordan does have some developmental issues that we have yet completely understand. In meeting with Jordan and speaking to his Aunt Mary, it is clear that some of his behavior is Aspergic, although he has never been diagnosed with the syndrome. I do expect that, with further testing, we will find that Jordan is somewhere on the spectrum, though."

"And," the judge asked, "if it is determined that Jordan has Asperger's, what would the treatment be?"

"At his age, mostly just helping him to develop coping mechanisms to deal with his emotions, social interactions and anxieties, your honor."

The judge referenced her notes. "On the evening of their meeting, Mr Leary described Miss Alden's behavior as 'shut down' followed by a 'temper tantrum.' Are these descriptions correct?"

"If I may answer that, your honor," Mary interjected. "Yes, Jordan has trouble with a lot of social interactions and he can get overwhelmed emotionally, however... that evening, I was also overwhelmed. Mr Leary had just knocked on my door and told Jordan that his parents had died. I have none of the issues that Jordan suffers from and my relationship with my sister was nowhere near as complicated as Jordan's was. What would have been 'normal' behavior under those circumstances, your honor? I admit that I lost my temper at Mr Leary as well, that evening. His refusal to back off and give me and my family some time to think pushed me over the edge and I lost my temper. To be very honest, your honor, Mr Leary was a very difficult person to deal with and under the circumstances, his lack of patience was very
irritating."

"Your honor, if I may interject..." Leary said.

"No, Mr Leary," the judge interrupted. "I allowed you to speak without allowing Ms Lewis to interfere. Now it is their turn."

"Yes, your honor," he sulked.

"Ms Lewis," the judge continued, "if this estate were to be granted to Miss Alden, what are your plans for managing the funds."

"Well, your honor, I have spoken to colleagues at the law firm of Burnside and Whyte. I felt that they could better guide Jordan through the processes of dealing with this kind of wealth."

"And how long have you known Miss Alden, Ms Lewis?"

"Well, your honor, that's a complicated question. Both Dr Green and I knew Jordan as a child when he spent a good deal of time with his Aunt Mary in our town. See, Jordan's mother and father moved from Hardwick to Winchester, which, as I am sure you are aware, is quite a distance from here, so we saw much less of Jordan, after that."

The judge chuckled. "I regret, Ms Lewis, that I have no idea where Hardwick is. I do know that Winchester is not too far from here, near Boston, but I assume that Hardwick is somewhere out in the Berkshires, correct?"

"Not quite that far, your honor. It's in west-central Massachusetts. Between Barre and Ware."

"None if that helps me, Ms Lewis, but please continue."

"Yes, your honor. Well, when Mary married her husband Bob and she suddenly had her own nearly-teen-aged children to raise, we saw a even less of Jordan. I'd heard that she'd come back to live with Mary for the quarantine, but I only reconnected to her last week."

"Aunt Mary," the judge said, "May I ask you to answer a few questions for me?"

"Yes, of course." Mary was very nervous about saying anything that may mess things up for Jordan.

"First, Mary, what is the highest level of education you have achieved."

Confused by being asked this, Mary shook her head for a moment and said, "Well, your honor, I have a masters degree in social work from the University of Massachusetts."

"So, you're a social worker?"

"No, your honor. I was. I ran an ombudsman program for nursing home patients in this part of the state for over a decade, but when I got married and I suddenly had young girls to look after, that job just did not offer me the opportunity to be a good mom. So, I went back to school, became a hair dresser and I run a salon out of the barn on my property."

"I see," the judge took notes. "Any regrets about that change of careers?"

"Never a one, your honor. It was exactly the right decision."

The judge scribbled some more. "I need you to be very honest with me, Mary. Do you trust the opinions of Dr Green and Ms Lewis?"

"Well, yes, your honor. I have known them both since we were in kindergarten together and I trust them implicitly. Why?"

"Because, should I rule in Jordan's favor, I think it would be an excellent idea for Dr Green and Ms Lewis to be on the board of director's of your niece's family, trust. I know that I have only just meet you all, but I have done my research and they seem like very competent women who would not take advantage of Jordan, but would watch out for her best interests. Am I correct, ladies?"

They both answered in the affirmative.

"Ok, unless you need to add anything, Ms Lewis, I am ready to render my decision."

"I think you've done my job for me, your honor. Thank you."

The judge smirked, but Leary piped up, "Your honor, I must protest! Burnside and Whyte is an excellent firm, of course, but my firm is much more familiar with this estate and..."

"Mr Leary," the judge interrupted. "Since this hearing began, you have been nothing but insulting to Miss Alden and rude and condescending to me and everyone on Miss Alden's teem. I believe that you have said all that I need to hear."

"Yes, your honor." This wasn't good. If he lost this one hundred million dollar account, he'd certainly lose his partnership - maybe even his job.

"So," the judge's face revealed relief at having made a clear decision, "Ms Green, please contact your friends at Burnside and Whyte and have them contact my office. We will work with you to transfer the estate in its entirety over to a new Alden Family Trust with Jordan Alden being the sole heir of the estate. That is my decision."

"Thank you, your honor," Susan breathed easily for the first time in hours.

Mary and Dr Green thanked her as well, while Mr Leary tried to keep his case alive, but the judge ignored him.

One voice caught her ear, though, "Your honor? Your honor?"

"Yes, Miss Alden?" The judge asked.

"Your honor..." he wanted to sound adult and intelligent, so he paused before speaking. "See... I know that my parents were great doctors and all, and I know that they gave their lives for others..." he took a breath, "... and I know that they worked hard to have all of this money to leave to me, but... I want to share it."

"With whom?" The judge asked.

"With Aunt Mary, and Robbie, and Franny and... I want to help people with it, too. Can I do that?"

The judge smiled. "Yes, of course you can, Miss Alden. I must say, I find you to be a very interesting young lady, Miss Alden. Generous, intelligent, complicated... you intrigue me. I would very much like to get to know you better, if you wouldn't mind. Perhaps, between those very competent woman on your team and me, we might be able to help you plan your future."

Jordan smiled at the compliments. No one ever said anything like that before. "I'd like that your honor."

She nodded. "I'll be in touch." The Zoom meeting ended.

Jordan and Mary exited the meeting and Mary thanked both Susan and Joan for their help with promises to talk to each of them later that day. Then she sat back, ran her hands through her hair and exhaled a lot of stress out in a noisy whoosh of air. "I guess that went well," she said to Frances, beside her.

"I guess, so. I mean, Jordie's getting everything and Leary is out of the picture."

"Are you ok, Jordie?" Mary asked.

"I guess. I'm just thinking about what Dr Green said. I'm still not entirely sure what it all means."

"I know, honey, neither do I, but we'll be meeting with her on Thursday and she'll clarify everything for us."

He nodded, then noticed that Roberta was looking at him with a huge, cat-that-ate-the-canary smile on her face. When she knew she had his attention, she giggled.

"What?" Jordan asked, confused.

"Yooou called me your siiister" she sang. "Thaaat means you looove me!" It was a sing-song-teasing-childish tune that children had used for generations to tease their siblings.

"Shut up," Jordie turned red and looked down so his smile wouldn't be seen. "I did not."

"Yes, you did," Franny giggled at his discomfort. "You called us both your sisters."

Jordan rubbed his forehead with his hand to hide his embarrassed smile. "No, I didn't."

Yooou called me your siiister" Robbie continued to chant. "Thaaat means you looove me!
Yooou called me your siiister. Thaaat means you looove me!" She rose just enough to move in closer and start to slide her hands around his waist. "Yooou called me your siiister. Thaaat means you looove me!" She began to tickle his sides.

Seeing her sister's plan to tickle Jordan into hysterics, Frances stood and hurried around the table to Jordan's exposed side and joined in the attack. "Yooou called me your siiister. Thaaat means you looove me! Yooou called me your siiister. Thaaat means you looove me!"

Suddenly, all three of them fell to the kitchen floor, Jordan being tickled mercilessly while they all laughed uncontrollably.

Mary smiled and shook her head. "Good God," she muttered with a smile. "Sometimes, living with you three is like living with a litter of golden retriever puppies."
 

 

It had been twelve days since the hearing and Jordan had heard a lot more about how to handle money than he'd ever wanted to know. He had vague plans to offer scholarships or business opportunities for underprivileged women, but he had not had time to figure all of that out. The thing that annoyed him the most about these discussions of money was the fact that they took him out of his sewing room, and he was happiest when he was in there shutting, and stitching and designing.

Dr Green had given Jordan some guidance toward finding a good doctor to guide him towards his breast implants, but due to the COVID-19 restrictions, his first appointment was several weeks off.

Since the hearing, he'd used all of the money he'd made from the sale to Dr Green to purchase some new material and patterns. Everyone in the household had gotten a new dress along with a warning from Mary that their closets couldn't maintain all of these new items, so a spring cleaning needed to take place pretty soon.

He'd also sold three more dresses to a colleague of Dr Green. The woman, who was in her sixties, had a very different fashion sense than his cousins, his aunt and his doctor, which made the project even more challenging and, ultimately, more satisfying than his other projects. He was going to use that money on material, too, but he wasn't sure what to buy, just yet.

Jordan was very excited about a meeting with two new clients he'd scheduled for that afternoon. True to her word, Judge Amanda Lang had been communicating with Jordan on a nearly daily basis. Asking lots of questions about his life and interests and offering any guidance she could to Mary and Jordan, but mostly just being an older and wiser friend. Jordan looked forward to hearing that watery sound of a Skype call and the thirty or forty minute chats that always followed.

After hearing about Jordan's sewing addiction and seeing Mary, Frances, Robbie, Dr Green and Ms Lewis all wearing dresses he'd sewn, Judge Lang asked if she might commission a dress for herself and another for her daughter. Jordan agreed eagerly and they'd made an appointment for this very evening. The judge and her daughter were driving all the way out to Hardwick to have their measurements taken and talk about styles. They would be arriving soon and, thanks to the suddenly unusually warm weather, Jordan could take the measurements and have a discussion with them out in the yard.

"You look fine, baby," Mary chuckled as she watched Jordan preen in the downstairs lavatory. As he opened a tube of lipstick, Mary shook her head. "Besides, you'll be wearing your mask. She won't even see your lips."

"I know," shrugged, "but I just want to look nice. It makes me feel better."

Mary couldn't argue with that.

"Is the next Coco Chanel ready to meet her new clients?" Robbie giggled as she looked into the lavatory.

"Are they here, already?" Jordan put the cap back on the lipstick tube and checked his face one more time.

"You left your phone on the table. The judge just sent a text. According to her phone's GPS, they're five minutes away."

Jordan adjusted his very loose fitting, soft yellow dress and hurried past his aunt and cousin towards the back door. Mary looked at Robbie and shook her head, amused.

"Hey, hey, hey!" Frances called from the sink where she was wiping her hands dry after doing the dishes. "You need a mask!"

Groaning, Jordan took a few steps back and took a flowered mask from the pile of clean masks on the nearby shelf.

"Now, slow down," Mary said, calmly. "Let's all walk out there, together. Slowly."

Another grunt from Jordan was followed by a quiet and resigned, "Alright."

They headed out the door and to the driveway, just as the judge's car appeared on the road. They all waved as the judge pulled into the driveway, gravel grinding under its tires.

As they got closer, the judge got out of the car and waved back. She had a mask in her hand, but had not yet put it on. She walked to the back of the car and waited. A moment later, a blonde woman appeared. She was very tall, five foot eleven or six feet tall, her hair flowed nearly to the base of her back and she smiled broadly. The judge said something to the early-twenties-something girl who held up a mask in answer to the judge's question. They moved towards the house.

"My goodness," Mary said, impressed, "the judge's daughter is a very beautiful woman."

Frances and Robbie agreed, but when no response came from Jordan, the women turned and saw him standing and staring. Dumbstruck.

"Jordie?" Mary said. "Are you coming?"

He didn't seem to hear her, though. He just stared toward the approaching Judge and her daughter.

Robbie hustled back to Jordan. "Jordie? Are you coming?" Nothing. "Are you ok?" Nothing. Robbie turned to Mary and shrugged. "What's wrong, Jordie?"

"Robbie... did you see her?" Jordan said without looking away or blinking.

"Who? The judge or the daughter?"

"The daughter," he muttered. "She's... I've never seen anyone so beautiful."

Robbie turned and looked at the young woman who was just donning her mask. She was pretty, no doubt about it, but Jordie's reaction seemed way out of proportion.

"What's wrong?" Frances asked.

"Jordie's twitterpated," Robbie giggled.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Quarantine: 6 - Risky Behavior

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Quarantine: 6 - Risky Behavior

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Jordie meets Judge Lang's daughter. We know he's smitten with her, but will she reciprocate?


 
Author's Note: Thank you all for the reviews and comments. Please continue to post both pro and con remarks. I really, really learn from your comments! ~Clara.
 
This version of Quarantine: 6 - Risky Behavior has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 6
 
 

 

Mary looked at Jordan who stood staring at the approaching judge and her daughter and all she could do was shake her head in wonder. Of all the times... she turned to Frances. "See if you and Robbie can do something about him. I'll say hi to the judge."

Frances laughed. "Ok."

"Hi," Mary smiled through her mask and waved as she approached the guests. "I hope you didn't have a hard time finding us."

The judge shook her head. "Not at all. The GPS on my phone brought us straight to you. What a beautiful house! And what a beautiful town! It's like we jumped back in time to the mid-nineteenth century. Every house around you is huge and white, just like yours."

Mary laughed. People frequently got confused in Hardwick center for that very reason. One enormous white farmhouse after another. "This is the historic center of town with the old Congregational Church, the general store, the library, etcetera. The modern town center is about two miles south of here on the main road. That's where there's a hardware store, a Cumberland Farms convenience store and gas station. The historic commission works hard to keep this area like this. We love it this way."

"These houses must each be worth millions," the judge's daughter mused, looking around.

That made Mary laugh. "Oh, no, no. Not even close. Maybe if they were closer to Boston or even the Mass Pike, but we're not close to anything out here. I doubt that I could get three hundred thousand dollars if I sold this place."

"Really!?" The daughter was shocked. "Heck, I'm moving here."

Meanwhile, Robbie and Frances were trying to get Jordan to move forward.

"Come on, Jordie," Frances prodded. "They came all this way for you."

"I know, but..." Jordan's brain was working so fast that he couldn't process everything. "... maybe I should change. If she sees me like this... she'll never... she won't think I'm a guy... she's so beautiful."

As serious as Frances was trying to be, Robbie was so bemused by Jordan's besotted trance that she kept giggling as she spoke. "What would you change into, Jordie? Another dress? I'm sure that her mother told her about you and that she'll be cool with everything. Come on." She slipped her arm through his. Frances did the same and, eventually, he moved forward with them.

"Oh, God, I wish I was handsome. I bet she likes her boyfriends to be tall and handsome," Jordan muttered.

"Come on, Jordie." Even Frances giggled a bit - it was just too cute not to. "She's not looking for a date, she's here to be measured for a dress. Just be yourself and make friends with her. Don't get in your head and start projecting a whole love affair onto a simple meeting, ok? Maybe you and she can be friends, but don't try for more than that. Just relax."

He nodded. "Yeah. What was he thinking? She'd never date him, anyway. A weird little freak like him... but... she was just so pretty!"

"Ah, here they are, now," Mary said, relieved that the girls had gotten Jordan to move forward, but still concerned by his distant expression. "Judge Lang, these are my daughters, Robbie and Franny, and of course, you are well acquainted with Jordie. Everyone, this is Judge Lang's daughter, Melissa."

Unable to shake hands due to health concerns, they all gave small waves of acknowledgement to each other. Then, the judge said, "Please. Just call me Amanda."

"Ok," Mary agreed. She waited for Jordan to take the lead, but when he didn't, Mary clapped her hands and said, "Well, ok, then, who would you like to measure first, Jordie? Amanda or Melissa?"

When Jordan remained in a trance, Mary asked, "Jordan?"

"Huh?" He shook his head. "What?"

"Who would you like to measure first?"

"Oh... I... um..."

Seeing him struggle, but not quite understanding why, the judge said, "Melissa, you go first. While they do that, Mary, would you mind showing me around your property and telling me a little of the history of the house and the area?"

"That's a very good idea," Mary agreed. "Girls, help your cousin, please."

"So..." Melissa asked, "... how do we do this?"

Franny nudged Jordan. "Jordie. Melissa is waiting."

"Oh," Jordan nodded. Maybe, if he could get focused on the job at hand, he could get through this. "Sorry... um... I need my tape measure and note pad. I think I left them on the kitchen table. I'll be right back."

He turned to go, but Robbie stopped him, afraid he'd chicken out and hide in the house. "I'll get them, Jordie. You stay right here."

"So," Frances felt a need to fill the awkward silence that Jordan's infatuation was creating, "are you in school, Melissa?"

"I was," the tall girl replied, happy to converse, "until the quarantine. I just finished my senior year at Brown University down in Providence. My virtual graduation is next week. I know that's close, but I'm hoping that I might be able to have you guys make me a dress in time. I'd like to wear something special."

Frances laughed. "Oh, it's not 'you guys.' It's Jordie. He does it all himself. Robbie and I are useless in the sewing room. Honest to God, though, if you needed a dress tomorrow, Jordie could get it done for you."

"Wonderful," the girl chirped, but a haze of confusion crossed her brow. Did she just call that younger girl 'he?'

For his part, Jordan just stared at Melissa. He'd been short his whole life and was used to having to look up to see faces, but this girl was as tall as any man he'd ever met. Slender but curvy build, long, golden blonde hair in a playful ponytail, a pink tank top that displayed breasts that were moderately sized on her frame, but larger than his cousins' in real life, short, tight, dark blue running shorts that displayed a tight, firm buttocks, incredible, long legs and comparably delicate feet in white sandals. She was a goddess.

"Here you go," Robbie said, returning with the measuring tape, a pad of paper and a pencil.

"Let's get started, then, Jordie." Again, Frances nudged him.

"Oh, yeah, get started," he sputtered as he took the tape and unfurled it. Concentrate, Jordan. Just get through this. "Um... how tall are you?" He asked as nonchalantly as he could.

"I'm six feet and a half inch. I know, that's pretty tall for a girl, but, what can you do? I am as God made me." Melissa giggled with a touch self consciousness, as Robbie wrote her height down. "I usually wear a size ten tall. I know that sounds wicked fat, but when you're this tall, all the numbers go up in proportion."

Jordan drew the tape around Melissa's hips. "Hips thirty nine and a half," he dictated to Robbie. His hands shook as he raised the tape to the girl's natural waist. "Waist twenty eight."

Robbie gave a small head shake as she wrote that down. This girl has curves!

Jordan started to move the tape higher, but stopped. Instead, he pulled the tape from around her and measured Melissa's shoulders. Then her upper arms and then the length of her arms. Finally he stepped back and looked at Frances, who used her eyes to indicate that Jordan had yet to measure Melissa's bust.

Jordan shook his head 'no', but Frances repeated her gesture.

"That's everything but her bust size," Robbie said, oblivious to the situation unfolding behind Melissa.

Jordan swallowed hard. "Umm... raise your arms, halfway, please."

"Oh," Melissa said. "Ok."

With shaking hands, Jordan ran the tape around the girl's breasts, rejoining the tape in the back. "Lower them, please." Even his voice was shaky, now.

He cleared his throat and said to Robbie, "Thirty-seven inches," he said, sweet beading up on his forehead. He released the tension on the tape, let it go slack and pulled it free.

"Is that everything?" Melissa asked.

Robbie and Frances both looked at Jordan, who nodded.

"That's it." Robbie smiled. "Come on over to the picnic table and I'll show you pictures of the dresses that Jordie has already made. You can tell him what styles you like and then he'll work with you to figure out what you really want."

"Great." Melissa turned and smiled through her mask at Jordan, taking in everything she could without being too obvious. Pretty hair, big eyes, flawless skin, makeup.. she must have just heard wrong. This was definitely a girl.

Jordan did his best to smile back, but it came across like an awkward nod.

"Already for me?" the judge called as she and Mary made their way back to Jordan.

"Yes," Frances called back. Then she looked at Robbie and said, "I'll start showing Melissa the photos. You take notes for Jordie."

Once Frances had taken Melissa aside and before the judge and Mary reached them, Robbie leaned down and whispered to Jordan, "Take a breath, Jordie. She's very pretty, but she lives an hour and a half away, she's already graduated, so who knows where she'll go for a job and, let's face it, with this pandemic, it's just not a good time to fall in love."

Jordan took a deep breath and shrugged. "I'll try."

"Do your worst, Miss Alden," the judge said with a chuckle as she arrived.

At the picnic table, Frances handed Melissa an iPad with a picture of herself wearing a dress that Jordan had made her. "Here. Just scroll through these pictures and see what you like. These are just ideas, though. Jordie can make you anything you'd like."

"These are gorgeous," Melissa gushed. "Every dress is prettier than the one before it."

Frances nodded. "I know. He's something, isn't he?"

Melissa stopped and thought for a moment. She definitely heard her say 'she' this time.

"Is something wrong?" Frances asked.

"Well... it's probably none of my business, but... is Jordan really a man?"

Franny looked at Jordan and back. "Umm... yeah. I thought you knew."

"No." Melissa shook her head. "My mom always calls Jordan 'she,' but you keep saying 'he.' I'm just curious.".

"Yes. He's a boy. Is that a problem?"

"No, no," Melissa laughed. "Of course, not. It's just... well, I felt her shaking when she took my measurements. What's her deal? Sexually I mean? Is she into guys? Girls?"

This made Frances giggle a little. "Well, that is the big question, isn't it? See, even though Jordie's our cousin, we've really only gotten to know him well in the last couple of months or so. Robbie and I were... speculating... about his sexuality and, at first, we assumed he was gay, but... he says 'no.' Regardless, though... he's pretty smitten with you."

"Really?" Melissa was genuinely surprised. She glanced at the feminine little boy in the pretty dress and thought about him for a moment. "How old is he?"

"Twenty-one."

"No kidding." She was shocked. "Twenty-one..."

"Are you involved with anyone?"

Melissa chuckled at that. "Not now, no. I was seeing a guy, but... let's just say that I wasn't the pretty little thing he was looking for. The son of a bitch broke up with me on Valentine's Day. He took me to a restaurant where he thought I wouldn't make a scene and told me he'd been seeing this other girl, Betsy Van Doren, since Christmas. Can you believe that? Not just on Valentine's Day, but he made it clear that the six foot tall daughter of a judge was only a pretty good candidate to be his wife, but the product of an inbred, old New York monied family was not only better connected, but at five foot five, she made him look better in photos."

"He actually said that!?" Frances gaped in awe.

"He did and almost exactly like that. Men can be such assholes."

Frances laughed. "They can... but not Jordie. I've never met someone like Jordie. It's not like he's a girl... I mean he looks like a girl, sure, but... he's still a guy and he's still interested in girls and all, but he's just so... special, I guess. He's sweet and he wants to make everyone happy... he's like a little gem of a guy."

"Huh," Melissa uttered unconsciously. Her interest was definitely piqued, but... "Ooo." She suddenly saw a dress that she liked. "I love this one that you're wearing in this picture. Do you think he could do something like this for me? Maybe in a brighter fabric?"

"Oh, I love that dress!" Frances gushed. She looked up and saw everyone else, having finished the measurements, headed in their direction. "I'll run in and grab it so you can see it in real life. Be right back."
 

 

"I can't believe how quiet it is here," the judge said, looking around Mary's yard. The measurements had been taken and the styles had been chosen. Now, the five women and Jordan sat in a wide circle of Adirondack chairs, each at least ten feet away from the next, in Mary's yard sipping lemonade and iced tea. The judge took a deep breath. "And the air smells so clean and fresh. I never knew that places like this existed in Massachusetts - outside of the Berkshires, of course."

This side of Mary's yard overlooked the beautiful, historic center of Hardwick. Large, white houses, green fields and tress as far as they could see.

"How did you ever find this spot, Mary?" Melissa asked, also amazed at the view and peaceful atmosphere.

Mary laughed. "You'd have to thank my grandfather for that. We are the third and fourth generations of our family to live here. Growing up, my sister and a lot of my friends couldn't wait to get out of here, but I can't imagine living anywhere else, though."

"I certainly can understand that." Melissa smiled. "It's like a whole different world from where we live. I mean, mom's house is beautiful, but even with the doors and windows closed, there's always traffic noise and things like that."

"Well, you're welcome to come and visit any time you'd like." Mary smiled.

"I'd like to do more than that!" Melissa smiled back. "I'm thinking I should look for a job out in this area. I could get very used to living around here."

"Good luck with that," Judge Amanda chuckled. "I bet most of the people around her have a pretty long commute."

"Depends," Frances offered. "Ware is actually a pretty big town. A lot of people work there. It's about an hour to Springfield or Worcester. That's not too bad."

"Well, it's not exactly around the corner." Amanda laughed.

"Yeah, but we live twelve miles from your courthouse office and it can take you well over an hour for you to get there most days." Melissa pointed out. "Look around, mom. This is worth a long drive to work."

The judge shrugged. It was a good point.

"You should see Hardwick at Christmas," Robbie pointed out. "It's like a Currier and Ives painting."

Melissa looked at her mother. "See!? Worth the ride."

The conversation turned to chit chat about the weather and the pandemic, until Melissa stood and stretched.

"Ready to head home?" the judge asked.

"Actually," Melissa twisted her body a bit, "I thought I'd take a little walk around the property before we head home, if that's ok."

"Sure." Mary smiled.

"Would you like some company?" Robbie asked.

"Actually," she smiled as she lifted her mask to put it back on, "I was hoping that Jordie would walk with me for a few minutes."

Jordan had been pretty quiet, nervous about saying anything to Melissa. "Me?"

"Yeah. Come on."

Both Robbie and Frances had huge grins on their faces as Jordan gave a very nervous, "Ok," and stood.

As the very tall girl and very small boy walked away, Mary looked at Amanda and said, "I'm afraid that my nephew has a bit of a crush on your daughter."

The judge leaned forward. "Ok, I need some clarification. Maybe I'm just not 'woke' enough, but... here's a boy who presents as a girl, designs and sews dresses, is absolutely as adorable as a button and he's still a straight guy who wants breasts and has no interest in becoming a girl. Do I have that straight?"

"That's about right." Frances laughed.

The judge shook her head and held up her hands. "How!? I mean... in what world is it possible for some one like Jordan to actually exist?"

"In Jordie's world." Robbie smiled. "Wouldn't it be nice if the whole world was like Jordie's world? I think we'd all be happier."

Amanda looked away, at her daughter and Jordan walking down the hill. "Was he always like this?"

"Oh, no, no, no, no," Mary chuckled and shook her head. "This is all recent." She gave the judge a brief biography of the boy and ended with, "We wanted to get him to open up and relax while he was here. Maybe we hoped that he'd 'find himself,' as they say. I think he did."
 

 

"So, you're not going back to school?" Amanda was surprised by Jordan's revelation.

"No."

"Why not!?" It seemed inconceivable to her that any one, especially someone who who claimed to be a very good student, would chose not to go to college.

Jordan considered the question for a moment. In the very short time that she'd known the pretty little boy, Amanda realized that he needed to think through things in his own way before answering, so she just walked along and waited.

Finally, Jordan spoke. "Well... I'm not like other guys." That seemed like a very obvious statement to Amanda. "My mom and dad were over achievers. Always pushing themselves to be better doctors - and they were great doctors - but... they kind of gave up on me when I wasn't getting any taller or wasn't good at sports or couldn't really function well in social situations. So, I was always alone. I didn't have any friends in high school and when I went to college, I didn't make any friends there, either. Until I came here, I didn't realize that I was unhappy. Aunt Mary, Franny and Robbie, they're happy. Not like 'happy at a party' happy, but honest and truly happy and now that I know what being happy is, I'm not giving it up."

"Wow," Amanda muttered at such a profound answer. "And presenting as a girl? Was that your aunt's idea?"

He shook his head. "It took me a long time to figure out who I am and..." he just indicated the soft, loose fitting dress he was wearing. "This is me."

Amanda smiled.

"Can I tell you something?" Jordan said, obviously uncomfortable with what he was about to say.

"Please," Amanda encouraged.

"I think..." he stuttered as he worked up his courage. "I think you're beautiful."

Amanda smiled. "Well, thank you, Jordie. I think you're beautiful, too."

"Oh?" that threw him a bit. "Anyway... umm... I know that you probably think I'm a weirdo and all, but... do you think that, maybe, after all of this is over, that, maybe..." he was breathing heavily, now, and his mask was beginning to impede his breathing.

"Slow down," Amanda surprised him by touching his arm. "Look, Jordie, I've been in my mother's house for eight weeks at this point. I haven't been anywhere but here, today, in all that time. How about you?"

Confused by the change of topic and frustrated that he hadn't gotten to his point, Jordan shook his head and considered the question. "Me? I haven't been anywhere but here since I got here. Just a few walks. Why?"

Amanda looked up the hill to be sure that they were out of the sight of the others. "I think we're safe to take off our masks for a few minutes. I'd like to get a good look at your face."

She removed her mask and, after a moment of thought, Jordan did the same. They gazed at each other for a good long moment until Melissa smiled, first. "You are beautiful, Jordie. I think I can honestly say that you are the most beautiful boy I ever met."

That caused Jordan to smile broadly, blush and turned away. "I'm not as beautiful as you. Not by a long shot."

Melissa chuckled at that. "I don't always feel beautiful, you know, Jordie. I'm a lot taller and even broader than a lot of girls. A lot of people look at me like I'm weird because of that. Like I'm...."

"A freak," Jordan interrupted.

"... a freak," Melissa finished her thought and smiled a bit more sadly.

"Me too," Jordan nodded. "Everyone, my parents, my teachers, my classmates... they all think I'm a freak. Everyone except Aunt Mary, Franny and Robbie."

"I don't think you're a freak, Jordie. I think... I think I really like you. Like... really... like you."

For the first time, Jordan looked her in the eye. "Yeah?"

She nodded. "Yeah."

"I like you, too. When I first saw you get out of the car, I felt like... like... like..." he was too wound up to find his words.

Melissa smiled again his boyish clumsiness and decided to help. Knowing how wrong it was in this time of world wide illness, she took his chin in her hand, bent down and kissed his lips. It was a soft, long kiss and it tasted of two kinds of lipstick. Jordan yielded to her and she pulled him a bit closer, while Jordan's arms remained loose at his side.

It lasted about fifteen seconds, then, Mellisa pulled back and the kiss ended. She was nearly as stunned as Jordan. He'd never been kissed like that, before and he was having a hard time processing all the aspects of what he'd just experienced. His brow furrowed, but his eyes never left Melissa's. He was tingling.

As for Melissa, she'd had three serious relationships in her life and in each, she'd been the less dominant partner. She'd never kissed a boy that tasted like Jordie. That felt as soft as Jordie. That smelled like Jordie. That yielded like Jordie. She was tingling, too.

"I guess..."

Melissa had started to speak, but without warning, Jordan suddenly threw his arms around her neck and lurched forward, stopping just shy of kissing her. Melissa smiled, then leaned forward, closing the distance Jordan had left between them. She folded her arms more tightly around him and squeezed as she kissed him with more passion and strength than before.

This time it lasted and lasted and lasted.

When, at last, Melissa released Jordan, his knees were so weak that he could barely stand and his breathing was shallow and spent.

Melissa patted his hair and cheeks. "Oh, Jordie. You are a beautiful, beautiful boy, but... boy oh boy, do we have lousy timing."
 

 

"She kissed you!?" Robbie nearly shrieked as she an Frances were brought up to date on Jordan's walk with Melissa.

"Shh!" Frances insisted. "Mom will have a fit if she hears that!"

"It's ok," Jordan explained. "She said that yesterday was the first time she'd even been out of the house since March. So, we've both been isolated."

Robbie was ecstatic about this new gossip, but Frances was concerned. "How do you expect to have a relationship with this girl?" she whispered, concern evident in her voice. "She lives in Brookline and you live here! That's more than an hour away. You don't have a license, she can't just run out here anytime the spirit moves her. You said she'd been in her house since March. I imagine that means her mother isn't going to want her suddenly running out here all the time. What are you thinking?"

"I don't know!" Jordan said, happy, but also concerned. "I just know that I really like her and she likes me and I can't believe that someone that beautiful likes me."

Frances shook her head. "Mom's going to blow a gasket over this, I just know she is."

Jordan blinked as he tried to figure all of this out. A girl liked him! She really, really liked him. She'd kissed him. Twice! He still couldn't believe it. But how should he proceed? He had to tell Aunt Mary, but Frances might be right. After all if the precautions she'd taken to keep them all safe, she might get really mad about this.

"Well, I don't care." Robbie smiled and put an arm around her cousin. "I think it's all incredibly romantic. One character, small and beautiful, falls in love at first sight with another character who's tall and handsome... then the world conspires to keep them apart... Ahh... it's like a fairy tale and Jordie's the princess."

"Oh, please." Frances shook her head. Then she returned her gaze to Jordan. "When is she coming back?"

"Thursday. They're both coming back for their dresses, but she wants me to talk to Auntie Mary before then and she'll talk to the judge. If everything works out, she wants to take me for a ride on Saturday."

"A ride where?"

Jordan shrugged. "She said for a take out meal or ice cream or something like that."

"Ooh!" Robbie bubbled up, "that brewery at that farm up in Barre makes great ice cream. That's a nice ride. Maybe you could go there!"

"Would you please just knock it off!" Frances hissed. "Look, Jordie..." she took a breath. "Melissa seems great and I am really happy that you guys fell for each other, but... we need to present this to mom in the right way or else she's just going to shut it down on you."

Jordan nodded and looked at the floor. "Yeah. I guess I was pretty stupid to think it might work out."

Robbie looked at Frances, her eyes wide open and her chin taunt. He look scared and sad and it broke her heart. She looked at her sister and demanded, 'Don't just sit there! Say something!'

Frances shook her head and stood. "Alright... no point in putting this off. Tell you what, let's all get ready for bed, then we'll go down stairs and talk to mom. Maybe if we all plead your case, it'll be easier."

"Ok." Jordan stood, his head still hanging low.

Robbie stood, too. She touched Jordan's arm. When he looked at her, she hugged him and kissed his forehead. "Hey," she whispered, encouragingly, "don't worry. If we stick together, she'll have to say 'yes.' Ok?"

He nodded. "Thanks," and he walked to his room.

"What's your plan?" Robbie asked Frances.

The older sister shrugged. "Tell her, let her yell and say 'no' tonight and, hopefully, by Thursday, she'll calm down and say 'yes.'"

"Not a great plan."

"If you have a better one, I'm open to ideas."

Robbie just shook her head.
 

 

"Yes." Mary was speaking to someone on the phone. She sounded more formal than she would if she'd been talking to a friend, so they all assumed she was engaged with a client. "I do think that's a good idea, but I wonder if we might have to take a few extra precautions under the circumstances."

"Come on." Frances guided them into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of Mary's favorite wine from the small rack.

"Oh, great plan," Robbie said. "Get her drunk and record her saying 'yes,' then she'll have to let him go out with her."

"Shut up," Frances said, beginning to get very nervous about this situation. "I just want her to relax. Jordie's going to need all the help he can get."

"Alright," Mary's voice came from the next room as Frances poured the wind into a glass, "we'll see you then. Bye, bye."

"Let's go," Frances said and led them into the living room carrying a glass of the vino for her stepmother.

"Well, well, well." Mary smiled. "Don't you all look adorable in your pretty nighties!"

They were all wearing the faux-silk nighties that Mary had bought for them. Frances had suggested that they all wear them as a means of softening up Mary and maybe appear to be a team.

"Mom," Frances cleared her throat and handed her the wine glass, "I think we need to talk."

"Oh?" Mary tapped the sofa cushion. "This sounds serious. Why don't you all sit down." She sniffed the glass and tasted the wine. "Mmm."

Once they were seated, Frances gave her stepmother a thumbnail version of the Melissa and Jordan situation, finishing with, "And she really seems to like him, mom. She asked him out for some takeout and ice cream on Saturday."

There was silence for a moment, then Mary said, "And you kissed this girl, Jordie? With everything we have all tried to do to keep each other safe, you kissed her?" Her voice was steady, but stern.

"Yes, auntie," he whispered, contrition is his tone.

Mary shook her head and thought for a few moments more. She sipped the wine and let the silence in the room speak to her disappointment.

"Well," Robbie said, "I don't know about anyone else, but I think the whole thing is just adorable. Our little princess is swept off her feet by another princess. It's everything you'd want in a trashy romance novel. Love at first sight, a forbidden kiss..."

"A worldwide plague..." Mary interjected. Then she looked at Jordan. "That was very impulsive, Jordie."

He stared at the floor. "I know. I'm sorry. I just couldn't help myself."

Mary shook her head some more as she tried to navigate the situation. She used the wine as a prop while she thought. She watched it as she swirled it in the glass.

"Don't be mad at him, mom," Frances pled Jordan's case. "Don't you remember what it was like to be young and in love."

Mary chuckled at that. "I remember what it was like to be young and I remember what it was like to be in love, but, sadly, for me, those two things did not coincide. Sure, I dated when I was young, but I was never really in love until I met your father. I was thirty one when we met, but... I do remember how it felt. The way that I needed to touch his hand, be hugged close to his chest, and feel his kiss. I do remember that." She sighed. "I'm not quite sure how we should handle this." She was honest. She wanted everyone to remain safe and healthy, but Jordan had found someone who cared for him, cared a lot, apparently, and she didn't want to mess that up for him. He deserved love as much as, or maybe even a little more than, anyone else.

"Jordie, come here."She patted the cushion beside her. Frances shifted to the side of the couch to make room as Jodie sat, legs folded under his bottom, and Mary put her arm around him, pulling his head to rest on her shoulder. "Listen, Jordie... we have to stay vigilant through this wave of illness, ok?"

He nodded.

"Now," I've spoken to Judge Lang, and we're in agreement..."

"Wait!" Frances interrupted. "You've already spoken to the judge? You knew about this before I told you?"

Mary nodded. "Yes."

"Then..." Frances was stunned. "... why did you make me tell you the whole story? Why didn't you just stop me and tell me you knew?"

"Because," Mary's voice was a bit maternally-superior, "I wanted to hear it from Jordie's point of view, but I guess he got used to using a lawyer at his hearing because he certainly hired an impressive mouthpiece for today's proceedings." She smiled at Frances.

"Regardless, though," Mary continued, "I was a little shocked when the judge called and told me about everything. They're not even home, by the way. Melissa told her mother about everything that happened as soon as they got into the car. She didn't get her cousins to team up against her mother and show up in their cute, marching nighties to keep her from getting mad. I do appreciate the windmill though."

"I'm sorry," Jordan muttered. "I was afraid you'd get mad."

The girls apologized as well.

"No harm done, I guess," Mary rubbed Jordan's bare arm. "So, here's what's going to happen. Amanda and I are going to chat tomorrow evening and we will come up with some guidelines that both you and Melissa will need to follow if you are to date. Understood?"

"Yes, ma'm." Jordan nodded.

"Alright, then. Let's just put it all aside for tonight, then." She kissed the boy's head. "Never be afraid, baby. You can tell me anything."

"Yes, ma'm," he repeated.

"Come on, Jordie," Robbie stood and extended a hand to her cousin. "Let's go upstairs and we can do each other's hair for bed time."

Once those two had left, Frances turned to her stepmother and said, "He seems to really like her, but it all seemed to happen really quick, don't you think?"

"What? Jordan and Melissa? I suppose so, but you saw Jordan when he first laid eyes on her. He was definitely smitten. No doubt about it. Maybe love at first sight is a real thing. Who knows."

"So..." Frances made sure that Jordan was not lingering near by before saying, "... you don't think that she's interested in Jordie's money, do you."

Mary took her hand in hers. "I don't think so. According to what I've heard about the judge's family, Jordan's money would hardly be a drop in the bucket to them. But... I guess this is going to be something that Jordie will have to think about from now on. Do people like him because he's a sweet, little guy, or are they just trying to take advantage of him. As for Melissa, though, I think she's a bit taken with Jordie. It might just be the novelty of a little, feminine partner who also happens to be a guy, or it might be the real thing. I guess we'll find out."

"It had better be the real thing," Frances said with a shake her head, "because if she hurts him, I don't care how tall she is, I will kick her butt."
 

 

By noon on Tuesday, the judge's dress was done. It was a beautiful, dusty blue, with a sleeveless, fitted top, modest neckline that buttoned down the front and a very professional looking, narrow skirt. Jordan was a bit concerned about the skirt because he wanted it to compliment the judge's shape without being too confining. The short slit in the back of the skirt should help with that, but the dress dummy didn't offer him a way to create a model of the judge's derrière, so he might have to do some alterations on the fly when she showed up on Thursday.

From Tuesday afternoon on, Jordan was sewing stitches and pulling stitches and staring at fabrics and making dozens of notes as he tried to create the perfect dress for Melissa to wear for her virtual graduation. He'd gotten a beautiful bolt of material with a blue and white, geometric pattern, but he eventually put it aside and started all over again. This time, it was a silky, rayon fabric that featured a white background with a pattern or green stems going every-which-way, with small red blossoms on the vines and larger blossoms of varying shade of pink. He spent a half an hour pinning the pattern to the material and was just starting to chalk out the outlines when he decided that the design would not compliment Melissa's curvy stature appropriately. So, he pulled each of the pins out of the fabric, folded the pattern up and re-filed it, then he sat and began sketching.

He had the pad with him at dinner until a Mary insisted that he focus on his food. He had it in front of the TV while they watched their evening shows and he was still working his pencil across the pages of the notebook when he finally let the pad fall on his chest when he fell asleep sometime after midnight.

At two forty-five Wednesday morning, Frances rose to use the lavatory and noticed Jordan's light was on. When she reached his room, she found him sprawled, spread eagle on the bed, his white cotton nightie riding up to nearly his panties. She spoke his name a couple of times, but all she got in return were soft, little breaths. Frances took the sketch book from his side and pulled a sheet over him, kissing his cheek before reaching for the light switch. At the last second, though, she stopped and stared at the page that Jordie had left open. The drawing was very different than the drawings of original designs that Jordan had made before. This was no mechanical drawing. This looked like a real fashion design. The dress was breathtakingly beautiful and hung from the shapely form he'd created on the page. The form looked remarkably like the girl who'd come to measured just a couple of days ago. The shape and the face, everything looked like Melissa.

"Holy cow," Frances whispered. She looked at her cousin in awe, then back at the sketch. "Holy cow."
 

 

"Jordie, this is just perfect," Judge Amanda Lang looked at herself from every possible angle in the salon mirrors.

"Sit down and stand back up again," Jordan suggested. "Make sure that the skirt isn't too tight or too loose."

The judge did as he suggested. "It feels perfect to me," she confirmed as she checked herself out again.

Jordan smiled. So far so good. The first dress had been approved.

"I'm going to go out and show Melissa. She's going to love this." She hustled out the door. Mary and Jordan followed.

"Mom, that is gorgeous!" Melissa raved. "You look amazing in that!"

"I told you," Mary said with her arm around her nephew. "Jordan is brilliant."

"Can I try on mine, now?" Melissa asked.

"Come on in." Mary turned and reentered the salon, Jordan still under her arm. She leaned down and whispered to him, "Just relax. Fit Melissa the same way you fit everyone else, ok?"

"Ok," he confirmed, but Mary could feel him quivering under her touch. He was both anxious and a little scared about being able to touch Melissa again and Mary wanted him to stay cool.

Melissa entered behind them. "I've been so excited all week!"

"I really hope you like it," Jordan said.

"Of course, I'll like it!" Melissa said with excitement. "I love the one you made for mom."

"But your's is very different," Jordan said as he retrieved the dress from the closet.

"Jordie designed it himself," Mary said, hoping to put Melissa in a supportive frame of mind. In fact, she'd only caught a glimpse of the dress and wasn't overly impressive at first glance.

"Wow! Now I am excited!" But Melissa's smile turned to a curious scowl as she saw the dress on the hanger. It wasn't at all like the dress she'd chosen on the iPad. It just seemed... run of the mill. A white, shirt dress with long, white sleeves that puffed just slightly. The front of the dress had larger then normal, though not too big, gold buttons running from the neck to the hem of the skirt and, also hanging from the hanger was a wide, black belt with a large, gold buckle.

"It's very soft and kind of sheer," Jordan explained. "You may want to wear a camisole under it, but you should keep it plain and subtle. Lace will show through. For panties, I'd recommend a plain, white thong or plain white tap pants. Briefs will probably show." Finally, he added, "and its meant to show off your figure, so heels are required. Four inch, five inch, whatever you feel comfortable in."

Mary covered her mouth to hide her amused smile. Imagine what it must be like to be given this kind of advice by a boy that you were about to date. The thing that tempered her amusement though was the fact that Melissa still did not look impressed.

"Try it on," Mary encouraged. "Let's see how it looks."

Melissa raised and lowered her eyebrows in a display of resigned hopelessness. "Ok."

She steeped into the deserted office and removed her sundress, then looked at the dress. A plain, white shirt dress? All this commotion over how talented he is and he designs her a plain, white shirt dress. Awesome. She still thought he was cute as hell, but... a white shirt dress?

On the hanger, the dress only had the five central buttons fastened, so and she unbuttoned those and pulled the dress up her arms and onto her shoulders as if it were a shirt. Wow. It was incredibly soft. Maybe there was more to this than she'd noticed at first glance. She proceeded to button all of the twenty buttons on the dress. It fitted her hard to fit body extremely well. Ok, points for tailoring, too, but it was still just a shirt dress. A nice shirt dress, sure, but not nice enough to wear to something special, even if that event was a virtual event.

The last button was right at her neck, so she opted not to button that one. She swayed and both felt and watched how the skirt moved. Ok, more points for making a beautiful, soft, full skirt that would flow beautifully, but - a shirt dress.

She opened the door and stepped into the salon. Mary was immediately more impressed with the dress than she had been. It hung beautifully on Melissa's curvy frame.

"Wait!" Jordan looked almost pained. "Why did you button all the buttons!?"

"I thought I should." Melissa looked at the dress. "How should I wear it?"

Jordan shook his head, obviously shocked that the rest of the world did not share his vision of how this dress should be worn.

Melissa started to unbutton the dress, but Jordan shook his head and took over the process. He looked at Mary and said, "There's a black belt in there. Could you get it?"

"Ok," Mary nodded, a bit concerned that Jordan's hands were unbuttoning buttons that were resting on Melissa's breasts.

When the first four buttons below Melissa's neck were unbuttoned, Jordan knelt in front of her and began unbuttoning from the bottom up.

As Mary reentered the salon, she saw her nephew on his knees, opening the front of Melissa's dress. "Jordan!" she nearly shouted. "What are you doing."

"Making the dress right." He shrugged, oblivious to Mary's concern. His attention was laser focused on the dress.

He had nearly unbuttoned the skirt to the point of immodesty when he finally stood and shook his head to clear his auburn hair from his vision. "Belt?" He said, holding out his hand without looking at Mary, still focusing on the dress. Mary handed it to him and he leaned in close, wrapping the belt around Melissa's slender waist, displaying the somewhat unusual, vertical buckle.

Suddenly, the dress didn't look like a simple white shirt dress anymore. It was an amazing designed that transformed Melissa from a pretty, tall woman into a sexy goddess.

"Wow!" Mary grunted, impressed beyond words.

"Stand on your tip goes like you're wearing heels," Jordan nearly ordered. Melissa complied and in doing so, exposed much more leg than before. "See," Jordan explained, "when you walk, the skirt will open and swing around you, exposing your beautiful legs."

"My beautiful legs?" Melissa muttered, surprised by such a candid remark from the quiet, little boy.

"Yes," he continued, "and you should keep as much cleavage visible as your comfortable showing. The buttons will hold it closed just fine, but it'll look nicer this way." He folded the collar outward, just a bit.

"Oh... ok..." Melissa said, looking in the mirrors, absolutely shocked by Jordan's lack of concern when touching her and also by what she saw.

"What size shoe do you wear?" Jordan suddenly asked.

"Shoes? Umm, seven," she replied.

Jordan opened a door and yelled out. "Franny! Can Melissa borrow a pair of your heels? Black, preferably, and a good high heel would be best."

Frances was shocked by the request. "Ok," she replied and ran towards the house.

Melissa was focused on the mirror when Jordan suddenly grabbed the back of the dress' skirt and gave it a shake to make it pull some of loose of the belt amp do make it lay nicer. The sudden breeze up her skirt surprised Melissa and she let out a surprised, "Ohh!"

Moments later, Frances appeared with a pair of black, three inch heeled pumps with an open toe and red soles. "These are the tallest I have," she said, then, noticing how Melissa looked, she said, "Oh, wow! Jordie! She looks just like the sketch you made of the dress. It's beautiful!"

"Thanks," Jordan smiled, then knelt again, took Melissa's right foot in his hands and guided it into the shoe. Then he did the same with her left foot. "They should be a higher heel to accentuate your legs, but these will do for now. Now, walk around the salon and watch how the skirt moves."

She did and the results were amazing. Without having her hair or makeup done, Melissa was, unquestionably, a goddess.

"Jordie," she uttered, "I... I just can't... I can't find the right words. It's just amazing. I love it! Thank you!" She hugged him tightly, his head only breast high due to the added height from the pumps.

Mary was about to raise her voice because they were not social distancing, but then she realized that Jordan had earned this hug and that they'd already kissed just a couple of days ago, anyway. Besides, they'd both been in seclusion for months. She would ignore it for now and hope for the best.

"I've got to show my mother!" Melissa bubbled and headed for the door.

Mary grabbed Jordan's arm as he made to follow her. "Jordie... that dress... you've completely outdone yourself. I never expected you to be able to... I'm just so amazed!" She smiled, then hugged him and kissed his cheek. "You are unbelievable!"

"Thanks, auntie." He smiled that cute, little girl's smile of his.

"Oh, my God!" They heard Amanda shriek from the side yard. "Melissa! I can't believe it! That's the most beautiful dress I've ever seen and it fits you perfectly!"

Mary smiled at the excited sound of the woman's reaction. "Go on, baby. Go take a bow."
 

 

"So," Amanda explained in her 'judge' tone, "both Mary and I agree that we can't just forbid you from seeing each other, but you have to agree to staying safe while you're together. You will continue to remain as isolated as possible when your apart and when you're together you will avoid large crowds. Masks are on at take-out counters. If the people behind the counter aren't wearing masks, you leave and go somewhere else. You use hand sanitizer after you touch money or you touch surfaces that others may have touched and, I'm sure it goes without saying, no unprotected sex."

"Mom!" Melissa shrieked. "It's a first date! What kind of a slut do you think I am?"

Amanda shook her head and looked at Mary with a 'can you believe this' look.

"What you're mother means is, extra caution is important right now. That extends to intimacy." Mary explained calmly. "You do understand why she's bringing it up, right?"

Melissa let out a nervous laugh and smiled at Jordan. "Don't worry, Jordie. I find you adorable, but I think I can resist having full blown intercourse with you on our first date."

Surprised by her brazenness, Jordan just blushed in reply.

"So, are we all on the same page?" Judge Amanda asked.

"Yes," Jordan nodded.

"Yes, your honor," Melissa chuckled. She looked at Mary and Jordan and smiled. "When mom says things like 'on the same page,' or 'all our ducks in a row,' that's her 'judge voice.' It's best to just humor her when she's like that or else she'll just start pontificating. She spends a lot of time in courtrooms where her opinion can't be challenged. It plays with her brain."

Mary chuckled at that, but Amanda let out an exasperated sigh. It was clear that this was an on going issue between mother and daughter.

"Ok, I'll admit," Amanda laughed at herself, "that I do have the propensity to 'speak from on high,' as my daughter likes to put it, but all that aside, are you girls on board with these rules?"

"Yes," Jordan said, eager to clear any obstructions to being with Melissa.

"Your honor, I will agree to the terms." Melissa took on a very officious tone, "however, I would like the court records to indicate that we are agreeing only because we want you both to feel
comfortable. We are both adults and we are well within our rights to make our own decisions. Does the court acknowledge these
stipulations?"

Again, Amanda sighed. "The court does acknowledge the stipulation, but further stipulates that both Mary and I are within our rights to invoke the ancient 'when you live in my house, you'll follow my rules' law."

"Agreed." Melissa grinned as she stood and shook her mother's hand. She offered Mary a fist bump, which Mary responded to, very awkwardly.

"Oh," Melissa said in a sad breath, "I guess I should get out of my beautiful new dress and get back into my regular clothes." She smiled at Jordan. "I suppose this is too fancy to wear when we just go for a ride and some take out, huh?"

Jordan smiled. "Would you like something new for Saturday? I started a different dress before I designed this one. I can finish it for you."

"Really!?" Melissa was thrilled at the idea of another dress that fit as well as this one did.

"Melissa," the judge said under her breath, "don't take advantage of her."

"Oh, she's not," Jordan assured her. "I was going to finish it anyway, besides, I have to make my own dress for Saturday. It's no big deal."

Judge Amanda stared at him. "Two dresses in a day or a day and a half? Is that even possible?"

"Don't challenge him," Mary said with comic concern. "He'll make twelve if you want him to."
 

 

That evening, Frances was brushing out Jordan's hair as he sat on the ottoman in front of her in the upstairs TV room. Robbie was there, too, painting her nails.

"Are you excited about Saturday?" Frances asked.

"Yeah," Jordan admitted.

"Excited or horny?" Robbie joked.

As Jordan blushed, Frances chided her sister. "Knock it off, Robbie. Jordie's not like that."

"Oh, yeah? Did you see how Melissa looked in that dress? I almost had an erection when I saw her."

"Stop it," Frances tried to be the mature one, but Robbie's remark did make her giggle a bit.

As Frances continued to brush Jordan's auburn hair, Jordan felt the need to say, "I do get them, you know. Erections, I mean. Just because I can't father a child doesn't mean that I don't get... excited... by beautiful women."

"We know, Jordie," Frances said, afraid that they'd upset him.

"I think that we all realized that when we saw Melissa in that dress." Robbie giggled.

"Ok, really!" Frances tried again to be mature.

"Oh, come on," Robbie persisted, "you saw her, didn't you! He made her look like that, Franny. Jordie, you spent an entire day sketching out that dress and another day sewing it. You knew how she'd look in it. You must have had a hard on the whole time, right!?"

Frances was completely speechless at that remark.

The room was silence for a moment, until Jordan final mumbled, "I guess I kinda did."

For a second, the silence remained, but then the sisters broke into huge belly laughs of joy and shock.

Robbie hopped off her chair and sat on the floor in front of the ottoman. Still smiling and very excited, she spoke quietly so that, should her stepmother appear, their conversation would remain confidential.

"So," she bubbled, "you know what gets you going, but what do you know about making a girl happy?"

"Well," Jordan considered this, "she seemed to really like the dress I made her."

"No," Frances said, just as guiltily, "Robbie means, making her happy... sexually."

"Oh," Jordan felt a wave of heat pass over him at just the merest thought of Melissa and the word 'sexually' being in the same conversation. "I don't know. I mean... I know about kissing and intercourse..."

"Woah, woah! Hold up, there, cowboy!" Robbie laughed. "There's a lot of space between kissing and intercourse!"

"Yeah, there are entire continents between those two things!" Frances agreed. "Look, Jordie..." She steeled herself to have a conversation with someone that she never expected would need this kind of information. "Maybe it's time that we have a serious talk."

"A talk?" Jordan asked curious.

"THE talk!" Robbie corrected.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Quarantine: 7 - Feelings

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Quarantine: 7 - Feelings

by Clara
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Jordie's first date with Melissa


 
Author's Note: Thank you all for the reviews and comments. Please continue to post both pro and con remarks. I really, really learn from your comments! ~Clara.
 
This version of Quarantine: 7 - Feelings has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 7
 
 

 

"So," Melissa was fascinated, "you ARE going to become a woman at some point?"

"No," Jordan explained as they drove in Melissa's ten year old Toyota Avalon. She'd explained that she'd bought it from her grandparents and, even though it was kind of an 'old lady' car, it had low mileage and was in very good shape. "I'm not going to ever become a woman," Jordan continued, "I would like to get breasts, though."

"And why is that?"

"Because..." he sighed. No one ever understood this, "... I love clothes - dresses, actually - and I want to look... natural in them. If I have breasts, I will look right."

"And a padded bra...?"

"Not natural enough."

Melissa thought about this. "Will there be hormones involved?"

"I don't know yet," Jordan answered honestly. "Right now, I'm not really producing a lot of male hormones anyway, so I'm not sure it matters."

Melissa pulled into the parking area for the viewing path that runs around the southern tip of the massive Quabbin Reservoir, the body of water in western-central Massachusetts that had been created in the mid twentieth century by damming the Swift River and flooding out a handful of communities in order satisfy the water needs of the Boston area, sixty miles to the east. Despite the carnage and loss the development of the reservoir had created, it had also created new and beautiful views from many places, but none as pretty as this walkway. When Melissa had told Frances that she was looking for a nice place to take a walk with Jordan, Frances had suggested this spot.

Melissa got out of the car, once again admiring the fit of the flowered dress that Jordan had created for their first date. She'd always had difficulty finding well fitting clothes, but Jordan had no problem fitting her perfectly. The soft material fell to just above her knees and fit her broader-than-normal-for-a-woman shoulders in a casual way. She was wearing her athletic walking shoes, though, which Jordan did seem to find a bit off-putting.

She hustled to the passenger door and opened the door for her little date, who really surprised her by wearing a baby-blue dress that had a seemingly random pattern of tiny, yellow and white daisies all over it. The dress had a collar, puffy, short sleeves with plain blue bows on the cuffs, a button opening at the neck, and elastic waist and a straight skirt that ended at mid thigh. What surprised Melissa wasn't the dress itself, but the way that it seemed to youth-en his appearance. The tiny dress, the puffy, bowed sleeves, the short skirt combined with his auburn hair, with the adorable bangs, tied into a high ponytail, the thin, pale arms and slender, but shapely legs made him look like a middle schooler or high school freshman at most.

Somehow, Melissa found the whole look very erotic.

She offered a hand and helped Jordan emerge from vehicle. He smiled and whispered, "Thank you."

"Do you have your mask in case you need it?" Melissa asked.

"Oh, yeah," Jordie turned and opened his new purse, a hand-me-down from Robbie, and pulled out a mask made from the same material as his dress. "All set."

He stepped forward so that Melissa could close the door, but she blocked him. "Not quite 'all set.'" She smiled, then she leaned down and laid a soft, gentle kiss on his lips. It was as warm and as sweet and as tender as each remembered the first two kissing being. When Melissa released him, Jordan smiled back and blushed. "Now, you're all set."

She took his hand and they moved down the path, towards the dam's administration building and the walking path.

"So..." Melissa smiled, "... can I ask you a very... very... personal question?"

"Sure," Jordan chuckled. "You can ask me anything."

"Can you... get... an erection?"

"Wow," Jordan giggled, "Robbie and Franny told me that there was a long way between a kiss and intercourse. You must be jumping to the next level."

"No," Melissa laughed, "I'm just wondering. Can you?"

Jordan bit his lip and shrugged. "Yes. I guess I can."

"Guess? How can you not know the answer to that?"

"Well... when I wake up, you know... some times I'm... stiff... down there."

"Just when you wake up?"

"I guess. I mean... what do you mean?"

That made Melissa laugh out loud. "You know what I mean. When you... you know... play with it... Does it stay hard, then?"

"You mean masturbate?" He was very matter of fact.

"Of course that's what I mean. Does it stay hard when you masturbate?"

"I don't know. I've never done that."

Melissa stopped and gasped at Jordan. "Never!? You've never? Never ever? How is that possible?"

Jordan shrugged. "Is that weird?"

In the brief time that she'd known Jordan, Melissa had learned that 'weird' was a trigger word that needed to be avoided. "No... not weird. Just... unusual, I guess. Most guys can't leave their's alone."

Jordan shrugged, again. "I guess I'm just not that interested in having sex with myself. Do you masturbate?"

Melissa stood wide eyed and mute for a moment or two. "Umm... I... umm... yes. Yes, I do."

"All the time?"

"Oh, my God, Jordie! No! Not all the... Look, I think maybe we should talk about something else."

"According to Robbie and Franny, women like to be 'made love to' rather than just think about sex." Jordan spoke as if this was a perfectly normal conversation to have on a first date.

"Well, I suppose that's true, but we still like... oh, my God, I wish I'd never started this conversation." She shook her head and rubbed her forehead. "Wait... did you just say that your cousins told you what girls like?"

"Yeah," Jordan nodded.

"What... I know I'm going to regret asking, but... what did they tell you?"

Jordan considered the question. "Well... like women like to have their earlobes nibbled and... their necks kissed and... after a few dates, to have their breasts caressed."

Melissa raised her eyebrows. That was all pretty innocent. "Is that all?"

"Well... no..." Now, Jordan laughed. "They told be some embarrassing things too."

"Embarrassing, how?" Melissa had to hear this.

"You know... like... how to do oral sex and...."

"Ok, ok, ok!" Melissa laughed. "We're not going to need to use that information for awhile, yet." She exhaled and shook her head again. "New topic. You look adorable in that dress."

Jordan looked down. "Do you like it? I made it special for today. See, the blue in my dress matches the blue flowers on yours and the yellow daisies on mine look just like the daisies on yours. We match without looking like twins."

Melissa looked from Jordan's dress to her own. "Oh, wow! I never would have noticed that. That's so cute!"

That pleased Jordan, greatly. He smiled and rose up and down on his toes several times.

"Come on," Melissa grinned at his joy, "let's go look at the views."
 

 

"A one hundred million dollar account, Leary. A One. Hundred. Million. Dollar. Account! And you just let it slip right through your goddamned fingers! What the hell is wrong with you!?" Maria Otero-Melewski was livid. She was so angry that she'd called Attorney James Leary into her office during this ridiculous pandemic hoax, knowing she could face fines or worse if anyone found out. "Do you have ANY IDEA how much money we earned annually managing this account for the last twelve years!? And that was before the two doctors died and we would have had access to the money they left to the kid! You have fucked up, big time, Jimbo! BIG TIME!"

"Look, Maria..."

"Don't 'look Maria' me, Jim. Get that account back. Do you hear me? GET IT BACK, or pack up and get out. End of story!"

"But... the judge already ruled..."

"END OF STORY, ACE! Either you fix this or you're outta here!"

"Ok... ok.... I'll figure something out."

"You'd best. Now, get out of my sight, and don't put one of those foolish masks on! They make you look like an idiot!"
 

 

Jordan sat at a picnic table set off to the side of the roadside dairy bar that was known for its fried fish and soft-serve ice cream. Melissa had done her homework and found this place through a google search of every possible take out restaurant in the area. This one scored very high on the Yelp reviews, so, even though it was nearly an hour's drive from the southern tip of the Quabbin reservoir where they had taken their long walk, it was her choice.

She'd ordered herself the fish and chip plate and a clam strip boat for Jordan. After a wait of ten or twelve minutes, their number was called and Melissa had comets the window to collect the tray of food. As she turned to return to the picnic table, a woman in her latethirties who appeared to be attractive, but with a mask on it was impossible to be certain, stopped her.

"Excuse me," the woman said as sweetly as possible. "I hate to bother you, but - I was just wondering if I could ask you a question."

"Sure," Melissa replied, happy to help if she could.

"Your little sister's dress, I noticed it when she came over to get some napkins." The woman let the sentence hang there as if she expected Melissa to respond in some way.

"What about it?" Melissa finally asked.

"Can you tell me where you got it? I'm looking for something like that for my daughter."

"Oh!" Melissa chuckled, amused by the fact that the woman thought that Jordan was her little sister. "She made that herself. In fact, she made my dress, too."

"Oh, my!" The woman laughed. "You're kidding me!" She reached across the tray of food and touched the material on Melissa's shoulder. "That's gorgeous! I'm very impressed."

"Me too," Melissa laughed. "I'm very hard to fit and she did it like a day - both dresses - hers and mine. I've never met anyone who could sew like she does. And - for the record - she's not my little sister. She's my... friend. She's just very petite. She does make dresses to order, though. They are a little pricey, but, as you can see, they're really worth it. Would you like to meet her?"

"Oh, yes, please," the woman gushed.

The woman summoned her daughter, who, Melissa noted, was approximately the same size as Jordan, and Melissa led them to the table. "Jordie," she said, "this lady and her daughter would like to talk to you about your dresses."

A bit concerned about what Melissa may have told the woman, Jordan did his best to look confident as he extricated himself from the picnic table's attached bench and stood. "Oh?" Was all he said.

"Yes," the woman began, "I was just telling your friend, here... my daughter, her name is Eva, was very taken by your dress. I'll afraid I mistook you for a much younger girl, masks make it so difficult to figure these things out, so I asked your friend, assuming she was your sister, where your dress had come from. Anyway, long story short, she tells me that you make dresses to order. Is that correct?"

Jordan looked at the woman and her daughter, who, he realized, was exactly the same height as him, and replied, "Oh, yes, that is true."

"Oh, that's wonderful!" The woman bubbled. "You see, Eva is about to graduate from her middle school in a couple of weeks - it's all going to be online, of course - and, well you now how things are right now, we've had to cancel our big trip to Florida and our annual week at The Cape, so - I promised Eva that I'd get her a nice graduation dress. The problem is - the nice stores are closed and we've ordered two dresses online already and the first was way too small and second was just garbage. So, is there anyway that we might come by your shop and maybe have a dress made for my Eva?"

"I don't really have a shop..." Jordan began. Frankly, he wasn't even sure where he was or how far he was from his aunt's house. He was a bit befuddled and needed to think a bit.

Melissa realized that he needed to think, so she filled in the space. "Graduating middle school, Eva? That's quite a big step! High school in the fall, I imagine."

"Yes," the girl was happy to join in the conversation. "I'll be a freshman in the fall."

"So that makes you, what... fifteen?"

"Fourteen," she nodded. "I'll be fifteen in October."

"Fourteen," Melissa mulled that over. Fourteen years old. She'd gone from dating a six foot five pre-law major to a seamstress who looked more like a fourteen year old girl than an adult male. How cool was that!? It gave her butterflies in her stomach.

"What do you think?" The woman persisted.

"I... I Kinda work out of my aunt's beauty salon," Jordan finally said. "I guess I could do it, but I'd need you to come there to be measured and to pick out a style and then to be fitted when the dress was completed."

"I see," the woman nodded. "And where is your aunt's beauty salon?"

"Just off the common in Hardwick."

"Oh..." the woman seemed a bit deflated. "Hardwick? That's... that's quite a ways to go for a dress, isn't it?" She nodded, silently and thought. Then she heaved a sigh. "Well, I guess it just isn't possible, then. I'm sorry to have bothered you. Enjoy your lunches."

Jordan didn't know how to respond to this situation. He didn't want to disappoint anyone, but his aunt's salon was where it was. There wasn't anything he could do about it, so he just nodded as Eva and her mother turned away.

"It was very nice meeting you, both," Melissa said. "And
congratulations, Eva!"

"Thank you," the child responded, obviously dejected.

"That's too bad," Melissa said, as she slid onto the picnic table bench with remarkable grace.

Jordan watched them walk away, a bit of a knot in his stomach. "Yeah. I would have liked to have made that girl happy. I'm actually really good at that."

"I know," Melissa looked over her shoulder at the departing mother and child. "Come on, Jordie. Your clams are getting cold."
 

 

"Bill Weber, please."

-

"Bill! Jim Leary, here. How's it going?"

-

"Good to hear. Helen and the kids, they're doing well, too?"

-

"Excellent. Look, Bill, the reason I called is... well, are you still serving on the board of directors of The Mass Bar Association?"

-

"Uh Huh. Great, look... I am in a bind. A judge made a ruling against me that is costing me big time and she didn't really follow courtroom procedures."

-

"Yes. Online."

-

"Well, here's the thing, Bill - I'd really like someone from The Bar Association to review the proceedings. Someone who... understands how important it is to me that things work out correctly."

-

"Woah. That's a little steep, Bill..."

-

"No, no... I can manage that much, if that's what it takes. When can you review the case?"

-

"Today is great?"

-

"Well, the primary thing I need is to win back control of the account in question. If we could find a way to get the judge removed and the small-town-bitch lawyer disbarred, that would be icing on the cake. Hahaha."

-

"Of course, I understand that would be more expensive, but if I can get control of the account back to my firm, there will be plenty of money for all concerned."

-

"Excellent, Bill. Hey, give my love to Helen and the kids! See you on the links as soon as this idiot governor opens up the golf courses, again."

-

"Perfect. Thanks, buddy. Bye."
 

 

"I'm sorry to bother you, again," the same woman stopped Jordan and Melissa as they were depositing their trash in the receptacle, "but... don't think I'm crazy or anything, but... do you think it might be possible for Eva to try on your dress? I know, I know, I sound like a lunatic, but... it's been such a rotten year for her, as you can imagine. I was just thinking that, IF the dress fit her, maybe we could just order one to be made just like this one and you could ship it to us."

Both Jordan and Melissa were stunned by the question. Obviously, this woman was very taken by Jordan's dress. Melissa looked good Jordan who shrugged. "I guess that might work..."

"Oh, that's wonderful!" The woman clapped her hands.

"Where can we do this, though?" Melissa asked.

"See that blue minivan?" The woman pointed. "That's mine. Eva's older sister is a cheerleader and they're both part of the dance team, etc, and that requires that she and her teammates get changed on the fly pretty frequently, so my husband installed blinds on the windows and a drape can be pulled across behind the driver's seat. It's very private."

Jordan was a bit scared at the moment. He'd tucked himself and all, but the idea of getting changed in the same space as a fourteen year old girl seems to be a very bad idea and one that could easily end quiet badly.

"Well..." Melissa had similar thoughts. "... I'm not sure that Jordie would be all that comfortable getting changed in there with Eva..."

"Oh, no, no," the woman immediately realized the confusion. "I have plenty of extra clothes with us. If Jordie would take off her dress and put on one of Eva's, then she could come out and wait while Eva goes in and tries on Jordie's dress. See? It'll all be very private."

Jordan took a deep breath and shrugged at Melissa.

"Ok," Melissa shrugged as well. "Let's see what happens."

The woman led them to the blue minivan, calling her daughter to join them on the way. She opened the slider, then dropped the two seats immediately behind the driver's row and lowered them into their storage areas in the floor. Then she climbed in, closed the blinds and pulled the curtain closed.

"See! Better than a dressing room at the mall!" The woman was very excited. She hustled to the hatch in the rear of the vehicle and pulled out a duffle bag. She opened it and produced a cute, little sundress. It was a soft green-blue with little images of Disney's version of Rapunzel in various attitudes slashed about it. "It's a bit young for you, I know, but it'll only be for a few minutes." She handed it to Jordan.

Jordan took the dress, opened it so he could see it - the childish pattern, the inexpensive spaghetti straps, the smocked bodice - it looked like it was a bit young for Eva as well.

"We went to Disney World in February, with the girls' dance team," the woman explained. "All the girls got dresses like these. Eva got Rapunzel, Belle, Merida and who knows what other princesses."

"It'll just be for a few minutes," Melissa giggled. "It'll be fine."

Jordan shrugged and climbed into the minivan. Less than a minute later, he emerged in the Rapunzel dress, feeling just a bit odd.

"Ok, Eva," the woman smiled. "Jump in and try it on."

"Ok, mom," Eva practically leapt into the minivan and was pulling her shorts and tee shirt off before the door was even closed.

"Does it fit?" The woman asked, through the window.

"Oh, mom, it fits perfect!" Eva shouted as she opened the slider and bounded out. "Wow, we must be exactly the same size!"

There was no denying it, the dress hugged her absolutely perfectly. It revealed her modest, developing breasts, hung nicely from her still narrow hips and looked just adorable on the girl.

"Well," the woman said, "I guess we don't need to come down to be measured. Could I pay you to make Eva a dress like this and have you send it to us? I'll add in the cost of shipping, of course."

Jordan was feeling a little cornered. He'd never made a dress without a formal measuring and fitting. "Umm... I guess... but..." then it occurred to him, "...the fabric! You need to pick the fabric."

"Maybe you could send her photos of the materials you'd suggest and she could pick from those," Melissa suggested, trying to be helpful.

Jordan mulled that for a moment or two, then said. "Ok. I guess we can do that."

"Mom," Eva said, excitedly motioning for her mother to bend so she could whisper in her ear.

"What, Evie?" She listened as the girl whispered into her ear. "Oh!" The woman said, "Well, I guess we can make this very simple." She smiled. "Eva says that she loves this material, so if you could make her one just like this, she'd be thrilled."

"Oh, great!" Melissa clapped her hands and smiled. "So, Jordie, you know the style and you know the fabric, so I guess you just need to discuss the price."

"Oh, well..." Jordie hated disappointing anyone, but there was a problem to address. "See... I don't have enough of that fabric to make another dress."

"Oh," the woman said. "Well, could you order more of this?"

"I don't think so," Jordan said, quietly. "This was in the stock my grandmother and great grandmother had saved in the sewing room at my aunt's house. I doubt that I could order it. Maybe something similar, but not exactly the same."

The woman looked at Eva. "Well, your can't get a dress exactly like it, but we can get you something similar. Is that ok."

Eva was deflated. "Yeah, I guess. This is just perfect, though. I wish I could get one just like it."

"I'm sure it will be lovely, dear," the woman consoled and rubbed her daughter's shoulders. "So... what will this cost?"

Jordan didn't reply. He was thinking.

"Well," Melissa was stalling until Jordan spoke, "I think we'll need to find out how much the material will cost, first. Then we'll need to add that to Jordan's time and skill... how many hours do you think it will take you to complete a dress like this, Jordie?"

No answer.

"Jordie?"

"An hour and a half," Jordan muttered.

"Really?" The woman said, amazed.

"No," Melissa let out a nervous laugh, "I don't think that Jordie heard the question correctly."

"Yes I did," Jordan said without looking away from Eva. "It took me an hour and a half to make that dress, yesterday. It might even be faster if I decide to make another."

"If?" The woman asked. "I thought we had agreed..."

"No... we hadn't," Jordan shook his head. "I don't think I want to..."

"Jordie," Melissa coughed and got his attention, "maybe we should talk about this in private."

"No," Jordan turned to the woman. "I don't want to sell you a dress."

The woman looked indignant and was about to put Jordan in his place, when he spoke first.

"Eva, do you really like that dress?"

"Yes," the child said, dejectedly. "I love it. It's perfect and it so soft and comfortable."

Jordan nodded. "Then it's yours. Congratulations on your graduation from middle school."

"Now, just a minute..." the woman began, but then stopped and looked at Jordan. "Are you serious? I'm very happy to pay for the dress. Honestly!"

Jordan shook his head and smiled behind his mask. "No. It's a gift. Eva likes it too much for me to charge you for it."

"Oh, thank you!" Eva shrieked as she made to hug Jordan, but her mother intervened.

"No hugs, Evie. Remember we need to distance. Although, I'd really like to hug you myself, Jordie. That was very kind. Thank you."

"You're welcome," he blushed and looked at the dirt of the unpaved parking lot.

"Ahem," Melissa cleared her throat. "If I may point out a slight problem. Jordie, you need something to wear home and I'm sure that Eva and her mom don't want to lose that dress. It was, after all, a souvenir from Disney World." She looked at the woman. "Do you have anything less precious that Jordie could wear home?"

"Oh," the woman looked through the duffel bag. "Actually, no. Everything else belongs to Eva's big sister."

"That's ok," Jordie nodded. "Give me your address and when I get home today, I'll wash the dress and send it back to you."

"Oh, no," the woman shook her head. "There's no need to do that. You can keep the dress."

"That's ok," Jordie chuckled.

"I agree," Melissa chuckled as well. "Don't get me wrong, Jordie is as cute as a button in that dress, but it is an awfully young style and I don't think it would get much use. We'll send it back."

"Well... ok!" The woman was nearly bursting with happiness. "Honestly, Jordie... Melissa... I don't know how to thank you. You've made my little girl very happy. Thank you."

Melissa could see by the twinkle in Jordan's eyes that he was happy to have done what he did. When he remained silent, Melissa said, "I think you've made my little girl very happy, too."
 

 

As they drove along, eating the ice cream they'd selected for their desserts, Jordan mused, "That's what I really want to do with the money I'm getting. Make young people happy. Especially girls. Did you see her smile? That made me feel good."

"That's great, Jordie," Melissa smiled and reached over to squeeze his exposed knee.

She drove a bit further, then asked, "Are you planning on making a lot of money designing dresses? Because I think you can, but you can't just give them away like that."

"Did you see how happy it made her?"

"Yes."

"Then I got paid plenty - and, by the way, I was talking about my parents' estate. I want to use most of that money to make people happy."

The statement confused Melissa, a bit. She didn't know a lot about Jordan, that was kind of the point of the date. She knew he lived with his Aunt Mary and his cousins, but that was about all. "Have you parents passed away?"

"Yes," jordan replied, matter of factly. "Didn't your mother tell you that?"

"My mother? No. I just assumed that she found out that you made dresses and got in touch with you, somehow."

Jordan shook his head. "No. She was the judge at the hearing about my parents' estate."

Melissa shook her head. "If it takes place in her courtroom, Jordie, then she'll never talk about it. She takes things like that very seriously."

"Oh, I thought you knew," Jordan was surprised. As he slowly continued to eat his small cup of vanilla soft serve with rainbow sprinkles, he gave Melissa a brief summary of his story and his parents' estate.

"Jordie!" Melissa pulled the Toyota to the side of the road and put it in park. "Your parents died, like, a month ago? That's awful! I'm so sorry. You must be heartbroken." She took his hand in hers.

He shrugged. "I guess, but I should probably tell you... I have a hard time processing emotions. I mean, I WANT to feel bad and I WANT to miss them... it's just hard for me."

"I understand." Melissa whispered. Then she smiled and said, "You don't seem to have a problem telling me how you feel."

He blushed and put a small spoonful of ice cream in his mouth.

Melissa giggled, "Let's see... we've kissed about a half dozen times, now and I can tell how you feel when we do."

"It's different with you and auntie and my cousins. Life makes sense to me when I'm with you or them. I don't know why, but it does."

"That's very sweet," Melissa smiled at him, sitting there in the passenger seat, wearing the Rapunzel dress. What a precious little gift he was! "So, do you have brothers or sisters?"

"No, just me," Jordan shrugged.

"Huh... well, if you don't mind me asking, if there are no other family members to contest your parents' will, why did my mom get involved?"

Jordan told her about Mr Leary and how he'd tried to take the inheritance, and how he'd decided to split it with his family and help others with the rest.

"Holy smokes," Melissa uttered, looking across at the little man, "you're like a saint or something. Honestly, if you weren't right here next to me, I'd swear that it couldn't be possibly for someone like you to exist."

With no logical response available to Jordan, he put a cover onto his half eaten cup of ice cream and said. "I'm done." Then he looked around at the scenery. "Are we headed back to Aunt Mary's now? I'm not really sure where we are."

"We were, but let's not go back, just yet. Look, there's an Audubon trail just ahead. Would you like to take another walk?"

"Sure," Jordan was willing to do anything to prolong his time with Melissa.

She drove the few yards, pulled in to the gate and brought the car to a stop in the deserted parking lot. They took a look at the map that was posted at the start of the trail. It was a two mile walk and the sign spoke of a view of a valley where they could get a 'spectacular view' of the Ware River at the halfway point of the trail.

"Just a second," Melissa said. She opened the trunk of the Avalon and took out a yellow, polar fleece blanket. When a Jordan asked why she needed it, she said, "We may want to sit for a few minutes." She also reached back into the car and, after a few moments, emerged with a small pouch that she hung from her wrist.

"What's that?" Jordan asked.

"A little purse for walking. It's got my phone and wallet and a few other things."

It was a beautiful and warm late spring afternoon and the trees were all just starting to fill their branches with leaves again. They walked and they talked and they walked and they talked and eventually they came to the scenic overlook of the valley with the Ware River flowing through it.

"Let's sit for a bit," Melissa suggested and Jordan readily agreed.

They spread the fairly large blanket out on the shallow hillside and sat, looking at the view below.

After a few moments, Melissa took his hand, brought it to her lips and kissed it.

"Can I ask you a personal question?" Melissa asked.

"More personal than asking me if I could get an erection?" Jordan asked.

She laughed. "Ok. Can I ask you ANOTHER personal question?l

"Sure."

"Is... is this your first date?"

He thought for a moment, then said, "Yes. I guess so. I mean, you don't mean like play dates and things like that, right?"

Melissa laughed she answered, "No. I mean a real date. Like with a girl."

"Then, yes. This is my first date."

She pulled him close. "I hope you're enjoying it and that we can do it some more."

"I'd like that." His face was so near her breasts that he thought he might faint. Maybe he should just keep the conversation going. "Is this your first date?"

"No, no," Melissa laughed, "no, it isn't. But I will say, it is one of the best."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah," Melissa giggled. "I've never been on a date with a guy in a dress before and I've certainly never been on a date with a guy who traded his dress with a ninth grader! How could I not love that!?"

"So... you don't mind that I wear dresses?"

She smiled down at him, then leaned down and laid a gentle, soft kiss on his lips. "I love that you wear dresses."

She kissed him, again. "I love that you wear earrings."

She kissed him again. "I love that you wear your hair in bangs and a ponytail."

She kissed him again. "I love that you wear makeup."

She kissed him again. "I love that you wear lipstick."

She kissed him again. "I love that you wear panties." She kissed him, again.

"How do you know I wear panties," Jordan grinned up at her. "You're just assuming."

"I am," she giggled, "but I know how to check."

She kissed him, again and slipped her hand down to his smooth thigh and gently slid it up to the top his legs, the light cotton fabric of the inexpensive dress that hung loosely from the smocked top yielding easily to her hand. She felt the edge of his underwear. "Hmmm.... Feels kind of silky, but not like silk boxers."

Jordan was amazed that Melissa was this... brazen. That she would so casually maneuver her hand into such a private area. It felt invasive. It felt dangerous. It felt aggressive. It felt wrong - but - It made him feel ticklish from her touch. It made him feel special to be touched. It made him feel just a little wanton for allowing it. It made him feel submissive to her touch and that was a feeling, he realized for the very first time, he wanted more than anything - to submit to Melissa.

Melissa slipped her finger under the elastic that encased his hip. "Definitely silky, but light and airy and sexy." She leaned low and kissed him, softly, "Very sexy." She felt him shiver in her arms. She could remember that first make out session feeling - having a boy touch her in new and exciting ways. It was one of a girl's fondest memories and it was one that she was going to give to the little man, in the little girl's dress, who was nestled in her arms.

She played with the elastic of the leg opening for a few seconds, then pulled her finger free and ran her hand along the silky material towards Jordan's belly. As she reached the center panel of the panty, though, the silkiness ended and it felt a bit rougher. "Is that lace I feel" she giggled, causing Jordan to also giggle and smile as he shrugged his shoulders. "It is lace, isn't it? Oh, you are a sexy thing!"

With her whole palm, she felt the lacy panel that covered his lower abdomen, but underneath the silky lace, Jordan's belly was as flat as any girl's. "I think something's missing," she smiled down at him. "You told me that you had one. Where is it, you naughty little thing?"

Jordan leaned up and he initiated a soft kiss this time, then whispered, "It's tucked away... down there."

"Oh?" Melissa raised her eyebrows in mock surprise as she used two fingers to slide along the lacy panel, towards the junction of his legs and then in between them. She felt the warm, firming organ tucked into the panty's gusset and slowly, very slowly, ran her fingers along it. "I think I found it."

This was a sensation that Jordan had never felt before. Only a doctor had ever touched his penis before, and it didn't feel anything like this. Melissa felt him tense up and didn't want his inexperience to lead to a shortened encounter, so she calmed him with a motherly, "Shhh. It's ok. Relax and let me make you feel good. If you stay relaxed, it will last a lot longer. Just trust me. I know what I'm doing."

Jordan took a deep breath, then exhaled it and laid back, enjoying Melissa's strong, soft touch. He still was mesmerized just by the feel of silky panties encasing his body, but to feel Melissa's gentle touch caressing him through that silkiness was something very, very different. His eyelids fluttered with excitement as he tried to relax and enjoy every sensation.

Melissa had been in this exact situation several times before. That time of newness, of experimentation, of getting to know every inch of her partner. The thing was, though, every time before this, she was the one being held in her lover's arms and she was the one feeling a strong hand exploring under her skirts, feeling her panties and hearing her lover's flirtatious words. She'd loved feeling sexy and vulnerable in that position, but this was a whole new feeling. She was the strong, tender one who was controlling the situation. Controlling the feelings. Controlling her lover. She still felt tender and feminine, but there was a sense of power in her that she'd never felt before. A sense of almost owning this beautiful boy in her arms.

Much to Jordan's surprise and regret, Melissa's hand slide slowly away from his trapped penis and followed the lacy panel back up his abdomen, but when it reached the waistband, Jordan's let out a surprised, euphoric gasp as her fingers gentle raised the elastic and began to slide back down toward his legs, this time sliding on just his skin.

"So soft," Melissa whispered, sensually, "and no icky hair. I like that."

Again, her fingers found his penis tucked between his legs. She traveled its length twice before she slowly and softly slipped her fingers around the shaft and guided it forward to its natural position. She was surprised to find that it was a normal sized penis on this very small boy - not that she was an expert, by any means, but this was the fifth penis she'd ever touched and it felt similar in size to all the others.

"Look what I found!" She teased in a high pitched voice, as if speaking to a toddler. He should have found it insipid, but it excited him, nonetheless. "Oh, and it's getting bigger, isn't it?"

She laced her hands around the shaft and moved it up and down a couple of times, barely making contact with the skin. Jordan thought he was going to either explode or lose his mind, but he concentrated on his breathing and prayed that he wouldn't embarrass himself.

Suddenly, she stopped and pulled her hand free. Before Jordan could complain, though, Melissa said, "Let's pull these panties down and lift that dress up. We don't want to make a mess in our panties, or get anything nasty on Eva's cute little princess dress, now do we?"

Jordan didn't do anything. Melissa raised the skirt of the loose dress and neatly settled it all on the smocked bodice, then gently lowered the front of his panties so that his now erect penis was free of its confines.

It was a strange sensation. He'd never had his penis exposed out in the world like this. It was scary and wonderful. He immediately forgot that sensation when Melissa's soft hand again wrapped around him and began to slowly stroke him.

"There, doesn't that feel nice?" She whispered. "Just relax and let me take care of you, my cute, little baby." Again, that baby-talk should have bothered him, but it just seemed to give him more permission to submit to this strong woman. "Do you have any idea how adorable you look in that little girl's dress? No, I bet you don't. So small. So soft. It's really hard for me to look at you, knowing you're a man under all that pretty, little girlie-ness and knowing that under that adorable dress is a pair of thin, silky panties and that was the only thing separating your little secret from my hand. Most girls want their men in tight fitting jeans, or business suits, or tuxedos. I used to be that way, too, but then I met you. Now, all I want is you. My soft, feminine, beautiful, girly boyfriend. Will you be my boyfriend?"

The air came through Jordan's throat in short bursts, so it sounded as if he had a stutter when he whispered, "Yes. I'll be your boyfriend."

"That's a good boy," she smiled at him. "Are you ready, now."

He nodded.

"Enjoy," she smiled as she tightened her grip, just a bit, and increased her tempo, just slightly.

Jordan's eye's closed, but his beautifully sculpted eyebrows raised as his breathing increased and his torso involuntarily thrust up to add to Melissa's movement.

"That's my boy," Melissa whispered. "Relax and let it come. You'll feel so much better."

Suddenly, Jordan grunted and his whole body stiffened for a moment. Then, his penis began to spasm, his midsection began to thrust violently and he exploded rope after rope after rope of semen onto his belly and into Melissa's hand.

She kept the massaging going through his orgasm and continued until he was soft, again.

When at last Jordan could breathe normally again, he smiled up at Melissa.

"Feel better?" she asked.

He nodded.

Melissa opened the small sack that she'd carried on her wrist and pulled out a small, square pouch that she ripped open and removed a towelette which she unfolded. "I took some extra from the place we stopped for lunch. I suspected that I might find a use for some before the day was over."

Jordan tried to take the towelette from her to clean himself, but Melissa batted his hand away. "Let me take care of it. I made the mess, I'll clean it up."

She let him lay down on the blanket, free of her embrace, and she moved so that she was kneeling over his middle. She worked quickly and gently, wiping up his discharge to ensure he was clean. It took three towelettes to accomplish her work. Then she bent his flaccid member down and tucked it back into the gusset of the panties, pulling the front of the panties back into place. She stroked the flatness of the silk-lace center panel. "I really like you like this. So neat and flat and smooth. It's kind of unbelievable. I have everything anyone could ever ask for in a girlfriend, but she's got this little secret that makes her my boyfriend."

She lowered the skirt of the dress back into place. "And Disney has probably sold hundreds of thousands of this dress, but all the rest are being worn by little, adolescent girls and only one is being wore by a beautiful, twenty one year old boy and I am lucky enough to have him with me."

She kissed him, then stood and helped him up. They walked down the path, which quickly made a U-Turn and headed back towards the parking lot. As they strolled along, Jordan said, "So, I just want you to understand - when I get the money from my parents' estate, I only plan to keep a small amount for myself. I plan on giving some to my aunt and cousins and then I want to use the rest to help people."

"That's great, Jordie," Melissa smiled again him. "How are you going to help them?"

"I'm not sure yet. I've been talking to a lot of people, including your mom, about it. I have a few ideas, but I want to make sure that it's something that can really help to make people's lives better. Not just money that will be spent and then it's gone. Maybe college tuitions, or helping to set up businesses. I don't know what just yet."

She raised her hand that was holding his and kissed his. "That's very cool, Jordie. You know, my degree is in business and I interned with an investment firm. If I can be of any help, just let me know."

Jordan walked along and thought for a few moments. "You know... you're the first person who didn't act like I was crazy when I talked about giving the bulk of the money away."

"It's your money, Jordie. I can understand why you want to use it to help people and I think that's great. Besides, Jordie... it sounds like you were brought up to not think about money as an important part of life. I know that you and your parents weren't really close, in a warm and fuzzy kind of way, but it kind of seems like that taught you to be a pretty selfless person. I think that's amazing!"

Jordan had never really thought about it that way, but he suddenly realized that Melissa was right. Even though they had amassed quite a bit of money, his parents had been very selfless people. Maybe they just didn't pay attention to him because they were paying attention to everyone and they didn't even realize that they were neglecting him.

"In my family," Melissa said, snapping him out of his revery, "we are all brought up being told that money is everything. Money, position, power, that's what it's all about. I have a cousin named Phil who became a doctor and used some of his family-money to start a clinic in a really poor area of Appalachia. Most of my family treat him like he's mentally ill because of it. My mom treats him like a saint. She thinks he's the best of all of us. Maybe that's why she likes you."

"Huh," Jordan considered that. "So, your family has a lot of money, too?"

"Oh, yeah," Melissa laughed. "I'm a trust-fund-baby, Jordie. I am the fourth or fifth generation of spoilt brats in my family. My ancestors were part of the Boston Brahman crowd - mansions in Newport, townhouses on Beacon Hill, the hole shebang. Profits off the backs of the proletariat, investments in oil deposits at Tea Pot Dome, buying stocks low the day after Black Thursday, war profiteering in both world wars, profits from napalm in the sixties... I am a descendent of some pretty shallow people. I'd really like to find a good job for a socially conscious corporation to make up for some of the horrible karma my family has garnered over the generations."

"So," Jordie wanted to be sure he understood, "you're rich?"

She laughed. "I am, Jordie. Disgustingly, embarrassingly rich, but don't hold that against me, ok?"

"Ok," Jordan laughed.

As they reached the parking lot, Melissa's phone chimed, indicating a voice mail. It was from her mother. She listened to it, then said, "Hmm, that was my mom. She said to call immediately."

She pressed her mother's contact button and waited.

"Hi."

-

"We were walking on a nature trail. There was no service."

-

"Why? What's going on?"

-

"You've got to be kidding me!"

-

"So, you're on you're way to Hardwick, now?"

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"Ok. We'll see you there."

-

"Love you, too, and don't worry. I know you. There is no way you'd ever do anything unethical!"

She hung up.

"What's wrong?" Jordan asked, concerned.

"My mom and your lawyer have had complaints filed against them with the Mass Bar Association. She's really upset about it. She's headed to your aunt's house to meet with your lawyer and she'd like to talk to you, too."

"Oh, my God!" Jordan gasped. "Am I in trouble, too?"

"I doubt it," Melissa opened his door an allowed him to sit and swing his legs in. "The charges are from The Bar Association, so they don't have any authority over anyone but lawyers."

She hustled around to the driver's side and swung her own legs in. She leaned over and said, "Give me a kiss. Things will be nuts when we get to your aunt's and I want to finish our date with a nice kiss."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Quarantine: 8 - Adjustments

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Quarantine: 8 - Adjustments

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Things get more complicated as Jordie and Melisa grow closer.


 
Author's Note: I apologize for the long wait between chapters. Real life is such a pain in the butt! Please, please, please leave comments, both to let me know if you like the story, and to let me know if you're ok. ~Clara.
 
This version of Quarantine: 8 - Adjustments has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 8
 
 

 

"Of course," Judge Amanda Lang said, "this is a desperate ploy by a man who needs to gain back a win from a huge loss. I know some of the partners at his firm. They're pretty brutal. My guess is that they probably demanded that Leary do whatever he can to get the account back. A hundred million dollars probably doesn't constitute their biggest account, but it's a lot of money, nonetheless."

"Not their biggest account!?" Susan said surprised. "I'll tell you the truth, it's the biggest account that I have ever dealt with and it's scaring the heck out of me."

The judge chuckled. "I understand, and that is a great deal of money and a great responsibility, but in wealthy circles, it's really only an entrance amount to the 'super rich' community. Investment law firms in the Boston, New York, DC, Atlanta areas deal with much larger estates on a daily basis. Heck, a lot of lottery winners win more than a hundred million dollars nowadays. Regardless though, no firm wants to lose that kind of money. Let's focus on our situation, though. They are demanding that we meet with the Bar Association this week, which is almost criminally fast, to at least give preliminary responses to these charges. Now, my former brother-in-law is one of the best attorney's in Massachusetts and I've already contacted him about both of our situations. He has agreed, provided it's what you want, to represent us at the hearing and have his firm do a little digging into Mr Leary's motives."

"That's fine with me," Susan nodded. "I just want to come out the other end of this still being a lawyer. Of course, I want what's right for Jordie, too, but I can't help in that area if I'm disbarred."

"Oh, Susie," Mary shook her head, "I'm so sorry to have brought you these problems."

The lawyer shrugged. "I can't blame you, Mare. You just followed instructions. Of all of us involved, you and the kids have nothing to answer for."

"That is true, Mary," Judge Amanda said. "I'll tell you what they are going to go after and that is how I led the defense rather than allowing Susan to lay out her own defense. Now, that was unusual, but hardly unethical and I'm sure that I can defend against that. Susan is really only being called to a hearing to create a distraction. I don't think there is any mud that they can really sling in her direction."

"That's good," Mary breathed a sigh of relief. "But you think you'll be ok, too, right."

"I think so," Amanda nodded. "What I did was well within my preview as a judge, but the other side will try to make me appear biased. I'll have to answer for that. The only two issues I really are - ONE - Since the hearing I have developed a friendly relationship with Jordie, which they will try to construe as a conflict of interest, but I will just frame as a mentorship. That should satisfy them."

"And the other issue?" Francis asked, half knowing the answer, but needing it to be said out loud.

Amanda took a deep breath and looked at Jordan and Melissa, then said, "The other issue is you two, I'm afraid."

"Us?" Melissa looked around to see if her mother was actually looking at someone else. "What do you mean, 'Us?'"

"I mean you and Jordie. Now, obviously, at the time of the hearing, you two had never met, but... well, you have definitely become... chummy.... Since then. Now, as a mother, I could not be more thrilled that you two have grown so close so quickly, but as a judge overseeing, what now appears to be, an ongoing case, this can easily be cited as a conflict of interests. Do you understand what I'm getting at?"

Melissa reached over and took Jordan's small, soft hand in hers. "I certainly hope that I don't!" She said with a sharp tone. "Look, mom, I will help you any way that I can, but Jordie and I just had our first real day together and we connected like I've never connected with anyone else before - male or female! Now, I understand how important all of this is for both of you, but this could go on for months! This hole dating thing has gotten incredibly difficult with the masks, social distancing, no restaurants, no movie theaters, no clubs to go to, and I am just not willing to put my brand new relationship on hold because some asshole, bully is trying to get Jordie's money. It's just not fair!"

"'Relationship?' Oh, Melissa, please," her mother said a bit thoughtlessly. "You met a couple of days ago and you've had one date. I'm asking for some consideration here, I'm not asking you to stop seeing Jordie forever. Maybe it will take a month or two, or maybe it will all resolve itself at the first hearing, regardless of how long it takes, though, I need you and Jordie to not be an item."

Melissa straightened up a bit and her eyes shot daggers at her mother. "I cannot believe that you'd ask that of me, mother. You have no idea how I feel about Jordie..."

Amanda cut her off, "I'm not denying your feelings, Melissa, but you have to see the reality of this situation."

"I am..."

"No! You're not seeing the big picture. I guarantee that, when we get home, someone will be watching our house, and if they see you leave, they will follow you, and if they follow you here, then there is no way that I can explain how my daughter is involved with the heir to the estate in question and still maintain that I can be unbiased in my decisions."

"Mom, be reasonable..."

"Oh, do grow up, Melissa," the judge's face was looking stressed, even with the mask covering the majority of it.

"Grow up!?" Melissa was revving up for a fight and Mary knew that this was not a productive situation.

"Ok, ok!" Mary held up both hands. "Let's all take a breath, here. We need a solution."

Mother and daughter both took a breath and shook their anger off.

"Do you have a suggestion?" Susan asked.

"I may," Mary shrugged. She looked at the judge and asked, "Do you think anyone followed you here, today?"

"No," Amanda said, quite certain of her response. "I was in Shrewsbury driving past a friend's house to wish her a happy birthday when I got the call and email. I'm sure that I wasn't followed. There are miles and miles of road with no houses between Shrewsbury and here. Most of the time, there was no one behind me for miles."

"Good," Mary nodded. "Frances, Robbie, go open the barn doors. Jordie and Melissa, pull Melissa's car into the barn and cover it with that huge, blue tarpaulin in there so if someone peeks in there, no one will see the license."

"Ok, but why?" Robbie asked.

Mary looked at Melissa and said, "You'll be staying here until this is resolved. That way you'll be safe and and no one will know about you and Jordie. Ok?"

"Perfect!" Melissa said and pulled herself off of the picnic table bench, took Jordie's hand and headed for the car while Robbie and Frances hustled to the barn.

"Look, Mary," the judge said. "I know that you're trying to help, but this could really blow up in our faces. If the opposition should find out about this... well... I'd have a hard time defending this kind of deceit."

Mary nodded. "Then we need to make sure that nobody finds put. Melissa will be inside at all times until this is resolved."

Amanda nodded. "It's still a very big risk, under the circumstances."

"Look," Mary said with a strange certainty, since she was the only person with no legal experience at the table, "Jordie has been through an awful lot lately and he's not just infatuated with Melissa - he's truly in love with her. Now, love is something that has been sorely lacking in that child's life and I will not allow the greedy manipulations of some overpriced lawyers to take that away from him. End of story. If you want to give in to this stupidity and make Melissa go home, then I guess I will have to agree to that. Perhaps I was a bit pushy, just now, but I think this is the right thing to do."

"No," the judge shook her head. "You're right. It's the right thing for them, and it takes Melissa out of the equation. I'll go along with it, but we need to be very discreet about this. There is a possibility that Jordie may be summoned and if she is, then we'll need to avoid any mention of this arrangement, if possible."

"Well, ok," Mary agreed. "I guess we'll have to cross that bridge when we come to it."
 

 

"So, Jordie just traded dresses with this complete stranger!?" Robbie was enjoying Melissa's retelling of the saga of Jordie's new dress.

"I believe it," Frances chuckled. "Jordie's sweet to everyone. You said that this girl was fourteen, right? Heck, most people's hearts would break for a sad fourteen year old. Jordie just knew how to make her happy and was willing to do what it took."

"He is pretty awesome," Robbie agreed.

Melissa smiled and looked down at the floor where three large bags from Target were laying on the carpet. They were filled with new bras and panties, new pajamas, several new chemise and a variety of bath and beauty products. She looked back up at Frances and said, "Thanks for getting me this stuff. When I left home this morning, I never expected that I'd be staying here."

Frances waved off the thanks. "As long as you're dating Jordie, you're family."

"So..." Robbie teased. "... do you really like him?"

Melissa glanced down the hall to be sure that Jordie had not yet emerged from the bathroom where he had gone to shower. "If I am being honest with you, I think I'm really falling hard for him."

"You mean," Robbie was intrigued, "... you love him?"

Melissa looked away and a smile played on her lips. "I don't know. I mean... it's only been one date, but... I've been with a few guys and I thought that I loved some of them, but... I feel entirely different when I think about Jordie and... when I'm with him... wow... it's like he's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. It's like... it's like I've fallen in love differently. Like a guy falls in love, you know? I'm infatuated with him. I love how he feels when I touch him. How he smells so feminine. How he submits when I kiss him. Just thinking about him now, I'm getting shivers."

"Sounds like love to me," Robbie nearly swooned, "I'm so happy for him. Well... for both of you, of course, but... you know what I mean."

Melissa smiled. "I do. Thank you. Now, tell me about Jordie when he was little."

Robbie looked to her older sister. "There's not much we can tell you," Frances said, honestly. "We were, like, eight and six when we first met him. That was when mom started dating our dad. Jordie was around sometimes and mom would always tell us to be patient with him and play nice. I was seven when mom and dad got married and Franny was nine. Jordie's mom didn't like our dad, so after that we only saw Jordie on Christmas and Easter and only briefly then and... well... see... Jordie's always been very... what's the opposite of touchy-feely?"

"Standoffish," Frances offered.

"Yeah," Robbie nodded. "Standoffish."

"Really?" Melissa's eyes popped wide open. "That's surprising. I mean, we held hands on our first walk and we were touching each other all day, today. He didn't seem standoffish at all."

"Yeah, well, that's all part of the new Jordie." Frances explained. "The Jordie that sews dresses. The Jordie that wants to look pretty. That's the new Jordie. This Jordie has only been here a few weeks."

"That's unbelievable," Melissa shook her head.

"It's true," Robbie confirmed. "He barely spoke to us before. Now, he calls us his sisters."

"So," Melissa was enthralled in these stories, "what do you think is responsible for all these changes?"

Both Frances and Robbie were about to say, 'sewing,' but before they could, a voice came from the doorway.

"Love," Mary said. "It's very simple - Jordie was alone and he felt like a loner. He was struggling to find himself. He was a lost little boy who didn't think anyone loved him."

"And now?" Melissa asked.

"And now..." Mary smiled, "...now... he has all of us and he knows that he is loved. That's why he's afraid of ever leaving, right now. He's afraid that he won't feel the same way if he leaves. Hopefully, you can change that."

Melissa found that last part confusing. "Why? Do you want him to leave?"

Mary shook her head. "No, I love having him here, but I want him to be happy, Melissa. Just happy. He's happy here, now, but I want him to be happy here and out in the world. A month ago, I expected that in five years he'd be designing space ships for NASA. Now, he's a happy little seamstress. I suspect that there's somewhere in between those two levels of expectations that Jordie could find happiness."

"But he's not going back to school," Melissa was thoughtful. "So, he won't be an engineer."

"Well... he's not going back to school NOW," Mary agreed, "but he may decide to go back later. And don't get me wrong, if Jordie's bliss turns out to be sewing dresses all day everyday for the rest of his life, then I'll be grateful that he's found what makes him happy."

"That's not all that makes home happy," Robbie smiled as she looked at Melissa.

The girl blushed a bit and was grateful that the conversation was cut short by the sound of Jordan's voice coming down the hall. "I'm all done." He called. "The shower's available."

"Alright," Frances called back. "When you're ready, come in here and we'll help you with your hair."

"Ok," he called back as he disappeared into his room.

"You brush out his hair for him?" Melissa found the idea rather tantalizing.

"We brush out each other's," Robbie corrected. "We braid it, put it in ponytails, or pigtails..."

"It's kind of our evening ritual," Frances interrupted. "Why don't you go shower and you can join us?"

"Cool!" Melissa giggled as she rose. "I think I'm gonna like it here."
 

 

"Seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty..." Melissa grunted on the floor of the beautiful room that Mary had prepared for her. The late spring morning sun was streaming into the open window and the smell of clean, fresh air and morning dew was everywhere.

"Thirty, thirty one, thirty two..." she grunted on. She'd slept very well, eventually. The hardest part of the night was actually falling asleep, though. She was used to the sounds of traffic and air conditioning units creating a hypnotic din when she laid down to go to sleep. She'd expected silence in the country, but that's not what she found. The soft sound of the breezes in the branches of the trees, the croak of a frog in a nearby pond and the spring peepers chirping away, the creaking of the old house, the soft snoring of people in nearby rooms - all these beautiful and romantic sounds that fill the country air were alien and disconcerting for the first couple of hours, but once fatigue overtook her, Melissa slept better than she'd remembered ever having done.

"Sixty four, sixty five, sixty six..." the 'boot camp' exercise regime she'd started six years ago had served her body well up until this point, changing her from tall, geeky, pudgy girl who was uncomfortable with her body, into a firm, toned, shapely woman who felt strong and safe in any situation. She had a love/hate relationship with her morning routine, but if she wanted her ungainly body type to be attractive, it was necessary.

"Ninety eight, ninety nine, one hundred," she gasped as she completed her abdominal crunches. She pulled herself to her feet and began her squats.

"One, two, three..." she grunted some more.

Suddenly, she became aware of someone watching her. As she continued her regime, she looked to the doorway where Robbie was watching. "Hi," Melissa smiled as she continued counting internally.

"Morning," Robbie smiled. "I'm sorry if this seems creepy. I just didn't want to interrupt you and mom told me to see if you'd like to have breakfast with us."

"Sure," Melissa continued to speak and squat. "Now?"

"In fifteen minutes or so. No rush, but we like to all have our meals together. It's kind of a family thing, you know? You don't have to join us, but we don't want to leave you out, either."

"No, no, I'll be down in a few minutes. I just need to finish these squats. I didn't even know you guys were up."

"Oh, yeah. We're usually up by seven thirty or so. Mom starts her appointments at nine, so we have breakfast around eight fifteen or eight thirty. Even though it's Sunday, we still get up and get things going. Actually, I think mom does have a few appointments today."

"So, Jordie's up, too?" Melissa was a little surprised that Jordie might be awake and not have come by to say good morning.

Robbie looked down the hallway and smiled. "He is. As a matter of fact, here he comes." Then, towards the hallway she said, "We were just talking about you. You look like you've been busy."

Jordan appeared in the doorway, just as Melissa whispered, "Ninety nine, one hundred," and completed her exercise.

"Hi," Jordan smiled, looking adorable in a very short, soft green, sleeveless sundress that, combined with his subtle makeup, bangs and high ponytail, made him look like a perfect, little, teenaged cutie. He surprised both the girls by slipping gracefully past Robbie in the doorway and giving Melissa a kiss on her lips. "You're sweaty," he giggled. He had a bit of pink material hanging from his arm.

Melissa kissed him back, her kiss was a tiny bit longer than the kiss Jordan had given him. "I'll clean up, now, and come down for breakfast in a few minutes."

"Did you sleep ok?"

"I slept great," she kissed him once more. "This whole house just seems magical."

"I know," he giggled and kissed her again.

"Ok, this is getting gross," Robbie laughed. "I'll leave you two and see you downstairs."

"No, I'll come with you," Jordan called back, but gave Melissa one more kiss before he started to leave the room. "Oh!" He said, stopping on the way. "I almost forgot. Here." He handed her the material he had with him.

"What's this?" She asked as she took the material and spread it out to see it.

"It's your new dress," Jordan smiled as he disappeared out the door, leaving Robbie smiling at their houseguest.

"My new dress?" She shook her head. "It's only eight o'clock."

Robbie giggled. "It was probably done an hour ago. He works fast."

Melissa shook her head as she looked at the shapeless garment. "I don't really wear pink."

"Why?"

Melissa shrugged. "It's kind of a little girl color and looks funny on someone as big as me."

Robbie entered the room, took the dress and held it up near Melissa's body. "I guarantee that you won't feel conspicuous in this dress. Jordie has a way of making everyone feel beautiful in the clothes he chooses for them."

"You think?"

Robbie nodded, knowingly. "I know."
 

 

"I'm only seeing two people this morning," Mary said as she stood by the stove, poaching eggs in a pot and frying Canadian bacon in a pan. "Dr Green and one of her colleagues. They say I can open for real next week. So, hopefully, things will be getting back to normal, soon."

"That would be nice," Frances said, next to her, working the hollandaise sauce to its correct texture with a large whisk.

Robbie was at the counter, toasting English muffins while Jordan set the table. Sunday breakfasts had become a bit more formal than the rest of the week during the quarantine. Mary always planned something special for Sunday mornings and everyone helped.

"Jordie," Mary turned to look at him, "Dr Green and her colleague are my clients today and they want to meet with you, too. So, why don't you come out with me when I go, ok?"

"Yes, ma'am," Jordie nodded.

Suddenly, the sound of a cat-call whistle rang through the kitchen. Robbie was the whistler and the object of her critique was Melissa as she entered the room in her new, pink, cotton dress, that exposed her toned shoulders and arms, formed perfectly about her ample, pert breasts, clung to her firm stomach, then flared just enough to hang in a feminine wave about her wide hips, falling to a crisp hem high up on her smooth, powerful, feminine thighs.

"You look like a super model," Robbie said, sounding shocked.

"Wow! You do!" Frances confirmed.

"Really?" Melissa seemed a bit uncomfortable with her appearance. "I don't usually wear a skirt this short and I never wear pink."

Mary stepped away from the stove and surveyed the young woman. "Well, you should. Both the style and the color really suit you." She raised her head and kissed Melissa's cheek. "Good morning. You look lovely."

"Thanks." She looked at Jordie. "Do you like it?" It was the first time that she'd expressed a need for Jordan's approval and it made him smile.

"You're beautiful," he smiled.

She kissed his cheek, lost her nervousness and actually felt beautiful. "Thanks."she kissed his cheek. "What can I do to help?"

"There are some tomatoes on the cutting board. If you want to slice them, that would be great." Mary bobbed her head in the direction of the sink where the cutting board and tomatoes waited. "Robbie, grab Melissa an apron out of the closet."

At this point, Melissa noticed that all three women and Jordan were all wearing simple, but pretty, full length aprons. Robbie handed one to her and she placed it over her head, pulled the sash tight and fumbled to tie a bow behind her back. "I don't think I've worn an apron since I was five years old," she chuckled.

"We only wore them when we were making holiday meals in the past," Frances explained, "but now that Jordie has us all dressed so well all the time, they've become mandatory during mealtime."

"Makes sense," Melissa shrugged, still struggling with the sash.

"I'll get that for you," Robbie smiled as she untied the mess that Melissa had made of the sash and tied the ends into a bow for her. "You'll get used to it, but make sure the bow in the back is perfect, or Jordie will flip out." She laughed.

Melissa looked at Jordan who just smiled back at her.

"What are we having for breakfast?" Melissa asked. "It seems like there's a lot going on. I hope that's not all on my account."

"Sunday morning ritual since the lockdown," Frances explained.

"We're having eggs Benedict," Mary said. "The tomatoes are just for the side of plate. We find that they go well with the hollandaise sauce and end the meal nicely."

"Huh," Melissa said. "I've never had eggs Benedict before."

"Really?" Robbie seemed surprised. "I guess that, since we got the recipe out of a cookbook from Delmonico's restaurant, I just assumed that rich people always ate this for breakfast."

"Not this rich person," Melissa laughed. "I've seen it on menus, but I don't think I've ever seen anyone order it, before."

"I hope you like it," Mary smiled. "It's one of our favorites. The knives are in the drawer by your right hand."

"Ok." Melissa opened the drawer and looked at a wide selection of knives. She stared at them for a few moments, not knowing what each was meant for. Finally, she took out a medium length one that appeared sharp. She was about to cut the first tomato when Jordan touched her hand softly.

"You'll do better with a serrated knife," he whispered. He took the blade from her and returned it to the drawer while also pulling out a fairly long, serrated tool for her.

When Melissa prepared to cut the tomato, Jordan realized that, just as when he had arrived at the house in Hardwick a few months earlier, Melissa had never cut a tomato before. Quickly and quietly, he took the knife from her and demonstrated how to cut them. "One pull of the knife from the hilt to the tip and it'll cut right through it. Each slice should be about three eighths of an inch thick. Ok?"

Melissa looked at him sideways. "Three eights of an inch, huh?"

"Yeah."

"And I should know how thick that is?"

Jordan smiled at her. Oh, that smile! God, he was adorable.

"Like this," he giggled as he sliced half of the first tomato "each slice is about three eighths of an inch thick. See?"

She smirked. "Ok."

She waited for Jordan to walk away before she began cutting the second tomato.

"Don't worry," Robbie chuckled as she moved close to her. "The slices don't have to be perfectly uniform. That's just Jordie being Jordie. Of course his are going to be perfect, but the rest of us aren't nearly as retentive as he is."

When all the food was plated and on the table, they all sat down to enjoy the food. Melissa didn't dig right in, though. She looked at the two little structures on her plate and marveled at the care that everyone had put into their part of the meal. Two halves of an English muffin side by side in the middle of the plate, each had a slice of perfectly fried Canadian bacon on top, followed by a poached egg and all that was covered with rich, creamy hollandaise sauce, a sprig of parsley on top of each and three slices of tomato on the right side of the plate.

Mary noticed that Melissa was not eating and asked, "I'm sorry, Melissa. I should have asked you if you wanted this. Would you like something else? I can make you scrambled eggs or an omelet... anything you'd like."

"Oh, no," she replied, snapping back to reality. "I'm just admiring it. I've never seen anyone make a breakfast like this in their own kitchen."

"Really?" Mary seemed surprised. It wasn't all that much work to do once a week.

"Don't you have a cook or something at home?" Robbie asked.

Melissa laughed and shook her head. "No, we don't have anyone like that. We eat a lot of takeout and we used to go to restaurants a lot before the lock down. Breakfast is usually a piece of fruit or an Eggo waffle. This is like a work of art."

"Well, it's meant to be eaten before it gets cold," Mary smiled. "So, dig in."

Melissa cut a small piece and loaded it onto her fork. Then, cautiously, she placed it into her mouth. "Mmm, this is delicious!" She giggled as she ate. "Everyone thinks that rich people have it made. I'll tell you, you guys know how to live! Good food. Time with your family. Talking to each other."

"Oh, come on," Robbie said. "You and your mom seem to get along great. Well, except for that fight, yesterday, but I understand how that happened."

Melissa shrugged. "Yeah, I love my mom, but... it's different."

"I understand," Jordan piped in. "When my mom and dad were alive, they were focused on their work all the time. No one cooked, it was always takeout. No one spent time together, it was always meetings and patients and phone calls."

"Well," Mary tried to be as sympathetic as possible, "that is the price of a successful career, I guess. The more successful you are, the more you can give to your family, but also, the more you have to work and that keeps you away from your family."

"I guess," Melissa shrugged. "This is really nice, though, the way that you guys are all together and get along so well. I kinda wish I had had this growing up."
 

 

"Are you sure that this is what you want to do, Jordan?" The woman who had been introduced as Dr Olsen, a psychiatrist who specialized in gender issues, asked. "You do realize that there are disadvantages to presenting as a woman. You understand that, right?"

Jordan stared at the woman, analyzing what she meant.

Dr Green filled in the gap. "She's right Jordie. I have faced a lot of challenges as a woman in the medical profession. Especially when I was younger. I'm sure that I would have had had more opportunities had I been a man."

Jordan still just considered everything being said.

"And then there's the everyday things," Mary pointed out. "Men just staring at your bottom or your breasts. Rude remarks. Being objectified just because you're wearing a cute outfit... you've been very shielded in the confines of the house, Jordie, but you're a very cute little thing and you're going to have to deal with that same kind of stupidity if you decide to go this route."

Finally Jordan nodded. "Dr Green, when you were first starting out as a doctor, were there any boys who were starting out with you?"

"Well, of course, there were, Jordie. Most of my colleagues were young men."

"No," Jordan shook his head. "Not young men - boys. No one ever thought I was a young man. If they didn't think I was a boy, they thought I was a girl. Not a man or a woman. A boy or a girl. How many boys and girls were working with you back when you first started?"

Mary was shocked at the force with which Jordan had asserted his point.

"Ok," Dr Green nodded. "Point taken, but there are other things to consider, too..."

"Like the impact of the low doses of hormones on my kidneys and liver? I've done a lot of research and it all says that the dosages you've recommended would have minimal impact on those organs, but would soften my appearance a bit and possibly redistribute my body fat and maybe widen my hips. It wouldn't even be enough to help me grow fully developed breasts of my own, but it might enhance implants if I get them."

"Ok, that's partially true," Dr Green held up a hand. "The low doses of hormones you'd require would probably redistribute a little body fat for you, but the fact that your body isn't really producing male hormones at the rate that it should means that you probably won't see any noticeable change in skin texture and, other than the redistribution of body fat, your hips will probably remain narrow."

"But if I get thicker thighs, that will give the impression of wider hips. Right?" Jordan countered.

Dr Green looked at Mary and raised her eyebrows. It was obvious that Jordan had done his homework and made up his mind.

"Are you one hundred percent sure that this is what you want to do?" Mary asked.

"Auntie," Jordan nodded, "I would rather go through life looking like a five foot tall woman than either looking like a stunted little boy in a dress, or a twelve year old girl, neither of which would ever be taken seriously or treated like an adult."

Mary ran her fingers along Jordan's soft cheek. "Well, if that's what you want, baby, then I think you should start talking to Dr Olsen and getting things started. That way, it'll all be underway when you have access to your inheritance."

Jordan nodded. "I don't really need my inheritance, though, auntie. If I go through the whole process, seeing a therapist and a living as a woman, then my insurance will cover it. So, either way, I want to do this."

"And you think that Melissa will be ok with all of this?" Mary asked. "I know it's only been a couple of days, but you two sure seem serious."

"I'm sure," Jordan nodded.

"Ok," Dr Olsen said. "I want to see you twice a week, then. I'll come by here on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Notify your insurance company and I'll take care of the paperwork. You'll just have to deal with the cost of the co-pay."

Jordan nodded. "How much is that?"

"Usually," the doctor smirked, "it's seventy-five dollars per session..."

Jordan's eyes popped open. A hundred and fifty dollars a week was going to get unmanageable very quickly if he didn't get his inheritance.

"...but I think we might be able to work something out, if you'd be willing to make me a couple of these incredible dresses I keep seeing Dr Green wearing." She smiled behind her mask. "Is it a deal?"

Jordan smiled, coyly. "How many dresses?"

"Just a couple." The psychiatrist crossed her arms, amused by the young man.

Jordan shook his head. "No deal."

Now, the three woman looked completely surprised.

Jordan continued. "It's one dress a week, or no deal."
 

 

The Sunday night movie pick was 'Josie and The Pussycats' - Three girls in a rock band being manipulated by a ruthless record company executive with the perky singer/guitarist, serious bass player and flighty drummer struggling to remain friends and do the right thing.

Robbie sang along with the songs as she braided Jordan's hair, songs that no one would know unless they'd seen the movie a thousand times. She sang, "Six whole hours and five long days for all your lies to come undone. And those three small words, were way too late, 'cause you can't see that I'm the one." She bobbed her head to the rhythm of the song as if it was a massive hit.

Jordan smiled at her enthusiasm and bobbed his head in unity with hers, making her smile and enjoy the movie that much more.

"They're like besties, I guess?" Melissa chuckled from the side of the room where she and Frances were in the midst of a game of chess.

Franny looked at her sister and cousin. "Yeah, but more than that, too. Jordie really is like our little sister. It's been a weird few months, but everything has changed since he got here."

Melissa moved a pawn forward, endangering one of Frances' bishops. "I have to say, I've always been around girls and women, but you guys and your mom are almost the girliest girls I've ever met."

Frances looked up from the board, unsure as to whether or not she should be offended. "What do you mean?"

"I just mean," Melissa saw that she'd overstepped the fragile friendship she'd formed with Frances, "that you guys are... very feminine. Not that that's a bad thing! I just mean... all of you are always wearing dresses and your mom... I mean she's a hairdresser... you can't get much girlier than that. Look... I didn't mean to offend you. Really, I'm kind of in awe of you. You all seem so much more comfortable in your own skin than anyone else I know. It's just that... well... it's like this is a real 'house of women.' Like there's no men allowed."

Frances was still wary. "Except Jordie." She looked at her cousin. "And my dad, when he was still alive. But even then, when we first moved here with my dad, my mom lived here with her mom - and her mom's mom for the first couple of years. So, I guess you're right, in a way. It's kind of been a 'house of women' since I got here."

"And you guys never wear pants?" Melissa wasn't trying to be judgmental, but she wanted to know how deep their belief in women only wearing dresses was because she had no intention of giving up her pajama bottoms or jeans.

Frances smiled and shook her head. "That's not a rule, or anything. It's just kind of what we do to remember our first mom." She explained that situation to Melissa and shrugged when she was done. "Mom, I mean our stepmom, Mary, even though we never think of her as a 'step' mom, just went along with it to support us. If you want to wear pants, feel free. We really don't mind."

Melissa looked down at the 'lounge pants' she was wearing as pajama bottoms. "I guess I already am," she smiled. "You guys all look so cute in your matching nighties and I'd love to join you, but I didn't grow up wearing nightgowns to bed. I've tried a few times and I just find the feeling of having the skin of my legs touching each other uncomfortable - especially on a hot night."

Frances nodded and moved her rook. "Check mate," she smiled.

"No, no, no," Melissa laughed. "I can move my king to here..."

"And my queen will take it." Frances' grinned. She liked to play chess against a good played and Melissa had done very well except for this one, fatal, exception.

"Damnit," Melissa saw the strategic error she'd made and shook her head. "I'll beat you tomorrow." She glanced at Robbie and Jordan again, both absorbed in the silly, girl-power movie. Jordan, his hair now braided prettily, was sharing the loveseat with Robbie, her arm around his shoulder. "And this closeness between your sister and Jordan... this is a new thing?" She asked.

Frances nodded. "Your not jealous are you? I mean, it's just a sisterly thing. It's not like he's interested in dating her or anything."

Melissa huffed out a tiny laugh. "Oh, I'm not jealous. As a matter of fact, after our date the other day, I'm pretty sure that I never need to be jealous of Jordie looking at anyone else. I can tell that he's smitten and I think it's adorable. I don't know why, but I just kind of thought that he was a little... shy. Like he didn't want to be touched and wasn't thrilled about touching me."

"You thought he was, maybe, a little autistic, right?"

"Yeah, I guess. I mean, autistic kids don't like to be touched, right?"

Frances shrugged, "I guess, but I asked mom if he'd ever been tested for autism or, specifically, Asperger's, and she said that testing would just confirm what she already knew."

"That he's autistic?"

"That he's a little different, that's all. But when he came here, back in March, he was a completely different person - stressed, quiet, isolated, intense... Now, look at him. He's relaxed and happy and able to connect with everyone. Oh, and just to be clear - Jordie not being able to touch you had nothing to do with whether or not he's got Aspergers."

"No?"

"No. It had to do with you. He fell in love with you before you had closed the door of your mother's car. That's why he was shaking."

Melissa smiled. "My God, could he get any more precious?" She giggled.

"The 'grownups' are talking about us, Jordie," Robbie said quite loudly as she pulled him tighter to her. "They're just upset because they're missing this awesome movie."

Frances and Melissa laughed.

"Well, I guess our game is over, so," Frances stood and crossed to the loveseat where she picked up Jordan with one arm under his knees and another supporting his back and she tossed him onto the couch, "it's time for you to sit with your girlfriend."

Jordan let out a playful shriek as he floated through the air and landed on the couch.

"Move over," Frances patted her little sister's bottom, "I'm sitting with you."

"No, you're too big," Robbie teased. "I want Jordie back. Jordie! Come back to me!"

Melissa stood quickly and then plopped herself down onto the couch, wrapping her arms around Jordan's torso. "Oh, no you don't!" She giggled. "Jordie is mine! All mine!"

"Argh!" Robbie grunted. "Move over," she demanded of Frances, "your butt is bigger than Jordie's."

"And your's is bigger than mine," Frances teased. She put her arm around Robbie's shoulders and pulled her close. "There. That's better, isn't it?"

"I guess," Robbie whined, playfully, "but Jordie's butt is still smaller."

Frances rolled her eyes.

"Do you like my braids?" Jordan asked Melissa, still unsure of how feminine he could look before she no longer saw him as a boyfriend."

"They're adorable," Melissa patted the tight plaits that surrounded his head before trailing down his back. "They make you look like a virginal little girl." She smiled at him and he blushed.

"And he'd better remain a virginal little girl until his wedding night!" Robbie teased.

Melissa looked into his eyes. "I don't know if I'll be able to wait that long, but I'll try."

"Well, see that you do," Mary laughed from the doorway. "It sounds like all Hell is breaking loose up here from downstairs."

Melissa sat up, a bit embarrassed, but smiling. "Sorry."

"No need to be, dear," Mary chuckled.

Just then, there was a loud, aggressive knock on the front door. Everyone sat up straight. "Who could that be?" Robbie sounded very frightened.

"It can't be anything good," Mary muttered.

"I'll go get it," Frances said, grabbing a light robe she'd left over the back of the couch.

Whoever it was knocked again.

"Don't open the door," Mary called behind her stepdaughter. "Be careful"

"Can I help you?" They heard from downstairs. It was followed by the sounds of a man's voice that was muffled through the door.

"Why?" Frances asked. More muffled man's voice.

"Just a minute," Frances said.

Finally, Frances appeared at the foot of the stairs.

"What is it?" Mary asked, already upset.

Frances took a deep breath. "The guy says that he's a deputy sheriff and he needs to see you and Jordie."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Quarantine: 9 - Finding Themselves

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  • Clara

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  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Age regression
  • Breast Implants
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  • Real Life Situation
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Quarantine: 9 - Finding Themselves

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Jordie and Mary receive summonses and Melissa and Jordie grow closer.


 
Author's Note: Thank you for all the wonderful emails and comments about this story. Please continue to let me know what you think of the story. All comments, pro or con, are really helpful. ~Clara.
 
This version of Quarantine: 9 - Finding Themselves has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 9
 
 

 

"Can I help you?" Mary said through the screened door. She'd sent Jordan into the living room to wait until she knew what was going on.

"Good evening, ma'am," the man in the black polo shirt with an embroidered badge and a the words 'Worcester County Sheriff's Department' embroidered below the badge. "My name is Deputy Reese of the Worcester County Sheriff's Department and I'm afraid that I have a summons here for you and a Jordan Alden."

"Before I open the door," Mary was cautious, "May I see some ID?"

The man pulled out his wallet and pulled out a plastic ID badge and showed it to her.

"Don't you have an actual badge or anything?"

"No, ma'am. That is my official ID."

"I must admit, deputy, I am a little confused. I've never heard of a sheriff's department in Worcester County and to be honest, I'm a little uncertain of that ID. Please wait here while I make a call to my attorney."

"It's just a summons, ma'am. You can discuss it with your attorney at another time." The man held the papers out.

Mary looked at him as she raised her cell phone and pushed Susan's number.

"Mary? Is everything ok?" Susan's voice came through the speaker phone.

"I don't know, Susie. There's a man at my door who claims to be a Sheriff's Department deputy and he has a summons for me and Jordie."

"Oh, crap," Susan muttered.

"Should I accept the summons?"

"You don't have much choice, I'm afraid, Mare. Take it and I'll come by tomorrow."

"Susie... is there really a Worcester County Sheriff's Department? I've never heard of one before."

"There is, hon. They run the county jail and deal with court documents, such as summonses. They're not very high profile, but they are law enforcement, Mare. If you don't accept the summons, he has the authority to arrest you. Just take the paperwork and I'll read it for you tomorrow."

"Ok. Thanks Susie." She disconnected the call.

Mary shook her head at the man on her front stoop. "This is all nonsense, you know. Jordie and I have nothing to do with the accusations."

The man shrugged. "I'm sorry, ma'am, but I don't really have any knowledge of the case. I'm just here to deliver the summons." He held it out again.

Mary opened the door far enough to extend her arm outside and accept the paperwork.

"Is that all?" She asked.

"No ma'am. I need to personally deliver the paperwork to Mr Alden. Is he here?"

Mary heaved a heavy sigh. "Jordie. Come here, please."

Jordie appeared from out of the living room in his nylon nightie and robe.

The deputy looked confused for a moment. "MISTER Alden???"

Jordan nodded.

The man shook his head and held the papers out. Jordan reached out and took them without saying a word.

"Thank you... ladies," the deputy said. "Have a good evening."

Jordan looked at the paperwork. "So, do we have to testify in front of the Massachusetts Bar Association at that hearing?"

Mary shook her head. "No. It looks like Mr Leary is appealing Judge Lang's ruling. He's coming after your money again."
 

 

The clock read two-eighteen when Melissa heard a door close and someone walking softly down the creaky stairs. Curious, she pulled back the covers and stood in her chemise-style top and lounge pants and pulled back the curtain to see who had left the house. Below, she saw Jordan in his nightie, walking across the grass. She watched as he sat on the table top of the picnic table and buried his face in his hands.

Within seconds, Melissa had grabbed her robe and she was tip toeing down the stairs and out the door.

Jordan was startled when he felt the touch of her hand on his back. "You scared me." He muttered.

"I'm sorry," Melissa rubbed his back and looked at his sad and tear streaked face. "Are you ok?"

He shook his head and his face melted into more uncontrollable weeping. "This is all my fault. I always do this. I mess up everything. Why can't I just be like everyone else? Why do I bring problems to everyone I love?"

Melissa wrapped her arms around his tiny shoulders. "Alright, enough self pity, Jordie. None of this is your fault. You're just a player in this game. That sleaze-ball just wants to get ahold of your inheritance. No one blames you."

"I blame me," he shook.

"Well... then you're wrong. You are not responsible for any of this."

"Melissa... All my life, I've been bad luck for everyone I've come in contact with. In high school, if I was picked for a team, they were going to lose. In college, if ever hung out with other students, someone I didn't know would start harassing us and it always ended up in some kind of a fight. My parents were so fed up with me that they escaped being near me by going to China and that killed them. Auntie Mary took me in and now she's all wrapped up in this stuff. I'm just bad luck to everyone I know. You should probably get away from me before it's too late."

Melissa ran her fingers along his braided hair. "You know, Jordie... sometimes bad things just happen to good people. Everyone has problems. That's just the way that life is."

Jordan shook his head. "What problems do you have, other than being involved with me? You're rich, you just graduated from one of the most prestigious colleges in the world... aside from being stuck here, which is my fault, what problems could you possibly have?"

Melissa shook her head. "Jordie... my dad left when I was seven. He was a rich, mean drunk who beat the shit out of my mom and he tried... well... the thing that pushed my mom over the edge and made her fight back was when he came home drunk and..." she looked away. "... she came running into my room because she heard me screaming. She found my dad on top of me, trying to... rape... me."

Jordan stared at Melissa in shock. "I'm... oh, my God, Mel... I'm... sorry."

"And my mom... Jordie, I mean, I love her and I know that she loves me, but... she's got a career and all. She wasn't around a lot when I was growing up. I spent some afternoons with my grandparents, when they weren't traveling to one island or another, or at school, or at home alone. Life's not easy for anyone, Jordie, but that's not your fault. You've got to stop blaming yourself for everything."

Jordie sat in silence for a few moments, trying to think of something appropriate to say after Melissa had opened up to him so much. Eventually, he turned away and looked at the sky. "Have you looked at the night sky since you got here? There are a lot more stars in the sky here than in the city."

Melissa looked up and saw what he meant. The sky was filled with dots of light. "Wow," she whispered. "It's beautiful."

Jordan lowered his head and thought for a minute. "Did it ever bother you that you were tall for a girl?"

Melissa took a breath. "Yes. I hated it. I felt like I was being punished by God or something. All the other girls were little princesses and I was always awkward."

Jordan took her hand and kissed it, then held it to his cheek. "I'm sorry."

Not quite sure what his point was, Melissa asked, "Does it bother you that I'm tall? Tall for a girl, I mean?"

Jordan rubbed his cheek on her hand. "I think you're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen."

His voice was quiet and sincere. He sounded as if he was on the verge of tears again.

Melissa felt her own lip quiver just a bit.

"Does it bother you that I'm puny?" Jordan whispered.

"You're not puny," Melissa blinked back the watery feeling in her eyes. "You're petite."

She waited a moment.

"And I don't think I've ever met a boy who I've found more attractive than you. You're beautiful, too."

Jordan kissed her hand, again. "We make a great team, don't we? A beautiful Amazon and a pretty dwarf." He snickered, then looked at Melissa. "Am I asking too much of you to be with me?"

Melissa took her hand from his, then sat on the bench beside his knees so that the top of her head was just above Jordan's shoulder. "Jordie... the world is full of tall people and small people. People who are smart in one area and stupid in another. People who have different skin colors. All different kinds of people and they all fall in love everyday. We're lucky, Jordie. We found each other. Maybe we'll look unusual to some people, but so what? I want to be with you and you want to be with me so there is nothing else to talk about."

"You say that, now," Jordan shook his head, "but wait till all of this is over and we run into someone you know. How will you explain me, then? Will you introduce me as your 'boyfriend,' your 'girlfriend,' your 'friend?' It's not going to be easy, Melissa. I'm always going to be an uncomfortable part of everyone's life. I've already ruined my parents' lives, now I'm ruining my aunt's. I don't want to ruin yours, too."

"Jordie," Melissa let out a nervous laugh, "I've only been with you a few days and already my life is so much better than it was."

"Yeah, but we're living in a bubble right now. What happens later..."

"Who cares!?" Melissa interrupted using a much louder voice than she'd intended. "Jordie, why are you making this harder than it has to be? Everyone keeps telling me how 'Jordie needs to make everyone happy.' Well, Jordie, I'm already happy and I want to stay that way. Now, please listen to what I am telling you - I love you. I want to be with you. I don't care about what anyone else thinks about you or about me or us." She took one of his hands in both of hers. "This. This right here. This is what I want. I want you. I want to be with you and I want you to be with me. Could I possibly make that any clearer."

There was at least ten seconds of silence before Jordan said, "You love me?"

"What?" Melissa was still trying to catch her breath.

"You said you loved me. Is that true?"

Melissa retraced her words. Had she said that? Yes. She probably did. Did she mean it? Yes, she probably did. Was it too soon in the relationship ship to say it out loud? Yes, it definitely was. She took a deep, resigned breath. "Yes, of course I love you, Jordie. Why do you think I'm here?"

"How? " he asked.

"How, what?"

"How do you love me?"

"What do you mean?" Melissa's eyebrows scrunched up on her forehead.

"Do you like me like a friend? Like a brother? Like a sister? How do you love me?"

"Oh, my God," she looked at him and whispered, "you are such a little girl."

She let out a sigh.

"Jordan Alden - I love you like no one I've ever loved before. I love you like a boyfriend. I love you like a girlfriend. I love you like a sister. I love you like a brother. I love you like an aunt. Like an uncle. Like a poodle. Like an ice cream cone. Like a dandelion. Like an old movie. Like a song. Like a good meal. Like a soft breeze on a hot day. Jordie... I love you like everything in the world, but most of all," she stood and looked down at him, "I love you like this."

She put a hand on each of his cheeks and drew him closer to her as she bent down and placed her lips softly on his. He yielded to her immediately and she ran her hands down his neck to his shoulders and wrapped him within her and still the kiss went on.

She ran her right hand down his left arm to his hand and raised it to her shoulder, and still the kiss continued, but now, her tongue probed deeply into his mouth, and again, he yielded.

Finally, she pulled her head back, just enough to end the kiss. She took a breath, then leaned forward and laid a small, tender kiss on his forehead. "Do you believe me?"

"I do," he whispered and received another peck, this time on his cheek.

"Do you love me?"

"I do," he whispered again. "I love you with everything I have to love."

She smiled and squeezed the hand she was holding. Then she guided that hand lowed, along the spaghetti strap of her top to the lace bodice of the tight fitting chemise that covered her right breast. She placed his palm on her breast and she shivered, just a little less than Jordan did.

"How does that feel?"she asked him.

"Soft and firm and wonderful," he smiled up into her eyes as he gently examined her breast with his soft, trembling fingers.

"Kiss me," she whispered, but she gently shook her head as he raised his lips to hers. "Not there." She squeezed his hand on her breast. "Kiss me here."

Jordan felt a fevered rush pass through him. He was petrified to even be touching her breast. The thought of kissing it, of possibly catching a peek of it was scaring him nearly to the point of passing out.

And yet.

It was what he wanted to do more than anything on earth.

He lowered his gaze and found her breasts were level with his eyes. He leaned forward and kissed the lace material of the chemise. Then, he raised his lips just a little so that his next kiss was on the pliant skin just next to the fabric.

Both he and Melissa quivered at the soft kiss.

Melissa placed her right hand gently on the back of his head. She lowered the strap of her chemise, allowing the cup of lace to be lowered as well.

Following her lead, Jordan moved his kissed closer to her nipple. Tiny kiss, after tiny kiss, after tiny kiss, moved slowly towards its target until, at long last, his kiss landed gently on the firm, erect part of her breast and his touch sent an electric charge through her like no one else's lips had ever done before. Of course, others had had their lips on this spot. Their chapped, hard, stubble covered lips had nibbled and pulled and vacuumed this sensitive part of her body, but never had had anyone touched it so softly. So passionately. So perfectly before.

She leaned over and embraced his head with her upper arms and shoulders as a much bigger orgasm than she expected rocked her to her core.

"Ahh," she gasped as she pulled him closer and her pelvis began to thrust, slowly, involuntarily forward, then back, then forward again.

Knowing he was pleasing her, but being in uncharted territory, Jordan continued his kissing, adding tonguing and gently rubbing as he used Melissa's quiet, desperate groans as a guide.

Suddenly, Melissa reached down and grasped at the empty, padded cup of his bra. Damn! Why weren't there breasts there? But there were none. She gripped his shoulders instead, but it wasn't enough. She needed more.

Her hand was near his crotch as he sat on the table, so she reached for the hem of his nightie and started to raise it to gain access to him, and she was stunned when he gently, but firmly pushed it away.

He looked up at her and in the moonlight she could see a wicked little smile on his beautiful face.

"I want it," she whispered.

His smile became impish as he shook his head from side to side.

"No?" She giggled, desperate to get his lips back on her.

"No," he said in a husky, hungry voice. "I need to worship YOU, tonight."

"'Worship' me?" Her eyes grew large. "How?"

He stood on the bench making himself taller than her and he hugged her to his artificial breasts. He also wished that they were real so that he could feel her lips on him.

Melissa rubbed her face into the silky, soft ersatz blossom. God, he smelled so good!

Jordan reached down and gently returned the spaghetti strap to Melissa's shoulder, much to her chagrin. She did not want him to stop, but the playful look on his face said that he had other plans.

Jordan jumped to the ground, his nightie inflating and relaxing with his motion. Smiled up at Melissa and said, "Like this."

Before she knew what he was doing, Jordan was on his knees and loosening the belt-tie that held up Melissa's lounge pants.

"Jordie..." Melissa gasped in surprise. She wasn't promiscuous or anything, but she'd had men's hips between her legs a few times before, but this was different. Jordan was on his knees in the same way that she'd been on her knees before boys in the past. This was a lot to take in and this was a very big line that they were about to cross. "Jordie... are you sure?"

He lowered the waistband of her pants two inches and leaned forward, kissing the skin of her lower abdomen.

Melissa gasped again as his breath ticked her belly.

Jordan's soft kisses continued as her pants slide slowly towards exposing herself to him. She wanted to stop him. This wasn't right. This was too soon. This could lead to... Oh, God, it felt so, so, so good! She was powerless to stop what was going to happen from happening. All she could do at this point was struggle to catch her breath.

Finally, the agonizing, downward progress of her pants reached her vagina and the cool, spring, nighttime air kissed her womanhood just a fraction of a second before Jordan's lips kissed her as well.

"Oh, Lord!" Melissa huffed as her body quivered to her center. "Oh, my God! Oh, my God!"

And then Jordan's tongue made a tentative entrance that felt like nothing she she could have ever imagined. It was warm and alive, not like a vibrator. It was soft and wet and pliable, not like a penis. It was alive and it was moving and it was inside her. It was hers to hold within herself and cherish like a gift.

Jordan could feel her shake. He could feel her tummy muscles ripple and stretch with her thrusts. He could smell her perfume and her sweat and her musk. He could taste her and he wanted to show her how wonderful he felt in complete submission to her - to her sex - to her strength - to her power - to her.

Just when Melissa thought she could never feel anything more exquisite, Jordan plunged deeper within her and she was wracked with one overwhelming orgasm after another. She gripped Jordan's head and held him close as she arched her back, rolled her head to the back or her head and saw the stars above her. Hundreds of thousands of stars. Jordan's stars. And then she became lost in those stars.
 

 

"It probably could have gone better," Susan said as she sipped on the bottle of beer that Mary had brought her. She was sitting in the styling chair in the salon as rain whipped at the windows. "Amanda was more controlled and dignified than I could ever have been and she was in the hot seat for hours. I was only questioned and browbeaten for an hour or so."

"Did she create a good defense for herself?" Mary sipped a beer as well. It had been a long day. Now that she was able to see all of her customers again, she was flooded with appointments. She was exhausted and the bitter taste of the beer was surprisingly refreshing on this warm and stuffy day in the salon.

"I think so. She said that the brief that I had submitted was well written and had given her the information she'd needed to make her decisions. She maintained that Leary's entire case was just based on retaining control of your sister's estate and that his attitudes towards Jordan's appearance were purely sexist and cruel."

Mary nodded. "How was your lawyer? Amanda's ex-brother-in-law? Did he do a good job?"

Susan scoffed into her bottled. "Let me tell you, Mare, I would not want to go up against that guy in a courtroom. He's a freaking pit bull! When Amanda said that she'd divorced his brother, I guess I expected him to be, I don't know, businesslike, I guess, but he acted like we were his little sisters or something. He attacked every accusation and kept his arm around Amanda through the entire proceeding. It was like he was shielding her or something. I'm sure that he'll do a great job when he goes to court with you and Jordie, too. He comes across like a crusader, you know? Like everything is a valiant cause to him."

"Good to know that chivalry is not dead!" Mary nodded, then held up her bottle. "To knights in shining armor!"

"Here, here!" Susan chuckled and clinked her bottle against Mary's. "How's Jordie holding up? Do you think he'll be ok in court?"

Mary shrugged. "I think so. He is pretty vulnerable. He was pretty upset by the summons, but he seems a lot better now. Having Melissa here seems to buoy his attitude a lot. They are awfully cute together. He's like a pretty, little puppy following her around. He's really smitten with her."

"How sweet," Susan smiled. "Do you think I could talk to him for a few minutes before I go?"

Mary checked her watch and pointed towards the door to the salon office. "I don't think he'll be done with his meeting with Dr Olsen for another hour yet. This is only his second appointment with her, but the first one lasted over two hours. I think he's measuring her today, too."

Susan's forehead wrinkled a bit. "Dr Olsen from Ware? The psychiatrist? What's that all about?l

"Boobs," Mary chuckled.

"Boobs?"

"Yeah. Jordie would like," Mary indicated her own cleavage, "his own boobs."

"Really!?" Susan said shocked. "Why?" Now she was chuckling, "they just get in the way!"

"Yes, they do." Mary agreed wholeheartedly. "I've been reading up on 'breast envy' lately. It seems that, in this ever more equitable society, penis envy has become less of an issue and breast envy has become more predominant. Who would have ever thought that could happen!?"

"Boys want breasts!?"

"Well, Jordie sure as heck does!" The beer, something that Mary rarely drank, was hitting her tired brain harder than she expected and she found herself laughing more than she wanted to. She covered her mouth to shield her laughter, but that made Susan laugh and Susan's laughter made Mary laugh that much harder. "Oh, shit!" Mary blurted out, "I think I'm getting drunk."

"Did you just swear!?" Susan laughed hard, too. She wasn't feeling the alcohol nearly as hard as Mary was, but after a terrible day, seeing her straight-laced friend getting tipsy was amusing her to no end. "I don't think I've ever heard you say 'shit' in your entire life!"

"That's because I don't swear," Mary said, taking a deep breath and gathering herself to sit up straighter and gain control. "But the way things have been going... fuck it! I'm going to swear."

Both women laughed and it's was a welcome vent for all the stress they'd been under.

Mary put her nearly empty beer bottle aside. "I better stop before I make an ass of myself in front of the girls." She pushed her hair back. "It sure felt good to laugh, though."

Susan nodded. "We'll all get through this, Mare. Then we can all laugh again."
 

 

"You got a new computer?" Frances asked Melissa as she entered the kitchen where Melissa was unpacking the new MacBook Pro.

"Yeah," she smiled. "I figured that I was going to be here for a few days and my old MacBook was getting pretty old, so I ordered one from Apple and had it delivered here."

Frances looked concerned. "Was that a good idea? I mean, now there's a record of you staying here with us."

Melissa smiled as she passed the box to Frances so she could read the delivery label.

"Who is 'Janice Elliot?'" Frances asked, reading the name on the box.

"She was a name on the list of names at the end of the movie we watched the other night. I think she was a costumer. It doesn't matter, I just used her name for the delivery."

"Clever," Frances nodded as she sat down beside Melissa at the table. "Hey... ummm... can I talk to you about something?"

"Sure."

"Ok, look... I know this is none of my business, but," she looked around to be sure they were alone, "it's about Jordie."

When Frances didn't continue, Melissa aked, "What about him?"

Frances was obviously uncomfortable about what she wanted to say. "Oh, God... you know what... forget it."

"No, no," Melissa pushed her new computer aside. "What's going on? Is Jordie upset about something?"

Frances shook her head. "I feel like such an idiot saying this, but," she heaved a sigh, "I'm not sure how appropriate it is for you and Jordie to be going at it the way you were the other night, outside by the picnic table."

Melissa froze and her eyes went wide. "Oh, my God... you saw us?"

Frances nodded. "I wasn't watching, or anything like that. I woke up and heard you guys out there."

"Look, Franny, I didn't plan that..."

Frances held up her hands to calm down Melissa. "I know. I know. I heard the whole thing. I know that you tried to calm Jordie down, but... well... I think there's a lot of pent up sexual frustration there that we never suspected. I know that Jordie was insistent and that he was the one who knelt down, but... I'm kind of hesitant to talk to him about it. I don't want to... you know... shut him down just as he's coming out of his shell."

"Yeah. I get that," Melissa nodded. "Look, I'm sorry. It really was just the heat of the moment. I'll make sure that it doesn't happen again."

Frances smiled. "I know. I know how it can be when you're first in love. Everything just happens on its own."

"Thanks," Melissa nodded, but then something occurred to her and her eyes went wide. "Oh, my God, did anyone else see us?"

Frances laughed. "Relax, no one else saw you. Only Jordie's room and mine are on that side of the house. Mom and Robbie have no idea and I'm not going to tell them. I'm really glad that you're both happy together. I just don't want you to get caught. I think mom would have a cow if she happened to walk in on you when you guys were... involved."

"Ok," Melissa agreed. "I promise - no more screwing around."
 

 

"Are you attracted to men?" Dr Olsen asked a question that she had been circling back to with great frequency.

"Not at all," Jordan insisted, yet again.

"Then do you view yourself as a lesbian?" Another frequently asked question.

Jordan hated to be forceful or argumentative, but it seemed like this was the right time to be assertive. He sighed and said, "Dr Olsen, I feel like you want me to answer 'yes' to that question just so that you can check off a box or something, but I don't think that I'm a lesbian. I think I'm a man. A very puny man who always felt out of place and freakish until the day he put on a dress for the first time. Then I felt right."

"But you present as a woman, now."

"I present as Jordie. This is what Jordie looks like."

"Well, then, if that's what Jordie looks like, why does Jordie need breasts? Jordie looks just lovely right now."

"Because I want to be able to wear other clothes. Clothes that show off a woman's cleavage."

"There are a lot of women in the world who don't have very big breasts, Jordan, and they get by just fine."

Ugg, he hated it when she played devil's advocate like this - baiting him to try to get him to say something that he didn't know quite how to verbalize.

"And I want to join their ranks. I'm not trying to look like Christina Hendricks or Dolly Parton. I just want to feel right in my own body."

Dr Olsen smiled. "Very good, Jordie."

Jordan blinked, confused. "What?"

"That was an excellent answer. It wasn't contrived or meant to coerce or please. It was an honest, heartfelt answer. Now - if you could have 'the perfect body,' what would that body look like?"

Jordan thought for a few moments before speaking. "Well... I guess I'd want to be like me, but... maybe a little prettier. Maybe a little... a little more grownup looking than I look now."

The doctor nodded. "And would breasts make you look more grownup?"

"Of course. I mean, I look like a girl, now."

"How old would you say you look now?"

"I don't know. Sometimes people say I look like a thirteen or fourteen year old girl."

"Does that bother you?"

"A little?"

"Because they think you're a girl and not a boy?"

"No," Jordan sighed. Her she goes again. "Because they think I'm a child. I want to be seen as an adult."

"An adult woman."

He was growing frustrated. "I will never be viewed as an adult man. My body can't ever do that, even with hormones."

"And would you prefer that if it were an option?"

"No!" Jordan's head was spinning. He was getting close to crying. "Please... I don't know how to say this any more clearly. I want breasts because I feel like my body should have them. I need them. They will make me feel complete."

Dr Olsen nodded. They'd been going at it like this for over an hour in the office off of the salon. "You understand why I keep coming back to these questions, right, Jordie?"

He nodded.

"Tell me why."

He sighed. "Because, if I want to expedite my surgery, you need to be sure that I know what I'm getting into. I get it. I get it, but it is exhausting."

"I know." The doctor smiled. "I'm sorry. Let's explore some other areas. Tell me about your girlfriend."

"Melissa? What do you want to know?"

"Does she want you to have breasts, too?"

Jordan shrugged. "I think she just wants me to be happy."

Dr Olsen smiled. "That's wonderful, Jordie. Do you know if she's ever had a lesbian relationship or if she is bisexual?"

Jordan shook his head. "No, she hasn't and she isn't. We've talked about it. She's had a few serious relationships, she was even engaged to a guy at one point, but I'm the closest thing to a woman she's ever been with."

She nodded. "And are you sexually active with Melissa?"

Jordan froze. Why was she asking that? Did she know something? "Why?" He blurted out.

The doctor smiled. "I'm not being nosy, Jordie. You're both old enough to have sexual relations with each other. I'm asking because we are discussing your sexual identity and I want to know if you understand what that means."

Jordan glanced at the door. "You won't tell my aunt, will you? I don't want her to get mad, or send Melissa away."

"Everything we discuss is just between us," she smiled reassuringly.

Jordan nodded. "Well... we haven't exactly had sex, but we have... done stuff."

"Such as?"

Embarrassed, Jordan told her the story of their encounter on the Audubon trail. At her insistence, he described how Melissa had masturbated him that afternoon.

"And you say that you laid in her arms and she controlled the situation as she cradled you?"

Jordan nodded.

"And it was just that one time?"

Jordan blushed deeply. "I can't believe I'm telling you this, but no. There was another time." He went on to describe their late night encounter at the picnic table and his oral sex experience.

"So," the doctor said with a clinical tone, "you 'insisted' on performing cunnilingus on Melissa that night?"

"I wouldn't say I 'insisted,'" Jordan was uncomfortable. "That makes it sound like I forced her. It was my idea, though."

Dr Olsen nodded.

"Is that ok? I mean, was it ok that we did those things?"

She smiled broadly, a bit amused by the question. "Of course, Jordie. Sexual exploration is all very normal. I am curious about something, though."

Jordan was too uncomfortable to say anything.

"As you described these two sexual experiences to me, it seems that you were, essentially, the woman in both cases."

"I don't see it that way," Jordan looked confused. "I mean, Melissa was stroking my penis in the first case, and I can't be playing the female role when I am having my penis stroked, can I? And I was giving her oral sex in the second. I thought that women liked it when men did it. What's wrong with that?"

"Nothing's wrong with it, Jordie. I'm just thinking about the situations, that's all. In one, Melissa slipped her hand under your skirts and masturbated you while you were reclined and she held you in her arms. You were submissive to her aggressions, like a woman."

Jordan nodded, embarrassed.

"And in the second case, you knelt in supplication before your admittedly bigger and stronger partner and, essentially, gave her a blowjob. You were the one entering her, yes, but you were kneeling in the traditionally female position while she stood and enjoyed the stimulation."

"So... what does that mean?" Jordan didn't know how he should feel. Embarrassed? Ashamed?

"I don't know that it means anything, Jordie. I am just pointing out that Melissa is a strong, powerful woman and you are a small, submissive man. On some... magical, romantic level, you two may well have sought each other out, somehow. They say that couples that are in love 'complete' each other. It sounds like you two do just that - Complete each other. I think it's wonderful that you've found each other."

Jordan smiled. "Me too."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Quarantine: 10 - Finale

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Quarantine: 10 - Finale

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Resolutions abound as Melissa and Jordie find their way together.
I hope you've enjoyed this series. Please let me know either way.


 
Author's Note: Please, please, please continue to comment - pro or con. I find it very helpful. ~Clara.
 
This version of Quarantine: 10 - Finale has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 10
 
 

 

"And you didn't feel as if Judge Lange was overstepping her bounds at the hearing?" The heavyset lawyer from Leary's law firm asked Mary. Mary was sitting in the witness seat of the nearly empty courtroom. Just the Judge, the lawyer representing Leary's firm, a court reporter, a court officer, Mary, Jordie and their lawyer, Judge Lang's ex-brother-in-law, Frank Middlebrook.

"Your Honor," Frank stood at his desk, obviously angered by the other lawyer's question, "my client had no experience in a court environment prior to the hearing in question and therefore would have had no way of forming an opinion as to Judge Lang's method of handling the proceedings."

"Thank you, Mr Middlebrook," the small man in his early fifties looked at the attorney with a bit of frustration, "but as I have pointed out to you on several occasions already this morning, this is not a trial, it is a hearing to determine if Judge Lang's facilitation of the hearing was appropriate and if a new hearing regarding the inheritance in question is warranted. Ms Cochran can ask any question I find relevant. If I find that the question is out of bounds, I will make that known. Your opinion is not part of today's proceedings. Is that understood?"

The big man huffed as he responded, "Yes, your honor, that is understood."

"Good. Then take a seat, Mr Middlebrook."

Frank sat and the judge turned his attention towards the other lawyer. "Having said that, I do agree with Mr Middlebrook and I am advising the witness to not answer that last question. The questions directed to the witnesses today shall be limited to questions about the proceedings on that day, Ms Cochran," the judge told her, "and you shall not ask the defendants to comment on the appropriateness of those proceedings. You will limit your questions to what the witness observed or testimony that was given and nothing else. Now, are we all on the same page?" He was obviously frustrated.

"Yes, Your Honor," Frank said again.

"Yes, Your Honor," the broad lawyer in the dark blue pants suit said.

"Then continue." The judge was bouncing back and forth just a bit in his reclining desk chair. Nothing about court proceedings was normal during these days of the pandemic, but something was very concerning about this one in particular. Someone had some friends in high places to have pushed for a quick hearing date and to draw an inexperienced judge in Sandra Browning, who had originally been assigned to this hearing. Unfortunately, Judge Browning had been exposed to Covid-19 and had to self quarantine starting this morning. He had been assigned the case with barely enough time to read the briefs.

"According to the brief given to Judge Lang by your attorney, your nephew, Jordan Alden, is a twenty one year old male who is an engineering student, is that correct?"

"Yes," Mary answered, very unnerved by being in a courtroom. She had been instructed by Frank Middlebrook to keep her answers as short and succinct as possible.

"And is your nephew in the courtroom today?"

"Yes, he is," Mary answered.

"And would you please describe your nephew's appearance today?"

"Your honor!" Frank was standing, once again.

"Sit down, Mr Middlebrook!" The judge slammed his hand on the desk.

"But Your Honor..."

"Sit now, or I shall find you in contempt of court!"

"Yes, Your Honor." He sat, but his attitude made it clear that he was not pleased.

"Ms Cochran, what exactly is your point?" The judge demanded.

"Your honor," the opposing lawyer was smug and self righteous and that irritated the judge to no end. He was not pleased with either of these attorneys. "My intention is to show the court that Mr Alden is not mentally, physically or emotionally capable of handling an inheritance as large as the one in question and that the best way to handle this estate is to leave it in the hands of my firm so that Mr Alden will be able to live his entire life off of a monthly allocation."

What kind of a cockamamie game was being played here? The judge had never heard of a law firm demanding that the management of an estate stay under their control against the wishes of the beneficiaries. Something was very wrong. This case should not even have been considered for appeal.

"Then get to your point pretty damned quickly, Ms. Cochran."

The lawyer nodded, but did not bother to give a polite, spoken reply.

"Is your nephew dressed as a little girl, today?" The lawyer said harshly.

"No," Mary replied.

"Is your nephew wearing a flowered dress with a lace collar and puffy, short sleeves?" She insisted.

"Yes."

"Is your nephew sporting a hair style featuring reddish-blonde hair, bangs and long hair in the back?"

"Yes."

"Does your nephew look like a twenty one year old male?"

"My nephew's name is Jordan and Jordan always looks the way that he looks today. So, since Jordan is a twenty one year old male and that is how he looks all the time, then, yes - Jordan looks like a twenty one year old male."

"Really?" Lawyer Cochran smirked. She pointed at Jordan and looked at him contemptuously. "THAT looks like a twenty one year old MALE to you?"

Frank stood to object, but the judge spoke before Frank could. "MS COCHRAN! You are done with this witness. Mr Middlebrook, do you have any questions?"

"I'm not finished, Your Honor!" Cochran complained.

"Yes, you are, Ms Cochran. Sit down and be quiet until it is your turn to speak, again. Mr Middlebrook, ask your questions if you have any." The judge's face was red with frustration.

Cochran walked deliberately to her assigned table as Frank stood. He rubbed the crown of his bald head, his dark skin and salt and pepper beard creating a striking image in his three thousand dollar suit.

He cleared his throat and looked at Jordan for a moment before looking at Mary. "Has Jordan ever behaved irresponsibly?"

Mary shook her head. "Never."

"To your knowledge, has Jordan ever taken illegal drugs."

"Never."

"Abused alcohol?"

"Never."

"Exhibited an addiction to gambling?"

"Never."

"Do you know your nephew well?"

"Very well."

"Then, in brief, can you please describe your knowledge of Mr Alden's intellectual abilities?"

Mary took a deep breath, happy to have the opportunity to say these things in front of Jordan. "Jordie is probably the most intelligent person I have ever met. He can make anything. He can solve almost any problem put before him. He reads more difficult books than I am capable of understanding and he reads them quicker than I would have thought possible. He is kind, empathetic and honest. He has never shown anger or malice towards anyone. He is a smart, decent human being who doesn't deserve to be treated the way that Ms Cochran and her cohort, Mr Leary, are treating him."

Cochran rose, but the judge was too fast for her. "Sit down, Ms Cochran and don't say a word - not even 'I'm sorry,' or you'll be spending the night in the cells downstairs."

She mumbled something under her breath as she sat back down.

"I think I have completed my questions, Your Honor." Frank said.

"The witness may step down," the judge waved her off of the stand.

"Do you need to speak to the other witness, Ms Cochran?" The judge asked, his patience reaching an end.

"Yes, your honor," said the other lawyer, but her voice was filled with contempt.

"Mr Alden, please take the stand," the judge tried to not sound threatening.

Jordan stood and walked to the stand. It couldn't have been more than twenty steps away, but it seemed like it was miles away. He felt smaller and weaker than he'd ever felt in his life and his body was charged with fear.

When at last he took the stand, Lawyer Cochran asked, "Mr Alden, have you ever managed a one hundred million dollar account before?"

"No," Jordan was also coached to be concise.

"Have you ever managed a household account or a checking account?"

"I have a checking account."

"And what is the current balance of that account?"

Jordan thought for a moment. "About forty six dollars."

The lawyer smirked. "Forty six dollars. You have only managed to accumulate forty six dollars into your account, but you think you are qualified to handle a hundred million dollars?"

"No," Jordie said without hesitation.

Frank rose, but the judge pointed at him and stopped him.

"So you admit that you cannot handle an estate the size of the one left to you by your parents?"

"Of course not," Jordan said. "That is why I was relying on my own attorney to set up a trust with another law firm."

Good answer and everyone knew it.

"Mr Alden, my law firm is one of the best in the country. Why not leave your estate in our care."

The judge looked at Frank, knowing he was itching to speak, and held up a finger as if telling Frank that he was giving Cochran enough rope to hang herself.

"Because your colleague, Mr Leary, insulted my aunt and insulted me. He was impolite and unhelpful and when my lawyer asked him for assistance, he instead tried to keep my parents' estate from me."

Mary was shocked that Jordan had spoken with so much confidence.

"Do you think that, perhaps, Mr Leary was just trying to look out for your best interests?"

"No, Ms Cochran. He was trying to take control of my parents estate."

"Well, I think that we must agree to disagree on that matter," She smirked some more. "And, just as an exercise in the hypothetical, if you were to gain complete control of the inheritance, what would you do with it? Buy a Corvette? Go to Disney World? Maybe hire Taylor Swift to sing at your birthday party? A hundred million dollars is a lot of money, Mr Alden. How would you spend it?"

Jordan looked at the floor near the lawyers feet and said, "First, I would put fifty million into a family trust so that my aunt, my cousins and I would always have enough money to live on."

She nodded. "And the other fifty million? How would you use that? Pretty, designer dresses? Expensive shoes? French lingerie? Lots of pretty little things to make you feel like a lady?"

Frank was burning up with rage, but the judge still held him a bay. Something was happening and Frank wasn't sure what it was.

"No." Jordie still looked at the floor.

"Then what, Mr Alden?"

Jordan's eyes raised slowly until he was looking directly into hers. "My lawyer and I have already drawn up the outline for another trust fund to benefit women in the areas in and around Hardwick, Massachusetts. A fund that would help women to go to college, get vocational training, help unwed teenaged mothers finish their high school education. Teach girls to sew and read and write and become productive members of their communities and to give them the opportunities to have happy and stable lives. Our trust would be dedicated to making the world a better place so that good people can thrive and bullies like Mr Leary and you won't have the power to operate with impunity and make people's lives miserable just so that you can make money off of the hard work and death of others. That's what I'm planning to do with my parents' estate."

The smirk was firmly planted on Cochran's smug face. "Your Honor, I request that you instruct the witness to not editorialize when giving testimony."

"No," the judge said as he wrote something in his notes.

"Your Honor..."

"Ms Cochran," the judge interrupted, "I am going to advise you to sit down and load your papers into your briefcase. Your part of this hearing is completed. If you'd like to stay and hear Mr Middlebrook's questions, you are free to do so, but if you so much as cough, I'll hold you in contempt."

She stared at him, mouth agape. She wanted to speak, but was afraid that the little pissant of a judge might actually be stupid enough to hold her in contempt.

"Three seconds, Ms Cochran. One. Two." She scurried to her seat as quickly as she could and sat, shuffling her papers into her briefcase.

"Mr Middlebrook. Your witness."

Frank stood and smiled a small, but amused smile as he moved to the center of the floor. "Jordie. How did your parents die?"

"They were doctors and they went to China last year to work with Doctors Without Boarders. When the Covid-19 outbreak began, they tried to help control it and save the lives of the people near them. They contracted the disease and died."

Frank let that sink in for a moment. "I'm very sorry, Jordie."

Jordan nodded. "Thank you."

"And did you love your parents, Jordie," he asked, expecting the obvious answer.

Jordan thought for a moment. "I think so."

"You don't know if you loved your parents?"

Jordan pondered for a moment or two before answering. "It's complicated. My parents were very focused on their jobs and I'm not the easiest person to love."

Mary felt the tears forming in her eyes as she heard Jordie revisit this part of his life.

"Why do you say that you're not easy to love, Jordie?" Frank asked.

"My parents were very success oriented and I'm... I'm not even a successful male. They wanted a football hero, or a musical prodigy. I'm not like that. I'm weird and small and smart, not a good combination and not an easy package to love. I think that they loved me in their own, kind of distant way, and I think that's how they taught me to love them, too."

The judge, court reporter, Frank and Mary stared at Jordan in shock as Cochran rolled her eyes at this obviously planned theatrical performance.

Finally, the judge asked, "Anything else, Mr Middlebrook?"

Frank looked at the judge and thought for a moment. What else needed to be said? "No, Your Honor."

The judge looked at Jordan. "Please return to your seat."

Jordan nodded and took a seat next to Mary, who took his hand in hers and squeezed it tightly. She smiled sadly at him.

"According to the laws of The Commonwealth of Massachusetts," the judge said in an officious tone, "I have seventy two hours to render my verdict, but," he glared at Cochran, "I feel that one party in this proceeding has blatantly abused the laws of this Commonwealth to try to use this courtroom, MY COURTROOM, to extort a young man's lawful inheritance from him. Ms Cochran, your firm will just have to get by without Mr Alden's money and I must say that I found your performance in this courtroom today absolutely disgraceful. I don't know who the bigwigs are that facilitated this hearing for your firm, but I am a fair an impartial judge - not an easily influenced, novice like Judge Browning, who, I suspect, you had made some arrangements with ahead of time."

Cochran shifted uncomfortably in her seat.

The judge continued. "My decision is this - There is no cause for an appeal of Judge Lang's decision. I will not allow this case to be reheard." He banged his gavel. "Court is dismissed."

Frank stood and said, "Thank you, Your Honor. Your Honor! May I speak with you in your chambers, please?"

The judge sighed. "Mr Middlebrook, I just found in your favor..."

"Yes, Your Honor, but this is in regards to another matter."

Another sigh. "Alright, then, but put on a mask before you come into my chambers and be quick, please." He disappeared into his office.

He turned and smiled at Mary and Jordan. "I'm going to speak to him about Amanda and Susan. Obviously, he sees that this is all a sham. Maybe he can help with the Bar Association. I will talk to you soon."

Mary and Jordan nodded.

"Thank you, so much!" Mary said with great relief in her voice.

Don't thank me," he smiled. "Jordan here did all the heavy lifting. I just stood there. I have to run. Congratulations."
 

 

"That's great, mom!" Frances said into the phone. "Everything is fine here."

There was a knock at the door.

"Hang on," Frances said, nervous that more trouble was coming their way. She walked to the door and spoke into the phone. "There's someone at the door. I don't know, mom, I haven't gotten there, yet. Oh. It's just a FedEx guy. Nothing to worry about. Ok. Bye."

She disconnected the call and opened the door. "Hi."

The handsome delivery man smiled. "Hi. I have a delivery for 'Lang Lissa and it requires a signature."

Frances blinked. "Lang Lissa? There's no one here by that name. Do you have the right address?"

The delivery man looked at the package. "This is 183, right?"

"Yeah, but..."

"Is that for me?" Melissa called as she hustled down the stairs.

"No," Frances looked behind her. "It's for..." then she thought 'Melissa Lang' - 'Lang Lissa.' "Oh, sorry. Yeah. It's for you." She stepped to the side and shook her head.

As Melissa approached the door, Frances whispered, "You're not very good at staying hidden, are you?"

Melissa smiled. "Something's can't be stopped by a pandemic." Then she turned to the delivery man. "I'm Lang."

"Sign here, please," the man smiled and, after she signed his tablet, she took a small box from him and closed the door.

"Another delivery?" Robbie asked as she came down the stairs. "FedEx is going to be busy as long as you're staying here."

"You know," Melissa chuckled, "I usually have two or three deliveries a day back home. Amazon and I are good friends. I'm not sure how you guys are getting by without shopping therapy."

"We only buy what we need, when we need it," Frances said, a little sternly.

"Well, that's just sick," Melissa joked. "Regardless, I need this. It's a gift for Jordie." She quickly opened the packing box and removed a robin's egg blue ring box from within.

Frances eyed the box and glanced at Robbie.

"Is that what I think it is?" Robbie asked, excited, but a bit confused.

Melissa couldn't help but grin as she opened the box to reveal a fairly large diamond ring in a simple setting.

"Oh, my God!" Robbie clapped her hands, excited.

"You're not seriously going to ask Jordie to marry you this soon?" Frances was amazed at the idea.

"No, no, no," Melissa laughed. "I'm asking Jordie to... well... in the words of any random romance novelist, I'm asking Jordie to become my 'betrothed.'"

"Your fiancé?" Robbie asked.

"Yes," Melissa said. "My fiancé."

"So you are asking him to marry you," Frances was confused.

"Well... yeah, but not right now. I'm just kind of making a commitment to him and hoping he'll want to make a commitment to me. That's cool, isn't it?"

"Wicked cool!" Robbie said. "Jordie's going to be thrilled."

Melissa looked at Frances. "Franny?"

"Oh..." Frances shrugged. "I guess it's fine."

"Fine?"

"Well... not fine... Good. I mean it's a good thing, but..."

"But what?" Melissa was a little hurt.

"Melissa... Jordie's really delicate. I mean, just a handful of weeks ago he couldn't even look us in the eyes. He's come a long way, but... he's still a delicate person. If you're at all uncertain that you're going to follow through with this..."

Melissa held up her hand to stop her. "Franny, I understand that you guys are protective of Jordie and, believe me, I understand that, but YOU need to understand that Jordie is a grown up and he can make up his mind for himself. Now, as for me, I am absolutely certain that I want to be with Jordie forever, so I'm willing to tell that to the world that by giving him this ring. Now, Jordie, the adult, can say yes and make me very happy, or he can say no and I will spend as long as it takes for me to 'woo' him into being my..." she sputtered and searched for the word.

"Your wife?" Robbie asked.

"I don't know," Melissa laughed. "I never really thought about it. My wife, my husband, my partner... whatever, I don't care. I just want Jordie to be with me forever. Ok?"

Frances nodded and smiled. "Ok."

Melissa smiled and hugged her. "Thank you."

Then she turned to Robbie and asked. "Ok?"

Robbie smiled. "Are you kidding. I can't believe how romantic all of this is!" She hugged Melissa, excitedly.

Just then, a UPS truck pulled into the driveway.

"Are you expecting more?" Frances chuckled.

Melissa smiled. "I just want to make tonight special for my Jordie."
 

 

"Oh, that's great! I'm so relieved, Susan!" Mary said into the phone that was running through the Bluetooth connection in her car. "Frank did a great job for Jordie and me, too. So, you and Amanda are both ok? No chance of being disbarred?"

"We're both good," Susan sounded very happy, "but from what Frank told Amanda, several other people may be losing their licenses over all of this brouhaha. Apparently, the judge that oversaw your hearing was pretty ticked off at the other lawyer and he's filing a complaint with the bar association against her and Leary and several members of the bar review board. There could be quite a bit of fallout over this, but we're all safe and sound and as of this moment, your nephew is worth more than one hundred million dollars."

Mary reached over and squeezed Jordan's hand as he sat in the passenger seat.

"We'll start working on his charitable trust this week," Susan continued. "If he needs to access any money, for any reason, though, it's all his."

Mary glanced at Jordan who shrugged and shook his head indicating that he didn't expect he'd need anything in a hurry.

"I think he's good for now, Susie. We're nearly home, now. Why don't you come to dinner tonight. We'll grill something and eat outside. How does that sound?"

"I'd love to, Mare, but Amanda is with me here at the office. We won't be done until at least six or six thirty."

"Perfect!" Mary insisted. "We'll have everything ready to go for seven. I'm sure Amanda will be happy to see Melissa, too, although I doubt that Jordie will be happy to see Melissa leave."

Jordan's head snapped to his left and he looked at Mary with realization and fear on his face.

"I doubt that, too," Susan laughed. "See you at seven."

The call ended.

They drove on in silence for a few minutes before Mary said, "You knew that Melissa would be leaving when this was over, Jordie, right?"

"I guess," Jordie chocked out. "I just didn't expect it to happen so quickly."

Mary squeezed his hand again. "If it's meant to be, Jordie, then you guys will work it out. Ok?"
 

 

Frances and Robbie hustled from the picnic table to the car as Mary and Jordie pulled in. They'd been setting the table for late dinner.

France hurried to her mother and Robbie hurried to Jordan. Hugs and expressions of relief were exchanged as they walked towards the picnic table and the house beyond.

Mary sat at the table to tell Robbie and Frances about the hearing, but Jordan continued on towards the back door.

"Jordie, honey," Mary called after him, "come sit with us for a few minutes."

Jordan glanced at the door then back to his aunt. "I just want to see Melissa. I'll be right out."

"Melissa's not in there, Jordie." Frances said.

"Where is she?" Jordan looked toward the barn.

"We don't know," Robbie shrugged her shoulders. "As soon as her mom called and said that everything was ok, she said she had to do something and just... left."

Jordan could feel his heart breaking. He'd put every ounce of love he had into loving Melissa and now she was leaving - no - she was already gone. What an idiot he'd been.

"Are you ok, Jordie?" Frances asked.

He nodded. "I think I just need a nap." He disappeared into the house.
 

 

It was later in the afternoon when Jordan was awaken by the sounds of people outside. He could hear Aunt Mary, Frances, Robbie, Susan and Amanda all laughing and sounding happy. He touched his face, which was still wet from crying. He sniffled back a few tears that remained in his eyes and rolled over, determined to never get out of bed again.

"Frank, you found us!" He heard Aunt Mary shout, followed by Frank's reply.

"It certainly wasn't easy." Everyone laughed at that. "My God, I didn't know you could travel this far west of Boston and not be in Michigan, for crying out loud."

More laughs.

Obviously, Frank Middlebrook had been invited to dinner, too. Everyone seemed to want to celebrate. Jordie just wanted to die. Melissa hadn't even said goodbye.

"Aren't you getting up?" A voice asked quietly from the doorway.

Jordan turned. "Melissa? You came back?"

She scrunched up her face. "What? Of course I came back, you silly goose? Where would I go without you?"

Jordan was confused. "They said you'd gone."

"Yeah, I had somethings to do, Jordie, I didn't leave. Heck, I didn't even take my car."

Jordan jumped out of the bed and ran to her, hugging her tightly, his head squeezing tightly to her breasts. "Oh, thank God. I thought you'd left for good."

She kissed the top of his head. "I'm never leaving you, baby."

They hugged for a good minute or more before Melissa pulled herself free of him and took a good look at him. "Look what you've done. Your dress is a mess from sleeping in it. All wrinkled. That's not like you. It's a good thing that I got you a present."

"You did?"

Melissa grinned, stepped into the hallway for a moment, then returned with a soft, yellow dress hanging on a hanger. "I bought you this. I saw it in an online catalog and I just thought it screamed 'Jordie.' Will you wear it to dinner for me?"

It was a lovely dress. A classic shirt dress, sleeveless, a flat collar with tiny, orange flowers embroidered on it, a buttoned bodice with a faux, elastic belt and a pleated skirt that, even on the hanger, held its bell shape.

"Do you like it?" Melissa asked.

"It's very pretty," Jordan smiled, "but if you'd shown it to me, I could have made it myself."

Melissa smiled, now. "Then it wouldn't have been much of a gift, now would it?" She hung the dress from the top of the closet door. "I'll get out of here and let you get dressed, but Robbie is going to French braid your hair for you when you're done dressing, ok?"

"A French braid?" Jordie seemed surprised. He only wore his hair in French braids at bed time, as a rule.

"It would mean a lot to me," Melissa ran her fingers along his soft, apple cheek.

"Ok," he shrugged. "I need to do my makeup again, too. "

She kissed his forehead. "Then I'd better leave you to it." And she left.

Jordan took off his wrinkled dress and laid it on his bed, then he stood in his bra and panties and looked at the dress Melissa had given him. He did like it, a lot. It was a bit 'retro' in style. It looked just a little like something that a housewife would have worn in one of those old nineteen fifties, black and white TV shows his mother had always liked so much. Very soft and classically feminine, but simple - kind of like Jordie felt when he was near Melissa.

The dress was very soft, obviously expensive. It was very, very pretty.

He took the hanger down and held the dress in front of him as he looked in the mirror. Somehow, over the past few weeks and months, yellow had become his signature color and this was a perfect shade. Not garish, a soft tone, very shear in the bodice. There was no way that a woman could wear this dress without her bra showing through. That was a little dangerous, a little sexy. Yes, it was a retro-housewife's dress, but it was sexy, too. He liked that. He liked it a lot.

"Ahem," Robbie cleared her throat in a cartoonish way from the doorway.

Jordan turned and blushed. "Sorry. I was just looking at my new dress."

Robbie smiled. "It's a beautiful dress, Jordie. Come on, let me do your hair and I'll help you do your makeup and get dressed."

Jordan returned the dress to the closet door. "Let me get a robe..."

"Jordie," Robbie laughed, "just take a seat. Just be my little sister and let me get you ready for your big night."

That confused Jordie, but he sat before asking, "Why is this my big night?"

She smiled down onto the top of his head as she began braiding. "Because you won, Jordie. You're a very rich guy, now. Everyone wants to celebrate with you."

"We're all rich, Robbie."

She bent and kissed the crown of his head. "I know, Jordie, but tonight is just for you."

When his hair was braided and the end of the braid adorned with a hair tie made of an artificial sun flower to match the dress, Robbie took some fingernail polish remover and began cleaning the old polish from his nails. It was at that point that Jordan realized that there was a whole tray of makeup products on his dressing table that had not been there that morning. Apparently, Melissa had worked with Robbie to have everything ready.

"Jordie?" Robbie asked, shaking Jordan from his thoughts.

"Huh?"

"Do you like this?"

"Like what? Having you do my nails?"

Robbie looked at her pretty little cousin, his auburn hair in bangs and braided so prettily. His little lace bra and matching panties. His small, weak shoulders. "No, Jordie. Do you like being a girl?"

Jordan's eyes wandered slowly from his hands to Robbie's eyes. "I'm not a girl, Robbie. I'll never be a girl. I'm never losing that part of me."

In a way, Jordan's response actually made it a little harder for Robbie to continue, but she had to be sure before he went outside where Melissa was waiting with the ring. "I know, but... When this all started, I think that I had more fun getting you dressed up than almost anything I'd ever done in my whole life. I mean... I've always loved you as our cousin and all, but we were never really close like cousins should be. It was just so much fun to be with you and dress you up and have you be one of the girls, you know?"

Jordan smiled. "I know. I liked it too."

Robbie almost looked ashamed as she continued. "I'm just afraid that... that maybe we... forced this on you. We didn't, did we."

Robbie concentrated on Jordan's fingers and waited for an answer. And she waited. And she waited.

Finally, with his free hand, Jordan reached across the gap between them and gently raised Robbie's chin so that she looked him in the eyes. "Robbie, you didn't force anything on to me. You helped me to find out who I really am. If I hadn't come here, I would have lived an unhappy life of never knowing... me."

A little tear formed in the corner of Robbie's eye.

Jordan smiled and continued. "Remember what I was like in March when I got here? I couldn't look you in the eye, I couldn't have touched you like this, I could barely even smile. I was an ugly, self-loathing toad..."

"Jordie, never say..."

"... but look at me now, Robbie. I'm happy. And being happy helps me look better and smile more and love. I could never have loved anyone before, Robbie. Now, I love Auntie and Franny and Melissa... and I love you. You're not just my cousin, Robbie, you're the best and closet friend I have. That I'll ever have. You made it possible for me to be me." He leaned forward and kissed cheek. "And I love you for it. Thank you."

Robbie put the nail polish remover aside and hugged her cousin as tears rolled down her face. "Oh, Jordie, I love you, too." Then she started laughing. "Great. Now I'm going to have to do my makeup all over again, too. We're never going to get outside!"
 

 

"Are they ever coming out?" Melissa was bursting with impatience. She hadn't planned for everyone to be here for this, but it had all worked out perfectly. Mary, Frances and Robbie were there from Jordan's family, their friend Susan was there, too, and then her mother and her Uncle Frank had suddenly joined the guest list while she'd been out dealing with her surprises. Everyone was here except, of course, Jordan. Melissa had asked Robbie to get him ready because Robbie was always so quick at these things. It had been nearly an hour, though. "What are they doing in there?"

Her Uncle Frank stood and lead her to an Adirondack chair and said, "Sit down and be patient, Lissa. If there's one thing you have to learn about dating a beautiful girl, it's that you must be patient. Beauty takes time. Relax."

Melissa nodded and let out a frustrated sigh. Then looked at her uncle, "You know that Jordie isn't a girl, right?"

Frank smiled. "Yes, she is sweetheart. You and I both know that. She may not be female, but she is a very smart and pretty girl, and with you as a role model, she is going to be a mighty woman - just like you. I'm very happy that you found her."

"Thanks, Uncle Frank," Melissa smiled.

Just then, the old screen door slammed and everyone turned to see Robbie walking beside a vision of feminine beauty in a timeless, yellow dress and tight, perfect braids.

Mary and Frances gasped as they caught sight of him.

Susan smiled.

Amanda let out a quiet 'Aww.'

"See," Frank whispered to Melissa, "good things come to those who wait."

Melissa stood and the flowered dress that she wore, a dress that had been made by the love of her life, a dress that had, per her request, had subtle pockets sewn into it, fell beautifully around her athletic form.

As she started to walk towards Jordan, Frank stopped her. "Wait. Let her make her entrance. I think I know what's happening here. Let the bride to be make her entrance."

Melissa looked sheepishly at her uncle, his eyes playful on his smiling, dark face. "Am I that transparent?"

"Just to me," he said as he kissed her forehead. "Now. She's made her entrance. Now, you can go take her hand and ask her."

Melissa took a moment to get her smile under control, then slowly walked to Jordan, took his hands in hers and whispered, "You are the most beautiful thing that God has ever created."

Jordan wanted to thank her for saying that and for the dress, but, for some reason, all he could do was blush. Something was happening all around him. He couldn't figure out what it was, but he knew it was something wonderful.

Melissa kissed his cheek and smiled sweetly. Then she turned to everyone. "I'm glad that we're all together today, because I have something I want to say and I want everyone to hear it."

Everyone got very quiet and looked at her and suddenly, she felt self conscience. Maybe this wasn't a great idea. Oh, well, she'd started this, there was no backing out now.

Melissa cleared her throat and continued. "I know this might seem impulsive, but... well... A few weeks ago, I met the sweetest, most beautiful person I have ever met and, contrary to everything that I had always believed, I learned that love at first sight is a very real and very powerful thing." She looked at Jordan and could not believe how beautiful he was. "Jordie, I hope that you don't think that I'm rushing things, but," she knelt down on one knee and pulled the small, robin's egg blue box from her pocket, "will you accept this ring and agree to marry me, someday, when you're ready?"

She opened the box revealing the tasteful, but obviously costly, ring. Jordan's free hand shot to his mouth as Susan and Amanda and especially Mary, covered their own mouths, caught up in the romance, concern and the abruptness of this proposal.

Jordan shook and gasped and tried to remember how to think, how to breathe, how to speak, but none of that worked. He just shook and shook and shook until finally he was able to start nodding his head, just a little, but eventually that turned into a full blown nod and soon he was gasping, "Yes! Yes! Yes!"

Quickly, because she sensed that Jordan may pass out if she didn't move things along, Melissa slid the ring onto the fourth finger of his left hand, then stood and embraced him, as much to calm him down as to show her love.

Frank was the first to start clapping, but the others joined quickly.

Jordan buried his face in Melissa's chest and shoulders and he shook and he cried and he shook and he cried and he whispered, "I love you so much," over and over and over.

"I love you, too, Jordie," Melissa assured him. "I'm going to let you go, now. Can you stand on your own?"

He nodded and felt the pressure of her hug lessen slowly as Melissa let him go.

Robbie was the first to grab Jordan's hand. "Let me see it! Oh, Jordie, it's just perfect and it fits so well!"

As Melissa received a hug from her uncle, she turned to Robbie and said, "I tried one of my pinkie rings on Jordie the other day. It seemed to fit his ring finger perfectly, so that's what I ordered. If it needs adjusting, we can get it sized."

"No way," Jordan said through tears of joy. "It fits perfectly and this ring is never leaving my finger."

As the shock of the situation lessened, Frances and the older women rose and congratulated each of the brides to be.

"So," Amanda said, after hugging them both, "you're going to wait until you've gotten your career going before the actual wedding?"

"We're going to wait until Jordie's ready to marry me," Melissa smiled. "As for a career, I think I have one all planned out?"

"Really?" Amanda raised her eyebrows. "What is your plan?"

"Jordan and I have been discussing how best to help the women of this area, and maybe, eventually, in areas beyond Hardwick, and I sent an email to Melinda Gates to ask her how she and Bill Gates set up their foundation. She gave us lots of great ideas and, since my education is all in business and investments, she offered to tutor me over the Internet. Jordie has asked me to be the director of the charitable branch of the Family trust. That will be my career."

"You emailed Melissa Gates!?" Frances asked. "Bill Gates' wife? One of the richest women in the world?"

"Sure," Melissa smiled. "Why not?"

Amanda smiled. "That sounds very rewarding. Let's talk to our lawyers and see if we can increase the size of that endowment through our family's trust, too."

"Count me in!" Frank shouted. "I'd love to help. You can't take it with you, you know!"

Everyone laughed.

"Well, let's not move too quickly," Mary said as she hugged Jordan, then released him and smiled at his pretty, tear soaked face. "I just got my Jordie back. I don't want to lose him too quickly."

"Yeah, about that..." Melissa grinned.

"What?" Frances shook her head. "You can't have another surprise up your sleeve."

"Speaking of combining family resources..." she pulled a small, gift wrapped package from her other pocket and handed it to Jordan.

"What's this?"

"Open it and see."

Everyone watched as Jordan ripped the flowered paper open and then removed the cover from the small box within. He pushed back the paper and pulled out a small chain with a brass letter 'J' at one end and a ring with a key on it on the other. "A key?" Jordan asked.

"Everyone look down the hill, for a moment," Melissa requested. "What do you see?"

"The center of town," Frances said.

"The library," Mary said.

"Some buildings and the road," Amanda said.

"Keenan's farm," Susan said.

"Bingo!" Melissa laughed.

"What?" Mary asked. "What do mean?"

"Well," Melissa grinned, "one of the reasons I needed a new computer was to look into a few things about this town. I did a pretty extensive search and I found out who the best realtor in this area was and I got in touch with her. I told her where I was staying and I asked if there were any houses for sale nearby. When I told her that I wasn't concerned about the price, she told me that since Mr Keenan had passed away a few years ago, Mrs Keenan had been considering selling the farm. So, I told her I was interested and this morning she told me what the family wanted for the property. Then, when you called and said that Uncle Frank had gotten everything resolved, I called the realtor and said I wanted to make an offer. I went down there this afternoon and I looked at the house. It's really beautiful inside, filled with beautiful antiques. So, I offered them thirty thousand dollars over asking price if I could keep the furniture. They agreed. I called the bank and had them transfer the money immediately. It won't be official until tomorrow, but from now on, it's Jordie's house."

Everyone was shocked and they stood silent for a few moments before Jordan gasped, "Melissa... that's unbelievable."

She put her arm around him. "Jordie, I want you to be mine, but I would never take you away from your family. They love you too much. Now, we can all be together. Mom, if you want to move west, there's a pretty little cottage on the property that I plan to have renovated for you and Franny and Robbie, when you're ready, we'll build houses for you, too, if you want. Uncle Frank, if you ever decide to leave the city, there's plenty of room for you, too. See, this way we'll have what Jordie and I both need the most. Family, love and above all, each other."
 
The End
 
Author's Addendum: This brings Jordie's story right up to the present time. I promise, I will revisit this beautiful boy in the future and we'll find out how life turns out for Jordie and Melissa.

Spit and Image - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Other Keywords: 

  • BridesMaid
  • Caught With Consequences
  • Crossdressing / TV
  • Deals
  • Bets or Dares
  • lingerie
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Slow Transformation
  • Victorian times

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Spit and Image: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2018,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Eighteen year old Paul is asked to help his mother with a sewing project. Everyone
knew that Paul bore a strong resemblance to his grandmother when she was young, but
when he lets his hair down and becomes his mom's dress model, they realize that he
truly was made in her Spit and Image.


 
Author's Note: Thank you for all the wonderful emails and comments about this story. Please continue to let me know what you think of the story. All comments, pro or con, are really helpful. ~Clara.
 
This version of Spit and Image: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

"Paulie, honey," his mother called from the dinning room where she'd set up her machine, hangers and bolts of material. "I need your help again, please. I won't hold you up for more than ten minutes, more."

Paul sighed and shook his head, "Yep. I'm coming." He put down his video game controller, pulled himself off of the couch, closed the soft robe more tightly around him as he rose and made his way from the family-room to the dinning room. "This has to be the last time, though," he told his mother. "I've got to shower. Lori is picking me up at 5:30 and I need to shower and change before she comes."

Eighteen year old Paul, a high school junior, had not yet gotten his license, but Lori, his first serious girl friend, who was a year ahead of him, had. They'd been dating since homecoming back in October. He loved the feeling of independence that he had whenever he climbed into Lori's car and they went out for the evening.

As Paul entered the dinning room, pulling the robe a bit more closed around his neck, his mother smiled at his modesty. Typically, Paul was walking around the house in his tighty-whities, but, for last couple of weeks, when she needed his help, he was suddenly bashful.

"I just need to pin the hem on this one, honey. Then, you're off duty. Ok?"

"Ok."

"Thanks, honey. I really appreciate your help. Now, step into the gown and I'll help you get it past the petticoats."

Paused let out a frustrated sound and pulled his mother's peach colored, silky robe off of his shoulders revealing the pretty, padded, lace covered bra beneath. As he dropped the robe to a chair, the full, fluffy petticoats appeared as did his stocking feet and the simple, twoinch pumps underneath.

The image of her son dressed in this manner always brought a smile to her face. At five-foot-four inches tall, one-hundred-and-seventeen pounds, Paul was even a bit small for a girl of his age. It never seemed to bother him, though.

"Ok, young lady," his mother teased, eliciting an irritated grunt from her son, "step into the gown for me."

For the last two weekends, Paul had been doing this over and over and over again, but it still gave him shivers when his mother pulled the silky material onto his shoulders and zipped up the back of the Victorian-style gowns.

"Ugg," she complained, "I wish that you'd let me shave your arm pits while we're doing this. This beautiful dress, your lovely body and those hairy pits just do not go together."

"Yeah, not happening, mom. I don't understand why your making all of the bridesmaids dresses, anyway. I mean Keith is your son. Shouldn't Abby's mom be making the gowns."

"I'm doing it because I have a great deal of experience sewing dresses, you know that. Besides, Abby's parents are struggling to pay for the reception as is. Your father, God rest his soul, left us very well off and I am happy to contribute to the wedding in any way I can."

"I know, but, mom, you volunteered to make dresses for all the bridesmaids and half of my cousins. That's like twenty dresses."

"Oh, stop exaggerating," she chided as she straightened the gown on his shoulders and over the petticoats, "it's only twelve dresses and you only have to help me with eight. And, believe me, I am grateful to have your help. That's why I'm going to pay for your Driver's Ed classes so you can get your learner's permit. That's our deal, so, no more complaining. Now, step up onto the platform so I can pin up the hem."

She held out her hand to support Paul, while he used his other hand to hold up the skirts and petticoats to maneuver himself up the step and onto the sixteen-inch high, carpeted box that his mother had asked a neighbor to make for her.

Just as she knelt to begin her work, her cell phone rang in the kitchen. "Oh, for crying out loud," she complained as she stood again and headed to the other room. "That damned phone is a curse."

"Hello?" Paul could hear his mom a room away. "Yes, this is Lilly Rooney. Oh, yes, thank you for calling back. I need to reserve the hall for a wedding rehearsal dinner in June..."

He sighed. This would take awhile. Stuck on the platform as he was, there wasn't much he could do except stand there.

He brushed his hands across the skirt of the dress. It sure felt different than brushing the front of a pair of pants. It was soft and smooth, but still somewhat stiff. Elegant in a way that he could not imagine men's clothing ever being. He felt awkward and strange in any of the dresses that his mom was making, but after wearing the panties, petticoats, stockings, shoes, bra and his mom's robe for the last six hours, he was getting used to the sensations and there were aspects of his ordeal that he actually enjoyed.

He ran his hands over the breasts that his padded bra created and he felt even weirder. It was like touching Lori's breasts, but not. They were on HIM and as the day had progressed and even the bra had become comfortable and second nature, he was kind of enjoying having breasts of his own.

It was weird.

When this all began two weeks ago. Then, it was just, "Paulie, I just need you to try on this part of the dress. You're the same size as Mary and several of the other girls, and I have to make sure it's right. I don't have time to keep changing the dress form..."

Last week, it was, "I bought some more undergarments that will shape you more like Betsy, but I'll pay for your Driver's Ed if you give me a few hours each weekend till I'm done..."

Today was actually Friday, but Paul had the day off from school so the teachers could all attend a system-wide meeting, his mom had cleared her schedule so she could get an extra day of sewing in. 'Lucky me,' Paul had thought. He figured that the day would be a big pain in the butt of sitting around in a bra, but instead, his mom had presented him with the shoes and petticoats. The stockings were added because the shoes didn't fit quite right without them. By the time his mom had gotten him into everything she said that it would just be easier for him to just keep everything on as she worked.

She gave him her long, silk robe to cover himself. It was comfortable enough, but it smelled like his mom's body wash, makeup and hairspray.

It was weird, too, but things normalized as the day went on and he got used to it.

His mother stayed in the kitchen talking on the phone.

Still bored and trapped on his pedestal, he fluffed the skirts and watched them settle. He caught a glimpse of himself in the darkened glass of the China cabinet that was on the wall to his left. Huh. He really did look like a girl from the neck down.

He reached up and pulled the hair tie from the man-bun that he wore on top of his head and he shook his hair free. Typically, it was always in a bun unless he was washing it. When freed, it fell to just below his collar, only the dress had no collar, so it tickled his upper back as it settled. He used his hands to comb it out and shook it to have it fall more naturally and he looked at himself in the China cabinet glass. Huh. A very plain girl looked back at him.

He played with the skirts a little more and watched the girl in his reflection. Huh.

He didn't look all that bad.

It was weirder and weirder and the fact that he felt his penis growing in his panties was also weird and a little disturbing.

He wondered what it would feel like to go whole hog and try some makeup and maybe even have his ears pierced and his hair done. That would feel nice, right? Maybe have his nails done nicely. That looked very relaxing. Maybe...

"Ahem," his mother fake-coughed from the doorway as she watched her son flouncing his skirts with his hair down.

Paul froze and his face reddened.

His mom laughed and crossed the room to him as she picked up her pincushion and began working on the hem. "Don't worry, honey. You're just reacting to the costume. If I'd left you standing here in a cowboy outfit, I probably would have caught you playing with your six-shooters, but I left you wearing a Victorian dress, so you were playing with your dress. It's perfectly natural."

Paul breathed and relaxed as his mom worked around his feet. She was quick and nimble and soon had finished pinning the hem.

"Here," she said to Paul, "take my hand and I'll help you down."

Once he was on the floor, she fussed with the shoulders of the dress and assessed her son. Paul was very bright and had lots of friends - although most of them were girls. He was never going to be tall, broad and handsome like his father had been or his brother was. Keith, who was ten years older than Paul and had been taking care of himself for nearly a decade, now, was nearly six-foot-three inches tall and was the spit and image of his father. Paul was frail and delicate and was, she had just realized, the spit and image of her own mother.

She laughed gently at that realization as she played with his hair.

"What?"

"Oh, nothing," she smiled at the boy. "I just realized how much you look like your grandmother. Come with me for a moment."

She led him to the hallway mirror and and stood beside him as they stared at what really did look like a young version of his grandmother.

"Here," his mother reached behind her neck and unclasped a small silver necklace with a blue stone hanging in a pendant. She came behind him and connected the clasp behind him, then adjusted his hair as she looked over his shoulder. "That was your grandma's. Isn't it lovely?"

Paul looked at the pendent which made his already feminine looking bosom even more so. He began to feel flushed - a little excited and very scared by his reflection and the fact that he felt excited at all.

Lilly watched her son and wondered what he was thinking. Eighteen and still so small. Keith was already over six feet tall at this age. Keith's teenaged years were consumed by sports, Boy Scouts, girls and cars. He was strong and independent and off on his own before he was out of high school. Paul was more interested books, drama club, art class and movies. Keith was her big guy. Paul was just... her baby.

"Do you like the way you look, honey?"

Paul shook off his reverie. "Mom, I need to go shower. Lori will be here in fifteen minutes. Can you help me get changed?"

"Sure." She smiled at his behavior as she lead him up the stairs to the master bathroom off of her bedroom. "Use the walk-in shower in my bathroom. It'll be easier than the tub in yours."

She pulled down the delicate zipper in the back of the dress and lowered it to the floor for him. He stepped out of it and she stepped into the bedroom to lay it carefully on her bed. When she returned, she had him turn and she undid the waist of his petticoats. Again he stepped out and again she laid it on the bed.

When she returned, he had taken off his shoes and he was struggling with the rear hooks and eyes on his bra.

"Here, I'll get that, sweetheart."

"Thanks, mom."

Lilly smiled, "That's ok, baby. Girls need help with things like this. That's why mothers and daughters stay so close."

Paul blushed a bit deeper and let his mom take off the bra and she helped him with his stockings.

"I think you can handle the panties by yourself, though, can't you?" she asked.

"Yeah, mom. Thanks."

Just then, the doorbell rang.

"Shoot, mom, it's Lori. She's early and I'm not ready."

"Don't worry, honey. You just take your shower and I'll entertain Lori." His mother turned him towards the shower and patted his pantied bottom. "Go on, now. Be quick."

As he showered he noticed three things.

First, his grandmother's pendant still hung from his neck. He tried to open the latch, but couldn't quite do it. Oh, well, he'd deal with it later

Second, he noticed that, after wearing a bra for six hours, his chest seemed to have an outline of the bra imprinted on him, giving him a hint of breasts. He didn't know quite what to make of that, but time was running short, he'd just have to see if the outline faded on its own.

Third, his mother's soaps and shampoos were all floral scented. Oh, so what. The smell would fade in a few minutes. He didn't have time to run down to his tub. Besides, he was already soaking wet.

He showered and dried himself quickly. Then, naked, of course, he tiptoed to his room. He could hear Lori and his mom talking downstairs.

"Oh, Mrs Rooney, it's beautiful!" Lori was gushing. "You are such a talented woman..."

Paul ducked into his room and dashed to the closet where he grabbed a pair of chinos and a checked, button-down shirt. He threw them on his bed, then grabbed a pair of socks and a tee shirt from his drawers. As he searched for a pair of underpants, he found nothing but an empty drawer.

"Shit," whispered as he went to the door to call down for his mother to look for a clean pair in the laundry room.

When he reached the railing he could, once again, hear Lori and his mother talking. "Oh, I love how deep the color is. It just shines. I can't believe you found something this elegant in a fabric store..."

"Damn," he whispered, again and ran to the hamper in his bathroom.

Empty. Mom must have put the laundry in the washer this morning.

The only solution was to go commando, or...

On top of his dresser was a package of panties his mother had bought for him to wear when he was acting as her dress model. He'd worn the white ones earlier today, but there were five other colors in there. What the heck, they were only cotton panties. No big deal, right?

The only solid color pair remaining was pink, so he grabbed a purple and white pair and pulled them up his legs, careful position his moderately sized penis correctly where a pouch should have been.

There. Problem solved.

He grabbed his other clothes and threw them on, wrapped his wet, floral-scented hair up into a bun and ran downstairs to Lori and his mom.

"Hey, babe," Lori smiled as he entered. "Your mom was showing me the material she picked up for my prom dress. Have you seen it?"

Paul said that he had and he knew that she'd like it.

Lori was wearing her favorite cowgirl boots tonight. They were red and had a very high heel. Paul loved the way the she looked in them, but didn't like her wearing them on dates. She was three and a half inches taller than him in bare feet. With the heels, she was five or six inches taller. They did make her butt look good, though!

After a moment of conversation about the material, Paul tried to usher Lori out the door quickly so that he could be alone with her.

"Paul Anthony Rooney," his mother's voice stopped him in his tracks. If she was using his middle name, he was in some kind of trouble, but he couldn't, for the life of him, figure out what he'd done.

"What did I do?"

"It's what you didn't do," his mother's scolding voice was cartoonish enough for him to know that he wasn't in any serious trouble.

"Look at this beautiful young woman who you are accompanying tonight. She took the time to look perfect from head to toe before driving over here to pick you up and you're headed out the door with wet hair wrapped up into a ratty bun."

Paul looked from his mother to his smiling girlfriend who raised her eyebrows and said, "She's right. Your hair is kind of stringy and wet right now."

"Oh, for crying out loud," he sighed. "You both know that I let it dry for a while, then redo my bun."

"Not good enough," his mother scolded. "By the time you get to The Dairy Bar, your hair will still be wet. It'll look terrible for hours. Now, upstairs with you and dry it with my blow dryer."

"Mom," he laughed, "I think that the last time that my hair was dried by a hair dryer was four or five years ago when we were late for Aunt July's wedding. I don't even know how to use it. Besides, we're running late. It'll dry."

He took Lori by the arm, but she shook him off with a big, conspiratorial smile. "Oh, we're not in THAT big of a hurry and I'd kind of like your hair to look nicer than it does. You know, your mom is right. I took the time to look nice for you - you should do the same for me."

Paul shook his head. "Come on, mom... Lori... like I said, I don't even know how to use a blow dryer..."

"No, problem," his mother cut him off, "we'll teach you. Come on, Lori, let's go to my bathroom and we'll teach my son how to make himself presentable."

Despite his protests, he was led upstairs to his mother's room and into the lavatory where he was told to sit on the toilet seat and let his hair out so that it could be dried.

As his mother plugged in the drier and took out a large, round brush, Lori spotted the bridesmaid's dress on the bed and said, "Oh, Mrs. Rooney, this is gorgeous! Is this for the wedding?"

Lilly peeked out of the lavatory and smiled at Lori as she held up the dress. She smiled at the younger woman's romantic reaction to the elaborate garment. "It is, dear. I just pinned the hem. Isn't it coming well? I still need to add all of the lace, and there's a lot of it on each dress, and there is a decorative flower pattern fits right at the bottom of the bust line. They will be beautiful when I'm done."

"Oh, and what a beautiful petticoat. Oh, I hope that my wedding will be this beautiful."

"It will, dear, I'm sure. Come on in here so we can talk while I deal with this mop of hair that you're dating."

As Lilly went to work on her son, Lori asked questions about the colors that the bridesmaids were wearing and the venue where it would all take place. The hair dryer was loud and hot, so Paul only caught snippets of the conversation.

"Honestly," his mom said with sincere feeling, "if I didn't have to work for a living, I would have loved to have made the bridal gown, too, but that's a pretty huge job and I never did anything like that, before."

'Thank God she's not making the bridal gown!' Paul thought as his hair was pulled so hard that he thought that it might get pulled out.

"Well," his mother smiled as the dryer whirred to a stop, "that came out better than I expected."

"Yeah," Lori agreed. "You look great, babe! Leave it down, tonight. I like it."

Paul turned and looked in the mirror, surprised by what he saw. Typically, he just pulled his hair back and wound it into a bun. This time, though, there was a neat part down the middle and his hair looked healthy and hung nicely around his face and neck. It even looked just a little lighter due to being fluffed the way that it was.

"Wow. I look so different."

"Do you like it, because I really like it!" Lori was beaming.

"I guess... Sure, I like it, fine." Paul was very surprised that it looked so good. He never really looked all that good - just, kinda artsy.

"Wait, just a minute." Lilly had an idea. "Let me show you something amazing."

She ran to her bureau and pulled out a photo album, thumbing through to find a specific picture.

"Here, look at this! Isn't it uncanny!?"

Paul and Lori looked at the picture and, truly, it was uncanny! The person in the black and white picture was wearing a checked, button-down shirt and tan pants, very similar to Paul's. The person also sported a very similar haircut and, and this was the uncanny part, the image had Paul's face! If it were not for the feminine smile, light makeup and obvious breasts beneath the shirt, even Paul would have sworn that it was a picture of him.

"Oh, my God!" Lori whispered. "Who is that?"

"That's my mother," Lilly beamed! "Just a few minutes ago, when I was helping Paulie take off.... Well, never mind that.... Anyway, I just said to Paulie that he was the spit and image of my mother, but this is getting a little freaky!"

For his part, Paul was relieved that his mother had not blurted out anything about him wearing a dress, but he was bewildered by the picture.

"Wow," Lori put her arm around his shoulder and shook him
affectionately, "your grandma was a babe and you look just like her! How cool is that, babe!?"

Paul wasn't sure how 'cool' it was, but it was a strange turn of events. He loved his grandmother and always enjoyed it when she was with them, but this was downright odd. They looked identical.

"Isn't it amazing, honey?" Lilly was truly thrilled by the likeness. "And you know what's even stranger, Lori? This is the house that my mother grew up in. We bought it when my grandfather passed away. The room that Paulie sleeps in, now, is the same room that his grandma used to sleep in when she was his age."

"Wow!" Lori laughed. "If your grandma weren't still alive, I'd swear that you were her reincarnated!"

"Yeah... haha..." Paul was getting concerned about all of these coincidences. It was as if life was making him feel inadequate as a guy. He was ok with being on the short side - usually - but having been in petticoats all day, then Lori wear those damned spectator boots so he felt tiny and now this! His sense of masculinity was waning.

"When was this picture taken, Mrs Rooney?"

Lilly took the picture out and look at the back of it. "Let's see that was fifty-five years ago and mom is seventy three, now so..."

"Oh, my God, babe!" Lori shrieked. "She was eighteen - the same age as you!!! You really are twins! Nearly identical!"

Paul had had enough of this talk. "Alright! Alright! It's a pretty weird coincidence, but that's all it is - a coincidence. So, what? I look like
my grandma? Big deal. Lots of kids look like their grandparents. I think we've talked about this enough. Come on, Lori, let's go to The Dairy Bar
and have some dinner. I'm starving."

"Ok, babe. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to tease, but you have to admit... it is pretty amazing."

"Ok, you two," Lilly laughed as Paul pulled his girlfriend towards the door, petulantly. "Be good! Be careful! Come home safely!"

"Good bye, Mrs Rooney! See you later!" Lori hollered back as the door closed, maybe just a little too forcefully, behind the two teenagers.

The Dairy Bar was crowded, as it usually was on a Friday evening. Since most sophomores, like Paul, couldn't drive yet, at least not without an adult, most of the kids were seniors. Paul was one of the few boys with an older girlfriend, but there were a few sophomore and junior girls there who were dating older boys.

Lori found a spot right by the front door. They got out and went in to place their standard order -two burgers, one small fries to split, a coke for Lori and an iced tea for Paul, with a malted chocolate milk shake to share for dessert. They greeted those kids with whom they were familiar and he chatted with a group of girls about an AP English Lit project that was due on Monday before getting in line at the counter.

"$23.88, please," the cashier said.

Paul reached for his wallet and felt just an empty pocket. 'Shit,' he thought as he realized that in his rush to get out of the house, he'd left his wallet on his bureau.

Lori saw his panic and stepped forward, opened her purse and pulled out $30.00. "Here you go," she said as she handed the cashier the bills. "Keep the change."

She smiled at her diminutive boyfriend as she threw her arm around his shoulder, "Pretty smooth way of not paying the bill, stud."

"I'm sorry, Lori. I guess I was in such a rush that..."

"Lori! Rooney! Over here!" It was Lori's friend, Beth. Until they started dating, Paul had never seen Lori without Beth. She always called Paul "Rooney" for some reason. He didn't mind. It sounded kind of tough.

"Wow, Rooney! Your hair looks cool tonight! New look for you?" Beth asked as they took their seats.

Paul smirked and shrugged as Lori grinned. "It's cute, right? I like it better than his boy-bun."

"It is cute, Rooney." Suddenly, Beth reached across the table and reached into Paul's shirt. "Hey, what's that?"

Paul saw the pendent in Beth's hand and he nearly died. He'd forgotten to take it off! How could he have been so stupid!?

"Aww, that's really pretty, babe," Lori was admiring the jewelry. "Where did you get that?"

"Umm... well, it was my grandmother's and she gave it to my mother and... well, earlier today my mom got it into her head that I looked like... well, she usually wears it, but she put it on me as a gag and..."

Lori laughed. "Oh, Beth, you wouldn't believe it, but when Paulie and I were getting ready to leave, well, his hair was all wet and his mother wouldn't let him leave until his hair was dry, so she..."

Paul melted into his chair as Lori brought Beth up to speed on the Paul/grandmother story.

Mercifully, the loudspeaker announced their number and Paul jumped up to get the food. When he returned, the girls were giggling and Paul was sure that it was directed at him until he realized that they were watching a couple of little kids who were playing outside the window. The conversation for the evening never returned to Paul's jewelry or his grandmother.

At 9:30, they pulled out and went for a ride along the coast until they came to an inlet with a parking lot. They sat, Paul moved over and nestled in the crook of Lori's arm, and looked at the water and chatted for a while until Lori pulled him close and planted a long, luxurious kiss on his lips. He smiled as they parted and Lori immediately leaned in again and this time her tongue plunged deeply into Paul's surprised mouth. He accepted her tongue as deeply as he could as his hand caressed the side of her breast.

Lori pulled Paul as close as the stick shift between them would allow. Her tongue searched deeper and deeper into his throat and he slipped his hand inside her bra, releasing her left breast from its bondage.

Soon, he was suckling on her nipple, tenderly biting it with his lips and teeth and she moaned in delight.

Soon, her left hand had undone the button on his chinos and her hand was caressing his organ through the soft cotton of his underpants. They had ended their dates this way several times and both loved to play with the other in this way.

As his penis became more turgid, she searched for the 'Y' front of his briefs to pull his member free, but she could not find the opening. As her hand went to slip beneath the waistband of his underwear, she noticed a difference. The band was smaller and gave way more freely and... what was that... was there lace around the elastic. What the hell was this!?

Suddenly, Lori stopped and pulled away from Paul.

"What?" he asked, confused and frustrated.

"Sit back by the door for a minute."

Paul did as he was told and Lori turned on the dome light.

"What's the matter?" Paul was concerned. Had he bitten her when he meant to nibble? What?

"Pull down your pants for me."

"Ok," Paul said as he started to comply, then realized why she'd stopped. "Umm... I can't."

"Why not?"

He remained silent and tried to think of something to say.

"Are you wearing panties, Paulie?" Her face was passive, well, maybe a little curious, but not angry.

"It's not what you think... I was just in a big rush and... all of my underwear was in the laundry, so..."

A smile crept across Lori's face. "Let me see them."

He pulled down his pants, revealing the purple and white stripped, obviously feminine, panties. He had not even noticed, until that moment, that there was a band of white lace around the waist and leg holes. Could this night get any more embarrassing?

"Cute," Lori grinned broadly. "I like it. Take off your shirt for me."

Paul did as he was told and soon he was sitting in the passenger seat of Lori's car in just a pair of panties and a pretty pendant.

"Hmmm...." She hummed. "I like this look. Is there anything you want to tell me?"

"I'd rather not," Paul answered honestly.

"What are these marks?" She ran her hands along the traces of the bra straps and band that still remained. "Looks like a bra. I think you need to be honest with me, Paulie. Are you a transvestite or a transsexual or something? I mean, I'll love you regardless, but I need to know."

Paul broke down and told her how he'd been helping his mom with something private, leaving out the most embarrassing details about the petticoats and how pretty he thought he looked in the dress. He said that it wasn't what it looked like and he swore that it wasn't anything weird - he was just helping his mother.

When he was done, Lori told him how impressed she was that he'd help out his mom like he did, but her gaze remained focused on Paul's panties.

She leaned over and reached into his waistband, grabbed his equipment and pushed it down between his legs. When she pulled her hand out, he was smooth where a bulge used to be.

She rubbed his smooth abdomen. "That's better. If you wear panties, they should look pretty. Your wiener messes up the front. I like it better this way."

"You're not mad?"

"Mad? No. I think it's sexy. Tell you what - if you wear panties for me again tomorrow, I'll make it worth your while. How would you like to have your first BJ?"

He smiled. "I'd like that."

"Then wear your prettiest panties for me and make sure that the front of your panties are smooth and pretty for me. Ok?"

Paul was very flushed. He was so enthralled by the idea of an actual blowjob that the strangeness of the request didn't even register with him. "Ok. I'll wear panties for you."

"Nice" her smile grew wider. "Let's get you home."

Saturday morning began with a nice breakfast with his mom. Turkey-Bacon with eggs and fresh fruit before Lilly suggested that Paul take a shower before she got him ready to hem another dress or two.

"Use my shower, honey, and use the conditioner after you shampoo. Just follow the instructions on the bottle."

Paul enjoyed the warm water and the massage feature of his mom's shower. He'd been in the shower for about fifteen minutes and was rinsing after his second application of conditioner out of his hair when he heard his mother enter the bathroom.

"Paulie, honey, I need to open the shower door. Turn your back to me if you want."

He did and Lilly opened the shower door. "Here, honey, cover yourself with this," she handed him a face cloth. "Now, hold up your arm for me."

"Mom, no!"

"Paulie, yes. I can't put those beautiful dresses on you with that ugly underarm hair sticking out at me. It'll grow back. Don't make this into a big thing. Just let me take care of it."

Paul sighed and shook his head. "Geez, mom, this is getting to be a bit much, don't you think?"

"No, honey, I don't. I asked for your help and you agreed to it, and that involves looking good in the clothes. So, please, let's just do this and get it over with."

Reluctantly, Paul raised his arm and his mother shaved away the little tufts of hair under his arms.

"Now, face me," she directed him and she made quick work of the few hairs that populated his chest.

Then she pulled a small stool to the side of the shower and told him to put a foot in her lap so she could take care of his legs.

'What the Hell?' He figured that there was no stopping her at this point and, like she said, why make a big thing out of something that would grow back in a few weeks?

"Now, that looks much better. Now shut off the water and lean over towards me." She wrapped his head in a towel, turban style, then instructed him, "Rub some of this body oil into your skin before you get out of the shower, put on a pair of panties and my robe and meet me in the kitchen."

When he arrived in the kitchen, Lilly guided him to a chair by the counter where there was a hair dryer, a brush and various other hair care tools. She removed the turban from his head and rubbed it to dry it a bit, then placed the towel on his shoulders, like a hairdresser's cape, before grabbing a brush and starting the process of preparing his hair.

"See, the conditioner makes it much easier to run a brush through your hair. No snarls, right?"

Paul nodded. She was right. His hair was, typically, a mess of knots and snarls. The brush seemed to pass through it easily, today.

"Did anyone comment on how nice your hair looked, last night, honey?"

"There were a few comments, alright. Lori's friend, Beth, teased me a little, but most people just kind of acknowledged it and moved on. No one made a big deal out of it, either way."

"Hmm. I'm surprised," Lilly had moved to the back of her son and was looking at the ends of his hair. "It looked so much nicer than usual."

Paul shrugged, but then sat up straighter as he heard the sound of scissors closing behind him. "Mom! What are you doing?"

"Oh, just relax. I'm just taking about a half an inch off of the end of your hair to get rid of the split ends and neaten it up for you. You liked how it looked yesterday, right? Well, this will make it look even nicer."

Paul breathed a frustrated sigh. "You know, mom, I think you're losing sight of the fact that I am actually your son. Don't let the panties fool you. I still have a penis down there."

Lilly delivered a well-placed dope slap to the back of his head. "Don't be crass to me, Paulie. Listen, your hair has been driving me nuts for years and FINALLY it looked nice yesterday. Lori thought so, too. Let's build on that. As for the panties, well, we have a deal right? It won't last forever. Oh, and I noticed that you're still wearing your grandma's pendant. I think that's sweet. Why don't you keep it?"

Paul had just gotten used to it being there and forgotten to ask for help to remove it. "Actually, the only reason it's still there is because I can't work the clasp by myself. Can you take it off for me?"

"Oh. I thought you liked it. It's very pretty and grandma will happy to know that someone is wearing it. You are her favorite grandchild, you know."

"That's just because I'm the youngest."

Another dope slap. "Stop it. You know that she dotes on you. Leave it on for now. It looks pretty with the gowns. We'll talk about taking it off
later."

After the split ends were removed, Lilly went to work with the blow dryer, taking her time this time. She worked it and worked it, occasionally spraying parts of his head with water to fix mistakes. It seemed to take forever and felt like it was burning his ears and drying out his eyes.

After a shower of hairspray for "just a little hold," Paul was told to stay where he was while Lilly helped to raise the stockings up his newly shaved legs. They did feel much nicer than yesterday, he had to admit. Then his shoes were added and he stepped into the petticoat which Lilly tied tightly behind him. Finally, the bra was hooked in the back, but then, instead of putting on his mother's robe, Lilly held open a light blue, checked shirt similar to the one he'd worn last night, but this one buttoned on the other side and had darts sewn into the front to accentuate a woman's figure.

"Mom..."

"Humor me. Just let me see something."

He put on the shirt and Lilly buttoned it up for him, then stood back to take a look at him. "Wow."

"I know. I look like grandma."

"No, honey. You ARE your grandmother at eighteen. I mean, I know that I said you were the spit and image, but I am wrong. You really are your grandmother. Look in the hall mirror."

As Lilly picked up the counter, she heard a shriek from the hallway. "Mom! You... you flipped my hair under! I have grandma's actual hairdo from that photo!! Are you nuts!? I'm going out with Lori tonight! I can't go like this! Are you crazy?"

Lilly hurried to her son and rubbed his back to calm him down. "Honey, honey, honey. I just put the flip in to see how it would work. I'll comb it out before your date. Don't worry your pretty little head, you'll look fine tonight. I'm sorry. I should have asked before I did it."

He breathed again, a bit relieved.

"I'm sorry, honey. Tell you what. You can take off the shirt if you want and go play video games. I won't need you for an hour or so."

"Ok. Sorry I yelled I was just... you know... Anyway, I need to do some reading for AP Lit, so I'll be reading in the family room when you need me, ok."

"Ok, honey and I'm sorry, too."

Just shy of an hour later, Lilly walked into the family room to find Paul, still in the checked shirt with his feet curled up under the petticoats, tucked femininely into the corner of the couch with a book in his hand and cords from his earbuds hanging out of his softly flipped hair. He just made such a precious picture, that she took out her phone and took a picture of him. He never noticed.

She touched his shoulder to get his attention. "Paulie. I need you now."

"Ok, mom." He got up, managing the petticoats quite well, she noticed, put down his book and phone and followed her to the dining room.

"Here, honey. I need to do the soft rose-colored one, now. Take off your blouse and I'll help you into it."

Paul rolled his eyes at the word 'blouse' but did as he was told.

The dress went on the same way that yesterday's did. Lilly zipped up the back for him, helped him onto the platform and knelt to pin the hem.

Paul noticed that a tall mirror on a stand had been placed in the dining room about eight feet in front of his platform. There was nowhere else for him to look except at his reflection.

It wasn't so bad, though. It was very different, of course, but the dress was very pretty and it was fascinating to see how different he looked with just a few alterations. And when he thought about it, his mom was really quite an artist, making all these beautiful gowns. It was like when he molded clay, or painted. Start with nothing - end up with something amazing.

Lilly smiled as she spotted her son looking at his reflection. Paul was always a sweet, gentle boy, but all of this dressing and hair care seems to have taken that up a level. She didn't want to play games with his psyche, but she was enjoying having a 'pretend daughter' for as long as it lasted.

"You look very pretty, Paulie."

Paul shrugged nervously, but could not think of a thing to say. Finally, "I guess," came out as a whisper.

The hem was pinned, but rather than take the dress off of him immediately, Lilly stood and looked in the mirror with her son. The platform and shoes made him almost half a head taller than her. That was unusual. She raised her arm, put her it around his waist and leaned her head on his shoulder. "You know, it couldn't be possible for me to love anyone as much as I love you and Keith, but part of me always wished that I had a daughter. Thank you for indulging me. I'm really looking forward to spending the next few weekends getting to know the new, feminine person that you are when you're dressed like this. I hope you're having fun, too."

He thought back to last night and how turned on Lori was when she saw his panties. 'What is it with women wanting men in pretty clothes? And I thought I was weird!' he thought.

"I wish your grandma could see how much you look like her. She'd love it."

"Oh, I don't know," Paul chuckled. "She's a bit old-fashioned about boys and girls."

"Nonsense, I'd like to..."

Their quiet chat was interrupted by a woman's voice calling as she swung open the kitchen door, "Hi, mom! Are you here? Paulie?"

It was Keith's fiancé, Abby. As one of the family, she just entered without knocking.

"Mom...!" The panic in Paul's eyes spoke volumes .

There was nowhere to go. The kitchen was twelve feet away. She was headed into the dining room and neither of them could get to the door before Abby did.

"I brought the lace material you wanted, it was delivered... oh! I'm sorry," she spotted the woman modeling the dress and stopped yelling so loudly. "Hi, mom, here it is." She came around to the front of the pedestal and extended her right hand to the model, "Hi, I'm Abby, the bride. Thank you for helping out, the dresses are just... PAULIE!?!?!?"

Paul's entire body turned blood red as he tried to hide, but was unable to get down.

"Yes, it's Paul, but..." Lilly tried explain and calm everyone down.

"Mom, Paulie's in a dress... a gown... his hair... mom! What's all this about!?"

"Now, that's enough, just stop right there!" Lilly raised her voice to gain control. "Paul is my model - my PAID model, by the way - and he has been allowing me to have a little fun at his expense. Now, just stop the dramatics and calm down and whatever you do, don't tell his brother about this - he's only doing this because he loves you and and Keith."

"Oh," Abby sputtered. "I see. Well, umm... Paulie... thank you for your help and, mom, thank you for explaining." She evaluated her soon-to-be brother-in-law more closely and smiled. "You don't look half bad, there, Paulie. I wonder what your girlfriend would think of you."

As if on cue, another woman's voice sounded from the doorway. "Could someone explain it to me? Because I am curious as to why my boyfriend is wearing a Cinderella gown."

Paul turned on the pedestal and wished that he could just melt into the petticoats and disappear. Not only was Lori standing there with a shocked smirk on her face, Beth was there, too.

"Looking pretty good there, Rooney." Beth joked at his expense. "So, Lori, what kind of a tux are you wearing to the prom."

"Oh, shut up and leave him alone," Lori scolded her friend. "I'm sure there's an explanation for all this and, even if there's not, damn, baby, you are a hot-looking girl - and no makeup. I like the flipped hair, too."

"Alright, Alright, Alright!" Lilly took charge. "Everyone's had their fun, now, out into the kitchen with the lot of you. Let me help Paulie down and we'll be there in a moment to explain everything. Shoo, now, all of you."

They left and Lilly shut the door before helping Paul down. She hadn't noticed the tears that coated his face.

"Oh, baby, I'm sorry. I didn't think that something like that would happen. It'll be fine, you'll see."

Paul couldn't help it. When his feet were on the floor, he buried his head in his mother's shoulder, held her tightly and sobbed
uncontrollably.

"It's over, mom, it's over. She's never going to go out with me again... Lori and Beth will tell everyone... I might as well be dead, mommy. My life is over."

Lilly couldn't help but chuckle just a bit as she rubbed his back. " Oh, baby, baby. Nothing's over. We'll explain it all and everyone will laugh."

He could barely breathe, let alone talk, through the gasps and sobs. "No... I wish I was dead. My life is over."

Minutes of this fear and hysteria passed until there was a knock on the door. Lilly opened the door enough to see Lori's face.

"Can I speak to him for a few minutes, alone?" Lori asked.

Lilly nodded and opened the door wider to let the younger woman in.

"Be gentle," she whispered. "He's very upset."

Lori whispered back, "I will. Umm, can we have like fifteen minutes or so. I need to make sure that he knows that I'm fine with this."

Lori closed the door behind his mother and quietly locked it. Then she put her arms around Paul and hugged him close. He calmed down with the feel of her touch and the smell of her and her voice and her... everything. He'd honestly thought that he'd lost her. Thank God she was back.

"Oh, baby," she whispered, "why are you crying? Everything is just fine."

"I... I..." He still gasped as he tried to gain control of himself. "I thought that you'd leave me after seeing me like... this."

"Are you kidding me? As much as I loved you yesterday, I love you even more, now. Look at how cute you look."

Paul pulled back and smiled, looked at the gown he was wearing, fluffed it a bit and shrugged. "Cute is not exactly what I was going for."

Lori played with his hair for a moment. "I love this look for your hair. Was it your idea?"

"What?" Paul was incredulous. "Of course not. I showered this morning and mom wanted to trim my split ends, then dry my hair. I had no idea that she'd done this to me till I looked in the mirror. She was going to fix it before anyone saw me, but that was a giant fail, wasn't it?"

"Well, I think it's adorable on you."

She touched the exposed skin on his neck, shoulders and chest. "You're smooth, too. Did your mom shave you?"

He nodded.

"Your legs, too."

He nodded and his blush deepened.

"Really? I want to see."

She knelt and raised the skirt of the gown. "Oh, my, Oh, my," she whispered. "Look at all those pretty petticoats."

When she'd reached his legs, she said, a bit louder, "Oh, my, Oh, my. Stockings. And heels," she gave a sharp, exaggerated intake of air, buried in his petticoats, "and panties! Yay!"

Paul giggled, but when he felt her pull down his panties, he gasped for real.

When her tongue touched the tip of his penis, he was in heaven. He'd never felt anything this wonderful before and Lori had completely disappeared. He could see no trace of her beneath his voluminous gown, but he could feel her touching him. Playing with him. Kissing him. Suckling on him.

It was amazing.

He grasped the silken skirts of the gown and his head rolled back, allowing his curled hair to swing freely, femininely beneath his lolling head. His hips began to buck and his breathing began to increase in tempo. He could feel a bead of sweat run down between the cups of his bra.

His entire manhood was being consumed amidst his feminine clothing. When he thrust forward, or pulled back, he remained entirely in her mouth, but the friction created by the movement combined with the suckling of Lori's mouth and throat made everything bubble up faster and faster. He was either going to cum or pass out pretty soon.

When he came, it was powerful and violent and gentle and sweet, all at once. He let go torrents of seed into her mouth while stifling his need to scream at the top of his lungs and just let his eyes close and his mouth hang open until Lori climbed out of the tent of fabric and took him in her strong arms.

His eyes rolled as they opened and gradually focused on his girlfriend.

"Wow," he whispered.

Her smile turned to a laugh. "You're adorable. Come on, your mom is worried."

"...and then you all showed up at once. I know it seemed odd, it really was all explainable." Lilly had the photo album out on the kitchen table, opened to the picture of her mother in the checked shirt. They were all seated around the table drinking tea and laughing at the strangeness of the situation.

Paul had taken off the rose-colored gown and had put the checked shirt his mom had given that morning back on. The tailored nature of the shirt did accentuate the line of the padded bra beneath, but no one seemed to mind. Below the shirt, his petticoats exploded into a heap of femininity, but, again, no one seemed to mind.

"Well," Lori smiled, "I, for one, am glad that I got to see the 'new you' and you had better believe that I'll be back to see more of you over the next few weeks until the dresses are done."

"Actually, I'm glad you all saw Paulie, too, because I've been trying to bring up something all day and I couldn't quite get the words out."

Everyone waited for Lilly's thoughts to continue as she flipped through the album of photos. "Here, look at this photo of my mother."

She showed them a picture, this time in color, of a young woman, who looked remarkably like Paul, wearing a knee length, scooped collared, three-quarter length sleeved, lace covered, white dress standing in front of a flowering bush that was still very much alive in their own back yard.

"Aww, she looks so young and beautiful there," Abby gazed at the picture. The timelessly elegant dress made the young woman look more mature, but still virginal and nearly goddess-like. "When was this taken?"

"See, that's the thing. After Paulie left last night, I took out this album and looked all these pictures of my mom. This was taken fifty-five years ago next Saturday when mom went to her debutant debut at the country club. All the eighteen-year-old daughters of the members would dress up and be 'presented' as women for the first time. It used to be a big deal."

"Huh," grunted Beth.

"Yeah," Lori continued her thought for her, "sounds pretty primitive to me. 'Here's my daughter. She's ready for a mate. Come get her.' You know what I mean."

They all chuckled at that and Lilly said, "I do, but it was pretty common for affluent families back then to have their daughters participate in these events. The newspapers took their pictures and wrote about them. It was a big deal."

"She looks happy in the picture," Paul was more taken by the joy on his grandmother's face than anything else. She still smiled like that when the family was all together.

"She was. She talks about this night a lot. She met my dad that night. They danced, they laughed, they fell in love, and they got married five years later when Dad finished college. It truly was her first night of womanhood."

There was a general sigh of approval for the romance of the evening from the women and Paul.

"Which brings me to my idea..." Lilly's smile was Cheshire in nature. She had something big planned.

"See, I have that dress in storage. It was here when we moved in, so I brought it to the cleaners and had them store it correctly in case I ever had a daughter who may fit into it and... well, now, I kind of do... and, since next weekend is the fifty-fifth anniversary of her debutant debut, it seems like it would be the perfect time to recreate this picture for mom."

"Mom..." Knowing his mother, Paul was already wary of where this was headed, but Lori cut off his objection.

"Oh, what a great idea!!! You could have Paul dress exactly like your mom was, hair, makeup, jewelry, everything, and retake the photo by the bush in the backyard! I love it!"

"That's it, exactly!" Lilly beamed at the enthusiasm from Paul's girlfriend.

"Mom..."

"Oh, mom," Abby cut him off this time, "grandma would adore that, I'm sure of it. What a great idea!"

"Mom, I don't know if grandma would appreciate her grandson all dolled up in her old clothes."

"Oh, don't be a stick in the mud, babe," Lori dismissed his concerns as she looked more closely at the photo. "He'll need an older shade of red for his lipstick and these pearl earrings are pretty distinctive. We'll have to find something similar."

"No, no, I have those in my jewelry box. Mom gave them to me on my wedding day. They are for pierced ears, though..." Lilly threw in, but Abby came to the rescue.

"They sell adaptors for unpierced ears..."

"... or he could just get his pierced..." Beth offered.

Paul felt as if he was in the midst of a tornado with words that seemed intent on destroying him swirling around him. Every 'but,' 'maybe' or 'I don't think' disappeared in the storm of women's voices.

Finally, Lilly, looked at Paul and smiled. She was thrilled by the amount of support coming from the women in the room. "So, Paulie, what do you think? Will you do this one more little thing for your mom and your grandma?"

"And for me, too, babe," Lori took his hand in hers and held it tightly. "It's going to be so much fun."

"You're already doing so much for me, Paulie," Abby smiled, "helping out with all the bridesmaids' dresses and all, but knowing grandma the way that I do, I know that she'd adore a picture of her grand-baby, as she calls you, paying tribute to her like this."

Beth was uncharacteristically quiet as the final arguments went around the table.

How about you, Beth? What do you think?" Paul asked.

"I think you should do it, Rooney. Not for any particular reason, I just want to help dress you up."

That brought laughter from the others.

"I don't know, mom. I mean, I'd have to go out of the house and all... I'd feel kind of stupid, you know?"

"No, I don't know, Paulie. What's stupid about doing something nice for your grandmother. She does nice things for you all the time."

"Do it, babe" Lori said, then squeezed his hand to get him to look at her. She nodded her encouragement. She winked and smiled sexily. "Come on, babe, do it."

Paul breathed a heavy sigh. "Ok, I'll do it, but you'd better make me look like a real girl. I don't want to look like a joke when we take the picture."

They all applauded him.

"Welcome to The Girls' Club, Rooney," Beth teased. "You've got a big week ahead of you!"

After lunch, Paul went back to his book and Music, hoping to keep his mind off of the week ahead. Part of him was scared to wear the clothes and part of him was excited. The biggest problem was the fact that he was excited scared him more than wearing the dress.

Lilly went back to preparing another dress.

Abby went off for a bridal gown fitting.

Beth and Lori went to the dry cleaners to get grandma's dress and do some other shopping. Their playful offer for Paul to join them was treated with a sarcastic, "No, thank you," from Paul.

By the time dinner had rolled around, Paul had been a dress form three more times and had finished his AP Lit homework. Still wearing the checked shirt and petticoats, Paul joined his mom at the table at 5:30 for a typical Saturday evening meal - tuna sandwiches and fruit salad.

"So, what are you and Lori doing tonight, honey," Lilly made small talk.

He shrugged and finished his mouthful of food. "I don't know. I think we're hanging out here and watching some Netflix or a dvd. Is that ok?"

"Sure. You know that Lori is always welcome here. I have to go over to Keith and Abby's for a few hours, though. I'm getting together with Abby's parents to go over things for the wedding. You guys will be ok alone here, won't you?"

Paul nodded.

"Now, be careful and behave yourselves while I'm gone. No alcohol, drugs or sex, right?"

It was a usual warning from his mother and he chuckled. It was kind of her fault that he'd gotten his first blowjob earlier today and now she was telling him 'no sex.' Well, that was as far as things had ever gotten anyway. Probably no harm in that, so he kidded his mom back, "Don't worry mom. I won't make you a grandmother for a long time, yet."

"Good," She kidded back, "because I'd have a heck of a time explaining how you got pregnant."

"Hey! That's not funny!" He waved her off with a gesture that was decidedly more girlish than usual. Lilly wondered if he was teasing, but decided it was better not to ask.

"Anyway," Paul continued, "Lori will be over in about an hour and a half, so, after supper, if you wouldn't mind helping me to get changed and maybe straighten my hair before she gets here, I'd really..."

"Knock, Knock!" Lori called in through the screen door, then she pulled it open and came right in. She was carrying several shopping bags and a garment bag with the name of the local dry cleaners' printed on it.

"Lori!" Paul accepted a kiss on his cheek. "You're early."

"I know, but I had all of this stuff and, to tell you the truth, I wanted to get here before you had a chance to get changed. I'm hoping that we might have a little fun with some things that I bought for you."

Paul's mouth hung open as his mother took the garment bag and said, "Oh, how sweet! I wish I could stay to see what you got, but I need to get to Keith's. Here, let me take the garment bag, I'm dying to see the dress. Paulie, will you clear the table for me, dear?"

She pulled the garment bag to the side and looked at the dress, which looked as if it had just been stored away yesterday. The material was bright and clean and freshly pressed. “Oh,” Lilly put one hand to her heart as she looked at the beautiful dress. “It’s just perfect! Oh, I wish we had time to have you try it on now, Paulie, but I have to get going. Tomorrow, I’ll see if I can find a shorter petticoat to go with this and I’ll check all the seams to be sure that the thread is still strong before you put it on. Oh! I’m so excited!”

She skipped into the dining room with the dress and hung it up before heading upstairs to get ready to leave.

Paul stood to carry dishes to the sink, but Lori stopped him. “Come here, beautiful. I want a kiss from my girly little guy.”

He laughed as she planted a kiss on his lips, but when they broke the kiss he said, “Hey, lay off the ‘girly’ stuff, ok. This is weird enough.”

“Oh, you’re right. I’m sorry. I’m looking at my boyfriend while he’s wearing panties, petticoats, stockings a bra, high heels and a pretty little blouse, his hair is flipped up like that girl on an old TV show and he’s got a pretty little necklace hanging in his cleavage. Why would I ever call him girly. I’m sorry.”

They laughed at that and she kissed him again. “I have to do the dishes, then, if you want, we could watch some Netflix.”

“Ok, honey, do the dishes, but I don’t foresee a lot of Netflix in our future. I do foresee a lot of silk and lace, though, so hurry up.” She swatted his pantied and petticoated butt as he walked away with his hands full.

“Don’t be so fresh,”he called back to her.

“Oh, you two,” Lilly said as she reentered the kitchen in a rush. “Now, look, I’m serious, you too are pretty frisky right now, but I’m warning you both – behave yourselves while I’m at Keith’s. We’re all having a good time and all, but I don’t want to have to be the bad guy and ruin all the fun. You both know how far ‘too far’ is, so stay away from that and be good.”

“Don’t worry, mom. We’ll be fine.”

“Don’t worry, Mrs Rooney. He’ll still be in his bra and panties when you return.”

“See that he is,” Lilly said with mock seriousness, but the kids knew that she really did expect them to behave. Heavy petting was ok, but that was it. If she knew about this morning’s blowjob, there’d be hell to pay.

“Bye, sweetheart,” she leaned in and kissed Paul’s cheek, careful not to let the dish water splash her, “love you.”

“Love you to mom. Drive safely”

And they were alone.

“Look at what I bought!” Lori squealed with delight. Out of the first bag she pulled several pretty, silky panties with lace panels on the front and sides. There were six of them. Then she pulled out a matching bra for each pair of panties. Each was as pretty and silky as its partnered panties.

She had shown him her shopping hauls before and those had included bras and panties before, but never so many at once.

“Aren’t they pretty?” She was delighted with them.

“Beautiful. I can’t wait to see you in them.”

She laughed, taken aback by this thickheadedness. “They aren’t for me, silly. They’re way too small for me. They’re for you.”

“For me!? Why would you buy me six bra and panty sets? I’m only dressing on the weekends and mom bought me plenty of panties. We have a washer and dryer, you know.”

“Correction, sweetheart,” Lori reached down and flounced his petticoats as she spoke, “you WERE only dressing on the weekends because it was all a big secret, but now that the secret is out, I want you to be pretty a lot more than just on the weekends. We’re just getting your wardrobe started, girlfriend, and by the time we’re done, you are going to be the cutest girl in town, I promise.”

“You don’t mean, like full time, do you? Like to school and stuff?”

“Not at first, babe, but, trust me, once you start to feel little and cute and feminine and SEXY, you’re going to want to feel it more and more and more and more.”

“But, Lori... I agreed to do this to help out and I’m glad that it didn’t freak you out, but you’re kinda freaking me out right now. I don’t want to be a girl. I want to be a guy and be with you.”

“Oh, don’t worry, baby,” she kissed him and fondled him through his blouse and padded bra, “you’ll always be my guy no matter how you dress, but you agreed to the photo thing on Saturday, so you’re going to need to be able to leave the house to prepare for that and it will be a lot easier for you to have your hair and nails done if you look like a girl, right. That’s at least a few evenings out this week. We’ll go someplace out of town where no one will know you, ok? Hmm, we should talk about your eyebrows a little, too.”

“Hey! My eyebrows are fine as is, thank you very much. Now, I agreed to do this for grandma and if that requires dressing a bit more convincingly than I’d like, then so be it, but that’s it. After Saturday, I go back to just weekends until the bridesmaids’ dresses are done.”

“And your cousins’ dresses, too,” Lori pulled him into a tight hug. She guided his arms up behind her neck and she started humming and swaying him from side to side. She liked how he felt, soft and curvy. The modest heels made him a tad taller, but they also seemed to elongate and thin him out a bit more than usual. His rump stuck out more than usual, too, and that’s where she rested her hands. The petticoats felt delicious.

For his part, Paul found the feel of the petticoats swaying around his legs distracting and exciting. “What, do you mean?” He asked.

“You said till the bridesmaids’ dresses are done, but your mom said that she needed you for some of you cousins dresses, too, so...”

“Ok, ok, you know what I meant.” He rested his head on her shoulder and listened to her humming while she guided him around the kitchen floor.

She kissed his neck as she hummed.

He loved it.

She was in charge. She could do whatever she wanted as long as she kept doing this with him forever.

“Tell me you love me,” she whispered and then resumed kissing his neck.

“I love you.” He whispered back.

“Tell me I’m beautiful.”

“You’re beautiful,” he giggled as she nibbled his ear.

They swayed some more and the soft layers of the petticoat tickled his legs.

“Now tell me that you don’t like how you feel when you’re dressed like this.” She looked him directly in his eyes.

He grinned and turned away.

“Come on, you pretty little thing. Tell me that you don’t like how you feel when you’re dressed like this.”

He heaved a heavy sigh. “Ok. I do, actually, like the way I feel when I’m dressed like this. It’s all so soft and... delicate. I just feels kinda nice.”

Lori smirked. “See, I told you, so. Come on, let’s have some fun.”

She began by untying the back of his petticoats and letting him step out of them, then she handed him a pair of the panties that she’d shown him.
The pair she chose were purple with a lace panel in the front and a narrow lace panel on each side.

“I got you briefs, rather than bikinis so that your willy won’t poke out. Aren’t they pretty?”

Paul looked at the elaborately laced item and could not deny that they were pretty – beautiful even, but when he touched them, they gave him shivers. They were cool and soft and silky. Now, he had seen some of Lori’s panties, before – never while she was actually wearing them because, she pointed out, correctly, that it was ok to fool around with his privates, but fooling around with hers could lead to consequences – but her panties always seem cute and kind of playful. These were down right beautiful. They were they kind of panties he looked up on sites like Victoria’s Secret when he needed a little erotic inspiration at night.

“Go ahead,” Lori thought that his hesitance was adorable, “put them on. They won’t bite.”

“Ok.” He moved to go into the bathroom, but Lori was in his way and didn’t move. “I need to go in the bathroom to change.”

“Why?”

“Why!?” That seemed like an odd question to Paul.

“Yeah,” Lori scrunched her face in confusion, “why? I mean, a few hours ago, I was nose to nose with your willy. I know what your dinky looks like, babe, and, frankly, I like it. Just get changed here in case you need help getting them over your heels.”

‘What the heck,’ he figured and he slide his colorful, cotton panties to the floor and slipped them past his heels fairly gracefully.

Lori took in the vision before her. Paul was small and slender. The modest heel gave him some kind of fanny. His hips seemed a bit androgynous and his shaved legs, with their stay-up, nude stockings looked sexy and inviting. He could use a little trimming in the ‘bush’ area, but that could be dealt with easily enough at some point. Except for the rapidly stiffening penis, his lower half looked like a slightly late- blooming eighteen-year-old girl’s body. His still-clothed torso was still sporting a blouse, but the padded bra gave him some nice curves there, too. His face, which had never appeared to be overtly feminine to her before today, looked soft and sweet and virginal. His strawberry blonde hair flipped up at the bottom and his gorgeous blue eyes, a feature she had always envied, looked, suddenly, girlish and timid. Maybe just a little thinning of the eyebrows and some tasteful makeup, but nothing more was needed to make him pretty enough to break any boy’s hearts if he wanted to. He was just so... cute.

“Um,” Paul’s voice got her attention. “I have a little problem.”

Lori followed his eyes to his new panties where a tent stood straight out in front. She laughed causing him to blush the sweetest shade of pink.

“You like them, I see.”

“Come on, Lori, you knew what this would do to me – to any guy. You bought the silkiest and frilliest panties you could find on purpose.”

“Well, maybe I did,” she grinned, “but so what? I want my boyfriend to be the prettiest girl in town. Just tuck it between your legs.”

“That’s what I’m trying to tell you, I have a problem. I can’t get it to tuck. It’s too stiff.”

That made his girlfriend break out in a sincere, belly laugh. “Well, then take care of it so that we can try on some of the clothes I got you.”

“What do you want me to do?”

“You know... take care of it. Do what you have to do.”

“Are you nuts? I’m not going to jerk myself right here in front of you.”

“Why not?”

“Why not!? Because... Because... Lori, I couldn’t. Not in FRONT of you – or even while you waited for me. I just... couldn’t do it.”

She heaved a huge, theatrical sigh, took his hand and said, “Fine, I’ll help you,” as she led him to the bathroom, positioned him in front of the toilet and lifted the seat.

“Ok. Not exactly as romantic or spontaneous as a girl might like it to be, but here we are. Now, take off your panties, little girl. You don’t want to get them messy while mommy makes you cum.”

Her playful attitude and in-charge manner did nothing to calm Paul’s excitement. “Oh... ok.” He removed his panties and put them neatly on the towel rack.

He really was stiff. Lori wondered how much stiffer he get before he exploded. She maneuvered him back to the front of the toilet and she began to run her hand gently along his shaft. She wanted him to come so that she could dress him, but he looked adorable like this, too. From his heeled feet to his curled hair, just adorable.

His little tush was more pronounced than usual due to the heels. So, so cute. As she masturbated him, she gently caressed his bottom with her other hand, gently touching his cheeks and letting her fingers tickle his crack. His reaction, surprised her. As he rocked a bit to increase the excitement caused by the work of Lori’s hand, her fingers ran through the crack between his cheeks, he would freeze for a moment and gasp. She knew that many men could orgasm just through manipulating their prostates, but it never occurred to her to try something like that – but there it was. She could see and feel his opening right there under her fingertips. The time seemed right. She could do something that she’d never even considered before. She could penetrate her boyfriend.

His eyes were closed, he was lost in her touch. She kissed his narrow, weak shoulders. “So, pretty. So, so, pretty,” she whispered both seductively and maternally- as if speaking to a child.

Her sense of power gave her shivers. She was bigger than him. She was stronger than him. She’d been in jeans and sneakers all day, he’d been in petticoats and gowns. Suddenly, she wanted to take him as if he were a woman more than anything she’d ever wanted before. At that moment, he was a woman – no, a girl – no, her girl and she was the one in charge. The alpha. Yes, he had a penis, but she held it – it was hers. He was hers – SHE was hers.

The temptation was too much. She gave in.

As three of her fingers slid, suddenly, into him, his eyes opened, he gave out a guttural groan as his penis spasmed in orgasm, his eyes rolled to the back of his head, his knees buckled and he blacked out.

Lori hugged him and continued to milk his organ until she realized that Paul was passing out. She grabbed him and tried to hold him, but his dead weight was more than she could handle.

“Paul! Paulie! Paulie!” She said as panic overtook her. “Paulie! Stay with me, babe. Come on, Paulie!” but they were stinking, as slowly as she could manage, towards the tile floor.

Mercifully, Paul shook himself back to consciousness just as his limp body was about to pull Lori completely over. He grabbed the toilet bowl and hung on until he was fully aware of his surroundings.

“Are you ok?” Lori asked.

Paul blinked to clear his head, then nodded, “Yes. I think so. What happened?”

The laugh that Lori let out was more out of relief than amusement. “I think you blacked out for a minute, you little bunny, you.”

He used the toilet bowl to help himself back up as he asked, “Bunny? Why did you call me a bunny?”

“I read, one time, that, sometimes, male bunnies get so worked up during coitus that they pass out – just like you did.” She hugged him, relieved that he was ok, if just a bit pale. “I take it that you enjoyed that?” She handed him some toilet paper to clean himself up.

Paul just smiled, feeling too awkward to give a real answer. He cleaned himself while Lori washed her hands.

Soon, his panties were back on and they returned to the kitchen, where Lori pulled a lavender dress from out of a bag. It was a sporty, casual dress, a lavender background adorned with images of pink and white roses all about it. She held it up in front of her to show Paul. “You like?”

“It’s very pretty. Is it for you?” Paul asked, knowing that it was for him. It did scare him just a bit. It was a normal dress. No big, fluffy petticoats, just a dress that a girl his age might wear to school or church. Up till now, he’d kind of been a cartoon of a girl. This was the real deal.

“Of course not,” she laughed, “it’s much too small for me. I got it for you, silly. It’s pretty, right!? I like it a lot. Let’s get it on you.”

There were no buttons or zippers, it just pulled on over his head. The top was stretchy and fitted him beautifully. The skirt reached just below mid-thigh.

Lori adjusted the dress till it clung perfectly across his shoulders and ‘breasts,’ and hung playfully from where it flared out where a girl’s ‘natural waist’ would be.

“Oh, it is pretty, babe, and you look so cute.” Her eyes sparkled with joy and young lust. She was smitten with her new girlfriend.

“Now,” she reached into an other bag and pulled out a pair of low-heeled, white sandals, “take off those shoes and stockings. These shoes go better and you don’t need stockings, your mom already shaved your legs and they’re cute as hell, even without the stockings.”

He did as he was told and sat to take off the shoes and stockings. He fastened the tiny, delicate buckles on the straps of the sandals and, before he could stand, Lori put a hand on his shoulder, telling him to stay there a moment.

“Your hairdo is too old fashioned for this dress. Let me brush you out before I do your makeup.”

“Make up?” Paul laughed, now getting a bit more relaxed with Lori leading him down this strange, new road. “Do I really need makeup to watch Netflix with you?”

“Why not? I’m wearing makeup to watch Netflix with you, aren’t I? I think that you need the full ‘girly’ experience. Between me and your mom, we’re going to make sure that you enjoy being a girl before you become your grandmother, next weekend. That way, you’ll look happy to be wearing that dress – the same way that she looked.”

The brush was moderately stiff and dug into his hair, which had been made stiff with hairspray. It scrapped his scalp and pulled the hair a bit. At first, it was a bit painful, but it became more and more relaxing as he got used to it. Eventually, it felt wonderful and he decided that it was best to just relax and enjoy it.

“Hi, guys. I’m home,” Lilly called as she entered through the kitchen door.

“Hi, mom!”

“Hi, Mrs Rooney. We’re in the family room.”

Lilly headed towards the giggling voices and the ‘shhh-ing’ sounds. When she entered the room, she stopped dead in her tracks. Here was her son, the one who, just twelve hours ago, was sobbing to the point wanting to die because his girlfriend had seen him in a gown, wearing a flouncing, dark purple, sleeveless, ball-length nightgown with a shirred lace bodice, scoop neckline and a tiny white bow at the bodice-line. He was sitting sideways on the couch, the gown spread beautifully around his legs, with Lori behind him, winding his hair into rollers. His face was made up with pretty and youthful eye makeup and a pinkish lipstick.

“Hi, mom,” he giggled. “This was all Lori’s idea. I hope you don’t mind.”

“What do you think, Mrs. Rooney? He looks cute, right? “

The amused shake of her head indicated to both teenagers that she was not upset. “Well, it looks like I may have opened up Pandora’s Box. At first it was, ‘Mom, I don’t want to do this. What if Lori finds out,’ and now, this. Any one care to explain the choices in clothing, makeup and, um, hair style?”

“Well you see, Mrs. Rooney,” Lori was anxious to explain, “I figured that, if you wanted a model who looked like a debutant from fifty five years ago, then I should teach Paulie what it felt like to be a girl back then. So, I found an older style nightie, I did his makeup similar to these pictures that we found online, and, according to my grandmother, girls back then wore curlers to bed most nights, so, I’m curling his hair. I was even able to find some of this ‘Dippity-Dew’ stuff to comb in before the curlers. He’s adorable, right?”

“He is that,” Lilly laughed. She held Paul’s face in her hands as she spoke to him. “And how do you feel about all of this, Paulie?”

“I don’t know, mom. It’s kind of fun, now that the cat’s out of the bag and Lori isn’t upset. My head hurts a little, but I’m having fun.”

“Oh, and Mrs Rooney, you have to see,” Lori was very excited. “Stand up, Paulie.”

He did as she instructed, but he was shocked when Lori nonchalantly grabbed the hem of his flouncy nightie and raised it up to his shoulders, exposing his purple bra and panty set.

“Oh, my, how lovely!” Lilly gushed, with no sense of it being odd at all.

She reached out and touched the fabric of the panties, running her fingers along the lace of the front panel where, had it not been tucked safely in the gusset, Paul’s penis would have been. “Oh, Lori, these must have cost a small fortune, but they are gorgeous. Paulie, you must feel so pretty in those”

‘Was this conversation really taking place?’ Paul wondered as his mother still caressed his lower abdomen without seeming to notice that something was missing.

“I guess...” he said.

“I guess, he says,” Lori laughed. “He loves it and he knows it, don’t you, babe?”

“Sure, ok,” Paul pulled the hem of his nightie out of his girlfriend’s hand and lowered it to just above his ankles, straightening it as it fell in billows about him, “but would you mind not showing my mom my underwear, please. It’s a little embarrassing.”

“Oh, Paulie,” Lilly laughed, “stop being a guy. Girls show their girlfriends, and even their moms, their pretty lingerie. It’s part of the fun of being a girl. Just let us have our fun and you’ll enjoy it, too.”

Then to Lori she said, “I like the high waisted panty for him. Good choice. I imagine that it’s easier to tuck himself away in these than some of the others.”

She turned back to Paul, “Are you comfortable down there, sweetheart?”

Paul clapped his hands over his ears, returned to his seat and yelled, “Blah, blah, blah, blah... I can’t hear you! I’m not listening! Blah, blah, blah, blah”

Lori laughed at his silliness, “I guess that he’s too macho to talk about his panties. I’ll just finish putting in his curlers then pin it all into a silk scarf that I brought for him, so that my big he-man can take off his makeup and crawl into bed in his nightie and get his beauty-sleep.”

Lilly giggled at that and shook her head, once more. “Alright, girls. I’m going to bed. See you in the morning.” And off she went.

Lilly raised the shades in Paul’s room. It was a beautiful, sunny, Sunday morning and she’d been up working since 7:00; that was three and a half hours ago. The sudden injection of light did nothing to rouse her son, though, so she walked to the side of the bed to give him a shake.

When she saw him, though, she paused and smiled. Many times she’d wished that she’d had a daughter. She’d always wanted to teach a daughter to sew and cook. Someone to do girl things with. Someone to come with her to a salon, or nail center. Things like that.

And there was Paulie.

His hair wrapped in a flowered scarf with the curlers obvious beneath. His small, smooth shoulders emphasized by the straps of the his purple nightie. His face clear and shiny – what had he used to remove his makeup? If Lori was sticking with her ‘fifty five years ago’ system, it was probably Ponds cold cream.

She sat on the edge of the bed and sighed at his sleeping form. She’d never really viewed him as girlish, before. Small, yes. Bookish, yes. Artistic, yes, but never girlish.

But now....

Could she ever think of him as a boy again? Probably, but, at least for this week and for a few more weekends, she had a daughter and Paulie was going to learn about being a girl before Saturday’s photo shoot.

She took his hand in one of hers and rubbed his arm with free hand. Lord, his skin seemed so soft. She hoped that she hadn’t gone too far with this, but, for now, she still needed him to wear the Victorian gowns while she worked and she wanted desperately to take those pictures for her mother.

“Paulie,” She sang his name softly as she rubbed his arm. “Paulie, sweetie, I need you to get up, love.”

Paul’s eyes rolled open and he smiled at his mother. This was unusual. Usually, she just hollered his name from the bottom of the steps. She’d never woken him like this before.

“Hi, mom,” he rolled over and felt the curlers in his hair. He touched them and smiled sheepishly at his grinning mother.

“You look lovely in that night gown, dear. Is it comfortable?”

Paul though for a moment. What was the point in denying that these were the most exotic, soft, just plain lovely things he’d ever worn in his life. “It is. I like it. The bra and panties that Lori got me are really soft and nice, too.” He sat up with his back against the headboard and his perky, little, false breasts causing the bodice of the silky gown to hang in a lovely manner.

His mother sighed quietly. Her little boy made such a pretty girl. “I’m sorry that I woke you, but I need your help, sweetheart. I ran my machine over the seams in grandma’s debutante dress and I need you to try it on. I also need to get at least another gown hemmed before we go out with Lori. Come on.”

She stood as she pulled the covers to the side. Paul swung his legs out and sat up, stretching and slipping his little painted toes into little purple scuffs that matched his night gown perfectly. When he stood, he reached for a sheer, purple peignoir. It had long, sheer puffy sleeves that ended in long cuffs. The bodice was more opaque and would have framed his bust prettily had he had a more maidenly form. It buttoned just below the bust with one, silk covered button, then burst into shear pleats that ballooned out in feminine splendor. It was obviously part of
a set. It matched the night gown and scuffs beautifully.

“Good heavens,” Lilly was actually a bit jealous of how elegant Paul looked. “How much did Lori spend on all this?”

The shrug and smile that Paul gave her was as cute it could possibly be. “I don’t know... but, wait, you said we were going out with Lori?”

“That’s right, honey. We’re going to see Lori’s Aunt Alison. You’ve heard me talk about Alison, my hairdresser. Well, she’s Lori’s aunt and I want her to look at you and my mom’s picture so she can get things ready for you for next Saturday. We’ll get some lunch, too.”

“Really? When was all this decided?”

“About twenty minutes ago when I was measuring Lori for her prom gown. She’s downstairs now and she’s very anxious to comb you out. So, move your tushy, young lady. We’ve got a lot to do, today.”

Paul floated into the lavatory, enjoying every luscious breeze that played with his billowing clothes and dealt with his morning ablutions, then, realizing that all of his new, fancy bra and panty sets were downstairs, he decided to get changed down there.

He hustled down the stairs as quickly as his clothing would allow, turned at the foot of the stairs, excited to show Lori that he was wearing the entire ensemble that she’d purchased for him, skipped to the kitchen and came to an abrupt stop when he saw that there were three people in the kitchen – not just two as he’d expected.

“Jesus, Rooney!” Beth’s grin was huge, “you look like you just stepped out of an old movie. Do you have curlers in your hair!? Holy cow! What gives!? I mean.. girls don’t dress like that anymore, you know!?”

“ Oh, stop teasing him,” Lori chastised her with a gentle slap on her shoulder. “It’s my idea. Kind of a method-acting thing, you know. Like, if he wants to look and act just like his grandmother next weekend, he needs to know how it felt to be her. So, I bought him things that would help him experience being an eighteen-year-old, fifty-five years ago.”

Then she turned to Paul, kissed his cheek and placed her hands on both of his cheeks and shook them, playfully. “Oh, you are the cutest little lady!”

Paul smiled at the attention that Lori was giving him, but he was still embarrassed that Beth had seen him dressed so completely femininely, so he kept his eyelids lowered, giving him a decidedly old-fashioned demure look, which made Lori even happier.

Something that definitely caught Paul’s attention though, was how tall Lori was as she hugged him, just now. When their embrace ended, he looked down and saw, at the tapered ends of her jeans, she was wearing higher heels than he’d ever seen her wear before. The shoes had a small platform at the toe and Paul could not even guess how high the heel was. They were beautiful, but...

“What’s with the shoes?” He asked quietly.

“What? Don’t you like them? I think they’re adorable.” Lori held her hair back as she looked more closely at them.

“They’re... well... they’re really tall. That’s all.”

“Oh! I see. Yes, they are. They’re for prom. I wanted your mom to get an accurate measurement.”

Paul was a bit surprised by this choice of footwear. “Lori, are you really planning to wear shoes that tall to prom?”

“Yes, of course. It’s my senior prom. I want to look beautiful. You don’t mind, do you?”

He shrugged, “I don’t know.... I guess I kind of do. I mean... if I’m taking you to prom and you’re that much taller than me...”

“Whoa, Paulie...” Lori stopped him. “You’re not taking me to prom. I’m taking you. Remember, I’m the senior, you’re the junior. I have a job, you don’t. I can drive, you can’t. You are my date – not the other way around. I mean, yeah, I’ll be taller than you, but so what? I’m taller than you anyway. It’s never been a problem before.”

Even though everything that she’d said was true, it caught Paul a little by surprise. She was just soooo tall in those shoes.

“Besides,” Lori continued, “I look good in these. Wait till you see the dress that your mom is making me. With that dress and these shoes, you’re going to be happy to be there with me, Paulie. You’ll see.”

“She’s right, Paulie,” Lilly chimed in. “She’s going to be a knockout on prom night. You’ll see.”

“Yeah, don’t sweat it, Rooney,” Beth laughed. “I’m eight inches shorter than Jeff. It’s no big deal. Oh, I have an idea! I’m getting some really tall shoes for prom – not like Lori’s, her’s are just elegant – I’m talking skyscrapers! You can come shopping with me. I’ll fix you up and you can be as tall as Lori.”

Everyone got a good laugh at Paul’s expense. He laughed with them, realizing the silliness of the situation.

“You’re all sick, you know that, right?” He joked as he sat at the table, smoothing the gown and peignoir beneath him.

“Says the boy with his hair in curlers,” Lilly laughed. “Speaking of which, Lori, would you, please, take out his curlers while he eats breakfast? I’d like him to try mom’s dress on before I get him into his big petticoat for the bridesmaids’ dresses.”

While Paul nibbled at an English muffin, Lori removed his curlers with enthusiasm, letting each curl bounce freely around her boyfriend’s face. “Wow!” She giggled, “ that setting-gel did a great job! These curls are amazing. You look like Shirley Temple, babe.”

“What!?” Paul shouted, slightly afraid that he’d be stuck with a head of curls that he’d be unable to loose before school the next day.

“Don’t worry. I’m brushing it out, now,” Lori chuckled.

By the time he’d finished his breakfast, Paul’s hair was brushed out leaving behind a thick, fluffy, wavy mane of hair. Lori had parted it on the right side making it more like the picture of his grandmother. With the help of a curling iron, his hair was flipped under again and when Lilly held the photo of her mother up beside Paul’s un-made-up face, Beth and Lori both agreed with Lilly, his resemblance to the young woman in the photo was truly uncanny.

“Aww, very cute,” Lilly said as she picked up a shorter, less full petticoat that would go under his grandmother’s debutant dress. “Here, hold up your nightie and I’ll put this on so we can get started.”

Paul stood and did as he was told, turning his back to Beth to avoid comments about his panties. She saw them, anyway, but Lori gave her a smile and a shake of the head to keep her from saying anything. Lori liked the panties and didn’t want Beth creating a reason to make it difficult to keep him this way.

He stepped into the petticoat and Lilly pulled it up past his waist where a narrow elastic held it in place. It was not nearly as full as his long petticoat and this one ended at his knees. This one was slightly stiffer, but was absolutely dripping in lace.

Then, with the help of all three women, Paul’s slippers, peignoir and nightgown were removed, leaving him barefooted in a padded bra and petticoat.

“I don’t think that the purple bra is right for this dress, Paulie. Do you have another bra you can put on?”

“Geez, mom,” Paul was both embarrassed and titillated to be standing there in such frilly attire discussing what other lingerie he may currently own, “just come right out and tell the world that your son owns several bras!”

“I bought him a white set yesterday, Mrs Rooney. Paulie, where’s that bag?” Lori added helpfully.

After a moment’s search, they found the bag on the counter. Beth brought it to the table and they dumped the contents out.

“Oh, Lori,” Lilly gushed, “you picked such pretty things for him. These sets are all so gorgeous and, Paulie, look, these dresses are all so cute, too! Oh, Paulie, we’re going to have to find an occasion for you to wear them.”

“Mom! Can we just concentrate on the matter at hand!? Come on, I’m not going to find any ‘occasion’ to wear a dress! Let’s not get carried away.”

Beth smirked as she hung the lace-covered, white, padded bra from her right index finger, her left hand on her thrust hip. “The lady doth protest too much, methinks,” she said dramatically as she bowed theatrically and held the bra up for Paul to take.”

He snatched the item from her and put it back on the table in front of him, then reached around his back and struggled to undo the hooks and eyes that held his current bra securely around him.

After watching him struggle for a few moments, eliciting giggles from the younger women, Lilly said, “Ok, big guy, we’ll help you. Lori, you help him with his bra.”

“Ok, Mrs Rooney,” she giggled as she stepped behind him and undid the hooks and eyes.

Meanwhile, Lilly knelt in front of him and, without any warning, reached under his petticoat and pulled his panties to the floor in one, quick pull.

“Mom! What are you doing!?”

“Step out of your panties, Paulie. Beth, please hand me the white ones,” Lilly was matter-of-fact about everything going on. She had things to do and she was getting things done. Had it not been for the shock that Paul experienced due to her behavior, he would have been sporting a massive erection. He’d grown to enjoy the feel of women’s clothing and the fact that Lori found it exciting made it all that much more erotic, so wearing women’s underwear while standing in a room with three beautiful women – none of whom were wearing anything nearly as pretty as he was – was a huge turn-on, BUT having his mother exposing him like this was shocking.

“Mom!!”

“Oh, hush, you big baby. No one can see anything. Women can do this without anyone seeing their hoo-hoos.” She pulled the purple panties off his feet and held out the white ones into which Paul’s feet descended.

As Lilly raised the panties up his legs, Lori was attaching the hooks and eyes on his new bra. “Put your arms up, babe. This is a push-up bra. I’ll attach the clasps and when you lower your arms, it’ll catch as much
flesh as possible in the cups.”

Paul did as he was told. He concentrated on the sensation of Lori’s hands as he did his best to ignore his mother pulling panties up his legs. Lilly pulled the panties over his rear end, but then, as she pulled the front of the panties over the front of his crotch, Lilly slid her hand into the front and pushed his penis and ball sack back between his legs and pulled the panties up tightly, nestling his manhood in the panties’ gusset.

“Mom!” His arms shot down in an attempt to pull her hand away from his privates, but the petticoats made it impossible to defend himself.

“Oh, stop. I’m your mother. I’ve touched you there a million times. It needed to be done and I was in the position to do it, so – just stop.”

The whole situation amused Beth to no end. Paul just wished that SHE wasn’t there. His mom or Lori was fine. Even his mom AND Lori was fine, but he was a bit scared that Beth would tell others about this.

Lilly produced a pair of white, open-toed pumps and had Paul step into them, then she asked Lori to help her retrieve Paul’s grandmother’s dress, leaving Paul and Beth momentarily alone in the kitchen.

“You’re looking pretty cute, there, Rooney.”

“Beth, you won’t, you know, tell anyone about all of this, will you? I mean... you won’t, will you?”

“Rooney, I think you’re cute as hell and you should actually consider dressing pretty all the time, but I won’t tell anyone. Lori and I have been best friends since before preschool. I’m not sure that I could date a guy that was prettier than me, but Lori is nuts about you and she is really hot and bothered about this girly stuff. You’re making my best friend very happy, Rooney, so your secret’s safe with me. Cool?”

Paul let out a long sigh. “Very cool, Beth. Thanks.”

Lilly and Lori returned with the dress. It was just as pretty as it looked in the photograph. It had weathered the decades and remained beautifully preserved. Paul was surprised to see that the back of the dress did not have a zipper, but, rather, what looked like at least twenty little, pearl buttons.

The women lowered the dress to the floor and Lilly instructed Paul, “Step into it, honey, and Lori and I will raise it around the petticoats.”

Paul stepped into the beautiful dress and Lori and his mom raised the dress slowly, careful not to catch it on the petticoats. As he slid his arms through the arm holes and pulled the bodice against him, he was encased in cool, smooth material that felt amazing against his skin. He was so excited by the sensations he was feeling lightheaded. He couldn’t help but run his fingers over the lace coverings and move the material against his body.

“The under-dress is real silk, honey,” Lilly explained. “It feels nice, doesn’t it?”

Paul nodded as his mother began the slow process of buttoning up the back of the dress.

“This dress was custom made by a seamstress who used to have a studio downtown,” Lilly continued, “and I guarantee you that my grandfather paid top dollar for this dress. He had four sons, but only one daughter and that was my mom. He spoiled her rotten and she loved it. I bet you that he paid nearly a thousand dollars for this dress and that was more than fifty years ago. I can’t imagine how much it would cost today.”

The bodice was tight – not uncomfortably so, but definitely tighter than any clothes he’d ever worn before. It forced him to stand straighter than he normally would. As each button closed around him, his mom would adjust the back and shoulders for a better fit. He began to feel as if the dress was not his garment, but rather that he was just a vehicle for the dress.

“Stand a little straighter, honey,” Lilly advised, “the buttons are very small and I need you as straight as possible so that I can get them into
the holes.”

It took more than a couple of minutes to button all the tiny pearls into place. “Whew, that was a job!” Lilly joked as she fussed with the top of
the sleeveless formal, working her way down to the bottom of its skirt at Paul’s knees. She tugged gently on the petticoat so that it peeked prettily out at the bottom.

“Wow!” Lori breathed, “it’s just perfect.”

“Well, close,” Lilly smiled, “but not quite perfect, but we can fix that.”

“What’s wrong with it?” both younger women asked as they inspected the dress, too.

“Well,” Lilly mused as she put one hand on her hip and the other on her chin, “I WAS concerned that his shoulders would be too wide, but, if anything, it looks a bit loose there.”

“Congratulations, babe,” Lori teased, “You’re smaller than your grandma was when she was your age.”

“But look at the bust-line,” Lilly continued. “We need to make him a little fuller there. Lori, run upstairs and grab a few pairs of socks out of Paulie’s bureau, please, so that we can make his girls a little bigger. Beth, please grab mom’s photo for me, so I can figure this out.”

Paul was silent as everyone worked around him. He was considering all the sensations that were bombarding him right now. The dress felt like nothing he’d ever worn before. It was soft and silky inside and out and it felt wonderfully constrictive and protective on the top, but loose and flirtatious below. When anyone touched the skirt of the dress, the dress and petticoats rustled and swished and made him feel pretty and vulnerable. He wanted to take it off immediately. To put on some dirty, boy clothes and go do something tough and mannish. He wanted to scream at his mother for assuming that, just because he was small, she could humiliate him like this. He wasn’t a sissy and she had no right to do this to him.

But, even more than that, he wanted to run to a mirror and see himself. He wanted to spin, to see and to feel the mass of skirts expand with his motion, to feel them wrap themselves around his legs when he stopped spinning. He wanted to tell his mom and his girlfriend and even Beth how pretty he felt. He wanted to run out in the street and show everyone how pretty he was. He wanted to go to his grandmother’s and show her how he looked. He wanted to shake his hair to feel it tickle his neck and shoulders. He wanted to try on the jewelry. He wanted to do it all. To be a pretty girl and to nestle under Lori’s strong arm while they hung out with their friends.

And all of that scared him and froze him in his pumps, allowing the women to do whatever they wanted.

He was in heaven and he was in hell.

But heaven was winning.

“Yeah, that’s what I thought,” Lilly showed Beth the photograph, “he’s a little straighter here in the torso than mom was.”

“Well, yes,” Beth looked at Paul critically, “but won’t he look curvier when his boobs are a little fuller? Sorry, Rooney. I don’t mean to criticize your boobs, but...”

“Yes,” Lilly put the photo down and squeezed Paul at the line where the dress flared out from the tight bodice, “but if I get him a waist cincher or a nipper, nothing too drastic, I don’t think he needs a full corset, or anything, but just a little more shape and he’ll fit it perfectly.”

“Here are the socks,” Lori returned and held out the selections of hosiery.

Lilly took two pairs, rolled them and tucked them into Paul’s bra, adjusting the dress when she was done. “Better,” she proclaimed, “but I’ll need to get him something more natural-looking.”

“I have plenty of foam inserts,” Lori laughed. “Between my three sisters and me, we have a bag full. We were all late bloomers.”

Lilly thanked her, but explained that she wanted something more natural-looking. “A friend of mine had a double mastectomy a few years back and she’s mentioned that there is a place in town that specializes in realistic breast forms. I’ll ask her where it is. I’d say he needs at least a “B” cup. I’ll find a tactful way to ask my mom how big she was back then.”

Lilly noticed the disconnected look in her son’s eyes and realized that she’d left him out of the conversation. “What do you think, Paulie?”

Paul snapped back to the conversation. Part of him wanted to tell them all that he was so excited that he was afraid he’d have an orgasm right there in front of them all, but, instead, he muttered a bewildered, “About what?”

Lilly smiled. He was obviously enjoying this, at least at some level, but he seemed so scared and, well, female. Like a little girl getting ready for the biggest, most terrifying event of her young life. She assumed that her mother probably felt the same way all those years ago. Excited and scared.

“Would you like to see yourself in the mirror?”

“Sure,” Paul tried to be as nonchalant as possible. He didn’t fool anyone.

Lilly held the girls back while Paul took in the reflection. “Give him a few moments,” she whispered.

The reflection was not of Paul. There were hints of Paul there, but not Paul. At least not the Paul he’d seen every day for eighteen-plus years. This reflection was of a young woman. A pretty young woman, at that. She needed a few more touches to be beautiful, but it was obvious that, with a little makeup, some jewelry and a little more attention to her hair, this young woman would be a stunning sight.

He turned to the right to see how the dress flared out behind him and he ran his hands along his rear end, compressing the material against himself, then watching it pop back out to all of its girlish fullness.

He turned to the left and did the same.

It was odd and disconcerting and absolutely wonderful.

He ran his hands over his new breasts and down his sides and shook his shoulders from side to side to watch how his hair bounced and his dress swung. He felt nice and pretty and special. The dress was so beautiful and it fitted him so well – it was as if the fates had been keeping this very special treat for him since long before he was born. Had that ever happened to anyone before? Probably not. That made him special.

Finally, he glanced down the hallway and saw his mother, friend and girlfriend watching him closely and he realized that they’d been watching him sway and primp. He felt embarrassed.

“Sorry,” he said quietly.

Lori walked towards him while shaking her head, “No, no, baby. No need to be sorry.”

She placed an arm around his shoulder and turned him to face the mirror once again. “Look at that girl in the mirror, babe. Isn’t she adorable?” she whispered.

She fluffed his curled, flipped hair and, then ran her palms across the back of his bare shoulders and gripped them in her strong hands. She whispered, “You like it, don’t you, baby? You like being my pretty, little girlfriend, don’t you?”

Paul didn’t answer. He just stared at their reflection in the mirror. Even though he was wearing heels, the reflection of the girl in the white, lace dress looked so much smaller and more feminine than Lori. If that girl was him, what did this mean?

“Come on, baby, tell me that you like being my little girlfriend. Just tell me that you do.”

Eventually, he nodded a tiny nod.

“No, baby. Tell me. Say the words. I need to hear it.”

It took a moment, but soon he he knew that he could not deny it. This was how he was meant to look. The whisper was quiet and weak and girlish, but it was exactly what Lori wanted to hear. “I do. I like being your little girlfriend.”

“See,” she kissed his shoulder, “that was easy. You are a cute little thing. You were meant to be like this, baby. I want you to always be my girlfriend. I want to take care of you, baby. I want to help you get prettier and prettier when we’re together. I can teach you to be a girl, a woman. I’m going to help you to be my dream girl. That’s what you want, isn’t it, baby?”

He was in a trance. This all just seemed so right. Lori’s lips on his shoulders and neck were too much. His knees buckled as the orgasm exploded into his panties. He hadn’t felt it coming and he had no warning. He clung to Lori for support.

Lori felt him tremble and watched his eyes roll to the back of his head. She couldn’t believe that this had happened, but she knew that she had a
power over him that she had never considered before she saw his panties two days ago. If he wasn’t before, he was hers, now, and she was going take him all the way. She’d never had lesbian tendencies, but she wanted this little girl in her arms to be her lover more than anything she’d ever desired before.

She chuckled and purred while she supported him. “Oh, you’re a naughty little thing, aren’t you?”

“Paulie!” Lilly exclaimed as she hurried down the hall.

“Don’t tell my mom,” he begged Lori, but it didn’t matter. When she saw his flushed skin and the sheen of sweat on his face, she knew.

“Oh, Paulie,”she giggled, “did you get too excited?”

He nodded.

“Do you need clean panties?”

He nodded again. “I think I need to pee, too.”

She chuckled again. “Ok, honey. That wasn’t very ladylike, was it? Umm, you’ll need some help with your dress and petticoats, so...”

“Rooney, you ok?” Beth had been waiting down the hall, but couldn’t wait any longer to see if Paul was alright.

“He’s fine, Beth,” Lilly assured her. “He just had a little... well... Beth, umm, Lori and I have to help Paulie in the bathroom. Would you, please, grab him some fresh panties and hand them into us?”

“Sure, Mrs Rooney,” there was a muted chuckle in her response, too.

“There’s several pairs of white ones in the bag, Beth,” Lori called. “Grab the ones with the pink bows. They’ll match his bra the best.”

Paul was so far beyond being embarrassed at this point that he couldn’t care less that Beth knew, too.

They walked him to the downstairs lavatory and his mother turned him towards her. “Now, Paulie, I’m going to have to wipe you off when I drop your panties, ok? I know that you’d prefer that I not touch you, but these petticoats are very expensive and I certainly don’t want any of that on grandma’s dress.”

“Here are his panties, Mrs Rooney.”

“Oh, thank you, Beth. Um... could you go into the hall closet and grab the package of baby wipes and, well there’s no need in being subtle now, I suppose, would you also grab a panty liner for Paulie?”

Beth nodded and Lori told Lilly what a good idea that was. Paul was oblivious to what a panty liner was.

When she had everything ready, Lilly told Lori to hold up Paul’s petticoats and skirts. Lilly knelt and lowered his panties to the floor, lifting each foot to pull them off. Then she took a baby wipe and cleaned up the mess on Paul’s thighs and penis. The wipe was cold and made his spent penis contract further.

When he was clean, they guided him to the toilet so he could sit. Lilly pushed his shrunken equipment between his thighs so that he could relieve himself. He could see nothing past the dress and petticoats.

While he sat, Beth assisted Lilly with the panties and panty liner. Paul watched, confused.

“What’s that, mom?”

“Oh, Nothing, honey. It’s just a pantie liner. Women use them to keep leaks from soiling their panties. Under the circumstances, I think you should wear one, too. Just till you’re more accustomed to the new you, if you know what I mean.”

He knew exactly what she meant. “I’m done with the toilet, mom.” He said quietly.

“Oh, well don’t stand until I wipe you! Did you just do pee-pee, honey, or do I need to wipe the back, too?”

“Just pee,” he sighed.

Lilly lifted his frothy skirts and, for the third time that day, gently gripped his penis, pulled it clear of the toilet seat and used another wipe to ensure it was clean. This time, however, either due to absent-mindedness, of because handling him was becoming routine to her, she allowed his skirts to come high enough to expose him to Beth, who stood in the doorway. Beth’s smile was playful and a bit superior. Paul scowled at her, but she just raised her eyebrows and licked her lips playfully.

When his clothes were properly reassembled, Lilly announced that she needed to take a few photos so she could plan what she needed to do that week and after that she needed Paul in his Victorian petticoat so she could pin up the last of the bridesmaids’ gowns before going to see Lori’s aunt that afternoon. Lori and Beth excused themselves to run some errands while Lilly and Paul worked on the last two gowns.

Neither said much.

Finally, as she was pinning the hem of the last gown, Lilly said, “You’ve been pretty quiet since the girls left.”

Paul shrugged.

“Is everything ok?”

He shrugged again.

It was silent for another minute or so until Paul finally offered, “It’s just that.... Well, I’m not sure... I mean, mom, I’m boy, right...”

“Right...” Lilly didn’t look up, she just focused on the hem and allowed Paul to search for his words.

“And boys shouldn’t... you know... like to wear clothes like... this. And I... do. Is there something wrong with me that I let you dress me like this and that... I like it?”

Lilly stood and fluffed his skirts, looking at the hem with a critical eye, keeping everything very ‘matter of fact’ as she responded to Paul. “I don’t see why you shouldn’t like it, Paulie. The clothes are soft and beautiful and you look lovely in them.”

“I know, mom, but I am a guy, you know.”

“Yes, of course I know, Paulie, but this is the twenty-first century. Girls have been wearing jeans and slacks for three generations, now. Every day, I see stories about boys in dresses. Maybe you’re over thinking this.”

Lilly let her gaze rise up to meet Paul’s. With Him on the platform, he was about half a head taller than his mom. She fussed with the gown, then fluffed his hair a little and ran her hands along his soft, hairless cheeks, finally resting them on his exposed, narrow shoulders.

“I am only asking you to do this for the photo, next Saturday, and then to help me finish the gowns and dresses. After that, you can do whatever you want, but, and I don’t think that this will come as a surprise to you, I think that Lori is pretty happy with her new, pretty boyfriend, don’t you? She might have different ideas.”

Paul knew that his mother had hit the nail on the head. He was nuts about Lori and had always been thrilled that she took a shine to him, but she REALLY seemed turned on when he was in a dress. What if she asked him to stay looking girlish all the time? Could he do it? Yes. Would he do it? He wasn’t sure, but ‘probably’ seemed like the right answer.

“Tell me the truth, Paulie. Do you like wearing these clothes?”

“Yes, mom. I really do.”

“Then enjoy them while you can and if you want to stay in boy clothes when you’re not helping me, then I’ll support that, BUT, if you want to stay in girl clothes part-time OR full-time, I’ll support that, too. It’s up to you honey.”

“Thanks, mom.”

She kissed his soft cheek and walked behind him to look at the hem back there.

Paul stared at his reflection in the tall mirror.

“Mom?”

“Yes, Love?

“Do you think I look nice like this?”

“I do, sweetheart. I think you look absolutely beautiful.”

Paul stared some more while he tenderly caressed the gown and his hair. “Thanks, mommy.”

Lilly smiled, “It’s the truth, honey. It’s the truth.”

They were already ten minutes late and Paul was being stubborn.

“But, do you think it’s ok to wear a dress outside of the house, mom?” Paul was having a bit of an anxiety attack.

“Well, of course, honey. People do it every day.” Lilly dropped her hands to her sides in exasperation.

“Paulie,” Lori was losing her patience, “it’s not a dress, it’s a romper and a very cute one at that. Just put it on so we can get going to my Aunt Alison’s house. We’re going to be late!”

As these kinds of things go, this garment wasn’t likely to draw a whole lot of attention. It was made of a grey, crepe material with a seemingly random assortment of what looked like paint brush marks that were darker grey, black and blue all about it. It buttoned up the front and was sleeveless. Maybe it would be ok to give something like this a try.

“Ok,” he said as he pulled the romper up his legs. It had spacious leg holes and, when he pulled the bottom up to his waist, the short, but spacious, leg material barely touched his legs. He pulled his arms into the sleeveless openings and shrugged it into place, then buttoned up the front.

When it was all in place, he looked at the reflection in the tall mirror and said, “It sure looks like a dress to me.”

“Well, I for one,” smiled Lilly, “think it looks just lovely. Is it comfortable?”

“Yes. It feels a little big, though.”

“Maybe it is just a little big, but it’s supposed to fit loosely, babe,” Lori smiled as she grabbed her purse and ushered Paul out the door. “We may as well take my car, Mrs Rooney, since I’m behind you.”

“Oh, what a treat!” Lilly smiled, as she looked at the cute little, seafoam-green VW Beetle that Lori had purchased herself several weeks earlier. “I can’t remember the last time that I rode in a convertible!”

Lori pulled the passenger side door open and lifted the button to release the seat mechanism and allowed the back of the front passenger seat to slide forward and thereby create access to the back seat. “Paulie, it would probably be easier for you than your mom to ride in the back. You don’t mind, though, do you?”

Of course, she was right. His mom was in her forties and not as used to crawling into little spaces as he was, but, yes, he did mind. He wanted to ride up front with Lori. Instead, he was in the back, like some child. Regardless, he said, “Sure,” and pulled himself into the back.

When she was about to back out of the driveway, Lori stopped, turned in her seat, grabbing three baseball caps she kept in the arm rest. “I almost forgot!” She handed one to each of the Rooneys. All bore the Red Sox logo and all were a vivid pink. “These will keep your hair out of your eyes.”

As they started down the street, Lilly said to Lori, “That is a lovely romper you bought for Paulie, but you shouldn’t be spending all of your money like that.”

“Oh, I didn’t buy that,” she grinned from ear to ear. “That belongs to one of my little sisters, Meredith. They’re pretty much the same size.”

“Oh, I don’t think I’ve met your little sister. Is she at school with you and Paulie?”

“Not till next year,” Lori pulled out not traffic. “She’s in eighth grade.”

‘Wonderful’ thought Paul.

“And she and Paulie are the same size?”

“Well, I thought so, but obviously, Paul is a little smaller. She fills out that romper a little more than Paulie does. I bet that he’d fit in my sister, Samantha’s clothes though.”

“Oh, and how old is Samantha?”

“Sammie will be thirteen in a couple of weeks. She’s in seventh grade.”

‘A twelve-year-old. Well, that’s just great! I’m the same size as her twelve-year-old sister,” Paul began to despair that Lori would ever see him as a man, but she turned and winked at him. That’s all it took for Paul. She loved him. He was fine.

“Well. There are some things I could do for him here, but I’d need him at the salon for a lot of what I’d like to do, and there’s no way that you can do everything that he needs done in one morning. If you want him to be a dead ringer for the girl in the picture, I need him for a couple of
hours in the middle of the week.” Alison was inspecting both Paul and the photo and making mental notes.

“What kind of things?” Lilly asked.

Alison sighed, “Well, he’ll need a body perm to get his hair that full and he needs a lot of work on his brows. The perm should take a day or two to relax enough to truly style it like the girl in the photo and if I pluck his brows on Saturday, they’ll look swollen when you take the picture. I mean, I could do the eyebrows now, but I’ll need to do the perm at the shop. “

“Also, even though he doesn’t have much of a beard or arm or leg hair, I’d suggest that I give him a good waxing to make him look right.” Alison paused and continued to scrutinize the boy in her chair. “And I wouldn’t take a chance on those crappy earring adapters. I’d pierce them sooner rather than later, put the pearls in on Saturday then he can decide if he wants to put the studs back in to keep the holes open, or let them close.”

“Cross your legs, baby,” Lori whispered to Paul. “Sit like a lady.”

“Do I really need to get my ears pierced?” Paul whispered back as he adjusted himself in the chair.

“It doesn’t really hurt, baby, and lots of guys at school have theirs pierced. It’s no big deal.”

Paul sighed. He wanted to explore his feminine side now that he’d found it, but this seemed a bit out of control. His mother seemed enthralled in the whole process, as if he was really a debutante preparing for his own coming-out party.

“Hmmm,” Lilly considered her options, “I don’t know, Ali. Waxing seems a little much. I’m sure that we can use a depilatory and he’ll be ok for one day. If he decides to continue to stay smooth, he can come back for a waxing. I see your point about the eyebrows, though. Could we do those today?”

“Sure, I’ll get things ready.”

Paul was relieved that he wouldn’t be getting a full body wax, but shaping his eyebrows seemed a bit extreme, too. “Mom, do you think that’s necessary? I mean, I have to go to school. I don’t want to get beat up because I have girls’ eyebrows.”

“Honey,” Lilly patted his arm reassuringly, “look at grandma’s picture. She didn’t have thin little eyebrows. They’re just sculpted a little. No one will notice at school, but it will make a big difference in the photo.”

Lilly went off to talk to Alison.

“She’s right, babe. She’ll just neaten everything up a little for you.”Lori patted his shoulder.

“Lori, what if the guys notice. What will I say?”

She laughed playfully. “Just tell them that you did it because I asked you to. They’ll believe that.”

Well, there was truth to that. Lori was beautiful and she hung out with the most popular groups at school – as well as with the theater, band and chorus kids. Most of the guys would give a testicle to go out on just one date with her. No one, not even Paul, understood why, when she could have anyone in the school, she would have picked him. But, she did and every guy knew that he would do anything for her – they all would, too.

“Ok,” he smiled knowing that it would make Lori happy if he trimmed his eyebrows a bit.

Alison returned with a tray with lots of items on it. “Ok, Paulie, first we’re going to wash your hair and get a little color into it while I do your eyebrows.”

As she turned his chair and lowered the back of the chair to the sink, Paul said, “You’re dying my hair!?”

“Just a little lighter, honey,” Lilly reassured him. “Grandma’s hair in the photo is a little bit lighter than yours and we want it to be perfect. You’ll hardly notice.”

“Then why do it?” Going to school with his hair AND his eyebrows both looking different may attract even more attention.

“You’ll hardly notice it in real life, honey, but I want to have the two pictures be absolutely identical, so that when people look at it, they can’t tell which girl is my mother and which is my son.” Her smile was infectious.

Paul let out yet another sigh of resignation, “Ok, mom. If it’s that important to you...”

Several hours later and Paul had a new, substantially lighter, hair color, ears pierced with little gold studs in them, well-groomed eyebrows which, although not feminine arches, were undeniably female and one appointment at Alison’s salon at 6:00pm on Wednesday to get a body perm and a trim and another for Saturday morning at 7:30am to have his hair and makeup done before the photographer arrived at 1:00 that afternoon.

As Lilly and Alison settled the bill, Lilly remarked to Alison, “Didn’t I tell you that he was just the spit and image of my mother. I think it’s amazing.”

“He certainly is that,” Alison agreed. “Isn’t that a strange expression – spit and image.”

“It is,” Lilly nodded.

Being the age that she was, Lori had already grabbed her phone and googled the phrase to find its origins.

“Huh,” she showed her phone’s screen to the older women. “it says here that it comes from the Bible story of God creating man in his own image using mud and spit. So Adam was ‘the spit and image’ of God. That’s cool, isn’t it.”

“It is,” Lilly laughed, “and how appropriate as we recreate Paulie in the image of his grandmother. Thank you, Alison, see you Wednesday!”

“Ok.” Lilly closed the door to the VW Beetle after Paul had climbed into the front seat, “You two have a good time and get this young lady back home before 10:00. It’s a school night, remember.” They’d had a lovely lunch at a small delicatessen that catered mostly to business people in the downtown area. Paul was reasonably sure that they wouldn’t run into anyone he knew, there. Then Lori and Paul had waited in the car while Lilly had run into a couple of shops to pick up a few items. Then, at Lori’s insistence, they’d taken a quick spin along the coast so that Lilly could enjoy the smell of the ocean while riding in a convertible. Now, they were dropping Lilly off before going to Lori’s house.

Lilly fished the keys out of her purse, took off the pink baseball cap, passed it back to Lori, then leaned down and kissed her son affectionately on the cheek. “Now, be good, you understand. I know that you two are all hot and bothered, but be good, anyway.”

“Don’t worry, Mrs Rooney. We’re just going to my house for an hour or so, then I’ll have her back to you safe and sound.”

Paul rolled his eyes at the use of the feminine pronoun. “Bye, Mom.”

It was just a few blocks’ ride to Lori’s house. It was a standard, blue and white McMansion that looked like every other house on their block.

“Are you sure that your mom is ok with me being dressed like this?” Paul asked as they climbed the steep stairs that led to Lori’s house.

“Sure. I told her about the picture and all that. She thinks it’s as sweet as I do.”

Being the middle child of five, Lori’s house was always a bit hectic, so it was rare that Paul was ever invited over. Her oldest sibling, Andrew, had already graduated from college and moved away. He was the same age as Paul’s brother Keith and he was the only boy in Lori’s family. Lori’s mom and dad had split years ago, so the house was always filled with the girls and their friends. Whenever Lori’s brother came home, he referred to it as ‘The Hen House’ and the first rule of The Hen House was boys were only allowed in when mom was home and they were never allowed to go upstairs for any reason.

This day, when they entered, Lori’s two younger sisters were sprawled out on the living room floor with homework spread everywhere. They were in a mad dash to get things done that they should have gotten done before now and their mom was not happy with them.

“Hi, Lori,” they each called. Meredith was thirteen and in eighth grade. Samantha was 12 and in seventh. They were born only ten months apart, so her mom referred to them as “the Irish twins.”

“Hey, guys. You know Paulie, right?”

Meredith lept to her feet and ran around to see Paul’s clothes. “Oh, let me see, let me see.” She was all grins as she inspected him. “Huh, my romper looks a little too big. Sammie, come here. Let’s see how tall you are next to Paul.”

Sammie stood, jumped onto the seat of the low-backed chair between her and Paul, used it as a trampoline, lept over the back of the chair, landing right next to Paul.

“Go back to back and let’s see who’s taller,” Meredith was running the show as Lori ducked into the kitchen to get her mom.

“Look, mom,” Meredith was inspecting Paul and her sister who stood back to back with each other, “Sammie is only about a half an inch shorter than Paulie. I’m a little taller. Not much – yet – but give me a year.”

Paul grimaced.

Besides her mother, Lori’s older sister, Becca, was there. Where the younger sisters only seemed interested in whose clothes would fit Paul better, Becca and Lori’s mom were really taken aback by how Paul looked.

“Paul Rooney,” her mom smiled, “my goodness, is that really you!?”

“Yes, ma’am,” Paul stuttered. “It’s me, alright, Mrs Carter. I hope you don’t think this all too weird or anything...”

“Not at all, dear. You look absolutely precious, doesn’t he Becca?”

Becca laughed and agreed.

“So, Anyway, I need to gather up a few things for Paulie to wear in the evenings this week so that he’s ready for Saturday. Is it ok if we go upstairs and rummage around through Sammie and Merrie’s closets and see what we can find?”

Mrs Carter sighed. “I guess, but no nonsense, now. Becca, will you please chaperone for them?”

“Sure, mom,” Becca bobbed her head towards the stairway, “let’s go, ladies.”

When they reached the room that the two younger siblings shared, Lori opened the closet door and began looking at dresses. She explained to Becca that, if Paulie was as comfortable as possible in a dress by Friday night, then Saturday should be a breeze.

“That does make sense,” Becca said. She’d not taken her eyes off of Paul since they entered the room. You do look cute, Paulie, I’ll give you that. The hair, the earrings, the romper – very nice. And I see that you shaved your legs, too. Also cute. Did you pluck his eyebrows, Lori?”

“No, Aunt Alison waxed them for him. Nice, huh?” Then, pulling a red peasant dress with elbow-length, puffy sleeves from the closet, she held it up for Becca’s approval. “What do you think?”

Becca took the dress, “Let’s Give it a try. Come on, Paulie, you need to take off your romper.”

“Umm, can’t I try these on in the bathroom and come back to show you?”

“Paulie,” Lori laughed, “Don’t worry about it. You’re all tucked in. All Becca will see is a bra and panties and she’s seen those before. Come on.”

“Yeah, Paulie,” Becca helped him remove the romper, “where’s your sense of fun and adventure? Here, hold your arms up for me. I’ll help you get this on.”

Holding up his arms, Becca slipped the red, flowered dress over his arms and head, letting it balloon out as it dropped, then settled around him.

“Oh, that is cute, Lori,” Becca beamed.

“I don’t know. Maybe it’s a little too... Holly Hobby-ish for him, though. Maybe a little too little girl. What do you think?”

Becca adjusted the dress some more and smiled at Paul. “I hope you’re having as much fun as I am, Paulie. I don’t know why, but this is a lot more fun than dressing one of my sisters. I like the way you blush.” Then to Lori, she said, “I think you should at least consider it. I mean, it is a little young for a debutante, but just look at how cute he looks in it. Makes me want to take him out and show him off.”

“Oh, stop,” Lori joked. “Here, try this sundress.”

Becca helped Paul get out of the peasant dress, commenting, “Oh, nice. You shaved your pits, too,” while his arms were up.

If anything, the sundress made him look even more like a classmate of Samantha’s.

“You know what the problem is,” Becca said. “It’s not the dresses, it’s because Paulie isn’t wearing any makeup. It makes him look like a little girl. We could fix that pretty easily.”

What was it with women wanting to make him look like a girl? Obviously, he enjoyed the feeling of the clothes and the pampering, but here was another woman getting excited about him looking like a girl.

Lori considered it for a moment, then said, “You’ve definitely hit the nail on the head. It is the lack of makeup, but it’s already dinner time. I think I’ll spare him another round of primping today. You must be tired, baby, aren’t you?”

Paul was both relieved and disappointed, but he nodded, “”Yes, I am kinda beat. It has been a long weekend.”

“I’m sure it has been, babe. I’m tired, too, but I had a great time. Here, try this last dress on for me, ok? I think you’ll like it. It’s very comfortable.”

Paul removed the sundress and slipped into this casual dress. It was a short dress, well above his knees, with very short, cap sleeves. It had a cream-colored background, with dozens of little, realistic-looking birds of many varieties scattered about the fabric. Some birds were upright, some upside down. Some facing up, some facing down. Some in flight, some at rest. It had a little brown belt which couldn’t have been more than a half-inch tall, that nestled against his torso prettily and the material was a cotton so light and soft that it felt as if he was wearing nothing at all.

“That’s perfect,” Becca clapped as Lori buttoned six tiny buttons up his back.

“I agree,” Lori was looking at Paul in a mirror on her sisters’ door. “We have our winner! What do you think, Paulie?”

He liked it. In fact, he loved it, but he wasn’t sure that he should say it out loud. “It’s nice, I guess,” he said.

Lori wrapped her arms around him from behind. “Nice, Huh? Ok. It’s nice, but look at that girl in the mirror. She looks better than nice, doesn’t
she? She’s adorable and you know it... AND... she’s you.”

She kissed the back of his head.

“You know She’s right, Paulie,” Becca stood beside him. All were looking at his reflection. “You’re a cute little guy, Paulie, but as a girl... well, just look... you’re a knockout. You should consider dressing like this full-time.”

There it was.

Someone had said it out loud.

Full time.

Now he was scared.

He was scared that he’d be forced to be dressed as a girl and having to go to school.

He was scared that he’d be forced to be dressed as a girl and having to face his brother and cousins.

He was scared that he’d be forced to actually become a girl.

But mostly, he was scared that if he resisted dressing as a girl, he’d never be able to feel this soft and pretty and wonderful again.

A shiver ran down his spine. He needed to do or say something and finally, all he could think to say was, “I don’t know. Do you really think I look ok?”

“No one said that you look OK, babe. You look adorable and you look like a girl and I kinda love it.” Lori was sincere. She was smitten with Paul and she would never tell him that he had to dress as a girl “or else,” but she found him so amazingly attractive this way.

It was still too much for him to commit to, right now, so he said, “ I don’t know. Can we just keep it between us for now? I mean, if people found out... I don’t know... your sisters won’t tell, will they?”

“I won’t say anything, Paulie,” Becca smiled, “and I’ll make Sammie and Merrie swear not to, either.”

“Hey, girls,” Lori’s mom shouted up the stairs, “I’m ordering Chinese takeout. Are you eating with us?”

“Yes,” the sisters yelled back.

Becca and Lori picked up the discarded clothes and put them back on hangers. As Lori picked up the romper that Paul had been wearing, he walked over to her and turned his back to her.

“What?” Lori asked, confused.

“Will you unbutton me so I can put the romper back on?”

“Oh, baby, no. The romper was just to go to Aunt Alison’s. Kind of like a ‘training dress.’ If you’re going to be comfortable in your grandmother’s dress next weekend, you need to be used to wearing real dresses. So, from here on until Saturday, when you’re not in school, I want to see you in a dress. The cuter, the better. And that one is adorable – BUT – it is pretty flimsy. Becca, can you dig through Sammie’s drawers and find a short half-slip so Paulie has a little modesty. Tonight, baby, you are getting some tutoring from The Hen House ladies so that, by Saturday, you’ll be right at home in your grandma’s dress.”

After a moment’s rummaging through her youngest sister’s underwear draw, Becca produced a small, white half-slip, dripping in lace. “This is a pretty one, Paulie. You’ll like it.”

She handed the slip to her sister who said, “Bec, can I have a minute alone with Paulie?”

Becca smiled, “Sure,” and she left, closing the door behind her. “I’ll be right here... keeping watch for you.”

Lori gave her sister a little wave of thanks, then knelt in front of Paul, holding the slip open for him. He stepped into it and Lori guided it up his legs, letting the gentle elastic waistband secure the silky garment to him.

“There,” she whispered as she adjusted the slip and dress. “That feels nice, doesn’t it?”

He nodded.

Lori lifted the front of his dress, once again, as if inspecting the slip. Then she lifted the slip as well.

Paul’s breath skipped just a bit.

She gently caressed his flat panty front. “Mmm, I like you like this; nice and flat, but you know what would make it better?”

“What?”

She kissed the front of his silky, lacy panties. “If your skin was smooth here. Tonight, when you shower, do me a favor and shave all this nasty hair off for me, Ok?”

As she said this, her hand slipped between his legs, gently rubbing his tucked organ through the gusset of his panties and the panty liner. He breathed in, sharply and she could feel him grow stiff immediately, forcing the tip of his organ to pop out of the side of the leg hole.

Lori glanced up at him and smiled seductively. “Oh, dear,” she giggled and she whispered, “someone’s getting excited. Does my sweet, little boyfriend like wearing my little sister’s dresses? I think he does. I think he likes it a lot. So much that he’s not going to be able to keep from showing me how excited he is.”

She slipped a finger around the protruding part of his penis and gently stroked the sensitive vein on the underside of his inverted manhood. That was all it took. He exploded into Lori’s hand. She was able to catch most of it in her hand. She looked up at him and smiled as he spasm-ed and released all that he could.

When his orgasm subsided, she carefully tucked him back into the gusset, allowing his panty liner to absorb any residual cum, and she stood, careful not to let his seed spill from her hand. When she reached her feet, she hugged his head to her shoulder and breasts. “Shh, baby. That felt nice, right?”

He nodded and tried to regain his senses.

Lori stuck a finger into the goo in her hand, raised it to her lips and licked it. “Mmm. You do make delicious treats, Paulie.” She stuck her finger into the goo, again and, without warning, stuck the semen-coated digit into Paul’s mouth, holding it there. “Suck, babe. You’ll like it.”

Paul was shocked, but complied. The taste was not bad, per se, just odd – a bit salty.

Three more times, Lori took a helping for herself and then fed a helping to Paul. She was heady with the desire to share this with him. She felt so powerful and in command of the situation. There he was, her cute little boyfriend. He was barefoot and tiny and almost helpless while she wore very high heels and towered over him and felt the now familiar feeling of power over their relationship. He had on lacy, silk panties, a lacy, softly padded bra and the cutest little dress while she wore sensible, cotton panties, a casual bra with jeans and a tee shirt.

This was all so damned fun and Paulie just looked so, so, so adorable. This was how it was all meant to be.

Suddenly, the door opened a crack and Becca whispered into the room. “Are you guys about done? The Chinese food delivery guy just showed up. We should go downstairs before mom comes looking for us.”

“Oh, we’re done, aren’t we, baby?” Lori grinned, then headed to her sisters’ lavatory to wash her hands.

Becca came in and looked at Paul. She ran her fingers through his hair and adjusted his dress. “Breathe correctly, Paulie, you’re kinda of red in the face. Mom will want to know why.”

He nodded as Becca went to the closet, retrieved a pair of white sandals with a one-inch kitten heel. They had just a narrow strap that crossed his foot, just behind his toes and another, more narrow strap that went around his ankle. Becca knelt and fastened the ankle straps for him. He glanced at the mirror. “Those are pretty,” was all he could think to say before being led downstairs by the sisters.

“Hey, that’s my dress!” Samantha shouted.

“And my shoes!” Meredith joined.

“Yeah, but you guys never looked this cute in them, did you?” Lori said with a smile.

“Here, let me take a look at you,” Lori’s mom pulled him to a clear area in the kitchen to check him out.

“Very nice, Paul. Spin for me, let me see the dress flare out on you.”

He did as he was told, but stopped when Samantha shouted, “Mom, he’s wearing my slip! Oh, my God, Lori, he’s not wearing my panties, too, is he!?”

“No, of course not,” Lori laughed. “I bought him his own bras and panties. What girl would ever pass up the chance of buying lingerie for her boyfriend?”

Before Paul could even blush, Lori’s mom was fussing with his hair and looking at him in a very critical way. “I like your hair this color, Paul, but it needs a little more styling. Are you brushing it every morning and night? At least a hundred strokes each morning and night will make it shine and you’ll be amazed at how healthy it looks in just a couple of days of brushing combined with a good shampoo and conditioner. So you’d better start that regime with your next shower.”

“Yes, ma’am,” he said.

“I’m surprised that my sister didn’t even up the length while you were there. What’s the plan for your hair?”

“I’m going back on Wednesday for a body perm and a trim.”

“Excellent. I hope that a mani/pedi is scheduled, too, because your toes and fingers need to be just as dressed up as the rest of you. I like the
color on your toes, but they need some shaping. Your fingernails need a lot of attention.”

“I’m taking him to our nail salon after school tomorrow, mom,” Lori said. That was news to Paul, but not overly surprising under the circumstances.

“Good. Ok, Paul – or are we saying Pauline, now?”

“No, mom,” Lori answered for him, “we’re sticking with Paulie.”

“Hmm, I guess that works fine. I went to school with a girl named ‘Polly.’ Polly Brennan. She was a beautiful little girl as I recall. Just like you, Paulie. Ok, let’s eat.”

As they each took their seats, Samantha was eyeing every move that Paul made. When he sat, she criticized his posture and her mother was more than happy to have the other girls demonstrate how to sit up straight with their backs not touching the chairs and their legs crossed at the thigh or ankle.

Amused by her sister’s observation, Meredith joined in the fun and soon, every bite of food, every sip of water, every shake of the head was being scrutinized and corrected by Lori’s family of girls.

“So, Paulie,” Samantha asked, “does it bother you that you’re wearing your girlfriend’s youngest sister’s clothes, now?”

Paul swallowed the little bit of rice in his mouth. “Actually, yes. It kind of does. It never occurred to me that I could wear your clothes.”

“Oh, don’t let it bother you, Paulie,” Mrs Carter patted his arm. “All of my kids are tall. You’re just a bit on the shorter side. It’s no big deal. Look on the bright side. You have a lot of hand-me-downs to look forward to in the next few months.”

All of the girls seemed to think that this was a much better idea than did Paul.

“That’s a great idea, mom,” Meredith agreed, “and judging by how he looks in that dress, he’ll be a lot cuter in Sammie’s clothes than she ever was.”

Mrs Carter, Becca and Lori all laughed at Meredith’s joke. Sammie yelled, “Hey! That’s not funny! He’s not cuter than I am! If mommy let me wear a padded bra like his mommy does, then I’d look cuter, too! So, shut up, Meredith!”

The women all laughed boisterously, but Paul felt a little uncomfortable with his underwear being discussed so freely amongst all these females ranging in age from forty-nine to twelve years old – especially since he was being compared to the twelve-year-old – the twelve-year- old who would definitely be much taller than him in a year or less. He squirmed as he felt his penis shrivel with nervousness. What would it be like if he decided to stay in skirts and dresses? He’d be smaller and weaker than every other woman in this room – heck he was already smaller and weaker than four of them AND he was the only one wearing a dress.

That was it, he decided. He couldn’t let his desire to wear these clothes take over his life. He’d live up to his commitments to his mother, but that was it. Then he was going right back to being a guy.

“Well, Paulie,” Lori was still laughing at her younger sisters’ argument, “what do you think? Are you looking forward to getting Sammie’s hand-me-downs? Because, you know, with her being the youngest, she’s already gotten all of our old clothes. So, you’ll kind of be getting all of our hand-me-downs.”

Paul thought for a moment, then smiled before he shrugged and said, “I don’t think I’ll need them. This is only for a week, then I’m going back to wearing my jeans,” but then he shook his head so his hair was moved behind his shoulders and he took a nibble of rice from his chopsticks, being careful to lean over his plate so nothing could fall into his napkined lap. The move was so instinctively feminine that, unseen by Paul, all the girls and women exchanged smiles and nods. It was obvious that whatever was going on in his head, wasn’t going to end on Saturday. He was hooked.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Spit and Image - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Other Keywords: 

  • BridesMaid
  • Caught With Consequences
  • Crossdressing / TV
  • Deals
  • Bets or Dares
  • lingerie
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • School Girl
  • Slow Transformation

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Spit and Image: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2018,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Paul explores girlhood more and more and everything is going great... until it's not!


 
Author's Note: Please continue to let me know what you think of the story. All comments, pro or con, are really helpful. ~Clara.
 
This version of Spit and Image: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 2
 

"Hey, cutie. Why is your hair up in a bun again? It looks so pretty when it's down." Lori was in Paul's driveway, picking him up for school, just as she did every school day morning at 7:05.

"That's exactly why it's up," Paul countered. "I swear it's even lighter this morning than it was yesterday. It was always more red than blonde. Now, it's blonde with just a little red. I just hope no one notices."

"Well, what difference would it make if someone did? I mean, people dye their hair all the time. Guys do it nearly as often as girls do. It's nothing to be embarrassed about. You really should let it down."

"Lori, please, let's not discuss it right now. I have so much spinning in my head right now... This is going to be a long, tough week for me. Don't make a big deal about my hair, right now, ok?"

"Ok," she put the VW in reverse and backed out of the driveway. As she shifted into drive, she said, "but can I ask a few questions?"

"Sure."

"Great. Are you wearing briefs or panties?"

Paul sighed. She wasn't going to let him relax. "Panties."

"That's my good boy," she was extremely pleased with this response. "Cotton and plain or silk and lacy?"

"They're cotton, not plain, they have little flowers all over them and a little lace on the waist and legs. Satisfied?"

"Not really, but it's a start." She shook her shoulders with joy.

Their school was just a five minute ride from Paul's. They parked in the student lot, then went into the school. Paul's homeroom was at the far end of the campus, so he usually hung out in Lori's until a couple of minutes before the bell rang, which meant he was hanging with her friends, which was very cool - usually.

Today, the conversation was typical Monday morning stuff, cute clothes, weekend dates, tv shows, music, etc., but then Beth showed up.

"Hi, guys," she said. Then, "Hey, Rooney, did you dye your hair?"

She had not seen it, but she could have been more subtle.

"Yeah, I was looking at that too, Paulie," Mary said. "I like it. It suits you."

Other girls were complimenting him, too.

"It's really pretty when he has his hair down," Lori threw in.

Mary said, "Yeah, I saw you at The Dairy Bar, Friday, Paulie. I liked you with your hair down. It looked really good, but you hadn't colored it then. Can we see it down?"

"Not right now," Paul stuttered. "I have to get to homeroom in a few minutes."

"He's just a little embarrassed," Lori put her arm around him and pulled him close, "aren't you, babe? See, I kinda pressured him to do this and it wasn't supposed to come out this light. He's just not used to it, yet."

"Aww, Paulie," Tianna rubbed his back, "I bet it's just fine. Can't we see it?"

"Maybe at lunch." Paul smiled and picked up his binder. "I have to get to homeroom. Bye, guys. Bye, Lori."

He leaned up and kissed her cheek.

"Bye, babe. See you at lunch."

Paul rushed through the hallways and made it to homeroom with time to spare. He said hi to classmates and took his seat. First period went by before he knew it and no one said anything about his hair. Second and third were the same.

'Maybe I'm being silly,' he thought. 'No one is even noticing.'

Third period was chemistry and his lab partner, Sally Ledger, did complement him and asked him what the name of the hair dye was. She was thinking that she might want to go that color as well. He had known Sally since kindergarten and this was the longest conversation he ever had with her. That was pretty cool.

Then, it was time for lunch.

Paul wandered in to the cafeteria, grabbing his usual lunch of a free Apple and the free banana, and sat down at their usual table. In less than a minute, all of Lori's gang was there and all of them wanted to see Paul's hair. They were disproportionately excited about the fact that his hair had changed just a few shades of strawberry blond.

Finally, Beth just got up and pulled his hair loose. It fell down beyond his shoulders and hung prettily about his face. Rather then get angry and draw more attention to himself, Paul heaved and exasperated sigh and rolled his eyes before burying his face in his hands and grunting at Beth's audaciousness.

He waited for the teasing to begin, but instead the girls oohed and ahhed over his new color. They played with his hair and told him how beautiful it was. They all encouraged him to leave it down telling him how much better he looked that way. Eventually, Paul realized that they were actually telling him the truth and not teasing him. They really did prefer his hair this way, too. Oh, what the heck.

"See, Rooney," Beth put her arm around him, "it's just pretty hair. Everyone loves pretty hair. Just think of that guy, Dennis, in Drama Club. He's a big, athletic, straight guy who happens to have really pretty hair, right?"

He had to admit it. She was right. Denise had lettered in football, track and field and wrestling, but he had a very flamboyant hair cut. Kind of short on the sides with a big whippy-dip on the top. It was all dyed a shocking, unnatural, but not unattractive, shade of red-orange.

"She's right, Paulie," Lori threw her arm around him and hugged him tightly. "You don't need to be embarrassed. Just be yourself and everyone will love you."

Paul smiled and nodded.

"So, are you gonna leave it down, now?" Mary asked.

"Wellllll....." Paul was hesitant.

"Yes, he is," Lori assured her friends. "Someone give me a brush."

She went to work like a woman on a mission, which she was. She parted his hair on the right side and worked his hair till it stayed put. Had she had hairspray, she would have locked it in place.

Again the girls complimented him endlessly.

When the bell rang, they were all caught by surprise, they had been so involved in his hair that they had lost all track of time. So, they all ran out of the cafeteria leaving Paul to gather his stuff and hustle out without a hair tie to be found anywhere.

He hurried to the music wing without making eye contact with anyone. Hopefully, he could get there without attracting any attention.

The bell rang just as Paul's hand slammed against the door to the chorus room to keep it from closing. The teacher, Mr Mwangi, was startled by the person slipping under his arm and into the classroom so quickly.

"Excuse me, young lady, but where are you supposed to be this period?" He asked with a firm, authoritative voice, not recognizing the student who'd just blown past him.

Paul was confused by the question and turned towards the teacher to see to whom the question had been directed.

"Oh," Mr Mwangi was startled once again, "Mr Rooney. I didn't recognize you. New hair style I see."

"What's?" Paul was confused, then realized what his teacher was getting at."Oh, um, yeah, kinda. It's.... it's a long story."

"Uh Huh." He said. "Well, grab your folder and take your seat in the tenor section, please."

He grabbed his folder and hustled to the front row of the tenor section. Being smaller than the other boys - and, frankly, almost all of the girls - in the chorus, meant that he was always relegated to the front row, next to the sopranos.

"Hi," the girl who sat next to him whispered as he took his seat.

"Hi," Paul smiled.

Mr Mwangi was taking attendance and his neighbor, a senior named Melissa, whispered, again. "I like your hair, Paul. It's really nice."

Uncertain as to how much pride he should be taking in his appearance, he squirmed in his seat a bit, finally grinning broadly and saying, "Thanks. I lost my hair tie."

She smiled back at him. He'd sat next to Melisa for more than thirty weeks and she'd never so much as acknowledged that he was alive, let alone speak to him. This conversation had been a very pleasant surprise. One of several already today.

"Mr Rooney?"

"Yes, Mr Mwangi?"

"Perhaps you could stand and join the rest of your section to review Mr Mozart's 'Ave Verum."

Paul had not even noticed that the other tenors had stood up. "I'm sorry Mr Mwangi." He stood and held his music.

"Thank you, Mr Rooney. Now, from the canonic section, gentlemen..."

They worked through the sectional problems for both of the male sections before trying it with the women added.

When Melissa stood, she turned her back to Mr Mwangi to place her folder on her seat and whispered to Paul, "Seriously, Paul, you really look stunning with that new color and your hair down. Have you decided to transition?"

The question caught Paul completely off guard. 'Transition'!? Did he really come across so femininely that his classmates were EXPECTING him to become a girl at some point? He was so flustered that he couldn't even think of a response for a moment. In fact, he could barely breathe.

Melissa looked towards him for a response. He smile was sweet and supportive. She was obviously not teasing him, but asking a sincere question and offering her support.

When he shook his head, his face had gone pale and he was suddenly perspiring. He mouthed the word, "No," but no sound came out. The room was whirling around Paul. Transitioning!? What? Didn't she know that he was with Lori!? He didn't only have A GIRLFRIEND - he had one of the BEST POSSIBLE GIRLFRIENDS in the whole school. The last thing he wanted was stop being a guy and being with Lori!

"Mr Rooney," Mr Mwangi was hurrying to Paul, "are you alright?"

He had begun to swoon without even realizing it and Mr Mwangi caught him, just as his knees gave way.

He helped Paul to sit in the rehearsal seat. "I have told you all that if you lock up your legs and lose track of your breathing, you can pass out. You must be careful. Especially, now that the room is warmer than it was in the winter." He looked at Paul, again, "Now, just sit here while we run the piece, Mr Rooney, and if you need to see the nurse after that, I'll call for a wheelchair for you."

"Maybe I should get him a bottle of water from the machine in the hall, Mr Mwangi," Melissa was genuinely concerned.

"Thank you, Ms Turner, that would be helpful." Mr Mwangi gave her a handful of change from his pocket and Melissa ran to the hall, returning a moment later with a cold bottle of water. She sat in her chair, opened the bottle and gave it to Paul, while the rest of the ensemble kept their attention on Mr Mwangi and Mr Mozart.

After a few sips, Melissa leaned in and asked, "Are you feeling better?"

Paul nodded. He actually was, but he was still confused. Her earlier question had so unnerved him that he'd almost passed out. Who does that?

"My cousin transitioned a few years ago," Melissa was speaking as comfortingly as she knew how, "and she had a few episodes like this when she first started her hormones. I guess it just takes a while for your body to get used to things. She's fine now. She's actually kind of pretty in a mannish kind of way, but you're going to be beautiful. You're already cute and you're just starting." She gently pulled his hair to the back of his neck, allowing him to cool off a bit. "Oh, and you've pierced your ears, too! That's nice."

What was she saying? Hormones? This was just supposed to be a little secret to make his mom and grandmother - and Lori, of course - happy. What was going on with everyone around him?

"I'm not transitioning," he whispered. "I just dyed my hair and pierced my ears because... well... it's too complicated, but I don't intend to..."

"Mr Rooney?" Mr Mwangi's deep voice demanded Paul's attention.

"Yes, sir?"

"Are you feeling better?"

"A little better, yes, thank you, Mr Mwangi."

"Good. Then you have three choices:
1) You may sit and be silent for another few minutes while you drink your water quietly.
2) You may ask me to call for the nurse.
3) You may join your section and assist us with Mr Mozart's music But you absolutely, positively may NOT continue to sit in my classroom and chat with Ms Turner whilst your classmates and I work to interpret one of the most beautiful pieces of music ever written!"

His tone was serious and even. He never raised his voice or lost his temper, but there was a threat in it that scared Paul enough to keep him from dwelling on the things that Melissa had said.

"Do I make myself crystal clear, Mr Rooney?"

"You do, sir," Paul stuttered. "If it's ok with you, sir, I'd like to stay seated for another minute of two and drink my water. I think I may just have been dehydrated, before."

"Fine. Ms Turner, I trust that you are well enough to join us."

"Yes, Mr Mwangi." Melissa stood and patted Paul's shoulder gently, "I'm sorry that I was talking. I was just concerned about Mr Rooney... um, Paul."

"Very good, then, and I am sure that Mr Rooney thanks you for your concern, do you not, Mr Rooney?"

"Yes, I do. Thank you, Melissa." Paul needed to clear his head. Melissa's caring smile didn't help at all. He needed to talk to Lori and his mother about all of this.

"Paulie," Lori was trying to be reasonable, but still keep things on track as they drove towards the nail salon, "you said yourself that Melissa Turner never said a word to you until today. I'm happy that she was nice to you and all, but why should what she thinks matter to you at all? You've told me that You want to do this for your mom and grandmother. You've told me that you like to dress up. You've told me that you enjoy the pampering. I've told you that I love you this way. So, what's the problem? Let's just stay focused on what needs to be done right now if we're going to have you ready for Saturday. Ok?"

Paul was looking at Samantha's red peasant dress, which was laying across his lap. Lori had brought it so that he could change before going to the nail salon. She also wanted to put 'just a little' makeup on him and, of course, he was supposed to put on one of his padded bras so that the nail-girl wouldn't ask any questions.

"Lori..." Paul was in a deep quandary. He really liked everything about dressing, but he'd rather that it remained a secret for now. How would he hide things as the week wore on? "I admit that I really like this, but I can't go to school looking like a girl."

"Why not?"

"What!? Why not!? You know exactly why not!?"

"No, I don't, Paulie. Look there are lots of boys at school who have their hair done in salons. Lots with long hair. Lots who have their eyebrows done. There's at least a half-dozen who wear makeup. Most of those guys are straight guys who just want to look nice. You're no different except you're reading more into people's reactions than you should."

"Lori! Melissa assumed I was transitioning! That I was becoming a girl! How could I possibly read more into that!?"

"Well, baby, the truth is that Melissa is right. You are transitioning and becoming a girl."

"What!?"

"But only for the photographer on Saturday."

"And that's another thing - originally, mom was going to take the picture herself. Then you and Beth and Abby got involved and now she has a professional photographer coming. This has turned into some kind of big production!"

"And you're the star, baby." Lori pulled to the side of the road and stopped the car.

"Here's what we need to do, baby," she smiled at him. "First, you need to calm down. You agreed to help your mom and I agreed to help you. We have to follow through with those promises.

Paul hemmed and hawed for a few minutes, but eventually nodded, "Ok."

"Good. Now, following through means that you're going to have to deal with a few things at school. People will notice some of the changes you'll be going through this week and some may ask about them. I suggest that you're honest with them. Tell them that your doing something for your family and that these things are mostly temporary. I bet you that no one questions you beyond that. You'll see. Things will be fine as long as you stay in control of the situation. I promise."

He breathed deeply and shook his head while he thought about things. "Alright, I guess." He finally said. "Do you think you could talk to the girls that you hang out with and ask them to kinda make sure that I'm not alone too much this week? If I was with someone in the halls, I'd feel better. The teachers will help me in classes."

"Sure, babe. They'll be thrilled to help out!" She squeezed his knee reassuringly.

"But..." she smiled at him, "right now, we need to get you into that dress so that you can get your nails done, ok?"

He nodded and shrugged. "Ok. Where are we going to do this?"

Lori's smile was broad and happy, again. "There's a McDonald's down the block from the salon. We'll stop there and we'll use the ladies' room. It's just a one stall room, so the door locks."

Paul nodded his assent. If Mr Mwangi thought he was a girl, then he should be able to get into a ladies' room without anyone looking sideways at him.

Except for the moment between when he took off his sneakers and socks and the moment that he put on the red flip-flops that Lori had brought for him, when he had to put his bare feet on the floor of the McDonald's rest room, the change of clothes was fairly uneventful. Lori made short work of putting a little make up on his face, which did make him look closer to his own age - maybe not eighteen years old, but at least sixteen or seventeen. Lipstick was definitely different than lip balm, but it wasn't all that challenging to wear and the eye makeup was easy to get used to.

Lori insisted that they have a drink and some fries before they left. She paid, of course, since his clothes were in a gym bag and his wallet was in his pants' pocket. They sat in a booth and ate and drank their snack.

"Baby," Lori reached across and rubbed Paul's arm, "relax. We're miles from school. Why would anyone come here when there is a McDonald's and a Burger King right down the street from the school?"

He smiled and tried to relax a bit, but also remembering all of the training he'd had at The Hen House last night. He sat upright with his back not touching the back of the bench, his legs crossed at the knee and his dress was nicely smoothed below his rump.

Soon, they were finished, back in the car and pulling up to the nail salon.

"Hello, ladies. What can I do for you today?" The receptionist was a middle aged, slightly plump woman of Asian descent. She had way too much makeup on, but she had an infectious smile.

"Hi," Lori took the lead. "We have a three-o'clock appointment for manipedis."

She consulted her binder. "Yes, I have you right here. Lori Carter and Polly Rooney. Come with me, ladies."

So far, so good. The receptionist hadn't noticed anything odd about him.

They were seated at adjoining stations. Two young ladies, also with Asian features, appeared and began speaking to them in a rather harried manner. 'Please, soak your feet in this. Please, put your hand here. Sit back. Relax. When was your last pedi? When was your last mani?'

Paul couldn't think as quickly as they were speaking. Lori answered for him more often than not.

When the questions of length and color were put to Lori, she knew just what she wanted. When the same questions were put to Paul, he didn't know quite how to answer. Lori jumped in.

"For her hands, she'd like French nails, not too long, maybe a half an inch, with squared tips and an extra shiny finish. For her toes, she needs a nice, right, shiny red and all of her toes nicely rounded."

"Ooh," the manicurist said, "Are you in a wedding? A junior bridesmaid or a flower girl?"

'A flower girl!?' Paul thought. Lord, he looked older than a flower girl, didn't he? He checked the mirror. Yes. He definitely looked like a teenager.

"No," he finally answered, "nothing like that."

"She's having a formal photograph taken of her this weekend. We want her to have a classic look. Her dress is made of gorgeous, white lace and she'll be wearing open toed shoes, too. Everything very formal and pretty."

"Oh, that sounds nice," the manicurist smiled. "You're a pretty girl. You'll look beautiful in a photograph. They should make a painting of you!"

"Thank you," Paul smiled and blushed. Why was everyone so much nicer to him when he was in a dress, or just because he had prettier hair? He had always been a polite young man, but no one treated him like this until he became a girl. Well... not really, but... almost a girl.

When the acrylic nails were applied to his fingers, he nearly screamed because they were so long, but Lori assured him that they would be cutting them back.

Suddenly, he chair was pushed into a reclined position and another technician pulled his foot from its soaking basin, dried it and began working on shaping his toes. Oh! The feeling was beyond exquisite! It just felt wonderful and relaxing. She could go on doing that for hours and he wouldn't mind one bit!

"What do you think, Paulie?" Lori asked.

"Ahh." Paul moaned. "This feels so good. How come I never did this before?"

"This is your first pedicure?" the manicurist asked.

"It is," Paul smiled, "but it is wonderful."

The manicurist said something in an Asian language to the woman working on his feet who replied enthusiastically. "She says you should close your eyes and enjoy it."

He decided to do just that. He took a deep breath and concentrated on the feelings of having his fingernails and, more importantly, his toenails manipulated and massaged. He never drifted off to sleep, but he was extremely relaxed.

"We need you to sit up now," The manicurist's soft voice encouraged Paul to open his eyes and sit up.

He glanced to the right and smiled at Lori, who held up her fingers and shook her dark cranberry colored fingernails at Paul. They looked absolutely decadent in their beauty. "Pretty, Huh?" she smiled and he nodded.

The lady at his feet said something that Paul could not understand, but the manicurist translated, "Do you like your toes?"

He looked down and saw his toes with brightly painted, bright, cherry red toenails. Knowing that he could cover those with shoes and socks, he smiled and nodded to the woman. "Very pretty," he smiled at her and wiggled his toes. That was one of the most pleasant experiences he'd ever had and he would be happy to do that again.

Then he glanced at his hands and saw his fingernails. Natural looking bases with perfectly sculpted, white tips that protruded a half-inch beyond his fingertips. His face went white when he thought about going to school in the morning.

Lori saw him staring at his hands in shock, so she intervened, "Oh, Paulie. Didn't Joyce do a lovely job on your fingernails? They are absolutely perfect for your photograph on Saturday, aren't they?"

Not wanting to make a scene, Paul nodded, then turned to the manicurist, Joyce and said, "Oh, yes, Joyce. They look just perfect. Thank you, so much."

Once they were in the car with the doors closed, Paul held his hands out, fingers spread and wiggled them at Lori. "Well?"

Lori started the car, then looked from his fingers to his face and back again before saying, "What? Your fingers are lovely. Classic. Julie did a wonderful job on them. Is there something that you don't like?"

"Is there something... Lori, I want to do everything I can within reason to make everyone happy, but how can I hide these?"

"Paulie, they're beautiful. Why on earth would you like to hide them. We've already discussed staying in control of this. The girls will be be with you between every class. What can go wrong? I made sure that she didn't use any color. I doubt that anyone will even notice."

He let his hands drop into his lap and shook his head. He noticed that the nails stood out in beautiful contrast to the flowers that adorned the red peasant dress - a dress that belonged to Lori's twelve-year-old sister. He blinked his eyes and tried to think through his dilemma."

"I bet that your mom will love them, too. She text me while we were in the salon. We're meeting her at a store on Cambridge St in twenty minutes."

"Are we stopping at McDonald's again so that I can change back into my regular clothes?"

She smiled and put the car in gear. "Baby, there's nothing irregular about the clothes you're wearing now, but, regardless, we're going to have you fitted for breast-forms, so I'd suggest that you stay in your dress." When she reached the stop sign at the exit of the parking lot, she looked at her pretty, little boyfriend once again and asked, "What's wrong with that dress? Don't you like it? It's always been one of our favorites. It was Becca's first, then mine, then Merrie's and now Sammie's. I bet that she'd be happy to make a gift of it, if you like it. Don't you like how it feels?"

Paul thought about it. As a matter of fact, it was incredibly comfortable, but there was something that scared him about wearing it - it was so thin and light and it hung so loosely that it felt was if it was barely there. The panties he was wearing, too. They were made of much thinner and softer cotton than his usual briefs. He felt soft and vulnerable and his penis had been tucked for so long, now, that it actually did feel a bit disconnected in a way. But he knew it was there and he knew that the only thing separating it from Lori's touch was less than a thirty-second of an inch of soft, pink cotton.

He thought about all of that and compared it to his 'regular clothes.'

"I do like the dress, Lori. It's very comfortable and pretty."

"Alright, then. Let's enjoy this week. You're happy. I'm happy. Your mom is happy. Now, let's go get you some nice, plump boobies."

They parked in a municipal lot and walked down the street till they came to a small, tasteful looking boutique called 'Athena's.' It was tucked in between a Starbucks and a tuxedo rental shop. The windows were adorned with beautiful, lacy bras, nighties, stockings, jewelry... It looked exotic and elegant to Paul. Normally, he'd never think to even stop and look at the window for fear that passers by would think he was a pervert.

Obviously, these were not concerns for Lori. She strode casually to the door, commenting on an article of lingerie that she thought was beautiful, although Paul had never heard of the article of clothing, nor could he imaging how or why it would be used.

When he looked around at the store's inventory, everything was screaming 'female' and 'you do not belong here.' It made him nervous - so much so that he felt a tug as his penis and scrotum contracted slightly with fear.

"Oh, here they are, now," Lilly announced from the counter where she'd been chatting with a saleswoman.

Lori hustled towards her, but stopped, went back a few steps and grabbed Paul, pulling him along with her.

"Lori, this is Stacy," Lilly introduced the women.

They shook hands and said their hellos and nice to meet yous.

"And this is my son, Paulie. See what I mean. The padded bra doesn't give him the tear-drop shape of a natural breast. He wants his breasts to look as natural as possible for the photographer."

Paul nearly died. He expected some sort of story to preserve his privacy. Something like, 'my daughter hasn't developed yet,' or 'he is playing a woman in a play,' or something - anything other than 'he wants his breasts to look as natural as possible!'

"Mom! Seriously!?" He hissed.

"Oh, sweetie," Stacy said, "don't worry about that for a moment. No need to be embarrassed here. I cater to all kinds of people. Woman who have lost breasts due to illness. Woman who want to even out their breasts. Men who want to look like women and even boys who want to look like girls."

While she'd been speaking, Stacy had come around the counter and was already pulling a tape measure around Paul's torso.

"30," She muttered as she walked back to the counter and picked up a tablet and started typing into it.

"I see what you mean, Lilly," she continued on, obviously in a 'work' mode, "it doesn't look 100% natural. Even if we use an older style bra, like the girl in the picture did, it will look much better if the breast beneath the cup is a natural shape and not a rolled up sock. A 'B' cup will give him a nice, girlish shape, too. Come here, dear."

Paul stood still for a moment, then, with a slight push from Lori, he went to the counter and looked at the tablet.

"You see, Polly," Stacy barely breathed when she was on a roll, "there are cup sizes and there are cup sizes. The girl in the picture looks a little older than you, she was, what, eighteen or nineteen?"

"Eighteen," Lilly said.

"And you're, what, fourteen or fifteen?"

"I'm eighteen," Paul said, a bit hurt.

"It's the dress," Lori laughed. "It's my twelve year old sister's. You should see him in it without makeup. He looks like a sixth grader."

"I do not!" Paul couldn't believe this! Had his girlfriend and mother lost all of their filtering mechanisms today, or did women just always discuss embarrassing things without any thought for the consequences?

Lilly laughed. "I bet you do, Paulie. Your brother was at least your height in sixth grade, probably taller and definitely broader.

"Here, look at these Polly," Stacy, interrupted. "For an eighteen year old who is fit and hasn't carried a child, her breasts should be high and perky and look healthy. The nipple, as a rule, should be high on the tear drop shape and should have a little movement when she walks or runs, but not just swing around. What do you think of these? They are very supple, the nipple is pronounced, but don't protrude too much and they have a little weight to them, so they'll move naturally when you walk. You can even bath and swim in them."

The item on the screen was fairly nondescript. It was a lump of silicon that had the shape of a natural breast, but it was just a beige lump.

"I like the shape, Stacy," Lilly said, "but can we get them in a flesh tone?"

"Oh, sure. We can make them as realistic as you'd like, but every addition is a little more expensive. We can match her skin color easily and, of course, a little makeup will make it perfect. We can make the nipple and areola more realistic, too. As a matter of fact, we can make them so realistic that she could take of her bra in public and no one would even suspect that her breasts weren't real."

Paul opted not to correct the barrage of female pronouns that had just been directed at him, but he had to admit that the idea of breasts was very exciting. His penis was stirring in his panty-gusset.

"It's a once in a lifetime opportunity for Paulie to experience what it's like to be a woman," Lilly purred, obviously enraptured by the idea of purchasing breasts for her little boy. "I think we'll go all in and get the best. What would that cost us?"

Stacy and Lilly continued to talk prices, breast types and different types of adhesives for attaching the breasts and securing his manhood - that second thing seemed a little unnecessary to Paul, but no one seemed overly interested in his point of view.

Meanwhile Lori put her arm around Paul's shoulders. "You ok, baby? You look a little overwhelmed."

He shrugged. "I'll be ok. It's just a lot to think about."

She kissed the part in his hair and breathed in the smell of strawberries, flowers and hairspray. She really liked it.

"What's to think about? You'll just look like a girl, and the breasts will make you look a little older, too. Of course, once you've had your makeup and hair done by Aunt Alison, you'll look a little older, anyway."

She rubbed his rear end through the thin material of the dress and panties as she continued. "Just imagine what those will feel like when their attached. You'll feel like a girl every time you move and they jiggle on your chest. Just like mine do. Won't that be nice?"

"Attached? Don't they just sit in my bra?"

She smiled and caressed his bottom some more. "The basic ones would, I'm sure, but your mom is buying you the best. Those are glued to your chest. You heard what Stacy said. You'll be able to go topless and no one will be able to tell. If we glue your wee-wee between your legs, you'll look just like a girl. Like my girl."

This was a lot to take in. The idea of being that much of a girl made him want to leap up and scream 'hallelujah,' but it also scared him to the point of feeling that now familiar sensation of his genitals contracting. He cupped his left hand over his mouth and his right hand on top of the left as he considered how small and pretty and vulnerable and female he'd be if he did this.

"Oh, Paulie, look at those nails!" Lilly looked with amazement at his hands. She took them from his face and held them in her hands as she inspected them. "Oh, Lori, she did such a good job! They make your hands look gorgeous, Paulie."

"Thanks," he smiled at the attention, but he was still concerned about keeping them concealed at school.

"Oh, honey," Lilly loved the look of his hands. "We need to get you a couple of pretty, sparkly rings so that everyone notices these. They're so pretty."

"See, baby" Lori jumped into the conversation before Paul could say anything, "I told you. You need to embrace these things. You've never looked this cute before. You need to show off the new you. Not hide it."

"Oh, yes, Paulie," Lilly continued. "Why just look at this little dress of yours. How cute can you get? Why wouldn't you want everyone to see how adorable you are in this?"

"Yesterday, Lori said I looked like Holly Hobby in this," Paul was trying to make a point. He wasn't sure what it was, but at the core of it, he wanted to express that he thought that the dress was cute, too, but if he had to dress as a girl after school, then he at least wanted to look like a girl his age.

"Oh, you're right, Lori, he really does," Lilly gushed. "Oh, Paulie, I wish you could enjoy this as much as we do. You are just adorable, sweetheart."

Stacy interrupted the flow of conversation, which was fine with Paul since there didn't seem to be any possible way to point out that he wanted to be a big girl without sounding like a child.

"Ok, Lilly, good news. Our supplier has exactly what you need in stock. I can have it for you tomorrow. These are perfect for you, Polly. They will do everything real breasts will do - shy of breast feeding a baby. You can wear anything, no matter how revealing. Even a bikini. Lilly, I ordered the adhesive for the prosthesis and that other adhesive we discussed. Those will secure her girls AND her boys nicely."

"This is going to be so freaking awesome, Paulie!" Lori was bouncing on the balls of her feet as she spoke.

Paul noticed how her breasts bounced with her and he thought, "I wondered what that wouldl feel like."

The Dairy Bar wasn't very crowded. Monday nights were much less busy than Fridays and Saturday's.

"Lori, I already put in your order," Beth called from a booth where she sat with several of the girls from Lori's group at school.

As Lori and Paul approached the booth, a series of 'Awws' erupted from the girls as they caught sight of Paul in the youthful, red, flowered, peasant dress. He looked around and there were just a few, older couples enjoying their burgers or fried fish, so he relaxed and got into the spirit of things. He took a hold of the hem of the spacious skirt and gave a slightly clumsy, slightly self-conscious curtsy, eliciting more 'awws' and some applause.

Beth stood to meet them. She hugged Paul patted his back. "Aww, Rooney, you look adorable. Like a little, Russian peasant girl."

"You look great, Paulie," said one.

"That's adorable, Paulie. Lori, did you pick that out?" said another.

He smiled at the attention. He felt safe with these girls. They always made him special, kind of like his was their mascot or something.

"Oh, Rooney! Look at his toes, girls! How cute!" Beth bent low, put one arm behind his waist, the other behind his knees and, seemingly effortlessly, lifted him up as if he was a bride being carried over the threshold on her honeymoon, and she held his feet towards the girls for their inspection.

For his part, Paul, instinctively, threw his arms around her neck to keep from falling, let out a high pitched, girlish squeal of delight allowed himself to be their play thing for the time being. They'd always treated him well, but this kind of attention was new and exciting and wonderful. Not just being part of their group in a new way, but the feeling of being lifted and swung around, the air flowing up up under his dress and billowing the skirt. He loved it.

When she put him back down, Lori said, "Show them your fingers, baby."

He did and suddenly, these things that had made him so apprehensive became a source of pride. The compliments were coming in waves as the girls showered him with compliments.

The food was good and greasy and they all shared a huge plate of fries and chatted about school and friends and boys and college and prom.

At some point, Lori noticed that Paul was looking towards the rest rooms. "Do you need to use the ladies' room, babe?"

Paul bobbed his shoulders from side to side a few times before nodding that he did.

"I do, too, Rooney," Beth said. "I'll take you with me."

She jumped up and offered a hand to Paul, who took it and headed off to the ladies' room with her.

Paul had been in the men's room at The Dairy Bar dozens of times. It was just like a million other men's rooms. Two urinals, one stall and two sinks.

The ladies' room was a bit bigger than the men's. Where the men's room had a band of blue tile around the walls, the ladies' had a powdery pink band. It also had four stalls, the same two sinks and a long, padded bench.

Beth saw Paul staring at the bench and it occurred to her that this was probably unique to a women's lavatory. She smiled and said, "It's for changing a baby's diapers or breast feeding. People used to be more bashful about breast feeding in front of other people," and she entered a stall.

Paul lingered there a moment longer, looking at the bench, then letting his gaze wander to the bodice of his dress where his padded bra created a protrusion in the line of the garment. Obviously, he knew that women breast fed their children, but, up until this moment, he'd really only considered breasts as beautiful, feminine and desirable. For the first time, he considered the actual biological function of breasts. How extraordinary it must be to not only bring a life into the world, but to then have the responsibility of creating food with your own body to sustain that life. What must that feel like? To have a life that dependent on you? To feel that life cling to you? Attach to you? To have another, beautiful, helpless, little being draw milk from your breasts so that that tiny life could thrive.

It was just biological, yet it was magnificent and miraculous.

He looked at his own, padded imitation of breasts and he felt strangely impotent and inferior.

He entered the stall, all these thoughts swirling through his head, pulled his panties to his knees, raised his dress, sat, pushed his limp penis between his thighs and relieved himself, while wondering, suddenly and shockingly, what it must really be like to be a girl - a woman. It had never occurred to him before how truly superior a woman was to a man - to any man. It was a revelation and it was awe inspiring.

When he was done, he wiped, tucked and adjusted himself before stepping out of the stall. Beth had finished washing and was seated on the bench, using her phone to check one social media platform or another.

When he'd washed and dried his hands, he looked at Beth who patted the bench next to her and said, " Let's chat, Rooney," and she smiled.

Paul sat as he'd been taught, knees together, dress smoothed under, back straight and not touching the wall. Once seated, he crossed his knees and made sure the hem of the dress was perfect. He made quite the little picture of femininity, especially in contrast with Beth who was somewhat sprawled on the bench next to him. This contrast did not go unnoticed by Beth.

They sat in silence for a moment or two, until Beth drew herself forward, hunched forward and put her elbows on her knees and let out a long breath before speaking.

"We're friends, Rooney, right?"

Paul had always thought of Beth as Lori's friend, not his, but, come to think of it, he had been spending a lot of time with her since October when he'd started dating Lori. "Sure," He said, "I guess so."

She smiled at his response, but didn't challenge the way he said it. She nodded and proceeded cautiously. "Ok, so, we're friends. Well, I want to ask you something, as a friend. Is that ok?"

"Sure, I guess so."

"Ok..." she chose her words carefully. "So... on Saturday morning, I saw you in a dress for the first time, right? And your mom explained it, ok?"

He nodded.

"Then, yesterday morning, you came downstairs in some kind of old-style negligee and your hair in curlers, looking much more like a girl than you did on Saturday, right?"

Again, he nodded.

"So, today you show up at school with your hair dyed and your ears pierced. Again - all explained away."

He was getting nervous. Where was this heading? He shrugged.

"Now, you show up here looking cute as a button, but kind of over the top girlie, if you know what I mean."

Paul felt some shame and knew that his cheeks were red. He could feel them burning. He nodded, but he wasn't smiling. He could feel embarrassment burning his throat and tears threatening to leak from his eyes.

Beth could see that she was upsetting him, so she paused and took both of his hands in hers as she sat somewhat taller.

"Look, Rooney, I'm not judging you, or anyone else. That's not what I'm getting at. I just want to ask you... well, I guess that what I'm trying to say is... Aww, shit, Rooney, I'm no good at this, but I need to ask you - Where are you going with this? I mean, are you going to start dressing girly all the time, because you can't really be doing it part time for long. And... well, are you ok with all of this? I mean, no one's forcing you, right? Your mom, or Lori? They're not making you do anything you don't want you to do, right? I mean, I love Lori, but I know how obsessed she can get and if she's putting too much pressure on you, you can tell me and I'll talk to her."

A tear fell down Paul's face and his eyes closed in demure thought as he considered her question. Things were definitely moving very fast and his mom and Lori were unquestionably moving faster than he had expected, but the truth was - no - they were not forcing him to do anything that he didn't want to do and was actually very happy to do. It was exciting and he felt... right... when he was dressed.

He shook his head, throwing his hair behind his shoulder, used the ring finger of each hand to wipe away the tears that had already escaped his eyes, as he sniffed back more tears. He struggled to smile as he turned towards Beth.

"Beth, I don't know what to say. You're so kind... I didn't expect you too... I mean, if anyone was going to tease me, you know..."

She put her arm around his shoulders and gave him a loving shake. "Don't kid yourself, Rooney. I may have a tough crust, but I love all you guys."

Paul smiled and even laughed as he struggled not to cry.

"So, tell me the truth, Rooney. Is anyone forcing you to do anything you don't want to do? You can tell me. If you need help, I'm here for you."

He shook his head, again, and finally he was able to smile a big, full, pretty smile and laughed as he admitted, "No, Beth, thank you. No one is making me do anything I don't want to do, but thank you, so much, for caring so much. I'm really touched."

She gave him a final hug before releasing him.

After a moment, she asked again, "So, where is this all headed, then?"

Paul shrugged, rolled his eyes and shook his head. "I don't really know. It's all happening so fast. I mean I like it - I mean I REALLY like it - but should I be doing it at all, let alone full time, you know? I just don't know how to answer that."

Beth nodded. He'd given her an honest answer. Now, it was time to join the others again. "Ok, Rooney," she helped him to stand, "just remember that I'm here for you if need anything. Anything at all."

Paul gave her a tight, thankful, chaste hug. In true male style, he'd never examined his relationship with Beth, before. He wasn't even sure she liked him. He certainly never expected her to show him this kind of friendship.

As he released her, she kissed his right cheek, then patted his left cheek. "Remember, Paulie, I love you, too. I used to think of you like a little brother. I like you as my little sister, too."

Paul beamed. "You called me 'Paulie.' You've never called me that, before."

She gripped his shoulders firmly and turned him towards the door, pushing him forward as she headed for the exit. "Yeah, well, forget about it, Rooney. It'll never happen again."

When they returned to the booth, they were holding hands and laughing. They joined the others and talked and laughed and teased each other until it was time to go.

He'd slept the night in a light blue, cotton nightie that his mom had picked up for him Monday evening, and when he came downstairs, his hair was still braided. He had started brushing his hair one hundred times in the morning and evening as Lori's mom had suggested and he liked how it looked and felt, but one of the girls at The Dairy Bar last night had suggested that, if he brushed his hair, then braided it before going to bed, then, again, brushed it in the morning, his hair would have more body - so, he was trying it.

"Oh, how pretty you are this morning, Paulie," Lilly gushed. What a change she'd seen in him over the last few days. Gone was the sloppy, artsy boy with the stringy, greasy boy-bun, and in his place was this rather meticulous young lady, experimenting her way into womanhood - much the way that a twelve or thirteen year old girl did. Trying just a tiny bit more each time she went out.

"Thanks, mom. Do you think you could help me put my hair into a neat bun this morning? It's always kind of messy when I do it."

"Well, yes, I certainly can, but, maybe you should consider leaving it in a braid for today. It looks so nice."

"Mom," Paul smiled at her, "it's hard enough to hide what's going on around here this week from the people at school as is. If I wear a braid to school, how will I explain that?"

"Explain what? That you want to look nice? Since when has that been a crime?"

"You know what I mean, mom. Will you help me out"

Lilly gave a loud, long, dramatic, noisy sigh. "If I must, I must, but I want to go on record as saying that I think your braid is absolutely adorable in I think that it's a shame that you aren't man enough to wear it to school." She smiled at him and kissed his forehead, then placed a plate of fruit salad in front of him.

"Tell you what. You eat your breakfast and I'll brush out your hair, then I'll do the bun after you're dressed."

While Paul munched his melon and apple bits, Lilly gently undid the braid and, with a soft bristle brush, began brushing his hair.

"It is amazing," Lilly commented, "how much better your hair looks after just a couple of days of care. The conditioning and brushing have helped immensely, not to mention this color. Oh, Paulie, all of this beauty that we found... I hope that you keep some of it after this week. It would be such a shame to waste it, now."

Paul just smiled at his mother's flattery.

When he'd finished, he hustled upstairs, removed his nightie, folded it neatly under his pillow and picked out his clothes for the day.

First, a pair of beige, silky panties with the lacy front and side panels. He tucked himself in securely, then placed the matching bra in his book bag so he could put it on after school.

He went to grab a pair of jeans, but decided that they would be too rough. He'd gotten used to nicer fabrics. Instead, he grabbed a pair of dress slacks and pulled them on. Still not as nice as a dress, a slip or a petticoat, but better.

Then he had a revelation. He grabbed the bag that Lori had brought over on Friday and rummaged until he found what he was looking for. There it was! A pair of sheer pantyhose. That would feel better than the rough fabric. He took his time and put them on correctly, then noticed that there was a pack of the type of tee shirts that he usually referred to as 'wife beaters' in the bag. He grabbed the bag. It read, "Layering Tee Shirts. Pack of 3. Cotton/Lycra blend." He took out one of the white shirts and slipped it over his head. It clung to him pleasantly and hung over the top of the pantyhose, assuring him that they would stay concealed.

He looked in the mirror.

Ok. Kinda cute, but he missed his breasts.

He grabbed a pair of Star Wars socks - they had markings that looked like the markings on R2D2 - and pulled them on, lamenting that they would cover his pretty, painted toes. Oh, well. Best to just enjoy these things 'in the closet,' so to speak.

He pulled his dress slacks on for the second time, then grabbed a white polo shirt, but he stopped as he was taking it off the hanger because something else had caught his eye.

There, in the back of the closet, was a Hawaiian shirt that he'd worn to a neighborhood luau-themed party last year. It was a men's shirt, but it had a light blue background with hibiscus flowers all about the material. It was lightweight and pretty and comfortable and hung loosely about his small frame. It was perfect for a bright, sunny, breezy Tuesday morning.

He looked in the mirror, again. Again, it looked cute, but with a padded bra and a little makeup and he'd look HOT!

He smiled at his playfulness. He really enjoyed this, but he had to remember not to get carried away. Geez, his hair did look good, though. It was shiny and silky and had a nice amount of body to it. When his mom was combing it, she said that he should "undercomb" it, too. He guessed she was right, because it looked great! Maybe he'd just wear it down today. He'd see what his mom thought.

He slid on his moccasins and hustled back down to the kitchen.

Lilly caught sight of him and wondered what he must be thinking. Yes, he was wearing boy's clothes - and they were 'boy's clothes. He was too small for men's sizes - but they were all, well, maybe 'androgynous' was a bit of an understatement. They were kind of girlish. The flowered shirt was loose and swung about him and his slacks were a tad big, too and had pleats in the front, making them puff a little. The long hair and deck shoes moccasins didn't help, either.

"What do you think?" He asked and spun on the ball of one foot.

He'd never asked her that before. Obviously, he thought he looked nice. Well, what could it hurt? Kids dressed in sexually ambiguous clothing all the time, right. She kind of liked this look for him.

"You're adorable, Paulie. Do you want me to put your hair in a bun for you?"

"I don't know, mom. What do you think?"

She smiled. There he was. Her pretty, little son. Right now, it didn't matter what he wore. He was going to look like her pretty, little daughter no matter what. Oh, how she hoped he'd stay in skirts and dresses like those kids she'd read about in magazines. Wouldn't it be wonderful to take him out shopping and to restaurants and, oh, just about anywhere and have them both dressed beautifully? Look at how he was acting right now. He'd be so much happier if he was always a petite, little lady. She knew it and she knew that deep down deep inside, he knew it too.

"Do you want me to try the bun, then we can always take it out if you don't like it."

He agreed and sat in a chair at the table while she grabbed a brush again and started grooming him and, again, she hoped he'd want to stay this way. She'd shared so much more time with him in the last few days than she'd ever shared with him before. Boys were great, but every mother wants at least one daughter to spoil.

"Paulie,"

"Yeah, mom."

"Could you do a little favor for me?"

"Sure, mom. What do you need?"

Lilly pulled a section of hair from both sides of his face and pulled them to the back of his head where she took a Bobbie-pin and held them together, in place.

"Just for this week, while you're kind of my son and my daughter at the same time," she added a few more pins to hold everything tight. Then she sprayed a little hairspray on his head and ran her hands through his hair to separate all of the hair from around the back of his neck, leaving a section of hair hanging from each of his temples, and she created a ponytail below where she'd pinned the first sections. "Would you mind terribly calling me 'mommy?'"

He laughed softly as she took the right side remaining section and took it to the left side of the pony tail and pinned it in the back. "Sure, mommy. That's fine with me."

She did the same to the left side and pinned it, too.

"Thank you, sweetheart. That means a lot to me." Through the window, she noticed that Lori was pulling into the driveway.

Lilly took all of the hair and wound it loosely to create the bun, then pinned it securely before adding a few more pins.

Lori came through the door, "Hi! Are you all set to go? It's almost 7:..."

Lilly pulled a few strands loose near his face to fame it and he was perfect. His hair swooped from his perfect part to the sides where it hung loose and softly before swooping back up to the large, loose bun at the back of his head.

It was a far cry from the sloppy topknot he usually wore. It was an elegant woman's hairdo. Understated and beautiful.

Lori stared in shocked awe.

Lilly smiled at Lori. "I'm sorry. I couldn't help myself."

"Wait, what?" Paul felt his head, realizing that the bun was much further back, looser and bigger than usual.

He got up and headed to the mirror in the hall, but Lori stopped him, held him at arms length and looked at his new look with watery eyes. Then, suddenly, she pulled him into a tight hug, closed her eyes and smiled. Everyday, he was more and more beautiful. More of a defenseless little girl and she loved it more each time and each time it caught her by surprise.

"You're so beautiful," she whispered. "You did such a great job on his hair," she said to Lilly.

When she let him go, she was shaking with emotion. "Are you going to school like this?"

Paul looked at both of the women, confused. He turned away and walked to the mirror.

It was so simple and elegant. Nothing like his grandmother and not a quick brush out or an attempt to imitate someone else. This was Paulie and he knew that he could go into any place in the world and the only thing that anyone would think would be, "She's a good looking woman."

His stupid attempt at being androgynous with the Hawaiian shirt looked ugly and insulting to this beautiful face and hair.

He didn't know why there were tears on his face, but there were.

He turned to the women standing near him. "I... I can't."

"Can't what, baby?" Lori asked as she rubbed his back.

"I can't go to school like this. I want to, but I can't. I'm not that strong."

"Come back to the table, sweetheart," Lilly nodded her understanding. "I'll take it out."

"No, please," Lori said with quiet urgency, "keep it for a few minutes. You look like such... well. There's no other way to say it... such a grown up girl like that."

That was definitely part of it for all of them.

Finally, Lilly asked, "Paulie, how many absences do you have this year?"

"Huh? Just one. Why?"

"Well," she kept her words calm, but she really wanted to do this, "I don't have any showings today, so Linda can run the office this morning, so I was thinking... you know that sleeveless, yellow dress that Lori brought over Friday night?"

"Yes." He'd stopped looking in the mirror and was looking at his mother, curious as to her point.

"How about if we did this? You put on that dress, I'll put on something nice, too, Lori, you can run home and put on something, too, then we all play hooky this morning and go to the country club for a lovely, weekday breakfast. After that, you can come back here and change, then be in school by 10:15, or 10:30. That way, you guys can still be in school for a half a day and I can take two of my favorite girls out for a nice, sit down breakfast. Beautiful clothing, beautiful surroundings and delicious food. No one there will know you. What do you say?"

Lori looked to Paul. For a moment, each waited for the other to commit to an answer, but suddenly they both burst into giggles. "Yes," "Sounds Great," "I'll call my mom and tell her."

"One thing, though, Lori said. "I don't need to go home. I was hoping to take Paulie out for a cheap-movie-night date, tonight, so I brought a nice pair of slacks and a pretty blouse. That will due, won't it?"

"Perfect," Lilly clapped her hands. "Go get your clothes and you two get changed in Paulie's room while I change in mine. Paulie, you may need a little help with the dress. If you need anything, a slip, or chemise, just come and get it from me. Lori, you do Paulie's makeup while I do mine and we'll head to the club."

Wait. Did his mother just suggest that he and Lori get changed in the same room? Together!? Had she actually forgotten that he was a boy!? Oh, well. Never look a gift horse in the mouth.

There were a few giggles from Paul's bedroom, but, for the most part, they behaved themselves.

There was a knock on Lilly's door at one point.

"Yes?" Lilly called, as she worked on her lips in her vanity mirror.

"Mommy," Paul called through the door, "Lori says that I need a short, half slip for this dress. Do you have one I can borrow."

She smiled. Who'd have ever thought that her son would ask her that question. "Come on in, sweetheart."

She rose and went to her bureau and pulled open a drawer, searching.

As Paul entered, he was shocked to find that his mother was dressed in slacks and heels, but on top, she was covered only by her bra.

"Here you go, Paulie," she smiled as she turned, then realized that she was shocking her son, dressed as she was.

She laughed, "I'm sorry, honey. I always do my makeup before I put on my blouse. It keeps me from making a mess. I hope I didn't shock you."

He smiled and realized that he must have looked like an idiot. Himself in a bra and panties, acting as if his mother, who was wearing a lot more clothing the he was at the moment, was being, somehow, inappropriate.

"Try it on, honey. Make sure it's short enough."

Paul did as instructed and stepped into the short, silky ring of fabric. It was cream colored and had tiny flowers embroidered around the hips. It felt lovely as it slid around on his silky panties, and, although a little loose, the half slip would do fine for breakfast.

"That should do fine, Paulie, and it looks very pretty on you. I'm sorry if I surprised you, half undressed like this. Most boys don't even think about their mothers even having breast and here I am, nearly exposing them."

Paul shrugged and smiled, then turned to the door, before stopping with his hand on the nob.

"Mommy?"

"Yes, Love?" She returned to her makeup regime.

"When Keith and I were babies, did you...?" He reconsidered asking the question. "Never mind."

"No, honey. Go ahead. You can ask me anything."

"Alright, but if it's weird, just say so, but I've been wondering lately... did you ever breast feed either of us?"

She stopped powdering her face and turned to look at her son. "Well, yes, honey, of course. I breast fed both of you. Why?"

He shrugged. "I don't know. Is guess that I never really thought about it before, but that must be an amazing thing to be able do, Huh?"

She smiled as she thought about it. "It is, dear, it truly is. Sometimes you feel live a slave to biology while at other times it feels miraculous to have that connection to another person."

Paul nodded and looked a bit wistful.

Lilly looked at the pretty boy with his pretty hair, lacy padded bra, femininely embroidered half slip, little white heels with red toenails peeking out and perfectly manicured fingernails, who was lost in thought and she knew that the clothes and pampering, for better or for worse, were definitely entering his psyche.

"Why do you ask, honey?"

Again, he shrugged. "I never really thought about it before, but for some reason, I just started thinking about what it must be like."

She smiled. It was definitely for the better.

He turned and walked back to his room to change.

The country club was, as one would expect, lovely. Paul had only been there once before for a reception following his father's funeral, but that was a long time ago. He didn't remember much about it. For Lori, this was her first visit. Typically, Lilly only used the country club as a place to network with affluent clients. She'd have a meeting over a meal or drinks, maybe twice, maybe four times in the course of a month. The yearly membership fee was very steep and just having a meal there was expensive. So, if she couldn't write it off as a business expense, she usually stayed away.

But today was a special day: Breakfast with her daughter and her girlfriend.

Paul sat in the back of the SUV, behind Lori, who was in the passenger seat. As they drove up the long, winding driveway and the country club came into view, he was very impressed with the opulence - even from the outside. Nothing too flamboyant - stucco, field stone and large, exposed beams - but it was all put together beautifully. Well proportioned and it looked perfect in with the wide, deep green fields in front of it and the dense New England woods closing in behind it.

"Wow," he said from the back seat. "Are we dressed well enough to go in there?"

Lilly was in dress slacks, smart, businesswoman jewelry and an elegant blouse, while Lori was in wonderfully tight, grey slacks with nice, three inch sling-back heels and a silky blouse that had what she referred to as 'cold shoulders', which just meant that her shoulders were exposed, elbow-length sleeves and it fit loosely so that it hung sexily from her ample breasts.

As they got out of the car, Paul checked his look. The soft, cotton, summer dress was sleeveless and buttoned up the front, with eyelets all about the bodice and a moderately full skirt that ended several inches above his knees. It fit loosely, too, and it blew easily in the breeze, making him aware of its flimsy material every moment that he was outside on this sunny day with its gently, late spring breezes. The scoop neck showed off his grandmother's pendent beautifully and his mother had given him several, sparkling rings to wear as well.

He'd seen himself in the mirror and he knew that no one could tell that he was a boy, but he was still feeling a little nervous and excited due to the possibility of discovery. More than that, though, he was thrilled by the sensations and how these clothes made him feel; cute, adorable, delicate. Like a pretty girl; a real, honest to goodness, pretty girl.

It was absolutely wonderful.

They entered the foyer, which had deep, rich woods and regal looking, green fabrics everywhere.

"Good morning, Mrs Rooney," the hostess enthused. "So nice to see you, again. Oh, and are these two beauties you daughters?"

"Oh, good morning, Rita," Lilly enthused in return. "Yes, these are my girls. This is Lori and this is Paulie."

"Lori, it's lovely to meet you, and oh, Polly, what a lovely dress you're wearing. Oh, so adorable."

Paul blushed. "Thank you, ma'am."

The hostess laughed, "Oh, so polite! Well, you are very, very welcome, my dear. I have a lovely table in the alcove reserved for you, Mrs Rooney, just as you requested. Follow me, ladies, please."

They wound their way through the restaurant with Lilly stopping occasionally to greet people and introduce them to 'her girls.'

They sat in an alcove with a lovely view of a river in the distance. It all seemed so fancy and grown up and elegant - especially while wearing these pretty clothes.

Fruit, eggs, mini muffins, cow cheeses, goat cheeses, omelets, bagels, lox, hollandaise sauce, bacon, kippers, granola... they had everything and it was all delicious.

Eventually, Lori excused herself to use the ladies' room.

"Are you enjoying yourself, sweetheart?" Lilly asked.

Paul nodded, smiled and wiped a little dab of yogurt from his lip. "Oh, mommy, it's all so good and this place is so lovely. Why don't we eat here more often?"

Lilly laughed, "Because this little feast will run me about two hundred dollars before we're done, but, so what? I'm having a great time with you, Paulie." She reached across the table and rubbed his petite hand.

"Me too, mommy."

"Oh, Lilly," a woman interrupted, "I'm so happy I ran into you. Can I pull you away from this charming child for a few moments to talk about that property on Elm St?"

"Of course, Betty," Lilly turned on her business face. "Paulie, will you excuse me for just five minutes?"

Paul smiled and said he was fine till Lori returned.

Lilly left and Paul was looking at his phone, when someone moved quickly into the seat that Lori had vacated.

Paul turned expecting to see his girlfriend, but, instead, he was treated with the angry face of his future sister-in-law, Abby.

"Abby!?" Paul was, at first, happy to see her, but her scowl sobered his mood quickly.

"Don't 'Abby' me, Paulie. What the hell is going on here? I thought this was just something you did to help out your mother. Do know how hard it is for someone who comes from my side of the tracks to get into this place? It's nearly impossible. Now, I'm out having breakfast with my maid of honor and her mother and I see my future mother-in-law and my fiancé's prissy, little brother flouncing around looking like some kind of fairy princess." She leaned in and hissed in his ear, "I swear to god, Paulie, if you ruin this or my wedding for me, I will make your life a living hell." She held up her phone and showed Paul a picture of him sitting at the table, smiling as his mother rubbed his hand. "You want your brother to see this picture, 'Pauline?' What do you think your big, strong, tough brother will do if he finds out? He's a real man, Paulie. He'll beat the living crap out of you and make a real man out of you."

Paul was too stunned to react. He couldn't explain. He couldn't yell. He couldn't cry. When he tried to talk, just a whimper came out of his mouth.

"I was willing to excuse your perverted little game," Abby continued, "as long as you did it in your own house. I indulged your mother's scheme to recreate your grandmother's picture if it made all of you weirdos happy, but I will NOT be embarrassed by you and this freak show of a family. So, here's what you're going to do. You're going to go tell your mother that you don't feel well and that you need to leave immediately. I don't want you messing up my life, Pauline. Do you understand me?"

He nodded. Suddenly very frightened.

"Now, I'm going to stand up and kiss your cheek before I leave, because I told everyone at my table that you were a little girl that I used to babysit. After I leave, you wait a few moments, then , go get your mommy and have her take you home. Clear? You can wear your petticoats and panties there - behind closed doors - but I swear, if I ever see you out and about dressed in sugar and spice and everything nice, you will find yourself in a full body cast for months. I'll see to it that Keith puts you there."

He nodded.

She stood, bent to kiss his cheek, then smiled a big, friendly smile and said, "I'm sorry you can't join us, Pauline, but I understand that your mommy has an appointment. Bye, bye, honey," and she patted his shoulder and returned to her table.

Paul was shaking with fear as he heard Abby say, obviously loud enough for him to hear, "No, she can't join us. She has to get to school."

He concentrated on his breathing, trying to control the horrible vertigo he was feeling. What the heck had just happened. He'd been such a perfect day up until that moment. He thought that Abby was supportive of this. Keith! He really was a tough kind of guy. If he found out, he might actually kill him.

He stood slowly, holding on to the table for support. He still looked beautiful, but he felt like a clown. A cheap imitation of something pretty.

He looked around and saw his mother at the unopened bar with the other woman. He looked in the opposite direction and saw the exit. He decided just to head for the exit. He'd figure out what to do after he got out and felt safe.

He headed towards the door.

"Are you ok, honey? Are you feeling ill?" a waitress asked as he dodged past her shaking his head struggling to hold back the tears.

"Paulie!" Lori called. She'd caught site of him as she exited the ladies' room and he pushed the door open and ran out into the sunlight. She tried to give chase, but there was a whole room of people, tables, chairs and commotion between her and the exit.

She looked towards their table and spotted Lilly at the bar. She ran to her.

"Excuse me, I'm sorry to interrupt, but Mrs Rooney, what's wrong with Paulie?"

"What?" Lilly was shocked by the question, but frantic once she saw the look on Lori's face.

They both bolted to the table. Paul's cell phone was still there, as was Lilly's purse. Lilly looked around the room in a panic, not noticing her future daughter-in-law, who kept her head low.

"Mrs Rooney, that's what I was trying to tell you. He just ran out the front door. He looked panicked. I couldn't stop him."

They hurried to the door. Lilly called to the hostess to put the bill on her account.

They opened the door to a bustling parking lot with lots of people coming and going, but no sign of Paul anywhere.

"He must have gone to the car." Lilly grabbed Lori's hand and they ran as fast as their heels would carry them to Lilly's SUV. No Paul. No nothing. Just an empty SUV.

"Oh, my God!" Lori was nearly unhinged with concern. Her little boyfriend, the one that she'd always felt so protective of, was all alone, upset and in a dress and heels somewhere. Anything could happen to him!

"Come on." Lilly didn't know where he was or how she'd find him, but she knew that she had to look for him. "Jump in. We'll find him."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Spit and Image - 3

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
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  • Crossdressing

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  • Teenage or High School

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  • Caught with Consequences
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • School or College Life

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  • BridesMaid
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • Slow Transformation

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Spit and Image: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2018,2024 Clara Schumann

 

After running out of the country club, Lilly and Lori finally catch up with Paul.
He really needs someone to talk to. This was a tough installment for me to get
through. I hope it was worth it for those who are enjoying the story.


 
Author's Note: If you enjoy this story, why not consider leaving me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Spit and Image: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 3
 

They'd looked everywhere. He wasn't on the streets near the country club, or on the way home, or at the school or at The Dairy Bar. He wasn't downtown or in the park. He wasn't at McDonald's, or Burger King, or Dairy Queen... he wasn't anywhere.

They'd gone home and checked twice; he wasn't there.

Lori called the kids from school and asked for their help. They'd spread out and looked everywhere. He was nowhere to be found.

Lori was at her wits' end. Lilly was staying controlled for Lori, but she was ready to fall apart at any moment. She'd thought about calling Keith and Abby, she didn't know how Keith would react to the news that she'd dressed his younger brother up in a pretty dress and took him out in public. Keith could be very unpredictable and, when he was young, he lashed out at people before thinking. He was much better at controlling himself, now, but it was probably best to hold off calling him for now.

"Oh, my God, Mrs Rooney! Where could he be!? I'm so scared that something may have happened to him! What are we going to do?" Lori cried for the millionth time that day.

Lilly took the younger woman's hand. "We'll find him, honey, I promise. I just wish I knew what caused him to run off like that."

"I know! It seemed like he was so happy. He looked so pretty... Did I push him too hard, Mrs Rooney!? I just found him so beautiful like that. Oh, Mrs Rooney, if anything has happened to him, I'll never forgive myself."

"Now, calm down, honey, or you'll have me crying, too."

They saw some people walking their dogs, coming out of a wooded path that Paul had used as a cut-through to school before Lori started driving him. Lilly lowered her window and called out, "Excuse me. You haven't seen a young woman in a yellow dress, have you?"

The man, a distinguished man in his sixties hurried to the side of the SUV. "Small girl? Blondish hair and no shoes?"

Lori stopped crying and listened as Lilly spoke. "She had shoes when she ran off, but have you seen her!? We're so worried!"

The man explained that the young lady had come running out of the path as they entered it about a half an hour earlier. "I'm afraid I knocked her down when she ran into me. I never saw her coming. I helped her up and asked her if she was ok. She said she was and I asked her if I could help her get home. She said that she was headed to her house and that it was just a block in that direction." He pointed towards Lilly's house.

Both women let out massive, shaky breaths of relief. "Oh, thank god!!" Lilly finally allowed herself to let out her tears. "Thank you so much!"

The man waved as they pulled off towards the house.

The screen door was closed, but the interior door was wide open when they got their. Lori ran in first, followed closely by Lilly.

"Paulie! Paulie! Paulie!" They called as they looked around frantically.

They spotted the yellow dress and feminine undergarments just inside the dining room door. The dinning room was a mess - dresses on the floor and the mirror turned backwards.

"Oh my heavens," Lilly couldn't breath. Paul had been attacked. It was obvious. Someone had grabbed him, dragged him in here and done God knows what to him!"

The volume, pitch and frantic nature of her voice rose with each syllable. "Oh, no, Oh, no, Oh, no, Oh, no... Paulie! Paulie, please, Oh, God, Paulie, please, where are you!?"

Lilly, who had remained calm all day, was unhinged. She was desperate and all of her fears hit Lori like a sledge hammer!

Lori, who'd knelt to pick up the clothing, suddenly realized what Lilly was thinking. She wanted to calm her and assure her that she was wrong, but, instead, she ran like a woman possessed, up the stairs to Paul's room. The door was closed. She grabbed the knob and tried to turn it, but it was locked.

She leaned against the door and listened. She could hear him crying - deep, sobbing cries of despair.

"Oh, thank God," she whispered,.

She calmed herself and tried to sound rational. "Paulie?"

Nothing.

Just a little louder. "Paulie, baby?"

Nothing.

"Paulie, please, Oh, Paulie, baby, are you in there?"

Finally, "Go away."

"Paulie, are you ok, baby?"

"Go away!" A little louder

She heard something just inside the door. It banged on the door. She knew it was his head, she could sense it. Paul was sitting on the floor with his back against the door. The bang came again. He was banging his head against the door.

"Paulie, Love... did someone... did someone attack you downstairs?" Lilly joined her in the hallway.

"What!" Paul was barely coherent in his despair and he couldn't understand the question. The head banged again.

"We saw your dress, baby, and the dinning room and we thought..." Lori tried to explain.

"What!? Oh for crips' sake, no!! It's not MY dress! It's your little sister's goddamned dress!!" He was yelling. Neither of them had ever heard him like this before. "I'm not your damned little sister! I was supposed to be your boyfriend!!!" He was losing control completely. "I'm not a girl!!! I'm not a man!!!! I'm just this pathetic, useless, ugly little.... THING!!!!" He was crying and moaning and banging his head more forcefully on the door.

Lori and Lilly stared at each other. They had no idea, none, what to do! Call the police!? Call an ambulance!? As his wailing grew and their silence increased, Lori finally whispered, "I have to..." and she ran to the lavatory down the hall where she slammed the toilet seat up.

Lilly could hear her vomiting in huge, painful thrusts followed by cries and wails as despairing as Paul's. She felt weak and guilty and lost and responsible and frantic and confused and more things than she should ever have to feel at once. She'd hurt her son in ways she could never fix. She'd loved him so much that she wanted to share something with him that she'd never shared before and she'd destroyed him. How could she have done this? What kind of a monster was she?

She was empty.

"Paulie," it was barely a a breath, let alone a whisper. "Paulie, I... I... I, love you, honey..."

He wailed all the harder. He was saying something, but his wails and moans were so violent that she couldn't make it out. She had no more strength. None. She turned and leaned her back against the door and slowly slid to the floor where she sat as closely as she could to a child she loved more deeply than she could explain and finally, with no possible way to stop it, she sobbed as as deeply as he did.

They were all awash with sadness.

Soon, Lori joined Lilly on the floor and cried as she laid her head in the older woman's lap.

Nothing else happened - forever.

As the house grew darker and darker, the sound of the back door slamming rang through the old house.

"Rooney!!! Rooney!!! Jesus Christ!!! Rooney!!! Where are you!?!?" It was Beth.

She shouted and panicked as she ran through the house.

Lori leaned over the railing. "Beth?"

"Is Rooney up there?"

Lori nodded. "He's locked himself in his room."

Beth took the stairs three at a time and arrived at the top step, red with adrenaline. "Let me talk to him."

"We've tried." Lori's voice was weak and defeated. "He won't talk to anyone."

"Beth?" The voice from behind the door was also weak.

Lilly and Lori both turned to the door, hopefully, but there was no more sound.

Beth pulled a crumpled note from her pocket and handed it to Lori. Lilly rose and looked over her shoulder to read it as well.

"Beth.

You said that if I ever needed help, I should come to you.
I need help, now.
Everything is all messed up.
I don't know what to do.
Maybe everyone would be better off without me.
I don't know.
I think I might be leaving tonight.
Maybe forever.
I don't know.
I think you might be my only friend.
Can you help me?
I lost my phone.
I don't know where.
I'll be at my house for a few hours before I go
Please come if you can.
I need to talk to you
If I don't see you before I'm gone
Thank you for being my friend
You were nice to me
I'll always remember that
Thank you
Good bye
Your friend

Paul"

"Beth?" The quiet voice from behind the door asked again. "Will you come in here, please?"

Beth looked to the other women who nodded.

Beth went to the door and tapped gently. "Rooney? It's Beth. Can I come in?"

The door opened without a glimpse of Paul visible. Beth entered and the door closed the same way that it had opened. Then there was a quiet 'thunk' as the lock was engaged.

There was some muffled crying from behind the door, as if Paul was crying into Beth's shoulder. There were hushed sounds that seemed to be Beth's voice, but it was small and intimate. They couldn't tell what was being said from the hallway.

After straining to hear for a few minutes, Lilly whispered to Lori, "Come on. Let's have some tea and let them talk."

Paul closed and locked the door. His face was wet with tears and smudged makeup.

"Hey Rooney," Beth said, unsure of how to start. "You're, umm... you're not looking real good, pal. What's going on?"

"Beth," he was confused and exhausted. "I'm sorry that I got you involved, but yesterday, you said if I ever needed someone... did you mean that?"

"Sure, I meant it, Rooney. I'm here, aren't I? What do you need? How can I help?"

He tried to say something, but instead, his face dissolved as the tears ran freely again and he hugged Beth tightly to draw strength from her.

For her part, Beth was very scared. Scared that she'd bitten off more than she could chew. That she'd say the wrong thing. That she'd upset him more. She'd never seen anyone this upset before. It was upsetting her, too.

"Take a breath, Rooney."

He cried some more "Come on, please, try to breath, for me. You're kinda scaring me, you know."

He nodded and tried to gain control, but it wasn't happening. "What happened, Rooney? Did Lori or your mom hurt you in some way?"

He nodded.

"How?"

"They forced me into being that... thing. That perverted, ugly thing." It was an angry whisper and he spit the last 'thing' to emphasize his disgust.

"I...I don't understand, Paulie. What ugly 'thing' are you talking about?"

"You know. That sissified, little, fairy - thing. Then they dragged me out in public to show off their creation and I actually believed them. I believed that I could pass. That I was pretty. What an idiot it was. They lied to me and I believed them and now I'm humiliated.

He waved her away from the door and towards his bed. She sat with her back against the headboard while he stood and cradled his head in his hands. "Beth. Please, tell me the truth... what do you think of me?"

This didn't help. Her usual course of conversation would involve a glib, friendly insult to break the ice, but that didn't seem right, so, she chose honesty instead. "Well, Rooney, I think you're a smart guy with some real talent at singing and drawing and even acting. You're polite and, well, I guess that I think of you as a good guy."

"See, that's what a was. Just a regular, nice guy. Then they made me their plaything and now, I'm... I'm... what? I'm a laughing stock or an embarrassment to everyone around me, I guess. Why couldn't they have left me alone!?"

"Alright, Alright, Rooney. Come on. Sit on the bed. Tell me what happened"

They both sat with their backs against the head board, at first side by side, but then with Paul's head in Beth's lap, while he told he the story, leaving out Abby's name in case his mother was listening, and for several hours, she just listened.

When the lights went on in the kitchen, they revealed that both women were puffy-eyed and pale. They were still baffled by what had happened to set Paul off and now there was the mystery as to why he'd asked for Beth.

The water was heated in silence. Lori laid her head on her arms on the table and tried to think things through. None of it made sense.

Lilly busied herself with the kettle, cups and teabags and wondered about everything. Until 8:45 this morning, she would have thought of herself as a good parent. Now... this.

Did she know what was really going on in Paul's life? No

Did she know how sexually active he was? No

Did she understand anything about him? Obviously, not.

She carried the tea to the table and placed one in front of Lori who thanked her. They both examined their cups for a few minutes before Lilly asked, "Did you know he'd go to Beth for help?"

Lori shrugged her shoulders, smirked a bit and shook her head. "I didn't even think they liked each other all that much. Whenever we were together, it was always like Beth was the cat and Paulie was the mouse, you know?"

Lilly nodded. "That's how I saw it, too. Thank God he's talking to someone, but... how old is Beth, 19?"

Lori shook her head. "No. She's only 18. She skipped third grade."

Lilly sighed, "That's pretty young for this kind of responsibility. Can you text her that we're here if she needs help?"

She did.

Then, they waited.

When the sun came up, Lilly was asleep in a recliner and Lori was asleep on the couch. Beth's hand shook Lori's shoulder gently and then indicated that she should go to the kitchen. They roused Lilly along the way, too.

"How is he?" Lilly asked.

"Well, he's asleep now. I still don't know exactly what happened, but it certainly upset him. He keeps saying that 'she' called him a pervert and a freak, but I don't know who 'she' is," Beth spoke as quietly as she could. "He keeps calling himself an 'ugly thing' and says that he shouldn't be around 'decent' people."

"Is that all he's said?" Lori asked.

"No," she shook her head. "He's pretty mad at both of you."

They nodded guiltily.

"But probably not for the reason you think."

"What do you mean?" They asked in unison.

"Well, he's not mad because you dressed him up, anymore - he was at first. He's mad because he says that you showed him 'the truth' about himself. He says that he didn't know that he was - and these are his words - 'a fairy and a little girl' until you guys showed him that he was and, now, he can never be happy again, because if he ever wears a dress, again, 'she' will have him beaten."

They all considered who 'she' could be for a few moments before Lori said, "You don't suppose he imagined all this, do you? You know, like a he might have had a psychotic break or whatever."

"Well, he's certainly having some kind of mental break down, but... I just don't know." Lilly pulled out a bottle of orange juice and poured three glasses.

Beth stood and took her glass. "I'm going back up. I don't want him to wake up alone."

"I'll come, too. I want to be there when he does," Lilly rose to follow her, but Beth shook her head.

"Honestly, Mrs. Rooney, I think you're going to wait until he's ready to come to you. I'm sorry."

Lilly nodded. Of course she was right, but Paulie was her baby.

"I'll send texts when he's up and when he's hungry. I'll do whatever I can to help."

Lilly kissed her cheek and she headed for the hallway.

"Thanks, Bethy," Lori called quietly. "Love you."

"Love you, too."

And the waiting began, again.

Paul stirred around ten o'clock. "You're still here?" He mumbled as he saw Beth sitting on his floor looking at her phone.

"Where would I go, Rooney? I can't leave till I know you're going to be ok."

He nodded. "Yeah. Sorry."

"Don't be sorry. Remember what I keep telling you: I love you, Rooney and I'm here as long as you need me to be here."

He nodded and smiled.

"Can I ask you some questions, though?"

Another nod.

"Ok. Forget about whatever happened yesterday morning. Until then, you were getting a kick out of the dresses, right?"

He shrugged. "I guess, but I never intended to go out in public in dressed like that."

"Right. I understand, Rooney. Really, I do."

She let the silence build.

"But, you did go to The Dairy Bar in a dress and you seemed happy and you told me that you felt 'right' in a dress, right?"

"I guess... but..."

"Ok. I'm just checking my memory. I thought you liked it. I'd kinda bet that Lori and your mom did, too. That's all I'm saying."

Paul nodded and a certain light began to dawn. "I get it."

"So, can you tell me the whole story about yesterday morning?"

He nodded and told her everything.

"So, Abby did this, really? Not your mom? Not Lori?"

"Yeah, but... if they hadn't made me go...and showed me how I really SHOULD live... I didn't mean that. They did this to me, Beth. They MADE me go!"

"Did they, Rooney? Did they MAKE you go, or did you think it would be cool to try?"

Paul sighed. "I get it. You're right. I guess I owe them an apology."

"I don't know... they both adore you, you know. They're just worried about you. An apology probably isn't necessary."

He smiled. "I know. I'm such an ass."

"I love you, too, Rooney. You know, last night, I thought you were going to kill yourself and that really scared me and made me cry. You know why I cried."

He laid his head on her shoulder and smiled. "Because you'd miss me?"

She put her arm around his shoulders and gave him a shake. It had been a long, emotional and emotionally intimate night and Beth felt closer to Paul, right now, than she did to her own boyfriend. It was different, though. It was like he was her little brother. No, her little... no. She wouldn't go there unless he did.

"I truly would, you know." She smiled. "But what really made me cry is what really happened. You were so upset and so scared that you completely forgot that people love you. And we do, Rooney. We really do."

He sniffled a bit and leaned even harder into her shoulder. "I know, Beth. I'm sorry I upset you."

"Don't worry, Paulie. I'm a big girl. I can handle it."

A moment of silence passed.

"I suppose I should go apologize to them, huh?"

"In a minute. Before you do, though, you should think about Saturday. Are you still going to do it?"

"I don't know. What do you think?"

"I think that it would make your mom, your grandma and Lori very happy, but if it makes you unhappy, Paulie... you shouldn't."

"What about Abby and Keith?"

"Frankly, Rooney, I don't think you should give a thought to what Abby thinks and I never met Keith, but he's your brother, right? He'll understand, right?"

"I doubt it. He's a guy's guy. Football in high school and college. Football on tv every weekend. Lots of beer and lots of poker. Honestly, if she tells him, or if he ever finds out... I think he'll kick my ass."

She laid her head on his. "You really did like it though, right?"

He nodded. "I did. I loved it."

They both thought about things.

"Then, I think you should do it again. If you don't, then Abby wins. What do you think?"

"I see that," he shrugged, "but if Keith gets mad, then mom will be upset and I'll be in traction, so..."

She snickered. "It's your call, Paulie, but we'll all love you, no matter what you do."

He sat up and gave her a chaste kiss on her cheek. "You know what?"

"What?"

"I like it better when you call me 'Rooney."

They smiled and giggled.

"Get dressed, Rooney. Let's go downstairs and let them know you're ok."

Suddenly, there was an uproar from downstairs.

"What's that?" Paul asked, concerned.

"I'll check." Beth got up and opened the door as the commotion moved up the stairs.

The hours had dragged and dragged. Occasionally, Beth would send a text giving an update, 'no tears for the last hour,' 'can he have some tea and toast?' but Lilly and Lori were relegated to the kitchen while Beth and Paul spoke and healed.

When it came time for dinner, Lilly thought that Paul might like some pancakes and bacon - his favorite 'breakfast for dinner' meal. As she was mixing the batter, she saw a car pull into the driveway.

"Oh, damnit, this is not the right time for a visit," she muttered.

Lori jumped up to look out the window.

The man who stood and pulled his large frame out of the car and headed towards the door was Keith, Paul's brother. A confirmed workaholic, Lori had only met Kieth on two occasions, Thanksgiving and Christmas. He was as big, handsome and masculine as Paul was small, cute and feminine.

His body language was stiff and quick, he entered the house with a purpose.

"Hi, mom, Lori, I only have a few minutes. Where's Paul?"

Lilly was shocked. Kieth had never, ever asked to speak to Paul, before. "Well, Kieth, to tell you the truth, Paulie is not having a great day, today."

"Yeah, I imagine. I saw the picture. Where is he? In his room?"

He immediately headed towards the stairs. "Paul!? Paul, are you up there?!" He called as he walked with determination.

"Keith!" Lilly called after him, "Keith! What picture? Keith! Don't go up there right now! Keith!"

But he was not listening.

"Hey!" Lori yelled. "Didn't you hear her. Don't go up there." She tried to grab his arm, but he shook her off, nearly unnoticed.

When he reached the top of the stairs, he was met by a girl he'd never met before.

"He doesn't want to see you," she stated flatly.

"Well, I want to see him," Keith pushed right past her and entered Paul's bedroom just in time to see Paul ducking into the lavatory off of his room.

Keith closed the door behind him and locked it, then went to the lavatory door and tried the handle. It was locked.

Keith spoke to the door, "Come on, Paul, open the door. I want to talk to you."

"Please," a frightened voice from inside the lavatory called back out, "don't hurt me. I promise, I'll never do it again! I swear! Please!"

There was some banging and shouting at the bedroom door, but Keith ignored it.

"Paul... come on... I want to talk to you and I don't have much time." He checked his Apple Watch. "Come on, Paul. Let's talk. Just you and me. Right now. Brother to brother. Come on."

No reply.

He grabbed the door handle and shook it, considering how easy it'd be to knock down the hollow-core door. He grunted in frustration. "PAUL!" He yelled. "I want this door open and I want it open, NOW!"

"Leave me alone! Please! I'm sorry! I promise... I'll be good! I'll be like you! I'll be a tough guy! I'm sorry! Tell Abby I'm sorry! I won't do it again! I swear to God! Please, Keith! Please, don't hurt me!!!"

Keith stopped and rubbed his forehead ferociously, then ran his hands through his hair in frustration. Finally he breathed out an angry breath to gain control of himself, then he grabbed the chair from Paul's desk and pulled it over to the lavatory door and sat. He put his elbows on his knees, then bent forward and ran his fingers through his hair, again, pulling several strands out with the force of his stroke.

"Paul..." he was a very busy man and he didn't really have time for all this emotional stuff, but he needed to take care of this - right here/right now.

He started, again, more softly. "Paul... I am not going to pretend that I know what is going on with you and I don't care. I'm your brother, Paul, and I want you to know how I feel about it. You don't have to listen, but I have to say it. Deal?"

No reply.

"Ok... well, you see, Paul... I wasn't brought up like you. Dad was still around and, because I was big and tough, I guess, he really pushed me to be as tough as I could. When he died... well, I guess I just sort of shut you and mom out. I mean... oh Christ... I didn't mean to, Paul. It just... you know... it just all hurt too much and I was just a kid..."

He hated this. Searching for the right words. He hated it all.

"I know that's no excuse and believe, Paul, I know that I've been about as shitty a brother as anyone could be, but... well... I guess there is no 'but.' I just wasn't here for you and mom. I know that. I always knew that and I've always been ashamed of that. But... what can you do? I don't know why I did it, I just did and I'm... well... I'm sorry, I guess. Yeah... I'm sorry, Paul. For everything. For every time that you needed a brother and I wasn't there. I'm sorry."

The knocking at the bedroom door had stopped, but Keith hadn't really been paying attention to it, anyway. He continued on at his own pace.

"Paul..." Geez, did he really have to say this!? "I hope you'll forgive me."

Slowly, the door to the lavatory opened. Paul stood there with his arms folded and his head down. He didn't say a word. He had on a pair of old gym trunks and a dirty tee shirt with the name of a local pizza place written on it.

"Look, Paul... I'm not used to this stuff, ok, but... damnit, Paul, why didn't you tell me you wanted to become a girl. I could have been more prepared."

"I don't," Paul whispered.

"You don't, what?"

"I don't want to become a girl. I want to be a guy, but..."

"But, what, Paul. Can you help me to get my head around this?"

Paul shook his head. "No. How can I help you get your head around it when I can't get my head own around it? I just want to be me, but I don't know who I am or how I should be or look or dress."

Keith nodded, but it made no sense to him. He was who he was. A guy. Guys wore pants and shirts and suits and ties. He'd never once questioned that.

"I saw the picture, Paul."

Paul nodded. It seemed like Keith wanted him to say something, but there was nothing to say. Eventually, Paul whispered, "And?"

"And... at first I was shocked. I don't know how I would have reacted if I saw you out in public like that without knowing that you'd been dressing at home.

Paul's eyes raised to meet his brother's, but he just waited for Keith to speak.

"My first reaction was to call mom and give her an ear full, but Then Abby told me that she'd seen you there with mom, so I knew that she knew. And then she told me about the dresses for the wedding and grandma... well... suffice it to say that I know mom well enough to know that this all sounds just like her."

Paul smiled, just a little, but it didn't last.

"So... What? You got caught up in it and you like it?"

Paul shook his head. "It's more than that, Keith. It's like I was no one before, then I put on a dress and I'm... right. I don't really know. I spent the last thirty hours trying to figure this out. When Abby threatened me, I felt like I was a freak. Like I was less than human. It's a pretty bad feeling. I stood on the Water St bridge for almost an hour trying to get up the courage to jump in and kill myself. Mom and Lori kind of pushed me in this direction, so I couldn't talk to them. I was so alone that I wanted to die. Finally, I decided to just run away."

"Why didn't you call me, Paul?"

Paul raised his eyes and smirked at his brother. "Seriously? Like you said, you were never around much and, besides, your fiancé had just threatened to have you beat me to death because of the dresses."

Keith nodded.

"I asked Beth for help and she's been helping me sort everything out since last night."

"Who's Beth?"

"The girl who tried to keep you from coming in here."

"Oh. And?"

"And... I still have a lot of sorting to do. I don't know who I am or what I want right now, Keith. Abby scared me into thinking I was trash. It's not a good feeling. I still feel like maybe she's right. I don't know what I'm going to do."

Several moments passed while Keith thought about that. "I'm sorry about that."

"About what? Abby?"

He nodded, sadly. "Just so you know, I sent her back to her parents for a few days."

"Really?"

"Yeah. Right now, the wedding is on hold. We're going to get together Friday night when we've both had time to cool off and we'll figure things out then."

Paul felt terrible. "I'm so sorry, Keith. I didn't mean for any of this to happen..."

"Paul," Keith interrupted, "you have nothing to apologize for. Whatever you do is your business and if you present as a girl, that's nobody's business but yours. Abby had no right to make you feel anything less than wonderful, because you are, Paul. I've spent a good chunk of my life thinking about how lucky mom and dad got when you were born. I'm just a big, lunky guy, Paul. I was drinking and smoking pot behind mom's back at dad's funeral, for crying out loud. I do know who I am, Paul, and I wish that I was a better person. More like you."

"Keith... you do not have to say those things. I don't need you to tear yourself down to make me feel better. Knowing that you hate yourself will never make me happy."

The brothers looked at each other, both thinking, 'Where do we go from here?'

Finally, Paul said, "I'm glad we're talking, Keith. I wish we'd done this before."

Keith nodded, then smiled, "Yeah, but I started this whole conversation by saying that I'm a shitty brother."

He stood, standing chest, head and shoulders above his brother. "Come here. I think we need to do something we've never done before."

Paul did not move, but looked warily at Keith. "What?"

"Hug each other."

Paul smiled.

The bigger brother wrapped his arms around the smaller in a big, bear hug. It was nearly painful for Paul, but very needed and very glorious in its own way. It lasted longer and felt more healing than either had expected and when it ended, Keith leaned down and hugged him again, ending that hug with a gentle kiss to Paul's cheek.

"If I were to ever, hypothetically, dress like a girl again, how would that impact you?"

Keith smiled. "It wouldn't impact me at all, Paul."

"Not even with Abby? I feel weird about that already. I don't want to be responsible for breaking you guys up."

He looked more melancholy, now. "Whatever happens between me and Abby is because of me and Abby - not you. This whole thing did bring out a side of her that I didn't know about, but that's probably a good thing, right? We'll get together Friday and talk things through and then, either we'll get married, or we won't. Either way, I'm still going to be your big brother."

Paul smiled.

"And not only that," Keith smiled, "I'm going to start acting like one."

Paul hugged him once again, marveling at how big his brother felt. "Thanks Keith. I love you."

"Whoa! The 'L' word right off the bat. I think you really must be a girl."

Paul smiled. "Alright. Haha." He pulled himself out of the hug. "I think I need a shower right now. I've had a rough day and a half and I smell bad."

"Ok, buddy. I'm going back to work. I'll call you later to check up on you. Let me know if you need anything."

He opened the bedroom door to find three baffled women waiting for an explanation. Instead, he kissed his mother's cheek and said, "Gotta run, mom. Talk to you soon," and he jogged down the stairs.

She looked into the room and saw her youngest child looking messy and exhausted, but not too much the worse for wear. She ran to him and embraced him tightly. "Oh, Paulie, Paulie, Paulie... I'm so sorry honey. I'll never ask you to put a dress on ever again." She kissed his cheek and looked him in the eye. "Never again."

"Mommy..."

Lori interrupted, "Me neither, Paulie. I'm so, so sorry, baby. I never meant to hurt you." She kissed him fully and deeply on his lips. "I was so afraid that you were going to hurt yourself, Paulie. I was so scared..."

"I'm sorry, Lori, I didn't mean to upset everyone. I was just... well... it's a very long story, but there's the happy ending." He pointed to the doorway where Beth stood.

He left his mother and girlfriend and went to Beth and gave her a big hug. "Thank you, Beth. Honest, I might not be here if it weren't for you."

She hugged him back and both of their faces were buried in her hair. When their hug ended, both their faces were covered in tears.

"I mean it, Beth." Paul was as sincere as he could be. "You saved me. Thank you."

Beth nodded, afraid to cry too much for fear that she'd never be able to stop. She'd had the roughest night of her life, too, and she had a lot to process, but not here and not now. Instead, she reverted to typical 'Beth behavior' and wiped the tears from her eyes saying, "Geez, Rooney. You went and made it all weird."

They all laughed, but Paul hugged her once more, kissed her cheek and said, "I love you, Beth. Thank you."

"So, do you want to tell us what happened?" Lilly asked.

"Not really. At least not right now. I really need a shower and you two," he indicted Lori and Lilly, "have things to do."

"Such as?" Lilly asked.

"Mommy, it's nearly 5:30 and Athena's closes at 6:00. I bet that Stacy was disappointed that you didn't show up yesterday. You'd better get going if you want to get there before they close."

"Oh, Paulie, no." Lilly shook her head. "That's all over and done with."

"Mommy, I have gone through hell because of this. I am going to do the picture on Saturday. If I don't, then I let that obnoxious bitch win, right, Beth?"

"You know it, Rooney."

"Wait. Who? What bitch?" Lilly was trying to figure all of this out.

"I'll explain later, but I need to hurry if we're going to make it to Allison's by 6:30 for my body perm."

Lilly was truly dumbfounded. Eventually she muttered, "Paulie... honey... are you sure? Really sure?"

"I am, mommy. Not only do I want to do this for you and grandma, I need to do it for me. I'm sorry I blamed you guys when things went wrong. Beth is right. I could have said 'no' anytime I wanted to. I wanted to dress yesterday morning and I REALLY want to wear grandma's dress on Saturday - more than I can explain."

"Well," Lilly hugged Beth, " It seems we underestimated you, dear."

"It happens," Beth joked, still weeping a little bit.

"Ok, then," Lilly started down the stairs, "I'll be back as soon as possible."

"We'll meet you at Allison's, mommy. Ok?"

"Ok," Lilly was shocked by this chipper personality. "I'll see you there."

"What do you want me to do, Paulie?" Lori hugged him and kissed his forehead.

Paul smiled. Last night, he wasn't sure he'd ever feel the safety of her strong arms again. Thank God she was holding him. "I need you go home."

She was taken aback and held Paul at arm's length. "Go home?"

He nodded, "and look through Samantha's closet. Find me the cutest, girliest dress you can. If I'm going out, I'm going all the way."

Lori looked at Beth, "You want to come with?"

"Might as well," Beth smirked. "I need some time away from Rooney."

Paul smiled and gave her another kiss on the cheek. "You love me and you know it?"

"Yeah," she teased. "What makes you think so?"

Paul walked towards his mother's bedroom to use her walk-in shower, but called over his shoulder. "You told me so last night. You said it at least a hundred times and you know what?"

"What?"

"I could hear it a million times more and never get tired of it." He stopped and turned. "I mean it, Beth. You saved me. Thank you. I love you, too."

She smiled and choked back another threat of tears. Tonight, in bed, she'd let it all out, but right now, she'd hold it in. "You're making it even weirder, Rooney. Knock it off. I mean it."

He turned into his mother's room, but turned one last time and said, "Go with Lori and get me something cute. When you get back, I'll smell like strawberries and flowers, instead of despair, like I do, now." His smile disappeared. "I don't like this smell. I'm never going to wear it, again."

At 6:30pm, on the dot, three very cute young women walked into Allison's salon. The two taller ones were wearing jeans, sandals and tank tops, while the smaller, who looked a bit younger, was wearing a charming, summer dress - navy blue underdress with a light, sheer navy blue outer dress with bright white flowers and stems about it. It has narrow shoulder straps, a pretty, tight bodice with triangular cups, a high waist and a wide, flouncy skirt that ended at mid-thigh. Her thin, smooth legs looked more youthful and less shapely than her companions' but the promise of womanhood was evident. Her limbs all ended in meticulously manicured nails and her pretty, little, navy blue sandals framed her bright red toenails perfectly - and her toenails matched her luscious red lips.

Lilly, still looking a bit disheveled from the endless hours of drama she'd gone through, stared at her son in disbelief. What had all of the last thirty-six hours been about?

"Paulie!?" she muttered. Then a bit louder, "Paulie, what's going on? I mean, a few hours ago, you said that you'd never dress like this again. Now... you're beautiful again. What happened yesterday that upset you so much?"

Paul hugged her a bit. He really didn't want to tell his mother that her future daughter in law had threatened him, so, instead, he said, "Mommy... someone made me feel as If I was a trashy freak. She made me feel so bad about myself that I was, seriously, considering running away or, well, much worse, but after talking to Beth and Keith, I realized that whatever I choose, my mother, my girlfriend, my best friend and my big brother will always love me."

Lilly smiled. She wanted to know more and she figured that eventually she would, but this was ok for right now. He seemed fine, but she wanted to be cautious. "And you're sure you want to do this?"

"Mommy, I am sure that I want to wear grandma's dress and take those pictures on Saturday and I want to be just as beautiful as she was. Whatever that takes, that's what I want to do. Beyond Saturday? I don't know. Maybe I'll never wear a dress again and maybe I will, who knows? Right now, all I want is to make Saturday perfect. Ok?"

"Ok," she kissed him, then said to Allison, "I guess he's all set, then, Ali."

"Excellent!" Allison grinned and came over to join them. "My, oh, my, Paulie, you have become quite the little lady since you were here on Sunday." She fussed with Paul's hair for a moment, then adjusted his dress a bit and her eyes narrowed. "That is a lovely dress, Lori. I really like it."

"Thank you," Lori beamed.

"As a matter of fact, I think that, the first time I saw it, I liked it so much that I bought it and gave it to Meredith for her birthday, last year."

Lori looked slightly sheepish. "Oops. You did. Merrie has actually outgrown it, but hasn't passed it to Sammie, yet, so I figured no one would notice if I borrowed it for Paulie. Sorry."

Ali smiled, " Oh, that's ok. Merrie never looked this cute in it. You're lucky that you're so small, Paulie. You'll get a lot of hand-me-downs if you stay in dresses. By the way, are you?"

"Am I What?" Paul asked.

"Staying in dresses?"

"I haven't decided, yet. Why?"

"Well, I've been looking at your grandmother's hair in the picture and, well, take a look."

She held up the photo so that everyone could see. "She had these little, wispy bangs, see them? Well, if I cut those for you, then you will have a hard time hiding them. They won't be thick and stylish like Katy Perry's were, they'll be like these; just a few, but they'll definitely be noticeable. They only way to hold them back till they grow out will be to wear a headband close to your hairline and that will be just as girlish and much more noticeable than the bangs themselves. If you want this new picture to match the old one, I need to do the bangs, but... it's your call, Paul. What do you think?"

He shrugged, "In for a penny, I guess."

"But, Paulie," Lori pointed out, "you realize you'll have to school with the body perm AND bangs. After what you went through last night, can you handle that?"

He looked at Beth. "What do you think?"

"Your call, Rooney. I'm with you, no matter what."

"Mommy? Lori? Are you with me?"

"I am, honey," Lilly smiled.

"Always, baby," Lori kissed his check.

"Let's do it, then!"

It took about an hour for Allison to wash his hair, roll it in different sized rollers, then partially unroll each to treat it with perm solution, before re-rolling it and wrapping it all in cling-wrap and letting it all set-up. She took advantage of the set-up time to clean up his eyebrows just a bit more.

While he was waiting to be unwrapped, Paul's phone dinged. He checked it to find a text from Keith. 'Hey, Bud. How's it going?'

He replied, 'Going great. Getting ready for Saturday's photo shoot.'

Keith's response surprised him. 'Cool. I want to see it. What time?'

'1:00'

'Got it. See you then.'

Finally, Allison removed the wrapping, then she spread a neutralizing agent over the curlers, followed by a quick rinse in the sink.

Then, Paul had a tutorial on using a 'volumizing' hair dryer attachment so that he could maintain the curls.

"It would probably be best if you used a hair net tonight so you don't damage the curls too much while you sleep," Allison said, "and it goes without saying that you shouldn't wear a hair tie before Saturday, or you could upset the curls with that, too."

"Uh oh," Lori said. Is that going to be a problem for school, tomorrow?"

"I don't think so," Paul smiled, looking at the pretty body his hair had, now. "I think I'm wearing it down all the time."

"Really?" Lilly's eye brows rose on her head. Just yesterday morning he didn't have the courage to wear a fancy bun to school. Where did this courage come from? He seemed very determined. "So, are you just wearing the hair, or other... things... like, makeup and heels and dresses...?"

"Just the hair, for now. I really like it, Allison. It looks so full, now."

She thanked him.

"You said, 'for now,' Paulie," Lilly said. "Are you planning on adding the other things later?"

Paul's smile in the mirror was very coy. "I really don't know, yet, mommy. I'm definitely being a girl at home - and only at home or with friends - until Saturday. After that, I really don't know what I'm doing. I'm thinking about it. Who knows, maybe I'll go to school as a big, tough guy on Mondays and Wednesday, the be a pretty little girl on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Then I'll alternate Fridays."

Everyone laughed, but Lilly was encouraged. He just seemed so much more natural as a girl. She just knew that he'd be happier that way. She kind of always felt that way, but now she knew it. Whatever happened at the country club had destroyed Polly, but whatever happened between Paulie and Beth and Paulie and Keith seems to have resurrected her from the ashes and brought an easier going, less self-conscious Polly back to her. This Polly enjoyed being a girl too much to not continue doing so.

It was already getting late when they left Allison's salon and everyone was exhausted from the previous, emotional day, but Lori asked Paul for just a little time together before they called it a night. Lilly said it would be ok as long as Paul was home by 10:30.

They drove to a side road by a river and got out of the car to look at the moon reflecting in the river waters. They sat on the bank, Paul cuddling close to Lori to stay warm on this cool, late spring evening.

"Do you want to talk about what happened at breakfast yesterday, Paulie?"

He smiled and shook his head. "No, I don't think so. I think I'm done with it, now. I just wish I hadn't been such a bitch to you. I'm sorry."

Lori laughed at his choice of words.

They cuddled in silence for a while longer until Lori's hand drifted to Paul's silky thigh. She caressed him and started kissing his neck, making him purr with pleasure. Instead of relaxing and letting Lori bring him to ecstasy, he shifted and moved to his knees, smiling as he kissed her. She prodded his mouth with her tongue, but pulled away when she felt Paul unbuttoning her button-fly jeans.

Her hand grabbed his, "Paulie, we've talked about this..."

Paul smiled. "I'll stop if you want, but I promise it will just be my tongue. I know this is going to sound weird, but I feel too much like a girl to think about my thingy, right now. I just want to please you, if you'll let me."

Lori smiled at the thought of her pretty, little guy servicing her. It gave her shivers. "Ok."

She stood and looked around to be sure they were alone.

Paul knelt taller, resting his rear on the back of his legs. He undid the five buttons and slid the jeans down past her knees, leaving her in a blue, cotton thong that had a small triangle of fabric separating her treasures from Paul.

He kissed all around the area, both skin and fabric, until, finally, he gripped the waist band with his teeth and pulled the front of the thong down far enough to expose a neatly sculpted band of pubic hair that seemed to act as a corridor that led to her vagina.

Lori was shaking with excitement. He was kneeling before her - kneeling - of his own free will! Not only that, he looked nothing like the boy she'd started dating in October. From the way that his full, wavy, light reddish-blonde hair fell to his exposed shoulders, to his cherry red lips and perfectly painted eyes, to the way that his blue, flowered dress spread over his thighs, he was a girl. A girl, on her knees, kissing her little patch of pubic hair.

"That's my good, good girl," she whispered and patted his hair. She could feel the little earrings in his lobes when she ran her fingers through his hair. She could smell the perfume of the hair products. The beauty of her girl in the moonlight was overwhelming and she felt herself spreading her legs to allow access.

Paul pulled the thong down and moved closer. He had to lean his head back slightly to work his tongue into her opening and by doing so, he looked up past Lori's breasts to see her towering above him with a far away look in her eyes and a smile on her face.

Their eyes locked for a few moments.

From her vantage point, Lori saw Paul's smiling eyes, with their long, feminine lashes and mascara and brilliant, blue color that was so perfectly complemented by his dress looking up at her in complete submission. No matter how he decided to present himself, from here on out he would always be her little girl.

Suddenly, Lori's head rolled back and she began to convulse against Paul's face and tongue. She groaned and held back the howls she wanted to let out. Her orgasm encompassed her whole being in a way that nothing ever had before and she wanted it to last forever. Her grip on Paul's head intensified as she tried to pull every bit of him inside of her. She wanted that so badly. She needed it. She tried harder and harder to pull him in until, finally her strength gave way and her wits returned to her and she knew that it had to end. Slowly, she relaxed her grip and struggled to maintain her balance as she steeped back from Paul, who gently returned the thong to its rightful place, kissed it once more, then raised her jeans back up and fastened the buttons again, smiling up at her the whole time.

By the time he'd risen to his feet, she'd regained control of her breathing and was ready to hug him tightly.

He cuddled under her arm as they walked back to her car.

It was a good day to be alive.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Spit and Image - 4

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

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  • BridesMaid
  • Corsets
  • Caught With Consequences
  • Crossdressing / TV
  • Deals
  • Bets or Dares
  • lingerie
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • school girl
  • Slow Transformation

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Spit and Image: 4

by Clara
Copyright©2018,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Paul recovers from his traumas of the previous few days and moves forward in his
feminine exploration.


 
Author's Note: If you enjoy this story, why not consider leaving me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Spit and Image: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 4
 

"Oh, Paulie, that's just adorable," one of the girls in Lori's homeroom group said.

"Those bangs, Paulie," said another, "they're so cute. I really like them. They make your face look kinda... I don't know... cherubic."

"Cherubic!?" Said a third. "Angelic isn't enough. He has to look 'cherubic'!? You're going to make a great writer, Lisa." Everyone laughed.

Paul loved the attention. He'd worn his hair down, parted on the right side and, as Allison had promised, there was no hiding the wispy, little bangs and that was just fine. He liked them.

He glanced at the clock. "I gotta run." He stood taller and kissed Lori's cheek.

"I'll walk you to class," Beth said and gave Lori a wink.

They moved through the crowded hallways without a lot of chatter, although Paul's hair did inspire a few surprised looks.

"Beth! Paul!" The call came from a nearby locker. It was Melissa from Paul's chorus class. "Can I walk with you?"

"Sure," Beth welcomed her. "How's it going?"

"Good, I guess. Umm... Paul? You weren't in school for the last few days. You ok?"

He smiled at her thoughtfulness. "Yeah, I'm ok, Melissa. Thanks. I just... wasn't myself for a bit. I'm much better, now, though." He grabbed Beth's hand and gave it a thankful squeeze.

"Oh, good. Hey, your hair is hot! I love it. I it looks so cute on your face."

"Thanks, Melissa."

"Gotta run! See you in chorus!" and Melissa disappeared into a classroom door.

"See," Beth leaned in and spoke softly. "I told you that people would be supportive."

Paul was about to answer when the resonate and beautifully accented voice of Mr Mwangi rang through the hallway. "Mr Rooney. May I see you in my office for a moment?"

Paul stopped and turned and glanced at the clock on the wall. "Umm, yes, sir, but I only have a minute to get to homeroom."

"I'll write you a pass."

Beth offered to come with him, but he gave her a kiss on the cheek and entered Mr Mwangi's room and the his small office.

Mr Mwangi regarded Beth with curiosity before closing his door and entering his office and looking at Paul. "I thought you were dating Ms Carter."

"I am, Mr Mwangi. Beth is just my friend."

"Ahh, I see." He nodded as he closed the door to his small office. "Take a seat, Mr Rooney."

Paul was a good kid. He'd never been in any trouble at school before and he was trying to figure out what he'd done, now.

As he sat, so did Mr Mwangi who also folded his long legs as he leaned his chair back and took Paul in, making note of the recent changes.

After a few moments of silence, paul asked, "Did I do something wrong, sir?"

Mr Mwangi smiled just slightly as he considered the question, the slight exposure of his white teeth flashing brightly against his coco-brown skin. "You've put me in an awkward situation, Mr Rooney."

"I'm sorry sir. What have I done?"

The tall man looked at the ceiling for a moment before continuing. "You are making it necessary for me to take an interest in my students private life. I find that awkward."

Paul could not think of anything to say. This was all very confusing.

"I like you, Mr Rooney. You're a good boy."

"Thank you, Mr Mwangi. I like you, too. You're a nice man." That had come out oddly, but Paul was just trying to return the compliment.

Mr Mwangi smiled as he searched for a better tact. "What I mean is, Mr Rooney... I have been teaching a long time and every now and then a student stands out as a special student. You are one of those students, Mr Rooney."

"Thank you, sir."

"You are bright, pleasant and reliable. All good qualities in a young man."

"Thank you, sir." Paul swallowed, a bit uncomfortable with the conversation. "Sir, have I done something in class to upset you?"

"No, Mr Rooney, no. I am just a bit concerned about you at the moment."

Paul shifted in his seat uncomfortably. "Why, sir?"

The older man took a deep breath and pursed his lips in thought before speaking. "Monday night, Mr Rooney, I was leaving The Dairy Bar with my wife and I saw Ms Carter walking across the parking lot with a very attractive young woman." He paused for a moment while Paul considered what he was saying. "Imagine my surprise to realize that you were that young woman."

"Oh..."Paul gave a half-smile as he tried to find the words to explain things to his teacher.

"Then, on Tuesday morning, my wife was at the country club having breakfast with some colleagues when she saw a very upset young woman go running out the door and she was pretty sure that that young woman was the same one we'd seen on Monday night."

Paul nodded his head as he considered what he wanted to say. Mr Mwangi was not the hippest teacher at the school. He was from a more conservative culture where sexual roles were well defined and rigid.

"So, Mr Rooney, I want you to take this," he handed Paul a business card. "That is my sister-in-law."

"Sir?" Paul looked at the card. It was for a psychologist. The address for her office was just down the street from the high school. Why did Mr Mwangi think he needed a psychologist?

"She's a councilor who specializes in gender dysphoria and other issues."

Paul breathed a sigh of relief. He was gearing up to defend himself, but here was Mr Mwangi - man who seemed so old-fashioned in his behavior with 'Mr' this and 'Ms' that - giving him support in a very sweet and paternal way.

"If you're just playing at this, Mr Rooney, I must warn you that you can get hurt, both physically and emotionally, but if you're seriously dealing with gender issues, I encourage you to seek out counseling. You're going to need a professional to talk to as you progress."

Paul smiled. He wanted to hug Mr Mwangi, but he had an aura - almost a bubble - of respect about him that suggested that emotional outbursts were not welcome.

The bell rang and Paul rose. "Thank you, Mr Mwangi, sir, but right now, I'm just helping out my family with a project. I'm not really sure where I'm headed with all of this right now."

Mr Mwangi nodded and indicated the seat again. "Sit down, Mr Rooney. What we're discussing is more important than your civics class."

Paul sat again and waited nervously.

The teacher contemplated his student for a moment and chose his words carefully. This was not a conversation that he found comfortable, but it seemed necessary. "Mr Rooney... I was very worried when you did not appear for class on Tuesday or Wednesday. You are rarely absent."

"I know, sir, I was... well, I had a bad day on Tuesday and yesterday I... I needed another day to get myself back on track."

Mr Mwangi nodded. "I see." He regarded Paul before he spoke again. "Your hair has changed... and your eye brows and you have pierced your ears and you have long and shiny fingernails."

Paul nodded.

"I am not an overly observant man, Mr Rooney and I have noticed these things. I suspect that your classmates have as well."

Paul shrugged. "That's ok, Mr Mwangi. I'm ok with them asking questions."

The older man grumbled a laugh. "I admire your naïveté, Mr Rooney. There are many in this school who may not ask, but lash out instead. Simple minds do not like what they don't understand and I do not want you to get hurt. Am I making myself clear?"

Paul flushed a bit. Would someone really, physically hurt him? He figured there'd be questions, but he hadn't considered violence.

"So, I am asking you to be cautious, Paul."

Paul!? Did Mr Mwangi just call him Paul!?

"Please, until you have made a decision to announce to the world that you are going to become a woman, or until you stop 'helping your family,' I suggest that you take precautions."

Paul was listening closely. "What kind of precautions?"

"For instance, do not use a lavatory without someone you trust with you. Stay clear of the locker rooms unless you have to be in there. What I mean is, take care of yourself, Mr Rooney... or Ms Rooney... just... take care. There are small minded people amongst the population of the school. Do not, for a moment, forget that they are there. If you look like a woman, then you are vulnerable as a woman. Do you understand?"

"I do, sir."

"Good... good." He thought for a moment, but there was nothing more to be said. "Then, I will write you a pass to Mrs Priestly's class." He jotted a few things onto a school pass and handed it to Paul who stood stone still for what seemed to be a very long moment.

"Is there something else, Mr Rooney?"

"Yes, sir... I'm just... I'm sorry, sir... I'm just very thankful that you took the time to think about me, Mr Mwangi. I just never would have expected you to... I don't even know how to say it, sir..."

When Mr Mwangi stood and Paul felt even smaller than usual. The man was at least as tall as Keith, maybe taller. He placed a large hand on Paul's shoulder and tapped it gently. "Then don't say anything, Mr Rooney. I will walk you to class if you'd like."

Paul shook his head and took a moment to wipe a tear from his eye. "Thank you, sir, but I'll be fine. The assistant Principals are still in the halls. Thank you, though. Thank you for... well, thank you, sir." He extended his right hand.

Mr Mwangi took Paul's right hand with his and then covered the back of Paul's hand with his left. "You are very welcome. Now, go learn something useful, then come back to chorus after lunch and do something fun and useless - like singing."

Paul smiled at the man's joke. He nodded and left. When he entered the hallway, he found Beth and Lori waiting for him and explaining to Mr Cramer, an Assistant Principal, why they had not yet reported to homeroom.

Mr Cramer looked over their heads to see Paul and said, "Alright. There he is and he's fine. Do you have a pass, Rooney?"

Paul nodded and held it up so they could see.

"Then get to homeroom and I'll escort your security patrol to their's."

"Everything alright, Paulie?" Lori asked.

Paul smiled and nodded. Mrs Priestly's class was just around the corner, so he hustled to the door as he heard Mr Cramer admonishing the girls, "The only reason I'm not writing you two up is because this is the first time in four years that either of you has broken the rules. I'm going straight to my office and I'm calling your homerooms. If you're not there when I call, you'll both be reporting to detention hall at 2:30 this afternoon. Clear?"

"Clear," the girls replied as they smiled and waved at Paul before hustling off to their rooms.

"I mean it, girls!" Mr Cramer called after them. "You have about three minutes to get there."

The rest of the day went without incident. At the sound of each bell, one of the girls hustled to meet Paul as he exited one class and escorted him to the next. Melissa became one of the security team as well. She seemed to find Paul's new, feminine qualities very engaging and, during chorus, she even offered him the opportunity to join her and her friends at her home if he needed some practice-girl-time. He thanked her for her offer, but declined taking her up on it this week since he had a very busy schedule to get ready for a Saturday.

When school ended, Lori drove Paul to her house. "We've got some work to do, babe, and we have to meet your mom at your house for dinner and some alterations."

"Alterations?" Paul asked. "She's not going to alter grandma's dress is she?"

Lori laughed. "No, babe, not the dress. You."

"Me?"

She laughed harder. "Yes, you. She wants to try the dress with your new breast forms and a waist nipper. The bodice on your grandma's dress is designed to show off a more feminine shape than you have. A nipper should help."

He nodded. Whatever it took was fine with him.

When they arrived at Lori's house, Meredith and Samantha were just getting off of their school bus. They ran up the driveway, cheering that they had arrived in time to help.

"Help with what?" Paul asked.

"Oh, you'll see," Lori and the girls smiled in a very knowing manner.

"This can't be good."

When they entered the kitchen, Lori instructed, "Ok, you two, run upstairs and grab everything and bring it down to the living room." The younger girls nearly knocked each other over, running up the stairs. "Paulie, why don't you go into the bathroom down here and put on your bra and some nice panties. Make sure you're well tucked because, evidently, Merrie and Sammie are helping."

Paul grabbed a gym bag with his lingerie in it and asked, "Helping with what?"

Lori smiled. "Babe, I hope you don't mind, but, honestly, they're just trying to help and they're so excited."

"Excited about what? Lori, what have you gotten me into?" He was smiling, but he was leery.

Lori's smile grew. "They cleaned out their closets, babe. They have all sorts of stuff for you to try on."

Paul laughed. "Lori! I don't even know..."

"I know, I know - you may not continue wearing girls' clothes after Saturday. They know that, and that's what makes it so urgent that you do this with them today. Come on, babe. They're excited kids and they want to help. It's ok, isn't it?"

Paul shrugged. "Ok, but they're not going to see me in my undies, are they?"

"Babe, in this house we're all used to seeing each other in our skivvies. You're in 'The Hen House,' remember? If you're tucked, they're not even going to think twice about it. They just want to give you their pretty clothes. Ok?"

Shaking his head, Paul went to the bathroom to change.

When he returned, there were four reasonably large piles of girls clothing on the couch. It was definitely 'girls' clothing - not women's. The colors were brighter than women's clothing and the clothing looked as if they were designed for younger tastes.

Paul laughed at the quantity of clothing. "Wow. That's a lot of clothes. Did you girls keep anything for yourselves?"

Their grins were huge. "Try on mine, first, Paulie," Samantha begged. "You'll probably fit into all of Meredith's clothes. See if any of mine fit, first."

"Ok," he smiled at the excited tween and her enthusiasm.

There were pretty, ruffled tops that were way too young-looking for Paul to consider wearing, but one soft, blue top that looked nice with a short, white skort that also came out of Samantha's piles. Other than those items, though, everything was either too small, too short or too childish.

Meredith's piles of clothes, however, yielded a lot of comfortable clothing, including a heather-green, sleeveless romper that was dripping in layers of lace and buttoned up the back. Paul thought that it was the most comfortable and one of the most beautiful things he'd ever worn.

"Are you sure you don't want to keep it?" Paul asked.

"No, you can have it. It was Lori's when she was my age and I got it as a hand me down. I never wear it."

"How about you, Sammie? Don't you want it?" Paul asked the youngest sister.

"Nah," Samantha scowled. "I don't like green."

Paul hustled, barefooted, to a mirror in the bathroom. The garment hung loosely and luxuriously from his shoulders, over his faux breasts and to the elastic waist. Below that, it had very spacious shorts that more resembled a skirt than shorts. He turned to see how it hung behind him. It was just perfect. He adored it. Everything about it was just perfect. He checked himself out from every angle. He loved everything about it.

He'd never been so excited about an article of clothing before. He was giddy with excitement.

He hustled back to Lori. "This is cute, isn't it?"

She was amused by her boyfriend's enthusiasm. "Actually, I never much liked it much when it was mine, but I love it on you. You look great, babe. You like it, right?"

"I love it!"

Lori adjusted the shoulders a bit then held him at arms length and looked at him. One of the reasons she didn't care for the romper when it was hers was because she thought it was a bit too 'girlish' when she wanted to look 'womanly.' On Paulie, though... well, it made him look 'girlish' too and that was just fine with her. His slender legs were very well displayed by the wide, floppy legs of the romper and his arms, in fact his whole being, looked more youthful, playful and delicate in the garment. "Then it's yours, babe. Right, girls?"

They were enthusiastic in their agreement. Paul was a nice boy and they had always liked him, but it was so cool to dress a boy, an older boy, up like a pretty girl in their clothes.

When they were done, Paul had acquired six dresses, two rompers, four tops, three skirts, two pairs of shorts and a the skort from Lori's youngest sisters. He had enjoyed trying everything on and the enthusiasm of the younger girls made Paul delighted as well. He'd had a great time playing dress up and being one of the girls.

They arrived at Paul's house, just as Lilly was finishing grilling some salmon for dinner.

"Hi, mommy! It smells great in here!"

"Hi, ladies," Lilly teased, but then spotted her son's outfit. "Paulie! Where on earth did you get such a stunning romper? Why, it's absolutely precious!"

"Isn't it, Mrs Rooney?" Lori loved that Lilly's reaction was so supportive. "It was mine and I passed on to my sister, Meredith. She didn't care for it, though, so now, it's Paulie's."

"Give me a spin so I can see it, honey." He did and both women noticed how his shoulders rose playfully to his cheeks as spun on the balls of his right foot. "Oh, honey, that is just the most darling outfit on you."

"It's definitely his favorite, but he has a few more, too," Lori held up a bag full of clothing.

The fact that her son was happy to receive hand-me-downs from his girlfriend's sister who was more than five years younger than him amused Lilly a bit. It was so nice to see Paulie happy and pretty, again, though, but she decided to keep that observation to herself and just enjoy having him as her little girl as long as it lasted.

"Well, I have some goodies for you, too, Paulie. So, let's have our dinner, then get you all ready to fit into grandma's dress. We don't have an awful lot to do, tonight, but we want everything to be perfect for Saturday, so I need to make sure that everything fits perfectly."

They ate their salads and salmon and sipped their iced tea while discussing Lilly's purchases of the breast forms (they're as realistic as they make them), waist cincher (it's not overly fancy, just a Maidenform like mine. It'll do the job, just fine, though. You'll really only need it for grandma's dress. Most dresses and tops aren't as well defined as the fashions were back then), the shoes that she'd had dyed to match the just-slightly-ivoried shade of the dress (it was never perfectly white, but this way everything will look just wonderful) and the new, shorter petticoats that she'd purchased (I measured it and I got one that will fit perfectly. It will sit snuggly at the waist and end perfectly with the hem of the dress and, oh my goodness, it's just so pretty).

It would have been difficult to judge who was most excited by the prospect of getting Paul into that dress.

Lori thought it was the hottest thing she could think of.

Lilly thought that it would lead Paul to a life that was more appropriate for someone of his size and temperament.

Paul was just excited to be dressed so prettily. He had grown to desire the feel of all things feminine and that dress... well, it was just the most feminine thing he could imagine and to top it off, he'd look just like his wonderful grandmother. He couldn't wait to get dressed!

Just as they'd finished dinner and Lori had volunteered to load the dishwasher so that Lilly could get Paul ready, there was a knock on the door and Beth entered with a big smile on her face.

"Hi, all! Hey, Rooney, nice outfit. Love the lace. Its good to see that you're butching yourself up for the summer, huh?"

Everyone laughed.

"What are you doing here?" Lori asked. "I mean... I just didn't expect to see you tonight. We're fitting Paulie for his grandma's dress tonight."

"I know," Beth smiled. "That's why I'm here. I want to be sure that my new-best-girlfriend looks hot for Saturday morning."

"Ok, Paulie," Lilly pushed Paul towards the dinning room doorway, "we need to get you ready. Into the dinning room and I'll help you."

Lilly unbuttoned the back of the romper and guided it to the floor so Paul could step out of it. He stood in his panties and bra.

"Take off your bra, Paulie. I bought you a couple of new sets. You won't need a padded bra, now. The breast forms will fill the cups just fine."

He removed the bra and took a new one that his mother offered to him. The cups hung rather emptily from the front of his body and left him feeling a bit inadequate.

"Look at these, honey." Lilly held up a rectangular, pink box and pulled off the cover to reveal two, very realistic looking, women's breasts. Paul stared at them with a mix of horror and excitement. They looked SO REAL!!! As if they had been taken off of a real woman. The skin tone was natural and looked like his own. The nipples and areola looked natural and enticing. Suddenly, his own, immature body-structure made him feel wholly inadequate - not just as a man, but as a woman. He had a sudden longing to have the same breasts as everyone else in the house. It just seemed unfair that they all were so beautiful without even trying and he had to fake so many things just to look pretty.

His penis stirred and shriveled just a bit. It was the fear of trying these on and looking foolish as well as the excitement of wanting so badly to have them attached to his body - maybe permanently - that confused his manhood. He couldn't imagine ever losing his penis - in many ways, it was the center of his being, but, now that he'd seen these breasts, he couldn't imaging not having them attached to his body. He knew that they were silicon and pigment, but part of him felt that, if only he could have them attached to him, that he would be able to feel Lori's lips when she suckled him. He just knew how it would feel.

"Paulie?" Lilly asked, pulling him from his reverie, "did you hear what I said?"

Reluctantly, Paul pulled his attention from the box of breasts and looked at his mother dumbly. "What? What did you say?"

Lilly smiled. "I said that, according to Stacy, if we really want the breasts to look natural on Saturday, we should put them on with the adhesive tomorrow night, feather out the edges the way she showed me, so that they look perfectly natural, and then you can wear a bra for normal support. Just putting them into the cups, the way we will right now, will give us the right size, but they'll look a little saggy without being attached."

"Oh," Paul nodded his understanding. "Well, why don't we attach them, now? You know... just to see how they'll look."

Lilly smiled at his desperate need to still sound casual about wanting to be as female as possible.

"Because, Paulie, if we attach them, they'll need to stay on for a good long time before we take them off. If we put them on tomorrow afternoon, we can take them off again Sunday night without causing you any skin damage, but Stacy says that both the adhesive and the adhesive-remover can be damaging to your skin if you apply it and remove too quickly."

"So," Paul countered, "why not put them on today and keep them until Sunday?"

Lilly smiled. "Paulie, you already missed two days of school this week and I don't think going to school with breasts is necessarily the best idea, unless you're absolutely positive that this is something you want to do forever."

Paul nodded, disappointed. "Ok."

Lilly gently placed the prosthetics into his bra cups and helped him to adjust the straps. They definitely felt different. They had a heft to them and they moved more naturally than the bra-pads that he'd been wearing up to this point. He liked them a lot, but he couldn't wait to have them attached.

Next, Lilly handed him a matching panty. It was high waistlined, silky, lacy and, liken the bra, elaborately embroidered with flowers.

"This is a light-control panty, Paulie. I have another adhesive that we can use to hold your 'boys' in place on Saturday, if you want, but this will be helpful, too."

Paul lowered the panties he was wearing and stepped out of them without even considering turning his back to his mother. Then he pulled the stretchy material of the new pair up and into place. When they were properly situated, he reached in to them an tucked himself into place. Lilly watched, fascinated by how natural and casual all of this had become for him. He wasn't embarrassed or modest at all.

"And now, a little torture," Lilly smiled as she had Paul hold the waist nipper in place and she went about the job of connecting the long row of hooks and eyes that would hold it in place. It was worth it, though. When she was done, his shape was much more lady-like than it had been before.

"And finally," she held the breathtakingly pretty petticoat open and he stepped into it as she raised it up his legs and tied it behind his back. As she secured everything, Paul stepped into his silk-lined, opentoed shoes and shivered with excitement as he awaited the dress.

Lori was rinsing and Beth was loading the dishwasher as they waited for Lilly and Paul to come back.

"He's ok, then?" Beth asked as quietly as she could.

"Paulie?" Lori looked towards the dining room to be sure that no one was listening. "Yeah, I think he's better than ok."

"Meaning?"

"Well, I think he's decided to enjoy all of this for the time being. Whatever you said to him, Beth, seems to have been exactly the right thing. He's back to being my Paulie."

Beth nodded, then looked at her best friend appraisingly. "And what about you?"

"What about me? I'm just happy that he's ok."

Beth checked the door to the dinning room, too. "Ok, but... Lori, do you expect him to keep all of this up... I mean, what do you want from this? Are you looking to have him, like, go all the way? Become a girl? Like being altered, you know, down there? Or, maybe, dress part time, or... what? What are you getting out of this? - him dressing up like a girl?"

Lori wiped her hands and considered the question. "I don't know. I mean, I love Paulie - I mean, I really LOVE him and I want to, someday, be with him, you know, a family and all that - so I can't imagine him being a real girl, down there - but, Beth... there is something about seeing him in a dress that just... I don't know - it just drives me nuts."

"And if the dresses get put away?"

Lori smiled, "Then I'll have a beautiful portrait of 'my girl' to keep forever and I can remember how wondered it was to help him experience some time as a girl."

Beth nodded. "Ok, I guess. As long as you're both ok with it and no one forces anyone to be someone they aren't, ok.?"

"Beth, you don't think that I..."

Beth held a finger to her lips, "Shh. They'll hear. You know what I mean. If Paulie wants to wear a dress, then great, right?"

"Of course," Lori said.

"And if Paulie wants to wear jeans and a tee shirt and get all sweaty, then that's great, too, right?"

Lori smiled and nodded. "Yes, Beth, of course and thank you for being his guardian angel."

"Hey," Beth closed the door to the dishwasher, "I really like him and I really like you two together. Don't screw it up, ok?"

Lori nodded, then leaned a bit closed and she whispered, "Ok, but... can you tell me what happened at the country club?"

Beth sighed, folded her arms and looked at Lori with disappointment on her face.

When no answer came, Lori said, "Ok. I'm sorry that I asked."

Suddenly, Lilly appeared from the dinning-room and announced, "Moment of truth, ladies."

When Paul appeared, the girls just stared. The wide, scooped neck revealed soft, feminine skin and led to an enticing cleavage. From the shoulders to where the sleeve ended, just below his elbows, the fabric was covered in lace and little, pearled-glass beads that shone, even in this low light. The bodice was the same as the sleeves, but with his enhanced figure, it hugged him very sexily.

Where a woman's natural waist would be, the dress spread into layers and layers and layers of fluff and lace and more pearled-glass beads.

From below the delicate mass of petticoats and dress, two perfect, creamy, smooth legs descended to the open-toed, two inch heels. There was no way to describe the young lady before them other than to say that she was...

"Stunning. Just, stunning." It was Keith looking into the kitchen from the back door. He pulled the screen open and entered, but his gaze never left his little brother.

"Keith!?" Lilly and Paul both said.

"What are you doing here?" Lilly asked. She loved seeing him, but it was rare that he ever came by and, with the exception of yesterday, she couldn't remember the last time he came over without calling first. He usually wanted to be sure that he could run in and run out as quickly as possible.

"Nice to see you, too, mom." He smiled, kissed her cheek, then looked at Paul.

"I was going to ask my kid brother if he'd like to go grab an ice cream with me so we could talk for a little while, but it looks like I'd have to invite my little sister, instead."

"An ice cream?" Paul was literally astounded. This had never happened before.

Keith moved from his mother and kissed Paul on his cheek, leaving him standing still and stunned.

Finally, Paul gathered his wits enough to speak. "Wow, Keith, I'd love to say yes, but..." he indicated the dress, "mommy set aside tonight to do the final adjustments for Saturday."

"No problem. I'd just like to talk to you alone for a bit before I meet with Abby tomorrow."

"'Meet with Abby?'" Lilly was confused. "What do you mean, Keith? Is there something wrong between you and Abby?"

Keith glanced at Paul with a question on his face, but Paul only replied with a small, negative shake of his head.

"You didn't tell them?" Keith asked.

"Ummm..." Paul stalled. "Maybe we SHOULD go get some ice cream and talk a little. Can you wait until mommy is done with what she needs to do?"

Keith nodded, but Lilly jumped into the conversation. "Now, wait just a minute. What exactly is going on here? Paulie, do you have anything you'd like to tell me about Abby? Did she have anything to do with the country club? Keith, didn't you say something about pictures when you went upstairs yesterday? I want to know what is going on and I want to know, now!"

Keith and Paul looked at each other and the rest of them waited in silence, until Paul said, "Maybe we should all sit down."

He pulled out a kitchen chair and moved to sit in it, taking the time to smooth the multitude of material beneath him. Seeing his little brother maneuvering himself, Keith, instinctively, grabbed the back of Paul's chair and helped him by pushing his chair towards the table.

Paul smiled at the gallant gesture. No one else seemed to notice.

"Maybe we should go..." Beth started, but Paul interrupted.

"No. I want you all here with me." Paul crossed his legs daintily under the table and settled himself as straight backed as a princess holding court.

Keith, Lilly and Lori sat in kitchen chairs. Beth grabbed a step stool, pulled it towards the table and sat on it. Keith sat to Paul's left, Lilly across from Paul, Beth to Lilly's left and Lori to Paul's right.

Paul took Keith's right hand in his left and Lilly's left in his right. He smiled at them both, his pink-painted lips were shiny and cute. "Mommy. Keith. You know that I love you both, right?"

They both acknowledged that they did.

He looked at Lori and Beth, "Lori. Beth. You know that I love you both, too, right?"

They nodded and Lori rubbed Paul's arm.

"Ok, then. I am going to ask you all to indulge me." They waited for him to continue. Had any of them been capable of registering it, they would have noticed that Paul's body language - the way he kept his back straight, the way he used his eyes, the way he used his lips and voice, the way his shoulders remained straight as he occasionally leaned forward, the way his shoulders wiggled on occasion - they would have realized that there was no remnant of a boy sitting with them. There was just Paul: a small, pretty, suddenly confident young girl speaking to them.

"First, I want to thank you all for letting me work through everything that happened, yesterday." He smiled at everyone, but he didn't leave enough time for anyone else to say anything before continuing. "I was very upset - probably more upset than I should have been - and I blamed everyone else for how upset I was and that was wrong of me. I'm sorry."

Everyone tried to jump in to say that no apology was necessary, but, again, he remained in control.

"No. I'm sorry and I need to say that. Now, about the country club. Yes, Abby was involved, but that's between Abby and me or Abby and Keith and I don't think it would help anyone for us to be discussing it. I mean, we're not going to resolve anything by making Abby into a villain, so, let's just not do it, ok?"

They all looked at each other, surprised and confused by Paul's attitude. Lilly interrupted the silence, "Well, Paulie... if Abby hurt you then I'd like to know..."

"Mommy," Paul stopped her, "Abby only hurt me because I allowed her to hurt me. Beth helped me to understand that. Now, I'd like that to be the end of the discussion. If anything should come out of what happened this week it should be that 1) I learned that no one can hurt me unless I let them, 2) No matter what, there are a lot of people who love me, 3) I have a big brother again and he loves me, too, and 4) I can be whoever or whatever I want as long as I have the courage to be whoever or whatever I want to be. As I see it, as bad as things got, it was all for the best. So, no more discussions about Abby, ok?"

Lilly was amazed. Where did all this wisdom come from. Just as that thought passed through her consciousness, Paul released her hand and reached to Beth and gave her hand a squeeze and he smiled at her. Beth? All of that came from Beth? Good God, she felt so disconnected from, yet proud of Paul at the moment. There was a lot to this child. She needed to get to know him much better.

"Ok, Paulie," Lori put her arm around his shoulder. The soft material and beads of his grandmother's dress felt odd and delicate against her fingers. "Whatever you want is fine with us, right?"

Everyone agreed.

Paul laid his head on Lori's shoulder for a moment. "Now, if it's ok with you guys, I'd really like to finish whatever we need to do so I can take my brother up on his offer of an ice cream. Mommy, what do we need to do?"

Lilly sniffled back a tear as she said, "Not much, really. Come with me," she stood and took Paul's hand, helping him to his feet, "and stand on the platform in the dinning room. Let me just check everything out, then I'll let you go out with Keith. Lori, while they're gone, I'll work with you on your prom gown, ok?"

"Sure, that's great, Mrs Rooney!" Lori smiled.

Paul and Lilly disappeared leaving the awkward circle of Lori, Beth and Keith at the table.

"So," Keith tried to get a conversation going, "Lori, you and Paul have been together a while, now. Are things going well for you two?"

Lori nodded, but before she could respond, Beth asked, "Umm, yeah, Keith, where have you been all of Paulie's life?"

Keith was taken aback for a moment, "Well, Beth - it is Beth, right? - I've been right here. I am Paul's brother, you know."

"Yeah," she persisted, "then how come I've been around here since October and I didn't even know you existed until yesterday?"

Keith smiled at her abrasive protectiveness. "Cause I've been a pretty sad excuse for a brother, I guess. Thank you for pointing that out."

"Huh," was Beth's reply.

"And now...?" Lori asked.

He considered that for a moment. "And now... I'm trying to be a better brother."

"Good," Beth leaned back on her stool, folded her arms and glowered.

Keith smiled at the two, young mother hens.

Lilly inspected every inch of the dress, making sure that the beads were attached and the seams were all tight. She fluffed the skirts and smiled as she looked at her beautiful boy.

"Does it feel ok, honey?"

Paul smiled and shook his head. "Mommy, it feels glorious. This is the most exciting thing I have ever worn. I wish I could wear it everyday. I hope that grandma likes the picture."

"She'll adore it, honey. I promise." She inspected the dress once again, then asked, "Why did you say it was an 'exciting' dress, Paulie?"

"I don't know... I guess I'm just excited to wear it. It's just so... gorgeous. The way it hugs me up here... the way it flows around me down here... the way the beads sparkle and... oh, I just don't know. It makes me feel so... pretty..."

Lilly smiled. "You're miles beyond pretty in that dress, Paulie. You are truly beautiful. You hold yourself so beautifully when you wear it... oh, sweetheart, if I didn't know better, I'd swear that you were raised in dresses. You do like it, then?"

Paul kissed her cheek, then turned and held his hair to the side so she could unbutton the dress for him. "Mommy, to tell you the truth, I adore it and almost everything about all the clothes I've worn this week."

She lowered the dress and he stepped out. She hung it on a hanger and started untying the back of the petticoat. "And after Saturday? What will you do, then?"

Paul shrugged as he contemplated the breasts that were held to his chest. "I still don't know, mommy. I just know that I love doing this, now."

She lowered the petticoat and he stepped out of that as well. "Do you want some jeans to wear to get ice cream with Keith?"

Paul smiled. "Absolutely not! I'm wearing my new romper. Keith said he wants to take out his little sister, well, his little sister is going to go get ice cream with him."

"Ok." Lilly smiled and shrugged her shoulder. "Let's get you dressed, then"

Keith put his arm around Paul's waist and both of them, once again, marveled at their size difference as they headed to his car.

"Let me get that for you," Keith said as he, due to years of experience, opened the passenger door for the young lady he was escorting out for an ice cream.

Paul's smile was huge and sincere. "Thank you." He sat in the car, fastened his seat belt and waited for Keith to enter through the driver's door.

"What do you feel like, Paulie? The Dairy Bar? Dairy Queen? Friendly's? What sounds good?"

"Why don't we go to the drive through at Dairy Queen. I'm not sure I'm ready to see everyone at The Dairy Bar or Friendly's just at this minute."

"Really?" Keith seemed surprised.

"Yeah. Why did you ask it like that."

"Well," Keith shrugged, "I was just hoping that I could show off my beautiful, new, little sister, is all."

"Ok, ok," Paul pushed on Keith's shoulder the same way that he did to Lori when she teased him about something, but Keith didn't budge - not even a fraction of an inch. He was rock solid. "You can be honest with me." He indicated the way he appeared. "Does this bother you?"

Keith was genuinely hurt by the question. "Paulie. I'm being 100% honest with you and I want you to believe what I'm saying. I love you and I support you, no matter what. I think that you look adorable in that... dress or whatever. If we did go into a restaurant, you'd be the prettiest girl there, and I could not be happier to spend time with my little sister."

Paul blushed and smiled. "Well, enjoy her while you can. She may not be around much longer."

"Really? Why?"

Paul shrugged. "I don't know. She might go back to being your kid brother after this weekend."

"Huh," Keith looked at his brother. "Paulie, you know I will support whatever you do, but, damn, buddy... you look as cute as can be as a girl."

They both laughed at how awkwardly and sincerely Keith has said that sentence.

"You know what I mean, right?"

Paul smiled again. He had always wanted to spend time with Keith and this was a great start. He wondered if it could continue if Keith reunited with Abby.

Keith seemed to feel the same way. He was smiling the whole time and he'd always seemed so serious around Paul in the past. Almost like Paul was a nuisance. Paul had never understood why, but it always seemed as if he annoyed Keith.

"So," Keith began slowly, "to address the elephant in the room... you know that I'm getting together with a Abby tomorrow, right?"

"I do," Paul nodded.

"And..."

"And... What?" Paul lingered, not knowing what was expected of him.

"Well, if things go well... what do you think?l

"Are you asking me if you should get back together with Abby?"

"Yeah, I guess I am. What do you think?"

Paul shrugged. "Do you love her?"

"Yes, I do... or at least I thought I did before she did what she did to you. I really don't know for certain, now."

"Well, Keith... I mean, come on, families are mean and horrible to each other all the time and... yeah, Abby was mean to me, but I'm over it and over whatever she thinks of me. So, if you love her, then you make your own decision. If you decide to stay with her, I'll be happy for you and know that you made the right decision. If you decide to wait, or go your separate ways, then I'll be with you to help you through it, but if you break up just because of me, I'll feel terrible about it." He took his bother's big hand in his smaller one and gave it a squeeze. "Do what's right for you, Keith, and I'll be happy for you."

Keith smiled at the small, frail 'girl' beside him, shook his hand loose and pulled Paul close, leaned over, kissed the top of his and rubbed his bare arm. "Damnit, Paulie. You are one of kind. Thanks, pal."

They pulled out of the drive through with root beer floats for both of them, and Keith drove to the beach parking lot. It was still early in the season, so only a few people were hanging about. The ocean in the twilight glowed a soft orange as they walked to the swings and sat to enjoy the warm evening and the cool treats.

"You know," Keith said with a touch of embarrassment in his voice, "I really should have asked you to be one of my ushers for the wedding. I'm sorry."

"Why?" Paul swallowed a sip of his root beer. "Like you said, we barely know each other. You should have your friends there with you."

"No. I should have thought of my family, Paulie. I don't know why, but I keep wondering how my life got so off track and I wonder if things would have been different if Dad was still here."

"Keith, you've got a great job, you make good money, you have friends and, who knows, maybe you still have a fiancé. You're doing great."

He smiled as he turned the swing seat to look at his brother. "You're a good kid, Paulie. I do love you, you know. I'm just not very good at showing it, I guess."

"You're doing great, Keith. I love you, too." His smile bordered on maternal.

Keith smiled, sadly. "It's just that you and mom, Paulie... you guys have always been like a team. Like Dad and I were, but... Paulie, do you remember Dad at all."

"Sure I do. I remember how he looked. And how smelled. And the way he'd rub his stubble against my cheek in the morning to make me scream."

They both snickered at that.

"I remember watching him watch you play baseball and football when you were in high school. I remember seeing the pride in his eyes and I wanted him to be proud of me like that, too. I remember a lot about him."

The older brother nodded and his tongue moved in his mouth before he spoke. "Paulie... did you know that he cheated on mom?"

Paul stopped swaying on the swing and turned to fully face his brother.

"What? How do you know?"

"I knew before he died. I heard him and mom yelling at each other one night and the next day, when he'd had a few beers and was feeling sorry for himself, he told me."

"Wow. I never knew about that."

"The thing is, Paulie... I didn't do anything about it. I didn't hit him. I didn't comfort mom. I just didn't do anything except think about how it impacted me."

Paul just listened.

"Why didn't I help mom when I found out? Why didn't I try to comfort her? Why did I just start shutting out my family? What kind of a person just... shuts out the people who love him?"

"I don't know. You were only a kid, Keith."

"I was your age, Paulie. I see how thoughtful and considerate you and your friends are and I wonder why I'm such a piece of shit to my family. I let mom down, I let you down... Geez, Paulie, I'm sorry. I shouldn't be telling you all this." He stood and turned his back to his brother. "See! That's exactly what I mean. I came to help you and all I can do is go on about my problems."

He walked to the short, wooden wall that separated the playground from the beach. He put his hand in his pockets and looked out at the ocean, his back still to Paul."

Soon, Paul had slipped his head under his brother's arm and hugged him around the lower torso.

"I love you, Keith."

Keith pulled him tightly to his side and Paul realized that his brother had turned his back to avoid having Paul see him cry. He wiped a few tears from his eyes before smiling down at Paul.

"Thank you for telling me, Keith."

Keith let out a sardonic snicker. "I really am sorry, Paulie. I didn't mean to unload on you."

"It's ok. That's why I'm here. Really. I didn't even know that you were hurting, Keith. I want to help if I can."

They both watched the waves wash gently onto the sand.

"Paulie... I'm kind of scared."

Paul waited, but Keith remained silent.

"There's nothing to be scared of, Keith."

"Yeah, there is." Keith chocked back his emotions. "I'm scared of losing you and mom. I wouldn't blame either of you if you decided to shut me out."

His eyes showed so much sadness that Paul's heart broke with empathy.

"I'm scared of losing Abby and being alone, too. I've been ignoring my feelings all of my life, Paulie, but when I thought that you were hurt, I mean REALLY hurt, because of me... all of those feelings kind of came avalanching down on me and now, I can't seem to ignore them any more."

Paul looked up from under Keith's arm. He didn't know what to say.

"Do you think I can ever make all of this up to mom?"

Finally, Paul did know what to say. "No. You can't, because she doesn't even know that there's a problem. She loves you, Keith, and she never needs to know. Just... come back to her. Talk to her and tell her you love her. Tell her the way you've been telling me for the last few days. I can't tell you how good that feels. She loves you. She'll love to have you back in her life."

He nodded his head and nodded sadly. "What about Abby?"

Paul hugged him again before he released him. "You'll figure that out. You're a smart guy."

"You're just like mom, you know?"

Paul smiled. "That's just about the nicest thing you could say to me."

"No. I mean it. I'm like Dad - I never see what I have until I've hurt it somehow. You're just like mom - your heart is open and filled with love. I envy you."

Keith bent and kissed his brother's forehead. "You're ok, Paulie. You're ok." Then, without warning, he picked up the smaller boy and ran to the water's edge, pretending to throw him into the cold water, as Paul screamed his protests.

"Keith! No! My hair! My clothes! Mommy will kill us!"

Eventually, they were both breathless with laughter and he put Paul down with his feet in the wet sand where a wave had just retreated back to the ocean. They took each other's hands and walked back to the car, the tall, broad man in dress pants and an Oxford shirt and the small, delicate boy in the pretty romper and bare feet - both feeling different. Both feeling like family.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Spit and Image - 5

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
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  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

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  • BridesMaid
  • Corsets
  • Caught With Consequences
  • Crossdressing / TV
  • Deals
  • Bets or Dares
  • lingerie
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • school girl
  • Slow Transformation

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Spit and Image: 5

by Clara
Copyright©2018,2024 Clara Schumann

 

As the day of the photographer's visit approaches, Paul finds more and more delight
in helping his mother with this project.


 
Author's Note: If you enjoy this story, why not consider leaving me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Spit and Image: 5 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 5
 

"You should have something more substantial than just a piece of toast and a cup of tea, Paulie. You've got a long day ahead of you. Remember, I need you to come right home after school so we can get things ready for tomorrow. We've got a lot to do."

Paul laughed quietly to himself. His mother was getting very wound up and stressed over what was supposed to a simple event to recreate a picture that was taken fifty-five years ago. "Don't worry, mommy. I'll be here by 2:45. I promise. And I'm really not all that hungry. This is fine." He took a small bite of his toast and sipped his tea.

Lilly sat opposite her son, crossed her legs and stirred some berries into her yogurt. "Your hair looks very nice, today, Paulie."

"Thanks, mommy." He was still experimenting with how he wanted to present himself in his male-mode. Today, his hair was brushed straight back and he'd sprayed it rather heavily to hold it in place. The short, wispy bangs that he was sporting curled down to his well groomed, though not overly thinned, eyebrows. It wasn't exactly how he'd need to wear his hair on Saturday, but the look was definitely old fashioned, slightly formal and definitely girlier than boys usually wore theirs.

Lilly smiled and considered how he'd look just a day from now. He would be as beautiful as her mother had been when the original picture was taken. Heck, right now he was trying to be as boyish as possible for school, but his lightened hair, sculpted brows, long lashes (there must be some mascara lingering in them for them to be that long), his grandmother's lovely pendent around his knock where it had hung since she'd put there a week ago, and his overall body language... he was just too cute to be boyish.

"That's a nice shirt. Is it new?"

He glanced down at the plaid, button down he was wearing. "This? This was Meredith's. It was in the bag I brought home, yesterday. It looks ok, doesn't it."

"It looks lovely, honey." The colors were fine, if just a little softer than a man's shirt would be, but that suited him. The buttons were on the left side instead of the right, but who'd notice that? The only distinctly female touch to it were the very short, short-sleeves which also featured an inverted 'V' cut into the cuff with a tiny, white-grey button sewn at the top of the 'V'. If anyone noticed those nuisances, it would more than likely be a girl, so Lilly doubted that he'd have any problems.

The 'toot-toot' of Lori's VW sounded from the driveway.

"Oops! Gotta run!" Paulie stood, grabbed his backpack and kissed his mother's cheek. "Bye, mommy. See you after school."

He hustled out the door, down the driveway and into Lori's cute car.

"Look at you, you cutie, you!" Lori giggled as he fastened his seatbelt. "Pretty hair and a cute little blouse! Hot, hot, hot!"

Paul smiled as he leaned over the shifter and raised his head to kiss her cheek. "Mom's getting pretty excited about tomorrow. She wants me back here right after school."

Lori raised her eyebrows lecherously. "She's not the only one, baby."

He laughed and gently punched her arm, "Stop it."

"Oh, I am serious, Paulie. You are hot as hell in that shirt. That's a fact."

Paul smiled and shrugged his shoulders joyously. He loved that she was smitten with him when he looked cute. He wasn't a bad looking guy and he knew that Lori found him attractive, but this was different. He loved being appreciated as being pretty.

"Besides," Lori continued, "my boyfriend is getting boobies today!!!" She bounced in her seat. "I am SO EXCITED!!!!!!"

They both laughed.

At school, they headed for Lori's homeroom, as was their norm, but, just as they reached the door, Paul stopped. Lori looked at him and she could see that he had something on his mind.

"What's up, babe?"

Paul turned towards her, obviously shaken from thought by her words. "Oh, umm... Lori, I think I need to go to the chorus room for a few minutes before class."

Lori smirked, crossed her arms and leaned on the doorway. "Oh? Is everything ok with you and Mr Mwangi? He’s not giving you a hard time about the way you look, is he?”

He shook his head, but Lori could tell that something was up. “No, no... it’s just that I... I need to grab my folder. We have a quiz today and I haven’t memorized part or the... ummm.... Well, I need to work on one of the pieces.”

“Ok. I’ll walk with you.”

“Oh, no... I’ll be fine... thanks.”

Lori watched as he walked down the crowded hall. Something was up with him. He’d tell her eventually.

Just before he reached the chorus room, he ran into Melissa from chorus who was just headed to her locker.

“Hi, Paulie! Why are you walking alone? Are you headed to your homeroom?”

Paul accepted a kiss to his cheek from the pretty senior girl. This had become one of his favorite parts of being girly – the kisses. So much nicer than a wave or a handshake or man-hug with an abusive slap on the back.

“Hi, Melissa. No, I’m going to see Mr Mwangi for before the bell.”

As they stood in the hall and spoke, a very big kid walked right into Paul, almost knocking him off of his feet.

“Hey, watch it!” Melissa yelled down the hall as she caught Paul falling forward.

“Faggot!” the other student called over his shoulder, causing most of the students in the hallway to stop and look from the bully to Paul, trying to figure out how they should respond – talk to the bully, beat up the bully, call a teacher?

Melissa’s face turned bright red and she was about to go after the bully when Mr Cooper’s voice rang out, “Simpson! My office! Now, smart ass!”

There was some relieved laughter from the students in the hall. Several patted Paul’s shoulders or back saying encouraging things like, “He’s an idiot,” Screw him, Paul,” “Ignore him.” Paul shrugged and thanked them. That was unexpected – not the bully, Mr Mwangi had warned him about them, but the support. Maybe this wouldn’t be as hard as he thought.

“Everything ok, here?” Mr Mwangi’s rich voice asked.

“That idiot, Roland Simpson, just bumped into Paulie...” Melissa started, but Paul cut her off.

“Everything is fine, sir.”

Mr Mwangi smiled and patted Paul’s shoulder. “Good to hear.”

Paul found his teacher’s demeanor comforting. “May I speak with you privately, sir?”

“Any time, Mr Rooney,” his smile grew slightly. “I shall walk our friend to Mrs Priestly’s class after we speak. Thank you for getting him to me.”

He bowed, just slightly to Melissa. Considering how aloof Mr Mwangi always appeared, this familiarity with Paul did confuse her just a bit. She nodded, smiled, kissed Paul’s cheek and walked away with a quiet, “Ok. See ya.”

Mr Mwangi guided Paul into the chorus rehearsal room and then into his small office, offering Paul a seat and then he sat himself down in his desk chair. “What can I do for you, Mr Rooney?”

Paul took a deep breath and turned his head to the right to gather his thoughts. “I don’t know, sir. I’m just... well, I guess, I’m just pretty confused, sir, and I was wondering if I might be able to ask you for some help.”

The older man nodded. “If I can help you, I will. What kind of help do you need?”

“Well, sir, I was wondering if you might make a phone call for me?”

Mr Mwangi’s eyebrows rose on his forehead. “Who would you like me to call, Mr Rooney?”

After school, Beth and Lori met Paul at the door of his last class. “All set, baby?” Lori asked as they headed towards the doors and the parking lot beyond.

“I am,” Paul smiled and accepted Lori’s kiss on his lips. “I text mom to tell her that I was going to be a little later than I expected. I hope you don’t mind, but I need to make a stop on the way home.”

“Today!? Ok? I thought that you needed to be home right away.”

“I do, but I just need to make this stop. It’ll only take a half hour or so.”

“Ok. Your mom said ok to this, right? I don’t want to get her upset today, of all days.”

“She’s fine with it. I won’t be long.”

“Yo, Beth!” A voice called from a car that was pulling up beside them. It was Jeff, Beth’s boyfriend. Jeff was a very talented athlete and he worked for his father’s store most afternoon and evenings when he wasn’t swinging a bat or throwing a ball. Beth tended to only spend the late evenings. He seemed like a good guy, but Paul didn’t know him very well.

“Hi, Jeff!” Beth skipped to the side of the car and bent to kiss Jeff through the driver’s window.

As she bent forward and spoke to her boyfriend, Paul felt a pang of jealousy – not as if his girlfriend were flirting with another guy, he’d never thought of Beth as his girlfriend, but more as if someone had just come between him and his favorite, big sister. Her attention had been diverted away from him and it bothered him. AND it bothered him that it bothered him. He had no claim on Beth. Why did he feel so odd that she had looked away. Suddenly, he realized why girls hated their girlfriend’s boyfriends. He decided that this was one aspect of girlhood that he needed to get control over. He didn’t like being petty.

“So,” Beth smiled as she returned to Paul and Lori, “Jeff has to work till 9:00 instead of 6:00. Mind if I hang with you guys for a while?”

“Sure,” Lori shrugged. “Paulie has his mysterious appointment, so you and I can do a little shopping till he’s done.”

“Sounds like a plan,” Beth pulled open the passenger door to Lori’s VW and climbed into the backseat. Paul and Lori climbed in, too, and they were off.

Paul asked Siri how to get to a specific address and within a couple of minute, his phone announced, “Your destination is on the left.”

Lori pulled into the parking lot and Paul pulled the handle to open the door. “Thanks. I’ll call you when I’m done.”

Lori stopped him, “Paulie, are you sure you’ve got the right address? This is a ‘professional’ building. There’s only lawyers and doctors in there.”

Paul leaned over and kissed Lori’s cheek. “Yep. It’s the right place. Love you. See you in a few.”

He held the door while Beth climbed out. She glanced up at a sign bearing the names of some of the names and professions of the tenants of the building, the smiled at Paul. She kissed his cheek and whispered, “Don’t do anything rash, now. Think your decisions through.”

He smiled and returned her kiss. “Don’t worry, but... thanks for worrying.” And they watched as he entered the building.

They drove to an outlet mall down the road and went into one of their favorite outlet stores, Aeropostale. They entered the store and dove into the discounted clothing with all the enthusiasm of two nineteen year old women with debit cards burning a hole in their purses.

Within minutes, Beth had gathered a pair of jeans, a tank top, an off the shoulder top and a short peasant-style skirt. “You like these? They’re really cute. I’m going to try these on. Be back in a sec.”

The tank top showed too much side-boob for her taste, but loved the skirt and the off the shoulder top. She called Lori over to the mirror. “What do you think?”

“Oh, Beth, those are perfect! I love them! Are you buying them both?”

“Sure. It’s only $22 for both of them. Oh, this skirt is so cute! I love it!”

She noticed that Lori had several items draped over her arms. “Did you finds some things?”

“I did. Some really cute stuff.”

“Cool. I’ll get changed. Are you trying those on?”

“Not just yet. I’m going to keep looking.”

“Ok.” Beth went back in to change and returned with a smile on her face. It wasn’t exactly ‘a haul,’ but she’d found some cute stuff and hadn’t broken her budget.

She found Lori still looking through the racks. “Are you trying them on? I’d like to hit Dunkin’s and grab a coffee before we leave.”

“Great! I’m all set,” Lori smiled. “Let’s pay and we’ll head out.”

They’d started towards the cashier when Beth noticed the color of the clothing that Lori was carrying. Bright pinks and yellows and soft baby-blue. Not Lori’s typical clothes palette. “Wait a minute, Lori. Can I see something?”

Thinking that her friend had seen another item, Lori stopped and turned back to face Beth, who reached over and took a pink, lacy, lace up, fit and flare dress off of Lori’s arm. Not only was it have been way too small to fit Lori’s size four body, it didn’t look anything like something Lori WOULD EVER wear.

Beth held up the dress and cocked her head at her friend.

“What?” Lori asked. “It’s cute, right?”

“It’s for Paulie, right?”

“Well... yeah. Everything I have is for Paulie.”

Beth shook her head impatiently. “Put it back.”

“Beth? Why? They’re all priced right and he’ll look adorable in them.”

“Lori, do ever listen to what Paul says? He’s not sure about what he’ll do after the picture is taken tomorrow. You have to let him make up his own mind. He’s not your doll, Lori. If you buy him new, girly clothes, he’s going to feel pressure to stay in girly clothes and that’s not fair. Let him make up his own mind.”

“But...”

“But, nothing. Put them back. If he decides to be your girlfriend instead of your boyfriend, you can come back Monday and buy all of these, but until he decides, you are not allowed to buy him things like this. Period.”

Lori ‘tisked’ at her friend and marched back to return the clothes. “You’re no fun at all, Beth and I absolutely hate it when you’re right. I’ll let him decide on his own, but he would have been adorable in that dress and you know it.”

“Not the point, Lori.”

“I know, I know, but you watch, I’ll be back here on Monday buying this same pile of clothes.”

“And that will be fine.”

Just as the last hanger was rehung on the rack, Lori’s phone chimed, indicating a text. She looked at the phone and read, ‘I’m going to be another 45 minutes. I told mom. We’re meeting her at Allison’s instead of at home.’

She text back, ‘Ok.’

‘Can you call mom? She needs to ask you something. I don’t know what. Do you have her number?’

Lori checked and she did. ‘I’ll call her as soon as we leave this store. Love you.’

‘Thanks. Love you, too. See you soon.’

Beth paid for her purchases and they went out to the walkway. As they headed to the Starbucks, Lori called Lilly.

“Hello, Lori. Thanks for calling.”

“Hi, Mrs Rooney. I’ll get Paulie there as soon as possible. He said he’d be done in about forty-five minutes, so we should be at Aunt Alison’s in about an hour.”

Lilly sighed. “Can you believe he’d do something like this – today of all days!? Oh, well. Whatever he’s up to, I’m sure we’ll hear about it soon enough.”

“I’m sure.” Lori laughed.

“The reason I wanted to talk to you, though is because I’d like you to come dressed up for the photographer, if you wouldn’t mind.”

“Sure. Are we going out after?”

“Well, that might be nice, but, actually, I was thinking that, since I have the photographer coming anyway, we should take a few family pictures, too. I’m going to ask Keith to come, too. We’ll do pictures of you and Paulie and the family and you and the family... shots like that, ok? Oh!!! And if you can reach Beth in time, I’d like her to come dressed up, too. Do you think she’d take part?”

“I think so. She’s right here, Mrs Rooney. I’ll ask her.”

Beth, who’d been looking at her phone, looked up. “Ask me what?”

“Will you dress up for the photographer tomorrow? Mrs Rooney wants you in some of the pictures, too.”

“Cool! I can wear my new outfit!!”

Lori smiled. “She’s very excited, Mrs. Rooney. We’ll be dressed up.”

“Wonderful, dear. I’ll see you at Alison’s in an hour, then. Oh! Don’t tell Paulie about the extra pictures. I want to surprise him. Bye, dear.”

“Ok. Bye, Mrs Rooney.”

“We’re getting our pictures taken, too?” Beth was suddenly much more enthused. A real photo session? That was pretty cool. She’d actually had her senior year book picture taken by an artsy classmate. It would be cool to have a real portrait with her friends.

“Looks like it!”

“That’s awesome. Come on. I’ll buy you a latte and a biscotti to celebrate.

They picked Paul up when he was done and then headed to Alison’s salon. Paul seemed very excited for the events of the next fifteen or twenty hours. So much so that they didn’t even realize that he’d not put on his girl-clothes until they arrived.

“I’ll drive you to someplace with a restroom, babe,” Lori said, apologetically. “You can get changed there and we’ll come right back.”

“Nah,” Paul pulled the handle on the door and pushed it open. “I’m sure that there’s someplace I can get changed, here.”

Wow. Just a few days ago, Paul was petrified to enter a salon looking like a pretty girl. Now, he was willing to enter in boy-mode and let people think whatever they wanted. Lori and Beth looked at each other, eyebrows raised, and smiled at his new-found courage.

Lilly was waiting when they entered and she had several waiting room chairs covered with different items, including the rectangular box containing Paul’s faux breasts.

“Oh, thank goodness you’re here!” Lilly was stressed and not doing a very good job of hiding her anxiety.

Paul kissed his mother’s cheek. “Relax, mommy. Our appointment is at 4:00. We’re three minutes early.”

“Yes, but we should have already applied your breasts by now. This takes some time, too, you know. Oh, lord, Paulie, of all the days to wander off for God knows what...”

“How are we all doing, today, ladies?” Alison broke into the conversation. She kissed her niece and said hi to everyone else.

“We’re running a little late, Auntie,” Lori said. “Mrs Rooney has some prosthetic breasts for Paulie and we’re running a little behind schedule. Is there someplace she could help Paulie put them on?”

“Sure.” She indicated a doorway. “Let’s go in here.”

When they entered, there was a waist-high, padded table, much like a doctor’s examination table, located in the center of the room. Typically, the room was used for waxing customers’ legs, arms or private areas.

“Paul,” Alison asked, “why don’t you strip to your panties and lay down up here. Let me take a look at your chest. I can give you a hand with the breasts.”

“Oh, Alison, thank you!” Lilly said, relieved. “Have you done this before?”

Alison laughed. “Oh, you’d be surprised what we’re asked to do, here. Every Halloween, there’s always one or two clients with boyfriends who need help with their breasts. It won’t take too long.”

Paul removed his shirt and trousers, revealing a plain camisole and a pair of soft yellow, silk and lace panties.

“Cute, Rooney,” Beth smiled as she took Paul’s discarded clothes from him an folded them neatly.

Paul smiled, coyly. All four women took note of the fact that Paul was already well tucked and his panties presented a smooth, glossy, lacy front. All four women smiled.

He pulled himself up onto the padded table, situated himself and laid back so that Alison could inspect his chest.

“Hmm,” she looked at his chest, closely. “You’re pretty smooth, I assume you used a depilatory recently?”

“I just used the over-the-counter stuff,” Lilly answered. “That’s ok, isn’t it?”

“Oh, sure. If this is going to be a frequent thing, you should consider waxing or laser treatments, but this is fine for today.”

Alison took the prosthetic breasts from the box and placed them on Paul’s chest, then took a white-board marker and made a few marks. “You have lovely skin, Paul. Most boys your age have hairy, sweaty torsos that are covered with pimples and ingrown hairs. Yours is flawless.”

“Isn’t he adorable?” Lori giggled.

Beth and Lilly giggled at that, but Alison was serious. “I’m not kidding. Your shoulders are lovely. You need to let people see them, Paul.”

“Paulie,” he said.

“Pardon?”

“Please, call me Paulie. When I’m getting fitted for breasts, Paul seems a bit... boyish.”

Alison smiled. “Ok.”

She pulled the breasts aside and asked Lilly to help her prepare the Paul’s chest with adhesive, while she did the same to the back of the breasts. Lilly noticed that Paul was shivering while she brushed the adhesive on to him.

“Cold, honey?”

He shook his head. “Not really.”

His mother smiled as she realized that she was seeing shivers of anticipation. That’s how excited her little boy was to be getting plump, womanly breasts.

“Ok,” Alison held Paul’s fake breasts inches above his real chest and smiled. “Are you ready for this, Paulie? Once they’re on, they’re there to stay for at least a couple of days.”

His tongue poked just slightly through his teeth as he smiled and nodded. Then he nodded far more broadly than was necessary. “I’m ready.”

Alison grinned at his reaction. It was cute and childish and undeniably female. She wasn’t looking at a boy who was about to have breasts attached to his chest, she was looking at a little girl who was about to explore one of the most magnificent aspects of womanhood – breasts.

She carefully placed them onto his chest and asked Lilly to hold them in place while she worked the edges as so they would set as smoothly as possible. Then she instructed Paul to lay perfectly still for the next ten minutes.

“Can someone get a mirror so I can see them?” There was an excited desperateness in his voice.

Beth found a fairly large hand mirror nearby and held it up above Paul so that he could see them. She moved the mirror from side to side so he could see them from every angle.

“Wow,” he whispered, “they look so real.”

“And just how would you know that they look real, mister!” Lilly teased and she slapped his shoulder playfully.

Lori leaned forward and unconsciously laid her hand on her boyfriend’s smooth, creamy thigh to balance herself as she peered over the mirror at his perfect, smooth, creamy face, “I don’t see any ‘Mister’ in this room. But I do see another beautiful girl. Holy cow, Paulie, this is almost more than I can take. You’re getting more gorgeous by the minute.”

He smiled and blushed.

“You should be able to sit up, now,” Alison smiled as she placed a hand behind his back and helped him to sit upright. As he did so, the breasts shifted and adjusted themselves in a remarkably natural manner. When he threw his legs over the side of the table and sat up straight, the breasts hung perky and naturally from his chest. The coloring of the silicon was uncannily close to his own skin tone and the nipples sat lifelike and sexily on the teardrop shaped appendages.

He wiggled his shoulder and they moved on his chest. He smiled as he looked around at the astonished women in the room.

“Pretty cool, huh?” Alison smiled at his obvious joy. “These are really nice. Shy of hormones or surgery, you couldn’t ask for prettier breasts.”

“How do they feel?” Lori asked.

“They feel awesome,” Paul laughed, at a loss for explaining how they made him feel exotic and attractive and inexplicably complete.

Lilly touched them. “My goodness. They do feel natural. They’re even warm.”

“Really?” Lori asked and she reached to feel them.

Soon, Beth’s curiosity got to her and she groped him as well. All agreed that they were remarkably real and the barely visible seams would be very easy to cover.

“Do you have a bra?” Alison asked, rousing the others from their fascinations. “You should support them. They will pull on your skin unless you take care of them.”

Lori handed him the pretty bra that matched his pretty panties and Lilly helped him fasten it. Now, in the bra and with his grandmother’s pendent hanging daintily between the mounds, he looked just like a beautiful girl. No make up, just a pretty face and shapely body. He didn’t look as mature as Beth and Lori, his thinner hips and thighs gave him a more youthful appearance. A stranger might say fifteen years old or so – or perhaps a well developed thirteen year old – but the promise of a fertile woman emanated from him and he seemed to sense it. He stood straight and proud, his breasts standing powerful and erect before him.

“How do I look?”

“Oh, Paulie,” Lille started, but she had to stop to wipe a tear from her eye.

“Baby,” Lori filled in the silence, “you’re gorgeous. You could walk down the street in just your undies and no make up and people would swear that you were the prettiest thing they’d ever seen.”

“No BS, Rooney,” Beth’s smile was sincere and encouraging, “you’re unbelievable. I can’t believe it’s really you. I hope it makes you happy.”

Paul laughed. “I think it does. I’m actually a little lightheaded right now. It all feels so amazing.”

“I’m glad you feel that way, Paulie,” Alison interrupted, “because we have a long way to go to transform you into your grandma. Between tonight and tomorrow morning, you’re going to experience a lot of girly things that you may find a bit extreme, but, trust me, you’ll be happy with the results. Do you have something feminine to wear?”

Lori pulled a dress from his bag. It was a simple, soft-green dress with an elasticized top and cap sleeves.

“Oh,” Alison scowled. “Do you have anything that doesn’t pull on over his head? That may be easier.”

“Sorry, that’s all I brought,” Paul said. “I didn’t realize it made a difference.”

“I’ll go buy him something,” Lilly said, but Lori interrupted.

“No! I know the perfect dress! Beth just talked me out of buying it. I can be back in fifteen minutes!”

Beth laughed and shook her head as her friend ran to grab her purse. Lori had gotten her way after all. “You’re in for it, Rooney.” Beth winked at Paul.

Paul smiled and winked back. He loved both Lori’s enthusiasm and Beth’s protectiveness. They were two sides of the same coin and he knew that they both loved him in different ways.

“Here,” Alison handed Paul a clean, sleeveless, front buttoning, pink blouse. “I keep extra tops around in case of accidents when I’m working. This should fit you like a short dress until Lori gets back.”

The blouse was far too big on his small frame, but it did the job. It was very silky and had a very different smell to it than any of his own clothes or any of Lori’s little sisters’ hand me downs. He loved the way that his new breasts held the blouse away from him, making swing against him when he moved. It felt odd, but in a lovely way. It made him feel strangely smaller and somehow more reliant on the women around him – younger and less independent. It was like he was a child again and they’d sent him to school with one of his mother’s shirts to use as a smock in art class. He liked it.

When he was seated at a station in the salon, Alison looked closely at his face, comparing it to the picture. “Alright, Paulie. We did most of the heavy work on your eyebrows the other day, but now I need to shape them just a little more, ok?l

Paul nodded.

“The thing you need to understand, though, Paulie, is that for the next couple of months, you’re going to have women’s eyebrows. You’ll have them for school, prom...”

“Keith’s wedding,” Lilly offered. “Maybe we should just keep them as they are. It won’t make that big a difference.”

Alison nodded. “Ok...”

“No. Not ok.” Paul announced. “I want the picture to be perfect. Go ahead, Alison. Make them just like grandma’s. If I need to draw them in later, I will.”

Alison looked to Lilly who smiled and shrugged.

“Ok, then, young lady,” Alison teased, “let’s give you Miss America eyebrows.”

When Lori returned with the same pink, lacy, lace up, fit and flare dress that Beth had, essentially, forbade her from buying an hour earlier, Paul’s eyebrows had been sculpted into lovely arches – not overly thin, but definitely sculpted.

Beth, who was sitting at a bank of unused hairdryers, saw the dress, laughed and shook her head as her best friend sat next to her. “Unbelievable. You are completely incorrigible, You know that?”

Lori smiled and dismissed Beth’s teasing with the raise of her eyebrows. “He’s looking awesome, isn’t he?”

“You better calm down, Lori, or you’ll have a stroke before tomorrow is over.”

Lori laid the dress on the chair next to her. “Damn,” she whispered, “he’s going to be cuter than either of us pretty soon.”

Beth nodded. “What do you think his grandmother will think? I think that, if we gave my grandma a picture of my brother dressed to look like her, she’d freak.”

“You’re brother is six foot two, has a beard and weighs three-hundredand -seventy-five pounds.”

“Be that as it may,” Beth shrugged, “you know what I mean.”

“Mrs Rooney seems to think she’ll like it.”

Beth looked at Paul’s mother who was standing next to her son, transfixed by his metamorphosis. “What if she’s as blinded by excitement as you are and his grandma freaks out? What then?”

Lori shifted uncomfortably in her seat. “Why do you have to be this way, Beth? Can’t we just enjoy this?”

“I’m sorry.” Beth leaned forward and took her friend’s hand in hers. “I just want you to keep at least one foot on planet earth. If she goes nuts when she sees the picture, you need to be ready to help Paulie. You saw what happened this week...”

“Yeah, but he’s stronger, now, and...”

“And... and... and... nothing. He’s not a strong, confident man, Lori. He’s an adolescent girl, right now, and he’s thinking like one. You helped to create this situation – if things go badly, you need to be the grownup.”

Lori looked at Paul, then back at Beth and she considered everything that Beth had said. Finally, she nodded. “Ok. When she sees the picture, I’ll be there with Paulie, but I really think she’ll love it.”

“Since we can’t see the back of your mother’s head in the photo,” Alison was saying to, Lilly, “I’m going to have to guess at how she wore her hair back there. Let me try a few things and you can pick the one you like. That way, tomorrow morning, I’ll know what I need to do.”

“What did you have in mind?” Lilly asked.

“Well, it looks as if she had it done up in a chignon. I’ll try a couple of different styles and you can pick what you like.”

She wound his hair into elaborate formations behind his head until she found one that, when viewed from the front, looked very similar to the way that Lilly’s mother had worn hers all those years ago. His hair had been pinned into a medium sized ball, which started at the back of his skull and curved to the nape of his neck. It was simple, but elegant. Classic.

“Yes, Alison,” Lilly said, sounding relieved that they’d found the perfect look for her son. “That’s it, exactly. You’re a genius.”

“Thank you,” Alison looked at the boy in her chair. “I agree. I’ll do it like this in the morning, but, since it was a very special occasion for your mom, I imagine that the chignon was a little more elaborate. I’ll add some more details – a few waves and curls – and, if you look closely, right here, I’m pretty sure that she had some baby’s-breath woven into it, as well. I’ll pick some up on the way in, tomorrow. I think that will be perfect for this look.”

“How much time will you need to get him ready, then?”

“Oh, I’d say forty five minutes to an hour for his hair and another forty five minutes for his makeup. It’ll be busy here, so I will have other customers, too... let’s say two hours, maybe another fifteen minutes – maybe not.”

“Wonderful. Thank you, so much, Alison.”

“I’m happy to do it, Lilly. Paulie, you’re going to look beautiful.”

Paul was still in the chair, inspecting his hair in the mirror. His face was tingling with excitement. “Thank you,” He managed to reply.

“What about tonight?” Alison asked.

“What do you mean?” Lilly hadn’t really thought about anything but tomorrow.

“I mean – are you going home? Going out? Should I put a little makeup on him or doesn’t it matter?”

Lilly turned to Beth and Lori. “What do you think, girls. Are we going home or would you like to go get some dinner?”

Lori stood and held the pink dress up for Paul and Lilly to see. “I’m starving. Food would be great and look at this dress, Paulie. Isn’t it great?”

Paul smiled and nodded, while Beth stood behind him and looked at his reflection in the mirror. “What do you want to do, Rooney? Would you feel comfortable going to a restaurant or would you rather go home?” She ran her fingers along the beautifully crafted design of his hair.

Paul took her hand in his and held it to his cheek while looking at her in the mirror. “I want to go out.” He kissed her hand. “Thank you for worrying about me, though.”

She bent and kissed his cheek. “You look awesome, Rooney, but I have to head home. I’m meeting Jeff later and I need to get ready. Looking at you, I’m feeling a bit... underdressed to go out.” She winked at him.

“I’ll drive you home,” Lori said, but Beth waved her off.

“Naw, that’s ok. I’m only a couple of blocks away and it’s not dark out. Can I meet you guys here, tomorrow morning, around nine thirty?”

They all agreed and Beth waved as she walked out the door.

“Alright, then,” Alison picked up her makeup palette, “I’ll just put on enough makeup to make you look natural and you are free until tomorrow.”

Lilly excused herself to use the Ladies Room.

Lori watched as her aunt worked on her boyfriend. “Don’t make him look too grown up, Auntie,” she said, quietly. “I like it when he looks natural – maybe just a little younger then he is. You know? Kinda ‘fresh faced,’ I guess.”

Alison let out an amused breath. “Kids,” she muttered, “you get weirder every day.”

Lilly returned as Alison removed the cape covering Paul’s make-shift dress. She stopped and took in the sight of him. He was adorable. Pretty. Unpretentious. Happy. The perfect little girl. She’d miss this if he went back to being a boy. “Oh, honey, you just look so precious.”

Paul stood and looked at himself in the mirror. He like what he saw and his broad, youthful grin displayed his feelings. “Thanks, mommy. And thank you, Alison. It looks... I look... amazing! Thank you.”

“My pleasure, sweetheart. Lori, go get her... sorry, him dressed. You all must be starving.”

Lori grabbed the dress, then took Paul’s hand and led him back to the room with the padded table, while Lilly helped Alison pick up her work station so that she, too, could go home.

“Let me help you with that,” Lori turned Paul toward her and she unbuttoned her aunt’s blouse. Paul shook it from his shoulders and smiled as he stood there in his bra and panties.

“Wow,” Lori said quietly. “You look amazing.”

He smiled and shrugged. “Not very manly, though.”

Lori’s smile turned just a little sad. “No, but still amazing. How do you feel?”

Again he shrugged. “I guess ‘amazing’ sums it up. I certainly don’t feel like me, but I do feel... amazing.”

Lori held up the dress she’d purchased, suddenly feeling little pangs of guilt as she thought of Beth’s chastisement. “I’m afraid I went a little overboard and got you a pretty girly dress.”

Paul looked at it and snickered. “I’ve never seen a macho dress. It’s very pretty. I like it, a lot.”

“Good,” Lori said, relieved. She undid the laced up front of the dress and knelt as she lowered it to the floor. He stepped into it, and Lori started to raise it, but as she reached his knees, her eyes rose to the level of her boyfriend’s smooth, silk and lace pantied crotch and she paused. She leaned forward and gently kissed the bottom of the embroidered front panel.

Caught by surprise, Paul made an odd sound with a quick intake of air. “Not now,” he whispered. “Not here.”

Lori smiled. Was there still a boy in there? She wondered. Was there still a penis tucked in those panties? It sure didn’t look like there was. And what boy would ever turn down a little attention in this area?

She kissed his panties, again. She let is linger this time. He smelled of scented soap and perfume and just the tiniest bit musky. Like a girl.

She smiled up at him, noticing hope ripe and natural his breasts looked from this angle, too. “Sorry,” she kissed his panties one more time, “but you needed some kissing and I don’t want to mess up your lipstick.”

She stood as she raised the dress to his shoulders and she laced up the front. The inch-wide straps hung from his shoulders and the bodice only just covered his newly acquired breasts, following in a straight line around his back to reveal his naturally beautiful shoulders. The all over lace pattern created circles all about the dress which flounced nicely to a few inches above his knees. It was sickeningly feminine and youthful. It was absolutely perfect. He had become the boy of her dreams by becoming the girl of her dreams. Her aunt was right: this WAS weird, but it was wonderful, too.

“God. I could eat you up,” she whispered as she centered his grandmother’s pendent to hang perfectly above his ample cleavage.

“And I’d like noting better,” he smiled, knowing how cute he looked and he stood on his toes to give her a peck on her beautiful lips with his beautiful lips, “but mommy is waiting...”

They said their goodbyes to Alison and walked to a Greek restaurant down the street. Paul walked between his mother and girlfriend. He was mesmerized by the feel of the dress as he walked. The laced up bodice hugged so tightly and accentuated his bosom so beautifully, while the skirt teased his legs and brushed his arms with each step. His white, beaded slippers were flat and felt as if he were walking barefoot.

By contrast, Lori was wearing a grey, tight fitting tee shirt, a pair of jeans and ankle boots with a two inch heel, while his mother was wearing her real estate agent attire – a white blouse, navy blue blazer and a conservative, grey skirt with classic, black pumps.

His bright and playful attire and the fact that he was half a head shorter than his mother and a full head and a little more shorter than his girlfriend, made him feel small and a bit vulnerable. It was wonderful to feel this pretty. He could only imagine how wonderful it must be for some girls who felt this way every day. EVERY DAY!!! God, that must be amazing!

Three Greek salads, three glasses of iced tea and three small triangles of baklava later and they were all sated and happy. The waitress had complimented his appearance several times and had fawned over him with each visit to the table. She made him feel very speacial.

Paul’s phone buzzed, indicating a text. It was from Keith. ‘Hey, Paulie. How goes it? Mom and Lori getting you all ready for tomorrow?”

Paul text back, ‘They are. You wouldn’t believe how I look right now. We’re having dinner downtown.’

‘Where?’

‘Toula’s. Near city hall.’

‘Cool. We’re actually across the street at the Brewing Company. Do you think we could talk to you for a few minutes?’

‘You and ???’

‘Abby’

Paul sighed prompting the others to ask who he was texting. He held up a hand and continued texting.

‘I’m very girly, right now. Will she behave?’

‘Definitely. We’ve had a long day of talking. She wants to apologize. She’s really sorry. I’m serious.’

He thought for a moment before replying.

‘Ok. I’ll be there in a minute or two.’

‘No. You stay there. I’ll come and accompany you over.’

‘Ok.’

Paul put his phone down and smiled at the women at his table. “Umm... Keith is in The Brewing Company across the street. He’s coming over to get me. I’ll just be a few minutes.”

“What!?” both women asked.

“Why?” Asked Lilly. “Does this have something to do with Abby? Paulie, I don’t want you to be upset tonight, so you just text your brother...”

“Mommy... mommy... calm down. If Keith and Abby are ever going to get back together, then this has to be resolved and I am willing to do whatever I can for my big brother.”

“And I am ready to do anything I can for my little sister,” Keith said as he came up behind his brother, bent down over him and and kissed his cheek. “How are you doing, princess?”

“Keith,” Lilly stood as Paul did, “now, I don’t want Paulie to be upset tonight...”

“Oh, don’t worry, mom... Wow! Paulie! Holy Moses! You’re absolutely beautiful! You really are a princess! Ready?”

Paul grabbed his phone and smiled. “Sure. Mommy, Lori, I’ll be back in ten or fifteen minutes. Please, just be patient with me. I won’t be long.”

“Paulie!...” Lilly stamped her foot.

Paul kissed her cheek.

“I love you, mommy. I’ll be right back.” He took his brother’s arm and headed toward the exit.

“Don’t worry, Mrs Rooney.” Lori took the older woman’s hand. “I think he’ll be ok. He’s much stronger than he was on Tuesday.”

“Good God, I hope so, Lori, because I can’t take another night like that one.”

“Can I ask you a question?” Keith asked as he put his arm around Paul protectively when they stepped into the street.

“Sure.”

“Those are... well, how did you sprout real boobs since last night?”

Paul laughed and used his head to hug his brother as they stepped onto the curb on the other side. “You’re a riot. They’re glued on - until Sunday night by the way. Pretty impressive, though, huh?”

“You certainly are,” Keith guided Paul into the restaurant and towards a tall, round table where Abby sat on a tall stool that looked like a kitchen chair with very long legs.

Abby was wearing a pretty, loose, flowered sleeveless blouse and incredibly tight jeans. Her eyes were red rimmed and puffy. She’d obviously been crying. Her face was reddish and blotchy from stress. If someone didn’t know her, then they’d think she was just tired, but Paul knew how meticulous she was about her appearance and he knew that she was a mess of emotions and that made him feel bad for her...

...but, even though he did feel bad, he also felt a distinct pang of caution and a touch of fear when he saw her. A wave of heat passed through him, but he refused to show her anything but a calm exterior.

Abby looked up and made eye contact with Keith as they approached the table and a smile creeped across her lips, but then she realized that the very young, very pretty girl in pink under his arm was his brother, Paul, and her eyes went wide as her jaw dropped.

“Paul...?” she said quietly, but excitedly. “Is that really you!? You look...”

“I think the word you’re looking for is ‘gorgeous,’” Keith’s smile showed his sense of pride and love as he pulled out a chair for Paul.

Paul smiled at his brother’s effusiveness. The chair was a bit high and Paul pondered the best approach to getting into the seat with his short dress, but Keith, ever the gentleman, offered Paul an arm to steady himself and it made it easy for him to put a slippered heel on the footrest and raise himself high enough to sit while smoothing the dress beneath him. He smiled a thank you, while Keith moved the chair closer to the table.

Paul sat tall and royally, back straight, hands laid one on top of the other on the table and smiled confidently, yet cautiously, at Abby. His ‘Mona Lisa Smile’ showed no emotion. He waited for her to begin.

“Well,” Keith pulled up his tall chair and began his work as a liaison, “here we all are.”

There was an awkward silence.

“Abby,” Keith prodded, “I believe you have something to say...”

She heaved a nervous sigh. “Well, Umm, Paul...”

“Paulie,” the vision in the pink dress stated flatly.

“I beg your pardon?”

“My name. My name is Paulie. Not Paul. You’ve always known that, so, please, call me Paulie.”

She looked at Keith, who offered no comment. “Ok... Paulie... look, what I did was... well, it was unforgivable.”

She paused and waited for Paul to say something, but he remained enigmatic.

Her eyes darted from a Paul to Keith, waiting for someone to help her, but she was met by silent stares.

“Even my maid of honor was furious with me, but to be honest, I didn’t really expect you to run out the way you did...”

“Yes, you did.”

She looked hurt. “No, Paul, I didn’t...”

“Abby, you waited till I was alone and then threatened to have me beaten.” Paul’s voice was steady. A slightly condescending smile toyed at the edges of his lips. “My reaction exactly what you wanted and Keith...?” his eyes remained locked on Abby’s.

“Yes?”

“If she calls me ‘Paul’ once more, I’ll be asking you to escort me back across the street.”

Keith looked at Abby, raised his hands, palms up, and shook his head from side to side. “You have to do the right thing, Abby. Truly, I love you, but I love Paulie, too.”

She wiped a tear from her eye and sniffled slightly – a bit too dramatically, in Paul’s opinion. “Ok...Paulie... I was being a self centered, obnoxious bitch. I was at the height of my bridezilla mood and I can’t even explain why I decided to target, you, but I swear that I have learned my lesson and from now on, I promise that I will support you. I will be the best sister in law imaginable, Paulie. I swear it.”

There was silence while Paul remained still and waited.

She looked to Keith who used his eyes to guide her right back to Paul.

Finally she asked, “Do you forgive me?”

“I can’t,” Paul said quietly and emotionless lay.

She looked from one brother to the other, nearly frantic. “What...? Why...? I mean... What do I have to do?”

“Well, the first thing you have to do is apologize.”

Abby looked confused. “I just did.”

“No. You said a lot of things, but you never apologized.”

She looked to her possible-fiancé with a look on her face that said, ‘Seriously?’ but Keith remained impassive.

Finally, she looked at Paul and steeled herself to say one of the most difficult sentences of her life. “Paulie, from the bottom of my heart, I apologize for what I did. I was mean and selfish and I know I hurt you and I will never forgive myself for what I did.”

Paul considered her words for a few moments before he spoke. When he did finally speak, he kept his spine straight, but leaned forward forward just slightly, placing his hands on his crossed knees, now, pulling Abby’s attention closer to him. “Abby, I want to explain something to you. What you did to me was, as you said, unforgivable, and at least right now, I, honestly, cannot forgive you. But I do accept your apology and this is why – I actually considered killing myself that day, did you know that?. That’s how badly you made me feel. But out of that despair, a few things happened.”

“First, I realized that I was a lot stronger than I thought and that the only reason your petty and spiteful words hurt me was because I allowed them to. Your meanness taught me to be a stronger, more confident person. You no longer have that kind of power over me.”

Abby nodded, a bit taken aback by the maturity that Paul was displaying.

“Second, my brother loves you and I want him to be happy, but I know that, if I do not accept your apology, he will feel that he has to chose either you or his family and, if that happened, he’d never truly be happy.”

Keith reached over and squeezed both of Paul’s dainty hands in one of his dig, strong ones.

“And finally, and absolutely most importantly,” he breathed back the emotions he wanted to show, “because you were such a bitch to me, my brother came back to me and the last three days with him have been more precious to me than you can imagine and I actually owe you a thank you’ for that. So – thank you.”

Keith’s head sagged for a moment and when he looked back up, he discreetly wiped a tear from his eye.

“So, Abby, for the sake of my brother, I will learn to love you as a sister and I will never share what you did to me with my mother or anyone else, ever again, but I cannot forgive you, right now. Maybe later... who knows. Can you live with that?”

Abby felt as if she’d been called out on the carpet by a truly superior person. How had she been made to feel this way? Paul was a child, for crying out loud. She could feel the tears welling up behind her eye lids, but she did not want to cry.

Paul saw the redness returning to her eyes and cheeks. He felt as if he’d made his point. No need to remain and gloat.

“Well, I should get back to mommy and Lori, so, Keith, if you wouldn’t mind...”

“Not at all, princess,” he stood and helped Paul to dethrone.

Paul stood and stepped close to Abby, leaned towards her and kissed her cheek. “Congratulations, Abby. Keith is a wonderful person and he loves you, very much. I know that you will have a wonderful life together.”

Paul turned to leave, but kept his back turned to give Keith a moment. He, too, leaned down to Abby and kissed her cheek. “I’ll be right back, Abby.” He stood to go, but stopped for a moment and said in a slightly louder voice, “Didn’t I tell you? I have the coolest sister, ever.”

With that, he placed his arm around his brother’s shoulders and gave him a hug and kissed the top of his head. “Thank you, Paulie. I love you and I am so proud of you.”

Paul was actually shaking from the encounter. He had behaved and explained himself exactly as he’d wanted, but the amount of adrenaline that was coursing through his system was beginning to overwhelm him. He threw his arms around Keith and hugged him tightly, too. “I love you, too, Keith, and I’m glad that things are working out with Abby.”

They stepped out onto the sidewalk as Keith said, “I think we’re on the road to fixing things, Paulie. We still have a lot to work out.”

“You’ll get there,” Paul smiled.

“Well, girls,” Lilly said as she rose from the couch, “this show is of no interest to me, so I think I’ll head up to bed. Paulie, I need you to be up by seven o’clock, so set your alarm.”

“Ok, mommy,” he smiled as he cuddled into Lori a bit more than he had when his mother had been sitting with them. “Love you.”

“Night, Mrs Rooney,” Lori called.

They were watching a mediocre comedian on NetFlix and neither was very interested in what he had to say. Mostly, they just wanted to be together as long as they could before Lori had to leave for home.

“You really do look beautiful, babe,” Lori loved the way he cuddled into her.

He smiled broadly and turned to kiss her. It was a brief kiss, but the one that followed was deeper and more sensuous. And the one that followed that was very, very deep.

“You’ve always been beautiful, Lori. I could never catch up with you.” They kissed again. “I love you, so much.”

“And I love you, baby.”

He settled back down and cuddled again.

After a few minutes, Lori asked, “How do they feel?”

Paul grinned again. He knew that’d she’d been dying to talk about his breasts all night.

“Fine, I guess. I’m pretty used to them, now.”

“Do you like them?”

He sat up straight and shimmied a little to make his breasts wiggle. “More importantly, do YOU like them?”

She giggled and threw her head back in mock frustration. “Oh, Paulie! I LOVE you and, yes, I love LOVE them, and you know it. Now, come on. Tell me how you feel.”

He leaned forward, just a bit, exposing his cleavage a little more than necessary. “I really,” he kissed her, “really,” he kissed her, again, “really like them.” He kissed her a third time. “To tell you the truth, I absolutely love them and I can’t even think about what it’s going to be like to take them off.”

She liked that answer. “Then keep them on forever.”

He giggled and smiled again before going back to cuddling. The comedian on NetFlix told a joke about the lost and found at the airport. The audience laughed hysterically, but neither of them were listening. They were both lost in their thoughts; nervous about saying anything more.

Finally, Paul whispered, “I wish they were real.”

Lori smiled, relieved that he’d said it first. “So do I, baby.”
 
 
To Be Continued...

Spit and Image - 6

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  • Clara

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  • Transgender

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  • Teenage or High School

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  • BridesMaid
  • Corsets
  • Caught With Consequences
  • Crossdressing / TV
  • Deals
  • Bets or Dares
  • lingerie
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Prom Girl or Fancy Dance
  • school girl
  • Slow Transformation

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Spit and Image: 6

by Clara
Copyright©2018,2024 Clara Schumann

 

The big day has arrived and Paul prepares to recreate the fifty five year old
picture of his grandmother. First some breakfast with mom, then a visit to the
salon before the photographer arrives..


 
Author's Note: Yes, I see that comments have dried up completely for this story and Positively Glowing. I did something wrong. For that, I apologize. ~Clara.
 
This version of Spit and Image: 6 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 6
 

It was barely past 6:30am on that Saturday morning and Lilly was already showered and dressed. She'd pulled her ivory, jacketed-sheath dress from the closet, hung it on the back of the door and pulled out her shoes and jewelry, preparing for the big day. The entire time, she'd been as quiet as she could so as not to wake her son. It was going to be a long, tiring day for him. He might as well sleep as long as he could.

She crept past his door and headed down the stairs to make some breakfast for them both. When she stepped from the hallway into the dinning room she stopped to look at the bridesmaids dresses that had begun this whole adventure and she shook her head at the realization that she'd neglected these dresses for an entire week now and, if in fact Keith and Abby were going to go through with their wedding, she needed to spend a lot of time in this room over the next couple of weeks to catch up.

As she was admiring the gowns on the garment rack, she was shocked to hear hushed voices in the kitchen. She moved quietly until she could hear who was speaking.

"I am excited, sure, but I wonder what she'll think of it when she sees it, you know?" It was Paul's voice.

"From what you've told me, I would think that she'll love it," It was hard to tell who it was. It wasn't Lori, that was for sure. It didn't sound like Beth either. The voice continued, "but, Paulie, this has to be your choice and your choice alone. From what you've told me, you've been very public in your female persona over the last few days, but it can be very difficult to come out like this to your entire family and your school."

"I'm not 'coming out,' Joyce. I'm not sure what I'm going to do after today, but..."

Joyce? Who was Joyce?

"...but what, Paulie?"

He laughed. "I don't know. Honestly, I'm more excited to do this than I have ever been about anything, but, and again, if I am being honest, I'm kind of scared of where I'm headed. What should I do?"

"You should do what's right for you, Paulie, and only you can decide what that is."

"Geez, you sound just like a Beth."

"You mention Beth a lot. I think I need to meet this girl."

Lilly needed to know what was going on, so she walked into the kitchen, pretending to be shocked to find Paul awake and with someone.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't realize that you were up, Paulie," she fibbed.

"Morning, mommy. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you." Paul was wearing a simple, white, polo-style top with very, very short sleeves and an undersized pocket halfway up his left breast. The material stretched tightly to accentuate his new figure. Below that was a cute pair of peach track shorts. "Mommy, this is Joyce Kim and she's..."

"Hi, Mrs Rooney. Actually, I'm DOCTOR Joyce Kim." The athletic looking, Asian woman rose and shook Lilly's hand. "I'm a therapist. I specialize in gender identity issues. Paul came to see me yesterday, and..."

"Paul came...? Paulie!? You went to see a therapist without discussing it with me!?" Lilly's face was filled with shock and concern.

"Mommy, I needed..."

Lilly had not heard him. She was looking at the clock on the microwave oven. "And exactly what kind of therapist makes house calls at 6:42 on a Saturday morning!?"

"Please," the Asian woman smiled and indicated another seat at the kitchen table, "Mrs Rooney. Have a seat and let me explain. I assure you that I am here to open up a conversation between Paul and your family. Not to hide anything from you."

Lilly sat, confused and a little hurt that a stranger was in her kitchen talking to Paul about these things. Why hadn't he just spoken to her? If there was something to be said, he could say it to her. He didn't need a mediator.

"I suppose I should start by explaining my appearance and why I'm here at this time of day. You see, Paul came to see me, yesterday, after school. Normally, it would have taken weeks to have fit him into my schedule and I typically don't go into the office on Fridays, but Paul's chorus teacher, Nana Mwangi, is my my brother-in-law and he asked me to make an exception. So, yesterday, Paul and I spent a very productive hour and a half together. And, I must say, Mrs Rooney, you have raised a very remarkable young person."

Lilly glanced at Paul, still trying to get a handle on what was happening, then returned her confused gaze to Dr Kim. "So, you're Mr Mwangi's sister-in-law?"

"Yes, I am. I'm married to his sister. I know that it can be confusing with my wife and I being lesbians, and the fact that her family is Kenyan and mine is Korean, but we are related, yes."

"How did Mr Mwangi get involved in any of this?"

Paul said, "It's a long story, mommy, but he offered his help if I need it, so I asked him to call Dr Joyce for me."

She nodded at that, then returned her gaze to Joyce.

"To explain why I'm here this morning - typically, a person discovering their gender confusions approach their milestones of realizations slowly, but Paul's situation did force things for him a bit due to today's deadline. So, after our discussion, yesterday, I mentioned that I jog down your street everyday between 5:30 and 5:45 and, if he needed to talk more, he could catch me as I jogged past."

"So, I did," Paul concluded.

"Paulie," Lilly felt the guilt that she'd felt earlier in the week creeping in on her, again, "if you had doubts about doing this, I wish that'd you'd told me about it..."

"Oh, mommy, no, no, no. I have no doubts about today. I really want to do this and do it right. My doubts are about what I'm going to do later. After the photographer leaves and grandma's dress is back in storage - then what? Do I give up being a boy or do I give up being a girl? I love being both, but I don't know what to do. That's why I went to see Dr Joyce. Of course, I want to know what you think, but she's helped lots of people through these kinds of things, right?"

"I have, Mrs. Rooney," the doctor smiled as she reached across the table to take Lilly's hand in hers, "and I have to tell you, Paul is one of the most well adjusted people I have ever met and his questions and concerns show a remarkable grasp of his needs and society's reactions to what he's doing today. I am confident that, with your support, the support of his friends and your other son, and just a little professional help to offer guidance, he will discover his correct path."

Lilly nodded, but turned to Paul and said, "Paulie, I don't understand why you couldn't just talk to me about all of this. I know that we had some problems earlier in the week, but..."

"Mrs Rooney," Joyce interrupted, gently, "please don't view this as a break in trust. Paul told me about what happened earlier in the week and he just came to me to work some things out. That is a much better decision than bottling up his feelings or lashing out at others or, worst of all, inflicting pain or worse on himself. Honestly, he did the right thing and you should be very proud of him for that."

Lilly looked at Paul, his pretty little outfit, his cute hairdo, his delicate eyebrows, his breasts, the pendant - how could her heart not melt. She rubbed his cheek and smiled, "How could I not be proud of you, honey? I wish that you'd told me that you had gone to see Dr Kim before I found her in the kitchen this early in the morning. Maybe then I would have been better prepared."

"Sorry, mommy, but I just don't know how to say everything that I'm thinking. Dr Joyce has a way of asking the right questions. I hope that you're ok with that and that this won't upset you - today of all days."

She kissed his sweet face. "Not at all, honey. Thank you."

Dr Kim rose and extended her hand to Lilly. "Well, I need to finish my run. It was a pleasure to meet you, Mrs Rooney. Paul, you have cell number. Call or text if you need me."

They watched as she jogged down the driveway and turned onto the street.

"Are you ready for your big day?" Lilly asked. Now that he was standing and Lilly could get a better look at the whole outfit, Paul looked even cuter.

"Almost. I need to shower and have some breakfast."

"Tell you what. Go shower, put on something comfortable that doesn't pull over your head and lets go to the diner and have a nice, Saturday morning breakfast before we go to Alison's."

That did sound very good, so Paul hurried up and got ready.

Louie's Diner was just an old train-car style diner on the edge of downtown. The food was good and the atmosphere was noisy and joyous. Paul and Lilly went there two or three times a year - usually on vacation days when there were lots of errands to be done. Saturdays were particularly busy days, so they knew they'd have to wait in line to be seated, but that was fine, it was early, yet.

As soon as they got in line on the long ramp that ran up the front of the train-car, Lilly was approached by another businesswoman who was a couple places further forward in the line.

"Lilly!" The woman waved. "You're out and about early, today. Are you running an open house?"

Lilly smiled, "No, no." She indicated Paul, who looked cute as a button in a casual, yellow-flowered sun dress and flip-flops, light makeup and his hair brushed out, but still slightly wavy due to yesterday's chignon, "we have a busy day. We're starting at the salon at 9:30."

The woman smiled at Paul and introduced herself as Esther Foster. "And your name is?"

"Paulie," he shook her hand and smiled.

"Lovely to meet you, Polly," she looked from him to his mother. "You certainly are your mother's daughter, Polly. My goodness, you two must have been made in the same mold."

"You really think so?" Lilly asked, flattered and surprised.

"Oh, Lilly, come on. Your eyes and chin and, good heavens those smiles... two peas in a pod."

Of course, Lilly couldn't resist showing Esther the photo on her phone of her own mother and pointing out the resemblances between her and Paul.

"Oh, heavens, Polly, your grandmother must show you off as her doppelgänger all the time! It's like you're twins born decades apart. Look you even have the same bangs."

Lilly went on to tell the story of the dress and the photo recreation scheduled for that day. "That's why we're headed to the salon so early."

"Oh, my goodness," Esther held a hand to her breasts and looked as if she was about to cry. "I have never heard of anything this sweet, before! Polly, your grandmother is going to be on cloud-nine when she sees that picture. What a wonderful things for a girl to do! You are an angel!"

She hugged Paul tightly and kissed his cheek. Then made a huge show of wiping the residual lipstick from his pale, smooth cheek. She was taller than Paul by an inch or so, but her heels made her slightly taller, still, and she was higher up the ramp than Paul, so he was only shoulder height to her. Her fussing with him to remove the lipstick made him feel very small and younger. It was kind of nice.

"Such a lovely, little thing," she beamed at him. Then she shocked him with, "I have a son just about your age and he's as handsome as you are gorgeous." She turned to Lilly, "We should get these two together, Lilly. Imagine how beautiful their children would be!"

Esther didn't notice that Paul turned pale, but Lilly did and she threw her arm around his shoulders. "That would be lovely, Esther, but I'm afraid that Paulie is very much taken and they've been dating for months."

Esther's head tilted to the side as she sighed "Oh, poo. Well, if that ever changes, Lilly, you send Polly here over to meet my Roland. They'd be perfect together."

'Oh, my God,' Paul thought. 'Roland Foster! She's trying to set me up with Roland Foster!" Roland was a freshman in his chorus class. Actually, when he thought about it, Roland was a very handsome boy - always well dressed and well groomed and he was usually very polite to everyone, but Paul had always kind of considered him to be somewhat spoiled because of the obvious amount of money that was spent on his nice clothes and nice grooming. It was like Roland was a bit of sissy, not gay, necessarily, but a bit effeminate. That seemed pretty funny now that Paul considered how much money and time he'd spent on his own appearance in the last ten days, and the fact that he was wearing a pretty, breezy sundress that was playing teasingly about his smooth legs. Suddenly, Roland was like a hairy, he-man compared to Paul.

Wow! He'd never really thought about his transition in comparison to other people's search for their own daily presentation, before. He guessed everyone was searching to one degree or another.

He was shaken from his thoughts by a knock on the window above his head. He looked up to see the smiling faces of Lori and Beth who had surprised looks on their face as they indicated that they had room at their table and that Lilly and Paul should come through the line to join them.

"Oh, look at that, Paulie! Your friends are inviting us to join them. Esther, would you like to join us? I'm sure that we could make room for all of us." Lilly was nearly as relieved as Paul to end the current conversation, although she did find Esther's praise of Paul's beauty and his resemblance to his mother wonderfully flattering.

Esther smiled and shook her head. "Thank you, but I'm meeting Joan Albright. You know Joan? She's in accounting at my company?"

Lilly acknowledged that she knew Joan and they said their goodbyes as they worked their way up the ramp and through the crowds to join the table where Lori and Beth had already had a coffee waiting for Lilly and a tea waiting for Paul.

Paul slid in next to Lori and Lilly next to Beth.

"We didn't expect to see you girls here," Lilly said as she settled her pocketbook in the space between her and Beth.

"We were surprised to see you, too," Lori kissed Paul's cheek.

"Was that Erick Foster's mother you were talking to out there?" Beth asked.

"I imagine so," Lilly said. "That's Esther Foster. She works for a finance company. I've known her for years - just as a colleague. She mentioned her son, but his name wasn't Erick. Paulie, what was the name Esther mentioned."

"Roland. Do you guys know Roland Foster? He's in my chorus class. He's a freshman."

Lori didn't, but Beth said, "I know who he is. He looks just like a younger version of Erick. You know Erick, Lori. He's in your AP Physics class. Really good looking... always dresses nice."

"Oh, sure."

"Well, Lori," Lilly teased, "you'd better keep your eye on this one," she waved a finger at Paul, "because Esther just tried to hook Paulie up with her son, Roland."

"Wow!" Lori said loud and playfully, "You're such a little tease!!!" She hugged him tightly and kissed his cheek.

He smiled, but Beth saw a little concern in his eyes. "Were you ok with that, Rooney?" she asked.

He shrugged and smirked, "It was ok, I guess..."

"What's the matter, honey," Lilly asked, "did that bother you?"

He shrugged. "A little... I guess."

"Why, baby?" Lori's lack of insight made Beth sigh.

"Lori, he's a straight guy. Of course it was a little weird that someone wanted to hook him up with her son."

"Well, yeah... but, Paulie, you look like a girl, right? And a really hot girl... so, of course..."

"I know, but..." Paul thought through his words before speaking, "...I just want to look nice and be with you guys, you know? I guess that it never really occurred to me that boys - or boys' mothers - especially mothers of fourteen year boys - would find me attractive. It's a little hard for me to think about."

Lori hugged him a little tighter. "I'm sorry, baby. It's not that big a deal, though..."

He shrugged again. "It kinda is... I'll figure it out though. It was just something new, you know."

Beth smiled and said, "If it helps, Rooney, it's the same way for a girl the first time it happens, too. You know, it's like, one day you're a little girl, almost just like a little boy except for the clothes. Then, out of the blue, you start gaining weight in funny places, your period starts, you get pimples and greasy hair and you feel so ugly that you can't even look at yourself in the mirror. Then, one day, you wake up and you feel pretty, so you dress up a little and go out and, without any warning, a boy - or a boy's mother - suddenly starts looking at you differently. Like you're breading stock or something. I can remember the first time it happened to me, too. It really shakes you up."

Paul nodded and laughed a little. "She said we'd have beautiful babies. Can you imagine that? It made me feel really weird."

"She was just being a mom, honey." Lilly smiled. "I've thought the same thing about you and Lori a million times. It's just hardwired into moms to think that way."

"Oh, we're going to have REALLY beautiful babies, Mrs Rooney! Aren't we Paulie?" Lori was beaming.

"See, that doesn't make me feel weird," Paul said, "because I know that between you and me we have the right equipment to make that happen."

"But not too soon, you two!" Lilly teased.

"I don't know, maybe I just read too much into it," Paul said, "but she just made me feel funny."

Suddenly, he sat up straighter, "But enough about that. I feel like having a waffle for breakfast. Let's see if we can get a waitress over here so we can eat."

They all agreed, but Lilly teased, "Now, don't go stuffing yourself this morning, Paulie. I don't want to have to let out the seams on grandma's dress."

Everyone laughed as the waitress arrived to take their orders. When she'd left with their menus, Paul looked at the women and asked, "Do I really look like I'm fourteen?"

They all laughed, again. "I think it's the bangs, Paulie," Lilly said. "They're kind of old fashioned, so they make you look a little younger than a more modern cut would."

"Just wait till your done at Auntie Alison's, today, baby," Lori gave his shoulders a playful jostle. "You'll look all grownup and beautiful.

"Just like your grandma, Rooney." Beth smiled. "Just like you wanted, right?"

Paul smiled and nodded. He'd enjoy every moment today, then make the real decisions tomorrow.

They arrive at Alison's salon at 9:27 for their appointments. Lori and Beth were just getting a quick touch up for their hair and makeup and Lilly was getting her hair "done" for real. Paul, of course, was getting 'the works.'

Paul knew that his mother was getting hers done - she frequently had a salon appointment on Saturday mornings. "Why are you guys getting your makeup done?" he asked Lori and Beth.

"We just wanted to spend a day at the salon with you, baby," Lori smiled.

"It may be our only chance, right Rooney?" Beth added.

Paul accepted their stories and he went to Alison's chair to begin his day.

"Hop up into the chair, young lady," Alison patted the seat and smiled. "Let's get you ready for your big day."

Until now, Paul had been rational and focused on just doing this for his grandmother and he knew that it pleased Lori and his mother, but now - he had actual butterflies in his stomach. He was very excited and not just because of the picture, but because he wanted this. He wanted to be beautiful. He wanted to put on that dress and look gorgeous. He wanted to be the beautiful young woman that his grandmother had been - for real.

The chair was swung around and as the back dropped, placing Paul's head in sink, he thought about where he was. He was in a place that was reserved for women. Women who wanted, just like he did, to be beautiful. It was where he was meant to be, but it was also exciting because it was, in a way, forbidden.

The warm water felt wonderful and the feeling of Alison's beautifully manicured fingers scratching into his scalp felt glorious. Then she squeezed the excess water from his hair, wrapped it in a turban, sat him back up, then set to work.

She brushed his hair and pulled over a cart of rollers. "Your hair is holding the body-perm nicely, Paulie, but I'm going to just curl the back a little more for today. It'll make the chignon even fuller and I'm going to put a few small curlers in your bangs so that they curl correctly. I could do that with a curling iron, but since I'm going to put you under the dryer, anyway, we might as well kill two birds with one stone, ok?"

"Sure," Paul smiled. "Whatever you need to do is fine with me. I'm all yours."

"Oh, honey," Alison giggled as she started rolling the first curler into place, "that is a dangerous thing for a boy to say around here!"

The three pink curlers she put into Paul's bangs were fairly small in size, as Alison had stated, but she put a variety of different sizes into the hair in back of his head. "It creates a kind of 'structured-messy' effect," she explained. "You'll love it, I promise."

Once the curlers were in, Alison put a hair net over his head and placed him under a dryer beside an older woman. Within minutes, there was a twenty-something woman sitting on a rolling stool in front of him. She had a rolling cart as well. She said something, but Paul could not hear her, but she reached down and lifted his left foot so that it sat on the front of her stool and she grabbed a cotton ball, soaked it in nail polish remover and began removing the polish from his toes, replacing it with the same, deep, brilliant red color. When his toes were done she went to work on his finger nails, leaving the French manicured nails glistening with a new, clear coat of lacquer. She communicated with Paul via smiles and hand gestures throughout her chore, which lasted as long as Paul was cooking under the dryer.

When Paul's dryer hood was lifted, the older woman next to him lifted hers and said, "You're getting the whole nine yards today, sweetheart, aren't you?"

Paul smiled and nodded.

"Are you in a wedding? I know that prom is a few weeks off, still."

He smiled again and gave a quick explanation of recreating the picture of his grandmother.

"Oh, my dear, what a wonderfully thoughtful thing to do." She waved her hands near her eyes. "Oh, look at me... you've got me all teary eyed. Come here, dear."

Paul came forward and the woman took both of his hands in hers and she smiled up at him. "You are a very special young lady. Don't let the world jade you, honey. Stay exactly the way you are, today, do you hear me?"

"Ok. ma'am. I promise. I won't change."

"I hope not. Young women are so bright eyed and so full of love." She kissed both of his hands. "Next time I see you here, I would love to see the picture."

He smiled broadly. "I'll make sure you see it, ma'am. I promise."

"What's you're name, honey?"

"Paulie."

"Well, Polly, you have a wonderful day."

"You, too, ma'am. Bye bye."

"Come on, Paulie," Alison called. "We're falling behind!"

Paul wiggled his fingers as a wave to his new friend as he hurried to Alison's chair. When the curlers were out, she ran a brush through his hair until his hair was full and lustrous. "Did you like the chignon, Paulie?"

He did.

"So, for today, I'm going to do the same thing, only fancier. The chignon will be made up of waves and curls that will have the baby's breath woven into it. How does that sound?"

He shrugged. "Wonderful, I guess? I don't really know much about this, but I love everything you've done up to this point."

"Do you?" Alison continued her work as she spoke. "I've been thinking a lot about you, you know?"

"Really? Why?"

"I've been wondering what it must be like for a boy - a young man, really - to suddenly be so deeply involved in all this." She spoke in a normal volume, but with so much activity going on in the salon, no one seemed to notice what was being said. "It must be pretty strange for you."

Another shrug from Paul. "I don't know... It all moved pretty slowly at first, I guess. Then, it took on a life of its own. I was helping my mom with a big sewing project, and then she saw how much I looked like my grandma. Now, I'm here."

Alison smiled at the innocent response. She knew that there had to be something just a bit kinky in all of this. She knew her niece well enough to know that she was getting pretty hot-and-bothered by her girly-boyfriend.

She decided to push the point a bit. "And after the photographer leaves today? Is that it? Then you go right back to being a boy?"

There was a pause before Paul answered. "I... I don't really know. Mom's sewing project isn't done yet, so there's that and... well, I just don't know..."

Alison smiled as she looked at the picture of Paul's grandmother and began sculpting his hair on top of his head.. "You like it, don't you? All the pampering, the hair, the makeup... it's not easy to give all of that up once you've tried it. I know that I couldn't."

Paul watched her work in the mirror and thought about what she'd said for several moments before he said, "And would that be so bad? I mean, if I stayed looking this way. Would that be a bad thing?"

He felt the gentle stab of a bobby-pin being pressed into his scalp to hold an elegantly puffed pile of hair on top of his head and he heard Alison say, "That's not for me to say, Paulie, but I will tell you that I have girls your age in here every single day and I bet that ninety percent of them would kill to be as cute as you are. You've got the hair, the eyes, the face, the smile - you've got it all going on as a girl. Do you like feeling pretty?"

Paul smiled. "I really do. It makes me feel very special."

"And did you like dressing up and looking handsome as a boy?"

That was a good question. In fact, he never really did like dressing up and wearing a tie. His suit coat was heavy and binding and the shoes were all clumsy and uncomfortable. "Not really, no. Besides, I don't think that I look very handsome in a suit. I just kind of feel - out of place."

"And in a dress?"

"Well, honestly, I haven't really gone out that much in a dress. I mean, I went to the country club on Tuesday, but that didn't work out so well - Not because of the dress. I really liked the dress and how I looked in it. It was something else, but..."

"Did you go out last night?"

"Yes, but just to the Greek place down the street. Nothing fancy. And we had breakfast at Louie's Diner this morning."

"And?"

"And what?"

"Did you get compliments?"

"Yeah, sure. I got lots of compliments. My big brother even said I looked like a princess last night."

"In that pink dress? Trust me, sweet-pea, you definitely would have made Cinderella look like the house-maid that she really was if you'd gone to the ball in that! You looked absolutely adorable."

"Really?" Paul had the same smile that Alison had seen a million times before on adolescent girls when they realized how beautiful they had become. He was definitely smitten.

"Really, Paulie. How Do you like your hair?"

He'd been lost in the conversation until now. Starting with his cute, wispy, curled bangs, his hair rose to a puffy, perfect ball on top of his head, then pulled behind his head, where it was sculpted into another, oblong puff of a chignon, but it was full and curly and delicate. The very center of the chignon was a rose sculpted of his very own hair! It was inconceivable to Paul that anyone had the skill to do such things with hair! He'd never seen anyone with hair this beautiful outside of a bridal magazine.

"Alison..."

"What? You don't like it?"

"Like it? It's amazing! I LOVE IT!" His skin actually flushed from excitement. In the gusset of his panties, Paul could feel himself stiffening dangerously, but he didn't want that right now. He just wanted to look at his hair. His beautiful, amazing hair!

"Now, watch this." Paul closed his eyes Alison sprayed some spray into his hair. When he opened them, though, he was shocked to see that there was a sparse layer of glitter in this hair. He glittered! He actually glittered!!! "You like?"

"Oh, my God! I didn't think it could look better than it did..."

"Oh, I'm not done, honey." She pulled out several sprigs of greenery with little, white flowers with tiny yellow centers. "Now, I'm going to weave these into your hair. A little baby's breath for your grandmother's new, baby girl."

He could not wait to see what everything would look like. As she started weaving the stems into his hair, he became fidgety, trying to see each bud in the mirror, all the while praying not to have an orgasm right here in this sanctum-sanctorum of femininity.

"Oh, my heavens, Paulie, look at you!" It was Lilly's voice as she stood behind him and looked at his hair from every angle. "I swear, you're even more beautiful than my mother was." He really was at least as beautiful as the girl in the picture.

"And we haven't done his makeup, yet," Alison pointed out, "but we're going to move to a makeup station for that."

She pulled his cape off and helped him stand, noticing that his eyes were riveted to the mirror. She exchanged a knowing smile with Lilly. They'd both had this same experience as girls. That first time that you're really done up for an event! You could never forget that feeling of being truly beautiful and Paul would be feeling that all day today. What a wonderful thing to share with your daughter and an even more wonderful thing to share with your son.

Alison gave Lilly another smile and a raise of her eyebrows before speaking to Paul, "Do you need a bathroom break before we start your makeup, sweetheart?"

Paul thought for a moment before saying, "I probably should."

"Ok. It's just back there. We'll meet you at my makeup station when you're all done."

He smiled. "Thank you," and he hustled off.

"He'll be a few minutes, I'm sure," Alison grinned at Lilly.

"Oh?" Lilly was oblivious for a moment before she realized Alison's implication. "Oh! You don't think that he's going to....? He wouldn't do that here, though!"

Alison laughed as she led Lilly across the salon. "I'm shocked that he hasn't just cum in his panties at this point. He's a boy, Lilly. Boys can't help it. Just let him deal with it. He'll be fine."

Paul closed the door to the lavatory behind him. It was not tiny, but not spacious, either. Big enough for the toilet and a fairly large vanity as well as a little room in case a woman needed to change her clothes. There was a large mirror over the vanity and full length mirror on the door behind him so he could look in the vanity mirror and see both the front of his hair and the back simultaneously. He was enraptured by it all. His hair and his dress. His smooth face. He was shaking. At a time like this, the last thing he wanted was to think about his boyish genitals, but he knew that he'd be in trouble if he didn't deal with a growing problem very soon.

He took a moment to remove his the lovely dress and hang it on a hook on the wall.

Oh, Lord, if anything was ever worth the effort, this was it. The realistic breasts in the soft, lacy bra and the silky panties that matched perfectly, but as beautiful as his panties were, they had to go and go quickly! He stepped out of them and hung them as well. Now, when he looked in the mirror, he saw a beautiful girl with a sizable, rigid penis where she should be smooth. Her penis was smooth and hairless, like a little boy's, but it was definitively functioning in a manly manner. He shivered just a little as he realized that even his most manly attribute looked as if it belonged to a junior high schooler. For some reason, even that excited him.

He raised the toilet seat and sat with his legs spread, allowing him to be able to aim himself down into the bowl when the time came.

He'd avoided touching himself all week. He didn't want to ruin his soft female garments with ugly male behavior, or stain them with... well, no need to think about that.

When the shiny fingernails touched him, they felt alien - not like they were attached to his hands, but like they were someone else's - Lori's, maybe, but feminine, regardless. They tickled him as they gently toyed with him. He closed his eyes, concentrating on the feeling of the fingers, as he slipped their softness around himself.

As his excitement built, his mind played tricks on him, and suddenly it was the penis that felt alien. The amount of hand and face cream he'd used over then past few weeks had soften his hand - which, of course, was very familiar with his penis - but he hadn't realized that the body washes had softened the skin on his boyhood so much. That, combined with the lack of pubic hair, made everything feel different.

It wasn't his hand - it was a woman's hand - yet, somehow he was that woman.

It wasn't his penis - it was another man's penis - yet, somehow, he was touching that other man's penis.

He could smell the fresh hairspray in his hair and taste the pink lipstick he'd reapplied after breakfast and the breasts on his chest and the bra securing them and hugging him so softly, securely and lovingly and he could feel the other man's penis stiffen and twitch as his pace increased and his breathing became ragged.

The soft "Ahh!!!" of a woman resounded in the room as the man's twitching became spasms and it exhausted itself in the soft, controlling, female hand that Paul was manipulating, but Paul continued to caress it to make sure that he milked every creamy drop from the man.

Finally, he shivered and shook as he felt something shake his entire body through and through. It was an icy feeling that shot from the area of his fingers and groin and then shot through him, leaving behind a warmth that overwhelmed him to his core. His eyes shot open as he sputtered to inhale until it passed and when it did, it left him feeling spent, yet fulfilled in a way that he'd never felt before.

"Oh, my God, Oh, my God, Oh, my God..." he muttered quietly as the shaking stopped and his breathing returned to normal. He closed and opened his eyes several time as he slowed his breathing and regained control of himself. What had happened? Whatever it was, it had never happened before and he sure as heck wanted it to happen again - but not now. Now, he had to clean up and get back to being the virginal vision in the picture. He looked at himself and his surroundings. He was a little sweaty, not too bad, he could clean himself and wash his face, but he'd completely forgotten to adjust his aim before his climax. This would take a few minutes to clean up.

Paul glanced at the clock as he reentered the salon. He had no concept of how long he'd been in there. It could have been three minutes and it could have been three hours. He was both relieved and embarrassed to see that it had been thirteen minutes. No one takes that much time in the lavatory unless they're suffering from a stomach bug or...

He spotted Alison at her makeup station, but his mother seemed to have left the salon.

Alison smiled as he sat down. "Feel better, sweetie?"

"Yes, thank you."

"Things like this can get very exciting, can't they?"

'Oh, my God!' Paul thought, "She knows what I just did."

Alison felt him tense up, so she let him off the hook. "Probably gave you an upset stomach, huh?

He relaxed. "I guess...Yeah."

She brushed on a base coat of makeup to smooth out his skin tone, then worked his cheeks a little.

"Your grandmother had a very wholesome look for back then. Most girls of that era overdid it with lots of blue on their eyelids. Lucky for you, your grandmother was subtle. You have those light blue eyes, so I'm going to use a brown eyeliner instead of black. It will keep everything looking more natural for you."

She leaned down as she worked on his face, standing to judge her work on occasion and showing smiles or scowls depending on how she evaluated the makeup job.

After a good long time in the chair, Lori popped her head into his sight line. "Baby, Beth and I have to go. We'll see you at the house in a little while. Your mom is back, now, so, you should be all set. Ok?" She kissed his cheek and whispered, "Oh, baby, you look so pretty!"

He smiled. "I love you."

She stood back up. "I love you too, baby. Oh, my God, this is SO EXCITING!!!"

Alison went back to work and pretty soon, Paul saw his mother smiling down at him. "Paulie, Paulie, Paulie..." she said quietly, "you are not going to believe how beautiful you are."

Finally, Alison proclaimed him ready. He stood and looked in the mirror, then looked again to be sure that it was, in fact, his reflection. The girl who looked back at him was truly beautiful. Her face was plump, soft and white, with huge, soft blue eyes that were lidded with long, dark lashes and the classic, deep, velvety, red lips were bigger, plumper and more inviting than anything he could have imagined.

The thing that was most shocking, though, was that, despite the modern, flowered, yellow sundress, the girl in the mirror WAS the girl in the picture. He had actually become that girl. He had actually become his grandmother.

He tingled with excitement and the anticipation of completing the look with that beautiful dress.

"So," Alison explained to both of them, but mostly to Lilly, "Everything he's wearing is waterproof and long lasting. I'm sending Home a tube of the lipstick with you, just in case, but he should be fine, even if he eats or drinks before the picture. Now, before you go, I want you to promise me that I will get a copy of the picture, ok?"

Lilly air-kissed Alison's cheek, promised to bring a picture as soon as possible and told Paul to thank Alison so that they could get going.

"Alison..." he started, "l don't even know what to say. I can't believe that you made me look like... well, like THIS! Thank you, so much."

"Oh, you are so welcome, little girl. Now, you go home and look pretty for everyone."

He smiled broadly and with an unselfconsciously feminine nod of his head, he took his mother's hand and allowed himself to be led to the door.

It was too early for Paul to get completely dressed, but, because he was so excited, when they returned home, he wanted to start getting ready, so his apparel for the late morning was comprised of the silk and lace matching bra and panty set that Lilly had bought specifically for this event, the waist nipper, the open toed, cream colored pumps and the new, knee length petticoat that was covered in layers and layers of soft, bouncy, lacy material.

At 12:30, an hour before the photographer was to arrive, Beth and Lori both showed up, dressed beautifully - Lori in a short, gold, formal dress that she'd worn to a wedding last summer and Beth in a very pretty, sleeveless, white top and the pleated skirt she'd bought the day before.

"Hello, hello!" Lori called as they entered, finding Paul hurrying to grab a shirt. "Relax, baby," Lori told him, "we've seen you in much less."

Beth assessed her friend in his finery and said, "Hocky smokes, Rooney! You're making me feel underdressed and you haven't even finished getting ready, yet!"

Paul smiled, but pulled on the checked blouse with the darts in it that he'd worn back when his mother started all of this.

"I thought that I heard you two come in." Lilly entered looking beautiful in a sparkling, champagne colored, cocktail dress. "And you both look absolutely beautiful."

"So," Paul sat, smoothing his petticoats daintily beneath him, then crossing his legs at the knees, "is anyone going to tell me why everyone is so dressed up?"

"No big surprise, honey," Lilly smiled. "Since I'm paying for a photographer, I thought that it would be nice to get pictures of the whole family. I've even invited Keith to get dressed up and join us. You don't mind, do you?"

He smiled. "Why would I mind? I'm getting pictures with everyone I love! I'm thrilled!"

"Would you like us to help him get dressed, Mrs Rooney?" Lori asked.

"Oh, no, no, no. Not yet. I'd like to wait until the photographer is all set and ready to go before Paulie is dressed. That way he can't get wrinkled, but while we are waiting, Lori, come on in the dinning room. I'd like you to take a look at something I'd like to add to your prom dress."

Beth sat with Paul while the other women left. "How're you holding up, Rooney. You've already had a big day, huh?"

"I'm great, Beth. Thank you for asking. I'm really excited. I mean, after everything we've done this week, I can't wait to actually do this."

She reached over and held his hand. "And after this?"

He shrugged. "I'm still not sure, but I have boobs till tomorrow night, so I'm a girl till then, anyway."

"Boobs, or not, Rooney, you're about a kagillion times more girly than I am right now, and I have a vagina."

"You're not jealous are you?" Paul asked as he batted his eyelashes at her.

"Kinda, actually!" She joked. "Seriously, though? You don't have any idea what you're going to do?"

"Beth - look at me. I've never felt more beautiful or special or important as I do right now. No one every looked twice at me before. Now..."

"So... you're going girly?"

"Like I said, I still haven't decided. As special as I feel right now, this would definitely be a lot more work than going back to being a boy. And I don't mean the beauty parlor and all. I mean explaining who I am and what I am all the time. So, I still just don't know."

At that moment, a minivan pulled up in the driveway.

"That's the photographer!" Lilly shouted as she hurried through the kitchen to exit onto the back porch, waving and calling all the way.

Paul and the girls giggled at her enthusiasm as they watched the somewhat flustered man being led around to the back yard by Lilly, who spoke nonstop and with broad hand gestures.

"Did she sleep at all last night?" Beth asked.

"I think so. Why?" Paul looked out the window to see if any assistance was needed out back.

"Because she's more excited than a kid on Christmas."

"It's nice to see old people excited, though," Lori said.

"You want to see the flip side of my mom's 'happy and excited coin?' Let her hear you calling her 'old!'" Paul laughed. "Years from now, I'll be looking at pictures of me and Beth and mom and Keith and feeling sad because mom threw my girlfriend out of the house that day."

Lori laughed. "Don't worry about it, sweetie. I know when to keep my mouth shut."

A short while later, the photographer and Lilly came into the kitchen. Lilly was still talking nonstop.

"...Keith just text me that he was on his way, so we can get Paulie dressed and we'll be ready when he gets here, ok? Oh, and this is Paulie."

Paul stood and offered the man his hand.

The photographer took it and shook it gently. "Hi, Polly. I guess you're my victim today, huh?"

Paul smiled. "I am. This is Lori and this is Beth. They're victims, too."

The photographer smiled. He liked this girl. She was quick. "Hi, girls. Just call me Rick."

"Hi, Rick," they said in unison.

"Oh, here's Keith, now," Lilly said, taking Paul by the shoulders and leading him into the dinning room. "Lori, I'll need your help and Beth, would you be a dear and grab my camera?" She nodded at Beth and kind of directed her eyes towards the back door in a manner indicating that Beth needed to do something.

Paul was immediately suspicious that something was going on, but Lilly guided him into the other room too quickly for him to ask any questions.

Lilly took the dress off the hanger and turned to Paul, who was removing his blouse. She looked at her son - her petite, beautiful son with his perky breasts, his stunning red lips, his silky skin and equally silky, lace adorned lingerie - and she couldn't help it. Her emotions took over and tears of joy flowed from her eyes as she hugged her mother's empty dress to her own bosom.

Paul smiled as he approached his mother and hugged her and the dress. "Are you ok, mommy?"

"I'm just... so happy, Paulie. You're so beautiful and you've done so much and been through so much to get ready for today... I know it's silly to cry, but, honestly, sweetheart, I just can't help myself."

He hugged her more tightly before releasing her and smiling at her, his own eyes glistening with tears of joy. "You'd better stop, mommy, or I'm going to start crying, too."

He turned to face Lori only to find her wiping tears from her eyes, too. "Oh, you two... look what you've done to me, now." She giggled at her own emotionalism.

Out in the kitchen Paul heard Keith say, "Hi, Beth. Where's the lady of honor?"

"In the dining room getting into the dress," Beth responded.

Then the voices became hushed. There were women's voices as well. 'Keith must have brought Abby,' Paul thought. That was fine. He thought that they'd reached an agreement at the restaurant last night when he'd felt more confident in her presence than he'd ever felt before. Besides, even if she was only feigning her contrition, she'd behave herself with all of these people around.

"Turn and face towards mommy, baby," Lilly said softly.

He did.

"Are you ready?"

He nodded.

"Lori, I think we need Beth's help, too."

Lori went to the door, said hello to Keith and called Beth in to help.

Finally, with the three women creating a triangle around him, the dress was lifted carefully over his head, then lowered down onto his hairless arms, past his gorgeous hair, until it rested on his tiny, feminine shoulders. Then they continued to guide it past his breasts and hips to settle over the petticoats.

All four of them shivered at the beauty of the frock. It was, truly, every girl's fantasy to wear something this painstakingly rendered. Something that glittered and shone in the midday light of the dining room.

Even Beth wiped a few tears from her eyes. "Rooney..." she was at a loss for words. That never happened. "Paulie..." She hugged him and kissed his cheek and whispered, "I love you."

Paul whispered back, "I love you too, Beth. You're the best friend I've ever had."

Beth shook her head. "You're not my friend, Paulie. You're my little sister - or my little brother - or whatever, but we're family, now."

"Oh!" Paul squealed quietly, his eyes melting towards tears.

"No," Beth scolded, her eyes doing the same, "no more tears. Just be beautiful."

"Do you have my camera, Beth?" Lilly asked.

Beth nodded and grabbed the camera from the table and handed it to Lilly.

"Lori," Lilly continued to direct the scene, "ask the photographer and Keith to come in."

When they'd both come in, Lilly said, "Ok, now, Keith, I want you to button up the dress and we'll take pictures."

Keith came up behind Paul, put both hands his shoulders, leaned over and kissed his cheek then said quietly, "Wow, princess, you look amazing."

"Thank you," Paul smiled as he leaned his head back into his brother's chest.

"Ok," Lilly took over, again, let's get started. "Abby," she called over Keith's shoulder, "Come on in and see this, too."

Abby took her place next to Beth. She looked happy, if a bit sheepish.

"Ok, Keith," Lilly continued, "just pose like you're fastening the buttons."

"Like this," the big man asked as he pretended to work the buttons.

"Yes, just like that." Cameras clicked and everyone smiled.

Paul giggled at the silliness of the situation.

"Alright," Lilly proclaimed, "now, button Paulie up for real, but do it SLOWLY so you don't pull the material. It's very delicate."

"Ok," Keith laughed.

It took a moment, but the buttons started to close around Paul's waist, slowly and carefully.

"Just keep looking toward me, Polly," Rick, the photographer said as the camera clicked and clicked.

After a minute or so, the dress had been buttoned about half way up, but pictures were still being taken. "This all seems a bit excessive," Paul laughed.

"It sure does," Keith agreed as he stepped in front of Paul and moved beside Abby. He smiled at his younger brother.

It took a moment for Paul to realize that the dress was still closing around him, yet Keith was not the person closing it. He started to turn to see who was fastening the buttons, but a voice scolded, "Now, don't squirm or I'll never get this buttoned up."

He looked forward again at the six smiling faces of the people who were all taking picture after picture after picture.

"Who...?" he mouthed, as the buttons were attached all the way to the top of the dress.

Small, cool fingers caressed his bare shoulders. "There. You're all set, now."

Paul turned slowly to see a woman in her seventies, but looked as if she was in her fifties, her beautifully coiffed hair was nearly identical in color to Paul's.

"Grandma!" Paul whispered.

"Paulie," she smiled as she stroked his hair. "You look beautiful, pumpkin. Why, I don't think I ever looked half as pretty in that dress as you do." She kissed his cheek and hugged him tightly.

Paul was in an emotional overload. He'd been a bit trepidatious about how his grandmother would react to the picture. He hadn't ever considered her actually being here and seeing him in HER dress! Now, here she was and she seemed absolutely at ease with the fact that her grandson had gone to very great lengths to look just like she had at his age.

"Grandma..." He sputtered, "... are you, you know, ok with this? How did you even found out?"

Keith chimed in, "That's kind of my fault, Paulie. Sorry. I stopped by grandma's to talk about the wedding and everything, and I just assumed that she knew about the dress and the picture. Anyway, since the cat was out of the bag already, I invited her to come for the pictures. I hope that you're ok with that, Paulie."

"Paulie, sweetheart," his grandmother caressed his cheek again, "I'm your grandmother and I love you and I truly love that you and your mother would go to all this trouble for me."

They smiled at each other, then Paul hugged her and nestled his head into her neck. "I love you, too, grandma."

"Do you realize," she reminisced, "that I met your grandfather fifty five years ago tonight while I was wearing that dress? It was one of the most wonderful nights of my life. I really didn't want to get all dressed up to be paraded around like I was in some kind of an auction, but I did it for my daddy - and thanks heavens I did..."

She pulled Paul to arms length so she could take him in. "...because everything good that happened in my life happened because of that night. I was with your grandpa for nearly fifty of marriage and he gave me your auntie and your mommy and they gave me your cousins and Keith and, of course, you, Paulie - my sweet, pretty, baby."

Paul smiled and blushed. "We all love you, too, grandma. And so did grandpa. I remember how you two always held hands and kissed no matter where you were. You were the only two grownups I knew who did that."

His grandmother ran her hands down his arms and she flounced his skirts and watched them settle. "I remember how your grandfather looked at me the night I wore this dress. I knew right then and there that he was the man I would marry - and I did - and he looked at me that same way every single day until the day he died."

She looked at Lori. "What do you think of Paulie looking like this?"

"I think he's the most beautiful, exciting thing I've ever seen."

"Good." She nodded and smiled. "That's a good answer." She kissed his cheek, again. "You truly are a beautiful girl, Paulie. Now, I think we should go outside and take some pictures."

"An excellent idea!" Rick clapped his hands. "Ladies," then to Keith, "and sir, let's head out to the backyard and get this started. Mrs Rooney has a long list of portraits she wants taken. So, the sooner we start, the sooner we'll be done."

Paul grabbed the tiny, lace covered, white gloves that completed his ensemble and they all filed out the sliding door in the living-room, across the deck, down the patio-stone-walkway to the flowering bush that made up the focal point of the beautiful back yard. The Bush was in full bloom with huge pink, blue and white balls of color exploding from each blossom. It made a perfect backdrop, just as it had fifty-plus years ago when his grandmother wore this same dress.

"We'll start with the recreation of the original picture," Rick announced. "Polly, I need you to stand here and look towards that corner of the house..." he went on directing Paul.

Paul's grandmother stood back a few feet to watch all of the excitement. Her daughter and her grandsons and the women who were important to them, all together in the yard in which she'd grown up. It was a wonderful moment and she just wanted to take it all in.

As she sighed with contentment, the one young woman that she didn't know approached her and extended her hand.

"Hi," the pretty young woman said, "I just wanted to introduce myself. I'm Beth. I'm Paulie's friend."

The older woman smiled. "From what I understand, Beth, you're much more than Paulie's friend. You were Paulie's savior this week. I'm Rose, Paulie's grandmother."

"It's a pleasure to meet you, Mrs...?"

"Call me grandma, please. I can see how much you mean to Paulie." She kissed Beth's cheek. "Thank you for being the sister he needs."

'Wow!' Beth thought while thinking back to the conversation she'd had with Paul less than a half an hour ago. 'I like this lady!'

"I think we're ready," Rick announced as he adjusted his lighting just a little.

He took several pictures and each time his shutter opened, the resulting image popped up on his laptop where he could compare it to the original picture. At first, he adjusted Paul's stance or raised or lowered the camera on its tripod, but it just wasn't coming out as perfectly as he wanted. Something wasn't quite right.

"I'm going to see what they're doing," Beth told Rose, who accompanied her to look at the computer screen.

There was a lot of discussion going on as they reviewed the shots. Everyone had an opinion, but they just couldn't put their finger on what was amiss.

Rose knew, though.

While the others conversed, rose went and whispered to her beautiful grandchild.

"Paulie, in my day, women weren't like Lori and Beth. We weren't independent like they are, now. That came later. We were demure. I didn't WANT to be a debutante. I was TOLD that I had to be one and I did as my father told me. The saving grace of preparing for the ball was this dress, Paulie. It made me feel so grown up and womanly; just like you feel, right now, but, Paulie, we weren't allowed to show as much joy as you're showing. Think about what it was like to know that, even if you met the man of your dreams, that he would always be your superior. Thank God, your grandfather was different, but that's what we girls had to look forward to, back then. You need to bow your head, just a little, baby, then, look back up at the camera and when you smile, just let me see your front teeth - not the huge smile you're showing now. Do you understand, sweetness?"

Suddenly, Paul felt a little sad for his grandmother, but then he thought about how much he depended on Lori to be strong for him, to take care of him. How strong she was when he needed her to be.

He thought about Beth, too. His rock when he was falling apart.

And he understood. Completely. Totally. He understood what his grandmother was telling him. He was more like her than he had ever thought.

"Thank you, grandma." He kissed her cool, smooth cheek. "I think I know what to do."

"Let's try it again," Rose called as she moved behind the others.

"Ok," Rick looked through his lenses again and refocused on Paul.

'Click' went the camera and they all looked to the laptop to see the result.

It was perfect. His eyes were just slightly lidded, his smile was sincere, but more maidenly, more feminine. All the changes were small and subtle, but they were what was needed. The photo was identical to the original. It was impossible to tell if the virginal, fertile image of blossoming womanhood was Rose or Paul.

They all sighed in relief. They'd done it. Lilly and Rose had their picture! Now, they could move on to the simpler chore of photographing all of them in large and small groups.

Rick had packed up his gear and was backing out of the driveway, as Keith, who had carried most of the gear from the backyard, reentered the house, his tie loosened, three shirt buttons unbuttoned and his sleeves rolled up. "Well, mom, I'd say that you've had a very successful day. What do you think?"

Lilly kissed her oldest son's cheek. "I think it has been a wonderful day, so far, but I don't think it's over yet, though." She turned to the rest of the crowded kitchen, "listen, we're all dressed up, let's all go out to dinner. My treat."

"Oh, that would be lovely," Rose clapped her hands, "but it's Saturday evening. Where could we go with seven people and expect to get in? I don't want to stand and wait for an hour or more."

Lilly smiled, slyly, "I took the initiative and I made a reservation for seven people at "The Cupola" for 6:15 this evening. What do you say, everyone?"

"Am I going out in this?" Paul asked.

"No, honey," Lilly smiled at him. "You'll need to change into something else, but it should be something nice."

Paul's heart sunk just a bit at the prospect of taking off this amazing dress, but he'd still be dressed up, so that would be good. "What should I wear?"

"Well, with that hair and makeup, it should be something very nice. What do you have?"

"Everything I have is either casual or kind of everyday. The only 'very nice' dresses that fit me are the bridesmaids dresses and this one."

"Oh!" Lori offered, "I have just the dress for you, Paulie! I wore it for my confirmation. We saved it for Meredith, but it's a little small for her. I'm sure it'll fit you. I'll run home and grab it. I'll be back in twenty minutes!"

"Ok," Paul laughed at her enthusiasm and she ran out the door.

"I guess that takes care of that, then," Lilly laughed, then looked at her mother who was sitting at the kitchen table. "Lori has been in heaven since Paulie started wearing dresses to get ready for this."

"Come here, Paulie, sweetness," Rose called.

When Paul reached her, she took his hands in hers and spread his arms wide. With her seated, her head was just about bosom high to him and afforded her an unimpeded view of the dress on his petite form. "I can't believe that this dress looks this good after being in storage for so long. Or that you could look so beautiful in it, Paulie."

"Thank you, grandma."

She smiled at him, then asked, "So, now what, Paulie?"

"What do you mean, grandma?"

"I mean what now? Are you going to be my grandson or my granddaughter?"

"I'm not really sure, yet, grandma. I've decided that I need to make a decision before I go to bed tomorrow so that I know what I'm going tell people at school."

Rose nodded and considered how difficult this could be for Paul. She smiled at him and said, "You are a wonderful grandchild, Paulie." She kissed both his hands and held them to her chest. "Whatever you decide, I know that you always will be my precious child, but, just so that you know, I have always imagined that you would look exactly like this if you'd been born a girl. Every time I looked at you, I saw myself as girl and now I see myself as a young woman. You are my special grandbaby, Paulie, no mater what."

"Thank you, grandma," the tears welled in his eyes. "You're my special grandmother, too."

She let go of his hands and laughed. "I'd be flattered if I weren't your only grandmother. Now, go get changed. Beth and Abby, would you please help him? I need to talk to Lilly and Keith for a few minutes."

Abby balked a bit at this, both because she felt that she was being dismissed so that 'the adults could talk,' and because she knew that both Beth and Paul were frosty towards her because of her, admittedly, horrid behavior of a few days ago, but, rather than ask to stay, she went, some what sulkily, with the teenagers.

There was a cool silence in the dining room for a few minutes until, finally, Beth said, "Abby, if you could start with his buttons, I'll run up and get his robe."

When Beth had headed up the stairs, Abby asked, "Is that ok, Paulie?"

Paul looked a bit confused. "Yeah, of course. I'm sorry, I can't really reach much of anything in this. I'm kind of trapped until you get me out."

Abby smiled, then began to unbutton him, taking great care with each button. The last thing she needed right now was to damage the dress in some way and have Keith's family get mad at her, again.

"Abby," Paul asked, careful of his words, "can I ask you a question?"

"Sure, I suppose."

"Do you love my brother?"

"Of course, I love him Paul. I'm going to marry him."

"I know you're going to marry him, but do you truly love him. You know - like 'you'd die if you had to live without him' kind of love? Do you truly LOVE him?"

Abby stood taller, having finished unfastening the buttons, and she thought about the question. "Paul... Paulie... To be honest, if I had to, I could probably live without Keith, but I truly do not want to. I really, really love him."

Paul nodded and shrugged the dress from his shoulders and undid the waist nipper. "Could you loosen my petticoat for me, please."

She did. "What about you, Paulie?"

"You mean, do I love Lori? Yeah. I'm completely in love with Lori."

"No." Abby lowered the dress and petticoats to the floor so he could step out of them. "I mean... do you love Keith enough to ever forgive me?"

Paul, in his pumps, panties and bra, turned to Abby and looked her in the eyes. She was at least four inches taller than him, but she looked small and frail, waiting for his answer. He wanted to be strong and cruel and leave her hanging for an answer, but it just wasn't in him - not any more. Instead, he hugged her, without saying a word.

It took Abby a moment or two to bring her arms up and hug him in return, but when she did, she started crying. The tears were tears of regret and of relief - and, most importantly they were sincere. It felt as if Paul had given her a ladder to climb out of the hole that she'd dug. She was grateful, relieved and happy.

"I'm sorry, Paulie. I'm really, really sorry. I was such a rotten bitch to you and, I'm just so, so sorry."

Paul released her and looked her in the eyes again. His smile grew, slightly, then he pulled his lips tight to keep from tearing up, himself. He nodded and sniffled before saying, "I'll never forget how you hurt me, Abby, but Keith certainly loves you, so I will, too."

"Thank you, Paulie." She picked up the dress and hung it and the petticoats from hangers. Then she turned to look at Paul. He seemed so... un-boy-like... in his lingerie, full breasts and smooth fronted panties. He also seemed completely unabashed about being not just in his underwear, but his women's underwear in front of her.

"Here you go, Rooney," Beth entered with a mid-thigh, light blue wrap in her hands. She held it so that Paul could slide into it.

"Thanks, Beth." He tied the belt.

When they rejoined Keith and the two older women in the kitchen, Paul just caught the end of something that Keith was saying, "...Abby and I really want to help out any way we can."

"Here are the girls, now," Rose said.

"Lori should be here in a moment," Beth said. "She sent me a text about five minutes ago saying she was on her way back with the dress. Rooney, she says that you should keep your white pumps on."

Paul shook his foot at Beth to show that he was in compliance. "Yes, ma'am."

"Here she is, now," Lilly pointed towards the window.

Lori burst through the door, breathless and carrying a dry cleaner's bag with a lavender dress within. "Sorry! I hope I didn't hold everyone up. It took a minute to find it in Meredith's closet. Come on, Paulie. I'll get you dressed."

"No need to rush," Lilly stood and straightened her dress. "As long as we're underway in the next ten minutes or so, we'll be fine."

Paul followed Lori into the dining room, started removing his robe, but someone from behind him helped him take it off. He turned to see his grandmother laying the robe on the back of a chair. "Heavens, your mother has turned my mother's beautiful dinning room into a garment district warehouse!" She smiled at her own joke as she looked at her grandson in his lingerie.

Paul returned her smile, then became just a bit self conscious as her eyes scanned him critically.

"Everything looks so real, Paulie. Those breasts are impressive, but your rump and hips, honey... they look like a girl's too. Not a woman's, yet, but you definitely have a head start."

He looked at his midsection and inspected himself. "Really?"

"Wouldn't you say so, Lori?" Rose asked his girlfriend.

Lori had pulled the dress free of the bag and pulled down the back zipper. "I certainly would," she smiled, too. "Arms up, baby, so I can get this on you. Grandma Rose, can you help with his hair?"

Lori stood in front and Rose in the back and they lowered the dress carefully onto Paul. Then, for the second time that day, Rose closed the back of a dress for her grandson. This time it was a delicate zipper that slide slowly up his spine.

When it was secured, she, again, patted his shoulders. "And your shoulders, sweetheart... they're small and feminine, too. I think you're making the right decision, sweetheart. You may be a boy, but you're built just like a beautiful girl."

The bodice was a stretchy mesh of flowers and leaves that formed a sheer tank-top of the dress, exposing the skin beneath, and leaving his shoulders bare to the world. At the cups of his bra, the dress material became denser to provide modesty, then it flared into several layers of very light material that formed a very flouncy skirt that ended midthigh, again giving him a youthful appearance, although, with the makeup he was wearing, he did look more like a sixteen or seventeen year old than he had at the restaurant last night.

As Lori flounced and straightened her boyfriend's dress, Paul said, "Grandma, I really haven't made any decision, yet. I'm still not sure what I'm going to do."

Rose watched as Lori fawned all over Paul, preening him to make him presentable and she watched how Paul submitted to the preening in a way that no boy ever would. She could see it in his eyes - he adored this treatment. "You'll make the right decision, Paulie. I'm sure you will."

Dinner was fairly uneventful. Paul's grandmother went to great lengths to let all of the wait staff know that he'd done something very special for her that day, although she didn't go into what it was, and that caused the wait staff to pay extra attention to him, which was nice. They brought him a special dessert; a huge ice cream sundae which he shared with everyone, prompting the waitress to point out to both Lori and Beth that they had a very special little sister, to which Keith called out, "We sure do! A toast to our little sister!" That had made them all smile as they raised their glasses, water glasses for the teens and wine for the older people.

At one point during the meal, Lori mentioned to Rose that Lilly was making Lori's prom dress, to which Rose said, "Oh, how marvelous, Lori! And, of course, Paulie, you'll be wearing my dress, right?"

Paul nearly spit out his gnocchi soup at that. "Grandma, I don't really know how I'll be dressing for prom, but your dress is way too valuable to ever wear out."

"I don't know, Rooney," Beth said, "if you actually decided to go that route, then you'd definitely stand out in that dress - especially if you wore the lace gloves and all."

Paul smiled at that. He knew that she was being as supportive as possible, and teasing just a bit, but, as usual, there was an undercurrent of truth to everything that Beth said.

"Oh, I miss the extra touches like the little lace gloves we used to wear," Rose lamented. "We'd go to church all dressed in beautiful dresses with lace gloves and matching lace veils... it was so beautiful. Of course, I know that you girls have it much better than when I was young and you don't have time for those kinds of frills, but I still miss them. I'm just an old fashioned girl, I guess, just like Paulie."

"Just what I'm looking for," Lori smiled and kissed his cheek. "Some one to take care of me."

Other than that, though most of the night had been just a dinner with the family.

As they left the restaurant, they all agreed to meet at Lilly's house tomorrow at 6:00 for dinner, following which, Paul would let everyone know how he was going to be presenting himself from then on. It was Paul's decision to make his announcement in this manner, but immediately after stating a time and place for his announcement, he felt a huge amount of pressure to make the correct decision.

Paul kissed his mother, grandmother, brother and his brother's fiancé before climbing into the VW with Lori and Beth. They dropped Beth off before they drove to the river for some much needed 'alone' time.

They spread a blanket on the bank and sat looking at the moon and the stars and breathing in the fresh night air.

That evening, their playfulness merely extended to playing with each other's breasts. Lori enjoyed the erotic novelty and fantasy of playing with Paul's new bosom, and Paul never tired of worshipping Lori's breasts.

"So, baby," Lori asked as Paul dry nursed, "What are you thinking? BoyPaulie or girl-Paulie?"

He shrugged as he continued. "I really don't know. I'll figure it all out tonight and tomorrow, though. Which Paulie do you want?"

She wanted so badly to say, 'Stay girly, please!!,' but she could hear Beth's voice in her head telling her that she couldn't put that kind of pressure on him. So, instead, she said, "You know I love you, baby, and I'll love you whatever you decide."

"Thanks. That's no help at all."

When he got home, it broke his heart to have to brush out his hair and remove his makeup. He'd looked so amazing all day that he'd just wanted it to go one forever. After he cleansed and washed his face several times, he noticed that his lips still held some tint and looked more plump than usual. He guessed that this was due to the high quality, long lasting color that Alison had used. He kind of liked it.

This night, he wore an emerald green, silky nightie to bed. It hung loosely and comfortably from his shoulders and felt luscious against his smooth, moisturized skin.

He climbed into bed, stared at the ceiling and cried. What should he do? Did he want to give up being a boy? Some parts, yes, he'd give up willingly, but he didn't want to give up women - Lori, to be specific - and he couldn't imagine not having a penis. He'd LOVE to have real breasts of his own, but was it possible to have those AND a working penis? He didn't know. And would he still look like a girl in a few years, or would he look like a foolish drag queen. Again, he didn't know.

He stared through the tears and hoped that he'd cry himself to sleep, but, instead, it turned into a long, long, long night.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Spit and Image - 7 Final

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  • Crossdressing / TV
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Spit and Image: 7 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2018,2024 Clara Schumann

 

The photographer has gone home and a new day has dawned.
What route will Paul take from here?


 
Author's Note: Again, I deeply apologize for having lost you all throughout this story. I have to consider maybe this was the wrong sort of thing to tell. ~Clara.
 
This version of Spit and Image: 7 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 7
 

'I know it's Sunday and all, but if you have a few minutes, I could use someone to talk to. Nothing big, just trying to decide how I will live the rest of my life.' Paul added a smiley face emoji to the end of the text and hit send. He'd wanted to talk with Dr Kim all night, but held off until 4:30am to actually send a text. If she was available some time today, that would be helpful, but he thought that he kind of knew what direction his life was headed.

He'd given up tossing and turning in bed around 1:30 and come down to the great room to play video games, but he didn't seem to have any taste for blowing things up just now. So, he got out his tablet and looked into information on everything from programs that promised to 'make a man out of your sissy son' to cross dressing sites to surgical information to hormonal therapy - both to make people more manly and more womanly. His exhausted brain was swimming with confusing information.

At 5:00, his text message chime rang. He grabbed his phone and looked for Dr Kim's text, but it was from Keith. 'Hi, princess,' it read. 'I'm headed to the golf course with friends. Just wanted to touch base. You looked amazing yesterday, but, you know, I'm with you, no matter what. Call or text if you need anything. Big day, I know. Love you.'

He put down the phone and cried for at least the hundred and twentieth time since he'd gone to bed. Would Keith still love him if he was a boy? He'd really only been back in his life for four days, now. They were four great days, but, still, only four days.

'Thanks, man,' Paul text back. 'Love you, too.'

Suddenly, there was a gentle knock on the sliding door behind him. Startled, Paul jumped from his cocoon of silk robe and nightie and he turned to see Keith smiling in at him.

Paul rolled his eyes in relief and pulled his robe closed as he went to let his brother in. "Geez, Keith!" he whispered, "you scared the bejeezus out of me! What are you doing here at this time of the morning?"

Keith came in and pulled Paul in for a tight hug. "I really am going golfing, but I came by on the way. I figured you'd have a tough time sleeping. I saw the light on, so I peeked in. I sent the text to see if you were awake. Can I help?"

There in the tight hug, with his face buried in the chest of his big, strong brother and his fake breasts pressing into his brother's stomach, all the fear of change, all the fear of loss and all the fear of the unknown burst forth and Paul wept like a child. Then, his words flowed as quickly as the tears. "I... I... I don't know what to do. Keith... is this all as crazy as I think it is? I don't know what I want. I want all of this, but I still want to be a boy. Does that make any sense? I... I... have spent the last week trying to figure out who I am and what I am and I still don't know. I'm such an idiot! Why didn't I just leave well enough alone and just stayed a boy? I never would have even thought about ever doing any of this if mom hadn't... no. This was all my doing. Mommy just wanted some help. God! I am an idiot! What should I do, Keith?" Then, the sobs were too deep for Paul to form any more words.

Keith held him even tighter. "Shh, Paulie. I knew that you were being way too cool about all of this, last night. Shh."

Paul pulled away, stepped back, hugged himself and very harshly asked, "If I made it your decision, right now, without any debate - you tell me - what should I do?"

Keith was stunned by the question. He barely knew this boy, this girl, this child in front of him. He was only just reentering his sibling-ship with Paul. How on earth could he be expected to tell him what to do.

He was taking too long to answer for Paul. "Keith... please... tell me what to do..."

The silence became thick and uncomfortable. Finally, Keith pulled out his phone and pressed a contact name. Paul looked confused, but Keith held up a finger telling him to wait a moment. After a moment, Keith spoke into his phone, "Hey, Pete. I'm sorry, man, but I won't be able to make it. I have a family emergency to deal with." He paused and listened. "Yeah, ok, thanks, bud. I'll see you guys next time. See ya." And he ended the call.

"I'm sorry, Keith. I didn't want to ruin your day, but... thanks."

His brother shrugged. "Don't be silly. You want some coffee?" Keith headed towards the kitchen.

Paul blocked his way, "No, but I'll make you some coffee. I'll have tea. You sit." He wiped his sodden cheeks. "I need to do... something... anything. I've been staring at the walls all night."

Keith sat and watched as his little brother scurried around the kitchen. There was no boyishness, let alone manliness, in any gesture that he made. It seemed as if he'd been born female.

The tea and coffee were brought to the table. Keith made busy work of stirring the sugar into the black brew while Paul played with the string on his teabag - neither speaking. Each peeked at the other to see if the other would speak first, but they remained quiet, until each took a sip and they accidentally made eye contact with each other. Then they smiled and placed their cups on the table simultaneously.

Finally, Keith admitted, "I don't know what to say, Paulie. I mean, it's your life, Bud. How do you want to live it?"

Paul squirmed moment, then asked, "Do you like me better this way?"

For a moment, Keith didn't know what to say, so he asked, "Why would you ask me that, Paulie?"

He shrugged and his face melted as his eyes teared up. "I don't know. I just hardly saw you until, you know, I started being girly. Now, we've done stuff together and you're here, now, and, I don't know... it just seems that you like your sister a lot more than you liked your brother."

Keith nodded, shook his head and sighed. "Paulie... honestly, it had nothing to do with you. It was just me being a self-centered jackass. Until I found out about what happened at the country club, I just assumed that you and mom had everything under control. I just wasn't paying attention. When I found out, though, I came and I'm here now. I'm here for my brother and my sister. I'll never leave you hanging, again. I promise. No matter what. I'm here and I'm here to stay."

Paul nodded and looked around to gain control of himself, again. "Sorry, Keith. I didn't mean that. I'm just... kinda scared, I guess."

Just then, his phone chimed. It was Dr Kim. 'You got eggs and bread?' it read.

Baffled, Paul typed back, 'Yes.'

'I'll be there in twenty minutes. I'll have fried eggs and toast with butter. No margarine. Relax. Like you said: it's nothing big. You can do this, Paulie. I promise you, you can do this.'

"What's that all about?" Keith asked. "Who's texting you at this time of day?"

Paul smiled. "My therapist. She's coming for breakfast, apparently. She wants eggs and toast."

"Can you make that?"

"I can make toast..."

Keith laughed louder than he meant to, then covered his mouth to mute himself for fear of waking his mother. "I'll make the eggs, then."

At 9:45, Lilly pulled on a robe and started down the stairs before saying, "Keith!?" in a startled voice as she discovered her oldest son sitting on the staircase.

He turned and looked over his shoulder, held a finger to his nose and lips, indicating that his mother should speak quietly, then said, "Hi, mom. Come on down."

When she reached the bottom of the stairs, he patted the stair next to him, asking her to sit with him. "What are you doing here?" She asked as she took a seat to his right on the same stair.

Keith whispered, "I was going to meet the guys for breakfast and golf, but I sent Paul a text to see if he was ok. He text me right back, so I swung by and talked to him. Now, he's with Dr Joyce or Dr Kim, I'm not sure what her name actually is, in the great room."

"It's Dr Joyce Kim. Did he ask her to come?"

"I think so. She seems pretty good, though - came over at, like, six o'clock to talk to him. She had me sit and talk with them both for a good half hour or so, too. I've never been to a therapist, but she seems to know her stuff."

Lilly nodded. "I met her yesterday. I googled her after that. She's got a great reputation. Thank you, by the way, for picking up your grandmother at Alison's yesterday. When I ran to her place and got her, Paulie was in the bathroom. When we got back to the salon, he'd just sat down to have his makeup done. He walked right past her on the way out. I can't believe it all worked out."

"No problem, mom," Keith chuckled. "It was a heck of a day, wasn't it?"

Lilly smiled him. "It's nice to have you back, Keith. I've missed you. And Paulie... well, I guess that I never realized how much he needed you till you came back."

He nodded and rubbed his mother's back. "I'm sorry I ever left."

They sat in silence for a moment or two before Lilly shook her head and said, "This is all crazy. What the hell was I doing, putting my son into dresses!? I pushed him too hard, Keith. I'm going to go in there put an end to this."

She started to stand, but Keith pulled her back down. "Mom... do you remember John Elliot from high school?"

Lilly nodded.

"Well, John never dated anyone or asked any girls out, but none of us on the team thought anything about it. We just figured he'd find the right girl eventually."

"Anyway, about six weeks before our senior prom, we're all together at Dave and Buster's playing video games and John calls us all together and announces that he's got a date for prom. We're all excited for him and ask him who he's taking. He says, 'I'm going with Ben Cohen. Actually, we've been going together for about a month.' We're all stunned for ten seconds or so, then it all occurs to us, like, yeah, of corse John's gay. We all knew it, but it never really occurred to us to think about it."

Lilly said, "So you're saying Paulie's gay?"

"No, well, maybe, I don't know, but what I'm saying is, just think about it. Did any of us think of Paul as a guy? Like a manly guy? Not really, right? He was always just Paulie. Maybe we didn't really think of him as a girl, necessarily, but once we saw him in a dress, we all just kind of said, 'Oh, ok, Paul looks right in a dress,' and now that we've seen him really done up, our brains just accept that he's a girl."

Lilly nodded.

"When I first saw the pictures that Abby took," Keith continued, "I didn't wonder why Paul was in a dress, I thought, 'Oh, he looks so pretty.' He looked more natural in that picture than I'd ever seen him. See, it's just like with John - we all knew, but we didn't think about it."

"Maybe you're right, but I don't know. I just hope that I haven't messed him up forever."

From beside them, from the doorway to the dinning room, they heard the sound of someone clearing her throat. They turned and saw Dr Kim. "I'm glad to find you both together. May I speak to you both for a few moments?"

Lilly sprung to her feet as if Dr Joyce were a surgeon coming into the waiting room. "Is Paulie ok?"

The doctor saw the concern in the mother's face and smiled
sympathetically. "Yes, he's fine. I suggested that he take a little nap on the couch. He didn't sleep much last night."

"Oh, thank heavens," Lilly breathed a sigh of relief.

At the Doctor's insistence, Lilly sat back on the stair next to Keith while they spoke.

"Mrs Rooney, when a young person - or any person, really - discovers that they are confused about their gender or sexuality, that realization can occur quite quickly, as it did with Paul, but unlike Paul, most people come to terms with those realizations over the course of weeks or months or years, or, sadly, sometimes - never."

"Now, Paul is very bright and perceptive and, ultimately, I am sure that he can make a good decision, but he he has set an artificial deadline for himself of 6:30 this evening and, quite frankly, I find that very concerning."

"I see," Lilly said.

"What if I talked to him and tried to talk him out of doing this today? Encourage him to give himself more time? Would that help?" Keith offered.

Dr Kim shook her head. "I don't think that's the right path to take. I think it might be best to just let him stick to his plan of making his announcement tonight."

"But you said..." Lilly was confused.

"Yes, Mrs Rooney, I know what I said, but let him make his decision his way, but then he'll need you and his friends to be there for him - not only to support the decision he makes, but to be there to help him if he discovers that he makes the wrong decision."

"Wrong decision?" Keith asked. "But if he started hormones and stuff, can't he hurt himself?"

"Oh, Mr Rooney," the doctor chortled and shook her head, "he'd have a long row to hoe before he could start hormone therapy. Don't worry about that, just yet. He could do some emotional damage, though. Mrs Rooney, do you love your son?"

"I love both my sons," she stated emphatically and with great hurt in her voice.

"Mr Rooney, do you love your brother?"

Keith nodded, also a bit hurt, but feeling guilty, too.

"Good. If you two and the girls he talks about, Lori and Beth, can commit to him, remain patient, remain supportive, and exhibit the love and affection that he will need, then I'd say he's already better off than 95% of the people I see everyday."

"Here," she reached into her pocket and produce two business cards. "Call me if you have any concerns, or questions, or if you just need to talk. I'll need to see Paulie two to three times a week from here on out - no matter what he decides. I'm sure that your insurance will cover everything. I'll have my secretary call you tomorrow and get that information from you."

"Before I leave, though, I want to emphasize that Paul is a remarkable girl..."

"Girl?" Lilly asked.

Dr Joyce nodded, "Yes, girl. Paulie may be transgender, or gender fluid - he's definitely non-binary, but the child I spoke to yesterday and today is unquestionably a girl. Perhaps not biologically, but certainly she presents herself as a female. Regardless, though, even remarkable girls make mistakes. Maybe the girl is here to stay - maybe not - but no matter what happens, we are her safety net."

Lilly was shaking with nervousness. This had all gotten so out of control. Keith stood and helped her to stand, keeping his arm around her shoulders. "Yes, we are, Doctor, and with your guidance, I'm sure that we can help Paulie through this."

"Yes," Lilly shivered, "yes. Of course we can. Can't we, Keith?"

"Yeah, mom."

Dr Kim smiled. "I know you can, Mrs Rooney. Now, if you don't mind, I'd like to get home and spend the rest of my Sunday with my wife. Call me if you need me, but... try not to need me." She smiled and left.

Lilly listened until she heard the back door close. "Keith, my phone and tablet are in the great room. I don't want to wake Paulie. Do you have your phone?"

"Yeah, sure." He fished it from his pocket and handed it to his mother.

She waved it off. "Can you Google 'non-binary' for me? I have no idea what that means."

"Just a grilled English muffin and a coffee for me, thanks," Beth said, smiling and handing the waitress her menu. It had been a long and busy week. She'd missed spending time Jeff, but, being the thoughtful guy that he was, he had asked her for a nice Sunday morning breakfast before he had to go to work at noon.

"So, Anyway," Jeff continued the conversation from where he had been before they had placed their orders, "I was thinking that, if you wanted to, we could go in halves with Juan and Julia and get a limo for the prom. What do you think?"

"Sounds good, but Juan does drink sometimes. If we share with him, he can't have booze in the limo."

Jeff let out an exasperated breath. "I though you might say that. Oh, well. Looks like we'll be going in my dad's eight-year-old minivan."

"And that's fine with me," Beth laughed. It really was fine with her long as she and Jeff and all their friends had the chance to get dressed up, have fun and go to prom. "Did you buy the tickets?"

"Yeah. We're sitting with the baseball team group, but we're right next to your crew, too."

"Great!"

Jeff's phone beeped and he glanced at it and chuckled.

"What's that about?" Beth asked, wanting to be in on the joke.

"Oh, nothing big. Simpson's been pissed off at this little fairy who got him an overnight suspension last week. He's trying to figure out how to pay him back. He's talking about pulling down his pants in the hallway to see if the kid's wearing panties." He laughed at that.

Beth sat back and crossed her arms as she looked at Jeff coldly.

"What?" He asked.

"There's a kid struggling with his sexuality or gender and you and your prick friends want to embarrass him in front of the school?"

Jeff gave a nervous laugh. "Well... yeah. Simpson got suspended, Beth. He has a right to..."

She grabbed her coat and started to leave, but Jeff grabbed her arm and asked her to stay and talk. He was as confused as she was angry.

"Listen, Jeff, I thought you were better than this," she hissed is an angry whisper. "What kind of an asshole gets off on bullying others for no reason...?"

"Oh, there's a reason! Simpson got suspended..."

"'Simpson got suspended.' Simpson's a Neanderthal moron and you know it. How would you like it if someone attacked you because you had different feelings about your sexuality or gender."

"I have never had any questions about my sexuality or gender..."

"Well, aren't you fucking lucky!" That last part came out a little louder than she'd intended. She looked about apologetically, but no one seemed to have heard.

"Oh, come on, Beth, really... look at this picture that Simpson sent me of the kid at the diner yesterday morning."

Jeff held up his phone to reveal a picture of Paul and his mother sitting in the booth at Louie's. You could see the backs of the heads of two girls as well.

Beth shook her head and looked at him pitifully.

"Ok, tough guy, I'm leaving. You stay here and keep looking that picture until you figure out why I'm pissed, ok? Then, when you're ready to apologize AND promise me that you will talk Simpson and your other friends out of whatever stupidity they're planning to subject this person to, then call me. Here's a hint as to where I'm going: I'll be at that fairy's house."

She stood, leaving Jeff alone in the booth staring at the phone flummoxed. "Jeff... I really like you and I don't really want to breakup, but right now... well, I can't even look at you"

And she stormed out of the restaurant.

When Paul woke up at 11:30, his head was on someone's knee and his hair was being petted. He blinked his eyes and raised his upper body, sitting back expecting to see Lori sitting there, but, instead it was Beth and she didn't look good.

He was suddenly very much awake. "Beth!? What's wrong?"

His friend shook her head and wiped her eyes. "Nothing, really... Jeff and I had a pretty big fight and... I don't know.... I think we might have broken up..."

"Oh, Beth, no... I'm so sorry."

"It's just.... Well, I told him to call me when he was ready to apologize and....it's past noon and... he hasn't called... so..."

"Oh, honey..." this time it was his turn to console Beth. He held her and she sobbed for a moment, but then tried to regain control of herself.

"I'm fine... I'm fine..." she lied. "I shouldn't be here like this when you have so much to think about, but Lori's not home and my mom... well, she hates Jeff anyway, so..."

She gave a sad chuckle regarding her mother, then she realized that she needed to deliver a message, "Your mom went out, by the way. She said that she'd be back around three this afternoon."

Paul sat next to her, kissed her arm and laid his head on her shoulder as she rested her head on his. Their arms were interlocked.

"Paulie, I'm sorry..."

"Don't be, Beth. I'm sorry that you're in pain."

They sat and talked for a while, but Beth never broached the reason for the argument.

After nearly an hour, as the clock got close to 1:00, there was a knock on the back door. Paul got up to get it and saw Lori peeking in through the window. When she saw Paul, she opened the door and came in. "I didn't want to wake you, your mom said you were asleep. Is Beth here?"

Beth emerged from the great room. "Yeah, I'm right here. Where have you been? I've been trying..."

Behind Lori, Beth spotted Jeff with his head down. Beth just folded her arms and waited for him to speak, but there was nothing but silence for what seemed like forever.

"Jeff?" Lori finally said, "don't you have something to say?"

"Beth..." He sputtered. "I... umm... I talked to Simpson and the others and..."

"...and what, Jeff? Did you eventually figure out why I was so pissed off at you?"

"Yeah, I did and... well, sorry Rooney. I didn't know... you look good, by the way." It wasn't until Jeff spoke to him that Paul realized that he was still wearing just his emerald green nightie and a silky, sheer, matching robe. Suddenly, he felt very exposed and vulnerable.

"Thanks, I guess," Paul mumbled. "What's this all about. Shouldn't you be apologizing to Beth, not me?"

"Don't sweat it, Paulie," Beth waved him off, but Paul knew that she was stressed. When she wasn't stressed, she called him 'Rooney.'

"Look, Jeff," Beth continued, "if you have nothing to say, then, maybe you should... just... go."

"Beth, honey," Jeff stepped put from behind Lori.

"Don't 'Beth, honey,' me, Jeff! I'm just fed up with the bull... Jeff? What happened to your face?"

She hadn't seen his face before, he'd been standing behind Lori, but now she saw him clearly. He was red and bruised and swollen.

"Oh... Nothing. I went to talk to Simpson and the guys and... Well, things got a little out of hand, I guess."

"You guess!?" Beth's voice was raising in pitch and volume. She was very agitated. "You mean you got into a fight? Jeff, I didn't mean..."

"Maybe," Lori spoke loudly and with authority, "we should all sit down, stop trying to talk over each other and actually discuss what happened, today. Paulie, I'm sorry. I know this is the last thing you need today, but do you mind if we take a few minutes to talk this out?"

Paul shook his head and wrapped his skimpy robe tighter. "I'll get you some ice, Jeff. Your face is pretty swollen."

When he returned to the table to join the others, Paul handed Jeff a zip-lock bag filled with ice and a dish cloth in which to wrap it. He sat between Lori and Beth and watched sympathetically as Jeff winced when the ice touched the swellings.

"Beth.." he began slowly, "I'm sorry. I guess I wasn't thinking clearly this morning. I was just going along with the guys, you know?"

Beth nodded, but waited for an explanation.

"And Rooney, man, I really didn't know that it was you in the picture. I mean, I know that you and my girl are tight, so I wouldn't have joined in if I'd known it was you?"

Paul looked to everyone. "What picture?"

Jeff looked at Beth. "You didn't tell him."

She glared at him.

"Tell me what?"

Slowly, Beth turned her attention from Jeff to Paul. "Yeah, Paulie, see... Jeff showed me a picture this morning. That piece of crap, Ken Simpson, you know - the one who bumped into you in the hall - Well... he got pissed because he got an overnight suspension. I guess he was at Louie's yesterday morning and he saw you, you know, all done up and he took a picture of you."

Paul nodded. He understood this much. "Why did he take my picture, though?"

Beth turned back to her boyfriend. "Jeff...?"

"Yeah, so, Rooney, Simpson wanted the guys on the team - me included - help him get you alone so he could... you know... get even with you."

"Get even!? But, I didn't do anything! He bumped me and called me a faggot. Mr Cooper heard him. I didn't do anything!"

"I know, baby," Lori rubbed his arm, "but Simpson's too stupid to understand that."

"So, What...?" Paul was getting very scared, "I'm going to get jumped tomorrow?" Suddenly, Paul thought of what Mr Mwangi had said in his office. 'If you present yourself as a woman, then you're vulnerable as a woman.' Oh, God! Getting beaten up might only be the beginning. What if they...? He looked to Lori, fear written across his face."Oh, my God! What am I going to do!?"

"It's ok, Rooney," Jeff said, "let me finish."

"When I realized it was you in the picture, I figured out that the two women sitting opposite you were Beth and Lori."

He looked at Beth. "I'm sorry, babe. I felt like such an asshole and I wanted to show you how sorry I was, so I went to the basketball courts at the middle school to confront Simpson. He was playing with Walters and Hansen, so, as you can imagine, things went pretty bad pretty quickly. They got some pretty good punches in before Lori pulled up."

"I was driving over here and I saw them kicking the crap out of Jeff."

Beth's demeanor had softened considerably. "What could you do?" she asked Lori.

Jeff chortled. "She drove right onto the courts and got out of the car swinging a folded up umbrella. I jumped in her car."

"And you came here?" Beth asked.

"No," Lori said. "First we stopped at Mr Cooper's house and showed him the texts and Jeff's face. Long and the short of it, Simpson, Walters and Hansen are all suspended and they're going to have Simpson expelled because of his history of violence."

"And, Mr Cooper called the police," Jeff added. "Lori and I gave statements, so they've probably already been arrested for assault."

There was silence around the table.

"I'm sorry, Beth," Jeff said.

Finally, Beth took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "Well, I guess you've more than made up for it at this point." She unfolded her arms and stood. "Come on. Let's take a walk and talk."

Jeff nodded and stood, taking his girlfriend's hand as they stepped out, onto the porch to take a walk.

"I called in late to work," Jeff said, "but I really have to get there pretty soon."

Lori looked at Paul. No makeup, hair a little messy, emerald green robe and nightie in the middle of the day and he was still more attractive to her than she could ever explain.

She reached over and gripped his hand in hers. "You ok?"

"Sure... I guess..."

"You look pretty."

"I look a mess," he giggled.

"I think you're beautiful." She smiled and squeezed his hand in hers. "Have you made a decision?"

"I've made lots of decisions, but I can't decide on which decision is best."

She smiled at him. "You'll figure it out, Paulie."

He breathed deeply and leaned back in his chair, his prosthetic breasts bouncing with his motion. "Seriously, without trying to be gentle with me or anything like that, if I asked you to make the decision for me, what would you choose?"

Now, Lori sat back and looked away, thinking for a few moments. "Paulie, I love you, no matter what, but I can't deny that I find you beautiful when you look girly. I don't know why, but looking at you in a dress... it just blows me away!"

Paul nodded. "And, if I never wore a dress again? If I got a boy's haircut? Then what?"

"Then, I'd still love you just as much and I'd have a great memory of when you were my girl."

Again, he nodded.

"So...?" She asked.

"So... I still don't know for sure, but I need to get dressed. I'd like to go out for a couple hours. Is that ok?"

"Sure. Where would you like to go?"

He got up and headed towards the door for the dining room. "I'd like to go and sit on the beach for a while."

Lori called after him. "It's a little chilly to swim."

"I just need to think."

They'd walked along the shoreline for nearly an hour. Paul asked Lori dozens of questions to try to figure out what to decide, but Lori kept seeing a little angel, that looked like Beth, sitting on her shoulder telling her not to put pressure on him. So, her answers were always unsatisfying to Paul.

As they walked, Paul's little, white, casual summer dress blew and inflated around his legs, the soft material dancing playfully around his smooth legs. The top of the dress fitted him like a pair of farmer's coveralls, then burst out into a fun skirt at the waist. It was definitely young in its appearance, having come from twelve year old Samantha's closet, and he'd picked it specifically because he felt like he needed to be taken care of today. It felt wonderful, freeing, gentle and feminine. If he chose to give all of this up, the things he'd miss the most would be the wonderful, exposed feeling that he felt in a soft skirt. It made him feel so... nice.

At 2:30, they headed to The Dairy Bar to meet Beth and the girls from school. It may be the last time that they could see their little friend, Paul, in this, his girl-mode persona.

Lori went to get a couple of cones, while Paul sat at the picnic table outside with Mary and a few of the other girls. He was surprised to see that Melissa, from his chorus class, had joined the other girls.

"Today's the day, huh, Paulie?" Mary asked.

He nodded and smirked.

"Paulie," Melissa asked, "why is it so important that you make this decision right now? Why not just feel your way through it and transition slowly? My cousin toyed with being a woman for a long time before committing to it all - you know, the surgery for breast implants and his castration and the removal of his penis..."

Paul shivered and grimaced. "Oh, don't even mention that!"

"Well, Paulie," she pointed out, "if you become a woman, then someone's going to have to discuss it with you at some point..."

He shrugged and nodded. He really liked his penis. He didn't want to lose that.

"So what do you think it'll be, Paulie," Mary asked. "Are you planning to be a 'pointer' or a 'setter?'

He sighed, again. Why did everyone need to be so graphic about this? It wasn't a joke for him. He needed to figure this out and soon.

Lori returned with a sundae for her and a scoop of lemon sherbet for Paul. "I wanted chocolate," he said.

"You're wearing white, baby. Girls who wear white don't eat chocolate ice cream."

That was fine. He liked lemon sherbet, too.

The girls all gushed over Paul when Lori showed them the pictures she had on her phone from the previous day. "My God, Paulie, you're gorgeous." "You look just like your grandmother!" "Oh, how precious, the two of you together..." "Lori, you'd better be careful. He's putting you to shame! Look at that makeup. Oh, my goodness." "Look at that dress, Paulie! You're wearing that to prom, aren't you."

He loved every second of it, even though he found it confusing to think straight while they chatted.

Just before they left, Beth got a call from Jeff and she stepped outside to talk to him. A moment later, Paul was at her side and he asked if he could speak to Jeff for just a moment. Beth handed Paul the phone, a bit surprised by the request.

"Umm... I guess that I just want to say 'thank you,' Jeff, for sticking up for me. I'm sorry that you got hurt."

Jeff chortled at that. "I'm not really hurt - well, my pride is hurt, but that's about it. Just so you know, Rooney, I'm cool with whatever you're doing, but I didn't do what I did for you. I did it for Beth."

"I understand," Paul nodded, "but, thanks, anyway."

Lori took the long way home, wanting so badly to beg him to stay this way, but knowing that it was wrong to do so. They listened to music and looked at the ocean until Paul asked, "Lori, have you ever wanted to be a guy?"

It was a question that she'd considered a few times, but she answered honestly, "No. Not really. I love being a girl. Why."

"Why?" That seemed like an absurd question to Paul under the circumstances. "Because I'm considering being a girl and I'm scared."

"Listen, baby. I love everything about being a girl and I love everything about you. Being able to share WHAT I love with WHO I love has been a wonderful gift. Having said that, if a girl wears pants, no one cares. If a girl wears a suit coat or a tux, no one cares. I know girls - pretty girls - who HATE makeup. If there are girls who don't like to dress like girls, then it shouldn't be a surprise that some boys don't want to dress like boys, right?"

He nodded in agreement. It made sense.

"We've never really been a 'normal' couple, baby. I'm taller than you. I'm older than you. I drive everywhere and you don't have a license. I take you out, not the other way around. I have no desire to be a man, but I'm already, kind of, 'the guy' in our relationship. And, that's just fine with me."

It was all true and Paul acknowledged that it was a pretty good arrangement for him.

When they arrived at Paul's house, Keith's car was already in the driveway, parked behind Rose's. Paul glanced at the clock on the dashboard and took a deep breath. It was nearly 5:00. Time for dinner with the family followed by what promised to be the most awkward and scary family-meeting of his young life.

"There they are!" Lilly shouted as they entered. "We we're afraid that you two were going to stand us up."

"I told you that they'd be here," Keith smiled and kissed his younger brother's cheek. "Nervous?" He whispered.

Paul nodded.

"Don't be. We're here for you."

He nodded again.

"There's my youngest grand-baby!" Rose clapped her hands as she and Abby emerged from the great room. "I'm going to steal your baby away from you. Lori." She stood behind Paul, her hands on his slender shoulders as she guided him towards the dinning room and beyond. "I have a surprise for you, Paulie."

"What's that all about?" Lori asked Lilly.

"Just a grandmother wanting to spend one last evening with her granddaughter." Lilly's smile indicated that something was definitely up.

Rose guided Paul up the stairs and into his mother's bedroom, where, on the bed, he saw a beautiful, white slip laid out on her bed. It had a fitted and lace covered bodice with a slim skirt and a slit on the side.

"What's this?" Paul asked.

"This," Lilly smiled as she rubbed the small of Paul's back, "may well be my last night with my granddaughter and I'd like to share something very special with her."

Paul looked from the silky smooth garment to his grandmother and back. "You want me to wear a slip to dinner?"

"Yes. And something else."

"What?"

Rose smiled. "You'll see. For now, let's start with the slip. Are you all tucked away down there?" She pointed to his groin.

He nodded.

"Then let's get started. I'll help you to take this off." She unbuttoned the straps of his over-all style dress. "This is cute. Where did you get this."

"Lori's little sister, Samantha. I got a bunch of hand me downs from both of her little sisters."

"And how old is Samantha?"

"Twelve. Why?"

Rose smiled as she helped him step out of the dress. "I was just curious. You look very cute in it," she lowered the slip over his head, "but, for what I have for you, you will want to look beautiful. Come sit at the vanity for a moment."

He complied and she began the process of making up his face. She spoke as she worked."

"When I was a girl, about your age, and I was just becoming a woman, there was an actress who I adored and I wanted, more than anything, to look like her. Her name was Audrey Hepburn. Have you heard of her?

Paul thought for a moment, then said, "I think so. Yes. In theater class, we watched her in 'Philadelphia Story' when we read the play."

Rose shook her head. "No, dear. That was Katherine Hepburn. Audrey came along a little later than Katherine, and when I was about fifteen, she was in a movie called 'Breakfast at Tiffany's.' Have you seen it?"

He shook his head.

"Oh, it was SO romantic. She was an escort, he was a writer... Anyway, she wore this dress - black, with thin straps, plunging neckline, tight in the hips, a slit that came all the way up to here and a short train that dragged behind her. Oh! I thought that she was the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen and I wanted to get a dress like that so that I could look just like her!"

"Of course, my father forbade that. 'Rosie, she was supposed to be a whore, for crying out loud!' he said when I asked him about it."

She began to brush his hair. "After a few arguments, my mom let me get my hair cut like Audry's - just like yours is cut now - and, eventually, I found a dress that was similar to the one in the movie. It wasn't as long and didn't have a slit, but it was pure silk and the top was cut the same and I just loved that dress. I wore it to special occasions for years. It was my first little black dress and I adored it. I would wear it to dinners and cocktail parties," she placed a rhinestone covered, decorative hair-comb into the front of his hair, just behind his bangs, "and other than my wedding dress and the one you wore yesterday, my Audrey-dress is the only other one that I ever saved."

She helped him to stand and she smiled at him. He looked adorable. He looked just like she once had.

She fussed with his hair a bit more while she went one, "You know, Paulie, from the first moment I saw you at the hospital, the day you were born, curled up in a blanket, your mommy cuddling you... I knew that you were my special baby. I saw those beautiful eyes of yours and my heart just melted. When people said that you looked like me, well, Paulie, I can't explain how proud that made me."

She kissed his cheek and primped him just a bit more to get everything just right before the dress was revealed. "You are my very special boy, Paulie. Or, you are my very special girl. I really don't care, but, while you are still open to wearing pretty things," she opened the closet door, revealing a slender, black dress hanging from a hook on the interior of the door, "I'd like you to share this dress with me."

Paul's breath caught midway through an inhale. "Grandma..."

She removed it from the hanger and put one arm through the shoulder straps while supporting the skirt with her other arm. "I know. It's beautiful, isn't it?"

Paul nodded as he fingered the material of the dress. It felt different than the other 'silky' clothing he'd worn. It was actual silk. It felt natural. It looked and felt - right."

"Do you like it?"

He nodded, a bit mesmerized with anticipation.

She released the zipper hidden in the side of the dress, then held it low so he could step into it. "This style isn't the easiest to get into," she chortled as she assisted him, "but it's worth it, Paulie."

She was right. It was actually difficult to get his arms into the sleeveless openings and maneuver the dress onto his shoulders.

"There. I knew that it would fit." Rose's smile was warm, appreciative and maternal. Paul smiled in return.

"Hold your arm up, sweet pea, so that I can pull up the zipper."

The dress pulled tight around him as the zipper was pulled to his arm pit. 'What an awkward place to put a zipper,' Paul thought, but as he glanced at himself in the mirror, the effect of having actually been sewn into the dress was breathtaking.

The slender straps on his shoulders led to scoops in the neckline and the back line, showing lots of creamy white, shoulder, back and chest, with just a hint of cleavage to make the top seductive to both men and women. The bodice hugged him and the skirt continued that hug down past his hips, over his thighs and ended just below his knees.

Rose had him sit, again, and she knelt in front of him to help him put on a pair of black, patten-leather, peep-toed pumps with a three inch heel and a delicate strap around the ankle. She secured him into the shoes and helped him to stand.

Now, she positioned him by the door to the hallway so that he could see himself in them mirror which hung on the interior of the door. Then she sat, removed her sensible shoes and put on a pair of heels of her own.

'Grandma," he whispered as he turned to see how beautifully the skirt hugged his bottom, "it's beautiful."

She watched her grandson and she relished every second that he enjoyed his femininity. She stood and looked over his shoulder and spoke to his reflection.

"Paulie, every child or grandchild is special to a woman, you'll learn that in time, with your own children and grandchildren, I'm sure, but if you're lucky you'll have one special baby who just connects with you differently. I love Keith and your cousins, Paulie, you know that I do, but I have always seen the little girl that I once was in you - every single day of your life and now I see that girl becoming a woman - or perhaps a man - but, Paulie, always remember that I am part of you and you are part of me. I feel your hand print on my heart, baby, and I hope that you feel mine."

"Oh, grandma," he fought back the tears that wanted to flow, "I love you, so much."

He hugged her and felt her body. It was the same as his. The same height, the same width. She was right. They were made of each other.

"Grandma? What should I do."

"You should take very small steps, baby, because, unlike Audrey's dress, this one has no slit, so there's an art to moving in it. That style is called a pencil skirt. It's a little challenging. You'll catch on, though."

"No... I mean... should I be a boy or a girl?"

She smiled, "Oh, my sweet, sweet child. You should be Paulie and only you know who Paulie should be."

He nodded, touched and a bit unsatisfied by the response.

"Now, we need to get downstairs to dinner with our family, Paulie. You and Lori, Keith and Abby and your mommy and me. Our family. We all love you, Paulie, and we're all here to help you become whoever you want to be."

He nodded as he prepared himself. "Ok. I'm ready."

"You certainly are, Paulie. You certainly are.”

“Oh, Paulie, that dress is stunning, just stunning!” Lilly gushed as he entered the kitchen. Paul’s steps were hobbled by the narrow skirt, making his steps somewhat mincing and old fashioned.

“Wow, babe,” Lori beamed at the sexy silhouette her boyfriend presented. His grandmother had been right about his hips and rear end. “Wow!”

He smiled at the attention as Keith pulled out a chair at the table for him. “M’lady,” he said with great affectation as Paul, with a little difficulty, lowered his rump into the chair. After Keith scooted his chair in for him, Paul shifted from side to side, just a bit, to free enough material in the sleek skirt to allow him to cross his silky smooth legs at the knees.

“Thank you,” he smiled at Keith, who, by then was assisting his grandmother in the same way.

As Keith started to take his own seat, Abby let out an exaggerated, “Ahem.”

The big man paused. “What?”

“Aren’t you going to hold my chair for me?”

“Why?”

“Well you held your grandmother’s and your brother’s. Don’t I deserve the same treatment?”

Keith sat. “My grandmother is my grandmother and my brother is wearing a pencil skirted dress for the first time. You’re wearing jeans. I think you can handle this.” He flashed his charming smile to indicate that he was toying with her, but her eyes were opened wide with irritation.

“Let me assist you, madam,” Lori, who had been moving food to the table with Lilly, pulled out Abby’s chair and spoke in a low, mockingly manly voice.

Abby sat and allowed Lori to move the chair forward for her. “Thank you, Lori. At least you’re a gentleman.”

She rolled her eyes at Keith, then looked at Paul, who was sitting bolt upright with his princess posture, and said, “They can be such uncouth beasts, can’t they? You’ve got a good one, Paulie.”

They all tore into the roasted chicken dinner that Lilly and Rose had prepared for the family. It was one of Paul’s favorite meals, but he only nibbled at it; partially because of his nerves, but mostly because of the dress. It was not uncomfortably tight, but it was noticeably snug in all the right places, so it made him very aware of his intake, but he was also petrified of dripping a bit of food or gravy on the material. Lilly noticed his cautious demeanor and looked to her mother who had noticed as well. They smiled at his behavior. He was being such a good young lady.

Just as the plates were being cleared, Beth knocked on the door and was invited in. “Geez, Rooney,” she teased, “Are we dressing for dinner, now?”

Paul had a napkin in his lap, which he raised to dab the corners of his mouth theatrically. Then in a posh English accent, he said “Yes, old thing, from now on, we shall be dressing for each meal. I’ve instructed the staff to have our clothing ironed and laid out for us each morning and evening. It’s time that we raised the tone of this establishment, a bit.”

They all laughed at his brief performance.

“Beth, honey,” Lilly said as she moved some dishes from the table to the sink, “grab a chair from the dinning room and join us for dessert.”

“Thanks, Mrs Rooney. I’ll grab a chair, but no dessert for me. I just ate. I’m really just here to hear Paulie’s decision. I hope you don’t mind.”

“Of course not, dear,” Rose said. “You’re just as much a part of Paulie’s family as any of us.”

Beth placed a chair between Paul and Keith and sat. “I haven’t missed the big moment, have I?”

“No,” Lori smiled. “Paulie is making us wait till after dessert.”

Beth looked at Paul and gave him a sad, supportive smile. She sensed that he was feeling more and more pressure as clocked ticked closer to his announcement.

Unexpectedly, Paul shifted in his seat and uncrossed his legs. “Beth, could you help me with my chair.”

She stood and pulled the chair back, allowing Paul to stand with a little support from the table.

“I hope you’ll all excuse me from dessert,” he said. “Honestly, I’d be afraid to eat anything sticky in this gorgeous dress.”

They all chuckled a bit at that.

“Grandma, thank you so, so much for sharing this dress with me, but I think I need to put on something a little less... formal so that I can think clearly when we all sit down for our meeting.”

“I’ll help you...” Rose started, but Paul interrupted.

“No, that’s ok, grandma. You have dessert. Beth, you’ll help me change, won’t you?”

“Sure, Rooney.” She replied quietly. Her sad, supportive smile faltering a bit.

The two friends headed into the dinning room and towards the stairs, but Paul stopped at the full length mirror to admire the ancient dress and how well it fit him. It was beautiful and he was beautiful in it. He stared for a long, long moment before Beth interrupted.

“You, ok, Rooney?”

He let out a wistful sigh. “I’m fine. It’s just...”

Beth rubbed his back through the silky material of the dress and slip.

“... I don’t know. It just doesn’t seem fair...”

Everyone at the kitchen table heard that and felt sadness for the little boy in the grown up dress.

“I know, Paulie.” She remained with him as he stared longer. “Come on, Paulie. We’ve got to go upstairs.”

He nodded and walked upstairs with her.

“Wow,” Kieth said quietly. “Looks like he’s giving dresses, huh?”

“Yeah,” Lori whispered sullenly.

“Oh, I don’t know,” Rose smiled, “I’ve never seen a boy look that happy in a dress before.”

“Well, honestly,” Abby suggested, “wouldn’t it be easier for him if just wore boy’s clothes.”

“It would be if he felt like he was a boy,” Rose replied.

Lilly put the fresh baked apple pie on the table, sat and dabbed her eyes. “Oh, God, I should never have pushed him to do this. I’ve put him in such a terrible position.”

“Mom,” Keith consoled her, “Paulie never would have gone along with this if he didn’t want to.”

Lilly shook her head and chuckled. “No, YOU wouldn’t have gone along with it, but Paulie... he’d do whatever I asked.”

“Well, I’ll tell you one thing,” Keith said. “If I’d known that you’d let me take pretty girls up to my room to dress and undress me, I would have put on a dress in a heartbeat.”

They all let out a tired chuckle.

“Honestly,” Lori said, “I don’t think that Beth even thinks of him as a boy, anymore.”

“You’re right,” Lilly agreed. “They’re much more like cousins or sisters than friends.”

“She’s good for him,” Keith smiled. “She’s a much better sister than I ever was as a brother.”

“Oh, stop it,” Rose slapped her grandson’s shoulder. “That boy worships you and you know it.”

“And he’s thrilled to have you back,” Lilly agreed. “Just... never go away, again. Ok?”

He smiled his handsome, warm smile. “Ok, mom. I promise.”

Abby smiled at that. Then she looked at Lori. “How about you, Lori? Are you hoping for skirts or slacks?”

She shrugged. “I’m with Mrs Rooney. I kinda hate myself right now. I put so much pressure on him...” she stopped to wipe a few tears. “... I just want Paulie to be happy. I’m such an asshole for doing this to him.”

“Oh, honey,” Lilly reached for the younger woman’s hand. “It’s my fault. I’m sorry.”

“You know,” Keith pointed out, “we might all be taking the blame for nothing. I wouldn’t be surprised if he decides to go girly the whole way – hormones, surgery, everything. He’s awfully good at being a girl.”

Lori considered that. Paul being an actual female. No balls. No penis. It shocked her and her tears rolled now, “Really? Like ‘the whole way.’ I don’t want to lose him! I’m such an idiot!”

Lilly moved to sit next to Lori and held her. “Ok, ok. Let’s just wait and see what happens”

“He just looked so pretty. I really liked him looking like that. I shouldn’t have... God! I’m so stupid!”

Lilly consoled her while the others discussed Paul’s options.

When they reached Paul’s bedroom, he sat on the bed, shook his head and sat, looking at a spot where the wall met the ceiling for a long, long time.

“Scared?” Beth asked.

He nodded.

“Of what everyone will say?”

He shook his head from side to side. “Of making the wrong decision.”

“Then, you’ve made a decision?”

He shrugged and turned his focus to his grandmother’s little black dress. “It’s pretty, isn’t it.”

Now, Beth nodded.

“Help me take it off, please.”

It was nearly a half-hour later when Beth stepped back into the kitchen. She gave the others a tight smile, a shrug and she raised her eyebrows as high as she could before sitting in her chair.

No one spoke. They just waited for Paul.

Moments later Paul entered wearing deep blue, summer dress with large roses printed on it. It was sleeveless, with a scooped neck and a stretchy top that ended with a tiny, white belt before the skirt flared out, then ended high on his thigh. It was light and breezy and cute and young and Lori recognized it as one of Meredith’s hand me downs. He had a matching hair-band in his hair and his makeup had been redone to match the dress – nothing elegant, but very ‘girl next door’ in its freshness.

Everyone except Beth stared breathlessly as he sat.

“Ok...” he took a deep breath and made eye contact with each person as he spoke.

He started with his future sister in law “Abby, I know about and I appreciate your concerns. You’re right, it would be easier if I could just be a boy. The problem is... I can’t.”

Slowly, he turned his attention to his friend. “Beth, you know how much your friendship means to me. If nothing else comes of me being a girl for the past couple of weeks, at least I realized how wonderful you are.” Beth brought back her tight smile and nodded.

“Grandma,” he looked into the older woman’s soft, loving eyes, “I was so scared of how you’d react when you heard about me dressing like this, but you have been,” he paused to swallow the tears that were welling up in him as he looked at this wonderful woman, “so... wonderful and supportive... thank you, grandma. Thank you, so, so much.” She returned his words with a soft, loving smile.

“Keith,” Paul took his bother’s hand as he spoke. It was a little hard to make eye contact as he said these things, but he forced himself to do so. “I’m so happy to have you back. I missed you so much. Thank you for being there for me this week. I could not imagine doing everything I’ve done in the last few days without your support.” Keith kissed his brother’s hand and smiled.

Lilly was next and the tears that had gathered in her eyes made it hard for Paul to maintain his own composure. “Mommy, I admire you, so much. You became my mom and dad after Dad died. You’re so strong and so sweet... I’ve always wanted to live up to your example and I really don’t want to let you down – ever. I just want to make you proud.”

“I’ve always been proud of you, honey,” she kissed his forehead.

“And Lori,” he gazed at the woman he loved with all of his heart. “I love you so, so much. I can’t imagine going a single day without being with you. More than anything, I want to make you happy. I want to be with you and care for you... I want you to know how much you mean to me, but I don’t really know how to say everything that needs to be said. So, I’ll just say it again – I love you.”

He sat back and took another breath.

“Now, having said all of that,” he looked at each person in the room before dropping the bombshell on them, “I don’t want to be a girl anymore.”

That caught everyone by surprise. They all shifted in their chairs and looked about at each other. When Paul had come down dressed as he was...

“And I don’t want to be a boy, either.”

Now, there was just stunned silence.

“But, Paulie, there aren’t a lot of other choices, you know,” Rose said, gently.

“I know, grandma, but I don’t just want to be a boy or a girl. I just want to be me – Paulie. I can’t imagine ever becoming something other than just me. I want to be Paulie Rooney. Not ‘Paul’ Rooney and not ‘Polly’ Rooney with an ‘o’ like a girl would write it. I just want to be Paulie. I want to be pretty. I want to wear pretty clothes and makeup. I’ve discovered that that is who I am. A boy who needs to present himself as a girl.”

“So no surgery or anything?” Keith asked.

“No surgery to remove anything, anyway,” Paul said uncomfortably, “but I’d like to look into, maybe, adding a couple of things either through surgery or hormones.”

Lori couldn’t help but smile just a bit at this. It looked like she might actually get the best of both worlds – a lover with breasts and a penis.

“So...” Paul was waiting for someone to say something – anything – but everyone seemed lost in their own thoughts. “... is this something that everyone can live with?”

“I think it’s awesome, Rooney,” Beth said as she kissed his cheek. “I think you’re awesome.”

Lori hugged him tightly and kissed him, too. “I’m very happy for you, baby. I think you’re going to be very happy.”

Abby shook her head and sighed. “You know that you are choosing the hardest road possible, Paulie. I’ll support you any way that I can, but you’re setting out on a long hard journey.”

“I know.”

“Ok.” She smiled sadly and hugged him, too.

“I don’t know, Paulie,” Keith’s smile was warm and supportive, “after seeing you as a girl, I couldn’t imagine you ever going back to being a boy. I think you’re doing the right thing, but do you want me to call you my brother or my sister?”

“I don’t care, Keith. As long as you’re my brother, that’s all that matters.”

“Come here,” Keith stood and held his arms wide. Paul rose and hustled to his brother, embracing him and receiving a huge, masculine hug in return that lifted him off the floor and spun him around, three hundred and sixty degrees, before landing him back on the floor.

“I love you,” they said in unison.

When he was released, he looked at his grandmother. “Are you ok with this, grandma?”

She stood and hugged him, now, playing with his hair as she held him close. “Of course, I’m ok with this, Paulie. You’re my grand-baby and you always will be, honey. I agree with Keith. There was no doubt in my mind that I’d be buying you pretty things for Christmas from now on.”

When they separated, Rose paused and fingered the blue pendent that hung from Paul’s neck. “Everything I ever loved – those dresses, this bauble, this house – all of it – it’s all nothing, Paulie. Your mommy, your auntie, your cousins, Keith and you... you’re all that really matter to me. You are my true loves. If you’re happy, sweet pea, then I’m happy, too.”

“Thank you, grandma.”

Finally, he turned to his mother who had tears in her eyes. “Oh, Paulie, Paulie, Paulie... my sweet little boy. I love you so much, baby. I hope that you’ll be happy.”

“I am happy, mommy.” He hugged her and they both cried tears of joy. “Thank you for introducing me to all this. I love you.”

She released him and kissed him, first on the forehead, then on the left cheek, then on the right. “I love you, too, honey, and I always will.”

Paul stood back, smiling and daintily wiping tears from his eyes, “Thank you, everyone.” He chuckled a bit. “I guess that I look a mess, now, after all this crying.”

“You’ve never looked more beautiful, pumpkin,” Lori said.

“Oh, no!” suddenly, Lilly’s face was filled with worry.

Rose was alarmed by her daughter. “What’s the matter, Lilly? Are you ok?”

“No! I’m not!” Lilly’s expression changed from worry to surprise. “It just occurred to me. This means I have to make another dress for the wedding!”

Paul laughed. “I’ll just buy a dress, mommy.”

“Like hell you will!” She teased. “I’m not going to have my daughter wearing something off the rack while my nieces are wearing dresses that I made!”

They all laughed.

“Oh!” Lilly called out, again, “and then there’s prom! I’ll need to make you something for that, too!”

“Oh, don’t be silly,” Rose said. “He can wear my white debutante dress to prom. He looks beautiful in it.”

“Mom,” Lilly scoffed, “I’ve waited all my life to have a little girl to sew for. If you think I’m going to let him go to prom without making his gown, you obviously don’t know me very well.”

The good natured arguing began amongst the five women and the volume in the room grew to a frightening din.

Keith walked over to his brother, put his arm around his waist and led him towards the door. “Come on, princess. Let’s go get an ice cream to celebrate. I don’t think you’ve been a girl long enough to handle all of this stuff.”

Paul smiled. “Thanks.”
 
THE END
 
Author's Addendum: This may be the end of the Paulie saga. I’m not quite 100% sure about that, but at least this seems to be a good place to take a break for now. I truly apologize to all of you for having lost most of the audience throughout this story. :( ~Clara.

The Girls of Summer - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Hormones

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  • Posted by author(s)

The Girls of Summer: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Just as summer vacation begins, Hunter's family discovers that he's been hiding two very big secrets.
I hope that everyone is healthy and happy in this very challenging world. Here's a little bit of sweet
fluff that, hopefully, will make you feel better as the story goes on.


 
Author's Note: Looking forward to your critiques for this story!! ~Clara.
 
This version of The Girls of Summer: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 1
 

"It's not the end of the world, sweetheart." Joyce smiled as warmly as she could while she drove along the highway, heading home from the doctor's office. "Dr Clement said that it will probably clear up on its own in a few years."

"Yeah... 'probably,'" Hunter said, shaking his head. "She said that it would 'PROBABLY' clear up, but how do we KNOW it will?"

She reached over from the driver's seat and patted his arm. "Then Dr Clement will advise us as to how to proceed from there."

Hunter shook his head and looked out the window. "This just sucks."

"Alright, I think it's time that we stop being quite this dramatic, Hunter. You're not the first boy to have this kind of a situation. It's just a hormonal imbalance. Lots of boys have it."

"Yeah, well, I've never met another boy with tits like mine." Hunter folded his arms and tried to lessen the size of the breasts that had been developing on his chest.

"Hey!" Joyce snapped and she laid a soft backhanded tap on her stepson's left cheek. "That is a demeaning and disrespectful word, young man, and I will not have you refer to a beautiful part of the human body in such a way. Not when you're talking about me, or your sister, or any other woman - and especially not when you're talking about yourself. Understood?"

"Yes, ma'am." He nodded, knowing that the tap he'd just received was probably the most severe corporal punishment that his stepmom would ever impose on him.

"Now, this isn't the end of the world. Half the population of the world - well, apparently more than that, according to Dr Clement - develop breasts, Hunter. And besides, Dr Clement said that you just need to stop trying to hide them, keep them clean and the rash will go away."

"Great!" Hunter said, with sarcasm dripping from his voice.

Joyce heard her stepson sniffled a little and her heart sank. "Alright, sweetie... what's really the problem?"

"Mom," he sniffled again, "you don't get it. I already have bigger t... breasts," God, he hated that word, "than almost any of the girls in my class."

"Oh, now, I'm sure that's not true..."

"Yes, it is, mom! I swear to God, it's true! I was really looking forward to next year... going to the middle/high school and being able to do sports, but... now I can't. I can't run track because these things bounce like crazy when I run... I can't play baseball because when I swing, they swing with me - and it hurts like hell... and that's what sucks the most, because until last September, I was the one of the best ball players in my age group at the Y. Now, I can't even swing a bat without hurting myself."

Joyce sighed. "I know. I know." She thought for a moment, then said, "I can't really offer any advice about the ball team, Hunter, but... now, hear me out and don't get mad... if you would just consider - JUST CONSIDER - a sports bra..."

"NO!"

"... Hunter, who would know!? And then you'd be able to play baseball and maybe run track."

"No! No! No! NO!" The boy was emphatic.

"No one would know, sweetheart."

"Bull shit!"

"Hey! Language!" Joyce was ticked off. She had strict rules about language.

"Mom, come on! I'm in class with girls all the time. I can tell when they're wearing bras, mom! I can see the outlines through their clothes, no matter how dark the clothes are. And besides, I've looked at those bra online and, yeah, they seem to keep the girls' tits still..."

"Hunter!"

"...but they make it really obvious that the girls have breasts. Everything is like... pushed... and gathered... like... up here and... just... no."

"Alright." Joyce shook her head. "Look, sweetheart, I don't want to fight. I know you've had a tough day, but you were brought up to speak respectfully to adults. I will not be spoken to in the manner you've been carrying on. If this continues, then I will have to speak to your father about this. Understood?"

Hunter took a deep breath and calmed down. "Alright, mom. I'm sorry. I'm just..." he shrugged and took another deep breath. "I'm sorry."

Just then, Joyce's phone rang and the Bluetooth connection on the car's radio displayed the caller's name. It was her husband, Bob. Hunter's father. Joyce pushed the 'accept' button on the radio display and answered the call.

"Hi, Bob," she said.

"Hey, babe," Bob's voice said. "How did things go with the doctor?"

Joyce didn't look at her stepson. She knew he didn't want to rehash the doctor's visit at this time, but the boy's father deserved to know what was said.

"Well, it's pretty much what we expected. He's got a very severe case of gynecomastia and, just like the online resources stated, he should out grow it in time."

"How long is 'in time?'" Bob asked.

Joyce took a breath and explained. "Well... it could be a few months, or... it could be a few years. She said that if he doesn't develop correctly by the time he's seventeen or eighteen, then she'd consider other treatments like... surgery... or hormonal supplements."

"Jesus..." Bob huffed on the other end of the line, seemingly unaware that his son could hear him. "Joyce, he's only twelve, now. Christ almighty, he's already bigger than Mary Ellen was at fourteen. What if he gets as big as his mother was? How can he go through high school like that?"

Joyce shot Hunter a glance. She was never thrilled to have Bob bring up his poor, sainted, departed first wife, but she had been a very statuesque woman. The kind of women with the natural curves and perfect deportment that other women envied. Joyce knew her pretty well and liked her a lot. They'd been neighbors and Kate, that was her name, Kate, had been a good friend when Joyce had divorced her first husband. That was when, Joyce's daughter, Mary Ellen, was still an infant. Sadly, Kate had passed away from a very aggressive cancer not long after Hunter's birth. In fact, they'd only found the cancer because of blood work that they'd done as part of her prenatal health regime. Poor Katie had been faced with a choice - Abort the child and begin her cancer treatment, or postpone the treatment and carry the child to term, which, of course, would carry a lot of risks. Kate chose the latter and the cancer destroyed her body by the time Hunter was born. She died a few weeks later.

Joyce had stepped up to help Bob with his infant son and within a year, Joyce and Bob had decided that their friendship and their new found desire to be together were good reasons for them to team up and become a family. It wasn't the most romantic courtship, but it was a very happy marriage and the kids even got along pretty darned well.

"I guess we'll just have to hope for the best." Joyce sighed.

"What about the rash?" Bob asked, referring to the very irritated area around the bottom and sides of Hunter's new breasts.

Joyce shook her head. She knew last night why the boy had that rash and she'd already told her husband what had caused it, but he wanted a doctor to confirm everything. "Just as I told you last night," she said, with a bit of attitude, "it was caused by Hunter wearing that filthy ace bandage day and night. It pushed his breasts flat against his chest, but it created areas that caught sweat and because he never put the damned thing into the laundry, it was filled with bacteria. He just suffered his first case of 'Sweaty Boob Rash.' Every girl who hasn't changed her bra everyday has suffered the same problem. He just needs to wash better and stop wearing that foolish thing."

"Did she say anything about having him wear a bra?" Hunter's father asked, causing Hunter to groan.

"As a matter of fact, she did," Joyce said, ignoring Hunter's dramatics. "She said that he's probably already a large 'B' cup and we should look into getting him something to support them in order to avoid stretch marks and keep his breasts from sagging. So far, Hunter isn't very receptive to that, though," Hunter grunted and shook his head, "so we're going to have to get some plain camis for him to wear to keep that rash away."

"Am I on speaker?" Bob asked.

"Yeah, dad, you are," Hunter said, sullenly.

"Oh... hey, pal. Sorry. I didn't realize that." Bob was obviously embarrassed about talking so freely about his son's condition within earshot.

"I'm not wearing a bra, dad," Hunter said, still staring out the window, "and I'm not sure what a cami is, but if they are girly, I'm not wearing one of those, either."

"Alright, buddy," Bob's voice said. "Just stay calm and remember that whatever Dr Clement suggested is for your own good. I understand that you DON'T WANT to wear a bra, but if your mom says that you need a camisole, then that's the end of the conversation. You'll do what she says. End of story. Got me?"

Hunter shook his head. "Dad... I'm not going to..."

"Hunter!" Bob said, tersely. "You're twelve years old. Your mother and I will discuss things and you will follow our instructions? Is that clear? Look what happened when you tried to do things on your own. You ended up with a rash so bad that it ended up causing cuts on your chest. Right now, your health is more important than your vanity. What mom says, goes. Any questions?"

"No, sir." Hunter shook his head again.

"Alright, then," Bob said and he went silent for a moment. "Ok, guys, why don't we put this on hold for now and we'll all talk when I get home."

"Dad?" Hunter asked.

"Yeah, pal?"

"What... what about camp, dad? I mean, school is out and I'm supposed to go to baseball camp in like ten days."

"We'll figure that out, pal," his father said, sounding a bit sad.

"Dad..." Hunter looked at the radio display as if it was his father's face. "... I... I don't want to go, now, dad. Please. Don't make me go."

There was a moment of silence. Bob knew that his son had been looking forward to baseball camp since they signed him up for it back in December as part of his Christmas presents. "I won't make you go," Bob finally said, "but... let's talk about it before we cancel everything. Ok?"

Hunter just nodded, as if his father could see him.

"Ok, Bob," Joyce said to her husband. "We'll see you tonight."

"Ok," Bob agreed. "See you tonight." The call ended.
 

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Mary Ellen had just gotten out of their large, built-in pool and was about to sit on the lounge chair when she heard her mother and brother come in to the house. "Hi! I'm on the patio!" She called into the house through the sliding door.

A few minutes later, Joyce came out onto the patio, shaking her head.

"How did it go?" Mary Ellen asked.

Joyce sat on the dry lounge chair next to her daughter. "About as well as could be expected, I guess. Dr Clement basically confirmed what we thought. Hunter has a case of gynecomastia and he's going to have to just deal with it for now."

"And he's ok with that?"

"Oh, no, no, no," Joyce laughed, "he is definitely NOT ok with that, but there's nothing we can do about it for now, so..." She shrugged. "I think we'll just need to be patient with him for a while. Maybe be a little extra nice to him for the next few weeks, ok?"

"Yeah, of course." Mary Ellen nodded. "Did the doctor say anything about him needing a bra or anything."

Joyce nodded. "She was particularly adamant about him requiring a sports bra if he's doing anything athletic. She told him not to think of it as a bra, but as another kind of athletic supporter."

"And?"

Joyce glanced up at the window to her stepson's room to be sure it was closed. "He cried," she said quietly.

"Oh, the poor kid," Mary Ellen said, sympathetically. "Did they measure him?"

In fact, it had been Mary Ellen who had accidentally walked in on her stepbrother the previous afternoon and found him shirtless and checking out his rash in the bathroom mirror. When she saw the size of his breasts and the severity of his rash, she had no choice but to tell her mother.

Joyce nodded. "He's at least a 31B, leaning a little towards a larger cup size. He may actually be a C cup in some bras. We'd need to try on some or take him for a fitting to be sure. It doesn't matter, though. I don't think I'll ever get him to wear one."

"But, mom, if this goes on for a long time, or if he gets bigger..."

"I know. I guess we'll just have to take things one step at a time and hope for the best."

Mary Ellen nodded. "I guess." She thought for a moment. "Geez, I never expected my little brother to have breasts as big as mine."

"Probably not the most helpful observation," Joyce said. "In fact, it might be best not to ever mention that to him. He's pretty sensitive about everything right now and, well, if you were to tell him that you were the same size and he actually looked at you like you were a girl, instead of his sister, he might have a heart attack right then and there."

Mary Ellen smiled. She knew what she looked like. She was thin and athletic and had a tight, well toned body that looked great in a bathing suit or a pretty dress. "Well, he's not 'the same size' as me. He's still like over a foot shorter than me."

Joyce smirked. "Which makes his breasts look even bigger on that little body."

"True," Mary Ellen acknowledged.

Joyce looked up at the bedroom window again. "Now, we have to figure out how to get him to get out of his room and get back to being Hunter. I was hoping to get him into the pool this afternoon. It would help his rash to get into the water and soak for a bit. The sun would help, too."

"I'll go talk to him."
 

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"Bob?" The project director asked for the second time. "Hey? Bob?"

"Huh? What?" Bob asked, confused for a moment.

"Are you ok?"

Bob looked at his colleague and shook himself back to reality. "Oh... sorry."

Veronica looked at Bob and concern passed across her face. "Is everything ok, Bob?"

Bob looked around and shrugged. He'd known Veronica for more than twenty years and he considered her one of his closest friends, even though they only really hung out outside of work a few times a year and that was usually work related, too. "I don't know, Ronnie... The boy is having some health issues."

"Oh, no! Bob... is it serious? Is he going to be ok?"

"Serious?" Bob shrugged, "In the great scheme of things, I suppose not, but it's pretty serious to Hunter. He's pretty cut up about it."

"Oh, my God, Bob. What is it?"

Bob gave her a quick update on what he knew from looking things up on the internet and his conversation with Joyce.

"Breasts!?" Veronica asked, shocked. "Little Hunter is growing breasts?"

"He is," he said, shaking his head, "but his breasts are not quite as little as 'little Hunter.' He's kept them bound so we didn't know until last night and... Ronnie... my son had a pretty damned healthy pair of boobies on his chest. He says he's bigger than any of the girls in his sixth grade class and, to be very honest, I believe him. If he was my daughter, I'd be nervous about him attracting 'the wrong kind' of attention. As is, with him being my son, I'm just nervous he'll attract any kind of attention at all."

"Wow... Bob... I'm so sorry. I hope that everything works out for Hunter. I feel terrible that he's going to miss out on his baseball camp. The poor kid. I know that my Wanda looks forward to her softball and cheer camps every year. She'd be devastated if she lost out on those."

Bob nodded. "Well, I think I'm going to have to leave it up to The Boy to make that decision, though. I'd hate to force him to go and have him end up in an embarrassing situation. He's always been a bit of wallflower - never taking the initiative to make friends. Camp kind of forced him to interact with the other kids, but... if those interactions are mean or unwanted... Like I said, we'll let him decide."
 

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Mary Ellen tapped gently on her stepbrother's bedroom door. "Hunter? Can I come in?"

There was no response, so she gently pushed the door open and peaked inside. Hunter was laying on his bed with his back to the door. She walked in as quietly as she could and she sat on the bed, rubbing his arm.

"Hey," she said, quietly. "How are you doing?"

He shrugged, but said nothing.

She petted his arm a bit longer and then he asked, "Did mom tell you everything?"

"Yeah," she said.

"So, you know that my boobies are going to get bigger, right?"

That made her smile, just a little. She knew he was upset, but the way he said 'boobies' made him seem even younger than he was. "She said that MAYBE they'd get bigger and MAYBE they'd stop growing soon."

Hunter shook his head. "You didn't hear the way the doctor told her the news, Mae. She made it sound like I should get ready to work at that restaurant over by the football stadium. You know the one I mean? The one with the owl on the sign?"

"Oh, Hooters?" Mary Ellen said, then realized that she'd fallen into Hunter's trap to have her say the name and not him.

"Yeah. In a couple of years, you and your friends can go to Hooters and I'll be working as a waitress there. I'll be happy to serve you."

"Oh, stop it." Mary Ellen laughed, knowing that laughing was what he'd intended for her to do. "You're just feeling sorry for yourself. Come on... let's go swimming."

Hunter's head swung towards her. "Are you nuts!? I'm not going outside without a shirt on! You saw my tits last night and almost had a heart attack! What if my friends saw me like this?"

'Friends' seemed like a odd word for Hunter to use. He was a bit of a loner. Not ever getting too friendly with anyone from school or the neighborhood. Mary Ellen always assumed it was because he was so much smaller than his classmates. At twelve years old, he should be at least five feet tall, but he was only forty nine or fifty inches tall, max. She wasn't entirely sure of his height, recently, they were having some work done in their kitchen and Hunter was standing next to a four-foot by eight-foot piece of plywood that was leaning on the wall on its side and she realized that Hunter's head was barely taller than the four-foot tall piece of wood.

"I wasn't suggesting that you go shirtless," Mary Ellen said, a bit sternly. "Wear a tee shirt. Who cares. But you need to get out and get some air and the doctor says that soaking in the pool will be good for your rash. Besides, it's hot out. The pool is the best place to be on a day like this."

She got up and pulled his swim trunks off of a pile of laundry that was sitting on his desk. When she returned to the bed, he hadn't moved, so she grabbed his legs and pulled him towards the foot of the bed, placing him on his back in the process. Then, before he could say a word, she grabbed a hold of the basketball trunks he was wearing and the boxers beneath them and pulled them completely off his body.

"Hey!" He screamed while covering up his still hairless penis. "What do you think you're doing!?"

"Helping you to get ready for the pool." Mary Ellen laughed. "And you don't need to cover you dingus, Dingus. I've seen it before. I used to change your diapers, you know."

Then she held up his swim trunks, just above his reach.

"Come on," he said, while still trying to keep himself covered. "Give me those."

"On two conditions," she said, with the kind of superior smile that only an older sister can pull off. "One - you agree to come swimming in the pool with me."

"Ok," he agreed. "What's the second condition."

"You never, ever refer to your breasts or anyone else's as 'tits' ever again."

"Deal."

Mary Ellen smiled. Then, instead of handing him his trunks, she threaded his legs through the holes and guided the trunks up his legs as if he was a child.

When she was leaning over him, Hunter couldn't help but notice how beautiful his stepsister had become and how nicely her breasts were displayed in her swim suit. "Hey," he said, quietly as she busied herself with dressing him, "can I ask you something?"

"Of course," she smiled.

"Do you ever get used to those?"

She giggled as she pulled the waistband over his rump. "My 'boobies'?" she laughed.

Hunter turned a bit red at her giggling. "Yeah."

She stood straight and looked down at her body. "Yeah. I'm used to them. In fact, I like them. I like them a lot. Don't you?"

He shrugged. "On you, sure, but on me... not so much."

Mary Ellen laughed, then went to the the bureau and grabbed a white, sleeveless tee shirt and helped her stepbrother stand up. As if in a trance, he held up his arms and let her pull his cartoon-tee off of him. Then she pulled the ribbed, sleeveless tee over his head. She took a very close look at his breasts as she lowered the sleeveless tee over his arms and head. She did take note of the fact that his breasts didn't really look a lot like the breasts on the men on the gynecomastia information sites. Those men had typical, small, male nipples. Hunter's nipples were pink and plump, though. Like hers had been when she was starting puberty. Maybe that was because the men in the pictures were all older, though and had a lot of testosterone in them. Hunter was still a kid. He probably didn't have enough male hormone in his system to keep his nipples little.

When she'd settled the tee shirt on him, she took note of the fact that it really did not do a very good job of hiding his new assets. In fact, it kind of clung to him in a very female manner. Oh, well...

Without any discussion, Mary Ellen turned and took Hunter's hand. "Come on. Let's go swimming."
 

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Bob and Joyce sat at the kitchen counter and spoke quietly.

"Do you think that you can find a camisole that won't look too girlish for him?" Bob asked. "I mean... I understand that the doctor wants him to be wearing appropriate clothing that will offer him some protection and maybe some support, but if they look too girly... I just don't think that he'll wear it."

"I don't know," Joyce said, raising her eyebrows. "There are plenty of girls and women that don't love silk and lace. They must make camis for them, right? I'll take a ride to Walmart or Target after dinner and see what I can find. Do you want to come with me and see if you can help me find some masculine lingerie?" She chuckled at her little joke.

"Sure," Bob said. "You know, I was talking to Ronnie about this situation and she was saying that her daughter - you know, Wanda? - well, Wanda buys this kind of Spandex undergarments that she wears while playing softball and cheering. She says it's very plain and very supportive. She buys it at Ray's Sporting Goods over by the college. Maybe we should take a look there, too."

Joyce looked uncomfortable for a moment. "Well... ok, but... do you really think it's a good idea for you to be telling Veronica about this? I mean, Wanda's only a year or so older than Hunter. They're kinda friendly, right? They'll even be going to the same school next year. I'm not sure that talking about Hunter's medical issues with the mother of his friend is a great idea. What if she says something to Wanda and she says something to a friend, and... You see what I'm saying, right?"

"I do," Bob nodded, "but I think that Ronnie will be discreet about it. She's a parent, too. She'd expect us to be discreet if the shoe was on the other foot."

"Ok," Joyce conceded, "but going forward, let's just keep things between us. Ok?"

Bob nodded. She was right. "Ok. Sorry. I just needed to get some things off my chest and there was no one else at work that I..." Bob's attention was drawn to the sliding door that led to the patio. "Jesus," he muttered, causing Joyce to turn and look out the slider as well.

Joyce shook her head at the sight of her stepson standing by the pool side wearing a white, sleeveless tee shirt that had gone nearly transparent with the pool water. Through the material, the shape of his breasts were very well defined and his nipples were obvious as well - not just their plump shape, but their darker color.

"Oh, Geez," she muttered. "I'll get him something darker to wear in the pool. They sell women's swim tops that look like tee shirts, too, and those have a bra shelf in them. We'll look for one of those at Ray's Sporting Goods, too, but... just look at him, Bob... We can't let him walk around like that! If that was your daughter instead of your son, you'd be having conniptions!"

"Don't fool yourself, babe. I'm having conniptions right now. I'm just keeping them well hidden."
 

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The wet shirt hadn't been lost on Mary Ellen, either. She noticed her stepbrother's breasts and nipples as well and she knew that she had to help him out a bit. He needed something to help him be more... modest.
 

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Because he'd had such a tough day, his parents let Hunter choose what they'd have for dinner. He chose his favorite - Plain pizza with extra cheese from Mama Columbo's a few blocks away. He was still upset, but the pizza was a great comfort food.

After dinner, Bob and Joyce went out to 'pick up a few things,' while Mary Ellen and Hunter stayed home. Mary Ellen had planned on going out with her friend, Effie, but when she heard her parents were going out, and when her mother explained why, she decided that she'd stay home to keep her younger step-sibling company.

After a brief discussion, they watched a Star Wars movie on Disney-Plus, and since they had both seen the film many times, it afforded them the opportunity to talk a little. Mary Ellen noticed that her stepbrother had a hard time getting comfortable. Something about his chest was irritating him and he shifted his position several times until he seemed to rest comfortably.

"Sooooo..." Mary Ellen said about ten or fifteen minutes into the movie, "...how are you feeling?"

Hunter shrugged. "I'll be ok, I guess, but... I am going to miss the guys in the park and playing sports."

"What are you talking about?" She laughed. "There's no reason to say goodbye to your friends or sports just because you have breasts."

"Girl's breasts," Hunter corrected her. "The guys will make my life miserable if they find out." In fact, they already made his life miserable, just because he was small.

"Huh. They don't sound like very good friends."

"I guess they aren't, but they're all that I had and I'll miss them."

Mary Ellen gave his thigh a sympathetic rub. "What about sports, though. I know you can't do anything that might expose your chest right now, but you can still play baseball."

He shook his head. "I can't. These things already hurt a lot when I had that Ace bandage on. Without that, I can't play."

"What about a minimizing sports bra?"

"I'm a boy, Mae. I am not wearing a bra."

When Mary Ellen spoke again, she spoke in a comical imitation of his sulky demeanor. "I know you're a boy, Hunter, but you're a boy with boobs and a boy with boobs needs to wear a bra. Just like anyone else with boobs."

He shook his head. "You sound just like mom."

"Because she's right - AND I certainly do not sound like her." Mary Ellen said, using her normal voice, again. "Come on. A bra isn't that big a deal. It's like anything else. The first few hours that you're wearing one, it seems weird, but then... it just seems... normal."

Hunter just shook his head. The idea of a bra was just too weird to even consider. "Can I ask you another question?"

"Sure." Mary Ellen was remaining upbeat. In fact, she kind of liked talking about something other than school and sports scores with Hunter for a change.

"What's a shelf?"

She squinted at him for a moment to see if he was serious. "It's something you mount on a wall or in a closet and you put things on it."

That made Hunter squint back at her, a little confused. Then he realized what she meant. "No, I mean what's a shelf in girl's clothing. Like, the doctor said if I wasn't going to wear a bra, mom should get me a cami with a shelf. I don't know what a cami is or a shelf."

"Ahh." Mary Ellen nodded, understanding the question, now. "Well, a cami is, essentially, an undershirt. It's usually a little thinner and softer to... you know... make the girls feel good." She made a show of hefting her breasts to demonstrate what she meant by 'the girls.' "And as for a shelf, well... it's kind of a bra, I guess, but not. It's kind of a... band of support, I guess. It just... you know... keeps you from bouncing. It's sewn into the cami - or sometimes into tops so you don't have to wear a bra."

Hunter thought and nodded. It didn't sound that bad. "Do you ever wear stuff like that?"

"Yeah, of course." Mary Ellen laughed. "Everyone does. Oh, hey... wait here a sec. I'll be right back." She stood and hurried to the stairs to run up to her room.

"Should I pause the movie?" Hunter shouted after her.

"Not unless they changed it since the last time we watched it," she called back.

Seconds later, Mary Ellen returned with a black pajama set. It just looked like any set of summer weight short pajamas. "Just looks like a pajama top or a tee shirt, right?" She smiled, holding up the tee shirt style pajama top. Hunter noticed that it wasn't just black, it had a lot of little white dots on it and across the belly area, there was a white line that outlined the shape of a cat's head with a nose and whiskers also displayed within the outline. Other than the black with the white design, the only other color was two pink triangles in each of the cat's ears and a small pink circle to indicate the cat's nose.

Then, Mary Ellen made a big show of turning the top inside out, as if it was a magic trick. Then she showed her stepbrother a band of flesh colored, stretchy material that was sewn into the interior of the front of the top. "Ta da!" She said with fanfare. "See? That's all a shelf is."

That didn't look too bad. "So... does it show when you're wearing it?"

"No. Not at all. That's the point of a shelf. It's all very subtle and, to be honest, it's more comfortable than a bra. See. No lace or silk or bows or ribbons. See, the shelf is attached to a kind of built in undershirt and it fits nice and snug, but the shirt hangs loosely over that. No big deal, right?"

"I guess." Hunter chuckled at his stepsister's playful hard sell. Then he shifted about a bit to get comfortable again. He also used his upper arms to adjust his breasts as he fidgeted.

This did not go unnoticed by Mary Ellen. "You're not very comfortable, are you?"

He was a little surprised that his maneuvers had been noticed. He shrugged and smirked. "Not really, I guess."

"What's wrong?"

He shrugged again "I had to put this cream all over my rash and it's helping, but it's kinda uncomfortable. And my..." he thought better of what he was going to say. "... never mind."

"Hey, come on, Hunny," Mary Ellen said, using the nickname she'd used for Hunter since he was an infant, but she'd stopped using a few years ago because Hunter felt it wasn't grown up or masculine enough. In fact, he usually hated the nickname so much, that the affectionate nickname 'honey' had unofficially been banned from the collective family vocabulary. "You can talk to me about anything. You know that."

He sighed and looked down at his chest before looking up again. "It's just that... everything is kind of sore and itchy."

"That's probably just the cream doing its job."

He shook his head. "No. Not the cream. My..." God he hated talking about this. "...my... nipples."

Matt Ellen felt terrible about the embarrassment Hunter was exhibiting. She hadn't meant to embarrass him. "Your nipples? They're bothering you?"

He nodded. "Before, when I wore the stretchy ace bandage, it was kind of tight and not too rough against them, but now... they're driving me nuts!"

She nodded and patted his head. "That's because your shirt is irritating them when it moves across them." She thought for a moment. "Here. Stand up."

He did and Mary Ellen immediately started to lift the hem of his tee shirt to remove it.

"Hey, hey, hey! Mae! What are you doing?" Hunter said, holding his shirt down.

"Seriously?" Mary Ellen looked peeved. "You're going to act embarrassed about me seeing your breasts? If you recall, I walked into the bathroom and got quite an eyeful of them, last night AND I helped you get ready for the pool like two hours ago. So, they're nothing I haven't seen before. And besides, I have a pair just like them. Let me take off your shirt. I promise you'll feel better after I help you."

Still uncertain, Hunter raised his arms and let his stepsister pull his shirt off. Immediately the irritation on his nipples subsided, but he knew he couldn't sit around like that all night. Then, without a word, Mary Ellen straightened out the pajama top she'd been showing him and prepared to put it on him.

"Oh, no you don't!" Hunter said, sounding a bit frightened.

"What?" Mary Ellen stopped and looked at him. "What's wrong? I told you I could help. The material in the shelf is meant to feel comfortable against sensitive nipples. Now, come on. It's just a tee shirt."

"It's a GIRL'S tee shirt."

"Yeah. It's a girl's tee shirt. Do you think you might be able to find a boy's tee shirt that is designed to support breasts and make itchy nipples feel better?"

Hunter didn't respond.

"I thought so. Now, come on. You need to try this. Just put the shirt on."

It took a few moments of thinking before Hunter finally nodded and relaxed. "You won't tell anyone, will you?"

"Who would I tell, Hunny? Come on."

He sighed and let her put the shirt onto him.

"I bought this from a site in the UK," Mary Ellen explained, "and I got the sizes mixed up. It's too small for me. It should fit you perfectly, though."

And it did. When Mary Ellen finished pulling the shirt onto Hunter and adjusting his new growths in the shelf-bra, he felt better right away.

"Better?" She asked.

He nodded. "Yeah. Much. Thanks."

He touched his breasts on the sides and from below and in front. "It doesn't make them look bigger, does it?"

Mary Ellen smiled at that. In fact, it kind of did make them look a little bigger, but the way that the shirt hung, it didn't over emphasize anything. She could have explained that, but the poor kid just needed to find relief and she knew from experience that this was the easiest way to calm down the itchiness. "Not at all. It just looks like a cute tee shirt."

"Yeah... Cute... Great."

She laughed at that. "If you want, I can talk to mom and find tops like this for you that are, maybe, a little plainer."

Hunter nodded. "Thanks. That would be great."

It was a warm evening and they hadn't installed the air-conditioning units into the windows yet, so Mary Ellen made another suggestion. "Come on, now. You've got the top on and you already feel better. Now, take off your jeans and put the bottoms on. They're just like gym shorts."

He sighed, but figured that it really didn't matter. They were just like his gym trunks - black with an elastic waist and white piping around the bottom.

He undid his jeans and slid them down, but Mary Ellen spotted an issue.

"Umm... you'll have to take off your boxers, too. They're too long for these shorts."

"But... all I have is boxers."

She nodded. "Just take them off and slide these on. It doesn't matter. Like I said, they're too small for me, so I never wore them and they're yours now, so who cares if you go commando for a night."

That seemed to make sense, so he slid his boxers down and stepped out of them, too.

Mary Ellen knelt and held the bottoms open so he could step into them. She didn't mean to, but since Hunter's penis ended up directly in front of her, she couldn't help but take a good long look at it. Wow. He really was a 'little' boy. His boy parts looked pretty much the same as they had the last time she'd changed his diaper. She didn't know if this was normal for a twelve year old, but she was certainly going to look into it. She'd seen his breasts, so she knew that female hormones were doing a job on him, but his little penis and the complete lack of any pubic hair indicated that his male hormones had yet to show up for work. She wondered if the doctor had said anything to her mother about this. She would ask.

"There you go!" She said, settling the waist band into place. "They fit you nicely."

"They're kind of short."

"They're meant to be so you stay cool in bed. Huh... They look like they were made for you. Do they feel good?"

Hunter nodded. "Yeah. They're really soft - both the shirt and shorts. They're pretty comfortable."

Mary Ellen raised her eyebrows at his approval. "Well, I guess you just learned the first rule of girl's clothing. They're softer than boy's." She laughed at her own words. "Ok. I helped you, now I'm going to get my hair brush and you're going to brush out my hair."

"Why should I do that?"

"Because I was nice to you and helped with the itching, so you owe me a favor. Or maybe just because you love me and we're having a really nice sister... I mean... sibling... night. Tell you what - if you do a good job brushing out my hair, I'll brush yours, too. Deal?"

"Deal!" Even though Hunter's hair was just a few inches longer and a lot shaggier than most boys, he'd always loved the feeling of having someone else brush his hair. It was so elegant and relaxing. This seemed like a nice way to end the evening.
 

~^~

 

Bob pulled the car into the driveway, shut off the motor and looked at his wife. "Ready?"

She heaved a sigh and asked, "Do you think he's going to resist wearing these clothes?"

Bob laughed. "Joyce... he's a twelve year old boy who likes to play sports and get dirty. Yeah, I think he's going to resist. What boy wouldn't?"

"Well, I've heard there are boys that like these kinds of things."

"Sure there are... and when I was twelve, we called those boys sissies."

"Oh, that's really helpful, Bob. Let's try not to throw around words like that in front of Hunter, ok?"

His wife's quick reaction surprised Bob. "Come on, Joyce. You know I wouldn't say something like that to the boy. I just meant... well... you have to admit... this is a bit unusual... buying camisoles, sports bras, a swim top and even pasties for a boy."

"They're not pasties... They're nipple protection in case he wants to play sports. You heard the saleswoman say that a lot of athletic girls swear by them."

Bob bounced his head from side to side. "Yeah... and if you put a little glitter on them, they could be used at a strip club."

"Robert!" Joyce was shocked. "How could you even suggest..."

"Hey, I'm just teasing," Bob said, with a nervous laugh. "Relieving the pressure through humor. Ok?"

"Well, stop it," Joyce said sternly. "Nothing about this is funny and we need to impress upon our son that we are doing this for his own good."

"Alright. I'm sorry. No more jokes." Bob took a second to prepare himself. "Are you ready for World War Three?"

Joyce nodded. "I guess I am."

"Then let's go."

They opened the trunk and took the five bags of clothing - most of which could be classified as lingerie - out and headed for the front door. When Joyce's hand touched the nob, she turned to Bob and said, "Nothing but positive remarks. Ok?"

"Ok," he nodded.

Joyce opened the door. They could hear the sound of 'The Empire Strikes Back' coming from the TV room.

"Leave the bags here," Joyce instructed, quietly. "We'll introduce everything a little at a time. Ok?"

"Sounds like a plan," Bob said, adding his bags to the ones that his wife had left on the hallway settee.

They looked at each other, took a long, steadying breath and stepped into the TV room...

...where they both stopped and stared at the scene in front of them.

Unbelievably, their angry, defiant son was sitting on an ottoman in front of the couch and he was wearing what was obviously a set of pajamas designed for a tween-girl with a sweet little kitty cat illustrated on the top. The shorts were so short that it took a moment for either of them to be sure he had any pajama bottoms on at all. Behind him, sitting on the couch, the boy's older sister, well, stepsister, sat brushing his unruly hair in such a way that it was actually off of his face for the first time in several years, AND there was something about the way she'd brushed it that made Hunter look decidedly... unboyish. His eyes were closed and he was luxuriating in the feeling of having his hair brushed.

Mary Ellen smiled at their reaction.

Suddenly, Hunter seemed to sense that someone was looking at him and he opened his eyes. He saw his father and stepmother looking surprised. He blushed a bit and then said, "Oh. Hi."

"Hi," both adults replied, but Joyce continued, "So... you look a bit more relaxed than you did when we left."

"Yeah, I guess," Hunter admitted, standing to return to the couch, but when he stood, he realized what he was wearing. "Ah, shit," he muttered, then looked at his parents with panic on his face. "I can explain. It's not like it looks. I was just..."

Mary Ellen stood and put her arm around her younger step-sibling. "It's no big deal. Hunny was uncomfortable because of his rash medicine and his... well... his chest was itchy. So, I made him comfortable. I bought these pjs a few weeks ago. They are too small for me, but fit him and there's a shelf-bra in the top, so he could relax. That's all. If you're upset at all, be mad at me. Not Hunny."

It took Joyce a moment just to get past her daughter calling Hunter 'Hunny' without having him go ballistic. Once she got past that, she said, "Mad? We're not mad at anyone. We think this is a very..." she was stuck for a word.

"Pragmatic," Bob offered.

"Yes... a very pragmatic solution and I am very pleased that you were mature enough to see that these clothes will benefit you, Hunter." She completed her thought, then was about to push a little further. "Umm... since you've already tried on a top like that, maybe you'd like to take a look at what we..."

Suddenly, Bob seemed to have a coughing fit that interrupted Joyce's words.

"Oh, gee, Joyce," he coughed to his wife, "I'm sorry I interrupted you, but could you give me a hand in the kitchen for a moment."

"What?" Joyce was nonplused for a moment.

"The kitchen, dear. Please," Bob stated, flatly and took his wife's hand to lead her out of the TV room. He pretended to cough all the way down the hall.

When they were alone in the kitchen, Joyce asked, "What was that all about?"

Bob smiled and said, "Look, babe, we came home expecting to find the boy resistant and angry. Instead, we found him already wearing something similar to what you bought. That's a win, Joyce! It's already nine o'clock at night. Do you want to upset things at this point, or just accept the win and move on?"

Joyce considered that for a moment. "Ok. You're right. He's already been cooperative. Let's call it a night and tomorrow I'll try to get him to try on some of the things we bought him tonight."
 

~^~

 

Joyce swung her legs into the bed beside her husband and as she squirted some skin lotion into the palm of her hand and then began rubbing it into the skin on her hands and arms, she asked Bob, "So... how are you holding up with everything that's going on?"

Bob stopped working on the crossword puzzle he had open on his iPad and looked at her. "I'm ok, I guess. Mostly just worried about the boy, you know? He's always been such a... boy. Baseball, video games, adventures in the woods... all boy stuff. Now, he just seems scared to show his face outside, afraid that his friends will find out. To tell you the truth, I get it. It would be easier to tell them that he had a fatal disease. At least they'd understand that. This just seems so... weird."

"Well, I have to admit, this does sort of explain a few things about Hunter's behavior over the last few months," Joyce said, still rubbing the flowered scented cream into her arms. "Like - Remember at Halloween when he refused to go trick or treating? Or how he didn't even tell us that the school had sent home permission slips for the kids to go to that recreation center for their field day? There was a pool there, Bob. I'm sure that's why he faked being sick that day and stayed home. I knew he wasn't really as sick as he pretended to be, but I could tell that he was upset, so I gave in. Now, it makes a lot more sense."

Bob nodded. "This baseball camp thing is really upsetting to me, though. I know he's going through a lot, but... he just liked it so much last year."

"Bob, come on. Not only is there a pool there, but it's an overnight camp. The boys see each other getting changed. Hunter would be in the aged twelve to fourteen group. Do you really want your tiny twelve year old son undressing in front of big fourteen year old boys who are going to see that he has some pretty well developed breasts? Bob, he could get raped for crying out loud."

"I think you're exaggerating a bit," Bob said, hoping to ease his wife's sense of panic, "but I get your point." He thought about how they might be able to have the boy go to camp without those situations arising, but then something Joyce said struck him. "You said his breasts were 'pretty well developed' and you told me on the phone that he was probably a little bigger than an B cup, but none of that means a lot to me. How 'well developed' are these breasts of his?"

Joyce thought for a moment to come up with some kind of a comparison. "Do you remember when I first moved into the house down the street? Back when I was married to Peter and before I got pregnant with Mae?"

"Yeah, sure," Bob nodded.

"I had a nice figure then, right?"

Bob laughed. "Yes, Joyce, you did, and you still have an amazing figure."

"Well, I'm glad you think so, but the point I'm trying to make is that I was only in a B cup then. I used to be very self conscious about my breasts, especially when I was near bigger women like Hunter's mother, but I still looked nice, right? Oh, wait!"

She grabbed her phone and showed Bob a picture of herself and Bob's first wife standing next to the pool in the back yard of the house she currently shared with Bob. "We took this picture the first day that you guys had a party by your new pool. This is just before I got pregnant. Look at what my breasts looked like in that top."

Bob looked at the picture and saw Joyce wearing a bikini top with a skirt-type wrap around her waist and she was a knock out. His heart sunk a bit. "So, you're telling me that Hunter's breasts are already that big?"

She nodded. "And Bob, I'm five eight. Hunter's four one. Those breasts look even bigger on that skinny little body of his. If he was my sixth grade daughter, I'd be scared that she'd be attracting the wrong attention and could come home pregnant before she turned thirteen. Frankly, I'm feeling the same kind of fear for Hunter. Not that he'd get pregnant, of course, but that he could attract the wrong kind of attention and that something bad could happen."

"Jesus," Bob muttered as the huge reality of the situation hit him.

There was a quiet knock on the half opened door. They turned and saw Mary Ellen's head peek around the door. "Hey. Can I come in?"

"Of course." Bob smiled at his stepdaughter.

Joyce curled her legs closer to her bottom and tapped the empty area she'd created as an invitation to sit.

As Mary Ellen sat, she said, "Umm... I just... well... you know that I'm worried about Hunny, too, right? Well, I did a little research online just now and... Did the doctor say anything about the fact that Hunny has, like, no pubic hair or any real development down there at all?"

This caught Bob by surprise and he looked to Joyce who pursed her lips and blinked for a moment. "Can I ask you how you know that?" She asked her daughter.

Mary Ellen didn't look guilty or embarrassed at all. "I put him into those pjs tonight, mom, and I did it so that I could intentionally get a look at that part of him just so I could check."

Joyce pondered that for a moment. "I'm not sure how I feel about that, Mae. I mean... you two aren't really brother and sister and I'm not comfortable with the possibility of any kind of shenanigans going on when we trust him to your care."

"SHENANIGANS!?" Mary Ellen sounded shocked. "Are you kidding me? Mom, that's ridiculous! I don't care who's uterus he came out of, Hunny is my baby brother and I've helped to take care of him his whole life. I looked because I love him and want to make sure he's ok, and... well... is he? Did the doctor say anything about that?"

Finally, Joyce nodded. "Yes. She did mention that he does seem a bit late to start puberty, but she also said that's not all that unusual. If you recall, Mae, we were worried about you at that age, too. You didn't start your period until you were thirteen and a half. Children don't develop on a strict schedule, Mae. She says it's nothing to be worried about."

"Mom, he's got boobs as big as mine and a dick the size of a two year old."

"Mary Ellen, that is enough!"

"No, it's not, mom. It's not nearly enough. Something is very wrong with MY LITTLE BROTHER and I don't think his pediatrician is up to the task of dealing with it. I think we should bring him to a specialist or something."

"When you did your research, did you also happen to read that nearly eighty present of all boys experience some level of gynecomastia during puberty and that nearly sixty five percent of middle aged men do as well? This is not an uncommon thing, Mae. Dr Clemente knows what she's doing."

"Some form, mom. They suffer from some form of gynecom... whatever... but they don't grow big old hooters like Hunny did."

Bob could sense a big blowout pending, so he interrupted. "Ok, girls - take a breath. Both of you. Let's all calm down and focus on helping Hunter out. Ok? Mary Ellen, we cannot thank you enough for getting him to wear that pajama top with the... thing... in it tonight. That was a big step forward. Joyce, you are doing a great job at managing all of this insanity. Hell, even Hunter's handling things pretty well, now. If there's anyone who needs to get more with the program, it's me. So, Joyce, if you don't mind, tomorrow I'd like to talk to Dr Clemente myself and just hear her diagnosis - straight from the horse's mouth, so to speak - and then I will jump into this matter with both feet. Now, we all love Hunter and we all want what's best for him. So, let's all be on the same team and not start sniping at each other. Agreed?"

"Agreed." Both mother and daughter nodded.

"Good. Let's move slowly, cautiously and, for Hunter's sake, gently forward and if we need to see a specialist, then we'll see a specialist. Ok?"

"Ok." Both women agreed, again.

"I'm sorry, mom," Mary Ellen said. "I... I just don't want anything bad to happen to him."

Joyce spread her arms and hugged her daughter. "I know, baby. Don't worry. He'll be ok."
 
 
To Be Continued...

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The Girls of Summer - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Gynaecomastia
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Hormones

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The Girls of Summer: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Hunter is facing a summer of solitude due to his condition, but maybe there is hope for attending a
different summer camp? Attending would mean some changes, though...
I am truly thrilled that you enjoyed Chapter 1. I hope that you enjoy Chapter 2 as well!


 
Author's Note: *Mary Ellen's usage of the word "Hunny" is short for Hunter - not slang for honey.
Thank you all for so many positive and supportive comments! ~Clara.

 
This version of The Girls of Summer: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 2
 

"No. I'm just not going, dad. I'm not doing it," Hunter was adamant at the breakfast table the next morning. Bob and Joyce were surprised to see him downstairs so early during the first week of summer vacation, but Bob was glad that he had a moment to discuss baseball camp with him before leaving for work.

"I hate to see you do this, pal," Bob said as he ate his toast and drank his coffee. "I know how much you loved going last year. We can talk to the councilors and work something out, I'm sure. You're just cutting off your nose to spite your face, right now. You have a medical condition, son. That is all. People deal with their medical conditions. They don't lock themselves away and hide from the world."

Hunter was still wearing the kitty cat pj's he'd worn to bed and Bob couldn't help but sneak glances at his chest every now and then. Geez, did he get bigger over night, or was Bob just seeing things clearly for the first time? This conversation was quickly becoming moot. The more Bob looked at his son, the more he knew that the kid could never survive ten days at an all-boys-sleep-away-sports-camp. Those breasts would show unless the were bound and if they did that, his rash would never heal.

"I'm not going, dad. The other guys will eat me alive."

Bob took a deep, resigned breath and spoke on his exhale. "Alright, then. I'll call the camp this morning and tell them you won't be coming. We'll lose a pretty healthy deposit and you'll miss out on something you enjoy, but... if that's what you want, then that's what I'll do." He knew he was coming down a little hard on the boy under the
circumstances, but he felt like it was the right way to parent at the moment. A little 'tough love' so the boy might try other things this summer.

"It's not what I want, dad, but I won't go like this."

"Ok." Bob stood and grabbed his sports coat and the messenger bag he used as a briefcase and prepared to leave. He kissed his wife, then kissed the top of Hunter's head. "Do what your mother tells you, today. I don't want to hear about any fights. Remember, we're doing what the doctor said had to be done."

"Yes, sir." Hunter nodded, looking very put upon.

Bob and Joyce exchanged concerned glances and Bob left for work.

Joyce waited until Hunter finished eating his Corn Chex cereal before she spoke. After he said 'no thanks' to some toast or some fruit, Joyce got to the matter at hand. "Hunter... last night, your dad and I picked up a few things for you - to help you, that is - and this morning I'd really like it if you and I could calmly go through everything and see how everything fits. Ok?"

He nodded, sullenly.

"Good morning," Mary Ellen chirped as she entered the kitchen, already wearing her one piece bathing suit, her hair brushed beautifully and not wearing any makeup. Even without makeup, though, she had that healthy, girl-next-door look that just looked wonderful.

"Hi, sweetheart," her mother said, showing a worried smile.

"You look nice, Hunny," Mary Ellen complimented as she gave her stepbrother a hug. "Your hair's a little wild this morning, but that's probably because I brushed it so much last night." She laughed a little at his disheveled hair, then ran her fingers through it a bit in a failed attempt to tame it. "Are you going to come swimming this morning?"

Hunter shrugged and looked at Joyce who said, "Before he does anything else, I need your brother to try on some of the clothes we bought him last night."

"Oh, ok." Mary Ellen nodded, grabbing a pre-made yogurt smoothie from the fridge. "I can help if you want."

"Well... it might be easier if you let us do this privately, Mae. Some of the clothes are kind of... personal and..."

"I'd rather have Mae help me, if that's ok, mom," Hunter said, probably more abruptly than he'd intended. "I mean... if it's ok with you."

"Ok." Joyce looked at her daughter and then at Hunter. "Is there a reason you'd rather not have me help you?"

Hunter looked a little embarrassed. "I don't know, mom... it's just that... Mae is a little... cooler about these things. I mean... everything seems kind of life and death with you right now and... I'm sorry... I'm just a little more comfortable with Mae. Sorry."

That did make sense, of course. The kids were very close and Joyce supposed that she should be grateful for that at this particular moment. Although, when she thought back to Mary Ellen's frantic revelation of Hunter's condition two nights earlier and then the conversation she and Bob had had with her in their bedroom the previous night, it felt as if Mae was the one who was seeing things in life and death terms, not her. Regardless, the important thing was that they get Hunter into the supportive, moisture wicking clothing with as little drama as possible.

"Alright." She smiled at her children. "That's great. Thank you, Mary Ellen, for helping and Hunter... thank you for being honest with me." She picked up some papers from the doctor's office and reread the instructions. "Before you try on anything, though, Mae could you, maybe, take a damp wash cloth and just clean off his rash area? It says that it should be cleaned a few times a day. I think you can hold off on putting on any more cream, though - especially if he's going swimming."

"Absolutely!" Mary Ellen grinned, happy to be helping.

About ten minutes later, the two step-sibling were in Mary Ellen's room with all the bags from the night before. Mary Ellen had suggested they go into her room because, not only was it a little bigger, but also because she had a queen sized bed that would give them more room to lay everything out.

"Wow," she said as she used a moist face cloth to wipe the areas clean where Hunter's rash had been treated. "Whatever is in that cream is working really well. All the little cuts are closing up already. It looks a lot better."

Hunter could see himself in the mirror mounted on Mary Ellen's closet door and he could see that his rash was much less inflamed. But as he stood there, shirt off and arms held over his head while his stepsister wiped him clean, his eyes spent more time looking at his breasts than any other part of his body.

And for some reason, that morning he found them more fascinating than hateful.

When she was done, Mary Ellen used a dry towel to make sure Hunter was dry before applying a little flower scented powder as well. Then she began laying the articles in the bags on the bed. She could tell by the look on his face, that Hunter was having mixed feelings about trying on these items.

"Relax, Hunny. They won't bite." She pointed at the piles she'd created. "Look: these are camisole's. Just tee shirts, really, but with some extra support. These are some very plain sports bras, nothing fancy. These are running tops with built in shelf-bras that will look like regular tee shirts and these are swim tops."

"What are those?" Hunter asked, pointing at the last pile.

"Umm... bike shorts and yoga pants."

"Why did mom buy me stuff like that?" Hunter wondered aloud.

"I don't know." Mary Ellen shrugged and patted his back. "We'll try on the other stuff first, though. Ok?" She held up the simplest, least threatening cami. "Come on. Let's start with this."

He felt the slightly silky material of the garment and shook his head. "I don't know if I can, Mae. It's all so... girly."

Mary Ellen nodded and thought for a moment. "Hey... How about we play a game? For right now, you know... while we're trying on these clothes... let's just pretend that we're sisters, ok? So, instead of you being my little brother, we'll pretend that you're my little sister and I'm teaching you about clothes, the way an older sister would. How about it?"

Hunter rolled his eyes. "That's stupid."

"Yeah, but it could be fun for a few minutes. Right?" He didn't say anything. He just stared at the clothes on her bed. "Come on. Let me have some fun."

"I don't know," Hunter half laughed. "Seems kinda lame."

"It's better than fighting with mom, though, isn't it?"

That made the boy laugh. "Yeah. I guess."

"Then, come on, little sister. I'm going to teach you all about bras."

Rather than start with the camisole's, Mary Ellen picked up one of the beige, fairly style-less sports bras and explained it's workings to her stepbrother. "See, the material is very stretchy, but the inside is soft against your sensitive parts. It holds your 'girls' nice and tight, though, so when you run or bounce, 'the girls' stay tight to your chest."

She had Hunter hold up his arms and she slid the stretchy garment onto him, showing him how to adjust 'the girls' into their cups. It did bother Hunter that he filled the cups quite nicely, but Mary Ellen made such a big deal over how nice his breasts looked in the bra, that he just laughed and let her have her fun.

It didn't take long for Hunter to realize that having some fun with Mary Ellen was a lot better than getting lectures from his mom. So, for the next twenty minutes, he pretended to be her little sister and even felt comfortable asking her some questions about how some of the tops looked, what situations would call for these clothes and what kind of clothes would go with the ones he was wearing.

"Hey, mom?" Mary Ellen asked when she hurried downstairs after trying on almost all of the clothes. "What are the bike shorts and yoga pants for?"

Joyce was still in the kitchen, washing up a few glasses left from breakfast and the night before. "Oh... Dr Clemente said that his rash was so bad, that she was afraid that he could have break outs in other parts of his body. So, she suggested that he wear moisture wicking material anywhere that moisture could gather - Under his breasts, his arm pits and around his groin. So, I picked those up."

"Oh, ok," her daughter nodded. "Oh, by the way - you only bought Hunter one swim top."

"No." Joyce thought for a moment. "I bought three, didn't I?"

"No, the one with the pink and blue palm trees is a swim top, but the other two are tankini's. Do you want me to just use the tops?"

"Oh." Joyce shook her head, realizing she'd have to return them. "I guess I was in a hurry. No. No, don't use it if he just needs a top. I'm sure we could get a top cheaper than the whole ensemble." She stopped her daughter as she headed back towards the stairs. "So... how is it going up there? I haven't heard any shouting."

Mary Ellen smiled. "Everything is fine. We've tried on everything except that bike shorts - and the tankini's, of course."

"Wow," Joyce muttered in mild disbelief. "That's great. Thanks, Mae."

"Not a problem." Her daughter smiled. "To tell you the truth, we're having fun. We're pretending that Hunny is my little sister and I'm teaching her the finer points of bras."

Joyce stopped what she was doing and looked at her daughter. "And that's working?"

"Yeah."

Joyce nodded and held up one finger to tell Mary Ellen to wait a moment. She hustled out of the room and returned a moment later with a small bag. "See if you can get him to try this on. The woman I spoke to in the lingerie department at Kaufman's said that this was a very popular brand of bra for younger girls because it's so comfortable."

Mary Ellen opened the bag and saw the rather standard looking bra designed for a young girl entering womanhood and she looked at her mother with a bit of skepticism. The reason for that skepticism was the very 'standard' nature of the bra. It had thin straps that looked to be fairly comfortable, a narrow, two hook-and-eye strap across the back, but the cups had a lace appliqué along the edges and there was a tiny, pink bow on the band between the two cups.

"I know," Joyce nodded, "but hear me out. I think the key to getting him wearing the underwear he needs right now is keeping everything as gender-neutral as girls' underwear can be - BUT - I think that the key to KEEPING him wearing the clothes is making him comfortable. The saleswoman said this was the most comfortable and popular bra for girls his age, so... Just see if you can get him to try it on. Please."

"Ok," Mary Ellen nodded, "I'll try, but no promises."

"I know."

When she got back to her bedroom, Mary Ellen found her stepbrother wearing a peach colored, sleeveless tee shirt with rather wide arm holes that showed off the strap of the built in bra as it passed under his arm pits. The built in bra also created a bit of a bust for him and the way that his tee shirt hung made that bust more obvious. The color was certainly not a color that she'd ever seen used in boy's clothing, either. He was looking in the mirror and, from where Mary Ellen stood, he looked like a girl with a bit of a tomboy look to her - certainly not like a boy, though - and the way he was shifting from side to side to see how his bust looked, was not a very boyish manner of inspecting one's body, either.

"You look very pretty in that, sis," she teased as she entered.

"You can see my boobs, can't you?"

She moved to his side and looked into the mirror with him. "Hunny... I think you're going to have to accept the fact that, at least for a while, you're going to have those girls on your chest, no matter what you do. So, why not just celebrate them and enjoy how they look? Like... say, 'Hey, world. Look at how good I look!' What do you say?"

He shrugged. "I'm kinda getting the feeling that the only way I'm going to be able to do anything this summer is to start dressing like this. Like a girl."

Mary Ellen wrapped her arms around Hunter's tiny shoulders. "There's a lot worse that could happen, Hunny. A girl at my school was in a car accident this year and lost her leg. A boy got some kind of cancer and had to quit school so he could have treatments. If you compare those things to having some pretty tatas and having to wear some soft, pretty, comfortable clothes, it's not that bad, is it?"

"I guess not," he sighed. "I'll still need to avoid the guys from the park, though. Maybe this will all straighten itself out before school starts."

She kissed the top of his head. "I hope so, but... until then... do you really mind being my little sister?"

Hunter looked at the smile on his sister's face and chuckled at how excited she looked. "I guess not. As long as the guys don't ever find out."

"Ok." Mary Ellen smiled and then explained why the bike pants and yoga pants had been purchased. "We can try those on later, though. Let's look at that swim top again, though, and maybe we can go swimming."

She helped Hunter out of the tee shirt and was about to pick up the swim top, but stopped and then acted as if the bag her mother had given her was an afterthought. "Umm... Hunny... mom bought you one more bra that you need to try on. Ok?"

He shrugged and she pulled out the lacy item.

"Whoa," he said and he looked scared. "That's got a lot of..."

"I know," Mary Ellen stopped him, "but no one will ever see it but you and me, and if you're going to have to wear girls' clothes, then why not wear something pretty and comfortable?"

He thought for a moment, then quietly said, "Ok. I guess."

"Ok." She smiled and helped him get the the delicate item on correctly. When it was on and adjusted, Mary Ellen asked, "That's not too bad, now is it?"

In fact, it was pretty wonderful. The elastic feel of the band was much less binding than the firm feeling of the sports bras and the very soft padding of the cups gently hugged his new and sensitive breasts much more comfortably than anything he'd tried on before. "No. It's not bad. It's kinda..." he looked at his reflection and the pretty lace bra with the adorable pink bow and he was speechless.

"Nice?" Mary Ellen asked. "Does it feel nice?"

He nodded.

"Then wear it, Hunny. No one will know and no one will care. Alright?"

He nodded.
 

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"Mom! We'll be in the pool!" Mary Ellen called as they passed through the house and she opened the slider to go out to the patio.

"Ok." Joyce called from her desk where she did a couple of hours of billing work for a local medical office everyday.

Around eleven, she finished up her work for that day and she decided to make a cup of tea. She could hear laughter coming in through the windows, so she knew the kids were enjoying themselves in the pool. She grabbed the electric kettle and went to the sink to add water. When she looked out the window over the sink, she saw Mary Ellen on the diving board. Her daughter took a few hurried steps to the end of the board and she bounced high and did a flip before entering the water with grace.

"That was great!" Hunter applauded from the shallow end. "I'll try it again."

Joyce looked at the boy and noticed that he was not wearing the short sleeved swim top with the pink and blue palm tree print, but rather was wearing a sleeveless, dark blue top with horizontal white stripes along the side to create a somewhat slimming affect. Yes, she remembered buying the top, but Mae had said that two of the swim tops were actually two-piece swimsuits.

Then Hunter lifted himself out of the shallow end and headed for the diving board and it became very obvious that Mary Ellen had not been wrong. Her stepson was actually wearing a tankini style swimsuit - the horizontal striped blue and white top and the solid blue panty - and to tell the truth, he looked rather lovely in it.

Her first impulse was to run out and find out how this had come about, or at least tell Hunter how nice he looked, but instead, she just watched, fascinated by what she saw. Hunter, who typically just swam laps to work on strength and speed, was following Mary Ellen's instructions in order execute the kind of dive that incorporated the gymnastics that Mae had been doing for years.

And he was doing quite well.

Joyce sipped her tea and watched for a good long while, but when her cup was empty, she wandered casually out onto the patio and sat on a lounge chair with her Kindle and pretended to read and ignore her children.

Eventually, they got out of the pool and joined their mother on the patio, drying themselves with oversized, fluffy, white towels before sitting on lounge chairs as well.

"How's the water?" Joyce asked.

"Perfect." Mary Ellen grinned, waiting for her mother to bring up Hunter's suit. "You should get your suit on and come in for a little while."

"Maybe I will, a bit later," Joyce smiled, "but, of course, I would look like a dumpy old lady compared to you two."

"Yeah, right," Mary Ellen laughed. Her mother was a very fit and attractive woman.

"That's a very pretty swimsuit, Mae," Joyce said nonchalantly. "Where did you get that?"

"Oh, this?" She said, knowing where the conversation was headed. "I got it when we were at the beach last summer. I got it at that place near the fried fish place we went nearly every night. Remember?"

"Oh, yes. Now that you mention it, I do recall. That was a nice place. Lots of pretty suits."

Mary Ellen just smiled and waited.

"And Hunter," Joyce said with a casual air, "do you like your new suit?"

"I guess," Hunter said, sounding a little embarrassed. "Mae and I were kind of pretending that I was her... well... anyway, she said she'd show me how to do some of those fancy dives she can do if I wore one of the new suits so that my trunks didn't come off when I dove in - like they did last time I tried."

"That's fine," Joyce said, maternally. "Can I see how it fits?"

He sighed and stood, coming to his stepmother's chair side. Joyce inspected the way the two piece suit fit the boy. The top fit snuggly and seemed to mold his figure just a little bit femininely - of course that may have just been because it also displayed the shape of his breasts rather nicely. She also noticed that there was not a noticeable bulge where one should be. That was a little worrying. Perhaps Mary Ellen had told him to tuck it away or something.

"Turn and let me see the back," she instructed him.

Hunter turned and she inspected the way the bottom of the suit fit his rear quite nicely, too. In fact, it seemed to offer some shape and support back there and he had the beginnings of a bubble shaped bottom. Also worrying, but then again... maybe it was the shaping nature of the panty-type bottom that gave him the round bottom and smooth crotch.

She ran a finger under the hem of the elastic leg hole to feel the fit. This was a move that she'd done a hundred times to Mary Ellen. A maneuver that allowed her to see if the fit was correct, while also adjusting the bottoms to ensure that her bottom was completely covered. Mary Ellen was very familiar with her mother's hands doing things like that, but it surprised Hunter and he let out a little squeal of, "Mom! What are you doing?"

Both Mary Ellen and Joyce laughed at his reaction.

"I'm just checking that it's not too tight, Hunter," Joyce giggled. "Is the suit comfortable?"

"Yeah," Hunter replied, still sounding a bit shocked. "It's very comfortable."

"Good." Joyce smiled. "At least we've dealt with one difficult issue."
 

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Bob came home at his usual time and parked in the driveway, noting that Joyce's car was not in its usual spot. He grabbed his work things and went into the kitchen where no food was being prepared.

"Joyce?" He called.

"On the patio!" Came a reply.

Bob went out through the slider and found his wife reading and looking very pleased with herself.

"Hey." He smiled. He sat on one of the patio chairs and looked around. "So... how was your day?"

"Better than we could have possibly expected." She smiled. "Mae took the lead and Hunter tried on everything without a single gripe. He even went a little further than we expected and tried on a few of Mae's old things that definitely fit him better than his own clothes."

"Really?" Bob nodded. "That's... excellent, I guess." He looked around. "Sooo... where are the kids?"

"Picking up dinner from the Ming Dynasty. They were both so good all day that I treated them to Chinese for supper."

"Sounds good." Bob nodded.

"We're home!" Mary Ellen called from the kitchen. "We're setting everything up in the TV room so we can watch a movie tonight! Come and get it!"

Bob stood and offered his beautiful wife a hand. Joyce stood and smiled at her husband. When she reached the slider, she said, "Before we go in...When you see Hunter, just smile and be supportive, ok? He's come a long way today."

Bob gave Joyce a confused look and then said, "Of course. When have I ever not been supportive?"

She stretched up and kissed his cheek. "Yeah... well... Take a breath. And let's go in."

When they walked into the TV room, Mary Ellen and Hunter were setting out the food and dining implements on a large table on the side of the room. Bob expected to see his son wearing one of the outfits they'd bought him the previous evening. Instead, he saw his son, his hair combed in such a way that it stuck up in messy waves. It was unkempt, but it also had more volume than usual. Besides the hair, instead of one of the tops they'd bought the night before, he was wearing a short sleeve, V necked, hooded, lightweight cotton top with matching short shorts. Both were made of lightweight cotton material, with a very pale grey background and fairly undefined, vertical lines of fairly pale purple and fuchsia. It was an outfit that Bob recognized. In fact he remembered the afternoon that Joyce and Mary Ellen had done the tie dye project that created the ensemble. Joyce was disappointed that the colors hadn't set as deeply as she'd hope, but Mary Ellen loved the final product and wore the outfit almost constantly the entire summer she was eleven years old. By the next summer, she'd out grown it. Bob had no idea that the outfit was still around. Either Joyce or Mary Ellen must have held on to it for sentimental reasons.

'Why was Hunter wearing it?' was the question that ran through Bob's head, though. Just then, Hunter leaned across the table to grab a plate and, despite his desire not to do so, Bob caught a glimpse of the boy's bra through the V neck opening. Of course, Bob knew that Hunter needed to wear a bra for the time being, but the bra he was wearing was not one of very plain, sports bras that they'd bought. It was the lacy bra that Joyce bought him. At the time of the purchase, neither of them thought they'd ever get Hunter to wear the item. Now, barely twenty hours later, the boy was wearing the prettiest bra Joyce had bought him and that bra was making his breasts look full and perky through the top's thin material.

"Oh, hey," Bob said and he snapped his fingers, "you know what I need? Joyce, we have some low sodium soy sauce in the fridge, don't we?"

Joyce looked a little surprised, but responded. "Yeah, I'm pretty sure we do."

"Great." He nodded. "Can you give me a hand finding it?" He turned and left the room.

"Ok. Sure," Joyce replied, a bit confused. She looked at the kids and said, "We'll just be a minute."

When she got to the kitchen, Bob already had the low sodium soy sauce in his hand. "Oh, you found it," Joyce said and turned to go back, but Bob grabbed her arm.

"Why the hell is 'the boy' wearing Mary Ellen's old outfit?"

"Because he needs to get out of the house this summer and he's not going to be able to do that looking like a boy with breasts," Joyce hissed, sounding more angry than Bob expected. "'The boy' has been incredibly cooperative today and less than an hour ago I told him how proud you would be of him. Now, you listen to me, Bob... when we go back in there, the first thing you're going to do is find a way to compliment 'the boy,' and be as supportive as possible. Alright?"

Bob knew that Joyce was a strong willed woman, but she'd never used such a scolding tone with him before.

"Yeah... alright," he mumbled. Then he followed his wife back into the TV room.

When they returned to the TV room, the kids had their food on paper plates and were sitting in their usual places on the 'L' shaped, sectional sofa. Bob and Joyce went to the big table and put helpings of rice, vegetables and some protein on their plates and joined the kids.

The movie they'd chosen to watch was a superhero movie that they'd missed in the theater, but had just started streaming on a service they had. When everyone was seated, Mary Ellen started the movie and they all got into the story.

Eventually, Hunter got up to get some more food and passed his father on the way.

"That fits you well," Bob said, as casually as possible.

Hunter looked at himself and then gave his father a small smile. "Oh... Thanks."

"I always liked that outfit." He looked at Mary Ellen and said, "I remember the day that you and your mom dyed it. It was just about this time of year. I think you had an end of year field day or something and you and some of your friends wanted to make a cool outfit to all wear together. So you and your mom made a mother/daughter project of dying it. You loved the results and your mom wanted to go out and buy another plain tee-shirt-and-short-set and do it again."

Mary Ellen smiled at the story and nodded as she chewed. "I'm glad I kept it. It fits Hunny really well, now. I think I was a little taller then him when I wore it, but I think he has me beat in the boob-age department."

Joyce cleared her throat and caught her daughter's eye. Then she shook her head, warning her daughter not to bring up Hunter's chest growth in such a casual way.

Hunter plopped back down on the couch next to his stepsister and began to eat more of his rice.

"What?" Mary Ellen screwed up her face at her mother. "Hunny and I have talked about this all day. There's no shame in what's happening to him, guys. He's just got boobs. So do I. So do you. Heck, Mr Rodney, my Chemistry teacher lost a lot of weight last year and he has boobs, too. We can see them because they sag under his shirts. He should be wearing a bra, too. Hunny doesn't mind, do you Hunny?"

Hunter shrugged and swallowed the rice. "I guess that I just have to pretend that I'm Mae's little sister for a few weeks, until this goes away. Then I can go back to being me."

Bob looked at Joyce and mouthed 'A few weeks?'

Joyce shrugged in response.
 

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"A few weeks?" Bob said to Joyce in the privacy of their bedroom a few hours later.

Joyce shrugged. "I... have no idea where he got that idea. Dr Clemente was very clear - This could last a few months or a several years, OR it might last all the way through puberty and he'd have to deal with them surgically when he was eighteen or twenty or whenever puberty ends for him. No one EVER said 'a few weeks.'"

Bob shook his head. "Maybe we should take him to another doctor to be sure." He sat on the bed and gave his face a brisk rub, then let out an exasperated sigh. "Hell, maybe we should be taking him to a psychologist or something. He seemed almost too comfortable in those clothes tonight."

Joyce sat down next to him and thought for a moment. "I don't know what the right thing to do is, Bob. If Dr Clemente is right and we make a big deal out of a few months or awkwardness, then that might do more harm than good for the boy."

"'The Boy,'" Bob shook his head. "You know, I've called him 'the boy' since the day he was born. I have to tell you, babe, I was... now, don't get me wrong, I love my son and I will always love my son, but... when I walked in and saw him in that outfit tonight... wow... I kind of freaked out inside. I really don't know how to process this."

Joyce nodded. "Then you probably shouldn't look at him in his new pj's."
 

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It was day four in a bra and Hunter was getting used to the feeling. He'd worn one of the sports bras one time and it was fine, but... the nice bra with the lace on it was a lot more comfortable. He felt awkward asking his stepmother to buy him another bra like that, but she didn't make a big deal out of it at all. She just smiled and said, "Sure, Hunter." And later that day, several more bras like that showed up - two more in white, one in baby blue, one in beige and one in black and all with lace appliqués and a little pink bow in the middle.

Mary Ellen had helped him get dressed in another outfit and took him out to lunch at a drive up place a few towns over. He'd never been there before, but he was excited to be out for a ride with Mary Ellen and to have a hot dog with everything on it - even if he did have to wear a pair of light blue bike shorts with a pink smock-type top that kind of showed off the shape of his bra a little too well.

"Thank you," Mary Ellen said to the girl at the 'PICK UP ORDERS HERE' window. She grabbed some ketchup packets as Hunter took the tray. They both turned to head back to the car when a beautiful girl with dark skin and brilliantly bright red hair stepped in front of them.

"Hey! I thought it was you guys!" Effie said with a huge smile.

It took Hunter a moment to recognize the girl. It had been a few months since he'd seen Mary Ellen's friend and the shockingly bright red hair was new. It made her look different.

"Ef!" Mary Ellen smiled and hugged her friend. Then she spotted Hunter, who had gone pale. She grabbed the tray from him before he could drop it and she sputtered, "Oh, you know... I mean... this is..."

"Yeah, I know Hunter." Effie smiled down at the boy. "How you doing, Bud? I like the new look. Is there something I need to know, or is this just a fun thing to do on a summer day?"

Mary Ellen looked around. "Are you alone?"

"Yeah. I was driving by and saw you at the window."

"Alright, then." Mary Ellen gave a small smile and said, "Look... Hunter has developed... a medical issue, ok? Come on and sit in my mom's car with us and I'll explain, but... Ef... please don't say anything to anyone else. Alright?"
 

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"How's it going at home... With your son, I mean?" Veronica asked, stopping by Bob's office that morning.

"Oh, hey, Ronnie," Bob said. He sat up straighter in his chair and shrugged. "Ok, I guess. I think he's adjusting better than I am. I'm doing my best to be supportive, though."

She nodded. "I'm sorry, Bob. I have been thinking about Hunter a lot. I can't imagine what kind of upset this must be causing for the poor kid. How are you dealing with school in fall?"

Bob chuckled. "School in the fall? Ronnie, I don't know how we're going to get to July. I had to cancel his baseball camp, Joyce doesn't think we should take our yearly vacation at the beach... I just don't know how we're going to maintain normalcy if his... you know... grow any bigger. I mean..." he took out his phone and held up a photo of Hunter wearing his sister's tie-dyed-tee-shirt-and-shorts-set from several nights earlier. "...look."

Veronica's eyes widened as she looked at the photo. "THAT'S Hunter?" She shook her head. "Why is he dressed so girly?"

"I had the same reaction, Ronnie, but honestly, when he wears his own clothes... he kind of looks even more odd. Those breasts of his are hard to hide. That's why baseball camp is out. He says he's uncomfortable showing up with breasts and Joyce has convinced me that, with his small stature and fairly pronounced breast size, it could be dangerous for him to be among all those bigger boys overnight."

"What a shame," Veronica said. She said her goodbyes and headed down out the door. She was gone about six minutes before she came back in and said, "Hey, Bob... I was just thinking..."
 

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"So what? You have bazzingas. Who cares?" Effie said from the backseat of Joyce's car. She was patting Hunter's shoulder through the opening between the seats. "Frankly, the more I think about it, the more I kind of like the idea of guys having to deal with breasts, too. I love mine! Have you played with your nipples, yet?"

"Come on, Ef. He's only twelve," Mary Ellen said, defensively.

"Yeah, well, my little brother is only ten and he's been pulling on his little toy for years. If he had that AND a pair of titties to play with, the kid would never leave his room."

Hunter knew what they were talking about, but he was too embarrassed to join in the conversation.

"Don't worry about it, though, Hunter," Effie laughed. "You just be you and let the world deal with it. Ok?"

"Yeah, ok." He nodded from the front seat, but he knew that Effie's sentiment was much easier said than done.

"I get why you don't want to hang with your guy friends, though," Effie continued. "Boys are such pigs about these things. Especially when they are like eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen... At least once they're juniors or seniors in high school they seem to have a little control. Not much, but a little."

Mary Ellen chuckled at that, but she saw how sad Hunter looked and patted his bare leg. He gave her a brave smile, but she knew he'd heard enough. "You know, Ef... I think I should get Hunter home. He's had a tough day. I'll see you later, ok?"

"Sounds cool," she said, opening the car door and getting out. She stood and looked into Hunter's window. "Don't worry, dude. I won't tell anyone your secret. Keep the faith." She stood and walked away.

"You want some ice cream for dessert?" Mary Ellen asked Hunter.

"Nah," he said, with a head shake. "I just want to go home."

"Ok." Mary Ellen smiled and turned on the car's engine.
 

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The dinner table was strangely quiet that evening. Mary Ellen had told Joyce about the meeting they'd had with Effie and Joyce had brought Bob up to date about it, too. Hunter was a little more sullen than he had been for the last few days and they were all trying to just be quiet and supportive.

"Oh, hey, I think I might have some good news," Bob said, kind of out of the blue.

"What's that?" Joyce asked.

He got up and went to where he'd left the messenger bag he used as a brief case and returned with a trifold flier of some kind. He handed it to Hunter and said, "Here. Take a look."

"What is it?" Joyce asked, looking over Hunter's shoulder.

"It's a baseball camp," Hunter said, confused.

"Softball, actually," Bob corrected.

"Dad... this is just for girls." Hunter looked up, confused.

"Yeah, I know, but... I was thinking... under the circumstances... maybe it'd be a good camp for you. It's a day camp, so you come home every night. It's way over at that regional high school where Mae did her gymnastics competition last year, so no one would know you. And best of all, there are coaches there who specialize in helping girls... well... kids... develop their throwing, running, batting skills while the gir... kid's... breasts... I mean... bodies... are developing and, you know, messing with their athletic form. I think it might be a perfect fit for you, pal."

"Dad... I'm not a girl. I play baseball, not softball. This is SO not a perfect fit." Hunter put the flier down and Mary Ellen picked it up.

"Wait, now, think about it," Bob said. "You're pretending to be a girl all the time, anyway, right? So, I know someone who knows the woman who runs the camp and she says that her friend would be very open to having you come. You'd just have to maintain your... disguise... while you're there."

Hunter stood abruptly and stormed out of the room.

"Hunter!" Joyce called to him. "Hunter... come back baby.

He didn't and seconds later, they heard his bedroom door slam.

"What were you thinking?" Joyce said, shaking her head.

"I was THINKING that we might be able to help him salvage part of his summer. Cripes, wouldn't it be better if he was out in the fresh air doing what he loves, rather than stuck in the house or sulking by the pool all summer? I was TRYING to help."

"By calling your son a girl!? Seriously!? You think that was a good idea."

"I didn't call him a girl, Joyce. I simply offered to pay for an alternative camp that would allow MY son to do what he loves. You've already got him wearing girls' clothing. I wasn't suggesting that he do anything he isn't already doing."

"I'VE got him wearing...! Unbelievable!" Joyce balled up her napkin and slapped it onto the table as she stood.

"Where are you going?" Bob asked.

"I'm going to see OUR son and make sure he's ok."

Bob sighed. "No. I'll go up."

"Hold on," Mary Ellen said. "Mom... This camp is pretty awesome. Fifteen days working with coaches from three different top notch sports colleges, they get to play a game against another camp at a Triple-A ballpark and they work with a pitching coach from the Boston Red Sox. If it weren't for the 'pretending to be a girl' part, Hunny would be all over this."

Both parents stared, in silence, at Mary Ellen for a moment.

"See," Bob said. "It's a great opportunity."

Joyce let out a frustrated breath and sat back down. "Ok... before we discuss this... how did you find out about this place?"

"Veronica's daughter, Wanda, went last year," Bob explained.

"Wanda?" Joyce shook her head. "Wanda... who knows Hunter... Wanda would be attending this camp, too?"

Bob signed. "Yeah... she would, but that is a good thing. It's a long drive to the camp and we could alternate days with Ronnie to get the kids there and back."

"But, Bob..." Joyce shook her head. "You just promised Hunter that NO ONE would know him and then you tell me that he'd be commuting with a girl that already knows him - knows him well enough to make his life miserable if she wanted to, but not well enough for us to be one hundred percent sure that she'd keep his secret."

"Look." Bob held up both hands to calm her down. "I'm very sure that Ronnie would prep Wanda correctly and that neither of them would ever say a word. I wouldn't have suggested this unless I felt that both of them were trustworthy."

Joyce shook her head. "If you say so...."

Bob nodded and touched Joyce's arm. "Thank you." He thought for a moment, then said, "I guess I should go talk to him."

He was about to get up, but Mary Ellen stopped him by saying, "Dad. Let me."
 

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"No dresses or anything like that, right?" Hunter asked his stepsister. "Just... jeans and shorts and tee shirts. Right?"

"Why would you have to wear a dress?" Mary Ellen laughed. "It's a softball camp! Why would a bunch of girl-jocks who get together to play softball need to wear dresses?"

Hunter nodded. "I guess, but... what would I have to do to pass as a girl?"

Merry Ellen looked him over carefully. "Well... I think your hair is long enough so that you could get it cut a little cuter, and a hair cut is easy to fix later."

He nodded. That didn't sound too bad.

"And we should probably trim your eyebrows just a little," Mary Ellen continued. "I mean, most girls your age don't have overly plucked brows, but your brows are a little too bushy. They need a little attention, but we could make sure that it's not too drastic."

He nodded, again.

"I can bring you to the earring place and have your ears pierced, too."

"My ears?" Hunter said, a little shocked and he unconsciously covered each ear with his hands. "Do I really have to do that?"

Mary Ellen gave a shrug. "Name one girl in your class who doesn't have pierced ears."

He thought for a moment. "None, I guess."

"So, yeah... we'll need to get your ears pierced." She looked him over some more. "Your body is fine, you'll need some jeans and maybe a few other athletic things, of course, and you already have the yoga pants and bike shorts, so I think that's about it. Not too bad, right?"

Hunter thought for a long, long time before he asked, "And you'll help me, right? Teach me how to fool people into thinking I'm a girl?"

Mary Ellen smiled and gave her stepbrother a hug. "By the time I'm done with you, Hunny, you'll think you're a girl, too." She was pleased that her joke made Hunter smile. "So? Are you going to do it?"

Hunter thought about it. "I think... maybe, but... I want to think about it. I'll make up my mind in the morning."
 

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"Just coffee, Joyce," Bob said as he tied his tie at the kitchen table. "I took too long in the shower this morning. I have to get going in a few minutes."

"Why don't I put an English muffin in the toaster and you can eat it on the way?" Joyce suggested.

"Last time I tried to eat an English muffin on the way to work, I ended up with a big butter stain on my shirt," Bob chuckled. "I'll get something from the vending machine if I'm hungry before lunch."

"Like heck you will," Joyce scolded. She grabbed something from the counter and put it on the table next to Bob's travel cup of black coffee. "Take a banana with you."

Bob smiled and took a sip of his coffee, the stood back up. "Alright. I gotta run. Love ya."

"Love you, too," Joyce said, returning Bob's kiss.

"Hey... umm... dad?"

The voice was small and nervous and came from the hallway, but it was loud enough to stop Bob. "Hey, pal." He smiled at his son, who was wearing a lace covered camisole and a pair of shorts as pajamas. "What's up?"

"Umm..." the boy looked scared. "About this softball camp... umm... if it's ok with you... and mom... umm... I think I might want to do it... if that's ok with you."

Bob hid his shock, but smiled at his wife. "You THINK you want to, pal? I need you to KNOW you want to do it before I ask my friend to call in a favor."

"Yeah..." Hunter looked at the floor, the wall, the ceiling, his hands... anything but his father. "...I... I know I want to do it, dad. If... it's ok with you."

"Well, alright then." Bob seemed very happy with his son's decision. "We'll make the call this morning, then." He enjoyed the moment a few seconds longer before he said, "Oh, Geez, I'm really late, now. Bye guys. Love you both. I'll call later." And he hustled out the door.

Joyce smiled a sad smile at her stepson and crossed the room to touch his soft, round face. "You made a very brave choice, Hunter. Are you sure you're ready to go this far? To pretend to be a girl for three weeks? In amongst a whole bunch of other girls? That's a pretty tall order. I hope you're very sure about this, because once you commit to doing this, there's no turning back until camp is over."

Hunter chewed on his bottom lip as he thought about what his stepmother said. "I'm sure, mom. I... really wanted to do the baseball camp, but I can't. This seems pretty good, though. The coaches all look great and if I can get some help with my swing from them, that would be great. That way, when I'm back to normal, I'll be an even player and maybe I can make varsity for the high school team while I'm still in middle school."

Joyce nodded. "Sit down, honey. Let's talk."

When they were seated at the kitchen table, Joyce spoke with as much delicacy as possible. "Hunter... when we talked to Dr Clemente the other day, she was very clear about your condition. She said that your chest growth may slow down or stop in as little as a couple of months or so... but that doesn't mean that your breasts will just... disappear... baby. That's going to take awhile. Your body is going to have to
redistribute... extra... weight... over time. Chances are, baby, that come the fall, you'll still have to deal with your... breasts. You do understand that, right?"

"But... I thought she meant that I'd be normal again in a few months..." Hunter muttered, visibly upset.

"Baby... you're normal now. Medical conditions like this... they are normal, honey. Sometimes... life just throws us curve balls like this and we just have to deal with them."

Hunter put an elbow on the table and his chin in his hand and he stared at the wood grain pattern on the table for a solid minute before he made any sound... and when he did make a sound... that sound was a sniffle.

"Are you ok, Hunter?" Joyce asked.

He shook his head, but his eyes stayed focused on the table. "I can't go to school in the fall wearing a bra, mom. I can't." He sniffled again. "The guys will kill me, mom. They'll... eat me alive. I can't do it. It's bad enough being the smallest kid in my grade. If they see that I'm wearing a bra... I just can't do it."

Joyce reached across and patted his shoulder. "I know it's hard, baby, but look how far you've come in just a few days. There's still a long time till school starts again. Let's just keep taking one step at a time, ok, and let's see where the summer takes us. Then... we'll figure things out." She leaned in and kissed the top of his head. "I promise you, baby... your dad and I will never put you in a dangerous position. Never. And no matter what happens, we will be right there with you to help you deal with whatever problems come up. Ok?"

He sniffled again.

"Ok?" She asked again.

Finally, he nodded, even though it was a sad nod. "Ok."
 

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"No, Sky, I promise. He's a really great kid. He'll be well behaved and do exactly what you ask. He's just got this issue that is making it hard for him to participate in the camp he intended to go to."

Veronica listened to the person on the other end of her phone call and looked at her friend, Bob, who sat nervously on the other side of her desk and waited for her to fill him in.

She nodded as she listened. "He's twelve. Kind of small for twelve, even if he was a girl, but he's a talented fielder and a pretty good batter." She listened. "Yes, that's right. He'd be in group A." She listened. "No. Never played softball except in gym class, but he's been playing baseball on his school team and last year he played in the local little league." She listened again. "Oh, Skylar, that's wonderful. Thank you. No, no no... the day you meet him, he'll look just like every other first year girl at camp. I promise." She looked at Bob and smiled. "Here. Let me pass the phone to his father and you can talk to him."
 

~^~

 

"That's great, Bob," Joyce said, breathing a sigh of relief. God, she couldn't imagine the disappointment if the camp director hadn't let Hunter go to that softball camp. Especially after they'd built it up as such a great opportunity. "I'll tell him as soon as he gets home."

"Where is he?" Bob asked, a little surprised that he'd gone out without Joyce.

"Right now, I think he's at the mall with Mae getting his ears pierced so they're healed in time to go to camp. Then they're going over to see that girl, Effie. Her mom runs that beauty salon over by the high school. The one where Mae got her hair done for my sister's wedding. She offered to give Hunter a more appropriate hair cut. Something appropriate for a sporty sixth grade girl that a sixth grade boy could wear as well."

"Ears pierced, huh?" Bob chuckled. "Twelve years ago, when I found out I had a son, I never saw that coming."

Joyce didn't laugh at that. "He's going through a lot, Bob. Try not to make a big deal out of the earrings when you see them. Ok?"

"Yeah, sure. I won't." Bob sounded contrite. "Hey. Ronnie wants to talk for a minute. Hang on."

That was odd. Joyce knew Veronica, but they'd never really talked on the phone before.

"Hi, Joyce, it's Ronnie," the voice on the phone said.

"Hi, Veronica," Joyce replied. She'd never really gotten into the habit of calling her 'Ronnie.'

"Joyce, I was just thinking... Maybe it'd be a good idea if we got Wanda and Hunter together for lunch at some point in the next few days. It would probably help both of them if they were to know each other a little better before camp started. And to... you know... get them both used to the new Hunter. What do you think?"

"Ok, sure," Joyce agreed. "Tomorrow's Saturday. How about tomorrow? Would you like to come here?"

"You know," Veronica said in that professional voice of hers, "I think it might be best if we went to a restaurant."

Joyce sighed. "Gee, Veronica, I'm not really sure if that's a great idea. Hunter is still pretty shy about being in public looking how he does."

"Yes. That's my point," Veronica agreed. "If this is going to work, he can't be shy. How about Crowley's at eleven, before there's a crowd? It's downtown, in the business district, so it's not that crowded on a weekend, anyway."

Even though she'd phrased it as a question, Veronica was establishing the date and time and she expected an agreement, not a conversation.

"Oh... ok," Joyce replied.

"Great. See you then," Veronica said, then disconnected.

"Ok... bye," Joyce said to the dead air, shaking her head. "Saturday at eleven it is, I guess. Nice talking to you..."
 

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The piercing hadn't hurt nearly as much as Hunter had anticipated. In fact, it really hadn't hurt a all. There was a momentary pressure on his earlobe and the sound of a 'snap' from the piercing tool and that was it. Then his ear had a small, pink stone decorating it. Mary Ellen had bought him three more pairs of stud earrings to wear when he was allowed to change earrings, and she bought herself several pairs, too. It was fun shopping with her. She asked his opinion about everything and discussed fashion and colors and... everything... with him. He'd never felt so included in his whole life.

Then they drove over to pick up Effie and went to her mother's salon. That was a new experience for Hunter. He kind of expected the place to look more or less like the barber shop he visited a couple of times a year, but it was very different. There was a lot more talking and the women who worked there seemed to fuss over their customers endlessly, rather than the 'Next!' attitude at the barber shop.

"He's going to be going to a softball camp in a couple of weeks, mom, and he needs to look like any of the other girls there," Effie explained.

Her mom, Gloria, nodded and looked at Hunter's face very closely. "Is this a permanent change or just for the summer?"

"Just for the summer," Mary Ellen answered.

Gloria nodded. "Well... he's got a cute face. We'll thin the eyebrows just a little. He's too young for makeup, but a little, light pink lip gloss is pretty common for girls his age, so that might help. Maybe get a lip gloss that plumps up a little." She pondered a moment. "Well, we have a little length to work with, that's good. I'm thinking just some bangs and we trim it in a nice, neat shape that covers his ears and comes to the base of his neck. Lots of possibilities from there if he decides to grow it out and easy to cut if he goes back to being a boy at some point."

Hunter was about to say that he was still a boy, but Gloria focused her attention on Mary Ellen. "If I show you how to brush it out every day, will you be able to help him maintain the look?"

"Of course," Mary Ellen beamed, happy to be helpful.

Gloria looked some more. "I don't love the color." It was said more to herself than anyone else. "It's too mousy. I was thinking highlights, but now that I look at it more... I'm thinking... something really playful... like... electric blue."

"Ooh," Mary Ellen said. "I think I need to check with my mom about that."

Joyce was not in favor of something quite so shocking, but she did approve a natural brownish-red that Mary Ellen told her was very natural looking and wouldn't attract an undo amount of attention.

When Gloria was done, Hunter's eyebrows had been trimmed to a nice, neat shape that wouldn't look too out of place on a boy, his shaggy, mousy hair had been dyed a natural russet color and it had been layered and brushed into a full and quite cute bob with playful bangs that framed his face in an adorably feminine way. Between his new figure and the improvements to his ears, face and hair made that day, Hunter looked completely different from the boy who'd been in sixth grade just a week earlier.

"So, what do you think?" Gloria asked Hunter as she allowed him to look into the mirror for the first time.

"I hardly look like me," Hunter said, fascinated by the reflection.

"That's a good thing, right?" Mary Ellen asked. "I mean, you don't want to have people recognize you, so... this is a good thing."

"Yeah, but... it's like I'm a different person, now."

Effie patted his shoulder. "Now, you can make a new start, Hunter. Be a different person. That's something most people never get to do. Enjoy a different life for a while. Enjoy being a girl."

He shook his head as he stared and listened. "I can't believe I look so... real. Like, a real girl."
 

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When Bob came home that evening, he found a stranger helping out in his kitchen emptying the dishwasher with Mary Ellen. A girl of twelve or thirteen years old wearing a sage colored pull over shirt with puffy little balls for sleeves that barely covered the tops of her thin arms. She had russet colored hair that was cut into a playfully messy bob, bright pink earrings that peeked out from under that hair at times, and she was wearing a very short pair of denim shorts that exposed her thin legs that traveled down to a pair of yellow flip flops.

He looked around for his wife, who wasn't in the kitchen or living room. He stuck his head into the back office and found Joyce there, doing some work on her computer.

"Hey." He smiled at the sight of her. "How's it going?"

Joyce stood and accepted a hug from the man she loved. "It's going pretty well, actually. Everyday I expect a huge fight and, so far, no fight has come. So... everything is going pretty well."

"That's great." Bob smiled and hugged her again. "So... who's Mary Ellen's friend?"

Joyce stepped back and looked in the direction of the kitchen, which was not in her sight line. "Friend? I didn't know that she had a friend over. Is it Effie? They were with her earlier."

Bob shook his head. "No. Not Effie. This is a younger girl. Reddish hair... about 'yay high"..."

Joyce giggled. "That... is our son. He had his cut and dyed today."

Bob looked unsteady and sat down in Joyce's desk chair. "THAT was Hunter!?" He nearly gasped the words. "Jesus, Joyce, I didn't even recognize him! How is that possible?"

Joyce gave him a warning, "Shh," as she closed the office door. "Keep your voice down, Robert."

Bob ran his hands through his hair and took a deep breath. "Joyce... this is going too far... That didn't even look like a boy, let alone Hunter."

"You mean Hunter, the boy with the plump breasts on his chest? Bob, Hunter hasn't looked like a boy for months. He just hid it from us."

"Yeah, Joyce, but... God Almighty, have you looked at him? This is crazy!"

Joyce folded her arms and looked irritated. "Alright... now, I'm confused. YOU wanted Hunter to go to this softball camp, right? YOU wanted him to blend in, right? Well, guess what, Bob... the reason he looks like a girl is so he WILL blend in. That's what YOU wanted. Now, explain to me why your so freaked out by this."

Bob shook his head to clear it. "You... just couldn't understand, Joyce. I'm his father. He's my SON for crying out loud and I let him get transformed into... what?... a little girl, I guess. That's not what I intended."

"Yes, it is, Bob. That's exactly what you intended. If you wanted him to fit in at a camp with a lot of other little girls, then you intended for him to look just like any of them."

He shook his head. "Joyce... I can't explain how shocking that was for me. I mean... he's not YOUR son..."

"NOT MY SON!?" Joyce snapped, somehow yelling and whispering simultaneously.

Bob's head snapped up to look at his wife. "Well... you know what I mean..."

"No. I don't know what you mean, actually. Look, Bob, I was at the hospital with you and Kate the day that Hunter was born and aside from you, NO ONE mourned Kate's death more than me. For crying out loud, Bob - I TAUGHT YOU how to take care of that child when you were nearly comatose with grief. That boy spent more time with Mary Ellen and me in the first year of his life than he spent with you! Maybe he didn't come out of my womb, but Hunter is every bit as much MY CHILD as Mary Ellen is and I am at least as concerned about his well being as you - Maybe even more so, now that I think about it."

"Ok, that came out wrong..."

"No, Bob, it didn't. This is not the first time that you've thrown the sainted memory of Kate at me in one way or another."

"I didn't even mention, Kate!" Bob was less quiet than Joyce.

"No - you just said that I'M NOT HIS MOTHER!" Joyce fumed. "Tell you what, Bob. You go show Hunter a photograph of Kate and a photograph of me and ask him which one raised him, which one changed his diapers, which one held him when he had a bad dream, which one has told him how much she loves him every goddamned day of his life, Bob, and see what his answer is."

"Come on, hon." Bob shook his head. "You know that I didn't mean it to come out that way. I know how much you love Hunter. I only meant..."

"That I'm not his mother. Yeah. I get it." She turned and gripped the door handle, but stopped and turned to face him once more. "You know, Bob... if you had your way, Hunter would be headed to an all boys, sleep over camp in a week, where I guarantee you he'd be at least sexually harassed and quite possibly worse. Now, when I've tried to help him fit in with your new cockamamie idea, you thank me by saying the cruelest thing possible to me. I'm fed up, Bob. I really am. Now, I'm going to smile and go be with MY kids. MY SON AND YOUR DAUGHTER - no one's step-children, just OUR children. I suggest that you sit here until you get your shit together, then you plaster a smile on your face, come out to the kitchen and either tell OUR son how pretty he looks, OR you say nothing at all, because I promise you, if you say anything negative to him, I am telling you that the next few months will be a lot more difficult for him AND, so help me God, if things are miserable for him because of you, I will see to it that your life is miserable, too. Have I made myself very clear?"

He nodded. "I'm sorry."

She shook her head, so disappointed in him. "I'm sure you are. Now, don't make it any worse for Hunter." She took a deep breath and wiped her watery eyes. "Don't come out until you're ready to be a good father to MY son." She opened the door, smiled, and left Bob to think."
 

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"So, after dinner, I'm taking Hunny shopping to get him something to wear to lunch tomorrow," Mary Ellen said as she cut into the large chicken pie that sat in middle of the table. She passed her stepfather a piece, then set about getting a piece onto her mother's plate. "Nothing expensive. We'll go to Target or something like that. I think he needs a more grown-up look than my old clothes give him. After all, I was only ten or eleven when I wore the clothes he's wearing now, and those are five or six years out of style, too."

Joyce took her plate of chicken pie from her daughter and nodded. "Ok, but don't go crazy. We've spent a lot of money lately. Let's just be careful about how much is going onto my credit card."

"Ok," Mary Ellen said with a smile, "but look at the results of today's expenses!" She squeezed Hunter's cheeks in her right hand. "Suddenly, my little brother is the cutest little sister in the neighborhood."

Hunter blushed and Joyce looked at Bob, who had been fairly quiet since coming out of the office.

"Ummm... yeah..." Bob said. "Hunter, you look very nice."

"Thanks, dad," the boy said, still looking embarrassed.

When the conversation stopped there, Joyce looked at her husband and raised her eyebrows high. Bob knew what that meant. He had to do some more work to calm things down that evening. "Did you..." he started, but stopped, not sure what to say. So, he went with the first thing he could think of. "Umm... did you enjoy your trip to the hair salon?"

That seemed like an odd question to Hunter. "I guess... I mean... all the ladies were really nice and I think they did a good job of making me look different."

"They certainly did," Bob smirked, but realized that his reaction might irritate his wife. "Tell you what." He pulled out his wallet and pulled out a bunch of twenty dollar bills. "Put away your mother's credit card and use this tonight. Buy whatever you need and get something fun for each of you to enjoy, ok."

Mary Ellen took the money, still smiling. "Thanks, dad. I'll bring you the change."

"That's ok," Bob smiled. "You guys have fun."
 

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"This is nice!" Mary Ellen bubbled, picking up a rose colored top. It was sleeveless and looked like it would fit Hunter beautifully. "And it's on sale! Bonus!"

"It's got lace on the shoulders," Hunter said, looking at the garment as if it would bite him.

"'It's got lace on it,'" Mary Ellen teased in a funny voice meant to badly mimic Hunter. "It's got a teeny tiny bit of lace on each shoulder. It's not a bridal gown. Besides, you're a girl now. Lace is pretty. Enjoy it."

"I don't know," he hemmed and hawed a bit.

"At least try it on. I've got two other tops, too, and three pairs of shorts. This pair with the little stars all over it, these with the vertical, beige stripes and these with the rainbow stripes. Ready to try everything on?"

"Can't I get a regular pair of jean shorts?" He asked.

"Sure!" Mary Ellen smiled. "I'll grab a pair on the way to the changing room."

They went to the jean-shorts area and Mary Ellen grabbed a pair, which, to Hunter's despair, also had lace on the leg openings. When he groused about the decorations, Mary Ellen put her arm around his shoulder and guided him towards the changing rooms singing an old ska song she'd heard on a playlist.

"'Cause I'm just a girl.
Oh, little ole me.
Well, don't let me out of your sight.
Oh, I'm just a girl.
Pretty and petite.
So, don't let me have any rights."

"God, you're so weird," Hunter said, shaking his head, but smiling at his stepsister's silliness.

"Yeah, I'M the weird one," Mary Ellen laughed. "I have a little brother pretending to be a girl, but, yeah, I'M the weird one."
 
 
To Be Continued...

The Girls of Summer - 3

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Gynaecomastia
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Hormones

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  • Posted by author(s)

The Girls of Summer: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Hunter prepares for softball camp with the support of his family and his friend, Wanda.
When camp begins, of course, there are complications.


 
Author's Note:Thank you for your comments. They mean a lot to me. I hope you enjoy where the story takes us.~Clara.
 
This version of The Girls of Summer: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 3
 

Crowley's Restaurant was a place designed for twenty-something business people who liked to grab a decent lunch, then play a little air hockey, or a classic video game on a classic console, or throw some skee-ball before heading back to the office. It wasn't a place that either Joyce or Veronica had ever been before, but Veronica had figured it'd be a good place for Wanda and Hunter to get to know each other.

"Well, look at you!" Veronica grinned as Joyce and Hunter approached the table. Veronica put her arms around Hunter and gave him a big hug, something she'd never done before and he didn't expect. "You look amazing, Hunter. I love the hair. Oh, and look! Earrings! Oh, you're adorable!"

Hunter sighed, hoping no one was looking at them, even though the restaurant was nearly empty.

When she was finished, Wanda stepped up to Hunter and gave him a much less aggressive, friendly hug. "Hi, Hunter," the girl said. She was obviously finding the situation just as awkward as Hunter was. "You really do look great." She smiled nervously and nodded. Finally, she let out a nervous laugh and said, "I really have to say, Hunter... I didn't expect you to look like this. I thought you'd look like Hunter in a dress or something, but... even though I know you, I just see a girl when I look at you. Shit, Hunter, you're actually pretty cute!"

"Hey! Language!" Veronica scolded her daughter. Then she looked at Joyce and shook her head. "Honest to God, Joyce... these kids! They can't say a sentence without putting a swear in it."

"I know," Joyce laughed. "Hunter's the same way."

"Alright, you two," Veronica said to Wanda, "you two go play some games. We moms need to talk and you two need to need to get reacquainted. Here," she handed a plastic card with the restaurant's logo on it to Wanda. "Just put this into the slot of any of the games and we'll pay for whatever you spend on the way out. Now, go have fun."

Hunter hesitated a moment, but Joyce gave him a gently shove to indicate that he needed to follow Wanda. So he did.

The two women sat at the table.

"Well, I have to admit, Hunter is going to have no problem passing as a girl at camp," Veronica smiled. "Why don't I fill you in on the day to day routine at camp?"

"That would be great," Joyce smiled as she took out her phone and opened the 'Notes' app so she could jot down important things.
 

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"I like your outfit," Wanda said with a friendly tone as Hunter followed her to an air hockey table.

Hunter looked down at the rose colored top and jean shorts, both of which had a little lace trim on them. He'd not really wanted to wear these lace adorned items that day, but his stepmother and Mary Ellen insisted that this was the nicest, casual outfit and, being a twelve year old boy or girl, adolescents didn't always have final say in how they'd be presenting themselves.

"Oh, thanks," the boy said, a bit embarrassed. "I like yours, too." That wasn't just a feigned compliment, either. After a week of intensive shopping with Mary Ellen, Hunter had started taking note of how girls and women dressed. Wanda was wearing a very tight, athletic looking, dark green top with a very sporty, white skirt that looked like something a female golfer would wear. "I like that skirt," he said, honestly. It also came out in such a casual way that it almost seemed odd to Wanda. "It looks nice on you."

Wanda smiled a grateful smile and giggled a little. "Well, thank you, Hunter. I like this skirt, too. Well, it's really a skort, but I like the way it fits me. It feels kind of grown up."

"A skort?" Hunter asked, confused by the term. "What do you mean?"

"You know. A skort," she seemed surprised to have to explain, but then realized that Hunter was new to girls' fashions. "It's a pair of shorts with a skirt on top of it. It feels like shorts, but looks like a skirt."

"Ah," he nodded and picked up an air hockey mallet and got ready to play.

Wanda picked up her mallet and grabbed a puck. She was about to put the plastic card into the slot to start the game, but she stopped and looked at her opponent. "So... how did you end up getting those?"

"Getting what?"

"Your titties. How did you end up growing those. I mean, you're a boy, right? How does a boy end up with boobs?"

Her casualness made Hunter snicker a little. He shrugged. "I don't know. They just grew. My doctor says they'll PROBABLY go away, but maybe not. If they don't go away on their own, they'll have to take them off with surgery when I'm like eighteen or something."

"So... it's like a hormonal thing or something?"

He nodded. "I guess."

Wanda played with a puck for a minute. "What about boys?"

"What about them?" Hunter waited for the game to begin.

"Do you like them. Like - are you into boys?"

Hunter looked around to be sure no one else could hear. "No. Of course not." In fact, he wasn't 'into' girls, either. At that point in his life, Hunter had yet to have so much as a crush on anyone else.

Wanda looked a little disappointed. "That's too bad. A lot of the conversation at softball camp is about boys. I guess I'll have to help you with some things you can say to join in." She sighed. "It's too bad, though. You're cute. I could get you a date if you wanted one."

Hunter laughed. She had to be joking, right? Who cared? "Do you want to play air hockey?"

"I do. Do you know how?"

"Of course," Hunter shook his head. Girls! They sure could talk. He was looking forward to playing the game, though. He'd impress her with his eye/hand coordination and win in record time.

"Ok," she smiled, inserted the card and the air began to blow through the holes in the tabletop. Wanda grabbed her mallet and started the puck on its slow bounce from her left side to her right. Hunter prepped himself for her serve and kept his eye on the puck. Until...

Wanda's slap shot sent the puck to the bumper on Hunter's left hand side and before he could even move his hand into the line of fire, it ricocheted off of that bumper and slid easily into the goal he was defending. He blinked in disbelief at how quickly the piece of plastic had rocketed past him.

"One nothing," Wanda said, proudly. "Your serve."

Ok. That was freakish, but he could kick her butt. She was just a girl, after all. Boys were naturally better at games and sports. He pulled the plastic puck out of the receiver area and set it on the table, gently bouncing it from one side bumper to the other, as Wanda had done. He judged his angle of attack and fired the puck at his chosen spot with all the might he could muster. Unfortunately, Wanda was quicker than his puck. Her hand guided her mallet in such a way that as the puck was about to pass, she moved her mallet with blinding speed and the puck shot back into Hunter's goal before he could react.

"Two nothing," Wanda gloated, just a tiny bit. It didn't matter, though, because no matter what he did, Hunter could not score off this girl, and defending his goal was an even less successful endeavor. In short: She wiped the floor with him.

She did the same thing with the 'Dance Fever' game and Skee-bowl.

"So, what position do you play?" Hunter asked as they headed back to the table where the moms were waiting.

"I'm usually a pitcher, but since you can't pitch every day for the fifteen days of camp, I bounce around, too. I prefer infield to outfield, but I'll do whatever the coach tells me to do. How about you?"

He gave a small shrug. "I usually play in the outfield - right field or center. I played third base for a few games last year and I really liked that. There's more action in the infield and the ball moves a lot faster. I'd like to give that a try, if they let me."

"Have you ever played softball before?" Wanda asked

"Yeah. In gym class."

Wanda laughed at that. "So, the answer is 'no.' You've never played softball for real. Like, with girls who REALLY play softball."

"I guess not," he shrugged, "but I've played little league baseball. Same thing, right?"

Wanda smirked and shook her head. "I think we'd better play some softball this week before we go to camp. If you show up and throw a softball like it's a baseball, you're going to look pretty silly. I'm going to have to teach you how to throw like a girl. And bat like a girl, too, come to think of it."

Hunter didn't respond. He felt like she was being kind of uppity for no real reason.

"What d'ya think?" Wanda asked. "You want to get together and play some ball?"

Hunter was feeling a little beaten up by the number of games he'd lost to Wanda that day, but he knew how to play baseball and softball was just baseball for girls, right? He'd show her that he had some real athletic talent playing a game that was meant for boys.

"Sure," he smiled. "I'd love to play some ball."

"Ok. Let's talk to our moms about it."
 

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The 'ping' of the aluminum bat hitting the softball wasn't as exciting to Bob as the 'crack' of a solid ash bat striking a baseball, but it was still nice to have his son back to playing ball - something that both father and son loved doing. It was a warm Sunday morning and Ronnie was bringing Wanda over pretty soon. Bob thought it might be a good idea to throw a few pitches for Hunter so that he'd be warmed up and confident when he started working with Wanda. Mary Ellen was acting as an outfielder, chasing down the ball when Hunter sent them out into the field behind their backyard.

'Ping!' Hunter hit another one a good long way.

"Well, alright!" Bob said, clapping his throwing hand into the new softball glove they'd bought for Hunter to take to camp. "You got a hold of that one!"

Mary Ellen retrieved the ball and threw it back to Bob, not quite reaching their 'pitchers mound.' The mound was actually just one of two pieces of two-by-four lumber that Bob had dug into the ground that morning. He'd read that the league rules set the pitcher's mound forty feet away from home plate for under fifteen players and forty three feet away for players over fifteen. So one piece of two by four had been dug into the ground at each of those distances from 'home plate.' He'd driven a tent peg through an old Frisbee to act as home plate, then measured out the correct distance for the two pitcher's 'rubbers.'

"You're really getting the hang of this," Bob smiled. "Here comes another." Bob wound up a bit and threw the ball in, across the plate, using an overhand pitch, just as he would with a baseball. He'd started by throwing his pitches underhand, but the arc of the pitch made it too easy for Hunter to hit. He figured he'd switch to a more manly pitch. After all, if Hunter could hit the ball coming at him in a straight line, he'd find it easy to hit whatever kind of underhand pitch Wanda was going to throw at him.

'Ping!' The ball shot in a beautiful arc over Bob's head and out into the field where Mary Ellen was waiting. She hustled in towards where the ball was going to land and managed to get a glove under it and caught it.

"You're out!" She called in from the field.

Bob laughed and gave her a thumbs up. "Good hit, champ!" He said, looking back towards home plate.

"Bob!" Joyce shouted from the back deck. "Veronica and Wanda are here!"

"Great!" Bob shouted back. "Send them out here."

Wanda came jogging over to their makeshift ball field. She was wearing a form fitting purple tee shirt with a sporting goods company's logo on it and a pair of plain, black yoga pants, nearly the same outfit that Hunter was wearing. The only differences were that Hunter's tee shirt was loose and orange, and, of course, Wanda, who was a year older than Hunter, filled out her outfit in a more womanly way. In a very much more womanly way, actually, and that was something of which Hunter took note and something that made him both oddly excited and oddly jealous at the same time.

She jogged straight to Hunter and greeted him with a warm, friendly hug. "Hi. How's it going? Are you getting the hang of hitting a bigger ball."

After the shock of being hugged passed, Hunter said. "Yeah. It's going good."

"Cool!" She grinned. "Let me see you hit a couple."

"Yeah, ok," he said and took up his batting stance by the Frisbee. He motioned to his father to throw a pitch. Bob wound up and threw a nice one that would have crossed the plate, but Hunter hit it out into the field. He watched it fly and drop, then looked at Wanda with a slightly smug smile.

"Nice," she said, looking out to the field where Mary Ellen was chasing down the ball. "Would you mind if I give a few pointers that the coaches will probably give you on day one, anyway?"

"That'd be great!" Hunter said, proud of his hit.

Wanda took the bat from him and took her position beside 'home plate.'

"First, your stance is too casual. If the pitchers throws a fastball, you'd never get your bat around in time to hit it. Put your feet shoulder length apart, bend your knees just a little and keep your legs flexed so you have support for the power in your core, the bat is off your shoulder and your arms are flexed and ready to swing at any second. You have to be a spring ready to pop. You cannot be at all relaxed. Ok?"

"Yeah, ok." Hunter kind of giggled at the advice. He'd heard pretty much the same thing before and felt he'd done what she'd said already.

Then, Wanda took her batting pose and, somehow, she seemed to grow. She seemed so strong as she stood there, looking just as she'd described - like a spring ready to pop - heck, she looked like she was ready to explode.

"Throw me a pitch," she said to Bob.

"Ok," Bob said. "Hunter, grab a mitt and catch for us."

"I won't need a catcher," Wanda announced with infinite confidence.

"Alright," Bob smiled.

He tossed the ball the way he'd been doing all morning, but instead of hitting the ball, Wanda reached out with her bare right hand and caught it as it approached the plate. She looked at Bob and said, "Don't hold back because I'm a girl. Throw a real pitch." She threw the ball back.

Bob was taken aback both by the way that the five foot four thirteen year old girl had just caught what he considered to be a pretty hard throw in her bare hand, but also by her allegation that he was holding back.

He shook his head and wound up, throwing the ball as hard as he felt he could while maintaining control of its path. It felt like he'd just released the ball when the metal bat 'pinged' and the ball took flight over his head and out... out... out... out into the field, far past the area where Mary Ellen had been prowling while Hunter had been hitting.

"Holy Moses," Bob muttered.

"Whoa," Mary Ellen said, amazed.

"Holy shit," Hunter said, wide eyed. He looked at Wanda. Yeah, she was taller than him, but so were all of the guys from the park he played ball with, too, and they could never hit a baseball, let alone a softball, anywhere close to that far. "Shit, Wanda," he said, looking back at her, "you're like The She-Hulk or something! How did you do that?"

She giggled a little. "I hope I'm cuter than The She-Hulk, but I did it by focusing all my strength on hitting the ball and understanding how fast it's coming in, where it'll be when it reaches me and making sure I make contact at just the right point to send it straight to center field because that's the shortest route for a home run. It's easy if you practice... no... I take that back. It's POSSIBLE if you practice... a lot."

"Can you do that every time!?"

She laughed at that. "Off your dad? Probably. Off a girl who knows how to pitch? No, but I do ok." She could see that she'd made and impression on Hunter and she saw an opening to get past his 'I'm better because I'm a boy' attitude, so she asked, "Would you like me to get you started? Of course the coaches at camp will do it better than I can, but I can show you the basics."

'Yeah!" Hunter was more than happy to learn, now.

After about twenty minutes of adjusting his stance, critiquing his swing and discussing his concentration, Hunter was hitting the ball a little further and placing the ball closer to center field with each hit.

"Your doing great, Hunter!" Wanda shouted as she gave him a hug. It's funny, Hunter had known Wanda his whole life and never really thought of her as anything more than the daughter of someone his dad worked with. Now, he saw her as this athletic beauty who, more than anything, he wanted to please. "Now, it's time to teach you how to hit a real softball pitch."

She headed to the 'mound' leaving Hunter at the plate.

"Can I pitch a few to him?" She asked Bob.

"Sure," he shrugged and stepped to the side.

Wanda looked at him, wondering why he was just standing there by the pitcher's mound. "Umm... maybe you should catch for me," she suggested.

"Ok," Bob half-laughed, "but neither of you has missed a pitch so far."

Wanda smirked at him. "Yeah, but... I think a catcher would be helpful."

Bob headed for the plate and picked up the old catcher's mitt he'd brought out when they were setting things up.

"How's it going, slugger?" He asked Hunter. Despite the well coiffed hair that stuck out from under his Houston Astro's ball-cap (he liked the big 'H' on the cap because he felt it stood for Hunter instead of Houston), the little pink earrings in his ears, the pink lipstick and, of course, the ever present breasts that had created this situation, playing ball - even softball - with Hunter was kind of like having his son back.

"It's going good," he said, with a huge smile. "She's kind of amazing, isn't she, dad?"

Bob punched the catcher's mitt on his left hand and laughed. "Yeah, she is a good batter, that's for sure."

"I can't wait to get to camp, now."

"Hey, that's great, son," Bob said, with genuine enthusiasm. He squatted down behind the plate and held his mitt at the height of Hunter's stomach. "All set!" He called to Wanda.

Hunter assumed his modified batting position and prepared.

Wanda wound up and fired an underhand pitch past Hunter that was faster than anything he'd ever seen thrown in his direction. Even though it crossed the plate in exactly a perfect strike, it actually scared Hunter to be so close to something moving so fast and he stepped back a bit to avoid being near it. The sound of the impact when the pitch hit Bob's mitt was almost as loud as a hit off the bat would have been, but the loudest sound was Bob's yowl when his brain registered the intensity of the pain in his hand.

"Ow!" He howled. "Christ! I think you broke my hand!"

Wanda smiled from the mound and put her hands on her hips. "I couldn't have at that speed. Maybe that glove is just too worn out. Why don't you use that new softball glove you were using before. It has more webbing."

Bob threw the ball back and then replaced the catcher's mitt with the new softball glove.

"Why did you step back?" Wanda asked Hunter.

He shrugged. "I was afraid it was going to hit me."

Wanda shook her head. "Hunter... that was probably a forty eight or forty nine mile an hour pitch. There are girls at camp who can throw a sixty five or higher. The coaches can get up into the seventies or eighties. Don't back away. Watch the pitch and hit the ball. I'll send in a few that are a little slower to start, but don't be a sissy. Hit them."

The word 'sissy' really hit Hunter hard. He stepped into the box and took a solid stance. When the ball came in, he swung and caught a bit of it, but not a lot. It popped up a little and would have landed foul of the first base line on a real field.

"Alright, that's a start," Wanda nodded. "A little more concentration and a little more girl-power on the swing and that ball will go straighter."

She wound up and sent another medium speed lob across the plate. This time Hunter got more of it and sent a line drive towards second base, but Wanda's quick hands pulled it out of mid-air.

"There you go," she said, encouragingly. "Try to get under it a little though."

He nodded and resumed his power stance.

The ball came in and he swung, catching all of it this time and sending it on a long arc into the field. Mary Ellen, who had been roaming a good distance away while Wanda had been batting, had to hustle in towards the infield to pick up the ball, but it was a respectable hit.

"Well, alright, alright, alright!" Wanda shouted. "Now, let's see if you can hit one with a little heat on it."
 

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By mid afternoon, Bob, Hunter and the girls were hot and sweaty from playing softball for hours. If it was up to them, Hunter and Wanda would have played for another five hours, but Joyce and Veronica announced that it was time to call it a day and cool off in the pool. Hunter and the girls went to change into their swim suits, while Bob chose to go take a shower, then have a beer and watch the Red Sox on TV.

"Locking himself in his man-cave, I see," Veronica laughed when Bob announced his intentions.

Joyce smiled, but waited until Bob was out of earshot before she spoke. "I think Bob is finding it hard to see Hunter looking the way he does. Don't get me wrong, he's trying to be supportive and it was his idea to disguise Hunter this way, but when he sees 'the boy' looking little, and cute and sporting a bathing suit that shows off those breasts of his... I think it makes Bob a bit uncomfortable."

Veronica would have responded, but just then, Hunter and the girls exited the house in their swim suits. Mary Ellen and Wanda were both wearing very attractive two piece suits - nothing too daring, but very flattering, and Hunter emerged with a one piece swimsuit that Joyce had never seen before. It was white with dark blue piping around the arm and leg holes, a scoop neck, and narrow, dark blue, horizontal lines that were placed about an inch and a half apart for the length of the suit. The only other decoration was a three inch tall image of an anchor that was embroidered onto the front of his left hip. It gave the suit a bit of a nautical look. Like he was wearing a little sailor's dress of some kind.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa," Joyce said as he passed. "Where did this come from?"

"Oh," Hunter said, "Mae picked it up on sale at Kohl's. It fits good."

"Turn slowly so I can see," she instructed and he did. As she had done with the tankini, she slid her fingers into the rear of the leg holes to adjust the stretchy material over his rump. When he completed his slow spin, she said, "It does fit well. Do you like this style?"

He shrugged. "It's the first time I've worn it."

Joyce nodded, but took note of the fact that the suit's built in bra and deep, scooped neckline gave her stepson a bit more cleavage than she expected to see. Also, the sleek design of the suit showed a more feminine frame than the looser tops of the tankinis had. He didn't look at all boyish, now. She touched his hip, by the bottom of the suit. "It looks very nice, Hunter. Make sure you don't get too much sun, ok."

Hunter smiled. "Ok, mom."

Joyce and Veronica sat at the table under a shady umbrella and sipped on their wine and watch as the kids began playing and making noise in the pool.

When it was clear that the kids wear not listening to them, Veronica asked, "May I ask you a question about Hunter's condition?"

Joyce nodded. Veronica and Wanda were helping them quite a bit. She could share some details of this odd situation.

"I know that Hunter has gynaecomastia, but those breasts are not what most boys develop with that condition. Those are girls' breasts. And, in that suit, his hips and bottom looked to be fuller than I'd expect for a boy his age. Is there more to his situation than Bob has told me?"

"Yes and no," Joyce sighed. 'It's a hormonal imbalance causing the breast growth, but it's also wreaking havoc with other things, like his height and the way his body is developing. I know that Bob is hoping for a growth spurt that will kickstart Hunter's testosterone, but I'm not sure that's going to happen. Frankly, I have no idea how far his body will develop into a girl's form. I don't think the doctor knows either. I'm just as worried about Bob as I am about Hunter."

Veronica nodded and looked at the feminine form of her friend's son. "I noticed," she said, casually, "or rather - I didn't notice any outline of a penis in the crotch of that suit. He does have one, doesn't he?"

Joyce chuckled at the oddness of the question. "He does, but it's not much to talk about. Nothing has changed... well... developed... there, I mean. And beyond that - Mae put him into panties a few days ago and she showed him a video about how to tuck himself down there. I've seen him in panties and I think that the tucking is a full time thing, now. I am a little concerned that the tucking of his penis will cause the same problems that binding his breasts had caused. So far, though, he's fine."

Veronica shook her head and looked at Hunter as he did a gymnastic dive off of the diving board. "What a shame," she muttered.

"What do you mean?"

Veronica looked at Joyce apologetically. "I'm sorry I was just thinking out loud."

"And what were you thinking?"

"Just that... Well, you said that this is impacting his growth, so he'll probably always be a small boy, which isn't an easy thing to be. When I said 'What a shame,' what I meant was, what a shame he can't stay like he is. He's an absolutely precious little girl. I just was thinking... it's shame he has to grow up. All of them, really. It would be so nice if we could just keep them all like they are right now. Young, beautiful, carefree little girls."

Joyce nodded. "From your lips to God's ears." She watched her stepson even more closely. "Hunter was always a little moody before. Now... he seems thrilled to do anything as long as he is with his sister and he seems to be really happy with Wanda, too. Part of me thinks that we've only just met the real Hunter. I just wish Bob could see who she really is."

It was a solid minute or more before Joyce realized that she'd said 'she' when referring to her stepson.
 

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Every day that week, Hunter and Wanda got together to practice. Mary Ellen drove them where they needed to go. Sometimes they worked on throwing exercises at Wanda's house. Sometimes they worked on hitting exercises at the softball field behind a local community college. Sometimes they worked in Bob and Joyce's backyard. It didn't matter, where they worked, Wanda was a fierce task master and Hunter was an eager student. Every afternoon, the three of them ended up in the pool with Joyce sitting on the patio watching them.

By Wednesday, all three of the kids were growing closer as friends. At Mary Ellen's suggestion, they all went together to see a movie at a cinema that was located in a mall down the highway, a few towns away. Not only was the theater a safe distance from home, but it offered food service in the theaters, as well. So the kids could go see the movie and have dinner at the same time. It was a big deal for all of them and both Joyce and Veronica were happy that the kids were doing something together.

So, the kids headed off for a four thirty in the afternoon film, unsure of which film they'd see until they got to the theater. They all had chicken fingers and fries with a soft drink and a small popcorn delivered to their seats and they enjoyed a ridiculous comedy that made them all laugh.

They were out of the movie by six thirty and, instead of going straight home, they decided to have some fun shopping - not buying much of anything since they didn't have much money with them. They did pick up a few little things, though. There was a buy-one-get-one-free sale on lingerie at one of the department stores at one end of the mall. Mary Ellen bought two packs of panties for herself and, much to his embarrassment, she bought two for Hunter as well.

"You didn't think I knew you wore panties?" Wanda asked, surprised. "Hunter, we've been doing athletic stuff together for days. Every time one of us bends over, the other sees the tops of our panties. It's no big deal. Honestly, I don't even think of you as a boy anymore."

He knew that was meant as a compliment, but the words did sting Hunter just a bit, too.

It didn't matter, though. After getting past that little bit of male pride, Hunter got into the flow and enjoyed talking color, style and fashion with the girls.

Eventually, they even talked Hunter into trying on some nice tops. He went into the dressing rooms and changed, then came out and showed off each top, some of which Mary Ellen liked enough to take pictures of to show her mother. Maybe mom would give them a few dollars so they could come back and buy Hunter a few nice things to wear when he went out, if need be.

The fifth store that they entered was a discount place that specialized in moderate quality, casual clothes. Both Mary Ellen and Wanda shopped there frequently and even Hunter had a decent pair of jeans that Joyce had picked up for him there. They picked up a few tops for Hunter to try on and Wanda grabbed some summer dresses and a romper. Mary Ellen didn't find anything that interested her, so she waited outside the dressing rooms to critique the clothing.

"It's pretty busy," Wanda pointed out. "The dressing rooms are pretty big here. Mom and I always go in together to try things on. Why don't we share one so that the paying customers don't get ticked off."

"Umm... you think that's be ok? I mean... you know..."

Wanda smiled. "Oh, come on, Hunter. You've see me in my bikini. My underwear covers more than that does. Besides, like I said, I think of you like a girlfriend. I don't mind if you don't mind."

"Ok," Hunter agreed.

When they got to the front of the line, Wanda told the lady at the counter that she and Hunter would share a room. The woman nodded and said, "Use room six. It's the biggest."

"Thank you," Wanda said and steered Hunter into the room.

First, Hunter tried on a top and went out to show Mary Ellen how it looked. While he was out of the room, Wanda tried on a dress. When Hunter returned, Wanda went out and showed it to Mary Ellen. This kind of alternating fashion shows for Mary Ellen went on until Hunter went out to model his last top. As he returned to the dressing room, he found Wanda in a state of undress, pulling a light pink, flowered romper off.

"Geez, this is way too small for me," she shook her head as she stood in her bra and panties and looked at the tags in the back of the romper. "Oh, for crying out loud. I took the wrong size." She began to put the romper back on the hanger when she stopped and looked at Hunter. "Hey... this will fit you. Try it on."

Hunter stood with his top in his hand, his comfortable, lace covered bra with the little bow in between the cups, supporting his plump breasts. "I... I don't think I should."

"Why not?"

He looked at the garment. "It's... it's almost a dress."

Wanda laughed. "What are you talking about? It's a romper. It's nothing like a dress. It's more like a pair of shorts with a blouse attached. Come on... just try it on. It'll be fun." She held the romper out to him.

"I don't know..."

Wanda let out a long, exasperated sigh. "Hunter... you are going to spend at least the next three weeks pretending to be a girl. Do you really think that this little piece of clothing is going to be the only girly thing you're expected to wear in that time? Come on. Just try it on. It'll be fine, I promise."

All that kind of made sense. It wasn't really a dress and the only people who'd know he'd even tried it on were Mary Ellen and Wanda.

Mary Ellen looked at the time her phone. It had been a longer wait than she'd expected. Either Hunter or Wanda should have come out with a new outfit by now. Or, if they were done, they should have both come out. Since Hunter didn't have a phone, she was about to text Wanda, but as she called up her contact information, Wanda walked out of the dressing rooms in her street clothes and smiling a big smile.

"Where's Hunter?" Mary Ellen asked.

"He's coming," Wanda grinned, "but don't freak, ok?"

"Why should I..." she didn't finish the question, because at that moment, Hunter stepped out of the dressing rooms wearing a light pink, flowered romper that had little fringes of white lace along the hems of the very short sleeves and very wide leg openings. It fit him really well and it looked so good on him! "Oh, my God," she said, quietly. "How did you get him into that?"

"It wasn't all that hard," the younger girl smiled. "I just told him that this might be a good alternative to a dress if he needed to wear something nice in the next few weeks. He wasn't exactly excited to try it on, but he gave in pretty easily."

"I need to send my mother a picture of this," Mary Ellen said, excited.

"Come on, Mae," Hunter whined as his stepsister approached with her cell phone out and pointed in his direction. "You're not going to show anyone those pictures are you?"

"I'm sending just this one to mom, Hunny," Mary Ellen explained. "When she sees you in this, she's going to want to get it for you."

And she did. As soon as Joyce saw the picture, she told Mary Ellen to use the credit card Joyce had given her for emergencies to buy the romper. In fact, her reply-text had read, 'THAT IS PERFECT FOR HIM. USE THE CARD I GAVE YOU. DON'T LEAVE WITHOUT BUYING THAT. IF YOU CAN GET HIM ANOTHER, GO AHEAD AND BUY TWO."

She only bought the one, though. Hunter wasn't interested in trying on any more. They did convince him to keep it on for the rest of their time at the mall, though.

Before they left, they stopped at the food court and got a little snack. Mary Ellen had a small fry and soft drink from Burger King, Wanda had a smoothie from a smoothie stand and Hunter got a kid-sized chocolate and vanilla swirl soft serve cone from another place.

As they sat there chatting and enjoying their last stop of the day, someone approached and said, "Wanda?"

Wanda looked up at a very handsome guy in his twenties who was walking with an equally attractive woman of the same age.

"Hey! Austin!" Wanda said, waving to the guy as he and his companion approached.

"I thought that was you!" The man named Austin smiled his handsome smile. "Maya," he said to the girl next to him, "this is Wanda. My star pitcher. I've told you about her, haven't I?"

"Only every single day since the softball season began," the woman chuckled. "Hi, Wanda. I'm Maya. I'm this guy's fiancé. Nice to meet you." She extended her hand, which Wanda accepted and shook.

"Oh," Wanda said, looking around, "these are my friends, Mae and Hunter. Guys, this is Austin. He's the coach of my softball team - not at school, but in the league I played in this spring."

"And every spring until you graduate," Austin smiled.

"I hope so," Wanda smiled back. "Hey, you should see Hunter play. She's getting really good. She's going to camp with me next week."

"Cool," Austin nodded. "Which camp?"

"The camp over at the regional high school."

"The camp over at the regional high school? Whoa, that's a tough camp! You'll learn a lot, but they'll beat you up pretty good. Don't get me wrong - I'm not criticizing them. They produce great athletes and I'll be happy to have you improve under their tutelage, but they will work you hard over there."

"I know," Wanda smiled. "I went last year, too."

"Ok," Austin smiled. "That explains a lot."

Wanda chuckled at that.

Austin looked at Hunter and squinted a bit. "I'm sorry, Hunter, but do I know you?"

"No. I don't think so," he said, but that was a lie. In fact, Austin had been a coach at the camp he'd attended the previous summer. Hunter had recognized him immediately and he'd been afraid that the older guy would recognize him.

"Huh..." Austin thought. "You look familiar." He thought for a moment more, then shrugged it off. "Oh, well. We have to get going. Will you all be going to camp next week?"

"Just me and Hunter," Wanda explained.

"Well, have a great time and work hard. Hunter, you should try out for our team next year."

"Maybe," Hunter nodded, trying not to give Austin too good a look at his face.

"Hey, I'll be able to come see your last game at the big park in the city!" Austin said. "I'll see you guys there. Have a good night."

They left and Mary Ellen looked at her stepbrother. "Do you know him?"

Hunter nodded. "Kinda. He coached at camp last year."

"So what?" Wanda laughed. "He'll never make the connection. You're much cuter now."

Hunter nodded. "I guess. I also guess that it's too late to go to camp under a different name, huh? I mean, he knows my name is Hunter, now, so if he comes to the last game..."

"That's ok," Mary Ellen smiled. "I've met a couple of girls named Hunter before. It's one of those names that can go either way."

Hunter nodded. "Yeah? Ok."
 

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"Alright, girls," the coach assigned to Group A shouted. "Form a straight line along this white line in the grass!" They were on the school's football field, and spread out from the ten-yard-line to a little beyond the twenty-yard-line, facing across the narrow part of the field. "We're starting every day with some speed training. Across the field from you there are twenty tennis balls for each of you. When I blow my whistle, run across the field, grab one ball, run back here, drop the ball into the basket behind you and repeat the process until all twenty of your tennis balls are in your basket. Now, remember the first thing I said. This is SPEED TRAINING, so get moving and stay moving. The object is to be fast. Questions? No questions? Good. Here we go!"

She blew the whistle and everyone ran across the field. At first, it didn't seem like a big deal. Just get the twenty balls back into the basket, but after a few laps across the field, Hunter began to realize that the distance across the field was wider than he'd anticipated. By lap seven or eight, he felt like some of the girls were pulling ahead of him, so he pushed harder so as not to be the last one to have gathered all his balls.

Eventually, he lost track of everyone else and was just concentrating on getting through his own pain and retrieving all the balls. The world became his breathing and those stupid, yellow balls.

Finally, he grabbed the last one and dug down deep and found some extra strength and made a push for his basket, dropping the last one in. He stood and tried to slow his labored breathing. Eventually, he was returning to a normal feeling and he took stock of how many others in his group were still gathering balls. Of the twelve girls, including him, in the group, it looked like seven were done and a the rest were still hustling across the field.

Wanda came over to Hunter and offered a high-five. "You did great!" She said. "You came in seventh. That's great for a first timer - especially since you're one of the youngest people in the group."

He nodded his thanks as he bent over, his hands on his knees, and continued to breathe deeply.

"Hey, Short-Stuff," the coach said, coming up behind them, "you need to report to Coach Skylar's office."

It took Hunter a moment to realize that he was the person she was referring to as Short-Stuff. He nodded. "Ok, coach. Thank you, coach." He thought for a moment. "Umm... coach... where is Coach Skylar's office?"

The coach, who was a college student, pointed towards the nearby gymnasium. "Go in through the glass doors and turn left. You'll see her name on the sign outside of her office."

"Yes, coach. Thank you, coach." He headed in that direction, walking slowly so as to recover from the speed exercise.

"You're not walking, are you, Short-Stuff?" The coach shouted. "We don't walk here. Move that hiney of yours, Short-Stuff! HUSTLE!"

"Yes, coach!" He shouted as he ran towards the gym.

When he entered the gymnasium building, the coolness of the air inside hit his sweaty clothes and he realized how much he'd been sweating already and he'd only been at camp for a little over three quarters of an hour.

He turned left and headed down the hall. Coach Skylar's office was just a few doors down. The door was propped open, so he stepped in and cleared his throat, causing the woman at the desk to look up from her computer. She smiled and asked, "Hunter?"

He nodded, "Yes, coach."

She stood and put a hand on his shoulder. "Come with me. The nurse needs to see you."

That sent a chill down his spine, but he didn't really have a choice. So, he allowed himself to be guided down the hall. They had only walked a few doors down when Coach Skylar said, "In here."

"Hi, Sky," the older woman in the nurse's scrubs smiled. "So... is this Hunter?"

"This is him," Coach Skylar nodded, again surprising Hunter. He'd been told that he'd never be referred to as a boy while at camp.

The nurse patted the exam table next to her. "Ok, my dear. Up you go."

Hunter pulled himself up onto the exam table and waited. "Take off your shirt, please," the nurse said. Hunter looked at Coach Skylar, but she wasn't leaving, so he pulled the sweaty, light blue tee shirt off, revealing the beige sports bra below.

The nurse began by using her stethoscope to listen to his lungs. She asked a lot of questions, then had him stand to get a weight and height. "Forty nine inches and forty nine pounds," the doctor announced, shaking her head a bit. "You're definitely a little on the small side, my dear," she said to Hunter. Then she looked at the other woman. "She's kind of little for the rigors of this camp, Sky. Your call."

Coach Skylar nodded, then looked at Hunter, who looked frightened. "Don't worry, Hunter. I'm not sending you home, but I am concerned. When I was asked to include a boy in the camp, I had my reservations, of course, but I also expected a very different looking boy. I figured we'd be telling girls not to bother the butch looking tomboy. Instead, I'm concerned that they might plow right over you."

Hunter shook his head. "They won't, coach. I'm tougher than I look. Honest."

Coach Skylar snickered at that. "I bet you are." She looked at him for a moment or two, then she looked to the nurse, "What about his breasts?"

"What about them," the nurse asked. "They're a little ahead of schedule for a girl of her age and size, but if she's taking hormones..."

"I'm not!" Hunter cut her off. "Sorry, but I'm not taking anything. I didn't ask to look like a girl. I just do."

The nurse raised her eyebrows. "Really? Well, In that case... they are still a little ahead of schedule for a girl her age and size, but her bra fits well. I might have gone a little bigger in the cup, but as long as she's comfortable, it's a good bra. What are you wearing sweetheart? An A cup?"

He shrugged. "A 'B,' I think."

"It looks a little tight, but my guess is she's in-between cups right now, so it's fine. If she grows anymore, though, her mom will have to buy a better fitting bra for her."

Those were not words that Hunter wanted to hear, but he just sat and waited. God, why did women talk about bras so much!?

Coach Skylar nodded. "Ok, put your shirt back on, sweetheart." She watched him pull the sweaty shirt back on and then said, "Now, listen, Hunter... this is the last time that I will ever refer to you as a boy. I don't know what the deal is at home, but while you're here, you're just one of the girls, understood?"

"Yes, coach."

"Good," she nodded. "Now, I watched you doing the first part of your speed work this morning and I can see you have a lot of heart, but if you start getting hurt or teased because of your size, I want you to come to me immediately. Understood?"

"Yes, coach."

She had to admit, he was a cute kid. The little bob haircut didn't hurt, either. "Alright, sweetheart. Get back to your group. I think they'll be on field C at this point, doing some batting assessment."

"Yes, coach. Thank you, coach." He looked at the nurse. "Thank you, ma'am."

"You're very welcome, my dear," the nurse smiled at his politeness. "Off you go."

He turned and hustled out of the room and into the hallway.

"You think he'll be ok?" The coach asked the nurse.

"I think so, but I'll tell you one thing... If I were that child's mother, and I didn't want her to become a very pretty young lady over the next few years, I'd get her to an endocrinologist pretty damned quickly. I've seen lots of boys and girls that age who haven't developed secondary sexual features, but that girl..."

"That boy," Coach Skylar corrected.

"I know what I said," the nurse crossed her arms and shook her head. "That girl, that little girl, is never going to be a boy without some very aggressive intervention."
 

~^~

 

"That's lunch!" Coach Marie, the coach of Hunter's group called. He'd learned her name after he returned from the nurse's office. "Let's go, ladies! Everyone into the cafeteria." She clapped her hands rhythmically as Hunter and the girls jogged past.

When they got into the air condition of the building each group member let out a sigh. It was a hot day and they were all sweating a lot.

Lunch consisted of a choice of three items - pasta, chicken fingers or a vegetarian option that looked like a hamburger. Hunter chose the chicken fingers, always a favorite, then grabbed a bottle of a sports drink and a bottle of water. He took everything on a tray and looked around the room for an empty table.

"Hi," a much older girl said. "Come sit with us."

"Oh, thanks," Hunter smiled, "but I'm looking for my friend."

"Here I am," Wanda said. She'd gotten her food and was also looking for a table.

"Oh, ok," the older camper said. "Why don't both of you come join us."

"Ok. Great," Wanda said, then she leaned down and said to Hunter, "It's kind of a tradition that the older girls welcome the younger ones on the first day."

They followed the Group D girl to the table where her lunch was waiting and they all sat down. Another girl brought over two other members of Group A to join them. Hunter had been with the Group A girls all day and they were all very fit and fairly pretty little girls, but these girls, the Group D girls, they were all seventeen and eighteen years old, very athletic, most had fairly long hair in ponytails, and all of them were gorgeous - even without makeup.

"Are you guys taking care of my ladies?" Coach Marie asked the older girls as she walked by. The Group D girls all smiled and said they were.

"Take special care of Short-Stuff, here," the coach teased, patting Hunter on the shoulder. "This little spitfire has some talent."

Hunter was actually surprised to hear the coach offer any praise. So far, she'd been kind of mean to everyone.

"I understand that you've been working with our littlest camper," Coach Marie smiled at Wanda.

"Just for a week or so," she smiled, proud of her work and her friend.

Coach Marie smiled and gave Wanda a pat on the shoulder, too. "Good work, Wanda. Keep it up." Then she looked at Hunter. "Do what she says. She's our star."

The coaches walked away and the one of the Group D girls said, "Wow! Compliments from Coach Marie. You guys must be doing something right! I'm Ruthie," she smiled. "I gather you're Wanda and you're Short-Stuff, huh?"

"I'm Hunter," Hunter said.

Ruthie smiled. "Hunter? Cool name for a girl, but I like Short Stuff, better. Besides, if the coaches give you a nickname, it's always because they like you. Be proud of it."

Hunter shrugged, but he would rather not be continually reminded that, even though he was a boy amongst a slew of girls, he was the smallest camper by far.

"Hey, Ruthie," a girl said walking up to the table, "do you have a band-aid ? My sneaker gave me a cut on the back of my foot." Hunter and Wanda recognized the girl as Sarah, a girl from Group A.

"I told you to wear taller socks," Ruthie shook her head as she pulled a band aide out of a fanny-pack she was wearing around her waist.

"Hey, guys," Sarah smiled and waved to Hunter and Wanda.

"Hey," they both replied, but Wanda continued, "Are you guys sisters?"

"Can't you tell?" Ruthie teased. She was lanky and blonde and Sarah was a little bit broader and much darker with slightly swarthy skin and jet black hair.

The younger sister rolled her eyes. "One of us doesn't bleach our hair. Can you tell which one?"

That made them all laugh. "Hey, you guys are both really good," Sarah said. She gave Wanda a head jerk. "I only got two hits off of you. Usually, I hit, like, a lot more."

Wanda smiled. "We'll see. Maybe tomorrow you'll get lots of hits off me."

"You bet your ass I will."

"Knock it off," Ruthie laughed, giving the back of her little sister's head a dope-slap. "Be nice."

Sarah smiled, then said, "I'll be right back." She hurried to where her tray was waiting, grabbed it and hurried back to sit beside her sister. "So... where do you guys go to school?"

Conversation kicked off from there and by the end of lunch, the three Group A members had become fast friends.
 

~^~

 

"So, how did it go?" Joyce asked as Wanda and Hunter entered the house followed by Mary Ellen who'd picked them up.

"It was great, mom!" Hunter gushed. "I never worked so hard in my life, but we learned so much and I did really well! Oh, and mom! Wanda's like the biggest deal at camp! All the coaches watch her and talk about how great she is."

"Wow!" Joyce laughed. "And that was only day one!"

"I know. It was great!" Hunter smiled broadly. "We made a new friend, too. Her name is Sarah and her sister, Ruthie, is in Group D, the oldest group. Sarah is really good, too! I can't wait to go back tomorrow!"

"That's great!" Joyce said, giving him a hug. "Ugh! You smell sweaty. Why don't you guys get changed and take a dip in the pool before Wanda's mom gets here. Then you can shower for about an hour... or for how everything long it takes until we get you clean."

"Ok, mom," Hunter grinned and he and Wanda ran up the stairs to change.

"Aren't you going to go swimming?" Joyce asked Mary Ellen.

"Yeah, I am," she said, but she came over to the table where her mother sat and said, "You should have seen him when I picked them up, mom. I've never seen him so excited. All the girls were calling him Short Stuff..."

"Oh, that's awful!"

"No, mom. He loved it! All the girls were fawning all over him. He was like a little social butterfly."

Joyce looked towards the stairs and smiled. "That's wonderful."

Mary Ellen smiled, too. "It really was. Oh, here," she handed a Manila envelope to her mother. "All the girls had to bring this home for their parents. It's got all the schedule information for the next three weeks."

"Oh, thanks, honey, and thanks for being the chauffeur today."

"No problem, mom. I really enjoyed watching them play for a while and just seeing Hunter happy was awesome, too."
 

~^~

 

"Here they are," Bob joked as he and Veronica came out onto the patio and joined Joyce at the table. "So, preliminary reports are... what? Positive? Negative?"

"Very positive," Joyce smiled. "They both had a great day." She pointed to the kids in the pool having fun. "They're still wound up."

"Huzzah!" Bob said as he raised both hands over his head and did a bit of Rocky dance to celebrate.

"Yeah, it's a big victory, but take a seat. There is a problem that we need to discuss."

Veronica pulled out a seat and sat down as well. "As long as they're happy," she said, "we can help him with anything. Right?"

Joyce looked dubious. "They sent home this itinerary of everything that's happening for the next three weeks."

"Yeah?" Bob said, looking at the calendar. "And?"

"And..." Joyce said, shaking her head. "Look at the third Thursday evening. The night before they play at the stadium."

"What?" Veronica said, shocked. "They didn't do that last year!"

"Yeah," Joyce nodded. "I called Coach Skylar and asked about it. She said that last year they couldn't get the hall they used for the evening, so they didn't do it. She seemed really excited to be hosting it again this year, though."

"Wait," Bob said, looking at the calendar. "What's a 'Daughter Dance?'"

Joyce explained. "It's what we used to call a 'Daddy/Daughter Dance,' but since families aren't all dad/mom/kids and a dog anymore, they just call it a Daughter Dance. The child can go with a father or mother or uncle... whatever. The point is, it's a semi-formal dance."

"Which means, what?" Bob asked, not really all that aware of social mores of these kinds of things.

"Which means," Veronica explained, "the men wear suits and ties and the girls wear nice dresses."

"Yeah, but this is the twenty-first century," Bob scoffed. "The girls can wear trousers, right?"

Joyce shook her head. "I read the description of the event. It specifies dresses. It even discourages skirts."

"So..." Bob shrugged, "poor Hunter is sick that night. We really wanted to go, but... stomach bug or a low fever... what can you do?"

Veronica looked at him and shook her head. "So, Hunter is fine at practice on Thursday, is sick Thursday night, then shows up at the stadium to play on Friday? Bob, they'll never let him play if they think he's been sick."

"Alright, alright," Bob folded his arms and thought. "He's happy now, right? So, let's not say anything about it until we have to."

"We have to say something tonight or tomorrow, Bob," Joyce said. "Besides the fact that there will be conversations about this at camp..." she took a breath, "... he's going to need to go dress shopping and that doesn't happen with just one quick trip to the mall. It takes time."

Bob shook his head. "Dresses... Jesus... we're buying our son dresses. What kind of parents are we?"
 
 
To Be Continued...

The Girls of Summer - 4

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Gynaecomastia
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Hormones

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  • Posted by author(s)

The Girls of Summer: 4

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Hunter loves softball camp and he's making lots of new friends, but with new friends comes new complications.


 
Author's Note: Thank you for your comments. They mean a lot to me. I hope you enjoy where the story takes us.~Clara.
 
This version of The Girls of Summer: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 4
 

The discussion regarding the 'Daughter Dance' took place at breakfast and Hunter was not happy about the whole idea. Bob finally said he'd call Coach Skylar and discuss things with her to see if they could reach some kind of compromise. That at least calmed things down enough to get Hunter to relax a bit and go back to camp.

As things turned out, Bob had a busy day at work and the phone call to the head coach got put on a back burner. He'd have to deal with that the another day.

Hunter, on the other hand, had another great day at softball camp. Speed training had gone really well and he was feeling as if, even after just a couple of days, he was developing more speed and stamina than he'd had before. The constant encouragement from the Coach Maria helped a lot, too.

On the first day of fielding practice, Hunter had played right field and he'd done fine. So on that second afternoon, when the coach called out positions, he expected another outfield assignment. The outfield spots were the first positions called, though, and he wasn't called. As each of the infield positions was filled, he assumed he'd be sitting this scrimmage out - until the last position was called.

"At third base..." Coach Marie shouted. "Short Stuff. Give it a try."

Hunter was thrilled! Infield! That meant more action. Yes!
 

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About an hour before the end of the day on the fourth day of camp, Mary Ellen arrived and sat in the bleachers to watch Hunter play. She was surprised to see him at third base, but everything seemed to be going very well for him there. If she had any doubts that he was doing well, those doubts we set aside by the constant shouts of other players and coaches. "Way to go, Short Stuff!" "Alright, Short Stuff!" "Yeah! That's the way to hustle, Short Stuff!"

She could tell that he was in his glory playing with these girls. She could also tell that his game had already improved from the way that he had played the previous week with Wanda.

"Are you Short Stuff's sister?" a woman asked as she approached Mary Ellen.

Mary Ellen laughed. "Yes. I'm Hunter's sister. I'm Mae."

The woman extended her hand. "I'm Skylar. I wonder if I could impose one you to bring this note home to your parents?"

"Of course," Mary Ellen said, happy to help. "I can't believe how well Hunter is fitting in here. Last year he loved the baseball camp, but he... I mean... she... didn't really connect with the other kids. Everyone seems to like her here." She was embarrassed that she hadn't consistently used feminine pronouns to ensure that Hunter's disguise was protected.

Skylar snickered. "It's ok. I run the camp. I know all about Hunter. And, yes... she is fitting in beautifully. Everyone likes her. She's almost like the camp mascot. Even the older girls know who she is and are always supporting her. She's a very unifying presence. I love having her here."

"Really!? Oh, well, thanks!" Mary Ellen smiled, tucking the envelop Skylar had given her into her purse.

They said their goodbyes and Skylar left Mary Ellen to watch the scrimmage.

When it was time to go, Mary Ellen lost track of Hunter for a few moments, but then saw him riding piggy back on an older girl from Group D up the hill from the ball field. The Group D girl was singing a popular song and Hunter was joining in when he knew the words.

"Alright, Short Stuff," the Group D girl said as she arrived at the bleachers, "end of the line."

"Thanks, Lucy!" Hunter giggled as he climbed from her back to the bleachers.

"No problem, Short Stuff. Hey... you did really good today." She gave the little player a fist bump.

Hunter was actually blushing at the compliment. "Thanks," he said, obviously thrilled to get the praise of an older girl. "Your home run was awesome. Congratulations."

The girl, who's name was, obviously, Lucy, smiled and gave Hunter a hug. "Aww, thanks, Short Stuff. See you tomorrow, ok?"

"Ok. See you tomorrow."

Mary Ellen got up and walked down the bleachers to meet her stepbrother. She was thrilled to see him so happy. As the girls were leaving, dozens of them stopped by Hunter to give him a high five or a hug or to say something sweet to him. She couldn't believe how popular he seemed to be with everyone.

"Hey, Short Stuff," she laughed as she reached him. "It looks like you've had a great day!"

"I did," he giggled. "We had a coach from the softball team at UConn come in today. She was amazing. She even picked me to be part of the batting clinic. She taught me SO MUCH! She's coming back later in the camp schedule, too. I can't wait!"

"Great," Mary Ellen said, putting her arms around Hunter's little shoulders. "Hey, where's Wanda?"

"Oh, she's with Sarah. They carried some equipment back inside. She'll be right out."

As if on cue, Wanda and another girl came jogging out of the school gymnasium.

"Is Sarah in your group, too?" Mary Ellen asked.

"Yeah. She's really cool. She plays first base and she's really funny. The coaches call Sarah and Wanda and me 'The Three Musketeers' because we always hang out together. She's like our best friend."

"Really? So you have a new friend?"

Hunter looked around. "I got a lot of new friends. Sarah's probably the best one, though."

"Hey, Short Stuff," the girl named Sarah said high-five-ing Hunter. "I'll see you tomorrow." She gave him a big hug. "Love you guys." She said to Hunter and Wanda.

"Love you, too!" Hunter said.

"See ya!" Wanda said.

"Hey!" Sarah stopped and turned as an idea came to her. "You guys want to do a Zoom tonight? You know - meet up online?"

"Cool! What time?" Wanda asked.

"Seven thirty?" Sarah suggested.

"Awesome! Send me a link and I'll send it to Hunter."

"Will do! Gotta run or Ruthie will be mad! Talk to ya tonight!" Sarah turned and hurried away.

"Alright," Mary Ellen said. "Let's go."

Hunter and Wanda talked nonstop all the way home. They were obviously enjoying not only the camp activities, but all the girls and, most importantly, being with each other. Mae had never seen her brother this happy.

When they walked into the house, Hunter retold the entire day's events to his mother. Once again talking about the coach from UConn and how great she was.

Pretty quickly, Hunter and Wanda had run upstairs to get changed into their swimsuits and, just as Bob and Veronica arrived, Mary Ellen handed her mother the envelope from Skylar. Joyce thanked her daughter for driving once again and Mae went upstairs to get changed.

Joyce opened the envelope as she spoke. "Wait until Hunter tells you about his day. He had the time of his life and I get the impression that he's making friends right and left. I've never seen the boy so hap..." she stopped mid-word and her smile faded as she read the note from Skylar.

"What's that?" Bob asked, concerned.

"It's from the head coach at the camp."

"Oh. Skylar? That's my friend who set this all up," Veronica said to Bob.

"Is everything alright?" Bob asked.

Joyce shook her head. "Well, she starts by saying how much everyone loves Hunter, but... then she wrote: 'I feel that I need to tell you that I had our camp nurse take a look at Hunter because he was so much smaller than the rest of the campers and we wanted to be sure he could handle the rigors of our daily routine. Even our nurse found Hunter to be a charming and funny young person, but after he'd left, my nurse said that she had concerns about his health. His hormonal issues, that is. I feel obliged to tell you that she said that if Hunter were her child, she would get him to an endocrinologist immediately. She feels that ignoring his problem may make it impossible for his body to develop as a male in the future. I have struggled with deciding whether or not I should mention this to you, and of course, all decisions regarding Hunter's health are yours and yours alone, but I trust my nurse's judgement and I just wanted to make you aware of what she said. Regards. Coach Skylar.'"

Joyce looked up at her husband and his colleague, not sure what to say.

"But Dr Clemente said to wait it out, right?" Bob asked.

Joyce's face suddenly dissolved into tears. "Bob... we have to take him to someone. Look at him. This is getting to be too much. I love having another girl to dress and take care of, but... he's a boy, Bob! But, God, I don't know if he's ever going to be a boy again if we ignore this for too long."

Just then, all three teenagers came barreling down the stairs, headed to the pool.

"Hi, daddy!" Mary Ellen said as she passed and when Hunter followed, he said the same thing.

Bob looked at the boy in his one piece swimsuit and he saw Joyce's point.

"Let's get a referral from Dr Clemente to see someone ASAP," Bob said, shaking his head.
 

~^~

 

Camp the next day was going great until mid-afternoon when Coach Marie shouted, "Hey, Short Stuff! Come on in!"

Hunter hustled into the caged off area beside the playing field that was referred to as 'the dugout.'

"Yes, coach?" Hunter said with a smile.

The coach pointed over to the bleachers where Coach Skylar was talking to Hunter's stepmother. "Looks like you're leaving early, today, Short Stuff."

"I am?" Hunter said, surprised. "Nobody said anything about that."

Coach Marie shrugged. "No big deal, Short Stuff. Grab your gear and we'll see you Monday."

Hunter grabbed his square athletic backpack with the two bats sticking out of it and began walking up the hill towards his stepmother. The fact that she'd shown up almost two hours early filled him with concern.

"We don't walk here, Short Stuff," Coach Marie shouted at him.

"Sorry, coach," Hunter called behind him and he ran up the hill to the two women.

"Here's our little star," Coach Skylar smiled. "Did you have a good day, Short Stuff?"

"I did until now," Hunter said. "What's going on, mom?"

"No big deal, sweetie," Joyce said. "You have a doctor's appointment today, that's all."

"I do?" Hunter thought back to that morning. No one had said anything. "I didn't know that."

"I guess we just forgot to tell you," Joyce smiled and shrugged. "Come on. We need to go."

Hunter looked back at the field. "But, mom... it's Friday. I won't see the girls again until Monday and I didn't get to say goodbye."

"I'll say goodbye for you," Coach Skylar smiled. Then she looked at Joyce and said, "I'll bring Wanda to Veronica's office after camp." She returned her gaze to Hunter. "You have a great weekend, Short Stuff. I'll see you on Monday."

"Ok, Coach," he said, but the fact that no one had told him about this appointment and the fact that Coach Skylar was suddenly driving Wanda home combined to fill him with dread.
 

~^~

 

"Can you take off your shirt for me, Hunter?" Dr Raymond asked.

"I'm afraid he's a little sweaty and stinky," Joyce said, as she helped her stepson remove his top.

"Oh? What have you been doing today, Hunter?"

"I came directly from softball camp," Hunter said.

"Softball?" The doctor nodded as he felt around Hunter's neck carefully. "Do you also play baseball?"

"Yeah," the boy said, sounding frightened.

"Actually, until recently, Hunter was all about baseball," Bob said, sounding almost apologetic. The little exam room was very crowded with Bob, Joyce, Hunter, Dr Raymond and a nurse all crammed inside. "This year, though... well... circumstances being what they are... we felt that softball might be the best choice for The Boy."

The doctor nodded, but concentrated on the patient, carefully feeling for problems. Finally, the moment that Hunter was afraid would arrive, did in fact arrive. "Can we take off the sports bra, please?"

Joyce went to help Hunter, but he held his arms tightly to his sides.

"It's ok, baby," she whispered. "The doctor just needs to see you so that he can help you."

Reluctantly, he relaxed his arms and let his stepmother remove the damp sports bra.

Then, the unthinkable happened. The doctor began touching him... there... on his breasts. He wasn't groping him or anything. He was obviously examining him, but it was still shocking and degrading and Hunter hated it.

"It's ok, baby," Joyce whispered. "He's just making sure you're ok."

"I know," Hunter whispered back, "and I'm not a baby. I just don't like it."

"None of us ever do," Joyce rubbed his back to offer comfort.

Finally, the doctor stepped back and looked at Hunter from head to toe one last time. "So..." he said, taking a deep breath and letting it out, "when did you first notice that your breasts were growing?"

Hunter shrugged. "I don't know. I guess around the beginning of the school year."

"And you didn't tell your parents?"

Hunter shook his head.

"When did they get big enough that you felt the need to start binding them down?"

Hunter wanted to crawl under the carpet at this point. "Around... Halloween, I guess."

Th doctor thought for a moment. Then he looked at Joyce. "How bad was the rash when you first saw it?"

"Terrible. His skin was inflamed and there was weeping from a lot of little cuts. He scared the life out me."

The doctor nodded some more, then finally smiled and looked at Hunter. "Ok, young fellow, I think you can get dressed, now. We should have some of the results from the bloodwork by now. Of course, we won't get everything back for a few days - maybe a week for some of it. Claire," he asked the nurse, "could you help Hunter get dressed. Mom and dad, I'd like to chat for a minute in my office across the hall.

"Of course," the nurse smiled at Hunter as the rest of the people left the room. She picked up the sports bra, which was a bit rolled up from being pulled off, and shook it to make the material relax a bit. "Here. Let me help you get this on."

"I can do it myself," Hunter said, feeling very put upon.

"I'm sure you can, but you heard the doctor. If I don't help you, I could lose my job."

Hunter laughed at that and let her help him get his bra and top back on. She had just pulled his tee shirt down and straightened it out when there was a knock on the door.

"Come in," Nurse Claire said while still looking at Hunter.

"Sorry to bother you," another nurse said, sticking her head into the exam room, "but do you know where the extra large blood pressure cuff is? I need it in exam room seven."

"I think I do," Claire said. "Will you be ok here by yourself for a few minutes?" She asked Hunter.

He shrugged. "Yeah. Sure."

"I'll be right back," she said as she winked at Hunter and touched the tip of his nose before leaving with the other nurse.

As the door was closing, Hunter caught a bit of a conversation coming from across the hall. At first, it was just the fact that it was his stepmother's voice that caught his attention. Then it was her worried tone. Then it was what she said.

"...but you can't just sit there and tell us that there is nothing you can do."

Before the door could close, Hunter grabbed the handle and stopped it from swinging shut. He kept it open about three inches and he focused his hearing towards the doctor's office.

"Please, stay calm, Joyce," the doctor said in a business like voice. "I didn't say that there is nothing we can do. We can start him on male hormones, yes, but there are problems inherent in that. Since his female hormone levels are so high, a drastic introduction of male hormones could shock his system and cause liver or kidney damage, and other problems that we won't be able to remediate later."

"Such as?" Bob asked.

"Well, it's not uncommon that, when male hormones are introduced to a child, the child's body thinks that the patient has suddenly aged to the point of manhood and causes the patient's body to cease its growing. So, the patient's growth ceases immediately. Now, Hunter is only four foot one, so I'd be afraid to introduce that therapy at this point."

"How about surgery?" Bob asked. "You know... to remove the breasts?"

"I can't recommend it," Dr Raymond said. "Besides the obvious risks inherent in any surgical procedures, Hunter's breast growth is far from done. Surgery could be very harmful and still not contribute to solving the problem."

Joyce sounded like she was crying when she asked, "So what do we do? Just continue to treat him like our daughter? What about school? His friends? Our family? His relatives? How is he supposed to handle all of that? He's just a little boy."

"I understand your concerns," the doctor said, "and I know that there are a lot of difficult times ahead, but I want you to remember that this is not a life threatening condition. It is an unfortunate thing to have happened to your son, but I have to say... he seems to be adjusting very well."

"Because he is surrounded by girls who don't know that he's a boy!" Joyce said, speaking as if the doctor was refusing to hear her. "They are accepting him as one of their own, not as a boy with breasts."

"Well," the doctor said in an off handed way, "that is one way to handle this."

"What are you suggesting?" Bob asked.

"Hiding in plain site is not a horrible idea," the doctor said. "He's already doing a great job at that. I think the only thing you really need to do is to get a grip on the pronouns. Call him your daughter and... eventually... you'll get used to it."

"Seriously?" Bob snapped. "Look at all of these degrees on your wall and your only suggestion is 'get used to it?'"

The doctor cleared his throat. "Bob... Joyce... I am trying to be pragmatic at this point. Now, once I get all of his lab work back, I will have a better idea of what we're dealing with. At that point, I will consult with his pediatric doctor and some colleagues and get back to you with any ideas that we come up with..."

"You're not eavesdropping, are you?" Nurse Claire said, surprising Hunter and stepping in front of the small opening in the doorway he'd been maintaining.

"No," he said, pretending to smile. "I just opened the door to see where my mom and dad are."

"They'll be back in minute, sweetheart," Claire said, stepping into the room and closing the door behind her.
 

~^~

 

It was very quiet on the ride home. Joyce was streaming some old music through her phone and into the car's sound system. Mostly stuff that Hunter knew from riding around with her, but nothing that he had no real connection to. So, he just stared out the window.

"You can put on whatever you'd like," Joyce said.

"What?" Hunter was so lost in thought that he honestly had not heard her.

"The music," Joyce smiled at him. "You can listen to whatever you'd like."

He nodded a little. "Thanks. This is fine."

They drove on for a bit with no more conversation. They stopped for a red light and a group of teenaged girls crossed the street in front of them. Hunter looked at them and how they seemed to not have a care in the world. They were laughing and playfully pushing at each other... just having fun. It didn't seem like that bad a life.

"Mom?"

"Yes, sweetheart?"

"Am I a girl now?"

The question came out of the blue and hit Joyce like a sledge hammer. She stuttered on her reply. "Well... no, sweetheart... not exactly a girl..."

"But not exactly a boy, either. Right?"

When the light turned green, Joyce pulled through the intersection and into a parking lot at a drug store. When the car was in park, she thought for a moment, then said, "Hunter... no matter what happens, you'll always be Hunter. YOU are YOU no matter what. And YOU are a kind, smart, wonderful person. Mary Ellen and dad and I... we'll always be right here beside you. No matter what happens."

"Yeah, but... What am I supposed be, mom? A boy? A girl? I don't really know what I am supposed to be."

Joyce's head slumped a bit. "Hunter... sweetie... I really don't know what to say. This is a temporary thing..."

"That's not what the doctor said."

Joyce turned quickly to look at her stepson. "You heard what the doctor said?"

The boy with the pretty, red, hair cut into a bob appropriate for a sporty little girl nodded.

"You shouldn't have done that, baby."

"He was talking about me, mom, and he said that my breasts are going to get bigger and that means I have to be a girl for... I don't know how long, but for a long time, right? So... am I a girl, then?"

"Baby... sweetheart..." Joyce searched for what to say. "I... I think that your father and I need to sit down and discuss what to do before I say anything."

Hunter whimpered as a tear ran down his face. "So... what? You guys will decide if I'm a boy or a girl and I have no say in it? Is that fair?"

"No, honey..."

"No! None of this is fair, mom! I'm a freak and I just want to be a regular kid. I didn't ask to be this, mom! I didn't ask for these things to just appear on my chest! This isn't fair!"

"I know," Joyce said and nodded. She gave him a moment. Then, "Listen, baby... you're right. This isn't fair, but neither is it fair that some kids go to bed hungry every night - or that some kids don't have families who love and care for them. Hunter, in the grand scheme of things, what's happening to you isn't the worse possible thing in the world. It's just... a problem. And life is all about dealing with problems."

He sniffled a bit. "I know, but when camp is over, I won't have any friends at all. The guys at my school will laugh at me and the girls will know I'm a boy and won't want me to hang out with them. I'll be all alone again, but it'll be worse. Instead of being the little kid, I'll be the little freak that everyone picks on."

Joyce reached over and took his little hand in hers. "Let's not just look at the dark side of this, Hunter. Let's just take baby steps and take every challenge as it comes. Alright? Now, I've known you for twelve years, baby, and I know that even though you are small, you are strong. Even Coach Skylar thinks your a little powerhouse. So, let's not panic. Ok?"

Hunter stifled a little more. "Ok," he said, but he still felt the entire weight of the world pushing down on him.
 

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Bob was late getting home.

Joyce figured it was because he had left during the day to go to see the doctor with her and then had to make up some work time, but when Veronica called at five forty five and told her that Bob never came back to the office, she began to worry.

The reason for Veronica's call concerned her, too. Apparently, a girl at softball camp had become very friendly with both Wanda and Hunter. The girl, who's name was Sarah, was having a big party to celebrate her bat mitzvah the following weekend, on Saturday, and when Skylar had brought Wanda back from camp, Wanda had been given two invitations to the party - One for Wanda and one for Hunter. Veronica said that she'd drop off the invitation the next day.

This invitation concerned Joyce because it would involve Hunter dressing well, which meant... Screw it... She'd deal with that on Saturday. She'd dealt with enough already that day. And where the hell was Bob?

She picked up her phone and touched Bob's contact picture. It went to voice mail. She listened to the outgoing message and said, "Hi, Bob... I'm just wondering where you are. I'm a little concerned at this point. It's getting late. Please give me a call. Thanks."

He didn't call.

It was past eight when he stumbled in the front door stinking of beer and things much stronger than that.

"Hi," he mumbled as he came in.

Joyce looked at him and shook her head. "You have got to be kidding me. Seriously, Bob!? Your child has one of the worst days of his life and you choose that day to go get drunk? What the hell is wrong with you?" Thank God the kids were on the patio watching a show through some streaming service on Mary Ellen's computer.

"Yeah, that's the question of the day, isn't it?" Bob slurred. "What's wrong with ME? What's wrong with my genetics that made my son the way he is? Everyone else I know has sons and daughters. Not me! I've got a son that looks like my daughter! I've got a son with tits bigger than my stepdaughter's. I've got a son wearing bras and getting his hair done. So, the big question is - What the hell IS wrong with ME?"

Joyce looked to the sliding door to be sure it was closed. The windows were closed and the air conditioners were running, so there was no way that the kids could have heard Bob's outburst, but he could get louder and the kids could come in at anytime.

When she spoke to Bob, it was in an angry whisper. "Now, you listen to me, Robert. I don't know what got into you, but I have had my hands full with real problems around this house, today, and the last thing I need is a drunk husband wallowing in self pity over things that have nothing to do with him."

"Nothing to do with me?" Bob said in the same angry whisper. "MY SON has nothing to do with me?"

"His condition has nothing to do with you, and you know it. So what if he's different than your friends' sons. He's still YOUR son and it's high-time that you started acting like HIS father. He needs your help right now and instead of being his father, you're off drinking in some dingy bar and feeling sorry for yourself."

Bob wanted so badly to take a self-righteous attitude and put his wife in her place, but... she was right and he knew it. He knew how to be a good parent, and this wasn't how to do it, but... goddamnit, he was upset and needed to deal with it one way or another. He had been having a hard time doing the right thing lately. He hung his head and nodded. Why did she always have to be right, though? "Yeah... Yeah... I know." He shook his head and looked around. He was still drunk, but Joyce's words were sobering him up quickly. He shook his head and headed to the couch.

"Oh, don't you dare sit down down here where the kids can see you," Joyce scolded. "Mary Ellen just got Hunter smiling again. If they walk in here and see you in this state, all of that will be undone."

Bob looked out through the sliding door. From where he stood then, he could see Mary Ellen sitting on the cushioned-love-seat-rocker with Hunter sitting beside her. Mary Ellen's arm was around Hunter's shoulders and they looked very peaceful together, their faces bathed in the glow of the computer screen. He shook his head and headed to the stairs.

"I'm sorry," he said as he reached the bottom step.

Joyce shook her head. "I know, but Bob... we need to be united in helping our son through this. You can't just leave me to deal with everything and run off and get drunk. It's not fair to anyone. Not to me. Not Mae and certainly not to Hunter. You're a better man than that."

"I hope so," he shook his head. "I'm going to shower and watch TV in bed. I'll see you when you come up."
 

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"I'm going to keep hitting ground balls to your left," Wanda said from the home-plate/Frisbee out behind Hunter's house. "You're playing third base, so most of the hits you'll need field will be grounders and usually on your left."

"Maybe you should throw some pop-ups in, too," Hunter said from the yard-furniture-seat-cushion he was using as 'third base.'

"Ok, but no line drives," Wanda smiled. "Mae is too lazy to be our fielder today."

Mary Ellen was laying on a lounger chair near the pool. She was wearing a bikini and relaxing, her closed eyes aimed towards the warm summer sun. "Hey!" She said, without moving a muscle. "I've been your chauffeur and your ball-retriever for two weeks. I deserve a morning off."

Wanda smiled and looked at Hunter. "Ready?"

"You know it!" he replied.

Joyce was rinsing out a pitcher at the sink, watching the kids through the window. She filled the pitcher with water and scooped some powdered lemonade mix into the pitcher and began stirring. When it had dissolved, she poured some into two glasses that had some crushed ice in them. She put the pitcher into the refrigerator and brought the two glasses to the kitchen table where Veronica was sitting.

"Are you going to let him go to the bat mitzvah party, then?" Veronica asked.

Joyce sighed. "'Let' him go? I don't know. I think I'll have to make it his decision."

"What are we all so serious about?" Bob asked coming down the stairs looking pretty good for a guy who'd really tied one on the previous night.

Joyce held up the card stock invitation and Bob looked at it. "A bat mitzvah party? Looks like fun. What's the problem?"

"Well, besides the obvious issue that Hunter has no clothing nice enough to wear to an event like that, read the italicized print at the bottom." Joyce said, frustrated that Bob never seemed to take in all the information given to him.

He read aloud. "All guests must adhere to Pine Crest Country Club dress code standards. All male guests must wear suits or sports coats with dress slacks and tie. All female guests must wear dresses or skirts and blouses appropriate for the Country Club's high standard of presentation." He half laughed. "That's nuts. They can't enforce that."

"It's a ritzy private country club, Bob. Of course they can enforce that," Joyce shook her head, feeling too tired for an argument this early in the morning.

"Ok..." Bob shrugged, having solved the problem, "so we just don't tell him he was invited."

"Wanda's going, Bob," Veronica said, feeling Joyce's frustration. "He's bound to find out. You don't think that this girl, Sarah, won't ask Hunter why he's not coming? From what Wanda tells me, the three of them are all joined at the hip all day at camp."

"Ok, we tell him," Bob shrugged, dropping the invitation back onto the table, "but we tell him it's not something we want him to attend."

"Come on, Bob!" Joyce said with more vehemence than she'd intended. "He's a lonely little boy who is suddenly popular. A new friend offers him an invitation to a party and you don't think he's going to want to go? Yesterday, I told him we have to face each challenge as it comes. Meanwhile, you just want to say 'no' to anything that requires him to get girlier. May I remind you that it was your idea to send him to that camp? Now that he's there and happy, you want to create problems. Please! Just! Start! Thinking! About! Hunter's! Feelings!"

Bob sighed. "So... we tell him. He says he wants to go... Then what?"

"Then I take him to get the proper clothes to attend," Joyce said. "And when he comes home, you tell him how nice he looks and act like his father."

There was silence for a solid minute.

"You know," Veronica finally said, breaking the silence, "this might not be a horrible thing. I mean... Bob... don't get me wrong. Your feelings are entire valid and you have every right to be concerned about the impact of Hunter attending an event dressed in feminine clothing, but... think about it... He HAS to attend the Daughter Dance the night before the final games at the ball park, right? So getting him dressed up and having him go out - on his own - to a fancy event like this might help prepare him for the Daughter Dance."

"That had occurred to me, too," Joyce nodded.

Bob swallowed his male-pride and shrugged. "So... we tell him... he says 'yes'...and... we bring him dress shopping... shoe shopping... maybe a trip to the salon... maybe the nail salon... Anything else?"

"Well," Joyce looked at Veronica for support, "he's never worn a dress, so it would make sense to have him wear a dress of skirt around the house for the rest of the week so he doesn't look awkward at the party."

"Once you pick out shoes," Veronica added, "he should wear those around, too. Girl's flats fit differently than boy's shoes and even a kitten heel is going to feel different for him."

"Good point," Joyce nodded.

Bob nodded that he understood the situation, but part of him felt that his wife was enjoying dressing his son up a bit too much and that she was treating him a bit too much like their new daughter.
 

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"So, there's no way I could go unless I wear a dress?" Hunter asked as his family and Veronica and Wanda sat around the outside table eating lunch.

"Or a skirt and blouse," Mary Ellen corrected.

Hunter nodded and stared at his hog dog, suddenly not all that hungry. "Are you going?" he asked Wanda.

"Yeah," she laughed, as if the answer were obvious. "To tell you the truth, I don't want to wear a dress any more than you do, but it's just part of the game. Think of it as a uniform."

"I'd rather wear a dress than a stuffy suit coat and tie," Mary Ellen contributed.

"The decision is yours, Hunter," Joyce said. "We won't tell you to go or stay home. This is just another one of those challenges we discussed yesterday."

The boy nodded, then looked at his father. "Dad? What do you want me to do?"

Bob thought of a few things that he felt a good father should say, things about a man being a man, but he reconsidered them and said, "Well, buddy... I want you to do what you want to do. I mean, is this girl a friend of yours?"

"Yeah," Hunter said. "Sarah hangs out with me and Wanda all the time. We do Zoom dates after dinner sometimes - the three of us. She's really cool."

Bob nodded, feeling a little defeated. "Then... I gather you want to go the party?"

"I do, but... a dress?" He shifted in his seat. "I guess that really does make me a girl, doesn't it?"

"Oh, don't be stupid," Wanda laughed, causing everyone to look at her with shock and anger on their faces.

"What?" Wanda laughed, looking at all of them. "A dress doesn't make someone a girl. A dress makes someone look like they're wearing a dress. That's all." She looked at the boy and smiled. "Hunter, when I told you that I don't think of you as a boy any more, I meant that as a compliment. But it's got nothing to do with your hair or your boobies. It's because I'm so comfortable with you. It's like you're just another one of my girlfriends. Honestly, I wish you could be as comfortable with yourself as I am with you."

"Wow," Mary Ellen said with a little laugh. "Listen to the Baby Buddha, here." She touched Wanda's shoulder in a friendly way. "All kidding aside, though, Hunny, if you want to go to the party, go to the party. Yeah, you'll have to wear a skirt or a dress, but so what? I mean, seriously - You have a body that will look cute in those kinds of clothes, everyone at the party will already think you're a girl and... come on, let's be real... you already wear a bra and panties everyday. Those are at least as girly as a dress, right?"

"I guess," Hunter shrugged.

"And think of how cute you looked in that romper you got the other day," Wanda said, sounding helpful.

"Couldn't I wear that?" Hunter asked, causing all the females around him to laugh.

"To a country club!?" Veronica said, still laughing hard. "Absolutely not, Hunter. That's far too casual for a party like this one."

He thought a little longer. "Ok, but can we maybe get a dress that isn't too... you know."

Joyce laughed. "Don't worry, sweetie. We'll find something pretty and comfortable that you'll be comfortable wearing."

"Ok," he nodded. "Then I'll go." He looked at Wanda and said, "You won't leave me alone while we're there, will you?"

She made an 'X' over the left side of her chest. "Cross my heart."
 

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Sunday afternoon found Joyce, Mary Ellen, Wanda, Veronica and Hunter at a huge mall that was about an hour away from their homes. The two moms had decided that this was the best place to buy dresses, and since both Wanda and Hunter needed something 'nice' to wear to the bat mitzvah party as well as more formal dresses to wear to the Daughter Dance, they hoped that they might be able to buy everything they needed at this location with just one trip.

The stores they were shopping in were much fancier than the usual stores Hunter entered. The Walmarts, Targets, Old Navys, and other places he had gone to with his sister and friend were all kind of the same. These stores were nicely organized and divided into dozens of departments. The stores even smelled nicer - Like perfume.

The biggest difference was the number of saleswomen who were floating around, offering suggestions and assistance. They kind of made hunter's head spin. Every time he turned around, there was another saleswoman asking his mother if she needed any help.

Eventually, one of the saleswomen led them all to an area of dresses which she said would be very appropriate for a bat mitzvah party at a country club. Joyce and Veronica thought that the dresses looked perfect, while Wanda and Mary Ellen got very excited about the youthful fashions.

"This will look beautiful on you," Mary Ellen said, holding a very short, very tight fitting dress up to Wanda's shoulders.

"Under no circumstances," Veronica insisted.

"Aww, mom!" Wanda said, wanting to at least try on the far too revealing dress.

"You're thirteen, Wanda," Veronica laughed, "not thirty. That dress is designed for a much older girl... or a thirteen year old girl with an irresponsible mother."

Joyce thought that was much funnier than the kids did.

"You know, mom," Wanda sulked just a bit, "I'm sure things were different when you were a kid, but nowadays, thirteen year olds don't dress like little girls, like they did back in the fifties when you were thirteen."

"The fifties!?" Veronica looked shocked. "How old do you think I am?"

Wanda just shook her head and went back to looking at dresses.

"I thought you didn't like wearing dresses," Hunter said to Wanda.

"I don't like being told that I HAVE TO wear dresses," Wanda smirked. "Actually, I like looking more grown up and the right dress can do that for me - provided my mom doesn't make me wear a little girl's party dress."

"Do you see anything you like, baby?" Joyce asked Hunter.

"This isn't too bad," he said, pointing to a mannequin that was wearing a navy blue jumper dress with a wide skirt and what looked like an ordinary white tee shirt beneath.

Joyce looked at the dress and smiled. "That would look lovely on you, dear, but it's really not nice enough for this kind of event."

"Besides, that dress would make you look nine years old," Mary Ellen smiled. "Come here and let's find a dress for a twelve year old."

The saleswoman spoke to Joyce and Veronica to be sure that she had guided them to the correct section of the department. "We do have more formal dresses, if that's what you're looking for."

Joyce nodded. "We'll look at those after we've found dresses for them to wear to a young teenager's get together. After we've found something nice for that event, we will need something for them to wear to a formal dance."

The saleswoman nodded. "I see. If I may... the youngest girl seems a bit leery about dressing up. Is this a first time for her?"

Joyce chuckled. "Yeah, it is. I'm afraid my son is experiencing a lot of firsts this summer."

"You son?" the saleswoman asked.

"My son?" Joyce said, feigning confusion when she realized her error. "No, no. I meant 'my daughter.' I'm sorry. I must have been thinking of a few items I need to pick up for my son as well. No. The oldest, Mary Ellen, and the youngest, Hunter, are my daughters."

"And the one with the attitude is mine," Veronica laughed.

The saleswoman smiled at the two women. "Might I make a suggestion for the little one?"

"Of course," Joyce said, anxious for any help.

"Well, I've had my share of tomboys come through this department over the years, and I've found that if we dress them in something simple, soft and comfortable, they're more than happy to wear it. I know from experience how hard it is to pretty-up some of these girls who have spent the first part of their lives acting like boys. I've got three girls and my middle one... that child was always in jeans and sneakers and covered in mud! When it came time for her elementary school commencement ceremony, she insisted that she wasn't going to wear a dress. Of course, I insisted that she was wearing one right back at her. It was a two week battle royal until I brought home a soft, skater dress that she finally agreed to wear. And, honestly, that was a turning point for her. She loved that dress so much that she let me dress her up more and more frequently until she finally was very comfortable in the most feminine of clothing. If you'd like, I could find something like that for... what's the little girl's name?"

"Hunter."

"Hunter?" the saleswoman said. "What a charming name for a little girl."

The woman walked into the next aisle and rummaged through a rack of dresses and finally returned with a white, skater dress with a pattern of hibiscus flowers in a half dozen different, bright colors.

"Fell how soft this is," the saleswoman said, offering the skirt to both Joyce and Veronica.

"Oh, that's wonderful," Veronica said.

"It is," Joyce agreed, "but do you happen to have it in a less flowered pattern?"

"We don't. I'm sorry," the saleswoman said. "If the skater dress is too short for comfort for her, though, I do have it in the same material, but in a swing dress style. Most girls her age, though, prefer the shorter skirt."

It was a lovely dress. Bright and cheerful with a V neck, tiny, very short sleeves, a high waist and a subtly pleated skirt that flared out in a wide, pretty A shape that would definitely give Hunter a suggestion of wider hips. Joyce guessed that the skirt would reach to just about four inches above her son's knees. Girlish rather than womanly and probably cute as heck.

"Mom, look at this one!" Wanda said, excitedly, holding up a formfitting sheath dress that was modest enough, but would show off Wanda's shape a bit more than Veronica would prefer.

Veronica sighed and shook her head. "Alright. Try it on and we'll see."

"Thanks, mom!" Wanda said and then she happily skipped to the changing rooms.

Joyce reached over and touched Mary Ellen's shoulder. "Any luck?" she whispered.

"Not yet," Mae whispered back.

Joyce held up the dress that the saleswoman had picked out. "What do you think?"

Mary Ellen nodded and whispered, "It's perfect."

Joyce looked at the dress once more. "Give me a minute to get into a dressing room, then bring him over. I think he'll like it."

Mary Ellen watched her mother walk to the dressing rooms. She stopped and picked up plain, gray dress on the way and then stopped to speak to the changing room attendant for a second, indicating Mary Ellen and Hunter as they spoke. The attendant nodded and Joyce entered a room.

"Come on, Hunny," Mary Ellen said to the boy.

"Where are we going?"

"Mom wants us in the changing room." She took the boy by his hand and led him to the changing area, where Joyce was waiting.

''Now, sweetheart, I know you're resistant to this, but I think we've found a very nice and comfortable outfit for you. So, step in here and let's try it on without any dramatics. Ok?"

"Alright," Hunter muttered and entered the room.

Joyce had hidden the colorful, skater dress behind the larger, dreary dress she'd picked up along the way. It only took a minute or so to get Hunter stripped to his bra and panties.

"Now, sweetheart," Joyce said as if speaking to a five year old, "we're going to play a little game, now. I want you to close your eyes, then Mae and I will help you into the outfit. I don't want you to open your eyes until I tell you to, though, ok? I want you to try on the clothes and before you see yourself in the outfit, I want to ask you some questions. After I'm done with the questions, I'll tell you to open your eyes. Ok?"

Hunter glanced at the drab, gray dress on the hanger. At least it was plain, but it did look like it was made for a much older person. It also looked kind of big for him, but what did he know about dresses.

"Ok," he concurred and when told to close his eyes, he did so.

He followed directions to raise his arms. He felt some very light and airy material being lowered over him. It was odd, he thought, that the heavy looking material of the dress on the hanger felt this soft. He felt Mary Ellen and his stepmother adjusting the dress on his frame. He flinched a bit when his stepmother adjusted the area around his new breasts. He felt his stepsister raise the zipper up his back along the length of his spine.

"Why is the zipper in the back?" he asked.

"I don't really know," Joyce answered, having never really given it much thought. "It's just the way clothes are made for girls and women."

"There's two layers to the skirt," Mary Ellen said to her mother. "I don't think he'll need a slip."

"We'll see," Joyce shrugged. "If we get this one, I'll hang it in front of the window to see how transparent it is and then make that decision."

When the zipper was secured and the dress hanging properly, Joyce said, "Now, keep your eyes closed and tell me how that feels."

With his eyes still closed, he gave them a little shrug. "Ok, I guess. I mean... the top part is a little tight, but not uncomfortable." He ran his hands along the material below his breasts, "But from here down, I feel kinda... naked."

He heard Mary Ellen giggle a little at that.

"The top isn't too tight, is it?" Joyce asked, fingering the arm opening.

"No. It feels kind of comfortable, actually."

He felt someone touching the skirt of the dress. "It's really soft, isn't it?" Mary Ellen asked.

Hunter ran his fingers over the bodice. "Yeah. Really soft. What's it made of?"

"Just cotton," Joyce said. "Just like your tee shirts. It'll breathe well on a hot day."

"It's a lot softer than a tee shirt," Hunter said, his fingers still feeling the bodice.

"Well, that's because it's made for a girl to wear. Certainly you've noticed that girl's clothes are softer than boy's clothes. It's also made to be a lot more delicate than a tee shirt. So one expects you to be playing third base in this, sweetheart." Joyce laughed.

That made Hunter smile a little and he nodded. "True."

"Feel the skirt," Mary Ellen said, guiding his hand down below the bodice. "It's even softer there."

"Wow," Hunter nodded, his eyes still closed. "That is soft." As he gained a little courage, he reached around his lower parts with both hands. "There's a lot of material down here."

Joyce laughed. "Yes there is, sweetheart. That's the way the dress is designed. The bottom kind of blossoms out to look pretty."

That made sense, but when Hunter considered the dull, gray dress on the hanger, he remember it as being a pretty straight and uninteresting thing. This felt... nice? Fancy? Different, anyway.

"Now, listen to what I'm saying, Hunter," Joyce said, playing with his bobbed, rust-dyed hair. "In a moment, I'm going to let you open your eyes, but before you do, I want you to remember that YOU said you wanted to go to this party and that YOU agreed to dress appropriately - and appropriately means looking like a well dressed, pretty, young lady. Is all of that clear?"

He nodded and pictured the grey dress in his mind's eye. The simple, unadorned garment wasn't too girly, as far as dresses went. In his mind's eye, he pictured exactly how he'd look in the gray dress. "That's clear, mom. I understand."

He felt Mary Ellen turn him a bit, so he'd face the mirror, he assumed. Then, oddly, she hugged him and whispered, "You look perfect in this Hunter. Just perfect."

That was weird.

He heard Joyce take a deep breath and exhale. "Alright, baby... open your eyes."

He did.

And what he saw made no sense. In the reflection, there was mom and Mary Ellen, but in-between was someone he didn't know. A girl with a familiar face, but instead of wearing the dull gray dress, that girl was wearing a white dress with a wide, fairly short skirt, teeny, tiny sleeves that just capped the tops of slender arms and a V neckline the showed a bit of cleavage. Beyond all that, the dress was covered in bright flowers printed in primary colors. The girl looked very pretty in the dress, but also confused - and the it struck him who the girl was.

"Well," Joyce asked, still playing with his hair, "what do you think?"

He just stared at the reflection.

"You look very pretty, Hunny," Mary Ellen added.

"Well?" Joyce asked again.

"Mom..." the boy sputtered. "...I... I... mom... No. No, no, no. I can't wear this!" He was calm and quiet, but the sound of fear dripped from his words.

Joyce seemed surprised. "Well, why not. You said it was soft and comfortable. What's wrong with it."

"Mom! It's covered in roses!" he said, looking a little panicked.

"Those are hibiscus's, Hunter, not roses. They're the same flowers that are on your father's Hawaiian shirts," Joyce corrected, calmly.

"They're still flowers, mom, and these girls at camp... they're not the kind of girls that wear flowery things! They're athletes, mom. They'll laugh at me if I show up in this."

"Oh, don't be silly," Joyce scoffed. "If there are any other girls from camp there, they'd have to dress up, too, and an awful lot of girl's clothing have flowers on them. It's not 'girly,' Hunter, it's just pretty."

"And this!" he said, running his hands over the dress' skirt. "It looks like it's inflated!"

"It's just the style, sweetheart," Joyce half-laughed. "It's very popular right now."

"And, mom... Look!" He pointed to the lower part of the V neck of the bodice. "You can see that I have tits!"

"Alright!" Joyce said, suddenly sounding much more stern. "We have had this discussion way too many times, Hunter. That is a rude and vulgar word and the next time you use it, there will be dire consequences. Do you understand me? It'll start with a good hard slap across that pretty face of yours and end up with loss of privileges - Like an end to that softball camp! Do you understand me?"

The harshness of her voice and the threat of losing the camp he'd come to love snapped Hunter out of his panic. "Yes, ma'am." He calmed down and looked at the carpeted floor.

"Now, look at me," Joyce commanded. When he did, she pointed to the scoop neck of her casual top. "See this? This is called cleavage, Hunter, and girls and women have it, and... at least for the time being... so do you. It's nothing to be ashamed of. Look at your sister." He did and he noticed that her tank top did reveal a little bit of the space between her mammaries as well. "Do you see her cleavage?"

"Yes, ma'am," he sulked.

"Now, look at yourself in the mirror. Yes, you can see a little cleavage - A LITTLE, Hunter. That's all. Enough to make you look just a little bit more grown up. A little more... ladylike, for lack of a better term. It's nothing to be ashamed of. It's actually quite attractive. Isn't it?"

Now that he'd calmed down a bit, he realized there was only a little bit of cleavage showing, but... damn... it was still HIS cleavage and no matter what anyone said, it was still embarrassing for him to have it at all, let alone show it off.

"Yes," he finally muttered in order to end the conversation.

"Yes, what?" Joyce asked, not sure what he was agreeing to.

"Yes... it is attractive."

He did look a little defeated, though.

In an effort to brighten the mood, Mary Ellen cleared her throat. "If I could make a suggestion... Why don't we go show Wanda how you look and ask her what she thinks. We could even take a picture and send it to your friend, Sarah, and ask her if it's appropriate for the party. What do you say?"

He nodded and looked at himself once more in the mirror. 'Himself.' That was a laugh.

When they walked out onto the sales floor, Wanda was standing in front of a three panel mirror, looking at herself in a different dress than the one she'd taken into the changing room. This one was also a form fitting shift dress, but it was a rich blue color with sprigs of little yellow flowers printed seemingly at random all about it. What made Hunter stop in his tracks, though, wasn't the fact that Wanda, one of the toughest tomboys he knew, was wearing a flowered dress, it was the way that the dress emphasized her developing, womanly shape. He noticed for the first time that she had impressive, firm breasts, toned arms and the hips and buttocks of a really pretty teenager. In short - his best friend was a lot hotter than he'd thought! Not that he was attracted to her in any sexual way - he was, after all, still only twelve years old and dealing with of a lot of his own issues - but the way the dress showed off these assets made Hunter worry that his development into womanhood might mimic hers in a year or so.

"I love it, mom," Wanda was saying to Veronica as she shifted from side to side in the mirror to check the fit of the dress. "You found the perfect dress!"

"That's why I'm here," Veronica smiled. "You look very pretty in it. So... is this the one for the bat mitzvah?" She asked the question as she turned to see the approach of Hunter and his family. "Oh, my," she said, touching a hand to the flat of her chest above her breasts, "that is just perfect for him."

"Her, mom," Wanda said, stepping past her mother to see her friend more clearly. "Wow!" She smiled. "You don't look anything like that sweaty kid we fall Short Stuff, now, Hunter! You look amazing!"

"It's too girly," he pouted.

"Why?"

"It's got flowers all over it!"

Wanda laughed. "So does mine."

"Yeah, but you're a girl."

"And so are you, as far as anyone else is concerned. Don't be a whiny brat. Come look in the mirror. Let's see how we'll look next Saturday."

She took his hand and tugged him into the area in front of the three panel mirror.

"Look at us, Hunter." Wanda was bubbling with excitement. "We are F-ing hot!"

Even though she'd not said the actual word, she received a warning about her language from her mother.

"You're hot," Hunter said, looking into the mirror. "I look like a little girl."

"With cassabas like those?" the older girl teased. "Hardly!"

"Alright, alright, alright!" Veronica said, frustrated, as usual, by her daughter's vocabulary.

Wanda just smiled. "Trust me, Hunter... you look hot. If you were a boy and you saw a girl who looked like you, you'd turn to your friend and say, 'She's hot.' Trust me."

"Yeah... if I was a boy..."

"Mae had an idea in the dressing room," Joyce said and then indicated to Mary Ellen to take over.

"Yeah, I thought we could take a picture on your phone, Wanda, and send it to your friend, Sarah, to see if she thought that Hunter's dress was, you know, appropriate for the party."

"That's a great idea!" Wanda said, ecstatic. She grabbed her phone from her purse, which hung from her mother's shoulder, and handed it to Mary Ellen. "Take it with me in it too. I'd like her opinion as well."

Mary Ellen took the photo and handed the phone back to Wanda, who checked the photo, then sent it in a text message to their friend Sarah with this attached, 'YO, BABE! HUNTER AND I ARE DRESS SHOPPING FOR YOUR PARTY. NEED YOUR INPUT. ARE THESE DRESSES COOL?'

It took less than a minute for a response. 'COOL? THOSE DRESSES ARE ON FIRE! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN HIDING THAT BODY OF YOURS, BABE? SO HOT! TELL HUNTER HER DRESS REMINDS ME OF RUTHIE'S HANG ON. I'LL SEND A PIC.'

Wanda laughed at the text and said, "Sarah says they're good." She showed the text to Hunter. A moment later her text alert chimed. She looked at her phone.

'HERE'S A PIC OF BIG-SISTER'S DRESS. TELL HUNTER SHE LOOKS BETTER IN HERS THAT RUTHIE DOES, THOUGH. HAHAHA.'

The dress in the picture was similar to Hunters in that it was white with flowers on it, but these flowers really were roses and the skirt on the dress looked like it would sit a bit lower on Ruthie's legs.

"Ask her if mine is too short," Hunter said, looking at the picture.

Wanda typed the question in and the answer came back, 'NO WAY! RUTHIE HAS TO WEAR HERS TO TEMPLE AND ALL THAT. SHE'S BEEN PISSY ABOUT HOW LONG IT IS ALL WEEK. HUNTER'S IS PERFECT.'

Wanda read everyone the response.

"Well?" Joyce said, crossing her arms, "You said that it's soft and comfortable and all your friends think you look great in it? Can we move on to the more formal dresses for the Daughter Dance, now? We still have shoes to get as well."

Hunter finally shrugged. "I guess."

The search for the perfect dress for the more formal dance was more difficult, though. Joyce had hoped that, having been successful in finding the perfect party dress for her stepson, he might be more open to the styles available for formal dresses designed for twelve year olds.

He wasn't.

He was horrified by the lace covered confections, or the silky material, or the fit and flare concepts that had stretchy tops that emphasized his breasts, or the long skirts that seemed impossible to move in.

He just hated them all.

Joyce was particularly disappointed in his reaction to a dark purple fit and flare dress that she loved. The top was a stretchy, lacy mesh with a very modest scoop neckline. It was sleeveless and had a very short, flared skirt that showed off his toned legs beautifully. She just knew that if she could get him to wear that dress with a pair of nice, low heels, he would look stunning.

But he was adamant and she knew she couldn't push him any harder that day.

When Wanda had found a dress, in that same fit and flare style, that Joyce liked a lot, they decided that a formal dress for Hunter that day was a lost cause.

"Alright," Joyce said with a defeated sigh. "Mae, take your... sister... to the shoe department. I'll be right along. I just want to thank the saleswoman for being so helpful."

"Ok," Mary Ellen agreed and she left the department with Hunter, Wanda and Veronica.

"I'm sorry she didn't find anything she liked," the saleswoman said with a sympathetic smile.

"Oh, I think she did," Joyce said, glancing at the pile of clothing on the changing room rack, "she's just too stubborn to admit it."

Joyce moved the hangers a bit and pulled out that adorable purple dress. "Did you like this on Hunter?" she asked the saleswoman.

"I thought it was perfect."

"Me too." Joyce shook her head. "Ring it up for me, please. I'll pay for it now and pick it up tomorrow."

"Yes, ma'am," the saleswoman said with a smile.
 
 
To Be Continued...

The Girls of Summer - 5

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Gynaecomastia
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Hormones

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  • Posted by author(s)

The Girls of Summer: 5

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 


As Hunter, with the support of most of his family, begins to become more accepting of
his situation, his father, Bob, is having problems coming to terms with losing his son.


 
Author's Note: Your support is a wonderful inspiration for me.
I look forward to any comments you might have to offer.~Clara.

 
This version of The Girls of Summer: 5 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 5
 

Bob held a tiny shoe in his hands. The shoe itself wasn't all that tiny, but the lack of leather that formed the top of the shoe, made it look tiny. It had a small toe box section and a raised section above the one inch, tapered heel. Other than that, there was just a thin leather strap that crossed the wearer's foot, just in front of the ankle.

He looked at his wife, a bit disgusted. "This is a shoe for my son to wear?"

Joyce rolled her eyes at her husband. "Yes, Bob, and I suggest that you get used to it. I don't know how to deal with this situation other than to encourage Hunter to embrace it and be proud of himself."

"Yeah," he said, but the shoe was such a feminine shoe! "I thought buying the pink sneakers last week was a big step," he said, shaking his head. "This isn't a step. This is a leap."

"So is the dress," Joyce pointed out, "and he needs to be prepared to wear it on Saturday. That's why I sent the girls shopping with him at Savers. From here on, at least through the end of camp, if he's not wearing his softball gear or a bathing suit, he will be in a dress or a skirt. That's the only way he'll be able to cope at these two events."

Bob glanced from his wife to Veronica who sat beside her. "What if this was your son, Ronnie? Would you go this far?"

Veronica nodded. "Well... yes. I think Joyce is right. He can't hide in his room. He needs to embrace all of this. Bob, your son is changing - maybe forever. I think it's better for everyone if he accepts that. I think it'll help if you did as well."

He turned to his wife, again. "You're enjoying having another little girl, aren't you?"

"What?" Joyce was surprised by the question.

"Come on," Bob smiled a serpent's smile, trying to coax and answer from his wife that would allow him to go on an attack. "You loved doing all this mother/daughter stuff with Mary Ellen and now you get to relive all of that with my son..."

"Our son, Bob! Our son, Goddamnit!" Joyce snapped. "How many times are we going to have this conversation!?"

"Ok... OUR son, but... can you honestly sit there and tell me that you're not enjoying dressing Hunter up like he's your little doll?"

"Are you out of your mind, Robert? Do you seriously think I want that child to suffer the way that he is? Are you accusing me of something? Because if you are, I wish to God that you would just come out and say so."

"All I am saying," Bob said, shaking his head as if Joyce was the one who was being unreasonable, "is that you seem to be enjoying introducing Hunter to the world of feminine clothes... and hair... and everything else.'

"Bob, be fair," Veronica said. "I know this is none of my business, but you're acting as if all of this was Joyce's decision. Remember, I was the one who suggested softball camp, and I mentioned it to you, not Joyce. You thought this was a great idea when it was all about your little boy getting better at playing baseball, didn't you? But once it became complicated, you suddenly became a martyr."

"You're right," Bob said, causing both women to relax a bit. But then he continued, "This is none of your business." He stood and ran his hand through his hair. "Or maybe it's none of my business." He headed towards the front door.

Joyce looked at Veronica, then at Bob. "Where are you going?"

"I'm going out" he replied without turning.

"Out where?"

He turned. "I'm going to find some other men to be with before I find myself wearing a dress, too."

"Bob, come back here!" Joyce stood and watched in disbelief as the man she thought she knew as well as herself walked out the door and slammed it shut behind him.
 

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"Legs together." "Sit straighter." "Cross your legs at the ankles." "Smooth your dress before you sit."

It was constant and exhausting, but apparently he was supposed to master all of these small skills before the party on Saturday. He was wearing what his mother called a floral print, handkerchief hem, casual dress. It was different than anything he'd seen Mary Ellen or Wanda trying on when they'd gone shopping. The sleeveless arm holes had a ruffled fringe on them. There was a shallow, scoop neck and the hem, which at times came close to his ankles and at other times sat well up on his thighs, represented a style known as a handkerchief hem. It also fit him incredibly loosely so that once it draped over his breasts, it kind of hung down loosely in front of him in a shapeless way that everyone seemed to refer to as 'adorable,' for some reason.

He thought it made him look like a pudgy child.

"Come to dinner, kids," Joyce called them to the table as she placed a platter of corn on the cob and a bowl of mashed potatoes on the table and Veronica placed platter of chicken she'd fried next to it.

"Sit up straight, Hunny," Mary Ellen instructed her stepbrother. "Young ladies have to have nice posture, especially when wearing a dress."

Hunter sighed and sat up straighter.

"There you go!" Joyce praised. "In a few days, this will all be second nature."

Sure it would.

"So... where's dad?" Hunter asked.

"He..." Joyce thought for a second. "... had to go into work."

"Late on a Sunday afternoon?" Hunter sounded skeptical.

Joyce's smile wavered for a second. "Yes... now... dig in."

Dinner was mostly silent. Bob's absence cast a pall on the evening.

When dinner was done, Hunter and Wanda helped Mary Ellen clear the table. At one point, while Hunter was near the sink and Wanda was near the table, Mary Ellen whispered something in Wanda's ear - this maneuver was something that both mother's saw. Wanda looked at Hunter for a second, then said, "Umm... hey, mom... would it be ok if we washed the dishes later? I'd really like to throw the ball around a little before it gets dark. My arm is feeling a little tight."

Veronica looked from her daughter to Mary Ellen who gave her a nod. "Oh... I guess that'd be ok," she said, "but remember to leave enough time to do the dishes before we have to leave."

"Thanks, mom!" Wanda said, then she grabbed Hunter by the hand. "Come on, Short Stuff. Let's go play catch."

Seconds later, they were on the patio, grabbing their softball gloves and a ball before heading out into the yard.

"What's that all about?" Joyce asked her daughter.

Mary Ellen sat down. "Where's dad?"

Joyce cleared her throat. "He's at..." the look on Mary Ellen's face told her that her daughter wasn't buying the story. "... I don't know. He said he was going out. That's all I know."

"Is this because he can't deal with Hunter's issues right now?" Mary Ellen asked with a serious tone.

"You knew about that?" Joyce asked, surprised by her daughter's question.

"Mom... he's been a basket case since Hunter put on his first bra."

Joyce sighed. "You're too smart for your own good, you know that?"

Mary Ellen smiled. "Would you mind if I talked to him when he gets home?"

Joyce returned her daughter's smile. "That's very sweet of you, Mae, but I think this is something I need to deal with."

"Look, mom... the way I see it... Dad isn't seeing the big picture regarding Hunny. I've seen the way he shuts down when you talk to him. Maybe he'll listen to me, though. Please. Just let me try."

Joyce reached across the table and squeezed her daughter's hand. "I'll think about it, sweetie. Thank you, though."
 

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Joyce woke to the sound of water running. She opened her eyes and realized it was the shower in the en suite lavatory off of their bedroom. She glanced at the clock. 4:35am? What was Bob doing up so early? She looked at his side of the bed. It hadn't been used. She shook her head and waited for him to come out of the lavatory.

When at last the door opened and he appeared, fully dressed, Joyce asked in a low voice, "Why are you up so early?"

He glanced at her as he grabbed a pair of shoes and sat in a chair to put them on. "I didn't mean to wake you."

She sat up against the headboard. "Did you even come to bed last night?"

"Nope," he said, moving to his other shoe.

"Where did you sleep, then?"

"I my car. I needed to shower, shave and get ready for work, though. Sorry I woke you."

Joyce was getting fed up with his evasive answers. "Bob... it's not even five o'clock, yet. Your office doesn't open for four hours. Why are you getting ready to leave, now?"

He stood and picked up his sports coat. "I know you need both cars today, so I'll use an Uber to get to work."

He started to head for the door, but Joyce stopped him. "So... do you just plan on avoiding your son for the rest of your life?"

He looked at her and shook his head. "I don't have a son, anymore. I will be home tonight, though. I'll see you all then."

He walked out the door and she listened as he went down the stairs.
 

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"Yo, Short Stuff!" Ruthie called to Hunter as he climbed out of the car.

"Hi, Ruthie!" Hunter smiled and waved as the older girl approached their car. Mary Ellen was opening the trunk so Hunter and Wanda could get their gear.

"I saw a picture of you in your dress for Sarah's party," she smirked. "Our dresses look enough alike that we'll look like twins. I hope everyone can tell us apart."

Hunter put his backpack onto his back and he laughed at Ruthie's teasing. "Yeah, right! Like anyone would ever confuse someone as pretty as you with a kid like me."

"Come on. Jump up!" Ruthie instructed and Hunter climbed up onto her back, piggyback style.

"Hey, guys!" Sarah bubbled as she appeared. "It's really cool that you're coming to my party on Saturday! Im stoked."

"Me, too," Wanda said, receiving a hung from her friend.

"Well, since no one is introducing me - I'm Hunter's sister, Mary Ellen," Mae smiled at the two girls.

Ruthie looked at Mary Ellen and said, "Hey... weren't you in the district drama competition?"

"Yeah, I was. Were you?"

"I was on crew, but I remember you. You were like the ghost of the guys dead girlfriend, right?"

"Wow. Yeah. What a memory."

Ruthie, who was standing there chatting with Hunter still clinging to her back, said, "No. you were a riot. That's why I remember you. I'm Ruthie. I'm Sarah's sister."

"Nice to meet you," Mary Ellen said, with a wave. Offering her hand didn't make much sense, since Ruthie had Hunter's legs in her hands. "You know, Hunter can walk on her own. You don't have to be her personal transportation."

"Oh, Short Stuff doesn't weigh anything," Ruthie bounced up and down to prove her point. "Besides, she's good luck. We rub her head and carry her around for luck. Right, Short Stuff?"

"That's right!" Hunter grinned at his stepsister. "I'm good luck!"

"You're a brat," Mary Ellen laughed. She leaned in and gave Hunter's cheek a sisterly kiss. "Be good. I gotta go."

"Nice meeting you," Ruthie said, turning around. Mary Ellen was going to respond, but Ruthie was already running full blast towards the ball fields. The sound of Hunter's giggling on her back lingered behind them.
 

~^~

 

"Hi," Joyce said to the saleswoman working at the customer service counter. "I bought a dress for my daughter yesterday and I was told I can pick it up here. Here's my receipt."

"Just a moment," the woman said. She disappeared into a back room.

The customer service desk was right next to the shoe department. While she waited, Joyce looked at the selection of footwear. She was just browsing, but she overheard a shoe department salesperson saying to another salesperson, who, it appeared, he was training. "A lot of times, people are looking for heels for younger girls - you know, like ten or twelve year olds. Anyway, they want something comfortable, easy to walk in and fashionable. In that case, I always recommend this line. They've got up to a three inch heel, which is more than enough for anyone, they’re really well priced and I’m told that they’re easy to wear for hours on end."

Joyce took note of what style and company the salesman was talking about.

"Ma’am," the woman at the service desk said, catching Joyce’s attention. "I have your daughter’s dress for you.
 

~^~

 

"Ok, that about wraps everything up," Veronica said to her assembled colleagues. "Any questions? No? Alright. Thanks, everyone. Have a good day."

There were the usual sounds of a meeting ending – groans as people stood, the beginnings of conversations, papers being organized, things like that.

"Oh, Bob!" Veronica said as she organized her paperwork. "A word, please."

"Sure," Bob said with a smile meant for all the other people in the room, but he had a feeling this was not a conversation he wanted to have. Technically, Ronnie was his supervisor, but she had never pulled rank on him before and certainly not in front of other people.

When the room was empty except for the two of them, Veronica sat and motioned towards a chair by way of offering it to Bob.

"Thanks, but I think I’d rather stand," he said.

"Bob..." Veronica spoke slowly, choosing her words. "Last night... I stayed with Joyce until past eleven. I had to wake Wanda up to take her home. You... you didn’t call her... you didn’t check in at all. Joyce and the kids were worried sick. That’s not like you."

"Ronnie... with all due respect... this is between my wife and me and this conversation is kind of inappropriate for a supervisor to be having with her subordinate."

"That is true," Veronica nodded, "but I didn’t think I was talking to a subordinate. I thought I was talking to a friend. Someone I’ve known for decades and thought I knew."

"Well, if you knew him as well as you thought, you’d know that he likes to keep his personal life – personal."

Veronica’s eyes opened wide. "Seriously? Just a few weeks ago, I was sitting in your office making phone calls to the director of the softball camp our kids love so much. Was that because you were keeping your personal life ‘personal,’ or was that because we were friends and you had shared your family’s troubles with me?"

Bob shook his head and walked to the door. He opened it and said, "And that was the worst mistake I ever made." He left the conference room.

Veronica shook her head as she watched him walk away.

"Oh, Bob," a colleague said as she passed Bob in the hall, "there was a woman looking for you. I put her in your office."

"What?" he asked, a little befuddled. He didn’t have the kind of job that required people to come talk to him. "Who is she?"

"I dunno," his colleague laughed. "She was looking for you, so I put her in your office. That’s all I know."

As soon as he rounded the corner and could see through the windows of his office, he stopped and let out a huge sigh. Then he felt a wave of frustrated anger as he surged forward to deal with this intrusion.

"Hi, daddy." Mary Ellen smiled a friendly smile as he entered. "A lady told me I could wait in here. I hope you don’t mind."

"What are you doing here, Mae?" he asked, testily.

"I’m here to talk to you."

"We can talk at home."

"Not if you’re not there – or if Hunter might overheard."

Bob grunted, put his computer down on his desk and took out his phone. He held in a button for a few seconds, then said, "Set timer for five minutes."

"Five minutes and counting," the phone replied.

Bob sat down. "Five minutes, Mae."

"Dad... I came all the way down here to talk to you and you’re turning on your timer? That’s kind of cold."

"Mae... this is where I work. I can’t have these kinds of discussions at work, but since you came all the way down here, I’m giving you five minutes." He held up both of his palms. "The floor is yours."

Mary Ellen shook her head. "Fine... Why are you being this way?"

"What way?"

"THIS way! And the way you’re being at home. Last week, when you played ball with Hunter, you were fine – until you realized that he wasn’t as good as Wanda. In fact, my whole life, you always bent over backwards to be Hunter’s cool dad. Now... you’re acting like you’re afraid to even look at him. That’s ‘the way’ that I’m talking about."

Bob looked uncomfortable for a moment, then said, "Did your mother send you here?"

Mary Ellen laughed. "No. She definitely didn’t. In fact, she told me that this was between you and her and I shouldn’t get involved."

"That seems very sensible," Bob nodded. "Let’s take her advice, shall we?" He put his hands on his desk as if he was about to stand.

"No," Mary Ellen said flatly.

Bob relaxed his arms and crossed them across his chest. "No?" He looked at her with a look that said, ‘Remember who you’re talking to.’

"No, dad. Look... for most of my life, you have been my father. The man I looked up to more than anyone else in the world. Whenever I’d introduce you, I’d say ‘this is my dad!’" She waited a moment. "But whenever you’d introduce me... it’s always been ‘This is my stepdaughter.’"

Bob felt uncomfortable. "Well... Mae... you ARE my stepdaughter, so..."

"Really? After all these years of being my father, I’m still your stepdaughter? Huh... I guess I’ve been giving you too much credit, dad – sorry.... Stepdad. I assumed that, since I loved you, you loved me in return. My mistake." She stood and glanced at the phone on his desk. "Look at that. There’s still a minute and a half left. I’ll leave that for you to enjoy on your own."

"Mae..."

"You know, at least this thing with Hunter has helped me to realize that it’s not me that you don’t love... it’s all girls."

"Come on, now, you know that’s not true." As he finished that sentence, the alarm on his phone’s timer went off.

"Yeah, sure," the teenager said sadly. "You know, dad... this isn’t the conversation I wanted to have. I know my time is up, but before I leave, just let me point out that, even though you seem repelled by Hunter’s new attributes, he still loves you and needs you, and having you behaving the way you are is only going to drive him away. Maybe he’s not the rough and tumble son you dreamed of having, but he’s a really good kid, dad... and you’re throwing him aside because he’s not as cool as other guys’ sons. Well... I think that stinks. That’s... not what I wanted to say, either, but I think it probably needed to be said."

She left him in his office looking stunned.

He stared at his desk calendar for thirty seconds or more before his brain began working again. "Fuck," he whispered. Then, as he spoke the next series of words, they rose in volume like a musical crescendo. "Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, Fuck, Fuck, FUCK, FUCK, FUUUUUUUUUUUCK!"

He slammed his hand on his desk as he rose and ran to the door. He turned into the hallway and he could see his stepdaughter... FUCK... his daughter... at the elevators in the lobby. He ran full throttle down the hall and through the glass doors, arriving as the doors to the elevator were closing with Mae on the inside of the elevator car. At the very last second, he threw his hand into the narrowing opening, forcing the doors to open, again.

Mary Ellen looked angry and miserable standing alone, surrounded by the shining, polished metal walls of the elevator.

"Mae..." he said, but then couldn’t think of what to say next. So he just stared at her for a few seconds. "Christ, Mae... have I always been this big an asshole?"

Mary Ellen looked around the narrow car. "No... but you have been lately."

He nodded, resigned to the truth.

"Mae... sweetheart... come on back to my office... please."

"Are you going to set another timer?"

"No..." he said, embarrassed. What a jackass-move that had been. "Come on... please... come back."

Mary Ellen wiped her eyes and nodded. She stepped out of the elevator and turned towards the office entrance.

"Mae..." Bob said, his eyes a bit watery, too. "Mae... I’m so sorry. Honest to God, sweetheart, you are the best daughter I could ever have dreamed of having. I’m so sorry that I never told you that."

Mae looked around at the carpeting and nodded.

"Come here, please," Bob asked, his arms open.

It took a few seconds for Mary Ellen to move forward, but eventually Bob was embracing her.

"Mae... I really do love you," Bob said, his voice cracking a bit. "I truly do. I am so, so sorry."

"It’s ok," Mary Ellen said into his chest, but Bob could feel her trembling. "It doesn’t matter, though. Right now, we need to focus on Hunter."
 

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Joyce arrived home just after one in the afternoon. She walked around to the trunk of her car and pushed the button on her fob for the lid to open. She had the purple dress over her arm, the new shoes she’d just gotten (and hoped that they’d fit Hunter comfortably). Her purse was over her shoulder and the key to the front door was in her hand as she closed the lid down with a firm thud.

She was walking up the front path when a truck with the name of a local florist and the letters ‘FTD’ emblazoned on the side. Must be for a neighbor.

The truck driver got out of the truck and grabbed a tall vase of deep red roses. "Excuse me!" He shouted to stop her from closing the door behind her. "Is this 183 Maple?"

"Yes," Joyce nodded.

"Then these are for you," the driver said, holding out the tall, crystal vase.

"What?" Joyce blinked at the driver. "Just... give me a second to put this stuff down." She stepped into the house and put everything down, then returned to the door.

"Are you sure it’s for me?" She had been married to Bob for over a decade and he’d never once sent her flowers.

"Number 183," the driver smiled.

"Ok," Joyce smiled back. "Thanks."

She took the vase with the two dozen long stemmed roses and looked for the card.

She found it and opened the little envelope. "Joyce, Please forgive me. I love you and the kids with all my heart. I’ve been an ass. I know that. I’m sorry. Bob."
 

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On Thursday at camp, they had softball games competing between the groups. They drew lots to see which team would play which. When the captain from group B drew group C as their opponent, all the girls in group D began whooping and hollering and applauding because they, the biggest girls, knew that they would be playing against group A, the youngest girls.

Sarah took the lead of the group A girls. "You think you’re going to walk all over us, don’t you? Well, you’re not. We’re going to win this game."

"Not likely," Ruthie shouted back, enjoying teasing her little sister. "You’ll be lucky to get a girl on base... and that’ll probably be because you were walked." She high fived her friends.

"Alright, Group D," Coach Skylar said. "Remember, you’re supposed to be the more mature girls here. Now, I don’t expect you to take it easy on the Group A girls, but I do expect you to be respectful of the younger campers. Understood?"

"Yes, coach!" The oldest girls shouted in reply.

"And you, group A girls." Coach Skylar turned to face the youngest girls. "I expect you to play fairly and try your hardest." Then she knelt down and called the little girls into a tight huddle. Then she whispered, "And I expect you to work as a team and kick their butts!"

"Yes, Coach!" all the Group A girls, including Hunter, shouted.

"Alright, ladies!" Coach Skylar shouted to everyone. "Let’s play ball!"

The game between groups B and C moved along quickly. The group C girls were older and a little stronger than the other team, but Group B held their own until the last inning when Group C surged ahead, winning by a score nine to six.

There was something a little comical in the appearance of the Group A team challenging the Group D girls. The seventeen and eighteen year old girls dwarfed their opponents. The most startling dichotomy being when a Group D girl stood near the tiny Group A third base player named Hunter.

By the top of the fourth inning, Group D was leading four to one and the older girls couldn’t help but rub it in a little. When a Group D girl named Addy made it to third base ahead of the throw to Hunter, she smiled down at him and said, "Enjoying yourself, Short Stuff?" Then she pulled off Hunter’s hat and rubbed his hair for good luck.

"Hey!" Hunter protested, all business during a game.

She winked at him. "Oh, don’t be a spoil sport. I need a little luck."

Until that moment all of the ‘Short Stuff’ and ‘rub her for luck’ stuff had been funny, but now it felt like it had when the boys at school treated him differently because he was small. Now, he was determined to teach these girls in Group D a lesson. He didn’t think Group A could win, but they had to make sure this game didn’t end up in a runaway thrashing by the older girls.

Then it happened. The Groups D girl at bat hit a high pop fly towards the third base line. Hunter moved into the grassy area and spread his arms.

"I got it!" he shouted.

The ball seemed to hang in the air forever, and when it finally came down, he caught it handily.

"She’s running!" Coach Marie yelled.

Addy, who was probably the fastest girl at camp, had waited until the ball was caught, then tagged up and ran for home plate. Hunter saw what was happening and fired the ball to the catcher, who caught it and turned to tag Addy. Addy saw that the catcher had the ball and there was no way around her, so she turned and headed back to third base. The catcher fired the ball back to Hunter, who caught it and ran down the baseline towards Addy. Addy took advantage of her height and turned to run back to home plate, assuming Hunter couldn’t even see the catcher over her head. Hunter stepped off the baseline and fired the ball back to the catcher. Addy saw the ball again and turned once more, running full tilt back to third base.

At this point, Hunter reached to his left and caught the catcher’s throw. He had Addy dead to rights and he knew it.

He stepped forward to tag Addy, but she was moving too fast to stop. She didn’t mean to plow into the little third base player, but she was focused on getting back to the bag safely and didn’t even know Hunter had stepped in front of her until she felt the impact of the smaller player bouncing off her body.

"Damn," Addy muttered, knowing she’d been tagged out, so her side was going to have to move to the field. It was just about that time that she noticed everyone running onto the field. She turned and saw little Hunter sprawled unconscious on the grass.

"What the..." Addy said, more to herself than anyone else. It took a moment, but then she realized what must have happened and she ran to the little third base player in three long strides, while muttering, "Oh, shit! Oh, shit! Don’t be hurt!" The whole way.

There were already a few girls around Hunter by the time Addy got there. Wanda was kneeling, tapping her friends face and screaming, "Hunter! Hunter!"

Addy was about to kneel down, too, but Sarah appeared, running from her position in at first base, and pushed the bigger girl away with a shocking amount of force. "Don’t touch her!" she screamed.

"Im sorry," Addy said, a bit befuddled, sprawled on the ground herself, now. "I didn’t mean to hurt her." She sat up and tried to move closer to Hunter.

"Let me in to see her," Coach Marie demanded as she arrived. She bent down and took control of the situation. "Get a hand towel and a bottle of water from the cooler, she instructed one girl who ran as fast as she could to retrieve the items and returned.

The Coach poured some water onto the towel and began dabbing the wet cloth on Hunter’s forehead. "Hey... Hunter," she said, gently. "Hunter? Come on, Short Stuff. Don’t just lay there. Come on sweetie. Come on. Open your eyes."

The nurse and Coach Skylar arrived next.

"Alright, girls," Coach Skylar instructed, "step back. Everyone take two steps back and let her breathe."

The nurse knelt and pulled something out of her bag. She touched Wanda’s shoulder. "Let me work on her, honey," the nurse said.

"But..." Wanda looked at the nurse and it was clear to the nurse that this child was scared to death. "She’s going to be ok, right?"

"I’ll take good care of her. I promise," the nurse said with a gentle smile that failed to put Wanda at ease.

The nurse cracked a vial of smelling salts and ran it under Hunter’s nose. The reaction was immediate.

He sprung up from a lifeless form on the ground and sat up wide eyed and looking around. "Did I tag her out!?" he nearly shouted with excitement.

Wanda didn’t give anyone a chance to answer. She reached in and hugged him harder than he could ever remember being hugged.

"Oh, thank God!" she said excitedly. "Are you ok?"

"I think so," he said, confused as to how everyone had gotten so close to him so quickly. "What’s going on?"

That made everyone laugh.

"Can you stand?" the nurse asked.

"I guess." He shrugged and stood. There were a couple of seconds of unsteadiness, but then he felt fine.

Coach Skylar nodded, happy he wasn’t badly hurt. She put her arm around his shoulders. "Alright, Short Stuff. Come on inside with me and sit for the rest of the day."

Hunter stopped and looked at the Coach. "No, Coach, please. I want to keep playing."

"Hunter," she chuckled, "you were just hit so hard that you flew five feet through the air and ended up unconscious. You’re done for today."

Hunter looked from the Coach to all the other players. "Coach... please..." he whispered. "I’m ok. I swear. Please. Don’t make me quit. I don’t want them to think I’m a sissy."

"Sweetheart, no one is going to think..."

"Yes, they will, coach. Until today, everyone has liked me. If I don’t get back on the field and play, then I’m just going to be the littlest person in camp. The fragile little one that everyone has to be careful of." He glanced at all the other girls who were all still looking in their direction. "Please, coach. Let me play. I just want to be like everyone else. Not the frail little toy that everyone has to look out for. Please."

Coach Skylar knew the rules – She’d written them, after all – but she also knew that young athletes weren’t really as fragile as the rules indicated. The rules were there to insure safety and protect the camp from litigation, not to support a young athlete who was determined to be better a better athlete than she was when she arrived at camp. This little girl – no – this tiny, feminine boy – was one of those young athletes. He... no... she... definitely she... wanted to be better. To be the best she could be. To make those big girls in Group D respect her. If the rules couldn’t be bent or broken for this child, then there was no point in having someone making decisions about implementing those rules.

The head coach nodded and smiled at the littlest camper. "Ok. Alright. Now listen... I’ll make a deal with you. I will let you back on the field, but I am calling your mom to let her know what happened. Now, if she says you’re benched for the rest of the day, then that’s that – you’re benched for the day. Ok?"

"Ok, coach," he nodded, feeling relieved. He knew his mother well enough to know that she’d be hesitant to bench him if she knew that he felt ok. "Thank you, coach."

He turned and jogged back to the field to the sound of all the girls applauding his return. Wow! He’d been knocked down dozens of times playing baseball, but the boys always viewed his injuries, no matter how minor or severe, as an inconvenience. They were usually happier if he just left.

Addy met him as he ran. "Hey... umm... Short Stuff... look... I’m really, really sorry. I didn’t mean for that to happen. I’m really, really sorry. Honest. Are you ok?"

"Yeah, I’m fine!" he said, dismissing what he’d just experienced as no big deal.

Addy gave him a gentle hug. "Good. Are you ready to play?"

"You bet your ass, I am," he said, causing Addy to laugh out loud.

It was Group A’s turn at bat. Hunter wouldn’t bat until the fourth slot, and with Group D’s pitching being as good as it had been that day, he didn’t know if he’d get up to the plate that inning.

Before the first batter was up, though, Coach Maria called the team into a huddle. She knelt in the center and looked each of them in the eye as she spoke.

"Alright, listen-up. I don’t care that you’re the youngest girls in this camp. I know you. Each and every one of you. And I know that you can beat those girls IF you play like a team. So, our first three batters are Julie, Wanda and Colleen. Now, you three. What is your goal?"

"To get on base, coach," all three said in unison.

"That’s right. To get on base. Not to swing for the bleachers. Not to be a hero. Just to get on base. Now, if you see that sweet, perfect pitch coming your way, don’t hesitate to send it all the way to Canada, but the GOAL is to get on base. We need to get as many batters up to the plate as possible and to do the work that needs to get done. Am I making myself clear?"

"Yes, coach!" they all said in unison.

"Whose the number four batter?" Coach Marie asked.

"I am coach," Hunter said.

She smiled at him. "What’s your goal, Short Stuff?"

"To get on base, coach."

"That’s my girl," she smiled and rubbed his shoulder. Hunter could tell that she was proud of him for not leaving the field after being plowed over by Addy. Then she looked around at all their little faces. "You are little, but mighty ladies. Am I right!?"

"YES, COACH!"

"Well, alright, then! Let’s stick to the plan, load those bases and score some runs. Now, let’s go!" The girls dispersed and went to their places. Julie to the batter’s box, Wanda to the on deck circle, ready to go to the batter’s box, Colleen to the opening of the team area, ready to move to on deck.

Julie watched a strike go past her on the first pitch, a ball on the second, but then, when the third pitch came along, she shoot it back as a line drive, dead center between the first and second base players. She made it to first easily.

Then Wanda stepped into the batter’s box and let the first ball whizz past her as a strike as well. The second one was a little to the outside of the plate, but she managed to get a piece of it and send a low pop to right field, just shy of the foul line. It was close enough to the infield that the right fielder couldn’t get under it. She fired the ball to first base, but Wanda was too fast and arrived safely. As the the ball was headed to first, Julie rounded second and headed to third. The first base player threw the ball as hard as she could, but Julie arrived at third without too much trouble.

That put Colleen at bat and Hunter on deck.

Colleen was probably the biggest girl in Group A. She was nearly fourteen and she was a very muscular for a girl her age. Hunter had seen her climb a rope in the gym with no problem whatsoever. It had taken Hunter like six minutes to reach the top.

Colleen’s stance was perfect. It was exactly what Wanda and the coaches had taught Hunter. She looked serious and powerful as the first pitch was thrown. It was a fastball – a very fastball – and when Colleen’s bat connected with the sphere, it went soaring into the air, straight past the outfield and into the no-man’s land beyond. It was a three run, home run and Hunter felt a surge of relief pass through him. The idea of stepping up to bat with the bases loaded scared the bejeezus out of him.

Hunter high-fived each base runner as they passed. Colleen was the last to pass and Hunter heard her speak to the coach. "Sorry, coach. I saw a big hit and I took it."

"Oh, shut up," Coach Marie laughed as she patted the girl on her back. ‘Come on, now, Short Stuff," she said, clapping her hands encouragingly as only an athletic coach can

Hunter stepped up to the plate and stood as tall and as powerfully as he could. The ball came in and it was thrown slow and wide."

"Ball!" the umpire called.

Hunter stepped out of the box and looked at the catcher. "Can you tell her not to walk me?" He asked.

The catcher laughed and shrugged. "I’ll ask for a real pitch, Short Stuff, but she’ll do what she wants."

The next pitch was just like the first.

"Ball 2!"

Hunter stepped out of the box. He shook his head and looked at the catcher again. "Beth," he said quietly. "Please... tell her not to treat me like a baby. If she does, then everyone else will, too."

The catcher thought for a moment, then looked at the umpire. "Time."

"Time!" the umpire called.

Beth ran out to the pitchers mound and spoke to the pitcher. The pitcher looked past Beth at Hunter and nodded.

Beth ran back and squatted behind the plate. "I hope you’re happy, Short Stuff. She’s not going to hold back. I think you might have hurt her feelings a little."

Hunter took his place in the batter’s box and tried to make all four foot one of himself look powerful. The pitcher wound up and fired a fastball in that came very close to hitting Hunter, causing him to jump backwards.

"Strike!" the umpire called.

That’s when Hunter heard the shouts from his teammates. "What’s wrong with you!?" "Are you nuts!?" "You almost killed her!" "You think that’s funny!?"

"Time!" Coach Skylar called and she headed to the mound, signaling for the Group D coach to join her.

"How old are you?" the camp director asked the pitcher when they were all assembled.

"Eighteen," the pitcher replied.

"How old is she?" Coach Skylar indicated Hunter.

The pitcher shrugged. "Thirteen?"

"Twelve," Skylar said, angrily. "She’s twelve and you know it. You also know that when we scrimmage between groups, the older girls need to be cautious of the younger. Damnit, Betsy, you’re a smart girl and you know better than to throw that kind of heat at a twelve year old."

The girl nodded, contrite.

"Now, look," Skylar continued, "I’ve already had to call that child’s mother once today and I’m not going to do it again. For Christ’s sake, Betsy, if you hit someone that small with a pitch that fast, you could kill her. Use some common sense."

"Coach, she asked for me to not walk her. She wanted real pitches. I gave her a real pitch."

"For another eighteen year old. Were you trying to scare her because she didn’t want your charity walk? Now, this conversation is ending. You can either throw to her the way you have been throwing to every other member of her team since this game began, or you can sit on the bench and watch someone else pitch the rest of this game."

The pitcher looked to her team coach. "Don’t look at me. Coach Skylar is being a lot nicer about this than I planned on being. I was just going to pull you without a discussion."

The girl let out an exasperated sigh and nodded. "Ok. I’ll slow down the fastballs. Can I pitch the rest of my stuff to her?"

"You can, but you know the rules about pitching inside to a batter, right?" her own coach asked.

"Yes, Coach."

"Good," Coach Skylar nodded. She turned and walked away. The other coach gave the pitcher a very authoritative look that said, ‘Watch it,’ and then walked away as well.

The game resumed.

The pitcher threw again. It was fast, but nothing like the last pitch. It seemed to be a perfect pitch and Hunter took his swing, but at the last second, the ball suddenly sunk lower than his bat and hunter’s bat swished across the plate without making any contact.

"Strike two!" the umpire shouted.

The catcher tossed the ball back to the pitcher and the pitcher smirked at Hunter.

"Maybe you should have taken the walk," the catcher said.

Hunter shook his head and prepared for the next pitch. It came in just a bit too wide for Hunter’s reach, but it looked kind of close to the plate. He held his bat in place cringed as he waited for the umpire’s decision on the pitch.

"Ball 3!"

Hunter let out a breath. He wasn’t out, yet.

"This is it, Short Stuff," the catcher said. "The three-two pitch."

Hunter knew she was right. Barring a foul ball, this was it.

The pitcher wound up and sent in the same sinking pitch he’d fallen for before, but this time Hunter was ready. The hours upon hours of learning to hit Wanda’s crazy pitches paid off, and he connected in a big way. It wasn’t a home run or anything like that, but it shot out of the infield at a height just above the reach of the shortstop and landed in left field far enough in front of the fielder to give Hunter time to reach first base easily.

The first base player stayed serious until the ball was out of play. Then she turned to Hunter and said, "Nice hit, Short Stuff." She held out a fist for Hunter to bump with his. "You ok? From before, I mean."

Hunter couldn’t believe that an opponent was asking him this. "Yeah. I’m good."

The girl smiled down on him. "Tough little tomboy, huh?"

Hunter just shrugged.

The next grounded out, but Hunter made it to second base.

The next sent a line drive into center field giving Hunter the opportunity to make it to third.

The next hitter hit a high pop fly that just barely went into the outfield. The second base player, short stop and center fielder all converged on where it was about to land. When at last it came down, the second base player caught it, but it turned her around with her back to the plate for just a couple of seconds. Hunter saw his opportunity and he tagged up and ran for home. The harried throw from the second base player was just to the first base side of home plate and allowed Hunter just enough time to cross the plate before the catcher could tag him.

"Safe!" the umpire shouted.

Beth, the catcher took just a second or two to be ticked off at herself for not making the play, but then she called to Hunter, who was headed to his bench. "Hey, Short Stuff!"

Hunter turned and looked at the catcher.

The catcher stepped towards Hunter and offered a high five, that Hunter happily responded to. When their hands made contact, though, Beth gripped his for a moment and smiled down at him. "You’ve got balls for a little girl, Short Stuff. I’ll give you that. Way to play!"

Hunter was suddenly much more proud of his run than before. "Yeah. You too, Beth. Way to play." He started to go, but stopped and said, "Oh, and you play like you go balls, too."

The phrase that the older girls said to each other almost without thinking seemed so odd coming out of the mouth of this child that it made Beth guffaw. "Thanks, Short Stuff." She winked at him and walked back to her position behind the plate.

The score was Group A: Five. Group D: 4

As it turned out, Group A didn’t score any more runs that day, but they came together as a team after Hunter had been knocked down and their game improved a great deal. Defensively, they rallied their skills and worked as a tightly woven unit to prevent Group D from scoring another run. At first, Hunter and the other girls thought that Group D was actually backing off a bit – maybe not letting Group A win, but taking it a little easy on them. But then they started to see the frustration on the faces of the Group D girls and the younger team knew that they were winning for real and that pushed them to play even harder.

At the end of the seventh, and last, inning, it turned out that Group A’s one run lead was enough to win. So, even though he did not know it at the time, Hunter had scored the decisive, winning run. The youngest girls were thrilled with their victory, but they did feel just a little bad that the older girls were given a stern tongue lashing by their coach after their defeat.

Whatever embarrassment the Group D girls felt though was washed away quickly, and when Coach Skylar called for everyone to sit on the hillside that lined one side of the field so that she could speak to them all, the Group D girls grabbed hold of the Group A girls and had them sit with them. Hunter found himself sitting between the spread legs of Addy, the girl who’d knocked him down, and leaning back against her as Coach Skylar spoke.

"Alright, girls, listen up!" Coach Skylar shouted in her slightly hoarse coach’s voice. "One week from today is our last day on this field. It’s also the day of our ‘Daughter’ dance. So – if you’ve actually read your camp daily agenda, which I know you haven’t - you’d know that it’s a half day of camp. You’ll be dismissed from camp BEFORE LUNCH, so we won’t be eating together. That will give you time to go home, shower all of that nasty sweat off of your filthy bodies, spend some time getting ready and then re-emerge as beautiful young ladies in the grand ballroom at the Marriott with your adult date for the night. Now, that date can be a father, a mother, an aunt or an uncle, a mentor, a role model – anyone you chose, but you can only bring one date and you really should let that person know TODAY so that they have a chance to prepare for the evening. Right?"

"Right, coach!" the mass of girls shouted in military unison.

Skylar smiled. "Excellent. Now, on Friday of next week, we will be competing against the girls from the Longview Softball Camp at the Triple A League ball park in the city. All the information about that day is also in the information packet that you all received on day one. You can invite as many people to that as you’d like. There is a tendollar fee to enter the park. That’s pretty cheap. Our Group D girls will meet their Group D girls, Group C against Group C, etc. Now, we’ve never played Longview before, but they have a reputation for being tough players. So we need to be pumped and ready for those games. Any questions about that event? "

There weren’t.

"Alright. Then, tomorrow we are holding our clinic with a batting coach from the Boston Red Sox. So – come ready to swing those bats!"

"Yes, Coach!" the girls shouted and clapped and hooted and howled.

When the din had died down, the head coach said, "Now, get out of here. Get some rest and we’ll meet back here in the morning."

The girls all cheered and clapped.

Addy put her arms around the littlest camper and asked, "You’re really ok, right?"

"Yeah, I’m fine," Hunter laughed. "You’re not as strong as you think."

"Well, that’s a good thing, I guess." She swung Hunter from side to side before she pushed him into a seated position beside her and she stood up, then offered Hunter a hand standing, too.

She put her arm around his shoulders as they headed up the hill. "So, do you have your dress for next week?"

Hunter shook his head. "No. We went shopping, but I hated everything my mom picked out.’

"Why?’

He shrugged again. "I dunno. Everything she wanted me to wear was all... lacy and... girly."

"So what!?" Addy laughed. "That’s the point of a semi-formal dance. After three weeks of seeing each other as sweaty athletes, we get to dress up and enjoy being girls."

He looked up at the bigger girl. She was one of the toughest, most accomplished athletes at the camp and everyone looked up to her. She pushed herself hard and she expected everyone around her to do the same. Hunter had to ask – "Do you enjoy being a girl?"

"What? Are you kidding? Of course I do! I mean, I love hauling ass around the bases and lifting weights and running track and all of that, but the biggest benefit to all of that is that it makes my body hard and fit. I love getting dressed up and being a girl!" She smiled a goofy smile and tickled Hunter as she said, "And I love how I make boys drool when I put on a dress that shows all of this off." She strutted a little in a mocking impression of a fashion model. "So... you don’t want to be a girl? Is that it? Would you rather be a boy?"

Those were bigger questions than she knew. Hunter didn’t really WANT to be anything except normal. Why was that such a hard thing for him to be. Having said that, if the truth be told, he’d hung out with guys for eleven years and always felt like an outsider – and if the guys knew that he’d grown breasts, then they’d rip him to shreds. He’d only been a girl for a couple of weeks and he really liked being with these girls a lot. They were serious athletes, more serious than a lot of the boys he’d been to camp with the previous year, and more importantly – they were nice to him. He suspected, although he had no desire to confirm it, that if he were to tell them that he was really a boy who had just sprouted these boobies without wanting them, they’d be fine with it and just keep on being nice to him.

"I don’t know," Hunter shrugged. "I just don’t wear dresses. My mom is making me wear skirts at home all week so I’ll be ready to wear a dress for this party I’m going to on Saturday night, but... I don’t really hate them or anything... I just don’t want to get too girly. That’s all."

"Oh, are you going to Sarah’s bat mitzvah party on Saturday?" Addy asked, a little excited.

Hunter nodded.

"Me too! Ruthie gets to invite a couple of friends to hang with and she invited me. Hey! We’ll see each other dressed up! That’ll be cool, right!?"

"Yeah, I guess..." Hunter said, considering how beautiful Addy would look and how silly he might look in comparison. He spotted Mary Ellen up ahead and he waved. "That’s my sister."

Addy nodded. Then she stopped and squatted down to Hunter’s level. "Listen, my little friend, before I say goodbye, let me give you a little advice – We’re in a really cool place as girls right now. We can act anyway we want and it’s all cool. We can be tough or sweet or aggressive or pretty or anything else we want and no one will question us. The thing is, though – once we become women, those options narrow down a bit. Especially if we become moms. So, take some chances while you’re still a girl, ok? Do all the boy stuff that you’re doing, but try all the girl stuff, too. Look how lucky you are! You’re twelve and you already have a nice set of tatas to flaunt! Look at your sister."

He did and Addy kept talking. "She’s beautiful, right? There’s the same DNA inside you. Someday soon, you’ll be as beautiful as her. Enjoy it."

"Umm... she’s my step sister," Hunter smirked. He was kind of happy to poke a hole in Addy’s superior tone. "Sorry, but we do not share the same DNA."

Addy smiled at his comeback. "Ok. You get my point, though, right? Do you have a dress for Saturday?"

He nodded.

"Good. Come looking pretty and I’ll help you learn how to enjoy yourself when you’re wearing a ‘girly’ dress. Ok?" She grabbed him and began to tickle him, again.

"Ok, ok, ok!" He giggled.

"Ok." Addy smiled and stood. She took Hunter’s hand and walked him to Mary Ellen. "Hi, I’m Addy."

"Hi. I’m Mae." Mary Ellen smiled and shook the other girl’s hand. "I’m Hunter’s sister."

"And I’m her assailant." Addy smiled as she told her long and apologetic story of her accidental assault on Hunter earlier that day.
 
 
To Be Continued...

The Girls of Summer - 6

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • 17,500 < Novella < 40,000 words
  • Novel > 40,000 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Gynaecomastia
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Hormones

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The Girls of Summer: 6

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Hunter realizes a few things about himself and gets dressed up to attend his friend's
bat mitzvah party. I am so happy that so many of you are enjoying this story. I truly
appreciate you letting me know that you're reading and what you think about the story.
For those of you who feel that characters have reached resolution already or that
Hunter's health is being neglected, all I can suggest is - read on. Thank you!!!


 
Author's Note: I have taken suggestions from the comments that have been given
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ps: The usage of the word Hunny is slang for "Hunter" not honey. ~Clara.
 
This version of The Girls of Summer: 6 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 6
 

Bob had been trying hard to be a good dad, but it was difficult to see his boy, the child he’d expected to carry on his legacy as a high school and college athlete, fade into girlhood. Everyday, when he came home from work, Hunter was either wearing one of those one piece bathing suits that Joyce and Mary Ellen seemed to find so cute on him – the ones that required that he tuck his-little-self away completely so that the only bulges on his body were the ones provided my those damned breasts that just seemed bigger every day – OR he was wearing a skirt and being told how to walk about in a maidenly fashion. So, Bob had taken to smiling a lot, offering the right amount of encouragement required to keep Joyce happy and watching Sports Center alone instead of sitting by the pool with his family.

He wanted to be supportive – he really did – but it was just so damned hard.

That Thursday evening, when he got home, Hunter was wearing the flowered romper that Mary Ellen had gotten him at the mall. It was better than a skirt, sure, but it was so delicate and so female.

For some reason, Veronica and Wanda did not stay for dinner that evening, as had become the custom since camp had started. From what Bob had understood from his conversations with Ronnie during the day, dinner at his house had been the plan, but something had apparently come up between leaving the office and arriving at home and Ronnie rushed out the door with her daughter in tow, saying something about some vague appointment she’d completely forgotten about.

“I got a call from the endocrinologist’s office, today,” Joyce said quietly to Bob in the back office, while Hunter and Mary Ellen set the table.

“And?” Bob asked, concerned.

“They’d like permission from you to get copies of Kate’s medical history.”

It took Bob a few seconds to process that. “Kate’s medical history? Who would even have that? I mean, she’s been gone for over a decade…”

“They said that her primary care doctor should have copies of everything. They just need your permission to contact them.”

“O…ok…” Bob shrugged, “but why?”

“Because she was Hunter’s biological mother, Bob, and Hunter’s body isn’t developing the way it should be. They want to see if there’s anything in Kate’s medical history that may have caused something like this to have occurred in Hunter. That’s all.”

“Ok,” Bob said. That all made sense. “Tell them I said it was fine.”

Joyce stopped him before he could walk away. “Bob. This requires a signature on a release form. You’re going to have to call them, make the arrangements to have them send you the required documents, then sign the paperwork and return it. Can you handle that?”

“Yeah, of course I can,” he pretended to be insulted. “I’ll call them tomorrow.”

“Dinner’s ready!” Mary Ellen called from the other room.

“Great! I’m starving,” Bob said as he took his seat at the head of the table. His heart sank a bit when he saw that dinner was to consist entirely of a large Cesar Salad with just a little bit of cold chicken on top. “Oh, good,” he teased. “Rabbit food.”

“We all had a busy day today,” Joyce said, shaking her head. “There was no time to cook and we needed to use up some left overs.”

Bob smiled and nodded. ‘Just be nice and supportive,’ he told himself.

“So… how was camp, today?” He asked Hunter, expecting the usual shrug and ‘good’ replay, but instead, Hunter broke into a long and involved story that included a game between his group and the oldest girls and how his group won the game and, even though he didn’t know it at the time, had scored the winning run by beating a throw to the plate… and… and… and… It was a very long and involved story.

“Wait, wait…” Bob said at one point. “You were knocked unconscious by another camper? Actually unconscious and they didn’t send you home?”

“They wanted to,” Hunter smiled, “but I begged Coach Skylar and she let me stay and play.”

“Did they even call you!?” Bob asked his wife.

“Oh, yeah. They called me.” Joyce smiled at the boy. “Skylar told me the whole story and said that he was fine. He’d just had the wind knocked out of him and he wanted to stay and finish the game. Knowing how determined Hunter can be, I said it was ok.”

“Huh,” Bob grunted. “That doesn’t sound like you.”

Joyce just smiled. “Things are different this summer. All the girls were taking good care of him. Isn’t that right, Hunter?”

Hunter nodded and smiled.

When the epic story of that game was over, there was a bit of a lull in the conversation as they all went back to eating. Mary Ellen looked at her stepbrother and waited until he looked up and she could make eye contact with him. She raised her eyebrows at him and then looked to Bob, telling Hunter that he should talk to his father at that time.

“Umm… dad…?” Hunter started.

“Yes?” Bob said, glancing up, expecting an addendum to the softball game saga.

“Umm…” Hunter looked a little scared, but he gathered his courage and cleared his throat. “Umm… next week… on Thursday… there’s that dance thing for the camp… you know what I’m talking about?”

Bob nodded, chewed his salad and dabbed his lips with his napkin, waiting for his mouth to be empty. “Yes. I know about that.”

“Well…” Hunter looked at his plate for a few minutes. “Umm… would you… be willing… to go with me to that?”

“Oh… umm…” Bob sat back and looked at everyone. Hunter was still looking at his food, but Mary Ellen and Joyce were smiling at Bob as if this was a very important moment, but he couldn’t understand why. “Well… Hunter… I kind of expected that you’d want mom to go with you to that. Wouldn’t that be better?”

“Oh,” Hunter nodded and played with his lettuce. “Ok… I guess…”

Mary Ellen looked at her little, feminine stepbrother and she could see his heart breaking and that was causing her own heart to break right along with his.

Joyce scowled at her husband. Bob responded with a shrug and the mouthed word, ‘What?’

“Well,” Joyce tried to keep the door between father and son open, “is that what you want, Hunter? Do you want me to take you, or would you rather that dad takes you.”

Hunter shrugged. “Whatever, I guess.”

“Look, sweetheart, if you’d prefer…”

Hunter dropped his fork, pushed his chair back and headed to the sliding door. “I said, whatever, mom. I don’t even care. I don’t even want to go, anyway. The whole thing is just stupid.” He slid the door open stepped out and closed it hard behind him.

“Dad! What’s wrong with you!?” Mary Ellen exclaimed as she stood to follow Hunter into the back yard.

When she was gone, Joyce looked at Bob and shook her head. “Well, I hope you’re happy, Bob!”

“What just happened?” Bob said, surprised that everyone was mad at him. “I honestly assumed he’d rather you went to this thing with him instead of me.”

Joyce stood and gathered the half-empty dishes together. “Do you have any idea how difficult that was for him, Bob? It took every ounce of courage that that little boy had to ask you to go with him, and you shot him down without even a thought. How could you be so mean to your own son!?”

“Ok, just stop, please. First off, my SON just invited me to a daddy/daughter dance. That’s a bit odd, Joyce, and I’m sorry if it caught me by surprise. I just thought that since this was a dress-up thing, he’d be more comfortable doing it with you. That’s all. God, Joyce, he’s as bad as Mae was at that age. I don’t know what to say around him. Whatever I say either ticks him off or makes him cry.”

“How does someone as obtuse as you get through a day?” Joyce asked, amazed. “Don’t you have any empathy for what that boy is going through?“

“Of course I do! I…” something occurred to him. “Wait… why would it take every ounce of his courage to talk to me about this? Did I ever give him a reason to be afraid of me?”

“Do you think he’s blind, Bob? Do you think he doesn’t see how disappointed you are because he isn’t living up to your expectations? I mean… for heaven’s sake… didn’t you hear the pride in his voice when he told you about his team beating the older team? You didn’t even congratulate him! You just asked about whether or not they called me about an accident that he was embarrassed about. Then, knowing how much he’s already disappointing you, he asked you to take him to the dance, and you just pulled the rug right out from under the poor kid.”

Bob sighed. Didn’t she understand that he’d been working all day and needed to relax when he got home? Lately, whenever he was in this house, it was just one problem after another! And why the hell didn’t she call him and prep him for this kind of thing!?

“Alright, I’m sorry if my response wasn’t quite what you expected, but you have to understand that I’m not really sure if I’m ready to…” he sensed that things weren’t going the way he wanted, so he just stopped talking.

“What? Ready to what?” Joyce persisted. “Ready to see your son in a nice dress? Well, too goddamned bad, Bob, because after talking to the endocrinologist today, I’m getting the distinct impression that things are worse than they’ve led us to believe. In fact, I think things might get more ‘girly’ for Hunter before they get ‘boyish,’ and you need to get with the program.”

“I’m trying, Joyce, I really am…”

“Well, stop trying and start doing, Bob. He needs your support, not your judgement. I know that, between the two of us, he’s only got your DNA, but as far as I’m concerned, that’s MY little boy – or maybe, MY little girl, I don’t know for sure, but I know that I will always love him OR her, no matter what – BUT AS FOR YOU – YOU’RE REALLY STARTING TO TICK ME OFF!”

She took the plates to the sink.
 

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“Hey,” Mary Ellen said, tenderly, as she sat on the double seated swing on the patio and put her arm around her stepbrother. “You ok?”

Hunter let out a sarcastic chuckle. “No. I’m not ok.”

Mary Ellen pulled him closer and he rested his head on her shoulder. “What can I do to help?”

Another chuckle came from Hunter. “Maybe a knife or something.”

She tried not to sound too alarmed by that answer. She stayed calm and asked, “A knife? Why would you need a knife?”

“I don’t know… maybe to cut these things off, or to cut off… you know…”

A cold chill ran down Mary Ellen’s spine. “You don’t mean that, Hunny. I mean… you’d never really do something like that… would you?”

“No,” Hunter muttered as he dissolved into tears and buried his eyes in Mary Ellen’s shoulder. “I just wish I wasn’t like this, Mae. I’m not a boy and I’m not a girl and I don’t know what to do about anything. Mom treats my like I’m a girl. Dad treats me like I’ve got a contagious disease or something. I’ll never be able to go back to school like this. My friends who are boys would never… who am kidding? I never really had any friends who are boys.”

Mary Ellen kissed his head. “You seem to have a lot of friends who are girls.”

He nodded a little. “They’d probably hate me is they knew the truth, though.”

“Oh… I don’t think so. They’re your friends, Hunter. They’d still be your friends if they knew.”

He shrugged and sat back in the swing-seat. He wiped his eyes and sniffled back his tears. “I just wish…” he stopped there.

“What do you wish, Hunny?”

“Don’t laugh, ok?’

“Of course not. You can tell me anything. You know that.”

“I just wish… I’d been born a girl so that none of this ever happened.”

Mary Ellen was very surprised to hear this particular wish. “A girl?” She asked calmly. “You wish you’d been born a girl?”

He nodded. “Pretty screwed up, isn’t it?”

“No, sweetie, no. It’s not. You’re body is doing all kinds of things to you right now and… I understand. I really do.”

It was silent for a solid minute or so, but then a thought occurred to Mary Ellen. Something that had been living on the edges of her brain for a week or so at that point, but something she didn’t think was possible. Now, that thought pushed to the front of her consciousness and she knew she had to ask her little brother – the little boy who had the cute, red-dyed bobbed hairdo, who was wearing the adorable, flowered romper with the ruffled hems and his breasts pressing out from underneath the soft material – a question she never expected to have to ask.

“Hunny…” she spoke as quietly as she could. “…if… if you could make a choice… to live the rest of your life as a boy… or a girl… which would you choose?”

Hunter looked at the ground and the tears began again.

“Hunny?” She asked. “Which would you choose?”

He just cried.

“Hunny? I want to help you, but you have to tell me. Which would you choose?”

Finally, he looked at her and the desperation in his eyes was heartbreaking. “I… I don’t want to be a boy anymore.”

“No?”

He shook his head. “I know that makes me a fairy or a queer or something, but… I just want to be with the girls. To be one of them. That’s all. I’m sorry. I know that is going to make everyone mad, but… I’m so sorry… it’s just how I feel.”

“Oh, Hunny…”

“And look at me, Mae! Look at me! My body even wants to be a girl! And I want to do it, too! I want to go all the way and look like a who I’m supposed to be, but… then Dad will hate me… and… mom will hate me BECAUSE dad will hate me… and… I just wish I wasn’t me right now!”

Mary Ellen wrapped her arms around him and hugged him with all her might as he sobbed helplessly into her shoulder. She shh-ed him and told him it was ok. That everyone loved him and he would be fine. Both of them had their eyes closed when someone touched Mary Ellen’s shoulder, startling her a bit.

“Sorry,” Bob said, quietly. “Can you give me a few minutes with Hunter?”

Mary Ellen looked at her stepbrother and thought for a moment. Then she looked back at her stepfather and gave her head a sad shake to indicate ‘no’ was her answer.

“It’ll be ok, Mae. I promise,” Bob said, sadly.

Mary Ellen sighed and kissed Hunter’s head once more. “I’ll be right inside if you need me,” she whispered and he nodded.

When Mary Ellen had vacated her seat, Bob sat next to his son and put his arm around his shoulder. “I guess I really messed things up yet again, huh?”

Hunter shook his head. “Not you... Me. I mess everything up just by being alive.”

“Hunter… that’s not true. You… you’re a great kid, buddy. You’ve got lots of talent and it seems like you’ve got lots of new friends… Pal… I just… never expected to have to be a dad to someone as special as you. Things have just changed so quickly and I’m… I’m an older guy, buddy. It just takes me a little longer than it does for mom.”

Hunter nodded. “Ok.”

“So… about that dance next Thursday…”

“Yeah, forget about that, dad. I’m not going.”

“Of course you’re going. It’s part of the camp, right? A night for you to have fun with your friends.”

Hunter looked at him and shook his head. “But, dad… I’d… have to wear a fancy dress and all that.”

“And you’ll look great,” Bob said, giving his shoulders a shake.

“Dad, come on. You don’t want me to do this, I know that.”

Bob bit his lip and pondered what to say for a moment. “Look, sport…”

“Dad…” Hunter stood. His eyes were welling up again. “Calling me ‘Sport,’ and ‘Buddy,’ and ‘Pal’… it’s kinda making things worse for me. It’s kinda like you think I’m going to be… a boy… again… and… I don’t think I am.”

“Hunter, of course you’re going to go back to being a boy. This is just a temporary thing…” he stopped because Hunter abruptly turned to face Bob and lowered the top of his romper to expose his breasts.

“No I’m not, dad. Look. I’m shorter than any of the boys my age. I’m even shorter than all the girls at camp – but, dad, these,” he gripped his breasts, “are bigger than most of the girls in my group. Even some of the older girls have commented on them. They say I’m little, but I’m big where it counts. Dad… I’m scared and I don’t really know what to do, but… I don’t think I’m PRETENDING to be a girl anymore. I think I’m pretending that I might be a boy again someday.”

Bob nodded, looking a bit shocked and dismayed by Hunter’s words and actions. “Pull your top up, Hunter,” he said, quietly.

The boy did as he was told.

“Hunter…” Bob said, patting the seat beside him so the boy would sit again. When he was seated and Bob had his arm around his shoulders again, he said, “Maybe you’re right. I just don’t know. There’s no question that you’ve drawn a short straw as far as all of this goes, but we’re going to figure it all out. Ok? No matter what, we’re going to be here with you the whole time.”

Hunter stared straight ahead for a while before he said, “But, dad… What if I really am a girl now?”

Bob scoffed a little. “Hunter… you’re not a girl. Yeah, your breasts are bigger than they should be, but there’s more to being a girl than…”

“Dad! I’m not an idiot! I know about penises and vaginas. But I also know how to use Google, Dad, and I know that my boobs aren’t like other guys with this gyno-whatever stuff! Mine are firm and round and I have big nipples, too. I mean, you just saw them, right!? You must have noticed that they looked like they belonged on a girl.”

In fact, Bob had noticed and then looked away quickly. “Alright, Hunter. I know you’re confused and upset. I understand that and I wish that I could make it all go away, but I can’t. But I will tell you this: You are my son and I love you and I’m proud of you. If for any reason, you end up being my daughter… none of that will change. I will still love you and I will still be proud of you. Ok?”

Hunter nodded.

“Now… your mom tells me that she has been encouraging you to take small steps, right?”

He nodded again.

“Ok, so let’s do this. Let’s put the ‘Daughter Dance’ on hold for today. You’ve got a big day of camp tomorrow and then the bat mitzvah party on Saturday. Let’s concentrate on that event first. Then, if you want to go to the ‘Daughter Dance,’ and you’d like me to escort you, we’ll figure that out, too. Ok?”

Another nod.

“Alright. Let’s go in and watch a little TV before bedtime. The Red Sox are on.”

“Ok,” Hunter stood and walked with his father. “Maybe we’ll see the coach who’s coming to talk to us tomorrow.”

“Maybe,” Bob smiled. “That would be pretty cool, huh?”
 

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“Hey, can I come in?” Hunter jumped and covered himself, embarrassed to be caught by his stepsister while looking at himself in the mirror. He had been standing in just a pair of cotton panties and looking at himself in his mirror.

“Yeah,” he said, hurrying to grab a pajama top.

“No. Hold on,” Mary Ellen said, with a smile. “I bought you something the other day and… well… here.” She held out a bag from a local department store.

Hunter looked into the bag and saw a neatly folded white garment with a lot of lace on it. “What’s this?”

“It’s a nightgown,” Mary Ellen said, reaching into the bag and pulling the folded parcel out.

“I’ve never worn a nightgown to bed,” he said as his stepsister shook the nightie loose. “Wow,” he laughed. “It’s like… It’s got so much lace… It’s like a wedding dress or something.”

Mary Ellen laughed. “I bought it, like, a week ago because I thought it’d look cute on you, but… well… I didn’t think you’d like it. Now… you said you wanted to be a girl, so… how about we try something REALLY girly?”

It was white and had a wide, lace ruffle around the neck line. That ruffle was wide enough to extend to the ball shaped, lace sleeves that ended in smaller lace ruffles. The gown itself was a simple, translucent gown that would cover him to just above his knees. Then it had a lace ruffle around its hem as well.

“It is very pretty,” he admitted, “but won’t I look kind of stupid in that?”

“No, Hunny. See, that’s where you keep misunderstanding the situation. You spend all day with all those girls in their athletic gear and you fit in perfectly, right? Well, I promise you, at least half of those girls are going home and wearing things like this to bed. It’s one of the benefits of being a girl. You get to be as tough and as pretty as you want.”

He looked at the beautiful nightie for a long, long moment and considered what the implications of putting it on might be. Yes, he wanted to be a girl, but… What did that really mean? And how would his parents react if they ever found out.

“Want to at least try it on?” She asked.

Finally, he nodded. “But if I look stupid, I’m taking it off.”

Mary Ellen giggled. “Ok.”

She held the nightgown open and eased it over his head and down his body. It fit just the way she’d hoped. The ball shaped sleeves made his already slender arms look tiny and thin and the gown hung from his shoulders and breasts in a sweet, girlish-nearly-womanly way.

“Well?” Hunter asked. “Do I look stupid?”

“Not at all,” Mary Ellen said in a voice that told him she was telling the truth. “Come sit on the bed with me.”

He did and Mary Ellen reached to his nightstand and grabbed a hairbrush she’d bought him a week or two ago. She scooted behind him and started brushing his hair in a gentle, sisterly way.

He closed his eyes and let her brush. It felt nice.

“I was thinking,” Mary Ellen said, quietly. “For Saturday… you have that nice dress to wear… I was thinking that you might want to wear one of my nicer necklaces and maybe some matching earrings. Would you like that?”

His eyes still closed and the sensation of the brush running through his bobbed hair making him relax for the first time in a long time, thought about things and finally said, “Thanks, Mae. That would be nice.”

It was at that moment that Mary Ellen looked to the doorway and noticed her mother standing there, leaning on the door molding and watching. Her smile seemed a little sad at first, but when she noticed her daughter looking at her, Joyce’s smile widened into a look of approval.

Mary Ellen continued brushing and talking. “I have a pendent with a garnet in it that has a pair of matching, pendent earrings. Those would be nice. We’ll try those first, ok?”

Joyce glanced down the corridor and saw Bob coming up the stairs. She held a finger to her lips and motioned for him to come look.

Bob turned into the room and saw the picture before him. A beautiful eighteen year old girl enjoying a sororal moment with her younger sister. There was no boy in that room. It wasn’t just the nightgown. It wasn’t just the hair cut. It wasn’t an issue of clothing or accessories. There were two girls sitting on the bed just enjoying being sisters.

Bob smiled along with his wife, but in the pit of his stomach, something was gnawing at him.
 

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“Ok! Next!” Coach Ken, the visiting batting coach from the Boston Red Sox smiled and clapped his hands, encouraging the next person to move quickly. When Hunter stood and hurried to the batter’s box, the rest of the camp was clapping and encouraging with hoots and whistles and calls of “Short Stuff!” “Show him what you’re made of, Short Stuff!” Etc.

“Short Stuff, huh?” Coach Ken said, smiling. “Ok. Let me see your stance.”

Hunter took his place and assumed his batting stance.

“Alright,” the coach smiled and spoke loudly so everyone could hear. “Let’s talk about the obvious disadvantages. Our batter is small, making her a someone weaker batter…” that elicited some ‘boos’ and ‘uh ohs’ from the rest of the camp. The batting coach chuckled at that response. “I’m not being mean, I’m just telling it like it is. Smaller batters have a strength and reach disadvantage. I think we can all agree with that.”

He looked at Hunter smiled. “What’s your name, sweetheart?”

“Hunter.”

He nodded. “Alright, so Hunter has a nice stance. Well prepped and ready to swing. That’s good. Now, here are a few ADVANTAGES for a smaller batter. First of all, Hunters strike zone is smaller than say,” he pointed to Ruthie, “you’ll do. What’s your name?”

“Ruthie.”

“Alright, Ruthie, come stand by Hunter.” When she had arrived, Coach Ken continued. “Now, remember everyone, the strike zone on any batter is roughly the distance between the batter’s shoulders and knees. Now, I’m six foot three, so my strike zone is fairly large.” He demonstrated the size of his strike zone.

“Now, Ruthie is, I’m guessing, five nine or so?” Ruthie nodded. “So Ruthie is about six inches shorter than me, so her strike zone is proportionately smaller. Now, Hunter is about two feet smaller than me, so her strike zone is A LOT smaller than mine. That limits the area into which our pitcher, Wanda, can pitch the ball. So, Wanda, throw a strike into Hunter’s strike zone. Hunter, don’t swing.”

Wanda threw the pitch and it crossed the plate at just about the height of Hunter’s belly button.

“Excellent. Now, throw a strike that’s just a little high and outside. Make sure it’s a strike, though.”

Wanda caught the ball when the catcher returned it and threw a pitch in that was a little high and outside.

“Ooh,” Coach Ken smirked. “That looked like a ball to me. See, Hunter’s height – or lack there of – makes it a challenge for the pitcher to throw a lot of her favorite pitches. Ok, this time, Wanda, give Hunter a good pitch and Hunter, let me see your swing.”

“You mean you want me to hit it?” Hunter clarified.

“Yeah, sweetheart,” Coach Ken laughed. “I want you to try to hit it.”

Wanda smiled at Hunter. She knew that he liked a nice slider coming in on the outside corner of the plate, so that’s what she served up for him.

Hunter saw the pitch coming and knew exactly where it was headed. He took the swing and connected solidly with the ball. It rocketed into the outfield and the left fielder grabbed it on its first bounce. The rest of the campers applauded and whistled.

Coach Ken looked shocked. “Well, shoot fire,” he gaped. “I have to admit it, Short Stuff, I never expected that.” He looked at Coach Skylar and Coach Marie. “Is this how she always bats?”

Coach Skylar smiled and nodded. Coach Marie didn’t smile, but kept her arms folded across her chest and said, “Never sell my girls short, Coach. As we always say: They may be small, but they are mighty.”

“I can see that,” he laughed.

They spent the rest of the day working with Coach Ken, running batting and fielding drills as he offered critiques. It didn’t take long for the Coach to realize that all of the girls had been working their butts off for the first two weeks of camp and that they were all fairly talented girls and if they lacked anything in talent, they made up for it in hard work and effort.

Hunter knew pretty well that he was a better than average player, but he was not the best player on his team by a long shot. He did love the game, though, and he really loved playing it with these girls. He loved how passionately they played and he loved how they supported each other. That was so different than any experience he’d had playing ball with boys.
 

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“It’s bath oil, sweetheart. It’ll soften your skin and make it more sensitive so that your clothes will feel even nicer,” Joyce explained as Hunter looked at the tub. He was about to take a bath, something he couldn’t remember having done since he was very young.

“Can I have a little privacy, at least?” He asked.

“Sweetheart,” Joyce smiled, “it wasn’t that long ago that I was bathing you every night. Even though it’s been a few years, I know every inch of your body. Here’s the thing, though… I need to look at your body to make sure that all of those awful rashes are healed or healing. I’m sorry if that feels intrusive, but I know you don’t want those cuts opening up again. And remember that Dr Clemente said that we need to check all the areas that collect moisture. Now, you’ve been playing softball everyday for weeks. I need to make sure that everything is ok.”

Hunter let out a defeated sigh. “God, this is so embarrassing.”

“I know,” Joyce’s smile grew warmer. “I promise I’ll make it as un-embarrassing as possible.”

He shook his head and, reluctantly, removed his robe. He stood naked before his stepmother and said, “Well?”

Joyce began her inspection, but his rash was not what interested her. Earlier, she’d spoken to Dr Raymond, Hunter’s endocrinologist, and he had some questions about Hunter’s development that Joyce could not answer. So – she needed to see him naked.

“You still have a little rash back here,” Joyce said, looking at her stepson’s backside. “I’m just going to take a picture to send to the doctor.”

“Oh, mom, please, no! Don’t take pictures of my butt.”

She picked up her phone and opened the camera app. “Don’t worry. It’ll be a close up. No one will see your butt.”

Another frustrated sigh.

“Ok, let me see under your breasts.”

“Oh, man…”

Hunter looked at the ceiling while Joyce inspected and discreetly took some pictures.

He let out a surprised noise when she touched his penis. “Mom! What are you doing?”

“You’ve been sweating, Hunter, and you’ve been tucking yourself into the gusset of your panties where sweat gathers. I am just checking.” She said, as she took the last of her pictures for the endocrinologist. “Well, you definitely look better. Go ahead and jump into the tub. Here.” She handed him something that she pulled out of a small plastic bag.

“What’s this?”

“It’s a shower cap. Put it on and tuck in all of your hair.”

“But… I’m not taking a shower.”

“No, but you ARE taking a bath with oils in it and if you get oil in your hair, then you’ll have to take a shower to wash your hair and that will defeat the purpose of the oil.”

Hunter shook his head, removed the shower cap from the packet and put it on. Joyce tucked in any stray hairs.

“Won’t I have to shower and wash my hair at some point?”

“They’ll wash your hair tomorrow at the salon.”

“Salon?” Hunter was surprised. “I’m going to the salon again?”

“You’re going tomorrow AND Thursday,” Joyce said, sounding very self satisfied.

“Why?”

“Because you want to look nice at the party tomorrow and at the dance on Thursday. That’s why.”

Hunter sat in the very warm water, but continued talking. “That’s nuts! I didn’t have to go to the barber before every party I went to.”

Well, these are fancier parties,” she smiled and grabbed a face cloth from the closet. “And when a young lady goes out, she has to look nicer than a young man.”

“Mom, these girls are ball players, just like me. I guarantee that they are not going to get all dolled up for a party.”

“And I guarantee you that you are wrong. And to prove it – Wanda is going with you to both appointments. Here. Use this face cloth and wash your face and neck. Make sure all of your sink gets bath oil on it.” He took the cloth. “And besides… I bet that after you have had professionals pampering you and making you look all nice and pretty, you’ll learn to like it just like every other young lady does.”

She turned and left him to soak.

He thought his stepmother was crazy. He knew those girls. They weren’t going to show up looking like Barbie Dolls. He did have to give her credit regarding the bath, though. This was really nice. And it smelled really nice, too.
 

~^~

 

“Never!?” Effie asked, looking over the back seat at Wanda and Hunter in the back. “How did you get to be twelve and thirteen years old and never have a REAL mani/pedi done?”

“I’ve had my nails done,” Wanda said, sounding very mature and experienced. “I’ve never gone to a nail salon like this though. You know – where it takes a couple of hours to do everything and they treat you like a princess.”

“Well you two are in for a treat, then,” Mary Ellen’s friend smiled and chuckled. “You are going to feel things you have never felt before.” She looked at Hunter. “You’re going to find out how wonderful it is to be truly taken care of.”

“Ok,” Hunter shrugged and smiled. He was wearing a blousy, cotton, plain blue skirt and a light weight, front buttoned, sleeveless, yellow top that hung loosely on him. At first he was concerned about going out wearing a skirt. He’d worn them around the house all week, but going out was different. He was afraid of what people might think, but since Wanda was wearing a very similar outfit, he felt ok about it by the time they left the house.

Mary Ellen was taking them to their appointments that day. Joyce and Bob had a social obligation to attend that morning and afternoon. That was fine with Hunter. Mary Ellen was more fun and less pushy than his mom, anyway. In fact, Joyce asked Mae to deal with Hunter that morning because Mae seemed to get Hunter to do whatever she asked, while he tended to balk at Joyce’s suggestions more frequently. Joyce hoped that, if Mary Ellen could get Hunter to cooperate, get prettied up and enjoy being dressed up and looking cute at Sarah’s party, then maybe she’d stand a chance of getting him to relax and enjoy the full experience on Thursday evening.

It definitely worked.

“Oh, this is heaven!” Wanda moaned as her feet soaked in the salty water solution at the nail salon. “My feet feel so good!”

“I know,” Hunter agreed, sitting back in his stuffed chair and enjoying the jets massaging his feet with the warm water.

“See,” Effie smiled and shook Hunter’s forearm. “It’s wonderful, isn’t it?”

“It is,” he agreed.

“I’m going to go with that bright sage color on both my fingers and toes,” Mary Ellen told the nail technician who came over to chat about their choices. “Both of the girls will take Baby Pink and Effie… what do you want?”

“I’m going with the bright yellow,” Effie smiled.

“Any extensions,” the technician asked.

“No, I’m growing mine out and Effie already has ‘Freddie Kruger Nails.’

“None for the young ladies?” The tech asked.

Wanda held out her hands, her fingers fanned open. “I’d love to try long nails.”

“Don’t you think that would interfere with your fastball?” Mary Ellen smirked and chuckled at the girl next to her.

“No, not my fast ball. It would interfere with my curveball, though.”

Mary Ellen laughed. “Well, maybe we can come back after the softball season is over.”

“Softball season is never over,” Wanda sighed. “It just moves indoors in the winter.”

That caught Hunter’s attention. “Really!? You play all year round?”

Wanda nodded. “It’s the regional league. You remember Austin, the guy we met at the mall? It’s the league he coaches me in. We play in that big, white tent kind of thing down by the the college. It’s an indoor football/soccer/baseball/softball facility. All the colleges in the area use it for practice in bad weather, too.”

“Wow, that sounds awesome,” Hunter smiled. “How do you join the league?”

“There are tryouts in August,” Wanda said, happy her friend might want to join her league. “If you want to try out with me, I’ll let you know when we get the tryout notices.”

“Yeah! I really want to do that!” Hunter grinned.

“It is a league for girls, Hunny,” Mary Ellen leaned over and whispered.

“I know,” he nodded.

“Then… you’d have to be living as a girl as long as your in the league.”

Hunter shrugged. “I know.”

“Ok,” Mary Ellen said.

The manicure was just as glorious as it had been the first time Hunter had experienced it, but the pedicure… the pedicure was AMAZING! Having someone working on his toes was a level of elegance that he had never experienced. Sometimes it hurt a little, but then it felt wonderful. And when the technician was done, Hunter had well shaped, bright pink finger and toe nails that matched Wanda’s and he loved them!

Their stop at the hair salon was brief. A little trim – very little – a shampoo and a blowout and brush out. A little bit of hairspray to hold it all in place and Wanda and Hunter were ready to go.

When they got back to Hunter’s house, Veronica had arrived and was on the patio with Joyce enjoying a glass of white wine.

“Where’s dad?” Mary Ellen asked.

“He’s playing golf with a couple of guys from work,” Joyce said.

“Why aren’t you playing?” Wanda asked her mother.

Veronica chuckled. “Oh, you know how men are. They hate to lose to a girl.”

“It doesn’t bother me when I lose to girls,” Hunter shrugged. “If they play better than me, they deserve to win. What’s the big deal?”

“Exactly!” Veronica laughed. “You are a special kid, Hunter.”

He shrugged. Sometimes, grownups could be so weird.

By late afternoon, it was time to get ready for the party.

“I’ll get Hunny ready,” Mary Ellen said to her mother, quietly.

Joyce nodded. “I left a new bra and panty set on the bed next to the dress and a slip.”

“A slip?” Mary Ellen seemed surprised. “Even I hardly ever wear a slip.”

Joyce smirked. “I am aware. I held that dress up to the sunlight and it’s pretty shear and I’d like to be sure his first venture into dressing up doesn’t end up in an embarrassing moment. You can get him to wear it, I’m sure.”

“I’ll try,” she said, then called Wanda and Hunter to go upstairs.

Wanda grabbed the garment bag her mother had brought with her and went into Mary Ellen’s room to change, while Mary Ellen and Hunter went into his room.

Mary Ellen handed him a pair of lacy, silky panties, which he put on and tucked himself into.

“What do you think?” She asked her little stepbrother.

“About what?”

“The panties,” she said. “They’re a lot silkier than your usual panties. Do you like them?”

In fact, he did, but it seemed weird to say so. “Yeah… they’re fine.”

Mary Ellen smiled knowingly as she helped him onto his new bra. It was not the typical sports bra, or tee shirt bra, or even the comfy bras that he wore everyday. This was a really nice bra and it had a little lift to it to emphasize the wearer’s assets. She fastened the back for him and adjusted the straps a bit.

“Pretty nice bra, isn’t it?” She asked.

At that moment, Hunter was touching the bra and admiring the silk and lace all over its surface. There was no point in denying it. “It is,” he said, trying to sound a bit noncommittal.

Mary Ellen held up the slip and bunched it up to slide over his head.

“What’s that?” He asked, genuinely curious.

“It’s a slip,” she explained. “Kind of like a long tee shirt. You wear it under your dress so the light doesn’t shine through the lightweight dress material.”

He squinted at it. “I’ve never seen one before. Do you wear them?”

“Occasionally,” she said, with a nonchalant shrug. “When I get dressed up, I usually wear one.” It was a fib, but so what? She had worn a slip a few times. That qualified as ‘occasionally,’ right?

He shrugged and stepped forward, allowing Mary Ellen to drop the silky garment over his shoulders. She straightened it out and smoothed it on his body. It was a thin, soft nylon slip with just a little lace around the hem and the cups that encased his bra and his breasts within.

“It’s like I’ll be wearing two dresses,” Hunter mused, more to himself than his sister, feeling the way the slip hung on him. “I never wore a dress before and now I’m going out wearing two.”

That made his stepsister smile a bit. “It’s just underwear, Hunny.” That was easier than she expected. Of course, if her mother had gotten him dressed, then she would have over explained everything and gotten frustrated with any resistance. “It’s just like a tee shirt or a cami.” She affirmed. “Now, step into your dress.” She held the dress low and Hunter stepped into it. Mary Ellen drew the soft cotton material up his body, careful not to catch his slip on the way. When she’d brought it all the way up, Hunter put his arms into the sleeveless arm holes and he waited while his big stepsister zipped up the back of the dress, tightening the bodice in, comfortably tight, around his torso.

Mary Ellen took a moment to tie the narrow sash, that sat along the dress’s waist, into a pretty bow in the back.

“Can you manage your shoes yourself?” Mary Ellen asked.

Hunter nodded and took the little, white sandals with the one inch kitten heel and slipped them onto his feet, then he ran the narrow straps through the little buckles and secured them to his feet.”

“Whoa,” Wanda said, entering the room, “you look great!”

Hunter looked down at the pretty, flowered dress, then back at Wanda and asked. “Do I? I don’t look like a boy in a dress, do I?”

“Are you kidding?” Wanda laughed. “You look beautiful, Hunter. I mean it. You look really, really pretty.”

“So do you,” Hunter responded, a bit relieved by his friend’s words. “Seriously. You look really pretty and really grown up.”

“Aww, thanks,” Wanda grinned, smoothing her form fitting outfit.

“One more thing,” Mary Ellen said, leaving the room and returning seconds later with something in her hand and a necklace hanging from her finger. “Come her and let me change out your earrings.”

Carefully, she removed Hunter’s pink training studs from his ears and replaced them with small, garnet pendants. They felt odd, but not bad at all. It was just… weird… to have something dangling from his ears.

“And this goes around your neck.” Mary Ellen turned him so his back was facing her and she put the garnet necklace around his neck. When it was on, she turned him to face her again. “Well… I have to say, until a few weeks ago, I never expected to be sharing jewelry with my little brother.” She smiled and touched his cheek. “And I never thought I would ever see my little brother looking so pretty.”

Hunter smiled. It was nice to be told that he looked nice. The few times he’d ever had to get dressed up in a boys’ sports coat, his mother always told him he looked handsome, but she always had a funny grin on her face when she said it, so he always assumed that she thought he looked funny.

“She’s telling you the truth, Hunter. You look great,” Wanda said, with genuine affection.

“Hey! You guys!” Joyce yelled from downstairs. “Come on down so we can take a few pictures! Hunter, your dad is here!”

Hunter grimaced a little. “Do you think dad will be ok with how I look?”

“He’s going to love it,” Mary Ellen smiled.

“Seriously,” Wanda added. “How could he not?”

They went down the stairs and entered the kitchen to the sounds of the two women gasping dramatically.

“Oh, you both look so grown up and beautiful!” Veronica said, first.

“Oh, you’re both just perfect,” Joyce joined. They both hurried to touch and hug their own child.

“What do you think, dad?” Mary Ellen asked her stepfather.

“What do I think?” Bob asked, looking serious. Then, realizing that his gut response was not what everyone wanted to hear, he smiled, not a huge smile, but the same smile that fathers have smiled for generations when they see their daughters as women, even young women, for the first time. “You both look… amazing.” He walked to his son who was wearing the pretty, soft, flowered dress and hugged him – not tightly like Joyce had, but in a paternal embrace. “You look beautiful.”

Hunter blushed. “Thanks, dad.”

After a few pictures were taken, Mary Ellen ran upstairs and put on a clean, casual dress. She drove Hunter and Wanda to the country club where the bat mitzvah was taking place. When they arrived, she walked them in and spoke to the host parents, introducing herself and her younger charges. When Wanda and Hunter had been properly introduced, Mary Ellen bent down and kissed her pretty, little stepbrother on the cheek. “Ok. I’ll be back by ten. Until then, you’re on your own. Have a great time. If you’re nervous, stick close to Wanda. Ok?”

“Hey, Short Stuff! Hey, Wanda!” Ruthie called before Hunter could even nod his answer. Ruthie was tall and athletic and beautiful, even without makeup, but now that she was made up and her hair was wavy and flowing down her back, she was absolutely breath taking. “Oh, my God, Short Stuff!” She teased. “We are actually wearing the exact same dress!”

They weren’t. The prints were somewhat similar, but Ruthie’s dress hugged every curve of her body, while Hunter’s was conservative and youthful. He smiled at her, though and said, “Not really. I look like a little girl and you look like a model.”

“Well,” she smiled, “let’s be real. You ARE a little girl and,” she struck a pose, “I could be a model.” She laughed. “No kidding, though, you two girls clean up really nicely.”

Then she noticed Hunter’s stepsister. “Oh, hey… Mae, right?”

“Right. Ruthie, right?”

“Yeah. Hey… you want to hang out here for the party? We’ve got mountains of food and you might even know someone here.”

“No, that’s ok,” Mary Ellen begged off. “I’ve got a few errands to run while the girls are here. I’ll be back, later.” She really just wanted to give Hunter space to enjoy himself as a girl that night. So she said her goodbyes and left.

“Sarah is visiting with her grandparents at their table right now,” Ruthie said to Hunter and Wanda, “but you two are actually sitting at the table with my friends. Come on.”

Ruthie led them across the dance floor to a table at the far end of the hall. As they approached, Hunter spotted several older girls standing by the table, chatting and laughing. They had amazing bodies and were dressed to the hilt. Disappointed that they were not sitting with Sarah, Hunter was just starting to feel bad about the evening when one of the girls at the table turned and looked at him and Wanda.

“Short Stuff!?” The girl said, surprised. “And Wanda!? Shit, you two look great!”

It took a moment for Hunter’s brain to figure out who this beauty queen was, but in a moment or two, he realized it was Addy from camp. The girl who’d accidentally knocked Hunter down on the third base line the other day. As each of the other girls turned , each seemed thrilled to see them and it took Hunter a moment or two to recognize each of them.

Izzy, the other Group D pitcher, not the one who’d been chastised for pitching too fast and too close to Hunter, Beth, the Group D catcher, and Lucy, the Group D short stop who was always nice to all the girls in the younger groups and made sure that no one ever sat alone during lunch.

Each looked absolutely beautiful in dresses that showed off their fit, strong bodies and each made a big deal out of Hunter and Wanda’s arrival and appearances.

“Wanda! You look like you’re twenty five years old. Damn, you’re a fox, girl!” One of them said to Wanda.

“Geez, Short Stuff,” another said to Hunter, “you look a lot different dressed like that! Such a pretty girl!”

Wanda received friendly hugs from each girl, but Addy, who was a very strong girl, picked Hunter right up off the floor and set him down so that he was standing on a banquet chair. Even then, his head was only about shoulder high to the older girls.

The older girls made such a big deal out of Hunter and how nice he looked that he was actually giddy with the compliments. He loved the way the older girls treated him at camp – as if he was their favorite little sister – and that was how they were treating him that night, too. He was positively lightheaded with joy when Sarah showed up.

“Hey, Wanda! Hunter! You came! Cool!” The bat mitzvah girl bubbled. “Come on! I want to show you some stuff.”

Hunter jumped down from the chair, his skirt inflating during his descent, but his hand flew down in time to retain his modesty. He and Wanda ran behind Sarah as she hurried from one place to another, speaking nonstop.

“We have a DJ playing music all night. He starts when we start eating. The food is over there. It’s a buffet. Take whatever you want to eat. There’s a booth over there where they’re going to make us all custom tee shirts – we can pick whatever we want on them. There’s a soft serve ice cream machine back there that we can use to make our own sundaes or whatever for dessert. Oh, these are my grandparents. Grandma, grandpa, Bubbee and Zaydee, these are my best friends at camp. Oh, this is my Aunt Rhoda, my Aunt Kyra, my Uncle Judah and my Uncle Steve. These are my friends from softball…”

On and on the excited girl went, showing off the event to her friends, and her friends to everyone present.

By the time they’d finished their rounds, the hall had filled with people and the DJ announced that it was time to start the buffet line. Tables should go up by number.

“Come on, Sarah,” Sarah’s mother said, gently. “We’re table one. We need to go get our dinner.”

“Ok, mom,” Sarah smiled. “I’ll see you guys after dinner.”

Wanda led Hunter back to their table, table twenty one, and they joined the girls from Group D while Sarah and Ruthie joined their family for dinner.

“Good evening, ladies and gentlemen,” the DJ said, as table one walked up to get their food. “My name is DJ Kevin and I’ll be here all evening providing music for your entertainment. We’re going to start with some relaxing music while you enjoy your dinner. Then we’ll kick off the dance music when you’re all filled up on this delicious food.”

He started playing some music that sounded very old to Hunter. The singer had a low relaxing voice as he sang,
“The summer wind,
came blowing in,
from across the sea…”

“Oh, Sinatra,” Lucy shook her head. “My grandfather LOVES Sinatra. He plays him all the time.”

The next song sounded a little newer.
“I like the way your sparking earrings lay,
against your skin so brown.
And I’d like to sleep with you in the dessert tonight.
With a million stars all around…”

“See this is my grandfather’s music,” Izzy said. “You get in his car and it’s all The Eagles, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Marshall Tucker…”

“Marshall Tucker!?” Beth laughed. “Is that a real band name?”

“I guess,” Izzy shrugged.

“Wow – it sounds like Eminem’s drag name!” Beth joked, causing everyone to laugh, including Hunter, who wasn’t sure what the joke actually was, but sensed it was a little dirty and he wanted to be included.

As the older, quieter music played, the girls were chatting about camp when a young man came over, bent low and kissed Lucy’s cheek. “Hey, Luce,” he said with a big grin, “I didn’t expect to see you here.”

“Sam!” Lucy said, surprised. “I didn’t expect to see you here, either!”

The young man shrugged. “My dad and Sarah’s dad are business partners, so we were invited. Why are you here?”

“Oh,” Lucy realized she hadn’t addressed that. “I play softball with Sarah’s sister, Ruthie. Well, with Sarah, too, now that she goes to the same camp.”

Addy cleared her throat, almost comically loudly, to get Lucy’s attention.

Lucy turned and saw all her friends staring at her and her handsome visitor. “Oh… sorry…” she giggled. “Sam, this is Addy, Izzy, Beth, Wanda and Hunter. Guys, this is Sam. He’s my cousin.”

“Well, we’re not REALLY cousins,” Sam smiled. “My dad is Lucy’s godfather, so we’re connected that way.”

“We do spend holidays and vacations together, though,” Lucy explained, with a smile. “Just like real cousins.”

Sam looked up and waved across the room. “I’d better get going. Mom’s signaling for me to join them to get in line. We’ll talk later, ok? Hey… you’re going to dance with me, right?”

Lucy laughed and waved to Sam’s family. “Of course,” she giggled as he left.

“Oh, my God, he’s gorgeous!” Wanda said when Sam was nearly out of ear shot.

“He is, Lucy,” Addy said. “Are you two dating?”

“What!?” Lucy looked shocked. “He’s my cousin!”

“No, he’s not,” Izzy said, looking across the dance floor at the handsome young man. “He told us your families are just close friends.”

“Yeah – very close,” Lucy laughed. “I spend more time with him and his brothers than I do with my real cousins. Nah… I couldn’t date him. I like him too much already.”

“You’re crazy,” Beth said, almost sadly. “He’s really into you. He even asked you to dance.”

“Of course he did,” Lucy laughed. “We learned how to dance together. So what?’

“So what!?” Wanda seemed shocked. “He’s into you, Lucy! And he’s gorgeous!”

“Wait! Wait! Wait!” Addy said, as something occurred to her. “Did you say he has brothers?”

“Yeah. Two,” Lucy nodded.

“Are they as gorgeous as him?” Addy asked with urgency. “I mean – do any of us have a chance with them?”

Lucy laughed. “Well… maybe Wanda and Hunter might. Look.” She pointed across the dance floor where Sam was in line with his parents and two younger boys. The bigger of the two younger boys looked to be about thirteen or fourteen and the younger a year or so younger.

“Damn!” Addy said, dramatically.

“I don’t know,” Izzy teased, “they’re cute. I’d give them a shot.” The others laughed at that.

“What do you think, Wanda?” Beth asked. “See anything you like?”

Wanda was looking at the middle brother. “I don’t know. He is cute.”

“I’ll introduce you, if you want,” Lucy grinned. “He’s an honor student and plays lacrosse.”

“Hmmmmmm,” Wanda said, still looking. “Maybe. Maaaayyyyyybeeee.”

That made all the older girls chuckle.

“How about you, Hunter?” Lucy teased. “Want me to introduce you to Brian? The youngest brother? Also an honor student, plays volleyball and he plays guitar, too.”

“Ooo…” Addy teased. “A little renaissance man. What do you say, Short Stuff?”

Hunter looked across the dance floor at the boy in question and… he had questions. Questions like: How was he supposed to feel about this situation? If he looked like a girl, should he be attracted to that, admittedly very good looking, young man? He’d always liked the way girls looked and acted, but he’d never felt any kind of sexual attraction to a girl – or a boy for that matter. He just didn’t know what he was suppose to feel.

“No, that’s ok,” he finally answered with a blush.

“Oh, that’s too bad,” Addy, who was sitting right next to him, teased. “I bet he’d love you. After all, the best things come in small packages, right?” She suddenly tickled Hunters sides, causing him to keel over and giggle in surprise and because of the tickling sensation.

“I don’t think Hunter is into boys just yet,” Wanda said with a friendly smile, trying to keep the girls from teasing him too much, but it only really seemed to wind them up even more.

“You’re not?” Izzy asked, a big smile on her face. “Are you a softball stereotype, Hunter? A lesbian checking out all of her teammates?”

In truth, Hunter wasn’t even sure what a lesbian was. He’d heard the word a few times, but never looked into it’s meaning. In the context of Izzy’s sentence, though, he got the impression that a lesbian was a girl who liked girls and, since he knew how his baseball playing teammates felt about boys who liked boys, he figured he should steer them away from thinking he was a lesbian.

“I… I just haven’t thought about boys, I guess,” he finally shrugged.

“Come on,” Wanda said, defensively. “She’s only twelve. She’s not ready for boys yet.”

“Yeah, well, you’re only thirteen and I get the feeling you’re boy crazy,” Addy laughed.

“And besides,” Beth teased, “she’s built like a little brick house. I didn’t look that good at twelve and I was following every cute boy I saw around.”

“She was,” Lucy laughed, teasing her friend and looking at the younger members of the party. “You should have seen her – drool dripping off her chin… it was tragic.”

“Yeah. Thank God she out grew it,” Addy added.

“Hey, I haven’t outgrown anything,” Beth said. “I’m just more of a lady now and I keep a lot of my emotions inside.”

Everyone laughed at that.

Finally it was their turn to get food. The food was excellent! There was roast beef and chicken and fish and vegan lasagna and potatoes and carrots and asparagus and beets and pasta salad and all kinds of desserts… Hunter took a little sample of each and had a nice meal for himself. Some of the older girls, though, ate like they hadn’t eaten in a month. Huge portions of everything went into their mouths.

“How can you guys eat like that and stay looking so pretty?” Hunter asked, honestly wondering.

“We’re athletes,” Izzy laughed. “Food is fuel. We burn it off on the field.”

Because they were the last table to get their food, the DJ began to get the festivities started before they’d finished their meals. “Alright,” he said with practiced enthusiasm, “let’s get things started on the dance floor. Can I have the guest of honor and her dad on the dance floor, please?”

Sarah had a huge smile plastered onto her pretty face as she and her father took to the floor.

“She may be a woman, now,” the DJ said, “but she’ll always be your little girl, right dad?”

“That’s for sure,” Sarah’s father said. He was smiling, too and you could see that he was very proud of Sarah’s accomplishment.

“That’s right,” the DJ said. “So, let’s give Sarah and her dad a little time on the dance floor together.”

They started dancing as the music started to play. Hunter didn’t really know the song, but he knew he’d heard it in movies or TV shows or something like that. Maybe it was in a grocery story. The singer had a gravelly voice, but the words were pretty.

“I see trees of green
Red roses too
I see them bloom
For me and you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world…”

People began standing to get pictures and to see better. Hunter had been enjoying watching his friend dancing with her dad, but soon he couldn’t see the dance floor at all.

“Here,” Addy said, effortlessly lifting Hunter up and placing him on his chair in a standing position.

Hunter’s view was still blocked, so Addy lifted him again and had him stand on the table while she kept an arm around his waist.

“Can you see now?” She asked.

“I can see great,” Hunter smiled, looking just slightly down to make eye contact with Addy.

When the dance ended, everyone applauded and the DJ said, “Alright! Let’s get this party started! Here’s an oldie but a goodie that you all want to hear, so we might as well play it now so you all start dancing!”

A very distinctive horn line began playing through the speakers and everyone, including everyone at Hunter’s table, let out whoops of excitement as they headed for the dance floor. Hunter had no idea what song was playing or why everyone was so excited, but when Addy’s arm around his waist tightened and lifted him so she could carry him to the dance floor, he knew that he was about to experience dancing for the first time.

“Young man – There’s no need to be down, I said
Young man – Pick yourself off the ground, I said
Young man – ‘Cause you’re in a new town
There’s no
need
to
be
unhappy…”

By this time, Hunter was in the center of a crowded dance floor, trying to emulate the dance moves that Wanda and the older girls were doing around him. He was actually doing quite well, and having a good time.

Then, suddenly, the band on the recording played four very short notes in a row and everyone on the dance floor shouted “Hey, hey, hey, hey!” with the horn blasts.

Lucy grabbed Hunters hands from behind and guided them into the letter formations as the song sang,
“it’s fun to stay at the
Y.M.C.A.
It’s fun to stay at the
Y.M.C.A.”

Lucy released his arms and Hunter continued to make the letters as the song required. Within a few moments, Sarah had joined them and was dancing with them as well. They were all bouncing and swaying and imitating each other’s dance moves and having a great time. Hunter’s mind was flooded with feelings of excitement, of the sensations of the slip and dress moving on his body, of friendship from these girls who just accepted him into their group without judging him for his size, of the thump of the bass and drums from the sound system, and of joy – pure, unadulterated joy at being able to be a part of everything!

Y.M.C.A. led into Taylor Swift’s ‘Shake It Off,’ which led into Stevie Wonder’s ‘Superstition,’ which led into Wild Cherry’s ‘Play That Funky Music White Boy’ and on and on and Hunter and the girls stayed on the dance floor enjoying the energy and pure excitement that can only exist for young people.

Eventually, though, the DJ played a slower song:
“I found a love,
for me.
Oh, darling just dive right in
and follow my lead…”

With a sad groan, the group turned to return to their table to cool off and have a drink of water, when suddenly Sam appeared in front of Lucy.

“Wanna dance,” he asked with a huge smile.

“Sure,” Lucy smiled and took his hand.

Then, Sam’s middle brother appeared in front of Wanda. “Hi. I’m Sam’s bother, Wes. Wanna dance?”

Wanda was surprised, but happy to be asked. She blushed as she answered, “Sure.” She giggled and took his hand.

Hunter hadn’t taken two steps before Sam’s youngest brother stepped in front of him. The boy was a little nervous, but spoke politely. “Hi. I’m Sam’s brother, Brian. W… Would you like to dance?”
 
 
To Be Continued...

The Girls of Summer - 7

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Intersexed
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Hormones

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  • Posted by author(s)

The Girls of Summer: 7

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

The big semi-formal dance looms large in Hunter's psyche as Mary Ellen tries to find
him some much needed help.


 
Author's Note: Once again, I am humbled by the number of supportive comments and emails.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I hope you all enjoy where this story takes us.

ps: The usage of the word Hunny is slang for "Hunter" not honey. ~Clara.
 
This version of The Girls of Summer: 7 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 7
 

Hunter stood shocked for a moment, not knowing what to do or say, until Izzy came up behind him and said, "Yes, she would love to dance with you, Brian. Thank you so much for asking in such a gentlemanly manner." She reached down and guided Hunter's hand into Brian's who, then turned to assume a slow dance position. Hunter, however had no idea what to do, so he stood there like a manikin, unmoving.

Izzy jumped in again and placed Hunter's left hand on Brian's right shoulder, then turned his right hand to properly take Brian's hand in his. Since Brian was a solid head and shoulder taller than Hunter, both of Hunter's hands were raised somewhat high to assume the correct dancing position.

Brian, who seemed to have some experience with these things, took Hunter's right hand in his left and he placed his right hand on Hunter's lower back.

"I... I don't know how to dance like this," Hunter said, truthfully, hoping to be let off the hook, but Brian just smiled.

"It's easy. I'll lead you," he said. "Just follow me."

At first, Hunter moved nervously and robotically, but eventually, he relaxed.

"What's your name?" Brian asked.

"Oh... Hunter," he replied. "I'm sorry... I should have told you that, huh?"

Brian shrugged. "No big deal? What grade are you in?"

"Ummm... I just finished sixth grade. You?"

"Me too!" Brian sounded excited to have this in common. "Do you change schools for seventh grade?"

"Yeah," Hunter said, relaxing and enjoying being led around the dance floor. "I'm going to the middle/high school in the fall."

"Cool! Me too," the boy smiled. "I'm going to Welton in the fall, are you?"

"No, I'm going to Roosevelt," Hunter said, more than a little relieved that they would not be attending the same school in the fall.

Brian nodded and seemed to run out of things to talk about for a moment. He smiled down at Hunter, though, and Hunter felt an odd warmth from the combination of that smile and the feeling of Brian's hand on his back.

"I like your dress," Brian said, after a lull.

"Yeah?" Hunter asked, surprised. He'd never complimented a girl's dress once before this week, so this compliment seemed odd, coming from a boy.

"Yeah," he smiled, knowing he'd hit on a subject that his dance partner might want to talk about. "It's very pretty. I like the flowers on it and the way you look in it." He smiled, a little embarrassed. "I sound stupid, don't I? Sorry. I just think you're... pretty."

Now it was Hunter's turn to be embarrassed. "Oh... thanks... you're very nice."

Ed Sheeran's voice disappeared from the DJ's speakers at that point and Hunter was actually sad that the dance was ending.

"Well..." he sputtered, not sure of what to say. "Thanks for the dance, Brian. It was... nice."

Brian smiled. "Thank you and, yeah, it was nice. Maybe we could dance again, later."

Hunter smiled. "Ok. I'd like that."

"I'm going to take a ten minute break," the DJ announced, "but we'll kick up our heels again after that."

Hunter and Brian parted ways and Hunter headed back to the table where the older girls all had big grins of their faces.

"I think Short Stuff has a boy friend," Addy said with a glint in her eye.

"Well?" Izzy asked. "Did you enjoy yourself?"

Hunter blushed, but eventually nodded.

"Awwwww..." they all teased.

"He's cute isn't he?" Lucy asked, not teasing at all.

"I guess," Hunter blushed a deep red.

"Aww, leave her alone," Beth said, giving Hunter a hug. "Let her enjoy her first dance." She patted his hair. "You did have fun, though, right?"

It took a moment, but Hunter nodded and smiled as he blushed again.
 

~^~

 

A slower song was playing when Mary Ellen arrived to pick up her charges. She knew she was a little early, but she didn't want Hunter and Wanda to be waiting outside for her. She looked around the room, but didn't see Hunter at first.

She'd actually spent the evening not running errands, but sitting outside a McDonald's and using her computer and the McDonald's wifi to look up therapists in their area who specialized in helping people in similar to Hunter. She found nine, did some further research on each and narrowed that down to three. She'd make some calls on Monday and get a psychological councilor to help her little brother. If her parents weren't going to do anything, she would.

"Like a river flows
Surely to the sea..."

Elvis crooned as she caught sight of Wanda on the dance floor, dancing with a handsome young man. She smiled at the sight of her younger friend as she was led around the room. Then, she caught sight of another boy, a little younger than Wanda's partner, but dressed similarly and with a similar hair cut to him. When the boy's partner came into view, Mary Ellen's jaw dropped open at the sight of her little brother in the arms of the handsome young man, both smiling and both looking dreamily at each other. 'Wow,' she thought. 'Wow...' She was amazed, but then the next thought that entered her head was, 'Thank God I came to pick them up and not mom... or dad.'

"Hi," the bat mitzvah girl's mother said, spotting Mae at the side of the the room. She held out two rather full plastic bags, similar to the bags that you might get at a convenience store. "You're picking up the two girls from Sarah's group at camp, right?"

"Yes," Mary Ellen smiled. "Wanda and Hunter."

The woman smiled. "Well, these are theirs. They each made a couple of tee shirts and there are a few little things from Sarah's dad and me to thank them from coming. They certainly seem to have had a great time. I think they'll both sleep well, tonight."

Mary Ellen took the bags and thanked the woman. The song ended and the DJ announced the last song of the night and the frantic, choppy rhythms of the band 'Walk The Moon' blasted out of his speakers.

"Oh don't you dare look back
Just keep your eyes on me.
I said you're holding back
She said shut up and dance with me..."

Mary Ellen turned to see if Hunter was leaving the dance floor, but... no. He certainly was not. In fact, he seemed to be surrounded by girls from the camp and three boys, all of whom were bouncing up and down and shouting the refrain of the song every time it came around. He was completely enthralled with the song and the movement and each time they all shouted 'Shut up and dance with me,' he leapt into the air, shouting and pumping his arms into the air, just like all of the other girls. She watched as his dress bounced with him, amazed at how happy her moody little brother looked.

When, at last, the song ended, Hunter's male friend said goodnight to him and Hunter hurried to what must have been his table to say goodnight to the bigger girls there. He hardly ever touched the ground during the goodbyes. One girl would pick him up and hug him, put him down and the next girl would do the same. He was like a rag doll, being loved by each of the older girls.

When the last girl had said goodbye, Wanda and Hunter ran to see the girl that Mary Ellen recognized as Sarah and the hugged her, congratulated her and thanked her for having them as guests. Then, finally, they ran to Mary Ellen, waiting near the exit.

The ride home, with Wanda and Hunter in the backseat, was a blur of laughter and talk as they related story after story to Mary Ellen.

When they arrived home, it just continued as those stories were retold to their parents until, at last, Veronica said, "Alright, alright, alright - it's time to get you home and to bed."

"Oh, mom, really?" Wanda whined.

"What? You don't want to go home?" Veronica asked with mock surprise. "I would have thought that you'd be desperate to get out of that dress and into something comfortable."

"No, I love this dress!" Wanda insisted. "I never want to take it off."

"Yeah, I bet," Veronica laughed. "Come on, now. Grab your stuff and let's go."

When they left, Hunter said his goodnights to his parents, then headed up the stairs with Mary Ellen following, to help him get ready for bed.

"You had a good time, then?" she asked as she unclasped his bra and slid it down his arms.

He was all smiles. "I had a great time, Mae."

"Even though you had to wear a dress?"

He shrugged. "It wasn't that bad, really. After a while, I didn't really notice it at all."

She smiled as she held a robe open for him. "That's great. Let's take your makeup off before you put on your nightie."

Hunter was in bed by eleven fifteen and Mary Ellen retreated to her bedroom where she caught up on her texting and reading of both social media and the novel she'd started on her Kindle app. Usually, reading helped her go to sleep, but that night she was wide awake and kept reading for quite a long time.

It was just past one in the morning when there was a tap on her bedroom door. She turned and saw Hunter in his light weight, but very lacy night gown.

"Can I come in and talk to you?" he asked.

Mary Ellen put down her iPad and tapped the bed beside her. "Of course, Hunny. Climb in."

He climbed up in to her bed, which was much bigger and softer than his, and he sat so that he was held on a pillow and half leaning against her seated form. Mary Ellen put an arm around him, happy to have him snuggle up with her. "Couldn't sleep?" she asked.

He shook his head.

"Sometimes it takes a long time to relax after you have a good time." She patted his hair.

"That's not it," he said, quietly.

"Oh?" Mary Ellen snuggled him in a little tighter. "Is something wrong?"

He nodded.

"What is it?"

He sighed. "If I tell you, you can't tell mom and dad, ok?"

"We'll, yeah, of course, Hunny. You know you can tell me anything."

Hunter thought for a moment before he spoke. "Mae... I... I made up my mind. I don't think I want to be a boy any more."

"Oh," Mary Ellen nodded. Certainly, this wasn't a huge surprise, but she still didn't know quite what to say. She did know, though, that letting him sit there in silence was not going to help. "Is this just because you had such a good time tonight?"

He shook his head. "No. I've been thinking about a lot, but... I guess I just made up my mind tonight. Not at the party, but... in bed, just now, while I was thinking about everything." He turned his body a bit so he faced her more, then he buried his face in her soft chest and she could feel him shaking. "Mae... I'm so scared to tell mom and dad, but... I just don't want to go back to what I was. I was never this happy before and now..."

"And now you are," Mary Ellen finished the sentence for him.

"Yeah," he nodded. "But mom and dad are going to hate me when I tell them."

"No, Hunny, they won't. I promise. They will understand."

"Mom, maybe, but dad... I doubt it."

She kissed his head and hugged him a bit tighter. "Dad loves you, Hunny. It may take a day or two, but he'll understand. I'm sure he will."

Hunter shook his head. "No. He'll hate me."

She laid her head on his. "Well, I guess we'll just have to tell him together and we'll find out. It doesn't matter, though, because I'll be there with you and you know that I love you, right?"

He nodded. "You won't tell them before I'm ready, though, right?"

"No," she smiled down at him. "But when the time comes, I'll be there with you."
 

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Joyce woke up a little late for a Sunday morning. Usually, she was up early to make a nice Sunday breakfast for them, but she'd been stressed about Hunter's first party all day Saturday, so once she'd fallen asleep, she didn't wake up until after nine thirty.

Bob had woken early to go golfing, his usual Sunday routine, and the house was still oddly quiet for mid morning.

She got up and put on her robe before going out into the hall. She peeked into Hunter's room and found the bed clothes had been pulled down, but no Hunter. He must be downstairs, but he knew better than to leave his bed unmade. She'd have to have a word with him this morning at some point.

She peeked into Mary Ellen's room before going downstairs, and she stopped and stared. Mae was in bed, sound asleep, which she had half expected, but she was spooned around the tiny form of Hunter. Her arm was draped over his midsection and both of them were as soundly asleep as a human could be. She stared in wonder at the sight. What the heck was this all of this about? She loved that the kids got along so well, but this was beyond getting along well. Had Hunter had a nightmare or something? Oh, well... she'd find out soon enough.

She went down stairs.
 

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Monday came too quickly, but Hunter was excited to get to camp. They were being issued their uniforms to wear at Friday's game that morning. He was very excited to have a real uniform. The previous year, at baseball camp, they'd only had a tee shirt to distinguish each group. The same was true of his school team. Just tee shirts and jeans.

When they arrived at the camp, Hunter was out the door before the car was fully stopped.

"Hunter!" Mary Ellen yelled after him. "Come back! You need your bag!"

He returned immediately, but not on his own propulsion. Instead, he was on the back of a Group D girl who Mary Ellen had spoken to recently at camp and she was pretty sure she'd seen her at the bat mitzvah part, too.

Hunter was laughing as they arrived back at the car. "Hey, Wanda," the Group D girl said.

"Hey, Addy," Wanda smiled.

"Hi, Mae," Addy said to Mary Beth. "I'm Short Stuff's personal transport today."

Mary Ellen smiled and shook her head. "I get it. I'm Hunter's personal chauffeur most days."

Addy went to grab the backpack, but Mary Ellen stopped her. "Hunter - you know the rules. If you want to haul this much equipment around, then you have to carry it yourself."

"Oh, ok," he sighed, climbing down from Addy's back.

Wanda and Addy both chuckled at Hunter being chastised for such a minor infraction. He pulled the backpack with two bats sticking up out of it from the trunk and he put it on his back.

"All set?" Addy asked.

"Yep," Hunter nodded.

Addy winked at him. "All aboard." She bent over and Hunter climbed back onto her back, backpack and all.

"Alright!" Hunter bubbled as he climbed up on the bigger girl's back.

Mary Ellen shook her head as she watched them jog towards the field.
 

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"Hi, Joyce... Dr Frank Raymond here. How are you?" the voice on the telephone asked.

"Well, I WAS having a pretty good day until now," she said with a bit of a sardonic chuckle. "I have to assume that a call from my son's endocrinologist in the middle of the day can't be good news."

"Well," the voice said, "it is news. Whether it's good or bad is open to interpretation, I suppose. Look, Joyce, I've consulted with some colleagues about Hunter's case and I think we may have uncovered a few leads that may help us with his case."

"Oh... well, that's good, I suppose," Joyce said, taking a seat at the kitchen table and grabbing a pad of paper and a pen to take notes. "Did you get the pictures I sent you?"

"Yes," the voice answered. "In fact they were very helpful. Thank you. Now... about Hunter..."

Dr Raymond spoke and Joyce wrote things down:

Condition is not terminal.
Liver and kidney functions fine.
Testosterone levels almost undetectable
Testicular development behind schedule
Puberty issues
Stunted growth - height and development
Then she gasped as she wrote:

May not be reversible at this time.
May need to consider other developmental options
"I'm sorry that I don't have better news," Dr Raymond said through the phone, "but we all need to keep focused on what the best outcome for Hunter is going to be - and also remember that he is only twelve years old. He has a long life ahead of him and we want to be sure that the choices we make at this point are the right ones and that the consequences of those choices are the least intrusive to his life."

"Forgive me," Joyce said, "but are you implying that telling a twelve year old boy that he is going to have to live the rest of his life as a girl isn't going to be intrusive in his life?"

"What I'm saying," the doctor said, "is that if we just pick an average life span as a reference, Hunter could have another sixty five or seventy years ahead of him. And since he's only been fully aware of sexual differences for four or five years, should he choose to take the easiest course, which would be to surrender to his bodily development and accept a female sexuality, then Hunter can still have a long and fulfilling life. That's what I'm saying, Joyce."

She nodded and sniffled back a few tears. "Ok. I understand. Thank you for calling, Doctor."

"If I might suggest... it's may be easier if you brought Hunter into the office and I could explain things. That way there's no resentment directed towards you and your husband."

Joyce sighed. "I will talk to my husband and let you know. Thank you."

The call ended and Joyce stared at the table for a solid minute before her brain started working again. Oddly, breaking the news to Hunter was not her biggest concern. Breaking the news to Bob, though... that was.
 

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Hunter thought that the uniforms were really cool. The camp colors were orange and white, so each group's uniform was a pair of stretchy, white pants with an orange stripe up the side and orange knee socks with three white stripes going around the shins. Each heavy weight tee shirt was a different color, with the 'team name' on each in bold, old fashioned, baseball team script. Group D wore black shirts with 'The Dragons' written on them. Group C wore white shirts with 'The Crushers' written on them. Group B wore orange shirts with 'The Bashers' written on them. Group A wore purple shirts with 'The Aces' written on them.

After lunch, every team member tried on their uniform and threw a few balls and took a few swings in them to make sure they were all comfortable in the new clothing.

"We have to take them off!?" Hunter asked, shocked when he was told to get changed. "But they're so cool!"

Wanda and Sarah laughed. "They can't get dirty before the big game," Sarah explained. "You wouldn't want to go out into a perfectly green, professional ball field with dirt all over your white pants, would you?"

"What if we promise to be careful with them?"

Wanda put her arm around her friend's shoulder. "I don't think they'll let us wear them, even if we promise to keep them clean."

They went into the locker room and got changed in their individual cubicles. When he came out and returned to the field, groups C and D were trying out their uniforms and Hunter took note of how the uniforms fit each of them. The way the stretchy team pants hugged their feminine figures and accentuated the shape of their bottoms and thighs. But, rather than fantasize about them sexually, he wondered if that's what he'd look like when he got to be their age. They seemed so perfect. So... strong, yet beautiful. He wondered if there was any way that he could ever look like them.
 

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"I'm sorry," the psychologist said over the phone, "but let me get this straight. You are calling about your stepbrother?"

"Yes," Mary Ellen confirmed.

"And how old are you?"

"Eighteen," Mae fibbed. She'd be eighteen in a few months, so... what difference did it make?

"And are you your stepbrother's guardian?"

"No," she admitted. "We have a mom and dad and I'm sure that they will agree to having Hunter come talk to you, but they're... a little... overwhelmed, I guess is the right word. I guess you could say that I'm doing the ground work for them."

"I see," the psychologist said. "So - you have two parents at home. One is a step parent and one is a biological parent to each of you. Is that correct?"

"Yes."

"And your stepbrother... Hunter... is having problems with his stepparent?"

"Oh, God, no!" Mary Ellen almost laughed. "My mom is being as supportive as she can be. She's freaked out, but she's doing everything she can. It's my dad - well, my stepdad - Hunter's dad - who can't handle any of this."

"I see," the voice said. "And are Hunter and his father in direct, open conflict over all of this?"

"No," she said, pretty sure that she hadn't indicated that that had been the case.

"I see," he said again. "Well, it is a difficult time of year to start a new patient... Can we possibly have Hunter come in to talk, say, on September eighth at ten fifteen?"

"Oh... it'll take that long to get him in to see you?"

"I'm very heavily booked for the summer."

"I see," Mae said, not meaning to mimic the psychologist.

"Is that a problem?" he asked, sensing her concern.

"Well..." she considered what to say, but eventually blurted out, "Look, I don't want to make too big a deal about this, but the other day... he did talk about getting a knife and cutting off his breasts or his penis. I mean... he was just being dramatic, and I'm sure he didn't mean it, but he did say it and... well... it kind of scared me."

When the voice spoke again, it sounded more concerned than before. "So, Hunter actually threatened physical harm to himself?"

"Yeah, but he was just upset and being... well, being Hunter. He says things like that."

"When someone says things like that, they might actually mean it, Miss..."

"Just call me Mae," she said.

"Well, Mae... I'm going to suggest that you get Hunter to an emergency room immediately and that you request that they have him detained for a thirty day evaluation."

"What? Thirty day evaluation? Why?"

"Because he threatened to do harm to himself, Mae. What if he should redirect that aggression towards you, next time? You need to go to wherever that child is right now and take him to the nearest emergency room immediately! Not in an hour. Not tomorrow. Now. Then you have them call..."

Mary Ellen disconnected the call. Thirty days in a mental ward of a hospital!? Hunter? No. No, she couldn't do that. She just couldn't. She took a breath and called the next number on her list
 

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"No chance at all that this could all be reversed?" Bob asked Joyce, a little unable to process what she'd just told him.

"That's what the doctor said," Joyce confirmed. The kids were out in the pool. Veronica was there as well, but she was a constant part of the equation lately, anyway. There wasn't much chance of having this conversation without her being there.

"What about male hormones?" he asked. "Hell, there's a guy at my golf course who looks great and he actually was a female until he was in his twenties. Why can't we do that for Hunter?"

"We could," Joyce sighed. What frustrated her the most was that she knew that Bob knew the answers to these questions. "Remember what the doctor said in his office? Hunter's body could be badly harmed by the use of hormones. With his current condition, his body could react very badly to that kind of therapy. His kidneys and liver and spleen... all of his internal organs could be adversely impacted by hormone therapy - AND - the hormones could confuse his growth. So, instead of a growth spurt that might get him into the five foot to five foot three area, which is what they are anticipating, he could end up being more or less the same size that he is for the rest of his life."

"Yeah, but he'd be a boy, at least." Bob shrugged.

"Alright," Joyce folded her arms, "I need you to start thinking differently, Robert. Being a girl or a woman is not exactly a punishment, you know. I'm very happy being a female and I'm sure that Veronica is too."

"I certainly am," Veronica nodded.

"That's not what I meant," he started to explain, but Joyce jumped in.

"I know exactly what you meant. You meant that Hunter would be better off as a four foot, one inch tall man that the world looked at like a circus freak, than a slightly shorter than normal woman who could live a normal life."

"Normal life," Bob scoffed. "How normal would it be? He wouldn't be a REAL woman. He doesn't have a uterus or a vagina... He wouldn't have a period! He'd just LOOK like a woman. It's not the same thing."

"No, you're right," Joyce nodded. "He wouldn't have a uterus or a period, although that could change if medical science finds a way, but my cousin Sophia had to have a radical hysterectomy when she was only fourteen years old. So, in all the time you've known her, she hasn't had a uterus or a period. Do you think of her as anything other than a woman?"

Bob shook his head.

"And as for a vagina..." Joyce continued. "From what I understand, doctors are very capable of changing his sex organs. I understand that going from male to female is actually a much more successful procedure than going from female to male."

"I think you're right, Joyce," Veronica offered. "I saw a documentary, I think it might have been on Frontline - anyway, they showed the whole procedure. They do a thing called a penectomy where they remove the boy's penis. They do another procedure to remove his testes, too. Anyway, they use those to rebuild the area and create a vagina, clitoris and labia. It was amazing to watch. I mean, I can be a little squeamish, but this was so interesting. Do you know that most of the doctors who do this kind of work are women? They said that women have a better grasp of how the final organs should look and feel, and that they..."

"Ok" Bob held up his hands in the classic 'please, just stop' position. "Enough. I really do not want to hear about it."

"Well, I am afraid that we will have to discuss these things, soon," Joyce said, frankly.

"Alright," Bob nodded, "but... we don't have to do it tonight, do we? Let's let the boy enjoy his last week of camp. That will give me the opportunity to get my head around all of this before we talk to him. Then we'll... figure all this out."
 

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"Thank you for calling me back," Mary Ellen said into her phone, as she stepped away from the fenced in back yard and into the driveway, closing the gate behind her.

"Not a problem," the woman on the phone said, calmly. "I got all the information you gave to my assistant and I do have a few questions."

"Of course."

"Now, am I to understand that your stepbrother has fully developed breasts and a functioning penis?"

Well, yes, he does have well developed breasts. They are bigger than mine were at twelve. And yes, he does have a penis. Fully functioning? I mean... he pees through it. Is that what you mean?"

The doctor snickered a bit at that. "No. What I'm asking is, is it fully formed? Have his testes dropped? Does he masturbate and ejaculate?"

Mae thought for a moment and looked around to be sure that no one was near by. "Ummm... no. It's not fully formed. He looks pretty much the same as he did when he was a baby down there, and... to be honest, I don't think that Hunny has ever masturbated. He may have, of course, but... I kind of doubt it."

"I see," the doctor said, making Mary Ellen wonder if psychologists were taught to say that in college. "Alright, Mae," the doctor said, "I think I understand your concerns and your parents are perfectly justified in their confusion and concern. I agree that your stepbrother's threat to himself was probably hyperbolic, but having spoken those words, we know that he at least has considered harming himself in some way. I would like to see Hunter as quickly as possible. How would next Monday at eleven work?"

"Oh... that would be great!"

"Ok, but two things will have to happen before that appointment."

"Of course. Anything."

"First, I will be emailing you the paperwork your parents will need to fill out in order for me to treat Hunter."

"No problem."

"And second... I would like to see you and your parents to discuss how everyone feels about your brother's situation."

"Oh..." that surprised Mary Ellen. "I guess we could try to..."

"How about Wednesday at noon? I will come by your house. I have the address. Tell your parents to expect me and why I'm coming."

"Wednesday? Like... the day after tomorrow Wednesday? But... my dad works..."

"He can take an early lunch. This is important. Mae - I don't want to toot my own horn, but I know what I'm doing and I'm the best person to help Hunter through this. Tell your parents - Wednesday at noon. I'll see you then."

The call ended leaving Mary Ellen no way of delaying a conversation with her parents. She knew that, in the next few hours, she had to do two things: 1) Get her parents to agree to meet the doctor, and 2) Look up what hyperbolic meant.
 

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"Can I ask you a serious question?" Wanda asked as she and Hunter floated around the pool on chaise lounges style rafts.

"I guess," Hunter shrugged.

"Did you like being all dressed up last Saturday night?"

He thought for a moment. "Not at first. At first, I felt really awkward and a little silly, but... when I got used to it... yeah... I really did like it."

"I thought so," Wanda laughed. "Can I ask you another question?"

"Sure."

"Well, I got a text from that boy, Wes... You know... from the party. Anyway, he asked me out next week and I said yes. So, Tuesday, we're going to a movie."

"That's great!" Hunter said.

"Yeah, well... his little brother Brian asked for your cell number so he could text you..."

"Well, that would be hard, because I don't have a cell phone."

"I know," Wanda smiled, "and I told him that, but you do have an email and... he asked me for it. Should I give it to him?"

Hunter felt an odd sense of embarrassment mixed with fear, excitement and joy wash over him. The problem was, though, he didn't know how to answer the question.

"Well?" Wanda asked after a silence. "Should I?"

"Ummm..." Hunter thought for a moment. "Ummm... why do you think he wants it?"

Wanda laughed. "Why do you think he wants it? He likes you and wants to stay connected. Maybe chat now and then or maybe even..." she smiled and looked at Hunter and raised her eyebrows up and down a few times, "date..." She let that word hang there.

"Date...?" he sputtered. "But... I'm a..."

"Yeah, but he doesn't know that," Wanda smiled.

When Hunter didn't answer, Wanda asked, "Well? Should I give him your email address?"

He bit his lip and thought for a moment before nodding.

"Excellent!" Wanda smiled. "One more question?"

He'd been lost in thought about the pros and cons of reconnecting with Brian. When he regained his senses, he said, "Yeah. Sure."

"What happens next week?"

The question made no sense to him. "Next week?"

Wanda nodded. "Next week. After camp is over and you're back to doing what you want... Who will you be then?"

The color ran out of hunter's face. "I... I don't know..."

Wanda took her friend's hand in hers. "Who do you want to be?"

He thought for a moment, then said. "Me."

"And... who are you?" Wanda persisted, not realizing how much Hunter had been thinking about this very thing for the last few days.

Hunter looked down at his breasts, his one piece bathing suit and his smooth legs that led to his pretty, pink toenails. "This is me," he finally said.

"The girl who went to camp with me?"

He nodded.

"Have you told your parents?"

He shook his head. "I told Mae, but she promised not to say anything. I think... I think I'll wait until camp is over. Then I'll tell them. I guess that I'm hoping that, after they see how good I am with the girls at the game on Friday, they'll understand."

Wanda squeezed his hand. "I'll help, if you want."

Hunter nodded and forced a smile, but his eyes were watery. "Thanks."
 

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"Wednesday?" Bob asked, shocked that Mary Ellen had circumvented both Joyce and him and contacted a councilor on her own. "Not possible. I can't just leave work. Especially not if I'm going to be at the game on Friday. I can't do it."

"Bob, please..." Joyce tried to speak.

"And on whose authority did you contact this quack doctor!?" Bob asked, accusingly. "If your mother and I felt that your stepbrother needed a councilor, we would have contacted one on our own."

"She's not a quack, dad! I did a lot of research. She's probably the best person in this field in this part of the state. Hunter needs to see her and she won't see him unless you cooperate."

"That wasn't my question," Bob was on the attack. "Who gave you the authority to even make that phone call?"

"Bob, she's just trying to help..."

"Did I ask for her help? Do I look like I am incapable of dealing with my own son? Did I, in anyway indicate that..."

"Oh, Jesus Christ will you please just SHUT UP!?" Mary Ellen screamed, shocking both adults into silence.

Bob put his hands on his hips and tried to form an attack plan, but before he could, his stepdaughter spoke with a clarity and confidence he'd never seen before.

"Mom.. Dad... I know that you both love Hunter and I know that you're both doing your best, but you don't know everything he's said to me and I can't tell you any of it because I promised Hunny I wouldn't say a word. What I will tell you though is that he needs to see a psychologist and he needs to see one NOW. Not in a month or in a year... NOW. You want to research doctors, fine, but you'll see that this doctor is Hunter's best choice. So, is Wednesday inconvenient for you? Well, tough! Your son - or maybe your daughter, I don't know - but - HUNTER needs you for one hour - one stinking, little hour. So, I am not cancelling the appointment, dad. The doctor will be here at noon and I expect both of you to be there, too. If that's too much of a burden for you, then fine. I'll explain to the doctor that your work is more important than your child."

She turned and stormed out the door, into the driveway to cool down.

"What the hell was that!?" Bob said, shocked at what had just transpired.

"That was the voice of reason, Bob," Joyce said, wiping a tear from her cheek, "and I wish to God I'd been the one to say all of that."
 

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"Hey, mom..." Hunter said, Tuesday morning, sounding a little sheepish, as he came down to breakfast.

"Yes, dear?" Joyce said, turning from the sink to see her stepson standing in the kitchen wearing a pair of calf-length, bright blue, Lycra athletic pants and a tight fitting tank top with roses printed all over it. It was a very different look from the nervous-tomboy look Hunter usually favored. "You look... very nice today."

Hunter looked down at himself. "Oh... thanks. Since the uniforms have stretchy pants, I thought I should get used to wearing them."

"Oh... well... that makes sense," Joyce smiled and nodded.

"The thing is, though, mom...." Hunter shifted from one foot to the other for a moment. "We never... I mean... I never... I mean... I don't have a dress to wear Thursday night. You know... to wear to the... that thing... on Thursday."

Joyce couldn't help but smiled at his nervousness. It was just too damned cute. She nodded at Hunter, though and asked, "Did you like the purple dress we tried on the last time we went shopping?"

Hunter sighed. "I did. I guess we should have bought it then, but I don't think I was ready to wear it that day. I'm sorry."

"It's ok, baby," she patted his cheek. "Do you want to wear that dress Thursday night?"

He looked down and nodded.

"Sit and eat your Cheerios," she smiled and she went to the hall closet and pulled out a garment bag. When she returned to the table, she pulled down the bag's zipper and showed it's contents to Hunter. "I liked it too much to leave it behind," she said, a bit proudly. "I even got shoes to go with it."

Hunter blushed and smiled. "Thank you, mom," he muttered, embarrassed.

She kissed the top of his head. "That's what moms do, Hunny." It almost felt funny for her to use that nickname after so long. "We'll try it all on tonight. Ok?"

"Ok, mom. Oh, hey! I just realized - that dress is perfect! It's the same color as my uniform shirt. How cool is that?"

Joyce smiled. "Yeah. How cool is that?"
 

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Tuesday and Wednesday at camp were wonderfully brutal. Hunter had never been worked so hard. With the coaches' encouragement, he ran harder and faster than he'd ever run before, was more thoughtful and precise as a hitter and he ran fielding drills as if his life depended on them.

Finally, they gathered at the end of the day, on Wednesday, and they all sat on the bleachers to hear Coach Skylar speak.

"Alright, girls, listen up! You have worked hard for the last three weeks and it shows. Each of your teams have become well oiled machines and all of your coaches agree with me when I say that you are one of the most talented and hardworking groups of girls it has ever been our privilege to work with."

All the campers whooped and applauded.

"Having said all of that, we still have two big days ahead of us. Tomorrow we have some scrimmages to play. Groups A & B will face off on Field One and Groups C & D will be playing on Field 2. Then the winners of each of those games will face each other in a final game here. We'll be ending the day at eleven thirty tomorrow and then reconvening at six at the 'Daughter Dance.' That will end at nine thirty so that you can all head home and get a good night's sleep before our big games on Friday at the 'triple A' ball park in the city. You all need to report to the stadium no later than ten thirty Friday morning. Any questions? No? Good! Go have a good afternoon and come back here ready to kick some butt tomorrow."

More whoops and whistles and the girls all headed up the hill to the parking lot. Hunter was jogging between Wanda and Sarah, and they were all discussing the upcoming games until they crested the hill and were headed to their individual cars. That's when Sarah asked, "Hey, did you guys get new dresses for tomorrow night, or are you wearing what you wore Saturday? My parents are making me wear the same dress. It's so embarrassing!"

Wanda laughed. "Yeah, but your dress was beautiful. I bet they spent a lot of money on that."

Sarah shrugged. "I guess, but you guys have already seen it."

"Oh, shut up," Wanda gave her arm a playful slap. "I do have a different dress to wear, though. Hunter, are you wearing the same dress?"

Hunter shook his head. "Nope. I'm wearing that purple dress I tried on when we went shopping."

"Oh, cool!" Wanda smiled. "I didn't think you got that dress."

"I didn't, but my mom went back and bought anyway. So, that's what I'm wearing."

Wanda looked at Sarah and smirked. "She didn't like it at first because it's all lacy and really pretty. Wait till you see her in it. She'll look like a movie star."

Sarah smiled down at Hunter. "It really doesn't matter. You're the most popular girl in camp, anyway."

"What are you talking about?" Hunter scoffed. "Addy, Ruthie and all the other girls in Group D are the popular ones. They're all so tall and beautiful. I'm just a little Group A nobody."

"Well you're a nobody that all the Group D girls like. So that makes you the most popular girl in camp." Sarah was about to continue when they heard Ruthie calling.

"Hey, Sarah!" she called. "Come on! Mom's holding up traffic!"

Sarah nodded at her sister. "Gotta run, besties. See you tomorrow!"

Wanda and Hunter sat on a short, concrete block wall and waited for their ride to arrive. They talked about nothing for a few minutes, until Wanda asked, "Are you looking forward to getting all dressed up again tomorrow night?"

"I guess," Hunter shrugged.

"Oh, come on," Wanda nudged him. "It's ok to be excited. Getting all dressed up and looking pretty is one of the perks of being a girl. You're a girl, now. You're allowed to enjoy it."

Hunter looked dubious. "I'm not a girl, yet. I'm not sure how much my dad is going to like it when he sees me dressed up."

"He was ok on Saturday."

"He wasn't my date on Saturday. Tomorrow, he has to go with me and do all the stuff that other dads do with their daughters. I don't know if he'll be ok with it for the whole evening."

Wanda nodded, but smiled. "Well, we'll just have to make sure that you're so pretty that his Grinchy heart will melt at the sight of you."

"Here comes your mom," Hunter said, standing and grabbing his backpack. "Huh... I wonder where Mae is."
 

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"I need to get back to the office," Bob said, standing to leave. "I agreed to an hour and I've been gone nearly two. I need to get back."

"That's fine," the doctor said, rising from their living room couch to shake Bob's hand. "Thank you for your insight into your son's state of mind." She was younger than any of them expected. Early thirties, attractive and confident.

"Look," Bob said, feeling even more hopeless after this meeting than he did before, "I just don't want anybody rushing into anything, ok? I don't want Hunter castrated at twelve and have him regret it at twenty. Ok?"

"Then we're on the same page," the doctor said, giving Bob a friendly smile. "And... no one is talking about castrating Hunter. All we want to do is help him find his way. I'll start meeting with him on Monday and we'll see how things progress from there. Ok?"

He nodded and went out the door. He got into his car and pushed the ignition button and sat in his driveway for a good few minutes thinking. God, this was all so messed up. How could things have possibly gotten this far out of hand? What kind of a father was he to allow his only son to be so radically changed? What kind of a man was he?
 

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"He looks adorable in that dress," Veronica said with a smile, as Hunter and Wanda were scrambling back up the stairs so he could take off the clothes he'd be wearing the next evening. Everything fit beautifully, including the shoes that Joyce had bought without having him try them on.

"He does," Joyce agreed.

"Do you think he'll miss this if he decides to be a boy?"

Joyce sighed. "Honestly, I don't think that being a boy is a realistic option for Hunter. I can't imagine how difficult it will be for him to accept that, but... Well, to be honest, I never dreamed I'd ever have to have a conversation like that with one of my children. I guess Bob is right about waiting until after camp is over, but... it's going to be a tough weekend, I'm afraid."
 
 
To Be Continued...<

The Girls of Summer - 8

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
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  • Transgender

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  • Teenage or High School

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  • lingerie
  • Intersexed
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Hormones

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The Girls of Summer: 7

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

A big couple of days for Hunter. A big dance, a big game and a big talk with his dad.
It's a lot for a little kid whose already going through a lot. Thank you, thank you,
thank you for all your comments and support. Honestly, I was afraid that this story
may not connect with a lot of people. Hunter is a much younger protagonist than I
ever created before. I'm so happy that he has captured your hearts the same way
that he captured mine.


 
Author's Note: Once again, I am humbled by the number of supportive comments and emails.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I hope you all enjoy where this story takes us.

ps: The usage of the word Hunny is slang for "Hunter" not honey. ~Clara.
 
This version of The Girls of Summer: 7 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 7
 

Thursday was a perfect day to play softball! The sun was up and shining, but it was a little cooler than it had been with the high temperature of the day expected to be just under eighty degrees. Hunter's first game of the day had been a bit of an upset. Group A had taken on Group B and, shockingly, Group A had won with a score of seven to three. Even so, Coach Marie had lectured them about the three runs they'd given up and told them that she expected more concentration when they took on the winner of the Group C/D game - which ended up being Group D.

The Group A -v- Group D game was a much more contentious event than anyone could have expected, with the final result being Group D winning two to one, but both teams were really proud of their performances on the field. Even Coach Marie was thrilled that her team had held the much bigger and more experienced girls to just a one run victory.

As they left the field that day, a lot of girls were taking pictures of themselves and their friends to remember their time on those fields. Hunter was being called hither and yon to be in pictures with this girl and that girl and that girl and that girl...

Finally, Mary Ellen had to go and take him by the hand. "Sorry, girls," she smiled, "but Short Stuff needs a shower and to get to the salon to get ready for tonight."

The girls were all shouting their goodbyes and Hunter shouted back that he'd see them all that night.

"Alright - Hunter, into the shower in mom and dad's room. Wanda, into the one in the hallway between my room and Hunter's," Mary Ellen ordered as soon as they all entered the house.

"And no dilly dallying," Joyce called behind them. "Get rid of that dirt and sweat and then get out and get dressed to go to the salon." She clapped her hands, just like the coaches did, as the two youngest ran up the stairs. "Chop, chop! Be quick!"

Twenty minutes later, both softball players came running back down the stairs in casual clothes. Hunter had a choice of anything in his closet to wear, but he was wearing a light blue sundress with white lace around the modest neckline. He looked lovely, but since dresses had been a source of argument until just a few days ago, it did surprise his stepmother. "Let's go," Joyce demanded, holding the front door open, motioning theatrically that they should exit the house. Moments later, Joyce was behind the wheel with Mary Ellen in the passenger seat and Wanda and Hunter strapped-in in the backseat.

The women at the hair salon were waiting and happy to have their two, young customers returning.

It only took moments for the two friends to be reclined in their chairs with capes draped across them and their hair being washed, yet again, by the stylists so that they could do their jobs correctly.

An hour later, their hair looked beautiful and their makeup was perfect and feminine. As had happened on Saturday, the makeup made Wanda look a little older and a bit sexy, while it made Hunter look just a little younger and more innocent. They'd done a little extra work on his eyes, so that they looked a bit bigger than usual and kind of popped.

Hunter's hair was done a bit differently that night, too. This time, they'd used a curling iron to give him big, vertical curls on the sides of his head, then they brushed and relaxed those curls a bit so that his hair was full and wavy. It looked very different than he'd ever seen his hair before. The curls made his hair fall into his face a bit, so in order to stop that, his stylist put two, very pretty hair clips into his hair - one on each side. Because Joyce had told the stylist that Hunter's dress was purple, the clips had pretty purple, faux stones on them that sparkled in his red hair.

"Oh, my," Joyce said, her hand on her heart. "You've out done yourself. Hunter... you look... just beautiful, baby. Just beautiful."

The next stop was the nail salon. This time, Wanda got bright red polish to match her dress and Hunter's nails were done in a deep, shining purple. Even before he'd put on his dress, the way that the nail polish matched the sparking glass gems in his hair clips already looked beautiful.

They were back home at four forty-five. Veronica had left work early to help Wanda with her dress and was waiting for them when they arrived.

"Have you heard from Bob today?" Veronica asked Joyce quietly, as they walked towards the front door.

"No," Joyce replied becoming concerned. "Why?"

Veronica shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe I'm just imagining things, but he just seemed... off today."

"'Off' how?"

"Like he had a lot on his mind, I guess."

Joyce just shook her head and turned to the kids. "Let's go, girls! Dresses, on. Now!"

So, up the stairs to Bob and Joyce's room went Veronica and Wanda, while Mary Ellen took Hunter's hand and led him up to her room.

They started with the elegant underwear that Joyce had gotten for him. Silk and lace, dark purple boy shorts that seemed to offer his little bottom a bit of shape. Then came the matching bra, which seemed to lift and shape his breasts in a way that no other bra he'd worn had ever done.

"Whoa," he said, looking down at himself. "Have they gotten bigger?"

"Maybe," Mary Ellen smiled. "You are at 'that age' when they can grow quickly, but this bra is designed to display and... enhance... your bust line."

"It makes me bigger?" he asked.

"No. It displays what you have better. That's all."

Mary Ellen had him step into his cute, new, one inch, strappy sandals and by that time, Mary Ellen had pulled down the zipper on his dress. She carefully lowered it over his head, then pulled the zipper up his back. Then she turned him to face her. His cleavage was just barely visible under the sheer lace of the stretch-to-fit top, and it gave him a feminine look that was undeniable. This was a very pretty young woman.

"Wow," Mary Ellen said, shaking her head and smiling. "Hunny... I never expected you'd look this nice... ever. You're absolutely beautiful." She kissed his head. "Hang on."

She hurried to her jewelry box and found a necklace with a silver chain and a small amethyst pendant.

"This will be perfect," she smiled as she placed the purple necklace around his neck and attached the clasp in the rear.

"So..." she looked at her little stepbrother, looking so girlish and pretty. "Tonight's a big night for you, isn't it?"

Hunter nodded. "I guess."

She looked at him some more. "Hunter... after daddy sees you like this... he will understand when you talk to him. I'm sure of it."

He took a deep breath and sighed. "I hope so. Between the dance tonight and the game tomorrow... I just hope he gets it."

She put one hand on each of his cheeks. "He will. Ready to go down and see mom?"

He nodded.

They went down the stairs to find Joyce and Veronica speaking quietly. They looked a bit concerned until Joyce turned and saw Hunter in all of his feminine splendor. Once again, she was an emotional wreck as she fussed over Hunter and took picture after picture of him and Wanda. Some in the house and some outside by the big, flowering bushes.

Finally, Veronica said, "I think we'd better get going, girls."

Hunter looked around. "Where's dad? He's supposed to take me."

"He'll meet your there, baby," Joyce said. "He got held up at work, but he's going to meet you there." At least, that's what he'd told her and that was what Joyce was praying he'd actually do. God, look at this child! He'd been through so, so, so much and here he was - smiling and dressed beautifully for his father. She just prayed that Bob wouldn't let them all down.

"Ok, ladies," Veronica said, grabbing her purse. "Let's get a move on."

Hunter and Wanda climbed carefully into the backseat and smoothed their dresses before buckling in. Veronica and Joyce stood a good twenty feet from the car and Joyce whispered, "Call me if Bob is a no-show. Ok?"

Veronica nodded. "I think he'll be there, Joyce. I really do. I know this has been a lot for him to deal with, but I think he'll come through."

Joyce nodded her head, nervous about the next hour or so. "God, I hope so. Just in case, I have my little black dress ready to go. If he doesn't show up, let me know and I'll be there in twenty minutes."

"Ok," Veronica agreed. She gave Joyce a reassuring smile, followed by a friendly hug, "but I think he'll be there."

On the way to the function hall, Veronica glanced into the mirror and said, "Hey, girls, I need to call a client. Ok"

"Sure, mom," Wanda said. Then she and Hunter began talking about that games they'd played that day.

Veronica put her Bluetooth Airpods in and then pushed Bob's contact number.

"Hey, Ronnie," Bob said as he picked up. "What's up?"

Veronica's voice remained upbeat and businesslike while she spoke to her friend. "Oh, hi! I was just calling to check in with you and make sure that everything was on schedule for our upcoming delivery."

"What?" Bob asked, confused.

"Our delivery is on schedule and I just want to be sure that you'll be able to accept delivery on time."

"Delivery?" he thought for a moment. "Oh... Hunter. Ummm... look, Ronnie, I am kind of caught up with things here at the office. After you left, all hell broke loose here, and..."

"I don't think that is the case, sir," Veronica interrupted. "In fact, I think that we are still able to make this whole deal work, if you are willing to cooperate and live up to your obligations."

Bob heaved a heavy sigh. "Ronnie... you don't understand. I don't want to sound like a jerk, and believe me, I am trying to support my son, but... taking him to a father/daughter dance?... this is asking a lot..."

"Oh, no sir, I understand, fully and I also understand that you made a specific agreement to make good on this delivery. Now, I am very sympathetic to your situation, but I am afraid that I must insist that you make yourself available to accept delivery."

He grunted on the other end of the phone. "Fine. I'll be there as soon as I can finish up..."

"Now," Veronica said, flatly and quietly.

"I beg your pardon?"

"Now," she repeated in the same tone. "The package is en route and you need to accept delivery - on time and looking happy about it."

Another grunt. "Ok." He sounded defeated. "I'll leave now. I'll be there in a half hour."

"It'll only take you ten minutes to get to the delivery site," Veronica said, happy to have made her point.

"Alright, Ronnie. You win. I'll be there in ten to fifteen minutes."

"Very good, sir. Thank you," she said and ended the call.

Then she noticed a full service gas station up ahead with a few cars waiting for service. This looked like a good way to kill a little time and give Bob the chance to get to the hall. "Hey, kids, I'm just going to pull in here and get some gas."

"Ok," Wanda said, in no way concerned about the minor change of plans.

She waited in line for a good six or seven minutes before she said. "You know what? I don't know what I was thinking. I've got plenty of gas. Let's just get going." She pulled out and headed to the function hall once again. Wanda and Hunter just looked at each other, amused by Veronica's strange behavior, but not concerned about anything.
 

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Mary Ellen was ironing Hunter's uniform while watching a show that was streaming on her computer.

"I don't think that those need ironing, sweetheart," Joyce said. "I mean, they're athletic clothes, so I don't think they need much maintenance."

Mary Ellen shrugged. "I just want everything to be perfect for his game tomorrow."

Joyce smiled at her daughter and rubbed her back a bit. "You and Hunter have gotten very close over the past month, haven't you?"

Mae lifted the tee shirt to check for wrinkles and shrugged. "I don't know... I mean, we've always been pretty close." She put the shirt onto a hanger.

"I know, but... it's more like... you're sisters, now."

Mary Ellen looked at her mother with a bit of concern. "I guess, but... that's what Hunter needs right now. Right?"

Joyce nodded. "He does indeed." She thought for a moment before saying, "Mae... if Hunter had to make a difficult decision, you'd want to help him, right?"

"Of course."

"Well... come take a seat and let's talk."
 

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Bob arrived at the function hall as quickly as he could, but his mood was a little darker than he would have preferred for an event like this. He needed to push all that aside. He would rather not be here, but now that he was, it was time to man up and get through the evening.

He entered the hall and was met by two very fit looking twenty-something women with clipboards. "May I help you?" One of them asked.

"Oh, yes," he put on his best business smile. "I'm here to meet a friend."

"And who might that be?" The woman asked.

At that moment, he noticed Veronica standing by a table, looking off towards the dance floor. "Never mind. I see her," he said and started to walk towards her, but one of those women stepped in front of him.

"I'm sorry, sir, but I'll need to know the name of the camper you are escorting this evening."

"Oh," he said, a bit flustered. "I misunderstood. Ummm... I'm here with Hunter."

The woman suddenly smiled. "Oh, Short Stuff!? Oh, she'll be so happy you're here. She seemed disappointed when she arrived and you weren't here, yet."

"Oh?" Bob found that concerning.

"Enjoy your evening," the girl said and stepped aside.

He crossed to Veronica. As he reached her, she smiled, then pointed. "Look."

He followed her finger and saw a large group of girls on the dance floor, all dancing. It looked like a nice evening to Bob, but that was about all.

"Where's Wanda and Hunter?" he asked.

"Right there," Veronica said, shocked he didn't see them.

Bob looked again. "Oh," he said as he spotted Wanda, but then he realized that he knew the very pretty little girl in the purple dress dancing next
to her. "That's not..."

"It is," Veronica smiled. "Doesn't she look pretty tonight?"

Bob just stared for a moment or two. "Yes... yes SHE does." He was truly astounded at the look of his son. His curly, red hair, his doll-like makeup, his fit and flare, lace covered dress that seemed to emphasize his feminine breasts, his cute shoes - he was a very pretty little girl and Bob knew at that moment that he was probably never going to see his son again.

Part of him felt terrible about that, but part of him was very happy that Hunter was accepting the situation with so much grace and, maybe even a little joy. There, on the dance floor, was his wallflower son, in the midst of a huge group of girls, all of whom seemed to love him, dancing up a storm and singing at the top of his lungs. It was a beautiful sight to see. Not something he'd ever expected to see, but beautiful none the less.

The song ended and Coach Skylar shouted, "Alright, girls, let's all go back to our tables and we can serve dinner. Then you can have some more fun."

The girls all headed back towards the tables and when Hunter spotted Bob, a big smile appeared on his face. "Dad!," he said. "You came!"

"Of course I came, Hunny. I told you I'd be here." Bob was then more than a little shocked when Hunter threw his arms around him and hugged him tightly.

"Thanks for coming, dad. It means a lot,"

Suddenly, Bob felt terrible about the way he'd been behaving recently. What difference did it really make if Hunter was his son or his daughter? He loved Hunter and Hunter loved him. End of story. He could get past this, right?

They grabbed their meals and Bob and Hunter joined Wanda and Veronica and Sarah and her father, Aaron, at a table.

"This is a really nice event," Veronica said, looking around. "All the girls look so beautiful."

"It really is nice," Aaron agreed. "A little hectic when you have more than one in camp, though. My wife is sitting with my older daughter and her friends.

"I wonder why they do it the night BEFORE the big game," Bob said. "I mean, wouldn't it make more sense to do it tomorrow night."

"Ahh... I can answer that," Aaron said, dabbing his lips with a napkin. "The first year they held a banquet, some of the teams lost their games, so the banquet was more like a funeral dinner than a celebration. This way, everyone is happy... at least for the time being."

"Makes sense," Bob laughed.
 

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"Wow," Mary Ellen said, when her mother had finished telling her what the endocrinologist had told her. "So... if Hunter should decide to be a girl... everyone would be ok with that?"

"It might be his easiest choice," Joyce said, sadly. "That poor child... No one should ever have to make a choice like this, but for a little boy who didn't even think about being a girl, this is going to be so hard on him. Honest to God, Mae, I haven't slept a wink in the last week thinking about what we're going to say to him."

Mary Ellen took her mother's hand in hers. "Look, mom... I told Hunny I wouldn't say a word about this, but right now, it seems like staying quiet is the wrong thing to do. So... please don't tell dad anything about this, and never tell Hunny I told you, PLEASE, but... Remember, Sunday morning, when you found Hunter sleeping in my bed? Well... he couldn't sleep that night because he was afraid to talk to you and dad."

"Afraid?" Joyce didn't want her little boy to ever be afraid to talk to her. "Why? What did he want to talk about?"

Mary Ellen took a deep breath, and then told her mother a story.
 

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'It's fun to stay at the Y.M.C.A.
It's fun to stay at the Y.M.C.A.'

One of the younger coaches was acting as DJ for the night and the music blasted into the hall through a borrowed PA system. All of the campers and most of their parents were on the dance floor doing all the cheesy moves that go with the song. Even Bob was dancing with Hunter. Hunter had never seen his dad act this way! He looked like he was having as much fun
as his friends were.

"Wow, dad!" Hunter shouted as they danced. "How do you know this dance?"

Bob laughed. "Sweetheart, this song is older than I am. I've heard it at every party I've ever been to."

"Really?" Since Hunter had first encountered the song at the bat mitzvah party, he thought it was a fairly new song.

Bob stopped dancing and put his hands on his hips. "Yeah... really! I know that you think that your mother and I used to put on our powdered wigs and danced the minuet while a string quartet played, but that's not true. We grew up to all the songs you've been listening to tonight." He went back to dancing, but the song ended and the sax solo that begins Wham!'s 'Careless Whisper' began.

"Now, see - this is the 'guilty feet' song," he said to his son.

"Guilty feet?"

"Listen and learn, my dear," Bob smiled. "May I have this dance?" he bowed low in imitation of a courtly dancer in a movie.

"Ok," Hunter shrugged.

Bob took his pretty son into a dance position and began to guide him. "You've done this before, haven't you?" he asked.

"Yeah... a little," Hunter said without wanting to discuss his dances with Brian.

Bob didn't care. He was enjoying dancing with the small girl in his arms. "No I'm never gonna dance again," Bob sang, a little out of tune. "Guilty
feet have got no rhythm.... See? Guilty feet!" he laughed.

Hunter smiled at his dad's joke, he was thinking, though, and this seemed like a moment that would never come again. He stopped dancing and took Bob's hand to guide him. "Dad. Come with me."

"What's the matter, baby?" Bob asked, drifting into nicknames he'd used when Mary Ellen was as small and as cute as Hunter.

Hunter heard what he said and knew he had to talk to his dad right then and there.

"It's... It's just..." he couldn't say what he wanted near so many people. "Please... just come with me." He turned and led a more confused, but cooperative Bob off the dance floor and back to their abandoned table.

When they reached the table, he asked Bob to sit. Even seated, Bob's head was higher than Hunter's.

"Dad..." the child said, looking petrified. "I... I... I need to say... something."

Bob nodded. "Ok, Hunter. What do you want to say?"

"Dad... I don't... I don't want..." he looked around. "See all these girls, dad? They're... well... I'm... one of them, now... and I don't want that to change."

Bob looked around. There was no question that all of these girls seemed to like each other and they all seemed to like Hunter. "So... are you saying you want to go to this camp again next year?"

"No... well... yes... I mean... yes, I do want to go to this camp again next year, but... dad... I didn't ask for breasts or to be small or any of this, but... now that this is how I am..." a tear ran from the corner of his eye. "Dad... I don't want to... I can't go back to..."

"Being a boy?" Bob asked, hoping that Hunter would calm down. Instead, Hunter's face dissolved into sadness and he buried it in his father's strong chest.

"I'm sorry, dad," he cried. "I'm so, so sorry."

Bob had dreaded this moment so much and for so long. The moment when his son might say what he most feared. That he would want to give up his birthright - his sex - being a boy, becoming a man. Every fiber of his being told him this was wrong - that is... until his child looked at him with a broken heart and told him, not in just words, but in every breath he took, as his sad eyes looked up into his own, that he could only live one way - as a female. Then Bob knew that none of it mattered. None of the foolish things he'd worried about, lashed out because of, and none of the sleepless nights mattered. What mattered was that Hunter was in pain and that he, Bob, had the power to ease that pain, just by holding his child and telling him - or her - what the hell difference did it make? - that he was loved, that he was normal and that everything would be ok.

"Sorry?" Bob held him tighter. "Hunter... there is no need for you to be sorry. Hey... come on... I understand. It's what your body is telling you. I understand. Don't worry, sweetheart. Please, baby, take a breath. Come on, honey. Daddy's here. Everything will be ok."

Not only did he understand, Bob was very relieved to hear Hunter say these things. It meant that he wouldn't have to have the conversation he was dreading. He knew that his son was gone. Now, he could concentrate on raising another daughter. Right now, though... he just needed to calm Hunter down.

"Hey... hey... come on, Hunny. Take a deep breath. Come on. A deep breath and try to relax a little. Everything is going to be fine. I promise. Everything is ok."

Hunter took a deep breath and then another and he began to gain control of himself.

"There you go," Bob smiled and kissed the child's forehead. "Feel better?"

Hunter nodded, his face wet with tears and blurred with running makeup.

"Short Stuff?" Sarah said, concerned, coming up beside her friend. "What's going on? Are you ok?"

Hunter nodded and a wet smile broke out on his face. "I'm ok, now. I just..." he sniffled. "I'm ok."

"Oh, my," Veronica said as she arrived. She squatted down and looked into Hunter's face. "Are you ok, sweetheart?"

He let out a big breath and nodded.

She leaned in and whispered, "Did you and your dad just have a talk?"

He nodded again.

"And was he upset?" she whispered again.

Hunter shook his head from side to side.

Veronica smiled sweetly, relieved. "Let's go to the ladies' room for a minute and get you cleaned up. Ok?"

Hunter took her hand and she led him to the 'family' restroom and she sat on the padded bench on the side. She smiled sweetly at Hunter, as he stood in front of her. "Are you and your dad ok?"

He nodded and smiled.

"So?" she asked gently as she used a makeup wipe from her purse to clear away some mascara that had run down Hunter's cheek. "What happens next? After this week, when we come to visit, will we be seeing Hunter the baseball player or Hunter the softball player?"

"Softball," he answered in a quiet voice.

She nodded. "That's kind of what I expected. And you made that decision all by yourself?"

He nodded as much as he could with Veronica holding his chin.

"I'm glad, Hunter. You've always been a good boy, but... I think you'll be a happier girl."

He smiled just a little bit.

Veronica did an admirable job of fixing his face and when they opened the door to leave the restroom, they found Sarah and Wanda waiting in the hall.

"Is everything ok?" Sarah asked, very concerned.

"I kept telling her you were fine," Wanda said. "I figured you and your dad just had, like, an emotional moment or something like that. Right?"

"She's fine," Veronica said, with a smile that told Wanda that she'd done the right thing.

"I'm ok," Hunter said. "Thanks for waiting for me."

Sarah shook her head and leaned in close to whisper into Hunter's ear. "Hormones, right? Man, periods are such a bitch sometimes."

Hunter couldn't help but let out a small laugh. "Definitely a hormone thing," he giggled.

They made their way back to the main room where Bob was waiting, looking a little concerned. "Are we ok?" he asked both Hunter and Veronica.

"She's wonderful," Veronica smiled.

Just then, through the speakers came the aggressive sounds of Rihanna's song 'S&M' causing all of the camp girls to let out a cheer and head to the dance floor.

"Come on, Short Stuff," Addy said, running up to where Hunter and the rest were gathered by the door. "Time to shake that booty of yours."

Just then, Ruthie appeared out of nowhere, too, and took Sarah and Wanda by the hands and pulled them towards the dance area. "Dad said that Short Stuff was crying. Is everything ok?" The older girl asked her younger sister and her friend.

"I guess," Sarah replied.

"Everything is good, now," Wanda said.
 

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"So... he just TOLD YOU he wanted to be a girl!?" Joyce asked after Bob had assured he that everything had gone well that evening.

"Well, you make it sound simpler that it was. Poor Hunter was really upset when he told me..."

Joyce held up her hand. "I think the days of us calling Hunter 'he' are over. I think, in order to make things easier for her, we just need to stop thinking of her that way."

Bob nodded, but he didn't look at all dejected as he had during every previous recent conversation about his child's sexual identity. "Agreed. So... She was very upset when she told me, but after a good cry and Ronnie's makeup repair session, everything was great."

"I'm so glad," Joyce smiled. For a moment, she thought about telling Bob about her conversation with Mary Ellen earlier, but there didn't seem to be any point in that, so she just gave him a hug.

"Oh... sorry," Mary Ellen said from the doorway. "Am I interrupting a romantic interlude?"

"Yeah, very funny," Bob chuckled. "What's up?"

"Well, Hunny's already asleep. She conked out on my bed while I was hanging up her dress. I'm not going to wake her, though. I'll just sleep on my side of my bed. Ok?"

"Ok," Joyce smiled. "Thank you for helping her get ready for bed."

Mary Ellen nodded. "So... she told me that she told you about her decision to continue to be a girl."

Bob nodded.

"And that's ok with you?" His stepdaughter asked, cautiously.

"It's fine with me," Bob smiled. "Look, I know I've been a bit of a jackass lately, but after seeing Hunter all dressed up and looking so pretty tonight... he... sorry... she really didn't need to tell me anything. I already knew that my son was gone and I had a new daughter. But when she actually told me... well... what could I do? I guess I love my kids more than I realized. I only hope that she's half as wonderful as my oldest daughter is."

A smile crossed Mary Ellen's face then. "Thanks, dad."

He opened one arm and pulled her in to join him and Joyce in a group hug. "I'm a pretty lucky guy."
 

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"It's so fucking green!" Izzy said as they entered the Triple A ball park where that day's games would take place.

"Hey! Language!" The Group D coach scolded, but even she felt that same sensation of awe whenever she entered a professional ballpark.

"Sorry, coach," Izzy said, embarrassed by the reprimand. "It's just... amazing. You know what I mean?"

"Of course I know what you mean, but we're here to show them our best selves. Not to be crass little brats. Right?"

"Right, coach."

All the girls looked very smart in their new, clean uniforms, each with their own team color. Standing there on that field, Hunter felt even more amazed by the hugeness of the place than he expected. He'd been there a dozen times or more to see the local 'AAA' team play, but he'd never stood on that field before.

"Alright, girls, listen up!" Coach Skylar said in her loud voice. "I've just spoken to the head coach from the other camp and I have the play order. It's Group B first, Group C second, Group A third and finally, Group D. We're following the same rules as always: Six innings per game. No ties - we'll add an inning or two in the case of a tie score at the end of normal play - everything else is as it always has been. Our dugout is on the third base line, so we're the visitors. Let's stow our gear and
get ready. Group B you're on the field for warmups. Everyone else, once your gear is stowed, you'll all be sitting in the first two rows behind the dugout. Now, let's go!"

The girls all followed instructions and within two minutes, and Group B was on the field warming up. They knew they only had twenty minutes before the other camp took over the field, so they made the most of their time.

When the other camp showed up, Hunter was surprised to see all of the girls wearing the same uniform. The tops and bottoms were the same color, all in a garish safety greenish-yellow tone that was nearly blinding in the bright summer sunshine. The name 'The Cougars' was written in a kind of futuristic script across their chests.

"Hey! Pitcher!" One of the other campers yelled at the Group B pitcher. "Is that all you've got. Did they really teach you to throw like a girl at that camp!? Come on, Barbie Doll - show us what you've got!"

"Ignore her, Mandy," the Group B coach said. "She's just trying to throw you off."

"Geez, our coaches would kill us if we yelled something like that," Sarah said to her friends in the stands.

"Yeah, but their coach is laughing," Wanda pointed out.

"They look really tough," one of the Group D girls said.

"Not as tough as we are," Hunter said, and she meant it.

The girls in the stands saw a very ticked off Coach Skylar headed across the field though. She spoke to the head coach of the other camp and pointed to the girl who'd mouthed off. After a moment or so, the other head coach just shrugged and looked away as if Coach Skylar wasn't there.

Coach Skylar turned and stormed back towards the third base line. The other camp's head coach said something to her campers that caused them all to laugh. That seemed to entitle the loud mouthed girl to get even louder.

"'The Bashers' huh?" she laughed, reading the Group B team name off of their orange jerseys. "More like the lame ass bitches if you ask me."

The other camp all laughed at that.

"TIME'S UP! EVERYONE OVER HERE!" the Group B coach yelled and the girls all cleared the field. "You ok, Mandy?" she asked the pitcher on the way past.

"I'm good, coach," Mandy nodded.

"So, what are you going to do when the game starts?"

"Play my own game, Coach. Do what my team and I practiced and throw my pitches."

The Coach smiled and winked at her. "That's my girl!"

When they opened the doors to the ball park, the seats filled up pretty quickly. It wasn't a sell out by a long shot, but Hunter was shocked that so many people were there.

And they were noisy.

Really noisy.

It was almost scary.

As the visitors, the Group B Bashers were batting first. They were a good team, but they had been beaten by Group A recently, so Hunter didn't quite know what to expect. It was a long at-bat, though. When The Bashers had scored three runs, the Cougars pulled their pitcher and replaced her with a girl with a wicked fastball. The thing was, though, that's about all she had - a fast ball. She struck out the first batter she faced, but the Group B coach told her girls what to look for and the rest of the the
inning turned into a fly-fest, with batter after batter hitting into the outfield.

When, at last, they'd managed to strike out a third batter, the Score was six to zero going into the bottom of the first inning.

The game, which should have lasted forty five minutes to an hour was called at an forty-eight minutes with the score of Bashers 12, Cougars 2.

"Why'd they call the game off?" Hunter asked.

"When one team gets a ten run lead they call the game to save the other team the embarrassment of losing by more than that."

You could see that the other camp's coaches were all as angry as hornets when then next group took the field. After a brief warm up for both sides, the game started. The Group C 'Crushers' looked very striking in their solid white uniforms with the bright orange lettering.

The first Crusher at the plate had to jump back and fell to the ground to avoid getting hit by the first fastball pitch that passed over the batters box, rather than the plate.

Coach Skylar called 'time' and went to the umpire to hold a conversation with both the ump and the coach from the other camp. It was a very heated discussion, and finally it ended with Coach Skylar storming back to the dugout, the umpire taking her place back behind home plate and the other team's head coach talking to her pitcher before leaving the field.

When the batter was in the batter's box again and the pitch was thrown, the batter from The Crushers once again found herself on the ground to avoid being hit by another fast ball thrown at her head.

"That's it!" The umpire shouted. "You're out of the game!" she pointed to the pitcher and then to the exit.

At that pronouncement, every greenish-yellow player started running onto the field, screaming and yelling about the unfairness of the umpire's decision.

"Clear the field!" Coach Skylar screamed in a voice louder than anyone thought possible and all of the Crushers on the field followed her instruction. Then Coach Skylar turned to the bench and the rest of the camp beyond and shouted, "If ONE OF YOU tries to engage in this kind of stupidity, I swear to God, I will make damned sure that you never play softball again! Am I making myself perfectly clear!?"

"Yes, Coach!" Every girl from her camp responded in a clear, unison bark.
 

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"What the hell is all of this?" Bob said to Joyce from the stands. "I thought this was just a nice, friendly game between two camps of girls who liked softball."

"It seems like a battle between a bunch of well trained athletes and an angry mob," Veronica said. "I don't know where this other camp is from, but those girls are vicious."

"And they're all bigger than Hunter," Mary Ellen muttered, concerned about her little sister. Some parents of girls in Hunter's camp were already headed to the field to grab their daughters and take them home. One girl, a Group D girl in a black shirt with the team name 'Dragon' written on it, was arguing with her father about leaving, but he won the argument and stormed off with the girl. "Mom, we should just get her and go before she gets hurt."

"That might be a good idea," Joyce nodded. "What do you think, Bob?"

He shook his head. "I don't know. I really don't. I mean - I don't want Hunter hurt, but I would really like to see her work with her team to teach those other girls a lesson in humility. I think we should hold off on pulling her. Let's see what happens next."

Bob hoped that he'd made the right decision.
 
 
To Be Continued...

The Girls of Summer - 9 Final

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Other Keywords: 

  • lingerie
  • Intersexed
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Hormones

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The Girls of Summer: 9 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

The game continues - as does Hunter's life.

I am so, so, so happy that Hunter touched so many hearts. Thank you all for reading
and for so many comments and emails. I really enjoyed these characters and I'm so
happy that you did, too. Please stay well! See you all next time!


 
Author's Note: If you enjoyed my story, please consider leaving me a review?
I do enjoy reading them!

ps: The usage of the word Hunny is slang for "Hunter" not honey. ~Clara.
 
This version of The Girls of Summer: 9 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 9
 

When the other team didn't clear the field quickly enough, the umpire disqualified them and was going to end the tournament right then and there, but after talking to the two head coaches, he awarded the Group C Crushers a win and agreed to allow the competitions between the youngest teams and then the one between the oldest teams to proceed.

You would have expected The Crushers to have been thrilled by their fairly effortless win, but the girls were horribly disappointed to have not gotten a chance to show the skills they'd learned at camp.

The Group A 'Aces' took the field to warm up in their purple tops and white pants. Even from his location at third base, Hunter could sense the anger coming from the other team's dugout, all the way across the field. They were all trying to stare down one player or another and several were staring right at Hunter.

The game began and The Cougar's pitcher threw pretty well for a thirteen year old, but the Aces had been well trained and hitter after hitter got a piece of something and when the score was Aces 3 and Cougars 0, the coach of The Cougars pulled the pitcher and replaced her with a much bigger girl.

"TIME!" the umpire called and signaled for the coaches to meet her on the mound.

Hunter, who was the next person to be in the on-deck-box, was out of the dugout warming up and was close enough to overhear what was being said.

"How old is this girl?" the Umpire asked.

"What difference does that make?" the head coach of the other camp asked. "They're all wearing the same uniform, aren't they? My girls are all one big team."

"How old are you?" the Ump demanded of the pitcher.

"I'm sixteen," the girl pitching admitted.

"Are you ok with this?" the umpire asked Coach Skylar.

"Am I ok with cheating? No," Skylar made clear, which prompted a groan from the other coach, "but my girls have worked their asses off to play a good game here today. If this girl promises to throw a good, safe game, then we're ok with her pitching. But if she bullies my girls like that last girl did, I won't be just calling the league supervisors to complain, I'll be calling the cops to have you arrested for endangering my players AND I'll be calling the local news outlets to let them know what kind of an operation you're running over there."

The other coach just rolled her eyes and shook her head.

The umpire spoke directly to the pitcher. "Since there's no sense in talking to your coach, I'm going to talk to you. If you're going to pitch to twelve and thirteen year olds, then you do so knowing that you're too strong to throw anything too fast or too close to them. Understood? One pitch near their heads or at their feet and you are gone and the rest of the games are done. This is all resting on you and how you behave. Do you understand me?"

The pitcher nodded.

"I need you to say it out loud," the Ump insisted.

"Yeah," the pitcher said.

The umpire let put a frustrated grunt. "I'm going to ask you one more time and I expect a polite, well spoken response or we are done for the day. Now... If you behave the way some of your teammates have behaved today, I will end this entire event. Do. You. Understand. What. I. Am. Saying?"

"Yes, ma'am," the pitcher said. "I understand what you are saying."

"Excellent. Then let's play ball."

As it turned out, the pitcher was actually quite good. She had a lot of tools in her tool box. She struck out the first batter she faced. The next batter got a piece of a pitch, but it popped up to the short stop and no one advanced.

So, as Hunter took the batter's box, there were two outs and the bases were loaded. Not a situation Hunter wanted to be in with so many people watching.

"Move in!" the couch from the other camp shouted. "Little batter! Everyone move in! Waaaaay in!"

All the outfield moved to just behind the infield and the infielders moved forward onto the grass.

"Time!" Coach Marie called and ran out to talk to Hunter.

"How are doing Short Stuff?" she asked with a knowing smirk.

Hunter shrugged. "Ok, I guess."

She winked at him. "That other coach... she's just a bully. She's calling in her girls to make you feel bad. Are you going to let her get to you?"

"No, coach."

"Atta girl," Coach Marie smiled. "Now... you just need to get on base, right? And remember what that clinician said about you having an advantage because your strike zone is so small, right? So - if she walks you, great. A runner comes home. If you have a chance to take a good swing, take it, but make sure it gets the ball into the outfield behind those girls. Got me?"

Hunter nodded.

"Alright, Short Stuff," she smiled. "You know what to do. Just do your job and we'll do fine."

"Ok, Coach," Hunter smiled.

Coach Marie patted her on the back. "That's my Short Stuff. Now - let's kick their asses."

Hunter smiled and stepped back into the batter's box.

The pitcher wound up and let go of a sinker that almost got past the catcher.

"Ball one," the umpire called.

The pitcher shook off a few signs from the catcher, then threw a fast ball that rocketed past Hunter and straight into the catcher's mitt.

"Strike one!"

Hunter got a piece of the third pitch, but it fouled off to the right.

"Strike two!"

The next pitch went wide.

"Ball two!"

To Hunter, felt like she had been in the batter's box for a year at this point.

Another pitch that she got a piece of, but another foul ball.

The umpire waved it foul, but said nothing.
 

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Bob let out an anxious breath. "Lord, I might have a heart attack pretty soon." He said, actually panting a bit.

"She's doing great, though," Mary Ellen said, equally stressed by the game.

"It's a big moment for her," Veronica pointed out. "She's either going to be very happy or very upset by whatever happens now."

Joyce never looked away from Hunter in the batter's box.

"Are you ok, mom?" Mary Ellen asked.

"Yeah," she said, still focused on the game. "I may throw up, but I'm ok."

"Alright, baby!" Bob shouted towards the field. "You're doing great! Come on, little girl! Show everyone what you're made of!"

Mary Ellen's head spun towards her stepfather, shocked at what he'd just said. Yelling out 'little girl' like that without a second thought! She noticed that Veronica was looking at him too. The two of them made eye contact and they smiled at each other.

Then something very unusual caught Mary Ellen's ear. The sound of a young man yelling, "Come on, Hunter! You've got this!" She turned and saw a fairly good looking, clean cut kid, about Hunter's age, across the aisle and back three rows. He was with a group that appeared to be his mother and father and a couple of brothers, all dressed in Red Sox jerseys. Mary Ellen thought that the boy may have been at the bat mitzvah party, but with a ball cap on, it was hard to be sure.
 

~^~

 

Another pitch went wide.

"Ball three!"

Two outs, a 3/2 count and bases loaded. A position that every athlete dreams of, but it was scaring the bejesus out of Hunter at that moment.

Another pitch, just on the outside of the plate and another foul ball.

The sweat was rolling down the sides of Hunter's face.

Another foul tip that rolled away.

"Relax and just do your job, Short Stuff," Coach Marie shouted.

"Haha," the catcher laughed, "Short Stuff. That's pretty funny."

Hunter got ready for the pitch.

"Because you're so short," the catcher said. "What are you, like, nine?"

Hunter buckled down and prepped for the pitch. This time, when the pitch came in, Hunter's swing was firm and level, but maybe just a fraction of a second earlier than he'd intended. So, instead of sending the ball towards second base and center field, it shot off into left field - high enough to clear the infield and the outfielders who were crowding the infield. The left fielder turned and ran towards the ball, which was far out in the field and rolling towards the left field wall.

Hunter took off for first base as the runner on third base headed home. When she rounded first, the left fielder hadn't reached the ball, yet, so off towards second base, Hunter headed.

The left fielder sent the ball home, but by the time the catcher got it, two runs had scored and another member of The Aces was on third base and Hunter was on second.
 

~^~

 

"YES!!!" Bob screamed. "That's my little girl!!!" he shouted. "You're amazing!"

Joyce was screaming, too - nothing very coherent, just screaming - but in a second, she and Bob were hugging and bouncing up and down with excitement.

Three rows back and across the aisle, that boy was jumping up and down with the same excitement! "Yeah!" the boy shouted. "That's the way to do it, Hunter!"

Mary Ellen watched each display with fascination. The world had changed so quickly!
 

~^~

 

Two batters later and Hunter crossed home base when Sarah hit a double into deep center field. He'd never been so relieved to step on home plate and jog back to his dugout.

"Hey, Short Stuff," Coach Marie said as she passed. "Nice work. You did you're job."

"Thanks, Coach," Hunter smiled.
 

~^~

 

"Unbelievable!" Bob shouted as Hunter crossed home plate. "This game is going to kill me! I swear to God, I'm not going to get through this game at this rate."

"You never acted like this when Hunny played baseball," Mary Ellen pointed out.

"Baseball was nothing like this!" Bob pointed out. "You're amazing, baby!" he yelled at the top of his lungs towards the field.
 

~^~

 

The rest of the game proved to be less dramatic, but still exciting. The final score was Aces 9 and Cougars 1. The two teams lined up in the traditional manner to congratulate each other, but this was done mostly for the benefit of the umpire. Each player said "Good game," to each player on the other team, but it was obvious that the girls in the Cougars uniforms didn't mean it.

Group A cleared the dugout bench to make room for Group D and headed for their seats in the stands, but Coach Skylar stopped Hunter on the way by. "Stay here," she said, so Hunter stayed with the coach.

As the Group D girls bounded down from the stands, Addy grabbed hold of Hunter's hand and said, "Follow me, Short Stuff."

She led Hunter through the dugout and into the clubhouse room beyond where she produced a black Jersey with the word 'Dragons' emblazoned across the chest, but the shirt was small enough to fit Hunter.

"What's this for?" Hunter said, a big smile on his face.

"You're our good luck charm, Short Stuff." She winked, playfully. "We want you on the bench with us."

Moments later, Addy and Hunter emerged from the restroom and stepped back into the dugout to a round of applause from the rest of The Dragons.

Coach Skylar smiled and patted Hunter's head. "The girls asked us to get you a Group D shirt. Are you ok, sitting with them for the game?"

"Are you kidding!? This is awesome!" Hunter bubbled.

Soon, the game started and, as with the previous matchups, the girls from Hunter's camp came out strong, scoring three runs in their first at bat.

The Dragons took the field and The Cougars were up at bat. Izzy took the mound and threw to the first batter, striking her out. The next batter hit a single and ran to first base, arriving safe at first.

The third batter arrived in the batter's box with an attitude. "You throw me that weak ass crap and I'll hit it right back at you," she boasted and pointed at Addy as if she was Babe Ruth pointing to where she'd planned to hit a home run.

Izzy smirked and wound up, firing in a curve ball that batters rarely hit, but this time... the batter did. She hit a line drive straight back at Izzy striking her square in the lower rib cage and knocking her off of her feet.

"STAY HERE!" Coach Skylar shouted to the team as she and all the other coaches ran to the mound.
 

~^~

 

"Oh, no," Joyce gasped as she watched the pitcher collapse. Then she saw a man running down the stadium stairs as quickly as he could, headed for the field. He must be the pitcher's father.

"Is she ok?" Mary Ellen asked no one in particular.

"God, I hope so," Bob said.

"I think she may be done for today, though," Veronica said.
 

~^~

 

"Are you ok, Izzy?" Coach Skylar asked.

"Hard... to... breathe..." Izzy said, holding onto her abdomen.

The camp nurse and a medic that worked at the park showed up simultaneously. Each went to work, cooperating with each other. They spoke quickly and asked Izzy lots of questions before they looked up at Coach Skylar and said, "I'm pretty sure she's broken a rib... maybe more than one. We need an ambulance to take her to the hospital."

"Isabell! Isabell! Izzy!" The man from the stands pushed past the coaches. "Honey... are you ok?"

Izzy was able to catch her breath by that time. "I'm ok, daddy," she gasped. "It just hurts... kinda a lot."

"She'll be ok," the camp nurse assured Izzy's father. "I'm pretty sure she's got at least one broken rib, but I don't think there was any other damage. If a rib is broken, then she'll have to wear a compression belt for a few weeks and she'll have a softball sized black and blue bruise for a few weeks as well, but she should be fine. I think an X-ray is in order just to be certain that she's ok."

"Ok," her father nodded. "She's broken a rib before, when she fell off of a horse. I'll take her to the hospital."

"Well, I'm afraid that we need her to go by ambulance," the park medic explained. "Insurance regulations... you understand."

He nodded. "Can I go with her?"

"Well, yes, but is there someone else here who can drive your car to the hospital? You'll need it later."

"Shoot... no. Umm... listen, Ummm... Izzy's cousin Becca is in Group D, too. Can she travel with Izzy in the ambulance?"

Becca was a utility infielder for Group D and usually sat on the bench waiting to be used.

"Yes, of course," Coach Skylar nodded and sent another coach to tell Becca to get ready to leave.

Very soon, the nurse and medic had Izzy standing and walking off the field to the cheers of campers and fans alike.

Each of her team mates, and Hunter, offered her a fist bump or gentle hug on the way past.

"Alright, girls," the Group D coach said, getting their attention. "Izzy's going to be fine. Betsy, you're pitching. Let's focus and finish this game the way we intended."

"Ummm, coach," Ruthie said, "Betsy's parents took her home back when it looked like a fight might break out."

"You're kidding?" the coach said. When Ruthie shrugged, the coach turned to Coach Skylar. "What do we do?"

"We use another pitcher. Let me talk to the ump."

It was obvious from her body language that the other team's coach wasn't happy about using a pitcher from another of the camp's team, but since they had already done the same thing, the ump allowed it.

"She said she'd allow it this one time," Coach Skylar explained to the Group D coach. "From here on out, though, the only players allowed to replace the players on the field are those in the correct uniform and already on the bench. No exceptions for either side. I think the ump is just fed up and ready to call it a day."

"Understandable," The Group D coach nodded. "So... who do I use as my pitcher?"

Coach Skylar thought for a moment, then yelled up into the stands, "Wanda! Come on down."

The rest of the campers in the stands whooped and cheered as Wanda climbed back down to the field.

"Think you're up to another few innings?" Coach Skylar asked.

"You bet I am, Coach!" Wanda said, thrilled to be in a Group D game. She looked at Hunter who offered a big thumbs up.

"Alright..." Coach Skylar smiled. "Let's get back to work."

The Dragons retook the field with a new pitcher who was wearing a purple jersey with the word 'Aces' written on her chest.

"Oh lord," Veronica said, staring at the field in amazement. "Move over, Bob. I think I'm going to have a heart attack, too."
 

~^~

 

The batter who'd sent the line drive into Izzy's ribs had been held at second base by the umpire. She was angry that she'd not been allowed to round the bases, but the umpire had been firm in his decision that he'd stopped play when the pitcher had been hurt, so the runner had to stay on second base.

Wanda took a deep breath and threw her first pitch. The batter swung and missed and Wanda knew that she could handle this. So what if the girls were older than her. She could do this.

She struck out the first batter, but the next one managed to hit a slow ground ball towards first base. The first base player ran in and grabbed the ball and was able to tag out the runner on her way to first. Then she spun around and, seeing the Cougar base runner sprinting towards third, fired the ball across the diamond. In a perfect, fluid motion, the Dragon defending third base snatched the speeding ball from the air and brought her glove forward to apply the tag and complete the inning-ending double-play. Rather than attempting to dodge or slide, the Cougar girl ran full force into the third base player, knocking her to the ground with a hard thud.

"Out!" the official at third base called, causing the base runner to shout and begin arguing, which brought the other camp's coaches running out to join in the argument.

Hunter got up and ran to the edge of the dugout.

"Hold up, Short Stuff!" Coach Skylar warned. "Let them play out their drama their way. We'll stay put."

"But coach!" Hunter pointed to the third base player. "She's not getting up!"

Coach Skylar stood, looked at her player sprawled out on the grass and muttered a curse as she ran full throttle across the field. "Everyone into the dugout!" she ordered in order to ensure that no fights broke out. All the Group D girls ran to their dugout, while Coach Skylar knelt beside the girl.

"Come on Brenda, come on!" she muttered as she tapped the girl's face.

Brenda's eyes opened and she looked a little dazed. "Is she out?" she asked.

"She is," Coach Skylar laughed. "How do you feel?"

"Ok, I guess," the girl said and she sat up. "A little dizzy, but I'm ok." She went to stand, but she realized that her right knee really hurt. "I must have twisted it, Coach. I'm sorry."

"Well, I think you're done for today." Coach Skylar helped the girl stand and the assistant coach led her back to the dugout.

The coach joined the conversation with the field official and the home plate umpire and discussed the situation. Eventually, Coach Skylar shook her head and she headed back to the dugout, but stopped and talked to the Group D coach on the way.

Finally, they reached the dugout and ordered everyone into a circle so she could talk to them.

"Alright, girls, here's where we stand. The umpire says that the obvious attack on one of our players was fair play. So, she is not going to call the game off."

"Good," most of the girls mumbled.

"Yeah, well, we're in a spot, then. When Izzy left, our utility infielder, Becca, left with her. Now, with Brenda out for the game and Becca, Izzy and Betsy all gone home or to the hospital, we are down to just eight players."

"Can't we grab someone from Group C?" Addy asked.

Coach Skylar shook her head. "The ump says that the only replacement we can make is to use a player that has been in uniform and on the bench for the entire game." Coach Skylar's eyes wandered to Hunter. It didn't take but a few seconds for every girl in the dugout to be looking at Hunter as well.

"Me?" Hunter said, surprised. "You want ME to play with Group D? In an actual game!?"

"It's that or forfeit," Coach Skylar said.

"Come on, Short Stuff," Ruthie said. "You know you wanna do it!"

"Hell, ya, I wanna do it!" Hunter said, jumping up, excited.

"Alright," Coach Skylar smiled at her littlest camper. "Now, the rest of you, listen to me. As far as you are concerned, Hunter is made of glass. Protect her. Make sure that those bullies don't get a shot at this little girl. Understood!?"

"Yes, Coach!" all the girls shouted.

"Ok. Let's get to work!"

The girls all ran back onto the field, with Hunter taking the third base position. That caused a lot of laughter to rise up from the Cougars' dugout. Even some rude remarks and pointing.

The umpire pulled off her mask and walked towards Hunter, motioning Coach Skylar out onto the field.
 

~^~

 

"Oh, my God," Joyce said. "Are they putting Hunter into a game with the older girls?"

"Looks that way," Mary Ellen said.

"Why would they do that?" Joyce sounded somewhat panicked.

"I think they're running out of players," Bob said.

"Why don't they just call the game off?" Joyce asked, looking around for support. "I mean, those other girls have been have been hurting our girls all day."

"Hey," a parent in front of them turned and looked angry, "it's a tough game! If your little princesses can't stand the heat, then they need to get the fuck out of the kitchen."

"Who do you think you're talking to?" Joyce said with an angry look.

"Ok. Everyone calm down," Bob said. "It's just a game for the girls."

"Yeah, well the next time you blame my kid for your kid not being able to play like a grownup..." the woman in front of Joyce wouldn't back down.

Bob held up his hands. "Alright. Let's just watch the game."

The woman scowled at them and turned around.

"Hey look!" The sound of a young man caught Mary Ellen's attention. Probably because it came from the same area from which the younger boy's voice had come before. "Brian's girlfriend is on the field with Ruthie's team!"

Mary Ellen turned and looked at the group. The oldest boy, who was probably her age, had made the remark. The second oldest boy gave the youngest a rough pat on his head, pushing the youngest boy's Red Sox cap down onto his eyes. "Brian's girlfriend is a star!" the middle boy said.

"She is," the one named Brian said with a huge smile. "You guys are just jealous."

'Brian's girlfriend?' Was that a real possibility? No. Hunter had either been at camp or with her or one of their parents every minute of every day for the last month. Except for at that dance... hmmm. How many dances had they had together? This was interesting.
 

~^~

 

"She has been in a team uniform and sitting on our bench for the entire game," Coach Skylar insisted to the umpire. "You have let the girls on that team run roughshod all over this field all day while my girls have behaved themselves and never once engaged in a conflict with them. And now, two of my girls have been hurt. You can't just hand them a win for being bullies."

The umpire, frankly, agreed with the coach, but that little girl on third base was so much smaller than the rest of the girls on the field. To be honest, she had thought the same thing when the little girl had been playing with the girls her own age. Now, the comparison in size between the third base player and the rest of the girls was almost comical. She had performed well with her team though...

"Alright... I'll allow her to play, BUT if she gets hurt, that's all on you. Agreed?"

"Absolutely!" Coach Skylar agreed. Then she said a silent prayer that nothing happened to the little one they called Short Stuff.

"Play ball!" the umpire called as she took her place behind home plate.

Wanda sent a tough-to-hit sinking pitch across the plate, but the batter got some metal onto it and sent what would have been a knee high line drive into the area between the short stop and third base. Lucy hurried to her right with no chance of getting her glove in front of the ball, but she pulled up to a quick stop when she heard the thwack of the ball slamming into Hunter's glove.

"Out!" called the umpire and that retired the other side.

"Look at you!" Lucy smiled and laughed. "Holy sh... sorry... Holy crap, Short Stuff! Look what you did!" She picked up Hunter and carried her back to the dugout, causing Hunter to laugh hysterically.

All the girls high-fived and fist bumped Hunter and Wanda.

They were able to keep The Cougars scoreless for all six innings, but The Dragons only managed to score one more run, so the game ended with a score of Dragons 4 and Cougars 0. Hunter managed to get on base with an unintentional walk in the fifth inning, but never crossed home plate in that game.

And he couldn't have cared less.

Hunter was just thrilled to have had the chance to play with all the powerful, beautiful girls in Group D.

As the game ended, the girls all gathered on the field outside of the dugout to say their goodbyes. Hunter and Wanda and Sarah had a tearful three-way hug that lasted for two solid minutes. They all promised to keep up their online meetings during the school year and they'd all come back to camp the next year.

After getting hugs from dozens of girls, Hunter turned to grab her backpack, but between her and the bag was the smiling face of Brian from the bar mitzvah party.

"Brian!?" Hunter was surprised. "Why are you here?"

"To watch you guys play!" the boy said. "We had tickets before because of Sarah and Ruthie, but... WOW, HUNTER! YOU'RE AMAZING!"

Hunter laughed, dimples appearing on those smooth cheeks. "No. I'm not even that good compared to most of the girls."

"Yeah, sure," Brian smiled, and then, almost as if he couldn't stand to wait a moment longer, he leaned forward and hugged Hunter.
"Congratulations! What a great game! Well, all the games were great! What a great day!"

"Thanks," Hunter laughed.

He released Hunter as they heard his mother calling him. He smiled and shook his head. "I gotta go. Ummm... I know you don't have a phone, but... can I... ummm... email you or... something?"

Hunter smiled a big, very pretty smile. She bit her bottom lip and her eyes sparkled, playfully. "I guess... sure."

Brian nodded. "Cool. Cool."

"Brian! Let's go!" his dad called.

"Oops! Gotta run. Bye!"

"Bye," Hunter answered and watched Brian disappear into the stands.

"Well, well, well," Mary Ellen said, putting her arm around Hunter's shoulders. "Aren't you a quick worker?"

Hunter blushed, but the smile never diminished. "Hi! Ummm... Mom and dad didn't see that, did they?"

Mary Ellen laughed. "No. I don't think so. They're talking to your coaches. He's cute, though."

Hunter bit her lip, again. "I guess."

"You guess!?" Mary Ellen laughed as she leaned down and tickled her little sister.

"Ok! Stop!" Hunter laughed. "Yeah... he's cute. Ok? He's very cute."

"That's better." Mary Ellen laughed some more.

"There's our major leaguer!" Bob said, rushing over and picking Hunter up off of her feet and hugging her hard. "Oh, my God! You scared the liver and lights out of me, Hunter! I swear, I must have had four heart attacks in the last three and a half hours! Just ask your mother."

"It's true," Joyce said, patting Hunter's shoulder while Bob still held her. "Hunny... you were so great on that field today."

"Thanks, mom. I learned a lot at camp."

"It showed," Bob said. "We just had a long talk with Skylar. She says that you are definitely the most improved camper this year and she can't wait for you to come back next year."

"I can't wait until next year, either," Hunter smiled. "This was the best camp I've ever been to."

Joyce moved a bit so she could look into Hunter's eyes. "So... you really want to come back next year? Even if that means being a girl... full time?"

Hunter nodded. "Mom... I already told dad... I don't think I'm really a boy. I think I'm really a girl and... that's how I want to live."

Joyce kissed his cheek. "I think that's a good choice, Hunny. I really do."

"Who's up for ice cream!?" Bob said.

"I am!" Hunter shouted and squirmed out of Bob's arms and back onto the field.

"Alright, then... where are we going?"

"Jensen's Farm!" Hunter said, as if there was no other place else to get an ice cream cone. "Can Wanda and her mom come, too?"

"We can invite them," Bob said, taking Hunter's hand. They headed up the stairs into the stands.

"So?" Mary Ellen said to her mother. "I have a little sister forever, then?"

"Looks that way," Joyce smiled. "That seems to be the healthiest way to go. Of course, there will be some changes. I don't know if going to the local public middle school is a good idea. We'll have to find someplace comparable with Hunter's new life. She's going to need your help, too, but... you've already been a lot of help."

Mary Ellen shrugged. "It's fun, mom. I love having a little sister. She could use a little guidance when it comes to boys, too."

"Boys!?" Joyce said surprised. "You don't think that Hunter's just going to suddenly like boys, do you?"

Mary Ellen smiled knowingly. "I think Hunter's going to enjoy her new life, mom."
 

~^~

 

It was the first day of softball camp. The morning had been shockingly strenuous for the Group A girl and she was hoping to find a place to sit on her own and take a break while she ate lunch. She stepped into the regional high school's cafeteria and looked for a secluded place to catch her breath and eat. All these girls, even a lot of the girls in Group A, seemed so much bigger and more experienced than her. It wasn't what she expected and it kind of scared her a little.

'Hi," an older girl said, appearing out of nowhere. She wasn't all that tall, may just an inch or two taller than the Group A girl's five foot height, but she looked a lot more mature. She was very pretty, with long, rusty red hair and breasts that were larger than a lot of the other girls. Not too big, but bigger than most. "Come on and eat with me," the older girl said, then guided the younger girl to a table and helped her get organized.

"So, what's your name?" the older girl asked.

"Kayla," the younger replied.

"Hi, Kayla," the older girl smiled very warmly. "My name is Hunter. How is your first day going?"

"Ok," Kayla shrugged. "It's a lot harder than I thought it'd be."

Hunter smiled. "I know, but believe me... it's all worth it."

"Hey, Short Stuff!" another beautiful, older girl said. At first, Kayla thought this new girl was teasing her, until the girl named Hunter responded.

"Hey, Sarah! Whose your friend?"

"This is Melody," Sarah smiled. "Mel, this is my friend, Short Stuff. She's one of our best players. This is her first year in Group D, just like me, but it's her seventh year at camp. Also, the same as me. She's one of my best friends."

"Hi," Melody smiled, nervously.

"Hi, Melody," Hunter smiled. "This is my friend, Kayla. Kayla, this is Melody."

The girls nodded. They'd seen each other that morning on the field, but hadn't talked to each other.

"Oh, and here's the third Musketeer," Sarah laughed. "Wanda! Over here!"

Wanda looked amazing in a form fitting, Lycra sports top and yoga pants.

"Hey, guys! This is my new friend Bri," Wanda smiled. "Bri, these are my best friends in the world, Sarah and Hunter - but you can call Hunter 'Short Stuff.' We all do."

"Hey, Bri," Hunter smiled and took the girl's tray, putting it on the table for her so that she could pull a chair out. "These are our friends Kayla and Melody. So, let's talk about what camp is going to be like."

When lunch ended, the three Group A girls went away happier than they'd been at the start of lunch. The three Group D girls smiled as they watched them leave.

"Man, I love being one of the 'big girls!'" Hunter said.

"You'll never be a 'big girl,'" Wanda laughed as she put her arm around her much smaller friend's shoulders.

"Seriously!?" Hunter said, wide-eyed with mock insult. "Short jokes!? Still!?"

"It never gets old," Wanda laughed.

"I think they'll enjoy camp. Don't you?" Sarah said. "It's so overwhelming on the first day, but it's better with friends."

"Maybe they'll be best friends for the rest of their lives... just like us," Hunter smiled.

"Yeah... until boys get in the way," Wanda teased.

"Hey... are you talking about Brian!?" Hunter asked. "Because Brian's been around almost since I met you guys."

"Well," Wanda laughed, "Brian's with you, Benji is with Sarah and I've got Chris. Don't get me wrong, I love the boys, but... I miss being with you guys all the time. This is my last year at camp. How am I going to get along without you two when I go to college in the fall?"

"We'll just have to get together on Zoom every night like we used to," Hunter shrugged.

"Geez... think about it..." Sarah shook her head. "Just a few years ago we all met up in camp, just like those three. Think about how much we've been through since then! So many good parties!"

Wanda nodded. "Ruthie's wedding."

"Mae's graduation," Hunter smiled.

"Our combined Sweet Sixteen party," Sarah said to Hunter.

'My high school graduation party just a few week ago," Wanda said.

"Hunter's SRS surgery last August," Sarah said, with a giggle.

"Hey!" Hunter said, looking around to be sure no one had heard. Then she smiled and giggled. "That was no party for me!"

Sarah laughed. "I still can't believe you didn't tell me about your wiener for almost a year."

"It was just a birth defect," Hunter smiled. "Let's never talk about it again."

"What the hell is going on in here!?" Coach Skylar said, her hands on her hips. "I have four teams on the fields and here are my three most experienced players standing around chit-chatting."

"Sorry, coach," all three said in unison as they gathered the table rubbish and hurried to throw it away.

As they passed the coach, headed for the door, Coach Skylar said, "Short Stuff. Stay back."

Hunter stopped and turned around to face the head coach.

"How are we doing, Short Stuff?" Coach Skylar asked.

Hunter smiled, touched by the coach's concern. "I'm good, Coach. Really good."

"All healed?"

"All healed."

"Big change?"

Hunter shrugged. "Not really."

The Coach smiled. "Are you happier now?"

Hunter took a deep breath and thought for a moment. "I'm... complete, now, Coach. I'm who I'm supposed to be."

"Come here," the stern coach said, and when Hunter came close, she hugged her tightly. "You know," she said, "no other camper has ever worried me more or made me more proud to have known her than you, Hunter. You were the bravest little boy I'd ever met and you are the most amazing young woman I have ever known. I expect you to be a leader for these girls, now."

"I'll do my best, Coach," Hunter smiled.

"Ok," the coach smiled, feeling happy that she'd said what she'd wanted to say, but also a bit awkward about having just showed so much emotion. "Go join the other musketeers and help whip this year's Group D into a team for me."

"Yes, Coach," she smiled and started to go, but she stopped at the door. "Coach?"

"Yes, Short Stuff?"

"Thanks... I mean... thanks for everything. I mean... My whole life would be different if it weren't for you."

The Coach smiled. "I'm sure that's not true."

"No... it is. Everything... all my friends... my school... having the courage to be who I truly am... that's all because of you. Without you and this camp... I'd still be... well... who knows who or what I'd be? Thank- you coach. I just want you to know how much I love this camp and... you. Thank you."

Coach Skylar stood with watery eyes and looked at her star third base player. "I love you, too, Hunter. You're a hell of girl."

 
THE END
 

For now

The Good Son - 1

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The Good Son: 1

by Clara
Copyright© 2021,2022,2025 Clara Schumann

 

Sometimes you're living a lie and you don't know it.
As Jack tells his story, you'll see what I mean.


 
Author's Note: I love to read comments, pro and con, but I'd also just love for you to check in and let me know that you're doing ok. ~Clara.
 
This version of The Good Son: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 1
 

I think this is really a story about my family. How we learned what we really are as a group and how we learned who we really are individually. Sooooo.... I guess the best place to start would be back about seven or eight months ago....
 

 

"Wicked lanky." That's what my Aunt Mary called my general build as she took my measurements and then slapped my reared harder than was necessary.

"Ouch!" I let out involuntarily.

"Well, for crying out loud, Jackie, if you had any meat on you at all, you wouldn't have felt that."

That was pretty much the level of sympathy you could expect in our household. Don't get me wrong, everyone mostly loved each other, we just show it differently than most families. My mom and her two sisters grew up in Boston's Southie neighborhood and, even though they had made the great migration west to central Massachusetts when my cousins and my twin sister or I were babies, they had kept that harsh attitude. They could be really funny, but their displays of affection typically involved playful insults and slaps like the one I'd just received.

The truth was, though, I really was 'wicked lanky.' Five foot six and a hundred and eleven pounds. My twin sister, who was nearly an inch taller than me and outweighed me by twelve pounds, came to my defense. "Leave him alone, auntie. If I had his figure I could have gotten a ballet scholarship."

Julia, my twin, and my only sibling, was a very gifted dancer and violinist. She had always thought that when the time came for college, she'd have a ballet scholarship in the bag, but then the boob fairy showed up and interfered with that plan. In fact, the boob fairy was a little late showing up for Julia. She was a ballet star as age sixteen approached and as age seventeen approached, she was bouncing way too much to be the focus of a dance. It broke her heart, but she shifted that passion she'd had for ballet to jazz dance and violin.

"You always had a meat on your bottom, Jules," my aunt laughed. "I think I may have broken a finger on his bony butt." She crackled as she walked away.

I shook my head as I joined my sister at the kitchen table to do home work. "Did you do the paper for Olsen's Bio class, yet?" I asked.

"Yeah," Julia answered without looking up. "It's in my Google Drive. Can you proof it when you get a chance?"

I nodded. "Sure, if you'll proof mine."

"Yep," she agreed, again with no eye contact.

Julia and I were both pretty driven students. To our mother, an 'A' was the only acceptable grade you could receive. Although we hadn't officially declared our majors yet, Julia planned on a major in Secondary Education/History and I planned on Secondary
Education/English.

We both kept typing away on our laptops without saying much for a good long while. Occasionally, a question would be asked. For instance Julia asked - "What's a good word to use instead of 'took over?'" "'Usurped,'" I'd answer without much interaction. I'd ask something similar and on we'd go.

This was a pretty typical Sunday afternoon at our house.

"Oh look, it's 'The Nerdiest College Freshmen Twins,'" my oldest cousin, Ronny, said as he burst into the kitchen in the mid afternoon. "Hey, Jack, your roses are drooping out there."

Ronny had grown up here, but had moved out nearly five years ago. At least he claimed to have moved out, but he still had a room here and showed up often enough to eat our food or drop off his laundry or borrow money from his mother, our Aunt Ann.

"You'd better get your floppy straw hat on and get out there before the poor thing perishes," he continued.

See, Ronny was an asshole, plain and simple. Always had been, always would be. He had barely finished high school and now worked for a friend's landscaping company. From what I could tell, he mostly drove the truck and acted superior to everyone, then drank himself into oblivion every night. The one thing that Ronny really hated more than anything else in the world though, was anyone who was smarter than he was, so - Ronny hated pretty much everyone.

"Your mom's at work Ronny," Julia said without emotion, "and we're busy. What do you want?"

He sat down next to me and put his arm around me. I could smell the beer and knew he'd been prepping for the late afternoon baseball playoff games that were starting at four. I glanced at Julia and sighed.

"Do I need a reason to stop by and see my favorite cousins?" He shook my shoulders, causing me to stop typing. "I mean, Jackie and me, we're like brothers, right, Jackie? I taught you how to ride a bike and how to throw a baseball and..."

"I only have about forty bucks, Ronny," I said, knowing that that was his ultimate goal, since his mother was not at home, "and Julia doesn't get paid until next week, so she's broke."

'Hey, thanks, Jackie. Forty would be great. I'll pay you back on Thursday." He shook me again as I pulled my wallet out of my back pocket and pulled two twenty dollar bills out, displaying its empty contents to Ronny so he could see that I'd given him all I had. He rubbed my head, messing up my all ready unkept, too long, brown hair and stood up. "You're ok, Jackie. Thanks, kid. Oh, and, hey, umm... don't ummm..."

"I won't mention it to Aunt Ann," I said with a wave of my hand. "Go and have a good time, Ronny. I have to finish this, ok?"

"Yeah, thanks, again, kid," he beamed. Then he turned to Julia. "Got a kiss for cousin Ronny?" He asked, his arms spread wide.

"No," was Julia's dispassionate reply, her eyes remaining on her computer screen, her fingers resolutely typing away.

"Ok." Ronny shrugged and walked out the door.

It was quiet for a minute until Julia said. "You shouldn't have given him any money."

"He wasn't going to leave until he got some, and this kept him from looking in unguarded pocketbooks."

She continued typing "You're nineteen years old. He'll be thirty in a couple of months. He's an irresponsible pain in the ass. Don't give him any more money."

"Again - he wasn't going to leave without something. At least I kept him from stealing it. I can get more from an ATM later if I need it."

"Chelsea and Avery and I have all washed our hands of him, Jack. You need to as well."

Chelsea and Avery are also our cousins, our Aunt Mary's daughters. They also live here. It's a crowded little house.

"It's easier for you. He's the only other guy in the family."

"So what? He didn't teach you to ride a bike! Avery did." She kept typing. "He didn't teach you to throw a baseball! Avery did. She's the only one who ever had any athletic ability in this house."

"He's family."

"He's an asshole."

"He's still family."

"He's still an asshole."

"And he's still family."

"And he's still a fucking asshole - OH GODDAMNIT, JACKIE!"

"What did I do?" I asked. She seemed really ticked.

"Arrrrr... I'm typing up this report on Trotsky and I just typed, 'On January 9, 1937, Trotsky arrived in Mexico and he's still a fucking asshole.' I don't think Professor Grant is going to accept that."

"Maybe if you were to qualify the statement and wrote, "and had he not assassinated in 1940, he'd still be a fucking asshole,' she'd accept it." I joked.

She just shook her head. "My point is - Ronny doesn't deserve your help, he doesn't appreciate your help and he just abuses your help, so don't give him your help. Ok?"

I shrugged. "I feel bad for him." I thought for a second. "And did you notice that he looked a little different. I'm worried about him."

She nodded. "I feel bad for him too, but I feel like giving him money to get drunk isn't going to help him. Something is wrong with him, Jack, and he needs to get some help. We can't do it for him."

"Can't help who?" My cousin Avery asked as she entered the kitchen with her older sister, Chelsea.

"Let me guess - Ronald," Chelsea said, shaking her head. "You guys didn't give him money, did you?"

"I gave him forty bucks, but come on... The Red Sox are in the playoffs. He was going to go to Monaghan's with his friends no matter what. We all know that. I just kept him out of Aunt Ann's dresser where she keeps her extra money."

"Probably kept him out of our dressers, too," Avery said.

The two of them sat down. "When is he finally moving all of his junk out of this house?" Chelsea asked.

"Probably never," Julia chuckled. "There was a time that I thought that Jack and I would stop sharing a room before we were in college. But... tada. Here we are in college, we can't afford to even live on campus and we're still sharing the same bedroom. Ahhh... the memories we'll share with our kids of our wild teen years!"

Chelsea laughed. "We're no better. I'm a senior and Avery's a junior and we're still living at home."

"Of course, if Jack moved out the gardens would all die," Avery said nudging me.

I stopped typing looked up. "That's the second attack on my gardens in a half hour. What's the big deal?"

So, let me explain. We've lived in this house a long time. Since I can remember, actually. There were these big old rose bushes in the side yard that were just big prick bushes as far as we were concerned until I was watching a TV show a few years ago and I realized that they were these heritage rose bushes. I did some research and found out how to cut them back correctly, feed them and prune them until they were healthy and productive again. Now, they're beautiful and I'm proud of them, but the reason I was getting teased about them is because a couple of months ago I was working on them and a lady was walking by and stopped to talk to me. She was a member of this local rose society - I had no idea such a thing even existed. So, I was out there in this big old shirt button down shirt to keep the pricks away and a floppy straw hat, both of which I bought at a yard sale, and the lady took pictures of the roses and me and wrote up my story and a few weeks later I found out I won a prize for saving the heritage rose bush and I got a check for a hundred dollars and my picture and a little story in the local paper.

There was a catch to the story, though.

The story said my name was 'Jakkie' and used female pronouns throughout.

I didn't care. I laughed as hard as everyone else.

My family had a field day with that, of course. Their Southie sarcasm kicked into high gear and the teasing was nonstop for weeks, but as scathing as their attacks were, it was all good natured - excepted for Ronny's attacks. Ronny was just plain mean about it and he continued to be mean about it. It was hurtful, but... that was Ronny.

"I'm just teasing," Avery laughed.

"Ok, serious topic," Chelsea said, causing Julia to actually stop typing, "are you guys going to the costume party at the student center next weekend?"

"Yeah, of course," I said.

"It's our first college party," Julia pointed out.

"Great!" Chelsea smiled. "This isn't some high school shindig, though. You've got good costumes, right?"

"I have a great Wonder Woman costume on order," Julia smiled. She called up her order on her computer and showed it to our cousins.

"Oh, that's great," Avery bubbled. "You'll look sexy as hell in that!"

"How about you, Jack?" Chelsea asked.

I just smiled and said, "Same thing I do every year."

"No," Chelsea laughed. "You're not really going to wear Julia's costume from last year, are you?"

"It's a tradition," I smiled.

"Your mom just checked his waistline in my old costume and she's taking it in so it fits better," Julia smiled.

Avery was thinking. "Last year... let's see... you were..."

"Oh, my God!" Chelsea shouted. "You were The Black Swan last year!"

Julia smiled and nodded.

"So, you're wearing the whole elaborate tutu with the feathers and everything?" Avery was laughing out loud. I nodded. I truth was, for the last six years or so, I'd always worn Julia's costume from the previous year. It served a couple of purposes. I didn't have to shop for a costume - which I hated doing, and Julia would always spend way too much for her costumes, so this would help to justify that expense since the costumes got used for two years instead of one.

Another reason, and one I wasn't really willing to discuss, was that I truly enjoyed getting dressed up in the fancy dresses she bought. When I saw the Black Swan dress from last year, my heart leapt at the prospect of wearing it in just twelve months' time. Now, that time had come.

"Oh, you're going to attract a lot of attention in that costume!" Chelsea laughed and clapped her hands. "You'll be the talk of the campus the morning after the party!"

"That is my goal," I laughed.

I glanced at the clock and saw that it was getting late. On Sundays, my mother and Aunt Ann worked. Aunt Mary didn't cook - well, sometimes she did, but we didn't want her to. So, on Sundays we always did take out and one of us 'kids' always sprang for dinner.

"Hey, it's nearly four thirty," I pointed out. "Who's in charge of dinner tonight?"

"You are," my sister and cousins all said in unison.

"Are you sure," I asked, a bit incredulous. "I think I paid two weeks ago."

"That was four weeks ago," Julia pointed out. "Last week Avery got Thai, two weeks ago Chelsea got Korean barbecue, three weeks ago I got Pho and a month ago you got pizza."

"Ok," I surrendered and stood. "I'll go to The Jade and get a couple of pu pu platters, ok?"

Everyone nodded.

I called in the order and went out to the garage and got my bike. We had a car that we share between the four of us, but gas prices being what they were, we used our bikes as much as possible and The Jade was only about eight blocks away.

When I got to The Jade, the place was mobbed with Red Sox fans getting dinner for their home parties. When I got to the counter, my order was ready. I paid with my debit card and I was nearly out the door when a guy I recognized, but didn't really know stopped me.

"Hey, umm, you're Ronny's brother, right?" The guy said.

"Cousin," I corrected him. "We lived together, though. Sorry, I can't remember your name."

"Oh, yeah, I'm Bill. Ronny worked for my landscaping company."

I shook his hand.

"Worked?" I asked. "Did Ronny get fired?"

Bill shook his head. "No. He just stopped coming to work about ten days ago. He's not answering my calls and I have no idea if he's even alive or dead."

That really surprised me. I thought that Ronny liked his job, but even if he didn't, Bill was pretty much his oldest friend.

"Well, I can assure you he's alive," I said. "I loaned him forty dollars about three hours ago."

"No kidding?" He seemed to think for a minute. "Look... Jack, right? If you see him again, tell him to give me a call. I'm concerned. Not just about his job, you know? He did this once before and he ended up in the hospital."

"What?" This was news to me. "Why was he in the hospital?"

Bill looked at me as if he was evaluating me. "You were probably too young for your family to tell you, but... Ronny tried to kill himself back then. I don't know what's up with him right now, but I want to help him if I can."

Honestly, I felt all the blood in my body drain out of me for a minute. "Shit," I muttered.

"Yeah," the guy frowned. "I'm sorry to lay that on you, but... just try to get him to call me, ok?"

I nodded. "Yeah. Ok. Thanks for telling me."

I walked back out to my bike and just stood there for a few moments. I couldn't get my head around this. Yeah, Ronny could be an asshole, but the last thing in the world that I wanted was for anything bad to happen to him - especially something self inflicted.

I felt sick to my stomach.

I rode home and put the food on the table to the approval of the girls, but I'd lost my appetite. I excused myself and said that I just needed to get some air, so I was going to take a bike ride. The girls were suspicious, but they just told me to be careful.

I couldn't get this Ronny thing out of my head. I tried to call him, but his phone number was no longer in service. So, I rode over to the house where he rented a small apartment. He wasn't there, but his mailbox was overflowing and there was a notice from his landlord to call her ASAP, so I figured that couldn't be very good.

Like I said before, I figured he'd be at Monaghan's to watch the game, so I rode over there. I couldn't go in, of course, because I was under age, but the guy at the door was pretty nice. I'm told him I was Ronny's cousin and I was just trying to get in touch with him. The guy said that he'd seen Ronny a few nights earlier at a bar a few blocks over called 'The Right Place.' He said it was a few blocks south, but he said I probably shouldn't go looking for Ronny there.

"Why not?" I asked.

The guy shrugged. "It's not the kind of place a guy wants to run into his cousins at. If you know what I mean."

I had no idea what he meant. I did know that he ended the sentence with a preposition, which bothered, me, but I knew better than to correct him, so rather than bring that up, I headed towards 'The Right Place.'

What struck me about 'The Right Place' was the fact that is was a nice looking place. Not a seedy, old bar like Monaghan's. Again, I couldn't go in, but I pulled my bike up against the appliance store across the street and leaned against the wall and watched the clientele come and go, knowing that my chances of actually catching a glimpse of Ronny were pretty slim. I did see an awful lot of Red Sox hats and jerseys and when the game got into full swing, the place got pretty loud. Eventually, Julia called me and told me to get home before it got too dark. She was right. I didn't have light on my bike and it wasn't safe to be out too late.

When I got home, Aunt Mary was waiting with the Black Swan costume.

"Come on, string bean," my aunt said, very pleasantly, "let's try on your tutu."

"Yay!" My sister and cousins clapped.

I stripped down to my tighty-whities right there in the kitchen - there was no need for modesty. Julia and I had shared a room our whole life and Avery and Chelsea, whose room shared a door with ours, had never bothered knocking, so I'd never had any privacy at all.

I stepped into the black tutu with the large, clear stones on the front and pulled the stretchy item into position on my shoulders.

"Oh, that fits much better, Auntie," Julia said, inspecting the waistline. "It was too baggy, before."

"Just a few darts here and there and we can alter anything made for you to fit his skinny butt." She teased."

"You'll need tights, toe shoes and a headdress," Chelsea said, also inspecting.

"Just tights," Julia corrected. "I have the headdress and toe shoes. I knew he'd want to wear it. Wonder Woman will be waiting on a hanger next year, too."

Just then, my mother and our Aunt Ann entered from their jobs. "Oh, look, Ann," my mother said, sounding exhausted. "My son is wearing his tutu. Every mother's dream."

She kissed Julia's cheek and they said their hellos. Then she kissed me. "Is this for Halloween or do we need to finally have that talk?"

I shrugged. "Would it bother you if we did need to have that talk?"

She laughed, assuming I was kidding, which I was. "If we do, at least pour me a glass of Jack Daniels first."

My Aunt Ann wasn't as amused, though. "I don't find any of this funny. Just look at this, Deidra!" Deidra is my mother. "Every year, your son parades around in a dress like some sort of a fairy. I think it's absolutely disgusting!"

"Oh, stop it, Auntie," Chelsea said with a bit of anger in her voice. "First off, it's just a bit of fun. Secondly, if Jacky is having fun and isn't hurting anyone, then who cares, and finally - it's absolutely none of your business."

Before Aunt Ann could respond to that, Aunt Mary jumped into the fray. "Alright, that's enough of that, young lady. You know better than to talk to your aunt in that manner. Apologize right now."

Chelsea scowled and thought for a moment, then said, "Aunt Ann, I apologize for speaking disrespectfully."

"Thank you," Aunt Ann said, looking a bit superior, which seemed to gall Chelsea.

"However," Chelsea continued, "and I say this with all the love and respect in the world, I feel that you spoke very disrespectfully to Jack, Auntie, and I was only reacting to that, and - again, with all the love and respect in the world - I feel as if you owe Jack an apology."

I saw my mother's eyes close as if bracing for an explosion and I heard Aunt Mary sigh in frustration as the temperature in the room rose significantly.

Feeling very exposed in what should have been a fun moment, I said, "Umm.... No... that's ok. I'm good."

Then, I heard Chelsea sigh - EXACTLY THE SAME WAY HER MOTHER HAD. It was uncanny.

Aunt Mary broke the tension by saying, "Isn't it remarkable how much Jack and Avery resemble each other. It's like they could be siblings."

"It's true," my mother smiled. "I've said it about Chelsea and Julia, too. They look so much like sisters, especially now that they've grown up and their styles have become so similar."

"I don't know if our styles have become similar out of tastes or out of necessity," Chelsea joked.

"Too true," Julia laughed. "We share all of our clothes, so we kind of HAVE to like the same things."

"Oh, poor you," I said, stepping out of my tutu and pulling my jeans back on. "Do you have any idea how many times I've been in a class and realized that the polo shirt that I'm wearing buttons on the wrong side? Or the sleeves are wicked short?"

Avery laughed. "Or that time last month when you were late for work and I stopped you because the white polo you were wearing had puffy sleeves. I should have let you wear that one! That would have been a fun one to explain to your friends at Stop and Shop."

I smirked and nodded. "See. You guys have it easy."

"Well, my Ronald never had any of those problems." My Aunt Ann said with pert irritation. "Ronald is a man and he acts like one." She turned and she walked out of the room.

I noticed my mother and Aunt Mary exchange glances and shake their heads, then I saw my sister and cousins do the same and I felt bad for Ronny. Yeah, there was no doubt that he was a jerk - even an asshole at times, but he was my cousin and I didn't want anything bad to happen to him. The problem was that I knew that if I told my mom or any of the girls, they'd say that I needed to keep my distance. That I was too young and Ronny needed to find his own way, and that might be true, but... I wasn't going to do that, so... I guess I wasn't going to discuss it with them.

Monday and Tuesday were taken up with school and work. I did try to touch base with Ronny's friends, but no one had heard from him. I dropped by his apartment both days, but no sign of him.

On Wednesday, I threw my bike onto the bike rack on the back of our shared car and told the girls I'd be riding home. I liked to go for bike rides every now and then, so they accepted that without explanation.

After my last class, rode over to Ronny's apartment and found that he had picked up his mail and his landlord said that he'd made a partial payment on his back rent - good news, right?

I rode to where his friend Bill parked all of his landscaping trucks and asked some of the guys if anyone had seen Ronny, but no one had.

It was still a little early for the bars, only five thirty, but I didn't know where else to look, so I headed over to Monaghan's.

The same guy was working the door and he seemed to remember me.

"Ronny's cousin, right?" He smiled and pointed at me.

"Right," I smiled back. "Have you seen him?"

"Nope? Hasn't been here at all," he smiled.

I nodded. "I looked at that other bar you suggested - The Right Place. No luck there, either."

The guy put his hand on my shoulder and looked me right in the eye. "What's your name, kid."

"Jack."

"Look, Jack. I know you're worried about Ron, and there may be good reason for it, but... sometimes people change and it happens pretty quickly, if you know what I mean."

I just stared at him. I had no idea what he meant.

"Ronny's going through some stuff right now, Jack. I think you need to just let him go through it."

I shook my head. "I don't think I can. I mean - I grew up across the hall from him. I'm supposed to be there for him, aren't I? If he's going through stuff, he needs family, doesn't he? I need to find him. If for no other reason than to make sure he's ok."

The big guy nodded. "Ok, Jack, but be ready to take a step back if you have to."

What the heck did that mean? "Yeah, ok. Thanks."

I took that as my cue to leave and I headed down to the canal district and the more posh area where The Right Place was located.

Again, I took up residence against the building across the street and I waited for awhile as the 'after office hours' crowd filed in. They didn't seem like Ronny's crew to me. The women, and there were a lot more women then men, were all very well dressed in office attire. The men all wore suits, or at least sports coats.

I was just about to leave, assuming that the information I'd been given was wrong, when a group of people came around the corner and someone in the group said something along the lines of, "Oh, shit," or something like that and the group all kind of circled around her to help out. I didn't pay a lot of attention, though. I went back to looking at the door to the bar across the street.

That is, until someone was suddenly standing in front of me, blocking my view of The Right Place.

"What are you doing here?" The stranger asked, angrily.

"What?" I was startled, but not overly intimidated. The stranger was a woman. She was bigger than me and probably a bit broader, but a woman, nonetheless.

"I asked you what you are doing here."

I looked around trying to figure out what gave this person her authority. "I... I'm waiting for somebody, if you must know. Why?"

"Well, she doesn't want to see you, so get on your bike and head on home."

Now, I was thoroughly confused. "Look, ma'am, I don't know you and I don't know what you think is going on, but the person I'm waiting for is not a 'she' and this is none of your business, so... if you don't mind..."

There was something very odd about this woman and suddenly I became very aware of what that was because she leaned in and spoke very menacingly and in a much lower and more manly voice. "Listen, kid, Ronny doesn't want to see you. Go home."

That got my attention and I stood up straighter. "Is Ronny with you? Is he ok?"

"Yeah. Ronny is with me. She's fine. Go home."

"She? What are you talking about? Where is he?"

I started to move towards the group of people from where this stranger had come, but the stranger suddenly slammed her arm straight out into the wall of the building behind my back. "Look, kid... I've asked you nicely to just go home. Now, go home."

I stopped and looked her in the face. "You haven't ASKED me anything and you haven't been NICE at all. You've been rude and ordered me to leave. Now, let me tell you why I'm here. Ronny is my cousin. We were raised in the same house - just like brothers." That actually felt a little weird to say, but it was kind of true. "Sunday afternoon, I loaned him money - then I found out he quit his job, hadn't paid his rent, none of his friends have seen him weeks and he has a history of depression and suicide attempts. So, I've spent the last few days riding my bike all over this damned city looking for my cousin to make sure he's alive, reasonably sober, has a place to live, has food and isn't going to kill himself. So, I'll say this as nicely as I can - I don't really give a shit what you want me to do. If Ronny is with you, I want to talk to him to make sure he's ok."

That seemed to make the stranger back off a little. She pulled her arm back and relaxed her stance. Then she nodded and her woman's voice returned. "Yeah... ok. Wait here a minute."

She returned to her group for a minute and talked to them for a pretty long time before walking back towards me with another woman with her. This woman was a little stockier, a bit more obviously a man in transition, but still a well dressed woman. As they got close, the stranger stopped and the stockier woman stepped closer and that's when I recognized her, but I knew enough not to react to how he looked other than to say, "Hi, Ron."

"Hi, Jack," he said, and it was obvious that he was very uncomfortable with the situation.

"You look really good," I said, not certain of the protocol.

"Yeah, yeah, fuck you," he said, shocking me. "Go ahead and laugh if you want."

"Why would I laugh. I mean it. You look good." He was wearing what I would call standard office attire for a woman. A kind of short sleeved, dark blue sheath dress that reached his knees with a necklace and sensible heels, a passable, bob-style wig and simple makeup. The simplicity of the look is what made it so that you probably wouldn't look twice at him and question whether or not he was a woman. He wasn't pretty, nor was he homely.

He shook his head. "So now what? Are you going to run home and tell everyone that cousin Ronny is a fairy? Tell my mom? Is that it, Jack?"

"Look, Ronny, I ran into Bill on Sunday and heard you quit your job. Then I heard you hadn't been to your apartment in weeks and I was worried. That's all. I just wanted to be sure you're ok. Are you?"

"I'm fine."

"Ok, then." I thought for a moment. "Do you have a place to stay?"

He nodded.

"Food?"

He nodded.

"You know... you CAN come home. Everyone will understand if you talk to them."

He guffawed. "Yeah. Sure they would. I can just hear them laughing when you tell them."

I shrugged. "I'm not telling them anything, Ronny. I'll help you tell them if you want to, though."

Another guffaw. "You're a real piece of work Jacky. You're in and out of dresses every Halloween and everyone thinks you're adorable. I'm not you, though, Jack. I'm not the cute, little baby of the family. I'm Ronny. The asshole of the family."

I didn't say anything for a moment.

"Do you have a job?" I asked.

"I do. I just started this week, and thanks for not arguing about me being an asshole."

I ignored that. "What about your phone? What if your mom wants to reach you?"

He shrugged. "Yeah. I don't know when I'll be able to get that reconnected. I owe like two hundred to them, but I need to payoff my rent at my old place so I can get my stuff out there first. I'll get it all dealt with eventually."

I pulled an envelope out of my pocket. "Look, Ronny, this five hundred and sixty dollars. It's my paycheck from this week. It's not a loan. I don't want you to pay me back. It's just to help you get through this. If I'd found you drunk in a gutter, I'd have used it to get you help at a clinic or something, but since you seem to be ok, then... use it to get your phone working and... whatever... but get your phone on and call me to let me know it's on. I don't want Auntie Ann crying because she's worried that you're hurt or... worse. Alright?"

He looked at the envelope and shook his head. "I... I can't take that Jack."

"Yes, you can Ron. I went to a lot of trouble to find you and I am not going to leave with this in my pocket. I want to know that you're ok and - well, to tell you the truth, you're being really selfish right now. Not this new identity thing. You're entitled to that, but, shit, Ronny, you make caring about you fucking hard at the best of times and now I have to spend all of my spare time acting like a detective, running all over the city looking for you and wondering if you've hurt yourself or something. Then I find you here looking all shiny and pretty... I'm happy for you, I really am, but... come on... take the money and help me make it easier to find you, ok?"

Finally, he smiled. Then, he hugged me and, just as he had on Sunday, he kissed my cheek, but this time it wasn't creepy. "Thanks, Jacky. My phone will be on in an hour. I promise. I'll call you."

"Thanks, Ronny. Call Auntie Ann, soon, too, ok?"

He winked and took the envelope. "Promise." He turned to walk away, but stopped. "Hey, Jacky... thanks for all of this, but... I don't know how much I'm going to be around the family for a while."

I nodded. "Ok."

I felt better having touched base with Ronny and when I got home, I wanted so badly to tell Julia what I'd found out, but I kept my promise and bit my tongue.

It was just about an hour later that I got a text from Ronny. SERVICE BACK ON. THANKS, JACK.

I was disappointed that Auntie Ann's phone didn't ring until the next morning, though, but when it did, she seemed really happy. Later, at dinner, she was gushing about her conversation.

"...and Ronny has a new job. He's working in an office. I'm not quite sure what he's doing, but he says the pay is much better and he's learning new skills. And he says he got his GED last month. I couldn't believe that! Lord, getting that boy to go to school was a nightmare! He says that he's staying with new friends, too, because the commute to his new job from his old place is just too far. So, he'll be staying there until he gets a car of his own. Wouldn't that be nice for him?"

"Yes, it would," my mother said, but she said it with a dismissive smirk.

"I'm glad that Ron has a good job," Aunt Mary smiled. "This sounds like a turning point for him. Next time you speak to him, wish him luck from me."

"From all of us, too," I added, which earned me a kick under the table. I think it came from Avery, but it could have come from any of them.

"I certainly will tell him," Aunt Ann said with a big smile.

As Halloween approached I got excited about my Black Swan costume. I went to a dance store with Julia and I got a pair of tights to wear on that night and I got excited just thinking about trying them on.

So, you might be wondering wondering about me at this point, right? Was I gay? Straight? Trans? Cis?

Honestly - I had no idea.

I mean, I liked girls, but I had no real interest in dating. Maybe it's the onslaught of female hormones at home, but I just wan not that interested in getting involved with more female entanglements than necessary.

I've never REALLY been all that interested in guys, but I always figured that if I woke up and found Tom Holland in my bed, I probably wouldn't kick him out, HOWEVER I'd be happier if I found Millie Bobby Brown there. Does that clear things up? Probably not, but I guess I was a little confused, but I wasn't really concerned about it.

Actually, none of us really dated much. Avery and Chelsea had high school boyfriends, but I think that was more of a social-standing thing than anything else. Julia dated a guy named Otto for most of senior year, but they broke up right after senior prom. I went to prom with a friend named Aphia who'd arrived from Ghana near the end of junior year. We'd agreed not to wear the traditional tuxedo and gown, but rather to wear things from our closet. I showed up in a too small sports coat, a checked shirt, bow tie, suspenders, corduroy pants that barely reached my ankles, high top sneakers and a pork-pie hat. Aphia wore a yellow tribal print dress that she wore to church on Sunday mornings that made her look like an African goddess. I felt like an idiot, but she said that I looked exactly as she'd expected me to look, which I never quite knew how to take.

So, the party at our college was the Friday night before Halloween. The previous Saturday, while our mom and aunts were all out, we began preparing all of our costumes. Julia, of course, was Wonder Woman and my cousins worked to design her makeup to make her look as much like Gal Gadot as possible. Avery was going as Sally from 'The Nightmare Before Christmas,' so they worked out all of the scar makeup and how to make her fairly narrow face look round. Like me, Avery was slender, so Sally's body was now big challenge. Chelsea was going as Black Widow, complete with the form fitting leather costume and the red wig. She looked surprisingly great when they were done with her.

Then it was my turn.

Now, my hair was pretty long already, but it didn't have a lot of fullness, so they used a thing called a 'bun ring' to shape my hair into a thick dancer's bun on the top of my head. They used about a zillion hairpins to hold it in place, too.

Then came the makeup

If you recall the movie 'Black Swan,' at the end, the dancer wears the black tutu with pale white makeup and feathery black makeup around her eyes. It's really cool and Avery and Chelsea had already done it for Julia last year, so you'd assume that it would be a quick, slam dunk procedure for me, right.

Hardly.

It took HOURS! They put the makeup on me. They compared my face to pictures of Natalie Portman from the film. They showed me how I looked in the mirror and pointed out the flaws. They took the makeup off me. They put the makeup on me. They compared my face to pictures of Natalie Portman from the film. They showed me how I looked in the mirror and pointed out the flaws. They took the makeup off me. Etcetera.

On and on it went the entire Saturday afternoon, until finally, at about four thirty in the afternoon, they declared that they had gotten everything perfect! Then, they went to work on me AGAIN! This time, when they let me look at myself in the mirror, I laughed because I didn't look like Natalie Portman in 'Black Swan.' I looked like my cousin Avery when she went out for the evening.

"Ok, very funny," I said as they all giggled.

"Mom and Aunt Mary are always saying that you look more like Avery than you look like me," Julia laughed. "We just wanted to see if they were right."

"And they were," Chelsea said with a big, broad smile.

Avery put her arm around my shoulder and she smiled at our reflection in the mirror. "Don't we make a pretty pair, Jacky?"

I laughed along with them. "Ok, ok, we've all had a good laugh, now, let me wash this off."

"Are you crazy?" Avery asked, seemingly astounded. "Now that you're all prettied up, you're going out to dinner with us."

I laughed for a moment, but then I realized she was serious. I glanced at Julia and Chelsea and their smiles told me that they were serious, as well.

"Oh, come on, guys. I can't go out with my face done up like this. I'd look foolish."

"You're absolutely right," Chelsea said.

"And that's why you'll be wearing one of Avery's dresses to match your makeup," Julia smiled.

"Oh, Geez, guys, I don't know about that," well, that's what I said, but to be honest, the idea of going out dressed as a girl was pretty exciting. "What if we see someone we know."

The three of them just smiled like it was no big deal.

"Look in the mirror, Jacky." Avery smirked. "You don't look like yourself at all. No one will recognize you. Besides, we're just going to the McGill's. It's a family place. It's not the kind of place that our friends go."

"Come on, Jacky," Julia nudged me. "It'll be fun. You're always a good sport."

I shrugged. 'Ok. I'll do it."

"Good," Chelsea said. "We figured you would. That's why we got you some panties." She smiled as she held up a pair of fairly plain, baby blue, nylon panties. I had seen enough panties in the laundry to know that these were boy short panties and I could see that they had just a little lace around the waist and leg openings.

Subtle, but pretty... and kind of exciting.

"Put them on, Jacky," Julia said, with a giggle. "You'll have a little more fun than usual this Halloween."

Because I was stripping all the way down this time, I stepped into bathroom and changed into the panties. It certainly wasn't the fist time I'd worn panties, but it was the fist time I'd worn them for such a clandestine reason and and that made it more thrilling than before.

I stepped back into the room saying, "All set," only to be met with Avery bursting into laughter and shouting.

"Oh, my God!"

That made the other two turn and they both burst out laughing as well.

"What?" I asked.

"Oh, for crying out loud, Jack, tuck that thing away!" Chelsea said through howls of laughter.

I looked down and realized that I was far beyond 'tenting' the panties. I was being down right rude. "Oh, shoot!" I sputtered and turned my back and I tried to tuck myself down between my legs, but I was so stiff that it just wouldn't cooperate.

"Come on, Jacky," Avery said. "We don't have all night."

"I'm trying."

"Do you need a few minutes alone in the bathroom?" Chelsea asked, and to tell you the truth, that question didn't really make a lot of sense to me.

Maybe it was just the sheer embarrassment of the situation, but I softened up quickly enough that I could finally tuck myself into the gusset of the panties. I turned around and said, "All set."

"Oh, good," Chelsea smiled. "I honestly thought you were going to have to go deal with that."

"Let me help you with your bra," Julia said as she helped me get the item onto my arms.

"How else would I have dealt with it than tucking it in?" I asked.

Julia kept right on working, but Avery and Chelsea both came to a dead stop and looked at me. "You're kidding, right?" Chelsea asked.

"What?" I said, still confused.

"Come on, guys," Julia said, fastening the bra. "Let's just get ready to go."

"No, no, wait," Avery looked concerned. "Jack... you've masturbated before, haven't you?"

I looked around at them, feeling very on the spot and very embarrassed. "Masturbated? Like... jerked off?"

"Yeah?" Avery nodded.

"Well... no," I admitted. In fact, I really only knew the term 'jerking off' from other kids at school. I mean I knew ABOUT masturbation, I'd just never done it because... well, that will become clear in a bit.

"Oh my God, how is that possible?" Chelsea asked, astounded. "Jack, you're nineteen? You should have been whacking yourself blind for six or seven years by now!"

"You obviously get stiff, Jacky, have you ever had a wet dream?" Avery asked.

"Come on," Julia said, sounding miffed. "Leave him alone. He's just inexperienced."

"Inexperienced? Julia, this is not natural!" Chelsea said, and that hit me a little hard.

"Hey, you know what else isn't natural?" I finally defended myself. "Being a nineteen year old guy and sharing the same room with your twin sister and having that room share a door with your two female cousins and my mother and my two aunts are all sleeping just a few feet away from me and this house is NEVER empty and in nineteen years I have NEVER ONCE slept anywhere but in that bedroom surrounded by women that I love and respect, and some of those women are now ridiculing me."

"Ummm... Jacky..." Avery started saying, but I was really hurt.

"You know what?" I reached behind me and undid the bra hooks. "Screw this. I'm not going to go out like this. I think I've been emasculated enough today."

"Oh, come on, Jacky," Chelsea said, as if I was overreacting.

"Come on? You know what? I know I'm not like some kind of a macho guy or anything, but I treat you and your mother and my mother and Aunt Ann with a lot of respect. I'm not like a lot of other guys - like most other guys. I wouldn't lay there in the dark and defile myself with you and my mom and my aunts within ear shot. So... go ahead and make fun of me if you want. I'm going to go shower."

I turned to walk out of the room, but Julia stopped me with a hug.

"Come on, Jacky. Nobody meant to make you feel bad. They just weren't thinking."

"Yeah, Jack. We're sorry," Avery said.

"Yeah, Jacky," Chelsea joined. "Really. I'm sorry. You're right I was being a jerk." Then she let out a little snicker. "If you think about it, I was being like a female Ronny."

That kind of set me off again. "Hey, you know, what, leave Ronny out of this, ok? He's got his own shit to deal with and I think HE might actually have understood why I never touched myself."

That seemed to really surprise everyone, including Julia.

"Ok. Ok." Chelsea said, holding her hands up in front of her, as if holding off an attack. "I'm sorry about that, too, then, but..."

"But what?" I asked, still fired up.

"Nothing," Chelsea backed down. "It's just that Ronny probably wouldn't understand, Jacky. That's all."

That confused me and I was going to snap back at her, but I was interrupted.

"Come on, everyone," Julia finally intervened to calm things down. "Girls, go get ready. Jack, let me get you dressed."

"I don't know, Jules. I'm not really in the mood, now."

"I know, but I know that you'll have fun. Come on. You always get a kick out of dressing up for Halloween. This is like an extension of that. A night to see the world like a real girl. It'll be fun. Avery picked out a nice dress for you. Your hair and makeup are already done. Please. Do it for me. I need a night out and I'll me miserable if I know that you're at home sulking."

So, as angry as I'd just been, I still really wanted to take advantage of this opportunity to go out dressed as a girl. "Alright," I said, after much mock deliberation, "but I want to be treated well. I don't want anyone teasing me and no one giving hints to the wait staff about me being a guy or anything like that."

My sister kissed my cheek. "Nothing like that, I promise."

We were all dressed nicely. Chelsea was the only one in slacks, but they were very feminine, with wide legs, and her silk blouse was stunning and showed off her assets. Julia's dress did the same, it also barely covered her rump, and if my mother had seen it, she would have had a conniption. Avery's dress was tight in the breast department to show off her modest cleavage, and then continued to cling to her right down to her mid-thigh, showing off her shapely hips.

I lacked both breasts and hips, although the bra they'd gotten me did provide ample padding to make anyone believe that I did have a small set of breasts - slightly less impressive than Avery's 'B' cups. The dress Avery had chosen was very pretty, though. It was a pretty brown - I know that sounds odd, but it really was both pretty and brown - with tiny white polka dots. A very modest 'V' neck, kind of a floppy shape, overall, bell sleeves that reached to just past my elbows, a ruffle at the waist that also had a very weak elastic that gave the dress some shape, but didn't bring the dress even close to my body and then a ruffle about three inches from the hem which sat just above my knees. Since my legs were, for the most part, hairless, I didn't have to shave to go sit in a dim restaurant.

Julia put some clear nail gloss on my finger and toe nails and I wore a pair of cloth-top sandals, and since it was a warm October evening, we headed out the door without jackets.

McGill's is a nice family place where you'd expect to go for your birthday or something like that. Not someplace you'd go with your friends. Home cooked food at a good price. We arrived and were seated pretty quickly for a Saturday night and the waitress took our drink orders - Chelsea and Avery got apple-tinis and Julia and I, being underage, got Cokes.

When the drinks arrived, we ordered our meals and were just starting to chat when I spotted someone I recognized walking toward our table and I thought I was going to die. I didn't know her well, and I didn't know her name, but I definitely recognized her from campus. She was a startlingly pretty girl. Mocha colored skin and long, straight hair. I assumed she of Indian heritage, but found out later that her family was from Nepal.

When she stopped at our table, I nearly wet my panties, but I breathed a sign of relief when she spoke to Julia instead of me.

"Hi, Julia!" The girl gushed as she gave my sister a hug. "I didn't expect to run into you here."

"Hi, Ria," Julia said in reply. "I'm just out for a quick meal with my cousins. This is Chelsea, Avery and Jacky." I smiled and nodded, but wanted to kill Julia for using my real name. Of course, I did know plenty of Jaquelines who went by Jakki, but still... I was going to see this beautiful girl on campus. What if she put two and two together!?

"Nice to meet you all," Ria smiled. "I'm here with my family. It's my grandmother's birthday. Hey - I don't want to interrupt your evening, but did you get all that stuff we needed to do for the literature homework? I mean, I get the basic idea, the town is the narrator and all that, but the questions that Professor Crenshaw posted online were so involved... I really don't think I'm coming close to answering them the way she wants. Do you think we could maybe FaceTime tomorrow or something to talk about it?"

"I was having problems with that, too, but my brother has Crenshaw a different period and he understands it much better than I do."

She looked at me. She actually looked at me, expecting me to say something until Avery jumped in and said, "Hey, Ria, why don't you come over to our place tomorrow afternoon and Julia's brother," she looked at Julia and daggers came from her eyes, "JACK, will be there. I'm sure he'd be happy to help you out."

"No kidding!?" Ria seemed thrilled. "Wow! That would be great! Thanks!"

Julia seemed to come to her senses and realize that, in her casualness, she hadn't realized that I was not dressed to have a discussion with a classmate - especially one I thought was gorgeous.

"Sure, that's a great idea," Julia said. "I'll text you the address."

"So... you all live together?" Ria asked, a little surprised.

"I don't!" I offered, perhaps too quickly.

"No," Chelsea smiled and clarified. "Our cousins Jaqueline lives... umm..."

"In Utah..." Avery said, for some reason - and then for some even stranger reason added - "With the Mormons."

"Oh," Ria said, nodded.

"She goes to Brigham Young University." Avery continued for absolutely no reason.

Ria turned to Julia, but Avery was on a roll. "In Provo."

Thank goodness Chelsea grabbed Avery's hand and squeezed it, apparently pretty hard, because Avery let out a quiet 'Ouch,' while Ria said her goodbyes.

When she'd gone, I looked at my sister and said, "What is wrong with you?"

"I'm sorry. I just differed to you to answer the question. I wasn't thinking."

"And you called me Jacky!"

"Don't worry, Jack," Avery said. "I'm sure she won't remember any of our names tomorrow."

"Oh no?" I said, sarcastically. "She won't remember the bun-head girl that lives in Utah with the Mormons and goes to Brigham Young University in Provo? God, you might as well have told what street I lived on, what my major was, and what country I'd be going to for my Latter Day Saints Mission Year. What is wrong with you two?"

Chelsea was smirking and trying not to laugh as I chastised the other two while trying to keep my voice down.

"What's so funny?" I asked.

"When you get made, your voice goes up in pitch. Just like Avery's." That made the other two laugh a bit two, and I admit it cooled me off as well.

"Alright," I finally said, "but from now on, no more mistakes like that."

Dinner was very good and despite promises to the contrary, we didn't go straight home, but instead went to a movie. We went to a theater a couple towns away and we didn't run into anyone we knew, so the whole evening was a lot of fun.

Unfortunately, when we got home, there was a complication. Mom and the aunts had gotten home earlier than expected. If we'd only gone to dinner, we'd have gotten home well before them. If we'd gone to a movie close to home, we PROBABLY would have beat them by a few minutes, but as it was - they were home, they were undressed, they were in their PJs and robes and they were watching the news.

Which meant they were between any entrance and our bedrooms.

Which meant... they were going to see me.

Julia peeked in through the crack in the drapes. "Well, Aunt Ann and Aunt Mary are on the couch and mom is in the easy chair so no one is facing the kitchen. So, if we go in the back door, then I go and stand in front of the TV and tell them something about what we did tonight and you guys all hurry past, maybe they won't see Jack."

"I'll go with you, Jules," Chelsea said. "Avery, you help Jacky. Jack, when we get into the kitchen, take off your sandals. That way you can move faster and you won't make as much noise. Ok?"

I nodded.

"They're going to catch us." Avery said.

"Let's hope not," Chelsea shrugged. "Come on."

We entered the kitchen and we heard one the older women, probably Aunt Mary, call out, "Hi, kids. We're in the living room."

We all looked at each other and took a big breath, then Chelsea and Julia headed into the living room and stood right in front of the TV and began a breathless report of the evening's events.

The three older woman were focused on them, so Avery took my hand and we headed down the corridor. Avery had just turned into the bedroom when I heard Aunt Mary call, "Avery! Come here, dear."

I turned and saw that she was looking right at me, so I gave a small smile and I walked back in that direction as confidently as I could.

When they caught sight of me, Chelsea and Julia stopped speaking.

Aunt Mary smiled and touched the hem of my dress. "That's very pretty. Is it new?"

I nodded and smiled and kind of hummed my answer. "Uh huh."

She looked up at me, well mostly at my dress. "Turn around. Let me see the back."

As I turned, I heard my mother speak to Julia. "That dress is entirely too short, Julia and you know it."

"No, it isn't mom. We went to McGill's and movie. I wasn't trying to pick up a guy or anything."

Then Aunt Mary was speaking to me again. "I've never seen you wear your hair in a bun like that before, Avery. I like that. It's nice and neat. Don't you like it, Ann?" She asked her sister.

"Yes, I do." Aunt Ann agreed. "It's a very smart look for you, Avery. You should consider wearing it like that on job interviews when the time comes." I still had my back to them.

"That is an excellent idea," Aunt Mary pointed out.

"Where's your brother?" My mother asked Julia.

"Ummm..." Julia looked at me, uncertain as to what to say. I think we'd already displayed our inability to lie very well, but Chelsea thought that she'd throw her hat into the ring and gave it a shot.

"Umm... Jacky?" She called down the hall. "Jacky? Are you back there?"

There was about ten seconds of silence.

"Jacky?" Chelsea called again.

Three more seconds of silence and then Avery stepped out into the hallway, still in her tight fitting dress, with her hands held up in a 'I don't know what to do' gesture.'

"What the hell is going on?" My mother said as she jumped up out of the easy chair.

Aunt Mary jumped up as well. "Avery?" She said, questioning her eyes as she looked down the hall, then at me. "Then who is..."

"JOHN KENNEDY RICHARDS WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?" My mother shouted my full name. This was serious. She hadn't done that since I'd accidentally broken an expensive vase when I was eleven.

"Mom, don't get made at Jack. It was our idea and it was just for fun." Julia suddenly became my defense attorney.

"THIS is Jack!?" Aunt Mary said, astounded.

"I told you to take a firmer hand with that boy," Aunt Ann was saying from her perch on the couch, her head shaking from side to side in judgement of my sexuality.

"Really, Aunty, it was just for a fun night out," Chelsea tried to calm my mother down.

"Avery, he's not wearing your underwear, is he?" Aunt Mary was very concerned all of a sudden.

The volume of the cacophony rose, I finally heard enough and headed for my room.

"And just WHERE do you think you're going?" I heard my mother shout and the room became quiet.

I turned and stood straight. "I am going to shower and I am going to bed."

"No you are not. We are going to talk about this right now."

I sighed. "Mom... I love you, but I'm tired and you're being irrational. I am very willing to talk to you about this. I am even very willing to talk to the entire family about this, but I am not willing to talk to anybody about this right now. Right now, I am taking off my dress, my bra, my panties and my makeup, I am taking my hair out of this bun and I am taking a shower. Then I am crawling into bed and going to sleep. Just so you all know, Julia invited a classmate over tomorrow afternoon so that I could help her with her literature work. Other than that, I am available to discuss how much I disgust and disappoint each and everyone of you at any point tomorrow. Until then, though - I am not interested in discussing anything. Good night."

I had never spoken to anyone, let alone my mother or my aunts that way before and the look on their faces indicated that they could not believe that I had spoken to them that way then. The last thing I heard as my door closed was my mother's voice saying, "Well, that's all well and good, but rest assured, young man, that this WILL BE DISCUSSED!"
 
 
To Be Continued...

The Good Son - 2

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  • Clara

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Age College Twenties.


The Good Son: 2

by Clara
Copyright© 2021,2022,2025 Clara Schumann

 

Sometimes you're living a lie and you don't know it.
As Jack tells his story, you'll see what I mean.


 
Author's Note: I love to read comments, pro and con, but I'd also just love for you to check in and let me know that you're doing ok. ~Clara.
 
This version of The Good Son: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 2
 

I had never spoken to anyone, let alone my mother or my aunts that way before and the look on their faces indicated that they could not believe that I had spoken to them that way then. The last thing I heard as my door closed was my mother's voice saying, "Well, that's all well and good, but rest assured, young man, that this WILL BE DISCUSSED!"

When I emerged from the shower in my tee shirt and gym shorts, my sister and cousins were waiting to talk to me, but I just asked them to please give me the rest of the night off and I crawled into bed and pulled the covers over my head where I remained until morning, even though I didn't sleep a wink.

I got up early and decided to go to church, something I used to do regularly, but had strayed from doing regularly in recent years. Not for any particular reason, I just had drifted off. I still went now and then, though. I found that the ritual of a Catholic Mass could be very cathartic and I do have a certain level of belief. So, I still go to Mass every now and then.

It's a short walk to my church, two blocks over, one block down. I got there early for the eight o'clock Mass, knelt down, said a couple of prayers and sat back to listen to organist playing some quiet music. I was just meditating like that for a few minutes when someone stepped into the pew behind me and knelt down. Their hands extended into my pew, of course, but I paid no real attention until, after a minute or so, I heard my Aunt Mary whisper, "I'm sure if you'd asked nicely, Avery would have loaned you something nice to wear to church."

I didn't say anything, I just sighed to indicate my displeasure.

"Move over, I'm going to sit with you," she whispered as she stood up.

"I'd rather you didn't," I whispered back.

"I really don't care," she whispered again as she moved in beside me, forcing me to slide down to make room.

We sat in silence for just a few moments before Aunt Mary whispered. "I sincerely hope that you are not here to confess sins that you committed while you were out with the girls last night."

"Come on, auntie, lay off, please," I whispered back.

She was only quiet for a few moments before, "You know, your mother was more surprised than angry last night."

"That's not how she sounded. You all sounded pretty mad."

She chuckled a bit. "Actually, I think I was probably more impressed than anything else. I really did think you were my own daughter until Avery came out of the bedroom. Of course I had had a few glasses of wine, and I was looking more at the dress than your face, but you actually looked just like Avery. After you went to bed, even your mother admitted as much. Of course, she'd had a few glasses of wine, too."

"How about Aunt Ann?" I asked.

She shrugged and whispered. "Ann's a mean drunk, Jacky, and she'd had a few BOTTLES of wine, so... she didn't have anything nice to say for a couple of hours before you got home. There's a lot going on between your mom and Aunt Ann, Jacky. You don't need to get involved there."

I nodded. That wasn't surprising, but it did concern me. After all, at some point, my Aunt Ann and Ronny would need to come to terms with things and I was pretty sure that Aunt Ann wasn't going to make it easy for Ronny.

Father Sullivan gave a nice sermon and Mass was over at eight fifty five. Aunt Mary and I walked out of the church together and we both said good morning to the priest before I turned to my aunt and said, "Well, I guess I'll see you at home. I'd rather walk."

"What a coincidence," she smiled. "So would I."

"You didn't drive here?" I asked.

She shook her head.

I was hoping that she might let me have a little time to myself. "I wasn't planning on going straight home, actually. I was thinking of going to Dunkin's and getting a 'Box o' Joe' and a dozen donuts and bringing them back for everyone."

She smirked. "Kind of oiling the gears, huh?"

I shrugged.

"In that case, I'd suggest going the extra block and getting the donuts at Kruger's Bakery. They're much better there."

"Ok," I agreed, "but I can't get the box of coffee there."

"You can make two stops. Come on, Jack. Let's get going."

"You're coming with me?"

She linked her arm through mine. "John, my boy, I am. There are three old ladies living in that house and of those three, I am the only friend you have. So, let's walk and let's talk."

We headed down the street towards Dunkin's and after about a half block, Aunt Mary asked, "So, is this a life style change, or sex choice, or what?"

"It was a night of fun, Auntie. That's all it was."

"I've never heard of a boy having that kind of fun before, Jack."

I shook my head. "Things are different today, Auntie."

"This wasn't your idea, was it, Jacky. The girls put you up to it, didn't they?"

I sighed. "It was their idea, yeah, but I went along with it."

"Of course you did, Jacky. You always went along with anything they wanted you to do."

"Ok, that's true, but... I had a good time, too, Auntie. It was fun to get dressed up and be someone else for the night."

"To be a girl."

I shrugged. "I guess."

"Is that what you want?"

"I don't think so. Not full time, anyway, but," I stopped, because I thought about Ronny, "if I did, would that be so bad?"

She stopped walking and looked at me. "Jack... just remember that I love you and so does your sister and your cousin. Nothing will ever change that. Nothing."

"And my mother?"

"Your mother will always love you, Jacky, but... she's not big on the idea of her son becoming her daughter. 'What would the neighbors say?' and all that, you know. We 'lace curtains Irish' ladies, we have to keep up appearances, you know."

"You're not serious, are you?" I asked.

She shrugged.

"And Aunt Ann?"

She shrugged. "I can't speak for my sister Ann. She's a creature unto herself. Annie's husband put her through hell, Jacky and that left some scars. A lot of that bled over onto Ronny, too. Don't worry about Ann, though. Just be who you need to be."

"Ok, auntie," I chuckled. "Thanks."

We got home with the donuts and coffee just as the house was coming to life. My cousins and Julia seemed grateful. Aunt Ann poured a cup of coffee and complained that I had gotten no crullers. I'd never seen my aunt eat a cruller, but apparently, that morning, she craved a cruller.

My mother was the last to rise. She was surprised to hear that I'd gone to church.

"You went to church with your aunt?" She asked me, after speaking to her sister, briefly.

"No," I corrected her, "I was at church and she came and sat next to me."

"The truth is, I followed him," my aunt admitted what I had suspected. "Come on, Deidra. You were pretty hard on him last night. I was afraid he might hurt himself. I just followed him to make sure he wasn't going to do anything foolish."

"Like put on another dress," Aunt Ann sniped.

"Annie," Aunt Mary said in a firm, but hushed voice, "you and I both know how foolish a boy can get when he's upset. That's what I meant."

"We're not going to have any more of that nonsense in this house, are we, Jack?" My mother said, matter of factly, as if we'd already had our discussion. "I don't want the neighbors wondering what kinds of things are going on in this house."

'Mom, it's not a crime for a boy to go out in a dress," Julia jumped in.

"Yeah, auntie," Avery laughed, "it's the twenty first century. It's really not all that unusual."

When my sister and cousins leapt to my defense, my mother asked if she and I could have a few minutes alone. When they'd gone she she said, "I was pretty surprised to see you dressed like that last night."

'I know. I guess I should apologize, but I don't really feel like I did anything wrong, mom. It was just some harmless fun."

"And yet you felt the need to go to church this morning?"

I sipped my coffee. "I go to church a lot without you knowing, mom. I don't think there's anything wrong with that, either."

"No, I suppose not." She stirred her coffee and looked at the table for a long time. "Are you gay, Jack?"

I shrugged. "I don't know, mom, are you?"

"I'm serious. You never date. I only ever see you with your sister and your cousins. It's a fair question. Are you gay?"

"I'm serious, too, mom. You never date. I only ever see you..."

"Alright, that's enough," she snapped at me. "I'm trying to have a serious conversation with you."

"I'm trying to give you a serious answer, mom. I don't know. I like girls. I like them a lot. Why don't I date them? I really don't know. I don't like guys much. I don't enjoy their company and I don't like the way they treat each other as a rule, but every now and then one of them catches my eye and I wonder if I am attracted to them or not. So, maybe I was being a little flippant before, but I am being very serious now. I don't really know what I am - sexually, I mean."

She nodded. "Ok. Thank you, Jack. I appreciate your honesty."

She sipped her coffee a bit, then said, "May I ask a favor?"

"I guess."

"I know that this thing last night wasn't your idea, but... just don't go out in drag again."

"Mom, I wasn't in drag. Drag is a whole different thing."

She held up her hands to stop me. "Just don't go out as a girl again, John, alright?" She was getting angry. "God almighty, don't you realize that something could happen to you?"

"Mom, nothing's going to happen..."

"Ok, nothing's going to happen, but... please... just don't do it. Ok? I know Halloween is like a big night for this kind of thing so I'll look the other way for Halloween, but other than that... just don't. Not while you're living here. Ok?"

I nodded, frustrated, but not seeing anything to be gained by arguing. "Ok."

"Alright." She stood and kissed the top of my head. "I guess we've said enough about that, then. Thank you for the donuts. They're very good. Kruger's?"

"Yeah."

"Good choice." My mother took a nibble, the kissed the side of my head. "You're a good kid, Jack, but you're giving me gray hair."

"That's ok," I called after her as she walked out the door, "I know the name of your hair color"

The last thing I said to her before she disappeared down the hall was to remind her that it wasn't very nice to flip off your child.

Ria arrived around one that afternoon. Julia and I had our work spread out on the kitchen table and were well into our routine when she arrived. My sister made a show of introducing me to her friend as if we'd never met.

"Wow, you look a lot like two of your cousins," Ria said, inspecting my face.

"Do I?" I asked as innocently as I could manage.

"Yeah, I ran into Julia and some of your cousins at McGill's last night. One looked just like Julia. The other two looked just like you. There are some pretty strong genes in your family."

"I guess," I laughed.

"So, who's older? You or Julia?" Kia asked as she pulled out her books.

"I'm older buy twenty six minutes," Julia said. "Jack is the baby of the family."

"Oh, my God, you're twins? But you don't look a like. You both look like you're twins with your cousins. That's so weird."

"And it is the topic of constant conversation in this house," Julia laughed.

Finally settled, Ria thanked me for making time in my Sunday afternoon to help her. "Ok, let me start by saying that I just don't get this Faulkner guy," Ria began. "I find him just as boring and pointless as Tennessee Williams."

I stared at her for a moment and then let out a long breath. "Alright well, let's start with the concept of 'the great lost cause.' Are you familiar with that?"

"No," Ria said.

Julia laughed. "This is going to be a long afternoon."

"I'll be brief." I assured her. "So, after the Civil War, a whole philosophy of writing arose that put aside the fact that the Civil War was to defend the benefits of slavery, but instead was to defend a mythical way of life in which the kind white plantation owners took care of their grateful slaves - like in 'Gone With The Wind,' or 'Song Of The South.' Probably the most egregious example of this was a novel called 'The Clansman' that eventually became a film called 'Birth Of A Nation.' A lot of people saw that film as the thing that responsible for the resurgence of the Klu Klux Klan at the beginning of the twentieth century."

Kia looked at me confused. "What does all of that have to do with writers like Williams and Faulkner?"

"Well, see, Williams and Faulkner could see that this 'Glorious Lost Cause' movement was about a veneer and that there was a subculture beneath that in which people like Emily in this story behaved as if they were better than everyone else because their family had once been land owners. See in 'A Rose For Emily' the town is the narrator, but the town is reflecting the attitudes of the people in the town and..."

I probably didn't stop talking for an hour or so, but when I finally had, Ria understood the story and I think she had at least an slight appreciation for Faulkner and his contemporaries.

"I guess it's my turn to buy supper," Avery said, bursting into the kitchen. "I'm getting pizza. Oh, hi." She added the last part when she saw Ria sitting at the table.

"Hi," Ria smiled. "I'm Ria. We met last night. I'm sorry - Are you Avery or Jakki?"

Yeah - she'll never remember the names - Right.

"Oh, I'm Avery," my cousin smiled. "Jakki went back home."

"To Utah?"

"Utah?" Avery was confused for a moment. "Oh, yeah. To Utah. Hey - are you staying for supper? What kind of pizza do you like?"

"Actually," Ria looked at me and smiled, "I was going to offer to take Jack out for supper for helping me out with my literature class."

I looked up from my work and saw her smiling at me. So, I smiled back. "Oh, hey, that's very nice of you, but you don't need to do that. I'm happy to help you anytime at all. Really."

"Seriously," Ria insisted, "I'd really like to take you out. You know... just to say thank you."

I was still focusing on my work, though. "That's ok, Ria. You don't have to spend your money. We can just have some pizza."

"Oh... ok," Ria said, sounding deflated.

"Umm..." Julia stood and headed to the living room, "Jack, could you give me a hand for a second?"

"Ok, sure," I said.

I got up and followed her into the front room where she walloped me on the back of the head. "Ouch!" I let put. "What was that for?"

"Because you're a moron, moron. Ria's asking you out, you idiot."

"No she isn't," I laughed. "I mean a girl that pretty never would have asked me out." Then I thought for a moment. "She isn't, is she?"

"Yes, she is." Julia shook her head. "When you didn't catch on at first, she actually said, 'I'd like to take you out.' She's not even hinting, Jack. She's telling you that she wants to take you out."

"Yeah, but doesn't the guy usually take the girl out?" I asked.

"Only if the GUY is smart enough to ASK, and in this case he isn't, so Ria took the lead. Do you want to go out with her?"

"Well.. yeah, who wouldn't? She's beautiful."

"Then get back in there and tell her you'll go out with her before she leaves, you skinny dummy!"

I stood still for a second, then ran back in, to find Avery chatting with Ria.

"Oh, hey, Ria," I sputtered, "umm... if the offer is still open... then... I guess I'd love to get something to eat with you."

Her face brightened up. "Oh, yeah? That sounds great!" She shoved her laptop into her bag and grabbed her pocketbook. "Is 'The Flying Rhino' ok?"

"Sure," I shrugged. "I've never been there. Am I dressed ok?"

She smiled. "Yeah. It's like an old diner with a restaurant attached. You'll love it. Great burgers. Killer soups. Julia, I'll see you tomorrow. Thanks for inviting me over. Bye."

And out the door we went.

You know, it was kind of my first real date! Ria drove and we ended up at this old renovated train-car diner with a small building attached to it. It was down in the trendy Canal District, not too far from 'The Right Place.'

The burgers were really, really good, a bit pricier than McGills, but a lot better, too, so I guess that balances things out.

We really kind of hit it off. Ria was bright and really funny. She wanted to be a teacher, too. Her mom and dad had been born in Nepal, but moved here to pursue some impressive careers. She'd been to Nepal several times to visit family. She showed me pictures on her phone. I'd never talked to anyone who'd traveled that far, before. I was captivated by her stories - ok, maybe I was captivated by her.

Regardless, I knew I wanted to see her again and I wasn't going to look like a cheapskate, so I had decided that when the bill arrived I was going to grab it and hand it right back to the waitress along with my debit card.

The problem was, no bill ever arrived.

Instead, the waitress asked if we were all done and when we said we were, she informed us that, "Your meal has been paid by that lady, over there."

I looked across the room and saw a woman wave back at me. It took me a moment to recognize her. She was Ronny.

"Do, you know that lady?" Ria asked me.

"Umm... excuse me, just a moment." I said. "I think I do."

I stood and walked over to the table where he... well, there was no denying that Ronny had improved the feminine look since we'd last been together, so 'he' no longer seemed appropriate - she sat.

"Hey, Ronny, I smiled. You look good. Really good."

She surprised me by standing and kissing my cheek very sweetly. "Hi, Jack. Who's the girl?" Her voice was passably female, too.

"Oh, umm... Ria... that's Ria."

"Ria, huh? Is she your girlfriend?" She nudged me in my ribs, a shockingly nice and un-Ronny-ish thing to do.

I must have blushed because I felt my face heat up. "No. We just met. I helped her with her literature homework. It's our first date. Oh, by the way, thanks for paying for our meal. You didn't need to do that."

"My pleasure, Jack. I owe you more than that."

"You don't owe me anything. Would you like to meet Ria?"

Ronny looked surprised. "Really? You'd like her to meet me?"

"Of course. Come on."

We walked back to the table and I did the honors. "Ria, this is my cousin, Ronnie. Ronnie, this is my friend Ria."

"Wow! More cousins!" Ria smiled and laughed.

"Oh, you've met the battalion of cousins already?" Ronny joked.

"I did," Ria smiled.

"Here," I said and pulled out a chair for Ronny. "Sit for a minute."

Again, Ronny looked surprised. "Oh, no. Thank you, though. I need to get back to my party." She looked at Ria and smiled. "You are a lovely girl, Ria. That shade of red goes so beautifully with your skin tone."

Ria glanced at her blouse, then back up at Ronny and smiled. "Why, thank you so much. That's very kind of you. I was just admiring your necklace."

That seemed to please Ronny. "I won't interfere with your evening any more than I already have. You two have a nice night. It was lovely to meet you, Ria. I hope to see you, again."

"I hope so, too, Ronny," Ria said.

"Jack, may I just speak to you for one second?"

"Oh, sure." I looked at Ria. "I'll be right back."

We just stepped a aside a few steps and Ronny spoke quietly. "Thank you, Jack. That was nice of you."

"For what."

"For treating me like regular person."

"What are talking about, Ronny?" I asked, confused. Ronny was acting nicer than he'd ever acted. Heck, I'd rather have him involved in my life now than ever before.

"Jack... not everyone is going to be so welcoming towards a trans-woman. I just... I just want you to know how much it means to me. That's all."

I took a second to process that. "So... so this is forever, Ron?"

She nodded.

"What about the family? When are you going to tell them?"

She kissed my cheek. "I don't know, Jacky. I just don't know. You understand, don't you?"

I nodded. "I guess. Whatever you want, Ronny. Call me if you need me, ok."

"Thanks, Jacky. Go back to your date. Bye bye."

"Bye, Ronny."

I watched her walk back across the room before I sat back down with Ria.

"Is everything ok?" She asked.

I nodded. "Yeah, I guess."

"Is she ok? You look concerned."

I shook off my concerned face and smiled. "Actually, she's better than she's been in years."

"Good," Ria glanced towards her. "She doesn't look like any of you, does she?"

"Umm, no... no, I guess she doesn't." I considered how upset any of the girls might be if someone were to say that Ronny looked like them at the moment.

"How many cousins do you have?"

'Actually, I think you've met them all." I laughed, "But... could you maybe do me a favor?"

"Sure."

I thought for a moment. I didn't want to sound creepy or anything, but I needed to be sure that I kept Ronny's secret. "See... Ronny grew up in our house too and... well... she's kind of fallen out with everyone lately..."

As I struggled for words, Ria spoke up, "Oh, is it because of her transition?"

I was surprised she could spot it. I thought that Ronny looked pretty good. "You could tell?"

Ria shrugged. "Well, yeah, I mean she looks good, but she has really big hands and her shoulder are pretty broad. She is pretty, though. I can tell she's working hard at it."

I sighed and nodded. "Harder than anything else she's ever done, I think. Here's the thing, though - Ronny as a guy was a jerk. A real jerk. Like the kind of jerk that you probably wouldn't care if something really bad happened to him, you know? None of us knew he was struggling with his sexual identity or anything like that until I went looking for him a few weeks ago and found out he was transitioning by accident. So... see... no one else knows about it and he doesn't want them to know, so... can I ask you to maybe... not say anything to Jules or any of the other girls?"

Ria laughed. "Of course, Jack. It's none my business."

I relaxed. "Thank you, Ria. I really appreciate it."

"No problem." She smiled broadly, then took my hand in hers, "Now... since we're on a similar topic, can I ask you a question?"

"Sure."

"Do you really have a cousin Jakki who 'lives in Utah with the Mormons and goes to Brigham Young University' or was that you I saw at McGill's last night in that brown dress with the white polka dots, with your hair up in a bun?"

I must have looked like an idiot. My jaw dropped and I couldn't get my tongue to work. "M...mmm...mmm.... Me? At McGill's?"

She seemed to get very flirty as she smiled. "Yeah, you."

"W...W... Why would you ask that?"

She giggled as she spoke, "Well, maybe because Julia introduced the girl as her brother, or maybe because Avery's lies were so painfully horrible, or maybe because your eyelashes still have mascara in them."

I reached up and touched my eyes, trying to rub the makeup out of them, completely giving myself away.

"Oh, stop," she laughed. "You looked adorable. I liked it. Do you cross dress a lot?"

"NO!" I said, far to emphatically. "Just at Halloween. We were working on my Halloween costume and the girls convinced me to go out like that last night. I'm going to kill them."

"No you're not," Ria laughed, "because I am asking you to go out with me again on Tuesday night - BUT - only if you don't make a big deal out of last night."

"Really?" I asked, confused. "Why?"

"Because I liked it and I thought you looked as cute as hell. And if you ever feel like dressing up again, I will support it wholeheartedly." She smiled and that smile contained so much sweet mischief I couldn't believe it. "Is it a deal?"

"Ok," I smiled back. "It's a deal."

So, Tuesday was cheap movie night at the local movie theater, so we went to see a really good movie and had a great time. After, we went to nearby ice cream place and had ice cream sodas and chatted some more.

"Are you going to the Halloween party at the Student Union this weekend," I asked.

She shrugged. "I might, if someone asked me."

"Why don't you come with us?" I offered.

Ria put down her long spoon and smiled as she looked at me and shook her head. "God, can anyone really be that thick?"

I blinked. "What did I do?"

"I just asked YOU to ask ME to the party and you just invited me to come along with you and your sister and your cousins. Have you really never dated anyone before?"

I shook my head. "No, I never have. Sorry. So... should I invite you to go with just me?"

She folded her arms and her grin was the same kind of grin you might give a child who couldn't quite figure out how to pile his blocks. "Yes, Jack, I would like that, very much."

"Oh. Ok." I put down my spoon and cleared my throat, trying to sound serious. Then I took Ria's hand in mine. "My dear Ria... If I may be so bold... would you please do me the honor of allowing me to escorting you to the gala at the Student Union Building being thrown this Saturday evening to celebrate the eve of the All Saints Day?"

Ria shook her shoulders in the manner of a southern belle and smiled, "Well, I would be honored, sir."

"Cool," I said with a smile. "I do have a problem, though. I share the car with the girls, so... I can't really pick you up to take you without them coming, too."

She just laughed. "Don't worry. I'll pick you up. What are you wearing for a costume?"

I sighed and I know I blushed a deep red. "Have you ever seen the movie 'Black Swan?'"

She threw her head back, laughed and clapped her hands. "Oh, YES! That's awesome!"

I laughed a little, too. "How about you?"

"I don't know. I was going as Hermione from Harry Potter, but now I'm going to have to up my game a bit. I'll have to think of something awesome.

"Hermione is awesome."

'Yeah, but if you're going all girly, then I better come up with something pretty manly."

"Oh, Geez," I laughed. "What are you thinking? Thor? Hulk?"

"Both good suggestions," she giggled. "I shall take them both under advisement."

The rest of the week went really well. I spent a lot of time with Ria at school. I'd never had a real friend another than Julia, Avery or Chelsea, and none of them ever held my hand or kissed me. So, being with Ria was a lot cooler.

When the night of the party arrived, I reminded my mother that I was going to be dressing up as a girl that night to avoid a reenactment of the dramatics of the previous weekend.

"I know, Jacky," she smirked. "Thank you, though." She kissed my forehead. "So, this thing with Ria? Is it serious?"

I shrugged. "I hope so. I really like her."

"And do you think she'll be ok with you wearing a ballet tutu and makeup to the party?"

"She's more than ok with it, mom. She thinks it's pretty cool."

My mother's eyebrows raised in surprised. "Really. Well, I guess that times have really changed since I was young."

"There you are," Avery said, as she came into the kitchen. "Excuse me, Auntie, but I need Jacky to get his scrawny butt in gear. Come on, Jack. You need to get in the shower and get those legs shaved."

My mother laughed. "My son the He-Man. Oh, well. It's Halloween, after all. Go get ready and have a good time."

Just before seven, Ria showed up to pick me up. She was wearing a jet black wig with a ponytail, a red, short sleeved tunic with a yellow collar, a wide belt with a big buckle in top of it, black leggings and knee high riding boots.

"Oh, my goodness, she's Gaston!" Avery laughed.

"You look awesome!" Chelsea said. "You look really strong."

"I'm wearing a muscle suit under this," Ria laughed. "I feel really buff."

Then she looked at me in my tutu and smiled. Then she spoke in the lowest voice she could muster. "Well, there she is. The most beautiful girl in town and that makes her the best! and don't I deserve the best?"

Now, Ria was about an inch and a half taller than me, but with me in ballet slippers and Ria in riding boots, she had more than three inches on me. So, she grabbed me in a dramatic move, bent me backwards and kissed me deeply and remarkably passionately, especially considering we were not alone.

We she finally let me stand, I was not just breathless, I was stunned and left wanting more. But Ria just turned and started talking to the girls. "So, are we all set to go?"

"I think so," Julia said. "We'll follow you guys there."

"Ok," Ria said. She turned to me. "All set, my beauty?"

I caught my breath and nodded. "Yeah, yeah. I'm ready."

Now, I'm not sure if you've ever tried to sit in a car in a tutu, but it's not possible, and since this tutu laced up, Ria had to untie it in the back and let me get into the cat in just the very elaborate leotard.

When she was in the car and we were on the way, she smirked and said, "So... I noticed that your leotard fits you very well."

I looked at my meager cleavage. "Yeah. That involves some strategically placed duct tape, a push-up bra and some makeup for shading."

Suddenly, Ria's hand was rubbing the top of my leg. "I was actually referring to the space between your thighs."

I laughed. "You should talk. I noticed a bulge in your crotch."

"Mine is a stuffed sock. Yours looks like a pretty real gap down there. Is there something you're not telling me?"

I shook my head and sighed. "It's a maxi-pad, ok?"

"What!?" Ria screamed in laugher. "Why on earth are you wearing a maxi-pad ? It's not your time of the month is it? And even if it is, didn't your mom ever teach you about tampons?"

"Ok, just stop. Chelsea saw something online that said that the easiest way to keep everything tucked was to use a maxi-pad. I didn't think she was right, but it was three against one - So... I'm using a maxi-pad. End of story."

She laughed even harder. "Oh, you poor baby. Did the big, mean girls bully you into wearing a feminine napkin on your panties? Awwww. Do you want me to beat them up for you?"

"Yes, as a matter of fact they did, and, if you wouldn't mind, I would appreciate it if you would." I joked.

When we arrived at the Student Union Building, Ria had to lace me back into my tutu and then we went into the party, which was, in a word, a 'blast.'

There was a great DJ. The lights were awesome. The food was good. Julia, Avery and Chelsea all danced with each other and were invited to dance with guys. I was even asked to dance a couple of times, but I declined politely and asked Ria not to leave me alone after the second time.

At the end of the evening there were prizes for the best costumes. When they called up all the male guests who wanted to be judged, I went up and I heard a murmur of confusion from the other guys. There were few grunts of disappointment when I won the prize, too, but I didn't think anyone was going to get too upset over a twenty five dollar gift certificate to the college's cafeteria.

The party was over way too quickly. I danced with Ria a lot and I really enjoyed it. I'd never really danced with anyone before. I mean, I'd danced a little at senior prom, but it didn't mean much. It was just for fun. This was more... romantic.

On the way home, Ria said, "I really wish we could make this last longer, but we're both wearing too much paraphernalia to have any fun, so I guess I'll just have to drive you home and call it a night."

I was disappointed, but she was right. I was tucked down below and I was uncomfortably taped up above, while she was probably restricted in someway up above and then wearing some kind of foam rubber muscle suit on top of that... the logistics of the whole thing was too much to consider.

"Ok," I said, probably sounding sad.

"Oh, don't pout," Ria teased. "You girls always get so moody when you're on your period."

"Alright - enough," I laughed. "How about tomorrow? Want to do something?"

"Sure, but let's not do anything too involved. We'll be tired after tonight. Maybe just hang out or something, ok?"

"Sounds great! Your place or mine?"

She chuckled. "I think it's going to rain, so I don't want you riding your bike over to my parents' house and getting sick. I'll come over to your place after lunch, ok?"

"Sure."

"Let's be relaxed, alright? Pjs and sweats. Things like that."

"A perfect weekend day," I agreed.

"Of course, you could wear a cute nightie for me, if you wanted," she teased.

I just shook my head.

Ria and I started dating regularly from then on.

November, of course, meant preparing for finals for all of us, and for Julia, Ria and me, being freshmen, it was almost overwhelmingly stressful. We were being told by our professors that failure on these exams would mean failure for the semester, no matter how well we'd done so far. Chelsea and Avery told us otherwise, be we were sure that we were facing our doom, so we were constantly huddled around the kitchen table with books and computers open. Some nights, Ria even stayed in my bed and I slept on the couch so we could study late into the night - or early morning, to be more precise.

Of course, we all aced every class and as Thanksgiving came around and our grades were being posted, we breathed easier and faced our break with a feeling of true thanksgiving.

Ria's family didn't celebrate Thanksgiving, so she came to our house to celebrate, which was great.

A shadow did fall on our celebration, though.

Ronny didn't come.

For my mom, Aunt Mary, Chelsea, Avery and Julia, that was welcome news, but for Aunt Ann, it was heartbreaking. To tell you the truth, I was a bit disappointed in Ronny. She was so up beat and seemed so happy when last I'd seen her, but I guess it tough for her to face the family after having been tough 'Ronny The Asshole' for so long. Showing up as 'Ronny the Trans-Woman' was going to be a big change when it happened.

Aunt Ann sulked a bit throughout the day, but everyone ignored her except for me. I tried to offer some comfort by way of extra attention, but that just seemed to irritate her more, so eventually I just gave up and let her wallow, since that seemed to be what she wanted to do.

Christmas was always a big deal at our house. Yes, there were presents, but there were also a lot of homemade things, too. Lots of cookies were baked by all of us. Fudge was made. Avery knitted mittens. Chelsea painted decorations. The whole house was busy in the last two weeks before Christmas.

I went shopping to buy my girlfriend - that still felt great to say - My Girlfriend - a present.

I got her a few small things - body spray, earrings, headbands - things like that, but a nice present alluded me until I finally figured it out. Ria had mentioned that she loved this one Broadway show and there was a national touring company production of it coming to Boston in March. I went on line and found out that the tickets for the show were available, but pretty pricey. I thought about it for a few hours and finally decided that it was worth it to make her happy. So, I bit the bullet, pulled out my debit card and bought the tickets.

I felt pretty good about the purchase, too, so I went out to the kitchen to have a glass of orange juice.

Unfortunately, when I got there, my joy disappeared because I found Auntie Ann sitting at the kitchen table crying. I sat down next to her, knowing full well why she was upset, but having to pretend that I had no idea what was going on.

"Are you ok, auntie?" I asked, touching her shoulder.

She wiped her eyes and tried to smiled. "Oh, don't mind me, Jacky. I'm just being foolish. It's your cousin Ronny getting to me again. He's too busy with this new job to come to Christmas with the family. It's just been a long time since I've even spoken to him and I'm feeling a little.. lonely."

I tried to lighten her mood. "Lonely? How could you ever feel lonely in this house, auntie?"

She smiled and tried to stop her tears. "Maybe lonely isn't the right word, Jacky." She sniffled a bit, then she sighed. "You know I love all of you Jack. I mean..." another sigh, "I know that I'm a mean old buzzard, but... in my own mean way... I do love all of you."

I nodded. "I know, auntie. We all know that."

She took a deep breath and tried, but failed, to hold back the tears. "Then why doesn't my own son know that, John? Ronald's father was... not a good man. He hit us, Jack. A lot. He drank and he stayed out all night with God knows who... I'm afraid that Ronny is going to end up just like him.

"Oh, don't think so, auntie," I said, with a surprising amount of confidence. "I think Ronny may have turned a corner. Maybe we just need to give him a little time."

She shook her head. "I don't think so, Jacky. I just don't think so."

Later that night, I sent Ronny a text asking him if he might consider coming to Christmas Eve for an hour or so.

"CAN'T DO IT, JACK. SORRY.' Was his reply.

That was a little too much like the old Ronny for me.

By the twenty third of December, everyone was in the spirit of the holiday, except Aunt Ann, and I was feeling pretty terrible about it.

"Stay out of it," Ria advised. "You told me yourself that your cousin wanted to stay away from the family for awhile. That's his choice, Jack. It might not be the choice that you'd make, but you have to abide by it."

I should have listened, but I didn't. I took my phone and I went out to the driveway and called Ronny. It rang four times before Ronny picked up. "I really hope this is just to wish me a Merry Christmas, Jack." He sounded much more like a woman than he had even the last time I'd seen him.

"Merry Christmas, Ronny," I said as cheerfully as I could. "Are you ok?"

Suddenly he sounded much more friendly, now. "Actually... I'm really, good, Jack. Better than ever. Thank you for asking. How are you? Are you still seeing that pretty girl?"

I laughed a little. "Yeah, Ria. Her name is Ria. We're dating pretty regularly now. Ummm... I did call for a reason, though."

"Jack, I need to warn you," Ronny sounded serious, but not mean, "I'm going through a lot right now and if I can't trust you, I will have to separate myself from you, too."

"No, you can trust me, Ronny, but... it's your mom... I've just never seen her..."

"Jack..."

"... no, Ronny, she's so sad about everything..."

"Jack..."

"... seriously, Ronny, just for one night..."

"I'm sorry Jack, I love you and I appreciate all the help you gave me when I needed it, but I'm hanging up and I'm blocking your number for now. I'll call you when I'm ready to reconnect."

"NO, RONNY, PLEASE!"

"Merry Christmas, Jack. I love you."

He hung up.

"Oh shit," I muttered and I redialed the number.

Immediately, I heard a robotic voice say, "We're sorry, but the party you are calling is not accepting calls from your account at this time."

"Damnit, Damnit, Damnit, Damnit!" I said over and over before going back into the house.

I borrowed Julia's phone and tried calling Ronny's number, but the result was the same. He'd blocked all of us.

This was not the result I wanted.

Ria's family didn't celebrate Christmas, either, so she stayed with us on Christmas Eve. Rather magnanimously, Aunt Ann offered me Ronny's bed, but I felt bad about Ronny's absence, so I chose to sleep on the couch, anyway.

I invited anyone who might feel up to it to join me for midnight Mass. Ria said that she'd like to go. She'd grown up in a Hindu household and was curious about what a Catholic Mass might be like. Aunt Mary also chose to go and so did, surprisingly, Avery.

It was actually a beautiful Mass. The choir sounded great, the church was decorated beautifully, the homily was positive and uplifting, everything you'd want from a midnight Mass. We even had a pleasant walk home with a cold, star lite sky, but almost no wind to cut through our bundled clothing.

"Did you enjoy the Mass?" My Aunt asked Ria, who was cuddling me beside her as we walked back home.

"I did," she admitted. "I enjoyed the music and the incense had an ancient quality to it that reminded me of some of the ceremonies I've attended in Nepal. Everyone seemed happy to be there, too. That was the nicest part."

"Well, a lot of them had a little too much eggnog before coming," Avery laughed.

"That is true," Aunt Mary chuckled, "but they were still there."

We were up around eight on Christmas morning - even though none us were children, there was still a lot of Christmas morning excitement in the air.

We had strict buying rules - just a few presents a per person, but the pile under the tree was always vast. Mostly clothes and other necessities, but it was exciting, nonetheless.

We all exchanged a couple of presents, of course, and everyone thanked everyone. Ria, having never experienced a present onslaught like this, was a bit overwhelmed and kept saying, "Honestly, this is enough! No, it's TOO MUCH! Thank you, all, but, it's too much!"

She was very happy with my presents to her, especially the tickets to the show in Boston, as well as the little gift certificates I'd made on the computer for a dinner at the restaurant of her choice for that evening.

Ria gave me a very nice onyx ring - kind of small for a man's ring, but not overly feminine - and two video games, then she put two shirt boxes and a slightly larger box on my lap. The thing about living in a house with so many women is that, since they all shared clothes, they tended to forget that you needed clothes of your own. So, I was excited to get some stuff from Ria.

She smiled as I opened the first box to reveal a red and black, buffalo plaid shirt, flannel shirt. "Oh, cool," I exclaimed, raising the shirt by the shoulders to get a better look at it. That was when I noticed there was no collar on the shirt, then that long sleeves ended in small bell shaped cuffs and that there was far more material to this 'shirt' than I'd expected.

I quickly folded it back into the box and casually put the cover back on it. I looked at Ria who was smiling sheepishly at me.

"Was that...?" I asked, quietly.

She giggled. "A snuggly night gown. It's nice and warm to sleep in in the winter."

I smiled, but shook my head. "You don't really expect me to wear that, do you?"

"Sure. Why not?"

"Have you met my family?"

She shrugged. "I think they'd get used to it."

"You're nuts," I said.

"You're no fun," she pouted. "Open the next one."

I did, and it was a very nice, tan turtle neck sweater. "That's very nice. Thank you."

"You're welcome," she smiled. "There's another part to it under the sweater."

I lifted the sweater up, and immediately put it back down. Beneath the sweater was a dark brown, corduroy, bib-overall dress. "What is wrong with you?" I whispered while also laughing.

"Oh, come on. You like dressing up and I want you to dress up every now and then. What's the harm in getting you what we both want for Christmas?" I shook my head, just a little so as not to attract any attention, and moved on to the last, and larger box.

"Dare I even open this here?"

"If you don't, I'll open it and show everyone." She teased.

"I thought you liked me," I said, although I couldn't help but smile a little.

"Oh, I like you a lot," she smiled, then gave me a peck on my lips. "Go ahead and open the last box."

Cautiously, I tore the paper off the last box and then raised the top and peeked in, revealing a classic looking, royal blue, chiffon dress with white detailing. I closed the box quickly.

"You don't like it?" She smiled.

"It looks beautiful, but I can't look at it right now. I'll look at it later. Thank you."

It's really beautiful," she whispered, almost sexually. "I got it at a retro clothing shop. It's from 1962. It's soft and elegant, and..."

"I'll look at it later."

"It comes with a petticoat."

"I can't look at it right now."

"It has big, puffy sleeves that look like they belong on a little girl's dress."

"Just stop, alright."

"I got you the pumps to match."

"Thank you, but I'd like to make it through this evening without my mother going nuts, ok?"

"You're going to look amazing in it."

"We'll see."

"When we go see that play in Boston."

My head snapped around to look at her and I felt the blood drain from my face. "You're not serious, are you?"

She smiled and shrugged. "It's just a thought that occurred to me when you gave me the tickets. Think about it. It might be fun. It'll be up to you, of course, but it's a golden opportunity to wear a beautiful dress to a wonderful event."

I looked around at everyone and thought about my family's reaction to me doing something like that and I felt my stomach tumble. "Oh, I don't know, Ria. I'll have to think about that."

She kissed my cheek. "Ok. I won't force you. It'd just be fun. That's all." She smiled some more.

"Here, Ria," my mother interrupted us, "this is for you."

"Another present!?!?" Ria made a big show of receiving the gift.

As she opened it, I got up and scurried down the hall and stowed my three boxes from Ria in my closet for the time being, knowing I'd need to come up with a better hiding place at some point.

We had a great holiday break. The girls and Ria and I hung out together a lot. We saw some movies, went bowling, streamed some stuff on TV and we all got into cooking together. My sister and cousins all really seemed to love Ria, which was great and made things much easier.

We spent New Years Eve at a big event on the common of our city. Lots of food trucks and live bands. It was cold, but a pretty great time. There were several local micro breweries there, too, so Avery and Chelsea took advantage of tasting lots of different beers. They didn't get drunk, mind you, they just enjoyed themselves.

In mid-January, we were headed back to classes and enjoying campus things, again.

That is, until one day in late January.

We left for school a little after eight thirty that morning and everything was fine. It was cold, but the sun was shining and the forecast was for a some flurries that afternoon. We met Ria in the parking lot and we all headed into the school, then to our individual classrooms. For me, that meant leaving the science building and crossing to the fine arts building for a Music History class.

Around one o'clock, I was headed back to meet everyone for lunch and, instead of flurries, a pretty steady misty rain had started, which, in turn, had created a pretty thick glaze of ice on the ground. It was a challenge to cross the eighty or so feet of asphalt between the two buildings.

"It's pretty bad out there," I said to everyone when I got to the cafeteria.

"Yeah, my dad said to come home, if I could," Ria said. "I'm only about a mile away, but you guys are clear across town."

Chelsea was already watching the most recent weather forecast on her iPad and things didn't look good. "I guess we have two choices," she said. "We can leave now, before it gets any worse, or we can hang out here a while longer and hope that they sand the roads."

Avery was looking out the window. "You know, the main roads don't look too bad right now. If we leave now and stick to the main roads, we only have to deal with our street and it's not much of hill. I vote to email our professors and just leave now. I think it's the safest thing to do."

We all agreed and headed out to the parking lot.

After a lot of scraping to clear the windows on our car and Ria's, I kissed Ria goodbye, and I climbed into the backseat of our car. Chelsea was the most experienced driver and did a great job getting us home, but it was a long slow commute. Eventually, we were pulling into our driveway, but as we were passing our front porch, I shouted, 'Shit! Stop the car!"

When it stopped, I jumped out and ran across the grass so as not to slip on the pavement to where I saw my Aunt Ann laying unconscious at the foot of the front steps.

"Auntie! Auntie!" I called to her as I touched her face, but she didn't respond at all - and her face was very cold. I was scared out of my mind and I'd left my phone in the car.

I looked back at the car to where the girls were all standing and not sure what had happened. See, the way our house was situated on the lot, the front steps were angled away from the driveway. If I hadn't caught the glimpse of Aunt Ann that I had, it's possible that no one else would have. She might have laid there unconscious for hours if I hadn't just happened to look that way at just the right moment.

"Call nine one one!" I shouted.

"What happed?" Chelsea shouted back.

"It's Auntie Ann! I think she fell! She's unconscious!"

I heard all three of them all yell, "Oh, shit!" Just as I had. Then Avery made the call while Chelsea ran to me, while Julia grabbed a blanket from the car and then followed behind Chelsea.

By the time the ambulance, a fire truck and the police showed up, we were all sure that our aunt was dead, but the EMTs assured us that she was, at least for the moment, alive.

"Can I go with her?" I asked the EMTs, as they loaded her into the ambulance, astounding myself.

"Are you her son?" One of them asked as the doors were closing.

"Yes," I said without hesitation.

"How old are you?" She asked.

"Nineteen."

"Ok. Jump in."

As I climbed in, Chelsea grabbed my hand and said, "Jack." I stopped and looked at her, but she just put my cell phone in my hand, then squeezed my hand in hers. She looked like she was going to cry. I knew how she felt.
 
 
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The Good Son - 3

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The Good Son: 3

by Clara
Copyright© 2021,2022,2025 Clara Schumann

 

Sometimes you're living a lie and you don't know it.
As Jack tells his story, you'll see what I mean.


 
Author's Note: I love to read comments, pro and con, but I'd also just love for you to check in and let me know that you're doing ok. ~Clara.
 
This version of The Good Son: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 3
 

By the time the ambulance, a fire truck and the police showed up, we were all sure that our aunt was dead, but the EMTs assured us that she was, at least for the moment, alive.

"Can I go with her?" I asked the EMTs, as they loaded her into the ambulance, astounding myself.

"Are you her son?" one of them asked as the doors were closing.

"Yes," I said without hesitation.

"How old are you?" she asked.

"Nineteen."

"Ok. Jump in."

As I climbed in, Chelsea grabbed my hand and said, "Jack." I stopped and looked at her, but she just put my cell phone in my hand, then squeezed my hand in hers. She looked like she was going to cry. I knew how she felt.

I never felt so useless in my life, just sitting there, holding my aunt's cold, lifeless hand as the EMTs worked on her.

"We're incoming with a woman," the older of the EMT's spoke into a radio, then he looked at me. "How old is your mother, son?"

I thought for a second. "Ummm... fifty six."

"A fifty six year old woman," he returned to the radio, "unconscious, cuts and contusions on her head, possible concussion, by the position of her legs, I think we may have several broken bones, possibly a broken hip. I will forward pictures."

Then they went to work and didn't say anything and ignored me.

Finally I asked, "Is she going to be ok?"

The older EMT looked at me and said, "We're going to do everything we can to help her."

That scared me more than anything else he could have said.

"But... she's not going to... die... is she?"

He touched my knee and looked me in the eye. "We're going to do everything we can to help her."

That's when I started shaking and I felt the tears in my eyes. My aunt and I had a strained relationship - hell my aunt had a strained relationship with the world - but I couldn't let her die. I just couldn't. I didn't want her to think she was alone, so I bent down and I whispered in her ear. "It's Jack, auntie. Please don't die, auntie. Please. I love you, auntie. Please don't die." Then I kissed her hand and held it to my cheek until we pulled into the emergency room entrance at the hospital.

I felt empty and so alone as they took my aunt into a room, leaving me alone in a waiting room. I was there about twenty minutes when my phone rang and I saw that it was my mother.

"Hi, mom."

"Christ Almighty, Jacky, are you ok?" My mother sounded panicked.

"Me? Yeah, mom, I'm ok. It's Aunt Ann that's hurt."

"I know, honey, but what the hell were you thinking going with her?"

She sounded angry with me and I didn't know why. "Are you mad at me, mom?"

She let out a long and frustrated breath. "No, Jack, I'm not mad, I'm just... honey you shouldn't be there by yourself and I can't get there in this ice storm. Your Aunt Mary and I should be there, not you. You're too young."

"What choice was there, mom? Aunt Ann was hurt. You weren't there. I was. That's all there was to it."

My mom made some frustrated noises on the other end of the phone. "How is Ann?"

"I don't know," I said. "She didn't look good, mom. I told her to be strong that we loved her and didn't want her to die."

"You told her we loved her?" I heard a crack in my mother's voice. "That was kind of you, Jacky."

"It's the truth, mom."

I heard her sniffle. "I'm glad to hear it, honey."

"Are you the young man who came in with the lady in the ambulance?" a woman interrupted.

"Hold on," I said into the phone. "Yes," I said to the woman.

"Is she your mother?"

"Yes," I lied.

"They're taking your mother into surgery, now. I'm afraid you're in for a long afternoon."

"What's happening?" my real mother asked.

I said to the woman who'd spoken to me, "This is my mother's sister. Could you tell her what's happening?"

The woman took the phone. "Hi. From what I understand, it appears that your sister took a pretty bad fall on the ice and she sustained multiple broken bones, an injury to her head and both of her hips are going to need to be replaced over the next few months. She's got a long road ahead of her."

I heard my mother ask a few questions, then the woman handed phone back to me. "I'll give you periodic updates," she said to me. "What's a good number to reach you?"

I wrote down my number and she left.

"Are you still there?" I said into the phone.

"I'm here, Jacky. I'm going to try to get there."

"No, mom!" I insisted. "It's too icy for anyone to be on the road until the storm is over. I'll just hang out here and wait. I'll call if I hear anything."

I sat and waited. And waited. And waited. And waited.

And I tried to figure out how to reach Ronny to let him know about his mom, but my number was still blocked and I had no idea where he lived or worked. I just knew that he hung out at 'The Right Place,' and that I saw him eat at 'The Flying Rhino' one time.

Goddamnit, why did he have to block me? I was just trying to help. What if Aunt Ann died? How was I going to let him know about it? Geez, Ronny, I know you can be a jerk, but this isn't really what you want, is it?

The hours just crawled by and eventually I fell asleep in the waiting room. I woke up around midnight when someone kissed my forehead. I woke up half expecting to see my mother, but instead I saw Ria's beautiful, dark face smiling down at me. I blinked and focused. "Ria? What are you doing here?"

"I came to keep you company. My dad had to go into work regardless of the weather and I convinced him to drop me off."

I sat up taller and hugged her as she sat next to me. "What time is it?"

"Almost midnight. It's still pretty bad out there. The weather report says it'll be better in the morning. Have you heard anything about your aunt?"

I checked my phone. There were no messages except texts and voicemail's from my family. "Not since like six. She was still in surgery then. Shoot, my battery is really low."

Ria dug into her pocketbook. "Here. I have a charger."

We moved closer to an outlet. "Thanks for coming," I said. "You didn't need to."

"I didn't want you here all night by yourself."

"That's really nice." I smiled at her.

She smiled and shrugged. "That's what people do when they love each other."

We just stared at each other for a couple of seconds before I asked, "Are you saying that you love me?"

She nodded. "Yeah. That's what I'm saying. You don't have to say it back, but... that's what I'm saying."

I think I must have smiled a bit too goofily before I kissed her because she giggled at me. After I kissed her I said. "I love you, too, Ria. I really do."

"I'm glad, Jack."

My phone buzzed with a text from Chelsea. 'ANY NEWS?'

I text back. 'NO. NOTHING'

'ARE YOU OK?'

'YES. RIA IS HERE WITH ME, NOW.'

'HOW?'

'HER DAD DROPPED HER ON HIS WAY TO WORK.'

'GOOD. GLAD YOU'RE NOT ALONE. I'LL TELL YOUR MOM. EVERYONE'S WORRIED ABOUT YOU HERE.'

'WHY?'

'BECAUSE YOU'RE THERE, YOU IDIOT.'

"Nice to know you're loved, I guess," I laughed, showing Ria the text.

She laughed, too. "I talked to Chelsea. She said that your mom was really upset with all of them for letting you get into the ambulance with your aunt."

"Really?" I asked, surprised. "It all happened pretty fast. I'm not sure that they had a lot of say in the matter. I'm not sure that I did either. I just didn't want her to be alone. She probably didn't even know I was there."

"I'm sure she did," Ria said as she kissed my cheek and petted my hair.

"Since l've gotten here, I've just been trying to figure out how to get in touch with Ronny. He needs to be told about this."

"Ok, I agree with you about that. We'll figure out something."

Around one o'clock, a doctor came out and told me that my aunt, well, he said 'my mother,' was going to be ok, but she wasn't going to be awake for a couple of days. He also said she'd need at least two more surgeries in the next few months, so the family should prepare for her to be in a wheel chair for a while and then on a walker for a couple of weeks as she recovered from her hip replacement surgeries, when those occurred.

I didn't want to wake everyone at home, but I wanted my mother and aunt to hear this, so I called and they answered on the second ring. They talked to the doctor and seemed relieved by what he told them, then they told me to get some rest if I could and we said good night.

Sometime around mid-morning, Aunt Ann was moved into a bed in a recovery area and I was allowed in to see her. Only me, though, not Ria.

I was relieved that I she was going to be ok - that is, until I saw her. She didn't even look like my aunt. There were so many tubes and wires attached to her, I could hardly see her small body underneath all the mass of it all.

"I know it's a lot to take in," the nurse said to me in a kind voice, "but honestly, your mom is doing very well, under the circumstances. Talk to her, if you can. It helps."

I nodded, trying hard to take in the whole situation. She led me to a chair next to Aunt Ann's bed and she walked away.

I took my aunt's hand in mine, careful of the port for her medications, and I leaned close to her and I whispered, "They say you're going to be ok, auntie, but you've got some hard weeks ahead of you. Don't worry, though. We'll all be there to help you. All of us."

I know you won't believe it, but I swear, I heard her let out a little sigh, almost like she was thanking me.

"And auntie," I continued, "I promise, I will find Ronnie and let him know that you need him."

Ok, I knew that Ronny should now be referred to as 'she' but Aunt Ann didn't, so I wasn't going to tell her the truth right now, and the important part about this story is that when I said this, I swear to God, my aunt squeezed my hand. She really did. She squeezed my hand and she broke my heart all at the same time.

Mid afternoon, my mother and Aunt Mary arrived at the hospital and met us in the waiting room. My mom greeted me with her arms outstretched and saying, "Oh, my baby," which surprised me quite a bit, but not nearly as much as my Aunt Mary greeting Ria with her arms also outstretched and saying, "You poor child. You shouldn't have to go through this."

Once we got past the shock, my mother gave us strict orders to go home, get some rest, take a showers and not to come back to the hospital. I assured her that I would go home, I would take a shower, but I was going to be at the hospital when Aunt Ann woke up. The doctors said that was probably going to be on Saturday afternoon, and I was going to be there.

My mom had driven her car and Aunt Mary had driven hers, so I drove my mom's back to our house. Ria told her parents where she'd be and they were ok with it, but gave the usual parental warnings about 'no horseplay,' or whatever the Nepalese equivalent of that was.

Because if the treacherous conditions due to the ice storm earlier, the girls were all at home. They knew we'd be coming, so they had French toast and bacon waiting for us - even though it was nearly dinner time. It was delicious. After that, Ria showered and borrowed some PJs from Julia. Then I showered and pulled on some sweats and joined everyone in the living room for a few minutes. It wasn't long, though, before Ria and I retired to my bedroom I took my bed and Ria took Julia's and Julia graciously agreed to sleep on the couch. It was only about six in the evening, but we were both exhausted.

I could have easily drifted off to sleep had my mind not been plagued by the problem of finding my cousin Ronny. She'd really put me in an untenable position and I was feeling pretty upset about it. Finally, I came up with a way to contact her. It was a pretty stupid idea, but it was an idea, nonetheless. So, with that in mind, I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

I slept straight through the night and only woke up because I heard Julia rummaging through her bureau looking for clothes. She heard me stir in my bed and looked over at me. "Oh, Jacky, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to wake you."

"No problem," I assured her. "I need to pee, anyway. Is there school?"

She shook her head. "No. I guess the power is still out on campus. I just wanted to get dressed. It's a little chilly in the living room."

That was something I knew from recent experience. "Are you still tired?"

"A little," she admitted.

"Is Avery up?"

"Umm... yeah. Why?"

I swung my legs out from under the covers. "Here. You get into bed. I need to talk to Avery."

Julia looked at me, confused. "Why do you need to talk to Avery?"

I kissed her cheek and led her to the bed. "Get into bed and sleep a while longer." I slipped my feet into my lined Crocs.

"Why do you need to talk to Avery?"

"Shh, you'll wake Ria," I said as I turned and left the room.

I found Avery in the kitchen drinking coffee.

"Hey," I said, "how are you?"

"Oh, hi," she smiled. "I didn't think you'd be up for a while, yet. How are you feeling?"

"I'm good, I guess," I said, "but I need to ask you a couple of big favors."

"Oh yeah?" she smiled. "What kind of big favors?" she pulled her robe a little tighter around her. "Don't tell me. Let me guess. You want to hide a Valentine's Day present for Ria in my room, right?"

"Umm... no," I shook my head. "It's a lot bigger than that."

The playful look on her face faded a bit. "Oh... what's up?"

I took a big breath and looked at her before I spoke. "Ok, first I have to ask you not to ask me why I'm asking these favors and second I have to ask you not to tell our mothers about them."

She folded her arms and waited.

"The first thing I need is for you to make me look just like you, again."

She bobbed her head from side to side. "Ok... I can do that, I guess."

I nodded. "Then I need to borrow a dress - a kind of nice one that you'd wear out to a nice restaurant."

Her eyes narrowed. "Why?"

"I told you, I can't tell you."

She stared at me for a moment. "Does Ria know about this?"

I shook my head. "Not yet, but she will and she will understand my reasons. She's already aware of the situation."

She considered that. "But you can't tell me?"

I shook my head. "I'm sorry. I can't."

She thought for a moment. "Well... if Ria is ok with it, I will make you look like me and loan you a dress."

"And shoes." I added.

"And shoes," she agreed. "Is that it?"

I shook my head. "I have one more favor and... it's the big one."

She chuckled. "Oh, IT'S the big one. What, what, pray tell, is THE BIG ONE?"

I stared at the table for a good long time before finally saying, "I need to borrow your license."

"What? Why? You have a license."

I sighed. "I need to get into a bar."

"NO!" she said, emphatically. "Absolutely not. You are not getting drunk using my ID. Absolutely not!"

"I am not going to get drunk."

"Yeah sure. You just want my ID to go to a bar and drink water, right? Look, Jack, you know that I don't think of you like my cousin. As far as I'm concerned, you're my little brother. Honest, Jacky, I really do love you like my brother, but NO. I can't make you look like me, then send you out and let you - LOOKING LIKE ME - go get shit faced. What if someone I know sees you? What if you get pulled over and I end up with a DUI? Again, I love you to death, but I can't do that."

"Avery..." I tried to say, but she interrupted.

"NO!"

"Can you please hear me out?"

She took a deep breath and calmed down. "Ok. Explain."

"Ok. I can't explain entirely, but..." I thought for a moment. "... I need to speak to someone who I can't call or text. I don't know where they live or work, but I know that they go to this particular bar almost every night - and since tonight is Friday, they'll definitely be there. So, I'll go there, get a soft drink if I have to, wait until I see this person, talk to them and come home. That's all."

She chewed that over for a bit. "Who's the person?"

"I can't tell you."

"Why is this important?"

"I can't tell you."

She thought a while longer, then shook her head. "Nope. I'm sorry. If you can't trust me, then I can't trust you."

"Avery..."

"Honestly, Jack, I don't want to say 'no,' but I have no choice. If you can't tell me the truth, then I..."

"It's to help Aunt Ann," I blurted out.

"What?" She looked at me and thought for a moment. "Aunt Ann?"

I nodded.

"You're going to see Ronnie?"

I nodded.

"At Monaghan's"

"No, no, no," I half laughed. "Ronnie's got a new job and isn't hanging out at Monaghan's anymore."

"Where is he hanging out?"

"I can't tell you."

"Why don't I just go?"

I sighed. "Avery... it's really complicated. I promised Ronny that I wouldn't tell anyone about it, though. Please, Ronny will only talk to me... and maybe not even to me."

She thought for a long few minutes. "I'm not sure what to think about this, Jack. Ronny's always been a problem. Maybe he isn't what Aunt Ann needs right now."

I looked at Avery. "She's Ronny's mother, Avery. Ronny needs to know that she's been hurt. Whether or not Ronny comes home to help Aunt Ann with her recovery isn't our decision, is it? It's Ronny's."

She grimaced and shook her head. "I don't know, Jack. Can we put this off for a few days?"

I just looked at her and shook my head.

"I need to talk to Chelsea about this."

I stood up. "Ok. Forget it, then. I'm sorry I asked. Just... please... don't talk to Chelsea or Julia about this, ok? I promised Ronny I'd be discreet, and I've already violated that promise by telling you."

"Jack, I don't understand. You promised Ronny you'd be discreet about WHAT? This makes no sense!"

"Can I say something?" We both turned to see Ria standing in the doorway. She walked into the kitchen and sat beside Avery, laying her hand on her's. "I'm not going to pretend to understand all of the dynamics of your family after only a few months, but I can tell that you all love each other and on our first date together, Jack and I ran into your cousin Ronny, so I know a little about the confidence that Jack is keeping. Having said all that - I think what Jack is proposing is actually a pretty brave thing. Avery, I understand all of your reservations, but I don't think that Jack is going to abuse your ID. I think he'll go in and be right back out again as soon as possible." she looked at me. "Right, Jack?"

I nodded.

Avery shook her head and looked at each of us. "Alright, listen - I'll get you ready and dress you up. You can use my ID as long as you SWEAR that you won't drink BUT there are other stipulations, too. YOU are not driving. Ria is driving and I'm going along, too. We won't go in, we'll just wait in the car, but we'll be nearby, just in case, and this way, just in case a cop pulls the car over, the person driving the car has a legal license that was actually issued to her. That's the deal and there is no more negotiation. Ok?"

I looked at Ria who said, "I think that's reasonable."

"Alright," I nodded. "Thanks, Avery."

"Don't thank me yet. Do you remember how to shave your legs?"

I shrugged. "Sure."

"Well, go shower, wash and condition your hair..."

"I just showered last night..."

"... wash and condition your hair," she repeated, "because you aren't going to be wearing it up in a bun to go out clubbing. Then get ready for some prodding and plucking. Go on."

I showered and shaved and returned to the kitchen wearing my robe, but beneath it I had on the panties I'd worn to the Halloween party and I had myself tucked back securely. Avery started by putting my hair into curlers and treating them with some sort of setting lotion before putting a bonnet-dryer onto my head.

"I've only ever seen you guys use this a few times," I said.

"Because we all have our hair treated and cut and I have mine permed every six weeks to give it some body. Yours is as straight as mine would be without the perm, so if you want to look like me for this evening, you need to do it the old fashioned way."

She positioned the plastic bonnet so that my ears were sticking out, but all of my hair was covered so that she could still talk to me. Then she turned on the hair dryer and my scalp began to bake.

Ria appeared, leaned my head back onto the counter top and began icing my left eyebrow.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Numbing your eyebrow a bit. It'll make plucking it less painful."

My stomach turned a bit. "Oh. I hadn't thought of that. Will it be noticeable on Monday?"

"I don't know," she laughed. "Look at Avery. See how arched her brows are? Yours need to look the same. Do you think those will be noticeable on you on Monday?"

I looked at my cousin. Julia and Chelsea were damned near close to classically beautiful in the way that their faces and bodies had developed. Avery, though... Avery was that classic girl next door kind of girl. Apple faced, small chested, slight build - the perky tomboy who climbed trees until she was eighteen and then discovered that she could be a beautiful woman, you know? And I looked almost just like a male version of her.

"Yeah," I answered.

"Then, yeah." Ria smiled. "But maybe this will be a good opportunity for you to try out some of those pretty Christmas presents I bought you."

"Shh," I whispered.

"Yeah," Avery smiled, as she smeared something onto my lips. "Ria tells me that she gave you some very lovely clothes for Christmas and you not only haven't worn them, but you haven't shared them with me. We are the same size, Jack. Maybe I would like to wear them."

I rolled my eyes. "I'll show you later. What did you put on my lips? It feels funny."

"It's a lip filler. It plumps them a little to smooth out the rough parts. I use it every morning and night. I'm putting it on now and then again in a few hours. It'll help a little, but I'll still need to put a few coats of lipstick on to smooth everything out when the time comes. Of course, we're not doing lipstick for hours, yet."

"HEY! THAT HURTS!" I shouted louder than I'd intended when Ria began plucking.

"Oh, my goodness, what a baby," she laughed. "I first had my brows plucked when I was eight. Nepalese women have very hairy brows."

Avery began icing the other brow and was also laughing at me when we heard Julia enter the room. "Should I even ask what is going on in here?"

Avery shook her head. "Not if you want an honest answer. Suffice it to say that I'm making your brother look like me for the evening."

"Well, yeah. Of course. That makes perfect sense," Julia said, as she poured a glass of Orange juice. "Just a normal Friday morning. Might I ask why?"

"Ahh." Avery shook her head. "See, there's the problem. He's being pretty quiet about that."

"Is he, now?" Julia looked around the kitchen. "Where's Chelsea?"

"She went to her friend Fran's house to work on project. Probably won't be home till midnight or so," Avery explained.

"So, she doesn't know anything about this?" my sister asked, a little surprised.

"No." Avery sounded a little concerned.

Julia looked down at me. "What's going on, Jack?"

"I'm sorry, Jules, but I can't tell you?" I said.

"What do you mean 'you can't tell me?' What's so bad that you can't tell me? Since when do we keep secrets from each other?"

"I'm really sorry, Jules. I really am."

She looked at Avery. "Do you know what's going on?"

Avery sighed. "I'll tell you what I know, which isn't much. So - you know that Ronny has dropped off the the face of the earth, right?"

"Yes, thank God," Julia said.

"Well, Jacky doesn't feel the same way we do. He wants to make sure that Ronny knows that Aunt Ann is in the hospital."

Julia slapped my leg really hard. "Geez, Jacky, why can't you just leave well enough alone? Why do you always have to do the right thing?"

"Yeah," I said, "sorry about that. From now on, I'll try to be a jerk like everyone else."

"That would be helpful," Julia said. "So... what does any of that have to do with looking like Avery?"

"Well, apparently," Avery went on, "Ronny has moved, changed jobs and no longer spends his nights at Monaghan's, but, somehow, Jack knows where he does hang out, but for some reason won't tell us. So, tonight, he's going there dressed as Avery, with Avery's ID and talking to cousin Ronny." Speaking about herself using her name that way seemed to make the whole thing seem weirder than it actually was.

"And why doesn't Avery just go talk to him?" Julia asked, continuing to use Avery's name in that odd way.

"Because Jack won't let her," both Avery and Ria said.

"And Avery is ok with this?" Julia asked, more than a little shocked.

"Oh, no, no, no, no, Avery is most assuredly NOT ok with this," Avery said. "That is why Avery will be outside said bar in the car."

"But..." The wheels were turning in my sister's head. "... how can you drive if Jack has your license?"

"I'm driving," Ria, said, then added, "This eyebrow is done."

"So, you're both going?" Julia asked.

"Yes," they both said, as they exchanged sides.

"Well, then I'm going, too," Julia announced.

"No, you aren't," I insisted.

"Shut up," she snapped at me. "I am. I don't know what the heck you are up to, but I am not going to be the only one left out of it."

"Guys," I said, pleading, "Ronny has really made some big changes and I promised to keep those changes a secret. If we all show up there and Ronny sees that..."

"Oh, look," Julia said, interrupting me, "there are some stray hairs on his nipples."

"I didn't shave my..." I started to say, but my sister grabbed a hold of my left nipple and twisted it with all her might so that all I could manage to say was, "OUCH!"

"I'm sorry," she said as she released me, "you were saying?"

"Alright, all three of you can come, but for crying out loud, don't park right in front of the club. Alright?"

"Alright," Avery smiled.

"I like that technique," Ria laughed. "I'll have to remember that in case we ever have an argument in the future."

"That really hurt, you know," I said to my sister.

"It worked, though didn't it?" she laughed.

"You wouldn't like it if I did it to you, would you?" I asked, trying to point out that she had been pretty violent in her method.

"No, Jack I would not, and I apologize for using such extreme methods - HOWEVER - I would like to point out that inside of those lacy, nylon panties that you're wearing, you do have an appendage that is probably much more sensitive than my nipple. So, should you ever decide to twist my nipple..."

The girls were all laughing at her threat.

"Yeah, yeah, yeah," I said as I let the whole thing drop.

"Come here," Avery instructed Julia. "Hold this ice on his ear lobe while I go get a needle"

"GET A WHAT!?" I screamed as Julia moved into position.

"She's going to get a piercing needle. Relax. We bought a kit years ago. We've all done each other's ears. It doesn't hurt... much. The ice will numb you earlobes." she pulled her hair back to expose her ears. "Look. Mom took me to have my ears pierced when I was like ten years old. I got one hole put in at the mall. Now, I've got three in my lobe and a few around the top and side. Avery and Chelsea did those and I did theirs. It's no big deal. Honest."

"But... then they'll be a hole in my ears."

"Yeah, but it'll heal if you take the ring out. Of course, if you decide to keep it, then you can keep it."

"I think you should keep it," Ria said. "I like earrings. I think they'd look nice on you."

Now, why would that make my heart do flip flops in my chest? I don't know, but it did.

Avery came back with the piercing kit which, besides the needles, some alcohol pads and some corks to place behind the ear, came with a selection of studs.

"What do you think? Which studs should we use?" Avery asked.

For some bizarre reason, I could not see the selection, but the three girls all gathered around the box.

Ria looked at me and smiled. "Well, if it were up to me, I'd go with the little daisies, but since he's going to a club, maybe these would be best."

My sister and cousin agreed, and the holes were made, quite painlessly, actually, and the earrings were installed. I was forbidden from seeing them until my hair was done drying, though.

Soon, my eyebrows were done and I was allowed to sit upright. At that point, what little extra flab I had on my chest was gathered up and duct tape was applied beneath it to give me just a little bit of a hint of natural cleavage. Then the push-up bra I'd worn on Halloween was added and the girls went to work on my nails.

Luckily - and I'm using that word sarcastically - there were some at home -acrylic-nails in the house and those were attached to me, then filed and colored. You know, for The Black Swan, none of that was necessary, so my nails were just painted black and a clear polish was put on top of that.

When, at last, my nails were done, Avery checked my hair and pronounced it dry, too, but also made it clear that it was not coming out of the curlers, just yet.

"I'm taking it out of the bonnet and I'm going to give it a good spraying, alright. Then, we're going to have some lunch and relax for a bit before I do your makeup. After that, I'll brush it out and get you ready to go out. Are we clear?"

"Yes," I said.

Grateful to finally be able to stand again, I got up and flexed a little. "Is there a mirror?" I asked.

"There is," Ria laughed, "but trust me, baby, you do not want to see yourself right now. Curlers and red skin around your eyebrows is not an attractive look."

"That bathrobe doesn't help either," Julia laughed as she gave my butt a playful slap.

"Ohh, ohh, ohh," Ria suddenly thought of something. "This is the perfect time to wear the nightgown I gave you for Christmas!"

Avery laughed and Julia's jaw dropped.

"You gave him a nightgown for Christmas?" my sister asked.

"Yeah," Avery said through guffaws, "and apparently two dresses."

"Where is it?" Ria asked excitedly.

There was no point in being coy about it, now. "In white boxes at the bottom of my closet."

She practically sprinted down the hallway and was back seconds later with all three boxes. She pulled the Buffalo plaid granny gown out of the box to the laughter and applause of the others.

"Oh, that's just adorable!" Avery laughed.

"Jacky, why haven't you been wearing that?" Julia laughed. "It looks so warm!"

"Yeah, very funny!" I said. "Imagine the ribbing that all of you would give me if I walked out of the bed room in that."

"Oh, don't be a baby," Avery teased, still laughing. "Put it on. It'll be more comfortable."

I did and to tell you the truth, it was.

It was just like a really, really, really soft flannel shirt that went all the way to my knees. And it was so nice and warm! I've heard girls refer to their clothes as 'snuggly' and always thought it was such a silly thing to say, but this was snuggly - honest to goodness, that's the first thing that came to mind.

"Do you like it?" Ria asked me once I was wearing it.

"It's really comfortable, Ria. Thank you, but you do understand why I can't wear it around the house, don't you?"

"I do, but I think it's silly." She shook her head.

"Oh, this is cute!" I heard Avery say. I turned and I saw her looking at the sweater/overall-dress combination. "Jacky this is adorable!"

"Isn't it?" Ria agreed. "I'm dying to take him out in that."

"You're crazy, Jack," Julia shook her head, as she moved towards the last box. "You enjoy cross dressing and you have a girlfriend who wants to dress you up and you are too much of a coward to... oh my God, look at this dress."

"Holy Moses!" Avery gasped looking at the navy blue, 1961 classic dress that Ria had purchased for me from a retro fashion shop in the city. "Jack, if you're not going to wear this, please, please, please let me. This is just beautiful."

"He's wearing it when we go to Boston to see the show." Ria smiled.

"You are?" Both Julia and Avery asked simultaneously.

"Maybe," I said.

"Oh, you are," Ria said, with a whisked smile. "If you're willing to do all of this for your cousin, you can wear that beautiful dress that I gave you for me. End of story." she looked at Avery. "After that, I'll be happy if he shares his pretty dress with you."

Suddenly, Avery was pulling my nightgown over my head. "Come on, Jack. Try it on. I have to know what it looks like on me."

"Seriously?"

"Yes, seriously! Jack, I have been a bridesmaid in two weddings and gone to three proms and I've never worn a dress this beautiful. I want to see what it looks like on me. Now, I've worked hard on you today, PUT THAT GODDAMNED DRESS ON!"

She was only teasing, of course, but she was excited, in truth, I wanted to try it on, too.

"There are pumps in there, too," Ria said. "He'll need stockings."

"Oh, Avery, look at theses!" Julia held up a pair of navy blue pumps with three inch, very narrow, but not quite spike, heels, shallow sides then the part that covered the toes, the part that I NOW know is called the toe box, was swallow, so that it would barely cover the wearer's toes, and they came to a drastic point.

Avery gasped at the classic beauty of the shoes, ran to Ria, grabbed her, kissed her full on the mouth and said, "Break up with him and marry me!" Then ran down the corridor to her room.

Ria looked at me and laughed, then Avery appeared moments later with a pair of pantyhose that had a dark black tint to them. "Here. You can wear these with your outfit tonight, too."

I bunched the first leg as I'd been taught and started it, then the second and eased the pantyhose up my legs.

The dress came with a petticoat. It was a slightly less dark shade of blue. It wasn't insanely wide, like the petticoats of the nineteen fifties, but it had a flare to it. I put that on, then Avery and Ria lowered the dress over my curler-covered head.

It really was a work of art. A kind of under dress with thin layers of chiffon over it and these lovely silvery decorations embroidered here and there on the shoulders. It was high waisted and, due to the petticoat, flared dramatically.

The neckline was very modest, as was the style of the time, and the sleeves puffed high before floating loosely down to very delicate, long cuffs that had six little, fussy, silver buttons.

"The shoes," Avery said, excited. "Put the shoes on."

Julia held my arms to steady me while Ria put the shoes on my feet.

When they were done, I looked at Avery who was standing with her hand over her mouth and shaking her head.

"What do you think?" Ria asked.

"I think lunch is going to have to wait," Avery said. "We're going to have to do his hair and makeup, now. I want pictures of me in my new dress."

"Oh, come on," I whined, "I haven't even had breakfast."

"Too bad, tough guy," my cousin said. "You're the one who wanted to get all prettied up. The ball's in motion, now. Go sit down, and be careful not to wrinkle my dress, young lady!"

Then she turned to Ria and said, "I'm dead serious about what I said before. If you ever want to break up with him, I'm available. I mean, I'm not usually into girls, but I'm definitely into dresses like that."

Ria laughed. "I'll keep that in mind."

The makeup went quickly, although I'm not a big fan of fake eyelashes. You do get used to them, but they just are just a bit bothersome to me.

The hair was a lot of hard work for me, though.

You may recall that Avery said she was going to spray it. Well, she must have used a half a can of spray on it before she started on my makeup. So when she pulled out the curlers and started running a brush through it, it felt as if she was trying to run the brush through a solid block of glue. And of course, when I complained, I was ridiculed for being a baby.

Eventually, the hairspray did relinquish its hold, yet maintain its body, which was Avery's goal, and after about forty five minutes of fussing, cussing, swearing and some touch up with a curling iron, she was satisfied with the results. She did, however, change the studs that were in my ears before allowing me to stand up.

Before allowing me to see myself in a mirror, she ran down to her room and did a quick makeup job on herself, putting on the dress and shoes that I'd be wearing that evening.

When she returned to the kitchen, she dragged me into the living room and had me stand in front of the TV, where every Easter, Christmas and prom picture had been taken since we were babies and she had Julia take a picture of the two of us side by side.

She took the phone from Julia and showed me the picture. "Look, Jacky. We're the twins now."

It was the truth, too. Julia and I were biological twins, and we looked as if we were related, but Avery had made us look absolutely identical - except her dress looked lovely and my dress looked extraordinary.

"Don't we look nice?"

We certainly did. My hair and makeup was done with a bit more care, and of course... my dress was much nicer. My mother and her sisters loved old movies and TV shows and since we'd only had one TV until a few years ago, I had seen lots of period shows and movies growing up. No one was ever going to mistake me for Marilyn Monroe or Mary Tyler Moore, but my slight build lent me towards the Audrey Hepburn style of the early sixties and that's exactly what this dress had been styled for.

"Come on, Jack, say something," Avery laughed.

"Oh... ahh, yes, we look pretty," I said. "Very pretty."

"Do you like the dress?" Ria asked.

"I think he's a little overwhelmed by the dress, actually." Julia smiled. "Aren't you, Jacky?"

"Umm... yeah..." I sputtered. "I guess that's a good way to put it. I'm kind of... overwhelmed. It is very beautiful."

"And you look beautiful in it, Jack," Ria said, kissing my cheek. "So do you, Avery," she said with a smile.

"And look,"Avery said, making the picture larger near my face, "you're wearing my amethyst studs. Don't they looks great with that dress? You can wear them to Boston."

"If I wear the dress to Boston," I insisted.

"You'll be wearing the dress to Boston," Avery said with authority.

"You do look awfully nice in it," Julia said, quietly. "Does it feel nice to wear?"

"It feels amazing," I answered, just as quietly.

She smiled, then said quietly, so only I could hear. "So, you like it, you look great in it, it makes Ria happy and no one will know you there. What's the problem?"

I shrugged. "Well, there's mom, of course, and... I need to think about it. I guess I'm just not ready to say yes just yet."

She laughed. "I get it. Manly pride and all that."

Then I laughed. "Do I look like I have any manly pride?"

"Ok, I need a picture of me in my dress all by myself," Avery said. "Jack, move over by the curtains. That's it. Perfect. Smile. Great."

"You're not going to post that anywhere, are you?" I asked.

She snickered. "Where could I post it? If my mother saw it, I'd have to explain where the dress came from. What would I say? 'Oh, that's actually Jack's dress.' We'd both have a lot to answer for, then. I just want to have a picture so I can remember how beautiful it is. I'll figure out an occasion I can wear it to later. But, believe me, I will figure out an occasion."

"Ok, well, since the ball isn't tonight, maybe we should get Cinderella out of her gown," Ria suggested.

"Yeah," I agreed. "Besides, I'm really hungry."

"Ok," Julia said, "you two get him undressed and I'll make some chicken and rice soup."

About ten minutes later, I was back in my Buffalo plaid nightgown and happily slurping Campbell's chicken and rice soup with oyster crackers from a soup mug with my name on it and feeling much better.

At seven thirty, some repair work was done on my makeup, mostly my lipstick, and I put on the dress that Avery had worn earlier. It was a pretty, medium-gray and red, long sleeved sheath that fit loosely so as not to give away my feminine short comings. It was pretty, but certainly a bit disappointing after the dress I'd worn that afternoon.

Being January in Massachusetts, I needed a coat, so I borrowed one from Avery. It was nice, too. A loose fitting, wool coat that looked almost childish, but cute as heck, too.

Ria borrowed some clothes from Julia and out we all headed at eight o'clock.

When we reached, The Right Place, I was once again reminded that I was not to drink any alcohol and I was to return to the car as soon as possible.

"Can I ask a question?" Julia asked before I exited the car.

"What?" I asked.

"Well... I'm just wondering why we're at a gay bar to find Ronny?"

Avery looked at Julia, then at me. "Really? Is Ronny gay?"

I looked at Julia. "Who told you this is a gay bar?"

"Nobody, but... there's this guy I work with and he's gay and into cross dressing and when he dresses, this is where he goes. He always talks about how cool this place is. That's all."

"Maybe they're just open minded," I suggested with a shrug.

"Jacky," Avery looked at me, askance, "I don't think I'd ever describe Ronny as 'open minded.' Has he been staying away from us because he's afraid to come out to us?"

"Honestly, I don't know anything about that," I said, and I was telling the truth. I didn't have a clue about Ronny's sexuality. "I just know Ronny hangs out here. I'd better get in there."

"Be careful," Julia warned.

"No drinking!" Avery said once more.

"Call if you need us," Ria said as I closed the door and my heels clicked on the asphalt as I crossed the street.

"ID, please," the man at the door said when I got there.

I reached into Avery's purse and pulled out her wallet, then produced her license. The man looked at it and smiled. "Thanks, Miss. Have a good night." Then I entered a bar for the first time, ever.

It was a little early, but there were plenty of people in the bar. A little uncertain of the procedures, I found seat at the back of the horseshoe shaped bar that allowed me to see the majority of the establishment and I ordered a Sprite with a lime. I couldn't believe the five dollar cost for a few ounces of soda, but paid it and then waited and looked around.

It took a while, but as I ordered my third Sprite, I noticed that the woman ordering a drink across the bar from me was the woman who had accosted me outside the bar the night I'd given Ronny money. I sat and watched as she got her drink, then watched to see where she went to sit back down. Sure enough, Ronny was sitting at that table with her.

Ok, Ronny was there. What to do now?

I decided to take a cue from Ronny's play book. I called the bartender over. "Excuse me. See that woman over there in the corner with the green jacket on?"

The bartender scanned the crowd for a moment, then spotted who I meant. "Oh, Ronny?"

I laughed. "Yes, Ronny. Do you know what she's drinking?"

He shrugged. "Typically, Coors Light."

Well, not everything had changed. I opened Avery's purse and pulled out her wallet, which contained MY money, by the way. "Can I send a Coors Light over to Ronny?"

He smiled. "Sure. Do you want her to know it's from you?"

'Oh, absolutely." I smiled.

The bartender raised his eyebrows as he took the money. "No offense, honey, but I think you're a little younger, and a little girlier, than most of Ronny's hookups."

"We'll see," I said, with my biggest smile.

He pulled out a bottle of the beer and called over a waitress. He explained the situation, indicated me, then Ronny and put the bottle on the waitress' tray. The waitress smiled at me and headed towards Ronny.

Just then someone sat next to me. "Hi," he said to me.

I looked to my left and realized that the newcomer was talking to me. "Oh, hi," I smiled at him, a bit surprised by his friendliness.

"I'm Cameron," he said, extending a hand.

"Avery," I said, shaking his hand, but focusing on the waitress.

The waitress put the beer in front of Ronny and pointed at me. I saw Ronny smiling and looking in my direction, trying to see who had sent the beer. I waved, but she looked past me several times before spotting me, but when she did see me, her smile disappeared and her face grew just a little angry. I saw her say something to her friends then stand and head in my direction.

"Avery?" Cameron asked.

"Hmm? What?" I asked. I'd actually forgotten he was there.

"I asked you if you'd like to join me at my table."

"Oh, umm, no, thank you. You see, I'm actually here to meet..."

"Forget it, Cam," Ronny said as she arrived. "This is my cousin, Avery. She's a cis-woman. Nothing here of interest to you, I'm afraid."

"Oh, what a shame," Cameron said, standing up. "I thought we were in for a hell of a weekend together, Avery." He smiled and went his own way.

"Alright, Avery. Let's go." Ronny said, taking my arm rather roughly.

"No, I'm not leaving, Ronny..."

She got very close to my ear and spoke very tersely, "Avery, I'm not kidding. Look, you've seem 'Ronny The Freak Show,' it's time to go, alright? I'm going to kill that goddamned Jack. Get your coat."

"Ronny, I'm not..."

"NOW, AVERY," Ronny said, louder, I think, than she'd intended.

"Is there a problem here?" A bouncer, well, I assume he was a bouncer, he was more of a mountain of human flesh than any man I'd ever seen before, was suddenly right next to me. "Is this person bothering you, Ron?"

"Yes, as a matter of fact, she is, Ken. This is my cousin, Avery. She is a straight woman. She's her to ridicule me and I'd like you to remove her."

"Alright, Miss, come with me," the mountain said, moving me towards the door.

"NO, WAIT!" I called, without trying to make a scene. "RONNY, IM NOT AVERY, IT'S ME - JACK. I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT."

Ronny was turning to walk away, but stopped. "Jack? Really?"

"Yeah, Ronny. I'm Jack. I swear. We talked outside of this place a few months ago, remember?"

Ronny looked confused for a moment, then held up his hand for the mountain to stop moving me towards the door. "What's so important?"

I looked at the human mountain and hoped he'd leave, but he didn't. "It's your mom. She fell on the ice the other day. She got really badly hurt. She's in the hospital."

Ronny went pale and just stunned for a moment.

The mountain was growing impatient. "What do you want me to do, Ronny."

"Let her go, Ken. She's my cousin. She's with me."

Ken walked away and I could see that Ronny was pretty conflicted about what to do, so I put my hand on her shoulder. "Hey. You ok?"

"I don't know, Jack. This is... unexpected. Ummm... get your coat and purse and come with me. We'll find someplace to talk."

We stopped by Ronny's table where I was surprised to be introduced as her cousin. Then she led me to a booth where a couple was sitting. Ronny spoke to the two women, who seemed to know her, and explained the situation and asked if we could sit there for a few minutes to talk. The women were very gracious and actually joined Ronny's friends while we spoke.

Once we were seated, I explained the situation, what had happened, how we found his mother, what had already been done for her and what we expected to be done in the next few days and I waited for Ronny's response.

"So, you went with her to the hospital and stayed with her. You told them you were her son?"

"Yeah," I said.

Ronny sniffled a little. "Jack... that means a lot to me. I can't thank you enough for taking care of her like that."

"It's ok, Ronny. She's my aunt. Why wouldn't I?"

Ronny just seemed to be thinking for a long long time, so eventually I asked a question. "So... are you going to go to the hospital, then?"

When Ronny looked at me, I saw devastation on her face. "How can I, Jack? Look at me? I'm not her son. This would kill her."

"Ronny, come on, she needs you."

"I know, but..." She grabbed her breasts. "Jack... these aren't fake. These are real. I had these implanted. These are 'D' cup breasts. I can't hide them. I've had work done on my face, too. She'd see that. Christ Almighty, Jack, it'd be easier to tell her I'm dead than to tell her that I'm a trans-woman. She won't understand that! Neither will your mother or Aunt Mary."

I shrugged. "Maybe they will, Ron. I don't know. Maybe we should at least give them a chance to disappoint us before we write them off, don't you think?"

He shook his head. "What did the girls say when you told them?"

"I didn't."

She squinted at me, trying to figure that out. "Avery knows, though."

I shook my head.

"Then... how did you pull this off?"

"Ronny," I reached across and took her hand, "what you never seemed to understand is that we are a family. I love my sister, and I love my cousins like sisters, and that includes you. Now, granted, you make it a lot harder than Avery and Chelsea do, but I still love you. See, that's why I'm here. Now, I think that, deep down, the girls love you, too, but you've made it pretty tough on them to do that. Regardless, though, they do love me, and they love your mother. So, when I asked Avery to help me to help your mother, she said yes."

"She dressed you like her and she gave you her ID so you could get in here?"

"She did."

"No questions asked?"

"Lots of questions asked, but very few answered. Actually, she didn't entirely trust me with her ID. Julia and Avery and my girlfriend, Ria - you met her at The Flying Rhino that night - are outside in the car. But I swear, Ronny, they don't know any more about you than this is where you hang out, now."

She nodded. "So your mom and Aunt Mary are at the hospital?"

"Yep."

"All night?"

"Yep."

"And Chelsea?"

I looked at my watch. "She should be home in an hour or so."

Ronny took in a deep breath and then let it out in a long, slow exhale as if she had a straw in her mouth. "Alright, alright, alright," she muttered as if she was making up her own mind, more than speaking to me. Then she looked at me. "Jack... I gotta tell ya... I am really not ready for this, but I can't see any way out of it. I'm going to need your help to get through it, though."

"Why do you think I'm here, Ronny?" I stood up and opened my arms. Ronny stood and wrapped her arms around me, too. I could feel her shaking.

"I don't have a car. Can I ride home with you?" she asked

"Yeah, of course. What about clothes?"

"I'll deal with that in the morning. Right now I think I'd better talk to you and the girls before I chicken out." I let her go and she had tears in her eyes. "Jack... I don't know..."

I took her hand. "Let's just say goodbye to your friends and hello to your family for now, ok?"

"Ok."

While Ronny explained to her friends and made arrangements to come pick up clothes the next day, I sent a text to the car. 'RONNY'S COMING HOME WITH US. BE COOL ABOUT EVERYTHING'

Julia sent a text back. 'BE COOL ABOUT WHAT? IS HE DRUNK?'

I text back, 'NOT AT ALL. JUST BE COOL. I'M SERIOUS.'

One of Ronny's friends said to me, "Ronny says you don't dress a lot?"

"I haven't, no."

"You should, sweetie. You're hot. You could get a guy in a heartbeat."

I smiled and I pulled on Avery's wool coat. "Thanks. I have a girlfriend."

"No shit!?" she said in a cartoonishly shocked voice. "Does she like you like this."

I rolled my eyes. "As a matter of fact, for Christmas, she gave me two dresses. I never had the courage to wear them until today."

"Oh, she's a keeper, girl," she said, slapping my arm. "Did she give you this coat, cause I LOVE this?"

"No, this is my cousins."

"Your cousin loans you clothes, too? Oh, you live a charmed life, girl! A charmed life!" Then she shocked me by kissing my cheek. "Come back and see us, again."

When we got to the car, I opened the front, passenger door, where I had been sitting, and I let Ronny sit there. She sat in the seat and turned to everyone and said a very quiet 'hi' to everyone, but the only one who replied was Ria.

I sat behind her in the back seat, beside Julia, with Avery on the other side. "Avery. Julia. Say hello to Ronny."

They just stared for a moment before finally Avery said, "Hi, Ronny. So... What'cha been up to lately?"
 
 
To Be Continued...

The Good Son - 4

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The Good Son: 4

by Clara
Copyright© 2021,2022,2025 Clara Schumann

 

Sometimes you're living a lie and you don't know it.
As Jack tells his story, you'll see what I mean.


 
Author's Note: I love to read comments, pro and con, but I'd also just love for you to check in and let me know that you're doing ok. ~Clara.
 
This version of The Good Son: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 4
 

When we got to the car, I opened the front, passenger door, where I had been sitting, and I let Ronny sit there. She sat in the seat and turned to everyone and said a very quiet 'hi' to everyone, but the only one who replied was Ria.

I sat behind her in the back seat, beside Julia, with Avery on the other side. "Avery. Julia. Say hello to Ronny."

They just stared for a moment before finally Avery said, "Hi, Ronny. So... What'cha been up to lately?" It was a weird thing to say, but it was funny enough to make everyone laugh and relax a little so that the ride home wasn't as awkward as it might have been.

When we got home, Ronny told us a bit of her story. She told us that, growing up, she'd been jealous of the girls in the house and always found herself attracted to men. Those things scared her and to mask that, she had started drinking heavily at a young age and acting out.

"If you don't think I knew that I was an asshole, you're mistaken," she said. "I just didn't know how not to be one."

"Ronny," Julia said, looking at our cousin with sympathy for the first time ever, "why didn't you ever talk to us? I mean... we were all right there all that time."

Ronny smiled, but the smile was a little sad. "Jules... would you have been sympathetic... or would you have laughed?"

Julia thought for a moment. "We were never very close, but I don't think I would have laughed, Ronny. I really don't."

Ronny raised her eyebrows, not sure if she believed her.

"You never gave us a chance, Ronny," Avery said. "You just assumed we'd let you down. Maybe we would have, but... I'd like to think that we wouldn't have if you'd reached out to us."

Ria had been pretty quiet the whole time until then. "Of course, I'm pretty new to all of this, but it seems to me like, when Jack reached out to you, you were the one who let him down."

Ronny looked at me and nodded. "Yeah, I guess I did, didn't I? You know, I was really ticked off by your tenacity, Jack, but I should have been grateful for it. Come here."

She stood up and held up her arms spread, as I had done in the bar. I stood and received the hug the way she had done. "I'm sorry, Jack. I'm really sorry. It's going to take some time to learn how NOT to be an asshole."

"You're getting there, Ronny," I teased. "One step at a time."

We heard the backdoor open and close and we all held our breath for a moment waiting to see who might enter the room. Luckily, it was Chelsea. She stopped dead in her tracks, though, at the sight of what she thought was her sister hugging a stranger.

"Oh...umm... hello..." she said, then looked around the room for a moment and became more confused. "Ok... what's going on here?" She pointed at me. "Avery, or Jack?"

"Jack," I said.

"Ok," she said, then she stepped forward and extended her hand. "And this is?"

"Ronny," Ronny said, extending her hand.

"Ronny... RONNY! HOLY SHIT!" Chelsea was almost frightened and took a step back. "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!?"

"Come on Chelsea, calm down," Avery said, "Ronny is here to talk to us about his - I'm sorry Ronny - about her changes."

"And Jack? Are you joining 'Team Estrogen?'" Chelsea said with very little sympathy, but with rather uncharacteristic snark. In fact it was a rather harsh remark.

"Alright," I said with more authority than I would have expected of me, "that attitude is going to stop right now. Ronny has been avoiding us because he didn't want to deal with that kind of bullshit, Chelsea. So, knock it off, right now. Ronny's your cousin and deserving of your respect, do you understand me?"

When I'd finished my scolding, Chelsea's face had gone from a look of superiority to a look of embarrassment. She nodded and looked from me to Ronny and back again. "Ok. You're right, Jack. Ronny, I'm sorry. I was just taking advantage of an opportunity to get back at you and I shouldn't have. How are you? I... I mean... Are you ok... you know what I mean... Are you happy... now... like this?" She had softened a bit, but her standoffishness was still obvious. She was being cold in a way that was unusual for Chelsea.

Ronny smiled a little at Chelsea's inability to find her footing. I think she was trying to be sympathetic. "Yeah, Chelsea, I am. Thank you for asking. I feel like I've finally found myself. I have a good job, good friends, and... thanks to Jack... I'm trying to find my way back into the family and help my mom."

Chelsea nodded. "Well, that's great, Ronny, but I don't think that The Mom's are going to be one hundred percent accepting of you like this - especially at this particular moment." She took off her jacket and looked at me. "Jacky, I assume that you looking like my little sister has something to do with Ronny being here?"

I nodded.

"So... is there a plan?" she asked.

"We're working on one," I said. "If you have any ideas, we're open to suggestions."

No one did, so after a while, we called it a night.

It kind of killed me to shower after all the time that we'd spent on my hair, but Aunt Ann was going to wake up the next day and I wanted to be there, so having 'Avery hair' was not in the cards.

Ronny slept in her bed at our house for the first time in ages, Ria slept in mine and I slept on the couch, again. Despite encouragement from all parties, except Chelsea, who still seemed oddly bothered by Ronny's presence, I did not wear my flannel nightgown to bed. Yes, it would have been warmer, but I was concerned that my mother or aunt might surprise me in the night and that it just wasn't the right time for that kind of discussion. So, it was a warm pair of sweat pants and a warm sweat shirt.

The next morning, Chelsea drove Ria home and then drove me to the hospital on her way to work, while Avery and Julia drove Ronny to her apartment to pick up some clothes.

After dropping off Ria, I asked Chelsea if she was upset about Ronny being back. She hemmed and hawed before finally answering. "Jack... Ronny and I have a... complicated history, I guess is a good way to put it. He's ten years older than you, Jack. He's six years older than me. When he was eighteen, I was twelve and you were eight... well... a lot happened that an eight year old probably wasn't aware of."

"Like what?" I asked, knowing I probably didn't want to know the answer.

Chelsea sighed. "Look, Jack... One afternoon, I was babysitting you and Jules... my mom and yours had taken Avery to her soccer game... Aunt Ann was working... and... Ronny was wherever Ronny got to back then." I could tell that this was not something Chelsea was comfortable talking about, but after a moment or two, she continued. "Well, he came home drunk. Really drunk. I'm pretty sure he doesn't even remember it happening, but... he got pretty handsy and... then tried to..." she stumbled on her words. "... you know..."

"Tried to what?" I asked, assuming that what I was thinking wasn't possible.

"He tried to rape me, Jacky."

"Holy cow, Chelsea, did you tell your mom?"

'Of course I did, Jack. I told your mom, too.

"And?"

"And... nothing. Ronny was drunk, they said. He was just acting like his father. They said he PROBABLY was so drunk that he couldn't have done anything anyway and I shouldn't have been wearing shorts that short in front of him... other crap like that. Then my mother told me to watch myself when he was like that and..." she got quiet.

"And what?" I couldn't imagine that they just let that go unpunished.

"And life went on."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. No wonder she hated him so much. "Geez, Chelsea, I'm so sorry. I didn't know anything about this."

She shrugged. "Neither do Avery of Jules, Jacky. Don't tell them, ok? It's not something I want to talk about." She drove on for a little bit, then said, "I suppose I should be happy that he's getting himself gelded eventually, shouldn't I?"

I didn't know what else to do and laughing certainly didn't seem like the right thing at the moment, so I just reached over and took her right hand off the steering wheel and held it as we rode on.

When I got to the hospital, I found my mom and Aunt Mary in the critical care unit where I'd left Aunt Ann. Both of them hugged me and they told me that the doctors were going to revive Aunt Ann slowly.

"Your mom is in a kind of twilight right now," the doctor said, referring to my aunt, assuming that she was my mother. "We've just removed the breathing tube and we're going to wake her up a little more, now. She may say some odd things, but don't worry about that. It's just the anesthesia."

Aunt Ann began to stir.

"Hey, Annie," my Aunt Mary said in a sweet voice, "how are you feeling?"

"Oh, I feel awful," Aunt Ann moaned. "Where am I?"

"You're in the hospital, Annie," my mother said in that same voice my Aunt Mary had used.

It occurred to me that I'd never heard my Aunt Ann spoken to in such loving tones before. It was kind of sweet to hear it now.

"Why am I in the hospital?"

"You fell, honey," Aunt Mary said.

"Don't you remember, Annie. Jack found you on the ice. He rode with you in the ambulance," my mother offered.

"I don't remember the ice or falling, but I remember the ambulance," Aunt Ann said. "Jacky said he loved me and told me not to die."

My mother's right hand went to her mouth, and her left hand waved me towards the bed, but she wouldn't look at me. Her voice was breaking as she spoke and she sniffled a little. "Jack's here, Annie. He's here to be with you."

I took my aunt's hand and leaned down low. "Hi, auntie. It's Jack."

"Hi, Jacky." She said and I swear she smiled a little. "Jacky... I didn't die." Her voice was weak and surprisingly sincere.

"No..." I laughed a little. "You didn't die. Thank you for that." I kissed her hand. "I'm really happy that you didn't."

"Jacky... did you find Ronny like you promised?" I was more than a little shocked that my aunt had heard that promise, but like I said, she'd definitely reacted when I'd made it.

"Oh, Annie," Aunt Mary said, "no one knows where Ronnie is. You can't expect Jack to..."

"Yes I did," I interrupted. "I found Ronny for you. I brought Ronny home."

"Honey," my mother said quietly, "don't make promises you can't keep. Your aunt is in a very fragile state right now..."

"I'm telling the truth, mom. I went through a lot last night, but I found Ronny last night. Last night, Ronny stayed at our house." I was very careful to avoid any pronouns.

"Then why isn't he here with his mother, right now?" my mother asked a bit annoyed, but still speaking quietly.

"It's a little complicated. Avery and Julia are with Ronny now, getting clothes and things like that so that Ronny can help with Aunt Ann's recovery when she comes home."

"So he'll be staying with us?" Aunt Mary asked.

"For now, yes. I don't know about work, but as far as sleeping and helping out with Aunt Ann's recovery... yes."

I saw a look of concern pass between my mother and aunt and I wondered if it might be related to the story that Chelsea had told me in the car.

We all sat with my Aunt Ann for several hours, until she got too tired and needed to sleep. When she drifted off, we stepped out into the hall to speak.

"Do you guys want to go home to shower and get some rest?" I asked. "I can stay here for the night." Had I been thinking, I would have realized that having them go home without me would mean them seeing Ronny without me and that would not be a good thing.

My mother hugged me. "Somethings I think you belong in another family. You're way too nice to belong in ours." I laughed, but she continued. "I think we'll stay here one more night, though. We've each brought one more change of clothes, we can shower here and now that Ann is awake, we should stay in case she needs us. We'll go home tomorrow and get ready for the work week."

"Ok," I said, with a nod. "Let me know if you need anything."

I started to leave, but Aunt Mary stopped me with a question. "Jacky, what's going on with Ronny?"

I tried to play innocent. "What do you mean?"

"Well, there was no sign of him at Thanksgiving, Christmas or New Years... he hasn't even called his mother in months... Now, you say you found him, but he can't be bothered to be here when his mother is coming out of anesthesia. Is he drunk? Strung out? What's going on?"

"Actually, no. Ronny's doing better than ever, in fact." I hoped they'd just let it drop, but no such luck.

My mother folded her arms and gave me that 'stink eye' look. "What aren't you telling us, John?"

Before I got to the whole 'John Kennedy Richards' thing again, I figured the most mature thing to do was to tell them the truth - at least some of the truth. "Ok, look... Ronny has been going through a lot and you need to be supportive, ok?"

My mom and her sisters all looked really similar, but right now, with the two of them staring me down, their arms folded and both of them giving me the same 'stink eye,' they looked like two heads on some weird mythical creature.

"Supportive of WHAT, exactly?" Aunt Mary spat.

"Well..." I took a deep breath and prepared myself. "Ronny has found that she is a..." I never finished.

"SHE!?" My mother said.

"Oh, you have got to be kidding me," Aunt Mary let out a sardonic laugh as she slapped a hand to her forehead and turned away from me.

"This is NOT happening in our house, Jack," my mother stated emphatically. "Not now, not ever, but CERTAINLY NOT NOW!"

"You tell Ronny to put on his big boy pants and act like a man or get THE HELL OUT OF OUR HOUSE, JACK!" My aunt screamed at me in a rage like I'd never seen before.

"Mom, Auntie," I tried to be rational and calm them down and also get some control over what was happening in this public place, "I don't think you understand. Ronny didn't just throw a dress on or something like that. She's been living as a woman for months. She's made changes in her life and to her body. She's a different person than she was the last time you saw her."

"Oh, Christ Almighty," my mother hissed, "Ronny is still the same obnoxious, self centered, spoilt little asshole that he's always been and he's not going to pull the wool over my eyes by wearing a dress. You tell him, Jack, he looks like a man by noon tomorrow or he leaves that house. Is that clear?"

"No, mom, I am not tell her that."

"Oh, God, Mary, do you hear this? 'Her?' Ronny wants to be called 'her.' Jack, I have enough on my plate right now and I do not need this. Just get him out of my house."

I hated to be the bad guy in this conversation, but... "Mom, it's not 'YOUR' house. It's 'OUR' house. And even if you don't think of it as being owned by the 'kids,' it is Aunt Ann's house, too, and Ronny is Aunt Ann's kid. Now, please don't be the way you're being. Just give Ronny a chance. She's really changed and she needs her family now and so does Aunt Ann."

My mother and her sister just looked at each other and shook her heads without saying anything. The silence went on for so long that I couldn't take it any more.

"What if it was me who was a trans-woman, mom? Would you feel the same? Would you just throw me out, too?" I asked. They were both silent for way too long. "Well? Would you?"

"YES!" My mother finally exploded at me. "Yes, Jack, I would. I told you I didn't like this dressing up stuff that you do sometimes, but that seems to be something that the world is ok with. But this 'trans' stuff... it's wrong, Jack. It's unnatural and it's just a trend that we're all going to have to pay for at some point down the line when half the men in the world have destroyed themselves. It's absolutely ridiculous and I will not play any part in it."

I could not believe what I was hearing. My mother had always been a fairly caring and understanding person. I never expected anything like this from her.

"Aunt Mary," I turned to her for support, "you don't feel that way, do you?"

She nodded before she spoke. "Yeah, Jacky, I do. I agree with your mom a hundred per cent. This whole trans-gender thing... it's unholy, Jack."

"Unholy!?" I was shocked. "My God. Do you know how hard I had to work to convince Ronny that her family would love her no matter what? I thought we were more than just people who lived in the same house... I thought..." I could feel my emotions getting the better of me and I knew that I had to be careful or I'd start to cry like a child, and I certainly didn't want to do that. So I took a deep breath and steadied myself. "I guess it doesn't matter what I thought. We're only a family as long as we don't need each other, right?"

I turned to leave and I heard my aunt say, "Jack, don't be so melodramatic. Come back."

I did turn around. "Melodramatic? Should I have just let my aunt, your sister come to the hospital by herself? That's what your daughters and my sister thought. In fact, when my mother found out I'd come with her, she sounded mad at me. But guess what, when she woke up just now, she remembered that I was there. So why did I do it? Because we're family, and I thought that's what family did. Why didn't anyone else? Because their in THIS family and YOU TWO taught them what THIS family is. Well, I'm not sure I want to be in THIS family."

"Oh, Jacky, come on," my mother said, coming towards me, but I took a step back.

"Look, when you get home tomorrow," I said, "Ronny will be there and I will be there to support her. By then, we will have figured out how we are going to tell Aunt Ann about Ronny. It would be really nice if you'd decided to accept Ronny as she is, but if not, we will have a bridge that we will need to cross. Ok? No matter what happens, though, remember that I love you both. I love Aunt Ann. I love Chelsea, Avery, Julia and even Ronny. This family is my heart and soul and it taught me how to love so well that now I am able to love Ria, too. What just happened here has really hurt me, mom, but I still love you all and I want nothing more than to repair everything and make this family whole - to make it the way I THOUGHT it was." I turned and walked away. I think they called after me, but I was just too upset to hear them.

I sent a group text to the girls for someone to pick me up. Avery and Julia showed up about twenty minutes later and saw that I was upset. I gave them a thumbnail synopsis of my battle with our moms, then a thought occurred to me.

"Wait, wait! It's only two thirty," I said. "Avery, is there any chance that your hairdresser might have an opening today?"

She pulled over and turned in the driver's seat to look at me. "I don't know, Jacky, but I think I have an inkling of what you might be thinking about doing and I really don't think it's a good idea."

"I don't either, Jack," Julia agreed. "You just told us that mom said she'd throw you out if you were a trans-woman. Are you seriously going to challenge that?"

"Yes, I am," I said, defiantly. "You should have heard them! 'Unholy.' 'Unnatural.' I couldn't believe it!"

"Yeah, but Jack, will this do anything more than piss them off?" Julia asked. "You know, you've always been the Golden child, but this might be a little bit more than even you can get away with."

I laughed. "The Golden child. Right."

"Oh, come on, Jack," Julia scoffed. "The baby of the family. The only boy - well, except for Ronny, and he was such a screw up that he didn't count. From the moment you left mom's womb, you could do no wrong, but Jack... do you really want to put all of that at risk just for Ronny?"

I looked at my twin sister like I'd never seen her before. "Jules, Ronny needs help. If she can't turn to us for help, who else can she turn to?"

"Yeah," Avery said, "but what about our moms. Don't they deserve our respect? Isn't supporting Ronny being disrespectful to our moms?"

"Not if our moms are wrong, Avery," I said, and I think I must have sounded exhausted. "Please... I need you to help me. Can you just call your salon and see if I could get the same kind of perm you get so I can get that same kind of body to my hair? Maybe they could trim it a little, too, so it's exactly like yours."

Avery looked at me, then at Julia, then shrugged and grabbed her phone.

Julia put her hand on Avery's phone. "You know that you'll get some of the blame for this, too. Especially if he looks like a clone of you."

Avery paused for a moment, then looked at me. "Yeah. Why do you need to look just like me?"

I grinned. "Because I think it'll play with their brains if I do."

Avery's face grew into an evil smile that indicated that she loved the idea. "You'd better let me wear that navy blue dress whenever I want to."

"Any time you want to." I smiled.

She looked at Julia. "It's worth it."

It turned out that Avery's hairdresser had an opening at three fifteen, so off we went. I had my first perm, just to add some body, mind you, and a little trim so that I had Avery's style copied exactly, and for the near future, it was a commitment.

"Well, I hope Ria likes it," Julia said, as we got into the car.

"Oh, shoot, Ria," I said. "I probably should have bounced this off of Ria, huh?"

Both the girls laughed. "Something tells me that isn't going to be an issue," Avery said.

I called Ria and explained the situation. When I told her my plan to make my mother and aunt see things more clearly, she shrieked, "YES! I'LL BE RIGHT OVER!" So I took that as a sign of support.

When I got home, I pulled out the box containing the brown sweater and corduroy jumper-dress combination that Ria had given me for Christmas and tried it on. It fit beautifully. I left it on for Ria to see, but that was my outfit for the next day.

"What's this about?" Ronny asked when she saw me in the outfit.

I gave her a toned down version of the dramatics at the hospital and I had to stop her from grabbing her bags and heaving.

Chelsea wasn't a lot of help, either. She was being a bit passive/aggressive with remarks meant to make Ronny feel uncomfortable in our home.

"Alright, alright!" I finally said, at my wits' end. "Everyone to the kitchen table. We are talking this out, NOW!"

As the youngest of the group, I was actually a little surprised that they all obeyed me and headed out to the kitchen.

"Listen, hon," Ria said quietly, "I should probably duck out and let you and our family talk without me and it sounds like I probably won't see you tomorrow either, so," she kissed me sweetly, "just remember I love you, and that you look really cute in that dress. Good luck and call me if you need me to come get you, ok?"

I gave her a hug. "Ok. Thanks, Ria. I'm sure... well, I'm pretty sure... that everything will be ok. I'll let you know. Bye bye."

When I joined the others at the kitchen table, I was not at all certain what to say, so I spoke the way that the councilors in high school had spoken when we had had conflicts in class, but I was sincere about my feelings.

"Ok, guys, I really feel like I've dug a pretty deep hole here and I'm trying to figure out how find a way out. So, I'm going to speak first and then I'm going to ask that we go clockwise around the table and that we speak honestly. Ok? After we all have spoken, then we can interact, ok?"

Everyone nodded. I was already surprised that things were going this well.

"Ok, so... the way I see it is that, yes, Ronny has been a problem in the past - no offense, Ronny, but you have - but now, she has explained to us why she was acting out and she is making some pretty big efforts to change her life, so I am offering her my support - BUT BEYOND THAT - Aunt Ann came very close to death the other day and Ronny is her... well, she thinks of Ronny as her son and she needs us to help us reunite her with Ronny, so my vote is that we do everything we can to make that happen. That includes getting our moms to accept Ronny as she is and having Ronny stay with us for the time being." I thought for a moment. "I guess that's all I have to say." I looked to my left. "Avery. I guess you're next."

Avery took a moment to collect her thoughts then said, "Look, Ronny, I'm not going to pretend that we were ever close or anything, but obviously your mom needs your help now, so I'm willing to give you the benefit of the doubt IF you are willing to behave properly. I mean... you need to be here for your mom. Of course, you can go out with your friends on a Friday or a Saturday, but you need to make plans with us to cover for you, ok? Just like a job. I know that sounds kind of childish, but you haven't been all that reliable in the past, so... if you intend to come back home with the intention of HELPING, then you're going to need to actually need to help. Ok?"

Ronny nodded. "Yeah, ok," she said. "I can do that."

"Julia," I said, "it's your turn."

Julia looked at everyone. "I have to tell you guys. I'm really uncomfortable with all of this. Ronny... I mean... you grew up here, so... I guess this is as much your house as anyone else's. I don't think I really have any say in any of this. I think it's really between you and your mother. Beyond that, I'm really uncomfortable with how my mom and Aunt Mary are going to react when they get home. I don't like conflicts like this, but... like I said... I think this really comes down to Aunt Ann and Ronny. So... Ronny... you need to win over my mom and Aunt Mary. It can't be a constant battle ground around here."

Ronny nodded. "Ok. I'll do everything that I can."

I looked at Chelsea. "Chels?"

Chelsea shook her head for a long, long moment before she spoke. "Ronny... I hate to say this, but... I just don't want you in this house and I think you might know why."

Ronny looked at her and shook her head. "Chelsea, I know that I was a jerk for most of my life, but I've change. I really, have. I used to drink a lot - now, I only drink one beer a night and I nurse that for three of four hours. I don't hang out with the same people I used to hang out with. I'm not a black out drunk any more, I..."

Chelsea slammed her hand onto the table as hard as she could. "Are you serious? Do you seriously not remember what happened right here... right here in this kitchen, ten years ago when I was babysitting the twins? You walked in here drunk as a skunk and tried to rape me!"

"What?" Avery shouted and leapt out of her seat as if to protect her sister.

Julia looked almost as shocked as Ronny did and they both sat and stared in shock.

"Oh, God," Ronny finally said. "Chelsea, I... I... I don't know what to say. I don't... I didn't..." She looked around at all of us. "Look... ten years ago I had no idea who I was. I hated myself and everyone around me. I just lashed out. I drank... I just drank and took whatever drugs I could get my hands on to get away from the pain of being alive. Chelsea... I didn't... I mean... I don't have any memory of doing that. I mean, I'm not denying it and... I am so sorry that I did it. I know that doesn't mean anything, but I really am. Honestly, I am not that person anymore. I really am not."

Ten years of pain and hurt and frustration had finally come pouring out of Chelsea, though and she couldn't possibly handle all that pain at one time. "So?... So?... So?... what? Am I just supposed to put the most traumatic moment of my life aside because you say you're sorry? Is that it? Ronny, I know you were drunk, but I WAS TWELVE FUCKING YEARS OLD! Christ, you were always drunk! We were like sisters and a brother and then there was you and we were all afraid of you! We lived in fear of your arrival every goddamned day, Ronny, and that day was no different. I had left the twins out on the swing set that we used to have in the back yard and I was making them lunch and you stumbled in here and you just stared at me while I made the sandwiches. Then, all of a sudden... you were all over me! Your hands were on my breasts, you knocked me down on the table and you were pulling my shorts down. If I hadn't gotten my knee up and kneed you in your balls, you would have actually raped me, Ronny. You would have violated me. Taken away my choice as to how I chose to share my body for the first time."

Ronny looked at her hands, then at Chelsea and then at all of us. She was pale and upset. "I... I... just don't know..." she sputtered.

"Are you taking hormones, now?" Chelsea asked bluntly.

"Am I...?" Ronny seemed surprised by the question. "I am... yes."

"Good." Chelsea nodded. "I said this to Jacky this morning - I know it's not nice to say, but I'm glad that you're finally gelding yourself. It's probably safer for everyone."

Ronny blinked a few times, then sniffled a bit. "I think I should probably go." She pushed her chair back and stood. "I... I'm..." she looked around at everything in the room that didn't have a face and then finally said, "I can't... no... I'll go."

I stood when she did. "Ronny... I think we need to keep talking..."

"No, Jack," Ronny said, sadly. "Look, honey, I appreciate everything you've tried to do, but... sometimes a person does things too horrible to apologize for and...," she looked at Chelsea, "I really do apologize, Chelsea. I know that means nothing, but... I do. I know you'll never forgive me, but... now that I know what I did... I'll never forgive myself, either."

She hugged me and kissed my cheek. "I've unblocked you on my phone, Jack. Call me now and then, ok. Let me know how my mom is doing."

"Ronny..."

"Avery and Julia know where I live if you ever want to come by. I'll let you know if I move." She looked around. "I'm sorry for everything, girls. I really am. I was... well.." I could hear her losing control as she spoke and I knew she wanted to get to the door, but needed to say something.

She took three steps towards the door, but stopped. "Chelsea... I..." She sighed. "... never mind..." She started to leave.

"No," Chelsea stopped her. "Say what you want to say." I thought that Chelsea looked a little bit too superior under the circumstances, but I understood that she'd suffered with this for a long time and needed to show her strength, now.

"Did you hear anything about me trying to kill myself a few years ago?"

Both Julia and Avery said 'no,' but both Chelsea and I said 'yes.'

"Well... I didn't try to kill myself," Ronny said. "I was desperate. I couldn't afford sex reassignment surgery and everyday I became more and more... manly. I had to do something. I bought a sharp straight razor and I drew a hot bath. Then I called 911 and told them I'd cut off my scrotum. Then... I got into the bath tub... and did it."

'Oh, my God..." Avery gasped.

"Ronny..." I whispered and tried to hug her, but she held me off.

Julia stood in shock.

"So..." Ronny was weeping, now, "I actually gelded myself quite some time ago. And you're right. It probably was best for everyone." And she walked out the door.

We all just stared at the door for a long time, until finally I sat and cried. I don't think I cried just for Ronny. I think I cried for the impossibility of the situation. This meant that my mother and my aunts knew that Ronny was, at least at some level, trans, and they still said all those terrible things at the hospital.

Julia sat beside me and rubbed my back. "Are you going to be ok, Jack?"

I shrugged and grabbed a tissue to dab my eyes. "I don't know, Jules." I looked around and realized that Avery and Chelsea had gone into the living room. "Is Chelsea ok?"

Julia shook her head. "I don't know, Jacky. This is all such a mess. I don't think anyone is ok right now."

"I know," I agreed. "I should probably just get changed, I suppose."

Julia gave a noncommittal shrug and we both stood. "Jacky... I don't know what to say, but... I think you were doing the right thing, even though everything went wrong. We just didn't know how much damage Ronny had done."

"I don't think Ronny even knew," I said and I gave my sister a hug. "Thanks, Jules."

I was just about to go to my room when the door opened and my mother and Aunt Mary entered.

"Hi, girls," my mother said, looking tired. "Your Aunt Ann is doing better, but she's tiring out awfully quickly. We thought we'd come home quickly and..."

My mother stopped because Avery had come into the kitchen to hear what was being said. My mother looked at my cousin and then at me. "I don't have the strength for this today, Jack. Which one are you?"

I sighed. "I'm Jack," I said and I was about to explain my reasons for being dressed as I was, but I wasn't given the time. Instead, my mother went on the attack.

"God Almighty, don't I have enough to deal with today? What the hell is wrong with you?"

Look, mom," I tried to explain, "the reason that I'm dressed like this is because, like I told you, we had Ronny here and I was trying to make a point..."

"And I told you that Ronny could stay here if he put a pair of pants on and acted like a man! Now, did he do that, or did he leave?"

The vehemence of her attack was pretty surprising and threw me off a little. "He's gone... I mean... she's gone, but not because of any ultimatum or anything. She left because..."

"I don't care why he left, as long as he's gone. This stupidity has gone on long enough. Go get out of that ridiculous thing. After having the police, fire department and ambulance here the other day, the last thing I need right now is for the neighbors to see my son flouncing around like some fairy."

Now, I had planned on getting changed, but...

"You know, I think that things have gone far enough around here." I said, with more authority than I really had.

"Excuse me," my mother said, folding her arms.

"I've learned more about this family in the last seventy two hours than I ever wanted to know and I have to say that I am not at all pleased with what I've learned."

My mother smirked and shook her head. "Is that so? Well, why don't you enlighten me, Jack. I'm sure that you, a nineteen year kid, know SO MUCH MORE than the rest of us! Tell us Jack! What have you learned about this family?"

"Well, first I learned that what I thought was a pretty happy family was actually a hopelessly dysfunctional group of people that was living in complete denial."

My mother laughed and looked at my Aunt Mary and shook her head. "One semester of college and this is his diagnosis. We are a dysfunctional family." She looked back at me. "Go ahead, tell me more."

"Alright," I said. "First off, there was a thirteen year old boy in this house seventeen years ago and when he started drinking and taking drugs, you and your sisters didn't help him find help because that might just have brought some embarrassment to your Irish, Southie, lace-curtain sense of pride. Instead, you just let him get get drunker and drunker and more and get more troubled instead of helping him get sober. Then, when he was eighteen and he attacked a twelve year old girl in this household," I saw Chelsea turn to look in my direction and Aunt Mary turn to look at Chelsea, "did you get her help? No! You made her just live in fear and guilt and then keep all that fear and confusion inside herself and you told her to be careful around her cousin - like it was somehow her fault! Ronny needed your help and you ignored him. Chelsea needed your help and you ignored her! Then, when Ronny finally figured out what was finally wrong with her and came to Aunt Ann, Aunt Mary and you and she told you that she was transgendered, you all turned your backs on her. When she was so desperate that she nearly killed herself by cutting off her own testicles, you all turned your backs on her! My God, mom, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!?"

"Alright, I've heard just about enough of this..." my mother tried to interrupt, but my flood gates had opened and there was no closing them at that point.

"You pretend that we're a family, but as soon as there's the slightest chance that someone might be embarrassed by anything then we turn our backs on each other or pretend that no problems exist. Is that how families are supposed to behave?"

"I said that's enough!"

"No, it's not nearly, enough, mom," I continued, "because your sister needs her child and maybe her child isn't exactly who she expects her to be, but they need each other and you're not standing between them right now."

"Of for crying out loud, Jacky, she doesn't need that drunk queen prancing around this house in a dress. She needs help, not a drag show." My mother waved her arms around dramatically, now. "This is ridiculous. You have no idea what you're talking about. Your aunts and I have held this family together though all of the troubles and bullshit that Ronny has put us through and THIS is the thanks we get!? You turn on us when things are at the worst?"

"Things wouldn't be at their worst if you hadn't been making them this bad for years, mom. Think about it. We need help. We all do. This whole family needs to sit down with a therapist and work out a truck load of problems..."

"Oh, please! I am not going to air my dirty laundry in front of some total stranger...!"

"See! There's the problem! Right there! Hide the problems! Ronny's a fifteen year old black out drunk - hide it! Ronny sexually assaults Chelsea - hide it! Chelsea is traumatized - hide it! Ronny is transgendered - hide it! Jack is gender-fluid, and Jack IS gender-fluid, mom, THIS," I indicted my dress, "is NOT going away," that was a realization that had suddenly burst into my psyche, "hide it! Well, SCREW THAT! Jack is not hiding it just to make you or anyone else happy, mom! Starting right now, this family is going to start facing reality."

"STOP IT!" my mother shrieked. "RIGHT NOW. STOP ALL OF THIS NONSENSE."

I'd lost all sense of propriety, though. I was as unhinged as she was. "No, mom. I'm done. I am going to the hospital and I am talking to Aunt Ann and some healing is going to start right now, today."

"Good God Almighty." My mother shook her head. "NOW, YOU LISTEN TO ME, JOHN KENNEDY RICHARDS..." she shouted my full name, about to pull out the big guns, but I cut her off.

"Maybe you should change that to 'Jacqueline Bouvier Kennedy Onassis Richards' while I'm dressed like this, mom," I said.

Now, I had escalated this whole thing to a level higher than anything that had ever happened in our house before and no one, not my sister, my cousins, my Aunt Mary, my mother of even I was really aware of how high our emotions had gotten, but I never expected the open palmed slap that my mother's right hand connected to my left cheek at that moment. It was so powerful, so loud, so stinging and painful that it actually silenced the room for a moment.

I blinked as I processed what had happened and I looked at my mother. In nearly twenty years, I don't remember her ever hitting me, let alone slapping me like that. I wasn't sure what my response should be, but I was sure that backing down wasn't appropriate.

"Was that meant to shut me up or show me that you loved me? Because I didn't get either message."

"Jacky, come on," I heard Julia say, but I was busy.

"If you think that hitting me is going to prove to me that we DON'T need family therapy, then you are mistaken."

"I've heard enough, Jack," my mother said, flatly.

"My whole life, I thought that Aunt Ann was the judgmental prude, that you were the voice of reason and Aunt Mary was the one who just went along, but now I realize that you were always the bully, Aunt Ann was the patsy and I was right about Aunt Mary - she just went along."

My mother's arm went back to strike again, but someone grabbed my shoulders and spun me around. Before I knew what was happening, I my face was pushed into the nook of my cousin Chelsea's shoulder and neck.

"I love you Aunt Didi," she said, using my mother's nickname, "but so help me God, if you ever strike this boy again, you will be the most unhappy woman in the world."

"Chelsea!" I heard my Aunt Mary shout. "Don't you dare talk to your aunt like that!"

"You know what, mom?" Chelsea said, still holding me close. "Something Jack just said made more sense to me than anything else I've heard, or even thought of, for ten years. All that time I've been blaming Ronny and Ronny alone for what happened that day and... yeah, he attacked me, but he had been a drunk kid looking for help for years and none of you helped him. And after he attacked me... instead of getting me help, you made me feel like a victim all over again. No one got me help. No one said, 'It's not your fault, Chelsea.' You just told be to stay away from Ronny and implied that I should have known better than to have worn shorts like that in front of him. So, every day, I just had to live in fear of what Ronny - a sick, tormented kid who was crying out for help and being ignored - I had to worry about what he might do to me if he got a little too drunk and a little too brazen. EVERYDAY, MOM! EVERY FUCKING DAY I HAD TO LIVE WITH THAT. And all you and Auntie Ann and Auntie Deidra had to do was get him help... or get me help... or get us help... but you didn't. You just told me not to talk about it. Just be quite and be careful."

The room was quiet and sad for a long time.

"Chelsea..." my Aunt Mary said, but she couldn't seem to find any other words to say. Here lips just moved, but no sound came out.

Finally, Chelsea said to Julia and Avery, "Come on. Get your coats. Avery, get a coat for Jack. And a pocketbook, too."

"Where are we going?" Julia asked, as she buttoned her jacket up.

"To see Auntie Ann. She needs to hear the truth and she needs to hear it from all of us." She let me loose. "Jack has done enough of the hard work for all of us. It's time we do our part."

"That's it," my mother said, turning and headed towards her room. "I am fed up with the whole bunch of you." She slammed her door as she entered her room.

Avery handed me a coat and we all headed to the door, but my Aunt Mary grabbed both Chelsea and me by our arms. She was very upset, I could see that. Her eyes were watery and red. She looked at both of us, then hugged Chelsea and said, "Chelsea, honey... I'm sorry. I did my best."

Chelsea let her hug her, but didn't reciprocate. "I know, mom, but Jack is right. A lot could have been done, but nothing was."

My Aunt Mary let Chelsea go and nodded. "Maybe, honey, but... it's hard to see that when it's happening."

Chelsea raised her eyebrows. "Really, mom? It's happening now and Jack's only nineteen. It seems like he's seeing things a lot more clearly than any of us." She turned to the door, but waited for me.

My aunt looked at me. "Jacky... I'll talk to your mom. We'll get there, Jacky. This is all very confusing to us, but... we'll get there..."

I felt really badly about everything that had happened that afternoon, but I had meant every word that I'd said and every word that I'd said needed to be said. "Aunty... I need you to get there today." I kissed her cheek and I started crying - really hard. "I think... this might be the last time I see you Aunty. I'm sorry, but... I had to say what I said."

She pressed her lips together and cried a little, too. "I know."

"Now... I feel like I may never be welcome back in this house." I said. I looked around one last time, then I left feeling like I might never be back.

When we got to the hospital, we found that Aunt Ann had been moved to a new room, which was good, since I wasn't sure how we were all going to get into the ICU. Even on a regular ward, the nurse in charge was wary of letting all four of us in at the same time. "Please be aware of your aunt's condition," she warned us. "If she seems to be tiring, give her a break and let her sleep."

We assured her we would be considerate of Aunt Ann's needs and we were allowed in.

She was asleep when we entered, but the quiet bustle of our entrance was enough to rouse her. She blinked and smiled. "Hi, girls. Thank you for coming to see me," she said, weakly, as looked at us, then she realized there were two Averys. She squinted and shook her head, "Is one of you Jacky? What's going on?" She was obviously a little loopy from the drugs she'd been given.

I bent and kissed her cheek. "Hi, auntie," I said. "I'm Jacky. How are you?"

"Oh, you know me, Jack," she smiled. "I'm too ornery to die. You'll all just have to deal with me for years to come."

"We're glad to hear that," Julia said.

"You look good, auntie," Chelsea said.

"A heck of a lot better than you did the last time we saw you," Avery smiled, her sardonic wit shinning through.

Aunt Ann laughed a little at that then looked at me. "So, Jack... Why the dress? Are you just trying to irritate everyone again?"

I chuckled a little. "Auntie... what if I told you that I'd discovered that this was a part of who I am? That I was still going to be the Jack that you always knew, but that this Jack... that this... girly Jack... was going to be around sometimes, too... would you hate me?"

My aunt touched my cheek. "Jacky... how could I ever hate you? You saved my life, honey."

"Auntie, I saved your life because we're family and I love you. You understand that, right? I mean... maybe we haven't always been the closest, but I do love you. You know that, right?"

"Of course I do, honey, and I love all of you." She slurred her words a little from the drugs and her fatigue. "Oh, I know I'm an old, cold fish, but I love you all in my own way."

"We know, auntie." Julia smiled and patted my aunt's hair.

"I think the drugs are talking," Avery whispered.

"So, the clothes and how I live my life... none of that matters, right?" I persisted, moving surprisingly easily towards my goal.

"Of course not, Jacky. I don't care if you wear jeans or a ball gown," she touched my face. "You're still the same Jacky. You're a good boy, Jacky."

"Wow. It really is the drugs talking," Chelsea whispered back to Avery.

"Shh," Julia whispered to them.

"Auntie," I continued, "you know that Ronnie wasn't happy as a man, right?"

"Oh, I know," she shook her head. "My poor Ronny. He was never a happy boy."

"Yes, auntie, but did you know that Ronnie was transitioning to become a woman?"

"Is he?" She muttered and shook her head just a little bit. "Is he?" She pondered that for a few moments. "Well... I suppose that is for the best. He was always so unhappy. He even cut off his own... oh, I can't even say it, Jacky... Oh, poor Ronny... I hope he finds some happiness. The poor boy."

That was a surprising response. I had really expected a condemnation of some sort. "So... You're ok with Ronny becoming a woman?"

She nodded. "I wish I'd been a stronger woman myself, Jacky. Maybe I could have been a better mother to Ronny, but what could I do? I had no place else to go. No one else to turn to. I needed to have someplace to live. I was afraid my sisters would throw me out on my ear if I gave an inch. They nearly did a few times when Ronny's father wouldn't leave us alone - back when I first moved in. Of course you were all too young to remember, but he'd show up in the middle of the night and raise holy hell. It was awful. The police were there all the time. The neighbors were watching from the windows, oh, it was so embarrassing. Deirdre and Mary hated it - I did, too of course, but they threatened to make me leave if it didn't stop."

"And it did stop?"

"Oh, yes. When he died," she shrugged. "I guess that was inevitable. My ex-husband was a mean, hard man and he drank till he passed out every night. I certainly would rather Ronny find happiness than drink himself to death like his father."

"I'm very glad to hear that, auntie..." I started to say.

"Of course your mothers didn't have to deal with their husbands bothering them after their divorces. That's why they moved out of Boston in the first place. To get away from them." My aunt said.

All four of us froze. 'Divorced?' We we're always told our fathers had died while they were in the Marines fighting in the Middle East.

"Umm," Chelsea was the first to recover her speech, "auntie, did you say that our mom's were divorced? I thought that our dads were killed in the same battle in the Middle East back when we were little."

Aunt Ann laughed. "Oh, that foolish story. They made that up when they moved out here so that they would look like big deals in the community. You know how your mothers are."

We all stared at her in silence.

"You all knew that, though, didn't you?" our aunt asked.

"Oh, yeah, of course we did," Julia said with a smile and we all agreed.

"So..." I continued, "is it ok if I bring Ronny to see you?"

Aunt Ann's eyes brightened immediately. "You've seen Ronny, Jack? Yes, honey, yes. Bring him to see me."

"Well, auntie, you see... Ronny is transitioning. Do you understand what that means? It means that Ronny is much more of a 'she' than a 'he' these days. Is it still ok if she comes to see you?"

She petted my face again. "Ronny's my baby, Jacky. I'll always want to see my baby. Just tell him to come."

I stepped out of the room and called Ronny and told her the good news. It took her about forty five minutes for her to get a ride from a room mate and get to her mother's room. She text me from the lobby and I met her in the hallway and boy was she nervous.

"Are you sure she's ready to see me?" Ronny asked, actually shaking. She'd dressed up a little since we'd parted ways earlier that day.

"She's excited, Ronny, and she knows that you're transitioning, so don't worry. She says that she'd love you no matter what."

Ronny gave a skeptical shrug. "Ok, if you say so. Do I look ok?"

I smiled because it was such an 'un-Ronny' question. "You look great. Let me get the girls out and you can have your mom to yourself."

As I started to open the door, Ronny stopped me, "Jack, I think I'd feel better if you came in with me, too. Ok?"

"Oh... ok, sure."

I opened the door and told the girls that Ronny was here. They said their goodbyes to Aunt Ann and they filed out of the room, with Chelsea coming out last. As she passed Ronny, she stopped and looked at her. Ronny had a hard time returning Chelsea's gaze after their earlier interaction. After a moment, Chelsea spoke.

"Hey... Ronny... I... well... since we talked earlier... Jacky pointed out a few things about how our mothers might have, maybe, helped you... and me... when we were younger, but they didn't. I mean, you know, with our problems, but... look, I'm not ready to put it all behind me, but... I'm ready to start talking about it. Ok?"

Ronny gave her a small smile. "Thank you, Chelsea. That means the world to me... really."

Chelsea didn't exactly smile, but she did press her lips together and nod. Then she looked at me and said, "We'll be waiting out here, Jacky."

Ronny and I went into the room and I could see my aunt's face brighten immediately. "Ronny! Oh, Ronny, come here, honey!" She said, holding her arms up.

Ronny bent down and hugged her mother and I could hear both of them sniffle. "Hi, mom. Oh, I'm so sorry you got hurt."

They spent the next half hour getting reacquainted with each other. I think the sweetest moment was when Aunt Ann told Ronny how pretty she looked. It made Ronny cry. It made me tear up, too, to tell you the truth.

It seemed like their conversation was starting to get very
mother/daughter-ish by then and I was feeling like an interloper, so I cleared my throat and said, "Umm, hey... I'm going to give you two some space, ok? Auntie, I'm glad you're feeling better." I kissed her cheek. "Ronny... welcome back." I kissed hers, too.

Ronny stood and gave me a big hug. "Jacky... I can't thank you enough." There were tears on her cheeks. "I'll be in touch, ok?"

"Ok," I said and I left them alone to find some healing.

The girls were waiting for me.

"How are they doing?" Julia asked.

"Pretty good," I smiled. "Lots of misunderstandings getting straightened out."

"There's a lot of that that needs doing," Chelsea said with a smirk.

"Yeah," Avery agreed. "We've been talking about this whole 'divorce' thing and how we should approach that."

I sighed. "I don't know about you guys, but I don't think I have the wherewithal to deal with any of that tonight. As a matter of fact, I don't think I have the wherewithal to go home."

"So...?" Julia let that hang.

"I think I might stay at that Red Roof Inn down on Rt 9 for the night. I don't think I can deal with mom and I hear that's pretty cheap."

There was shocked silence for about ten seconds, then Julia said, "Ummm.... No," rather emphatically.

"What do you mean 'no?," I asked.

"Ok, I get it, you don't want to deal with mom, fine, but you've never slept away from home before and your first night away from home isn't going to be at the Red Roof Inn on Rt 9 where some guy cheated on his wife with a prostitute an hour earlier. And besides, I know you. You're going to call Ria, get all sad, she's going to come and comfort you and then you're going to get carried away and what should be the most beautiful night of your life is going to turn into a rushed, regret filled, sad night at the end of terrible day."

"Come on, Jules," I whined, "I just can't go home tonight."

"Fine, but I'm going to stay with you and we'll stay someplace nice. We'll stay at the Marriott and split the cost," my sister said with finality.

I shrugged. "Ok, but we'll need clothes and stuff."

"We can get some in the morning after mom goes to work," Julia suggested.

"No, I'll bring you some school clothes and PJ's and stuff," Avery said. "You guys check in and have some dinner. I'll be there in time for dessert, then go back home. We'll pick you up for school in the morning."

"You sure?" I asked.

"Sure." She smiled. "How are we dressing tomorrow, though? El guapo or la guapa?"

I laughed as I considered it. "I think I'd like to go slightly guapa to start. I mean, I have all lectures tomorrow, but I don't feel like I want to just go all the way on day one, you know?"

Avery smiled. "I get it. Poco a poco."

"Why are we suddenly bilingual?" Chelsea asked, a bit frustrated. "I think we're losing focus. So, I'm dropping you guys off at the Marriott, then we're going home to get some clothes and coming back, is that the plan?"

"I'll bring the clothes back if you don't want to," Avery said.

"Yeah," Chelsea said. "Like I'm going to stay home by myself with mom and Aunt Didi while you guys all hide. No way. Here's the deal - you guys check-in, we'll get you clothes and bring them back, BUT YOU have to tell your mother that you're not coming home. I'm dealing with my own crap, ok?"

"Ok. I'll text her," Julia said.
 
 
To Be Continued...

The Good Son - 5 Final

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The Good Son: 5 Final

by Clara
Copyright© 2021,2022,2025 Clara Schumann

 

Sometimes you're living a lie and you don't know it. As Jack tells his story,
you'll see what I mean. This is the finale of this story. To be honest, it's
been hard to write and I cannot thank you all enough for all of the support
that you have offered throughout the last few days as I've posted the
installments.


 
Author's Note: Thank you, thank you, thank you. I hope you like where this story took us. As always, please comment - pro and con. ~Clara.
 
This version of The Good Son: 5 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 5
 

Chelsea dropped us off at the Marriott, which was a lot fancier than I expected. Julia took care of all the checking-in procedures since I had no idea how to do any of it. I sent Ria a text and Julia suggested that she should join us for dinner, which was a really nice idea. I was feeling really sad and seeing Ria sounded like a nice idea.

We found our room, which was also nicer than I expected, and then we went down to the lobby to wait for Ria.

"Hey, girls!" she said with a warm smile when she arrived. She hugged Julia, then hugged me and gave me a comforting kiss. "I trust that things did not go well, then?"

"Not with my mom, no," I said, "but with my aunt and Ronny... it couldn't have gone better."

"Well, that's some good news," she said, with a small smile. "Your mom loves you though, Jacky. She'll come around."

"Correction," I said. "My mom LOVED me. I'm not so sure any more."

"Really?" She grimaced. "That bad?"

"Let's eat and talk about it," Julia suggested. "I'm really hungry."

We went into the lobby restaurant and ordered our food while Julia and I explained the carnage that had occurred at our house that day.

"She didn't throw you out, though, did she?" Ria asked.

"No," Julia explained. "It's just been a very long and enlightening day and Jack needed some quiet time. I'm just here to chaperone and make sure he's ok. We're kind of in uncharted territory for us."

As we ate and I finally relaxed a bit, I became a bit more aware of the fact that I was in a restaurant dressed in my rather short dress. Yes, I was wearing my tights, too, but I was acutely aware of my need to keep my legs crossed at my knees and sit more straight than usual. I enjoyed looking nice, but kind of missed being able to sit back like a schlub and relax.

"Hey," we heard a very tired voice say from behind me. It was Avery with two duffel bags. She dropped one beside my seat and flopped into the fourth chair at our table. "That one is for both of you. You guys are lucky you stayed here."

"Yeah?" I asked. "What happened?"

"Let's just say it wasn't pleasant. Your mom was waiting for you and she was out for blood."

"I sent her a text before we even got here," Julia said.

"Yeah, well she hadn't seen it and she was PISSED that you guys didn't come home. I think she got even madder when we told her that Aunt Ann and Ronny had reconciled. My mom tried to calm her down, but she just lost it and went berserk, threatening both of you if you didn't come home and then threatening me and Chelsea if we didn't go get you and bring you home within an hour."

"I'm sorry, Avery," I said. "Maybe I should call her."

"Oh, no, no, no, no, no," my cousin laughed. "Besides that, my mom took away your mom's phone and told her to calm down, and then there's the small matter that Chelsea told your mom to go fuck herself before we stormed out the door. So, that may make it a little difficult to talk to either your mom or mine tonight."

"What!?" both my sister and I shouted in disbelief.

"You heard me. I'm telling you, Chelsea has become a badass in the last hour." Avery shook her head. "I really don't know if this is something we're going to get past, guys. It was really bad." Despite her usual smart ass attitude, Avery's eyes were glistening with tears. I could see that she was worried.

"So, what are you going to do about tonight?" Ria asked.

"Why do you think I have two duffle bags?" She sighed, then she nodded towards the lobby where Chelsea was crossing towards us. "Chelsea just booked a room for us, too." She waved down our waitress and ordered two French dip sandwiches and two iced teas.

"Hi, guys," Chelsea said as she arrived.

I stood and grabbed a chair from the next table as she put down her purse and hotel paperwork, but before she sat, she looked at me and said, "Come here."

She pulled me into the tightest hug I think I'd ever felt and she held me there for a long, long time. "Jacky, Jacky, Jacky," she kept saying. Finally, she loosened her grip, but did not let me go. "Geez, did you hit the nail on the head, Jacky. Our family needs therapy more than we need food. We've got a rough road ahead of us, but you did the right thing, Jacky and I love you even more for doing it." She kissed my forehead. "You're the best, Jacky."

More out of confusion than appreciation, I smiled a little. "Thanks, Chels. I love you, too. And I'm sorry that everything's so messed up."

"It'll get better, Jacky. It'll get better. Anything is better than the lies we've been living with."

I nodded. That had to be true.

"Come on, Chelsea," Avery said. "Sit down. You're making a scene. What will the neighbors say." That last remark was a dig at my mother and was funny enough to make Chelsea snicker and let me go and sit down.

We all sat and talked about how we'd face our moms the next day, but agreed that best thing to do was to approach them with level heads. Chelsea and I agreed that we'd both gotten a lot of pent up emotion out already and that we needed to plan our next day's attack with more maturity then we'd displayed so far.

"Speaking as an outsider," Ria said, "I don't think you should beat yourselves up for getting carried away. I mean, you guys learned a lot today and you didn't have any time to process any of it. Your moms are middle aged women who had knowledge of these issues all along. You guys are essentially kids who are discovering all of these things today. I think you've handled yourselves pretty damned well, under the circumstances."

After my cousins had their dinner, we all went to our rooms, Avery and Chelsea were right across the hall from us. There weren't a lot of people on our floor, so our doors were left open till we we went to bed. Ria stayed and sat and watched some TV with me until nine thirty or so. Then she went home. Being on the outside of the situation and being able to offer us a fresh point of view did help to calm us all down a lot, though. She had been good source of common sense in a tumultuous time and for me, it was nice to have someone to hold on to after having such a terrible day.

At about ten thirty, Aunt Mary called my cell, which was surprising. I would have expected her to call one of her own kids rather than me.

"Hi, auntie," I answered, cautiously.

"Hi, Jacky." She sounded exhausted. "Honey... we have a lot to talk about and... sweetheart, I don't think that hiding out is the best way to handle it. I think you and the girls need to come home."

I sighed and said, "Auntie, we plan to come home tomorrow, but my mom put me through a lot today. I need some time to process things."

"Ok, honey, but, let's be fair. You put her through a lot, too. You know how she feels about you dressing up in Avery's clothes, then throwing Ronny at her, too, honey... there's a lot more to that story than you know."

"Auntie, I know a lot more to that story than you think I do... and Auntie... I know a lot more about my father than you think I do, too."

My aunt went silent for a long time

"See, Auntie," I said, "like I said, my mother has put me through a lot today... and not just today. My mother has been putting all of us through a lot and I need to get my head around it. If you think that I'm being selfish by asking for one night to figure out how to deal with all of that... well... then I guess I'm being pretty selfish, but... I do need it. And as for the girls... not only do I think that they need it, too, but... Auntie... they're worried about me, so they're here to help me. I know that makes them pretty terrible, too, but... there you go. We're all pretty horrible and ungrateful, I guess."

I knew I was being a sarcastic, passive/aggressive jerk, but I couldn't help it.

It took another moment, but my aunt asked, "Jack... do Avery and Chelsea know about their dad, too?"

I didn't know how to answer that, so after a couple of seconds, I said, "I think you'd better talk to them about that."

"Oh, Lord," she whispered. Then, gathering herself, she said, "Jacky... there's a lot to discuss... just... come home tomorrow. Ok? Please. And bring the girls with you. All of you come home. Please."

"We will, Auntie. We will."

I slept fitfully in my flannel nightgown and got up early and showered. I used the hotel's blow dryer to give my body a permed hair a little more body. I needed a little help from Julia to do my makeup.

"Listen, Jacky," she said as she worked on a subtle look for my eyes, "I know that you and mom are at each other's throats, but you need to remember that there four others involved here, ok?" She stopped and looked me in the eye. "Remember, this is about a lot more than just you wearing pretty clothes. This is about Auntie Ann and Ronny. Ronny's 'suicide' attempt. All the lies that we've been told for so long... Don't just focus on wanting to wear a dress and makeup whenever you want, ok?"

I nodded. "Jules... I'm not interested in becoming a woman, like Ronny, you know. I just... like it. I like... I don't know... I like the clothes and being... girly sometimes, I guess. I like exploring that part of me. The fact that you guys get a kick out of it and Ria finds it sexy makes it all that much more exciting, but... yeah, it's a part of me... of who I am, but... I think my fight with mom and Aunt Mary is really about Ronny. I can't believe they allowed things to go so far with her. I want her back in the family where she belongs."

Julia nodded. "I agree. Aunt Ann needs her."

"Yeah, but... Ronny needs us, too and..." It seemed weird to say, but it also seemed right. "... how can we be a family if we can't heal what happened between Chelsea and Ronny? I know that's optimistic, but... who knows."

She smiled and kissed my forehead. "Yeah. Who knows, Jacky?" she finished and stood. "I'm going to take a quick shower. I'll be right out."

I pulled out the clothes that Avery had packed for me and found a pair of thong panties, which made me leery of what came next. What came next was a pair of black yoga pants, so I suppose the thong panties made sense, but they did pose a problem.

The knock on the door interrupted my thoughts. When I answered it, I found a fully dressed Avery carrying a roll of medical gauze and and medical tape. She looked at the panties I was holding in my hand and smiled. "Would you feel more comfortable if your sister or your cousin taped up your little fella before you put on your panties?"

I glanced up and down the hall to see if anyone else had heard her remarks. Luckily the coast was clear. "You have no sense of discretion at all, do you?" I asked.

She giggled. "What's your point? Do you want me to do this, or Jules?"

Since Julia was in the shower, I just shook my head. "Come on in."

It is funny how quickly you get used to other people invading your privacy. Avery was quick and didn't do anything to humiliate me. She had me tucked and taped quickly and soon I was looking very natural in my black thong.

"You do need to shave a bit better if you're going to be wearing such scanty things." She couldn't help but tease when she saw me in the panties.

"I'll keep that in mind." I smirked.

"Seriously, Jacky. You need to make sure that you're completely hairless. Maybe use some Nair or go see someone at a salon to have it all done right."

Just then Julia entered from the bathroom, naked and drying herself, and at the same time Chelsea knocked on the door and Avery let her in without a second thought.

Chelsea glanced at my crotch and remarked, "Well, I guess we're all girls, now."

"Yeah, I guess." I smirked and pulled on the yoga pants.

"If you think those helped make you look more manly," Julia giggled, "you're mistaken."

I shook my head as I hopped a little and pulled the pants up tight around my waist, then looked in the bag and found a pair of ankle socks. I pulled those on, but saw no shoes, so I went on to the lightly padded bra and then the blouse - which was really pretty! It was a peasant blouse that Aunt Mary had given to Avery last Christmas and I had told Avery how pretty it was, but Avery did not agree. She thought it was too frilly. It was red lace with a keyhole neckline, three quarter, bell sleeves. It kind of hugged my very modest breasts, then hung freely to its handkerchief hem line. I loved it from the moment I saw it and was thrilled to have the opportunity to wear it.

"This is beautiful!" I bubbled as I pulled it over my head.

"It's outrageously flouncy, and fussy, but I knew you liked it, so consider it yours." Avery smiled.

"So much for 'poco a poco,'" my sister snickered.

"You're still naked," I pointed out.

"Yeah, but I can make this work," she smiled and posed. She pulled the clothes the girls had brought for her out of the duffle bag, too.

"So, is he going to walk around the campus in socks?" Chelsea asked. I could see that Chelsea was still a little stressed, and rightfully so. Sure, I'd kicked the hornet's nest, but Chelsea had the most to deal with in the conversations that were sure to occupy our evenings for the next few weeks. She had every right to be stressed.

Avery looked at my stocking footed feet. "Ok, you have two choices. I'll wear what you don't want to. You can wear my white Adidas with the red trim, which should go really well with this blouse..."

"Or?" I asked when she didn't say anything else.

"Or, I have these cute ankle boots with two inch heels. They're black and easy to walk in. The heel will elongate your legs and make your butt stick out a bit, too. The guys love that. What do you want?"

"I'll go with the Adidas today, I think," I answered. "The boots sound nice, but I have a lot of acreage to cover getting from the old building for Wilson's lecture, then to theater for Johnson's and then to the library for Abaku's so sneakers make more sense. Thanks, though."

"Ok," Avery said, sounding a little deflated, "but if you're going to be a little fashion queen, you're going to have to learn to suffer for your beauty."

"I'm not going to be..." I started to say, but Avery had already left the room.

"She's just poking at you," Chelsea said. "Are you sure you're up to all of this in one day? I mean, presenting yourself as a girl at school then taking on your mom in... well... girl mode, I guess... all at once? Wouldn't it be easier to do it a little at a time?"

"Probably," I shrugged, "but I've already dug the hole so deep that I might just as well keep going."

Chelsea looked at Julia and shook her head. "He's pretty stubborn." Then she seemed to realize that my sister was still naked. "You know, it's no wonder he's the way he is. For nineteen years we've been walking around naked in front of him. At least put some panties on, for crying out loud."

"Just about to," Julia laughed and stepped into a pair.

"Here you go," Avery reentered carrying a pair of white Adidas sneakers with red highlights. She displayed the boots that she was wearing. "You could have made your debut in these cuties, but you made your choice."

"Oh, Geez, it's getting late," Chelsea said, looking at her watch. "Come on, get your ass in gear," she said, swatting Julia's pantied butt. "I have a nine o'clock class. The rest of you can have breakfast in the cafeteria. I'll grab a muffin in the lobby. Avery, will you check us out?"

"Yes, captain!" She saluted as they hurried across the hall to grab their bags.

I threw our stuff into our duffle bag.

"Chelsea is right," Julia said as she finished dressing, "you don't have to do it all at once."

"I know," I said, closing the zipper, "but I might as well get it all over with in one big fight rather than have a million little fights, right?"

I reached for the door knob, but Julia grabbed my other hand, "Hey! You know this isn't just your fight, right? We're all in this with you. Your OUR little brother, Jacky, and we're here to fight for you and with you. This Ronny thing is complicated, but mom and Aunt Mary are wrong, plain and simple. We'll work out the Chelsea stuff between Ronny and Chelsea. As for the Dad stuff... that's just messed up and... well there's just a lot of crap to deal with and we're all in this with you. You're not alone."

I nodded and smiled. "Ok. Thanks, Jules."

Then, out of the blue, my twin sister did something I cannot remember her ever doing before. She hugged me and she kissed my cheek. "I love you, you know, Jacky. Whatever you do, please don't just storm off and leave. Don't leave me, alright? I can't handle that. Ok?"

I felt like I was going to cry. "Yeah, Jules. Ok. I promise. I'll control my temper. It'll all work out. I promise."

She let me go and stepped back. "Ok. Thanks." She smiled at me. "Let's go."

School went surprisingly well. Avery had to have a little fun, of course. When we arrived at campus, she saw Ria waiting and she went over to her and hugged her saying, "Hey, babe. You look great, today."

Ria only took a second to respond, "Nice try, Avery, but I can tell the difference." She came over and hugged me.

"How could you tell?" Avery asked, genuinely ticked off.

Ria shook her head. "Your boobs felt real when you hugged me."

Avery looked at her chest and shook her head. "Curse you, you dead giveaways."

On a typical day, I really didn't interact with all that many people on campus. I just kind of bounced from one lecture to another without saying much to anyone. That day, though, several female students told me they liked my blouse, two or three said 'hi' to me thinking I was Avery, which made me laugh a little, and when I sat in my Civics lecture hall, a guy sat close to me, in the row behind me. I'd seen him there before and never thought twice about him, but this time I noticed that he definitely took note of me and moved a bit closer than usual. We'd been sitting there for five minutes or so and the class was about to start when he leaned over the back of the seat next to me and said, "Umm, hey, excuse me."

I turned and said, "Hi?"

He smiled. "Hi... Jack, right?"

I was a little surprised that he knew my name. I didn't know his. "Yeah. Right. I'm sorry, I don't know your name."

"Ken." He smiled. "I just wanted to say that you look good. I didn't know that you were... you know... well... a girl. I'm sorry, but you never showed it off before. You look good."

"Oh..." I didn't know quite what to do or say. "I... umm... well... thanks, but..."

"Hey," Ken said, "relax, I understand." He smiled and held up a hand. "I'm just telling you that you look good. That's all." He smiled broadly. "I'm just being supportive. I'm not trying to make you uncomfortable. You look nice and I wanted you to know it. That's all."

I breathed a little easier. "Oh... yeah. Thanks. I appreciate it." It was a little odd, still it was nice to hear, though.

Other than that, the school day was uneventful. Every time I saw Ria, she seemed to find a way to 'accidentally' brush her hand against the flat front of my yoga pants and make some sort of remark about it, but other that that, not much to report.

My classes ended at two and I met up with Avery and Chelsea in the cafeteria. We had to wait around until nearly three for Julia and Ria to get out of their last class. We all walked out to the parking lot together.

Ria held my hand tighter than usual and as we approached our beat up old car, Ria pulled me a little closer.

"Listen, Jacky, if you want me to come with you for moral support, I will. I won't get involved or anything, I'll just be there to hold your hand, if you want."

I lifted her hand to my lips and kissed it. "Thanks, Ria, but I think this might be something that the family needs to do on its own. I do wish we were doing it in a councilor's office, but maybe this is the first step. Who knows?"

She stopped walking, and stopped me as well. With me in sneakers and her in some pretty nice looking, knee high, high heeled boots, she had a few inches on me. She pulled me in close and leaned my head back and kissed me very passionately, prompting groans and remarks of 'Get a room,' and 'Too much PDA' from my family members, but Ria ignored them.

"Remember, babe; I'm just a phone call away. Alright? If you don't feel safe, just call."

I smiled. "Thanks, but I think I have three bodyguards watching out for me."

Ria looked over my head and said, "You'd better take care of my..." she glanced at me and smiled, "... girlfriend! If anything happens to her, I will be very upset."

She was only teasing, of course, and I thought it was kind of funny, but when I turned and looked at the girls, there were no smiles.

"Look, Ria," Chelsea said, "you may not be up to speed on all of this, but our other male cousin nearly died castrating himself because of our mothers. This conversation we're having this afternoon is really important to all of us. We're not kidding. This is really important - to Jack and me more than anyone. This is really serious. Ok?"

"Yeah, sure." Ria nodded and let me go. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make light of..."

"No, no, no..." I held up my hands. "You didn't do anything wrong. We're just all wicked stressed." I kissed her lips once more. "I'll call or text or something later and let you know how everything goes, ok? And if I need you, I'll call, too. I love you." I kissed her cheek and trotted over to the girls.

"I love you, too," Ria said, sounding a little hurt. "Good luck, guys. I'll be thinking about you."

Now, on Mondays, our mothers typically worked until five thirty or six and were never home before seven. So, imagine how surprised we were to find their cars in the driveway when we pulled in at three thirty.

"Well, shit," Avery muttered.

"No kidding," Julia muttered as well. "I thought we'd have a little time to get ready."

"Nothing we can do about it, now," Chelsea sighed.

"Nope," I agreed. "The faster we get it started, the faster it'll be done." I said, and I think I sounded a little more resigned to my fate than I'd wanted to.

"Alright," Chelsea said, as she shut off the car, "remember - we are a united group, right? Now, I know it's going to be hard, but don't let them get you mad, ok? Stay calm."

"Especially you," Julia said to me.

I was about to question why she'd single me out, but Avery spoke before I could, and she addressed Chelsea. "And you."

Chelsea nodded. "I know. I really lost my cool last night. It won't happen again. I promise."

"Alright, then," Avery said, making eye contact with all of us in turn. "Let's go."

We all got out of the car and braced ourselves as we walked towards the kitchen door. When we entered, we were a little disheartened to find our mothers already seated at the kitchen table, giving them the upper hand before the meeting even began.

"Well, welcome home, GIRLS," my mother said, rather derisively. "Have a seat."

"Before we do," I said, trying to level the playing field, "I'd like some tea. Can I make some for anyone else?"

"Sure," all the girls said.

"Actually, yes, I'd like some tea," Aunt Mary said, earning a sideways sneer from my mother.

"I'll make you one, too, mom," I smiled as I set about filling the kettle. The girls seemed to understand my methods and they grabbed tea cups, spoons, tea bags and even some shortbread cookies.

"Take a breath, Deidre," I heard my aunt whisper to my mother. "There's no reason we can't be civilized."

I heard my mother huff a bit, but that was ok. That meant we were balancing the power dynamics in the room.

After a few minutes, we were all seated, we all had a cup of tea and a tea bag to occupy ourselves instead of just staring at each other, and something to nibble on if we needed a few moments to think or a few moments to cool down.

NOW we were ready.

My mother looked at me and shook her head. "You realize you look ridiculous."

"I disagree," I said calmly, bobbing my teabag up and down. "I think I look like Avery and I think Avery is a very attractive young woman."

"Aww, thank you, Jack," Avery said.

"You know what I mean," my mother said, getting frustrated already. "You're a boy, Jack. You shouldn't be flouncing around in something like that."

"I don't believe I flounced once, today, mom. In fact, I think I carried myself with grace and dignity. In fact, I received more compliments on how I looked today than I have received all year. From both girls and boys."

"And that's what you want, then? To attract the attention of boys? You're going to tell me that you're gay, too? Just like Ronny?"

"In fact, I am not," I smiled as I used two hands to lift my tea cup to my lips and blow softly across the surface of the hot fluid. "I am one hundred percent heterosexual, but I do have a need to express myself in this manner, mom, and this is something that is very acceptable in today's society."

"Well, it is not acceptable in this household."

"Well, it needs to be, mom, because I live in this household, as do my sister and my cousins and my Aunt Ann and all of them are very accepting of this. In fact, I think that, if you were not so overbearing, Aunt Mary may admit that she is fine with it to, but I'm not going to put her on the spot right now. Let's just say, for now, that you and Aunt Mary are opposed to me dressing like this and Aunt Ann, Avery, Chelsea, Julia and I are ok with it. That's still five in favor and two against. If we were to add in Ronny, that's six to two..."

"Ronny doesn't live here," my mother snapped. "Ronny will never live here. Is that clear?"

"Let's put Ronny's residence aside for a moment, mom," I said, "and let's get back to problem number one - my need to express myself in this manner. If I continue to dress like this - which, incidentally, no one else seems to have a problem with, can I continue to live here?"

"No," my mother said, flatly.

"Yes, he can," Julia said just as flatly, followed by Chelsea and Avery.

"Oh, really?" My mother folded her arms.

"We pay pay rent, mom," Julia said firmly, although she was having a hard time making eye contact with our mother, "so we have some say what is allowed and what is not."

"Well," our mother smirked, "perhaps you should look at the name on the mortgage some time."

"Perhaps you should, Deidre," Aunt Mary said nervously.

"What?"

"Come on, Didi. My name is on the mortgage, too. But that aside, Jack's a great kid. So what if he wears pretty clothes? He looks great. I'm glad that blouse is getting some use. I loved it when I bought it and Avery wouldn't even try it on. Look at him, Didi. He looks fine. He and Avery look like twins - just like we always said Chelsea and Julia did. Come on. What's the big deal?"

My mother was about ready to explode. "What's the big deal!? Mary, what will the neighbors think if they see MY SON coming and going in dresses and wearing makeup!?"

"Auntie," Chelsea said in a very gentle voice, "I hardly know the neighbors anymore and I'm sure they don't know us any better. Jack looks really pretty. They'll just see another girl and besides - who cares what they think? Jack is our little brother and we want him to be able to express every part of himself - and that includes this part. Please, Auntie. You need to look at Jack and just see Jack. Please."

She shook her head. "Jack this is just so wrong. I mean, it's a sin, Jack. The Bible says..."

"Ok, stop right there, mom," I held up my hand. "There's way too much to discuss in that statement and if you're going to use The Bible as a weapon, then maybe you should read it before wielding it. I have read it, several times in fact, and I know every verse that condemns the wearing of clothes of the opposite sex and it condemns the slacks you're wearing as much as the blouse I'm wearing. It also condemns a lot of other behavior that we all partake in every day. Besides, except for a few Christmases and Easters when we were little, you haven't set foot in a church enough times to start preaching to me."

She knew I had a point, so she took a different tact. "Ok, but what about your career. You want to be a teacher, Jack. Do you seriously think that a school is going to hire a man who dresses like a woman to work children?"

"I can answer that," Avery offered. "The school where I did my observations last semester had three gender fluid teachers and it didn't seem to raise any eyebrows at all."

When my mother seemed to run out of steam, Chelsea spoke. "In order to put this matter to rest and move on to the next issue, can I propose a trial period from now until the end of the semester? If things go well, then Jacky can continue to live in this gender fluid manner, but if there are any issues that upset things in the household, then we can revisit things in this kind of a calm, businesslike manner, say, in late May or early June?"

My mother just glared at me, but Aunt Mary said, "What do you say, Didi? That seems reasonable, doesn't it?"

My mother finally shook her head. "Alright, but I am not happy with this situation at all."

I nodded and smiled at Chelsea. "Thank you," I mouthed. Then to my mother, I said, "Thank you, mom. I appreciate that."

She shook her head and looked a bit disgusted. "So... what else did you want to discuss?"

"Well," I braced myself, "we really do need to talk about Ronny."

"No," my mother said, adamantly, "we most certainly do not need to discuss him. That man will never live in this house, again."

"Ok, calm down, now, Didi," Aunt Mary said.

"Are you on their side on everything?" my mother snapped.

"I'm not on anyone's side, Didi, but let's just hear them out. Ann needs help and Ronny is offering some assistance. I think we need to at least consider it."

"After what that little shit did to YOUR daughter? I'm shocked you'd even consider letting him back into this house." My mother knew how to flex her muscles in ways I had never understood before. She was a bully of the highest caliber.

"Ok," I stopped her attack. "Chelsea has told us what happened to her, mom, and that was ten years ago. Ronny lived here for almost seven years after that, and she has come and gone prior to her living as a women with no problem, so let's not pretend that she's not allowed here now because she attacked Chelsea."

"SHE!" my mother scoffed. She looked at Aunt Mary for support. "What kind of a world do we live in where a man can just decide that he's a woman and everyone just agrees to call him a SHE? This whole thing is ridiculous."

"Alright, let's stop all of this deflecting and evading," Chelsea said, obviously getting irritated and trying to hold it together. "Whatever happened that day happened between Ronny and me and we are going to work that out..."

"Oh, isn't that nice," my mother interrupted.

"Yes, auntie, it is," Avery put her hand on Chelsea's arm to calm her and she spoke for a moment to give Chelsea time to breathe. "Chelsea has been carrying that pain around for a longtime without sharing it with anyone because neither you nor her own mother were mature enough to get an eighteen year old boy who'd been drinking hard for years, or a twelve year old girl who'd just been attacked by that boy, who also happened to be her cousin, any counseling. So, YES, that is NICE. It's NICE that something positive is finally happening in this family."

My mother's eyes narrowed and she looked at Avery as if she was about to attack. "You have no idea what we did..."

"No, Didi," my Aunt Mary stopped my mother. "She's right. We should have gotten Ronny help when he was thirteen or fourteen and we knew it. So did Annie. Chelsea paid a price for that and I should have gotten her help too." She looked at Chelsea and Aunt Mary's face dissolved into tears. "I'm so sorry, baby. I'm so sorry."

Chelsea sniffled and nodded, but turned her head away to avoid weakening her resolve. She took a breath and resumed her slow march to her point. "Ronny needs to be here to help Aunt Ann, but we all understand that she can't just move back in. So, we would like her to be able to come in the afternoons after she gets out of work and leave after dinner. Just three hours a day or so to help her mother. Then on weekends, say a few hours on Saturdays a maybe a little longer on Sundays when you two work, anyway. Would that be acceptable?"

My mother fumed for a few moments, looked to Aunt Mary, but got no support there, and finally said, "Alright, but he has to be dressed in men's clothing."

"No," Julia spoke up. "Ronny is a woman, now. She will dress anyway she feels comfortable."

"Then no," my mother said with no feeling at all.

"Mom," I finally rejoined the conversation, "would you really hurt your own sister that much just to hurt Ronny?"

She huffed a little, but didn't respond.

"Mom... how many times did Ronny reach out to all of you before she nearly killed herself?" I asked, quietly.

"That..." My mother shook her head at the memory. "... that... what he did to himself was the act of a spoilt brat trying to hurt his mother."

"No, mom. That was the result of a spoilt brat hurting her sister and her son for years. Ronny begged for help through her actions for years and every adult in her life turned her back on her. When she finally figured out who she was and asked for help again, every adult turned her back again. Are you going to turn your back YET AGAIN? Should we start waving Bible verses about forgiveness, or family, or a hundred other things around, mom, because in this case they actually ARE applicable. Mom... please... be the woman I always thought you were. Please... Ronny's your niece or at least your nephew. Auntie Ann is your sister. Please, mom... please... find some space in your heart to let them be together now, when they really need each other."

She looked at me and then at Julia. "Do you two think I'm some kind of a monster?"

"No, mom," Julia said, "but you need to stop worrying about what other people think and start thinking about 'us.' About all of us. Not just you and me and Jack, but the whole family. That includes Ronny and Ronny is your niece, now. Not your nephew. She's trying to put her life together and she needs your help."

"To your credit," Chelsea said, "none of us would have known anything about Ronny if you hadn't raised Jacky so well. Even though Ronny was a jerk to him, Jack bent over backwards to make sure that she was ok and found her when she didn't want to be found. Jacky's a good kid, auntie. You should be proud of him... no matter what he's wearing."

She stared at my sister and me. "I'm not evil. I'm really not."

"I know, mom," Julia said, "but you need to be more open to what the people around you need. Not just worrying about what the neighbors think."

"Mom," I said as gently as I could, "I don't want to be at odds with you forever. I love you, but I can't accept these limitations on me, and I certainly can't allow you to interfere with Aunt Ann and Ronny's relationship just because I love you. Please, don't make me leave."

And then... it was weird... it's was like everything changed. My mother's eyes had gotten watery while I was speaking and when I asked her not to make me leave, she seemed to choke up a little. I was surprised when she reached across the table and took my hand. "I'm not going to make you leave. I really do love you, Jacky. And I am very proud of you." Then she took Julia's hand. "I love you, too, Jules." Then she let go of our hands and took each of my cousins' hands in hers. "I love you girls, too."

Finally, she sat back. "Alright, Ronny can come in to help after work on a probationary basis, but... no drinking or drugs. Understood?"

"Understood," we all agreed.

"Ok." She nodded. "And I'm sorry... for... all of this, I guess," she said. She looked around. "Are we done?"

"Well," Aunt Mary sighed, "actually... there is something else we need to talk about."

The next two hours were a painful, but eye opening discussion of our mothers' divorces and their flights from unforgiving families as well as long apologies for the lies we'd been told our whole lives about our father's having died in military service. By bedtime, I think we were all emotional wrecks, but a lot of doors had been opened and the need for some real therapy was finally agreed upon.

The next day I dressed a little more girlish - just a bit. I wore leggings with a baby blue, cable knit sweater that was long enough to be a dress. Again a gift someone had given Avery that she thought was too girly, but which I had kind of envied from the moment I had seen it. This time, I did take her up on the cute little boots, though and it did make me look a bit more feminine.

Ria loved the new look, too. Once again finding reasons to accidentally rub against my flat lower abdomen in a playful manner.

Chelsea wanted to be the one to call Ronny and tell her the news. Ronny was very happy to be returning to family, even in a probational status.

After school, all of us, even Ria, went to the hospital to visit Aunt Ann. She looked much better. We told her that Ronny was going to be able to be with her in the afternoons and she was very happy to hear that.

"And your mother was ok with that?" she asked Julia.

"Of course." My sister smiled as if there had never been any reason for concern. "We're all family, auntie. We just want what's best for you."

Avery and Chelsea smiled at me.

Aunt Ann looked at all of us and smiled. "You all look so pretty, but I don't know how I'm going to tell my two Averys apart."

"Jacky's the girlier one," Avery teased.

"You laugh," Aunt Ann smiled, "but have you seen my son?" She shook her head. "I have to admit... he does seem much happier."

"She, auntie," I corrected her. "We all have to remember to refer to Ronny as 'she' from now on. She's working very hard to be a woman and we owe her that."

My aunt took my hand. "Ok, Jacky. I guess that you would know better than anyone else."

I chuckled.

"So, Jacky..." She eyed me. "Are you going to have yourself snipped, too?"

"Oh, auntie, don't say that!" I said, a bit revolted, especially considering how Ronnie had actually castrated herself.

"I'm only using the same word that Ronnie used," she said, pulling me down to sit on the edge of her bed, beside her. "Now, I know I'm being nosy, but I ignored the whole situation in Ronny's case and look at all the pain I caused and I don't want to do the same with you. So... here you are, looking very pretty in you're leggings and sweater... so, I'm asking... Do you plan to become a woman, too?"

I took her hand and kissed it. "No, auntie, I don't. I want to keep all my plumbing in tact and I want to keep right on being you're nephew. I just want to be... prettier. That's all."

She peaked at Ria and whispered, "And that cute girlfriend of yours? She's ok with this?"

"Yes, I'm fine with it," Ria laughed. "I think he's adorable."

"Auntie," Avery jumped in, "you should see the dress she bought him! Oh! I'm so jealous of it and he won't let me wear it until he does." She gave me a playful slap. "He's so selfish."

Aunt Ann laughed at that. "You'll have to show me when I get home. Whenever that is."

"I will," I promised.

"Honestly," my Aunt said, looking at the girls, "I can't understand these boys wanting to be girls. It seems so much harder than being a boy. You have so much less say in your life than a boy does. It takes so much longer to get ready. Everything you do is judged by everyone. Breasts are such a burden - they're always in the way. Then, for biological women, there's the messy things like periods and lactation and all of the maintenance that goes with being female... But all these boys see are the pretty clothes."

"No, auntie, that's not all that it is," I laughed. "For me, it's... I guess it's just being able to express a part of myself that I can't usually express. When I look like this... I feel like a different person and I feel better being able to express myself this way."

Aunt Ann smiled and pet my hand.

"But for Ronny..." I continued. "Auntie, I think it's really important that everyone understands that Ronny isn't just expressing a side of herself, like I am. Ronny was desperately unhappy as a man and had a need to be a woman. That's a whole different thing than me, auntie. Ronny has always been a woman inside. Now, she's becoming one outside."

She looked at me for a long moment, then used her other hand to wave me towards her. "Come here and hug me."

I leaned over and hugged my poor, weak aunt.

"Promise me something, Jacky," she said, quietly.

"Sure, auntie."

"Stay with Ronny. She probably doesn't know it, but she needs you."

I couldn't help but laugh at that. "She's had a hard time getting rid of me so far, auntie."

Ronny did what she needed to do to get a license with her new gender listed on it and she managed to work out a schedule with some friends to borrow cars to get her to the hospital for the next couple of weeks and be with my aunt every night until she had her hip replacement surgeries and then was sent home. Once she was home, Ronny was at our house nearly every night, at first avoiding my mother like the plague, but eventually they did start seeing each other and that, eventually, led to some levels of civility. Through my Aunt Mary's intervention, there even came one night when Julia, Ria and I walked into the kitchen to find that Ronny was joining us all for dinner. To say I was shocked would be an understatement, but it was a pleasant shock!

Chelsea spoke to people in the psych department, who gave her many recommendations for family therapists in our area. She spent hours on line researching these people, then interviewed therapist after therapist after therapist until she found a practice that she felt would be a good fit for us. We started meeting in small groups and then all together and, honestly, I think we've made some real progress as a family. I mean, I think I always knew we were kind of a repressed group of people, but we were happy enough - BUT THEN we found out that any happiness that we thought we might have had was really a lie. That could have destroyed us, right, but it didn't. Somehow, all the screaming and swearing and even the slapping (although I wouldn't recommend the slapping) eventually led to some real healing. Now, I think we're on our way to becoming... functional. Really. I think someday we might actually get there.

So, I guess that wraps up my story...

... well...

...except...

Remember those tickets for that show in Boston that I gave Ria for Christmas? Well, it turns out that Ria made some plans to give me a present that night, too. My plan had been to drive into the city, have dinner in a nice restaurant (you may remember that I gave her a gift certificate for dinner at a restaurant of her choice) see the show, then drive home. A nice, dressed up, grown up evening.

Ria had other ideas, though.

See, as you know, I was still a virgin, but Ria was not. She'd had a few serious relationships already, with both men and even with a girl and... well... she wasn't a virgin. Anyway, she'd decided that she wanted to make our Boston trip an opportunity for me to lose my virginity - only if I wanted to, of course - and to that end, she wanted to make it a special and romantic night.

The thing was, though, she didn't tell me about the 'losing my virginity' part.

So, she ordered a town car to pick us up and drive us into Boston and to a hotel just across from the theatre. It was a really fancy place, too. Much nicer than The Marriott, which may sound silly, but it's the only other hotel I'd ever seen in real life.

We checked in at four thirty that afternoon, had the staff carry our bags to our room, and took our time getting ready for dinner.

By this time, I'd been living a 'gender fluid' life for over a month, but to be honest, I'd been living pretty much full time in female mode, and I'd gotten pretty darned good at doing my own hair and makeup. So, that night I'd gotten my hair done nicely and my makeup done to my satisfaction, but Ria stopped me.

"Sit here at the mirror, Jack," she said with a smile. "I want to do your makeup a little fancier tonight."

Always up for anything girly, I sat at the mirrored vanity and my girlfriend went to work on my eyes first. She made them a little 'smokier' with some darker hues and that made them pop just a bit more than usual. Then she took a bright red lipstick and a brush and began painting my lips as if I was a work of art. She layered coat after coat of the thick, rich color onto my lips until she was satisfied with the look.

"You've been using that lip conditioner that Avery bought you at night, haven't you?" she asked.

"Morning and night," I confirmed. "Can you tell."

"Sure I can." She smiled as she painted. "You're not exactly Angelina Jolie, yet, but they are much more plump and full than they used to be."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah." She smiled. "They're softer when I kiss you, too. I like that."

I have to admit - when your fully dressed girlfriend has you seated in a chair, while you're wearing a petticoated slip, with a bra and panties, a garter belt, real silk stockings and the most delicate little pumps you've ever seen, while she works on your makeup to make you look even more feminine for your date with her, you've got to consider what she means when she tells you how much she likes your pillowy soft lips when she kisses you. Is she being sarcastic and playing some kind of femdom game, or is she being honest? I looked into her eyes and I saw how she looked at me and I didn't see any kind of sexual one-upmanship there. I just saw love and affection, so I knew that she was telling the truth.

"Here." She smiled as she spread some sort of gel across my lips. "That will seal your lip color on." She looked at me and smiled even more broadly. "I'm the luckiest girl in the world, you know that?"

"You are?" I giggled. "Why is that?"

"Well, just look at my boyfriend. Some girls have boyfriends who are handsome, but my boyfriend is just plain beautiful." She shook her head a little. "Just beautiful."

I looked at her mocha skin and gorgeous brown eyes, and I smiled. "I'm not as beautiful as you are, Ria. Sometimes I can't believe that a skinny, girly boy like me could ever have found someone as exotic and amazing as you."

"Exotic?" She chuckled. "Everyone in my family looks just like me, Jacky. There's nothing exotic about me. I'm just a girl from Nepal, baby. Black hair and brown skin is all part of the package."

"And I'm just a fairy from Massachusetts, Ria. The skinny body and the love of all things girly are part of the package, too."

She kissed me gently on the lips. "Then aren't we just the luckiest two people in the world to have found each other?"

She walked to the bed and picked up the blue dress she'd given me for Christmas. Of course, I'd worn a couple of dozen dresses by that night, but nothing like that one. That dress was extraordinary. It was a statement of femininity far beyond anything I'd ever seen Julia, Avery or Chelsea ever wear - even to a prom. This dress said to the world 'I am a woman and I am proud of it. Look at me and be jealous.' And I couldn't wait to wear it to dinner and the show.

"Are you ready to be my beautiful, classy girlfriend for the night?" Ria asked.

I stood and smiled. "Forever," I smiled.

I stepped into that miraculous dress and allowed Ria to zip it up my back, then button the top few buttons back there as well and when I looked in the mirror, a vision of female beauty looked back at me. Her smoky eyes and bright red lips were appropriate decorations for the dress' aesthetic and the pumps made a delicate statement of female fashion as well.

I was still captivated by my own reflection when Ria stepped in beside me and her beauty distracted me. She was dressed in a Kelly green top with blousy sleeves and a slit neckline and a pleated gold skirt that flowed to just below her knees. Beneath that, she wore her favorite knee high, high heeled boots. Simple and beautiful.

Already an inch and a half taller than me with out shoes on, she was substantially taller than me as she stood next to me and we looked at each other in the mirror.

"We make an odd couple, don't we?" I mused.

"I think we make a beautiful couple," Ria said with more feeling than I could have imagined. She put an arm around me and shook her head as she looked into the mirror. "I don't know about you, Jacky, but I couldn't be happier than I am right now."

I had to agree.

We took the elevator to the rooftop restaurant where we had an amazing view of Boston Harbor as well as the city that was lit up around us.

I glanced at the menu and my jaw actually dropped. I leaned across the table and whispered to Ria, "We can't afford this, Ria. There's nothing on this menu under thirty five dollars and that's just for the entrée. Vegetables and drinks and everything else is extra."

Ria smiled at me. "Don't worry, honey. You know that my parents are both well off. Well, I have a credit card I share with them. It's supposed to only be used for emergencies, but they gave me permission to use it for this trip as long as I pay it off a little at a time. Relax and enjoy yourself."

I tried to relax, but I couldn't. I searched for the cheapest item and found the Waldorf Salad for twenty seven dollars.

The waiter arrived and asked for our orders. I placed my order and looked at Ria.

"I'll have the Roasted Salmon with Lentils and Bacon and a small house salad to start," Ria said. I was shocked. The salmon was sixty nine dollars!

"Very good, ladies," the waiter said as he reached for the menus, but Ria held up her hand to stop him.

Then looked at me. "Do you even know what's in a Waldorf Salad?"

I shrugged. "Lettuce, right?"

She shook her head. "Cancel the Waldorf Salad. She'll have the same thing I'm having."

"Very good," the waiter smiled and took the menus, departing.

"Waldorf Salad has apples, walnuts, celery and grapes in a mayonnaise sauce on a very shallow bed of romain lettuce. It's barely an appetizer."

I was shocked. "How can they charge twenty seven dollars for something like that?"

"Look around, Jack. They're not just charging for the food. They're charging for all of this. All of this elegance and beauty. This is what we're paying for. So, please... relax and start enjoying it."

"Excuse me," a very well dressed woman in her late thirties or early forties appeared at our table and touched Ria's shoulder to interrupt. "I'm sorry, but I saw you two ladies come in and I just had to get a look at this dress your companion is wearing. Do you mind?"

I was a little surprised that she was asking Ria this question rather than me. Perhaps Ria just looked like she was in charge, I don't know, but regardless, I was wearing the dress, yet I was not asked the question.

"Not at all," Ria said with great pride. "Jacky, would you mind standing so this lady might get a better look at your dress?"

Still baffled, I stood. "Not at all," I said with a slightly confused smile.

The woman immediately began fingering the material. "Oh, this is just lovely. It's not a reproduction is it?"

"No. It's an original. It's from nineteen sixty one. I bought it from a classic clothing shop for her. It suits her, don't you think?"

"Indeed I do," the woman looked me over like I was a product. Then she smiled at my confused expression. "I'm sorry, dear. I know I come off a bit intense sometimes. I teach costuming over at Emerson. I am obsessed with the Camelot period - you know - the JFK White house years. All of Jackie's clothing... Marilyn Monroe... Audrey Hepburn... Oh, but of course you girls are too young to know anything about that."

"Actually," Ria grinned, "it may surprise you to learn that the girl wearing that dress is actually named Jacky and her middle name is Kennedy."

I looked at Ria with fear in my eyes. I though for sure that she was about to 'out' me as a boy.

"Oh, no kidding?" The woman smiled. "Usually, mothers only saddle their boys with presidential names. I don't think I've ever met a child named for a First Lady. I think that's lovely. Of course, this kind of dress, with the petticoat and all, would have been the kind of thing that Jackie Kennedy would have worn as the wife of SENATOR Kennedy. By the time Jack was running for President, she was part of the less fussy movement that favored shells and sheath dresses. That sporty look we associate with the Camelot era... Oh, listen to me droning on and on like I'm in a lecture hall," the woman laughed. "I'm sorry. My husband is probably having a fit back at our table." She looked at me and smiled. "You look lovely, dear. Your makeup matches beautifully, too." She stepped away from me and smiled at both of us. "Enjoy your dinners, girls. Thank you for your time. Have a wonderful night."

That was just the first of dozens of compliments I got that evening. My dress seemed to attract women with even a passing interest in clothing from hundreds of feet away. Each one touched and ohh-ed and ahh-ed at the beauty and craftsmanship of the dress. Suddenly I understood the appeal of wearing a bridal gown and being the center of attention amongst a group of overly enthusiastic women. It was an amazing feeling. I felt all at once beautiful and special and as if the gift that I'd been given by Ria had been chosen specifically to allow me to feel that way.

The show was amazing, too. I'd only ever seen a musical performed at a high school or in a film. It's a whole different thing to be just a few dozen feet away from someone who is singing with that kind of passion. It really tears at your soul like nothing else I ever experienced before. Between the experiences brought on by the dress, the gourmet meal in the elegant restaurant and the passionate performances at the show, by the time I returned to my hotel room, I felt as if I was a whole different person. As if parts of me that I never knew existed had been opened up and I was feeling things I'd never felt before.

But the night was still young.

When we got to our room, Ria told me to turn so she could unbutton, then unzip me. She lowered the dress and I slipped off my pumps and I stepped out of the dress. I picked it up and laid it carefully on the back of a chair. I was about to take off the slip, but before I could, Ria had her arms around me and was kissing me more passionately than she'd ever done before.

Quickly, her kisses moved from my lips to my ears then my neck and while her lips were busy there, her hands were busy caressing my body thorough the silky material of my slip and petticoats. Living in a crowded house and having so many people always around, Ria and I had had limited time to ourselves and much of that had been in restaurants and movie theaters. We'd never really had this kind of privacy before and she was taking full advantage of the situation and, to tell you the truth, it had caught me by surprise. It was a pleasant surprise, but it was a surprise, nonetheless.

Before I was able to even gather my thoughts and reciprocate by kissing Ria back, I found myself on the hotel bed, with Ria raising my petticoats up to my chest.

I reached up to touch her breasts, but she pushed me away. "Not yet, honey." She smiled. She caressed the silky, flat front of my panties. "Let me take care of something first."

She bent low and kissed me on the lips, still caressing that area. "I know this is your first time, baby, so let's get the first orgasm out of the way. Then you can relax and we can take our time."

I just blushed at the thought that Ria had had more experience than I had.

She smiled at my embarrassment. "Don't worry, honey. I understand." Her hand worked it's way into the waistband of my panties and then into the gusset where my penis was tucked away. There, she began to stroke my tucked member, causing it to stiffen uncomfortably in its confines. Sensing my discomfort, she gently maneuvered it to a more natural position. "There," she whispered, almost maternally, "that's better, isn't it?" I smiled and nodded. "We don't have to do this, baby. It's up to you. We'll only do it if you want to. I can stop any time you want me to."

"No," I gasped, almost like a child, "don't stop. I want to."

She smiled, happy with my answer. "Ok. I won't stop."

Then, much to my surprise, she pulled her hand out of my panties. I think I may have whimpered a bit, but I needn't have. She was right back at it a moment later, but now caressing my shaft through the silk panties.

"You know," she whispered, "I think that one of the things that attracted me to you in the first place was the thought of you wearing panties that first night I met you at the restaurant. I mean, a boy in panties is a pretty hot boy, in my opinion. I don't like smelly, hairy, hard bodied boys. I like my boys soft and pretty and smelling like lavender, or orchids, or roses, or vanilla. I like them to feel like silk and satin and nylon. This," she squeezed my penis, just a bit, and increased her speed, "this is the only thing that should ever get hard on a boy that I'm with. I want my boy to be a pretty girl for me, and that's why I love you, Jacky. You're my pretty girl, aren't you?"

I was so close to exploding that my face was tingling. I wasn't sure if I could speak, but I managed to eek out a quiet, "Yes."

"Yes, my pretty girl. Now, just relax, my pretty, little girl. Here it comes. Here it comes. Here it...."

And there it came. I exploded into my panties. Any orgasms I'd ever had before had been in my sleep and the ecstatic feelings that this experience was flooding through my body was beyond anything in my wildest dreams. I convulsed and gasped and tried to scream, but the strangled sounds that came out were breathless, female sounding gasps and made Ria smile.

"That's my good girl," she beamed at me. "See how nice that is? And that's just from a hand job. We have a long, long night ahead of us, young lady. Tonight, you are learning a lot about being a grown up girl."

She sent me off to the bathroom to change out of my soiled panties and clean myself up. On the way back she stopped me before I reached the bed. "You're going to need a few minutes to recover, honey, so let me teach you how to use that tongue of yours properly. Kneel down, right here in front of me."

I did and she raised her gold skirt. "Look at you," she smiled down at me. Perfect makeup, perfect hair and the prettiest slip and petticoat I've ever seen. What a picture you make." I don't think there was any sense on dominance in her attitude or words. Just affection. "Now, lower my panties, baby." I did. "I'm sure you know what you're looking at, so let's start by having your tongue give my clitoris some attention."

I did my best, and with Ria guiding me, I was soon finding just the right spots to satisfy her with my tongue. Her gasps and sighs and groans let me know that I was doing a good job, and after ten minutes or so she pushed me away.

"Oh, my, my, my," she gasped. "Too much of a good thing. You might make me pass out." She laughed and fanned herself as she dropped her skirt back into place. "Alright, little girl," she teased me, "stand up."

I did, and she pulled my slip from my shoulders, having me step out of it and it's petticoats. She turned to her overnight bag and pulled a soft, lavender, lace nightie out and presented it to me.

"I bought you a present."

I put it on eagerly. Since my bra was still in place on my chest, it hung nicely on me. "I love it," I admitted, "but... I'm still your boyfriend, right? I mean... this girl talk stuff is just for sex talk, right?"

Still in her clothes, so still in her heeled boots, she stood a good deal taller than me. "Does it matter? I think you're very pretty, whether you're presenting as a boy or a girl. I just want to help you be even prettier. That's ok, isn't it?"

'You think I'm pretty even when I'm dressed as a guy?" I asked, sounding a little confused.

"As pretty as a picture," she giggled. She hugged me, then laid me gently in the bed where I experienced my first blowjob. I couldn't believe how amazing and intimate it felt. The warmth of her mouth on my most sensitive part... The caress of her tongue on the underside of my shaft... I didn't think I'd ever feel anything that amazing in my life! I lasted as long as I could, but when I came, I came even harder and with even more satisfaction than I'd come from the handjob.

But then, after some recovery time playing with Ria's breasts, she smiled and said, "It's time, baby. Are you ready?"

You know, it's weird, but I was actually a little scared. Maybe it was because it all seemed so very important. Like the actual act of penetration was somehow something more important or more earth shaking than what we'd already done, but I felt my heart beating just a little faster and my face was just a little more heated at the thought of actually going through with this act.

It didn't make sense to be scared, though. I mean, I loved Ria and she loved me. She was on birth control and I wanted to do it. There was no reason not to do this. It was just me over thinking everything like I always did.

Ria could see that I was scared, though. "It's ok, baby. If you don't want to do it, we don't have to."

"No," I said. "I want to do it."

"Are you sure?"

I nodded. "I do. I really want to. I love you, Ria. I want to do it."

She lowered her head and placed the softest, most loving kiss I have ever received on my lips. 'I love you, too, my beautiful baby."

I was on my back and Ria raised my nightie up around my waist. But what happened next didn't feel anything like me penetrating Ria. Instead, she accepted me into her. She was in charge, but not being commanding. Just... it's just that she knew what to do and she guided and taught me how to be a part of her. How to become one with her. It wasn't the thrill of sex that I'd expected. It was the completion of coupling. The fulfilling of the need to be completely connect with the woman I loved in a way that I didn't truly understand that I could.

Some people say that the night you have sex for the first time is the night you become a man. I never felt less manly in my life! I felt needy and dependent and wanting while also feeling complete and connected to everything important to me in ways I never knew possible. I felt like a part of me had been opened that I didn't even know had existed and that I'd never be able to be a whole person again unless I was with Ria in that way. I was always told that men were strong and self-sufficient. I felt smaller than ever and more in need of my partner than ever. On talking to Julia about it later, she says that's how girls feel.

Maybe I am a girl, deep down, but I don't think I need to be one physically. I think that certain male parts of me need to stay forever, especially that part of me that connects me to Ria.

Besides, there should be at least one guy in the house, right? Even if he is wearing the prettiest dress.
 

 

So - That's my family. We're a screwed up mess, but... I think we might have a chance of making it all work someday. We're trying. And deep down, we do all seem to love each other. That's a good starting point, right?

As for me... I'm going to keep trying to be the best 'me' that I can be - whether people view me as a girl or a boy, I just want to be the best person I can be.

A good girlfriend and a good boyfriend.

A good cousin.

A good sister and a good brother.

A good niece and a good nephew.

A good daughter and a good son.
 
THE END
 

The Haven - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Seasonal

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The Haven: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2020, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Alex, a concert pianist, is engaged to Veronica, an up and coming opera singer, who
happens to be the granddaughter of one of the worlds most famous divas. When her
grandmother passes away and leaves her vast Berkshire estate to Veronica, she finds
a storage room with dozens of steamer trunks filled with her grandmother's touring
clothes from forty to sixty years ago, all of which fit Veronica beautifully.
Surprisingly, there are also some clothes that will fit Alex, as well. Alex is
dubious about wearing the clothes, but Veronica's enthusiasm gets the better of him.
A very different premise than my last story, but hopefully you will enjoy it.


 
Author's Note:Please comment to let me know what you think of this story, good or bad, I read them all! ~Clara.
 
This version of The Haven: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

"Just a moment," the woman at the rent-a-car desk said, looking at Alexander's license with suspicion. "I need to speak to my manager for a moment."

Alexander shook his head. 'Great. Just great. Here we go again,' he thought. It was almost two in the morning and after nearly a day and a half on airplanes flying from Hong Kong to Japan to Dallas/Fort Worth to Chicago, then , finally to Bradley International Airport in Hartford. He was exhausted and wanted to get on his way to his fiancé's newly inherited home in The Berkshire Mountains of Massachusetts.

The manager, an older man with a half-tied tie and a look of someone who had been awake for about three years, looked in Alexander's direction, then looked at his license, again.

When you travelled by yourself, everything was a hassle, but when your were a twenty-two year old, renting a car was a huge falderal. Most automobile rental companies wouldn't rent to someone under twenty five, but Alexander was registered with this company. The computer had just told the clerk that he was a steady client, but that wasn't the problem. The problem was that he didn't look twenty-two and he knew it and he hated it.

The manager came over and cleared his throat. "Mr Claremont, I am sorry to keep you waiting, it's just that my assistant, Lorraine, wasn't aware of your..." he cleared his throat again. "Your car will be ready in just a few moments, Mr Claremont. The adaptations you requested only take a few minutes, but... well, it should have been ready and waiting for you, but... I've had a very busy shift, sir and I am sorry. Christmas week and all... I hope you can understand."

"It's fine," Alexander said with a wave of his hand. "If that's the only issue, that's fine."

The manager nodded, but continued to look at Alexander in an odd way. "Umm, Mr Claremont... may I just say..." he seemed to be stuck, as he looked at Alexander very closely. Alex just waited and eventually the man continued. "Sir... I am an armature pianist myself, and I have to say, I just downloaded your recording of Chopin Waltzes and... I found it truly astounding, sir."

Alexander blinked. That recording was released before his tour of smaller concert venues in Asia and the only sales he was really aware of were the CDs that he signed and sold in the theater lobbies. Was this man an actual fan!? Wow! That was a first. "Well, thank you, very much," Alex smiled. "That's very kind of you."

The man smiled, tiredly. "My pleasure, sir, but... if I may say as well... Having meet you... well... your key span..." Again he paused.

Alex prodded. "My... 'key span?' You mean how many notes I can span with my hand?"

The man cleared his throat, yet again, "Yes, sir. It's just that... well... after seeing how... petite... you are... Your key span is quite impressive."

Petite. Seriously? This guy working at a car rental desk in the middle of the night just called him, petite? Alexander just shook his head. He had two choices - 1) Tell this guy that he was being rude and write a complaint to the corporate offices, or 2) Get his car and get the hell out of here. He chose the second. "Thank you," Alex said. "How long will it be until my car is ready?"

Just then, the man's phone buzzed and he glanced at it. Then he looked up and half smiled. "It's ready now, sir. Just out that door. Here is you paperwork, license, passport and credit card. Thank you, sir and safe travels."

Alex grabbed the items and headed to the exit. "Thank you," he said as he left the counter.

When Alex reached the rental car, he tossed his small carry-on into the trunk and checked the driver's seat. The seat was as far forward as possible, the pedal extenders had been installed and there was a sticky note on the steering wheel indicating that the air bag had been disabled due to Alexander's size and weight.

He got in and adjusted the mirrors and took a moment to pair his phone with the car's Bluetooth system. He always got the same model, a Toyota Yaris. Most people complained about the cramped interior of the small car, but it suited Alexander perfectly.

He took a moment to enter his fiancé's new address in Lenox, Massachusetts and saw that his travel time was going to be one hour and ten minutes. Not too bad. He sent Veronica a text, 'LEAVING BRADLEY NOW. BE THERE IN ONE HOUR AND TEN MINUTES. LOVE YOU.'

Ready to go, he pulled out of the parking space and headed for the exit. Just as he hit the Highway, his phone rang. "Hello."

Through the radio's speaker's Veronica's voice spoke. "Hey there, big guy. You're back on terra firma, huh?"

He laughed. "I am. I'll be there before three thirty. Don't wait up. Just let me know what door is unlocked."

Ronnie's laugh filled his car. "I didn't really have the opportunity to fill you in on this place, babe, but... well... not only is it huge, I have a staff. My Head of Household knows that you're on the way. Pull into the driveway, follow it around back and June, that's my Head of Household's name... June... will meet you at the garage. She'll guide you from there to the master bedroom, ok?"

"Wow!" Alex laughed. "Aren't you a big shot!?"

Ronnie tsked. "Oh, stop it. My grandmother's will left The Haven to me, but also left a ton of money in trust to maintain the house and staff. I'll tell you about it tomorrow. Just drive safely and I'll see you when you get here. Love you."

"Love you, too," Alex said and the call ended.

'Big guy.' That was Veronica's playful, pet name for him. He knew that it was a miracle that he and Veronica were a couple at all, let alone preparing for marriage. They'd met when Donnie was a twenty one year old junior at Julliard and Alex was a lowly sixteen year old freshman. Younger and smaller than his classmates, Alex should have been the very last person to have responded to Veronica's bulletin board post looking for an accompanist, but Alex knew his abilities well and decided to audition for her, anyway.

Everyone at Julliard knew about Veronica Harrington, of course. Granddaughter of the great opera star, Sophia LoContore, and already a rising opera star in her own right. Veronica was tall, gorgeous and had a demeanor about her that told the whole world that she was going to be a star, one way or another. And now, at twenty seven, she had starred in productions in the US, France, Spain, Russia, Italy and Australia. Alex was still her recital accompanist and worked with her for rehearsals, too. He only toured on his own when Ronnie had a prolonged performance commitment, such as the recent ten week run of 'La Traviotta' in which she received rave reviews as Violeta.

The large estate and household staff were probably inevitable, given Veronica's talent and drive, but to have it handed to her so young was a big surprise to everyone - especially Veronica's mother, Sophia's daughter. She'd expected everything to pass to her, of course, so there was a bit of friction between mother and daughter over this situation.

Veronica and Alexander had a plan to settle things, though. Christmas was just a few days away and both Veronica and Alexander's mothers were coming to The Haven, as the estate had been named when it was commissioned by Florence Adele Vanderbilt at the height of the Vanderbilt family's wealth and power during 'The Gilded Age' in the late nineteenth century, and they would announce their engagement. Veronica hoped that the possibility of a wedding might defuse her mother's jealousy. She also planned to offer her mother a wing of the estate to have as her own home.

As Alex passed through the town of Lenox and followed the directions his phone was presenting on his media screen, a moderately heavy snow started falling. This concerned Alex a bit, but he had less than three miles to go, so he persevered. It did slow him down, though, and he was nearly a half hour late as he pulled onto the long drive that lead from the main road to the estate, proper.

"Holy mother of Pearl," he whispered as he caught his first glimpse of the building. It was enormous! It looked as if a small village had been smooshed together into one mammoth building. It was dark and snowing, of course, but Alex could still make out the outline of the structure and he was shocked by its stature. Were they really going to live in this place? God, they could fit a thousand people in there and still have plenty of room!

As the driveway rounded the east side of the house, Alex saw a large flashlight being waved at him near the north corner, so he headed in that direction. When he reached the person signaling him, he found a formidable looking woman in her fifties who smiled as she knocked on the passenger window and asked him to roll it down. "Alexander?" The woman asked. When he confirmed that he was, indeed, Alexander, she said, "My name is June. I am the Head of Household here at The Haven. Please pull into the open garage bay and I will show you to your room."

Alex thanked her and pulled his little rental in beside some very impressive looking automobiles. He didn't know enough about cars to guess at the manufacturers, but there were cars that looked fairly new and some that looked very, very old. This was certainly going to be an interesting new life.

June opened his door for him and he slipped out of the car. He immediately noticed that June was surprised by his appearance.

"Is there a problem?" Alex asked, slightly annoyed, but probably due more to fatigue than anything else. He certainly was used to the shock on the faces of people who met him.

June shook her head. "I am very sorry, sir. No, of course not. Umm... Welcome to The Haven. Ms Harrington suggested that we we deal with your luggage tomorrow and just get you to bed right now."

Alex reached in and grabbed his his small carry on bag. "No worries," he smiled. "Most of my luggage was shipped and won't be here for a day or two. This is all I have with me."

June nodded, took the carry on by its side handle, rather than the roller handle, saying, "Allow me, sir. Please follow me."

He followed June through what appeared to be a few large pantries, then the kitchen and down a long hallway until they reached a massive foyer with a grand staircase. Just before going up the stairs, June asked, "Are there any articles in you bag that need laundering, sir?"

Alex laughed. "Yes... I suppose it all needs to be laundered at some point."

June placed the bag to the side of the staircase and said, "I shall have it taken care of tomorrow, sir."

As she continued up the stairs, Alex said, "Umm... I do have a few things I may need that are still in the carry on."

"I think you will find that everything you need is waiting for you in your room. Toiletries, toothbrush, even a pair of pajamas that Ms Harrington chose for you are all waiting for you in your room."

Alex shrugged. What difference did it make? If he needed something, he'd just go get it out of the bag. Besides, he really just wanted to crawl into bed next to Veronica and sleep for at least a day or two. He followed June up the stairs and down a long hall.

"This is your room, sir," June opened a door and indicated that he should enter.

He did, but stopped when he saw that the bed was empty. "Where is Veronica?"

June smiled. "Just across the hall, sir. Ms Harrington felt that, with both of your mothers joining you later in the week, it might be appropriate for you to have your own room.

Alex laughed. "I suppose so." He figured that he would just brush his teeth, put on the pajamas that he saw on the end of the bed, then cross the hall and join Ronnie in her bed. Later in the week, when the mother's were there... well... then he would resign himself to sleeping in his own bed.

June entered behind him and showed him where his en-suite lavatory was and offered to help him change.

Alex snickered. "No thank you, June. I can handle that just fine."

She nodded. "I will just wait in the hall until you're all set, sir." Alex was about to argue, but June held up his hand and said, "It is my job, sir. When you are ready, please just say my name and I will come back in to see if you need anything else."

"Ok, fine," Alex shook his head.

He washed his face and brushed his teeth, took off his travel clothes and dropped them into the hamper, then returned to his bed.

The pajamas were a bit odd. Light blue, cotton, big and a bit loose fitting, different than he was used to. Much more expensive looking and just... nicer.

Alex pulled the bottoms on. They were a bit loose, but the elastic waist would hold them up. Oddly, they did not have a button fly, but he could certainly drop them if he needed to pee. The top was the same color and material as the bottoms. He pulled it on and buttoned the small button at the top. It wasn't as comfortable as the bottoms were. The neck line chocked him a bit.

He was about to cross the hall when he remembered that June was still waiting. He sighed and said, "June. I'm ready."

The Head of Household walked into the room with her consistently officious manner and nodded. "Everything fits, then, sir?"

"Yes," Alex said, "I guess. The collar is a chocking me a bit, but..."

June hurried to inspect him. "I see the problem, sir. If I may..." she held one sleeve, then the other, having him retract his arms from the sleeves. Then she spun the shirt one hundred and eighty degrees on his body and helped him to get his arms back into the sleeves. "How's that, sir?"

Alex moved his neck a bit and felt how well the top fit now. "Much better. Thank you."

"My pleasure, sir," she nodded. "Is there anything else you need...?" When Alex didn't respond, she continued, "... then I shall be getting back to bed myself."

She turned to leave, but Alex stopped her. "June... look... I think we may have gotten off on the wrong foot. I am... a bit sensitive about my height... well, my lack there of, I guess. Anyway..."

"Sir," June held up her hand, "none of this is my business."

"Four foot, ten and one half inches," Alex said, stopping June's words. "And eighty two pounds. I'm small, but mighty - at least when I'm at a piano."

June smiled. "I'm sure you are, sir. For your information, there is a Steinway in the old ballroom and a Chickering in the salon. Both have been well maintained and are tuned once a month. I'm sure you will enjoy them, sir."

Wow! That was impressive! "Thank you, June. Good night."

She smiled. "Good night, sir."

She exited the room, closing the door behind her. Alex listened as the clack of her heels on the hardwood floors disappeared down the hall. When the sound was gone entirely, he opened the door, crossed the hall and opened the door to the master bedroom.

It was dark, but he could sense that the room was large and he could hear Veronica breathing softly in the huge bed to his left. He closed the door and walked over to the bed. He literally had to climb up into the bed, pulling back the covers and pulling them back on top of him.

He felt the body next to him roll towards him and lay an arm across his torso. "Hi," Veronica whispered, sleepily. "You found me."

I kissed her cheek. "I did. You were well hidden, though."

Donnie moved herself closer and gently turned Alex away from her so that she could snuggle more closely and spoon against him. "I missed you. I'm glad you're home."

"Me too," Mitch whispered. "I love you."

She kissed his neck. "You didn't cut your hair, did you?"

He laughed. He'd always had longer hair, but Veronica liked it longer than he had worn it before. "No. It's in a bun."

"Good," she giggled. "Good night, big guy."

"Good night, little lady," Alex smiled, feeling her pull his small body tightly to her larger form. He was truly happy to be back home. Even if the behemoth of a building wasn't exactly 'home,' anywhere that Veronica was was home to him.

Alex slept like a bear in winter. He didn't stir at all when Veronica got out of bed and only finally started regaining consciousness when he heard a conversation taking place in the room. He may have even slept through that if it were not for the fact that the conversation was in Russian, a language in which he only knew about twenty words. The strangeness of the chatter made him open his eyes.

He squinted and saw Veronica sitting across the room in a chair that looked similar to a styling chair in a woman's salon with a much older woman standing behind her. The older woman spoke Russian in a fluent and fluid manner while Veronica replied more slowly, searching for words as she spoke.

Veronica noticed that Alex was stirring and she put her hand up to indicate to the woman that she wanted to speak to the person in the bed. "I'm sorry, babe," Veronica said. "I wasn't supposed to see Natasha until later, but the snow is coming down hard, so she came early and this where Sophia put her mini-salon. I was trying not to wake you. " she sat back in the chair and let the woman continue her work.

Alex sat up. "What time is it?"

"Just after noon," Veronica apologized. "I really wanted to let you sleep longer."

He sat up and adjusted his pillows so he could sit up. He looked around the huge room, which was probably bigger than the house he grew up in. "Nice little place you have here," he joked. "Intimate. Cozy."

Veronica laughed as the hairdresser leaned her back into an actual hairdresser's sink. "I know. It's pretty massive, but we can make it our own, any way we want to. Wait till you see the recital hall and the rehearsal room, though, babe! You're going to flip!"

The hairdresser said something in Russian and Veronica responded with, "Da."

He nodded. "Your aide-de-camp told me that there were a couple of impressive pianos. I'm looking forward to seeing them. I've been working on a few pieces by Liszt and I'm hoping to put together an entire 'Evening with The Hungarian Phenomenon.'" He held up is fingers to indicate that the last part would appear on a marquee.

"Wow!" Veronica said from her reclined position. "That's ambitious! If any one can do it, though..."

The hairdresser spoke to Veronica again, who replied in a manner that indicated that she was confused by what had been said. A few more clarifications and Veronica said, "If you'd like, Veronica could give you a shampoo and trim your split ends."

Alex considered the feeling of a profession shampoo, the massaging nature of it and that sounded like a great idea.

"Ok, sure," he nodded. "That sounds nice. I can shower tonight."

Just then, there was a soft knock on the door, more to get attention then to request entrance, and June came into the room followed by a young lady carrying a tray with tea, toast and jam on it.

"What's this?" Alex asked.

"Your breakfast," June smiled. "I heard you speaking, so I called down and had Melissa bring this up."

The young lady smiled and said, "Here you go, sweetheart. Eat up so you grow up nice and pretty like your auntie."

Alex was about to correct the girl when he realized that she was a bit... simple. Instead, he smiled and just said, "Thank you."

"Thank you Melissa, that will be all." June said, dismissively. When the young woman had left, June looked at Alex. "My niece," she smiled. "She's a good girl. She can learn to do anything if you're patient."

Alex thanked June and said he understood. Then she nodded and left the room.

"Umm, Ronnie...," Alex asked, coyly, "can you really afford to live this way? I mean the house is massive and how many people actually work here?"

Veronica shrugged. I really don't know if I can, yet. My accountant says that the trust to maintain the house is pretty big, but Sophia's estate is pretty complicated. There's only four people on the staff right now - June and Melissa, then there's the woman who cooks and the woman who takes care of the grounds. My accountant is still figuring things out. For now, though, I intend to enjoy it."

"What about Natasha?" Alex asked, prompting the hairdresser to glance in his direction.

"Not an employee," Veronica laughed. "She has a salon in town and she was Sophia's hairdresser for over a decade. I thought I'd give her a try, too. She did my hair last week for a meeting in New York and I loved it. I asked her back to get me ready for meeting 'The Mothers' tomorrow. I'm having her redo my color. It was getting a bit dull."

Alex nodded and nibbled on the toast. "She doesn't speak English at all?"

"Nope," Veronica replied. "There's actually a pretty big Russian community out here, so she's never needed to learn. Sophia was fluent in like a dozen languages. I'm struggling with the Russian, but it's forcing me to learn."

Natasha interrupted, saying something to Veronica and indicating Alex. Again, Veronica had to ask for clarification, but then she laughed. "Natasha says that when you finish your tea, you should brush out your bun. She says it's not healthy for hair to be wound up in an elastic like that.

Suddenly, Natasha reached for something, then brought a very large, very ornate, very old fashioned brush to Alex in the bed. She held it out to him and said something that sounded angry, although all Russian sounded a little angry and dropped the brush on the bed and then said in a harsh voice. "Brrrrush.... Forrr.... Hairrrr..." Her 'R's rolling as she spoke.

"Da," Alex replied and nodded. Natasha smiled and returned the nod. When he was finished with his tea, he set his tray aside, pulled out the elastic that held his bun in place and began brushing. The brush he'd been given though was so ornate and heavy that he eventually gave up and waited his turn in the shampooing seat.

Eventually, Natasha sat Veronica back up, saying something Alex couldn't catch. Natasha nodded and looked at him. "I have to let my color set. She says that you should come over and get into the chair."

Alex stood, but held up one finger. "Just a second. I have to use the little cossack's room." He heard Veronica explaining this to Natasha as he scurried into the lavatory to relieve himself.

When he returned, he heard Veronica finishing saying something in her broken Russian.

"Da. Da. Da." Natasha said, indicating the front of her face.

Veronica stood as Alex approached the chair. All five foot ten of her was perfect to Alex, even with her hair wrapped turban-like in a towel. "I asked her is she could try combing your bangs over to the side for a different look."

Alex blinked as he sat. "I've always parted my hair in the middle, then just pulled it up into a bun."

"Hence my use of the word 'new,'" Veronica laughed. "We've both been in a rut, babe. Let's use this new house and everything as a chance to break out of the rut and start over, brand new. What till I show you all the recital gowns I've found in a storage room. Steamer trunk after steamer trunk full of amazing performance gowns and since Sophia and I were the same size, they all fit! I'll never have to wear the same dress twice! Isn't that cool!"

Alex smiled as Natasha brushed his hair a bit more forcefully than he would have liked. "That's great, Ronnie. Hey, speaking of clothes, where did you find these pjs?"

Veronica gave him a coy smile. "Do you like them?"

He shrugged. "Sure. They're very comfortable. Where did they come from."

"One of the trunks," she giggled. "I figured they'd fit you nicely. Sometimes, when Sophia was going on tour for an extended time, she'd take her kids along. Most of the trunks are Sophia's clothes, but some are smaller. It's so cool, babe! Every trunk is filled with clothes from the tours. They were all laundered and ironed then hung or laid neatly in the trunks in case they had to go back out on the road again."

Alex nodded. "Well, if the gowns look as crisp and new these pjs do, then you'll have a good selection to choose from."

"They are," Veronica said, excitedly. "Wait till you see them. Some of them even have noted pinned to them - 'Ed Sullivan Show' and the date. 'Carol Burnette Show' and the date. It's really cool."

"Very cool," Alex agreed. "So, did these pjs, like, belong to one of your uncles or something?"

"Nope," Veronica picked up a bound opera score that sat on the table and began thumbing through it. "Sophia only had two kids. My mom and my Aunt Kitty. Aunt Kitty died in a car accident when she was like six or seven. It was the same accident that killed Sophia's second husband - my grandfather."

"Sooo..." Alex was getting impatient. "Who's pjs am I wearing?"

"My mom's I assume," Veronica smiled.

Alex shot Natasha an embarrassed look, but it was obvious that she was not understanding the conversation. "Are you telling me that I am wearing a set of women's pajamas?"

"No, don't be silly," Veronica laughed, keeping her face directed at the score, but making sure she could see her fiancé before she dropped her big joke. "According to the date on the trunk, my mother hasn't worn those since she was eleven. You're wearing a set of girls' pajamas and you look adorable in them."

Alex had a thing about masculinity. He found most forms of it toxic and unappealing, but being as small and thin as he was, he hated being mistaken for a girl. He glanced, again, at Natasha and then back at Veronica. "I can't believe you did this," he hissed.

"I can't believe you didn't know," she laughed. "I mean, the bottoms don't have a fly and the top has a keyhole opening that buttons in the back. You must have noticed!" She was laughing, but the laughter was playful, not mean spirited.

Alex thought back to the wee hours of that morning when June had helped him spin his shirt around so it would fit better. Damnit, why hadn't he realized that the button he'd assumed was meant to be at his throat, had spun around the back as well?

"Yeah, ok, very funny," he said as Natasha said something and lowered his head towards the basin. Veronica responded in her halting Russian, then Natasha said something further and held up a curling iron.

"Da," Veronica nodded.

"'Da' what!?" Alex asked, feeling a bit out of the loop.

"Nothing, babe," Veronica said calmly. "She's just going to use the curling iron on you a bit. I think she wants to straighten out the permanent line in your hair that you created with the elastic you use for the bun."

By now, Natasha was wetting his head with warm water.

"No," Alex called to Ronnie. "No burning my hair! Just a shampoo and the split ends."

Veronica sighed. "Come on, babe, just roll with it, please. She's not going to make you look like Shirley Temple or anything. She's just going to do some repair work with it. Ok? Besides, I don't have the energy to try to try to speak Russian much more today. It is exhausting."

"I beg your pardon, mIss," June was suddenly at the door, "but Rebecca, the grounds keeper, would like a word with you about where you'd like her to put the snow when she's plowing. Do you have a moment?"

Veronica touched her turban and said, "I have about forty five minutes." Then she looked at Alex and said, "I'll be right back."

Alex laid in the chair with his head in the sink. "No English at all, huh?" He asked the hairdresser, who didn't respond. "I can say 'piano,' 'welcome,' 'thank you,' and 'you're too kind,' in Russian, but that's about it." Still no response. "Oh, and 'vodka,' of course."

Suddenly the woman stopped her work and looked at Alex, ranting about something in Russian. She pointed at his chest and his belly and then his groin, all the while shaking her head and continuing her nonstop flow of angry sounding words. Finally, she wrapped up with, "Wodka - Nyet! Nyet! Nyet!"

Alex gave his head a small shake. Whatever she thought he had said about vodka had obviously upset her. So much for international relationships. He closed his eyes and just enjoyed the massage-like motions of her shampooing.

In the kitchen, Veronica met the grounds keeper. Rebecca was a big woman in her fifties. She'd worked in landscaping her whole life and enjoyed the work. She was broad, had short cropped hair and her skin was ruddy and wind blown.

Rebecca's concern was with the amount of snow that was falling. "I always keep up with it, Miss, plowing regularly. We never want to risk getting stranded up her, but when we get this much all at once, the question becomes where do you want the snow to be put. I have small pond over in the north west corner of the estate and when it gets this bad, I usually push the snow towards the road, then use the front end loader on the tractor to put it into the dump bed of the plow, then drive it up and dump it in the pond. How does that sound to you, Miss?"

Veronica stood and stared at Rebecca for a moment and tried to process what she'd said. "I'm sorry," she laughed, a bit nervously, "but I honestly cannot think of a response to that question. I mean, I appreciate you wanting to keep the driveways all cleared, but isn't it awfully cold to be operating a tractor? And isn't it possible to just build up snow bankings rather than haul the snow all over creation?"

Rebecca nodded. "Yes, Miss, but Miss Sophia never wanted to see snow piled up in an unnatural way, so I would haul it to the pond."

Veronica folded her arms and thought before asking, "Given your own prerogative, how would you handle the snow?"

Rebecca was surprised by the question. "Well... I guess I'd just build up the snow bankings and let it all melt in the spring."

Veronica nodded. "Ok, then let's do that."

"Oh, ok," The grounds keeper nodded. "Thank you, Miss. That makes things much easier." Then she walked back towards the servants' entrance.

After dealing with a few questions about the menu for Christmas Eve, signing some forms that her lawyer had dropped off while she was with Natasha, and dealing with some other questions about how she would like this piece of minutia or that piece handled, Veronica turned to walk back to the master bedroom with June walking with her. She glanced at her watch and realized that she'd been down stairs nearly forty five minutes. She was hoping that she hadn't messed up her hair color.

As they headed to the stairway, Veronica asked, "Was my grandmother a tyrant of some kind?" She asked it only half jokingly. "Rebecca seemed very concerned that I'd yell at her."

June smiled. "Not at all, Miss, but she did want things to always be just so." They walked up the stairs. "She was of a different generation, of course, and she didn't always consider how difficult her requests may be. She just wanted them done."

Veronica nodded. "I see. There is one thing I'd really like to see happen, though."

"Yes, Miss?"

"Could you, maybe, call me Veronica? Or Ronnie? This 'Miss' stuff is getting on my nerves."

June was surprised by the request. "Well, yes, Miss, if that's what you'd prefer."

Veronica just shook her head and rolled her eyes. It was going to take some doing to get everyone comfortable with a new owner around here.

Just as they reached the top of the stairs, they heard a commotion coming from the master bedroom. People were shouting and there was the sound of feet shuffling on the floor. Veronica picked up her pace until she was moving at a quick jog and June was jogging right behind her.

"Are you out of your tiny Russian mind? What the hell were you thinking." Alex was screaming.

Then there was a burst of shouting in Russian followed by Alex screaming, "What the hell? Let me go! Stop it!"

There was the sound of a hand slapping flesh followed by Alex shouting and that repeated itself several times before Veronica and June arrived in the doorway of the master suite to find Alex sprawled across Natasha's lap, his pajama bottoms lowered enough to expose his rear end and Natasha winding up for yet another spank on his hind-side.

"What is going on in here?" Veronica screamed.

Natasha began spewing angry words in Russian but it was coming at Veronica so quickly that she couldn't understand a word of it. She asked Natasha to slow down, but the woman kept ranting.

"She says that she is not going to put up with that kind of behavior from a child and you shouldn't either," June said.

"You speak Russian?" Veronica asked, surprised.

"Yes, Miss. She says that the girl was very rude and started screaming at her. She says that she will not tolerate being treated that way by a little girl."

Veronica shook her head trying to make sense of this. "Wait. Wait. What little girl?"

June barked back the question in Russian. Natasha responded and June translated. "She seems to think that your fiancé is a little girl."

It was at that point that Veronica realized that Alex was still laying across Natasha's lap, being held down by her left arm, her right arm still cocked and ready to spank again.

"Well, for God's sake, tell her to let him up," Veronica said as she crossed the vast room to help him to get free and stand.

June barked out an order in Russian and Natasha released the little man she was holding.

He turned and faced Veronica who covered her mouth as she half laughed, half screamed, "Oh, shit!"

"You think this is funny!?" Alex yelled. "Look what she did to me!"

Veronica couldn't help but look at what Natasha had done. Alexander's shaggy, long, dirty blonde hair was still its same just-shy-of-mousy brown color, but it had been shaped - to say the least. He had bangs, now. Beautifully curled, evenly trimmed bangs that separated straight strands of hair falling beside both sides of his face, softening and youthening it a great deal. The rest of his hair seemed to have acquired a great deal of body and, even though it still hung to just below his shoulders, the bottom of his hair was flipped under to make it look even more full bodied.

There was something else about him, but she couldn't figure it out at the moment.

"Ask her why she did this?," Veronica said to June.

June said something in Russian, then spoke over Natasha's response. "She says that she thought that he was a girl. She says that she asked you if you wanted bangs and you said yes."

"I said," Veronica insisted, "that I wanted her to comb bangs across his forehead, not give him little girl bangs, for crying out loud."

June related that to Natasha, who stood and looked upset. "She says that she's sorry, but she thought she'd explained what she planned on doing. She also says that she thought that he was a girl. She points out that he is, after all, wearing girl's clothing."

Veronica shook her head and looked at Alexander. "Why on earth didn't you stop her?"

"W..." Alex found the question absurd. "Why didn't I stop her? I haven't slept more than a few hours in three days, Ronnie! I fell asleep when she was massaging my scalp and I woke up when she used those little pieces of cotton to pull my eyebrows out by the roots!"

That was it! That's what was different! His eyebrows! They weren't pencil thin or overly arched, but they were clean and thinner, in much the manner of a middle school girl who was just starting to take on womanly appearances. She'd done a lovely job, but... it was unfortunate that she'd done a lovely job on Alexander's face.

Natasha spoke again. June continued, "She says that she can give him a real boy's haircut if he'd like."

That was out of the question. A four foot eleven pianist in a perfectly tailored tuxedo with his hair flailing as he played was an exciting sight. A four foot eleven pianist with a boys' haircut looked like an awkward thing that was stuck somewhere between boyhood and manhood. His hair was part of his marketing, but now he had bangs - like a child - like a little girl - cut into his trademark locks. It was a disaster!

"No!" Alex shouted. "Under no circumstances is she touching my hair again. Look what she did to me, Ronnie! What little bit of manhood I could project is gone now! She stole that from me!"

Natasha said something else and June explained, "She also says that she needs to take care of your hair, Miss, or your scalp is going to start burning from the dye."

"Oh, yes, of course," Veronica nodded and headed to the salon seat.

"What? That's it?" Alex was irate. "She does this to me AND THEN SHE SPANKS ME and that's it?"

"Honey," Veronica said with a shake of her head and a shrug, "I don't quite know what to do about this. There was a miscommunication. She thought that we were on the same page, but... and then she thought that you were a misbehaving adolescent and, in her culture, she treated you as she would a child. I mean, I am upset, too, love, but I don't know what the solution is beyond letting it all grow out and if I don't get this dye out of my hair, then my hair is going to be falling out. Let me deal with my hair for now and we'll figure out what to do from there. Ok?"

"No!" Alex looked around for support, but no one offered any. What could they have done, anyway? "Oh, fine," he fumed and stormed across the room. "I'll be in my room." Seconds later, the door to his room slammed shut.

Veronica sat and June shut the door to the master bedroom. Throughout the rest of Veronica's hair procedure, Natasha continued to apologize and June translated. Veronica did her best to speak directly to the hairdresser, but it had become apparent to her that her Russian was no where near as good as she'd thought it was.

When she was done, Natasha insisted that she could drive home in her four wheel drive vehicle, so she walked downstairs, leaving June and Veronica alone in the master suite.

"What a mess," Veronica muttered.

"She didn't mean to embarrass him," June said.

"I know," Veronica nodded, "and he is awfully small. I probably shouldn't have put him in the pjs, but I just knew he'd look adorable in them. And he certainly did." She chuckled, but she was still sympathetic.

June smiled and nodded. "Yes, Miss, he did."

"You know what the worst part of all this is?" Veronica asked with a sigh. "I kind of liked the way he looked with his hair done. I'm not sure what that says about me, but I think he looks adorable as he is."

June just smiled and nodded.

About an hour later, Alex heard the door to his room open, but he didn't look up or in any way acknowledge that someone had entered his room. He just laid on his side, facing away from the door, his blankets pulled up to his chin.

Whoever it was, presumably Veronica, sat down on the edge of the bed and rubbed his hip for a good few moments before she spoke. "I'm sorry about what happened, babe. I didn't expect her to do that to your hair... or your eyebrows. You know, that, right?"

"You laughed at me," he grunted. "I needed your support and you laughed at me."

"I didn't laugh at you, babe. I laughed at the absurdity of the situation. You know I love you. I don't care how you look, babe, I'm still going to love you. Come on, honey. Forgive me and let's move on. It's just hair. It'll grow back. Six months from now, you can comb those bangs across your forehead and it'll look great."

Alex sighed. "What about our mothers? They'll be here today or tomorrow. What will they think?"

"Not to worry," Veronica moved her rubbing to his shoulder, pulling down the covers just a bit, revealing the soft blue material of the pajamas she'd left out for him the previous night. "According to the news, the roads are impassable and probably will be through Christmas. They won't be coming. In fact, most of the areas around here have no power and people are trapped in their houses. No power, no heat, cell phones towers are down... We have generators here, and a large underground fuel tank. We could live off of the generators until spring if we needed to, but the priorities in the towns are to get the wires repaired and the power back up. There's no way that we'll be seeing our mothers this holiday season, I'm afraid."

That did take a good deal of the pressure off, thank goodness.

Alex rolled to face Veronica, but halfway through the turn, he stopped and gaped at his fiancé. "What are you wearing? And your hair and make up... you look like your on your way to a concert."

Veronica's long, thick, dark red hair had been curled and styled so that it was off her face, moderately high on the crown of her head and then flowing in gorgeous ringlets down her back. She was also wearing an astounding, bright red, velvet gown with rows and rows and rows of pearls hanging from her neck, to her ample and well displayed cleavage. She stood so that Alex could see the entire look. She struck a pose as if she was in a portrait and asked. "What do you think? Nice, huh? It's one of Sophia's from her trunks. It's not even the nicest one, but I really like it, don't you?"

The dress, the gown, really, started as two, somewhat wide straps of elegant red velvet on her shoulder, then dove down into a very daring neckline that covered her ample breasts, but seemed to make them look even more... ample. Below her breasts, the bodice clung tightly to her fit abdomen before flowing across her hips and rear end before bursting into a wide skirt with an amazingly long train that followed along behind her.

"Yeah," Alex mumbled. "Yeah, I like it a lot, but... what's the occasion?"

"The occasion," Veronica smiled, teasingly, as she slowly pulled the blankets off of the tiny man in the bed, "is that I wanted to apologize to my fiancé and the best way for me to do that is to make myself beautiful and let him know just how manly I find him."

Alex smelled a new fragrance on her slender neck. He didn't recognize the scent, but it smelled amazing and expensive.

Veronica gently pushed Alex onto his back, then slowly lowered his pajama bottoms, revealing his manhood, which was already half erect and quickly rising. "Ohh," she smiled. "No underwear."

Alex shook his head.

She bent low and kissed his lips. "Me neither," she whispered.

Taking great care to gather her skirts, she climbed onto the bed and straddled him, lowering herself onto him with a shiver and a sigh. "See? That feels nice, doesn't it?"

Alex was trying to concentrate on the warm, tight grip her vagina had on his penis, just whispered, "Yes."

Veronica relaxed her grip on her skirts, letting them spread across both the bed and its occupant. Then she picked up his little hands and placed them on the soft, plush velvet that enshrined her breasts. "It's soft, isn't it?" She asked, but she knew that he was already lost in the feelings at his core. So, she began her soft, slow, steady process of rocking him towards ecstasy.

She looked down at the beautiful little man below her. A man who, despite all reasoning, she loved deeply and passionately. He'd always been somewhat dainty, but as she looked down at him now, with the nicely trimmed eyebrows, the bangs forming a cute, youthful fringe above his brows and the under-flipped hair spread on his pillow below him... it was different, that was for sure and with the baby blue pajama top peaking out in the space between the base of his neck and billows of her red velvet skirts, he looked... soft. Pretty, even. And little in a way she'd never considered him before. Like a child.

She tightened her vaginal muscles and increased her movement, feeling pride in the way that she was able to reduce this talented man to a puddle of desire.

The weight and movement of the copious number of pearls on her chest felt exciting and unusual. They made her feel almost regal and that glorious French scent that she'd found in Sophia's bureau made her feel even more wonderfully, more powerfully feminine.

She increased her pace. Faster, more aggressive and she could tell by his breathing that she was about to bring him to orgasm. It didn't take long. She felt him stiffen below and within her. She felt his body, trapped beneath her own, more powerful form, attempt to rise and press even more deeply into her and the she felt his spasms and those set off in her a sense of, not excitement and not quite a orgasm, but shivers of sheer joy.

"That's good," she purred to him. "That's a good boy." She slowed her movement but kept him within her until he was, once again, small and soft. She reached for a box of tissues on the night table, lifted it and placed it on the bed, drawing several tissues from it. She lifted her skits and knelt taller, raising herself off of Alex, then wiped herself dry. Alex blinked at her. She smiled down at him and giggled, "No panties does cause some issues."

She stood and adjusted her skirts, then extended her hand to her fiancé. "Come on. Let's go see your pianos."

That sounded good to Alex. He pulled up his pj bottoms and stood up. He felt not only underdressed, but a bit silly, standing next to his elegantly bedecked fiancé. He looked around the room. "Where are my clothes from last night?"

"I don't know," Veronica shrugged. "Hang on." She opened a small door in the wall by the door and pulled out an old fashioned phone. She waited a moment, then said, "Yes, June. Have you seen Alexander's clothes from last night?" Another pause. "I see. Alright. Thank you."

She hung up the phone, closed the door and shrugged. "Sorry, babe. June gathered them off the floor and now all of your clothes were in the washing machine. When the power went out and we switched to generators they were still wet. I guess the dryer is so old and draws so much power that it can blow the breaker on the generator. Your clothes need to air dry. It'll be a day or so before they're wearable."

"Wonderful," Alex shook his head. "What do I wear for now?"

"Ok, my little friend," Veronica shook her head as she walked quickly to the closet and pulled out a robe that matched his pajamas, "things aren't as bad as you pretend. You've got those pjs for now and here. Put this on. There are scuffs next to your bed. Yes, they were my mother's when she was a girl, but they are no different than the scuffs that men wear everyday."

Alex huffed and shook his head. "Except that they're baby blue."

"Lord, almighty, it must be hard to be you," Veronica teased. "You have this incredible home to live in, a fiancé who loves you to death and two beautiful pianos to get to know more intimately. Your life really sucks."

"And," Alex pointed out, "I am dressed in a little girl's pajamas, about to put on a little girl's robe and slippers AND I was given a little girl's hair cut."

"None of which should be keeping you away from a beautiful Chickering and an incredible Steinway just a few hundred feet away from you."

Alex thought for just a second. "Ok." He slipped his feet into the scuffs, then allowed Veronica to slide the robe onto his shoulders. She had not noticed before that the sleeved were slightly puffed at the top, but since he hadn't noticed, she wasn't going to mention it. Instead, she freed his hair from the collar of the robe and straightened his hair so it fell nicely off of his head and shoulders. Lord, he just looked adorable this way.

Veronica led him through the hallway, down the stairs and into a fairly large room with a beautiful, dark brown Chickering grand piano in the middle of it. He sat on the edge of the bench, thinking that he would need to order a custom stool for each of these instruments. He thought for a moment, then touched the ivory covered keys and played the opening strains of Franz Liszt's Hungarian Rhapsody Number Two. The slow, rhythmic opening echoing the through the room, the deep resonance of the old, well used wood was solid and powerful beneath his fingers. He played only a few bars, then stopped and smiled.

"What do you think?" Veronica asked.

"It's a beautiful instrument," he smiled. "I've always liked Chickerings, but this is one of the best I've ever played."

Veronica smiled. "What till you try the Steinway."

She took his hand and led him to the concert hall, which had been the ballroom back when the Vanderbilt Family had lived there. It could easily seat several hundred people and, according to June, when Sophia was alive and performing, it frequently had been a place where standingroom -only was a real thing.

"Wow!" Alex said, as he took a slow spin in a circle, taking in all the grandeur of the room. "This is amazing. And look!" He pointed to a huge portrait of Veronica's world renown grandmother on the wall. "You look just like her! Even the dress and all the pearls!"

Veronica put her arm around his shoulders and joined him in gazing at the portrait. "I know. I've been told that my whole life, of course, but now it's getting a bit freaky. I mean, these portraits actually look like they could be of me and her clothes fit me perfectly. It's uncanny, isn't it? I haven't found that exact gown, yet, but when I do, I want to get dressed up and do my makeup just like Sophia's and have my picture taken standing in front of that portrait. Won't that be cool?"

Alex agreed.

"Ok, my little prodigy," Veronica laughed as she gave him a noisy, but playful swat on his bottom, "up on the stage and try out your new toy."

Alex needed no further prodding. He hustled across the parquet floor and up onto the stage. The thing was, though, between the scuffs and the long robe, his movements were just a bit limited. Combine that with his height and his new hairdo and to Veronica, he looked like an excited child on Christmas morning.

Again he reminded himself of his need for a custom bench as he perched on the edge of the Steinway seat and prepared. Again, he started playing the Hungarian Rhapsody Number Two and again, the world faded as he immersed himself in the beautiful sounds that the instrument allowed him to play. The rich, heavy wood resonated beautifully and the large, wood and plaster space was perfect for an instrument of this caliber. This time, he played all the way through the piece, his breathing synchronized to the music and his eyes closed in concentration as he found 'the zone' that he always strived to find.

He stopped and thought for a moment. "Who tuned this and set up the action?"

Veronica smiled. "Who's your favorite piano tech?"

"George!? Are you kidding me? How on earth did you get George to come all this way and set up this piano?" Alex was shocked. George could make a cheap Wurlitzer spinet sound like a beautiful instrument, but when he set up a real high quality instrument, then he could work miracles. And when he knew the player as well as he knew Alex, then he could make the instrument an extension of that person's body.

But George lived in Manhattan, a two hour drive away.

Veronica gathered her copious skirts and crossed to the stage, climbing the stairs on the far end of the stage, talking all the way. "It may surprise you, Alex, but George works for a lot of different people - not just you. He is the piano tech for The Boston Symphony's Center at Tanglewood, which is only a few miles away. So, he is in the area fairly frequently. Besides that, The Great Diva Sophia also took advantage of George's talents. I did call and tell him that these were your Christmas presents, though, so he spent a couple of hours on each of them last week. Do you like them?"

Alex smiled. "They're amazing. Thank you, but do you know what would make it even better?" Without waiting for an answer, he began the quiet, gentle introduction to the very first piece he'd ever played as Veronica's accompanist, 'Marietta's Lied' from Erich Wolfgang Korngold's opera 'Die Tote Stadt.' It was Alex's favorite piece to play as her accompanist. It wasn't flashy and filled with the usual operatic leaps and flourishes. It was controlled and introspective and filled with love - just like Veronica.

Ronnie stood slightly taller as her entrance approached. She smiled at the man she loved - the man in the baby blue robe with the slightly puffy sleeves, the curled bangs, the under flipped hair and the sculpted eyebrows and she let out the first controlled, beautiful notes of the piece. Her eyes never leaving his and his heart joining hers to create the sound, the pure, loving sounds that filled the acoustically wonderful room.

This was it. This was how they fell in love. This symbiotic existence they had that allowed them to join, to meld, to create this beauty. Each had played with dozens of other people, but none of them could do what they could do together. They became one and they became greater than they were on their own. The song rose and fell, but never really soared. It wasn't that kind of song. It was a song that allowed Veronica to draw all who heard her to her and she wrapped them in warm affection.

When the song ended, they heard applause. June and the cook and Melissa, the girl who assisted them both all stood in different doorways and all wiped a tear from their eye. Veronica made a big show of taking huge, theatrical bows - the kind that were almost a combination of a bow and a curtsy - giving a royal wave, blowing kisses and saying, "Thank you. Thank you." The she looked to her left and indicated Alex, who stood and took one deep bow as well.

June walked over to the stage and said to Veronica, "Thank you, Miss. We have not had music in this room for almost a decade. That was beautiful."

Ronnie smiled. "Thank you."

June then turned to Alex and held a hand up to him. "And thank you. That was gorgeous."

"Thank you," Alex smiled. "I'm glad you liked it."

As June spoke to Alex, Melissa spoke to Veronica. "That was amazing, Miss," she said with a huge smile. "You sing so pretty. I loved it."

"Thank you," Veronica smiled and took a very playful little bow. She was glad that Melissa was able to appreciate the song.

Melissa then turned to Alex. "And you... oh, I have to give you a hug!" She ran to the stage left stairs and climbed them in a big rush. Alex looked at Ronnie, eyes wide in surprise, but not about to insult the twenty-something girl by saying no.

Melissa hugged him tightly. "You are amazing!" She said. "You know, I played piano when I was a girl, too, but I never got as good as you! Not by a long shot."

Alex smiled. He'd been given this same odd compliment many times before, but coming from Melissa it seemed more sincere than usual. "Thank you," he said.

"My God," Melissa continued, "imagine how good you'll be when you're all grown up! How old are you, now, honey?"

Alex sighed. This had happened before, too. Someone giving him huge compliments, then being embarrassed when they realized that he was not a child. So, he gave the answer that he'd found worked the best in this situation. "Thank you. I'm older than I look, though."

Melissa looked at Veronica and smiled with enthusiasm and admiration. "Isn't she awesome, Miss. She plays piano so beautifully. Just like a grown up."

Not wanting to make a big scene out of an honest mistake, so she just smiled and said, "Thank you."

Melissa gave Alex one more squeeze and hustled away.

Alex looked at Veronica and rolled his eyes.

"Sorry," Veronica said, with a smile.

He shrugged walked around the piano to be beside her. "It's probably just the haircut."

Veronica gave him a hug. She always loved how, when she hugged Alex, his head always pushed deeply into her breasts. Right now, feeling as feminine and strong as she did in this gown, having his cheeks pushed into the red velvet that covered her breast, left her feeling even more strong and in charge than she did when she'd engulfed him in bed.

That evening, they had dinner in a small room near the kitchen. Originally, the room was a coat room for guests coming to balls at the Vanderbilts' 'cottage.' When Veronica moved from Queens to this house, she'd brought very little furniture with her, but one of the few items she brought was a little dinette set from IKEA. When she saw the vastness of the dining room, she knew that she and Alex would be lost in there, so she set up the dinette in the coat room and she enjoyed her meals in there.

She had, of course, changed out of the red velvet gown and now was wearing a peach colored, casual dress from one of Sophia's trunks. It was a simple, sleeveless dress with a square neckline, two three quarter inch wide pieces of white piping running down the bodice and a loose fit around her breasts. The piping ended in a small, white bow at the arrival of a wide, tight fitting, waist area. Below that waist, the dress' skirt burst into a wide circle with lots of pleats near the top, allowing the dress to be shaped like an inverted blossom. The two rows of piping began again below the wide waist, with a similar little bow.

As they ate one of the best chicken stews that either of them had ever eaten, Alex looked at his fiancé and smiled. "So... are we going to be living sixty years in the past, from now on?"

Veronica dabbed her very red lips and spread her napkin back across her lap. When she spoke, it was in a pretentiously posh manner. "Well, whatever do you mean?" She smiled. "I believe this lovely dress is only fifty three years old." Then she giggled and said, "I'm having so much fun with all of Sophia's clothes. It's like I can make up a whole new life for every dress that I put on. I'm sure I'll get tired of it, but right now," her posh accent returned, "I am so enjoying my little lark."

Alex smiled and returned to his stew.

Veronica looked at the little guy opposite her and smiled. "You know... you could have some fun with it, too, if you'd like."

Alex smiled and said, "I'm enjoying it quite a lot, Ronnie. You look amazing in everything you wear. It's much nicer than your usual jeans and tee shirt. You look sexy as hell in those dresses. I love it!"

She smiled. "Well, thank you, babe, but what I meant was... Alex, there are at least five trunks of clothes that will fit you. Why don't we have some fun with them?"

"Because I don't want to look like a little girl," he laughed.

Veronica sighed. "Babe, with your hair cut like that, you all ready look like a little girl. Melissa already thinks that you ARE a little girl. Why don't we have some fun while we can?"

"Because I would rather be a man who," he looked around to be sure they were alone, "has lots of sex with his fiancé."

She smiled a wolffish smile and leaned forward. "Well, now... even that could be a lot more fun if you were willing to be a little girl who has lots of sex with me."

Alex squinted at her. "That's kind of gross, isn't it?"

"It's playful and exciting," Veronica licked her very red lips. "Come on. After dinner, come with me and let's look through the trunks. I bet we can find something fun for you to play in."

"I really don't..." Alex began to protest, but Veronica interrupted.

"I'll do oral"

"What?" Alex blinked at her, not just uncertain of what she said, but not believing what she'd said if she'd actually said it.

"You heard me," Veronica smiled. "I'll even let you be on top tonight."

Alex took his napkin from his lap, dabbed his own lips, placed the napkin on the table, pushed the remainder of the stew to the side, stood and walked towards the door. "Are you coming?"

Veronica stood as well. "My, my, aren't you the anxious little girl."

She led him through several long passages. They walked so far that it didn't seem possible that they were still in the same building. Finally, Veronica turned into a large room and turned on the lights. The room was absolutely filled with steamer trunks of various vintages.

"All of these," Veronica motioned to her right, "are filled with Sophia's concert clothes. All of these," she used two hands to indicate the middle section, "are filled with her day-clothes. An these five," she indicated some smaller trunks to her left, "have my mother's clothes from tours when she was between nine and twelve years old. A lot of those will fit you."

"Have you seen more pajamas in there?" Alex asked.

"No such luck, stud," Veronica laughed. "I did see something that I'd love you to wear to bed tonight, though."

"Such as?" Alex was dubious, but also eager to get back to the room and get down to business.

"Such as... if you want to have fun in bed with me, then you will follow me back to the room and try on what I take with me for you to wear." She smiled and winked.

Each of the items in the trunks were encased in an inexpensive garment bag, but it was obvious that Veronica was familiar with the contents of each. She grabbed six bags and turned to Alex and said, "Ok. Let's go."

"Wait, wait," Alex laughed. "Why so so many bags?"

Veronica kept walking, forcing Alex to begin following to catch up. "Because you'll need something to wear tonight, something to wear in the morning, something for Christmas Eve tomorrow night, something to wear tomorrow night, something for Christmas morning, something for Christmas dinner, something for Christmas evening and something to wear to bed on Christmas night."

"But..." Alex was taken aback by her determination. "...what if my clothes dry?"

"I am going to be dressed up, my dear," she said in that silly posh accent again, "so you will need to dress up, too. I sincerely doubt that the clothes you shipped home will get here before the twenty sixth. They say the snow is going to keep coming down at least until Christmas morning."

"Yeah, but," Alex had a sinking feeling in his stomach, "do at least some of those outfits include trousers?"

"We shall have to wait and see," Veronica giggled.

When they got back to Alex's room, Veronica went directly into the walkin closet and hung up the garment bags. Alex tried to see what she'd brought with her, but she shooed him away and said, "Strip to your skin, my little muffin. Then I'll get you dressed.

Alex laughed and shook his head as he untied the belt of the robe, then tried and failed to pull the baby blue pajama top over his head. Veronica stepped over to him and unbuttoned the little button on the back of the pajama top. Once he had that pulled off, he dropped the bottoms to the floor and stepped out of them.

"What now?" He asked, standing naked and waiting for his fiancé to do something.

For her part, Veronica smiled and looked at her little guy. Small, unmuscled, mostly hairless except for a cute tuft of pubic hair... just adorable. "Ok, cutie. Turn around, raise your arms over your head and close your eyes."

Alex shook his head as he followed her instructions. Moments later, he felt soft fabric being dropped over his head.

"Keep your eyes closed, now. Don't open them until I tell you."

She let him lower his arms as she adjusted the garment. "Oh, I like this, babe. I think we have found your look. Yeah. This is nice."

"Can I open my eyes?" Alex asked.

"Not yet," she giggled as she led him to stand in front of the standing mirror that stood near the room's dresser.

"Ok. Open them, now," Veronica said cheerfully.

Alex smiled as opened his eyes, but that smile turned to a shocked dropped jaw.

To call it just a nightgown would have been a gross understatement. This was... a confection in two layers. The silk underdress of the nightie was a pink, round necked sheath. On top of that, though, was a pale white cloud of lace and frills.

Around the neckline, the lace fringe made a feminine statement and also seemed to make his neck look longer and more slender. Below that was a bib of sheer lace that hung down about eight inches and completely encircled his upper-chest, arms and back. The pretty pink bow at the front and center of the neckline let everyone know that the little creature wearing this creation was 'mommy's little angel."

The three quarter length sleeved gathered at the cuffs, but came nowhere close to a tight fit around his tiny arms, and then blossomed into wide, loose bells of lace that reminded Alex of rich old lady handkerchiefs. The underdress' hem ended right at Alex's knees, but the lace over dress hung down an additional four inches in a band of elaborate, delicate lace.

All of that combined with his hair and eyebrows made it clear to the world that there was nothing manly about the person wearing this nightgown.

"Holy shit," Alex whispered. "I look like..."

"A Princess," Veronica giggled. "A beautiful, little princess and I think that you are the cutest little princess I have ever seen."

"You can't really want to have sex with me, looking like this?" Alex asked, sure that she couldn't possibly find this attractive.

"Are you kidding!?" Veronica laughed. "Right now, little girl, all I want to do is go to town on you, and..." she licked her lips and raised and lowered her eyebrows, "I do believe I owe my little girl a blow job, don't I?"

Alex, amazed that this was actually exciting her, looked from Veronica to his virginal reflection in the mirror, then back at Veronica again and he nodded. "Yes, you do."

Alex was about to cross to the bed, but Veronica stopped him. "No, no. I want you to stay right here and I don't want you to take your eyes off the little girl in that mirror for a second while I nibble on that little wiener of yours."

Things had just gotten even weirder for Alex, but he stopped thinking about it as his fiancé knelt in front of him and lifted the hem of his ludicrously girlish nightdress. She took Alex's left hand and had him hold his skirts for her. He was already a little stiff, but certainly not hard, so Veronica began by massaging his organ and smiling up at him. "Feels good, doesn't it?" She teased as she kissed the tip of his penis.

Alex nodded.

Veronica realized that her fiancé was looking down at her. "Keep your eyes on the mirror, my pet," she cooed. "Here," she took his right hand and guided it to his manhood, "help mommy make you harder."

More role playing. Great. Ronnie seemed much more comfortable with this than he did, but he did as he was told. He stared at the girl in the mirror and began to masturbate himself to a stiffer erection.

Ronnie leaned in closer and kissed all around the area where Alex was tugging on himself. He looked so cute, it was giving her the chills. Yes, when she found her mother's adolescent clothing in the storage room, she had immediately wanted to incorporate them into some kinky playtime, but with the change in the weather, their mother's not being able to come for Christmas, Alex's clothing issues and Natasha's misguided hairstyling... well, it was almost as if the fates had conspired to make this all possible.

And the thing that she found most fascinating was how exciting this was for her. He looked so much smaller this way. So much more innocent. So... submissive. Yes. Submissive. He hadn't really put up any kind of a fight at all. Just one temper tantrum, and that was more to do with being spanked by Natasha. Veronica had always been the bigger, stronger, more aggressive, more successful member of the relationship, but they had just taken a massive step in a new direction and, as she watched her little lover become more and more turgid under his own ministrations, a thought occurred to her. Yes. Her thought was a good idea. She would do it and he would like it. She was sure of it.

She gently caressed the back of his legs for a moment, tickling her way to his tiny, plump rear end. She gently kneaded those fleshy mounds as she licked his shaft, then took all of him into her mouth, pushing his hand out of the way with her lips.

She'd never done this before. Not to anyone. The very idea of 'servicing' someone in this way was antithetical to her desire to always be in control - but this wasn't the same. She wasn't kneeling before some big, hairy man who looked down at her. No, she was gently caring for her tiny lover who needed her care. And his organ didn't choke her or push down her throat. No, it was a small part of her little lover that fit perfectly into her mouth. She was caring for her little love. Her beautiful, submissive love who needed her care.

Alex's breathing changed, became more shallow and rushed. He was about to orgasm and she was ready. She felt the first, anticipatory twitch of his climax and she prepared. As his orgasm began in earnest, Veronica thrust the middle finger of her right hand as deeply as possible into Alex's rear opening, causing him to let out a surprised, high pitched squeal. His little, girly noises continued as she wiggled that finger and prodded even more deeply.

He seemed to twitch within her mouth for much longer than a usual orgasm, and when the spasms finally ceased, Veronica gently pulled her lips from his penis and her finger from his rear, lowered his nightie back around his little legs, then stood tall, looking down at the feminine looking creature before her, turned Alex's face to finally look in her eyes, then leaned down, kissed him on the lips as deeply as she could and returned all of the fluid she'd taken from his penis to its owner.

He didn't even fight her. He accepted it without hesitation. "Didn't that feel good?" she asked. Alex could only nod. "Come on, then, my little Princess, let's go to bed and have some more fun."

It was around eight the next morning, while Alex was showering and Veronica was getting his clothes organized for the day, that the Lenox Police Department car pulled up to the kitchen entrance, surprising June as she oversaw the breakfast prep.

Melissa became a bit agitated at the sight of a police officer knocking at the side door. "Aunt June," she said from the hallway. "Why are the police here? Are we in trouble?"

"I don't know, dear," June said as she approached the entrance, "but the police rarely bring good news."

She pasted on a smile, though and opened the door that separated the warm kitchen from the bitter cold outside. "Good morning, officer. What a terrible morning for you have to drive way out here. How may I help you?"

"Good morning," the officer smiled. "I have something that belongs to you."

Upstairs, Veronica was shaking her head at Alex's reticence to cooperate. "Look, babe, it's Christmas Eve Day, I'm dressing up for the day, and I'd like to you dress up as well. June is going to be discreet, Melissa thinks you're a little girl, and even if she knew you weren't a little girl, she wouldn't say anything, anyway, and you've never met the cook and the grounds keeper... besides, I made it all worth you while, did I?"

"Yes, but..." he started.

"Please, babe, please, please, please. Let's just have some fun, ok? It's Christmas and... to be very honest, seeing you dressed up in these clothes... it's really exciting to me. Like... REALLY exciting. Come on. PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE!"

"Alright, alright," Alex shook his head at the silliness of all this.

"Yay!" Veronica cheered, handing him a pair of lacy little panties.

A few minutes later, in panties, a training bra (which he did complain about briefly), and a slip with a subtle petticoat built into it, Alex was seated as his fiancé used a blow dryer and a curling iron to rebuild his cute hairdo. This time, though, she flipped the bottom of his hair outward. It was a bit different, but still adorable and would be more fitting with the style of the dress she'd chosen for him.

When his hair was curled and well sprayed, Veronica topped off his look with a head band that had a large, stiff, white bow that sat at the crown of his head.

Veronica knelt and and ran sheer, ribbed, knee socks up to his knees. She added a pair of low heeled, black pumps, then had him stand as she lowered a navy blue and white sailor dress over his head. It had long sleeves that gathered in a small puff at his wrists and slightly exaggerated puffs at his shoulders. The classic navy collar that included the small 'cape' that hung off the shoulder and a foot or so down the back of the dress, with dual white lines that looked manly on a navel uniform, but young and feminine in this application, led adorably to the floppy, white bow at the center of the neckline. The bodice was not tight fitting and led to a pleated skirt that hung in a lovely manner with the help of the subtle petticoat.

"Look at me," Veronica instructed before letting him stand. She pulled a wand from a tube and spread it across his lips. "Just a touch of pink lip gloss for a girl your age. The boys will love that."

"Ha, ha, ha," Alex scoffed. "Are we ready to go down, now?"

Veronica looked at Alex as if he was crazy. "I need to put on my dress."

"But," Alex looked at how beautiful she looked in her black lace dress, "you look great in that."

"Well, thank you, my pet, but this is a slip. An elaborate and beautiful slip, to be sure, but a slip none the less." She laughed as she stepped into a slender black dress and raised it to her shoulders. "Zip mommy up, honey," she giggled as she turned her back to Alex who drew the zipper up her back.

She turned to face Alex. The dress was simple and elegant and clung sexily to her curvy form. "What do you think?"

"You're beautiful, but I liked the slip better." He said, honestly.

Veronica took his hand, smiling. "Come on. Let's go down stairs."

Veronica noticed Alex was swaying a bit as they walked. "You like the way that feels, don't you?"

He smiled. "It feels very different to not have the material touching my legs, but the sway of the skirt is really noticeable, anyway. It's just interesting."

As they started down the stairs, Veronica said, "Bounce down a few steps. It's a nice feeling."

Alex tried it and she was right. The word 'flounce' occurred to him as he watched the material bounce and relax again. Veronica watched him with rapt fascination. God, he was so cute!

Just as they reached the bottom step, June came hurrying out of a hallway. "Miss," she was a bit flustered, "I'm sorry but breakfast has been delayed."

Alex looked to his right where the ballroom with the Steinway was located. "Hey," he said as he began to hurry towards the ballroom, "since we have a few minutes, I'm going to work on my Cliburn."

Veronica understood what he meant and just nodded.

As Alex turned into the ballroom, he heard June say, "We've had an unexpected occurrence. I tried to call your extension in the master suite, but you didn't answer."

"I was across the hall in Alex's room," Veronica explain, but Alex didn't hear any more.

Alex sat on the edge of the piano stool and took a deep breath. When Alex said he wanted to work on his 'Cliburn,' he actually intended to work Chopin's 'Waltz No. 1 in D-Flat,' also known as 'The Minute Waltz.' It was a piece he'd played a million times and even played in concert with some frequency, but one that always frustrated him because, although he played it very well, he felt that his version was grossly inferior to his favorite recording of the piece by the pianist Van Cliburn. Alex felt that his own version lacked the clarity and depth of phrasing that Van Cliburn brought to the piece. Van Cliburn's dexterity had become Alex's 'White Whale' and as he sat with his fingers in D-Flat position and took several deep breaths, he heard the Van Cliburn version in his head. Then he took a deep, purging breath, released it and began.

Out in the kitchen, Melissa had been pouring coffee for the policeman and the people who'd accompanied him when she heard the sound of piano echoing down the hall, she stopped and said, "Oh! The little girl is playing!" She put the coffee pot down and made excited 'come on' hand gestures to the three adults. "Come with me! Come hear her!"

The four of them hustled down the hall and entered the ballroom from a service door.

"Good God," the policeman muttered. "I don't know who that child is, but she is extraordinary!"

The woman beside him shook her head. "I don't know who she is, either, but I think she's wearing one of my old dresses."

The other woman folded her arms and shook her head. "I know who she is. That little girl is my son."

Just as the short piece reached its end, Veronica burst into the ballroom, ready to call out Alex's name and hustle him back upstairs, but she noticed that a small audience had assembled. She gasped just loud enough for the four people in the audience to hear and they turned to look at her, revealing their faces.

"Oh, shit, shit, shit," Veronica said, a bit louder than intended before regaining some sense of composure. She glanced at the stage where a horrified, petrified Alex stared, unspeaking, and Veronica adopted a sense of her training as an operatic actress. She stood straighter, held her arms wide and said, "Mother! Mrs Claremont! Thank goodness you made it! Welcome to 'The Haven.'

I've included links to the music I've mentioned. I hope you may have a few moments to enjoy some of it.
 
 
MUSIC LINKS:

Here is a beautiful rendition of Liszt's 'Hungarian Rhapsody No. 2 by one of his descendants. - https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LdH1hSWGFGU
 
If you'd like to hear the piece that Veronica and Alex performed together, here is a link to a performance by the wonderful American soprano (I know a lot of my European friends will be horrified by the phrase 'American Soprano') Renee Fleming singing Marinetta's Lied - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cVlyymK8vLI
 
Again, a reference to an American performer. I don't mean to irritate my European readers, but Van Cliburn is one of my favorites. Here is his rendition of The Minute Waltz - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjdXDUFsMYs
 
 
To Be Continued...

The Haven - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

TG Elements: 

  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Other Keywords: 

  • Petticoats and Crinolines

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The Haven: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2020, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Caught dressed in a little girl's dress, Alex must explain himself to his
judgmental mother. He also finds himself befriended by the teenager who lives down
the hill and has to make some decisions about how he is going to proceed from here.


 
Author's Note:Thank you so very, very much for your helpful and supportive comments. Please keep them coming. I learn so much from your critiques! ~Clara.
 
This version of The Haven: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 2
 

Just as the short piece reached its end, Veronica burst into the ballroom, ready to call out Alex's name and hustle him back upstairs, but she noticed that a small audience had assembled. She gasped just loud enough for the four people in the audience to hear and they turned to look at her, revealing their faces.

"Oh, shit, shit, shit," Veronica said, a bit louder than intended before regaining some sense of composure. She glanced at the stage where a horrified, petrified Alex stared, unspeaking, and Veronica remembered her training as an operatic actress. She stood straighter, held her arms wide and said, "Mother! Mrs Claremont! Thank goodness you made it! Welcome to 'The Haven.'

The policeman turned to look at Veronica, then he glanced at the large portrait of Sophia on the wall and back at the elegant red head in the black dress. He extended his hand and said, "Hello. You must be the new owner. I'm Jim Hammond... Sergeant Hammond. I am going to assume that you are related to Sophia."

Veronica smiled and shook his hand. "Her granddaughter, actually. Very nice to meet you. Did you bring my mother all this way?"

He laughed, humbly. "Yes, I did. They managed to get a car to get them to Lenox, but the car wouldn't come up here. I was just ending my shift, so I gave them a lift."

"Thank you," she smiled, "that was very kind of you."

"Not at all," Jim grinned. "I grew up down the hill. My mother and I spent many hours right here in this room listening to Sophia and her guest artists. It was worth the trip just to hear music in this room, again. And that little girl... my God... she's unbelievable! Is she related to Sophia as well?"

Veronica laughed, somewhat nervously, but it came across as a friendly conversation, "Oh, no, no. Alex is..."

"She's mine," Alex's mother said, a bit harshly. "I am... her... mother." She looked at her son with ire in her eyes. Alex knew that he had a lot of explaining to do.

The policeman smiled and shook his head in amazement. "Amazing. Just amazing." He looked at Alex and spoke louder. "Brava, young lady! I have a daughter about your age and I can't even get her to practice! Maybe, if I brought her up here to hear you play, she'd buckle down and start taking it seriously."

Alex just smiled and said, "Thank you."

The Sergeant turned to Veronica and asked, "Would it be ok if I brought her by at some point?"

Veronica tried to think of something to say, but before she could speak, Alex's mother said, "Oh, anytime, Jim, anytime. How about this afternoon? I know that Alex would be thrilled to play for her. Maybe she could even give your daughter some pointers."

"Really?" Jim smiled. He looked to Veronica, "That would be ok?"

Veronica could think of no reason to not say 'yes,' so she glanced at Alex, who offered no help whatsoever, so she smiled and said, "Yes, of course. That would be lovely. It would be so wonderful to get to know our neighbors."

"Yes," Alex's mother said, smiling at her son, "wonderful."

"Well," Jim looked at his watch, "how about around one o'clock, then? That way I can take a bit of a nap and get Maddie ready to come over. Is good?"

"That's great," Alex's mother said. "And how old is your Maddie?"

"Fifteen," Jim smiled.

"Oh," Alex's mother gave him a friendly grin, "she's much older that Alex, then." She looked at Veronica and said, "Won't it be nice for little Alex to have an older girl as a friend?"

"Yes," Veronica gave a fake, pained smile.

"Great!" He smiled. "I should get going. This is wonderful! Maddie actually loves classical music. She'll be thrilled."

June, who had been waiting by the door, closed it behind her and walked into the center of the room, "Melissa, dear," she motioned to her niece, "would you please show the officer to the kitchen door. If you'd rather use the main entrance this afternoon, sir, please feel free."

Melissa nodded and stood straight, happy to be of service.

The policeman shook hands with Veronica and thanked her for her hospitality, then turned to follow the younger woman out the service door, which closed behind them.

Alex's mother was about to speak, but June held up her hand, "Allow me to close the doors and give you some privacy," she said, seriously. "I'm sure you have a lot to talk about."

"Thank you, June," Veronica said, forcing a smile and trying desperately to look confident as she faced her future mother-in-law, a woman she'd never met before. As confident as Veronica attempted to look, Alex's mother allowed the fake smile she'd maintained for the police office to deteriorate into an angry smirk.

As the last door closed, Veronica's mother called to Alex, "Come on down here, dear. Let me see that dress. I haven't seen it in fifty years or more. Come on, now."

Reluctantly, Alex stood, red faced and head bowed, and he walked down the stairs to the floor of the room.

"Oh, look at that," Veronica's mother smiled. "I remember my mother telling me I had to wear it one night to a dinner at a villa on Lake Cuomo in Italy. I can't remember who's house it was, but I remember not wanting to wear it. When I got to the dinner party, though, everyone told me how beautiful the dress was, so I loved it after that. Oh, look, Lucy, isn't that just a beautiful dress?"

"Hmmm," Alex's mother, Lucy, crossed her arms and shook her head. "I'd probably like it better if my son weren't wearing it." She looked at Veronica, a bit disgusted, "Please tell me he's not wearing a petticoat under that."

Before Veronica could say anything, her mother said, "Well, he should be." Catching Alex by surprise, she ran her hands from his ribs to his knees, feeling the clothing. "Yes, he is. If I recall correctly, it's built into the little slip, right?"

Alex glanced at his mother, wishing he could just die at that moment and muttered, "Yes, it is."

"Oh," Veronica's mother smiled, "little girl's dresses... I miss being able to dress Veronica up and taking her out to lunch in the city." Then to Alex, she said, "Oh, honey, you look just precious in that."

"Yes, Eva," Lucy shook her head, "he looks precious, but the problem is that the little girl in the sailor dress is, in fact, my twenty two year old son, who, if I understand things correctly, is planning on marrying your daughter. So, whether he looks precious or not is not really the issue, and, frankly, it's not just the dress that has me wound up, right now. It's the dress and the hair and the eyebrows and the pink lipstick... it's the whole package. When I walked into this room to see the piano player, I expected to find my son... my adult son. Not... a little girl. So, before I have a brain hemorrhage, somebody please explain to me what the Hell is going on!"

Veronica realized that she needed to get a handle on all of this. "Alright, I understand that you're surprised and you may be a little upset..."

"Just a little." Lucy said, sardonically.

"... but I promise, this was just a little... fooling around. It's not a lifestyle or anything and it wasn't even Alex's idea. I found my mother's old clothes in a steamer trunk and I knew that they'd fit Alex, so I just thought it would be... fun. I mean, I was dressing up in Sophia's amazing clothes and Alex didn't have any clothes because of the storm holding up what he'd shipped from Hong King... and, honestly, we thought we'd be alone through the holiday. We'd heard that the roads were all closed and we assumed that you guys wouldn't be able to make it. We were just having some innocent fun."

Veronica's mother, Eva, let out a loud, attention getting guffaw. "Ha! Innocent. I'm sorry, Ronnie, but if I had a pretty little boy like this to play with, innocent would not be the kind of fun that I'd be having with him."

"Oh, my God," Lucy shook her head. "Alexander, come here. Let me look at you."

"Yes, ma'm," he said, crossing to her, on the verge of tears.

Lucy looked him up and down, her lips pursed. "You know, when Alexander was growing up, I often thought that his life would have been easier if he'd been born a girl." Even though she was looking at Alex, Lucy was speaking to everyone else but him. "He was always such a tiny, petite little thing..." she sighed, in what Alex perceived as disgust. "He had to be privately tutored, you know? I mean, can you imagine sending a three foot tall thirteen year old boy into a public high school? He would have been eaten alive in that environment. Maybe I should have just put him in dresses back then and saved myself a ton of money."

"Mom, please..." Alex squirmed in her gaze.

"Don't 'mom, please' me," Lucy said, dismissively. "My God, I remember when you went to that ridiculous college and came home with your hair all grown out, I told you that no one would ever take you seriously as a man with long hair. Now, look at you! Pretty little curled bangs and a cute little flip." She shook her head in disappointment, a look with which Alex was very familiar. Besides the fact that Lucy was one of the only people in the world who referred to one of the most prestigious music schools on the planet as 'that ridiculous college,' his mother had always viewed his lack of height as a personal failure on his part. A failure that he had done intentionally just to embarrass her. Every purchase of clothing, every purchase of shoes, every family gathering, every every-anything resulted in disappointed sighs and head shakes. Over the last year, or so, though, with the success that Alex had enjoyed both as a solo artist, limited as that was, and the success he'd had as Veronica's accompanist, his mother seemed to have taken some of the pressure off of her disgust at his stature. Now, given the opportunity to go on the attack, again, his mother had not hesitated to attack with vigor.

"Wait a minute," Veronica suddenly had a thought. "How is it that you two know each other? I mean, to the best of my knowledge, you have never met before."

"We ended up on the same flight," Eva said, brightly. "I flew from Miami to Atlanta. Then my connecting flight was canceled due to the weather up here. I was having breakfast at a coffee shop in the airport this morning when I ran into Lucy who was sitting at the next table. She was trying to get in touch with her son, but he wasn't answering his cell phone. I'd tried to leave a message for you and had the same problem, but I heard on the news that a lot of this area had no cell service. Anyway, we got talking and realized that we were headed to the same place. Tada! Instant besties."

Lucy rolled her eyes at the frivolous way of expressing herself that Eva had exhibited throughout the day. The woman was obviously a privileged air-head who'd never had to work a day in her life, but... if Lucy was being honest... she probably could not have gotten to The Haven without Eva's help. She seemed to have a way of just making demands on people and they just seemed to do her bidding. Case in point, she walked into a police station and got a policeman to drive them all the way to The Haven.

Alex suddenly felt Eva running her hands along the little bid style cape on his back. "Oh, I do so love this dress."

Lucy's patience with this situation had reached its end. "May I PLEASE speak to my... son... privately?"

"Umm..." Veronica balked at that. "If you don't mind, I'd kind of like to stay. All of this was, after all, my idea..."

"Thank you," Lucy snapped, "but I would like to speak to him in private, please."

"But..." Veronica was about to play the 'this is my house' card, but Alex stopped her.

"It's ok. If you could excuse us, I guess we need to talk." He sulked.

Veronica was not happy about leaving Alex alone with a woman who seemed angrier than the situation warranted, but when she looked at him, he nodded sadly and said, "I'll let you know when we're done."

Veronica shook her head in frustration. "Come on, mom. Let's go."

As Veronica and Eva headed for the door, Veronica stopped for a moment and turned to look at Lucy once more. "Before anyone says anything that can't be taken back, I'd just like to remind everyone that this is Christmas Eve and we are probably going to be stuck in this house together for a few more days, anyway."

"Thank you," Lucy said, the smirk still on her face, without turning to acknowledge Veronica, "I will keep that in mind."

Once the door was closed behind Veronica and Eva, Lucy shook her head and walked in a slow circle around her son. "Well, you certainly are a sight, aren't you? Do you have any idea how foolish you look? You look like a goddamned child, Alexander. A little girl. And the hair and the eyebrows. How on earth do you plan on presenting yourself as man ever again with your pretty little eyebrows and bangs?"

Alex tried to explain the bizarre linguistic problems that had led to his current state, but she wouldn't hear any of it. "Just stop, Alexander, just stop. You expect me to believe that there is a legitimate reason for you looking like this, but the truth is there isn't, is there? You just want to be treated like a little girl, don't you?"

"Oh, for crying out loud," Alex shook his head and plopped himself down in one of the few chairs that were scattered around the edges of the vast room bent his elbows to rest on his knees and buried his head in his hands, frustrated beyond all belief. "I can't believe we're having this conversation."

"Sit up straight!" Lucy nearly yelled.

"What?" Alex looked up, confused.

"Sit up straight! And cross your legs at the knee for crying out loud! You look like a sack potatoes in a pretty dress. Have some decency, for heaven's sake. SIT UP STRAIGHT!"

Shocked, Alex adjusted himself, sitting up straight and crossing his legs at his knees.

Lucy shook her head. "So... what now? Is this a full time thing?"

"No, mom," Alex sighed. "It was just a little... never mind. I'll ask June if the clothes from my carry on are dry, yet. I'll get changed and we can forget about all this, ok?"

"Oh, wouldn't that be nice," Lucy folded her arms, "but I'm afraid I will never forget about this little event. Besides, you can't get changed, now. You have a sweet, little play date with the neighbor girl, remember."

"That's not my fault," Alex insisted. "You set that up, not me. When they come, just tell them I left or that I'm sick or something."

Lucy snickered. "Not on your life, young lady. You are going to meet with that girl and you are going to be the perfect little Princess the whole time that she's here, do you understand me?"

"Why?" Alex asked.

"I don't know, Alexander, perhaps if you are sufficiently embarrassed by your own foolishness you may learn your lesson - AND - perhaps if that perverted girlfriend of yours sees you behaving like the little girl that you look like, she may come to her senses."

"That's enough," Alex stood and looked up into his mother's face. Even though she'd given birth to him, Lucy was moderately tall for a woman at five foot eight. "Look, mother, if you want to insult and degrade me, fine. I'm used to it. It hurts, but I'm used to it. But if you have anything critical, anything snide, anything vicious to say about Ronnie, then you can just keep that to yourself."

"Oh, how cute," Lucy teased, "the little girl is having a temper tantrum."

"I'm serious, mother," he said, he's eyes red rimmed with the stress of holding back frustrated tears, "I know that in our family everyone shows their affection for one and other by using as much venom and derision as
possible, but that is not the way the rest of the world behaves, and it's not how I want Veronica treated. Whenever you speak to or about Veronica, you will do so with respect. Do you understand me?"

Lucy smirked. "You're wearing a petticoat."

Alex blinked at the sudden change of direction in the conversation. "What?"

"You," Lucy bent a bit to look him in the eye, "are wearing a petticoat. A little girl's petticoat. A little girl's petticoat that your precious Veronica dressed you in before doing your hair, putting lipstick on you and dressing you in an adorable, little girl's sailor dress."

"So?" Alex could not see the point.

"So..." Lucy smirked, "do you think that she's treating you with respect?"

Alex took a deep breath and got control over his emotions. "I'm going to go have my breakfast."

As he stormed towards the service entrance, Lucy called after him, "Don't forget your play date with your little friend at one o'clock."

Alex turned and stared at his mother. "I won't forget. In fact, I'm looking forward to it. I hope that I can inspire that girl to become a better piano player. Maybe that will make all of this worthwhile."

Lucy shook her head. "Or maybe she will bring you some dollies to play with. Wouldn't that be nice?"

"Argh!" Alex stomped a foot in frustration, probably not the most masculine thing to do, and shook his head. "You are impossible, mother, and I'm not just talking about today and this dress! You are always like this! Do you have any feelings for me at all? Have you ever really loved
me?"

"I'm like this BECAUSE I love you, Alexander."

"No, mother," he shook his head. "This... all of this... the insults, the derision... all of THIS... THIS is not love. When Sergeant Hammond returns, perhaps you could ask him to give you a ride back into town. Maybe you could find a bed and breakfast that has a vacancy so you could spend Christmas by yourself. That way you'll be spending the holiday with the only person you truly love." He turned, the skirt of his dress flaring and falling, as he stormed out the door and slammed it behind him.

Lucy took a deep breath and looked at the closed door, wondering if she should follow after Alexander to continue the argument, but instead, she took a series of deep, steadying breaths. Despite her unwillingness to admit it to anyone, especially herself, Alexander's last attack had really hit home and it really, really hurt.

Alex found Veronica in their little kitchenette area, pouring some cereal into a bowl. "Hey," he said to her.

"Oh, babe," Veronica put down her bowl and pulled Alex into a hug, "I am so sorry. I had no idea that they were here. I never meant to embarrass you. You know that, right?"

Alex concentrated on the feel of Veronica's hug. The feeling of the silk of her dress on his cheek. The feeling of her firm, but pliable breast beneath that silk and the horrible events of the last half hour faded away. "I know," he said, quietly.

"Do you hate me?" She asked, pulling him even tighter onto her grasp.

"Of course not." He looked up at the woman he adored and formed his lips into a kiss to invite Ronnie to bend her neck to kiss him. She did.

"I guess she was pretty upset by the dress, huh?"

Alex nestled back into her breasts. "She's always upset about something. I should have warned you, I guess. If I had been wearing an Armani suit and my hair had been cut like George Clooney, I still wouldn't... measure up, if you catch my drift."

"I'm sure that's not true, babe," Veronica kissed the top of his head. "She's your mom. I'm sure she loves you."

"I'm sure she thinks she does," Alex sighed. "I just don't think she knows what love is."

"Maybe we can show her," Veronica laid her cheek on his head. "You and me, baby. We'll teach her how to love."

He sighed again, "As much as I want to just stay here an be hugged, I'd really like some toast and tea."

Veronica smiled, "I'll have Melissa make you some."

"After that," Alex gave her one last snuggle before breaking off the hug, "can I ask a favor?"

"Anything," she said, honestly.

"After breakfast, will you sing with me? I really need that, right now."

Veronica ran her finger along his soft cheek. "My God, I love you so fucking much."

It was nearly eleven before they made it back to the ballroom. "What are we singing this morning?" Veronica asked.

He pulled the piano bench close and said, "Let's start with something in German, then something Italian, then something in English."

Veronica laughed. "Well, ok, then. It has to be in that order?" She looked at her little lover with the bow in his quaffed hair and the pretty little dress and was very happy to sing whatever he wanted her to sing.

He nodded and looked a little sad. "I need to hear you sing in German. Italian is beautiful, but German is so much richer." He didn't wait for a response, he just started playing Franz Schubert's 'Lied der Mignon.'

Once again, the room filled with the perfect mix of the emotionally restrained piano, followed by the luscious richness of Veronica's quiet, but beckoning voice. Alex closed his eyes and bathed in the sound, feeling their love for each other as it flowed through the room. When they reached the frenetic middle section, he followed her lead and took the same liberties with the meter that Veronica did and then, when it became quiet, again, he set the tempo once more and gave her a solid scaffold of sound to support her amazing voice.

When he opened his eyes at the end of the piece, Veronica was just opening her's too. They didn't speak, though, he just began to play the short introduction he'd created for Veronica's recital performances of Puccini's 'Un Bel Di Vedremo' from Madama Butterfly. This time her voice was full and dramatic and easily captured every swoop and leap and acrobatic display as the perfectly crafted aria wound its way through the heart wrenching melody and left those who heard it emotionally drained. Through it all, Alex just let his fingers do what they already knew how to do and he felt the warmth of Veronica's voice surrounding him and passing through him like a warm wave of love and devotion.

When that song ended, though, he never opened his eyes. He just began to play the simple, iconic melodic statement followed by the repeating quarter note chords that were the introduction to Gilbert and Sullivan's beautiful aria from 'The Mikado,' 'The Sun Whose Rays Are All A Blaze." The simple, pure melody was a problem for many sopranos who looked for clues to their performance in the text, but Veronica knew enough to just find the beauty of the song in its simplicity and, once again, she overwhelmed Alex with her subtle power that was rooted in the way that her voice was directly connected to her heart.

Alex was nearly breathless when he played the last chord. He opened his eyes and looked across the piano to where Veronica gazed back at him. Both felt the connection, the love that had just flowed between them and both knew that they wanted to touch each other, to hold each other and to continue to be one with each other, but their concentration was broken by a spattering of applause echoing through the big room. They both looked towards the main door to see Sergeant Hammond in his civilian attire, with a young woman to his left and June to his right.

Both Alex and Veronica shook themselves back to earth as they smiled at the people on the ballroom floor level.

June stepped forward with a big smile on her face. "That was lovely, Miss. Thank you. I hope you don't mind that we listened?"

"Not at all," Veronica smiled as she stepped down the stairs and walked towards the guests. "I'm sorry, Sergeant. I had no idea that it was so late."

"Well, actually," the policeman smiled a guilty smile, "we are quite early. I was called into work again and only have a few hours and I really wanted Maddie to hear the young lady play. I'm sorry, but I couldn't call because the cell towers are all down. So, we showed up on the off chance that we may be able to hear her - and now we've done that, so perhaps we should get going and let you have the afternoon to yourself."

"Oh, no, no," Veronica insisted. "What time is it, now?"

June checked her watch, "Nearly noon, Miss."

"And what time do you need to leave for work, Sergeant?"

"Well, not until two, Miss Harrington, but... we don't want to impose any more than we already have."

"Don't be silly," Veronica laughed. "We have nothing on our agendas here. Alex! Alex, come here and meet this young lady."

As Alex walked, a bit nervously across the large ballroom, Veronica looked at the tall young woman. She was quite attractive. A bit athletic looking, nearly as tall as Veronica, with reddish-brown hair that didn't
quite reach her shoulders, wearing black rubber stable boots, tight fitting jeans and a loose, grey sweater that hung nicely from her strong shoulders and modest breasts. "You must be Maddie," Veronica smiled at her.

"Yes," the girl smiled back. "You sing so beautifully, Miss," she said politely.

"Please, call me Ronnie," Veronica said, then she put her arm out to wrap it around Alex as he approached. "And this is my... friend... Alex. I believe that you have something in common."

Alex and Maddie said hi to each other, then Maddie looked at Veronica. "Do we?"

Ronnie smiled. "Yes. You both play piano, right?"

Maddie laughed. "Oh, I don't play like she does. I'm... ok, for my age, but that's all."

'Ok for her age.' Alex almost mentioned that when he was her age, he was already making a name for himself as a soloist and auditioning for some of the most prestigious colleges in the world, but he held his tongue and smiled.

Veronica laughed warmly at Maddie's admission. "Well, Alex plays 'ok for her age,' too. Why don't the two of you play some piano, together, and I'll just have a quick word with the cook to have her make something for lunch," she looked at the policeman, "so that you can have something to eat before you go back to work."

"Oh..." Jim held up a hand, "That's not really..."

"Don't be silly," Ronnie waved him off. "June, let's go talk to the cook. Alex, you and Maddie can work either in here on you can use the Chickering in the rehearsal room. Sergeant, why don't you relax and listen to the girls play piano?"

Alex looked at the girl, who seemed nearly as uncomfortable as he did. "Hi. I'm Alex."

The girl nodded. "Maddie."

"Umm," he looked around the ballroom. "Would you rather play piano in here, or in a smaller room?"

She looked around. "Smaller, I guess."

"Ok," he smiled. "This way."

"So..." Maddie looked around as she and Alex walked side by side with her father following, "do you live here? In this... huge... place?"

Alex smiled. "I just moved in yesterday. You're right, it is big, though. I don't know how Veronica is planning on using all of these rooms, but she inherited it, so... she'll figure it out."

As they turned into the rehearsal room, Maddie asked, "Hey... can I ask you a question?"

"Sure," he said as he grabbed a chair and put it by the piano bench.

"What's with the goody-two-shoes, little girl look?"

"Hey, hey," her father groaned. "That's not very friendly."

"No," Alex said, "that's ok." He told her about the trunks and how he and Veronica were just having fun with the clothes. He didn't mention that he was actually Ronnie's fiancé.

"Oh, good," Maddie laughed. "I was a little worried. Don't get me wrong, though, that dress would be awesome for cosplay. It has a cool anime feel to it."

Alex looked down at himself and laughed. "Yeah. I does, doesn't it?" He offered the piano stool to Maddie.

"What?" She looked confused. "You want me to play? I came to hear you."

"I'll play for you, but you go first," he smiled as he tucked his dress beneath him and sat. Then, as an afterthought, he crossed his legs as his mother had told him.

Maddie raised her eyebrows and shook her head. "Alright, but you have to promise not to laugh."

"I promise," Alex smiled.

The girl sat and just stared at the keys, obviously nervous and uncomfortable, feeling like she'd been put on the spot.

"Don't worry, Maddie," her father offered, helpfully. "Play anything."

She forced a grin, but went back to nervously looking at the keyboard.

Looking to de-stress the situation, Alex asked, "Is Maddie short for Madelyn?"

The girl laughed. "I wish! It's short for Matilda, which I hate - thanks for that, by the way, dad."

Jim just laughed.

"I like that name," Alex said. "It's kind of relaxed. My name is so formal."

"Alexandra?" Maddie asked. "Yeah, but it goes with this house and this look that your cultivating."

That made Alex laugh.

Finally relaxed, Maddie said. "Ok. This is kind of embarrassing, considering what I heard you play, but... here goes." She took a deep breath and started playing one note, D above middle C. She played it gently and played it again, in a steady four beat pattern, until she played a quiet B minor chord beneath it and some structure began to appear. Then she started singing - she was quiet and nervous, but her pitch was good, and like her playing, it was emotional and interesting. "Say something, I'm giving up on you..." she crooned. "I'll be the one if you want me to..."

When she was done, she smiled at Alex and shrugged. "That's it."

"Wow!" Alex said, impressed that she's done so well. "That was great. Did you write that?"

"Did I...?" Maddie was surprised. "No. You've never heard that song before? How is that possible? Everyone I know knows that song. It's kind of old, actually."

Alex shrugged. "I don't really listen to much popular music."

"Well, I'm glad someone finally played some normal music in this mausoleum," Veronica's mother, Eva, said loudly as she entered the room, clapping. "That was refreshing, dear. Thank you. You must be Jim's daughter. I am the mother of the great Veronica Harrington." She took a little bow. Alex could see that his sixty-something-mother-in-law-to-be was a bit tipsy.

"Oh," Maddy smiled. "Nice to meet you." She looked from Eva to Alex and back again. "So, are you Alex's mother, too?"

"No, no," Alex said. "I'm just Veronica's... accompanist." He smiled, more nervous than he should be. "Umm, could you teach me that song?"

"Seriously?" Maddie blinked. "You want ME to teach YOU a song? That's nuts!"

Alex smiled. "Yeah, seriously. I want to learn it. If you teach me that, I'll teach you Chopin's 'Funeral March.'"

The girl blinked at him. "I teach you this simple pop song and you'll teach me some Chopin? I can't play Chopin."

"Why not?" Alex shrugged. "It's easy."

Maddie looked at her father. "Did you hear her? She wants to teach me an EASY Chopin piece."

Jim held his hands wide. "She knows her business, honey."

Forty five minutes later, Veronica, Eva, Lucy, Jim and June were all seated in the rehearsal room as Maddie performed the simple Chopin piece. When she was done, all assembled stood and applauded. A standing ovation may have been a bit much, but she'd learned the piece and played it well.

"Stand and take a bow," Alex whispered.

"Ok," Maddie giggled and took a few bows. When Alex stood, not to bow, but just because it seemed like they were done for now, but Maddie threw her arms around him and hugged him. "Thank you, so much! I want to learn
so much more!"

Alex smiled. He'd never done that with someone before. He'd like to continue teaching her pieces, but this was going to be a complicated thing to do, under the circumstances.

"That was wonderful, Maddie," Veronica gushed. Jim offered some very loud whistles of appreciation as he continued to applaud. When, at last, the people assembled stopped clapping, Veronica said, "I believe that lunch is ready, if everyone is hungry."

"Yes," June confirmed, "we've set up a casual buffet in the dinning room. If you'd like to follow me, I'll show you the way."

"I am famished," Maddie joked as her father threw an arm around her shoulder.

"I am so proud of you, honey," he smiled as he kissed her cheek with a big smack of a kiss.

Alex was watching this exchange, thinking how nice it would be if, just once, his mother had said something like that to him, but before he could wallow in self pity, Eva stepped beside Maddie and said, "Don't let them drag you completely into their hoity-toity, classical music world, dear. Playing music for a bunch of tight-assed rich people is no way to spend your life."

Alex stopped walking and watched as Eva, Maddie and Jim turned out the door, into the hallway, followed by Lucy. Veronica, who had been walking behind him, put her hand on his shoulder. "Hey. You ok?"

Alex turned and put his arms around Veronica and hugged her tightly. "Ronnie, I'm sorry."

Surprised, she asked, "Sorry about what?"

He shrugged. "I guess I was kind of over focused on how unfeeling my own mother was, but now I realize your mother is just as bad. I'm sorry I didn't see that."

She hugged him back and chuckled. "I know, babe. She's pretty self involved, isn't she? Imagine... my mother... a woman who never worked a day in her life... who has lived off of the generosity of her mother and the alimony from three ex-husbands... talking about 'hoity-toity, tight assed rich people.' All I can do is shake my head."

As they headed towards the dinning room, Alex asked, "Did your mother have anything to say about me being in a dress?"

"Not really," Veronica shook her head. "She was kind of caught up in the fact that the dress was 'hers.' Almost as if she could wear it herself if she wanted to. Besides, she's a lot kinkier than I am. Believe me, whatever we may be doing is tame compared to what my mother has gotten up to through the years."

As they entered the dining room, June stepped over to them and said, quietly, "Your box from Hong Kong has arrived. I put it in your room, sir."

Alex nodded and smiled. "Thank you, June."

As June stepped away, Veronica whispered to Alex, "I guess your torment is nearly over."

Alex nodded.

Lunch discussion was upbeat and focused mostly on Maddie's achievement. Several mentions were made by the mothers indicating that it would be nice if Maddie could come back to learn more from Alex and spend more time introducing 'her' to more popular music so she wasn't such a 'music snob.'"

"So, Jim," Eva asked, in a voice that was entirely too flirty for a woman in her mid sixties talking to a man in his mid forties, "how long will you be working, tonight?"

The Sergeant looked up from his salad and said, "Three to eleven."

"Oh," Eva looked at Maddie, "so it'll just be you and your mom on Christmas Eve?"

Jim cleared his throat, "Umm, no... Maddie's mom passed away quite a while ago. Usually, on Christmas Eve, we'd be hosting my sister-in-law and her family, but under the circumstances, we really can't do that this year. Hopefully, tomorrow we can make it to my parents' house to have dinner, but we will have to see if that's possible after the sun comes up. With most of the town in the dark and a lot of trees down and blocking the roads... we'll see."

"Wait a minute," Veronica said, "are you saying that Maddie is going to be all alone in a dark, cold house on Christmas Eve?"

"Well," Jim chuckled, "we have a big fireplace in our den, so she'll be sleeping in there, on the couch."

The mothers let out expressions of shock as Veronica squeezed Alex's hand to let him know that she had no choice but to say what she was about to say. "Look, Maddie, we have plenty of room and food here. Wouldn't you rather stay here until your dad gets home? Or all night, if you'd prefer. Jim, you could come back after your shift and not have to deal with the fireplace and all."

"Oh..." Maddie looked at her father hopefully.

Veronica continued, "Later, we're going to decorate the tree and then have a nice dinner with just us and the staff. We could even find something in the trunks for you to wear if you'd like to have some fun. What do you say?"

Alex knew that this was the right thing to do, but he wished that it wasn't necessary. How could he possibly tell a fifteen year old child to go stay, all by herself, to a house with no heat or electricity?

Maddie looked at her father. "Would that be ok, Daddy?"

Jim looked at everyone assembled. "Well... we don't want to be any bother, but... that would certainly make me feel better if she were here, where it's safe snd warm."

"No bother at all," Veronica squeezed Alex's hand once again. He knew it was an apology and he understood, entirely. "Maddie, you are always welcome here and we hope you will enjoy tonight's activities." Veronica turned to her head of household. "June, can you arrange for rooms for both of our new guests?"

"Yes, of course, Miss," June smiled.

"Oh..." Jim sputtered, "that's very kind of you, but I will not impose for myself. Just for Maddie."

Veronica laughed. "Sergeant, we have more bedrooms at The Haven than the entire town of Lenox. Honestly, it isn't an imposition. Hopefully, by morning, the power will be restored and you can go home after a nice breakfast. How does that sound?"

"Very hospitable of you," Jim smiled. "Thank you."

Just as Jim left to go to work, Rebecca appeared to announce that the tree was set up and the decorations were all waiting in the sitting room. So, they all filed into the sitting room and began decorating the tree.

The twelve foot tall fir tree was set up in the corner of the beautiful room. Typically, people would expect for a room with a Christmas tree standing in it, to also have other decorations scattered about, but the nineteenth century décor of the room already had such a feeling of a Christmas movie that only the tree was needed.

There were two step ladders nearby the tree. It turned out that Maddie was very comfortable going up and down ladders due to working in her aunt's barn, so she was responsible for a lot of the high decorating. Rebecca came in after washing up and she was working from the other ladder.

When they were almost done, Rebecca pulled out the star that belonged on top of the tree. She looked at Alex and smiled. "As the youngest, putting the star on top of the tree is your honor." She held out the star for him to take.

Alex really didn't want to do it, though. He was wearing a very wide skirt and little heels, so he tried to beg off. "That's ok. You can do it."

Rebecca chuckled. "No, no. I'm one of the oldest here. This is your job."

All of a sudden, Maddie was standing next to Alex. She took the star from Rebecca and then took his hand. "Come on. I'll help you. I won't let you fall."

Alex began to climb the ladder with Maddie climbing right behind him. Her arms holding the ladder rails high around Alex to ensure his safety. He felt even more childish than he had before, being protected by a fifteen year old girl.

When he reached the top of the tree, Maddie said in a voice that she obviously reserved for the children she babysat, "Ok. Relax. Lean back on me if you need to. Just reach out and place the star on the tree. That's it. Almost there. That's it. Now, push it down hard. Good work! You did it!"

The rest of the room applauded. Alex hoped that it was applause for Maddie's encouragement, and not a condescending acknowledgement of his lack of height.

It was after four thirty by the time the tree was fully lit and decorated. June assured Veronica that she did not need to pick up the mess left behind by the decorating process. "Well, then," Veronica said to Maddie, "would you like to take a look at some gowns you could wear for our formal dinner? I think that we should be able to find something beautiful and fun to wear."

The girl lit up brighter than the Christmas tree. "Sure! That would be great!"

Veronica stood and invited Maddie to follow her, then looked at Alex. "Would you like to come, too, Alex?"

Alex shook his head. "No, thank you. I need to change."

Once Veronica and Maddie had left, Alex looked to his mother and asked, "Mom, could you give me a hand getting changed?"

Lucy looked at her son, blankly. "Help you change? You're a grown man, Alexander."

"Mom," Alex stood, "I need your help and we need to talk."

Lucy looked at Eva and shook her head. "Of all the foolishness I have ever heard..."

"Mom!" Alex said, more forcefully. "Please. I need to talk to you."

Lucy shook her head as she stood. "Alright, alright. I'll help you. It seems foolish to me, but... if that's what you want..."

They climbed the stairs in silence. When they started down the corridor, Lucy said, "I don't know why the two of you would even consider living in this barn of a house. It's far too big for just two people."

Alex didn't rise to her bait and just led her into his room. As June had promised, his box from Hong Kong was sitting by the foot of his bed. He opened it and dumped all of his male clothing onto the bed. "Could you help me take off this dress, please?" He asked his mother.

"There's a question a mother never wants to hear from her son," Lucy muttered as she helped to pull the dress free of Alex's torso and arms, revealing, as she should have expected, a lace covered slip with a moderate petticoat on it. She let out a sound of disgust as she looked him over. "That is ridiculous."

Alex just nodded and said, "Would you take a seat, mom? I'd like to talk."

There were a couple of nice wing-backed chairs to the side of the room, so Lucy took a seat. When Alex took a seat as well, without changing, Lucy was surprised. He sat with his back straight and his legs crossed at the knee, just as she'd demanded earlier. Lucy looked impatient. "Aren't you going to put on some men's clothing before we have this discussion?"

Alex shook his head. "No, mom. I will not be putting on men's clothing tonight."

Lucy shook her head in frustration, "Oh, this is ridiculous. Parading around like a little girl..."

Alex interrupted. "Where did I go to college, mom?"

"What?" She was caught off guard.

"Where did I go to college?"

"Well, that's a foolish question. You went to that ridiculous school in New York City."

"What's the name of the school, mom?" Alex remained calm.

"Why are we having this conversation, Alexander?"

"Because I am tired of the answer you just gave me. I want to start over with you, mom and I don't want to end every conversation I have with you
feeling guilty and ashamed of myself."

Lucy stopped and looked at her son more closely. "I make you feel guilt and ashamed?"

Alex nodded.

"You mean..." Lucy thought for a moment... "you mean I made you feel ashamed about wearing a dress?"

Alex shook his head. "No. You make me feel ashamed to be alive, mom. Your disappointment in me comes through in every sentence you speak and every look you give me."

"Alexander..." she was genuinely confused. "I have always supported you, you know that."

"I don't know that, mom. In fact, I'd like to hear some of the ways you feel that you have supported me throughout my life." Alex remained cool and maintained his posture in the chair.

"Well, I..." she sputtered. "I... I raised you. I put food on the table every night, clothed you, kept you healthy."

Alex nodded. "And how many times did you complain that I wasn't eating enough because I was too small? How many times did you complain that we had to buy my clothes in the boys' department or have them tailored? How many times did we leave the doctor's office with you angry that I was too small?"

Lucy blinked at him. "Well... it was difficult for me, Alexander, to have a boy who was so... small."

"Was it?" Alex nodded. "Was it difficult for you to have a small boy who graduated from high school two and a half years ahead of schedule? A small boy who won National piano competitions at eleven and twelve years old? How about having a small boy who went to Julliard when he was fifteen and graduated with a Masters in Performance at twenty? Was all of that difficult, too?"

Lucy didn't say anything.

"Because, let me tell you, mom, it was difficult to be that 'little boy' who was killing himself to achieve and never once having his mother show
him a bit of support. To win a competition and have his mother complain that the seats were too hard. To get accepted with a full scholarship to the most important music college in the country and have his mother say,
'they'll eat a little thing like you alive there.' To call his mother to tell her that he's in love with a wonderful woman and have his mother replay, 'What does she see in a little thing like you?' It wasn't easy, mom, and you seemed to thrive on making it all worse at every opportunity."

Lucy took a deep, irritated breath. "And do you think you made it any easier, Alexander? Huh? Staying in your room playing that piano twenty four hours a day, driving me up the walls with scales and arpeggios and the same pieces being played over and over and over?"

Alex looked at her and cocked his head to the side a bit. "So... was it my height or my achievements that annoyed you the most?"

"That's not fair, Alexander," his mother leaned a bit forward in her seat. "Yes, I admit it, I may have been a little less than sympathetic about your height issues, but goddamnit... look at you! You're twenty two and you're the size of a child! You're wearing clothing that your future mother-in-law wore when she was ten or eleven or twelve years old! How could I not be embarrassed by that!"

"By the dress or the height?" Alex persisted.

"By all of it, Alexander! By all of it! God almighty, my sisters' children are all normal! Why the hell did you end up being so goddamned little!?"

There it was. She'd said it. And the moment she said it, she wished she hadn't.

"Alexander..." she stared at him, not knowing what to say. "...I didn't... I didn't mean that. Honestly."

Alex got out of his chair and knelt next to his mother's chair, taking her hand in his. "Mom, I know you didn't mean to SAY IT, but that's not really the issue. The issue is that you have felt that way my whole life and... to be honest... that's not love. That's bitterness and that's not
what I want between us. I want us to love each other. To be nice to each other. To not judge each other. Is that possible?"

Lucy sniffled a bit. This was touching more emotions than she was comfortable touching. "Alexander... you know that I never REALLY resented the fact that you're small. I mean..."

"Mom," Alex took her other hand in his, "you did, but we need to move past that. What I am proposing is that we start fresh and new, right now, today. No more judgements. No more snipes. Let's just pretend that this is all brand new – that I'm your child and you're my mother – that we love each other and we are capable of expressing that love without demeaning each other. Can we do that?"

Lucy looked away and took a deep breath before returning her gaze to her son. "Alexander... I know that the name of your college is Julliard and I brag to people about it and you and your success all the time. I really do. I don't know what comes over me sometimes when we're together, though. I just seem to find fault in everything. You have always been a good son and I try, I really do try to be a good mother, but... I guess that's just another failure."

"We can change that, mom," Alex squeezed her hands gently and looked into her eyes. "If we both decide to change, then we can change."

"Alright," Lucy shrugged. "Alexander, I will change. I want to have a good relationship with you, so... I will change. I promise."

"Good," Alex said. Then he stood and gave his mother's hands a pull to help her stand. "Can we start with a hug?"

Lucy smiled and gave him a hug – not a huge hug, mind you, but it was an embrace and that was the first embrace from his mother that Alex could remember getting since the day she dropped him off in New York City, three days before his first class at Julliard.

"Now, may I ask you a question?" Lucy asked as she released Alex. He nodded, so she continued. "No judgement, mind you, but... if you have perfectly good boy' clothing to wear, why aren't you planning on wearing it tonight?"

Alex looked down and considered that question for a moment before looking back up, into his mother's eyes. "No judgement. Ok. I know this may sound... odd... but... I've always felt... wrong in boy's clothes, mom. Like I was... not right. The clothes either made me uncomfortable or I just looked silly in an overly tailored suit. Now, I've never put on women's clothing before the night before last – and those were just fairly gender neutral pajamas – and I never put on a dress before this morning, but... I don't know... I just kind of... like it. Like... I feel good in these clothes. Nice, I mean. Like... I like how I look and how I feel in them, you know what I mean?"

Lucy didn't know what he meant, but she nodded to both encourage him to continue and to live up to the 'no judgement' pledge she'd just made.

"You know how you came into the rehearsal room and I was teaching Maddie how to play that Chopin piece? I don't think I could have done that in my normal clothes. If I'd been dressed as a guy, then Maddie's first impression of me would have been as a freak of some kind. A tiny guy who plays piano, that's what I get everyday – BUT – in a dress, she just accepted me and I felt comfortable enough to sit next to her, chat, learn a song, teach a song... whatever. It was very nice freeing.

"So, are you dressing like a girl forever?" Lucy asked.

Alex smiled, "I don't know, but I am for now, anyway."

Lucy looked at her tiny offspring in his silky, lacy, petticoated slip and had to admit – he looked right in these clothes. "Ok," she nodded. "If this makes you comfortable, I will support it."

Alex hugged her much more suddenly and much more tightly than she expected. She let out a surprised, "Oh!"

"So," Alex smiled as he stepped back from her, "can we have a bit of mother-son bonding time, then?"

Lucy's first thought was 'Wasn't what we just did mother-son bonding time?' but she refrained from saying that and said, "That would be nice. What would you like to do?"

Alex ran to the closet and pulled down the zippers on the garment bags looking for the dress that most looked as if Veronica had chosen it for him to wear on Christmas Eve. When he saw one made from green velvet, he pulled that dress, garment bag and all, off the rod and neatly laid it on his bed. Then he he smiled at his mother and said, "I need you to help me get ready for dinner. I'll wear this dress, but... could you, maybe, help me with my hair and, maybe, a little makeup?"

Lucy looked a little surprised that this was what Alex was considering 'bonding time,' but smiled and said, "Ok."

While Alex removed the slip and hung it and the sailor dress up in the closet, Lucy took the green velvet dress out of its garment bag and looked at it. It was not overly fancy, but it was classically beautiful. A long sleeved dress made of a soft velvet. A fitted bodice and straight, loose sleeves with a wide circle skirt. What made the dress pop, though, was the white Peter Pan collar and large, white, faux French cuffs, as well as the pearl sized buttons that ran up the back of the dress.

"Oh," Lucy said, in spite of herself, "that is absolutely precious."

Alex chuckled. "You like it?"

"I do," Lucy nodded. "For the record, I liked the sailor dress, too. It was just a big surprise to see it on you. Maybe I over reacted."

She removed the dress from the hanger, finding another, simpler slip under it. Alex took the slip and checked the pocket in the garment bag, finding a pair of shoes as well as a new set of panties and a matching bra. It didn't look as much like the old fashioned training bra he was wearing. Instead, this one looked like a women's small bra with a little bit of padding in it. Not much. Just enough to give the impression of a 'AA' cup.

Alex turned his back to his mother and asked, "Can you undo me?"

Lucy bit her tongue to refrain from saying something negative, but as she undid the clasps on the bra we was wearing, she looked at Alex's smooth, hairless skin and small shoulders. If this weren't her son, there would be no reason to not assume that this was a very young woman.

She undid the hooks and eyes and Alex slid the training bra down his arms, immediately replacing it with the 'AA' cup bra. Without thinking, Lucy just linked the hooks into the eyes, closing the garment around her tiny son.

Alex kept his back on his mother and he dropped the panties he'd worn all day and slipped on the fresh pair, taking a moment to tuck himself as best he could before turning to face his mother. She was unbuttoning each of the tiny, pearl buttons. "These buttons are beautiful, but they were never designed to be worked by the girl wearing it. Just a warning, once you put this on, you're not getting it off by yourself."

Finally done unbuttoning, she held the dress low for her son to step into it. He put his arms onto the sleeves, pulling the front of the dress up to his shoulders and he heard his mother sigh. "What's the matter?" Alex asked. "Doesn't it fit?"

"I think it fits fine," Lucy said. "I'm just trying to work up the energy to button it back up again."

As she buttoned and buttoned and buttoned the dress, Lucy began talking. "Your father was a musician, too, you know?"

Alex hadn't asked about his father in a decade or more. It was taboo subject growing up. "What did he play?"

"He was a piano player, too. He played with a rock band. They put out a few albums and had a couple of minor hits, but they never made it big."

Alex looked in the mirror, watching his mother buttoning him up. She was involved in her chore and, for the first time in his whole life, she was
talking to him. REALLY talking to him. "I didn't know that."

"He was..." Lucy sighed. "...he was not a happy man. He... he drank, Alexander. He drank a lot and when he was drunk... he was mean. Very mean."

"He didn't hit you, did he?" Alex asked.

Lucy stayed focused on the buttons, but kept sharing. "He tried. We were only together a couple of months, really, even though we were actually married for almost two years. He'd get drunk and come banging on my door in the middle of the night. It wasn't easy."

Alex almost felt like crying. He had no idea his mother had gone through all of this.

"I know it's a horrible thing to say, but... well... I'm glad you never knew him." She was approaching the buttons on the top of his back.

Alex asked, "Is he still alive?"

"No," Lucy said, matter of factly. "You were only about three years old when the police came to the door early one morning. Apparently, he was driving drunk, drove off the road and... that was that. His license still had our address on it, so they assumed we were still married. After they told me, I don't think I even reacted. I just nodded and closed the door." She tapped his shoulder. "All done."

Alex turned and looked at his mother. Then, without warning, threw his arms around her and hugged her tightly. "I'm sorry, mom. I didn't know any of that."

Lucy shrugged and looked at her son's hair. "Let's go to my room. I have some things to help with your hair."

Alex slipped his feet into a pair of dyed-to-match-the-dress silk shoes that his mother referred to as 'flats,' but there was a very small heel on them, and they walked to Lucy's room where she spent twenty minutes or more using a curling iron to create dozens of vertical curls in his hair, including vertical curls in his bangs. When his whole head was covered in tube shaped curls, she began brushing them out, until, at last, she had created a controlled, full bodied, mass of wavy hair. "What do you think?" She asked as she pointed to the mirror, halfway across the room.

"I love it!" Alex exclaimed. "Makes my hair look so thick."

Lucy grabbed a can of hairspray and said, "Close your eyes," and she spayed a liberal amount onto his hair to make the hairdo stay put.

Lucy looked closely at Alex's face and thought out loud. "You still look like a little girl, so we don't want to go crazy on makeup. Maybe just a
little color on your eyes and some lipstick. I think we can go a little darker than that baby pink you wore all day."

"Ok," Alex said, happy to be sharing this – sharing anything – with his mother.

He felt the brush passing over his closed eyes, then the waxy feeling of lipstick being applied to his lips.

"One last thing," his mother said, as she opened up her travel jewelry case and pulled out a short string of pearls. "They're not real," she said, almost apologetically, "but they're pretty and nobody's ever noticed they were fake when I wore them."

She stood behind her little son and ran the string of faux pearls so that they traveled around his neck, under the Peter Pan collar of the dress, then appeared from the collar in front and seemed to complete the circle that the open fronted collar implied. It was a very pretty effect. The short string would probably have been a choker on his mother, but it hung loose and pretty on Alex.

Lucy looked at her handiwork and smiled. "I think we're done. Go look in the mirror."

Alex got up and walked towards the mirror. The circle skirt of his dress just covered his knees and above it, the field of green velvet traveled up his body uninterrupted until it reached his white cuffs, white collar
and white string of pearls. His hair was thick and wavy and his lips were a rich coral color and they had a soft shine to them. It was a darker pink than what he'd worn that day, but not garish or too close to a harsh red.

What really surprise him was his eyes, though. The color was an almost imperceptibly subtle green with flecks of silver glitter sparking on them. "My eyes," Alex gazed in amazement. "They look amazing."

"I'm glad you like them," Lucy smiled. "I bought the glitter for a New Year's Eve party in Florida. It seemed like a nice way to make you look like a pretty Christmas tree ornament."

She walked over and stood behind Alex and he swayed from one side to the other, trying to see how the dress fit him. "You look beautiful, Alexan... Alex." She said. "Truly. I am sorry that I didn't see it before."

"Thanks, mom," Alex smiled.

"Now," Lucy smiled and crossed her arms, "I hate to shoo you out of here, but I need to change and I'm afraid I'm just not ready to get changed in front of my son. Even if he is wearing a dress."

Alex laughed. "Ok." He started to go, but stopped and turned to his mother and said, "Mom... thank you. Not just for the help, but... well... thank you."

Lucy nodded and smiled. "Alex... Ali... I like that. Ali. Ali... I'm sorry and... thank you, too. This was nice."

Alex went back down the hall to the master bedroom and knocked on the door, but there was no answer, so he headed towards the staircase. As he walked, he felt the warm, soft material of his dress playing around his knees and he noticed how much extra material had gone into making the loose fitting circle skirt. It seemed almost wasteful to have so much extra material, but it sure made the skirt bounce playfully around him in a way that he found wonderful. He bounced and watched the skirt blossom and relax again and it made him giggle. Then, he looked around and saw no one anywhere nearby, so he spun on the ball of his left foot and watched the skirt fan out around him, then fall in a twist around his legs and relax again to sit prettily around his knees. The feeling was so wonderful that he did it again, and again, and a third time before he reached the stairs and grew self conscious that someone may appear down stairs and see him.

He was about to descend the stairs, but he heard some voices coming out of the first bedroom beyond the foyer. He walked across the landing and listened for a moment, hearing Veronica and Maddie talking behind the door. He knocked, for no other reason than to let Ronnie know that he'd be downstairs.

The door opened a few inches and Veronica smiled when she saw him. "Holy Moses, look at you!" She smiled. "Did you do all of that by yourself?"

Alex smiled at the compliment. "No. My mom did it – I know, shocking, right? Long story, but it went well. Did you find something for Maddie to wear for dinner?"

Veronica pulled her head back in and looked behind the door. "Did we find something for you to wear?"

Alex heard Maddie's voice from inside the room. "We sure did! Wait till you see it! If my father saw me he'd have a heart attack!!! Let her in!"

Veronica, knowing the age of the girl she was dressing and the age and sex of the pretty creature in the green dress in the hall, said, "No. We want it to be a surprise." She looked back through the door at Alex and smiled. "She'll be another ten or fifteen minutes. Then I have to get myself ready."

"Yeah, that's fine," Alex nodded. "I'll be playing the Chickering, ok?"

"Okee doke," Veronica winked. "I'll send your little friend down to keep you company when she's ready. Ok?"

He laughed and turned to walk away, but Veronica called after him. "You're making that dress work, little girl!"

He didn't turn, but said, loud enough for Ronnie to hear, "Yeah, I am!"

Down in the rehearsal room, Alex played a few of his usual warmups. Scale studies, arpeggio exercises, chromatic runs, but he really wanted to play a piece. He'd had this song playing in his head for hours and he was desperate to play it. Although, not originally written for piano, Alex had acquired a piano transcription of Prokofiev's brilliantly melodic piece 'Troica,' and that's what he started to play. There was a lot of flashy playing in this arrangement in order to emulate the sound of the full orchestra. One critic who'd review Alex playing this in concert, paraphrased Shakespeare in his review by stating that 'Mr Claremont's version of the orchestral piece was filled with sound and fury and signifying nothing – except a great deal of joy.' Alex had to admit, the critic had nailed it and, feeling as he did – happy and pretty – he really wanted to transmit some joy into the world through this great instrument.

He played with complete abandon, enjoying every note, every flourish, every chord, and when he played the finally chord, he was actually flushed with joy.

"Holy shit, Alex," a voice came from behind him, making him jump, "that was unbelievable! You should be on TV!"

"Oh, thanks," Alex said, as he turned. "Holy cow, Maddie! You look beautiful! Like a grown up!"

The fifteen year old girl was wearing a strapless, dark blue, vintage cocktail dress, with a plunging, cupid neckline that made her moderate breasts look much more impressive than he'd expected. The tight fitting bottom section of the bodice looked like a series of wrapped bands of the same material, and, even though it was reminiscent of a man's tuxedo's cummerbund, it had an elegant femininity to it. Below that, a high waisted skirt of row after row after row of dark blue lace cascaded down to her knees. It was an old fashioned look to be sure, but absolutely beautiful in its execution and Maddie looked amazing in the dress.

Beyond the dress, her hair had been coiffed into beautiful, constant waves that Alex recognized as Veronica's handiwork because he'd seen her hair done the same way many times. Her makeup was perfect with subtly smoky eyes and bright, shining red lips. The three inch heeled, pointy toed pumps made her taller, leaner and more statuesque. If Alex didn't know that the girl was fifteen, he'd have guessed she was twenty nine or thirty.

Maddie smiled at his compliment. "Thanks. When Ronnie asked me if I wanted to get dressed up it sounded like fun, but she really takes it seriously, doesn't she?"

"She's a diva," Alex laughed. "Diva's take dressing up VERY SERIOUSLY!"

"You look adorable, too, though," the girl complimented Alex. "Come here. Let's take a selfie together."

"Oh," Alex saw danger signs, "I'm not really supposed to be on social media."

"Just for us, then," she smiled.

Alex stood beside her, a bit shocked at how tall her shoes made her, while he was still in the flats. Maddie took seven or eight pictures and then showed them to Alex, promising to send him copies when the cell towers were working again.

Alex kind of loved the pictures and kind of hated them, too. He loved that both he and Maddie were smiling and happy in the shots and that they both looked so nice in their dresses, but he kind of hated that this fifteen year old looked so much more beautiful and elegant than he did. That second part made him wonder if he was actually jealous of how pretty she was.

When the mothers, both in festively bright dresses, but neither as grand as Maddie or Alex, came down stairs, they found 'the kids' in the rehearsal room while Alex taught Maddie to play a few simple pieces. She was a good student, enthusiastic and smart, and a very nice person. Alex
enjoyed teaching her and, strangely enough, he enjoyed the way she always spoke to him so sweetly, as if he was her little sister, or something. It made him feel... nice.

"Ladies," June announced from the doorway, "dinner is served in the dining room."

"What about Veronica?" Maddie asked.

"Miss Veronica will meet you in the dinning room." June was also dressed up in a very nice pants suit. It was navy blue, but she had on a bright gold blouse beneath it. It was a very handsome look.

When they reached the dinning room, it had been decorated as well. Tasteful wreaths with bright gold balls hung on the walls. It looked, and smelled, wonderful. On the table was a dazzling assortment of food. Ham, Turkey and pork roast, along with several soups, every vegetable imaginable and a selection of pies on the side table. It was like Christmas out of a movie!

The table was set for ten people. Veronica, Maddie, Eva, Lucy and Alex made five. The staff was joining them that evening, and they all dressed nicely, too. So, June, Rebecca, Melissa and the small Asian woman that everyone call 'Cook,' brought the party to nine.

June directed everyone to their seats, but asked them not to sit just yet. The head of the table was reserved for Veronica. To her left sat Eva, Lucy, Melissa and Cook. To her right, Alex, Maddie, an empty chair, then June and Rebecca.

June pulled out her cell phone and smiled at us all. "Ladies and... well... ladies... I give you our hostess for the evening. Miss Veronica Harrington." Then she touched her phone and Jean-Joseph Mouret's famous 'Rondeau' played loudly through Bluetooth speaker so that Ronnie could make her silly, pretentious entrance. She was waving like a queen as she floated in, looking like a goddess in the most beautiful dress Alex had ever seen. It was Christmas red with a top that barely touched her shoulders, but fell in loose pieces to imply sleeves that ended at her elbows. The tight bodice must have had a built in corset of some sort, because she appeared to be braless, but her breasts were held high and beautifully surrounded by the red lace of the plunging neckline. Lace also covered the rest of the tight top before the dress exploded into a skirt wider than any wedding dress that Alex had ever seen. Layer after layer of deep red silk fell in waves from her hips to the floor as she moved like a princess from a Disney movie towards her chair.

Her hair and makeup were perfect, of course, as well.

Part of Alex, a very unfeminine part, stiffened within his panties as he gazed lustfully at this amazing woman, but another part of him wished that someday he too might be beautiful enough to wear something that gorgeous.

Just as they were putting food on their plates, they heard a voice call from the hallway. "Hello!? Where is everybody hiding?"

June jumped up and hustled out into the hallway, returning a few moments later with Sergeant Hammond following.

"Daddy!?" Maddie said, surprised and bit concerned at what his reaction to her outfit would be.

He stopped and made a show of blinking at his daughter. "Is that my barn-rat of a daughter dressed up like a supermodel?"

Maddie blushed, both flattered and embarrassed.

"Your little girl is all grown up and beautiful," Veronica smiled, proud of her handiwork.

"Like hell she is," Jim laughed as he kissed his daughter's cheek. "You look gorgeous, baby, but you're making me feel awfully old." He glanced at Alex and put his hands on his shoulders. "This is how I picture my little girl – looking like a respectable little thing – not like a grown up, beauty Queen!"

Everyone laughed at his teasing, but it left Alex wanting to look more like Veronica and Maddie. It also left him confused as heck!

Maddie leaned over to Alex and said, "He'll always think of me as a middle schooler."

Alex nodded, refraining from mentioning his Bachelor's and Master's degrees. Instead he whispered, "I think he likes how you look. He's just making dad jokes."

Throughout dinner, June mentioned how wonderful it was to have music back in the house and Jim thanked both Alex and Veronica for how kind they'd been to Maddie. Then he looked at Lucy and said, "You must be incredibly proud of your little girl. Does she get her talent from you or her father?"

Lucy smiled just a little and wiped her lips with a napkin. "She certainly doesn't get it from me," she chuckled. "Ali's father was a keyboard player in a rock band, but.. Ali's talent is Ali's talent. She's worked harder than anyone I've ever known to get as good as she is and, yes, I am extremely proud of her."

Alex was almost light headed with the feeling he got from receiving a compliment like that from his mother. He couldn't believe he'd actually heard her correctly. He smiled and said, "Thank you, mom."

Lucy smiled back.

Veronica reached over and squeezed his hand. "We're all very proud of our little Ali."

Following dinner, once Jim had returned to work, Alex and Veronica performed a few pieces for everyone. It was a very merry evening and one unlike Alex had ever experienced before. The feeling of warmth and acceptance made him feel better than he'd ever felt.

Afterward, they all sat around the Christmas tree sipping mulled cider, some of them adding a little rum to their mugs, and admired the tree. It was a quiet, relaxed, oddly feminine experience. As Alex grew tired, he found his head leaning on Veronica's shoulder. She put her arm around him and gave him a squeeze. "I think I'd better help my little accompanist up to her bed."

"She'll need help getting out of that dress," Lucy said. "There's about a thousand buttons up the back."

"But it looks adorable, doesn't it?" Eva giggled, her speech a little slurred.

"I'll help her," Veronica smiled and stood. "Come on, little girl."

"Is it ok if I stay up for a while longer?" Maddie asked, uncertain of the protocol.

"As long as you'd like," Veronica nodded. Then she looked at everyone else and said, "Merry Christmas, ladies!"

Once they were upstairs, Veronica unbuttoned each of the tiny buttons, then helped him undress to his skin. Without asking, she slipped the elaborately pretty nightie he'd worn the night before over his head, then took him by the hand to lead him to the master bedroom.

"Shouldn't I wash my face?" He asked.

Veronica grinned hungrily. "Are you kidding? All evening I've been looking at you and thinking how wonderful it would be to have sex with someone wearing glitter eye shadow."

Alex smiled and unconsciously licked his lipsticked lips. "Yeah?"

"Oh, yeah." She beamed and led him across the hall.

She closed her door securely and told Alex to get on the bed. Then, she lifted all of the skirts she was wearing and took off her panties. "Did you have a good evening, Ali?"

Alex smiled up at her as she lifted his nightie to expose his penis. "I did."

"You looked so pretty, Ali. So, so pretty, in that perfect little dress. Like a good, little lady." She lifted all of her skirts and climbed onto
the bed, straddling her little lover and lowered herself onto him, devouring his organ into her as she spread her skirts and petticoats over him, devouring him in the folds of her elegant gown.

"You liked it didn't you? Being my little girl?" He didn't need to answer, she already knew. "An entire day of softness. Of silk and lace and velvet, and now... you're covered in the prettiest dress I've ever worn. It's wonderful, isn't it?"

Alex closed his eyes and felt every sensation around him, especially the warmth that surrounded his manhood. Veronica saw the look of approaching
ecstasy on his face and she focused on tightening around him and increasing her movement just enough so he could lose himself in his overloaded senses.

"My sweet girl. My sweet little girl with the glitter eye shadow and the beautiful nightie. I love you so much."

At that moment, Alex exploded deep within her and set off her own orgasm warming her from her core. He closed her eyes and she milked him until he'd gone limp, again. She smiled down at him and he smiled up at her.

"Best Christmas Eve, ever," he grinned.

"You think Christmas Eve was great," Veronica smiled, "just wait till Christmas Day. Santa is bringing some very nice presents.
 
 
MUSIC LINKS:

Veronica's song in German (another American Soprano' Dawn Upshaw – Richard Strauss' Lied der Mignon. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PxByXlGarlc
 
Veronica's song in Italian by Russian/Austrian Soprano Anna Netrebko – Giacomo Puccini's Un Bel Di Vedremo. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kd0j007Y9fY&pp=ygUU29wcmFuby...
 
Veronica's song in English by English Soprano Norma Burrowes – Gilbert and Sullivan's The Sun Whose Rays Are All A Blaze. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKEXMrfMzDc&pp=ygVcRW5nbGlza...
 
Pop song played by Maddie. 'Say Something' by A Great Big World and Christina Aguilera. - https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-2U0Ivkn2Ds
 
The song that Alex taught Maddie. Frederick Chopin's Piano Sonata No. 2 Mvt III. Lento (Funeral March) performed by Arturo B Michelangeli. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oL_HFnnywEU
 
Song that felt like Christmas to Alex – 'Troica' by Sergei Prokofiev - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=naz7PJ5YYvI
 
Jean-Joseph Mouret's Rondeau. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q7oJ2ImdHxg
 
To Be Continued...

The Haven - 3

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Voluntary

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  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

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The Haven: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2020, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Christmas Day brings further complications as Alex becomes more comfortable
in his silks and satins and dresses. Thank you all, as always for your support. I'm thrilled
that people are enjoying the story and the music links.


 
Author's Note:Please keep your comments, pro and con, coming. I learn so much from your observations. ~Clara.
 
This version of The Haven: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 3
 

Alex closed his eyes and felt every sensation around him, especially the warmth that surrounded his manhood. Veronica saw the look of approaching ecstasy on his face and she focused on tightening around him and increasing her movement just enough so he could lose himself in his overloaded senses.

"My sweet girl. My sweet little girl with the glitter eye shadow and the beautiful nightie. I love you so much."

At that moment, Alex exploded deep within her and set off her own orgasm warming her from her core. He closed her eyes and she milked him until he'd gone limp, again. She smiled down at him and he smiled up at her.

"Best Christmas Eve, ever," he grinned.

"You think Christmas Eve was great," Veronica smiled, "just wait till Christmas Day. Santa is bringing some very nice presents.

Alex smiled as Veronica climbed off of him, pulling her skirts and petticoats off with her. "I think I'm going to need you to help me get out of this," she smiled at Alex.

Alex smiled and rolled to his side with his back to her. "Sorry. Too tired. Good night."

"Oh no you don't." Ronnie laughed and grabbed his ankles, pulling them towards her. "Come on, you little snot. I need some help."

He laughed at her pulling on him. "How did you get into it?"

"June helped me. She says I need an actual maid, but... it just seems kind of... weird, you know? It's strange enough to have a 'staff' in my house at all, but the idea of having A MAID... it just seems... odd."

"Like a maid in a uniforms and all that?" Alex looked skeptical.

"No." Ronnie laughed. "Even Sophia didn't make her staff wear uniforms. They'd wear regular clothes like June and Melissa."

"Well," Alex shrugged as he lowered the zipper on the back of her dress, "you grew up with money. Did your mom have servants?"

"Geez, baby, it's not the nineteenth century. We had 'staff,' not 'servants,'" she giggled. "We had a cleaning service come in a couple of times a week, and we had a woman who was essentially mom's... assistant, I guess. She was a cook-slash-secretary-slash-woman-who-did-a-little light -housework. We never called her a 'maid,' though. He just called her 'Midge.'"

"'Midge!?'" Alex helped Veronica out of the wide skirts and petticoats. "What kind of a name is 'Midge!?'"

"She told me is was a nickname for 'Margaret,' but I never heard anyone call her anything but 'Midge.' She was a sweet lady, though."

"So, she did what June does for your mom?"

"Oh, God, no," Veronica laughed. "June is like an actual administrator. This place is massive and she runs it like a CEO. I can't imagine being able to manage a property like this with only four people, but she does it without breaking a sweat. It's just that, since I am planing on living here, more or less full time, and I'll still being touring, June thinks having a maid would be beneficial to both me and the smooth operation of The Haven. What do you think?"

Alex was definitely more focused on the perfectly shaped breasts of his fiancé than the question, but he answered her with the most logical comment he could muster. "Can you afford it?"

Veronica gathered the yards and yards of material that comprised the gown she'd just stepped out of and clutched it to her belly. "Well, see that's the thing, babe. Sophia left me a nice amount - not a fortune, but a nice amount, but she left an absolute fortune for the upkeep and running of The Haven. And when I say a fortune, I mean a fortune. So, since the maid would technically be an employee of The Haven Trust, the money would come from the trust."

Before they could continue the conversation, they heard something in the hall. It was a quiet knocking on a door other than their own and someone calling out in a hushed voice, "Ali! Ali, are you in there? Ali?"

Alex hustled to the door, the loose, silky layers of his nightgown flowing behind him. He opened the door and looked into the semi-darkness of the hall and said, "Mom?" She was standing by the door to his bedroom wearing a Terry cloth robe that hung open, displaying the pretty nightgown beneath.

Lucy turned, surprised. "Oh, I thought this was your room... oh, it is... of course, I should have assumed... never mind that. Umm... a little embarrassing, but... do you think that Veronica might have a nice robe that I could borrow?"

"Oh," Alex opened the door further and motioned his mother into the room. "Come on in and ask her."

"Thank you," Lucy smiled and entered the room, but she came to a surprised stop when she saw Veronica standing topless, with her gown covering her lower parts. "Oh, my!" She laughed and turned her head. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt anything."

Veronica looked down at her naked body and laughed as she spoke. "No, no, you're not interrupting anything. I was just changing. Just a second." She set her dress aside and walked casually to the lavatory and grabbed the robe that hung on the back of the door, wrapping it around her and tying off the belt. "There. I'm decent, now."

Lucy looked cautiously at Veronica, then at Alex, as if noticing his nightie for the first time. "Oh, this is lovely! The lace and, is that silk? It's beautiful." Then she looked him in the eye. "It suits you."

Alex felt his face blush just a little bit. "Thank you, mom."

Lucy shook her head to get herself back to the matter at hand. "Well, you're probably wondering why I'm here at one in the morning, aren't you? Well, Veronica, I was wondering if I might be able to borrow a robe."

"Umm.... Sure," Veronica smiled, "but... you do realize that you are wearing a robe now, right?"

Lucy took a deep breath and suddenly looked a bit guilty about something. "Ahh... yes... this... well... see... Jim... Sergeant Hammond, that is, well, he came back here a couple of hours ago and he... well... we sat and looked at the tree for a while and... we had a little wine and..."

Alex's eyes opened wide. "Oh, my God, Mom! You didn't...?"

Lucy looked shocked at the accusation. "Oh, good heavens, Alex! Who do you think you're talking to? You've known me your whole life. Do you seriously think that I'd just jump into bed with someone I just met!?"

"Then..." Alex's look of shock changed to a smile. "...why do you need a robe?"

Lucy straightened her posture and closed her Terry cloth robe around her. "Well... if you must know... I want to look nice when we go down for breakfast in the morning."

Alex smiled. "Aww, mom. That's so nice, but aren't you..." he just decided to stop right there.

"What?" She asked.

Alex shrugged. "Nothing... I just meant... well, I'm a good deal older than Maddie, so..."

Lucy's eyes opened wide and she smiled, then put her hands on her hips in mock anger. "You think I'm too old for him, don't you? Well, little lady, I will have you I know that Jim is, in fact, two days older than me, so you don't need to worry about your mom being a cougar."

Veronica interrupted and said, "I think I have about a dozen robes in the closet, Lucy. Come take a look."

A few minutes later, Lucy was leaving with not just a beautiful silk robe, but the beautiful night gown that went with it, and she was thanking Veronica, profusely. Alex noticed that a broad smile was painted on her face, though, and that made him happy.

She stopped at the door and turned to look at Veronica and Alex who stood side by side, her arm around his shoulder. Lucy looked the young couple and smiled. "I don't know why, but it just occurred to me that... I never said 'congratulations.' I know you really haven't had the opportunity to make your formal announcement, what with Maddie and Jim being here, but... now that I'm past the stupidity I displayed when I arrived, and I sincerely apologize for that, I can see that you are both very happy with each other. I think that must be the first step to being in love for a lifetime. That's wonderful. I'm very happy for you."

"Thank you, mom," Alex said, leaning on Veronica.

Lucy took an awkward step to the young couple and she touched Alex's soft cheek. Then, with even more awkwardness, she leaned forward and kissed his cheek, surprising Alex, but making him feel warm and shocked, simultaneously.

Then, surprising Alex even more, Lucy tuned to Veronica and kissed her cheek, too. "Thank you, Ronnie," she said, then turned and walked out the door, closing it behind her.

"Wow," Alex chuckled. "That was different."

Veronica hugged him tightly. "She's trying hard, babe. Give her points for trying. Maybe I should let you loose on my mother, too." She kissed his forehead. "Let's go to bed."

Veronica grabbed her night gown and walked to her side of the bed as Alex climbed under the covers.

"My mother has a thing for Maddie's dad," Alex said with surprise in his voice. "I never saw that coming." He watched as Veronica took off her robe and dropped the night gown onto her perfect body.

"That might be an issue," Veronica nodded and climbed into the massive bed. "Jim and Maddie know you as a little girl, so..."

Alex nodded. "Yeah, well, we were going to have to tell them about that at some point. Having the neighbors walk in on us and then becoming friends, was never our plan and now, this... we could never have seen that coming."

Veronica pulled him into a spoon position, tight up against her. "Even if 'this' hadn't happened, I think Maddie is enjoying her time here, playing piano with you. She is eager to learn more. I can tell."

"And she enjoys playing dress up with you," he teased.

"Yeah." Veronica nuzzled his neck. "Let's enjoy Christmas, though. We'll figure it out on the twenty-sixth."

If anything, the snow on Christmas morning was even worse than it had been for the previous three days. There was already thirty two inches of snow on the ground and there seemed to be more on its way. The only news they were able to get was from a big, old radio in the kitchen and what they could hear was not a consistent signal, so all they really knew was the snow would continue for another few hours at least.

There were only a few presents under the tree. Lucy and Eva had flown up from the south and Alex had only recently arrived from Hong Kong, so any gifts they intended to share needed to be small. In fact, Alex had planned on giving Veronica an engagement ring that morning, but that would not be possible, under the circumstances, so all he had for her to open that morning was a pair of noise cancelling, Bluetooth ear buds.

Alex and Veronica were the first downstairs by the tree, followed by Eva and Lucy. Eva was already dressed for the day, while Lucy looked incredible in the lingerie she'd borrowed from Veronica. Veronica and 'the mothers' were all sipping coffee, a beverage that Alex never liked. June and Melissa brought in a rolling cart with a small urn of hot chocolate on it. They placed the urn on the sideboard and June conferred with Veronica about the breakfast arrangements, then left.

When Alex rose to get a mug of hot chocolate, Eva had him stop by the easy chair and admired his nightie and the matching silk peignoir that he wore.

"My mother," Eva said, wistfully, "always demanded that I be dressed 'just so' whenever we were traveling. She was the star and I was her prop. The little doll that she'd show off at dinner parties. I never liked it, but I did love the clothes. Of course, you look much cuter in it than I ever did, Alex."

"Enough, mother," Veronica said, a bit irritated. "Be polite. There are guests in the house."

As if on cue, Maddie entered, also dressed to the nines in a night gown and robe that Veronica had supplied. "Merry Christmas!" she smiled, in a way that only a teenaged girl on Christmas morning could, and that smile lit up the room.

They all called back their 'Merry Christmas' greetings and Lucy asked, as casually as she could, "So, where's your dad this morning?"

"He should be back in a few minutes," Maddie said as she joined Alex at the hot chocolate urn. "Dad and that lady... umm... Rebecca, I think - I'm sorry, I'm awful with names - anyway... they went down to our house to get the presents from under the tree and see if the electricity is on."

"Oh, how nice," Lucy said, maintaining her faux-casual attitude.

Alex handed Maddie the first mug of hot chocolate and poured another for himself.

"Thanks," Maddie smiled. "Merry Christmas. That's a pretty nightie. You look like you're a princess or something."

Alex smiled back, "Merry Christmas and thank you. You look as amazing as you did last night. You think your dad will like it?"

Maddie looked around to be sure she could speak quietly to Alex and not be over heard. "I don't think he'll even notice. Did you know that my dad and your mom were down here drinking wine together for hours last night?" She giggled at the absurdity of people in their forties flirting with each other.

Alex giggled, too. "Yeah. My mom told me. Did you see how nice she looks this morning? I think that's for your dad."

Maddie bounced her arm against Alex in a playful nudge. "I think is adorable. Old people having crushes on each other. Who knows. If things work out, we may end up being sisters."

As endearing as that sounded, Alex did feel a warm rush of fear pass through him. Sure, he'd love for Maddie to be his sister, but this had gone pretty far already. At some point, he'd need to talk to both Jim and Maddie - probably Jim first. Before Christmas was over, he needed to tell them the truth.

"Merry Christmas," Jim called as he entered the sitting room carrying two garbage bags full of presents. "Ho, Ho, Ho and God Bless Us, Everyone!"

He dropped the bags by the tree and pulled off his gloves, hat and heavy jacket. Alex noticed immediately that he was dressed better than expected in a smart, well ironed, button down shirt and a bright red tie.

He looked around the room pretending to look for someone. "Now, where is my little girl?" He crossed the room to where Maddie and Alex stood with their mugs. He looked at Alex and then at Maddie. "Hmmm, let me see. One of you must be my little girl," pointed at Maddie, "but it can't be you. You're all grown up." Then he looked at Alex. "Maybe it's you. Actually, you might want to be my little girl this morning. There a whole bunch of presents in those bags for whoever that may be."

Alex was surprised when Jim leaned forward and kissed his cheek, but he just smiled and said, "Merry Christmas, Sergeant Hammond."

"And merry Christmas to you, too, young lady." He had a very endearing smile on his face. "You look absolutely lovely this morning, Alexandra. If I had to guess, I'd say that your attire was designed for the Grand Duchess Anastasia Nikolaevna, daughter of Tsar Nicholas the Second of Russia." He took Alex's hand and kissed it in a courtly manor.

Alex felt a bit of a shiver to be treated so formally. He smiled and Jim said, "There is a large Russian community here. Knowing who Anastasia is might be very important someday."

Alex couldn't help himself. "I know a little something about Anastasia - and not just because of the movie."

"Really?" Jim asked. "Such as?"

"Such as," Alex smiled, "she had three sisters, Olga, Tatiana and Maria, and a younger brother named Alexei who was a hemophiliac. They and their parents were all killed by the bolsheviks, who'd taken them prisoner, in 1918. Anastasia was only seventeen."

The room was quiet for a moment until Jim let out a surprised laugh. "Wow. I'm... impressed."

Alex shrugged. "I read a lot."

"I guess," Jim nodded as he turned to Maddie and kissed her, too. "Merry Christmas, kiddo."

Maddie kissed him back. "Merry Christmas, Daddy. Is the power back on yet?"

Jim raised his eyebrows and shook his head. "Not out here, but the radio station says that it's coming on in town."

"Well. You're welcome to stay here as long as you'd like," someone called from across the room, but it wasn't Ronnie. Alex looked past Jim and saw his mother. She'd spoken without even thinking about it, but didn't seem at all embarrassed by it.

"Absolutely," Veronica said in support.

"Thank you," Jim said as he turned to walk back to the 'adults.' "I will never be able to thank you enough for keeping Maddie safe and warm and making both of us feel welcome."

"Our pleasure," Veronica smiled and held up her coffee mug in a toast. "You and Maddie are always welcome here."

Jim made a show of looking for a place to sit, then chose to sit on the love seat next to Lucy. A moment or two later, Alex and Maddie joined them, Maddie carrying a mug of black coffee as well as her hot chocolate. She handed Jim the coffee then encouraged Alex to help her organize the newly arrived gifts under the huge tree.

Once everything was organized, Veronica said, "Well, why don't we open the presents and then we can have some breakfast."

That pleased Maddie quite a bit and she grabbed Alex's hand and encouraged him to help her pass out the presents.

For the most part, Veronica, Alex, Lucy and Eva exchanged small pieces of jewelry, small pieces of technology and gift cards. Veronica seemed to like her Bluetooth ear buds and she gave Alex a new suitcase and carryon as well as a hand knitted, colorful scarf with matching mittens and matching hat with a big white Pom-Pom at the top of it. They looked very well crafted and very warm, but very little-girlish as well. They made Alex wonder if she'd doubted for a minute that he would enjoy his new wardrobe.

Maddie had gotten Jim several nice shirts, some of his favorite candy from a local sweets shop, a new wallet and heavy wool, baseball-style wool cap with warm fleece ear flaps, which he immediately put on and dropped the ear flaps making him goofy in a very sweet way.

The rest of the presents were all for Maddie. Jewelry, skirts, jeans, barn boots, cowgirl boots, a new phone, a gaming system, a new winter jacket, hair accessories, and on and on and on. She was thrilled, of course, but almost embarrassed by the cornucopia of riches her father had presented to her, while poor little Alex had hardly gotten any presents at all.

Maddie stood and whispered something to her father. "Oh!" He said, surprised he'd forgotten, "It's in my coat pocket,"

The girl bounced over to where her father had left his coat and fished a small, white box out of it, then she brought the box to Alex and held it out to him. "Ali," she smiled, "I make these and I wanted you to have one."

Surprised, Alex took the box. "Oh, gee, Maddie, thank you, but... I don’t have anything for you."

"Are you kidding me?" She asked, astounded. "You’ve already shown me how to play piano so much better than I ever did before! I owe you a lot more than this. Open it!"

Alex opened the box to find a small necklace; a fine silver chain with an oblong, two inch long, black rock hanging from it.

"See," Maddie beamed, "I pick up these minerals at craft shows, then I polish them and use sterling silver wire to make a setting, then attach them to the chains. I sell them at Christmas Gift fairs and stuff. I hope you like it."

"I love it!" Alex said, truthfully and enthusiastically. "Can you put it on me?"

Maddie took the chain and opened the clasp, moving behind Alex. "Hold your hair up for me." Alex did as he was told and in a moment, the clasp was closed and hanging on Alex’s neck, it’s dark onyx stone standing out in contrast to Alex’s pale, tender skin.

"Do you like it?" Maddie asked.

"It’s beautiful." He looked around. "Is there a mirror around here?"

"In the hall by the front door," Veronica smiled.

"Come on," Alex said. "I want to see what it looks like when I’m wearing it!"

Veronica was actually surprised that Alex was so excited, but he seemed absolutely thrilled to be remembered by Maddie on Christmas morning."

They found the mirror. Alex looked at the necklace and touched it as he gazed into the mirror. "Maddie, thank you, so much. It’s so pretty."

Maddie smiled and fluffed Alex’s hair a bit as she looked at their reflection over his shoulder. I’m glad you like it. I really hoped you would." She smiled at Alex and he smiled back. "I really hope our parents hit it off, Ali. I’d really like a little sister."

Alex felt bad about that remark. He really wanted to tell her the truth, but... Instead he smiled and hugged her. "I’d love for you to be my sister," he said and it made Maddie smile more broadly.

Their late breakfast/brunch was what June called Sophia’s traditional ‘Strata’ – essentially a two layer bread pudding with ham and cheese in the middle and on the top. Only Eva and Veronica had eaten it before, but everyone enjoyed it that morning.

After the meal, Jim asked, "I know it might be rude to ask the hostess to go to work on Christmas, but is there ANY possibility that we might be able to convince you to sing for us today?"

Veronica smiled, looking regal in her armed chair at the head of the table. "Well, I suppose it might be possible. I do love to sing for you and Maddie. Especially when I have the best accompanist in the world to play for me."

"Wonderful," Jim said. "We’ll look forward to it."

"Oh, how nice," Eva said with a sarcastic tinge to her voice, "just like when my mother was alive. Every holiday would start out as gathering of family and friends and end with mother showing off for everyone assembled."

"Oh," Jim was taken a bit aback by her tone. "I didn’t mean to upset anything."

"Oh, don’t be silly," Lucy said. "Eva’s just teasing. We’re both very proud of our children and we would like nothing more than to hear Veronica and Ali play some music for us. Isn’t that right, Eva?"

Eva forced a smile and picked up her mimosa and offered Lucy a silent toast in the same way that Veronica had toasted Jim, earlier.

"Thank you, Lucy," Veronica smiled and hoped that her mother might pick up on Lucy’s lead. She turned to her mother and said, "By the way, mom, did you see the red envelop under the tree with your name on it?"

Eva scowled a bit and thought about her few presents. "I didn’t see a red envelope." Then she looked at Alex. "Child, take a look under the tree and see if you see a red envelope addressed to me."

Alex looked at Veronica and rolled his eyes, before hustling back into the sitting room and kneeling in front of the tree, finding the envelope that had been accidentally pushed partly under the tree skirt. He came back into the dinning room and handed it to Eva, who read the note inside, then looked at her daughter. "I don’t get it? Are you giving The Haven to me?"

Veronica blinked in surprise that her mother could possibly have deduced that from the note. "No, mother, I am inviting you to come live here... with me. We could do some remodeling in the east wing and set up an nice, spacious apartment for you."

Eva returned her gaze to the note and reread it several times. "Well, why on earth would I want to do that?"

Veronica took a deep breath and stood, pushing her chair back under the table. "No reason mother. No reason whatsoever. Forget that I ever made the offer." She walked out of the room.

Alex looked around, "Umm... excuse me, please. Umm... I think we need a little time to change our clothes and prepare for our little concert, so... umm... excuse me." He stood and gathered up the loose material of his peignoir and nightie and jogged out of the room to catch up with Veronica.

"Well, what was that all about?" Eva said in a superior voice. "The drama of living with a diva, I guess. I had the same issues with my mother. Everything was always so dramatic! It was ridiculous. Veronica might as well be Sophia’s clone."

Jim looked from Eva to Lucy with an uncomfortable nod. Then he looked at Maddie and said, "Come on, honey. Let’s go get your things together. Perhaps it’s time we headed home."

Maddie, who’d looked hopelessly confused by the goings-on of the adults, suddenly looked shocked and panicked. "Daddy, no, please. I really want to hear them. Please."

Lucy touched Jim’s hand with hers and said, "Jim, don’t be silly. It’s still snowing, you still have no power and your daughter is still only fifteen and needs to be safe and warm. Why don’t you take Maddie upstairs so she came get ready and let Eva and me deal with... just... give us a bit, ok?" She winked at him.

He heaved a heavy sigh and stood. "Ok. Come on, Tillie. Let’s go upstairs."

"Dad!" Maddie grunted through clenched teeth.

"I’m sorry, I’m sorry. Maddie." He glanced at both women. "Sometimes, dads can’t seem to do anything right – even picking a name for his daughter."

"Ha," Eva laughed sardonically. "Get used to it. It doesn’t get any better. You think it will..."

"Eva, please," Lucy held up her hand to hush the older woman before rising and calling Maddie to her. They were about the same height, Maddie just a tiny bit taller. "Maddie, have you ever read Shakespeare?"

Maddie shook her head. "We read ‘Romeo and Juliet’ in class, but I didn’t really get the language."

"Then you read the line, ‘What is in a name? A rose by any other name would still smell as sweet.’ Right?"

"I guess," Maddie shrugged, confused.

Lucy laughed. "You know, Lucille is actually my middle name. My first name is ‘Geraldine.’ Isn’t that terrible?"

Maddie agreed that it was and even laughed a little.

"Honey," Lucy continued, "Matilda is a lovely name and so is Tillie, but I know... they’re kind of old-lady-ish, right? So what? You are a beautiful and amazing young lady who is as sweet as a rose. So, don’t get upset by the little things – and believe me, I am speaking from experience here. Getting upset over something as little as a name is just going to give you an ulcer." She leaned in close and whispered, "If my parents had loved me just a quarter as much as your father loves you, my life would have been much happier."

Maddie glanced at her uncomfortable looking father and whispered back, "He’s pretty great, isn’t he?"

Lucy glanced at Jim, too, then whispered back to Maddie, "I think so, too, but don’t tell him that, just yet."

Maddie let out another laugh and hugged Lucy. "Thank you. All set, dad?"

A very confused Jim said, "Yeah. Yeah. I’m all set," and he and his daughter left the room. Lucy took that opportunity to close the doors behind them. Before sitting again, she closed the other set of doors, too. Then returned to her seat and smiled at Eva.

Eva, clueless to the upset she’d caused, looked around the room and shook her head. "This was MY mother’s you know? MY mother’s." She shook her head and waved her arms around. "All this. All of it. It all should have gone to me, but NO! No. My mother, in her infinite wisdom and her infinite desire to hurt me, left it all to Ronnie. Can you believe that. All of this to Ronnie. She’s not even thirty and she has all this." She shook her slightly drunken head at the unfairness of it all. "I can hear Sophia telling her lawyer, ‘Fuck Eva. Leave it all to Ronnie.’ Some mother, huh?"

Lucy shook her head. "Eva... did you grow up here? In this house?"

Eva considered that. "Well... we spent summers here, mostly. Tanglewood is just down the road, so it was convenient for Sophia. She had a home on St Thomas, one in Vail and the one in Miami where I live, now."

"So... you did inherit a house, then?"

"Oh, no, no. My house was a wedding present for my first marriage." Eva said, as if everybody received a home from their parents as a wedding present.

"So..." Lucy made a show of thinking, "... did Sophia still own the other houses when she died?"

"No," Eva waved her hand in disgust, "once she was in her mid eighties and couldn’t travel anymore, she moved in here full time and sold the others. Now, to give you an idea of how nice THOSE houses were, Sandra Bullock bought the house in Vail and Justin Timberlake bought the one in St Thomas. Pretty nice, huh? I would have loved to have gotten a hold of one of those." She looked around again. "Or this one."

Lucy nodded sympathetically. "Is your place in Miami small, or in a bad part of town?"

"No! Of course not!" Eva was shocked at the very idea! "It’s lovely! You should come down, sometime. Of course when Sophia had it built, Miami was more of a party town than it is now, but over the years it’s become quite fancy. Cher lives a few houses away from me on one side and, on the other side, Matt Damon just rebuilt a beautiful old place. Of course, everyone keeps pretty much to themselves, but you do see them around the beach or when we’re out on our boats. They’re all very sweet."

"My goodness," Lucy shook her head in mock sympathy, "it must be very difficult to have lived your life. You grew up in four homes in a beautiful locations and were given one of those homes where you live amongst movie stars. You certainly deserved more than that, didn’t you?"

"I’m sorry," Eva was trying to suss out the situation, "are you being sarcastic or something?"

Lucy sighed. "I apologize, Eva. I am being sarcastic and I shouldn’t be. I should come to the point. See... your daughter and my son are in love, which means that you and I are going to be family. See, I had an eye opening conversation with my son, yesterday, and I realized that I had been behaving in a way that was pushing him away from me, and that wasn’t what I’d intended. What I’d wanted was for him to just be like everyone else instead of being who he is. When I realized that, I felt awful and I decided to change."

Eva sighed a bored sigh. "Ok. Your point?"

"My point," Lucy stood, a bit tired of the discussion, "is that your daughter – your only child – just invited you to live here. In this beautiful home. To share that with her. And you blew her off without so much as a thought for her feelings. I don’t think you even noticed it, Eva, but you broke her heart and all she was trying to do was get closer to you."

Lucy walked to the door and opened it. Before she walked out, she turned Eva and said one last thing. "Do what you want, Eva, but pushing your daughter away because she was left something that you wanted seems like a pretty terrible way to spend you life."

As Lucy turned to go, Eva said, "Geraldine?" Lucy turned, irritated, and waited. "Thank you for your advice." She held up her glass in yet another sarcastic toast. "I’ll take it under advisement."

Upstairs, Veronica stormed into her room, mad as hornet, with Alex hustling to catch up, about twenty feet behind her. "I mean, why did I even try to make her happy?"

"Ronnie, I’m sorry." He tried to console her as he closed the door behind him. "Forget about her for today and let’s just get lost in some music, together. Ok?"

She flopped down on the bed and held her head in her hands, letting out a grunt. "Argh! She knows just how to push my buttons and you know what ticks me off the most? I let her. I friggin’ let her get to me. I was ready for her to say something at some point and I was bound and determined to not let her get to me. Then – first time it happens... here I am in my room beating myself up, just like I did when I was Maddie’s age. Damnit!"

"Ronnie," Alex sat beside her and held her hand in his. "Look at me. I love you, you love me... I was going to do this this morning, but... hang on." Her ran out of the room and across the hall and came back a moment later with a small box. He knelt in front of Veronica, opened the box and presented it to her. "Veronica Harrington... will you marry me."

The ring wasn’t huge. It was moderately priced and tastefully set. It probably had actually Alex substantially more than three months income, but the truth was, Alex didn’t make all that much money.

None of that mattered to Veronica, though.

What mattered to Veronica was that Alex had just presented it to her as token of a vow. A vow to spend his life with her. To love her. To become one with her in every way. That’s what mattered to Veronica.

"Oh, baby..." she looked at the ring and her eyes filled with tears of joy. "Oh, baby, baby, baby..." she tore her eyes from the ring and looked at Alex. "Yes... of course I’ll marry you, but..." she leaned forward and softly kissed his lips. "...you already knew that."

Alex smiled and kissed her cheek. "I did, but... now it’s official."

"It’s beautiful, babe. Thank you." She wrapped her arms around him and gave him a hug and a big kiss. "I have something for you, too."

Veronica rose, went to her bureau and pulled a similar, little box from a drawer, handing it to Alex with a coy smile. "I didn’t know if you’d ever get around to asking, so... here."

Alex opened the box to find another engagement ring. This one smaller than the one he’d presented to Ronnie a few minutes earlier. "I don’t understand," he said.

Veronica smiled and took the box from him, removed the ring, took his left hand and slid the ring onto his finger. It was a simple setting – really just a beautifully cut, square, Princess cut stone in a thin platinum band.

"Will you marry ME?" Veronica smiled.

"Wow," Alex looked at the beautiful, but decidedly feminine ring on his hand and all the ramifications of what it meant flashed through his head. Yes, he’d known gay friends who wore engagement rings, but those were rather manly looking things – this was not. Was she asking him to be her husband or her wife? It took a moment, but then he saw it. She was asking him to be her partner. He husband and her wife, and that’s what he wanted, too. "It’s beautiful," he said, then hugged her tightly. "Yes. I’ll marry you, too."

"It’s not too... girly?" Veronica asked with genuine concern.

Alex laughed out loud. "Hahaha... have you seen what I’m wearing right now?"

"No, I know," she looked at his hand, "but I want you to be comfortable wearing it every day."

"I’ll never take it off," he smiled and admired it. "It means everything to me. Thank you."

Veronica kissed his forehead. "Good. Now!" She clapped her hands and stood. "I have something for you to wear for today’s concert." She hurried to her closet and pulled it out.

As expected, it was amazing, but strangely perfect in its simplicity. It was just red. That’s all. No extra ornamentation except a large bow of the same red material in the center of the high waisted belt line. It had a modest scoop neck, dainty, cap sleeves and a fitted bodice that, below the bow, poofed out into a wide, full circle that laid in pretty, wide, casual vertical folds that looked full and elegant.

"What do you think?" Veronica asked with a smile.

Alex touched the soft material. "It’s beautiful. Very... classic, I guess. Kind of like a cocktail dress from an Audrey Hepburn movie."

"Exactly what I thought," Veronica agreed. "I think it was probably meant for my mother to wear to cocktail parties with Sophia. It has silk shoes dyed to match, but they have a higher heel than you’ve tried so far. They’re only like two inches. I think you can handle them. But the best part..." Veronica took a moment to pull a few things out of the bag. "Look. Bra, panty and petticoat slip are all the same color red! Isn’t that the prettiest thing you’ve ever seen?"

In fact, it was. After only wearing girl’s clothing for just a couple of days, Alex was fast becoming a connoisseur of female fashion and this was a delicious ensemble of clothing. He wanted to wear it and the fact that the style was a bit more mature appealed to him, too.

"It’s gorgeous," he whispered. "I should brush out my hair before I try it on, though." He walked to the vanity and began brushing, which made Veronica smile.

While he brushed, Veronica listened as he, very quietly, counted his strokes. God, that was so sweet. She laid out the silk, lace covered panties, the little, padded bra that reminded her of being in sixth or seventh grade herself, and the soft petticoat next to the dress. The shoes were put on the floor for him to step into after dressing.

"Ninety eight, ninety nine, one hundred," Alex said, under his breath.

"All set?" Veronica called over.

"Yep!" He nearly skipped over to the bed, taking off his robe on the way.

"Here, let me help you get that off," Veronica lifted the nightie over his head, leaving him naked for a moment, until she handed him the red panties.

When he’d tucked himself, Veronica ran her fingers along the silk material covering his bottom. "Ooh, sexy."

He smiled and shook his butt from side to side, giggling.

She helped him on with the bra and slip and was about to help with the dress when there was a knock on the bedroom door.

Looking a little surprised, Veronica walked over and peeked out. "Hi." She said in a friendly manner.

"Hi," the person in the hall said. "Do you have a pair of heeled sandals I could borrow to wear with this dress?"

"Sure," Veronica replied, cheerfully, and let the person in.

"Oh, hi!" Maddie smiled as she caught sight of Alex, standing barefoot in his petticoat slip. Maddie was wearing a pretty, red and black checked, sheath-style dress that hugged her developing curves nicely.

"Hi," Alex replied, a bit sheepishly, acutely aware that this fifteen year old child looked so much more mature than he did.

"Oh," Veronica stopped, realizing she’d not completed dressing Alex. "Umm... Maddie, could you help Alex get that dress on? Unfortunately, it buttons up the back, so she can’t get it on by herself."

"Oh," the teenaged girl smiled broadly, happy to be of service to the younger girl, "absolutely!" She picked up the dress, unbuttoned the small, cloth covered buttons in the back, and spoke as she prepared the garment. "Look at you, all in red." She looked at the slip and reached down to touch the petticoats. "Huh. This is soft, isn’t it? One of the reasons I hated petticoats as a girl was because they were all stiff and uncomfortable, made of nylon and tulle. These are soft."

"They’re satin," Ronnie called from the closet. "Real satin – you know, made from silk, not nylon."

Maddie shook her head. "Nice. Are they comfortable?" She held the dress up to lower it over Alex’ head.

"I guess," Alex shrugged, not really having a frame of reference from which to make a comparison.

When Alex had his arms in the sleeves of the dress, Maddie began buttoning the twelve buttons up his back. "I wonder why the dresses from the trucks that fit you all button up and the ones that fit Veronica and me all have zippers."

"I can answer that," Veronica emerged from the closet with a pair of black, heeled sandals. "Because it was cuter for girls to wear clothes they could not possibly put on without help. It also created a sense of infantilism that was the style of the time for girls. I think it taught them to be dependent on others from an early age. Regardless, though," she smiled at Alex, "it is cuter."

"All done," Maddie patted Alex’s back and spent a moment or two adjusting his skirts so that they hung correctly over his petticoats. She inspected him for a moment, then said, "Your ears aren’t pierced. How come? Did your mom say no, or are you scared to have it done?"

Alex hemmed and hawed for a moment before Veronica came to his aid. "Her mom. She says that Alex can get them done when she’s thirteen. Oh, but, Ali, I have some clip-ons in Sophia’s jewelry box. Come here and take a look."

All three of them looked into a tall, shallow cabinet that was built into the wall. Veronica opened it to reveal a lot of jewelry – A LOT OF JEWELRY! "Now, we don’t want anything too heavy for your first time. Clip-ons will pinch a little, anyway, and we don’t want them to bother you." She pulled a small pair of diamond studs, also in a square, Princess cut style. "These are perfect!" She gently clipped them to his ears. "Do they feel tight enough?" Ronnie asked him. "Shake your head to be sure. We don’t want to lose a Diamond earring, now do we?"

"Oh, they look amazing!" Maddie gushed. "You’re adorable, Ali!"

Alex smiled.

"Do you want a diamond pendant, too," Veronica asked.

Alex touched the gift that Maddie had just given him, which hung from his neck. "No. I want to wear the one Maddie made for me."

"Aww," Maddie smiled. "You’re so sweet."

"I suppose I should get dressed, too," Veronica said.

"We’ll help you," Maddie said, but Alex bowed out, not wanting to get hot and bothered over Veronica’s body with a fifteen year old in the room."

"Umm..." he hurried over to slip his feet into the shoes, "I think I’m going to go show my mom my dress. Ok?"

"Oh, ok," Veronica smiled. "Ask her if you can borrow some of that red lipstick she was wearing this morning. It’ll be perfect for that dress."

"Alright!" Alex said, on his way out the door. "I’ll see you down stairs."

Maddie laughed. "She’s excited!"

"Yeah," Veronica smiled as well, looking at the closed door and imagining him walking down the hall on those slightly-higher-than-he’sused -to heels.

Maddie sat in a chair and proceeded to put on the shoes she’d borrowed. "How did you two end up working together? You’re both so different and she’s so young."

Veronica stood behind a five foot tall screen decorated with flowered material and removed her night gown. "It’s... kind of a long story, actually, but... from the first time Alex played for me, I knew that I’d found the best accompanist I’d ever find."

"Wow," Maddie tightened the straps on her shoes, "and she’s so young. At first I thought you were her sister because you dote on her so much, but I guess it’s just because you’re teaching her about show business, huh?"

Veronica stepped from behind the screen in a black bra and long half slip, with a thoughtful look on her face. "Maddie... you like Alex, right? I mean playing piano together and all, right?"

"Sure, I think she’s great. I’d love to get to know her better, too, but... she seems a little uptight when I try to be friendly with her." Maddie stood and looked at the shoes. "These fit perfectly. I don’t know if I’m imposing on her, you know? I mean... I’m not trying to, like, invite myself over or anything, but I really have enjoyed being here and you and Alex are like the greatest musicians I’ve ever met, so... maybe... I’d kinda like to come over frequently and get better at piano and... oh, man, I’m going to sound like such a mooch, but... I’d really like to learn how to sing, too."

Veronica was surprised. "Really? Why, Maddie, I’d absolutely love to work with you, if you’d like."

"Cool," the girl smiled, "but I bet you charge a lot for lessons, right."

"Maddie, you and your dad are our neighbors. I want you to always feel welcome here and I wouldn’t think of charging you a penny and neither would Alex." Veronica looked at her dress, hanging on the closet door. It was a very grand black gown with gold thread work and intricate gold bead work all about the bodice. This was not one of Sophia’s. She’d bought this one in France to wear at her opening night at Teatro alla Scala in Milan. She’d loved this dress so much that she was willing to pay nine-thousand-six-hundred dollars for it. It was worth it, though. She wanted to wear it today for a myriad or reasons - To celebrate Christmas, look and feel beautiful and, if she was honest, to show her mother how beautiful she looked in it. She sighed and looked back at Maddie. "Maddie... if you’re going to be here, with Ali and me, then I need to tell you something. Something very personal and very private and you have to promise that you will never tell anyone about it. Not your dad, not your friends – nobody. Ever. Ok?"

Maddie blinked. She was intrigued. An adult taking her into her confidence was a new thing and the warning had piqued her interest. "Yeah. Sure. Of course."

After he’d exited Veronica’s bedroom, Alex made a quick stop in his own room to look at his ensemble in the mirror. The petticoats he wore today were much fluffier than the ones he’d worn with the sailor dress. He looked at how the dress stopped just at his knees with the red petticoats just visible. There was no doubt that people would see them when he sat to play. So what, though! That’s obviously how the dress was designed.

He looked at his heeled shoes, which made him feel taller than he’d ever felt, the flounciness of dress’s skirt, the big bow on his waist, and then at his new ring, his new pendant and his earrings. Such feminine touches. They made him feel butterflies in his stomach, but more than that... he looked nice. Really nice. He liked this feeling. He’d never felt at home in a tuxedo before – even one tailored for a boy. He felt right in these clothes, though. He needed to get his head around these feelings.

Right now, though, he wanted to share how he looked and how he felt with his mother.

He returned to the hall and walked three doors down, to his mother’s door and he knocked quietly.

"Yes!?" Lucy called.

Excited, Alex turned the knob and entered the room. "Hi, mom, I just wanted to..." he stopped and turned to leave. "...oh, God, I’m sorry!!" He headed for the door.

"Alex, Alex Alex!" Lucy was pulling a robe around her and Jim was pulling up his pants. "Alex, honey, wait. Just wait, honey. I didn’t expect you to just walk in."

"I’m sorry, mom," Alex stopped in the doorway, the door half opened. "I had no idea you were... I mean... I’ll just go."

"No, honey," Lucy reached him, gently moved him back into the room and shut the door. "It’s fine. There’s nothing to be embarrassed about. Jim and I were... well..." she sighed. "Did you want something, dear?" She forced a smile onto her face.

Alex was more embarrassed than he could have imagined. He’d walked in to find his mother and Jim both jumping off the bed and straightening their clothing. Jim’s pants were partially lowered and his mother was straightening out the night gown she’d borrowed from Veronica the previous night.

"I..." Alex shrugged. "I just wanted to, umm... show you my dress and umm... my ring... oh...and to borrow some red lipstick... but... umm... I’m sorry that I interrupted."

Jim, seeming to have recovered his demeanor and fastened his belt buckle, joined Alex and Lucy. "Well, look how beautiful you look, dear," He smiled at Alex, touching his shoulders and giving him an inspection. "Very grown up."

Alex look down at his dress and then back at Jim. "Thank you."

Jim took a deep breath, glanced at Lucy and smiled paternally at Alex. "Alex, honey, I know that this... well... what you saw might be... confusing, but..."

"No," Alex stopped him. "I’m not confused, see... Sergeant Hammond... I’m not as... naïve as you think."

Jim chuckled. "A woman of the world, huh. Well, let me just explain. See, your mom and I have strong feelings for each other, and even though we just met..."

"Jim," Lucy stopped him. "I think that Ali has something to tell you."

"Oh?" He asked. "What is it, darling?"

"Maybe we should sit," Alex said.

Once they were seated, Alex looked at Jim and bit his lip as he thought. "Umm... Sergeant... I am not as young as I appear. See, I’ve always been small... very small... and people have always assumed I was a lot younger than I am."

Jim nodded. "Ok. So... how old are you? Fourteen? Fifteen?"

Alex looked at his mother who nodded. "I’m twenty two."

Jim’s eyes opened wide. "Twenty... Wow. Ok. I get that you’re small, but... the clothes are pretty young and... at the risk of sounding politically incorrect... you’re not very well developed for a twenty two year old woman."

Alex nodded. "Yeah. And that’s the other thing I needed to tell you. See... I’m not a girl at all."

That took Jim a moment to process. "No. You can’t be... you’re a guy?"

Alex nodded. He went on to explain how he’d been in the position of being caught in girl’s clothing when Jim and the two mothers had shown up unexpectedly.

Jim blinked as he considered everything that he’d just been told. "Well... why didn’t you just tell us then?"

"That was my doing," Lucy explained. She told him how angry she was and how she and Alex had reconciled recently.

"So..." Jim was thoughtful, "...is this just a temporary thing then? Are you going back to wearing your male clothes, now?"

"I don’t think so," Alex said. "See, even though I didn’t plan to ever put on a dress, now that I have... I feel like I belong like this. I’m more relaxed and comfortable this way. I just feel more... right... like this."

Jim nodded. "Ok, but... and I’m not making any accusations, mind you... I’m just asking... what about Maddie?"

Now it was Alex’s turn to be confused. "Maddie? I mean... I really enjoy spending time with Maddie. She’s very talented, she just needs some guidance with her focus and technique and I’d like to help with that if I can."

"Yeah, but Alex," Jim rubbed the back of his neck, "Maddie thinks of you as a younger friend. Are you going to tell her the truth or should I?"

"No, I’ll do that," Alex insisted. "I planned to tell you both, today, but things just kind of got ahead of me when I walked in on you."

Jim nodded.

Lucy waited a moment before asking, "So, Jim... are you ok with this?"

Jim smiled. "Am I ok? What do you mean? You mean with Alex dressing this way? What difference does it make to me, Lucy? I want to have a relationship with you, not Alex. Alex, are you happy this way?"

"Yes," he said.

"Is anyone forcing you to dress this way?"

"No."

Jim looked at Lucy. "Are you ok with Alex living this way?"

Lucy smiled. "I’m just happy to have Alex back in my life."

"Then I’m good with everything. I just want to be sure that Maddie is told about this today."

Alex nodded. "I promise."

"Ok, then." Jim stood and smiled. "I believe that you wanted to borrow some lipstick from your mother."

"Oh, yes!" Lucy jumped up and got the lipstick from her purse.

As she was applying the lipstick to his lips, Jim’s cell phone rang. "Huh!" He said as he pulled the phone from his pocket. "Some of the towers must be powered up again." He pushed the ‘accept’ button. "Hammond. — No heat? — How many are there? — Oh, Geez. I don’t know. Where’s the chief? — Ok. I’ll be in touch. Give me an hour or so. I don’t know what to tell you, right now. Bye."

"What’s the matter?" Lucy asked.

Jim shrugged. "I’m sorry, Lucy, but I’m going to have to leave. The high school has been a shelter for people without heat or power and now the generators there have failed and it’s getting colder. I’m going to have to go in to the station and figure out what to do with the hundred and thirty people who are sheltering there. Heck of a way for them to spend Christmas, huh?"

"Oh, Jim, I’m so sorry." Lucy looked deflated.

"Part of the job," he said, moving close to hug her. "I’m really sorry. I’ll be back as soon as I can. I need to talk to Maddie before I go. Alex, do you know where she is?"

"Yes," Alex nodded. "She’s in Ronnie’s room. I’ll show you."

All three of them walked back down the hall the way that Alex had come. When they reached Veronica’s door, Alex knocked.

"Just a second," Veronica called back, making Alex consider how differently the last half hour would have been if his mother had replied the same way.

"Maddie," Alex called in, "your dad has to go to work and he wants to talk to you."

"Daddy, no!" Came from the other side of the door before it swung wide. "Oh, come on, Dad, it’s Christmas. Do you really have to go in?"

"‘Fraid so, honey," Jim said as gently as possible. "The Chef is in the hospital with chest pains from shoveling and I’m on call. We’ve been using the high school gym as a shelter and the generator there died about an hour ago. There’s over a hundred people there and it’s getting cold. We have to find someplace they can go till the power is restored. I’ll be back as soon as I can."

"Oh, daddy," the girl sighed. "This has been the nicest Christmas in years. No one else can take care of all that stuff? You’re going to miss Ali and Ronnie’s concert."

Jim hugged his daughter. "I’m sorry, honey, but duty calls. You look lovely, by the way." He kissed her cheek. "I swear... you have grown up so much in the last two days. Your mother would be so proud of you."

‘Your mother would be so proud of you’ was a phrase that Jim used frequently, never wanting Maddie to forget her mother, but it seemed more heartfelt and sincere this time. Maddie’s disappointment melted a bit. "Oh, daddy," she whispered. "I understand."

"Where do you plan to house these people?" Veronica’s voice came from behind the door.

"I don’t know," Jim said, honestly. "I’ll have to see if there are some church halls that can accommodate a few each. First thing to do is figure out what parts of town have power and what parts don’t." He looked at his daughter. "Look, my cell just worked for the first time in days, so I’ll call when I know how long I’ll be. Ok?"

"Ok," Maddie replied, sadly.

"Hang on, Jim," Veronica’s voice said, again. Let me check on something.

They heard a little movement then Veronica’s voice. "June, I know this is an odd question, but, all those rooms in the west wing that were used when Sophia had those huge summer weekend events... how many people can they hold?" There was silence. "If some of us helped you and Melissa, how long would it take to get them ready?" Silence. "Ok, next question – if some of us were to help Cook, could we feed an additional hundred and thirty to a hundred and fifty people for a day or two?" More silence. "Stew and pasta would be fine, of course. Now, last question – can you ask Rebecca if our driveway is clear to the main road?" Silence. "Ok, then, June – I think we should prepare for a hundred and thirty people, maybe more, arriving in the next few hours or so and I’m sorry that this is interfering with your Christmas. We’ll help as much as we can." Silence. "Thank you, June. You’re an angel – a Christmas angel!"

A moment later, Veronica, wearing her nine thousand dollar, designer gown, appeared in the doorway.

"Holy cow," both Alex and Jim whispered simultaneously at the sight of her extraordinary beauty dressed the way she was.

"Bring them here," Veronica said in a nearly regal manner.

Jim sighed. "Veronica... I appreciate your kindness, but I can’t ask you to open up your home – especially a home with this many valuables – to people who I do not know and can’t vouch for."

Veronica folded her hands in front of her, making her already statuesque appearance even more commanding. "Jim... This section of the estate is a private residence unto itself. The east wing, the wing I offered my mother, is a combination of several large apartments and employee housing. The west wing is entirely guest accommodations. There are sixty rooms with two double beds and a lavatory in each. That entire section is separated from this building and is only connected to the kitchen, which can be locked up to keep people out of the main building at night. If we double up, that’s a hundred and twenty people. I assume that there are some families with children, so they could have four or more in their rooms – June tells me that we have a sizable collection of inflatable mattresses if needed. You have a problem – I have the solution."

Jim nodded. It did make sense.

"The plan was," Veronica continued, "to have the concert, then a late lunch. Why don’t we get everything ready, then we can set up a buffet in the ballroom and we’ll invite everyone who’s arriving to the concert. I think that sounds much nicer for everyone concerned than the few of us isolated here with no new friends and for all of those people to be hungry and cold."

"Ok," Jim nodded, "BUT I want you to keep track of every penny you spend on food or anything else and give me a tally when this is all over. The town will reimburse you."

"Of course," Veronica nodded. "Rebecca assures me that our driveways and the road that connects to the state highway are passable and she will head out there and keep them clear as everyone arrives. She said that the state road didn’t look bad, but of you can order the town plows to clear the way from the high school to here. She says it’s only about a mile and a half away."

"Might I suggest," Jim snickered, pulling out his cell phone, "that, if this whole ‘opera thing’ peters out, you might consider becoming a town manager."

"I’ll keep that in mind," Veronica smiled. "Now, ladies," she said, including Lucy, Maddie and Alex, "I suggest that we put robes on over our dresses and go pull off the sheets that are covering the bed clothes in the west wing and get things ready for our guests."

"I’ll help, too," Jim, said, but then he turned his attention to his phone. "Lee, this is Jim. First, call the town barn and have them send plows to clear the way from the high school to The Haven Estate. Then call Joe over at the school department – his cell number is in the town directory – and have him send three or four school buses to the high school to move those people. Make sure the buses have tire chains. We’re going to move everyone up here, but suggest, and suggest VERY strongly, that they leave their cars at the high school. We don’t want anyone getting hurt moving them up here. — Yes, The Haven. The big estate up the hill from my place. — No. The owner invited everyone. For crying out loud, Lee, just get those people up here where they can get warm and have some food. — Yes. That’s a great idea, Lee. Thanks."

Jim looked at the others, all of whom were wrapping robes around themselves, "I think we should see them here in forty five minutes or so. The officer on duty at the station had a great idea. The emergency crew at the high school will come up, too and they’ll bring the milk and some of the other food that is available to them. Breakfast cereals, loaves of bread, hot dogs and buns. That should help out."

"That’s, great, Jim, but I don’t think that it’ll be a good idea to suggest to Cook that she makes hot dogs. Not if you value your life, anyway."

"Good to know," Jim laughed. "I’m ready to help. Where do we start."

They passed through the kitchen to get to the west wing. Veronica stopped to apologize to Cook, June and Melissa for adding to their load, but they all seemed excited at the prospect of having guests in the house again."

It took less than a half hour to remove the dust covering sheets from the beds in the west wing, not that June had allowed the rooms to become dusty. They all looked as if they had been cleaned that morning.

When they reached the ball room to set up the buffet tables and the round banquet tables that had been used in there many times before, June, Melissa and, shockingly, Eva, were just finishing up. Cook had a huge pot of chicken stew she’d made weeks earlier, then froze to be eaten a little at a time, heating on the stove and was baking rolls to go with the stew.

"Give me your robes," Lucy instructed. "I’ll bring them upstairs and leave them on Veronica’s bed. I’ll get dressed and be down in a few minutes."

"What can we do to help?" Veronica asked June.

"I think we’re ready, Miss," June smiled. "If working for Miss Sophia taught us anything, it taught us how to change plans in a heartbeat and work quickly. I might suggest that you prepare yourself for your guests and that young Miss Alex plays some music as we finish up in here."

Veronica smiled at June. She was shockingly good at her job and she was proud to show off her skills.

"Thank you, June. You’ve done an amazing job."

"My pleasure, Miss."

"Alex," Veronica smiled, "I guess the piano needs you." She exited to look out the front door, awaiting the arrival of the school buses.

"Come on!" Maddie grinned broadly and took Alex’s hand, half dragging him to the Steinway. "Play me something amazing before everyone gets here."

Alex sat and immediately broken into the ethereal bliss that is Liszt’s ‘Transcendental Etude #5.’ The smooth arpeggios and left hand melody were always exciting for Alex to play. The piece lasted just over three minutes when it was done, Maddie was sitting on the bench beside him, her jaw hanging open.

"Every time I hear you playing, I can’t believe what I’m seeing and hearing. You are unbelievable."

"Thank you," Alex replied, quietly, "but I kind of need to talk to you about something."

As uncomfortable as his conversation with Jim had been, earlier, he dreaded this one much more. He really liked Maddie and wanted to be her friend. She was always nice to him and he didn’t want to disappoint her in any way.

This needed doing, though.

"Ok." Maddie nodded. "What is it?"

He decided to take the same tact he’d taken with Jim. "Look, Maddie.... I’m not as young as you probably think I am."

"What!?" Maddie said, far too excitedly. "How old are you, then!?!?"

"Well..." Alex looked at her and something wasn’t right. "I’m a... I’m..." Maddie had a strange half smile on her face that Alex found puzzling. "I’m really a bit older than you..." he shook his head. "Did Ronnie tell you something about me?"

"Something about you?" Maddie made a pretense of thinking. "I don’t think so."

Alex squinted. "You’re a rotten actress, you know."

Maddie looked more innocent than she should.

Alex nodded. "She told you. I can tell. She told you and you were going to make me suffer through having to confess everything to you, weren’t you?"

"Oh, don’t be mad," Maddie smiled and hugged him. "I think you’re even more awesome, now that I know. Come on. Let’s be friends."

Alex shook his head and let out a nervous giggle. "You guys suck, you know that? You both suck. Putting me through all this and then calling yourself my friend."

Maddie gave his cheek a big, smacking kiss and laughed. "Come on, now, don’t be a little brat. You and I are going to be sisters – whether our parents get married or not." She used the arm that was around his shoulders to give him a good, hard shake." "Come on, Ali. Be a good sport."

Alex squelched the smile he’d been working hard to keep hidden and just broke into the opening phrase of Rachmaninoff’s ‘Moment Musicaux No 4,’ which delighted Maddie to no end.

The magic of Alex’s playing was broken with Jim’s voice calling, "Maddie! Come on, hon, we need your help getting everyone in." Both Alex and Maddie were surprised to see that guests were arriving. Most just had their heavy coats, but some had small duffel bags of clothing and some who had small children had games and toys and diaper bags, etc. "Ali," Jim instructed, "just keep playing for everyone. Maybe some holiday music, if you know some."

Alex nodded and switched from the classical music he’d been playing to just noodling through familiar Christmas melodies, elegantly improvising around the melodies and re-harmonizing as he played.

The plan was to get everyone seated and warmed up in the ball room, feed them, then give them the option of staying for the mostly unplanned concert in which Alex would accompany Veronica through who knew what pieces.

Alex had always played for very formal audiences. Well behaved people who paid good money to get dressed up to go out and listen to music and enjoy it’s complexity and nuance, but as people filed into the room and Lucy and Eva guided them to round tables, Alex noticed something unusual. It first happened as he played a simple version of ‘Santa Claus Is Coming To Town.’ First, it was a mother with a very small child on her lap, bouncing the child and happily singing along. Then an older man who was rubbing his cold hands together joined in. Soon, at least half the room was singing along – not too loudly, certainly respectfully, but actually just singing and, for the first time that day, enjoying Christmas. It gave Alex shivers. These people were enjoying his playing in a whole new way than he’d ever experienced before.

When the song ended, he received a big round of applause. Not and ovation, mind you, but a sincere showing of appreciation. He smiled and gave them a nod and a wave of thanks.

"Darling, come here for a moment," an older woman said from the edge of the stage. Alex got up and walked to her. "Oh, honey, that dress is so beautiful. You’re just a living doll, my dear. Tell me, how did a pretty little thing like you learn to play piano so good?"

Alex smiled, both at the compliment and at the woman’s misuse of the word ‘good.’ Alex strived to use correct grammar at all times. He felt it made him seem more mature. "I practiced a lot," he answered honestly.

Without warning, the woman reached across and started fluffing out his skirts and petticoats. "I bet you did, sweetheart. Tell me, where did your mom buy this dress? I’d love to get one for my granddaughter. She’s about your age and a few petticoats would help her remember that she’s a girl – instead of running around in jeans and playing basketball like a boy, all the time."

Alex shrugged. "I don’t know where it came from. I’m sorry. It was a gift from a friend."

"Oh, how nice," she smiled up at him. "Well, it looks adorable, sweetie. Do you think you could play ‘Silent Night?’ It’s my husband, Kenny’s, favorite Christmas carol."

"Sure," Alex nodded. "I can play that." He sat and began to play the simple, beautiful melody and was shocked to hear almost everyone in the room join in, singing along to the song.

When he finished the song, Veronica stood on the edge of the stage and asked for everyone’s attention. "Merry Christmas, everyone. I know that this isn’t how you planned to spend your holiday, but we hope that you will enjoy your time at The Haven. Many of you may have known, or known of my grandmother Sophia who lived here for sixty years or so. My name is Veronica and I have just inherited this estate and I welcome you to The Haven. In a few moments, we will have a lunch ready for you. If you need something other than what we’re serving, you can talk to either me or June," she indicated June to her right, "and we’ll do our best to accommodate everyone’s needs."

"Now, should you need to stay with us through the night, we have plenty of room for everyone. Even if you’d just like to take a nap, we will show you to a guest room and you can make yourself comfortable."

There was a round of appreciative applause from everyone. They were happy to be in a comfortable, warm space where Christmas was actually being celebrated.

June gave Veronica a wave and Ronnie said, "Well, I guess things are ready, but I just have one more thing to tell you. After dinner, Alex," she indicated him, "and I were planning on giving a concert of some light classical music and show tunes. We’d like to invite you to join us if you’d like. I think you will enjoy the presentation, if you chose to stay with us. Ok, well, the food is ready, so... please... eat up and enjoy."

More applause as people lined up to make the most of the buffet. Even Veronica was surprised to see that there were more options than just the chicken stew. Cook had made a huge bowl of angel-hair pasta and a very rich looking sauce as well. Combining that with the breakfast cereal and the sandwich meat and bread that had been brought from the high school, and it was clear that no one was going to go hungry.

When dinner was done, except for a few people looking for lavatories, everyone stayed in the ball room for the concert.

Veronica took the stage, still looking like a goddess in the black gown with gold thread highlights. She looked at Alex, allowing him to choose the first selection. She was pleasantly surprised when he began playing Pietro Yon’s ‘Gesu Bambino,’ a piece that was typically done as a duet, but Veronica knew that Alex would cover the second vocal part on the piano.

It turned out that Alex had made an excellent choice for their first selection, though. The gentle lilt of the 12/8 introduction caught the attention of the people assembled and by the time Veronica entered the song, they were already enchanted.

They followed that up with a soulful version of ‘Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas,’ with Veronica leaving her operatic tone behind so that she could sing in a tone more appropriate for the Judy Garland classic.

They went on that way for over an hour and a half. A operatic piece followed by a more popular piece, typically from a Broadway style production.

Twice, Alex played short pieces on his own to give Veronica’s voice a break. He played Chopin’s ‘Military (Heroic) Polonaise’ and Rimsky Korsakoff ’s ‘Flight of the Bumble Bee.’ Both were huge crowd pleasers. The audience was mesmerized my the, apparently, little girl who played so brilliantly and occasionally flailed her legs so violently as to cause her abundant petticoats to blossom and fall again.

Finally, they finished the concert with a somewhat ironic sing-a-long of Irving Berlin’s ‘White Christmas,’ but the best part was that this whole big group of people who’d arrived a couple hours ago, tired, cold and hungry, were now warm, well fed and enjoying Christmas Day. Alex had never contributed to people’s lives in that way before and he found it very rewarding.

As the people were applauding, a man came up to the stage and asked Veronica if he could say a few words. The crowd seemed to know him, so Veronica invited him onto the stage.

He held up his hands for the crowd to quiet down. "Wow," he smiled and it was immediately obvious that he was a politician of some kind, "what an amazing concert, huh? Let’s hear it for these two amazing girls, huh!?"

The crowd applauded some more. "For those of you who don’t know me, I’m Ralph Wilson and I am the Town Manager for Lenox. When this storm hit, I knew that it was going to be a doozy and I was very concerned about the situation. Obviously, we could never have anticipated the severity of a storm like this, but I hoped that we’d weather it together... and obviously we have, but not due to the constant planning and preparing that we have done in town offices, but due to the generous spirit of our new neighbor, the great Veronica Harrington."

More applause.

"Now," he smiled some more, "the name of Veronica Harrington is very well known to anyone with even a passing interest in modern opera, but I have to say, I sat here today completely overwhelmed by this amazing woman’s talent and generosity."

More applause.

"And I’ve been sitting out there with you all day just being amazed by this amazing young lady on the piano! What is your name, dear?"

Alex told him and Ralph called for a round of applause for Alex, too.

"I can’t thank Ms Harrington enough for the kind and generous way she has treated all of us today, but..." he grinned, broadly, "... I may have thought of a way to at least offer... just a little bit of thanks. While we were being entertained today, I took a few short videos and sent them to a friend of mine who is a classical music corespondent for The New York Times and also for CBS television. She was overwhelmed both by the generosity and talent of our hostesses and she will be contacting both Veronica and young Miss Alex for an in-depth interview and feature stories in both the Times and on the CBS Sunday Morning television show!"

The audience applauded wildly.

Alex shot Veronica a shocked look. Veronica replied with a little shrug. Things had just gotten much more complicated.
 
 
MUSIC LINKS:

Khatia Buniatishuili – Liszt’s Transcendental Etude #5. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhMAFS-Lvzw
 
Rachmaninoff Moment Musicaux No 4. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WhLDse5R8dQ
 
Gesu Bambino – Kathleen Battle and Fredrica Von Staade. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nChsp_KuCZQ
 
Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas – Judy Garland. - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygjdymMdsBU
 
Chopin – Military Polonaise – Van Cliburn. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jw1gaY5krNo
 
Rimsky-Korsakoff – Flight of the Bumblebee – Evgeny Kissin. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVmvULWX_4Q
 
 
To Be Continued...

The Haven - 4 Final

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  • Clara

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  • College / Twenties

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  • Age Regression
  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Sweet / Sentimental
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The Haven: 4 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2021,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Alex must deal with being outed by a well meaning guest. Christmas continues
to surprise everyone at The Haven. I wanted so badly to have this done by Christmas,
but real life kept getting in the way. Nothing bad - just a lot of things happening
at once. Thank you to everyone who has been following the story!
Now for the Final Act of this story...


 
Author's Note:Please leave comments and critiques, I learn so much from them! ~Clara.
 
This version of The Haven: 4 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 4 Final
 

"Now," he smiled some more, "the name of Veronica Harrington is very well known to anyone with even a passing interest in modern opera, but I have to say, I sat here today completely overwhelmed by this amazing woman's talent and generosity."

More applause.

"And I've been sitting out there with you all day just being amazed by this amazing young lady on the piano! What is your name, dear?"

Alex told him and Ralph called for a round of applause for Alex, too.

"I can't thank Ms Harrington enough for the kind and generous way she has treated all of us today, but..." he grinned, broadly, "... I may have thought of a way to at least offer... just a little bit of thanks. While we were being entertained today, I took a few short videos and sent them to a friend of mine who is a classical music corespondent for The New York Times and also for CBS television. She was overwhelmed both by the generosity and talent of our hostesses and she will be contacting both Veronica and young Miss Alex for an in-depth interview and feature stories in both the Times and on the CBS Sunday Morning television show!"

The audience applauded wildly.

Alex shot Veronica a shocked look. Veronica replied with a little shrug. Things had just gotten much more complicated.

Ralph turned and took Veronica's right hand in his, then covered the back of her hand with his left hand in the typically insincere gesture of all lifelong political creatures. He held her hand like that while a member of the town's emergency team took their picture. Presumably, that photo and a story about how the Town Manager, Ralph Wilson worked with the world renown opera diva, Veronica Harrington, to keep the people of Lenox safe and warm through the terrible storm.

"Ali! Ali!" Alex heard someone calling him from behind. He turned and saw Maddie waving him over. There were two other teenaged girls near her. "Come here, Ali! I want you to meet my friends."

Alex hurried down the few steps to where Maddie waited. "Come on," Maddie smiled and took Alex's hand and pulled him towards and exit, the two friends hurrying behind them. She was moving so fast that Alex needed to prance on his toes to keep up.

Maddie turned down the hall and turned into the rehearsal room, the girls following.

When they were all in the room, Maddie shut the door and turned to her two friends. "What did I tell you!? Is she amazing, or what!?"

Suddenly, the girls moved in close to him and his ears were awash with excited conversation. "You're amazing! How did you do that? I love your dress. You play like a grownup. Do you you live here, now? Will you being going to our school after break? Where did you get that dress?" It went on in a blistering assault of words and excitement.

"Oh, come on, girls," Maddie interrupted, "give her a break. Let her catch her breath and she can answer your questions."

One of the girls stopped the other and said, "I'm Anna, this is my sister, Mae. You know June, the lady who runs this place? She's our aunt. The girl who works here, Melissa, she's our cousin, too."

Alex smiled at the odd introduction. "Hi. I'm Alex."

"No kidding," the girl named Anna laughed. "We've been watching you play all afternoon. How come you're so good?"

Alex shrugged. "Hard work, I guess. I practice, like, all the time."

"Wow," the one named Mae smiled. "That's pretty cool."

"Hey, come over to the piano," Maddie smiled. "I'll play that Chopin thing that Ali taught me."

Maddie sat and they all gathered around, including Alex, as Maddie played the Chopin Funeral March for her friends. When she was done, they all applauded.

"Hey, do you know any songs that we'd know?" Mae asked.

"I showed her how to play 'Say Something,' but that's the only pop song she knows." Maddie explained.

"Really?" Anna was shocked. "So... not 'Clocks,' or 'Hallelujah,' or 'Someone Like You?"

"Nope," Alex smiled and shook his head.

"Damn," Mae laughed. "Every kid I know can play those songs. Come on, Maddie. Play 'Hallelujah' and we'll sing it."

"Ok," Maddie smiled and began to play some very simple, but pretty arpeggios. Bb major to G minor and back again a few times. Then the girls began singing.

'I heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?"

It went on from there. The rolling 12/8 feel becoming hypnotic as the melody became more interesting and the biblical references in the lyrics became more and more interesting. Alex was shocked that such an interesting piece could actually be a popular piece of music. When they reached the refrain, the sisters sang in a lovely harmony. Alex was truly impressed, not just by their natural musicianship, but by the joy that shone through in their voices. Once again - not a masterpiece of music, or a virtuosic performance, but it was beautiful in its simplicity.

When it was done, Mae asked, "So will you be going to our school?"

"No," Alex smiled. "I already finished school. I had tutors. I travel for work, now."

"Geez," Anna laughed. "You're already working!? I really don't want to get a job. I guess there is a plus side to being a talentless idiot."

"Hey, don't say that!" Alex was truly surprised that she'd call herself such an awful thing. "I think you guys have lots of talent!"

Mae laughed, "Imagine how Mr Mullins would flip if he got a student who played like her to accompany the choir."

Anna and Maddie both chuckled at that. "He’d have a conniption if he heard her play. He always talks about being the best piano player in the school system. Alex would blow his mind!"

All three laughed, while Alex leaned on the piano feeling awkward.

Suddenly, just as the woman in the Ballroom had done, Anna began playing with his skirts. "This is really pretty, Alex. Do you usually wear things like this when you play concerts?"

He looked down at the red dress, as Anna shook it and the petticoats below, just a little, and he shook his head. "Not really. For concerts I usually wore... something black. To be honest, I never wore anything like this before a few days ago. Veronica picked this out for me."

"It’s pretty, but looks kind of fussy," Mae said. "Is it comfortable?"

"I guess," Alex shrugged.

"Touch those petticoats," Maddie said, happily. "They’re soft. Not like the ones we wore when we were little."

Anna pulled the dress’s skirt up a bit and felt the silky garment below. "Wow. Not what I expected." She smiled at Alex. "Pretty elegant, huh? Must be nice to be rich."

He laughed out loud. "I’m not rich. Ronnie’s the rich one. This is her house, not mine."

"Oh, that’s not exactly true," Alex heard Veronica’s voice as she strode up behind him. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders and gave him a playful hug from behind. "This is OUR house, Ali, but the facts are, girls, I’m nowhere near rich enough to live in this house. My grandmother was, though, and she made it possible for me to live here. And it’s true that I’ve been more successful in my career than Ali, so far, but you heard us out there, right? I just sing one note at a time while Ali makes one piano sound like a full orchestra."

The girls all smiled, but Anna said, "Yeah, but... when you sing... it’s pretty amazing, Ms Harrington."

"Ms Harrington!?" Veronica looked shocked. "Oh, no, no, no. I’m Veronica. Ok? And as we told Maddie, you girls are always welcome in our house."

The girls smiled and said thank yous.

"It looks like you guys are staying the night, I’m afraid," Veronica informed the girls. "The snow is slowing down, but your part of town won’t have power for hours, yet. We have a room for you and your mother in the west wing."

The girls nodded, a little excited to have some adventure.

Veronica unwrapped her arms from Alex’s shoulders and took his hand in hers. "Come on, Ali. You can play music with your friends later, but right now, we need to talk about these interviews." She led him towards the door, calling over her shoulder, "make yourselves at home, girls. We’ll see you later. Cook is making something light for a late dinner."

As the door closed, Maddie looked at Anna and Mae. "Pretty awesome, aren’t they?" The girls agreed.

When Veronica opened the door to the dining room, Lucy was already sitting at the near-end of the table and Alex could see that she was fretting.

When Veronica closed the door, she and Alex took seats and Ronnie sighed, "Well... how do we handle this?"

Alex sat, quietly thinking, as his mother spoke. "Ali... I think that you need to make a decision pretty quickly. Do you A) Go back to dressing like a man and we just pretend that the girl who played piano on that video is long gone and no one knows how to reach her? Or B) Stay in dresses and pretend to be the little girl they thought you were? I am concerned, though, how long that can possibly last."

Alex just continued to think.

"There is the issue, of course," Veronica pointed out, "that there are people in the world who know you as a pianist, know you as an accompanist, know you as a recitalist... my guess is that someone will put two and two together and figure out who the little girl accompanying me is, at some point."

Alex’s mouth screwed up and drew to the side as he considered these options.

"Well?" Lucy asked. "What do you plan on doing? Do you want to go back to wearing boy’s clothing?"

He shook his head. "No... I don’t think so. I just sort of feel... more like myself this way. Like... I know full well that I’m a guy and I am not gay, at all. I mean, I ONLY want to be with Veronica. I’ve never been attracted to a guy on any level and, as much as I adore women, the only one I ever wanted to be with is Ronnie... but... When I see myself dressed like this... I don’t see a guy pretending to be a girl... or an adult pretending to be a child... I just see... me. The real me. The me that I truly am... Does any of this make sense to either of you?"

"Of course it does, babe," Veronica smiled and squeezed his hand.

"I get it," Lucy nodded, "but that does that mean that you’re going to go onto national television, onto one of the most popular news magazines on TV and give an interview to The New York Times, the most powerful newspaper in The United States, and pretend to be a child prodigy and just hope no one finds out?"

Alex pondered some more.

"It’s pretty risky, babe," Veronica warned.

Alex mulled all of this over while looking at the coffered ceilings, the art work on the walls, the wood grain of the table top... anything to avoid making eye contact with the woman he was with. Whatever he did, it needed to be his decision and only his.

Finally, he asked, "What time are we serving that ‘light supper’ you mentioned to the girls?"

Surprised that he’d changed topics, Veronica stuttered for a moment. "It’s... umm... it’s at six, I think... why?"

Alex nodded. "I’d like to wear something else to that. Something pretty, but maybe not as formal."

Veronica and Lucy looked at each other, confused. Veronica spoke first. "Umm... ok... I can help you pick something out, but... don’t you think we should decide what to do before we get you changed?"

"Oh, I’ve decided," Alex said, with uncharacteristic confidence.

"Then..." Lucy sighed, "... you’re going to pretend to be a child? You know, Ali, that may not be the best choice, but we... Veronica and I, I mean... we will support you...."

"No, mom," he interrupted. "I’m not going to pretend to be anything. I’m going to tell them the truth."

"Which is?" Veronica was almost scared to hear his answer.

"I’m going to tell them that I have discovered that I am a normal human being who just so happens to be gender-fluid. They can either accept that, or laugh. Frankly, I don’t care which they do, but I’m not going to lie about who or what I am. I mean, look at me! I look nice, right? I have nothing to be ashamed of."

Veronica brought his hand to her lips and kissed it. "Spoken like a true lady." She smiled.

"Well, yes," Lucy was still concerned, "but what about your career? I mean, you just did your first tour of Asia and you’ve done pretty well on the college ‘visiting artist’ circuit... won’t this derail all of that?"

"I don’t know, mom," he admitted, honestly. "There are other gender fluid people in entertainment – of course, fewer in classical music circles, but who knows? Maybe it won’t be that big a deal?"

Lucy shook her head. "I think you may be giving people more credit for being accepting than they deserve, honey."

"Maybe," Veronica smiled, "but maybe not. People love Freddie Mercury and David Bowie and they certainly pushed gender norms, right. Miley Cyrus has always been very open about her sexuality. Eddie Izzard makes no bones about his own gender-fluid choices... who knows?"

"And Elliot Page," Alex pointed out.

"Who is Elliot Page?" Lucy asked.

"He was Ellen Page, mom," he pointed out. "That Canadian actress that you liked in that movie ‘Juno’ and in ‘The Umbrella Academy.’ He announced that he was transgender and now goes by Elliot."

"Oh," Lucy nodded. "I didn’t know that. And did Elliot’s story impact your decision to become Ali?"

"No," Alex shook his head, "in fact I barely took notice of the story when it came out, but I did admire his courage. Now, I guess I admire it even more. I’m going to be honest with everyone starting with the people at dinner tonight."

"Well..." Veronica looked at Lucy, "I guess that’s that."

"I guess so," Lucy nodded.

It was a little after five o’clock that afternoon that Eva wandered down the stairs. No one seemed to be around. She could hear the staff setting things up in the ball room, but opted to not go in there just at the moment. Instead, she wandered into the living room and looked at the lite Christmas tree at the other end. It was lovely and festive. She’d always had mixed feelings about Christmas. Sophia had used it, and every other holiday, as an opportunity to be the center of attention, which, by definition, pushed Eva to the side, making her less important. She hated that when she was growing up and she removed herself from her mother’s presence at a certain point in her life, securing her importance in every social situation in which she participated.

Now, as her looks were fading and she was entering a frustrating phase of her life, her daughter... her own daughter was doing exactly the same thing to her that her mother had done – pushing her aside and diminishing her status with her constant need to perform for everyone.

It was disgusting.

Suddenly, she got the feeling that she wasn’t alone. She turned snd looked over her shoulder where she found that girl, Maddie, the one that Veronica had taken under her wing, sitting, cuddled under an Afghan blanket, reading.

"I didn’t know that you were in here," Eva said. "I thought I had the room to myself."

The girl said nothing. She’d probably been poisoned against Eva by Veronica. Typical.

"I suppose you think I’m a horrible person, too, right?" She asked as she threw herself onto the loveseat, next to Maddie, causing the girl to let out a scream – which in turn caused Eva to shout as well.

"Geez! You scared me!" Maddie laughed as she pulled her ear buds from her ears and continued laughing as she said, "I’m sorry. I was listening to Patrick Stewart reading ‘A Christmas Carol’ and reading the book at the same time. I guess I didn’t hear you."

Eva breathed heavily. "Oh, Lord, Matilda, you scared me half to death. Please, don’t ever do that again."

Maddie was still laughing, not just at the fright, but the melodramatic way that Eva was fanning herself. It kept the laughter coming. "I’m sorry. Were you talking to me? I was kind of engrossed in the story."

"I was," Eva said with that superior inflection of hers. "Where did your school friends go? Have they gone home?"

"No," Maddie took a deep breath and got control of her giggles. "I guess they didn’t get much rest last night, so they took a nap before dinner. We’re performing at dinner, you know – the girls and I. Veronica’s going to do like an open mic thing and invite anyone in the room to sing, or play, or whatever. My father’s gone to get his guitar from our house so people can play that, too. It should be fun."

"Sounds wonderful," Eva said without any attempt to sound at all interested in what sounded like an evening of singing that was sure to be worse that an evening or karaoke.

"Will you be singing?" Maddie asked, obviously psyched to perform.

"Me!?" Eva was appalled. "Oh, don’t be silly. I don’t ‘perform,’"the word sounded like a swear. "That was always Sophia’s thing. Now, of course, it’s Veronica’s."

Maddie smiled. "It sure is. Honestly, I grew up hearing about how great a singer your mother was, but I never really paid much attention to her. She was just that old lady who lived up the hill. Now that I’ve heard Veronica sing, though... oh, my God... you must be so proud of her!"

Eva scoffed and shook her head. "May I be honest with you, Matilda?"

"Of course," Maddie smiled, enjoying being a confident to yet another adult.

Eva took a deep breath and shook her head, again. "Look, Maddie... I’m not denying that Sophia sang beautifully and so does Veronica, but, to tell you the truth, all of that operatic caterwauling just doesn’t do it for me. I just find it all so... pretentious."

Maddie blinked and looked at the older woman. She was only fifteen, but Maddie wasn’t stupid. She could see that Eva was a bitter woman, but there was a sadness in her that made Maddie feel bad for her, too. "I get that. I mean, opera isn’t everyone’s thing, but still, you must be proud of your own daughter, right?"

Eva shrugged and changed the subject. "The tree is beautiful, isn’t it? This is something I miss, actually. The big tree, all lit up with snow falling outside. That’s Christmas. We certainly don’t get that in Miami. I’ve missed that."

Maddie had never known a Christmas that didn’t involve at least some snow and it was usually something that called her father into work, delaying their Christmas celebrations. Then something occurred to her. "My dad said that Miss Sophia was still healthy and had all of her mental capacities until she passed away suddenly in August."

"That’s what I understand, yes," Eva nodded.

"So..." Maddie was genuinely confused. "Why didn’t you come spend Christmas here with her last year?"

Eva laughed out loud. "Oh, sweetheart, Sophia and I haven’t spoken in... oh... I’d guess... twenty years or more. I haven’t been in this house since... well, I’m not sure, but Ronnie wasn’t old enough to be in school."

"Oh, my God," Maddie said, sympathetically. "How awful. So, Veronica didn’t even know her grandmother."

Eva smirked. "Well, I certainly didn’t want her to know her, but when she got a little independence, she connected with the old bat. Ronnie was at Julliard in New York when she met someone who knew ‘The Great Sophia’ and she went behind my back and came up here to see her. Apparently they hit it off. Since then, Ronnie visited her several times a year and got real close to my dear old mom." She looked directly at the girl. "It paid off, too, as you can see. I got completely bypassed in Sophia’s will and Ronnie got The Haven."

The harshness of this statement was beyond Maddie’s experience and ability to process. "Well... I mean... A grandmother and
granddaughter... they’re both opera singers... I mean... why wouldn’t they become close? I’m sure that Veronica went behind your back out of love for her grandmother, not to spite you."

Eva shook her head. "Spite. You know why I named my daughter Veronica? To spite my mother." She looked at Maddie, but only saw confusion on her face. "I named her after Ronnie Spector." The girl was still flummoxed. "Ronnie Spector. Of The Ronettes? ‘Be My Baby?’ ‘Remember – Walking In The Sand?’ You don’t know who The Ronette’s were!?"

Maddie shook her head.

"Oh, my dear, they were the best of the best of all of the girl groups of the 1960s and Sophia HATED them with a passion!"

This conversation had taken a direction that Maddie simply could not comprehend. "I don’t understand? Your mother hated this person and you named your daughter after this person JUST to spite your mother?"

"Well, yes..." Eva admitted, "but I did love The Ronettes, too."

Maddie blinked in confusion. "So... Sophia didn’t like the way that this Ronnie Spector sang?"

"That was part of it, yes, but Sophia was a bigger star than most opera stars. She was on every television program that would have her and she knew EVERYBODY! The Beatles, The Rolling Stones, Queen, Phil Collins – you name them, Sophia knew them and they were all so sweet to her because she was ‘The Great Sophia!’ Well, only one person ever put her in her place, and that was Ronnie Spector. Ronnie and Sophia were on The Ed Sullivan Show on the same evening this one time and Sophia was given the biggest dressing room, of course, but The Ronettes had recorded one of the biggest hits of the decade and were not happy to have been shoved into a small dressing room, all together. Long story short, an argument arose between Ronnie Spector and the show’s management and The Great Sophia tried to intervene and, for the first time ever, I saw someone put my mother in her place. That woman went up one side of Sophia and back down the other and Sophia was horrified. I’d never seen anything like it and, of course, Ronnie Spector became my hero!" She laughed at the memory. "I don’t know if Sophia ever realized why I named my daughter what I did, but it sure made me feel good."

Maddie was shocked by the pettiness AND by the show of pride at that pettiness being displayed by an adult. She asked the only question she could muster. "Then... you didn’t... love... your mother?"

"Who knows?" Eva waved her off. "I mean... what is love, really? No one REALLY knows."

"I know what love is," she replied.

"No offense, sweetheart, but you’re only fifteen and still..."

The girl interrupted, very abruptly, surprising the older woman. "I know that I am only fifteen, but I certainly know what love is. I LOVE my father and he LOVES me and, even though my mother has been gone since I was eight years old, I still LOVE her as much today as I did on the day she died. I’m sorry, ma'am, but I know exactly what love is and I’m shocked that you don’t."

Eva looked at the young woman, shocked by her outburst. "How dare you speak to me like that!" She sat straighter and was about to continue to put the girl in her place, but the girl continued too quickly.

"I know that I’ve only known you for a couple of days," Maddie went on, "but in that time, I’ve seen your daughter reach out to you on several occasions and I’ve seen you dismiss her each time. I’ve heard you be rude to pretty much everyone and now I just sat through you telling me how evil your mother was because she made a great living for you as an artist and that made her the center of attention. None of that makes any sense at all."

Eva let out some amazed, guttural noises, but could not form a word.

"Look, ma'am, I know I’m just a stupid fifteen year old, but I’m smart enough to know that nothing, nothing, NOTHING, is as important as family and friends and I am scared, really scared, that someday you’re going to be sitting alone in your big house in Miami and you’ll realize that the only thing you’ve ever accomplished in your life is that you pushed your daughter away from you in exactly the same way that you pushed away your mother. And I hope that when that day comes, there’s still time for you to call your daughter and beg her forgiveness."

Maddie stood to leave, shocked at her own words, but she stopped when Eva spoke, almost irrationally agitated.

"Of course you side with her!" She shouted. "Of course you side with the woman who... dazzles you with her talent! Of course you sided with ‘The Great Sophia’ and her legend! But what about me, Matilda!? What about me!? I’m not the talented one! I’m not the beautiful one, any more! What about me, huh!? I’m tired, Matilda! I’m tired of living in everyone else’s shadow! Of being ‘Sophia’s daughter,’ or ‘Veronica’s mother!’ I want someone, someday to just look at me and see Eva! Just see me for who I am!"

Maddie nodded, then spoke quietly. "I do see you for who you are... and that’s why I feel bad for you."

Maddie, once again, turned to leave, but stopped when she heard Eva speaking much more quietly. "Maddie... please... please don’t leave me."

The girl felt terrible. She’d never done anything like what she’d just done before. "Don’t you think you should be talking to Veronica right now instead of me?"

Eva blinked in a failed attempt to stop her tears. "Yes... I should, but... can I... can we... talk first? I need to... I need to think through all of this and... I can’t do that while I’m talking to Veronica. Will you... please... sit and talk some more?"

"If you can’t talk honestly to your own daughter, why do you think you can talk honestly with me?" Maddie folded her arms.

Eva thought for a moment. "Because... you see through my bull shit. I can see that. You have no reason to humor me. I need an honest ear to hear me out."

Maddie was even more confused now than before, but she felt as if this older woman needed her now more than before. So, as much as she wanted to go storm up the stairs to her room and scream into her pillow, she instead took a deep, calming breath and said, "Ok..."

When dinner was served, it consisted of clam chowder, cold, sliced meat and sliced bread for sandwiches, freshly baked lasagna and freshly baked chocolate chip cookies. Cook had outdone herself with almost no time to prepare. When Veronica went into the kitchen to thank her, she expected to find Cook worn out from the exertion of creating yet another meal for the ‘guests,’ but instead, she found a jovial woman who said, ‘It’s nice to have life in the house again, ma'am."

As the guests filed in, Alex returned to the piano, wearing a more casual outfit. He wore a white silk blouse that had a stiff, rounded, Peter Pan style collar that buttoned in front with loose, three quarter length sleeves that had similarly stiff cuffs that fit loosely as well. It was buttoned up to his neck with a tiny, black bow tie that barely covered the opening between the collar’s ends and matched the medium sized, ball shaped, black buttons that ran down the front of the soft blouse. On top of that, he wore a red, jumper style dress that completely covered his back, then ran in wide straps that fell to where the dress crossed his belly and buttoned up the front with large black buttons, a narrow black belt crossed at a girl’s natural waist and the dress fell in a loose but narrow skirt to his knees.

He first played a theme and variation on the melody of ‘It Came Upon A Midnight Clear’ in which he improvised around the familiar melody for nearly twenty minutes, never letting the performance become uninteresting. Then he worked his way through some Bach inventions before settling into Nat Kong Cole’s ‘The Christmas Song’ which, once again, prompted the gathered people to sing along with the familiar tune.

Somehow, June had found a small PA system and gotten it, along with four wireless microphones, set up in the ballroom. As ‘The Christmas Song’ wound down, Veronica picked up one of the mics and said, "I don’t know if everyone heard or not, but we thought that it might be nice to have an open mic this evening. So, if any of you would like to sing, or tell a few jokes, or recite a poem – whatever – the floor is now, officially, yours. We have a newly re-strung guitar here, the piano, of course, and a pretty darned good piano player," she smiled at Alex, "if you’d like to incorporate any of those instruments in your performance. Would anyone like to go first?"

There were a few subdued murmurs before a woman in her thirties stood and said, "I’ll go." She hurried up to the stage and looked at Alex asking, "Do you know ‘Till There Was You,’ form The Music Man?"

Alex replied, "Sure. What key?"

The woman shrugged. "The original, I guess."

Alex played as the woman sang, giving a lovely rendition of the song.

Next, Maddie and her two friends volunteered. The girl named Anna played piano while Maddie and Mae sang harmony on a song that Alex had never heard that was titled ‘The Climb." It was simple and had inspiring lyrics and they performed extremely well.

Alex, who had spent the majority of his life listening only to professionally trained, classical musicians, was again astounded by the joy that people with little or no training brought to these songs. It was very inspiring.

Next, a man in his forties took the guitar in hand and accompanied himself on a rendition of ‘Edelweiss’ from ‘The Sound of Music.’ He had an amazing, and obviously well trained, tone. Some of the people seemed to know him and encouraged him to sing another. Alex was shocked when the man asked him if he knew ‘Nessun Dorma’ from Pucinni’s opera Turandot. He was even more surprised when the man performed the virtuosic piece with aplomb. Not Pavarotti, mind you, but as well performed as many professional performances that Alex had accompanied through the years. It turned out that the man was a failed opera singer who’d given up singing as a career to teach literature at the local college. Apparently, he’d kept his singing ‘chops’ honed by singing in local community theater productions.

When he’d finished and received a well deserved round of applause, he came over to Alex and shook his hand. Then turned to the audience and said, "Isn’t this little girl unbelievable?"

More applause erupted and Alex decided that things had gone as far as they could go. He walked up to the microphone and spoke to everyone in the room. By the tone of his voice, they could tell that, whatever this little lady had to say, it was important.

"Hi, everyone," he began. "My name is Alex Claremont and..." he began to feel the butterflies moving in his stomach, "... well... I... umm... I have really enjoyed playing for you this weekend, but... as it seems that I will be staying here with Veronica, and since you are our neighbors... well... I think that I need to be very honest with you. You see, I keep hearing everyone talking about how I play so well for someone so young, but the truth is... see... I’m older than I appear. I know that I’m very small and that is a little confusing for a lot of people, but... see... I’m really twenty two years old."

There was a murmur of surprise running through the room.

"You’re still amazing!" The man who’d just left the stage called back, which received a lot of support from the people assembled.

Out of the corner of his eyes, Alex saw Veronica, Lucy, Maddie and Jim all moving discreetly towards the stage to offer assistance if needed, but things seemed to be going well up too this point.

"Well... thank you," Alex said in response to the crowd’s show of support, "but there is more I need to tell you."

The people in the ball room quieted and waited to hear more.

"See..." Alex’s began to flush a bit. "...until a few days ago... well... I looked very different. What I mean is... I didn’t dress like this. All of these clothes... well... they were here and they fit me and since I needed clothes..." He couldn’t see a way to get from where he was to his point, so he just changed tactics.

"I... I am not at all what I appear to be. I am a piano player, of course, yes, but... I know that I look like an eleven or twelve year old girl, but I’m not. I’m a short, twenty two year old man who is coming out to all of you as complete, fully realized, gender fluid human being."

There was a stunned silence in the room for a few moments, but then Anna and Mae stood and started applauding, calling out, "Yeah! Unbelievable, Alex! Yeah!"

Strangely, the rest of the room joined in and, with only a few exceptions, and those people just seemed confused by what had been said, everyone stood and joined in the girls’ enthusiastic support.

Veronica mounted the stage and stood beside him, speaking loudly into the microphone, over the noise of the applause, "And we have an announcement to make."

The crowd died down and Veronica continued. "This morning, Alex proposed to me at the same time that I proposed to him and," she grabbed Alex’s left hand and lifted it, displaying it as well as her own left hand and the tasteful rings on each of them to all assembled. "We both said yes!"

The crowd, once again, applauded. Veronica went on, "We’re going to be married here, at The Haven, this summer and we hope that all of you will be our guests again for that." That got an even bigger round of applause.

Suddenly, Lucy was beside Alex, turning him to hug him and then look at his ring. Much more surprising, though, was that Eva was suddenly beside Veronica to hug her as well. Veronica exchanged a somewhat awkward hug with her mother and then everyone who knew Eva was surprised when she took the mic and said she wanted to say something. Veronica started to step aside, but Eva took her hand in hers and began speaking.

"I... umm.... I think a few of you may remember me growing during the summers I spent here at The Haven. My mother, Sophia, was an institution here in Lenox... well, she was an institution pretty much everywhere in the world..." she chuckled at that and so did a lot of the people assembled who know of Sophia’s reputation. "Anyway... being the daughter of an icon is... challenging, to say the least. And now," she looked at Veronica, "being the mother of an icon can prove equally challenging for someone like me. Someone who... well... likes to be the center of attention."

The people seemed a bit confused by this presentation, but Eva was determined to say something, so they listened.

Eva looked to her right and said, "Maddie... could you come up here, too?"

Maddie was a bit surprised by the invitation, but the look of shock on Veronica’s face revealed her lack of understanding as to what was happening, so, reluctantly, Maddie climbed the stairs and stood awkwardly by Veronica and her mother. Eva took Maddie’s hand in her free one and continued speaking.

"I just want to share something to all of you. See... I had a long conversation with this young lady," she indicated Maddie, "before dinner and she made me realize that, well, as Joni Mitchell used to say, ‘You don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone,’ and I... I missed my chance to have a good relationship with Sophia... with my mother. Now that she’s gone..." she paused and thought for a moment, "well... I don’t want to make the same mistake with my daughter that I made with my mother."

She turned and looked at her stunned daughter. "Ronnie... I know that I’ve been... difficult, but I want... I mean... I know you want us to be closer, to be a family and... I want that too, Ronnie. I really do. So... if you’ll still have me, I’d love to move up here and and be with you – not full time, mind you. I still want to be in Miami for the winters, but..." she laughed at her own self consciousness, then struggled with the last of her thoughts. "I... I love you, Ronnie. I really do and... if it’s not too late... please... please let me be your mother."

The tears were streaming down Veronica’s face as she threw her arms around her mother’s shoulders.

The people in the ball room were taken aback by the unexpected display of family matters and emotion, but felt like some sort of acknowledgment was required, so they applauded in support.

Eventually, Veronica turned to the microphone and said, "Oh, my goodness, I must look a mess from all this crying." She dabbed at her face, then hugged Maddie, whispering a thank you. She asked the girl something and was answered with a nod. "Ok," she gasped through happy tears, "let’s get back to our open mic format. Maddie here is going to play a Chopin piece that Alex taught her yesterday. You’ll be blown away by how quickly she’d learned the piece, I promise. Meanwhile, I’ll pull myself together. Maddie – the piano is yours."

Maddie crossed the stage to take a seat at the piano, but before she could, Alex hugged her tightly and whispered his own thank you.

As Maddie played, Lucy wrapped her arms around her son and congratulated him on how well everything had gone. "Let me see the ring, again!" She said, excitedly, but quietly. "Oh, honey, it’s lovely! Congratulations!"

"Thanks, mom," he smiled, admiring the ring again.

"And I love his outfit," she smiled. "It’s so neat and prim and classic. It’s probably older than me, but I think this look really suits you, honey. You look just lovely."

"Oh, mom, thanks."

Just then, Mae came hurrying up to Alex and grabbed his arm. "Ali, Veronica wants to talk to you while Maddie is playing."

"Oh, ok," he said. Then he looked at his mother and said, "Excuse me, mom. I’ll be right back."

He followed the girl into the hall where Anna was listening something through a phone with headphones while Veronica spoke to her.

"If you guys can figure out the harmony, that would be great," Veronica instructed, "but we won’t have time to rehearse, so whatever you can do will be great. Just keep running it with Maddie and your sister until we’re ready to go, ok?"

"Sure," Anna grinned. "This is so cool!"

"Great!" Veronica smiled. When she saw Alex approaching, she took the phone from the girl, for a moment, and had Alex listen to it. "Do you know this song?"

Surprised that he actually did know this old pop song, he nodded. "Sure. Why?"

"It’s my mom’s favorite song and, under the circumstances, I thought it would be a nice way to end the evening." Veronica was almost giddy with the turn of events.

Alex nodded. "Sound great, Ronnie. Do you want it in the original key? Nilsson’s? Mariah Carey’s...?"

"Mariah Carey’s would be best, if that’s ok." She replied.

"Sure." Alex nodded. "She did it in F, I’m pretty sure."

Veronica smiled at her fiancé in his pretty little ensemble. "How is it that you know nothing about pop music, but you know so much about this song?"

"It’s one of those classic piano songs. When I was a kid, I heard the Mariah Carey version and liked it, so I got the sheet music, but the sheet music said, ‘From the album Nilsson Schmilsson,’ so I looked into that. Then I heard the Badfinger version, then the Air Supply’s, etc. So, I guess I just... know it."

She hugged him and kissed his forehead. Then Veronica handed the phone back to Anna, and she and Alex went back into the ball room to resume their hostess duties.

"Well, I guess that about wraps things up here," Veronica smiled at the exhausted group of guests, about an hour after the meeting she’d had with Alex and the girls in the hallway. It was past nine and anyone who had wanted to perform seemed to have done so. "I’ve been told that the roads are nearly all clear and that everyone will have their power reconnected by morning. We’d love for you to have breakfast with us in the morning, if you’d like, though. Cook tells me that she’ll have a breakfast buffet set up by six thirty and we’ll keep that going until ten or so. We hope that you enjoyed your time at The Haven – not exactly a vacation, I know, but I hope you did feel welcome and speaking for my family, it was absolutely wonderful to get to meet so many of you."

That received a round of applause.

"Now," Veronica continued, "I know you’ve heard some... rather personal... family things being discussed here this evening and I hope that you didn’t find any of it... uncomfortable. Having said that, I’d like to do one more embarrassing, personal piece of family business. I’d like to sing a song that I’ve never sung before but is my mother’s favorite. Sing along if you’d like."

She looked at Alex who began the soft introduction of Gm/F to F. Typically, that is played just twice, but Veronica let it go by four times so she could get a handle on her emotions. Finally, she started and the pop quality that she used, the quality that was appropriate for the song, shocked Alex. It wasn’t the voice he knew, but it was a passionate, strong voice that overwhelmed everyone in the room.

"Well, I can’t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that’s just the way the story goes.
You always smile, but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows."

Some of the people knew the words, while others knew just the melody. Soon the room was singing of humming along quietly.

"No, I can’t forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there,
but then I let you go
And now it’s only fair that I should let you know
What you should know"

Now, nearly everyone joined in.

"I can’t live
If living is without you
I can’t live
I can’t give any more"

Then it raised up an octave

"I can’t live
If living is without you
I can’t give
I can’t give any more"

As the song returned to a recapitulation of the first verse, Maddie, Anna and Mae took the stage behind Veronica so that they could add their voices to refrain in the way that Mariah Carey’s version of the song used a gospel chorus behind her.

By the time they reached the last refrain, even those who didn’t know the song before were clapping on beats two and four and singing along with the simple lyrics of the refrain.

When they finished, everyone stood and applauded as Eva climbed the stairs to the stage and hugged her daughter tightly. Lucy climbed the stairs on the other side of the stage and hugged Alex as well.

"Goodnight, everyone," Veronica said into the microphone. "We’ll see you in the morning. Even if you choose not to have breakfast with us, please stop by and say goodbye so we can have a little conversation time together."

As people started disbursing, many stopped to talk to Veronica and Alex to thank them for their kindness and hospitality. Many offered to pay for their stay, but Veronica waved off their offers, suggesting that they make any donations to the emergency food bank.

Alex hugged Maddie and her friends, thanking them for doing such an amazing job with no real rehearsal time. They were all thrilled to have been a part of the evening’s amazing finale.

"It felt like a professional performance!" Anna smiled.

Alex shook his head. "No it didn’t. Most of my performances end with an ovation, but they are polite gestures. This... this was incredible."

"Wow!" Maddie kissed his cheek. "We’re not even sisters yet and look what we did together! Imagine how much we can do once we know each other."

Mae put her arms onto both Maddie and Alex’s shoulder. "Girl power! Am I right?"

Anna did the same on the other side of Alex and Maddie and they all said it together. "Girl power!"

It was just about this time that Veronica noticed that there were a few new people in the room. One looked familiar, the second was operating a camera and the third was holding a very long pole with a ‘boom’ microphone hanging from the end of it. They seemed to be interviewing some of the guests as they were leaving.

"Excuse me, Ms Harrington?" Someone called up to Veronica from the ballroom floor. Veronica looked and saw Ralph Wilson, the town manager with a woman in tow. "Ms Harrington, this is my friend Simone Bristol from CBS Television and The New York Times."

"Oh!" Veronica said, surprised that they’d shown up so quickly. She turned and called Alex over to the edge of the stage. "Ms Bristol, this is my fiancé, Alex Claremont. Alex is also my accompanist."

The reporter shook both of their hands. "I hate to impose on you both at this late hour, especially after the long day that you’ve had, but I wonder if we might have a few words with you before we go looking for a hotel for the evening?"

"Absolutely not," Veronica said, surprising the reporter. "We have plenty of room for you and your crew here at The Haven. I think I speak for Alex, as well as for me, when I say that we are absolutely exhausted, though, and we’d really rather do this over breakfast tomorrow morning, if that’s ok."

The reporter remained shocked. "That would be... wonderful. Would you mind if we spoke to some of your guests at that time, too?"

"Maybe," Alex jumped into the conversation, "it would be better if you set up your camera in the parlor, then we could invite anyone who’d like to speak to you to go there. That way we don’t bother them during breakfast."

Veronica nodded in agreement. "Is that ok with you, Ms Bristol?"

"Perfect!" The woman smiled.

"June," Veronica called to her majordomo. "Could you show Ms Bristol and her crew to rooms in the west wing?"

"Certainly," June smiled.

Veronica thought of something. "Oh, wait. Did you and your crew have dinner on the way up?"

Simone smiled. "Well, no, but we packed sandwiches. We didn’t even know if we’d be able to get here before midnight, but the roads were actually all cleared and there wasn’t much traffic. We’ll be fine."

"Oh, don’t be silly," Veronica scowled. "June. Please stop in the kitchen and see if Cook can do something for these people before they go to bed."

June smiled. She had worked with Sophia for many years, acting not only as the estate manager, but as a kind of publicity agent, booking agent and calendar manager. She was very happy to see that Veronica had an excellent sense of how to present herself to these people who may hold her reputation in their hands. "Of course, Ms Harrington. I’m sure that Cook will make sure that they are all well satisfied before retiring to the west wing."

"Thank you, June," Veronica smiled.

"Oh, Ms Harrington," the reporter asked. "Will you be singing during breakfast?"

Veronica put her arm around Alex’s shoulders. "Possibly, Ms Bristol, but my Alex will certainly be playing. Why?"

"Well," the woman smiled, "I must say I was very impressed by your performance this evening, but I would love to have footage of you singing something operatic, as well."

Veronica smiled. "We shall see, Ms Bristol. I do love singing for my new neighbors, but I wouldn’t want to impose on their last meal at The Haven. If the opportunity arises, I will certainly be singing."

June smiled even more broadly. This young woman either knew exactly how to play the publicity game, or she was genuinely generous and pleasant. She suspected that the latter was actually the truth.

When the news crew and town manager had left the ballroom, Veronica thanked the teenaged girls for their help, praising them for their talent. Then she kissed her mother’s cheek, thanking her for giving her the best Christmas present she’d ever received. Then, as Eva, Jim, Lucy and the girls left the ballroom, she hugged Alex and sat next to him on the piano bench.

"Quite a Christmas, huh?" She giggled.

Alex chuckled, too. "Yeah. Maybe the best I’ve ever experienced." He leaned his head on her shoulder as her fingered the piano keys casually, noodling through simple melodic fragments.

Veronica put her arm around his shoulders and rested her head on his. "I really love you, babe. You know that right."

Alex giggled. "Of course I know that, Ronnie, and I love you, too."

She nuzzled her nose into his hair and breathed in his scent. "I have one more gift for you upstairs. Would you like to go up and see it?"

He nodded as she took his hand and led him to her room. She handed him a shirt-box sized present which he opened, excitedly. When the paper had peeled away and the box had been opened, Alex found a soft, pink garment which he pulled from the box and held out in front of him.

It was a nightgown - and it was new. Soft pink silk. The modest neckline of gathered material had a delicate ruffle with a six inch bow at the center. Loose, capped sleeves puffed out in little blooms that ended high on the arm in elaborate lace. The gown itself was just pink silk material that fell loosely from the gathered neckline to end in a lovely four inch fringe with a delicate lace hem that mimicked the lace trim of the sleeves. As he held it in front of him, it was clear to Alex that the gown would fall to just below his knees.

It was a beautiful garment and he wanted, desperately, to put it on, but he paused and thought for a moment.

"Don’t you like it?" Veronica asked.

"I... I love it," he said, honestly, "but... it’s brand new."

"Yes."

"But... I’ve only been wearing... How did you... When did you buy this?"

Veronica sighed. "Ok. True confession time. I’ve been fantasizing about having sex with you in... well... with you dressed in something... pretty... for a long, long... LONG time, but I never acted on it. Then, when I saw all my mother’s old clothes in the trunks... I kind of got inspired. Don’t get me wrong, babe, I never meant to force anything on you, but... I was only planning on a little role playing, but... as things worked out... I guess it’s a more appropriate gift than I expected it to be." She smiled at him. "You do like it, though, right?"

Alex smiled broadly. "I love it. Thank you."

That made Veronica very happy. "Good. Why don’t you go wash up and get ready for bed. I’ll get ready out here."

Alex scurried away, into the lavatory and prepared for bed, while Veronica went to her vanity and did the same.

When he was finished, he nearly skipped out of the bathroom; face cleaned of makeup, hair brushed free of hairspray and delighted by the way that his new nightie looked and felt against his smooth skin. Veronica was still at her vanity, so he bounced onto the bed, pulling down the covers and laying on top of the sheets, awaiting the arrival of his lover.

It only took a moment or two, but when Veronica arrived at the bed, her appearance surprised Alex. Her hair was pulled into a neat, tight bun behind her head and she was wearing what appeared to be classic, men’s broad cloth pajamas. They were that medium blue color that nearly all men’s clothes utilized, and did nothing to show off Veronica’s amazing femininity.

"Men’s pajamas?" Alex asked, a little confused.

Veronica smiled. "Just for tonight, I’ll be the man. Besides, someone needs to wear the pants in this house and, I’m sorry to have to tell you this, you are way too cute in dresses to do that, anymore."

For just a moment, Alex thought that he should take offense at that remark, but that thought was only fleeting. Instead, he smiled, licked his lips in anticipation, bent his knees so that they were upright and spread his thighs wide.

Veronica took his body language as an invitation and climbed onto the bed, positioning herself between his legs.

"Alexander David Claremont, you are the most beautiful little girl I have ever seen." Veronica spoke quietly and with deep sincerity.

Alex laid back, his hair forming a loose, wild halo around his head. "And you, Veronica Sophia Harrington, are my Prince Charming. Come and take me."

Veronica smiled and lowered the bottoms of the pajamas. She raised herself just high enough to guide Alex’s penis into herself. Then she began to thrust slowly into the space between his thighs. It wasn’t just the feeling of his penis and her vagina being at odd angles that excited them both, and it wasn’t just the playfulness of their role reversal game that made them both shiver. It was the ‘rightness’ of their positions. That rightness made every sensation exquisite.

"Ahh," Alex moaned in a quiet, feminine voice. "I wish you’d been born a man and I was your woman."

Veronica increased the power of her thrusts as she tightened herself around his shaft. "No. I’d never want to be a man. I love being a woman." She thrust harder and deeper. "A strong, powerful, successful woman. And I wouldn’t want you to be anything other than what you are. A beautiful, talented, loving, feminine man – and I love him even more when he looks like my sweet little girl."

Once again, that fleeting moment of doubt passed through Alex’s consciousness, but it was quickly replaced with adoration and ecstasy. He knew that he adored this strong, powerful, successful woman and that she loved him deeply, so he let those feelings enfold him as he headed towards his bliss.

"Oh," Veronica let out a quiet moan as her first orgasm crested. She closed her eyes and concentrated on that spot, that perfect spot that his penis had caressed within her and she quivered and shuddered and thrust harder to maintain the feeling for as long as possible. As it subsided, she increased her speed. She opened her eyes to find that Alex was also lost in his feelings of euphoria. His face was damp with sweat and his neck looked long and slender as it extended from the feminine ruffles of the nightie. Veronica leaned forward and whispered as she continued to thrust, "That’s it, baby. That’s a good, good girl. Come on, now, be a good girl and make Ronnie feel good. Come on, baby. That’s it. You’re so, so, so beautiful. Be a good girl and make Ronnie feel good."

Just at that moment, Alex’s eyes squinched up and his mouth formed a shape of either agony or ecstasy and he thrust himself forward as deeply as he could into Veronica’s strong body. He froze there for just a moment, and then his eyes opened wide and he began to spasm into the woman he worshiped. He shook and he shook and he shook as the spasms continued, over and over and over for longer than he could have imagined possible, until at last, exhausted and spent, he fell back down into the luxurious bedding - panting and shivering and sweating. When, at last he could muster his voice, it was soft and hoarse. "I love you, Ronnie. I love you."

Veronica rose slowly, gently and removed his limp penis from her. As she raised the pajama bottoms back up, she spoke in a low, quiet voice. "I know, baby. I love you, too." She raised his left hand to her lips and kissed his weak, limp fingers, taking note of the elegant, delicate little diamond ring on his finger and smiled. "I do so love you, my little girl."

By six thirty the next morning, Veronica was dressed in a less formal, but still dazzling dress of Sophia’s as she helped June to set the buffet tables for the guests’ breakfasts. Alex took his place at the piano wearing a gold colored shirt-dress that had an open collar, loose sleeves that reached just to his elbows, a two inch wide, matching belt and a wide, pleated skirt that hung wide from his hips, giving the impression of a petticoat where one did not exist.

While no one was in the ballroom, Alex began with some quick finger exercises to loosen up, then played a section of Prokofiev’s Piano Concerto Number Three – a piece that he loved, but had never had the opportunity to play with an orchestra. Someday, though, the opportunity would arise and he would be ready!

When he finished the piece, he was surprised to feel a tight hug coming from behind, followed by a kiss on his cheek. "Good morning, little sister," Maddie giggled.

He smiled and said, "Good morning, Maddie. You’re in a good mood."

There was a self satisfied twinkle in her eye as she flashed a Cheshire grin at him and said, "I am! And so should you be. You’ll never guess what my dad told me this morning."

Alex cocked his head to the side. "What?"

"If everything goes well," the girl placed a finger on Alex’s chest, next to where the necklace that Maddie had made him hung from its chain, "you," she moved the finger to her own chest, "and I are going to be sisters for real, very soon."

Alex’s eyes opened wide. "You’re kidding!"

Maddie shook her head, her smile still glowing. "He’s asking her this morning. He ran home last night and got this beautiful opal ring that my grandmother left to him to use as an engagement ring. After that, it’s up to your mom to say ‘yes,’ or ‘no.’"

"Wow," Alex muttered just as Jim appeared on the stage as well.

Jim looked at his daughter and shook his head. "I thought I asked you not to tell anyone."

"Come on, dad," Maddie rolled her eyes, "sisters don’t keep secrets. I had to tell her."

Jim tried to look angry, but he couldn’t stop smiling. He looked at Alex and touched his cheek. "This is ok with you, isn’t it, honey? I mean, I would never try to replace your real father or..."

Alex took Jim’s hand in his. "Jim... it would be nice to have anyone I could call my father."

Jim bent and kissed Alex’s cheek. "Thanks, Ali. Now, let’s just hope that your mother is amicable. I know she’s planning to go back down south in a couple of days, so I need to ask her soon." He took a steadying breath. "Which me luck!"

Both Maddie and Alex did so as he walked away.

Almost on cue, the ballroom began to fill up just at seven o’clock. The guests were all anxious to get home, but also looking forward to one more meal with entertaining music. There was an awful lot of joyful chatter as people thanked Veronica for her hospitality, June and her small staff for their hard word and Alex for his entertaining piano playing.

Meanwhile, Simone Bristol and her small crew invited people to join her for a few words with her about their experiences at The Haven. The guests seemed delighted to share their stories of the kindness that had been extended to them by this relative stranger.

As the morning meal wore on, there were requests for Veronica to join Alex on the stage for a song. Of course, she was more than willing to do so. As she reached the stage, she took the microphone in hand and spoke to the guests. "Good morning, everyone. On behave of Alex, my mom, his mom, my staff and of course, me, I just wanted to say that, even though you all had difficult things to deal with this Christmas, it has truly been a blessing for us to have had you here with us."

A woman called from the floor, "Thank you for having us!" That brought a big round of applause.

Veronica smiled, humbly, and as the applause subsided, she continued. "I would, very much, like to end our time together with a song. Now, I’ve thought about this all night and, even though Ms Bristol and her team from CBS would prefer that I finish up with a song written by a man who was a guest at The Haven on many occasions. He was a friend and mentor of my grandmother’s and Sophia once told me that, without his support, she would never have had the career that she had. This song is called ‘Dream With Me’ and comes from the great Leonard Bernstein’s 1950 musical, ‘Peter Pan.’ I hope you enjoy it."

Alex began to play the haunting accompaniment and Veronica entered with the odd, beautiful, angular melody, enchanting the room.

"Dream with me tonight.
Tonight and ev'ry night,
wherever you may chance to be.
we'er together, if we dream the same sweet dream.
And though we'er far apart,
Keep me in your heart
And dream with me.
The kiss we never dared
We'll dare in dreaming
The love we never shared
Can still have meaning.
If you only dream a magic dream
With me tonight"

When she’d ended the last note, there was a moment of silence, followed by a huge burst of applause.

"Thank you," Veronica said into the mic. "Please come back this summer for some of our concerts that Alex and I are planning and, of course, for our wedding. We want to see you all again and you are always welcome at The Haven."

It took another hour or so for everyone to depart. The buses made several trips to accommodate everyone. Finally, Simone Bristol had Veronica and Alex to herself. She asked Veronica and Alex to sit side by side, with the Steinway behind them, as her crew moved the camera set up into the empty Ballroom and began her interview by talking to Veronica about the events of the last few days.

She gave a brief recap of the whole situation and Veronica was very self effacing, saying that her grandmother, Sophia, would have done the same.

They chatted some more before Simone turned to Alex. "And Alex... I have heard you play a couple of times before and always been impressed, but I never saw you dressed like this before. What’s going on?"

Alex looked at his gold dress and shrugged. "Going on? Nothing’s going on."

Simone laughed a bit at that. "Well, Alex, that’s not exactly a tux you’re wearing. Are you making some drastic changes in your life?"

He shook his head. "Not drastic, no. Fairly subtle, in fact. I have recently discovered that I am more gender fluid than I’d formally understood. That’s all. From now on, don’t be surprised to see me performing in a variety of clothing."

Simone smirked at his response. "So... is this just a publicity stunt of some kind?"

Alex was shocked by the question. "Umm... have you ever been in the audience at a classical music performance? Those audiences are pretty conservative. Honestly, if anything, I think this may hurt my career more than help it."

"Then..." Simone adjusted the way she sat in her chair. "Why appear on national television dressed this way?"

Alex took a deep breath in through his nose and thought for a moment. "First – I didn’t expect to be ‘outed’ the way that I was, but... No – I don’t mean that. ‘Outed’ means that I did something I should be ashamed of, but I didn’t. I... found myself. This... these clothes, this hair... this is who I am... and I like who I am. Being who I like being makes me happy, Simone. Now, my career was doing just fine before, but... if being who I really am destroys that, then... that’s ok. See... I really want to be successful, but I realized recently that being successful doesn’t mean being rich and famous. It means being happy and... given the choice... I’d rather be happy."
 

~^~

 

"You’ll be in Italy for the first ten days of May, then Germany for three performances, London for three nights, Paris for one and then back here for a break. July fourth, of course, you"ll be in Washington DC for the concert and fireworks, then back here again for the rest of July and August, with the two Tanglewood performances in August, of course." June was running through Veronica’s travel/performance schedule as Ronnie’s new ‘maid,’ more like aide-de-camp, prepared her clothes for the tour.

"And Alex’s schedule? What’s his schedule like?" Veronica asked.

June looked at the book, again. "He’s in New York City for the first three days in May, back on the fourth, then nothing until September. From September to November, he’s got a pretty full calendar – as do you, by the way."

Veronica stopped and looked at June. "Wait. Wasn’t he offered a two week run in Dublin in May?"

"Yes, but he turned it down," June explained.

"Why?" Veronica was puzzled as to why he’d turn down a pretty nicely paying gig in a beautiful city.

From the doorway, Alex’s voice answered the question. "Because I have two weddings to help plan, crazy lady," He giggled as he jumped onto the bed. He was wearing a more modern looking dress that day – a black, form fitting, short sleeved top with a keyhole neck opening, a high waist and a wide swing-skirt that was mostly white but had black silhouettes of flowers printed on it. "You will just be wearing a tailored suit to our wedding. I need to get my gown fitted. Same thing for my mom’s wedding. I’ve never been a maid of honor before and I want to do everything right for her."

Veronica looked at him and smiled, noticing his dress. "That’s pretty. Did you buy that?"

He shook his head. "No. This is one of Maddie’s old dresses. She had a few that she’s outgrown, so she gave them to me."

Veronica nodded. "You look very dressed up. What’s the occasion?"

"I’m going over to the high school this evening to play through the orchestral rehearsal for their musical."

"Ahh," Veronica smiled and nodded. "I forgot about that. And that is in May. So, you’re turning down a two week run in Dublin with a nice paycheck attached so that you can play piano for a high school production of ‘Mama Mia!’ right?"

Alex shrugged. "Not just ANY high school production of ‘Mama Mia!’ The high school production that features my future sister as Donna. I couldn’t possibly miss that, and since she asked me to play piano in the orchestra, well... that’s where I need to be. Right?" He smiled coyly, making Veronica smile at how cute he could be when he wanted to be.

"And how much are they paying you for this amazing performance opportunity?"

"Not a Penny," he grinned. "I’m donating my services. I figure that they can’t possibly pay me what I’m worth, so I might just as well just not take a check and just have fun with Maddie and the girls."

Veronica shook her head and looked at June. "What on earth am I going to do with this one?"

June just smiled and notated the dates of the musical in her calendar.

"I have an idea," Alex stood and threw his arms around Veronica, his head nestling into her shoulder. "Why don’t you hug me and tell me how much you love me."

Veronica chuckled as she wrapped her arms around the sweet, little, beautiful man and hugged him tightly. "I can’t do that, I’m afraid, because I love you more than anything on earth, so there is no way I can explain how much that is."

Alex squeezed harder. "That’s a good start." He let go, kissed Veronica’s cheek and took a step back. "Do these shoes look good with this dress? Maddie gave me a nice pair of white pumps, but they’re too big for me. These came from the trunks."

"Very nice," Veronica smiled approvingly at the classic, black pumps. "You’d better be careful, though. You look awfully cute in that dress. You might break a few young boys’ hearts looking that cute."

Alex took the hem of his skirt in his hands and curtsied, deeply. "Why thank you, but I don’t think they’d be too happy to find out what’s under my pretty, flowered skirt."

Veronica raised her eyebrows. "You’d be surprised. It’s a more open minded world than it used to be, and those boys are in a theater program, so... be careful."

Alex chuckled at that. "There is only one person who will ever see what’s under my skirts, Ronnie and that’s you."

That made Veronica laugh out loud. "See that it stays that way." Then she turned to June and the maid and asked, "Could you please excuse my fiancé and me for a few minutes?"

"Of course," June nodded, then exited, taking the maid with her.

Knowing where this was headed, Alex hopped back onto the bed and smiled at Ronnie as she approached. "You," she said in a playful voice, "are what we used to call ‘a tease,’ little girl."

Alex’s grin extended from one side of his face to the other as he raised his knees and prepared for Ronnie to take him. "I’m not a tease. I’m ready to follow through. As long as I follow through with you, I am not teasing."

Veronica dropped her jeans and panties to the floor and she climbed up, positioning herself on top of the man she loved. She raised his skirts and smiled at the lace covered, silk panties that contained Alex’s little penis. She lowered his panties just far enough to release his penis, but she used the soft, smooth material to manipulate his phallus and excite him enough so they could have intercourse.

"You know what I like about men?" She whispered in a husky voice.

"What?"

"How small and feminine and beautiful they are – and how beautiful they look in silk panties."

"All men?" Alex teased as the blood flowed to the core of his being.

"All REAL men," Veronica smiled. "Of course, I only know ONE real man and he’s the most beautiful little girl I’ve ever met."

Alex smiled as Veronica’s vagina consumed his penis. He shivered as Veronica took control of every nerve in his body. Neither could be happier.

The End
 
 
MUSIC LINKS:

POP MUSIC
Hallelujah, sung by Rufus Wainwright. - https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kB67HO8tkQs
 
Till There Was You, from The Music Man, sung by Shirley Jones. - https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JLDsLeVxOaU
 
The Climb, sung by Miley Cyrus. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NG2zyeVRcbs&list=PLEAC7240CA...
 
Edelweiss, sung by Christopher Plummer. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8bL2BCiFkTk
 
Without You, Badfinger. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PyBS_1vGwpU
 
Without You, Harry Nilsson. - https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8dnUv3DUP4E
 
Without You, Mariah Carey. - https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=s7PvYLtKynM
 
 
NON-POP MUSIC
 
Nessun Dorma, sung by Pavarotti. - https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cWc7vYjgnTs
 
Dream With Me, Bernstein, sung by Linda Eder. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TMeCa2d885U
 
Prokofiev’s Piano Concerto #3, played and conducted by Van Cliburn. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qTPtRf7tsYU

Then You Wear It - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • Voluntary

Other Keywords: 

  • Lingirie
  • Female to Male
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Hair or Hair Salon

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Then You Wear It: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2021,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Against his better judgement, a man gives his wife a very feminine piece
of lingerie for their anniversary. She does not appreciate the gesture and makes
an offer that he takes her up on. I am trying something different. I know that I
can sometimes be irritating to my readers because I take a week to ten days between
chapters. This time, I've written the whole thing in advance and I will be posting
chapters on consecutive days until it is complete. The upside is that readers will
get the story faster. The downside is that reader feedback will not help my writing.
Let's see how it goes.


 
Author's Note:Please respond with comments? I really do like to see how I am doing. ~Clara.
 
This version of Then You Wear It: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 1
 

Ok, so, since you asked, this is how it all happened. It's kind of a long story, but... if you'll stick with me, I think you may find it interesting.
 

 
"Oh, doesn't she look stunning," my wife, Opie, sighed as she watched her little sister, resplendent in her white lace, form fitting, post-ceremony dress swing her legs into the limousine to leave on her honeymoon.

"She does, Ope," I agreed. "She's a beautiful girl, but I got the best of the bunch."

"Oh, stop it." She elbowed me, playfully. "Josie is a hundred times more beautiful than I am."

I was about to assure her that I felt differently, but my mother-in-law called from near the limo. "Penelope! Come over here and wish Josie luck."

Opie rolled her eyes. She just hated her full name - Penelope - and Heaven help anyone who called her 'Penny!' Lord in Heaven, that person would face the coldest stare the world had ever known.

Opie walked over to the limousine and bent to lean in to kiss her younger sister. I watched as she stood tall again, a smile on her face, but I could sense the stress that she felt from being near her mother.

"Opie looks nice today," a voice came from beside me and I turned to see Opie's older sister, Emma.

I should pause to point out what you might have already figured out - My mother-in-law is a literature fanatic. She has three daughters, each named for the heroine in a work of literature. Emma, of course, named for the book by Jane Austen, my wife, Penelope, named from the wife of Odysseus in The Odyssey, and Josephine, or Josie, named for Jo in Little Women. Opie and Josie had refused to be saddled with the burden of their literary heritage and used nicknames. It was a bit harder for Emma, though, since her name was not an easy one to contract into a nickname, but I typically called her 'Em.'

"She does, Em. Thanks for saying so."

"When Josie told me that she wanted her sisters as her attendants, I didn't know how that would work. After all, I haven't seen Opie in a dress since she was in grade school. But that silk suit works nicely, don't you think? We're both in dark rose and the styles seem to go well together."

Like Josie, Emma was a stunning woman, too. Five foot six, I only know that because we are the same height, a fit and trim body, the face of an angel and, also like Josie, long golden hair with thick waves throughout. The dress she wore as Josie's co-maid-of-honor was just as beautiful as she was. The deep pink/red was layered in lace with and clung to her upper body as if it had been painted on her. A narrow skirt would have hobbled her at the knees if it were not for the slit up the side that gave her the freedom to move.

Opie, was not like her sisters though, and I mean that in every possible way. She didn't look like them, she didn't think like them and she was not as traditional beautiful as them. I don't say that to be cruel, mind you, I'm just saying it because it is true. They are willowy and delicate and feminine in the extreme, while Opie is broader and stronger. It has nothing to do with diet or exercise, she is just built... bigger.

I have known Opie since we were in middle school and I have never once seen her in a dress or skirt. Even at senior prom, I wore a tux and she wore a lovely, tailored suit. She got a lot of flack about it, too, but I thought she looked great. I love Opie and I always have, but neither of us is anyone's ideal vision of our given sexes. I'm five six and slender - well, I'm not as trim as I used to be since the quarantine. I admit that, since I don't have to go into my office anymore, I have let my daily routine go a bit. I'm certainly not even pudgy, yet, but I am a little less trim than I was in the past. I could drop five or six pounds. Opie, as I mentioned, is broad in her frame and five inches taller than I am, and if anything the quarantine inspired her to get into even better shape than she already was. Daily workouts online, a high end exercise bike with and interactive series of programs, heavy free weights, watching what she ate, and it worked. She is solid and has a very low BMI, but she will never have the feminine shape her sisters have.

"Opie needs to hear that," I finished my thoughts to Emma.

Emma shook her head. "You know, she would look beautiful if she'd just let herself be beautiful."

"She's beautiful to me, Em. That's all that matters."

Emma snickered. "Did you see the way she was drooling over my dress and don't even get me started on Josie's gown? She wants to be pretty, she's just afraid to try."

"You know what she says whenever the subject of a dress is brought up, Em."

Emma shook her head. "I know, but she's a pretty woman, Kim."

Yeah, my name is Kim. Kimberley, actually. Don't laugh, it's a family name. My dad, my granddad, my great-granddad, etc, God rest their souls, were all saddled with that name, too. Apparently we are descended from a British Earle who bore that name and they were all just weird enough to saddle their sons with it. The fact that my mom is Japanese didn't make having a first name that sounded like a Korean last name any easier, either. Lots of jackass, steroid heads took out their latent homosexual rage on me because of it, but... that's a story for another day. Suffice it to say that my Asian/Northern European heritage gave me an unusual blend of features; most notably, these somewhat almond shaped eyes and slight build from mom, and my pale skin and mousy-brown hair from dad.

But I digress...

Emma continued, "There are plenty of tall, beautiful women around. Opie could be one, but that K.D. Lang haircut and her refusal to ever wear anything pretty are keeping her from reaching her potential."

"Again," I said, quietly so others wouldn't hear, "she's beautiful to me."

Emma looked at me and smiled. "Ok. Enough about Opie. What's with the K-Pop hairdo?"

That actually made me laugh. "Yeah, that actually caused a little domestic tension this morning. I haven't gotten my haircut since the quarantine began. I haven't had to, you know? All of my meetings are online, now, so I haven't had to so anything about it. Today is the first time we've done anything that required a trim. Unfortunately, everyone seems to require an appointment, now. I went to my usual barber at nine this morning and she was booked up. I bounced around town, looking for a haircut, but no one could take me. Opie wasn't pleased, it'll tell you, that."

Emma laughed. "You should have called me. I still cut hair now and again. I could have taken of you." See, Emma had gone to a vocational high school and studied hairdressing, but found out pretty quickly that eight hours a day, six days a week in a salon was not her cup of tea. Luckily, she stumbled into the real estate business and found that she not only loved selling houses, but had a real talent for it. Josie was working with Emma, now. Learning the business from her big sister. I thought that was kind of sweet, actually. "The pony tail down your back is kind of cute, but you do have a lot of split ends that need some attention."

"You had other things to deal with this morning," I shrugged. To be honest, I thought of calling her, but with her quirky sense of style - and sense of humor - I didn't know how good an idea that would have been.

The limo pulled away and everyone waved at the departing Newlyweds.

"She looked beautiful, didn't she?" Opie smiled as she joined Emma and me. Opie had always had a soft spot for Josie. Emma... well, Emma was always a little detached, emotionally. She was the boss of the tree sister. She just smiled at my wife.

"Well, one more daughter married," my mother-in-law smiled. "And one more to go," she said, sarcastically, looking at Emma.

"Not going to happen for a while, mom." This was not a new topic for Emma.

"Oh, but, honey... you'd make such a beautiful bride." Emma just rolled her eyes. "Besides," her mother continued, "Penelope denied me a big, beautiful wedding. It's up to you to have one, Emma."

"Seriously, mom," Opie shook her head. "There was a global pandemic going on. Kim and I wanted to get married and we couldn't have a bunch of people come. It was a nice, sunny ceremony in our backyard."

My mother-in-law shook her head. "With Kim in a WalMart suit and you in a suit with trousers. Not exactly the answers to a mother's dreams, Penelope."

"I enjoyed our wedding, Mrs Reed," I said as joyfully as I could, and it was the truth. We had a friend officiate, another who played classical guitar and about a dozen friends. We were all masked and separated and I had my Bose speaker outside and we played one of my playlists off of YouTube Music. It was a really nice day, and much more in line with what Opie and I enjoyed.

"Of course you would," Opie's mother scoffed. "You didn't have to get dressed up or even get a haircut."

Ok, that was very true, but it was kind of mean.

"Enough, mom," Opie's voice sounded pleasant for the benefit of the people around us, but she was ticked off. I could tell. "The wedding isn't the important thing, the marriage is, and Kim and I are very happy together."

"Yeah, mom," Emma was a bit less concerned about appearing upset than Opie had been, "they had a simple wedding followed by a lifetime of happiness. You had a beautiful, elaborate wedding followed by eleven years of hell until you got divorced."

That's went over like a lead ballon. My mother-in-law scowled for a moment, then a fake smile spread across her face. "I'm going to go say goodbye to our family and friends. Perhaps you should do the same. We'll speak again tomorrow - when we're all sober."

"Well done," Opie said to her sister. "We almost got through the wedding without a scene."

"It wouldn't be a Reed family gathering if we didn't have a moment or two of genuine emotions."

I sighed and held up my hands. "Ladies. Maybe we could shelve all of this testosterone until another day."

That made both of them laugh.

Suddenly, Emma looked down at my wife's shoes. "Opie! You're wearing nice heels! I hadn't noticed until I saw you standing next to Kim."

Opie put her arm around my shoulders. "I don't usually wear heels for just that reason. I'm already taller than Kim and I don't want to look foolish."

"Foolish!?" Emma shook her head. "You look great in heels. You should wear them more often. So what if they make you taller than Kim. Look, I'm taller than Kim when I'm wearing these heels. You really need to start enjoying being a woman, Ope."

"Oh, good. You've alienated mom and now you're trying to alienate me as well. Have you been drinking Jack Daniels, Em?"

She looked at the glass in her hand. "Hmm. Yeah, I have. Sorry. I guess it loosens up my tongue a bit more than it should."

"You and mom, both. Come on. Let's go pretend to be a happy family."

So, that was about five weeks before Opie and my first anniversary. Now, Opie and I both have pretty good jobs. Opie works for a hospital as an administrator, she's actually moved to a pretty prestigious position recently, and I am an insurance actuary. We both used to leave the house at about eight fifteen every weekday morning and go to our respective offices. Both of us have a closet full of suits, too, so we looked professional in the office.

Of course, when COVID arrived, we both began working from home. That was definitely harder for Opie to do than me. I just had to analyze data and make a decision based on logical, mathematical results. For Opie, though, it was tough. She had to rely on people doing their jobs well and she wasn't able to check on them. That created a lot of issues. She went back to working in her office at the hospital as soon as she was able. It was stressful.

I expected to go back to work last spring, but the company delayed and delayed us until at last they announced that they were downsizing their real estate holdings and those people who could do their jobs from home were encouraged (asked) to do so. Not being an overly sociable person, I was thrilled. Yeah, I'd miss the casual conversation here and there, but the up sides were 1) No commute, 2) Access to a clean lavatory whenever I needed it, 3) Fewer meetings and, most importantly, 4) No dress code!

In truth, I never felt comfortable in a suit. Working from home meant working in sweat pants or shorts most of the time, and I loved that.

Sometime around September of last year, I realized that I hadn't had my camera on during a Zoom meeting in months and no one had complained once. I was just the numbers guy. Beyond that, no one even thought about me, and we were all very happy with that arrangement.

My hair had always been - not long, but... full. It was off of my collar, but over my ears and just a little shaggy. Stylish - you know what I mean.

Over the months of isolation, it grew quickly and, with all the Barber shops closed, I just started tying it up in a ponytail. With my somewhat Asian features, it kind of worked.

For my own wedding, well, that all kind of happened quickly. Yes, we'd planned on getting married in May, but because of the lockdown, we delayed it an month, then another and another, until finally it just came down to, 'Let's get married this Sunday afternoon right here in our own yard.' So, We just wore work suits and had some friends and family join us. No time for a haircut and no real reason, either. It was just getting a bit long then and it was kind of a fun thing to share with all of our friends, who'd also gotten a bit shaggy over the months.

By the time our first anniversary was approaching, my very straight black hair was well past my shoulders. I had learned to care for it, though. I washed and conditioned it everyday and brushed it a lot. In fact, I was pretty proud of it.

Ok, back to the Wednesday morning prior to our first anniversary. Opie was at work and I was crunching some numbers at my desk in the alcove in the back of our living room when the front door of our house opened and Josie and Emma burst in laughing. None of that was odd. Since Opie and I bought this place four years earlier, her sister knew that they didn't need to knock. The door was always unlocked if we were home and they had keys if we weren't.

"Hi, guys," I smiled and looked up at them from my desk chair. "What's up?"

"Which is why we're here," Emma smiled and grabbed a dinning room chair for both herself and Josie. "Can you chat for a few minutes?"

"Sure, I guess," I said, actually relieved to have a reason to take a break for a few minutes.

"So," Emma crossed her legs and looked serious as she stared at me, "what have you gotten Opie for your upcoming anniversary?"

That did surprise me. "Umm... well... I have reservations at the 111 Chophouse for Monday evening."

"No presents, then?" Josie asked.

That made me feel a bit inadequate, actually, because I thought that the expensive dinner was an ample gift. It would end up costing a couple of hundred dollars after all was said and done, so... But rather than explain that and look lame in front of my sisters-in-law, I fibbed and said, "Actually, I was planning on going shopping for a gift over the weekend."

"Great," Emma smiled, "because we have a cool idea."

That piqued my interest, so I put down my paperwork and folded my arms across my midsection. "I'm listening."

"Ok," Josie seemed excited. "On my wedding day, Opie was kind of swooning over everything that I wore and everything I packed for our honeymoon."

"Yeah," I nodded, "she mentioned it to me, too. So...?"

"So..." Josie looked to her sister for support before continuing, "yesterday, Emma and I went shopping and we stopped at this new place in The Mill, and Kim, you would not believe the elegant lingerie they had! Everything was just beautiful!"

I nodded and waited a moment for them to continue, but they looked at me as if they'd already made their point. "That's your idea? Lingerie? Lingerie for Opie? My wife, Opie? The woman who wore a pair of running shorts and a tee shirt with the words 'Breast Cancer Awareness Week' written on it on our wedding night? That woman? You want me to buy her lingerie?"

"Look, Kim," Emma took over, "I know my sister as well as I know myself. Yes, she feels awkward whenever she's asked to appear in girlymode in public, but she has a desire to express that side of her - I can tell. We've talked about this kind of thing - all three of us," she indicated Josie who nodded that she had been involved in those talks, "and I'm telling you, if you get her something silky and sexy, she will melt over it. Trust us."

I shrugged. "I don't know..."

Josie jumped in, though. "Kim, have you ever had sex with someone in sexy lingerie? I'm telling you, it's a whole different experience than having sex with someone in a cotton tee shirt. Take it from us - we've both worn plenty of lingerie to bed - the feel of that silkiness between your skin and his..."

"Or 'hers' in this case," Emma injected.

"... is just... ohh..." she actually shivered, "...so sexy and... wonderful."

There was silence for a few moments until Emma said, "Trust us, Kim. I know she's never said it, but this is something Opie really wants. Yes, she's taller and maybe just a little broader than most girls, but she wants to feel pretty and desirable. Who knows if she'll ever express her beauty in public, but at least, with you, in private, she can be your pretty woman."

I pondered all this for a few moments. I mean, I really love Josie, so how she dresses when we're intimate is not really of any concern to me, but... she did kind of swoon over Josie's feminine clothes at the wedding and, over the time we've been together, she has admired a lot of really pretty clothes in magazines and movies and even on other women. I wasn't one hundred percent convinced that this was a good idea, though. Like I said, I'd known Opie most of my life, but I'd never thought of her as a 'girl,' if you know what I mean. A woman, yes, but not a girly woman. Buuut... if anyone knew more about Opie than me, it was Josie and Emma.

"You're sure about this?" I asked.

"Absolutely," Emma nodded and Josie smiled.

So, let me tell you about The Mill.

It's a mill. An old wire mill, to be precise.

It was the primary employer in the town where we all grew up from the mid nineteenth century until the mid nineteen sixties when it closed. Since then, it just sat and decayed. A few years ago, a developer showed up who wanted to convert the entire building to condos. Some people loved that idea, but others, especially the Board of Selectmen, did not. They were talking about creating over a thousand living areas and they planned to market to younger families. The truth was that the town's infrastructure just couldn't handle that. Schools, emergency services, even grocery stores couldn't possibly meet the needs of that many new people in such a short period of time.

The solution came from an artist. She proposed that a portion of The Mill be used as a place for artist and artisans and non-chain specialty stores, etc. Then, if things worked out, they could expand the amount of space to accommodate more of the same kinds of vendors.

Well, it took off like wildfire and now, less than ten years later, The Mill is once again the largest employer in our town. The entire, vast space of the old wire mill is now occupied by craftspeople, artists, etc. and people from all over come to shop there. It really is an amazing place.

The upshot of all this success means that those of us who live here are never too far away from an amazing gift for any occasion.

So, the idea that the perfect anniversary present for Opie was waiting just a couple of miles away didn't surprise me.

Eventually, I agreed to go with my sisters-in-law to The Mill to see what had so excited them. I sent a text to my supervisor and asked if I could leave work just a little early that day in order to deal with a personal issue. She told me that, since I was actually pretty far ahead of schedule on the project I'd been assigned, I could take the whole afternoon off as long as I was willing to make up that time later if I should find myself falling behind.

So, at just after noontime, I entered a lingerie shop for the first time. Emma and Josie were very excited about the gift that they planned to help me pick out, and their excitement was amplified by the beauty of the clothing displayed in the shop.

Now, I grew up in a single parent household. My mom died when I was nine and was sick for a few years prior to that. Dad pretty much raised me himself. He passed away a few years back, but my point is - I had never really been this close to any fancy women's intimate wear, let along things this amazing. To tell you the truth, I felt the blood rushing from my face and regrouping in a new and potentially embarrassing location. In order to avoid an embarrassing situation, I looked anywhere except at the silk and lace confections that so entranced Emma and Josie.

"May I help you?" A woman asked as she approached. Suddenly, she seemed to recognize my wife's sisters. "Oh, hi! You came back." Then she looked at me. "So, is this the young man who needs some lingerie?"

That quip had a very different impact on me than on the girls. They giggled and I grew even more pale... and, strangely enough, a little aroused at the suggestion. I just forced that feeling down and spoke. "Yeah, I need an anniversary present for my wife."

"Congratulations!" The woman smiled. "How many years?"

"One. I mean, it's the first anniversary of our wedding, but we've been together forever. We were friends as kids, we dated since middle school and we lived together for a while before we got married last year." I just spewed out the words, maybe to be clear, and maybe just to state quite clearly that I did indeed have a wife.

The saleswoman just smiled at me like I was a nervous child. "Don't worry. We have a lot of nervous boyfriends and husbands in here. So... what did you have in mind?"

I looked at Emma and Josie and shrugged.

Emma answered for me. "I think what Kim wants is a nice, lacy nightie. Something sweet and girly and sexy and soft."

The woman nodded. "Alright, then. And what size is Kim?"

That caused more laughter from my in-laws.

I tried to correct things. "No, no... I'm Kim. My wife is Opie. I'm not a hundred percent sure of her sizes."

The woman blinked at me a couple of times. "Ok. I apologize. Does anyone know what size we should be looking at?"

Emma took over. "Opie is a tricky-size-ten. She's slender, but she's tall and broad. Kind of broad in the shoulders, if you know what I mean."

"Ok," the woman nodded and began a whole long discussion about how various styles would compliment different parts of Opie's body, what colors, kinds of silks and laces were available in each and finally, after well over ten minutes, we seemed to have arrived at a choice that pleased all three of the women and left me completely baffled.

"So, what exactly am I buying?" I asked.

The woman smiled, then walked away for a moment, returning with an off white gown that shone of watery-looking silk and was adorned with lace around the cleavage. It was very chic, but looked too small for Opie and I pointed that out.

The lady laughed. "Yes. This is a size four. It's the 'floor model,' in a sense. It's the one I keep on a hanger for people to see. I just wanted you to see it. I try to keep all of my stock as pristine as possible, so the nighties are all in boxes with tissue paper both inside the garment and surrounding the garment. I put a lot of effort into designing and making these items. I want to present them to my customers correctly."

It seemed like over kill, but ok. So, I told her I'd take it and she led me to the counter. She took a box out her storage area and showed me the beautiful nightie in its tissue paper cocoon within. Then she wrapped it and handed me the bill.

My jaw dropped. "Two hundred and eight two dollars for a nightgown!?"

"Not a nightgown," she smirked. "A statement of modern femininity for your wife. Trust me, Kim... once she discovers what it feels like to wear something this elegant, she'll never want to sleep in shorts and a tee shirt again."

Reluctantly, I took out my credit card and handed it to her. She processed the payment and handed it back. "Thank you," she smiled. I'd smile too if I'd just sold a two hundred and eighty two dollar nightgown. Then, as we were leaving and Josie and Emma were promising to return soon, the woman called to me, "You be sure to come back, too, Kim. I also sell silk boxers and men's pajamas if you'd like something sexy for yourself."

We exited the shop and I looked at the girls and asked, "Why would I want something sexy for me?"

Josie spoke through her giggles. "Oh, Kimmy, you have a lot to learn."

Ok, so, that was Thursday and our anniversary was the following Monday. I worried about the choice of present for a day or so, but by Sunday, I was pretty sure that Opie would love the nightie.

So, Monday morning arrived and Opie did her free weights while I showered. Then, while she showered, I made her a breakfast sandwich to eat before she left - bacon, eggs and cheese on a bulkie roll. I wrapped that in a little aluminum foil and placed it on my gift, then put my card on top of that.

Opie appeared a few minutes later. She was dressed in a very smart looking, dark blue pant suit with a lighter blue, nylon blouse - well, to be true, it was kind of a woman's version of a man's Oxford shirt - beneath.

She saw my gifts and said, "Oh, wow. I only got you a little something." She was holding a small, wrapped box with a card taped to it.

"You didn't need to get me anything," I smiled. "Happy Anniversary," I said as I leaned up and kissed her cheek.

She handed me her gift and we both opened the cards. Mine had a fifty dollar Amazon gift card inside it, which made me very happy! I love Amazon gift cards!

"Wow, really!?" Opie read the gift card mock-up in my card. "Dinner at The 111 Chophouse' tonight? That sounds great!"

I was please with the reaction. I proceeded to open my her little gift to me. It turned out to be a new wallet, one that had a lot of slots for cards. Definitely something I needed. My old one was falling apart.

"Thanks, Ope! This is great!" I gushed, very pleased at her thoughtfulness. "Open mine before you have to leave."

She was actually a bit excited as she tore the paper free of the box and put her fingers under the edges of the lid, lifting it off. She saw the elaborately decorated tissue paper within and her eyebrows raised a bit, and... well... I thought that I saw her smile diminish just a bit.

When the paper was pulled back to reveal the lace bodice, Opie stopped dead and stared at it. "What's this?" The question wasn't said with the sense of curiosity, but with a sense of wariness. When I didn't answer, she repeated the question, but this time, her inflection was definitely indicating anger. "What is this?"

"It's... it's a nightgown." I said quietly.

She looked at me with narrow, angry eyes. "A nightgown? Why on earth would you ever buy me a nightgown? Especially one like this? This... this... nylon and lace nightmare?"

"It's silk," I muttered, just digging my hole deeper.

"Silk? Well, isn't that lovely? Tell me, Kim... in all the time that you and I have known each other, have you ever, EVER, seen me wear something like this?"

"Well... no..." I truly felt terrible. This was absolutely NOT how I had anticipated the morning going. "...but..."

"But what?" Opie was really ticked off, now. She slapped the tissue paper back into the box and began forcing the cover back on. "Am I not pretty enough for you, Kim? Am I too butch? Too big? Too manly? Is that what you're telling me with this gift?"

"No, no, of course not, Opie," I was desperate to calm her down. "Look, I'm sorry, but I just wanted to give you something special and Emma and Josie said that this was the kind of thing you'd never buy for yourself..."

She was busy grabbing her purse and briefcase as she prepared to leave. "Damned right I'd never buy something like that for myself. I know what I look like, Kim, and I'd never degrade myself..." she stopped and looked at me with those angry eyes again. "Emma and Josie? Did you discuss ME with MY sisters?"

"I... they..." I didn't know what to say at this point. "They suggested that this would be perfect and they took me to the store at The Mill where I got it."

"Well, that's just perfect, isn't it?" What should I have answered to that, because I just continued to stammer. "Just perfect! Now, my sisters know how you think of me. Wonderful. Tell you what, Kim... why don't you wear it, huh? Why don't you get all dolled up to please me? Doesn't that sound like fun?" That last word was spat at me like it was meant to slap my face - and it did.

"Opie... I'm really sorry..." I tried to form a logical defense, but my head was spinning.

"What's the name of the store where you got this... this... thing?" She grabbed the box as I sputtered the name of the store. "Alright. I'll return it on the way home. Then we'll go out to dinner and we'll forget that this ever happened, ok?"

I would have liked to have answered and apologized once again, but the door slammed shut and she was already storming through the garage to get to her car.

'Shit." I muttered to the door. "Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit."

I looked at the table where the beautiful wrapping paper was wadded up next to the breakfast sandwich she hadn't even noticed. "Happy fucking anniversary," I grumbled. "You really messed things up this time, Kimberly. Congratulations."

I put the dirty dishes in the dishwasher, pulled on a clean polo shirt, brushed my teeth and hair, pulled my straight, brown hair into a low ponytail and exchanged my pajama bottoms for a pair of basketball shorts, then went to my desk and signed into work for the day feeling like complete crap.

I sat at my desk and stared at the work I had piled up in front of me and shook my head at how stupid I'd been. God, I could have given Opie a vacuum cleaner or an iron or any of those other cliches of terrible things to give as anniversary presents and she would have been happier than she was.

I picked up my phone and sent a text. 'OPIE I'M SORRY. I DIDN'T MEAN TO UPSET YOU. I LOVE YOU.'

It was about a half an hour later when she replied. 'LOVE YOU, TOO. WORKING NOW. BE HOME AS SOON AS I CAN.'

Well, at least she was talking to me.

I struggled to focus on work that morning and was not all together surprised when I heard my front door open just as I was sitting at the kitchen table to eat lunch. I was, however, just a little surprised to see Josie come into the kitchen alone. Typically, Emma came alone or she came with Josie. To tell you the truth, I think this may have been the very first time that Josie and I were alone in a room together.

"Hey," she said, quietly, obviously aware of the gift's reception.

"Hey," I responded with the same lack of enthusiasm. "Where's your counterpart?"

Josie sat opposite me and I think, for the first time, the stark differences between her and my wife were suddenly revealed to me. I already compared their height and general fashion sense to you before, but there was so much more. Josie was small, lithe, compact, soft, feminine, curvy in that way that some women have that just bowls men over. Of course, to me, she was still like my little sister, and I mean that for real. Opie and I used to babysit for Josie all the time. I mean, she wasn't a baby, but she was a kid. I watched her grow from a little tomboy, just like Opie had been, to this beautiful woman. If you put a twelve year old version of Opie and a twelve year old version of Josie side by side, they would be almost indistinguishable. But if you put the two women in their current forms side by side, they hardly seemed to represent the same sex. And truth be told, I found Opie a thousand times more attractive. I never should have listened to her sisters.

"Emma is having lunch with Opie to try to smooth things out there. Listen, Kim," I could tell that she was not real comfortable with this kind of conversation - I mean, who would be? - and I didn't want to make it worse, so I held up my hand so she would stop.

"Josie... what happened happened and there's nothing more to say. It was my fault. I should have realized that if Opie wanted to wear that kind of stuff, then she'd have worn it already."

Josie nodded. "I feel awful, though. Was she really mad?"

I nodded. "Madder than I've ever seen her, but she said that she'd return it on her way home and we'd never discuss it again. I guess that's good enough, or at least it'll have to be."

She nodded and patted my hand - another first - and stood. "I just want you to know how sorry I am that Emma and I messed things up for you. Everything will be fine, though. Opie loves you. She'll get over this."

"I hope," I chuckled.

Then, another first, Josie bent down and kissed my cheek. "I'll get going. I just wanted to... well... you know."

And she left. She wasn't there more than ten minutes, but I was glad she'd come. I'd been beating myself up all morning and I was happy to talk to someone who understood.

I worked through the afternoon and called it quits around four thirty. A little early, yes, but I'd submitted all of my numbers on the project I'd been assigned and I had plenty of time to get started on my next assignment in the morning. I took my phone into the shower with me, just in case anyone from work called, and I got myself ready to go out to dinner. Usually, I just part my hair on the right and let my hair dry on its own, but I needed to get dressed up soon, so I used Opie's hair dryer and spent five minutes or so struggling to figure out how best to use the contraption. Eventually, I called up a video on YouTube and followed their instructions. Ten minutes after that, my hair was not only dry, but looked abnormally nice. I was going to tie it back up in its usual bow, but decided to leave it as it was and see what Opie thought of it.

Long hair was fairly new to me and I kind of enjoyed having it. I know that's odd, but it was kind of like the one luxury that I found I could cultivate during the COVID quarantine.

Even though I didn't need to, I ran my electric shaver across my face. My father had hair like a Viking. His five o'clock shadow started appearing at eleven in the morning and his back and chest were like thickets of hair. He used to say that growing hair was his true calling. I, on the other hand, seemed to have inherited my body hair from my mother's family. It was sparse and wispy. I tried to grow a mustache once when I was in college, but all I got was the kind of long, thing hairs that old women sometimes get. It was a bit embarrassing and I am now very self conscious about having any hair growth at all on my face.

By five forty five, I was ready to go out. I really didn't want to wear a suit, though, so I found my loosest fitting dress shirt, a pair of nice chinos and a sports coat. I put on my dress shoes for the first time since Josie's wedding and tied my tie in a sharp double Windsor knot and waited for Opie to return.

It was nearly six thirty by the time she pulled into the driveway and beeped her horn for me to come out. That was pretty late for her, but I knew that she needed to make a stop at The Mill on the way home.

The 111 Chophouse is a really nice restaurant in a nearby city. 111 is actually its address, but their menu is not just restricted to meat dishes. They have a nice selection, but they are pricey, so we'd only been there a couple of times before. We were given a very nice table with a bit of privacy. COVID restrictions meant that the restaurants were still operating at a reduced number of patrons, but being a Monday evening, I wouldn't have expected a huge crowd, anyway. Most of the patrons were at the bar drinking trendy, expensive drinks.

Dinner was really nice! I had salmon and Opie had a beautifully plated fillet mignon. Apple cobbler for dessert and a couple of glasses of wine, and the dinner had gone remarkably well. Our conversation had remained very civil - normal, almost. Opie even complimented the way I looked with my hair blown out and hanging freely over my shoulders. We were home around nine thirty and headed into the house before I noticed that Opie was carrying the box that the nightgown had come in with her. I was going to say something, but opted to keep whatever questions I might have to myself.

Opie went upstairs to get ready for bed and I pulled the curtains down in the downstairs windows and checked the doors before heading upstairs.

When I entered the room, I stopped short at the sight of a peach colored nightgown draped over the foot of the bed. It was obviously not the same gown I'd purchased for Opie. Not only was it not the same color, but if the one I'd chosen was decorated with lace, then this one was positively dripping in lace. Not only that, but next to the night gown, there was a matching wrap, or robe - or whatever - it was something for the wearer to put on when walking around.

Opie emerged from the bathroom wearing just a sports bra and her slacks, as she usually did after her evening ablutions. She didn't mention the nightgown and neither did I. I just went into the lavatory and dealt with my own preparations. I put my hair in its usual low ponytail for sleeping and exited the bathroom in my boxers with my shirt, jacket, etc, over my arm.

I headed to the walk-in closet to hang up the clothes while Opie fussed with preparing her clothes for the next day, still dressed as she's been in the bra and slacks.

When I closed the door to closet, Opie was sitting on the side of the bed, still dressed as she had been. She crossed her legs at the knees and with her arms folded across her midsection, she suddenly looked a bit too serious.

"So... I had a visit from Emma during my lunch, today." She said.

I nodded. "I heard. Josie came to see me."

"To apologize?" Opie asked.

I nodded, again. "I'm not sure how they found out the I'd upset you..."

'Oh, I told them," Opie interrupted me. "I called them both on the way to work and read them both the riot act. Josie just cried and apologized. Emma tried to tell me that I was depriving both you and me of the pleasures of lingerie while having sex. I thought that seemed a bit too personal, to tell you the truth."

"I agree," I whispered, still uncertain of what else to say.

"And yet you discussed our sex life with my sisters." That about floored me.

"No, no, Ope, I didn't. They just kept telling me that you'd enjoy this kind of thing..."

She stopped me with a wave of her hand. "Ok. I get it, but I still felt like my privacy was violated. Maybe you didn't initiate the conversation, but you still complied and had some sort of discussion, but let me get to my point."

I inhaled and calmed down. I felt like I was in a trap. I didn't know what was about to happen, but I knew that something definitely was.

"Anyway, after work, I went to The Mill and found the store you'd been to. The lady was very nice, and she could tell by the way that the tissue paper had not been disturbed that I'd never taken it out of the box. She couldn't refund the money, though, because you'd used a credit card and I didn't have that with me. My first thought was to just leave and return tomorrow with your card, but then I got to thinking about something that Emma had said. She said that I was depriving both you and me of the feel of real high end lingerie. Well, how could I do that, right? I mean if the feel is that amazing, maybe we should try it, right?"

She waited for me to reply, so I did. "Ok, I guess..."

She smiled, just a little. "So, the idea is that the feel of silk and lace between two bodies will act as an enhancement to the act, correct."

"So I understand."

"And that it is the feel of the silk and lace that is important, not the actual location of it."

I didn't quite understand that sentence, but nodded. "Sure."

"So it doesn't matter who is actually wearing the silk and lace, just that it is present, right?"

I blinked at that. "What?"

"Let me be clear. You and I have a lot in common, including never having worn anything as frilly and girly as that nightgown you bought me. You wanted to feel the added sensation of silk while having sex, I couldn't care less about it. You bought me a very frilly nightgown so that we'd have that feeling. I didn't want to wear anything as girlish as that, but I did not want to deprive you of your fun, so - I exchanged the gown you bought for me for this lovely nightie for you."

I was really confused now. I mean, this was REALLY not what I was expecting.

"What? Are you suggesting that I wear the nightgown?"

She smiled. "I am. Like I said - neither of us has ever worn anything like this before, so if you want to experience the feeling of silk and lace, I will support that, as long it's YOU wearing the nightgown."

Ok - so this was a little off the rails for us. Opie and I had very satisfying sex life, but it was... standard, I guess. Or maybe - Run of the mill? Unadventurous? All of those words were correct, but we were happy with it - at least I was and Opie seemed to be. Having said that, though, since going into the lingerie shop with my sisters-in-law last week, I had been obsessing about what it must feel like to be wrapped in that kind of elegance. So, rather than just say 'no,' I started thinking about it again. I was feeling a little... kinky, I guess... and I was feeling a little bit more curious than I would have expected to feel in that moment.

I wasn't about to just jump at the chance to put on the nightgown and have sex with Opie, though. Instead, I asked, "What if I don't want to wear it?"

"Then you've wasted nearly three hundred dollars on something that will never be worn."

Aha! I had her, now, "I could just return it tomorrow, though. I can take the nightgown and my credit card and return it for a refund."

She shook her head, though. "Sorry, honey, you can't. The only reason she even considered it was because it was obvious that the nightie had never been worn. I'm took these out of the box though. She'd never accept them back, now. I'm afraid that it's either wear it, or waste it."

I squinted at her as I thought. "Ok, let's make a deal. If I wear it tonight, you wear it after that."

She laughed. "That would never fit me, Kim. The lady remembered you and she picked this out to fit you."

"Ok - then if I wear it tonight, then you have to go back to The Mill and get your own silk lingerie to wear at night." I figured she'd never agree to that, but she surprised me.

"Tell you what - you wear the nightie and the peignoir - that's the robe - for a week and I can pick out something from that shop for me to wear after that."

"Something silk?" I asked, just to insure that we were on the same page.

She smiled and nodded. "Something less... doll-ish, but, yes, it will be silk."

Then it was my turn to smile and nod. "Ok. It's a deal." I had Opie, now. If, in fact, she secretly wanted to wear these kind of feminine items in the privacy of our bedroom for seven nights, put up with a little bit of embarrassment, and maybe some kinky fun, and then she'd be wearing the lingerie. I was beginning to think that Emma and Josie may have been right, after all. If Opie didn't want to wear pretty, girly lingerie, then she never would have agreed to a deal like this.

I picked up the nightgown and was about to drop it over my head, but Opie stopped me. "Boxers," she said.

"What about them?"

"Take off your boxers," she said, still sitting in her businesslike manner, still in her bra and trousers. "Pretty girls don't wear boxers under their nighties."

I smirked at her, but took them off, anyway. Then, I slipped my arms and head through the openings and dropped the nightgown onto my shoulders.

And my world changed.

As I've told you, I grew up in a house with just me and my dad, and I had only ever been romantically involved with Opie, so I'd never really even touched something as soft and sensuous as this piece of clothing. Now, I was actually wearing this confection - this meringue - the amazing, soft, sexy piece of clothing... and I loved it. I had a curious reaction to it, though. The softness and prettiness made me feel... small... sexy... vulnerable.

Opie stood up and stood in front of me. She was always taller than me, but with me barefoot and her in her chunky little heels, she was substantially taller and, with me in my lace covered nightie, I actually felt intimidated by my own wife.

Opie looked me over, her lower lip extended in thought. "Hmm. You're actually quite cute that way. I like it." I smiled a little as she reached behind my head and pulled my hair free of its ponytail. She ran her fingers through my hair and her eyes began to twinkle. "Quite cute."

She pulled me close, her arms wrapped firmly around my lower back. She looked me in the eye for several moments before she planted a firm kiss on my lips that sent shivers down my spine. Then she nuzzled into that spot where my neck met my shoulder blade, kissing and kissing and kissing my skin.

"You know," Opie smiled, "I didn't think you'd ever put this on. But now that you have... I find this very exciting. You look really cute. Especially with your hair down like that. Maybe this was a good idea, after all."

She rubbed her hands on my back.

"This really is soft, isn't it?" She whispered as she rubbed and kissed me, my back against my bureau. "I like it."

"You should wear one," I gasped.

"We'll see," she said in a husky growl, "but for now..." she kissed my lips even harder. "... let's get on the bed."

Another forceful and passionate kiss followed as Opie led me to the bed, me walking backwards in her embrace.

When we reached the bed, the mattress met the back of my knees and I fell backwards onto the bed. Now, as I already mentioned, Opie and I had a happy sex life, but it was always pretty conventional. Typically, me on top controlling things and very occasionally, Opie would take the lead. This time, though, Opie didn't just take the lead, she was voracious. She continued her kisses, alternating kisses on my lips with kisses on my neck, shoulders and even along the neckline of my nightgown. My body was becoming a mass of tingles and goose bumps. It was like nothing I'd ever felt before. Opie was consumed in a fit passion and I was overwhelmed by everything that she was doing to me.

I was desperate to return her kisses, but she was focused on her own kissing and touching me through the silk and lace material.

Then, without warning, Opie pulled the hem of my nightgown up to my waist and pushed my knees as wide apart as she could. Abruptly, she stood and unfastened the button and zipper on her trousers and pushed them down past her own knees. Then, without warning, she grabbed my very stiff member and very gently worked my organ into herself. I'm sure that we both shivered in unison at the unusual feel connecting in such a new and exciting manned. With her legs together and mine spread, I felt as if her grip on my tool was tighter than it had ever been and when she thrust on me, there was so much more to feel than I'd ever felt before.

I am almost embarrassed to say that I probably only lasted five or six minutes that first time, but when I'd... well... there's no need to get graphic, I guess... but when I'd finished, I was in a fog of ecstasy like nothing I'd ever experienced before. Honestly, I don't think I could have even moved for a few minutes. I'm not even sure that I was breathing at first. I was only really conscious of the amazing experience I'd just been through, until I felt Opie sliding into bed bedside me and pulling me into a cuddle.

"Well, I guess I have to admit that there is something awfully exciting about the feel of silk when making love." Opie whispered.

"I guess," I huffed in response. "Holy cow. That was amazing."

Opie laughed. "Let's take a little break and see if you might be able to go again in a little while."

I was really surprised by that. Opie was never interested in more than one go-round in the course of a night. "Really?"

She nodded and smiled.

"Wow. I guess that the feel of this stuff does make you a little wild." I smiled and snuggled in tighter so that my nightgown rubbed her bare skin a little more. She was still wearing her bra, but that's all.

"Do you like how it feels?" She asked.

I should have balked before answering her, but the fact was that I had just experienced the most wonderful and intimate few minutes of our entire relationship and I had no interest in maintaining any masculine façade. I LOVED how I felt in that nightie and had no qualms in saying so. Besides, the more I raved about the feelings, the more likely it was that I would see Opie in something silky, sexy and lacy in a week.

"It's amazing," I nearly giggled. "It's like liquid electricity on my skin. I kind of love it. You will, too, when you get your own gown."

She raised her eyebrows and smirked. "We shall see." She ran her fingers through my hair, moving it off of my face. "I admit that I like the feel of the silk, but that's not the only thing that set me off, tonight." She ran her fingers through my hair, again. "It's kind of weird to say, but... when you put the nightgown on... you looked beautiful. I mean it. I couldn't believe how much I wanted you at that moment. Then, when I let your hair down... I just wanted you so much that I couldn't resist."

Ok, now, as I'm telling you this story, I realize how odd that last thing was for a wife to say to her husband, but being in the headspace I was in at that moment, I nearly melted at the compliment. She must have sensed that I liked what she'd said, because she continued to caress my hair and said, "My little Asian beauty. You are the most exciting thing I've ever seen."

Again, I loved the compliment so much that I shivered - and she felt it and knew that I was into continuing to dress this way at night if it would please her.

"What do you say?" She smiled a hungry smile. "Do you think you can do it, again?"

"I can try," I giggled and we tried and tried and succeeded over and over again.

As you can imagine, we didn't get to sleep until well past midnight. I was shaken awake the next morning by Opie who was pulling on a pair of panties as she nudged my shoulders.

"Kim! Come on, honey, wake up. We over slept. I have to get going as quickly as I can."

I blinked and looked at the clock on my bed stand. 8:29am. We both needed to be at work in thirty one minutes. Easier for me than for Opie, of course, because my office was in the rear of our living room.

"Can I ask a favor," Opie said, a little frantic. "Can you make be an English muffin and put a little marmalade on it so I can eat it on the way to the hospital?"

"Sure," I said as I pulled back the covers and realized that I still had the nightgown on. I started to make my way to my bureau, but since it was next to Opie's, I would have interfered with her. So, I headed for the door, but Opie stopped me.

"Here," she called as she tossed the garment that matched the one I wore to me.

"What's this?" I asked.

"It goes with your nightie. It's a matching robe."

"I don't think I need this to make an English muffin," I laughed and I was about to toss it back on the bed, but Opie stopped me.

"Uh uh uh... the deal it that you wear what I bought you. That includes the matching robe. Besides, it's soft, too. Put it on. You'll like it."

I shook my head, headed down the hall, slipping my arms into the sleeves of the robe as I walked.

I was very surprised that the added material actually made the feeling of the clothing even more sensual. It had the same lace embellishments as the nightie, but, besides having long, very loose sleeves that ended in elasticized, belled, lace cuffs, the main material of the robe was nearly transparent. NOW I know that it was made from a very pricey chiffon, but at the time, the very, very sheer overlay that sat on top of my nightgown was fascinating to me.

I got to the kitchen and pulled out the sleeve of Thomas' English Muffins, splitting one with a fork and dropping it into the toaster. While it toasted, I split one for me, too.

A few minutes later, I heard Opie hurry into the kitchen. "You know, I kind of like having a sexy little thing bouncing around my house in a cute, little nightie," she joked, then pulled my hair to the side and kissed the nape of my neck, sending shivers down my spine.

I giggled, but really liked the attention. "I think this is actually a little too big for me, actually," I said. "Look, there's a lot of extra material."

"That's because it's supposed to fall off of your shoulders and hang from your breasts, but you're lacking lacking in that department." Then she looked ore closely and said, "You'd have to be a pretty big girl for your breasts to be on display in this gown, though." She rubbed my bottom through the material and smiled, "It does feel sexy, Kim, I'll admit to that."

I handed her a small paper plate with her muffin toasted with the marmalade spread across it to eat on the way to work. "Then stop on your way home and pick up one for yourself."

She grabbed her briefcase and purse, then took the plate from me, giving me a peck on the lips. "One week. That's our deal. Then... I'll consider it."

"If I do a week as your sex kitten, then you had better do a lot more than 'consider' it!" I called as she headed to the door that led to our driveway.

She turned and winked. "When you take that off, check to see if you left any marks on it. You may need to take a sponge to a few spots. Girls have to be careful with their intimates, you know." She winked and disappeared out the door.

I shook my head and bit into my own English muffin. I ate some it and put the rest aside to eat while I worked. I realized that it was getting a little late, so I ran back upstairs, amazed by the feel of the abundant material flowing around me, and took off the robe and nightie, leaving them draped neatly over the back of a rocking chair we had in our room. Then, I pulled on a pair of gym trunks and a polo shirt and was about to hurry into the lavatory to brush my teeth and hair, when Opie's tease about taking care of the nightie came back to me. At two hundred and eighty dollars, this was an expensive article of clothings, so, even though I think she was teasing, I checked to see if I had, in fact, left any dirty evidence on the silk.

I had.

So I spent a few minutes correcting that issue. I hung the nightgown on a hanger on the back of the bathroom door to dry, then brushed my teeth, but when I got to my hair, I stopped and looked at myself in the mirror. My hair was an unabashed mess from our lovemaking of the last ten hour hours, but I liked that it looked... different. I brushed it out, but it didn't regain the fullness I'd stumbled on to yesterday when I'd used Opie's blow dryer. I was a little underwhelmed by the results, but it was nearly nine o'clock and I needed to sign-in and get to work, so I just let it hang down my back and hurried back downstairs, grabbed the remainder of my breakfast and turned on my MacBook just in time to start my day without being late.

My habit was to work for a couple of hours or so, then take five minute break to stand and walk around a little to avoid stiffness, so that's what I did. I was just starting evaluating this really interesting construction project for a company that we'd worked with many times before. Insurance-wise, the project had a lot of parameters to consider - safety, changing costs, workers compensation, etc, but there was the added caveat of several absolute deadlines for certain aspects of the project to be completed. Failure to meet those deadlines would result in some pretty severe financial penalties for the construction company, so they needed to have insurance available to cover those fines, should they be accrued. My typically simple workday had become much more challenging and interesting, so I buried myself in the work and all other thoughts disappeared for a while.

Around eleven, I stood up and took a little stroll to the kitchen to get a quick cup of tea and stretch my legs.

On my way back to my desk, I passed the little mirror we have mounted on the wall in our hallway and I stopped to look at my hair. It just did not look as good as it did the previous night. After the way that Opie had behaved the previous night and that morning, I really wanted to look nice for her when she came home. Pretty soon, my five minute break had run its course, though, so I went back to my desk and got back to work.

At twelve thirty, I took my lunch break. I set a timer on my phone for fifty seven minutes so I'd be back to work in exactly an hour and began my break.

I'd been nibbling on my English muffin all morning, so I wasn't that hungry. I grabbed a plum out of the refrigerator and took a bite, and once again, my attention was drawn back to the hall mirror.

Now, I know my features aren't as hard as many other men my age and my somewhat-almond-shaped eyes softened them a bit, too. With my hair down, I couldn't help but think that I looked - just a bit - feminine. You'd think that would have bothered me, right? But it didn't. Not after the way that Opie had responded to me wearing that ultra-feminine nightie and robe. Instead of thinking 'you look too much like a girl,' I thought 'I wonder if Opie would like my hair better if it was more... girlie.'

I had read that bending over, letting my hair fall forward and brushing the underside of my hair might 'fluff' it up a bit. So, I grabbed an old round brush in the downstairs lavatory and went back to my desk. Before I did anything I did a quick Google search about brushing your hair correctly and I ended up watching a YouTube video called 'The Right Way To Brush Your Hair' that featured an Asian woman with hair just a bit longer and fuller than mine, but she demonstrated how to properly brush your hair everyday in order to make it fuller, healthier, shinier, etc.

I watched the short tutorial and took note of everything she was doing. It was pretty extensive and looked like it would take thirty minutes or more to properly brush my hair in this fashion, but what the heck? I had nothing better to do during my lunch hour that day.

I restarted the video and began to mimic the technics the woman displayed. Never having done anything like this, it was a little tough at first, but I caught on. First the video instructed me to brush all my hair from side to side, creating new parts all over my head and spinning the brush to massage my scalp and loosen up any dead skin or dandruff. Then it told me to bend over and brush the underside of my hair, again spinning the brush as I went to free up excess oils. Then, I was to keep bent over, with my hair over my head and face and pull back layers of my hair as I went so that every section was brushed on the underside.

This was taking me quite sometime and required a good deal of my attention, which is why I hadn't heard the front door open nor the sound of two people entering my living room. What I did hear, though was the sound of someone clearing her throat in a very theatrical manner just a few feet away from me.

I froze for just a second or two to listen and be sure I'd heard someone. There was no more throat clearing, but there was the sound of a woman giggling. I pushed my hair back and sat back quickly, finding my sisters-in-law standing in the opening of my alcove, one leaning on the right side of the alcove's archway, the other leaning on the left.

"Oh... hi!" I said, as cheerily and nonchalantly as I could. "Sorry. I didn't hear you come in."

"Yeah. We guessed that," Emma laughed and shook her head. "What are you doing?"

I thought that the answer to that question was obvious. "I'm brushing my hair. What does it look like I'm doing?"

"Yes, you're brushing your hair, but in the middle of the day and in a way that - and I'm just guessing here - you never have brushed it before." Emma was smirking at me.

"If my opinion matters," Josie joined in, "I think it looks better already. I like it down like that. It's prettier than the ponytail."

Prettier, she'd said. Perhaps I was being too obvious, huh?

"I, umm... I was going to put it back in a ponytail. I just..." I finally thought of an excuse, "...I was running late this morning and didn't have time to shower. I just wanted to get it, you know, untangled."

Emma smirked at me in a way that may have indicated she knew better. "Let me see that brush." She looked at it and shook her head. "This is a lousy brush. Josie, can you run out to my car and grab my gym bag?"

As Josie headed for the door, I asked, "Why do you need your gym bag?"

"Because I do my hair after I workout, Kim. I have good brushes in my bag."

As soon as the door closed and Josie was out of ear shot, Emma asked, "Does this have anything to do with Opie making you wear that nightie last night?"

Now, just the day before, Opie had chastised me for talking to her sisters about our intimate life and now... well, I guessed that there was no point in discussing that with Emma, but I couldn't think of anything to say, besides, I was already blushing. I could feel the heat of the blush in my cheeks.

"I thought so," Emma nodded and smiled. "You know, I was really ticked off at her yesterday morning when she was all revved up about the present you gave her. And then, yesterday afternoon, when she told me that she'd exchanged that beautiful nightgown for one that would fit you, I got even madder, but... well, I guess no harm was done, huh? I talked to Opie one her way to work and she said that you'd both had a lot of fun last night. So - all's well that ends well, I guess."

I was still embarrassed beyond explanation, so I just shrugged.

"So, I'm guessing that you're repeating the experience tonight, then?"

My face must have been scarlet when I gave a reluctant nod.

"Alright, then. I'll help with your hair. We won't say anything about this in front of Josie, though. I don't think she's gotten as many details as I have. Listen, though, I'm here to help if you need it. Seriously - hair, makeup, clothes, whatever. If you guys are happy, then I'm happy to help out. Remember that and don't be embarrassed to ask for help."

Thank God Josie came back into the house with the gym bag, because I didn't know what to say in response to Emma's offer. Yeah, Opie and I were having some marital fun for a week or so, but Emma's offer seemed a lot more permanent than I expected.

Regardless of all of that, Emma sent Josie out into the kitchen to fetch the spray bottle that Opie used to spray our ferns, while she dug out two different brushes, hair spray, a very wide toothed comb and a curling iron.

"What's that for?" I asked, pointing at the last item.

"It'll give your hair body. That's what you want, right?"

Josie, who was far and away the most attractive of the three sisters, sat on the bench seat that was built into the area under the large windows opposite my desk and folded her very long legs. "Shy of a perm, or something like that, it's really the only way to add texture to your hair. Mine is really straight, too - well, maybe not as straight as yours, but that's because you have that fine, Asian hair - but I use a curling iron every morning, then brush it out. You like the way my hair looks, don't you?"

"Well, yeah," I was still feeling very out of sorts, having this discussion, but I couldn't deny that Josie had beautiful hair, "but I'm not looking to do anything that elaborate."

"Don't worry," Emma smiled. "I'm not going to go crazy. I'm just going to brush it back and make it look thicker and more... luscious." She giggled.

"And sexy," Josie added with her own giggle.

"Ok," I sighed, "but I need to be back online for work in forty two minutes."

"Plenty of time," Emma seemed very confident as she sprayed water into my hair.

Just about thirty minutes later, I had become far more familiar with the smell of hair spray and singed hair than I'd ever expected to be.

"Ooh, I like it," Josie cooed, looking up from her phone, having become bored with the work being done on my hair quite some time earlier. "It's really cute, Em. Opie's going to flip when she sees him - flip in a good way, I mean. She's been saying that he needed to do something with his hair for months. She'll be pleased."

"I think so, too," Emma spoke to her sister, but stared at me, checking that every hair was perfect. "I think she'll like his hair combed back off of his forehead like this. You have a really nice forehead, Kim."

"A nice forehead?" I scowled. "I've never heard anyone compliment another person's forehead."

She just smiled and stepped back, surveying her work once again. She nodded. "I think we're done. Come with me to the bathroom and take a look in the mirror. Tell me what you think." She looked at Josie, who's attention had returned to her phone, and said, "Would you mind throwing all of this mess back into my gym bag while I show Kimmy his new look?" She grabbed a couple of things and took my hand.

"Sure," Josie shrugged and got up as I followed Emma down the hall nervously.

When we reached the downstairs lavatory, Emma had me enter with my back to the mirror. "Now, before I let you turn around," she said, quietly, "I did you hair so that it would look cute with your new nightgown, ok? So, if it's too... feminine... you can always just brush the hairspray out and wear it like you always do. It will definitely look fuller, though."

I nodded, more worried than before.

"Ok," she said, a little excited. "Turn around."

"Whoa," was all I could say as I stared at my reflection in amazement. My hair was brushed straight back, no right hand part, like I'd always worn, but it sat much higher on my head than it ever had before. Not like a bouffant thing or anything like that, just... well, as Emma had said... fuller. Much, much fuller. As if I'd somehow grown much more hair on my head. Not only did it look thicker, but it had a shine to it and just a tiny bit of body to it that seemed to inflate it all and make it look soft and rich and... and... and... pretty. Really pretty.

And my pretty hair made me look... pretty... as well. Really pretty.

Nothing had been done to me other than my hair being done, yet I looked, well, there's no other way to say it, I looked like my sister, if I'd had a sister.

And if my sister had been a bit of a cutie.

"What do you think?" Emma asked.

"Well..." I needed to get my head around what I was thinking before saying anything. After a few moments, I continued. "It's... umm... it's definitely fuller, but it is a bit..."

"Girly?" Emma finished my thought. "Yeah. Like I said, I did it with your nightgown games in mind. Do me a favor, though. Don't brush it out, just yet. Just let it be for the rest of the day and then, before Opie comes home, just see how it looks with the nightie. If you don't like it, brush it like you normally do. If you do like it, let Opie see it and have some more kinky fun. Ok? No harm, no foul."

I shrugged and continued to look at the fascinating reflection.

"Here, face me," Emma instructed, so I did. Quickly and carefully, she placed a horseshoe shaped, white plastic band, with what looked like nasty little barbs on it, on top of my head, so that it sat from behind my right ear, traveled over my head and ended just behind my left ear, and settled it into place.

"What's that?" I asked, puzzled by the new addition.

"It's a head band - well, an 'Alice Band,' to be more precise." She was not looking at me, but instead making sure that she had not upset my hair while installing the head band. "You're not used to having your hair hanging loosely and this will keep it out of your face. Hopefully, it'll also keep you from playing with it too much. You don't have to keep it in, but it will be easier for you if you do. Ok?"

"Ok?" I shrugged. I'd already pretty much decided that I would be brushing my hair out before Opie got home, but I was kind of curious to see how it looked when I wore the nightgown - just out of curiosity, mind you - so I was going to leave it alone until I had a chance to do that.

Emma leaned forward and just a little down to kiss my cheek. "You just stay here until we leave so Josie doesn't see the headband. Ok?"

"Ok," I laughed just a little at this covert action. I mean, Josie had already seen me with this very girlish hairdo. Did the headband really make that big a difference. But then I looked in the mirror and realized that it really did. It made a very big difference. Especially when I noticed that there were tiny, little crystals all over the headband, making it much more decorative than I'd originally thought.

"You look great," Emma assured me. "Like a perfect China doll."

"I'm not Chinese," I huffed, more out of habit than anything. "I'm half Japanese."

"I meant 'China' as in the pottery material that they used to make dolls out of," Emma shook her head, "but you definitely have that 'Cute Asian Girl' vibe happening."

I shook my head. "You're a racist," I teased.

"You're a cutie," Emma teased back as she walked down the hall and called to Josie. "Come on, JoJo. We have a house to show in a half hour. Let's get moving."

When I heard the door close I breathed a bit easier. It had been a harrowing forty minutes of so with my sisters-in-law, but it had been kind of fun to be the center of attention, too. I checked my new look one more time. Definitely too girly to let Opie see - even with our little role reversal game happening, but I did want to see how it looked with the nightie on, so I would leave it until later.

Just then, my alarm went off, telling me I had three minutes left of lunch. So, I put aside my fascination with my new look and took a moment to relieve my bladder before running back to my desk and signing back onto my MacBook just in time.

Within minutes, I was once again buried in the challenging work I had on my desk and I lost all track of time until it was five o'clock and time to quit for the day. Now, I know this sounds funny, but I had been so engrossed in my work that I had completely forgotten about the enhancements Emma had added to my scalp. I got up and stretched and headed to the kitchen to start dinner - you know, Opie was working outside of the house and I was working at home, so cooking and cleaning had kind of fallen into my lap. I don't mean for that to sound like I resented it or anything, because I didn't. I kind of liked it actually.

So, I grabbed a couple of chicken breasts that I'd been marinating out of the refrigerator and put them onto a cookie sheet and waited for the oven to heat. While that was happening, I cut up some vegetables to steam as a side dish. The oven chimed, telling me it was ready, it was a little early to put the meat in, though, so I grabbed a pot, filled it with water and set it on a burner to boil for my steamer.

It was just about that time that I absentmindedly reached up to scratch my head and felt the head band and I remembered that my hair had been done very differently.

I went to the downstairs lavatory and turned on the light. When I looked in the mirror, my reflection caught me by surprise all over again - and once again, I liked what I saw. My hair was neat and had not lost any of its body throughout the day. Yeah, I looked a little less masculine than usual, but I was never all that masculine to begin with. I was struck by the thought, though, of what Opie would think of me with hair like this. It was her idea, after all, for me to wear that silk and lace nightie. And it was her that got all worked up when she saw me dressed that way. Was this too much, though? Would having my hair done like this be crossing the line from some kinky playfulness to 'my husband's a fairy?' I really didn't know.

I checked the time. Opie wouldn't be home for another forty five minutes or so. What the hell? I was way too curious about how I would look in the nightgown with my hair like that, so I sprinted up the stairs and was nearly naked by the time I entered our bedroom. I took the nightgown from where I'd left it hanging to dry and slipped it over my head and onto my shoulders and all of those exciting feelings from last night returned. God, why was this kind of luxury only available to women?

I hurried to the tall mirror in our bedroom and looked at myself and I was not surprised to see that the reflection of 'my nonexistent sister' that I'd seen before was there again, only this time she looked even more soft and feminine and beautiful.

And I felt myself getting excited.

And I liked it.

I swayed as I looked at my reflection and the feeling of the light material brushing against my body was wonderful and made me more excited and harder.

I pulled on the sheer, lace drenched robe and tied the satin ribbon just below the bust-line and the feelings amped up even higher. I looked at myself from every direction and hung my head back so that my hair bounced and shone in the light. I fantasied about how Opie would react when she saw me this way and imagined her hands caressing me through the silk and lace.

I was suddenly awakened from my reverie by the sound of something downstairs. It took me a moment to realize that what I was hearing was the sound of water boiling over in the stove.

"Oh, shit," I muttered and ran out of the room and down the stairs as quickly as I could. When I got to the stove, I moved the pot off of the hot burner and shut the burner off. I checked to be sure that everything was ok, then took a breath. I checked the time, again. I still had about thirty five minutes before Opie got home, but it was time to get the chicken into the oven.

I had just slid the cookie sheet into the oven and I was setting the timer on the stove when I heard a voice from behind me. "Well, well, well! It seems like I may have created a monster. Still wearing your nightgown, I see."

I turned and saw Opie's smirking face. "Not still," I said. "I just put it back on, but I can explain..." She stopped me, though, with a very confused look. "What?"

"Your hair," she said, but I wasn't sure how to read her intonation. Did she like it or not? "Did you do that yourself?"

"No," I admitted and I felt my stomach begin to knot up. "Emma and Josie came by and Emma did my hair like this." There was a long silence as she came over and looked over my new style. Finally, I asked, "Do you like it?"

She touched my hair and ran her finger along the top of the headband. "No. I don't."

'I'm sorry," I whispered, embarrassed beyond all words, but she kept touching my hair. "I'll... I'll go get changed." I made to leave the kitchen, but she stopped me with a strong, passionate kiss, pulling me tightly into a hug and squeezing my rear end in the process.

"I thought you didn't like it?" I gasped when I was finally allowed to breath again.

"I don't," she smirked as she kissed me again, with nearly as much force as before. "I love it." She investigated my look some more. "Emma did this? It's amazing, Kim, but you look so... womanly, I guess. I mean, I'm not a lesbian or anything, but the idea of you looking so... cute... it's just... well, I like it, I guess. You're ok with that, aren't you?"

I shrugged. "Sure, I guess. I mean I never would have ever thought about wearing anything like this, but now that I have... well... I like it, too."

"And the hair and that adorable headband? That's all good, too?"

I nodded, but then I glanced at the stove to be sure that I'd set the timer and noticed the time on the microwave. "Hey - you're really early, aren't you?"

Now, Opie suddenly looked a little guilty. "I am. I left early so I could make a stop. I got a little something to heighten our little game from last night. I was afraid I might be pushing you too far, but now that I see you, I think you'll like it."

A warm tickle of excitement washed over me as she retrieved a bag she'd left by the kitchen doorway and put it in the table. "I thought that I might be able to convince you to wear your nightie while we sat and watched TV before bedtime, but I didn't want you to be uncomfortable... down there. You know, having your little friend flopping around or getting stiff and ruining the line of your nightie. So," she reached into her bag and pulled out something, "this."

The 'something' that she pulled out turned out to be a pair of panties. They appeared to be very sheer, but when she handed them to me, I realized that there was a flesh toned liner inside. The outside was a peach color, nearly identical to the color of my nightgown, but not a solid fabric. Instead, the peach colored threads formed lacy roses that stood out against the beige liner.

They were very pretty. So pretty, in fact, that I gulped as I considered wearing them - which was, to be honest, the only thing I could think of at all at that moment.

"Try them on," Opie said, sounding nearly as excited as I felt.

I bent and slipped my feet through the leg holes and pulled them up to my hips, trapping my somewhat excited member inside.

"Do like them?" Opie asked.

Trying not to sound too enamored of them, I shrugged and held up my nightgown so I could see how pretty they really looked. "I guess. I mean, they are very pretty. Do you like them?"

"Of course I do,"she laughed. "I wouldn't have bought them If I didn't, or if I didn't think you'd look adorable in them. Do you like the style? Those are boy shorts."

"I never knew any boys that wore shorts like these," I giggled as I ran my hands across the rose shaped lace covering. "They sure feel nice, though."

"Good, because I got you six similar ones in different styles, but all of them the same color to match your nightie."

My eyes must have displayed my shock as I looked at my wife, because she chuckled and said, "You agreed to wear it for a week, right? There's six nights left in the week. One pair for each night."

I let the skirt of the nightgown drop and felt the soft material caress the newly added panties and I smiled. "I guess I can suffer through a whole week in clothes this soft."

Opie smiled. "Good, because I have something else for you." She reached into her bag and pulled out a peach colored bra with cups that had to have some padding in them because they were already shaped like a woman's breasts, even without a woman wearing it.

"A bra?" I asked, despite the fact that I knew exactly what she was holding. "Why? I don't have anything that a bra can support."

"So you may think," she grinned. "This is called a 'lift' bra. It's a really good 'push-up' bra. It helps to create cleavage on the most flat chested women. I think it'll give you a little something to play with."

Why was I skeptical, I really can't say, but Opie's claims seemed pretty silly. Beyond that, though, I think that the bra actually frightened me much more than the nightgown or the hair stuff. I mean, the hair kind of happened accidentally the previous night and I really put on the nightgown just to prove to Opie that a person didn't change who they were just because of the clothes they wore.

The problem was, though - I was wrong. That nightgown had completely changed me. I was an entirely different person in bed the previous night than I'd ever been before, and now... well, I though of myself a bit differently. I can't really explain it much beyond that, but it was the truth. I had just pulled on a pair of lace covered panties without a second thought. Forty eight hours earlier, I wouldn't have even considered that. I was normal, run of the mill, cis-gendered male who has never even considered anything remotely kinky or perverse, and here I was - hair done in a sparkly headband, panties, a silk nightie and chiffon robe.

So why did this bra give me pause?

Maybe because I wanted to try it on a bit too much.

But, for whatever reason, I just froze and looked at the bra in Opie's hand.

"What's the matter?" she asked. "Here. Take it. It won't bite you." Strange words, indeed, from the woman who refused to even consider wearing the beautiful nightgown I'd given her a day earlier.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Then You Wear It - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Novel > 40,000 words
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  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares

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  • Lingirie
  • Female to Male
  • Sweet / Sentimental
  • Hair or Hair Salon

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Then You Wear It: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2021,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Against his better judgement, a man gives his wife a very feminine piece
of lingerie for their anniversary. She does not appreciate the gesture and makes
an offer that he takes her up on.


 
Author's Note:I know that this story runs counter to how I normally write, but I would really appreciate possibly seeing a review or 2 for this? I really do like to see how I am doing. ~Clara.
 
This version of Then You Wear It: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 2
 
 

 

"What's the matter?" She asked. "Here. Take it. It won't bite you." Strange words, indeed, from the woman who refused to even consider wearing the beautiful nightgown I'd given her a day earlier.

Finally, I shrugged and took the bra from my wife, uncertain as to what I should do with it.

I needn't have worried, though. Opie untied the satin ribbon that traveled below my non-existent bust line and then helped me out of the robe, placing it on a kitchen chair. Then, she gathered all of the material of my nightgown up to my shoulders and guided the gathered material carefully over my hair, taking care to avoid the headband.

As I stood there in just the peach-colored, rose-shaped-lace panties with my hair done so very differently than ever before, I felt very exposed. Not nearly as exposed as I felt when Opie slid the bra straps slowly up my arms, then moved behind me to fasten the hooks and eyes in the back. She moved slowly and gently, obviously enjoying this odd little bit of foreplay we'd somehow created.

When the bra was fastened, she spent a great deal of time adjusting the cups and band, and, in fact, manipulating the just slightly flabby skin on my chest, until she was satisfied that everything was just right.

"Yes," she whispered huskily. Then she carefully replaced the silk nightgown and then the chiffon robe, delicately tying the ribbon back in place, this time just below my now very realistic looking bust line. "Very nice."

"Really?" I asked. "It doesn't look that much different to me."

She walked me to the lavatory and I looked into the mirror. I looked pretty much the same, except there was the distinct impression that I did, in fact, have a small, but noticeable amount of cleavage. The enhancing bra had gathered my skin and given me breasts.

Before I could say anything, Opie was kissing my neck and running her hands over my mock breasts. "I like them. I like them a lot." She said in a that same husky whisper.

I gratefully accepted the touching and tried to continue to breath. Something about the way that the bra enhanced my somewhat flat chest seemed to increase the sensitivity - or maybe it was just the excitement of having a new feature suddenly appear on my chest, but whatever the reason, I just wanted to get more and more and more attention from my wife.

I felt her hands caressing my bottom through the material and the chiffon-against-silk-against-silk-against skin was almost more than I could stand. When her hand began to caress my penis through all of that exciting soft-smoothness, I nearly exploded right there.

"Let's go upstairs," she muttered through her guttural moans.

"Opie, we can't," I said, with a great deal of disappointment. "The chicken is in, already."

"Just take it out."

"I can't," I pulled away from her and took a deep breath to get a handle on myself. "Go... ummm... go take a shower or something." I breathed a few more times. "I'll... I'll get dinner ready and then we can... well... just go shower, Ope." I would have loved to have just run upstairs and let our passion take us, but I knew that the chicken would burn and even after having some great sex, I'd still have to make dinner for us. Call me a killjoy, but that's what went through my mind.

Opie stepped back, smirked and shook her head. "Oh, my God. You're acting just like a woman." Before I could respond, she'd turned to hustle up the stairs, laughing all the way.

Uncertain as to how I should take that remark, I turned back towards the kitchen and my supper preparations and that was when I noticed it - the way my nightgown felt, now. With the addition of breasts, even these modest, probably just an A-Cup breasts, my clothes hung very differently. They touched my skin differently. They tickled and touched and caressed in all new and even more interesting ways.

As I prepared my vegetables for the steamer, I noticed that some of my chopping was splashing the water from within the vegetables. Now, seeing as I'd been the 'chief, cook and bottle washer' in our house since our relationship began, I'd chopped veggies a million times, and a million times I'd noticed how the vegetables released their water, but getting a little water onto a polo shirt or dress shirt or a sweater never concerned a second of my time before. Suddenly, the idea of messing up this beautiful nightie, though, bothered me a whole lot. So, I went in search of an apron - an item neither of us had ever considered purchasing.

What I did find, though, was a beach-towel. I wrapped it around me, just under my arm pits, and tucked it into itself to hold it tightly in place, then went back to work.

Then, feeling inspired for some reason, I grabbed some flour and a few other ingredients and quickly made some batter for simple dropbiscuits, placing them into a cast iron fry pan and getting that into the oven in just enough time to have them back in time for dinner.

I rinsed my prep tools and put them in the washer, set the table, poured a couple of glasses of white wine and got everything ready.

With five minutes to go until the timer went off, I called upstairs. "Five minute warning!"

"Yes, dear," she called back, parroting a beleaguered husband in an old sitcom.

I was just putting the bowl of vegetables on the table when I heard Opie speaking as she entered the kitchen. "Well, it looks like I need to get my little woman a pretty apron."

"Very funny," I joked back. I turned and was surprised that, instead of wearing her usual shorts and tee shirt for the evening, Opie was wearing a polo shirt I'd never seen and I thought was a man's cut, along with a pair of loose fitting jeans. "I just wanted to protect the delicate material. You'll see when you're wearing silk next week."

I also noticed that, instead of combing her hair in the typical spiky fashion, she'd combed it from the left to the right - again, a fairly masculine choice. I would have asked about it, but Opie was very sensitive about questions like that.

"If you make it that far," she smiled and kissed the side of my head as she moved to take her seat. "Ohh, lots of hairspray," she said. "You can tell that Emma did your hair. She always overuses her hairspray." Then she smiled and said, "but it does look awfully nice. Thank you for that." Then, looking the table, she added, "And thank you for this! It looks almost as good as you - and you both look good enough to eat."

So much praise! I was blushing and I actually had goose bumps!

I sat and prepared to eat, but heard Opie chuckle. "Aren't you going to take that towel off?"

I looked down at the terrycloth and shrugged. "I don't want anything to get on the nightgown."

Opie just laughed and shook her head at me.

After dinner, I cleaned up and Opie took out the trash, as was our routine. Then we settled in to watch a little TV, etc, before going to bed. I had always encamped on the couch in the evening, while Opie typically sat in a stuffed chair with an ottoman on which to rest her feet. I took off my towel-wrap and put it where I'd remember to drop it in the laundry, then headed out of the kitchen, but when I reached the living room, she had taken up residence on the couch and was answering some emails on her iPad.

"Oh," I muttered, a bit surprised, and headed for the big chair.

"No, no," she smiled and patted the seat beside her, "come sit with me."

"Oh... ok." I sat at the other end of the couch and picked up a remote to turn on the last few minutes of the show that preceded my favorite evening game show, Jeopardy.

The show came on and I put the remote down and grabbed my own iPad, to do a crossword puzzles, but Opie tapped her lap. "Come on. Lay down with your head here."

That was unusual, but really nice, too. So, I laid down and enjoyed the attention. Once she'd finished her emails, Opie patted my hair and we both played along with the game show. When that was done, she picked a rerun of an old TV show that we both liked to watch. We watched two episodes and, as the end of the second one approached, I noticed that Opie's hands were no longer patting my hair, but rather were rubbing my side, and my bottom and my... breasts. In fact, she was spending a lot of time caressing my breasts, and... I REALLY liked it. I mean, it REALLY excited me.

Within moments, we were kissing and it was obvious where we were headed. Pretty soon there were tongues involved and... well... I won't go into the sordid details, but suffice it to say that we were upstairs in our bed pretty darned quickly and let me tell you - when you're on the bottom with your legs spread, your knees bent and your wife is pounding your penis into her while her knees are nearly touching... well, it changes you. Believe me, it does. How? Well, you don't feel like a man at all, you don't feel as if you have any control over the situation whatsoever, and you realize that your wife, who is decidedly bigger than you and most likely stronger than you, isn't seeing you as a man, either.

Well, I didn't look much like a man anyway, but you get what I mean, right?

So we went at it like newlywed rabbits again that night and by the time that Opie was finished with me - well, that's how it felt - I was exhausted and ready to fall asleep. Before I could, though, Opie sent me to the lavatory to brush the hairspray out of my hair - a hundred strokes on each side, she said. I'd did as I was told and, to be perfectly honest, I kind of loved the way my hair looked after the brushing. I'd always liked my fine, light brown hair, but between the attention I'd given it in the last two days and the brushing that Emma had given me that day, well, it was really looking a lot nicer.

When I returned to the bedroom, Opie was on the phone, and since it was nearly midnight, I knew she was talking to Emma.

"No, I loved how he looked, Em. You did a great job. Yeah, I agree, cleaning up those split ends would be nice." She listened for a moment and looked at me while she thought. "Hmm. Yes, I think he would, wouldn't he? I wish I could send you a picture of how pretty he looks right now. No, I can't, he'd have a heart attack!"

I would have, too.

"Great, thanks, Em. I'll tell him. Yup. Love you, too. See you in the morning." Then she dropped her phone onto the charger and smiled at me.

A bit nervous, I walked, "Why are you going to see Emma in the morning?"

"Oh," she said, innocently, "she mentioned that you should have your split ends trimmed?"

"You want Emma to cut my hair?" I asked, surprised.

"Yeah, why?"

"Because ever since she started taking hair dressing classes in high school, I have spent a good deal of my time avoiding having Emma cut my hair. I remember some of the crazy cuts she gave you and Josie and all your friends back then. I don't want a Flock of Seagulls haircut."

Opie laughed at that. "She's not giving you a haircut, Kim. She's just trimming the split ends. Probably not more than just a half an inch along the ends. Look, honey, look in the mirror and see how nice your hair is looking. Trimming the split ends would just make it that much nicer."

I checked my hair in the bureau mirror once more and sighed. "Ok. If you say so."

"That my girl," she teased, causing me to smirk at her as I climbed into bed and cuddle in next to her.

For a moment I just laid there, but then I asked, "Opie... you're not telling Emma everything about what we're doing - the role playing, I mean - are you?"

"Of course not, Kim," she scoffed. "Emma called to see if I liked your look when I got home. We just talked about your hair and... well, of course she knows about the nightgown, but that's all. Everything else is between you and me."

I believed her, but I was still a little concerned. I didn't think this was the right tome to discuss it though. So, I changed the subject. "Should I make something for Emma for breakfast tomorrow?"

"Just coffee," said as she spooned in behind me. "I'll get up a few minutes early and run down to that bakery by the grocery store and grab some breakfast sandwiches for all of us. Besides, Emma said that you should wash your hair before she comes. It'll be easier to work with."

"Ok," I whispered, just a bit apprehensive, but too tired and too in love to worry too much.

I was sound asleep when I heard Opie's voice. "Kimmy. Kimmy, honey. Kimmy, wake up."

'Kimmy?' That was odd. My mom used to call me 'Kimmy' when I was very little, but my dad, who, as I mentioned, was also named 'Kimberly,' HATED it when she did. So, with the exception of Emma's intentionally annoying use of it, no one called me 'Kimmy.'

"Honey," Opie said, as my eyes opened, "you need to get up and shower. Emma will be here soon."

I blinked to clear my vision. "You're already dressed? What time is it?"

"Quarter past six," she said as she turned to my dresser and began doing something that I could not see.

"Quarter past... I don't get up until seven."

"I know," Opie laughed as she began laying items on her side of the bed, "but Emma's going to trim your hair and show you how to care for it. Hurry, now. I need to run down to the bakery. I'll be back by the time you come down stairs. Look, I took out a polo shirt for you to wear, and I have a pair of clean panties for you, too." She held up a pair the peach colored panties she'd purchased for me the previous day.

"Panties? Opie, I don't wear panties under my work clothes."

"Because you never HAD panties to wear under your work clothes. Now you do and I think it would be sexy if you wore them all day."

I didn't say 'no' right away, because, to be honest, it was an exciting prospect, but I didn't say 'yes' either.

"Come on, Kimmy," she said, leaning down to lay a soft kiss on my lips. "I promise that I'll make it worth your while."

Ok, that did it. I mean, A) I kind of wanted to continue to explore the soft, silk feeling of panties and B) it might make Opie even randier than she'd been for the past few nights. That's a win-win scenario, right?

"Ok," I said in a quiet voice.

Opie just smiled, and I'm pretty sure that part of that smile was just because she'd won a little victory over me. "Thank you, baby," she smiled. Baby, incidentally, was as unusual a word for Opie to use as 'Kimmy.' "Now, go shower and I'll see you downstairs. Oh, use the conditioner I left on the vanity and when your done in the shower, don't dry your hair. Just wrap it in a towel - like a turban, you know? Emma will take care of the rest."

"Alright," I called from the bed as I heard Opie hurrying down the stairs.

I showered, shampooed, followed the directions on the conditioner bottle and conditioned my hair - a longer job than I expected - and I was out of the shower in twenty minutes. The whole 'turban' thing baffled me, but, thank God for YouTube! I watched a tutorial on my phone and soon had my hair encased in a bath towel.

As I pulled on my new panties, followed by my Jean shorts and the yellow polo shirt that Opie had put out for me, I could hear Opie and Emma talking in the kitchen, so I hurried to join them. Even as I was hurrying, though, I noticed a couple of things - the first was that my panties were much, much, much more comfortable than a normal pair of tighty-whities and unbelievably softer than my Jean shorts. The second was that the polo shirt that I was wearing was much softer than the polos I usually wore. I didn't really have time to think, though, so I just made my way to the kitchen.

Emma smiled, amused, as I entered. "Well, don't you look cute."

"Haha," I smirked. "This is what Opie told me to do so my hair would stay wet for you."

She took a bite from the breakfast sandwich she was eating and set the rest of the sandwich aside. She tapped the backed of a chair that was already prepared for me near the counter. "Come sit. Let's get you taken care of."

As I sat, I noticed that, on the counter, Emma had laid out a very professional array of hairdressing tools, including an expensive set of scissors, several different brushes, some hair clips, a professional looking blow dryer and a curling iron. In fact, I smelt the curling iron before I even saw it. It was an unusual smell to me. As I said, my mom was gone when I was young and Opie certainly never had use for such a tool, so the faint smell of old, singed hair definitely caught my attention.

Opie sat at the table and watched as her older sister used the towel I'd worn as a turban down stairs to pat my hair and get the excess water out of it. Then she used a regular brush to straighten my messed up hair, followed by a wide toothed comb to organize it into straight strands, and finally, she used a fine toothed comb to insure that everything was well separated and no snarls were hiding in my mane. How did I know that this was what she was doing? She explained every step as she worked so that I could learn how to do it as well.

Beyond my lessons in hair care, very little was said to me, as Opie and Emma chatted about friends and work, etc. Occasionally, I would be asked an opinion about the actions of a friend I knew, or something along those lines, but for the most part, if I was included in the conversation at all, it was because the women were talking about me, not to me.

Then, Emma reached for a scissor and combed out a section of hair. I must have held my breath, or something, because she laughed and said, "Relax, Kimmy." She held up the two or three inch section of hair that she held between her fingers and explained. "See how your hair is split at the ends? All I'm going to do is cut off those splits. Your hair will be and look much healthier."

"Ok," I said as she made the first snip and little flecks of hair fell onto the towel that had previously acted as my turban, but now acted as my cape.

"See? That didn't hurt, now did it?"

She continued cutting away her little trimmings and chatting with Opie. At one point she called Opie over and asked if she though it would look better if the back of my hair were cut 'this way' or 'this way?' I didn't know what the options were, but I know that Opie chose the second 'this way.'

Then, Emma used some clips to section off my hair and began to use the curling iron, holding it vertically and wrapping my hair around it."

"What are you doing that for?" I asked, concerned and curious.

"I will make these curls and then brush them out while also using the blow dryer. You'll love the volume it gives you," she explained.

"Is this really something that men do?" I asked, very aware that I was indeed wearing silk and lace panties.

"Men with long hair and a desire to add fullness to it do," she shrugged. "Honestly, Kimmy, most of the long haired men I know go to hairdressers instead of barbers, so this is how their hair is maintained."

I looked at Opie. "Do like it?"

"I'm fascinated," she chuckled. "Just the little bit of trimming and shaping has already made your hair a lot prettier. It's going to look great with your nightie."

"Yeah, but what about the rest of the day?" I asked.

"What about it?" Opie shrugged. "You've hardly been out of the house since the pandemic hit. I mean, you were in our backyard for our wedding and I had to drag you to Josie's - and even then, you stayed away from everyone except for my sisters and me. Other than that, I can't remember you leaving the house."

It was true that I had become a a bit of a germaphobe since the outbreak and that kind of made me a bit more agoraphobic than I'd been before, too, but I had been out plenty times. Not often, but plenty. "I've been to the grocery store and the pharmacy lots times and I went to The Mill with your sisters the other day." I defended myself.

"Do you plan to go out today?" My wife asked as she took a sip of her coffee.

"No," I admitted.

"Then let Emma work her magic and see how it comes out. If we like it, great. If we don't, then you still are getting all of those split ends cut away and you can go back to flat hair tomorrow."

"Ok." I was actually pretty excited at the prospect of having my hair done nicely, but I still needed to pretend that I was concerned about my maleness being impinged upon.

Emma continued to work, but suddenly asked a question. "Did you ever consider bangs?"

"Bangs?" I had not, of course and wasn't sure it was a great idea, now.

"Yeah. Lot's of men wear bangs," Emma said, matter of factly.

"Like who?" I asked.

"Ashton Kutcher, Justin Bieber..." Opie suggested.

"Owen Wilson, Ed Sheeran..." Emma added.

"Zac Efron..." Opie continued, but I interrupted her.

"Ok, ok, I get it, but what if you give me bangs and I don't like them?"

Emma shrugged, looking at my face. "I think you might like them, but if you don't, the you can comb them over and use a little hair spray to hold them there for a few weeks until they grow out enough to stay on their own."

I was still pondering the option, but Opie said, "I think you should give it a try."

"Ok," I sighed. "I'll give it a try."

"Great," Emma smiled and combed a section of my hair in front of my eyes. I looked out through the strands of hair and felt my heart race just a little as her scissors cut them away. "I'll leave them a little long. That way, if you don't like them, they'll grow out quickly."

I glanced down at the long pieces of hair in my lap and then looked at Opie, awaiting her approval.

"Oh, I like that," she smiled. "I can't wait to see the final results," She continued as she stood, "but I need to get going." She bent and kissed my cheek. "Get nice and pretty for me, Kimmy," she whispered. Then she stood tall and said to Emma, "Make sure my little lady looks pretty for me."

After she'd left the kitchen, Emma moved in front of me and folded her arms, a big smile on her face. "Well, well... so, what's going on here? It seems like this game is a little more elaborate than I suspected. It sounds like Opie is looking for something a little more feminine than just a cute hair cut."

To say I was embarrassed would be a gross understatement. I know I was blushing. "She's just trying to scare me so I won't wear the nightgown to bed for a week. Then, she wins and she never has to wear something like this herself."

"Maybe," Emma shrugged, "or maaaaaaybeeeee, she's really turned on at the prospect of coming home to a pretty little wife. Have you ever considered that?"

Of course, I had, and the idea was intriguing to me on a lot of levels. Was Opie really a lesbian? Did she really not see me as a man? As a husband? I didn't know, but I also just found the whole idea kind of exciting. "She was just putting on a show for you."

"Maybe... or... maybe she's using her teasing to tell us what she really wants. Let's take a look at your relationship, shall we? Physically, who's bigger and stronger? You or Opie?"

"Opie."

"Who makes more money? You or Opie?"

"Opie, but I do fine, too..."

"'Opie' is the answer. Who does the cooking? You or Opie?"

"Me, but..."

"The cleaning?"

"Me, but, again..."

"Who makes decisions about things like vacations, movies, activities? You or Opie?"

"Usually... Opie," was the only answer. I began to see what Emma was getting at.

"Final question: Who's been wearing the nightgown for the last couple of nights?"

I just looked down at the silk and lace and pondered what Emma was saying.

She pulled a chair opposite me and smiled. "I think Opie may have finally realized that the reason she never wanted to wear silk and lace is because she's the husband in this relationship and husbands don't do that. Wives do. Wives cook and clean and let their husbands make the big decisions. Wives go out of their way to look pretty for their husbands - just like you did yesterday. I know I kind of got you into this, Kimmy, and I apologize, but I think it's time to admit that, even though I was wrong, something did happen here because a beautiful, sexy piece of lingerie was introduced into your lives. Honestly, I think it's up to you to take this to the next level. I really do."

There wasn't a lot I could say. Emma was a hundred percent right about the way Opie was acting. The problem was, while I hesitated, she asked me a question I really didn't want her to ask.

"How do you feel about all of this?"

I sighed and, for some reason, I felt my eyes watering up. "I don't know, right now. Are you saying that Opie doesn't see me as a man anymore?"

"No, Kimmy. What I mean saying is that she sees you as the person she loves, but she sees you as her wife. That's all."

I just nodded. "Maybe. What do you think I should do?"

She raised her eyebrows and took a deep breath. "Well... I guess you have two choices. Either you can finish the week out without going any further than this, or... you could let me take you a few steps further into wife-hood and see what Opie has to say. If she doesn't like it - we step it back tomorrow."

"What if she does like it?" I asked.

"Then we step it up, tomorrow." She smiled.

"I don't know," I hemmed and hawed.

"Ok. I'm not going to force anything onto you, but I think this is what she wants." Emma went back to working on my hair.

I sat there, smelling the smells that were still so new to me - hairspray, hair gel, the smell of the blow dryer and curling iron and I thought about what Emma had said and I quickly came to the realization that it probably was something that Opie wanted to at least play around with, anyway - but it was definitely something I wanted to try. I mean, come on - it seemed like some fun, right?

"Emma," I asked as casually as possibly, "what are we talking about doing here? Nothing permanent, right? Like, I could go back to being myself pretty quickly, right?"

She smiled at me, seeming a little more excited than I wanted her to be. "One shower and it's all gone."

I nodded. "Ok, then. Let's try it. Go ahead and make me Opie's perfect housewife."

"You got it," she laughed as she grabbed a large, round brush and went to work furiously on my still damp hair, spritzing it with water when needed.

When she'd finished with my hair, she grabbed a small tool that looked a bit like one of those old fashioned microphones that harmonica players use, only it was only a little longer than her forefinger.

"Put your head back," she instructed.

"What's that?" I asked, both curious and a but scared.

"It's an eyebrow razor," she explained. "Don't worry - I'm not giving you pencil thin brows or anything. I'm just going to clean them up a bit. Get rid of those little hairs between the brows and make them look neat and clean. Now, before you complain, most Japanese actors I've ever seen groom their eyebrows, so it's kind of expected for someone of Asian decent to have symmetrical brows. It won't look weird at all."

I believed her, but I was still nervous that she might go too far.

In a few minutes, she put that tool down and said, "l have to run out to car. Be right back."

"Ok, but remember, I have to log on at nine." I reminder her.

"No problem," she assured me. "We still have forty five minutes."

When she came back in, she was carrying her gym bag and a garment bag.

"What's all that for?" I asked.

"Well, the gym bag is because that's where my makeup is and if you want to look pretty, then makeup is part of it. I'll explain the garment bag after the makeup is done."

She worked for about fifteen minutes on my makeup and finally smiled broadly and said, "Oh, yeah. You're going to like this when you see it. Those Asian eyes are just popping, now."

"Can I look in a mirror, then?" I was genuinely curious.

"Not till it's all done." She closed her makeup kit and grabbed the garment bag. "Alright, now, hear me out. We're about the same size, I think. This is what I was going to put on after my workout and wear to work, but I can always swing back home and get something else. It is a dress, but it's not fancy. It's just a tee shirt dress and a new set of tights. I think you'll look nice in it. Wanna try it?"

I took a deep, steadying breath and nodded.

"Ok," she pulled a dark green dress, and it really did look just like a loose fitting tee shirt, out of the bag, had me stand up and held it up to me. "It'll work," she smiled. It'd hang nicer if you had a padded bra under it, of course."

"Oh, I have one up..." I stopped, realizing that this was probably something I should have kept to myself.

"You have one? Well, you girly little thing!" She teased.

I blushed. "Opie brought home ond yesterday to wear under the nightgown.

She touched my chest. "But you're not wearing it now."

I shook my head. "It's upstairs on top of my bureau."

"You just stay here, and don't look at yourself, yet," she grinned as she headed for the stairs, but she stopped. "At the risk of sounding too personal... did she buy you panties, too?"

I sighed as I nodded.

"Oh, this is incredible," Emma laughed. "And... are you wearing panties, now, or do I need to get panties for you, too?"

I shook my head. "I don't need any."

"Oh, God!" She chuckled as she ran up the stairs.

I really wanted to look in a mirror, but I refrained. Emma was back in less than a minute or so, anyway. She had me stand and helped me maneuver my polo shirt past my head so as not to upset all work she'd done. Then she had me step out of my pants as well.

"Wow," she teased, "those are nicer than any panties I own! I guess I need to find a lover who likes me in pretty little wisps of lace the way that Opie likes you."

She held the bra up and I ran my arms through the bra straps. Emma did the clasps in the back, then looked at me in just the bra and panties. "I don't know if this is what you want to hear or not, but except for your hips being a little small, and a bulge that you really should tuck away, you look like a very pretty girl."

I snickered. "Thanks, I guess. I think the bra points out that my chest is a little flabby."

"Yeah, but that little extra skin is kinda working for you right now. Your butt looks pretty nice in those panties and the bra is pushing up your pecs really nicely. I'm actually a little jealous."

I checked the clock and pointed out that I only had about twenty minutes left before I started work. I was instructed to sit back down and I received a tutorial on how to put on tights without ripping them or causing them to run or ladder. It took a minute or two, but I got them on, having to stand to pull them all the way up.

The tights were a really pretty cranberry color and I was immediately amazed at the way that they softly hugged my legs and offered them some rather impressive shaping.

"If tights, or stocking, or pantyhose become something you wear all the time, you should shave your legs," Emma said, as she prepped the dress for me.

I didn't respond because the dress was waiting for me. For some reason, I honestly did not realize how big a deal it would be for me to actually put this simple, dark green dress on, but the minute I did, I knew that I was a different person. The short sleeves hung loosely about my arms, not really touching them. The wide, scooped neck exposed more of my chest than I expected, but showed no cleavage. It hung from shoulders and then from my breasts, keeping the very soft material inches from my skin. The hem was at least six inches above my knees, but didn't come close to touching my bottom or legs at all. The result of which was, whenever I moved, even just a little bit, it swayed and ticked me in different places.

The sensations were intoxicating and I LOVED the way that it all felt.

"Here," Emma said as she ran a neckless around my throat. It wasn't anything fancy. Just a gold colored chain the went around my neck and in the front had two rows of small, square red stones, four on the top row and six on the bottom. "Just a little bling to dress up a casual dress," she smiled.

She looked at me and nodded, then asked, "What size shoes do you wear?"

"Six," I said, automatically.

"Perfect!" She beamed as she pulled a pair of beige, suede, ankle high boots with chunky two inch heels out of her gym bag. "You'll love these. They're really comfortable. If you like them, I can tell you where I got them. I've never bought a pair of shoes from that store that I didn't love."

I stared at the first shoe she'd given me. "I don't know, Emma. I've never worn any kind of heel before and these look pretty high."

"Are you kidding!?" She laughed. "They're only a couple of inches high and a big heel like that is really easy to wear. Just put them, on. We've only got ten minutes and I want you to see yourself before I leave."

I sat and slid my feet into the boots and was shocked by how comfortable they actually were.

When they were both on, she grabbed my hand, pulled me to my feet and ran me up to our bedroom and towards the the tall mirror on Opie's closet door, but she stopped me before I could see myself. Then, she took on a very theatrical manner and announced in a loud voice, "Ladies and Gentlemen! I present to you my sister's beautiful wife... Kimmy!" And she pushed me in front of the mirror.

But I didn't respond with the joy Emma expected.

I couldn't respond at all at first. At first, I was trying to figure out who was in the mirror. Certainly, it wasn't me. I was a small guy with slightly Asian features, but the reflection looking back at me was a very Asian looking woman with pale, soft skin, rich, full hair wearing a lovely dress, tights and absolutely precious boots.

"You don't like it?" Emma asked, a little deflated.

"I... I... I..." my brain was stuck on that syllable. "I... I don't really look like that, do I? I mean... that girl is... she's like, fully Japanese and she's... she's really pretty."

That made Emma smile. "So you like it, then?"

"I... I... I..." I continued to stutter. "I think I love it, but... I can't believe I look like that."

Emma glanced at the clock on my bed stand and said, "Oh, crap. You need to get downstairs and sign in. It's eight fifty nine!"

"Oh, shoot!" I said, as I hurried back down the stairs as quickly as I could in the low heels and signed in exactly on time, which is about three minutes later than usual for me.

"Well, look at you! Running around in heels with no problem at all!" Emma teased. "One last thing, though," she said before giving me a few pointers about sitting without wrinkling the dress before she went out to the kitchen to gather her things.

I was quite involved in work when she came back into the living-room and smiled. "You look kind of beautiful, Kimmy," she smiled and I knew that there was no teasing going on.

"Thanks, Em," I smiled. "I'll let you know what Opie thinks."

She nodded. "Actually, I'm coming by before Penelope comes home. I want to check your makeup. I'm going to pick up a tube of lipstick for you, too. I don't love sharing that with you." Then she shocked me by hugging me and kissing my cheek, a gesture that I returned
automatically. She stood back up and shook her head. "Ah, she is going to LOVE you! I just know it!" And she left.

It was an odd day, let me tell you. My breasts may have been small, but they were still new to me and I was aware of them every time I moved. Also, my tights remained just as exciting hours later as they'd felt when I'd first pulled them on.

At lunch time, I went back upstairs and looked at myself. I'd never really looked great in a suit - adequate, but not great. They're really cut for broader men. I always thought that I looked ok in a shirt and tie and slacks, or even in a casual shirt and jeans, but now... after Emma was done with me, I looked really nice. I thought I was actually pretty, if that was possible. I loved my hair - the new bangs, the fullness, the waviness. All of it. I was actually very proud of it.

Then there was my face - or rather - the face of the girl in the mirror. She bore a slight resemblance to me, as if she were my sister or a close cousin, but she wasn't me. The neat eyebrows and bright red lips belonged to someone else entirely. Then, there were my eyes. Now, understand, I had always had almond shaped eyes, they were a gift from my mom, and I kind of liked them. They made me look... exotic, I guess. When you're not the biggest, or most talented, or smartest kid in high school, it's nice to have something that distinguishes you from everyone else and my Asian features did that for me.

Here's the thing, though -

I didn't just look exotic. I looked Asian - in all the best ways. Think of any beautiful Asian woman you've ever seen. The way her soft cheeks are set off by her elegant, almond shaped eyes. Well, that was me, now! I could not believe that Emma had made me look like this!

I absolutely loved everything about how I looked! I spun and felt my dress spin around me! I spoke in a lighter, more feminine voice! I giggled and I smiled and I pretended that I was a girl! That I'd always been a girl!

And I loved every second of it!

Before I knew it, I needed to get back to my computer, so I headed back down the stairs and, just as I entered the living room, the front door opened and I came face to face with Opie's sister Josie.

"Oh... Hi," I said, stopping dead in my tracks.

"Hi," Josie smiled, but she looked a bit flustered. "I'm sorry," she went on, "I'm Josie. I'm Kim's sister in law. Are you Kim's sister?"

Now, it was my turn to be flustered. "Sister? Kim's sister?" I was a bit surprised that Emma hadn't told her. "Umm... Yes. Yes, I'm Kim's sister."

"Oh, I didn't even know he had a sister!" She stepped over to me and extended her hand. "I'm sorry. I didn't catch your name."

"My name?" I thought and went blank, so I just used my mother's name. "I'm... Yuki."

We shook hands and Josie looked around. "Is Kim here? I just dropped by to..."

She stopped and she looked at my clothing.

"Umm... that dress..."

I just looked down at it, then looked back at Josie and smiled. "It's pretty, isn't it?"

"It is," she said, as she squinted at me. "It's also Emma's." She looked more closely. "KIMMY!? IS THAT REALLY YOU? OH, MY GOD! YOU LOOK AMAZING!"

I was torn between being thrilled that Josie was so impressed and embarrassed that I'd been caught dressed this way. "Umm... thanks."

"Kimmy, this is amazing. Did Emma do this? Well, of course she did, I mean, who else could have and besides you're wearing her dress... I CAN'T BELIEVE IT THOUGH, KIMMY! YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL!"

Suddenly, I was being hugged kissed by a girl I'd known for years and had never so much been alone with for more than a few minutes at a time.

"Oh," she laughed as she stepped back to get a better look at me. "I wish that I could get my husband to look this cute. Of course, at six foot four, two hundred and sixty five pounds, that might be a pretty big trick! Oh, oh! Has Opie seen you, yet?"

I shook my head and was about to say something, but Josie was too wound up to give me so much as an opening in her stream of words.

"She is going to flip! There's no way that she could ever expect you to look this good! I never would have expected it was possible to make you this cute! Can I take a picture?"

"A picture!?" That was a lot to consider. I mean - where was the picture going to end up? What if Opie didn't like how I looked? Could I get Josie to destroy the picture?

It didn't matter, because before I could pose any kind of alternative to taking a picture, Josie turned her back to me, held up her phone and snapped a quick selfie with me included.

"Oh, I almost forgot," Josie switched gears faster than my brain could handle. "The reason I came by is because Opie said I could borrow your big cooler. We're having some friends over for a little cookout on Friday and we don't have one."

I blinked and got my brain around the subject at hand. "Our cooler? Sure. It's in the garage. Listen, do you mind getting it yourself? I have to get back online."

"Sure."

I dashed back to my desk and signed back on just in time and went back to my numbers, while Josie retrieved our cooler and the afternoon flew by, but I was always aware of my new attributes and the new clothing I was wearing.

I was just standing up at five o'clock when Emma burst through my door. "I only have a minute, Kimmy. I have to meet a buyer in twenty minutes. Let me take a good look at you."

She looked me over, from top to bottom and muttered, "Very nice." Then, rather unceremoniously, she took my hand and dragged me to the mirror in the downstairs lavatory and handed me a small tube and what looked like an artists paint brush. "Ok, listen - you can apply your lipstick straight from the tube, but you can use the brush to be extra neat, if you need to. Go ahead and try putting it on yourself."

Now, Emma had applied my lipstick earlier and it seemed pretty easy, but that was pretty much the only time I'd ever considered how to apply lipstick. Opie wore a very natural shade and only on special occasions, but those occasions were few and far between, so I really hadn't had a lot of opportunity to observe the process.

I opened the tube and applied it cautiously.

Emma shook her head. "No, Kimmy, come on. You have to cover the entire surface of both lips. Think of your lips as a coloring book and the lipstick as a crayon. Try it again and don't be afraid to put on too much."

I tried again, this time thinking of the edges of my lips as the lines in a coloring book and the result did look better. Not as nice as Emma had done, but nice.

"Better," Emma said, both of us looking into the mirror, "but not perfect. Here," she took the paint brush and applied some of the lipstick to it, "use this to spread it out as neatly as you can."

I did as I was told, adding more color to the brush when needed and within a minute or so, Emma said, "Excellent. Here." She offered me a tissue. "Blot your lips on this."

I'd seen women in movies put on makeup enough to know how to do that much, so I did.

Emma pulled me back into the living room and gave me one last inspection. She nodded and smiled as she checked out every aspect of my new look. "You look great, Kimmy." She checked her watch. "I have to go, but listen - Opie is going to adore you this way, I'm sure of it. Now, don't go crazy making something big for supper, just have a nice salad or something. I don't want you to get all red faced from cooking. And remember, just before Opie comes home, check your hair and lips in the mirror and make sure everything's perfect for her. I gotta go. Love you! Good luck!"

She hugged me and ran out the door in a rush.

Did she just say 'love you' to me? What was going on?

I went into the kitchen and grabbed some lettuce, spinach, kale, tomatoes, some cold, leftover chicken, and some orange slices from the refrigerator and put together two bowls of chicken salad - not my typical meal, but still healthy and tasty. I set the table and set out a bottle of nice white wine. Then, since it was Wednesday, which had been 'Vacuum The First Floor Day' since I'd taken over the household chores, I grabbed the vacuum cleaner and made short work of cleaning.

I was just putting the vacuum cleaner back into the hall closet when I heard the garage door open. Remembering Emma's instructions, I hurried into the lavatory and checked my lips. They looked fine, but I added a little more, just because, and blotted my lips again.

I stepped out of the lav and was going to go to the kitchen to greet Opie when I was seized with an overwhelming sense of dread.

What the hell was I doing?

I was a man, for crying out loud! What was I doing dressed up the way I was?

Opie wasn't going to like this!

Opie was going to flip out!

Opie was going to call me a fairy and throw me out on my ear!

God Almighty, what was wrong with me!? This wasn't a game, any more. I wasn't just prancing around our bed room to play some silly sex game with my wife. I'd let my sister-in-law turn me into a woman in every way possible, shy of my sex organs, I looked like any other woman, and now I was going to present myself to my wife? Looking like this? This was a very, very, very bad idea and I needed to find a way out of it. Unfortunately, Opie was already entering the kitchen and there was no way to make a run for the bedroom without being seen.

"Kim?" I heard her call as she headed in my direction, still unable to see me. "Kim? Are you here, honey? Kim? I have big news, hon? Where are you?"

I turned my back to the doorway she'd have to use to enter this hallway, shut off the light and gritted my teeth, ready for my life to end.

"There you are," I heard her say, just behind me, but I also heard her footsteps stop. God, what was I going to do!?

"Kim?" She sounded different. A little confused. Who could blame her? "Kimmy? What's wrong, honey?"

"Don't look at me," I said quietly.

"What?"

'Just... look away and let me get upstairs and get back to normal."

"What are you talking about?" She touched my shoulder, but I pulled away.

"Please..." I felt like I might die right there. "...please just let me get changed and we'll never talk about this again."

"I don't understand," Opie touched me again, more gently this time. "I've been waiting all day to see how your hair came out. And I have really big news to share. Kim? What's wrong?"

I was shaking with fear. I'd done it. I'd destroyed my marriage by doing this foolish, foolish thing.

"I'm sorry, Opie," I said, with a quiver in my voice. "I... Emma convinced me that you'd want me to take this whole girl-thing further and I... I thought you'd like it, but now... I just look like an idiot... which is what I am. I'm so sorry, Ope. I just want to crawl under a rock and die, now. Please, just turn your back to me and let me go get changed."

"Honey," I don't think I'd ever heard Opie speak so lovingly before as she had when she said that one word. "Just let me see you."

She remained behind me, but ran her hand down my arm to my hand, and she took that in hers. She turned and headed back into the kitchen. I offered no resistance, but followed, with my head hung in shame.

In the kitchen, finally, she turned me so that my body faced her, but my eyes were still focused on the faux-wood-tile of our kitchen floor until she put her fingers under my chin and raised my face until I was looking up into her eyes.

The knot in my stomach had solidified by this point.

Opie's face showed a great deal of surprise as she surveyed me, but I didn't see anything that indicated that she was happy with the way I looked.

Eventually, her head began to shake, slowly, from side to side, and she let out a long breath. "All day long, I've been excited just to see your hair all done up nicely, with your new bangs, but..."

She shook her head again and I began to wish I could just die.

"I never expected anything like this, Kimmy."

"I'm sorry..."

"Sorry?" She shook her head again. "Kimmy... I do not deserve this..."

"I know..." I started to say, but she continued.

"I mean, I left here this morning wondering if my husband might indulge me in a little game and I come home to find him looking more beautiful than I could ever have imagined."

"I know, Opie, I'm an idiot. I never should have... What?" I looked up, shocked.

"Kimmy... I just can't believe how great you look! My God, you're gorgeous!"

"Really!?" I was shaken to my core, having just moments before expecting to be thrown out on my butt. "Then... you're... ok... with this?"

By way of answering my question, Opie moved forward, very quickly, wrapped her arms around me and planted a deep, firm kiss on my lips, while her tongue forced its way into my mouth making me feel excited and nearly defenseless in the face of her onslaught.

When, at last, we came up for air, she smiled down at me. "I've never tasted lipstick when I kissed someone before. I like it, a lot."

It's funny, because the same thought had occurred to me. "Me too," I whispered as I pulled her back towards me and, this time, I kissed her. The chunky heels on the ankle boots I wore making me just a little taller - still shorter than Opie, but taller than usual.

Opie's hands were exploring the very loose fitting material of my dress, feeling the bra strap, tights and panties beneath, resting with one of her hands cupping one of my butt cheeks. Her fingers seemed to be searching for the crease in my bottom, but, of course, the tights prevented that.

A moment later, she broke the kiss in a very theatrical way, pulling her head back in a dramatic manner and letting out a frustrated groan. "Oh, God, Kimmy, I need you right now!"

I turned to lead her up the stairs, but she grabbed my hand and pulled me back.

'No, baby," she said, sounding desperate as she opened the front of her suit coat and began undoing the button at the top of the fly in her slacks. "Right here. Please." Her slacks fell to the floor, followed by her plain, cotton, high waisted underwear - hardly what you'd call 'panties," more like boxers - and she pulled me closer. "Please, baby, please."

I felt the gentle pressure on my shoulders guiding me to my knees and, even though oral sex had never really excited either of us before, right now, I wanted nothing more than to kneel before my wife to worship her womanhood.

So that's what I did. I knelt down before my wife and as I knelt there in supplication, I looked up at her and never felt smaller or less powerful in my life - but in a good way. I was hers and that was all that mattered. I loved her and she loved me and I was going to serve her in this way.

I felt the gentle push of her hand on the back of my head, the soft, full hair on my head being stroked by her powerful palm. I smiled, knowing that my smiled looked brighter than ever due to my lipstick, and I asked, "Do you love me like this?"

"Kimmy, you are the most beautiful husband I could ask for and I love you more right now than I've ever loved you before." I could feel her quiver with excitement as she spoke.

"I don't think I'm really your husband any more, though," I teased. "I mean... you just called me beautiful and I'm on my knees on the kitchen floor about to give you oral sex."

She moaned a bit more and moved her crotch closer to my face. "Oh, you're killing me, Kim. You are my wife, then, baby. My soft, beautiful, little wife. Kneeling before me in her pretty little dress, her heels, her makeup and her soft, beautiful hair and I love her - you - so, so, so much. Please. Don't be a tease like all the other girls."

I know it was part of the game, but hearing her calling me her beautiful wife and using the word 'her' to describe me sent me over the top and all I wanted was to be my husband's wife - right there on my knees.

So, I went to work with my tongue, teasing her lips before plunging into her with a desire and aggression I'd never displayed when I'd penetrated her my male organ, which was now imprisoned in silk and lace panties and tights.

Opie moaned, nearly to the point of howling, as she grabbed the back of my head and pressed it further into her womanhood, sometimes making it difficult for me to breathe. She must have orgasmed twenty times or more before she finally pulled away and grabbed the edge of the counter for balance.

"Are you ok?" I asked from my knees.

"Ok?" She laughed. "Kimmy... I'm in Heaven! My God, you are amazing! I never experienced anything like that!"

I smiled and stood up. Then I helped Opie pull up her trousers and buttoned and zipped them up for her.

"I'll afraid I may have messed up your makeup," she chuckled.

Still glowing in the joy that I'd been able to bring to Opie, I smiled even more broadly. "Nothing that can't be fixed. I'll be right back." I leaned up and kissed her cheek, then departed for the lavatory, feeling more loved by and connected to Opie than I'd ever felt before.

I was surprised that my makeup didn't just smudge off when I removed Opie's fluids from my face. Emma had said that she had used a high quality makeup. I guess that's what she meant. I took a moment to fix my hair as well and I once again marveled at how much my eyes resembled my mother's now that Emma had worked her magic.

Satisfied, I returned to the kitchen to find Opie leaning on the kitchen island, speaking into her phone. "I cannot believe how beautiful you made him look," she said, smiling at me and signaling for me to come to her. When I did, she put her arm around me and cuddled me to her shoulder. "No!" She continued, "I was excited to see what he'd look like with his bangs when I got home. I never expected to find a beautiful woman waiting for me." She kissed the top of my head while she listened to who I assumed, correctly as it turned out, was Emma, then she said, "I have a real challenge for you, then. I haven't even told my beautiful little Kimmy this yet, but the Chief Administrator for the hospital announced his retirement last week and the board of directors announced his successor today. Would you like to guess who they chose?"

I pulled back and looked up at my wife. "You?" I asked in astonishment, obviously at the same time as my sister-in-law.

"That's right," Opie smiled, "yours truly." She listened for a moment as I hugged her in congratulations, then I heard her say, "More like quadruple my current pay, actually, and that's why I'd like to take all of you - you, Josie, her husband, mom and Kim to that steak house down at Mohegan Sun Casino - You know, that really fancy one we saw on that Food Network show? Yes, that's the one - On Friday at eight. I figured we could get all dressed up - fancy new dresses and new suits, you know - have a nice dinner, do some dancing and maybe lose a few dollars at the tables or slots before coming home. Of course you can bring a date."

"Opie, that's so great!" I said quietly hugging my wife, excited for her success and the prospect of a big night ahead.

"Yes," she continued talking to Emma and hugging me, "but I think that we'll need some help in that department, too. Sure. We'll talk in the morning. Thanks, Em. Yep. Love you, too."

When she'd set her phone down, I was like an excited puppy jumping around Opie. "Oh, my God, Ope! That's amazing! Congratulations! Why didn't you tell me the moment you came in?"

She smiled and guided me to the table. "I tried to, but attention was diverted away from the silliness of my work by the beauty of my husband," she smiled as she held my chair out for me. "Did you do all of this for me?" She asked, indicating the hair, dress, makeup, etc.

I smoothed my tee shirt dress beneath me as I sat and I smiled up at her as she helped me to scoot my seat in to the table. "I did. Well, if I'm really telling the truth, I guess I have to admit that I did it for both you and me. It was kind of fun to get dressed up for you like this."

She sat and pulled her own seat in and smiled as she spread her napkin across her lap. "I'm glad to hear you say that, Kim, because the truth is, I really like the way you look like this."

I felt tingles go down my spine when she said that. "Really?"

"Really." She sipped her wine and picked up her fork. She stabbed a piece of chicken and some spinach and began to bring it to her mouth, but stopped and looked at it for the longest time before putting it back down in her bowl.

"Opie?" I asked. "Is something wrong?"

She breathed a very deep sigh, picked up her wine glass and downed the whole thing, then put her elbows on the table, folded her fingers together above her elbows and rested her forehead on her knuckles, obviously distraught.

"Ope?" I could feel myself shaking. She'd just been so happy and now she was so upset about something. This was not like her at all. This was serious. I'd known Opie a long time and I'd only seen her get like this a few times and never this quickly. Something had gotten to her and gotten to her very suddenly. I knew what was happening, though. She was leaving me. That had to be it. She had all this new wealth and she came home to find me dressed like a little pansy and now she was leaving leaving me. "Opie... please... please... talk to me."

She sighed again and raised her head to rest her mouth on her thumbs for a moment before dropping her hands to her sides and speaking.

"Kim... I think it's time that I tell you the truth about something."

I could actually feel my heart breaking. "Oh, my God... You're leaving me, aren't you?"

"What?" She shook her head, shocked. "No. Of course not."

"It's the dress and makeup, isn't it? I'll... I'll get changed."

"No, Kim..."

"Is it... another man? An affair?"

"What? Kim? How could you even think that?"

"Then whatever you have to tell me doesn't matter, Opie. As long as you still love me, everything is fine."

She smiled and let out a nervous laugh. "Ok, Kimmy, just stop." She shook her head. "Look, I think the best thing for me to do is just to say this, so... please... no matter how shocking you find this... just let me get through this, ok?"

I just nodded, scared to death that Opie had some terrible disease or something.

"Alright, look, about three years ago, when I moved from billing to building management, I changed the way my badge read from 'Penelope Jane Reed' to 'PJ Reed.' I didn't do it for any particular reason. It just kind of fit the badge better, you know? Anyway, right around that same time, I stopped spiking my hair at work and just combing it over - kind of like a guy does. I'd spike it here, then comb like a guy at the gym. It was just easier."

"It was always spiky again when you got home." I pointed out.

"Yeah," she answered. "I don't know why, but... I was a little embarrassed about it, so I'd spray it and spike it again in the car. Weird, I know."

I didn't see anything too bad in her confession so far, so I just waited.

"So, anyway, one day, this man comes in to see my supervisor and he is all upset about an issue with a renovation that's underway at that hospital and my supervisor does a lousy job of explaining why the renovation is taking so long. I happen to overhear the conversation and I jump in and explain everything. As it turns out, the guy who is upset is Jack Lawrence, Managing Director of the Hospital and he takes an immediate shine to me. Two weeks later, I'm his personal assistant and he only knows me as PJ and he just assumed that I'm a man."

She stopped and waited for my reaction.

I sputtered as I spoke. "But... how? I mean... yeah... you wear suits that look manly, but... you have breasts."

She sighed. "I don't have breasts at work."

"You don't have breasts at work? What do you do? Do you take them off and put them in a desk drawer or something?"

"Hang on." Opie got up and walked across the kitchen and exited through the garage door, coming back a few moments later with a gym bag. As I'd mentioned, she had been very health conscious for a long while and I knew she'd been going to a gym, but I couldn't imagine why she'd gone to get her bag.

She unzipped the bag, then looked at me and stopped for a moment. "Let me show you how this works."

She unbuttoned the plain, white Oxford style shirt she was wearing to reveal a very plain, beige, minimizing sports bra. "First off, I don't have an awful lot of boob to begin with," she explained. "The sports bra makes it even flatter, but then I add this."

From the bag, she produced what at first appeared to be a men's sleeveless undershirt, but when she put it on I realized it was made of the same kind of stretchy material as a woman's bike shorts. "Spanx makes them for men with flabby chests," she explained, "so that their man-boobs don't show through their shirts. With this on and my hair combed this way, I just look like any other guy."

She pulled her shirt back on and buttoned it up, reached into her bag and grabbed a tie and deftly added it to her collar. When she pulled on a pair of decidedly masculine looking eyeglasses, the results were undeniable. My five foot eleven wife looked like a very fit man. She took a men's suit coat out of her bag and put it on instead of the women's blazer she'd worn into the house before taking her seat again. When she spoke, her voice was just a tad lower and a lot more authoritatively.

"I know this a bit... unorthodox, I guess, but to be very honest - PJ Reed has a lot more opportunities for advancements in this 'man's world' than 'Penelope Jane Reed' ever have ever had."

I just stared at her, my mouth agape. She was a man. A strong, handsome man. She looked like a man. She sounded like a man. She even moved like a man.

"Well?" She asked. "What do you think?"

I didn't know what to think, but I blurted out the thing that had been bubbling in my brain. "Oh, my God, you're Clark Kent!"
 
 
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Then You Wear It - 3

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Then You Wear It: 3

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2021,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Against his better judgement, a man gives his wife a very feminine piece
of lingerie for their anniversary. She does not appreciate the gesture and makes
an offer that he takes her up on.


 
Author's Note: I truly do appreciate all of the reviews BigCloset has been leaving me. It is inspiring to me in these most dismal of days. Just if you like what I write, let me know what you think of the tale, please? ~Clara.
 
This version of Then You Wear It: 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
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Chapter 3
 
 

 

I just stared at her, my mouth agape. She was a man. A strong, handsome man. She looked like a man. She sounded like a man. She even moved like a man.

"Well?" she asked. "What do you think?"

I didn't know what to think, but I blurted out the thing that had been bubbling in my brain. "Oh, my God, you're Clark Kent!"

That caused her to let out a big, manly chuckle. "Yeah, I guess I am. Kimmy, look - all that girly stuff that Emma and Josie do so well... I hate it. It's all so fussy and time consuming... It's just not me. I was never meant to be that kind of a woman. I was meant to be THIS kind of a woman."

"A man?" I asked.

"I'm not a man," she said. "I'm a woman who presents in a non traditional way, that's all. Ok, yeah, I guess I do present as a man, but I have no lesbian interests whatsoever - other than seeing my lover in the girliest lingerie imaginable. Other than that, I'm all woman."

I nodded. I guess I understood. I mean, why not. It was the twenty-first century, right? She had the right to be whoever she wanted.

"Now, let me be very clear about something," she continued. "On Monday, when you gave me that nightgown, I definitely over reacted, but I don't regret it at all, because I think we discovered that as much as I need to express my masculine self, you need to express you feminine self - I mean I think the events of the last half hour have made that very clear. If you ask me, I think that our new life is about to begin.'

"Whoa, Opie, hold on a moment!" I panicked. "I'm wearing the nightie to prove a point and this outfit today is a lark, but I'm not suddenly going to start living as a woman!"

"Why not?" The calmness with which she asked this question shocked me.

"Opie... I have a job. I have friends. We have neighbors. It'd be embarrassing."

She nodded. "Kim, I just got signing bonus equal to nearly twice my current salary to accept a job that will be paying me nearly a million and a half a year..."

I felt the blood drain from my face. I'd had no idea she'd be making that much.

"... You can quit your job if you want, we can certainly afford it. Other than Emma and Josie, the only friends either of have are people from work and they are really just colleagues, not really friends and as for neighbors..." she smiled broadly, now, "... THIS is the big surprise."

She came to my side of the table an knelt beside me, taking my hand in hers. Her head was level with mine and she was smiling from ear to ear. "Kimmy, you know that place on the way to the Brookfields that you like so much - the big colonial with the farmer's porch and the huge yard? The green and white place set back with the poplar trees out in the distance? Well, it's for sale and I think we should go take a look at it tonight."

"What!?" I couldn't believe it! I'd loved this house since I was a child! It was absolutely beautiful. It sat back on a big lot, a stately old house with a perfect porch for rocking chairs. I always imagined what it would be like to sit on that porch and rock in an armed rocking chair and read a good book on a nice summer evening. "We could never afford that place!"

"Of course we can. Now, let's just eat up and go. I made an appointment to meet a realtor at seven thirty."

"Opie, I can't go out like this!"

Well, somehow Opie convinced me to go out dressed as I was. She was correct in pointing out that I was going to get into the car, which was in the garage, so no neighbors wouldn't see me, I'd see no one I knew and she'd be doing most of the talking - and that was what came to pass.

I remained a nervous wreck, none the less. Well, that's not quite true. I was a nervous wreck for the first forty five minutes or so, but then... maybe it was the excitement of viewing the house that I had been obsessed with since I was a child, or maybe things just got to feeling normal as began moving around, but my nervousness level certainly lowered from critical to cautious as the evening wore on.

As we headed west on the country road towards the house, I looked up the listing on my iPad, IT WAS NOT CHEAP! Of course, everything was pricey right now, but this was a pretty big number. Opie told me to relax, though, so I did.

The house exceeded all of my expectations! Oh, my God, it was gorgeous! The floors were the most beautiful wood I'd ever seen! Exquisite woodwork everywhere. The kitchen was modern, but maintained the nineteenth century aesthetic of the house, which we learned had been built in 1881. It was just getting a little dark when we went out to see the yard and gardens, but you could still see that everything had been kept beautifully by the previous owner.

Opie did almost all of the talking, occasionally asking me, 'What do you think, Kimmy?' and I'd respond with a breathless, 'It's beautiful!' no matter what I was looking at. Partly because, despite Opie's assurances that my voice was fine, I was nervous that I might give myself away if I spoke too much and partly because everything was, in fact, beautiful.

In the gardens, though, the realtor, a charming, but somewhat pretentious middle aged woman with bleached blonde hair turned her attention to me. "I assume that, being of Asian decent, gardening is a big part of your life, Mrs Reed?"

Now, my name was not Reed - at least it wasn't then. Reed was Opie's name and she had steadfastly not wanted to take my name when we'd gotten married, and I was fine with that. My name was Bristol. I thought about pointing out that the realtor's remarks were both sexist and racist, but I was kind of enjoying just being Opie's wife and the high I felt at the possibility of owning this amazing property was getting to me, so I found myself suddenly becoming very coy.

"Oh, I do what I can. My mother was quite a gifted gardener, but she died when I was very young. I only have a few window boxes and big pots along the walkway at home, now. This would be quite a challenge."

"Well, don't worry, baby," Opie chuckled in her oddly manly voice. "We can hire a landscaping company to come in and do the work and you can oversee it all. You know, work with the landscape architect to plan everything out, season by season, then enjoy the fruits of your labors. Be 'the lady of the house' from now on." The smile on her face was genuine. She was actually offering me a life of leisure that neither of us ever expected was possible. The idea actually knocked me off balance a bit.

We went back into the house and the realtor wanted to show us one last room. The 'crowning glory' of the house, she said, and she was right. She opened a set of siding, pocket doors to reveal the most beautiful solarium I'd ever seen in my life - well, the first I'd ever seen in person in my life. Three walls of beautiful, small paned glass, with a bronze fountain - an actual fountain - in the middle it. It worked and everything!

When the realtor flipped the switches that turned on the fountain and lowered the lighting to make the room's lighting soft and romantic, the look on my face must have given away how I felt.

"Well, Mr Reed," she said to Opie, "I think the little woman is sold. How about you?"

"Why don't you wander around the house a bit, Kimmy," Opie said to me. "I'm going to talk a little business."

Yeah, I know, I should have been insulted. I was an actuary, for crying out loud. I probably knew more about numbers then either of them, but I was in love with that house and all I wanted to do was look at it. Besides - as far as I was concerned, this was all a fantasy, anyway. I knew how much it cost and I knew how much it would cost to maintain and I knew how much I made. I could never afford it. Opie's new income still seemed unreal to me. Maybe after I'd had a chance to process it I could consider whether or not she could afford it.

I ran the toes of my heeled boots along the marble of the solarium floors. I felt the lead in between the glass panes of the windows. I ran my fingers along the oak panels on the walls and I imagined how a tall, decorated Christmas tree would look right there in the center of the windows - maybe not the tree where we'd open presents, the marble floors would be too cold for that. You know, a tree for guests at our holiday party. What perfect place for a party. I could picture it so well. Opie could invite business associates and their spouses. We'd have Emma and Josie come, of course. We could invite people from town - I mean, if I wasn't working, why couldn't I get to know some of the other wives, right?

Oh, it would be so nice! I could get Opie a nice velvet tuxedo jacket and maybe I'd wear a nice red velvet dress...

Wait a minute!

I took a breath. What the hell was happening to me? When I pictured my future in this beautiful house... I was Opie's pretty little wife. Is that what I wanted?

I was too scared to even consider it.

I folded my arms across my midriff and realized, again, that I was out in the world in a cute green tee shirt dress with tights and cute little boots. I saw my reflection in the leaded glass and I saw a cute little Asian housewife looking back at me. Oh, God! I thought I'd been playing a game, but I was a woman! An actual woman.

Or was I?

What had Opie said earlier about how she was still a woman? 'I'm not a man," she'd said. 'I'm a woman who presents in a non traditional way, that's all.'

Was I the opposite of that? Was I just a man who presented in a non traditional way? Was that ok? Was that what I wanted?

"Oh, you're still in here, Mrs Reed," the realtor entered the room, smiling broadly. "Your husband is on the phone with the owners. He asked me to come get you. I think he'll have some good new for you in a few minutes."

She held out her hand, and for some strange reason, I took it and allowed myself to be led by her to the kitchen. Along the way, she spoke to me in a somewhat maternal way, "So, how long have you two been married?"

"Oh, umm, just a year," I sputtered, still mulling over much bigger questions.

"Oh, married during the pandemic, then. Oh, it must have been a small affair, then. I'm so sorry. Maybe you could have a bigger one once you've moved in here."

"Oh, yes, maybe," I just agreed, without any thought.

"You'll get to wear your gown again."

'Oh, I just wore a suit," I said, without thinking.

"Really? A beautiful thing like you? Why on earth would someone as cute as you not wear a gown?"

'Because I'm a guy, you moron,' I wanted to say, but instead I said, "Oh, you know... it was just us and a friend officiating and Opie's sisters and mom, so we didn't do anything fancy."

"Opie?" She giggled. "Is that your pet name for Mr Reed? Opie? Like Ron Howard on The Andy Griffith Show? That's adorable. Where did that come from?"

I shrugged. "I don't know. Ever since I've known him, his family always called him Opie."

We entered the kitchen and I heard my 'wife/husband/I-don't-really-know-what-to-think' on the phone speaking, "Yes, I can have a certified check to your lawyer by noon tomorrow. I do. Yes. Their offices are not far from mine. Very good. Just have them send those papers to me and my lawyers first thing in the morning and, provided everything is worded to my lawyer's satisfaction, I'll run a check over to them at lunch time and we'll be all set. Yes. Excellent. Thank you very much, sir. Yes, it has been a pleasure speaking to you. You have my contact information. Please feel free to contact me should you need to. Yes, good evening to you, as well. Thank you, very much." He ended the call.

She turned to me and smiled. "Well, Kimmy, provided everything goes well tomorrow morning and the inspection goes well tomorrow afternoon, this is your new house, baby!" She held her arms wide, thrilled that she'd been able to procure my dream house for me and, truth be told, I was thrilled, too, so I put my anxieties on hold and I ran over and I threw my arms around Opie's torso and hugged her.

"Thank you, so much," I said, on the verge of happy tears.

"Well... 'Opie'..." the realtor chuckled, "congratulations." She extended her hand.

Opie shook her hand in return. "PJ will do just fine," she smiled, friendly.

The realtor remained friendly, too. "Your wife used your nickname and I thought it was sweet. Sorry."

"No need," she said, still in a shockingly male persona. "It's a family name. Kimmy and I have been together a long time. I use PJ
professionally. You understand."

"Of course," she smiled. "Well, congratulations, you two."

Before we left, Opie had her take a picture of us in the solarium, then we headed home.

"Aren't you excited?" Opie asked, as we headed north-east. "It's the start of a whole new life. New career, new town, new house, new personas... it's exciting."

I sighed. "Ope, do you really want me to become a woman for you? To give up my manhood?"

"Oh, please," she laughed in an annoyingly mannish manner. "Listen, Kimberly, neither of us has fit into the traditional expectations of male and female beauty. You are a 'cute little' guy and I am a 'handsome figure of a woman.' Not exactly complimentary, if you ask me. I didn't 'give up' my womanhood. I enhanced the gifts I was given and made use of them. Sure, my coworkers think I'm a man, but who cares. The turn over in personnel at a hospital is insane. I don't think there are five people still there who knew me as Penelope and they're all still in lower management. I doubt they'd ever recognize me, now. I hated people saying things like, 'you know, with a little makeup, you'd be really pretty.' I like being PJ. I like being the guy in charge. Kim - I've just become the fourth highest paid person in the entire Caduceus Health Care System. Do you seriously think they'd have given that position to someone named 'Penelope?'"

"Maybe not, but since you mentioned treating women as second class citizens, what's with exiling me while you went out to the kitchen to talk business? I'm not some empty headed little, nine-teen-fifties-era housewife, Opie. I'm a grown man with math skills and business experience. You had no right to treat me that way." My voice must have conveyed my irritation, because before I'd even finished, Opie had pulled the car to the side of the back road we were traveling and put it in park. She took my hand in hers and looked really sad.

"Kim, honey, I'm sorry. I really didn't mean for it to come off that way. See... it's just that... honey... this house... since we were kids, whenever we'd come this way, like when your dad would drive us out here for ice cream, or later, when we could drive and we'd just take rides in the country on Sundays, whenever we'd pass this place, you'd always say, 'There's my house!' About a week ago I had to go to the Caduceus Hospital out in Warren and I came this way. I saw that the house was for sale and looked up the listing, but I knew that it would be irresponsible for us to buy it at the price they wanted. Today, when I met with the board and signed my new contract, the very first thing I thought was, 'I can buy that house for Kim.' I just didn't want you to hear the final amount I paid for it, honey, because it's my gift to you. That's all. I wasn't trying to exile you. I was trying to do something nice for you. I wanted the very first thing I did with the money from this new job to be something special for you. I'm sorry."

Geez, I mean, how do you stay mad at that, right?

"Opie... I'm sorry." All of a sudden I realized that she'd tried to make this evening the best evening of my life and I was being pissy about it. I reached over and hugged her as best I could. "Thank you, Opie. I just... I'm just worried about the cost. Are you sure we can afford it?"

"Honey - the house is expensive, but we just entered a new income bracket. We have the down payment in the bank, our house should fetch a nice three fifty or so in this market and I'll be making a million and a half before bonuses next year. We're in great shape - well - aside from the fact that my sister is going to be ticked that I bought it without her help. We'll let her sell our house, though. That'll make her happy."

"And the dresses?" I asked. "Are you serious about that? You really want everyone to think I'm your wife from now on?"

"Only if you're willing," she shrugged, "but I have to be honest - I think I'm done trying to be a guy at work and something else at home. I'm going to look like this from now on, Kim, and I have no problem with people drawing conclusions about us based on how we look. I hope you're ok with that, too."

"Opie, as long as we're together, I'm ok with it, but I need to think about being a full time wife, ok?"

"Fine. And you know that I'm ok with whatever you decide, too."

We both nodded and sat in silence for a moment.

"Can I ask for one big favor, though?" Opie asked, somewhat coyly.

"Sure."

She took a big breath and let it out. "Friday is kind of a big night for me and I'd kind of like to make it a big celebration."

'Right. The casino. I heard you tell Emma."

"Yeah, but..." she sighed. "I know it's a big ask, but... I think you're just beautiful like this, Kim and I'd really love it if you'd just give me one night of full blown Kimmy. I mean - Go with Josie and Emma to a salon, have your hair, nails and makeup done - the whole works. Pick out a beautiful dress and I'll buy a nice suit and let's do this in style. Just this once. Please. Then... if you choose to never wear a dress again, at least we have this memory. And if you do decide to be my wife... then you know whether or not you like go whole girly world of dressing up for fancy events - and if you do, we make fancy events a more frequent thing."

I thought about if for a moment. Josie and Emma would have no problem with it and Josie had her husband, Sam, wrapped around her little finger, so there was no problem there. "What about your mom?"

She snickered. "She'll make a few inappropriate remarks, but I'll give her a few hundred dollars to gamble with and she'll be happy as a clam."

Ok, that did seem true. Her mom was a casino maven who loved the slots. By the time we got to the casino, she'd be more focused on the games than the dress.

The more I thought about it, the more I kind of wanted to try it, too. I mean, I was really taken with the sensations of the clothes that I was wearing right at that moment, and I loved how I looked when I looked in the mirror. I also loved that Opie liked how I looked. I mean, she always 'liked' how I looked, but now she LIKED how I looked. If she'd really been a guy, I'd have given her a boner.

And then there was the fact that my wife had just given me a house that cost a loooooooooooooot of money.

A loooooooooooooot of money.

As a gift.

Did I mention that the house she bought was my dream house?

For me?

As a gift?

Now, all she was asking was that I do something fun, something that I really wanted to do anyway.

"Ok. I'll do it." Then I thought for a moment. "But I have to work tomorrow and Friday. When can I do everything that needs to be done?"

Opie shrugged. "If you won the lottery, would you keep your job?"

I shook my head. "No. I mean, I don't hate my job or anything, but if I could afford to not have to work..."

"Well - you just won the lottery." She interrupted.

"You mean I should just quit? Without any notice?"

"When we get home, type up a polite, businesslike resignation, effective immediately, and send it to your boss. Apologize, but explain that changes in your life require you to leave your position without notice. They'll be ticked off, but they'll survive. Believe me, I've had good people leave without notice more times than I can count. Things happen. People need to leave in a rush. It's not their fault."

"Huh." I thought about it for a moment or two. "Alright. I'll do it. I'll type up a letter and quit, effective tomorrow."

Opie squeezed my knee through my tights. "That's my girl!"

I swatted playfully at his hand. "Not yet I'm not... but, seriously, Opie... thank you for the house and... well... thank you."

She took, my hand and kissed the back of it. "That's what I'm here for, Kimmy."

I wrote the letter of resignation that night, it took a while. It basically thanked the company for all of the opportunities I'd been given and then apologized for having to leave without notice, but unexpected changes in my family situation had made it necessary for me to leave my position immediately. I didn't send it right away and then didn't sleep well as I kept wondering if I was doing the right thing. I finally made up my mind and sent it out to my boss at around four in the morning. He responded at around six that he understood and that the company would miss me and if I should need a job in the future, I should get in touch. I felt so much better after that.

When Opie came down for breakfast, she told me to take a nap on the couch, which I did for a very short time until I heard my sister-in-law scream from the kitchen, "You bought a house without talking to me first!" What the hell is wrong with you!?"

"Shh," I heard Opie speak more quietly. "Kim is sleeping. I wanted to buy the house last night, without any delay. I knew you'd want to negotiate and play the 'I can get do better' game, and I appreciate that, but this is Kim's dream house and I just got my dream job. It was all about joy and not about money. Will you sell this house for us?"

She huffed a little and I sat up.

"Of course I'll sell it for you. Now, tell me - Do you want a profit or is this sale just about joy, too?"

"Thank you," Opie said and he kissed her cheek as I entered.

"Oh, hi," Emma smirked. "I hear you own a mansion."

I smiled. "Just a big old farm house."

"Yeah. I saw the listing online. It's a big old, FANCY farm house. Congratulations. Hey - why aren't you getting ready for work?" Then she looked at her sister. "And why do you look like a sitcom dad headed off to the office? You two used to be so boring and uninteresting. God, in the last few days you've become more interesting than anything on Tik Tok. What is going on around here?"

Opie pulled on her suit coat and glasses and looked even more manly than ever. "I'll let Kim explain. I have to run." She kissed Emma's cheek and then my lips before leaving.

"Well?" Emma crossed her arms and waited for an explanation.

So, I gave her a quick synopsis.

"She's been working as a guy!? Oh, my God, that explains so much! So - what are you are you going to do, then?" Emma was almost as titillated as she was shocked.

"I'm not sure."

"Are you seriously considering doing this full time, for the rest of your life?"

"Considering it, yes," I explained. "Seriously...? Not quite seriously, yet, but I am going to go through with my agreement to go all the way and be as pretty as I can on Friday night. Can you help me with that?"

Emma shook her head. "You know this kind of thing is all fun and games until somebody gets hurt. Are you sure that your marriage is up to this kind of experimentation?"

I thought for a moment. "You know... Last week, when you and Josie convinced me that buying Opie some pretty lingerie, it seemed like a great idea, but... now I understand why it upset her. That's growth and that's a sign of a healthy marriage, right? And on Monday, when Opie showed up with this nightgown for me... I was really ticked at first and I really only put it on to prove a point, but... having put it on... and then having put on everything else... I'm feeling a lot more broad minded than I was a week ago. I think this is exactly the kind of experiment that our marriage needs."

She smiled at me. "Ok. I'll text Josie. There's more to be done than I can do, so we'll have to go see some professionals. I'll have her call around for appointments today and tomorrow and we'll have to go shopping for a cocktail dress or a gown - to be honest, I'm not even sure where to do that, but we'll figure that out. For now, though, let's go see if Opie has any lady razors or Nair still hanging around. Come on, little girl. There's a lot to be done." She took my hand and started leading me up the stairs. "You know, this is going to be kind of fun. I've never taught an awkward little boy to be a beautiful woman before."

Let me tell you, you may think that you've done embarrassing things, but until you've stood in a shower stall and had every inch of your body shaved by your sister-in-law, a woman you've known, and not always gotten along with, since before puberty, you have no idea what embarrassment is. To be honest, though, Emma was pretty cool about the whole thing. The only teasing she really did was done to make me relax and it was all over pretty quickly. One thing I had inherited from my Japanese mother was a dearth of body hair, and the little that I did have was very fine. Combine that fine hair with light brown hair color I inherited from my dad and I rarely had to even shave my face, but I did that day. Emma suggested that, should I decide to make womanhood a lifestyle choice, electrolysis would be a good way to eliminate the need to shave permanently.

At nine-thirty, Josie showed up with a dress she'd picked up for me at Emma's - Josie was a good deal too tall and busty to loan me any of her clothes - and a pair of low heeled sandals.

Emma and I were in the kitchen having a light breakfast. Me looking glorious in a towel-turban and my sheer robe and nothing else - NOTHING else.

"Somebody want to explain all of this to me?" Josie asked, playfully curious.

Emma gave her the gist of the situation, including the news of our new house. "Oh, and you should see our sister in her work persona. She's been living a double life as a man at work for years."

"Well, that explains a lot," Josie laughed.

"Exactly what I said," Emma agreed as she stood to clear the table.

Josie turned her attention to me at that point. "So, what's going to happen with you, then? Gardening Club? PTA? Sewing classes?"

I shrugged. "I know you're teasing, but none of that sounds all that bad to me."

She smirked. "Me neither, actually. Ok, listen - I got an appointment to get our hair colored and trimmed at eleven and our nails done at two. Tomorrow, we get our hair and makeup done at noon. Now, get your iPad and show me this house of yours."

For the next few minutes we looked at pictures of the house Opie had bought me - well, provided all went well that morning.

At some point, Emma was brushing out my hair and saying that I didn't need to worry about how it looked too much, since the salon visit was in our near future. As she went to work on my face, she sent Josie upstairs to get a bra and panty set for me to wear.

A few minutes later, with no sense of impropriety at all, my older sister-in-law casually removed my robe while my younger sister-in-law ran my silk panties up my legs. Hey - my groin had just been shorn by Emma. What was left to hide, right?

I tucked myself and let Josie fasten my bra, then accepted her playful teasing. "Ooh, you have a nice little rack there, Kimmy."

"I have an expensive bra, is what I have," I teased back.

The dress that Emma had had Josie grab for me that day was far from a loose fitting tee shirt dress. "It's important that the hairdresser knows that you're a 'lady' when you go in for a coloring today," she explained. "You looked cute as hell yesterday, but that was a kind of a 'work day' dress. This is a 'my husband is a somebody important and I can afford to be treated well' kind of dress, without being a 'I'm a fucking bitch' kind of dress."

"Ok," I shrugged.

Regardless, it was an adorable dress. Soft, soft, soft cotton. Really pale, baby blue with little white flowers and stems all over it. The bodice was all smocked, so it kind of made it look like I had a little more bust than I did. It had a square neck line and these littlegirlish puffy sleeves with a little ruffle that made my arms look even more slender than they were. It had a slightly high waist, and the skirt fell to a couple of inches above my knees. It had a soft cotton under dress skirt. I don't think it was a real expensive dress, but it was a good quality dress and it gave me tickles when I wore it. I mean, if I'd been out and about and saw a woman wearing that dress, I would have looked twice - not because I wanted to sleep with her, but just because she was... well... so feminine.

The sandals were a simple affair, narrow straps with a little heel. Nothing challenging - but challenging heels were in the not too distant future.

"What do you think?" Emma asked Josie.

"You know, she cleans up pretty well for a guy. I do admit that I'm a little peeved that you had her all dressed up yesterday and didn't share her with me. So what's the plan for the rest of the day?"

Emma checked time. "We've got a little time before we leave for the salon. Then lunch. Then mani/pedi's..."

Josie glanced at me, "Have you ever had a mani/pedi before?"

"Of course not!"

A huge smiled crossed her face as she gripped my shoulders. "Oh, you're going to love it! Emma and I have been getting them together every week since I was, what, nine or ten. Opie used to come with us sometimes, but it was too girly for her. It'll be nice to have a third sister again!"

Emma snickered as she logged onto my iPad. "Honestly, Josie, you should have seen Opie when she walked out of this house this morning. She DID NOT look like our sister. I swear there was a penis in her trousers somewhere. Alright, look - I just entered a Google search for cocktail dresses in Worcester County and all I got is prom dresses."

"I got my wedding rehearsal dress at Nordstrom's out in Natick. We could head there after our mani/pedis."

"Natick!?" I asked. "That's like an hour away. We wouldn't be headed that way until... what... three thirty or so? I have to make Opie supper and..." they were staring at me, wide mouthed. "What?"

They burst into laughter. "You have to make Opie supper?" Emma could hardly speak through her spasms.

"You're already Opie's wife!" Josie screamed in glee.

"I am not," I insisted, but the pretty flowered dress with the flouncy skirt and the puffy sleeves did nothing to instill a sense of masculinity.

"Alright, alright," Josie put her arm around my shoulder. "Don't get your panties in a twist. Em will text your hubby that she'll have to have to fend for herself tonight. I'm sure that Opie will be happy to go one night without a hot meal to have you all dolled up for her tomorrow night."

"Ok. I just sent her a text, Kim. I'm sure everything will be fine. Let's get ready to go. Does Opie have an old purse around that you can use for now?"

I ran upstairs to look and came back down with a plain brown bag with a shoulder strap that was received with raised eyebrows, smirks and a resolution to fix that problem today.

"Opie just text back," Emma said as we walked out the door. "She's wrapping up everything on your house after work tonight. She says, 'enjoy your time with the girls and find a pretty dress.'"

"Nope. You are definitely not Opie's wife," Josie said, as she held the back door of Emma's car open for me. "Smooth your skirt as you sit, then pivot into the car, Mr Macho." She closed the door behind me when I'd done so, then got into the front herself and Emma drove.

The salon was quite an experience. Shampooing, conditioning, coloring, tinting, trimming...There was a lot of discussion about what needed to be done. What colors would look best. What would best frame my face. I wasn't involved in any of those discussions, but there were an awful lot of them.

When all was said and done, my hair was much lighter, nearly blonde, with gold and reddish highlights, layered and given enough of a perm to make it look full and lively. I have to admit, I was pretty shocked by the whole thing. My brown hair and Asian face were always a bit of a dichotomy. Now, with my hair so light, my features seemed downright exotic.

At Emma's instruction, two earrings were installed in each of my earlobes. Josie lobbied for a belly-button piercing, but I drew the line at that. Then it was several different makeup trials with discussions of how each would work with different hair treatments, depending on dress styles, and finally I was able to stand, again.

Lunch was at a trendy place I'd never been that was on the first floor of The Mill. The place specialized in soups and salads, therefore it's clientele was primarily female. I was surprised by how pleasant the company of women actually was. Sure, some were loud and some were crude, but the subjects discussed tended to be less... disgusting than those subjects discussed by men.

Then we had our mani/pedis - and experience I cannot recommend more highly. Oh, my lord, why do men not do this!? The feeling of soaking your hands and feet in warm liquid, then having them worked on by skilled people is just indescribable! Oh, especially the pedicure! I was in Heaven!

My toenails were sculpted and filled and filed and painted 'candy apple red.' I had acrylic nail extensions applied to my fingers and they were also sculpted and filled and filed and painted 'candy apple red.' I was informed that, should my dress for Friday evening require a change of nail color, we would return the next day. I made it clear that, should the change of color require the entire treatment I'd just endured, I'd happily return every day, but that was just received with laughter by everyone nearby.

On the way to Natick, Emma's phone, which was also acting as our music source, rang. "It's your hubby," Josie teased, as Emma punched the 'answer' button. The phone answered through the radio, so we could all hear.

"Hi, Opie," Emma said. "What's up?"

"Hi, Em. Hey, is Kim with you?"

'Yeah, I'm here!" I shouted from the back seat so that the speaker could pick up my voice.

"Hey, honey! Why aren't you answering your phone?"

"My phone?" I grabbed the purse I was carrying and pulled out my phone. 'Eleven missed calls.' "Oh, Geez. Sorry." I shouted. "It's on vibrate and in my pocketbook."

I could hear Opie chuckle. "You bought a pocketbook?"

"No, it's one of your old pocketbooks, and knock it off, smart ass. You want me all dolled up for you for tomorrow, night, well you and I are paying for all of this, so I need to carry my wallet somewhere and this Holly Hobbie outfit your sisters have me in doesn't have any pockets."

"Holly Hobbie!?"she laughed. "You two aren't torturing him, are you?"

Without warning, Josie turned and pointed her phone at me. "I just sent you a picture. Does she look like she's a Holly Hobbie or that she's being tortured?"

"Let's see," Opie, grunted on the phone and there was a bit of silence, then a long exhalation. "Wow... Kimmy... wow..."

Emma and Josie gave each other triumphant smiles.

Opie cleared her throat and came to her senses. "Umm, anyway, the reason I called, is... WE GOT THE HOUSE! IT'S ALL OURS! LOCK STOCK AND BARREL! We even own the furniture. We can get rid of any thing we don't want, but it's all ours, baby! Are you happy!"

Honestly, I could barely process it! "I'm thrilled!, Opie! I'm absolutely thrilled! Thank you, honey!"

"Oh, I'm glad, baby. I'm really glad. Hey, remember that adjustable bed you liked at that furniture store we walked through like two years ago? I called them and ordered one along with their best gel-top mattresses. They're being delivered this evening along with new linens and everything. So, if you want to pack a bag we can start living there this weekend."

"Oh... wow!" I gasped at the suddenness of everything. "How are the delivery guys getting in?"

"There's a key code on the door by the garage. I just drove out and changed it from what it used to be. Now, it's a new eight digit code. Your birthday."

Honest to God, I thought I was going to cry.

"Oh, Opie."

"There's another code for the delivery guys, too, and we'll get rid of that as soon as they're gone. So - am I a super hero, or what?"

"Captain America, Iron Man and Thor all rolled into one." I said, smiling from ear to ear. I noticed that Josie and Emma exchanged looks at that.

"Ok, Baby. Where are you headed, now?"

"Nordstrom's," Emma announced.

"Pretty, pretty dresses," Josie shouted.

"Gross," Opie joked. "Have fun, girls. Bye bye."

The call ended.

"Was that really my sister Penelope on the phone?" Josie asked.

"Yeah. Why?" Emma answered.

Josie shrugged. "Well... the voice sounded kind of deep. Manly, in a way. Then, there was all that 'baby' stuff. That sounded kind of like a guy, too. Not to mention the fact that the person on the phone seemed repulsed by the idea of dresses."

"Well, then that was definitely our sister Penelope." Emma laughed.

Josie turned and looked at me. "How are you enjoying your foray into girlishness?"

I shrugged. "I don't know. I certainly understand it's appeal. It is awfully fussy, though."

Josie smiled. "Yeah, but look how pretty you get to be. That makes it all worthwhile, doesn't it?"

I smiled. "I don't know. Maybe it does. I'm not sure if this is how I want to live my life, but it's fun to spend time with you guys."

"Well, unlike our sister, we are most definitely not 'guys,' Kimberly." Josie laughed.

"Now... as for Opie, though," Emma said, cautiously, as she glanced at me in the rear view mirror. "I don't think that 'androgynous' Opie is coming back, Kimmy. I think 'manly' Opie is here to stay. Can you live with that?"

I just sighed. "You know, you two never seem to get it. I love your sister. It doesn't matter to me if she's got long hair and wearing a dress or short hair and wearing a Brooks Brothers suit, I love her and that's the end of the story. She can be whoever she wants to be and I will never ask her to change."

"That's awfully sweet," Emma said, with sisterly kindness, "but she's asking you to change, isn't she?"

I shrugged. "That's not how it started, but... I think what she's asking... actually, not asking... what she's encouraging me to do is to explore a part of myself that I found accidentally when I first put on that nightgown."

"A part of yourself that she finds exciting." Emma pointed out.

"Because she likes being a guy," Josie pointed out.

"Which is something she stumbled into as well." I pointed out. "I think that Opie feels like... if she found joy as a man, maybe I could find joy as a woman."

"And do you?" Josie smiled.

"I'm certainly having some fun today."

Now, I'd been to plenty of stores before - the most fancy of which, probably, being Filene's or JC Penny's, but they were NOTHING like Nordstrom's. This place was like a chrome plated shrine to consumerism. Everything was beautiful. Everything was well made. Everything gorgeous. And everything was outrageously expensive!

We hadn't even reached the clothing department and I'd already spent six hundred dollars on makeup, hair products, skin creams and tools I'd never heard of - a rotating makeup organizer, a jade facial roller, makeup brushes, a lighted makeup mirror, a mascara shield, an eyebrow kit, a heated eyelash curler, and a derma-planing tool - Yes, dermaplaning. A phrase that still scares the liver-and-lights out of me.

Finally in the women's clothing area, it still seemed a good long while before we reached the area featuring the cocktail dresses, and even then, I was overwhelmed by the vast variety of styles, colors and fabrics. My God, growing up in men's departments, and without much female input in my life, I couldn't imagine that anyone put this kind of thought and energy into their clothing. I have to admit that the challenge of finding the right dress, not just for me, but for my sisters-in-law was a very exciting prospect!

They began grabbing a dress here and there, asking opinions on shapes and colors and trusting each other's input. It was fascinating. They were a team. A well oiled shopping machine and they taught me as we moved slowly, very, very slowly down the aisles.

This was very different than my usual, "Hmm, I guess I'll go with charcoal grey this time. Yeah, two button coat, no pleats on the pants... these will do,' style of shopping I'd always done. It was really exciting and fun!

Finally, we were in the dressing room - and that's what I mean, too. WE were in THE dressing ROOM. All three of us in one room trying on dress after dress. Emma and I were similar in size, of course, so some of the things chosen for her were passed to me and vice-versa. There was a lot of harsh, yet loving, remarks between sisters, but they were kinder to me... at least at first. Eventually, I was subjected to some pretty harsh teasing, too.

"Geez, Kim, you have no tits or ass at all," Josie shook her head at one point. "How is that even possible."

I was wearing a clingy, silver dress that she's pulled for me. "How is it possible that I would have them?" I pushed back.

"Well, what the heck do you sit on, for crying out loud?"

"Stop it," Emma interrupted, a little peeved. "We can get her a padded panty if we need, but I don't want to do that unless we have to. It might get uncomfortable, wearing it all night." She stared at me for a moment. "I have an idea, though. Kimmy, I'm a C cup, but I think that might be a bit much to tackle right out of the gate. With that push-up bra you're wearing and the padding, you're barely an A cup. It's cute one you, but I think a B would look a little more... sexy. Womanly, you know? What do you say. This may be your one and only night to go put and play as a woman. Do you want to play with the big girls?"

I thought about it for a second or two and shrugged. "Sure. Why not?"

"Ok. Hang on a minute." Emma disappeared out of the dressing room wearing the dress she'd just tried on.

"Where's she going?" I asked.

"To get you some tits, I'd guess," Josie smirked. "Here. Zip me up."

I did.

"Kim... I just want you to know... I really admire what you're doing for Opie."

I shrugged as I took off the silver dress. "Like I keep saying, I love her."

She nodded. "I love my husband, too, Kim, but if I bought him something really butch to wear and he made me wear it, I probably would have spit in his eye and walked out on him. You just rolled with it. And now look at you. You're like a whole new person." She looked in the mirror. "Do you like this?"

It was a yellow mini dress that clung to her like a second skin and made her look like a movie star. "I do. You look gorgeous in it."

She smiled at me in the mirror. "Thank you, Kim. You're a very pretty girl, you know."

"Thanks," I laughed, assuming she was teasing.

"I mean it. Look at yourself. I mean, you're a kind of cute guy, Kim, but as a girl... Damn, honey. You are are a good looking girl. You know what I think? I think that you and Opie are meant to be together, but that you were born the wrong sexes. That Opie was always meant to be the man and you were always meant to be the woman and somehow... the universe is just correcting itself."

"Josie..." I sat on the bench and looked at myself in the mirror and thought about my wife and how manly she suddenly looked last night and her statement that she was going to live that way form then on. "... right now... I'm not really sure who I am, but I think that... I kind of like the person I'm looking at in the mirror better the person who I used to see. I mean... this person doesn't look as... awkward and... out of place. Maybe it's because of all of the help that you and Em have given her, but the girl in that mirror... she looks... right... she looks... pretty... she looks... like..." I couldn't find the right words.

Josie sat beside me and put her arm around me. "She looks like you. Like the real you."

"Yeah... I think that maybe she does."

We sat there in silence for a few moments until Josie, a person I had known for years, but felt as if I barely knew, kissed the side of my head, hugged me and whispered, "Well, thank God we found her, then."

"Alright, here we go," Emma said, as she exploded back into the dressing room with a box in her hand. "I had the clerk call over and have these sent. Now, if you like these, we'll attach them for tomorrow night, but for now, here." She handed me a very pretty bra, but one with cups that were obviously bigger than those in the bra I was wearing.

"What do I do with this?"

"Put it on," she said.

"Here," Josie said as she turned me and undid the hooks at the back of my bra. Then she put the new bra on me. "It's a little empty," I pointed out, although it did push up my extra skin and had a shape of its own.

"Ah, but that's where these come in," Emma gloated as she opened the box to reveal two very real looking breasts.

"Yikes," I said out loud. "They look real."

"They cost enough to be real," Emma laughed. "Here... just put them in your bra for now. If the look good with the dress, you can put them on for real tomorrow. If you like the way they look, you can wear them for a couple weeks without taking them off."

She inserted them into the cups of the new bra I was wearing and their size and heft immediately made me stand somewhat differently. Straighter.

"Oh, I like them already," Emma nodded. She looked around and grabbed a shimmering, black dress that she had tried on, but I had not. "Let's try this."

She unzipped it and had me step into it. Even before it was zipped up, I knew we'd found exactly the right dress for that Friday night.

But when the zipper closed, my heart leapt.

The silk lining felt elegant, but the look of the dress was amazing. Two inch shoulder traps led to a V neck line that showed a cleavage that hadn't existed moments earlier. Silver threads sparkled almost magically in the deep black material. The fitted bodice hugged me tightly and made me look small and elegant and feminine. The back was also V shaped and revealed lots of creamy skin. There were no sleeves to interrupt the slender lines of my arms.

Then there was the skirt.

It was beautiful.

The same magical black material with the sparkling silver thread, but so different. Not fitted at all. It was flounced and flounced and flounced and... oh, my, it was just so beautifully bell shaped. It barely touched me! It made me want to swirl! I couldn't help it! I swayed a few times and then I swirled right around. The feeling of the magical skirt, with its hem falling three or four inches beyond my finger tips, twisting around my legs and then relaxing was the most amazing thing I'd ever felt in my life! I adored it. This was it! I'd found it! I'd found my dress!

"Well," Josie giggled, "I think you worked your magic, Fairy Godmother. Cinderella seems to love her dress for the ball."

That actually snapped me out of the spell that the dress had cast on me. I know I blushed a little, but I didn't get embarrassed because both of the girls hugged me, happy that I was happy.

Shoes were next. We all had new dresses, so we all needed new shoes. A pair of three in heeled, strappy sandals, also in glittery black, were chosen for me. I was surprised by how comfortable they were and how easily I was able to walk in them. I was, of course, back in my baby blue dress and the bra I'd worn shopping. For some reason, the girls insisted that when I wore my breast forms and my posture improved even more, I'd find walking even easier. I don't know why that should be so, but I accept it.

They argued about whether I should wear hosiery or not and the final decision, Josie's choice, in fact, was no. I had the legs to pull it off and I shouldn't over complicate things with unnecessary clothing.

One last stop for a very sexy, black bra and panty set for me, as well as new undies for them - I was suspecting that women disposed of garments rather than wash them since new undies, dresses and shoes were needed for all of us - and we were headed out. Honestly, I was exhausted. I didn't know how women did it all the time. Emma and Josie seemed ready to continue shopping for hours more, but we headed west again, back home.

I was a little surprised when we didn't turn towards our town, though.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"To see your new house," Emma smiled at me through the mirror.

"Oh, yay!" Josie clapped her hands and turned to face me. "Are you excited?"

"Overwhelmed is more like it. I mean, a week ago, I was a happy, little, weird insurance nerd with a somewhat plain wife. Now, my wife looks like my husband, I look like her wife, I'm unemployed, she's worth a fortune and we're starting over in the house of my dreams. Yeah, I'm excited, but I'm scared, too, and I just hope that we're doing the right thing."

"Well, I have to tell you," Emma said, with what was obviously mock irritation, "I'm not at all happy that you're going to be fifteen minutes further away from my place. I like being able to drop by anytime."

"You can still do that," I said, actually a little saddened by the thought that I might not see Emma as frequently."

"Yeah, but you'll be closer to Sam and me," Josie pointed out. "Only about seven minutes up the road, I think."

"Hmm," Emma grunted. "Looks like I'm in the market for a new house."

In no time, we were pulling into the driveway of our new house. It was a truly grand place and my heart leapt as it always had when I looked at it.

We parked by the garage and walked to the doorway in the hall between the garage and the house. There was keypad on the doorknob plate. I entered my birthdate and was surprised that the knob turned and allowed us to enter. As soon as we entered the kitchen and turned on the lights, the girls oohed and ahhed at the place - and they are in and out of houses that are for sale all day every day. That felt good and made me excited.

As I showed them around, the place started to feel more... I don't know... like... mine! I nearly bounced from room to room, showing them the things that I found the most beautiful the previous day.

When I reached the master bedroom, I laughed when I saw the two deflated mattresses on our new adjustable bed frames. Emma explained that the foam mattresses took about twenty four hours to fully expand. It was just as we got there that we hear the sound of men's laughter down stairs. We looked around, confused and headed in that direction to see who was there. We found the source in the kitchen where Opie and Sam each had a bottle of Sam Adams IPA as they too looked around the house.

"Here they are!" Opie smiled. "My three favorite ladies." She kissed each of their cheeks and then kissed me a bit more passionately than perhaps was appropriate in front of her sisters. "So, did you all find pretty dresses for tomorrow night?"

All three of us were baffled by the scene before us. Emma spoke for us, though. "Yes, we did. I think you'll be very pleased with how Kim looks for your big night, but... can you please explain how Sam knows all about the all new Opie and Kim before Josie has even seen him?"

Opie smiled and nodded. "Ok. So, it's not uncommon for me to run into Sam at this coffee shop I stop at sometimes. Since I never stopped in guy-mode before, I'd never run into him as PJ."

"PJ?" Josie asked.

"That's her work name," Emma explained.

"Yeah," Opie nodded. "So, this morning I see him and we make eye contact and we nod and I can see that he has that 'do I know you' look in his eye, so I figured it was as good a time as any to explain things, so - long story short, Sam knows everything, and we just went and got a couple of pretty slick Italian suits for tomorrow night." She held up her bottle in a toast to her brother-in-law and Sam returned it.

"We did! And I have to say that PJ is a pretty awesome dude and Kim... Damn... Kim... Damn." Sam smiled and nodded.

"Eloquent as always," Emma shook her head. "So, we all know and my date doesn't need to know so that leaves mom. When do you intend to tell her?"

Opie sipped her IPA. "On the way down, I guess."

Emma slapped Opie square in the chest. "Oh, like hell you are."

"Ow!" Opie shouted. "There's still breasts in there you know!"

"Well maybe you should have them removed and give them to Kimmy," she said, tersely. "I'll tell you something, though, young lady," she laid into Opie, "I have no intention of sitting in a van or a limo or whatever you're renting for an hour or more while you explain to our judgmental mother why you suddenly look like 'Joe Average' and Kimmy looks like 'Miss America.' Do you understand me? You find the time to drag you hairy, manly ass over to her place tomorrow morning and you explain this situation to her and make sure that YOU are the only one who's made to feel uncomfortable by it. You got me? NOT me. NOT Josie. NOT Sam and ESPECIALLY NOT KIMMY! Are we on the same page, little sister?"

Now, Opie may have towered over Emma and Opie may have taken on a male persona and Opie may have just been given a position that put her in charge of thousands of people, but Opie had always been Emma's little sister and Emma had always called the shots in their family. 'What Emma says goes.' That was the golden rule among the three sisters and the look on the face of the cocky, masculine PJ disappeared pretty quickly and it was replaced by the Opie I'd always known - Emma's sister. She looked at the counter top and nodded. "Yeah. We're on the same page. I'll take an early lunch and go see her."

"Alright then," Emma said. Then she took a breath. "I'm sorry I slapped you in the boobs. I guess I forgot they were there."

Opie chuckled at that. So did the rest of us.

"Hey," Sam said, "can I see the rest of the house?"

"Sure," Opie smiled and we headed off into the house again, friends again and that's the way it was with Opie and her sisters. They could be upset with each other one second and all was forgiven the next. I loved that about them.

As we wandered through the sprawling first floor, Opie never took her arm from around me. First it was around my shoulder, but then it was lower on my back, playing with the ruffles of my sleeves or caressing my bottom. It was always surreptitious, but it was none stop.

As we reached the staircase, she looked at her phone. "Oh, hey, I need to talk to Kim about something for a moment. You guys go ahead up. We'll meet you up there in a few minutes." She smiled, but looked as if there was something important on her phone. So, the others went up and I followed her back towards the living room.

"Is everything ok?" I asked.

"Not really," she said.

'Great,' I thought. 'I'd just started to get happy about the house being ours. What had happened, now!' "What's wrong?"

She turned as we entered the living room and smiled. "Do you have any idea how beautiful you look right now?"

I smiled. "Really? Thanks. Why are we in here?"

She leaned in and kissed me. "Kim... that dress and the way your hair looks and," she pulled my hair back a bit, "your ears look so pretty with earrings and," she took my hands, "your nails are just... Kimmy, I just need you, right now."

"What!?" I looked around. "You mean... you want to have sex? Here? Now? With them upstairs?"

She grinned and shook her head, then gently lifted me and laid me down so that I was on my back on the huge, sectional sofa. She knelt next to me and gently lifted the hem of my dress, revealing my panties.

"Opie," I gasped, excited, but nervous. "They're just upstairs."

"I won't take long." She grinned and lowered the waist band of my panties. "Kimberly Bristol, you are the most beautiful, feminine, exciting thing I have ever seen. Do you know that?"

I couldn't help but smile and gasp as she kissed the hairless skin of my lower abdomen and guided my penis out from where it had been nestled between my legs.

Now, a hand job from Opie was a very rare event. As I believe I'd mentioned several times, our sex life, until that precious Monday evening, had been very mundane. Satisfying and loving, but mundane.

"When I saw you in this dress, Kim... my heart nearly stopped. I swear, if you saw a girl that looked as beautiful as you, you'd have a hard on so stiff you couldn't walk."

Ok, it was crude, especially for a woman, but maybe she was trying out her manly sex talk. I didn't know. All I really knew was that my wife, who's always had a bit of 'a thing' about touching my penis was fondling it like a pro, now, and I loved how it felt - and I loved that she loved how I looked.

"You must know how beautiful you look, don't you?" She kissed me, right next to the base of my penis. "Don't you?" She did it again. "Don't you?" She did it again.

I could only groan and gasp. Her kisses were so close to my penis. She hated blowjobs. She hated the very idea of blowjobs. She called them demeaning. When they'd occur in a movie, she'd shake her head and mutter, "Here we go." Now, she was teasing me with kisses that nearly touched my shaft.

"Kimberly Bristol, you are most beautiful girl I know." She whispered as all of a sudden, with no warning whatsoever, she devoured me. She wrapped her mouth around my penis and took me so deeply that I had to be in her throat. I don't know how she did it! I'd never been with another woman and as far as I knew, Opie had never been with another man, but if this sex act wasn't the act of an experienced woman, then it was the act of a woman so caught up in heat of passion that she was acting on pure instinct and not thinking at all.

My breathing was becoming erratic and I was feeling lightheaded. I knew that I wouldn't last long. I was about to tell Opie that I needed to pull out of her mouth when I felt it. It was a feeling unlike anything I'd ever felt in my life. So unexpected. So shocking. So intimately violating when a finger from the hand that had been caressing the areas between the tops of my legs suddenly entered deeply into me and touched something that sent me into waves of ecstasy I didn't know existed before. I struggled to catch a breath as I thrust and I pumped and went blind with rapture.

Opie kept her mouth locked onto me as I bucked and shot and spasmed and finally slowed down as my elation subsided and my breathing returned to normal. She slurped as she pulled free of me and with a churlish smiled made a show of swallowing as she pulled a handkerchief from her back pocket. After a quick dab of her lips, she carefully cleaned up the residue left behind around my sex organ.

"There we go," she said as she finished up. "Nice and dry." She tucked me back down and raise my panties back up. As she lowered my dress and helped me up, she smiled and said, "I meant what I said, you know. I've never seen another girl as pretty as you look, now, Kim. I'm not saying that to put pressure on you. I'm saying it so that you know how how I feel."

She stood and I thought she was going to offer me a hand, but instead, she put one arm under my arm pits and the other under my knees and lifted me effortlessly off the couch, surprising the hell out of me. I continued to be carried until we reached the foot of the stairs where I was finally set down and allowed to walk on my own, again.

As I climbed the stairs in front of her, it occurred to me; Opie had always loved me, but I don't think she'd always been all that attracted to me is a sexual way before. Not when I was presenting as a guy, I mean, but now that I looked like a girl, or, more appropriately, a woman... and she was discovering her own 'inner man,' well I guess that she was just becoming a more sexual person. Maybe, since I was submitting to her more aggressive sexual hungers, I was was discovering my own 'inner woman' too and also becoming a more sexual person. Those were good things, right?

My thoughts were interrupted when Opie said, "You know, Kim, when we were growing up, Emma and I used to look at how pretty Josie was and we'd say, 'Some girls were just born to wear dresses and Josie is one of those girls.' Well, Kimmy, you're one of those girls, too. The way that dress hangs on you and the way you move in it... you just look so..."

"Ok, ok, ok," I said as I reached the landing and waited for Opie to catch up. "Look, honey, I admit, I like the dresses. I do. And I feel really good about myself - and us - when I look like this, but what you're asking me to do - to give up my life and start all over again as a woman for the rest of my life... it's tempting and I am considering it, but let me make up my mind on my own, ok. Don't try to flatter me into it."

She smiled and put her arm around me. "I'm sorry. Honestly, that's not what I meant to do. I'm just amazed at how quickly you've become such a beautiful woman. I just want you to know that."

"Ok," I smiled and stood on tip toe to kiss her cheek. "Now, on a different topic, when I walked through the house with the girls before, I was thinking that we need at least three Christmas trees down stairs."

"Three?"

"Yeah. One in the foyer, one in the living room and one in the solarium. Then upstairs, I think we need one in the foyer up there, too. You'll see it from the street if we put one there.'

"So, four trees?"

"Well, maybe five. A small one in the lounge room near the back of the upstairs. I think you can see that window from the side road."

"Ok. Five trees, then."

"And all the windows that don't have a tree need one of those electric candles. You know the ones I mean?"

"Sure. Window candles, ok. Anything else? It is almost August. We need to get everything we need pretty quickly."

"Oh, shut up," I giggled as I elbowed her.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Then You Wear It - 4

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Then You Wear It: 4

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2021,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Against his better judgement, a man gives his wife a very feminine piece
of lingerie for their anniversary. She does not appreciate the gesture and makes
an offer that he takes her up on.


 
Author's Note: Thank you all for showing the support and immersion into such stories from such a humble authoress. I am pleased that my stories are entertaining you. I am hoping to possibly get back to writing here again sometime soon. I have to look out for my wife still for the next week or so along with my daily jobs. ~Clara.
 
This version of Then You Wear It: 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 4
 
 

 

We caught up with everyone in the third bedroom. They were all impressed with the house and were making suggestions about use of space and paint colors, etc. The funny thing, though, was that the sisters were making sisterly suggestions about drapes and fabrics and things like that to me - not Opie.

Stranger, still. I liked it that way. I liked being included.

As we headed out of that room, Josie held me back and whispered, "Umm, Kimmy, I wasn't eavesdropping or anything, I was just coming to see if everything was alright with you two, but I heard you tell Opie that you hadn't made up your mind about being a woman."

I nodded.

"But... didn't you tell me that when you looked at yourself in the mirror now you saw the real you?"

I sighed. "I did, Josie, and I do, but it's all very confusing."

"Yeah, but, honey, if THIS Kim is THE REAL Kim... end of story, right?"

"Josie, it's becoming a whole new person."

"So? We become whole new people all the time, don't we? I mean, you're one person at home and another at work. You're one with one group of friends and another person with another group. When you were a kid, you were one person in school and another person after school. This is no different."

"It's entirely different, Josie," I said, shocked. "I'd be changing sex."

"No you wouldn't. You'd still be a guy. Just a guy who's living as a girl."

"So a girl to everyone except me."

"So what?"

"So what!? How can all three of you be this casual about this kind of thing? Your mom certainly isn't like this. Are you just expectantly tolerant of alternative lifestyles?"

Josie shrugged. "Probably not. Until today, I would have guessed that Opie was pretty conservative about gender roles and when I told Emma I was was going to hold you back to talk to you, she told me to shut up and mind my own business, so... like I said... probably not. It doesn't matter, though, Kim. I'm only talking about you. I'm looking at you and I see how happy and how pretty you look this way and I see how happy you look when you look this way. And I see how happy you look when you're with Opie looking the way she does as PJ - Well, HE does as PJ, I guess. Kim... this IS the real you. You said so yourself. I'll say this one more time and then I'll shut up forever. Please. Don't forsake the real you to protect some fragile sense of male pride. Embrace THIS Kim. THIS is the REAL Kim and you know it."

She kissed my cheek and hugged me and we went to join the others, leaving me there to ponder what she'd said for a moment before I followed. I looked at the room before I shut off the light and thought about the suggestions that the girls had made to make it prettier. It looked as if the previous resident had been a young man and the girls had suggested that some color on the walls, some ruffles on the windows, some flowers here and there and just a little 'dressing up' would make it so much nicer. 'Kind of like me,' I thought, and I shut off the light.

Before we left the new house, Emma went to her car and returned with a large, peach colored head band with a big, floppy bow on it, explaining that, since the next day was an important day, I should wear the headband to bed so that I did as little to my hair damage as possible. "For God's sake, don't put it in a ponytail!" She chided as she headed to the door.

She stopped, though and turned to Opie, looking unusually serious. "Listen, Opie... be sure to talk to mom, ok. I really don't care if she's a bitch to me and Josie. We're used to it, but..." she looked at me, then back at Opie. "... Kimmy's working really hard to make tomorrow night special for you. Don't let mom ruin that for her. Ok?"

"Ok." Opie responded, but she seemed more irritated by the reminder than touched by the sensitivity of her sister.

Emma just shook her head at Opie, blew me a kiss and left.

The fact that she'd used a feminine pronoun to describe me had not escaped me, but the kindness that she was showing me, had not escaped me, either, and that was what I focused on.

As I was about to leave, I took one last look around the grand house, shook my head and sighed. "You are just beautiful," I muttered. "Just beautiful."

"You seem more excited, now," Opie smiled as we drove home.

"I guess it seems more real, now," I smiled back. "Just showing them around did that, I think."

She leaned over and kissed me. "I'm glad. I bought for you, Kim. It's your house."

"It's OUR house, Opie... but thank you."

We were nearly home when I asked, "Ope... No matter what, I can still call you 'Opie,' right? I mean, this 'PJ' name is your guy name, I know, but since 'Opie' was a boys name on TV, I can still call you that, right?"

"Sure, honey. I mean, that's what my sisters have always called me, too, so there's no way I'm ever going to get away from that name completely. If it ever comes up, I'll just treat it like I did last night and say that it's a family nickname, but I prefer 'PJ.'"

"And I assume you don't tell them that 'PJ' stand for Penelope Jane when they ask."

She chuckled. "You know, it's funny how seldom it comes up, but when it does, I say it stands for Paul James."

I nodded. "What do your payroll and HR records list your name as?"

Another chuckle. "PJ. It was easy to change. Just a one page form and Penelope Jane was gone from the record."

"And your License?"

"A little more paperwork, but it says PJ as well. It's been a pretty easy thing to do."

"So, exactly how long have I been married to PJ Reed?"

Opie sighed. "We're not going to end the day with a fight, are we?"

"I just want to know."

She took a moment. "I guess you've always been married to PJ. I've been PJ for..." she sighed again... "almost three years."

"Three years," I mumbled. "Three years. That's a lot to take in, Opie."

"I know, Kim. I'm sorry. I didn't intend to become this whole different person. I just thought that the name 'Penelope' was holding me back. When your name is Penelope, people don't view you as a viable candidate for a management position. They view you as a damsel in distress. Then, when they saw me, they certainly didn't think that my name and my general persona went together, nether did I, to be honest. Frankly, I always hated my name and 'Opie' was no better in a business setting, either. I worked with lots people, both men and women, who used their initials, so I gave that a shot and it worked almost immediately. Then, when I was mistaken for a guy and I didn't correct the managing director... well, things just took on momentum from there. Then one thing just lead to another and... here we are. I'm sorry. I never set out to become a man at work, I just sort of did and now... there's just no going back. And living one way at work and one way at home is just too difficult. I'm PJ full time, now, Kim. I'm sorry."

I nodded. "I get it. I'm not mad. I just need to get my head around it." I thought for a moment. "Is that the reason you didn't take my name when we got married?"

"No," Opie glanced at me. "I was very honest about that, Kim. I am very proud of my achievements at work. I just wanted to keep my last name."

I nodded, again. "And yet, when the realtor called me 'Mrs Reed' last night, you never corrected her."

"Ok, honey, that's true and I have no defense for that. I'm sorry. Look, babe, if you stay like this, I promise I'll never do that again. Really. I'm sorry. You'll be my wife, Ms Kimberly Bristol. Alright?"

"Alright. We'll discuss that when - and if - we reach that bridge."

We pulled into the driveway and then into the garage. Opie stopped the car and opened her door, but noticed that I wasn't getting out of the car. "Are you coming?" She asked.

"I was just thinking. Look, Opie, you know I love you and I am kind of fascinated with all of this girly stuff, but... do you ever intend to do anything to your genitals?"

"You mean do I want to become fully male? Have a penis? Actually have sex reassignment surgery? That's what your asking, right? Well... no. I have considered having breast reduction surgery - well that's a bit of a misnomer, I guess. I have considered having my breasts removed, but I'm not ready for that yet. Not by a long shot and I'd never do that with talking to you about it. But as for my sex organs - no. I never want to change that part of me, Kim, because that would interfere with my relationship with you. Ok?"

I nodded. "Ok. Thanks for being honest, Opie."

"What about you, though?" She asked.

I let out a nervous laugh. "Ope... I'm so scared of making any decision at all right now that something as radical as cutting off my penis isn't even in my consciousness."

She nodded. "Ok. I'm sorry. I know I've put a lot of pressure on you. I came to all of this gradually over a couple of years and I dropped it all onto you in a few days. I'm not being fair. Let's go to bed. We both have a long day before we go to Mohegan Sun tomorrow night. You have a day of primping and pampering and I have to go show my mother what her ugly daughter looks like these days."

"Oh, my God!" I said, as she slid out of the car. I got out as quickly as I could and caught up with her as she unlocked the door that led to the house. "Opie, how could you say something like that?"

She didn't even smile like she'd been joking. "Come on, Kim. You know my mother. She never pulled any punches. She may not have said it, but she made it very clear how she ranked her daughters. Emma was the good looking, organized, professional one, Penelope was the ugly, smart, serious one, and Josephine was the beautiful, cheerful one with the winning personality."

We were walking through the kitchen when I said, "Opie, your mother absolutely NEVER called you ugly."

She stopped and turned to face me. "Ok, I'll give you that, Kim. My mother never used the word 'ugly' to my face, but I cannot tell you how many times she did use the word 'plain' to my face. I think I was eleven the first time I was writing a report and I used a thesaurus to find a synonym for 'ugly.' You know what word I found? 'Plain.' Right there on the page of our Roget's Thesaurus. The word my mother used a million times to describe me and I suddenly realized it meant that she was calling me ugly."

I thought I was going to cry. I put my arms around her and hugged her. "I have never thought that, Opie. I always thought you were attractive. To me, you have always been everything I have ever wanted."

"I know that, Kim," she said as she hugged me back, "but you were always the only one. It's not easy to be ugly in a world that values beauty. To walk down a street and hear people snickering at you. To see your beautiful sisters and know that you'll look foolish if you even try to emulate their beauty. Being Penelope for thirty years was a daily grind for me, Kim. Being PJ has been a relief. Maybe I'm not movie star handsome, but at least I'm finally average looking. People may not be checking me out, but at least they're not gawking at me because I'm ugly."

She took my hand and looked down into my eyes with more sadness than I'd ever seen in her. "Kim... Finding you is the only good thing that ever happen to me until I became PJ and I love you more than I could ever express. I never should have lied to you. I never should have done things behind your back. I never should have lived a double life and I have no right to ask you to do what I'm asking you to do right now, but... I am. Please. Please just try to see how this all happened and get through tomorrow as my female counterpart and see if you can live that way. Then... whatever happens... we'll still be together. Ok?"

I nestled my forehead into her neck and shoulder. "Opie, you can do whatever you need to do, but you are never going to be without me. I promise you that."

It was an odd night. You'd have thought that after we'd had such a soul baring conversation, we might have just fallen asleep, but when Opie saw me in my nightgown with that headband with the floppy bow, she kind of went crazy with desire. We were like rabbits for an hour or more until I didn't have any more to give. I fell dead asleep in her arms where I remained until she shook me awake a little before seven the next morning.

"Hey, sleepy head," she whispered, her tie already tied around her neck. "You should get up. The girls will be here soon. I need to get going early so that I can take a long lunch and go see my mother."

"Ok," I muttered, as I pulled back the covers.

"By the way," she whispered and laughed a bit, "you should probably shower, too. We both kind of wreaked after last night's escapades. Now, I don't know an awful lot about these girly things that you're doing today, but my guess is that if you were supposed to wash your hair, Emma would have given you specific instructions to do so. So, maybe clip your hair up before you get in so that it doesn't get wet."

That bolted be upright. I'd seen Emma lay into Opie and I didn't want to start the day with her laying into me. "A hair clip? Where am I going to get a hair clip? I certainly don't have any and I've never seen you use one."

"Oh." Opie thought for a moment, then stood and had me stand in front of her with my back to her. Then, with surprising dexterity, she twisted my hair into a bunch and gathered it on top of my head, securing it with the headband. "There you go."

I glance at myself in the mirror on my bureau. "I didn't know you could do that!" I said, surprised.

"I may not have ever had any interest in girly hair, but I had two very girly sisters," she smiled. Then she kissed my cheek and grabbed her suit coat. "Gotta run, babe. Love you."

"Love you, too. Good luck with your mom!"

She glanced back from the doorway and rolled her eyes, then disappeared.

She was right about needing a shower. I hadn't really noticed it until I took off the nightgown, but then... whew! Besides, the shower was very reviving. While we had been out yesterday, the girls had insisted that I purchase several body creams and powders and a great deal of conversation had been spent on when to apply which and in what order, etc. So, after patting myself dry, I applied a rose scented cream to all of my body, from the neck down, then a similarly scented powder to the same area. Both were very soothing and the scent was absolutely lovely. I kind of loved the idea of smelling that way all day. Then I used a small amount of a face cream that I was told I should use about a half an hour before applying makeup. I didn't know when the girls were coming, but I figured they wouldn't be there for at least another hour.

So, imagine my surprise when I walked out of the master bath, naked as the day I was born, to find both of my sisters-in-law sitting my now made bed waiting for me. My first impulse was to cover myself, but since they'd both seen me naked the previous day, what was the point.

"We changed the sheets and put the soiled ones in the hamper," Emma said, matter of factly.

"Seemed like you had a good night," Josie smiled.

"We did," I admitted. "Thank you for changing the sheets. Umm... so... should I put on my new, black underwear now, or later." You know, when you're the only naked person in a room, it's always going to be awkward, but when you're the only naked guy in the room and you've been spending the last couple of days trying to learn how to be a woman and you're standing there in front of the two women, who happen to be your mentors, and your thing is just hanging limply out in front of you, well, it's a pretty awkward way to start your day.

"No, that's not until you dress for tonight. You'll put on your regular bra and panties this morning," Emma instructed, "but first, come lay on the bed."

Both of them got up and petted the bed.

A little concerned, I did as I was told. "What's this all about?"

"We want to put on your breasts," Emma explained.

She and Josie read the directions that came with the artificial appendages. Took measurements, made marks on my chest and applied some very cold adhesive to my chest before carefully applying the fake breast.

"Wow. They look so real," Josie said, poking them.

"You can keep them on for up two to weeks," Emma told me, "or remove them with the solvent whenever you want." She held up the bottle and then placed it on my bureau.

"Can I see them?" I asked, staring to rise.

"Not yet." Emma grabbed a bag from a local pharmacy.

"Why?"

"Last night, we watched some YouTube videos about how guys tape themselves." Emma explained.

"Tape themselves?" I was confused. "Like videotape?"

"No, silly," Josie laughed. "They tape their junk so their panties are nice and smooth."

"But they look fine when I tuck myself back, don't they?"

"The panties that Opie bought you look fine, yes," Emma explained, a bit miffed that I was questioning her, "but the panties you're wearing tonight have much less material."

"They're a thong," Josie said with way too much enthusiasm. "You're going to love them!"

"A thong! I didn't realize that when we picked them out."

"Don't worry," Emma smiled. "Josie's right. You will love them. Now, spread your legs and let me do this. Apparently, your testes will pop right back up into their cavities without much bother if we line them up correctly..." she began feeling around down there.

"My testes? Emma I think you may be taking things a little too... Ow!" Ok, it didn't really hurt that much. I think I shouted more out of surprise than pain.

"There's one."

"Emma, come on. Ow!"

"And there's the other. Wow, that was easy." She said, more to Josie than to me.

"Next time, let me try," Josie said.

"Ok," Emma agreed, as she opened a packet of medical gauze.

"Next time!?" I asked, shocked.

Josie just smiled and shrugged.

Emma handed Josie a roll of medical tape. "Here. Cut some strips about this long." She began to wrap the gauze around what had been until recently my most private of places and then decided that she couldn't see well enough. So she took a pillow and had me raise my butt up so she could put the pillow under my lower back. So, now, still naked, butt in the air, sisters-in-law looking at my penis, and butt, I presented a pretty picture. Classy, right? I had never thought we were this close, but I guess I was wrong!

Anyway, with my butt raised, the blood rushing to my head, my embarrassment level peaking at a thousand percent, I could not really hear everything that was being discussed down in my nether region, but the gist of it was that the tape needed to hold me in place, but be comfortable and not touch my legs because that would cause pulling when my legs moved. There also seemed to be a bit of secondary conversation that it might be nice if I were able to urinate as well, but that didn't seem to be the primary focus of the project.

"Alright. I think we're done," Emma said. "Stand up and let's take a look."

I stood and the girls both stared at my groin. They glanced at each other, then each had a small smile and then those smiles grew very, very wide.

"What?" I asked.

"Is it comfortable?" Emma asked.

I moved a bit. "Yeah. It feels fine, I guess. Why?"

Josie began to laugh. "Well, I don't think that Opie is going to sneak you off to the living room for a quick blowjob tonight."

The two exploded in laughter.

"Oh, my God, you saw!"

"Of course we saw it," Emma was close to hysterics. "You guys were gone for ten minutes. We thought something was wrong. We walked in there and Opie was gobbling you up like Thanksgiving dinner."

That sent Josie over the edge with laugher.

"Don't be embarrassed, Kimmy," Emma said, red faced with laughter. "We couldn't believe that Opie was being that passionate. Obviously, Opie loves you, that much is clear. Hell, it's your house. We didn't want to interrupt."

"Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God," I muttered as I held my face with both my hands. "Did Sam see, too?"

"No," Josie was catching her breath. "You don't seriously think we'd let any guy, even my husband, see our sister getting oral sex from her husband, do you?"

"Oh" I breathed. "Thank you." Then it hit me. "Did you just call ME your sister."

Josie took the headband out and let my hair fall, then guided me to the full length mirror. Just before we reached it she said, "Close your eyes."

I did and I felt her position me and wait.

"Kim... Emma and I talked for a long time last night. We love Opie and we are very blest to have Opie in our lives, but we realized that we need to stop calling Opie our sister. She is our brother."

Then I heard Emma on the other side of me say, "We love him and we will always love him, but he is our brother and when we thought about it, we realized that he kind of always has been our brother. We just never realized it."

"What we also didn't realize," Josie spoke again, "was that a long time ago, our brother had brought another sister into our family and we had foolishly squandered a lot of time we could have spent with her."

Emma said, "Luckily, this week we discovered that she was right there, living with Opie, waiting to be our sister. If she's willing to, we'd love for her to be our sister from now on."

"Open your eyes, Kim," Josie said.

I did and there she was. That woman who'd been evolving all week was right there in the mirror between Emma and Josie and now she was fully developed. Her hair was was not well brushed, but it was layered and nicely colored. She wasn't wearing makeup, but the way her face was framed, her Asian features were highlighted. Her breasts matched her skin tone perfectly and sat perkily on her chest. Her hips may have been been just a bit narrow, but between those, below her belly button, where her legs joined her torso, where her smooth, slightly pale yellow, hairless skin curved under, hung...

...nothing.

She was not a man pretending to be a woman. She was a woman.

"What do you think?" Emma asked.

"I don't know what to think," I said, truthfully. "I don't even know who that is."

"That's Kim," Josie said. "Our sister."

It was at that point that I realized that my eyes were watering, so I sniffed back my emotions and smiled.

"Ok, come on," Emma said. "We have to run out to The Brookfields before we go to the salon. Josie, get her some undies."

"Wait, why are we going to The Brookfields?" I asked, as Josie handed me a pair of lacy panties.

"Emma's looking at a house near yours," Josie said, holding a bra for me.

"It's near both of your houses," Emma said.

"It's almost a mile from our house," Josie said. "It's next to your new house."

"Seriously!? That's awesome! Opie will be thrilled!" I said, excited.

"We'll see," she winked. "Let's take a look at it first. I want to be near you and Josie. Opie, too, I guess, but I'm not entirely sure how thrilled that will make Opie - but that's Opie's problem." She smiled wickedly as if upsetting Opie might make it even better.

When we left the house, I was once again wearing a dress provided by Emma. It was a dark red dress with lots of little bright flowers scattered all over it that pulled on over my head with no zippers or buttons. It bloused loosely about me, but it had this wide, smocked, elastic section just below the bust that gave the dress shape. The lining was the softest material I'd ever felt, of course my hairless body was very sensitive, too, and the chiffon material that formed the dress' top was also elegantly soft and wonderful. The neckline was a V neck, modest, but wide on the shoulder and the sleeves were short and as loose as the bodice and the skirt, which ended at my knees. Emma said that she'd picked the dress as a statement that I was an important woman and that the event I was attending required the salon's full attention. She also pointed out that I'd be able to lower the dress and step out of it after my hair and makeup was done, rather than pull it over my head.

So, out the door we went, and back to The Brookfields. Now, I had only been to Josie's once and it was dark, so I wasn't sure where it was. I was surprised to see that it was very close to our new house. I mean, it was nearly a mile from it, but closer than I would have ever guessed. I don't think that Opie realized how close it was, either.

So, our house was very close to the corner of another street. When we turned that corner, the property that Emma wanted to see was just there, one house down. It actually abutted our property. It was a really pretty bungalow from the nineteen twenties with a second structure, a rather small in-law house, nearer the front of the property. It was a pretty big property, actually, especially considering the size of the home she was living in, which was a little, two bed room place on a postage stamp sized lot.

"Oh, it's pretty," Josie gushed.

"It is," I said.

"I like it, too," Emma, said. "And if it I like the inside, it passes inspection and they accept my offer, I'll move my office into that inlaw house out front. That'll be nice."

Long story short, she loved the house and made arrangements to have the property inspected later that morning. She also made us swear not to tell Opie until everything was solidified.

From there, we were off to the salon.

Now, the previous day, I had been the subject of a lot of discussions, so I kind of expected to just sit down and have things go smoothly.

No.

Emma showed my stylist pictures of my dress and discussed different hair ideas. She felt that my hair should be in an up-do, while Josie felt it should be down. The stylist asked me for some input and I sat there like a lump and shrugged. "Whatever you think is best," was my reply, which probably didn't help sell the look of confidence that Emma hoped to instill by dressing me the way she had.

Eventually, about an hour later, the back of my hair was woven into a rather loose bun with a sparkling silver rope woven through it to coordinate with the silver sparkles of my dress. I thought it was very pretty, but I was told by the girls to just wait until I saw the final product with the dress and makeup.

Before makeup, we had a quick lunch at a bistro near the salon. It was nice. Not crowded. A light salad and a cup of soup with a lot of conversation about how Opie might be getting along with their mother. We'd almost finished when, as if on cue, Emma's phone rang and she sighed.

"It's mom."

"Ohh, put it on speaker," Josie giggled, but Emma glanced my way and shook her head.

She pressed the 'accept' button. "Hi, mom.

Yes, I knew Opie was going to see you today.

Yes.

Yes.

Yes, I know.

Yes, I have seen him.

Mom, Opie is living as a man. The proper pronoun is 'he.'

Well, what you think and what is appropriate are not the same thing in this situation.

Well, did he explain how this all came about through work?

So, you understand that he would never have had the opportunity to have this amazing position if they thought that he was a woman named Penelope, right?

Mom, it's a hell of an opportunity and one that Opie has worked hard for. We owe it to him to support him.

Well, I disagree and if you are going to take that attitude, maybe you should stay home tonight. This is Opie's night and it's Opie's treat. If you're going to take his money and ruin the evening for everyone else, then just stay home. Ok?

No, I'm not being flippant, mom, I'm asking you to do the right thing.

Yes I have, and she looks great.

That's not fair, mom. You haven't even seen her.

She hasn't made that decision, yet.

Yes, she will and I assure you that you will not be able to tell the difference between Kim and any other female there. She looks absolutely beautiful.

Well, it's a new world, mom. You're going to have to get used to it.

Ok, but you have to promise to behave yourself.

No insults to anyone? No rude remarks? No double entendres? You just show up and pretend that you're a kind and supportive mom, right?

Alright, then. I think the plan is that Josie and I are going to drive over to Opie's because we're not on the way to the highway. Then we'll pick you up on the way.

Ok.

Love you, too.

Bye bye."

'Well?" Josie asked. "Do you think she'll behave?"

Emma snickered. "Has she ever? I think she'll keep her judgmental comments to a minimum, though." Then she looked at me. "You know mom, Kimmy. She doesn't have a lot of filters. Hopefully Opie prepped her well."

Just then, Emma's phone rang again. "Ohh, it's the house inspector." She answered it. Spoke and listened just a bit before checking the time and doing a quick calculation. "That sounds great. No. We can be there in fifteen minutes. Thanks, Max."

She disconnected the call. Stood and told us to hurry and follow. "Come on. I need to go buy that house before someone else does."

"But we need to get our makeup done," Josie whined.

"I'll call the salon from the car and tell them we'll be a little late. We've already put at least two thousand dollars on Kimmy's card in the last two days. I'm sure they'll be accommodating."

"Wait... what?" I asked as we hurried out the door. "How much have we spent?"

"Opie said to get 'the works,'" Emma said, climbing into the driver's seat. "It's costly."

I climbed into the backseat thinking that I should have used one of the cards I share with Opie, then.

Emma got to The Brookfields in record time, all the while coordinating things on the phone. Our makeup appointments were delayed and when we arrive at the house, the inspector and the realtor were waiting. Emma, of course dealt with home purchases every day, so things went very smoothly. She wrote the inspector, Max, a check and then surprised me by giving him a peck in the cheek and saying, "Be at my place at five, ok?"

I glanced at Josie, who smiled and raised her eyebrows. Max was a very handsome man - tall, broad shouldered, close cropped, chestnut brown hair and a bushy beard - but not at all the kind of guy I would have thought Emma would have been attracted to. If I'd have had to pick a guy for Emma, I would have picked someone... neater... better groomed. A professional man with a career instead of a tradesman. Someone like Sam or Opie. Max might be great, but I just found him surprising.

Wait... did I just compare Opie to another man? I did, didn't I?

"Ok, we're all set," Emma smiled. "We're all officially neighbors!"

"That's awesome!" Josie shouted and hugged her, pulling me into the embrace as well.

"Before, we go, come outside for a minute," Emma said, excitedly.

We walked out the door and into the backyard, then to the back fence, a low, picket affair that faced the property that Opie had just purchased for us.

"Now, I was just thinking, and I know this is a little presumptuous, but maybe, if Opie doesn't get mad about it, we could take out a section of this fence and we could get a landscaping company to build a path of some kind between my house and yours. Then, when Josie and I are working here, we could walk through the yards to visit without walking on the streets. What do you think?"

"Oh, that would be wonderful!" I nearly cheered. I'd actually been a bit concerned about being lonely in that big house without a job. "We could have lunches in the solarium, or in the screen house on nice days. Oh, this is a great idea! Opie will love it!"

Josie laughed. "I can't wait to see Opie's face when you tell him you bought this house."

Emma laughed. "Let's not say anything tonight. We'll tell him over the weekend, but let me spring it on him. It'll be fun."

So, from there, it was back to the salon for makeup. Josie and Emma went first because Emma wanted to oversee the work being done on me, which I thought was kind of funny, but I should have expected as much. When the cosmologist had finished with Emma's makeup, Emma examined it in the mirror and was very critical, not in a mean way, mind you, and had the woman make changes to meet her demanding standards.

Then she turned her attention to Josie's face, while Josie sat and accepted any and all of Emma's suggestions without comment. The woman working on Josie complied with all of Emma's demands and in the end, each of her suggestions lead to a minor improvement and Josie, already a beautiful woman, was radiant.

Then it was my turn in 'the chair.' The woman worked hard and she discussed everything with Emma. Each pallet choice, each highlighted area, nuisance was debated for at least a solid minute before anything was applied to my face.

My eyes were of particular concern to all involved. Now, being of Japanese and British decent, I was used to having my almond shaped eyes mentioned and I also was used to having them called 'pretty' or 'delicate' or any other number of odd adjectives, but to me, they were just my eyes. Not as round as my dad's and not as oval as I remember my mom's. Just my eyes.

God, you'd have thought that they were a work of art, now. Their shape, the size of my eye lids, the length of my eye lashes, the way that the line of my eyelid met my cheek and forehead... everything was discussed, debated and touched and prodded and colored and wiped and re-colored and wiped and re-wiped a dozen times before Emma was happy.

I guess the makeup artist had done a good job, though, because Josie and a couple of the other ladies at the salon all looked at me and either nodded or shook their heads in approval. I even heard a few whispered 'wows' but I couldn't see what they were seeing, so I just assumed that I would like what I saw when they were done.

It took a long time, though. I'm not even sure how long I sat there. I do know that my face was brushed with pretty much every brush the salon owned, my lips were treated with something that was meant to plump them up and make them look thicker, my eyelashes were curled with a frightening device that looked like a medieval torture device, and my lips were even sprayed with a sealant of some sort so that my lipstick wouldn't come off when eating or drinking - or kissing or anything else I might choose to do, Josie teased.

Finally, I was able to see myself in a mirror and I was shocked. Yeah, I know I've said that before, but I was. With the makeup I wore yesterday I looked a bit more Asian than I did without and with my new layered hair cut, my face seemed to look a bit more Japanese than English, but with Emma's insistence that my best facial feature was my eyes, my father's heritage seemed to have vanished. What stared back at me from that mirror was a perfectly gorgeous Asian beauty. Pale, flawless skin, plump, bright red lips, huge, almond shaped eyes decorated with just the right amount of color, perfectly curled eyelashes and eyebrows that had been sculpted further than I'd expected and now made my face look softer and more feminine than anyone else in the entire salon - and there were a lot of girls and women in that salon!

"What do you think?" Emma asked.

"I'm speechless," I gasped.

"You look amazing," Josie said, patting my back. "Wait till you see yourself in your dress."

"Better yet," Emma chortled, "wait until Opie sees her in that dress. He's going to flip."

Judging by Opie's unrestrained randiness of the previous few nights, I was pretty sure she was right.

We made one last stop before heading home and that was to get me a very small clutch-purse to carry my license and a few other items with me that evening. Then there was a bit of awkwardness about how I was to be dressed and presented to Opie for the evening. First off, I needed to be helped into my underwear, shoes and dress. Then I needed to be monitored, because I was so inexperienced in the ways of wearing something as beautiful as the dress that had been chosen for me, I might do something stupid and wrinkle it. When I pointed out that a few wrinkles were inevitable since we had an hour long ride to Mohegan Sun Casino ahead of us, my remark was greeted with sad faces and shaking heads.

Finally there was the issue that both Josie and Emma wanted to be present when Opie saw me all decked out for my first big night out as a woman.

The solution for all of these matters was simple - We went to our house, got the dress, shoes and undies, then I was whisked away to Emma's place where she would oversee my preparations and babysit me until her date, Max, picked us up and took us to meet Opie back at our place.

"Sam and I will meet you here and follow you to Opie's," Josie said, as she prepared to leave. She looked at me and smiled, then hugged me and gave me a kiss on my cheek. "You look beautiful, Kim. Opie's going to be amazed when he sees you. Enjoy your first night of glamour." Then she winked at me. "I think it's the first of many, many more."

So, Emma handed me a couple of remotes and I sat on her couch and watched one of my favorite old sitcoms on Netflix while she went to get ready. I expected that she'd only be a few minutes. After all, her hair and makeup were already done, so all she needed to do was put on her new clothes and she'd be ready to go, right?

Apparently not.

I was partway through the third episode and it was already past four thirty when Emma came back down the stairs looking absolutely amazing in the dark ruby red cocktail dress and matching heels she'd bought - well, picked out, Opie had actually bought - yesterday. She carried a matching clutch, a small, paper cup and thin gold chain with a tiny black decoration hung from her finger.

She put down her clutch and the cup and motioned for me to come to her. "It took me a minute to find this necklace, but it'll match your dress beautifully. Turn around." She unlatched the chain and gently brought it around my neck, reattaching it behind my neck. "It's a black pearl. Not real expensive, but very pretty, or at least I've always liked it. When you're a single girl and you buy your own jewelry, you buy on a budget. There. That's nice." She said as she looked at the little pearl sitting just below the spot where my neck met my chest.

"Now, we really shouldn't do this, but I have the matching earrings for that necklace. They're soaking in alcohol in that cup. Let me grab a paper towel. I'm going to take out the studs they put in yesterday, give your ears a quick wipe down with the alcohol and put the pearl earrings in for tonight. I'll leave one of the little diamond studs in each ear, too, though. When we come home, or tomorrow if we're too tired tonight, we'll repeat the process and and put the studs back in."

About five minutes later, I had two black pearl pendants hanging from my ears, creating all new sensations. Then I was stripped naked and sent to the lavatory for one last pee before getting dressed.

The thong was definitely a whole new experience. Being a small guy, I received my share of wedgies in the middle school gym locker room, so the sensation of having a piece of material lodged into that particular part of my body was not completely unknown to me, but having my sisterin -law telling me how nice it made my butt look and emphasizing that with a swift, pretty hard slap, was indeed new. Also, the tiny patch of black lace where a woman's triangle of pubic hair should be, sitting prettily and seductively on my lower abdomen gave me a bit of head rush, too.

Then the very beautifully elaborate, lace covered bra was placed over my new breasts and I already felt sexier than I'd ever felt in my life.

I stepped into my magical, sparkly, black dress and shivered as Emma zipped it up and, with the breasts now being attached, rather than just sitting in my bra cups, it fit even more beautifully than before. The thing was, though, as I explained, the skirt bloused out away from my body. That combined with the thong left me feeling... naked... and very, very, very sexy.

The sparkly black, heeled sandals completed my look and when I saw myself in the mirror, the first thought that went through my head was, 'If I saw myself in a bar, I'd think - that girl is way too hot for me.'

"Oh, my God, oh, my God!" Josie squealed as she and Sam came through the door. "You are fucking gorgeous!"

"LANGUAGE, JOSIE!" Emma screamed, as appalled as the mother of a fouled mouthed twelve year old.

Josie grimaced at me. "You are though. Doesn't she look great, Sam?" She called louder to her husband.

"You look amazing, Kim," he smiled, seemingly unfazed by the strange happenings within his wife's family.

"Knock, knock," a big man said as he entered the open door. "Is it ok to come in?"

"Oh, hi, Max," Emma smiled.

He looked really handsome in his suit, but when we saw Emma in her dress, her let out an involuntary, "Geez! You look great! Am I underdressed?"

She smiled even more broadly and kissed his cheek, then made the introductions.

We were about to leave when my phone rang in my clutch. It was Opie. "Hi," I answered.

"Hi," he answered. "I assume you are with Emma and Josie since your dress is gone, but no one let me in on the plan. The limo limo is here."

"Oh, honey, I'm so sorry."

"Oh, Damnit, I forgot to text him." Emma said when she heard me. "Give me the phone."

When she was on she said, "Ope, I'm so sorry. I completely forgot to text. Yeah, I have Kim. She's all set. We were just about to leave. We'll be there in ten minutes. Oh... ok. If that's ok. Ok. Ope. I'm sorry. The last thing I want to do is mess up your big night. We just got all wrapped up in getting Kim ready. Ok. See you in ten."

She handed me my phone back.

"I forget to tell Opie that I'd kidnapped Kimmy to get her ready for her first big night out," she announced to everyone else. "He's going to meet us here instead of us going there. He'll be right over."

Everyone nodded, but Max looked confused. He looked at Sam and asked, "I don't understand. Is this that girl Kim's first night out? She looks old enough to have been to a casino before."

I heard this and my stomach knotted up, hopping that whatever Sam said, he'd be gentle and cover for me. He glanced at me and winked, then he slapped Max on the shoulder. "There's one thing you'll learn about being involved with the Reed girls, Max... there's never a dull moment. Come on. Show me that Ford 150 I saw you driving into the driveway. I've always wanted to get one of those."

"Sure," Max said, thrilled to show off his late model beast of an American, gas-guzzling truck.

As they passed me, I whispered, "Thank you," to Sam, who squeezed my hand and smiled.

Very soon, the long, stretch, party limousine pulled into the driveway.

"Eww," Emma said, looking out the window. "A bit tacky, isn't it?"

"No, it's awesome!" Josie said, delighted. "Just like the one we had for my bachelorette party, remember?"

"I do," Emma shook her head. "Opie arranged that, too."

I grabbed my purse and headed to the door, but both woman grabbed me and insisted that I wait inside for Opie to come to me.

"You've worked too hard to get ready for him, to just walk out there," Emma said. "Let him come to you."

I watched as he shook hands with Sam and Max and chatted for a moment or two, then came towards the door.

"Get behind us," Emma insisted, and she and Josie quickly formed a wall in front of me.

"Hey," Opie smiled as she entered the living room. "All set and ready to go? Where's Kim?"

"She's right here," Emma said and then she and Josie stepped aside, revealing me in my new finery.

I think that Opie wanted to say something right away, but nothing came out. She just gapped at me in astonishment.

"Well, say something," Josie said, pushing on Opie's upper arm.

That seemed to wake her up a bit and she blinked, then smiled. "Geez, Kim... I mean... holy cow. You just look..." she held her arms wide. "Can I just hug you?"

I loved that, so I leapt into her arms and snuggled into her flattened chest. "You look so handsome," I said.

"I don't look nearly as good as you do, Kim. You look so beautiful."

"Doesn't she?" Emma smiled. "I think you both have found your best looks."

Josie produced her phone. "Come on, you two. Let me get a quick picture. You both look so good."

In a few minutes, the photo was taken and we were out the door and headed to pick up Mother Reed who's house on the way to the highway. The stretch limo could easily seat twelve, so the six of us were very comfortable and when Mother Reed showed up, it wouldn't be any more crowded, really.

When we were approaching her house, Emma looked at Opie and said, "So, everything is going to be ok, then?"

"Yeah, I think so," she replied, "I mean, you know mom..."

"Oh, for crying out loud, Opie, yes or no. Is she going to behave herself?"

I could tell that Max was confused, but I was just worried.

"Yes, Em. Yes, she will behave herself. She may take some coaching, but she will behave herself."

Emma shook her head.

Max looked at Sam. "Who are we talking about?"

"Their mom," he smirked.

"Oh," Max nodded. "What... heavy drinker? Big gambler? Something like that?"

Same laughed. "No. Big mouth."

That earned him slap on the arm from his wife. "Knock it off. We can say that. Not you."

"Can I ask one more question?" Max asked.

"Sure," Sam laughed, rubbing his upper arm.

"Who's Opie?"

"PJ is Opie," he said, matter of factly. "His sisters have always called him Opie. It's from an old TV show, or something."

"Ok," Max nodded, satisfied.

Emma took charge, as usual. "Alright, when we get there, Opie, you go get mom. Josie, you and I will take Kim around the side of the house. Opie, when mom comes down, bring her around the corner and let her see Kim."

"She's going to pee herself," Josie clapped her hands.

As the car turned up the driveway, Max looked at Sam once more. "PJ and Kim have been together a while, right?"

"Since they were kids." Sam smiled at the new guy's expression.

"I'm so confused."

"Don't sweat it, Max," Sam laughed. "There is alcohol in our near future."

We got out, leaving Max and Sam in the limo. I followed Emma and Josie around the side of the house - not really hidden, just out of the immediate sightline of someone coming out of the house - and Opie went to the front door.

I could hear the conversation as they descended the stairs.

"Well, at least you dress better as a man than you ever did as a woman," Opie's mother said.

"Alright, mom. Remember, you promised to behave. I chose to celebrate my success with my family, so try to get into the spirit of things, ok?'

"And I suppose that poor Kimberly is dressed up like some sort of drunkard on Halloween in an ill fitting dress and a stuffed bra, the poor thing. I bet you're putting that poor boy through hell with this game you're playing."

'Well, I may be putting him through hell," Opie chuckled, "but he's being a good sport about it - at least for the time being. Look to your left, mom."

She glanced in our direction and smiled. "Oh? Who's that with... OH, MY GOD!? THAT'S NOT REALLY KIMBERLY, IS IT!?" She shouted it loud enough for people to hear it a mile away, so I'm sure that Max heard it in the limo. How Sam explained that, I have no idea.

"Yes, it's me, Mrs. Reed," I said. "You look lovely. That is a beautiful dress." It was, too. It was definitely designed for a more mature woman. A modest collar and nice, long sleeves that ended in pretty bell shapes. It had a pale purple color at the top that gradually got darker as it got lower on the dress, almost as if the color had run when it was wet. It was a lovely effect and one that I most like would not have noticed a week ago.

"MY DRESS!?" She continued to shout. "MY GOD, KIMBERLY, WHAT IN GOOD GOD'S NAME ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? JUST LOOK AT YOU! LOOK AT YOUR DRESS! IT'S GORGEOUS! YOU'RE GORGEOUS!"

Then she actually hugged me. She hadn't hugged me the day my mother died. She hadn't hugged me the day my father died. She hadn't hugged me the day I married her daughter. She had never once hugged me. She had never so much as shaken my hand. I can't think of three times she actually smiled at me. I glanced at Josie and Emma and even they had their mouths hanging wide in shock.

Finally, she stopped hugging me and held me at arms length and spoke at a normal volume. "Well, I don't know quite how this was achieved, but I'm going to assume that Emma and Josephine had something to do with it, didn't they?"

"They did," I answered with a nod and a smile.

She shook her head and looked me over from head to toe. "Good lord, they certainly tried to do this to Penelope many times over the years, but it never worked. It certainly worked on you, though." She heaved a huge sigh. "This is amazing, Kimberly. Truly amazing. Congratulations, you make a better woman than your wife makes a man, if that's possible. Good heavens, I can't believe that sentence just came out of my mouth."

"Alright, mom," Opie said, a bit fed up with her sniping compliments. "I need you to remember that one of our guests doesn't know about any of this, and no one at the casino needs to hear any remarks about me or Kim, ok?"

She waved a dismissive hand at Opie. "Oh, I've completely forgotten about you. I'm captivated my this one. Come along, Kimberly. You too, Josephine and Emma. I am looking forward to an evening with my daughters."

I smiled at Opie as her mother linked her arm through mine. She rolled her eyes and called back, "Well, enjoy the ride, but I'm dancing with MY WIFE at some point tonight!"

It was actually a pretty fun ride to Mohegan Sun. I'd never seen Mother Reed so playful. She told stories about the girls growing up, never bringing up Opie's real name or true sex. Each story was embarrassing for one daughter or another and we all laughed all the way to the casino. It was a huge departure from her usual grumpy demeanor. We were all very happily surprised.

Dinner was AMAZING. I'm sure it cost more money than Opie should have been spending, but she wanted to share her promotion with all of us, so I wasn't going to step on her enthusiasm.

After dinner, we had a choice - a few hours of gambling or some dancing with the swing band playing in the lounge, down by the roulette tables. Mother Reed took two hundred dollars from Opie and made a beeline for the slot machines. The rest of us made our way to the lounge to dance to this classic swing-band that played music from the 1930s and 40s, and played it really well, too.

Now, Opie and I were not big dancer. We didn't go to clubs a lot, but when we did, we always enjoyed a few slow dances. The problem was, of course, our proximate sizes. My head reached Opie's shoulder, so it was always awkward for me to lead and, because she was the female and I was the male, it was always awkward for her to lead as well. So, mostly we just kind of hung on to each other and swayed.

Well, things were different that night. Opie was the man and I was the woman and things worked out just fine. She led and I followed and we danced quite a bit.

Honestly, I never truly understood the appeal of dancing before, but that night... feeling Opie's hands holding me through the soft material of that wonderful dress, feeling that skirt sway as she guided me across the dance floor, feeling her hands wander low on my back - and even lower than that - it was sensuous and intimate and amazing. I loved every second of it. She kissed my lips, my forehead, my neck, my shoulder... it was almost like having sex in public. I was sure that I was flushed with passion when we returned to our table after dancing to 'Moonlight Serenade.'

It was past midnight and we were all feeling a bit tired, as Emma went in search of Mother Reed. Opie called the Limo driver and let him know we'd be headed out in ten minutes.

Emma returned with Mother Reed, who had hit a Jackpot for a whopping six hundred dollars, and we were nearly to the door when some called out, "Reed!? PJ Reed! What are you doing here?"

Opie stopped and turned. "Hey, Brad!" She smiled, her voice sounding more businesslike than it had all evening. "We're just out celebrating. Oh, this is my mother, my sister, Emma and her friend, Max, my sister, Josie and her husband, Sam, and this is..."

"Don't tell me," the older man interrupted, "this is Kim, right?"

"Yes, I am," I said, very surprised.

"Well, let me tell you, my dear," he gushed as he shook my hand, "this guy talks about you all the time. 'Kim said this' and 'Kim did that.' I tell you, he's nuts about you." He smiled at me and released my hand.

"Brad is the CFO of Caduceus Health Care," Opie said to all of us, by way of introduction.

"Yes, and this is my wife, Jean," he said, stepping aside to introduce a very good looking woman of similar age to him.

"So nice to meet you all," the woman said with a sincere smile. "Kim, you must join me and some of the other wives for our monthly gettogethers. We go to a show, or a museum... something like that. It's fun."

'Oh, I'd love that," I said, in as friendly a voice as possible. "Oh, and you must come to our house warming when we get settled into our new place!"

"Yes, we will. That would be lovely. Thank you!" She smiled.

"Well, our car is here," Opie smiled. "Jean, it was lovely to meet you. Brad, see you Monday."

We all said our goodbyes and headed out the door. When we were out of earshot, Opie asked, "I'm sorry about that. I had no idea that I'd meet anyone from work here."

"That's ok," I assured him. "It's the kind of a place where you run into people. That's all."

"And does that little exchange mean that you've made up your mind and have decided to be my wife?"she asked.

"Not at all," I replied, flatly.

"Well, now that the CFO of my corporation has met my wife, it might be a bit odd if my husband shows up at a wives' get together or at our house warming, don't you think?"

I smiled at her. "Well, that's not really MY problem, now is it, 'PJ'? So you'd better be careful, MISTER PAUL JAMES REED, or you may find yourself in quite the pickle, now mightn't you?"

It took a moment for her to realize that I was teasing her. Her eyes narrowed, she pursed her lips and she gave my butt a playful slap through my wide skirt, but the truth is, it kind of stung on my bare cheek. "Knock it off, you tease. You wouldn't really do that to me, would you?"

I shrugged. "Honestly, Opie, I'm still making up my mind but... this dress is pretty awesome, don't you think? I never looked this good before and I kind of like it."

Opie stopped me and hugged me. "I kind of like it too, Kim. I kind of like it, a lot."

The ride home was quieter than the ride down. Mother Reed was very tired and only joked a little. We listened to music and we sang along a bit. All of us perked up a bit when John Denver's 'Take Me Home, Country Roads' played. It is funny how that song seems to inspire everyone to sing. Even my mother-in-law knew every word.

When we reached Mother Reed's, Opie got out of the car to walk her to the house, but as she made to climb out of the limousine, she took my hand and said, "Walk me to the house, Kimberly, please."

"Of course," I replied and followed her.

Nothing was said, but she held my hand the whole way up the stairs. Opie had opened the door by the time we got there and Mother Reed invited us to step inside for 'just a moment' because she had something she needed to say.

Once in the foyer of her little house, she turned to us and said, "Look, kids, I cannot begin to understand what you two are playing at..."

"Mom, we're not 'playing at' anything...'" Opie tried to interrupt, snapping at her a bit rudely considering how hard she'd tried to be nice all evening, but she held up her hand and continued.

"... but... however this... role reversal thing came about... it seems to be the right thing for you two. Penelope..."

"Mom!" Opie again snapped at her.

"I'm sorry... PJ... you seem so... confident and... I don't know... happy, I guess, this way. Honestly, I'm very happy for you. Truly, I am. I just wanted you to know that."

Opie smiled at her, surprised that she was showing support of any kind. "Well... thank you, mom."

"And you, Kimberly..." she sighed, turning her attention to me. "... my goodness. When I saw you earlier, I thought 'Well, he looks good, but surely he'll give himself away with his mannerisms as the evening goes on,' but... Kimberly, you are meant to be a woman. Oh, I know, I know, PJ told me that you haven't made up your mind, but I watched you tonight. I even saw you two dancing a few times when you thought I was playing the slots. I saw how you moved. I saw how you surrendered to your husband's lead when you danced or hugged or kissed. I always thought you two made an odd couple. Now, I think you make a perfect couple." She petted my cheek, then kissed it. "Be a woman, Kimberly. You were meant to be a woman. I wish you could have experienced being a girl, but... be a woman. My girls will help you be the best woman you can be, I'm sure." Then she touched one of her hands to each of our faces and smiled at us - a very unusual thing to have happen. "That's all I wanted to say."

"Ok," Opie shrugged, not seeming to grasp the kindness she was extending in that moment. "Either one of the girls or I will come by tomorrow, mom, and we'll show you our new house." He kissed her cheek. "Love you. 'Night."

I took the uncomfortable step forward and kissed her cheek, too. "Goodnight, Mrs Reed. See you tomorrow."

As we walked to the limo, Opie muttered, "What the hell was that? I think aliens abducted my mother." Then she chuckled in a very dismissive manner. "That woman has gone crazy."

I stopped, grabbed her arm and turned her to face me. I was more than a bit ticked off. You know, I've known plenty of guys who were self centered jerks when it came to other people's feelings and I kind of got the feeling that Opie thought that that was how a man should act. Well I never acted that way, my father never acted that way and, frankly.... I wasn't going to live with someone who acted that way. I spoke tersely, but quietly so no one else would hear.

"Listen to me, MISTER Reed. Everything weird that's going on right now - you with a flat chest and wearing an Armani suit - me in a dress - your sisters hauling their brother-in-law around to beauty parlors and lingerie stores - all those things? That's all YOUR doing. You understand that, right?"

Opie just blinked at me, shocked that I was on the attack. I was angry, though. She had shown this kind of lack of empathy several times in the last few days - since I'd given her the nightgown, actually, and I was fed up. I couldn't have stopped my attack if I'd want to, anyway.

"Now, YOUR mother, the woman, who you told me JUST YESTERDAY, always called you ugly, the woman you expected to ruin this evening by making remarks all night long, just told you how handsome you looked and that she is happy for you because you looked like you'd found happiness and so had I. She just came as close to telling you that she loves you as she is capable and all you can do is make light of that? Who are you? You don't look like the woman I married and you don't act the woman I married, and I might be able to live with that but... Goddamnit, if you're going to become a man you'd better become a good man, Penelope, and not some asshole who is dismissive of the feelings of everyone else. Especially everyone who loves you, because I can't live with someone like that - man or woman - I cannot live with someone like that."

I began to storm off towards the limo, but Opie grabbed my hand. I turned and looked at her and I'm sure that the rage I felt was apparent on my face.

She stared at me for a good long moment, before nodding and whispering, "Wow... Kim... I'm sorry..." she breathed for a few moments, then said. "Can you... can you wait here a second?"

She turned and jogged back up onto the porch then stood there for a moment before knocking on the door.

Just before her fist made contact with the wooden door, Emma's voice came from behind my left shoulder. "Is everything ok?"

"I don't know," I answered, honestly. "I'm not sure what she's doing."

Opie knocked and a moment later the door opened. Emma and I watched from the walkway as Opie sputtered for a moment or two before finally saying, "Look... mom... ummm... I just wanted to say... well... thanks for what you just said to me... and to Kim and... well... I want you to know that... I love you, too."

I took a second - almost like it does at the end of the cartoon version of 'How The Grinch Stole Christmas,' but Mother Reed's lips curled into a very, very broad smile and she nearly leapt forward to hug her daughter/son. "I love you, too," she said, with a catch in her throat. When she stepped back, she sniffled a bit and I could tell that she was determined to not show any more emotion than she'd already shown. "Now... you go ahead home and get some sleep. I'll see you tomorrow... well... later today, I guess." She nodded, several times as she stepped back and slowly closed the door. "Bye bye, now."

"That was a good thing to do," I said as Opie got back to us, actually looking a bit shell-shocked. "Do you feel better?"

"Yeah," she shrugged. "I guess I do."

With that, Emma punched her in the arm, really, really hard.

"Ouch!" Opie let out. "What was that for?"

"You jerk!" Emma said, playfully angry. "Now, we're all going to have to tell her we love her. Pretty soon there'll be no living with her." Then she smiled and laughed as we headed back to the limo.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Then You Wear It - 5 Final

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Then You Wear It: 5 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2020,2021,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Against his better judgement, a man gives his wife a very feminine piece
of lingerie for their anniversary. She does not appreciate the gesture and makes
an offer that he takes her up on.


 
Author's Note: Thank you all for showing the support and immersion into such stories from such a humble authoress. I am pleased that my stories are entertaining you. I am hoping to possibly get back to writing here again sometime soon. I have to look out for my wife still for the next week or so along with my daily jobs. ~Clara.
 
This version of Then You Wear It: 5 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Chapter 5
 
 

 

At Emma's I waited in the car while she ran in and got my stud earrings, concerned that I might have some problems sleeping in the black pearl-drop earrings I'd worn that evening. Opie took the pendent I'd worn off and I returned it to my sister-in-law as well.

When we got home, Opie was very frisky as we walked towards the front door. Her hand was exploring the rear hem of my skirt and just as we reached our front stoop, she realized that my butt cheek was exposed beneath the skirt.

"No underwear?" She asked, or rather accused, as she unlocked the door.

"It's a thong," I admitted.

Her eyes opened wide. "Oh!" She chucked. "Wait till I get you upstairs."

"You'll have to wait," I said, "because, besides all the makeup I have to deal with, I'm taped."

"Taped? What do you mean 'taped?'"

"I mean I'm taped. Like, my...thing," I know it's stupid, but I just felt so much like a woman that saying 'my penis' just felt... gross, "is taped up underneath me."

We stepped inside and I noticed that Opie had the most wolfish smile I'd ever seen in my life and suddenly I felt either like a sheep or Little Red Ridding Hood, but, at any rate, I knew I was about to be devoured. That may explain the scream that I let out when I was suddenly scooped up by my rather macho looking wife and whisked up the stairs and unceremoniously dropped onto my bed.

"Wait!" I shouted. "You are not going to ruin this dress! I LOVE this dress!"

"More than you love me?" She asked teasing.

"It's probably a toss-up," I said. "Unzip me."

When Opie saw me in the sexy bra and panties, with my prosthetic breasts and my flat-fronted, lace covered, thong, she kind of lost it. The next hour or more was an erotic blur of touching and kissing and licking, but my exogenous zones remained imprisoned in gauze and tape. It didn't matter, though. I may not have orgasmed, but I was one hundred percent satiated, and so was Opie.

I was awakened the next morning by a nibble on my right butt cheek. I turned and saw Opie smiling up at me, already dressed in jeans and a Boston Red Sox tee shirt. "Morning," she grinned.

"What time is it?" I asked, groggy.

"After eleven," she answered as she rubbed my bottom. My panties were still on and so was my bra. I realized that my makeup was, too. I couldn't imagine what a mess I must have been, but I didn't care. "I hate to wake you, honey, but we need to get to the other house by one. I have to meet the garage door guy and the landscape guy. I figured you'd want to shower."

I stared to get up, but stopped. "Ope - I don't have anything to wear."

She chuckled. "Just like a woman."

"No, Opie, I'm serious. I don't own a dress of my own, except the one I wore last night."

She shrugged. "You could go naked."

"See, this is that smart ass side of PJ that I don't like. I'll call call Emma and see if she'll loan me something. You might have to go get it though."

I grabbed my phone and pushed Emma's contact number. It rang several times before a voice responded. The surprising thing was that it wasn't Emma's voice. It was a man's voice. "Hello. Emma's phone."

I had to think for a second before I spoke. "Oh... umm... is this Max?"

"Oh, yeah, it is. Hi, Kim. I didn't know if it was you or another Kim. Emma's in the shower. Want her to call you back?"

"Max?" Opie asked. "Max spent the night?" He seemed shocked. Certainly having a man stay over was not typical behavior 'serious big sister' Emma.

I nodded.

"Yeah, that would be... well, you know what, Max, I'm just going to go ahead and send Opie over there. Just tell Em that Opie is on the way and that I need to borrow a dress, ok. Something casual. Nothing fancy. Alright."

"Oh," he said, a bit uncertain. "Alright. You want to borrow a casual dress."

"Yes."

"You don't own any casual dressed of your own?"

Yikes! He had me there, didn't he? "Oh... umm, see, we're in the process of moving and everything I have is packed away. Can you ask her that for me?"

"Yeah, ok, sure," he answered, seemingly satisfied.

"Great. Thanks. Bye." I disconnected the call.

"Everything ok?" Opie asked.

"I guess," I shrugged. "Go get me a dress, and make it a simple dress, ok. Nothing fancy. And... whatever else we do, I need to pick up at least a couple of things today, or tonight, alright. Emma can't keep lending me clothes. Guys aren't supposed to borrow their sister-law's dresses. It's weird."

"Guys aren't supposed to look that good in a thong, either, but there you go," she teased.

"Yeah, well wait till I tell you how your sisters pushed my testicles back up into my abdomen and taped my junk away for me yesterday," I said, as I closed the door to the bathroom behind me.

The last thing I heard was Opie shouting, "What!?" from the bed as I started the water in the shower.

I was doing my best with a curling iron and a blow dryer when Opie returned with a really pretty, but casual dress - mostly red roses with green leaves and stems. A modest V-neck, pretty and loose short sleeves, a high waist and a loose skirt that sat about four inches above my knees. She also sent a pair of plain white sneakers and a pair of low cut sport socks that wouldn't show above the sneakers.

"She said you'd have a lot of running around to do today and you'd need them. Why you'd have a lot of running around to do, I'm not sure."

I smiled, knowing I'd be running between our new place and Emma's but also knowing that Opie didn't know that.

We stopped and got me a breakfast wrap and a tea at a local bakery and headed to the house in The Brookfields, arriving just ahead of the garage door man. The existing doors were pretty old and Opie wanted something really sharp looking and an updated opening system.

While she talked to the garage door man, I told her that, since it had been twilight when we'd been on the go the house before, I was going to explore the yard. She kissed my cheek and off I went - directly to the back of Emma's new yard, where Max was busy cutting an opening in the fence with a reciprocating saw. I have to tell you, I was practically giddy with excitement at the prospect of telling Opie about Emma buying this house.

It's weird, I'd known Emma most of my life and I'd known Josie since she was still in diapers, but they were always just Opie's sisters. Even when Opie and I moved in together and they became ubiquitous features in our house, I just said 'hi' and went about my day. Opie and I got married and they went from being 'my girlfriend's sisters' to being 'my sisters-in-law,' but nothing really changed. I was shocked when they showed up and offered to help me pick out something for Opie for our anniversary, and even more surprised when they showed up to apologized when things went wrong. But when Emma agreed to help me make a point with Opie by helping me look good in that nightgown and then everything went sideways - everything changed. In the last few days, they had become the closest friends I'd ever had. Closer than friends. Well, they had said it, and I guess it was true - sisters. I loved them like sisters and I was thrilled to have them so close by at the new house.

"Alright, now," Max said, sounding very serious, "if PJ is upset about this opening, then someone else did the work. NOT ME! Ok? He's not that big, but he looks pretty fit. I don't want to get into a fight with him."

Emma and I looked at each other and burst out laughing.

"Ok, tough guy," she guffawed. "We'll take the fall for you."

I headed back to my house, admiring the beautiful grounds of my new home as I walked, and Emma and Sam retreated to Emma's new bungalow.

"Kim!" Opie smiled as I arrived back at the garage. "Look at these doors," she showed me pictures in a brochure. "They look like barn doors. They'll fit the aesthetic of the house a lot better than a regular garage door. Don't you think?"

The picture was very attractive, I guess. "Sure." I smiled at her enthusiasm.

She nodded and turned back to the garage door contractor. "Yeah. We'll go with these. All four doors. For the openers, we'll get the ones that use the small remotes as well as the phones apps and the key pads on the outside of the house."

"Sounds good, Mr Reed," the man said as he made notes.

I spoke quietly Opie. "Do we need all of that? It seems expensive."

"Don't worry. We could afford this before the new job, Kim. Now, it's definitely no problem."

The garage door guy held a clipboard with a contract on it for Opie to sign and he gave me a look of condensation that made me want to punch him in the nose. So, before Opie could take the clipboard, I grabbed it and looked at the figures. I looked it over and shook my head.

"Four doors, six panels each with each panel costing eighty-seven dollars, is that correct?" I asked.

He shrugged. "Yeah."

"That's twenty four panels times eighty-seven dollars, that should total two thousand, eighty eight dollars. You have the total as three thousand sixty five dollars. Also, you listed the cost of the automatic opener system as twenty six hundred dollars, so four of those would total ten thousand four hundred dollars, but you have the total ten thousand nine hundred and sixty dollars."

The man made a face that indicated that my math was obviously flawed. "I added in labor costs, Mrs Reed."

I held up the invoice and showed Opie that there was a line with 'labor' listed.

Opie took the clipboard from me and handed it back to the man. "Tell you what. If you would like my business, I will give you one more chance to write up a more legitimate invoice. Get that back to me later today and, if my wife approves of it, perhaps we'll do business."

"May I see that invoice one more time?" I asked.

The man sighed as he handed it back to me. I took out my phone and took a picture of it so that I would have it as a reference, then handed it back and smiled at him. "Thank you."

The man turned away from me and shook hands with Opie. "Mr Reed. I'll be in touch later today." He nodded at me and walked away.

"Good catch," Opie smiled at me.

"Good catch?" I was irked. "Opie, that guy is a slime ball. Now, I know that sometimes we have to do business with slime balls, but you were about to just sign that contract without even glancing at it. You are running a multi-trillion dollar health network. Is that how you do your job?"

"No, of course not."

"No, of course, not. Your were excited about the doors and it was only a little money, so you just wanted to get it done. But, Opie, it's not just a little money. It's hundreds, no it's thousands of dollars. Just a few years ago, that was the difference between us being able to pay the mortgage or not."

"Ok, Kim, I'm sorry. Why are you so revved up about this?"

"Look, Opie... I'm going to tell you the truth. This role reversal stuff... I think I'm going to do it..."

"Honey, that's great..."

"...but I am not interested in being some little housewife, or your pretty little accessory, ok? Opie, you and I have always been partners. When we got together, I was making a little more money than you. We were both working forty hours a week and it just sort of worked out that you ended up taking care of the household accounts. Well, lately, you've been working fifty hours a week, or more, plus the gym, and I suspect that, with this new job, you may be working a little more than that. Right?"

"Maybe? I don't know."

"Well, look, you're talking about bringing a service in to take care of the landscaping, another to plow the driveway in the winter, another for this, another for that, all of this is going to add up and I'm a little nervous about what it's all going to cost so... if it's all the same to you... since I'm at home and I'm pretty damned good with numbers... I'd like to take over the household accounts."

"Really? Because that would really be a huge help." Opie smiled, seemingly relieved by my offer.

I was actually surprised by her response. I thought that she was being a little, I don't know, secretive, about our finances for the last few years. "Yeah, I'd like to do it, Ope. I want to continue to be in a partnership with you. I mean, I really love that you bought me this house, but... let me be your partner, not your pet. Ok?"

She wrapped her arms around me and nodded. "Ok, Kim. I'm sorry if I made you feel that way. That was never my intention. Honey, I've thought a lot about what you said last night about other people's feelings and you're right - I have been a pretty blind to other people's feelings lately. I promise I'll do better. Ok?"

"Thank you, Opie," I smiled and hugged her tighter.

She kissed me, but she had to stop because the man from the landscape company pulled into the driveway just then. The man driving was probably in his fifties but had the bounce of a man in his twenties. He bounded across the driveway with a big smile and a hand extended. "Good morning! Mr and Mrs Reed, I assume? I'm Jim"

"Hi, Jim," Opie smiled. "I'm PJ Reed. This is my wife, Kim Bristol."

"Mr Reed, Ms Bristol," he grinned.

"Kim is fine," I assured him, "as is Mrs Reed. No need to worry about remembering too many names."

Opie looked at me, confused. It was the first time she'd remembered to use my real last name and I'd undercut her. I just shrugged and smiled. I wasn't even sure why I'd done it, but it made me smile.

Opie explained to Jim that he'd like to have his company take over the lawn maintenance as make a few improvements to the existing landscaping. Jim was eager to please, stating that he'd always wanted to do some work on this property. He pointed out a few issues he'd noticed and offered suggestions for improving the yard.

"Well, it looks like about five acres," Jim nodded. "We can certainly handle it for you. Anything else you'd like?"

"Actually, I'd like some flower beds over in that area," I said, pointing towards the area outside of the solarium. Something that I could mange myself and learn as I go."

Opie looked at me, askance. "You've never expressed an interest in gardening before."

"I've never had the opportunity to do anything but plant marigolds in pots in the spring and then replace them with mums in the fall. Now, I'd like to learn."

Opie smiled. "Ok. Whatever you can help her with, then, Jim, would be great."

Jim smiled. "Sure, Kim. I'll draw up a few ideas and bring them by Monday. Anything else?"

"I think that's it," Opie said.

"Well, there is one more thing," I grinned. "I know it might be a little bit of an expense, but I'd love a nice walkway from our kitchen door," I pointed to the door, then pointed to Emma's new bungalow, "to the opening in that fence, over there."

"What?" Opie asked, shocked. "Why? And since when has there been an opening in that fence? I'm sure that wasn't there the last time I was here."

If Opie was confused, Jim was completely flummoxed. "Umm... is this something you want then?"

"Yes." I confirmed.

"No," Opie insisted. "Why do we need a walkway to a strangers house?"

"A stranger is just a friend you've never met," I said with the sweetest smile I could muster.

"Do you want to discuss this and get back to me?" Jim asked.

"What's going on here, Kim? I know you. You're playing some kind of game, aren't you?" Opie squinted at me.

She sounded just irritated enough for Jim to ask, "Hey... should I come back another time? You too seem to have some things to discuss."

Opie looked at me, then at the house and shook her head. Then she looked at Jim. "I think it might be worth our while to take a walk over there, Jim. Then we'll know if we need to build that path or not."

Jim nodded. "Pardon me for saying so, Mr Reed, but I'm pretty sure that we all know that we're building that path."

I slipped my arm through Opie's and began to lead her toward's Emma's place. "See, honey. Jim understands how to keep everyone happy at home."

We strolled through our yard and headed to the gap in the fence.

"That's a new cut," Jim said. "Someone just opened this up, today."

"Curiouser and curiouser," Opie said, smirking at me.

When we reached the back of the bungalow, there was a low, pretty deck that led to the back door. We stopped at the stairs. "Well," I said to Opie, "go knock."

"Why don't you?" She asked.

"You're the man," I teased.

She snorted at me, then walked up the stairs, across the deck and knocked. From inside, we heard, "Yes?"

Opie glanced back at me, "Umm, hi. I'm your new neighbor out back and I noticed that you cut a section of, what I believe is, my fence out this morning and I'd like to talk to you about it if I could."

"Oh, that? Yes, I did do that," the voice admitted.

Opie glanced back at me and held her hands up in confusion. "May I ask why?"

"So I could have lunch with my sister-in-law."

With that, Opie's shoulders dropped and she looked up at the sky. "Oh, you have got to be kidding me!" She turned and looked at me. "One of them bought the house next door?"

"One of 'who' bought the house next door?" Jim asked.

"My sisters," Opie shook her head. "It's Emma, right?"

Suddenly, the back door opened wide and Emma stepped out. "Surprise!"

For a moment, I thought that Opie was actually angry, but then she hugged her sister and turned to face us. "Jim, this is my big sister, Emma, who can't seem to go a day without butting into my life." That earned her an elbow in the ribs. "So, I guess we'll be needing that walkway to go from these stairs to our back door and, also, why don't you add this yard to our contract." She looked at Emma. "You are nearly as big a pain in the ass as Kim is, do you know that?"

"Who do think has been tutoring Kim?" Emma smirked.

"And I suppose Josie is buying a place abutting this place, too?" Opie asked.

"Josie's house is only about a half mile away," I pointed out.

"Seriously?" Opie asked. She'd only been there the one time I'd been there, too, and going via the back roads, it didn't seem like it was anywhere near our new house.

"Seriously," Emma smiled. "You know how we were always dropping by before? Expect the same and maybe a bit more."

Opie smiled and gave her a hug.

Max appeared from the doorway. "Hey, PJ. Sorry about all this. I hope you're ok with it."

"Yeah," Opie nodded. "It's great."

Max and Emma walked back to the house with us. Jim left just as Josie and Sam pulled in with Mother Reed. We gave her a tour of the house and then walked over to Emma's again to show her the bungalow. She seemed genuinely happy for her two eldest daughters.

It turned out there was a very nice sandwich shop just a couple of blocks away. So we walked there and had a light lunch, after which we split into groups. Sam, Max and Opie went shopping for appliances - well - televisions. Mother Reed, Josie, Emma and I went dress shopping, primarily for me, but we managed to find plenty of dresses for the others, as well.

"Oh, this has been such a lovely day," Mother Reed said as we headed back to our house. "Your houses are so lovely, as is yours, Josephine, and going shopping like this with my three girls... it's like a dream come true for me."

"I'm glad you're happy, mom," Josie said. She was sitting in the back seat with me. "It's kind of fun to shop for Kim, isn't it? I mean, she's a full grown woman, but she doesn't have anything so we get to try all kinds of styles on her."

Mother Reed turned as far as she could and looked at me. "You make a very beautiful woman, Kimberly. This has been a very nice day. Thank you for inviting me."

"Anytime, Mrs Reed," I smiled.

"Mom," Emma said, "isn't it about time that we did away with the 'Mrs Reed' stuff? You've known Kimmy almost as long as you've known Josie. Can't we come up with something a little less formal than 'Mrs Reed?'"

Feeling a bit caught in the middle of this conversation, I said, "Mrs Reed is fine."

"No, they're right," she said. "I'd be very happy if you'd call me 'mom,' Kimberly."

I was a bit shocked. "Oh, well... thank you, Mrs... mom." Honestly, it didn't feel very comfortable that first time, but I got used to it pretty quickly.

On Sunday, we packed up our clothes and moved. Opie had arranged for a very efficient moving company to come to the house mid-week and take care of everything. They would pack everything up, load it and take it to the new house. All I had to do was figure out where I wanted everything to go when it got there.

On the way to The Brookfields, that Sunday afternoon, we dropped off all of my men's clothing at a charity bin. I guess I'd made my decision at that point, but I refused to confirm anything until at least Monday night. I don't know why. I guess I just wanted to stick to my guns until I was ready.

That first night in the new house was very romantic. We didn't have any plates or silverware, so we had to get take out and ate out of the boxes with plasticware while watching an old Disney movie on a ludicrously big TV that Opie had bought while on her outing with the boys - I never should have allowed her to pick out a TV unsupervised.

When we got to bed, though, the new space inspired us to be more intimate, to take things slower and explore each other even more. It was blissful, and when I snuggled into Opie in my silk and lace nightgown, I realized that, come tomorrow, it had only been a week since our anniversary and the day she had dared me to wear this glorious gown for the first time. Wow, my world had certainly change a lot in that week.

On Monday morning, I was up early to make Opie breakfast, but there were no groceries, nor pots nor pans, so she gave me a kiss goodbye and headed out to work. She had left a file crate with the household bills and tax records, etc. in it so I could start sorting through those. Jim, the landscape guy, was coming at eleven, so Emma and Josie were coming a little earlier than that to join in those discussions. Also, both our old house and Emma's were going on the market today through Emma's agency, so Emma was getting all of that started before coming to the farm house.

'The farm house?' That seemed cumbersome. It definitely was 'A' farmhouse. It certainly HAD been a farm, but wasn't now. I'd figure out what to call it at some point.

Anyway, I took the file-crate to a small office area off of the kitchen. I think that when the farm had been a working enterprise, this may have been where the lady of the house actually did run the household and tally the daily expenses. I thought it was a nice place for me to do the same, and it had a lovely view of my side yard, looking towards Emma's place.

There was an old roll-top desk in that space that needed a little tidying up. So, I grabbed some cleaning products I'd bought while I'd been out with the girls, pulled on some yellow, Playtex rubber gloves and gave it a scrubbing as well as treating it with some lemon oil. It looked brand new when I was done. I gave it a little time to dry while I dug out my MacBook, my iPad and my Bose surround sound speaker and brought them to the office.

I'd noticed some pretty pictures of flowers, nothing 'high art' mind you, just some nicely framed pictures of flowers and herbs, stored in one of the garages, so I went out there and grabbed the prettiest of them and brought them in. Opie had picked up a few items in order to mount her titanic television, so there were some picture hooks, a tape measure and a hammer available. I hung the pictures and realized that not only had I created a lovely, feminine office, but that the lemon oil on my desk had dried and I could get to work.

I created a spreadsheet and listed all the expected expenses with spots for bi-weekly deposits from Opie's job and then pulled out the most recent bank statement, which, of course, did not include the rather large bonus she'd received for accepting her new job.

Did you ever have one of those moments when every molecule in your body seems to explode and leave you for a moment, then slam back into you with nearly the same force as the explosion? No? Well I have. It happened when I looked at that bank statement. Now, I want to be very clear. Opie had never lied to me about our finances. She told me we were doing fine and I never asked beyond that. We had a nice house and we weren't really travelers or anything like that, so our expenses were pretty run of the mill. Our bills were always paid, the lights were on and the heat was always working. I didn't question it. I expected that when I looked at the bank statements, I would find that we had a nice nest egg.

We didn't.

We had a freaking dinosaur egg. I couldn't believe that, not only did we have that much money, but that we were letting it sit in a savings account and not doing anything with it! I began making notes about how we should be handling at least some of this money and setting reminders to find financial advisors who could help me manage this small fortune I was now in charge of.

I went back into the records and looked at when this influx of money had begun and found that about three years earlier, Opie started making a bit more than I did. Then, over the next few months, it appears that she got several promotions in quick succession and her pay rose accordingly. This must have been the same point that she had begun taking on a male persona at work. From there, her pay seems to have increased in leaps and bounds while our living expenses remained unchanged. The result - we have been accumulating wealth at a ludicrous rate for the past few years.

At that moment, I had just discovered my new career. Dealing with Opie's income.

By the time Josie and Emma arrived with tea and a croissants for all of us, I was famished. We went out into the solarium and enjoyed our first of many mornings in this space. Just some relaxation and sisterly talk.

It was decided that after Jim met with us, we'd take a ride back to my old hose and I would pack up my pots and pans, silverware and plates and a few small things and bring them back to the farmhouse. We'd also stop at The Mill so I could pick up a few things there, too.

You're probably wondering why I didn't drive myself anywhere, right?

Well, because I didn't have a car.

Well, I HAD a car. A nice car. A Saab, in fact, that I had spent months researching and shopping for before purchasing. Then, one night during quarantine, while it was parked safely in my driveway, some drunk jerk lost control of her fourteen year old minivan and totaled my beautiful Saab. I wanted to replace it, but with all of the shipping and supply issues, a new one hadn't arrived and since I was working from home, it didn't really matter much. Emma and Josie were in and out of my house all the time and were happy to either give me a ride to the store or pick things up for me and Opie's Lexus was around in the evenings, as a rule. So, being without a car was not as crippling for me as it might have been for someone else.

Back to the story - Jim had drawn up beautiful plans for both our yard and Emma's.

"Oh, now I want to live down here," Josie pouted. "I feel so left out of the club."

"You're five minutes away," Emma tsk-ed.

"Yeah, but my yard is all pine tree needles. I wonder if Sam would consider moving down here."

Emma shook her head. "You know that selling a house in the first five years is the worst possible..."

"Oh, shut up," Josie said in her best spoilt little sister voice. "If something connected to Opie and Kim's property comes on the market, tell me immediately."

Jim looked up. "Who's Opie?"

"PJ," we all said in unison.

"Long story," Emma smiled. "Family nickname."

"Oh," he said, then moved on. "So, do you ladies like everything on the plans?"

"I certainly love what you've drawn up for my yard," Emma said. "I liked what was there, but this is so much better."

"It's great, Jim," I said. "When can you start?"

He handed me a contract and said, "Well, why don't you talk it over with PJ and let me know if you're both happy with everything..."

I took the contract and stood. "Let me take this to my office, Jim." I smiled. "Give me a moment to read it over and scan it. I handle the household accounts, not PJ."

"Well, then we can start on Wednesday or Thursday. I'm assuming that the walkway is your priority, so I'll start there."

"Oooooo" both Emma and Josie said, feigning being impressed. "SHE handles the household accounts, now."

"Damned right," I smiled. "Hey, you haven't seen my office! Come on back. You, too, Jim."

They all loved the way the little office looked. Josie complimented me on the pretty pictures of flowers and herbs.

I read through the contract and all the numbers added up. So, I signed it and took out the check book and wrote a check for the amount of the deposit. Then took out my iPad and opened a scanner app.

"Oh, I'll give you a hard copy," Jim said.

"I know," I said, "but you'll give me a pink copy and the white copy scans better. I like everything to be available in a virtual file. Usually, I'd do this with my printer, but it's not here, yet."

I scanned the contract and the check and handed them to Jim, then shook his hand. "Thank you, Jim."

"My pleasure, Kim," he smiled as he handed me a hard copy of the contract. "See you later in the week."

We drove back to my place. Emma and Josie had to do some realtor business, so I found a box and packed up what I needed. Mostly, it was just cooking accoutrements and place settings, but I also ran up to my bureau and grabbed a couple of things that my mother had left me. Things I hadn't really thought much about since she'd passed away when I was very young.

I had everything waiting on the front stoop when the girls returned. So, we put them in the trunk of the car and headed back to The Brookfields.

We did stop on the way to pick up the ingredients for Opie's favorite dinner - spaghetti and meatballs. For someone with no Italian heritage, I actually made a pretty good red sauce and I'd grabbed a few jars of previously made sauce from our freezer at the old house. I got some good ground beef and ground pork for the meatballs and some spaghetti.

Then we hit The Mill for visit to the lingerie shop that had started it all. To say that the proprietress was shocked with how I now presented myself would have been a gross understatement. She just kept staring at me while she got the items I requested.

We also stopped at a jewelry store to pickup a couple of things I needed and have them deal with a. Issue I was having.

As we headed out, I did stop at a kitchen specialty shop to get a good colander, something I'd never had before. While we were there, Emma and Josie insisted that I also purchase two very frilly bib aprons - and it was actually a good thing that I did, because one of them did end up in the laundry that evening with splatters of red-sauce all over it. It never bothered me when I got a little splatter on a tee shirt, but I would really have felt terrible to have gotten anything on one of my new dresses. I don't even know why I felt that way. I knew how to do laundry.

We made one more stop at a shop in the village just a few blocks down the hill from our new homes. It was a bicycle shop. The man who ran the shop was very happy to sell us three very pretty, and somewhat expensive, classic looking, women's bicycles with classic baskets on the front. We each got our own pastel color. Josie's was pink, of course, Emma's was lilac and mine was sort of sea-foam-green. The bikes would need to be assembled, of course, so I paid for them and he agreed to drop them off at my house the next afternoon.

I was home just in time to get my meatballs into the oven. While they baked, I set the dining room table and put out the candles I'd bought at The Mill. I'd spent a stupid amount of money on the candle holders, but I didn't have time to go shopping and I wanted to have a romantic diner ready when Opie got home.

Soon, the water was boiling and my sauce was warming. The meatballs were cooked and I put them into the sauce for the last few minutes.

I used a soup tureen that Opie and I had bought at an estate sale years ago to put the pasta and meatballs and sauce in. Then placed it on the dining room table.

I had made some garlic bread, so I sliced that and put it into a nice Nantucket basket that I lined with a new, very pretty, tea towel.

The meal was carb heavy, I know, but it was a special night and that was her favorite meal.

Finally, I opened a bottle of red wine and let it breathe.

Before Opie arrived, I checked my hair and makeup, did a little damage control, then, as I heard Opie pull into the driveway, I lit the candles and dimmed the lights about halfway and waited.

When she came in the front door she called, "Honey, I'm home!" In a vain attempt to be funny.

"I'm in the dinning room," I called back.

"The dinning room?" She asked. "What's the occasion? Whoa..." she saw the table all set up and stopped in her tracks. "It's not our anniversary or either of our birthdays... I know I'm not pregnant, and unless there's something you're not telling me, I don't think you are, so... I give up. What's the occasion?"

"Just come in and eat," I smiled.

"Ok," she shrugged, pulling off her suit coat. "By the way, you look beautiful."

That felt nice. "Thank you, Opie. Give me your plate."

She loved the dinner and told me all about acclimating to her new job. She seemed to really like the new challenges.

"That was delicious, honey," she said as she mopped up the last of her sauce with a bit of garlic bread. "That's my favorite meal."

"I know." I got up and grabbed a few presents I had set aside before she got home. "Here. I got you a few presents today. Open up the biggest one first."

She looked confused. "Presents? Why?"

"Just open them."

When she tore the paper off of the box and saw the name of the lingerie store she stopped and looked at me. "I don't understand."

"We had a deal. If I wore the night gown for a week, you'd get something silky and sexy to wear, too."

She sighed. "Kim... I thought we'd gotten past this..."

"Did I live up to my end of the deal?" I asked.

"Well, yes, but..."

"Open the box, Opie."

She shook her head and I'm sure she was preparing for a big fight, but she let out a sigh of relief when she found a very handsome pair of men's silk pajamas and a matching robe. "Thank you, Kimmy. They're really nice."

"I'm glad you like them," I grinned, knowing I'd made her sweat a little.

She opened up the smaller box and looked up at me, a little confused. "I don't get it? What are these?"

"They're wedding rings, obviously. I noticed that you stopped wearing yours. I assume it's because it's rather slender and feminine. Now, you'll have a big, manly wedding band like all the other boys. Here. Let me put yours on you." I took the larger of the two rings and held it above the ring finger of her left hand. "Paul James Reed, with this ring I take you as my wedded husband." I slid the ring onto her finger.

She looked at the ring on her finger and smiled. Then she looked at the smaller ring. She took that in her hand and then looked at me. "Does this mean that you're going to be my wife?"

I nodded. "But there are some conditions. No more lies. No more secrets. No more acting like an asshole and above all, you never, ever, ever act like you're the 'head of the household.' I never did that when I was the man and I won't stand for it as the woman. We are partners in this marriage, Penelope Jane. If you agree to my terms, I will never use that name again."

She smiled. "Of course I agree to that, honey. Give me your hand." She took my left hand and held the smaller ring above my third finger. Kimberley Bristol...

"No, no, no..." I interrupted her. "I think I'd rather be Kimberly Reed."

Opie smiled and I think her eyes watered up a little bit. "Thank you, Kimmy. Kimberly Reed... with this ring I take you as my wedded wife."

She started to put the ring on my finger and stopped. "What's that?"

I looked at my finger. "That's my mother's engagement ring. I got it out of my bureau today. I've been thinking a lot about her lately."

Opie nodded. "I can get you a nicer engagement ring, though, honey. This one is very small..."

"I know, Ope, but... I want this one. My dad never had much money and he was always very proud of having bought this for my mom. It was a little loose on my finger, but the jeweler was able to do something right there at the shop that tightened it up for me. I know it's a really small diamond, but... it's my mom and dad, you know? It's kind of like... I'm starting a new life... one that I'll never be able to share with them... and I don't want to leave them behind."

She nodded and kissed the tip of my finger, then ran the ring down to meet the engagement ring.
 

 

So, all of that was... what... a few months ago. What have I been doing with my time since then? Well, lots of painting! We've painted almost all of the rooms in our house and all of the rooms in Emma's too. We've also redecorated her little in-law building, which is now a beautiful office where she and Josie work everyday.

I work in my gardens and I love every second of that. Jim has taught me a lot and I watch shows and YouTube videos that teach me how to do all kinds of things. Next year, I'm planting a vegetable garden, too. I'm planning on rhubarb, lettuce, tomatoes, squash, zucchini, bell peppers, string beans... things like that

I keep an immaculate house, and I know that sounds housewife-ish, but I always did keep the house nice and neat, before. I just never got credit for it.

Most mornings, unless they have an early showing, Emma and Josie come over to the house for a light breakfast. Frequently, we will ride our bikes down into the village for lunch. We've gotten to know almost all of the shop owners, now. They call us 'The Reed Girls,' a label I love more than I can say.

I have not referred to Opie as 'she' since the night of our 'second wedding' when we put on our new rings. He is my husband and I love him dearly. He also works very hard to be considerate of the feelings of others and I think that has made him a better man.

I have not worn a pair of pants since the day that I first wore Emma's green tee shirt dress - except for my yoga pants which I wear for the classes I take with Emma and Josie on Tuesday and Thursday evenings. I'm getting pretty limber and I think it's actually helping me back here in my butt a bit.

Look, I'm not going to lie to you. This is not the life I expected, but it is a wonderful, charmed life that is filled with more joy and love than I ever expected I would ever or could ever find.

Opie and I used to live in a grey little world. Happy enough, but we didn't know what 'joy' was, really.

Now?

Now, we live more fully - and it's not the money. Sure that makes our life easier, but it's more than that. It's because we found ourselves and that helped us find each other and that helped us to explore the depths of our love in ways we never expected.

So, I know that your question was just a simple one - 'What brings you here, today? - My answer has been pretty long and meandering, but I think it's important that you understand that I'm not here on a whim. I'm here because I am serious about doing whatever I need to do to get breast implants and they tell me that it all starts with this psychological evaluation.

So... what else can I tell you?
 
THE END
 
 
Author's Addendum: It was a different way for me to write a piece. I really do hope you enjoyed this. Please let me know either way. ~Clara.

Tongue Tied - 1

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  • BridesMaid
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Tongue Tied: 1

by Clara
Copyright©2012, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Marybeth knows that her husband, Bob, cheated on her. He admits it, but he won't tell her whom he
cheated with. Marybeth has to know the truth, so she enlists a little witchcraft to get to the truth.


 
Author's Note: If this story touches you in any way, please leave me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Tongue Tied: 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 1
 

"Do you need any help with dinner?" Marybeth asked as she came in from her daily 6-mile run. Her short hair and five-foot-nine-inch, fit and shapely body covered in a sheen of sweat.

The words caught Bob by surprise - not just because Marybeth never offered to help in the kitchen, but because they were the first civil words that had been spoken in their house in the last 4 days since Marybeth had confronted him and accused him of cheating on her. He'd denied the accusations, but Marybeth had not relented. He continued to deny everything, but deep down he knew that he was guilty. He had cheated on Marybeth. Maybe not with the woman she'd mentioned, his business partner, Annie, but he had cheated and he was wracked with guilt about it. 23 years of happy marriage was disappearing right before his eyes and all because of one stupid, drunken mistake.

"Um, no. No, thank you. Everything's on schedule." They'd talked about cancelling tonight's dinner party, but they - well, really, Marybeth had decided that they would put on a brave face and have the party as planned. It was a business get together for her law firm associates and she didn't want anyone at work to know about her personal problems, so...

Bob had worked his butt off all day to get everything ready for tonight. He'd told Annie he would be taking the day off and he'd cleaned every inch of the house. Now, he had a gourmet dinner for eight people cooking right on schedule.

"Alright," Marybeth nodded. "Then, I will go take my shower." She started to leave, then turned back to Bob. "You know, I appreciate your help tonight." She paused and Bob could see that she had something important to say. "I really don't know where I stand on our relationship right now, but I have been thinking. We have 23 years invested in each other and Kathy off in college and, well, I know that I get wrapped up in my career - not that I am making excuses for you - but - I think we need to try to work on this. Maybe make some big changes, but try to make it all work again."

"Me, too." Bob said as a wave of relief flowed across him.

Marybeth walked to the shower and, as soon as she was out of his ear shot, she whispered, "Jackass."

Bob could hear the shower running upstairs as he finished up making the dinner. By 6:30, Marybeth was ready to receive her guests in her little black dress and 3 inch pumps. She always looked best in simple things. She wasn't a fancy-girl, or a girly-girl, but she was tall, and she was very fit. She was a competitive woman and her clothing represented her competitive nature - crisp and simple. She had started her own law firm when she was 30 and now, as she approached 45, she was a big deal in litigation circles.

Bob had gone upstairs to get changed into a sports coat and clean shirt. While adjusting his tie, he thought about the last few days and breathed a sigh of relief. Maybe everything would be alright if he could work things out with Marybeth. "Anything she wants," he said, quietly, "whatever it takes. Anything she wants."

He'd have to tell Annie about this tomorrow. All of the business assets were, of course, handled by Marybeth's firm and Annie was nervous that a divorce could ruin everything for their business, too. Annie and Bob had been best friends since they were infants. They grew up next door to each other. When Bob was 14, he started working for his mother's bridal shop, cleaning up and doing the heavy lifting. When Annie turned 16, she came to work at the shop, too. Over the years, she'd become one of the city's most sought after gown designers. When Bob's mother retired, Bob and Annie bought the business together and they had done very well. Bob handled the business end of things and ran their warehouse, while Annie was the creative force that brought in the money. They now employed 4 seamstresses.

Last year, the bridal shop turned a profit of nearly $200,000.00.

Last year, Marybeth's law firm turned a profit of nearly $4.5 million.

When Marybeth accused Bob of having an affair, she accused Annie of being the 'other woman'. Bob was shocked that Marybeth could even think that. Annie was more like his sister than a partner. The idea of a sexual relationship with Annie was absurd. He loved her, but - come on - Annie! No way!

Annie would have to wait for now. As he finished adjusting his tie, Bob could hear the first guests arriving downstairs.

When Bob reached the bottom of the stairs, he realized that only Myra had arrived. Myra was an associate at the firm who always made Bob uncomfortable. Myra and Marybeth had been college roommates and their teachers always saw Myra as the more talented one, but a drug problem in her late twenties and a reputation for sloppy work had slowed Myra's career to a crawl while Marybeth's was like a skyrocket. Back in their mid-twenties, Myra had sunk so deeply into substance abuse that she was living on the streets. Marybeth got a call from the police one night when they had arrested Myra on felony drug charges. Marybeth had put herself and everything she and Bob owned on the line to get Myra off the streets and back on track. She hired her to work at her new firm, first as a paralegal and then, after Myra had been readmitted to the bar association, as an associate. The story of Myra's fall and Marybeth's rescue was legendary and was told and retold in lawyer circles constantly.

Myra also had a bit of a goth thing going on. She loved 'New Age' Wiccan paraphernalia and whenever she was able to pull off and unexpected victory at work she called herself "The White Witch," a nickname that Marybeth thought was hilarious.

Bob nodded 'hello' and went to check things in the kitchen while Marybeth took Myra's jacket from her.

When she was sure that Bob was gone, Myra asked Marybeth "How are things going?" in a whisper.

"I told him that I want to work things out, but there would be some changes around here."

Myra smiled, "Indeed. Indeed." Then she showed Marybeth two small vials; one pink and one blue. "Here you go. I got these from my friend and she said that you need to drink the blue and give Bobby-Baby the pink. If you can put it into alcohol, it will get into the blood stream quicker and work faster, so tonight is a perfect opportunity to use it."

"Alright. Thank you." Marybeth smiled back at Myra and kissed her cheek. "So, we drink it and... what then?"

"Like I told you - once the potions are ingested, when you have sex with him, each time he comes, you will absorb more of his 'male essence'"

"Ok - meaning what. I mean, what does 'male essence' mean. I don't want to grow a dick or anything."

Myra smile and gave a little laugh. "No. Nothing like that, but he will be wishing his would grow, I'm sure. He'll grow younger and less potent with each ejaculation until, eventually, he has no more 'maleness' left in him. Then, his little friend will be so tiny, you'll have a hard time finding it. You may grow a little taller or stronger, but you will remain 100% female."

"Stronger, huh? That's not a bad side-effect, I guess."

"Yeah, that's just what you need. You're already the most competitive woman I have ever met. Making you stronger is like throwing gasoline on a fire."

"When you say he'll get younger, how young do you think he'll get? I'm not interested in changing diapers at my age."

"That depends. The spell works until his male essence is drained from him. He may be in his mid twenties - teens - pre-teens - there's no real way to tell, but if you stop having sex he will stop getting younger. I also had may friend add a little something to make him want to have sex with you, so he won't be reluctant when you come on to him. You should be able to get him excited, just by talking dirty to him."

"...and when I want to change him back?"

"We reverse the potions and the whole thing starts over again." Myra gave Marybeth a conspiratorial smile and they both gave an evil little giggle. "Fun, fun, fun!"

Just then, the doorbell rang again. Marybeth hid the vials near the wet-bar where she could grab them easily later and went to greet the rest of her guests.

It was a lovely party. All shop talk and inside jokes that Bob didn't get. Of course, Bob overheard the story of Myra's salvation at the hands of Marybeth several times. As the evening moved along, he kept himself busy and chatted here and there with some of the associates that he knew and charmed their spouses. As dinner ended and everyone settled into the living room, Marybeth handed Bob a glass of scotch and invited him to sit on the love seat with her. He was glad to have some normalcy return to their relationship and sat and enjoyed the warmth of the scotch flowing down his throat.

By midnight, the house was empty of guests. Bob was cleaning up the last of the dishes in the kitchen and Marybeth had started her nightly rituals upstairs. Tonight, she was making herself beautiful. New, sexy nightie, perfect hair and makeup. She was ready for him.

Bob put the last dish in the washer and, as he was turning out the lights, he realized that he was carrying around a very stiff member in his pants. "Geez," he thought, "I know it's been a while, but I am really turned on right now. I wish Marybeth and I were on better terms, right now."

He shut off the last light and headed up to the bedroom. As he turned the corner at the top of the stairs, he spotted Marybeth standing in the doorway. She was breathtaking!

"Um. Hi." He said.

"Hi. Come here, Bob. We need to work this out. Come on."

Bob took Marybeth in his arms. It was all a bit tentative at first, given the events of the last week, Bob wasn't sure where things stood between Marybeth and him and he didn't want to rush her. When they embraced, Bob realized that Marybeth must be wearing very tall heels because she was the same height as him, 6'1", and looked him right in the eye.

She leaned in to him and kissed his waiting lips. At first he just received the kiss without much response, but the kiss was warm and he wanted to return it, so he pressed harder into her lips. They kissed again and again before coming up for air.

"Wasn't that nice?" asked Marybeth with a playful smile.

"It was. I missed you."

"I know, but I'm here now. Come to bed."

As they walked and touched and fondled their way to the bed, Bob looked down and saw the tall bedroom slippers that Marybeth was wearing.

"Sexy slippers," he said.

"You know it!" She laughed back. "Sexy everything!" She turned to face him and she reached down and felt his hard penis through his pants. "Looks like you like a sexy, little wife - well, maybe not little..."

"...but definitely sexy, he finished."

Marybeth reached her hand between Bob's tucked in shirt and his belt and started massaging him through his under pants.

"How's that feel?"

"Wonderful"

"Take off your shirt."

Bob complied, while Marybeth continued to rub and softly pull. He tossed his shirt onto a chair and leaned in for another kiss.

"No, no." Marybeth stopped him. "Take off the rest of your clothes, now."

Bob eagerly complied. First he kicked off his shoes. Then he pulled down his pants and shorts and kicked them off, all the while, Marybeth had his member in her grasp. When he'd finished, he looked back at Marybeth and was a little taken aback to see that, now that he'd taken off his shoes, Marybeth was a little taller than him.

She noticed, too and smiled at him.

"Do tall women scare you?"

He smiled back and shook his head and finally got another kiss before Marybeth gave him a gentle push onto the bed. He laid back and she climbed onto him. Then she wrapped his penis up in her silky nightie and started rubbing him more aggressively.

Bob didn't know why he hadn't come yet, he was so turned on. He moaned and shifted and tried to reach the orgasm that was so close.

Finally, Marybeth raised herself above him and lowered herself onto his manhood. He entered and, again, let out a moan of excitement as she started raising and lowering her fit, hard-body.

Bob held out longer than he could have imagined and when he came, it seemed to last for minutes on end. Marybeth kept pumping up and down and Bob just kept coming and coming and coming.

At long last, Marybeth screamed and fell onto his chest. Both of them were sweating and breathing like they'd just finished running a marathon.

"Oh, my God!" Bob panted. "Oh, my God! That... That was unbelievable!" He was tingling all over his body.

Marybeth was shivering as she lay on him. Her eyes were rolling in her head and she said, "That was the most wonderful feeling I have ever had! Let's do it again."

Bob was shocked to find that he was hard again, so he took the top this time and it was even better the second time!

... and the third.

... and the fourth.
 
Chapter 2
 

Saturday morning came and Bob overslept. Marybeth had gone out for her early Saturday morning workout and run, so he rolled out of bed and ran into the shower, looked into the mirror, saw that he didn't need to shave, got dressed and pulled on his shoes. When he stood up, things weren't quite right. Nothing huge, just his pants seemed just a little too loose and a little too long. Same thing with his shirt. Worst of all, when he started to walk out the door, his shoes were so loose that he nearly walked out of them.

"Arrgg, I don't have time for this!" He complained to himself. Mondays through Fridays, Bob usually went to work in khakis and a polo shirt, but Saturdays he worked on the sales floor with Annie, so he always dressed in a suit. He pulled off his shoes, stuffed a couple of tissues into the toes, put them back on, grabbed his suit coat and hustled out to the car.

"Well, look who finally dragged his butt into work, today." Annie called out as Bob entered the bridal shop. "You're always here before me. Here we are, 10 minutes before we open and our sleepy-headed friend finally wanders in."

Bob smiled at the ribbing Annie was giving him. Annie was hanging up a bridesmaid's gown on a rack as he came up behind her. He gave her a quick hug from behind and a peck on the cheek. "I was going to take the whole day off, but I knew that you couldn't get by without me, so I came in to help you out."

To say that Bob and Annie were best friends would be a huge understatement. They were closer than most husbands and wives were. Although they were not related, they had been raised as if they were brother and sister. Their mothers were best friends and they lived right next door to each other. Their back doors were less than 50 feet away from each other.

Annie and Marybeth were polar opposites. Marybeth was all business, tall, slender, boyish. She wore elegant, tailored suits, frequently tailored by Annie, and she liked to be seen at high-society gatherings. Annie was all sweetness and smiles, short at 5'4", curvy and a girly girl who loved dresses, lace and silk. Annie was always in a pretty little dress, she claimed that it was just part and parcel of running a bridal shop, but Bob knew her better than that. He knew that Annie loved the lace and ribbons. He teased her that she liked the bridal shop because it was like dressing life sized dolls every day.

In short, Bob loved Annie like a twin sister and Marybeth like a wife. Both women got along well together, but, secretly viewed the other as a bit of a rival. Annie frequently referred to Marybeth as "the other woman."

"Are we ready to open up, then?" Bob asked as he pulled his suit coat on. He buttoned the jacket and both he and Annie noticed that the coat was very loose on him.

Annie took hold of the coat-front and looked at how loose it was. "Losing weight, handsome? I can take this in for you if you'd like."

"Hmmm. That's odd. I haven't been dieting, if anything, I've been eating too much."

"Well, your jacket thinks you've been hitting the gym. If I have a minute later, I will take it in for you. If not, I'll do it Monday for you. Alright, ladies," she called out to the rest of the staff, "let's open up this place! We have brides to make beautiful, today!"

While one of the ladies opened the doors, Bob took Annie into his office and told her how he and Marybeth had talked a bit last night and they were going to try to work things out. "She said we'd need to make some changes, but she wants to work things out. I tell you, Annie, whatever she wants - I will do it."

"Phew!" Said Annie, "That is a relief. Just keep your zipper shut from now on, please, Bobby, please!"

"Annie. It was such a stupid thing for me to do. I wish I could tell you about it, but I just can't. I am so ashamed of the whole thing."

"Well, good... you should be. You know that I love you, Bobby, but I love Marybeth, too and she is a good woman. You guys have been through a lot and she deserves your fidelity."

Bob let out a little laugh. "My fidelity!? You even use flowery words. Anyone else would have used trust, or faithful, or devotion. Not, Annie, though. Annie says 'fidelity'.

"And she means, it, buddy." She gave him a hug followed by a little punch to his gut. "I'm glad you guys are ok. Now, come on, stud, let's go make the world a prettier place." She gave him another kiss on the cheek and they headed out onto the sales floor to start a busy day.

"You make them prettier, Blondie," Bob joked, " I just take their money."

Annie giggled. "You know what I always say, 'Every woman in the world is my own, personal Barbie doll and I love making them look pretty.'"

At 6pm, they closed up the shop. It had been a good day - lots of customers and, most of them were very satisfied. As the ladies covered their sewing machines and headed for the door, Annie spotted Bob shutting off the lights and she remembered the suit coat needed alterations.

"Hold on! I need to fix your jacket."

"Annie," Bob sighed, "I'm exhausted. Can't this wait till Monday?"

"Tell you what," Annie smiled, "I'll mark the alterations quickly and do it at home. Tomorrow, when I come over for dinner, I'll bring it with me?"

"Are you coming to dinner?" Bob asked, more than a little surprised.

Annie shook her head at Bob. "Honey, Kathy invited me, remember? She said she wanted us all together for an announcement."

"Holy cow! I completely forgot about dinner. It's been such a terrible week... At least it ended well. Ok. I'll see you about 4:30, then."

That night, when Bob got home, Marybeth had dinner on the table in the dining room. That was very unusual. In the entire time that they'd been married, Marybeth hadn't made diner more than a dozen times.

"Wow, I'm impressed!" Bob laughed when he saw the spread on the table.

Marybeth came in from the kitchen. She looked great in black slacks and a new, silk top that showed more cleavage than she usually liked.

"The meal looks great! You look great, too!" Bob told her.

"I have to admit, I did have some help with this meal. Myra was here until a few minutes ago." She walked over to Bob and gave him and unusually long hug while she examined his height and weight. Yes, he was definitely a little bit smaller and shorter than last night.

"You're wearing tall heels tonight." Bob remarked as he took his seat. Marybeth just smiled in reply.

Bob wasn't all that hungry, which was strange since he'd only had a couple of cups of coffee all day, but he ate what he could of the dinner. Marybeth devoured her meal, though.

While Marybeth cleared the table and Bob loaded the washer, Marybeth was constantly groping Bob's butt and even his crotch. Sometimes, she even squeezed his chest.

When the last dish was loaded into the washer, Bob turned around and found Marybeth standing in the doorway wearing just her camisole and panties. He was immediately stiff at the sight of her. "Come here." She said.

Bob walked to her and she quickly, but seductively undressed him. When she'd pulled off his shoes and pants, she knelt in front of him and, without a word, took him in her mouth. She was enthusiastic and quickly he was fighting back the need to come. Knowing how Marybeth hated it if he came in his mouth, he warned he that he couldn't hold back, but she seemed to be in a trance and just kept at it until, finally, he exploded. Even then, she kept working him until he was drained.

When, at last, she finished, she stood and embraced him again. That was when he noticed that he only came up to the height of her nose. "Hey, did you grow a few inches, lately?" he asked, but she just smiled at him and kissed him hard, forcing him to pull his head back and look up at her. When she grabbed hold of his member and started working him back to another erection, all of his concerns disappeared. She led him up to their bed and the next two hours were a blur of erections and ejaculations interrupted briefly by the sounds of moans and occasional screams of euphoria.
 
Chapter 3
 

Bob didn't wake on Sunday until just after noon. Marybeth, of course, had gone for a run, so he jumped out of bed, which seemed unusually high, showered, threw on some sweats and a tee shirt and ran downstairs to begin to get ready for this afternoon's get-together.

Kathy had met a young man at Yale and things looked to be getting a little serious. He was doing a semester abroad in France, but they were still a serious couple, Bob had an idea about why Kathy wanted to have a family diner, including Annie, tonight.

When Kathy was in elementary, middle and high school, she spent every afternoon at the shop with Annie who was like a second mom for her. Kathy would run into Bob's office and do her homework as quickly as possible at his desk every afternoon. Then she would join Annie in her work area where she learned how to sew and bead fabric almost as well as Annie could.

Now, Kathy was 21 and, as hard as it was to get his head around, Bob was pretty sure that Kathy was going to drop a pretty big bomb at dinner tonight.

By 2pm, Marybeth had made it back home. She came into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water out of the refrigerator. Then, after drinking nearly the whole bottle in one swig, she said, "I broke my personal best today."

"That's great, honey!" Said Bob and he turned to give her a kiss. He was taken aback by how much taller than he Marybeth had suddenly become, but her kiss became overwhelming for him. He closed his eyes and let her take control while he lost himself in the warmth of her mouth.

When the kiss ended, Bob remained where he was for a moment longer than she did and Marybeth moved back and said, "Is Annie coming today?"

Bob shuddered and woke from his trance. "Yes, she'll be her by 4:30 for cocktails before the meal."

"We need to talk about Annie, Bob. Was it her... you know... was it her that you cheated on me with?"

Bob sighed, "Mare, I told you, Annie is like my sister. It isn't even possible for me to think about her like that."

"Ok. Ok. I'm going to be honest with you, Bob; I really don't believe you. You spend all day, every day with her and I know that I can't trust you, so... what am I meant to think? I know that you had an affair. Annie is the most obvious person for you to have cheated with."

"I... Marybeth... I wish I could talk about this, but I honestly can't."

"Why not!?"

"I just can't bring myself to yet. I am sorry. Please believe me - Annie is completely innocent of anything. She loves you and Kathy and me and she wants to be here, with us, her family, tonight. Please, Mare, please!"

"Listen, Robert, I can't believe anything you say anymore, and I'll have you know...." Marybeth was yelling, but she stopped and took a long deep breath. "Alright! Alright. I'm done. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have started this now. This is Kathy's party. Let's focus on that, but there are changes coming my little friend - there are changes coming. For now, though, let's put it all aside, ok?"

"Yeah," Bob sighed, on the verge of tears. "I'm sorry, Marybeth."

"I'll be down when I'm showered, dressed and ready." And she was gone.

At 4:30, the doorbell rang. Bob was upstairs trying desperately to find anything that would fit him. Why was everything so big on him? Finally, he turned up the legs on a pair of chinos and threw on a polo shirt and tucked it in. Marybeth, looking tall and beautiful in a brand new silk suit, opened the door to let Annie in. Annie was her usual, adorable self in a lace dress and three inch heels and she was carrying a suit coat over her arm.

The women greeted each other cordially and exchanged pecks on each other's cheeks. As Bob came down the stairs, Marybeth was handing Annie a glass of white wine.

"Hi, ladies," Bob smiled at them both, glad to see them together and praying that the evening would go well.

"Hi, Bobby," Annie smiled. Bob hated being called 'Bobby' by anyone, but Annie had called him that since she was able to talk. "Here, I brought your jacket."

"Thanks," and Bob tried it on. "Hmmm." He smiled. "I think you mismeasured" If anything, the jacket was even bigger.

"That can't be right," Annie said with great concern. She walked to Bob and pulled on the sleeves of the jacket to straighten them. She looked carefully at Bob and said, "Marybeth, if I didn't know better, I'd swear that Bob is smaller today than yesterday."

"What do you mean, smaller?" Marybeth laughed. "Like he's losing weight? That's a good thing, isn't it?"

"No, I mean smaller. Thinner. Slighter. Shorter, even."

"That's crazy," Bob said.

"Yes, that's crazy," said Marybeth. "People don't get smaller."

Annie was about to pursue this further when the front door opened and Kathy came in shouting, "I'm home! Well, for a few hours, anyway!"

Kathy skipped into the living room and hugged everyone in turn.

"Hi, mom! Hi, daddy, ooo, you've gotten thin! And Auntie Annie, I'm so glad you're here!"

As Kathy released Annie, Annie noticed the new ring on the third finger of Kathy's left hand. It was a huge diamond. Annie grabbed hold of Kathy's hand and held it up for everyone to see.

"Oh, my God! Oh, my God! Look!" and Annie burst into tears.

"I know! I know! That's my surprise! I'm engaged, everyone!"

A massive group hug broke out. Annie and Kathy had tears streaming down their faces. Marybeth smiled and then she noticed that Bob was crying tears of joy along with Annie and Kathy. This made her smile even more broadly.

As they ate dinner, Kathy told them all about how here fiancé, Richard, had flown home for his grandmother's 80th birthday party and surprised Kathy with the ring and proposal. "Of course, I said 'yes!' Oh, I love him so much!" They chose a date 18 months away, just after graduation.

"Oh, I am so happy for you, sweet heart." Bob told Kathy. "You are going to be a beautiful bride." And Marybeth could see the tears of joy - soft, sweet, feminine tears of joy, flowing down his cheeks.

"Damn right she'll be beautiful!" joked Annie. "I've been designing wedding dresses for her since she was 3 days old!"

When everyone was seated, Bob looked around at Kathy, Marybeth and Annie and saw how happy everyone seemed at the moment. It had been such a terrible week, but now, everything seemed healed and better. Then he said a little prayer of thanks that he had all of his girls with him, today.

The rest of the dinner was a blur of discussions of dress styles, colors, hair styles. Things that, even before Bob had started changing, he knew much more about than Marybeth did. She sat back and enjoyed the chatter, but kept her eyes on Bob. He was definitely different. More like a mother than a father.

After dinner, while Bob cleared the table, Annie grabbed a tape measure out of her purse and took a few of Kathy's measurements. Of course, she knew them by heart, but it was part of the process. Kathy was built more like Annie than Marybeth. Shorter (5'6"), more shapely (hips and bust) than Marybeth and long, yellow hair. She was a perfect blend of all the best parts of Marybeth and Annie - her two moms.

By 9:30, Annie and Kathy were both headed home and Bob and Marybeth were headed to the bedroom. Marybeth seductively removed her suit and stood by her bureau dressed in her matching lace bra and panty set and her very high heels. She raised her right hand and with her first finger, she summoned Bob to her.

Bob was rock hard as he approached her. He was wearing his usually bedtime clothes: a baggy tee shirt and boxer - both were much baggier than usual. As Marybeth hugged him to her, he was one-hundred-percent certain that he was smaller than he had been a few days ago.

"Marybeth," He whispered. "I think I need a doctor."

"What?" She giggled as she reached into his boxers and pulled him to her using his penis as a handle. "There's nothing wrong with you. Look how big and strong you are."

"Mare," He struggled to keep focused on what he wanted to say, but being this near to her and feeling her hand on his member made it very difficult. "2 days ago, I was at least 2 inches taller than you. Now, I only come up to your chin."

Marybeth laughed a little more and half carried Bob to the bed. He lost all thoughts of everything else as she spread his legs and knelt between them, threw on leg over each of her shoulders and started kissing his crotch. Finally, she took him in her mouth, completely into her mouth all at one time. She'd never done this before. Bob was laying like a woman getting an internal exam with his knees in the air while she brought him to orgasm after orgasm - sucking him and groping his breasts. Eventually, he couldn't stand it anymore and he just passed out while Marybeth continued to enjoy herself at his expense.

She was bringing him to his second orgasm when she started to notice that his penis felt smaller in her mouth. She sat back and looked at him. He was changing right there before her eyes. It looked like he was having small convulsions and he was getting smaller and smaller as she watched.

"I guess that the changes become quicker as I drain him of his essence." She smiled a wicked smile as breasts budded and grew on his chest. "I wish I had brought my phone to record this. This is absolutely amazing." His hair was growing out at an amazing rate as his nose shortened and turned, ever so slightly, upward.

"Aww. So pretty." And she cuddled up beside him and went to sleep.
 
Chapter 4
 

Marybeth was pouring her first Monday morning cup of coffee when she heard the scream from her bedroom. As she was dressing in another new suit that morning, that was already a little tight on her, she'd watched Bob sleeping. He'd really started to change! He was much smaller than when they'd gone to bed, his face looked like he was a teenager - a female teenager at that! Maybe 18 or 19 years old. He'd grown breasts, too. Not huge, but a large A or small B cup. She was very happy that he'd woken before she'd had to leave for work.

"Marybeth!? Are you still home!? Marybeth!?"

She sauntered to the foot of the stairs and casually called up to him, "I'm here, Bob! What is it? I have to leave in a minute."

She heard Bob running to the stairs and then saw him bouncing down them as he ran. Pert little breasts bouncing in time with the boyish looking penis. She had to smile.

Bob was unaware of the smile and just was babbling, "Mare, I need you to take me to the emergency room, please! Look at me! I need a doctor!"

As he reached the bottom of the stairs, Marybeth grabbed hold of him and wrapped him in a hug. Both were shocked to see that he barely reached her breasts. "Shh. Calm down. You don't need a doctor, honey, you need me. I did this to you."

Bob immediately became still. "What?" He whispered. "You? Why would you do this to me? How could you do this to me?"

"Aww, you're confused, well, sit down on the couch and listen to me carefully." Bob sat and grabbed a lap blanket to cover himself. Marybeth sat next to him and took his hands in hers. When she spoke, it was in a very condescending tone, as if she was speaking to a child.

"Now, Bob, you know that you hurt me by cheating on me, right?"

He nodded, still confused.

"Well, now, I am hurting you, sweet heart. You brought this on yourself. I found someone to help me with a little magic spell that seems to be working REALLY, REALLY WELL!" She let out a little giggle as she ran her fingers through his much longer and much blonder hair. "All you have to do is tell me all about your cheating - everything, about your cheating - and I will change you back. Confess everything and I will decide how long to keep you like this before you get to be 'Big Bob, the Bridal Boy' again. Don't tell me and you may find yourself looking at the world from a much different perspective."

"Magic?"

"Yes, sweetheart, magic. What else could have done this to you? Now, do you have something to tell me?"

He nodded and Marybeth had to smile at the way the blonde hair bounced when he did so.

"Go ahead."

Bob looked her in the eyes and tried to speak. He gathered all of his thoughts and was ready to tell Marybeth everything. He braced himself took a deep breath, then opened his mouth, but nothing came out. Then the tears came in torrents. He was crying so hard, he could hardly breathe, let alone speak.

Marybeth waited patiently until it was obvious that Bob wasn't going to come clean.

"Alright. I have to get to work, so..." She said as she got up from the couch. "This is your decision, Bob. The longer you make me wait, the smaller, weaker and girlier you are going to get. You want to end up crawling around in a diaper, that's fine with me, but, if I were you, I'd cut my losses and deal with this today. Right here. Right now."

Bob just cried and hugged himself as she left with a shrug.

Annie was catching up on some sewing. As always, Annie was dressed in lace and satin and her hair was pulled back in a black velvet scrunchie. The shop was closed on Monday's, but Annie and Bob usually came in anyway and caught up on their work. She was sewing a tulle petticoat into a bridesmaid's gown when she heard the bell on the front door ring indicating that someone had just entered.

"Must be Bobby," She thought. She walked to the front of the shop and saw a young woman, certainly no older than 18, locking the front door. The girl was disheveled, her long blonde hair was a mess and she was wearing baggy sweat pants and a Minnie Mouse tank top that was also too big on her.

"Um, miss... the shop is closed today. You're going to have to come back tomorrow."

The young woman hung her head. "Annie it's me."

"Who?"

Bob sighed. He was at least 2 inches shorter than Annie and with her hair hanging down, Annie couldn't see her face. "It's me. Bob. I know how strange this looks, but I swear it's me."

Annie looked confused and pushed the girl's hair back from her face. She looked at the girl and suddenly it became familiar. "Oh, my God!! Bobby!?!?!? It is you!!!! What the hell is going on?"

Bob told her everything he knew about Marybeth and the spell and how she threatened to make him even smaller if he didn't tell her everything about his affair. At first, Annie didn't believe it, but the evidence was right there in front of her. Magic? That was absurd. Yet, there was Bobby and he'd changed in ways that science could never possibly explain.

"Bobby, you have to tell her."

"I want to, but I just can't do it! I can't even tell you, Annie, and I've known you my whole life! I am so scared, Annie! I need help! Please help me, Annie! Please!"

"Oh, Bobby," Annie sighed and hugged his head to her breasts. "Here is what you HAVE to do. Tonight, when Marybeth comes home, you have to sit down with her and tell her everything."

"I know. I know. I will try."

They sat in silence for a minute or more. Without a word, Annie got up and went to her purse. She returned with a hair brush and started brushing out Bob's hair.

"What are you doing?" He asked.

"You have to get control of yourself, Bob. Frankly, you look awful and you need to look as if you are in control when you talk to Marybeth."

She continued to brush and when she'd straightened and smoothed it all, she pulled out her scrunchie and used it to pull Bob's hair back into a high ponytail.

"There. Doesn't that feel better?"

Bob nodded and wiped his tears from his cheeks.

"It sure looks better! Now, where did you get those clothes?"

"They're Kathy's. I was looking for anything that might fit and she is the closest to my current size in our house."

"Did you intentionally take the ugliest things that she owned or was that just dumb luck."

"I just grabbed comfortable things."

"Well, you can be comfortable and look nice and, by the way, even though your boobs are small, you still need a bra."

"Why?"

"Because your nipples are standing at attention, my friend, and a bra will cover that. Come with me."

Annie led Bob to the lingerie section of the shop where they stalked bras, panties, camisoles, etc. Annie took a simple, white bra with a little lace around the edges off the rack and held it up to Bob's chest.

"This should do just fine. Take off the gawd-awful shirt and put this on."

Bob hesitated.

"Oh, you can't be serious!? I have seen you shirtless a million times and I see women shirtless every day. There is nothing under that shirt that I don't know about, Bobby. Take it off."

Bob did as instructed and Annie helped him with the bra. Then she grabbed a pair of matching panties and told him to take off the sweats. "I can see that you went 'commando' sweetie, and, just like your nipples, I'm seeing more than I need to see. These pants are tap-pants, so they'll fit you like boxers. Come on."

Bob took the panties, but turned his back for a little modesty as he slipped the sweats off and the panties on.

"Now, we need something simple for you that you can be comfortable in."

Bob realized that they only sold dresses and this was not a road he wanted to go down. "Annie, I can just put the sweats back on."

"Like Hell you can! You're not leaving this shop looking like an unmade bed. Street people dress better than that. If you don't want to look completely defeated when you talk to Marybeth, you need to look like an adult - or at least a grown-up young lady. Here; this is the simplest dress style we sell. Just a plain, off-white sheath."

Bob tried it on. It had a silky lining and fit his new shape beautifully. "Wow."

"Wow, indeed. I know what I am doing, you know. Now, you need shoes, too. Here." They were soft, 'ballet slippers' that matched the color of the sheath. "I would give you something firmer, but these are the only heel-less shoes in the shop. They'll do nicely."

Then, Annie walked Bob to the mirrors. He was mesmerized by the reflection. He was a very pretty, young woman in a very pretty dress. He didn't look as freakish as he had when he'd come in. He looked quite nice. Pretty.

The other thing that Bob found odd, was looking up to talk to Annie. He'd been so much taller than her his whole life and now she dwarfed him.

Annie gave him a long pep-talk about how to approach Marybeth and made it clear to him that it was do-or-die time for him. "Tell her the truth, Bobby. That's all she wants and she deserves it, doesn't she?"

Bob nodded.

"Now, I will drive you home..."

"I can drive myself. I drove here."

"Bobby, you look nothing like your license, so just listen to me, I will drive you home and we'll call to have dinner delivered. When Marybeth comes in, invite her to dinner and start things off slowly. Don't hurt her feelings and, above all, TELL HER THE TRUTH!!!! Let's go." She took his hand and led him out to her car.

Meanwhile...

""Whoa! You are getting to be one buff bitch!" Myra exclaimed with unabashed enthusiasm as she checked out Marybeth's flexed biceps. They were in Marybeth's office. It was the first time that Myra had noticed Marybeth's muscle growth. She wasn't manly, per say, just very buff. "If you're this big, how's 'the little woman' doing?"

"Myra, I wish that you could have seen him this morning! He was about 5' or 5'1" and had the prettiest little boobs that were freaking him out like you would not believe."

"So, have you freaked him out enough to make him come clean, yet?"

Marybeth shook her head. "No. I think that tonight's the night, though. He's pretty scared. If it were me, I'd give up and tell the truth before things went too far."

"Well, don't start feeling sorry for him. Remember, he did what he did and if I hadn't seen him with that woman and told you about it, he would have gotten away with it! Make him pay, boss. Make him pay!"

The dining room table was set. The house was clean. The dinner had been delivered from one of the best restaurants in town. Everything was ready.

Bob sitting in a kitchen chair while Annie ran a brush through his hair one last time before her cab arrived.

"Are you ready to face Marybeth?"

"No, not at all, but I will force myself to do it. I promise."

"Ok. I better get out of here before she gets home. Finding me here would just make things worse." She gave him a peck on the cheek. "You know I love you, right? If you need anything, just call me."

Annie hadn't been gone five minutes when Marybeth came in the front door.

"Hi, honey! I'm home!" She called sarcastically from the foyer. When she walked into the dining room, she was more than a little surprised to find everything set and a meal ready to serve. "Look at this! My little lady has been a busy girl, today!" She was laughing until Bob walked into the room in his dress and looking as pretty as a picture.

As soon as she saw him, she knew that Annie had dressed him. "So," She took a long, irritated breath, "you ran to Annie, did you?" There was menace in her voice. Bob noticed that she was a lot broader than she had been. Was she changing, too? "This is just too much."

"Who else could I turn to? I don't have any other friends who would understand. At least she gave me something to wear."

"Indeed she did. Do you like dresses, now, little girl? - Oh, wait! Your whole life has been about dresses and frills and lace! Maybe I am giving you what you want! That's it, isn't it? Deep down inside - you always wanted to be a girl like your best friend, Annie, didn't you?"

"No!"

"Like hell! Well, I am glad that I could help you out, you bastard! You like this look! Fine, you can keep it!"

"Mare!..."

"Shut up." She cocked her hand as if she was going to slap him, but held up when she realized how weak and vulnerable he had become. Tears were running down his cheeks. He was scared to death.

Good.

She took a deep breath.

"Ok, let's cool this off. Sit down."

Bob sat in a chair on the side of the table, folded his hands in his lap and looked down at them. Marybeth sat at the head of the table, leaned back and looked at the ceiling while she cooled off for a moment.

No one spoke or made a sound for a solid minute.

Then, Marybeth took a deep breath, let it out noisily and started the conversation they both had been preparing all day.

"You know why I did this to you, right."

Bob nodded without looking up.

"Did you cheat on me?"

He nodded, again.

"Was it an affair?"

His head remained down as he shook it slowly from side to side.

"One night?"

He nodded, again.

"Was it Annie"

He shook his head again.

"Who then."

Bob took a deep breath and tried to form her name in his mind, but nothing came. He looked to Marybeth with tears in his eyes and tried again. He stuttered and grunted, but nothing came out. His eyes grew wide and he tried and he tried, but nothing came out.

Marybeth's expression never changed.

Finally, Bob just wept. Deep, soul wrenching sobs came out of his mouth as his head fell forward again and his bare shoulders shook from his weeping.

Marybeth watched him with a mix of pity, disdain and disappointment. Maybe she did still love him; she thought she probably did, but he had cheated on her. God damn it, that was the worst thing a man could do to a woman or a woman to a man. This was deserved! She was the victim here!

She let him weep for a few more minutes, but when he didn't offer any information, she finally spoke.

"You know, I like the way you look, now. Little. Pretty. Vulnerable. Maybe we're on to something, here." And she let out a small snicker. "Are you wearing make up?"

Bob shook his head from side to side.

"Come here. Let me see your face."

Bob stood in front of her. Seated, she was still much taller than him. She took a napkin from the table and wiped the tears from his face as he tried to gain control of himself.

"Wow. You would have made a pretty girl. What a pity."

Then she put down the napkin and took Bob by the shoulders. When she spoke, her voice was controlled, but commanding.

"Are you wearing panties?"

He nodded.

"Are they silky?"

He nodded again.

"Do they feel nice on your little, tiny thingy?"

His penis had leapt to life and he blushed, but nodded, again.

"I bet it does. And your silky bra; how does that feel? Nice?"

He nodded again.

She moved her hands to his breasts and started massaging them. Bob's eyes rolled to the back of his head and he moaned. He could feel his penis growing harder and rubbing in his panties. Eventually, he began to softly buck his pelvis forward as his excitement grew.

Marybeth stopped for a moment while she moved the dishes behind Bob out of the way. Then she picked him up and sat him on the edge of the table. She laid him back so that his legs were hanging off of the edge, then lifted his rump and hiked his dress up to his hips exposing his lacy, white panties.

She left out a small laugh at the panties and then started rubbing him through the silky material. Despite his erection, in Marybeth's huge hand, his penis felt like it was no larger than a boy's.

It didn't take more than a couple of minutes to get Bob thrusting as hard as he could against her hand. She kept him going until he came with an explosive and violent series of thrusts. As he soiled the lace and silk of his panties, he passed out, again.

When she finished, she stood and looked at him, splayed across the dining room table in a dress and panties. "You had your chance little man. You forced me to take this further."

His body was bouncing with small convulsions as his transformations began again. Marybeth watched in rapt fascination until his convulsions stopped. She left him where he was and went to bed.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Tongue Tied - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Preteen or Intermediate

Taxonomy upgrade extras: 

  • Accidental Change
  • Age regression
  • Authoritarian
  • BridesMaid
  • Diapers or Little Girls
  • Magical Transformations
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Revenge
  • Sexual Punishment
  • Sweet / Sentimental

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Tongue Tied: 2

by Clara
Copyright©2012, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Marybeth knows that her husband, Bob, cheated on her. He admits it, but he won't tell her whom he
cheated with. Marybeth has to know the truth, so she enlists a little witchcraft to get to the truth.


 
Author's Note: If this story touches you in any way, please leave me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Tongue Tied: 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 5
 

It was well past noon and Annie felt like she was losing her mind. No word from Bob. She thought about taking a ride to his house, but if things had gone well and Bob and Marybeth were celebrating, then the last thing that they would want would be Annie showing up to spoil the mood - or, worse, upsetting Marybeth again.

"If I don't hear from him by 4, I'm going to go bang on his door and find out what is going on!" She resolved.

Just then, her phone chimed indicating that she was receiving a text message. She grabbed the phone and read.

Please come get me! MB is at the office!

"Thank God he's ok." Annie thought. She grabbed her purse and ran out the door calling back to the ladies in the shop that she'd be back as soon as she could.

She pulled up in Bob's driveway and was shocked to see a small, thin girl of about 12 years old running from the door to her car. This child couldn't have been more than four feet tall - if that - and she was wearing a tee shirt that was miles too big on her young frame. She jumped in and as soon as Annie saw his face she knew it was Bob.

"Bob!? How!? Didn't you talk to her!? Why would she do this!?"

Bob told her the whole story. How he tried, but couldn't say what he wanted. How Marybeth had initiated the sexual events and the next thing he knew, he woke up on the dining room table wearing the dress that had fit him last night, but now was a tent on his little frame.

"I am taking you to my place and we're calling the police."

"Annie, what would we tell them? Just take me to your house and let me try to think this through."

So, she did.

Annie's house was a cute little cottage in the same neighborhood in which she and Bob had grown up. Very cute. Very sweet. Very girly.

After she found a little peasant blouse that, with a few quick alterations, fit Bob like a dress, they sat on her frilly couch to try to talk through a solution. Bob knew what he had to do, but also knew that he couldn't do it.

"So, where does that leave you now?" Asked Annie.

"What do you mean?"

"Well... how do I put this?... Do you still... I mean... Are you, entirely, you know, female?"

"No. I still have a penis. Kind of."

"What do you mean 'kind of?'"

"I mean," He hesitated, "It's pretty small, but it's there."

"Stand up and let me see it," Annie told him.

"Why?"

"Bob, I have been dragged into this lunacy and I have no idea what's going on, what you did or didn't do or how, on God's green earth, something like this could possibly even happen! This is the weirdest thing imaginable and I want to know what's going on. I am asking you to show me how vindictive Marybeth, who, until a few weeks I ago, I thought of as one of my closest friend, can be! What if she is going to come after me, Bobby!? I WANT to know about it, so, please, show me."

Bob stood up and lifted the hem of his blouse/dress. He wasn't wearing any panties, so his equipment was clearly visible.

Annie breathed in quickly and her hand flew to her lips. "Oh, Bobby! What has she done to you? It looks like a little boy's!"

He bowed his head and cried some quiet tears. "I know." Despite his embarrassment, Bob's penis was starting to get stiff.

"What are you doing?" Annie scolded. "For Christ's sake, Bobby, what's that all about?"

"I'm sorry, Annie, I really am! I can't seem to control it. I know that it looks like a child's but it is still very much a man's and it seems to be more sensitive than ever."

Annie sighed and turned her head a bit. "Well, cover it up and think about other things, will you please? What do you think we should do now?"

They had talked for at least an hour when there was a loud knocking at the door.

Annie opened it a crack and saw Marybeth outside.

"What do you want?" Annie asked.

"Is he here?" Marybeth demanded.

"Yes. What do you want?"

"I want to talk to my husband."

Annie smiled a phony smile and pretended to think. "Hmm. Your husband. Tall guy with a nice hair cut and a broad chest, right? Hmm. Nope. I haven't seen anyone that looks like your husband." And she started to close the door.

Marybeth easily stopped the door and stepped past Annie.

"I'll settle for a pre-pubescent, blonde girl with a little penis, then."

Marybeth stormed into the living room where Bob was sitting on the end of the couch. His legs were tucked under his buttocks so his blouse/dress was covering him all the way to the couch.

Marybeth stood in front of Bob and folded her arms. Annie ran into the room behind her, but waited back just a little to see if, maybe, Marybeth and Bob could talk it out.

"Well," Marybeth started, "I didn't have to think much to figure out where you'd run."

Bob just looked down at his knees.

"So, Annie, what do you think of my big, strong husband? Isn't he something?"

"Marybeth," Annie started, but Marybeth continued as if she hadn't heard.

"Did he tell you why this is all happening to him?"

"Yes, he did. He said that he had been unfaithful to you."

Marybeth never took her eyes off of Bob. "I am going to ask you this one time, Annie, and I hope that you will be honest with me. Was he unfaithful to me with you?"

Now, her head turned to look at Annie.

"No, Marybeth, he was not. I love Bobby more than anyone else on earth, but... Well, he loves you, Marybeth and he never saw me that way. And you know what, hun, I love you, too. The day the Bobby told me he loved you was the worst day of my life I cried for about a week, but I put that all aside and I was determined to like you for Bobby's sake. You were beautiful, successful and, most importantly, I THOUGHT you loved Bobby - so I loved you. Like you were my sister. Marybeth, in the twenty-plus years that I have known and loved you, I would never have thought that you could have hurt Bobby like this. I feel like I don't even know you."

Marybeth was obviously shaken by Annie's words. Finally, she nodded her head and said, "Ok. I believe that he didn't cheat with you, but you did cheat, Bob, didn't you."

Bob's head had not moved since Marybeth had arrived. Now, he nodded, but still didn't look up.

"See?" Marybeth asked Annie.

"Yes. I know."

"Do you know who she was, then?"

"No, Marybeth. He never told me. He told that he couldn't." Annie moved to the couch and rubbed Bob's back as if he were a child. "Bobby, if there was ever a time to be a man and face the consequences for your actions, now is that time, sweetie. Please, Bobby, tell Marybeth who it was."

The room was silent for a long time. Finally, Marybeth grabbed an ottoman and placed it in front of Bob.

"Nothing to say, huh?"

Bob said nothing.

Marybeth looked at Annie and shook her head.

"Have you seen his equipment today?" She asked Annie.

Annie kept her hand on Bob's back, but looked away from Marybeth and nodded that she had.

"Watch this." Marybeth told her. "Bob, look at me."

He did.

"Now, Bob, are you wearing panties, today?"

Bob shook his head in embarrassment.

"Ooo, you're a dirty girl, today. You liked your panties yesterday, though, didn't you?"

"No, I didn't"

"Oh, I think you did," Marybeth smiled. "I think you liked the way that your panties felt so soft and silky on your penis didn't you?"

"Marybeth, please..." Annie tried to intervene, but Bob's face was getting redder and she could see that Bob was getting aroused.

"Shh - oh, look at him," Marybeth was really enjoying herself. "You like this, don't you? Now, spread your knees for me, Bob."

He did.

Marybeth put her hand under the hem of his blouse/dress and took his penis softly in her hand. She started rubbing and massaging him. His eyes rolled back in his head and his chest started heaving.

"Marybeth, this is wrong. Come on, please." But Marybeth kept rubbing and prompting Bob with her words.

"How does that feel, baby? Ooh, that's a good girl! Come for me, baby. That's right. Come for me."

Annie had had enough and she stood up and squared off with Marybeth. "Alright, Marybeth. That's enough. This is disgusting. Stop and leave. I mean it, Mary..."

She stopped because Bob looked to be convulsing.

"That's a good girl. Keep it coming." Marybeth said.

Annie couldn't believe what she was seeing. Bob was starting to change before her eyes.

Annie took three quick steps at Marybeth and knocked her off the ottoman. "Stop! Leave him alone!"

Marybeth fell to the floor with a heavy thud. Annie grabbed Bobby and hugged him, but the convulsions grew stronger. Annie let go and fell onto her bottom on the floor. "Oh, my God! Oh, my God!"

The shrinking began and Bob screamed and passed out. The convulsions became greater and greater as he got smaller and smaller.

Annie pushed herself backwards and covered he whole face except her eyes. "Make it stop, God damn it, Marybeth! No one deserves this! Make it stop!"

Marybeth had risen to her knees and was rising to her feet letting out a dismissive laugh. "It will stop when it's done. There's no way to stop it now."

Bob got smaller and smaller and smaller until, eventually, the convulsions slowed and finally stopped. Before the two women was a very small, little girl. She looked to be about 6 or 7 years old and no more than 3 feet tall. Her long, straight, blonde hair was messed with strands stuck to the sweat on her face.

Marybeth was as fascinated as she had been after each transformation. "Wow," she whispered. "Annie, come see him. This is just amazing."

Annie was shaking nearly uncontrollably as she moved to the couch. "Oh, Bobby, Bobby."

She knelt and patted the hair from child's face. She looked at his face. She could still see Bobby, but it was harder than before. He was so small. So fragile. Such a little thing. She lifted his unconscious head and hugged it to her own and wept.

"Oh, stop. He'll be fine as soon as he tells me everything I want to know. Then I can reverse the spell."

Annie wasn't hearing her. She was rocking back and forth with Bob in her arms.

"Let me show you the most interesting part. Every time he gets younger, his penis gets..." Marybeth sat and lifted the hem of the now huge peasant blouse to take a look, but she stopped short.

She was frozen for a few seconds before she stood quickly and turned her back to Bob. Her eyes were wide and wild.

"Oh, God." She whispered.

She turned to look at Bob again and this time looked at his crotch more carefully. "This isn't supposed to happen" Her words started quietly, but got louder and louder as she spoke. "Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!"

Now, at last, she had Annie's attention. Annie looked up to see the shear panic on Marybeth's face. "What is it!?" she whispered. When Marybeth didn't reply, Annie's voice became louder. "What's wrong."

"Look. Look at his crotch!" Marybeth shouted!

Annie held Bobby's little head in the crook of one arm while she lifted the hem of the blouse with her other hand. What she found was the anatomy of a very young girl. A smooth abdomen, a small mound and a vaginal opening.

"It's gone!" Marybeth screamed. "It's not supposed to be gone! He's just supposed to LOOK like a girl, not become one!"

The unreal quality of this entire situation was more than Annie could stand. "Marybeth! Marybeth! Stop! Think! How did you do this? How do we change him back to normal?"

Marybeth was still staring at Bob's new sex in shock. Finally, she came to her senses.

"Myra! I have to call Myra! She gave me the potions! She's into all this magic! She'll know what to do!"

While Marybeth pulled out her cell phone, dialed and talked to Myra, Annie went to her bedroom and grabbed a blanket then ran back and wrapped Bobby in it. Then she cradled him in her arms and rocked him back and forth making soothing sounds.

It seemed like hours, but Myra was knocking at the door within ten minutes. Marybeth opened the door and let her in. "Oh, thank God you came! Come in! Come in!" She led her to the living room.

Annie was still holding Bobby who was still unconscious.

Myra smiled at Annie, "So, you must be Bob's little 'girlfriend.' Nice to meet you."

Annie didn't disguise her disgust. "So, you must be the unholy spawn of hell witch! I wish I had lived my entire life without knowing that trash like you even existed."

Myra smiled back at her, an evil light in her eyes. "So, what's the problem?"

"Look!" Marybeth said and indicated Bob's lower body. Myra reached for the blanket surrounding Bob's body.

"Touch him and I will break your rotten neck, you obnoxious piece of shit!" Annie yelled. Once Marybeth and Myra backed off, Annie, gently parted the opening of the blanket revealing Bob's new sex.

Myra let out a guffaw. "Oh, wow! Is that really Bob!" She continued to laugh. "This is too precious!"

Annie was furious and closed the blanket again.

Marybeth was confused. "How do we fix it?"

"Well," Myra said, "first, let's wake him up."

They both looked at Annie. She nodded and started rubbing Bob's face while inducing him to wake up. "Bobby. Bobby, honey. Come on, now, sweetie, it's time to wake up. Bobby. Come on sweetie."

She continued to gently wake him as his eyes fluttered and then opened.

"Annie?" he whispered. "Annie, why are you so big?"

"Hush, baby. I'm not big, honey. You've gotten very, very small. There's someone here to help you, Bobby, so you have to wake up and talk to her, ok?"

"Ok." He whispered weakly as Annie raised him to a more seated position.

Myra bent forward and put her hands on her knees and looked Bob with a big grin. "Hey, there, Bob! How are you doing today?" She laughed at him.

"Hi, Myra." Bob said with a little more strength than he'd had before. "Why are you here?"

"Because, Bob, I am the one who gave Marybeth the potion that did all of this to you. Things seem to have gone a little further than she expected, now and she called me here to see if I might be able to get you your sweet, little wee-wee back."

Bob's eyes nearly burst out of his head. He turned to Annie in a panic. She nodded that, yes, he had lost his penis, but she wouldn't allow him to explore himself in front of Myra.

"So, Marybeth, did he tell you what you wanted to know?" Myra asked.

"Well, no," Marybeth said, a little confused, "but we've gone beyond that, now. I want you to fix this. Now. Please!"

"Yeah, but you have him where you wanted him right? I mean, he'll never be more vulnerable than this. Let's ask him again!"

"Myra, I don't think...."

"Ask him, please. I think he's ready, now."

Marybeth couldn't see a way around this. "Ok. Ok."

Marybeth sat on the ottoman again and looked Bob directly in the eye. She ran her fingers through her hair and tried to focus on convincing Bob to tell the truth.

"Bob," She said. "This is it, baby. I really need you to tell me the truth - NOW, Bobby, - I need you to tell me the truth - NOW. Do you understand?"

He was still cuddled in Annie's embrace, but he nodded his
understanding.

"Alright, good. Now, Bob, I know that you're scared, but I need you to know that I really do love you. I never meant for this to go this far. It was just supposed to be a punishment and this is the only way to get you back to normal, so - here goes: Did you cheat on me?"

Bob looked away for a moment, then nodded.

"Ok. Now, please, Bob, tell me who you cheated with."

Bobby opened his mouth to speak, but nothing came out and tears appeared in his eyes.

Marybeth let out a frustrated breath and bowed her head. Then, slowly, she looked at Myra and shook her head. "I'm done. Just make him Bob again, please."

"In a minute." Myra said. "Let me try."

She tapped Marybeth on the shoulder and indicated that she should get off the ottoman. Then Myra sat in front of Bob. She looked at him with a huge smile on her face.

"Hiiiiiii, Bobby!" She sang. Bob thought that she sounded like a babysitter meeting a new client. "Aren't you the prettiest little thing today? Yes, you are!" and she pinched his nose.

Finally, she got to point. "Ok, Bobby. The time has come for you to act like a big girl and tell Auntie Myra the truth. Who was it, Bob? What's the name of the woman you had an affair with?"

Bob continued to weep quietly.

"Alright," Marybeth said. "That's it."

"No, no, no," Myra waved her off. "I have another idea."

Her gaze returned to Bob. "Bobby? I am going to say something important to you. Are you listening?"

Bob nodded, again.

"Bob, you are free. I release you from my grasp. You may tell Marybeth and Annie the truth,"

Bob's expression changed completely. He looked straight at Myra and his eyes narrowed causing Myra to let out a burst of laughter.

"Whoa!" Myra joked, "Stand back ladies! Here it comes!"

"Who was it, Bob?" Marybeth prompted.

"It was Myra." He said with hatred in his voice.

"What?" Asked Annie.

"It was Myra!" He shouted. "You were in Detroit working that case against that big chemical company. I went out to dinner after work - all by myself. Myra saw me and sat down at my table. I bought her dinner, we had a few drinks and, next thing I knew, I woke up in her bed and it was morning. She rolled over and told me that we'd had a 'wonderful night' and that we needed to keep this between us. That is all of it, Mare! I swear! I have never been so ashamed of anything of done in my entire life."

The room was filled with a stunned silence.

"What?" Marybeth whispered. "I don't understand. It was.... Myra? But.... Myra, you told me you saw him with someone that weekend."

"And I did!" Myra teased. "Me! I saw us together. Bob and me!"

"Then...? Myra, what the hell is going on?"

Myra stood and stepped a little closer to Marybeth as she spoke. "'Marybeth is soooo successful!' 'Marybeth is sooooo smart!' 'Marybeth is suuuuuch a good lawyer!' 'Myra, you should be more like Marybeth!' God! I am so sick of being in the presence of the great and powerful, Marybeth! Do you have any idea what it's like to be in your shadow every god-damned day of my life?"

Marybeth was stunned. Nothing was making sense. "But... I helped you, Myra. When you needed me, I was there for you. I thought that we were friends."

"Friends!!!" Myra scoffed. "I owe you everything, Marybeth, and no one will ever let me forget that! Everyone at the office - everyone in my family - everyone in YOUR family knows how you 'saved' me from drugs and from myself and I have not gone a single day in the past 10 years that someone hasn't reminded me of it! Well, the time has come to take the great Marybeth down a peg or two and, by God, I did!"

"You have everything, don't you, Marybeth? Great job! Great house! Great kid and great husband. Ha! Husband. He was always more of a wife than a husband, if you think about it. He did all the cooking. All the cleaning. All the laundry. His best friend is a woman. He works in a bridal shop surrounded by fawning woman..."

"Myra! What have you done!?" Marybeth screamed, finally realizing where things were headed.

"I took your perfect life and I made it crap - just like mine! And you know what? It was easy!'

"I didn't need any magic to get him to come home with me, you know. Oh, sure, 'Mr. Faithful-to my Wife' wouldn't take the bait when I tried to seduce him, but it is amazing how easy it is to slip a couple of 'ruffies' to a guy. That made him very pliable and cooperative. I brought him home, got him to take off his clothes and get into my bed, then, the next morning, I convinced him that he'd screwed me stupid. Then, a little spell to make it impossible for him to tell anyone about it until I released the spell and I had set the perfect trap for you!"

"Myra," Marybeth interrupted

"Shut up!" Myra screamed at her. Then she turned to Annie. "You know what, Annie? Whenever your name came up in conversation, I could tell that Marybeth was jealous of your friendship with her husband. Maybe not 'Fatal Attraction' jealous, but there was a spark of jealousy there for me to work with. Do you know that when I told Marybeth that I was sure that Bob had cheated on her, the first name to pop into her head was 'Annie.' Why do you suppose that was?"

Annie was numb with confusion, but she turned to Marybeth and, in a quiet and confident voice said, "Marybeth, I never once even considered it."

"I know, Annie," Marybeth said. "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry." Myra mocked her tone.

"And I'm sorry for anything I did to hurt you, too," Marybeth said to Myra.

"Well, too bad, you competitive bitch." Myra snapped at her. "Oh, it was so easy to get you to believe me! How could anyone compete with YOU!? From that second on, you were willing to destroy everything you had just to insure that 'you were the fairest of them all!' Look at what you were willing to do to the man you loved just to 'win!' You willingly and happily turned him into a little girl!"

"Myra, please," Marybeth pleaded, "how do we turn him back?"

Myra stood with her hands on her hips and her smile suppressed a laugh.

"Myra," Annie quietly said from her seat, "I am not rich, but I have a comfortable life. There's the shop and this house and I have some money put aside. You can have it all, but please - make Bobby right again."

Myra made a mock expression of pity as she spoke. "Aww - poor little Annie. You really are an innocent in all this, aren't you? Good, supportive friend to both Bob and Marybeth and then mean-old Myra shows up and ruins everything. Well, sorry, but you are just collateral damage."

"Myra! Please!!!" Screamed Marybeth. "Please! How do we change him back?"

"You can't." Myra said quietly, but with a childish playfulness to her voice. "What's done is done, as they say."

"What?" asked Marybeth.

"What?" repeated Annie. Bobby just closed his eyes and wept into Annie's shoulder.

"If I could fix him, then your suffering would end. Is my suffering ended? No. I will always be the woman that the great Marybeth 'saved' and there is nothing I can do about that - except - walk away. Let's see you walk away from the mess you made of your life."

Annie pulled Bobby's little body closer to her and wept along with him. Marybeth collapsed into a chair and wept into her hands. Myra looked around at the carnage she'd created and quietly said, "Good. My work here is done." Then, she left the house.
 
Chapter 6
 

It was a hectic morning for Annie. The bridesmaids were finally all dressed in their breath-taking gowns, but not one of them came close to being as beautiful as Kathy was in the gown that Annie had slaved over for the past 18 months. First the designs, then the actual sewing and fitting and beading and this and that and this and that, again. If Annie had another 3 years to work on the gown, she'd still be fussing over it. She had dreamed of making Kathy's gown since the day Kathy was born and now her dream had come true.

The dress was beautiful.

Kathy was beautiful.

Annie was content with her work.

Marybeth walked into the dressing room at the hotel wearing a beautiful mother-of-the-bride dress that Annie had made just for her and when she saw her gorgeous daughter, she stopped dead in her tracks and put her hands to her mouth. "Oh, Kathy. You are so beautiful!"

"Thanks, mom. So are you!" Kathy beamed back at her. "And thank you Auntie Annie!"

Annie kissed Kathy on the cheek, "You are very welcome, baby."

Marybeth hugged Annie and kissed her cheek, "Thank you, Annie. She is gorgeous."

"You are very welcome." Annie smiled and hugged Marybeth.

"Is everyone ready, then? Only about 10 minute before we start?" Marybeth asked.

"Nearly!" Annie said. "Just the junior bridesmaids to go. Come on over here girls and let's make sure that you are all ready!" She called

The three little girls, June and Kellie, both aged 10 and Emma, nearly 8 hustled over to submit to Annie's loving inspection. All looked like miniature brides with dresses that were nearly identical miniatures of Kathy's masterpiece of bridal finery complete with a lavish veils.

June and Kellie were ready in a heartbeat, but, of course, Emma had to have last minute adjustments.

Annie had already changed Emma's tights twice due to, first, Emma slipping on the stairs in her slippery shoes and, second, Emma playing with their puppy, Quincy, before Annie convinced her to put on the sundress that she was to wear to the hotel.

Annie fussed over Emma, adjusting the veil so that it was securely anchored in the child's hair. "What am I going to do with you, young lady?" Annie said in mock exasperation.

"I guess that you'll just have to keep on loving me." The child replied.

Annie smiled, made the alterations that needed to be made and gave Emma a long, maternal kiss on the forehead. "I guess I will," Annie giggled back. "I love you sweetie."

"I love you, too, Annie. Thank you for everything, today."

"No need to thank me. She's my baby, too. Both of you are."

Marybeth squatted down to inspect Emma, too. "My, you are beautiful, honey." She told the child. Marybeth touched Emma's face and smiled. Her hand moved to Emma's heavily hair sprayed hair and Marybeth snorted a little laugh. "The price of beauty, I guess." Marybeth's smile saddened just a little bit, "I do love you, you know."

"I know," Emma said.

As Emma walked away to join Kellie and June, Annie thought about the last 18 months.

Bobby had refused to leave Annie's house with Marybeth that day, no matter how many times Marybeth apologized; Bobby just clung to Annie in complete and total terror of his wife.

The next few days were a combination of tears and adjustments for the three of them. Annie became Bobby's strength and protector. She would not allow Marybeth near him for a week and only then because Marybeth had come up with a plan to try to continue with their lives.

They met in Marybeth's office one evening after everyone had gone home. Marybeth was wearing a new pants suit and was looking tired and a bit defeated. Annie was, as always, perfect in a mid-thigh silk dress. Bobby's long blonde hair had been cut into perfect bangs and he was wearing a little green 'jumper' dress with a crisply starched, white, Peter-Pan collared shirt, little, white tights and little black pattern leather shoes - almost like a little first grader in a private school, Marybeth thought. He entered holding Annie's hand and she helped him into a chair.

Marybeth's plan was simple and, as it turned out, it worked.

They staged a boating accident and reported Bob missing. After a few days of searching, they gave up and a few months later, Bob was pronounced dead and Marybeth signed over Bob's half of the bridal business to Annie. Then, little Emma appeared. Marybeth's law firm saw to it that all of the adoption papers were in order and everything was legal. The only question was who was going to adopt this little, 6 year old girl. Marybeth's plan was for Emma to live with her, but Bob just couldn't do that. He was still having nightmares about what she'd done to him. So, Emma was now Annie's daughter and, mother and daughter were doing just fine.

Once Annie's adoption of Emma was public knowledge, Annie enrolled her daughter in home school programs. Annie and Marybeth both insisted that Emma not test any higher than a fourth grader - after all, 6 year old who could pass a GED level test would unquestionably attract attention and attention was not wanted.

So, the daily routine had become a mother and daughter breakfast at home, then getting dressed, almost all of Emma's clothes were hand made by her mom - and mom didn't like her little girl in pants. Then they headed for the shop. Bob's office was set up to accommodate Emma's proportions and, since most of the office work was done on line, Emma was able to continue doing a lot of Bob's work for the shop without drawing much attention. They hired a new man to work part time in the warehouse and cover that part of Bob's old duties. As long as Emma completed her grade 4 work every week and Annie had an up to date portfolio to give to the home-school supervisors, everything was fine.

Emma did find that strictly office work wasn't filling all of her days, so Annie had started teaching Emma how to sew and bead the gowns. It was very satisfying work and Emma really took to it. Seeing her work on a bride or a bridesmaid made her very proud and, very quickly she understood what Annie meant when she said, "Every woman in the world is my own, personal Barbie doll and I love making them look pretty."

After work, every day, Annie and Emma went home and cooked a nice dinner before settling in for quiet evenings of reading or something crafty - Sewing, embroidery, knitting, etc.

Emma was always in bed by 8:30. She may have the brain of a fully grown man, but she had the body of a little girl and needed sleep. The first few weeks, the nightmares had been so bad that Emma had slept cuddled in Annie's loving embrace, but, eventually, she was able to move into her own room which, for appearances' sake, Annie decorated with pink and white dominating the room.

Marybeth and Emma had reached an understanding. Marybeth was truly sorry and genuinely mourned the loss of her husband, but she took responsibility for her actions and tried hard to make a good, new life for little Emma. She was attentive to the needs of the little child who she referred to as 'her niece' and, from time to time, she would take Emma shopping or to lunch or even a movie.

After Annie, Marybeth and Emma had agreed to Marybeth's plan, Emma and Marybeth had to make a decision together about what to tell Kathy. Marybeth agreed to let Emma think about this problem for a few days and then to let her handle whether they told Kathy about the plan or let her believe that her father had passed away.

"I will make a decision before we stage 'Bob's' death." Emma had said. Marybeth had found the dichotomy of seeing this beautiful, little angel speaking in such an adult manner very odd and, as the days wore on, Emma began to adopt less sophisticated manners of speaking in order to draw less attention to herself.

The wedding coordinator entered the dressing room with a great flourish and a self-imposed sense of importance.

"All right, ladies!" she called as she clapped her hands like a petulant kindergarten teacher. "It's time! Let's line up. Kellie, June and Emma, come right up front here and line up. Emma, sweetheart, you're the smallest, so you're first. June and Kellie, right behind her."

"Wait! Wait!" Kathy called as she struggled with her lavish dress to jog over to the little girls. She knelt by the girls and her shirts inflated all around her. "I almost forgot! I have a little present for each of you!"

The girls all looked excited. Kathy presented each with a little white jewelry box.

"Ok, Let's open them together. On three! 1. 2. 3!"

They all opened them and found an exquisite silver little cross on a silver chain for each of them.

"Let me put them on you."

First June. Kathy fastened the necklace on to the child and kissed her cheek. Then she did the same for Kellie and gathered them both in her arms for a group hug. "Oh, my sweet, sweet cousins! Thank you so much for being a part of my wedding. I love you both!"

"We love you, too!" The girls said in unison. Then they returned to their places in line.

Kathy smiled a huge smile as she turned Emma so that she could fasten her necklace for her.

"And for my very prettiest and newest 'cousin' a beautiful, silver cross to wear. If you wear this every day, then I will always be with you. I love you, baby, you know that, right?" Kathy said.

Emma smiled, but little tears were forming in the corners of her eyes. "I love you, too, Kathy."

Kathy laughed just a little. "Now, don't you cry, sweetie, or you'll make me cry, too. And won't the two of us look just beautiful marching down the aisle with our mascara running down our cheeks. Come here."

Kathy drew the little girl to her and hugged her tightly to her breast. The cloud of silk and veil created by the two matching gowns nearly obscured the two girls from view.

Kathy took that moment to whisper to Emma, "I love you, daddy. I love you with all my heart. No matter what."

Emma did let a few tears fall this time. "I love you, too, baby. You will always be my baby and I will always be your dad. No matter what.

The organ started playing and Kathy released Emma then held her at arm's length to look at her again. "Oh, no, no - let's kiss those tears away." And she did.

The wedding coordinator gently took Emma by the hand and led her back to the front of the line. "Alright, sweetness, back to the front of the line."

As the doors opened and Emma was led out to start down the aisle, she looked back at Kathy once more and fingered the little cross around her neck and smiled. Then she stepped into the hall and heard the impressed gasp of the people gathered there. As she started her march down the aisle, she said a little prayer of thanks that she had all of her girls with her again, today.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Tongue Tied - 3 Final

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Taxonomy upgrade extras: 

  • Accidental Change
  • Age regression
  • Authoritarian
  • BridesMaid
  • Diapers or Little Girls
  • Magical Transformations
  • Petticoats and Crinolines
  • Revenge
  • Sexual Punishment
  • Sweet / Sentimental

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Tongue Tied: 3 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2012, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Wrapping up some loose ends from TONGUE TIED. Things are quite the 'Happily Ever After' ending
that Emma and Annie expected. Old problems surface and threaten to destroy everything.


 
Author's Note: If this story touches you in any way, please leave me a review? ~Clara.
 
This version of Tongue Tied: 3 Final has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
Chapter 7
 

"Franco, the delivery truck is pulling around to the loading dock. The order is kind of big, today. Are you going to need any help?"

"No, thank you, Miss Annie," Franco replied in his thick Italian accent. "I am fine."

"Ok! Thanks, Franco. Let me know if you need anything, though," Annie closed the door and returned to her sewing and Franco opened up the delivery bay doors and got to work unloading the truck.

Franco had been in the United States for just over two years. He'd moved here with his wife, Nina, and son, Tony. They had settled here because this is where Nina had grown up. The daughter of immigrants, she had gone back to Italy to find herself a husband and because her father had felt that her American friends were out of control, but, with the economic downturn reducing the opportunities in Italy, Franco and Nina had made the move to the USA. Very soon after he'd arrived, Franco took a part time job working for Annie as a laborer/handyman at her bridal shop. Just this past week, Annie had asked him if he'd be willing to come on as a full time employee. Franco was thrilled. Annie was great to work for and all the ladies in the shop were so nice to him, too. The ladies liked Franco's sense of humor and smile - and his fit, athletic body was a bonus!

Then there was Emma, Annie's adopted daughter. Emma started coming to work with Annie about two months after Franco started working there.

"Such an odd child," Franco had told Nina. "Such a beautiful little girl, polite and very intelligent, but very odd."

When she first arrived, Emma was six years old, the same age as his son, Tony, but she seemed like an older person. She didn't laugh like a child, she always seemed to have office work to do - Annie called it homework, but it sure looked like office work to Franco - and she just spoke like a grown up all the time; called her adopted mom 'Annie' instead of 'mom' and Marco, who loved children and always became great friends with every child he met, could not make any head way with this one.

This past weekend, Franco had attended the wedding of the daughter of Annie's friend, Marybeth. Franco had been surprised to get an invitation to the wedding - Marybeth's husband had been Annie's partner in the shop, but he'd died before Franco's arrival. He'd guessed that they'd just been being polite, but he and Nina had a wonderful time at the reception.

Little Emma had been in the wedding, dressed in a beautiful replica of the bride's gown. Franco had pointed her out to Nina who watched the child with great interest.

"You're right, Franco," Nina had said, "there is something different about that child. She is an older soul than we see. There is something magical about that little girl"

Strangely, though, since Franco had been telling Nina how seldom he'd seen the child smile or laugh, Emma had seemed to enjoy herself more than he'd ever seen before. She was beaming when she was looking at the bride.

The truck pulled up to the loading dock and Franco set about dealing with his job.
 
Chapter 8
 

It was a beautiful Wednesday afternoon and Annie and the other ladies who worked at the bridal shop were very busy getting things caught up. The previous couple of weeks had been focused nearly exclusively on Kathy's wedding gown. When Kathy had been in school, she'd spent every afternoon in the shop with the ladies. She'd run into her father's office and do her homework as quickly as possible, then come out to the sewing area and help the ladies. They all felt like aunts to Kathy and all of her bridal party preparations had been labors of love - especially her gown.

Now, little Emma had assumed Kathy's old role as apprentice and mascot to the ladies.

One of the ladies, Arlene, had Emma sitting on her lap and she was guiding Emma through the process of embroidering a flower pattern into the bodice of a gown. Emma was an excellent student and had remarkable eye-hand coordination for such a sweet, little thing.

"My word, Emma," Arlene said with sincere astonishment, "you learn things so quickly! What a smart little girl you are!"

Emma smiled a little smile and kept working the needle and thread the way that Arlene had shown her.

Arlene was giving Emma a kiss on the back of the head when the bells on the door rang indicating someone had come in.

"Hi! Anyone here?" It was Marybeth.

Annie stepped onto the sales floor and greeted Marybeth with a kiss on the cheek. "Well, long time, no see!" Annie's sweet and feminine peach colored dress was a striking contrast to the perfectly tailored skirt suit that Marybeth was wearing. Marybeth was all business these days, but she laughed at Annie's little joke. Annie knew she was coming by on the way to the airport to say good bye to them.

"Emma," Annie called back to the sewing area, "come see auntie! She's headed to the airport."

Marybeth was headed to Los Angeles to be a part of a team of lawyers involved in litigation against a huge chemical company that had made an entire aquifer in California unusable. She was planning on being gone for at least a week.

Emma appeared wearing a little, flowered dress, which was predominately peach in color, matching the color and shape as Annie's. Annie made most of both their clothes and reveled in mother-daughter dresses. Emma took Annie's hand, smiling up at Marybeth. Emma almost always held Emma's hand. Just a nervous habit, Annie guessed. If anyone had a good reason to be insecure, it was Emma.

"So, I'll be gone for a week to ten days. No more than that." Marybeth said. "I'll see you guys when I get back,"

"Take care of yourself out there, ok?" Annie playfully scolded as she gave Marybeth a hug.

Then Marybeth bent down to Emma's height and pulled her in for a big hug. "You are just beautiful, today, Emma." She ran her fingers along the beautifully braided plaits in the child's hair. "This must have taken Annie hours to do." She laughed and released the hug.

She gave Emma a kiss on the forehead and held her face in her hands and took in every feature of the little girl's face. "Just beautiful."

Emma smiled back. "Be safe, Mare. See you, soon."

"Yes. I will and I will see you, soon, sweetie." She stood and gave Annie one more kiss before heading to the door. "I'll text you when the plane lands!" She called back to Annie and Emma. "Love you, both!"

"Love you, too!" mother and daughter both called back.

"She looks good," Annie said, watching Marybeth getting into the town car taking her to the airport.

Emma smiled. "It's a pretty suit." Annie had designed and made the suit for Marybeth just a few weeks ago. "You dress her well."

Annie let out a little laugh, "I dress everyone well!" She grabbed Emma and spun her around while holding her by her arm pits. "Look how pretty I make you, princess, and when I started on you this morning, you were a mess!"

She continued to spin until she felt dizzy. The spinning stopped and Annie held Emma in a deep, loving, maternal hug. "I love you, baby." She said as she kissed her and put her back on her feet.

Emma smiled back up at her as Annie patted her head.

"Miss Annie?" Annie was startled out of her reverie by Franco's call. He was standing just a few feet away from them. He must have been watching because he had a big smile on his face.

"Oh, Franco," Annie straightened her hair and dress, composed herself and gave Emma a little pat on the back, shooing her away to the other woman. "What's up?"

Franco watched Emma leave. He smiled as he handed the bills of laden to Annie. "She's smiling a lot this week?"

Annie looked at the paperwork, "Hmm? What?"

"Little Miss Emma. She's smiling a lot this week."

"Is that unusual?" Suddenly, Annie seemed concerned.

"A bit. She's never really sad, just, well..." Franco struggled to find the words in English, "... just like a grown up and serious."

Annie's brow furrowed as she looked to where Emma had been a few minutes before.

"I told my Nina," Franco continued. "She says Emma is an 'Old Soul'. Maybe she's right. She also said that she sensed magic in that girl."

At the word 'magic', Annie's head spun to look Franco straight in the eye. His handsome features showed no malice at all, but Annie felt a rush of heat flush through her body.

"Magic?"

"Are you ok, Miss Annie? Your face is pale."

Annie shook off her concerns. Franco was a sweetheart of a guy, he didn't mean any harm.

"Yeah. Well... Emma had a tough time before she came to me. She IS an old soul, I guess." Then, changing the subject, "It was nice to meet Nina at the wedding. She seems very nice. Very pretty lady, Franco! You're a lucky guy!"

Franco smiled. "I am. Miss Annie, you know, my boy, Tony, and Miss Emma are the same age. Maybe they could get together some time. He's a nice boy. Does Miss Emma bowl? Tony goes bowling with friends on the weekends. She could join them."

More heat rushed through Annie. She had protected Emma so well for the last 2 years that she had gotten comfortable with no one questioning their lives. The outside world had been kept at a distance. She couldn't explain this to Franco.

"Umm, maybe. Yeah, maybe some time. Not this weekend, though, we have a... thing to do on Sunday and I need her here all day Saturday, so... thank you, Franco. I will... Umm... thanks." And she went into the office to file the paperwork.

Franco returned to the warehouse with a smile on his face. 'Some time being with children and having fun. That's the thing that Miss Emma needs!' he thought as he went about his duties.
 
Chapter 9
 

The courtroom was empty except for the team that Marybeth was joining. There were 12 lawyers on the team representing the plaintive, a small town that had lost their water supply due to the chemical company's negligence. Marybeth knew a couple of the lawyers from previous cases, but most were new faces. Marybeth was only there for the preliminary hearings and to help establish a strategy, then she was headed home. She'd return again as they approached the trial date.

They were going over things when the opposing council team entered. Their lead attorney was dressed in a $3,000 suit followed by five men and one woman. They were surprisingly friendly and came over to Marybeth's team to shake hands and wish them luck.

Marybeth was chatting away with one lawyer, when something about the woman on the other team caught her eye. 'I know her,' she thought. 'Who is that?' She went through the very reliable google-search-engine she had in her head, but nothing matched. This was a slight, blonde woman with small features, but she just couldn't put her finger on it. Who was she?

Before she had a chance to talk to the woman, the judge entered and the proceeding began.
 
Chapter 10
 

Fridays were always busy at the bridal shop. Lots of last minute things to deal with before the weekend and the weddings!

"Emma!" Annie called from the sales floor. The little girl appeared from the office and Annie waved for her to come over to where she was talking to a customer.

"Mrs. Delaney, this is my daughter, Emma. Say hello, dear."

"Hello, Mrs. Delaney." Emma said and shook the lady's hand.

"Hello, Emma." Mrs. Delaney accepted Emma's hand shake with a broad grin. She looked back at Annie, "My, my. So grown up for such a young lady."

"Yes, she is, indeed." Annie smiled. "Anyway, Emma, here, is the same size as your niece, so, in lieu of Brittany being able to come in for a final fitting, I could have you view the junior bridesmaid dress on my Emma. How's that?"

"Wonderful!" Mrs. Delaney beamed. Then she looked at Emma, putting her hand on the child's shoulder. "Would you be willing to help me out and try this pretty dress on for me, sweetie?"

"Sure," said Emma. She took the dress and headed into the dressing room.

"She's so sweet!" Mrs. Delaney whispered to Annie. "She looks just like you. Her father must be a handsome fellow!"

"I wouldn't know," Annie explained with a smile. "I adopted Emma two years ago. She is an amazing child, though."

Emma emerged from the curtained dressing room in a miniature, white lacy confection and she walked directly to the alteration platform. She'd been Annie's model a million times and knew that there would be a few minutes of poking and oohing and ahhhing before she could return to the dressing room and her own, comfortable dress.

Annie approached the platform, talking all the way. "So, you can see that the lace on the bodice creates a somewhat more feminine curve and the petticoats give the skirt and wide, feminine..." She noticed that Mrs. Delaney's attention was focused well beyond Annie's head. She turned to see what had grabbed her attention and she saw that Franco had entered from the stock room carrying several, heavy bolts of material for the seamstresses.

"Mrs. Delaney?"

"Hmm? What?" Mrs. Delaney became conscious that she had been staring and blushed, just a bit before hurrying over to Annie's side. "I'm sorry, Annie, but... who is that man?"

Annie looked again and smiled. Franco was a very handsome man, no doubt about it. Athletic, very well groomed and always deferential to woman in a very polite way. "That's Franco, our Jack-of-all-trades around here. He runs our warehouse and helps with pretty much everything."

"He's gorgeous!" Mrs. Delaney whispered and giggled. "I couldn't keep my eyes on my work if I had him around."

Emma giggled quietly to herself and rolled her eyes just a little. Annie heard her and gave her rump a little swat, then turned her attention back to the customer. "Yes, he is very handsome, very strong, very polite and very, very, very married to a very beautiful woman." She joked. "Now, about the dress."

"Haha, oh, yes... the dress."

Their focus returned to the dress and how it hung on Emma.
 
Chapter 11
 

It had been a very long morning and Marybeth's team had not had things go exactly as planned. The judge seemed inclined to give the defense team the benefit of the doubt and that was making Marybeth's job a lot harder.

When they broke for lunch, both teams ended up in a chain restaurant across from the courthouse. The chain, known for its moderately priced soup and breadsticks luncheon specials set up large tables for each of the legal teams at opposite sides of their dining room.

About fifteen minutes into the meal, Marybeth excused herself and went to the ladies' room. When she entered, the small, blonde, familiarlooking woman from the defense team was sitting on a chaise and talking on her cell phone. Marybeth nodded to the woman and entered a stall.

The phone conversation continued and Marybeth could hear the sound of the woman's California-tinged accent the whole time. The conversation was mundane; just arranging to meet a colleague after work for drinks and a brief discussion about another case.

As Marybeth washed her hands and checked her face, the woman ended her call and then approached Marybeth. She stood about two feet behind Marybeth and waited until they made eye contact in the mirror.

When their eyes met in the glass, Marybeth stopped redoing her lips mid-stroke. "Hello."

"Marybeth Costello." The woman said.

"Yes?"

"It's been a while, hasn't it?"

Marybeth relaxed and smiled. "So, I do know you? I thought so. I'm sorry. I'm usually very good with names and faces. I have been wracking my brain trying to come up with your name."

"I'm not surprised," the woman continued. "The last time we saw each other, I was a bit heavier and you... well you hadn't gained all this - height."

Everyone around Marybeth had gotten used to the height that she'd added two years ago when everything went wrong with Bob, but this was a very strange and rude thing for a casual acquaintance to say, wasn't it?

"Excuse me?" Marybeth asked.

"What are you, now? Six-feet? Six-one?"

"You know, I am very confused. What is your name?"

"My name is Rose. Rose Sanchez."

Marybeth thought, but that name didn't help her at all.

"...and we know each other?" she asked

"I know more about you than you could possibly imagine."

Marybeth returned her lipstick to her purse, closed it and started to the door, but Rose stopped her in her tracks when she said, "How's sweet, little Emma doing these days?"

Marybeth's head snapped around to face Rose, but she wasn't Rose anymore. Her hair had gotten darker. Her body had gotten thicker and her eyes had gotten vicious.

She had changed.

She was Myra!

"Oh, my God!"

Myra laughed. "Oh, my God!" She mimicked. "You didn't think you were rid of me did you? I will always be just around the corner, you bitch."

Marybeth was starting to shake. She needed to leave or call for help, but her fear froze her in place. Her brain was racing: 'She said 'Emma.' How could she know that name? Emma was 'Bob' when she left. No! She can't know about Emma! She can't!'

"Obviously, I under estimated your stamina when I left two years ago. I thought I'd ruined you, but here you are - shaken and bent, but not broken. I need to fix that."

The sweat was beading on Marybeth's forehead. "Myra, please. Don't..."

"Don't what? Don't hurt 'me'? Don't hurt my daughter - the pretty newly-wed? I have to hurt someone, Boss? It's what I do, you know."

Myra moved closer to Marybeth and pushed her face into hers. She was so close that Marybeth could taste Myra's lunch on her breath. "Don't worry, Boss. I won't touch your precious daughter. I always liked her. She seems much smarter than you."

Marybeth breathed just a little easier for a moment.

"...but I am a little disappointed in myself. I really thought I had destroyed Bob. He was kind of my masterpiece, but I obviously didn't go far enough. Here I find that you and sweet little Annie have worked things out and created a happy ending for that little girl. Well, there are no happy endings now, bitch. Now - there is fear! Are you afraid of me, Marybeth?"

"Yes," she whispered.

"Good. You should be because I think that your favorite mother and daughter are about to have a very bad day." With that, she stepped back, closed her eyes and smiled as if she were quietly having an orgasm. Then her eyes opened and she smiled and her face and body morphed back to Rose.

Marybeth's knees weren't able to hold her up. She leaned on the sinks and shook to her core.

Rose checked herself in the mirror and turned to leave.

"Have a good day," she called back to Marybeth in her sweet California voice.

The door closed and Marybeth grabbed her purse and dug for her cell phone.
 
Chapter 12
 

"Thank you honey, you can get changed back into your own dress, now." Annie said.

"When you come out, I will give you a nice tip!" Mrs. Delaney smiled as she pulled out a $10 bill from her purse to give to her little model.

Annie waved the woman's offer aside. "Oh, no thank you, Mrs. Delaney. Emma is happy to help, aren't you, sweet heart?"

"Yes, ma'am," Emma smiled at Mrs. Delaney. "It is a very pretty dress. I enjoyed wearing it for a few minutes." That was not the truth. In fact, Emma had gotten very used to wearing her own dresses, but the junior bridal dresses were heavy and not all that comfortable. But, what the heck. Kathy had done the same thing for Annie when she was a little girl, too. It was just par for the course.

Emma had taken 2 steps towards the dressing room when she suddenly when white a sheet and became as stiff as a board.

"Emma?" Annie said with concern.

No response. Then Emma's legs failed on her and she collapsed to the floor and began convulsing violently.

"EMMA!!!!!" Annie screamed and ran to the child, but before she could reach her, Franco appeared out of nowhere and ran to Emma, lifting her to the counter. Quickly he removed something from around his neck and placed it around Emma's neck. The convulsions stopped immediately, but Emma was still unconscious, pale and wet with perspiration.

Annie ran to the other side of the counter and took Emma's face in both of her hands. "Emma! Emma, baby, please look at me! Open your eyes, baby! Open your eyes!!!" Annie begged the child.

Franco was working frantically to unzip and remove the heavy dress from the child.

"Is she breathing, Franco!? Is she breathing!?"

"Miss Annie," Franco said, "call 911." Annie was calling to Emma, again. "Miss Annie! 911, now! Please!" His large hands were moving Emma like a doll and soon he had her stripped to her flowered panties and tee shirt. He handed the dress to one of the ladies and laid Emma flat on the counter while he checked to be sure that Emma was breathing.

"Your baby is ok, but, Miss Annie! 911, please."

Finally, Annie was able to think again and she pressed the three numbers on the phone. The ambulance was there within moments. Emma was strapped to a gurney and rolled out of the bridal shop and into an ambulance.

Annie tried to climb in with her, but the EMT said, "I'm sorry, but you can't ride with her. You'll have to follow us. We'll meet you at the hospital." And he slammed the door in her face, leaving her shaking and crying on the sidewalk.

Franco pulled around the corner in his car. "Miss Annie! Come, now! Come, please! We have to go to the hospital. Come!"

Annie leapt into the car and Arlene ran out of the shop with Annie's pocket book and handed it in to her. There was a tune playing in the distance. An obnoxious, digital tune that was palying over and over from some muted speaker. Eventually, Annie realized what the music was: Her cell phone was ringing.
 
Chapter 13
 

"Pick up! Pick up! Pick up!" Marybeth was frantically whispering into her end of the phone.

"Hello?"

"Annie! Annie! She's here! Annie! She threatened to do something!"

"Marybeth?" Annie's voice was thick with tears and fear. "I can't talk now. Emma's hurt. I think that... I can't even tell you what I think happened. Franco and I are following the ambulance... I have to go."

"No! Don't hang up! What happened?"

"I think... she had a convulsion. Like she did two years ago..." Annie was crying too hard to continue.

Marybeth was running through the restaurant, past her team and towards the door. She held the phone to her ear while she jumped into a cab and told the driver to go to her hotel.

"Annie! Annie! What happened? Myra is here. She said that.... Annie is Emma ok?"

"I don't know. I don't know!" Annie wailed as Franco drove and glanced at her with concern. When Annie dropped the phone and buried her face in her hands, Franco picked it up and spoke.

"Miss Marybeth? This is Franco."

"Franco, what happened to Emma?"

"Miss Marybeth! La bambina! Ella è malata è stato magic!"

"Franco! In English!"

"Miss Emma! She is sick! It was magic! I stopped it."

The word 'magic' hit both women like a sledge hammer.

"Magic?" Annie whispered. "Franco? You know about the magic?"

Franco was still on the phone, but he spoke to Annie, now. "My Nina. She could see magic on the bambina and she gave me a charm to protect her. I was going to give it to her today, but she was so busy. When I saw her freeze like a statue then fall - I knew it was evil magic."

"Oh, Franco! Thank you!" Annie said quietly, but with great affection. "May I have the phone?"

She took the phone and explained everything to Marybeth, who was already at her hotel and hurrying to get to her room. "I will grab my things and head for the airport as soon as I can. I will be home as soon. I love you, Annie! I am so, so sorry. I will see you soon. Keep me updated, please! I am sorry, honey. I can't believe she was here."

Franco took an illegal left hand turn and pulled into the hospital parking lot with a squeal of rubber and brakes. Both he and Annie were out of the car before it had stopped moving and were running into the emergency room.

Annie ran to the nurse on duty at the admittance desk and cried, "My baby was just brought in by ambulance. Please! I need to be with her!"
 
Chapter 14
 

"I can't tell you exactly what happened to her," The thirty-somethingish doctor told Annie. "She's still unconscious, but she appears stable. It's too soon to discuss the possibility of any kind of brain damage or on-going problems with seizure disorders, but I am concerned that she hasn't regained consciousness, yet. The longer she's asleep, the more concerned I am. It's been nearly six hours since the seizure and she's still unresponsive, but, let's keep thinking positive thoughts, ok?"

Annie was clinging to Franco's arm and praying that her legs would continue to hold her and that her baby would be ok. She knew that Emma had only been her little girl for two years, but she could not possibly love her any more than she did. She was very, very afraid.

The doctor left them in the waiting room, telling them that they could see Emma in her room in just a few minutes.

Franco had been right by Annie's side for the last six hours and Annie didn't know if she could have made it this far without him. As he helped her into a chair, a beautiful woman and a handsome, young boy who could not be mistaken for anyone other than Franco's son, entered the waiting area.

Franco's wife was as beautiful as he was handsome. Her long, dark hair was beautifully styled and she wore a very pretty, but frugal dress that showed off her curves. The little boy, Anthony, was the spit-and-image of his dad. He was the same age of Emma, but he was a lot taller and looked nowhere near as vulnerable as Emma. He was obviously uncomfortable in the hospital.

Annie had curled up in a chair and waited to see Emma while Franco greeted his family.

"Miss Annie," Franco's voice was comforting, now. Annie had grown used to his strong, quiet voice and sweet, Italian accent. "You remember my wife, yes?"

Annie smiled and wiped the tears from her checks. "Of course, hi, Nina. It was very nice of you to come down. And this must be Tony."

The young man shook Annie's hand in a very formal way. "Yes, Miss Annie. Very nice to meet you. I am so sorry that your daughter is ill." His accent was much less pronounced than his father's.

Annie broke into a broad smile. When she spoke, it was almost like a sigh, "Oh, thank you, Tony. Aren't you the nicest boy?"

Just then a nurse came out and called Annie into Emma's room. Annie stood and turned to Franco's family, "Would you like to come in with me? I'm sure that Emma would like to see you all if... when she wakes up. And... to be honest, I don't know if I can be alone right now."

Nina came over to Annie and kissed her cheek in a remarkably friendly way. "We will be right in, but I need to talk to Franco for just a moment first, if that's ok?"

Annie had just expected Nina to have an accent and the lack of one was a little odd.

Nina took Tony by the shoulders and looked him right in the eye. "Anthony, I need you to go with Miss Annie for a few minutes, ok? She needs you to be strong and protect her right now, so you be a strong boy for her, ok?"

"Yes, ma'am," Tony replied with a serious look on his face. "May I join you, Miss Annie?" he asked as he took Annie's hand.

He was so serious and mature, Annie could not help but smile as she felt a surge of warmth and affection for this little clone of his father. As he followed the nurse and led Annie down the hall, Annie turned and smiled at his parents and followed her brave, little protector.
 
Chapter 15
 

Marybeth had caught a flight the moment she got to the airport. Before she'd taken off, she'd called her secretary and had her arrange for a town car to meet her at the airport when the plane landed. The driver was letting her off at the hospital and receiving instructions sending him to Marybeth's home where her secretary would meet him and take her luggage from him.

When she reached the fifth floor, she hurried to the waiting room where she recognized Franco, Annie's hired-man, talking to a very attractive woman. Franco introduced the woman as his wife.
 
Chapter 16
 

Annie sat on the bed beside Emma and held the child's tiny hand in hers. She carefully inspected everything about the child. She looked the same. No younger than before. She could not count how many times in the last two years she had sat and looked at every pore on Emma's face. Nothing seemed changed. Thank you, Lord!

"Emma. Emma, sweetheart. You have a visitor." No response. "Emma, a very handsome, young man is here to see you." She smiled at Tony and encouraged him to come around the other side of the bed.

"Emma," she continued, "this is Anthony, Franco's son. We can call him Tony. He is a very nice boy and he'd like to meet you, sweetheart." Still no response. "Emma, please open your eyes and meet him."

Just the sound of the beeping machines answered her.

"She is very beautiful," Tony said.

Annie smiled at the boy even as she cried over Emma. "Why, thank you, Tony. You really are a gentleman."

Just then Marybeth came through the doors. The sight of Emma in the bed made her catch her breath. The women greeted each other and Tony shook Marybeth's hand.

"Annie," Marybeth spoke very quietly, "Franco and Nina have an idea that may help us protect Emma. I think we should talk to them."

Annie squinted at her and tried to figure out what she could possibly be talking about, but Marybeth was earnest and it was obvious that she didn't want to speak in front of Anthony. Annie took a deep breath and exhaled slowly - very reluctant to leave Emma's side.

"Tony, may I ask you a big favor?"

"Of course, Miss Annie."

"Well, Marybeth and I have to go talk to your mom and dad for just a minute, so I wonder if you could just sit here and maybe hold Emma's hand and talk to her for just a couple of minutes? Can you do that for me?"

The boy reached out and took Emma's hand in his and said, "Yes, ma'am. I will stay with her."

"Thank you, Tony. We'll be just on the other side of the door. If you need me, just holler and I will run back in."

"Yes, ma'am." Tony said with great seriousness. "May I read to her."

"Yes, of course, you may, Tony. Thank you."

As Annie stood up, Tony pulled a comic book from his back pocket where he'd had it folded. He quickly dragged a chair over and opened the magazine to the first page. Suddenly, his mature façade was broken as his excitement to share the story with Emma turned him back into a little boy.

"Emma, I think you will like this. It's my favorite. It's Iron Man. I like it a lot because Iron Man's real name is Tony. Look, it starts with a picture of a tall building and there is a helicopter landing on the roof..."
 
Chapter 17
 

"Believe me, I know Myra. I have known her for a long time and there is no other way to stop her." Nina was telling Marybeth and Annie. "I grew up just a little way from here and when I was in high school, a friend of mine introduced me to a coven of witches. I learned a lot from Myra, but I knew she was evil right from the start." She looked directly into Annie's eyes. "The moment I laid eyes on your Emma, at the wedding, I knew that Myra's magic was on her. I don't know how or what she did to that baby, but I can help you stop her from ever hurting her again. The charm that I made and gave Franco will protect her for a while by making her invisible to Myra, but we have to take away Myra's powers if you ever want to feel safe again."

"This is nuts. This is just friggin' nuts!" Annie insisted in a loud whisper. "How did I ever get sucked into this? I am a good person. I go to church. My best friend was taken from me by that psycho and now my baby! Why does this keep happening?" Annie wept helplessly into her hands.

"I know, Annie, I know," Marybeth put her arm around Annie to try to calm her friend, "but I think that Nina is right. We can stop her. Nina knew how to make the charm that saved Emma, right? I think we need to listen to her."

"I can stop her, Annie. I really can."

"Please, just leave me alone!" Annie ran to a couch in the waiting room and collapsed against an arm and cried so hard she could barely breathe.

Marybeth, Franco and Nina looked at each other. The women shook their head, but Franco held up his hands indicating that the women should wait. Then he walked slowly to the couch and sat next to Annie. He reached his arms around her and turned her so that she could bury her eyes in his shoulder. He let her cry herself out for a few minutes, then, quietly he said, "Miss Annie. Nina is a good woman. She moved to my country to get away from all this magic. We have a good life, but she sees things in Emma that scare her. She's a smart lady, my wife, Miss Annie. She will stop this witch if you let her. I will help her. I promise, I will protect you and Miss Emma the way that I protect my Nina and my Anthony. Nothing will hurt you. I promise."

Annie slowly pulled away and nodded. She knew that she had no choice.

Marybeth and Nina sat as well and Nina said, "Ok, let's start at the start. Tell me how you ended up being a target for Myra."
 
Chapter 18
 

"'Tony, you can't save the world all by yourself,' Pepper said and see, in the drawing she's hitting Tony on the side of the head and his eyes are rolling because it's really loud in the metal helmet." Anthony was completely engrossed in the magazine and didn't notice that the little blonde girl next to him was starting to stir.

"Hi," Emma said in a dry, dusty voice.

Tony turned and looked at her with surprise on his face. "Hi."

"Who are you?"

"Oh, oh, I'm sorry. I'm Tony. My dad works for your mom. His name is Franco. Do you know my dad?"

Emma smiled and nodded. "I know your dad, yes. Why am I in a hospital? Is Annie... my mom here? "

Tony nodded and stood up, "I'll go get her. She's real worried about you. I don't know why you're here, but you were asleep when I got here. Your mom asked me to stay here and keep you company. My mom and dad and a tall lady that knows you are in the hall talking. I'll be right back."

As he started to go, Emma grabbed his hand and gave it a soft squeeze. Her hand was small and cool and a little clammy in Tony's hand and it gave him just a little bit of a thrill to feel her touch.

"Thank you, Tony. I heard you reading when I was waking up. That was a very nice thing to do for me."

Tony's smile beamed. "You're welcome." There were a few moments of silence which may have been more awkward had Tony been older, but for children, it was just silence. "You're very pretty."

Emma smiled just a bit and turned beet red as the door opened and all the grownups came in.

"Oh, baby, Oh baby!" Annie called as she ran from the door to her beside. She sat on the bed and threw her arms around Emma and pulled her into a hug that nearly suffocated the child. "I'm so glad you're ok." Then the kisses started and Emma couldn't even think straight from Annie's affection-overload.

Marybeth sat on the other side of the bed, maneuvering around Tony, and she patted Emma's head then put her arms around Annie and Emma and hugged them both and gave Emma a kiss on the back of the head.

When Annie finally came up for air, she slowly raised her eyes to meet Marybeth's. Then she nodded and said, "Ok. Whatever we have to do."

Nina came over to Tony and hugged him to her. "Ok."
 
Chapter 19
 

It was a long hot Tuesday in court and Rose (aka Myra) was grabbing a drink with the rest of her team at a bar near the firm's offices. She always made it a point to drink like 'one of the boys' when she was out with colleagues, so she was just starting her third scotch when she spotted Marybeth across the room, sitting at the bar with a very handsome man. They seemed to be deeply involved in conversation.

'So, she's back, is she? I thought I had shaken her more than that. Well, we shall see.' Rose thought. She watched them while continuing to converse with 'the boys' and she tried to see if these two were romantically involved - if so, something would have to be done about that.

Marybeth leaned in and nuzzled the cute guy. 'Ok! That's it!' Rose thought. 'I've seen enough of this. I guess I didn't make myself clear last time. I will make it VERY clear this time. When she's diapering this guy, she'll understand that she will NEVER have that kind of happiness again.'

'The boys' eventually headed home, one by one, leaving Rose alone in the booth watching Marybeth and her guest. Finally, Marybeth stood and gave him a deep kiss, then headed out the door.

'How lucky can you get?' Rose thought. 'I can take care of it all tonight.'

Rose stood and had to take a moment clear her spinning head before starting the long walk to 'Mr Right-now'. He was even better looking up close. Strong, athletic and beautiful eyes. 'this is going to be fun.' All she had to do was get him alone for a little while, get him to drink the potion and send him on his way. This was almost more fun than she could imagine.

She took the stool next to him and started playing the 'hook-up' game perfectly. First, not noticing him, then, the hair-behind-the-ear flip, then the casual turn to catch him staring at her.

"Oh, hi." She said in her most sultry voice. As she grabbed hold of his gaze, she tried to use a simple spell that she knew to make him more... suggestible, but she couldn't seem to get it to work right. Too much to drink, she figured.

He smiled and nodded at her while taking his time looking her over.

'Oh, yes. I got him!'

"I was just having a drink with my friends , over there, and I saw you all alone. May I keep you company?"

The man's smile broadened to a grim. He turned to the bartender and indicated to have two more drinks brought over. He turned to Rose and continued to smile at Rose. The bartender nodded that she had seen his signal and took her time pouring the scotch into the glasses.

When the drinks arrived, he handed one to Rose.

"To new friends." Rose smiled at him and held up her glass for him to clink his with hers.

He raised his glass to hers and held it there for a moment before leaning forward and placing a soft, sensuous kiss on her lips. Then he pulled back, reassembled his smile and said, "To new lovers."

"Oh, my," she sighed, genuinely turned on, "what a package I found! Tall, handsome, charming and a sexy accent to boot. Are you Italian?"
 
Chapter 20
 

"Ok, kiddos," Annie said as the second NetFlix selection of the evening ended. Tony had chosen 'Kung Foo Panda', then Emma, Disney's 'Aladdin.' Annie had been glad to have Tony stay with Emma and her for a few days while Nina and Franco were off with Marybeth doing - well - doing what they needed to do. "9:30! Time to head to bed." It was interesting to watch Emma interact with Tony. Prior to this, the only long term interaction with other children was during the preparations for Kathy's wedding and, then, the actual wedding day. Emma had been a junior bridesmaid and she had to spend time with Kathy's younger cousins, but they were always very dressed up and all acting as grown-up as possible. This was more relaxed.

When Emma first came to live with Annie - God, it was getting so hard to remember that Emma wasn't always a little girl. Annie had loved Bob and she missed him every day, but Emma was a whole different person, now. At first, she was like a middle aged man in a little girl's body, but eventually, she began to accept the changes in her life and the changes in her station in life. It was the daily changes that Annie noticed the most. Bob had always been quick to give Annie a comforting hug when she needed it and, at first, Emma's hugs were little versions of Bob's. Now, her hugs were huge, whole hearted, little girl hugs.

In the last few weeks, her personality has really been changing. Franco was right the other day when he said that it was nice to see Emma smiling. It had been a long time since Bob had been happy and Emma really never had laughed all that much. She still had Bob's memories, knowledge and skills, but she was more of a little girl. If Annie turned on the news, Emma would sit and watch it and comment on it with her, but if Emma was alone and bored, she would usually look for something more juvenile to watch; the Disney Channel, Nickelodeon, Cartoon Network, etc.

Annie figured that it was all just a natural development. After all, Emma's body was going through the same developmental changes that any eight year old girl's body was going through. The fact that Emma had all of Bobby's experiences and intellect didn't keep her from still being a little girl.

These last two days, with Tony visiting, Emma was enjoying playing children's board games with him, painting, running in the yard, laughing and really enjoying it. Quincy, their newly acquired puppy had been run ragged by these two lively children. There was laughter in Annie's house! How, wonderful!

"Ok, Annie!" Emma said. The, she turned to Tony. "I will grab the game if you can put away the paints."

"Ok," and Tony carefully closed up everything and returned them to the craft closet.

Annie watched the two of them, Tony in his PJs and Emma in her pink night gown. They were so precious; so cute. They were so little and so grown up at the same time. They were ready in a few minutes and they headed for the bathroom to brush their teeth. There was an inflatable bed on the floor in Emma's room to accommodate Tony. When Annie came up stairs, she could hear the giggling coming from the room as she approached.

Quincy ran ahead of Annie and leapt onto Emma's bed. He turned in three quick circles at the foot of the mattress, then curled up; ready to guard Emma all through the night.

"Alright, you two, lights out, ok?"

"Ok, Annie!" They said in unison and giggled again.

Annie laughed, too and bent to tuck Tony in. She gave him a kiss on the forehead. "Good night, Tony. Thank you for taking care of Emma and helping her recover."

"Good night, Miss Annie. Thank you for letting me sleep over. Emma and I are having a lot of fun."

Then she turned to Emma and she could see the childish joy on her face. She'd found friendship again. How wonderful for her. Annie tucked her in and sat on the side of the bed for a moment and just smiled at Emma.

"What?" Emma asked.

"Nothing, princess." Annie smiled back at Emma and gave her another big hug. "Sometimes, I just can't believe how much I love you. Sweet dreams, my sweet, one. I love you."

"I love you, too, Annie." Emma smiled back as she gave Annie one of those wonderful, uninhibited, little-girl hugs, bringing a tear to the corner of Annie's eyes. Then Annie shut off the lights, took one last look and went down stairs leaving the children in Quincy's care. Then she sat in the darkness to await a call from Marybeth.

Within an hour, the call came and Annie knew that things were underway.
 
Chapter 21
 

The sun was beaming on to her face, painfully rousing Rose from her sleep. She raised her hand to shield her eyes and looked around the unfamiliar room to get her bearings. It was a nice, upscale hotel room, no doubt. How did she get here? She sat up and let the blood flow back into her head in the hopes that it may clear her brain.

Think, think, think.

She shook her head and thought about last night: Drinks with 'the boys' at the bar, then - MARYBETH! Now, she remembered! Marybeth had been there with that beautiful, Italian guy.
'Wait! I had him in the palm of my hand! Did I bring him here?'

She looked around the room some more and saw her purse on top of a pile of her clothes on a chair in the corner. Next to the chair was an open suitcase with men's clothing in it. Rose looked down at her body and realized that she was only wearing a bra and panties. She got up and walked with great care to the chair and opened up her purse. Inside was an empty vial that had once held a small amount of a pink elixir that she had intended to get into the big Italian guy.

'Looks like my work here is done!" she whispered through her evil smile.

She heard the sound of someone moving in the next room. 'Ahh, lover boy awaits!' She ran her fingers through her hair, pinched her cheeks a couple of times, took a deep breath, opened the door and stepped out into the main room of the suite to, maybe, get in a little nooky before saying goodbye.

Sure enough, it was the 'Italian Stallion' sitting at a small table by the window looking out a beautiful view of the city.

Rose strode sexily across the room.

"Hi," she whispered as she approached.

He turned to partially face her. "Buon giorno, signora giovane!" He smiled as he rose, invited her to sit in the other chair, took her hands and gave her a peck on the cheek.

She had her sexiest smile on as she sat. "I know it's a cliché to say things like this, but last night was amazing."

The man gave a few small, quiet laughs and looked a little smug about the whole thing. "Sono lieto che lei ha avuto un buon notto!" He said with that gorgeous, sexy accent.

She smiled back, looked a little confused and shook her head. She giggled, "I'm sorry. I don't.."

"Ahh... I am glad that you had a good night." He laughed back. "I think it was very good luck for me - meeting you in the bar, I mean."

"Yeah. It was. I had a great time." Suddenly, Rose looked very serious and stared into the man's eyes. "Now, listen to me because this is very important. You will do as I say. You will not be able to tell anyone about me or what we did last night. Do you understand? You will not be able tell anyone about me or last evening until I release you from this command."

The man looked blankly into her eyes. She knew she had him. She sat back and smiled, taking in his beautiful face. What a shame.

The man watched her sit back, then let out a laugh, shook his head, picked up a piece of toast from his room service tray. "You have a funny way of pillow-talking, Myra."

Rose sat at attention immediately. "What did you say." He hadn't said 'Myra' had he? She must have misheard because of his accent.

He laughed some more, this time even harder and waved his hands as if he was a wizard in a high school play. "Ha, ha. 'You are in power. You will do as I command.' Ha, ha. You talk like you are in a bad movie. Ha, ha, ha!"

Rose stood. Her face took on a look that was a blend of anger and fear. "Are you mocking me?"

"Ha, ha. I guess I am!"

"That's it! You asked for this!" She yelled as she pulled the small table easily to the side, then knelt in front of the man. She spread his legs, unzipped and unbuttoned his kakis and yanked them down exposing his ample manhood. She smiled up at him and said, "Well, look at that! Such a big boy! Let's do something about that, shall we?" and she grabbed his penis and started to stroke him.

He stood quickly and pushed her away, then pulled up his pants.

'What the Hell?' Rose thought, 'the potion should have made it impossible for him to resist any woman!'

As he rebuttoned and rezipped he said, "No thank you, Myra. You're not really my type."

"Your type!? What exactly do you mean?"

The man walked away and put on his sports coat leaving Rose on the floor adjusting her underwear.

"Hmm... I like pretty women."

She rocketed to her feet. "What! I am pretty! Hell, I'm beautiful! You ass!"

"Beauty comes from within, Myra, and you are an ugly, hideous thing."

"Why are you calling me 'Myra'?"

"That is your real name - Myra. Rose is a beautiful name. I would soil it by applying such a beautiful name to such a perfectly horrid thing as you."

Myra stood erect. Her face was flushed. "That's it! I don't think I'll wait for the potion! I hope you like wearing diapers and dresses!!!!" She started chanting in a strange language and began motioning towards the man. He voice rose in power and volume until she finally made a dramatic thrust in the man's direction.

Nothing happened.

The man laughed heartily.

She looked confused and did the same thing again.

Nothing happened.

There was a knock on the door. The man opened it without looking to see who it was. In walked two women. Myra recognized each of them.

The first woman came forward with a big grin on her face. "Myra! So, glad to see you. I must say, you have looked better." She laughed.

Myra folded her arms and made a face of determination. "Marybeth. You are getting brave, aren't you? You will pay for this."

"I don't think she will," said the other woman. The man was standing with his arms around this one.

"Nina!? I thought you were safely out of the country."

"I was, until a couple of years ago. When I'd heard that you had left the area, I figured it was safe to come back home. My parents sent me away because you were out of control and they were afraid that I would eventually die or kill someone while I was under your influence. They were probably right. I hid out in Italy where I met my husband; you've met Franco, right? I told him the truth about myself and he introduced me to some very powerful white-witches who helped me reform and gave me a whole arsenal of spells to combat evil - just in case you came back into my life. Funny how things work out, isn't it?"

Myra gathered her composure and the anger came back into her face. "That's it. All three of you are dead! I will kill you - right here - right now!"

Again the chanting started, only this time the sound of her voice became more guttural and lower in pitch. The tempo and intensity of the chant grew until the sound of Marybeth, Nina and Franco's laughing interrupted Myra's spell.

"What are you laughing at?" Myra asked, but she already knew that something was wrong.

"You can't hurt us, Myra. Look." Nina said as all three of them lowered their collars revealing three small, identical charms hanging on their necks.

Myra immediately recognized them. They were powerful charms designed to protect the wearer from the magic of others.

"Fine," Myra said, "if I can't hurt you, I can still get the ones you love. You will never be safe from me!" Then she broke into fit of coughing and had to hold on to the table to keep from falling.

"You won't hurt anyone, ever again," Marybeth said. "Your days are numbered, old man."

"What?" Myra asked with a look of disdain and anger on her face.

"How many male witches do you know, Marybeth?" Nina asked.

"Hmm... I have never heard of a male witch, Nina."

"Franco, do you know any?"

Franco made a show of rubbing his chin and thinking. "None."

Nina walked over to Myra and stood directly in front of her, staring into her eyes. "You were going to do to Franco what you did to Bob, weren't you?"

"Ha, ha. I was and I still will! Those charms don't last forever, you know, and he drank the potion."

"Really?" Nina asked. "Franco, did you drink the potion?"

Franco laughed, "Not me, mio amore. You put it in a drink and Myra drank it along with the potion that you gave me to give to her."

The smile disappeared from Myra's face. "What?"

"I think she's starting to get it now." Nina laughed. "I was very happy to serve as your bartender last night!"

Myra's face became pale.

Nina glanced down at Myra's waist. "Those are nice panties, you're wearing, but they don't seem to be giving you much modesty," she said as she placed her hand in the front panel of Myra's panties sending a very odd sensation through Myra. "And that bra is looking a little silly on your flat chest, too."

Fear filled Myra and another fit of coughing nearly knocked her to the floor. Finally, she looked down at her body and saw her bra hanging uselessly from a flat chest and the tip of a penis sticking out of her lace panties.

"What have you done to me!?" The coughing came back some more and harder this time. She held tightly to the table and took stock of her changed body. She was still thin, but her skin looked wrinkled and old. She pulled off her bra and saw the flat chest and useless nipples. There was a mirror over the couch, Myra headed for it, but her legs were stiff and her strength was gone. With great effort, she forced her feet forward.

The smiles left the faces of Franco, Nina and Marybeth. This was getting very sad. Before them, over the course of the last ten minutes or so, Myra had changed from a healthy, middle aged woman into this weak, stiff, almost impossibly old man.

Myra looked into the mirror and saw the wrinkled, wizened face looking back. She touched her thinning, grey hair and her mouth hung open revealing yellowed, loose teeth.

"How did you do this?"

"I didn't." Nina said with great sadness. "You did. The potion that you wanted to use would have stolen Franco's sex and age. The potion I added contained a spell to combat your evil. Whatever you tried to impose on another would bounce back on you and impose the exact opposite spell on you. Your spell was meant to make Franco a girl - it made you a man. Your spell was meant to make Franco very young - it made you very old. It was your evil that did this to you."

Myra's coughing came back with a renewed power. Her legs could not hold her any more. Franco grabbed her as she collapsed and he helped her back into the chair.

Between labored breaths, Myra said, "I will get all of you for this. You... will... pay... for..." but the coughing became too intense to continue.

Marybeth walked to the room's phone. "No, Myra. You won't. I think you are a very sick, old man and I don't think that you will have the time, strength or concentration to ever hurt anyone, again." She picked up the phone, dialed the front desk and, when the clerk picked up, she said, "Hi, this is Ms Costello in 924. There is a very old man wearing only a pair of panties in my room. I don't know where he came from, but he seems to be suffering from dementia of some sort. He thinks he's a woman and he's ranting about witches. Would you please call the police for me?" She listened for a moment, then said, "Thank you. I am not comfortable here alone with him, so I am going to leave until the police deal with him. Thanks, again."

She hung up and looked at the now ancient looking old man in the chair. "Good bye, Myra," and the three of them left the room.
 
Chapter 22
 

The sun had only just started to peek over the horizon when Annie put the two sleepy but excited eight year olds into her minivan and started driving north. It was about a two-and-a-half-hour drive to the beach on Cape Cod in Massachusetts and Annie wanted to get there before breakfast so that the kids could have all day at the beach. Yesterday, Marybeth had called to say that everyone was safe, now. Myra had been taken care of. Annie did not want to know how, just that they were safe.

They had celebrated afternoon going bowling. Annie knew that Tony loved to bowl.

When Annie had told the kids to get ready for the bowling alley, Tony was ready in a heartbeat, but Emma had disappeared up into her room shouting back that she'd be right there. When she didn't come right down, Annie went to see what the holdup was and found Emma standing in her closet with at least a dozen dresses at her feet.

"What are you doing?" Annie smiled, knowing full well what was going through her baby's mind.

"I need something pretty, but I need to be able to bowl in it, too."

"Emma, come on, you look fine the way you are."

"Arrgh! All I have is work dresses! I need something less formal so I don't look like a geek to Tony!"

Annie stifled the laugh that she felt coming and tried to look sympathetic for Emma's sake.

"What should I wear, mommy?"

'Mommy?' Annie thought. The word had slipped out of Emma's mouth without a thought, but it had made Annie weak in the knees. She smiled and helped Emma find just the right thing to wear, a little yellow cotton dress that hung freely from her shoulders and tied into a bow in the back to give her some shape and it had a wide skirt short enough to give her some freedom, but loose and long enough, just to her knees, to not be revealing while bowling.

Emma checked herself in the mirror and was satisfied. She smiled at Annie and ran down the stairs calling to both Annie and Tony, "All set! Let's go!!!"

The kids had a great time. Tony won, of course, being the most experienced bowler, but Emma was in her glory! After every ball went down the lane, she would give a little jump-for-joy and then skip back to the scoring desk with a big grin on her face.

Since the others would not be backroom Los Angeles for another two days, Annie decided to take the kids to one of her favorite places in the world: the Cape.

After breakfast at The Pancake Man, they headed to beach. It was a beautiful, late summer day and the beach was not at all crowded, so they spread their blankets and looked out on the beautiful, dark-blue ocean.

Annie spent her beach time on her blanket sketching out some simple 'play-dresses' for Emma while the kids swam for a while and played in the sand; building castles and knocking them down. By early afternoon, they were walking hand-in-hand and exploring the tidal pools; Tony picking up little crabs and explaining 'facts' about them that he only half understood himself. He was more than a full head taller than little Emma and, in her little bathing suit, she looked even younger than him.

Bobby had been a bit of a nature geek as a child and Annie knew that Emma knew a lot about the creatures in the pools, but she watched with amusement as Emma would pick up another creature from the pool or a piece of sea weed and listen to Tony explain what each item was and how it came to land on this beach. Occasionally, Emma would offer information in the form of questions to help Tony with his lectures.

"You sweet, little flirt!" Annie said to herself, watching Emma working her feminine wiles for the very first time. "This is a side of you I never - ever - in a million years - thought that I would see."

Tony looked up and saw Annie looking at them and he waved to her. Emma looked up, too, then smiled the biggest smile that Annie had ever seen on that face and waved.

"If you're flirting like this at eight, what am I going to do with you when you turn fourteen?" Annie said to herself.

Tony pointed to Annie and said something to Emma. The two of them crouched in a racer's stance and they shouted out a count in unison. "On your marks! Get set! Go!" and they both ran full blast towards Annie.

This all looked familiar to Annie. They reminded her of Bobby and her when they were little; so happy and full of life. No horrors. No witches. Just the magic of life and friends.

The race was a tie. Tony fell on his blanket while Emma landed in Annie's lap.

"Ugg," Annie let out as Emma's body landed on her lap. She hugged the giggling little girl tightly to her breast and joined in her giggles. The she rolled Emma onto her back and tickled her until Emma's laughter was uncontrollable. "Oh, my sweat little lady! What am I going to do with you?"

"I guess you'll just have to keep on loving me!" Emma giggled and gasped.

Annie hugged her tighter and buried Emma's face in kisses. "I guess I will."
 
THE END
 

Twenty Weeks - 1

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • School or College Life

Other Keywords: 

  • School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)


Twenty Weeks - 1

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Dr Martin has an opportunity to become Chancellor of one of the most prestigious girl's
prep schools in the country. She's starting mid-year, which causes a problem for her son, Dean.
None of the nearby boys' prep schools will accept a student mid-year.
So... It's only one semester, right? Just 20 weeks?


 
Author's Note: This is one of my more recent installments. Again, I want to thank all of you for your lovely comments, especially on a Boy Called Brook! I do have more stories, you know? :) Hint, hint.
This story is more of a character change through realization rather than being influenced by anything else. Let me know what you think about this story, both good and bad.
Please? Leave me a review on this story? I strive towards excellence! ~Clara.

 
This version of Twenty Weeks - 1 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Part 1
 

"It is so wonderful to have you here at the Greenwood Academy, Dr Martin," the woman from the school's parent association said as she sipped on a glass of champagne and smiled at the school's new Chancellor. "We were so impressed by how you turned around the last school where you were in charge that we just knew that you were the perfect choice for Greenwood."

The Chancellor, a tall, statuesque woman who always presented herself as a perfectly put together leader, smiled. "Thank you for giving me this opportunity. I am really looking forward to getting to work here. I do wish I'd had the opportunity to start at the beginning of the school year, but starting in mid-year will be a new challenge for me."

"Oh, I'm sure that you're up to it." The woman smiled some more. She looked around the reception as if trying to find someone. "Now, where is this daughter of yours? I've heard so much about her that I feel as if I know her already."

Dr Martin looked about for a moment. "There she is, sulking by the window. The blonde girl in the dark blue dress."

The woman looked to the windows and smiled. "Ahh, yes. It can't be easy for a fifteen year old to move across the country, leaving all her friends behind... I'm sure she'll make lots of friends here, though. A pretty girl like that is bound to be popular."

"Yes, she is lovely." A man from the school's Board of Directors appeared and looked in the same direction. "It is odd that she didn't show up in our background search, Dr Martin. Now, is your son here as well?"

"No," the Chancellor smiled and shook her head. "Dean is staying with his father for the time being. He may join us in the future, though. Deanne was staying with my ex until the opportunity to attend Greenwood arose. I really appreciate you taking her in as a student halfway through the year."

"Oh, our pleasure," the man said. "Her academic record is quite impressive, so we are happy to have her at Greenwood."

Dr Martin sighed. "I do hope that Deedee makes some friends here, though. She was a bit of a loner at her last school."

"Oh, well, let's deal with that right now!" the first woman said. "Let me introduce your daughter to my daughter."

"Oh, thank you, so much." The Chancellor smiled. "Deedee! Deedee, dear. Please come meet some people."

The little, blonde girl in the dark blue dress turned, looking a bit irritated to have been summoned.

The Chancellor smiled, wrapping an arm around the teenager's shoulders. "This is my daughter, Deanne. We call her Deedee."

The two adults said their hellos and welcomed Deedee to Greenwood.

The woman from the parent association looked about for a moment, then spoke to a group of teenagers. "Robin!" the woman called and a good looking girl with impeccably quaffed, long red hair turned and smiled.

"Yes, mom?"

"Come here, dear, and meet someone."

The red head excused herself from her friends and walked quickly to her mother, a huge smile on her face. "Hi," she said as she arrived.

"Robin, this is our new Chancellor, Dr Martin, and her daughter, Deedee, who will be joining your grade tomorrow morning."

"Oh, cool!" Robin smiled at the girl, who was several inches shorter than her and looked a bit younger than most of her classmates. "Come on. I'll introduce you to some of the girls."

Deedee looked at the Chancellor, hoping to not have to mingle with girls in the same grade, but instead, Dr Martin smiled and gave Deedee a gentle, prodding push on the shoulders. "Go on, now, Deedee, and meet your new classmates."

Deedee gave a subtle eye roll, then forced a smile and followed Robin.

"Excuse, me, Dr Martin," an event coordinator interrupted, "but it's time for you to address the people."

"Oh, of course," Dr Martin said and followed the coordinator to the podium.

"Ladies and gentlemen," the coordinator said into the microphone, "I would like to introduce to you, our new Chancellor... Dr Amelia Martin." She stepped aside as the gathered people applauded.

"Good evening," Dr Martin said, smiling broadly, "and thank you so much for such a wonderful welcome to this glorious and historic school. At a time when there are more women than men in the workforce for the first time in history, I am so thrilled to have an opportunity to work with you to offer the young women of Greenwood Academy the finest in same sex education that this country has to offer..."

Deedee was led to the opposite end of the room from the podium where Robin introduced a dozen or so girls by name, but there were just too many names being thrown around for Deedee to keep them straight.

"So, that's your mom?" a dark haired girl said, quietly enough to not attract any attention from the adults.

"Yeah," Deedee nodded. "She's very eager to make a good impression tonight."

"Well, she looks a lot nicer than Mrs Landry, our last Chancellor."

"Where are you from?" Another girl asked.

"San Diego."

"San Diego!?" another girl asked, astounded. "Why the hell would anyone move from San Diego to Massachusetts in the middle of winter?"

Deedee shrugged. "It's not like I had a choice." A scoff escaped Deedee's lips. "I don't seem to have much say in anything anymore."

"No kidding," Robin chuckled. "I can't wait until we graduate and have lives of our own."

"Just two and a half more years," one of the girls smiled.

"... and in conclusion," Dr Martin said from the podium, "let me say that I am very excited to get down to the task of maintaining the excellent reputation of this fine and distinguished institution. Thank you all for this lovely welcome and this amazing opportunity."

"Well, she says all the right things," the first girl who'd spoken said.

"Let's hope she's not a hard-ass like Landry was," another girl said.

"Well," Robin said to Deedee, "is she? A hard-ass, I mean?"

"Only when it comes to me," Deedee said, sounding a bit glum and put upon. "Only when it comes to me."
 

~^~

 

"I hope the move went well," the voice of Amelia's ex-husband came from her voicemail. "Congratulations on your new position. I'm looking forward to hearing all about it. Tell Dean I say 'hi' and that I hope he has a great first day at school tomorrow. I'm off to another assignment in an hour or so. Talk to you soon."
 

~^~

 

"Well, that was a lovely evening, don't you think?" Dr Martin said as they entered the big foyer at the front entrance of the Chancellor's house on the campus of Greenwood Academy.

"I guess," Deedee said, sulking and hanging up a winter coat in the hall closet.

"You guess?" Dr Martin shook her head. "Are you just going to sulk about for the entire semester?"

Deedee let out a huge sigh. "Mom... you made me move all the way across the country, away from nice, sunny, warm San Diego to this remote, freezing cold place. I know no one here and then there's..." Deedee used both hands to indicate the dress.

Dr Martin shook her head and folded her arms. "Alright, we've been through this a hundred times. If there was another way of getting you an Ivy League preparation education somewhere else, I would have enrolled you there, but moving in the middle of the school year made that impossible."

"Mom, there is a perfectly good public high school in this town..."

"Perfectly good for someone who wants to go to a public college. Honey, that school has an average or below rating for every important standard."

"A private school, then, mom. Anything would be better than this."

The Chancellor shook her head. "The only boys' schools in this area that even come remotely close to the standards of Greenwood are St John's and St Mark's and neither is accepting students mid-year. I've explained that to you at least fifty times, Deedee..."

"Could you please just call me Dean when we're alone!?"

"NO!" Dr Martin said, emphatically. "Deedee, for the next twenty school weeks, you are not my son. You are my daughter, Deanne and that is that, AND this is ABSOLUTELY the last time that we shall have this conversation. Have I made myself abundantly clear, young lady?"

Dean shook his head and bit his lip. "And when this school year is over, you'll let me attend the computer gaming competition in Las Vegas?"

Dr Martin nodded. "With me as a chaperone, yes."

Dean nodded. "Ok. Then I'll play this dress-up game, but only until the last day of school. Then Deanne moves back to California to live with her dad and Dean shows up to live with you."

"That's the deal." The Chancellor nodded. "Are we on the same page, then?"

A second or two passed before Dean nodded. "Yes, ma'am."

Dr Martin gave her son a hug, then stepped back and moved his blonde hair behind his shoulders. "I know this may not be exactly what you want to hear, but you actually make a very attractive young woman."

Dean smirked and shook his head just a little. "Thanks... I guess."

His mother smiled. "You'll see... the time will fly past. Twenty weeks isn't all that long. It'll be over before you know it."

"I doubt that, mom. I truly doubt that." He laughed and smiled.

She kissed his forehead. "Now, go get out of that dress and into your pjs..."

"You mean nightgown."

"... and meet me in my room. I'll braid your hair before you go to bed. It holds a nice curl all day if you sleep in braids."

Dean shook his head and walked up the stairs. "That is definitely NOT something a mother should ever say to her son."
 

~^~

 

"Are you ready?" The Chancellor yelled up the stairs the next morning. "Come on, I don't want to be late."

Dean stomped down the stairs, not looking at all happy. "Mom... first off, the students don't have to be at the school for nearly another hour. Second... look at me. I look like a moron in this get up."

He was wearing the school's required uniform. A white, long sleeved blouse that puffed up around the tiny cuffs at his wrist and had a soft, little collar that allowed him to wear the navy blue, criss-cross-bow tie, and it had tiny navy blue buttons up the front. Beneath that was a padded bra that gave him a very modest bust. The blouse was covered with a gray-blue and navy blue checked jumper-style dress that also concealed the pink, star adorned panties that he wore that morning. Below that his legs were supplied with plain white, knee high socks and patent-leather, high gloss, two inch heeled, rounded toe shoes with a narrow strap that ran around his ankle and buckled to fit tightly.

"You look lovely." The Chancellor smiled. "And more importantly, you'll look just like all the other girls."

"The other girls." Dean shook his head.

"Yes, the OTHER girls," his mother insisted. She fussed a moment with his hair. "You look perfect, Deedee. You really do. Even with no makeup on, no one would ever think that you were anything other than a normal sophomore at a high end prep school."

She played with his hair a bit longer. "Who would have thought that being petite would be such a benefit to a boy?"

"Yeah, well, I looked like a boy until you started in on me. No one can have their eyebrows plucked, their body hair all removed and their ears pierced and still look like a boy. And look at this hair, mom!"

"Alright, now stop. Your hair was that long before we started all of this."

"This long, yeah, but not sculpted this way and certainly not this light in color. That woman at your salon cut it so that it actually looked like I had more hair than I had before I started , then dyed it so I look like I had spent months on the beach. Mom... I'm a completely different person than I was three weeks ago!"

"That's right, my love. Now... let's get to school."
 

~^~

 

Dean met at least thirty older women that morning. Teachers, teachers' aides and office personnel. He just smiled a lot and nodded at each woman in turn, trying hard to connect faces to names. Several even mentioned that they were thrilled to have him joining their classes. The only woman who stood out was the Assistant Chancellor, Mrs Olsen, a woman in her late fifties or early sixties who seemed genuinely interested in Dean's life, asking questions about his life in San Diego and his aspirations later in life. She seemed very pleasant and caring. Dean liked her immediately.

"Hey," a voice said from the doorway to the office. "You want to come with me and meet some of the girls?" It was Robin, the red headed girl from the reception the previous day.

"Oh..." Dean said, nervous to begin his tutelage at this haven of females. "... I think my mom wants me to wait here until school actually starts."

Robin scowled at that. "Oh... ok... I'll see you in class... I guess."

"Oh, hi, Robin," The Chancellor said, smiling and exiting her office with a handful of paperwork.

"Hi, Dr Martin," Robin replied. "I was going to show Deedee around, but she says you want her to wait here."

"She did?" Dr Martin looked at Dean and made a confused face. "Why would I want you to do that. Go on and get to know some new people." She kissed her son's soft cheek and continued on with her office work. "You go have a good first day, now, Deedee."

Dean shook his head and started to walk around the counter.

"Oh, sweetheart," Dr Martin said with a smile. "Don't forget your purse." She help up a smallish handbag with a shoulder strap attached.

Dean reached back and took the feminine accouterment from his mother. "Thank you, mother," he said in a saccharine voice.

"You'll have to leave that in your locker," Robin whispered as they walked down the hall. "Your homeroom teacher will assign you one. What's your first class?"

Dean looked at his schedule. "Umm... Ms Cohen for Civics."

"Oh, cool," Robin said enthusiastically. "That's MY homeroom. Let me see your schedule." She half-snatched the paper from Dean and read it. "Hey! Your schedule is identical to mine... except Phys Ed. How come you're not taking Phys Ed?"

"Oh, I have pretty bad asthma," he lied. "I have a medical note about that. I do take some training classes outside of school, though. Mostly Pilates and gymnastics."

Robin nodded. "Huh. For a moment there I thought that you were going to say you took dance or something. That would have been weird."

Dean wanted to let that go, but he was curious. "Why weird?"

"Oh, I don't know... I guess I just thought you were... kinda... a tomboy, if you know what I mean."

"A tomboy?"

"Yeah... I mean... and I don't mean to be hurtful at all... it's just that you looked a little... uncomfortable... all dressed up yesterday."

"Well, that's true," Dean laughed.

"So... are you? A tomboy, I mean?"

"Like do I play sports and stuff?" Dean asked, confused. "I just told you that I have asthma. No, I don't play sports?"

"No... I mean... what team do you play for?"

"Team? I don't play sports. I just said that."

"No," Robin laughed. "I mean... do you like boys or girls?"

"Oh. I... don't really... date."

"I didn't ask if you dated," Robin laughed out loud. "Gosh. Have you ever had a conversation before?"

"Not like this one," Dean laughed too. "Are you always this forward when getting to know someone?"

"Yeah, of course. If you're into girls, then I can guide you in the right direction, that's all."

"Are you?"

"Am I what? A lesbian!? Oh, God, no!" She was belly laughing, now. "I'm the opposite of a lesbian. My mom says I'm completely boy crazy! I have been dating since I was in seventh grade, but I don't have a boyfriend right now! If you want me to set you up, though..."

"No, no," Dean said, a bit too quickly. "I don't think I'm really... ready... for dating."

"Ok," Robin smiled. "If that changes, let me know."

"Hey, guys!" It was the first girl to have spoken in the group of girls the previous evening.

"You remember Jade, don't you?" Robin assisted.

"Oh, yeah, hi," Dean said as they all continued down the hallway.

"Wow, look at that uniform," Jade said. "Crisp and stiff. I hate them like that." She laughed at what she'd just said.

"Be nice," Robin said to Jade. Then she looked at Dean and said, "Don't worry. After it's been washed a half dozen times, it won't be itchy any more."

"Then you can wear it without a slip," Jade agreed.

"A slip?" Dean asked. He was moderately aware of the garment, but that was all.

"Yeah, a slip?" Jade laughed. "Don't tell me you're not wearing a slip under that?"

Dean shook his head.

"Oh, God, you're going to be so itchy by the time you get out of that! It's wool!" Jade was laughing, but there was some sympathy in her voice.

"You are," Robin agreed. "Maybe they'll let you run home and put one on before school starts. Your house is just across the drive, right?"

"Yeah, but I don't own a slip," Dean admitted, not sure of how that would be received.

Jade looked at Robin with wide 'can you believe this' eyes. "How can a girl NOT own at least one slip?" Jade asked, laughing.

"I don't think Deedee wore dresses much before she got here," Robin offered as an excuse.

"Not at all," Dean confirmed.

"Well, that's going to change if you hang around this place," Jade said with a chuckle. "It's rare that we're allowed to wear slacks."

"Great," Dean said, shaking his head.

"Oh! I have an idea!" Robin said, excitedly. "Come on! Let's go see Ms Highland. I bet she has a slip you can borrow."

"Ms Highland?"

"Theater teacher," Jade explained. "She has a huge costume room. She probably does have something you can borrow."

By now, Dean was being pulled hurriedly to the theater. "No. That's ok. I'll be fine."

"No you won't," Robin insisted. "By three o'clock your legs will be red and irritated. You need this."

They reached an office door and Robin knocked on it. "Come on in," came a voice from inside. The rather broad, but confident woman looked up and smiled. "Good morning, girls!" She greeted them. "Ahh... I am assuming that this is the new girl. Welcome. I'm Ms Highland."

Dean shook her hand. "Deedee Martin."

"Ms Highland, we have a problem," Robin explained. "Deedee is wearing a brand new uniform and didn't know that she needed a slip under it. Do you have one she could borrow for the day?"

The teacher gave Dean an appraising look. "I think so. Size two, I'd guess. Right?"

"Umm... yes... I think so," Dean said. He'd not paid a lot of attention to his new sizes, but that sounded right.

Ms Highland disappeared into a storage area, but kept talking. "Tell me, Deedee, were you involved in the theater department at your old school?"

"Not really," he admitted. "I was in some plays in middle school, but nothing in high school."

Ms Highland reappeared carrying a piece of beige nylon folded nicely. "Well, here's the deal: I'll give you this half-slip, which you will find that you need for at least a few washings of that jumper, but only if you agree to audition for the spring musical."

Dean looked a bit scared. "Oh, I don't know, Ms Highland. I mean... I just got here and I'm sure that I'm going to have..."

"Irritated legs," the woman interrupted, "unless you wear this under that jumper. What do you say?" She had a playful smile on her face, but Dean could tell she meant business.

He sighed and said. "Ok. I'll audition."

"Excellent," Ms Highland smiled and offered the little, folded item to him. He just stared at it for a moment, not knowing what to do. Finally, the teacher sighed and said, "Oh, for goodness sake. Turn and face the wall."

He did as she instructed, and was shocked when she knelt behind him and reached around to open up the top of the half-slip in front of him. "Go on. Step into it."

He lifted one foot and then the other, slipping his shoed feet carefully into the elastic waist opening. Then, very quickly, the teacher raised the slip up his legs and settled the elastic opening on his waist. She hardly raised the uniform's skirt at all, and he was facing away from everyone, but he still felt extremely exposed by what had taken place.

"There," Ms Highland smiled as she stood and straightened his skirt. "That will feel a lot better."

What it felt was... odd. It was very soft and silky around his legs and nethers, which were just getting used to the softness of the cotton panties his mother had forced him to wear for the past ten days. Even standing still, the feeling was odd and exciting. When he moved to turn around, the feeling of the garment was nearly overwhelming. He looked about the room at the woman and the girls that surrounded him and prayed that his most unfeminine attribute would stay calm and tucked away between his legs.

"Thank you, Ms Highland," he muttered, feeling both excited and a bit violated.

"You are welcome, Deedee. Now, remember, auditions are Thursday, after school, in the auditorium." Ms Highland checked the time on the wall clock. "You girls should get to homeroom. It's getting close to first bell."

"Thank you, Ms Highland," both Robin and Jade said as the each grabbed an arm and towed Dean out of the theater teacher's office.

"Just a second," Jade said, stopping for a moment. She reached into her pocketbook and pulled out a tube of lipstick. She opened it and looked at Dean. "Let me put a little of this on you."

"What!?" Dean was trapped between Jade and the wall. "The handbook says 'no makeup.'"

"Yes it does, but everyone wears at least a little lipstick. This is shade is called 'nude.' It won't be all that obvious. Most of us wear some powder and eyeliner, too. The teachers know that it's part of being a teenaged girl and look the other way. Now, stay still." Jade grabbed his cheeks and forced his lips to open just a bit so she could smear the lipstick neatly onto his lips. She wiped it in several long strokes, followed by a dozen or more little strokes until she was satisfied. "There. Now, you'll fit it. I'll meet you in the girl's room after second and I'll see if I need to reapply it."

Before Dean could reply at all, Robin grabbed his hand and pulled. "Come on. We don't want to be late."

Before he knew it, Dean was being introduced to a middle aged woman with short hair and a mean looking stare. "So, you're the new girl, huh?" The teacher said with a bit of a snarl. "Well... you've got a lot of catching up to do, that's for sure. What do you know about the process of impeaching a President of the United States?"

Dean stared at the woman for a moment, not sure what to say.

"Well? Speak up, girl. What do you know about the process of impeaching a President of the United States?"

"Nothing, Miss," he finally admitted.

"Wonderful," the woman shook her head. "Well, sit down in the third seat in the second row. Have they issued you your laptop yet?"

"No, Miss," Dean replied. "I think they were going to send it to my homeroom this morning."

"Well, we can't wait for 'them' to do their job, now can we? Robin, show her where to sit. Jade, go to the media center and ask for her laptop. I'm not going to have her sitting here wasting her time. She's here to learn and that's what she's going to do." Then she looked at Dean and scowled just a bit. "My name is Mrs Cohen, young lady, and please don't forget it. Being the Chancellor's daughter isn't going to cut you any slack in my classroom. Understood?"

"Yes, Mrs Cohen," Dean replied as he moved to his seat. "I'm sorry if I upset things. I didn't mean to."

The teacher just shook her head and walked out into the hallway to monitor the activity out there.

Dean took a seat at the assigned location, neatly folding the uniform's skirt under his rump as he did so. He took a deep breath and then took note of the odd sensation of being in a classroom dressed as he was and with his lips feeling almost heavy with lipstick. 'Twenty weeks,' he thought. 'Five school days a week. That's about one hundred days. That's all. Just one hundred days and this was day one. I can survive a mere one hundred days.'

"Don't worry," Robin whispered as she took the seat next to Dean. "Her bark is much worse than her bite. She's actually kind of nice, once she gets to know you."

Dean nodded and looked around the room at student projects on the walls and shelves and he was impressed. These projects weren't just the simple poster board projects he'd seen at his old school. These projects were well researched and very professionally presented. The bar for success was obviously much higher here.

"Here you go," Jade said as she placed a laptop onto Dean's desk. "Just log-on with your student number and you'll already have access to all the classrooms."

"Thanks," he nodded and opened the new laptop. He signed into the computer, changed his password and opened the classroom page for Civics. He read the lesson plan for that day and his eyes almost crossed. He knew all those words, but he didn't understand what they meant in that particular context. He had never taken a class like this before.

"Good morning, girls," Mrs Cohen said loudly, calling the class to order. "I'm sure you've noticed a new face in the classroom. Stand up..." she checked her attendance sheet, "...Deanne and introduce yourself."

A little confused, Dean stood and said, "Umm... hi... I'm Deedee."

He went to sit back down, but the teacher stopped him. "And where are you from, Deanne?"

"Deedee," he corrected, not loving either name, but at least Deedee was simpler.

"What your friends call you is up to them, Ms Martin, but I am not your friend. I am your teacher and I will call you by your legal name."

"Yes, ma'am. I'm from San Diego, California."

"Alright," Mrs Cohen said. "Have a seat and we'll begin."

The next fifty minutes was a blur of a subject about which Dean only had a passing familiarity. He was not at all sure that he could get caught up and pass this course, but Robin assured him that she would help him any way should could.

Next came algebra, a subject he at least had done well in at his old school. He decided that this class was at least possible to pass. They were a little more advanced than his old class, but he understood what was being said. I just needed to catch up.

As class ended, Jade slipped her arm into his and said, "Come on. We've only got a few minutes before Phys Ed and I need to touch up your lips."

"I don't have Phys Ed," Dean remarked.

"Yeah, well, I do, so hurry."
 

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"Come on in," Dr Martin said when Dean knocked on her office door. She smiled at her son in his pretty uniform. He looked so nice in it. Much nicer than the jeans and tee shirt he wore to his old school. "So... how's it going?"

"Ok," he said, a bit sadly. "Civics looks tough... like I have a lot to learn, I mean. Algebra was fine. I can catch up there."

"Good, good," his mother smiled, but then her eyes narrowed a bit. "Are you wearing lipstick?"

Darn rolled his eyes and nodded. "This girl - Jade - she put it on me. She said that all the students here wear a little makeup and I looked out of place without the lipstick."

"Huh," the Chancellor thought for a moment, "now that you mention it, I think she might be right. I hadn't noticed it, but almost all of the girls are wearing just a little. It looks nice on you."

"Thanks," he shook his head. "So... I'm supposed to be an office aid this period while the rest of my class does Phys Ed. Does that mean I help you?"

"I'm going to say 'not usually,' but right now I do need some help. See that pile over there?" She pointed to a small side desk. "Those are financial reports and they are a mess. I need you to go through them and put them in chronological order. The dates are at the top. Can you do that?"

"Sure."

Dr Martin watched as her son took the seat, smoothing his uniform dress beneath him. She knew that she was asking a lot of him, but she was honestly shocked by how good he looked and how well he had acclimated to feminine movement and behavior. Maybe this wasn't all that fair to Dean, but it certainly was a teachable exercise. He would definitely come out of this experience with a new outlook on life.
 

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The last period of the day was labeled as 'Conservatory' on Dean's schedule. He had no idea what that meant, but he followed Robin and Jade down the hall and into the school's smallest theater - it had three. There he saw the teacher who'd given him his slip earlier in the day inviting all the students to sit cross legged on the stage.

"Come on, girls," Ms Highland said in a big voice while she was clapping her hands. "Sit, sit, sit."

When all the students were seated, Ms Highland began her lesson. "So, your homework for last night was to watch the first act of the Broadway production of 'Into The Woods' that I put into your online classroom. Did anyone NOT watch act one?"

The word 'not' was said in such a way as to indicate that Ms Highland expected that everyone had watched the homework. Still, Dean had no choice but to raise his hand.

"That's ok, Deedee," she smiled. "You can watch act one tonight, then we'll be watching act two on Tuesday in class."

"Yes, ma'am," Dean nodded.

They went on to discuss the pros and cons of Stephen Sondheim's popular theater piece with all of the girls giving incredibly well thought out critiques of the piece, the actors, the music, the singing, the set, the lighting, the costumes... every aspect of the production was under discussion.

Dean was fascinated by the passion of the girls' responses and how they defended their opinions with words, rather than emotion. Ms Highland was like an orchestral conductor, keeping the conversation going and on track so well that the class flew by and Dean was surprised when the teacher said, "Alright, that's all for today, but before the end of the day, I just want to remind you all that Thursday is audition day! Remember, I want all of you to audition for the spring musical. 'Chicago' is a very 'woman heavy' script with lots of roles for women. The boys from St Mark's and St John's will be auditioning for the male parts, I'm sure."

"And for the chance to paw us," Jade whispered.

"Shh," Robin whispered and giggled back.

"So," Ms Highland continued, "make sure that you are familiar with the show and that you have a song prepared. I'm sure that Mrs Tracy would be willing to run through your audition piece ahead of time if you talk to her. If you don't prepare a song ahead of time, Mrs Tracy will teach everyone a little of one of the songs from the show and you'll have to sing that by yourself when your name is called. Doing it that way is fine, too. Questions?"

One girl raised her hand and when she was called on, she asked, "All the upperclassmen are going to get the leads, right? So, can we just audition as dancers?"

The teacher smiled. "To answer your first question, No, the upperclassmen will not necessarily be cast in the leads. I know it might seem that way, but usually there are only a few women's roles and the older girls have the advantage of experience. This year, there are lots of women's roles, so prepare your audition well and we'll see how the cookie crumbles. To answer your second question, No. The point of this class is to prepare you for the real world of theater, even if you never live in that world. So, if you audition, you do it all. You sing, dance and you act and if that makes you uncomfortable, then that means I'm doing my job well." She smiled at the students and then said, "I think that about wraps up the period..." a bell interrupted her, "... have a good day, girls! See you tomorrow."

As Dean walked down the hallway to his locker, he was surprised that so many girls not only said goodbye to him, but they also recalled his name, which was more than he could say about himself. Were they just being nice because he was the child of the new Chancellor, or were they being nice because they were... nice?

Most of the girls, including Jade and Robin, hurried to the front of the school in order to be picked up, while some went to sports practices or club meetings. Dean had nothing to rush to, though. He meandered to the main office and knocked on his mother's office door.

"How did it go?" She asked, standing and coming to the doorway to hug him - a very unusual thing for her to do.

"It wasn't as bad as I expected," he sighed as his mother played with his hair a bit. "The classes are really challenging, so that's a good thing, and the girls are all pretty nice."

Dr Martin smiled. "I saw you with the same two girls several times. Did you make some friends."

"I think I might have," he smiled, the lipstick making the smile all the brighter.

"Oh, good," she said, patting his cheek - again, a very unusual thing for her to do. "Listen, Deedee, I need to put in a few more hours here, why don't you go ahead back to the house and do your homework. If I don't get home before five, you go ahead and fix yourself some supper. Ok?"

"Ok," Dean said.

"Give me a hug," Dr Martin said, putting her arms around her little son.

Dean wrapped his arms around his mother as well. "Who are you and what have you done with my mother?" He teased.

"What do you mean?" She asked as she hugged.

"I mean... in fifteen years, you've never once played with my hair, rubbed my cheeks or hugged me before I walked home. What gives?"

She chuckled. "I don't know. I guess it's just different when you have a daughter. I feel more inclined to hug you when you're my little girl."

"Ok, enough of that," Dean laughed and pushed her off of him. "I'm not your daughter, mom. Remember that."

"You keep telling yourself that, Deedee, but when I look at you, I don't see a boy at all. You're just too, too cute."

"Yeah, well... I'll see you at home." Dean grabbed his jacket and headed out into the cold Massachusetts air for the short walk back to his new home.
 

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"I'm home," Dr Martin called as she entered the house.

"In the kitchen," Dean called back.

She entered the kitchen to find her son standing at the counter, his computer open, papers spread around the counter. She could only see his upper body from where she stood, but he was wearing a San Diego Padres long-sleeved tee shirt that fit him rather snugly around his padded bra. A voice was coming out of his phone, which was propped up against a glass of water.

"... so if you read chapter twenty one and do the questions at the end of it, then Mrs Cohen will probably be satisfied that you're trying to get caught up."

"Ok. Great," Dean replied. "My mom's home, so I should probably get going. I appreciate all your help."

"Hey, no biggy," the voice said. "Is your mom in the same room?"

"Yeah."

"HI, DR MARTIN!!!" The voice shouted.

"Hi!" Dr Martin replied, walking around the counter. "Who am I talking to?"

"It's my friend, Robin."

The Chancellor looked into the phone's screen and waved to the red haired girl on the screen. "Hi, Robin. Thank you for helping out my daughter."

"No problem, Dr Martin. Any time."

"Thanks again," Dean smiled and waved. "I'll see you at school tomorrow."

"Cool. Bye-bye." Robin waved back and ended the call from her end.

"Your friend?" Dr Martin asked. "That's encouraging."

Dean blushed a little and shrugged. "I guess. I mean... she's very nice and very supportive and she called me to see if I needed any help. At first I thought that she might just be being nice to me because I'm your... kid... but she was really nice and made me laugh a lot. She also stayed on the phone with me for almost an hour and a half. That seems like she actually likes me."

"And do you like her?"

"Yeah. Sure."

"Ok." Her eyes narrowed a bit. "But... you don't... LIKE-like her, right? I mean... you're not falling for her, are you? Because that could cause some problems."

Dean started gathering some of his papers as he let put a snicker. "Yeah. That COULD cause some problems, but don't worry... I'm not 'falling' for her. She's just my friend. Just like Mable was back home."

"Uh huh..." his mother smiled. "Well, whether you want to acknowledge it or not, Mable had the hots for Dean."

"No she didn't, and stop talking about 'Dean' in the past tense, as if he's never coming back, because he is."

"Alright... now, with that in mind, can we discuss this outfit of yours?" She indicated how he was dressed, which was the Padres shirt on top, but down below he was wearing a very lacy, beige slip that was thin enough to allow the star decorated panties beneath to show through and the thin nylon. Below the slip were the white socks he'd worn to school. "It's an interesting dichotomy. Tomboy on the top and girly-girl on the bottom. I like it, but I don't fully understand it."

Dean rolled his eyes. "I had run up stairs and was taking off my uniform when my phone rang. So, I grabbed this shirt off my bed and pulled it on. Then I carried the phone down here so I could work with Robin. Then you came in. End of story. No dichotomy or anything symbolic going. Ok?" He turned and walked away to put his computer and homework into the backpack he'd pulled out earlier to use for school.

Dr Martin smiled at both his defiant answer and his girlish appearance. "You know, I don't recall buying you that slip, and, considering how adamant you were about getting the plainest bras at the store, I am a bit surprised to see you wearing so much silk and lace. It's not very macho, after all."

Dean looked down at the slip, which he'd kind of forgotten about. The top half, from the waist to the halfway point, it was plain, beige, shiny material, but from that point down, it was very sheer and lacy.

"Well, I don't think it's actually silk... Nylon, I think, but YOU didn't consider what wearing a brand new, itchy wool jumper all day might be like. My new friends did and they brought me to see Ms Highland who gave me this from her costume room."

"GAVE it to you? She doesn't expect it back?"

"Nope. She said I could keep it as long as I auditioned for the spring musical."

"Oh?" The Chancellor laughed a little. "Do you know what the spring musical is?"

"Umm... I think it's called 'Chicago' or something."

"That's right. And have you ever SEEN 'Chicago?'"

"No... why?"

His mother shrugged, innocently. "No reason. I suggest you watch it before you audition, though. You may find it... eye opening."

"I'll try," he said, shaking his head, "but I'm already buried in work. Tonight, I have to watch act one of a Broadway production of something called 'Into The Woods." You want to watch it with me? It's on my Conservatory classroom, but I can link my computer to the TV."

"Sure. Let me grab something to eat. Have you had supper?"

"Yeah. I made some Ramen before Robin called and ate it while we talked."

"Ok. Let me grab a little salad and I'll be right in."

She grabbed a bag of pre-made salad and poured some into a bowl, then added some dressing and a few croutons before grabbing a bottle of water and a knife and fork and walking into the TV room where Dean, still dressed as he had been, was sitting on the couch and calling up the assigned viewing.

They sat in silence, watching the filmed version of the Broadway production. Eventually, Dr Martin said, "I've always loved Bernadette Peters. She's so pretty and has such a great voice."

"Which one is she?"

"The witch."

"Oh... yeah, she is pretty, now that the wig and makeup are gone."

She glanced over at her son and saw that he was kind of huddled into the corner with his arms crossed. "Are you cold?"

"A little."

She got up and pulled a large blanket out of a trunk in the corner, then came back to the couch, sat and spread it over her legs. She held up the side and said, "Come on over here next to me. We'll cuddle for warmth."

Dean got up and moved next to her, sitting against her, pulling the blanket over him as well.

Dr Martin put her arm around her son's small shoulders and pulled him close so that his head rested on her breast. She kissed the crown of his head and smelled the flowers in his shampoo and hairspray. It was odd. Dean probably would never cuddle like this, but Deedee was different. She seemed... just different, that's all. And that was kind of refreshing. Dean was standoffish and sarcastic. Deedee was... well... a girl. And that was kind of nice... for as long as it lasted.
 

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Tuesday morning went, pretty much, without a hitch. Dean thought less about his clothes than he had the day before and he was able to relax a bit more since no one saw him as anything other than another girl. He did work hard to try to memorize names so that when a girl spoke to him, he could reply using her name.

Mrs Cohen was actually impressed that he had taken the initiative to do some work to get caught up in Civics class and she even complimented him. "Well done, Deanne. Very well done." Then she winked at him. "Perhaps there hope for you, after all."

Last period, Conservatory class, was even better than the day before because he was able to join in the conversation, and act two of 'Into The Woods' turned out to be completely unexpected and really surprised him. He actually loved it and found himself sniffling back some tears a few times.

"Two day warning," Ms Highland said as the class started winding down. "Remember, auditions right after school on Thursday! I can't put on a show without you, so get your pretty butts into the auditorium as quickly as you can. I expect a big turnout for this one."

When the bell rang, Ms Highland called out, "Oh! Deedee, please stay for just a moment."

"We'll wait by the door," Robin said as Dean walked over to speak to his teacher.

"Yes, Ms Highland?" He asked, politely.

The teacher smiled. "How's it going, Deedee?"

"Oh... umm... fine, I guess, Ms Highland," he replied, surprised by the question.

She nodded, then sighed and crossed her arms around her midsection. "Look, Deedee, I know I put you on the spot yesterday morning when I kind of demanded that you have to audition for the musical. I shouldn't have done that, but... Deedee, you've come here from a very popular, trendy city and we're... well, we're kind of isolated out here in the sticks and that goes double for you. All of the girls leave the campus and go home every afternoon while you are kind of stranded here on campus - which is even more remote than the rest of the town. Do you understand what I'm saying?"

"Not really, Ms Highland."

The teacher shook her head. "No... of course not. My point is, Deedee, that the musical will give you an opportunity to be amongst your peers in a more casual, friendly and creative way than a normal school day would offer." She smiled. "I just think... it would be good for you to be involved. So... please... audition."

Dean smiled at his teacher's stammering. "Ok, Ms Highland. I will."

"Have you acted before, Deedee?"

"I've been in a few school plays, but that's all."

"Well, that's a start? Do you sing or dance?"

"I mean... I sing along with the radio, but that's about it, and anyone can sound good singing along with Taylor Swift. I've never danced, though. I did gymnastics from the time I could walk until we moved, but that's about it."

Ms Highland smiled. "Also good starts." She patted Dean's shoulder. "That's all I wanted to say, Deedee. I just didn't want you to feel like I was forcing you to audition." She snickered a little. "I guess I'm just trying to guilt you into auditioning instead."

Dean laughed. "Yeah... I guess."

"What was that all about?" Jade asked.

"Nothing, really," Dean smiled. "She just felt bad that she made me promise to audition in exchange for the slip she gave me yesterday."

"You are auditioning, though, right?" Robin asked, almost panicked at the thought of Dean not auditioning.

He shrugged. "Sure. I guess so."

"Good," Jade said, sliding her arm under Dean's and leading him down the hall. "Now, let's talk about something really important. What are you doing Friday night?"

A bit surprised by the change in subject, Dean said, "Nothing. Why?"

"Because Robin and I are going to see that new spy movie at the cinema down in the city. Want to come?"

"Sure!" Dean replied, a bit excited at seeing the high budget, blockbuster. "I'll need to ask my mom, but I think she'll let me go."

"Cool. My mom will be driving. We'll pick you up around five thirty."

"Great!" Dean smiled.

"Tell her the rest," Robin said.

"The rest?" Dean asked.

"Ok..." Jade smiled. "We'll be meeting some other kids there."

"Oh," Dean shrugged. "That's ok. Are they girls from Greenwood?"

"No," Jade smiled. "They don't go to Greenwood..."

"Oh, for crying out loud," Robin said, impatiently. "They're boys, Deedee. We're meeting up with my cousin, Willie, and his friends. They all go to St Marks. It'll be the three of us and five of them."

"Oh..." Dean was suddenly hesitant. "Are you guys... dating these guys?"

"Oh, God, no!" Robin laughed. "Willie and I were brought up like he's my twin brother or something, and the other guys are all just his buddies. We meet them at the movies a lot. Our moms don't like us going into the city alone, so Willie and his friends are kinda like our chaperones. That's all. I just felt like you needed to know."

"Oh... ok..." Dean was not at all certain if this was good idea anymore.

"Oh, come on!" Jade laughed. "Don't wimp out on us just because there will be boys there! Come with us."

Dean must have looked a little pale, because Robin said, "I think we scared her. Honest, Deedee... they're nice boys and we always have fun with them, but they're just boys."

Dean put on a brave smile. "Ok. Let me talk to my mom."

When they reached their lockers, they each took their winter coats out of their lockers. "Yikes!" Robin said, looking at her phone. "My mom's outside and she's not happy that I'm keeping her waiting. Gotta run! Love you guys! Deedee, I'll call you in an hour or so to check on your homework."

"Bye!" Both of them replied.

"I should go, too," Jade said. "I'm not even going to look at my phone, because I know that my mom is probably ticked off, too, and I don't want to deal with it. You're coming Friday, though, right?"

"I'll ask my mom."

"You're coming, though. Have your mom call mine if there's any problem." She waved and hurried down the hall.

Dean waved, then sighed. "Great," he muttered. "Just great." How had his life gotten so complicated? He really liked these girls and he wanted to be their friend, but... just eighteen days ago, Dean had been just a regular guy. Small and scrawny, yeah, but pretty much, a regular kid. Then, out of the blue, his mother announced that she had a great job opportunity on the other side of the country.

"It's a great opportunity, Dean," she had said at the dinner table at their home back in San Diego. "It's a lot more money than I made at my last position, a chance to lead one of the most prestigious schools in the country and they'll provide us with a house - a big house. I know that leaving mid-year isn't ideal, but I really can't say 'no' to this."

Dean had nodded. He certainly understood why she wanted to take the job, but he really didn't want to go live in Massachusetts. It was cold there and the school seemed really old and stodgy. He didn't want to leave warm, hip San Diego.

"Ok," he'd said to her, "I get it, but... would it be possible for me to stay here and live with dad?"

His mother had let out a big sigh. "I don't think so, Dean. I spoke to your dad and he's traveling even more for work now than he was when we were married. It just wouldn't work out. I'm sorry."

There wasn't a lot left to discuss, then. Dean was only fifteen and his mother had been out of work since the end of the previous school year. Her idea of being an educational consultant hadn't worked out all that well and this job seemed pretty awesome.

"Ok... so... if this is an all girl's school... where will I be going to school?"

Two days later, his ears were pierced, his eyebrows plucked, what little body hair he'd had was gone, his hair had been treated, colored and styled and his Aunt Melissa, his mother's best friend who also happened to work in the lingerie department at a local store, was fitting him for a padded bra and providing him with a 'fun selection of panties.' At first he thought his life was over, but since then he'd kind of gotten used to this new life of his. Yeah, the clothes were very different and a lot higher maintenance, but they were also a lot softer and kind of interesting... no... that wasn't the right word. They were kind of... wonderful... to wear. In fact, now that he was a few weeks into acting like a girl... he was actually kind of enjoying it - especially now that he had some friends.

Now, though...

...boys.

He'd hoped that, being at an all girls school, other boys wouldn't be a part of his twenty week life as a girl. Now... they might just be. "Ugh..." he muttered as he headed to his mother's office.
 

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"So, what did she say!?" Robin asked, excitedly, as they FaceTimed.

Dean was still in his uniform while he could see that Robin was wearing a hoodie and pajama bottoms. "She said she'd think about it and we'd talk about it when she got home."

"Seriously, though, Dee, they're good boys and they're all very nice. Nothing would happen."

The microwave started beeping. "Keep talking," Dean said, "I have to grab my popcorn."

"Tell her that Willie is my cousin and he wouldn't let anything happen to us. He's like my own personal body guard."

"Yeah, I know, but you know how mom's are," Dean called from the microwave. He pulled open the top of the single serving bag and pulled his head back to avoid the heat rising from the bag. "I've never gone out on a date or anything before."

"For crying out loud, it's not a date, Dee. It's a movie. Just tell her to pull that stick out of her butt and let you go."

"Whose got a stick up her butt?" Dr Martin asked, entering the kitchen.

"Oh, no!" Robin shrieked. "Dr Martin, I didn't mean that! We were just talking..."

Dean's mother looked at her son with a 'what's this all about' look on her face. "Talking about what?"

Dean sighed. "The movie Friday night," Dean said loud enough for his friend to hear, while simultaneously indicating to his mother that he wanted her to say 'no' by pretending to cut his own throat with his forefinger.

The Chancellor squinted at her son and finally said, "Oh... the movie..." She still sounded a little confused. "I guess that Deanne and I need to talk about that before I make a decision."

"I understand," Robin said, imploringly, "but, Dr Martin, I swear they are nice boys. Nothing will happen. We're just going to see a movie and maybe have an ice cream or a burger afterwards. I promise, Dee will be as safe with us as she would be at home. Please let her go."

Dr Martin eyed her son with suspicion. "I'll tell you what, Robin, let me talk to my daughter about this and she'll get back to you later."

Dean ran over to the counter top and stuck his face into his phone's camera. "I'll call you back later, Robin... or maybe talk to you tomorrow in school, ok?"

"Yeah, ok," Robin said, then quietly continued, "I'm sorry that I said that about the stick."

"Uh huh," Dean said, glancing at his mother. "That's ok."

"Alright," Robin said. "Love you, Dee. See you tomorrow."

"Love you, too," Dean said. "I better hang up." He pushed the 'end' button and the call completed.

He looked at his mother who did not look happy. "'Love you, Dee?' 'Love you, too?' 'Boys?' If I might ask a question, What the hell is going on here?"

Dean sighed. "Robin and Jade want me to go see that new spy movie with them on Friday night."

"And you don't want to go?"

"No, mom, I really do want to go. I want to see the movie and I'd like to go out for night, but..."

"Ahh," Dr Martin said when Dean didn't continue. "That's where the 'boys' come into the equation, I'd guess."

Dean nodded. "Yeah. Robin's cousin Willie and his friends are going. They all go to St Marks..."

"And that scares you?"

"Well, yeah, of course it does, mom! I don't want to be with a bunch of guys who think I'm a girl. Who treat me like I'm a girl."

His mother nodded. "Ok... I get that, but if you ask me, I'd say that spending time with boys around you is unavoidable, so it would probably be best to get your first encounter with a boy - or a group of boys - over with sooner rather than later. I won't force you to do it, though. I'll leave that up to you, but if you decide not to go, then I don't want you to blame it on me. Understood?"

Dean's face screwed up into a look of complete bafflement. "Don't blame it on you!? Mom, this is all YOUR fault."

"My fault? What are you talking about?"

He shook his head. "Look at me, mom! I'm wearing girl's clothes. Like, all the clothes I'm wearing are for a girl. This dress. This blouse. These shoes and socks and the bra and panties underneath the dress, too. Mom, I was perfectly happy as a skinny little boy. You turned me into... this. How can it not be your fault?"

Dr Martin nodded. "Ok. I'm sorry, Deedee, but..." she sighed. "You know that I needed this opportunity and that we didn't have we didn't have a choice about your situation. You know that. I didn't CREATE this situation, it's just where we find ourselves. Now... this is January and you are going to be a girl until at least June and there is no way that you are going to be able to avoid contact with boys until then - ESPECIALLY not if you do that after-school play. So, my advice is to go out with your new friends, meet this group of boys in a safe environment and... well... have good time just like any other young lady would."

Dean looked away from his mother and steamed a bit.

"It's your decision, though, Deedee. Do whatever you want. Just don't make me the bad guy in front of my students."

She started to walk away, but he stopped her with a stern word. "Dean."

"I beg your pardon?"

"My name is Dean, mom. Can't you just call me by real name when we're at home?"

The Chancellor shook her head. "Dean is gone, Deedee... at least until June. That's all there is to it. So... the decision is yours. Enjoy being Deedee and have a nice night with Deedee's friends or sit home and mope by yourself."

She waited for Dean to say something, but he remained quiet.

"Now," she said, "if you'll excuse me for a few minutes, I'd like to shower, then I'll be back down and I'll make something light for dinner."

She walked away.

Dean shook his head and muttered, "No, mom, it's not your fault. Any good mother would turn her son into a sissy for her job. Yeah... sure. This is all my fault. I get it."
 

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He put on the long sleeved nightie that his mother referred to as his pjs and crawled into bed. The nightie was made of very soft cotton that was very comfortable, but he was still getting used to sleeping in such a loose garment. He still woke up with the nightie sort of twisted around him from time to time.

He laid there and stared at the ceiling, taking account of his situation.

The downside? He wasn't a guy any more. Even if he went back to being Dean after his twenty week agreement, he'd never REALLY be a guy again. He will have been in dresses and lipstick for at least twenty weeks. No GUY is still a guy after that. From now on, he'd always be a sissy.

The upside? He was really getting used to these soft clothes and he liked how they felt. Being a short girl wasn't so bad. There were a lot of short girls in the world. No one really noticed and he wasn't feeling as out of place as he always had as a boy. He had friends, too! That was new and very welcome. He liked them all a lot, too, especially Robin and Jade. They not only hung out with him, they took care of him. That was welcome, too.

But the boys. That scared the bejeezus out of him. His mother had talked about him going to St Marks in the fall. Could he hang out with these guys as Deanne, then show up as Dean and expect them to not figure it out?

He didn't know.

And what if one of them tried something? Then what?

He wasn't even sure what 'something' meant, but he was pretty sure that if someone tried something and found out that he was really a boy, they'd be pretty darned ticked off about it.

He got out of bed and turned on a light, then stood in front of the mirror. His hair was braided, his face was clean, but his lips seemed to have plumped a bit, and he was wearing a soft, pale yellow nightie that hung prettily over the bra that his mother insisted he wear twenty-four seven in case someone should ever come by.

He sighed and thought about which life he liked better - the one in San Diego or the one in Greenwood. Greenwood was the answer but...

"Why couldn't I have just been born a girl?" He muttered, but having muttered it, he was shocked to have even thought it, let alone said it out loud.

He looked at himself a bit longer and sighed. "Everyone seems to like Deedee a lot more than people seemed to like Dean," he said, in a low voice. The really big problem was... so did he.

"Damn it, I wish I'd been born a girl," he said and a tear formed in the corner of his right eye.
 
 
To Be Continued...

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Twenty Weeks - 2

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

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Twenty Weeks - 2

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Dean, with the help of his classmates, Robin and Jade, explores more and more
of the nuisances of girlhood. Then there's the audition for the school musical and the
excursion to the movies (with boys!)...will it never end?


 
Author's Note: Happy Chanukah, and Merry Christmas everyone! Thank you for all of your reviews! I hope you are all well and enjoying the holiday season!!! I am still managing slightly well due to things, but I will make it!
As always, please let me know what you think about this story, both good and bad?
And leave me a review on this story? I always read them! ~Clara.

 
This version of Twenty Weeks - 2 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Part 2
 

She knew by the ringtone that it was her ex-husband calling. She'd been in bed with a load of financial reports, scouring them, looking at where the Board of Directors spent their money and needed a break anyway, so this was actually a welcomed intrusion.

"Hi, Frank," she said when she answered. "How are you doing?"

"Me?" He laughed. "I'm fine, but more to the point, how are you and Deano doing after your big move?"

She smiled. Amelia and Frank still had strong feelings for each other, but their marriage had been a series of miscommunication and hard feelings that ended in a fairly equitable divorce. They talked and text frequently, but seldom saw each other.

"We're ok. Dean's a little testy about his new school, but other than that, things are ok."

"It's not easy to be 'the new boy' at a school, Amelia. God knows I went through it a dozen times with my dad moving from one posting to another. The Navy was not kind about things like that, but I got used to it. You'll see, in a month he'll have made some friends and there will be boys calling and dropping by to see him. It's just a matter of time."

"I hope so," Dr Martin sighed - in fact, though, having 'boys' drop by was the last thing she wanted. She hadn't told Frank about Dean's required feminization to attend Greenwood and she was rather relieved that he'd never looked at the school's website, or that would have raised some red flags, too. "I think he has met some nice kids already, though. It's just the change that's got him riled up. He'll be ok in a few days, I'm sure."

"There you go," Frank laughed. "Do you want me to talk to him about moving and new schools? I'm the one with experience, you know."

"That's ok," she said, trying not to sound evasive, although she was pretty sure she could count the number of times Frank had talked to Dean in the past thirteen years on one hand, so she didn't think the question was really a sincere offer of help. "He'll be ok if we just let him acclimate to the situation. The less said the better, I think." She looked at her watch and realized it was only eight thirty. That meant it was only five thirty in California. Frank never stopped working until six or six thirty. "Where are you, Frank. It's too early for you to be calling from California."

He chuckled. "I'm in Charlotte, Amy."

"Where?"

He laughed at that. "Charlotte. It's the capital of St Thomas in the American Virgin Islands. My company is involved with a development company down here and I'm heading up a research project on the environmental impact of their proposed, new development."

"Sounds important," she complimented. "How's it going?"

He huffed a bit. "Not well. I'm afraid no one is going to like my report. It kind of sucks when being the good guy for the rest of the world makes you the bad guy for your company."

"I know," she empathized, "but at least you're in the Virgin Islands in January. That's a big perk of your job."

"Yeah, trying to protect their virginity," he laughed. "Hey, Amy," Amy was Frank's nickname for his ex-wife. No one else ever called her that. "It's late and I know you get up early, so I won't hold you. Give Dean my love, ok?"

"I will, Frank. Take care of yourself."

"You too, Amy. Talk to you soon. Bye."

"Bye." She hung up the phone and thought for a moment. In the previous thirteen years, Frank had seen Dean a grand total of one time. It wasn't because he didn't love Dean, he did, in his own way, he just... well, work had always been his priority and, to be blunt, he wasn't a good father. He wasn't a good husband, either. He was a great ex-husband and as an absentee father, he never forgot a birthday and acknowledged every significant event in Dean's life with a gift or a card. He would never understand why she'd asked so much of Dean, but... oh, to heck with it. What Frank didn't know wouldn't hurt him.
 

~^~

 

"Hey," Jade's voice said as it came out of Dean's phone at six fifteen the next morning. "What time does your mom leave for school?"

"In about ten minutes, why?"

"Great. Stay there. Robin's mom is dropping us off early. We'll be there in fifteen."

"Ok... but why?"

"We're sprucing up your look before school."

"My look?" Dean shook his head, a bit confused.

He could hear Robin laughing a bit further from the phone than Jade. "Don't worry, Dee," she laughed, "I won't let her go crazy."

"See you in a few!" Jade laughed and ended the call.

"Go crazy!?" Dean asked, but the connection was gone.

"Are you ready to go?" Dr Martin asked from the hallway.

"Ummm... I'll be there before school starts, mom. Jade and Robin want to meet me here before school."

"Oh?" His mother looked a bit suspicious. "Why?"

"I'm not sure," he shrugged. "They just want to meet me here for some reason."

Dr Martin considered that for a moment. "Ok, but... Deedee, when I heard you tell Robin that you loved her last night... well... I don't have anything to worry about, leaving you here alone with those girls, do I?"

Dean looked at his mother as if she was crazy. "What would you have to worry about, mom? They think I'm a girl."

"Do they?" She looked skeptical.

"What? You think I'd tell them that I'm a boy? Mom, I'd rather they'd think that I'm a girl than a sissy.'

The Chancellor nodded. "Ok... Let's keep it that way, ok? And you're not a sissy. You're just doing what needs to be done."

She buttoned her coat as she thought for another moment. "Deedee? Do you... I mean... have you ever had... feelings... for a girl? I mean... like, have you ever had a crush on a girl? Wanted to date a girl? Anything like that?"

Dean looked away from his mother's gaze and looked embarrassed. "Could we, maybe, talk about this later, mom?"

"Not if you want me to leave you here with two very pretty girls, Deedee. I need to know that you're not going to get up to anything."

He sighed and looked at her more directly. "Mom... I am not interested in either Robin or Jade as anything either than friends. I have never had 'that kind' of feeling for any girl. I like girls just fine, but I'm not interested in having sex with anyone - anyone at all. Is that good enough?"

Dr Martin nodded and touched Dean's shoulder. "Ok. I'm sorry if that was embarrassing, but your at an age..."

"Yeah, ok, mom," Dean interrupted her. "I get it, but... come on... I have given in to every single demand you have made of me so you could have this job. I gave up my life in San Diego. I gave up my friends. I gave up my name and I even gave up my gender for you. At some point, you have to back off and trust me. Alright?"

She smiled at him. "Ok, baby. I'm sorry. I'll see you after school."

Dean nodded and his mother grabbed her briefcase and headed for the door. Just as she opened it, Dean heard her say, "Hi, girls. Deedee's in the kitchen. Deedee, your girlfriends are here! Bye girls."

"Bye, Dr Martin," Dean could hear the girls say in unison and then they appeared in the kitchen.

"Good morning, sunshine," Jade giggled, carrying a small, tote bag.

"Hey," Robin said, but then she noticed that her new friend seemed upset. "What's wrong? Are you ok?"

"Yeah, I'm fine." Dean said, taking a breath in order to calm down. "My mom and I were just having a tough morning."

"Well, forget about that," Jade said, laying a number of cosmetic products and tools on the counter. "My mom and I fight at least three times a week. Now, sit on one of those tall stools and let me do your makeup."

"Makeup?" Dean half laughed as he sat. "I'll let you try, but if I don't like it..."

"Yeah, yeah, yeah," Jade scoffed. "Let me get it done before you tell me you hate it. Ok? Because you're not going to hate it - you're gonna love it."

"You will," Robin said, supportively. "Jade is really good at makeup." She grabbed a large, flat brush. "I'm going to do your hair while she does your makeup."

"What's wrong with my hair?" Dean actually kind of liked the way his hair looked with just a little bit of wavy curl to it after sleeping with it in braids. When he was living as a boy, he used to just throw his hair in a pony tail at night and give it a quick brushing in the morning.

"There's nothing wrong with your hair, Dee. I just want to dress it up a little."

As Jade went to work, she asked, "So... did you ask your mom about the movies Friday?"

"I did," he sighed. "She says it's my decision."

"Great!" Robin said. "So, we're leaving at five, now, instead of five thirty. The movie is at six and then we'll get something to eat after the movie. Probably just share some appetizers at Unos or something like that."

"Or get ice cream," Robin said. "I prefer ice cream to greasy appetizers."

"Well," Dean said, quietly, "I haven't really decided, yet."

"Why!?" Jade said, still concentrating on her work.

"Is it because of the boys?" Robin asked.

Dean shrugged. "Yeah... I guess. I'm just a little... I don't know... I've just never, you know... been with boys under those circumstances before."

"They're my cousin and his friends, Dee. Not a biker gang," Robin laughed.

"I know you never had a boyfriend before," Jade said, still focused, "but didn't you have guys who were your friends before? Just guys that you hung out with?"

"Well, yeah, of course I did," Dean shrugged, "but... I've changed since then and..."

"Oh, my God!" Jade laughed, stepping back just a little. "Do you think you're so hot that the boys won't be able to control themselves?"

"What!? Of course not!" Dean protested. "I'm just... God, this is the second uncomfortable conversation I've had this morning and it's not even seven in the morning, yet."

Robin put the brush on the counter and grabbed something else. "Ok, look, Dee... The boys are great. They won't be creepy at all. They are a necessity, though because our moms wouldn't let us go without them. Think of them as our security detail. Like the President has the Secret Service, we have Willie and his friends." She started pulling on Dean's hair and doing something odd behind his head.

"What are you doing, now?" Dean asked.

"I'm getting your hair off of your face with a hair band. You hide behind it too much. This will put an end to that."

Before Dean could reply, Jade said, "Look up," and approached his eye with some sort of odd tool.

"What's that?"

"It's an eyelash curler. Now, look up so I can curl your eye lashes."

Curl his eyelashes? Was this really a thing? Girls actually thought about something so minuscule as curling their eyelashes.

"Ok, keep looking up while I put on the mascara," Jade instructed, working quickly.

"Do you wear all of this stuff everyday?"

"Everyday," both girls said together.

"So, you'll come to the movies with us, right?" Robin asked, coming around to see her work from the front. "Ooh... you look nice."

"She looks better than nice," Jade said, nudging her friend.

"That's true," Robin conceded. "You look awesome, Dee."

"Can I see?" He asked.

"Just a one moment," Jade said. "Pucker up, buttercup."

Dean did pucker up and he felt the now familiar feeling of lipstick being smeared across his lips.

"Done," Jade said.

"With minutes to spare," Robin smiled. "Let's go."

"Wait. Let me see it first," Dean said, hopping down from the stool and hurrying to the downstairs lavatory.

"Whoa," he muttered as he looked into the mirror. Now, just a few weeks earlier, when he saw himself in a dress with his hair colored and styled, little faux-pearl stud earrings and slender eyebrows, he'd been taken aback by how much like a girl he looked, but now...

This was a new level of looking like a girl.

His skin looked smooth, his cheeks rosy, his lips a much brighter, cherry red than before and his eyes... his eyes were HUGE compare to usual. He didn't look anything like Dean. This was one hundred percent Deanne. Deanne through and through.

Then there was his hair. It was nicely brushed, held back with a white headband that had a rather large bow on it and that bow sat proudly and girlishly on the top of his head.

"Whoa," he muttered again.

"That's a good 'whoa,' right?" Jade asked. "I mean, you like it, right?"

"I... I..." he couldn't find words to describe how he felt. It was like his life had changed entirely. That was not a boy in a dress looking back at him. That was not a tomboy in a girl's school uniform. That was a girl - a pretty girl - a prissy girl, and she looked adorable. Not just pretty, certainly not sexy, just... adorable.

"She loves it!" Robin said, happily and gave Jade a high-five. "Come on. We've got seven minutes to get to class."

"Wait, wait, wait," Dean said as Robin passed him his coat. "This bow in my hair. Doesn't it look a little... young?"

Robin and Jade looked at each other and shrugged.

"I wore that headband to school last week," Robin said, "but if you don't like it..."

"No... it's not that I don't like it." In fact, he kind of loved it. "I just... it doesn't make me look too much like a little girl, does it."

Jade laughed, "Deedee, the whole point of all of this is so you DON'T look like a little girl. I mean, you're what... five feet tall and ninety pounds? You need to perk up your look to blend in a little better."

"I'm five foot two and weigh one hundred and nine pounds," Dean said, defensively.

"Ok," Jade smiled, "and with that bow in your hair, your two inches taller. It helps."

That actually made some sense. "Ok. Let's go."

They made it to Civics with a few minutes to spare. It went well and so did Algebra, but Dean was a little shocked by the compliments that other students paid him in the hallway. "You look nice, today, Deedee." "I like what you did to your eyes." "That bow is so cute on you, Deanne." Etc. The girls seemed to gush over each other all the time, but Dean just found it odd to be receiving so many compliments. It certainly had never happened before.

When he arrived at his office duty assignment, the older secretary, who had yet to offer Dean her name, spoke without looking up.

"Straight into the Chancellor's Office with you, young lady," she grunted in a voice gruff from, what Dean assumed was, years of cigarette smoking.

"Oh," Dean said apprehensively.

"That's what your mom told me. She wants to see you the moment you get here."

"Ok." Dean could hear a funeral march playing in his head as headed towards his mother's office. He wasn't sure what he'd done wrong, now, but the last twelve hours or so had been rough, so this couldn't be good.

"Come on in," his mother said when he knocked, "and close the door." He sat in one on the chairs in front of her desk and waited until she finished typing something into her computer. She was still focusing on her screen as she hit 'send' and started speaking. "Deedee, I wanted to say that I'm sorry if I put too much pressure on you last night, but..." she finally saw Dean for the first time. "Oh, my..." she said as her serious face turned to a smile. "This is a surprise."

Dean heaved a sigh. "I know. This is why Jade and Robin wanted to me meet them this morning. It's a little much, isn't it?"

"No, honey, it's not. You actually look lovely. I mean that. They did a lovely job on your makeup and I kinda love the bow in your hair." She stood and walked to the front of her desk and looked more closely. "They made your eyes look just lovely, too. Honestly, I am so impressed. Do you like it?"

He shrugged. "I was a little surprised when I saw myself, but all the other girls have been really complimentary, so... yeah... I guess I like it."

Dr Martin smiled when her son said, 'All the other girls...' She was glad that he was accepting his situation. She took his face in her hands and smiled down at him. "I'm glad you like it, baby. You look just lovely."

She kissed his forehead and returned to her desk chair. "Deedee," she said, returning to her more business like demeanor, "I want to apologize for pushing you as hard as I've been pushing you. I know this hasn't been easy for you and sometimes I get too hyper focused on doing my job well, so... I guess I just push you a bit too hard... although, it seems like you may have been pushed further by your friends than I ever pushed you."

"They think they're helping me, mom. They just want me to fit in."

She nodded. "I know, but... Deedee... I want to make you an offer. Should you decide to go out with your friends on Friday... and I will not force you to go... but should you decide to go, then I will give you fifty dollars to enjoy the evening with your friends. Ok? That's all I wanted to say."

Dean nodded. "Mom... thank you for the apology. That really means a lot, and I'm going to try to relax a bit more and try to fit in as best I can until the end of the year."

Dr Martin nodded.

"As for Friday," he took a deep breath and looked around the room, "I guess I'll be going to the movie. I don't think that Jade and Robin are going to let me off the hook, anyway."

His mother smiled. "I think that's a good decision, Deedee. I think you'll have a great time and I think that once you've been out with kids your age dressed this way, you'll be able to enjoy yourself more frequently."

Dean nodded. "I guess."

"Ok," the Chancellor nodded. "There are a couple of hundred newsletters that need to be collated and stapled on the counter out there, so why don't you go out there and get to work. We'll talk some more at home."

He stood and started to leave.

"You should ask the girls what they're wearing Friday," Dr Martin said. "You don't have a lot of clothing choices, yet. Maybe they'll have a suggestion."

"Ok."
 

~^~

 

"That's all for today," Ms Highland said. "Last reminder: Tomorrow is audition day. Come prepared. Bye girls."

Dean grabbed his things and joined the class as they exited the theater/classroom.

"You never gave us a solid answer this morning," Jade said.

"Yeah, you ARE coming to the movie, right?" Robin asked.

Dean smiled, having made his decision already. "Yes, I'd love to go with you. Thanks for inviting me."

"Excellent!" Robin said.

"Oh..." Dean said, remembering what his mother had said, "... what are you guys wearing to the movie?"

"Nothing fancy," Robin said.

"Jeans and a sweat shirt, I guess," Jade offered.

"Oh..." Dean said, and the girls could tell by his tone that he had concerns.

"What's the matter?" Jade asked.

"Well... nothing... but..." he breathed a sigh. "It's just that I don't have any jeans... or... any pants, actually."

There was a moment of shocked silence until Jade said in a very concerned tone, "You don't own ANY pants?"

How could he tell them that anything resembling male clothing was put into storage back in San Diego so that he had no choice but to wear skirts and dresses?

"I did," he finally said, "but... they haven't arrived yet. Not everything from our place in San Diego has gotten here, yet."

That seemed to be a satisfactory answer for the girls.

"Alright," Robin said. "We'll wear skirts, then. No biggie."

"Yeah," Jade smiled. "It'll be fun to get a little dressed up."

"Ok," Dean said, smiling, knowing they were working hard to make him feel comfortable.

XXX

"Good morning, Dr Martin," the girls said in unison as they arrived at the Chancellor's house even earlier on Thursday morning.

"Morning, girls," Dean's mother replied, heading back into the kitchen with both girls behind her. "Here to do Deedee's makeup again?"

"Yep," Jade said with a smile. "Did you like how she looked yesterday?"

"I did, Jade. You did a wonderful job. When I first saw her, I couldn't believe that was my little girl. She looked so grown-up. And I LOVED the bow in her hair. If I'd suggested that, she would have said 'no' right off the bat."

"The bow was Robin's touch," Jade explained.

"I'm glad you liked it, Dr Martin," Robin smiled. "Leave her to us and she'll be a fashion-plate in no time."

"That's wonderful," the Chancellor chuckled. She liked these girls and she was glad that her son had such two wonderful tutors. She called up the stairs, "Deedee! Your friends are here!"

"Coming," Dean said as he hustled down the stairs, his uniform skirt billowing as he jumped the last few steps to the first floor.

"Very ladylike," his mother said, still chuckling. "Your hair and makeup team are up and ready to go before you are. That hardly seems fair."

"Trust us, Dr M," Jade said, pulling out her makeup accoutrements, "in a week or two, Dee will be as good at this as we are."

"Well, won't that be wonderful," Dr Martin said half-teasing her son.

He didn't seem to notice it was a tease, though and just nodded.

"Alright, ladies. I will see you at the school," Dean's mother said. She then planted a big kiss on Dean's cheek and made a loud 'mwah' sound. "Be a good girl, Deedee." Then she left.

The girls went to work on Dean just as they had the day before, but this time he was able to relax and enjoy the experience. After all, yesterday his new look had been very well received by his classmates.

"Are you ready for auditions?" Robin asked.

"I guess," Dean shrugged.

"What are you singing?" Jade asked.

Dean shrugged. "Whatever Mrs Tracy teaches us from the show, I guess. Ms Highland said it was fine if we did that."

"I'm so excited to be doing 'Chicago,'" Jade said, focusing on her work on Dean's face. "Last year we did Oklahoma. It was fun, but the music is so old fashioned and the story so... blah."

"Agreed," Robin said as she slipped a new Headband into Dean's hair. "But at least you got to be Ado Annie last year. I was just a member of the chorus. I like this show, though. Murder... sex... and lots of parts for girls. I'm psyched!"

"Look up," Jade said, again, as she got to Dean's eyes. He knew what to do this time, though, so he relaxed as his eyelashes were curled, then thickened with mascara. "I only got to be Ado Annie because the first girl they cast moved away."

"You still had a part," Robin said. "You were the only freshman girl to get a part. I was jealous."

The school day went by quickly, but there was a palpable excitement amongst the student body as the hour of auditions approached. The Greenwood Academy had excellent sports programs, but it was renown for its plays and musicals. Because of the remote location of the town of Greenwood, the performances were very well attended. The community loved coming to the academy's state of the art theater and enjoying an evening of entertainment. Ms Highland put on several plays each year and one, huge musical. All of them were well attended and big money makers for the school.

As the end of day bell rang, Jade grabbed Dean by the hand and said, "Come on. We've only got a few minutes."

Before he knew what was happening, Dean was running on his tip toes to keep up with Jade, and Robin was right behind him. "Where are we going? I thought auditions were in here."

"We're going to the lav to freshen our makeup," Jade said, as if Dean's question was absurd. "We have to get there before the other girls or it'll be mobbed."

They exploded into the ladies room just outside of the theater where several girls were already at the counters touching up their own makeup.

Jade laid claim to an area at the far end and pulled out her makeup tools in a rush. "Here. Get started on your lips," she instructed, handing Dean a tube of lipstick. "Your eyes look good. I'll just touch up your checks after I've done my own."

Robin had already begun touching up her own look. "I'm pulling my hair back so it doesn't get in my way. Dee, are ok with your hair as it is?"

"I guess," Dean said.

"Can you tie mine up in bun for me?" Jade asked, finishing her own makeup and turning to inspect Dean's face.

"Sure." Robin went to work on Jade's hair.

The girls were working fast and the ladies room was filling up with other girls who wanted to use the mirrors for the same reason.

Suddenly, the doors opened and a half dozen older girls entered the room. "Alright, GIRLS," one of them said in a commanding voice, "make room for THE WOMEN."

There was a definite groan from the group assembled, but the crowd of girls did part and the newcomers sauntered to the center of the counter.

"Ignore them," Jade whispered. "That's Donna Linkletter and her friends. They're rich and nasty."

Dean glanced at the new girls. "Aren't you all rich?" He asked. "I mean, I thought the school was expensive."

"Robin's family is well-to-do and I'm here on a scholarship. Donna's family is really rich. Like millions and millions rich. She's the most popular girl in the school and the meanest, too."

"She makes Regina George look like Mother Theresa," Robin whispered.

"And her friends make The Plastics look like social workers," Jade agreed.

'Oh," Dean said, having no idea what his friends were talking about.

"Oh, look!" Donna Linkletter said in a loud, self-important way. "It's Ado Annie and her best friend - Chorus Girl number seventy three."

"Shit," Jade muttered. Then in a louder voice, she said, "Hi, Donna. Break a leg today."

The older girl rolled her eyes. "Oh, I will. Tell me, why are you trying out? This isn't the kind of show that requires comic relief in the form of a poor, trampy girl who sleeps around."

"Hey!" Dean said, turning to the older girl.

"Oh, look," Donna smiled, "someone brought a sixth grader with them. How cute."

Dean could tolerate a lot, but he hated being treated as if he was younger than he really was and the idea of this bitch treating his new friend badly REALLY got up his nose.

Jade could feel him tensing up and whispered, "Ignore her."

"I'd be careful if I were you, Donna," Robin said.

"Oh would you?" Donna said with a sardonic laugh. She was about to say more, but one of her crew whispered something into her ear. "Oh... so THIS is the new Chancellor's daughter, huh? Well, listen, honey... this school is only open because my family supports it. So, in a way, your mommy works for me. So, don't you ever get uppity with me. Got it?"

"We're done," Jade announced, suddenly. She grabbed her makeup, threw it into her bag and smiled at Donna Linkletter as she pulled Dean towards the door. "Best of luck, Donna. I hope you do well," she said as she leaned against the exit door, pushing it open.

"Oh, I'm sure I will," Donna smirked.

Once in the hallway, Dean looked at his friend and said, "Why do you let her talk to you like that?"

"She's just being the spoilt brat that she is, Deedee," Jade replied. "I can't change that and I don't want to deal with her today. Besides, she's a senior. In a few months she'll be out of my life forever. So... what's the point? "

"Forget about her," Robin said. "Let's go sign in to the audition."

They did just that, then filled in the audition forms and returned them to the students who were helping Ms Highland and Mrs Tracy, the music teacher, organize everything. Soon, once everyone had checked in, they split the entire group into two smaller groups. One group went off with the choreographer to learn a short dance sequence while the rest stayed to do their singing auditions.

Mrs Tracy took over. "Look at your audition materials, girls. We're going to learn that section of 'All That Jazz.' If you want to sing something different, that's fine, too, but let's all learn this, anyway. Here we go."

For the next ten minutes, Mrs Tracy played the same part over and over again until everyone was comfortable - well, as comfortable as they were going to be - with the song section.

"Alright," Ms Highland announced, "now we're going to start the singing auditions. We'll go alphabetically. June Anderson, you're up."

The first girl did a fine job and the teachers continued to work their way through the list. Jade was the first of Dean's group of friends to sing and she sang with power and confidence that shocked Dean. He had no idea she was so talented. No wonder she got a role in last year's musical, even though she was only a freshman at the time.

Not long after Jade came Donna Linkletter who decided to sing a song from a different show. "My vocal coach recommends that I sing 'Maybe This Time' from 'Cabaret' instead of something from 'Chicago.'" She announced in a rather snotty manner as she gave the sheet music to Ms Tracy.

Dean was rather disappointed to hear Donna Linkletter sing because she was actually very good. He would have preferred that she had been terrible.

Robin was called up a few people after Donna Linkletter and Dean was once again shocked to hear her sing. She was really, really good. Maybe not as good as Jade, but very, very good.

Finally, it was Dean's turn. Now, he had sung in some plays in elementary and middle school, but it had been awhile. So, he was nervous. As he walked up to the piano to sing, he heard Donna Linkletter say, "Oh, look, the sixth grader is going to sing, too. Isn't that adorable," to her friends. They all laughed and that raised his ire substantially.

"Ready?" Ms Tracy asked, when Dean had turned and faced the rest of the girls.

He nodded.

Ms Tracy played the little introduction he'd heard her play for the twenty girls before him, and as the vocal section arrived, Dean glared at Donna Linkletter and let himself sing as well as he possibly could. "Oh, I'm no one's wife but
Oh I love my life
And all --------
That--------
Jazz--------"

When he was done, everyone applauded for him, as they had done for everyone, but he felt very satisfied when he glanced at Donna Linkletter and she looked irritated that he had done so well.

"Alright, girls," Ms Highland said when all the girls in the first group were done, "you all head to the main stage where Ms Evelyn, our choreographer, will teach you a sequence. Then, we'll let you all know who we need to stay to read."

They all headed in the direction of the bigger theater as the kids in the second group were headed in the opposite direction.

"Hey, Robbie," a male voice called.

"Oh, hey!" Robin said as she hugged the boy who was speaking. "When did you get here?"

"About a half hour ago," the boy said. "There's eight of us here to audition."

"Cool!" Robin said. "Hey, come meet my new friend. Dee, come here."

Dean walked over to where the boy and Robin were standing and said, "Hi," but he felt very odd doing it. The boy was handsome. Really handsome. And he had his arm around Robin. Was he her boyfriend? Dean hopped not, but he wasn't sure why he felt that way. Was he jealous that his friend was paying attention to this boy instead of him, or was he jealous because he wanted the boy to be paying attention to him instead of Robin?

"Dee, this is my cousin, Willie," Robin said. "Willie, this is Dee. She's coming to the movies with us tomorrow."

"Oh, that's great!" Willie said, extending a hand to Dean. "Very nice to meet you, Dee."

"You too," Dean said, shaking Willie's hand and feeling an odd relief that Willie and Robin weren't a couple, but honestly not being able to fully understand that feeling.

"I better get in there and do my singing," Willie said. "I'll see you guys at the readings."

"Hopefully," Jade said. "There's a lot of girl's parts in the show, but there's like forty girls auditioning. There's only eight of you guys, so you'll all end up reading."

"Oh, you guys will read," Willie smiled. "Gotta run," and he disappeared into the smaller theater.

The dance audition was actually pretty easy. Dean hadn't really danced before, but the choreographer just gave them a series of simple moves to see how they did. Of course, they had filled out all of their training and experience on their audition forms, so Miss Ellen, the
choreographer, knew which of them had real dance training. As it turned out, both Robin and Jade had had a lot of dance training. Dean, of course, had not, but his gymnastic training had given him a lot of 'body awareness,' and he felt like he did ok.

"One last thing," Miss Ellen said. "Can anyone do a back-flip?"

Three girls raised their hands immediately, and then Dean did as well.

Each of the girls went first. Each had had a lot of dance training and prepped their back-flips by taking several well rehearsed, very stylized steps and then performed the flip.

When it was Dean's turn, he went to the center of the stage and said, "I... ummm... I was taught to do my backflip differently. I just do it from here, if that's ok."

"Sure," Miss Ellen said, writing a few notes about the previous girl.

"Ok," Dean shrugged. He stood still for a moment, just standing there in his school uniform with the heeled shoes. He bounced just a little a time or two before he suddenly squatted and then exploded upwards and into a perfectly executed back-flip, causing the girls to scream in support of his ability.

Even Miss Ellen seemed impressed and applauded. "Can you do that anytime you want?"

Dean nodded. "I think so."

"Do it once more for me," she said, smiling.

Dean took a moment, then squatted and quickly repeated the flip.

"Excellent," Miss Ellen said.

They were all sent back into the first theater and waited as Miss Highland, Miss Tracy and Miss Ellen all discussed a few things. Then Miss Highland turned and announced who she needed to stay to read as characters. She ran down the names of the people she wanted to stay. Of course, all the boys were asked to read, but she made it clear that she was only keeping fifteen or so girls to read. She went down the list alphabetically and she'd already called out fifteen names without calling Dean's. He was sure that he wasn't going to be asked to read and was preparing to wait outside when Miss Highland said, "And lastly, Deanne Martin."

Dean was shocked. Both Robin and Jade reached over and squeezed his hands in support.

The first group went up to read from the script. Both Jade and Robin were part of that group. Dean stayed in his seat and watched. It was nothing amazing, just kids reading and trying to act as best they could. Jade was actually doing a great job, at least Dean thought so.

"Hey," a voice said from behind Dean. "It's Deedee, right?"

Dean turned and saw Willie leaning over from the row behind him to talk. "Oh, yeah... and you're Willie, right?"

"Yeah," he smiled and that smile... Dean was captivated. God, he was handsome! "So, how did you end up starting here mid-year. I thought that all of the private academies around here had a strict policy against that."

"They do," Dean giggled. He giggled? Why? "but my mom is the new Chancellor here. They let me start mid-year because that's when she started, too."

"Ahh... I get it. So... where are you from?"

"San Diego." Why was Willie smiling so broadly and why was his smile so... wonderful?

"Wow! California, huh? That's a big move."

"Excuse me," Ms Highland called from the stage in a voice meant to get the attention of everyone. "William, if you wouldn't mind joining us on the stage..."

"Oh, sorry, Ms Highland," he said, a bit embarrassed about getting caught talking. Then he whispered to Dean, "I'll be back."

When he left, Dean realized that his heart was actually racing. Why? What was happening to him?

The auditions went on for another forty five minutes or so. Dean read for a couple of parts, including one part that seemed to be entirely in Hungarian. He thought he did ok sounding it all out, though.

"Alright, ladies and gentlemen," Ms Highland finally said, "I think we have tortured you enough for one day. The production team and I will consult and make our decisions over the weekend. The cast list will be posted on Monday by the end of the day. Thank you all! Bye bye."

Dean stood and grabbed his backpack and joined Robin and Jade as they walked to their lockers. Willie caught up with them halfway down the hall. "Hey... so... tomorrow. We'll meet you in the lobby before six, ok?"

"Sounds good," Robin said.

"Alright. See you then," he smiled that big smile and bent to kiss Robin's cheek, leaving Dean with that odd, jealous feeling once again. Then he waved at Jade and gave Dean a wink, causing a shiver to run down Dean's spine.

What the hell!?
 

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"How did it go?" Dean's mother asked as he joined her in the kitchen. She had a half finished bowl of salad in front of her.

"Alright, I guess," he replied. "We'll find out if we are in the show on Monday."

"And did you feel like you did your best?"

He smiled and shrugged. "Yeah. I guess... I mean... I think I did."

"Excellent, then. That's all you can do. Well, that and trust that Ms Highland will use her best judgement when casting the show. Would you like some salad?"

He considered that for a moment, but shook his head. "Nah. I think I'll just have some Ramen."

His mother scowled. "How many times have you had Ramen this week?"

"I dunno... two or three."

"Deedee, that stuff is loaded with salt and has almost no protein. It's going to give you high blood pressure and you'll gain weight with all that salt and starch. Have some salad with me."

"Ok," Dean sighed, not being a huge fan of salad, but knowing that his mother was right about Ramen not being the healthiest meal choice.

Dr Martin got up and poured some of the spinach salad mix out of its bag and into a bowl. "Dressing?"

"Ranch, if we have any," he said. "Do we have any bacon bits?"

His mother grunted, but brought her son both the ranch dressing and the Bac-Os. "Use them sparingly, now. The dressing is high in fat and the bacon bits are just smokey flavored, salt covered soy bits. If you use a lot, then it'll be less healthy than the Ramen, and a girl needs to watch her weight."

Dean just rolled his eyes.

For the next half hour or so, they discussed the auditions and Dean told his mother about how well his friends did. He also mentioned how he'd taken an instant dislike to Donna Linkletter.

"Yeah, I met her parents. Charming people. They hold money over your head like The Sword of Damocles," The Chancellor said, shaking her head.

"What does that mean?"

"The Sword of Damocles? Well, it's a long story, but essentially it means... well... if you have The Sword of Damocles hanging over your head, it means something bad is about to happen."

Dean thought about that. "You don't mean they'd defund the school if Donna didn't get the part she wants, do you?"

"Who knows," she said, dismissively. "From what you said, though, Donna is fairly talented, right? So she'll probably get a good part."

"I guess."

As they nibbled on their salads, she asked, "Were there any boys there?"

Dean nodded. "I think there were eight or ten. Robin says that they'll all be cast in the show because they need boys."

"One of the many advantages of having a penis, I guess," his mother laughed.

"I have a penis and it's not doing me much good at the moment," Dean said, a little sarcastically.

His mother took that as the shot across the bow it was meant to be, but opted to not rise to the bait.

After a few moments of silence, Dean said, "I met Robin's cousin Willie. He's going to the movies with us tomorrow night."

"Oh," she said, glad that the conversation had renewed. "And what do you think of cousin Willie?"

"He's very nice," Dean said. Then he went quite for a few moments before he said, "He's very good looking."

"Oh?'

He nodded. "I mean... you know...it's kind of obvious that he plays sports and he's pretty tall. He's, like, one of those guys who is just kind of... perfect. You know?"

"I do." Then his mother asked, curious as to where this was going. "Did you talk to this boy?"

"Yeah," Dean nodded. "We talked quite a bit, actually. He was very friendly."

"So, you liked him?"

"Yeah, sure. I liked him, fine, I guess."

Ok, where was this heading? She hadn't 'turned her son gay' had she? No. Of course not. That was impossible. And besides... he'd only been in a girl's school for four days. No one is just suddenly gay because he hangs around with girls. If anything, being surrounded by girls all day would be exciting for a straight boy.

But was Dean a straight boy?

He certainly never showed any interest in girls as anything other than casual friends. He didn't even show any interest in the one female friend who showed an interest in him.

"Are you looking forward to seeing this... Willie... again tomorrow night?" She asked, cautiously.

Dean shrugged. "I guess. Oh! By the way, I did talk to the girls about what they were wearing to the movies and we're wearing skirts and tops."

"Ok," his mother nodded and set her empty bowl aside. "And do you have a skirt and top to wear? I mean, something that you like and will be comfortable wearing?"

"Well," Dean used a napkin to dab his lips as he chewed, "I was thinking of that longish, brown skirt you had me wear to get my hair done and go shopping that first day you dressed me up as a girl. Remember? But now... I'd like something a little more..."

"Flirty," he mother blurted out.

"What? No, mom! What are you talking about? I was thinking of something a little... younger. You know, so I'd fit in better."

"Of course," she smiled. "You know, there's a nice little boutique in the town. If you want, I could call it quits around three tomorrow and we could shoot down there and find you something you'd like. What do you think."

"I'd like that," he smiled.

That was a huge change from just a few weeks earlier when he refused to get out of the car at the salon where she'd had his hair colored and styled. There was more to this than just getting comfortable in his new persona.

Interesting.

Concerning... but interesting.

That night, as Dean crawled into bed, his golden blonde hair in two, tight braids and his body wrapped in the mostly gray, soft rayon, three quarter sleeve nightshirt (his mother's term for the nightie) that buttoned all the way up the front and had a little lace to decorate the breast pocket, which emphasized the shape of the bra his mother insisted he wear at all times, and a little more lace to decorate the bottom hem that came to just above his knees, he had an urge to do something he'd not done for weeks.

Tentatively, he raised the hem of the nightshirt until he could touch himself through the soft material of his panties. Then he began massaging himself through that material.

It wasn't working.

So, he thought of a girl from a TV show he'd watched recently. Her apple-cheeks and cherry red lips. In his mind's eye, she was wearing a pink dress she'd worn on the show. The dress looked soft and flouncy and just by looking at it, he could imagine how soft if felt. How it would cling to his bra-ed chest and how it would feel against his legs. So soft and light and he'd look so pretty in that dress! Maybe he could find a dress like that tomorrow when he...

Wait!

What was happening!?

Concentrate, Dean.

The girl from the show... She was so cute. Her eyes just popped when she looked into the camera and her hair! Her hair was so pretty and blonde. She was young and just starting to blossom into being a woman and when she smiled...

Smiled...

Smiled...

Yes, she had a beautiful smile, but not as beautiful as Willie's. Willie's smile was kind and strong and kind of manly, and when he smiled at Dean, it was as if the whole world faded around that smile. As if nothing else in the world...

"Wha...!?!?"

"Oh, God!" He muttered as he released his load into his panties. "Shit," he whispered to himself as he got out of bed carefully and removed the soiled garment. He used the clean part of the panties to wipe himself up down there, then hurried to his lavatory down the hall (his mother had her own lavatory off her bedroom) and used a damp wash cloth to clean himself some more. He dropped the panties into the hamper, making a mental note to throw some clothes into the washing machine in the morning, and hurried back to his room. He pulled on a clean pair of panties and climbed back into bed where he fell asleep and dreamed dreams that would confuse him in the morning.
 

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Dean was a good student.

He was a conscientious student.

He was an achieving student.

He never did badly in school.

He always wanted to impress his teachers, make his mother proud and make himself proud, too.

Then why was he having so much trouble that morning? Why couldn't he concentrate? All he could think about was going to the movies that night. About being out with the girls and, well, of course the boys would be there, too, but, more importantly, all he could think about was what kind of a skirt would he buy to impress everyone with how nice he would look? What kind of top? What kind of shoes?

He'd never been this excited about going out ever before and he could not concentrate on his school work at all.

"Miss Martin?" The voice was familiar, but it seemed distant.

"Miss Martin?" It intruded louder into his consciousness.

"MISS MARTIN!" The voice was suddenly startlingly loud and roused Dean from his day dreaming.

Dean blinked himself back to reality and looked into the face of his Algebra teacher, who did not look happy. "Yes, Mrs Kelleher?" He asked.

"Nice of you to join us on planet Earth, Miss Martin," the teacher snapped and a some of the girls giggled at that. "Now, if you don't mind, would you please go to the computer on the projection table and solve problem twenty three for us."

"Yes, Mrs Kelleher," he said as contritely as possible and he rose and went to the projector table where a computer was hooked up to display the work on the computer onto the white board mounted on the wall in the front of the room. He stared at the screen for a few moments, organizing his thoughts, until at last the shapes and letters suddenly made sense to him.

He began to type in the numbers and equations required to solve the problem, and then, slowly but surely, he arrived at his answer which he typed into the final box.

"Interesting," Mrs Kelleher said as she looked at the answer.

"It's correct, isn't it?" Dean asked. He was pretty adept at Algebra and he was fairly sure he'd answered correctly.

"It is, but you went about solving the problem in an odd way. There are procedures that we follow, Deanne, but you went out of sequence, yet solved the problem anyway - and you shouldn't have been able to do that. I find that... interesting."

Just then, the bell rang. "Alright, girls, you're dismissed. Deanne, stay here for a moment."

Dean was actually frightened as he waited for the classroom to empty. He'd never been in any trouble at school before and Mrs Kelleher looked a little ticked off.

When the room was empty, the teacher looked at Dean and said, "I'm going to ask you point blank, Deanne: Did someone give you that answer?"

"No, Mrs Kelleher. I figured it out myself. Honest."

She nodded but seemed unconvinced. "Walk me through your process."

"Ok." Dean began at the first angle he'd figured out and went from there, slowly explaining how he'd figured out the problem.

When he was done the teacher shook her head. "Alright, that worked, but what's going on with you today, Deanne? I mean, I haven't known you all that long, but all week you've been on top of everything. Today, you're a space cadet of the highest order. You're not paying attention to anything and, even though you got the correct answer, your order of procedures on this problem was a disaster. Where is your head?"

Dean sighed and shrugged. "I don't know, Mrs Kelleher. I just feel kind of... out of it, I guess."

The teacher nodded. "Is this your first time in an all girls environment?"

"Yes."

"It could be hormonal, then. Sometimes new girls have to adjust to all the hormones flying around this place. I swear all of you girls eventually get on the same cycle. Every twenty-eight days is a rollercoaster ride at Greenwood Academy."

She laughed, but Dean just looked confused. "Our cycles?"

"Yes, Deanne, your cycles," the woman laughed, but when she realized that Dean wasn't understanding her, she explained. "You know... your 'cycle.' Your menstrual cycle. Your period, dear, your period."

"Oh!" Dean finally understood - well he understood what she was saying, but not really understanding exactly how a woman was impacted by her period or why the teacher leapt to that conclusion. "No, I'm pretty sure that's not it, Mrs Kelleher." He smiled.

"Well, whatever it is, come back as Smart-Deanne on Monday, ok? This glazed over girl I saw today isn't someone I want in my class."

"Yes, Mrs Kelleher. I'm sorry."

The rest of the day didn't go a lot better. His mind was constantly elsewhere. What he'd like to wear. What he'd be doing with the girls. Would Willie sit near him? Would Willie be dressed up, too? These were the thoughts that ran through his head instead of Civics, Algebra, Literature or anything else.

"We'll be back to pick you up in two hours," Jade said as they all grabbed their coats from their lockers.

"Ok," Dean beamed, happy to be getting closer to the evening's events.

"And it's skirts and tops, right?" Robin asked.

Dean nodded and Jade said, "I need to get a new skirt, actually. My mom is taking me to Ella's on the way. Dee, can I change at your house if I have to?"

"Yeah, sure," Dean said. "Is Ella's the boutique in town?"

"Yep."

"My mom is taking me there, too. Maybe I'll see you." Dean said.

"Wait, wait, wait!" Robin said. "If you guys are going shopping, I'm going too. What time?"

"Around three fifteen or three thirty, maybe," Jade shrugged. "I gotta get out to my mom's car. I'll call you guys. Love you."

"Love you, too!" Both Robin and Dean replied.

"I gotta run, too," Robin said, closing her locker door and spinning the lock. "See ya in a bit. Love ya!"

"Love ya, too," Dean smiled and waved, then walked to the office to see when he mom might be ready and see if his mom was willing to meet up with Robin's and Jade's moms.

"Well, hi, sweetheart," his mother smiled from her desk chair. She pulled her glasses off and let them hang from a strap around her neck. As Dean closed the door behind him, she said, "So, one week down and nineteen to go! Not so bad, right?"

"I guess not," Dean admitted. "I have a favor to ask, though."

"Sure. What is it?"

"Well, Jade mentioned that she was going to that boutique in town to get a new skirt and I said I was going too, so Robin said she wanted to go as well, so... long story short... can we go at the same time they go?"

"Ok, well let me start by saying that you certainly did not make that long story short, but, yes, you can go skirt shopping with your girlfriends."

Dean blushed a bit, but felt it necessary to defend himself a bit. "Yeah, that's hilarious, mom."

"I'm not being funny, Deedee. I'm serious. I loved going clothes shopping with my friends when I was a girl. Now that you're a girl, too, it makes sense that you'd enjoy it just as much as I did."

He had no response to that. He kind of was a girl, now.

"To tell it the truth," Dr Martin said, grabbing a few files and putting them into her attaché case, "I'm glad they're coming. I think I picked some overly conservative clothes for you when I went shopping for you. It'll be nice to have the other girls there to give their opinions."

Dean nodded, trying not to show too much excitement.

"And it'll be more fun for you, too, to have your friends there," his mother said.

Deans phone rang. "It's Jade," he told his mother. "Hi," he said into the phone. Then he listened for a few moments and said. "Ok. Sounds great. See you in a few. Love you, too." He disconnected the call and said to his mother, "Can we go now? The girls will be there in ten or fifteen minutes."

"Sure," Dr Martin smiled and grabbed her attaché case and coat, then headed out the door with Dean in tow. She spoke to at least a half dozen people on the way out, which made Dean even more anxious to get out of the building.

Finally they were in the car and headed into town. This was actually the first time Dean had gotten a good look at his new environment. They'd arrived in the evening of the previous Saturday and it was already dark. Sunday was unpacking and the reception for his mother and then he'd been in school all week.

"There are a lot more trees around here than we had in San Diego." He said in passing.

"There are," his mother agreed. "I love the ocean, but I could get used to this part of the country, too. The trees, the hills, mountains off in the distance... it's kind of like living in a postcard. You know I went to college in Massachusetts, right? Not around here, but in Massachusetts."

"Yeah, it's nice here, but I don't love the cold."

"But it's not cold all year. Besides, you have more friends after a week here than you had in fifteen years in California. That's a good thing, isn't it?"

"It is," Dean admitted, "but come June, I'll lose them when I become Dean again."

"Maybe Dean could be their friend, too."

"No," he said sadly. "Not like Deanne is friends with them. It'd be too different."

His mother reached over and squeezed his hand. "I know I put you in a tough position, sweetheart, but it'll be ok. I promise. You're a stronger boy than you think."

"I don't feel like a boy at the moment, mom." His mother took that to mean that his clothing made him feel like a girl, but what Dean really meant was that he no longer felt like a boy at all. He was starting to feel much more like a girl than he ever expected he would, and feeling like a girl was starting to feel a lot more natural than feeling like a boy ever did.

They arrived in town and his mother drove to a parking area behind a few of the Main Street stores. As they got out of the car, both Robin and Jade appeared with their mothers. Both of their mothers had been at the reception on Sunday, so they both greeted Dr Martin warmly and the older women chatted as Dean and the girls hurried into the boutique.

Now, here's the thing: Dean always hated clothes shopping. Being five foot two inches tall and very slight meant shopping in the boys' department which always meant that he was shopping in the midst of boys who much younger than he was and that his clothes looked like little boys clothes. He hated that.

One thing he'd noticed about wearing the uniform was that he looked, more or less, the same as the all the other girls, which took a little getting used to, but meant that he didn't stand out as 'the little guy' any more. Yes, he was smaller than most of the other students in his grade, but not by much and his clothes didn't mark him as different any more.

So, as he approached the door to the boutique, some of his exuberance about being with his friends vanished as his old worries about shopping hit him.

But he needn't have worried.

From the moment they entered, Robin and Jade were pointing out items of clothing that would look great on each of them.

"Ooh, that's a cute skirt. It'd look adorable on you, Dee." "Jade, this top would go great with that grey skirt you have." Oh, look at this, Robin! The color of this dress would go awesome with your red hair!"

Their enthusiasm was contagious, too, and pretty soon Dean was grabbing items of clothing, displaying them to his friends and offering his own opinions and, strangely... they took him seriously! They agreed with him or offered their own critiques, but his opinions mattered! In a clothing store! He couldn't wait to show his mother what he'd chosen.

Soon, Dean was in a changing room trying on one cute outfit after another. After each outfit was on his body, he would hustle out to see himself in the mirror and hear the critiques of his friends and all three mothers.

"Only three outfits, Deedee," his mother said as he tried on his last ensemble. "Pick the three you like the most and I'll get those for you. I really liked the jean skirt with the hooded top, myself, but you choose what you want."

He actually liked that jean skirt outfit quite a bit, too, and both Robin and Jade had said he should wear that outfit to the movies. So, he picked that outfit as well as dark blue shirt with bright white flowers printed on it that went with a two piece top consisting of a pink, tank top type shirt that was paired with a button up sweater of the same color, and a rather short, tartan plaid, pleated skirt that had a long sleeved, faux-silk blouse that hung loosely about his upper body.

The mothers paid for the clothes and the boutique owner gave Dean and the girls permission to change into their new outfits in the changing rooms. This way, Jade's mother could drive them all to the movie theater from the boutique.

Dean said goodbye to his mother, who demanded a kiss before he left. Normally, Dean would have just rolled his eyes and left his mother hanging, but Robin kissed her mother goodbye, so it seemed to be the expected thing to do. He gave her a peck on the cheek and received the same in return.

They listened to music in the car, something that Dean seldom did since his mother favored NPR talk shows, and Jade freshened up everyone's makeup. They were at the theater before he knew it. They waved goodbye to Jade's mother, went inside, bought their tickets and played a few arcade games before the boys arrived.

"Holy smokes," Jade laughed as they watched Dean win level after level on a game that he knew well. "Girl, you are on fire! I've never seen anyone wipe out a game like this!"

Dean laughed. "All I did where I lived before was play video games. I'm pretty good at them, I guess."

"I guess," Robin laughed, also impressed. Then she looked over her shoulder and said, "Oh, look... the boys are here!" That caused Dean to look over his shoulder, which was all it took for the bad guy in the video game to kill his avatar, making the game play sad music to indicate that the player had lost the game.

"Shoot!" Dean scolded himself. He'd really wanted to impress Willie with a high score.

"No biggy," Robin chirped, happily, not understanding the connection between human and technology that a true gamer felt when playing a game.

The boys bought their tickets and came into the lobby where the arcade was located.

"Hi, guys," Willie said, leading the pack of young men across the lobby. "All set for a night of international intrigue and sexual encounters?" He asked, smiling.

"We are!" Jade answered, happily.

"Whoa! Why are you three so dressed up?" Willie asked, looking at all three of the girls.

"We got all dolled up for you guys," Robin teased as her cousin hugged her and kissed her cheek. "What do you think guys?"

There were four boys in total and they all offered some sort of complimentary remark.

"Let's get some snacks and go in," Willie suggested as the lobby was starting to get busy. They all headed for the line, but it was already getting long.

"You know what?" Willie said, being pragmatic. "We're going to be in line out here for a while. Girls, why don't you three go into the theater and save us some seats. See if you can get that row by the walkway that has a low wall in front of it that we can use that as a table. I'll get you what you need. What do you guys want?"

Robin took the lead. "You guys want anything other than popcorn and a drink?"

Dean and Jade said that was fine.

"Get one large bucket of popcorn and we'll share it, and three Cokes," Robin confirmed.

She opened her pocketbook to get some money, as did Dean and Jade, but Willie said, "That's ok. I'll pay for it."

"Oh," Robin shrugged. "Ok. We'll pay you back after the movie then."

"No need," Willie smiled. "I have a job now, remember. I can afford it."

"Ooh..." Robin teased. "Look at the big shot! We'll see you inside.

The row that Willie preferred was available so they sat there and held the seats, waiting on the boys.

Then Robin's phone vibrated. She looked at it and said, "Oh, Willie needs me to carry some stuff. I'll be be right back.

The other three boys arrived, not carrying much, and stepped over Jade and Dean to get into their seats.

"Why don't you move to the end," Jade suggested. "There are seven seats in the row, so if the three of us sit at the end, Willie can sit between us and the boys."

"Ok," Dean agreed and moved to the first seat in the row, next to the middle aisle with Jade sitting next to him.

Within a few minutes, Willie returned with a full tray of drinks and Robin carrying the popcorn. Willie stepped aside and let Robin step into the row first. She passed Dean and then said to Jade, "Move down a couple of sets. I'll sit in the middle and hold the popcorn."

"Alright," Jade said, a little surprised.

She got up to move one seat, but Robin said, "No, no... sit next to John."

Still thinking it was odd, she sat next to the closest boy. Robin sat next to her and looked back to Dean and said, "Come on. Move down to this seat." She tapped the seat between Dean and her. So Dean moved over one seat.

Willie stood in the walkway that divided the seating width-way across the theater, placing the tray of drinks on the low wall. He placed a cup in front of each girl and one in front of the empty chair. Then he took that end seat, next to Dean.

Dean turned and looked at Robin, his eyes wide with a 'how did this happen' look on his face, but Robin was looking at some trivia questions being projected onto the screen.

"So, what was that game of musical chairs all about?" Jade whispered to Robin.

Robin leaned towards Jade and whispered, "Willie wanted to sit beside Dee."

Jade's mouth dropped open. "Oh, my God!" She looked over at Dean, who was still looking in that direction and she mouthed the words 'OH, MY GOD! TALK TO HIM!'

Dean cleared his throat, looked at Willie and said, "Umm... thank you for the popcorn and drink. I'll pay you back, if you want."

"Nah, that's ok," Willie said, smiling. "Ummm... like I said in the lobby, you look really nice."

"Oh, well... thank you," Dean said. "You look very handsome, too." Ok, that felt weird... but good at the same time.

Willie chuckled at that. "I'm not dressed up, though. I'm in jeans and sweatshirt. You're all looking nice. You especially. I like you in civilian clothes."

"Civilian clothes?"

"As opposed to the Greenwood Academy uniform. No offense, but they're kind of... old fashioned, I guess."

"Don't you wear uniforms?"

"We have a dress code. Dress pants, dress shirt, tie and suit coat. Same thing at Saint Johns. We all look similar. You guys all look like clones." He laughed at that and smiled at Dean.

"No, we don't," Dean protested.

"Yep, you do, but... you stand out from the other clones."

Dean froze for a moment. Did Willie know he was a boy? "What do you mean?" His face screwed up a bit in a mask of concern and confusion.

"I mean... I noticed you as soon as I saw you in the hallway the other day, I thought, 'That girl is special and I want to get to know her.'"
 
 
To Be Continued...

Twenty Weeks - 3

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • School or College Life

Other Keywords: 

  • School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)


Twenty Weeks - 3

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

A movie with a group of friends, including boys, a very special boy at that,
an audition and an enemy. It's everything a teenaged girl could ask for!


 
Author's Note: Happy Chanukah, and Merry Christmas everyone! Thank you so much for all of the reviews.
I am very happy that so many people are enjoying the story so far.
Please let me know what you think about this story, both good and bad?
And also, please leave me a review on this story? I always read them! ~Clara.

 
This version of Twenty Weeks - 3 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Part 3
 

"So, what was that game of musical chairs all about?" Jade whispered to Robin.

Robin leaned towards Jade and whispered, "Willie wanted to sit beside Dee."

Jade's mouth dropped open. "Oh, my God!" She looked over at Dean, who was still looking in that direction and she mouthed the words 'OH, MY GOD! TALK TO HIM!'

Dean cleared his throat, looked at Willie and said, "Umm... thank you for the popcorn and drink. I'll pay you back, if you want."

"Nah, that's ok," Willie said, smiling. "Ummm... like I said in the lobby, you look really nice."

"Oh, well... thank you," Dean said. "You look very handsome, too." Ok, that felt weird... but good at the same time.

Willie chuckled at that. "I'm not dressed up, though. I'm in jeans and sweatshirt. You're all looking nice. You especially. I like you in civilian clothes."

"Civilian clothes?"

"As opposed to the Greenwood Academy uniform. No offense, but they're kind of... old fashioned, I guess."

"Don't you wear uniforms?"

"We have a dress code. Dress pants, dress shirt, tie and suit coat. Same thing at Saint Johns. We all look similar. You guys all look like clones." He laughed at that and smiled at Dean.

"No, we don't," Dean protested.

"Yep, you do, but... you stand out from the other clones."

Dean froze for a moment. Did Willie know he was a boy? "What do you mean?" His face screwed up a bit in a mask of concern and confusion.

"I mean... I noticed you as soon as I saw you in the hallway the other day, I thought, 'That girl is special and I want to get to know her.'"

It only took a moment for Dean's face to relax into a smile. No one had ever said anything remotely that sweet to him before. "Really?"

"Yeah," Willie smiled and, God, that smile hit Dean hard. "I'd like to get to know you better. A lot better."

Dean smiled and Willie put his arm around Dean's shoulder and smiled down at him. At that moment, he felt a nudge from his right side. He turned and saw Robin giving him a sly, little smile that told Dean that she'd set him up. Dean smiled back and blushed so prettily that Robin laughed.

When Dean glanced beyond Robin to see Jade, she smiled back and mouthed 'OH MY GOD!' then laughed at the way her new friend was blushing. She tried to mouth 'HE'S ADORABLE,' but Dean couldn't figure out what she was getting at, so she waved Dean off and returned to gossiping with Robin.

Dean and Willie chatted for a few moments until the trailers started running on the screen. Then, Dean settled in to watch the previews and the movie in the cuddly warmth of Willie's arm.
 

~^~

 

"So, what did you talk about?" Jade needled her friend as they waited in line for ice cream at the Cold Stone Creamery that was a few doors down from the cinema. After the movie, the boys had gone into Red Robin to get fries, while Dean and the girls chose some ice cream, mostly because that was Robin's favorite. They were going to meet in the heated, exterior food court area between the two businesses once they all had their food.

"We just watched the movie," Dean said, still blushing, but feeling very special after having received so much affection during the movie and then having his friends making such a big deal of it.

"You talked before the movie, though," Jade persisted. "What did he say?"

"He said he thought I was special and that he wanted to get to know me better. That's all."

"That's all!?!?" Both girls shrieked.

"Dee," Robin giggled excitedly, "Willie is like my twin-cousin. I have known him my whole life and he has never once dated a girl or even been interested in one. Trust me. If he said you're special, then he really, really meant it.

Dean's blush deepened and his smile grew. He literally felt weak in the knees. "Really?"

"Really." Robin confirmed.

"Ahhh, a Saint Mark's boy!" Jade teased. "Your mom is going to be so proud!"

Suddenly, Dean looked less blissful and more frightened. "My mom! Oh, my God, my mom will flip out if she finds out about this. Don't tell her, please!"

"Relax," Robin laughed. "We won't say anything and besides, I doubt that my Aunt Muriel will let Willie go out on REAL dates just yet. I mean, he can't drive, or anything, so if you're 'going out' with him, it's going to have to be in a group. Your mom won't find out unless you want her to know."

Dean relaxed as he and the girls picked up their cups of ice cream and headed to the food court area. When they got there, the boys had already grabbed a large table that was piled high with French fries and massive cups of soda.

"Her she comes, Willie!" One of the boys teased.

"Yeah, kiss her and tell her how much you missed her," another boy joined in.

"Yeah, yeah, yeah," Willie laughed, good naturedly accepting his friends' ribbing. "You're all just jealous." He stood and moved some cups to the open seats. "I got you some soda in case the ice cream made you thirsty."

"Oh, how nice," Robin smiled. "You're becoming quite the gentleman, Cousin Willie."

"Is it possible to get thirsty from eating ice cream?" Jade asked, teasing Willie as well.

"Maybe I should just stop being nice to you two," Willie said, pulling up a seat next to Dean to sit down.

"Thank you," Dean said. "It was very nice of you and I appreciate it."

"See," Willie smiled, "that's the proper thing to say when someone brings you a gift."

Everyone laughed and ate their ice cream, or their fries, or even stole a few fries to dig into their ice cream... regardless, it was fairly quiet for a little while, until Willie asked Dean, "So... are on any social media at all? I've looked on Instagram, Facebook, Snapchat, TikTok and Twitter and I can't find you anywhere."

"Umm, no..." Dean said, trying not to sound suspicious or like a freak of some kind. "My mom is really strict about that. With her job being so public and everything she doesn't want me on social media posting stuff that might embarrass her."

"Oh, ok, I get that," Willie said, accepting the explanation.

"Then why does your brother have a FaceBook and Instagram account?" Jade asked.

"My brother?" Dean seemed surprised. "How did you even know I had a brother?"

"My mom told me that during the interview process they found out your mom had a son," Robin admitted, not sounding at all guilty about having shared that information. "When she got the job, we looked him up to see what kind of a boy we might have living on campus. We found him no problem, but then your mom said he was staying in California and you were coming in his place. Which was much cooler."

"Is he your twin brother?" Jade asked, casually continuing the conversation. "You guys look a lot alike and he's a sophomore, too."

"Yeah," Dean said, not loving this.

"Wow, a twin brother," Willie said. "Can I connect with him online?"

"Oh... I don't know," Dean could feel the walls closing in. "I think my dad made him stay off social media for awhile. Grades, or something, I think."

"You THINK!?" Robin sounded shocked. "God, there's no secrets in my house. If one of my sisters is in trouble, I know all about it."

"Yeah, well, see," Dean sputtered, forming a story, "we don't live in the same house. My parents divorced when I was really young, and ever since then, we only see each other on holidays and things like that. We switch between which parents we live with, though. So, I live with my dad for a while, then I live with my mom, etc. That's how it's always been."

"Wait!" Robin suddenly sounded very serious. "Are you telling us that you aren't staying here? Are you going back to California to live with your dad at some point?"

"That's the plan," Dean admitted.

"When!?"

"Right after school ends, I think."

"Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no," Robin said with the rapid fire delivery of a red haired machine gun and the authority of someone in charge, "you are NOT going ANYWHERE!"

"Well, it's not like I have a lot of say in it..."

"Well, then we need to work on your mom before the school year ends," Robin said, looking to Jade for support.

"Yeah, we have plans for the summer. You can't leave," Jade said, equally in charge of the situation. "My family books a week at a lake up in New Hampshire and Robin's family has a house on The Cape. We always go on vacation with each other's families. We already spoke to our moms about you coming too, and they seemed happy about it."

Dean stared, shocked. He'd only known these girls five days and they were already planning to have him stay with them for vacations. He was touched and a bit scared of how telling them the truth might hurt them. And then there was Willie to think about. Damn! He was digging a much bigger hole than either he or his mother would have thought possible. AND IT WAS ONLY DAY FIVE!!!

"Oh... well..." Dean got control of himself, "... I guess I could talk to her and see if I could stay here."

"Yeah," Robin said, defiantly. "Have your brother come and visit, too. That house you guys live in is massive. It's way too big for just two people."

"Oh..." 'Now, that would be an interesting thing to pull off,' Dean thought. "I... don't know about that. I'll talk to my mom about staying, though. I'll let you know what she says."

"Great," Robin said, happier now. "And if she says your going back to California, I'll have MY mom talk to her. My mom can be very persuasive."

"She can," Jade agreed.

"We'll see, I guess," Dean said, happy that the girls liked him, but a tad worried that his time in dresses was going to be extended indefinitely. But... maybe that would be ok...

"I don't want you to leave, either," Willie said with a big smile. "I think you should stay. From what I understand, Greenwood Academy is one of the best prep schools in the world. I'm sure there's nothing like it in San Diego. You could get into any college in the world if you graduate from Greenwood."

"Oh, yeah," Robin laughed. "THAT'S why you want her to stay. So she can get into a good college. Right!"

"Well... I want her to stay for other reasons, too," Willie blushed, now. "I just meant that the academic conversation would be a good way to approach the idea of staying. That's all."

Then, it was his guy friends' chance to pick on him. "Oh, poor Willie! He finally finds true love and she is moving away in a few months," said one boy.

"It's like a Greek tragedy," said another.

"Or Shakespeare," said another.

"Maybe Willie could move out west and end up in the same public school - like in 'Grease,'" the last boy teased.

"Wait..." the first boy said, "that would make Willie Sandy and Deedee Danny! Oh, man, I'd love to see that! Willie in a dress!"

"Alright, you guys," Willie said, taking the ribbing with good humor, but feeling as if it had gone far enough. "Shut up, all of you. You're getting really loud. There are other people here and security will throw us out if we're too loud."

The gaffaws turned into laughter, then chuckles, then a little giggling, and then they got control over themselves.

By the time Jade's mother arrived to drive them home, they had all pretty much laughed themselves out. Willie gave his cousin a hug and a peck on the cheek before she got into the car. Then Jade gave him a hug, too.

"This is unusual," Willie said, quietly to her.

"If you don't give me a little kiss, then it'll look funny when you kiss Deedee," Jade explained, just as quietly. "I'm doing you a favor."

Willie gave her cheek a peck and whispered, "Thanks."

She stepped back and winked at him. "Always here to help," she smiled and got into her mother's car.

"Did you have a good time?" Willie asked Dean as they hugged.

"Best time ever," Dean said, honestly. It was not only the first time he'd ever gone out with a group of friends to enjoy himself with no adult supervision at all, but it was the first time that anybody, woman, man, girl, boy or even the first time any dog or cat, had ever made him feel special and wanted.

And he really liked that.

"I'm glad," Willie smiled, then he squeezed Dean much harder than he'd squeezed anyone else, and he laid a soft, warm kiss on his cheek. "I'll text you tomorrow."

"Text me when you get home," Dean replied, moving towards the car. "I can't wait until tomorrow."

He got into the car and closed the door.

"Seatbelts on," Jade's mother said, putting the car into gear and pulling away. "Gee, Robin... your cousin Willie was acting like a politician, kissing all of you goodbye like that."

Robin giggled. "He is certainly is. I think he's trying to act very adult and make a good impression."

"On who?"

Robin shrugged. "On everyone, I guess." She looked towards Dean and smiled before whispering, "Or maybe just on one person."
 

~^~

 

"Well, look who finally rolled out of bed!" Dr Martin laughed as Dean stumbled down the stairs the next morning. "It's nearly noon, you know? That's late, even for a teenager."

Dean just grunted and squinted in the harsh Kitchen light.

"I suggest you give your hair a really good brushing," the Chancellor laughed some more. "You went to bed without braiding it last night and now you look like Albert Einstein."

"Did Albert Einstein wear a pink night shirt with little yellow flowers on it to bed at night?" Dean asked, sarcastically.

"Not that I am aware," his mother said, "but if he did, they wouldn't write that part into the history books, would they?"

Dean laughed as he pulled a bottle of orange juice out of the refrigerator and poured a small helping into a glass.

"So, did you have a good time with your friends, then?" She asked him.

Dean smiled a bit slyly. "I had a great time, mom. It was so cool to just be us kids, you know?"

"Of course I do, baby," she smiled. She remembered her own early tastes of freedom with her friends. She'd been a lot younger than Dean the first time she'd done something like he'd done the night before, but Dean had always had so much trouble making friends... that is... until now. From everything she'd seen and every report she'd gotten from school staff since Monday, Dean seemed to be making friends with most of the girls in his grade and Robin and Jade both seemed to like him a great deal. Unusual, yes, but also a very welcome change. "Do you have any plans with your friends for the weekend?"

Dean shook his messy head. "No. Robin has a dance competition somewhere in Rhode Island and Jade is going to her grandmother's birthday party somewhere out towards Boston."

Dr Martin smiled. "Ok, then, what do you say we do a little sight seeing and getting to know our new environment a little."

"Ok," Dean shrugged. It actually sounded a bit exciting. "Where do you want to go?"

"Who knows?" She smiled and shrugged. "Why don't you go shower, then pack an overnight bag and we'll get in the car and see what happens. How does that sound?"

"Cool!" Dean said, now a bit excited at the prospect of an adventure with his mom. "I'll be right down!" He ran up the stairs.
 

~^~

 

"William!" Willie's mother called up the stairs from the basement where she was doing the laundry.

"Yes, mom?" Willie called back from the top of the stairs.

She held up his phone and asked, "Who is Deedee?"

Willie's eyes narrowed. "Were you going through my phone, mom?"

"No, William, I was doing your laundry and you left your phone in the pocket of your hoodie. I found it and put it on the dryer while I loaded the washer. Then you got a text and I glanced at it. It was from someone named 'Deedee' and said 'Thank you for a wonderful time last night.' I thought you went out with your friends and your cousin last night. Did you go out with this girl instead? You know the rules, William... you can go out, but I need to know where you go and with whom. So... where did you go last night?"

Willie smiled and sat on the landing at the top of the stairs. "I went to the movies with Robin and the guys, mom, but besides her usual friend, Jade, she brought this new girl, Deedee, along as well. That's all."

"That's all?" His mother was still suspicious. "Then why did she thank you for a wonderful time?"

He chuckled. "What do you think happened, mom?"

"I don't know, William. That is precisely why I'm asking. You know you're only fifteen, William, and a boy can make a mistake at that age that could destroy the rest of his life. Now, if you and this girl did anything improper, then..."

"What!?" Suddenly this wasn't funny anymore. "What are you talking about, mom!? I went to the movies with the guys and Robbie and her two friends. The new girl was cute and I like her, so I bought her some popcorn and a drink. Then we sat together and talked a little. End of story. Ok?"

His mother looked at him with that 'I'm not sure I believe you' look she used on his older brothers all the time. Willie was the good son, though. Eventually, she relented. "Well, ok, but I am going to check with your aunt to see if Robin was with you."

"Go ahead, mom. The only time we weren't together was when the girls went for ice cream and I went with the guys for fries... And Deedee went with Robbie that time, not me. So, go ahead and call, but can I get my phone back, now, please."

His mother scowled a bit and looked from the phone to her son and back. Finally, she sighed. "I guess so, but if I find out that you haven't told me the truth..."

"I know, I know," Willie said, taking the phone from his barely reasonable mother, "there will be hell to pay." He pushed a contact in his phone.

"What are you doing?" His mother asked.

"Calling Robin," he shrugged. Then into the phone he said, "Hey, Robbie, it's Will. Talk to my mother, please."

He handed her his phone. "What do you want me to ask her?" She was confused.

"Anything you want," he shrugged, "but do it now so that you can't accuse me of asking her to cover for me."
 

~^~

 

"Where are we?" Dean asked, looking around up and seeing a silver, semicircular shaped bridge that was ahead of them. They were about to pass over a sizable river and the bridge was arching high above, which, as anyone who grew up near the naval base in San Diego knew, was built that way in order to allow large vessels to pass beneath.

"According to the GPS, we're in the town of Buzzard's Bay," his mother chuckled at the name, "but we're about to pass over the Cape Cod Canal and then we'll be on Cape Cod in the town of Bourne. That's the Bourne Bridge up ahead."

"Cape Cod?" He asked, looking down at the waterway below. "We left Massachusetts?"

"No," she laughed. "Cape Cod is still in Massachusetts, but I though we both could use a little ocean-staring-meditation about now. What do you think?"

"Sure!" He agreed. The best part about living in San Diego was it's immediate proximity to the ocean. Dean didn't love swimming, but he could just sit on a beach and look at the vastness of the ocean for hours.

His mother didn't know much about the area, so she followed the advice of a travel guide and kept driving for another forty minutes until they reached the very quaint, and obviously wealthy town of Chatham.

"According to the site I looked at, there's always seals at the town pier when the fishing boats come in. Let's go take a look."

They parked the car in the lot by the public pier and got out. Immediately, the cold wind slammed into Dean's legs and played with the extra material of the knee length, heavy cotton skirt he was wearing, causing him to wind the extra material into his left hand as he hustled around the car to join his mother.

"It's cold!" He said, as if informing her of this fact.

"It's January in New England, Deedee. Of course it's cold," she laughed and wrapped her arm around his shoulders to hug him tightly. "You should have worn tights."

"I didn't know we were going to the coldest place on earth!" Dean laughed, cuddling close for warmth as they walked down a staircase from the parking lot, across a driveway and then up another staircase to a viewing platform attached to a building containing the town's fishing packing facility.

When they looked over the railing, sure enough, there were two fishing boats unloading their day's haul and, swimming in the icy water around those boats were dozens of seals looking to capitalize on any stray fish parts or even fish blood that was washed from the small vessels.

"Good afternoon, ladies," said a man, obviously a local, judging by his casual manner. "I don't usually see tourists here in the dead of winter."

"We're new to the east coast and wanted to see the Atlantic Ocean," Amelia replied.

"Well, there it is in all its glory!" The man said, waving his arm over the railing.

"I bet it's beautiful in the summer," Dr Martin said, taking it in.

"It's beautiful everyday of the year," the man smiled. "I think your daughter may prefer seeing it when it's warmer, though." He chuckled at Dean's obvious discomfort.

"Do they always go out fishing when it's this cold?" Dean asked, his arms folded across the front of his coat in an effort to keep himself warm.

"Fishermen go out everyday that they can," the man replied. "Unless there's a storm or the harbor is iced in, they go out to catch their limit. That's how they pay their bills. Over the last few years, a lot of women have joined the fishing force, too." He added the last part in case the little girl in front of him might have ambitions to be a fisher. "What do you say?" He asked, bending a bit to look at Dean. "Would you like to give fishing a try?"

"No thank you," Dean replied, shivering. "I think I'll get a job that lets me stay warm."

The man laughed heartily at that.

"If I might bother you," Dr Martin said to the man, "is there a hotel or something like that nearby? Everywhere we passed on the way here seemed to be closed until spring."

"Sure," the man smiled and gave her the name of and quick directions to a year round hotel nearby. "It's pricey in the summer, but a great bargain in the off-season," he smiled. "I think your daughter may be ready to get out of this wind, now."

"What do you say, Deedee? Have you seen enough?" His mother asked, squeezing his shoulders.

"I'd really like to watch some more, but I'm so c... c... c... cold!" Had added the stammer for affect.

His mother laughed. "I guess you're right," she smiled and shook the man's hand, thanking him for his help.
 

~^~

 

"Oh, I think that might be the sweetest thing I've ever heard," Robin's mother said to her sister-in-law on the phone.

"So, you don't think that anything's going on that I should worry about?" Willie's mother asked.

"No, I think everything is fine." Her sister-in-law tended to over react to everything, although her older boys had given her plenty of reason to be suspicious of what is going on when her kids are out of the house. "From what Robin tells me, Willie asked her to help him get to know Deanne. That's all. And she's a very sweet, little thing, too. Polite, smart and cute as a button. Ohh! I have a couple of pictures of the girls trying on clothes yesterday. Hang on, I'll send them to you." She fumbled with her phone for a moment, then sent them. "There. You should have them."

On the other end of the phone, Willie's mother put her phone on 'speaker' and opened the pictures in the text message her sister-in-law had sent.

"The little one in the white blouse with the big, puffy sleeves and the big white bow in her hair?" She asked.

"Yes. That's Deanne... well... Deedee. Her mother is the new Chancellor at Greenwood."

"Oh, my, she is a cutie," Willie's mother agreed. "Now that I see her, I can understand why William is attracted to her, but I have to admit... I'm actually a little more nervous now than I was before. I'd hoped that William wouldn't get girl-crazy for a while, yet, but this girl is almost too much to resist. Tiny, slender, feminine... Now I'm REALLY worried that something might happen."

"Well, don't be," Robin's mother laughed. "Robin will always be there to chaperone and as for being feminine... You should have seen Deanne last Sunday when I met her. She was awkward and uncomfortable in her dress. I'm quite proud to say that her hair and makeup are all due to the hard work of Robin and her friend Jade. They took her from a tomboy in a lace dress - honestly, she looked more like a boy than a girl - to the pretty little thing with the puffy sleeves and hair bow in the picture. So, you just relax. I'll make sure that Robin is with her whenever she's with Willie, that is until you say it's ok for Willie to date. Ok?"

"Ok," William's mother sighed. "Thank you. I'm sorry if I over reacted."

"No problem at all. Oh! I have to run. They just called Robin's dance team to the stage. Bye bye."
 

~^~

 

"Hi, Amy, how's it going?" Came the voice of Dr Martin' ex-husband, Frank, through the speaker on the phone.

"I'm good, Frank, how about yourself?" She replied.

"Nothing to complain about. I'm actually I'm Fiji at the moment. It's tropical and lovely and warm. Tough job to do, but I don't start that for another few hours. My sleep-clock is still messed up from the flight, so I'm wide awake and thought it was a good time to call. How's Deano doing?"

"He's doing well, actually. He went out with a big group of friends last night and says he had a great time."

"Wow!" Frank responded. "A GROUP of friends! That's a big change, isn't it?"

"It sure is and he seems to like them all quite a bit."

"I'm so happy to hear that, Amy. I was afraid that this move might have pushed him even further into his shell, but it sounds like he'd blossoming out there."

"He really is, Frank. He's like a whole new person. I couldn't be happier with the changes I've seen in him this week. He's been on top of his homework, he's been chatty and sharing his feelings about the move and the new school..." There was a beep on her line. "Hang on, Frank. I'm getting another call."

She looked at the screen and saw an exchange with the same preface as the school's landline. It had to be someone from Greenwood.

She accepted the call, putting Frank on hold for a moment. "Hello?"

"Hi, Dr Martin. This is Robin's mom."

"Oh, hi," Dr Martin said. "What can I do for you?"

"Nothing, really, it's just that, if you have a few minutes, I'd like to talk to you about an issue that my sister-in-law called me about."

"Oh, sure. Can you hold for a moment? My ex is on the line."

"Sure."

The Chancellor switched back to her ex-husband and said, "Frank? I'm sorry, but I have to take this other call. I really appreciate you calling."

"No problem, Amy. I'll be in touch in a few days. Bye."

"Bye," she answered, then switched back to the call from Robin's mother. "I'm back. What can I do for you?"

"Oh, this isn't a business call, Dr Martin. This is a mom to mom called, and I just wanted to assure you that my nephew, William, is one of the nicest boys you could ever want to be dating your daughter. He's an honor student and plays in the band and..."

"Wait, wait wait!" The Chancellor interrupted. "What exactly are you talking about? Deedee isn't allowed to be dating anyone - nice or not."

"Oh," Dean's mom could sense that Robin's mother was cringing on the other end of the phone. "I'm sorry, Dr Martin..."

"Amelia, please."

"Oh, well, call me Penny. Anyway... Amelia... I assumed that Deedee had told you about her exciting evening last night. It's all I've heard about from Robin and even my sister-in-law called me to talk about it. The long and the short of it is that my nephew, Willie, took quite a shine to Deedee and... well... I think that Deedee took quite a shine to him as well..."
 

~^~

 

"This is nice, isn't it?" Dr Martin smiled at Dean who sat across the table in the wide-board, knotty-pine paneled restaurant at the hotel to which they'd been guided by the man on the pier. "Everything smells delicious, too."

"It is very nice," Dean agreed, still trying to get the cold out of his system as he looked at the menu. "I think I'm getting the New England fish and chips dinner."

"Yum," his mother smiled. "I think I'll have the same."

"Good evening," the older waitress said, arriving at the table and pouring water into glasses already set on the table. "Have you had a chance to look at the menu yet?"

"Yes," Dr Martin said with a smile. "I think we'll both have the fish and chips dinner, please."

"Ok," the waitress smiled. "That comes with a choice of salad or a cup of soup."

"What do you have for soup, tonight?"

"We've got French onion soup and clam chowdah."

"French onion and..." Dr Martin asked, not catching what the waitress had said.

"Clam chowdah," she repeated.

"Oh... chowder," Dr Martin repeated with out the woman's harsh accent.

The waitress rolled her eyes, just a bit. "Where are you from?"

"Well, we recently moved to west-central Massachusetts from California," Dr Martin explained. She was about to say more, but the waitress took advantage of her breathing to jump in.

"California," she said with a bit of disdain. "Ok, girls, let me give you some advice about living here, then. Number one, this is Red Sox Nation. You never mention another team - particularly the evil empire down in New York City. Number Two, the letter 'R' is tacked onto words for no reason and is optional. Most times we choose not to use it - I suggest you do the same. Number three, if you ask a waitress if there is tomato in the clam chowdah in a restaurant in Red Sox Nation, she is obligated to call the police who will then escort you to the state line. Are we clear?"

"As Crystal," Dr Martin smiled at the theatrical monologue she'd just heard. "We'll both have the chowdah, I'll have a beer and my daughter will have a Coke."

"Sam on tap ok?" The waitress asked her.

Dr Martin blinked blankly at her.

"Sam Adams beer on tap... is that ok for your beer order?" The waitress acted comically irritated with her.

"That will be fine."

The waitress looked at Dean and said, "We have Pepsi. Is that ok?"

"No, but it'll have to do," Dean replied, pretending to be just as irritated as the waitress.

The waitress cracked a sly little grin. "I like you, little girl." She winked and walked away.

"So..." Dr Martin said when the waitress was gone, "I think we need to talk. You know... a kind of... debriefing after your first week at Greenwood."

"Is something wrong?" Dean asked, concerned by the sudden change in his mother's tone.

"No, baby, everything is fine, I think. I've heard nothing but great reports from all of your teachers and you've done very well being Deanne. I'd just like to hear from you. How is everything going?"

"Oh," Dean relaxed a bit. "Well... it's going... good... I guess, mom. I mean... no one is suspecting anything, so... I guess it's good."

"And the whole Deanne thing? You're ok with it, now?"

Dean shrugged. "I don't know how to answer that, exactly, mom. I mean... I've gotten used to the clothes, I guess. I mean... they're pretty comfortable and I've gotten used to the way they move on me and stuff, but... I guess I have to go back to being Dean again at some point."

Dr Martin nodded and smiled. "I know, honey, but... it's nice to have friends now, isn't it?"

He nodded. "Yes, I will admit that I am happier with friends, but..."

Dean was definitely happier with friends and he was even happier to be receiving the attention he was receiving from Willie, but he was not at all sure how permenant he wanted his tenure as Deanne to be. If anyone found out the Dean was Deedee, then all of his relationships would end, and if Deanne disappeared and Dean suddenly arrived from California and then people found out that Deedee HAD BEEN Dean, then all those relationships would end, too.

If he had to make a decision right then and there, he probably would choose to remain Deedee. After all, she was well liked and he was becoming more comfortable in Deedee's skin than he'd ever been in Dean's. But he was actually Dean, so... either choice led to the same result: He was going to be living a lie.

"... I am SUPPOSED to be a guy, mom. I just kinda feel like I am doing something wrong by being Deedee." He looked away from his mother, feeling embarrassed to discuss this at all, let alone in a public place. He looked around to avoid his mother's gaze.

She nodded and thought for a moment. "Tell me about this boy you met. William, right?"

Dean's eyes returned to his mother's gaze immediately and his blush reddened his cheeks in a heartbeat. "What about him?"

"Tell me about him?"

Dean swallowed. What was this about? "He's... a sophomore at St Mark's... He's Robin's cousin... She calls him her twin cousin because they were born just a few days apart... What else do you want to know?"

"Is he handsome?"

Dean hesitated. "I... guess."

"And do you like him?"

"Sure. I like him fine, I guess. I mean... we had a good time with everyone and..."

"I heard that he asked you out." She said it rather flatly, but Dean could tell that she wanted an answer.

"Asked me out?... I... well... I mean, he..." he took a deep breath and looked as if he might cry for a moment. "He... did... kind of... ask me out, but..."

"But what? Did you accept?"

Dean shrugged.

"Did you say no?"

He shook his head, looking anywhere but at his mother.

"Do you want to say yes?"

He took a very deep breath and said, "I don't know, mom. I'm very confused right now."

"Why?"

"Why!? Mom... I'm living as a girl, dressing like a girl, all my friends are girls and... I kind of feel like I'm a girl. Then a really cute guy - who THINKS I'm a girl - asks me out. How could I NOT be confused!?!?"

Dr Martin nodded. "You said you liked him."

Dean nodded and wiped his watery eyes.

"Do you like him as a friend, or as someone you want to go out with?"

"Too chowdahs, a Sam and a Coke," the waitress said, arriving at the table and giving Dean a reprieve from his mother's questions.

He took the time to gather his thoughts and, before speaking, dropped some of the puffy, round crackers into the soup and took a sip from his spoon. "Mmm, that's really good," he said honestly, but still hoping to change the subject.

"It is," his mother agreed. "No tomato. Now we know - New England clam CHOWDAH doesn't have tomato in it."

He laughed at his mother's attempt to imitate the waitress' harsh accent.

After a few sips, Dr Martin returned to the matter at hand. "So.... You never answered my question. This boy... William... do you want to be his friend, or... something more?"

Dean took one more sip and finally spoke. "Mom... I don't really know WHAT I want. I mean... no one has ever looked at me the way that he does, but... I'm a guy. This is all so wrong."

"Ok, well, first off, you being 'a guy' has nothing to do with anything. If you like this boy as more than a friend, then it is up to you to figure out a way to make this work. Now, you're both only fifteen, so I don't expect that anything... sexual... beyond a kiss or a hug would happen, anyway, so he's not going to find out by seeing you undressed. So, you have time to figure it out."

Dean scoffed a bit. "Mom, being a guy has everything to do with it. Willie is a good looking guy, a good student and kind of athletic. That kind of guy beats up sissies like me."

"Oh, Deedee, don't call yourself that."

"Why, mom? It's true." He lowered his voice and leaned forward. "I am a fifteen year old boy, mom and I'm only five foot two. Even if I weren't wearing a bra, panties, a skirt, a blouse, makeup and a bow in my hair, I'd still be a sissy. As is, I could never deny what I am. Look at me and tell me what you see."

Amelia put her spoon down, looked at her son and shook her head. "Ok. I'll tell you what I see. I see a very attractive young person who has turned her life around in the last few days in a way that I could never have expected. I see someone who suddenly takes their appearance seriously and has taken time to make sure that they present themselves well to others, and above all, I see someone who, even though she won't admit it, has discovered that she is much happier as a girl than she ever was as a boy and who seems to be too petrified of her mother to admit that."

Dean's jaw hung open and he stared at his mother.

"Well," Amelia asked after a few moments of silence, "am I correct? Is that what I see?"

Dean froze for a moment before allowing himself to sit back in his chair. "I don't know, mom."

"Because if what I am seeing is correct," the Chancellor said, lacking a bit of motherly warmth, "then perhaps we should be seeing some specialists to make sure that you can remain a girl."

"Remain a girl?"

"Yes," she nodded. "You know... to set you up with the proper hormone pills and, eventually, discuss the surgeries you'd need to..."

"Surgeries?" Dean looked frightened. "You mean you want to castrate me?"

"What? No! Of course not. I'm trying to help you, sweetheart."

"Help me!? Mom... I did all this for you. I gave up my life at home and moved across the country. Gave up my friends. Gave up my gender. Gave up being everything I knew how to be so that you could have this prestigious, high paying job and now you want to cut off my junk?"

"Shh, keep your voice down," she cautioned. He hadn't gotten that loud, but his agitation was catching the eyes of other diners.

She looked around to be sure she could speak, then spoke with a quiet, reasonable tone. "Deanne... you just told me that you preferred being a girl and that you had... special feelings for this boy you met last night.... William..."

"Willie."

"Ok... Willie... So, I just wanted to reach out to you to make it clear that I am open to having you explore the avenues available to you that would help you to make it possible for you to become a girl for real, and then a woman. Baby, you're still so small and pretty, but if puberty suddenly comes knocking on your door, you won't have the option of keeping those pretty cheeks and eyes and narrow shoulders. You have a very narrow window of opportunity and, if you truly want to be a girl, you need to make that decision fairly soon."

Dean played with his chowder a bit and avoided looking at his mother.

She softened her tone a bit, giving up the stern Chancellor tone in favor of a kinder, more motherly one. "I will let this drop for now, but baby, you need to give this some serious consideration. Either way, I will always be here for you and I will always be your mom. Let's return to this topic again in a week or so, though."

Dean snickered a bit dirisively.

"I beg your pardon," his mother said, "just what is that about?"

"'Let's return to this topic again in a week or so,'" Dean said, mocking his mother's tone. "I'm your son, mom, not your employee. Your treating this like a staff meeting."

"I'm trying to help..."

"No, you're trying to control everything the way that you always do. Mom... this is all new to me. The clothes, the hair, the makeup, they way that people are treating me, the way that Willie is looking at me, the way that he makes me feel - all of it is new to me and it's confusing the shit out of me..."

"Language," his mother warned, but he kept going.

"I can't just make a decision this week because that would be more convenient for you. Please... just let me find my way through the next few weeks and, when I am ready, I will talk to you about this. Alright?"

She tried to get back in command of the situation. "Deedee, all I am saying is that you have a limited window..."

"I get it, mom, but I cannot talk about it any more. I asked you if you were alright with me taking some time and then talking to you when I'm ready. If you can do that, then just say 'alright.' If you can't, then say so and I'll just go upstairs so I can be alone, because I can't take this any more."

His mother didn't look happy, but she nodded. "Alright. Come to me when you're ready."

"Thank you." He scooped up another spoonful of chowder and sipped it. "This is really good," he said in as friendly a tone as he could manage.

"Yes," Amelie agreed, taking a deep breath to force herself to relax. "If the CHOWDAH is this good, I can't wait to taste the fish and chips."
 

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When they drove home on Sunday, Dr Martin stopped at a rather large and sprawling Outlet Shopping Center with dozens of clothing stores featuring flirty, playful clothes for girls Dean's size and he was more than willing to try on anything that his mother picked out for him. In fact, he was actually excited by some of the clothes.

Amelia Martin realized how much she was enjoying having an upbeat daughter rather than a sullen son. She'd never tell him that, of course, but it was just such a joy to have this kind of enjoyable time with him rather than the usual clothes shopping experience of whining that the clothes were too young for him, or clothes were uncomfortable, or he was embarrassed about having to use the changing rooms in the boys' department along with the much younger customers. Now, he was thrilled to be trying on anything and jumping out of changing rooms to show his mother.

One dress that both of them agreed Dean absolutely HAD to get was a short, black, sleeveless affair with a flouncy skirt and modest neckline that looked as cute as can be when he wore it. They were both excited to purchase it and then gather the right shoes and jewelry to go with it.

By the time they got home, any animosity from the previous day was gone and both Dean and his mother were happy.

Monday morning came quickly and so did Jade and Robin to help Dean get ready for school.

"I'm so nervous about the cast list being posted this afternoon," Jade said as she worked on Dean's eyes. "I was really happy with my audition. I hope I get something."

"I'm sure you will," Robin said with a smile. "You did a great job last year, stepping in at the last minute. Ms Highland won't forget that."

"You really did a great job at your audition," Dean said. "You sang better than anyone, you danced great and when we read from the script, you were actually acting while the rest of us were just reading. Honestly, I think you were the best performer there."

"Except for Donna Linkletter," Jade scoffered. "That's how it always is - I work my butt off and Donna Linkletter gets the part." She shook her head. "It must be nice to have rich parents."

"Well, I certainly would not know about that," Dean laughed. "This is the best job my mom ever had."

"What about your dad?" Robin asked.

"I hardly know my dad," Dean said with a shrug.

"Wait..." Robin said. "... I thought that you were living with your dad until you came out here with your mom?"

"Oh... yeah... I was..." Dean sputtered, afraid that he was getting caught in a lie. "...but he travels a lot for work, so usually I stayed with... someone he hired to take care of me."

"A nanny!?" Jade blurted out. "You claim you're not rich, but you had a nanny!?"

"No..." Dean tried to fend off her question. "Not a nanny, more like... a friend of my dad's who would just stay at his place."

"His girlfriend?" Robin asked.

"Kind of, I guess," Dean shrugged, hoping that would be the end of the conversation.

"My dad has a girlfriend, too," Jade said with a bit of disgust in her voice. "Valerie. I do not care for Valerie. Not one little bit."

"Oh, screw Valerie," Robin said, dismissively. "It's getting late. We'd better go."

The school day dragged on that day. The girls who'd auditioned the previous week were on edge and Dean, Robin and Jade were all part of a group email from Willie asking if the cast list had been posted. So, obviously, the boys at St Mark's were excited, too."

Dean had rather resigned himself to not getting a part. He only had a little experience, he was new to the school and so many girls tried out that he figured the directors were probably going to go with the girls they knew first. He figured that was ok, though, because he could work backstage or something and still hang out with his friends.

FINALLY the end of the day was approaching. With just a few minutes left in the school day, Ms Highland excused herself and went out into the hall to post the cast list. The class, most of which had auditioned, remained silent while she was gone.

She reentered the room just as the bell rang. "I'll see you tomorrow, girls!" Ms Highland said, loudly, but they really didn't hear her. Most of them were too focused on getting to the list as quickly as possible.

Jade and Robin exploded out of the room. Dean grabbed his computer and hustled, but was far behind them.

When he arrived, he found a group of senior girls surrounding Donna Linkletter, congratulating her, which made Dean more than a little apprehensive.

Then he heard Jade scream, "YES!!!" from inside the crush of girls. She pushed her way back through and appeared right in front of Dean. "I got it! I got the part! I'm playing Roxie Hart!"

"Wow! Congratulations!" Dean said, hugging her. "I saw Donna Linkletter looking pretty self satisfied, so I thought she might have got it."

"No, she's playing Velma Kelly, the other lead. I wanted to play Roxie, though."

"What about Robin?"

Jade grimaced. "Oops. I got so excited that I didn't even look."

Just then, Robin popped out of the crowd, smiling. "Hey! I'm a Cell Block Tango girl! I've got the Ezekiel Young speech."

"That's awesome!" Jade said, hugging her.

"No, you're awesome!" Robin laughed. "Roxie Hart! Holy crap!"

"I know, right?" Jade laughed.

"So, we get to do the best dance in the show," Robin said, putting her arm around Dean.

"We?" Dean was confused.

"Yeah," she smiled. "Didn't you look? You're playing The Hunyak... the Hungarian girl. You're one of the tango girls, too!"

"Wow!" Dean laughed, relieved and excited. "Cool!"

"Yeah!" Robin's grin was huge. "Now I have to text Willie to tell him he's Billy Flynn. Man... there'll be no living with him, now!"
 

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Tuesday, they held a read-through of the show so that everyone got familiar with their parts and where they occurred throughout the play. They were told that, if they had a smaller part on the sheet - like being a Cell Block Tango Girl, then they were also in other scenes as chorus members, which meant that Dean had a lot of music and some amount of dancing to learn. He liked the music, though. It was all kind of weird to his ears, but that kind of made it cooler.

Thursday was the first rehearsal and it was a singing rehearsal for everyone. Dean was directed to sit in the alto section and, being a bit nervous about having to sing, he sat in the second row where he could hide a bit.

"Basses behind the sopranos and tenors behind the altos," Mrs Tracy, the Music Teacher, instructed.

The boys were filing into the row behind Dean when he heard someone say, "Hey, can you move over a seat? I'd like to sit here."

"What difference does it make?" A second voice asked.

The first voice was very blunt. "I want to sit behind Deedee. So... would you mind moving?"

The first voice sighed, but said, "Yeah, ok," and moved.

Dean continued to look forward, but a smile was playing on his lips. That smile grew even larger when he felt Willie put his hand on his shoulder, leaned forward and whispered, "Szia. High vagy."

"What?" Dean laughed looking over his shoulder.

Willie laughed, too. "I probably didn't pronounce it right. It means 'Hello. How are you?' in Hungarian. At least it does according to Google Translate."

"Ahh, I get it. Because I'm playing the Hungarian character. Very funny." Dean laughed, a bit excited by the feeling of Willie's breath in his neck.

"I try." Willie giggled.

The teacher began teaching the music and Dean was surprised by how quickly everyone seemed to pick it up. They stuck to their vocal parts and when they needed to, they asked questions and Mrs Tracy would clarify. When they'd sing all the parts together, Dean was actually excited by the sound that they all produced together.

The rehearsal was three hours long, so at the ninety minute point, Mrs Tracy called for a fifteen minute break. Everyone meandered into the lobby so they could drink their drinks and eat their snacks, which weren't allowed in the theater. Dean, Robin, Jade and Willie's friends from the movies all gathered together, laughing and talking about the show, things that happened at school, whatever, while Willie used the boy's room.

It was a few minutes later that Jade nudged both Dean and Robin, then nodded towards the other side of the lobby. When they looked in that direction, they saw Donna Linkletter talking to Willie and, by her body language, she was flirting - and flirting hard.

"What is she flirting with him for?" Robin asked." She's got a boyfriend over at St Johns."

"Yeah, but Willie is the male lead, so Donna is going to try to win him over. She does it every year," Jade said, shaking her head.

"I'll go rescue him,"one of the boys said.

"No, I'll go get him," Dean said, and before anyone could stop him, he was walking across the lobby and sliding an arm through Dean's.

"Hi, Donna," he said with a grin. "Congratulations on getting Velma."

Donna Linkletter scowled at Dean and said, "Oh, look... it's the sixth grader whose mommy put her in the big girls' school."

Willie's smile faded. "What did you say?"

Donna shook her head. "Oh, nothing. I was just trying to make it clear to this little girl that when the grown-ups are talking, she needs to wait for her turn to speak."

Willie recoiled a bit, then, instead of lashing out like he wanted to, he pulled his arm free, placed it around Dean's shoulders and just turned and walked away.

"Gee, I thought she was a nice girl," Willie whispered to Dean. "What a jerk."

When they got back to their group of friends, Robin and Jade were smiling at Dean and when they had him alone, they congratulated him for his cunning.

"Girl, that was vicious," Jade said with admiration.

"You tramp!" Robin teased. "You were awesome!"

They all laughed, but during the rest of the rehearsal, any time Dean would glance in the direction of Donna Linkletter, she was always glaring back at him.

So, now, not only did he have friends at Greenwood; he had an enemy, too.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Twenty Weeks - 4

Author: 

  • Clara

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  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

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  • Teenage or High School

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  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • School or College Life

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  • School Girl

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Twenty Weeks - 4

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Five weeks into his time at Greenwood Academy, four weeks into the school musical,
lots of new friends, a new found appreciation for all things girlish, a sweet boy who likes him...
what could go wrong?
Well... lots, apparently! Let's see how Deedee copes with some adversity in this installment!! Heheh!


 
Author's Note: Happy Chanukah, and Merry Christmas everyone! I am so sorry for my car wreck and messing up posting here. It's a huge hassle - and a nightmare!
Thank you all for the supportive comments!
Happy Holidays to everyone! ~Clara.

 
This version of Twenty Weeks - 4 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Part 4
 

Dr Martin stared the sea of girls before her, each in the plaid jumper with the white, long puffy sleeved, small collared cotton blouse, and each looking like a perfect little doll as they filled the hallways of the school that early February afternoon. It was truly a lovely site. What she wouldn't give to be that age again. Not a real care in the world, yet everything was so important - school, friends, clothes, hair, boys... everything. The truly amazing thing about this throng of girls was that one of them was her son. She shook her head in content amazement. One month into their adventure as mother and daughter and he seemed not only content, but happy for the first time in his life.

"Hi, Amelia," a voice interrupted her reverie.

She turned and saw Robin's mother. "Oh, hi, Penny," the Chancellor smiled. "How are you?"

"I'm great, actually." She looked at the crowded hallway, too. "There's a lot of estrogen flying around out there." She chucked.

"There is," Dr Martin agreed, "but I really love looking at them. So young. So eager to achieve. I'm so happy I came here, Penny, and so thrilled that my child is a Greenwood Girl. This place is a bit of a miracle."

"I've always thought so," Penny smiled. She thought back to the day she first met the new Chancellor and her boyish daughter at the reception. "I think Deedee is thriving here, don't you?"

"She's a whole new person," Dr Martin smiled.
 

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"Alright, ladies and gentlemen," Ms Highland said as rehearsal drew to a close that day, "today marks the end of week four of our eight week rehearsal schedule. That means three more weeks of actual rehearsals during which we will be stopping to fix things as we add scenery, props and costume pieces. That last week - Production week - or Hell week, as many call it - is just running the show in preparation for opening night. So, NOW is the time to make sure that you are memorizing your lines, working on your characters, practicing your songs and practicing your dances. If you wait till the end of the rehearsal cycle to do your homework, then you'll be THINKING instead of ACTING. Have I made myself clear?"

"Yes, Ms Highland," came the nearly unison reply from the cast.

"Ms Highland?" Came the voice of Donna Linkletter from the left side of the audience seats where the cast had been placed while the directors gave notes.

"Yes, Donna?" Ms Highland practically sighed.

"Is there anyway that we can... encourage... those cast members who only have one or two lines to actually memorize those lines instead of having to read them from a script all the time? Speaking as someone with a lot to memorize, it really throws you off, waiting for someone with a small part to get their act together." With that last phrase, she surreptitiously kicked the back of the chair in front of her where Dean was sitting.

"Knock it off, Donna," Willie snapped, looking over his shoulder at the diva.

"I will when your child-bride grows up and learns her one, little section of the show, Billy," Donna replied. She'd taken to only calling Willie 'Billy' due to his character's name.

"Enough!" Ms Highland shouted, not a common occurrence. "Donna, you are a senior with lots of experience. Now, I trusted you to not only tackle your role, but to be an example to the younger and less experienced cast members. You've been doing one of those things very well. Try harder on the other."

Then Ms Highland looked at Dean. "Deedee, I know that your speech is in Hungarian, but I do need it to be memorized. So, when we run that scene next week, you need to be off-book."

"Yes, Ms Highland," Dean said with an embarrassed nod.

"Alright, then. You are all dismissed.

They stood and as they were all grabbing their things, Donna said, "Billy, I'm having a party this Saturday night at my house. Mostly seniors and juniors from Greenwood, St John's and St Mark's. Want to come? We have an indoor pool with a hot tub. It'll be fun."

Willie looked at Dean and rolled his eyes. "Thanks, Donna, but Deedee and I have plans for Saturday."

Donna scowled at Dean. "Babysitting, huh?" She spat. "Too bad. I thought you might enjoy some time with the grownups."

Willie shook his head. "Thanks anyway, Donna."

She grunted her disapproval of his choice, turned on her heels and stormed off.

"Sorry about that," Willie said to Dean.

"Sorry about what? Did someone say something? If they did, I didn't hear it," Dean said, batting his mascara coated eyelashes in a theatrically innocent manner - a feminine gesture he'd acquired over the previous five weeks at Greenwood.

Dean smiled and put his arm around Dean's shoulders. "That's why I like you so much," he said.

"So... what are we doing on Saturday night, then?" Dean asked.

"I thought you didn't hear anything?" Willie said, looking at Dean with a theatrically confused look.

"I heard you talking to no one," Dean smiled and giggled. "I just didn't hear anyone else talking."
 

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"Hi, Amy, it's Frank," the voice on the voicemail said. "I'm actually in Norway for a week or so. It's colder than heck here. Wow, what a change from Fiji. I didn't expect to have to come here, but the company is working with some of the oil drilling companies to minimize environmental impact caused by oil exploration... anyway. I got your email about Dean getting into the play at school. That's amazing. I know it's only the chorus, but he's only a sophomore, so if he likes it, maybe he can practice and get a bigger part next year. Anyway, tell my guy that I'm proud of him and I wish I could come to the show. Unfortunately, it looks like I'll be in the middle of a month's work in Canada at that time. I know... I'm a terrible dad. I wish things were different, but that's how things are at the moment." There was a little, sad laugh on the voicemail. "Now I'm depressing both of us. Hey, I'm going to get going. I have a lot to get done and I can't let myself get into my head right now. Love you both, Amy. Say hi to Deano for me. Bye."

Amelia shook her head. She still loved that guy, but it would always be work first, the rest of the world second and she couldn't live that way. She did feel a bit bad for him, though. He sounded sad and lonely. That was never a good thing. She typed 'What time is it in Norway' into her phone's search engine and the result was '1:32am.' Too late to call, so she wrote an email.

'Hi, Frank. Got your voicemail. You sound lonely. We'll have to talk soon. Your work is important. I understand that. I have always understood that. Dean and I miss you. Talk to you soon. Love, Amy'

Dr Martin shut her laptop, grabbed her attaché case and coat, headed out the door and walked across the campus to her home. She opened the door and, instead of the usual sound of a TV or of Dean on the phone with friend, she heard something odd coming from the living room.

"No, no," the voice said, obviously correcting something. "It's steptouch -step-cross. Hip thrust, hip thrust, hip thrust, pose. Yeah, that's it. Great!"

The Chancellor looked into the sitting room where all the furniture had been moved to the sides of the room and Robin was drilling Dean on a dance routine from the show they were both in. Rather than startle them, she just watched them practice.

"Again," Robin said, "step-touch-step-cross, hip thrust, hip thrust, hip thrust, pose. Again, step-touch-step-cross, hip thrust, hip thrust, hip thrust, pose. Good, you're getting it."

It was amazing. Here was her shy, introverted son, still in his uniform dress, practicing a dance routine with a lovely young woman and having the time of his life.

"Oh, hi, Dr Martin," Robin said, a bit surprised to see the Chancellor watching them. "I'm sorry if we made a mess. We'll put everything back when we're done."

"Not a problem, girls," Dean's mother chuckled. "I was enjoying watching you dance. You've learned a lot in just three weeks."

"We've learned a lot more than I can remember," Dean said, laughing. "Luckily, Robin remembers everything."

"Actually, the dance moves are pretty simple. I've taken dance since I was, like, four or so. Once you get used to remembering the sequences, it all gets easier." She looked at Dean. "Trust me, by the time the show opens, you won't even be thinking about what your feet are doing. It'll all be second nature."

"I hope so," Dean muttered, uncertain.

"Oh, Geez!" Robin said, looking at her smart watch. "I gotta run. My mom is outside with my older sister in the car. She has a class at the community college in like twenty minutes."

"Don't worry about the furniture," Dr Martin said, "Deedee and I can put it back."

Robin kissed Dean's cheek. "You did great! See you tomorrow! Love you!" She grabbed her coat and ran to the door.

"Love you, too!" Dean said just before she exited.

As he and his mother started to put the furniture back where it belonged, Dr Martin said, "I thought you were doing very well with the dance."

"Thanks. I'm really trying hard. The choreographer told me that I was looking a lot better, but I'm still having a hard time remembering what comes next as I'm doing it. Does that make sense?"

"Perfect sense," his mother smiled, "but if anyone is good at learning new skills, it's you Deedee. You'll do fine."

"What do you mean?"

Dr Martin stopped what she was doing and put a hand on each of Dean's shoulders and smiled. "Deanne... do you remember what you were like on New Year's Day when I told you that I had gotten this job and what I needed you to do so that you could attend Greenwood? That day, I was looking into the eyes of an introverted, petrified boy who kept saying that there was no way he could do what I was asking. Now... you're a completely different person. You're an outgoing, confident girl with lots of friends, and I know this is not nearly as big a deal as the other things, but you are better at doing your hair and makeup than I am. You're a phenomenon, sweetie. I am so, so, so proud of you."

Dean smiled, just a bit. "Thank you, mom."

"I'm serious, baby, and what I meant was, if you can do all of those things, then you can certainly do what you need to do for this show."

Dean's smile broadened a bit. "Wow, mom. Two compliments in one day. I think this is a first."

Dr Martin chuckled at that, then pulled him in for a hug. "Come here," she smiled. "I do love you, you know."

"Of course, I know, mom."

"Good," she smiled as she hugged him tighter and kissed his forehead.
 

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"Hi, Amy, it's Frank. How are you?"

"I'm great, Frank. Where are you?" Amelia Wilson replied to her ex-husband. It was an odd time of day for him to be calling. He usually called in the evening, but it was not even noon yet.

"Actually, I'm in Boston," he laughed. "My flight was delayed in London and I missed my connector to Manitoba. I'm waiting for the next flight - actually, trying to work out something earlier, actually. I just thought I'd call and see how things are."

"Everything is great," she replied, happily. "Dean's very happy, he says the rehearsals for the show are going very well and his grades are excellent."

"Well, his grades were always better than either yours or mine ever were in high school," her ex laughed. "Tell him I'm proud of him though. Geez, I wish I could see that show, but from Manitoba I'm off to the wilderness. I'll be there for at least a month with only the Internet to connect me to the real world. Tell him how sorry I am about that."

And there it was... he was sorry, but unwilling to do anything to change. That was exactly why they weren't married anymore. Oh, well, no need to rehash all of that at that moment. "Ok. I'll tell him."

"Alright, Amy, I know you're working, so I'll let you go. Love you."

"Love you, too, Frank," she smiled. She truly did love him, but he sure brought a lot of baggage along with him - even when he was just calling in to check on her.

"We need to see each other, soon, Amy. I really miss you."

Ok, that was odd. Had Frank visited The Wizard and gotten a heart? "Sure, Frank," she said, knowing full well a meeting would never be arranged. "Let me know when you're available and we'll work something out."

"Alright." He sounded oddly sad and lonely. "Bye, bye."

"Bye, bye, Frank," she said and hung up the phone, but she stared at it for a solid minute, wondering what was going on with him, before she went back to her huge pile of paperwork.
 

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"Mit keresek, enn itt? Azt mondjok, hogy lakem lefogta a ferjemet en meg lecsaptam a fejet." Dean said, passionately, as he clung to the bars of the small cell-door that was meant to indicate a prison. Each of the Cell Block Tango Girls had a similar set piece that they used in that scene. Dean stepped around it and implored the imaginary audience beyond the stage as he continued. "De nem igaz, en artatlan vagyok. Nem tudom ert mondja Uncle Sam hogy en tetten. Probaltam a rendorsegen megmagyarazni de nem ertettek meg..."

"Yeah, but did you do it?" The girl playing the role of June asked.

In his best Hungarian accent, Dean continued. "Uh uh. Not guilty."

The rest of the cast erupted in applause. It was the first time Dean had made it through the entire speech without looking at his script or calling for a line. He looked as if he knew what he was saying, which he did - he had looked up the speech online and found out what the character was saying - and he'd acted as if he was an innocent woman who was unable to plead her case due to a language barrier. It was a huge step forward in his progress as an actor.

Donna Linkletter had the next speech within the song. Instead of following her direction, she stepped forward, crossed the stage and actually pushed Dean out of the way to take center stage, nearly knocking him to the floor.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa!" Ms Highland shouted, stopping the rehearsal. "Donna, just what the hell was that?"

"What do you mean, Ms Highland?" The senior asked innocently.

"You know your blocking, Donna," the teacher scolded, using the theatrical term of 'blocking,' meaning when and where an actor was meant to move. "Deedee ends her monologue stage center, then you start yours from stage right. Spotlight one goes out on Deedee as spotlight two comes up on you. Then, as you're speaking, she moves back as you slowly cross to stage center and finish there. Then, when the next refrain begins, the lights come up and the girls are all behind you. So - what just happened? Why were you stage center and why did you nearly knock Deedee down?"

The rich girl sighed as if the teacher's questions were a burden. "I don't know, Ms Highland. I guess that I was so shocked that little Deanne made it through her speech that I couldn't remember my blocking. Sorry."

"Don't apologize to me, Donna. Apologize to Deedee."

Donna glanced at Dean with a smirk on her face. "Sorry," she said completely unbelievably.

Dean just shook his head and looked at Ms Highland to see what she wanted to do.

"Alright," the teacher/director sighed. "Deedee, great job on the speech. Let's back it up to June's line, 'But did you do it?' then Deedee, you say your 'not guilty' line and we'll move on from there."

Dean nodded and moved back to stage center as Donna walked passed him and made a point of stepping very close to him in an intimidating way.

"Donna," Ms Highland sighed again. "Knock it off. We're all here for the same reason: to do a good show. So, join the team and start being a role model for good, rather than the this bizarre example of 'What Not To Do While In A Show' you've chosen to be recently. Have I made myself clear?"

Donna just rolled her eyes.

"I asked you a question, Donna, and I expect an answer."

"Whatever," Donna Linkletter muttered and waved off the teacher.

"That's it," Ms Highland said, slamming her hand on the stage. "I have had enough of your nonsense Miss Linkletter. Go home, Donna, and don't come back unless or until you've decided to act your age."

"You can't be serious," Donna laughed, cockily, but with a bit of uncertainty.

"Leave now or I will just replace you today."

The self appointed 'star' of Greenwood Academy stood in shock for a good long moment before she spoke. "This is just because that little..." she wanted to use a harsher word, but settled on "... CHILD... is the Chancellor's kid!"

"No, Donna, this is because you have been behaving like an over privileged jerk since the auditions. As a matter of fact, I probably let this go on longer than I should have BECAUSE Deedee is the Chancellor's daughter and I didn't want to appear to be playing favorites. I kept hoping that you'd get past all this nonsense and start behaving like the intelligent, talented young woman that I know you can be. But that hasn't happened, so... just leave and come back when you've gotten your head together. Leave, now."

Donna scowled at the teacher, then at Dean before storming down the stairs on the side of the stage. She grabbed her coat and backpack, then looked at the girls in her entourage. "Well? Come on." She demanded.

The girls looked at each other, but didn't move. Finally, one of the girls said, "I'm sorry, Donna, but if I leave over this, my mom will kill me." The other girls nodded in agreement.

"Seriously!?" Donna asked, amazed that her reign as the queen bee of Greenwood Academy was coming to an end right there and then. "Fine! Stay here with all these losers, then. I'm done with all of you." She stopped for a moment and pointed at Dean. "Except you, little girl. I'm not done with you. Not by a long shot." Then she turned on her heel and stormed out, slamming every door she could as she stormed through the school.

Ms Highland took a deep breath and let it out. "Alright, ladies and gentlemen. That's over with. Now, back to rehearsal. Deedee, take it from, 'Not Guilty,' please. Stage manager, please read Velma's lines for the rest of today's rehearsal. Is everyone in their proper places? Excellent. Deedee, go ahead."

The rest of the rehearsal had a bit of a pall cast on it because of the to-do that had already occurred, so energy was low and mistakes that had never occurred before were popping up everywhere.

About an hour before the scheduled end of the rehearsal, a woman came in and spoke to Ms Highland. Dean recognized the woman as the costumer. She'd come by in the second week of rehearsals and took everyone's measurements and told them what clothing items they'd need to purchase. For Dean, his purchases included a black bra and panty set for The Cell Block Tango as well as a pair of black, heeled character shoes for most of the show and a pair of cream colored, ballet slippers for the scene in which his character, The Hunyak, is executed. That last scene is a weird moment for which the choreographer had taught Dean a little bit of ballet. He had a rope that he'd use as a prop and which would eventually be a noose. He'd do his ballet dance, which included two back-flips, and then there was a very theatrical 'hanging' of his character. It was very hard for him to conceive of how this was all going to work, but Ms Highland assured him he was doing great and the audience would love it.

Anyway - the costumer spoke to the director for a few minutes, and then Ms Highland said, "Alright, boys and girls, listen up! I think we've pretty much exhausted today's supply of energy and concentration, so I'm going to call it a day for us. Tomorrow is Friday, so no rehearsal, but we shall reconvene on Monday and pick things up from here."

There were some relieved mumbles from the cast, who were all happy to end the train wreck that the rehearsal had become.

"Now, before you go," Ms Highland continued, "I need just a few people to see our costumer, Mrs Hayes, to try on a few things. Jason, Natalie and Deedee, please meet Mrs Hayes in the costume room right now. Everyone else is free to go. Thank you, all." Then, she turned to the music director and said, "It might be prudent to have a 'swing' performer ready to step in, should Donna become an even bigger problem down the road."

"Who did you have in mind?"

"Well, Jane Elliot is a senior, she's very talented and could probably do it. We didn't consider her because she was going to be away for several weeks, but now those plans have changed. I'll talk to her."

"Well, you should probably tell her to keep quiet about it. Donna and her parents will raise holy hell if they find out you've done that."

Ms Highland snickered with an exhausted sound. "Tomorrow they'll be raising holy hell, anyway."

Dean left the stage and headed to the costume room, kissing the cheeks of Robin and Jade along the way. The thought of being with the costumer was a bit stress inducing for Dean, of course, since she was the only person other than his friends to touch him since he'd taken up his disguise and he was scared to death that he would be found out.

Dean arrived in the dressing room third. Natalie, who was in the chorus, but played the character of 'Kitty,' a new murderess, at the end of the play, was just exiting with a dress to try on as Dean entered. Jason was a freshman from St John's was playing 'Mary Sunshine,' a drag part. Mrs Hayes was handing him a dress as Dean entered. "Take it home and try it on with the bra that your mother bought you," the costumer instructed. "Have her take pictures from every angle and email them to me."

"Ok," Jason said, oddly excited at the prospect of crossdressing. Dean certainly hadn't been excited when he was first told he needed to. Of course, he wasn't just doing it for a show for a weekend.

"Oh, Deedee," Mrs Hayes smiled. "Take a look at this. What do you think? I think it's perfect."

The costumer held out a hanger from which hung a timeless looking, cream colored, high waisted, scoop neckline dress with tiny cap sleeves, an Aline skirt and built in petticoats. It also dripped with gorgeous, cream colored lace.

Dean had worn a lace dress before, in fact he'd worn it to the reception for his mother's arrival at Greenwood, but that just had a little lace, and he had no desire to wear that dress that night, but now things had changed.

Now, he had developed an appreciation of women's clothing and now... this dress looked amazing to him and now... he wanted to wear that dress and he wanted to wear it NOW!

"It's beautiful," he said in abject admiration of the dress.

"I'm glad you like it," Mrs Hayes smiled. "Go try it on and I'll meet you on stage."

Dean took the dress and hurried to the girl's dressing room, where Natalie was just leaving, now wearing the dress he'd seen her carrying while leaving the costume room. It was a blue flapper's dress with fringe all over it that bounced when she moved.

"Wow," Dean said when he saw her. "You look amazing in that."

"Thanks," Natalie smiled, happy with the compliment. "Is that your dress for Cell Block Tango?"

"No, my execution," Dean giggled at the silliness of that sentence.

"Oh," Natalie giggled too. "Well, you'll make a beautiful corpse, I guess."

"Thanks," Dean laughed some more and went into the girls' dressing room to change.

"I like it," Ms Highland was saying about Natalie's costume as Dean arrived in the audience. "It's a bold color. She'll look like a murderess. Thank you, Natalie. All set. Just get changed and leave that dress in the costume room."

As she exited the stage, Dean climbed the stairs and walked over to where Mrs Hayes was waiting.

"Oh, that is gorgeous!" Ms Highland complimented. "Deedee, you almost look like a bride in that dress. Do you like it?"

"I love it," Dean smiled, touching it. "It's beautiful."

"It is, and you look beautiful in it," Mrs Hayes said, kindly.

"You do, Deedee," Ms Highland smiled. "You look very grownup."

"Thank you," Dean gushed.

"I'll tell you what," the director said, "you've had a tough day and I bet your mom would love see you in that dress. So, I am going to let you wear it home just this one time. What do you think?"

"I think my mom would love that, Ms Highland," Dean said with a grin.

"Ok," the teacher smiled, "but no eating or drinking while wearing it and it goes on a hanger when you take it off - which is ten minutes after mom sees it."

"Yes, ma'am," Dean said with a mile-wide-smile across his face. He hurried down from the stage, grabbed his coat and backpack and was nearly to the door when Ms Highland shouted, "Don't forget your uniform!"

"Oops!" Dean laughed at his own lapse of consciousness. It was just that the dress had him incredibly excited. "Thank you!" He ran to the dressing room and grabbed his uniform blouse and jumper then made a beeline for the exit.

He was nearly to the front door when someone shouted from behind him, "Deedee! Wait up!"

He turned and saw Willie jogging down the hallway to meet him. "Whew!" He breathed, exaggerating his effort. "I didn't call my mom to pick me up early because I wanted to walk you home in case Donna got it into her head to..." his words stopped as he got close enough to get a good, clear look at Dean. "Wow... Dee... you look... I mean... that dress... you're... beautiful."

Dean could tell that Willie was a little uncomfortable saying that sentence and that made the boy look even more attractive to Dean. Both of them blushed and just stared at each other for a long moment before Dean whispered, "Thanks."

They stood there another few moments before Willie cleared his throat and said, "Umm... come on. I'll walk you home."

Dean slipped his coat on and took Willie's hand.
 

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"The goal of educational excellence is a long and cherished tradition at Greenwood Academy," The Chancellor said from the podium of the banquet hall at the local country club. She was speaking to the local Rotary Club in the hopes of engaging local businesses in supporting the school. "This tradition is only going to grow stronger under my leadership. The girls at Greenwood go on to schools like Harvard, Yale, Brown, Dartmouth and Stamford. They become leaders in the fields of science, economics, education and the arts. They defy the societal norms of 'a woman in a man's world.' They benefit their community while attending Greenwood and beyond..." she was only four minutes into a fifteen minute speech and she was getting more passionate with every breath.
 

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Dean unlocked the door to the house and called out, "Mom!?" The lights were on, but the house was silent.

Dean dropped his backpack, coat and uniform on the deacon's bench in the hallway and continued to the kitchen, Willie following dutifully. "Mom?"

That's when he saw the note on the counter. He picked it up and read it. "Oh... my mom is at a meeting in town. I kind of wanted to surprise her with this dress, but..."

His words ended abruptly because, unexpectedly, someone had placed their warm, soft lips on his and wrapped their arms around him, tightly. Dean assumed that it was Willie, but since his eyes were closed, he wasn't one hundred percent sure. That is, until the kiss ended and he opened his eyes to see Willie's face about two inches from his own.

It was incredibly romantic for about five seconds, and then Willie suddenly looked embarrassed.

"I... I'm sorry," he said, his eyes darting around the room. "I was just... I mean... you just looked so beautiful and I've wanted to... you know... I mean... we're never, like, alone and I've really wanted to kiss you, but there's always someone, Robin, or Jade, or..."

His speech was interrupted when Dean stood on his tip toes and planted his lips firmly on Willie's.

"So you're not mad that I kissed you?" Willie asked when he could breath again.

"Not at all," Dean smiled.
 

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"Dr Martin," an older man with very little hair and a bright red nose called out his question, "Greenwood Academy is not a public school and doesn't 'serve' the community the way a public school would. Why should the Rotarians offer financial support to a school that already receives rather exorbitant fees from the parents of their student body?"

The Chancellor was prepared for this question. "That is an excellent question, and although we are not a public school, eighty-two-percent of our students come from this community or from immediately adjourning communities. The parents of our students are your customers. The regional high school is fine, but it is a long way from Greenwood, and their graduation rate, test scores and college acceptance rate is much, much lower than ours. Your donations would give girls from the greater Greenwood community the opportunity to attend Greenwood Academy at a reduced rate, or possibly at no cost at all..." her answer went on for another three minutes or more.
 

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'God, how do people drive on roads like this," he thought as he cautiously maneuvered through the western Massachusetts twilight. 'The trees encroach on the road everywhere and they wind so badly that I can't see around the next bend. When an oncoming car appears, it's so dark that it's headlights are blinding. Lord, I've driven through roads in the Brazilian rainforest that were better engineered than this."

"At the next stop sign, turn left," the GPS on his phone directed.

"Yes, ma'am," he replied aloud. He was used to having conversations with his phone or tablet. He was alone most of the time and figured it was better to have a machine to talk to than no one at all.

He took the left at the stop sign. "Continue on this road for three miles. Then your destination is on the left."

"Thank you, my good lady," he replied.
 

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An excellent presentation, Dr Martin," the red nosed man exclaimed, shaking Amelia's hand briskly. "Very well done. Our financial officer will be in touch with the school about creating a scholarship or two in our name."

"That's wonderful," the Chancellor said with a broad grin. "Thank you so much."

"Not at all, not at all," red nose smiled. "Will you be staying for dinner?"

"Oh, thank you, but no," she said. She'd actually been unaware that they were having a dinner after her presentation and had not told Dean that she'd be out late. "I have to get home. I have a daughter to feed. If I leave her to her own accord, she'd eat Ramen noodles every night and end up with high blood pressure by the time she's sixteen."

Red nose laughed. "I understand. Thank you for coming and for being so well prepared. I'm sure we'll be seeing each other again very soon."
 

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All along the route, he'd noticed the big, old houses on the sides of the road. "There must have been some real money here at some point," he said to no one. "There must still be some around just to heat these mansions," he said, again to no one.

They weren't mansions, really. They were just big old houses, and, yes, there had been a lot of money there before the state built a huge reservoir to provide water to the Boston area, cutting off the trade roads through Greenwood, and, yes, there was plenty of money there now for the people who wanted to live in a quiet, somewhat secluded, rural community. That was why there were so many private schools nearby as well. To serve these wealthier families.

"Your destination is on the left," his phone advised. He took a left into the driveway. "Arrived."

"Damn!" He said rather loudly. "This place is gorgeous. I can't wait to see it in the light of day. It looks like an Ivy League college!"

He followed the signs to 'The Chancellor's House' and found a massive Victorian structure set to the far end of the campus' buildings. "Damn, Amy, you're moving up in the world, aren't you?"

He parked his car in the driveway and got out. He grabbed his overnight bag from the backseat and walked up the steps to the front door. He was about to knock, when he noticed that the door was just slightly ajar. Cool! This would make his arrival an even bigger surprise.

He pushed the door open, quietly and walked into the house. It was a grand place with a formal entry. That was where he noticed something puzzling. There was a girl's school uniform abandoned and laying on top of a backpack on the deacon's bench in the foyer. Hmm, was his son up to a little 'no-good'?

He heard a noise in a nearby room and he peeked in to see a boy and a girl kissing passionately on a loveseat. He was relieved to see that the girl was dressed. She was wearing a very elaborate, lace dress. No wonder his son was attracted to her. Even though he couldn't see their faces, he could tell that the girl had an attractive body. Skinny, but attractive.

He thought for a moment about clearing his throat to get their attention, or maybe knocking on the door frame, but finally decided to go back outside, give them five or ten minutes to have their fun and then ring the door bell. After all, his son was well on his way to becoming a man, apparently, and later this evening, while Amy was out of the room, he could have 'the talk' with his son. Yes. That was a good plan. It was funny how the universe had gotten him to the perfect time and place to finally be a good dad.

He quietly left the foyer and went back out the front door, closing it quietly behind him.
 

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It had been a successful evening. Many Rotary Club members were on board with scholarships and they even bought lots of full page ads in the program for the school's upcoming production of the musical, "Chicago." Dr Martin felt pretty darned good about herself. Life was good.

That is, until she started up the drive to her house. There was an unfamiliar car and her driveway and the silhouette of a man walking down her front stairs. What the hell!? Panicked because her child should be coming home - or was home - right about now, she sped up and pulled into the driveway, parking behind the intruder's vehicle so he couldn't escape.

She leapt from her car and approached the man as he walked towards his car. "Excuse me! Can I help you!? It is well past business hours and I have a strict policy about separating my work time and my home life. I do not see parents in my home and I..." she stopped, stared, shocked. "Frank?"

"Hi, Amy," the man grinned.

"Frank. Wha... what are you doing here?" The full weight of the situation suddenly landed on her shoulders. She hadn't told him and he certainly couldn't find out this way! She needed him to leave and leave now.

"I was in Boston with fifteen hours to spare, so I thought I'd come see my favorite ex-wife and my son." His smile showed no indication that he was aware of Dean's transformation. Good.

"Oh, well... that's... wonderful, Frank. Unfortunately, Dean is not at home tonight, and... Hey! Tell, you what! There's a great little restaurant in town. Jump in my car and I'll take you out for a nice dinner." She smiled as she tried to hide her panic.

Frank's face screwed up in a confused expression. "What do you mean 'Dean's not home?' I just saw him in the house."

"You saw Dean!?" She sounded almost panicked and Frank reacted as anyone would.

"Yeah. He was with a girl and I didn't want to interrupt. At least I THOUGHT it was Dean. I left pretty quickly. They were necking in your living room."

"Necking!?"

"Yeah. Making out. You know. Hey, if that's not Dean, then you have an intruder in there. Amy, call the cops. I'll go grab the two kids and hold them till the cops get here."

"Frank, wait!" She hollered, but he was running up the stairs already. She tried to catch up, but she was in a pencil skirt and wearing three inch heels. She couldn't stop him.

Frank burst through the door and into the living room shouting, "Alright you two, just what the hell do you think you..."

That's as far as he got before Dean shouted, "Dad!?" in involuntary shock, as he leapt off the loveseat and stood, looking as cute as a button in his cream colored lace dress.

"What?" Frank said, seeing a little something in the face of this little, teen girl that kind of looked like Dean did the last time Frank had seen him on a FaceTime call at Christmas time. "Dean?" he muttered. "What's going on here?"

At that point, finally, Dr Martin arrived, breathless and rushed. She surveyed the scene and looked at the two teenagers, surprised. "Deedee? What's happening here? Who is this boy?"

Dean stood in silence, looking from his father to his mother to William, not knowing what to say.

Willie jumped up and turned to face his girlfriend's parents. "Hi, Dr Martin... Mr Martin. I'm Willie." He extended his hand, but neither adult accepted it. "I... ummm... Look... We had a little bit of a... thing... happen at rehearsal and we quit a little early. I walked Deedee home, just... you know... to be sure she was ok. I guess I got... well... carried away, I guess... and I'm sorry. This was all my fault. Please... don't be mad at Deedee."

"Deedee?" Frank asked his wife, his face a mask of confusion.

Amelia looked at her ex-husband and shook her head in a 'not now' gesture. Then, to Willie, she said, "Well, Willie, thank you for walking Deedee home, but I think it's time that you left now so that we can talk."

"Yes, ma'am," the boy nodded, walking into the foyer and grabbing his coat.

"What the hell is going on here, Amy?" Frank said, but she held up her hand to stop him from speaking.

Before he walked out the door, Willie turned and looked at the three people still standing in the living room. "Dr Martin... Mr Martin... I am sorry we met this way, but... Deedee's a really special girl. I mean... she's not like any other girl I ever met and... well... she just wanted to show you that dress she's wearing in the show and the rest, well, that was my fault. I mean it. All my fault. And I'm sorry."

"Thank you, William." Dean's mother said, without much warmth. "I'm sure we will see each other soon, but for now, I think it's best that you go."

"Yes, ma'am." He nodded sadly and exited the house.

There was an uncomfortable silence in the house for about ten seconds before Frank said, "Would somebody mind telling me just what the fuck is going on?"

Amelia looked at her ex-husband and took a very authoritative tone. "Use that word in my house one more time and I will call campus security and have you escorted from the premises."

"Alright, I apologize for that," Frank said, "but you have to admit, I have a right to be upset. I walk in to find my son looking like a little girl and making out with a boy..."

"Wrong," she snapped. "You don't have a RIGHT to anything, Frank. You haven't been Deedee's FATHER for years, and when I asked you to help out for a few months so that I could take this job, you made it clear that your career was more important than your family. So, your rights as a parent are moot and have no bearing on this situation. This is between my daughter and me."

"WHAT!?" Frank burst out. "Amy, you don't have a daughter! You've dressed our son up and made him into some kind of a little doll, but he's still our son!"

"Now, just a minute..." Amelia started and continued in a raised voice.

"Don't start acting like you're my principal or something, Amy..." Frank shouted over her.

"No, I'm not," Dean said in a quiet voice, but the adults kept shouting at each other.

"No, I'm not!" He said louder while they shouted some more.

"NO, I'M NOOOOOOOT!" He shouted in a loud, sustained voice.

Both parents stopped and looked at him.

"What?" His mother asked.

"I'm not her son... or your son... or anyone's son," he said, quietly. "Not any more."

"What do you mean?" She asked.

He sat in a chair that faced them both and spoke in a steady voice, as honestly as he could. "Mom... this was all supposed to just be for a few weeks. 'One school semester,' you said. 'Just twenty weeks.' But it isn't, mom. It's turned into a lot more. It's... changed me. A lot. You even said so, more than once. I'm not the same kid I was when I got here and I don't want to go back to being that kid ever again."

"What are you saying, Deedee? Are you saying that... you're identifying as a girl, now?" His mother took a seat on the love seat.

"Oh come on!" Frank said, shaking his head. "Your mother puts you in a dress and suddenly you think you're a girl!? Dean! You're a boy. You've always been a boy. You'll always be a boy and nothing can change that. Now, from what I've seen, you're having some gay feelings, but you'll outgrow that, I'm sure. You just need to get out of this place and out of those clothes..."

"Oh, my God, will you please shut up!?" Dr Martin shouted. "Just sit and listen and don't comment on things you know nothing about."

'Oh, for Christ's sake," he said as he flopped into a chair, looking very irritated.

"Go on, honey," she said to Dean.

He nodded, "I... don't know if I identify as a girl or not, to be honest, but I do know that I'm not a boy anymore."

"Meaning?" She asked, sounding a bit too clinical, but Dean was used to that.

He sighed. "Mom... I... I... I never really felt like one of the boys, but... I love being one of the girls, and... well... part of me knows that I'm just pretending, but another part of me never wants to stop pretending."

She nodded and waited and eventually, Dean spoke some more.

"When we first got here... the idea of being a girl for just twenty weeks scared me to death, but now... I don't want to lose my friends when the school year ends. They mean too much to me."

"Yeah," Frank scoffed, "friends like that gay boy I caught you kissing? I can see why you wouldn't want to lose him."

"Willie isn't gay, dad. He thinks I'm a girl and he likes me because of that."

His father scowled some more and shook his head in disgust.

"I'm not gay either. I mean... I never really thought about girls, but I never thought about boys until I started being a girl."

"So..." his mother was cautious, "... you're feeling... attracted... to boys, now?"

He shrugged. "I'm feeling a lot, mom. A lot more than I ever felt before and it's all very confusing for me."

"Like what?"

Dean thought for a moment. "Like... I love feeling pretty, now. Like... it's really important to me to look just right everyday. I want to look pretty for myself and... my friends... and..."

"And Willie?"

He nodded. "Mostly for Willie, I guess, but... that's not all. I feel... really jealous of all the girls at school."

"Jealous because they're girls and you're not?"

He nodded. "Mom... I see them move and I see their breasts jiggle and I'm so envious of it. I hear them talking about having children when they're older and I feel like crying. I just... ache when I think that their lives will always be filled with beauty and love and flowers and softness and mine..."

He looked up and his eyes were brimming with wetness.

"... mine won't."

He stood and toyed with the skirts and petticoats of his cream lace dress, fluffing it a bit. "When I tried this dress on, all I wanted to do was show you how beautiful it was and tell you how pretty I felt in it. I had a really bad day at rehearsal and Ms Highland seemed to sense I was upset, so she let me wear it home to show you."

"And Willie?" His mother asked. "And what happened here? What about all of that?"

Dean shrugged, sighed and shook his head. "I don't know, mom. I guess... I just felt really pretty and grown up and he... he said I was... beautiful. I don't think he even meant to kiss me. He just did and... I guess I just kissed him back, and... well... then dad caught us. That's all that happened, though, I swear it. I mean..." he let out a sad, divisive laugh, "what else could have happened, anyway?"

Dr Martin nodded and let put a deep exhale. "Quite a bit, actually, and some of it might have been very bad, Deedee." She shook her head and stood. "So... to start with, I need you to promise me that you won't be doing that kind of kissing again... at least not until you're older. Ok?"

"Yes, ma'am," he nodded, looking at the floor.

"As for what you're feeling..." She thought for a moment. "I think we need to discuss all of this more fully, but we should do it when we're not all so upset."

He nodded again.

"Now... what do you mean when you say you had a bad day at rehearsal?"

Dean gave his mother a brief summary of Donna Linkletter's behavior. "So, Donna and Ms Highland got really mad at each other and Ms Linkletter sent her home. That's why we had a shorter rehearsal and why Willie walked me home - just in case Donna was waiting for me."

The Chancellor sighed. "Well, I guess I know what my day is going to be like tomorrow."

"It wasn't my fault, mom! I didn't do anything."

"I know, but I've already had meetings with the Linkletters about their precious, innocent, little, demon of a daughter. I'm sure tomorrow will be loads of fun."

"May I ask a question?" Frank finally spoke.

Amelia nodded.

"If I were to put everything on hold, right now, and took Dean home with me tonight, put him back into boys' clothes and enrolled him in a good public school in San Diego, would everyone be ok with that?"

His ex-wife felt that the offer was not only misguided, it really was a little too little and a little too late, but rather than say those things, she looked at Dean. "I'll leave that up to you."

He thought for a moment before he replied, "Dad... I'm sorry, but that's not what I want."

Dr Martin felt strangely relieved.

"What EXACTLY do you want, then?" Frank asked.

"Honestly... I don't know," Dean replied. "But I know that I want to be here... with the girls and with Willie, though."

"You can't be serious?" Frank asked, shocked by the answer.

Amelia, though, just wanted to put an end to the conversation for the moment. "Alright, I think we've discussed this as much as we can for this evening. Why don't you go get changed and I'll make you a little something for dinner."

Dean nodded and walked sadly to the stairs to go to his room. He had just put one foot on the first stair when he heard his mother say, "Oh, and Deedee..."

"Yes?"

"That is a beautiful dress and you look lovely in it."

"Thank you," he replied, a small smile appearing on his face in spite of the stress he was feeling. He went up to change.

"Goddamn it," Frank muttered. "If I'd been a better father, this would never have happened."

"Quite possibly," his ex-wife agreed.

"Oh, well, thanks," he said, shaking his head.

"Well, let's be honest, Frank. If you'd helped me out the one time I asked you to, then I never would have had to forced our son into this deception. Then he never would have explored the world from a girl's point of view, made friends of girls and found that he had feelings for a boy."

Frank nodded.

"Or..." she continued, "...had I not led him down this path, he may still have found that he had feelings for boys, not had the support of friends, not felt comfortable enough to talk to me about it and things could have gone very badly from there. We can't rewrite history, Frank. What has happened has happened and we have no choice but to move forward from here."

He shook his head. "I don't know, Amy. I just don't know. You seem to be able to just rationalize this whole... weird... situation. I don't understand how or why it happened and I am not sure that I can leave my son in the care of a woman who would allow it to happen."

Dr Martin's eyes narrowed and when she spoke, she lowered her voice so that Dean wouldn't hear what she had to say. "Now, you listen to me, Francis Martin. Fourteen years ago, you made it very clear to me that neither your infant son nor your wife were as important to you as your career. I cried and I begged for you to stay with us, but you ignored me and walked out the door. I didn't hear from you for three years, Frank. Three years! Then you called and wanted to be friends. Ok, fine. Let's be friends, but did you want to interact with your own child? No! Video chats on birthdays and Christmas and nothing else. Frank, I still have very strong feelings for you, but as someone who loves you, I have to say - you are about the shittiest excuse for a parent that I have ever seen."

"Me?" Frank looked more surprised than hurt. "At least I didn't turn my son into a gay little sissy!"

"At least I was there when he needed me, Frank. I fed him, I clothed him, I raised him and I did it alone."

"You put him in a position that required him to be a girl, Amy!"

"And YOU put ME in the position of having to do that. You're not some innocent bystander in this situation, Frank. You left me to deal with our child by myself and when I asked for a little help, you said 'no.' So, don't get all high and mighty with me." She took a step closer. "And if you EVER refer to my child as a sissy again, I will slap your face raw."

She took a breath and shook her head to calm herself. Finally, she stepped away and asked, "When does you flight leave?"

"Tomorrow at four in the afternoon."

She nodded and thought for a moment. "We have a comfortable couch if you want to use it. We're a long way from a hotel here, it's supposed to rain and I don't want you driving on unfamiliar dark roads in bad weather and in a bad mood. The couch is yours if you want it."

He nodded. "Thanks, Amy. That's very nice of you."

"Well," she sighed, "despite everything that just happened, I'd like us to be some kind of a family, Frank, and I'd really like you to get to know your child."
 

~^~

 

"No, Mrs Linkletter, I did not insult your daughter," Ms Highland said as she, Donna Linkletter's mother & father and Dean's mother all sat in The Chancellor's office before school started the next morning. "Donna was behaving very inappropriately and very aggressively towards another student, and I dealt with it in a swift and appropriate manner. I told Donna to leave and not return until she was ready to behave in a polite and constructive manner. Believe me, Mrs Linkletter, I gave her more than enough opportunities to behave correctly before taking any action."

"You ask us to believe you, Ms Highland," Donna's father said, sounding aloof and superior, "but our daughter's version of the story is very, very different than yours and, to be very honest, we're more inclined to believe her than you."

"And what is your daughter's version, Mr Linkletter?" Chancellor Martin asked.

He glanced at his wife and she took over. "Well, according to Donna, you've been giving this new girl preferential treatment because she happens to be Dr Martin's daughter and that this new girl has been disrupting rehearsal after rehearsal without your intervention. Well, of course, our Donna has worked with professional groups and she had had enough of the time wasting, so she took matters into her own hands because you were ignoring the situation."

"Before Ms Linkletter responds," the Chancellor spoke, "I'd just like to point out that the 'new girl,' my daughter, is named Deanne or Deedee. Unless there is another 'new girl,' I'd appreciate it if we used her correct name."

Mrs Linkletter looked away, scowled and gave a subtle, well rehearsed eye roll, but didn't say anything else for the time being.

"Mr and Mrs Linkletter," Ms Highland said, calmly and steadily, "as talented as Donna is, playing roles at Theater on the Lake, or at Stage Haven hardly qualifies as 'professional theater,' and I guarantee you that, if she were to behave as poorly at those rehearsals as she did in yesterday's, she would never be cast in a local production again."

"Well, I guess it's your word against Donna's," Mr Linkletter said, "and as I've already made very clear, we are more inclined to believe Donna.

The Chancellor grunted quietly as she sat forward. "Maybe we should speak to another party, then. Someone else who was there and can give us a new perspective."

"Your daughter?" Mrs Linkletter asked. "Oh, I'm sorry... Deanne?

She over pronounced the name, but Dr Martin let that pass. "No. I will have several random cast members called to to the office. Our assistant Chancellor, Mrs Olsen, will ask the cast members a few questions to clarify what happened. We will set up a phone with a video feed turned on. We'll all sit right here while Mrs Olsen speaks to the cast members in her office and we'll hear what the cast members have to say. How does that sound?"

Mrs Highland nodded her agreement while the Linkletters looked at each other . "That will be acceptable," Mr Linkletter nodded.
 

~^~

 

Dean sat at the counter in the kitchen eating a Clementine while trying to avoid getting any of the fruit's juices onto his blouse or jumper. His hair and makeup was already done, since he'd learned how to do it himself over the past several weeks, but he still expected the girls to show up soon. He'd told them to come in quietly since his father would probably still be asleep in the living room.

He needn't have sent the text, though, because as he placed a Clementine wedge into his mouth, he heard his father entering the kitchen.

"Good morning," his father said, a groggily.

"Hi," Dean replied, not overly thrilled to be having a conversation with a man he felt didn't distant from. "There's milk and orange juice in the fridge. There's bacon and eggs, too, if you want something more filling. Bread's in the breadbox if you want toast and there's cereal in that cabinet. Just Cheerios and Total."

He nodded. "How about coffee?"

"There's K cups in that little spinning thing next to the coffee maker, right behind you."

He nodded, again. He took a K cup and put it into the machine, grabbed a mug from the strainer and placed it on the platform below the machine's spout, pushed the 'brew' button, then turned and leaned against the counter while the mug filled.

"So..." Frank said, "... how is school going?"

"Great, actually," Dean shrugged. "I'm doing well in all my classes."

"Good... good," Frank nodded, feeling very uncomfortable as well. "Look, Dean..."

"Deedee," Dean corrected.

Frank took a breath and started again. "Look... Deedee... I know that we haven't had a great relationship and that last night was... awkward, to say the least, but... I am your father and I would like to be a part of your life."

Dean half shrugged and half nodded at that. "I'd like that, too, dad, but you need to accept me as I am. I'm not even sure who or what that is right now, but if you want to be my dad, then you have to be patient and let me figure that out for myself."

Frank nodded and picked up his now full coffee mug. "Ok. I can do that."

Just then, they heard the sound of quiet foot steps in the front hall and a door being pushed closed as quietly as possible.

"It's ok," Dean called from the kitchen. "He's awake."

"Oh, hi," Jade said as she entered the kitchen more tentatively than her usual explosion of energy. "You must be Dee's dad. I'm Jade. This is Robin."

Frank nodded. "Morning."

Robin looked around the kitchen. "Did your brother come, too?"

"Brother?" Frank asked, trying to follow this new intrigue.

"No," Dean answered, "just my dad, this time."

Frank just nodded and let it slide. Life was a kind of a fiction at the moment, anyway.

The two girls passed Frank and went to the side of the counter where Dean was seated. Jade sat on a stool beside him and Robin grabbed a Clementine from the fruit bowl.

"How you doing, Dee?" Jade asked, very concerned.

"Ok, I guess," he shrugged, gathering his peels together on a paper towel. "Not really looking forward to going to school, but I'm ok.

"Screw Donna Linkletter," Robin said, peeling her own fruit. "She's a bitch and she deserved to be sent home yesterday."

"Yeah, but she's a vindictive bitch," Jade pointed out.

Dean cleared his throat and glanced towards his father.

"Oh... sorry Mr Martin," Robin said. "You don't know this girl, but she is a complete... jerk."

Frank smiled. "That's ok, girls. I think I'll go take a shower. Deedee," the name just seemed so silly to him, "I won't be here when you get home, but it was great to see you. I'll... ummm... I'll be in touch," he said as he took his coffee, grabbed his overnight bag and headed up the stairs.

"I'll be in touch?" Jade said, quietly. "Boy, he's not the type to get all warm and fuzzy, is he?"
 

~^~

 

"You wanted to see me, Mrs Olsen?" The girl asked as she entered the Assistant Chancellor's office and the crowd of people in the Chancellor's office watched on a tablet."

"Yes, Gwen. Come right in," Mrs Olsen said with a warm smile.

Dr Martin had chosen three random students from the cast list to come in to give their impressions of what had happened between Donna Linkletter and Mrs Highland the day before. Gwen was a quiet junior who was just a member of the chorus for the show and not a particular friend of either Dean or Donna.

"The reason I asked you to come in is just so you could give me a bit of a review of what happened at play rehearsal yesterday between Donna Linkletter and Mrs Highland. Could you tell me that?"

Gwen thought for a moment, then said, "Well, I don't want to get anyone into trouble, but Donna was really riding that new girl, Deedee - calling her a toddler and a sixth grader, because she's pretty small, you know? Anyway, Donna wouldn't stop. She kept trying to push that girl's buttons."

"And did the new girl retaliate?"

"No, not really," Gwen shrugged. "She seemed to be trying to ignore Donna, but then Donna, like, barged right into her and almost knocked her down."

"Why did she do that?"

"I don't know. I guess you'd have to ask Donna. As far as I could tell, Deedee was following her blocking perfectly and Donna just, like, decided to go to center stage too early and plowed right into her. She pushed her pretty hard."

"And what did Ms Highland do, then?"

"Nothing, really. She just told Donna to leave and not come back until she was ready to be part of the team."

"Ok, Gwen," The Assistant Chancellor said in a friendly voice. "That's all I needed."

The second girl, a freshman, told pretty much the same story.

The third girl was a senior and part of Donna's entourage. Mr and Mrs Linkletter exchanged glances that said this story would be different - and, in a way, it was.

"Well, Donna really hates that new girl. You know... that 'Deedee' girl. She's the Chancellor's daughter."

"Yes, I know who you mean. Why does Donna dislike her."

"Well, because she's the Chancellor's daughter for one thing. Because she started mid year, which is against the rules for another. And because the boy playing Billy Flynn in the play is smoking hot and he's into Deedee instead of Donna. Not for lack of trying, of course. Donna has been flirting non-stop with that boy since auditions, but he's more interested in that sophomore than Donna. It really pisses her off."

"That's crazy," Mrs Linkletter said, her brow furrowed. "Donna has a boyfriend." Mr Linkletter nodded, but continued watching the screen of the tablet.

"So, what happened at rehearsal?" Mrs Olsen asked.

"Well..." the girl seemed happy to dish with anyone. "Deedee, she's got this long speech in another language... Russian or Albanian or something... and she's been struggling with it, but yesterday, she said it perfectly and right in time with the music, too. So the whole cast applauded for her. I even clapped. It's a hard speech and, you know, she nailed it."

"So...?"

"So, Donna... I could see that she was burning mad about that girl getting all the attention. So, when we continued to run the scene, Donna walks over and slams into Deedee, really hard. I'm surprised that the little girl didn't fall. That's how hard she hit her. Anyway - Donna's like grinning about how she put Deedee in her place and Ms Highland told her to knock it off or go home. Donna got all diva about it and wanted me and Angela to leave with her, but neither of us would. Besides of the fact that my mother would kill me if you guys called her in for a meeting over something like that, and I thought Ms Highland was being pretty cool about the whole thing. She didn't get really mad or anything, she just sent her home."

"Alright," Mrs Olsen smiled. "That's all I needed to know. Thank you so much for your help."

The girl left and Dr Martin shut off the iPad. "Well, I think we have a good idea about what happened yesterday, don't you?"

"This is all just the gossip of jealous teenaged girls," Mrs Linkletter began, but her husband stood and cleared his throat.

"Yes. We shall have a talk with Donna before the next rehearsal. I'm sorry to have wasted your time, Dr Martin. Ms Highland, thank you for all of your hard work. In the future, I would appreciate it if you would call me and let me know if Donna misbehaves. Here is my card, come on, dear. We've wasted enough of these women's valuable time." He picked up his wife's coat and held it open for her to slide into.

"I'm not done here," Mrs Linkletter said, surprised that her husband had given up.

"Yes, we are, dear. Come. Let's go."

Mrs Linkletter choked down her anger and embarrassment and stood, silently and angrily putting her arms into the coat's sleeves. "You will be hearing..." she began before her husband spoke over her.

"Thank you Dr Martin, Ms Highland. Have a good day. I will be in touch." They exited quickly.

"Thank God that's over," Dr Martin sighed.

"Oh, you think it's over?" Ms Highland chortled. "Trust me... it is not over. It is very far from over."
 

~^~

 

"Hey, how did you make out last night?" Willie's voice came through Dean's phone.

"Not too badly," Dean replied. "At first it was pretty bad, but once everyone calmed down, it ended up ok."

"Dee, I really sorry that happened. I don't know what came over me. I just got carried away, I guess."

"Hey, it happens all the time," Dean teased.

"Yeah, I bet."

"No, I'm serious. Boys are always stopping me and kissing me. When you're as incredibly gorgeous as I am, you just get used to it." He laughed as he spoke that last part.

"I bet you do," Willie laughed as well. "So... after I got you in trouble last night, do you think there's any chance that your mom would let you go out on Saturday?"

Dean felt a tingle run down his spine. "I can ask. She'll want to know where we'd be going and what time I'd be coming home, things like that."

"I was thinking that we could get something to eat together, then there's a movie theater in Greenwood that shows old movies, and they're showing the original Star Wars movie, you know, 'A New Hope.' Would you like to see that on the big screen?"

"Sure, I'd love that!" Dean bubbled. He had watched Episode IV dozens of times, but always on a TV or computer. It would be great to see it on the big screen. "I'd need to ask my mom if she could drive me, so what time and where?"

"No worries," Willie said, proudly, since he'd planned this all out already. "My mother would like to meet you and your mother. She'll drive me to your house. Hopefully your mom will be able to say 'hi' to mine and then she'll drive us into town. We can get something to eat at the diner, then walk down the street to the movie theater. How does that sound?"

"Perfect," Dean said, nearly swooning from the idea of a romantic dinner and stroll. "I'll talk to my mom this afternoon and text you after."

"Sounds like a plan," Willie seemed happy. "Bye."
 

~^~

 

"Oh, my God, we have to go shopping!" was the first thing out of Robin's mouth when Dean told his friends that Willie was taking him to dinner and an old movie.

"Why?" Dean asked.

"WHY!?" Robin exclaimed, shocked by the foolishness of the question. "WHY!? What planet are you from!? Who raised you!? Don't they have other girls in San Diego!? You have a date! That means a new dress. End of story."

"I hate to take sides, Dee," Jade said as they sat in the cafeteria having their lunch, "but Robin is right. You can't wear what you wore the last time and most of the other stuff you bought the last time we went shopping is too formal for a movie date. We need to go shopping."

"Maybe my mom will take us," Robin suggested. "She's the most 'handsoff' when it comes to shopping. We could find something that makes you look like a fifteen year old out on a date, rather than a fifteen year old at a business meeting."

"Hey!" Dean protested, but Robin was busy texting her mother.

"Ok, I sent her a text and..." her phone chimed and she looked at it. "Oh, cool. My oldest sister, Dove, is picking me up today. She's twenty three. Mom's with her right now. Dove's cool and she'll take us to the boutique." She smiled at Dean. "Now all you need is money."

"Or permission to use your mom's credit card,"Jade said. "I always prefer that."

Robin laughed, but Dean was caught up on something that had been said that caught him off guard.

"Wait..." he said. "... your sister is named Dove?"

"Yeah, why?" Robin asked, looking at Jade to see what the big deal was.

"Because your name is Robin. I just assumed that Robin was just a normal name, but if your sister is named Dove, then... what?... you're both named after birds?"

Robin realized that this part of her life had not come up since Dean had arrive. "We're all named after birds."

Dean was surprised. He'd never met a family with a theme for their names. "How many?"

"Five sisters. Dove's the oldest and I'm the youngest."

"And... what are your other sister's names?"

"Oh, Dove, Raven, Phoenix, Swan and me, Robin. All birds."

"That's amazing!" Dean was shocked.

"It's only amazing if you think it's cool to treat your kids like an arts and craft project," Jade laughed.

"Says the girl named after a rock," Robin snapped.

"It's a pretty rock, though," Jade laughed. "AND it was my mother's mother's name, so the gem stone never came into it."

"It's not a gem stone," Robin laughed. "It's just a rock."

"Six of one..." Jade ended a conversation they'd had a few times before.

"Ok, so Dove will take us," Robin returned to the matter at hand. "You should talk to your mom after lunch so we can go right after school."

'Ok."
 

~^~

 

"Her sister's name is Dove?" Dean's mother chuckled. "Funny, her mother never impressed me as a hippy."

"I thought is was odd, too," Dean smiled, "but all the sisters are named for birds."

"You know, after living in California for decades, you assume you've heard every unusual name imaginable, but naming all of your kids after birds... I think that takes the cake."

Dean smiled. "So... can I go?"

His mother smiled. "Of course you can go. I'll call the boutique and tell them to call me with the total and I'll settle the bill over the phone."

"And the date with Willie?"

She nodded, but Dean wasn't sure if she was saying 'yes' or just thinking. Finally, she said, "Yes. You can go on the date, but we need to have a chat tomorrow, at some point before you go. Alright?"

"Mom," he said, a little embarrassed, "we're not going to do anything, and besides, I know all about the birds and the bees."

"Yes, but you only know about it from the bee's point of view. A lot more can go wrong for a bird. Especially a bird like you. We'll talk about it at home, tomorrow, though. Ok?"

He nodded. "Ok."
 
 
To Be Continued...

Twenty Weeks - 5

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental

Other Keywords: 

  • School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)


Twenty Weeks - 5

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Things get better, things get worse, things get so much better
and then things get so, so, so, so much worse.


 
Author's Note: I do appreciate the comments, I really do. I am truly happy that so many people are enjoying the story. It's a pretty busy week, I know and I appreciate you giving me a little of your time. Happy Chanukah, Good Kwanza and Merry Christmas.

Happy Holidays to everyone! ~Clara.
 
This version of Twenty Weeks - 5 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Part 5
 

"That's it!" Jade announced as Dean stepped out of the dressing room wearing a very, very simple dress that resembled a long sleeved, Henley style shirt that reached down to just above his knees. The soft, heather-gray material was just clingy enough to show off his faux breast -area and then had a wider, nearly-an-A-line skirt.

"This is it!?" Dean asked, surprised.

"You look hot in that," Robin assured him.

"But... it's so plain..." Dean said, looking in the mirror and feeling very unsure about this choice. He'd tried on several fancier dresses prior to this one and this just seemed too simple. He hadn't even picked this one out. Robin had passed it into the dressing room and told him to try it on.

"Dee, you're going to the movies, not the prom," Robin chuckled. "You want to look your best, but not look like you'd rather be eating in a fancier restaurant, or doing something more sophisticated."

Jade took over the clothing analysis. "This dress tells Willie that you're a fit, beautiful girl while still looking like a night of burgers and a movie is all you require."

"Willie will love it," Robin's smile was as big as it could possibly get.

"That's cute," Robin's sister, Dove, said as she appeared from the clothes racks. "Is that what you're wearing?" She looked a lot like Robin. Older and more womanly, but red headed, too and the same facial features.

"I'm not sure," Dean admitted. "What do you think?

"Hmm," Dove considered. "I wish it was a cuter color, but you make it work. It has that 'sweet and innocent' style that our cousin Willie will love, while still looking kind of hot for a sophomore. I think it's a great choice."

Dean looked at his reflection some more, swaying a bit to see how the dress' skirt swung around his legs and felt the softness of the fabric brushing against his skin. He liked it. He liked it a lot, but is this the kind of dress that he'd like to see a pretty girl wearing, or would he prefer something... frillier?

"You really think Willie would prefer this dress to the light blue one?" He asked, lost in the romance of picking out a dress to entice a boy.

"Uh oh," Jade laughed, looking at the other girls. "She's smitten."

"She sure is," Dove laughed as well.

"What?" Dean came back to reality and realized that the others were talking about him.

Dove, the eldest of Robins sisters, found this romantically infatuated, little teenager adorable. She patted his soft hair and smiled gently at him. "Willie is your first crush, isn't he?"

What was the point of denying it? Dean nodded.

"We just find it kind of... sweet... that's all."

"So?" Robin asked, her smile as wide as her sister's, "Is this the dress, then?"

Dean looked at himself in the mirror some more. Finally, he nodded. "Yep. This is dress."

"Awesome!" Robin said. "Give us all the other things you tried on and we'll put them back while you get back into your uniform dress."
 

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"Good morning, sleepyhead," Dr Martin smiled at her son as he bounced down the stairs that Saturday morning, already wearing makeup, his hair nicely done and wearing a very cute skirt and sweater combination she'd ordered for him from Amazon.

"Hi," Dean smiled, already excited about the evening ahead. He grabbed a banana from the fruit basket and sat at the table with his mother.

"Do you have any plans for this morning?" She asked.

"Not really," Dean shrugged.

"Good. Let's take a ride."

"Where to?"

"Does it matter?" His mother smiled. "I just feel like taking a ride."

"It kinda does," Dean said, a little serious sounding. "Last time you wanted to go for a little ride, we ended up on Cape Cod for the weekend, and I do have plans for this evening."

His mom laughed at that. "I promise that I will have you home in plenty of time to get ready for your date."

Dean blushed a little, making him even cuter. "Ok. When to you want to leave?"

"Tell you what: Take that banana with you and you can eat it in the car. I'll stop at the Dunkin' Donuts in town and get us some drinks, then we can see where the road takes us for a couple of hours."

"Ok."

There is something about taking a relaxed dive through the countryside that just seems to relax people and let them talk. Amelia bought herself the a medium hot coffee with cream and two sweet and low, and she bought Dean a Coolata, then off they went to nowhere in particular. They listened to some music for a little while until they were both pretty relaxed.

"So, you're looking forward to your date tonight, then?" His mother asked.

He nodded. "I am. It's kind of cool to be able to go out with friends.'

"I'm sure it is," she replied with a smile. "Even cooler when your friend is as sweet and handsome as Willie, right?"

Dean shrugged. "I guess."

"Yeah, you guess," his mother laughed. "You don't need to be shy about this, baby. I can tell that you have feelings for this boy, and that's ok."

He nodded. "Ok... I guess I like Willie a lot. The girls say it's a crush. I don't know if that's true or not, but I do have... I am attracted to him, I guess."

She thought for a few moments before she spoke again. "Honey... When you think about being with Willie... do you picture yourself as a boy or a girl?"

Dean looked out the window for a solid minute before replying. "I don't know, mom. I mean... I'm always... dressed as a girl... and... I always look like a girl when I'm with him... but... I... I'm not sure I feel like a girl or a... well... as dad said... a gay sissy."

"Alright, well, the word 'sissy' is never to be spoken by anyone in this family, ever again. Ok?"

Dean nodded. Actually, he hated the word, but it had been rattling around in his head since his father had uttered it several days earlier.

"And being gay is nothing to be ashamed of - that is - if you are gay. Well... you know what I mean."

Dean nodded.

"So, the question is, deep down, do you think you're a boy or a do you think you're a girl?"

He thought about it a while longer, then replied as honestly as he could. "I have no idea, mom. I'm still very confused."

His mother reached over and squeezed his hand. "Ok, baby, but... I think it's important that you think long and hard about this situation. I mean, I know that I'm the one who put you in a cute, little, private school, girl's uniform, and I'm the one who threw you into a world of girls, but, to be very honest, I half expected you to be coming to me to tell me that you had a girlfriend and I'd have to worry about where that could lead. I never expected that you'd have a boyfriend - AND DON'T MISUNDERSTAND ME - I am one hundred percent ok with you having a boyfriend, no matter how you are dressed. It's just that... I don't think you've considered how quickly a night out with a boy can turn bad if the boy finds out that his date is also a boy."

"Mom, Willie's a nice boy..."

"Yes, he is and he's a nice boy who was kissing you and running his hands over your body the other night. Deedee, it is very easy for a boy in that situation to feel something he shouldn't feel. Or your bra could move to the side when he tried to squeeze your breasts, letting him know that your breasts are all padding. He could accidentally/on purpose run his hand across your lower abdomen and feel your penis. And, baby, if something like that happened, something violent could follow."

Dean nodded. "You know, there's always the possibility that he'd like the way I am. Some men do."

Dr Martin sighed. "I'd say that was a pretty slim chance, Deedee. And if he did like it, well... that's a whole other can of worms to discuss. Male/male penetration is much more complicated than male/female..."

"Oh, mom, please stop!" Dean protested. "It doesn't matter if I'm a boy or a girl, I'm still fifteen and I have no intention of having sex with anyone. I am not 'penetrating' anyone and no one is 'penetrating' me. Ok?" He was embarrassed and a little hurt that his mother would even consider that he'd do such a thing.

"Ok... well... that's good, I guess," she said, relieved. "I think that what's really important right now, though, baby, is that you give this situation some serious thought. Right now, you're a very small, fifteen year old who, so far, has not really entered puberty, but that could change at any minute. Some day, you could wake up with a low voice and hair on your chin. You're able to live as a girl pretty easily right now, but the day that the puberty fairy arrives... all that could change."

He nodded. "Interesting that you used the term puberty 'fairy.'"

"I was just making a point. I didn't mean anything by it. You know what I mean, though. If you want to go back to being Dean, then you can just ignore all of this conversation, but if you want to remain as Deedee... tick-toc... ok?"

He nodded.
 

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An email was not his preferred way to communicate with his ex-wife, but under the circumstances, it seemed like the best way to avoid an argument.

'Hi, Amy,' he typed. 'Look, I know I behaved terribly at your place the other day and, from the bottom of my heart, I apologize. In the short time I had to get to know our son...' Nope. That might not be correct. Try to keep everything as gender neutral as possible. Backspace, backspace, backspace. 'child, I realized that you raised a remarkable young person who is bright and happy. I had no business imposing my opinions - which have changed drastically since we last spoke - upon you and our child.'

'Having said all of that, I would really like to be a part of...' Dean? Deedee? Which should he use? Either could end up biting him in the butt. Better use the name currently in use at home. '...Deedee's life. I know I can never really be considered as a father in any way other than being a part of the conception, but if there was a way that I could be a good friend of the family, I'd like to do that. I do not want to do anything that might be construed as interfering, though. Just some 'How are you?' texts every once in a while, or a birthday present. Maybe help out with some money for driving lessons or college - you know. That kind of thing.'

'Anyway, I am really sorry about my behavior that night. I lost your love through my own stupidity once and I'd hate myself if I ever lost your friendship for the same reason. Please let me know how you feel about all of this.'

'Thanks for continuing to be my friend.'

'Love, Frank.'

He read it and reread it, even reading it out loud to make sure he had written it the way he wanted it to be. It seemed ok. Contrite, which he was, and friendly, which he hoped they still were.

Finally, he hit 'send.'
 

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"Why are we stopping here?" Dean asked as they pulled into a strip mall in town that he'd never even noticed before.

"We," his mother smiled as she reached into the backseat to grab her pocketbook, "are doing something that mothers and daughters all over the country do on a Saturdays. We... are getting our nails done."

Dean's eyes opened wide. "Cool!" He jumped out of the car and practically bounced into the store front nail salon with his mother.

Inside, the salon was nearly full with women and girls having their finger and toenails shaped and colored. Dean recognized a girl named Hannah from school. She was a junior, so they had no classes together, but both of them were in 'Chicago,' so they were acquainted. Hannah waved when she saw Dean enter and he waved back.

"Who is that?" His mother asked.

"That's Hannah. She goes to Greenwood. I know her from the show."

"Ahh," she replied and then waved as well.

"This way, ladies," a woman said to Dean and his mother.

As they sat, Dean's mother instructed, "Just my fingers today, but I'd like my daughter to have both her fingers and toes done. This is her first time, so shaping, filling... all of it. Maybe some nice acrylics on her fingers - not too long, though. Something appropriate for her age.'

The nail salon woman smiled and looked at Dean, assuming he was closer to eleven than fifteen. "Very good."

For the next fifty minutes, Dean experienced the agony and bliss of the digging, cutting sculpting, filing, filling, painting, sealing and drying of a mani/pedi, and when he was done, he had short, French manicured nails that projected just a tiny bit beyond the tips of his fingers. They were elegant and pretty and amazing and he loved them so, so, so much.
 

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"Hey, mom," Willie said to his mother at about the same time that Dean and his mother were exiting the salon, "I need to talk to you about something."

She looked up from her cross-stitching and immediately knew by the look on her son's face that he had something serious on his mind. "What is it, William?"

Willie took a deep breath, then gave her a fairly in-depth report on what had happened at Deedee's house a few days earlier. As he wrapped up his report, he finished with, "...I apologized to Deedee's parents, mom, and I made it clear that it was all my fault. I'm the one who kissed her and then... well... I guess I got a little carried away."

"Exactly how 'carried away' did you get, William?" His mother demanded.

"Just kissing, mom, but... we were alone and I shouldn't have even gone that far."

"And why are you telling me this now and not when it happened?"

"Honestly, mom, it wasn't that big a deal and, well, just in case Dr Martin brings it up, I thought you should know."

She nodded and thought for a long moment. "William... we have had discussions about things like this many times before..."

"I know, mom."

"... and you don't seem to understand that giving in to one moment of passion can ruin the rest of your life. You know nothing about this girl..."

"I know plenty about Deedee, mom."

"...and all it takes is one mistake to destroy all of your plans for the future. You need to get that through your head, William, and you need to think with your brain, not with your penis."

"MOM!" Willie was shocked. "Could you, maybe, never talk about my penis again - ever - please!"

She huffed a bit. "You know, after this conversation, I'm not sure that it's a good idea for you to see this girl tonight, after all."

"Come on, mom," he said, knowing this was the position she would take. "I was honest about what happened, it wasn't that big a deal, and it won't happen again. I promise. Now, come on and be reasonable. I am going on that date tonight."

"Not if I don't drive you," his mother said.

"Mom, I have a job, I have money of my own, I have a debit card and I know how to use Uber. If you won't drive me, I will take an Uber, but I really want you to meet Deedee and Dr Martin. Once you do, you'll understand why I like this girl so much."

She sighed and shook her head. "Alright. I'll drive you, but so help me, William, if anything like this ever happens again, you will be grounded until you are out of college. Understood?"

"Yes, ma'am," he smiled.
 

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"Arrrrrrrgh!" Dean screamed dramatically from the bathroom off of the upstairs hallway.

"What's the matter?" His mother asked through the door.

"I can't get my makeup right, I can't get my hair to hold a curl and I just dropped my eyelash curler and it broke!" He ranted, pulling the door open and pushing past his mother, heading for his room, wearing just his bra and panties. "I'm just going to call Willie and tell him I'm sick or something. I look like crap and can't do anything right."

Had he not been on the verge of tears, his mother may have actually laughed at his outburst. God, he was more of a teenaged girl than a teenaged girl! Obviously, this behavior had nothing to do with hormones and everything to do with presenting yourself as a young woman.

"Alright, now calm down. Let me help you. Go into my room and sit at the vanity."

He grunted in frustration, but was grateful for some help. He felt so knotted up with nerves that he couldn't seem to do anything right on his own. What was wrong with him!?

Once seated, his mother stared brush out his hair with gentle, but practiced strokes.

"My goodness," she laughed, "it feels like you sprayed an entire can of hairspray on this."

"I was TRYING to get it to do what I wanted, but it just fought back the whole time."

"You can't fight with your hair, baby. You have to work with it. You'll get used to it."

He let her brush a few more strokes before he said, "Mom...?"

"Yes, honey."

"You know... before... when I was a boy... you never called me anything except 'Dean.' Now, you call me 'sweetheart' and 'baby' and 'honey' all the time. Do you like me more as Deedee than Dean?"

Dr Martin thought about that for a moment. "Not better, baby, but... I guess I just feel differently about you now. Before, you were a young man - solitary and quiet. You hardly said two words to me in the course of a day. You were completely engulfed in gaming and we just didn't seem to have a single thing in common anymore. Now... now we go shopping together, you're more outgoing, we can go to the salon together and you're happier and more talkative... it's like I have my child back, again. I love you, no mater what, but... Deedee is a little easier for me to relate to. In fact, I think it's easier for you to relate to me as Deedee, too, isn't it?"

"I think you're right," he admitted.

She plugged in her curling iron and returned to brushing his hair. "I was just thinking... maybe tomorrow we could go have real facials done. You'd like that. It's the ultimate in female pampering. And besides, you'll want to look your best for the show. What do you say?"

She picked up the curling iron and wrapped a section of hair around the shaft, then turned the device to wrap that section all the way to his scalp.

"I'd like that. Thanks, mom."

"See - girl time with mom. That's not something I could share with my son."

He gave a little laugh.

His mother wrapped and curled more sections of his hair, then added another few doses of hairspray. "I'm going to let those be for a few minutes while I work on your makeup. Turn towards me."

The vanity stool allowed him to spin towards his mother and she went to work on his face.

"You know, when we first got here, you wouldn't let me put any makeup on you at all. Now, I don't think I seen you without makeup unless you're in your pajamas." She sighed. "Things have really changed."

"The girls kind of forced me to get good at it."

"And you loved every second of it, didn't you? Admit it - You love being with those girls and you love every brush full of makeup that you apply to your face. It makes you look prettier and that makes you feel better, doesn't it?"

He thought about denying it, but what was the point. She was right. He'd always been that short, weird boy that no one talked to until he'd come to Greenwood. Ever since then, he was the pretty little girl that got along with everyone - well, nearly everyone - and he loved getting attention for being good looking rather than for being odd looking. The more he utilized makeup and hair are techniques, the more compliments he got, and that made him very happy.

"Here, let me do your lashes," his mother instructed. "Look up." First she used what looked like a much more expensive eyelash curler than his to curl his eyelashes. Then she added her own, much more expensive, mascara to them, making them look richer and longer than ever.

"Relax your jaw and open your mouth, just a little," she said and she applied his lipstick. "I'm going just a little pinker than your usual nude lipstick. It'll make your lips a little more noticeable without looking like you're trying to look too grownup."

Dean liked the idea, kind of a lot.

"There," his mother said with unusual maternal gentleness. "Are you wearing a bow in your hair tonight?"

"I don't know," Dean shrugged. "Do you think I should?"

His mother smiled. "Well, it has kinda become your signature look, hasn't it?"

That made Dean smile and blush a little. "I guess."

"Ok, go put on your new dress and shoes, then bring your hair-bow back here and I'll help you with it."

He was only gone for a couple of minutes before he returned in his new, collarless, heather gray dress and the cute, round-toed court shoes with the two inch heels that his mother had bought for him on the way home from Cape Cod. He was also carrying an emerald green head band with a rather large, emerald green bow attached to it.

His mother loved the dress, the shoes and the bow. "Oh, baby... you look so beautiful. Sit. I'll help you with your hair and the head band."

First she brushed out his hair, leaving it full and wavy, and then it only took a moment or two for her to place the hair band into his honey blonde hair. "That color matches the green of your eyes perfectly, and with your eyes made up like this, your eyes are just popping."

"In a good way?" Dean asked, a little concerned about 'popping' eyes.

She smiled in a more motherly way than Dean ever remembered as she chuckled affectionately. "In a very good way." Then a thought occurred to her. "Let me give you something."

She opened the top draw of her lingerie cabinet, the draw that she used as jewelry storage, and pulled out a few items. When she returned to Dean, she was holding a beautiful, heart-shaped, emerald pendant that was suspended from a delicate, silver chain. Between the emerald heart and the chain was a small, nicely cut diamond that sparkled beautifully in the light of her bedroom.

"That's beautiful," he said in admiration of the little jewels.

She smiled at his appreciation. "Your grandfather gave me this necklace and these earrings," she showed him two pendant earrings that had a smaller version of the emerald heart and diamond on each piece, "when I graduated from high school. They are the last thing he gave me before he passed away suddenly a few weeks later. They are very valuable, both in money and in memories, but... I'd like to give these to you, Deedee. They are yours and they match your eyes just as beautifully as that headband does."

Dean's heart skipped a beat. "Seriously? You're GIVING me those?"

She nodded as she stepped behind him, drew the delicate chain around his slender neck and attached the clasp securely.

Dean's hand instinctively touched the beautifully cut heart that hung just an inch or so below his neck.

"Take out your earrings and let's put these in."

He took out his studs and, again, more gently than Dean knew his mother could be, she replaced his childish, gold colored studs with the simple, elegant pendants.

"There," she said when she'd finished, "they look prettier on you with those green eyes of yours than they ever looked on me."

Dean smiled, then turned to see himself in the mirror.

"Do you like them?" Amelia asked, truly enjoying this lovely mother/daughter moment.

"Mom, I love them! They're beautiful and I love how the the earrings dangle. They feel so different."

She smiled at his joy. "I know. They make you look pretty and the swaying of the pendants are a constant reminder of how pretty you look. Every time you feel your earrings swaying, remember that they're making you look even more beautiful than you already are."

Dean stood and hugged his mother tightly. "Thank you, mom."

"You are very welcome, my love." Just then, they heard knocking coming from downstairs. "I think Willie and his mother are here. I'll go down and say hello. You take a minute or two to get your things together, then come down and make your entrance."

"Ok," he answered giddily.

"Hi, you must be William's mother," Dr Martin said, swinging the front door open to find a very well dressed woman waiting with her son, the boy she'd seen in her house a few days earlier. "Mrs Trainer, right?"

"Yes, hello, Dr Martin," the woman practically sang with upper-middle class prevention. "It's Muriel, please." She extended her hand in a limp-wrist-ed hand shake.

Dean's mother accepted it as graciously as possible. She was used to dealing with people who had a constant need to impress everyone around them. "Very nice to meet you, Muriel. Please, call me Amelia."

"Well, thank you Amelia," she cooed as she entered the house. "Oh, my, what a beautiful home you have."

"Oh, well, thank you, but I can't take much credit for it. Almost everything here belongs to the school. We are just staying here for my tenure at Greenwood. Please, come into the sitting room and let's get to know each other. Deedee will be right down."

"Oh, are we early?" Muriel asked, making a show of checking her watch.

"No, not at all," Amelia smiled. "You know how teenaged girls are though."

"Not really," Muriel smirked as she sat in a love seat and motioned for Willie to join her. "I've got three boys, you see. They shower and dry their hair and they're ready to go."

Dr Martin just smiled and sat opposite her guests.

They chatted about themselves for a few moments before Muriel said, "I suppose we should address the elephant in the room, Amelia."

"The elephant...?" Dr Martin squinted just a bit as she tried to suss where her guest was headed.

"She means what happened Thursday," Willie clarified.

"What happened on Thursday...' she said aloud as she thought, and then she understood. She'd assumed that the boy would have kept that to himself. She found it rather admirable that he'd told his mother about the incident. "Oh! That!," she laughed. "Honestly, my ex-husband and I just walked in on the kids at exactly the wrong time. I'm afraid that my ex may have overreacted a bit, but we all talked, as a family, and things are fine, now." She was surprised by the judgmental look on Muriel's face. "I assume that you and Willie have talked about all of this as well, and come to an agreement, too."

"Yes, we certainly have," Muriel said, looking for all the world that she was smelling cabbage cooking somewhere nearby. "William, tell Dr Martin what you told me."

Looking very confused and put upon, Willie shifted a bit on the loveseat and then said, "Oh... ummm... well... I told my mother what happened and I promised that it would never happen again. I also made it clear that I was responsible for the whole thing."

Amelia smiled at the boy. "Well, thank you for being so honest, Willie. I find that very commendable." She looked at Muriel and smiled a bit differently. "Congratulations, Muriel, you've raised a very good, young man."

A compliment! Something Muriel loved to hear. "Thank you, Amelia," she grinned. "I would love to return the compliment, but... Where is this girl I have heard so much about?"

"I'll call her," Amelia said, standing and going to the foot of the stair. "Deedee? Our guests are here, dear."

"I'll be right down," Dean called back.

In truth, Dean had started down the stairs once already, but he stopped as an overwhelming feeling of anxiety gripped him. What was he doing? He was about to meet his boyfriend's mother. HIS BOYFRIEND'S MOTHER!!! He actually had a boyfriend and... was this going too far? He'd bought a new dress, gotten his nails done and let his mother do his hair and makeup for this date. A date he truly wanted to go on, but... this was for real now. He didn't need to just pretend to be his mother's daughter any more. If he did this - met Willie's mother and went on this date... he had to give up ever being Dean again. He had to be Deanne from here on out.

At least, that's how it felt, and that was a lot of weight suddenly resting on his tiny shoulders.

He couldn't back out now, and besides... he really wanted to go on this date with Willie.

"Ok, Deedee," he whispered to himself, "man up and..." he stopped and shook his head at that. He started over. "Put on your big-girl-panties and go meet Willie's mother."

He took one more long inhale and let it out slowly, then descended the stairs.

Slowly.

"Oh, here she is, now," his mother, who had yet to sit again, said from the sitting room.

Willie stood, both because of years of being told to stand when a lady enters a room, and because he really wanted to see Deedee, but when he turned to see the girl of his dreams, he actually gasped in grateful surprise. His cousin Robin had told him that Deedee had gotten a cute new dress, but... wow... the dress was great, but it was only a part of what he was seeing. He thought that Deedee was beautiful at any time of the day, but right now... she looked absolute amazing. He didn't know exactly what was different, but... she was different.

Dean went to his mother's side. She put her arm around his tiny shoulders and smiled. "Muriel, this is my daughter, Deanne. Deedee, say hello to Mrs Trainer."

"How do you do, Mrs Trainer," Dean said, uncertain as to whether or not he should offer a handshake, so he just smoothed the soft skirt of his dress with his hands so they had something to do. "I'm so happy to meet you."

"Likewise, I'm sure," Willie's mother replied. "William has told me so much about you that I feel as if I already know you."

Dean glanced at Willie, who was wearing a nice, button-down, Oxford style shirt and clean, pressed jeans, and a huge smile.

"Hi," Dean half-whispered.

"Hi," Willie half-whispered back.

Amelia smiled at the two young lovebirds, but when she looked at Muriel, Muriel did not look as enamored or the scene.

Muriel stood and looked at this girl that had so grabbed her son's attention and she understood his infatuation. The girl was tiny, barely over five feet tall, with stunning green eyes, lovely, wavy hair, apple cheek, a broad, natural smile and an intriguing look about her that said there was more to her than meets the eye.

"Well, I must say, you are a very beautiful young lady," Muriel said, causing Dean to blush.

"Thank Mrs Trainer, dear," Dean's mother promoted.

"Thank you, Mrs Trainer. That's very kind of you to say."

"And well mannered," Muriel smiled. She looked at Dean's mother. "Congratulations to you, Amelia. It appears that you have raised a very polite young woman."

"Thank you," Amelia smiled. "I certainly hope that is the case."

"Umm, mom," Willie said, quietly, "we kind of need to get going if Deedee and I are going to eat before the movie."

"Oh, of course," Muriel nodded. "Grab your things, Deedee, and I'll take you two into town."

As Dean grabbed his purse and coat, Dr Martin asked, "What will you be doing while the kids are at the movie, Muriel."

"Oh, just sitting in the car doing crosswords, I suppose," she shrugged.

"Well, please, come on back here, then. We can have some tea or wine and get to know each other better."

Muriel was about to decline the offer, but she was interested in finding out as much as possible about the beautiful little girl who'd stolen her son from her.

"Thank you, Amelia. I'll be back in about a half an hour."
 

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"You look really pretty, tonight," Willie said as they walked hand-in-hand towards the door of The Diner. He'd been bursting to tell her how pretty she looked since she'd first walked down the stairs, but he had to wait until his mother dropped them off to say so.

"Thanks," Dean smiled, thrilled by the compliment. "You look very handsome."

Willie let out a scoffing laugh. "Yeah, right. I feel really underdressed right now. I mean, I'm just wearing a clean shirt and jeans. Other than that, I just brushed my hair and teeth and here I am. Look at you, though. Nice hair, nice makeup, a new dress..."

"How do you know it's a new dress?" Dean asked, a bit more flirtatiously than he'd intended.

Willie smiled. "Robbie called me and told me to dress well because she and Jade and you had gone shopping and gotten you a new dress." He lifted Dean's hand in his and placed a kiss on Dean's fingers. Then he looked at the little hand in his and said, "And look at that... you even got your nails done." He smiled. "Your nails are very pretty like this."

"I'm shocked you noticed," Dean smiled. "Most guys wouldn't."

"I'll always notice," Willie returned the smile as he opened the door to the restaurant and they entered. They got a booth in the corner of the old train-dinning-car section of the diner and ordered two cheese burgers, two Cokes and a large fry to share. Then they tried desperately to not look fifteen years old while they sat there, but the waitress kept checking on them, and the way she called them 'kids' and the way that she smiled at them made it clear that, even if they looked older to other diners. She knew they were put for a first date and she thought they were adorable.
 

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"You're kidding!?" Muriel said, shocked that in just the first few minutes of conversation, they'd found that she and Amelia had several friends on common.

"I'm telling you the truth," Amelia laughed. "We were all at Wellesley together. My God, those girls could drink like they were half fish! We called them The Mermaids because they could drink at least twice what the rest of us could and hardly look drunk at all."

Muriel shook her head and laughed. "I know. They were the same in high school. We'd go to a party and be three sheets to the wind in an hour, but they'd be going strong all night long. Those girls were unbelievable." Willie's mother had really loosened up since she'd returned to Amelia's house. She didn't get along with a lot of people, but this woman, was Amelia, very funny and very intelligent. She liked her.

"And where did you go to high school?" Amelia asked, grateful that Willie's mother had relaxed, now that they'd started to chat without the kids around.

Muriel held up her coffee cup as if in a toast. "Good old Greenwood Academy," she laughed.

"You're kidding?" The Chancellor laughed. "And you and your friends were drinking while you were students here."

"Constantly," Muriel laughed. "It's a miracle that our livers survived until graduation."

Amelia shook her head. "I have to admit, Muriel, that I didn't think you had that kind of a past when I met you."

"I know, I come on strong," Muriel said with a sly smile. "My therapist says it's a defense mechanism, but, hey, it works on most people. You didn't buy it, though, did you?"

"Oh, I did," Amelia admitted. "I was just hoping that you might relax and be yourself if we had some wine or something."

"Yeah, and all it took was a cup of coffee." Muriel sighed. "Honestly, I've been a bitch for so long that I'm not sure I know how to be anything else." She took a sip of her coffee. "I like you, Amelia. You make me laugh."

"I like you too, Muriel," Dean's mother smiled. Then she asked, "So... are you ok with the kids dating?"

"I'm not thrilled with the idea that William is dating anyone at fifteen, but... if he has to date, I guess that Deedee is a good choice. She is a lovely little thing, Amelia."

"Thank you, Muriel. I'm very proud of my little girl. And I'm very happy that she's smitten with Willie."

"Oh, I hate that nickname," Muriel laughed. "William is such a strong name and he refuses to use it."

"Oh, but Willie is an adorable name."

"Yeah, but 'Willie' is what you call a dick," Willie's mother laughed. "It's all his Aunt Penny's fault, you know. She started calling him Willie when he was little and all of her girls jumped on board. Ever since he was in second grade, he's been asking people to call him Willie instead of William. I think I'm the only person still using his full name. It's a losing battle, of course, but I have to keep trying."

"I get it. Deedee hates her name, too. But... she is much more of a Deedee than she is a Deanne. At least she is since she came here. Greenwood has changed her, a lot."

"For the better?"

"Oh, yeah. She has just blossomed over the past couple of months. The idea that she'd be going out on a date was inconceivable in San Diego - AND going out with a boy!? I never saw that coming?"

"You thought she was a lesbian?"

"I didn't think she had any particular sexual proclivities at all. I didn't think she thought about boys or girls or anything else until a few weeks ago. Now... You should have seen her earlier today. She was out of her mind trying to get ready for her date with Willie. Her hair wouldn't cooperate, her makeup was mess... she was absolutely panicked... and it was the most adorable thing I've ever seen in my life. That was not my child in San Diego. Not by a long shot."
 

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Dean knew pretty much every line of the movie. 'Star Wars Episode IV: A New Hope' was one of his favorite movies of all time, but he'd always watched on a TV or computer screen. It was astounding on the big screen. Sure, the acting was still mediocre and the special effects were a little dated, but as a whole, the only movie Dean liked more than this one was it's sequel, 'Star Wars Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back.'

He was so enthralled in the movie, in fact, that he hadn't noticed that Willie's arm was around his shoulders and that he had been leaning into Willie's side for most of the film. As Luke Skywalker said, "It's not impossible. I used to bullseye womb rats in my T-16 back home and they're not much bigger than two meters," Dean found himself cuddled tightly into Willie and feeling rather wonderful about the whole thing.

Then, as Luke, Han and Chewbacca received their medals from Leia, Willie leaned over and whispered, "Would it be ok if I kissed you?"

Dean smiled up at him in the semi-darkness and whispered back, "It would be wonderful."

So, Willie leaned down and placed a soft, warm kiss on Dean's lips. It lasted a long time, but it wasn't as uncontrolled and desperate as the kisses they'd exchanged a few days earlier. Both of them knew that they needed to control themselves and they did.

As they walked back into the lobby, they ran into a small group of boys that Willie knew from his school. He introduced them to Dean, and then he introduced Dean to them as 'His girlfriend, Deedee,' which made Dean's heart soar.

When Dean excused himself to the ladies' room, the boys began to rib Willie, as boys do.

"Your 'girlfriend,' huh?" The first boy started. "She's cute, Trainer, but... come on... no tatas at all."

"Hey!" Willie said, defensively.

"Yeah, Trainer," the next boy joined in. "What are getting your girlfriend for her birthday? A training bra?"

"That's enough," Willie said, more forcefully.

"Hey, Trainer," the third boy began, but Willie used two hands to grab the front of the boy's shirt.

"I said - THAT'S ENOUGH." This time there was no doubt that he meant what he said.

"Ok, Trainer, ok," the first boy said, looking around to be sure that there were no staff members coming to throw them out. "We were just kidding."

"Yeah, well, enough of that," Willie said, releasing the third boy. "Besides, none of you losers could even get a girl to go out with you."

"Yeah, well, if I did," boy number two began, "she'd have bigger tits..."

This time it only took one hand to grab the boy's shirt and shut him up.

"Relax, Trainer," the boy said, laughing while pulling his shirt free of Willie's grip. "I'm just saying that I prefer..."

"Just shut up, Jeff," Willie warned. "Here comes Deedee and I don't want to have to make you cry in front of her."

"Very funny," the boy said, making a mimicking face.

"All set?" Willie asked Dean, who nodded and smiled, unaware of the strife that had occurred moments earlier. Willie took Dean's hand, then looked at the boys and gave them a friendly smile. "See you in school on Monday, guys."

"Yeah... see ya," the first boy said and they all waved and smiled.

"They seem nice," Dean said as they walked out the door.

"Oh, yeah," Willie smiled. "Great guys."
 

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"Did you have a good time?" Dean's mother asked as he came into the sitting room where she was reading.

"I had a great time," Dean smiled and sat. He tried to see the cover of his mother's book. "What are you reading?"

She flipped the cover over and showed him the title, 'The Maltese Falcon.' "Just an old mystery. I love this book - and the movie based on it. I just felt like revisiting it tonight."

"Cool," Dean said and nodded. He looked around the room and fidgeted with the hem of his dress a bit in a way that told Amelia that her son had something on his mind.

"Is there something you want to discuss?" She asked.

"Me? No. Why?" Dean replied, surprised she'd asked.

"Oh, I don't know," she smiled. "It just seemed like you had something to say."

"Nope. What's the book about?"

"Oh," she shrugged. "Well, there's this detective named Sam Spade and his partner, his name is Archer, gets killed while investigating what appears to be a very run of the mill case, but it turns out that there are a whole bunch of people who are after this statuette of a falcon that was made on Malta. The legend is that the bird is encrusted with millions of dollars in gems, but those have been covered by a layer of black material to make sure that nobody steals it from..."

"Mom?" Dean interrupted, just as his mother had expected him to.

"Yes, sweetie?"

He took a deep breath. "I think... I think I should... maybe... see one of those doctors you were talking about."

She closed the book and set it in her lap. "Oh?"

He nodded.

She considered her words carefully. "So... have you decided that you want to remain presenting as a girl?"

Dean shook his head. "No. I'm pretty sure... I want to be a girl. Like... a real girl. You know?"

His mother nodded and thought. "Alright, then, if that's what you want."

"It is."

"Ok... well... I guess we need to do some research online... find some doctors and make some calls."

Everything felt oddly still and eerily undramatic as Dean shared the most frightening revelation of his young life. It all seemed surreal and ordinary, yet profound and earthshaking, all at once.

"Are you... ok with that decision?" He asked.

His mother cracked a small smile. "Of course, baby. I'd be happy with any decision. I just want you to be the person you're supposed to be."

Dean sighed and looked around the room. It was a nice house. He liked it here. This is what he wanted.

"Deedee?"

Dean looked at his mother who had a look about her that told him she'd called his name more than once. "Yes?"

"Do you want me to help you take off that make up? Maybe braid your hair for you?"

Dean smiled and nodded. "Yes, please, mom. I'd like that."
 

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"Well," Dr Ames said, looking from Amelia to Dean and back, "that is quite a story." The endocrinologist who specialized in sex related matters crossed his legs and looked at Dr Martin with a curious expression. "Tell me - Do you feel that, had you not insisted on your son taking on this new, more feminine persona, that we would all be sitting here today, having this discussion?"

Amelia sighed and squeezed her child's hand. "I don't think we'd be sitting here TODAY having this conversation, Dr Ames, No, but having seen how she has blossomed as a girl, I'm pretty sure that we would have been sitting in some doctor's office at some point."

The doctor looked at Dean. "How about you? Did you want to be a girl before you were forced to take on the role of being a girl?"

Dean was taken aback by the word 'forced.' "Not really. I don't think I'd ever really thought about being a boy or a girl. I was just kinda me, you know? And I really hated it at first. Being a girl, I mean. I didn't want to do it, but it was important to mom to come here, and I wanted to help. I don't think I was really forced, I just had to do it because it was a solution to a problem. But after a few weeks... I think I knew already that this was what I wanted. I was just, sorta, arguing with myself until last Saturday. Then... I knew for sure."

"And that was because..." he checked his notes... "you're boyfriend... Willie... who is unaware of your true sex, hugged you during a movie. Correct?"

"That sounds a little less romantic than it actually was, but... yes... that's the gist of it."

"I'm just trying to understand the situation as it occurred, Deedee," the doctor said, making some notations on his pad of paper.

"So, do you think you can help Deedee, Doctor?" Dean's mother asked.

The doctor finished writing a few notes and looked up. "Yes, I believe I can, but there needs to be a psychological evaluation first. I'm booking you for a meeting with a therapist next week. Dr Martin, I think you should attend that as well, and after I've talked to your therapist, and if all has gone well, then I can prescribe some medication that I think will benefit Deedee. We'll start with some testosterone blockers and get some estrogen into her as quickly as possible. That will keep her looking feminine and eliminate the possibility of male puberty beginning."

"Well, that's what we want, I think," Dr Martin smiled and looked at her child. "I am correct, right Deedee?"

He nodded, too nervous to show the world the smile that was desperately trying to spread over his face.

"Alright," the doctor said as he rose from his chair. "See Beth on the way out. She will give you a time to meet with your therapist and I'll see you back here in about a week. Lovely to meet you both." He offered a handshake, which Dr Martin accepted.

"Thank you, doctor," she smiled.

"Thank you," Dean said when the doctor shook his hand.

"You're a lucky little girl, Deedee," the doctor said. "Your mom is getting you the help you need before your body starts to grow and get manly. If all goes well, you should have very positive results."

Dean nodded, confused by what he should say in response. "Ok. That's good, I guess."

"I guess," the doctor smiled, amused by the child's response. "See you both in a couple of weeks."
 

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"Hey, Amy," Frank's voice came through the receiver as Dr Martin listened to her voicemail, "I just called to say... well... thank you for letting me know about the decision that you and Dean... I'm sorry... Deedee reached. I am truly sorry about that. I'll get used to it, I promise. It is odd, I have to admit. Even though I really didn't know my kid, I am kind of used to telling everyone that I have a son. I guess saying that I have a daughter will just take some getting used to. Love ya. Talk to you soon."
 

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"Next week is production week, boys and girls," Ms Highland reminded the kids as they completed a rare Saturday morning rehearsal for the musical. "We have run throughs after school Monday through Thursday and we open Friday night. Then it's Friday night and Saturday night shows at seven with a Sunday matinee at two. Questions? Great! Now, go get some rest and nobody get sick!"

They were all excited. The show was going very well. It felt like they had a good production on their hands and they couldn't wait to get it in front of an audience. The shows were selling well and there was a buzz in the community about how good the show was going to be.

"It's mall time!" Jada cried, excited about the afternoon ahead. "First the food court, Japanese chicken and rice with vegetables, then an afternoon of window shopping! I have been looking forward to this all week!"

"Me too," Robin smiled. "We need a girls' afternoon. We've had Willie with us everyday for the last few weeks. Don't get me wrong, I love my cousin, but I need some real, honest to God girl time."

Dean smiled. "You don't really mind, do you? Having Willie with us so frequently, I mean."

Robin shook her head. "No. Of course not. Willie's like my brother and I'm glad you two are happy together. It's just nice to do something that's just for us girls."

"Oh, a girls' trip?" A voice said. The three friends looked up to see Donna Linkletter smirking at them. Things had gone pretty well with Donna since she'd returned and apologized to everyone several weeks earlier, but she'd been acting oddly superior that Saturday morning. "How sweet." She walked uncomfortably close to Dean and looked down on him in every possible sense of that phrase. "Trying on dresses and looking at jewelry... sounds like just the thing for a sweet, little girl like you."

"Do you have a problem with that, Donna?" Jade was obviously a bit piqued.

"No problem," Donna smirked. "No problem at all. Enjoy it while you can." She walked away.

"That was weird," Robin said.

"She's weird," Jada said. "Let's go."

Their afternoon at the mall was nothing but unrestrained fun. Trying on dress after dress, none of which any of them could afford, looking at jewelry, trying on shoes, trying out makeup, playing a few games at the arcade, and just laughing and loving being young and being with friends.

Dean thought about what his new therapist would say about this when he told her. She'd probably say that he was enjoying it so much because it was all new to him, but he looked at Robin and Jade and they were having just as much fun. This was what being young was supposed to be like! Not the solitary existence he'd had as a boy.

This.

This was what life was supposed to be. Friends and joy.

They got home around dinner time and Dean and his mother headed into the big city, Boston, to see a Boston Symphony Orchestra performance at Symphony Hall. Dean didn't know the pieces they heard that night, but they were all amazing and powerful. He loved every second of it, including the opportunity to get dressed up and made-up for a fancy evening.
 

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"Hi, Deedee, it's your dad." Dean stared at his phone, as he road home from Boston, shocked that his father even had his phone number. "I understand that you have a busy week coming up, what with the show opening on Friday and all, but I just wanted to offer my best wishes for you. I hope that you and the rest of your cast have a great time. I sure do wish I could be there. If anyone makes a video of it, I'd really love to see it. Oh, and listen... I've been thinking a lot about your decision and... I know I'm not around much, so I don't offer much support, but, Deedee, you are a very brave kid and I'm very proud of you. I gotta run. Love you. Tell your mom I called and give her my love too."

Well that was odd. His father had never called his cell before. The world has gone crazy!
 

~^~

 

When he woke up on Sunday morning, Dean showered and dried his hair before picking a nice dress to wear down stairs. His mother had talked about going out to breakfast, then to do a few errands later in the day and Dean wanted to look his best.

When he was ready to go downstairs, he took a quick selfie and looked at it. He was very happy with how he looked, so he sent the photo to Willie with a text that read, 'What do you think?'

Seconds later, he received a photo from Willie showing him with horrible bed-head and wearing a torn tee shirt. 'Looking a lot better than I am' the text read.

That made Dean laugh. He took his phone and bounced down the stairs.

When he reached the bottom step, he could hear a conversation in the sitting room. It was his mother and a man. It definitely wasn't his father, but whatever was being discussed, it sounded serious.

"Ok, I agree," he could hear his mother say, "but surely we can work this out without making that big a deal out of it."

"Oh, but it is a big deal," the man said. "A very big deal, Dr Martin. I am shocked that you don't realize that. This shows a level of moral turpitude that I never expected from an educator at Greenwood Academy, and as a parent, I will not sit back and allow this to continue."

There was a pause as Dean walked to the doorway to hear better. His mother spoke again. "I know that the girls have not always gotten along..."

"Girls!" A female voice said with disdain. "That's a laugh. Do you even know the difference between a boy and a girl?"

Oh, shit! This was about him!

"Alright, dear," the man said. "Let her speak. After all, she needs to figure out what she's going to tell the rest of the board in the morning."

It took a moment, but when he heard his mother speak next, she sounded sad and defeated. "I can see that there is nothing I can say to you that will dissuade you from doing what you intend to do, but... if you could at least consider how you go about doing this, I would be very grateful."

"You should be grateful that we came to speak to you first and not going to the police or the newspapers instead," the man said, very calmly. "Your career has ended, Dr Martin. It's up to you how tomorrow plays out. My advice - Admit everything, face the consequences, perhaps even accept some criminal charges, and move on from there."

Dean couldn't let his mother be alone right now. He wasn't one hundred percent sure what had happened, but she needed him, of that he was sure. So, he hurried into the room and to his mother, who stood as he approached and put a defense arm around his shoulder.

"Mom?" Was all he could ask because no other words came into his consciousness.

She shook her head sadly. "Deedee, this is Mr and Mrs Linkletter. Donna's parents. They have come here today..." she she swallowed hard, then looked at the couple. "... No... actually... they were just leaving."

"Yes, we were," the man stood and then offered his wife a hand. "It was a pleasure meeting you, Dean," the man said. "Dr Martin..." He took his wife's hand and headed to the door.

When the door closed, Dean looked at his mother and asked, "How did they find out?"

She pointed to a Manila envelope. "They wanted to get even with us over the conflict between you and Donna. When they felt we'd embarrassed them, they hired a private detective to dig up dirt on us and he found that I'd only ever had one child. A son. From there, my story unraveled pretty quickly, I guess." She sat and rubbed her face with both hands. She wasn't crying, but she looked different than before... defeated... broken.

Dean sat beside her, his head on her slumped shoulder. "I so sorry, mom. I did my best."

"Oh, God, baby... you don't think this is your fault, do you? This is just... it's just people with more money than empathy who always get their way. I upset them, and they hurt me in return. That's all. Unfortunately, you, your friends and a lot of other people at Greenwood are going to be hurt as part of the collateral damage from this." She shook her head. "I can't blame them, though. Ultimately... this was my doing. I never should have left my last position. That put us on the brink of poverty. I never should have taken this job and uprooted our life. I never should have asked you to deny who you were and live a lie. I never should have done any of this. I should have just stayed where I was. I've ruined our lives, Dean. I've ruined everything."

Dean stood up and faced his mother. He touched her chin and raised her face so they were looking each other, directly. "Mom... look at me... Do I look like my name is Dean? You didn't ask me to deny who I was, you allowed me to discover who I really am. Like you said to Dr Ames at our first meeting, I would have figured it out eventually, but this whole thing has allowed me to figure out who I really am. Who I was meant to be. I'm very glad that you showed me a whole new world, mom. Thank you."

She stood and hugged him, very tightly. "Well, at least some good has come from all of this then." She kissed his head and let him go. "I guess we should pack up our things. There's an emergency meeting of the Board of Directors at seven tomorrow morning. I'll have to resign and..." she sighed "oh, well... I really liked this house... and this school."

Dean shook his head. "Mom... I don't really care about packing or anything. I need to talk to my friends and..." suddenly the whole situation seemed overwhelming and it showed on his face.

"... and Willie?" his mother asked.

Dean nodded. "Mom, he can't hear it from strangers." Tears welled up in his eyes. "I'm ruining the show, mom, and that's bad enough, but if they find out... if Willie finds out... from... from... from Donna..." That was all he could get out before his dam burst and he broke out into sobs.

"I know, honey, I know," his mother said as she hugged him. "Let's see if we can get together with Willie and his mom, then see if the girls and their moms are available. Ok?"

He nodded, but it was a good few minutes before he got control of himself.
 
 
To Be Continued...

Twenty Weeks - 6 Final

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Contests, Deals, Bets or Dares
  • School or College Life
  • Sweet / Sentimental

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  • School Girl

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Twenty Weeks - 6 Final

by Clara
Copyright©2022, 2024 Clara Schumann

 

Why is this a day late? I have no idea! I must have messed up the up-load some how. I am so sorry, but MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE everyone! Whether you observe or not, it's still Christmas Eve. So, to the synopsis: Now what? Deedee had found her true self and that had led to friends, love and happiness, but the pettiness of a rich rival had torn that all away. So what happens when her friends and classmates find out she's not 'really' a girl. What happens when Willie finds out? Will it matter if Dr Martin loses her position at Greenwood Academy? Let's find out!!!


 
Author's Note: I do appreciate the comments, I really do. I am truly happy that so many people are enjoying the story. It's a pretty busy week, I know and I appreciate you giving me a little of your time. Happy Chanukah, Good Kwanza and Merry Christmas.

Happy Holidays to everyone! ~Clara.
 
This version of Twenty Weeks - 6 has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 
 
Part 6 Final
 

"Thank you so much for seeing us," Amelia said as she and Dean entered the Trainer house. It was a very nice, fairly new home. Big, wide open design, very bright and airy. Much more similar to the houses in California than the house in which Amelia and Dean lived on campus.

"Don't be silly. Come on in," Willie's mother, Muriel smiled. Over the last few weeks, Muriel and Amelia had gotten together several times for coffee or wine. They had gotten to like each other a great deal. Amelia knew this would hurt her and she felt bad about that.

When they were all seated, Muriel said, "So, what's up? You sounded serious on the phone."

"Well, unfortunately..." Dean's mother began to speak, but Dean stood and stopped her.

"No, mom. I think I need to say this."

Dr Martin took his hand and nodded.

Dean looked at Willie and the tears welled up again. "I..." he breathed, desperate to keep control. "Willie, I... I really, really, really like you. I mean, like, I like you more than anyone I've ever known and more than anything, I want to be your girlfriend, but..."

Suddenly, Willie stood up. "Ok... Ummm..." he looked at the two mothers in the room, then back at Deedee. "Maybe we should discuss this alone."

Dean was so focused on getting everything out, though, that he never stopped. "... I'm not who you think I am and now... now... I have to tell you something, and I'm afraid it's going to make you hate me. I think it might make everybody hate me."

Willie was still trying to stop Dean's confession. "Yeah, ok, but can we do this alone?"

"Now, wait a minute," Muriel touched her son's arm. "I think I need to hear this, too." She looked at her new friend, Deedee's mother. "What's going on?"

Dr Martin jumped in to the ongoing cacophony and began speaking along with everyone else. "You see, Muriel, I really needed this job and the other private schools wouldn't allow mid-year transfers and..."

"Ok, everyone stop!" Muriel shouted, and the room got quiet immediately. She looked at Dean and saw how upset he was, but of course, she only saw an upset, little girl, and she felt a lot of empathy for the child.

"Now, Deedee," she said calmly, "obviously you have something very important to get off your chest. Now, no matter what it is, I promise, no one will hate you. I mean, how bad could it be? It's not like you're going to tell us that you're really a boy or something."

All the air seemed to leave the room at that moment and everyone looked down at the floor.

"Oh, my God," Willie's mother gasped as she looked at everyone in the room.

Willie just shook his head and stood still for a second. Finally, he looked at his astonished mother and said, "Mom... let's not go crazy, ok?"

"You KNEW about this!?" his mother nearly screamed.

"Mom... please. Calm down."

"How did you find out?" Dean asked, nearly as shocked as Muriel.

Willie looked a little embarrassed and shrugged. "Your father, remember? That night he barged in on us? It was obvious that he thought he'd caught his son doing something with a girl by the way he looked at me. And then he got all confused and he called you 'Dean,' and went ballistic. I kinda put it all together that night."

"Wait!" Dean said. "Then... if you knew... and we still went on that date... and all the other times you held my hand and you kissed me... and... then... you knew and it didn't matter..."

Dean took two hurried steps forward and wrapped his arms around Willie's midsection, his head pressed against the boy's chest. Willie responded by wrapping his arms protectively around Dean's small shoulders.

Muriel shook her head, trying to clear her thoughts. "Wait a minute... If you knew that he was a boy, then... William! Are you... gay?"

"What? No. Of course not." William laughed. "Mom, I'm in love with Deedee."

"And Deedee's a boy," Muriel clarified.

"Oh, come on, mom," Willie laughed. "Look at her. Deedee's no more a boy than Robin is. She's just..."

She shook her head with even more force. "William, if she has male parts, than she's a boy."

"Says who?" He laughed. "Mom, Deedee is the prettiest, smartest girl I know and like I said... I love her. I don't care about what's down there, I love her."

Muriel looked at Dr Martin for confirmation that she wasn't dreaming. This whole conversation just seemed too surreal to be happening.

"If it helps," Dr Martin said, "Deedee is currently seeing several doctors in order to, eventually, rectify her physical issues surrounding her true sexual identity."

"You mean, reassignment surgery?"

Dr Martin nodded.

"You love me?" Dean whispered to Willie.

"Well, yeah, of course I love you, Deedee. I thought you knew that," he half-laughed as he spoke. "You love me too, don't you?"

Dean smiled, his face still wet with tears. "I do."

"See. I knew that, too," Willie laughed.

Muriel stood, put one hand on her hip and the other on her forehead, shook her head and said, "Well, if this doesn't beat all." Then she put a hand on each of Dean's shoulders and asked him to face her. "Honestly, I cannot see the tiniest trace of a boy in there." She shook her head some more. "William... I understand why you're so taken with her, but..." She looked at her son and saw that he was determined to take a stand if necessary. What was the point in arguing? If he was actually 'in love' with this girl, as he claimed, then arguing about it would just make matters worse.

"Alright," she finally conceded. "If you're ok with this, then I am too, but... for goodness sake, Amelia, you could have broken this news in a more subtle manner. Why did we have to do it like this? As if it's the last scene in an Agatha Christie book?"

The Chancellor sighed and told Muriel and Willie her story.

"Wait!" Willie said as she wrapped things up, "You're not going to fight this or anything? Your just leaving!?!?"

"There's not much else I can do," Dr Martin shrugged.

"You can fight them," Willie insisted.

"Willie," she said, exhausted already and it was only approaching noon, "I can't make a big stink about this. In educational circles, a scandal like the one this could create, could not only destroy my career, it could destroy Greenwood Academy. I came here to make that school a better place. I can't be responsible for closing it."

"This is all so odd," Muriel said. "I don't mean you, dear, I mean... Look at those two, Amelia. They don't care about any of this. They're in love and they're fine with all of it."

"It's a new, more tolerant generation," Dr Martin nodded.
"Unfortunately, it's their parents who will have to make the decisions and I'm sure I will be moving out of that house in the next day or two."

Muriel shook her head.

"Look, Muriel... William..." Dr Martin said, sounding tired, "I cannot thank you enough for being so supportive and understanding, but... Deedee really wants to talk to her friends before they hear the news from Donna Linkletter tomorrow."

Muriel nodded. "Understandable."

Dean's mother looked at him and said, "Text your friends, love, and we'll have to get going."

Dean nodded.

"Can we go with them, mom?" Willie asked.

"Oh, William, I don't know. This could get messy..."

"And that's why we need to go, mom. Please. We're not doing anything here anyway. We could all meet at Aunt Penny's house and talk to Robin and Jade. If we're cool with it, maybe Aunt Penny and Jade's mom can be, too."

Muriel pondered and then looked at her son's desperate expression. Finally she nodded. "Ok."
 

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When Dr Martin and Dean arrived at Robin's house, Jade's mother's car was already in the driveway. Willie and his mother pulled in right behind them.

"You ready?" Amelia asked Dean as they approached the door.

Dean shook his head. "Not really."

"Well, Willie took it well," she said, by way of encouragement.

Before she could knock, Robin's mother, Penny, opened the door and smiled. "Hi. Tough day?"

Dr Martin and Dean looked at each other, not knowing what she meant. After all, they hadn't let on that there was a problem to discuss.

Within a second or two, Willie arrived and excused himself as he squeezed into the doorway. "The girls are in Robbie's room," Penny said as he passed. "Come on in," she said to her guests.

The dining room table was covered with a table cloth, coffee cups, a pitcher-shaped thermos of coffee and a tray of cookies.

"I'm sorry," Dr Martin said, "are we interrupting something? Are you having guests over?"

"Yes," Penny nodded. "Have a seat and help yourselves."

"Ummm, maybe I should go talk to the girls," Dean suggested.

"Nope," Penny said with a sly smile. "They're not ready for you yet, but they'll be down when they are."

"Ready for me?"

"Have a seat."

"Oh, hi," Jade's mother said as she entered the room with a handful of paper napkins. "Are you two ok?"

Dr Martin was completely flummoxed by the casual attitude of these women who seemed to be setting up the room for a get together.

"We're f..." the Chancellor began to say, but then opted to tell the truth. "No. In fact we are very far from ok. That's why we're here. Deedee and I need to speak to you and the girls about something very important."

"No, you don't," Muriel said, pulling out a chair and indicating that Dean should sit. "Everyone here knows, Amelia. Just sit."

"You know!?" Dr Martin asked, shocked.

"Willie called us and told us what was going on," Jade's mother said.

"Now, let's discuss Willie's solution," Penny said, as she sat.
 

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"Yeah, 4187 Walnut Road," Jade said into her phone. "See you in an hour." She ended the call and looked at her friends. "That's everyone on my list. Everyone who answered their phones said they're coming."

"I called thirty four and only two didn't answer," Robin said. "They all said they'd be here, too."

"I called the people on my list, too," Willie said. "I only had ten. They said they're coming."

"Where are we going to put them all?" Jade asked.

"It's pretty warm out today," Willie suggested, "maybe we could do it outside."

"It's like sixty people," Robin said. "I bet we could get them all out in the back yard and use the deck as a kind of stage so we can talk to everyone."

"Good plan."
 

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The Chancellor took a deep breath. "It's not that I don't appreciate all your work," she said, "but I'm not sure how good an idea it is to involve so many people. If this gets into the papers, it could ruin the school."

"It won't get into the papers," Jade's mother said. "The board doesn't want to have all of us pulling our girls out of the school. The Linkletters aren't THAT generous. Yes, they give the school a lot of money, but if we all walk away, the school can't rely on them to fund the whole place. Even though Jade is at Greenwood on a scholarship, we still pay several thousand dollars a year in tuition and fees. I bet we pay more per year than the Linkletters donate in that same space of time."

There was a knock on the door and Penny went to get it.

"Maybe it'll be ok," Dean whispered to his mother.

"I don't know, baby," she said, shaking her head. "This is risky."

"Hello, hello," someone said as she entered the dining room. "I guess someone is a much better actress than she let on." It was Ms Highland. She patted Dean's head. "It's going to be alright, Deedee." She looked at the Chancellor and winked. "It will."

"Hey, stud," Jade said as she came into the dining room and kissed Dean's cheek.

Dean couldn't help but smile at that. "Hi."

"Why didn't you just tell us?" Jade asked, playing with his hair and the ever present bow in it.

He shrugged. "I wanted to, but I couldn't. Besides, I wasn't sure how you'd react."

"Are you kidding? One of my best friends is a trans-girl. How much cooler can you get? It's so... twenty-first century." She smiled broadly as if to say that she understood everything that Dean was going through.

"So, do you know what's going on?" Robin asked.

"Kinda."

"How many people are coming?" Penny asked her daughter.

"About sixty, I think," Robin replied.

"Sixty!?" Penny said, shocked. "Who did you call?"

"Everybody in our grade and everyone in the show."

"Well, she's right. That's at least sixty or seventy people," Ms Highland said. "How many families said they'd be coming?"

"Like I said," Robin said, "about sixty."

"Robbie, if both parents come, or if they bring a student with them, that could be a lot more than sixty people."

"Oh, yeah," Robin said, not having considered that. "I guess."

"Where are we going to put them all?" Penny asked, a bit astounded by the size of the gathering.

"We figured we'd have to do it outside," Willie said.

"And use the deck as kind of a stage so we can talk to everyone," Jade offered.

It was just about an hour later that people began showing up. By then, they'd prepared things outside by the deck. Robin and Jade had run over to the house a neighbor who played a little guitar and had a small public address system. He was eager to help, so he brought a little portable PA system over and had set it up for them.

It was about two thirty that afternoon that Penny guided Dean and his mother out onto the deck off of their kitchen. The deck sat about three and a half feet above the ground, not real high, but it offered the opportunity to focus attention to the speakers without any obstructions. The view from the deck was truly shocking. There must have been three hundred people in the yard. All the people that Willie and the girls had called had called other people in turn and so most of the families from Greenwood Academy were represented at this gathering.

"Good afternoon," Penny said into the microphone. "We invited you all here today for two reasons. First, it has come to our attention that a member of the Greenwood Academy Board of Directors has taken it upon themselves to use their power as a board member to carry out a personal vendetta against the school's chancellor, and a student, who happens to be the daughter of the chancellor. Second..." she looked at Dean for a moment, knowing that the next few minutes were going to change this child's life. "... Well... the second issue involves a student. Deanne, come here, please."

Dean took a deep breath, felt his mother rub his back as a sign of encouragement, and he stepped forward.

"Now, I'm sure that all of the students know this young lady, but for those people who don't, I will introduce her," Penny continued. "This is Deanne Martin, daughter of Greenwood Academy Chancellor, Dr Amelia Martin. Deanne... or Deedee, as we all know her... arrived at Greenwood at the start of the third quarter when Dr Martin became our new, and very enlightened, leader, and the girls very quickly welcomed Deedee into their community. She is a bright, funny, intelligent and talented girl and a credit to the Greenwood Academy community."

She placed her hands on each of Dean's shoulders. "What many of us did not know until today is that Deanne was struggling in a way that none of us may have understood. See... Deanne... Deedee... was born a male and has made some very difficult and brave choices to become the girl she knew she needed to become."

There were murmurs in the crowd. All of the mumbling sounded confused, but some sounded surprised, while others, mostly the older ones, sounded concerned.

"Now, tomorrow morning, the school's Board of Directors is meeting to discuss Dr Martin's dismissal as Chancellor and the only charge they have against her is the fact that she enrolled her transgender daughter in our school and did not make a public proclamation to announce that her daughter was a trans-girl. I think that all of us can understand why a mother would want to protect her child's privacy as she deals with something so personal. As a matter of fact, neither Dr Martin nor Deedee was too happy about us organizing this meeting and letting you know about these things now. However, we felt that if this invasion of their privacy can keep Dr Martin, a very positive force in our school, and Deedee, a wonderful girl, from leaving Greenwood, it was worth doing."

There were a few moments of quiet before someone called out, "Who is leading the charge against the Martins?"

Penny sighed. "Mr and Mrs Linkletter."

"Does this have anything to do with the incident at rehearsal for the musical a few weeks ago?" Someone else shouted.

"Yes. We believe it does."

A man stepped forward and, in a very loud voice, asked, "Why wasn't the school notified that there was a transgender student in the building?"

"I CAN ANSWER THAT!" A woman called out from the crowd. It was Mrs Olsen, the Assistant Chancellor of Greenwood Academy. She climbed the stairs and stood on the deck so she could use the microphone.

When she was ready, she spoke. "The answer - we were notified. Or at least, I was. As you all know, we had a very lengthy search for a new Chancellor at Greenwood. When we found Dr Martin, it was like the angels sang! She was the perfect fit for our school. Decades of experience, more degrees than you could shake a stick at, five published books on educational pedagogy... the list goes on.'

"Dr Martin met with the Board of Directors, and as acting Chancellor, I was included in that meeting, and we all agreed, that included the Linkletters as board members, that we had found our new leader. After that meeting, I had a quiet dinner with Dr Martin and she told me her trans-daughter would be coming with her. I told her that all of us at Greenwood would welcome Deedee with open arms."

"Why weren't we notified?" The man called out. "We have a right to know that there was a boy in the school with our daughters."

"Well," Mrs Olsen smirked, "had then been a boy in the school with your daughters, you would have been told, but there wasn't. There was a trans-girl and you were not notified because, to be blunt, it was none of your business. Deedee's issues are being treated by licensed, reputable doctors, the same way a student with, for instance, a digestive issue would be treated by her doctor. That is private information and not something that we can discuss with our students or their parents, even if we are made aware."

"That's bull," the man spat. "This boy has been in locker rooms with our daughters and..."

"No sir, SHE has not. Deeded is excused from physical education due to a breathing disorder," Mrs Olsen held firmly. There were some grumbles, but people seemed to be relaxing.

"Well, I think it's pretty freaking cool that we have a trans-girl at our school!" A girl from Dean's class shouted out. "And I think you're the bravest kid I ever met, Dee. You rock, babe!"

That elicited some cheers from other students. Dean smiled at the support.

"I assure you all," Mrs Olsen finished, "we took all the necessary steps to ensure the wellbeing of every girl at Greenwood..." and the conversation continued with Dr Martin and Mrs Olsen answering many many questions.

"Thank you for that," Dr Martin whispered to Mrs Olsen when they had stepped away from the microphone.

"You should have told me the truth," Mrs Olsen replied. "That cock and bull story about twins... I don't know why I ever believed it." She shook her head and laughed at her own foolishness. She wasn't at all angry, just surprised at herself.

Dr Martin nodded. "I'm sorry." She didn't bother to explain that her son had never even considered being a female until after his arrival at Greenwood. "I owe you."

"No, you don't. I've been at Greenwood for eleven years, you're my fourth Chancellor and you're the only one who knew how to really do the job. So, let's see if there's any way that we can keep you HERE come tomorrow morning."
 

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"On, shit," Dean whispered as he glanced out his bedroom window that Monday morning. "Mom!" He shouted down the hallway. "Have you looked out the window this morning?"

His mother ducked her head into his room. "No. Why?"

"Look." He pointed out the window.

"Oh, shit," she whispered. "I was afraid of something like this happening."

In front of the school building, several Boston area news trucks were parked. Each had a massive satellite dish on it and each had the name of the station emblazoned on it. There were also radio station vans and card with newspaper placards on them parked on the side of the road

"So much for a quiet meeting," Dr Martin said, shaking her head. She looked at her child and shook her head. "I told Penny this would happen. I'm sorry, baby. This is all my fault. This could go very badly, you know. Maybe it would be best if you stayed home today."

"Mom, if this goes badly, then it'll be my last chance to see my friends. I'm not staying home."

There was a knock on the door.

"Oh," Dean said, checking the time on his phone, "the girls are coming over early today. That must be them."

He hurried down the stairs and opened the door, but the girls weren't there. Instead, there was a mass of television cameras and very good looking men and women thrusting microphones at him and screaming questions over each other.

Dean slammed the door shut and stepped back, staring at the wooden barrier that separated him from the horde of reporters beyond.

"Where are the girls?" His mother asked coming down the stairs, but she could tell by the look on Dean's face that not all was right. "What's wrong? Who was it?"

"Reporters."

"Reporters?" She was about to call campus security when the sound of frantic banging came from the back door. "Now what?"

As the two of them hurried in that direction, they could hear voices shouting from that direction. "Dee! It's us! Open the door! It's us! Dee! Dee!"

Dr Martin opened the back door and hurried the girls in, then went to call campus security.

"Have you seen what's going on out there?" Jade asked, excited and a bit scared. "There's like five news trucks out there and there's radio and newspaper people here, too. It's freaking crazy!"

"Are you and your mom ok?" Robin asked.

Dean nodded. "I guess. I think she's as scared as I am and I'm so scared I can barely move."

Robin gave him a tight squeeze. "We're here for you, Dee. No matter what."

Dean shook his head. "I can't believe you guys. I lied to you, pretended to be something I'm not and you're still here for me. I don't deserve you guys."

"You know what?" Jade said. "I have problems with my period. Some months it's really late, and when it is, I'm in terrible pain for days. When it finally does start, it's really heavy for a few days, it smells really bad and I hate how I feel until it's over."

There was a moment of silence as Dean and Robin stared at her.

"Ok... gross," Robin finally said.

"My point is," Jade explained, "I never told you about that, but I didn't lie to you, either, did I?" She smiled. "See, I never asked you if you were a trans-girl, so you didn't lie to me."

"But I told you about my twin brother who doesn't exist," Dean said.

"And my mother told me about Santa Claus, but I still love her, and I love you, too. Understand?"

Dean smiled. "I do."

"Alright, girls," Dr Morse said. "Campus security is on its way. They're going to disperse all these people and while they're moving them off campus, we're going out the back door with a whole bunch of parents and students who are on their way over, now. That way they can't film us as we walk over to the school. Stay nice and tight and in the center of the group. Ok?"

All three nodded.

Just then, they heard the sounds of the people on the front porch being dispersed. Campus Security people were sounding bossy and reporters were sounding resentful. Amelia grabbed her coat and Dean's and they all headed to the back door. The arrived just as someone tapped on it. Jade opened it and they exited into a group of a dozen or so, fairly tall adults and students and they all walked over to the school without an interference.
 

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The Linkletters had planned on a small meeting in the school's conference room, but unbeknownst to them, a large meeting had been set up in the school's largest theater, the same theater in which the musical 'Chicago' was set to be presented later that week.

"This is absurd," Mr Linkletter shouted, as he entered the building after pushing through the throng of media at the end of the driveway. "This is a matter that needs to be dealt with in a dignified, businesslike way and YOU have turned it into a circus. Well, if you think for one second that a few reporters will make me back down, then you have another thing coming, Dr Martin." He looked at Mrs Olsen and snapped, "Have the other members of the Board of Directors arrived?"

Mrs Olsen nodded. "Yes. The other board members are already in the theater."

Mr Linkletter took a step towards the conference room, but stopped and turned back to Mrs Olsen. "THE THEATER!?" he shouted. "The board meets in the conference room. Why the hell are they in the theater?"

"They're in the theater because the conference room could not accommodate the board members and the number of parents and guardians who showed up," Mrs Olsen explained.

His eyes narrowed. "Parents?" He looked at the Chancellor. "What do you think you're playing at, Dr Martin? I intended to handle this quietly to avoid any embarrassment for you or your son and you seem determined to make this difficult."

"Mr Linkletter," the Chancellor finally spoke, "I am fully aware of your intentions. Your child and mine had a spat. Your child behaved poorly and rather than discipline her, you've chosen to take away my income, leaving my child penniless."

"And I will be pleased to do so, Dr Martin. Maybe the next time you decide to challenge your social superiors, you'll think twice about it and stay in your own lane. Neither you nor your son have any business being here. Like it or not, this is how the world turns. I don't lose, Dr Martin, nor does my daughter. I'm a winner, Dr Martin - you are not."

"You are heartless and petty, Mr Linkletter, and I know that, having said that, there is an excellent chance that I may find myself homeless in the next few hours, but I will not allow you to use my daughter as a weapon against me or against this school."

"Well, you probably should have thought of that BEFORE you tried to pass your swishy little son off as your daughter. The very idea of bringing that little fairy into this academically renown institution so he can spread his perversion amongst our daughters and parade around like a little princess on that stage - a stage that MY FAMILY paid for..."

He had a lot more to say, but Dr Martin had heard enough. "Mr Linkletter, were you on the committee that, five years ago, voted to install surveillance cameras in this building?"

Caught off guard by the change in topic, he sputtered before answering. "What? Was I...? Well, of course I was. I led that drive to raise the money and..."

"And are you aware that the only cameras in this building that can record both video AND sound are the ones that monitor this front desk?" She interrupted again.

"Am I...? Well, yes, of course I am aware that..."

"Are you at all familiar with the rights of trans-people in the Commonwealth of Massachusetts, Mr Linkletter. Are you aware that 'Hate Speech' on a school campus is a felony?"

He stared at her dumbly.

The Chancellor walked around the front counter, stepped into the hallway and motioned for someone. Seconds later, she was back behind the front counter and two police officers were standing in the outer office as well. "Mrs Olsen, would you please go and gather the other members of the Board of Directors into my office. Once you are in there, please show them video we just recorded here, and I believe that Sargent Hoffman will join you in there, am I correct, Sargent?"

The police officer nodded as he looked menacingly at Mr Linkletter.

"While you do that, I will go and explain to the assembled parents that we will be beginning as soon as we can."

"This is absurd," Mr Linkletter said, sounding disgusted. "When I tell them..."

"You'll be waiting right here with Officer Hayes," the Sargent said. Then he looked at his colleague. "He stays here until we find out whether or not the Board of Directors wants to press charges."

"Press charges?" Mr Linkletter look doubtful. "This would be hilarious if it weren't so insane."

"Just wait here, sir," the Sargent said, then left the office with Mrs Olsen and Dr Martin headed to the theater.

She passed the board members on her way and she nodded casually. They knew why they were there as several of them had been at the previous day's meeting, so she was reasonably sure that all of them had been updated about how the parents felt about the situation.
 

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Dean was a wreck. He had no idea how things were going or if this was the last day he'd have with his friends. As first period ended, he walked out into the hallway and straight into Donna Linkletter and one of her friends. He knew immediately that she was there to cause problems. This hallway was exclusively for sophomore classes and Donna was a senior.

"Oooohhh," Donna cooed, "look. The little girl came in for one last day at the fancy school. Isn't that adorable?"

"Back off, Donna, or I'll go get Mrs Cohen," Jade warned.

Donna raised her eyebrows in a mocking way. "Oh, no! Don't do that!" She laughed. "Look, scholarship girl, if my father and I aren't afraid to get the Chancellor and her..." she made air quotes "... 'daughter' removed from this place, what makes you think you can challenge me?"

"You and your family don't run this school, Donna," Jade said, guiding Dean towards his next class.

"We shall see, welfare. We shall see."
 

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"I apologize for the delay, ladies and gentlemen," Amelia said into a microphone on the stage. "I am sure that the board members will be in very shortly. In the meantime, if anyone has any questions that I did not answer yesterday, or if anyone wasn't able to come yesterday and you have questions.."
 

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"Is it true?" A very pleasant girl named Mary asked Dean in a whisper from the back row of the history classroom. "Were you really a boy before?"

Dean nodded. "Yeah... I was."

"Wow," Mary said shaking her head. "That's amazing. I never would have guessed."

Dean shrugged, not sure how to take that.

"I didn't mean..." Mary looked upset, afraid that she's upset her classmate. "All I meant was... You seem so... natural... as a girl. I mean... obviously, this is the real you, right?"

Dean smiled. "Right." He almost felt like crying. "Thank you, Mary. I really needed to hear that today."
 

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"What the fu.." Frank muttered, looking at his computer screen where he'd been watching the ABC morning news streaming live. The reporter was standing in front of a school. A school Frank recognized because he'd been there once before. Recently. Very recently.

"The situation began when a transgender student, who also happens to be the daughter of the school's recently hired Chancellor was outed by the parents of a school rival. Now, that parent has demanded that the Chancellor resign. There is a meeting going on right now between the Board of Directors and the parents to decide the fate of this career educator and her transgender child..."

"You all set Frank? We have to go," one of Frank's co-works asked.

"Wait a minute," Frank replied. "I need a minute to think."

"Think? Frank, There's fifteen people in the transport truck waiting on us. Come on, let's go. Time is money."

Frank stared at the computer.

"Frank?"

"Frank?"

Frank looked up at last. "Yeah... umm... look, Jim... just... umm... just go without me, ok. I have to get back to the states as fast as I can?"

"What!? The states!? Frank..." he laughed, "this is a multi billion dollar job, you can't..."

"Jesus, Jim, just fucking go without me, will you? My family..." he sighed. "...my kid... my daughter... she needs me. I'll probably be too late to help, but... fuck me... I gotta go."
 

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Dr Martin had answered well over twenty questions. She had answered them honestly and when people had pushed back, she allowed them to express their fears and concerned, then she addressed each fear and concern as concisely and honestly as possible. It had been almost an hour, though and the majority of them had jobs to get to. So, 'antsy' would best describe the overall mood in the theater.

Just when it felt like people were going to start leaving, Mrs Olsen came onto the stage in a harried, but businesslike manner. "I apologize for the delay, ladies and gentlemen," she said, "but the board members are dealing with one last issue before they come in here to discuss the outcome of their conversation with you."

"Wait a minute," a well dressed man interrupted, standing from his seat about mid-way up the aisle from the stage, "we're all here to discuss things with the board. Not to just hear their decision."

"Yes, Mr Craymore, they will be hearing your opinions before making any decisions..." she heard something from the stage door. It was the board members arriving. "Oh... they're here. I will get off the stage and let them take over from here."

Just then, an announcement came through the loudspeakers. "Donna Linkletter, please report to the office for dismissal."
 

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There was not a lot of teaching going on in the sophomore classes that morning. Even in the classes that Dean wasn't in. The girls were worried about their new friend. They were all too preoccupied, wondering what the heck was going on in the theater, to do any work and that announcement had made matters much worse.

"Dismissal? Do you think she's leaving for good?"

"Do they want her out of the building so we don't yell at her when Deedee and her mom get thrown out?"

"Maybe she's scared to be here."

"Alright, girls, come on. This is still a school day and there's work to be done. So... focus." The Algebra teacher was frustrated, both with the girls not doing what she asked and with not knowing what was happening in the meeting. Dr Martin had been a godsend to this school and Deedee was just the sweetest girl. She didn't want to lose either of them, but...

"Miss, aren't you even a little curious about what's going on in there?" A girl asked.

"Of course I am, Audrey, but we're not in there, are we? So we must focus on our lessons."

"In Civics, Miss, we were told that protests and peaceful civil disobedience can sometimes persuade the people who make the rules see what's really important," another girl said.

"Yeah!" Another girl chimed in, "like what Martin Luther King did. You know, just sitting at that lunch counter or marching to make sure that people couldn't forget them."

"All good points, girls, but we are staying right here and working."

Suddenly, Eleanor Barnard, probably the quietest girl in the school, stood from her seat at a desk by the windows and headed across the room towards the door.

"Eleanor, please take your seat," the teacher said, with a sense of authority that was typically met with 'yes, ma'am, especially from a girl like Eleanor.

"No, Miss, I can't," the girl replied, looking bravely defiant. "This is wrong and making us sit here while our friend's future is being decided by grownups who don't even know her is just wrong and stupid. I'm not calling you, stupid, Miss, I mean... this whole thing is stupid. So, I'm going to the theater and telling them that I really like Deedee and that I want her to stay." She opened the door and exited, leaving the room silent, dumbfounded.

The teacher cleared her throat, about to say something, although she had no idea what, when suddenly, as if as one, the entire rest of the class rose and hurried out the door.

"Girls! Girls! Please!" The teacher called out, but no one listened. As the last girl exited the room, the teacher mumbled a quiet cuss and hurried out to follow them. If they were going to fire her, at least they'd have to admit that she stayed with her girls.
 

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"I need to charter a flight," Frank said into his phone as he drove toward the nearest airport.

"Yes, sir. Where to?"

"Boston, Massachusetts, or better still, Worcester, Massachusetts."

"Massachusetts?" The person on the other end of the call sounded a bit surprised. "Well, the only way I can get you that far south without changing flights is on one of our four seater jets. It is more costly, but if you split the cost with your fellow passengers..."

"I'm traveling alone. The cost is not important, I have a Black Card you can charge it to. I will be there in about two hours. Can you be gassed up, have clearance and be ready to go when I get there?"

"Of course, sir. See you in two hours."
 

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As Eleanor ran down the sophomore hallway, class after class looked up to see who was running in the hall, something that was forbidden in large print in the student handbook.

When the herd of girls from her class ran past, each class leapt up to see where they were going.

As the Algebra teacher fan by last, bringing up the rear of the herd, every girl in each of the passing classrooms ran out the door and joined in the rush for the theater.

Finally, the teachers followed.

All but one teacher, that is, who still had three students who stayed in her classroom.

"I would have thought that three of you would be the most interested in what's happening in the theater," the teacher said.

"I'm only interested in my friend," Jade said, moving her chair close to Dean's.

"Mr Linkletter is just an asshole and so is Donna," Robin said, crossing her arms and slouching in her chair.

"Hey, hey, hey, now, missy," the teacher warned. "You know that foul language isn't allowed here and flinging insults at people just makes you look bad. So, never say that someone is... that word."

Robin shrugged. "He is, though, and so is she, but they're rich, so everyone in this whole town kisses their butts and lets them do whatever they want. It's just not fair."

Well, there was no point in arguing with that.

The teacher pulled a chair up to sit opposite Dean, leaned forward a bit and took Dean's hands in hers. "Deedee... I am not going to pretend to understand what you're going through, but... sweetheart... you are a smart and strong young woman. No matter what happens, you are going to be fine. The pain and the fear you're feeling now, that will pass. And if they decide in your favor, then you will be back here tomorrow and it'll be as if nothing happened. And if the decide against you... I know that will hurt and it'll be hard, but Deedee, I promise you... you will get through that too, and be a stronger woman because of it."

Dean sniffled a bit. "Miss... you don't understand...I can't be Deedee if I leave. It was too hard to become Deedee in the first place. I can't do it all over again, and..." he looked to each of his closest friends, "... I can't bear to leave Robin and Jade and..." he chose not to say Willie's name, "... I just can't."

"I know how big this all feels, Deedee, but... look... honey... I know how unfair it is to throw so much at someone as young as you, but I promise you... no matter what happens, you will be ok. Too many people love you to let anything really bad happen to you."
 

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"Good morning," Mr Barnard, the chairman of Greenwood Academy's Board of Directors said into the microphone on the stage. "I do apologize for the delay and I thank you all for coming this morning. It has been a very... interesting morning and..."

He stopped speaking because a door in the back of the theater slammed shut. He glanced up to see who had made such an obnoxious entrance, half expecting Mr Linkletter to be returning in order to create a scene, but instead he saw his youngest daughter, Eleanor - quiet, polite Eleanor - standing at the end of the aisle, looking at him expectantly. He stared back at her and, even in the half-darkened theater, he knew that she was hoping that he would do the right thing - at least the right thing in her eyes. That he would let her classmate stay, not punish her just for being a little different.

"Umm..." he said, regaining his footing and getting back to the matter at hand, "as I was saying... it has been an interesting morning. Enlightening may well be a better word, but my fellow board members and I..."

He stopped again, this time because dozens of girls were flooding into the theater. A few teachers appeared as well and ushered the girls into seats in the rear of the hall, warning them to be quiet.

This was truly unexpected. The Board had specifically requested that the girls all remain in class that morning so that the meeting could remain as unemotional and businesslike as possible.

A teacher came up to the front of the auditorium and spoke loudly so all could hear. "I'm sorry, everyone. The sophomore girls just couldn't stay in their classrooms while this was going on. We have taught them to be powerful and to speak their minds, and, unfortunately - or fortunately, in my opinion - we are reaping what we have sown. They are here to speak their minds... if necessary."

She looked up at the stage and said, "I'm sorry, Mr Barnard. Please continue."

The chairman of the board drew a deep breath and started over.

"To the point of this meeting," he said, looking around the room. "This meeting was called to consider the removal of Dr Amelia Martin as Chancellor of Greenwood Academy and the expulsion of her child, Deanne Martin, from the school."

He had to raise his voice as he continued through that sentence because, from the back of the hall, a murmur began to grow amongst the sophomore girls followed by the sound of teachers hushing them.

Mr Barnard looked up to see what was happening. The room got darker as it stretched out before him, but he could still see Eleanor, his sweet, quiet little girl. Had she actually led the charge of girls into the theater? He could see her face imploring him to be merciful. He truly was not sure what he was going to do, but if he chose to persecute this woman just for being a good mother, or this child just for being different, how would his daughter look at him for the rest of her life.

"Although it is understandable that Dr Martin wanted to protect her child and not make their secrets public, the board does feel that her decision to not make the community aware of the presence of a transsexual child attending our school was a terrible breech of our trust and certainly something serious enough for us to terminate her contract."

Dr Matin felt the floor open up beneath her and her ears were ringing. Although she remained stoic and unflinching, she could feel her life unraveling. How could she ever recover from this? What about Dean? Well, Deedee. What about her? She had uprooted her child, forced her to take on an entirely new persona... but she'd found herself and found friends and found young love and found some measure of happiness, and now it would all be yanked away from her. How could things have gone this far wrong?

It was a few moments before she was conscious of her surroundings again and it was then that she heard an odd, rhythmic chanting. It sounded as if it was children's voices, but as she listened, more and more adult voices seemed to be joining.

"Let them stay!"

The chant went.

"Let them stay!
Let them stay!
Let them stay!
Let them stay!
Let them stay!
Let them stay!"

It got louder and louder and more forceful as it went.

"Let them stay!
Let them stay!
Let them stay!
Let them stay!
Let them stay!
Let them stay!"

She looked at the Chairman of the Board, standing by the podium looking confused.

"Let them stay!
Let them stay!
Let them stay!
Let them stay!
Let them stay!
Let them stay!"

Suddenly, a woman from the audience climbed the stairs and walked to the podium, gently pushing the Chairman to the side. She held her hands up and the chanting began to subside. Finally, it grew quiet and the woman spoke.

"For those of you that don't know me, my name is Rosalee Jansen and I'm the president of the Greenwood Parent Association. The Board of Directors may not be aware of this, but last night, after many of heard about the Dr Martin and Deedee Martin situation, the Parent Association had a Board meeting of our own. At that meeting, we discussed this entire situation from the point of view of parents."

"Now, we understand that finding out that a boy was attending our all girls' school was shocking, but we also agreed that this mostly due to the fact that most of us had had very little experience with children - or adults, for that matter - dealing with sexual dysphoria; a recognized, medical condition. After a long conversation, we concluded that we, as parents, had nothing to fear from Deedee Martin and that, if we had a child dealing with a medical issue - say... Crohn's Disease, or depression, or even something as serious as a cancer of some type - then perhaps we might opt not to make our child's diagnosis known, either. Why put a child through unnecessary trauma by making all of their friends aware of something that will not impact the friends' health or well being? We believe that this is the conclusion that Dr Martin came to as well, and it is a conclusion that protected her child until a member of the Board of Directors hired a private detective to dig into her life in an intrusive and unnecessary manner."

"So, it is the opinion of the Greenwood Academy Parent Association that;
A) Dr Martin should not be punished for behaving the way any good parent should and would behave.
B) Deedee Martin should be allowed to remain at Greenwood Academy - and finally -
C) Mr and Mrs Linkletter should both be removed from the Board of Directors for inappropriate behavior

We further make it known to the Board of Directors that, should their decision differ from ours, that we will encourage our members, which includes every parent and guardian of every students at Greenwood Academy, to refrain from making monthly payments for the rest of this school year and look elsewhere for the education of our students in years to come."

She glared at Mr Barnard, then whispered, "Congratulations, Mr Barnard." She glanced at the other Board Member, "Other members of the Board of Directors. You are a few weeks away from being on the Board of Directors of a school with no students. I'm sure that the news trucks outside will report on that, too. That should only hasten the demise of this fine institution."

Mr Barnard returned to the microphone, quickly. "I want to stress that we have made no actual decision at this time. I was just stating that under the terms of Dr Martin's contract, that..."

"Let's hold a vote, now!" The man in the very expensive suit called out. "Let's poll the parents. We pay the bills here, after all. Let's find out what the parents want."

"Alright, alright," Mr Barnard said, looking to the other board members for support, but they all seemed to be preoccupied looking for the nearest exit. "Before we do this, I want to emphasize that this is strictly to find out what you all want. It is not a binding vote of any kind."

He expected a close vote that would allow him to dismiss the meeting so the board could discuss things in private.

"All in favor of dismissal of Dr Martin, please raise your hands."

There must have been close to eight hundred people in the theater and only about twenty raised their hands. Now it was Mr Bernard's turn to feel the ground opening beneath him.

"All in favor of allowing Dr Martin to stay?"

Nearly the entire theater rose to their feet, their hands in the air. The cheer that rose up was begun by the group of sophomore girls in the back, it was quickly amplified by the adults who saw their victory just seconds away.

Mr Barnard looked to the other members, all of whom gave him a resigned nod. He looked out at the audience and spoke clearly. "Ladies and gentlemen, it is the decision of the Board of Directors of Greenwood Academy that no action shall be taken at this time against either Dr Martin or her daughter, Deanne. This meeting is adjourned."

A huge round of applause erupted. He looked out at the crowd and saw his daughter giving him a big smile and a thumbs up. He felt relief at that. Then he turned and shook the hand of the school's Chancellor. "Congratulations, Dr Martin," he said. "Please never put us in a position like this again."

She nodded. "Thank you, Mr Barnard. You can count on it."

As he walked away, Mrs Olsen opened her arms and embraced the Chancellor. "Congratulations!" She said over the cacophony. Then she laughed. "I was just standing here trying to picture what Deedee must have looked like as Dean, when it occurred to me - You named your son Dean and your last name is Martin. You had the temerity to name your child Dean Martin. That's amazing!"

Amelia smiled. "My ex loves Dean Martin. He claimed that they were distant relatives. It wasn't my first choice, but he insisted. I guess it doesn't matter now."
 

~^~

 

There was a quiet knock on the door. "Come in," the teacher called from where she sat with the three students.

An out of breath Eleanor Barnard stepped into the room. She smiled and said, "Congratulations, Deedee. You won."
 

~^~

 

By lunch time, everyone knew that Donna Linkletter had left the school and would not be returning. This caused a great deal of concern among the cast of 'Chicago.' Donna was one of the two female leads in the show, after all. You couldn't do the show without a Velma."

As sixth period began, there was an announcement for all students involved in the musical cast and crew, to report to the theater immediately.

"Oh, well," Jade sighed, disappointed, as they walked down the hall. "So much for my first leading role."

"You think they'll cancel?" Robin asked, also disappointed.

"What else can they do?"

"Look, Jade, I'm really sorry about this. I never meant..." Dean began, Jade stopped him.

"No, it's got nothing to do with you, Dee. It was all Donna's fault. Well, Donna and her family. Let's just go get this over with."

When they were all seated, Mrs Highland stood in the orchestra put in front of them and spoke. "Alright, girls, as you all know, we've had a pretty tumultuous day and, sadly - and I mean that, girls. No one should be happy about this - SADLY - Donna Linkletter will not be able to perform in the show."

A couple of girls began to clap, but Mrs Highland gave them a look that silenced their applause.

"Now, what you probably don't know is that, earlier in the rehearsal cycle, I asked Jane Elliot to prepare as a 'swing' performer for the role of Velma, just in case things went sideways. So, Jane has been practicing with me and the other production staff members and is ready to take over the role for us."

There was a gasp of relief, followed by a big round of applause.

"Ok, so we have lots to do," Ms Highland said. "After school, get here asap and we'll start with a costume parade, then a run through. Now, back to class!"
 

~^~

 

"Can I ask you a question?" Robin asked as she, Dean and the rest of the girls stood waiting in their Cell Block Tango costumes, which consisted of a rather fancy, black leopard with a very shear, very lacy, very flouncy dance skirt that was longer in the back than the front, a pair of black tights and black character shoes with a chunky, two inch heel.

"Sure, I guess," Dean shrugged.

Robin's voice got quiet as she half giggled, "Where do you hide your junk in that?"

Dean's eyes opened widely and he looked about to be sure no one had heard that. "Where do I... why are you even looking there?"

"I'm just curious. I mean... I'm looking at everyone and, look... Margie has a camel toe... I'm pretty sure Jasmine is wearing a pad and Karen's underwear is showing through her leotard like it's got lights on it or something. But you look perfect. So, I'm just wondering... if you still have junk, where is it?"

Dean looked around again, the whispered, "I do still have my junk, and I've only been on medication for like a month or so, so it's still a reasonable size, ok? but I..." he dropped the volume of his whisper to a hiss. "I tuck it, ok?"

"Tuck it?" Robin asked, never having thought about this kind of thing before. "Where do you tuck it?"

"Between my legs," he hissed. "Now, can we stop talking about it?"

"Huh," Robin nodded, happy to have had her question answered.

"Cell Block girls!" Ms Highland called and they all took their positions so she could see the costumes. She liked everything that she saw, but she did call Margie, Jasmine and Karen over to the edge of the stage and she whispered something to each of them.

When the boys showed up, their costume parade took just a few minutes and then the run through, the first one with Jane as Velma, began. It went really, really well, too. Jane didn't sing quite as well as Donna, but she did sing well and her attitude towards her classmates was so positive that they all had a great time. Sometimes teamwork and cooperation is worth more than star power.

When the time came, Dean came out in his beautiful, cream colored, lace dress, the one that Willie had loved so much, did his little, balletic dance as he'd been taught and then he was 'hung' for the murder the Hunyak never committed.

He was back in his leotard costume for the finale and, since the rehearsal went a bit long, there was an audience of parents waiting to drive their children home in the last few rows of the theater by the time the last few scenes ran. They applauded as the cast practiced their bows.

"Excellent work, everyone!" Ms Highland said. "Let's give Jane a big hand. She did a great job!"

The cast and crew gave Jane a big round of applause.

"Ok," Ms Highland said, "go home, get some rest and come back ready to work this hard again tomorrow."

Willie took Dean's hand and they walked into the audience. They headed up the aisle to use the restrooms in the lobby to change. They were nearly all the way up the aisle when Dean noticed someone sitting alone a few seats in.

"Dad?" He asked, uncertainly.

Frank stood and walked to his child. "Hi, Deedee," he smiled. Then he looked at Willie. "It's William, right?"

"Willie, yeah," Willie smiled and extended his hand. "Nice to see you again, Mr Martin."

"Dad, what are you doing here?" Dean was confused. "I thought you were somewhere up in Canada."

"I was... nine hours ago, but I saw the news on my computer and they were right outside the school and talking about you and your mom and... here I am. I guess I'm not really needed, but..."

He stopped because Dean slammed into him and hugged him tightly. "Thank you, Dad. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you so much. You have no idea how much this means to me."

At first, Frank didn't know what to do, but eventually, he wrapped his arms around the little girl hugging him. It was awkward and odd, but it felt good, very good, to be this close to his own child. Suddenly, he regretted every second of the last thirteen years since his divorce. All those miles traveled and separating him from the only two people in the world who truly gave a damn about him... what was the point when this was the first time he felt loved since he'd destroyed his marriage.

"I'm glad things worked out well for you and your mom, Deedee," Frank smiled.

Dean let go and stepped back, wiping a few tears from his face. "Me too." He smiled. "I need to get changed, dad. You're coming to the house, right?"

"Oh... I don't know," he smiled and shrugged. "You may recall that the last time I was there, it didn't go that well."

"Yeah, but that was kind of our fault," Dean said, indicating himself and Willie. "I'll get changed and then we'll go to our house. Mom will be thrilled."

'Thrilled' seemed a bit strong, but he would like to see Amy. "Ok. Go get changed."

"Ok," Dean hurried up the aisle and Willie made to follow, but Frank grabbed the boy by the arm and stopped him.

"Hey... so... ummm..." Frank looked around to make sure no one was listening, "... you know everything, I assume... and... umm... you're still... with Deedee, huh?"

Willie grinned and nodded. "Yes, sir."

Frank shook his head. "That's pretty amazing, Willie. I'm impressed."

"It's nothing, Mr Martin," Willie smiled. "I like Deedee and that's all there is to it, I guess."

"None of the other stuff matters?"

"Not for now, sir, and by the time it does, I think she'll be... you know... all... better." He smiled at his own inability to form a better sentence.

Frank nodded. "I know, yeah. It's a new world, Willie. Thank you for being there for her. I plan to be around more frequently, too."

"That's good, sir. Deedee will really appreciate that."

"I hope so."

"Oh, she will. I will, too."
 

~^~

 

"I wish I'd known you were coming," Amelia said to her ex-husband, "I would have made something for dinner. It's been such a crazy day that I didn't even think about dinner. I hope you like Chinese take-out. The restaurant in town is surprising good for being so far off the beaten path."

Frank scooped some white rice from a carton onto his plate. "It'll be fine, Amy, thanks. And thanks for letting me stay the night. I appreciate it."

"It's the least I can do," she smiled as she sat at the kitchen table. "I can't believe you came running when you saw that news report."

He looked at her, then made sure that Dean was nowhere nearby. "Amy... when I left you... that was about the dumbest thing I ever did and I don't blame you for hating me, but as I get older... No... that's not true... it's not because I'm older, it's because of the last time I was here. When I realized that Dean was now Deanne and I had never even gotten to know Dean, well... that was the first time I truly realized that I was a pretty shitty excuse for a father. Since then, I have thought about you guys a lot. Now, I don't expect to just step in after all this time and suddenly be a good dad, but... if you'll allow it... I would like to be more involved. Not interfere, just... help... when and how I can."

Amelia smiled. "That would be great, Frank, and I know that Deedee would love it. She was thrilled that you came running to help today. Suddenly, you're her knight in shining armor."

Frank snickered. "The knight who arrived too late to help the damsel. The knight who saved the day was you, Amy."

"No, it was the whole community, Frank, and I think they rallied around Deedee more than they did me."

They heard footsteps on the stairs, so they stopped their conversation and were chatting about the weather when Dean entered the kitchen. They were all munching away on rice, chicken fingers, chicken wings, crab rangoon, sesame chicken and egg rolls for a few minutes before Dean asked his father, "So... when are you going back to Canada?"

"Now, that's an interesting question," Frank laughed.

"How so?" Amelia asked.

"Well, you see, my little stunt this morning sort of cost me my job. I was fired before I got onto the plane."

Amelia looked shocked. "Frank? How could they possibly have fired you? You've been working day and night for them for almost twenty years!"

He nodded and swallowed his food. "I have and I never once did anything to make them question my dedication to the job until today. This was the very first time that I ever put my own life ahead of the job. I was about a mile from the airport when I got a call from the home office. They said I needed to be back on the worksite within three hours or I was fired."

"Why didn't you just go back?" Dean asked.

Frank thought for a moment. "Deedee... do you know that I no longer have a house or an apartment?"

"No," Dean seemed surprised. "So... you're homeless?"

Frank laughed. "No. Not exactly. Homeless implies I'm I'm broke and I'm far from that. See, I sold my home years ago and rented an apartment because I was never at the house. Then I realized that I was never at the apartment either, so I got rid of that. For the past five years or so, I have lived out of a medium sized suitcase. I have five pairs of socks, five pairs of underpants, five tee shirts, seven polo shirts, three pairs of pants, a suit coat and a little case that has my toothbrush, razor and hairbrush in it. That is all. I'm not homeless, but I'm always sleeping in hotels, or bunkhouses or on airplanes. It wasn't until I thought about the world turning against you and your mother that I realized that I hadn't been living a life for the past twenty years. I'd been living job. The very first time I chose to live a real life and help my family, they threatened to fire me. So, I chose to let them do that so I can actually start living."

"What about money?" Amelia asked.

Frank shrugged. "I've saved up quite a lot. I had no place or time to spend any money, after all. It should last me until I find a job that doesn't make me travel so much. I'm a very good environmental engineer and I have a great resume... I'll find something."

"Around here?" Dean asked, hopefully. Having a father might be cool.

Frank smiled. "I don't know, honey. I haven't really had time to think about it. Although, there is a company in Springfield that I've worked with before. Is that far away?"

"Only about forty five minutes," Amelia said.

Frank shrugged and smiled at his ex-wife. "I guess your mom and I will need to talk about that, then."
 

~^~

 

"We are in the small town of Greenwood, Massachusetts where, earlier in the week, a controversy erupted when it was discovered that a student at an all girl's private prep school was, in fact, transgendered," the reporter said into the camera. "As we reported at that time, although some members of the of the Board of Directors wanted to expel the students and fire her mother, the school's Chancellor, the school's community rallied around the student. Tonight, that student and her school mates are presenting a production of the Broadway musical, 'Chicago,' to a sold out audience, many of whom have traveled quite a distance to show their support for this young actress."

The story cut away to a woman in a red dress and lovely makeup. "We've come from Hartford to show our support for the girl. I'm very proud of the way this school behaved."

"It's the twenty-first century, for crying out loud," an older man in a beige overcoat said. "This kind of thing shouldn't even be an issue anymore. I'm very happy that things worked out the way they did, though. It's nice when people act like people, you know?"

The reporter appeared again. "I guess it's a fairytale ending for this princess here at The Greenwood Academy," he said with a cheesy smile. "Back to you, Chet."
 

~^~

 

"And allllllllllllllll
Thaaaaaaaaaaat
Jaaaaaaaaaaaaazz
That jazz!"

The cast sang out as their bow-music ended and the audience stood and applauded, wildly. A lot of people had come just to support Deanne, but they all seemed to love the show, which was an undeniably good production of a very good show. Dr Martin was pretty sure that most people weren't even sure which of the girls on the stage was the girl that had been the one caught up in the controversy.

Out in the lobby, happy parents waited expectantly for the young actors to appear. When they did, their garish makeup that looked so professional and grown up on the stage, made them look comical and childish in the fluorescent glow of the hallway lamps.

Dr Martin waited with her ex-husband and Willie's mother until the happy couple, along with Robin and Jade appeared.

"There's my favorite actress!" Frank said, spreading his arms to embrace his daughter. "These are for you." He presented her with a bouquet of two dozen, pink roses.

"Really!? Wow, thanks, dad!" Deedee said, still excited by the crowd's reaction to the show.

"You were great, William," Muriel smiled and hugged her son. "I liked you better than Richard Gere in the movie."

Willie smiled and hugged his mother. "Thanks mom. I'm sure Richard Gere's mother preferred him, though."

That made Muriel laugh.

The praise of the young thespians continued with the arrival of each student, or as a parent saw a child they recognized. It was a happy and exciting event AND there were still two shows to go!

"Mom, can I go with the kids to the ice cream place in town?" Deedee asked her mother. "Robin's mom rented the whole place and everyone's going."

Her mother smiled. "You'll need to change and take off some of that makeup first."

Deedee smiled. "I know, but I can go?"

"Of course, love. Have fun. Call me when you need a ride home."

Deedee smiled and bounced up to kiss her mother's cheek. "Thanks mom."

Amelia looked at Willie and said, "You watch over her, Willie. There's still a lot of reporters nosing around here. Call me if you need anything."

"Will do, Doctor M," Willie said with a wink of his eye. Then he looked at his girlfriend. "We should get changed. My mom will drop us off."

The two kids disappeared.

Muriel looked at her friend, "They really are adorable, aren't they?"

"They are," Amelia smiled and shook her head. "I never thought that my baby would be like this. Happy and in love. It's wonderful."

"I guess things worked out better than expected then?" Frank asked.

"Certainly much better than I ever expected," Amelia said, a happy glow passing across her face. "Even her therapist is in awe of how excited she is to be entering this new life. I never expected her to be Deanne forever. Who could have guessed that this is where she'd find true happiness? This wasn't supposed to be for the rest of her life. It was only supposed to be for twenty weeks."

THE END

Wendy, The Lost Boy

Author: 

  • Clara

Audience Rating: 

  • Restricted Audience (r)

Publication: 

  • Fiction
  • Novel > 40,000 words
  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

Other Keywords: 

  • Age regression
  • Deals
  • Bets or Dares
  • Diapers or Little Girls
  • femdom
  • Authoritarian
  • Voluntary
  • Wedding Dress or Married

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Wendy, The Lost Boy

by Clara
Copyright©2019,2024 Clara Schumann

 

Like The Lost Boys, Wendell never grew up. He just stopped growing when he was very young.
As a very small man, his future seemed bleak and sad. Then he met Maggie who saw a
potential in him that no one had ever seen before.


 
Author's Note: Just a little, one chapter story that I hope you'll enjoy! Please let me know if you enjoyed it, or even if you didn't. I love reading your comments and critiques! ~Clara.
 
This version of Wendy, The Lost Boy has been updated with many corrections towards spelling and grammar.~Sephrena.
 
Image Credit: Image created through the use of ai at https://perchance.org/beautiful-people .~Sephrena.


 

 

"I'm sorry, Wendell," the doctor shook her head as she closed the file folder, "I just don't see any reason to continue this course of therapy. I guess we just missed our opportunity by a few years. If you'd been younger, then maybe things would have worked out differently. But as things stand, there is just no point to continuing. There's nothing physically 'wrong' with you, you're just very small. Sometimes we just have to play the hand we're dealt, Wendell, and live the best life that we can."

"But doctor-" Wendell did not like this decision. He had really hoped that this would help, but even he knew, deep down, that, after two years, it was probably a lost cause. Some of the people who were younger than him had grown as much as a foot while on this regime, but Wendell hadn't gained so much as an eighth of an inch. "Isn't there anything I can do? This was my last hope."

"Listen, Wendell," the doctor spoke sternly, but with some degree of tenderness as well, "being short isn't a disease. It's not even a condition. It's just a fact of life. You're a healthy, nineteen year old man. You've been lucky enough to never have a surgery or even a severe illness."

"But I'm a dwarf!"

"No, Wendell, you are not. You show no signs of dwarfism."

"Well, I'm a midget, then!"

"Well, you are unquestionably a little person, but I don't think that the term 'midget' is used much, any more."

"It's certainly used a lot around me, doctor!" Wendell was very irritated. "That's not the point, anyway. The point is, I'm a grown man and I'm only forty six inches tall! I can't live this way, Doctor! I just can't!"

The doctor sighed and reopened the file folder, flipping through the pages. "Wendell, I am as baffled by your height as you are. According to your records, you had normal growth patterns as a child. Until age six, you were in the eighty-fifth percentile, but then your growth slowed, drastically. Age eight, fortieth percentile. Age ten, bottom ten percentile and you haven't grown at all since. Now, I know that it's a bitter pill to swallow, Wendell, but it's a fact of life."

"A fact of MY LIFE you mean!" Wendell was nearly in tears. "Doctor... you have no idea how hard this is. I had to leave school because it wasn't safe for me to walk through the hallways of a high school. Do have any idea how hard it is to get a GED when your parents are dead and your big sisters don't have time to work with you? The only way I got through was to work with my younger sister while she did her homework. Now, I'm at least a year behind her! I've been applying to colleges for months and I can't get in anywhere."

He took a breath, shook his head and continued, "I can't find a job, I can't be out on my own after dark, I can't drive - technically, I'm not supposed to ride in a car without a car seat, and my oldest sister always insists that I be in a car seat if I'm in her car. It's degrading."

The doctor shook her head and took a pen out of her breast pocket. "I know it's not easy, Wendell. I know. Let me ask you a couple of questions. How tall were your parents?"

Wendell calmed himself. Maybe she was trying to help. "My Mom was five foot two and my dad was six foot one."

She jotted that down. "And you have three sisters, correct?"

He nodded.

"How tall are they?"

"Sue's the oldest, she's thirty three and she's about five eight or so. Then there's Deb, she's twenty six and she's about the same height. And my younger sister, Amy is eighteen and she's the volleyball player. She's taller. She says she's five ten and a half, but I think she's probably closer to six foot tall."

The doctor nodded as she wrote. "Alright, Wendell. Obviously, the protocol we tried doesn't work for you. I will do some research and see what I can find out. Don't give up hope, my friend. If there is anything that can help you to grow, even just a few inches, then I'll find it for you."

Wendell nodded and looked around the room. There was nothing left to do. Nothing left to be said. "Ok. Thank you, doctor."

He hopped down from the chair and started for the door, but the doctor stopped him. "Wendell? Have you ever considered, maybe, doing something about how you... present yourself?"

He stood a little straighter, feeling a bit indignant at the question. "What do you mean?"

The doctor realized she'd offended him. "I'm sorry, Wendell, but if you want to be taken seriously, then you should consider how you present yourself. I mean, if you dressed a little more professionally and maybe trimmed that mop of hair on your head, then, maybe, there might just be someone who might consider hiring you for a job that wouldn't require a great deal of... physicality."

He nodded. She was right about his hair. He hadn't been to a barber since he'd left school, nine years ago. Deb kept the split ends trimmed for him, but he usually just kept it in a low pony tail. It wasn't greasy or messy, just long. Too long for a boy, really, but he kind of liked it. He liked how it felt when Deb brushed it at night. Sometimes, she'd braid it on hot nights. He really enjoyed that. "I'll think about a hair cut, but where do you suggest that I find 'professional' clothes my size?"

She shrugged. "Just a suggestion."

"Hi, Debbie!" Sue called from the doorway and she entered the house.

Debbie hurried down the stairs, a sponge mop and a bucket in her hands. She and her older sister exchanged kisses on their cheeks, then Debbie looked at the two children who were following Susan into the house. "Hi, guys!" she called as she pulled her nine year old niece and nephew into a hug. "What have you got there?"

The twins beamed at their aunt's attention. Each carried a partially filled trash bag, as did Sue. "We've got hand me downs for Wendy," Audrey said with a great deal of pride.

"We've outgrown them." Ricky was just as excited. "Mom says that Wendy will never grow taller, so these are good for him to wear."

"Well," Deb Put one hand on the shoulder of each twin, "aren't you two just the most generous children I ever met!"

That was exactly what the children wanted to hear.

"Is Wendell here?" Sue asked.

"No," Deb shook her head. "He's at the doctor's office. He should be home soon, though." She directed her attention back to the children. "Why don't you guys go out back and play on the swings while your mommy and I chat?"

The twins let out excited squeals as they bustled past the women and headed out the back door.

"Come into the living room and sit." Deb smiled as she sidestepped past the trash bags of clothing and guided her older sister in.

As they sat on opposite ends of the couch, they chatted about this and that until Deb asked, "Did Wendy hear back from the state university, yet?"

"No. Nothing yet. Frankly, I'm scared of any response."

Sue nodded. "Listen," she wanted to make a point, but didn't want to offend her sister, "I know that you've had a lot of responsibilities since mom and dad past away, and I want you to know that I'm sorry that I couldn't help out more than I did..."

Deb held up her hand to stop the conversation. "Sue, I have no regrets and I'm not at all resentful. I mean, I was just out of college and had a good job, while you were seven months pregnant with twins. You and Garret helped out financially and we all really appreciate it. There's no way that we could have done it without you."

"I know Deb, but I still feel like I dumped a lot in your lap. Regardless, though, what are we going to do about Wendy?"

"Do?" Deb was confused.

"Yeah. Do? Wendy is almost twenty, he barely finished high school with you and Amy home schooling him. If he ever gets into college it'll be a miracle, and even if he graduates, what then? I mean, he's not a dwarf or anything, he's just so damned small that he looks like a child. And with all that hair...! It's like he's mentally handicapped or something, you know? He's always going to need someone to care for him and he's always going to be dependent on one of us to be, kinda like his mom. What are we going to do?"

Deb let out a tired sigh. They'd had this talk before. "We'll do what we always do, Sue. We'll take life as it comes."

"Well, I, for one, think we need a plan. We need to get him ready for life. We need to find him a job, no matter how menial. Something to get him out of the house and thinking about being a grownup."

Deb snickered at that. "Poor choice of words, Sue. Say 'adult,' Never 'grownup.' He's very sensitive about words like that."

"Ok, fine, you're right, but it's time for us to help him become an adult." Sue turned her body to face her sister fully. "And the first thing we need to do is do something about all that hair of his."

There it was again! Sue hated that their mother had let Wendell's hair grow long and that Deb had never done anything about it other than trim the split ends, wash it and brush it the same way that she'd always brushed Amy's - one hundred strokes every night, then braid it neatly and another hundred strokes in the morning. Frankly, with Amy away at college, it was very comforting to still have Wendell and these daily rituals. He was nearly as much her child as he was her brother.

"Sue, enough. We've been through this a million times. Wendy with short hair is still going to look like child."

"Yeah, but at least he'll look like a boy-child instead of a little girl."

"Sue, come on..."

"No, Deb. He looks like an eight year old girl, for crying out loud."

"And with a haircut, he'd still look like an eight year old. I think you're making a mountain out of a mole hill, here."

"Well, I don't." There was no changing Sue's mind. "I have a plan to open his eyes, Deb. I'm going to show him how foolish his hair is. There's no reason for a nineteen year old man to have hair that reaches to the small of his back. You watch. I'll have him begging for a haircut by bed time tonight!"

The bus ride home was torturous. It was crowded and there was an overly maternal woman on the bus who treated him like he was a child. She made him stand near where she and her granddaughter sat and kept an arm around him the whole time. She was nice enough, but she kept mumbling about how his mother should be reported to the authorities for letting him go on the bus on his own. He wanted to lash out at her for treating him like a child, but the truth was, having her watching out for him on the crowded bus was pretty helpful.

To make matters worse, when he got home, he spotted Sue's minivan in the driveway. He loved his sister and he loved his niece and nephew as well, but recently, his sister's nine year old twins had grown taller than him and they found that absolutely fascinating. That was fine, most days, but he was already emotionally exhausted. This would just be a bit more challenging than he could stand, right now.

He heard the kids voices in the backyard on the old swing set. Good. He could sneak in.

The front door opened quietly and he closed it just the same way. He could hear Sue and Deb in the parlor. He'd need to sneak past the open doorway to get to the stairs. He moved quietly, but his sisters' conversation caught his attention.

"I just pray that the doctor will have some good news for him," Deb was saying. "The poor guy. He needs some kind of hope that he'll grow at least a bit. I mean, if he could get even as tall as five feet, I'd feel comfortable about him going to college. Right now, it's just not safe for him to be in that situation."

"Listen, Deb," Sue spoke with a pragmatic authority, "I know it's not fair, but Wendy is just going to have to face the fact that he is what he is. You shouldn't be giving him false hope."

Deb was defensive. "That's easy for you to say. When you got married and moved out, he was still the same size as his classmates. I've been here taking care of him. I know him. He's smart and funny. He could have a good life if it weren't for this one, huge issue."

"Oh, please! He's short. Big deal! Stephen Hawking couldn't move or speak, but he still lived a productive life!"

"Yeah, but he was fine when he got his education. Amy and I were able to help him get a GED, but how do we deal with college? We've looked at on-line colleges, but even those require a few campus visits. I can't afford to fly to Arizona and I'd be petrified that he'd get lost while we were there himself. He doesn't look like a young man. If something happened to him, I'd never forgive myself."

Wendell's heart sank. Everything looked so hopeless. Even Deb, his biggest cheerleader, was giving up hope of Wendell ever having a happy life.

"EXACTLY! That's what I've been saying! He looks like an eight year old girl with all that hair. Why don't you make him cut it?"

"Make him...? He's not a child, Sue. He likes it. He has so little. I'm not going to take that away. Besides, I like it, too. I like helping him with it. It's nice to have some quiet, bother-sister time together."

Sue scoffed. "More like mother-daughter time, if you ask me."

"Oh, knock it off. You have no idea what things are like here. Since Amy went to college... well, things are different. Don't sit in judgement on us! I've broken my butt to keep things normal for Amy and Wendy since mom and dad died. Do you think that this easy for me?"

Sue waved off her sister's anger, "Ok. I'm sorry. Upsetting you is exactly what I DIDN'T want to do. I'm just trying to help. That's why I brought the bags of the kids' hand-me-downs over. Most of them have hardly been worn and they should fit Wendy, just fine."

Wendell leaned against the wall and sighed. His nine year old nephew's hand-me-downs. They were practically toddlers and he was going to be wearing their old clothes. A new low.

"There are jeans and polo shirts in Audrey's bag that will probably fit him, too," Sue continued.

Before he could feel any worse, he decided to make a discreet run for the stairs, but as he was just about to move, the front door opened and in walked Audrey and Ricky, his twin niece and nephew.

"Hey! Wendy!" Rick said loudly. "Come out and play with us!"

"Hi, Wendy!" Audrey said at the same volume and she lunged to him to hug him.

"Kids, we're in here!" Sue called out from the living room. "Is Wendell with you?"

"Yes!" they yelled back in unison.

Suddenly, Deb was in the hall with Wendell and the kids. "Hi kids. Hi, Wendell," she said. "Kids, let's go out to the kitchen. I'll make you some grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup for lunch. How does that sound?"

The kids bounced as they voiced their approval.

"Wendy," Deb whispered, "Sue brought you some clothes to try on. Try not to get mad, ok? Just go try them on. If there's anything that fits and you don't hate, we'll keep. We'll donate anything that isn't appropriate."

Wendell sighed. "Ok."

"I'll keep the kids in the kitchen while you try things on."

Wendell nodded and proceeded into the living room as Deb took the kids down the hall.

Sue was already untying the paper-wrapped wires that held the garbage bags full of clothing closed. When she saw her diminutive brother, she smiled and knelt with her arms held wide. "There's my big boy!" she said in the same sing-song-y voice she used whenever she saw him. "Come give me a hug."

"Hi, Sue." He forced a smile as he put his arms around her neck, knowing what was coming next. Sure enough, Sue stood and swung him around, one quick turn. "I brought some really nice clothes, Wendy." She put him down and pulled a children's Cuban-style, summer shirt out of the bag. It was light blue and looked, pretty much, brand new. "Let's start with this. Nice, right?"

Wendell took the shirt. It was, actually, quite nice. "It is," he confirmed. He removed his tee shirt and was about to put the blue shirt on, but Sue stopped him.

"Why aren't you wearing an under-shirt?" she asked, clearly a bit disgusted.

"Oh." He was surprised by the question. "I don't have any."

"Oh, Wendy," her tone was dismissive as she dug into the bags, "that's not appropriate! Girls and boys need to have tee shirts, just like adults."

"I am an adult, Sue," he reminded him.

"See, even more reason to wear undergarments."

She rummaged some more, then abruptly pulled something over his head, then grabbed his arms and forced them through the appropriate holes of the undershirt. "There. Much better."

Wendell looked at his belly and saw the soft, ribbed material of a typical sleeveless undershirt, but quickly noticed that the trim on the item was comprised of eyelets and there was a small satin bow prominently displayed in the center of his chest.

"Hey!" He was indignant. "This is Audrey's!"

Sue shook her head. "It's an undershirt, Wendy. What difference does it make. It's fits, right? I'm sure that you can trim off the bow if it bothers you, but I'm not going to soil these clothes while you try them on. That's that. Besides, Audrey's outgrown it. I can't donate undergarments to Goodwill. This way, it won't just end up in the ragbag."

"But Sue..."

"PLEASE!" Sue's voice was a parody of frustration. She was an adult trying to bend a child to her will. "JUST COOPERATE WITH ME, WENDY! I have other things to do today. Let's just get this done."

She took the blue shirt and tried it on him, again, just thrusting the garment onto his arms as if he was unable to dress himself. Wendell knew that this maternal behavior wasn't meant to offend. It was just Sue's way. Besides, the shirt was very nice and it fit perfectly.

"Do you like it?" she asked.

"I do. Its very comfortable. Thanks."

"You are very welcome. See? I'm just helping. Try this one."

It was a very similar shirt, but in a soft yellow. It also fit well.

"Excellent." Sue was on a roll, now. Next came a big pile of pullover shirts, polos and tees with slogans on them. They all fit well, but Wendell knew that he'd be dumping most of the slogan shirts. He didn't need to be seen in a tee shirt that said, 'Future Major Leaguer,' or 'Keep Calm, I'm Eight.' He definitely wouldn't be keeping the one that said, 'Never Underestimate The Power Of A Girl!,' but at least that was the last shirt to try on.

Next she moved on to pants. "Just keep that shirt on for now." Sue swatted his hands as he moved to remove the bright green shirt with pink writing in a swirling font.

He tried on a few pairs of jeans, all of which fit fine, and a nice pair of dress pants. This was all fine.

Sue pulled out another pair of jeans and he stepped into them, but when they reached his hips, he realized that they were, in fact, bib overalls.

"Oh, I don't wear these..." Wendell began, but, again, Sue scoffed.

"They're perfectly good jeans, Wendy. They'll be good for playing in the yard."

"How old do you think I am, Sue!?" Wendell was a bit bothered. "I don't PLAY in the yard. I do some gardening, and things like that."

"Ok. These would be perfect for gardening."

As Sue was reaching around Wendell's back to pull the back back-flap up, she caught her wrist watch on the hair-tie that was keeping Wendell's hair in a low ponytail. "Damnit!" she cursed as she tried to free the band from the cloth-covered elastic band.

"Ow!!" She was pulling Wendell's hair and it really hurt!

"Oh, for crying out loud." Sue was irritated, both by the situation and Wendell's whining. "Here. I'll just pull it out and untangle it." She pulled the hairband out and took off her watch to work it all out.

Wendell reached around to massage the wounded area. "That really hurt."

"Oh, stop it."

"No, I'm serious, Sue. That hurt and you tangled everything up back there."

Sue freed the watchband from the hairband and sighed at her brother's complaining. "Well, if you'd get your hair cut once in a while..." She knew this was a pointless subject to peruse, so she just reached into her pocketbook and pulled out a hairbrush.

"Geez, Wendy, your hair is past the middle of your back." She began brushing, but the knots in the back were holding fast. "Put your head down and let me brush it out."

Wendell let his head droop forward and Sue started brushing the hair from the underside. "I'm going to separate it and braid it, ok?" she asked.

He always enjoyed the feel of having his hair braided, so he agreed heartily.

Sue separated his hair and told him to sit on her lap, with a warning to keep his head down. Wendell preferred the way that Deb worked his hair into braids. She was gentler, but he still enjoyed the pull of his hair and, if he was honest, he just enjoyed receiving attention from anyone.

Sue took her time. Usually, Deb just made a part, pulled half of his hair to one side and was done in moments. Sue started near the front of his hairline and worked her way back, slowly. It felt nice.

"Debbie says that you like having your hair braided. Is that true?" Sue spoke quietly, more maternally, now.

"Yes," he whispered, luxuriating in the feeling of fingers in his hair.

She smiled as she continued. "You know, your hair is much fuller when you brush it well. If you're going to have it this long, you need to take better care of it."

"Ok," he muttered as he felt her begin on the other side.

As she wrapped an elastic around the end of the second braid, he heard new voices in the kitchen.

"Who's that?" Sue asked.

"It sounds like Amy," Wendell listened more closely. "She must have come home for the weekend."

"That's nice." Sue put her hands under Wendell's armpits and lifted him up. "Let me hook up the bibs on your trousers and we'll go see."

He stood with his back to Sue and she lifted the back flap saying, "Hold up your bib."

Sue pulled the straps over his shoulders. These straps didn't have metal ends, just large bottom holes at the end of the rainbow straps. On the bib, there were large red buttons that Sue struggled to get through the holes. "I guess Audrey didn't wear these much."

Someone had enter the room, but he couldn't see who. Wendell turned to look over his shoulder to see, but his view was blocked by Sue, "Audrey?" he asked, but he smiled when he heard his very tall, younger sister say, Amy, "Wendy!" with great joy in her voice.

Wendell blinked, surprised to see not only his sister, who was wearing short gym trunks and a tank-top and looking every bit as beautiful as an athletic college freshman would look in any movie, but another young woman, equally as tall and fit, but a thousand times more beautiful.

Wendell stared at the goddess, gape-mouthed and wide-eyed.

"Hi, Amy," Susan said as she stood and attempted to move to her sister to hug her, but Wendell stood in front of her and wasn't moving. Out of maternal habit, she shook her head and picked him up, settling him on her hip. She strode easily across the room and pulled her youngest sister in for a hug. She kissed her cheek and said, "This is unexpected, isn't it?"

Wendell just stared at the other young woman.

"Yeah," Amy grinned. "There was a water main break on campus, so they asked us to go home if we could. So, I'm here for the weekend." She looked at her brother, dressed more oddly than she'd ever seen. "Hi, Wendy." She kissed his forehead. "I love your French braids." That didn't even register with Wendell, he was so entranced by the vision to his left.

"I brought over some of the twins' hand-me-downs for Wendy. I never noticed until this moment how much Wendy and Audrey look alike. It's uncanny, isn't it?"

Amy smiled. "You're right." She noticed Wendell's gaze and said, "Oh, I'm sorry. This is Maggie. She's on the volleyball team with me. She's staying the weekend, too."

"Oh, how nice," Susan enthused. She extended her hand and shook Maggie's. "Hi, Maggie. I'm Amy's sister, Sue. This is Wendy."

When Wendell remained silent, Sue said, "Say 'Hi' to the nice lady, Wendy."

Stunned out of his reverie by the sound of his own name, Wendell looked at Susan, then back to Maggie and then he whispered, "Hi."

"Hi, Wendy." The goddess smiled and revealed perfect teeth that shone as if they were electric. Her long blonde hair was sun-drenched and so clean and soft that if seemed to float around her perfect, apple shaped face. She poked his nose with her finger as she said his name.

"Are you a freshman, too, Maggie?" Susan asked.

"No. I'm a junior. I have one more year to go."

"How wonderful!" Sue bumped Wendell up further onto her hip.

Amy reached down and grabbed two medium sized gym-duffles and interrupted the conversation. "We need to go up and change the sheets in my room and get settled before dinner - Deb's orders. Come on, Maggie. I've got your bag."

Wendell turned his head to watch his sister walk towards the stairs. He was surprised to feel a pair of hands slide under his arm pits. He turned back and saw that the hands belonged to the goddess. "Come on, Wendy," she smiled. "I think we need your help."

Before he knew it, he was settled onto Maggie's hip and she was moving to the staircase.

"I love your unicorn," Maggie said in a silly voice.

"My unicorn?" He was confused.

"This one." Maggie touched the bib of his coveralls.

Wendell looked down and realized for the first time that there was a very elaborately embroidered picture of a unicorn with a rainbow arching above it on the bib. 'What the heck?' he thought. He stared at the childish picture, confused. "My unicorn?" he muttered.

As they reached the top of the stairs, Maggie put him down and took his hand. "Can you show me to my room, Wendy?" she asked.

Still flummoxed and still smitten, he nodded and led her to the front bedroom where Amy was already pulling the bedclothes off of the beds.

As they entered, Wendell caught sight of himself in the full length mirror. His golden hair was braided from the front to the back in perfect, delicate braids that ran down the back of his heads and hung well past his shoulders. The white denim coveralls had the rainbow straps, bright red, over-sized buttons that led to the unicorn-decorated bib. Below the bib was a horizontal rainbow striped 'belt' and the baggie legs were permanently cuffed several inches above his ankles, created culottes which exposed his tiny bare feet.

More disconcerting than the very girly coveralls was the shirt that was partially visible under the bib. All that could be seen were the femininely shaped words, 'Never under estimate the power of a' in small script, then, partially exposed above the bib was the much larger script of four letters that obviously composed the word 'Girl.'

He froze and looked at his reflection.

Suddenly he realized that Maggie was speaking to him. "Wendy? Wendy? Would you like to help us?"

Finally conscious of his situation, Wendell turned and ran out of the room, down the hall and slammed his door shut.

Maggie giggled and turned to help Amy. "Oh, your little sister is adorable!" she laughed.

Amy was involved in the task at hand. "No, Audrey and Ricky are my niece and nephew."

Maggie looked back to where the little girl had been standing, then back to Amy. "No, no, I mean Wendy. Audrey and Ricky are cute, too, but I love how shy Wendy is."

Amy laughed. "Oh, I'm sorry... Wendy isn't my sister, Wendy's my brother."

Maggie shook her head to try to make sense of the. "WENDY is your brother?"

"Yeah. Wendell. We just call him Wendy. We always have."

"Oh," Maggie said, still confused. "I see. That's very open minded of you and your sisters, I guess, to raise him so... gender neutral."

Again Amy laughed, "Maggie, Wendell is a year older than me. He's nineteen. He's just really little. We don't really know why. He just is."

Maggie took a minute to process this before she asked, "Then why is he wearing little girl's clothes?"

"I guess Sue brought over Audrey's hand-me-downs. When I outgrew clothes that were his size, he wore my hand-me-downs too. My guess is Sue forced him to try them on. She's a little pushy, especially with Wendy. I think that she thinks that he's little on purpose, or something."

Maggie sat on the stripped bed. "Nineteen? That little girl is NINETEEN?"

Amy nodded.

"And, like, is he, um... developed and, you know, functioning?"

Amy squinted, confused. "You mean, does his penis work?" She laughed. "If that's what you're asking then, yes, it does. I've walked in on him playing with himself more than once, I guarantee it works and, it's actually pretty good sized when he gets it going. To be honest, I was surprised."

"Wow," Maggie shook her head. "I'm really confused right now."

Amy sat next to her friend and tapped her thigh comfortingly. "He's a regular guy, Maggie. He's just little. There's no real reason for it. It's just the way he is."

"Ok, he's a boy and he's nineteen, but what about the hair?"

Amy laughed and shook her head. "He's always had longish hair, but once he started being home schooled, he kinda just let it all go. Deb and I both took over brushing it and all. Deb taught me how to braid hair on Wendy and eventually I would braid Deb's hair at night, she'd braid Wendy's and he'd braid mine. Honestly, it makes his hair look a lot nicer in the morning, so he likes us doing it for him. Wendy doesn't have a lot of friends, other than us. Well... none, really. So, it was something that made him feel included. Like I said, though, Sue can be a little... aggressive with Wendy. He doesn't usually have his hair braided so femininely."

Maggie nodded. "The poor kid. I should apologize."

Amy thought for a moment. "Ok, but he may be pretty embarrassed. If he doesn't open his door, don't get pushy, ok?"

"That's weird, isn't it? It's like the ending of the book was different."

"What do you mean?" Amy didn't understand what her friend was saying.

"You know - like Peter Pan and his lost boys. If Wendy had stayed in Neverland, she never would have grownup. And your Wendy..."

"...never grew up. I get it, but you may not want to put quite so bluntly when you're talking to Wendy?"

"Why?" Maggie asked curiously. "Doesn't she know that she looks so young?"

"He," Amy corrected, "and of course he does. We just don't mention it much."

"Ha," Maggie shook her head. "That doesn't seem very healthy."

"Maybe not, but that's how we've always treated it."

"Has he ever had a girlfriend, or dated?"

"Wendy!? No! I mean, I love my brother and all, but who would want to go out with a boy like that?"

"Who wouldn't?" Maggie smiled. "I mean, a pretty little boy like that? I think he's sexy as hell!"

"You're kidding!?"

"Not at all!"

Amy was surprised to see that Maggie was serious.

"You know," Maggie explained, "my father left when I was an infant and my mom is, like, the most powerful woman I know. She runs her own pharmaceutical company and commands the respect of every man and woman who works for her. I've always wanted to be like her and I always thought that I love to have a partner who played more of the woman's role in a relationship. Someone smaller and more feminine than me. Since I'm not a lesbian, I'd kinda lost hope of ever finding someone like that, but... your brother... I'll tell you, Amy, the thought of a guy that small and pretty... it get my blood pumping!"

"You're not kidding?"

"Not in the least. I'm going to go get to know my future boyfriend better." Maggie giggled and she stood and walked down the hall towards the room she'd seen the little girl run into.

"Stupid buttons," Wendell muttered as he tried to force them through the button holes. "Stupid, stupid buttons."

There was a quiet knock on his door. "Wendy?" a voice said.

The voice was a little hoarse, the kind of voice a teenaged, female athlete always seemed to develop on the field. It had to be Amy. "Come in," he said frustrated. As the door clicked closed again, he turned and said, "Can you help me unbutton these...?" He stopped. It wasn't Amy. It was the Goddess-Maggie.

"Sure," she smiled. "I'll help you." She took his hand and led him to the low bed with the white iron ornamental pieces at the head and foot.

"No," he said as she started working the buttons for him, "I'll ask Amy for help."

"Don't be silly." She was already forcing one button through the rainbow striped strap. "Amy is busy. I can help you. I babysit all the time. I know how to deal with stubborn buttons an zippers on kids' clothing."

Wendell felt a rush of confusing emotions - fear of discovery, desire to be with this woman, joy at the close proximity to her, sadness knowing that she would never be his.

"I guess I owe you an apology," she was saying as she moved to the other strap-button. "I thought that you were a little girl."

"I'm not," he said, disappointed that this was how things had begun for the two of them.

"I know," she smiled as she began unbuttoning the three small, bright red buttons on his right hip. "Amy told me. I think you're very cute, anyway."

Wendell found that to be an odd remark. "Thank you, I guess." He scowled a little as he tried to work out exactly what she'd meant by that. "I'm not little, you know," he tried to clarify.

"Young, you mean," Maggie corrected.

"Huh?"

"Young. You're not as young as you look, but you are certainly little. Here. Put your hands on my shoulders to steady yourself."

He did as he was told, entranced by the beauty of her face, the slope of her breasts and the intoxicating scent of her body. She smelled as beautiful as she looked.

"Step out of the pants," Maggie said just as the door swung open and Sue stepped in with two of the trash bags filled with her children's cast off clothing.

"Oh," she said surprised, as she saw her younger sister's friend helping her brother step out of the cute little overalls she'd dressed him in earlier. "Am I interrupting something?"

Maggie smiled, looking not at all guilty. "No, nothing. I'm just helping Wendy to get changed."

Susan smiled at her brother, his tiny, baby blue Y-front briefs peeking out from under the shirt with the girly slogan that she'd pulled over his head just a few minutes earlier.

"I see," Susan smirked. "You know, Wendy is perfectly capable of getting changed without your help."

"Oh, I know," Maggie smiled, "but these big buttons were giving him some trouble."

Susan entered and placed the trash bags next to the bed, beside Maggie's knees. "You may want to put some clothes on, Wendy." Again she smirked. "There's plenty in the bags."

Wendell looked down and noticed, for the first time that he was only wearing the 'Never Underestimate The Power Of A Girl,' shirt with the childish briefs. "Oh, geez!" he uttered in a scared voice and he went to cover his groin and make a run for the other side of the bed where he'd have some coverage.

But Maggie grabbed his right wrist and held him fast. "No need to be embarrassed, Wendy. I'll help you pick out something to wear." Then she looked at Susan. "I love the way that you braided Wendy's hair. I've never learned how to French braid. Could you teach me?"

"Of course," Susan smiled. "I'd be happy to. I'm taking the kids to see a movie in a few minutes. We're bringing Chinese back for supper. I'll show teach you after supper. Ok?"

"Great!" Maggie still held Wendell by his wrist.

"Wendy," Sue looked at her half-dressed brother, "the kids would like you to come with them. What do you you say?"

Before he could answer, Maggie asked, "What movie?"

Susan shrugged. "I don't know. It's that new animated one that's gotten all those rave reviews."

"Oh, how fun!" Maggie seemed excited. "Would you mind if I tagged along, too?" Then she looked at Wendell. "It'll be like a date for us. My treat!"

Wendell was overwhelmed. A date!? With this beautiful woman!? He'd never had a date before. Of course, he'd go on a date with her, but with Susan and the kids? Then again, this may be his only chance to spend time with Maggie. How could he say no? It would be his first date ever and his first date would be with the most beautiful woman he'd ever met. He looked at Susan who was waiting for an answer. "Umm... ok," he said.

"Ok." Susan was a little surprised by this turn of events. "We're leaving in fifteen minutes." She turned and headed down the stairs.

"I have a nice top and shorts I can wear on our date," Maggie said with enthusiasm. "Let's see what we can find for you."

She began digging in the bags and pulled out a couple of pairs of pants. "Here, let's try these." She lowered the pants to the floor and drew them up his legs. When she reached his waist, she buttoned them and pulled up his fly, noticing that he was slightly larger in the crotch than when she had first entered the room.

"Oh, those are far too long," she tsk-ed as she undid the waist and zipper and lowered them again. She tried on the second pair and made the same conclusion.

"Here," she pulled off his shirt and turned him away from her, "let's try this. Raise your arms."

Wendell held his arms high and Maggie drew a royal blue shirt over his head, but when the shirt reached his waist, it kept going to his knees. Maggie adjusted the garment on his shoulders. Expecting her to say that the shirt was also far too long, he was surprised to hear her proclaim, "Oh, that's just perfect!"

Confused, he looked down and saw the rich blue garment on his shoulders. He followed the cloth downward and first noticed that the sleeves were extremely short, that there were some white flowers embroidered on his shoulders and that below a high waist, the shirt spread wider and looked correct when it fell to his knees.

Horrified, he looked at Maggie, who's head was slightly higher than his, even though she was seated on his low bed. "I can't wear this!" he said in his high little voice.

"Why? You look darling!" Maggie replied.

"Because it's a dress!" He was shocked at the question.

"Yes, it is." Maggie smiled. "A very pretty dress and it fits you just perfectly. See?"

She turned him towards the mirror and the reflection showed a very beautiful woman sitting on the bed with a very cute little girl in front of him. The girl was wearing her hair in a French braid and she was dressed in a lovely, royal blue dress and no shoes. She looked to be seven, eight or certainly no more than nine years old. He felt a chill pass through him. He was mesmerized by the image.

Maggie looked through the bag for a moment, then stood behind him. Wendell realized that the top of his head barely reached the underside of Maggie's breasts. In the mirror, he looked from her breasts to her face and back again.

Without warning, Maggie moved in front of him, put her hands under his arms and lifted him, then settling him, seated, on the bed.

"These are cute," she mentioned, casually, as she slid a pair of sparkling, bejeweled flats onto his tiny feet. They glimmered in the different colors of the rhinestones and had a very small bow right at the spot where the center of the foot opening touched the soft skin of the top of his foot. Cute barely began to describe them.

"Maggie..." he started, but she held up a finger to her lips to silent him.

Then she closed the door, lifted him from the bed. She took his place on the bed and stood him in front of her so they faced each other. "Now, look," she spoke as if she were actually his babysitter, "Amy says that they never mention how small you are or that with those adorable cheeks, that precious nose and that luxuriously long hair, that you are the perfect picture of a little girl. I think that's foolish. Besides," she pulled Wendell close so he was standing between her spread legs, "there are advantages to wearing a dress. Look how easy it is for me to do this."

Maggie ran her hand up and down the inside of Wendell's thighs, each time tickling him higher and higher. Wendell gasped as Maggie whispered, "See? That's nice, isn't it?" She spoke as if she was speaking to a child.

"Oops," she giggled, "What's this?" She ran a finger softly over his cotton clad penis. "Ohh," she sang, still using a childish tone, "you do get bigger, don't you?"

Wendell was in shock. Never in his wildest dreams would he have imagined that a woman this beautiful would show any interest in him, let alone that she'd be caressing him through his briefs just a half an hour after meeting him. Hell, no one had touched his penis before except his doctor and his own left hand. This was definitely weird, but it was definitely wonderful, too!

Maggie continued her gentle ministrations. "See, isn't this nice? And if you wear this to the movie, I can slip my hand down here and play with you in the dark. Won't that be nice?"

Wendell tried to nod, but suddenly, every muscle in his body tightened up and his breath caught in his throat. The world became just Maggie's smile and her touch. Everything was her beauty and her fingers gently tracing his shaft. He felt himself heating up and was focused entirely on the beauty of her face and the feeling of her large fingers on his sex organ.

"Well?" Maggie kissed his neck. "What do you say?"

Before he could say anything, Wendell felt the explosion burst out him. It was bigger and more overwhelming than anything he'd every experienced before. He felt his knees give out and he felt Maggie hold him to keep him from falling.

"I'll take that as a 'yes,'" she giggled.

As his senses returned to him, Wendell looked at Maggie and the embarrassment hit him. "I... I... never... I'm sorry!" He didn't know what to say. He'd never, ever come so quickly or so hard. He could feel the mess in his briefs and he could even smell it.

"No need to be sorry, Wendy," she giggled, "but we need to clean you up. Wait here."

Maggie walked down the hall and looked in on Amy, who had just finished putting fresh sheets on the beds. "Hey, Amy, I'm going to go with your sister and her kids and Wendy to see a movie. Is that cool with you?"

"Well, you work fast," Amy laughed. "That's fine with me. Have you already seduced my brother?"

Maggie raised her eyebrows in an attitude of mock hurt. "Moi!? You cut me to the quick! We're just going on a chaperoned date. Where's the lav?"

"Next door down. I bet Wendy's excited."

"Overwrought, I'd say!" Maggie headed to the bathroom, but stopped and smiled. "Wait till you see how I've got him dressed for our date. Hubba-Hubba!" She laughed and disappeared down the hall.

Maggie returned to Wendell's room with a round contained in her hand. "I found some baby wipes. That'll clean you up, nicely."

She put her hands under his arms and lifted him onto the bed. "Lay back, baby." She smiled and laid him back on the bed and lifted his skirts. When he tried to push it back down and cover himself, she pushed his hands away. "Modesty? Now? Seriously? We don't have time for modesty right now, Wendy. Let me clean you up."

She pulled down his damp, soiled briefs and laid them at the foot of the bed. Then took a few wipes from the tall, round container and began wiping his private area clean. The cold wipes made Wendell's penis shrink, despite the arousal he felt and Maggie couldn't help but notice. "My, but you are a little guy, aren't you? More of a grower than a shower, huh?"

Wendell was both fascinated and horrified by the situation. He felt smaller than ever and more vulnerable than he could ever have imagined. "I'm... I'm not really that small down there, am I?"

"Not when it counts, obviously," she smiled, the young mother changing her helpless child. "Let me grab you some fresh undies."

"They're in my top drawer," Wendell offered.

"Oh, look," Maggie said, without showing Wendell anything, "there's a brand new bag of undies in this bag."

He heard her fumble with and open the bag, then removed a pair and slid them over his feet and part way up his calves. "Lift your fanny for me." He did so and she slid the underwear up to his waist, stopping for a moment to tuck his limp penis down between his legs, then securing it in the gusset of the undergarment. "That should avoid any nasty accidents while we're out." She lifted him to his feet.

"Very nice dress, Wendy," Amy said from the door.

Wendell looked at his younger sister. He was about to explain, but Maggie spoke instead. "Isn't it? And doesn't she look adorable in it?"

"Absolutely." Amy squatted by her brother and adjusted the dress so it was 'just so' then ran her hands along his braids. "I've never seen you Looking so nice, Wendy." She smiled and kissed his head.

"Would you mind walking my date downstairs so I can get changed?" Maggie asked.

"Of course." Amy smiled and took his little hand in hers. "Come on, Wendy. Wait till everyone sees how pretty you look."

They started down the stairs, but about halfway down, Wendell stopped and said, "Wait, wait, Amy! What am I doing? I can't go down there dressed like this! What was I thinking?"

Amy took two steps further down and turned around to face him. She was still a few inches taller than him. "You were thinking," she poked his nose as she spoke, "that for the very first time in your life, you might be able to get a date with a beautiful tall woman."

"Yeah, but... why does she want me dressed like this?"

Amy laughed a little. "Wendy, I know this sounds a little weird, but Maggie is REALLY into feminine authority. You know, having the women wear the pants in a relationship - metaphorically, of course. Ever since I met her, she's always had a thing for polite, small men that did what she told them, she kind of hit the jackpot with you."

Wendell looked up the stairs to the door behind which Maggie was dressing. "She wouldn't go with me if I didn't wear this?"

"I don't know, Wendy," she spoke with a playfully condescending tone, "but do you really want to risk it? She's very pretty and she's really into you like this."

He thought for a few seconds more. "She likes me in the dress, you mean?"

"The dress and everything."

"Everything?"

Amy smiled. "Yeah. Everything." She smiled and then explained it as if she were speaking to a child. "Wendy, you're small. You're adorable. You're wearing your hair in French braids. You're wearing adorable, little jeweled flats and... let me put it this way." She let go of his hand, straightened herself a little and lowered the elastic waist of her shorts just a few inches. "What am I wearing, Wendy?"

The gesture revealed the material of a pair of blue, Y-front briefs, almost identical the the ones that he'd worn previously.

"Briefs?" he asked.

She smiled. "Yes, briefs, Wendy. Boy's briefs."

He shrugged. "So. They're cute on you."

She smiled at the compliment. "Thanks you, Wendy, that's very sweet, but my point is, I'm wearing boys' briefs while you are wearing panties with pictures of Elsa and Anna on them."

"What!?" Wendell's eyes shot wide. He hastily raised the skirt of his dress and looked at the panties beneath. The panties in which he'd allowed himself to be dressed without even questioning Maggie-The Goddess. Sure enough, he was wearing a pair of powder blue panties that had a white snowflake theme around them with pretty little medallions with the images of the Frozen princesses scattered around them. Not only that, due to Maggie's placement of his sex organ, the front was as flat and smooth as it would have been if his niece had been wearing them. "Shit," he whispered.

"No, no, no." Amy took the skirt from his hands and straightened out the dress. "Someone dressed this pretty can't use language like that. Come on. Take a deep breath and let's go see Sue and Deb."

They reached the bottom of the steps and headed to the kitchen where Deb was mixing up some brownies for dessert later that evening and Sue was leaning on the counter, checking her watch. Sue spotted him first. "Oh, Wendy," she gushed, "that dress just suits you perfectly! I'm so happy you're willing to wear it!"

Deb turned and saw her brother looking so sweet and so feminine. "Wendy?" She stuttered. "You look lovely, honey, but... why the sudden change?"

"Maggie dressed him," Amy smiled. "He's cute, though, right?"

Deb looked at her sister, then back to Wendell. "Are you ok with this, Wendy?"

He shrugged. "Do I look ok, Deb?"

"You look adorable, honey."

"Then... I guess I'm ok with it. I mean, if Maggie likes it..."

"Well," Sue moved towards the door, "if you ask me, he looks better than adorable. He looks right. Maybe for the first time, that little body of yours and that ridiculous long hair all came together to make you look right." She leaned out the door and yelled, "Come on, kids! Time to go!"

Maggie came into the kitchen, looking beautiful in dress shorts and a loose, summer blouse, while putting an earring into her right ear.

"Ooo," Deb said approvingly, "someone looks amazing."

Maggie smiled and said, "Thank you, but I'm not nearly as adorable as my date."

"That's for sure," Sue said as the kids plowed into the kitchen.

Ricky stopped in his tracks and said, "Wendy? You're a girl?"

"I told you she was," Audrey said, sounding vindicated.

"Wendy is a little of both, honey," Deb explained. "A little bit a boy and a little bit a girl."

"My dress looks really pretty on you, Wendy," his niece said.

"Audrey paid you a compliment, Wendy," Amy prodded him. "What do you say?"

"Thank you, Audrey," he said very embarrassed.

"Yes, Audrey," Maggie took his hand, "and thank you for the lovely clothes you've given Wendy. I know she's very excited to wear them all." She smiled at Wendell. "Are we all set to go?"

They walked out to Sue's minivan and Sue pushed the button on her remote to make the side slider open. "Ricky," Sue said as they approached the opening door, "you'll have to sit in the third row and be a big boy and buckle up your seatbelt, ok?"

"Ok, mom," the boy hurried ahead to climb into the back.

"Audrey," Sue continued to give orders, "Audrey, you sit in the second row behind mommy,"

"Ok," Audrey ran ahead and climbed in as well.

Suddenly, Wendell stopped walking and stared at the minivan in horror.

"What's the matter, Wendy?" Maggie asked as she felt her little date pull against her progress.

"Sue, please..." he looked at his sister. "Please?"

Sue heaved a big sigh. "Wendy, come on, don't give me a hard time about this. You're under forty-nine inches tall and you weigh less than sixty pounds."

"I know, I know, but, please!"

"Now, just stop!" Sue threw her bag into the front seat and turned to face him, her hands firmly planted on her hips. "If you're coming, you're sitting in a car seat. I am not going to get a ticket because you're being stubborn and I am not going to endanger your life by having you not properly restrained."

"Yeah, but Deb lets me just sit in the back..."

"I'm not Debbie."

"... and neither Audrey or Ricky have to sit in one."

"Because they are both forty nine inches tall, Wendell and they both weigh more than sixty pounds. Now, I am done with this conversation! Either get in to the car on your on, or I'll pick you up and strap you in myself."

Wendell was white with embarrassment and fear.

Maggie realized that all of her encouragement was about to be undone by this confrontation, so she said, "Umm, Sue, why don't you get in the car. Just give me a minute, ok?"

Susan gave another frustrated sigh, turned and headed to the driver's side. "Alright."

Maggie squatted down, bringing her head to Wendell's level. She smiled sweetly and patted his pretty braids. "Hey, Wendy, don't worry. It's just a car seat. I won't think any less of you because you have to use it."

"But..." he wanted so badly to be with this beautiful woman who actually seemed interested in him, for some reason. "... it's so degrading, Maggie. Once I'm strapped in, I can't get out on my own. It's like I'm a prisoner."

"I understand, baby, but, Sue is right, it is the law and it is safer for you to be in the seat."

Wendell looked from Maggie to the minivan and back again, but he was clearly conflicted.

"Come on." Her smile was so damned enticing. "I'll strap you in. It'll be fine. I won't let anyone say anything humiliating. Just let me take care of you, ok?"

Wendell took a deep breath and shook as he exhaled. "Ok."

Maggie stood and lifted him to her hip. When they reached the minivan, she maneuvered him effortlessly into the seat and reached across him to grab the straps, pressing her breasts into the little man as she did so. The warmth of her firm, but pliable, breasts, the brush of her soft hair and the scent of her subtle perfume was incredible and made all this humiliation worthwhile. Even the click of the straps couldn't upset him with all of this sensual attention from Maggie.

Moments later, as Maggie climbed into the passenger's seat, Audrey reached over and took Wendell's hand in hers. "Don't worry, Wendy," her smile was sweet and was meant to offer comfort. "Pretty soon you'll be big enough to ride in a grownup seat."

Wendell smiled back at his niece and wished that she was right.

Sue started the car and, immediately, an episode of Sponge Bob Squarepants appeared on the monitor mounted in the rear of the head rest directly in front of him.

"Mom," Ricky called forward, "we only have two sets of headphones!"

Sue looked in the mirror and smiled. "Don't worry, honey. I'll put it through the speakers and just put all the sound back there."

From then until they arrived at the movie theater, Wendell heard nothing but sound of the animated TV show and the laughter of his niece and nephew.

"I have to say," Sue said with a smirk, "you do work fast."

Maggie smiled. "I do. When I see what I want, I go get it."

"And... do you want Wendy or are you just playing dress up with him?"

"I admit, dressing him up is fun, but you already know that. You braided his hair and had him in those adorable bib overalls."

"Touché," Sue smiled, "but I was really only going to make a point about the way he presented himself with his long hair on that little body. I wasn't planning on feminizing him."

"Oh, but I think he's really cute. I always date guys who are smaller than me. I like to control things, you know? Not like a dominatrix or anything, just... like a guy does in a typical relationship. When a guy puts his arm around me, I feel like a subordinate. I don't like that feeling. I'm a strong woman. I'm not subordinate to anyone. But when I put my arm around a little guy... I like that. I don't feel superior, necessarily. I just feel in control. Like I wear the metaphorical pants. You know what I mean?"

"I guess," sue liked this girl, "but in this case, there's nothing metaphorical about it. You are wearing the pants and Wendy's wearing the dress. Has that ever happened before?"

Maggie glanced back at the cute little man behind her. "Not like this. I have gotten a boy or two into a nightie while we made out, or maybe dressed up for Halloween, but never this much and certainly never this soon."

Sue shook her head, almost respectfully.

"And you've got to admit," Maggie giggled, "you helped a lot. You just happened to have him dressed in those little bib overalls when I arrived and a bag of your daughter's dresses was dropped right next to me as I was helping to get him dressed."

Sue smirked a bit more broadly. "Honestly, though, he's looked like a little girl for a long time. Maybe dressing him this way will make him want to get a hair cut and at least look like a little man."

"Oh, God, I hope not! I really like the dresses. He's just adorable that way, I want to see if we can keep him dressed like this. I think it's sexy as hell!"

Sue shrugged. "To each her own, I guess!"

"According to my Psych professor, my joy of non-conforming sexual roles is a growing sexual mindset. She says that more and more women are becoming the breadwinners and heads of households - in older parlance, wearing the pants. That means that more and more men are becoming the homemakers - the wives. I have no problem with that. In fact, that's the kind of spouse I'm looking for."

"A wife?"

"Exactly!"

Susan's lower lip stuck out as she considered this. "That sounds pretty nice, actually." She glanced back at her very little brother, locked into the car seat, his little blue dress with the flowers embroidered on his shoulders and his hair in pretty little braids. Housewife might just be a job he could handle. "I hate to break this to you, dear," Sue chuckled, "but Wendy is absolutely useless around the house. Our mom coddled him - only boy, you know - and Amy and Deb take care of his every need. He lives like a little prince."

"He's young, still," Maggie shrugged. "I can teach him. If he's he good student, I can teach him to be the perfect wife and I'll treat him like my little princess."

Sue pulled into the parking lot of the cinemas, pulled into a space and shut down the car, pushing the auto-open button for the sliding door next to Wendell. Then turned and said, "Audrey, help Wendy out of the car seat, please."

"Ok, mom," the child bubbled, delighted to be able to help someone less 'grownup' than she was. "I'll get you out in a jiffy," she smiled as she went to work, disconnecting the straps that imprisoned her diminutive little uncle in the infantile device.

Audrey deftly released the restraints as Maggie watched from the open sliding door, a pleasant grin playing on her lips.

When his arms were clear of the straps, Maggie reached in and helped her little date to the ground, then took his hand and waited until Sue had Audrey and Rick ready to go.

"All set?" Sue asked. Everyone acknowledged that they were, and then Sue said, "Audrey, take Wendy's hand, too."

So, they headed into the theater, Maggie on the far left, holding Wendell's hand, who was holding Audrey's, who was holding Sue's who was holding Ricky's.

When they entered the lobby, Sue stepped up to the counter. "One adult, two children," she said to the girl on the other side.

As she was paying, Wendell looked at Maggie with panic on his face. "Maggie," he said in a quiet, but emphatic voice.

"What, honey?" she asked in a saccharine voice.

"I didn't bring my wallet."

She gave him a condescending smile and tapped his head. "Of course not, honey. Where would you carry a wallet? I didn't give you a purse, did I? Besides, you're my date and little girls don't carry wallets, so this is my treat."

Wendell was about to contest this remark, but Maggie stepped forward, still holding his hand, and said, "Two, please. One adult and one child."

At the concession stand, Maggie purchased a small popcorn and an iced tea for herself, and a child's popcorn/drink combo for Wendell. She carried the food and drinks into the theater with instructions to Wendell to keep up and not get lost.

As they walked down the hall to the theater, Wendell was looking at the posters for upcoming films. There were a few action films and a super hero sequel coming that he was interested in seeing. He was noting the release dates when Audrey handed him something, saying, “Here. Carry this, Wendy.” He took whatever the square piece of molded plastic was without question and followed them all into the theater.

The film didn’t start for another twenty minutes, but there were already a lot of people in the theater. Sue entered the aisle first, placing Ricky on her left and Audrey on her right, taking time to arrange their snacks and seats correctly. Maggie did the same, but when she took the square piece of molded plastic from Wendell’s hands hand placed it in the seat, he realized that it was a booster seat and for the first time since the staircase, he balked at the way Maggie was treating him.

“I’m not sitting in that!” he said, stepping backwards and causing himself to almost take a tumble down the steep stairs.

Maggie reached to grab his arm to keep him from falling, but she missed. Wendell was caught by a young, teenaged girl, who was climbing the stairs with a small child, about Wendell’s height.

“Oh, be careful, there!” the girl said. She was roughly fifteen or sixteen, very pretty, with strawberry blonde hair and freckles. “You could get hurt.”

Wendell steadied himself and nodded. The girl, eager to be helpful said, “What’s the matter? You don’t want to use your booster seat?”

Wendell shook his head. He’d spent most of his life trying to avoid being mistaken for a child. It was a frequent and demeaning experience every time. Using a booster seat was bad enough, but having a teenager speak down to him... well, that was much worse.

“You know,” the girl smiled first at Wendell, then at Maggie, but the smile at Maggie was more conspiratorial and when she returned her gaze to Wendell, it was condescending, “my little sister,” she indicated the girl she was with, “used to feel the same way. Didn’t you, Caroline?”

The little girl smiled and nodded.

“But what happened when you didn’t use one?” the older girl asked.

“A big grownup sat in front of me and I couldn’t see the screen,” her sister offered.

“That’s right, so maybe you should listen to your sister and sit in the booster. What do you say?”

Wendell looked from the helpful, condescending face of the teenager to the smiling face of Maggie and, after a huff, finally said, “Oh, Alright. Fine.”

Maggie smiled as she lifted him up into the plastic seat.

“I like your dress,” the teenager said as she stood taller and took her little sister’s hand. “It’s a very pretty color on you.”

“It was mine,” Audrey said, from two seats over. “I gave it to Wendy this morning.”

The teenager laughed. “Well, then you have very good taste.” Audrey loved that reply.

Finally situated in the seat, with the small cardboard tray of a very small portion of popcorn and soda placed on his lap, Maggie took her seat between Audrey and Wendell and the pretty teenager petted his head from the aisle. “All set?” she asked.

Feeling very put upon, Wendell looked up sheepishly and nodded. “Yes.”

“Thank the young lady, Wendy,” Maggie insisted. “Without her, we’d be on the way to emergency room right now.”

“Thank you,” Wendell said without making eye contact.

“No problem,” the teenager said, then she kissed Wendell on the top of his head, surprising him. “Enjoy the movie.”

Wendell nibbled his popcorn until the lights went down, and just as they did, a family sat in the row right in front of them. The father, a man who was well over six feet tall and rather heavy, sat in the seat right in front of Wendell. Had he not been sitting in the booster seat, his view of the screen would most certainly have been obstructed. “See?” Maggie leaned over and whispered into his ear. “Maggie knows best.” She smiled at him and squeezed his soft, exposed thigh.

The previews played and the movie started. A silly, brightly colored, animated feature that was designed to mesmerize children with the color and movement while making parents chuckle occasionally with slightly off colored jokes that went over the children’s heads.

As Wendell sat in the darkness and watched, actually enjoying the show, he felt the light, cool touch of Maggie’s right hand on his left thigh. At first, it just sat there and, frankly, that would have been plenty to satisfy Wendell, but soon, the hand was playing with the smooth skin on the inside of his thighs and wandering up to the top of his leg where his panties held his tool tightly between his legs.

The first time she grazed his shaft, he was startled and he jumped in his booster seat. He looked at the goddess next to him, who smiled back at him. “Relax,” she whispered. “It’s a long movie. Let me have some fun.”

Eventually, Maggie’s hand stayed high on his thigh and her little finger caressed his penis through the soft material of the Anna and Elsa panties. He could feel the blood rushing to his manhood and his face, but his penis was safely tucked away so that it wouldn’t be visible to anyone else and his face was shrouded in darkness. No one could see.

On the screen, a fox and a bear were discussing the finer points of getting a hold of human food, while in his seat Wendell was spreading his legs as far apart as he felt that he could without attracting any attention and Maggie was tickling him – honestly, she was tickling his privates! He couldn’t believe it! It was so exciting and so frightening all at once! What if they got caught!? Not just that she was masturbating him in public, but beyond that, the appearance that she was manually exciting what appeared to be a little girl with a fully developed, not exactly huge, but proportionately correct, male sex organ!

She kept him on the edge, though. She never let him relieve himself. She’d just get him so hard that he couldn’t think straight, then she’d play with his soft thighs and let him relax, but then she’d be back at him again; fondling, tickling, caressing, stroking him back to excitement.

When finally the film ended and the lights came up, Wendell was exhausted from Maggie’s playfulness.

They gathered their rubbish and dropped it into the bins on the way out and once in the hallway, Wendell joined Audrey and Ricky to put their booster seats neatly back into the pile.

“Let’s all use the restroom before we go home,” Sue announced in the lobby.

Sue preceded Maggie. With both children in hand, she stepped right into the ladies’ room without a thought. Maggie followed, despite Wendell’s reluctance. “Wendy. We all need to use the lavatory before we leave,” she said maternally. “Come on now. There’s nothing to be afraid of in there. Let’s go.”

They entered with Wendell’s eyes focused on the floor. He followed Maggie into a stall, larger than the stalls in the men’s room, while not as big as those designed for wheelchairs. “Pull down your panties so you can use the potty,” she instructed. He did as she instructed and she had him hold the skirts of his dress up while she helped him onto the toilet.

“Go ahead, Wendy. Go potty.” Maggie smiled down at him, knowing she was making him uncomfortable.

Wendell sat there, his hand between his legs, his skirts covering as much as possible, looking up at the beautiful face above him and feeling a sense of helplessness, a sense of defeat and a overwhelming desire to please this woman. The only person who’d ever shown and interest in him in a sexual way. Was she sincere? Was she setting him up for something awful? He just didn’t know. All he did know was that he wanted to keep her attention directed at him for as long as possible. He took a deep breath and relaxed his abdominal muscles, letting the waste water escape.

Maggie heard the sound of water hitting the porcelain and she nodded her approval as she took a few squares of toilet paper from the roll on the side of the stall.

When Wendell was done, she helped him stand, then reached under his dress to tap the end of his penis dry before pulling his panties up for him, then making sure that everything was just-so before opening the stall door and leading him to the sink to help him wash up.

Then it was back in the minivan, strapped back into the car seat and, with just a brief stop at Yang’s Happy Kitchen, they were back home.

Audrey once again undid his restraints and helped him out of the car seat so he could take Maggie’s hand and be escorted back into the house.

“Everyone to the kitchen table!” Debbie called as everyone entered the house. “Dinner is served! Come on, Amy!” She called this last order up the stairs.

When they were all seated and the first helping of food had been distributed, Deb asked, “So, how was the movie?”

“It was great!” Ricky began. “There was this bear and he was trying to be like the humans and he could talk and everything...

“Yeah,” Audrey took over, “and there was this girl who was helping him and she got him pants and a heavy coat and a hat and he looked like a human and the people in the town, they were all fooled and they let him eat in the restaurant and...”

“Wow!” Amy feigned enthusiasm for the children’s stories. “That sounds awesome!”

“It was,” Audrey enthused, “wasn’t it, Wendy?”

“What?” Until this moment, Wendell’s focus had been on Maggie. She smiled at him and he blushed at getting caught staring.

“The movie... it was awesome, right?”

“Oh, yeah, the movie... awesome.”

“Oh, never mind Wendy,” Sue teased. “I’m afraid that little Wendy was watching a whole different show, weren’t you, sweetheart?”

Wendell looked around, confused. “What do you mean? I saw the movie.”

“Of course you did.” Sue shook her head. “You saw bits and pieces between long stares at Maggie.” She turned to Debbie and Amy and continued, “I think that Wendy is a bit obsessed with your friend, Amy. Every time I glanced over at them, Wendy was just gazing at her. It was very cute, but it was probably uncomfortable for Maggie.” Now she directed her attention to Maggie. “I’m sorry if it made you uncomfortable, dear. I’m afraid that you’re the first woman to ever show Wendy any attention and, well, I guess it was more than he could handle.”

Wendell looked at Maggie in horror. How could she say something like that!? He lowered his eyes and turned beet red as he played with his rice.

“Uncomfortable?” Maggie laughed. “Are you serious? I’m flattered. To think that such an adorable creature as Wendy could find me attractive! Oh, it makes my heart flutter!” She said these things with great theatricality making the others smile, but Wendell was uncertain as to how to react.

Deb felt bad that Sue had put their little brother on the spot this way and she intended to change the subject, when suddenly something dawned on her. “Oh, Wendy! I nearly forgot! You got a letter from the state university today!” She reached to the counter and grabbed an envelope. “Here, honey.”

The return address indicated that the letter was from The Office of Admissions. Wendell took a deep breath before opening it. This was the fifth time he’d applied to State and Deb had made it clear that this would probably be the last time. Each application cost over a hundred dollars in application fees and, since the money was coming from Deb’s household account, she needed to draw a line on this kind of spending at some point and if there was no chance that they’d accept him, then applying any more would just be throwing good money after bad.

Wendell looked at the envelope, his hands shaking. This was it. One last chance. What if he didn’t get in? Everything was over, then.

“Want me to open it for you, Wendy?” Amy asked.

He heaved a big breath and nodded. “Yes, please.”

Amy scooted her chair closer to his and put her arms around him, manipulating the paper in front of him. She slipped her fingernail under the closing flap and ripped the edge, sliding the letter within out and she unfolded it.

‘Congratulations,’ she read. ‘You have been accepted into the Early Childhood Education program...’

She finished the whole letter, then threw her arms around her older brother, shrieking, “Wendy! You did it! Congratulations!”

As soon as Amy released him, Maggie embraced him as well. “That’s awesome, Wendy! We’ll be living on the same campus! I’ll see you everyday!”

As relieved and excited as Wendell had been by the news of his acceptance Into the program, the idea of seeing Maggie everyday was really exciting! He wanted to hug her back. To jump up and down and scream about this change in his stars, but, instead, he just smiled a huge smile and said, “Thanks.”

Debbie and Susan exchanged a knowing look. Before Susan could say anything, though, Deb leaned over and whispered, “Let him have an hour of happiness, right now. We’ll talk to him later.”

Susan nodded.

Wendell breathed a sigh of relief. There it was, right there on that piece of paper – a chance. Maybe, just maybe, someday he might be might be able to be something other than a freakish, little burden. Then, maybe, someone like Maggie, maybe even Maggie herself, might see him as someone she could love and not just pity.

When dinner was done, Amy and Debbie began clearing the table, while Susan sent the twins into the rec-room to watch TV while she prepared to teach Maggie to weave both French and Dutch braids, using Wendell as a model.

“The trick is,” Sue spoke as she used a comb to separate a section of Wendell’s hair from the rest, “is to start with thin strands. Take your time and keep adding thin strands as you go. If you start with too thick of a braid, it just won’t work for you.”

“Ok,” Maggie moved to the other side of the chair that Wendell was using and began work on the other side. “Like this?”

“You’ve got it!” Sue smiled.

Wendell sat quietly, enjoying the feel of his hair being woven.

They braided, brushed out and braided again, several times as Susan showed Maggie the secrets of each style. Wendell just savored the feelings.

Meanwhile, the conversation kept coming back to Wendell’s acceptance letter to the state university. Sue and Deb were very concerned that he’d be unable to survive in the unsupervised environment of a huge university and they discussed this problem at length, never once asking Wendell his opinion. Amy was willing to help, but she did have a very busy schedule and couldn’t babysit him every minute of the day.

‘Babysit.’ He hated that word.

As eight o’clock rolled around, Audrey jogged back into the kitchen. “Wow! Your hair looks really pretty, Wendy!” She smiled at her uncle.

“Thank you, Audrey,” he smiled. By this point, his hair was elaborately braided in a French braid style and, adding that to the tiny, blue dress he was wearing, helped present him as a precious little girl.

“Audrey, could you do me a big favor?” Maggie asked.

“Sure!” The child was thrilled to be involved in anything grownup.

“Well, it’s getting late and Wendy needs to get changed into a nice nightie.”

Wendell’s ears pricked up at this. “I just wear boxers and a tee shirt to bed,” he tried to explain.

Maggie shook her head and rolled her eyes in Audrey’s direction. The message to the child was clear – ‘Can you believe that!? Obviously, Wendy needs our help.’

“Anyway, Audrey, would you like to help me and Wendy out?” Maggie smiled at the little girl who grew a huge smile immediately.

“Sure!”

“Great! Would you run upstairs and find a pretty nightie for Wendy to wear to bed? Look through the bags that you brought over and find the prettiest nightie you gave him.”

She nodded and ran out the door to the hallway, but seconds later, her head popped back into the kitchen, “Should I pull out PJs or a night gown?”

All the women giggled at that. “Whichever you think would look prettiest on Wendy,” Maggie laughed.

As Audrey ran up the stairs, the three sisters looked at their brother, a bit shocked that he wasn’t putting up any fight about this situation.

Maggie smiled at each of them, then invited a very confused Wendell to join her for a quick walk around the yard.

They exited the house and Maggie guided him to the swing set. She sat in the center of the three swings and invited Wendell to join her, indicating that he should take the seat to her right. They both sat silently from the suspended seats for a few moments, until Maggie said, “Wendy, I hope you don’t mind me dressing you up this way.”

Wendell shrugged. “I don’t really get it, but if you like it, I guess it’s ok.”

“Well, I think you look adorable,” she teased.

Wendell snickered. “Adorable. Great.”

“Oh, come on, Wendy. What’s wrong with looking adorable?”

“Nothing, I guess. It’s just... well, I’ve kind of been avoiding seeing the twins since Christmas because they were pretty much the same height as me then. When you’re as little as me, you never forget how small you are, but when your nine year old niece and nephew grow taller than you, it’s kind of a harsh reminder that you’re the size of an eight year old.”

Maggie nodded, acknowledging his point. “Well, I think you’re just perfect just like you are.”

Wendell shrugged and blushed a bit. “Thanks.”

Maggie smiled. “I’d like to make you an offer, Wendy.”

Wendell’s curiosity was immediately piqued. “Ok. What’s that?”

“Well, next fall, I am going to be an RA for my dorm.”

“What’s an RA?”

“A Resident Assistant. I’ll kinda be in charge of the dorm. Like a house mother, in a way.”

“Oh, Cool,” Wendell didn’t quite see where she was headed.

“I think so. Anyway, I’ll have a big room and I have the option of having a room to myself or having a room mate.”

“Uh huh,” Wendell was still not catching her drift.

“So, what I was thinking was, since your sisters are all very concerned about your well being if they let you go to State, how would you like it if I suggested to them that you could room with me and I could watch out for you? Would that be ok?”

Wendell turned and looked at the goddess beside him. Was she really this gift from heaven!?

“That would be... AMAZING!!” he shouted. “Maggie! Thank you! Thank you, so much!”

“Ok, ok,” she smiled, “calm down. I still have to talk to your sisters about this, ok?”

“Oh, yeah, ok, but... well... they can’t say no, now!”

“Alright, Alright.” Maggie smiled as Wendell threw his thin arms around her neck and thanked her over and over and over again. “Why don’t you run upstairs and change into the night clothes that Audrey picked out for you. I’ll talk to your sisters and I’ll be up in a few minutes.”

“Oh, ok!” Wendell let go of Maggie and he ran towards the house, but he stopped part way and ran back to Maggie for one more hug and a kiss on her cheek. “Thank you, Maggie! Thank you, so much!”

“You’re welcome, Wendy. Now, off you go.”

She watched him jog away this time, his little legs extending from out of the cute dress he still wore.

When Wendell entered his room, Audrey was just returning a lot of clothing to the trash bag from whence it had come. “Hi, Wendy!” She was very excited to be so helpful. “I picked out my prettiest nightie for you!”

Wendell looked at his bed where Audrey had placed a nightgown. To describe it a feminine would be a vast understatement. It was a pale lavender garment with a lace, rounded neckline, huge, puffy short sleeves and a ruffled hemline with lace that matched the neckline. It was very large, made to look blousy and oversized. In short, it was sugar and spice and everything nice.

“Take off your dress and I’ll help you put it on,” Audrey said with innocent helpfulness.

“Umm.” This seemed like a bad idea to Wendell and it also would have given Audrey a still greater sense of maturity than her uncle. Both issues seemed weird to Wendell. “I need to use the bathroom...” Wendell began, but Audrey interrupted.

“The potty, you mean.”

“Ok, the potty,” Wendell conceded, “so I’ll get changed in there.”

He grabbed the nightgown and hustled down the hall. Seriously? A nightgown? This was all just so silly, but who cared!? Maggie was downstairs negotiating his liberation, right now! If all went well, next fall he’d be living with Maggie. Who knows? Maybe they’d even date! This might all work out great! If Maggie liked him in a nightgown, then he’d wear a nightgown for Maggie!

He disrobed and took care of his needs before sliding the oversized nightdress over his head. It hung from his shoulders, but was so blousy that it didn’t even touch his body below his armpits. Even the large, puffy, short sleeves hardly touched his arms. It was pastel and soft and as little girlish as little girlish could be. Oh, so what!

He opened the door to the lavatory and hustled back down the hallway, to his room, but he stopped when he caught a glimpse of his reflection in the full length mirror at the end of the hall. The reflection was not his. The child in the reflection was a sweet little girl in an old fashioned, flouncy nightgown and Dutch braids, much more feminine than the usual braid that Deb gave him. This child was, as Maggie had said, adorable – no doubt about it. She also looked as if she could be Audrey’s nearly identical little sister. It was a lot to take in.

“Are you all set up there?” Maggie called up the stairs. “I’m coming up! I hope that you’re ready for bed!”

Wendell jumped at the sound of her voice and he rushed into his room.

“Oh, you look so cute!” Audrey bounced and clapped her hands at her choice of nightgown. “Oh, Wendy, I’m so glad you’re a girl, now! I’ll give so many pretty dresses! You’re going to love them!” She hugged him with all of her might.

Not knowing what else to say or do and certainly not wanting to upset his niece, Wendell hugged her back and said, “Thank you!”

“Oh, how sweet,” came Maggie’s voice from the door, causing Wendell to pull free of his niece’s embrace.

Maggie took in the vision of the little man with the elaborate braids and the cute, old fashioned, little girl’s nightie. “Audrey,” she smiled at the child, “you out did yourself. This nightie is just precious! Wendy, you look so sweet and feminine. I just love it!”

She hugged Audrey and whispered, “I’m going to need your help, you know. Wendy is going to need a lot of help to become the best little girl he can be. Can you help me with that?”

“Of course!” She was bubbling with excitement. “I was just telling Wendy that I’d bring over all my old dresses! They’re all pretty and Wendy will look so beautiful in them, too!”

Maggie kissed her cheek. “Thank you, Audrey. Now, why don’t you run downstairs. I need to talk to Wendy for a few minutes before I tuck him in for the night.”

“Ok,” Audrey said. She headed for the door, but stopped to give Wendell a goodnight kiss on his cheek.

When the child was gone, Maggie pulled back Wendell’s blankets and tapped the top of the bed. “Come lay down. I have some news.”

He climbed up onto the bed and propped a pillow against the bent-metal headboard so that he was half-sitting, half-laying down and facing Maggie. She smiled at the little form before her. “I know that I’m sounding like a broken record, but you really are adorable. Do you like your nightie?”

Wendell shrugged and got to the more important matter. “Did you talk to my sisters about college?”

She nodded, her smile warm and broad.

“And?” Wendell was very antsy.

“And... they agreed to let you go to State as long as you live with me and let me take care of you.”

Wendell bounced to his knees and threw his arms around Maggie’s neck. “Oh, thank you! Thank you, Maggie!” He squeezed hard.

Maggie gently unfolded his arms, released her neck from his embrace and laid him back on his pillow. “You’re welcome, baby, but there are conditions.”

Did she just call him ‘baby!?’ “What conditions.”

“Well,” she shrugged coyly, “you see there are rules about roommates.”

“Oh? What kind of rules?”

“Well, roommates have to be the same sex.”

Wendell’s face took on a confused squint.

“What I mean is,” Maggie continued, “you’re going to have to be Wendy, not Wendell, while you’re living with me.” Gently she reached under the hem of the soft, pretty gown and massaged the inside of his thigh. “But that’s not such a big deal is it? You’re awfully cute as Wendy and, besides, a little girl will attract a lot less attention than a little man. Don’t you agree?”

He would have argued, but just as she asked the question, her hand grazed the shaft of his penis. The feeling so shocked Wendell that his eyes shot wide and his brain just prayed she’d offer even more attention to his organ. He shifted his groin a little forward in the hopes of finding her large, soft hand. He did. Now she played with the soft but stiffening, hairless shaft. He was in heaven.

“That’s ok, right?” She spoke as if she was his babysitter. “You want to live with me, right?”

He was looking at her beautiful face, her beautiful eyes, her beautiful smile, but his mind was concentrating on the new and wonderful sensations of being fondled by someone else. Someone so incredible as this woman who was his whole world right now. Realizing she’d asked him a question and was waiting for an answer, he nodded, but never broke eye contact with her.

“Good.” She smiled as she continued her ministrations with her right hand and reached for a few tissues from the box on his night stand with her left. When she’d retrieved a few, she stopped for a moment and neatly folded back the lavender skirts of his pretty nightie. Then she placed the tissues under his penis and continued her manipulations.

“You know, I didn’t even realize you were a boy when I first saw you – let alone a man.” She smiled again and continued to drive him crazy. “I though, ‘what a cute little girl,’ but when Amy told me you were a boy, well, I knew right then and there that I’d found the man of my dreams. Little, soft and feminine – just what I’ve always dreamed of, but the problem is, Wendy... I’m not looking for a man to be with who’ll eventually become my husband – I’m looking for a man to be with,” she leaned forward and planted a soft, gentle kiss on his lips, “who’ll,” another kiss, “eventually,” yet another, “be,” one more, “my wife.”

Just as these last words left her mouth, Wendell exploded in a huge, earth shaking orgasm. He thrust and thrust into her hand as she gently milked him through the most wonderful moment of his life, catching most of his seed in the tissues she’d prepared.

“That’s it,” Maggie whispered. “That’s my good, good girl. Good girl. That’s mommy’s good, little girl.”

When he could give no more, Maggie wiped him clean with a new tissue, then straightened out the skirts of his nightgown and said, “Now, scoot down under the covers and I’ll tuck you in.”

“Wendy, it’s time,” Audrey said. At five-foot-three, the fourteen year old looked elegant in her lavender bridesmaid’s dress.

Amy adjusted his veil and straightened the long train of his bridal gown, which, to be honest, looked more like an elaborate first communion gown due to its size. In the five years since agreeing to live full time as Wendy, Maggie’s little boyfriend/girlfriend had gotten very used to all things feminine, but being buttoned and laced into a bridal gown was a sensation unto itself. Rather than finding a dress that made him look pretty, he was made pretty to suit the gown. Everything was silk and lace and soft and white and so, so, so feminine. It was enough to make his head spin.

Debbie came to his right side and, unable to appropriately take her arm do to their height differences, Wendell took her hand as the organ began to play.

Audrey lead the way down the aisle with Amy following. Sue, as maid of honor, went down last. Now, he could see down the aisle where Maggie stood waiting in a simple, black dress, surrounded by her grooms-men, Rick looking dashing in his first tuxedo, and two men, college buddies and colleagues, that Maggie played golf with on the weekends.

It had been a whirlwind of a life recently. When Maggie graduated with a degree in science, she went to work for her mother’s pharmaceutical firm, rising quickly through the ranks to be one of the youngest pharmaceutical executives in the United States. She was wealthy and powerful. An unbelievably good catch for a little thing like Wendy to have landed! She was the owner of a large estate and she was a good provider for her little wife-to-be.

Amy was Maggie’s Girl-Friday and was doing nearly as well, financially. Her degree in communications made her an excellent asset for organizing and executing each aspect of Maggie’s busy schedule.

With the help of Amy and Maggie, Wendell had finished college high up in the class rankings and had scored a nice little job at a day care center near the home he shared with Maggie. He loved working with little children, changing diapers, teaching them to count and read simple words. It was a wonderful job and he’d loved every minute of it. He was, of course, giving up his ‘career’ now to take care of their home and the child that Maggie and he were in the process of adopting. He could not wait to be a mommy.

As he processed down the aisle, the crowd of friends and family smiled and oohed at his dress. The women from the day care center waved and took pictures. He’d promised that he’d visit frequently and that he’d bring the baby to visit, too.

At the head of the aisle, Deb turned to face him, raised his veil, kissed his cheek and handed him over to Maggie, who smiled as they stepped up onto the alter and stood before the celebrant.

“Do you,” the minister recited to Wendell, “take this woman to be your lawfully wedded husband? Do you promise to love, honor and obey her, in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer, until death do you part?”

“I do,” Wendell said with the biggest grin his face had ever sustained.

“And do you,” the holy man turned to Maggie, now, “take this man to be your lawfully wedded wife? To love and cherish, through sickness and health, for richer and poorer, until death do you part?”

Maggie never looked away. She just grinned as sincerely as Wendell had. “I do.”

“Then by the powers vested in me in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife. Margaret, you may kiss the bride.”

Maggie bent down and planted a polite, yet passionate kiss on her new wife as the assembled congregation applauded and took pictures.

Then they turned and walked down the aisle as the organ played Mendelssohn’s Wedding March.

And they all lived happily ever after.
 
THE END


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